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________________ T dharIe Ta gel, OXOBO, OXOXOXO OOOOOOG muni devaratnasAgarajI
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________________ 100 lIM zrI a8 zrI vimalanAtha svAmine namaH 11 vala thI | GIC CIo... * vAyanAdAtA * kacchI samAjanA hRdayasamrA rASTrasaMta acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya AgamAbhyAsI pU. gaNizrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. nA ziSya. munizrI devaratnasAgarajI ma. 74 zrI zrutajJAna prasAraNa nidhi TrasTa talake gAlA 30, hAjI habIba bilDIMga, e-vIMga, 2 je mALe, nAyagAma krosa roDa, dAdara, muMbai-400 084. phona : 416 papapapa
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________________ * prApti sthAna * zrI anaMtanAtha jinAlaya tIrtha anaMtanAtha coka, narazI nAthA sTrITa, muMbai-400 009. phona : 342 1344, 344 1929 zrI AryarakSita jaina tattvajJAna vidyApITha 21, kezavajI nAyaka roDa, dAmajI meghajIno mALo, 1lA mALe, muMbai-400 009. phona : 377 8739 zrI zItalanAtha jaina maMdira zrI dAdara kacchI jaina saMgha ArAdhanA bhavana, 135, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAda2, muMbai-400 014. A 411 0890 mulya rUA. 20/ mudraka rAjula ArTas, ghATakopara, muMbai. phona : 514 9863, 511 0056 ...... muni pratathI zobhe zrAvaka vratathI zobhe nA gati badalAya tyAre sthaLanuM sukha paNa mati badalAya tyAre sthitinuM sukha maLe. T samAdhi TakAvavA sathavArA ochA karo. :::: FORN CENT saMvedanazIlatA... sahanazIlatA...snehazIlatA jIvanamAM pratiSThita karo. pakSapAta e pApano garbhakALa che...prazaMsA e pApano janmakALa che. pravRtti e pApano kriyAkALa che. AtmAe kheDuta che. zarIra e khetara che. pariNatino pAka ubho karajo.
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________________ rASTrasaMta, hRdaya samrATa pU.A.bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne amArA koimbaturanI dharatI para lAvavAmAM sahAyaka bananArA munivaranI preraNA sadeva amane maLo. zrI kAMtIlAla gAMgajI vorA parivAra raMgapura-koimbatura. amo yuthI AbhAra chIe... amArA zrI zItalanAtha paramAtmAnA jinAlaye sarasvatI kRpApAtra munirAjazrInA jyAre jyAre pagalA paDyA che tyAre tyAre bhAvamaMgala sarjAyuM che...emaNe saMgItabadhdha karAvelI bhAvayAtrA... upamiti bhavaprapaMcA kathAnA AdhAre AtmAno 10 kanyA sAtheno lagnotsava heye gUMje che... zrI dAdara cchI jaina saMgha (pUrva) pUjyazrIne vaMdana kare che. A zruta bhaktinA maLelA lAbhanI anumodanA kare che.. zrI anaMtanAtha jinAlaye pUjyazrInI dhArAbadhdha vANI pravAhane jhIlatA atyaMta bhAvibhora banyA che. vAraMvAra vinaMti karatA prastuta prakAzanamAM thoDo lAbha maLatA gaurava anubhavIe chIe. mAtuzrI gajarAbena amaracaMdajI dhanaresA rANIgAma-rAjasthAna hAla. masjidabaMdara-vaDagAdI.
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________________ cAlI junA zAmajossouthaphrabhAruM,00 A0 uchIve cheThIne GTU ? * dilanA daravAje jemanI tasvIra hameMzA kaMDArAyelI raheze evA nirvikArI, nirmohI, nirAbhimAnI, nispRhatAnA svAmI rASTrasaMta, hRdayasamrATuM, acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.bha. zrI guNasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ! jemanA soLekaLAe khIlelA puNyodayane kAraNe mahAnagaramAM sAmudAyika anuSThAnonI raMgata jAmI, saLaMga 34-34 varSathI varasItapanI alakha svajIvanamAM lagAvI rahelA, 71 mA varSeya page viharanArA prabaLa AtmabaLanA svAmI acalagacchAdhipati pa.pU.A.bha. zrI guNodayasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. saMparka setu dvArA dUra dUranA pradezomAM patharAyelA gacchanA zrAvakone digdarzana denArA, uvasaggahara ane daMtANI tIrthamAM ArAdhakone cAturmAsika ArAdhanAno raMga lagADanArA sUrimaMtrArAdhaka pUjyapAduM A.bha. zrI kalAprabhasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. dilanA devAlayamAM ane mananA mahAlayamAM jemanA upakAronI kastUrI sugaMdha sacavAyelI che udayapuramAM RSabhAnana svAmInA tIrthanA jirNodhdhAranuM kadama uThAvanArA AgamAbhyAsI pU.gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma.sA. [ A sagRhIta gurU paraMparAnA upakAronAM RNamAMthI mukta banavA yatkiMcita paNa zakti maLe eja bhAvanA... gurU guNacaraNaraja muni devaratnasAgara
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________________ / / zrI anaMtanAthAya namaH / / zrI Arya-kalyANa-gautama-nIti-guNa-guNodaya-kalAprabha-mahodaya gurubhyo namaH daSTi badalo. dazA badalAze... rastA parathI pasAra thayelA UMTane joine mANasa khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyo...potAnI mazkarI thai rahI hoya evuM UMTane lAgyuM ane eTale te UbhuM rahyuM...sAme ja UbhelA mANasane teNe pUchayuM, 'tuM mane joine hasyo ?' 'hA...' 'kema?' 'AvuM DhaMgadhaDA vagaranuM zarIra laine A pRthvI para tuM phare che...tenA karatAM tuM hayAta na hoya e vadhu sAruM che...zI rIte tane jIvana TakAvavAnuM mana thAya che e mane samajAtuM nathI...tArA jevAthI A pRthvI bhAre thai rahI che...' mANase UMTane kahyuM. 'alyA mUrakha ! bhAra te huM vadhAruM chuM ke tuM ? ame to kAMTAo khAine amAruM jIvana calAvavAnI sAthe A pRthvI parathI kAMTAo ochA karI rahyA chIe...jyAre tuM to anekanA jIvanapatha para kAMTAo verIne A pRthvIne vadhu ne vadhu kAMTALI ane kalaMkita banAvI rahyo che...bIjAnA rastAmAM kAMTAo veryA vinA tane cAlatuM ja nathI...ane eTale ja kahuM chuM, A pRthvIne bhAra amArA jevA DhaMgadhaDA vinAnA zarIravALA pazuothI nathI lAgato paraMtu tArA jevA suDoLa zarIravALA paNa beDoLa dilavALA mANasono lAge che...' UMTe rokaDo javAba Apyo. mANasa zuM bole ? UMTanI vAta kyAM khoTI che ? AkhI duniyAne levAnI tAkAta je mAnavIne maLI che e mAnavI sAva mAmUlI svArtha khAtara AkhI duniyAne khatama karI nAkhavAnI peravImAM Aje paDyo che...evuM kahevAya che ke 250 vAra A duniyAno nAza thai zake teTalo zastra saraMjAma A duniyAmAM Aje khaDakAyo che ! mAnave kIDA-maMkoDAne mAryA...pazu-paMkhIne mAryA...are ! potAnA jAtabhAIone mAryA...ane ethIya AgaLa vadhIne potAnA saMtAnoneya A pRthvI para AvavA detA pahelAM ja ene mAtAnA peTamAM ne peTamAM khatama karI nAkhyAM ! mAtra potAnA jIvanane TakAvavA khAtara mANasa Aje eTalI hada sudhIno krUra banyo che ke tenuM varNana thAya tema nathI...5-15 haDakAyA kUtarAo karaDe to e kUtarAnI AkhI jAtine khalAsa karI nAMkhavA taiyAra thai jAya che ! 2-5 sApa ko'kane DaMkha mArI jAya to e sApa mAtrane nAmazeSa karavA taiyAra thai jAya che...to uMdara saptAha, mAkhI saptAha, macchara saptAha UjavI UjavIne lAkho-karoDonI saMkhyAmAM nirdoSa jIvone motane ghATa utArI devA Aje taiyAra che ! hamaNAM ja pazcimanA dezamAM eka mANasanuM haDakAyo kUtaro karaDavAnA kAraNe mota thayuM...davAo puSkaLa karI chatAM na ja bacyo...mANasa ekadama sthitisaMpanna hato...tenA mota pachI teNe banAveluM vila kholavAmAM AvyuM...temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke 'mArI amUlya jiMdagI eka nAcIjha evA haDakAyA kUtarAe khatama karI nAMkhI che...huM
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________________ icchuM chuM ke mArI jema ja bIjA koinI jiMdagI A rIte khatama na thAya !" e tamAmanI jiMdagI surakSita rAkhavA mATe huM jAhera karuM chuM ke "pAMca lAkhanI mArI sadhaLIya milkata jyAM kyAMya paNa kUtarAo dekhAya e saghaLAya kUtarAone khatama karI nAMkhavAmAM ja vaparAya !" keTalI dUra lezyA ? "mane mAranAra A duniyAmAM jIvato na ja rahevo joie.' A gaNita para cAlanAra AjanA mAnava pAse hamadardI mAgavA janArane hamadardI maLe zI rIte ? vicAra to e Ave che ke mANasane sApa sAthe dostI nathI chatAM e sApa karatAMya vadhu jherI zI rIte banyo ? vAgha sAthe tene maitrI nathI chatAM vAghaneya pAchA pADI de evI krUratA e kyAMthI zIkhI lAvyo ? ziyALanI sAthe to meM tene kyAreya pharato joyo nathI to pachI ziyALa karatAMya vadhu luccAi tenAmAM kyAMthI pragaTI ? are ! roja sAMje potAnA hAthamAM sAMkaLa laine kUtarA sAthe pharavA javA chatAM kUtarAnI vaphAdArI tenAmAM kema na AvI ? maitrInA pratIka tarIke kabUtarone AkAzamAM uDADavA chatAM tenAmAM metrInI chAMTa paNa jovA kema na maLI? "saMga tevA raMganI kahevata AjanA mAnavIe khoTI pADI dIdhI hoya evuM nathI lAgatuM? ATalI hada sudhInuM mAnavInuM adhaHpatana kone AbhArI che ? najara sAme mAtra A loka ja ane A lokanA kSaNabhaMgura sukho ja dekhAya che tene ! basa, A be cIjoe mAnavIne mAnavanA khoLiye hevAna banAvyo ! paramAtmA banIne A duniyAmAMthI vidAya lai zakAya evA kiMmatI bhavamAM e potAno AtmA paNa gumAvI beTho ! khera ! ApaNe have A ghareDamAMthI koipaNa hisAbe bahAra nIkaLavuM ja che ! atyAra sudhInI jiMdagI bhale bekAra gai, paraMtu havenI jiMdagI to sudhAravI ja che ! 100 phUTa UMDA kuvAmAM khAlI bAladI sAthe doraDuM bhale ne game teTaluM nIce gayuM hoya, doraDAno cheDo jo ApaNA hAthamAM hoya to tamAma doraDAne ane bAladIne paNa sAthe ApaNe bahAra lAvI zakIe tema chIe...basa, e ja rIte atyAra sudhImAM bhale game tevuM jIvana jIvyA hoie paraMtu AyuSya jyAM sudhI puruM nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI jIvanane jItI javAnI pUrepUrI zakyatA che ! zA mATe e zakyatAne ApaNe vAstavikatAmAM na utArIe ? A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thatA pahelAM zA mATe sajjana na banI jaie ? bahu thayuM, have sAvadha banIe. sajjana banavAnI sAthe zrAvaka banIe. mulunDa cAturmAsamAM apAyelI 12 vratonI vAcanAonuM punaH saMkalana atre mUkyuM che. A badhAmAM jIvana udyota, pratikramaNa praznottarI, cetana ! jJAna ajavALIe, Adarza zrAvaka jIvana, Atma prabodha Adi pustakono sahAro lIdho che. huM nimitta mAtra chuM. harakoi AtmA e sAdhupaNuM pALavAnI zakti dharAvatA nathI hotAM evA alpa satvavALA jIvo sAdhupaNAnI mahAsatvazALI AtmAono jIvana Adarza rAkhI, cAlo kUdIe jaMgamAM.. vijayane varIe. vijayAdazamI guru guNa-mahodaya ziSyANa anaMtanAtha jinAlaya tIrtha saM. 2018 muni devaratnasAgara
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________________ sammadaMsaNaratA, aniyANA sukka lesAmo gADhA / iya je maraMtI jIvA, tesiM sulahA bhave bohI / / uttarA a.36 gAthA 264 bhAvArtha - je jIvo samyagdarzana anurakta, niyANA rahita kriyA-anuSThAna karavAvALA, ane zukla vezyApArI hoya te jIvo ArAdhanA karatA jo mRtyune pAme to e jIvone A bhave ane parabhavamAM bodhi bIja (samyakatva) nI prApti khUba sahelAIthI thaI zake che. rAmAyaNamAM yudhdhano prasaMga che. rAvaNa ane vAlI vacceno jaMga che. A yudhdhamAM hajArono nAza thaze e vicArathI vAlIe rAvaNa pAse eka suMdara prastAva rajU karyo. rAvaNa, ApaNe banne zrAvakapaNAne pAmyA chIe. ApaNe banne jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmyA chIe. jhaghaDo ApaNI be vacceno che temAM A sainyanuM kaccaraghANa zuM kAma karavo ? rAvaNa paNa dharmAtmA che. tethI teNe vAlInI vAta tarata vadhAvI lIdhI. banne vacce yuddha thayuM. jemAM vAlI vijetA banyo hovA chatAM puNyanA bharose rahevA jevuM nathI. AvI vicAraNA AvatA cAritranA mArge cAlI nIkaLyo. janma ane mRtyunI vacce jIvana nAmano eka suMdara samaya che. janma pAmanArA A jagatamAM jIve che to kharA. paNa janmane pradhAna banAvIne jIvavuM ane AtmAne pradhAna banAvIne jIvavuM e bannemAM pharaka che. * be paisA khAtara paNa bhayaMkara kaSAyo karanArA jIvo paNa che ane be lAkha rUpiyA gayA pachIya samAdhi TakAvI rAkhanArA paNa jIvo jovA maLe che. * tucchatAnA gharanI phariyAda karanArA paNa maLaze ane sAtvikatAnA svabhAva dvArA pharI pharI yAda karI zakAya tevA jIvo paNa maLaze. roTalAno TukaDo maLe che. ane kutaro khuza thai jAya che. viSTA cATavA maLe che. ane Dukkara AnaMdita thai jAya che. gAya vagerenuM mAraNa karIne.. siMha mastIthI paDyo rahe che. anAjanA dANAo maLe che. ane kabutara, cakalA, menA, holA-popaTa vagere khuza thaI jAya che.
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________________ TUMkamAM pazuonI duniyAmAM eka ja bhUkha che peTanI ! emanI doTa-vyathA mahenata vedanA AnaMda mastI e badhAyanA kendramAM lagabhaga peTa hoya che. jyAM saphaLatA to e masta, jyAM niSphaLatA tyAM e susta ! jyAre mANasonI duniyAmAM peTanI bhUkha uparAMta bIjI anekavidha bhUkha che. padanI pratiSThAnI... paisAnI.. jeonA peTa nathI bharAyA e mANaso peTanI bhUkha pUrI karavA Ave che. paNa jeonA peTa bharAi gayA che e mANaso pachI pada-pratiSThA ane paisAnI bhUkhane zAMta karavA doDe che. ha.. puNyano sAtha hoya to e bhUkhanA khADA pUravAmAM teo saphaLa bane che. paNa emAM saM thI moTI takalIpha e che peTano khADo pUrAyA bAda jema tRptino oDakAra Ave che tema pada pratiSThA paisAnA khADAnI pUrtimAM kyAreya tRptino oDakAra Avato ja nathI. hA..! virala puNyAtmAo evA che ke jeo peTa pada pratiSThA paisAnI bhUkhanA khADAne pUravA pAchaLa A jiMdagI pUrI karavAne badale aMtaramAM jAgelI paramapadanI bhUkhane zAMta karavA prayatnazIla banatA hoya che. ane AmAM majhAnI vAta e che ke paramapadanI A bhUkha zAMta thatAM ja duniyAnI saghaLIya bhUkho zAMta thai jAya che. mAnavajIvana ApaNe pAmyA chIe ! paramapadanI tIvra jhaMkhanA.. ane amalI banAvavAnI nakkara sAmagrIo... emAM so TakA saphaLa banavAnI zakyatA... e badhuMya mAtra ahIMyA ja sulabha che. tapAsI juo jIvanane... zarIra kendrita peTanI bhUkhane zAMta karavAnA ja ApaNA prayatno che ? ke mana kendrita pada pratiSThA paisAnI bhUkhanI pUrti pAchaLa ja ApaNe doDI rahyA chIe ? ke pachI Atmakendrita paramapadanI durlabha bhUkhane zAMta karavA ApaNe prayatnazIla chIe ? parama padanI prAptinI bhUkha jene hoya tenAM kendramAM 'AtmA' ja hoya ! - anAdi kALathI saMsAramAM bhamI rahelo AtmA satata karma baMdhanothI baMdhAi rahyo che. e baMdhanothI choDAvanArU ane paramapadanI prApti karAvanAruM ApaNane abhUta jinazAsana maLyuM che. anaMtaguNI anaMtA tAraka tIrthakara bhagavaMta to A jagatanA kalyANane mATe zAsananI sthApanA kare che. anaMtakALathI jIvanA mAthe cAlI AvatI janma maraNanI
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________________ ApadAono aMta lAvavA, mokSanI prApti karavA, anAdikAlIna mithyAjJAnanI bhayaMkara durgadhane jaDamUDathI khatama karavAnI amogha zakti dharAve che jinazAsana ! naraka ane tiryaMconI durgationA dvAre tALAM marAvIne deva ane uttama mAnavabhavanI sadgationA daravAjA kholAvI Ape che zrI jinazAsana ! jIvanane jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhave che A zrI jinazAsana ! mANasane sAcA aryamAM mANasa banAvanAruM, zayatAnane zayatAna miTAvIne insAna banAvanAruM ane aMte bhagavAna banAvI denAruM anupama che A zrIjinazAsana ! vAsanAnAM baMdhanomAMthI sadA kALa mATe mukti apAvanAruM ane atte zAzvata kALa mATe sukhanuM pradAna karanAruM che A zrI jinazAsana ! anaMta tIrthaMkara paramAtmAono A kevo aNamola upakAra ! jinazAsana rUpI naiyAne A saMsAra sAgaramAM taratI mUkIne temaNe ApaNA upara kevo anaMta upakAra ane kevI aparisIma karuNA vahAvI che !!! kSaNabhara vicAra karIe.... A jinazAsana ApaNane na maLyuM hota to ? to ApaNe A bhavasAgaramAM kyAMya aTavAtA, athaDAtA, ane TIcAtA-kUTAtA hota ! zI ApaNI dazA hota ane kevI ApaNI avadazA hota teno kadI gaMbhIratApUrvaka ApaNe vicAra karyo che kharo ? pelA AcArya bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM te divya zAstravacana yAda Ave che kattha amhArisA pANI, dusamA dosa dUsiyA hA ! aNAhA kahaM haMtA, jai na hujja jiNAgamo / / zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnuM A aNamola jinAgama jo amane na maLyuM hota. enuM astitva ja na hota.. to duHSama kALanA doSathI dUSita anAtha evA amAruM A jagatamAM zuM thAta ?" ApaNane kyAre paramAtmAnA zAsana vihoNI ApaNI jIta "anAtha" lAgI che ? - anAthatA lAgI che, manacAhI dhanasaMpatti na maLI tyAre. - azaraNatA lAgI che, manavhAlI patnI maraNa pAmI tyAre. -asahAyatA anubhavI che, dhaMdhAmAM moTI uthalapAthalo thai ane akalpelI maMdInA phaTakAe tamArI kamara toDI nAMkhI tyAre. - AMdhI AvI che, jIvanamAM vIMjhAyo jyAre aNadhAryo ane akaLAvanAro duHkhono jhaMjhAvAtI vAyaro tyAre.
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________________ paNa..paNa... * anAthatA nathI lAgI... jinazAsana na maLyAnI kalpanAmAM ! * azaraNatA nathI lAgI.. jinazAsana maLavA chatAM tene saphaLa na karIne jIvananI paLone ApaNe sariyAma veDaphI rahyA che tyAre... * asahAyatA nathI anubhavAtI sadgurudevono saMga maLavA chatAM jIvanano koi raMga palaTAto nathI tyAre.. * akaLAmaNa nathI anubhavAtI.. noTonAM baMDalo upara jyAre tame ALoTo cho tyAre, kaMi bhUkhyA dukhyA hajAro sAdharmiko ane lAkho dIna-duHkhitonI bismAra hAlatano kadI manamAM vicAra paNa nathI Avato. je sAMsArika sukhonA rAgane jJAnI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoe anaMta duHkhonuM mULa ane durgationuM dvAra kahyuM, tenI ja pAchaLa ApaNe bhamyA-bhaTakyA ane hajI e bhramaNa ane bhaTakAmaNa cAlu ja che. manacAhAM sukhone meLavI levAne aNacAhAM duHkhone miTAvI devA ApaNe "badhuM ja karavA taiyAra chIe. hA... badhuM ja. nIti-anIti, nyAya ke anyAya, dharma ke adharma, pApa ke puNya, vizvAsaghAta ke lUMTa, corI ke jugAra, game te raste, game te rIte meLavI levuM sukha.... managamatuM ! ane game te raste game te rIte kADhI mUkavuM duHkha... aNagamatuM ! A ja che AjanA mAnavanuM eka mAtra lakSya ! "sukha meLavavA jevuM" ane "duHkha kADhavA jevuM" e be mitro moharAje AjanA mAnavane evA pAkA paDhAvI dIdhA che ke enAthI UlaTI vAta sAMbhaLavAye e taiyAra nathI. A kusaMskAronA kAtila baMdhane evo baMdhANo che ApaNo AtamarAma ! ke have ene bhAi ! tuM baMdhAyelo che' evuM kahIne tene jagADanAra sadgurumaLe toya te mAnavA dharAra lAcAra che. - jyAM baMdhanathI huM baMdhAyo chuM ! sAMsArika sukhonI kAramI rAga-dazA ane duHkho pratyenI krUra dveSabuddhi A ja mahAbaMdhana che enuM bhAna ja na thAya tyAM sudhI e baMdhanothI chUTavAnuM mana thAya ja zI rIte ? ane jyAM sudhI e baMdhanothI chUTavAnuM mana na thAya tyAM sudhI e baMdhanothI chUTavAnA upAyone paramAtmazAsana dvArA ApaNI pAse upalabdha hovA chatAM pAmavAnuM ApaNane sUjhe paNa kyAMthI ? sukhonI vAsanA e eka evI kAramI khaNaja che ene tame jema jema khaMjavALo tema tema tenI caLa vadhu ne vadhu tIvra banatI jAya.... khaMjavALatAM AnaMdanI anubhUti nahi, paNa "AbhAsa' Ubho thato jAya. jema khujalInA dardIne khaNatI vakhate kevI majhA AvatI
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________________ hoya che ! e jyAre khaNato hoya nakha vaDe ke koi tIkSNa charI vaDe tyAre e samayano AnaMda kevo avarya lAgato hoya che ! zuM hakIkatamAM A AnaMda che ke AnaMdano AbhAsa mAtra ! AnaMda maLI rahyAnI jUThI bhramaNa mAtra ! jo khaNavAmAM sAco AnaMda hoya to paNa zAMta thayA pachI paNa AnaMdanI anubhUti cAlu ja rahevI joie. paNa UlaTa paze. khaNyA pachI e bhAgamAM baLatarAnI tIvra pIDA upaDe che. khujalIno dardI hAya. lhAya. pokArI uThe che. enI vedanA asahya che. vedanAnI e asahya pIDA sAme, khujalI samayanI AnaMdanI kAlpanika anubhUti agni pAse mUkelA baraphanI jema ogaLIne vilIna thai jAya che. - sAMsArika sukhonI vAsanAnI khaNajo barAbara AvI ja che pachI bhale te suMdara sparzavAnI.. hoya ! kAmavAsanA bhogavavAnI hoya !jIbhethI sumadhura bhojana ArogavAnI hoya ! nAkethI sugaMdhI seMTa attara sUMghavAnI ke AMkhethI rUpALAM rUpadarzananI hoya ! ke pachI karNapriya sumadhura philmI-gIto sAMbhaLavAnI hoya ! pAMceya indriyonA suMdara padArthone bhogavavAnI lAlasA te "vAsanA' che. "vAsanA' zabdano A vyApaka artha barobara samajI levA jevo che. "vAsanA' no artha vartamAna sAmAnya samAja -sparzendriyanA vaiSayika sukhane (sex) bhogavavA rUpa ja samaje che. paNa te sthUla artha che. sUkSma artha che pAMca indriyonA managamatA padArthone bhogavavAnI jhaMkhanA te vAsanA. ane vAsanA e paNa che. jene tame jema jema khaNatA jazo, bhogavatA jazo, mANatA jazo tema tema te vadhu ne vadhu bhabhUkaze. bhaDakaze. ane tenI Aga tIvra ne tIvra banatI jaze. AgamAM iMdhanane nAMkho to Aga vadhe ke ghaTe ? cokkasa, vadhe. iMdhana nAMkho ane Aga ghaTe e kadI zakya ja nathI. Agane ThAravAno eka ja upAya che pANI. vAsanAnI AgamAM tame bhoga bhogavavA rUpI iMdhana (lAkaDAM) nAMkhe ja jazo to te Aga bhaDake ja baLavAnI che vAsanAnI AgamAM bhoganA peTrola nAMkhavAnuM kAma kadI na karazo. tenA upara to pANI ja naMkhAya... ane vAsanAnI Agane bujhAvanAruM pANI che jinezvara paramAtmAnI upAsanA. upAsanAnA aneka prakAra che H (1) jinezvara prabhue batAvelA sarvavirati dharmanA saMpUrNa AzA pAlananA svIkAra rUpa. (2) sarvavirati dharmane ja mAnava jIvananuM aMtima lakSya mAnIne, hRdayathI svIkArIne, tenA yathAzakya alpa aMzanA dezavirati dharmanA pAlana rUpa 12 vrato no svIkAra. (3) e sarvavirati ane dezaviratinA sanmArga sudhI pahoMcavA mATenA jarUrI
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________________ Avazyaka guNonuM pAlana eTale, mArgAnusArInA pAMtrIza guNo. A 12 vrato to svIkAra jIvane sanmArga sudhI laI jAya che. A vrato mokSa rUpI mArgane anusaranArA che. paraMtu A vratone pAmavA mATenI ApaNAmAM lAyakAta che? pAtratA che ? pAtratA vagara game tevuM uttama bhojana paNa pacatuM nathI... zuM karIe to A pAtratA Ave ? bahu saraLa ane suMdara batAvI dauM A pAtratAnI vyAkhyAne ! e vyAkhyA sAMbhaLatAM ja tame bolI UThazo to to jarUra ame pAtra chIe, e vratonAM guNone pAmavAne mATe. , "A vrato mArAmAM bhale nathI, paraMtu A vrato mAre pAmavA ja che, ane te bahu game che. ane ene meLavavA mATe mArI zakti mujaba tamAma karI chUTavuM che." basa. AvI jhaMkhanA ja A guNone pAmavAnI pAtratA che. pogalika padArthomAM ja sukha che' A bhrAmaka mAnyatAe jIvane evo UMdhA ravADe caDAvyo che ke jene savaLe pATe caDhAvavo te eka ati muzkela kArya banI gayuM che. * rUpALI patnInA pati banI javAmAM saMsArI jIve sukha joyuM che. * potAnI pAse skUTara hovA chatAM bAjuvALAne tyAM mArutikAra AvI gai eTale e potAnI jAtane duHkhI mAnavA lAgyo che. mArutikAranI prAptimAM te sukhanI kalpanA karI rahyo che. potAnA paDozIne tyAM hajI "vIDiyo' nathI Avyo paraMtu jo potAnA ghare "sonI TI.vI. vItha vI.sI.Ara." AvI gayuM hoya ane beDarUmamAM DanalopanI gAdI upara sUtAM sUtAM managamatAM pikacaronI keseTo joi zakAya che to te potAnI jAtane mahAsukhI mAne che. * eselphInI cUMTaNImAM nahotI dhArI toya TikiTa maLI gai tethI potAne atyaMta bhAgyazALI samaje che. jema jema mananI AkAMkSAo, apekSAo pUrNa thatI jAya che tema tema te potAnI jAtane vadhu ne vadhu sukhI samajavA lAge che. ane e AkAMkSA ke apekSA jyAM pUrNa thatI nathI tyAM ja te potAnI jAtane atyaMta duHkhI samajavA lAge che. paLamAM rAjI ! paLamAM nArAja! kSaNe rujhAH kSaNe tuSTAH ! AvI lAcAra... pAmara ane paMgu dazA che A saMsArI jIvAtmAnI !
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________________ paryuSaNamAM ATha ATha divasa sudhI upavAsa kheMcI nAMkhanAro... eka divasa nizcita samaye dUdha na maLatAM, cAha pIvAnuM/moDuM thai jAya che to te bicAro pAMgaLo banI jAya che. enuM mAthuM caDI jAya che. e potAnI ja vhAlI patnI upara UkaLI UThe che. UkaLatI kaDaka mIThI giranAra cAhanI jema ja ! kevI kAramI parAdhInatA ! parAdhInatAmAM sukha che ja nahi ! sukha svAdhInatAmAM ja che ! A satya jyAM sudhI nahi samajAya tyAM sudhI 'kuMvAnA deDakAne dariyAnI vizALatAnuM jJAna' nahi ja thAya. enI dazA hoko pIvAmAM ja jIvananuM parama sukha samajatA pelA rabArI jevI ja rahevAnI... tyAM hoko pIvA maLaze ? paMDite rabArIne dharmano upadeza Apavo zarU karyo. tyAre rabArIe pUchayuM dharmathI zuM maLe ?'' paMDita kahe, 'dharmathI mokSa maLe.' rabArI kahe,''mokSa kevo hoya ?'' paMDita kahe,''mokSamAM apAra AnaMda hoya. basa... khUba AnaMda ! AnaMda AnaMda ane AnaMda. duHkhanuM to tyAM nAma mAtra na hoya. dharmathI Avo mokSa maLe.'' tyAre rabArI kahe,''AnaMdanI vAta to ThIka che. paNa e kaho. tamArA mokSamAM 'hoko' pIvA maLe ?'' rabArIne mana hoko pIvAnA AnaMda karatAM caDiyAto AnaMda bIjo hoi zake che, e vAta gaLe Utare tema ja nathI. prAyaH ApaNA jevA badhA saMsAra rasiyA jIvonI AvI ja karuNa dazA che. rabArIne hoko pIvAmAM AnaMda anubhavAya che. bilADIne uMdara khAvA maLI jAya to te potAne sukhI mAne che. tamane philmanA koi hIro sAthe 'zeka-henDa' karavA maLI jAya to AnaMda. rAte bAra vAgye rastA upara pAubhAjI ane bheLapUrI khAvAmAM.. aNNAhArI pada jeno svabhAva che evo ApaNo AtmA... AnaMda anubhave che. hAya ! karuNatA ! * pAMce indriyonA viSayothI sadA mATe para banIne paramAtma pada pAmavAnI pAtratAvALo ApaNo AtmA...eja pAMca indriyonA viSayonI viSTAmAM ALoTato.. ene ja cATato ane Arogato potAnI jAtane gauravazALI samaje che. hAya ! AtmarAma ! tArI A bhUMDa jevI kAramI dazA koNe karI ? kaMika to 7
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________________ vicAra ! "paudgalika sukhonAM sAdhanonI prAptimAM ja sukha che ane e sukhanAM sAdhanonI aprAptimAM ke alpaprAptimAM duHkha che." A pApI vicAraNAe vicAravaMta jIvAtmAne mUDha banAvI dIdho che. ane A mUDhatA te ja mithyAtva che ane A mithyAtva te ja samyagdarzanano mahAzatru che. have vicAradizAne palaTIe. aNamola prabhu mahAvIranuM zAsana pAmyA chIe. zudra viSayonA AnaMdane meLavavAnI pAchaLa AtmAnA akhUTa ane anupama AnaMdane gumAvavAnuM have ApaNane na pAlavavuM joie. mahAvIranuM zAsana pAmyA chIe. mahAvIra nahi to mahAvIranAM saMtAna to banIe. vIranA saMtAnanuM jIvana kevuM hoya! enuM jIvana to evuM hoya che ane kone preraNAno Adarza pUro pADe. enuM sAnnidhya evuM hoya je bIjAone hiMmata ane hUMpha Ape.prema ane vAtsalyanA amRtanuM dAna Ape. pAMca indriyonA viSayonA bhogavaTAmAM jo aTavAi jaizuM to yAda rAkhajo A jIvananuM mota to bhayaMkara banaze ja. paNa paralokamAMya trAsadAyaka durgatio ApaNo keDo nahi choDe. durgationI e dAruNa vyathAone bhogavI levAnuM zuM ApaNane poSAya evuM che kharuM? jo nA... to pachI e viSaya vAsanAonI Agane aDavAnA. ane ene bAjhIne bhogavI levAnA AtmaghAtaka rastethI pAchA vaLIe. ane jIvIe jinanI AjJAne zirasAvaMdya karIne jinAjJA mujabanA sAtvika AnaMdabharyA jIvanane.. anAdi kALanA paribhramaNa pachI maLelo A mAnava avatAra have to eLe nathI ja javA devo. ATalo daDha saMkalpa karIe. anaMta janmonI puNyarAzi ekaThI thayA pachI maLelA jinazAsanane saphaLa banAvIe. ApaNI upara karelA tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA anaMta upakArane ApaNe sArthaka karIe. ApaNe je vartamAna jIvana jIvIe chIe temAM keTa-keTalAM mANasono sahayoga sahakAra ane upakAra che ! e badhAyanA upakArane mAnanArA ApaNe tAraka tIrthakara devonA ja upakArane visarI jaizuM ? e upakArano badalo vALavAnuM koi ja sAmarthya ApaNAmAM nathI. pharaMtu e anaMta upakArIonA upakAranA traNamAMthI mukta thavA mATenI kAMika koziSa to ApaNe jarUra karavI ja rahI. e koziSa eTale ja pahelAM jaNAvI gayA
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________________ te upAsanAonA traNa prakAra. (1) sarvavirati dharmano svIkAra. (2) dezavirati dharmano svIkAra ane (3) e sarvavirati ane dezavirati dharmane pAmavA mATe pAyAnI bhUmikArUpI mArgAnusArInA pAMtrIza guNonuM jIvanamAM AdarapUrvakanuM AcaraNa. A guNo ane vratone khilavavA mATe jIvananI dRSTine palaTavI jarUrI che. sRSTi palaTavI e ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. paraMtu sRSTi pratyenI dRSTi palaTavI e jarUra ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. AkhuM gAma pheravI na zakAya. paNa gADuM jarUra pheravI zakAya. * AkhA zaheranA jhADuthI vALI jhUDIne sApha karavuM te zakya nathI, paraMtu potAnA gharano kacaro to sApha karI zakAyane ? * kaMTakathI chAi gayelA AkhA rastAne kAMTAvihoNo banAvI devo te zakya nathI, paraMtu kAMTAthI bacavA mATe ApaNA pagamAM to bUTa paherI zakAya ne ? * sUsavATA - baMdha vAi rahelA bhayaMkara vAvaMToLathI gharane bacAvavuM che to vAvaMToLane zamAvI devo to zakya nathI. paNa gharanI bArIo ane bAraNAMo to saMpUrNa paNe baMdha karIne ApaNe gharane surakSita jarUra karI zakIe chIe. dRSTine palaTavA mATe jIvanamAM 12 vratonuM yathAzakti AcaraNa ati anivArya che, paraMtu e vratone pAmavA kAje jIvanamAM pAtratAnI paNa anivArya jarUriyAta che. "pogalika sukhonAM sAdhanonI prAptimAM ja sukha. ane aprAptimAM duHkha" A vicAraNAne tajavAnI ati AvazyakatA che. ane "A vratone mAre jIvanamAM pAmavA ja che. te mane bahu game che. e mATe mAre tamAma bhoga ane balidAna ApavuM paDe to te mATe mArI taiyArI che." A prakAranI dRDha mAnyatA rUpI pAtratAne ApaNe jarUra keLavIe. - zrI samyakta dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanuM mULa che. dharma aMgIkAra karyA pahelA samakita prApta karavuM ati Avazyaka che. "zradhdhA parama dulahA..." rUci UbhI thavI ja durlabha che. samyaktaratnanI prApti ane rakSaNa mATe pUrNa rUpe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joie. jeNe aMta mUhUrta mAtra samakitanI sparzanA karI lIdhI teno mokSa nizcita ja che. samyagdarzana zuM cIja che ? samyagdarzana koi kriyA nathI paraMtu cittanI pavitratA che sAthe sAthe sudevamAM devabudhdhi, sugurumAM guru budhdhi ane zuddhadharmamAM dharma buddhi rAkhavI, enA para zradhdhA rAkhavI enuM nAma samyagdarzana. dharmanI zarUAta thAya che zraddhAthI. samyagdarzana na Ave tyAM sudhI sAcA sAdhu-sAcA zrAvaka banI zakAya nahIM. paramAtmAe
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________________ karelA tattva para aMtaraMga vizvAsa enuM nAma samyagdarzana. prabhue je kahyuM te sAcuM ja che. ema je mAne suguru sivAya koine potAnA guru tarIke svIkAre nahIM. sudevanI AjJA pramANe ja varte ane sudevanI ja ArAdhanA kare. te suguru sudevanA siddhAMta pramANe ja cAle ane sudharmanI ja ArAdhanA kare. "arihaMto mahadevo.." arihaMta mArA deva che. susAdhu mArA guru che ane kevalI praNita mAro dharma ema je zraddhAthI mAne te samyagdarzana. sugurU e saMsAra aTavImAM bhomiyA samAna che. enA vinA jaMgalamAM AthaDI javAya. samyakatva e AtmAno viSaya che. prabhu mahAvIre jema kahyuM che te ja karavA yogya che. te ja mAnavA yogya che. bIjA koi game teTalA camatkAro dekhADe chatAM temAM lobhAya nahIM ghaNA evA hoya che. "gaMgA gayA to gaMgAdAsa, jamanA gayA to jamanAdAsa ane dvArakA gayA to dvArakAdAsa.' samyagdarzana dharAvanAra potAnuM mastaka (uttamAMga) game tyAM jhukAvanAra na hoya. paramAtmAne paNa jo arthakAmanI prApti mATe mAne to thayuM lokottara mithyAtva. bhagavAna pAse prArthanA kare mArA ArtadhyAna raudradhyAna dUra thAo. mArI samAdhi TakI raho evI kRpA karo. je divase ema lAge ke have samAdhi khaMDita thaze tyAre paramAtmA pAse potAnA aMtaranI vyathA vyakta karavI. eka bhAi vAsakSepa levA AvyA. sAheba, harIyANA sTeTanI loTarInuM pariNAma che. A loTarI para vAsakSepa nAMkhI Apo. lAgI jaze to tame kahezo tyAM rUpiyA lakhAvIza. AvA sodAgaro paNa samAjamAM pharatA hoya che. jyAM juo tyAM mastaka namAvI na devAya. kaMsArAnA kabUtara jevA thai gayA cho. e badhA paNa avAjathI TevAI gayA hoya ema tamo paNa saMsAranA bhAvothI ja TevAi gayA nathIne ? 18 dezanA mAlika kumArapALa guru pAse jAya tyAre mastaka namAvI de. emanA jIvanamAM samyagdarzananI khumArI hatI. kumArapALa rAjAe jyAre kaMTakezvarIdevIne pazuono bhoga Apyo nahIM. kaMTakezvarI devI kahe che kuLa paraMparAthI mane maLatuM AvyuM che. kumArapALa kahe che huM nahIM ApuM. samyakTaSTimAM khunnasa e to rIekazana che. kaMTakezvarI devI gussAmAM AvIne kumArapALane trizula mAre che. kumArapALa rAjAnA AkhA zarIre koDha utpanna thai jAya che. rAjA vicAre che ke have zuM karavuM? udayana maMtrIne rAtanA bolAve che ne kahe che ke gAmanI bahAra cittA racAvo. maMtrI kahe che ke enuM kAraNa zuM ? rAjA kahe che A mArUM zarIra to juo. maMtrI kahe che ApaNe upacAra karAvIzuM. rAjA banelI hakIkata kahe che. rAjA kahe che savAra paDaze tyAM loko mane joze to jinazAsananI niMdA karaze. jenI upara zraddhA hoya enuM koI kharAba bole to sahana na thAya. zraddhAnA traNa pagathiyA che. paricaya premazraddhA. paramAtmAnA zAsanano paricaya kumArapALane che. kumArapALanA hRdayamAM avihaDa zraddhA hovAthI teo kahe che ke mArA zAsananuM kharAba na dekhAvuM joie. huM baLIne marI jaiza to loko eTaluM ja kaheze rAjA baLIne marI gayA. mahApuruSone manAvavAnI eka rIta hoya che emanI vAtano kyAreya virodha na karavo. pahelA emanI vAta svIkAro.
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________________ inkAro nahIM. mahApuruSonI vAtano inkAra karazo to manAvI zakazo nahIM. maMtrIjI kahe tamArI vAta sAcI che. paraMtu gurUdevane pUchyuM ? rAjA kahe che nA. maMtrI kahe che Apa AjJA Apo to pUchI AvuM. kumArapALa kahe che bhale. maMtrI jAya che. kumArapALanA vicAro jaNAve che. gurUdeva pANI ane koi eka padArtha maMtrita karI Ape che. maMtrIne kahe che A pANI rAjAnA zarIra upara chAMTI dejo. maMtrI rAjA pAse AvI kahyA pramANe upacAra kare che. zarIra pUrvavata thai jAya che. savAranA gurUdeva pAse Ave che tyAM koika strIno raDavAno avAja saMbhaLAya che. gurudevane pUche che koNa che ? gurudeva kahe che jA joi Ava. kumArapALa jaine jue che to e ja kaMTakezvarI devI hatI. e rAjAne kahe che bacAvo. rAjA gurudevane kahe che mukta karI do. gurudeva kahe che tAre kAMi kahevuM hoya to kahI de. kumArapALa rAjA kahe che ke he devI ! huM ahiMsAnuM pAlana karAvuM emAM tamAre sAtha ApavAno evuM tame mane vacana Apo. kaMTakezvarIe kahyuM "tathAstu' kumArapALanI A parIkSA hatI. zraddhA hatI to TakI zakyA. samyakadaSTi jIvonA jIvanamAM khAnAkharAbInA khela AvI jAya paNa paramAtmA pratyenI zraddhA calita na thAya. ApaNI zraddhA kevI ? caMcaLa zraddhAmAM paNa sthiratA Ave to phaLyA vagara na rahe. zreNika mahArAjA pAse cAritra na hatuM paNa samakita pAvaraphula hatuM. anAthimuni sAthenA satsaMgamAM je prApta thayuM ane mahAvIra pratyenI avihaDa prItimAM e samakitane jhagArA mAratuM karI dIdhuM. zreNikanI citAmAMthI paNa vIra vIrano nAda saMbhaLAto hato. pelA brahmadatta cakravarti narakamAM che. atyAre paNa narakamAM dukha paDe to zuM bole ? hA kurmA... hA kurmA... kahIne pokAra kare che. karmAvatI nAmanI potAnI patnI para rAga hato. jenA asthimajjAmAM arihaMta vasI gayA che tenA mukhamAMthI game tevI sukhanI ke du:khanI paristhitimAM arihaMta zabda nIkaLaze. je game emAM ja mana rame. eka mahAtmA kALadharma pAmyA. tyAre emanI upAdhimAMthI DAyarIo nIkaLI. e DAyarIomAM 3 karoDa arihaMtanA jApa lakhelA hatA. ghaNIvAra caDatInA nimittomAM utthAna thatuM nathI tyAre patana nimittomAM paNa utthAna thai jAya che. zreNika mahArAjA rAjamArgathI pasAra thatA hatA tyAre eka sAdhvIjI jue che. vaMdanA kare che. paNa najara nIcI thai gai. sAdhvInA zarIranI paristhiti jotAM duHkha lAge che. tame to vezane lajavo cho. evA 2-4 kaDavA veNa ApaNe kahI daie. zreNika kazuM ja bolyA. koine kahetA nathI. zreNika mahArAjA sAdhvIjInuM tamAma kArya potAnA hAthe kare che. paramAtmAnA zAsana pratye daDha vizvAsa pedA thai jAya ane jagatanA tamAma jIvo sAthe sadbhAva Ave. jIvanamAM samabhAva aMte paralokamAM sadgati. jIvo sAthe sabhAva nathI tyAM akaLAmaNa ane athaDAmaNa thAya che. jIvanamAM maitrIna Ave to samyakta AvavAnI koi zakyatA nathI. samyaktarUpI sUrajano
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________________ prakAza ApaNA jIvanamAM thavo jarUrI che. cAritrabhaSTa, jJAnabhraSTa, tapabhraSTa AtmAo hajI tarI jAya paNa darzanathI bhraSTa AtmAo kyAreya nirvANa na pAme. samyagdarzananI prApti cAre gatimAM thai zake che. paNa enuM phaLa manuSyagati sivAya bIje kyAMya maLatuM nathI. eTale ja manuSya janmanI mahattA che. samakiti AtmAno nAda hoya che. "je jinabhakta thAya te jagathI navi thAya." daDha vizvAsathI e AtmAo jIve che. samakiti AtmA zikhara jevo hoya. dhajAnI jema Ama-tema pharyA karanAro na hoya.samakita vinAnI badhI kriyA ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevI che. samakitanI saheja paNa prApti AvI jAya to saMsAra parimita thayA vagara na rahe. AjathI prabhune gadgad haiye prArthajo, he prabhu! tArUM zAsana pAmyo. zAzvata siddhakSetra paNa maLyuM. have mAre samyakatva meLavavuM che. vratadhArI zrAvaka banI zakuM. paramAtmAnI sAthe vadhune vadhu paricaya karo. paricayathI prema pragaTaze ane premathI zraddhA pragaTaze. jyAM zradhdhA AvI eTale samarpaNa Avaze. e prakriyA dvArA samakita jhaLahaLaze. sukha-duHkhanA nivedano prabhune ja karo. samyagdarzananI vRddhi mATe dravyabhakti paNa abhUta che. 'arihaMta mArA paramAtmA, susAdhu mArA guru ane sarvazabhASita tattvo, te mAro dharma AvI zraddhA te samyagdarzananI prAthamika bhUmikA che. bhale, A traNe tattvonuM svarUpa na jANatA hoya, chatAM zraddhA thai zake. AvI zraddhAnuM mahattva paNa ghaNuM hoya che. Avo zraddhAbhAva AtmAnuM utthAna karato hoya che. AvuM samyagdarzana keTalAka jIvone janmathI ja hoya. temane sahajabhAve deva guru dharma game ane zraddhA thAya. keTalAka jIvo evA hoya ke sarano saMparka thAya, paricaya thAya, zraddhAvAna sAdharmikono paricaya thAya ane samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya. keTalAka AtmAone jAtismaraNa jJAnathI zraddhAbhAva pragaTe. koi vakhate pUrvajanma yAda AvI jAya, pUrvajanmamAM ArAdhelA paramAtmAnI, sadgurunI ane dharmanI smRti thai Ave ! ane A janmamAM jIvAtmAne samyagdarzana prApta thai jAya. A samyagdarzananI judI judI apekSAothI ghaNA prakAro che. te samajavA mATe to vyavasthita adhyayana karavuM paDe. AvuM samyagdarzana ApaNAmAM pragaTyuM che ke kema, teno tame svayaM nirNaya karI zako cho ! te mATe pAMca lakSaNa batAvavAmAM AvyA che. hA, koi avadhijJAnI mahAmuni ke kevaLajJAnI to spaSTa rIte kahI zake ke tamArAmAM samakitaguNa pragaTyo che ke nahIM ? - pAMca lakSaNo che.
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________________ (1) paheluM lakSaNa che AstikatAH AstikatA eTale zraddhA, pahelAM samajAvyuM - e pramANe paramAtmA upara, saguru para ane saddharma upara zraddhA jAge. evI samajaNa paNa Ave ke "A deva guru dharmanuM zaraNa akSayapada Ape che. mATe e ja maMgalakArI che, uttama che ane zaraNabhUta che." samakitInA manamAM Avo pAkko nirNaya thayelo hoya. je maMgalakArI hoya te ja uttama hoya, ane te ja zaraNya hoya. "traNe lokamAM arihaMta siddha sAdhu ane dharma ja maMgalakArI che, kalyANakArI che ane hitakArI che. temanuM huM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM" zraddhAnuM AstikatAnuM A svarUpa che. jenA pratye tamane zraddhA thaze tame ene zreSTha samajavAnA ane tenA zaraNe javAnA. enA zaraNamAM tame tamArI jAtane surakSita mAnavAnA. tema A uttama vibhUtionA zaraNe jazo eTale tamArAmAM bIjuM lakSaNa pragaTa thaze. (2) bIjuM lakSaNa che vairAgya saMsAranAM bhautika sukho, tarapha, pAMca indriyonA viSayo tarapha mana virakta banaze. jema jema zaraNAgatino bhAva vadhato jaze tema tema saMsAra pratye vairAgyabhAva tIvra banato jaze. vairAgyabhAva pragaTaze eTale trIjuM lakSaNa paNa AtmAmAM pragaTa thavAnuM. (3) trIjuM lakSaNa che saMvega: mokSasukhanI abhilASA jAgaze ! eka sukha pasaMda na Ave to bIjuM sukha gamI jAya. saMsAranA sukha na gamyAM eTale mokSasukha game ! "saMsAra asAra che.' A vAta samajo to "mokSa sarasa che, sArabhUta che," ema lAge. kSaNika sukha pratye vairAgya jAge to zAzvata sukha pratye rAga jAge. saMsAranAM sukhomAM jIva anAsakta bane to mokSasukhamAM Asakti jAge. (4) cothuM lakSaNa che anukaMpA : anukaMpA eTale duHkhI jIvo pratye dayA. bIjAnuM duHkha joine AtmA kaMpI UThe, te anukaMpA kahevAya. samakitI AtmA dayAthI bharelA hoya. e bIjA jIvonA duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanAvALo hoya ane yathAzakti duHkha dUra karavA upAya paNa kare. (5) pAMcamuM lakSaNa che: prazama upazamabhAva prazamabhAva samakitadaSTi AtmAnuM viziSTa lakSaNa che. jinadharmanI zobhA A upazamabhAvathI hoya che. samakitadaSTi jIvamAM eTalI samajaNa AvelI hoya ke "sukha ane duHkha mArAM ja karmonuM phaLa hoya che. mArA pApakarmothI duHkha Ave, mArAM puNyakarmathI sukha Ave." to pachI duHkha ApanAra pratye dveSa nahIM thAya. A che upazamabhAva !
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________________ darzananA ATha AcAra 1) nisaMkiya - vItarAganA vacanomAM zaMkA na karavI 2) niSkrakhiya - paradarzananI AkAMkSA na karavI 3) niviti gicchA - dharmanA phaLamAM saMdeha na karavo. sAdhuonA zarIre mela Adi joi dhRNA na karavI. 4) amUDhadiDI - kutIrthionI Rddhi jovA chatAM potAnI zradhdhA daDha rAkhavI. 5) uvadhUha - guNIjanonI prazaMsA karavI, tevA guNone prApta karavA prayatna karajo. 6) thirIkaraNe - dharmanI AsthAmAM DagI jatA AtmAone sthira karavA. 7) varachalla - svadharmanuM hita rAkhI sAdharmikonI bhakti karavI. 8) pabhAva - jaina dharmanI prazaMsA, unnati thAya tevo pracAra karavo. A ATha guNo samyaktanA aMgo che. AnA pAlanathI samakitane pUrNatA ane puSTatA maLe che. zreNikanI vicAradhArA aMta samaye zreNikane roja 100 haMTara mAravA koNika sainikane mokale. sainika mAratA mAratA thAkI jAya che. tyAre zreNika mAranAra ne kahe che najIka Ava tArA hAtha dabAvI dauM. tAro hAtha dukhe emAM koi Azcarya nathI. mAra khAvA chatAMya mAro hAtha nathI duHkhato kAraNa huM trilokanA nAthano bhakta chuM jyAre tuM magadhanA rAjA koNikano sevaka che. duHkho taNAM DuMgara tUTI paDe muja upare... paNa sarvakALe hAtha tAro raho muja upare.. basa.. AvI khumArI hoya ! 12 vratono pAyo ja samyakta che ! bejhamenTa samakita che. maLelA deva guru dharmano aMtaramAM rUbAba hoya ! mArA jevo samrATa bIjo koi nathI evo hRdayamAM rUbAba hoya ! suMdara majhAnI rUpALI putravadhu maLe to sAsusasarAne rUbAba hoya ! mANasane sArI cIja maLI gaI hoya to teno rUbAba hoya ! vAlakezvaranA eriyAmAM rahenArane tyAMnA sthAnano rUbAba hoya tema deva guru dharma maLyAno rUbAba hoya. ApaNane traNa abajanI vastImAM A traNa abhUta cIjo maLI che. 14 rAjalokanA sTeTamAM ApaNI loTarI lAgI gaI. prabhunI karuNAbharI AMkha ane saumyatA bharI vAta cora paNa pArakhI zake.
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________________ vijaLI paiso vagere vApare nahIM tevA tyAgI gurU maLyA ! mahArASTrano eka prasaMga mahArASTramAM vaNImAM eka AcArya bhagavatta padhAryA sAmaiyuM nIkaLyuM che. eka marAThI bAicaraNano sparza karavA nIce namI. gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMte tema karavAnI nA kahI tethI pelI bAIne khATuM lAgI AvyuM teNe kahyuM "AmhI achUta nAhI" AcArya bhagavaMta eno bhAvArtha samajI gayA. tarata ja pelI bAine javAba Apyo, bAi ! rAjAcI rANI paNa AvhAlA achUta Ahe' pelI marAThI bAi kahe AvA to amArA deva paNa nathI. AvA tamArA guru che. e mastaka jhUkAvatI gai. jiMdagI sudhI ApaNane khyAla karAvI de tevA zabdo bolI gai. vartamAnanuM zikSaNa ja zradhdhA ane saMskAra bhraSTa kare che. mAchalImAM jIvatatva che evuM darzana jainadarzana karAve che. jyAre mAchalImAM poSaNatva che evo khyAla AjanuM zikSaNa karAve che. jaina darzana dayA jayaNAnuM svarUpa dekhADe che jyAre bIjAmAM khAvAnuM batAve che ne poSaNane puSTi Ape che. AjanuM zikSaNa AcAra, zradhdhA, ane dharmathI bhraSTa kare che. tame kaho ke badhA dharmo sarakhA che. mArA bhagavAna UMcA che. amArA 8me pagathIe bIjAnA deva 7me pagathIe che mATe ApaNe badhAyane mAnIe A tamArI philosophI kharuM ne ? tamArI rasoi phiksa, salUna phiksa, DokTara vaDIla badhAya phiksa paNa bhagavAna badhA mAno to na cAle. eya paNa phiksa joie. kapaDA paNa ATha sTorsa pharIne lo cho. game te dukAna nA kapaDA nathI calAvatA. nArIne mana eka pati, sItA ne mana eka rAma tema bhakta ne mana ekaja bhagavAna. koi strI badhAne pati tarIke mAne te barobara che ? nA, vyavahAra zuddhi to jarUrI ja hoya. sulasAnuM samyagdarzana aMbaDa parivAjaka gajagAminI ityAdi labdhiono svAmI. vidyAbaLe AkAzamAM uDato yAtrAo karatA caMpAnagarImAM Avyo. tyAM jinamaMdironI sparzanA karI prabhu vIra ne vaMdana karI pUche che "prabhu ! rAjagRhInI yAtrAe jAuM chuM mArA yogya tyAMnI koi kAryasevA ? prabhu joi rahyAM che ke aMbaDa ne samakitano Apharo caDyo che. juo prabhu ! huM Avo vidyAdhara ane aneka ziSyono guru hovA chatAM paNa tamAruM samakita lIdhuM che !" have ene samyagdarzanInuM darzana karAvavuM joie. A moko che, sevA kArya paNa mAMge che.
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________________ prabhu kahe che. "he aMbaDa ! rAjagRhImAM zreNika rAjAnA aMgata rAjapuruSa nAgasArathinI dharmapatnI sulasA zrAvikAne dharmalAbha kahejo ane amArA vatI enI dharma pravRttinI khabara pUchajo ! aMbaDa acaMbo pAmI gayo. Azcarya thayuM. traNa lokanA nAtha eka zrAvikAnI pUchA kare. emAM koika devata haze. lAva huM enuM pArakhuM karuM. aMbaDa sulasAnA bhavanamAM AvI caDe che. ene jotAMja aMdara sulatAe tarata moM pheravI lIdhuM. rakhene kugurunA darzanathI anaMtakALe maLeluM samyakta ratna meluM thai jAya to ? e kAraNathI moM pheravI lIdhuM. aMbaDa pAcho sAdhuveza dhAraNa karI Ave che. tyAre sulAsAe ene AvakAryo. paNa tyAM eNe AkhA sacitta phaLanI mAMgaNI kare che. tyAM sulasA camakIne bole che. "sAdhuthI sacitta ne aDAya paNa kharuM? ene ravAno kare che. pachI aMbaDe nagaranA eka daravAjA bahAra AkAzamAMthI jIvaMta brahmAnuM rUpa utAryuM. lokonA ToLAM ubharAyAM, paNa sulasA na gaI. bIje daravAje zaMkaranuM rUpa utAryuM. loka ubharAyuM paNa sulasA na gaI, trIje daravAje viSNunuM rUpa utAryuM. khoLAmAM lakSmIdevI che. lokanA ToLe ToLA jAmyAM, sulasAnI paDezaNa kahe, "alI bAi sulasA ! have to cAla, A lakSmIdevI sAkSAt padhAryA che, emanAM darzana karIe to ghare dhananA DhagalA thAya. sulasA kahe, mAre mArA mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM jovAnuM eTaluM badhuM che ke mane bIjo samaya nathI." jovuM hoya ene bhagavAnanuM cAritrajIvana, vikalpo vinAnuM cAritrajIvana, abhigrahovALA tapa, 22 pariSaha sahana, prakhara tyAga, upasarga sahana, cAritra jIvanamAM je tattvo vicAratA haze e.... vagere vagere eTaluM badhuM jovAnuM che ke kalAko zuM, divasonA divaso emAM evA pasAra thai jAya ke kurasadano samaya ja na maLe. cothe daravAje tIrthakaranuM rUpa ane samavasaraNano dekhAva karyo. pADozaNo kahe,"le bAi! have to jovA cAlIza ? A to tArA tIrthakara padhAryA che !" sulasA harakhe harakhe kahe, "koNa ? mahAvIra bhagavAna ?". pADozaNo kahe, "nA, nA, e to covIsamAM, A to pacIsamAM tIrthakara, sulasA tarata kahe,"mAyAjALa !.. pacIsamAM tIrthakara hoya nahi. jAo, mAre koi jovuM nathI." aMbai ToLA tarapha jhINI AMkhe jue che, sulasA kyAMya dekhAya ?'zAnI dekhAya? aMte aMbaDa thAkyo. have zuM kare ? bhagavAnano saMdezo kahevo che, zrAvakanuM rUpa karIne Ave che. page pItAMbara, upara aMgarakhuM, khasa, mAthe pAghoTI, kapALe badAmiyo cAllo, sulasA AvakAre che,"padhAro padhAro, pAvana kIdhuM ama garIbanuM AMga. gAdI para besADI pUche che, paragAmathI padhAryA lAgo cho ? kyAMthI padhAravuM thayuM?' caMpAnagarIthI"
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________________ sulasA thALa ne pANI lAvI kahe, "AmAM ApanA caraNa rAkho, huM ene dhoi nAkhuM. sAdharmikanA caraNa prakSAlavAnuM mAruM ahobhAgya kyAMthI ?" aMbaDa kahe,"o mahAna zrAvikA ! tuM mArA paga zuM dhue? huM tArA paga dhovAne lAyaka chuM." AvuM kAM bolo ?' kemake prabhue tane saMdezo kahevaDAvyo che.' caMpAthI Avato hato tyAM mahAvIra prabhune pUchyuM, "prabhu rAjagRhI jAuM chuM mArA lAyaka koi sevA ?' "to prabhue tAru nAma ApI saMdezo kahevAno Apyo." prabhunuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM sulasA ekadama adhIrI thai jAya che ne kahe che, "kaho kaho, mArA jevI rAMkaDIne jagadgurue zo saMdezo kahevarAvyo che ?" aMbaDa kahe che, "prabhue tamane dharmalAbha kahevarAvyA che ane tamArI dharmapravRttinI khabara pUchI che !' A sAMbhaLatAM ja sulasA kyAM UbhI rahe ? e to pANI pANI thai gai ! enA to roma roma khaDA thai gayA ! UbhI thai thaine caMpAnagarInI dizA tarapha moM karI khamAsamaNAM detAM prArthanA kare che "o mArA pyArA prabhu ! o mArA tAraNahAra ! o mArA vahAlA mahAvIra bhagavAna ! A rAMkaDI para ATalI badhI tamArI dayAno dhodha vahevaDAvyo !' bolatAM bolatAM moM lAlacoLa thai gayuM che. AMkhe zrAvaNa-bhAdaravAnAM pANI vahe che. kahe che, o nAtha ! jyAM tame iMdronA ye pUjya, lokanA svAmI.. ne kyAM huM viSayakaSAyanA kIcaDamAM khUMpelI rAMka strI !... mane tame yAda karo ! ne tame saMdezo mokalo ! prabhu ! tamArA upakAranI avadhi nathI. tamArA ATalA badhA upakArano badalo kyAM bhave vALI zakIza ? o vIra ! o vIra !' akhaMDa paNa A jotAM pANI pANI thai gayo. cakita thAya che ke "zuM mahAvIrano prema ! zuM mahAvIranA saMdezAno prema ne bahumAna !' A bAinA haiyAmAM "vIra vIra' nA nAda sivAya bIjo koi avAja nathI dekhAto. dhanya jIvana ! dhanya samyagdarzana ! kharekhara, prabhue mane sulatAne saMdezo ApavA nathI kahyuM. paraMtu sulatAnA darzanamAM samyagdarzananAM karavA kahyuM ke "jo samyagdarzana kevuM darzana hoya e jovuM hoya to tulasAnuM darzana kara." sulasAnuM aDola samyakta ! kevI aNanama zrAvikA ! sarvadharma samabhAva nahIM, sarvadharma sahiSNutA joie. potAnI mAM ne mA kahe.
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________________ bIjAnI mAM ne DAkaNa na kahevAya. e enI mAM che. potAnA bApa ne bApa kahe. bIjAne rAkSasa kahe e barAbara nathI e bina sAMpradAyikatA che. coisa karavAnI kaLA joie. game te kApaDa na levAya. game te ja levAya. samyagdarzana zradhdhAno viSaya che. tame badhe vastu budhdhithI ja lo che. bIjA dharmanAM tiraskAra na karAya. utArI na paDAya. apamAna na karAya te sarvadharma sahiSNutA. strI potAnA mitrone cA pIvaDAve paNa vahAla to potAnA ja patine kare. "name te sarvane game' A vAta sAcI nathI. game tyAM na namAya. sthAne namo to gamo. ApaNA gurU jevA to marAThI bAinA deva paNa nathI paNa ApaNane AnI khumArI khamIrI kharI? samyaktano dIvaDo pragaTAvavAno che. paNa e dIvaDA nA pAyAmAM sadAcAra joie. zAka game tyAM na mUkAya tema saMtAnone paNa game tyAM rakhaDavA na devAya. tamArI chAtI gajavelanI banI gai che.moDI moDI rAta sudhI dIkarA dIkarIo game tyAM rakhaDe toya rokI zakatA nathI. sulasA mayaNAnuM ro maTerIyala rUpa AjanA saMtAno che. ukaraDAmAM ratna saDe tema navarAtrimAM e saDe e na cAle. jyAM lajjA maryAdA na hoya ene parva kema kahevAya ? navarAtrI lapharAbAjI mAM patI gai. zivarAtrI bhAMga pIvAmAM gai. gokulASTamI jugAramAM patI gaI. eka prasaMga sAheba ! navarAtri mATe A vakhate Dresa AvI ja gayA che to eka vakhata have jai AvIe. to ? javAba : eka bhAi hatA ene eTeka Avyo zarIra ThaMDuM paDI gayuM DokTara AvIne kahyuM ke kesa khalAsa che. strI vigere raDe che. ThAThaDImAM bAMdhe che pelo mANasa ThAThaDImAM ubho thai kahevA lAgyo ke mane kema lai jAo cho ? badhA parivArajano kahe have A vakhate to bALIja AvIe.. have ATalI taiyArI to thai gai che. A badhI mUrkhatAbharI vAto che. kutuhalathI paNa e tyohAranI ujANI na jovAya. saMghajamaNamAM jaina" banIne jaie. ane bahAra jaie tyAre "jana' banIe e na cAle. jaina zrAvakathI Ama na ja thAya. (sAvacetI) 1) samyakatva svIkAranAre laukika parvo AcaraNAo choDI devI joie. 2) koipaNa vAra/ grahonI naDatara dUra karavA karAtA tapo/vrato/ jApo vageremAM paNa aticArano saMbhava che. 3) deva guru dharmanA sogaMda khAvA nahIM korTa AdimAM sogaMda khAvA paDe to
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________________ jayaNA. 4) mithyAdharmamAM dravyakharcavuM nahIM. saMjoga ke lAcArIne kAraNe karavuM paDe to tArakanI budhdhie karavuM nahIM. 5) jaina zAsanane mAnya deva devIone sAdharmika rUpeja mAnavA. 6) mithyAdaSTi deva devIone mAnavA pUjavA nahIM kadAcita anivArya saMjogomAM mAnavA paDe to heya (khoTuM) samajI ne karavuM gotrAja (juvAra) Adi karavuM ja paDe to jayaNA. karaNI 7) bAvA/saMnyAsI temaja mahAvrata lopaka ne mAnavA vAMdavA nahIM 8) laukika dharmanI pravRttiomAM bhAga na levo. dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva dharmanI jAgRti rAkhavI. . sAta kSetramAM yathAzakti dAna karavuM. prabhu darzana karyA pachI paccakhkhANa pAravuM svadravyathI bhAvollAsa pUrvaka pUjA karavI tIrthayAtrA, snAtra mahotsava Adi karavA. sUtra artha gokhavA/dhA2Na ka2vA rAtri bhojana tyAga, ukALeluM pANI vAparavA mATe no Agraha, parvatithioe pauSadha Adi mATenuM lakSa rAkhavo. aticAra zaMkA :kAMkSA : : jinavacanamAM zaMkA karavI te.. anyamatanI abhilASA karavI te... vicikitsA : dharmanA phaLa viSe saMdeha karavo te... mithyAdaSTi prazaMsA : anyadharmIonI prazaMsA karavI te.. tatvasaMstava : anyadharmIono tathA kuliMgIono paricaya karavo te.. uparanA pAMce ya atiyAro tathA samyaktvane lAMchita karanArI pravRttio TALavAthI samyaktva ujjvaLa rahe che... majaburI : samyaktvanA zuddhaAcAro pALavAnI icchA hovA chatAM kaiMka nirbaLatA ke saMyogAdhIna avasthAmAM tevA AcAro na pALI zake to nIcenI cha chUTo dhAravAmAM 1X11X1 1X1 DX13X1XXXQOXXXXX D84 DX1 DX1
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________________ Ave che.. rAjAbhiyoga :gaNAbhiyoga :balAbhiyoga :- corAdikanA kAraNe karavu paDe te.. devAbhiyoga : rAjA athavA nagaramAlikanA dabANa vaza karavu paDe te.. :- janasamUhanA dabANavaza karavu paDe te... kSetrapAlAdika devatAnA kAraNe karavu paDe te.. gurU abhiyoga :- mAta-pitA guru AdinA Agrahane vaza karavu paDe te... vRttikAMtAra :- AjIvikAnA kAraNe karavu paDe te.. mithyAtvanA prakAro vrataprAsAdanA pAyArUpe jyAre samyaktva svIkAravuM hoya tyAre mithyAtvanuM svarUpa samajavuM paNa jarUrI banI jAya che. kAraNa mithyAtvanA parihArathI ja samyaktvanI prApti thAya che. tethI ahiM mithyAtvanA prakAronuM varNana karyuM che. jenuM svarUpa vigatavAra gurUgamathI samajI spaSTa samajaNa meLavavI. pAMca prakAra 1) Abhigrahika : - 2) anAbhigrAhika : 3) Abhinivezika 4) sAMzayika :5) anAbhogika : cha prakAra 1) laukika devagata :2) laukika gurUgata : 3) laukika dharmagata : pote grahaNa karela kudarzanane choDavuM nahIM te. sarvadarzanone sarakhA mAnavA te. irAdApUrvaka mAnapAnAdikanI lAlasAthI sAcAdarzanane jANavA chatAM paNa potAnA matamAnyatAnI sthApanA mATe ulaTI prarUpaNA karavI te... sarvajJanA vacanamAM zaMkA rAkhavI te... asaMjJIjIvone anupayogapaNe varte che te... rAga - dveSI kudevane sudeva tarIke mAnavA te.. AraMbha samAraMbha - parigrahamAM rahelA anyadarzanIonA gurUne gurUbuddhie mAnavA te.. laukika parvo - hoLI - baLeva vagerene 20UTR 03
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________________ 4) lokottara devagata: 5) lokottara gurUgata: lokottara pUrvanI buddhie mAnavA te. aDhAra duSaNothI rahita devane Aloka - paralokanA paudgalika sukhanA irAdAthI mAnavA te.. kaMcana kAminInA tyAgI gurUne Aloka ane paralokanA paudgalika sukhanA irAdAthI mAnavA ane AhAra - pANI Adi ApavA te. sarvajJa bhagavAne prarUpelA dAna zIla tapa ane bhAvarUpa dharmane Aloka ane paralokanA paudgalika sukhanI apekSAthI ArAdhavo te.. 6) lokottara dharmagata - cAra prakAra 1) prarUpaNA - zrI jinabhASita arthathI avaLI prarUpaNA karavI te. 2) pravartana - laukika tathA lokottara mithyAtvanI karaNI karavI te.. 3) pariNAma - manamAM juThTho haThavAda rAkhI kevalibhASita navatattvano artha yathArtha svIkAravo nahIM te. 4) pradeza - sattAgata rahelI mohanIya karmanI 7 prakRti te. ApaNo AtmA jagatanA anaMtAnaMta jIvonI jema janmamaraNanA cakarAvAmAM che. AtmA e svataMtra dravya che, ne nava-navA janme navI-navI kAyAmAM keda purAya che. karma vinA janma hoya nahi, karma che to janma levo ja paDaze. AtmAne A karmabaMdhAvAnAM cAra kAraNa che. - mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoga. mithyAtva sevA eTale karma baMdhAya, aviratimAM paDyA raho eTale karma baMdhAya. karmathI janama, janamathI zarIra, zarIrathI pAchA mithyAtvAdinuM sevana, eTale navAM karma, ethI janma, zarIra, pApo, ethI vaLI karma. A kyAM sudhI calAvavuM che ? 18 pApasthAnaka AmAM samAya. sattara pApasthAnakanA mathALe mithyAtvazalya che. cAramAM paheluM mithyAtva, mithyAtvo mithyAtva eTale, anaMtajJAnIoe saMpUrNa jJAnavALAe je tattvo kahyA "jIvo
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________________ kema saMsAramAM bhaTake che ?" e batAvyuM, emAMthI je mArge cAlavAthI eno uddhAra thAya" e mokSamArga batAvyo, evo jJAnInAM vacana para zraddhA ja nahiyA zaMkA kuzaMkA ke emanAM bIjAM vacanonI zradhdhA chatAM mAtra eka ja vacananI paNa zraddhA nahi, e mithyAtva, jamAli emAM mithyAtva pAmyo. ajJAnI adhUrA jJAnInA vacana para zradhdhA emanAM kahelAM mithyA tattvo para zraddhA e ya mithyAtva. ajJAnIne tukkA lagAvavA paDe. arihaMta bhagavAna janmathI avadhijJAnI hoya che. keTaluM ya dUra dUranuM bhUtakALanuM spaSTa dekhe. chatAM jyAM sudhI anaMtajJAna kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI upadeza na kare, kemake emaNe koInuM kahyuM nathI kahevuM paNa svayaM saMpUrNa trikALano lokAloka dekhIne svataMtra paNe dharma zAsana sthApavuM che, eTale lokAlokanuM ane bhUtabhAvI anaMtAnaMta kALanuM sAkSAta dekhe pachI ja upadeza de. emane asAcA bolavAnAM kAraNo rAga nathI, dveSa nathI. ajJAna nathI, mATe ja kahe te satya ja kahe. tethI emanAM sarvavacana para zraddhA te samakita. e na hoya te mithyAtva. cAritra e AcaraNa che. emAM ochuM hoya toya cAritra rahe, zraddhA mAnyatAmAM jarAya ochuM na cAle. aviratiH avirati eTale virati nahIM. viratI eTale hiMsAdi pApanA tyAganI pratijJA. pratijJA nahi te avirati. tame bhale hAla hiMsAdi na karatA ho. chatAM enA tyAganI pratijJA nathI letA, to avirati che, ne tethI karma baMdhAya. pApa na karavA chatAM karma kema baMdhAya ? jo enA tyAganI pratijJA nathI letA to eno artha e ke manamAM bhaya che ke, "bAdhA lauM ne kAle evA saMyogamAM hiMsAdi pApa karavuM paDe to ?' A batAve che ke avasare pApa karI lau' evI dilamAM thoDI paNa pApanI apekSA che. pApanI bAdhA vinA chUTa hoya to sAruM" ema beThuM che, e avirati che. pApanI chuTa e paNa pApa che, mAtra pApanuM AcaraNa ja pApa nahi, paNa pApanI vANI pApa, pApanA vicAro paNa pApa, ne pApanI apekSA, pApamAM chUTApaNuM e paNa pApa che. ethI satata karma baMdhAya. to vicArI jojo. jIvanamAM keTalAMya pApa nahi AcaravAM chatAM enA tyAganI pratijJA nathI karI eTalA ja vAMke samaye samaye keTalAM aDhaLaka karma baMdhAya che ! A avirati e moTuM pApa che, kemake (1) eka to emAM duniyAbharanA pApAraMbho parigraha, vagerenI chUTa che eTale aDhaLakakarma baMdhAve. (2) bIjuM e ke jaMgI moTI kAyasthiti enA para ubhI thAya che. bhavasthiti eTale ekaja bhavamAM rahevAno kALa arthAt AyuSyakALa kAyasthiti eTale pharI pharIne samAna ja kAyAmAM janme eno kALa. to deva ane nArakane eka ja bhavanI kAyasthiti, kemake deva marIne tarata deva na thAya, ema nAraka marIne tarata nAraka na thAya. manuSya ke paMcendriya tiryaMca marI marIne 7-8 bhave manuSya ke
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________________ paMcendriya tiryaMca thAya. vikalejiyane saMkhyAnA varasonI kAyasthiti, paraMtu ekandriyane utkRSTa asaMkhyAtA ke anaMtA kALacakranI kAyasthiti ! vadhumAM vadhu eTalA jaMgI kALa sudhI ekendriyapaNe janmI janmIne mare, ene mana nahi hovAthI (1) mithyAtva joradAra nathI (2) kaSAyo joradAra nathI, (3) hiMsAdi pApayogo joradAra nathI, dA.ta. jhADa koinI hiMsA kare? jUTha bole ? corI kare ? strI rAkhe ? parigraha rAkhe ? nA, paNa (4) avirati joradAra che. pRthvI pANI pramukhanA jI, thAvara bheda aneka, pragaTapaNo tehane nahi jI, pApasthAnaka eka, to paNa ajJAnI avirata paNe jI. lAge saghaLAM re pApa' mATe jo virati svIkAro to aDhaLaka pApabaMdhathI bacAya, mATe ja sAmAyikanI moTI kiMmata. "jAva maNe hoi niyamasaMjuto. chinnai asuhaMkamma" jyAM sudhI manamAM niyamavALo ho tyAM sudhI azubha karma chedAtA jAya ! zuM? niyama lo tyAre ja pApa-cheda ? ema nahi. paNa niyama pahoMce tyAM sudhI pratyeka samaye pApa-cheda cAlu!ahIMvyAkhyAnamAM beThA, paNa niyama karIne beso ke-ahIM chuM tyAM sudhI khAnapAna ne saMsAranAM kAma baMdha" to navA karmabaMdha aTake ne pratisamaya jUnAM pApa chedAtA rahe. kiSAya yoga (3) karma baMdhAvAmAM trIjuM kAraNa kaSAyo. rAga dveSa krodha mAna mAyA lobha hAsya zoka harSa uga vagere kaSAyo manamAM Ave ke pApa karma baMdhAya. (4) yoga eTale hiMsA jUTha corI viSayo parigraha vagerenI trividha pravRtti vicAra vANI vartAva ethI paNa pApa karma baMdhAya. cAra kAraNothI jIva karma bAMdhI, karmanAM phaLa bhogavavA paDe evI cAra gationA saMsAramAM janama maraNa janama maraNa karyA kare che. Avo dravyathI, kSetrathI, kAlathI bhAvathI samakitane ArAdhI laie.. mastIthI lalakArIe... prabhu ! niramala darzana dijIe.
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________________ save pANA piyAuyA, suhasAyA dukarava paDikulA AcArAMga a. 2 uddeza - 3 savve jIvAvi icchanti, jIviuM na marijjiuM / / __ dazavaikAlika a. 6 gAthA 11 bhAvArtha - sarva jIvone jIvana pyAruM che. badhAja sukhanA ja abhilASI che. duHkha koine gamatuM nathI. badhA prANIone potAnuM AyuSya bahu priya che. sukha cAhe che paNa mRtyu koija icchatuM nathI. prabhue sADA bAra varSanI ghora sAdhanA karI. karmo emanA para tUTI paDyA. aMte kevaLajJAnanI prApti thai. devatAoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI. prabhunI prathama dezanA niSphaLatA gai. prabhue tyAMthI vihAra karyo. mahasena nAmanA udyAnamAM padhAryA. tyAM dezanA ApI. zAsananI sthApanA karI. gaNadhara padanI sthApanA karI. sAdhvI caMdanabALAne dIkSA ApI te prathama sAdavI banyA. je gRhastho sarva virati na pAmyA te mokSamArganI ArAdhanA rUpe zrAvaka dIkSA pAmyA. prabhue konsolezana prAija rUpe zrAvaka dIkSA ApI. caturvidha saMgha bane to ja zAsananI sthApanA kahevAya. 21 hajAra varSa pUrNa thatAM jJAnIo jAhera karaze ke zAsanano viccheda thayo. chellA cAra avazeSo mRtyu pAmaze tyAre zAsanano aMta thaze. zAsanano viccheda thaze. sAdhupaNAMno zrAvakapaNAno viccheda sAthe rahelo che. mAtra sAdhu vicchedathI nahIM paNa zrAvaka paNAnA vicchedathI paNa zAsanano aMta thaze. caturvidha saMghanI gerahAjarIthI zAsanano aMta caturvidha saMghanI hAjarIthI zAsananI zarUAta ! AjanA AvA bhautika kALamAM saMyama svIkArAya che. te mahAAzcarya che. Aje zrAvakapaNAno duSkALa che emAM khAmI amArI tamArI banI che. tamArA magajamAM che ke saMsAramAM rahIne dharma na thAya. phekTarI to nAMkhavI ja paDe ! paNa saMsAramAM to saMsAranI rIta ja rahevAya. Aje zrAvaka jIvananI dIkSAno abhAva vartAyo che. pAponI bhayaMkaratA, TI.vI. ane cenalothI thatAM adhyavasAyonI hiMsakatA, kAma-vikAronA adhyavasAyothI thatA pApo, abhakSya vigerenA pApo, apeyanA pApo, phrIja vagerenA pApo, rAtribhojananA pApo pesI gayA che. TI.vI. Adino bahiSkAra atyaMta duSkara che. 50 yuvAno dIkSA le che paNa pAMcanA gharamAMthI TI.vI. na nIkaLe ? zrAvakone 12 vrato pratye bhAva nathI. saMsAramAM AvuM na thAya ! evI mAnyatA che. zAstrIya rIte zrAvakadharmanI dIkSA levI. sAdhuo
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________________ hajAro che. jeno lAkho che paNa zrAvakanI khAmI che. duSkALa che. A zrAvakadIkSAnI khAsa jarUra che. zrAvaka te che je 12 vratathI yukta hoya. prathama vratanuM svarUpa samajIe... cAre ya gatimAM paribhramaNa karI rahelA anaMtA jIvo..te te gatimAM te te jIvonI vastuo pAchaLanI doTa judI judI hoya che. kIDI sAkara pAchaLa... maMkoDo goLa pAchaLa. bheMsa ghAsa pAchaLa. bhUMDa viSTA pAchaLa.. mANasa paisA pAchaLa doDe che... A badhAmAM bheda hoi zake che. paraMtu eka bAbatamAM saghaLA ya jIvonI vRtti samAna che. maravuM koine nathI.." game tevI parAdhIna dazA hoya to ya tiryaMco maravA taiyAra nathI. mATe zAstrakAroe tiryaMcagatine pApaprakRtimAM gaNI che, paraMtu tiryaMcaAyuSyane puNyaprakRtimAM gayuM che. narakanA jIvone eTaluM badhuM bhayaMkara duHkha che ke jenAthI chUTavA te pratipaLa motane jhaMkhe che. A sivAya nigodanA jIvathI mAMDIne anuttaravAsI devatAo sudhInA sahu jIvanane jhaMkhe che.. A jIvaiSaNA kyAreka eTalI badhI tIvra banI jAya che ke mANasa potAnA jIvanane TakAravA bIjAnA jIvanane naSTa karI devA sudhInI kUratA paNa AcarI bese che.. ane A krUratA ja tenA jIvananA duHkha-azAMti motanuM kAraNa banI jAya che... ApaNI rakhaDapaTTI anAdikALanI che. jyAM puyayoge sAmagrI maLI che.. zaktio prApta thai che tyAM e sAmagrIono.. zaktiono upayoga ApaNe kamajorane dabAvavAmAM ja karyo che.. bahAdurothI dabAyA chIe.... kamajorone dabAvyA che. have A uttama jIvanamAM ApaNA A avaLA gaNitane pheravIe.. kamajorone bacAvIe.... kamajorothI paNa dabAie.... janmatAveMta vIprabhune janmAbhiSeka mATe meruparvata para lai javAyA. indrane manamAM zaMkA paDI... "AvA nAnA bALa ATalA badhA kaLazAonA abhiSekane sahana zI rIte karI zakaze ?.... indranI zaMkAne dUra karavA prabhue eka lAkha yojananA meruparvatane paganA jamaNA aMgUThAthI dabAvyo.. meruparvata DolI uThyo.. prabhunI bALavayamAM A tAkAta hatI te prabhue chavAsthAvasthAmAM hAlatAM cAlatAM mANaso dvArA AvelA kaSTo paNa kevI prasannatAthI sahyAM ? khIlA ThokanAro khIlA ThokI gayo. tejalezyA pheMkanAro tejovezyA pheMkI gayo. kyAMya pratikAra nahi.. kyAMya bacAva nahi. kyAMya sAmano nahi ! kAraNa... ?. kAraNa e ke zaktino sadupayoga sahana karavAmAM che. sAmano karavAmAM nahi ! A gaNita je divase ApaNA dilamAM besI jaze te divasathI jIvanamAM ahiMsA AvatI jaze...pratikAravRtti hiMsAnA saMskAro pedA kare che. pedA thayelI kaThoratA jIvane durgationI bheTa dharI de che..
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________________ pariNAmanI komaLatA ahiMkAcArya ! aNikAputra AcAryanA jIvanamAM bhayaMkara upasarga Avyo. nadI pAra karatA pUrva bhavanA veranA kAraNe bhAlAthI viMdhAyA. AMtaraDA bahAra nIkaLI AvyA. mAMsalohI nIkaLe che. emane enI vedanA nathI paNa apakAyanA jIvonI virAdhanAthI vedanA thAya che. "dhanya che siddhone ! zarIranathI mATe hiMsA nathI, zarIra che to enA dvArA hiMsA joradAra che. zarIra janma che. lAkhojIvonA saMhAra para ! zarIra Take che lAkho jIvonA saMhAra para. zarIra mare che lAkho jIvonA saMhAra para ! mATe to zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe kahyuM che ke kaThoratA keLavavAnA bhavo A duniyAmAM ghaNA... komaLatA keLavavAno bhava eka mAtra manuSyagatino ja !... jhAMjharIyA RSi... khaMdhakavi.. metAraja yuni. gajasukumALa. dhannA.. zAlibhadra vagerenAM komaLatAnAM AcaraNanAM jvalaMta daSTAMto ApaNI sAme mojuda che.. duniyAnA rAha judA che.. "thAya tevA thaie to gAma vacce rahIe nA sUtra para duniyA cAle che. "zakti hoya to sahana ja karajo.. sAmano karazo ja nahi.' e sUtra para zAstrakAro cAle che. ApaNe AtmaghAtaka rAha anAdikALathI pakaDyo che. jyAM taka maLI tyAM pratikAra karyo che... taka maLI tyAM sAmAne dabAvyA che. have e choDIe to ja sadgati..samAdhi. susaMskAra.. zAMti vagere zakya che. | bAkI, bIjAne khatama karIne jIvavAnI vRtti to tiryacomAMya kyAM nathI ? lAtano javAba lAtathI gadheDo ya Ape che. bhasavAno javAba bhasavAthI kUtaro ya Ape cheApaNe paNa jo A ja rAha apanAvIe to ApaNAmAM ane DhoromAM phera zuM ? - pelA yuvakanI kathA Ave che ne ?... savAranA pahoramAM rastA parathI pasAra thato ho... acAnaka uparathI iMTa paDI sIdhI potAnA khabhA para, gusse thai gayo. hAthamAM e iMTa laine upara caDyo. iMTa pheMkanAranA mAthAmAM ja A deTa lagAvI dauM' upara jaine joyuM to eka pahelavAna daMDa-beThaka karato hato. "Ane iMTa mAravA jaiza to kyAMya ucakIne mane ja nIce pheMkI deze. e vicAre pelo yuvaka mauna.. pahelavAne tenI sAme joyuM. "aya ! upara kema Avyo che ? nA. khAsa kAMi nathI. A to tamArI iMTa uparathI nIce paDI gayelI te ApavA Avyo chuM. ane hA ! bIjuM kAMi kAmakAja hoya to kahetA rahejo.. huM bAjumAM ja rahuM ...!" joyuM ne ? gayo hato mAravA, paNa jyAM joyuM ke sAmo kamajora nathI, paraMtu bahAdUra che. tyAM tarata ja vicAra pheravI nAkhyo. Ama bahAduronuM to ghaNuM sahana karyuM che...
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________________ have kamajoronuM paNa sahana karIe. ane tenI ja sAthe zakti hoya to kamajorone bacAvatA paNa jaie. kudaratano niyama che ke anyane bacAvazo to tame bacazo. bIjAne samAdhi Apazo. to samAdhi pAmazo. zAtA Apazo to zAtA pAmazo. sAdhu bhagavaMtonAM pAMca mahAvratomAM prathama mahAvrata ahiMsAnuM che. zrAvakano bAra vratamAM paNa paheluM vrata sthUlaprANAtipAtaviramaNa vrata che. kalikAlasarvajJa pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paNa yogazAstramAM 'ahiMsA' ne sarvajIvonI mAtA tarIke oLakhAve che. AnA parathI samajAze ke jIvanamAM 'ahiMsA' keTalI mahattvanI che ? yAda rAkhajo 'pApanuM mULa pramAda che ! to... dharmanuM mULa yatanA che ! tamAma pravRttimAM 'yatanA' no khAsa khyAla rAkhIe to pramAdanA kAraNe niSkAraNa thatI aneka jIvonI hiMsA aTakI jAya ! kevo vyApaka pracAra Aje cagyo che hiMsAno ! 'kRtrima' nirjIva zAkAhArI ( ?) iMDAM... dariyAi khetI nA nAme matsyodyoga.... proTIna vagerenAM jUThANAM heThaLa iMDAMono dhUma pracAra... A badhAmAM koNa nathI phasAtuM te prazna che... yuvAnomAM vyApaka pramANamAM AvA prakArano AhAra vadhavA lAgyo che... ane A hiMsaka AhArane pariNAme aneka prakAranAM aniSTo teonA jIvanamAM ghUsI gayAM che. kyAM bhakSya ghebaramAM paNa mAsanI thatI kalpanAthI e ghebarano sarvathA tyAga ka2nA2 aDhAra dezanA mAlika rAjA kumArapALa ! ane kyAM potAnA TesTa khAtara nirjIva iDAMnA jUThA oThA heThaLa e iMDAMone TesTathI potAnA peTamAM padharAvI potAnA jAtane ahiMsaka mAnatI AjanI jUThI bhramaNAno bhoga banelI moTA bhAganI prajA ! khera ! javA do e vAta. ApaNA jIvanamAM A pApo... AvI krUratApUrvakanI AtmavaMcanAvALI hiMsA na pravezI jAya tenI pUrepUrI takedArI rAkhIe. zAstrakAro gRhasthanAM jIvanamAM nirarthaka-hiMsA na thAya.. zakya hiMsAmAMya kaThoratAnA pariNAme pedA na thAya tenA mATe yatanA para khUba ja bhAra mUke che. kevI suMdara yatanAnI pravRttio ApaNe tyAM pUrve hatI ! zeTha sAta mALanuM bilDIMga kaDiyA pAse baMdhAve to ya e baMgalAnI pahelI iMTa kaDiyo nahoto. mUkto.... e zeThane ja
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________________ bolAvI zeThane kaheto "zeTha ! baMgalo e to badhA ya pAponuM kArakhAnuM che. mATe e baMgalAnI pahelI iMTa huM nahi mUkuM. tame mUko. pApanI zarUAta huM nahi karuM... tame karo... ane kharekhara ! zeThane ja pahelI iMTa mUkavI paDatI.. cUlAnI upara caMdaravA baMdhAtA. pANInA ya saMkhArA thatA. parvatithie AraMbha-samAraMbha baMdha rahetA.. kolasA caLAIne pachI ja sagaDImAM naMkhAtA. pApanAM sAdhanonuM dAna nahotuM thatuM. prApta thatI cIjo pAchaLa kAramI hiMsA jo eka vAra paNa najaronajara dekhAi jAya to te vastuono rasapUrvaka upayoga karavAnI buddhi khatama thayA vinA rahe tema nathI. karoDo rUpiyAnuM huMDiyAmaNa kamAvavA lAkho deDakAM vAMdarAonI nikAsa vAsanA bhukhyA mANasonI Agane saMtoSavA gAmaDAonI nirdoSa kanyAone vezyApaNe dhakelI detAM acakAtA nathI. mAlAmAla thai javAnI vRttie traNathI cAra karoDa sApone UbhA cholAvI detAM haiyuM acakAtuM nathI. Aje ApaNe ahiMsAnA pAlanamAM vadhune vadhu bedarakAra banyA chIe. hiMsAnI aganajavALAmAM jAye ajAye sapaDAi gayA chIe. bhogavilAsanA ane sauMdarya prasAdhanonA sAdhano hajAro abolA jIvono khAtmo bolAvyA pachI ja taiyAra thAya che. A vastuono kAMto khyAla nathI ane khyAla hoya to eTalI hade niSphara banI gayA chIe ke koi aphasosa thato nathI. hiMsAmAM bIjAne mAravAnI tAkAta joie che jyAre ahiMsAnAM pAlanamAM jAte maravAnI taiyArI joie che. kartavya pAlana khAtara potAnuM balidAna ApI devAnI bhAvanAnuM satva na khIle tyAM sudhI ahiMsAnuM pAlana prAyaH zakya banatuM nathI. zrAvakanA aNuvratamAM je hiMsA che te anivArya che ke nivArI zakAya tema che ? te vicAravA A cAra mudAone samajIe. 1) sagavaDatA mATenA pApa (Compulsion) 2) bedarakArInA pApo (Careless) 3) mojazokha nA pApo (Comfort)
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________________ 4) krUratAnA pApo (Cruelty) savAranA cA-pANI ke rasoi karavA je pApo karavA paDe te anivArya che pharajIyAta che. paNa paganA nIce kIDI mare che te upayoganI khAmI che. bedarakArI che. glAsa na lUchavAthI asaMkhya jIvonI hiMsA/ eThA vAsaNothI hiMsA ! eka munirAjanA mAtuzrI be ghaDI pahelA badhA vAsaNo paNa korA karI le. gharamAM A.C. ke paMkhA jarUrI nathI. bIna jarUrI pApo che. kAyadesara garbhapAta jevuM kRtya AcarI hajAro nirdoSa paMcendriya jIvonI hatyAmAM arerATI thatI nathI. jenA jIvanamAM sAdhya tarIke paisA goThavAi jAya che tenA jIvanamAM kyA kyA pApo na praveze e eka savAla che ? krUratAthI jIvone mAravAnI, herAna ka2vAnI, rIbAvAnI pravRttio na joitI hoya to u52 jaNAvyA pramANe traNa naMbaranI hiMsAmAM breka lagAvo. jIvonuM jJAna hoya to ja dayA Ave che. eThAM bhojanamAM paNa jIvo che evuM jJAna joie. jJAna hoya paNa sAthe zradhdhA paNa joie. kyAM jIvo dekhAya che ? AvI azradhdhA na joie. mATe jJAna, zradhdhA saMyama ane yatanA joie. kALajI rAkho ke macchara, udhai, kIDI, vigere na ja thAya. karuNA nAmanI nadInA kinAre sAmAyika pUjA, vigerenA choDa uge che. sAdhune trasa sthAvara kAraNa niSkAraNa paNa hiMsA nathI. sAdhunI 100% nI ane zrAvakane 12% nI dayA hoya. sAdhune trasa, sthAvara (pRthvI apa, teu, vAyu vansapatikAya) nI paNa hiMsA na karavI zrAvakane rasoi Adi vigere karavI paDe mATe A pAMcanI hiMsA karavI paDe paNa kIDI kabUtara vigerenI hiMsAnI jarUra nathI. . varSo pahelA eka bhAi ruMvATIvALA parsa, cappala, baTavA Adino vepAra karatA temaja te vastuonI nikAsa paNa karatA. lAkhonI kamANI karanA2 e vepArIne e ekavAra e ruMvATIvALA prANIone trAsa gujArI mAravAnI prakriyA najare jotA trAsa chUTI gayo. ATalI krUratA pachI ja dhana maLe che ? khalAsa.. jIvanabhara mATe e dhaMdhone salAmI ApI dIdhI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e dhanane jIvadayAnI pravRttimAM vAparavAno nirNaya lai lIdho ! vaDhavANanA ratIlAlabhAI zrAvakanI vAta jANItI che nakAmA ghoDAone sUTa karI nAMkhavAnI aMgreja sarakAranI nIti sAme vacce kUdIne paNa temane abhaya apAvyuM. 3 29 RULE
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________________ 1lu skUla (dezathakI) prANAtipAta viramaNa vrata niraparAdhI trasa (hAlatA cAlatA) jIvone mArI nAkhavAnA saMkalpapUrvaka (jANI joine) mAravAnI buddhithI mAravA nahI... sAvacetI aThThAi vagere parvonA divasomAM khAMDavuM daLavu pIsavu vagere AraMbha samAraMbhanI pravRttio na karavI... * bAga bagIcA ubhA karavA nahIM lona kApavI nahI niSkAraNa jhADa pAna vagere kApavA nahI... * taLAva, nadI, hoja vagere jaLAzayomAM nahAvu nahI. ' * garbhapAta karavo karAvavo nahI. * prANIonA mALA bhAMgavA nahI. iMDA dUra karavA nahI.. * uMdara, kIDI vagere jIvajaMtunA dara pUravA nahI. karaNI * anAja vagere jayaNApUrvaka daLAvavuM. * cUlo Adi vastunA upayoga pUrve jayaNApUrvaka pUMjaNI AdithI pramArjana karavuM. * aNagaLa pANI vAparavu nahI. * thALI dhoine pIvAno Agraha rAkhavo. * bhAjIpAlo, badAma sivAyano sUko mevo phAgaNacomAsAthI kArtikacomAsI sudhI varjavA.. * AMgaNA vagere sthAnomAM nigoda na thAya tenI khAsa kALajI rAkhavI. jayaNA * ghara, kavo, nadItaLAvAdi, dhaMdhA rojagAra kArakhAnAdika tathA auSadhAdinA prayogamAM jIvahiMsA thAya tenI jayaNA (na chUTake chUTa) * mRtabhojana AdimAM jamavuM nahI. chevaTe jayaNA. * hiMsaka davA chAMTavI nahI. chAMTavI ja paDe to khUba ja upayoga sAvadhAnI jayaNApUrvaka vartavuM. * hiMsaka davAo khAvI nahI. (chevaTe jayaNA....) comAsAmAM nIla/phUga upara paga daine ne cAlavuM, ghAsa upara paNa na
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________________ cAlavuM. vAraMvAra nahAvAnI ane vAraMvAra hAtha moM dhovAnI Teva choDo. eThuM mUko nahi. insTanTa phUDa, ThaMDApINAdino tyAga karo. plAsTIkanI jhabalA thelIno tyAga karo. * phaTAkaDA phoDavA nahi. * pazu pakSIne gophaNa paththara AdithI na mAravA. * bAtha, taLAva, dhodha AdimAM na javuM. aticAra | nIce jaNAvAtA aticAro jANIne choDavAno prayatna karavo.. 1) vadha:- koino vadha karavo, ke koinA prANone nAza thAya te rIte mAravuM te. 2) baMdha:- bALakAdi ke pazu vagerene gADha baMdhanathI bAMdhavA te. 3) chaviccheda - koi prANI AdithI cAmaDI ke aMgopAMga kApavA te. 4) atisAra - majUra, pazu ke vAhana para tenA gajA uparAMta bhAra lAdavo te. 5) bhAta pANI viccheda - manuSya pazu vagerene bhojana - pANIno aMtarAya karavo tenA khAvA pIvAnA samaya karatA moDuM Apavu ke pramANa alpa Apavu te.. trasa, sthAvaranI hiMsA nahi, niraparAdhInI hiMsA nahi, saMkalpapUrvakanI hiMsA nahi. pazu bALaka, nokara ne sakAraNa mAravA paDe paNa dubhAtA haiye karavuM. kAraNa vinA na mAravA muMbaImAM eka bhAi vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLatAM snAna karavA besatAM pahelAM besavAno pATalo ajavALAmAM khAsa joi levo.' tenI vyAkhyAnamAM vAta cAlatI hatI. bIje divase vyAkhyAna pahelAM te bhAi AvyA.. kahe, sAheba ! kamAla thai gai ! kema zuM thayuM ? Aje snAna karavA besatAM pahelAM pATalAne cAre ya bAjuthI barAbara joyo lagabhaga 40 thI 50 jeTalAM jIvaDAMo pATalA para beThelAM hatAM.... bAtharUmamAM ThaMDakane kAraNe e jIvaDAo AvIne pATalA para besI jatA haze.. Aje joyuM to khabara paDI. pATalAne eka bAju lai jai AstethI tenA paranAM jIvaDAMo dUra karyA. sAheba ! atyAra sudhImAM AvA ghaNA jIvono kaccaraghANa kADhI nAkhyo !. khera ! havethI bAtharUmamAM pATalo ja na rAkhavAno. nirNaya karyo che !... kAraNa ghagnA badhA sabhyone AvI kALajI
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________________ na hoya to nAhakanA e nirdoSa jIvo motane ghATa UtarI jAya ! bhUlazo nahi, ApaNI alpa paNa sAvadhAnI aneka jIvonI surakSA karanArI bane che. to ApaNo alpa paNa pramAda aneka jIvonA motanuM paNa kAraNa banI jAya che.. sAMbhaLo, bIjo suMdara prasaMga.. eka bhAi amadAvAdamAM vyAkhyAnamAM yatanAnI mahattA sAMbhaLI. gesano cUlo saLagAvatA pahelAM pUMjaNIthI tene pUMjI levo e niyama lIdho. eka divasa koi kAraNasara potAne ja cA banAvavAno prasaMga Avyo.. cA banAvavA beThA gesanA cUlA pAse ja laTakatI pUMjaNI joi pUjavAno niyama yAda Avyo.. pUMjavA beThA. baranaranA kANAmAM vAMdo joyo. pUMjaNIthI kADhavA gayA. paNa vAMdo na nIkaLyo. baranara bahAra kADhI khaMkheryuM... to lagabhaga 250 thI 300 jeTalI kIDIo nIce paDI !... stabdha thai gayA.. patnIne pUchatAM khabara paDI ke Agale divase sAMjanA cA banAvatAM cA ubharAyelI temAM rahelI mIThAza badhI baranara para coMTI gai.... tenAthI kIDIo kheMcAyelI ! pelA bhAinA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo ! pUMjIne je cUlo saLagAvavAnI A yatanAe keTalA badhA jIvonI rakSA karI dIdhI ! AvI yatanA ne tamAma pravRttimAM goThavI do. snAna karavA besatAM pahelAM, pATalo barAbara cAreya bAjuthI joi lo. kapaDAM dhovA nAkhatAM pahelAM, kapaDAmAM rahelA polANanA bhAgo khAsa joi lo. koi jIvajaMtuo bharAyA haze to tamArI ATalI sAvadhAnIthI jarUra bacI jaze. jo AvuM jIvana banI jaze to pachI zrAvakanAM bAravratamAMnuM paheluM vrata hAlatA cAlatA niraparAdhI trasa jIvone mAravAnI buddhithI mAruM nahi e ApaNA jIvanamAM amalI banyA vinA raheze nahi, e nizaMka che. hiMsAno paMjo ja khataranAka che, e jyAM paLe che tyAM rAkha sarje che. A khataranAka hiMsAmAM ApaNo naMbara na goThavAi jAya tenI takedArI rAkhIe. hiMsAnA pariNAmothI kaSAya bharapUra jIvana bane che. satata saMkleza vALu citta banI jAya che. enAthI duHkha bharapUra ane pApa bharapUra durgatione bheTa lamaNe jhIMkAya che. jIvane mAravA mATenI buddhi thAya che te atikrama nAmanuM prathama pagathiyuM che. tyAra bAda e buddhimAM vartamAna jIvanA pariNAma bhaLe che te vyatikrama. have pachI hiMsAdi karavA mATe puruSArtha karI taiyAra thAya che aticAra ane koipaNa jAtanA rokANa, aMtarAya, viddha keDara ke ciMtA vagara jIva azubha kArya kare to anAcAra. durgatiomAM lai javAnuM jo koi kAraNa hoya to te anAcAra.
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________________ hiMsA karavI yogya nathI, hiMsA karavAno mane adhikAra nathI. zuM hiMsAno mArga mAre apanAvavo yogya che ? A traNa vicArothI pApathI bacI javAze. zAstramAM hiMsA (prANAtipAta) saMbaMdhi mAnasika saMkalpa karavo tene saMraMbha kahyo che. anya jIvone pIDA du:kha upajAvavA te samAraMbha ane jIvane upadrava ne vinAza karavo te AraMbha tatvArthasUtramAM pramattayogAt prANavyaparopaNa e sUtramAM hiMsAdinA pApa mATe pramAdane nimitta gaNAvyuM che. je jIva apramatta che. upayogamAM che. te hiMsAdi pApathI bacI zakAze. koi paNa AtmA nAnI yA moTI, manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI hiMsA kare che tyAre tenI vezyA alpAtialpa azubha hoya che. cAra kaSAyomAMthI koi eka kaSAyane AdhIna banI akArya karavA prerAyelA hoya. tethI jJAnIno kahe che kaSAyone vaza na thatA vadhumAM vadhuM zubhadhyAnamAM rahevAnuM che. dareka jIvane eka sarakhA prANa nathI hotA. ekendriyane 4 prANa beindriyane 6 prANa te indriyane 7 prANa caurindriyane 8 prANa asaMjJI paMcendriyane 9 prANa saMjJI paMcenTiyane 10 prANa hoya che. te anusAra pApanA baMdhanI mAtrA paNa ochI vadhu thai zake che. saMsAramAM cAlatA, bolatA, besatAM, khAvA pIvAmAM karmaja baMdhAtuM hoya. hiMsA ja thatI hoya to jIvana vyavahAra kema calAvavuM ? tyAM jJAnIo javAba Ape che ke AvI koi paNa kriyA sakAraNa karavI hoya to te karatI vakhate jayaNA najaramAM rAkhavI. jayaNA pUrvaka karavAmAM AvatI kriyAnA pApa cIkaNAM nahi baMdhAya. jayaNAnA pAlananA prabhAve dIrdhAyuSya,nirogItA, saMpatti, aizvarya, rUpa, saubhAgya, susvara, yaza, zAMti, samAdhi, ane sadgatinI prApti sulabha bane che. dayA e dharmanI mAtA che. jIvanamAM dayAnA pariNAmo zreSThakoTino vikAsa pAme che tyAre te bhAvadayAmAM athavA vivekadayAmAM pariName che satya dharma paNa pAme che. sukSmajIvo prati dayAnuM svarupa ane vyavahAra batAvanAra jaina dharma Aje sAco dharma che. ane sAco jaina dharmI e che je pANI, pavana agni, vanaspatino bane eTalo ocho upayoga kare dharmano pAyo ahiMsA che ane svarUpa dayA che. hiMsAnA traNa prakAro batAvAyA che.
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________________ prANaghAta karavo, pIDA ApavI ane saMkleza karAvavo. koinAya paNa prANano nAza karavo, hatyA karavI karAvavI te prANaghAta. koineya paNa zArIrika trAsa Apavo te che pIDA. koineya paNa mAnasika trAsa, saMtApa Apavo te saMkleza. A traNeya prakAranI hiMsAmAM be be bheda che 1) sva 2) para AtmahatyAne paNa prANaghAta hiMsA kahI che. zArIrika anukULatA na hoya tyAre ArtadhyAnamAM rahI chAtI kUTavI ityAdi dvArA potAne kaSTa ApavuM te AtmapIDA che. cittamAM asthiratA lAvavI, saMkalpa vikalpa karavA te AtmasaMkleza che. bIjAne zaktithI vadhu kAma karAvavuM edrArA kaSTa ApavuM, meNA ToNAM vagere dvArA mAnasika saMkleza karAvavo e paNa para hiMsA che. bAhya nimittathI koinI paNa hatyA, pIDA ke saMklezane dravyahiMsA kahI che ane AtyaMtara nimittathI arthAt manathI thatI hatyA, pIDA, saMklezane bhAva hiMsA kahI che. dareka jIvane svataMtratA joie che. koine paNa parAdhIna rahevuM nathI. enA para bIjAnuM zAsana che e jema nacAve tema nAcavuM paDe che. ghaNIvAra ghaNA AtmAo potAnA vyaktitva para paDelI coTane sahana karI zaktA nathI keTalIka vakhata to AtmahatyA karatA paNa acakAto nathI. * madhyapradezamAM eka gAmamAM sasarAnA mAtra ToNAthI putravadhue zarIra para kerosIna chAMTIne mRtyu pAmI. pAchaLa saMtAnone namAyA banAvI gaI. manuSya bhavamAM vyaktitvane mahattva ApanAra ne sAmAnya apamAna paNa ene AkaruM lAge che. * eka rAjA hato. ekavAra eka saMnyAsI sAthe tenI mulAkAta thai. rAjAne joine e to UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. rAjAe praNAma karyA chatAM temanI gaMbhIra mudrA dUra na thai. tyAre rAjAe temane gaMbhIra rahevAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. saMnyAsIe kAraNa batAvavAnI nA pADI. rAjAe atyaMta Agraha sAthe jaNAvyuM ke bhale game te vAta hoya huM svasthatA TakAvI rAkhIza. atyaMta Agrahane vaza thai saMnyAsIe tene tenA mAtra sAta divasanA AyuSyanI vAta jaNAvI A sAMbhaLatAM rAjA ekavAra vicalita thaI gayo. pachI jo mRtyu avazyabhAvi che to DaravAthI zuM phAyado ? ema samajI rAjA svastha thai gayo. saMnyAsIne chatAM gaMbhIra joI rAjAe pAchuM kAraNa pUchyuM. saMnyAsIe kahyuM, 'rAjana, A vAta to pahelI vAta
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________________ karatAM paNa vadhu bhayaMkara che, tame sAMbhaLI nahi zako, javAdo e vAta." paNa rAjAe saMnyAsIne vizvAsa ApI kahyuM, "jo huM mArA motanI vAta sAMbhaLIne paNa vicalita nathI thayo. to pachI motathI vadhu bhayaMkara bIjI kaI vAta hoi zake ? tamAre mane kahevuM ja paDaze." saMnyAsIe kahyuM, "sAMbhaLo rAjana, tame marIne tamArA nagaranI bahAra AvelA nALAmAM kIDArUpe utpanna thazo." mota to badhA mATe samAna che. AthI bhayajanaka hovA chatAM apamAnajanaka nathI lAgatuM. jyAre uccapade birAjelAne padamyuti ke adhamagati tenA ahaMkArane coTa lagADe che. AthI rAjA A sAMbhaLI vicalita thai gayo. saMnyAsInI bhakti karyA pachI teNe potAnA senApatine bolAvI kahyuM, "sAtameM divase nALAmAM eka kiDo utpanna thaze. tene tarata ja khatama karI devo." sAtame divase rAjA marI gayo ane kIDAnA rUpamAM utpanna thayo. senApatie ene mAravA jevo ghA karyo, ke tarata ja kIDo motanA bhayathI aMdara chupAi gayo. ene paNa maravuM pasaMda na hatuM. ApaNe vicArIe chIe, ke AvuM jIvana to nathI jIvavuM. kIDI maMkoDA banavuM kone pasaMda hoya ? paraMtu e ja yonimAM janma lIdhA pachI maravAnuM pasaMda nathI paDatuM. senApati e kIDAne mAravAmAM niSphaLa gayo eTale AgaLa zuM karavuM? salAha levA saMnyAsI pAse gayo. saMnyAsIe javAba Apyo, "rAjAne bhale kIDAnA rUpamAM jIvavuM pasaMda nahotuM. paNa kIDAne to pasaMda che. have e na bhUlo ke e rAjA nathI. paraMtu kIDo che." Ama prAyaH koine maravuM, duHkhI thavuM, saMtApa pAmavo pasaMda nathI. hiMsAthI (1) verabhAva UbhA thAya che. jenI bhavobhava paraMparA cAle che. (2) duHkhI thayelA e jIvonI hAya hiMsakanA duHkhI karanAranA jIvananI zAMtine harI le che. (3) tIvra rAgadveSa durgAnanA kAraNe kliSTa karmo baMdhAya che. Ama kSaNika sukha lAbhanA badalAmAM dIrdhakALa duHkha UbhA thAya che. (4) bIjA ne azAtA ApI hovAthI vAraMvAra potAne azAtAno anubhava thAya che. (5) bIjAne pIDA ApavA dvArA bIjAne durbAna asamAdhimAM nimitta bananArAne paNa rogAdi vakhate asamAdhi ja rahe che. (6) jIvo pratye dayAbhAva premabhAva na rahevAthI bIjA karelA karAtA tamAma dharmo ucita phaLathI rahita banI jAya che. (7) bIjAnI nabaLI kamajora paristhitino geralAbha uThAvyo hovAthI potAnI tevI paristhiti sarjAya, eTaluM nahIM evI sarjAyelI nabaLI paristhitimAM koi sahAyaka banavAne badale geralAbha uThAvI vadhu trAsadAyaka paristhiti sarjaze. (8) jIvo pratye premabhAva rAkhavAnI prabhunI AjJAno bhaMga thavAthI A AjJAbhaMganA kAraNe mithyAtva dIrdhasaMsAravagere daMDa UbhA thAya che.
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________________ jinAjJA mujaba paramAtmabhakti karavAmAM jinAjJAnI ArAdhanA ja che. jIvonI hiMsA nathI. A vAta pratimAzatakavagere graMtho jovAthI taddana spaSTa thAya che. paramAIta kumArapALanA rAjyamAM koipaNa vyakti mArI' zabdano prayoga kare to tene daMDa thato. hiMsAnA prakAro iriyAvahiyaM sUtramAM sArI rIte varNavAyA che. A vAto manamAM besI jAya to jIvana dhanya bane. jIvanI virAdhanA mukhyatve A sUtrathI 10 prakAre thAya che. jIvanA mukhya bhedo 563 thAya. 563x 10 karavAthI pa630 thAya pachI rAga dveSa (2) daMDa traNa (3) karaNa, karAvaNa, anumodana (3) kALa (3) chelle arihaMtAdinI cha sAkSIe guNatA 18,24,120 prakAro thAya. kahevAnuM eTaluM ja ke sukSmAtisukSma bhAve AtmA jIva'nI virAdhanA karyA ja kare che. mAre virAdhanA nathI karavI. azAtA nathI ApavI AvA vicAro karavA paDaze. ghaNI vakhata aMdha, mUrakhA, bobaDA, laMgaDA jevA vacano vAparIne vacanathI hiMsA karI nAMkhIe chIe. duHkhInA duHkha dUra karavAnI davA to sAMtvanA che. ghaNIvAra jugAranA pAnA laine ramanArA hoya che. emAM rAjA rANI jokara ne mAryo evA zabda prayogo thAya che. te paNa vacana dvArA rasapUrvakanI hiMsA karI kahevAya. [ hiMsAnA kAraNe bhava bhramaNa vadhAranAra | - taMdulIyo matsya mAtra manathI pApa bAMdhI narake gayo. - zreNika haraNI ane haraNInA baccAne eka ja bANe zikAra karI abhimAna karyuM. mithyAtvanA kAraNe kareluM pApa narake lai gayuM. -mahezvaradatta jU mAravAnA badale yukAvihAra jinAlaya bAMdhyuM. - aImuttAmunie pANImAM pAtaruMtarAvyuM pachI pazcAtApathI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. - dharmarUci aNagAra tuMbaDInuM zAka paraThavatA hiMsA thatI joi karuNAthI aNasaNa karI vAparI tarI gayA. kAlasIrika kasAi rojanA 500 pADA mAratAM narakagati pAmyo. subhUmacakravartI bahmadara raudradhyAnanAM kAraNe naraka gatine pAmyA. ahiMsAno dharma sarvakSetrIya ane sarvakAlIya bane to ja jIvana saphaLa thAya. aNuM bombanA ochAyA nIce tharathara dhrujatI dharatI mATe ahiMsA e zAMtino dUta che katalakhAnethI jIvo jarUra choDAvIe paNa paricayamAM AvatA jIvone dhikkAravAnuM baMdha karIe. pArevaDAne caNa jarUra ApIe paNa sAthosAtha sahavartine vANInA DAma ApavAnuM
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________________ baMdha karIe. * bedarakArIthI thatA pApothI dUra rahIe. mojazokha nA kAraNe baMdhAtA pApothI bacIe... krUratAnA pApothI cheTA rahIe. * potAnI rakamanI vasUlI mATe guMDAo na mokalIe. rIvolvoranI dhAka dhamakI na apAvIe. * khetaromAM jherI davA na chaMTAvIe.. * garbhapAta jevI kAramI krUra hatyAo baMdha karAvIe. ujjavaLa evo zrAvaka saMgha traNeya hiMsAo kare ? nA..nA.nA. jIvadayA jenA haiyAmAM vasI che evI zrAvikAthI bhUlathI udaranA bALakane sukha mATe mArI nAMkhe ? A pApa nathI paNa mahApApa che. eka kabutara ke iyaLa marI jatAM pazcAttApa karatI zrAvikA zuM potAnA bALakanI hiMsA karI zake ? mAsakSamaNa karanAra zrAvikA AvA pApa karI zake ? pApa bAda thaDakAra nathI. duHkha nathI lAgatuM tenA para karuNA upaje che. eika prasaMgo pUnAmAM be bALakonI mAtA elArsana karAvavA gai. kizcayana DokTare A kUra hatyAnI nA kahI. samajAvyuM... A bALaka janmyo. saMskAra ane nimitta joradAra maLI jatAM 9 varSanI umare dIkSA lIdhI. be bhAi mahAna prabhAvaka sArA saMyamI banyA. jo bAieDokTaranI salAha svIkArI na hota to jinazAsanane bhAvinA mahAna AcAryanI bheTa na maLata. vastupALa-tejapALa, mIrA, sulasA, sItA kema thatAM nathI? kAraNa AvI pApI mAtAone kAraNe. A mahAna AtmAo thanArA bALako peTamAMthI ja ravAnA thai gayA. je nirdoSa che, je janyuM ja nathI evA bALaka para eTama bomba enuM nAma eborzana. pazunI hatyA karanAra kasAi karatA AvI mAtAo vadhu krUra che. A = eTama B = bomba 0 = ovara R = gulAbI T = TInara 1= saMvedanA (nirdoSa) anAtha, oparezana kITa hatyAH eka bena bhIMtanA kITa para jherI e chAMTI hajAro kalevarone nIce pADI rahyA hatA. uparanA mALe sAme zrAvaka-zrAvikA rahetA hatA A dazya joi kaMpArI chUTI gai. AvA dRzyo roja jovAya to jIvadayA pariNAmo kema Take ? tapAsa karatA khabara paDI ke davA chAMTanAra paNa bena jaina hatA. vAMdA, udara, udhai, kIDA mAravAnI davAonA vaparAzathI evA saMskArathI hRdaya kaThora banatuM jAya che. TI.vI. mAM pAvaDara nI
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________________ davAonI aDhaLaka jAherAto Ave che. AnI vacceya pariNAmone TakAvI rAkhavAnA che : jIvanamAM game te aMdhAdhUMdhI Ave to te karmanA udayathI Ave che mAnasika samatulA gumAvI na besatA. ATaluM karajo pRthvIkAya navA makAno, baMgalA banAvavA paDe to saMkhyA dhArajo. kuvA,bAga-bagIcA,taLAva, borIMga, sUraMga, bhoMyakhAnuM, paththaranI khANa, saDaka, nahera, pula, AdinA kAryo karavA paDe to saMkhyA dhAravI. khetIvADI saMbaMdhI jamIna kheDavI gaja-mITa2, ekara-vIdhA AdinuM pramANa dhAravuM. aplAya pIvAnuM pANI, nahAvAnuM pANI, samAraMbha mATe pANI, khetIvADI makAna nirmANa, phekTarI Adi mATe pANInuM pramANa dhAravuM. ghaDA, gelana, TeMkara, AdinuM pramANa dhAravuM. * teukAya pote ane potAnA parivAramAM upayogamAM AvanArA agni, ilekaTrIka sAdhano, bhaTTI, gesa, sTava, gIjhara,phona, kompyuTara ityAdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. vAyukAya nAnA-moTA paMkhAo, pAlakhI, jhUlA, pAraNA, hIMcakA, lIphaTa, hAramonIyama, piyAno, sAraMgI, tabalA AdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. vanaspatikAya) zAka bhAjI, phrUTsa nuM pramANa dhAravuM. khetara vADImAM ghAsa, pAkanI kapAi, niMdAmaNa AdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. asikarma soi, cappu, kAtara, bleDa, baMduka, talavAra, kaTArI, kodALI AdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. [masikarma ) pena-bolapena-pensIla-peDa, noTa, kAgaLa, patra-patrikA, phAila, jheroksa, TAipa rAiTara, pheksa mazIna, AdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. kRSikarma haLa, pAvaDA, tagArA, saMbala AdinI saMkhyA dhAravI. 38 LLLLLLL
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________________ 'juDu kadi na bolIe mUsAvAo ya logammi, savvaM sAhUhiM garihio avissAmo ya bhUANaM, tamhA mosaM vivajjae zarvatrika (na. 6 thI 13) bhAvArtha - lokamAM badhA sAdhu bhagavaMtoe asatya vacananI niMdA karI che. badhAnA avizvAsanA nirmANanuM kAraNa hovAthI juThuM bolavAnuM tyAgavuM joie. prazna vyAkaraNamAM lakheluM che ke "sacaMkhuM bhayanaM' arthAt satya eja bhagavAna che. sahajAnaMdI satya svarUpI AtmA sadA sanAtana sabhAvothI paripUrNa che. tema chatAM ajJAnanA kAraNe suMdara mahelane choDIne asatyanI aMdhArabharI koTaDImAM duHkhI thai rahyo che. satyanI utthApanA ane asatyanI sthApanA karI rahyo che. bhASA vargaNAnA pudagalo ne asatyamAM pariNamAvI satyane choDI matAgraha pramANe sva ane para banne AtmAone phasAvI nikAcita karmonuM baMdha karI rahela che. badhA prakAranA asatyavacana avizvAsanuM kAraNa bane che. lokamAM rahela badhA jaDa cetana tatvo / dravyo svarUpe che. potAnA dravya kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI potAnA mULa astitvane kAyama rAkhI niraMtara pariNamI rahela che. AvuM mAnavuM jANavuM ane kahevuM e nizcaya satyavrata che. Aje sthUla mRSAvAdaviramaNa nAmanA bIjA vratanI vAta karavI che...AmAM sauthI pahelAM ApaNe e jovuM che ke jUTha bolavAnuM mana kema thAya che ? zAstrakAra bhagavaMto jUTha bolavAnAM cAra kAraNo batAve che.. 1. krodhathI..2. lobhathI.. 3. bhayathI..4. hAsyathI. jyAre jyAre paNa jUTha bolAtuM hoya...bolavAnuM mana thatuM hoya tyAre tyAre tenA mULamAM jazuM to A cAra kAraNemAMthI ja koi ekAda kAraNa maLaze. Azcarya to e che satya bolavuM kAyama mATe saraLa che. jUTha bolavuM kaThina che. chatAM loko mATe bhAge jUThanA sahAre ja jIve che. tamArI dukAne eka gharAka Avyo. kApaDa joi teNe tamane bhAva pUkyo tame pAMca rUpiye mITara kahyuM...thoDI vAra pachI bIjo dharAka Avyo...tenI sthiti sArI jotAM tame tene cha rUpiye mITara kahyuM. trIjA dharAkane sADA pAMca rUpiye mITara kahyuM...have A ja traNe ya dharAkane jo be-traNa divasa pachI Ave to tamAre vyavasthita yAda rAkhavuM paDe ke kyA dharAko keTalA rUpiye mITara kApaDa pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ! Ane badale tame jo traNe ya
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________________ dharAkane eka ja bhAva kahyo hoya to tamAre kAMi yAda rAkhavuM na paDe ! tame sIdhesIdhuM kahI zako ke ATalA rUpiye mITara che ! satya bolanAranI yAdazakti ochI hoya to cAle paraMtu jUTha bolanAranI yAdazakti to majabUta ja hovI joie ! keTalI vicitratA che ? jUTha bolavuM ATaluM kaThina hovA chatAM jUTha ATaluM badhuM vyApaka kema banI gayuM che te vicAraNIya che..pUrvanA kALamAM rAjA mahArAjAone nAnI uMmarathI ja temanA bhojanamAM thoDI thoDI mAtrAmAM jhera apAtuM hatuM...kramasara jheranI mAtrA vadhAratA...AnI pAchaLa kAraNa e hatuM ke koi duzmana vyakti rAjAnA bhojanamAM kadAca jhera meLavo de to ya e jhe2 rAjAne mAre nahi....eTale dhIme dhIme khavAtuM jhera jema pacI jAya che, tema dhIme dhIme paNa satata bolAtuM juTha ghaNAyane pacI gayuM che... sAMbhaLyuM che ke varaso pahelAM amerikAmAM abrAhama liMkananI jayaMti ujavAtI hatI..tenI ujavaNI eka varasa sudhI cAlavAnI hatI...temAM je mANasa liMkananuM pAtra bhajavavAno hato tene, eka varasanI mudata pUrI thai gayA pachI paNa bhrama ja thai gayo ke.'huM' liMkana ja chuM...' badhI ya jagyAe te 'liMkana' nI jema ja varte..lokoe bahu samajAvyo to ya samajyo nahi...vAta vadhatI gai... jate dahADe loko taraphathI herAnagati vadhatI gai...kyAMka gALo khAvI paDatI to kyAMka lAto khAvI paDatI....A arasAmAM koie korTamAM kesa dAkhala karyo ke 'A liMkana nathI ane potAnI jAtane liMkana tarIke oLakhAve che.' A mANasa korTamAM hAjara thayo... rojanI herAnagatithI trAsI gayelo...teNe nirNaya karyo ke 'huM korTamAM kahI daiza ke huM liMkana nathI...' e korTamAM lAi DITekaTara mazIna hatuM ke je mazIna 52 AropIne ubho rAkhI jubAnI levAtI... AropI je jUThThuM bole to mazInamAM goThavAyela grApha para tarata ADI lITI thai jatI... A liMkana ne ubho rAkhyo..ghaNA prazno pUchAyA pachI korTamAM jaje pUchyuM,'tame liMkana cho ?' pelAe javAba Apyo,'nA' tarata ja grAphamAM ADI lITI thai gai...mazIne batAvyuM ke mANasa jUThThuM bole che, hakIkatamAM te liMkana ja che ! eka varasa sudhI liMkanamaya thai gayelA A mANasanA manamAM UMDe sudhI kevA liMkanapaNAnA saMskAra besI gayA haze ke satya bolavA chatAM mazIne 'asatya bolyo che' tevuM jAhe2 karyuM ! eka varasa mATe paNa jUThane satya tarIke svIkArI le to pachI jUTha, jUTha tarIke oLakhAya nahi... to pachI varasothI jUTha bolavAno ja svabhAva banAvI dIdho hoya tene A jUTha jUTha tarIke dekhAya nahi temAM zuM Azcarya che ? ApaNe jUThA chIe mATe ApaNane jUTha game che...saraLa lAge che...lAbhakArI lAge che...tenA vinA jIvAya ja nahi tevuM lAge che...upAdeya lAge che...ane tenA ja kA2Ne satya bolanAro vedIyo lAge che... satya bolIe to marI ja jaie tevuM lAge
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________________ che..avasara AvyuM satya choDatAM vAra ja nathI lAgatI ! paNa ApaNI A vRtti pravRtti ApaNane keTalA nukazAnamAM utArI rahI che teno ApaNane khyAla nathI... eka jUTha so jUThane kheMcI lAve che' e paMktinA AdhAre jIvanamAM aneka jUThThANAMo dhUsyAM. jUThano bacAva karavA mAyAno sahAro lIdho...mAyAe mithyAtvane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. "sAcAmAM samakita vase che mAyAmAM mithyAtvare prANI, ma karIza mAyA lagAra." Ama jUTha pratyenI dostI aneka avaguNone kheMcI lAvanArI bane che. !.. bAkI to AjanA kALamAM siphatapUrvaka jUTha bolanAro vadhu hoziyAra gaNAya che. puNya pahoMce che tyAM sudhI to kadAca e jUThanA kaTu vipAko nahi dekhAya paraMtu je divase puNya paravArya ane asatyabhASaNathI bAMdhelAM karmo udayamAM AvyAM te divase badhIya khabara paDI jaze.. tyAre to jJAnIo kahe che ke, "baMdha samaya citta cetIe, udaye zo saMtApa?'... karmo bAMdhatA khUba vicAra karajo..udayamAM Avaze tyAre samAdhi jALavavI khUba muzkela banI jazesamaju mANasa duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApatAM pAponI sAme lAla AMkha karIne jIvato hoya...jyAre mUrakha mANasa mAtra duHkhane ja roto hoya.... pApo khUba majethI karato hoya... eka jagyAe potAnI kanyAnuM vevizALa karavA icchatA eka bhAie potAnA bhAvi jamAinA pitAne pUchyuM,... tamAro dIkaro Ama to amane pasaMda che. paraMtu je jagyAe te nokarI kare che tyAM teno pagAra keTalo che ?' "evuM chene ke pagAra to mAtra 1200 rU. no ja che. paraMtu ADuM avaLuM karIne bIjA lagabhaga 1000-1200 lAve che....bolo, pUchavuM che kAMi bIjuM ?" nA nA..have zuM pUche ?...tamArA jevuM khAnadAna (!) kuTuMba ane Avo hoziyAra (!) jamAi maLato hoya pachI koNa bIje phAMphAM mAravA jAya ? karo kaMkunA mUratiyo pasaMda che!" .khAnadAnInuM ane hoziyAranuM mApa loko atyAre AmAM mAne che. satya bolanAra khAnadAna nahi, hoziyAra nahi, paraMtu jUTha bolavA chatAM te jUThane je mANasa khUba cAlAkIthI satyanA vastro paherAvI zake te khAnadAna.te hoziyAra. jagatanA rAhe anAdithI cAlyA chIe...have jinanA rAhe cAlIe... bAkI tamane khabara che ? pAMceya indriyomAM baLavAnamAM baLavAna indriya jIbha kema che? kAna be che....kAma eka che...sAMbhaLavAnuM...
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________________ AMkha be che...kAma eka che...jovAnuM.. jIbha eka che..kAma be che...bolavAnuM...khAvAnuM. AvI paristhitimAM jIbha para kaMTrola kevo hoya ? 'AMdhaLAnA dIkarA AMdhaLA ja hoya' e draupadInA mazkarInA vAkye mahAbhAratanA khUMkhAra yuddhanAM bIja ropI dIdhAM ema ajaina mahAbhArata kahe che... pratispardhirAjAnI sabhAmAM gayelA dUtane te rAjAe pUchyuM ke,'tArA rAjAmAM ane mArAmAM phera zuM ?' 'rAjan ! kyAM amAro rAjA kyAM Apa ?' 'eTale ?' 'eTale e ja ke amAro rAjA to bIjAnA candra jevo che ane Apa to soLe kaLAe khIlI uThelA pUrNimAnA candra jevo cho !' khuza thayelA rAjAe lAkha sonAmahoranuM inAma ApyuM ! A samAcAra vAyuvege je rAjAnI sevAmAM A duta hato to rAjAne pahoMcI gayA...rAjA to dhRvApUvAM thai gayo !...dUta Ave eTalI vAra...nAlAyakane talavArathI uDADI dauM ! pelo ta be-cAra divasa bAda Avyo. 'nAlAyaka ! duzmana rAjAnA darabAramAM mArI halakAi karI ?' ema kahI rAjA khullI talavAra lai dUtane mAravA doDyuM. 'rAjan ! mane khabara nahi ke Apa paNa mUrakha hazo !' 'nIca ! jIbha saMbhALIne bola ! nahitara A talavAra sagI nahi thAya !' 'rAjana ! sAMbhaLo to kharA...pratispardhi rAjAnI sabhAmAM huM je bolyo chuM temAM ApanuM gaurava meM ghaTADyuM nathI, paraMtu vadhAryuM che !' 'zI rIte ?' 'meM te rAjAne pUrNimAnA candra sAthe ane Apane bIjanA candra sAthe sarakhAvyA..bIjanA candranAM loko darzana kare che..paNa pUrNimAnA candranAM koi darzana nathI karatuM.... vaLI, bIjanA candranI kaLA roja roja vadhatI jAya che...jyAre pUrNimAno candra to divase divase nAno thato jAya che. have bolo rAjan ! bIjanA candranI sAthe ApanI sarakhAmaNI karIne ApanuM gaurava meM vadhAryuM che ke ghaTADyuM che ? teno nirNaya to Apa ja karI lo ! A sAMbhaLI rAjA khuza thai gayo...
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________________ lAkha sonAmahoranuM inAma ApI dIdhuM ! vANIno upayoga karatAM AvaDe to jhaghaDAnI zakyatAM hovA chatAM zAMti thai jAya ane jo te kaLA na hoya to zAMta...vAtAvaraNamAM ya kalaha utpanna thai jAya ! Ama vANInI ATalI jabaradasta tAkAtano khyAla rAkhIne jIvanamAM priya pathya satya vacana bolavA mATe satat upayoga rAkhavo... temAM ya koine bhAre nukasAnamAM utArI de tevA moTA jUThAno to sarvathA tyAga ja karI devo. kanyA nokara cAkara vagere saMbaMdhI jamIna makAna vagere saMbaMdhI jUThuM na bolavuM..koinI thApaNa oLavavI nahi. jUThI sAkSI bharavI nahi.... A vratane jALavavA vicArIne bolavuM. jarUra pUratuM ja bolavuM zakya mauna rAkhavuM..kleza kaMkAsathI bane teTalA AdhA rahevuM.... jo ATalI sAvadhAnI na rAkhI ane phAve tema...phAve tyAre bolatA ja gayA, to jIvanamAM kyA juThANAM nahi praveze te prazna che? zarAbI gharamAM pAMca cha boTala dArU caDAvIne eka zarAbI ghare Avyo. nazo utAryA pachI tenA mitre tene pUchyuM. kitanI boTala tu pItA che ? meM to ekahI boTala pItA huM, yAra itanA jUTha bolatA hai?..mane mere sAmane tuje chaha boTala pIte dekhA hai | suna dosta ! meM to sirpha pahalI boTala pItA hUM phira dUsarI boTalakA pInekA kAma pahalI boTala karatI he ! tIsarI ko pInakA kAma dUsarI boTala karatI he ! isI taraha cha boTala gale ke ce calI jAtI hai pahalI boTala pInA yA na pInA vaha mere hAtha meM hai | magara jaba pahalI boTala peTa meM gai phira bAkI saba boTala kA sahAlanA mere liye muzkila che ! keTalI sIdhI vAta che ! jUThanI zarUAta karavI ke na karavI e ApaNI marajInI vAta che. paraMtu, eka vAra jUTha zarU karyA pachI, bAkInAM jUThane aTakAvavAM bahu muzkela che. mATe ja jIvanamAM asatyoccAraNane tilAMjali dai do.. jUThanA svIkAramAM mithyAtvano svIkAra che, satyanA svIkAramAM samyagdarzanano svIkAra che.... jUThanA bacAva mATe mAyA AcaravI paDe...mAyAnuM sevana mithyAtvane lAve... mithyAtvane AtmAno anaMta saMsAravadhAre...A badhA saMbhavita apAyothI bacavA jIvanamAMthI jUThane kAyamI vidAya ApI daie.. ane te dvArA AtmasvarUpane prApta karI levA jevuM che.
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________________ ra ju sthala (dezathakI) mRSAvAda viramaNa vrata) sthUla mRSAvAdanA tyAgarUpa A dvitIyavratamAM khAsa nIce jaNAvAtAM pAMca moTA jUThano tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. (1) kanyAlIka - chokarA chokarIdAsa dAsI vagere koipaNa manuSyanA rUpa uMmara guNa ke Adata vagere bAbatamAM jUThuM bolavuM nahi. koi salAha mAMge to spaSTa vAta karavI. paNa jUThuM bolavu nahi. uparAMta koine sakhta AghAta lAge, hArTapheila thai jAya agarato ApaghAta karavAno prasaMga Ave tevuM jUThuM bolavuM nahi. irAdApUrvaka jANI joine jUThuM bolavuM nahi. (2) gavAlIka - gAya, baLada, ghoDo vagere cAra pagavALA jAnavarane aMge uMmara, dUdha, vetara ke Adata vagere bAbatamAM jUThuM bolavuM nahi. (3) bhUmi alIka bhUmi, khetara, makAna, bloka, phleTa, ghara, dukAna, ophIsa, vADI pramukha bhUmi saMbaMdhI jUThuM bolavuM nahi. bIjAnI jamIna vagere upara potAno hakka karIne dabAvavuM nahi. makAnanA kesamAM paNa sAmAne nukasAna pahoMcADavA khAtara jUThuM bolavuM nahi. (4) thApaNa moso - pArakI thApaNa (milkata) oLavavI nahi. (mAlika levA na Ave ane rahI jAya to jayaNA) (5) kUTasAkSI - bIjAne nukazAnamAM utAre evI jUThI sAkSI pUravI nahi. sAvacetI : hAsya, lobha, bhaya, krodha, A cAra mukhyataH asatyanA kAraNo jaNAvAyA che. tethI tenA atirekamAM nahi AvavuM... * pharajavagaranIkoivyavahArika pravRttimAM rasa nahi levo jenA kAraNe asatyabhASaNano prasaMge upasthita thAya.. * khAsa jinadharmanI nindA thAya tevA jUThathI to vegaLA ja rahevuM. jayaNA : sAMsArika pharaja AdinA kAraNe jUThuM bolavuM paDe to.. * hitabuddhithI ke bIjAne mRtyuthI bacAvavA mATe asatya bolavuM paDe to... * AvezamAM, AjIvikA mATe ke parAdhInatAthI asatya bolavuM paDe to... - karaNI : zAstravirUddha, jinAjJAvirUddha bhASAno tyAga karavo.... * usUtra - kuyukita - kutarkono parihAra karavo.... * pula prazaMsA tathA rAgapoSaka vANIno tyAga karavo..
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________________ aiticAra (1) sahasAkAra - vinAvicAre jema phAve tema bolavuM. gALa devI, kalaMka devuM ke mArmika vacana bolavuM te.. (2) rahasyabhASaNa - koinI gupta vAto jAhera karavI te... gupta vAto jANyA pachI sAmAne DarAvavo te. (3) vizvasta maMtrabheda - potAnI strI - sagAsaMbaMdhI Adi vizvAsunA duSaNa bolavA temaja nAdAnapaNAmAM karelI bhUlane bIjAnI pAse kahevI te.. (4) bhUSA upadeza - jUTho upadeza devo - khoTI salAha ApavI te.. (5) kUTalekha - khoTA dastAveja karavA. temaja temAM lakhela akSaro kADhI nAkhavA te... irAnanA khyAtanAma tatvajJAnI lukamAnane ekavAra koie pUchyuM, "zarIranA aMgomAM zreSTha aMga karyuM ? jIbha, kAraNa ke maDadAne paNa beThA karavAnI tAkAta jIbhamAM che. zreSTha aMga jo jIbha che to zarIranA tamAma aMgomAM sauthI kaniSTha aMga karyuM? javAba : jIbha, kAraNa ke pAMca phUTa uMcA mANasane paNa ubhA ubhA cIrI nAMkhavAnI tAkAta traNa iMcanI jIbhamAM paDelI che. jIbha ne jokhamadArI bharI javAbadArI soMpAyelI che. broDakAsTIMga karavAnuM kAma paNa kare ane phUDa saplAya karavAnuM paNa kAma kare. banne kSetramAM jIbhanI jamonopolI che. A jIbha dvArA arthahIna, marmaghAtaka, ahitakArI, vacana vagere bIjAnuM ahita thAya tevA vacano bolavA na joie, kAraNa ke e paNa jUTha che. ahitakArI satya paNa Akhare asatya mRSAvAda banI jAya che. koinA paNa svAbhimAnane dhakko pahoMce evA marmaghAtaka vacano bhUlamAM paNa na bolavA joie. satya ghUyAta, priye tUyAta, na ghUyAta satyapriya satya bolo, priya bolo. kintu apriya evuM satya na bolo. vANInA ATha guNa che. stokam, madhura, nipuNa, kAryApatita, atuccha, garvarahita, pUrva saMkalita, dharmasaMyukta. (1) stokam- ochuM bolo, TelIgrAma (tAra)nI mAphaka ochA zabdomAM pUrI vAta thavI joie. be zabdo kahIza ema kahI be kalAka bhASaNa karavuM. e koi kalA nathI, paraMtu zrotAo mATe balA che. eka sabhAmAM eka vaktAe kalAko sudhI bhASaNa calAvyuM. badhA kaMTALI gayA.
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________________ sabhAdhyakSe temane rokavA prayatna karyo. badhuM nakAmuM gayuM. chevaTe bhASaNanA aMte pravacana puru karatAM vaktAo mAphI mAMgatA kahyuM - mApha karajo. mArI pAse ghaDiyALa na hatI. adhyakSe kaTokSa karatAM kahyuM - paNa sAme kelenDara to hatuM. je pote samajato nathI athavA samajAvatAM AvaDatuM nathI te ja vadhu bole che. eka vAkyathI samAdhAna thAya che, be vAkyathI saMzaya ane traNa vAkyothI muMjhavaNa. breka vinAnI kAra, aMkuza vinAno hAthI ke lagAma vinAno ghoDo jo jokhamI che, te breka vinAnI vANI to mahA jokhamI che. jene kyAM aTakavuM ? kyAre aTakavuM ? e khabara nathI. eNe cAlu ja karavuM joie nahi. (2) madhura- karNapriya vacana bIjAnA manane jItavAnI cAvI che. kAgaDA koyala vacce A ja pharaka che. (3) nipurNa : arthasabhara bolavuM joie. artha vagaranuM bolanArane pAgala gaNavAmAM Ave che. (4) kAryApatitaM H avasa252 avasarane yogya bolavuM joie. na bolavAthI kAryamAM koi avarodha ubho thato hoya, to ja bolavuM joie. (5) anucche : vaktA tathA zrotA baMnenuM gaurava vadhe, evA vacana bolavA joie. vANI e to ApaNI pAtratAnI oLakha che. vANIthI bIjAne tucchakaranAra pote tuccha manano gaNAya che. (6) garvarahita : svaprazaMsA, ApavaDAi, meM ameM evA potAnA garvane pragaTa karanArA zabdo potAne ja priya lAge che, bIjAne nahi. garvokita kadI yukita na banI zake. ene kyAreya vansa mora maLatuM nathI. (7) pUrva saMkalita : pUrvApara saMbaMdha, AgaLa pAchaLano vicAra, pUrve kahelA vacanone khyAlamAM rAkhI bolavuM joie. (8) dharmasaMyukta : potAnI vANI bIjAnI dharmazradhdhA vadhAre evI dharmapreraka hovI joie. nItisaMpanna hovI joie. dharmanItinI ghAtaka na hovI joie. vadhu bolavuM eTale jUThThuM bolavuM. ema samajI kyA samaye keTaluM bolavuM joie eno viveka rAkhavo joie. vagara vicArye AvezamAM AvIne ke jJAnanA ahaMthI bolavAthI enuM pariNAma kharAba Ave che. udAharaNa - (1) kAmathI thAkelo putra ghare Avyo. bhUkha lAgI hatI. mA gharamAM na hatI. zodhavA chatAM khAvAnuM na maLyuM. mA bahArathI pANI lai ghera AvI. putre kahyuM,''kyAM gai hatI ? zuM zULI para caDavA gai hatI ?'' mAe paNa gussAmAM kahyuM," ATalI bhUkha lAgI hatI, to tArA hAtha zuM kapAi gayA hatA ? khAvAnuM ahI rAkhIne gai hatI. to LLLL nil
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________________ tuM jAte lai zakato nahoto ?" AvA marmaghAtaka vacanonuM pariNAma e AvyuM, ke gharamAM kaMkAsa thayo. pachInA bhAvamAM putrane nirdoSa hovA chatAM corInA Aropasara phAMsInI sajA maLI ane mAnA hAthamAMthI baMgaDI na nIkaLavAthI coroe tenA hAtha kApI nAkhyA. () eka mahilAno pati bAra varasathI paradeza hato. patravagerethI koi samAcAra maLatA nahi. pativratA strI patinI gerahAjarImAM sAdhvI jevuM jIvana jIvI rahI hatI. sapheda kapaDAM, AbhUSaNano upayoga nahi. miSTAnnatyAga, pArTImAM javuM nahi vagere vagere. ekavAra eka sAdhu gocarI levA tenA ghare AvyA. gocarI vahorAvyA pachI, e strIe munine pUchyuM - mArA pati ghara kyAre pAchA Avaze ? prazna vakhatanI grahadazA, vAtAvaraNa, svara vagerenA AdhAra para bhASAsamitino sAvadha niravadyano vicAra karyA vinA sAdhue kahI dIdhuM, "kAle savAre ATalA vAge tAro pati Avaze." pelI strI khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gai. patinA satkAranI taiyArI rUpe ghara svaccha karyuM. bIje divase pote paNa suMdara vastrAbhUSaNathI banIThanIne taiyAra thai gai. sUcita samaya para ghoDApara besI teno pati ghera Avyo. patnIe satkAra karyo paNa patie tenA sAja zaNagAra joi tenA cAritra para zaMkA vyakta karI. patnIe sAdhu mahArAjanA jJAnanI prazaMsA karI gai kAle ApelA sacoTa javAbanI vAta jaNAvI. AthI patinI zaMkA vadhu majabUta thai. zaMkA kRmi jevI che. keTaluM ya sAruM bhojana hoya, paNa peTamAM rahelA kRmi ja te khAi jAya ne puSTa bane. khAnAro nahIM. zaMkAnI hAjarImAM sArI ane sAcI vAta paNa zaMkAne puSTa kare che patine lAgyuM ke patnI sAdhu sAthe durAcAramAM phasAI che. patie patnIne jaNAvyuM - jo tAro sAdhu sAcuM kahI zakato hoya, to huM tenI parIkSA lai khAtarI karIza. teNe sAdhu pAse jaine kahyuM - jo tame tamArA jJAnathI sAcuM kahI zakatA ho, to mArI ghoDInA garbhamAM nara che ke mAdA te kaho. pahelAM potAnA jJAnanA ahaM vaDe sAvadya vAta karanAra sAdhu have potAnI AbarU bacAvavA bhASAsamiti cUkyA ane kahI dIdhuM - tenA garbhamAM nara che. ghare jaI patnIne sAdhunI vAta kahI ane ghoDI para talavArano ghA karyo. ghoDInuM peTa phATatAM nara bacyuM taraphaDatuM bahAra AvyuM. ghoDI ane bacce baMne maryA. A hiMsAthI pIDita thai, ane bAra varasa patinA virahanA kAraNae sAdhvI jIvana gALavA chatAM patie potAnA zIlapara zaMkA karI, e vAtathI duHkhI thaI strIe paNa AtmahatyA karI. patine satyanI khAtarI thatAM zaMkA to dUra thai, paraMtu pativratA patnIe potAnA kAraNe AtmahatyA karI, tethI duHkhI thaI, patie paNa AtmahatyA karI. A samAcAra maLatAM sAdhue potAnA sAvadhavacananuM pariNAma jANI AtmazuddhimATe anazana karyuM. eka sAvadhavacananuM kevuM bhayAnaka pariNAma ! Ama satyavana paNa sAvadya vacana hoya, to e mRSAvAda che. niravadya hitakArI madhura satyano mahimA aparaMpAra che. vizvAsanI bhUmi satya
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________________ che. ahiMsAnI siddhi ane dharmanI ArAdhanA satyapara nirbhara che. ekAnta vAdanA asatyapara AdhArita thavAthI ja anya darzananA badhA siddhAMta ane anuSThAna vyartha thai jAya che. jene siddhAMta ane anuSThAna tAkAtavAna bane che, enuM mukhya kAraNa che anekAntano satyaAdhAra eka saMta pAse eka yuvaka Avyo. saMte sanmArge vALavAnI bhAvanAthI pUchyuM - tame zarAba pIo cho? yuvake nA pADI, pharI pUchyuM - sIgareTa ! yuvake nA pADI - pAna parAga ? nA. jUgAra? nA. parastrIgamana ? nA. yuvakanI sArI cAlacalagatathI prabhAvita thai ane tene sudhAravAno avasara nahi maLe. ema samajI duHkhI thatAM saMte pUchayuM, "to pachItArAmAM zIkhAmI che?"yuvake javAba Apyo, "jI, mane jUThuM bolavAnI Adata che." - have tame ja vicAro, A eka AdatathI bAkInA javAba kevA thai gayA ? basa, vAta Ama che. eka asatyanA lIdhe badhI sArI bAbato tathA badhA dharmo asatya banI jAya che. satyavacanI banavAthI (1) satvanI zuddhi thAya che. (2) hRdaya svaccha rahe che. (3) buddhi nirmaLa bane che. (4) mauna sahaja bane che. (5) mana svArthamukta bane che. (6) vacanasiddhi thAya che. (7) lokapriyatA prApta thAya che. (8) nirbhayatA pragaTa thAya che. (9) sthiratAguNanI prApti thAya che. (10) AtmA mohamukta bane che. AvA to agaNita lAbha che. hiMsAdi doSathI durgati thAya che, paNa doSamAM kAraNabhUta dubuddhithI usUtraprarupaNA, asanmArganI sthApanA, puNya pApamAM niSedharUpa nAstikavAdano pracAra, vijJAnavAda, upabhoktAvAda, vartamAnanI majA mANI levAnI vAto vagere rUpa mRSAvAdathI to mithyAtvanuM poSaNa ane anaMta saMsAramAM bhramaNa nizcita thAya che ne jIbha na maLavAnA ekendriyabhavo maLe che. ATaluM jarUra karIe I kaThora zabdo bolI koinuMya jAheramAM to apamAna na karavuM. ja jAti, samAja, gaccha ane dezamAM phUTa paDe athavA paraspara kaSAyo vadhe evuM pagaluM na bharIe. * koinI paNa nAnI paNa anAmata na dabAvavI. #i koi nakkara purAvAo vinA mAtra anumAno dvArA koinI para jUThTho kalaMka, Aropa na lagAvIe na nAmA patra na lakhIe. koineya svArthavaza thaine khoTI salAha na ApavI. ja koinA ya paNa khoTA dastAveja, sarTIphIkeTa na banAvI devA. ja koino ya khoTo kesa dAkhala na karavo. koine ya irSyA Adi bhAvothI nIce pADavAnA peMtarA na racavA.
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________________ koinA ya dilane Thesa lAge evo bhASA prayoga na karavo. azlIla vANI, kaTAkSo, vyaMgabANo, jokasa Adi na uracaravA koinI paNa gupta vAto na sAMbhaLavI. kadAca saMbhaLAi jAya to rahasya khullA na karavA. gaMbhIra banavAnuM lakSa rAkho. keiTalAka praznottarI bhava rAzimAM bhamatAM potAnA mATe, kuTuMba parivAra mATe he prabhu! nAnuM moTuM juThuM bolI krodhAdithI paNa asatya uccArI mArA satya svarUpI AtmAnA guNono vidhAtaka banyo, adhe ! AtmAnuM abhASaka svarUpa mane prApta thAo evI aza abhilASA! pra. 1 mRSAvAda viramaNa vrata kone kahe che? uttara juThano tyAga karavo tene mRSAvAda viramaNa vrata kahe che. pra. 2 keTalA prakAranA juTha choDavA lAyaka che? uttara kannAlikagovAlika, bhomAlika, thApaNamoso, moTI kUDI sAkha A pAMca juTha choDavA lAyaka che. pra. 3 jIva saMbaMdhI juTha keTalA ? uttara kannAlika, govAlika, ane sacita bhUmi hoya to bhomAlika. pra.4 bhagavAnanA khoTA sogaMdha khAya to kayo doSa lAge ? uttara kuDI sAkha. pra. 5 khoTI uMmara batAvI dikarI paraNAve to kayo doSa lAge ? uttara kaDhAlikano doSa lAge che. pra. 6 devALuM phUMkanArane kayo doSa lAge? uttara thApaNa mosAno doSa lAge. . pra. 7 vizvAse mUkI jAya vastu, ArogI jAya jema pazu to kayo doSa lAge ? uttara thApaNamoso. pra. 8 vizvAsanuM vrata karyuM? uttara bIjuM vrata. satyabhASI sadA vizvAsa hoya che. pra. 9. mRSAvAdanA aticAra keTalA che ? kyA kayA? uttara mRSAvAdanA aticAra pAMca che.
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________________ (1) sahasAbhakhANe, 2) rahasAbhakhANe, (3) sadAramatabhee, 4) mosovaee, 5) kuDalehakaraze. pra. 10. eprila kula karI koine gabharAve to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara sahassAbhakhANeno aticAra lAge. pra. 11. hArTaeTekano koI kAraNa ? uttara bIjA vratamAM sahassAbhakhANenA doSathI. pra. 12 sahasAbhakakhANa eTale zuM ? uttara krodhAdi kaSAyanA AvezamAM AvIne vinA vicArye koinA upara doSAropaNa karavuM. koipaNa khAtrI vinA zaMkAthI bIjA upara Aropa lagAvavo ane potA upara AvelA Aropane miTAvavA mATe koine doSita kahevuM dhrAsko paDe tevuM jorathI bolavuM. pra. 13 rahassAbhaka khANa eTale zuM ? uttara koinA rahasya pragaTa karavA te athavA koie vizvAsa rAkhIne karelI vAta pragaTa karavI. pra. 14. peTa na rAkhe moTuM ne bole khoTuM to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara rahassAbhakhkhANe (pati - patnInuM paraspara hoya to te sadAramaMtarabhee) no aticAra lAge. pra. 15 potAnI strI yA puruSanA marma khullA kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara sadAramatabheeno aticAra lAge. pra. 16 te marmanI vAta sAcI hoya ane pragaTa kare to aticAra kevI rIte lAge ? uttara Ama karavAthI strI ke puruSano vizvAsaghAta thAya che. te lajjita thaine kadAca AtmaghAta paNa karI le. Ama vizvAsaghAta ane hiMsAnI apekSAthI satyavAta pragaTa karavI te paNa aticAra che. pra. 17. khoTI salAha tathA upadeza Ape to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara kosovaeseno aticAra lAge. jenAthI tenuM ahita thAya. dharma ane dhananI hAni thAya che. pra. 18 banAvaTI sahI karavI, khoTo dastAveja banAvavo to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara kuDalehakaraNano aticAra lAge. pra. 19 zrI prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM satyane zuM upamA ApI che ? uttara bhagavAnanI upamA ApI che. sacce khu bhayad.
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________________ pra. 20 zrI ThANAMga satramAM satyanA keTalA prakAra kahyAM che ? uttara satyanA cAra prakAranA kahyA che. 1) kAujjayayA kAyAnI saraLatA. 2) bhAsujyayA bhASAnI saraLatA. 3) bhAvajuyayA bhAvanI saraLatA.4) avisaMvAyaNA joge asaMvivivAditA. pra. 21 satya vAta nizaMka pALavAthI AtmakalyANa koNe karyuM? uttara AnaMda zrAvaka. pra. 22 bhagavAne keTalAM prakAranI bhASA kahI che? uttara cAra prakAranI 1) satya, 2) asatya, 3) vyavahAra, 4) mizra. pra. 23 cAramAMthI keTalA prakAranI bhASA sAdhune bolavAnI kahI che ? uttara satya ane vyavahAra ema be prakAranI kAyA ane kuTuMba jIvananI AdhArazIlA che. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM sukhada Azcarya sarjAyuM che. jinazAsana to pAmyA sAthe sAdhupaNuM paNa pAmyA. ane emAM paNa AcArya pade pahoMcyA. hA aNAhA kahe huno, jai na huMto jiNAgamo. jo Agama na maLyuM hota to kai durgatimAM ame TIcAyA hota. TI.vI. nA jherIlA yugamAM paNa seMkaDo yuvAno jinapUjA tathA 3-3 kalAka A zibiromAM vAcanA zravaNa kare che. A zibirone to jinazAsananI garimAne jALavI che. jIvanazuddhi ane cAritrazaddhine pATha Apyo che. dharmaratna prakaraNa graMtha ziramora che. bhAvazrAvaka nA guNonuM varNana ApeluM che. mAtra kapaDAthI sAdhu ke zrAvaka na banAya. eka AcArya bhagavaMte zrAvakane patramAM 21 guNathI vibhUSita suzrAvaka.. ema lakhyuM zrAvake guru ma. ne pUchyuM sAheba ! huM to eka guNanA nAma paNa jANato nathI to pachI Apane mRSAvAdano doSa na lAge ? nA. upacAra bhASAno prayoga dazavaikAlikamAM che. koi bALaka lAkaDAnI ghoDI banAvI ramatA hoya e vakhate ApaNe ene kahIe ke e ya ghoDI dUra kara to Ama kaheluM e mRSAbhASA nathI paNa upacAra bhASA nAme satya bhASA che. jema lAkaDAnI ghoDI ne ghoDI kahevAya tema A upacAra bhASAthI tane lakheluM A dharmaratna graMthanA aMdarathI ApaNe thoDI vAto vicArazuM. jIvanamAM zAMti mRtyumAM samAdhi ane paralokamAM sadgati joItI hoya to be cIja tarapha ApaNuM lakSa joie. anyathA parabhava paNa bagaDI jaze. bhagavAne ApaNI ciMtAkarI emaNe A be cIja batAvI kAyA ane kuTuMba e ApaNA jIvananI AdhArazIlA che. kAyA rogothI ubharAya to paNa dharma na thAya. ane kuTuMbamAM dharma na hoya to paNa na cAle. kAyAmAM roga hoya to durgAna
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________________ thAya. karmabaMdha thAya. kAyAnI taMdurustI sAthe dharmanI custatA beya joie. zarIramAdya khalu dharma sAdhananA dharmanuM sAdhana zarIra che. zarIra vinA dharma na thAya. nikAcIta karmodaya sivAya koi roga na Ave enI takedArI joie. zarIra vyAdhigrasta hoya to koija ArAdhanAmAM majA na Ave. tapa paNa eTaloja karavAno jenAthI zakti kSINa na thai jAya. AMkhonA teja khalAsa thai jAya to 492 AyaMbile paNa pAraNuM karavAnI jinAjJA che. taMdurastI jALavavAnA be upAyo batAvAyA che. 1 niyamItatA 2) niyaMtritatA asAdhya vyAdhio zarIrane gherI vaLe che kAraNa niyamItatA nathI. savAranA cAra vAgye uThI javuM. bapore 12 vAgye jamavuM evuM kharuMne? hojarInuM kamaLa khIle tyAre jamavuM joie. Aje kensara, bI.pI. DAyAbiTIza AdinA rogo vadhI rahyA che enA mULamAM A beya kAraNo hoI zake che. sUvAnuM uThavAnuM ane vAparavAnuM to amAre paNa hoya che. ane tamAre paNa hoya ! ApaNA bannemAM pharaka che sAdhunuM badhuMya niyamita hoya ane je hoya emAM paNa niyaMtraNa paNa hoya ! je hoya te khAo, jyAre tyAre khAo, ubhA ubhA khAo, sUtA sUtA khAo, hAlatA cAlatA khAo A breka vinAnI gADI ja ghaNAM akasmAta sarjI de che. mAtra AhAranI bAbatamAM niyamitatA ane niyaMtraNa nathI. uThavAnuM, paheravAnuM, jApamAM, sAdhanAmAM,badhAmAM jarUrI che. brAhma mUhUrtamAM jAgavAthI lAbho paNa ghaNA maLe che. mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika zAMti paNa vadhe ? viziSTa zaktino prAdubhAva paNa vahelA uThavAthI thAya che. rAtre vahelA je sUve, vahelA uThe vIra baLa, buddhi dhana vadhe, sukhamAM rahe zarIra.." brahmamUhUrtamAM uThavAthI buddhi vadhe, lAbhAMtarAya no kSayopakSama thavAthI tijorI chalakAya. zrAvakanA kULanI maryAdA che rAtre kyAMya jAya nahi kuLane khAnadAnanI kalaMka lAge, kAmI ane cora rAtre nIkaLe. "yA nizA sarva bhUtAnAM, tayAM jAgartisaMyamI !' rAtre 12 vAgye paNa TIvI nI cenalo cAlu hoya rAtre paNa divasa jevI doDAdoDa kharu ne ? paMkhIo paNa sAMje mALAmAM hoya, Dhoro paNa rAtre rakhaDatA na hoya paNa AjanA nabIrA rAtre rakhaDe ! aniyamItatA ane aniyaMtratatA banne khataranAka doSo che. khAvA pIvAmAM dravya, kSetra kALanAM niyamonI upekSAthI taMdurastInI ghora khodAi gai che. * gharamAM ja khavAya, bahAra nahIM (kSetranI niyamItatA) * bhakSyaja khavAya, abhakSya nahIM (dravyanI niyamItatA)
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________________ * divase ja khavAya, rAte nahIM (kALanI niyamItatA) Aje A traNeyamAM bephAma banyA mATe bimArI che. kaMdamULamAM mAtra hiMsAja kAraNabhUta nathI paNa dIrdhadraSTA bhagavAne zarIra bagADe, prakRti tAmasI banAve, mAnasika taMdurastI paNa bagADe che AthI ene paNa abhakSya kahyuM che. Aje mANasa cha"vA" thI mAMdo paDe che. 1) havA 2) khAvA 3) pIvA 4) kuMkavA 5) mAvA 6) davA. A chavAnA panAre phasAyA chIe. kArbana DAyokasAiDa monokasAiDa bharapura zarIramAM jAya che. AthI zaradI, chIMka, AvyA ja kare. bharapura vAhanonI vaNajhArathI enI praduSaNa bharI havAthI phephasAne nukazAna thAya che. je nukazAna sigareTa phUMkavAthI thAya te A havAthI paNa thAya. bhakSyAbhaDhyathI maryAdA tUTI che. saMskRtinuM zirSAsana thai gayuM che. pahelAM gharamAM khAtA ane jADe pharavA bahAra jAtA.Aje udhuM thai gayuM. jJAnIoe loTa vigerenA paNa kALa batAvyA che. breDa baTara ityAdi paNa na cAle. sukhaDI AdinA paNa kALa batAvela che. zAstranA bhaMgamAM paNa ArogyanI hAnI che. eka bhAi hoTelamAM gayo. samosA maMgAvyA aMdarano masAlo khAvA lAgyo. veiTare Ama karavAnuM kAraNa pUchatA jaNAvyuM ke DokTare bahAranuM khAvAnI nA pADI che arthano kevo anartha karyo. be jaDabAM vacce anaMtA tIrthakaronI AjJAne cAvI javAnuM pApa na karazo. iMDA, mAMsa dArU jeTaluM ajugatu rAtribhojananuM pApa che. 1 jhIMjhuvADAmAM OMkAra sUri mahArAjAnA parivAranI vAta sAMbhaLI che. kAMtIbhAi nAma, bhAi atyaMta custa 15 mA varSe mAsakSamaNa vagere karyA che. dakSiAnI bhAvanA na ja thAya to nakkI kare ke lagnamAM barapha nahIM, abhakSya vagere to nahi ja. jamAi mAthAno ! jamAie sasarAnuM mAthuM nIce namAvavAnI Teka lIdhI ! sUryAsta bAda bahArathI Avyo. jamavAnI nA pADI, mAmalo bicakAi gayo. kAMtIbhAine bAMdhachoLa karavA kahyuM. beya namavA taiyAra nathI. sabaMdha bagaDavAthI dIkarI ghare raheze te mane maMjUra che paNa bhagavAna sAthe sabaMdha bagaDe e na cAle bhagavAnanI AjJArUpa zrAvakanI zobhArUpa Adarza jIvanamAM utAro. AnnAdrohI na banIe. game te upAya ajamAvIne paNa prabhunI AjJA pALo. eka aMdha daridrIe devanI ArAdhanA karI. deva prasanna thayo. ekaja varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. eNe mAMgyuM ke mArI AMkhe 7mA mALanI havelImAM besI sonAnA hiMcake mArI sAtamI peDhIne jhUlAvuM. ekamAM keTaluM mAMgyuM? amo paNa cAra mahinA mATe vyAsaNAnA paccakhANa gurudakSiNAmAM mAMgIe chIe. ghaNA pApothI bacI jazo. kaMika karo.. kazuMka karo.
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________________ corI navi karIe... kriyAnuM kAma baMdhanuM che. rasanuM kAma anubaMdha che. rasavinAnI dharmakriyA sadgatimAM lai jatI nathI. rasa vinAnI pApakriyA durgatimAM prAyaH karIne lai jatI nathI. * pravRttinA saMskAra AvatA janme nahIM Ave paNa vRttinA saMskAra AvatA janme jarUra Avaze. je kSetramAM corI karavAnI tamAre bilkula jarUra nathI tevA kSetramAM morI bilkula nahIM karavAno niyama lo.' .. ArthI mANasa koi divasa bhalo na hoya lobI mANasa koi divasa dAtA na hoya bhogI mANasa koi divasa nirogI na hoya ! * peTanA bhukhyAne ThArI zakIe paNa mananA bhukhyAne ThAravuM muzkela che. 0 pagadaMDI to kyAMka aTake che paNa A manadaMDI kyAMya aTakatI nathI je padArthanI Asakti hoya che tenI alpatA ApaNane phAvatI nathI. citamanta macitaM vA, appaM vA jaDa vA bahu / daMtta sohaNa mittaM pi, uggahaMsi ajAruyA dazavaikAlika a-6 gA. 14 bhAvArtha - sacita ho yA acitta, alpa hoya ke vadhAre cAhe dAMta sApha karavAnI saLI kema na hoya to paNa pUchyA vinA grahaNa na karo. zarIra pudgala, bhautika sukha sAmagrIo Adi badhA padArtho AtmAthI sarvathA bhinna che. emAM iMca mAtra paNa sukha nathI paraMtu ajJAnavaza thai emAM lupta banI nijanA bhAvo emAM grahaNakArI upabhoga karavuM te bhAvaco2I che. AvA bhAvothI rahita banI AtmAnA sahaja svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karavI e ramaNatAnA AnaMdane mANavuM te asteya vrata che. zrAvakanAM 12 vratamAMnuM trIjA naMbaranuM vrata che.'skula adattAdAna viramaNa vrata' ka 8888 888 54
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________________ mAlikanI rajA vinA vastu levI rAkhavI! tenuM nAma adattAdAna ane tenAthI aTakavuM tenuM nAma "viramaNa'. jema mRSAvAdanA mULamAM hAsyAdi 4 che, tema adattAdAnanA mULamAM mukhyatayA asaMtoSa che. jIvanamAM jeTalo asaMtoSa vadhAre teTalo adattAdAnano doSa vadhAre..! saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI' ema kahevAne badale ema kaho ke "sukhI nara sadA saMtoSI je sukhI che te kAyama mATe saMtoSI hoya...taLiyA vinAnA atRptinA khapparane pUravA mATe te AkhI jiMdagI barabAda na karI nAkhe.. puNyanA udayakALamAM puNyanA mAlika tarIke te jIvato hoya. gulAma tarIke nahi !..koI jagyAe paramAtmabhaktino bhavya mahotsava cAlato hoya..kyAMka jinavANI zravaNa karavAnI taka maLatI hoya.koika ThekANe dharmanuM koi kAma AvI gayuM hoya to sukhI paraMtu saMtoSI mANasa dukAna vagere baMdha karI khuzIthI te te kAryomAM bhAga le..tene dukAne gayA vinA na ja cAle evuM nahi.paraMtu A bane kyAre ? tyAre ja ke jyAre jIvanamAM saMtoSane mukhya rAkhyo hoya. eka vAta samajI rAkhajo ke kAyAnI jarUriyAta maryAdita che. khAvA mATe cAra roTalI..sUvA mATe cAra phUTa jamIna ItyAdi maLI jAya pachI te vadhAre mAMgavA taiyAra nathI...vadhAre Apo to tene cAle tema nathI. jyAre mananI mAMgaNI amaryAdita che. game teTaluM tame tene Apo. ochuM ja paDe che ! tenI mAMgaNavRtti game teTaluM maLavA chatAM UbhI ja rahe che...! kyAreya te tRpta thatI nathI..!..AnuM kAraNa e che ke mananI mAMgaNIo amApa che. ! dasa hajAranI gaNatrIthI dhaMdho zarU karo....nava hajAra maLe ke tarata ja mana eka lAkhanuM lakSya batAve..navANuM hajAra pahoMco ke dasa lAkhanuM lakSya batAve nava lAkha pahoMco ke karoDanuM lakSya batAve.have A khappara purAya zI rIte ? bhUlazo nahi, ApaNuM vAsanAnuM zarIra eTaluM badhuM moTuM che ke AkhI duniyAnAM kapaDAMthI te DhaMkAya tema nathI. eTale DAhyo mANasa vAsanAnI yAtrAne pUrI karavAne badale adhUrI ja choDI de che. ane Azcarya to e vAtanuM che je A yAtrAne adhUrI choDI de che tenI vAsanA nAmazeSa thai jAya che !.je pUrI karavA doDe che tenI vAsanA vadhu ne vadhu prajavalita thatI jAya che.. daniyAnI cIjo meLavI levAnI lobhavRtti jIvane corI karavA prere che. e cIjo na maLe tyAM sudhI satata asamAdhi.saMklezanI AgamAM jIvane bALo che. dhArelI cIja karatAM ochI maLe to ya ajaMpAmAM tene rAkhyA kare che. 1992 nI sAlamAM zerabajAramAM tejI AvI tejInA mojAmAM rAtorAta lakhapati
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________________ ane karoDapati banI javAnA mohamAM keTalAe phleTa veMcIne zeramAM rokANa karyAM. insanTa lAbhanI ghelachAmAM bamaNo jugAra ramyA. karoDapati banavAnA aramAno adhUrA rahyA. AlizAna phleTo gayA ne nAlAsopArA ke DoMbIvalInI cAlIomAM rahevA javuM paDyuM. roja eka suvarNanuM iDuM mUktI maradhI eka mANasane bheTa maLI paNa hajAro suvarNa iMDA eka sAthe meLavI levAnI utAvaLe teNe maradhIne cIrI nAMkhI eka iMDuM na maLyuM paNa pArasamaNi jevI maradhI sadAnA mATe khoi nAMkhI. 1 prAya: san 1953-54 mAM arabastAnamAM eka bhayAnaka vicitra rogacALo lokomAM phelAyo. zarIramAM ThekaThekANe gumaDA phUTI nIkaLe. bhayaMkara khAja Ave. lahAya hAya UThe. davAkhAnAo AvA rogIthI ubharAi gayA. sAmAnya davA TrITameMTa phela javA mAMDyA. keTalAka to bicArA pIDAthI ribAi ribAine marI gayA. sarakAra coMkI UThI. A navA prakArano roga phelAvAnuM kAraNa zuM? tapAsa mATe guptacara khAtAnI madada lIdhI. ane bhAMDo phUTI gayo. keTalAka telanA vepArIoe peTrola rIphAInarI onA saMcAlakono sAtha lai krUDa oilamAMthI vAsa dUra karAvI tela sAthe bheLaseLa karavA mAMDI hatI. tagaDo napho kamAvA mAMDyA hatA. e vepArIonA telanA namUnA leboreTarImAM cakAsaNI mATe mokalAyA. nakkara sAbitIo pUrAvAo rIporTI maLyA. kesa thayA pakaDAyelA badhAne phAMsI thai. e pachI thoDA ja divasomAM eka akhabAramAM sanasanATIbharyA samAcAra chapAyA. jemAM telanA eka vepArInA ApaghAtanI silasilAbaMdha hakIkata chapAyelI hatI. e vepArIe ApaghAta karatAM pUrve patra lakhelo.-"telamAM bheLaseLanA kaubhAMDamAM huM paNa bhaLelo hato. paNa huM pakaDAyo nahIM. paraMtu peparamAM roje roja pakaDAyelA vepArIonI cakacArabharI vigato vAMcato hato. lokonA phiTakArabharyA vacano sAMbhaLato hato, ane aMte teone maLelI phAMsInI sajAthI lokoe anubhavelo AnaMda paNa joyo. AthI mAruM haiyuM hacamathI UDyuM che. mArA pApo mane dhrujAvI rahyA che. roja rAtanA pazAcika svapnAo AvI rahyA che. mArA bheLasaLIyA telathI parezAna thayelA loko mArI chAtIe caDhI mAruM lohI cUsavA paDApaDI karI rahyA che. evA bihAmaNA svano ane vicArothI huM bhAMgI paDyo chuM. mArA gojhArA pApanI sajA jAte ja lai have A bhAra, Dara ane akaLAmaNathI mukta thavA ApaghAta karI rahyo chuM. dhananI lahAyamAM dagAbAja bheLaseLIyA tarIke jIvatA rahevAno mAro koI adhikAra nathI. mArA nAmane thaMkajo, mane khAMsaDAno hAra paherAvI, pachI mArA maDadAne paththarothI chuMdI
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________________ nAMkhajo, ane dATazo nahIM, bhUmi apavitra banI jaze. ane mArA anubhave saune vinaMti karuM chuM ke thoDA lobhamAM bheLaseLIyA pravRttithI kadI koInA jIvana sAthe ceDA karazo nahIM T DrAivaranI bAjumAM beThelA zeTha Aje ja paradezathI AvelA.moDhA para udAsI bhAre...kAra calAvatAM calAvatAM ja DrAivare pUchyuM, 'kema zeTha ! majAmAM nathI ?' nA..paradezamAM gayo hato kamAvA...paNa pAMca lAkhanuM nukazAna thayuM. A sAMbhaLatAM ja pAchaLanI sITa para beThelA zeThANI khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyAM ! pAMca lAkha gumAvyA nathI, pAMca lAkha kamAyA che... DrAivara muMjhAyo....zeTha kahe che. pAMca lAkha gumAvyA.." zeThANI kahe che "pAMca lAkha kamAyA. !" sAcuM koNa ? gADI UbhI rAkhI.. zI vAta che zeTha ?' jo zeTha javAba nahi Ape..! vAta ema hatI ke ahIMthI paradeza jatI vakhate zeThanA manamAM ema hatuM ke. paradezamAM dasa lAkha to kamAiza ja...paNa dhArI kamANI thai nahi.pAMca lAkha ja kamAyA.e gaNatrIe zeTha kahe che, "pAMca lAkhanuM nukazAna thayuM...' jyAre huM ema mAnuM chuM je mUDI hatI temAM pAMca lAkhano to vadhAro ja thayo che ne ! eTale pAMca lAkha kamAyA..' paDI samaja ?' DrAivara zuM bole ? manano svabhAva abhAvane pakaDavAno che. potAnI pAse zuM che, tenI manane paDI nathIpotAnI pAse zuM nathI, tenI manane paDI che. ane duniyAmAM che karatA nathInuM lIsTa bahu moTuM che...eTale ja DAhyo mANasa che tene najara sAme rAkhI saMtoSathI jIve che ane nathI ne pakaDavAnI mahenata nathI karato... AvI vRtti jIvanamAM AvI jAya to adattAdAnanA pApane AcaravAnuM mana na thAya. ! ane yAda rAkhajo...AtmAmAM saMskAra vastunA nahi, vRttinA paDe che. be rUnI ke bAra rU.nI rakamanA saMskAra nathI paDatA, paNa saMskAra to rcArInA ja paDe che. eTale ja jhINAmAM jhINI corI karatAM paNa khUba vicArajo.... hamaNAM ja amerikAnA sekreTarI opha sTeTa mi. DIna acesane lakhela prasaMga kyAMka vAMcavAmAM Avyo. basamAM musApharI karatA eka yuvakanA khIsAmAM ko'kano hAtha gayo. yuvakane khabara paDI jatAM turtaja hAtha dAvyo. pAchaLa joyuM to khIsAmAM hAtha nAMkhanAra eka yuvatI hatI. bannenI najara maLI. yuvatIne jela bhegI karI devAne badale yuvatInI sAthe
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________________ lagna karavAno tene vicAra jAgyo.yuvatI pAse prastAva mUkyo..maMjUra thai gayo..banne paraNI gayA..yuvatI pAsethI taphaDaMcI karavAnI kaLA yuvaka zIkhyo. banne sArAmAM sArA nAmacIna uThAvagIra thayA.. eka divase yuvatIe yuvakane kahyuM ke ApaNe ApaNA chokarAne evI TrenIMga ApavI che ke uThAvagIrImAM tene emerikAmAM koi pahoMce nahi ! tene koi polIsa ke sI.Ai.DI. pakaDI zake nahi ! lagna jIvananA trIje varase yuvatIe putrane janma Apyo.paraMtu bALaka cAra mahinAno thayo ne koNa jANe zuM thayuM.. chokarAnA jamaNA hAthanI muThThI baMdha thaI gaI. DokTara pAse lai gayA.. paNa muThThI na khUlI..chevaTe thAkIne mAnasazAstrI pAse lai gayA..mAnasazAstrIe ghaNA ya nusakhAo ajamAvyA....paNa te ya saphaLa na thayo. chelle teNe potAne kAMDe bAMdhelI sonAnA paTTAvALI ghaDiyALa choDI..cheka sUtelA chokarAnA baMdha muThThIvALA hAtha pAse ghaDiyALa lAvI, te paTTAthI ghaDiyALane halAvavA lAgyo. ane camatkAra thayo ! e ghaDiyALa levA mATe chokarAe hAtha uchALyo.muThThI kholI.ane bhAre Azcarya to tyAre thayuM ke jyAre e baMdha muThThImAMthI sonAnI vIMTI bahAra paDI ! e vIMTI tenI mAtAnI ja hatI ke je pahelA guma thai gayelI ! mAnasazAstrI DokTara.aThaMga uThAvagIra A yuvaka yuvatI AjubAjunA mANaso ya stabdha thai gayA ! mAtra cAra mahinAnI kumaLI vayamAM corInA A saMskAra ! mAtA pitAnA manamAM jIvanamAM vyApta thai gayela A coravRtti putranA jIvanamAM kevI sAMgopAMga utarI ! - vicAra karatA karI de tevuM A daSTAMta che..ADedhaDa corIo karatA hoie puNya jora karatuM hoya ane kadAca na pakaDAtA hoie to ya paralokamAM tenAM pariNAma kevA bhayaMkara ! A lokamAM ya azAMti ajaMpA keTalA ? corI karatAM pakaDAi javAya to apayaza....apakIrti..sajA vagerenAM saMbhavita nukazAno keTalAM ? mATe jIvanamAMthI A pApane ravAnA ja karI devA jevuM che..anyanI dekhAdekhI..irSA vagere paNa corI karAvanArAM preraka tattvo che..e badhAyane tilAMjali dai devAno nirdhAra karIe to ja A pApathI chuTAya....Aje hAlata vicitra che..bAjuvALAnA dUdhapAkane joine mANasa potAnI thALImAM rahela roTalo pheMkI devA taiyAra thayo che. puNyahIna dazAne kAraNe dUdhapAka maLato nathI ane hAthamAM rahela roTalo zAMti Apato nathI.. 1 corI karatAM pakaDAi gayelA eka corane phAMsInI sajA jAhera thai...phAMsIne mAMcaDe jai rahelo cora raDato hato..
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________________ 'nAlAyaka ! corI karatAM zarama na AvI ane have sajA bhogavavAno vakhata Avyo, tyAre rovA beTho che ?' sainike kahyuM. 'nA, motanA DarathI nathI raDato !' 'to ?' 'mArI pAse suvarNa siddhino prayoga che...te mArA motanI sAthe ja niSphaLa thai jaze..e vicAre raDI rahyo chuM !' 'alyA ! ATaluM badhuM juThuM bole che ?..jo tArI pAse Avo koi prayoga hoya to corI karavA tuM jAya zuM kAma ?' 'jiMdagImAM eka vAra to rAjAne tyAM corI karavI ja che.' e vicAre corI karavA gayelo...nasIba vAMkuM te pakaDAi gayo...bAkI mArI pAse suvarNa siddhino prayoga che temAM koi zaMkA nathI..' sainike rAjAne vAta karI...rAjAne thayuM, AvA mANasane mArI nAMkhavo ThIka nahi...bolAvyo potAnI pAse..'tuM lokhaMDanuM sonuM banAvI daiza ?' 'hA..paNa eka zarate..AkhA gAmanA badhA mANasonI hAjarImAM A prayoga karI dekhADIza ' nizcita samaya AkhuM gAma prayoga jovA bheguM thayuM..pelA coranA hAthamAM rasano vATako che. nIce lokhaMDa paDyuM che..cora maMtro bolI rahyo che... 'rAjana ! mane maMtra ApanAra gurue kahyuM che ke A prayoga evA mANasathI ja saphaLa thaze ke jeNe jiMdagImAM kyAreya corI na karI hoya ! huM to cora chuM..eTale mArAthI A prayoga nahi thAya..ApanAmAMthI jeNe kyAreya corI na karI hoya tene AgaLa AvavA do..' vAta sAMbhaLatAM badhA ghara bhegA ravAnA. rAjA..maMtrI..koTavAla...sainika...nagarazeTha...pradhAna...ATalA ja mANaso hAjara..eka bIjAnAM moDhA joyA kare.. 'rAjan ! corInI sajA jo phAMsI hoya to tamAre badhAe phAMsIne mAMcaDe caDI javA jevuM che....nahitara to ema ja jAhera karo ke corInI sajA phAMsI nathI !' corI karatAM pakaDAi javAya to tenI sajA phAMsI che ! A rAjA zuM bole ? corane choDI mUkyo.. puNya hoya to corI karavAM chatAM ahIM yA chUTI jaie...paNa paralokamAM zuM ? 830 59 LA L&L
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________________ A vAstaviktAne najara sAme rAkhI jIvana jIvIe to A kALamAM ya corI karyAM vinA sukha-cenathI jIvI zakAya tema che..evA jIvananA svAmI banavA mATe kamase kama koinAM khIsAM kApavAM...gaThaDI upADavI..dhana mAlanI taphaDaMcI karavI...vecavAnA mAlamAM bheLaseLa ka2vI...rAjadaMDa thAya tevI TeksAdinI corI karavI...upakArIo sAthe paNa ThagAi karavI..vagere rUpa moTI corIono to sarvathA tyAga ja karI devo...te mATe vyavahAra pramANika rAkhavo..raste paDelI cIja sAme najareya na nAkhavI... na nahitara duniyAnI cIjo ahiMyA ja rahI jaze...ane tene ApaNI ka2vA karelAM corI vagerenAM pApo paralokamAM sAthe Avaze.. bolyo. pelA traNa dArUDiyA rastAmAM arasaparasa vAta karatA hatA.. 'yAra ! dila hotA hai tAjamahAla kharIda luM.' pahelo bolyo. 'tuM kitane bhI rUpaye de magara abhI becanekA merA irAdA nahi hai / ' bIjo 'are ! tuM bhale becaneke liye taiyAra ho jAya aura vaha lene ke liye bhI taiyAra ho jAya ! meM jaba khAlI karUMgA taba ye ho sakegA na ? tAjamahAla meM khAlI karanevAlA hI nahi' trIjo bolyo. A dArUDiyAo jevI mUrkhAi janamojanama ApaNe karI che.... have samajaNanA gharamAM AvIe....'saMtoSa' ne kendramAM rAkhIne jIvIe ane 'citta cokhkhuM corI navi karIe' nA maMgaLakArI vacanane jIvanamAM amalI banAvIe... to ja 'sthUla adattAdAnaviramaNa vrata' nA pAlananA ArAdhaka banI zakaze... bIjAnuM dhana corI AnaMdita thavuM. A corI aneka prakAra thAya che. corI, DAkugIrI, anIti, vagere. anIti - bhAva vadhu kahevo, sArA mAlamAM kharAba mAla bheLavavo, mAlanuM tola ochuM karavuM, ochuM ApavuM te anIti che. Aje ApaNI mAnasika paristhiti evI thai gai ke koi cIja maphatamAM maLe, vagara mahenata maLe, ke tarata ja ha2khAi jaie chIe. aneko AnaMda maLe. che. maphatamAM, vagara parizrame ke ochI mahenate meLavavAnI lAlasAnA pariNAme ApaNe mAnasika bImAra banyA chIe. anItithI meLavelA rUpiyAmAM AnaMda maLe che. Ama loTarI, resa, sattA, zera, jugAranI bolabAlA vadhI che. cAranI AjJA vinA jo koipaNa cIja levAmAM Ave che te adattAdAna che.
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________________ (1) svAmI Adata - dhana suvarNa vagere te tenA mAlikanI AjJA sivAya levAmAM Ave to. (2) jIva adatta - macchara, gAya, gheTAM vagere jIvonI hatyA vakhate temanI anujJA vinA temano prANa levAthI. (3) tIrthakara adatta - jaina hovA chatAM kAMdA baTATA vagere anaMtakAya-kaMdamULa khAvA, rAtribhojana karavuM, Aiskrima jevI abhakSya vastu khAvI, vagere karavAthI tIrthaMkaranI AjJAno bhaMga thavAthI. (4) guru adatta - gurubhagavaMtanI AjJAno bhaMga karI je kAMi karavAmAM Ave che te. cAturmAsanA divasomAM vinaMtI karavAthI padhArelA gurubhagavaMtanI nizrAmAM tapa japa vagere ArAdhanA karavI joie. gurunI AjJA mujabano tapa karavo joie. pravacana zravaNAdi karavA joie. to guruAjJA pAlanano lAbha maLe cora sAta prakAranA hoya che. (1) corI karavAvALo. 2) corane AjIvikA ApavAvALo, (3) corane corI karavAnI salAha ApanAra, (4) corane corI karavAnuM sthAna batAvanAra, (5) corIno mAla kharIdanAra, (6) corane bhojana karAvanAra, (7) corane Azaro ApanAra. vepAranA nAma corIH- (1) corane corI karavAmAM sahAyaka banavuM, vyAje paisA ApavA. (2) corIno mAla kharIdavo. (3) dezamAM jeno pratibaMdha hoya, teno vepAra karavo. (4) milAvaTa bheLaseLa karavI. (5) tolamApamAM gaDabaDa karavI. A paNa corI che:- (1) koinI thApaNane devALuM phUMkavAnA nAme khAi javI. (2) koinI guma thayelI vastune potAnI gaNI rAkhavI, (3) koi potAnI mUlyavAna vastu bhUlI gayo hoya tenA mAlika banI besavuM, (4) rastAmAM jatAM AvatAM koinI paDI gayelI vastune upADI levI. corI ke anItinuM dhana azuddha che. e dhananA vyayathI je AhAra meLavIe chIe te paNa azuddha che. azuddha AhArathI zarIra, mana tathA pAMca indriyo azuddha bane che. azuddha dehathI karelI dharmakriyA paNa azuddha che. azuddha kriyAnuM phaLa paNa apUrNa ane azuddha maLe che. corInA nukasAno-(1) dhana agyAramo prApya che. corI karanAra prANa levArUpe hiMsA kare che - hiMsAnA doSa seve che. (2) bIjA bhavomAM baLada-bheMsa banIne kaMika gaNuM vadhu cUkavI ApavuM paDe che. (3) jenI corI karI, e leNadAra bane che, bIjA bhavomAM bImAra putra vagere banI leNuM cUkate kare che - ane tamane mAnasika trAsa vagere maLe che. (4) corIthI mananI pavitratA nAza pAme che. (5) evuM darbhAgya udayamAM Ave che, ke pachI mahenata karavA chatAM majUrI karavA chatAM peTajoguM paNa maLe nahIM. sarvatra niSphaLatA
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________________ apamAna sahevAnA Ave. (6) potAnI potAnA mATenI sakhata mahenatanuM phaLa bIjo ja jhApaTI jAya che. ane saMtApa pelAne maLe che. devAnaMdA brAhmaNIe pUrvabhavamAM ratnano dAbaDo corelo...bIjA bhavamAM tIrthaMkara jevA zreSTha putraratnanuM garbhamAMthI ja apaharaNa thayuM. zaMbUke upavAsa sAthe eka mahInA sudhI jhADapara UMdhA mAthe laTakAi sUryahAsa khaDga meLavavAnI mahenata karI. paNa maLI gayuM e khaga lakSmaNane....zaMbUkane to e khaDgathI ja mAthu kapAvAthI mota ne naraka maLyA. mArga upara koinI, jenuM vizeSa mUlya nathI evI vastu ke 5/10 rUpiyAnI noTa paDI hoya to te lai garIbane ke bhaMDAramAM nAkhIe to zo vAMdho ? evI ghaNAM dalIla kare che. paNa je vastu tamArI nathI enuM dAna karI maphatanuM puNya meLavavA javuM ayogya che. eka-be sekanDamAM pAkITamAra pAkITanI corI kare che athavA gaLAnI cena lUMTe che. tethI hakIkatamAM coranAra mAtra pAkITa ke cena leto nathI paNa tenA prANa lo cho. pAkITa ke cena dvArA be-pAMca hajAranI rakama javAthI e vyaktine keTaluM duHkha thAya ? kadAca coranAra pakaDAi jAya to Aja kAraNe coranArane be-pAMca varSanI sajA apAya che. zAstromAM maMDika ane vijaya coranA draSTAMta Ave che. teone A apalakSaNanA kAraNe zULIe caDhavuM paDyuM hatuM. rohaNIya cora, prabhasvAmI vi.nI. jema je guNavAna vicAravAna AtmA bIjAnuM dhana coravAnI kuTevane ayogya mAne che. tenAthI nivRtta thavA bhAvanA bhAve che. jIvanamAM sadguNonI prApti karavA prayatna kare che. te A lokamAM paNa ane paralokamAM paNa sukha yaza kIrtinA adhikArI bane che. pUrvakRta karmanA kAraNe bhale amuka samaya sudhI ayogya AcAronuM pAlana karyuM paNa jyAre satya samajAya che, e mArge javA apanAvavA prayatna thAya che. tyAre tevA AtmAno uddhAra thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. bIjAnuM dhana corI levuM e jema ayogya che tema vyAja maryAdAthI vadhu levuM, garajavAna joi tenI sAthe ayogya levaDa devaDa karavI e paNa corInA kAma jevuM kRtya che. bIjA zabdamAM dhana coravAmAM nathI AvatuM paNa dhanane lUMTavAmAM Ave che ema kahevAya, A kAraNe adattAdAnanA pAMca aticArothI dUra rahevuM, e vratadhArI zrAvakanuM kartavya thai jAya che. pAMca aticAra 1) tenAhata grahaNa :- tenA cora, Ahata - corelI, haraNa karelI, grahaNa mA~ 62
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________________ levI, svIkAravI, cora dvArA corI karIne lAvelI vastu levI. 2) taskara prayoga :- taska2 - cora, prayoga - preraNA ApavI. corane corI karavA salAha, preraNA, madada ApavI. (3) tasmrutirUpaka vyavahAra :- tat - asalI vastu, pratirUpa - samAna (tenA jevI karIne) vyavahAra - vecavuM, arthAt vastumAM bheLaseLa karavI. asalI vastunA sthAne khoTI nakalI ApavI. vi. 4) viruddha rAjyAgamana :- rAjya viruddha, rAjyanA nIti niyamo viruddha, rAjyanA kAyadA niyamothI viruddha jai karacorI, vyApAra Adi ka2vo. (5) kuMDatulA kuMDamAna :- tula vajana karavuM, mAna mApavuM, bharavuM, vepAra AdimAM tola mAna mApa khoTA rAkhavA. ochA bharavA, vadhAre levA vi. uparanA aticAro sevana karanAra bhale bAhya rIte cora kahevAto ke jAhera thato nathI. paNa corano bhAi ghaMTIcora nI jema corIno poSaka anumodaka paNa cora kahevAya che. chUTachATa jayaNA ajANapaNe anyanI vastu bhUlathI levAya jAya, vaparAya jAya to te mATe jayaNA. svapnamAM paNa AjIvikAdinA kAraNe sUkSmadoSa sevAi jAya to jayaNA.eja rIte kauTuMbika saMbaMdhe bIjAnI vastune mArI bolAi jAya, levAya, jovAya ke vaparAya jAya to jayaNA. T ghaNAMne bIjAne ghare jai pUchyA vagara chApuM, pustaka, Teliphona, paMkho Adi vAparavAnI jovA aDavAnI Teva hoya che. paNa ghara saMbaMdhinuM ke oLakhatI vyaktinuM hoya to paNa vinA kAraNe aDavA jovAnI pravRtti karavI nahiM. pUchIne kAraNa hoya to ja vAparavI. A paNa sUkSma rItanI corI che. - corInuM pApa karanAra (1) daurbhAgya - durbhAgyavAna. bhavAMtaramAM dharmano dveSI (2) preSya - bhAgyamAM nokarI, dAsapaNuM, garIbAi je lakhAi hoya temAM sudhAro na thAya. (3) dAsya - zeThanA meNAM TeNAM sAMbhaLavA, hIna kAryo karavA, gulAma thavuM. (4) aMgacheda - gunAhita kAmonA kAraNe upAMgonuM chedana bhedana, zaktihIna thavuM, duHkhI duHkhI thavuM. (5) daridratA - lakSmI devInI kRpAthI vAMchIta thavuM. dhana dhAnyano parigraha bhUlethI paNa koi lai na jAya, corI na kare tethI ghaNAM uMghamAM ne uMghamAM baDabaDa kare che. eTaluM ja nahiM paNa sarpa, uMdara jevA tiryaMca jIvo paNa saMgraha karI rAkhelA dhana u52 phaNIdhara thaine bese che. pote bhogave nahiM, bIjAne bhogavavA de nahiM.
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________________ bhagavAna mahAvIranA mAtA devAnaMdA ne trizalA rANI pUrva bhave jyAre derANI jeThANI hatA tyAre alaMkArano dAbaDo chUpAvyo hato. tethI A bhavamAM 82 divasa pachI banne vacce garbhAharaNano prasaMga thayo. kahevAnuM tAtparya eja ke mAtra corI ja nahiM, koinuM mazkarImAM chupAvavAthI paNa pApa lAge che. je loko khAtara pADI, dhADa pADI, tALA toDI, khIssA kApI ke apaharaNAdi karI moTI corIo, niMdanIya kRtyo kare che, teone keTaluM pApa lAge che te samajI zakAya tevuM che. T kumArapALa rAjAe duHkhI avasthAmAM uMdare bIlamAMthI kADhelI suvarNa mudrA (corI hatI) lIdhI hatI. pariNAme uMdara maraNa pAmyo. 0 zeThane ghare cora corI karavA AvyA. to zeThane uMghamAM ja A bolyA ke, dhana lIdhuM ke, gAThaDI bAMdhI ke, evA vacana bolatA hatA. e sAMbhaLI cora muMjhAyA ane corIno mAla lIdhA vagara gayA. 0 puNiyA zrAvakanI zrAvikAe paDosIne tyAMthI kahyA vagara eka chANuM lAvI tenA dvArA rasoi karI tethI zrAvakanuM sAmAyikamAM mana na coMTyuM. coranuM jo vartamAna jIvana tapAsavAmAM Ave, to (1) bhIkhArI ke dayApAtra dazAmAM samaya pasAra kare. (2) coreluM dhana game teTaluM hoya paNa lAMbu Take nahiM. (3) corelA dhanamAMthI bhAga mAganArA ghaNAM Ave. jo na Ape to vera vadhe. (4) corane zAMtithI khAvA, uMghavA ke jIvavA na maLe. (5) corane sAMtvana ApI AMsu lUchanArA koi na maLe. (6) bhayathI haMmezAM e bhayabhIta hoya. (7) pakaDAya jAya to maraNatola mAra khAvo paDe, jelamAM javuM paDe yAvat phAMsInA mAcaDe paNa caDavuM paDe. prisaMgo) 0 devAnaMdA - pUrva bhave dAbaDo chUpAvyo. 0 rohaNIya cora- prabhuvIranuM ekavacana sAMbhaLI tarI gayA. prabhava cora- jaMbukamArane tyAM corI karavA mATe AvyA paNa saphaLa na thatAM upadeza sAMbhaLI saMyamI thayA. 0 lakSmI muMja (gaNadhara) - vratane daDhatAthI pALI dhanya banyA. vaMkacUla - cAra pratijJAnA prabhAve dhanya banI gayo. rAjAno vizvAsu mahAamAtya , banyo. A corIthI... T satvanI hAni thAya che.
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________________ | D 0 asatyanA saMskAro paDe che. 0 anyano avizvAsa ubho thAya che. jinAjJAno lopa karAya che. 0 lokamAM apayaza maLe che. 0 paralokamAM duHkhone noMtare che. 1 azubha karmano baMdha kare che. jIvanamAM azAMti sAthe ArogyanI hAni thAya che. || Atma vikAsamAM rUkAvaTo ubhI thAya che. mATe AvI corInA saMskArothI cha gAu cheTA rahejo. D D D keTalAka praznottara he prabhu ! potAnuM acaurya svarUpa bhUlI mArA AtmAe jIva adad, svAmI, guru, tIrthaMkara adatta AcarI para yugalane grahaNa karavAnI vyartha icachAo dvArA gADhA karmonA baMdhanathI baMdhAyo che. have zIdhrAtizIvra ahag viramaNa thAo. pra. 1 adattadAna kone kahe che ? uttara mAlikanI AjJA na hovA chatAM ApyA vinA vastu levI te. pra. 2 adatta keTalA prakAranuM che ? uttara cAra. 1) svAmI, 2) jIva, 3) guru, 4) tIrthakara adatta che. pra. 3 zrAvakane keTalI corI choDavAnuM kahyuM che? uttara cAra prakAranI corI choDavAnuM kahyuM che. 1) khAtara khodIne, 2) gAMTha kholIne, 3) tALA upara pheMcI lagADIne, 4) koinI vastu paDI che ema jANIne chatAM levI ityAdi. pra. 4 zrAvakane keTalI corIno AgAra che ? kai kai ? uttara zrAvakane traNa corIno AgAra che. 1) sagAsaMbaMdhI, 2) vyApAra saMbaMdhI, 3) paDelI tuccha vastuno. pra. 5 adattAdAnanA aticAra keTalA che ? kayA kayA ? uttara adattAdAnanA aticAra pAMca che.
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________________ 1) tetrAhaDe, 2) takkarapAoge, 3) viruddharajjAikame, 4) kUDatula-kUDamANe, 5) takhaDiruvagavavahAre. pra. 6. videzI vastuno vyApAra kare to kayA aticAra lAge ? uttara tetrAhaDe, takkarapage, viruddha rajjAikame. A traNa aticAra lAge. pra. 7. eka ne eka TIkITamAM bIjo musApharI kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara viruddharajjAikameno aticAra lAge. pra. 8. asalI ghImAM DAlaDA milAvIne vaheMce to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara "tapUDIrUvagavavahAre' no aticAra lAge. pra. 9. corAu vastu lIdhI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara tetrAhaDeno aticAra lAge. pra. 10 corane madada karI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara "takkarappaoge" no aticAra lAge. pra. 11 dANacorI vagere kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara viruddha rajjAikkameno aticAra lAge. pra. 12 boTA-tola mApa kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara phUDatole-kUDamANeno aticAra lAge. pra. 13 vasudekhADe sArI, Ape kharAba to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara takhaDiruvagavavahAreno aticAra lAge. pra. 14 kApaDa vaheMcatAM thoDuM ochuM mApIne Ape to? agara to vAramAMthI tasucore to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara kUDatole-kUDamANeno doSa lAge. pra. 15 parikSAmAM corI karavAne madada kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara takkarappaogeno doSa lAge. pra. 16 khoTA tola-mApa karavAthI kai gatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya? uttara tiryaMca gatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. pra. 17 hAthInA dAMta dekhADavAnA judA ane cAvavAnA judA evuM kyAM batAvyuM? uttara trIjA vratamAM takhaDiruvanavavahAre zabdathI jaNAya che. pra. 18 adattAdAnanuM sevana karIne adattAdAnano tyAga koNe karyo?' uttara prabhava cora.
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________________ vinaya mAnakaSAyane toDe che. karmasattAnI satAmaNI A jIve anaMtI kALa sahI che. manuSyabhavamAM garIbI, dAsatvanA duHkho sahyA che. devagatimAM irSyA ane atRptinA vipAko sahyA che. nakagatimAM paramAdhAmInI vedanA sahI che ane tiryaMca gatimAM paNa pAra vinAnI vedanA sahI che. have chUTakAro kyAre ? kema thAya ? kayu sthAna ? jyAM janma jarA maraNa Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi na hoya. te sthAna che mokSa. tyAM javAya kema ? cAritra dvArA asaMga banI 22 pariSaho AdinuM pAlana karIe to mokSa thAya. duHkhamaya saMsAranuM bhAna te samyagdarzana che. te darzana jJAnathI prApta thAya. jinavacanomAM batAveluM navatatva, jIvanA 563 bhedonuM svarUpa jANIe to zradhdhA prApta thAya. paNa jJAnane prApta kema karavuM ? teno rAha che vinaya. anAdithI jhUkavAmAM rUkAvaTa karanAra hoya to te che mAnakaSAya che. mAnakaSAyanI polAdI bhekhaDane dUra karo. upakArIono vinaya karo. te agAdhasAgarathI taravA mATe nAva banI raheze. mokSa mATe cAritra, cAritra mATe darzana, darzana mATe jJAna, jJAna mATe vinaya joie. najara samakSa gautama svAminuM jIvana vicArIe to thAya ke anaMta utsarpiNI avasarpiNImAM AvuM pAtra jovA na maLe. abhimAnanA zikhare rahela indrabhUti prabhunA caraNe keTalA namra...khIranuM pAtra akSaya bane AvI anaMta labdhi... sUryanA kiraNathI aSTApada parvata caDI gayA...jihAM jihAM dIje dikhkha....tihAM tihAM kevala upaje ! jema vepArI kharIdImAM gIphaTa Ape tema gautama svAmi dIkSA lenArane kevalajJAna Ape bakSIsarUpe ! potAnI pAse hajAra hoya ane 900 Ape te bane ! potAnI pAse kroDa hoya ane 50 hajAra Ape te paNa bane paNa potAnI pAse 100 hoya ane 150 Ape tevI labdhine dhAraNa karanAra anaMtakALamAM koi bhaDavIra hoya te te che.... vIranA prathama gaNadhara ! bhautika labdhine prApta karAve che te che paiso ! tema Atmika labdhine prApta karAvanAra che vinaya ! vinayanI labdhithI aSTApada tIrthane vaMdana karyA, pAtrane akSaya banAvI lIdhuM. nAmane prabhAtamAM smaraNanuM kAraNa banAvI dIdhuM. Avo vinaya Ave to jJAna caDe. A. guNasAgarasUrijI mahArAja ! potAnI hayAtimAM be AsanathI vadhAre
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________________ kyAre vAparyuM nahi. kAraNa? uccAsaNano doSa lAge. potAnA dAdA gurudeva gautama sAgarajI ma. nI gerahAjarImAM A vinaya jALavyo. dAdA gurudevanI nAdurusta tabiyatanA kAraNe besavA mAM traNeka Asana vAparAtA. svargastha gurudevano paNa keTalo vinaya ! e vinaya dvArA keTalo puNyaprabhAva bhavya tIrthonA saMgho, 72 jinAlaya - 20 jinAlaya jevA bhagIratha jinAlayonI bheTa saMghane maLI. gurukRpA paNa maLe che vinayathI gurubhakti ane guruvinayanA kAraNe Apatti vAdaLo paNa vikharAya jAya che. AvI labdhino strota kayo? vinaya che. vartamAna kALamAM gautama svAmi jevA udayasUri mahArAja thai gayA. roja nemisUrijI mahArAjanA paga dabAve. jyAM sudhI guru ma. nA kahe nahIM tyAM sudhI sevA choDavAnI nahi. eka divasa rAte bhakti karI. savAre cAra vAgye nemisUrijI mahArAjanI AMkha khUlI. dayasUrine beThelA joI pUchyuM alyA udaya ! atyAramAM kema Avyo? udayasUrijI javAba Ape che sAheba! rAtathI ja beTho chuM. Avo vinaya kyAre Ave. saMsAramAM lAbhAlAbhanI dRSTie vinaya karo cho. e vinaya nahIM paNa daza supAtra vyaktino vinaya karo. enAthI karmaja dUra thaze. labdhio paNa pragaTAvaze. arihaMta, sidhdhi, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa caitya che. prabhu sAthe abheda banavA mATe janareTara samAna A caitya che. pAMca parameSThi, guNAdhika, ratnAdhika sahuno uchaLato vinaya karI...prabhunA zAsanano paNa vinaya karo. jIvanamAM traNa ela ne sthAna Apajo. jIvanane divya banAvavA traNa ela nI jarUra che. 1) prathama ela eTale larna - zIkhavAnI vRtti rAkhajo. hAtha, paga halAve te begArI, hAtha paga sAthe buddhi halAve te kArIgara ane hAtha, paga, budhdhi sAthe hRdaya halAve te kalAkAra che. 2) bIjo ela che lava - premanI zarUAta mAtApitAthI karajo. mAtA-pitA-guru ane bhagavAnano badalo vALI zakAto nathI. 3) trIjo ela lIva - khumArIthI jIvavuM. padArtho vinA calAvI letA zIkhajo. ochI sAmagrI prasannatAthI jIvI jANajo.
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________________ che e vrata jagamAM dIvo ke caturtha vrata che brahmacarya. AtmAne jaDa padArthonuM AkarSaNa eja abrahma che. zarIrano svabhAva che vAta, pitta, kapha manano svabhAva che kAma, krodha, lobha, AtmAno svabhAva che sat citta AnaMda zarIra karatA mana caDe ane mana karatA AtmA caDe zarIranI samasyA mana dvArA Solve thAya mananI samasyA AtmA dvArA Solve thAya AtmAnI samasyA paramAtmA dvArA Solve thAya. brahmacaryano artha ATalo ja che. AtmAne tenA svabhAvamAM ramavA do. sarva pApono tyAga na thAya to zakaya pApono tyAga karo. * nirmaLa vRtti nirmaLa pravRtti vagara thatI nathI - sAdhu che sukhano tyAgI. zrAvaka che sukhano vairAgI. tamArA sukhamAM svachaMdatA che. sAdhunA duHkhamAM jinAjJA nuM pAlana che. bhAgya bhogavavAnA bhAvo ghaNA che. paNa bhAgyane ghaDavAno bhava A eka che. * svadArAmAM saMtoSa kharo paNa svadArAmAM paNa saMtoSa rAkhavAnuM che. kapALe cAMdalo elAna kare che ke kyAMka ApaNe baMdhAi gayA chIe. * dharmanA praveza mATe traNa tabakkA. * zivamAM zivanA darzana (bhakti) * jIvamAM zivanA darzana (maMtrI) * jAtamAM zivanA darzana (zuddhi). * baraphImAM traNa cIjo joie raMga, AkRti, vajana, dharmI AtmAmAM paNa traNa bhUmikA joie. bhakti, maitrI, zuddhi.
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________________ deva dANava gaMdhavA, jakkha raktassa kinnarA / baMbhayArI namasaMti, dukkaraM je karaMti ta / / - uttara ka. 16 grA. 16 bhAvArtha - je duSkara brahmacarya vratanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che tene devatAo paNa namaskAra kare che. AtmA svabhAvathI ja brahmasvarUpI, vedAtIta, prakAzano puMja ane jayortimaya che. tema chatAM ajJAna vaza cAragatirUpa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA aneka vakhata deva devI. puraSa strI, tiryaMcamAM nara mAdAnA rUpamAM utpanna thayo. para vastu ane para vyakti dvArA AkarSita banI sAta prakAranA abrahma (daSTi, AhAra, poSAka, bhASA, mana, vANI ane karma) thI indriyone tRpta karato rahyo. duSita kAmanAonI pUrti hetu satIonI lajjA tUTI, zradhdhAvaMtonI zraddhA bhraSTa banI, kAminIonI prApti mATe yuddha thayA paMcendriyono hatyAo thai chatAMya A vAsanAonA tophAna zAMta na thayA. have anaMtajJAnIoe, batAvelA rAha/cAha nihALIe.. zrAvakanAM 12 vratamAMnA cothA vratanuM nAma che. ravadArAsaMtoSa parastrIgamana viramaNa vrata. -- "e vrata jagamAM dIvonI paMkti dvArA mahApuruSoe zAstrane pAne pAne brahmacaryanAM jabaradasta guNagAna gAyAM che. tAkAta hoya to jIvanabhara brahmacarya pAlananA mArgane apanAvI levo. paraMtu kusaMskAronI, karmonI gulAmIne kAraNe kadAca evuM sattva phoravavAnI tAkAta na ja dekhAtI hoya to pachI kamase kama parastrInA viSayabhogano saMpUrNa tyAga karavA sAthe svastrImAM paNa saMtoSa rAkhavo e paNa brahmayarya pAlananI jIvanamAM zakyatA UbhI karavAno rasto che. eka vAta ApaNe e samajavI che ke jIvane vAsanAnI ATalI badhI gulAmI kema che ? vicAra karatAM, ghaNAM kAraNomAnuM eka kAraNa eka dekhAya che ke A jIvane anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM anaMtIvAra rasanendriyano, dhANejiyano cakSurindriyano ane karmendriyano viraha thayo che paraMtu sparzanendriyano viraha koi gatimAM kyAreya thayo nathI. saghaLI gatinA saghaLA ya bhavomAM A sparzanendriyano to maLI ja che. ane tene kAraNe ja tenA viSayo tarapha A jIvanuM AkarSaNa khUba bhAre che. tethI sparzanendriyajanya sukha tarapha jIvane heyatAnI buddhi pedA thavI paNa muzkela banI che. alabatta, zAstracakSuthI AvI bhayaMkaratA joi. tenI cuMgAlamAMthI chUTavAnA zAstrakAroe je upAyo batAvyA che tene jo jIvanamAM AdarIe, to baLavAnamAM
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________________ baLavAna gaNAtI kAmavAsanA paNa parAjita thayA vinA rahe nahi. e niHzaMka che. .vAsanAne uttejita karanArAM mukhya tattvo traNa che. 1. kusaMskAro 2. tene pragaTa karavAmAM sahAyaka banatAM kunimitto 3. kunimittonI gerahAjarImAM ya cittane satata vAsanAgrasta banAvI rAkhatA kuvicAro.... kasaMskAro to prAya: karIne moTAbhAganA jIvo pUrvabhavomAMthI laine ja AvyA hoya che. ane eTale ja kyAreka to mAmUlI paNa kanimitta tenA jIvanane pAyamAla karI nAkhyA vinA rahetuM nathI. paraMtu jo kunimitta na maLe to moTe bhAge kusaMskAro herAna karatA nathI.. kunimittomAM eka prakAranAM nimittomAMnuM eka nimitta che vigaIonuM sevana. vigaio e vikAronI janmadAtrI che. jenA jIvanamAM koipaNa jAtanA khacakATa vinA vigaionuM sevana cAlu che te kAyAthI kadAca pavitra dekhAto hoya to ya mAnasika rIte tenAmAM pavitratA hovAnI khUbaja ochI saMbhAvanA che... - pelA brahmadatta cakravartIno bALapaNano goThIyo cidAnaMda, brahmadattanI sabhAmAM gayo. brahmadara oLakhI gayo cidAnaMdane. brahmadane pUchyuM, "bola, zuM joie che ?' ApavA mAMgatA ja ho, to mane ane mArA saMpUrNa kuTuMbane eka TaMka mATe Apa je bhojana karo cho te ja bhojana Apo... "cidAnaMda ! bIjuM kAMi mAMgI le.hIrA mANeka motI joitAM hoya to te ApI dauM. dhana dhAnyathI kaheto hoya to tArA koThAro bharI dauM. are ! ko'ka rAjyanA rAjA banavuM hoya to te banAvI dauM..paNa paNa bhojananA Agrahane jato karI de. tArA jIvanamAM rahelI pavitratAne khalAsa karI deze A bhojana !" "nA, rAjana ! ApavuM ja hoya to e bhojana ja Apo.brAhmaNakuLanA pavitratAnA saMskAronI mArI pAse mUDI che. e mUDIne saphAcaTa karI nAkhavAnI tAkAta koinAmAM nathI ane Apa e bhojana na ja ApavA mAMgatA ho to mAre bIjuM kAMi joituM nathI. cidAnaMdanI mAMgaNI AgaLa brahmadatta jhUkI gayo. paraMtu cidAnaMdanA bhAvinI kalpanA karatAM te dhrujI uThyo... sAMjanA cidAnaMda sahakuTuMba brahmadattane tyAM bhojana levA gayo.vigaI bharapUra
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________________ bhojanano AsvAda mANatuM kuTuMba saharSa pAchuM pharyuM. sAMja vItI gai rAta paDI. ane peTamAM gayelA vigaionA bhojane samasta kuTuMbanA sabhyomAM vikAronI Aga lagADI dIdhI, kALI rAtane ya zaramAve tevAM kALAM kAmo cAlu thayAM koinA saMbaMdho pavitra na rahyA.. bApa dIkarI bhAi bahena A badhA ya saMbaMdhonI maryAdA tUTI gai ane AkhuMya kuTuMba apavitratAnA kAdavathI kharaDAI gayuM! pelI kahevatanI khabara che ! pAlo pati khAta che, unake satAve kAma, nizadina halavA nIgalate, unakI jAne rAma. pAMdaDAMo khAine jIvana pasAra karanArA tiryaMco paNa kAmavAsanAnA ajagarathI grasita thaI gayA to pachI roja roja halavA khAnArAonuM zuM thatuM haze te to rAma jANe ! mATe jeNe potAnA jIvanamAM vadhune vadhu pavitratA jALavavI che teNe vigaiono yathAzakya bahiSkAra karatA rahevuM e ja hitAvaha che. sAthe sAthe vijAtIyanA paricaya pratye paNa jarA ya AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karavA jevAM nathI. jIvana mATe jheranA akhatarA thAya nahi, tema dharmasaMskAro TakAvavA pApakriyAonA akhatarA thAya nahi.jeNe jeNe AvA akhatarAo karyA teNe teNe potAnA aNamola jIvanane durgatione ravADe caDAvI dIdhuM. pelI vidhavA yuvatIe cAritra svIkAravAnI rajA mAMgI. paraMtu jJAnI AcArya bhagavaMte kahyuM ke tAre hajI bALaka che ! vidhavA stabdha ! hiMmata karIne pUchyuM, konA thakI !' tArI ja dukAnanA munima thakI !" yuvatI ghera AvI. pitAne samajAvIne munimane 400-500 mAila dUra ravAnA karAvyo.varaso pachI saMghayAtrAmAM A vidhavA nIkaLI .je gAmamAM munima raheto hato te ja gAmamAM saMgha pahoMcyo. rastAmAM munima maLyo. munie yuvatIne ghare AvA kahyuM. ghaNI AnAkAnI pachI yuvatI gai...munimapatnI gharamAM nahotI. munie potAnA hAthe dUdha banAvI taiyAra karyuM. yuvatIne pIvaDAvavAno Agraha karyo.yuvatI nAM nAM karatI rahI. munima Agraha karato rahyo yuvatIno hAtha pakaDIne kapamAM dUdha reDavAno munime prayatna karyo: vijAtIyano sparza thayo. ane pariNAma e AvyuM...baMne patita thai gayA !
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________________ eka ja aNachAjatI chUTa ane kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma ! azlIla dazyovALAM sinemA nATakojAtIyavRttine uzkeratAM mAsiko, novelo, udbhaTavezaparidhAnanAM cAreya bAju cAlatAM pradarzano vikAronI agnajhALa pedA karatAM masAledAra bhojano ApatI hoTalo..A badhA ya kunimittone sevanAro jIva potAnA jIvanasattvane nIcovI nAkhavAnuM karuNa kRtya rahyo che ! pariNAma ? A loka bhayaMkara paraloka tethI va vadhu bhayaMkara ! yAda rAkhajo lohI baLe che kaSAyothI vIrya DhaLe che vAsanAthI.. viSayavAsanA ane kaSAyo A be bhayaMkara pApane jIvanamAMthI ravAnA karavA kunimitto, kuvicArono sarvathA tyAga karI do. to pachI sattAmAM rahelAM kusaMskAronA jora mATe bhAge ghaTyA vinA nAmazeSa thayA vinA raheze nahi ! gRhasthajIvanamAM cothA vratane AsAnIthI pALavAnA zAstrakAroe A upAyo batAvyA che. brahmacaryanI nava vADanuM pAlana e sauthI suMdara upAya che. bAkI to, jene potAnA jIvanamAM brahmacaryanuM lakSya hoya che tene potAnA jIvanane ane potAnA AzritonA jIvanane paNa apavitratAno kALo paDachAyo kyAMya na sparzI jAya tenI satata kALajI rahe ja che... pelA rAjAe mAtra cha mahinAnA bALakanI hAjarImAM rANInA zarIra sAthe aDapaluM karyuM. "ararara ! A tame zuM karyuM ! rANIe pUchyuM.. "kema ! AmAM zuM thai gayuM !" juo, tame aDapaluM karyuM tyAre A bALakanI najara mArA tarapha hatI. ApaNI dRSTie sAva abUjha gaNAtA A bALakanA manamAM paNa AnA kharAba saMskAro paDI ja gayA haze. A pApanuM prAyazcita mAre karavuM paDaze' ema kahIne rANIe turta ja jIbha kacaDIne ApaghAta karI nAkhyo ! jenA jIvanamAM pavitratA mukhya che tenA jIvanamAM e pavitratA TakAvI rAkhavAnA tamAma upAyo svAbhAvika rIte ja amalamAM AvatA jAya. pachI prAya: karIne tenI pavitratA khaMDita thavAno saMbhava nathI raheto. jyAM kyAMya paNa A pavitratA tUTI che tyAM tenAM kAraNo tapAsazo to dekhAze ke aNachAjatI chUTe ja A pariNAma lAvIne mUkyuM che. ApaNI pAse to aNamola jinazAsana che..kAmavijetA sthUlabhadra mahAsattvazALI
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________________ sudarzana zeTha vagerenA brahmacaryanA pAlanamAM joma pUre tevAM dRSTAMto ApaNI sAme mojuda che.to bIjI bAju mahAmuni naMdiSeNa, labdhidhara phUlavAlaka muni vagerenAM karmanA pariNAmanA bhoga banelAonAM lAlabattI dharanArAM daSTAMto paNa mojuda che.... sAvadhAna banIe.. apavitratAnA jIvano A duniyAmAM ghaNAM che. pavitratAnuM jIvana mAtra ahiyA ja ! tene kusaMskArone AdhIna thaine gumAvI devAnI mUrkhAi have na ja karIe ! anaMtakALe maLela A mAnavabhavane pavitratAnA jIvanathI ajavALIe e pavitratA jALavavA kunimittonI bhayaMkaratA sadAya najara sAme rAkhIe ! pelo rAjAno hastI yuddhanA medAnamAM javA chatAM laDavA taiyAra ja na thayo. sAMjanA TAime rAjAe maMtrIne pUchyuM, sadA ya mardAnagI dAkhavato A parAkramI hAthI sAva zAMta kema thai gayo che.' maMtrIe tapAsa karI mahAvatane pUchavuM,"A vakhate hAthIne bAMdhyo kayAM hato?" sAdhu bhagavaMtonI vasatInI sAme ! basa, maMtrIne kAraNe maLI gayuM, sAdhu bhagavaMtonI pratilekhanAnI kriyA hAthI roja joto hato..jIvadayAnI e pavitra kriyAo joine hAthInA manamAM paNa jIvadayAnA bhAvo pedA thai gayA che. ane tene kAraNe ja hAthI. laDavA taiyAra thato nathI. maMtrIe turata ja sainiko jyAM kavAyata karatA hatA tyAM hAthIne bAMdhI dIdho. zastronA khaDakhaDATane satata jotAM ja hAthInA manamAM paDelA zUrAtananA saMskAro pAchA jAgRta thai gayA... cAre ya page kUdho. ane bIje ja divase yuddhanA medAnamAM hAthI potAnI tamAma tAkAtathI laDyo. | nimittonI kevI bhAre asara che tenuM jyavaMta dRSTAMta che. mATe ja kanimittone choDI sunimittone sadA sevo... to ja saMbhavita aneka anarthomAMthI jAtane bacAvI zakazo. jIvanamAM jema 1. brahmacaryAzrama, 2. gRhasthAzrama, 3. vAnaprasthAzrama ane 4. saMnyAsazramanI vyavasthA che. tema kumAra (kumArI) avasthA, brahmacarya avasthA ane maithuna sevananI Adata ema mukhya vibhAgo pADI zakAya. janmathI jIva maithuna saMjJAno zikAra svIkAra karato nathI. ajJAnatAnA kAraNe pUrvakRta karmanA kAraNe e ayogya uMmare, ayogya samaye, ayogya rIte maithunanuM sevana kare che. tenAthI bacavA mATe A maithuna viramaNa vrata svIkAravAnuM pALavAnuM hoya che.
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________________ maithuna viramaNa vrata svIkAranAre moTI uMmaranI vyaktine mAtA pitAnA sthAne ane nAnI uMmaranI vyaktione bhAi bahenanA sthAne sthApavA, mAnavA, svIkAravAnA hoya che. eTaluM ja nahiM paNa udbhar veza, azlIla sAhityanuM vAMcana, ayogya drazyonuM avalokana ane rAga vadhAre evo zabdaprayoga karavo na joie. A jIvane anaMtakALathI cAra saMjJAo vaLagelI che. tenAthI mukta thavA eTale janma maraNa ghaTADavAno prayatna eTale vratano svIkAra. zIyaLane sArI rIte pALavA mATe AhAra upara paNa kAbU rAkhavo paDaze. AyaMbila tapanuM bhojana bhale lakhyuM ke nirasa hoya paNa te zarIranA rogone ane mananI caMcaLatAne dUra kare che. jo bhArI padArtha bhojana karavAmAM Ave to ALasa ne pramAda jIvanamAM praveza karaze ane e duSaNo ja doSane AmaMtraNa Apaze. prANAtipAta viramaNa vratamAM kahyA anusAra jo eka jIvanI hiMsA thAya karIe to 10 ke tethI vadhu vakhata maraNane zaraNa thavuM paDe che. jyAre eka vakhatanA bhogamAM asaMkhya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. zarIranI zakti ghaTe che. mana, vacana, kAyabaLa DhIluM thAya che. pharI pharI bhogone bhogavavAnI lAlasA jAge che. TUMkamAM kAmaicchA koi divasa pUrNa thatI nathI. mATe ja jIvanane sArA vAtAvaraNamAM rAkhavA Agraha karAya che. bAra vrato apekSAe bhale svataMtra che. tenA aNuvrata, guNavrata, zikSAvrata, ema traNa vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che te paNa barAbara che. tethI vadhu spaSTa ne samajavA jevI vAta e che, ke - zIyaLa e sarvoparI che. 18 pApasthAnakamAM jema mithyAtvazalya che. tema bAre vratomAM zIyaLa brahmacarya pAlana sarvottama che. bAkInA 11 vrato tenI sAme nabaLA kahI zakAya. indra 32 lAkha vimAnonA svAmI jyAre indrasabhAmAM bese te pahelAM "namo baMbhayAraNa" e zabdano uccAra karI brahmacaryano ane brahmacArIno mahimA vadhAre che. kahI zakAya ke traNe lokamAM brahmacarya vratadhArI pUjanIya AdaraNIya bane che. jema AkAzamAM graha, nakSatra, tArAo karatAM caMdra suzobhita ane darzanIya che. | munijIvana ane mahAvratA brahmacarya jema zrAvakane sthUlathI svIkAravAnuM hoya che. tema sAdhu mahApuruSone mULathI svIkAravAnuM hoya che. yatidharmanA 10 vibhAgamAM tethI ja prathama "kSamA" ane dazamuM "brahmacarya" darzAvAyuM che. tyAM enI ghaNI kiMmata che. | munio cothA vratanA pAlana mATe khAsa nIcenI pAMca bhAvanA bhAvatA hoya che. e dvArA potAnA mana, vacana, kAyAne, teo nirmaLa kare, karAve che.
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________________ 1. zuddha vasatinI jayaNA. 2. rAgamaya kathA vArtAlApano tyAga. 3. pUrvAnubhUta smaraNano tyAga. 4. strInA aMgopAMgAdinirakhavA nahi. zarIra zRMgAra Adi rAgamayadraSTithI jovA nahi. TApaTIpa jovI nahi vi. 5. pauSTika athavA indriyapoSaka AhAra karavA levA nahi. zarIra nabhAvavA alpa, nirasa AhArI thavuM. vratapAlana, mATenA A bhaya sthAnomAM mukhyatve nivAsa, vacana, ciMtvana, nirIkSaNa ane AhAranI carcA karI che. AtmA nimittavAsI che. jo nimitta sArA, sAnukULa na maLe to saMyamanuM ziyaLanuM zuddha pAlana karI zake nahiM eja Ano sAra che. brahmacarya ane navavADo : brahmacarya zuddha rIte pALavA mATe khAsa sAdhu ane zrAvaka mATe nIce mujabanI nava vADo (niyamo) paNa jJAnI puruSoe batADI che. tethI jIvananuM patana thatuM aTake che. 1) vasati - strI, napuMsaka, pazurahita sthAnamAM rahevuM. 2) kathA - strIonI sAthe rAgathI ekAMtamAM vAtacIta karavI nahiM. 3) niSadyA - je Asana (jagyA) upara strI beThI hoya tyAM be ghaDI sudhI puruSe puruSa beThA hoya to strIe) besavuM nahi. 4) ijiya - strInA aMgopAMga jovA ke ciMtavavA nahi. 5) kukyAMtara - strI puruSa sAthe sUtA hoya, kAmakriDA karatA hoya tyAM bhIMtanA ADe besavuM (jovuM) nahi. 6) pUrvakrIDita - pUrve karelI kAmakriDAnuM smaraNa karavuM nahiM. 7) praNita AhAra - snigdha, rasakasavALo AhAra (bhojana) levo nahi. 8) ati mAtra AhAra - sudhA zAMta thAya tethI vadhu AhAra levo nahiM. 9) vibhUSA - zarIranI zobhA (zRMgArAdithI) karavI nahi. | pAMca aticAra navavADa jema brahmacaryanA pAlana vakhate najara sAme jema hovI Avazyaka che. tema nIcenA pAMca aticAro rahita paNa vatana suvizuddha rAkhavA atyaMta Avazyaka che. 1. aparigRhitAgamana - vezyA jevI strIo sAthe gamana karavuM. 2. itvava parigRhitAgamana - thoDA TAima mATe rAkhelI strI sAthe gamana.
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________________ 3. anaMga kiDA - strInA avayavone sparza karavo. 4. paravivAhakaraNa - bIjAnA (nAtaruM punarlagna) lagna Adi goThavI ApavA. 5. kAmabhogano tIvra abhilASa - viSaya vilAsa bhogavavAnI atyaMta utkaMThA. brahmacarya vratano svIkAra karanAra (custa rIte pALanAra) AtmAne mukhyatve narakAdi durgatimAM javuM paDatuM nathI. jeNe dharmasAdhanA ke AdhyAtmika rIte kAyotsarga dhyAnAdi aalIta karavAnI manokAmanA hoya teNe sarvaprathama A vratano draDhatAthI svIkAra karavo joie. IbrahmacaryanA pAlananA pagathiyA brahmacarya pAlana eka agni parIkSA samAna che. sAvadhAnI jo barAbara rAkhe to tarI jAya. mATe tenA patananA pagathiyA joi laie. 1) sarvaprathama eka bIjAne AMkha AmaMtraNa Ape. 2) cittabhrama thavAthI sAmI vyaktinuM vAraMvAra smaraNa thAya. 3) meLavavA maLavA mATe prayatna thAya. 4) na maLe to becenI thAya, uMgha harAma thai jAya. 5) anidrAthI zarIramAM vyAdhi | hAnI thAya. 6) divasabhara anya pravRttimAM udAsInatA Ave. 7) zarama lajjA tyAganI bhAvanA. 8) unmAda pAgalapaNuM. 9) kAmAMdhatAnA kAraNe viveka buddhino abhAva. 10) kArya na sadhAtA mRtyunI pasaMdagI. 11) ekAMta (12) aMdhakAra 13) anukULatA eka ja bhava (jIvana) mAM A rIte abrahmanA sevananA vicAro mAtrathI patana thavuM saMbhavita che. zIla brahmacaryanI virAdhanA patananA pagathiyAnI sAthe zIyaLa pALavAmAM vinarUpa nimitto AvA anubhavAya che. 1. strI saMsarga, 2. rasika AhAra, 3. sugaMdhita zarIra, 4. komaLa zavyA. 5. zRMgAra, 6. madhura-mIThA zabda zravaNa, 7. dhana lAlaca, 8. kuzIla saMsarga, 9. sevA, 10. rAtrImAM pravAsa.
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________________ 1. smaraNa, 2. kIrtana, 3. keli, 4. prekSaNa, 5. guhmabhASaNa, 6. saMkalpa, 7. adhyavasAya, 8. kriyA nivRtti. A prakAre maithuna che. jenAthI viparIta rIte pravRtti karavI e ATha prakAranuM brahmacarya samajavuM. cakravartino ghoDo (acaratna) je 14 ratnamAM mahatvanuM sthAna zobhAve che. tenA dvArA paNa baLajabarIthI brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke teNe yuddhabhUmi AdimAM mahatvanuM kArya karavAnuM hoya che. chelle e tiryaMcano jIva brahmacaryanA kAraNe 8mAM devalokane pAme che. sarva sAmAnya rIte nIce mujabanA lAbho brahmacaryanA vratadhArIne jIvanamAM thAya che. 1. jIvanamAM AraMbhelA zubha kAryamAM yaza maLe. 2. jIvanamAM Adhi vyAdhi, upAdhi, rogAdine praveza na maLe. 3. lokopavAda, lokaniMdA, prANanAzAdi bhayothI bacI javAya. 4. mana, vacana, kAyAnI zuddhithI dharmadhyAnamAM vRddhi thAya. 5. parabhavamAM sadgati, devagati, karmarahita mokSa prApti thAya. 6. susAhitya vAMcana vivekabuddhi apAve. 7. veSabhUSAthI saMskArI sabhya, vyaktinI oLakha thAya. 8. AMkho tejasvI, nirvikArI ne amidraSTivALI bane. 9. vicAra sAtvika, dayALu, hitakAMkSI hoya. 19mAM mallInAtha bhagavAna pUrva bhavamAM mAyA karavAnA kAraNe strI avatArane pAmyA hatA. strI bhavanI ciMtakoe sArA saMskArI putra ApanArI mAtA hovAthI prazaMsA karI che. te ja rIte strIne narakanI khANa tarIke varNavI che. brahmacaryanuM je strI puruSa pAlana kare che tenA janmojanma sudhare che. A draSTi najara samakSa rAkhI mallakumArIe potAnuM mAgaNuM karavA AvanArane pratibodha thAya te bhAvathI eka suvarNakumArI(sonAnI potAnA putaLI) banAvI hatI ane rAjaputrone tenI mulAkAta karI AvavA kahevAmAM AvatuM hatuM. putaLuM jeTaluM mohaka hatuM teTalI ja mallIkumArI sarva rIte yogya ja hatI. rUpamAM mohIta thayelA rAjaputro mATe kumArIe putaLAnI nIce vairAgyamaya saMdezo lakhelo strI - e dujhatI (dajhADatI) viSavelI che. hoTha - paravALA jevA lAla (rAtA) hoTha viSavelInA tAjA sukamALa pAna che. hAsya - maMda maMda hAsya viSavelInA phUla che. stana - kaThaNa ane vizALa stana viSavelInA tAjAM khIlelA phaLa che.
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________________ rAmAna - strInI sAthe karelo samAgama (bhoga) narakanI khANa che. mATe he Atman ! ceta. kiMpAkanA phaLa jevAM abrahmanA sevanathI virAma pAma. aTakI jA. ' brahmacaryanA pAlana karatI vakhate najara sAme munio je pAMca bhAvanA bhAvatA hoya che. te 1. AhArathI gupta hoya, 2, avibhUSitAtmA hoya, 3. strIne (rAgAdi) najare na jUe, 4. strInA saMstava na kare ane 5. yuddha kathA na kare. te bhAvanAne dhyAnamAM rAkhavI jarUrI che. sArI bhAvanA, sArA vicAra, vatapAlanamAM sAruM manobaLa Ape che. cAra gatimAM rahelAM jIvomAMthI traNa gatinA jIvo odArika ane divya (vekriya) e be bhedamAMthI game te rIte maithunanuM sevana alpa yA adhika mAtrAmAM kare che. narakanA jIvone to azubhalezyA, maithuna, kaSAyo adi dvArA je kukarmo karyA hoya te bhogavavAnA ja hoya che. devagatinA jIvo to vaiSayika sukhanA parama anubhavI hoya che. AThamAMthI 14mAM rAjaloka sudhImAM teo kramazaH sukha samRddhi AyuSyAdinI vRddhino anubhava karanArA hoya che. eTale teonuM maithuna sevana paNa kramazaH ochuM thatuM jAya che. mAtra viratinA paccakhANano svIkAra karI zakatA na hovAthI je rIte lAbha maLavo joIe te rIte lAbha meLavI zakatA nathI. (na bhogavavAM chatAM tyAgI kahevaDAvI zakatA nathI.) devaloka devalokanA nAma bhogavavAnA prakAra saudharma izAna mAtra zarIrathI sukha bhogave. 3/4 sanata mahendra devInA avayavone sparzI AnaMda pAme. brahma / lAMtaka devIonA mAtra rUpa joine tRpta thAya. mahAzuka, sahastrAra devIonA mAtra zabdonuM zravaNa karI tRpta thAya. Anata / prANata devIonA mAtra manathI smaraNa karI tRpta thAya. AraNa azruta ciMtana karI vaiSayika sukha anubhave. brahmacarya vratano bhaMga karavAthI jIvane vidhavApaNuM, vaMdhyApaNuM, mRtaka putranuM janmavuM, yoni peTamAM zULAdi utpanna thavuM vigere roga ane duHkho AtmAne bhogavavA paDe che. hAthanA karyA haiye vAge athavA bIjAne duHkha ApavAthI Arthika sAnukULatA hovA chatAM DAyAbiTIsanA rogIne mIThuM gaLapaNa cALakhA paNa maLatuM nathI. ema jIva akalpanIya duHkha pAme che. tethI vratane akhaMDa rIte zraddhAthI pALavuM joie. 1/2 W8
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________________ svAzya ane zIlavata mAtra aneka vakhata bhoga bhogavavAthI jema 2 thI 9 lAkha samUcchim paMcendriya jIvonI hatyAnuM pApa lAge che. tema zarIra vijJAnIo kahe che, ke eka vakhatanA bhogamAM 3 thI 10 divasa jeTalI mAnasika zArirIka zaktinuM nukasAna thAya che. tethI ja dIdhuM jIvananI, svAvalaMbI jIvananI jo prApti karavI hoya to kSaNabharanA sukhane tyajI aneka bhavanA duHkhone AmaMtro nahiM. prAcIna kALamAM vaidyo koi paNa dardanI davA dardIne Ape to te pahelA vidheyAtmaka pathya pALavAnuM bhArapUrvaka kahetA hatA. koi paNa davA rogane dUra kyAre kare ? jyAre rogane poSaka tattvo zarIramAM na jAya tyAre. mATe ja zarIranI sukhakArI zIlavratane pAlanamAM chupAi che. e nizcita che. kirmazAstra ne zIyaLa | karma 8 che. 4 dhAtI je karmano nAza kare ane 4 adhAtI je bAMdhelA karmabhogave. vedanIya karma adhAtI karmamAnuM eka che. tenA dvArA jIva sukha duHkhano anubhava kare che. zArIrika sukha tyAre ja maLe jyAre jIvadayAnuM uttama rIte pAlana karyuM hoya to.. je AtmA zIlavatane pALe che. te 2 thI 9 lAkha saMmUrchAima paMcendriya jIvone abhayadAna Ape che. Ama je bIjAne sukha Ape che te pote sukhI thAya che. dhAtI karmamAM aMtarAya karma che. tenA pAMca bheda che. vIryAntarAya ane bhogavaMtarAya ema temAMnA be bheda che Ama zaktino vikAsa ke bhoga upabhoga saMyamI vaparAza karanAra navA karma bAMdhatA nathI. suvarNAkSare lakhAyelA brahmacArIo / A nava nArada - brahmacaryanA kAraNe mokSe gayA. sthUlibhadrajI - saMsArI avasthAmAM kozA vezyAne tyAM rahyAM chatAM saMyamI thai comAsuM karatAM vezyAne zrAvikA banAvI pote niSkalaMka brahmacArI tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA. 84 covIzI nAma amara raheze. ja vijaya zeTha- vijayA zeThANI trividhe brahmacarya pALI saMyama lai dhanya banyA, vimaLa kevaLInA vacana anusArateonI bhaktimAM 84 hajArasAdhunI bhaktinuM puNya thaze. subhadrA satie caMpAnagarInA dvAra kholyA. rANI kalAvatinA sevakoe rAjAjJAthI banne kAMDA kApyA, paNa zIyaLanA prabhAve
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________________ A banne hAtha jevA hatA tevA thaI gayA. sati aMjanA upara kalaMka lagADyuM paNa zIlavratadhArInuM 22 varSa bAda pavanaMjaya sAthe samAdhAna thayuM. sati dropadInuM rAjA padhottare haraNa karyuM paNa draDha manavALI sAme tenuM kAMi na cAlyuM. rANakapura tIrthanA nirmAtA dharaNA zAhe 21 varSanI yuvAna vaye brahmacarya svIkAryuM. rahanemine rAjImatijIe brahmacaryamAM sthira karyA. aSADhAbhUti bhAna bhUlelI naTakanyAne joi pharI saMyamI thayA. sudarzana zeTha abhayArANInI irSAnA kAraNe ApattimAM AvyA paNa draDha vratanA kAraNe zULInuM siMhAsana karyuM. sati sItAnI agni parIkSA thai. mahAmaMtrI pethaDa zAha - 32 varSanI yuvA umare brahmacArI thayA. | zIlanuM pAlana na karanArA duHkhIyArA) kuberadatta - kuberadattA eka bhavamAM aneka (18) nAtarA thayA. vegavAna - dhanamAlAnA sukhanI vidhAdhare irSA karI apaharaNa karyuM. muni kulavAlaka - jaMgalamAM gayA chatAM karma vezyAnA kAraNe jIvana bagaDyuM. rAvaNe viSayAMdha thai sItAnuM haraNa karyuM. rAjA bhuMjane tilaMgadezanI rAjakanyAnA kAraNe ghare ghare bhIkSA mAgavI paDI. brahmadatta cakravartI svapatni kurumatimAM ghaNo Asakta hato tethI mRtyu samaye paNa tenuM raTaNa karI narake gayo. uttama sAdhaka citramunine sanatacakrInI paTarANI sunaMdAnA vALa mAtrano sparza thayo. tethI munie vivaza thai niyANuM karyuM. uttamottama nArIno svAmI thAu. pariNAme e brahmadatta cakrI thayA. kumAranaMdI sonAra hAsA prahAsA pAchaLa pAgala thai agnikuMDamAM baLI maryo. kuMDarika muni puMDarika rAjAnI sevA suzruSAnA tathA 2 divasanA rAjyalobhe narake gayA. *
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________________ sAdhvI lakSmaNAe 80 covIsI sudhI saMsAra vadhAryo. svarUpavAna sAdhvI sukumAlikA zIlane sAcavavA anazana karyuM, kALadharma pAmelA samajIne jaMgalamAM tyajI dIdhA. vaTemArgunI uttama sevAnA kAraNe zuddhimAM AvyA paNa aMte rUpanA kAraNe patana thayuM. chelle] A bhavanuM prathama kartavya che parivartana ane pachInuM mahatvanuM kAma parIvartananAM bhAvone TakAvI rAkhavAnAM adhyAtmanA mArge TakI rahevA mATe satata satsaMganI jarUra che. adhyAtmano mArga e yuddhano mArga che. e kurukSetramAM buMgIyA vAgavAnA, zaMkhanAda thavAnA paNa vIrayodhdho enuM nAma che je gabharAyA vinA laDI le. vyAmohamAM sapaDAto nathI. pApanA nimitto sAthe Ave tyAre hArI jAva, kAyara banI enI zaraNAgati svIkArI lo. te kema cAle ? evA prasaMge jorathI laDI levAnuM. karmonuM kAma humalA karavAnuM ane ApaNuM kAma pratyeka humalAne pheila karavAnuM. sAMje roDa parathI pasAra thai rahyA ho sAme pAubhAjInI lArI dekhAya, AiskrImanI reMkaDI dekhAya, pAna vALAno gallo dekhAya eTale aMdaramAM eka humalAnI taiyArI zarU thai jAya. sau prathama mana teyArI kare pachI jIbhasavavaLe ane kare te sutelA AMtaraDAne jagADe. mana bleka meila kare. paNa Ane pheila karI nAkhavAnuM satva turaMta ja phoravavuM paDaze. satvane phorave enuM ja bIjuM nAma yauvana che. sauthI mahatvanI Topa mosTa piriyaDa ja yuvAnI che. lasalasatA yauvanane satvanI sAMkaLIthI bAMdhI do to vijaya tamAre hAtha che. yauvana ekAMta ane aMdhakAra traNeya tatvo bhegA hoya ane nimitta paNa sAthe hoya AvI kSaNomAM virodhdhAnI jema nabaLA vicAronuM posTamorTama karI jIvananI cAdarane pavitra rAkhavI joie. pAkITamAranI najara khIssA tarapha hoya paNa yuvAnanI najara sadAcAra tarapha ja hoya. besTamena AuTa thayA pachI ampAyara AMgaLI UMcI kare che. AMgaLI uMcI karanAra ampAyara kharAba nathI. cakalI uDI e kharAba nathI paNa pote barAbara na ramyo e kharAba che. rAvaNa jevA rAvaNa paNa jaMgatane be saMdezA ApI gayA ke koi cIjano taMta pakaDatA nahI ane parastrI pAchaLa pAgala banatA nahI.
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________________ yuvAno ! yauvanane sadAbahAra masta rAkhavAnAM A be sUtrone sadeva sAthe ja rAkhajo. keTalAka praznottara ao tAraka deva ! ApanA jevo ja mAro AtmA avedI brahma svarUpI che. tene bhUlI tRSNAnA tAra laMbAvI viSaya vAsanAne vaza banI anaMtaLI eMTha jevA pudgalanA bhogavaTAmAM pAgala banyo. dhikkAra che mane.... have pAcho pharuM nirvikAra bhAvamAM... brahmalIna banuM, svarUpamAM jAmI jAu evI karuNA karajo. pra. 1 maithuna viramaNa eTale zuM ? uttara abrahmacaryano tyAga yathAzakti brahmacaryanuM pAlana. pra. 2 brahmacaryanA pAlanathI zuM lAbha thAya che ? uttara indriyo sateja bane che. hRdaya baLavAna, zarIra nirogI bane che. buddhinI tINatA tathA citta svastha rahe che. A badhA bAhya lAbha che. aMtaraMga lAbha AnAthI paNa mahAna che. saMsAra parimita bane che. kevaLajJAna ane mokSanI prApti thAya che. pra. 3 bahAcaryamAM vikArano zikAra banAvanAra pracalita sAdhana kayA kayA che ? uttara azlIla sAhitya, strInA khullA aMgopAMgavALA citro, TI.vI., sinemA, nATaka, viDIyo vagere jovA. hoTala, kalabomAM javuM. DIsko, garabAmAM strI puruSo sAthe rame vagere. pra. 4 zrAvaka A vrata kevI rIte grahaNa karI zake che ? uttara sva strInI maryAdA ane parastrIno tyAga karIne A vratanI pAlanA karI zakAya che. pra. 5 A vrata keTalA bhAMgAthI karavAmAM Ave che? uttara 1) deva-devI saMbaMdhI duvihaM tiviheNa be karaNa ane traNa joga A bhAMgAthI pratyAkhyAna levAya che. 2) manuSya tiryaMca saMbaMdhI egavihaM-egaviheNa A bhAMgAthI pratyAkhyAna levAmAM Ave che. eka kAyAthI karavuM nahi.
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________________ pra. 6 zArIrika Atmika viTAmInano pATha kayo ? uttara burA mata dekho burA mata soco. pra. 7 sauthI uttama tapa karyuM? uttara brahmacarya, tavesu vA uttama baMbace. pra. 8 zakti varthikA ne buddhi vardhika guTIkA kaI ? uttara brahmacarya. pra. 9. vIrya rAjAno razaka koNa ? uttara brahmacarya pra. 10. abrahanI icchA kai saMzA kahevAya ? uttara maithuna saMjJA. pra. 11. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM adharmanuM mULa kone kahyuM che ? uttara abrahmacaryane mUlameyamahamassa. pra. 12 A cothA vratamAM keTalI gatinA jIvo batAvyA? kayA kayA ? uttara traNa. devatA, manuSya ane tiryaca. pra. 13 vaizyAgamana aticAra che ke anAcAra ? uttara vezyAne vezyA samajIne gamana karavuM te anAcAra che ane tenI sAthe AlApa saMlApa karavo te aticAra che. pra. 14. pratikramaNamAM jIvonuM katalakhAnuM kayAM batAvyuM che ? uttara cothA vratamAM. maithuna krIDA. pra. 15. maithunanA aticAra keTalA che? kayA kayA ? uttara maithunanA aticAra pAMca che. 1) ittariparignehiyAgamo, 2) apara parignahuAgamaNe, 3) anaMgakIDA, 4) paravivAtakaraNe, 5) kAmabhogasutivAbhilAsA. pra. 16. lagnanA dalAla bane to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara paravivAhakaraNano aticAra lAge.
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________________ pra. 17. koi zrAvaka potAnA putra-putrIno vivAha saMbaMdha karAve to zuM enuM vrata duSita thAya che? uttara nA ! gRhasthIne potAnA putra-putrIno vivAha saMbaMdha karavo te temanuM kartavya che. eTale svasaMtAna mATe vivAha saMbaMdhathI vrata duSita nathI thatuM. paNa paravivAkaraNano aticAra lAge che. paraMtu bIjAno vivAha saMbaMdha kare to jarUra doSa lAge che. pra. 18. nAnI uMmaranI potAnI strI sAthe gamana karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara ittari parigdahiyA gamaNano aticAra lAge. pra. 19 je strInI sAthe sagAi thai che paNa lagna thayA nathI tenI sAthe gamana karyuM heya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara apara parigrahiyAgamANeno aticAra lAge. pra. 20. svabhAvika aMga sivAya anya aMga sAthe kAmakrIDA karI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara anaMgakIDAno aticAra lAge. pra. 21. kAmabhogane viSe tIvra abhilASA karI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara kAmabhogasutivAbhilASAno aticAra lAge. pra. 22. zuddha ane ziyaLa pALavAthI parama kalyANa koNe karyuM ? uttara sudarzana zeTha, sItA, vijaya zeTha vijayA zeThANI vagere. pra. 23. sauthI zreSTha bahAcarya konuM vakhANAyuM? uttara pyulibhadranuM. pra. 24. cothA vratamAMthI DagatAne sthira karanAra koNa ? uttara rAjImatI rahanemine sthira kare che. pra. 25. kayA vratanA pAlanathI zuLInuM siMhAsana thayuM? ane konuM thayuM ? uttara cothA vratanuM pAlanathI sudarzana zeThane zULInuM siMhAsana thayuM. pra. 26. bahAcaryane upamA keTalI ApI che ? uttara 32 (batrIsa) pra. 27. brahmacarya saMrakSaka vADa keTalI che? uttara 9 (nava) navaviha baMbharcara guttihi.
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________________ che tRSNAmAM na thazo lIna , * puNya uparano vizvAsa jeTalo ocho eTalI saMgharavAnI vRtti vadhu. lobhavRtti bhogavavA mAMgatI nathI mAtra bheguM karavAmAM mAne che. bhogamAM maryAdA che paNa lobhamAM koi maryAdA nathI. koipaNa mANasa kevo che eno nirNaya karavo hoya to tene cikkAra paiso ApI do. mUDImAMthI 25% dhaMdhA khAte, 25% dharmakhAte 25% kuTuMba khAte 25% anAmata khAte jJAnI sAmagrInA mAlika hoya ajJAnI sAmagrInA gulAma hoya jIvanamAMthI tRSNA ghaTI te sukhI aDhaLaka saMpattinI pathArI kAyama mulAyama hoya che.temAM sUi javuM saheluM che paNa emAMthI uThavuM bahu muzkela che. saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI sukhI mANasa sadA saMtoSI hoya. rAkhyuM te rAkha thayuM ApyuM te ApaNuM thayuM - 'mRcchA pariggaho vRtto / iivRttaM mahesiNA dazavai a-6 gA.21 bhAvArtha - prabhu mahAvIre vastune nahi paNa vastu pratyenI mUrchAne parigraha kahyo che. ravetaM,vatthuhiraNNaM ca, puttadAraM ca bAMdhava / caitANaM imaM dehaM, gantavamava sassa me / bhAvArtha - kSetra, ghara, suvarNa, putra, strI, baMdhujaMna ane A zarIrane paNa eka divasa paravaza thai choDI javAnuM che. zrAvakanAM 12 vratamAMnA pAMcamA vratanuM nAma che. "syulaparigraha parimANa vrata." saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA A jIva pratyeka gatimAM maLelI sAmagrI para mamatA
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________________ keLavI keLavIne mUrchAnA saMskAro gADha banAvyA che. kIDInA bhAvomAM sAkara pAchaLa..to maMkoDAnA bhAvomAM goLanA ravA pAchaLa..bilADInA bhAvomAM udara pAchaLa...to kUtarAnA bhavamAM roTalAnA TukaDA pAchaLa ! vApInA upAzrayanI aMdaranA bhAgamAM ja eka kutarIe galUDiyAone janma ApI dIdho...savAranA e bAju munivarane javAnuM thayuM tyAre khyAla emane Avyo...karavuM zuM ? bAjumAM ja rahetA eka bhAie bhUkhI thayelI kutarI potAnAM baccAone mArI na nAkhe te mATe zIro lAvIne kUtarIne khavaDAvyo. kUtarI to e ghara bhALI gai. cAra pAMca divasa sudhI pelA bhAI avAranavAra kUtarIne roTalA ApyA kare...eka vakhata to kUtarIne 12/15 roTalAo nAMkhI moDhAmAM laine kUtarI potAnA galuDiyA AgaLa AvI .kalAka bAda pachI kyAMyathI moDhAmAM roTalIo laine AvI..Azcarya thayuM ke zuM ATalI badhI roTalIo kUtarI khAi jAya che ? paraMtu jyAM kUtarI baccAoM sAthe rahetI hatI tyAM jaIne joyuM, to navI roTalIo bAjumAM paDI hatI ane kUtarI be page khADo khodI rahI hatI. khADAmAM najara karI to 60/70 roTalIo temAM paDI hatI. A navI roTalIo paNa kUtarIe aMdara nAkhI dIdhI..ane khADo pAcho purI dIdho ! tiryaMcanA avatAre paNa saMgrahavRttinA kevA kAtila saMskAra ! eTale bheguM karatAM mAtra mAnavane ja AvaDe che tevuM nathI. Dhorane paNa A badhuM AvaDe che ! mAnava pAse vivekadRSTi che..sArAsArano bheda te pADI zake che..ane eTalA ja mATe tenA jIvanane ati kiMmatI jIvana gayuM che... gRhastha potAnuM jIvana calAvavA mATe jIvana jarUriyAtanI joitI cIjomAM mUchanA tyAga sAthe, rAkhavAnI vastuonuM jo parimANa arthAt maryAdA nakkI karI de, to jIvana khUba ja zAntithI pasAra karI zake che. A eka arthamAM kahIe to parigraha parimANa eTale khavAi jatA puNya para breka lagAvI devI...pApakarmanA udayathI AvatAM duHkhone agavaDone pratikULatAone rogone vadhAvI levAnI vAta zrI jinazAsane kahI che, paraMtu puNyakarmanA udayathI prApta thatAM mAna sanmAna, anukULatA sukhasAhyabI.sagavaDo vagerene to lAta mAravAnI ja vAta karI che. parigrahaparimANamAM Aja vAta che...puya jora lagAvatuM hoya ane kadAca karoDapati thai javAnI zakyatA dekhAtI hoya ane atyArathI ja pacAsa lAkhanuM parigrahaparimANa nakkI karI de to khavAi javAnI zakyatAvALA puNyakarmane sthagita ja karI dIdhuM ne ? tuccha kSaNabhaMgura cIjonI prApti khAtara mahAmUlA puNyakarmanA mUDI jo veDaphI nAkhavAmAM Ave to pachI AtmakalyANamAM sahAyaka bananArI uttama dharmasAmagrInI prApti kaI mUDIthI thAya ?
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________________ bhUlazo nahi.sAmagrIo pratyenI kAtila mUrchAe AtmAne mATe durgationI paraMparA sarjI denAra bhayaMkara pApa che...A duniyAnA badhA vigrahonuM mULa parigraha che.jenA jIvanamAM parigrahanuM pApa ghaTayuM tenA jIvanamAM vigraho svAbhAvika rIte ja ghaTI javAnA...! rAjagRhInodramaka roTalAnA TukaDAnI mUchae sAtamI narakamAM gayo to mammaNa zeTha paNa maLelI sAmagrI pratyenI tIvra AsaktithI sAtamI narake gayo... pelA dariyAnI musApharI karI rahelA zeThane koike salAha ApI.zeTha ! Aga ane pANIno bharoso karavo nahi..tame moTo bhAge dariyAmAM musApharI karatA ho cho...kyAreka dariyAmAM bhayaMkara tophAna upaDe ane vahANa tUTe to tame zuM karo ? taratAM to tamane AvaDatuM nathI.ema karo, aThavADiyAnI aMdarataratAM zIkhI jAo...pachI dariyAi musApharImAM koi jokhama nahi rahe..!" "bhAi ! aThavADiyuM to zuM eka divasa paNa mArI pAse phAjala nathI. dhaMdhuM eTalo badho moTo che ke temAMthI samaya meLavavo mAre mATe kaThina che...eTale bIjo koi upAya hoya to kaho.. "zeTha ! to ema karo. jyAre jyAre paNa dariyAi musApharIe nIkaLo tyAre tyAre vahANamAM khAlI pIpa khAsa rAkhajo. kadAca tophAnAdi thAya ane vahANa tUTe to kammare A pIpa bAMdhI dejo. pANImAM paDavA chatAM tame acUka bacI jazo... tyArathI zeTha vahANamAM khAlI pIpa rAkhavA lAgyA. cAreka varasa bAda eka vAra bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM AvyuM..vahANanAM pATiye..pATiyAM judAM thaI gayAM...jene jene taratAM AvaDatuM hatuM te badhA ya kudI paDyA....zeTha paNa khAlI pIpa bAMdhIne kUdavAno vicAra karavA hatA. paraMtu temanA manamAM thayuM ke vahANamAM paDelI lakhalUTa kamANInI A sonAmahoro dariyAmAM pheMkI devA karatAM khAlI pIpamAM bharI dauM to zuM vAMdho? " turta ja sonAmahoro khAlI pIpamAM bharI dIdhI .ane e bhareluM pIpa kamare bAMdhIne kUdI paDyA dariyAmAM ! - pariNAma je AvavAnuM hatuM te ja AvyuM. cheka taLie jaine zeTha guMgaLAi guMgaLAine paralokabhegA ravAnA thaI gayA ! saMsArasamudramAM khAlI pIpavALA (mUcha vinAnA) bacavAnA..ane bharelA pIpavALA (mUrchAvALA) badhA ya DUbavAnA ! "mucchA vuto parigraho' zAstrakAro mUrchAne parigraha kahe che. A mUchavadhe che sAmagrIo vadhAravAthI bhUlazo nahi.dhana dhAnya makAna milakata
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________________ vagere sAmagrIo jeTalI vadhuM teTalI saMrakSaNAnubaMdhI raudradhyAnanI zakyatA vadhu ! jIvanamAM azAMti ajaMpA saMkleza ochA karavA hoya to e azAMti vagerenA janaka evA sAmagrIonA khaDakalAone ochA karatA cAlo nahitara to banne rIte mota che. prApta sAmagrIonI mUcha mAraze...aprApta sAmagrIonI lAlasA mAraze. jarUriyAto keTalI alpa che ane icchAo keTalI bharapUra che ? jarUriyAtathI jeTalA AgaLa vadhazo teTalA duHkhI thazo !.. jarUriyAta pUratuM maLI javuM kadAca kaThina haze paraMtu azakya to nathI jyAre icchApUrti thavI to asaMbhavita ja che ! - jarUriyAtonuM lIsTa karo to khabara paDaze ke keTalI alpa jarUriyAto che! rahevA mATenI jagyA paheravAM mATenAM kapaDAM...khAvA mATenA roTalA. e badhuM AsAnIthI prApta thai jAya tellA paisA. jIvana TakAvavA AnAthI vadhu zuM joIe ? paNa nA.mananI vAta ja nyArI che. tene rahevA mATe mAtra jagyA ja nathI joitI sAthe vAlakezvarano erIyA paNa joie che.. paheravA puratAM kapaDAmAMthI tene nathI cAlatuM..TerelIna TerIpulanA kapaDAM ja tene maMjUche...peTa puratA roTalA maLI jAya teTalA mAtrathI tene saMtoSa nathI.tene to pharasANa ane miThAivALA bhojana ja phAve che..jarUriyAta puratA paisAthI tene zAMti nathI..cAra jaNa vacce potAno bhAva puchAya tevI zrImaMtAi paNa tene joie che ! basa. A vicAradhArA ja badhA duHkhonI janaka che...! je bIjAne nathI maLyuM e mane maLyuM che' evo bhAva AvavAthI ApaNI apekSAe tRpti ane bIjAne mATe karuNA thAya che. je bIjAne maLyuM e mane nathI maLyuM, evA bhAva AvavAthI pote tRSNAthI pIDita thAya che, ane bIjAnI irSA thavAthI jalana thAya che. saMsAranI pratyeka tRSNA mRgatRSNA hoya che. tRSNAnI zUnyatApara ja apUrva tRptinI pUrNatA UbhI thAya che. baMne eka ja mananI putrI che, paraMtu viruddha dazAmAM UbhI che. tRSNAnA kAraNe mAnavI bhaTake che. tenuM mana bhaTake che. rameza mahezane kahyuM, "huM thoDA ja samayamAM karoDapati banI jaiza" maheze pUchyuM, kevI rIte ?' rameze jaNAvyuM relvemAM vagara kAraNe sAMkaLa kheMcavA mATe sarakAre daMDanA 250 rUpiyAmAM vadhAro karI 1000 rUpiyA karI dIdhA che. maheze navAi pAmatAM pUchyuM, enAthI tane kaI rIte lAbha thAya ? tuM kevI rIte karoDapati banIza ?" rameze kahyuM, 'tuM ATaluM ya samajato nathI. huM roja borIvalIthI carcageTa TrenamAM Up down karuM
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________________ chuM. huM kadI sAkaLa kheMcato nathI. pahelA AnA kAraNe mane roja 500 rUpiyAno phAyado thato hato. have pUrA be hajAra rUpiyAno phAyado thaze. AthI huM TUMka samayamAM karoDapati banI jaiza." A ja vAta che. dhana, dhAnya, sAdhanonI mUccha, Asakti ke tuNA mAnavIne A rIte bhaTakAve che. manane doDAve che. tethI kahevuM paDaze ke je vadhu doDe che, te sukhI nathI. tRSNAnA kAraNe vadhu duHkhI che. je Ubho che, te vadhu sukhI che. jenI pAse kazuM nathI, tenI dayA khAvA karatAM jenI pAse ghaNuM hovA chatAM paNa saMtoSa nathI, tenI dayA khAvAnI vadhu jarUra che. mUrchA be prakAranI che. (1) aprApta vastunItRNA 2) prApta vastu para Asakti. gRhasthajIvanamAM ghaNuM moTuM pApa parigrahathI thAya che. mana para vyakta krodhanuM prabhutva maryAdita samaya mATe ja hoya che. paraMtu parigrahano spaSTa prabhAva 24 kalAka, mahinAo, varaso ane jiMdagI sudhI rahe che. bIjuM koi paNa ATalo lAMbo samaya TakatuM nathI. viSayanuM sevana paNa sImita che. zarIra jAya che, ne mana tRpta thai jAya che. TV. jovAmAM paNa kALamaryAdA che. vadhu joyA bAda zarIra pote ja manA karI de che. AhAra para paNa puruM niyaMtraNa, cAranI jagyA hoya, to pAMca nahi. bhUlathI paNa thALImAM vadhu levAI jAya to bAju para mUkI daizuM. badhI cIjapara maryAdAnuM lAla signala hoya che. hiMsA, corI, jUTha, maithuna, vagere pApa maryAdita kALanA che, paraMtu parigrahamAM koi maryAdA nahi. e amaryAdita che. viSayono saMbaMdha indriyo sAthe che, ke je thAkI jAya che. tethI ekanA eka viSayamAM lAMbo kALa TakI zakAtuM nathI. paraMtu parigrahano saMbaMdha mana sAthe che. mananI icchA, bhUkha jaldI tRpta thatA nathI. vaLI viSaya vAsanAnA atirekamAM lokaniMdAno bhaya rahelo hoya che. loko kahevA mAMDaze kAmI che, laMpaTa che, vikArI che. paraMtu parigrahanA viSayamAM AvuM nathI. vaghu parizrama ke mahenata karanAranA loko vakhANa kare che. zrImaMtanA vakhANa sanmAna thAya che. bIjuM kAraNa e paNa che ke manano saMbaMdha vastu sAthe nathI, paraMtu vastunI icchA sAthe che. icchA to AkAza jeTalI che. tethI mana tRpta thavAno saMbhava ja 'kyAM che ! mANasa saMpatti pAchaLa kramaza cAra kAraNothI doDe che. 1) Avazyaka sAdhano mATe : jema ke roTI, kapaDA, makAnanI prApti mATe, AtraNenI prApti bAda paNa doDe che.
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________________ 2) suvidhA mATe jevA ke skUTara, pharnicara, phona, phrIja vagere. A badhuM maLyA pachI paNa te doDe che. 3) vaibhava mATe jema ke baMgalo, be traNa kAra, cAra phona, navI navI jAtanA upabhogIya sAdhano vagere. A badhuM maLyA pachI paNa te doDe che. 4) ahaMne poSavA mATe ? tenI icchA badhA karatAM AgaLa javAnI che. prathama naMbare zrImaMta banavAnI ane pachI e sthAna TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. pahelA traNa kAraNomAM saMtoSa thavAno haju saMbhava che, paraMtu chellA kAraNomAM aMta ja nathI, kAraNa ke dhana vadhavAthI aha vadhe che, e ahaMne TakAvavA dhananI AvazyakatA rahe che. vadhu paDatI viSaya vAsanA duniyAnI najare kharAba che. ethI ene loko dhutkAre, nIde che, paraMtu parigraha temanI najaramAM pApa nathI, AthI teo anumodanA kare che. zAbAzI Ape che. vartamAnakALamAM samAjamAM paisAnuM prabhutva jAmyuM che. paisA haze, to lokomAM sanmAna maLaze. paisA nahi to sanmAna nahi. gujarAtamAM kahevata che ke nANA vagarano nAthiyo, paisA hoya to nAthAlAla. jo kaMgAla thai gayo to "nAthiyo' vAstavamAM A eka bhrAmaka mAnyatA che, kAraNa ke najara sAme mAna denArA pITha pAchaLa niMdA ja karatA hoya che. dhana na hovAnuM eka duHkhane dhana hovAnA hajAra duHkha hovA chatAM lokone dhanavALuM duHkha vadhu game che. jIvane "ahaM' sauthI vahAlo che, ane e mATe mAlika thavAnuM - badhI vastuomAM mAlikIno bhAva Ubho karavAnuM khUba game che. anaMtakALathI enI A priya pravRtti rahI che. ghAsanI gaMjIpara beThelA kUtarAne ghAsa sAthe koi levA devA nathI, chatAM gAyane khAvA na de. bhase, kema ke mAlikIno bhAva AvI jAya che. jarUriyAta karatAM vadhu bheguM karI saMgraha karI rAkhanAra ane bIjAnA upayogamAM AvavA na denAre A dRSTAMta potAnI sAthe ghaTAvavuM. parigrahanI vAsanAne lIdhe gRhasthane samyakatva TakAvavuM badhu muzkela bane che. paisA vagara kazuM thaI zakatuM nathI evI daDha mAnyatA rAkhavAvALAnuM samyakatva cAlI javAno pUro saMbhava che. te anIti to kare che, paraMtu sAthe enI vakIlAta paNa kare che ke anIti vagara cAlI zake ja nahIM. atyAre lAga maLe tyAre) nahIM kamAie, to kyAre kamAizuM ? Ama mananI bhUkha kadI saMtoSAtI nathI.
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________________ ApaNane joie keTaluM ? deha DhAMkavA vastro, zarIra TakAvavA AhAra ane samAjamAM rahevA pUratuM bacata. Aje ApaNI manodazA vicitra banI gai che. jo dasa vIsa pacAsa bhaye, zata hoya hajAra to banegI lAkha. koTi araba asaMkhya dharApati hone kI cAha jalegI. svarga pAtAlakA rAjya karuM, tRSNA adhika ati Aga lagegI suMdara eka saMtoSa binA, duniyA kI bhUkha kabhI na miTegI Aje dasa maLyA, kAle vIsanI lAlasA, vIsa maLe to pacAsa, so, hajAra, lAkha, karoDa...svarga pAtAlanuM rAjya maLavA chatAM saMtoSa na rAkhyo, to A bhUkha maTavAnI ja nathI. mananI bhUkha agni jevI che. jeTaluM ene arpaNa karo teTaluM badhuM svAhA, kadI tRpta na thA| Aga vadhatI ja javAnI, paraMtu zAMta nahi thAya. lakSmInI cAra upamA che. 1) sugaMdhI mULa :- je bhUmimAM ja paDyuM rahe. bhUmimAM dhana rAkhanArA athavA dATanArAnI lakSmI AvI hoya che. 2) camelInuM jhADa :- dekhAvamAM suMdara, paNa phaLa nahi. je kaMjusanuM dhana ze2, DIpojhITa, tijorImAM paDI rahe che enI lakSmI AvI che. 3) keLanuM jhADa :- jemAM phaLa che paNa bIja nathI. keLa eka ja vAra phaLa Ape che. upabhogamAM AvavAvALI lakSmI AvI che. upabhoga bAda nAza pAme. 4) kerInuM jhADa :- suMdara kerI jevuM phaLa ane bIjanI paraMparAnI prApti. dAnamAM vaparAtI lakSmI svaupayoga tathA paraupayoganI paraMparA calAve che. pahelAM be prakAranI lakSmIvALA lakSmIdAsa che. je gulAma ke dAsanI mAphaka lakSmInI ciMtA ane dhyAnamAM jIvana pUrNa kare. trIjA prakAranI lakSmIvALA lakSmIpati che. je mAtra upabhogano AnaMda maLe che. cothA prakAranI lakSmIvALo lakSmInaMdana che, je lakSmIrUpI mAtAne dAnAdi dvArA gauravavaMtI kare che. parigrahanI vyAkhyA karatA umAsvAti mahArAje tatvArthasUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke 'mUrchA parigrahaH' vastu para mUrchA rAkhavI e ja parigraha che. parigraha be prakAre 1) bAhya 2) AvyaMtara. dhana dhAnya dAsa strI pazu, khetara, makAna, dukAna, sonuM rUpuM dharavakharI vagere nava prakAre bAhya parigraha che, ane (1) mithyAtva 2) cAra kaSAya (krodhavagere) 3) hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zoka ane jugupsA A cha nokaSAya ane 4) puruSa strI napuMsakaveda A traNa veda=14 (1+4+6+3) ApyaMtara parigraha che. A parigraha na 92 201 BORDERLESSER BE
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________________ jIvane jIvo pratye prema vinAno banAve che, tethI jema zeraDInI gAMTha hoya, tyAM rasa na hoya, ema A parigraha gAMTharUpa kahevAya che. A parigraha AtmAne guNonA AnaMdanA, prasannatAnA pradezamAM jatA aTakAve che, mATe pratibaMdharUpa paNa gaNAya che. jema mUcchita thayelo mANasa sArA sArane samajI zakato nathI, tema parigrahamAM DUbelo paNa sArA sArane samajI zakato nathI, jeno parigraha thAya, temAM mama" "mama' mAruM mAruM thayA kare che, mATe te mamatA kahevAya che, janma pahelA ne maraNa pachI nahIM honArA paisA vagere pagalonI sAthe ja vaLagADI rAkhe che, mATe vaLagADa ane saMgarUpa paNa kahevAya che. badhI jaDavastuo eka yA bIjI rIte ekendriyAdi jIvonA kalevarUpa lalacAine ArAdhananA UMcAino bhava maLavA chatAM kaSAyonI nIcI bhUmi para utarI Ave che, mATe parigraha gRddhi (saMskRtamAM gIdha mATe gRdha zabda che.) thI paNa oLakhAya che. jIvane jaDapadArthonA vicAromAM coMTADI rAkhato hovAthI parigraha Asakti rUpa che. raudradhyAnanA (1) hiMsA (2) jUTha (3) corI ane (4) saMrakSaNa A cAreya prakAra mATe saMpatti parigraha mukhya bhAga bhajave che. jarUriyAtathI je vadhArAnuM hoya, te badho parigraha che. jarUriyAtamAM paNa mamatA mUrchA Asakti parigraharUpa che. prasaMgane anurUpa jarUriyAta jeTalA manAtA krodha icchA krodha ke icchArUpa che. (je pote svataH kharAba ja che.) jarUriyAtathI vadhu karelA krodha ke karelI icchA parigraharUpa che ane jarUriyAta jeTalA paNa krodhAdimAM karavA jevA lAgyA-gamyA to e paNa parigraharUpa. dhanAdi aMge saMrakSaNanI ciMtA AgaLa jatAM raudradhyAna banI narakano rasto banI zake che. dhanapara Asakti rAkhanAra mammaNazeTha sAtamI narake gayA che. cha khaMDanA adhipati cakravartI subhUmanI rAjyanI lAlasA vadhI. dhAtakIkhaMDanA bharatakSetranA cha khaMDa jItavA jatAM potAnI saMpUrNa senA sAthe lavaNasamudramAM paDyo ane sAtamI narake gayo. - eka zaheramAM lakSmIdAsa zeTha rahetA hatA. dhananA lobhamAM dRSTAMtarUpa hatA. eno putra bholAzaMkara bicAro sAva sIdhosAdo hato. zeThanI tijorI dhanathI bharAi gai. AthI dhananI ciMtAmAM zeThanI uMgha harAma thai gai. zeThe vicAryuM - jaMgalamAM koika jagAe dATI devAthI dhana salAmata raheze. zeTha potAnA putrane laine vahelI savAre moTA thelAmAM dhana mukI aMdhArAmAM jaMgalamAM dATavA gayA. eka core zeTha, putra tathA thelAne joi vicAryuM - zeTha dhana saMtADavAnA hetuthI jai rahyA che. cora chAnomAno temano pIcho karavA lAgyo. jaMgala AvyuM. zeThe dhana chupAvavA eka jagyA pasaMda karI. dhana dATatAM pahelAM koI jotuM to nathI ne, tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhavA putrane AjubAju tapAsa karI levA mokalyo. core zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI. pahelAM vicAryuM - bhAgI jAuM. paraMtu pachI
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________________ lAgyuM - bhAgI jaiza, to zeThanI zaMkA vadhu majabUta thaze. AthI te prANAyamano yoga karI zvAsa rokIne zabanI mAphaka bhUmi para sUI gayo. bholAe cAre bAju joyA pachI pitAne kahyuM, Ama to koi dekhAtuM nathI, paNa eka zaba paDyuM che, eno zvAsa cAlato nathI. zeTha kahe, tuM sAva bhoLo che. e cora haze. prANAyamathI zvAsa rokI lIdho haze. A lAkaDI laine jorathI tene phaTakA mArI Ava. jIvato haze to cIsa pADaze. A sAMbhaLI cora DarI gayo. bhAgI javAno vicAra karyo, paNa pachI vicAryuM ke ATaluM dhana meLavavuM hoya, to mAra to sahana karavo paDe. dhana vagara apamAna sahana karavuM, tenA karatAM A mAra sahana karavo e vadhu yogya che. bholo Avyo. lAkaDIthI phaTakA mAryA. core to cukAro paNa na karyo. bholAe pAchA AvIne pitAne kahyuM, "nakkI e to maDaduM ja che. AvA phaTakA mAravA chatAM teNe bUma nathI mArI." pitAjIe kahyuM, "are bevakupha, eto eNe sahana karI lIdhuM. ema kara, A cAku vaDe teno kAna kApI lAva. jIvato AdamI kAna nahIM kapAve." cora gabharAyo. pachI dhanamATe kAna kapAvavAnuM paNa nakkI karyuM. bholAne muDadAM sAthe A ramata karavAnuM pasaMda nahotuM. paraMtu kare zuM ? anicchAe jaine pitAnA vizvAsa khAtara ekane badale baMne kAna kApI lAvyo. pitAjIne te batAvI kahyuM,"te kharekhara maDaduM ja che, nahi to koNa potAnA be kAna kApavA de ?" pitAjI kahe,"tArI vAta barAbara che. paraMtu ATaluM garama lohI joI haju mArA manane samAdhAna nathI thayuM. game tema paNa tuM pAcho jA ane tenuM nAka kApI lAva." A sAMbhaLI cora kharekhara gabharAi gayo, paNa teNe manamAM vicAryuM,"A abhinayano nATaka karI mAra khAdho, kAna kapAvyAM to have to abhinaya pUro ja karavo. bhale nAka kapAya." bholo pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLI khUba nArAja thayo, chatAM te nAka kApIne lAvyo ane barADI UThayo, A zuM vAre ghaDIe maDadAne kApavAnuM ? have mane vadhu satAvo nahi. e maDaduM ja che. nahi to koNa nAka kapAvA chatAM barADI na uThe ? lakSmIdAsane have vizvAsa beTho. badhuM dhana jamInamAM khADo khodI dATI dIdhuM ane ghera pAchA pharyA. pachI core badhuM dhana lai lIdhuM. e to karoDapati banI gayo. banAvaTI nAka banAvaDAvyuM. pAghaDI evI rIte bAMdhavA lAgyo ke lokone khabara paNa na paDe ke ene baMne kAna nathI. ekavAra lakSmIdAse ene joyo. DhaMkAyelA kAna ane banAvaTI nAka joi zaMkA paDI. bholAne lai tarata ja jaMgalamAM gayA. tyAM dhananI jagyAe mATI joi chAtI kUTavA lAgyA. pahelA bholAnI bhUla batAvI. pachI kahyuM, "bhUla to mArI ja hatI. nAka, kAna kApavAne badale tenuM gaLuM ja kApI nAkhavAnuM hatuM." pachI rAjA pAse jaine cora para dhana coravAno Aropa mUkyo. phariyAda karI.
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________________ rAjAe corane bolAvI badhI vAta vize pUchyuM. core badhuM saMbhaLAvyA. pachI jaNAvyuM - meM mArA nAka kAna pahelA kapAvyA ne pachI dhana lIdhuM che. mATe jo zeTha mArAM nAka kAna pAchA ApI de, to huM badhuM dhana pAchuM ApI dauM. rAjAe zeThane te pAchA devAnI vAta karI, paraMtu lAvavA kyAMthI ? rAjAe nirNaya jaNAvyo, "jyAM sudhI coranAM kAna nAka pAchA na maLe tyAM sudhI badhuM dhana cora pAse ja raheze. A sAMbhaLI lakSmIdAsanuM hArTapheila thayuM. raudradhyAnamAM marI narake gayo. dhananI mUccha, Asakti, tRSNAnI A kathA che, e paNa samajI lo ke dhananI pAchaLa pAgala thanAra maDadA samAna che, kAraNa ke komaLa bhAvanAthI dhabakatuM hRdaya rahetuM nathI. khuzAmatakhora ane cugalIkhora baMne sArInarasI UMghI cattI vAto karI bahekAvavAvagere dvArA tenA kAna potAnA kabaje levArUpe baMne kAna kApI nAkhe che, jethI e dhanalobhI AgaLa gurunI hitakArI vANI ane dInahInanI dayAnI araja vyartha jAya che. dhana meLavavA mATe ijjatarUpI nAkane kapAvavuM paDe che. pachI ADaMbararUpI navuM nAka lagADavuM paDe che. tethI ja kahyuM che ne ke pahelA dhana meLavavA nAka kapAvanAro pachI nAka khAtara dhana kharce che. evA aneka dRSTAMta che ke je ApaNane parigraha mUrchAnuM phaLa batAve che. parigraha pAchaLa pAgala thanAra (1) vAraMvAra hiMsAvagerenA raudradhyAnamAM rahe che. 2) bIjAne khaMkherIne, lAga Ave to mArI nAMkhIne paNa meLavI levAnI krUra lezyAomAM rame che. 3) saMtoSanA sukhathI ane tyAganA AnaMdathI vaMcita rahe che. 4) ciMtA, Tenzana, aratinA cakaDoLamAM cakarAyA kare che. 5) eka paNa dharmakriyA karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, ne kare to emAM citta coMTatuM nathI. 6) dareka zubha, suMdara dharmakriyA ke sukRta kare, to paNa pachI enA badalAmAM saMpatti vagere meLavI levAnI icchA thaI jAya che. 7) dara vakhate pUrve karatAM vadhu maLe, evI kAmanAthI pote ja potAnI pAse gaddhAvaitaruM karAve che. ne emAM nicovAi jAya che. 8) pote manathI mAnI lIdhelAM potAnA sTeTsa, pojhIzana mUDIne salAmata rAkhavA ne vadhAratA rahevAnA lobhamAM navI navI jaMjALo zerabajAravagerenA dhutArAonI jALa, bIjAnA kamANInA (mAtra kAgaLa para) vadhI gayelA dekhAtA AMkaDAomAM pote rahI gayAnA aphasosanI jALamAM evo phasAi jAya che, ke pachI AtmaciMtA mATe maLelA bhavamAM dhanaciMtA karI karIne jIvana puruM kare che, athavA AtmahatyA paNa karI le che. 9) potAnI jarUriyAta karatAM vadhArAnuM ke je potAne mATe vyartha bInotpAdaka nakAmuM che, eno saMgharo karavAmAM e bIjI jarUriyAtavALAne na maLavArUpe aMtarAyamAM nimitta bane.tethI bhaviSyamAM potAne paNa aMtarAyo UbhA thAya. vaLI 10) jIvone AraMbha samAraMbha, ghAta, thAya tevA udyoga dhaMdhAomAM paNa
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________________ jarA paNa hAyakAro duHkha rahetA nathI, balka gaurava abhimAna thAya che, jethI durgati, azAtA, nIcagotra, dIrbhAgya ne gADha mohajanaka karmo baMdhAya che. 11) dhana sAdhanonI parAdhInatA vadhatI jAya, e suMvALI gulAmImAM gaurava lAge, pachI jarA paNa paristhiti badalAya, tyAre sahevAnuM sattva na rahevAthI hoya enA karatAM hajAragaNu du:kha anubhave. 12) parigrahanA jorapara dareka bhraSTAcArI hovA chatAM mAna sanmAna meLave. tethI bIjAone paNa bhraSTAcAraAdinA khoTA mArge javAnI preraNA maLe. Ama adharmanA navA navA mArgo kholavAdvArA adhamAdhamanI pravRttio Acare. 13) sadgationI paraMparA ane aMte paramagatimATe ArAdhanA karI levAnI badhI sAmagrIo sAthe maLelA mAnavabhavane anaMtakALa duHkhamaya banAvI de, evA ane taddana anupayogI evA dhanavagere tucchamATe veDaphI nAMkhe che. 14) svajana Aptajanane paNa duzamana banAvI de che. veranI paraMparA UbhI kare che. 15) anIti-ochA vetane vadhu kAma karAvI levAnI vRttinA kAraNe A bhavamAM nokarAdine trAsa Ape che, ne potAnA mATe parabhavamAM baLada dAsa gulAmInA bhavo buka karAve che. ityAdi aneka doSano bhAgI thAya che. tethI ja kahevAya che ke pUrNa thayelI icchA bIjI navI icchAnI mA bane che. eka icyA pUrNa thatAM ja bIjI icchA taiyAra thai jAya che. ane ahIM jagatanuM Azcarya e che ke mA karatA dIkarI moTI. pUrI thayelI icchA je navI icchAne janma Ape che, te pUrI thayelI IcchA karatAM moTI hovAnI. dhananI lAlasAne lIdhe saMtoSa nathI thato. lobha vadhato jAya ane lobhane lIdhe jIva mAyA kapaTano Azaro le che. kapaTa karIne meLavelA dhanamAM AnaMda tathA abhimAna vadhu thAya che. ahaMkAra Ave pachI krodha Ave ja. apamAnane lIdhe krodhanI jvALA bhabhUkI UThe che. Ama parigraha cAre kaSAyano bApa che. jIvanamAM kAyAne kAraNe jeTalAM pApo thAya che tenA karatAM vadhu pApo to manane kAraNe thAya che. A sanAtana satya jeTaluM vaheluM samajAze teTaluM vaheluM AtmakalyANa zakya banaze. sukhanI sAmagrIonA khaDakalAo pAchaLanI ApaNI AMdhaLI doTa nizcita sthagita thai jaze... eka vakhatanA jagata vijetA gaNAtA mAMdhAtAo paNa A duniyAmAMthI vidAya letI vakhate kevA dIna hIna thaine gayA che te najara sAme lAvajo.. potAnI videzanIti jAhera karIne AkhI duniyAne dhrujAvato amerikAno
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________________ videzapradhAna Daleza kensarano bhoga thai paDyo.mAruM kensara maTADaze tene lAkha DolaranuM inAma ApIza. tevI jAherAto karavA chatAM tenuM kensara thayuM nahi. ane roto roto A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayo.. A zuM batAve che? e ja ke sukha sAmagrImAM nathI.paraMtu saMtoSamAM che. mATe bhUlA na paDazo... vicitratA to e che ke ApaNe duHkhanI phariyAdo puSkaLa karIe chIe...paraMtu duHkhanAM kAraNone choDavA ApaNe jarAya taiyAra nathI... pelA be bhikhArIo baporanA TAimamAM bhegA thai gayA.. eka bhikhArIe bIjA bhikhArIne kahyuM. kitanI badatara apanI bhikhArIkI jiMdagI he ! kahAM bhI jAo zAMti se koi beThane nahIM detA ! rAtako phUTapAtha para sone jAo to pulisa sone nahIM detA, kisI ke pAsa hAtha laMbAo to saba loga salAha dene lagate hai ki "acchA zarIra hai to kAma karane meM kayo dikkata paDatI he ?' basameM caDho to kaMDakTara ghusane hI nahIM detA. TrenameM bina TikiTa musApharI karane meM bhI koi kama herAnagati nahIM..koi AdamI kabhI kucha detA bhI hai to bhI 1/10 paisese jyAdA nahIM detA. mehaMgAi itanI jyAdA hai ki dasa paisAmeM to marane ke liye jahara bhI nahIM milatA. kyA karanA, kucha samaja meM nahIM AtA. choDa de yaha bhIkha mAMgane kA dhaMdhA " kyAM tu muje mUrakha samajatA hai ?' dhaMdhA to yahI karuMgA. Aja nahIM to kala saphalatA jarUra mila jAyegI." ApaNI hAlata paNa A bhikhArI jevI ja che. saphaLatA nAmanI ya maLatI nathI ane bIjI bAju AzAo jarA ya tUTatI nathI..! jarAka sAvadha banIne..parigrahanA Tera upara ja ubhA thatA tIvra AraMbha samAraMbhamAM pApone najara sAme lAvIe.."parigrahamAtra e anarthadAyI che." A bhAvanA AtmasAt karIe "kyAre sarvathA parigraharahita thAuM e lakSyane satatu najara sAme rAkhIe.. A badhuM banaze to ja makAna, jamIna, vADI, pazu, vAhana, yaMtro, dAgInA, sonuM, cAMdI, jhaverAta anya mAlamilakata vagerenuM parimANa nakkI karavAnuM mana thaze...jarUriyAtathI AgaLa na vadhavAnI vRtti pedA thaze. ane pedA thayelI e vRtti ja jIvanamAM zAMti..svasthatA. cittaprasannatA vagerene sthira karI deze.
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________________ nava prakAranA parigraho (padArtho) nIce mujaba che. 1) kSetra - setu, ketu, setuketu dvArA anAja utpanna thAya tevI bhUmi, jamIna, bagIcA vADI vagere. 2) vAstu - ghara, makAna, baMgalo, bloka, rUma vigere.. 3) hiraNya - dAgInA alaMkAra, ghaDeluM sonuM 4) suvarNa - nahIM ghaDeluM sonuM (lagaDI, pATa, biskITa) 5) dhana - gaNima, dharima, meya ane parichedya ema cAra prakAre vajana karAtuM vyavahAramAM vaparAtuM dravya. 6) dhAnya - ghauM, cokhA vigere.... 7) kuSya - tAMbu AdinA vAsaNo, gharavakharI. 8) dvipada - dAsa dAsI, nokara, vANotara vigere 9) catuSpada - hAthI, ghoDA, gAya kutarA, bilADA, popaTa pakSI vigere A nava prakAranA maryAdAthI vadhu parigraha bhegA karavAthI ghaNA jIvo duHkhI thayA che. temAnA keTalAka... kSetra - brahmadatta cakrI. bIjA cha khaMDa jItavA nIkaLyA, narake thayA. vAstu - nAgadata. mahela banAvyo paNa bhogavI na zakyA. hiraNya - mammaNa zeTha. koNika durgati pAmyA. suvarNa - uMdare pUrva bhava saMgrahelI suvarNa mudrA kADhI paNa kumArapALe lIdhI to mAthuM pachADI marI gayo. dhana - deva devasamA brahmaNa dhana mATe baMne mRtyu pAmyA. dhAnya - sonIe metAraja RSIne dAna ApyuM paNa pAchuM mAMgavA jatA karma baMdhAyuM. kapilA dAsIe ApyuM paNa mana vinAnuM hovAthI puNya na baMdhAyuM. kuSya - kapile rAjAnI pAse ghara calAvavA eka mAsAnA sthAne rAjyano aDadho bhAga mAMgavA taiyArI karI. drika - kumAranaMdIne 500 patnIthI saMtoSa na thayo. hAsA prahAsA mATe agnikuMDamAM balidAna karyuM. catuSpada - koNike hAthInuM apaharaNa karI yuddha khelyuM.
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________________ TUMkamAM parigraha e rAga dveSanuM ghara che. dhIraja zAMti saMtoSa jIvanamAMthI ghaTADe che. sukhano nAzaka ane duHkhano utpAdaka che. buddhizALInI buddhine doSita karanArA che. svAbhAvika rIte ja pApano baMdha karanAra karAvanA2 che. jo dhana anarthanuM ja kAraNa che te teno parigraha karavo e mahAanarthane AmaMtre. ane naka tiryaMcAdi durgatimAM lai jAya temAM navAi zuM ? aticAra 1. dhana dhAnya parimANatikrama - dhAryA (nakkI karelA) parimANathI dhanadhAnya vadhu na thAya tenI kALajI. 2. kSetra vAstu parimANAtikrama - nirdhArIta saMkhyAnA parimANathI mAlikInA kSetra (jamIna) makAna vadhu na thAya tenI kALajI. 3. ropya suvarNa parimANatikrama - dhArelA vajana ane mUlyAdithI sonuM, rUpuM vigere vadhu thai maryAdA oLaMgI na jAya tenI kALajI. 4. kuSya parimANatikrama - dhAryA pariNAmathI gharanI aMdara (jarUra karatA vadhu na thAya te mATe) sTIla, pitaLa, tAMbu, kAsuM, jarmana, elyuminiyama vigere dhAtu (nA vAsaNo) vadhu na thAya tenI kALajI. 5. dvipada catuSpada parimANatikrama - be pagavALA dAsa dAsI, cAra pagavALA gAya bheMsa vigere dhAryA karatAM vadhu na thAya tenI kALajI. parigraha parimANa bane tyAM sudhI A jIvana sudhInuM levAya che. tevI anukULatA na dekhAya to samayano nirNaya karI levuM. lIdhA pachI pharIthI bIjIvAra letI vakhate bAMdhelI maryAdA bane tyAM sudhI oLaMgavI nahI. bhagavatIjI sUtramAM parigrahI thavAnA kAraNone jaNAvatA kahyuM che ke, - pUrva bhavamAM AsaktithI bAMdhelA pAponA kAraNe A jIva pApAcaraNa, mAyAcaraNa, mithyAcaraNa, asatyAcaraNa ke duSTAcaraNa jevA AcaraNamAM AgaLa vadhe che. parigrahanA vamaLamAM phasAyelA keTalAka jIvo.. 1. kucikarNa lAkho gAyonA dugdhapAnathI paNa tRpta na thayo. 2. tilaka zeTha dhAnyanA saMgrahathI virAma na pAmyo. chevaTe badhuM anAja saDI gayuM. 3. maMjurAjA rAjyanA lobhathI bhatrIjA bhAja no vadha karelA prerAyo. 4. naLarAjA jugAramAM rANI damayaMtine khoi beThA. dence LLLLL
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________________ 5. madhamAkhI, kIDI, uMdara, parigraha saMjJAthI ghaNuM bheguM kare che. paNa pote bhogavI zakatA nathI. bIjI bhogave lai jAya to ArtadhyAna karI karma bAMdhI durgati jAya che. je je AtmAoe parimANa vrata lIdhuM che. te badhA saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI nI jema sukha anubhave che. anIti vizvAsaghAta AraMbha samAraMbhanA vipula dhaMdhAmAMthI mukta thAya che. lokamAM prazaMsA, cittamAM prasannatA, jIvanamAM zAMtine anubhave che. paralokamAM, riddhi, siddhi, samRddhine pAme che. devagatinA sukho anubhavI janma maraNane ghaTADe che. keTalAka praznottara ! pAvanakArI paramAtmA ! Ape batAvyuM che. "ra kadI potAnuM ! banatuM nathI. chatAM paramAM macharAkhI "aparigraha svarUpaAnma guNano meM ghAta karyo. mArA to rAga, dveSa, aAna, zarIra, inkriya kAMI ja nathI. Atma vizva mAM tamAma jI gura uThAvI levA ane zakita Apo. pra. 1 parigraha eTale zuM ? uttara abhAva, AsaktibhAva, mamatva ja parigraha che. pra. 2 nI tatvA satramAM parigrahanI zuM vyAkhyA che ? uttara muccha-parigraha: zrI tatvArtha sUtramAM vyAkhyA che. pra. 3 zrI dazavaikAlika sUramAM zuM vyAkhyA che? uttara mucha parigraho vatto. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM vyAkhyA che. pra. 4 parigrahanA keTalA prakAra che? uttara skula rUpI parigraha parimANa vratanA be prakAra che. 1) bAhya parigraha, 2) atyaMtara parigraha. pra. 5 bAhya parigraha kone kahe che? uttara ghana, sonuM, cAMdI Adi sthala rUpathI je je cIjono saMgraha karavAmAM Ave che. tene bAhya parigraha kahe che. pra. 6. bAhya parigraha keTalA prakAranA che ? uttara bAhya parigraha nava prakAranA che. 1) kSetra 2) vAsta, 3) sonA, 4) cAMdI, 5) dhana, 6) dhAnya, 7) dvipada, 8) catuSpada, 9) kaviya gharavakharI
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________________ pra. 7 AtyaMtara parigraha kone kahe che? uttara rAga dveSa, viSaya vAsanA, karma Adi AvyaMtara pariNati Adhyetara parigraha che. pra. 8 AtyaMtara parigraha keTalA che? uttara AtyaMtara parigraha cauda prakAranA che. cAra kaSAya + nava nokapAya + mithyAtva = 14 AtyaMtara parigraha che. cAra kaSAya : 1) krodha, 2) mAna, 3) mAyA, 4) lobha. nava nokaSAya : 1) hAsya, 2) rati, 3) arati, 4) bhaya, 5) zoka, 6) durgachA, 7) strIveda, 8) puruSaveda, 9) napuMsakaveda. pra. 9. kSetramAM AdinuM parimANa kevI rIte karavAmAM Ave che? uttara huM dhAnyAdinA ATalAthI vadhu khetara Adi, ATalAthI vadhu gocara bhUmi Adi, ATalAthI vadhu krIDAMgana Adi, ATalAthI vadhu khullI jamIna Adi, ATalAthI vadhu sevaka, dUdhavALA pazu Adi nahi rAkhuM. amuka tolAthI vadhu sonuM cAMdI maNi ratnAdi nahIM rAkhuM. pra. 10. kSetra AdinA parivAranuM ullaMdhana kevI rIte thAya che? uttara jevI rIte 10 khetara rAkhyA hoya tenA sthAna upara 13-14 khetara karI levA. potAnA khetara pAse bIjanuM be tAra hoya tene eka vADa lagAvIne eka khetara gaNavuM. dasA ghara rAkhyA hoya te AvazyakatA thavA para be - cAra vAvI devA. dasa khetarathI adhika maLavA para tene bIjAnA nAme karIne paNa adhikAra potAno rAkhavo. 11. puNiyo ane mammANa baMne yAda Ave tevuM vrata karyuM ? uttara pAMcamuM vrata. aparigraha - puNiyo zrAvaka, parigraha - mammaNa zeTha. 12 parigrahanA aticAra keTalA che ? kayA kayA ? uttara parigrahanA aticAra pAMca che. 1) khita-vatyumaNAikkame, 2) hiraNa-suvaNapamANAikrame, 3) dhaNadhanapamANAikkame, 4) dupraya-capriyapamANAikrame, 5) kuviyapamANaikkame. pra. 13 maryAdA mUkI makAna rAkhavAmAM kayo aticAra lAge? uttara khita-vaSNu pamANAikkameno aticAra lAge.
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________________ pra. 14. sonA rUpAnI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara hiraNa-suvaNa pamANAikkameno aticAra lAge. pra. 15. dhana-aranI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara dhana-dhAnya pamANAikkameno aticAra lAge. pra. 16. manuSya, pazu, paMkhI AdimaryAdAnuM ullaMghana kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara duppaya-capriya pamANAikkameno aticAra lAge. pra. 17. vAsaNa Adi gharavakharI maryAdAthI vadhAre rAkhe to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara kuviyapamANAikkameno aticAra lAge. pra. 18. baMgalA (phleTa) no pATha kayo ? uttara pAMcamuM vrata vatyu. pra. 19 parigrahanA kAraNe bhAi-bhAi vacce moTuM yuddha kone thayuM ? uttara koNika ane hala vihala vacce yuddha thayuM. pra. 20. kai kai cIja mATe te yuddha thayuM hatuM ? uttara hAra ane hAthI mATe thayuM hatuM. pra. 21. te cIja kayA zabdomAM Ave ? uttara temAM hAra hiraNa suvaNanA zabdamAM samAya che ane hAthI caupadamAM samAya che. pra. 22. pAMcamuM pApa, mUke kApa, to manoratha saphaLa gaNAya ? uttara he bhagavAna ! huM AraMbha parigraha kyAre ocho karuM ema pahelo manoratha saphaLa gaNAya. pra. 23. vartamAnakALe paNa vizvazAMti mATe bhagavAna mahAvIre batAvelA siddhAMtomAM mukhya kayAM kayAM vrata che? uttara ahiMsA ane aparigraha vrata. pra. 24. parigrahanI mamatA choDI paramakalyANa koNe karyuM? uttara kapila kevaLI. pra. 25. parigraha ocho karavA mATe kayA prakAranuM ciMtana karavuM joie ? uttara parigraha pApanuM kAraNa che. saMkalpa vikalpane vadhAranAra che. vigrahanuM kAraNa che. tethI saMpUrNa aparigrahI ane mukta huM kyAre banIza ? parigrahamAM Asakta duryodhana, koNika, sAgaradatta, mammaNa zeTha vagerenI kevI durdazA thai ? parigraha sukhanI uMgha paNa levA deto nathI. satata bhayamAM jIvADe che vagere....
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________________ '..dizi parimANane raMga A dravya haMmezA kSetranA AdhAre rahe che. jagatamAM jeTaluM jANo eTaluM maro. 0 jeTaluM juo eTaluM rUo. 0 dIkaro mAtAnuM rakSaNa kare, mAtA dIkarAnuM pAlana kare tema dharmakSetramAM dharmanuM pAlana tame karo ane dharma tamAruM rakSaNa kare. T badhA pAponuM pravezadvAra AMkha che. A jagatapatinuM darzana kare tene jagatanA darzananI vAsanA khalAsa thai jAya A pArakAnI ceSTA mATe AMdhaDA, baherA ane mUMgA banI jAo. zrAvakamAM 12 vratamAMnuM chaThThA naMbaranuM vrata che. "dikparimANa vrata." UMce nIce ke tacha vadhumAM keTaluM javuM tenuM parimANa nakkI karI devuM... eka vAta samajI rAkhavI ke AvAgamana mATenA kSetranA maryAdA jeTalI vadhu teTalI pApAraMbhanI zakyatA vadhu...kAraNa ke te te kSetramAM rahelAM dravyonAM darzanathI nathI...upabhogathI AtmAmAM Asakti vagerenAM kusaMskAro majabUta bane che. jo maryAdita kSetramAM ja rahevAnuM hoya to te kSetrane choDIne anya kSetromAM thatI jIvahiMsA, AraMbha samAraMbha vagerenAM pApothI AtmA prAyaH karIne lapAto nathI.. aneka prakAranI vejJAnika zodhoe mAnavInA manamAM paDelI aneka atRpta icchAo bahekAvI che...deza paradezamAM thatA paribhramaNe mAnavane vadhu ne vadhu vAsanAno bhikhArI banAvyo che. pratyeka vastunuM darzana rAga dveSanI pariNati pedA karAvI jAya che. e vastune meLavavA jIva sAcA khoTA aneka rastAo apanAve che. pariNAme vastu kadAca maLe to Asakti vadhe che. na maLe to meLavavAnI lAlasA satata ubhI rahe che ! A badhA saMbhavita apAyothI bacavA AvAgamananA kSetranI maryAdA nakkI karI devI bahu jarUrI che.. nahitara to kahevAya che ne ke A jagatanuM jeTaluM vadhu jANo teTalA maro, ane jeTaluM vadhu juo teTalA ruo....
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________________ jAyAnuM jhera che....vartamAnapatro, megejhIno, nATako, sarakaso, sinemAo vageree aneka AtmAonA suSupta paDelA kusaMskArone uttejita karIne teone durAcAranA mArge caDhAvI dIdhA che. ceSTA parasya vRttAnta mUkAlpabadhiropameM paranI ceSTA mATe mUMgA AMdhaLA baherA banI jAo paraniMdA karavA mATe mUMgA. paradoSadarzana karavA mATe AMdhaLA ane paradoSa zravaNa karavA baherA banI jAo...to AtmAmAM aneka prakAranA guNono praveza khUba sulabha banI jaze. dravyo e kSetranA AdhAre rahe che...AraMbha samAraMbha e dravyonA AdhAre thAya che...mATe jeNe AvAgamananA kSetramAM niyaMtraNa karI dIdhuM teNe dravyanimittaka thatA AraMbha samAraMbhamAM paNa niyaMtraNa karI dIdhuM.. A vAtane khyAlamAM rAkhI kadAca dhaMdhA vagerene kAraNe kSetranI maryAdA vadhAravI paDatI hoya to ya mojazokha vagere mATe to e kSetramaryAdAne vadhAravI ja nahi...ane tenuM cokkasa niyaMtraNa karI devuM. saurASTranA vaDhavANa zaheramAM eka zrAvake potAnA jIvanamAM varaso pahelAM banelo prasaMga temanA ja zabdomAM ApaNe te joie.. eka divasa mAre acAnaka rAtanA muMbai javAnuM thayuM.. huM viramagAma Avyo...sUvA rIjharvezana TikiTa paNa maLI gai... jagyA para jaine sUI gayo. tyAM acAnaka DabbAmA mArA nAmanI bUma pADato koi mANasa caDyo..mArI pAse AvIne kahe ke "A gADImAM tamAre javAnuM ja nathI. nIce UtarI jAo.." paNa bhAi ! mArI pAse TikiTa che...mAre koipaNa hisAbe Aje muMbaI javuM paDe tema ja che." "e kAMi sAMbhaLavA mAMgato nathI...tame nIce UtarI jAo.." jenI sAthe koipaNa jAtanI mAre oLakhANa nahotI tevA mANase mane koipaNa jAtanA kAraNa vinA sAmAna sAthe nIce utAryo..bAMkaDA para mArI sAthe beTho. "A gADI cAlu nahi tyAM sudhI huM ahIMthI khasavAno nathI...' ema kahI te vAtoe vaLagyo...tyAM acAnaka mane yAda AvyuM ke, 14 niyamamAM meM Aje viramagAma sudhI javAnI ja chUTa rAkhI che." cAlo, sAruM thayuM - A mANase mane utArI dIdho.... A vicArato hato, tyAM to gADI cAlu thai. huM sAmAna laine veiTIMga rUma tarapha javA taiyAra gayo. hajI to mAMDaveiTIMga rUma sudhI pahoMcyo hoiza tyAM to sTezana para kolAhala thayo..
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________________ kema zuM thayuM? "hamaNAM je gADI upADI teno jakhI sTezane bhayaMkara ekasIDanTa thayo che. eNnjinanI bAjunA traNe ya DabbA sApha thai gayA che." huM to A sAMbhaLI sajjaDa thai gayo. bIjA DabbAmAM ja mArI sITa hatI. mane niSkAraNa DabbAmAMthI utAranAra e mANasane zodhavA huM Akho sTezana para pharI vaLyo. paNa te dekhAyo ja nahi...Ama "e mANasa koNa'nuM rahasya Aja sudhI vaNaukelyuM rahyuM che." ApaNI daSTimAM mAmUlI gaNAto niyama paNa kevo prabhAvazALI hoya che teno AvA prasaMge khyAla Ave che..ane e niyama svIkAravAnI ruci pedA thAya che. piAMca aticAra) (1) urdhvadiSNu pramANatikrama - dhArelI maryAdA karatAM vimAna dvArA athavA pahADa Adi upara ucuM javuM nahIM. (2) adhodi pramANatikrama- dhArelI maryAdA karatAM kuvA-khANa, pahADa AdithI nIce utaravuM nahIM. (3) tiryagadim pramANatikrama - dhArelI maryAdA karatAM cAra athavA koi paNa eka dizA vidizAmAM vadhu javuM nahIM. (4) kSetravRddhi pramANatikrama-badhI dizAmAM dhArelI maryAdAne bhegI karI koi paNa eka dizA vadhAre dUra javuM nahIM. (5) smRti aMrtadhyAna - keTalI maryAdA dhArelI che te bhUlI javI. A aticAronI sAthosAtha (1) dezavidezamAM kAgaLa, tAra, phona, pheksa vigere dvArA vicAronI Apa-le karavA mATe (2) dhArelA kSetranI bahAra anya vyaktione potAnA kAma mATe mokalavAmAM Ave to. (3) ajJAnatA AkasmIta ke parAdhInatAnA kAraNe avara javara karavI paDe to (4) tIrthayAtrAdi dharmanA kArya mATe maryAdA oLaMgI javuM paDe to te mATenI jayaNA (chUTa) rAkhavAmAM Ave che. (svIkArAya che). je AtmA digu parimANa vrata svIkAre che tenuM mana dharmadhyAnamAM sahelAithI sthira thAya che. mokSaprAptinI icchAvALA AtmAe potAnuM kAryakSetra diguparimANa dvArA nakkI karavuM joie. dhyeya nizcita thavAthI vadhArAnI doDAdoDa je karavA AtmA prerAya che. te baMdha thai jAya. dhArelI dizA uparAMtanI duniyAmAM je cha kAyanA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che. te anumodanAnA pApothI AtmA bacI jAya che. arthAt traNa sthAvara jIvone abhayadAna apAya che. viSayo kaSAyonI mAtrA ghaTI jAya che. udA. "je gAma javuM nahIM
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________________ tenuM nAma levuM nahIM." -koi paNa dhArmika anuSThAna bhale e pUjana hoya ke sAmAyika. tenA prAraMbhamAM vidhikAra pragaTa apragaTa digU parimANa baMdhana karI manane tenI bahAra na javA athavA bahAranA azubha tattvonA vicArono sparza karatAM aTakAvavA prayatna kare che. dazame dezAvagAsika vratanI aMdara potAnI hAjarI saMbaMdhanI carcA Ave che. te paNa kSetranI maryAdA mATe ja che. prabhuvIranA alpa upadezathI caMDakauzike saMsAramAM potAnI draSTiviSa AMkho dvArA thatI badhI hiMsaka pravRtti baMdha karI aNasaNa svIkArI 15 divasanA aMte AThamA devalokamAM maharSika deva thayo. din parimANa vratano A rIte pratyakSa sukhada anubhava A jIvane thayo. munivaro jyAre grAmAnugrAma vicare tyAre potAnI draSTithI 5/7 phUTa dUra sudhInI jagyAnI prarmAjanA karatAM vicare jethI koi jIvonI hiMsA na thavA pAme, khADAmAM paDI na javAya, kAMTA kAMkarA, kAca, vigere na vAge. Ama dim parimANa jemaNe karyuM che. temaNe parimita kSetramAM paNa iSTaphaLanI prApti avazya thaI zake che. AjanA yugamAM eka dezanI sarahadamAMthI bIjA dezanI sarahadamAM javA AvavA upara aMkuza hoya che. jo ke A niyama vyAvahArika rIte avasthA Adine sAcavavA haze paNa bIjA dezano mAnavI jema maMjurI vinA sarahadane oLaMge to gunegAra kahevAya che. tema din parimANa vratane bhAMganAra pApano baMdha kare che. te nizcita che. dim parimANa vrata saMbaMdhI lAbha nukazAnanA udAharaNo : A zreNika putra kozika dakSiIdha bhAratanA traNa khaMDa jItI vaitADhyathI AgaLa traNa khaMDa jItavA trimistA guphA pAse gayo. guphApAlaka girimAlakane samajAvI AgaLa vadhuvuM hatuM paNa guphApAlake nA pADI. ghaNo vAdavivAda thayo. chevaTe guphA pAlake thappaDa mArI pariNAme marIne chaThThI narake gayo. kumArapALa rAjAe comAsAmAM pATaNanI bahAra na javAnI bAdhA lIdhI che. te vAta zaka rAjAe jANI. tenA upara caDhAI karI. A vakhate gurudeva pUjya AcAryazrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA pratApe zatrurAjA svAdhIna thayo. bhUla svIkArI pAcho svanagare gayo. bhagavAna vIrane RjuvAlikA nadInA kinAre kevaLajJAna to thayuM paNa viratinA pariNAmavAlA koi yogya AtmA tyAM hAjara na hovAthI athavA e kSetramAM saMgha sthApanA mATenI yogyatA na hovAthI apApApurImAM saMghanI sthApanA thai.
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________________ * 24 bhagavAnanA nivArNa sthaLamAM 20 bhagavAnonA nirvANa sametazikharajI tIrthamAM thayA te paNa kSetrano mahimA samajAyo. ja brahmadatta cakravartI bIjA cha khaMDa jItavA nIkaLyA paNa ati lobhanA kAraNe narakagatine pAmyA. munionA nivAsa karavA mATe vastI (jagyA) nI anujJA mAge ane teTalI ja jagyAne vAparatA hoya che. bIjA devaloka sudhI gayelA camarendra devane tarata ja potAnI sabhAmAMthI (kSetramAMthI) kADhI mUkyo eTaluM ja nahIM anya devone zikSA karavA AjJA karI. keTalAka praznottara parama vizrAmanA ghATa prabhu ! pUrva bhavomAM ne A bhave paNa daze dizAmAM doDa karI koi gyA sparyA vinA bAkI nathI rAkhI. have cAra gatinA paribhramaNa 35 zubhAzubha karmothI chUTI. svamAM sthira banI, prAMte siddha kSetre sthira banuM. sthiratA AlaMbane asthirane dau alaMvidA eja bhAvanA. pra. 1 dizA parimANa vrata eTale zuM ? uttara je je dizAmAM jeTaluM javuM paDe teTalI maryAdA bAMdhavI. pra. 2 dizA keTalI che ? uttara dizA dasa (10) che. pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa, agni koNa, vAyavyakoNa, izAna koNa, naiRtyakoNa, urdhva dizA ne adho dizA. pra. 3 te dase dizAno samAveza ahIM keTalA zabdomAM thayo che ? uttara urdhva dizA, adho dizA ne tirya dizA. A traNamAM samAveza thayo che. pra. 4 8in 1 eTale zuM ? evuM kyAM samajAya che ? uttara pUrva Adi ATha (urdhva adho dizA sivAya) dizAno samAveza tirya dizAmAM thAya che. pra. 5 dizAnI maryAdA karavAthI zuM phaLa maLe che ? uttara loka asaMkhyAta kroDAkroDI yojana vistAravALo che. dizAonI maryAdAthI, bahAra javAno saMpUrNa tyAga thavAthI Azrava rokAya che. teTalA kSetranI kriyA
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________________ nathI lAgatI. tRNA upara aMkuza rahe che. pra. 6 sAdhu mATe dizAnI maryAdA zA mATe nathI? uttara sAdhu-sAdhvI yatnApUrvaka iryAsamitinuM pAlana karatAM thakA gamanAgamana kare che. tethI jIva hiMsA thatI nathI. saMta jyAM paNa jAya che, tyAM dharma prabhAvanA kare che. dharmapracAra kare che. haMmezA vicaratAM rahevAthI rAga dveSanI buddhi thatI nathI, eTalA mATe temane dizAnI maryAdA nathI paraMtu haMmezA vicaratA rahevAnuM vidhAna che. pra. 7 bhoMyarAno zabda kayo? uttara adhodisi. pra. 8 devalokano samAveza kyAM thAya che? uttara uDha disi = urdhva dizAmAM. pra. 9 dizA parimANanA aticAra keTalA che? kayA kayA? uttara dizA parimANanA pAMca aticAra che. 1) udisidhdhamANAikrame, 2) adhodisidhdhamANAikrame, 3) tiriyAdisipramANAikkama, 4) khetavuDhI, 5) saiaMtarudAe. pra. 10 UMcI dizAnI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara uDhadisidhdhamANAikkama no aticAra lAge. pra. 11 nIcI dizAnI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara adhodisipramANAikrame no aticAra lAge. pra. 12 tirya dizAnI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara tiriya disidhdhamANAikrame no aticAra lAge. pra. 13. ahIMnuM tyAM joDavuM athavA eka jagyAe ghaTADI bIje vadhAravuM to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara khetavuDhI, kSetravRddhi, pUrvAdi dizAnI maryAdita bhUmithI vadhu bhUmimAM mAre javuM nathI. paNa pazcima dizAnI maryAdita bhUmithI adhika bhUmimAM javuM paDe tema che. javAthI vadhu dhanAdi lAbha maLe tema che tevuM vicArI eka dizAmAM ghaTADI bIjI dizAmAM vadhAravuM te aticAra lAge. pra. 14 yAdazakti para AvaraNa AvyuM ne maryAdAnuM dhyAna cUkAyuM to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara pramAda ke mohavaza bhUminI maryAdA rAkhI che te bhUlAi jAya to paNa AgaLa vadhe to saMtaraddhAeno aticAra lAge.
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________________ 'vrata sAtame virati AdaruM re lola dhaMdho sIjhana pramANe, khorAka Rtu pramANe, vAtacIta vyakti pramANe ane mananI vRtti jIvana pramANe joie. vRttino artha che cokkasa prakArano mAnasika DhAMco 0 manuSya gati viveka pradhAna che. tiryaMconI vRtti jIvana TakAvavA mATe manuSyanI gati jIvana sudhAravA mATe che. Difference of Kind ane Difference of degree no vicAra rAkho. A kasa vinAno khorAka dhAtuna banAve tuccha (halako) khorAka manovRtti bagADe. A jamInamAMthI phUTatA e taNakhalAne paNa namaskAra karuM chuM kAraNa ke enAmAM vRkSanA darzana mane thAya che. bagaDelA vicAro mAtra potAne bagADe bagaDelo AcAra anekane bagADe. A jIvana UMcuM che - mIThuM jIvana kiMmati che - jhaverAta jIvana jokhamI che - sApa jIvana jokhamI che enA karatA jIvana je sthAne goThavAyuM che te sthAna jokhamI che. A je gatimAMthI manuSyagati tarapha jaldI AvavA na maLe te gati sauthI kharAba. 0 naraka karatAMya nigoda kharAba che. je pApa rojanuM thAya emAMthI pazcAtApano bhAva jAya. je dharma rojano thAya emAMthI anumodanAnuM tattva nIkaLI jAya. Aje lokomAM duHkhano inkAra che. doSono svIkAra che. traNa padArtha evA che jenI mAlikI karyA vagara rahevAnuM mana na thAya- saMpatti, sattA, sauMdarya. 0 A jagatamAM sauthI imAnadAra zarIra che ane sauthI vadhAre beimAna mana che. je dhaMdhAmAM sauthI vadhAre hiMsA na hoya..
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________________ . je dhaMdhAmAM kaThoratA na hoya tevo ja dhaMdho karavo. vyAja vaTAvavAno dhaMdho kaThoratA utpanna kare che. pApanA bhavomAM pApa sAmagrI maLI mATe pApa karyA. dharmanA bhavomAM dharma sAmagrI maLI toya pApa karyA. mANasa makAna banAve tyAre evI rIte banAve jANe pote maravAno ja nathI. mANasa jamavA bese tyAre evI rIte khAya jANe bIjA TaMke maLavAnuM ja nathI. jattha bahU thAo, jIvANaM hoi bhujjamANaMmi / te vatyuM vajjejjA, aippasaMgaM ca sesesu || bhAvArtha je vastu vAparavAmAM ghaNA jIvone vinAza thAya, te vastuno tyAga kare ane bAkInI vastuomAM paNa (vA52vAnI) atizaya Asaktino tyAga kare. sAtamA naMbaranuM vrata che ....bhogopabhogaviramaNa vrata... eka vAra vAparavAmAM Ave te bhoga...aneka vAra vA52vAmAM Ave te upabhoga...bhojana, attara vagereno samAveza bhogamAM thAya, jyAre vastra moTa2 makAna vagereno samAveza upabhogamAM thAya..A bhoga ane upabhoga e bannemAM niyaMtraNa tenuM nAma bhogopabhogaviramaNa vrata...A vratamAM 22 abhakSya, 32 anaMtakAya, 15 karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAno sarvathA tyAga karavA sAthe rojanA vaparAzamAM AvatI bhogopabhoganI sAmagrImAM parimANa nakkI karI devAnI vAta Ave che.. anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA A jIve prAyaH karIne anaMtIvAra pratyeka sAmagrIno upabhoga karyo che...chatAM tenAthI tRpti thai nathI...makAna, moTara, kaMcana, kAminI, bhojana, vastra vagerenI prApti navI nathI....teno upabhoga paNa navo nathI..chatAM koNa jANe A jIva e sAmagrIno upabhoga evI rIte kare che ke A badhI sAmagrIo pahela vahelI vA2 ja tene prApta thai hoya ! pUjyapAda jJAnavimalasUrIzvarajI mahArAja zrI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnanA stavanamAM pharamAve che ke... sAheba, SaTsa bhojana bahu karyAM, sAheba, tRpti na pAmyo lagAra, sAheba, huM re anAdinI bhUlamAM, sAheba, rajhaLyo ghaNo saMsAra... eka vAra maLo ne mArA sAhibA... 110] 888888
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________________ anAdinI bhUla A uttama bhavamAMya punarAvRta thai rahI che. zarIranA rAge abhakSya anaMtakAyanAM bhakSaNo cAlu che.jyAre paisAnA kAtila rAge asaMkhya jIvone motane ghATa utAratA karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAo paNa moTA bhAganA jIvo majethI karI rahyA che.kyAMya duHkha nathI.kyAMya aphasosa nathI... nahitara narakagatinA National Highway jevAM gaNAtAM abhakSya evAM rAtribhojananAM pApo ATalAM badhAM majethI zI rIte thAya ? varaso pahelAM pAlItANAnI yAtrAe jai rahelA eka yAtrika saMghane bahAra vaTiyAoe rastAmAM AMtaryA. bahAravaTiyAnA AgevAne saMghapati zeThane kahyuM zeTha ! yAtriko AgaLa jeTalAM ghareNAM hoya teTalAM utArI Apo. nahitara A baMdUko koinI ya sagI nahi thAya. zeThe samaya joi lIdho..400 jeTalA bahAravaTiyAo hatA..pratikAra karavAmAM lAbha karatAM nukazAna vadhu hatuM. yAtrikone zeThe orDara karyo jenI pAse jeTaluM ghareNuM hoya teTaluM UtArI Apo..mArI tAkAta pahoMcaze tyAM sudhI ghare jaine badhAyane eTaluM ghareNuM parata karI daiza. TapoTapa dhareNAMo utaravA lAgyAM..A bAju astAcala tarapha jai rahelA sUryane joine zeThe bahAravaTiyAnA AgevAnane vinaMti karI, bhAi ! rAtribhojana amArAmAMno koi yAtrika karato nathI...sUryAsta thavAnI taiyArI che. eTale jo tame thoDIvAra rAha joi zakatA ho to ame badhA jamI laie. pachI tamane ghareNAM soMpI daie... pelAe hA pADI. bhayanA vAtAvaraNa vacce sahu jamavA beThA..bhojana pirasAi gayuM. yAtriko khAvAnI zarUAta karatA hatA. tyAM zeThe bUma pADI, sabUra ! koi vAparazo nahi.. pachI bahAravaTiyAnA AgevAna tarapha zeTha vaLyA, bhAi ! rAtribhojana na karavAnI amArA bhagavAnanI jema AjJA che tema AMgaNe AvelA atithione jamADyA vinA na jamavAnI paNa amArA bhagavAnanI AjJA che..mATe yAtrikonI sAthe tame sahu jamavA besI jAo pachI ja yAtriko jamavAnuM zarU karaze. ghaNI AnAkAnI pachI pelA jamavA beThA.zeThe khUba bhaktithI jamADyA....jamIne uThyA pachI yAtriko dhareNAM utAravA lAgyA.. tyAM pelo bahAravaTiyAono AgevAna bolyo, zeTha, dharama to amArA dilamAMya vase che, hoM ! jenuM anAja khAdhuM tenuM ghara lUMTavAnuM amArA lohImAM ja nathI, cAlo. dhareNAM to ekeya na joie paraMtu tamAro A saMgha hemakhema pAlItANA pahoMcI
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________________ jAya tyAM sudhI tamArA saMghanA rakhopAnI javAbadArI amArI. ema kahI A bahAravaTiyAoe saMghane lUMTavAne badale saMghanI rakSA karI.rAtribhojana na karavAnI jinAjJAnA pAlanathI keTalo phAyado thayo.. tihAMrAtribhojana karatAM thakAM, mAMjAra dhuvaDa taNA avatAra jo."rAtribhojananA phaLamAM bilADA ane ghuvaDa- giroLI vagerenA avatAronI bheTa ! e bhavomAM jIvahatyAnI ja cAlatI vezyA!pariNAma ?. uttarottara kharAba gatiomAM AtmAnI rakhaDapaTTI abhakSyabhojananA kaTuripAko zAstracaluthI joine tene sarvathA tilAMjali ApI devA jevI che. AjanA kALanI viSamatA gaNo ke jherI pavana gaNo..acchA acchA dharmAtmA gaNAtA paNa keTalAka bhAgyazALIonA ghare AvatA sAmAjika-dhArmika prasaMgomAM jAgye ajAye paNa abhakSya bhojana pirasAi rahyA che. zrIkhaMDanI sAthe maganI dALa ke caNAnA loTanI kaDhI vAparavAthI dvidaLa thAya....asaMkhya trasa jIvonI utpatti thai jAya. AvA paNa bhojano lagnaprasaMgomAM apAi rahyA che...abhakSya baraphano paNa ThaMDA pANI pIvA mATe chUTathI upayoga thaI rahyo che.. yajamAnanA AmaMtraNathI jamavA gayelA saMtanI thALImAM lApasI pirasAtAM saMte lApasIne badale yajamAna pAse bAjarAno roTalo maMgAvyo.yajamAne kAraNa pUchyuM Ama kema ? "jA eka darpaNa lAva.' darpaNa AvatAM saMte tenA para ghI thI lacapaca lApasI copaDI. yajamAnane kahyuM AmAM tAruM moDhuM jo.. "zuM jouM ? kAMI dekhAtuM ja nathI.." have le, A roTalo tenA para ghasavA lAga. roTalo ghasatAM darpaNa cokhkhuM thai gayuM. temAM pratibiMba spaSTa paDyuM... jo, AtmAne darpaNa jevo nirmaLa banAvavo hoya to vigaionA bhojanane badale rukSa bhojana vadhu upakAraka che...e tane samajAvavA mATe lApasIne badale bAjarAno roTalo maMgAvyo." A sAMbhaLI yajamAna stabdha thai gayo ! bhakSya bhojanamAM paNa AtmAnI pavitratAne najara sAme rAkhavAnI jyAM vAta hoya tyAM abhakSyabhojananA sevananI to vAta ja kyAMthI hoya ?.. mATe A
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________________ abhakSyabhojanane to jIvanamAMthI sarvathA dezavaTo ja dai do.. bhogopabhogaviramaNa vrata' nI vAta ApaNe cAle che. temAM mukhya vAta to e samajavAnI che ke A jIvane mAnI lIdhelA sukhanI sAmagrIo pAchaLanuM AkarSaNa ghaTe nahi tyAM sudhI iMdriyonA viSayomAM niyaMtraNa lAvatAM AvAM vrato pratye tene AkarSaNa pedA thAya nahi. A vrato pratye svAbhAvika rIte ruci pedA thAya te mATe mULamAM javuM jarUrI che. potAnI jAtane mahAna dAnezvarI gaNAvatA rAjAnI sabhAmAM nAnuM bhikSApAtra laine eka phakIra Avyo. "rAjan ! AkhA rAjyamAM phelAyelI dAnezvarI tarIkenI tArI khyAti sAMbhaLI ahIMyA Avyo chuM...tane sAco dAnezvarI tyAre mAnuM ke jyAre tuM A mAruM bhikSApAtra bharI Ape. "bolo mahAtman ! A pAtra zenAthI bharI dauM ?' tane ThIka lAge enAthI ! hIrA mANekathI na bharatAM patharAothI bharIza toya cAlaze !" nA...nA... bharI ApIza to hIrA mANekathI ja !' khajAnacI ! tijorImAMthI kiMmatI hIrAo lAvI A phakIranuM pAtra bharI Apo,." ...ane phakIranA pAtramAM hIrAo ThalavAtA ja gayA. pAtra bharAya ja nahi.. sonuM..cAMdI...rUpiyA je kAMi hatuM te badhuMya A pAtramAM nAkhyuM chatAM taLiyuM ya DhaMkAya nahi..rAjA thAkI gayo.. "mahAtman ! A pAtra zenuM banAvyuM che ? ... ke jemAM ATalI badhI aDhaLaka saMpattio nAkhavA chatAM te bharAtuM ja nathI ! khaDakhaDATa hasatAM hasatAM phakIra bolyo, rAjan ! A pAtra mANasanA manamAMthI banAvyuM che ! pAtra nathI bharAtuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke te je mANasanA manamAMthI banAvyuM che te mana paNa game teTaluM ApavA chatAM kyAreya tRpta nathI thatuM. A sAMbhaLI rAjA stabdha thai gayo.. mananA A atRpta svabhAvane je satata najara sAme rAkhe che tene AvA aNamola vratonA pAlana vakhate je AnaMda Ave che te kalpanAtIta hoya che..abhakSya anaMtakAyanAM bhakSaNo dvArA potAnA peTane kabrastAna banAvavA te taiyAra nathI thato. karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAo karavA dvArA jIvo pratye te nirdaya paNa nathI banI zakato... bhUtakALanA anaMtakALamAM A jIve zuM nathI khAdhuM? zuM nathI bhogavyuM ? zuM
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________________ nathI joyuM? zuM nathI sAMbhaLyuM ? zAstrakAro.to tyAM sudhI kahe che ke A jIve atyAra sudhImAM pIdhelA mAtAnA dUdhanuM jo mApa kADhavAmAM Ave to svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA pANI paNa tenI AgaLa kAMi visAtamAM na Ave...ane khAdhelA anAjanA dANAono jo Dhagalo karavAmAM Ave to lAkha yojanano meruparvata paNa zaramAi jAya..oha! ATaATaluM khAdhuM pIdhuM toya hajI e ja khAvApIvAnI lata ? ane temAM ya pachI koi maryAdA nahi ? anaMtAnaMta tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe je cIjone abhakSya kahI..jene anaMtajIvonA samUharUpa hovAthI anaMtakAya kahI, tene ya ApaNA jIbhanA TesTa khAtara peTamAM padharAvI devAnI? paramAtmAnuM aNamola zAsana pAmanAra ApaNo naMbara maDadA upara ujANI karatA gIdhaDAonI jamAtamAM lagAvI devAno ? hamaNA ejInIyarIMgamAM khUba sArA mArka pAsa thayelo eka yuvaka sAdhu bhagavaMtane kahe, "sAheba ! dharma karavAmAM kyAre koNa nimitta banI jAya che tenI khabara nathI paDatI !! sAdhue pUchyuM, "kema Ama bole che ?' "juo, mahArAja sAheba ! mAtA pitAnA suMdara saMskArone kAraNe varasothI paramAtmAnI svadravyathI pUjA karuM chuM. pUjA karatI vakhate kyAreka kyAreka to evA bhAvollAsa pragaTe che ke jenuM varNana na thai zake. navakArazI roja karuM chuM. rAtanA jamato nathI. Ama eka prakAranI dharmakriyAo karavA chatAM kolejamAM bhaNatI vakhate kusaMganA kAraNe kaMdamULa khAto thai gayo. hoTalamAM masAlA DhoMsA, seMDavIca, poTeTo cIpsa, pAuM bhAjI, vagere khAvAnuM pUra bahAramAM cAlu thai gayuM. alabatta gharamAM koine AnI khabara nahotI paDI kolejanI parIkSA pUrI karI. nokarI mATe inTaravyu ApavA eka kaMpanImAM gayo..kapALa para kesaranuM tilaka hatuM. inTaravyu lenAra menejara muslima hato. pahelo ja prazna teNe pUchaDyo, 'tame kaMdamULa khAo cho ?' 9914 241141, 'What non sense ! I Don't believe in religion ! 'Then you are not fit service in this company 'But Why?' 'I believe that, the man who is not faithful towards his religion, will not be faithful to the company ! je mANasa potAnA dharmane vaphAdAra na hoya te mANasa kaMpanIne vaphAdAra rahe te vAtamAM mAla nathI.. tamAro jainadharma tamane kaMdamULa khAvAnI manAi kare che chatAM tame majethI kaMdamULa khAo cho e batAve che ke tamane tamArA dharma tarapha zraddhA nathI. alabatta, huM muslima chuM. chatAM amArA dharmagraMtha kurAnane najara sAme rAkhIne ja mAruM jIvana jIvuM
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________________ chuM....eTale A kaMpanImAM kAma karatA tamAma mANaso mATe mAro satata evo Agraha rahe che ke sahu potapotAnA dharmane vaphAdAra to hovA ja joie ! eTale tame mane mApha karajo..game teTalA sArA mArke pAsa thavA chatAM tame A kaMpanImAM nokarI karavA mATe lAyaka nathI tema huM mAnuM chuM.' menejare mane javAba Apyo. mahArAjasAheba ! menejarano javAba sAMbhaLIne sajjaDa thai gayo...varasothI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA chatAM je kaMdamULa khAvAnuM nahoto choDI zakayo te A muslima menejaranA pAMca ja miniTanA vaktavyathI kAyama mATenuM chUTI gayuM ! sAheba ! A eka ja nimitta ane jIvanamAMthI abhakSya anaMtakAyanuM bhakSaNa gayuM...eTaluM ja nahi, tyArathI dharma tarapha bhArobhAra zraddhA vadhI gai ! anaMtAnaMta kALe prabaLa puNyodaye 14 rAjalokamAM rahelAM samasta jIvonI vAstavika oLakhANa karAvanAra paramakalyANakArI jinazAsananI AvA viSayakALamAM paNa ApaNane prApti thai che...e jIvonI rakSAnA saMpUrNa upAyo paNa zAstrakAroe ApaNane batAvyA che...A badhuM ApaNI sAme mojuda hovA chatAM jo mAtra indriyonI tRpti khAta2...manane masta rAkhavA khAtara bhagavAna jinezvaradevoe niSedha karelAM abhakSya, anaMtakAyanAM bhakSaNo niHsaMkoca ApaNe cAlu rAkhatA ja hoie... hajI paNa cAlu rAkhavA ja mAMgatA hoie to anaMtakALe paNa A jinazAsananI prApti ApaNane thase ke kema te prazna che ! kAraNa ke karma sattAno kAyado che ke je cIjano sadupayoga karatAM na AvaDe te cIjanI prApti mATe jIvane te nAlAyaka banAvI de ! bApe dIkarAne vepAra karavA lAkha rUpiyA ApyA....dIkarAe lAkhanA pAMca lAkha banAvavAne badale lAkha rUpiyA paNa gumAvI dIdhA...have pharIvAra dIkaro rUpiyA mAMgavA jAya to bApa Ape ? ... na ja Ape ! eja rIte anaMtAnaMta jIvone abhayadAna ApavAnI AjJA karatA jinazAsananI prApti thayA pachI zakti, sAmarthya hovA chatAM paNa ApaNe jo tenI upekSA ja karatA hoie to bhavAMtaramAM kai mUDI 52 jinazAsana maLe ?.. na ja maLe ! A vAta satata najara sAme rAkhI abhakSya anaMtakAyanA bhakSaNano sarvathA tyAga ja karI devA jevo che....sadagationI paraMparA khaDI karavA mATe jinAjJAnuM pAlana eja eka mAtra taraNopAya che..e tAraka jinAjJAnI upekSA eTale sadgatinI, samAdhinI, zAMtinI upekSA ! bhUlazo nahi, kaThoratA keLavavAnA bhAvo ghaNA...komaLatA keLavavAno bhava mAtra A eka ja ! zAstrakAro to bhIMtamAM khIlI lagAvatI vakhate dAMta kacakacAvavAnI paNa manAi kare che ! jaDa pratye AtmAmAM AvI jatI kaThoratA kadAca jIva pratyenI L
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________________ kaThoratAmAM paNa pariNAma pAme tevI pUrepUrI zakyatA che ! inTaravyu ApavA gayelA eka yuvakane ophisanuM bAraNuM kholatAM bahu takalIpha paDI..ghaNI mahenata pachI bAraNuM khUlyuM...ophisamAM ghUsIne bAraNuM dhaDAka karatuM baMdha karyuM...pachI menejara pAse gayo.. 'tame inTaravyu ApavA AvyA cho ?' hA" "to pahelAM A ophisanA bAraNA pAse jai tenI mAMphI mAMgI Avo...pachI bIjI vAta karIzuM!' bAraNAnI mAphI ?' hA...kAraNa ke tame je rIte bAraNuM baMdha karyuM te meM joyuM che. bAraNuM baMdha karatI vakhate moDhAnI rekhAo taMga hatI. Aje bAraNA para utArelo gusso AvatI kAle mArA para paNa utarI zake che. evuM na bane mATe bAraNAnI mAphI tamAre mAMgavI ja paDaze..." ane kharekhara ! te yuvaka bAraNAnI mAphI mAMgI Avyo pachI ja menejare tenI sAthe bIjI vAto cAlu karI. abhakSya anaMtakAyanA bhakSaNanA tyAgathI tathA tIvra AraMbha samAraMbhavALA karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAonA tyAgathI AtmAmAM komaLatAnAM khUba suMdara pariNAmo utpanna thAya che.ane utpanna komaLatAnAM A pariNAmo sarvajIvo pratye maitrIbhAva lAvyA vinA rahetA nathI..maitrI AvatAM dveSa ravAnA thAya che, rAga tUTavA lAge che, AtmAmAM uttarottara zubhabhAvonI choLo uchaLe che..ane aMte vItarAgadazAnI prApti thai jAya che. Ama, AtmAnA anaMtaguNone pragaTa karI devAmAM bhAre sahAyaka banatA A vratane jIvanamAM apanAvI ja lo. tilAMjali ApI do abhakSya anaMtakAyanA bhakSaNane ! A rahyAM 22 abhaya mAMsa, madirA, madha, mAkhaNa, barapha, karA, kAcI mATI, jhera, rIMgaNAdi, bahubIja (aMjIra, khasakhasa), tuccha phaLa (bora vagere) ajANyAM phaLa, boLaathANuM, dvidaLa (kAcA dUdha ke dahIM sAthe kaThoLano saMyoga) calita rasa, vAsI mAvopUrI vagere, rAtribhojana, UMbaro, pIpaLo pIpara, vaDanAM phaLa, be rAtri oLaMgI gayeluM dahIM chAza ke chAzanI vastu, mULAnAM pAMca aMga, AdrA pachI kerI, phAgaNa comAsathI bhAjI pAna tala khorAka khajura ane 20 divasanI miThAi, aSADha comAsAthI mevo ane
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________________ 15 divasa uparAMtanI miThAi, kArtika comAsAthI 30 divasa uparAMtanI miThAi, A abhakSyono tyAga. - 32 anaMtakAya - baTATA, lasaNa, kAMdA, sakkariyAM, Adu, lIlI haLadara, gAjara, kuNI AMbalI, mULA, ratALuM, navA aMkura, gaLo, lIlo kacaro, zatAvarI, hIralIkaMda, kuMvArapAThA, thora, vaMza kArelA, luNI, loThI, girikarNika, kumaLAM pAna, kharasaiyo, theganI bhAjI, lIlImotha, loNa vRkSanI chAla, khIlUDo, amRtavelI, bhUmiphoDA, vatthalAnI bhAjI, suyara vallI, palaMkAnI bhAjI, piDAluM A anaMtakAyano tyAga. puNyanA udayathI maLelA bhoga upabhoganA sAdhanone karma khapAvavA mATe ochAmAM ochA bhogavIza. vAparIza. tyAga karIza e satata vicAravuM. navatattva prakaraNamAM Azraya tattvanA 42 bheda kahyAM che. Azrava eTale jenA dvArA karmonuM Agamana thAya che. A bhedomAM indriya-5, kaSAya-4, yoga-3, ane kriyA25 joi laie. A kriyA vibhAgamAM 15 karmAdAnanI - 18 pApasthAnakanI carcA che. A jIva pUrvApArjIta karma anusAra ajJAnatAne vaza thai nAnA prakAranI pravRtti kare che. e pravRtti hakikatamAM AraMbha samAraMbha vadhu ane napho ocho thAya che. tethI ArAdhaka jIve nIcenI 25 kriyAone jANI sajI levI jarUrI che. ra5. kriyAnI saMkSipta vyAkhyA : 1. kAyikI kriyA: jayaNA, upayoga ke pramArjana karyA vinA kAyA dvArA thatI pravRtti. (bALako bagIcAmAM vanaspati upara rame vigere.) 2. adhikaraNikIriyA: jIva vinAsaka navA zastrone banAvavA athavA jUnA zastrone sudhAravA joDavAnI pravRtti. 3. prAaSikI kriyA: jIva ke ajIva upara dveSa karavo. mAravuM, toDavuM, bAMdhavuM. 4. pAritApanikI kriyA potAne athavA bIjAne paritApa duHkha thAya tema karavuM. 5. prANAtipAtikI kiyA koi paNa nAnA moTA jIvanI hiMsA karavI. 6. AraMbhikI kriyAH pRthvikAyAdi cha prakAranA jIvonI hiMsA karavA, AraMbha samAraMbha karavo. 7. pArigrahikI kriyA pazu, dhana dhAnyAdinA saMgraha (mArApaNAnA bhAva) saMbaMdhI. 8. mAyApratyayikI phiyA: mAyA, chaLakapaTa dvArA bIjAne chetaravuM.
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________________ 9. mithyAdarzana pratyayikI kriyA arihaMta paramAtmAnA vacana upara azraddhA rAkhavAthI. 10. apratyAkhyAnikI kriyA vrata paccakhkhANa na karavAthI (anAdara karavo.) 11. daSTikI kriyA: gamatA aNagamatA padArtho para rAga dveSavALI draSTi karavAthI. 12. sRSTinI kriyA : rAgabhAvathI bALaka, pazu vigere jaDa cetana padArthane sparza (AliMgana paMpALavA) karavAthI. 13. prAtityanI kriyA bIjAnI riddhi siddhi joi manamAM rAga dveSa karavAthI 14. sAmaMto paripAtikI kriyA : potAnI riddhi siddhi jovA Avela loko pAsethI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI rAjI thavAthI, tathA ghI, tela vigerenA pAtra ughADA rAkhatAM, temAM trasa jIvonA AvAgamanathI athavA nATaka, sinemA, naTanA khela Adi dekhavAthI. 15. nezastrikI kriyA: rAjA vigerenI AjJAthI bIjA pAse zastra vigere karAvavAthI. 16. svAhastikI kriyA : ApaghAta karavAthI ke bIjAne hAtha ke anya sAdhana dvArA mAravAthI, 17. AzApanikI kriyA AjJA karI pApavyApArAdi kAryo karAvavAthI. 18. vedAraNikI kriyA: jIva ke ajIva vastu (phoTo mUrti)ne phADavA bhAMgavAthI ke koi upara kalaMka lagADavAthI, apazabda bolavAthI. 19. anAbhogikI kriyA: upayoga rahita zUnya citte kriyA kArya karavAthI. 20. anavakAMkSapratyayikI kriyAH svaparanA hitano vicAra karyA vinA Alokaparaloka viruddha pravRtti karavAthI 21. prAyogikI kriyA mana, vacana, kAyAnA azubha vyApAro dvArA thatI kriyA. 22. sAmudAnikI kriyA: samUhamAM maLIne (TI.vI. athavA manoraMjanAdi sthaLe) mana, vacanAdithI hiMsAdi karavAthI 23. premikI kriyA prema (rAga) karavAthI yA tevA madhura vacano bolavAthI. 24. saiSikI kriyA dveSa (krodha) karavAthI yA bIjAne dveSa utpanna thAya tevA kaTuvacana athavA tevI pravRtti karavAthI. 25. iryApathikI kriyA: mArgamAM gamanAgamana karavA mAtratha arthAt mAtra yoganA nimittavAlI kriyA. (iriyAvahiyaM sUtramAM A kriyAthI thayela pApa aMgenI vigata ane kSamA mAMgavAmAM AvI che.)
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________________ jema 25 kriyAo karavAthI koi paNa kriyA karavAthI jIvanI nirvasa pariNAma thAya che. temAM nIcenA pAMca aticAra tathA pravRtti karanAra, sevanAra AtmAne dharmathI ke zubha bhAvathI vimukha kare che. "AhAra tevo oDakAra." nI jema A kAraNothI jIvanI vezyA azubha thavA pAme che. piAMca aticAra (1) sacitta AhAraH sacitta jIvavALI kAcI vastu khAvI pIvI. (2) sacitta paribaddha : sacitta vastu sAthe sparzela AhAra(3) apakva AhAraH pAkI thai nathI evI agnithI pUrNa saMskArIta na karelI kAcI vastu. (4) duSpakva AhAraH adhakacarI padhelI vastu (mizra). (5) tucchauSadhi bhalaNaH jemAM khAvAnuM ochuM ne pheMkI devAnuM ghaNuM hoya tevI vastu. (bora, sitAphaLa vi.) bhoga upabhoga parimANa vratanA pAlana mATe 14 niyamone prasaMgopAta svIkAravAnI jJAnI puruSoe preraNA ApI che. A niyamo eTalA badhA anukULa che ke svIkAranAra 12 kalAkanI maryAdA pachI dhAre te rIte sudhAro vadhAro karI zake che. Ama jarUra na hoya to teno tyAga karo ane jarUra hoya to vivekapUrvaka vAparo,"e siddhAMta apanAvI zakAya che. codaniyama eTale jIvanI icchAo upara saMyama rAkhavAnI zilA. A jagatamAM ApaNe jeTaluM jANIe chIe tethI vadhu ajAyuM che. tema jeTaluM jANIe teTaluM bhogavI zakatA nathI. mATe bhogavavuM hoya temAMthI paNa ochuM bhogavI uNodarI tapano lAbha levA sAthosAtha tyAga dharmano svIkAra karavA bhAvanA keLavavI jarUrI che. 1i4 niyamo aMge khAsa sUcano) (1) niyamo savAre sAMja sudhInA dhAravA ane sAMjanA savAra sudhInA dhAravA. savAre dhArelA niyamonI gaNatarI sAMje dhArelA niyamonI gaNatarI savAre karI levI. jo dhArela karatAM ochI cIja vastu vaparAyA hoya to bAkInuM lAbhamAM tema manamAM bolI levuM. jo bhUlathI maryAdA tUTI hoya to tenI noMdha eka judI AlocanA noTa rAkhI temAM karI levI. tenuM prAyazcita sadguru pAse karI levuM. (3) niyamonI dhArAmAM alpaSayopazamanA kAraNe vismaraNAdinA kAraNe bhUla thAya (2) satA ,
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________________ to tenI jayaNA= chUTa dhArI levI. bhUlano khyAla Ave to prAyazcita lai levuM. (4) dhArelA niyamone sAMje ane savAre gaNatarI karyA bAda bhUlacUka thai hoya to micchAmi dukkaDa' e pramANe bolavuM. (5) niyamo dhAryA pachI turaMta nIce pramANenuM desAvagAsikanuM paccakhANa be hAtha joDI levuM. jo gurumahArAja hoya to temanI pAse paccakhANa letI vakhate vadhArenuM levuM. paccakhANa : desAvagAsiya uvabhoge paribhoga paccakhkhAi (paccakjhAmi) annatthaNAbhogeNe sahasAgAreNaM mahattarAgAreNaM savasamAhi-vattiyAgAreNaM vosirAI (vosirAmi.) (6) niyamonI dhAraNA karavA mATe zarUAtamAM noTabukano upayoga karavo. dhAraNA mujaba noTabukamAM noMdhI devuM, jethI bhUlI javAnI ciMtA nahIM prekaTIsa pachI noTabukanI jarUra nahIM paDe. (7) sUcano : 1. ekanI eka vastu Akho divasa vAparo te paNa eka ja gaNAya. 2. dravyanuM nAma badalAya athavA jAta badalAya to saMkhyA bIjI. 3. palaMga upara beso to nIce jeTalI gAdI takIyA rajAi hoya te badhAnI saMkhyA vadhe. mATe vivekathI besavuM. 4. dharmakArya mATe je koi paNa pravRtti karo to jayaNA samajavI. "sacara dabaivigai, uvANa taMbola cIra kusumeru vAhaNa sayaNa vileNa baMbhadisi nahANa bhatte' 1. sacitta: jemAM jIva hoya te sacitta kahevAya. jema ke, puSpa, kAcuM pANI, phUTa, dAtaNa, lIMbuno rasa vagere. dhAraNA dAta. Aje 25 sacitta cIjothI vadhu vAparavI nathI. dravyaH khAvA pIvAnI tamAma cIjonI dravyamAM gaNatarI thAya che. jema ke pANI, roTalI, dALa, zAka, bhAta, keLA, kerIno rasa, papaiyuM, kacuMbara, lApasI, bhajIyA vagere. eka nAmavALuM eka ja dravya AkhA divasamAM game tyAre game teTalI vAra vaparAyuM hoya to paNa eka ja dravya gaNAya. (sacitta, taMbolanI dravyamAM paNa gaNatarI karavI.) dhAraNAH dAta. Aje 50 thI vadhu dravya vAparavAM nahIM.
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________________ 4. vigai cha vigai che. dUdha, dahIM, ghI, tela goLa, kaDAvigai (kaDAimAM thayela sarvapakvAnna) jo vigai mULamAMthI tyAga karavAmAM Ave to te vigaivALI koi paNa vastu na vAparI zakAya. ane jo vigaI kAcI tyAgavAmAM Ave to te vigainI anya banAvaTo vAparI zakAya. dhAraNAH dAta. Aje dUdha, ghI mULamAMthI tyAga athavA kAcA tyAga. uvAhaNaH uvAhaNa eTale pagamAM paheravAnA pagarakhAM jema ke bUTa, caMpala, slIpara, pAvaDI vagere. dhAraNAH dA.ta. Aje dasa joDIthI vadhu pagarakhAM vAparavAM nahIM bIjA joDA eka sekanDa mATe paNa paherIe to tenI gaNatarI bIjA joDA mATe thai jAya. taMbola taMbola eTale vAparyA bAda mukhazuddhi mATe vaparAtI cIjo jemakevaLIyArI, sopArI, ilAyacI, dhaNAnI dALa vagere. AmAM jeTalA taMbola vAparavA hoya tenI saMkhyA dhAravI temaja tenuM nizcita pramANa (vajana) paNa dhArI zakAya. dhAraNAH dA.ta. pAMca taMbola 250 grAmathI vadhu na vAparavA. vastra paheravAnI cIjo vastramAM gaNAya. dhotIyuM, khasa, zarTa, penTa, jAMgIyo, TopI, hAthanA ke paganA mojA, garama sveTara, garamazAla vagere)bahenoe potAnA sADI vagere vastro samajI levA) AkhA divasamAM keTalA vastra paheravA tenI saMkhyA dhAravAnI hoya che. dhAraNAH dA.ta. 25 thI vadhu vastro na paheravA. kusuma suMghavAnI cIjo aMgenI maryAdA ane pramANa bAMdhavAnI che. dA.ta. chIMkaNI, puSpa, attara, seMTa, ghI, tela vagere. dhAraNA : dA.ta. 5 thI vadhu cIjo suMghavAnA AzayathI suMghavI nahIM. vajanamAM kilothI vadhu nahIM vAhaNaH eka sthaLethI bIjA sthaLe javA mATe upayogamAM AvatA sAdhano jemake, ghoDAgADI, skuTara, sAyakala, moTara, Treina, vimAna, sTImara hoDI vagere. ahIM vAhanonI saMkhyA dhAravI. dhAraNAH dA.ta 10thI vadhu vAhanano upayoga karavo nahIM zayana besavA athavA suvA mATe je je cIjo vaparAya che teno samAveza zayanamAM thAya che. jemake pATapATalA, palaMga, khATalA, Tebala, khurazI, sophAseTa, gAdalA, ozikA, zetaraMjI, koca, ochADa, vagere...
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________________ 10. hile, dhAraNAH dA.ta. 50 thI vadhu zayananI cIjo vAparathI nahIM vilepanaH zarIre copaDavAnI cIjo jemake sAbu, caMdana, attara, tela, ghI, sno, pAvaDara, lAlI, lipsaTIka, aMjana vagere... dhAraNAH dA.ta. vilepanamAM 10 thI vadhu cIjo vAparavI nahIM brahmacarya abrahmano saMpUrNa tyAga sarvottama che. chevaTe brahmacaryanI samaya maryAdA dhArI levI. dhAraNAH dA.ta. abrahmano tyAga arthAt divase ke rAtre saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. zakya na hoya tyAre samaya maryAdA paNa chevaTe dhAravI. 12. disparimANaH cAreya dizAmAM amuka kilomITarathI bahAra javuM nahIM. te rIte dhAraNA karavI. dhAraNA : dA.ta. Aje vivakSita gAmathI athavA cAreya dizAmAM 100-100 ki.mI. thI bahAra javuM nahIM. 13. snAna snAna saMbaMdhI maryAdA ane snAna mATenA pANI saMbaMdhI maryAdA bAMdhavAnI hoya che. dhAraNA (1) dA.ta. Aje snAna karavuM nahIM(pauSadha karavAno hoya, tAva Avyo hoya vagere kAraNasara snAna niSedha dhArI zakya che.) athavA be DolathI vadhAre vAparavuM nahIM. eka ja vAra snAna karavuM. 14. bharaH bhatta eTale bhojana, sacitta, dravya ane vigainA niyamomAM saMkhyAdhArI have bhojananI cIjo saMbaMdhI pramANa dhAravAnuM hoya che. dhAraNA : dA.ta. dALa, dUdha vigere pravAhI pAMca glAsa, pANI vIsa glAsathI (amuka ghaDAthI) vadhu na vAparavuM. roTalI, bhAkharI, roTalA, khAkharA, zAka, mIThAi vagere eka kilo vajanathI vadhAre na vAparavA. ahIM cauda niyamonI samajUtI pUrI thAya che. paraMtu cauda niyamonI sAthe sAthe bIjI dhAravA jevI cIjo mahApuruSoe batAvI che. te paNa ahIM batAvAya che. je zramaNopAsakoe svIkAravA jevI che. asiH asi eTale zastra, jemake soya, capsa, kAtara, sTepalara, paMca, neilakaTara, lejara, patarI, sUDI, talavAra, bhAlo, baMdUka vagere A aMgenI saMkhyAmAM maryAdA dhAravI. dhAraNA: Aje asimAM 10 thI vadhu cIja na vAparavI.
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________________ 2. masiH lakhavA vageremAM vaparAtI sTezanarInI cIja. jemake - copaDI, pena, kAgaLa copaDo, rIphIla, zAhIno khaDIyo, kaMpAsa vagere. dhAraNAH dA.ta. masimAM 25 thI vadhu cIjano upayoga karavo nahIM. (kAgaLa jevI chUTaka vastu mATe jayaNA = chUTa) 3. kRSi : khetInA upayogamAM AvatA sAdhano jemake - haLa, kodADo, pAvaDo, TrekaTara vagere (TrekaTaranI dhAraNA paNa kRSi karavI ane vAhanamAM paNa karavI.) dhAraNAH dA.ta. kRSimAM 15 thI vadhu cIjono upayoga na karavo. jeTalI saMkhyAmAM pAvaDo vagere vaparAya teTalI gaNatarI vadhe. te khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. pRthvIkAyaH amuka kSetraphaLathI vadhAre kheDANa karavuM nahIM. dhAraNAH dA.ta. 50 vidhAthI vadhAre kheDANa karavuM nahIM. akhAyaH pIvAmAM, snAnamAM, dhovAmAM vagere kula nizcita pramANavALI Dola ke ghaDA pANI upayogamAM levuM. tethI vadhu levuM nahIM. (A niyama dhAranAre naLa nIce ke jaLAzayamAM bAtha ke taLAva vageremAM snAnAdi javuM nahIM. nizcita ja hoya to bAtha. taLAvAdinI saMkhyA dhArI levI.) Dola uparAMta eka bAthanI chUTa. agnikAyaH gesa, hiTara, lAiTara, prAisama, lAiTa, tApaNu vageremAM agnikAyanI hiMsA thAya che. te mATe te aMge maryAdA dhAravI. dhAraNA : dA.ta. cUlo, prAimasa vagere rasoi mATenA sAdhano 15 thI vadhu na vAparavA. ane 100 thI vadhu vakhata lAiTa, phona, paMkho, TI.vI. vagerenI svIco cAlu baMdha na karavI. 7. vAyukAya? vAyunI hiMsA pUMThAthI paMkho nAkhavAmAM, ilekTrIka paMkhAno upayoga karavAmAM, hiMcako khAvAmAM vagere thAya che. mATe te aMgenI maryAdA dhAravI. dhAraNA : dA.ta. 15 thI vadhu paMkhA, hiMcakA vigere ne vAparavA ane te sarve daza kalAkathI vadhAre na vAparavA. jo ke bolavA vageremAM paNa vAyukAyanA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. paraMtu tenI dhAraNA muzkela hoya tenI jayaNA ja samajI levI. 8. vanaspatikAyaH zAka, phuTa, puSya, bAvaLa vagerenuM dAtaNa, patra, vRkSa vagere je je vanaspati che. te saMbaMdhI saMkhyA maryAdA dhAravI. dhAraNa: dA.ta. 25 thI vadhu vanaspati na vAparavI. (bhUla ke anivArya saMjogomAM ghAsa upara calAya ke vanaspatino sparza thai jAya tenI jayaNA)
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________________ bhioga upabhoganA parimANa saMbaMdhI vizeSa sucanA] (2) (3) (6) AMbalI A vratanI sAthe jema kahyAnusAra khAsa desAvagAsika (14 niyamo) niyamo rojanA mATe svIkAravAnI bhAvanA keLavavAnI hoya che. teja rIte thoDA niyamo nIce mujabanA lai zakAya che. (1) hoTela ke bajAramAM vecAtI vastu(pravAhIdravyanI jayaNA) vAparavI nahIM (athavA 1/2 dukAnamAMthI ja levI.) vyasana jene kahevAya tevA bIDI, sIgAreTa, tamAku, mAvo, heroina, carasa vigere sadaMtara na levI. tyAga. mahinAmAM pAMca, daza tithie lIlotarI sacitta vastuno tyAga. (4) mukhavAsa no sadaMtara tyAga. (athavA 1/2 vastunI jayaNA) (5) lIlA pAna, pAnaparAga, masAlA, sopArI, tamAku vigereno tyAga. AMbalI, kacukA, kALI mATI vigereno tyAga. (7) ThaMDA pANI - jemAM pANI paNa aLagaNa hoya te thamsa apa, kokA kolA, phenTA Adi badhAno tyAga. (8) AiskrIma, barapha, kulphI, ThaMDuzrIkhaMDa, vigereno tyAga. (9) breDa, biskITa, pAvabhAjI jevA anekAneka padArtha je abhakSa che. te vAparavA nahIM mATe tyAga karavA. TUMkamAM je dravyanA nirmANamAM jIvonI virAdhanA che. je dravya abhakSya zAstrIya draSTie che. je dravyane vAparavAthI buddhi, bhAvanAthI zarIra duSita thAya che. rogI thAya che. tevA dravya na khAvAthI A jIvanuM kAMI ja bagaDatuM nathI. ArogavAthI ja aneka rIte nukasAna che. mATe tyAjya che. sAtamA bhogapabhogaviramaNa vratanA viSayamAM have ApaNe 15 karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAnA tyAganI vAta karIe... karmAdAnano artha che jenA dvArA karmonuM bhAre AdAna arthAt grahaNa thAya te karmAdAna AvA karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAo tIvra AraMbha samAraMbhavALA hovAnI sAthe jIvo pratyenI komaLatAnI pariNatine khalAsa karI nAkhanAra hoya che.mATe te tyAjya che.. mULa vAta to e che ke aNamola jinazAsana sAthenA maLI gayelA A mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA sarvaviratijIvananA svIkAramAM che. kadAca zakti ane sAmarthyanA abhAve e jIvanano svIkAra na thai zake ane gharasaMsAra calAvavo paDe to ya gRhajIvanamAM AtmAmAM dayAnA pariNAmo satata jAgrata rahe tenI pUrepUrI takedArI rAkhavA jJAnIoe
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________________ aneka prakAranA upAyo batAvyo che...temAMno eka majeno upAya che karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAnA tyAgano. eka vAta samajI rAkho ke dhananA saMgrahano moha e dhananA upabhoga mATeno moha nathI paraMtu samAjamAM potAnI pratiSThA UbhI thAya..pAMca mANasomAM potAno bhAva pUchAya e mATeno moha che...potAnI jAtane zaktizALI siddha karavAnA aneka rastAomAM eka rasto che dhanasaMgrahano ! AbumAM Sun set point para sUryAstanA samaye potAnA nAnA putrane laine pharavA gayelA bApa putrane kahyuM, "tane khabara che, sUryane dariyAmAM DubADI devAnI mArI tAkAta che !' pitAjI ! te DubADI do ne !' jo.. ema kahIne sUrya sAme AMgaLI karI, 'Go down...Go down...Go down.. ema traNa vAra bUma mArI... beja miniTamAM sUryAsta thai gayo...! chokaro to bApanI A tAkAta joine stabdha ja thai gayo ! tene pharIvAra A prayoga jovAnuM mana thayuM bApane teNe kahyuM, "Father! Do it again' bApa paNa kAMi kAMco nahoto...tarata ja teNe dIkArane javAba Apyo, It cannot be twice in a day' dIkaro zuM bole? - saMsAranI saLaghI ya zaktio AvI ja che. mahAna vijetAo paNa chevaTe parAjita siddha thayA che..zaktizALIo aMte kamajora siddha thayA che. A hakIkata jenA khyAlamAM AvI jAya teno jIvanamAM dhana saMgraha nI ghelachA khalAsa thayA vinA rahe nahi.pachI saMsAra calAvavA mATe ja dhananI jarUriyAta rahe te dhana kyAMthI lAvavuM tenI vicAraNA zarU thAya.. bhUlazo nahi, saMsAra calAvavA mATe dhana mAtra sAdhana ja che...jema gharamAM kacaro kADhavA mATe jhADu rAkhavuM paDe che. tema saMsAra calAvavA mATe dhana rAkhavuM paDe che.. gharane svaccha rAkhavAmAM jhADu game teTaluM upayogI hoya to ya tene kAMi mAMthe rAkhIne pharAya nahi, tema saMsAra calAvavA mATe dhana game teTaluM upayogI hoya to ya tene anya jIvonA motanA bhoge to gharamAM lavAya ja nahi ! anaMtakALe AtmAnI komaLatAnI pariNati jaLavAi rahe tevA suMdara bhavanI ApaNane prApti thai che. temAM ya sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApanAra jainazAsananA marmone saraLatApUrvaka samajAvatA sadguruono ApaNane suyoga
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________________ thayo che....durgatione chedI nAkhavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta dharAvatA dharmAnuSThAno svajIvanamAM AcarI zakIe tevuM svastha zarIra ApaNane maLyuM che.aneka AtmAonA jIvanane sanmArge lAvavAnI tAkAta dharAvatI bauddhika saMpatti paNa ApaNane maLI che...have ATaATalI durlabha cIjonI sulabhatA thayA pachI e prAptinA puNyane niSphaLa javA devAnI bAliza ceSTA ApaNAthI thAya? dilhIpati bAdazAha humAyue duzmana rAjA para caDhAI karIne tene harAvyo...e rAjAnA 9000 sainikone kedI banAvyA..saghaLA ya kedIone paradeza jaine vecI devAno teNe nirNaya karyo. potAnA eka ativizvAsu mANasane A kedIo paradezamAM lai javA mATe humAyue soMpyA.... pelo mANasa to kedIone laine cAlyo. rastAmAM kedIone tarasa lAge to pANI na ApebhUkha lAge to khAvA na Ape...na cAle to pITha para koraDo vIMjhe..upADI na zakAya teTalo bhAra pITha para nAkhyo..AMkhamAM AMsuo sAthe lathaDiyAM khAtAM khAtAM kedI cAlatA hatA. eka divasa eka gAmamAM paDAva nAkhyo. e gAmano maMtrI jena AgevAna bheruzA 9000 kedIo je chAvaNImAM hatA tyAM Avyo. humAyunA mANasane maLyo.khabara paDI gai tene ke A bicArA kedIo paradezamAM kUtarAnA mote maraze ! nA..nA.prANanAM bhoge paNa A sahune bacAvavA ja joie ! tarata ja kedIne sAcavanAra mANasane bhezA maLyo ! tuM traNa divasa dhIraja dharI jA... huM AvuM pachI tAre ahIMthI ravAnA thavuM. te pahelAM nahi ATalI kabulAta laine mArate ghoDe te dilhI pahoMcyo...kuranIza bajAvI humAyunA caraNamAM kiMmatI jhaverAtano thALa mUkyo ! humAyu to A vinaya joine ja khuza thai gayo "mAMga mAMga, mAMge te ApI dauM... humAyu bolyo. rAjanuMA korA kAgaLa para Apa sahI karI Apo- ane Apa vizvAsa rAkho ke teno upayoga ApanuM gaurava vadhAravAmAM ja thaze !" humAyue sahI karI ApI.bheruzA e kAgaLa laine turta pAcho potAnA gAme AvI gayo...saghaLAya kedIone tAtkAlika choDI do."evuM vAkya humAyunI sahInA uparanA bhAgamAM lakhI dIdhuM... humAyunA mANasa pAse ekAgaLa batAvI saghaLAya kedIone choDAvI dIdhA....ane pAcho turta ja humAyu pAse hAjara thai gayo.
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________________ hAjara ! lo A talavAra ane uDAvI do mAruM DokuM !" paNa zuM kAma ?' ApanA 9000 kedIone choDI mUkavA mATe meM ApanI sahIno upayoga karyo che..mArA jAnanI kurabAnI pAchaLa 9000nA jIvana jo bacI jatA hoya to te rasto mane apanAvavA jevo lAgyo ane meM teno amala paNa karI dIdho. rAjana ! eka vAta kahI devA do ke je vakhata meM 9000 kedIone ema kahyuM ke "paravaradigAra bAdazAha humAhu tamane sone kAyama mATe mukta kare che te vakhate tamAruM nAma laine te loko je nAcyA che tenuM varNana mArAthI thai zake tema nathI..! A sAMbhaLatAM humAyu stabdha thai gayo ! potAnA motane hAthamAM rAkhIne anyanA jIvana bacAvavA nIkaLelA A vaNikanI khumArI jotAM tenA para ApharIna pokArI gayo !... siMhAsana parathI nIce utarIne bheruzAne harSAzru sAthe bheTI paDyo ! jinezvara bhagavaMtanA zAsanane pAmelo AtmA potAnI pAse rahelI saMpattithI aneka jIvone abhayadAna Ape. paraMtu saMpatti meLavavA te nirdoSa jIvone motane ghATa utAravAnuM pApa to te haragIja na ja kare ! saMsAra calAvavA mATe dhananA mAdhyamane najara sAme rAkhIne evo dhaMdho te pakaDe ke jemAM jIvadayAnA pariNAmonI rakSA thavA sAthe ochAmAM ochI jIvahiMsA hoya ! karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAnA tyAga pAchaLanA aneka rahasyomAMnuM eka rahasya e che ke A dhaMdhAmAM rojanI thatI bhAre jIvahiMsA dhIme dhIme AtmAmAM kaThoratAnA pariNAmo pedA karI de ane pedA thayelA kaThoratAnA pariNAmo jIvane kyAreka nirdaya krUra ane laMpaTa paNa banAvI de. bhUlazo nahi, je pApo rojanAM thai jAya che te pApo pAchaLa pazcAtApa thavo muzkela banI jAya che. ane pazcAttApa vinAnuM nAnuM paNa pApa AtmAne kyAreka durgatimAM ravAnA karI de che... A to AryabhUmi che kyAMka itaromAM ya AvA karmodAnanA dhaMdhAomAM paDelAnA manamAM UMDe UMDe khaTako hovAnuM jovA maLe che. saurASTranA vihAramAM eka divasa savAranA eka gAmathI bIje gAma javA mATe sAdhuo nIkaLyA. gAmane cheDe ja savAranA pahoramAM potAnA khetare jai rahelo eka kheDuta rastAmAM maLyo. e vakhate satata trIjuM varasa dukALa jevuM jai rahyuM hatuM ! kema bhAi ! varasa kharAba jatuM lAge che kema ?' "mahArAja sAheba ! khetI karatAM karatAM Aja sudhInAM jeTalAM jIvaDAMo mAryA che eno pApe traNa to zuM tera varahanA dukALa paDe ne to ya ochA che." ATaluM bolatAM
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________________ bolatA to kheDutanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. varasothI A dhaMdho laine beThelA kheDutanA manamAM ya jIvadayAnA kevA susaMskAro beThA haze ke bhAre muzkela paristhitimAM paNa tenA moDhAmAMthI AvA zabdo nIkaLyA ! ApaNI mULa vAta e che ke karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAo tIvra AraMbha samAraMbha pUrvakanA che. AraMbha samAraMbha e narakagatinAM kAraNa che mATe AtmAne durgatiomAM rajhaLapATa karAvatA A dhaMdhAone nava gajanA namaskAra karIdo. kadAca evo koi dhaMdho pakaDAI ja gayo hoya hoya to ya anukULatA hoya to te dhaMdhAne choDI do...na ja choDI zako to e dhaMdhAmAM zakya jIvadayAnA pariNAmo TakAvIne e sivAyanA bAkInA saghaLA ya dhaMdhAono pratijJApUrvaka tyAga karI do! A rahyA che tyAjya 15 karmAdAnanA dhaMdhA) 1. aMgAra karmacUno, iMTa, kolasA, bhasmo, miThAi vagere je bhaThThIthI banAvAtA hoya te banAvavAnA tathA banAvarAvI vecavAno vepAra...hoTala-loja, kuMbhAra, luhAra, bhADabhujAdinA dhaMdhA..2. vana karma pAna, phaLa, phUla, zAkabhAjI, ghAsa, lAkaDAM khetI, bAga, vADI vagerenA dhaMdhA.. 3. zaTaka karma gADAM, haLa, gADI, moTara vagere vAhana vyA tenAM sAdhana banAvavAno athavA vecavAno dhaMdho....4.bhATaka karma vAhano bhADe pheravavAno yA jamIna makAna Adi bhADe ApavAno dhaMdho 5. sphoTaka karma dhAtu paththara Adi khodAvavAno ke suraMga, kUvA, vAva borIMga Adi karI ApavavAno dhaMdho.6.daMta vANijya hAthI dAMta, motI, cAmara, rezama vagereno vepAra. 7. lamba vANijya sAbu, guMdara, khAra gaLI, vagereno dhaMdho. 8. rasa mAMsa, madirAdi, goLa, ghI, tela, vagereno vepAra. 9. keza pazu paMkhInA vALa, pIMchA, una, vagereno dhaMdho. 10. viSa aphINa, jhera, nazAvALI vastu, jherI davAo, zastro, vIjaLI, dIvAsaLI, garbhapAta AdinAM sAdhana auSadha vagereno vepAra. 11. yaMtra palaNa mIla, jIna, yAMtrika kArakhAnuM, yaMtro, dhANI yaMtro banAvavA vecavAno dhaMdho. 12.nilaMchana pazune khasI karavAno, DAma devAno, AMkavAno, aMgaccheda kApavAno vepAra. 13. davadAna vana bALavA ukheDavAno dhaMdho. 14. zoSaNa kUvA taLAva sukAvavA, purAvavAM, khAlI karAvavAM vagereno dhaMdho. 15. asatI poSaNa vepAra arthe ke sarakasAdi ramata arthe pazu paMkhI pALavAno dhaMdho, vAdharI, vezyA, cora, kasAi, pAradhI vagerene poSavAno dhaMdho. A paMdareya karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAono tyAga karI AtmAmAM jIvadayAnA khUba suMdara pariNAmo utpanna karI do...! sAthe sAthe bhoga ane upabhogamAM AvatA bhakSya bhojana vigai, makAna, vAhana vilepana AdimAM paNa yathAzakya niyaMtraNa lAvatA raho...to
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________________ atyArasudhImAM AtmAne mATe khataranAra puravAra thayelo indriyono asaMyama kAbUmAM AyA vinA nahi rahe ! keTalAka praznottara hai trilokanAtha ! jANo svarUpa traNa lokanuM to mAharuM zuM mAtra A.' Apa sarvajJano huM dayApAtra bhogI jIva. "bhogo bhogavAtAM nathI, tuM ja bhogavAi rahyo che." jJAnInA A vacanonI upekSA karI bhogopabhoga dvArA pUrano dharAhAra kartA bhokatA thavA jAya che. (thai na zake), tevA mArA AtmAne dhikkAra che. pra. 1 uttara pra. 2 uttara pra. 3 uttara 5. 4 uttara pra. 5 uttara pra. 6 uttara uvabhoga kone kahe che ? je vastu ekavAra bhogavavAmAM Ave che. tene upabhoga kahe che. jevI rIte anna, pANI, phaLa Adi... paribhoga kone kahe che ? je vastu vAraMvAra bhogavAmAM Ave che. tene paribhoga kahe che. jevI rIte vastra, pAtra, AbhUSaNa makAna Adi.. uvabhoga paribhoga parimANa vrata keTalA prakAranuM che ? be prakAranuM che. 1) vastuonuM parimANa, 2) vyApAranuM parimANa. jIvana jarUriyAta tamAma vastu be zabdamAM samAya te kayA be zabda ? uvayoga - paribhoga. vastu keTalI che ? uvabhoga paribhoganI 26 prakAranI vastu kai kai che ? 1) ullaNiyAvihiM = TuvAla, nepakIna vagerenI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 2) daMtaNavihiM = dAtaNanI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 3) phlavihiM = phaLanI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 4) abhaMgaNavihiM = mAlisa karavAnA telanI jAta ane tenA pramANanI maryAdA 5) unvaTTaNavihiM = pIThI vagere zarIre coLavAnI vastunI jAta ane saMkhyAnI uvabhoga paribhoganI 26 prakAranI che.
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________________ maryAdA. 6) majjaNavihiM = nahAvAnA pANInI maryAdA. 7) vaFvihiM = paheravAnA vastronI maryAdA. 8) vilavaNavihiM= sukhaDa, attara, tela Adi vilepana karavAnI vastunI maryAdA. 9) puSkavihiM = phUlanI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 10) AbharaNavihiM = ghareNAMnI ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 11) dhUvaNavihiM = dhUpanI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 12) pendravihiM = pIvAnA padArthonI ane mApanI maryAdA. 13) bhakSmaNavihiM = sukhaDI AdinI jAta ane vajananI maryAdA. 14) odanavihiM = dhAnyanI jAtaca ane mApanI maryAdA. 15) sUvavihiM = kaThoLanI jAta ane mApanI maryAdA. 16) vinayavihiM = ghI, tela, dUdha, dahIM goLa, sAkara AdinI jAta ane mApanI maryAdA. 17) sAgavihiM = zAkanI jAta ane vajananI maryAdA. 18) mAhurayavihiM = lIlA tathA sukAmevAnI jAta ane tenA mApanI maryAdA. 19) jamaNavihiM = jamavAnA padArthonI maryAdA. 20) pANIyavihiM = pIvAnA pANInI maryAdA. 21) muhavAsavihiM = mukhavAsanI jAta ane tenA mApanI maryAdA. 22) vAhaNavihiM = vAhananI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 23) uvANahavihiM = pagarakhAMnI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 24) sayaNavihiM = suvA besavAnA sAdhanonI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 25) sacittavihi = saceta vastu khAvAnI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. 26) davavihiM = khAvA pIvAnA dravyonI jAta ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA. pra. 7 upabhoga vihiM keTalI che? kaI kaI? uttara vIsa (20) 1) daMtaNavihiM, 2) phaLavihiM, 3) abhaMgaNavihiM, 4) unnaTTaNavihiM, 5) majjaNavihiM, 6) vilavaNavihiM, 7) puSkavihiM, 8) dhUvaNavihi, 9) pejjavihiM, 10) bhaSmaNavihiM, 11) odanavihiM, 12) suvavihiM, 13) vigayavihiM, 14) sAgavihiM, 15) mAhurayavihiM, 16) jamaNavihiM, 17) pANIyavihiM 18) muhavAsavihiM,
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________________ 19) sacittavihiM, 20) dazvavihiM. pra. 8 paribhoga vihiM keTalI che? kai kai ? uttara cha (6). 1) ullaNayAvihi, 2) vaFvihiM, 3) AbharaNavihiM, 4) vAhaNavihiM, 5) uvAhaNavihiM, 6) sayaNavihiM. pra. 9. uvabhoga paribhoganI maryAdAthI zuM lAbha thAya che ? uttara 1) saMkalpa, vikalpathI mukti maLe che. 2) jarUriyAto ghaTe che. 3) jIvana tyAga saMtoSamaya bane. 4) dharmAcaraNa mATe vadhu samaya maLe. maryAdita bhUmimAM upabhoga paribhoganI vastuono saMpUrNa ne maryAdita bhUmimAM bahu cIjonA tyAgathI Azrava rokAya che. pra. 10 sacitta tyAgI zrAvakane maryAdA uparAMta saceta vastuno upayoga thayo hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara sacittAhArano aticAra lAge. pra. 11 sacittanA tyAgathI zuM lAbha ? uttara 1) svAda para vijaya thAya. 2) jyAM acitta vastu khAvAnI suvidhA na hoya tyAM saMtoSa. 3) jene pakAvIne nathI khavAtuM evA sacitta tarabUca Adino tyAga. 4) parva tithiomAM ghera AraMbha na thAya. 5) jIvo prati vizeSa anukaMpAnuM lakSa vagere. pra. 12 saceta sAthe lAgela aceta vastuno upayoga thayo hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara sacittapaDibaddhAhArano aticAra lAge. dA.ta. sacitta vRkSa sAthe lAgela acitta guMdabIja sahita phaLa vagere. pra. 13 kAcI pAkI vastuno upayoga karyo hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara pUrI acera na thai hoya tevI vastu khAvAthI appolisahibhakhkhaNayAno aticAra lAge. pra. 14 salADa khAvAthI kayo aticAra lAge? uttara appoliyosahibhaSmaNayAno aticAra lAge.
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________________ pra. 15 mAdI rIte pakavelI vastuno upayoga karyo hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara dupolisahibhadmAyAno aticAra lAge. dA.ta. oLI vagere. pra. 16 tuccha AhArano upayoga karyo hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara tuccho sahibhakSmaNayAno aticAra lAge. jemAM khAvAnuM thoDuM che ne pheMkavAnuM vadhuM che. pra. 17 zeraDI sItAphaLa khAya te aticAra zemAM jAya ? uttara bhojana aticAramAM = tucchosahibhakSmaNayA. pra. 18 vyApAra saMbaMdhI aticAra keTalA ? tene zuM kahe che? uttara vyApAra saMbaMdhI aticAra 15 che. jemAMthI hiMsAnI preraNA maLe yA karmanA * hetuo hovAthI tene karmAdAna kahe che. pra. 10 karmAdAnanA aticAramAM karma' nA aticAra keTalA? uttara 1) iMgAlakame, 2) vaNakame, 3) sADIkame, 4) bhADIkame, 5) phoDIkame, 6) jatapilaNakame, 7) nilUMchaNakame A sAta karmanA aticAra pra. 20 karmAdAnanA aticAramAM vyApAra' nA aticAra keTalA ? uttara 1) daMtavANije, 2) lambavANijja, 3) kesavANije, 4) rasavANije, 5) visavANije A pAMca vyApAranA aticAra che. pra. 21 karmAdAnanA aticAramAM maMtrAdi pApanA aticAra keTalA? uttara 1) davagnidAvaNiyA, 2) saradaha talAva parisosaNayA, 3) asaha jaNa posaNayA A traNa yaMtrAdi pApanA aticAra che. pra. 22 paMdara karmAdAnamAM kevA kevA karmothI aticAra lAge che? uttara 1) IgAlakame = luhAra, bhADabhuMjA vagere jemAM agnino AraMbha karavo paDe tevAM kAryo karavA. 2) vaNakame = vannAM jhADo kApavAnA kAryo karavA. 3) sADIkamekagADuM ratha, jahAja, moTara Adi banAvI vecavAnA kAryo karavA. 4) bhADIkamegADAM, ghoDAM, makAna, rIkSA, TeksI vagere rAkhI bhADAM khAdhA hoya. 5) phoDIkame= kuvA, vAva, taLAva Adi khodavAnA tathA pRthvInA peTa phoDavAnA dhaMdhA karyA hoya.
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________________ 5. 23 uttara 6) daMtavANijyuM = dAMta, hADakAM, zIMgaDA Adino vepAra karyo hoya. - 7) lakSmavANijyuM = lAkha, raMga, mINa Adino vepAra karyo hoya. 8) kesavANijye pazunA keza, cAmaDI Adino vepAra karyo hoya. = 9) rasavANijyuM = dArU, mAMsa, madha, mAkhaNa, carabI, Adi rasano vepAra karyo hoya. 10) visavANijyuM = jhe2, aphINa, somala, jaMtu mAravAnI davA Adino vepAra karyo hoya. 11)jaMta pilaNakamme = tala, zeraDI, magaphaLI, kapAsa, bIyA vagerene ghANI, carakhAdi saMcAomAM pIlavAno vepAra karyo hoya. 12) nilaMchaNakamme = aMgopAMga chedavA, strI, puruSa, AkhalA, ghoDA Adine khasI karyA hoya, DAma dIdhAM hoya. 13) davagidAvaNiyA = jaMgala, khetara, parvata Adine Aga lagADavAno vepAra karyo hoya. 14) saradaha talAva parisosaNayA = sarovara, kUvA, taLAva Adi ulecavAnA vepAra karyo hoya. 15) asai jaNa posaNayA = hiMsaka pazu, gulAma, durAcArI manuSyo AdinuM AjIvikA arthe pAlana poSaNa karyuM hoya. pArasI DerInA mAlikane kayo aticAra lAge ? rasavANijyeno aticAra lAge. 5. 24 gharamAM kutarA, bilADI uchere to kayo doSa lAge ? uttara asaijaNaposaNIyAno aticAra lAge. kada) 133
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________________ .. cAra prakAranA anarthadaMDa D pApopadeza Q durdhyAna - adhikaraNadAna [] pramAdAcaraNa te kahuM anarathadaMDa... Q saLagelI AgamAM peTrola nAMkhanAra gunegAra che to pApa pravRttimAM madada karanA2 mahA gunegAra che. D ApaNI bhoganI vRtti maryAdita che ? jI puNya e hoja che. paramAtmAnuM eTecamenTa e kUvo che. kAyAnA pApo karatA mananA pApo vadhu kharAba che. bIjAnA doSa pratye ane jAtanA duHkha pratye jeTalA sahiSNu bane teTalI durdhyAnanI zakyatA ochI. D sAmano kare tene samAdhi muzkela. sahana kare tene samAdhi AsAna kAyika asahiSNutA taMdurastI jAmavA na de. vAcika asahiSNutA saMbaMdhone TakavA na de. mAnasika asahiSNutA maitrI jamavA detI nathI. udAratA ane uDAupaNA bannene samajI lo. ALasa ane anAdara banne pramAdAcaraNanA rastA che. D bhogavo ane bhegukaro A mAnyatA 52 vartamAna jagata cAle che. -- jenI apekSA UMcI tene apamAna vadhu lAge jene apekSA ochI te sukhI. zArTa kaTa, sophaTakaTa, ane suparakaTa ne oLakhI lo. zrAvakanA 12 vratamAMnuM AThamA naMbaranuM vrata che 'anarthadaMDaviramaNa vrata.' 'bhogopabhogaviramaNa vrata'mAM jIvana jarUriyAtanI vastuomAM niyaMtraNa mUkavAnI vAta karI...jyAre A vratamAM jIvana jIvavA mATe je cIjonI bilakula jarUra ja nathI...mAtra indriyonI kSaNika tuSTi khAtara manane bahelAvavAnI khAtara je cIjono upayoga ka2vA jIva doDe che te cIjone choDavAnI vAta che ! ---- (134
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________________ arthadaMDa karatAM paNa zAstrakAro anarthadaMDano pApane vadhu bhayaMkara gaNAve che. kAraNa ke arthadaMDano eTale ke jarUriyAta khAtara thatAM pAponI pAchaLa pazcAtApa thavAno saMbhava che paraMtu anarthadaMDanAM pApo pAchaLa pazcAtApa thavo ja muzkela che. Ama anarthadaMDanAM pAponA niHsaMkoca sevana pAchaLa kiMmatI samayano thato bagADa, kusaMskAronI vRddhi, sattahAni, dhanavyaya, zArIrika nirbaLatA, kuTuMba kleza ityAdi aneka nukazAno rahyAM che.. jabaradasta vilAsI dilhIpati mahamadazAha para nAdirazAha caDI Avyo..nAdirazAhanI yuddhanI kuneha AgaLa mahamadazAha jhUkI gayo.. vijetA nAdizAhanI bhavya savArI nIkaLI.. rAja mahele AvyA pachI nAdirazAhe mahamadazAhane kahyuM ke "mAre Aje rAtanA tamArI begamono mujaro jovo che.zarata eTalI ke je jagyAe A mujaro goThavAya tyAM huM ekalo ja rahIza ane tamArA taraphathI paNa mAtra tamArI begamo ja AvavI joie..! mahamadazAhe A vAta kabUla rAkhI potAnI 150 jeTalI saghaLI ya begamone A vAta karI...rAtanA samaye soLe zaNagAra sajIne e begamo nAdirazAhanA mahele pahoMcI gai...zayanagRhamAM pravezI. joyuM to nAdirazAha zayyA para ghasaghasATa UMghato hato. bAjumAM khullI kaTAra paDI hatI. begamo arasaparasa vAtoe vaLagI... nAdirazAha UThe eTale ApaNe nRtya dekhADIe." evo nirNaya karI saghaLI ya begamo eka bAju beThI...UMghavAno DoLa karIne paDelo nAdirazAha doDha kalAke UThyo...jevo te UThyo ke tarata ja begamo nRtya karavA UbhI thai...tyAM nAdirazAhe trADa nAkhI... "khabaradAra ! koie nRtya cAlu karyuM che to ! huM kAMi tamArA nakharAo jovA ahIMyA nathI Avyo...mAre to tamArI tAkAtanI parIkSA karavI hatI ! tamArI 150 nI saMkhyA sAme eka vijetA, paNa tamArA patino duzmana rAjA ekalo tamArI sAme majethI sUto che..tenA bAjumAM khullI kaTArI paDI che...tamArI eTalI paNa buddhi doDI nahi ke lAvo, A khullI kaTArI laIne tene khatama ja karI nAkhIe, UlaTAnuM tame sahu eka bAju tenA jAgavAnI rAha joine besI rahyA ! aparimita tAkAtavALo paNa dilhIpati mahamadazAha parAjita thayo hoyato tenuM kAraNa teno vilAsa ane tenA vilAsane poSanArI tamArA jevI nAcIja strIo che !. vilAsI jIvana sarvanAza notare che...buddhi bhraSTa karI de che...tamAma sattvane haNI nAkhe che..A vAta atyAra sudhI mAtra sAMbhaLelI. paraMtu tamane joine mane pAkI khAtrI thai gai che ! jAo. eka kSaNa paNa tamAre ahIMyA UbhA rahevAnI jarUra nathI !' stabdha thai gayelI begamo nIcI mUDI ghAlIne ravAnA thai gai !
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________________ A dRSTAMta vartamAnakALanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM jIvatA yuvako mATe cetavaNIrUpa che...sajjana mANasa pote bolI paNa na zake tevA atibibhatsa kakSAnAM nAmavALA nATako...bharapUra kAmottejaka sinemAo, novelo, mAsiko, megejhIno, blyU prinTo vagerenA koipaNa jAtanA hicAkacATa vinA thatA pracAroe Aje sattvane keTaluM nicovI nAkhyuM che te kahevAnI bhAgye ja jarUra rahe che ! ...koi sajjana mANasa AnA virodhamAM potAnI saMpatti kharacavA taiyAra nathI..jIbha kholavA taiyAra nathI..koi saMsthA A aMge moracAo kADhavA taiyAra nathI..reDiyo AnA virodhamAM koi divasa bolyo hoya tevuM khyAla nathI.. are ! vicitratA to e che ke eka bAju duniyAnA 10 garIba dezomAM sauthI vadhu garIba deza tarIke khyAti (!) pAmelA A hiMdustAnamAM sarakAra eziyAi ramatonA Ayojana pAchaLa karoDo rUpiyA kharacavA taiyAra che.to bIjI bAju duniyAmAM samRddhinI dRSTie sukhImAM sukhI gaNAtA raziyA ane amerikAe je krikeTane potAnA dezamAM sthAna nathI ApyuM te krikeTanI ramata pAchaLa tela ane khAMDa meLavavA lAinamAM ubhI rahetI A bhikhArI dezanI bhikhArI prajA paNa darava2se karoDo rUpiyA hoMze hoMze pheMkI devA taiyAra che ! koNa bacAvaze A dezanI sarakArane ane prajAne te ja prazna che ! bhUlazo nahi, vyarthanA mArge kharacAtI mAnasika, vAcika ke kAyika koi paNa prakAranI saMpatti sArthakanI prApti thavA detI ja nathI...Timepass karavA aneka prakAranA rastAo AjanA kALe khullA karI dIdhA che..krikeTameca, resakorsa, breDaminTana, volIbola phUTabola kerama, zataraMja, cesa, vyApAra, pAnA, sarakasa, nATaka sinemA A badhA ya anarthadaMDanA prakAramAM Ave che..kAraNa AnI pAchaLa jIvane koi aphasosa ja nathI !...temAMya vaLI vijJAnanI avanavI zodhoe TAima bacAvIne anekane A vyartha pravRttine pAchaLa rasa karatA karI dIdhA che... pahelI ja vAra amerikAmAM relvelAina cAlu thai rahI hatI..relvenA pATAonuM cekIMga ka2vA nIkaLelA ijanere najIkanA ja khetaramA kAma karatA eka kheDutane joyo..buma pADI tene bolAvyo. alyA ! kyAM rahe che ?' 'ahithI cAra pAMca mAila dUra !' roja ahIMyA cAlIne AvatAM keTalo TAima lAge che ?' 'jatAM AvatAM aDhI traNa kalAka to kharA ja !' 'jo, eka khuza khabara che, A raste AjathI barAbara eka mahinA bAda relve cAlu thavAnI che. gADIo pUrapATa doDaze. temAM besIne tuM AvIza to tane aDhI traNa LLLL XX LI
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________________ kalAkane badale mAtra traNa cAra miniTa ja lAgaze...! tAro ghaNo samaya bacI jaze !' tamArI e vAta to sAcI..paraMtu bacI gayelA samayamAM mAre karavAnuM zuM ? pelA kheDute pUchyuM kheDutanA A prazno javAba ijanera na ApI zakyo..mAtra ijanera ja nahi, AjasudhImAM koI DAhyo mANasa e prazno javAba nathI ApI zakyo ! pahelAMnA jamAnAmAM pANI levA gAma bahAra kUvA para javuM paDatuM hatuM. Aje gharagharamAM naLa AvI gayA. samaya bacI gayo...karavAnuM zuM ? relve, basa, moTara, plena, kelakayuleTara, Teliphona, hITara, gIjhara, sAyakala, skUTara, A badhAM ya sAdhanoe samaya to bacAvyo, paraMtu bacelo e samaya vAparavo kyAM ? e kaLA konI pAse che ? manoraMjananAM sAdhanonI zodha e dilathI nirdhana banI gayelA lokonAM bhejAnI pedAza che. A vAta jeTalI sAcI che. teTalI ja e vAta paNa sAcI che ke AvAM sAdhanono upabhoga karavA mATe, te sAdhanone meLavavA mATe doDadhAma karavAnI manovRtti e paNa dilanA bhikhArI paNAnI ja sUcaka che. nathI temAM koi sAttvika AnaMda nathI temAM koi duHkhiyArAnAM duHkhane dura karavAnI vAta...nathI temAM koi jIvananA vikAsa mATenI gaNatrI ! che mAtra be ghaDInI moja !...sattvanAza, zaktinAza...chevaTe sarvanAza ! AjathI lagabhaga 400 varasa pUrve banI gayelo eka prasaMga thoDAka vakhata pahelAM kyAMka sAMbhaLyo.. rAjakumAra vallarAja potAnA mitra sAthe rAjamahelamAM jharukhe ubhA hatA..pANI bharIne be brAhmaNa kanyAo rAjamArga parathI pasAra thai rahI hatI...rAjakumAranI dRSTi A kanyAo para paDI. rUpa jotAM ja rAjakumAra mohita thai gayo. paraMtu vaLatI ja paLe potAnI jAta teNe saMbhALI lIdhI. "manamAM peThelo A vikAra AvatI kAle kadAca kAyAmAM praveze to ?' A vicAre te vyathita thai gayo. bAjumAM ja ubhelA potAnA mitrane teNe A vAta karI "A dezano AvatI kAlano je rAjavArasa che te jo AvAM pApo karaze to pachI prajAne sadAcAranA pATho koNa bhaNAvaze ? mitra ! mArA A mAnasika pApanuM mAre prAyazcita karavuM ja joie...." Ama kahIne turta ja rAjakumAre jharUkhAmAMthI nIce paDatuM mUkyuM ! khoparInA bhUkebhUkA thai gayA !... cAreya bAju hAhAkAra macI gayo. pelI be brAhmaNa kanyAone A samAcAra maLyA. "ApaNA kAtila rUpe eka kuzaLa rAjavArasanI hatyA karI che. A duniyAmAM jIvavAno koI adhikAra nathI' A vicAre te baMne bALAo gaLe phAMso khAine paraloka bhegI ravAnA thai gai..!
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________________ bahAragAma gayelAM rAjAne rAjakumAranA tathA be brAhmaNa kanyAnA motanA samAcAra maLyA...rAjA turta ja pAchA AvI gayA !..rAjakumAra ane brAhmaNa kanyAnA thayelA akALa avasAna nimitte zokasabhA rAkhavAmAM AvI yuvAna putra gumAvyAnuM duHkha jenA moDhA para bhArobhAra dekhAtuM hatuM te rAjA zokasabhAmAM bolavA UbhA thayA.TAMkaNI paDe to ya avAja Ave tevI nIrava zAMtino bhaMga karatA rAjA bolyA, prajAjano ! mArA putra ane mArI prajAnI putrI / tulya gaNAtI be kanyAo ApaNA vaccethI akALe vidAya thai gayA che. tenuM khUba du:kha hovA chatAM mane eka vAtano bhArobhAra AnaMda che ke traNe ya yuvAna haiyAo zIlanI rakSA khAtara ApaghAtanA mArge gayA che !..rAjakumAranuM mota ApaNane dRSTidoSa nA pApathI bacavAnI preraNA Ape che, to be brAhmaNa kanyAonAM mota rUpanuM pradarzana kyAMya na thaI jAya tenI khUba kALajI rAkhajo nI maMgaLamaya preraNA Ape che !...A dharatI AvA puNya zALIothI dhanya banI gaI che..mATe koi paNa prajAjane Ano zoka na karatAM AvAM pApo potAnA jIvanamAM na thai jAya tenI khUba takedArI rAkhavI !'... potAnA rAjavInA mukhe zIla sadAcAra surakSAnI A vAto sAMbhaLI samasta prajA stabdha thai gai ! mAtra 400 varasa pahelAMno A prasaMga kyAM ane A bAbatamAM AjanuM vAtAvaraNa kyAM ? yuvako ! tame ja jAgI jAo...! e rAjakumAranA tame vArasadAra ja cho.. kSaNika sukhonI prApti khAtara zIla sadAcAranA jAjaramAna vArasAne lUMTAvI devAnI mUrkhAi tame na karo..! aneka anarthone AmaMtraNa ApatA anarthadaMDa nAM pApomAMthI tamArI jAtane bAkAta karI do..! A jIvananI pratyeka paLamAM AtmakalyANa karI devAnI ajoDa tAkAta paDI che. bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAe prathama gaNadhara zrI gautamasvAmIne eka samayano paNa pramAda na karavAnuM kahIne hakIkatamAM to ApaNane ja cImakI ApI che. ApaNI pAse TAima pAsa karavAnI vAta ja na hoya...UlaTuM ApaNane to sAdhanA mATe covIza kalAke ya ochA paDatA hoya !. ApaNI jAgRti aneka AtmAonI mohanI niMda uDADanArI hoya ! pelA taimuralaMge jyotiSIne pUchyuM, "saba zAstra batAte haiM ki AdamIko brahmamuhUrta meM hI uThanA cAhiye meM kabhI dasa baje ke pahale uThA nahito mere liye Apa kI kyA rAya che ?' "rAjana ! Apa to covIsa ghaMTe sote hI raho, vaha hI Apa ke liye brAhmamuhurta
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________________ he kyoMki ApakA niMdatyAga kaI AdamiyoM kA jIvanatyAga karI detA hai " jyotiSIe hiMmatathI javAba Apyo. ApaNA mATe AvuM kAMi na bane te khUba jarUrI che.. pApIo UMghatA sArA ane dharmIo jAgatA sArA A zAstravacana najara sAme rAkhI mAtra khullI AMkhe ja jAgatA nahi paraMtu mohanI niMdrAnA tyAgavALI jAgRti ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave to mATenA aneka prayatnomAM sauthI vadhu saphaLatA maLe che "anarthadaMDa' nA pApothI sarvathA aTakI javAmAM..A anarthadaMDanuM sevana jIvanamAM kevA anartho sarjA jAya che tenI vizeSa vAta have joie. anarthadaMDanA pApamAM mukhya vAta e che ke temAM ekalI bahirmukhavRtti ja posAya che. covIse ya kalAka vicAraNA bahiMbhAvonI ja cAle che. AtmA kyAMya yAda Avato nathI. AnAM nukazAna keTalAM ? je bhavamAM "AtmA' sivAyanA bIjA koi padArthanI ciMtA ja karavAnI nathI te bhavamAM "AtmA" nI ja vicAraNA na thAya e keTaluM dayanIya ? zAstrakAro kahe che ke, uttamADahatmaciMtA syAtu, viSayaciMtA tu madhyamAM adhamAtvarthaciMtA smAta, paraciMtADadhamAdhamA ! AtmAnI ciMtA te uttama prakAranI ciMtA, kAma bhogonI ciMtA e madhyama prakAranI citA, artha (paisA) nI ciMtA adhama prakAranI ciMtA, paraMtu pArakAnI ciMtA e adhamAdhama prakAranI ciMtA che anarthadaMDanA viSayo vicAravA e adhamAdhama prakAranI ciMtAmAM jAya che. kAraNa ke temAM AtmA ja bhulAya che tevuM nathI, mArgAnusArInA guNonA pAlanamAM paNa devALuM nIkaLe che. ATalAM badhAM bhayaMkara nukazAno jene najaronajara dekhAya jAya te svAbhAvika rIte ja anarthadaMDanAM pApothI aTakI jAya. varaso pahelAM jAmanagaramAM eka prasaMga banI gayo. eka bhAinuM skuTara koi uThAvI gayuM. te bhAie polIsamAM phariyAda noMdhAvI. be traNa divasa thayA paNa kAMi patto khAdho nahi. cothe divase savAranA acAnaka najara paDI to bAraNA pAse skuTara paDeluM joyuM ! Azcarya thai gayuM ! A zuM ? najIka jaine joyuM to vadhu Azcarya thayuM. kAraNa skuTaranA heMDala para eka raMgaberaMgI thelI laTakatI hatI ! thelI kADhI aMdara hAtha nAkhyo to temAMthI eka ciThI nIkaLI. temAM lakheluM ke "ekAeka khUba ja agatyanuM kAma AvI javAthI tamane pUchyA vinA huM tamAruM skuTara lai gayelo, kAma patI javAthI peTrola
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________________ purAvIne pAchuM mUkI dIdhuM che. alabatta, tamane takalIpha ghaNI paDI, tethI dilagIra chuM, chatAM yatkiMcit badalo vALavA mATe A sAthe Aja rAtanA navathI bArano zo "khela khelameM nI be TikITa mUkI che. tame jarUra teno upayoga karajo." pelA bhAito A vAMcI khuza thaI gayA. rAtanA sADA ATha vAge patnI sAthe ghara baMdha karIne pizcara jovA UpaDyA. sADA bAra vAge pikyara joine pAchA pharyA. ghara kholIne jhaverAta badhuMya gAyaba thaI gayeluM. kabATamAM tALAM tUTelAM hatAM. rokaDa rakama tathA jarajhaverAta badhuM ya gAyaba thaI gayeluM. kiMmatI kapaDAo nIce paDelAM ! poka mUkIne rovA beThA.paNa kare zuM? khela khela meM nI TikiTa mUkI janAra gaThiyAnAM ja A parAkramo hatA !to bIjI bAju potAnI ja mUrkhAinuM A pariNAma hatuM ! anarthadaMDamAM AvatA viSayomAMnA koi ekAda viSayanuM AkarSaNa paNa AtmAne guNothI bhraSTa karavA mATe paryApta che, eTaluM ja nahi gRhasthajIvananA tamAma sukha zAnti samAdhine saLagAvI nAkhavAnI kAtila tAkAta paNa tenAmAM paDI che.. vartamAnakALanA aneka sAMbhaLavA maLatA prasaMgo tenI sAkSI pUre che ! sinemA, TI.vI. ane viDiyonA dazyoe kyAM ochA jIvonA jIvanamAM sadAcAranI hoLI saLagAvI che ?.resakorsa ane krikeTanI pAchaLa pAgala thayelAoe kyAM lAkho rUpiyA nathI gumAvyA ?....kalabonA AMTApherAe keTalAya jIvonI pavitratA saLagAvI nAkhI che ! parastrInA rUpadarzana na karavAnA sthAne janArAoe zarIranA rAjA vIryane kevuM khalAsa karI nAkhyuM che ! paraniMdA karanArAoe keTalAMya sukhI kuTuMbomAM kleza ane kaMkAsanI Aga lagADI dIdhI che !..mazkarA svabhAvanI paDI gayelI Adate keTalAya jIvone motane ghATa utArI dIdhAM che ! sinemAmAM AvatA vilAsI dazyoe keTalAyane vyabhicArI banAvyA che..to temAM ja AvatA lUMTaphATanAM dazyoe keTalAyane bhayaMkara DAku banAvyA che. tyAre to philma DAyarekTara vhI. zAMtArAma jevAne hamaNAM kahevuM paDyuM che ke, jo A paddhatinAM dazyo sinemAnA paDadA para batAvavAnAM cAlu raheze to A hiMdustAnanI dharatI DAkuo guMDAo ane vyabhicArIothI ubharAi jaze." ATaATalAM bhayaMkara nukazAnI najara sAme dekhAvA chatAM nathI to prajAnI pavitratAnI A sarakArane paDI ke nathI to prajAne potAne paDI !nathI koi vartamAnapatravALAne AnI sAme jehAda jagADavAnI paDI ke nathI ko koi mAsikavALAne AnI sAme garamA garama lekhamALA cAlu karavAnI paDI ! mAtA pitAo A bAbatamAM bilakula niSkriya che to skula kolejanA prophesaro to AmAM kAMi nukazAna ja nathI jotA !bhAi potAnI sagI bahenano zIlanI bAbatamAM mAthuM mAravA(?) mAgato nathI, to bahena paNa potAnA sagA bhAinA sadAcAranI bAbatamAM hastakSepa (!) karavA taiyAra nathI. sahu potapotAnAmAM
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________________ masta che "roma bhaDake baLatuM hatuM tyAre nIro phIDala vagADato hato tevI sthiti atyAre A dharatInI hoya tevuM lAge che. khera ! javA do e hatAzAbharI vAtane ! yuvako ! tame ja sajja thai jAo.jIvananA tamAma sattvane nicovIne sApha karI nAkhatAM anarthadaMDanAM saghaLAya pApone daDhasaMlpapUrvaka jIvanamAMthI dezavaTo dai do ! to cokkasa vyarthanA mArge kharacAI rahelI zaktino bacAva sArthakanI prApti karAvyA vinA raheze nahi !.. vyartha haravA pharavAmAM zArIrika zaktio naSTa thai rahI che to vyartha vicAraNAmAM mAnasika zakti haNAi rahI che. anarthadaMDamAM pApo mAtra tamArA ja jIvanamAM arnazo phelAvI deze tevuM nathI.aneka nirdoSa jIvonA jIvanamAM ya anartho phelAvI devAnuM gojhAruM pariNAma te acUka lAvI deze ! A anarthadaMDanA kula 4 prakAra che 1. Artarodra dhyAna 2. pApopadeza 3. adhikaraNa dAna 4. pramAdAcaraNa. iSTanA saMyoganI ane aniSTanA viyoganI satata cAlatI vicAraNA jIvane durgAnamAM DhasaDI jAya che. kyAreka to bahu mAmUlI bAbata paNa bhayaMkara pariNAma lAvI de che. varaso pahelAM muMbainI cAlImAM rahetA eka bhAinI patnI piyara gaI. bhAI ekalA paDyA. rAtanA khATalA para sUtA. paraMtu mAMkaDano upadrava khUba hovAnA kAraNe AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI. bIje divase rAtanA paNa eja hAlata thatAM 12 vAgye UThyA. lAiTara saLagAvIne bhIMta para pharI rahelA mAMkaDone mAravA lAgyA. bAjuvALA bhAi eja vakhate bahArathI AvyA. temaNe A dazya jotAM ja bUma pADI.. "are ! A zuM karo cho ?' zuM karo cho, zuM? A badhA eja lAganA che.AkhI rAta UMghavA detA nathI.Aja to ekane jIvato nahi choDuM...A badhAyane mArIza !." Ama kahIne vaLI pAchA te bhAi mAMkaDa mAravAnI pravRttimAM lAgI gayA ! be kalAka sudhI vINI vINIne mAMkaDone mAryA...pachI sUtA...savAranA pAMca vAge UThyA. A pIvA mATe prAyamasa saLagAvavA beThA.prAyamasa saLagAvyo paNa kharo paraMtu tene teja karavA mATe jyAM paMpa lagAvavA gayA tyAM ekAeka joradAra bhaDako thayo...bhAinuM AkhuM moTuM saLagI gayuM ! rADArADa ne cIsAcIsa pADavA lAgyA..AjubAjuvALA AvI gayA..samayasara hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyA. tAtkAlika maLI gayelA upacArothI bacI to gayA paraMtu moTuM kAyama mATe vikRta banI gayuM! potAnI UMgha sAcavavA khAtara nirdoSa jIvone motane ghATa utArI denAra A
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________________ bhAine pastAvAno pAra na rahyo...paNa kare zuM? yAda rAkhajo...karmasattA niSpakSa che. teno khullo saMdeza che ke tamArI anukULatA sAcavavA bIjA jIvone asamAdhi ApavAne badale tame agavaDa veThIne paNa bIjA jIvone samAdhi ja ApavAnuM rAkhajo !.... bIjAne samAdhi ApavAnA tamArA prayatno tamArI samAdhine akabaMdha banAvI deze ! anarthadaMDanAM pApomAM sAmAnI samAdhino koi vicAra ja raheto nathI.Arta raudradhyAnamAM jema mAtra potAnI ja anukULatAno vicAra che tema pApopadezamAM paNa sAmA jIvonA mota sudhInA pariNAmanI zakyatAno koi vicAra ja nathI. RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA jIve pUrvanA ko'ka bhavamAM khAi jatAM baLadiyAone tema karatAM aTakAvavAno niSphaLa prayAsa karatAM kheDutane mAtra eTalI ja salAha ApelI ke "mUrakha ! baLadiyAne moDhe kapaDA jevuM kAM'ka bAMdhI de ke jethI anAja khAtA aTakI jAya !"..basa, ATalI ja pApa salAha ApavAmAM karma evuM baMdhAyuM ke 400-400 divasa sudhI AhArapANI vinA vicaravuM paDyuM....! vinA kAraNe pApasalAha ApanArAoe A dRSTAMta gaMbhIratAthI vicAravA jevuM che..!.maccharono upadrava vadhI gayo che ?.. chaMTAvI do ! mAMkaDo herAna kare che ? .. mUkI do ! mAthAmAM jU vadhI gai che...? upayoga karatA jao ! udhai thai gai che ?...bolAvI lo ! vAMdAo vadhI gayA che ? maMgAvI lo ! azakti khUba lAge che ?...khAtA jAo ! kIDIono upadrava thai gayo che ? chAMTI do pAka bagaDe che ?..nAkhI do ! AvI krUratAbhavI salAha ApanArAone khabara nathI ke tamArA ATalA ja zabdo keTalA ya nirdoSa jIvonI amUlya jiMdagI akALe samApta karI detA haze ! sAvadhAna ! lakhalUTa puNyodaye maLela jIbhane kAbUmAM rAkhatA jAo. nahitara teno durupayoga tamArA janma janmAMtaronA bhavane vikarALa banAvI deze !..bolavA jIbha nahi maLe jovA AMkha nahi maLe...sAMbhaLavA kAna nahi maLe...akALe rogonA bhoga banI jazo..daridratAnI bhUtAvaLa jIvanabhara tamAro keDo nahi choDe..bhIkha mAgavA chatAM chatAM roTalAnA TukaDAnAM ya ThekANAM nahi paDe..dIkarA gaLacI dAbI de tevo maLaze...
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________________ patnI khUna karAvI de tevI panAre paDaze !...tamane nokarI rAkhavA koi taiyAra nahi thAya !...tamAre tamAruM jIvana jhera khAine...gaLe phAMso khAine...zarIra para ghAsatela chAMTIne...gADInA pATA nIce paDatuM mUkIne..UMghavAnI vadhu paDatI goLIo khAine.... ke AvA ja koi akhatarAo karIne vaheluM puru karI devuM paDaze ! pApasalAhanAM phLa AvAM gojhArAM che to pApanAM sAdhanonAM vecANo paNa AvAM ja bhayaMkara pariNAmo lAvanArA che ! aneka nimittavAsI jIvone AvA sAdhanonAM dAna karavA dvArA pApa ka2vAmAM sahAyaka banatA e paNa ochA gunegAra nathI !... sauthI chello anarthadaMDano prakAra che...pramAdAcaraNano ! nidrAM vikathA vagere pramAdanAM jIvano e motanAM jIvano che...kAraNa ke zAstrakAro kahe che ke, pramAdo hi mRtyuH' pramAda e ja mota che !... artha anarthadaMDanI samaja indriya mATe, svajano mATe je ka2vAmAM Ave te sarva arthadaMDa (sakAraNa daMDa) che. AnAthI viparIte anarthakArI je pravRtti kriyA te anarthadaMDa. tenA cAra prakA2 nIce mujaba che. (1) pApopadeza : paropadezAya pAMDitya nI jema kheDUta ke bharavADa Adi jAtivALAone pApanA AraMbha samAraMbha karavA mATe vagara pUchI salAha, sUcanA, preraNA ApavI. (udA. kaSAyabhikSu) 2) hiMsaka pradAna : viSa, agni, zastra, vigere hiMsaka vastuo bIjAMne ApavI. (udA. corapallIno coro) 3) apadhyAna AcaraNa H mane lakSmI maLo, vaibhava vilAsa maLo, vairInuM kharAba thAo. marI jAo vigere ArtadhyAna raudradhyAna karavuM. (udA. skaMdakasUrie bALamuninA nimitte ArtadhyAna karyuM. mahAsena pUrvabhave Apane mAravo joie. evA anarthakArI vacana bolyA) (4) gurupramAda AcaraNa : goLa, ghI, tela vi. barAbara DhAMkyA sAcavyA nahi. cAra mahAvigai vyasanonuM sevana karyuM. kaSAyo vadhAryA. vi. anarthadaMDa (Avazyaka nathI tevI pravRtti) karyuM. (udA. bheMsa carAvanAra zekhacalI. guNasena agnizarmA vi.) ghaNAM bhAre karmI AtmA jyAre saMsAramAMthI nAsIpAsa thAya, dareka sthaLethI jAkAro maLe tyAre avicAryuM karavA, ApaghAta Adino mArga pasaMda karavA athavA 'marI jAuM to sAruM'' evA kuvicAro kare che. paNa Ama utAvaLe maranAranI gati mati azubha hovAthI je sthaLe janma leze tyAM AthI vadhu Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi Avaze. mATe aMta
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________________ sudhAravA ghaNuM joyuM, ghaNuM bhogavyuM, ghaNuM khAdhuM pIdhuM have e anarthakArI anarthadaMDanI pravRttio, bIjAnA oTalA bhAMgavAnI Tevo tyajI zubha bhAvanA bhAvavI jarUrI che. samAdhi maraNanI jo bhAvanA bhAvavAnI Ave to janmojanma sudharI jAya. anArthadaMDanI keTalIka pravRttio sarakasa jovA madArInA khela jovA * jAdunA prayogo jovA nATaka, tamAzA jovA TIvI, sinemA jovA dAMDIyA rAsamAM javuM navarAtrInA garabA ramavA, pataMga cagAvavA zarato lagAvavI, loTarInI TIkITo kharIdavI hoLI, dhULeTI ramavA, pattA jugAra ramavA rAgadazA vi. 4 vikathA karavI vadhAre pramAda karI ughavuM bagIcAmAM vanaspati upara cAlavuM, bAtha mAM snAna karavuM mArI mArI, gALA gALI karavI kukaDA kutarAnA yuddha jovA niMdA kuthalI karavI, apazabdo bolavA A rIte anardhadaMDano samuha che, temAMthI kAMi paNa lAbha thato nathI. evuM AdhyAtmika rIte ciMtavanAra tenI virati svIkAravA pramAda karato nathI. yAda rAkho rAga dveSathI vyAkula banelA aMkuza rahita madirAdinA pAna (mada) thI vivahaLa banelA yAdavoe dvaipAyanaSi muni) ne herAna karIne anarthadaMDanA kAraNe akALe mRtyu pAmyA. piAMca aticAra) anarthadaMDa viramaNa vratanA nIcenA pAMca aticAro varNavAyA che. 1. kaMdarpa vikAra vadhe tevI kuceSTAo karavI. 2. kokucca: kAma utpanna karanArI (premavArtA) vAto karavI. 3. mIkhArya nirarthaka mukhe hAsyAdithI jema tema bolavuM. khAnagI vAto koinI pragaTa karavI. lokone alpa samaya mATe game tema hasAvavA. 4. adhikaraNaH jarUra karatAM adhika hathiyAro rAkhavA taiyAra karavA. 5. bhogotiriktatA: bhoga upabhoganA sAdhano jarUra karatAM vadhAre rAkhavA vAparavA.
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________________ (1) ciMtanamAM upayoga - 'upayoga' jenuM lakSaNa che. te sAdhaka, AtmAnuM vAraMvAra ciMtana kare. te sivAyanA badhA padArtha ane tenI sAthe saMbaMdha anarthadaMDa sudhI lai janAra che. ema aMtarathI mAne. (2) karaNamAM upayoga - caityavaMdana, pratikramaNAdi kriyA niSpApa bane. anuSThAna mAre ekAgratAthI ka2vA joie. anupayogAdi sahita jo AcaraNa thai jAya to te mATe micchAmi dukkaDaM Ape pazcAtApa kare. Ama sAvadha AcaraNa choDI niravadha AcaraNa kare. (3) zayanamAM upayoga - munione porasI bhaNAvI saMthAro pUMjIne pAthare pachI hAthane ozikuM karIne DAbA paDakhe ADA paDIne sUvAno prayatna kare. hAtha pagane saMkocI rAkhIne sUve. kadAca zarIra hAtha paga khaseDavA hoya to draSTi paDilehaNa ane rajoharaNathI bhUmi pUMjI khaseDe. kAyagupti sAcave. (4) gamanamAM upayoga - gamaNAgamaNa karatAM 'yuga' pramANa (sAta hAtha) jamIna upara draSTi rAkhI caMcaLatA vigerethI rahita banI pagalA bhare. vinA kAraNe gamaNAgamaNa karI anupayogAdi pApane na bAMdhe. (5) bolavAmAM upayoga - zAstra vacana vidhinA jJAtA banI sva parane hitakArI, madhura bhASI bane. niravadya vacana uccAre. bane teTaluM mauna rahI vacanagupti pALe. TUMkamAM jene zAMti, prasannatA, svabhAvika AnaMda ke ArtadhyAnAdithI nivRtti vigere joie te AtmAe parapaMcAta, paraniMdA jevA duSaNo jIvanamAMthI tyajvA joie. cAlo, have cetI jaie, arthadaMDanA pApothI sarvathA mukta banI jaie. keTalAka praznottara he sarvajJa svAmI ! anaMtakALamAM bhavacakramAM phasAi meM karI momajhA, to maLI karmonI sajA, bhUlI gayo upAsanA ne sevI viSaya vAsanA, vilAse visAryo Atma vikAsa. anartha bhogI pApAtmA banyo Aja tenuM pratikramaNa karI karma baMdhanA kAraNothI mArA AtmAnI rakSA karavA sAvadhAna banuM chuM. pra. 1 daMDa kone kahe che ? uttara jenAthI AtmA temaja anya prANI daMDita thAya evI mana vacana kAyAthI kluSita 838&&& 145 ...aa
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________________ pravatti tene daMDa kahe che. pra. ra anarthadaMDa kone kahe che ? uttara je kArya svayaMnA parivAranA sagA saMbaMdhI mitrAdinA hitamAM na hoya, jenuM koi prayojana na hoya ane vyarthamAM AtmA pApothI daMDita thAya che. tene anarthadaMDa kahe che. pra. 3 prayojana vinAnA pApa keTalA ? uttara prayojana vinAnA (nakAmA) pApa cAra che. 1) avajajhANAcariya, 2) pamAyAcariya, 3) hiMsaprayANa, 4) pAvakasmovaesa. pra. 4 avajaNAcariyuM kone kahe che? uttara khoTuM ciMtana karavuM. bIjAnA maravAno, nukazAna karavAno, duHkhI hovAnuM ciMtana karavuM, ArtadhyAna yukta saMkalpa vikalpa karavA mAthuM pITavuM. dA.ta. taMdUla matsya. pra. 5 aprApta bhoganI manamAM lAlasA rAkhe to kayo anarthadaMDa lAge? uttara avajhaNAcariyuM. pra. 6 pamAyAcariyA kone kahe che ? uttara viveka vinAnI pravRtti karavI. ghI,tela, dUdha, dahIMAdinA pAtra, vAsaNa khullA rAkhavA. pra. 7 hiMsaprayANa kone kahe che? uttara baMdUka, capsa, charI, bhAlA, talavAra, rIvolvara Adi hiMsA thAya tevA zastro ApavA ane tatsaMbaMdhI sAhitya anyane devuM. pra. 8 pAvakasmovaesa kone kahe che ? uttara prayojana ke javAbadArI na hovA chatAM bIjAne pApakAryanI preraNA karavI jevI rIte phekTarI kholavI, gADI kharIdavI, makAna banAvavA, zAdI karavAnuM kahevuM vagere. pra. 9. paDozIne zAka sudhAravA capu to kayo doSa? uttara hiMsaprayANa. pra. 10. "nathI levA nathI devA" baMgalo banAvavAnuM zuM jAya che. kahevA? - uttara pAvaka--ovaesa.
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________________ pra. 11. AThamA vratanA aticAra keTalA che? kayA kayA ? " uttara AThamA vratanA aticAra pAMca che. 1) kaMdakhe, 2) kukakuie, 3) moharie, 4) saMjuttAhigaraNe, 5) upabhoga paribhoga airege. pra. 12 vikathA kare tathA rAganA AvezathI hAsyumilita majhAka kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara kaMdakhe. pra. 13 aMgopAMga vagerethI kuceSTA kare kayo aticAra lAge? uttara kuEie. pra. 14. vadhAre paDatuM bole yA uTapaTAMga bole to kayo doSa lAge? uttara muharie pra. 15. hiMsA thAya tevA hathiyAra bhegA karyA hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara saMjuttAhigaraNe. pra. 16. saMjayadattanI jema rAiphala rAkhe to kayo doSa? uttara saMjuttAhigaraNe. pra. 17. eka vArane vAraMvAra bhogavavAnI vastumAM atiAsakti rAkhe to kayo aticAra uttara vibhAga, paribhoga airege. pra. 18. pApanuM dhamadhokAra kArakhAnuM kayuM? uttara AThamuM vrata. pra. 19 kaMdarpAdithI kayA kayA anadaMDa thAya? uttara kaMdarpa ane kautkacyathI avajhANAcariye, pamAyAcariye anarthadaMDa thAya che. mokharyathI pAvakasmoesa. saMjuttAhigaraNethI hiMsaprayANa ane pamAyAcariya anarthadaMDa thAya che. ( 7)
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________________ navame sAmAyika uccarie... kaTAsaNuM = be ghaDInI mobAila siddhazilA che. // manano svabhAva zikhara uparanI dhajA jevo che. jarA pavana Ave ke tarata halavA mAMDe. dharmamAM manane mAro, manane manAvo ane manane u52 caDAvo. D katalakhAne gAyane lai javI paDe. vAcharaDo enI pAchaLa AvI ja jAya. mamatvabhAva katalakhAnA jevuM che. citta gayuM nathI ne zarIra pAchaLa DhasaLAyuM nathI. D rAga vadhe eTale mamatA vadhe. D ghaDIyAla baMdha thAya che lolaka aTake tyAre rAga dveSanA lolaka aTake tyAre saMsAra paribhramaNa baMdha thAya. D sAdhu sukhano tyAgI che. zrAvaka sukhano vairAgI che. n mana jIteluM hoya... mana thAkeluM hoya... mana hAreluM hoya... Q thAkelA manavALo sukRtane vilaMbamAM mUke che jyAre hArelA manavALo to sukRtanI saMbhAvanAthI paNa dUra rahI jAya che. sAmAyika vizuddhAtmA sarvathA dhAti karmaNaH / kSayAtkevala mApnoti, lokAloka prakAzakam // * bhAvArtha - sAmAyikathI vizudhdha thayelo AtmA sarvathA, sarva prakAre dhAtIkarmano kSayakArI loka aloka prakAzI evA kevaLajJAnane pAme che. zrAvakanAM 12 vratamAM navamA naMbaranuM vrata che 'sAmAyika vrata samatAne lAvatA ane mamatAne kApatA A sAmAyikano apAra mahimA zAstrakAroe Dagale ne pagale gAyo che.. be ghaDI mATe duniyAnA sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApavAnI tAkAta dharAvatA L
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________________ A sAmAyikanA AnaMdanuM to pUchavuM ja zuM? mahArAjA zreNike bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAne pUchayuM, prabhu ! mAre mArIne narakamAM javAnuM che e sAMbhaLI huM dhrUjI UThyo chuM... zI rIte sahana thaze e narakagatinA trAso ? kRpA karIne mane evo koi upAya batAvI do ke jethI mAre narakamAM javAnuM aTakI jAya ! zreNika ! A ja rAjagRhImAM raheto puNiyo zrAvaka jo tane potAnA eka sAmAyikanuM paNa phaLa ApavA taiyAra thai jAya to tAre narakamAM javAnuM nizcita aTakI jAya ! A sAMbhaLI magadha samrATa zreNika UpaDyo puriyAne tyAM ! puriyAM zrAvake svasthiti anusAra rAjAnI ucita sarabharA karI.. pachI potAne tyAM AvavAnuM prayojana pUchyuM... puriyA ! bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che te tuM jo tArA eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa mane ApavA rAjI thai jAya to mArI narakagati aTakI jAya ! tuM kahe teTalI saMpatti ApI devA huM taiyAra chuM.. paNa tAruM eka sAmAyika mane ApI de !. rAjan ! Apa mane kharIdI zako cho, paraMtu mArA sAmAyikane kharIdavAnI ApanI koi tAkAta nathI... kAraNa huM to Apano prajAjana chuM. mane Apa AjJA karIne paNa rAjamahelamAM lai jai zako cho. ApanI icchA pramANamAM kAma Apa mArI pAse baLa jabarIthI paNa karAvI zako cho. paraMtu mArA aMtaramAM uchaLatA zubha bhAvone kharIdavAnI ApanI zI hesiyata che? sAmAyikamAM jyAre huM beTho houM chuM tyAre traNeya jagatanI Rddhi mane ghAsanA taNakhalA jevI lAge che. e vakhatanI mArA citanI prasannatAnuM to koi varNana thai zake tema nathI ! rAjan ! mane to ema lAge che ke prabhue narakagati toDavA mATe sATe sAmAyika kharIdI lAva" evuM Apane kahIne hakIkatamAM to AkhA magadhanA sAmrAjyane bhogavavAnA AnaMda karatAM mAtra be ghaDInA sAmAyikano AnaMda keTalo joradAra hoya che te samajAvavA ane sAmAyika e kAMi sAmrAjyathI kharIdI zakAya tevI mAmUlI cIja nathI... e satyanI pratIti karAvavA ja prabhue ane mokalyA lAge che ! zreNika zuM bole ? samrATa jevA samrATa zreNikane paNa garIba evA puNiyA pAse je sAmAyikanA phaLanI bhIkha mAgavI paDI te sAmAyika Aje paNa ApaNI pAse vidyamAna che. pachI zA mATe ADAavaLA phAMphA mAravA?"samaNo iva sAvo havai." sAmAyikamAM beTholo zrAvaka, sAdhu jevo ja hoya che. A zAstra paMktine jIvanamAM anubhavavA roja ochAmAM ochuM eka sAmAyika to karatA ja jAo.
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________________ I zuddhi : sAmAyikanI ArAdhanA karatI vakhate sAta prakAranI zuddhino khyAla kALajIpUrvaka ArAdhake rAkhavo joie. n durlabhatA : cA2 gatimAMthI mukhyatve (1) devagati ane (2) narakagatinA jIvonA bhAgyamAM sAmAyika nathI. tiryaMcagatinA jIvo jAtismaraNAdinA kAraNe kadAca bhAva sAmayika karI zake, manuSyagatinA jIvo dravya ane bhAvathI karI zake che. upakaraNa : puruSa ane strIone zobhe tevo zuddha vastra caravALo, muhapattI, kaTAsaNuM, sthApanAjI, sApaDo, ThavaNI, navakAravALI, bhaNavA vAMcavA mATenA dhArmika pustaka. 2 sthAna : sAmAyika karavAnuM sthAna sAdhu ma. nI nizrAmAM, upAzraya, pauSadhazALA, ghara Adi kahyAM che. mukhyatve je sthaLe samabhAvanI vRddhi thAya eTale samabhAvanuM poSaNa kare tevA yogya sthaLe sAmAyika karavuM. n * AvuM AdaraNIya sAmAyika koi ArAdhaka svIkAre pachI jo karmodayanA kAraNe tarata pArI nAkhe yA pAravAnI ciMtA karyA kare to zAstrakAroe tevA AtmAne kaMDarikanI jema bhavabhramaNa vadhAranAra kahyo che. hakikatamAM sAmAyika vrata lIdhA pachI tarata 'svAdhyAya karuM e Adeza anusAra svAdhyAya dhyAnamAM jIve magna thavuM joie. mokSa ane svarganA zreSTha hetu - kAraNarUpa sAmAyikanI ArAdhanAnI sAthe bhAvane joDavAmAM Ave to te ArAdhanA dharmadhyAnanI, svAdhyAyanI vRddhine karAve. dA.ta. sAgaracaMdra ane sudarzana vigere uttama prakAre ArAdhanA karavAnuM choDyuM na hatuM. 'bahuso sAmAIyaM kujjA' e kathana anusAra zrAvake zakti anusAra ghaNA, vAraMvAra sAmAyika karavA joie. A kathananI pAchaLa mukhyatve zrAvakano samaya dharmadhyAnathI yukta, pUrNa thavo joie. ema karavAthI e AtmA manathI azubha ciMtavaze nahIM. vacanathI pApavALA vacana uccaze nahIM ane kAyAthI nirdoSa bhUmi zodhI pUMjI pramAjI sAmAyika karavA besaze. jema tarasa lAgavI, bhUkha lAgavI, UMgha AvavI ke thAka, parizrama lAgavo e zarIra kriyAnI sAthe chUpAvelI pravRtti che. tema mAre sAmAyika kyAre karavAnuM ? teno kALa kayo ? nakkI karyA mujaba meM sAmAyika karyA ke nahIM ? te yAda na kare. kAraNa dharmamAM anuSThAnonuM mULa smRti che. khAvAthI jema mITho oDakAra Ave tema bhAvapUrvaka svabhAvika rIte AvuM karmakSayanuM kArya karavuM joie. bIjA u52 u5kA2 karIne ka2vAnI jo dRSTi AvI to samajavuM ke A sAmAyika niSphaLa che. veTha rUpa yA karavA khAtara karAya che. AtmA jyAre be ghaDInA samaya jeTalI sAmAyikanI pratijJA kabhimaMte sutroccAra dvArA svIkAre che. tyAre e prAyaH zAzvata evA sUtra dvArA sAmAyikanA pAlana vakhate chae AvazyakanuM pAlana karavAnI bhAvanAne bhAve che. ema kahI zakAya. bIjI rIte pratikramaNAdi kAna 150,999, LILABLE
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________________ koi paNa viziSTa dhArmika anuSThAnanA prAraMbhamAM sAmAyika levAmAM Ave che. A rIte pApanA AvavAnA dvAra baMdha karI jo anuSThAna karavAmAM Ave to te zAMta citte, zubha bhAve, zuddha adhyavasAye thAya. karmano baMdha mithyAtva Adi 4(5) yoga thAya che. temAM avirati ane kaSAyane sAmAyika sAthe saMbaMdha che. sAmAyika vinAnuM jIvana samaya eTale aviratimaya jIvana. A jIvanamAM jIva moTA ke nAnA game tevA pApa kare to teno karmabaMdha aviratinA kAraNe thAya ja. jo e jIva sAmAyika vratamAM hoya to kaSAyothI pAcho thAya. tethI karmabaMdhathI thoDA ghaNA aMze bacI zake che. - kaSAyanI aMdara apratyAkhyAna kaSAyono jo udaya ho to te AtmA virati dharmano anurAga na kare. viratine na svIkAre to deva ke manuSya gatine paNa na pAme. tethI jyAre AtmA sAmAyikanI pratijJA kare che tyAre pratijJA sUtra dvArA paDikamAmi, niMdAmi, gariyAmi, akhANa vosirAmi cAra prakAre (pApathI pAcho haThuM chuM, AtmA sAkSIe niMduM chuM. gurunI sAkSIe gRhA karuM ane pApa karatI mArI kAyAne AtmAthI alaga karuM chuM. arthAt sva svabhAvamAM sthira thAuM chuM. saMkalpa karI samatA rasamAM sthira thAya che. cAlo, ApaNe paNa e samatA rasano anubhava karIe. A cAre vratonuM AtmA pAlana karavAno prAraMbha kare che. tyAre hakikatamAM pUrvanA pAMca aNuvrata ane traNa guNavratanA paDachAyA tenI sAdhanA kALa daramyAna dekhAya vinA na rahe. pApavyApAra baMdha karavA athavA pApamaya jIvanane sudhAravA paheluM pagathiyuM jIvanamAM ghaNuM Avazyaka che. eka apekSAe A vratano svIkAra paNa thai gayo hoya sAthe bhAva dayA rUpa sAmAyikanI ArAdhanAmAM vadhe che. te apUrva kAryasiddhi che. tethI A zikSAvratane jIvananA vikAsamAM AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAmAM chello mahattvano phALo che. sAmAyikanA pAMca aticAraH (1) mana duSmaNidhAna manamAM kharAba vicAra ciMtavI manane sArA vicAronA badale kharAba vicAronA mArgamAM rAkhavuM. (2) vacanaduSparidhAnaH sAvadya (pApa baMdhAve tevA) vacana bolavA. (3) kAyadupraNidhAna : sAmAyikanA kALa daramyAna game tema besavuM, uMghavuM, bhIMta vigereno Teko levo. (4) anavasthA doSaH sAmAyika je samaye lIdhuM che. te pachI 48 minITa pUrI karyA vinA vaheluM sAmAyika pAravuM.
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________________ (5) smRtivihIna sAmAyika lIdhuM che. te bhUlI javuM tathA pAravAnuM bhUlI javuM.(vidhi karyA vinA ubhA thai javuM.) sAmAyika aMgenI jANakArI nAma | artha : | udAharaNa 1 sAmAyika | samabhAva rAkhavo damadattarAjA 2 sAmAyika | dayAbhAvanA sahita karavuM metArya muni 3 samavAda rAga dveSa tyajI yathAstita bolavuM kAlakAcArya 4 simAsa : thoDA akSaramAM tattva jANavuM cilAtI putra 5 saMkSepa thoDA akSaromAM dvAdazAMgInA artha vicAravA. laukikAcArya paMDito 6 anavadya | pApa vagaranuM AdaravuM dharmarUci aNagAra 7 parikSA , (parihAra) tattvanuM jANapaNuM | ilAcIkumAra 8 pratyAkhyAna | niSedha karelI vastuno tyAga karavo tetalI putra traNa prakAraH (1) samyakatva sAmAyika (2) zrata sAmAyika (3) dezavirati sAmAyika te samayaH be ghaDI (48 minITa) A AtmA zubha legyAmAM eka sAthe vadhumAM vadhu be ghaDI ja rahe che. doSaH sAmAyikanI vidhi karatI vakhate 10 mananA 10 vacananA 12 kAyAnA ema 32 doSa lAgavAno saMbhava hoya che. zuddha sAmAyikathI thatAM lAbha? (1) eka sAmAyika mana vacana kAyAnI zuddhithI karavAmAM Ave to AtmA 92 kroDa 59 lAkha 25 hajAra 925 palyopamanuM deva Ayu bAMdhe che. (baMdhAya che.) (2) 20 lAkha (khAMDI) kroDa sonaiyAnuM dAna ApavAthI je puNya (phaLa) dAtAne prApta thAya che. tethI vadhu phaLa eka zuddha sAmAyika karanAra prApta kare che. (3) saMpUrNa sAmAyika jayaNA dharmanA zubha pAlanapUrvaka thAya che. tyAga (1) sAmAyikanI pratijJA karemibhaMte sUtra dvArA levAya che. temAM mana vacana kAyAthI pApa karIza nahIM, karAvIza nahIM evA 6 prakAranA tyAga
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________________ bhAvanAnA paccakakhANa karAya che. (2) chae jIvakAyanA jIvone abhayadAna apAya che. (3) be ghaDI sudhInA samaya mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana thAya che. (4) be ghaDI darzana, jJAna, cAritranI ArAdhanA thAya che. keTalAka praznottara he trilokInAtha ! zuM kahuM mArI vyathAnI kathA ! "Azrava thakI jIva bhamIyo re lola.... mArA AtmAe dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva nA pratibaMdhathI anaMta AzravI ubho karyA. tene rokavA, sAvadha vyApAranA pratyAkhyAna karI ooya anAtmabhAve cogone je vyApAra pratyAkhyAna karIneya anAtmabhAve yogIne je sAvavAmAM pravartAvyA che. tenAthI pAchA pharI sarva jIvone Atmavata jANI samabhAvanuM zudhA pAna karuM te ghaDI, paLa mArA dhanya haze. pra. 1 sAmAyika eTale zuM ? uttara sama+Aya+ika eTale samabhAvanI Avaka yAne prApti te sAmAyika. pra. 2 sAmAyikamAM zenA paccakakhANa che ? uttara sAmAyikamAM sAvadya yogano tyAga che. pra. 3 sAvadya yoga eTale zuM? uttara mana, vacana, kAyAnI pApasahita kriyA e sAvadya yoga kahevAya. pra. 4 sAvadya yoga kone kahe che ? uttara aDhAra pApasthAnakane sAvadya yoga kahe che sAvadya yoga eTale pApakriyA. pra. 5 sAmAyikathI zuM lAbha thAya che ? uttara AvatAM navA karmo rokAya che. junA karmo kSaya thAya che. Atmika zAMti maLe che. sAcI sukhanI ane samabhAvanI prApti thAya che. pra. sA AyikamAM zuM karavuM joie? uttara be ghaDI sudhI dharmadhyAna tathA zubhaciMtanamAM manane lagADI samabhAvanI sAdhanA karavI joie.
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________________ 38. 7 sAmAyika keTalA karaNa ane keTalA yogathI thAya che ? uttara sAmAyika be karaNa ane traNa yogathI thAya che. be karaNa karuM nahi ane karAvavuM nahi. traNa yoga manayoga, vacanayoga, kAyayoga. pra. 8 sAmAyika mATe jarUrI upakaraNa kayA che? uttara muhapattiI, caravalo, mALA, sthApanAcArya dhArmika pustaka kaTAsaluM dhotI, khesa Adi sAmAyika mATe jarUrI sAdhana che. pra. 9. sAmAyikanI kiMmata karI zakAya kharI ? uttara lAkha khAMDI sonA taNuM lAkha varSa de dAna, toya sAmAyika tulya nA bhAkhe zrI bhagavAna. lAkha khAMDI sonAnuM pratidina dAna kare to paNa tenuM puNya eka zuddha sAmAyika jeTaluM paNa na thai zake. dAnathI puNya maLe che. paraMtu sAmAyikathI karma nirjarA thAya che. pra. 10. sAmAyikamAM zuM karavuM joie? uttara svAdhyAya, dhyAna, jinavANI zravaNa, ke dhArmika pustaka vAMcana, bhajana, stavana, jJAnacarcA, sAMbhaLavI. pra. 11. sAmAyikamAM zuM na karavuM joie ? uttara batrIsa doSonuM sevana, cAra vikathA, cAra saMjJA tathA pAMca aticAranuM sevana na karavuM joIe. pra. 12 sAmAyikano samaya keTalo che ? uttara sAmAyikano samaya 48 miniTano che. kAraNa ke chamasthanA mananI ekAgratA vadhumAM vadhu 48 miniTa sudhI ja rahe che. pra. 13 sAmAyikamAM kai bAbatonuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joie? uttara dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joie. dravyaH sAmAyika upakaraNa, kSetra: niravadya sthAna, kALaH 48 miniTa sudhI, bhAva vicAronI zuddhi, samabhAva rAkhavo. pra. 14. sAmAyika keTalA prakAranI che? uttara sAmAyika be prakAranI che. 1) yAvaskathita sAmAyika ane 2) mAvajIvananI vadha
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________________ sAmAyika. pra. 15. baMne sAmAyikamAM zuM pheraphAra che ? uttara yAvatukathita sAmAyika: be karaNa ane traNa yogathI te sAmAyika 48 miniTanI hoya che. zrAvakanI sAmAyika yAvat kathita hoya che. yAvatno artha paryata. yAvajIvananI sAmAyikaH traNa karaNa ane traNa yoga maLI kula nava koTIthI karavAmAM AvatI A sAmAyika jIvana parvatanI hoya che. A sAmAyika sAdhu sAdhvIne hoya che. pra. 16. sAmAyika kai jAtinA jIvo karI zake che ? uttara paMcendriya jAtinA jIvo karI zake che. pra. 17. sAmAyikamAM garama pANI pIvAya ? uttara nA ! zrAvakanI sAmAyikamAM na pIvAya. pra. 18. sAmAyikamAM bahAra jatAM kayo zabda bolAya che ? uttara "AvasyahI' traNa vAra bolAya che. pra. 19 upAzrayamAM dAkhala thatAM kyo zabda bolAya ? uttara nisTihI. pra. 20 sAmAyika kyAre thai zake che ? uttara divase rAtre game tyAre thai zake che. pra. 21 zuddha sAmAyika koNe karI ? te sAmAyika koNe vakhANI ? uttara puNiyA zrAvake. te sAmAyikanI prazaMsA prabhu mahAvIre karI hatI. pra. 22 sAmAyikanAM aticAra keTalA che ? kayA kayA ? uttara sAmAyikanA pAMca aticAra che. 1) maNa duppaNihANe, 2) vaya duppaNihANe, 3) kAyaduppaNihANe, 4) sAmAIyassai akaraNayAe, 5) sAmAIyassa aNavukriyassa karaNayAe. pra. 23 sAmAyikamAM mana ADuavaDu karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara maNa duppaNihANeno aticAra lAge.
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________________ pra.24 sAmAyikamAM vacana jema tema bolyA hoya eTale ke sAsu vahunI niMdA kare to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara vaya duppaNihANonA aticAra lAge. pra. 25 sAmAyikamAM kAyA ne jema tema karI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara kAyaduppaNihANano aticAra lAge. pra. 26 sAmAyika jema tema kare to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara sAmAIyassa sai akaraNayAno aticAra lAge. pra. 27 rAmAyika samaya pUrNa thayA pahelAM pALI le to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara sAmAIyassa aNavuddhiyassa karaNayAno aticAra lAge. pra. 28 eka sAmAyika karavAthI devanuM keTaluM AyuSya baMdhAya ? uttara 92, 59, 25, 925 palyopama devanuM AyuSya baMdhAya.
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________________ dezAvagAsika karIe * vadhAre paDatA sthAnonA AvAgamananuM Avrata che. jagatanA jIvone je bhaya Ape che tene Dagale pagale bhavonI bheTa maLatI jAya che. keTalAkanA jIvanamAM varSo umerAya che. jyAre keTalAkanA varSomAM jIvana umerAya * jenA jIvanamAM varasa umerAya che enA maraNa thAya che. jenA varasamAM jIvana umerAya che enI mukti thAya che. * dharmI mANasa kaThaNa bane che paNa bhUlecUkeya kaThora banato nathI. * traNa prakAranA jIvo che. ghAsanA taNakhalA jevA, vRkSa jevA, pahADa jevA. eka maraNanI AgaLa aDadho "sa mUkavA mATe AkhI jiMdagI sAcI mahenata karavI paDe che. maraNa/smaraNa. * agnisaMskAra thAya che tyAre tamAruM maraNa nathI paNa je kSaNe bIjAnA hRdayamAM tiraskArano bhAva pedA thayo te kSaNathI ja bhAvamaraNa cAlu thai jAya che... dazamAM naMbaranuM vrata che 'desAvagAsika vata' AkhA divasamAM ochAmAM ochA ekAzana sAthe be pratikramaNa ane ATha sAmAyika karavAM TUMkamAM, A vratano Azaya e che ke zakya eTalo saMsAravyavahAra baMdha karavo.. pelA caMdrAvataMsaka rAjAe eka rAte dIvAnI jyota jyAM sudhI jalatI hoya tyAM sudhI kAussagnamAM rahevuM' evA abhigraha sAthe kAusagga cAlu karyo. dIvAmAM tela puruM thavA AvyuM paraMtu te jagyAethI pasAra thatA dAsIo joyuM ke rAjAjI dhyAnamAM che ane divo to bujhAvAnI taiyArImAM che. to lAva emAM tela pUrI dauM !. Ama vicAra karI dAsIe dIvAmAM tela khUTatAM navuM tela pUryuM. rAjA mahAsattvazALI che.. jarAya ADoavaLo vicAra nathI. khUba prasannacitte kAusagga cAlu rAkhyo che. Ama rAjAnI nasenasa taNAvA lAgI.. paDyA jamIna para. prANapaMkheru uDI gayuM... paraMtu chevaTa sudhI TakAvI rAkhelA A sattvanA prabhAve kALa karIne devalokamAM gayA.. sAdhanAnuM jIvana e to kasoTInuM jIvana che. temAM je TakI gayo te jIvana jItI gayo. temAM je DagI gayo te jIvana hArI gayo. jhAMjharIyA RSi metAraja traSi...
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________________ sukozala muni. sanakumAra rAjarSi gajasukumALa muni.kAmadeva zrAvaka vagerenA pariSada ane upasargonA vAvaMToLa vacce paNa aDaga rahyAnA khumArI bhaya AlaMbano ApaNI najara sAme che... to ApaNe paNa jakhumArI sAthe sAdhanAnA mArge prayANa karIe.... pachI siddhi to hAthaveMtamAM che ! mokSanA lakSya sAthe jenI pAse jabaradasta sattva che tene mATe dharmanI, ArAdhanA khUba ja sugama che. bAkI, jeo satvahIna che teo A mArge paga paNa nathI mUkI zakatA.... kadAca mUkI de to AgaLa cAlI nathI zakatA. tyAre to pelA kavie gAyuM che ne hoya che ni:satva khuda e bIja ke phaLatA nathI, jhAMjhavA dekhAya che kintu pIvA maLatA nathI, anyanA AdhAra para rahenAra kAM samaje nahi, aMdhanA aMdhakAra dIpakathI kadI TaLatA nathI, pelA vikramarAjAnI kathAmAM Ave che ne ke rAjA vikrama rAtanA sUto che. tyAM koi tenI cAdara kheMce che... jAgIne jue che te sAme sarasvatI devI ubhI che. teNI rAjAne kahe che ke have mAre ahIMyA nathI rahevuM. huM jAuM chuM!... vikrama kahe "khuzIthI padhAro!. tyAM tarata ja lakSmIdevI AvyA..ya jAuM chuM A sthAnamAMthI.." bhale khuzIthI jAo.." lakSmI jatAM ja sattvapuruSa Avyo. teNe vikramane kahyuM ke, to huM jAuM chuM ahIMthI !' ' | vikrame tarata ja talavAra kADhI,"khabaradAra ! ahIMthI tuM gayo che to !. lakSmI ane sarasvatI vinA calAvI laiza paraMtu tArA vinA mAre eka miniTa paNa nahi cAle ! eTale tane to ahIMthI nahi ja javA dauM..." satpuruSa tyAM rahI gayo...eTale turta ja sarasvatI ane lakSmI pAchA AvyA."sattvapuruSa jyAM rahe che tyAM rahevAmAM ja amAru gaurava che. eTale ame tene choDIne kyAMya javAnA nathI.." TUMkamAM, A kathAno upanaya e che ke sAdhanAnA mArge sattva TakAvI rAkhazo to bAkInuM badhuM tenI meLe cAlyuM Avaze. ane jo satva gumAvI dezo to rahIsahI mUDI paNa naSTa thaI jaze ! vItarAga paramAtmAe arthathI vistRta dezanA samavasaraNamAM birAjI ApI. te dezanAne gaNadharo, Adie zravaNa karI smaraNa rahe te mATe 'sUtra'mAM lakhI. e sUtrono
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________________ saMgraha eTale Agama. AgamanI vAto sarvagrAhya thAya. sau samaje tethI tenA upara TIkA avasUrI, cUrNi vigere lakhAyA. kahevAnuM tAtparya eja ke sUtranA gaMbhIra artho upara pharI mahApurUSoe 'paMcAgi' racI. barAbara eja rIte zrAvake jIvanamAM je kaMi nAnA moTAM vrato, paccakkhANo, niyamo, bAdhAo ke tyAga karyo hoya. te tyAga niyamamAM eka divasa ke amuka samaya sudhI saMkSepanA, vadhArAnA tyajI devAnuM jemAM mArgadarzana che te dezAvagAsika, parigraha, Asakti, jarUrIAtane ghaTADavA 'mane jarUra nathI' e bhAve bhUtakALamAM je niyamo lIdhA AraMbha samAraMbha tyajyA, manane vaza karyuM. have emAMthI paNa alpakALa mATe tyajJAnA bhAvanA karavI. vrata niyama levA te dezAvagAsika, vyavahAramAM jema be ghaDInuM sAmAyika athavA nAnA moTAM covihArAdi paccakakhANa thAya che. tema cAlu AvatAM niyamonI upara vadhu saMkSepa ka2vA mATenI bhAvanA AvakA2NIya che. AnI pAchaLa vartamAnakALamAM jIvanI bhAvanA tyAga mATe sudhAravAnI dharmabuddhi vadhAravAnI draSTi che. jema rAi pratikramaNamAM ArAdhaka tapaciMtavananA je kAussagga kare che. temAM sarva prathama bhAva nathI zakti nathI. ema ciMtave che. pachI bIjA vibhAgamAM bhAva nathI paNa zakti che. evuM vacana sudhArAze. ane chelle trIjA sTepamAM bhAva che zakti che ne paccakakhANa karUM chuM.' evI draSTithI viratI dharmano alpakALa mATe svIkAra karaze. eja rIte lIdhelA vrata niyamomAM sudhAro karavAno che. pAMca aticAra : dezAvagAsika vratanA svIkAra pachI AtmA tenuM pAlana zuddha bhAve karavA taiyAra thAya chatAM temAM nIcenA pAMca aticAro na lAge tenI kALajI rAkhavI joie. (1) Anayana prayoga - dhArelI hadanI bahArathI vastu maMgAvavI. (2) preSya prayoga - dhArelI hadanI bahAra vastu mokalavI. (3) zabdAnupAta - dhArelI hadanI bahArathI zabda dvArA vastu maMgAvavI. (4) rUpAnupAta - dhArelI hadanI bahArathI rUpa dekhADavA dvArA maMgAvavuM. (5) pudgala prakSepa - kAMkarAdi dravya nAkhI dhArelI hadanI bahAra rahelAne pote ahiM che. te jaNAvavuM. dezAvagAsika ane tenI vyApakatA : agiyAra vratonI aMda2 pota potAnA kSetra (vibhAga)mAM yogya pravRtti karo to puNya ane ayogya AcaraNa karo to pApa baMdhAya che. tevuM sarva sAmAnya dekhAya che. jUna 159 Ed
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________________ jyAre A vratanuM kSetra amaryAdita che. agyAre agyAra vratonA pAlanamAM je kAMi tame bAdhA, virati, paccakakhANa ke tyAga karelA, svIkArelA hoya temAM alpa paNa samaya mATe ghaTADo karavo ke tyAga karavo e A vratanA mukhya vicAra che. eTale agiyAra vrata upara kAbu rAkhavAno temAM saMketa che. vartamAnakAlIna ArAdhaka AtmAo vartamAnamAM je paddhatithI A vratanI ArAdhanA kare che. temAM 2 pratikramaNa ane 8 sAmAyika karAya che. uparAMta yathAzakti tapa paNa karavAnuM hoya che. A paddhatine "dezAvagAsi' kahe, mAne, batADe che. apekSAe A kArya pAchaLa virAdhanAthI bacavAno mukhya uddeza che. AkhA divasa daramyAna vadhumAM vadhu ArAdhanA, tapa japa, vAMcana karI divasa saphaLa karavAnuM, jIvana saphaLa karavAnuM kArya ArAdhake karavAnuM che. AraMbha samAraMbha tethI ghaTI jaze. Adarza zrAvake jaina dharmane pAmyA pachI durlabha evA manuSya janmane saphaLa karavA mATe jIvanamAM vividha draSTithI zubha ArAdhanA karavAno prayatna karavo joie. tenA saMkSipta vicAra AvA che. ' (1) denika kartavyo-14(16). (2) rAtri kartavyo-9. (3) parva kartavyo-98 (4) cAturmAsika kartavyo 10-3.(5) vArSika kartavyo-11.(6) jIvana kartavyo 10+3. (7) samAdhi mATenA kartavya-10.(8) paryuSaNa parvanA kartavya-5. (9) zrAvakanI paDimA saMbaMdhinA kartavya-11. (10) Avazyaka kriyAnA kartavya-6. (11) Avazyaka dainika kAryanA kartavya-6. uparanA kartavyamAMthI dezAvagAsika vrata vartamAnamAM je rIte karavAmAM Ave che. teno vivekI puruSoe AkhA divasamAM nIce mujabano sAmAyikanI sAthe sAthe kAryakrama karI A vratane saphaLa karavuM joie. sAmAnya rIte sAmAyika lIdhA pachI jIvanamAM samabhAvanI vRddhi thavI joie. e tyAre ja zakya che jyAre sAmAyika ke dezAvagAsika vrata svIkAravAnuM mahattva samajAya ane vrata pAlana vakhate ArAdhanA mATe vrata pAlana karavAnI taiyArI thAya. anyathA vrata lIdhu paNa samayane pramAdamAM pUrNa karI puNyanA badale pApa bAMdhavA jevuM kArya karyuM kahevAya. sarva sAmAnya ATha sAmAyikano kAryakrama : sAmAyika - 1 pauSadhavALA kare te rIte paDilehaNa devavaMdanAdi karavuM. sAmAyika - 2 navuM adhyayana karavuM. (gAthA karavI, vAcanA levI vigere.) sAmAyika - 3 vItarAga paramAtmAnI vANI (vyAkhyAna) zravaNa karavuM. sAmAyika - 4 baporanA devavaMdana, paccakakhANa pAravAnI vidhi karavI.
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________________ sAmAyika - sAmAyika - 6 sAmAyika - 7 sAmAyika - 8 svAdhyAya, gAthA pAkI karavI, vAMcana, manana, ciMtanamAM samaya pasAra karavo. jApa, khamAsamaNA, vidhi karavI. paDilehaNa, devavaMdana karavA. dhyAna, kAryotsarga karavuM. sUcanA : A kAryakramamAM vItarAga paramAtmAnA trikALa darzana, svadravyathI aSTa prakArI pUjA, agra, bhAvapUjA, rAi devasi pratikramaNa vigere dainika kAryanA vicAro lakhyA nathI. ArAdhaka svayaM pauSadha lai zakato nathI. mATe AvI ArAdhanA karavI joie. dezAvagAsika zabdano zAbdika artha karavo hoya to deza = pUrva lIdhelA vratono thoDo bhAga. (thoDuM parimANa rAkhavuM) avakAza = (avasthAna) temAM rahevuM te - arthAt pUrve je vrato lIdhelA che. temAMthI thoDA bhAga alpakALa mATe tyajI bAkInA bhAgane svIkAravo. (temAM rahevuM.) A saMbaMdhamAM catura vaidyanuM draSTAMta Ave che. vaidya jema zarIramAM vyApeluM viSa kramazaH zarIramAMthI maMtrAdi prayoga dvArA bahAra kADhe che. tema uttama zrAvake jIvanamAMthI pApapoSaka kAryo dhIre dhIre tyajI devA joie. eTale vAraMvAra tyajavAnA bhAvanAne keLavavI, vadhAravI athavA puSTa karavI. sAtho sAtha A vrata bhaMga na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. je koi saMsArano rasIyo AtmA pachI e zrAvakanA hoya ke pachI sAdhunA vratano svIkAra karato nathI. arthAt saMsA2mAM aparimita dravyone bhogavavA na maLe to paNa bhogavavAnI AkAMkSA rAkhe - te jIva nakAdi, durgatine pAme che. mATe vAraMvAra tyAga bhAvanAne vadhAravA mATe udyama karavo joie. pUrvajanmamAM vividha jAtanA sAdhano ubhA karyA hatA. te badhA adhikaraNAdino tyAga karyA vinA (vosirAvyA vinA) jo jIva bIjI gatiomAM janma le to jIvane jUnA adhikaraNa nimittanA pApo anumodanAnI draSTithI lAge che. teja rIte vartamAna janmamAM paNa adhikaraNa kAMine kAMi pApa baMdhAve che. mATe 'bhavobhavanA pudgalanone vosirAvI' pApanA dvArone baMdha karavA udyama karavo joie. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe prasaMgopAta caMpAnagarInA kAmadeva zrAvakano adhikAra varNavatA kahyuM ke -
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________________ kAmadeva zrAvaka saMkalpa (dhAraNA) pUrvaka pratisAdhArI kAusagnamAM ubhA che. tenI jyAre indra ijasabhAmAM prasaMzA karI tyAre eka deva tenI parIkSA levA upasarga karavA manuSyalokamAM Avyo.deva jema upasarga kare che tema zrAvaka upasargane samabhAvabhAve sahana kare che. A rIte zrAvakavatane niSkalaMka pALI saudharmadevalokamAM devapaNAne pAme che." A che zrAvakadharmanA vatano, viratine svIkAravAno ane draDhatApUrvaka pAlana karavAno mahimA. keTalAka praznottara he anaMta karuNA sAgara vibho ! bhautikatAno bhikhArI mAro AtmAtRSNAnuM cappaNIyuM laIne pudgalanI bhIkha dase dizAmAM mAMgyA kare che ne bhaTakayAM kare che. A 'bhaTake che" e jo khaTake to jarUra aTake. zrutanA sahAre 6 dvavyone yathArtha jANI mArA hravyono mahimA lAvuM be bhavanI dizAnA bhramaNa TALe. ma 1 dezAvagAsika vrata kone kahe che ? uttara chaThThA vratamAM je maryAdAo tvat jIvana mATe karI hatI tenAthI paNa adhika saMkSepamAM divasabhara je maryAdAo karavI tene dezAvagAsika vrata kahe che. pra. 2 6ThThA vratamAM ane 10 mAM vratamAM zuM pharaka che ? uttara chaThuM vrata yAvajI vana mATe levAmAM Ave che ane 10muM vrata 1 divasa mATe levAmAM Ave che. chaThThA vratamAM dizAnI maryAdA karAya che. dasamAM vratamAM aMtaranI maryAdA karAya che. pra. 3 10 mAM vratamAM ane 11 mAM vratamAM zuM pharaka che? uttara 10 vratamAM khAvA-pIvAnI cIjonI maryAdA karavAmAM Ave che. temAM saMpUrNa tyAga nathI, jyAre 11 mA vratamAM AhAra pANI Adino ATha prahara mATe saMpUrNa tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. pra. 4 dasamAM vratamAM bIjA kayA paccakakhANa karavAmAM Ave che ? uttara A vrata traNa prakAranuM che. 1) jaghanya, 2) madhyama, 3) utkRSTa. janyaH temAM navakArazI laine 10 paccakhANa karavAmAM Ave che. 14
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________________ niyama dhAraNa karavAmAM Ave che. madhyamaH desAvagAsikamAM eka divasa mATe dizAonI ane dinabharamAM kAma AvavAvALA bhogopabhoganI cIjonI maryAdA karavAmAM Ave che. utkRSTaH desAvagAsikamAM upavAsanI sAthe karavAmAM Ave che. je cAra praharano hoya che. pra. 5 muni jIvananI mastI mANavAnuM kayuM vrata che? uttara 10 muM vrata. pra. 6 dazamAM vratamAM anazara RtanAM upayoge aticAra batAvo ? uttara sadANavAe, rUvANuvAe, bahiyA puggalapaSakheve, pra. 7 kAMkarI cALo karyo? uttara bahiyA puggalapaphakhe. pra. 8 10muM vrata keTalA karaNa ane yogathI levAmAM AvyuM che ? uttara be karaNa ane traNa yogathI dizAonI maryAdA tathA upabhoga paribhoga vastune bhogavavAnI maryAdA eka karaNa ane traNa yogathI karavAmAM Ave che. pra. 9. dezAvagAsika vratanA keTalA aticAra che ? uttara dezAvagAsika vratanA pAMca aticAra che. " 1) ANavaNaMoge, 2) pesavaNappAoge, 3) sadAzuvAe, 4) rUvANuvAe, 5) bahiyA puggalApakhave. pra. 10. maryAdA bahAranI vastu maMgAve to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara ANavaNauogeno aticAra lAge. pra. 11. maryAdA bahArathI bIjA dvArA vastu maMgAve tathA mokale to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara pesavaNaMogeno aticAra lAge. pra. 12 maryAdA bahArathI khAMsI vagere khAine avAja karIne koine bolAve to kayo aticAra lAge ?' uttara sadANuvAeno aticAra lAge.
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________________ pra. 13 potAnuM rUpa batAvIne maryAdA bahArathI koine bolAvela hoya ke vastu maMgAvela hoya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara rUvANuvAeno aticAra lAge. pra. 14. kAMkaro Adi nAMkhI maryAdA bahArathI koine bolAvela hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara bahiyA puggalapakukheveno aticAra lAge. thALI dhoine pIvAthI AyaMbilano lAbha kema ? AyaMbilamAM to kaSTa che. thALI dhovAmAM kaSTa nathI to paNa lAbha kema ? muMbaimAM be hajAranA jamaNamAM 200 mANasa jame eTalo bagADa thAya che. vadhArArUpe yA eThavADarUpe jAya che. loko bhukhanA kAraNe anAcArI, cora, guMDA bane che. AvA bhukhyAone e anAja Apo tethI te guMDAgIrI baMdha thaze. polisane Tenzana ghaTaze ane kuTuMbIo badanAma thatA aTakaze. thALI dhoine pIvAthI saMmUrchAima jIvone abhayadAna maLe che. Ama ubhaya kAraNathI AyaMbilano lAbha maLe. AvA AyaMbilathI AlocanAnA AyaMbila vaLe? nA..1 badAma khAvAthI 4 roTalInI kelarI maLe to tame be badAma khAine ATha roTalI bacAvazo? nA.... tamArA putrane 24 varSanI kanyAna maLeto 12-12 varSanI be kanyAthI cAle ? nA.. have samajI gayA ne ?..
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________________ posaha karIe bhagavAna sAthe mulAkAta kadAca sahelI, guru sAthe mulAkAta kadAca sahelI, paNa jAta sAthenI mulAkAta sauthI kaThina che. bhagavAnanI beThaka kAna AgaLa nathI, jIbha AgaLa nathI, paNa hRdaya AgaLa che. bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa sukhe bhajazuM' nI zreSTha anubhUti te pauSadha. puNyanA udayakALamAM pralApa sulabha che. pApanA udayakALamAM vilApa (phariyAda) sulabha che. dharmanA udayakALamAM saMlApa sulabha che. kArya sAruM karavuM te vicArIne karavuM, tarata karavuM, sarasa karavuM, jAte karavuM ane puru karavuM. nirmaLavRtti nirmaLa pravRtti vagara rahetI nathI. | saMga ane raMga banne pheravI nAMkhe tenuM nAma saMta agiyAramuM vrata che, pauSadhopavAsa. cAra praharano ke ATha praharano pauSadha karavo. A pauSadhamAM dezathI ke sarvathI AhArano tyAga tathA zarIra satkArano sarvathA tyAga.. brahmacaryanuM saMpUrNa pAlana ane saMsAra vyApArano tyAga karavAno hoya che. saMyamajIvanano kaMika AsvAda karAvanAra A pauSadha e zrAvaka jIvananuM suMdara AbhUSaNa che. durgatidAyaka AraMbha samAraMbhathI sarvathA nivRtti banAvavAnI sAthe anaMtA jIvone abhayadAna ApanAra A pauSadhanI ArAdhanA karavAnI taka jyAre maLe tyAre jhaDapI levI... - pelA pauSadhamAM rahela suvratazeThane tyAM coro corI karavA AvyA. corI karavAnI to bAjue rahI paNa gharamAM ja thaMbhI gayA... rAjAnA sainikoe teonI pakaDIne rAjAnI pAse rajU karyA. rAjAe teone phAMsIne mAMcaDe laTakAvI devAno hukama Apyo.. savAranA suvratazeThe jyAre pauSadha pAryo tyAre temane A samAcAra maLyA... turta ja jhaverAtano thALa lai rAjA pAse gayA. rAjAnA caraNe thALa mUkI vinaMti karI ke, "mArA gharamAM corI karatA pakaDAyelA corane choDI mUko pachI ja pAraNuM karIza.." rAjA to stabdha thai gayo... paraMtu suvratazeThanA Agrahane vaza thaine corone choDI mUkyAM.. coro turta ja abhayadAna ApanArA dariyAva dila suvratazeThanA caraNamAM ALoTI paDyA.. "zeTha ! mApha karo ! ISISInA 165 DESIkAnA
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________________ jiMdagImAM AvA dhaMdhA have pachI nahi karIe.." suvatazeThe teone sAro dhaMdho karavA mATe rakama ApI ane pAchuM kahyuM ke "bhaviSyamAM kyAreya jarUra paDe to mArI pAse AvI jajo paraMtu corInA AvA pApI dhaMdhA na karatA.' AvI udAtta manovRtti pedA karavAmAM bhAre upakArI banatA A pauSadhavratane jIvanamAM AcaravuM joie. pauSadha cAra ke ATha pahorano ane upavAsa AyaMbila nIvi ekAsaNAdi tapa sahita karavAno hoya che. pauSadhanA paccakakhANa karemibhaMte sUtra dvArA ja thoDA sudhArA sAthe thAya che. temAM mukhyatve zrAvaka cha koTI (prakAranA)nA paccakakhANa kare uparAMta nIcenI cAra pravRttino vizeSa tyAga karavAno ja hoya che. 1. AhAra posaha - vrata daramyAna bhojana AhArano saMpUrNa tyAga (athavA dhAraNA pramANe vastuo vAparavAnI svIkArI bAkInA bhojanano tyAga) karUM . 2. zarIra sakkAra posa- zarIranI zobhA karavA mATe pravRtti karAya che. te na karavA rUpa posaha (paccakakhANa karuM chuM.) 3. gaMbhIre posaha-pauSadhanA kALa daramyAna brahmacaryanA pAlana karavA rUpa posaha karuM 4. avAyAraya posaha - avyApAra (mana, vacana, kAyAnA sAvadya vyApArarUpa)ne pAlana karavA posaha karUM chuM. pauSadhanI 11 paDiyA 1. sarvadarzana paDimA- sudhI mahinA dharmamAM draDhazradhdhA rUci, samyakta samakitanA doSonA tyAga, trikALa darzana, pUjA, ekAsaNuM, pratikramaNa vi. 2. vrata paDiyA - be mahinA sudhI darzana paDiyA sahita 12 vratonuM pAlana trikALa pUjA, ekAsaNuM pratikramaNa vi. - 3. sAmAyika paDiyA - prathama be paDiyA sahita traNa mahinA sudhI dezAvagAsika vratanuM pAlana. 4. pauSadha parimA - prathama traNa uparAMta cAra mahinA (pAMca daza tithI) pauSadhavrata pAlana. 5. kAryotsarga paDi mA - prathama cAra uparAMta pAMca mahinA sudhI dhyAna saMpUrNa rAtanA karavI. tathA 1. snAna na karavuM. 2. rAtrI bhojana tyAga. 3. dhotiyAno kachoTo na bAMdhavo. 4. brahmacarya pAlana. 5. rAtre alpa pramAda kare. 6. brahmacarya paDiyA - prathama pAMca sahita cha mahinA sudhI mana vacana kAyAthI brahmacaryanuM
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________________ pAlana. AbhUSaNa, zarIrazruMgArAdi tyAga. 7. sacittAhAra varjana paDimA - prathama cha sahita sAta mahinA sudhI sacitta dravyano tyAga. 8. AraMbha varjana paDimA - prathama sAta paDiyA uparAMta ATha mahinA sudhI AraMbha samAraMbha pote na karavA. (karAvavA chUTa jayaNA) ATha paDimA sahita nava paDimA sudhI AraMbha karavA, 9. mahAraMbha tyAga paDimA karAvavA nahIM. 10. prakhyAraMbha paDimA - nava paDiyA uparAMta daza mahinA sudhI potAnA nimitte banAvela bhojana tyAga. mAthe muMDana karAvavuM. saMsAra saMbaMdhi javAba javAba hA, nA ApavAmAM upayoga. 11. zramaNa bhUta paDimA - daza paDiyA sAthe svajana saMbaMdha tyajI agiyAra mahinA sudhI sAdhunA jevuM jIvana gALavuM. bhIkSA (gocarInI jema) lAvIne vAparavI. zramaNopAsaka banavuM. kula akhaMDa ArAdhana kare to sADA pAMca varSe pUrNa thAya. A sAmAyika ke pauSadha guru sAdhu mahArAjanI nizrAmAM karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI joie. tenuM kAraNa 'bhaMte' padathI samajAi jAya che, ke tyAgInI nizrAmAM, karelI ArAdhanA tyAgamAM sthira kare. praviNa banAve ane kalyANa karAve. pauSadhamAM ArAdhake (puruSa) nIce mujaba khUba jarUrI evI maryAdita upadhi rAkhavI joie. jethI paDIlehaNa AdimAM pramAda na thAya yA parigrahanI vRddhi karavAnuM mana na thAya. upadhi upakaraNanA nAma : 1. kaTAsaNuM, 2. caravaLo, 3. muhapatti, 4. kaMdoro, 5. kAmaLI, 6. dhotIyuM(2), 7. khesa. 8. saMthAro. 9. uttarapaTTo, 10. supaDI, 11. puMjaNI, 12. daMDAsaNa, 13. sthApanAjI, 14. navakAravALI, 15. sApaDo, 16. pustaka, 17. hAtharUmAla. pauSadha daramyAna nIcenI kriyA karavAnI hoya che : (1) pratikramaNa (2) paDilehaNa (3) devavaMdana (4) rAimuhapattI (5) porasI (6) paccakakhANa pAravAnI vidhi (7) sajjhAya (8) saMthArA porasI (9) caityavaMdana (10) gamaNAgamaze. 167
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________________ A uparAMta jina maMdiramAM devavaMdana, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, kAusagga dhyAna, svAdhyAya, navi gAthA gokhavI Adi samajI levuM. pauSadha karanAra jo citna kare to tene (1) svIkArela sAmAyika pauSadha Adi virati dharmanA phaLanuM jJAna thAya. (2) bhogasukhanI AzAthI tenI pAchaLa karelI ghoDAdoDanA phaLasvarUpa pAmelA anubhavelA vividha duHkhonuM paNa jJAna bhAna thAya. (3) ane vitarAga prarUpita sarvaviratidharmanA ArAdhaka pU. sAdhuonA jIvananI caryAnI sukhanI vyAkhyA kahevAno bhAvArtha eja pauSadha karanArane dharmamAM puSTa, draDha karavAnuM kAma A rIte avazya pAra paDe. cAra prakArano je AtmA pauSadha karavAno udyama kare te (1) anAhArI padano sarvaprathama anurAgI thAya. (2) zarIrAdi anitya che tenA upara rAga moha karavA jevo nathI evI uttama anityAdi bhAvanA paNa draDha thAya. (3) pavitra jIvana jIvavA mATe pAyArUpa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA tenA dvArA thatAM lAbhane najara sAme rAkhavA AtmA taiyAra thAya ane aMte (4) AraMbha samAraMbha paMdara karmAdAna, 18 pApasthAnakAdinA vyApAra sAvadya pravRttithI muktino apUrva 4/8 pahora sudhI AnaMda anubhave. dhIratApUrvaka draDhatApUrvaka je AtmA pauSadhAdi kare che. upasarga Ave to paNa calita thatA nathI. e zaMkha AnaMda zrAvaka jevA dhanya bane che. pAMca aticAra : (1) aprati lekhita zavyAsaMthAraH besavA, UThavA, sUvA Adi mATenI bhUminuM barAbara paDilehaNa na karyuM. (draSTi paDilehaNa paNa na karI) (2) apramArjita duSpamArjinaH upakaraNo paDilehaNa karyA vagaranA tathA barAbara vivekathI paDilehaNa karyuM na hoya tevA vAparyA. (3) aprati duSpati uccAra tyajavA yogya padArtha spaMDilamAtrAdinI jagyA sAMje barAbara nirdoSa zodhI gaveSaNA karI nahIM. (4) apamA duSpamA, uccAra pAsavaNa bhUmi spaMDilamAtrAdinI jagyA pramAryA vinA vAparI, barAbara pramArja nahIM (bhUlI gayo) (5) pauSadha vidhi viparitatAH pauSadha samayasarana lIdho samayasara pAryo nahIM (kaveLAe lIdho, kaveLAe pAryo) pauSadhanA samaye utsAha vagara pUrNa karyo. pauSadhanI ArAdhanA karatA saMbhava che ke upasarga ke parisaha thAya. (sAdhu ma. paNa saMyamamAM 22 pariSaha samabhAve sahana kare che.) te vakhate ciMtAmaNi ratnathI paNa adhika mahimAvALuM, puNya baMdhAvanAruM, saMsArathI pAra pamADanAruM pauSadhavrata khaMDita na
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________________ thAya. 18 prakAranA doSomAMthI koi paNa doSa lAgI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. eka ahorAtrIne je AtmA poSadha kare te AtmAne 27 abaja, 77 karoDa, 77 lAkha, 77 hajAra 777 palyopamathI paNa adhika devagatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. pauSadha saMbaMdhi keTalAka niyamo (vicAro) : * pauSadha sUryodaya pUrve na levo. sUryAsta pachI pAravo. pauSadha AraMbha/samAraMbhane tyajIne karavo. pauSadhamAM 18 doSathI alipta rahI karavo. tyAjya vastune tyajatA pUrve "jayaNA'ne pALavI. bhogya vastune bhogavatA prathama bhAgyano vicAra karo. pauSadhanI badhI kriyA mauna pUrvaka karo. pauSadhamAM paisA, dAgInA, ghaDiyALAdi vastu pAse na rAkho. pauSadhamAM jIvadayA pALavA dareka kriyAmAM pUjavAno upayoga rAkhavo. Avatsahi, nisIhI, aNujjANaha jasugraho, vosire jevA zabdoccAra samayasamaya para upayoga sahita karo. AThama pAMkhI parva tithie avazya pauSadha karo. pauSadhamAM jIvamAtra sAthe bhAvadayAnA pariNAma rAkho. mokSaprApti virati vinA zakya nathI. pauSadha e viratimaya jIvana che. pauSadha e dharmArAdhanA che. dharma e maMgaLamaya che. zaraNarUpa che. lokamAM uttamottama keTalAka praznottara he vizvavatsala vibhu ! Ape AtmAne puSTa karyA to paramAnaMda pAmyA. meM to Aja sudhI zarIra IndriyonuM poSaNa ane AtmAnuM zoSaNa karyuM ne rAgathI raMgAyo, dveSathI dAjhavo. pakSapAte prajaLyo, ajJAne AthaDyo, kaSAyothI kUTAyo basa.. basa have basa thAoA yAtanAothI have huM AtmAne puSTa karI A gatimAM | parama samAdhi pAme.....
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________________ ( pra. 1 uttara pra. 2 ATha prakAranI aNahArI ArAdhanA kaMi ? uttara poSadha vrata 'jAva ahora' yuktanuM che eTale ke ATha praharanuM. pra. 3 uttara pra. 4 uttara pra. pa uttara pauSadha vrata eTale zuM ? AtmAnA guNone poSavAvALu vrata te pauSadha vrata. pra. 7 uttara ATha prahara pauSadhanI ArAdhanA koNe karI hatI ? zaMkha zrAvake. zrAvakane keTalA pauSadha karanAra batAvyA che ? mahinAmAM cha pauSadha karanAra batAvyA che. sAdhu sAdhvI karAve che, anumode che paNa karatAM nathI te zuM ? pauSadha vrata. pra. 6 uttara agiyAra vastuno tyAga che. agiyAramAM vratamAM agiyAra zuM che ? 1) asaNaM, 2) pANaM, 3) khAimaM, 4) sAimaM, 5) abrahma, 6) maNi, 7) suvanna, 8) mAlA, 9) vilepaNa, 10) satya, 11) musala. auSadhanI jagyAe poSadha koNe karyo ? paradezI rAjAe. pra. 8 sAmAyika ane pauSadha vratamAM zuM pharaka che ? uttara sAmAyika kevaLa be ghaDInI hoya che. jyAre pauSadha ochAmAM ochA cAra praharano hoya che. sAmAyikamAM nidrA ane AhArano tyAga hoya che. jyAre pauSadha vrata to ATha praharano hoya temAM AhArano to tyAga hoya ja che paNa nidrA lai zake che. cAra praharano hoya to AhAra ane nidrA kare tene 'jayaNA' kahe che. pra. 9. sAmAyikamAM AhAra pANInI chUTa kema nathI ? uttara sAmAyika alpa samayanI hoya che. tethI chUTo vagara thai zake. jo sAmAyikamAM AhA2 pANInI chUTa ApavAmAM Ave to sAmAyikamAM jJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanA thai zake nahi. (sAdhunI sAmAyika jIvana paryaMtanI hovAthI chUTa vagara pALavI muzkela che eTale sAmAyikamAM sAdhune AhAranI chUTa che.) pra. 10. pratilekhana ane pramArjana kone kahevAya che ? uttara pratilekhana : vastrAdi kAmamAM AvavAvALA badhA upakaraNomAM koi jIva che ke 9727 170
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________________ nahi te dhyAnapUrvaka kapaDAM Adi jovA tene pratilekhana kahevAya. pramArjana : jIvAdi joine ene koi paNa prakAranuM duHkha na thAya te prakAre pUMjaNI athavA rajoharaNa thI surakSita sthAna para mukavA tene pramArjana kahe che. pra. 11. zuM pratilekhana karavAthI paNa aticAra lAge che ? uttara hAM ! vidhi ane yatanApUrvaka pratilekhana na karIe to aticAra lAge. pra. 12 pATa, saMthArA pratilekhana vyavasthita na karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? appaDilehiya duppaDilehiya sijjAsaMyAraeno aticAra lAge. uttara pra. 13 laghunItI tathA vaDInItI bhUminI pratilekhanA vyavasthita na karI hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara apTilehiya duppaDilehiya uccAra pAsavaNa bhUmino aticAra lAge. pra. 14. pauSadha vratanuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana na karyuM hoya to kayo aticAra lAge ? posahasya samme pAlaNayAno aticAra lAge. uttara sacitta pANImAM samaye samaye jIvahiMsA thAya che. ukALavAthI alpa paNa anivArya hiMsA jarUra thAya che paNa alpa thAya che. sacittathI pariNati paNa niSThura bane che. kAcA pANInI jagyAe garama pANI ja pIvAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM. niyama ja lai levuM. hoTela, lArI, gallA, kenTIna AdinA abhakSyanA kaMika doSothI bacI javAze.
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________________ (atithi kahyA aNagArane... bAramuM vrata che "atithi saMvibhAga vata' upavAsa sahita ahorAtra pauSadhane pAraNe sAdhu yA sAdhvIne vahorAvIne pachI ekAsaNuM karavuM. sAdhu ke sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtano yoga na hoya to sAdharmikanI bhakti karIne pachI ekAsaNuM karavuM. AkhA varasamAM eka vakhata to A vratanuM pAlana karavuM ja ! atithi = abhyAgata, jene tithi vAra sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI, svabhAvika maLe te. saMvibhAga = samAna vibhAgavALuM vratanA pAraNAnA divase svIkAravuM, vAparavuM te. zikSAvratanuM cothuM A vrata ArAdhakane cAreya prakAranA dharma karavAnI preraNA, taka Ape che. jemake pAraNAmAM pUjya sAdhu, sAdhvI, sAdharmika bhakti karI dAna dharma pALavAmAM Ave. pauSadha daramyAna brahmacaryanuM suvizuddha pAlana karavuM. tapa, vrata daramyAna covihAra upavAsa ane pAraNAmAM ekAsaNuM karavAnuM hoya che. bhAva dharmArAdhanA ucca prakAranI karavAthI jIvanamAM zikSAvratano vikAsa thAya che. enA dvArA ArAdhakane ghaNAM lAbha thAya che. jIvana Adarza bane. " sAdhu atithine grahAMgaNe AdarathI vinayathI bolAvavI nidoSa kathya AhAra pANI ApavA, vahorAvavA ane lAbha ApelA munine sanmAnapUrvaka bhAvapUrvaka vaLAvavAnI zikSA A vratane AcaraNane avasare ArAdhakane thAya che. jo sAdhune uttamabhAvathI dAna ApavAmAM Ave to dAna ApanAra jIva tIrthakara nAmakarma sudhInA puNyakarmane bAMdhI zake che. anyathA jo dAna ApatA to lAbhAMtarAya dAnAMtarAya vigere aMtarAya karmane jIva bAMdhe. narakAdi durgatine pAme. temAM navAi nathI. pAMca aticAra A vratanA dAna ApavA saMbaMdhi pAMca aticAra nIce mujaba dhyAna na rAkhavAthI ArAdhakane lAge che. tenAthI bacavuM joie. (1) sacittanikSepa - sacitta (jIvavALI) acitta (jIva vagaranI) vastu bhegI karI (vahorAvavI) rAkhavI. (2) sacitta paridhAna - sacitta vastu vaDe acitta vastu DhAMkavI, sparza karI rAkhavI. anya pradezane potAnI vastune bIjAnI kahevI athavA vahorAvavAnI bhAvanAthI bIjAnI vastune potAnI kahevI. (4) saMmatsaradAna - krodha kaSAya karI athavA muninI avajJA karI dAna ApavuM. (3)
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________________ (5) kAlAsikarma- gocarInA samaya vitI gayA pachI dAna mATe lAbha ApavA Agraha karavo. zAstromAM "sAdharmika'no gUDha artha varNavatA kahyuM che, ke je sahadharmo samAnadharmI AcAra, vicAra, vartana, jIvana, mAnyatAdi samAna hoya te sahadharmI. dhyAnAdimAM tatpara che, pApothI (karma baMdha karavA mATe) virAma pAmelo che. ane zAnta, dAtta che, te atithi che. bIjA zabdomAM paryAdi laukika vyavahArano tyAga kare te atithi. kahevAnuM tAtparya eja ke atithi ke sAdharmikanI vrata pAlananA avasare ArAdhake sevA, bhakti karI jIvana dhanya karavuM joie. tyAgI, tapasvInA sevA suzruSA bhaktane tyAga tapano anurAgI banAve che. je samaye dAtAnI dAna ApavAnI pravRtti karavAnI hoya che. te samaye jo vidhi, dravya, dAtA ane pAtranI vicAraNA karavAmAM Ave to te dAna suzobhita thAya, uttama phaLa ApavA mATe nimittarUpa thAya che. anItipUrvakanuM dhana paNa phaLamAM kacAza, uNapa batADe che. atithi saMvibhAga vratanA pAlana avasare sAdhunI bhakti yogya rIte karavI joie. evo paNa hitopadeza preraNA ArAdhakane vrata pAlana vakhate manana dvArA prApta thai zake che. jo sAdhune azubha bhAvathI akalpanIya AhAra vahoravavAmAM Ave to te durgatinuM kAraNa paNa thai zake che. teja rIte mAtra bhAvathI (dravyAdAna ApyA vinA) jIraNa zeThe 4 mahinA sudhI prabhu vIrane comAsI tapanA pAraNA upara padhAravA vinaMti karI to zeTha zAtA vedanIya karma bAMdhavAvALA thayA. zrI dharmadAsa gaNi kahyuM che ke, A atithi saMvibhAga vratanA ArAdhanAmAM TevAyela zrAvakane roja bhojana karatAM pUrve koi sAdhu munivaryono lAbha maLyo ke nahIM ? tenI ciMtA bhAvanA kare, karavI joie. guruno lAbha maLe te mATe thoDI kSaNa rAha jovI joie. gurUno yoga thAya, lAbha maLe to kRtArtha thAuM. evI utkRSTa bhAvanA dAna ApavA mATe bhAvavAthI agaNita puNaya baMdhAya. - pAraNAnA avasare sAdhuno yoga na maLe to samajavuM ke dAnAMtarAya karmano udaya haze. AvA karmane TALavA khAsa sAdhune vastra, pAtra, sthAna, zayana, jala, AhAradinI ucita bhakti karavA prayatna karavo joie. bIjAM koi lAbha letAM hoya to tenI irSA na karatA anumodanA karavI joie dAnane ApatA aTakAvavuM, dAna kadAca ApyuM hoya to pAchaLathI pazcAtApa karavAthI. ethI navuM aMtarAya karma baMdhAya che. A avasarpiNI kALamAM sarvaprathama munine dAna ApavAnI kriyA jAtismaraNa
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________________ jJAna dvArA jANI kalpanIya phAsuka AhAra vahorAvI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM ikSurasathI prathama pAraNuM karAvanAra zreyAMsakumAra dhanyavAdane pAtra che. teo ja mahApuNyavaMta che. eja rIte prathama bhIkSAcara thayelA bha. RSabhadeva paNa koTI koTI vaMdanAne pAtra che. AtmAne sadgatimAM lai javAnI tAkAta dharAvatAM zrAvakanAM 12 vratonI vAtevo ApaNe vicArI AsannopakArI carama tIrthaMpati zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA vaizAkha suda 10 nA roja kevaLajJAna pAmyA... devatAoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI... bhagavaMte dezanAno dhodha vahevaDAvyo... paraMtu koie virati svIkArI nahi tethI prathama dezanA niSphaLa gai... bhagavaMta vihAra karIne apApApurI padhAryA. samavasaraNamAM dezanAM ApI... zrI indrabhUti gautama Adi 11 brAhmaNo sahita aneka AtmAo pratibodha pAmyA... bhagavAnanA varada haste teoe cAritrano svIkAra karyo.. ane te divase eTale ke vaizAkha suda 11 nA divase zAsananI sthApanA thai. pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI A zAsana cAlavAnuM ane tyAra bAda A bharatakSetramAM zAsanano viccheda thai javAno... AnA parathI eka vAta phalita thAya che ke zAsanano janma thAya che viratidharothI.. zAsananuM jIvana che viratidharo... ane zAsanano nAza thAya che viratidharonA abhAvathI ! A vAta ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM ghaTAvavI che... bharatakSetramAM to zAsana cAle che.. paraMtu ApaNA jIvanamAM A zAsanano janma thai gayo che kharo ?... kAraNa zAsanano janma che viratinA svIkArathI, alabatta, vIrya phoravatAM AvaDe... saMsAra nairguNya samajAi jAya to to sarvaviratino svIkAra ja karI levA jevo che... paraMtu tevI tAkAta na hoya chevaTe samyagdarzanamUlaka bAra vratonA svIkAra dvArA paNa jIvanane viratinA raMge raMgI devA jevuM che... A svIkAranI ya tAkAta na hoya ane zrI jinazAsanamAM praveza pAmavo hoya to chevaTe vItarAga sarvajJa bhagavaMta e ja deva... pAMca mahAvratanA pAlaka nigrantha sAdhu e ja guru ane sarvajJakathita je dharma e ja tAraNahAra, A zraddhAne asthimajjA banAvI tenA AcArone jIvanamAM zakya amalI banAvyA vinA to cAle tema ja nathI.. samyagdarzananI tAkAta che ke e viratine kheMcI lAve che ! keTaluM badhuM kalyANakArI A jinazAsana che ! jIva mAtra pratye maitrI keLavavAnI teNe mAtra vAta ja nathI karI paraMtu maitrI TakI rahe te mATe tamAma AcAro paNa teNe batAvyA che... A suMdara AcAronA pAlana dvArA anaMtA AtmAo Aja sudhImAM zAzvata sukhane pAmI cUkyA che... vartamAnamAM paNa kei AtmAo zAzvata sukhane pAmI rahyA che... bhaviSyamAM paNa anaMtA AtmAo A ja AcAronA pAlana dvArA zAzvata sukhane pAmaze ! 174 34
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________________ A AcAronuM pAlana jIvanamAM je zAMti arpe che te zAMti karoDo rUpiyA ApavA chatAM kharIdI zakAtI nathI. hiTalare potAnI AtmakathAmAM lakhyuM che ke, "jo tamAre zAMtithI jIvavuM hoya to duzmana na hoya to paNa ubhA karI ja dejo. kAraNa ke vinA duzmana zAMti kevI...?' AnI sAme paramAtmAnuM zAsana kahe che ke, jo tamAre khUba svasthatApUrvaka jIvavuM hoya to jIvanamAM sahu koi ne mitra banAvI ja dejo. kAraNa ke vinA mitranA zAMti kevI ?' kyAM meLa saMsArano ane zAsanano...? je heyAmAM paramAtmAnuM zAsana che, te haiyAmAM saMsAra nathI.. je haiyAmAM saMsAra che te haiyAmAM paramAtmAnuM zAsana nathI. A tAraNahAra devAdhideva paramAtmA pratye jene bhArobhAra prIti jAmI jAya che tenA cittanI prasannatAnuM.. tenI avihaDa bhaktinI khumArInuM varNana paNa thAya tema nathI... julasA zrAvikA zreNika mahArAjA, maMtrIzvara pethaDazA, zAsana subhaTa vastu tejapALa vagerenAM jvalaMta dRSTAMto Aje ya ApaNane bhAre preraNA ApI rahyA hoya tevuM nathI lAgatuM..? 32-32 putronA mota pAchaLa paNa samAdhi TakAvI rAkhatI sulatA.. roja haMTaronA phaTakA khAvA chatAM cittanI svasthatA jALavI rAkhatA mahArAjA zreNika.... turta ja potAne maLI javAnI rAjAnI AjJA chatAM prabhubhaktimAM layalIna banI rahetA maMtrIzvara pethaDazA... dharatImAMthI prApta thayelI saMpatti ghara bhegI karavAne badale delavADAnA benamUna maMdiranA navanirmANa pAchaLa pANInI jema pheMkI detI vastupALa tejapALanI bAMdhava belaDI.. A ane AvA aneka puNyavAna AtmAonA jIvananAM bhavya parAkramonI yazogAthA vartamAnakALamAM anekanA jIvanamAM prabhu pratye avihaDa bhakti pragaTAvI rahI che. ' are ! jinazAsanane pAmelA AtmAonI vAta to choDo...! je AtmAone AvA sarvaguNasaMpanna devAdhideva vItarAga sarvajJa bhagavaMta prApta nathI thayA paraMtu potAnA jIvanane zAMti bakSatI prabhubhakti paNa jenA jIvanamAM vyApta thai gai che tevA AtmAnI khumArI paNa kevI hoya che te jovA jevuM che. akabaranA darabAramAM satata hAjara rahetA mahAkavi gaMgA kyAreya akabaranI khoTI khuzAmata na karatA. irSALuoe akabaranI kAna bhaMbheraNI karI ke, "A gaMga ApanA darabAramAM hAjara rahe ane ApanI prazaMsA kyAreya na kare ?' akabarane A vAta besI gai... kavi gaMga pAse mArI prazaMzA na karAvuM to mAruM nAma akabara nahi... ! bIje divase rAjasabhAmAM kavigaMgane akabare eka pAdapUrti ApI.. jenuM chelluM pAda hatuM,"Aza karo akabarakI.." kavi gaMga ! AnI pAdapUrti karI Apo."
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________________ kavi gaMge te lITI vAMcI.... samajI gayA... potAnI khuzAmata karAvavA rAjAe A yukti vAparI che. paNa kAMi nahi.. jevANI dvArA paramAtmA sivAya koinAM guNagAna thayAM nathI e javANI dvArA eka ahaMkArInI khuzAmata thAya e asaMbhavita vAta che...ane jo khuzAmata nahi karuM to pariNAma motanuM Ave evI paNa saMbhAvanA che. khera ! je thavuM hoya te thAya. ema vicArI kavi gaMge kahyuM, "rAjana ! AnI pAdapUrti karAvavAno Agraha choDI do to vadhu sAruM.." kema ?' "ena sAMbhaLavAmAM ja majA che. kAraNa ke mArA svabhAvane tame bahu sArI rIte jANo cho !' e kAMi nathI jANavuM mAre ! tamAre A pAdapUrti karavAnI ja che !' sAruM. ema kahI kavi gaMge pAdapUrti karI ApI jisako hari pe vizvAsa nahIM, sohI Aza karo akabarakI." AtmA kevI khumArI ApaNane jovA maLe che. saMbhavanAtha bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM eka ghaTanA banI eka nagaranA udyAnamAM kevalI bhagavaMta samosaryA, emanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA rAjA sAthe nagarajano paNa gayA, kevalI bhagavaMtanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne rAjA sAthe Avela nava varasanI uMmarano rAjakumAra cAritra levA ullasita thaI gayo. rAjAe tene samajAvyo ke "prabhubhaktino bhavya mahotsava karIe pachI tuM cAritra le." rAjakumAra kahe, "cAritra pahelAM apAvo ane mahotsava tame pachI karo !".. rAjakumAranA tIvra vairAgyane joie rAjAe cAritranI anumati ApI... cAritrasvIkAranI kriyA vakhate kevaLIbhagavaMtanA varada haste rAjakumAre rajoharaNa svIkAryo..Sa khaMDanuM sAmrAjya maLatAM je AnaMda thAya tenA karatAM ya vizeSa AnaMdathI AnaMdita thayela A rAjakumAra rajoharaNa hAthamAM AvatAM ja nAcavA lAgyo. paraMtu nAcatAM nAcatAM ja dhaba daIne nIce paDyo !. rAjA doDato Avyo. paNa joyuM to rAjakumAranuM prANa paMkheru UDI gayeluM. rAjAnA kalpAMtano pAra nathI..bIjo parivAra paNa raDe che. tyAM to uparathI pAMcamA devalokamAMthI devatA nIce Utaryo. "rAjanuM! jenA zarIrane joine tame sahu raDo cho te zarIrane dhAraNa karanAro huM alpa samayanA paNa saMyamanA prabhAve kALa karIne pAMcamA devalokamAM deva banyo chuM!..maDadAne rovAnA badale tame temAMthI bodhapATha laine saMyamajIvanane aMgIkAra karI lo."
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________________ devAtmAnI A vANI sAMbhaLIne tyAM ne tyAM ja sahue cAritra svIkArI lIdhuM ! zAstrakAro kahe che, pApanA kAryane vilaMbamAM nAkhajojyAre dharmane to hAjaramAM ja patAvajo.... kAraNa ke jene vilaMbamAM nAkhazo tenI tAkAta ghaTI jaze.. jene turta amalamAM mUkI dezo tenI tAkAta vadhI jaze ! jIvanane sanmArge lAvanArA vrata niyamonA pAlananA apUrva lAbho tame ATalA divaso sudhI sAMbhaLyA che... to e niyamone na svIkAravAthI thatAM bhAre nukazAno paNa tame sAMbhaLyA che. have nirNaya to tamAre ja karavAno che ke AtmAne jinAjJAnA pAlana dvArA sAcI svatratatA apAvavI ke pachI jinAjJA nirapekSa jIvana jIvavA dvArA AtmAmAM svacchaMdatA vadhAravI ? bhUlazo nahi, atyAra sudhImAM maLelA janmo cAlelAM jIvano ane AvelAM maraNo jevAM A gatinAM janma jIvana ane maraNa nathI... paraMtu viziSTa koTinAM che.. ! janma thai gayo che. jIvana cAlI rahyuM che. maraNa najIka AvI rahyuM che ! cAlI rahelA jIvananI tAkAta A gatinA maraNane sudhAravAnI to che ja uparAMta pachInA bhAvanA janmane sudhAravAnI paNa che. paNa kyAre ? jinAjJApradhAna jIvana jIvAya tyAre.. ! cAlo, samarpita thai jaie jinAjJAne ! A samarpaNanA tIvra saMkalpane amalI banAvavA dvArA ApaNe vahelAmAM vahelI take zAzvata sukhane pAmI jaie ! A bAreya vratanA pAlanathI AtmA zuM pAme che te upadezamALAkAra zrI dharmadAsagarijI mahArAja pote pharamAve che. tavaniyamasalakaliyA susAvagA je havaMti suguNA. tesiM na dullahArda, nivANavimAsumbAI ! je guNiyala suzrAvako tapa, niyamo ane sadAcArothI yukta hoya che, teone svarga ane mokSanAM sukha durlabha nathI. moDuM na karo.. jIvanane zIdhra A vratonA pAlanathI suzobhita karI do.
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________________ keTalAka praznottara he vizvavatsala vibhu ! Ape AtmAne puSTa karyA to paramAnaMda pAmyA. meM to Aja sudhI zarIra IndriyonuM poSaNa ane AtmAnuM zoSaNa karyuM ne rAgathI raMgAyo, dveSathI dAjhayo. pakSapAte prajaLyo, ajJAne AthaDyo, kaSAyothI kUTAyo basa have basa thAo A yAtanAothI have huM AtmAne puSTa karI A gatimAM parama samAdhi pAmuM.. pra.1 atithi eTale zuM ? uttara jenI AvavAnI tithi nakkI nathI te atithi. pra. 2 atithi kone kahe che ? uttara acAnaka dhare AvanAra mahemAnone atithi kahevAya che tathA sAdhu sAdhvIne paNa atithi kahevAya. pra. 3 atithi vibhAgavata kone kahevAya che ? uttara atithine sAdhu sAdhvIne) vidhi pramANe asaNaM, pANe, khAimaM, sAimaM Adi dAna devuM te. pra.4 dAna keTalA prakAranA devAya che ? uttara 14 prakAranA anna, pANI, mukhavAsa, mevo, vastra, pAtra, kAMbaLI, rajoharaNa, pATapATalA bAjoTha, pATIyuM, upAzraya, saMskAraka, dAbha vagerenI pathArI, auSadha, bheSaja Ama 14 prakAranA che. pra. 5 auSadha ane bheSajamAM zuM pharaka che? uttara auSadha eTale eka dravyavALI cIja jema ke haraDe, behaDA, suMTha, aneka auSadhi bhegI karIne banAvela cIja bheSaja jemake triphaLA Adi. pra. 6 sAdhue grahaNa karyA pachI pAchuM apAya nahi tevA keTalA dAna che ? uttara ATha prakAranA che. anna, pANI, mukhavAsa, mevo, vastra, pAtra, kAMbaLI ane rajoharaNa.
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________________ pra. 7 dIna duHkhIyAne dAna devAnuM A vratamAM Ave che ke nahi? uttara dIna duHkhIne dAna devuM e anukaMpA dAna che. A dAnanI manAi nathI paNa A vratamAM AvatuM nathI pra. 8 asujhatA hoya ne sAdhu gocarIethI pAchA jAya to kayuM karma tamAruM udayamAM hatuM? uttara aMtarAya, dAnAMtarAya. pra. 9 saMtone, atithine vahorAve te kayuM dAna kahevAya? gukha, supAtra, ucita, anukaMpA, vageremAMthI kayo prakAra ? uttara supAtradAna pra. 10 dAna devAmAM keTalA prakAranI zuddhi joie ? uttara traNa prakAranI dAtAnI sAme pAtranI tathA vastunI zuddhi. pra. 11 dAna dai daMDANa koNa ? uttara nAgezrI brAhmaNI.. pra. 12 sacitta vastu acitta vajI upara che te devAthI kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara sacittanikaMvaNayAno aticAra lAge. pra. 13 sacitta phUla phaLAdithI DhAkelA hoya ane tevuM vahorAve to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara sacittapiharayAno aticAra lAge. pra. 14 ghaNAM divasa pahelAMnI bagaDI gayelI vastu vahorAve athavA bhizAnA samaye dAnanI bhAvanA na bhAve to kayo aticAra lAge ? uttara "kAlAikame'no aticAra lAge. pra. 15 mahArAja (saMta) padhAryA che. vahorAvI deje Ama pote sUjhatAM chatAM kahe to kayo. aticAra lAge ? uttara "parovaese"no aticAra lAge. pra. 16 lakSmI cAMdalo karavA AvI hoya ne moTuM dhovA jAya to kayo aticAra lAge? uttara parovaeseno aticAra lAge. supAtradAnano avasara maLyo ne chatAM vadhAvI na zake.
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________________ pra. 17 nAma che corendriyanuM, rUpa che kaSAyanuM, doSa che dAnano Ano arthano mULa zabda kayo che ? uttara masjIriyAe corendriya - maccha2, ahaMkAranA dAna daine kare kaSAya ne 12 mAM vratano A aticAra che. pra. 18 tiryaMca kayuM vrata pALI na zake ? uttara 12 muM vrata (apavAde hAthIe kaMdoinI dukAnethI saMtane lADu vahorAvyo te prasaMga) pra. 19 A avasarpiNI kALamAM dAnanI zarUAta koNe karI ? uttarazreyAMsakumAre. 5. 20 azuddha bhAvanAthI dAna daine narakamAM koNa gayuM ? uttara nAgezrI brAhmaNI. pra. 21 dAnanuM varNana kayAM AgamamAM Ave che ? uttara sukhavipAka sUtramAM utkRSTa dAna devAnuM phaLa zuM maLe che te batAvyuM. pra. 22 dAnanI bhAvanA vadhAravA mATe zuM ciMtana karavuM joie ? uttara dAnathI tyAga tathA saMtoSanI bhAvanA vadhe che, bhAvapUrvaka dAna devAthI bhavaochA thAya che. zuddha bhAvanAthI dAna devAvALA caMdanabALA, subAhukumAra, zreyAMsakumAra, zAlIbhadra AdinA Adarza udAharaNa dhyAnamAM rAkhI ciMtana karavuM. amadAvAdamAM eka bhAi sagAi pUrve kahyuM ke 'mAruM ghara dharmazALA che ane rasoDuM bhojanazALA che ema samajIne AvavuM hoya to Avajo. keTalI AtithyasatkAranI bhAvanA ! lagnanA pherAmAM Aga che mATe jIvanamAM bhaDakAM che. vrata grahaNanA pherAmAM Aga nathI bhagavAna che. 180 D
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________________ * bhava-AlocanA * jJAnAcArasaMbaMdhI akAle adhyayana karyuM. guru tathA jJAnano vinaya karyA vinA adhyayana karyuM. sUtra ane artha viparIta rIte grahaNa karyAM. kAgaLa-pustaka...vagere jJAnanAM sAdhanone paga lagADaco-bALyAM. te upara beThA. AhAra-nihAra karyo. tenI AzAtanA karI. bhaNanArane aMtarAya karyo. jJAnInI niMdA karI. aMtarAyamAM jJAnanA sAdhanono upayoga karyo, adhyayana karyuM. totaDA-bobaDA vagere ajJAnInI avahelanA mazkarI karI. jJAnAdi dravyanuM bhakSaNa karyuM. chatI zaktie tenI rakSA na karI. darzanAcArasaMbaMdhI zrI jinezvara devanA vacanamAM zaMkA karI. enAthI viparItapaNe prarupaNA karI. deva-guru-dharma tathA sAdharmikanI niMdA karI. chatI zaktie temanI bhaktisevA-bahumAna karyuM nahi. anya dharmanI icchA karI, tene sAro mAnyo. mithyAtvIone poSyA. temano paricaya karyo. temane uttejana ApyuM. pAsasthAdinI jANI-joine bhakti karI. bIjAo dharmathI vimukha bane evI pravRtti karI. pratimAjI paDI gayAM. tenI sAthe kaLaza vagere upakaraNo athaDAyAM. azuddha vastra temaja azuddha dravyothI pUjA karI. mukhakoza bAMdhyA vinA pUjA karI. avidhithI pUjA karI. vALAkUMcI vagereno ayogya rIte upayoga karyo. sUkSma rIte devadravyAdino upayoga karyo. derAsaramAM nAka-kAna Adino mala nAMkhyo. thUMka paDyuM, khAna-pAna karyuM, hAMsI-mazkarI karI...vagere AzAtanA karI. 181 ma
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________________ 0 C derAsaramAM gharanI-vyApAranI vAta karI. * derAsaramAM aMtarAyavALA thayA. tIrthabhUmimAM DuMgara upara AhAra-vihAra karyo, aMtarAyavALA thayA. sAdhu-sAdhvI pAse potAnuM kAma karAvyuM. * gurnAdikane paga lagADyo. temanA Asana vagerene paga lagADyo. gurnAdikanI sAthe ayogya rIte bolyA. sthApanAjIne paDI gayA. paDilehaNa na karyuM. sthApanAjIne paga lAgyo. deva-devInI mAnatA karI. nadI-kuMDAdimAM snAna karyuM. hoLI vagere laukika parvo mAnyAM-UjavyAM. prayojana vinA sAdhu-sAdhvIne azuddha AhAra vahorAvyo. prathama aNuvratasaMbaMdhI anaMtakAya-ekendriya-vikendriya paMcendriya jIvonI hatyA karI-thai. teno sparza karyo, tene paDyA. aNagaLa pANI vAparyuM. khAruM-mIThuM, kAcuM-pAkuM, garama-ThaMDuM pANI bheguM karyuM. chANAM-kolasA-lAkaDAM vagerenA pUMjyA vinA upayoga karyo. jaMtunAzaka davAono upayoga karyo. mAkhI-macchara-kIDI AdinI virAdhanA karI. khetI karI-karAvI. jIvathI yukta khATalA-gAdI-godaDAM vagere taDake nAkhyAM. * garbhapAta karyo-karAvyo. paMkhIonA mALA-dALA pADyA. tenI jayaNA na karI. parvatithie kapaDAM dhoyAM vagere AraMbha-samAraMbhanA kAryo karyA. saDelAM dhAnya taDake rAkhyAM. khAMDyAM-pIsyAM. ukaraDA bALyA. * ghaMTI-sAMbelA-culA Adi sAdhanono jayaNA vinA upayoga karyo. * ghAsa para beThA.
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________________ bagIco vikasAvyo. * rAtre snAna karyuM. kUvA-taLAva AdimAM kapaDAM dhoyAM. kUmi-jU-mAkhI-ughei vagerenI virAdhanA karI. manuSyAdinA aMga kApyAM. vAsI bhojana vAparyA-rAkhyAM. nokara-cAkarAdine nirdaya rIte mAra mAryo-marAvyo. temanI pAse atizaya kAma karAvyuM. jalakrIDA karI. gAya-baLada-ghoDA vagere janAvarone nirdaya mAra mAryo marAvyo. atizaya bhAra vahana karAvyo-cAro-pANI rokyA. dvitIya aNuvratasaMbaMdhI krodhAdinA kAraNe asatya bolyA. * bhUmi-kanyA-ghanAdi saMbaMdhI asatya bolyA. jhaghaDo karyo. khoTA Aropa karyA, zApa dIdhA. khoTA dastAveja karyA. bIjAnI gupta vAto karI. khoTI sAkSI ApI. ayogya rIte zikSA karI. vizvAsaghAta karyo, chetaryA. kalaMka ApI koine mArI naMkhAvyA. pakukhI AdinA divase kSamApanA na karI. * chatI vastuno apalApa karyo. tRtIyA aNuvratasaMbaMdhI koinI paNa vastu pULyA vinA lIdhI. * nAnI-moTI corI karI-karAvI. TekSanI corI karI. * khoTAM tola-mApa kIdhAM. bheLaseLa karI.
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________________ corIno mAla lIdho-vecyo. che rAjadaMDayogya corI karI. caturtha aNuvratasaMbaMdhI jANatAM ke ajANatAM svastrI-svapuruSasaMpabaMdhI vratano bhaMga karyo. jANatAM ke ajANatAM parastrI-vezyAdisaMbaMdhI vratano bhaMga karyo. rakhAta rAkhI. baLAtkAra karyo. sammatipUrvaka parastrI sevI. hAsyAdithI vratano bhaMga karyo. svapnamAM zIlabhaMga thayo. svapnadoSa thayo. * sva-52, strI-puruSanI sAthe hastamaithuna karyuM. parastrI-vezyAdinAM aMgopAMgane sparSA, rAgathI nIrakhyA, dabAvyAM. sRSTiviruddha karma karyuM. saMtAnone paraNAvyAM. bIjAnA vivAha karAvyA. kumArAvasthAmAM zIlabhaMga karyo. vidhavAno upabhoga karyo. ati viSaya-sevana karyuM. cothAvratasaMbaMdhI grahaNa karela niyamano bhaMga karyo. prasutikarma karyuM-karAvyuM. paMcama aNuvratasaMbaMdhI jANatAM ke ajANatAM parigrahaparimANano bhaMga karyo. parimANathI adhika dravyane putrAdinA nAme caDhAvyuM. prathama guNavratasaMbaMdhI jANatAM ke ajANatAM digavratamAM dhArelI maryAdAno bhaMga karyo. eka dizAnuM parimANa ghaTADIne bIjAmAM vadhAryuM. 184
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________________ dvitIya guNavratasaMbaMdhI sUryAstanI lagabhaga veLAe bhojana karyuM. rAtribhojana karyuM. jANatAM ke ajANatAM rAtribhojanasaMbaMdhI niyamano bhaMga karyo. jANatAM ke ajANatAM mAMsa-madirA-mAkhaNa vagerenuM bhakSaNa karyuM. saDelAM zAka-bhAjI vAparyA. abhakSya-anaMtakAya-athANAM vagere vAparyA. dvidala vAparyA. be rAtathI adhika kALanuM dahIM vAparyuM. madirAdisaMbaMdhI niyamano bhaMga karyo. cauda niyamano bhaMga karyo. karmAdAnano dhaMdho karyo. * bhogopabhoganI sAmagrI adhika rAkhI. zastra-bhaMga-aphINa Adino zrAvaka mATe ayogya evo dhaMdho karyo. barapha-AiskrIma tathA apeya pINA vAparyA. vAsI roTalI vagere vAparI. * acitta pANIsaMbaMdhI niyamano bhaMga karyo. * vanaspatino ayogya rIte upayoga karyo. tRtIya guNavratasaMbaMdhI anarthadaMDaviramaNa vratasaMbaMdhI niyamano jANatAM ajANatAM bhaMga karyo. "mArA zatru vagere marI jAya to sAruM-mane rAjyAdi sukho maLo, bhavAMtaramAM deva vidyAdharanI Rddhi vagere maLo' ityAdi duSTa citavyuM. baLadagADAM vagere joDyAM. haLa-muzaLa-kodALI vagere hiMsAnAM sAdhano bIjAne ApyAM. charI-cappa vagere khovAi gayA. sinemA, nATaka, TI.vI. sarakasa joyAM. enAM sAdhano vasAvyAM, eno vyApAra karyo. maMtra-taMtrano prayoga karyo-karAvyo. pApopadeza Apyo. vikathA karI. * jugAra-pAnA-krikeTa vagere ramato ramyA. te jovA gayA.
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________________ * * kAmAdi vikAra vadhAranArI duSTaceSTAo karI. kutUhalavRtti dAkhavI. prathama zikSAvratasaMbaMdhI sAmAyika vratasaMbaMdhI niyamano bhaMga karyo. sAmAyikamAM svAdhyAya na karyo. vyavahArasaMbaMdhI vAto karI. caravaLo-muhapattinI ADa paDI. * muhapatti vagere upakaraNo khovAi gayAM. * * samaya pUrve sAmAyika pAryuM. sAmAyikamAM sthaMDila-mAtuM javuM paDayuM. cittano saMghaTTo thayo. ujei paDI. * strIno saMghaTTo thayo. vikathA karI. navakAravALI paDI gai, tUTI gai. sAmAyikamAM nidrA AvI. dvitIya zikSAvratasaMbaMdhI desAvagAsika vratasaMbaMdhI niyamono bhaMga karyo. emAM aticAra lagADayA. upayoga rAkhyo nahi. tRtIya zikSAvratasaMbaMdhI pauSadha vratasaMbaMdhI niyamono bhaMga karyo. sUryodaya pachI pauSadha lIdho, sUryodaya pUrve pAryo. divase UMdhyA. pauSadhamAM kAjo-devavaMdana-porisI-caityavaMdana-paDilehaNa Adi kriyAo barAbara karI nahi. svAdhyAya karyo nahi. sacittAdinI virAdhanA karI. vADAmAM Thalle gayA. na 186
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________________ * rAtre Thalle gayA. paraThavatAM jayaNA pALI nahi. pesatAM-nIkaLatAM nihi Avasyahi kahevAmAM upayoga rAkhyo nahi. paraThavatAM "aNujANaha jasuggaho vosire vosire" kIdhuM nahi. strIno saMghaTTo thayo. paccakakhANa pAravAnuM rahI gayuM. pAraNAnI ciMtA karI. derAsara javAnuM rahI gayuM. guruvaMdanAdi rahI gayuM. caturtha zikSAvratasaMbaMdhI atithisaMvibhAga vratano bhaMga karyo. azuddha AhAra vahorAvyo. Adara-bahumAnathI rahita paNe vahorAvyuM. dAtAnI niMdA karI. saMleSaNAdisaMbaMdhI pAkSikAdisaMbaMdhI upavAsAdi tapa karyo nahi. paccakakhANano bhaMga thayo, pAravAnuM bhUlI gayA. abhigraha bhAMgyA. niyANuM karyuM. Aloka-paralokanAM sukha icchayAM. ekAzanAdimAM UThatA paccakhANa karyuM nahi. vAcanAdAtAno vinaya na karyo, avinaya karyo. tapanI niMdA karI. pratikramaNamAM UMgha AvI. beThAM pratikramaNa karyuM. vAMdaNAdi avidhipUrvaka dIdhAM. chatI zaktie dAnAdi dharma karyo nahi. tapa-vinaya-vaiyAvacca Adi dharmakAryomAM pramAda-avidhi karI. AtmahatyAnA vicAro AvyA...ityAdi.
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________________ 'saMyama abhilASA A prANamaya zaMzA choDI, zramaNa huM kyAruM chuM ! Dagale ane pagale satata hiMsA mane karavI paDe, te dhanya che jene ahiMsApUrNa jIvana sAMpaDe; kyAre thaze karUNAjharaNathI AA aMtara AMgaNe, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 1 kyAreka bhaya kyAreka lAlaca cittane evAM naDe, saMsAranA vyavahAramAM jUThuM tarata kahevuM paDe ; che satyamahAvratadhara zramaNanuM jIvanaghara raLiyAmaNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 2 je mAlike ApyA vagaranuM taNakhaluM paNa le nahIM, vaMdana hajAro vAra ho te zramaNane paLapaLa mahIM; huM to adattAdAna mATe gAmaparagAme bham, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM jyAre banuM ! 3 je indriyone jIvananI kSaNa eka paNa soMpAya nA, muja AyakhuM AkhuM vItyuM te indriyonA nAcamAM; lAge have zrIsthUlabhadrataNuM smaraNa sohAmaNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 4 navavidha parigraha jiMdagIbhara huM jamA karato rahyo, dhanalAlasAmAM sarvabhakSI maraNane bhUlI gayo; mUrchArahita saMtoSamAM sukha che kharekhara jIvananuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 5 abajo varasanI sAdhanAno kSaya kare je kSaNamahIM, je narakano anubhava karAve sva-parane ahIMne ahIM;
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________________ te krodhathI banI mukta samatAyukta huM kyAre banuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 6 jinadharmatarunA mUla jevA vinayaguNane je haNe, je bhalabhalA UMce caDelAne ya taraNA sama gaNe; te duSTa mAnasubhaTanI sAme baLa bane muja vAmaNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 7 zrI mallinAtha jinendrane jeNo banAvyA strI ane, saMkalezanI jAlima aganamAM je dhakhAve jagatane; te daMbha choDI saraLatAne pAmavA huM thanaganuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 8 jenuM mahAsAmrAjaya ekendriya sudhI vilasI rahyuM, jene banI paravaza jagata A du:khamAM kaNasI rahyuM; je pApano che bApa te dhanalobha meM poSyo ghaNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 9 tana-dhana-svajana-jIvana upara meM khUba rAkhyo rAga paNa, te rAgathI karavuM paDayuM mAre ghaNA bhavamAM bhramaNa; mAre have karavuM hRdayamAM sthAna zAsanarAganuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 10 meM dveSa rAkhyo du:kha upara to sukha mane choDI gayuM, sukhadu:kha para samabhAva rAkhyo, to hRdayane sukha thayuM; samajAya che mujane have che dveSa kAraNa du:khanuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 11 je svajana-tana-dhana uparanI mamatA tajI samatA dhare, basa, bAramo hoya candramAM tene kalaha sAthe khare; jinavacanathI maghamagha thajo muja AtmanA aNue aNu, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 12
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________________ jo pUrvabhavamAM eka jUThuM ALa ApyuM zramaNane, sItA samI uttamasatIne rakhaDapaTTI thai vane; irSA tajuM banuM vizvavatsala eka vAMchita manataNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 13 mArI kare koi cADIcUgalI e mane na game jarI, tethI ja meM A jIvanamAM nathI koI paNa khaTapaTa karI; bhavobhava mane naDajo kadI nA pApa A pazunyanuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 14 kSaNamAM rati kSaNamAM arati A che svabhAva anAdino, du:khamAM rati sukhamAM arati lAvI banuM samatAbhIno; saMpUrNa rati basa mokSamAM huM sthApavAne raNajhaNuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 15 atyaMta nindApAtra je A lokamAM ya gaNAya che, te pApa nindA nAmanuM tajanAra bahu vakhaNAya che; tajuM kAma nakkAmuM have A pArakI paMcAtanuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 16 mAyAmRSAvAda bharelI che prabhu ! muja jiMdagI, te choDavAnuM baLa mane de, huM karuM tuja baMdagI; banuM "sAcadila' A eka mAruM svapna che AjIvananuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 17 sahu pApanuM, sahu karmanuM, sahu du:khanuM je mUla che, mithyAtva bhUMDuM phUla che, samyakatva rUDuM phUla che; niSpApa banavA he prabhujI ! zaraNa cAhuM ApanuM, A pApamaya saMsAra choDI zramaNa huM kyAre banuM ! 18 jyAM pApa jyAre eka paNa tajavuM ati muzkela che, te dhanya che, jeo aDhAre pApathI viramela che ! kyAM pApamaya muja jiMdagI, kyAM pApazUnya munijIvana ! jo tuma samuM prabhu ! "hIra" Apo to karuM mukti gamana ! 19
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