Manovigyan

Author(s): Yugbhushanvijay
Publisher: ZZZ Unknown
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005865/1

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0 manovijJAna pravacanakAra adhyAtmaguNa saMpanna paramatatvavid pa.pU. paMDita mahArAja) zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI)

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manovijJAna pravacanakAra - adhyAtmaguNa saMpanna paramatatvavid pa.pU. paMDita mahArAja zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI,

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I SP zrI nAthAya namaH | | pa. zrI yugabhUSAvijaya zAbhyo namaH | mane muThThInA saMparka bAda dharmanA smAmAM kayA guNo vikasAvIe to mAtmakalyANa thAze. A tamAma bAbatonuM vizuka jJAna thayuM. mATe e jJAnanA repharansa mATe ja znInI vANIne akSaradeha prANI che. A prakaraNa paNa pUjyazrInI vANImAM mArI alya matinA kAraNe jinAjJA virApha ke prazrInA Azaya vika koIpaNa mArAthI bhulazaDa thaI hoya to - kavidha vidhe micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMgu chuM. prastuta lakhANano saMparNa abhyAsa bAda ja prastuta padArthano viza6 bodha thaze. lI. nAnA jyane

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- ---* * zrI pArzvanAthAya namaH - I 5- zrI yugabhUSAvijayaju sagulyo namaH | - daivIvAra 5 manovijJAnA govALiyA Teka anaMta upakArI anaMtajJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA 4 lAkha javAyonimAMthI mAnavabhavane sArthaka karAvavA dharmatInI sthApanA kare che. zAstrakAroe mAnavabhavanA bemoDhe vakhANa karyA che. manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA jeTalI paNa kahI zakAya taiTalI ochI che. zAstrAkArIe devabhavanA vakhANa nathI karyA. Ama jotA to thAyache mAnavabhavamAM | vakhANavA jaivuM zu lai ja prazna che ? tainI sAme devatAI bhavamAM daivanI bhava viziSTa zai paraMtu mAnavabhavanI viziSTatAmAM tenuM mana Ave che. devatAonuM mana zata ane mAtAnI Time gha! hIna che, jyAre mAnavaMbhana kaLATa zAnivANuM che. A mAnavadezanI viziSTatA ochI che, te kAcanA vAsaNa jevu che. paNa mAnavamananI zakita agADha che. Honan bn unequI che. Adhunika vijJAna jaine mana 88 che tene zAstrakAro mane nathI kahetA, paNa te manaparyApta hai @Are mana manovAnA pagalomAMthI baneluM che. mananI agADhazaktinuM varNana zAstramAM che, jenI mApako paNa pratyakSa dhanubhava karIe chIe. mUnane oLakhavAnI jarUra che. ApaNane mananI khubI ane khAmIno pArazaya nathI, mApaka badhA haMmezA dUranI vastumAM ja vadhAre rasa laIe chIe, nakanI vastumAM nahi jema mAne maLanArA mANasa sAthe vaghAre praphullita hova cho. jema devata che ke DuMgarA pharathI raLiyAmaNa. zIvIse 3lA mana sAthe saMdhAna che ane tenI sAthe tamAru astitva vagAyeluM che. gharamAM jaima rAcaracIlA sAthe tame raho chI tema deha sAthe ja rahI che, paNa uMghamAM hano khyAla ratI nathI. dezathI to thaDA vakhata paNa prANI paDI ne InnithI paNa uMtho tyAre zAMta paDI zaiya che. paraMtu uMghamAM sAthe mana je hItha che avanI

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je IllI karNa sudhI sAtha rI che. mANasa jAgatI hoya? uMghatI hoya tenu mana sakriya ja 2 haiM. bhUtakALamAM jJAnIkonI bhiprAya evI hatI ke gADha nakAmAM zarIra niSkriya banI jAya. AvuM badhu mAnanArI sArI sArI neurologists hatA, parNa dharmanA jANakAro kare che OM uMghamAM paNa tadAvasthAmAM svapnasRSTi cAlu ja hoya che. pratyeka kSaNe mananuM kArya cAlu ja hoya che. gADhaniSThAmAM thoDa caudhu hoya che. AjanA DokTaro be zabda vAparatA hoya Physically dead 24 mentally dead. mananI agatyatA zu che ? sAtatyapUrvaka mananuM astitva mAtmA sAthe bhaMDaLAyelu che. mananI pratyeka vRttinI ApaNA mAtmA para asara che, manane choDIne jaDa bhautika sAthe gADha nAto nathI, mana jai ApaNI sauthI nijhara vastu che tenA rado samajavA ja naiIe. adhyAtmamAM mananI sAdhanAnu rahasya che je samajavu mahtvanu che. jai manane nathI jItatA tenu jIvana naDAnu che. mohI pAmavA mATe manano tAga pAmavI ja paDaze. mana ja suptinI sAdhanA mATenI mukhya ghaDI che, tenA lArI ja AgaLa vadhavAnu che. sAMcA dharmAtmA mATe A samavuM atyaMta jArI che. ghaNIvAra puruSArtha karavA chatAM paNa mAnava A jAgato hovAthI niSphaLa jAya che. tethI ja mananA rahasyo jANavA jarUrI che. mAnavamana zAMThA che. teno svabhAva parivartanazIla che. .4 lAkha vAyonimAMthI DaupaNa bhava evo nathI jemAM mana uparathI nIce ane nIcethI upara jaI zake. A ja mAnavamananI viziSTatA che. devanA game teTalo paNa puruSArtha kare to paNa bhAremAM bhAre ala tarapha jai hai nAda, ane zuddhi sudhI paNa te bhavamAM jaI zake tema nathI. devatAI bhavamAM banne cheDA sudhI vu zakya nathI. jyAre mAnavamana uMcAmAM uMcu ane nIcAmAM nIcuM prayANa karI

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vAOM 8 Aja mAnavabhavanI maunIpaulI che tamArA AtmAmAM tamArA mananA puruSArtha sArA parivartana pharI pachI che. - 5, zarIrabaLa vagere badhuM ja daivabhava 3 pazubhaMvamAM vadhAre hoi zake che. paraMtu mananI zakti to phran mAnavabhavamAM ja che, tenI tole bIje kaI bhava prAvI zake tema nathI. mAnavIne ku darata sArA viSa mananI bheTa maLI che. je A mananA 2hasyo samaja zazIe to bhavane saraLa karI zADIe. - mana AkhI duniyAmAM preka kaMgamAM pharIne AvI zake che ane jo 2sa paDI jAya to ekAgratA paNa lAvI zake che. mananI zakita ja dhdhajabagajabanI che. bIjI bAta Inki cInI Dita mana AgaLa evAmAM paNa na Ave, paNa A zaktino paricaya na hovAthI ja sAdhanI 62vAmAM tame utsAhita thaI UDatI nathI. adhyAtma pTi bIjA koInA paga dharmamAM ApaNA zAstra jevI nathI. mIkenI con@e ja pUrvanI saMskRti che. daylish lag mAM avivasAya jevo hazabda ja nathI, bhAratIya dharmamAM mAtmAnaMdanI vAta che. jema pAtya saMskRti Svalion atbdane mokSa mAne che. jeno artha paMpanI mana thAya che. mIThe rUna pApanI mana ja nathI pI badhAthI ja muData . jemAM pu9 panna thAve ja che, uMcAmAM uMcI bhAva ane halakImAM halako saMDaliSTa bhAva manuSyabhavana manamAM ane tenI kanTrola tamArA hAthamAM che. mAre kaI bAju otta karavI che te tamArI nikaya che | mana zuM cIja 1 ne phIlIsorI pramANe vAskoya paraMbhASAmAM samabhave che jema A zarIra che, je jaDa che ane najara najara khAya che. vAha duniyAnA jJAnanA sAdhana tarIke pAMca InsathI racAI che. maMdiramAM je atizaya zukya racanAvALu je mALakhu che te kayamana chejas,

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"aJparamAkunI racanA mAMthI banelI secvece AkAra che. jenI ADAra satata badalAyA kare che. jainI pAse mana:paryavajJAna che te jJAnIo pI evA manane spaSTa joI zake che. sAmAnya IndriyothI mana gANa nathI. pIkavya je ApaNI InkathIthI atIta che te mugalone jaDa ja devA paDe ane bipI evA mAtmAne patya to ThevaLajJAnI ja karI che. kAvyamananI asarone kApo covIsa kalAka anubhava karI zakIe chIe. . hAsmamAM prAranI bAbatamAM vivecana thayA che. prathamananI spaSTa jAkArI bhagavAne ApI che. kalcamana sAdhana che jyAre paNa mahattvanuM mana bhAvamana che, je mAtmA sAthe joDAyeluM che. anubhavanA je saMskAro che. jema mArA ke kharAba bhAvo, moha, mAna vIre bhAvamanamAM saMgharAya che. je mohanA, sananuM ghara che. te ja bhInA visananuM sAdhana paNa che. kRpAthauthI ane vidyArthI vAti mana te saMsAra 4 ane tenAthI suni te mokSa che. covIsa kalAka karmano baMdha te manane AdhAre che na kathA che vI ke Indriyone lIdhe mana baMdha nathI thI paNa vadhI ja pravRttimAM ne mana bhaLe to ja Darmano baMdha che karmanI nirA thAya cheA ja manana mahatva samajAve che. jemAM kahevata che 8. "mana thyA tI tharauTa meM gaMgA " mA je sUcave che. D4. Heman Scob nAmanA manovaijJAniDa "upamitibhava prapaMca " nAmanI graMtha UMcIne zailI rAju thayo ke gaMtha mAthe laIne nAththI lo, tenA revu manovijJAnanuM aalysis kauI graMthamAM nathI. mananI khAsiyato, tenuM phaLa A badhu thAya che. upAdhyAya thazovijayajI ma. sAhebe lakhyuM che ke AvuM adbhuta vivecana bIje thaya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. upamitikarUM pUrvabhUmikAmAM lakhyuM che ke A jagatamAM jeTalI kalyAga ane akalyANa nI bhUmi che te mana che. mananA sukha vagara A Rtama zatI sukhI

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- 5 thatuM nathI. tevI ja hIte mananA duHkha vagara pachI koI duHkhI thatu nathI.' * sarvakarmanA laya ane baMdhanuM DALa paNa mana che. sarvaprakAranI zAMti ane azAMti manane lIghe ja che. mana e AkhA jaganano mAlika che. jo manane ja tame mahatva ApyuM hota to keTalI sAdhanA karI hAtha hIna. paNa tame to zarIrane mahatva Apyu . je manane moghu mahatva Ape che te dizA bhUlI zA che. kauIpakA mAma dAMtapta manane sAthe rAkhIne sukhI thatuM nathI. A bhAvamana caitanyamaya che jyAre zravyamana jaDa che. jaima zakyA te AMkhane dekhADvAnuM sAdhana che, paga kha8 ne khoTuM to mana ja nakkI kare che. temAM Inkaal gunegAra nathI hotI, svAmI vivekAnaMdanA TAMtamAM temanI yuvAvasthA daramyAna savyAsa laI rastAmAM jaI rahI hatI, tyAre eka suMdara yuvatIne joI bAkI thavAthI TIkITIkrIne joI, paraMtu pachI pAchaLathI pastAvo thayo pANI gusso AMkha para Avyo. ane aAMkhane tethI sanna karavAnI vRttithI pIte saMkhamAM maracAnI bhUkI nAkhI. Ama to A TAMta temanI pApa pratyenI tiraskAranI jAgratatA ja batAve che. paNa vAMka kono hato. temanI AMkhano ke temanA . manano 1 AvI ghaNI vagerasamaja lokone hoya che. ghaNA bolatA hoya che che ame amArA mana AgaLa hArI jaIe chIe. " A Taxsion nI cIrI paNa be pagAradAra nokara ja karato hoya to paNa pagalA tI haTha sAme ja levAya che. tene nIka2no guno nathI karavAmAM Avato. -Apa ja ApaNI mananA mAlika chIe tethI brIja para hIpanI TopalI na ja mIThaDAya. mAtmA ja eka evI vastu che je pote ja potAne zrILakhI zake, sattAvI, tArI ne potAne badalI pakA che. mAtmA jevuM bIju ke tatva nathI je AvI rIte pote ja potAne samajAvI zake

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- yAtmA ja AtmAne, AtmAthI hmAtmA hArA jAge te ja adhyAtma I ne te ja samyaggadarzana, jJAna, cArita che adhyAtma e tamArI cUtanI , je jaDamAM, jaDa dvArA ne jaDa thaIne ThelAyelI che tene AtmAmA, AtmAthI, AtmA lArA laI jAya che. utta, hartA bhInA badhu Ama .. dehanA saMcAlanamAM AtmA vagara badhuM ja vAstavyasta thaI jAya. A AtmA para tame atyAra sudhI vicAra ja karyo nathI. mAtmAnA camakAro jovA mATe adhyAtma zunya dazAthI viparIta tamAma cetanA, cetana svarUpe AtmAmAM AtmA dvArA, AtmA mATe prAtmAne jue, jo anubhave.. enuM nAma ja adhyAtma kyAre adhyAtmazurtha dazAmAM tamArI cetanA jaDamAM, jaDa svarUpe, jaDa upara, jaDa mATe ne jaDane jANavA anubhavvI sAthe vane tenuM nAma adhyAtmazu dazA che. sArAMzape ApaNI cetanAmAM katRtva che badAra che tene aMdaramAM laI javu te che. savArathI sAMja je mahenata karI chI te jaDa mATe. jas lArA jas sAdhanothI che. jema mAlapANI khAvAthI daiha ja tagaDo thavAno, AtmA nahi. tamArI tamAma javRtti jaDa mATe ja ne jaDa hArane jaDamAM ja karo cho. A paNa jaDabhagata banIne ja karI che. A sutA che. AtmA ja kAvyamanano upayoga karI tamAma parNana kare che. bhAvamana, kalcamana sArI mAtmAmAM paidA thayelA bhAvo che. asaMsInuM sIma kAvyamana hoya che. 14mA sthAnamAM ja vyasana nathI hotu. prAtmAnA anaMta janma thayA pachI mAtmA dehathI saM9 judo nathI thayo. dehAtIta avasthAno anubhava thayo nathI. mAnA paiTamAM je janme te sthaLa deha, ane teno viyoga mUnya che ahI marIne bhava tyAre kAryakaro ane tame vIja bhavamAM pa sAthe Ave che.

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bhavavIna SucRcja che inferior maLe pachI mana to badhI ja thonimAM " hauya ja che. nAta nI upayoga pravartAvI ja na zake. - bhAvamanathI karmabaMdha thAya. karmanA ja prakAro che. jema mA bhIta che te korI kaTane lIsI che ne tenA para bhInA na hovAthI dhuLa ke raju ane kharI ja. ene badale kharabacaDI, thoDI bhInI ke telanI cikAzavANI bhIta raho te RSA, dhruLa jo. vItarAganI AtmA lIsI bhIMta jevo che. tenA para zarmanA rajako AvIne kharI jAya che 2sa vagaranuM jharma AtmAne koI baMdhu nathI Daratu. baMdha zabda eTale ja coMTI javuM. ga, haiSa e ja cIjha chejaDanu pADI teja 2Aga che. karma tyAre ja cauTe jyAre tamArAmAM ragadveSa hoya. vItarAgane koI mano ddha nathI thato. aSma mana, vacana, kAyAnA kAraka spaMdana thAya che. tethI karma mAvIne parI jAya che. paNa, hRSa, moha, mAna, mAyA, asayA, AsAmanI pANIno bhAvamanamAM 2he che. bAvA asaMkhyabhAvathI AitmA para satata 8ma AvyA kare che. bhAvamanathI karmabaMdha thAya che. . vikasita ke vikasita , nAnuM ke moTuM mana to mA jagatamAM . badhA jIvone hoya che. jo tenA mAM zubha azubha bhAva na dIya to tene SA2ka vAra kamabaMdhuM thAya nahi. jainazAsanamAM nirdoSane sajA nathI, daudhIne ja che. tIrthaMkara paNa je bhUla kare to tene paka sabha ja che pachI te vyakita nAnI haya moTI hoya. sRSTinuM sarjana 8 saMcAlana ka2vA mATe koInI jarUra nathI, OM zvata che. bhAvamana, maMda2mAM 2hela mAnmArA bhAvI che. vyasana aNuparamAnI svaracanA che. A bhAvamana cauvIse ilAi puNya ane pApanI baMdhuM karAve che. bhAvamanane samajavA thaDA tenA pAsA samajavA

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joIe - bhAvamana satata sAutha che arthAta tamAro AtmA zai la paNa manobhAvathI zunya hotI nathI. pratikAkA tamArA AtmAmA manobhAvI janme che ane vilIna thAtha che. tainI ghaTamALa cAlu ja che I ne te yvamAmAM cAlu rahe che. kIDI jevA nAnA jIvane paNa pratyeka mAM bhAva thato ja hoya che. manIbhAvathI zunya koIpI AtmA mA jAtamAM nathI. mA paidA thatA manobhAvane upayogamana DaoN che. bhAvamana upacI gamana X nuM labdhimana conscious i unconscious mananI aNI para upayoga rIte vartato bhAva ja che. za.tadI , mAkAma mAvIne vAta karato thayuM tyAre koI vAta kare to, tyAre mana te avAjamAM ja jI. navI vyakita gharamAM Ave tyAre dhyAna temAM ja jaze. jyAre concion so tyAre te vastu me bhaNI samajI zako cho ne bhAva paidA thAya che. A upayagamana pAzavatuM hIte vaNI chemananI zrecaLatA ane taraMgatA te upayogamanane lIdhe ghaDIkavAramAM hanacAnI saphara ke bhUtakALanI vAta para caDI jAya che, tevI ja rIte bhaviSyamAM paNa stu de che. A gati karanAru mana te upayogamana che. mA upayogamananI gatizIlatAno svabhAva che. e uparona vAgatA dvArA ghaNu thayuM che. mananI samagratAthI vicAra nA upavINamana te nAnI bhaga banI jAya che. manamAM upayogamana sapATIe hai. Computer che w vadhAmAM bhakArI hoya ja che pachI na karo to tyAre . swLa para teTalu ja AvI zake zailI tenI DALa hoya che. kaI , gAmaDIthI De na jANanAra mAma, A paDadA paranI mAnine jabadhI mata samajI letI daivI sukha 4 devAya ! tevI ja rIte tamArI

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mananI sapATIne bhAgI lI nI tamArI prIkhA manane maLyu che taima * na ja thavAya. jyAre paNa nimitta maLe che tyAre te ma ka bhAva jarI che dhaMdhA ke paisAno vicAra Ave tyAre dhaMdhAnI mAMeolanI cAlu thAya paraMtu tarata bIja vicAramAM paNa parIvAI zakI cho. jyAre uMDu mana labdhimAna sub-consanas) kahevAya che temAM thoDuka ja parivartana Ave che. mUdhyAtmanI sAdhanA dvArA mananuM parivartana ka2vuM paDe che ane parivartana lAvavA sapATI sivAyanA manamAM zu che te Avu jarUrI che. tame tamArA manane vAMcavAnuM rAkhyu che ke 1 gnayAne ja vAvavAnuM ApyuM che ne ? choIpaNa pravRti karI tyAre zaikasa Link sAthenI rIya ofme tyAMthI TacUkI paDela tamArA mananI nizIlatAno I pravAha nathI mATe je game tyAM kheMcAI java cho. sidhiMgAjue pahailI pIThAmAM dharmanuM prayojana samajavyuM che. umabhA vyakti nivaprayajana vicAre ja nahi, ane kadAca nirarthaka vicAra AvI jAya to paNa vAtrI dvArA me vyakta na ja kare ane kadAca giLa vALI lArA AvI jAya to Acaka tI na ja kare. bhai savArathI sAMja je vicAro tenI koI khulAso kharo ? 'gAMDAnu lA !? vagara ThArI pravRtti kare mane vicAre. tethI ja samajadAra ane DAha lauko nakAmuM vicAre che bole nahi ane kare pachI nAda je potAnuM gAMDapaNa samajI zake te pachI pANI thaI jaya. Ane ja upayogI vicAravuM, bolavuM ane vartana karavuM te ja dharma che pane tenAthI uchuM te adharma chezrA badhA manobhAvanu sapATI pe paNa Apo abhyAsa karatA nathI, manane tame bahArve tamArA jIvanamAM viSaya tarIke rAkhyo ja nathI - bhAmAthaDa DarI tyAre sapATInI zuddhi thAya pachI DhAMtarIka manana

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'uDara karI na DarI &ADI to bhAvapUrvakanI cA karI che nahi. lAvvasane CDaub conscious) nA bhAvathI kamabaMdha thAya che. paisAne vicAra pharavA mAtrathI kurmabaMdha nathI thato paNa paisAnI prAsaDanathI karmabaMdha thAya che. - acanacaM rAjarSinA 2STAMtamAM jaima vicAromAM palTI thavAthI zAzamAMthI kharAba ane taithI spadhaHpatana thayuM ane prazAbamAMthI sArA vicArothI ja sArA thavu te bhama che. sArA vicAromAM razailI vyakti ugatamAM paNa bhaya ane kharAba vicAramAM rahelI vyakita saragatimAM paNa jAya.bhAvamananuM mahatva samajavA jevuM che. - sAdhune paNa je kathA karatA hoya teno ja vicAra karavAno kahI che. bhagavAna mahAvIra gocarI vahoravA jAya tyAre jUna gocarImAM ja dhyAna 2Akhe te vakhate mAtmAnA divAnanI vicAra na 02. mana bI jAya tyAre te kathA yogya rIte na ja karI zakAya. je vakhate je kathA sA. hova tema ja Thapayoga thavo Iye samagratAthI temAM parIvAvAnuM che. dA.ta. khAtI vakhate je bhAva subconDavaMous mindmAM thAya tenAthI ja SHbaMdha thAya che. covIsa kalAka daramyAna je nArA kharAba vicAronuM koDIga karI tI. mApane hasavu ja Ave. mananI gati asAvadhAnIpUrvaka thatI hoya che, zaivakhata kharAba to bIjuvakhata mArA vicAro Ave che te aMdaranI vRttine ja mAvA che - prasannaca rAjarSi ne ucca mahAtmA thaI gayA te mahAna samrATa hatA. temaNe vairAgyanuM nAnuM sarakhu nimitta maLatA ja 9 B1 lIdhI hatI. ekavakhata zArInA eTalA ja udevA mA thI 6 "yamano dUta Avyo che." je rANIe premanA mAthAno dhaMLo vALa jotA 9 hatu. ATaluM sAMbhaLavA mAjhAthI temane vicAra Avyo ke ghaDapaNa have nabuka AvyuM

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22. maiM vArdhakya AvavA datAM huM hajI rAjA rAjA manu vyaktitva kevuM hatI ? vicAro bAdamAM kaiTalA ucA dI! ATalA sarakhA nAMmatta mAtrAthI temaNe doDhA laI mahoranA zabda thaI rAjamArga para Ata duzmara sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. vaidamahArAja Aja vakhate savArI para pasAra thaI rahyA hatA, tyAre A rAjoIne jaina umaLako pAvavAthI, hAthInI aMbADI parathI nIce uttarI bahumAnapUrvaka temanI vaMdanA karI. A vakhatanuM temanu bAhya vartana ene koipaNa. aMjAya jAya tevu hatu. jyAre AA savArI jaI rahI hatI tyAre sAlAmAM mukha ane durmukha nAmanA be mANaso paNa sAmela hatA. te vakhate sumukhe A rAjASanA tyAga ane saMyamanA vakhANa karyA tyAre rumukha jai A vakhANa sahana karI zakavAthI kapoLakalpita vAta upakhavI kADhIne jha jenA tame varga daze cho ne yogya nathI, prasanmacaM rAjarSae nAnA putranA janma pachI tata ja dIA lIghI hatI ane maMtrInA bharose choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA hatA . jethI durmukha AgaLa vAta laMbAvI kahyu hai ' rAma to pAne jvAbadArI choDI cAlI nIDaNyA hai ne pAchaLa tau dITharI gharabAra vagarano kare che. * h .. atyAranA vakhatamAM dIA lenAra mATe Avu ja baulAnu hoya che be jAuM AvI ThapIDAlpata vAtane sAcI samasane haudhita thayA hatA, A prasanavye rAjarSi AryaparaMpaNamAM samrATa hatA ane traya hatA tethI anyAya, anIti pratye A samaye dvaipa AvavAthI vicAre che OM A badhA maMtrIne to ThaDaThamAM ThaDaTha sapta thavI khaiIe. bai ATaluM ja vacAryu hota to tyAM sughI temanu patana na thayu hote. pA temanI vicAradhAzamAM AgaLa vadhIne temA yuddhanA vicAro TharyA. mAma zrI mahAtmAM dasanA bhAvamAMthI hiMsAnA bhAvamAM ghasaDAI gayA.

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dara 'Data vicArI rIte ja manaparivartana nathI thayuM ane "TalA mAnavI ja adha:patana thaIne narakanuM dhyAyuSya na bAMdhate, paNa temane to atyAre A taka asA saMpa Avyo hato. teNIe vicAryuM che ke huM bhava hauvA chatAM mArA dIkarI rastAmAM rakhaDatI thaI bhaya no mAM AvA AinI pAkI kiMmata che ? dharma, thAra, tapa, tyAga ane samaDIta paNa temanuM mA vicArothI cAlI gayu ane tenI sthAe 18 mithyAtva mAvyuM. prakRti, vRtti ane avyavasAya dhaDamULathI : badalAI gayA. mA kAza temane te cho sAtamAM narane vItha nathI vAMdhI dIdhA. sArA ke kharAba vicAra mAthI kamabaMdha nathI thato. paraMtu kharI mahAvata to tamArI prakRtimAM parivartana Ave tyAre ja kamabaMdhamAM paDe haiM sasthagaTa AtmA 9 pachA laDatI hovA chatAM labdhimananI zuddhi hovAthI baMdaranA adhyavasAya zubha ja hoya che. mananI prakhyAma sapATIthI nadi paga taLiyethI 32vAno hoya che. netaromAM maharSi pAtaMjalie pachI AvI uDANathI mananI vAto BrI che. jemanA thIganA sUtro jadoo varSothI bhAratIya saMskRtimAM guMja rahyA che. te chatAM pI jainazAstranI tulanAe taimanA mananA pAsI samajAvavAnI kaDI sapATIe ja lAge che. - jaina derAsaramAM pravezatA "nisiha nisiAda" bIlI cho tenI bartha samaje cho ema ja vicAro cho nai che " aMdara saMsAranI zII ja vicAryuM nahi kare. paraMtu saMsArano vicAra nahi teTalA mArAthI nisaNa sAtha nathI samajyA. pahelA tI zakI eTale cAMdalo karavA - mAve che. ane bhagavAnanI prajJA mAnavAnI che. mA aAjJA mAnavI eTale saMsAra choDavA jevo ja che, aiva bhAva manamAM hIndho ja joIe. A bhAva manamAM Ave tyAre ja nisidi. sAya, lodhA cheuIe.

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13 bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnatA hoya te game tyAM Aya paNa puNya ja baMdhAya. jIvanamAM amuka hiMsA to hoya ja evI thoDI paNa ThaMDe uMDe mAnyatA hoya to pApa lAgyA ja kare che. prakRti ane vicAra karatA tame aMdarathI zu mAno cho te ja agatyanuM che. bhagavAne je OM hyu che te ja te ja satya che ane ene mAnu chu te ja cAMdalo che, ane temanI bAjJAnI svIkAra che. je mAnyatA acchu hoya tyAre bhagavAnanI vAta munathI mAnatA nathI evu ja kahevAya. eka vyakti je sa2La svabhAvanI che pA manamAM mAnatI hoya The avasare to thoDI luccAi dvavI ja paDe, ane be saraLa rahevA jaIe to pApAne badhA ja ThagI Aya. luccAIne aiThaThaLA mAnanI hoya, vyA jo tenA manamAM uMDe uMDe popaDyuM hoya to te mANasanA manamAM bhukhyAne mATenuM samarthana che ane tene doSa mAnato nathI. paraMtu luccAIne kartavya mAne che, kyAne lIdhe tene satata luccAInI anumodanAnuM pApa lAgyA ja Da hai. . prasanacI rAjarSine paNa mULathI ja jyAre palTo Avyo tyAre ja temanI gati badalAI hatI. parivartana tyAre ja AvyuM ThaevAya che jyAre eka vyakti je hiMsAne sArI mAnatI hatI te have hiMsAne sArI mAnato nathI. evI ja rIte krodha vagere DAyane paNa sAza nathI ja mAnato tyAre ja parivartana Avyu udezaya ja jIvana nimittane prAdhIna che. zrApo vAtAvaraNlR hai saMjogothI para nathI ane je paNa nimittothI 52 thayA che te kSamatAmAM ja hoI Are tamane badhAne bazapa minanI asara vadhAre thAya che ane mA nimittonI asara zaichI thAya che. dharma Na prakArano banAvyo che 1) saraLa sAdhanA 2) niSphI sAdhanA ane 3) viparIta sAdhanA

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zAlibhaTTa dAna ApI phaLa meLavyuM te saphaLatA madhyam che. abhinava jenu dAna niSphaLa gayu te supAjhA hAnanuM DhaLa bilDa la na meLavyu ane jhagIbha TAMtamAM ane zaTha supAradAnanuM utkRSTa aNa meLavyuM. vAre cothA TAMtamAM mamaka hoTha jaimanuM dAna viparIta thayu. - jaivI vyakita mane jevA tainA mananA bhAva tenA para tenuM phaLa nirbhara che. dharma karanArane tenI 15on pramANe phaLa maLe. dharmanI saphaLatA ane niya3LatAno AdhAra manIvRti che.

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dhADa vada pAMyama // pa-zrI yugabhUSaNavijyaja zarU namaH | RdhavAra | manovijJAna | gavANiyA Te anaMta upakArI ane nAnI kI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAmAM zreSThamAM zreSTha auvA maLelA mAnavabhavane A sArthaka karavA, anupama sAdhanapa dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. - mahApuruSonI daSTie mA jalAkha jIvAyonImAM jeTalA bhavo che temAM zreSTha ane vizita bhava mA manuSyabhava ja che. bIja bhavananI sAme e tulanA irIe to anaMtazakitano dhaNI A manuSya bhavamAM ja banI 4 tema che anaMtakALamAM jIva pAMgaLo ane pAmara thaIne 94 ekeyamAM ja hatho che. (4lAkha suvAyonImAM avikasIta bhava A che enjayamAM paNa nigIda vadhAremAM vadhAre mAM vaDasina bhava che. ane ApaNI vadhAre TAIma tyAM ja kApyo che. samasta sRvasRSTinuM dhavalokana karIe to manuSyanA juvIne zakita vadhAre maLe che. moTA bhAganI juvo to mazIna ja hoya che ' . vicAro AMkha keTalAne maLI ? evareja DATIme tau mananA sAme 26 TakI paNa Ave kharo? haDI, mIDA, jhADa pAna badhAne AMkha, dAna , mana nathI. A badhAnuM phArma zu? ochA muvIne ja haka maLe che zata maLavAnuM kAramAM prAce che. ane pujyathI je na maLI che taino sad upayoga na kare to anaMta janama sudhI te zAna maLe nAda daratamAM maLavI durlabha che. ane zAnano sad upayoga Daravo mAsa durlabha che. zanino sad upayoga na kare to tenI pAsethI kudarata te zAna TavI le che. te A phudaratanI nAtana yadI che. maLela dvAna ne ja bhavAMtaramAM maLe che. A gharI vAtomAM zraddhAnI ra nathI. tarkathI, allaDanathI vicAra karI to gaLe utarI jAya tevI vAta che. apaMga vI sRSTimAM vadhAre che. jhADapAnanI saMkhyA vadhAre che manuSyanI

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saMkhyA vadhAre 1 DIDI, maMchaDA, jhADa, pAnane viDasIna nahIMgu thavu pAMce InveithonI Dita Da bhavamAM ja maLe che. have mAM zaktine paNa 2pI batha tevI hita mana che. A vAtanI sAme kaI zani nA AvI Qche. atyAre tamArA manamAM cAra ni che. te 8I che te vicArIe 1) saMvaina dvAla 2) vicA26 vakti 3) samajI zani e parivartane Dina mana mAMtarIka ane bAhya bhAvonuM saMvedana Dare che. anubhuti, anubhavamAM , mana kailAyelu de che. tema vicArazIlatA paNa tenI zaMkA che. ane zrI badhAnuM varNana ja bhAva mana che. - pahelA mananuM svarupa, mana AtmAno saMbaMdha, mananA prakAro joIe mananA be tArI che. kavyamana ane bhAvamana kalcamana te upakara tarIke sAdhana che. jaDa pudagalanI te racanArupa che. have tamane mola mana e jya2dasta zakti che. je bhAvamanane oLakhI DhADhIe to jabaradasta parivartana ApI TharI zakIe. ne pachI adhyAmanI sAdhanA karavI che taine bhAvamana para vijya : yA vagara udhAra nathI. AnaMdaghanajAe gAyu che " jene mana sAdhu tene vadhu sAdhu " mananI sAdhanAmAM je saphaLa thAya te bIja badhI sAdhanAmAM saLa thAya ja. brahathI vicAra karIe to vAta barAbara lAge ja. Apa bhAvamanane samajavA mATe pahelA joIe. sevaidana, vicAra samajANI, parivartana A cAra zani tenI che. manuSyanA manamAM jevI zarata tevI zakita vIjAnA manamAM nathI. manuSyanA bhavanuM mulyAMkana ane AdhAre ja che. jJAnIpI pakaDa vakhANyA enA hArI ja kare che. hADamAMsanA 51 $) e bhavano mahimA

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17 gavAyo nathI. zArIranuM aMdaranuM svarUpa tI viThThana che tene sAcavavuM te eka upAdhI che. mATe tene sAthe rAkhIne jIvavAno e trAsa che udAca zarIra suMdara hoya, anukuLanA, zAtA Ape tevuM hoya, azAnI cauI Ape tevuM hoya jema devabhava che. paraMtu adiyAno dehano nAma Ape tevI che. ApaNe tenAthI mana manAvyuM che mATe ja sAthe rahI vADIe chIe. jaima choIno DA pezAbane hAtha mUDADavAnI mAve to za. chatAM thovIse lAza jADA pezAbane harIramAM aMda2 rAkhIne majethI 2hI ne ? gaMdakInuM utpattI sthAna paNa zarIra che. vadhAre gaMdakI manuSyamAM che, jema gAya kAca rastAmAM pauso che tI thI, chI nA . paNa je manuSya jhADI kare to che chatAM AvA hArIrane "paMpALI che, ane tenI sAthe majhathI 24o cho. pachI gaMThI sAthe - tame samAdhAna karI lIdhu che mATe ne? kadAca tamane cAmaDInuM kavara bhAra mAvuM hoya paNa aMdara mAla kevI bhaLe che. mAlamAM jhoI mAla che kharo? ) : paraMtu mAnavabhavanI. meM mahimA gavAyo hoya to, temAM mA bhAvamananI zani je phAga . Avu mana A bhavamAM ja maLI zake tema che. temAM - AgavI Dito gharabAyelI che - vijJAna paNa A vAta kare che. mArga karIe ane zakita, anaMtAna AtmAmAM che to te vijJAna nathI mAnatuM. pachI zA mananI zakitanI vAta to te paNa mAne che. * mAnavamananI prAptinI lokone chalpanA ja nathI. duniyAnA sArA, budhdhizALI, sakasesa karIara dharAvanAza pachI potAnA mananI zakti gaLathI cAra 281 ja vApare che. enAthI vadhAre tenI upayoga thatI nathI. Saa vadhI zakita susupta thavAyelI paDI che jyAre sAmAnya - mANasa to roDa zo pachI upayoga karato nathI . hA, bAjhI ponsI

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tarIDhe che. matA che. paNa upayoga thato nathI. tene vikasAvavA mATe prathA 3 pravRtti karatAM nathI. eka sArA nyurosarjane lakheluM ke zakitane khIlavavA mATe yoganI sAdhanA che. e temano prayoga saphaLa puravAra thayo che emane anubhavanA kAraNarUpe lakhyuM che. tamArI zaktine khIlavavA mATe aMtima upAya dhyAna che. kApaDa zreNI mAMDavI hoya tene dhyAnanuM zaraNa levu paDe che. tenAthI ja vyaktino pUrNa vikAsa thAya che. dhyAnanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne pAchI phukko nahi mAratAM te pahelAM vadhI nIcenI bhUmikAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe. dharmanuM evuM nathI kaiM dudhamAM masAlo nAMkhyone baMdhu banI jAya. paraMtu adiyA kramasara prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thavu paDe, dhyAnamAM AvatA pahelA, caMtana, bhAvanA, anuprakAA, pachI dhyAna. A traNanuM jJAna na hoya to dhyAna ThaMrI zakAya nahi. sAdhanAnA aMtima zikharo sara dhyAnathI thAya che. e khIlavavA mATe AgaLanA sTepone khIlavavA paDe. pahelA mananA svapne badhA pAsAthI aoLakho. pachI tenI sad upayoga ka2e to badhuM pAmI zako. tamane potAnI zaktinuM bhAna nathI, potAnI AMtarIka paricaya nathI, mATe ja bAghAnI jema jIva phare che. dharma to tamane pahelAM tamAro paricaya karAvavA mAge che, zakti batAvavA mAMge che, ane e javA mATe pahelA bhAvamananA svarupanI vicAra 127) bhravyamana e vicAra karavAnuM sAdhana che. sAdhana uArA aMtarazcAtmAmAM pedA thatAM bhAvonA samUdane bhAvamana kahevAya che je jJAnathI sAMbhaLo cho te sAdhana che, ane sopyu ke vicArelu te jJAna che. paNa tame zabda dvArA koi artha samaLe chau. e samajU ThAnanA sAdhana uArA meLavI kahevAya. temAM manane vAparIne bhAvo

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28 aMtaramAM paidA karyAM te bhAvamana haivAya che. tema zokha, nATha badhAmAM Avaze bhAvamana bhAvono samuha che. atyAre ApaNe badhA beThA chIe temAM badhAnuM bhAvamana judu che. kAMI badhAnuM bheLaseLa paNa nathI tathA samAna paNa nathI. jema badhAnA raida judA che, svataMtra che, pAcana zaktio judI che, zarIranuM Akhu taMga juda che. tema bhAvamana vyakti bhe? judu che. dareka vyaktinuM bhAvamana svataM che temAM sImIAlITI nathI. dajAramAM ke lAkhamAM be vyakti sarA moDhAvALI maLe kharI ja be ja hAtha che, kAna paNa vraja che, nAThoDa che chatAM DhIsoDalI jhara judI 1 udAca lAkhamAM be moDhAvALA sarakhA maLe paNa bAkI zarIra sarakhAvALo kharA ane chelle hAthanI rekhAo to judI paDe ja. anu vijJAna paNa phrenDaprInTathI gunegAra zodhe che. have kadAca va hAthanI rekhA sarakhI Ave paNa bhAvamana to karoDe paNa jvaleja sarakhuM Ave, be vyakti kadAca eDa sakhA vicAra pravRtti karatAM hoya tevu bane. jema be mANasa eka saM". stavana gAya che, pratti sarakhI che, ane te banne mANasa te vakhate barthano ja vicAra kare che. mATe vicAra paNa kSaNa che, chatAM te vakhate bhAvamana judu paDe che. bhAvamanamAM eTalA badhA bhAvonuM varNana che. OM vyakti bhede asamAnatA e che. mATe ja karmabaMdha badhAno judI de che karmabaMdhano saMpUrNa AdhAra bhAvamanane AbhArI che. jevuM tamAruM bhAvamana tevI pratikaNa DarmabaMdha thAya che. jevI tamA bhAvamanano palaTo, tevo 7rmabaMdhamAM palaTo Ave. eka vyaktinu kAyama mATe bhAvamana eDa sarakhu hotu nathI. A kI je bhAvamana che temAM bIjI cho bhAvamana ja thaIvADe che. temAM nimitta OM puruSArtha palaTo lAvI zake che. mATeja 4 3lAka eka sarakhI karmabaMdha nathI. A badhI vAto bhAvamananI phaLazrutI sAthe saMkaLAyelI vAto che.

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2.9 mananA peTA bhedomAM ApaNe prasthAna ane bhAvamana ema bheda pADyA che. bhAvamana e eDalA khAlI vicAro nathI, e khAlI vicArAtmaka je! nA, paNa mananI sImA vizALa che. duniyAbharanA bhAvI bhanamAM saMghAyelA che. duniyAbharanA bhAvo, pratibhAvo saMgnarUpe paDyA che. jaima amerIkAmAM vavA lAyaka sthaLo che, temAM eka suMdara bagIco che, tyAM mojamajAnI sAmagrI che, teno tame atyAre vicAra karatAM nathI. paNa tenA pratyenA koi bhAvI, kAMtI rAga, kAMtI haiSa, mAM upaiAnapa bhAva manamAM paDyo ja che. paNa tame zu mAno chor3e tame jaitI vicAra chI temAM ja mana parIvAyelu che. ane teja kharuM mana che, paNa nA, Ato tamArA mananI aDadhI boLakhANa che. zai jaima DompyuTaranA paDadA para aika sAthe eka TAIme je TepAya teTalu ja temAM hoya che ? hai aMdara qhu ja sToreja hoya che? tamArA manamAM pA te rIte sToreja bharelo che. ApaNe A vAna aiTha dRSTAMta hrArA vicArIe. 15 bAtha 15nI ke 10 bAya 10nI meDa TAMkI ane mai vo laIe, je kuvo avAvaru nathI. bane pANIthI bharapura levAnA che, bannenI hAiTa, laMbAi, pahoLAi sarakho hoya. aMdara pANI paNa bannenuM sarakhuM hoya. have tame bannene juo to eTa e glAnsa thru lAge ? bannemAM pANI bharapu lakhe, paNa vAstavamAM zru sarakhu che ? have tame TADhIne ulecavAnI cAlu karo to thoDIvAramAM khAlI thaI jaze. paNa mAne ulecavAnuM cAlu karI to zu thAya! tene keTalI vAra . lAge jema kuvAmAMthI pANI kADhatAM jAo tema nIDo hArA aMdara pANI Avatu jAya. kuvAmAM ja sphuTa pANI batAve che, te tAkhAnI pANInI sapATInuM batAve che. tene khAlI karatAM vizeSa pANI nIkI kArA aMdara

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.? "AvatuM jAya che jyAre TAMkImAM daksa puTa pANI taLanI sapATIne banAve che paNa taine khAlI karatAM vizeSa pANI kyAMyathI pAchA AvI lADavAnuM nathI. 46 vacceno taphAvata samajyA ? - tamArA manane kuvAnI upamA ApI che. TAMkInI upamA ApI nathI. kuvAmAM nIDa sArA parI zrAvyA ja DaravAnuM che. pAna jyAre AkhA airiyAnI taLanuM pANI zu thaze tyAre ja kuvAmAM pANInI sTIjha mIcho thI. * tema tamArA mananI sapATI paranA je bhAvI dekhAya che tenA chatAM ane bhAvI aMdara saMgahIna che. jaima kI nimitte maLyuM, koIe gALa chApI, tI udhanA vicAra AvyA. tharva sapATI para pIdhe dekhAya che. huM teTalI ja stdha che 8 pachI aMdara ghaNI zodha gharabAyelI che. je susupta rIte paDelI che. je vyakita para UMdha Avyo, te zu eka ja vyakti che ? nA, bIjI vyakti pa2 pachI nimina maLatAM katdha AvI 1 mATe bIjI ghaNI vastuo che vyaDinamo para UMdha che. jema kuvAmAM nIkInuM pANI kanekaTeDa che. paNa atyAre tene AvavAnI skropa nathI. mATe pANI dekhAya che tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre che. mATe tenI uMDAI ghaNI ja 'mAnavAnI. TokInI kaMsI dekhAya teTalI ja mAnavAnI. tema tamArA mananI uMDAI dekhAya che teTalI ja che ke duvAnI jaima che ? - havai phuvAmAM jevuM pANI ulecI tevuM nIkamAM khAsa che mIThu jevuM pANI haze tevuM ja phuvAmAM aAvaze. [vI tI ja . tema susuna manamAM je bhAva paDyA che te ja sapATI para AvI, pAvuM tame mAno chI barapachI mADu nimatta maLyuM tyAre Avo bhAva Avyo tevuM nathI. hakIkatamAM, aMda2 hatu te bahAra zrAvyuM che. pelAe kAma karyuM mATe mane ema thayuM. pajhA vaipu nathI. ghInA nimano bhAva pedA thatAM nathI. paraMtu emAM mana lo te sapATI para Avyo che.

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jaima DIlamAM mela hoya paNa e pANI thIMDIvAra paDya 2 to pANI svaccha daikhAya ne ! vAstavamAM pANI svaccha che hai DoLu che ? pANIne halAvo eTale mela Avaze. tema tamAru mana zona kyAM sudhI 1 koI saLI nA kare tyAM sudhI ne ! sakhI kare eTale kacaro. ubharAya tame zAMtithI sau para beThA hova tyAre lAge vyApaNu mana zAMta che paNa paristhiti dhyAna nathI. 1 sAmAyiznamAM ArAdhanA karI cho tyAre DAhyA DamarA thavA lAgo cho. tamane lAge atyAre mana zAMta che. paNa haDIDatamAM tyAre paga kSona nathI. aMdara te vakhate paNa kacaro bharelo che, koI bahAra nIkaLI gayo nathI. mATe svacchatA, nirmaLatAnI vyAkhyA samajvAnI che. sabhA:- badho kacaro jaladI na bIpI jAya? sAdebA - utAvaLA na thAkyo. jo badho kacaro nIkaLI. Aya tau vItaraNa thaI jAco. paNa jeTalo kacaro bahAra kADhyo eTalA cokhkhA thayA kahevAo. 3tharo nIce beTho che eTale svaccha thayu tevuM nathI. maila nIce besADavA pa hai OM bahAra kADhavA japa che? sAmAyika, prati'marga, pUjA, tapa ArAdhanA lArA thoDo paNa kacaraze. AuTaleTa thavo eIe. tene zvarapresa karIne na 2khAya, tamAruM mana zAMta kyAM sudhI ? nimitto dvArA vidhdha vAtAvaraNa ubhuM nA kare tyAM sudhI ne! mATe AAne AApaNe kharI bhuhi kahetA nathI. jainazAsananu tatva barAbara samajo. pratikramaNa, sAmAviDa nAM eTalA TAIma puratu DoIpaNa nimitta maLe to paNa mana zaheta joIe, ane zAMti na 22 to te vAstavIka kSuddhi nathI. bhA:- vyAzrava, sevara baMnne mArga che. sAdadhvaja - Azrava paNa na karyo, sevara paNa na karyAM. katharI aMdara paDyo che. jema pANImAM gaMdakI che to tenI asara paNImAM raheze h

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ne tamArA manamAM rahai viSaya-5thAya atyAre zAMta che paNa tenAthI kamabaMdha to cAlu ja che. vicAramAM Ave to karma baMdhAya papha prakRtimAM krodha hoya to 24 kalAka urmanI baMdha cAlu che. - zarmabaMdhamAM prakRti mahatvano tALo che. karmabaMdhamAM vRti, prakRti, saMskAro, pati badhAno phALo che. A sabhA - 8I rIte kacaro ulavI ? sAraibabha - te aAgaLa aAvaze. alvAre to tamAre aMdara zu locA bharyA che. tenI ja tamane khabara nathI, atyAre tame ho cho eno artha ga, dveSa, dha, mAna vagerethI kamabaMdha nathI thato? nA, thALa che. jema eriyA tame Avyo che. paNa atyAre ghara para mamatA che ane te mATe karmabaMdha cAlu che. sainDa velensa pa2mamatA . eTale 5mabaMdha cAlu che. ahiMyA beThA beThA sAMbhaLI 50 hajara gayA to ghAsa paDe ne ? .. paisA ghare sUjhane AvyA cho paNa mamatA nI sAthe ja che ne ? tame AkhI duniyAthI aLagI thaI zake paNa manathI pragI thaI zaDatAM nathI. - manobhAva pramANe sukha, duHkha, urmabaMdha che ' 'manano tAga meLavyA valgara sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA nathI. - ghakAne ema ke 8 mA badhI paMcAtamAM paDavAnuM. tamane dharmamAM SA-utaravuM paDe che saMsAramAM uMDA utaravuM TrAvela " sAvajane mota joIna hoya to te tatvanI piMja kare " kema barAbarane? sabhA:- me to amane taiyAra mAla pIsI thI. sAba :- hA, paraMtu te jhIlavAnI taiyArI to joIe ne ? taiyAra chINIyo sUchIe pachI cAvavAnI taiyArI to joIe ne te mATe sAcI mArAdhanA - $vI hoya to ATalo to 2sa levo ja paDe. prasaMge praja, sAmAyika,

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24 pratimAmAM AvI adhyavasAya joIe tevuM samajavIjhe to te vadhu bampara jaya che. ThArI 1 mananuM svarupa samavA nathI mATe. bhAvamanamAM ATalI zahi Aveto samaDIne Ave. ATalI zake Ave to virati Ave. badhuM pakaDI levuM joIe. paraMtu atyAre 'achAsamaja mATe ja gauzaLA karo cho, have bhAvamananA mukhya bheda che. - upathagamana, labdhimana, A hAtha tAbdI che. atyAre tamAre kahevAya che DonezIyasa mAInDa ane anansIyama mAInDa. 24 lADa vaiu mana meDAyelA che. - ApaNI cetanA satata saDhIya che, mATe upayogamana 24 kalAka pravRti kare che. zAstramAM lakhyuM che " u5yo bhala' khIssa" upaDyoga e javanuM lakSaNa che. upayoga vagaranI koI java hoya nahi.' - upayoga eTale mananI egNatA thAya che. mana jyAM parovAya te tamArA manano upayoga. jaima tame kabATano vicAra 32o to havAmAM tamAro upayoga, jema paisAmAM vicAra karaze to tamArA mana paisAmAM che. jemAM eNatA, tallInatA ThAvI temAM tamAruM mana che. sabhA - kevaLIne upayoga tha 1 sAba9:- temane to AkhI duniyAno upayoga hoya. ApaNuM mana to sImIna che te eka sAthe anekano vicAra karI zakatuM nathI. mana e sAdhana che lAiDIthI cAlato DosI toDI zakavAno kharo? tenI zali maryAdIta che. mATe ja tene lAkaDInI jarura che ne? jJAna ke cetanA e sAthe Apako. vadha poravI zakatAM nathI. mATe ja ApakI sTepa vAIjha DyetanAne parIvavI paDe che. tamArI sAme dasa vAta, pravRtti Ave to dhyAna nathI ApI zakatAM, dara uparanI maryAdA che sthAre devaLInI cetanA khA vizva svarUpe chavAyelI che te AkhI duniyAne eka sAthe joI zake che. te vakhate

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L zu temane parAkASTAno vikAsa che. ApaNane eka vastunu jeTaluM jJAna che tenA karatAM tenuM ajJAna ghaNu ja ApaNAmAM gharabAyelu che. jyAre devaLIne sau phakta jJAna ja che, jJAnano aMza nathI, mATe ja dhruvaLIne devaLajJAna kahIe chIe. ApA mATe vizeSaga Ave ? sabhA - jaivaLa ajJAna sAdebajI - devaLa anAnuM to na kahevAya. paNa mA anAnI kahevAya. game teTalI braphizALI ema dAvI nahi karI zake ke "mArAmAM ajJAna nathI ApaNe ajJAnano sAgara laIne pharIe chIe ane allot to biMdu jeTalu che. chatAM magajamAM rAI laine varIe chIe. r have tamArI cetanA jaimAM parovAI che temAM tamAruM mana parovAyu che. paNa zailI duniyA che tenI sAthe tame manathI kanekTeDa nathI tevuM nathI. ghArI eka khuzI tame lAvyA cho te paDI che. tenA mATe ema thAya hai A ApaNane sastAmAM maLI gai. mATe 2 thAya che. atyAre sI bahuja tainA bhAva vadhI gayA che, mATe jarI apAvI hoya tenA mATe thana zaga thAya, tema. kadAca koIe sauthI apAvI tI tenA mATe dveSa thAva. khuzI joIne jIva baLe mATe haiSa thAya. sAthe tenI kalara sArI che. khAvuM che, DIjhAina sArI hai, kharAba hai, junI hai, navI che, kaMIka IMDa bhAvathI 2ga-laiSa cAlu che. mATe cauvInsa lATha mana navaruM baitu nathI. 24 kalA tenuM kAma cAlu che. sakrIya tatvamAM caODa karI zakAya tevuM mana che. tamArI atyAre sthiti vya che! mana zokha che? maiM satata AvegIthI gherAyelu che? tamane tau zu ghuMApUMA thAyI toja dIva AvyA karevAya ? kadAca bArI bahAra gaMdakI joIne haSa thI tau te kIdhuM A tema mAnI pA? nAnA nAno bhAvInI tau vaNathaMbhI hAramALA che. AvA bhAvI barAbara dekhAya kharA tamArA mananI sapATI paNa tame barAbara vAMcI zakI kharA ?

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mauTu sIdu vAMcI lo bAkInuM badhuM khAI jo. sthUla pAvaigIne vAMcI zako cho paNa suDema Avegone vAMco vaLI kharA ? taNIyAno tI pachI 2 vAta. mAkhI duniyAmAM mAthuM mAro cho paNa aMdara 8 thAya che tenI khabara nathI. dharma dare tenAmAM enmAvalIjhana Ave, mAMtara tIne pAmyA vagara zAMti nathI. ane tenA vagara sAcI dharma nathI. vagAtaka graMthamAM . harIbhakasUrIe lakhyuM che ke jaine pratidina thIganI ArAdhanA DuMravI hoya tene pratidina pratika mAmAvalIuna $2vuM joIe. tyAre ziSya pUchyuM ke tenA para tame ATaluM veITa ma prApo cho 1 tyAre. SNa ke jainAmAM sAmAvalokana nathI te prame yogamAM kensala karIe chIe. jenAmAM sAmAvalIjhana nathI tenI yogamArgamAM pragati zakya nathI. thIgarA aMda2mAM meLavavAnuM che. je A daSTo na hoya to tame kaI rIte maLavo 1 tame mAmAvalokanane jIvanamAM mahatva nathI ApyuM. 50 varSathI dharma karanArane rUcho ke tamArA manane jANo cho kharA? to zu javAba maLe ? - ghaNA de che sAheba mana hAthamAM nathI AvatuM, mana ThekANI nathI , to manane 6I rote hAtha mAM levuM ? paraMtu tame kadI manIvijya mATe vicAra karyo che kharI ? amAre koI sAIkolojI bhagAvavAnI nathI. e to tamane prophesaro bhaNAve che. paraMtu A bharo to tame tamArA bhavanamAM tathI bhuvI . bhauti$sukha pAmavA paga mana svastha joI , adhyAtmasukha pAmavA mATe paNa mana svastha joIe . sukha pAmavA ane du:kha zIDavI mananuM ghaDatara karavuM paDe. 1Lane meLavavA Aja upAya che. je pravRtti karo cho tenuM avalokana karo, tamAruM, bIjAnuM nahi. vepAratarIke ghara joine bhAva pharI ne ? tamArA mananI bhAva vAMcavAmAM gamAre, bAkI badhAnA bhAInDa rI'DIgamAM hozIyAra, kema khase ne 1 InkamaTekAvALA sAthe vAta karatAM jamo ane tenuM mo enA bhI,

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E jarA goTALo lAge to gulATa mAro ne ! paNa have selpha rIDIMga cAlu karI. tamArA manamAM rAga, kaiSa, rati, ati badhA bhAvI urjAmanta OM nimitta vagara thAya che| yAda rAkho sapATI 52 TalI carI Ave che te takhIlethI ja Ave che. "huvAmAM hoya to havADAmAM Ave A tamAre kahevata hai maiM 1 '' ', ajAgRta manamAM je che te ja upara Ave che. bahAranA nimitto to Alabana ubhuM kare che. jyAre tame moTe bhAge nimittaune ja jvAbadAra NI cho. tame tamArI IrSA, vaidha, rAga, mana, ahaMkAra, vyA vadhA thavAnA kAraNone tame bhAra mAnyA che. tame Akho divasa tamArI bhUlanI javAbadArI bIna para ja nAMkho cho, tame kahezo AvI svAthI bhAI bhaTakAI gayo che to gusso to bhAve ja ne ? paNa tamArA manamAM azuddhi che tene vicAro cho kharA? tame ulTI daSTi laIne Daro cho. badhI taThalIphonuM kAraNa bahAra ja dekhAya che. pa A darzana khoTu che, avAstavIka che. AvA kSo jethA mATe vikAra thayo, paNa manamAM vikAra hato mATe AvA dRzyo khetAM vi31ra Avyo tema mAno kharA? jo lobha na hoya to paisA maLe to rAga thAya ? amane lAkha 1. maLyAno AnaMda thAya che kharI? jainA manamAM tRSNA nathI tene AnaMda thAya nahi. tamArAmAM tarasa che. mATe ja AkuLa vyAkuLa thAya cho. vagara tarase pANI pIo to aa Ave kharI ? mATe tame sapATI paranuM rIDIMga karatAM thAo. jema raste jatAM sAra makAna, sArI Dresa, sAro vaibhava, apaTu haida mANasa hai pachI uGaNDI, gaThThI juSpo to zu thAya? sAro baMgalo juo ke sArI gADI julmI to pA thAya ? koi baMgalAmAM pesavA devAnuM nathI 8 gADImAM besADavAnu nathI chatAM paNa rAga ubharAya ? sabhA:- sAreba jJAna che mATe,

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"zAba:- jJAna che mATe zu upAdhi che? alAnI banI jazo to upAdhI nahI ! sila bhagavaMtone ke kevaLIne jJAna ja che ne temane upAdhI che; upAdhI jJAnathI nathI, paNa aMda2 2lI vikRtithI che. hA, jenA manamAM prakRti, vAsanA, vikArI vadhAre tene zAna upAdhI vI. jene A badhuM nathI tene jJAna upAdhI nathI banatu. dhAjanuM sAyansa tamane ghare beThA badhuM batAve che. te badhA duHkhanA sAvana lAge che kharA ? e pachI pAchI pasA ApIne kharIdI che ane pAchI menTenansa sarvo cho, tamArA manoraMjanano kharacI che neTalI dhArmika paracI kharI ! kema nathI ? kAraNa te badhAne tame sukhanA sAdhana mAvI che dharma nahi. jene paNa vikRti vadhAre che tene jJAna ajaMpApa upAdhipa bano. jema majura Akho divasa majurI kare, ane sAMje perI paDadA para juThe, je tene kadI maLavAnuM nathI. paNa mana ne paNa kAma Ape che. A sAdhanI uzkerATa apAvI aMdarathI pajavaNI kare che. tamArI zuM sthiti paDadA para je batAve che te che vAstavIka saphaLatA che ? nA, te eka dIvAsvapana ja che, chatAM A joIne lAgI barabAda thaI gayA. A duHkhanA sAdhana che tevuM lAge che ? mananA tamAma pADyA che. temAM ApaNe upayogamanano vicAra kurtI ame tamAma pAsAnI nathI samIka izu. - upayagamanamAM 24 1lIka cetanA pravarte che hAni pe je bhAvo gharabAyelA che te labdhimAna che. labdhi eTale zrAti jema atyAre duniyAmAM ghaNI vastu che. tenA pratye zaktirUpe ga, lepa, lobha, IrSanI pratibhAva paDayo che. te badhAne ame labdha manamAM saMgIta karIe chIe. upatha mana kastAM karauDa tha! vizALa labdhisata che. sattanuM voDAuna %aa lakhina che. stra vadhArI

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9 1 namunA rUpe mAla dukAnamAM rAkhe, tame vIlITI pasaMda karI pachI goDAunamAMthI ja Ape ne ! tema upayogamananuM goDAuna labdhimana che. temAM sAro mAla paNa kharo ane kharAba mAla paNa kharo. vyaktitva sAruM teTaluM sAruM. sajjatA, udAratA, paropakArItA, nispRhItA.... thvI teTalI prakRti sArI rahevAnI. tema AkhA gAmanI gaMDI paNa hoya mATe sTorAusanuM nirakana, parikSaNa DavuM ja paDe. tamArA manathI lAbha, nukzAna tamane ja che, tame ja tenA sarjaka cho, visarjaka chI, kartA paNa tame cho, bhoktA paNa tame cho. tIrthaMkara AkhA jAtane adhyavasAyane samAvavA upadeza Ape che. tIrthaMkara, jIva mAnI bhAvamana rUpa adhyavasAyane jAge bhai, sAkata pAMcI zake che. gaI vakhate ApaNe prasanayaMtrana Tona lIdhelu. jemAM nyu banyu che 1 temanuM koNanuM bhAvamana prabhu vAMcI zake che. zreNikarAjA temanI bAhya pravRttithI prabhAvIta thayA che. Ama to temane rastAmAM seMkaDo sAdhu maLyA che. temane guMNIthala vyakti pratye bahumAna che. ane tenA vagara samaDIta 2detuM nathI. temane A mahAtmA prasanna ceka zA) pratye vizeSa ahobhAva thayo che. mATe aMbADI parathI utarI,pradakSiNA ApI, vaMdana karyu che. temane lAge che. zu rAjezvara hatA daivI ridhdhi, sidhdhi hatI, chatAM tyAga karI daivI kaThora sAdhanA jhare che . momAM AMgaLI nokhI ya. tevI sAdhanA che. / / paga mAne taDakAmAM sUrya ta^ hiTa rAkhI, hAtha ucA rAkhI sAdhanA karI rahyA che, tame Avo akhataro karI to thAya ? temanI injiyono aMkuza kaiTalo? saMyama kaiTalo 1 ekAkAra thaI tApanA le che, dyAnamAM che. AvI pravRttine joine thAya che che temanA mananI sthiti keTalI anupama ze ? mATe atyAre temanu AyuSya :

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: baMdhAya to konu baMdhAya che Ama vicArI prabhu pAse jaI dezanI sAMbhaLI ne ja de che meM je vakhate A mahAtmAne vaMdana 26 te vakhate 'AvI sAdhanAmAM phALa phare to mahAtmA phuao bhaya ? prabhu jvAba Ape che sAtamI narake bhaya, nikurAja A sAMbhaLI halabalI gayA prabhu mananA vyavasAya vAMcI zake che mATe 8La pharI zake che. - A mahImAnI vI vAta che to prabhu vIbanI zu vAta? vicArIe to A mahAtmAnuM vyaktitva kevuM che sAdhanA chevI che? suunDa kevuM che te uttamajhITInA mahAtmA che. A jotA bhAvathI mAthe jhI jAya tevuM che. paraMtu te vakhate temanA vicArI khAlI nathI badalAthI paNa bhAvomAM parivartana AvyuM che. khAlI vicAromAM zahi, azuddhithI UMI thatuM nathI. paraMtu samagra bhAvomAM parivartana AvavuM joIe. lozvamanane samajyA 2heota laIza, pachI jAta sAthe sarakhAvane, - labdhimananA DIpArTamenTa tarIke kadI vaDAya to te mAnyatA che. tame . dare vastu mATe za mAno cho. te 24 kalAka mAnyatA aMdara gharabAyelI paDI che. jaina mIThAI khAvI che, rasagullA 8 gulAbajAMbu khAvA jAya che te TesTa karavA lAtha che, tevI je mAnyatA che te 24 kalAka era 22 huM badalAI jaya? dareka vyakita potAnI AgavI mAnyatA laine sastAM hoya che. jema paisAthI dhAnaMda, jamIda thAya che. tema badhA mATenI mAnyatAo mirara gharabAyelI che. samaDItane mAnyatA sAthe saMbaMdha che. - tame sArAne sAru mAno chokharAbane kharAba mAno cho ? che kharAba mA mAno cho ane sArAne kharAba mAno cho ? sabhA - anubhavathI mAnyatA thAya ? sAheba - vicArazIlatA ane anubhavatAthI mAnyatA ghaDAya che. patra tenuM sarjana 6I rIte thAya che te AgaLa mAvo . sarjana karavu tai sAdhatAnI prathA che

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havai saMgama mAM AdhunIka therAvAda, vijJAna mAnavatAnA bhalA mATe che te zodhakhoLa karI mAnavane lAbha DarAve che, mATe mA vijJAna mATe mArI sArApaNAnI mAnyatA thaI taima dharma eTale zu? navarA mAsanu mane ? sii mAtmA nathI, paraloka nathI, kama nathI, to zu A badhI vAto satyanI bAbatamAM vAstavIkatAthI viruddha mAnyatA thaIne ? mATe tame zu mAnI chI tenuM ghara tamAre 326 ja joIe, mAnyatA zuddha khoTI mAnyatA 24 kalAka bhAre 3rmabaMdha jharAve tevI zakti dharAve che. hiMsAne sArI mAno cho to 24 ulAka hiMsAnI anumodanAnuM pApa baMdhAve che. jema gAMghIja mAnava sAne kharAba mAnatI. tene aparAdha mAnatA. te duSTatA che. durgA che, tema mAnatA. paka mArI hiMsAne kharAba mAnatA nahi. BetA mArI ahiMsA mAnava puratI sImIta che. jazubha sastuM rahyat 2 MvA ja lakha6' che DokyumenTsa che. eka vakhata pAre suSya " ahiMsAne taA svataMganI caLavaLamAM upayoga karo cho " to kahyuM hatuM ke mArI AI sI mAnava pharatI sImIta che. pazune mAravAmAM huM pApa nathI mAnato. ' musalamAna mAMsAhAra kare che te vyAjabI che ga2vAjabI ? " nI mAdAra svataMtra pasaNIno viSave che. mAMsa khAvAmAM tene maja che to teM khAI zake che. te kharAba 3ma kare che tevI mArI mAnyatA nathI. tema vivenadanA pANA ja pithArI che. je vyaktine mAMsa pasaMda hoya to te AnaMdathI khAya. zo sInI pasaMdagInI vAta che, ane ghaNI ja loko bannenI prajo sA utA hoya che - tema mA kheranAra. je pramANanI vyakti tarIke vapa gAI gayA che. te jamADa che temAM nA nahi. jyAre sarakAre temane bIjA pratAmAM badalI karI tyAre amuka jaino temane maLavA gayA. devanA2mAM je

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38 disA thAya che tene temano sporTa laine pacAvIe. tyAre temane InTaravyumAM 34 ke pazuonI jai kAyadesara hatyA thAya che tene huM adharma nathI mAnato. hu puNya, pApa nathI mAnato. izrva2 e kapoLa kalpanA che. koI vyaktine mAMsa khAvAnI icchA hoya to te khAi zake che. DAyadesara pazu upAya temAM mArI viraudha nathI, AthA vagara kapAya temAM kaDa karIza. paNa pachI to tyAMthI paNa badalI thaI gaI. mATe vicArI Ama temanI mAnyatA zu? pazu disAmAM khIMTu nathI. gAMdhIjI kahai mAkhI, maccha2 ka2A 2oga phelAto hoya to tene mArI nokhavA te mAnavatAnuM kAma che, sArya che. ghaNI vakhata temane AcaraNa 1pa paNa karyu che. mATe pramha hiMsA kharAba che tema mAne, ane amuDa disAne mArI mAne mATe tenI anumodanA temane aMdara paDI che. pachI bhale te dikSA kare kai na kare. amadAvAdamAM mArA bhAIe 60 phunarA mAryA tau Gahai " satakArya karyuM che" mATe vicAro mAnyatA zuM ? tema ghaNA kada nu badhA zAkAhArI thaI bhaya 1 Avu bolanAra hiMsAne sArI mAne che. spAma to potAne cITIyo .khare to zaDa pADe, vIlane AkhA 'pI nAMkhe to khoTu kAma nathI. AvA bhedabhAvathI 24 GalAka gADha pApa baMdhAtu hoya che. jainA manamAM eka paNa hiMsA mATe AvI mAnyatA hoya to te jIvo je rIte mare che, te rIte tene aneTha vakhata bharavAnuM Ave. Ama bhale te vyakti koI kaztI na hoya. paraMtu tenI vRttiyo, mAnyatA kevI ? nAnA pApane paNa pApa na mAnI tI teTalI mAnyatA ThaMghI DaravArI mAruM kahyu che tene zA mAnavuM -tI mAnyatA zudhdha thAya. atyAre 2004. ulaTApaNa che. mATe mithyAtva che. amaDInInI saMpUrNa mAnyatA zudhdha hoya che. janezrvaradevanA vacanane anurupa mAnyatA te bhamaDIna dau mithyAtva e bhAre pApa che.

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zA:- hiMsA karatI hoya tene vadhAre pApa che je hiMsAne sArI mAnanI - ' hoya tene vadhAre pApa ? sAheba - hiMsA rata hoya, paNa te khoTu I, tema dilathI mAnato hoya to ochuM pApa che. ane hiMsA na karatI hoya paNa tene sArI mAnano hoya to 24 $lADa vadhAre pApa bAMdhe che. pravRttithI pApa bevAya che tenA ussAM bhAva - mAnyatAthI vadhAre pApa "bAya che. manamAM mithyAtva kayAM tamane herAna kare che ? zudhanA pharavAmAM ByAM ADakhIlI zapa thAya che ? vipa kare che, tenI ja tamane khabara nathI. | jinezvaradevI jevA tatvo kahyA che temAM saghaLI mAnyatA puDa joIe. 1004. temanA vacanI zAthe ApaNI mAnyatA TelI thavI aiIe. adhyAtmanA mAM mAnyatA zuuM e pAyAnI vijJAsa che. dharmanA ujhamAM pahelI mAnyatAnuM parivartana 32vAnuM che. navI thALI vyaDino dharmanA kaptamAM prave tyAre pukatha, pApa, AtmA, karma, mo mAne, paraMtu molamAM anaMtasukha che ane, saMsAranuM sukha ThAbhAsIka che tevuM chIe to mAnavA taiyAra thAya nahi. ane dhAja mAncanAnI re2badalI karavAnI che. dezI.gAura mAtmAne joIne rAjA zu vicAre che ? dezIgAdhara madAtmAne joIne kare che ke mAvA muMDIyA dayA DyA bharAI gayA che ? atyAre mAnyatA temanI 8vI che ? paraMtu pahelI Qta temanA dezanA sAMbhaLIne temanI mAnyatA badalAI gaI che. have Rii mAne che ke mAtmA che, pa2lIjha che, puSya, pApa 2 495nA nathI. paNa nakkara vAstavIkatA che have pAyAmAMthI ja mAnyatA temanI badalAI gaI. paraMtu A divasa sudhI teo khoTu mAnatA hatA. mananI mAnyatA na badalI zake te ghamamAM na phUuI . saMsAramAM uga pApa , uganA pApanA pradha, jIvanI praNAla mAnyatAne ja AbhArI che. prasannacetru rAjAnI jIvanamAM pAkI khAlI vecA2? nathI badalAyA

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paNI AkhI mAnyatA badalAI gaI I. temanAmAM zajabIjanuM lohI che. tamI lAya samAra hatA, anyAya, anItinI vAta Ave eTale kAya lohI usLI uche. AkhI jiMdagI kSatriya anyAya, anIti, vaMthanA . mATe mAna Ape. - temane dIkSA letA pahelA maMtrI pAsethI vacana lIdhela nimIe karelu "tame nizciMta raho, tamArA zakyanuM ane dIkarAnuM amArA prANI kSArtha 3razu. ame tamAru ? khAdhu , vAdArImAM pAcho nahi paDIe." AvuM vacana ApyuM pachI ja temane dIkSA lIdhI che. naimane vairAgya . saMyamanI khuba bhAvanA hatI , vazaratha sAthe uiAvaLa . pa hatI. ApaNA zAssAmAM jaMgalInI jema dIkSA levAnuM nathI. saMsAranI Avazvaka javAbadArI pate. paMrI re, athavA javAbadAra cvyakitane soMpIne pachI dIkSA le tema kahyuM che. ' WAre rAtI samAsa che. temane AkhI prajAnuM 26ma karavAnuM sarve. zaja to pitA sthAne che. zamUne game teTalo vairAgya thAya paHI. uttarAdhikArI mATe yogya vyakti na maLe to ja dIkSA na laI zake. dhane hai to pApa lAge. Apa, aiAsana vivALuM che. mATe A badhI javAbadArI yogya maMtrIone sopIne nIsLyAM che. temanA para bharoso hato mATe ja nIkaLyA che. atyAre je emane sAMbhaLelu te khAlI gapu ja .' khAlI khoTI nadI ja hatI, jhaTa ja uDyo hato. paNa A sAMbhaLatAM temanuM kakiya lohI che mATe thAya che ke maMtrIe vizrvAsadhAta 9 maMtrIone ATalA sAcavyA che. to pachI zArIne badale bevaphAdArI karI ? mATe tenAthI temaNe yuddha thavAnI bhAvanA thaI. masika bhAvamAMthI hiMsaka bhAvamAM AvI nathI. cha guNasthAnakathI nIce AvI gayA che. mAnyatAmAM temane dharma upara lepa thayo che, mArA zrAva uThara suvanamAM dhULa paDI. saMyamamAM I nathI. tema tamane paNa dharsa hatAM aAvaMi re

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''4 `Ave to zu thAya? devo bhAva Ave1 dharmAtmAne tyAM dhADa paDIne 1 dharmamAM koi nathI. anyatA uparI thai ? aise 0 3 mahAtmAe nAnI bhUla karI che. ane ATalI moTI sajA thAya tevuM nathI. kudaratamAM nAnI bhUlanI moTI sajA thatI nathI. bhUlane samatAM AvaDavu joIe. bhUlanI 11nI samaja jAie. Akhu AgaLa deSTAMta joyu temAM gAMdhIjImAM Ama sakSNA kaiTA 1 dezaprema, prajAnA duHkha khAtara garIbI aiine AkhI jiMGgI vastra paheryuM nathI. e vyani zu A levalanA hatA1 hai apaTueDa thaIne karI zake tema hatAM 1 chatAM bIjAnA du:khanI temane kaiTalI asara che, tyAga, sahabhyatA, sANI, pramANIkatA, dezaprema DeTalA che? teco svAthI ke luccA nahotA. e vakhate to netAone lAThI khAvAnI hatI. tyAranI vAta ja judI hatI. ame temane duSTa vyakti cItaratAM nathI. e vakhatanA netAomAM AstiDatA hatI. teo dhArmiSTha vyakti hatA. pukhya, pApa 52 zradhdhA hatI, IzvaramAM zradhdhA hatI. chatAM mAnyatAo ulaTI hatI. mATe 24 kalAka pApabaMdha thato hato. ame vyaktino sArA kharAba pAsAnuM taTasthatAthI mulyAMkana karIe chIe. temanA sArA vyaktitvane ghoi nAMkhe tevI ghaNI uMdhI mAnyatAo temanAmAM hatI. A azvahina kAraNe ja pApa baMdhAya che. so: AgalA bhavanA saMskaranA uAraNe mAnyatA uMdhI thAya? sAreba - atyAre to vicAra AnyatAne kAraNe mAnyatA ulaTI thAya do A sRSTimAM mAnavane ja thru bhoga bhogavavAnI haka che! vIzvane nadi Ato svArthavRti 4devAya. AvI dizAmAM svArthanI gaMdha che, kuda2ne ne jIvana Apyu che. tenu jIvana luMTI levAno zru has! tamArA koI 2531 laI jAya to badamAza DI. J temA tame AkhA luMTAi gayA cho? tame Thoine game teTalA barabAda karI nAkho to paNa tame nirdoSa. cA anyAya che. badhe pramANikatAthI vicAravuM paDe. ulaTI mAnyatA DhagalAbaMdha rIte prarvezI jAya che. dharmanA begamA mAnyatA sudhArI nAMkho to saphaLa thazo ja. A badhI mAnyatA vIjyuala che. d

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2vIvAra 33 pachI suIma mAnyatA Avaze. | - zrI yugabhUSAvijyabhu saragrasabhyo namaH 23-7-5 ' / manovijJAna zIvALiyA TreDa evo veda bArasa labdhimanI - anaMta upaBrI anaMta jJAna zrI tIrthaMkara paramA-mAmI jagatanA pratyeka AtmAne svataMtratAno svAmI banAvavA dhirmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mAmulInI 2STIe dharma eTale zu? te tamArA mananI tamane svAmI banAve ane dharmanuM teja kAma che. anaMta ana 3LathI Apako.. AtmA parAdhInatA, gulAmImAM paDyo che temAMthI vazara nIkaLI, banI svataMAtAnA svAmI banIe teja gharmana lakSya che. jagatanA jIva mArIne parAdhInatA aTake che, paNa zvataMtratA nathI gamatI tevuM nathI. chatAM paNa svabhAva zuM che, bAhya jagatamAM ApaNI upara UMI varcasva zakhe, bajamAM rAkhe, ApaNAne kAbumAM rAkhe to Apane gUmanuM nathI. paraMtu aAMtarIka jagatamAM ApaNI parAdhInatAno Apa vicAra karatA ja nathI. anaMtakALathI deha, Izvatha ane mana tenI pAdhInatA bhavIe chIe. ApaNA jIvananI kabare mane' ja aiLavyo che ? tamArI kAbu unA hAthamAM che? | mana thAre te rIte tame cAlo ke tame cAhI hai hIne mana cAle? mananA DAgara meva6 hova tema tUma vata che? mana ne sUcano kare te karavI tame taiyAra? eTale mane tamArI para varcasva jamAvIne beThu che Ama manamAM thAta agAdha che. A zakti je tamArA bumAM hoya to kSad upathanuM raLa bane che. A jItamAM mane ja ghaNAne pAyamala zaryA che sabhA - manano mAliza to AtmA che ne zAdeva - dA, manano mAlika AtmA che. paNa tame mAlijha 2AkhI che A

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37 'vecI rId che? jaina makAnanA mAlikanuM bhADuAta AgaLa cAle zu ? bhADuyAto atyAre mAlijha thaIne besI gayA che. atyAre to saradAranI amuka kAyadAne kAraNe bhADuAtane mA che . jema bhADuAta mAlika thaI gayA che tema tamArA jIvanamAM mAli$ $ ! mAlika me sukhamAMthI gumAvI dIdhI che mATe tAvata samarma. tamArA InkiMtha, daiha, mana cAle che pachI tamArI marajI mujaba cAle che che mananI ma21 mujaba tame cAlo cho deha, InDitha manano kaMTrola sInA hAthamAM che 1 tamaneM dharmamAM paNa naDatara ubhI thAya che tenuM kAra ? AyaMbIla ka2vAnuM mA nI zubha nA pADIne ubhI 28 : jasa2 paDe tame "bhAravAra jananI. rUrIyAta prarI karI hoya, tAM te tamane nA pADe ! varcasva chInuM jIbhanuM ke tamAma tame tamArA zarIranI sevA keTalI karo cho ? bhagavAnanI ke mAbApanI sevA karatAM paNa vadhAre charI ze? pratikramaNa ubhA ubhA karavu che tau zu karelo ke dukhe che, pagamAM takalIpha che, hArI2 bazabara nathI. eno artha che daipha Indriya, mananI tamAma pramANe upayoga thato nathI. tame tenI sevA keTalI che paNa kaMTrIla stnA hAthamAM ? tamAre je sAdhana para kaMTrola na hoya to sAdhanane tame vAparavA taiyAra thAo kharA? A yAjJika rAtamAM keTalA mazInI zodhAyA che. 'tamane moTI cAlIzAna gADI Ape ane te tamAre kyAM javuM haze tyAM tame AnAthI jaI hADI pachI temAM breka mane sTIyarI barAbara nathI to tame temAM paisA kharA ? kAraNa zuM ? kaMTrola nathI mATe ne tema gharamAM nAnu gora paNa zaila vagaranuM hoya to zakho kharA ? bApu sAghanU paka mAraDa banI ja. phesIlITI mATenA jailA sAdhananA tame svAmI cho tenI kaMTrola to tamArA hAthamAM ja joIene kaMTrola vagaranA sAdhana utamAM be to pacha rAkho kharA ? nahitara jhAsa ubho kare ne ?

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38 "mATe badhuM tame kaMTrola mAMgo cho ! DAbu oIe. ane DAbu na hoya to jIvana astavyasta thaI bhaya. breka vagaranI gADImAM beso to rUDo ne 1 paNa atyAre tamArA manane mokaLAza che tene jyAM javu hoya tyAM jAya ne 1 tamAre dezabharamAM eka kalAka bhagavAna sAthe ekAkAra thavuM che. tI mana vAMku cu thayA kare ne ! tamAro tenA para DAbu nathI. paraMtu te to tamane game tyAM rakhaDavA laI bhayane 1 jema gharamAM tame pagAra ApIne mANasa jAgyo ane te tamArlR sdhu mAne naTi ane te mana ve tema kAma kare to tame khokharA ! kADhI mUchone ! tame dezo te ApaNI marajI mujba kAma kare nahi paNa svachaMdI thaIne kAma kare to cAle khara! bhale te pachI Akho divasa DAma jharatI hoya. AvA ThAmagarIne paNa rAkhI kharA? tema dai, Indriya, mana puNyathI maLyA che. A mAnavabhava, injithI prasthathI maLyA che. keTalAyane cAMkha nathI maLI; tamane AMkha maLI che, te koi tamArI hoziyArI, bulinA kAraNe maLI che! maLyA pachI paNa atyAra sudhI Dama kare che temAM paNa pudhdha ja kAraNa che janmyA tyArathI DInI barAbara thAle che temAM paNa puNya ja ne ? kIDanIna peAlIsTanI paNa ThIDanI bagaDatAM vAra na lAge. jo hozIyAthI cAlatI hoya to te bagaDavA de kharI? truTinA AdhAre A taMtra cAlatu nathI. mATe ApaNane je deza, InkiMtha, bhana sAdhanape maLyA che, te puNyathI ja mA che. 4 lAkha vAthonamAM A sAdhano vizeSarUpe ApaNane maLyA che. badhA bhAg2asane AAvA nathI maLyA, inTIrIyara lITInA maLyA che. pA tenAthI thatrIyAtA tamane je maLyA che tenA para tame varcasva, DAbu sthApavA mAMgo cho kharA? tenA para tamArI mAlikI gaNAya ke gulAmI gaNAya ? tamArI aa svAdhInatA che ke parAdhInatA che ke tamArI phthI jeTalI gulAmI le teTlo adharma che ane jeTalI tamArI '

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mAlikI che teTalI dharma I ume tamArI zakti vyaktitva, mArA rASTra, kSetA ApavA mAMge che, tamane moTA banAvavA mAge che. atyAre hAvIra, indriya, mana sArtha dehano koI atyAre tyAga ka2vAnI vAta nathI. deza- manane sAthe ja ApavAnA che. mana jALavIne rAkhavAnuM che. paNa kaMTrolara tenA tame bane te ja vAta che. tamArA jIvanamAM atyAre kaMTrolara koNa ? badhuM niyaMtraNa vagara cAle che ne ? mana hrArA game tyAM pravRtti thAya yA banavAnu $ArA che ? tamAre tenA para niyaMtraNa lAvavA je cAvI joIe te cAvIo nathI samasthI mATe ne ? ghamanA unAmAM A paNa eka 3LA che tamAre dareka bAbatamAM svataMtratA pAchI meLavavI joIe. mananI bAbatamAM zu lakSya hovu joIe --ii huM spaSTatA karavA mAMgu chuM . mApa bhAvamananuM svarUpa, tenA pAzA bhakayA vicAryA paNa laya zuM ? manano svAmI, mAliza, adhipati banavuM che sabhA:- sAvaja amAro tenA para kaMTrola sthI to zuupayoga ocho karavo? sAheba" - prema nAda. tene vAparatA khuba sAvacetI rAkhavAnI, A paddha sAdhano che. jema beTarImAM svIca DhIlI hoya to teno upayoga dhyAna rAkhIne karI? sAdhanono bInajarUrI upayoga karavAmAM paNa sthAna paiDaya che. tamane maLelI zani vaiDI nAkhavI che amAre. @AjImAM lakhyuM che ke tRNabhuna AtmAmAM ane zakti che bhale vadhI zakti khIlI nathI. paNa je zakti khIlI che te puyarUpe polI che. A zakitano game tema upayoga karavo. 8 vAparavI ne sUrkha mANasanuM jhAma che. te paivaDu grInu lakAkA che. mana-vacana-kAyAnI bIna jarUrI pravRtti karavI te adhama che. . ! jarI " " dharma che. jema tamArA sAmAyikamAM 25 1 tamArA mATe kharI ghaMma sAmAyikamAM Ave che bAkI to tame seMsAranI

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4 pApa vyavahArathI kharaDAyelA hova cho, jaima tame sAmAyikamAM beso pachI tamArAthI vagara DAro uThAya nahi, vagara kAraNe uThI to pApa lAge. Doga gayu, DI Avyu te badhu aii laIe to cAle pa? beThA beThA Amatema hAtha halAvI sau paNa doSa lAge. mana-vacana-kAyAnI gametema pravRtti thAya nadi. sabhA:- to kayA kAraNe sAmAyikamAM uThAya 1 sAebajI - jJAna, darzana, thAni hai jenA ghaNA paiTA yogo che. jema vinaya, bhakti, sva ane paranI ArAdhanA ThAro ubhA thavAya. paNa ha parNa jayagAthI ja ubhA thavAya. tamane maLela vAlmino game tema upayoga thAya nAda bina jarUrI bolI, vicAro to paNa doSa lAge. tamane to kudarate Apela zaktinu mUlya nathI . kacarAnI jema vaiDaDI nAMkhI hIM. AvI zakti koI badhAne mahI nathI. paNa maLela sAdhanono vyAvazyaka sad upayoga ko beIe. bha:- Ape kahyu sAmAyikamAM darzana mATe eTale Gai rIte ubhA thavAya? sAhebajI- jemake paramAtmAnI sAmuNDa bhakti DaravAnI hoya, devavaMdana DavAnA hoya to derAsare javAya. darzanAcAranA sevana mATe A halana calana thAya che jaima gurUnI vaiyAvajya kAraNe bhakti kAraNe, vinaya tarIke SaNa sAthe jaI Do cho. tema bhagavanAra pAse jaI ghaDI che. A badhu Avazyaka hoya to. paNa jema zrImaMta mANasa rastAmAM paisA uDADato cAle. joke koI calo bhaLo nAda ane maLe to paNa meDa-hAusamAM dAkhala karI, pA koI kare to zu lAge ? bhA:- cakrama sAdhdhanu !- cakrama lAge ne ? pAMca rupIyA emanema ThaMDI de kaiTrADI nAMkhe to ja gADo lAge tema tamane maLela zaktinI kiMmata tame kailI

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ja '. mAMDI che pAMca rupIyA jeTalI pake nahi ne ? te gametema veDaphI to paNa DAyAne 1 tamArI vAtanuM mulya keTalu che bhago cho ? AMkha che kIDanI badalAvAmAM pa lAkhkhI pIvA thAtha che pA kalADa vadhAre bhuvADavA lAkhkho pIthA prApavA taiyAra cho. pAMca paisA jalu paka AtinuM mulya tamaeN rAkhyuM nathI. mATe ja game tema vAta vairUtAM jo cho . Akhano upayoga game tyAM thAya ne ? kAna paNa game te sAMbhaLavA taiyAra ne ? IndriyonI koI kaMTrola kharI ? bIe A rIte vai3 nI murkha lAge ne ? paNa tame zuM karo cho? tamane gAMDA SNI zakAya kharA? ame jhIe chIe ke sAdhanono vInajarUrI upayoga karavo nA i. sAthe pAchu sAdhanonI jarUrI upayoga ka2I to paNa kaMTrola sAthe pharI Aje ghaNA zrImaMto evA che ? jene gharamAM koI khAvA pIvA, daravA, 32vA, jamAmAM phoI kamI nathI. mevA-mIThAI khAya to paNa khite tema nathI. chatAM gharamAM e3 mInITa zoti nathI. A badhA tophAna konA Indriya ane mananI ja nezrAvaNa zrImaMtonA gharanA juvAna jodha chokarAyo 'SI rIte marI jvA hoya che. saMsAranI kaniyAnI dRSTie jIvanamAM zu moju hoya che paga mana, Indriya para breka nathI mATe ja utha nA cAM athaDAtA chUTAtA hoya che. mATe ajaMpA sivAya temanA bhuvanamAM kAMI nadi ne ? AvA hajAro, lAkhkho, karoDo loko hoya che. jeTaluM vadhAre zaktizALI sAdhana teTalo kaMTrola vadhAre joIe. jema sAyakala breka vagaranI hoya haju cAle, pachI chuTara breka vagaranuM hoya to cAle kharA? skuTara kadAca breka vagara dautha tI jI jarA cAlI bhaya pachI phUla spIDamAM nI gADI e ka vagaranI hoya to? tema avanamAM A badhA sAthenI para kAbu meIe. atyAre tamane

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2 "mArkADinI icchA ja nathI. tame varSothI gulAmImAM 2hyA cho mATe ja gulAmI DoThe paDI gaI che ane tethI ja aMdaramAM tamane duHkha nathI. 'zrAma tamane kauI jarA borDara kare to akaLAmaNano pAra nahi. ane adiyA tame hai. hAtha breDI mananI sevA karavA ubhA ? chI. atyAre tamAre tyAM bai basanI vAta che. sarakAre sarasa nIti ghusADI che. mATe tamane chIcharA pratye moda hoya. ii bA lIDaro mA-bApa upara ro mArato hoya, DAma viMdhyA karatI hoya, skulathI AAve tyAre zrIura, kare bruTa kADhI Apa, tema badhA borDI kaztI hoya, chatAM temAM jhAMI khoTu nadi ne ? AvA pA maughelA mA-bApa hoya che. mATe koi Dare nAda. kAraNa Aja rItanu ghaDatara hoya che, pAchu sAme ne mammI kAma ciMdhe to nA pADI de. ta'phUDa pa' 32ii denArA hoya hai. chatAM moha ghelA mA-bApane temanI sevA karavAmAM mA Ave che. ane e choDazaonI bhUlone paMpALe, bacAva 32, nAno che, choDa che, kadIne ubhA 2e. A vadhu ta mauranA kAraNe che. temane gulAmI, sevA, cArarI game che. Ama niyama zu ? tame koI paragaju, paropakArI, sahiSNu, udAra chai ! koI Ama sthItI karI kha211 paraMtu diyA ati rAga-moha bharyo che. mATe karavA taiyAra cho, karatA pAcho dhyAnada che. mATe ja mA savArathI sAMja sudhI hoze hoze kare che. Aba mAre to paNa game. joke A badhu tamArA mATe navu varNana nathI. jaine zarIra para mannatA hai, InjiyomAM mauda che, mana para Asakti che tevI vyakti para mana game teTalo karI mAre to paNa tenI sevA cAkarI karavAnI tene game che, kaMTALI tene dhyAvato nathI. atyAre A do tamArI che, teno artha tamane parAdhInatA, gulAmI khAlI koThe nAda, paMkA temAM khUba majA Ave che. parAdhInanAmAM ja jIvane jya che, pachI bhale mana tophAna nA Dare. jema nAno chauGI nIAna kare to game ne? ThI tamane

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'jharI che te to phAna kare ne 1 nIzana - kare to ghara sunuM sunuM laNe. mAvA 5 rino 2sa che, je maujanya vi6 9hyI che. thAne IndriyInA mAvaigI uTharATa game che. mATe ja 24 kalAda manane lIbara ApI che jemAM koI jAtanI paravA karavI nahi. jema khyA Dhorane lIlu khetara maLe to zuM kare ? mIThaNA ja ? taima tamAruM mana InDriyane pharI chUTa che ane tame A ja rIte juvo cho ? tamane ja daha-Ijheya - mana parAyA lAvyA nathI. pachI ao badhI DImAnDa mINakAraTha che tema lAge che ? PSg -Inphirya-manane AmAthI judA nahi vicArI to tene moLakhavAnI vRtti ja nahi jast. tene oLakhavuM jaiTala athasa che tainA ustAM tenA para Adhipatya jamAvavuM vadhAre agharuM che. | mATe manana bhakI, oLakho ane samajo. mA mAnavabhava evI che ke tame dhArI to tainAthI moka sudhI pahocI kADho nahatara tainAthI adhaH patana paTa thAya. prasannacesa rAjapanuM 'dAna jaya ne ? te sAtamI narake jane pI loko sudhI pahoMcI gayA. phula spIDamAM bhaya tene to sAdhanAno samaya vadhAre nathI . #paDe mAM aAvyAM pachI mInITomAM che papo koI ulADI , vasIno samaya nathI : jemake nAcatA nAcatA kevaLajJAna pAmyA , pAnA khAtA vijJAna pAmyA , temAM mai lAThI sughI nAce tau gabaDI jaya. . sabhA:- vadhAremAM vadhAre samaya lI? sAba - eka be mInITa para lage nAda. hIraDA para vadhAre nAce to vyAkana gabaDI bhaya . vagara upayoga nAcavAnI kriyA keTalI vAra cAle? tamAre khAtAM khAtA bIne mana cAlyu jaya tI khAvAnI kriyA cAle, pa SlI vAra 1 nAphira koLIyo bIje sUkAI jAya. mATe paNa upayoga lAvavo pI. ekadhArI phiyA mananI uuab vagara urI nI nathI. mATe temAM to

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44 'mInITa ja joIe, vadhAre AvazyakatA nathI. hA, te mInITI lAvavI mATe, tenuM bekagrAunDa karavA mATe spene pApI pAchaLa dharma dhImI karanArI chIe mATe taimAM varSo nIsLI jAya. - Ama nATaka karma kalAkanuM hoya paNa tenA rIphalasaramAM vI kema jAya che? $ArI ene yaMgya rIte karavA mATe. abhyAsa pe kathAmAM mAno bhaya che, tapazreganA bhAvI karavAnA che paNa temAM pahoMcavI mATe abhyAsarUpa udAca bhavanA bhava bhaya mATe lAMbI TAIma pUrva bhUmikAno che. pUrva bhUmikAo prApta thayA pachI to juva saDasaDATa' caDhI jAya che. . urva pAchaLanuM jarA vicArI laIe. , bhAvamana para apachI ravIvArathI vicArIe chIe, mana AtmAthI judu che. mana e sAdhana che. mAtmA saMcAlaka hasta che. mananA be mAra . kalcamana - bhAvamana . prathamana :- jas aNu-paramAra)nI 2cana sArA banyu che. Da puOlana cIsa ASArI hoya che jevA vicAra-bhAvo karo evA thAya. mana: paryajJAnavALA ane viziSTa avadhijJAnI A pI manane joI zake che. A sA2 kalcamana che. hakIkatamAM A upa62 che. rinA hArI vicArI thArtha che. have tenA lArA je mAMtarIka bhAvInI saphUra te bhAvamana che. have bhAva mananA be bheda che. upayoga mana, labdhimana. mAgaLanuM ja tAju thAya mATe vicArI laIe. upayogamana - TonsIsasa mAInDa. vijJAna paNa tene mAne che. duniyAmAM

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m * sava che temAM DonazIyasanesa che, jaDamAM kyAMya te maLe tema nathI. dai AtmAne judA pADavo A eka jabaradasta purAvI che. upayoga vagaranI jIva hotI nathI. jAge tamAsa mana parovAya te upayoga mana FdaivAya. maiM upayogamana zAMta, sthira, ghIra, prazAMta, prasanna nathI paNa AvegothI gherAyela che. temAM AMdolano cAlu che. teno svabhAva zu che ? kaMI paNa vastu jue temAM sArA, narasAnuM mulyAMkana karavuM. tevI tene Teva paDI gai che. jema eka kapaDu joyuM. DIjhAina vI! 4lara hai? ? kvolITI DevI 1 sAta hai, naDaThAma che? tema eka vAnagI nakkI tene cAkhI mArI che, kharAba che. vasa vizleSaNa karyA karavuM. jarA paNa rAha jovI lo, ane pRththakaraNa karyAM karavuM. have sAruM lAge temAM zaga thAya. pAchu tame sAruM mAnIne zAMta vheI ho tevA nathI. temAM tana mananA Avego kheDI cho. jainAthI aMdaramAM ajaMpa thAya. kharAba vastuthI jIvane zleSa thAya. kadAca dveSa lAMbo samaya Take, paNa mananI sapATI para kaMpana gAvI jAya. tamArA manane te svastha na rahevA de. pANImAM eka kAMkaro noMpItI paraNIne DolAve ne 1 pAMca Indriya ane chaThThuM mana enA lArA sukhanI kAmanA mATe ja vAra mana bhaTakyA kare, bahAra saMparka rAkhyA kare che. paNa reDe vakhata aMdara sAthe vAtacIta karI che kharI ? avauna karyuM che ? jema brAhImAMthI bahAranu ja dekhAya tema tamAro svabhAva dvAra ja jue. sA hoya temAM 2Aga ane kharAba hoya temAM dveSa 1 sA" naiLavavA jevuM lAge to racI nAMtara acI ! sAru maLI jAya to ti phtira Rti ? 2ga-dveSa nathI - arucI, ni- rati ghaDiyALanA ThaurAnI jema vyA Dare che.

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jaima game teTalo zAMta dariyo hoya paNa pachI hAlyA Dare ne ? jo912 pavana Ave to mojhA uchALe, dughavATa macAvI de. paraMtu dariyAnu pANI dI AMta sthira Aya che? tenI jema tamArA mananI sapATI thoDI uMcI,nIcI thatI hoya, zvetemAM jau nImItta maLatI AgIno pAra nahi. temAM prabaLa nImItta maLe tyAre AvegonI ThA ghughavATa thAya ? tamArI bAjumAM atyAre koi be kalAka emanema beseto tamArI pazciya thAya. paNa tamArA mananI pazciya kyAre maLe 1 lodhI TAIma sAthe ? ane nImItta maLe tyAre te 1 gharabAyelA Avego tyAre ja uchaLI, cA aMdaramAM gharabAyelA bhAvI che tene ame labdhimana kadIe chIe je vaLa che. Ama tamArA magajanI sAijha kaiTalI 1 paNa AkhI duniyAna te bhaMga sthAna che. moTu sTIrAma che. temAM judA judA DIvIjhano che. ane tyAM vyakti ke vastu pratyenI pratibhAvo saMgrahIne paDyA che. eka taNakhalAnI bAbatamAM paNa rAga-dveSa, rati-ati, rucI- arucI bhAvo paDyA che. patharo vAge to gusso cAle te e bAbatanI pratibhAva paDyo che. duniyAmAM jeTalAM kapaDA che temAM DIjhAIna, kalara, kvolITI kaMpI tenA ja mATe 25 "laiSa, rucI - arucI paDyA che, saMgrahIna che. aMdaramAM agAdha paDyu che. Ama tamAruM mana DoInI sAthe saMparkamAM nathI chatAM je pazu tenAthI 6rmabaMdha cAlu ho tame je kapaDu joyu nathI, thru nathI, paNa eTaramAM tenA mATe ga paDyA che mATe karmabaMdha cAlu che. karmabaMdha mana sAthe bheDAyelo che. jema devaloGa che eka vakhata bheyo nathI. sabhA- AgaLa bhaI AvelA sArebajIH- bhUtakALamAM AI AvatA, bhogavI paNa AvelA paraMtu atyAre

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to bhulI gayA cho ? atyAre tame jai duniyAmAM cho tene choDIne bIjI duniyAmAM devaloka ra have tyAMnA vaibhavanuM sIdhu jJAna nathI chatAM tyAMno vaibhava, nIlama mANa jevA 2tno, mojamajA jovA maLe to temAM brAsana thaI co . aMdaramAM enI Asakti ghaNI ja paDI che mATe na jevA chatAM karmabaMdha cAlu che. sabhA:- maiM viratinuM kAraNa ? sArava - hA, duniyAbharanA bhAvo manamAM paDyA che. A mananuM agAdha uDANa che. tenuM taLiyu tame mApI zako to thApa na khAcI. aMdaramAM bhavobhavano saMgraha paDyA che. bhAvamana ai A bhavanI pyAlI muDI nathI anaMtabhavanI mUDI che. aneka bhavonA bhAvI aMda2mAM gokavAine paDyA che. tene tame halAvI nahi, uthalAvI nAda tyAM sudhI te le tema nathI . paraMtu tene nI dhuLa paDe tema che ApaNe pahelA. zu joI gayA 1 8) mAnyatA aiTale mana zuM mAne che, praNattanI kriyAnI mAnyatA paDI che. jema bIDI pIvI kharAba hai ! vAta 24 3bhATha ana'onazIyamsa mAinDamAM mAnyatA rupe paDI che. 4 sIgAreTa pIvI te koi kharAba vAta nathI. game to mauja kAma na karIe ? Adizu thayu OM bIDI pIvI sArI che. dAna, paNa lImITamAM pImAM vAMdho nathI, poSaNa Ape che, joma Ape che, temAM dasA gaNavAnI hoya rvAda. mATe tenA mATe mAnyatA za paDI che? dA pIvI sArI che, jAjvI che, mATe 243lATha da rIvAnI anumodanA paDI che. tethI satata pApa lAgI rahyu che. mAnyatA ANe pApabaMdha cAlu che. sabhA: A 3 baMdhane kADhavA 3i te zu nathI mAnatu. haDa vastunI

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'sAdha:- kharAba mAnyatAne devaTo ApI ane sArI mAnyatAno kSemada 3rI, 1007. dha mAnyatA samajhInamAM che. temA 14 para kharAba mAnyatA na hovI joIe. ApaNe gaI vakhate gAMdhIjInuM dRSTAMta joyeluM. te mahAtmA kahevAya, pA taimanI vicArasI kevI che tema . vivekAnaMdane paNa mahAna saMta mAne, paNa temanI vicArasaraNI di6 dharmanA hAjI sAthe paNa maLa khAya nahi. te dadu saMta kSA. vaidika dharma ma) jevI mAnyatA joIe tevI paNa temanI nahatI, jema ? .. mAMsa gamatuM hoya to te dhyAna thI khAya , eTale temane prasIdasA sAthe virodha nathI AvI uvI mAnyatA ghaNI ja paDI chatI. A bhArekhama pApanI mAnyatA che. AvI mAnyatA tamArA manamAM na hoya. kAraNa mAMsa khAvu, sIgareTa pIvI, TI pIvo sADhI AAvI mAnyatAvALA nI amI. mI jue nahi. chatAM paNa tamArA manamAM bIjuM keTalI uMdhI mAnyatAo paDI che jaima bUvanamAM dhana kiMmati vastu che ke dharma kiMmata che? QmAMthI krIne tame kiMmata mAnI ? je dhanane vadhAre kiMmata mAnatI hoya, ane dharmane ane kiMmata mAnato hoya to tenI mAnyatA udhI che. tene ThArI te AtmAne mithyAtvanuM pApa lAgatu hoya . sidhyAtva kaI rIte asara kare che te samaje. sanA:- tene dUra 6ThThI parabaLa 2 1 sAheba - mithyAtva chone vAya ? te nakaThI karo. 1 ghana IMmata nahi paNa dharma kiMmata che? vicA2, samaja, Dita dvArA mAnyatA dharalI zashtha che. tene tame kAme lagADI to hajAro varSanI udhI mAnyatA palaTAyA vagara raheze nahi. gharmanA dvajhAmAM zrAvavA mATe mAnyatAnuM parivartana 3ravAnuM che. sabha:- vIja bhavamAM pachI, eja sIyato 2 1.

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sAvaja - anubhavanI stara upara jo palaTI nAMkhI hoya to AgaLa * * bhavamAM 22. * sabhA - vAgha, siMdanA bhavamAM jAya to hai ? sAbaja:- zu0 mALyatA samajhItIne ja zIya, samItI timAM jAya nahi. bhUtakALanI nizAcIna irSathI jaya. nazALanA karmano palaTI na 'khAya tyAM sudhI temAM rahe pachI pAchI palaTI Ave.---- - samaDIna eka vakhata pAmyA pachI prAgajI vadhAravAnI javAbadArI tenI che sAcI gharma tenuM nAma je mAgaNanA vijhAsamAM thaDhAve. 3LIthA rastAmAM tame cAlo eTale te AM tamane AgaLa calAve. tema dharmanI pragati 8La nI mAphaka che. --- sabhA :- lapasI na pAya --- bhArebA - udAca lapasI paDazo to pahoMcI ththo 1 ciMtA thAya che pachI nIce gAdalA pAtharelA hauya to ALoTazIetsThA bhAMgavAnA nathI. bulapIlo che mATe khuzIthI paDI I nIce patharA nathI, muLa tAtyartha zu aAgaLa vAMdho nathI. --- sabhA - madhyAtva navu mithyAtva nikAcIna karI zake kharA? sAvi - nijhAzIta thayeluM mithyAtva jeTaluM prabaLa hoya te pramANe baMdhAyuM. prabaLa na hoya to tene jIva chApI za8, tI navu mithyAtva na 'baMdhAtha. jema bhagavAna mahAvIranI grAnmAM nayasAranA bhavamAM samajhIta, pAvI. pachI marIcInA bhavamAM amuka TAIma sudhI samaDIta che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre chuM guNasthAnake che. paNU zarIranI sukomaLavAnA cho zAhita nA pALI zakyA. ane temane zAAi svaicchA tyANa 4ryuM. te vakhate pakA bhAvazrAvakanA guNa pALe che. tyAre temanAmAM lAyakAta thakI che paNa vadhAre kapIle paDyuM tyAre chuM "varsa AdivyA che ane tyAM paNa che " A vANathI bhavyavAne IlAthI uvI mAthanA taimane keLavI. tenI

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50 '27ii temane mithyAtva AAvyu. u bhASakathI mithyAtva vAMdhya. micchAthI nIce paDyA. uchA bhASAnuM mamatva ane agrada che mATe navu gADha mithyAtva bAMdhyuM. eka be, rAga nahiM paNa asaMkhya bhava sudhI mithyAtva cAlyu. suva paDe tyAre mithyAtva bhaugave tyAre navuM na vadhe tevuM nathI . jhare navA jherane paiva phare taima mithyAtva bhiAvane paijJa kare. te viSacakra che. mATe miththAnI cAmAM phare. kSabhA - samazIta Tahe pApanA anubaMdhanuM sudarzana cakra che , zAzvabhU - zrITale zu thaya devAya ? te pApano anubaMdhano nAza kare. jIva pAse nA cakra na hoya to pApanA anubaMdha na toDI hAI.. mane sau bhaya nahi. mATe samazIta pAse pApanA anubaMdha tIvAnI tAta che. 8aa bhaMsAra saga2 pAra usthA mATe samarIna kva koI zrAlaMbana nathI. A samajhIna na pAmavA mATenuM jULa uMdhI mAnyatA chete mAnyatAne mithyAtva gADha banAvavAnI prabaLa tAjhAna dharAve che. samajhItI che ke mithyAtvI chI te bhaNavA mATe. basa tame . mAno cho ? mArI mAnyatA zuM che ? yA javAnuM che pachI tame 8 62 thI 1 te jovAnuM nathI . paNa tame mAnavAmAM jo 1 grAnI hoya to miththArI che. samajhIna zaika eka eka mAnyatAne zudhimAM palaTavAnI tAta dharAve che. pusthAnubaMdhI prasthanI zakti dharAve che - tame UMghane sAro mAnI che tyAM sudhI dIva $2vAmAM pradarathI vA maLe che. paraMtu zIdha kharAba che. pIga che ane kadAca dha DarI jozo to tene aMdarathI vA nathI maLatuM. mana vihavaLa thAya che. jeTalI tame mAnyatA palaTI eTalu mananuM sezana cAlu thayu. - anAthI munI maLyA pahelA zreNika rAja samrATa hannA, rAjapATa bhogavatA hatA. emanuM jIvana vaibhava, bhAga pradhAna ju. mahAvIra bhAthA

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5 pachI bhagavAnanA parama bhakta thayA, paNa dIA lIdhI nathI. saMsAramAM rahyA che. paNa mAnyatA dharaLathI badalAI gaI che. pahelA to teo sattAdhIza, rAja, vaibhava ghAraNa 72nA2A praznanuM ra1 kanArA, mAno nAtha chu " tevuM mAnatA, paraMtu anAthImunIe pratIta karAvyu ke tArI bhatane praznano nAtha bhale tu mAnato hoya paNa tu svayaM banAtha cho. ane AnI pratiti thavAthI temane potAnI tane mAraga mAnI che. jaDa pudgalo ApatImAM ramaNa karavAnI tAkata dharAvatA nathI. mATe temane bhaunika ridhdhi zidhdhimAM asalAmatInuM bhAna thayu. tamane Avu nAma thAya che padma 1 benkamAM tamAre baMgalAmAM cAra sIkyorITI hoya, tInerImAM dhu goThavelu hoya tyAre tame tamArI badhI salAmatI che tema mAno ne paraMtu tyAre paNa asalAmata cho tenu bhAna thAya che kharuM? tame ridhdhi-sidhdhi vaibhavamAM salAmatI mAno cho ane A na maLe to anAdhatA mAno cho mATe tamArI mAnyatA zu tame mAMdA paDo tyAre e koI na sAcave, ciMtA na kare to badhA svAthI suro che. ane enA badale ne badhA kharUM page ubhA hai, samAjamAMthI badhA jhUchavA Ave no lAge badhA mArI ciMtA karanAra che. huM ekalo arlI nathI. mATe vicArane mAnyatA thru 1 eTale zreNikanI mithyAtva avasthAmAM jevI mAnyatA hatI tevI jatamArI mAnyatA che ne 1 paDyo bola jhIle tyAre paNa nAnA lAge kharI 1 azaraNaM chu tema lAge t bAra bhAvanAthI mAnyatAmAM mULa parivartana karavAnuM che. temane ektva bhAvanA bhAvI che. dhvaja huM ekalI chu . mA koI nathI 6 koino nathI. jema tamane koinA pa2 27 nathI, bhA2A 52 3ine 2Aga nathI, zatru che. te paNa khIkhIya parano che. tamArA nikaTa saMbaMdhInI paNa bhava

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pa.. khI tharyo pachI ? te DIDI maMkoDA, cakalI thAya tyAre vahAla thAya che? zaga Ave che ? gharamAM paNa 2kho kha221 mATe A badhA saMsAranA zaga prazya rAga nathI. jagatanuM vAstavIka svarupa svIjharavuM tenuM nAma ja samaDIta che. sabhA:- A badhuM mAne paTTA vartanamAM na mUThe to 1 sAheba - vartanamAM pahelA ja divase Ave naivuM nathI. paraMtu jenI mAnyatA sAcI che tene vaheluM moDu paNa vartanamAM Avo paM. jema koI vyakti upAthane kharAba mAne ane tarasta ja ghaTI jAya to pachI te to tarata ja devaLajJAna pAmI natha. paraMtu samaDIta AvyA pachI para vItarAga banavA bhavonA bhava thAya che. ane AvuM nIrthakarane paTTo bane. che. che, je tarata ja AvI jAya to vadhu sArA che. tamArI vRti, pati kAkAra thaI ! mAno cho paraMtu prakRti judI che to visaMvAda tI reao. pachI manane jItavA mATe tene zuka karavI sAta uthathI DaravAnI tamArA vicA2 azake tenI. ciMtA nathI. diramAM pANI sLAyeluM che to sapATI para cokhkhuM pANI joIe. to kyAMthI Ave che paNa edaramAM gaMda che to bAra prA. zramika dhirma pAtha paI paNa khoTA vicAra, pApanA vicA2 utha che paNa mAnyatA to temanI vArtha ja 2hI che. sabhA - mAne chatAM paNa vartana na kare te kevuM sAvaja - hA, bIDI pIvAthI phephasA kharAba thAya che, kensara thAya che tevuM mAne che. chatAM bIDI pIve che to bA te moyI pIve che ke tene thatuM hoya ke A Teva che to sAruM. AnI ThAra pAyamAla. thaI gathI 6 balA vaLagI chezAMI pAlI jevI nathI. mATe tene choDavA satna pachI kare che. A tenI samakakAnI nizAnI che. chatAM pachI na chUTe kyAre? khoTuM AcaraNa karAvanAra karma je prabaLa hoya

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paDe. to na chUTe. sabhA - ame tI ju sudhI dharmano pAyo ja nathI mAMDyo ? sAba" - anaMtakALathI vyAja laIne 3o cho. tapa, tyAga, caMyama 3ii paNa mAnyatA zu ? sukha bhaugamAM ja che tyAgamAM nathI. zrAvI mAnyatAvALA upavAsa karI le para dhyAnaMda aaaN 1 sabhA:- pAgrAma, sAba cadiyA ja ala bagaDI che. sAthI maLyatA hItha to uvA jama nA 22. upavAsa cho eTale thoDIvAramAM kurakurIthI vole. savArathI upavAsanuM Tenzana thAya. jevI bhUkha lAge eTale kha thaya. mATe upavAsamAM 32 lAge che ane pIga 2 - dudha che mATe upavAsamAM majA nathI AvatI. paraMtu yA khanuM du:kha siI moTu du:kha nathI. tarma sIjhanamAM vaipA2 2jAM khAvApIvAnuM bhUlI jAya che ne ? . e vAju jakhyA rahevAthI thoDu zArIrIka duHkha 52 hoI zake. * sabhA - sAhebaja pANI zarIramAM ke manamAM paga 1 sAba - tamArA zarIramAM upavAsathI 82 ravAna, mAre tenAthI manamAM mAnasIka dukha pedA thavAnuM che. paraMtu upavAsa e mananA sukhano, ane AtmAnA sukhano, anubhava rAve tevI ne kriyA che para sukha duHkha che te tame samajyA nathI. jIvanamAM pravRti puruSArtha para nirbhara che. je puruSArtha hoya tevI pravRti thAya che. puruSArthanI baumAM tamArA mananI preraka bhAvo che. mananI prabaLa mAnyatA che ene mArA mAnI te 42vA beda2thI preraNA maLe , mAruM na mAnI tIne karavAnI mane preraNA Apato nahi. , mAnyatA chezuIna hovI Iie. bIlavA khAtara gholI teno jInIga nathI. paraMtu bahu A utha pharvaka mAnuM chuM, A nathI mAna." zA mAno cho te 32vA

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5.4 mana paMcIga karyA 42. karavA jevuM A ja che. aMdarathI satata prerakA ApI. tamArI thI, arucIno pAyo mAnyatA che. je mAnyatA sAcI mAnI tenI ta22.menanuM valaNa thI. bAkI mananA valaNane palavuM mAnyatA pa2 che. mAnyatA palAya to vartana badalAyaM che. mAnyatA badalAya eTale sAco purUSArtha 82vAnI dizA ughaDe che. pAthAnA sekazIdhana tarIke zudhdha mALyatA che. ane pachI ja dharmanA kAna mATe lAyaTha bano cho. ane pachI tenuM valI sArA kAmamAM raheze. atyAra sudhI 22 2ii beThethI udhI mAnyatAno vAramAM ApaNI vivATa zanine kAme lagADI nathI. rudAya dvAti me ' lagADI to paga anubhava tI virodhI ja 2hI che. jaina mA , samatA, namratA keLavatAM zuM thAya3 aApo dabAvAnuM zrAvaNI, pApI A pAvara nahi hai. udAra vAnanuM Ave tyAM lAge gumAvavuM paThThI. mATe edaramAM saMgharSa zu tame tene sAru karI paNa anabhave je 37 pIDA ghaNI che. mATe temAM du:kha che, tevI mAnyatA che, sukha che tevI mAnyatA nathI. A saMgharSanA zArI sAcI mAnyatA nathI AvatI. bhATe ja mAnyatA badalavI anubhava balirvo paDe. gukomAM sukhano anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI tame tene sukhanuM sAdhana nathI mAnavAnI. manano svabhAva 4 1 tene tame dabANathI majA to tAbe thAya tema nathI. tame vicAra dhArA sArI dezo to te bethI vadho tema vI. mATe mAne ghanajI vAyu che - sunnara-poDana... gAma yAne samaja paNa potAne samajavA aine to anubhava 3rAvI to ja mAnavA taiyA2 thAya sabhA :- anya dharmanA gunenuM pravacana zobhapIe tyAre saMgharSa thavAthI

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'mane thalIta thAtha che. zuM karavuM ? sAdaMba - game te dharmamAMthI sAbhA lo temAM vAMdho nathI, pan koI badhA dharmamAM sAthI, sArI vAta che, tevuM karI zakAtha nA. jyAM sAcI vAta nathI tyAM to tame je bhoLa, abujha hazo to uMdhI mAnyatAmAM goThavAI jazo. mATe sAcA-khoTAnI svataMtra prANI ka2vAnI zakti na hoya tyAM sudhI garbhe tyAM javAya nahi. - sabhA:- zaganuM samAdhAna karavA ththo javAnuM! zAre jenI pAsethI sAcuM mArgadarzana maLe tenI pAse samAdhAna da2vAjavAya. jenI paripakava buddhi che, jene game tai zAssAmAMthI sAcA khINanI hesa jevI bAvaData che. te vyakitane game tyAM jyAmAM jokhama nathI . huM mane temanuM batAvu to viveka thI ko pra1 prAthamika kakSAnA naTha hoya jaima thA dharmamAM upadeza che ke tapa e DAyA 3STa che. mATe mahAvIre jai tapa dharma batAvyo che tenAthI tI. hakIkatamAM AtmAnI muni thAya nahi paNa tenA para julama thAya che, kAma thAya chaeN, jhAMI tainAthI dharmano vikAsa thAyuM nahi. pragati trAsa ApavAthI thAya chegrInA AdhiAnathI thAya 1 zaithI tapa-tyAgasaMyamane rUTanuM 8STa mAnIne bese IM. Avu thAre thAkA no paka mAnatA thaI gayA che. ---- - : - tamAre nakka chavAmAM rajanIza kAMI-makA lAla duniyAmAM javA sivuM kaI nathI. to kema 1 bIna lIjha to hiMsA vIjanI kare che, tethI vIjanuM mAMsa khAya che. jyAre upavAsa 72nA to potAnuM ja mAMsa khAya che. zrI khorAka khAvAnuM , karI patAnu mAMsa le che ane tene pacAvI jIvana TALe che. eTale potAnuM ja bhakkA phare che, teo va mAMsAhArI che. mArI

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'badhA Duta che. uMdhI buddhi laDAvAnuM bheju che. have AvuM sAMbhaLanAranI hAlata zuM thAya ? Ama to ghI gumarANa thaI gayA, hakIkatamAM A vAtamAM mAMsAhAra bese tema che ? mAMsAhAra ne stvAya teno vicAra ja na kare. hakIkatamAM mAne mAMsAhAra hai prasaMge haga thAya che tyAre tAva Ave to bhUkhyA radevuM paDe che. 5 bIjI takalIphathI pakA kukhya rAkhe che. mATe zuM te vakhate mAMsAhAra thAya che mAMsa kharAba kema che temAM phutA che ane strIne paqvAno bhAva I, mATe te kharAbe che. jyAre upavAsa 32nArane bIjAne kAma ApavAno bhAva che ke bIjane abhayadAna ApavAnI bhAva che. mATe tame paripakva na boM tyAM sudhI, game tenuM saMbhaLAya nahi. samyagadaSTi game te rmazAstra vAMce to tenuM jJAna abhyajJAna ja thAya. milyATaNa game te dharmazAstro vAMce to mithyAjJAna ja thAya che. zabhA:- sAdhanA dvArA manane vaza jharI, tenAthI 4mI bahAra lAvI AtmAnI zuddhi thAyuM ? cAraibalsa:- hA, cIDa sa. padArtha vijJAnanI niyama che je prakriyAthI AtmAnI azuNi thaI che, tenAthI uMdhI kADhavA karI to AtmAnI zu thAya. dhAtmAne koI DarSa lAge che, temAM mana sAdhana vane che, jevA mananI bhAva tevA karmanA baMdha thAya che. karma je bhAvathI baMdhAya che. tenAthI ulaTo bhAva zai aiTale Darma chuTe che A padArtha vijJAnanI dRSTi mAnyatA che. manane vaza Dava ne DArakAthI mana beavma banyuM che, te bhAvothI uttara bhA karI to mana jJAbumAM Avaze. jema nokara tamAru dhu karatI nathI, je DArakAthI svachaMdI banyo che, te kAramAM pAchuM kheMcI. lo to nokara svaracharI banI zake khara1 nokarano artha ja parAdhInatI che, raNA tenA mAthe mAlika che, mATe ke je chuTachATa ApI hoya,

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tene pAchI kheMcI levI paDe, tema dIkarAne paNa mayadAmAM lAvavA niyaMsa muvI paDe , tema prekaTIkala vAta che ke manane niyaMtrakAmAM lAvavA je mane udhu karyuM che tene lIdhe karavAnuM cAlu karI. " mana mArI maraja visaddha kaMI ja nahi karI zakeM, karI laiM tane ja karIza, tu lapaDAka khAIza kAvI pAvara che kharI bhalA thaIne phare che : jema DhamAM sattAno, AjanI pAvara Icche, tema prathA dhAmabaLa joIe, 8 dhAtmA chuM, mArAmAM anaMnI tAkAta che tenI sAme mana zuM karaze ? manovijJAnanI sAdhanAnI pAMca sTepa che :) dhyAtmavizvAsa - tainA vagara manane zAbumAM laI zakAya nahi. tenI sAthe saMkalpa na hauya to paththara DAma na thAya e mATe bIju saMkalpabaLa - ene mATe vIja samajazakita - manane kAbumAM levAnuM mA eNka sAdhana che. manane samajavIne kAbumAM levAnuM che. ane tenAthI cha sAdhanA :- satata prayatna, mathAmara, tenA lArA mananI kAbu Ave che. tarkabuddhithI prakriyA ka2vAnI che. . sabhA - samajhAne dAvapeca daivAya ? baM:- dAvapecano ththaka vibhAgamAM thAya sArA mAkAne pahelA dAvapeca zamavAnA hoya che pahelA sIdhI rIte kaLathI kAma 52vAnuM hoya 1 mATe ja pahelA zAma, daMDa bheda mArve vagara kAra7 dhAMdhala, dhamAla. ugatA pharavAnI jarura 21 dAvapeca thI to gyAre kAna paDI hai jai be saikA na Avai to. sabhA:- tene jabaradastI kahevAya ? sAheba - nA, AtI vaMcanA che, ThagavAnI vRtti che nAnA chokarAne kahIe ke zAMtithI besa tI bese kharo? adhikalAkamAM

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58 to phudamaDudA kare. A bAvI parathI bIjI bArI para caDhaze. lAga Ave, phatarAnu puchaDu pecI mAvaze, tame kaho tenAthI te uMdhuM ja kare, moTA bhAcho nAnA chokarA pravacaMDa ja hoya che. sabhA - tene vAnaraveDA mAya ! baja:- pevu ja hevAya. havabhAva za 1 mavaDa caMDo. dIpe tainAthI ThaMdha ja kare, kadIe doDamarIDA 32 to zAMtithI besI jaya. mATe jenuM mana avaLathe che, tene uMdhA ja Adeza ApavAnA Ave. pujya thazIvAjape adhyAtmasAragraMthamAM 47 I che mananA sAdhake sAdhanAmAMthI tana mana bahAra hoya ke sAdhanAmAM vipaikI 2nuM hoya, tene kaMdhu ? tenI TekanIkI batAvI che, temAM manane ThagavAnI vAta karI che. zAstramAM mana mATe volyumonA volyumo bharAya teTalA graMtho che. kAna e yAtrAnuM sukha che. ghakAnuM mana tophAnI avaLacaMDu hoya te nava beme kharA ? * tame 3Ama vagara navaza pa2 udIca thAkI nI ughI bhava paNa navA na beso, tethI vyavahAramAM pANa che ? " tavaza to nao vALe. tema tamArA mananI sthiti che mATe manane kAbumA levA eka mInITa pachI tene nava nahi zakhavuM. ' sabhA - vicAranI caMcaLatA hai smRti che ulpanAnA AdhAre che ? sAba- vAsanA, ujAlanA kAraNe vicAranI caMcaLatA che. sabasIyasa mAInDamAM dhyazuddhi che. tenA kAraNe vicAranI caMcaLatA che. mATe vicAranI caMcaLatA smRti ke kalpanAnA AdhAre na stii za3ya, nAnA bALakane koI smRti nathI. chatAM tenuM mana caMcaLa che. A sabhA yA bhavanI RAta 1 sAheba - smRti 4 jatismarakI kahevAya, tene saMskAra na vahevAya, skRti e ja vastu che, mATe pa2 varDa bIlo, zAsAmAM thISmI vAta kare che ke caMcaLatAnuM karI smRti ke kalpanA nathI, paraMtu

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18 6ii mAnyatA e caMcaLatAnuM kAra che. amuka mAnyatA sArI che, mATe temAM tamAruM mana doDe che. bIjI bAju ghaupAe udhI vAtI phelAvI che. dhyAnanI sAdhanA hArA pharavAnuM che sivicAra banavAnuM che, ane te mATe ja pratha7 kure che. kharekhara sAdhanA dvArA vicArazunya : thavAnI jarura nathI. vicAra karavo e kharAba vastu nathI , upayogI tatva che. manane nikItha nathI banAvAnuM panna manane sakriya banAvavAnuM I. mananI zakti khIlavavAnI che. atyAre je vicAra Ave che temAM sArA naka72, eaNanA, sthiratA, ThaMDI lAvavA sthAnanI sAdhanA che. kroI zunyamana karavAnI sthAnanI sAdhanI nathI. " vicAra sArA hoya tene sthira ka2vA prayatna ka2o, tenA mATe ja manovijaya udyAnI vAta karato hato. jema nAnA bALakane sArI pravRttimAM rokI zakha to bIje jaya naTa. tema mana pAse jhAmanI 2galo rAkha. tethI cAre bAjuthI te ladAyeluM che. tamAre vyavahAramAM bhUta pizAcanuM Tappata che. , AmalI pIpaDAnA moTA jhADa para sUna jevuM che, tenI nIcethI jai nyuM hoya tene vaLagavu, rAsa mApavo naivI lokavAhitA che. A mApaka zAstranI vAta nathI. mA lithInanA bhUta hoya che. jema nAnA chokarA bArI nIcethI choI jatuM hoya to kAMkarI nAkhe, tenA mAthA para paDe to tene majA Ave. pachI te saMtAI jaya, zrAvI svabhAvanA nAnA chokazAstrI hoya che. bhUta vaLage tene trAsa trAsa thaI bhatha, paga je tenI coTalI hAthamAM Ave to te tAbe thaI jAya. bhUtamAM zani zrI haya che. je pa 3ma tene zodhI te tarata ja thaI bhaya . preka vAkayo AmalInA jhADa nIcethI jyo hato tene vaLavA mATe bhUta Ayu paNa vANiyo hoMziyAra hato tene pAchaLathI Ine tarata coTalI paDI

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lIdhI. bhUta kahe " hu tAro dAsa chu" kAraNe tArA bAmAM AvI gayo chu. paraMtu mane choDa. vANiyo de mAru kAma karI Ape to chau bhUte kahyu kAma karI Apu paraMtu mArI eka zarata che. 8 navaro nadi dhvaMsa, navaze baiMsu to tane khAI jaIza, paraMtu cA khUna to eka jAtanA devatA kahaivAya mATe zakti ghaNI hoya, vAgiyAe kahyu maThThAna banAvI Apa, anAja lAvI Apa, dukAna karI Apa AvA to pacAsa DAnna saupthA. paraMtu pelo to pAMca miniTamAM DAbha TharI navarI thaIne pAcho Ave. vANiyAne lAgyu tcA to have mane khAI jI. tethI vAyA bali doDAvIne kAma soMpyu ke huM bIju kAma na batavu tyAM sudhI AA nIsaraNI para caDa-uttara karyAM dara. have adiyA kAma nathI ciMdhyu tema to na ja kahevAya. A eka daSTAMta kathA che, paNa sarma zu che 1 te vicAro. bhUtanI zaktino pAra nathI. tema mananI hAtino pAra nathI, mana tAbe thAya to tamane nyAla TharI de. paraMtu tophAnI manane tAbe karavA mATe tanI mAphaka tenI coTalI pakaDavI paDe. temA bhUtanI jema ja hArata zu ? e manane navaruM baizavA devu nadi anenA janma - maganA kharAba seskAra paNa paDelA che. mATe tene sArI pravRttimAM gauThavI rAkhavAnu. manane ThagavAno A upAya hai, pUjya temacaM sUrijIai yogazAstramAM lakhyu che ke zubhayoga, mana. mana pAse zubhayogamAM pazcima DAvo 3 thI bIjA pAse daDavA mATe taiyAra na thAya. kaima tamArA jIvanamAM to mana navaru ja hoya ne ? tene 3thI sAruM nAma sIpavAnu rAkhyu che kharuM ? ema paNa dharmanA koTAmAM to navasa -ja hoya che. kadAca tame zarIrathI dharma ThazyA to beso, paNa mana to raMtu hoya tuM. kAma to khAlI zarIrane ja nai 1 tethI manane note pharavA dardI cho.. anAdinA sekkara bharyAM che. mATe emane ema nanane kAma

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6. ThAma sIpo sau kAma Darai nAda, mATe tenI caulI paDaDavI paDe. pachI ja te tAbe thAya. sabhA:- sAdevajI coTalI kaI? batAvI. sArevajI ki maiM anubhava hArA manane jhanavInsa karavu. invIsIMga pAvara te ja thIlI . jeTalu manane anubhava ArA, kabula, svIkAra karAvI lo, tethle ja te kAbumAM Avaze, bhabha:- sArebajI dAkhalo Apa. sAdebanu :- dAkhalA tarIke AyaMbIla DavAnu che, temA rasauInI sugaMdhathI thaSAne ulaTI thAya, AyaMbIlanI rasoi moMmAM paNa na jAya, A saLavaLATa jIbhano ke manano che ? AyaMbIlamAM khAvA to maLe che. mATe temAM bhUkhyA rahevAno savAla nathI. te badhA padArtho zarIrane puratu poSaNa mApe che. tIrthaMkaranA zarIra paNa A cAdArathI Take che. bhagavAne ja A dharma batAvyo che. temA khAvAnI nA nathI, paNa tenAthI jIbhane svAda. na maLe., vihArI paidA thAya nahi, Asaktine poSaNa na maLe, paNa tenAthI de, IndriyanI kriyA barAbara cAle. chatAM paNa tapa kahaivAya Avo dharma duniyAmAM kyAMya nathI. sabhA:- sArebale tau AyaMbIlamAM paNa IDalI, DhosA hoya che sAredha:- dararoja ApIe chatA paNa koi karavA taiyAra thatu nathI, narma pahelA AyaMbIla to karo, ApaNe svAda choDavA AyaMbIla karavAnu che, temA tame svAdamAM IDalI, DhosA kyAM lAvyA. zrekanI eka vastu dararoja khAso to majA ghaTe che. sau divasa AyaMbila karI pachI je mAlapANI bAcI ane je svAda Avaze, te pahelA khAtA nahi Ave, mATe mA vadhAre kyAre ? sabhA:- cAbIla karyA pachI cAlu khAvAnuM bhAvatu nathI. sAdebA - UnI to jIbha bagaDI gaI che, manathI gamana nathI ke 1

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32, abhathI gamatu nathI, mAnasIka rIte prema hoya ke AyaMbilana khAvAmAM lAbha che. mATe A gamatuM nathI. jajane mAthamilano, paurADa nA bhAve, tene to tIkhA tamatamatA ane mIThA padArtho bhAve te ja tenI DImAnDa hoya che. choI A prIza$ nathI bhAvata to tenI jIbha bagaDI gaI che. baghA urmamAM ADakhIlIrUpa mana, 'zArIra, Indriya ja vAMdhAvaca9 pADe che, mATe badhuM dhirmanA vyavahAramAM. nI virodha hoya che. tethI ja bandha mana sAthe samajAvaTa dhvanI Ave che vikArImAM pIDA keTalI , AsakitamAM du:kha kerala, cAnAthI deTalA dezAna thaIthI chIe, paraMtu jamanA svAda che, temAM mukha : dekhAya che. tainA 32tA 1I zI vijhArI 'sSAthImAM pIDA hai. covIse 3lAka bubhamAM svAdanI jhaMkhanA che. temAM duHkha keTala, sArI vANIthI khAvA mATenI talapanI pIDA kailI lI pIDA uThIne svAda levA che ke pIDAthI mukta thaIne manane zAMti mApavI che ? samajAta mATe mana sAdhana che. mATe jeTalA anubhava, tarka, dalIlothI tene samajavo tehu te mAne. bhale prArthaghalamAM svAda nathI paNa jubhane besvAdapArAnuM du:kha vadhAre che 7051nuM mAtmAnuM duHkha vadhAre : tamArA manane kabUla karAvI ke rImA duHkha vadhAre che? vAsanA, kRNA aika jAtanI pIDA che. jenAthI ajepI thAya che. rasagullA bhAve che tethI tenA mATe manamAM cauvIse kalAka tasa, che. tethI jeTalI mAITamo bhALe che tenI Asakita, pyA, tarasa laIne tame phare che. AvI siro tarasa cho che. tarasa eNka jatanI pIDA che OM sukha che ? have dhATalo bhAra laIne pharyuM tenA charatAM besvAdavALu mAI levu ne sArA che. moTA . 'duHkhanA tyAga mATe nAnA du:khane vaiThI levu zu khoTu! tAva dhyAve tyAre iMjekazana, davA Ape che, tyAre sI galIpathI thAya che ? chatAMpaNa 'lo cha ne pAchA Do.ne kazo ja hoya to hai ApI dee pachI

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3 kaTa sAza kare. 1 sabhA:- hA, sArve zIkhaMDa, purI khavAya nai ? sAba:- zIkhaMDa purImAM mA ghaNI che. te je mAno . temAM ja tamArI bhrama che. tAvanuM duHkha moTu ane iMjekazananu du:kha nAnuM tema mAnI cho ne ? moTA du:khane kADhavA nAnA du:khane svIkArI che. zIkhas purImAM majA , paNa mana udyAre 1 aMdamAM tenI vRw tarabha hoya tyAre ne ? nI pachI vaNA, tarasa me moTu duHkha che ne? thA mAno cho chatAM tamArA bhuvanamAM ulTo 8ma che, A mAtmaka poInTa che, mATe maMthana karanme. prAta tame nAnA duHkhanA nivAra mATe moTu du:kha ubhu ! cho. paraMtu moTA duHkhanA zivArakA mATe nAnuM duHkha veThI lI. - gaLI vAvyu che temAMthI lohI karI rahyuM che baLatarA thAya che. manamAM ajaMpo che. rve tene bhUlavA bIju prANI para moTo chApo sudhI to mane tyAM jaze. eTale nAnA duHkhane bhUlavA moTu du:kha ubhu kartha devI. pUrva tamAre jIvanamAM krama Aja rIte cAle che. zArIranA nA dukhanA nivArI mATe tame moTA mAnasIka duHkhane ubhA 32 cho. - bhavanamAM moTI majhA to tame manathI 24 kalAka trAselA cho. zarIrane tame svastha zo cho ane tenA mATe mananA trAsa ubhA karo cho kArakhA nAnu zarIranuM dukha tamane dekhAya che paNa mananuM moTu duHkha dekhAtuM nathI. cIrIthI khADyo tyAre du:kha thAya have te vakhate koI jorathI thappaDa mAre to cIrIyAnu duHkha bhUlAI varUA. pA prApu karavA dezI kharA ? zabhA:- bALa manovijyanI sAdhanAnA sTepamAM ja sTepa ja banAvo, pAMcamuM eDa 3yuM paDI rahI gayuM ? zAlibha - , zazI gayu. pAMcamuM sTepa Avaze. 5ma arthamAM

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74 hai. pAMca nathI levAnA paNa A pAMce sTepa eka sAthe apanAvavAnA pAMca sAthe 2AkhIne cAlavAnu che. pachI ja manovijya thaze, have pAchaLanI vAtanA anusaMdhAnamAM joie. dA.ta. tame jamavA beThA, tyAre bhANAmAM DArelAnuM rAi AvyuM. tyAre pIto natha, kAraNa tamane bhAvatu che, mATe tenu du:kha che. have AvI paDyu che mATe te khAvAthI je du:kha thavAnu che tenA nivAraNa mATe tame na khAze athavA bIjI rIte paNa virodha karI zako cho tema cho, chatAM paNa tame ulkApAta karo cho jethI potAnA ane bInanA 'manane azAMti ubhI thAya. ghUMTI nAnA duHkhanA nivAraGga mATe mauTu du:kha. ubhuM karyu. sabhA:- paNa sAheba zAMtithI khAI laIe to gharamAM ema thAya amane bhAve che. sArevajI:- nA,nA tamAruM mo joine karI Ape ke tamane abhAvatu che. aqhabhAvatu khAco ane sAmenAne tamArA monA bhAva, khabara na paDe tevA tame saMyamI cho ? vyakta na karavu hoya to paNa thaI jAya tema che. jema polITIzyanone savu hoya tyAre hase ? 20 hoya tyAre De krodha vakhate DImA AkhavI hoya to paNa rAkhI zake che. tevA tame DAI ustAda cho? paraMtu moTA bhAge A sthiti che. kArelAnA 2113thI jIbhane je trAsa thAya che tene tame Asa mAnI cho. paNa ThoThane duHkhI DavAmAM tene trAsa thAya che te mauTu duHkha che te tamane dekhAtu nathI. AyaMbilamAM mAnasITha duHkhono tyAga che ane sAthe temAM mAnasIka sukha che. paNa te tamane dekhAtu nathI. paraMtu AyaMbilamAM mA kevI che ? keTlI che? tenI kabulAta mana pAse karAvavAnI che. ane tenI sAme khAvAnI tRSNAnI pIDAmAM keTalu duHkha che te tene 1

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ge samajAvavAnuM zuM du:khano tyAga karuM eja dharmanI yAjJA che. tame sukhane jIvanamAM apanAvazo eTale gharma ja apanAvyo chaMdevArze. du:khane bhavanamAM jeTalu ubhu karazo teTaluM pApa che. tamArA AtmAne jeTaluM duHkha Apazo trAsa aApazo teTaluM pApa che AtmAne , manane zAMti ApavA mATe zarIranA thaDA ne veThavu paDe. upAdhyAya, madArA janmAve tapamanuM varNana karatAM kahyuM che ta5 dharmamAM sukha ghaNuM che. je pachI tapamAM jhAthAjhaNa mAne che tenI to buddhi bagaDI gaI che. tapamAM AtmAnI ane mananI zAMtinuM sukha che. tapa jo pAra karatAM AvaDe tI ghkI, vijhA2o, AsakitathI mukta thavAya. jethI mAtmAmAM zAMtino anubhava thAya ane tethI tene mana maLe. maLe tyAre zarIrane mana na maLe. zarIra ane bubhane to bAju para jhUDI davAnA jArI tene samakazakti nathI. mATe tene tame phranvansa DarAvI zako tema nathI paNa manane e nvInsa 42AvI tI cIlI hAthamAM AvI jAya . have cITalIvALA manane pawA nava vasavA devu nahi. jyAre adhyA nI coTalI paNa hAthamAM nathI cane pAchu navA ja be haya. lIjha kare che sAheba amane TAIma nathI paNa atyAre tamAre jIvanamAM jeTalo saIma che teTalI TAIma to tamane dhyAreya nahoto. DAkkA yeno pahelA nahotA. paraMtu atyAre yenA kAraNe moTe bhAge tamane navarAza che. mATe ja TI.vI.nI. sAme 3lA sudhI besI rahI che. pratyAre tamane ToLaTappA. pharavA ghargo TAIma ArAmathI rakhaDI pakA cho che. mATe navarAzamAM DayAM tophAna che te vicArajo. paraMtu haju tamane tamArA manane bumAM levAnI taiyArI nathI . prejha Tata sArA tamArA manane kAbumAM 4I rIte laI zakAya te batAvyu

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30-9-9-5. 2vavA2 / pa. pU. zrI yugabhUSaNAvizva saragsasabhyo namaHll 19 suda 3 || manovijJAna | gauzApiyA anaMta upasI manatajJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zro gatanA jIva mATe potAnA mananA vijetA bane tevA zula zrIdhane prApta $re tevA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana jIva mAtrane mAMtarIka 2STIe vinItA banavAnuM rUche . ApaNe tyAM sauthI pahelI navavAra . temAM paNa pahelA padamAM DIne namaskAra IM; mAMtarIka jagatamAM vijetA che. tene ja ApaNe . namaskAra karIe chIe. jaimI mAMtara phAgunA vijetA banI mukta thavA che, manuM badhA hATu para varcasva che. tevA juva pachI game tyaM hoya to : paNa te tarIke vijetA tarI ja che ane tene ja Apa7I prajAe chIe ' mATe dharmanA DhAmAM manovijayanI vAta che. paNa mana ApI, sAthe hoTaluM jaDAyeluM che, ane pAchu potAnI zakitathI mAtailu paNa thayeluM che. mAkhu gata mananA trAsathI trAseluM che badhAnA bhavanamAM je dhAMdhala dhamAla che temAM mananuM ja sarjana che. AkhA saMsArane te TacalI astuI para nacAve che te dAdA jevuM banI gayuM che. mATe tene kAbumAM levuM te eka jabaradasta 3LA che. tamArI zarIrane tame kaMTrola 8 bAra hRAA kAbumAM laI jA, hama DarI tI te svIkAre. are IzvathI paNa vaLabAIthI anukULa thaze, paLa mana para me vaLaghAI DarazI tI te saMvAtha tIzana karI temane uDADI deze, mATe hAmAM lakhyuM che ke mana unamata hAthI ju che, unnata hAthIne je mahAvata a98 mAravA jAya to tene 3DI che. mATe mana baLa jabarAIthI aMkuzamAM AvI zake nahi. mATe mahApurUSojhe teno vijaya thavA pati batAvatA zuM che tenA mATenI je koI DI hoya to te samajI che. tene manAvI le to te sAru 8Ama ApI zake che. have samajAthI kAma levuM eTale zu? manane 3thvInsa ka21vavuM. mana jAne je bula

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6.1 karavA taiyAra na thAya to te svIkAranu nathI, nasaratu nathI. paNa e samajaNathI vAta tene besI jAya to te anukULa vartana ka2vA taiyAra thAya che. tamAre vyavahAramAM paNa niyama che hai koI moTI mANasa hoya, puNyanA kAraNe moTI banI beTho hoya, Ama brukSu hoya, have tene kAMI vAta kavI hoya tau zyu karI ? paNa jo e vAta tene gaLe na utare to tamane ubhAkhI dene mATe samajaNathI kAma lezo ne ? saMsAramAM niyama che 3 moTA mag2asane vAta gaLe utarI jAya to badhu kAma sahelu thaI ya. mATe eka vakhata manane kabula karAvavu te eka sauTI che. tema AmAM paNa manane jo brula karAvI TakI nI mana tamArA kahyA pramANe kAma karatu thaI jaze. sabhA:- bula kai rIte karAvu 1 sArebajI - teja prakriyA che. AApo AgaLa vicArI gayA. temAM bhASamananA varNanamAM pahelA mananA be prakAra batAvyA, dhRvyamana ane bhAvamana bhAvamananA hai prakAra che upayogamana ane labdhimana. labdhimanamAM sauthI pahelu thru batAvyu ? mAnyatA. ApaNo manamAM anAdikALathI udhI mAnyatA ghara karIne beThI che. mATe ja mananI puruSArtha dhI dizAmAM thAya che. je sAcuM che tene kharAba mAnI beThu che ane je kharAba che tene sAcu mAnI beThu che, je hitakArI che tene altikArI, jai atiThArI che tene taThArI, jai sukha che tene duHkha, duHkha a tene sudha .. A naTaselamAM cApaNI mAnyatAno cittAra che. je anaDaLathI ruDha thaI gayela che, asthamAnI jema vaNAI gaI che. jyAM sudhI mana jhabulAta na Thare. mAnyatA badalavI eTale jinezrvaradevAe je tatva hyu che tene mana pAse bulAta karAvI levI. temane jela tatva ja satya che. ApaNe bolIe kIe " tvameva sarthya " jinevvaradevAe je tatva banAvyu che te na na

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jagatanuM pa2ma satya che ane je khoTu batAvyuM che te ja satya che janazAsanamAM badhI uthAmAM pahelA zrA, kabulAta karavAnI rUDI che. jema tame praja, darzana karavA bhayo tyAre pahelA cAMdalo karo have, paheluM tilaka tamane ke bhagavAnane ? hakIkatamAM prabha $2vA mATe dhArI kyAre bano 1 dezasaramAM pravezanI ha6 ne ? je bhagavAnanI bhANAne &yathI mAne tene ja jene prabhuno upadeza nathI gamatI, je hRdathathI svIkAravA taiyAra nathI tene darzana prajAno adhikAra nathI. zasaramAM game te ghusI zake kharI ! ApaNAM bhagavAna badhAnI che tevuM nA hatyAre ghaNA che, paraMtu AkhI duniyAnA nathI. je premanI vAtane mAne tenA ja che. jai dI vApane bApa tarIke na mAnatI hoya te sAcI rIrI che ke nAmanI ja dIkarI kahevAya ? tenI jema ahiMyA pachI jinezvaradeve udelA tatvane bhale pachI prajainamAM janmelo hoya, game te avasthAmAM hoya, pachI jo te tatvane mAne to tenA bhagavAna che. mATe tame derAsara AvI tyAre cAlI 62 pachI ja aMdara ja che. temane thAya ke jemanA carajhamAM namaskAra, vaMdanA 8 chu temanI AjJA bhale kadAca A rIte samaparNa na thaI hoya paNa zraddhApe to che ja. temane udelo upadeza mane game che, svI che, enI khAtrI mATe ja cAlI 3ii che. mATe A na samajjAra So che bhagavAna badhAnA che. mATe ja atyAre ApaNI jIthI TurIsTa senTara banI gayA che. pAlItANA mATe hamaNA hAIsamAM jAherAta ApelI sITI opha dha thila" TurIsTone kalA, kRti AkRti jovA mATe maMdironuM jora javA ane AvuM vAMcIne ApaNA jI rakhAyA che. tho 88 bahAne ghauM darzana kare che ne ? delavADAmAM pa7 mAvA lAkhkha lokI zrAve che paNa te vyAjabI nathI. dhane sI mAvo chU8 pakInathI. ane mAnI sAme tame pAchI vAMdho paga uThAvatA nathI. pakSu AtI upAsanAnA ghAma che. mATe TurIsTa senTara tarIke oAMthI goThavAtha?

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pratyAre taine mAvAnA sAdhana pUnAvI dIdhA che. pachI ame kahIe chIe 3 A rIte pravaivAnI prAdhikAra nathI. ane bIjI bA rIte yusI bhaya to tene ghusAkharI ja jhahevAya. dave ii tamAru sAmAthi6 julmI, naimAM tarma karemibhaMne ucarI tyAre ja sAmAyika lIdhu chavAya. tenA pazailA muhapanI partavAnI Ave. temAM pahelI bIla zuM sUjhathI 1 palI tamArI pAse 2:21 32AvI ? jine varavAe zApe je nivacano 8aa che. tenA sUjha AuI che tenI hu zra zaru 6. jinezrvare ghelu tatva ja jagatanuM tatva che. pANI badhu nagtmu che. mATe dharmanA kamAM pahelI mAnyatAnuM parivartana maLe che. mAnyatAne hRdalyA vagara sAcI ArAdha6 jUnI zakAya nahi. SIpaNa dharmazunya tathati hIya. ne mahArAjanI paricayathI dharma pAme eTale zuM thayuM - jaina nayasAranA bhave mahAtmAnI paricayamAM prAvI, dezanA sAMbhaLI mane, temanAmAM parivartana AvyuM. atyAra sudhI temAM je tatvane mAnatA phI tene khoTuM mAnIne navuM tatva apanAvyuM, ane tethI ja samIta pAmyA. mAnyatAne taimarsa sULamAMthI palaTI nAMkhI. jyAre mithyAtvamAM hatA tyAre chevI mAnyatAthI gherAyelA hatAM. have ghI 3de manane kAbumAM 1I rIte levuM. paraMtu tame game te hota $dAkuda karazo to mana zAbumAM nA Ave. jema kharAba vicAra Ave che tyAre tene prosesathI kAma lezo to te badalAze. je vicArI azubha che te labdhimananI ja ubharI che. jema kuvAmAM hoya to havADAmAM gbAve. tamArA vicAramAM prakAra, kIdha, mAthA, mAna dhyAvI te badhuM prakRtimAM hoya ke aMdara paDeluM hoya to ja sapATI para ubharAya 6 aMdarathI bazara cAve che stI vahA2thI era kyuM nathI. te

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70 nimitta maLatAM ubharAya che, ane sapATI para Ave che. mATe azuddhi aMdaramAM ja che. je taLIye jAma thaI gayela che, mATe khAlI uparathI sAra tarIe to na cAle. have tene saMzodhana karavA mATe 3DI 3 paDa DavI ! huM mAnyatAmAM zu mAnu chu ? kyAM huM sAcuM mAnuM chuM kyAM huM khoTuM mAnu chu A rIte vizleSaNa karavA mAMDazI eTale dharmanI dizAmAM gati thavA lAgI. mapattI palevAmAM je pahelI bIla mUkyo te mahAta che. tame to khAlI bolI nathI A paNa te zaratathI baMdhAtA nathI. sAmAyika pAro tyAre bolo ne sAmAyika pATha ! " tyAre ame kadIdhai N " punaH vAya" eTale tame bolA thathAzakti. pachI tame cAgaLa kadI nadattI. bA bolo cho te amane moDhethI khuza karavA bolo cho ne ? tame vyathAzakti karavAnA cho ! ame dA, pArI do, tevu to na ja karIe. paNa rarIthI karavA vu che eno svAda cAkhIne mA AvI hoya to ka2vA jevu che. tyAre amane bAyaMdharI aa ApI cho ? yathAzakti. te tame dalathI badhA cha. 1 tamArI vyU sthiti che pacAsa bauddhamAM paulI bola Aja mUkyo che. AnA vagara vadhu nakkAmu che. jijvezrvaranA vacanane satya na mAnI pachI game teTalI upAsanA karI paNa zu matalaba bhagavAnanA pagamAM paDI, bhakti apara karaze, tenI sAme ullAsathI nAcI paNa kharA, paNa temanI kahelI sAcI vAtone sAMbhaLavA mAthI rIsaccaDhatI hoya to te bhagavAnanI bhaktinI matalaba kaiTalo ? tame bhagavAna sAthe ja vyavahAra karo cho tevo vyavahAra tamArI sAthe jo koI Dare to tame kadI? AtI banAvaTI che, anADI che ema ja ne ? jaima dIkarI dararoja tamArA pagamAM paDe, ptha joDe paNa tamAruM kahyu na mAne, dikarI salAda pAna k{

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72 41 mAne tyAre hatha eDe to zu karazo ? "tu have banAvaTa ka2vAnu devA?" ArtI bhagavAna tamane kAMI bolatA nathI mATe mA paDI gaI che paNa jo kAna pADe to zu hAlata thAya? ja zaratI bhUkI temAM tamAre prAthamika AratI paNa karI thatI nathI. ThAraNa hajI mananI mAnyatAnuM saMaudhana thayu nathI. mATe pratyeka kriyAmAM mAnyatAnuM mahatva ghaNu ja che. ane tenAthI ja AtmAmAM cittazuddhi sthApita thAya che. have dharmanA lIgamAM pagalu mAMthA pachI vicArI, prakRti, saMskAra vhalavAnI. paNa te badhAmAM pahelA mAnyatA badalavAnI che te badalavA dararoja vicAra kavA paDe, janezrvaradevIe hIne sAcu Rshyu che ane zene khoTu kahyu che ! mane te sAcu ane cA kaima nathI lAgatu. kyAM mAre gaDabaDa che. vyu vAMdho che A rIte avaloDana za khyAla Ave pachI ja tene zuddhi karavAno prosesa thAya che. paraMtu ghaNAne atyAre medaramAM zu lIthA che. tenI ja khaMbara nathI. bhagavAna pAse Ine khUba ja bhakti kare tyAre thAyaOM OM temano bhakta chu. paNa te vakhate tane pUchI 36 teno adhikArI zuM kharo bhagavAne karelI badhI vAta mane game che ! ane khoTu, kharAba kahyu tene hu sAthe, sArU tema mAnu ghu ? ne Avu ja hoya to bhakta daMDAvavA 3 lAyaka nathI. A vAta tamArA ane amArA banne mATe che. ame paNa temanu eka tatva na mAnIe che delAthI ulTI vAnamAM ja mane rasa hoya, Agraha hoya tau amArI haMdhI mAnyatA che. mATe A mithyAtva che. jyAM sudhI mananu saMzodhana na karo tyAM sudhI baMdhu nakAmuM che. badhA pUcha abhAvano jIva maukI na tha ! hA, vAta sAcI che paga hai ? abhAvano jIva pItAnI mAnyatAaune bhagavAnanI AjJA d

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' amAne meca karI zakatI nathI. ema bIju badhI vAii kure che paNa gaDabaDa kyAM kUdAca 25, 50 TakA mAnyatA tenI relI thAya pachI 108 tI kailI thatI ja nathI. mane mAja nI DrAIjha che. je tenI uNapa che. mathAmagna karIne thAkI jaya para mAtmAne Debala 38AvavA taiyAra nathI ! viSaya, kaSAya du:kharUpa che. zrane cokhkhAmAM anupama sakha che. basa, mAja te nakkI karAvI zakatI nathI. ane jenI kA2I bhavanI java paDe che. te zrAthI mAnI lai che, paNa mana tene 3bhUlIna 22nuM nathI. mATe ja vicArame mAnyatAnuM mahattva che che tenA kAraNe tenI puSArtha nAmo bhaya che. bhavibhave paNa anI zuddhi na kare to tenI purUSArtha paj DLe bhaya che. ghaNI jIvo dhyAna Dare che, bhAvanI, ciMtana, manana pa kare che, dhI muzkelI zu 3 ooTALA rupe mAnyatA khoTI paDelI che. mATe tenA lAkho kathana paNa niSphaLa jvAno. mA e bhArekhama nidAna che, gabharAI jyAya tevuM satya nidAna che, zAsAnI kiTa cokasAI pUrvaka che mithyAtva toDyA vagara ane samajhIna pAmyA vagara game teTaluM cAsTiAthI bhAvita thAya che jJAna game tevu ghoya to te miyAjJAna che ane cAra paga utha cAra ja che. mATe mAnyatAnI mahimA sama. | mAnyatA kevI rIte palaravI tenI prathA che. jema puNyazALI pachI baluM hoya, tene samajAvavA mATe, vAta utAravI emanema jAva to vAta tene vALa utare nA. paNa enA mATe TrI joIe. ma manane 'manAvavA zrI joIe, te evuM bane che. zAstramAM 24TAMta che te vicArIe. thulIbhanA pitA raDatAla navamA naMdanA mahAmaMtI che. 2:bhanI paNa navamI vaMkA che, ane megIno paga navamo vaMza che. haDatAla madAtAzALI , vANI, hi anLI che. mATe rAjakajamAM , kuzaLatA dAkhavI che. taithI rAjane vizeSa mAna che. mATe koI paNa

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ThAmamAM prabhiprAya maMtrIno jale, i maMtrInI marajI na haya anee ! rAbharlR pItAnI gamatI vAta hoya to paNa te leTa-gau Thare, karaNa rAkha samaje che 8 AnI phi vadhAre che. mATe rAjyamAM maMdInu adhipatya hai, tyAM varuci nAmano vilAna haiM, te sandhi-sLAmAM vizveSa che, maiM tatkAla adbhuta kAvya banAvI zake che. have ghaNI vikatA hovAnA kAraNe tene thAya che hai mArI rAjasabhAmAM 692 thAya, jaithI ApI duniyAmAM mArI khyAti thaI jAya, mATe te ja eja sabhAmAM Ave che ane sAtyikaLAnI vArtA Dare che. enAthI rAjA prabhAvita thAya ane rAjya prabhAvita thAya tyAre niyama zu ? benI tArIpha che. enA mATe rAjane mana paNa thAya che, paraMtu vicAre che koI paNa mANasane rAjasabhAmAM mahatva Apavu kai nadi ! kAraNa kadAca jokhama paNa ubhuM thAya, mATe DhADatAla bhegI kare to ja mahtva Apu, tethI dararoja AMDatAlanA mo sAme juve, paraMtu DatAla to prabhunA parama bhakta che, zrAvaka che. te temene paganI pAnIthI oLakhI gayA che. temane lAge che ke A jIva lAyaka nathI. lucco, svAthI che, ane mithyArASTa che. tenI prazaMsA hai Adara karavAmAM Ave to mithyAtvane poSaNa maLaze, luccAM ane svArthanA kAraNai paNa nukzAna thaze, mATe rAja jyAre temanuM mI juO tyAre kaMika vizeSa bhAva na batAve, mATe rAjA tArIpha na Dare. have ghA visa sudhI Ama cAlyu. paraMtu varucIne to prAsa, tArI meLavavI che. paNa meLavI kaI rIte ? tene khabara paDI ke adiyA menIna varcasva che, mATe maMtrI ka2e to ja tArI thAya, to have bhaMgIne sAdhavo kaI rIte tene tapAsa cAlu TharI pa DAthI paNa dALa gaLe tema nathI, mATe chelle vicAra kayo ke tane bhadhivAnI nADa vadhu che maMgI upara cAlI zake tevu konu varcasva hai? khabara paDI hai tenI patnanu varcasva che. saMsAranA staranA kAraNe 1 1

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ka * vAta Ave tyAre ekabIjA TIlA paDatA hIya che. have jo patanane sAvavAmAM Ave to mAruM kAma thaI jAya. tethI maMtrIne tyAM vA paridhAna karIne tene jvAnuM cAlu . sAmAnya mANasa tarI8 tenI patninu badhu ja gha23Ama 38Ave. vAsaNa mAMje, Ama DaratA karatA tenI sAthe prIti pedA karI ane tenuM dila jItI lIdhu. 28 divasa tenI patni uThe che 6 tu mArI ATalI sevA zusumA phare che te mATe 6 khaza che, mATe tAruM zAma hoya to 4rI aApa. atyAre varuthi : va21bara maLasI jaIne ude che, " ->zvarane Do 2AjasabhAmAM mArI tArI Thare moTA mANasane vAta gaLe utAravA mATe kyAM sudhI tene pahoMvu paDyuM tene kevI rIte nADa pajhaMDI che, sevAnA mIlIgezananA 2 kahyuM che vAMdho nahi , huM karIza. 2nA maMtrIzvarane kare che. mATalA kaMjusa kema thaI gayA cho, koI mANasa mahenata kare to pANI pheravo cho, tame rAja pAse prazaMsA karAvI to tene hAnasAhitya$LAmAM protsAhana maLe, mATe AAgara kare che, tyAre menIsvara 1re che ke lAyaTha nathI mAtrATa che, paraMtu pAnanI gaNanA 8ArI bula thAya che. tethI tenI prazaMsA karavI, e paTha tarIke karyuM che. tAlane gaLe utAravuM agharuM hatuM , chatAM 3DI pakaDIne kAma karyuM tema manane kabula 2hyu , gaLe utAravuM saraLyu nathI. eka vastune mAnuM chIye taine navI mAnthatAthI kanvInsa $vuM ramatavAta nathI. anAdithI 22 thayelI mAnyatAne badalAvI te khU5 agharA che. anaMtakALathI mApaNe mana mAne che ke viSaya kapUthamAM ja maja che. upAyo teja supanA sAdhana che. ane A ruDha thayelI mAnyatA che, mATe 24 kalAimana rupAtha $2vA sakriya che, divasa uThI tyArathI 3Saya mATenu nAmanta zIdhA hoya che. kapAya eTale khAlI krodha nAda, dha, mAna, mAthA, varga, 5 valsa temaja mana parovAyeluM

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75. radaivA mAMge 24 ulAka kriyA nI che, satata tema ja sakriya che. upAya na 62vA ke zAMta rahevA taiyAra nathI pachI nimita hoya ke na hoyatamane sI ra4 ulAka uSAthanA nimitta maLatA nathI, paNa aMdarathI ubhA karI che. jema koI navI vastu sAme Ave to mAsakti thAya ane SI managamatI vAta kare to krodha Ave. paraMtu mane kaI vatAvatu na hoya to paNa ulkApAta thAya che ? navarA beThA kaMI kaMIka junuM yAda 380, tyAre manamAM zuM thAya che, mATe kyAMka ne kyAMka gahepa mATe mana alldhI rahyuM che. vyApI badhAnI mananI priya viSaya upAya che. mATe mana satata rAha auIne beThuM hoya che. jema bilADIne khabara hoya ke ahiMyAthI 82 mAve che to zAMta thaIne tAThIne besI jAya ane dhyAve eTale tarApa mAre. tema mana tAkrIne beThuM che. sIdhu jhaDapI levA ja taiyAra che joIpaNI mAM che vastumAM vadhe te rAga-3panI pati pragaTAva. janmyA tyArathI jIvananI au ko paNa samatAmAM mArI nathI. paraMtu eka kAra mATe paNa kSamatAno anubhava tame 42ii lo to ame khArIthI kahIe chIe 8. bhava kai padArtha ane jhaMkhe nahi. gaI vakhate kalu 6 tame taNIyAne vocatAM nathI ane sapATIne juo cho, ane sapATI para paNa bhaDA ane sthale kaSAya ja beThelA dekhAya che. jema nauLI AMkhavALa , moTA ake 2 vAMce, ane nAnA khAI jya, tema sapATI paranI tamane saMda kRpAya dekhAtA nathI. atyAre tame AdithA beThA cho, vakhate paNa 2- pheSa sapATI para cAle che. pachI bhale masta che amasta upAya hoya . jema kavacana mAM 6 sArI vAta che to pasaMda paDe to 2ANa thAya , agamatI vAta Avai to acI thAya, mATe tethI , acI, rAga cAlu che. sa:- sAhebanuM paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM raga pAvavo naIe ?

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'sadaiva muH- gamatI vastu hoya ane Aga cAlu thAya, jema ke devalokanA vAnathI pANI chuTe tai zaNa barAbara nathI. tame sInemA jaao tyAre jevu pIcara tevA manabhAva thAya che, jema hI phAITIMga kare tyAre tIrI kane to tAnamAM mA gaMs ane tI uSa thAya, paNa tame tatvanI vAta sAMbhaLo ane zAna thAya te sAruM che, sAce che, tene sArA mAnI te 2ga thAya te sAruM che ane ame pApanI niMdA , karIe te vakhate pheSa thAya te masta vaiSa che, tema nI vAta che. tyAre rasa che te prasta 27 che, mATe gaSanI cenala che. mInITa paNa mana zAMta rahevuM nathI. taine samatAno anubhava nathI. kIIne SI bhAva cAlu che mATe samatAnI anubhava nathI, 5SAya nI priya viSaya che pachI sArI ke kharAba , jevA avasara maLe te rIte cAlu sabhA - nimittane AdhArIta che , sAba" - ekalA nimittane AdhArIta che tevuM nathI. eka oraDImAM tamArA mATe Inse thanA viSayo na che. tamane koI dumaLe naphi. nI pappA eTara beThA vaiThA manamAM ThaMIka ubhu karaze paNa mana sakha rahI nahi. ThAMnI aMdarathI Dhodhaze to bahArathI zodha, vastunI ksa hoya te duniyAmAMthI zodhI mATe manane iSayamAM rasa che, tathI nimitta zodhI 518ii ane mana tana cAlu 12thI. anetALathI ja uSAyanI prAvegamAM ja sukha ane tene ja sAdhana mAnyA che. dhyA mAnyatAnA kA2I ja ulaTI mAnyatA cAle che. AvI bhAra mAnyatA che. manane ubulAta 6I rIte irAvI tene badalavI joIe. - 6SAya eM duHkharUpa che, trAsajanaka che, svayaM du:kha che. A badhu manane unvInsa 6 zavavA mahenata paDaze tenA mATe upAya karavI

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ja paDI, jaima dvAtaGAlane samajAvavA mATe tenI najIkanI ThaMDI paGaDI tema manane unvInsa 3zavavA tenI sahuthI najIjhana pA buddhi che, mATe buline pahelA pakaDavI paDaze. sabhA:- sAraiba, budghi buThThI hoya to 1 paga sAra:- tIkSNa banAvavI hoya to ghasI ghasIne banAvI. janmyA tyAre 6, 81 nI 5 paNa nahIto AvatI, bhaNIbhaNIne hoziyAra thaI gayA ne ? jyAM rasa paDyo tyAM brudghi dhAradAra karI lIdhI. ghaNAM to dharmanA DhagamAM koI na samaje, paNa vepAramAM ulaTa - sulaTa gaNita GaztA hoya. dharmanA InamAM DoI yAda na 2hai tharAuna cILakhanA hoya, dasAba - kitAba magajamAM hoya, bhAva-tAla moDhe hoya. A badhu kema? kAraNa tyAM rasa che. mATe tema na DadevAya bukSi jADI che. ApaNe bahine ja pADavAnI che. buline barAbara anukuLa karI zakyA to mana mAnavA taiyAra thaze. mahApurUSoe zAsAmAM lakhyu che ke, zaDatAla maMjhI jevA pApuruSanA moMmAMthI 575 bhAvI vyaktinI prazaMsA karAvavAna nIkaLe, te navAInI vAta che, paraMtu prasTI paNa AvI vyatio priyapAtrathI kevA doravAya che. tenI nADa kaDI mATe ja ThAma karAvI zakyA. tema ApaNe paNa nADa pakaDavI paDI. upAyo duHkharUpa kema dhai ! duHkhanA sAdhanarupa Dema che ? kaSAya pIDApa che. AkhA bheMsAramAM kaSAyo ubharAya che. temAM prazastra kaSAya eTale zu1. jai jIvanamAM ene nirupayogI dhAdhala dhamAla che, nirthaka pravRtti hai, kaSAya mAgane vevArI karI che, tame baidu banI tyAre ja teno janma thAya. A badhu tamane tarkalithI samajAvIe chIe, DhekolojI nathI. tame DAI zAMta Ggi cho? hai jIvanamAM gusse thAva cho ? hA taddana zauya to tene bhAra na kADhai. gusso kADhavA mATe paNa puNya jaIe puNya na hoya ane gussI TharI to koI thappaDa

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78 'mAre. badhA $SAya mATe A niyama che. jema game teTalI kAra hoya ane A tarIke batAvavA java to phakya na hoya to ghala paDe. zAna pakaDIne bahA2 B12 cAlatI thI, ane puDaltha hoya to udaya pAchaLathI gALI Ape, pachI sAme sahana 52ii le, mATe tameM 6Saya badAra vyakta TharI zako cho, temAM tamAruM puNya ja 91 . jaima tame jIvanamAM saphaLa thAva cho tyAre pautAnI hIliyArathI saphaLa thayA, paNa te vakhate tevuM mAnanAra mukhane khabara nathI ke prAthathI sarphaLa thathI chu. * tamAruM 8I jhAma na kare ke na mAne tyAre jagaphTI 1thI kAma karAvo tyAre tamArI buumAM dharme, che ne Aba . batAthI, thama batAvya mATe sIdhI thayo paNa tevuM nathI, temAM prazya ja kAraNa che. sabhA:- evA puSpathI pApa badhAtha 1 sAba- hA, pA5 ja baMdhAya. saMsAramAM moTA bhAganA jIva pujyathI pApa ja bAdha che. pusthano bhogavaTo karIne pApa ja ubhu kare che. te pApAnubaMdhI pujya che te prasthamAM pApanI sarjana dvArita che. pusthabadhI pustha ubhu $dhu ne vadheka 8LI che, je viveyvALI bhava 6rI zahaiM. uSAya karavAthI saphaLatA maLe che. te mAnI levuM eka bhrama che dhArmika dRSTie tenI upardhIgItA nathI. DAghA mAnasanu lautha zu ? upayogI pravRtti mAre ke nakAmI prati mAdare tamAre koI vana. sAmAne upUta karAvavI che to gusse thaIne hI lI mAne che ke zAMtithI 4 to mAne ? sabhA sAmenA mAmsa para AdhArita che. zAdeva" - tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane kroI a%LAIne vAta kare to game & aiAMtithI vAta kare to game 1 gurnegArane paNa dhamakavIne vAta karI lI game 1 tamAre enA manamAM svIkAra karavvo che ke enI pAsethI

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1.SAma levu che pachI bhale te gALa Ape, lodI pI jaya naivA che mATe mAnyA vagara cAle tema nathI mATe bAne ane 8ma kare. havene game che phUlathI kAma kare sai game, tame zIghathI rilane junI 218o che zAMtithI dila jItI za11 AvA paranavArya saMjogomAM upAya DaravAnI jarUra hatI ? na karI to thALe tema na hatu ? mA ai8 paNa dAkhalo ApI zakaze. viaudhi hoya, mitra hoya badhe ja upAtha $ cho mATe ja tanme agaSNamanI bano cho. tame badhA taraphathI prIti, Adara, satkAra Iccho cho ke tamane dhanaQAre te gamathI. tame kuTuMba mATe sahuthI vadhAre karyuM che, jata ghasI nAkhI che. datAM temanI pAsethI lAgI kema nathI meLavI zatA, kArga zu? tamAro svabhAva ja, sabhA:- enA zarma sAba:- enA nahi , ApA darma. basa pharmanuM lADu hAthamAM zrAvI gayu che mATe game tyAM bharAvI do che, paraMtu game tevA anicita udayamAM AAve , tyAre palaTI lAvavAnI zakti prAmAmAM che. 'bApane tyAM puruSArthavAde che. dharma karmane palaTI zake che. amuka bhUThThAe pahocelI jIva tainA svabhAvanA upara prItipAtra bane che. &Araka tainI zakarIyala svabhAva che. paraMtu tamane uMDe 63 vahu che ke prasaMge dha ka2vA jaiva hoya ane na 8rIe to namAlAmAM khapI. . sabhA:- mATe ja caMDa6IThane kahyuM hatuM ke pheDo mAra. . sArebraja:- bAbu ththothI laI AvyA, zu bhagavAne Avu haju 3 DIDI caTakA bhare to 43DI mAra. tene to rUDo mAravAnI zakti nathI, te uthA reje che. jI tame ne huM tyAM pIMthI nathI, bhAvAna na maLyA te pahelA te narake ne. paraMtu manuna bIdhi pAmyA pachI , palaTo Avyo che, 23DI mAravAnI stI vRtni nathI . DI caTakA bhare che tyAre te vicAre

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che ke mAtA mane 62 ja du:pApatI nathI. AthI vadhu du: kha, meM ghI ghone ApyuM che. AnI khAlI zArIrIka du:kha ja pApe che. ame tamane irIe saMsAramAM jIva na DaravI, ene martha ema ke tamAre lIna thaIne vAta karavI , vapardhA tamane dauDAvI jaya dhamI eTale jamAlA 1 paraMtu dhama to satvazALI, zorya, khamIravALI , aTale hoya tamane vyavahAramAM sAcI vAta lAge tyAre ma99matAthI AtmavizvAsathI bIlI, pI a3 nivAnI ja2 gharamAM koI thatha na lAge tevuM vartana kare to vAtsalyathI samajavI zakI che. paNa jhIi avaLace dIya ane 3 & WAma ja 12, tyAre tame karI zake che ke mane gharamAM Ama ja cAlaze. tevu makkamatAthI 3 dI thAkAya choI $dha $2vAnI jarura kharI ? paga tamane maphatamAM lodI bALavAmAM rasa che, mAru mana udha hapta che. zu sAmAnI bhUlanI saja cApI bhogavavI che tamArI dIkarAe bhUla 4rI tyAre tamArA gAlane thappa mArI to chevu devAya? tame DAhyA che gADA 1 BoI bhula 4rI tanI sane mAthe levI che ? tethI tamAru lohI bI. te 25mu paNa thaze, krodha karanAra vyAna potAnA AtmAne satapa ApI rahyo che. bIjAnI bhUlanA bhI. A mUrkhatA che ne badale mAM utarI jAya to khare khara mukha I lAge , mAUM to so egala che. mane mAyA, lobha bavA mATe A rIte vizleSaNa thaI zake. upAya mAjhA mukhatA che. upAyano janma ajJAnatA, nivacA2utA, avAstavIkatA mAMthI thAya che . upAya mAM paNa mukhIInuM pratibaMdha che mukhoIno paDaghI che. AvA ghaNA pAsA che. upAyanuM jULa utpatisthAne du:kha che, jene du: kha aMdara na hoya tene upAyana janma na thAya, krodha grAna, sAyI , mIe stIpaNI pAya paThaDI. sabhA:- jIrU upAya, smazAstra pAya vadhI levAMnA 9 sAbabu - hA, badhAja pAya laI vaivAnI . nAsta 6pAya paNa AtmAnI

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8. svabhAva nathI; mATe samatAmAM jyA pahelA prazAstra upAya pA #kavAnA che, DhAmAnuM ucu sukha meMLavavA mATe prazAstu upAya sUjhavA paDe. BkvA zArelAnA rasane amAsta upAya 8aa che. zArelAne sIdhI samArIne momAM surkI nI zu thAya ? dhye zArelAne mIThuM nAMkhI uDavA kADhI nAkhI, goLa nAkhI, masAlo nAkhI chatA pI jULathI 85vAhI te radevAnI bhAvanu chIya te capacapa khAI bhatha, paga dhruLathI tI jhaDavI 2devAnA, akhAt kRpAtha thI2 jhArelA jevA che, sahasta uSAya. masAlA jevA TesTI che, paNa kArelAnA varlDa kerI nathI, vADI to rahaivAnI, mATe prazAstra upAya che amAsta kapAya mAtmAno svabhAva nathI, mATe ane tene choDavAnI che, paNa atyAre to masAledAra TesTI kArelA khAvAnA che. sabhA:- paraMtu sAheba, kArelAnA cha kaDava na hoya, sAba: - tame guga sudhI vyAna rAkho tevA thI 1 pachI tamane to tatkALa 3La joIe che. momAM sUkone phaLa maiIe che. kArelAnI uDavA phaLarupe nathI svAdarUpe che. kArelA paNa lImITamAM pAva to guphArI . vadhAre khAva to zuM thAya khava2 che ke akhAsta upAya eTale game tyAre vagara bolAve TapakI paDe, tenA dIvAyA tarma UMjavAo DI. ghAne bhInijha Tie upAya kharAba lAge che, karavA paNa nathI . paraMtu mata che mana upara kaMTrola nathI mATe kIdha 3re che, jhamAna chaTake pachI bhAna hoya che ! boluM chuM ! game tema krodha uchaLI paDe. jenA para jhAbu nathI, bhAna nathI, suja nathI zrI gusso akhAsta 5SAya revAya jyAre prazasta DarAthanI AviyatA ubhI thAya tyAre ja thAya. A sabhA - eTale rImoTa kaMTroluM hAthamAM "Ie. sAreur - atyAre konA hAthamAM che ? sabhA:- rImoTa ja deDhIla che.

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80 sAba:- nI rImITa ja ThaMDrala che, tevA chII paNa vAranamAM tame vasI kharA 1 vaisI to marI java ne ? atyAre tamArI prA sthita che. bhautika hiTae upAyane 71mAM nathI laI zatA te tamArI nabaLAI . aiTha bhAI mArI pAse AvelA te 5 sAba mAre ghauM, saras goThavAyelo, pacAsa varSathI ame bhAgIdAra hatA. zaika bIja para vizvAsa BtI. paraMtu mArA svabhAvanA kAraNe zuM banyuM che. prasaMge na bolavAnuM bolAI gayuM. bhAgIdArI gTI gaI. gADI pATA uparathI utarI gaI mATe vicArane jIva upAya phare che pachI phaLa khAvAnuM Ave tyAre kRpALa re. paka karatI vakhate bhAna kharu. tyAre tI bebhAna banI java cho, mATe sta chapAya pratirekavALA hautha che. kyAre prasta pAyamAM AvuM na hoya. lA jyAre je rIte $vAnA hautha te rIte jhare. AratI saiva tarIke rAkhI zake te rAsta 6SAtha jhare. guphAvALI kArelA paNa jaMDAlInI jema khAva, tenI bahu gavALu pI nI laDaprezara lo thaI jaya baLa hoya thAya mATe temAM pakA viveka joIe. uSAtha, bharapura ajJAnatAphavaka, bevaphTarInuM phaLa che, ane tenuM pracA ane parIka dukha che, svapa paNa du:kha che, upAyanuM 2 para du:kha che. jene A badhI vAto utarI jAya te DAhyo banyA vagara rahe nadi, bhale pachI ijAtha choDI na zake paraMtu mukhaI che tethI mAnyatA no ghadalAI jAya. samItIno juva kaSAya choDI na zake para tene te , anarthakArI saMtApa ApatA to lAge. tenuM mana BryuM tene protsAhana na Ape, preNAM na Ave, jyAre tamArU mane tamane premI ane protsAhana Ape che, kAraNa tamArI buddhi ulaTI che. mATe mAnyatA uMghI ja radevAnI. prosesamAM methana 22tA jAva to mAnyatA pradalAya ja. * - sabhA- mAnyatA badalavAnI kriyA punardakathI cAlu thAya ?

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sAba":- hA apunarbadha56zAthI cAlu thAya. varUAta tyAMthI thAya che. ane paddha mAnyatA zamaDItamAM Ave che. AnA pachI pravRttikaraNa, thIgaDAvaca8, palI 22, brIja TaSTi, ema samajhIte pahoMcavA mATe ghaNI prosaisa che. methrI cothI gAgrasthAna sudhI cInu parivartana che. pAchaLano dharma parigatinuM parvavartana che. - gharma Apa gane bhuvanamAM vAstavIka thazI banavAnuM 9 che. hakIkatane hakIDana svarUpe svIkR1vu ja varmagraMtho dvArA upadaMzA ApavAmAM Ave che. taimAM naBBhnA che. mATe jene paPi $AyanA svarUpanuM ciMtana chu hoya tene vAstava darzananI prayatna 82vAnI che bulane 8eii. A geravyAjabI kema lAge che tenuM nira7raga mahApuruSIe rAjI hAra Apyu che. $pAyane emanema kharupa, nathI iSAyanI janma jaima ajJAnatAmAMthI janme che taima tame avAranavI banI tI paNa paidA thAya che. jaima 2Aga pedA thAya che tyAre je tamAruM nathI tene sAru mAno cho mATe mamatA thAya che. muThThala mArA nathI te 162 satya che. mAtmAne na mAnanArA paNa A vAta mAnI. A dekhAtI vastu para tamAruM varcasva kharA ? varcasva phrIya tI sai tAbAmAM 2che. tAbAmAM to tamArI mAlIkInI vastu ja 2 che. pudgalane marajI mujaba chIDI 28 cho kharA? marabhu mujaba bhagavI haa cho ? hakIkatamAM AvI sthiti tame sthApIta karI kharA jendra zArIra mA bolo cho paNa tame Iccho tyAM sudhI sAthe 2herI tame 3DhI OAre ja Tu paDI 1 jIvatA paNa tenA para abu kharo? IrachA mujaba khAI zako cho 1 khAdhalu IcchA sudha pace che? jhADo sApha AvI jAya to sAra, chatAM paNa jhADA, kRpayyAra thaI jAya che, mATe kela nathI. ane mAruM mAnI bhidhyAhana che badhA kapAthano janma mizcAttAnamAMthI che. avAstavIjha, madarzI nathI tamAma

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84 ke ! duHkhar kaSAyanI uththa thAya che, buline A samAI jAya che, svayaM du:kha hai, tenuALa paNa du:kha che. A ai samaje to tene sAza to na ja mAne, temAM mA paNa na ja Ave . ApaNA manamAM DAthI ghara karIne beThA che, te ja Apo Drobeka che. A mithyAtvanI jaDa che. mithyAtva anenAthI AtmAne dIrIne vaiku che. mATe ja upAyamAM pIDAno nAda majAno anubhava thAya che. vAstavamAM kaSAya saMtAparupa che, AgamAM hAtha nAkho to ThaMDaThaM 8 AjhathI 62 22ii to ThaMGa6? A galImAM kALamAM koI karI zake OM krodha 9thI ane ThaMDa'no anubhava thayo 1 paitrI bAranI hai jyAre A aMdaranI Aga che. paraMtu tene Aga nathI mAnatA mATe ja bheTI cho. aga jyAre vyakti bhAna khUle, ane avAstavadI bane tyAre aThAra thAya, buddha, sattA, guNarupa ahaMkAra hoya che. Aje bhAva pedA thayo De Thu supI2Iyara chu paNa vAstavamAM tame jII bAbatamAM supIrIyara cho? 6 TIpa chu mArAthI carIyAnu DII nathI. paraMtu buddhimAM paNa ghaNA mahAna vyaktio che, saMpattimAM paNa tamArAthI vadhAre ra1 jyAre tamArAthI upa2nA tamane dekhAya nA tyAre ahaMkAra Ape che, je vAstavIka daSTi nathI. tame halakA juo tevI krUDhatA Ave tyAre ja ahaMkAra Ave che, avAstavITha darzana che. tame kaI bAbatanI garva kazo ? kaI vastu che garva 721 bhAyo mAre te jANavI hoyato khuzIthI DarI jaima zaktimAM hu baLavAna chu paNa eka mukkI mAre to gabaDI jAo, chatAM bhramaNA hai hu baLavAna chu. garva karavA lAyaTha badhu si, bhagavaMta pAse che. paraMtu jene badhu maLI gayu te garva karIne yu meLau 1 upAdhyAyajI mahArAje lakhyu che ke brahmaprazaMsA, potAnA vakhANa

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85.. 'kurato "hu va6 dura chu" naiva vartAva kare, temane rUchavAnuM ke Anma prasAra karavAthI zu meLavavu che? madhurA cha nI AtmaprazaMsA karIne DhInI - baDAI mArI che , ane khuza che to vakhANa karIne zu meLavavuM che? vakhAjha lArA jene meMLagvu che, te to badhu ja daivAya, adhurA ne mAtma masA ke baDAI mAravAnI hoya ja nadi, sarA che temane meLavavAnuM bAkI nathI 26, AtmaprazaMsAnI jarUra ja nathI. A tarka dhAradAra che. A tarka gaLe utarI jAya to jIva baDAI mAre ja nAda. - A ais mananI sukha che, uSAyanI rasa keLavIne jIva Avyo che mATe taine bhUkha che. taithI ja jaqne dha DaryA vagara cena nathI paDatu. prakAra utha vagara maLyuM nathI AvatI, tema dhyAsana utha vagara paNa mana nathI AvatI. mATe java upAyInai zIdhyA ja kare che ? paraMtu dujhIkatamAM A mAtmapanna che. jema nava mANasa potAnI tArIrane cITI ane potAnA vALa kheMce, bhAthu bhIMta sAthe . pachaDe, to te mANasa kevo lAge ? tema amArI TaSTie upAya ravI, eTale zu ? mAtmAne cIMTIyo SkAvA, vALa pRthavI, thappaDa mAravI , bhAthuM pachADavu 2 Aii vartana vyAjabI lAga9. sabha:- upAya na pheravI 2S2vuM ? sAreba - ai vakhate vAstavIkatAnuM darzana daravu. aikalA hIMDe badhAnI 3jarImAM hova, A pAya piTA thathI thaya? tenuM svarupa A ? vainI DhaLazruti 8, 9 mA badhAnuM mAna thaze to, jIva pAya karatI ara7. ane DAca kayAtha thaze to te karmanA vazathI thazI, paraMtu tamane vAstavIjha daDhamAM nathI, jJAna nathI mATe ja jIva bhaTake che. - tame vadhAre dAna ApyuM tyAre du ja dAnezvarI chuM ema pradaDA thAya paraMtu temA2I DasA paNa vadhAre dAna ApanA21 keTalAya

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CS * dIya hI, jema 6 paisAnudAna ApatI nathI. paraMtu meM dIThThI lIdhI, sarvasva tyAga kayo . mATe tyAga e moTu dAna che, tethI vadhAre dAnevvarI koNa? jaima udAra mANasa paNa potAnI pAse IMka rAkhIne pachI dAna Ape che. jyAre tyAgI baMdha tyAgIne dAna Ape che. atyAre ApI abhayadAnanI vAna nathI cAlatI, paraMtu paisAnA dAnano vAta cAlu che. koI karoDa rUpiyA Ape te moTI dAnevvarI 3 AkhI duniyAnI tyAga kare te vadhAre dAnezvarI mATe vicAra karI ApaNe mAmUlI chIe. tame jIvanamAM ApI chadhAre rAkhI te vadhAre vastupAla tejapAlanuM dAna bhagI cho ? temanI mUDI pAMca lAkhanI hatI ane temanu dhana varSamAM hatu. caur3a rAkhIne vadhAre Apyu hai, A dAnezrvarI devAya. tame dAnamAM ApI dIdhuM muLa kyu che ke vAstavIka darzana nathI. mATe ja ahaMkAra game tyAMthI TapaDI paDe che. du meM jIvanamAM zu karyuM che, evuM to mArI pAse vyu che ke garva laine pharI ghADuM! A mArI ane tamArA badhAnI vAta che. mahApuruSonA AcAra pAse amArA paNa kaMI AcAra nathI . ApaNI bhramIta, AMdhaLA thaI jaIe chIe tyAre aThArITha banIe chIe. kaSAya mArga bhrama dAna hai, jene jIvanamAM jama na hoya, satyanu darzana hoya tene kaSAya AvavAno savAla thI. tamane lAgavu aiie ke hu bevakuph banthI mATe DaSAthI banyo chuM. mAre tamane atyAre vItarAga nathI banAvavA, paraMtu jevA kaSAya che, tevA dekhAya che kharA? paraMtu ulTu ja mAnI beThA cho. ApaNu jIvana srAMti bhrama che. ApaNu mana moTe bhAge kalpanAo, avAstavIkatAmAM rAce che. mana avAstavIka taraMgomAM ja manu hoya che. te kadI jamIna para raetu nathI. htAmAM ja uDe che. dIvAsvapno joyA kare che. taraMgo, kalpanAmAM ja sace chai.

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sabhA:- khacallInI jaima ja sATaMbay:- dA, paNa te lAge che TheralAra vicAra karyA ane haju &lAya karI chI, mATe aMdara haju khacallI bakI ja che. kalpanA, taraMgomAM ramavu te mananI kAlpanIka duniyA che. ane temAMthI vAstavIka vanavuM te ja paza tatva che.

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11pa-1zrI yugabhUSaNAvijaI rahyAbhya nama || 3-85 daivIvAra zrAvaNa suda dasama | manovijJAna . govALiyA Teka anaMta uparI anaMtatAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanI jIva mAjhAne sAcI aMtima sukhanI prApti mATe dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. jJAnIpInI daSTie A jJatamAM bANa sukha karatAM manarIka sukha caDhIyAta che. AMtarIka sukha ja vAstavamAM A sukha che. bhautika STie paNa sAcA sukhanI vyAkhyA pharatAM motarIka sukhane ja sAcuM sukha udevuM paDe. anaMtaDALathI jIva moTAmAM moTI bhAMnI laIne phare che. te vAta sukhane ja sukha mAnI beThI che. mAMtarIka sukhane mAnavA te taiyAra nathI znotarI sakhanI vAta pharIe tyAre AtmAne te $5nI sukha lAge che. paNa Ato mana manAvI laivAnI vAta che, manamAM samajavIne ubhu DareluM che. dezI ke bhUkha lAge tyAre kroI vicAra karavAthI peTa nathI bharAtu , khAvAnuM khAvAthI ja 20 che. svAda levAnI upAya pravuM te ja che. mATe java vAha sukhane ja sukha mAnIne cAle che. paraMtu A avanI ge2samaja che. game teTalA vAgha sukhane 5vAmA Ave paNa jo tamAruM mana du:khathI vyApta ho to badhA sukha dhULadhANI barAbara che. mATe AMtarIka sukha ja pradhAna che. teja agatyanuM che tema 8 de che. A vAta bralamAM besavI joIe. je vyakita jIvanamAM manane zota, svastha nathI karI DhADatI hai duniyAmAM game tyAM jAya to paNa potAne sukhI nathI karI hatI. tame A duniyAmAM badhA deva-devImone anna nA 1 nI cAlaThI pANI manasapI devatAne khuza 4 ra to tamAruM jIvana A damaya thI. te nA karI zako to suvana kAsamaya ane saMtApamaya thI. jo A vAta manamAM besI jAya to bhava AMtarIka sukha mATe

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88vyavahAra tathA prakRti urI. prathama tyArI pArga siddha thAya che ke tarIka sukha mahatvanuM che. tenI prakhatarI 82vAnI upAya che. nma ThaI mANasane BhIe tane badhI sagavaDanA ApIe jevI ke khAvA-pIvAna, haravA-pharavAnuM , badhI ja mojamaja ApIe pappA sAthe eka evI goLI mApIe 3 jethI te satata DIrjhazanamAM 22, AvI. gauLI Ave che. jenAthI chUTIma bhayanI, jhIma zInI lAganI, du:khanI lAgaNI pedA thAya. vijJAne AvI Qaa zIdhI che. A davAnI bAthI mIDala ITa thAya chaMthI te vyakata aMdarathI bebALI bhayabhIta, vyathita thaI jAya. Ama pAchu tene uoI du:khanuM karI na haya. ghAghane AghAta - YlyadhArAthI DIprezana AvatuM hoya che. ghaNI rAvatA vacce paNa jo mana DIprezanamAM hoya to sukha maLe ? - jaina kroI roDapati mAsa roya, gharamAM badhAne tenA para lAgI - hoya bahAra paNa teno mAnamobhI, lAgaNI hoya, khAIpIne dhyAnaMda pramoTa karI che tema hoya para tene DIprezana hoya to te game tyAre raDavA vase, vItura thaI bhaya , bhayabhIta thaI jAya. Ama to tene badhA sukha hAjara che. tame jene sukha 3gii cho tevA sukhanI vAta che. jo tenuM bhuvana mA duHkhamaya che. jyAre DIprezana vagaranI prAtha4 2a2) e zaMAnya mANasa paNa majethI 2hI zatI hoya. mAre jIvanamAM mAnasIka duHkha jevuM koI moTu du:kha nathI. te ubhuM thAya pachI duniyAnA badhI bAhya sukha nakaThAmA. - tenI sAme koI mAnya pa6 nakalIphamAM hoya ane tene evI gINI vyApI EUR che jethI te mUDamAM thaIne pharavA lAge . gamatailI takalIfamAM pAka. marjathI vare. A DrIma che. paNa gopInA kAra mananuM sukha meLave che. mATe jenuM mana sukhamAM I taine duniyAmAM

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8-0 kauI du:khI karI zakatu nathI . jaina mana duppamAM che tene duniyAmAM koI sukhI karI &\33 nathI. A jIvananA vaidhTha satyo che. je tene pakaDI vaDe tene khyAla Ave ke jIvanamAM mananA sukhanuM mahatva keTalu che. mana aneTha prakAranA saMtApathI gherAyela che. ane manamAM A besI jya tene thAya hai mAre mArA manane jItavuM che. zAMta, svastha banAvavu che. jaine AvI prabaLa IcchA thAya tenI sAme ame cittazuddhinI vAta karIe to tene sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya, sAMbhaLIne utArUM, ane pachI tenA para ciMtana manana 32vAnuM paNa tene cAlu thaya. mATe AMtarIkasukhanI pradhAnatA samA. teM eka mANasa vyavahAramAM jharato hauya, tene peTamAM du:khatu hoya paNa du:kha koI vAra dekhAtu nathI chatAM du:khathI vaivaDo vakhI Aya. bhale A TArIranu du:kha che. duHkhanA paNa ghaNA prakAra che. tema mananu du:kha bhale badAra dekhAtu nathI paNa zarIranA duHkha karatAM paNa adhika che. tema eka mANasane apaDeTa thavA badhI sAdhanasAmagrI ApI tai parIne banIThanI taiyAra thaI bahAra nIkI koi grupamAM beThI. ane pachI pAchaLathI 5-25 mAMga tenA kapaDAmAM nAMkhI do to zu hAlata thAya? ghaDIkamAM agnithI ghaTI bhare, ghaDIjhamAM tyAM ghaTako, hAlata thru 1 vAMcana 16:khI ! tema ApI tyAM lakhyu ke vyavahAramAM tame apaDeTa thaIne varatAM zaiva paNa manamAM vikAro bharelA hovAnA kAraNe ghaDIkamAM A vikAra badI thI bhare, DIjhamAM bIne vikAra navI ghaTaDo bhare, mATe tamArI zu hAlata hoya che? paraMtu AnAthI mana gAmamaya che te dekhAya che. kharuM ! 24 3bhATha mana tenAthI vyAsLa hovAnA kArI nAsa Apanu hoya che. patu tame jo mAne duHkha samaLe to tamArA jIvananI dirga badalAyA vagara na 26. ghaNA Thare che. dharma paralokanA sukhanI aAtmAnA sukhanI vA

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89. kare che paNa tAtkAlIka sukha zu 1 paraMtu dharma to tamane tAtkAlIka sukhI * SRvI mabI che. paraMtu tame edarathI du:khI che mATe bahAra ja zarU mArI chI, pasu dharma tamane aMdarathI sukhI banAvavA mAMge IMje vyakti dharma samaje tene tI dharma pratyakSa sukhanI vAta kare che te dekhAya ja dharma 24 3lAda manane sukhamAM tRpta rAkhavAnI vAta kare che. - 24 kalA tharanI prasannatA te ja dharmanuM tAtkAlIka phaLa che. jyAre citta aprasanna thAya tyAre te 3La adharmanuM che. jevI jIvanamAM adharmane pakaDI eTale citta aprasanna thAya che, juvanamAM jevI dharma apanAvo eTale citta prasUnna thAya che. jyAre paNa manamAM azubha bhAva thAya tyAre aMdaramo azAMti thAya ja. koI ema no dI rAThe The azubhabhAva karatAM aMda2mAM na maLI. amubha bhAva = duHkha jaiTalI , " teTaluM mAnasITha 6:kha. jema koI vyaktine kaDavI vastu Ape to tene besvAda uDavA lAgI. taima aRbhabhAva paidA karI eTale eTaramAM du:kha saMtApa thAya. jema capsa ApaNI pa2 jUche tyAre ja tarata ja AgaLI upAyane doi lADu pachI na pIya . taima adharma tAtkAlIka vaLa mApe che. jyaka 24 kalArka anubhava si phaLa che. jaimAM ya zA karavAno savAla na ja Ave. jene paNa AmAM DhakA Ave tene khAtrI karavAnI chuTa che. tenA mATe jIvanamAM thIDI vAra abhibhAva keLavo ane pachI 5 anubhava thAya che tenuM avalokana karI. daI thaData ubhabhAva ure ane prasannatI na maLe te hAtha ja nathI. - jema kArelAno rasa kaDavI ja, upADanI rasa mIThI ja, maracA tIkhA je havAnA , sA32 gaLI ja rahevAnI tema manabhAva lImpo ane , rahevAnI che. - jyAre zubhabhAva madhura, prItidAyI mAdhuryano anubhAva DarAve naivo

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( 9 ) -mIThI madhura, tarasa ja che. tame teM keTalo pAmI chI te tamArA apAI para che. nAstI paNa kahevuM paDaze ke azubhabhAva mahAduHkhadAyI che. QbhabhAva mahAsukhamaya che. mananA du:khanuM saravaiyu a7bhabhAva che. " sukhanuM samIka & bhAvamAM samAI bhaya che. jema jyAre agamAM spa karo to uSmAno anubhava thavAnI ja aDI ane uSmAno anubhava na thAya te azaSya che. tema javuM azubha bhAva keLave ane manane pIDA na thAya te azakya che tema juva zubha bhAva 6Lave ane manane sukha na thAya te pako aza35 che sabhA:- aajbhabhAva UMne daivAya 1 sAbiju - svArtha prerIta je jhaSAthI che te azubhabhAva che. jema Ipa kSepa, roga, zodha, mAna, akkAra thayo tenA jhArane laghu vartana karavAnuM mana thayu te azubhabhAva che. phaMDamAM tamArA pratye koI je bhAva kare ane je tamane na game te badhA azubhabhAva che. koInu pa bura thAya tevI bhAvanA azubha devAya. sabhA:- bhagavAnanI zaga karavAno che sAdaMbaja - hA, temAM koInuM pa kharAba 6ravAnI vyAM bhAvanI che. temanI zaga 3ravAthI tamAruM ane jagatanuM bhaluM karavAnuM AvI, mATe badhAne sAje 62vAnI vAta Ave temAM prabhAva nathI Avato, kharAba bhAvanAne azubhabhAva kahevAya che. DroI vyakti, 6oInuM basa ka2vAmAM sa3La thAya, tyAre sai $ravA mATe aMdara jaiTalo TAIma uzaTa hoya teTalo TAIma tenuM mana svastha rahevAnuM nathI, mATe mananA sukhane samaju asii tI paramAtmA sAthe svabhAvanI lIDa che.

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(3 sATe nAmAvIne manamAM ThaLavavA lAyaTha 8Ie chIe ane aAJbhabhAvIne dIvA karIe chIe. mananA sukhane samajI zake mane khabara paDe che prasannatA sAthe manamAM lIDa che mATe mananuM saMzodhana karavu phrIya tI tainA svarUpane jANavuM jarUrI che. have mana dhe che. je vyamana 2) bhAvamana bhAvamananA paNa be prakAra che u) upayogamana ) labdhimAna . labdhinanA para ghaNI peTA bhairI che. lAdhUmanane samajavA zrApaka pahelA jaI gayelA mAnyatAnI zuddhi :eTale zuM ? tame mAno cho ? zuM nathI mAnatI 1 ane tenA AdhAre ja tamArI zacI vaNAyelI che, sArAne sAru mAna nI cI jaLavAyelI vase che. kharAba mAno to macI 2. jaima aika vyakti hiMsAne a2ba mAne che te arUcI. che . dizAne sArI mAne che te cI. * tama AdamIne sArI mAne che te cI ane AsAne parAdha mAne che te aco. . 2cI acI badhI vastu sAthe lAgavANAnI jema jaDAyelI che. kAtaMnI paTIka vastu pratye sacI. asthI susupta rIte erara gharabAyelI che. sArIjhamAM nAnA evA manamAM paNa saMgraha sare ra thaInai paDI rahI che. kharabacIthI pApanI anumodanA thalIse $lAka cAlu che. mATe pApanI mabadha covIsai kalAcha cAlu che, tevI ja rIne sArI vastumAM cI hoya to covIse lATha puNyano baMdha cAlu che kharAba cIthI pApAnubaMdhI pApa baMdhAya che sArI sacIthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. mATe cI macI jevI hoya te pramANe pApa ane puthanA baMdha ane

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Ex anubaMdha cAlu hoya che A manamAM gauThavAyelo Byama khAtenI DIpArTamenTa che, ane temA pherabadalI pIchI thAya che. bhava, porna mAnelI mAnyatAne kerabadalI karavA jaldI taiyAra nathI. 2 thayelI mAnyatA gethI rIte goThavAyelI che, mATe temAM khAsa parivartana lAvI zaBtu nathI, kArakI Avai ane vairaphAra thAya, pachI janmathI maratA sudhImA para haithI pAMca TakA paNa parivartana lAvI vAta nathI, mATe baMdha ane anubaMdha vAratA raya . - azubha mAnyatA jabaradasta rIte pApanI baMdha - anubaMdha pADyA kare che ghaNA ema bolatA hoya che ke vepAramAM vikAsa 62, udyogamAM pragati karavI, jagamAM lo paNa vikAsa thAya te sAruM che, A koI kharAba nathI. pAchI mAnatA harIya ke temAM hiMsA nI ? mA je A mananI mAnelI mAnyatA che, tenAthI covIse lAza gatamAM jeTalA khI vepAradhaMdhA cAlu che, tenI anumodanA tene cAlu che, mATe tene SHbaMdha cAlu che. sabhA :- sAba chAtanA badhA ja vaipAra dhaMdhAnI rapanumodanA devAya ? sAheba - da, cIkaThasa, tame zuM mAnatA hoya che, udhIga - dhaMdhA vikasAvavA te sAruM chuma che, ane Ama ja karavuM joIe. mauTAbhAgane A abhiprAya hoya che. jo ke tenA mAbhiprAyanI vadhu nA hoya to paNI deze A ka2vA vu, nAda karavA jevu. AvA to keTalAya buna bharAyelA hoya che. jema ghaNI mAne ke svarAja AvyuM jemIprathA AvI, tevI deze kreTalo visa karyo. kharekhara zAstranI dRSTie vicArIe tI lIlAthI ane cUMTaNInI vyavasthA pITI che, prabhu AdinAthajIe rAtha (aqsthA sthApI hatI. rAjahAdI tIrthaMkara prakAra che. mATe jarUrI sivAya bIjI vyavasthA dina2 nathI. jine varanA vacana viruddha AvI tamArI TheTalI mAnyatAo hoya che tenI virUdhanI jeTalI mAnyatAo thaI mATe karI mAnyatAo UvAnA tamane te pApInI

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85. anumodanA cAlu che. jema stpyuTaramAM aika nAnI cIsa gIvo to DeTA ubhI thAya ne 9 ma tamArA manamAM peThuM udhI mAnyatA je prakAra pApanuM mULa che, mATe jarma baMdhAyA ja kare, A uMghI ja mAnyatA rUpa mithyAtva jaDabesalAka ghara karI gayuM che, jene mAmI jagataneM vADe caDAvyuM che. jyAM sudhI Anu saMzodhana na 42 tyAM sudhI samazIta pAmI tAkratu nathI . sAcu bolarja AvuM avalouna 42nA2A keTalA ? sabhA:- sAba, no TAIma. sAvaja - eTale ke dharma karavAnI tamane TAIma nathI. paraMtu mA aglIzana tI dharmamAM prarvaza jharavA mATe pravezAra che. sama dIna pAmavA mATe AmAM praveza karvo paDe. huM to ema 66 nI TAIma bolavAvALA pAse jeTalI zakti che e lI koInI pAse nathI. mAvu nI TAIma phrI bole che ? sattAdhIzI, zrImatI bole che. temane zu jate ThIma 62vAnuM hoya che temane tI mInI ane mANaso dvArA thAma karavAnuM hoya che, mATe vAstavIka rIteM vicAra karo to no TAIma jaivu che ja nA. tamAre duniyA mATe TAIma che, paraMtu potAnI bhana mATe TAIma nathI. jene potAnA jAta mATe TAIma nathI eTale zuM thayu ke potAnI nata upara bhayaMkara hRpa che te svaaSI mAsa che. jema tamArI pAse pAMca cha javAnI Ave to je rUmamAM tamane vadhAre rasa hoya te pahelu karI ne 1 parivA tame AmAne chellI sukkI che eTale teno matalaba ema thayo che . tamane tamArA AtmAnA utthAnamAM jarA paNa rasa nathI. mA ba6 BsamAna che. mA2I upara jhaI haiSa rAkhe to tamane game nara nAM 91 tame tamArI jAta upara pa rAkho cho. tamAre koI eNvAIDa kare to game nAda , paraMtu tame tamArI tane covIse kalAka evoDa 32? cho. pAtI ke zahevAya? ame tamArI jULabUta tarIka svarUpanuM vicAra karavAnuM karIe chIe , kendrita jevI koI rana nathI. dharma tamArI

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jananI vadhAre ciMtA jhare che. mATe kevaLa samayano vicAra TharatA varta $$ii ke "nI TAIma " mA daivI vAta katvAya jarA citana manana 62. AnA mATe e6 vakhata banelo eka dAkhalI 46. - aiTha nA spezIyAlIsTa pAse eka sukhI perAnTa AvelA DaoNTTa temane tapAsI badhA rIpITI joI lIdhA pachI dIdhu 3 mArI draSTie tamane khAsa takalIpha nathI . jarA nImala 3.. vadhAre rahe che, paraMtu tenA mATe iMI 2vA levAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu divasamAM adhavalATha, stdii thoDA thagAsana, prANAyAma karI manane rIleksa karavA prayatna 62ii, jyAre pelA bhAI vIkanesamena to te che ke DokaTara mane TAIma maLato nathI, tyAre DokTare ke samajuM 2Akha hamaka TAIma nA to tamAro phAyama mATeno TAIma hAthamAMthI saraThI jaze. DaoNkaTare bahu ja saMbhaLAvyuM, potAnI jAta mATe alAka nuM TI zo , vAta zArIrIka STie che. AnAthI zArIrIka Taai mukhI bane tema AtmAnI daSTie muppI dhano to zu sthita thAya? tamAre to ema DavuM joIe ke duniyAmAM badhI vastu mATe rAma mA che paNa mArI jAta mATe TAima che. tamArAmAM saduthI pahelI talapa potAnAmAM hovI joIe. 5 pI mAnyatA &vI goThavAya to potAnA mATe bhayaMkara do che jIvanamAM kalpanA na hoya tevI ubhI karelI, mana mAnelI mAnyatAo laIne pharatA hova cho, pachI tame game teTalI gharma karI pachI eka udI mAnyatA uMcA pApa bedhAvuM che. jema tame prabhubhakti DarI, dazana utha tyAre tamArAmAM bhagavAnanI smAtA vasadha jeTalI udhI mAnyatA che te tamane pApano baMdha 32ve che 125 pApano anumodanA cAle che. dA.ta. ghA kare che ke prasaMge gAjara tI ) 2 mATe sAMje 6 vAya, Dopa mATe paNa lAbhakArI I mATe pApI . tamane jhII vAta

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gTara kaE dhasI bhaya paNa zArU jhaE na barsa, kahIe ke gAjarano rasa pIvAthI, kaMdamULa dIvAthI manAvI bharI bhaya che. tI katao ke evuM badhuM vicAravAnuM na hoya. pAchA AgaLa vadhIne $2 che. Arogya sAte ta dharma ArAdhanA thI. have ! uvI mAnyatA pI che te tamane cauvIsai SlA6 gAjarana rasa pII hai nI pIuI panI duniyAmAM A badhAnI je jiMkSA thAya che tenI tamArI anumodanA cAlu che. mATe pApa lAge che. AvI nI ujarI nAnI nAnI uMghI mAnyatAmbo nILI. ghaNI khIrAkAryane sA2 mAnatA hoya che. jayAre varlDalevala para cAle tyAre to a98la ja gIrave mUThI hai. tyAre bhagavAnanI AjJA vidha TheTalA vicAro cAlatA ratha che. mATe tenAthI tame ghaNI pApa bAdhI letA phrova cho. jema plena uDavA lAgyA keTalo tenAthI lAbha thayo , keTalo vAsa thayo che. eTale te visa tamane lAbhakArI lAvyo che. mATe jJamAM jeTalA to che te sArA mATe che. mATe tenI >>numodanA che. ane mAnyatA lArA ja pApakarma paidA thAya che mATe chAtamAM vira daivAe je vyavasthA patAvI che, ucIta vyavahArI batAvyA che, te ja sAcAne sArI che. ane A bAMdhI levA jevI sle kha che. AjanI zALA pI22 che, jinezvara daive kahyuM nathI, tene anucIta udhI I ghara to AmAM koI samaje nAda paNa khAlI DahApaNI mAre, saithI- pApanI anumaudanA cAlu che. jema mArA kuTuMbamAM tamAre sI rIte jIvavuM 61 vyavasara badhA sAthe 62vI te bhagavAne ucIta tyavahAra tarIke batAvyA che. bhAI-bahena, mA-bApa sAthe, vI bI thavA vyava2 32vA kevA vyavahUAra na karavI ane tenAthI te vadha vyavahAra Daro tene khoTuM mAnavAnI taiyArI joIe. nahitara tene sAru mAno to adharmanI mAnyatAne jotsAhana ApanArI me banazo jethI kalpadha

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cAlu che. sutata jAgRti sAthe cokkasa nirNaya khaiIe, sArUM sAcu kaivaLa DelpanAthI nathI sAnavAnuM paNa nnivvaradevanI AjJAthI nahI daravAnu che. jaima ulTI mAnyatAthI pApa baMdhAya che tema sIdhI mAnyatAthI pukhya baMdhAya che. hamaNA anubaMdhane bAju para mUkI, baMdhane khaiIe. A jagatamAM dArI prakAranI hiMsA cAlu che. amuka disAra nI vyAjvI mAno amuka hiMsAne gesthAuI mAnI, jaine gairobI mAnatA hova te hiMsAmAM tamArI arucI che, mATe tenAthI zuM baM puNya baMdhAya. ane je dasA sArI lAge temAM rucI che mATe tenAthI pApa baMdhAya. badhI disAne kharAba mAnnAra to 22janIArI tamArA svArtha mATe je disA Daro kharAba mAnI kharA! kade OM AvI tI kavI joIe ne? la sabhA:- zu sAba hiMsAne vadhI sArI manAya? sArebabha:- tame baMgalI bAMdhI tene kharAba Dadezo? nAnA phleTamAMthI moTA phleTamAM jAmI tyAre hAone mATe ullAsa pApanI che. eka moTaranA badale be moTara ghare Ave eTale zatrune eka du.ThAna, peDhInA badale be Na thAya to vadhA2e 2AjIne 1 lAkhanA karoDa, TharIDanA 2karoDa thAya tyAre keTalA khuza thAyo ne! mATe tamane ghaNI disa sArIO te tarIke vaNAI gaI che. prasaMge kharAba mAnavAnI vAta Ave eTale AnAkAnI karIna sabhaH- A badhuM mAnIe to saMsAramAM Thema devAya ? sAreba- tema, sadaSTi sesaramAM eja che ne name tI devI vAta karI samyagadIza saMsAramAM ii ja na zake. bhagavAnanA lAkho brAvaThI saMsAramAM rahetA hatA tamArA kasto paNa sArI rIte jIvata |

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tA. tamAmai sidhdhAMta zu 1 ke je vastu tamane upayaugI lAge te . sAro. paraMtu upayogI vastu paNa vAstavIjha rIte sArI che ke kharAba che tenuM paNa ghara che. jema anAja upayogI che mATe anAja ugADavu khetI karavI sArI che tema na bIlAya. sAru , upayaugI, mAvasthatA tenI bhedarekhA samarma. jema kolasA vagara ke maga vagara na cAle teTalA mArAthI te mAga sArI ? vastu sArI ke kharAba te tenA guNadharmathI nakaThI thAya, paraMtu AvazvanAthI tene sULavAtha nI. AnA ghara na cAle mATe sArI tevuM nathI. paisA vaLa2. khITha, pANI vagara na cAre mATe sArA khetI sii vagara, vaipAra dhaMdho vagara na maLe. mATe te karavA sA21 1 tame badhe AvazyakatA eDI dIdhI . paraMtu jIvanamAM mAvahaas a ? anAvazyaka ? tenuM kalerI phIjhezana na hoya to na thALe prAthamIka jarUrIyAta che paNa jarUrI che teTalA mojhathI sAru tema na kahevAya. A sabhA - sAru hahya to ja dhAvazyakatA thAya ne ? sApa - bIDI pInAra hai tainA vagara tene cAlatu nathI . mATe tenI tene avaTaMkatA thaI. taine $6Ica na Ape to moTA pakI paDI zake tema cA na maLe to mAthu e mATe pranIvArya AvazyakatA thaI gaI ne? telA mAthI 7bIDI sArI che: paraMtu tenAthI badhAnI suprazAMta maLe te sAru. anekane du:khanuM bane te Avazyaka doya to paNa kharAba che. jenAthI bIjAne pIDA thatI hoya tevI pravRtti upatharI thatI roya to paNa temAM dizA AdinA karI te kharAba ja che. pratyeka vastunA gurathama hRArA sArI-kharAba vastu samajavAnI che. thIra che tane peTanI dasAbe varI 62vI anIvArya che. kAraNa kamAvI

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'mATe tenI pAse bIju koI sAdhana nathI mATe cIrI karavI tene anIvArya che. ane cIrI kare che te sAruM che kharAba ? cIrIno vyavahAra karvA devAya ? temAM pUrAmanuM levAnI vAta mAnI le tamAru. koI paDAvI leto duHkha thAya. mATe je kharAba che tenI kharAvA ja che. bharta game teTaluM anIvArya hoya to paNa te sAruM banatu nathI mATe Avazya, anAvazyanI vyAkhyA judI che. sabhA:- zrIhI tenI vepAra ja che ne ? sAbilsa - sAmAjuka raSTie corI kharAba che. tema cIrImAM harAmanuM paDAvI levuM te kharAba che. jyAre vepAra game teTalo anIvArya hoya paNa jemAM vIbhane TAsa, luTI levAnI bhAvanA mAvatI hoya tene vyAjabI chavAya? enI jarUrIyAtanA jhAra tamane trAsa Ape tI. sAruM gaNI praza1 aiza mANasane 10. ghArI ke davA karavA joIe che. bIju koIpaNa rIte maLe tema nathI to rastAmAM AvI tamArA khissAmAMthI upADI le to te sAruM kahevAya? bhale anIvArtha sethI gomAM kyuM hoya to pachI te udAra zu sArI 8vAya ? tene bahu ja jarUra hoya to te maLI zake che. pachI sIdhI corI kare tene thALI kahevAya? desA, cIro, prasantha badhA avamAM che. mATe jyAM hiMsA, cIrI Adi hoya tyAM tene pApa ja kahevuM paDe. ane tema na mAno to mAre pApanI anumodanA cAlu che. tenA kAraNe pApabaMdha cAlu ja che. tvAna jene pApa adharma kaIM che tene te rIte mAnavA taiyAra nathI mATe temanI ja utsA paNa pApano gha cAlu che. have labdhimananI banne vibhAga pArekhAti che. , bApo badhA cokkasa prakRtine sAthe laIne pharIye chIe. palanA svabhAva hoya I mATe dareka vyaktinI prakRti ja judI. hoya che.

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temAM zubha azubha bhAva vagara gayelA hoya che. jIbha, bhabhAvane parigati devAmAM Ave che. teno matalaba bheda samaje. jema eka mANasa dhane kharAba mAne. datAM krodhatho bharelo che. jyAre bIne mANasa prazAMta kSAMta che paNa krodhane kharAba mAnato nathI. bhale te badhI pravRti zAMtipUrvaka ito hoya paNa koI tene sarSe to darda krodha jIvanamAM na karI to na cArlI, prasaMge karavo jaiIe mATe te krodhane sAthe mAne che. tema koI jIvane lonanI ti na hoya. dhana, saMpatti bhegI karavI che tevA satatta Avega tenAmAM na eprAya rojanuM kamAIne khAine rasto hotha paNa O maiM dhananI AAsakti lona karavA jevI ke kharAba to devI paisAnI mahatvAkAI to vanamAM hovI joII. paisAnI IcchA zakhI nItithI kamAyelA paisAne mArA paisA kahaivAmAM vAMdho? launane kharAba mAne chai chatAM mahAlobhI hoya ane lobhane sArI mAnato hoya paNa ugra lobhIyo nathI. A pariNati ane mAnyatA vaccenI vasaMvAda che. kharAba mAne che chatAM choDo natho zakato te uMcI gaNAze. pahelA mAnyatA kSuNNa Ave pachI pAraMgata Ave che. krodha, mAna, mAyA prUphAlamAM vagAyelA paDyA che. lobho che, te paisAno vicAra karatoja pApa baMdhAya tevuM natho . paNa vaiduniyAnA koipaNa kharI naya, jAgato hoya hai. uMghatI hoya paNa tene pApa baMdhAya che. pariAtamAMtha jyAre zuddha thAya tyAre te pApanA baMdhathI aDI che. upayogamanamAM eTha sAthe virodha. vicAra nAre karI zako. lIMbanA vicAra sAthe udAratAno vicAra na AvI zake. hiMsAnA vicAra vakhate dizAnA vicAra nadivyA. mATe mananI sapATI maryAdIta che. virIdhI bhAvo eka sAthe uThatA nathI. jyAre sabonasIyasa mAinDamAM paraspara varodhI bhAvono

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saMThAnI zakti che. parigatimAM amuka prakAranI udAratA hoya ane sAthe amuka prakAranI laubhAta paNa paDelI hoya. tena amuTha rItanI komaLatA paNa hoya che. jema gAyana tame kApI Thazo? DasAInA mananI vI kuratA, kaThoratA hai tevI tamArAmAM nAre ja hoya. ThAraNa vArasAgata adizAnA seskAra laurImAM paDyA che. raste jatA koI prANIne prAma ApI TAuu nadi ulaTAnu bacAvAnuM mana thaze. chatAM pUrI komaLata ghyA kAMI vaNAyelI che 1 jaima paga nIce uMdara AvIne dabAI jaya tI arerATI thaze. kAraNa paMcAya jIvanI tamArA kSAra) sIdhI haMsA thAya che . paNa vAyA, vAyA thato dasAnI koI tamane paravA nathI. uMdara paga nIce AvavAthI dhrujI na2I chI paNa paga nIce DIDI AvIne marI jaya to azaTI thAya che ? sabhA: dekhAya nada. sAdeba! juo to vadhu dekhAya. baMdhu rAkhIne cAlo to kazuM dekhAya nahi. doDI narI AMkhe joI zakAya che. dhyAna rAkhavu paDe, madenana karavI paDe. sabhA:- sAde atyAre to gharomAM davA paNa chaMTAya che. sArebajaHenI artha ke tame jainatvane rAjInAmu ja ApI dIdhuM che. A vastu tamAre mATe zobhAspada che? tamArA bApa-dAdA kauNa 1 tamArI gaLathuthImAM saMskAra 21 ? Avu karavAno vicAra paNa kena Ave tamane macchara ThaDe che tyArete zu tamane Akhe Akho jamI gyo 1 8 eDa dIpA bhAra lodI pIdhu che tenA nivAro mATe AdiMsaTha upAya karI zaDI cho. tamArA dolamAMthI dharma pAmavAnI kaumaLatA ja naSTa thavA lAgI che. davA nAMkhyA pachI te jIvI ovaDATa tI koI vakhata juI. tamArA koI AvA dala Thare tI yu

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kaMpI jaya, paraMtu tamane sagavaDanI sukha maiIe che mATe tamane dAMI thatuM nathI. * tamArI muMbaInI gaTaro 1000 kIlomITara lAMghI che. tame je vA nAMkho cho te jyAM jaa 3ra tyAM bhavane sApha ka2ze. e davA tamane pAya to ? tamArAmAM narI dhaSThAI AvI gaI che. basa ApaNane nalIpha na paDavI joII. tamane je urAna kare tene ravI, javavAno adhikAra kharI ? tamArI vacamAM aAve te badhA sArtha thavI vaca ja netame rAsa pedA thayo che je hAthamAM Ave tene gaLI jaya. tamArA zrAvakanI namAM pANI lakhyuM che ne ke davA chAMTo tI kla bhAMgI jaya , DhInAIla varga2 nAMkhI AkhI Dola pANI bAthama saMDAsamA nAkhI dau ne A rIte zakhI mATe zreSma 2che. kazo juvAna nathI thatI. paNa tame jAtane bharakhI gayA che. tamArA sivAya $oIne suvavA do tema che ? A badhA kAsa juvo che. phInAIlavALuM Sla bharIne pANI nAkhI to A avanI . zalata thAya ? tane eka pIpaDuM bharela pANImAM DUbI marAve to zuM thAya? bIcArI ne jhAsa juvo gaMgaLaIne mara bhaye che. A bhayaMka2 Tha2 Tharma che. tamAre tyAM to ja che e pharIna thaI gayu che - bhagavAne evuM kahyuM nathI ke gharamAM jIvajaMtunI upadvava thAya ane pachI. ziMsA thAya pachI saphAI mATenI paddhati 8) . juvAta na thAya ane thayelI bhAgI jAya tevA AsaTha upAya DaravA joIe sabhA:- tevA upAya batAvI ne ? mAba - AvuM kAma mArI pAse pharIvavuM che ! amArA AcA2 sama. tamArAmAM bahu thatI hai. upAya zodhavA hoya to lIgho bhI tema

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10 - 'che. paNa mana thavu naiI. AyurvedamAM vana De 56 padArthanA 9 mArAthI e va gii bhAgI bhaya, tene upayana na thAya, jenAthI tenA jIvanane jarAka hAnI na thAya. jIvavA chatAM upaAva hota thAya. tamane khabara che A tamAro phara hiMsaTha upAya ja? dADe konA para AvI 1 badhAne mArIne tame zAMtithI marI uDI Thema ? . tamArA gharamAM A badhI davAthI jherI vAtAvarA thAya che, maccharanA nizA+-A mATe ma2cha2dAnI sivAya koI upAya sArI nathI. mA badhI je vastu vAparo cho te kle dahADe tamArA peTamAM ja Ave che je tame davA gaTaromAM nAMkhI , jIvI pa2 nAkhI. te badhI davA jamInamAM aopAlah. tenI lArA anAjamAM jArI ane anAja saMraca te davA tamArI ja piTamAM AvI. tamane ema ke badhI juvIno kaMTrola BrI zAMtithI java, pachI tamane khabbara nathI alTImeTa te davAno nathI. mAre para ja thAke che. koInuM blaDa evu nathI che jemAM DI.DI.TI jevA tatva na hoya, Ivana tAjuM janmela navA bALasne mAtA stana lArA dudhapAnamAM DI.DITI jevA tatva tenA blaDamAMthI amuka 2ThI maLe che. zA mAM je pIrAjha hAtha che taimanA jherI tatvo dudhamAM pAMtara thAya che. atyAre aATalA kensara emanema thAya che ? vikAsanA nAmathI tamArI buddha3 bagaDI che. jemAM hiMsA, AdisAno vicAra ja nathI. AkhI jIvasRSTi, thatIba porI gaI che. tame jainatvanA phaLAcAra khoyA che. ghaNInI jema ja tamArAthI mare che. tenAthI tamArA zu hAlahavAla thaze teno vicAra Ave che kharo ? vikAsanA kSetramAM vizeSa muLabhuta pazcimanA dezomAM che. tuthI anArya che. kiccanavamane te mAnanArA . temanA jUthamAM lakhyuM ke mAnavajAtamAM choDIne bIje kyotha jIva nathI . hAthI, gAyane

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mArI nokho nI pApa nathI tevuM temanA atii kaTTe che. teoe prANI dizAne pApa mAnyuM ja nathI. mATe pApano savAla ja AvatI nathI. teo mAne che prANIomAM AnmI jevuM tatva ja nathI. tenA uthA popI pApa mAMsAdIra kare che. Izukhrista roja mAMsAhAra 6nA hatI. vAta Ave che ke eka vakhata jillAmAM pAMca mAchalI lAvyA mAMthI va temane pAdhI ane 7ganuM dAna karyuM. - vai tameM A kicanadharmanA paNa vakhaNA karI lo ne ? atyAre to thanA jaino paNa prANI dizAmAM mAnatA nathI. tethI thavA mATe nI 5 cIja vastu qii ja te janarala vastu che. mATe je rIte teno upayoga thAya te jarna ravo joIe. - bApanI saMskRti , vArasI , ApaNA dharma kevI che, ne badhA mATe vicAra 62vA jevo che. udAca pakailA mArA manamAM davA chAMTavAnI bhAva na thato hoya, BdAca moTA bhuvo mare to pachI asara thaI jato hoya, paraMtu gharamAM 'zarabatI bhAjInA zAunI DITaDA pa2 SNa jUkatA asara thAya kharItaA anAjanI gu paDI hoya to para dAca dAsa paDe to tenA para caDhI bhava, tyAre thAya ke aMdara rahelI bhavo para keTaluM 3:kha thaze. mATe tonI, nAnA javI pace covIse kalAdda kamaLatAno bhAva nathI. tene pratye dIla thIra thaI gayu che. mATe amuka muvI pratye RIranA mana rUpe vaNAyelI che. mATe jyAM pachI jADhyo tyAM pApa lAgyA Dare che. tevI ja rIte je jIvo pratye maLatI che tyAM puNyaadha cAlu che. eTale jaiTalI $maLatA ane jeTalI karatA te pramANe baMdha paDyo hoya che. " tame eka sAthe davAnI ane hiMsAno vicAra nathI Daro nI. paraMtu matimAM vyA ane kaThoratAnI bhAvuM eka sAthe rahe che upayoga mana mAM virodhAbhAsa bhAvo eka sAthe 32 zAtA nathI, paraMtu

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labdhimanamAM pai: rAdhe ghaNI ja bhAva 26dhaMva jaLavAi rahe , mATe ja jaisalo davAno bhAva eNTalI ja pucabaMdha, jeTalo uThoratAno nA eTalI pAbaMdha mATe ane zarIra dakoe che uMghamAM paNa 5 gAna cAlu hoya che sabhA - to pachI ame zAka, phuTa samArIe chIe to zuM karavuM ? sAvaja - maiM tamane jIvane mAratA arerATI thAya, du khIru kAma ? zu te phIla thAya, na chuTa8 8 chu. je bAvA bhAva Ave to temaNatAno bhAva Ave, mATe te tamArI ghIchApUrvakanI dasA nathI, paNa ta te javane kApI Dema 3 4 , sArA hRdayamAM ghoDI kuratA paNa che mATe ja tape samArI. 23 cho. jema phADIne samAro tema nAnI AMgaLIne samArI, 13ii para: dA.ta. sApa karaDyo hoya ane jera thavuM hoya to che ke te bhAgane kApI nAkho to jhera caDI nada, tyAM lAbha che to pachI upavA mATe hAtha cAle kharI? nA, jhArakA mamatA che. svatva prApta che, lAgaNI che. tyAM dasa 62vA dabAkI reno pI rUrI zakatA nathI jyAre tyAM &zna : @ 6 kAra parAyAno bhAva che, svArthano bhAva che mATe karI za6 che. maiM pu mana hoya to potAnA svArtha khAtara ane mArI na zake. paraMtu tame dubhAto do bhAra nI che Thora-17 Bil. - dIpa ure 8 8 QmAre 2ja sA karavI paDe che mATe jIe bIe, paNa bhAva nathI paraMtu bhAvano artha zuM thAya che te bhaNI che ? paraMtu dIlamAM sAnI bhAva I , mATe ja bhaNIbujIne karI zakI che. - sakhA:- sAheba bhAva 2. paNa zapI nathI. sAdhvaja - hA, ghara ghara. paraMtu hiMsA pharavAnI bhAva, covIse kalaThTha paDyuM hatuM tene anurUpa uThIrA darabATIlo che paNa preme te dizAne sArI nasa nathI mATe 21pa nathI -

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rAmA:- ame nabauInA dArI karIe chIe. soreghaju:- ghA mANasa potAnI nabauInA darane vyasana seve che dattAM temanI dIlamAM 6:kha dIya che ne ? sabhA:- amAre sudharavA 8 826 1 sApaja:- je divase tamArAmAM satva AvI, seka2vacce AvI ane amIra Avo, pachI ene satvathI tame avanabhara vaLagI 2hezo, e satva je divase aAvI. te divase tame sudharI zakzo. samyagadaSTi rIja pApane kharAba mAnato hoya, chatAM paNa tenAthI pApa thatuM hoya paNa te pIThAI pUrvaka pApa na kare. sabhA:- samyagadaTanI baMdha naranabaMdha hoya ne ? sAhebajI:- da, tene IsI 2tA paNa anuQdhe to desAno ja paDe. anubaMdha paNa thAsAnI paDe jyAre mithyATinI mAsI sAnubaMdha hoya, ahiMyA tAtparya che ? tame bhAvane artha samajyA gayo. tarma pApane paraba mAnI eTale pApano bhAva maTI gayo tema na 5vAya. game te pApa maNIbujIne karatA hova to bhAva che. tame diso duranA vIlo cho ke. bhAva nathI paNa te khAlI mAtmavaMcanA EUR mATe bhAva icchA, anumodanA, rApo badhI ja vastu che lobhIlo mAsa cAne che ke lobha pApa che dAra banavA , che. tyAre te mana para kAbu rAkhIne darzana Ape che. prakRttimAM lInovA chebhAva lIbhanI che pachI IchA dAnanI che. koI vyApana ne sArA mAnI le eTale cArAnI bhAva WAve ke cI. mAve che mATe A sAthe devuM paDe ke tame je pApa karo cho te badhA bhAva36 nA pApI che. ba4 mA badhI uThA bhaNAvAnI vAta che tame karI che ane pAIe chIe paNa bhAva nathI paNa moTI vAta che. sabhA:- zAka jamAM rakhAya ?

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sAheba - tamane koI kaMDImAM khullA tharIne rAkhe to daivuM lAge ? ziyALAmAM kaI ke khullA thaIne besI to zuM thAya ? 2 sAmo :- 15mAra paDI jaIe. sAre baja:- nA, khITI vAta che. tame bhUlyA cho, ullAnA thaI javAya . tame phIjhIyotherepI bhathA nathI eTale karo cho. ThaMDA , vAtAvaramAM rahelA mAsI tamArA karatAM vadhu sazakta ane uMcA bAMdhAvALA hoya che. mATe temane pharajamAM rAkho to zaramAI nA jAva. jyAM Temparecara nIcu hoya tevA vAtAvaraNamAM javAthI bImAra paDavA chatAM vaikti vadhAre maLe che. tamArA zarIra mATe 3 >g lAbhadAya ziyALA AkhI . varSanI ni vizayALAmAM seTa karI zakAya che. mATe tamane koI phrIjamAM rAkhe to vAMdho na Ave. tamArI sAthe 56 vartana kada kare to tamane game para sabhA:- nA, sAheba jarA paNa nAri. sAdeahyuM:- to pachI tamane je vartana kharIdhu lage tevuM vartana karma brIjA mATe karo cho , mATe. te aghama ja daivAya.

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13-95 2vIvAre ' . pa.pU.trI yugagSakAravavaMja sallusI namaH || // manovijJAna || gauvALiyA TaMka anaMta upakrArI anaMtajJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAcI gananI Ava mArAne zrA gatamAM jaDa cetanano viveka karAvavI dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che, anaMtakALathI yAtmAe A duniyAmAM jaDa sAthe tAdAbhya 9LavyuM che temAM nai kaI mAdhyima hoya to dee- Indriya - mana che. jenA dvArA bhautika Da duniyA sAthe nAto thaI che. A daE -Ithi ane mana sAthe javuM, tainA dvArA ja duniyAnI saMparka, saMbaMdha sULabhUta hIte baMdhAyo. che A nuM svarUpa na samajAya tyAM sudhI mukti thAya nahi. mudinanI tame game teTalI jhaMkhanA karI, paraMtu tenAthI chuTavAnI tIvra taNasATa jo nA tyAM sudhI mA muninI jhaMkhanA opacArIjha che. covIse kalAka jeya, deda, mananA svarUpanuM ciMtana - manana DarI to te upAdhirUpa vaLagATa che, te tamane lAgyA vagara rahe nAda. paraMtu svarupa cetana prAya: karIne java nathI. ApaNe mA nA peTamAM AvyA tyArathI dezano saMbaMdha che ane mRtyu pAmanA sudhI te 2hevAnI che. tamane rU 8 zmA karIranuM vAstavIka svarupa @ che? to tame ALakhANI pI phADI kharA? harIranI oLakhANu - tatkha, tarasa, thAka ane gaMdI Maa cAranuM proDakzana senTara tenuM nAma zArIra. tene pAchu pA proDakzana senTara 3 vIDa nAiTa cAlu che. - jemAM bhUkha, ta2ma, thaDa, gaMdakI pedA karavAnI je prakriyA cAlu che te samajavA jevI che. jema tame mAno cho ke jhADo pahAba jaI AvyA DTale zarIranI vhaDI badA2 nIkaLI gaI. paraMtu jhADo pezAba 62 lo. Thatata ja bIja mInITe navo pezAba banavAnuM cAlu thaI jAya chetame maNanI gaMdakI bahAra kADhI pachI tarata ja AnaraDAmAM maLano saMcaya thavAnuM zilu thaI jAya che, tevI ja rIte tarasa lAge, pA5rIno tAsa dhodha,

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pachI tarasa chIpAI tRtinI anubhava thayI paNA ghI, mInITe navI tarasa lAgavAnI prarIsa cAlu thaI jAya che ane pachI re; re gulAke anaverebala ta2sa thAya eTale pANI pIvuM paDe che ane te vakhate pANI na malai to akaLAmaNa thAya, paNa prakriyA to pANInI lAsa jhukI che narana ja cAlu thaI jAya che. jema ga2ma -mIThA jharAmAMthI thavuthavuM pANI nIkaLyA kare, kAraNa e 2 pANInI jharI cAlu che. tema mi prAkathI cAlu che, tema satata bhUkha tarasa, thAI, gaMdakI zrotape, karArUpe vadhA kare che. jema ghAne mATe cha kalAka uMghIne ubho thA to chuM thaI nava pachI boja saiinDathI thAka lAgavo dvArA thAya che , ane sAMja sudhImAM smana verebala cAlu thAya eNTale udyo. mAre mAyA thAnI cAlu che, zarIranA badhA sukhamAM A ja vAta che. zarIranI gADIthAka, bhUkha, tarasana kAmacalAu nivArayI ka2vuM tenuM nAma sukha. sabhA :- Dema macalAu nivAraNa 5 zuM ? sAre baja:- jharaNa ke aMdara to proDakazana cAlu che. duniyAmAM evI Aga nA hoya che ke ja nAda, patra mAM no jAyo tyArathI mRtyu pAmI tyAM sudhI cAlavAnI che, A cAre vastu AvaratapaNe cAlu che, mATe ja SAmacalAu nizara AvI, ane eja 31macalAu nivAraNa karavAthI tamAro 6 devAtI zAMta che bhItaThakha maLaze. tame nAdIne, pAIne, ArAma karIne je sukha meLavo te badhA sukhanuM samIkaraNa dhyAM Avo zarIra e bhUkha, tarasa, geDInI akhUTa khANa che, jemAMthI poNo karo to khUTe ja nahi, jema kolasAnI khANamAMthI lApI rana phola pore 8nA paNa kharI nI che te A tAro rUpI prANI che. A pArga zarIra, Inkaya, mana nI bhUkhane samajavAnuM che. zArIra, Indrithano supathI samajune mananI bhUkha tarapha laI javA mAMga . QrI bhUkha tarasa, tha6 kI

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Aga pedAra , taima Inphaya paNa cIvase dalAi mA cArenI 2paga paidA kare che. taima mananI AganuM A 1 san paNa A cAre mAga covIse lATha paidA Bya kare che, hArra japa vize ApaNI samajI lIdhu. Apane covIse kalAka zarIra, mana, Indriyane mAthe laIne pharIe chIe. mAmAne bhUlIne tene sAcavI che, tene ja sarvasva mAnI che, tenu kharu svarupa A che tenuM jJAnIbhagavaMtombe vama 8ryuM che ane A kSe sne samajI lI to galanI duniyA pratyeno abhigama badalAI bhaya, mATe pAyAmathI Agama samajhI jaIe. sabhA:- sAba jUkha marI jAya che, te zuM kahevAya ? bArebalsa - jema pragaTelA dIvAra vadhAre ghI nAkho to zuM thAya ? dIvo dabAI jaya. tevI ja rIre bhUkha marI bhaya che. viDIjhanI nizAnI che. tame khAvAmAM saba mAnyuM che te jUkhanI sApekSa che. jUkha hoya to khAvA pIvI tI sukha maLe. mATe ghaNI 2 vicAre che jema bhUkha vadhAre lAga tama pAvAnI maja vadhAre mATe tenA mATe goLI letA hoya che. ghaNA mAne khAvAmAM muja che mATe khAdhA kare to zuM thAya jema dIvI ke devatA saLagI rahyo hoya tene vadhAre pradIpta karavI, vadhAre paDatu che nAkho to zuM thAya ? DhAM deva jokhare paDe 4thavA sukAI jAya tema jakha pAka marI bhaya che, paraMtu aMdara te prosesa cAlu che. te prosa dhImI paDI bhaya che kAraNa bhAra pradara ghI nAkhI che. paraMtu sukha lAgavAnI tI cAlu che tema tame mAno ke upavAsamAM hojarIne resTa che, paNa hIjarI resTa << naTavI, paraMtu aMdara tamAro ThacarI hoya che tene jANavAnuM dAna kare che, mATe Mii jaThArA nAvA pAme te rana ja marI jAya che, bhUkha baMdha thAya pachI mANasa bace nA. bhuvaH sthI sudhI ? kyA sudhI mA mausesa

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cAlu maiM tyAM sudhI. A lAkha javAyonimAM badhA zarIrInuM RRkhata svarupa pA ja che. paraMtu yoni pramANe badalAya che. sahuthI vadhArekha, tarasa, thADa, geSThI durgaMtamAM hoya che. narakamAM A cAre vastu sahuthI vadhAre hoya che, AnI prosesa tyAM tIvra hoya che, tenAM jharatA pazumAM ocho hoya, tenA karatA mAnavamA ocho ane tenA chatAM devatAmAM, ane devatAmAM paNa jema jema ucA devalokamAM bhaya tema A prosesa ocho hoya che. paNa A cArano prosesa to hoya ja che AkhA vizvamAM A avyAdhita aTala niyama che. jaDa eva dedanA svarupamAM ztIbhAra phera thaI zatru tema nathI. tIrthaMkaranA zarIrana paNa mULathI svarupa Aja hai, paraMtu puNya tathA nAyI thavAnA kAraNe vizeSatA che. have vyApI indriya viSe vicArIe ke inkriyA che? zarIranI bhUkha che. tenA karatA hajAre ghaNI bhUkha InthiyanI che. zarIra ane InzayanI bhUkha vacce ghaNo ja taphAvata che. rAjayanI bhUkha to DAMsa jevI che. jema AMkhane navA navA rahyo, sInonerI, navI navI DIjhAino, rUpa, raMga, AkarSaka dekhAvI jovAnI sukha !ii, te paNa dArI dekhAvanI. zarIranI bhUkha to eyanI bhUkha pAse cIja banI bhaya che. covIse kATha yanI bhrakha saLagI che jema ArIranI jamane sagaDInI upamA Apo to indriyanI bhUkhI upamA ApA bhaThThA paNa nAnA paDe, tene to boIlaranI upamA ApavI paDe. jema boilaramAM tApa keTalo lokhaMDanoMdhI to paNa gaLI aya, temAM mANasa paDe to 2Akha thaI bhaya kAraNa tyAM sapanuM dhakhAro cAlu che. tema nyuyanI bhUkha covIse kalAka dhakhI rI che. anukuLa viSayo mATe taDathI rI che. pachI tame na ApI zakI te jo vAta che paNa pAga sTIDamAM

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228 jema tame mIThAi khAdhI saMtoSa na thayo eTale ThadezI varasANa Apo; pachI caTaNI lezo, zarabata lezo, ThAi nAda to pAna-masAla khAzI, zI gayA tema cIMgama nAMkhazo, peTa dharAI ya to paNa khuna karaze ke haju DeI khaiIe che. kArlR tasma covIse kalAka che. IndriyanI bhUkha evI che ke je tame tenuM mAno to tamane jepIne baisA na de. A duniyAmAM dAro praznAranA svAda che ane jIbhamAM tenI tarasa che.. mATe te vastu zodhyA kare che. pachI bhale tamAruM pukyuM hoya teTalu ApI zako. garIbamANasane talapa ghaNI che, puSya na hovAnA kAraNe madhura vAnagI maLatI nathI paraMtu aMdaramAM talapa to ghaNI hoya che . covIse kalAka tenI jalana cAlu che. jema pelI jarAtI bhUkha hai tema IzvayanI bhUkha che. ane tenA mATe covIse lATha dhakhAro AtmA sarana karI rahyo che. vastu ThAnanI lakha cAlu che. eka saMgIta sAMbhaLyu, bIju sAbhaLyu sAsA, sAMbhaLavAnI tenI DImAMDa cAlu che. rAjA, bhArAjA devatA unA zAlIbhI nAThanI bhUkha mATe zu TharatA jema nAThe gulAbanu phula muMTA ve camelInuM phula Ave to sAruM, attara, senTa rahyA, tyAM vaLI bIja sugaMdha bheie. mATe rAsa, mArAmAM sugaMdha meLavavA mATe lAkho rUpiyA kharatA hatA. tame atyAre sugaMdhI navI zodhI kADhe? sau abhepAta thaI jAva. sudhI, zrImatI. A badhAnA tarasyA che. badhA ja A bhUkhanI jalana laIne 2e che. eka eka jaya bhukhyA 12 jevI che. poce InkrayanA viSayo bhaLe ane gADI ThAraga paMdara 4 ja artha che. udyamAM paNa A badhI a cAlu che. paraMtu mA vadhu veThavAnu ThIne? AtmAne ja, jenAthI mo gAdI thaine pokAre che. jaina madhamAkhI coTe tema mAsa 6ThThA mAre. aune lAge zrA gAMDo thayo che. ghaDIkamAM ahIM ppo ghaDIkamAM

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24 'tyAM pachI. tenI jema A zarIra Izkiya, mananI sukhanI jhAsathI AtmA becena banIne nAsI rahyo che. chatAM tamArI kamanasIbI zu che A badhAne ja sukhanI sAdhana mAno cho , e eka InsathanI gaMdakI keTalI hai ? kyAMyathI sugaMdha nI che tema nathI. jema AMkhamAMthI pIyA, cAmaDImAMthI parasevo, nAkamAMthI leTa, are koI sArI vastu tenA saMbaMdhamAM lAvI tI pachI gAMdI thaI jAya. hai, InmithanuM . svarUpa Aja che. - dainI bhUkha uratA InkathanI bhUkha ja gaNI che. tenI vikarALa zakita chezarIranI bhUkha to tenI AgaLa jhukAmAM vasI bhaya, ha. tamane IzvaranuM sukha maLyuM tenuM kArakhI zu ? A cAranuM 31macalAu nivAraNa 8 mATe sukha maLyuM. saMsAranA badhA sukhanA saravALA A thAranI samIkAmAM thAya che. mA2ja hoya ke devatA hoya, attaranI devatAone sukha maLe che temAM paNa A ja rasa che. AkhI eraNe gaMdakI dUra thAya, rezaneza nI anubhava thAya. upara geraDInuM nirAkI thaya . tema cAremAM rIte ghaTaze, AnI sivAya bIjA koI svarUpa batAvI zakI to ame mAnavA- samajaNa taiyAra chIe. paraMtu vAstavIka svarUpa Aja che - ApaNA mukhya viSaya mana che. paNa tenI sAthe lI DivI mATe Apane ATalI vAta vicArI lIdhI. mananI bhUkha eNTale zu ? mananI bhUkha cauvIse lATha ukaLatA jvALAmukhI jevI che. je InkithanI bhUkha sAthe mA sukhanI tulanA thaI zake tema nathI, SlpanAtIta che. dA.ta. jema koI paNa svAda cAkho lI aba kRta thAya, khorAka khAva nI hojarI pRpta thAya, paraMtu svAdano saMsada karavAnI mananI bhUkha to bharelI che Ama, dha, mAna, mAyA vagere. A badhI mananI bhUkha che. tenuM

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22 svarUpa judu che. mana svayaM bhAvAtmaka che kAra pariNAma bhAvAtma : che. bhAvanA bhAvavAthI peTanI bhUkha dUra na thAya jyAre bhabhanI Aga kADhavA svAda sIvAya chuTa nathI, paNa te TempararI rIlIrU che.. mIrAka khAva to cAra-pAMca kalA jUkha dUra thAya. karsasamAM khorAka uLIne khAkha thAya, paLa, jakha pradIpta thAya. -mana sI bharela ana jevI che. Agna be kAranA che 1) sauNanI agni I bhArelo agni. saganI Agna eTale 1 jenI ANa jaLI rahI che. ane bhArelo zrIgna eTale zu ? sAga jaLatI nathI, paraMtu IMdhaNa bhareluM che. ceka cInagArI lAge eTalI ja vAra, bhaDakI ja thAya. mananA bheda che 1) payagamana 2) labdhimana. upayogamana eTale saLagatI mInamAMthI bahAra nIsLanI jvALA. e upayogamananA upAya che. have A saLagatA agni pa2 2Akha baMdhAI jAya che, jema devatA , chAka para rAkha thaI bhaya paraMtu aMdara saLagatuM hoya, pakSI bhaDI tene dekhAtI nathI, tenI jema lAbbamamAM bhAva A bhArelA Agna jevA che. zAma, krodha, mAyA, lobhanI pa ta A saLagatA pANI ThaMDAyelA agni jevI che. saLagatA pAkA TaeNkAyelA agninI pALI che. te labdhimananI jvALA che ane bAra sAvarI vALA che te upayoga mananI vALA che. mana covIse kalAi mAna, pAna, Adara-satkAra, prasA, ba6mInanI apekI 2Akhe che te mAnasIka bhUkha che. temAM stra, Insithane levAnA nathI. tamArA vakhakA I re to zarIranI bhUkha bhAvAnI nathI , nathI tarata maTavAnI. sabhA:- sAdhajI, te vakhate moM lAla thaI jaya. sAba:- moM lAla thaI jAya che, te zonuM rIekazana che? mana senuSTa thayu tenI lAlI che. 6oI vakhANI re to zo2 lohI caDe che ne ? tamArI

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1. pAse 51ma AvavAnI cAvI sI 1 je tamane phUlAvI zake te tamArI pAsethI badhu ja kAma laI za8. cAto eka mAsTara DI ' . ghall tI taimanA be zabdathI vakhaga dare to baLadIyAnI jema kuma uravI taiyAra thAya, game tevI hArInI majurI TharavA taiyAra thAya che. kAraNa temane mananI bhUkha tRpta karI . zarIra ane mananuM ghara ja InTaraMsnekazana che. zAstrakAro ane vijJAna pa hai che ke tamArA manamAM covIse $lA A sara thAya che, tema covIse utAruM zarIra para asara thAya che. inAM pakA vadhyAga kraravAthI zarIra vra pta thAya che kema nadi tI kInI bhUkha bhAMgI ? koI tamAru vahu mAna karIne hAratI paherAve te vakhate 2AjIpo thAya. te kema thAya che ? dA2ka mana dharAya che mATe : sabhA:- sAba , vakhANa thavAthI Inkathane tAta maLe che. CzAnane . sAthe baja- SAnane dhanurUpa vaSatha zuM ? madhuradiAMna je tamArI vakhANa ure teno avAja kare ane ghAgharI hoya to mane te gamato nathI, paNa te vakhate mane to DolavA lAge ne 1 kAnano dUkha nI segIta, madhura avAja che. kadAca tamAro duzmana paNa madhura avAje gAtI haze , to unane to gama , paNa duzmananI madhura avAja hovA chatAM manane to nAda game, jyAre prazaMsA 42nA2no. ghogharo avAja hI to paNa mana DolavA lAgI. - lIbhane 6ii jIbhanI bhUkha udevAya? te to mananI bhUkha che. prama, mAra, mAna-pAna te eka bhUkha che, manamAM pedA thAya che jJAnamAM dha kaMI zarIramAM pedA thAya kharI dha tI manamAM pedA thAya manIlamanA bhAvo judA che. Aje tamArI skUlamAM bhaNAve che ke - Sex is nau). SAma e zarIranI vAra che 5 mana nI vicAra che duniyAmAM koI deva mahAsa che ke tene pahelA zarIramAM kAmanI vikAra jAgyo phoTA { $Ama to pahelA manamAM ja, paNa tenI asara

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27 'zarIra para thAya che. jema krIdhanI zarIra upara pasara thAya . krodhane - tame mAnasIka lAgaNI mAno che ke zarIra71 te mAnasIka lAgaNI che tema kAma paNa mAnasIka lAgaNI che. jema hAI bIpIvALAne DokaTara chatA hoya che ke ve krodhane jhAbumAM rAkhaje, nahitara du:khI thavAno vAro AvI . mATe mANasa saMkalpa lArA A badhAne zAbumAM laI pharka che, temAM parivartana AvI zake che. jo zrIdhanI mAnanI lAgaNIo kAbumAM laI $? to zAmanI lANI kAbumA Thema na laI zakAya ? evuM vyAja tame lepa, Ipa vagerene kAbumAM karavAnI preraNA ApI ane bIjI bAju jhahI ke kAma e naeNcarala che, to te keTalI zaikudI vAta kahevAya. mATe kAma e mananI bhUkha che. jema krodha, adAra, masA e mananI sukha che, kroI divasa dada, InjayamAM lobha jAgyo che kharI ? tainuM udgama rasthAna kayu ? mana ja mATe badhA ja vicAro manamAM janme che. krodha mAnasIkaM sukha che Wii jUkha pedA mAvo thaI ? tamAro pelo che bI anuku vartana jhare, paNa te tamArI jUkha che. have tameM jene vyava2IramAM sArA mAnya hoya tevuM vartana ja phare mATe gusso Ave : lobha e paNa eka mahAsukha che. A badhI mananI lAvArasanI mATha covIse lATha dhakhatI hoya che. tame du:khono DuMgara covIse kalApha sAthe laine pharo cho. ne mana, Inkiya de lArI bhaiyo che te tame ulecI zatA nathI. puci hoya to zArIranai , Inkathane thoDI vRpti ApI , paraMtu jenu putha na hoya tevA roja ardhA bhUkhyA paNa che. pazumAM tenI ghaNI ja memerITI che. tyAM temane e pramA khAvAnuM maLatuM nathI, tenI khone temAM pta DarI zakatA nathI. paraMtu ?ju tame Ikatha ane dvArIranI bhUkhane saMtoSI za3zo paNa mananI bhUkhane SELii saMtoSI zakazo nahi.

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128 abha:- sAdeba IcchA eTale zu ? sAvaja - e caMDa manano ja bhAga chuM. teno ja peTA vibhAga che. mana eTale vana khAlI IcchAtmaka nathI. mana eTale DIpArTamenTa sTora che. jema eka vibhAgamAM amuka vastu maLe, tema mananA eka vibhAgamAM IcchA janme che, je ekamanano ja bhAga che. IrachAne koI dai, InDiya paidA karatA nathI. mATe mananI bhUkha saMtoSavI badhu ja agharuM kAma che. mananuM mAraNa kare, mananuM mRtyu, mananI duHkha saMtApamAMthI mukti, meLavavI tenu nAma vItaraNa che, jyAM sudhI manamAM monA pariNAma che tyAM sudhI mAnasIka bhUkha che. tame tamArA dUrIranI paDatI Iccho to A eka aMdaramAM rahelo patana ane adhogatinI pariNAma hai. mATe mAnasIThabhAva eTha prakAranA saMtApanI bhUkha che. mATe covIse kalATha aMdarathI brecena ane vyADuLa cho. mULamAMthI te becainIne ThAravA mATe tame thoDuka pANIdhe tamArI kahevAtA saMsAranA thoDA bhoga ApI, pA tenAthI mananI Aga TharatI nathI. jema bhaDabhaDatI Aga lAgI hoya tyAre nAnI Dola pANI nokhI to chama thaIne varALa thaI bhaya che, paraMtu tenAthI Aga Thare nahi. anaMtakALathI jIvane AvI Aga lAgI che ane tene tame bhoga ane viSayo dvArA thoDIthoDI TharI cho. jema eka mAsa vadhAre dAjhelI hoya tenI pAse davAnI nAnI Tyuba hoya to jyA vadhAre dAjhelo hoya tyAM ja thoDI lagADe. tenAthI tene thoDI na thAya paNa bIjuM baLatarA cAlu hoya. Ato vadhAre duHkhamAMthI thoDuM duHkha thayuM. basa badhAja sukha mATe Aja gaNita che. tame jo covIse DalATha mananA bhAvonu avaloDano to aMdaramAM keTalI Apyo che. dRNAthI devA tarabatara cho paraMtu AmAMthI na chuTI ThIce tyAM sudhI pra sukhI na pAmI zakIe vilana moDI eTale sukhanI parAkASTAnI avastha).

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1.8 dareka jIva aMtima sA ha hoya che je sukhanI prApti. anArya dhimI to khAvA, pIvAnA, daiha , I ne thanA sukhI batAvyA che. temanI kurAna, bAvvala vAMco to temAM sukha mAgavA te ja kharuM sukha che. jema ke lakhyuM che ke temanA moDAmAM mAre sAru khAvu, zarabatanA jAma pIvA, apsarAo sevAmAM jara hoya, tenA nRtyo nihALavA , Aja bhogI sanAtana mANavA tenuM nAma ja mokSanuM su , paraMtu topo me mAnavAmAM thApa thI khAdhI che temane vicAryuM nahi ke Inthitha prosesa zuM che? vakhate tene mavaDA tarIke thoDA bhoga mApo eTale sukha thAya. paNa bhUkha, tarasa to ubhI che eTale sAthe duHkhanI mAga to cAlu che. paraMtu teo A vicArI zakyA nahi , mATe ja mahimA QrI2 vaLage sau upAdhi ja thAya , jyAre teo moDamAM deha, Inphithe ane manane mAne che. jyAre bhAratanA prArthanA dhamAM jaiza 8 sAMkhya, na, ba8 game te dharma kare che. ke molamAM deTa Indriya, mana nathI, tainI tyAM sukha nathI, vikArI nathI , saMtApa nathI. maunamAM temane A mAneda mAnya che, kAmAnaMda sAcI. nathI kAraNa dAmAneda tI bhaDabhaDanI manamAM thI pANI nAMkhI dama DaravA barAbara che. prArthadezamAM tainA ghamanI kharI moTI dRna hoya to te sama che. te tatvanuM varNana jainamuna che. jyAre kinArtha dhamA cenanamAM uDANAmAM gayA nathI. zarIra, Inkaya, bhUkhanI eka prakAra che mana 40 gyAnI vyApta che. mATe tenA upara maLatA sukhane sAcu sukha zazI vIdAya nAda , ne vidhyAtmIka daSTine bhUlyA che. te dareka vyaktinI mananI samAna sthiti nathI, dareka mAkAsanA deha ud sarakhA nathI , tema bhUkha-ttarama -thAka paNa zarama nathI. badhAmAM vIvozana mAve che, jema ghaNA soLa roTalI khAya jatA kaiTI kvA hIya. jyAre ghaNA 71 rossI khAya to paNa rAkhI thaIne pharatA hoya, tamArI

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rU Tie vadhAre khAya te vadhAre mana hai ochu khAya to vadhAre mA dahIDatamAM sukhane duHkha mAnanArA nathI, tema mana paNa sarakhA nathI, mananI bhrakha paNa sarakhI nathI, mATe avalokana TharavAnuM kai mAruM mana ThelA kaSAyathI vyASSLa che. ApaNA manamAM pariNatirupe keTalI sukha tamane koI pUche ke tamAre mAlapANInI kaiTalI IcchA che. jaina koI gaNita nathI, mATe tenu mApa kADhavu paDe tema che. covIse lATha tama tenI sAthe jo cho, tenAthI rIbAco cho. mATe jyAre koI mAna Ape tyAre zu thayu ke jenAthI tame zAtA hatA temAM thoDo ghaTADo thayo. paNa hajI ghaNI aMdara sukha che. mATe atyAre tamArA vakhANa kare to game kainiMdA kare tI game ? vakhANa ja game,DAraNa aMdarathI maje che. tema bIna bhAvo gamanA hoya to Aja AvI ubhuM rahe. jema ke aMdara GAma vAsanA rotha mATe DAmanA padArtha sAme Ave eTale game che. ane tRptino anubhava thAya che, te vakhate TIpa, jeTalI bhUkha satISAya che. paNa skoDamAM ghaNu ja paDyu che. jenAthI du dAjhelA.6, dAjhI rahyo chu, tevu lAge che kharuM ! paraMtu te darUpe dekhAtu nathI kAraNa tamArI sainsa ' Da thaI gaI che. vagara saLage grUpamAMthI sugaMdha nIkaLe tema nathI, tema pahelA name saLaMga pachI aMdaramAM sukhanI anubhava thAya. banAdharmanA vImA te mAnava bhatane choDIne pazu sRSTinI paravA karatu nathI, ne mAnavane sukhazAMti ApavA mAge che. paNa te sukha kevu ? paravA dajhADIne pachI karavu. paNa dAjhyA vagara maLatI sukhane sukha mAnatAM nathI. jema vadhAre khAvAmAM vadhAre mA, mATe vadhAre pa lagADIne te koThe rAdhe che. tema Izvara, mananI bAbatamAM AAma ja karyu che. mATe mananI bhUkhane pahelA vakarAve, pachI tenA para pANInI jema jaMDAra kare. jema tame TI.vI. jo tI mananI mukha vare OM zAMta thAya ? temA paNa yAta vaiTalI thAya ? ane

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9_2, vare keTalI ? paraMtu TI.vI. juSpo to aura uzkerAya che, Avega vadhAre tIvra thAya che. mATe vadhAre dajhADene1 vijJAne eka sAdhana evuM zodhyu nathI 8 je parelA dajhADe na . mATe mananI bhrakha covIse lATha sagatI pAitiruI dau, atyAre bhale dAMta che, atyAre tame krodha karatA nathI, datAM pariNatirUpe kaiTala dIdha aMdara bharyo che. jema dIkarAnI amuka pravRtti na gamatI hovAnA 12xii aMdara dveSa bharAyelo che. bhale atyAre tenA tarapha dveSa nathI paNa nimitta maLe tyAre upara Ave, paraMtu atyAre parNa aMdara saLagato agni che, jema bhAI sAthe zvetA hova, tenI amuka khAsIyata na gamatI hovAnA kAraNe kaMpa, gamo che: sparamAM haiSanI jana cAlu ja che, paNa te bhasUrI kyAre nimitta maLaze tyAre. AAvI to mAna, lAbha, Asakti, kAmavAsanA, tRSNAnI kaiTa kaiTalI lUpta thAya ? mATe AMkhanI DImAnDa, mananI DImAnDa pArsa kaMI ja nathI, na zarIranI bhUkha TIpA barAbara che. jyAre inDiyanI jukha sarovara barAbara che. jyAre mananI bhrakhane upamA ApavAmAM sAta sama ochA paDe, badhu ja vAIlDa gepa che. ApaNA jIvanamAM vasaMvAditAThIno Aja che. jIvanamAM dai, Inkaya, mananI bhrupamAM Inabelensa che, jemAM samanuvA nathI. jai samAna hoya to eka sAthe saMtoSI 2ADAya. tame dA2 Tenana karIto, pukhya rIyato zarIra ane inDiya dharAya, paNa mana tI dharAnu nathI. mATe sTIThamAM du:kha to devAnuM. A saMsAranI nagna citAra jevI sthiti che. ciMtana karI tIghara paDe ke bhautika jagatamAM sukha mATe zA sAravA eTale aMdhArAmAM pU311 meLavavA mATe hoDA mAravA barAbara tame bhautika jagatamAM sukhanI zodha karI po pAyAmAMthI saphLatA maLavAnI nathI.

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mananI mAnyatA jaDabaisalAi goThavAI gaI che. tene parivartana S2vA mATe paNa prosesamAM utaravuM paDe. tema svabhAvamAM vaNAI gayelA upAyonA bhAvone dUra karavI te matavAnuM nathI mATe ja moTAbhAganI bro kRtimAM parivartana lAvI zakatI nathI, ane Aja niSphaLatAnI nizAnI che. ra8 #LathI kSidhita samaktA nathI. ghaNI jhare che. ke prakRti to paNa sAthe bhaya , AvuM ja hoya to pachI dharmanI rUra rahetI nathI. tamane dharma zuM kare che ke prakRtine vaghadalo tame jaivI che temAM dharma rAkhavA mAMge che ke badalAvavA mAMge che. dharma tamAruM AMtarIka parivartana 62vA mAMge che #i rIsIlI parivartana ka2vA maLatuM nathI. pAMtarIka parivartanamAM prakRni aAvaze. dharmamAM AvI eTale sAcI mAnyatA eTale prakRtimAM 22 lAvavAno Avaze. sAmAyika, mubha, pratikamaka , dAna, dayA, tapa, tyAga karaze te vAghAmAM AkRti, pariNAnine sAMkaLI levA paDe che. jene prakRtimAM pheraphAra . daravanuM nathI lAgatuM tene pUrNa upayogI nathI. jema tame dhirmamA sTAgaLa vadhatA ane tema pratimA haiphAra Avavo "Ie, jenAmAM A pheraphAra nathI AvatI tene haju dharma vadhyAtmasAna thayo nathI. prakRtimAM heraphAra maryA pachI karavAnI nathI paNa jIvatA karavAnI che.

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il 54 zrI yugabhUSAvijyajaM sadagurUbhya namaH | 20-8-95 : ravIvAra. | | manovijJAna | gIvAkhavA anaMta upakArI anaMtajJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAmI jagatanA, ave mane amanaccha nAmanA thIganI siddhi karAvavA mATe dhirmanIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSanI dRSTie mAnmakalyANanA mArgamAM 32AtI thaganI sAdhanAmAM enIma kamanaska voga che jene pAmyA pachI mane virAma pAme che. jaima mauko javA de, vazI, IndriyanA baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnuM che tema mananA baMdhanathI paNa chUTavAnuM che. maurkamAM A mAtmA che, mAtmAthI bhinma aivuM mana tyAM nathI. iyA prAyane aiTha miniTa paNa mana vagara vicArI chIe tema nathI. vicA2vA mATe prabaLa sAthaDa sAdhana mana che jyAre aMte tene paNa tilAMjalI ApavAnI hai, muLathI te baMdhana che paNa atyAre tene keLavI ghaDatara karavAnuM che. pachI chelle teno tyAga karavAno huM paraMtu atyAre nyamanasTa daza pAmavAnuM nathI. paraMtu temAMthI malInarI, gaMdakIne phATIne pIvAnA, nirmaLatAnI vAsa karAvavAno che. A gatamAM ApaNI najI6mAM namuka vastu mana che. ApaNo svabhAva gamI ke kuTeva gaNI zrApanane dUranI vastumAM rasa che ane naja8nI vastumAM uMDe che. jaima tame muMbaImAM raho cho paNa jovAlaThTha sthaLanuM A kala sAuthanuM vadhAre che muMbaInuM 1 muMbaImAM rahevA chatAM kadAca ahiMyAna bava mArmika sthaLa nA joyA hoya paNa zAzmIra sImalA sAutha vadhe evA jI kAvya ra 1 $1ii bajaDanI vastunI urdhaka che ane dU2nuM cAkI che. jema tamArI sAthe relI sagI bhAI ke dIkarI sAthe divasamAM maDavo lai nA karatAM hoya. para bhe daI daranI maLe to be kala$ khapAvo. tamArA be dIkarAmAMthI greDa karI paradeza radaitI hahya tI tamane ciMtA sonI vadhAre ?

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14. 'kadAca bhAga spArvaDana dIThA sAthe dararIja Tasala thatI hauya. dAo namukatAnI upekSA, vAMdhA hai, krUratAnuM TharSaNa che, rasa che, mATe duniyAbharanI ciMtA karIe chIe, paNa te karavAnuM sAdhana mana che. ane jene tame oLakhatA nathI. 24 GalATha sAthe rahevA chatAM manane moLakhI zakyA nathI. tame badhI vastumAM niSNAta thayA paNa potAnA manane pArakhI zaO nathI. mATe temAM zailA bhAvIne samajI ththA nathI. jJAnIoe mATe ja manovijJAnanI vAto karI che. cA mananAM svarupa, tenI vizeSa vRttiI che tene naDyo, samaze. pachI tenA para caDaza meLavavA prayatna karI ane dharmamAM jvA mATe spa upayagI pAmyuM. have A mana para vyApaNe ghaNA vakhatathI temAM svarupa vagere para vicAra karI rahyA chIe. jaimAM mananA be prakAra hai. pravyamana - bhAvaman che. temAM vyamananA be prakAra che upayogamana ane vadhdhimana hai labdhimananI vAta cAlI to che. emAM ghaNA vibhAga che. temAtha ApaNe mAnyatA pariNatinuM varjhana TharI gayA chIe . dave je vibhAga para ApI jyuM che te dekhAto nathI paNa manamAM yoganArUpa khAvanArupe paDelA hoya tevA kaSAyo, rAgadveSanA pAimAM asaMkhya gheraghAyelA che. ? ajJAta bhALe che te yonArUpa kaSAyAtmaka bhAvI che ane anaMta samayanA saMskArAtmaka che. ane tenI jIvanamAM amuka asara che. tamamI dunayAnA viSayamAM TeTalI bhaNakArI che ! have jeTaluM meyuM, khyu, anubhavyu temanI coisapI dveSanA pariNAma thayA haze. jema tamane 100 vAnagImAM? bhAvI tenA tara6 rAga thayo ane 4

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vAnagI nahUi bhAvI tenA tarapha hepa pragamo thayo haze, jenI tame 24 dalAka vicAra vI. A19 nathI. maitre 2thayuM tame mIThAI khAdhI, naino svAda sArI lAgyo , kaithI baMdhAI gayu che A sArI che, khAvA jevI che tethI rAga ThabhI thaI gayo tene paNa na karI, joyuM, jANyuM ke manubhaLyuM tenA pagaleSane pAna dIe chIe. jema tame kroI DIjhAIna joI che jema phorenamAM ghaNI suMdara bagIcA che jovAlAyajha Taryo che je tame TI.vI.mAM bethI tene anubhavavA . gayA nathI. kyAM tenA viSayamAM raNakepa aMkita thaI jAya che. tame je nadivasa kaao cho bhI kI tainI pratibhAva paidA karo cho , mana te mItabhAvaune saMgarIta kare che ane te gadveSanI parakhAna, prakRtisepe jastIne paDyA rahe che mATe mana moTuM sTora hAusa hai saMdu sthAna che. jaina koI jhaverInI dunanI bAjumAMthI pasAra thAya vAra zodazAmAM alaMkAra sudhI eTale zAMkhI cakaLavakaLa thArtha eTale tenuM brAuna thayu, tenA para cIga thayo. paraMtu pachIthI 24 kalA tenI mALI jatA nathI paNa adaramAM 2ANa prajvalIta thaIne saLagya pharI che paraMtu tenA para khIlI vIra dI AvI gayuM che bIjo bhAva civavAthI. eTale sukhamAMthI 1Na gayo nathI. A joyu , bhaNya, anubhavyuM te mATenI vAta che. - have bIjI ghaNI vastu che jemake daivalauda che tyAMnAM kavairAna, varu ghaNI bhavya che. bIju ghaNI vastuo paNa che jene bIja keTalIya vAnagI pavI che ke tame je khAdhI nathI, neI nathI, teno vicAra maTha rIne sIdho bhAva nathI paraMtu te badhu jeva, bhaNavA maLe to rAga umaTe. Waa jItamAM jaNAvAra rUpe 6naya che tenA ustAM sAta vaccha paraNuM che. temAM zailI bhotika vastunI saMbhAvanA rUpe raNakSepa paDya) che. te rIte sIdhA jalatI nathI. have 5thI 2heSa che ?

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daDa * cApaNa gaI vakhate joI gayA to che saLagato jatI rahyo che co, mane jenI mAga dhaLI rahI che aisNa lagADeluM che te dharabAyelo agni jevI che. mATe badAra dhANA bhabhUkatI nathI. have A mAga sapATI para dhyAre Ave ? tIkSA thAya tyAre sapATI para Ave, jema bAra para praha dhaLI rahI che paga rAkhanuM DhAMkaNa AvavAthI vALI dekhAtI nathI, 2 thI baMdaramAM tApa , dhakhArI, dhakhI rahI che je saMtApa, tApa UrthanIne pai kare tevo tApa che. jema dAkhalA tarIke unALAmAM vaizAkha mahinAnA tApamAM sUryanA kirapTo rIDa para paDe che paraMtu chAyaDAmAM tenA sIdhA rikA nathI paNa tyAM paNa tApa nI hoya ne ? irAMte kiraNonA kAraNe tyAnuM Temparecara para hAI thaI gayuM hoya che. pachI tame sAmAnya rIte divasa pasAra karI eTale tamAruM zarIra, mana tenAthI TevAI jAya che unALAnI asahya tApa muMgA moDhe sahana 3Ine tame zarIna BrI lIdhu che paraMtu tApanI setApa to che ja tevI ja rIte anaMta, 6LathI vaidIveThIne A tApathI rIDhA thaIne TevAI gayo cho mATe ja A aMdarano tApa dhyAnamAM AvatI nathI. sabhA - paDI gayu che sAbi:- jema ThekaTarImAM kAma karanAranI 286 bauIlaranI bAjumAM hoya to te tenAthI TevAI jaya ne tyAM bahArathI AvanArane keTalI a31mI lAge have vyakita sevAI bhaya che eTalA mAthI tene sukha ke du:kha hoya chuTa nathI mATe tenI sAthe samAdhAna karI lIdhu che. tema paziAtipe upAyo saLage che ApaNA yAtmanA pradezo 24 kalAka ukaLatA caranI jema dhakhI rahyA che. saima pAknI ukaLe tyAre kevuM khabara thAya, jarA paNa sthira na hoya. uMca nIcu thayA kare temaja

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kalAka mAtmakho saMtapta ane ukaLI rahyA che. ka pA tene zItalatAno ke zAMtino anubhava nathI. | mA dazA tamane cirope upasthIta thavI Ie, anubhava thavI joIe. pati anubhava karIe chIe chatAM vicArarUpe tene dhyAnamAM letA nathI. 99. duHkha mANuM che. jANya mere mana sIdhu base ja nahi, jaithI vAgaDhaSa thAya, cAvaiga pedA thAya, jenAthI vAtmAmAM azAMti pedA thAya. mApaka te duHkhIne pahADa laIne ja pharIe chIe. nathI jANyuM tevuM to ghaNuM ja chejenA yogyatApU pAyo aMdaramAM dhabAyelA dArUgoLAnI jema paDyA che tene jo cinagArI lADo to tame mAkhA baLIne khAkha thaI jaze. aMdaramAM bhIgInuM AkarSaka che jema ghara jhupaDapaTTImAM rahenArane zrImetanA baMgalA, sukha-sagavatI phAivasTAra phoTalanA udAca svAda cakhADavAmAM Ave tI tenA jIvanamAM hAyavotha vadhe ke ghaTe 1 mo mAMDamAMDa supaDapaTTImAM. karIThAma thaIne beThA che temAM ukaLATa vadhI jAya. kAraNa aMdaramAM thagyatApe mAThaSako temane paNa paDyuM che. paraMtu te prajvalIla nathI. sabhA:- enAthI dama dhaMdhAya 1. sAdhvaja - , eTale je duniyA dI joI nathI, jarUrI nathI, bhaugavI nathI , anubhavI nathI pachI tenA pratye pIsIbIlITI pe 2AgaleSa paDyA.che mATe covIse ThATha $ be dhAya. sabhA:- na 62vI zuM karavuM ? sAdeum:- manamAM viThThanarupe paDelA pariNAmone zona32vAnA . duniyAnI pele cheDAnuM pApa lAge che taine ThAravA koI tyAM javAnI jarUra nathI. pAkI divA manamAM paDelA TharAvane pharavAnI che - loDanI, mana ? pApInI baMdha, puchyanI baMdha karAvI

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2, cI * zakavAnI manamAM apratIma tAta che. - jaima daivalImAM jana pratimAM jinamadiro che, dharmAtmA che A badhAnI anu madinA DaratAM ahI beThA puNya bAMdhI rAjha che, tema tyAno bhoga vilAsanuM prAkarSakAthI pApa dhaMdhAtha che, saMbhAvanA rUpe upAyo dharabAyelA che. mAnyatA , parinano vizALa vibhAga che tama thIcatA , saMskArarupanI pA vihaLa vibhAga che. anaMtakALanI sULa khAsiyato manamAM paDI che. jema jai jai janmamAM gayA tyAM je pravRti karI , bhAvI dathI mA badhAnA anubhavadhe saMskAra mAtmA para aAdhAna thayA &ya, bilADInA bhavamAM navI to udara para najara rahI. bhale bahArathI. bilADI zAMta rekhAtha, nirdoSa lAge paNa uMda2 jue to tarApa ja mAre ne ? eTale aMdara vRtti paDI che ane mA bhAvIna mAtmA pa2 saMskRra paDyA kare. tema vAgha-siMhanA bhavamAM gayA to badhAne DhADI khAvAno svabhAva, sApanI bhavamAM 3DA mAravAno svabhAva. A saMsAranAM paribhramaNAmAM ApaNe koI paNa bhavamAM paryaTana na the ya tevuM nathI. A pInAnA jatanA ItihAsanI vAta che phuniyAnA ItihAsanI nAra. ApaNo prAvya sthAthI ? ApaNuM paribhramaNa te badhuM tamane manamAM baMdha besatu nathI ne te pachI AmAM zrI rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. jema tarkathI paralIka puravAra thAya che tema pratavALanuM paribhramaNa paNa puravAra TharI hoya che. mApat u bhavamAM banelI , mananIvAra jaI AvyA chIe. tamane rastAmAM game te thAna game te paristhitimAM sudhI tyAre ema thavuM joIe 8 mApa paNa mAvA bhavamAM banelIvAra jaIne AvyA chIe. DALa vicAro to anaMta che, A smAnuM astitva dhvara che

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2 28' dvArA e duniyAmAM je pAtha che te badhu zAzvata che, je che te kAyama khatai ja che. mA pArtha virSa vijJAna paNa A ja jvAba paze. jainuM mastitva che tene mITAvI 1jhAtuM nathI. kadI pachI zunyamAMthI sarjakta thatu nathI. ane visarjanamAMthI sarjana thatuM nathI. sabhA:- paNa vadalAya che sAheba - astitva tI SAthamanuM zuM thAtmA zAzvata che tenI purAvI zu ? nI 68ii duniyA AkhI dhvata che. koI divasa vastunuM mastitva zunyamAMthI che ja nadi ane zunyamAM visarjana paNa nathI. eNka paramA-nai. lAkha vAra 12 mahinA mahenata karI to pachI zunyamAM tenuM visagna na thAya. zrA zraTana, sanAtana siddhArU che mATe camA zAzvata che. mAnmAnuM astitva nadInuM tevuM na karI zakIe. - havai suvAthIni lImITeDa che mATe zaika aiTha nimAM anaMtIvAra gayA vagara chU2ThI ja nathI. hATalA ja bhavamAM rAunDa mAravA paDe. sabhA :- Apaka saima sIyuenamAM mananIvAra gayA chIe. atyAre tame jai paristhitimAM gauThavAyelA che tevI paristhitimAM anaMtIvAra gauThavAyelA hatA. jema tame beThA che te ja makkAna, zrI adathI ja A da2vAjo baMdha che te baMdha, ghArI khullI , A , vityAre che temAM kaMI ja ceInja na hoya. mAja hItanuM vizva banelIvAra banyuM che. have tame A bhAinA sthamAM kADhI lopeTale vizve badalAI the atyAre tamArI hatha jaima che tene tame jarA nI karI eTale [ pAdhu vizva badalAI jAya. jo ke prA vadhu samajavA kosmolojI bhAvuM paDe , naudhdha che, sTepa vAIjha mAM mAraNyamanasa che je vAstavIkatA che. ame darIe to moM pILA thaI jAya che. paNa sArA vinAnIinI AbAya 66 tI te udde che ame paNa mAnIe chIe. - jema aika bilADI UThI che te bilADI ubhI thaI bhaya tyAre

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-50 AkhI daniyA AnI Aja pramANe che paraMtu te vakhate vizva badalAI * gayu. evA jInTeksa 222jo ame baMtA mAnIe chIe. paNa kAraNa uDAkAthI vicAra 3 nI A vAtane vicAravI paDe, $1La- anerA che. jyAre vastu para marIna che tI. taiTalA rITekAna banelIvAra vI. sabhA - je moDI gayA hai - - - - sAva - 21 nI hAjarI mAM duniyAmAMthI gaI tene choDI devAnI. ane nigImAMthI maLI AvyA ane junA gayA teTalI zaratI samajavAnI. 2kA je vyakti mAM vizvamAMthI bIjA duniyAmAM gaI tene pachI A vizva sAthe saMparka haito nathI. A ava ane kALamAM anekIvAra badhA pathathamAM analIvAra pharIne Avyo che. - sabhA - sAba anaMtIvAra Aja rIte tame amane upadeza mAthI ame Aja rIte sAMbhaLyA chatAM Thema niSphaLa gathe te vakhate 25 khutu tu ? bhA ba- sAMbhaLIne phirA2 na paDyo mATe ja pAchI AvI beThA chIe. ame pachI bharatanA upadeza ThAthI . mAre bhUtakALamAM mANyo te rIte pAcho be mApI tI SI thI nAkhe . je brA bhavamAM adhyAtmane mAgyA hova to che navo janma che. je vyakti sAcA dharmamAM kare tIne anaMta kALamAM je anubhavyuM nathI, meLavyu nathI te tene meLavyuM che. ane tyAre ja samajyAnuM ke Tve gADI pATe caDhI che ane teja hainI viktA che, - A vadhu barAbara vicArI tI bhava bhasThI bhaya tema che. mane . jamanA saMskAro thayA che ghuTI ghaTIne bhegI karelA che. vicAro, tAju janmela bALaka madhujha, vadhu hoya che pannu ari ghavI vRtti paDI hoya che. tene bhASA, khApItara zIkhavavuM paDe paNa gusso

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5 kema karavI, vALahaiSa uma ravA te zIkhavADavu paDe che? vagara bhAve AvaDe che ne? $la, jIgnamAM zikSaNa apAya che paNa kyAM koI kema karavI, zagahepa kema karavI tenI skula-kolejo che nA, kArI vinaMtakALanI paDelI vAta che tane bhalAI sucanane jarU2 nathI. nimita maLe ne tarata ja ubhI thAya, mA gratamAM janme tyArathI anaMtA janmanA serajharo sAthe laIne ja janme che. pavi7 8 nahIM manavALA janmetA ja nathI. ghaNI vIle che ne ke bALakI niSa che. paraMtu bALaka nirdIpa nathI, paNa avivekI nI zruTa . bALakomAM dha-kAma, I vagere jhapAthonI una vikasIta nathI. charI svabhAvanI kUkhAI che parUM te kAMI nahotA nathI, nidoSa urI janme nAda ane janme te pharI niSa hoya nahi. A kudarTsamAM emanema sanma thI thAya nA. jamavuM te moTAmAM moTI sama che janma e niyamA du:kha,zoka , saMtApa ja che. tame tene ujavaNInI avasara mAnI lIdho che. tame janmane vadhAvo cho ane mInathI gabharAhmI , tamane mRtyuno bhaya vadhAre che ke janmanI bhaya vadhAre che? paraMtu mIra cele te janmanuM phaLa che. marelAne janma nakkI nathI je mastAM pAvaOtI ajamApavuM pAmI zakAya che. nIkarI para janma le temane mRtyu pAmavuM paDe. paraMtu temUnI sAdhanAthI te ajanmApaNu pAme che. janma e ja manI sabha che ane bhabha dIpane ja thAya. manetA janmanI dISanA 3La svarUpa zrI bhavamAM janma maLyuM che. mAnA peTamAM kaI 21juzIthI stI paise tema che nava mAsanI ugha mAthe mAnI peTamAM lAvI che te tamArI masjathI 2hI cho ke pachI karma ghosI rAkhe che mATe hI ? mahApuruSano janma paNa mAthe thAya che. evI paristhiti AtmA sI sahaja paka svIjhare kharI ? paraMtu

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9--3 'AtI sama che. mATe paNa svIkAravuM paDe che. mATe paMkhIe- vALaso nirdoSa nathI, samatomAM 2helA marImunIo ane vItarAga nidarya hoya che. mATe jyAre zALa6 (palapalAra thI ramatAM hoya , pekhImAM mAthAmAM utA hoya tthAre kaho ke mA lIka ThavA nirdIpa prAnane mArI rahyA che. tevuM 51 lI te micyavanuM 'lana kA che. zAstramAM lakSmIsAbIjanuM 24Tona ve che temAM anya hatA. vaibhavamAM ucharelA sA pachIthI vairAgya sAthe dharmamArge temane dIka lIdhI. cAranA suMdara pANatA hatA pachI 3 vakhata calI calInuM yurala DevuM nabuka pesI premanI huMpha sAthe krIDA karI rahyuM che, kevI mukta mAnada mANI 2hI che. ane zrI mithyAtvanA pariNAma tamane paidA thathI. je sAnene bhagavAne vikRta pAnaMda batAvyo te AnaMda temane nirdoSa ane AnaMda dekhAyI. galuDIyA ekadhvIjane mastImAM baTa$AM bhare galaTIyA khAya, tema dauDA DaratAM haSya - A cAnedane tame kevI mAno ghaNA to moTA thaI gayo che pachI ja mana nI taimanuM bALakanuM ja che ane zrI viThTha che zrI nirapa thAneda nathI paraMtu jemAM jhI vijhA-vAsanAne prerakabaLa tarIke na hautha tevI pravRttimAM maLatA mAne nirdIpa svAnaMda che. atyAre kudaratanI premI varga ghaNo paNa tharyo che. paraMtu tamane nihafpa mAnenI vyAkhyA ja spaSTa nathI. tame atyAre zuM mAno cho ke hasavuM e bhavananI prAna che. @Athe e to prakRtinI bheTa che. paraMtu paramAtmAnA svarUpanuM je vana che. temAM Ave che bhagavAna kone kahevAya? bhagavAnanI oLakha a , te batAvatA zu je 18 doSathI rAhata te paramAtmA, hAsya, 2, aratine doSa $NA che. have tame tone gukhI mAnI eTale adharmane

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83 dharma mAnyo kahevAya . aAma tame 4tha ane pApa mAnI I para sArAne kharAba mAnI chI. kharAbane sAru mAnI che. A badhI aviveka che. paraMtu Anmano parI mAnaMda to dhIra, gaMbhIra, azAMta bhAvamAM che. paraMtu hasavuM , phUDavuM , zaus, rAmu thavu A badhA vikRta bhAva che. A badhA bhAvo vikArane pedA Tha2nA2 che. sabhA:- sArebajI, AtmAnI sthabhAva zu? zabilsa - cAnI kR2vI te ja 201mAnI TvabhAva che. sata zighanaMda svabhAva. potAnA gurImAM ja masta 2hevuM, magna rahevuM temAM ja zAsvAda laiva. A ja vyAtmAno svabhAva che. DamAM kyuM teno vikRti che. " sabhA:- sAdha, sazasta zAstha rIya ? sAva:- , tamane dharma pamADavA ame prasaMge tamane hasAvIpe chIe. sAco dhamaramA prazasta hAsya re, rAve. paraMtu jemAM koInuM zita paidA na thAya te hAsya prasta hAsya nathI. ane AtmAnI svabhAva nathI. TIpayukta hAsya te zarU nathI. te ja rIte mAmunI haLe che paNa ughavA pAchaLa temanI udai zuM che te samajhI paDe. bAlI TesTa karavo dhArIma levA taio sUtA nathI. paraMtu thoTha utArI aAgaLa aAtmAnI vadhAre aArAdhanA 62vA mATe sUe che te pramAda che paNa prazasta mAre che. mATe temane sUtI vakhate paNa prathAnubaMdhI pujya baMdhAya che. jyAre tamane jagata pAkI pApAnubaMdhI pApa dhaMdhAnI hoya che, kAraNa baMdha pAraNAma para che. . jo ke prazasta AkhAya ke aprazasta bhAva te prAtmAnI svabhAva nathI. paraMtu atyAre A sTejamAM mokSamArgamAM magaLa vadhavA mATe prasthAnubaMdhI puNyanI jarUra che. tenAthI ja sadgati , ghamasAmI pAmI khAgaLa vadhI za3che. mATe mA bhUmidAmAM te jarUrI che. jyAre AgaLanuM

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* sTeja AvI tyAre chauDavAnI vAta cAvI paraMtu atyAre saune zrAvakArI che. A jgalamAM vALI, paMkhI, jhADa, pAna koi nirdoSa nathI. jhADa pAna Ama to muMgA moDhe zAMta ubhA che, koI dhamAdhama karatAM nathI koIne phaizana karavA jatA nathI chatAM lakhyu ke teo paNa nirdoSa nathI. tamArA chatAM maiM duniyAmAM trAsa ocho phelAve che. kAraNa zakti, bruddhi nathI, pAvaravA nathI. paNa e tene zakti maLe to 362 tamA karatAM te savAyA thAya. AkhI sRSTi nirdoSa nathI. Akhu jaMgana vikArothI gherAyelu che. jyAre janme che tyAre anaMtA janmonA saMskAranI mUDI laine ja jIva janme che. saMskAro aDabaMdha rAkhIne ja janme che. mATe cA mananA vibhAganuM zaudhana DaryA vagara tenI zruMgALamAMthI bahAra nikaLAya ni tame vicAronI zuddhi karI lIdhI paNa je mAnyatA, pariNAta thogyatA saMskAranI zu na karI to catula parivartana na pAmI zako. jema eka mANasa sAmAyika Thare che te vakhate bai ghaDI eka+ sAvavAna che koIja te vakhate kharAba bhAva kuztI nathI. TUMkAma tanmaya thaIne rAvanA kare che caiTale Ama vicArazujha ghaNI karI che. pa mAnyatA, pariNati, saMskAra, thIcatAnI zuddhi nathI . jyAre bIna mANasane mAnyatA pariNati, saMskAra zuki vadhAre karI che. to temAM DIne sAmAyiDa uMcuM 1 TAkAro AvIna mANasanAM sAmAyikane ucu lAvyu che kAraNa pelAe uparathI ja zudhdhi TharI che jyAre bInae suLamAMthI zuddhi karI che. paelAnA sAmAyikane zrame kharAba nathI TharelA 325 ne 1 vakhate DhIznaNa pazughdha vicAra nathI AvI te tenI jAgRta sAvadhAnI sUcave che paNa te sapATI paranuM che. paraMtu pachI zakti mULamAMthI karavAnI che. mATe dhimanamAM puruSArtha karavA

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13 jevI che. tame manathI DAMi bhAgI ` tema nathI, ghara-gAma choDIne kadAca jazo paNa manane choDIne tau throya I jhavAnA nathI. mATe ja tenuM saMzodhana hai. tenI prakriyA ne aAgaLa Avaze. zu mananI zuddhinA upAya che ane vyAja divasa sudhI jaiTala mAkogayA che te badhA ghAja prakriyAnuM anukaraNa karI mananA svAmI banI monapadane pAmyA che.te prakriyA ApI parvaSaSTa sadAparvanI cArAdhanA ththA pachI vicArazu. karavAnuM

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235 '' pa.pU. zrI putrabhUSaNavijyanuM saMdgurubhyo namaH / / ||manovijJAna ) gauvALiyA TaMka 136-64 ravIvAra anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMDara paramAtmAo gatanA bhuva mAne Atma avalokana mATe dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. nAnIyonI rRTIe sauthI pahelAM jIve potAnA doSonuM avalokana karavAnuM che tamAma doSono bhaMDAra manamAM paDyo che je tAtmaka bhAve che. manamAM jai malInatA bharelI che tene oLakhavI paDe ane tenA saMzodhana mATe tenA upAya paNa bhagavA paDe. AAtma avalaukana namane tamArI khAmI viSenuM darzana DarAve che ane tenA AdhAre kevA banavuM che zuM karavuM che te tamAre nakkI ivAnuM che. dRLabhUta dharmano upAya zcAtmAnuM parivartana che. cApI jevA chIe tenAthI ThaMIka judA banavuM hoya to dharmasAdhanA upayogI che. tamAro svabhAva zuM? duniyAnI badhI vastumAM parivartana lAvavAnI IcchA che. jema dharamAM zrAma karavAnI jarUra che, rastAmAM A barAbara nathI, vyaktimAM A pAmI che dIThAmAM AA khAmI che, phalANAmAM A palaga che. mATe tamArA jIvanamAM tame seivAra bIjAne phaiccAra karavA abhiprAya bApyA haze, pAchI eDavAijha mAMgyA vagara ApI haze. gharamAM ane bahAra vadhI vastumAM namane khAmI dekhAya che. duniyA AkhImAM parivartana lAvavAnI tamane IcchA che. spAma bhale ThoI samajyo na hauya thatAM karaze dezamAM pachA vya rItanA DhephAra lAvavAnI jarura che . vyAma tame duniyA ApI para kaMTrola karavA mAMgo cho paNa jAta para kaMTrola karavA mAMgatA nathI, je Apama11 hAthamAM che te karavuM nathI, ane je rathamAM nathI tyAM 24 kalAka mAthu mAravu che. A ananakALathI doSa, khAmI prakRttimAM vaNAyelA che. A Teva ApaNo anenAnI hai jyAM 3bI nathI tyAM urjA jamAvI che. dunayA jhAI tamArA meTraTelamAM che! tamAre pheraphAra TharavA hoya to jAtamAM karI zako ke AkhI dunane balI hoya ane mATeja ApI

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naMtakALathI paDIe chIe. tIrthakarIe paNa zuM karyuM temane mAtmaparivartana karyuM che. bhaleM, AkhA vizvanA kalyANanI kAmanA urI paNa parivartana mATenI puruSArtha to manamAM ja karyo. mApaNI kevA banavuM che te ApaNA hAthanI vAra che duniyAne palaTI zakavAnI nathI khAlI mAthADa karIne marI jazo to pA, paraMtu rasa uao che ke bhAmAM 2se nathI . 24344 bAraja tamArI najara che. gharamAM mA 21bara nathI. Ama DharaphAra karavA jevuM che te vadhu prakRtimAM ja vAveluM che, paNa mApaNAmAM pheraphAra karavA jevo lAgnI nathI. varSa pahelAM ja parivartananI vAta kare che. mananuM svarupe samajavA bhavamanamAM rahelA pAzAmAM jai jailI tuTIyo che tene badalavAnI bhalAmI jharI che. 24 1lIjha azAba bhAvI je baMda2mAM vAghelA paDyA che tenuM avalIjhana TharavAnuM che, anaMta SALane doSIno saMga AtmAmAM thayelI che. taine manathI chuTA pADI to thavA pApothI chuTakAro thAya. vALa vAMdhanuM sukha dura A mana che. have manane bhoLavuM paNa je tene sudhAravAnI TekanIka na hoya to praznAvalokanano upayoga zu ? khAmIyA khudhe bhaNI paNa bhaNyA pachI temAM parivartana lAvavuM teja kharI 3LA che ane tenuM vana ve bAvo. A dvAjanuM sAyansa mananI naghaLAIcI batAve che paNa pachI thonI rdIpa DevalapamenTa 1I rIte jharavuM te zatAvI zakatuM nathI mATe badhu che. paraMtu tItharocce te 7I rIte karyuM te patAvyuM che ane tenI pADavA je sAMgopAMga bhaLave che ane tene ja yAtmasAna kare che te ja kharI sAdhaka devAya che. - jema koI mANasa zarIra hAjAnI lona lIrA samabhave A rIMga, khAmIzrI che. ATalI mAM vizeSatA che pI roganuM nivAraNanI

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138 . * upAya na dharAvatI matalaba zu ? khAlI duHkhI ja thavAya ne 1 bhagavAne khAlI doSonuM nidAna ja nathI karyuM paNa tenA nivAraNanI sAMgopAMga prakriyA batAvI che. anaMta janmamAM azubha saMskArI, AtmA para AdhAna karyu che. jema vAgha. ziMdanAM bhavamAM 243lAka kruratAno bhAva rAkhyA, sApanA bhavamAM jhIlApaNuM vAyela na. mATe jai jai bhavamAM pravRtti bhAvo karyA tenA saMskAro Apo thayA che. AtmA to te ja che. kaI rI navI hyAtmo nathI. eka saMskAra koI tti evI nathI The ApaNe tenuM slana na karyuM hoya. jema tarI bilADAnA bhavanA saMskAra je bhrama thayelA ne jevuM nimitta maLeOM te saMskAra ubhA thAya che. anakaunasIyasa manamAM vadhu paDyu che te prasaMga Ave vadAra Ave che. mATe ja paDyu che teno tAga kADhI to khyAla Ave ke azubhabhAvaLe, pariNAma, saMskAra vatsasAna thayelA che. mATe A vikRti svabhAvagata thaI che. sabhA-vikRti ja lAgatI nathI. sAdebajI:- vijJAna nathI lAgatI te aghyAtva che. je vivekano aMdhApo che. vikRti vikRti rUpe lAge chatAM choDI na zake te AcaraNAnI khAmI che. viveka-trya ne mithyAtvanuM lAg2a hai. ane cAkya te cAmIranIyana lakSaNa che. maunIyakrame dhaMdhAne DIpArTamenTa judAjudA soMpI dIdhA che. je vibhAganuM karma hoya tevI ja cazmara cAtmA para paDe. zAnAvaraNIyAma jJAna zaktine ThuMThIna kare. bhA:- sAraMva beThaka bIna karmane madada na kare ? vyArA:- 9, corano bhAI cInane madada kare . krUthI banatI karmanI che. sayaDa bane paNa kharA. paNa nimaunIya asara kare te jhAI sthAnimanIyana 12. ApaNA AtmA para kayAkarmano uttha che tenI kaiTalI asara che

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te je karmavAda bhAgatI hoya te naDakI dara 8. tamane jema TI.vI. para zi daikhAya tema tamane karmavAda bhIlA hova tI dekhAya mA urmanI asarathI atyAre A gati dhaMdhAya che. jema tamane aMdaranuM kharekhara bhaNavAnI jarUra lAgatI dIya lI aal sI evo nathI ke magatha na bhaNI Q5 bhraka, zani che chatAM bhaNatAM nathI. temAM 5ii 2sa nathI. sabhA - ma pa nathI sAdeva" - pachI tamane zuM kachu ke pIbha vaghA usa spasara, paDagho no vadhAre paDe che 1 karmane nakkI mAnI che ne 1 24 lAi tamArI pravRtti, vatana pratyeka gharanI badhA 52 mauLa asara 5manI ja . gAmeteTalI dhamapachADA 3ra paNa 6rma hai to usI paDe 1 mATe khAlI pITI cAI bharIne gheThA che, jema AvA vIThA cho paNa khAsa dhyAda ATha kramanI asara cAlu che, zvAsavAsa paNa tamArA puthathI cAle che. hArTa, phrIbdo che tamArI marajIthI cAle che 1 mATalu spaSTa dekhAya che inAM vicAra karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. AnAthI AgaLa rIjhalTa Avaro te cAstA nathI je tA che. cAlu spaSTra khAcara I dharmamAM nathI. sabhA:- Ayurtha ekavAra baMdhAya, paNa gati tI urdhAnI hatha nI sAthe bIjU karma paNa baMdhAya ne? sAreva":- hA, e vyakti gati vadhe che te tenI sAthe kevI jJAnAvaraNIya zravA darzanAvaraNIya vAvatI haao. tenuM klAsIphIkezana mApI ankAya paraMtu A rIte atyAre mananuM vizleSa9I ja nathI . vArevAra devAnuM Ave chatAM vaida2A2 che. sabhA thA urmanuM phaLa mAMthI maLI rasa pedA nathI karatI ane tenAthI kayu karma baMdhAya ? sAvaja - bIlo saMsAranI rasa paidA TharAvanA kema thayuM ? maunIya, paNa 6m karma 1 cAjhimIdanIya 2Na paidA re. rasamAM umaLaso pedA kare te

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142 SE kada hoya, eTale saMsAramAM rAga ane 2sa evI vastu jo ho. beTha karma saMsAramAM 2sa ane sesAramAM jijJAsA paidA darzAve che jyAre diyA nI jijJAsAnA badale ajJAnano rasa pedA karAve che. A kIjhamAM bhaNakArI tamane game nAde ane ajJAna devuM game. vebara vana che temAM kArTA koNa ? rAmAM upAdhyAyajIe lakhyu che. semAranI sa AtmAmAM ravI jijJAsAne haNI nAMkhe che ane bhautiDa jijJAsA peTA kare hI mATe tamane jJAnAvaraNIya naDatuM nathI parNa darzanamaunIya naDe che, ATe tamane game teTalo prayatna karIe paNa AvuM sajJAna bhagavonuM mana thatuM nathI. cA badhI tamane paNa ja lage che. jema tamane TrAphIkALo. rastAmAM khabara na paDatI hoya to, lAge ke ariyA emanema rasto krosa kara no phlaeNTamAM AvI IrI nI jANakArI sAthe kAma karo ne 1 tema padiyA lAge kharuM ke karmanI DaTamAM cAvIne marone jaI 1 mATe ja Aja divasa sudhI pITI rIte karmanI haDapheTamAM AvyI chau. 94 A mArAM matAnanA mukhatAnuM kAraNa che. A badhA dhauDAmAM ajJAna ja dArA che ane AnA ANe ja TuTAyo cho. paraMtu jaine AvavAnI jAmadAro hoya te sAvadhAnI sAthe dAma TharI zake, tamArA jIvanamAM ajJAna sUvaDa ja jhAsa gho che mATe samajaNanI jarura che. paraMtu mIranoyakarma tamAre sabUta banIne beThuM che je sesAnI jijJAsA karAve che ane dharmanI jijJAsA burI karAve che. paraMtu tamane to ema 3 " cA dhu bhaNIne zu karazu ? banavAnu haze te banakI. have tene kahIe ke tI pacI dukAne jvAnI paNa zu jara? paraMtu tyAM to nAda to va vo jaze. tevuM mAno cho ne taiyo kazo tyAMto arajanTa jyuM paDe. tema che. A ogamAM nakAre A niyama che janAda. phakta pradAna karavA tuja che. mATe 24 bAda Tha che, 24,lATha TharmanI vyasara chu baMdha che. barAbara jo to vadhu ja khyAla bAve. mATe manA baMdha vicArI lo

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.. khyAla AvI zake tema jai OM A karmathI bhA gati baMdha nathI vyA bhava Avaze. mATe mananA bhAvInI akArIthI banne padma lAbha hai. jainathI ko uthya ane karmanI baMdhana soLamI zakAze. AvI cAvI karmanI pAra thAya che to tene balavo zuM karavuM ? mATe mULa viSaya sezodhanano upAya @ ! temAM pAMca poinTa jaNAvelA. mananI zukSi TharavA parelAM AtmavizvAsa jagADavI paDe. pagAdha zaktivALu - * mana paNa AtmAnI zakti pAse mAthaDagalu che, cetana zaiva1 AtmAnI rAptinI taule jaDanI zrApti ThAma Ave nahi. paraMtu ApaNe jaDanI asara nIce AvI gayA. bhIce. tenA varcasva nIce AvI gayA chIe paraMtu atyAre ja bAtmAnI zakti che te tamArA eka nadi paNa carnana karmone toDI zake tema che. paga ApaNI khUbI che sajjunI kyAM che karma jema rAkhe tema rahevuM TI. paraMtu te cAtmazakti vikasAvo to ghArI tau anAdinA azubha saMskArone balI Do. mULamAM TheraphAra karI temAM "navo sarA seskAra AdhAna karI 6 tema cho. namaH - caitanyanI zAla dekhAtI nathI. rAmata sAbasaH zaktino thavI AIe OM AvI zAla vizvamAM bIja kyAMya nathI. paraMtu tamArA mana para jyanI prabhAva che taiTala cetanano prabhAva nathI. paraMtu tame barAbara samaSe tame A bhauttiTha sAdhano janmI, temAM plena rokeTo, kompyuTara AvyA. have tame zrI badhAnI cI to aMjAI jAI te have Ano artha zuM ? bhale tame pANI jo paga sAca de. A badhAnI ThaThoNa? hyumana breIna jo temAM zani honI tenI mULa sarjaThAtmA ja che. vicAraze jDanI zani vizleSa8 ratantanI zakti vizleSa tape sarjanathI gaMbhArI chI paNa sarjakanI vecAra ja karato nathI.

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paraMtu AvI dha DaranAra 8 nA IM AmA ja che. je tamane khudhI vizeSatA dekhAya che tenA saLamAM AtmA ja che. caitananI zAna hai. pratibha zakti badhe ja prAtmAnuM che. zrI vyApaka starano niyama che paNa mane beso ke kema ? khaghara nathI. tamAre jUtakALamAM ghaDAM hAthathI vaLatAM, zve tamAre mIlo mAvI. mATe kadI vikAsa thayI . pa thI maTIrIyala vagara mIlI vArta kharI ? tenA mATenuM 2 jhIkI banAve che temAM jaDanI hAni ke zetananI skIma eka ghaMunA dANAmAMthI koThAra bharIne dANA banAvAnI hari rDanI 3 cetananI mATe sULabhut sarjanazakti yAtmAnI che. je paNa navuM bane che te bava panAvavAnI na mAtmAnI che. tamane sAja, naravI, vI. rAkhanAra pappI nmA che. pradarathI mA nI che eTale sIDImAM dhrA dezamAM vagaDavAnuM cAlu thAya ? pachI tamane vahAlI, vahAlA DaranAra paNA gharamAM eka sekanDa zape kharA? mATe baMdaramAM baLa vadhu enmAnuM che mATe seMsAramAM je sarjana ke visarjana dekhAya che te vavAnA pAyAmAM AtmA ja dharabAyelI che. pharva mAtmA pa2 Arma lAgyuM che tene palaTavAnuM che. paraMtu karma ghaLavAna che AtmA baLavAna 1 rma baLavAna hoya to Aja divasa lagI : jIvanI mauli thayo na hota. subhA:- kyAreka zarma paLavAna, cyAreka AtmA vaLavAna sAvaja - mA sApekSA vacana che. game tevo baLavAna tathami para ne mAnazrAmAM hoya to nabaLI thAta tenA para prati batAvI zake. sanna mANasa sUtI hoya tyAre naLa caDhIne meTeka 1rI zakti . banAvI za8. sabhaH- samItIne zahijha mozanIya nuksAna 5thI 31 sAdaue:- cAminIyanI asarathI tene proghAno vakhata na Ave.

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samaDIna AvyA pachI tene koipaNa karma tenA aAtmAnI maukAmagI bhAvanAne rIThI DatuM nathI, maumanI pragatimAM avarodha karI zake nA, bhaugamArganI pragatimAM avIdha TharAvanA karma darzanaudanIya che. hA, bIjA karmanI tAkAta tenI sAdhanAnI spIDa ochI kare. paNa gati to na ja zaikI 18. tenuM vizeSa vivecana ApaNe yogavizikAmAM vijayamAM Avaze. paraMtu artha tI cAndA camana hoya to karma caDhI bese che. jema zaktivALo mANasa ja DIgrI tAvamAM uNaso paDyo hoya tyAre tene uThavA mATe nAnA chaThThAnI TeThI levAnI jarUra paDe che. paNa Ama nAna kInI vadhAre che ? tene rIMganI nabaLAinA kAraNai sara cAvI che. pA LathI palavAna koNa - tema AtmAnI cabhAnAnA ThAraNe karmanI casara che paNa je tenI sabhAnAM Ave to karmanI asara nathI. bhabhaDIta Ave eTale te karmane upa3 che. sabhA:- samaThItanI hAjarImAM paNa rIMga na Ave 1 sAdhavA :- samahItanI hAjarImAM roga Ave paNa te rogarI humalo tene bhAMna na bhUlAve. ii bhAna bhUlAvatI samItanI hAjarI na hoya. mithyAtva ja bhAna bhUlAve che. sabhA- paNa sArA bhAna bhUle eTale mithyAtvAvahai mithyAtva Ave eTale bhAna bhUle sTepaja- banne sAthe ja hoya. bhIna sAthe mAthe pachaDAya tyAre ja vAge che. vage tyAre ja mAthu pachaDAya ? mATe banne sAthe ja dIya . mATe samaThInanI gujarImAM bhAna che, jAgRtti che. te vakhate Tharma tene hairAna TharI The tevI zakti nathI. cAnA jAgRta thayo pachI krarmanI mAla nathI ke tene DI kArDa, je te vakhate karmanI majAla hoya to karmanA baMdhathI AtmA chUTI na zake. Ama pratiSThA asaMkhya bhava sudhI cAle tevA 3rma baMdhAya jai tamane mane ane bhagavAnane pA, dIlA lIdhA pachI 24 97

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14 - sAdhanAmAM magna che tyAre padma pratiIrNa karma asaMkhya bhava cAle tevA temane baMdhAya che, apramattAmAM paNa baMdhAya che. sabhA!- samaDItIne karma baMdhAya 1 sAdajI- samakrItIne zaikhamI karma na baMdhAya paNa karmanI baMdhAya ja jeTalA paNa DaivaLajJAna pAmyA tene tenI be ghaDI paelAM AmAM para asaMkhya bhava sudhI 2jhaLapATa karAve teTalA karmI hatA. mATe vagara bhaugave je tene khapAvavAnI sAdhanA Thare che teno ja nistAra thAya che. mATe caitanyanI Akti vadhAre che, jene AtmAnI krAti para vizvAsa hai tevI ja vyakti sAdhanA karI zake che. eOM cilAnIpunIzALI chu 22prArIe pApa karyAM tenA DaranAM pA. jI ugna pApa karyAM hota to tene ukheDavAnI jULabhUta rIte zakti AtmAmAM paDI che. mATe dharmanA DhIMgamAM nizA thavAnI jana2 nathI. saMsAramAM tamane amuka prakAranA dhAcattA thayA pachI kadAca temAMthI badAra nIpI na zakI paNa dharmanA mAM tevuM nathI . paNa jevo AtmA jAgRta thAya pachI game teTalA pApa hoya tau tene mahAta karI vikheravAnI zakti AtmAmAM che. mAtmAnI cagAdha zakti para vizvAsa bese pachI ja te mananuM saMauvana karI zake. anaMtakALanI vRttio GaDhavA puruSArtha eIe, damana kyAre AvI te aAtmAnI zakti para vizvAsa use to. ve jDamAM paNa aAma to zani che. paramaNamAM anaMta ni che mATe ja AvA eTamabIba banI zarU che. naphtira sAyansa AvI kAmanI ubhI na karI Dare. Da bhAva mAyakAMgala che, tevuM nathI. te badhAmAM sauthI vadhAre zani karmamAM che enAthIya DhocAnI zakti svAtmAmAM che. sabhya:

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1845 sArejI:- Da badhuM depAya che jyAre karma dekhAtu nathI, tamane A Tebala, dhajA, kabATa, bhIta badhu dekhAya che ane A bAkInI jagA khAlI dekhAya che paraMtu zthiA eka paNa khuNo khAlI che kharI? paraMtu khAlI jagAmAM ThAMsIDhAMsIne bharela che, paraMtu ApaNI A IndriyathI ATaluM ja dekhAya che. je DhAMsIne bharela che te InkithathI daikhI ThAnuM nathI. A IndriyanI nathI jeTaluM joI zakIe chIe tenA karatAM kaMI ghaNI vizALa duniyA che. have tame divA jAmuka mazIno mUDa? to amuka reja, vaijra dekhAya che, te pa sthula che. paraMtu ApaNI zAstASTo to hajIpaNa na che. vijJAna pA je 56DI zaOM che te to 1-1 21 paNa nathI. ApaNai ATha vargappa karI che, temAM vijJAna eka vargane paOM hai sAnavAne te paNa nathI pakaDI 2137. jyAre atmA para AkavAnI asara Ama batAvI che. ane basara na batAyai tevI gaNAtI asaMkhya che. bAranuM gata ja che. suma jgata judu che. cAvo karma tamane dekhAtuM nathI, pA tenI asara 24 kalAka dekhAya che, jaino anubhava thAya che. jema elare najare dekhAtI nathI, raiyo vevjha dekhAtA nathI chatAM mAnavu paDe che, mATe cA AAkhA holamAM dhvanInA vaija che. tema DarmanI asara kI nI taipya che. vI paristhiti che tame khorAka bho cho. te pace che te tamArI marajIthI pace che! tamArI hoziyArIthI parI che paraMtu pAcana DInA dvArA thAya che ? sabhA oTomeTIka thAya che. sAbajI A duniyAmAM auTIneTIka kazuM ja thatuM nathI. ApameLe Thaz banatuM nathI. jai paNa bane che te badhuM cokkasa TharIthI bane che ane Ato vijJAna paNa mAne che. mATe kAraNa vagara maithuM banatuM nathI, cokkasa DArIthI ja bane che. jo cauTImeTITha banatuM hoya to, game tyAre game

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'te banI jAya. paNa tema banatuM nathI. je tame cAlanAM bhAva nI ja ' vAge nai1 8 vAra bhaTakAye para vANI paru 1 kapaDuM paNa cokkasa prakriyAthI chuM to dhovAya taima rasoI pAkA usa kriyAthI thAya . tema pAcana je thAya che te caitana mAtmAthI ja thAya I cAlI, tamArI mAnyatA dabula rIpe paNa temAM regyuleTara koka 1 puNya hoya to pace nai puNya ochu hoya to jhADA thaI jAya che, tamArI jhADI, pezAba pachI tamArI marabhu thAya cheA badhI sIdhI vAto. che mATe pratye karmano anubhava che. paraMtu tame buddhi nA daravAja lIka BrI nAMkhyA che. sabhA:- buddhinA daravAjA loka utha che temAM zuM dArA hai sAvaja tamArA bulinA dasthA cITomeTIka loDa nathI thaI tenA paNa $Aro che. je te vicArazuM to tamAre upAdhi ubhI thaze. tame tatva vize ma vicAra nathI $ArA jenAthI AcAra, vicAra, badalavA paDaze. tamane tamArA bhuvananI ThocI parivartana karavAnI IrachA ja nathI. mATe A badhI mAthAphoDa choDI tema nathI ane taithI ja dharmamAM utaratA nathI. sabhA:- pappA sAheba temAM paNa amane naDe 8. sAhebaja - temAM kAra tame karmane vhIpa Apo cho. temAM lA pharmane vAka Apa nahi, temAM tamAre paNa sAtha che. tamane mane na S2vA game che. mane amuka karmanuM varcasva ga 8 mATe tene gADha 62ii che. ane je agamatI kumI che tenI sAme vagara kaI laTI lo cho. gamatA mAM sAthe bhAIbaMdhI karo cho mATe ja karmane paMpALavAnuM kAma cAlu che laDavAnuM kAma paNa cAlu che paraMtu 66 ptithI. jaina phIlosophInuM tatva kevuM che ? tame sukhI chI to temAM

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kArakI pakAM tame cho, tame :khI cho to temAM pANI karI tame chI. anDara kaivalapamaeNnTanI javAbadArI, ke mArA vikAsanI javAbadArI paNa tamArI ja che. mATe javAnuM sULa eTaramAM ja che. jema Aphata AvI tyAre du:khanuM e 1 tame 8dezo bahAra che tyAre bhagavAna zrI nA, kAraka aMda2mAM ja che. tame tamArI mane ja pApa pAvo che. bIju koI tamane pApa na baMdhAvI hArDa. tethI tamArI bhUtanI jhAbu tamArA hAthamAM ja che. paraMtu tame duniyAne nahi badalI zako. tamArI paristhiti kaivI che ke jo hAthamAM che temAM tamane 2sa nathI ane jyAM tamAro kaMTrala nathI tyAM tame phrAMza mArI chI pannu zarma sAme moraco mAMDavAnI . mana saMgharSa karavAthI badalI zakIe paraMtu tenI mATe parelA AtmavizrvAsa joIe. ghaNAne zuM ? buddhi hovA chatAM be cAra vAra niSphaLatA maLe to lAge ke AmAM mAruM jhAma nahi. mATe jyAre manamAM 2-dvaiSa, krodha, mAna, mAthA Ave tyAre paNa lAge che tene rIkavA te mAruM kAma nahi e ApaNA hAthamAM nathI mATe bartha AvI vRtti havAthI ja pANImAM beThA chIe. paraMtu potAnA mananI khAmI kADhavAnI zakti ApaNA hAthamAM ja che. jo tame vizvAsa jagAvo ta tamArA mananI aThAra mAyAvI vRtti, ipa bhAva badhu ja zAMta karI achI tema chIe. paraMtu ghaNA zuM bole che ke bhAI mananA tophAna sAme ame kAMI karI zakIe tema nathI paraMtu tame tamArA manane pUchI che TI mana sAme saMgharSa uryo che kharI ? sabhA - pachI sAdevabhu tenI sAme prayatna TharAve tevuM 4rma nathI sAhe:- tamane tI prayatna jharAve tevuM karma nuM nathI. paraMtu tenI sAme nI IcchA, kAmanA, saMkalpabaLa jaIe. huM pUchuM chuM ke zuM duzamana sAme laDavA mATe dumananI IrachA joIe ? zuM TI kA damana evI IcchA rAkhe che. mArI duzmana mane mAre ? mATe vicAro.

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948 "karma nI AtmA mATe virIdhI tatva che. te tenI hA , sI manathI tame ema mAno ke mAre mArA virodhI mANasa sAme laDavuM I pakA tenI marabAnI to huM laDu. Avu je mAne tene zuM devAya ? 4nI tI 3vI maherabAnI che ke te tamane mAthaBgalA ja, nabaLA ja 'banAvavA mAge che. mATe jAte ja sAba thavAnuM che. A sabhA - para chapAyathI kaSAya kAvAnA nathI ? sAbiju za, paNa temAM vaLa donuM vAparavAnuM ? AtmA to e che : mATe sAbadI kone thavAnuM che. sAthe sarva & kare khabara che? te . mananI sAthe manane ja vagADI che, paraMtu A kAma koNa karI aApe 1. RATe tame 5SAthane kayAtha sAme jhADI do, bhIDAvI che, pachI tene laDa. rAjanItimAM lakhyuM che ke baLavAna zag sAme laDI bhara nIti apanAvI. dAmanane ja phoDI devAnA. sabhA:- sAheba" pappA amAza duzmanane pramAre zuM lAMca mApavI ? sAvaja - me mArI kaSayane lAMca mApI zako cho. tenI para TaeNnIjha prabhue ghaNI ja batAvI che. ApaNe parAsta kaSAya ane aprazasta uSAtha mAnIe chIe. temAM zubhabhAvothI cittane zAMti maLe che. te barAbara mAnItI ane tenAthI sukhano anubhava thAya che mATe tenAthI upAthane upAya sAme laDavAnuM cIkaisa mana thAya. pachI te jema * laDavuM bhaya tema tema vizISa sukha ane zAMti maLavAthI vizeSa laDavAnuM mana thAya. - zai, Indratha, mana atavA kaI rIte 1 nI dhirma lAza taione amuka sukhanI anubhuti zarUtI vAnuM che. jevI tamane te smArI sAdhanAmAM sAtha tuM jAya. jemajema jenAthI mananuM sukha vadhatu jAya tema manane thA, vadhAre puruSArtha karavI che. mATe zubhabhAvathI A sukha che. te manane anubhUti thI to mana cIsa AgaLane AgaLa

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249 bhabhAUM ka2ze. * jema duzmananA duzmanane mArI ka2vI ke AnAthI ATalo lAbhartha taima manane prANI karavI paDe che A $2vAthI bATalo lAbha che ATalI maja che. dhirmathI mAtmAnuM sukha to IMja pachI te tamane zahIe to tyAre vaibhe nahi. paraMtu tenAthI mananuM sukha maLe che ane teno anubhava 68ii nI majA AvavAthI mana zubha thAya cha2vA taiyAra thaze. sabhA- zubha pAyamAM sukhano anubhava $I rIte thAya ? zAzva - zaika kalAka kaudha 0 5 ane anubhava karI ne aika kalAka pachI tamA paiNa karIne anubhava 2. na mAM tamane zAMti , sukha maLavI 1 kSamAmAM je zAMtino anubhava thaze. mA pakA sAvaja nA 12vA jora karavuM paDe che. sAbabhu:kAmA mATe naura kema $vuM paDe che? Bkara tamAre maMdiramAM ubhA nathI. tanme khAlI bahArathI jhIdha na lAvavAno prayatna karo cho. jema 63LatA pANInA para barapha sUko to emAM kaMTha thAya kharI? mATe aMdara UmA na hautha to ThaMDaka na thAya. tame krodhane dUra karo, vimA ApoApa AvI jaze. tame A akhatarA pe karI zako cho. sabhA:- paNa dodha vahu ja aura kare che. , bhAI vaju tanma jyAM sudhI tenI sAme phAITa nathI mApatAM tyAM sudhI te bera kare che. nahitara to tame kada prasaMge pANI &mAM bhaLavI vADI khAte chatAM paNa tame bhaLavo cho ne ? jema mane koI Tha DIbuTTI che tenI A rIte jhabha 82ii to phaLIbhUta thazai. pareDa rUma uranAM eTaluM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM 8 game te charakA bane paNa, aThaLavAnuM nara, manane DhAMta 2AkhavAnuM. je A rIte pUjA karazo to dareka kAmanAnI satI thI, sAcu bolaje te vakhate ThavI mA bhaLavo 1 sabhA sAbija A thIDha bhAvanI katamAM kahevAya 1

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? ',' 1 'sAdedhapura- hA, aughyITha bhAvanI nA kahaivAya. tame gado te bolI paNa tAkAta hai nadi bhAvane DAbumAM karI zako cho . tame pachITha bhAvanI mA dhAraNa karI te vakhate tamane krodhanI anubhava nathI. mATe azAMtimAM zAMti thaine ? ane A pratyakSa anubhava che. jema tame jIbha para mAM aeo ane sADara mUko. jyAre maracAM mUkI eTale cacarATa thaze. ane sAkara mULe eTale mIThAzano anubhava thavo, ane badhAne ja A ja anubhUti thaze. mATe nAga kALamAM koipaNa vyakti zubhabhAvInuM svana kare to cokkasa tene sukha, zAMtinI ja anubhava thAya, thAya ne thAya. mATe dharma kare tene thoDIka to mananI zAMti thAya ja. pachI khAlI dharmanA nAmathI vAto karanAranI vAta nathI.tema tame manamAM Avego, ujjai12 malIna vRtti karI tyAre aMdaramAM zuM anubhUti thAya che 1 ane manI, paropakAra, udAratAnA bhAvI karI tyAre zuM anubhUti thAya che. cokkasa zubhabhAvathI manane zAMti maLe che ane azubha bhAvathI manane akSAMti pedA thAya che. A saMsAranuM nakkara satya che. nAstIka mANasa paNa zubha bhAvanA kAraNe jAya to tene zAMti maLe che ane varmI bhAsa paNa ne azubha bhAvanA zo bhaya to tene "zAMti maLe che, du: khano anubhava thAya che. jema maracA ane sa72mAM bhairavAra zakya nathI tema. dharma paNa anubhava siI che. mATe manana bhAvonuM vizleSaSNA ati jararI che, jethI zruti karI kATho. zU paraMtu atyAre moTA bhAganA mana sAthe laDatA nathI. ane hastI thaIne bresI jAya che, reze kAma,kaudha,vikArone nAza karavAnI ApI tAkAta nathI. ane tethI ja manane mokaLu medAna maLI tamArI vizvAsa gumAvI dIdho che. jema hoThane jAya athavA bhADuAta dANIrI DarIne gharamAM haMsI hAtha khaMkherI nAMkho ne! basa tenI jema tame paNImAM munIma gayu che. to jabarI naLI jaya to tabhe besI gathA

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DI. mATe anaMta kALathI jIbhanA kArakI thALe che ane cAlavAnuM che. te mAnIne ja jatuM kare che, - paraMtu dareka vyaktine te prAranI 22 viAQAma vaibhI kvI joIcche ke prAtmAmAM keTalA guNI che, keTalI Dita che pa atyAre tamane tenI jhAMkhI rupe paNa vizvAsa nathI. atyAre paristhiti kevI che ke nathI bhaNAvI tenA mATe mathAmaNa karI che paNa ApaNI AtmA sarvazatAne dhAraNa 9 nArI che, zApe chAtanI sarvajJAna zakita tamAM paDI che. - atyAre evA prayoga thAya che ke jaima hIpanoTIjhamamAM) jaimAM pAtmAmAM TheTalI 'allna che te AvA prayoga hRAra siha thAya che eka vyaktine DIpaphrAnsamAM laI gayA pachI moza st, paNa je 2binuM , nidAna na karI zake tevA rogo mATe tene pUchIe to te charI mAre ane TrITamenTa patra sAcI Ape. AvA gayA pachI bALa4 pachI sAcI jvAba ApavAnuM cAluM re. kAraNa AtmAmAM jJAna paDyuM che. tame janmyA tyAre tamane evI para AvatI nIto paraMpa pachIthI bhIne. jAphara banyAne 1 thyA jANa38I zrAvI gyAMthI ? mane pustaka mAMthI AvI tema kahI tI te to jas sAdhana che, ane prema karI che jemA pAsethI paiNavyuM to pachI tenuM jJAna tene tamane Apyu to ta to Dobho thaI jAya. mATe jJAna koI sthApatuM nathI ane koI nathI. to pachI jJAna Azu kayAthI 1 jJAna nI aMdara je hatu. paNa je tenA para avarakara hatuM ne hayu mATe vara mAvyuM che. DI TrAnsamAM janAra vyaktinI sthiti zuM hoya che ke, tenA manane cetanAno kaMTrola tenA hAthamAM nathI hoto . DIpInsamAM laI janAra vyakitanA hAthamAM doya che. jo te vyakita Dade nAcavA mAMDo to te nAcavA lAge $ArI che te vakhate tenI cetanAno kaMTrola tenA dathamAM che. mATe

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58 tenA 3hyA pramANe te kare che. vila bhAH A rIte pAchalI bhavamAM jaI ya 1 sArebA- pAchalA bhavamAM jyuM muzkela che. kaztA2 vyakti bahu ja pAvaravALI jAIe. pAsTamAM javA mATe pAMca varSathI,au varSa, svarSa i marinA zrama karatAM TharatAM mAnA paiTamAM pachI tenI AgaLa jAya tyAre hmagalI bhava Ave . paNa AnA mATe ghare ja vilapAvara jaiIe . pAtra mananI daSTIe matabheda nathI. jAtismaraNa thaI zake che. atyAre murTo ApI zaktirUpe che, jyAre tamArI rItanA dhInA iMTrolamAM Ave eTle te tenA aube thaI te kare tema kare. ma varSa pUravAno vicAra karavAnuM Thare to te TharI che. tIvra manobaLavALAnI asara thAya che. jAmAM paNa Ave che OM tIrthaMkara pAse, bhAbhunI pAse, yogI pAse jAvato vicArI karI jAya che. mATe ja samavasaraNamAM vAgha, karI, sApa, naLiyo sAthe OsI zake che. tIrthaMkaranA tharIramAMthI nIkaLatAM prazAMta manovaLanI A asara cheM. jema tame jyAM beso cho tyAM tamArI AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNamAM tamArA vicAronI asara thAya che. je vyakti sArA vicAra karanAra che je zubhabhAvathI vAsita che te jyAM jAya tyAM zubhabhAva karatI naya che. mATe satI, mAtmAae uttama AlaMbana che, kAraNa temanI sanIgdhanA puragavo prazAna hoya che. mATe tenAthI tamArA bhAvomAM phAra thAya che. samAI sthinuM kuLanuM dona Ave che. eka samrATa che A taio nitimAna rA hai zikAra karavA lazkara sAthe nIkaLyA che. Ama paNa vyasana tarIkai viSkAra TharavA

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53 nIeLyA . temane lazkara sAthe zikArI DUtarA paNa khyA che.' Ama pa, paMkhInA zaankAra 82vA mATe uranAM taratAM tyAM prazAMta mu vALI jaina mAnmAM jema usaLa dhyAnamAM magna che temane jue che. nIrjana che. jainamunI melAghelA vastrAvALA hoya, tapathI hAvIra za thaI gayelu hoy mATe tene lAgyuM che mAtI muMDIthAnI apIna thayA maTe 418 Aii tarI tene bhadImA para chavvI. zrI kutarAthI tarApa mAratAM mahAtmA pAse qii nIeLyA che. 2AjanI luSita bhAva che. paraMtu A karI kutarA mahAtmA pAse jevA pa2a8 pAnelI DutarAnI mA DhAMta thaIne chaDI paTapaTAvatA la DAM dhasI gayA. A joIne 21bhane thazuM artha thayu cheA kutarA dhAma kema kare che? amuka jaIne jue che tat narAnA manIbhAva palaTAI gayelA zAmane lAge che. viziSTa sAdhunI prabhAva 8 thI 22 hAra thaI gayA, pachI huM pUmI mana na thathI. Daa mahAtmA sihuthaNI 8. jyAM sudhI te cagInI zIlDamAM hoya tyAM sudhI bhava &Ata vanI jAya che. enI manIbhAvanI bIbhanA mana upara asara thAya che. hA, eTalI vAta cIsa 8 dIpanITIjhamanI dUpiyaga kare nI nI nu na paNa karI zake che. te vakhate te vyakita bIjanA vicAranA prabhAva taLe hauya mATe tenI vAta te saue so TakA svIkAre che. mATe ekabIjA para asara thaI ha8 che. baLadeva sAthanA da2 che tyAre kamI alita bAta banI gayA che. hara pakaDIne gIcarI mATe laI jAya che. jaThe atyAre ApaNU levala nathI. paNa aonamAM badhuM ja che. banne vadhu vAkya che. dara, pilAnI cetanA tenI Adeza mujaba DhIlo kare che te vakhate bAvA turI bhaya che vakI jevuM tenA varcasvamAMthI pA2 nIkaLe pachI 9oI nA. paraMtu te

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vakhate baMdAra Ave che hai caMdaranI zAna khAna che. ane A teno purAvo che. jIvanamAM kvAtmAnI AniInI AnI thavI naMIe. dAnattamAra zarIranA taMtrane calAvavAnI zakti svAtmAnI ja che. dAta. ApanI nasI vALanA pazcAsamAM bhAga karatAM paNa pAtaLI che. temAMthI lorI prasAra thaI vADe che. thApA nuM sarjana prAtmAe ja che ane bheMcAlana paNa teja kare che. atyAre duniyAmAM je pa DAI banI rahyu che temAM kAnUna vyAtmA ja che. te anaMtazaninI ghaNI che. tenI zreSTha kAvyone bIradAvavI ja paDe che.bo, ko sarjana, visarjana zarIramAM cAlI rahyu che. te caitananI ja prabhAva che. te A vizvAsa besI jAya to tame dhAro te TharI Tha? temacho. atyAre tamAre baMdaramAM niyitA, nirAzA paDelI che, paNa ja vyakti dharmanA kAnamAM varSa TharavA Ave tene to AtmAnI zakAnI vizvAsa eIe ja. jai pAzaktiothI aMjAyo nathI.te sAdhanAmAM bAgaLa vadhI zakato nathI, bhImAM pUrNa zaktino vikAsa karavAnI . sarva zaktimAna banavA mATe maMdaramAM tau pahelAM vizvAsa beIo ja. atyAre tame jarA jarA vAtamAM gabharAo cho manane jItavuM te dbhuta vAta nathI. anenA jIvo mananI sAdhanA karavAmAM niSphaLa gayA che. raNa teone AtmavizvAsa nahoto. tame bolo cho ke prasaMga Ave mana DAbumAM 2enuM nathI paNa tame karI manane kAbumAM rAkhavAno prayatna karyo che ? paraMtu manuSyanuM mana zAMtamAna che. ghaNA ja dAkhalA che kai jaio nAvikArI dattA hai nivIThArI thaI ra gaDha, mAhIMthI dattAne "mAIla TAIgathA mATe badhe ja parivartana aa che. mAM paramAtmAnA cAtmA pote moDhI jAya che tyAre pratyeTha jIvane .

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mIThuM laI javAnI vAta temanA mAtmAmAM hoya che. badhA umaM khAka 52vAnI tAkAta che. manI zAni karatAM prAtmAnI cauna anaMta ghaNI che. pachI bhagRta thavuM paDe. paraMtu e ramothI naravarATa, khumArI , utsAha pAvatI nathI . bahu dhAro to mananuM ghaDatara 6rI 1 tema chu. sudhI vanavu che 6:khI te mArA hAthamAM che " mA cittazuki mATenuM padeluM sTeja 44)nmavizvAsa che. pa2lI sAdhanA mATenI muDI mAtmavizvAsa che. cAtmatatva paranI brA kharI zraddhA che. bhagavAne chalo evo prazno tame mAno cho ke tamArI kalpanAno AtmA mAno chI? kharI thI kaI che? anaMtazakti, anaMtajJAna, anaMtavIryano dhaNI che nai mAnI te ja kharI thala, vaLajJAna paDyuM che paNa tene pragaTAvavAnI zadina cAmAmAM che mATe potAnI zaktino paricaya meIe, ane te na hoya to vyakitatvano vikAsa pharI zakatI nathI. mATe mAtmAnI zAna para 22 vizvAsa joIe. have je pAMca mudA che temano pahelo suda e mAtmavizvAsa te ApaNe thoDo vicAyo 1. bhagavAnane juzrI tyAre thavuM joIe ke prabhu pAse je guga che, vAhana che te badhuM sattApe cA pI AtmAmAM paDyuM che. dhArIe to tyAM para pahoMcI zakIe tema chIe. mA badhA kuvikalpI nathI pachI meM khanI pravakanI tenA para thAya to pachI puruSArtha pragaTavAnI cilU thAya.. tame 5tyAre bolo cho ke mA-mAnI zani dekhAtI nathI. paNa samajI vicArIne juo to ainmAnI ni tyAre yakI cheTalI dekhAya che. | badhA para citanamanana karo to sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI UDazo.

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nus 10-995 pepIpa2. ||pa-. zrI yugabhUSakavanyaja sadagurubhyo nama: manovijJAna "gIvALiyA 2 anaMta upakArI ane nAnI zI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanI jIva mAtrane mAtmatatvanI sasthaga viveka karAvavA dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApurUSonI TIme A jaDa jAtamAM javane tAdAtmaya - vAvanArI padArtha de che. java janme che tyArathI mAM zrI zrI prIta thAya che ke tenuM je 6 astItva che tenI te svIkAra jharato nathI maTha mAkhIno bhavamAM gayA, kIDInA bhAvamAM rUnA, bilADAnA bhavamAM gathI, je pAranuM hArIra maLyuM, jIvana maLyuM temAM zrImati thai gayA paraMtu bhinna evA AtmAno jarApaNa vicAra 8thI nahi. je java dharmane abhimukha thAya che tene to badhA dhama daithI mAtmA, bhinna che tevI vAta $re che pAkI A satya je jIvane samajAI jAya to ja sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI zakItha che have jarA AgaLa vadhIe to vArIthI mAtmAne judo samajavo sahelI che tema IndriyathI paphI AtmA judI che te samajavuM pachI devu che paraMtu mana ane AtmAno bheda samajavo ghaNo ja muzkela che. moTA moTA darzana karI pachI mana ane AtmAnI bheda samajavAmAM gItha khAI rahyA che. ghaNA dharmamAM prAtmAmAM mana ghusADyuM che, ghaNA dharmamAM manamAM dhAtmA ghusADyo che paraMtu narane ja AtmA ane mana bhinna che tenI vicAraNA karI che. A baMne svataMtra che. tenuM svarupa , sukha, hADa badhAne ja judA pADIne jainadarzana batAvyo che. cittanI zudi judI vastu che mAtmAnI 4i judI vastu che mananuM sukha che AtmAnuM sukha juda che. bhA:- manahara cittazuhi ja prAtma zudi 1 - sAba:- nA, mananI zuddhi AtmAnI zuddhi mATenuM sAghana bane, paNa banne evuM nathI. koI citta zabda vaparAya che tI

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53 ThekANe magaja, budi, mana zabda vaparAya che. mATe zabdanu spaSTIkaraNa joIe narinara goTALA ubhA thaze, buddhi e manano eka avibhAjya aMza che. paNa mana ane cittane ApaNe judu mAnanA nathI. jyAre ghaNA dharmanA zAstro judA mAne che. ane tenAthI ja bhramaNA paida thAya che. jo tamAre AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA karavI hauya to mana ane AtmAnI bheda viauSasarve karavAnI che. inthitha ane mAtmAno bhai to samajyA paNa mana ane aAtmAnA viSayamAM vizvAsa nahi DarI ADI to adhyAtmamAM gIro caDhazI. have keTalAya adhyAtma, yogamAM dhyAna AdinI pravRtti karatAM hoya che paNa teo mana ane AtmAno bheda samajyA nathI. mATe ja gauTALA ubhA kare che paraMtu te juDa che. mATe ja tenuM pRththakaraNa samajavAnuM che. i upAdhyAya thazovijayajIe " adhyAtmasAramAM" "samyaktva" adhikAramAM lakhyuM che ke manAva game teTalI hoya paNa je adhyAtma huM nahIya tI manazuddhinI phruTI DIDInI kiMmata nathI mATe mA vi judI vastu che. A khUba ja gahana viSaya che, mATe dhyAna rAkhIne sAMbhaLavAnuM che. ve vyAna ane bhAlamana vyaMmana e jaDa aNu paramANunI racanA che. mATe AtmAthI juThThu samaya che, jyAre AtmA caitanyamaya che mATe jDa aNu paramANu sAthe tene bheLavAya nahi, jemake zarIranA koIpaNa prothI jaDa vastu ja bIkaLavAnI che. zarIranA pUre pUre jatA bharI che. te deza, a paramANunI racanA che. tema vyamana Du paramANunI racanA che tene AtmAthI juduM pADavuM sahelu che. vijJAnIko magajanuM varNana kare ki temAM narvasa sIsTamanuM varNana kare che, jJAnataMtunuM varNana kare che temAM mATe

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L jaDanI racanAnuM ja saMyojana che. nyurosarjanane pUcho ke oparezana vakhane tamane magajamAM zuM dekhAya che ! vadhu jaDa ja dekhAya che. temAM kyAMya sIdhI cetanA nathI. jyAre ApaNAmAM 24 7lAda cetanAno anubhava che. au magathI badhu ja cAlatuM hoya tau magaja to jaDa che. paNa niyaMtraNa cainanathI ja thAya che. have vyamana jaDa che. mATe AtmAthI judu pADI, GAya che paraMtu pRddha thAM Ave che? prazna bhAvamanamAM Ava che. bhAvamana caitanyamaya che. te cetanA svarUpa che. chatAM maiM AtmAthI judu che. mATe tene samajavA mathAmaNa karavI paDe che. 24 kalAka upayoga cetanA che, te caitanAne Apukhta bhAvamana karIe chIe. anaMtakALathI janmojanmanA saMskAro saMdarupe bhAvamanamAM covIse kalA jDAyelA che jeTalA paNa dusaMskAro che azu, vRttio che te dhu bhAvamanamAM je che, vyaMmana to jDa che temAM rahetuM nathI. pachI kruratAnI vRtti hoya ke svArthavRtti te badhI vRtti rahevI bhAvamanamAM ja. tema ghaNA mANaso kAmavRttivALA paNa hoya che. to te vrutti paNa bhAvamanamAM ja deze. 24 7lAda A bhavanI gayA bhavanI asaMkhya bhavanI vRttio saMskArI kusaMskArI gharabAyelA bhAvamanamAM che je cetanA svarUpa che. ala cetanA - daivata cetana te bhAvamana che. zu cetanA te AtmA che. zuddha cetanAmaya tpAtmAnuM svarupa che sabhA- temAM zubha, azubha bane aAvI 1 sATe zubha azubha banne temAM AvI gayA. TbhabhAva vyoSo te paNa alAu cetanA ApaNe tyAM bhAvanA be bheda pADyA che. -- jIbhAva aTubhAva '

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have adabhAvanA be bheda pADyA hai zubhabhAva, abhabhAva. jyAre muddhabhAvanA hai bheda pADyA nathI, tenuM to eka ja svarupa che. mATe zubhabhAva paNa akumAM ja Avaze ane te manamAM ja Avaze. jyAre thaTTabhAva te AtmAnuM daLabhUta svarupa che. AAtmA bolo eTle AtmAnA guNa, AtmAnuM svarupa, AtmAno svabhAva, tenA po dhuM ja temAM AvI jaze. dave bhAvaRRnathI zubha azubha viThArI bhAvI levAnA che. cA athuna caitanA anaMtakALathI jDAyelI che te jvaleja nIGaLe che. ghaNA kare che sArAnuM vyAtmAno anubhava karAvI AtmAnI anubhava karavAnA upAya . ? anubhUti kaI rIte thAya? paraMtu chIDatamAM A duniyAmAM eka jIva evo nathI 8 jene ammAnI anubhava na thato hoya. anubhava vagaranI eka paga jIva nathI. paraMtu azuddha AtmAnI anubhUti jIvane sanata thAya che. atyAre jevo AtmA che. tenI tame anuti karI cho. jema saLagato dIvI hoya tyAM prAzana relAya tevuM bane kharuM? kadAya tame upara ToDa mUko to bAra prakAzaM na Ave paNa aMdaramAM to mA hoya ja. eTale eno artha evo nahi hai saLagato dIvo hai chatAM prakAza nathI. mATe AmAM DhAMDhAne sthAna nathI. tema vyApaNo AtmA caitanyamaya che pachI bhale te zuddha hoya ke azula hoya. mATe je vyakti tyAtmA che tene caitanyanuM saMvadana thatu hoya che. jema kIDI che, kutaru che, jhADapAna che, tene tenA AtmAnuM sevana che ja. jaine sevana nathI. tene ApaNI AtmA kahetA nathI . saMvedana, anubhUni zunya to parama che tene ApaNe janI TheTegarImAM ThIe chIe . ATebala jaDa che kAraNa tene saMvedana, anubhUti nathI . mATe AtmAnubhava nathI thato tema

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30 - bolAya nadi te sadaMtara khoTa che, paraMtu praviNa AtmAno anubhava tI che ja. pachI bhale tame gartA hova ke 6thatA hova , daranAM hastAM zava ke 24 kalAka kaMipaNa pravRttinI pherabadalI karatA zIva para mA-mAnI anubhUti na thAya tevI eka pachI maga nathI. ApaNAne ghauM anubhUti thAya che ane tenAthI ja AtmAnI bAjhI thaI jAya che. paNa jULa zuM thayuM che ke tamAre prazna kevA che ke dazI ke "mArAmAM zvAsa cAle che ke nadi 1" tenI prANI karAvI Apo. have e zvAsa baMdha thAya to tame jIvatA raho kharA ? ane Asa : thAle che teno purAvo tame jIvatI che te ja che. mATe prAmAM che pANI. karAvavAnI 1 tema anubhUti thAya ja che. te ja AtmA mATe mAtmAnubhava badhAne che. have mA vAtane barAbara gaLe utArI deze 6 AtmAnabava che-che ne che ja. paraMtu AnA thale ema kadI ke mAre 8 AnmAnubhava karavo che teno AsvAda levo che. jevuM sihanuM sukha che temane je anubhava che tevo thoDo thoDo namunArUpe mAre. mANavo che. molamAM jevo anubhava che tevI zrethI mAre mAvo che. bAkI to duniyAmAM koI evI vyakita nathI huM jene AtmAnubhava na hoya. je bhAvo phare che tenuM phIlIga thAtha che. have jema kIDI pAchaLa mATe doDI rahI che. sAkara satye tene akhicI, AkarSaka che, narama che, te eka saMvedanA che. te vakhate te kUSmAno anubhava Dare che. have gNAnI zaga kone thatho jaDane ke tanane ? cotanane. pachI zrI viThThana cetanAno anubhava che huM nAno anubhava nathI. A vadhu pratyA che je anubhutino viSaya che. ahAla canagAnuM sTIra usa mana che. have lakhyuM ke manane mArI nAthe tyAM sudhI vItaraNa ghavAya nA mane chAthI aM@8 bhAvamana che mATe jyAre bhAvanano rada karazuM tyAre ja

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vItarAgatA mAvI. sabhA:- bhAvamUnamAM nasIyasa , menakaunasIyasa varna levAnI ? sAdaba:- hI, banne levAnA che. paraMtu je jaDa a paramANunI 2canA 2pa karthomana che te temAM na Ave, mA bhAvamana anaMta kALathI jaDAyela che. aAgalA bhavanI saMskAra haldavAnA thAM bhAva manamAM ja. prAgalA bhavanI vRtti, pathatimo, sesa$ArI temAM dharabAyelAM paDI 2hai che tema mA bhavanA paNa. sabhA:- 11 - 12me akasthAnake bhAvamana kharuM? sAbiju - nA vItarAgane bhAvamana nathI . nainI AvazyakatA ja nathI. mAvamana eTale ApI mautmaka cetanA laIe chIe. jyAre hatAnAtmaka cetanAnI vAMdho nathI. te karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nathI vItarAgane je karmabaMdha che te aDIne kharI jAya che. 11me gukA sthAna para vItarAgatA che. tyAM mIza+5 bhASI nathI. taithI tene bhAvamana nathI. sabhA:- sAghaju juva 11methI paDe che to pachI bhAvamana nathI ? sAba: - 11me vItarAga che. temAM temane kRSaya zani rupe che vyakta 12 nathI. airale nirupe ane vyApemAM ghArI naphAvata che. dA.ta. tamane #tyAre phleTa cAdi maLI gayo che tethI tamane gupaDapaTTI para #ida 21 8 sAupakA nathI kAraNa temAM tamane raavAnuM nathI paNa je divase udAca aivA sapUra AvyA che tamAre phUTapAtha upara rahevAnuM priye tau te vakhate jhupaDapaTTI para raga , prAsAna thAya. mATe Asana Qta nathI paNa zAna to che. sabhA- eTale cogyatA rUpe kavAya? saphebrabhu - nA yAcanAmAM to jene te bhaNatI ja nathI paNa e bhaNo. tI damaNa tene jANa thAya mATe ajJAta vastu para thayelA pAyo nAmAM levAnA che. jaima parosanI baMgalA bagIcA tame joyA nathI

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13 ama devaloka paNa jauthI nathI, paNa je hamaNAM jovA maLe to rAga thAya. arthAta 2Aga paDyo che jyAre A to tirupe che mATe zaga, ganI dazAmAM nUzavata che. amuka varga abhivyakta hoya che jyAre amuka 2gane nimitta nathI mAthu mATe ubhI thayelI nathI. paka. aMdarakhAne to paDyo che. jyAre AmAM nI abhyAre paDyo nathI paNa bhaviSyamAM thAya tenI zakti che. dAkhalA tarI atyAre tamane - kutarIne joIne mApaka thatuM nathI paNa jaivI jIva kutarAnA bhavamAM jAtha pachI tarata punarI para mIzIta thAya che zreTa erakhAne saMskAro zaktiApe dharakSAyelA paDyA che. je majhAranA bhavamAM bhI tevI vRtti khIle che, pratyAre tamane stI khAvAnI vastu pheMke to pIto - cAlyo bhaya paNa eja mAtmA tarAnA bhAvamAM bhAthuM to beMkaats paNa cATI cATIne khAya. 2Aju thaIne bAtha eTale zuM thayu javA je bhavamAM nathI te pramANa vRti badalAI, atyAre viSTI jevI gamatI nathI pakA DanA bhavamAM gayA eTalene joIne goDa thavAya. mATe tavA tevA bhave na bhAvo vIlAya che. eTale bhava pramANenA amuka amuka sthaLo paDyA che. 11me zAsthAnake tenA manamAM raganI ruzIyo nathI. 3paAsakitano u5rIya anubhUti pe pAra nathI. SAyono udaya nathI. zAkhA gata pratye nirlepa, anAsakta che te vakhate tene vItargazI zIkhe thI 21 che. pachI mA vItarAgatA chevI che? amuka TAIme nimitta maLe to raNaTaza vAra pachI pAze. ceTa te kAtipe che. jyAre rAga dharavAyelo paDyo che te InTarala ekTIva che jyAre pelo tI ana eTIvuM ja che. ane upAya zaikIva na hoya tenAthI chIpaka karma baMdhAya janahi. subha- bhava badalAya chata vRti na badalAya kharI.

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232 cArebA- dA, atizaya gADha pachI je vRttine kaippI hoya te na badalAya. paNa bIjI ghaNI vRttiI badalAya che. jema DutarAnA bhavamAM gayA eTale bhasavAnuM cAlu gadheDAnA bhavamAM gayA to bhUDavAnuM cAlu tema vAMdarAnA bhavamAM gayA eTale kuhRda cAlu tema udaranA bhavamAM ceMcaLatA keTalI ? jema gAya tyAMta besI zake paNa udara zAMta besI zake tema vAgha, siMdanA bhavamAM bI eTale kuratA AvI ya. phADIne kema pravuMte zIkhavADavuM paDyuM nathI. kArA hastA che. ane eja AtmA bIjA bhavamAM bhraya tau A vRtti na hoya. tema ghaNI vakhata gAyanuM Do chaThThuM kheMce to paNa te zAMta beThI hoya che. kAraNa amuka bhava sAthe amuka vRtti maMDAyelI hoya che. khAvA-pIvAmAM, ThAma-bhaga, vartana badhAmAM ni ballAya che. jema atyAre viSTAnI citarI thAya che. paNa breDanA bhavamAM jIvane zuM DImAnDa hoya ? AtmA to eno e ja che. 1 itAM kema ja sabhA:- AvI viSTA para jugupsA kare mATe tyAre bhava maLe che? sArebajI:- hA, e paNa eka kA baMne pa te bhava mATe te eka eThavu kAraNa nathI . eka eka gItanA bhavamAM ghaNa vivecana Ave che. temAM eka paribaLa kAma nathI karavuM. badhA paribaLo pedA thAya, athavA cokkasa paribaLa bhegA thAya pachI te gatimAM bharAvuM paDe che. jema gaunakarmI tenA be bheda che. uccagoga nIcagoTA. nIcoga mATe paribaLa tarIke devA bhAvI Ave te jarA vicArIyai. atyAre ApaNA doSone AApaNe gaMbhIstAthI pacAvI jaIe chIe jemake tamArA jIvananI koi khAmI nabaLAI hoya teno koI DhaMDhero pITaghatA nathI gupta 2Akho cho. jyAre bIjAnA doSa Ave tyAre tI joyA nathI ne gAvAnA cAlu thAya, jarura paDe nAnI haSa hoya tene moTo DarIne Dare. jema bhAInI bhUlane tarata chApare caDhavI . have je AvI vRttio che te nIce goLanuM kaSNa che. pautAnA dardoSane va ane

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74 "bInanA dauSane khullA karavA, jAra paDe umerIne kaevuM A vRttithI nIco baMdhAya che. mATe jevI vRtti paDI hoya te pramono baMdha cAlu che. pazuyoni nicoga ja che. nIcagona bAMdho tyAre pazuthonamAM javAya che. mATe jevA ThekaTarsa bhegA thAya te te bhava pramANe gati thoDAsa thAya. have AgaLa 11me suNasthAnake zaktirUpe kaSAyo che paNa vyaktarUpe nathI. jyAre 12me guNasthAnake to te vyakta ke zaktirUpe paNa nathI, paNa nAza pAmelA che. tyAM nirbhayatA che mATe saune uThavAnI tyAM savAla ja nathI. ApI bhAvamanano artha ho, amuka mItmaka cetanA, A bhAvamanane ApaNe jaslapDa sAthe laIne pharIe chIe. have tenuM saMzodhana kahyuM che je AtmakalyANamAM khUba ja upayogI che. name game teTaluM mana zAMta, svastha, nirmaLa banAvI paNa tenAthI AtmA nirmaLa na bane to te sAdhanA phaila jaze. A gaMbhIratAne samAvALA ghaNA ochA che. tame manane nirmaLa banAvyu eTale khAlI zAMta thaze. mana sabhA:- tethI samIta na Ave! na sAraibajIH- vicAro, samaDIna kyAre Ave? Atmazuddhi pethAya tyAre ja Ave che mATe khAlI cittazuddhinuM mahatva nathI. tethI ja cAtmazuddhi ane cittazuddhino bheda pADavAno che ane mATe tenuM pRththakaraNa ravAnuM che. atyAre ghaNA mANaso evA che ke je udAra, bhojanthIla, zAMta svabhAvavALA hoya. tenI sAthe vAta karo, hoLo to sAro anubhava thAya. kyAMya dutAno anubhava na thAya tevI tenI prakRti ja hoya ane A muLabhune prakRti dhaiya. chatAM paNa tenA vanamAM padhyAtma

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na hoya. mokA laDatA, adhyAtma na hoya. saMsArathI ne virama na hoya.' dayA zAMta manane kevuM devuM paDe ke "nAthI tene thoDu puSya baMdhAya. paNa te dhAtmakalyANanuM sAdhana na bane. jema nAstI6 mAsa paga mArI, tamArA kasbA zAMta svabhAvanI hIyanItimAna hIya, saraLa taiya. tenA phAra. tenuM mana zAMta, svastha vadhAre hoya. tethI tene prApza, uThATa, ekale mane tamane thAya che tevA na thatAM hItha, chatAM tene dhyAtma ilyANa latha nathI mATe A cittazuDanI koI ja ThabhUta nathI. ghaga mAne che ke mana zAMta, svastha, nirmaLa banyu eTale ulyANa thaI jaze paNa khAlI cittazuddhi 32vAthI mAtmakalyANa thatuM nathI. ' . sabhA - manahi sIdhI rIya tI Atmazu8i vAre na hauthana. sAvaja - nA, tevuM nathI. mana98 ochI hoya to pana AtmazuSTi vadhAre hoI zake che. mATe baiune judA tAravI paDe. jema yugalI che temanA svabhAva 8vA ? zrApaNA manamAM jhaSAthI che, AvegI che tenI ratA. uSAyI, Avega AchA hoya che. dA.ta. amane koI herAna che . udAca matabhedo thAya tyAre saMDaleza, jhaghaDI thatI hoLu che. jyAre temane to kaleza, jhaghaDa thatA ja nathI. chatAM tAjAe A cittazuddhi AtmakalyAkAnuM sAdhana banatuM nathI mATe khAlI uSAthI zata thAya, mana nirmaLa thaI jyAthI mAnma kalyANAnA mA kAThavAnI nathI. paNa zrAtmaNe to svara che. ApaNe ATalI rAIma cittazuddhinuM vana TharyuM paraMtu have mane tamane Atmahino Mli RpivI jarUrI lAvyo che. manathas ane dhyAtmazuddhine jo judA na pADI tI temAM bhalabhalA sAdhaDI gIthA prAI bhayaMkara bhUlo kare che. sabhA:- zAreba dhyIkabhAvanI zu kahaivAya ?

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176 - sadeva - da, ethI bhAvanI cittazudi daivAya che " pve navamAM vedanA devatAzrIne mana zani hoya che temanI pAse cittazuNi hoya che. bIjAnI pAsethI sI navI saMpatti levAnuM temane mana nathI. mAna pAna ahaMkArane pIvAnuM paNa mana taimane thatuM nathI. temanI pAse dhvarya abhAva thakI . chatAM temane kAMI karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. jyAre tamArAmAM koI mi hoya to te tamArA paricayavALA bhayI tI jugAvyA vagara . khAna tyAre temanI pAse to ATalI kSati hovA chatAM batAvavAnuM mana jApaga nathI. sabhA - rAta jUtAvavAnI paka zani jaI ne sAvaja - temanI pAse Dina batAvavAnI paNa tRmi che, batAvavAnI caturAI che, koI te daivatA dUkha nathI. potAno prabhAva zani, aizva batAvavAnI AvaData che. pachI temane IrachA nathI, Avego nathI , ustA nathI. jyAre ApaNane to tene abharakhI ja thatA hRya che. jaima badhA mane A rIte samaje , A rIte jANI, Ama rAkhe. paraMtu tamane to AmAnuM chuM ja thatuM nathI.' sabhA - sAhebahave jaladI batAvo amArAmAM 8 pUre che. zAzva - batAvIza, cIjha sa dhIraja 2Akho. na rahyuM. abhavinA jIva paNa navamAM Udheyaka jaya huM tyAM tenuM mana nivaThArI, zAMta, nirmaLa svarUpa hoya che. zrava varSa sudhI mA svabhAva hoya che. Avego, uTa nathI , nirvikArI I tene game tevI apsarA dhUtAvI paNa nakhamAM paNa vijhAra paidAna thAya , SArakA vize zubhyatA che. game tevo vaibhava batAvo to . meLavI, lau tevuM paNa na thAya. have ATalI cittazuddha dadhA nA abhAvanI 'javanuM sanIbhAra paka, AtmasthAkI nathI thatuM.

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177 sabhA tene Atmazahi gamanI nahi hoya sAheba - tene tenI sujha ja nathI. tamane puche AmathaDa, cittazuddhine jurI pADI nI zuM che ? taima tene tenI khabara ja nathI. mATe ja te anekALathI rakhaDe che. mananA Avego vikAro to da2yAnI oTa ane bharatI jevA che. jema dariyAmAM amuka TAIma bharatI Ave amuka TAIma mITa Ave che tema matakALamAM ghaNI vakhata zvarasta bhAvegI prAthA, ghaNI vakhata Ave eTalI zAne thaI gayA ke muva DAthI Damaro thaI gayelo lAge, paraMtu te manavA ja hatI, mAtma za nahotI. ane tethI ja 25DIe chIe. mATe ja huM te vanene ja pAMDavA mAMgu . have mAtmAne piDAmAM duHkhanuM bhavena nathI thatuM tevI jIva game teTalA viSathI zAMta jhare tenAthI manajI maLe paNa mAtma vAla na maLe. kAra muLarupe viThThala paDI I. taithI ja vazujha cetanAno ja tene anubhava thAya. 3 cetanAno evAthI anubhava karavo auTaR 14 - kuLamAMthI te vikRti taiTalA bhAgamAMthI nAbuda thavI Icche . aMzathI jULamAMthI ukhaDavI joIe. jema sonuM ghaNA vakhata emanema paDI rahyuM hoya tI mela, kATa carI bhatha. Ama te sonAmAM muLajUna lAITanI karma to che ja paNa atyAre upara mela, jaDAyelI che. mATe sULa thaDanI anubhava thato nathI. have tame mAkhA saunAne sApha karatI camaTha TaeNkhAya paNa je taiTalI atyAre tAjhAna na thatI, jema te bhInuM pittaLa sAthe ja pazu che, kadAca tpanaLa 4tAM paNa kharAba lAge che tyAre ThAI kahe che A mInuM che tenI khAmI haze sonAnI camaka banAvI. nI 1khane mai tenI eka khULa sApha karIne batAvI. te vakhate bhale vIju badhI vAjuthI

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yn // camaka hovAthI sonAnI maTha dekhAya che.tenI jema AtmAnI AkhI azrujutA nIGaLI jAya to mauDA thaI jAya paNa te te nakarI Do tyAM sudhI aMzathI tene zui karavAnI che eTale thoDI arthAssnA paNa mULamAMthI nIkaLavI eIe. tamArA viSaya, jhapAyIne tame zAMta karo, viSaya dvaSAthanA bhAvo maMda karo paNa eka paNa viSaya upAya be mukhamAMthI tUTe nAda to khAlI manaGe che, paNa dhyAtmazuddhi nathI. bhai muLathI taTe toja AtmaDhi thAya che. mULamAMthI ekapaNa vidvAra doSa na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI AtmAnI. aurIjInala lAITa bAra AvatI nathI. salAH- eTale ezathI Atma dezI zukSutharI tyAre tyAtmazuvi thare ! tI ATha rucaka pradeza zuM ? sArejI:- maiM baMA doSamAM lIdhA che. jyAre tame Atma dezIne baeNzathI lo cho. ApaNA AtmAnA ATha rucaka pradezI to zui ja che. tamAma Atma dezI harmathI khaNDAtA nathI. nigodamAM rahelA jIvane paNa ATha rucaTha pradeza sisTa svarupa che. ruka pradeza te AtmAnuM The biMdu che. karma tovratAthI, gADhatAthI cAtmAnA saMparkamAM AAve paNa purepurA Atma pradeza para te banne janmAvI zakatuM nathI. jyA sudhI dIvo sagatI hoya tyAM sudhI praznA lagIra jeTalI pacha rahevAnI ja, pavana hoya to paNa. tenI jema AtmAnI cetanA kurairI jAtI nathI. jDa Darma malo kare, vyApaNI cetanAne buThThI kare, jDa vastAve paNa badhI cetanAne te jDa karI zakatuM nathI . joDhe mApaNe atyAre ghaNI cenanA khoI beThA chIe. jema beIya, taiinDiyanA jIvo che temanI atizaya aAvakrAsana cainanA che mATe ja jhApAna ubhA dIya taira agaLa pAchaLa zuM cAlI rahyu che tenI khabara na hoya.

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mATe jema rnanI eTeka vadhe tema jDa baMne paNa ATha rucaka pradeza to khullA ja kare che. mATe mudra aAtmya pradezo TharmathI nirmaLa thAya to Atmazutti thAya tevuM nathI. thiA ja huM aAthI bIvu chu temAM vikAra doSInI aMzathI Adi levAnI che. sabhA:- manahi vagara vyAtmAdi saMbhavIta hai ? sAdeva : hA, banI zake che. koinuM mana zAMna uzkerATavALu hautha chatAM tene brAhmaii hoi zake che. je thI che saMpUrNa nathI. samyagraSTi AtmAne paNa nimitta maLe to krodha Avega uzkerATa Ava jaithI gametema bole, mArAmArI kare, chatAM te vakhate tene samadIta che. mATe Atmati che ja. paNa mana azAMta asvastha che, maMDIzathI bhareluM che. jaima nAmAM zreNika mahArAjA ane kRSNa mArAjAno jIva che, je lAyika saTa che. zreNikramarArAjAnA AtmAe to tIrthaMkara nAmakarmane nikAcita karyuM che. prabhu madAvIranI evI bhAna upAsanA karI che ke jenA hArA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nijhAcIna ryuM che. jethI ja hAra varSa pachI mahAvIra tulya tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. atyAre temano aAtmA narakamAM che, temane pachI vacamAM bIje bhava nathI. paraMtu atyAre temanI zuM sthiti che gAdIma pokAre tevI zarIra, IzviyanI vedanA temane thAya che. jethI mana 43lAka vaicena azAMna che, baizyA paNa abha che, kApaula lecyA che. nAraDImAM vruttio rAba hoya mATe paramAdhAmI sAthe jhaghaDo paNa Dare, tenA mATe bhayaMkara haiSa paNa thAya, utAthI bolAcAlI paNa thAya tethI mAnasIDa saMdadeza tyAM che. mana svastha nathI, becena che, Avega, uzkerATa, kaSAyo che chatAM paNa jJAthI samaDIna che . temanI zabha pariNati che, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe che, 8nI DAma nirjarA kare che. AvuM mana hovA chatAM AtmAno anubhava kare che . kAraNa 1

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'zuM samazItanI hAjarImAM thaI zake naivA ja upAyonI utha che jenAthI mana asvastha che paraMtu mAnyatA pe to thai ja che tyAM praviDa nathI. prathama bhAvonI mAga che. sasthAptine mAravA Ave to te hAtha joDIne na ubho che. tene gusso paNa AvI zake che. pachI RSAtha, Aga kevI hazetha 1 thoya temane viveka cUkAuM nahi. viveka sAthe jaLavAyelo ja hoya. have tenI sAme abhAvanI jIvane mArI nAkhe to paNa te kAMI nahi, emanema ubhI 22. mATe tyAM mana ekadama zAMta che. niraticAra cAra te pALe che tyAre tenI pAse adhyAmUka nathI, manazuddha che jyAre virAja pAse adhyAtma zazi che. salAmanoyoga te vakhate cala thAva to paNa pApa na ghavAtha7. sAbabu - baMdhAtha, manIyoga che mAtrAno abha thayo hoya teTalI mAtAnI urmabaMdha thAya. samItIne pAMca TakA pApa baMdhAya che.ghU. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. tene DarI pApAnubaMdhI pakya che' pApAnubaMdhI pApa baMdhAtuM nathI. sabhA:- mana ne te Inveyane bhulI zake sAhebay:- manane karyuM hoya te avazya Indriyane jatI che. te ja jato ja hoya che. ja tamane zrAnI gabhIratA samajatI nathI tyAre mApaka ATaNI mAdhanA chUrI jethI mana zAMta thayu mATe dharma chULabhUta tharyo paNa tevuM nathI. sabhA:- "mana banyuM tene saghaLuM - " te kaI rIte sAvaja - tyAre tene mana 6I hIne hoya ? AtmA anAtha te rIne manane jAvAnuM che. te vakhate mana ane mAnmAna anaida karI nAkhavAno che.

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L72 - sana - "mana sthI nI katharITarma gaNA" SI rIte sAheba - mA jena vaSya nathI, jainatara che. AnI sAthe mAtmAnI nirmaLatI thAya to bhATha che. yugalIkanA mana keTalI zata hoya che, devatAnA mana pachI DhaTalAM na che chatAM AtmakalyANanI dIe meLavI, vaDanA nathI. - sabhA- nimitta maLe to thAya ne ? sAbija nimitta maLe tInI sAthe saMgata nathI. paraMtu manmathaThi meIe. jene viSayomAM du:khano anubhava thAya nai vyakita ghAma - mATe lAgai che. bhAnA sAheba, huM yugalIka mATe kahuM chuM ke tene nimitta nathI maLatuM mATe ? sAre haju dA lIkane nimitta nathI maLatuM te barAbara che. - have bIsImAM lakheluM hI Atmazuddhi vagaranI cittazu DokarA barAbara che. jene Atmazuddhi nathI tenI manazuddhi paNa saMsAramAM ukhaDAvavAnuM sAdhana banI. mATe vicAraje keTalI mA gaMbhIra vAta thaze. zreSTha bhAradama dayA, kSamA, sajanyatA, zAMti &LavIne meM tene tenAthI vAtmazuddhi na hoya to te khAlI puNyane bAMdhI tenAthI bhoga bhogavIne te saMsAramAM 2paDavo. Aii sabhA - mAtmA sacidAnaMda svarUpa kaI rIte sAdaivajI:- tame vArtha khIra bIlo kI cidAnaMda levAnuM che. ahiyA cidAnaMda zabda te jJAna che. jyAre citta vastu ja che. mAtmA jJAnamaya che, jyAre citta vastu judI che. saMskRtamAM jarA 22phAra thAya tI zabdanI smakho artha pharI jAya che. - tame dhAtmazAha mATe kayatna karo. cittazuddhi te mAtmaLatinuM sAdhana vAnI zake che. have mAtmazuddhi DaravA & TharavAnuM ?

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17 tamArA zarIrane niragI, svastha banAva , sAta majabuta ghanAvI te zarIra mAtmakalyANAmAM sahAya banI 28 8 paNa tailI mAthI mAtmasAdhanA thaI gaI tema #devAya nahi. chatAM sAthe mAre paNa lakhyu che potAnA zarIrane sAdhanA mATe kaivuM TheLavavuM ane tenA mATe upAya ajamAvavAnI paNa chuTa ApI che. jema tIrthakara 24 kalAka ththAmAM unA harI ke. kAra temane mana, vIra ubhu che. Apo to gabaDI ja paDIe. tame cha mahinAnI kAusagamAM ubhA 2thI 2 kha21 sabhA:- kalAka pachI nahi. sAheba - temAM to tame manathI cADI . zarIranI Ditata be para cAra ilAka ubhA rahevAnI che paNa jara talIpha AvI, eTale pANImAM besI jamo cho. paraMtu i marinI ubhA rahevAnI koInI zakti nathI. je zakya ja nathI. paraMta mana ane zarIrane OMLavyuM hoya to mAtma sAdhanAmAM upayogI thAya. paNa mana keLavyuM eTarbhe bhAvanA samApta thaI gaI tevuM nathI. mANase mAMkhane &LavI cheeka mA mAryA vagara hAusamAM karI zake che. vyApAra bakha paTapaTAvyA vagara rahI zakatA nathIjo ke usa kha paTapaTAvyA vagara BravAno che. paraMtu vyApaka to 253 cAlu che pachI ne mUkeLavI che te charI vaDe che. sannaceBrAja sUrya sAme pranimepa taio hatA emanema zreSThirAja prabhAvIta thathA, nahotA. mATe keTaluM Izkiya, dezanuM temane ghaDatara karyuM haze ? temaI manane taiyAra kare tema zarIra sAdhanA mATe sAdhana bane te mATe mana paNa sAdhana banI zake che pakA ne sI Amahi nathI. teno artha che ke kaMI mANasa ulo saLI eka tharsa besI a8. phoI tene gALa Ape nidA phare to paNa jarApaNa, tene

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27.3 ---- gusso na bhAve, A tene Atma sAdhanAmAM sAdhana tarI upayogI thAya: paNa teTalA mAthI ThAMI? sAdhanA thai jtI nathI. mATe zarIra game teTaluM TheLavo paNa tenA upayogathI aAtmazuddhi na thAya to tenI jarApaNa kiMmata nathI. tenI jema InsTiyanuM ghaDatara Tharaze paNa vAtma zuddhimAM upayogI na thAya to hiMmata nathI. tenI jema mananuM pa game taiTaluM ghaDatara karI paNa nai AtmazuddhimAM upayogI na thAya to tenI jarApaNa hiMmata nathI. atyAre tamAre sAmAyikamAM jvA mATe ThelI muzkelI paDe che. jyAre thulIDanuM mana sAdhana dae zAna hoya che. mATe temane temAM vuM sarelu che. jyAre tamane bhareluM nathI kAraNa tamA mana tame DheLavyuM nathI, jyAre temane janmathI Avu zAMta mana maLela hoya che, ghaNA mANaso hai jai dharmamAM mAnatA ja nathI. ve dharma 8nAra mANasane upavAsa, AyaMbIla aTharA thAya che paraMtu dharma na mAnanArane upavAsa Adi karavA sahevA paDe che. have gharma karanAra vyakti, khAvA bese tyAre tene kaiTalIya AITamonA TesTa levAno svabhAva hai. zIrI Adi thatAM hoya tyAre tene galagalIyA thAya hai kAraNa mana haikhavyuM nathI. khAvAmAM tene bhArata che. have tenI sAme dharma nahi karanAra nAstIDa che je AtmA, paraloka, puNya pApamAM mAnato nathI . paraMtu te khAvA bese tyAre dALa, roTalI Apo to paNa khAI che. udAca sArI vAnagI paDI hIya tau paNa jhaTa laIne khAvu, khAdhA vagara huM 2hI gayo tevo bhAva nathI thato. paNa te Ama tayatyAgamAM mAnatI nathI. paNa tene khAvAmAM Asakti nathI tethI tene upavAsa Adi TharavADone sahelA bI 1 nAstIne ja. kAraNa tene mana 8LavyuM che chatAM te mananI upayogItA zuM? Asani ochI che mATe sAmAnya khAIne te calAvI le che. paNa tenI

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297 AtmakalyA thavAnuM nathI. mATe te 8LavelA mananI upayogItA nathI thavAnI. tema tamAra, zarIra, mana, InsithanI za8i dara paka, taine aAtmasAdhanAnI upathamAM lo cho ? 8 pachI khAlI 2ha karI zAMti mAnI lo cho ? manane TheLavIne dharma samApta karI lo chIche. AtmazuddhimAM bhamI chI1 paraMtu haju pAyAmAM ja bhrama che. A viSaya ghaNI ja agharI che paNa khAlI cittazu8imAM dharma saM nathI mAnavAno. paraMtu Atmazuddhi karavA mATe manane keLavIne upayoga karavAnI che. ane anaMta bhavamAM A ja kaDI khUTI che. gaMbhIratA survaka dhyAnathI vicAratA thAya mATe sAbadA ' . 1 che. jema keMLavelI deNa mAtmazuddhinuM kAraNa banI zake. tema Iyi" ane mana pakA ThaLavelA hItha nI mAtmazuddhimAM sugamatA rahe che. beu pAzAne belensa rAkhavAnI che. nAdditara bahAra jaIne 48ii ke mazarAja sAdeva kahetA hatA ke cittazuddhi upayablI nathI. paraMtu cittazuddhi upayogI chetemAM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM ke . . cittazuddhi te sAdhana che paNa - sAthi ane cittazuddhi sAthe nathI. mATe, sAdhanano taphAvata samajavAno che. - sAdhya to mAtmazuddhi ja che. dharmasArA meLavavAnuM zuM che ? dharma uNA AtmazuDi na pAmI nI latha barAbara nathI. dhAtmazuddhi ja dharma chupara meLavavAnI che. atyAre ghaNA dayAnanI vAto kare che temAM ghaNA nAmo Ape che. paNa 994 temAM manane khAlI zata banAvavAnI vAto che. zAstra IinuM koI ja vaLa nathI. temAM bhASya vachAranI sAdhanA banAvI che. - tamane 3 manane nirmaLa karo , 8SAtho maMda karI, have AvI zAMti karI eTale zuM ghI thaI jaya 1

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17. sabhAM eTale zuM tevo chetarapIDI kare che ? sAdajI:- nA, haThIhata teo samajyA nathI. IrAdo kharAba nathI. uMdhA pATe caDhAvavAnI vAta nathI. paNa cittavAhi sAdhana che Atmatyuddhi sAdhya che ne samajyAmAM thApa khAI gayA che. ane AgaMbhIra hastha che. jene bAbara samajAI jAya tau rRTi badalyaI jAya. pUchI tame DoipaNa dharmane bhulavI zako. pachI Tha dharmamAM vyAtmazudi cittazuddhi pa2 ja tamArI najara jI. A sAdhana che sAghya nathI. viSaya uSAthI zAMta bane, mana zAMta thAya, nirmaNa bane to sAdhana sAru maLavyu paNa sAthe tau judu ja che. Avu sAdhana nakALamAM ghaNI vakhata meLavyu che, vyApachI naraniyAra cAritra pApyu che. temAM manazuGi hatI paNa Atmazu inarInI mATe ja havA khAtA rakhaDIe chIe. atyAra sudhI de, Indriya, mana judA pADyA paNa have Adhuui judI pADavI che. AtmAnuM supa judu IM

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13-8- vIvAra bhAe. vaEUR. ba | | pa* zrI yugabhUSAvijyae samabhya nama: | manovijJAna gaudhALiyA TeDa ane upakArI ane jJAnI zrI tIthara paramAtmA jagatanI jIva mArAne mAtmazuhi. prApta karAvavA mATe dharmatInI sthApanA kare che. ' mahApuruSonI Tarmi mA gatamAM dharmanI mArAdhanAmAM chene ? sthAne ApaNo zrInmA che. prApaNA mAtmAne pIjhA svarupe pAmavo te ja vAstavamAM pAmavA lAyaka vastu che. dharma prArAdhanAnA 3 . sthAnamAM AtmAnI zuddhi ane sani . jema dAkhalA tarIkeM mAtmAne parataMtramAMthI svataMtra banAvavo che. jaDamAMthI hAI svatA prApta karavAnI nathI. mATe vartha grAmbhalI : vAto ja mukhya biMdu banaze. ane prAne na samajavAthI ja bhava ADe haste phaMTAI jato hoya che. mATe sAdhana zuM ane sAdhya che te samajavAmAM ja bahu ja dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. te dA.ta. ghanya dhamAM thabsana ane prAyamane thanA sAdhana mAnyA che. jyAre Apo. tene koI moDalanA sAdhano mAnya nathI , ghaNI zuM mAne che ke Asana karIe eTale thoga Avyo mAyAma karIe eTale cittazuddhi thAya ane mAmAM ja bava dharma evI bhaya. adyAtmanI vAto karanAra sAvako paNa vAvuM mAnatI hoya che ke yogAsana 3rA zIrISTha ane mAyAma hAra thaI cheLavI laIe mananI ekaNAtA AvI bhaya basa temAM mApako badhA dharma samAI bhaya che paNa vAstavamAM A sAcI vyAkhyA nathI . jarvara thakailA mahApupIe zuM che ke anya dharmamAM 4 zrAsananuM vana che paraMtu paNane prAsana vAdhanamAM karka je jAkArI nathI tevuM na lo te mATe yognazAmAM aSTAMga AsananuM vana jharyuM che. AraMtha) prAnuM vana karIne pAsa nodha sudI che ke AtmAlyANa 6ravuM hoya to mAsana che prANAyAmano prayatna karavAnI zI ja jarune nathI .

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nahitara zakanane vaiDaphavA barAbara thI. janazAsana sAdhya ane sAdhananI bAbatamAM bahu ja spaSTa che. prAtmakalyANanA mArgamAM be sAthane sAvina mano, ane sAdhanane sAdhya bhAna to sUrkhatA che. ghaNA jhare che yoga karIe to zarIramAM tIno anubhava thAya che prANAyAma karIe nI nADImonI rahe thavAthI cihna hAra thaI zake che. aMdaramAM aMtarIka sapanA nubhava thAya che. jyArathI A svAnuM cAlu karyuM che tyArathI mananA AvegI na thavA lAgyA che. zIdha hato te ekadama mocho thaI gayo che. mUnanA 6The vATI, bhAveNo samavA lAgyA che. AnuM pratyakSa an anubrata rUpe maLavA lAgyuM che mAma varSothI sAmAyika makA,, bhakita karI dano paNa AvI anubrata nahotI thaI, pachI A karavAthI ta ja anubhUti thAlu thaI che. mATe lAge che ke bATalA ImathI bhaTakatA ja hatA ane temAM je iDI khUTatI hatI te juthamAM cAvI gaI che. harve mAvA je avone sAco kema choDyA pachI uMdhA mavmAM zAMti lAgavA mAMDI che temanA mATe. A 63 vahIra Ijutha haida ,mananI nirvikArItA , cittazuddhi AvI gaI eTale kAma na thayuM. AvI mAnAvALA ghA. ja javI che je thApa khAnArA che. paraMtu teo yAtmazuddhine bhUlI ja gayA che. dharmanuM mukhya phaLa to Atmazuddhi ja che. - cattazuDi to sAdhana che jyAre AtmA te sAtha che. sabhA - dhAmA nI sAdhubhagavaMto pAkkA gaNI jhare che mATe prAvI triAbira 8Ave che. :- je agamanA vacano bhUlI gayA hoya te AvuM icave che. pa zAstramAM pahApue lakhyuM che ke zvAsozvAsa nirodhavo

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206 ane prANAyAma karavuM ne kAyAkleza kaSTa che. mokAmAM tenI sIau upayoga nathI. hA, ADakatarI rIte te sAdhana banI OM . jema eka mANasane vA Avyo hoya, peTamAM duHkhanu graMtha mAthuM duHkhatu hoya, 7 thaI gayI hoya to pUjA, bhakti, sAmAyika barAbara TharI Tho nAda. tAva Avato hoya to so. pramAsamA1 ApI zako nahi. mATe dharma ArAdhanA karavA mATe zarIranI svasthatA jarurI che. have tame nAvanA kAraNe sAmAthi prajA nathI karI zaktA mATe nAvane dUra TharavA kvInAIna AdinI goLI lo jenAthI tAva maTI jAya ane zarIranI svasthatA prApta thAya. mATe zuM A davAnI TIkaDI yoganuM aMga che ! mAddha prApti mATenu sAdhana che ? tenI jema kpAsana karavAthI daphnI nirogItA prApta thAya to zuM mana te moTA prApti mATenuM sAdhana devAze ? tema prANAyAmathI cittazu thavAthI mananI sthiratA, eDAtA AvI zake che. have bhaktinA gIta gAtA hoya to koine tenAmAM bhadhuratAnA kAraNe bhaktimAM tallInatA AvI jatI hoya che mATe tene nallIna banavAmAM madhura saMgIta AlaMbana banyuM. tema prANAyAmathI mananI ekAgratA AvI che je paraMtu harIbhakrUrae spaSTa zabdomAM hyu ke ame tene yoganA aMga tarIte mAnatA nathI. sabhA:- bhAva prANAyAma mAnIene ? sadevajI:- bhAva praNAyAma eTale aMdaranA azubha bhAvonuM virecana karIne zubhabhAvonuM puraNa karavuM tetI AMtarIka zuddhi thaI. tene badAranI guddhi sAthe koi levA devA nathI, paraMtu A sAdhanane ApaNe yoganA aMga mAnavA taiyAra nathI. paraMtu AtmAnI zAha, AtmAnI nirmAtA AtmAnA guNono vaDAsa svAtmAnA doSono Asa, tene ja ApaNe sAdhya bhAnIe chIe.

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178 jaima upavAsa karI eTale Arogya jaLavAya, mATe DAI bArInA sAdhana tarI upavAsa batAvyo nathI. paNa karmano ya thAya, AtmAnI nirvikArItA vadhe, nirjA thAya te mATe upavAsa banAvyo che. Apako tyAM dareka ThekANe sAdhya phIksa che. mATe AtmazuTinuM ja laya hovuM joIe. paraMtu mananA Avego zAMta thavAthI mAno ke mane dharmanuM kharuM phaLa maLI gayu, teto eka manano bhrama che. ApaNA tIrthaMkaranA AtmAmIe paNa cittazukSi anaMtIvAra TharelI paNa te vakhate Atmazuddhi nahotA karI zakyo mATe ja saMsAramAM rakhaDyA hatA ane tarIke tethI te vakhate niSphaLa gayA hatA. jema kamaTha paMcAgni tapa tape che. temAM tenI zarIranI sAdhanA kaivI O ? 24 kalAka palAMThI vALIne thIra tApamAM dhyAna lagAvIne bese che. tene TArIrane kaivuM chaiyu haze? loDo kAMI emanema tenI pAchaLa gAMDA thayA nathI. badhAne lAge che OM devI kaThora tapa che ! kevI kaThora sAdhanA hai? kevaLe tyAg2a hai ? kevI cittanI sthiratA hai1A kevI sAdhaka hai ? A vadhu tene TharyuM ke nahi tenI jema ApaNA AtmAe ane lIDaranA AtmAe paNa AvI jabaradasta sAdhanA karIne dai, Ijiya nirmaLa banAvyu, manamAM jApA krodhanA Avego uzkezaTa na Ave tevuM zAMta nirmaLa mana banAvyu paNa badhu ja ekaDA vagarano mIDA barAbara hatuM . kAraNa te vakhate Atmazudi nahotI. sakhAH- AtmazuddhithI cittazuddhi thAya? sArebajI - AtmazuddhithI cittazuddhi avazya thayu. pA tarata ja AvI aya taivI aiThAne niyama nathI . paNa vahelI nIDI thAya. ghaNI vakhata Atmazuddhi vadhAre hoya paNa cittazuddhi na hoya, ane ghaNI vakhata cittazuddhi hoya ne vyAtmazuddhina taiya sabhAH cittazuddhi sarvina para ne 1

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8 sAre bajaH- sAIna kyAre? jo te sAdhana sAdhyane meLavI Ape to barAbara nahitara te sAdhana paNa bhArarUpa lAgaze. A tamArA vA paNa tamane evAnuM sAdhana bane to upayogI narinara bhArapa thaze. mATe sAdhananI upayogItA thAya to te sAdhana barAbara. jema tame vepAra karo cho paNa te vepAramAM je napho na maLe to te dhaMdhAnI kaiTalI krimata 1 ritara khAlI majurI thaze. dA.ta.ghaNA evA nAstIka maNaso hai maiM jevo puNya, pApa, AtmA, paralokane mAnatA nathI paNa mArA tamArA uranAM paNa vadhAre zAMta, saraLa, anAsakta che. parNa jai dharmane ja mAnatA nathI tenA sadgunI hiMmata kaiTalI ? jema yugalIkonA mananI zuli, nirmaLatA kaiTalI 1 DhelA zAMta, bhaTTIjha hoya che. mATe teo puNyathI devaloka eka vakhana jaI Ave che. eTale A mananI byulinuM zLa zuM ? eka vakhata devalIThanA sukho bhogavIne pachI saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM . AvI cittanI zuddhi ApaNA AtmAe anaMtIvAra keLavI hai. AvI cittazudine zAstramAM upamA ApI jai- bhAvALA jema retInA raNamAM sapATa medAnamAM khAlI sIna ja DhagalA hoya che kyAMya jhADa, pAna paNa na ekhAya ane tyAM sUryano to paDe eTale atizaya garamI vadhe mATe havAmAnamAM tavat paDe eTale ghaNI vakhata thAya che ekadama pavana besI jAya ane amuka vakhata ekadama vaMToLIyA Ave tenAthI retInA DhagaLe ga evA DhaMgoLAya temAM ApA mANasanA sa TAI ya. sI paNa khabara na paDe. Ama thavAthI jyAM sonA galA htA ta jyAe pADA paDI jaya ane jyAM khADA nAM tyAM DhagalA thai jAya. Ama ApaNA AtmA para ghaNI vakhata karmanA konI vRtti thavAthI TekarA paDAyA che ane ghaNI vakhata karmonI atizaya

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282 hrAsa thavAthI khADA paDI gayA che. athavA dariyAmAM jema bharatI ane bITa dhyAve tema ApaNo AtmA para bananuM phoya che. te jyAre AtmA para #manI bhatI Ave vakhate ApaNAmAM vikRtimInI pA2 na hoya mATe duSkatA ane durguNono bhaMDAra zaikhAya ane jyAre jamI ghasAIne pAtaLA paDe tyAre AtmA para aneka saguNI khIlI nIkaLe jenAthI kadama sajajanatA ane sadguNonI maMDAra dekhAtha. sabhA - phoI vara : pAtaLA paDe , sAba:- Ama sarakArI mATaeNnI sAmAnya puraSArtha zarthI hoya, pachI lazva badhIne tRtvanA viveka sAthenI koI sAdhanA na jharI hoya . jema dA.ta yugalIkInA keTalakaSAya maMda hoya che. temAM temane zuM sAdhanA karI 1 athavA jema e gAthe jatI ratha te vakhate tame tane jarA paNa na. cheDo to paNa sAmethI DhagaDu mAraze, jyAre dhImu gAyane tame pAchaLathI puchaDu prabaLo to paga te kAMI na kare. Ama to ghauM nAtha che. paraMtu eno svabhAva zAMta che ane enI svabhAva unna che. have svabhAva dvAna che jhArA tenA 3 haLavI che. mATe. A sabhA - dama haLavA sI rIte thAya? sArebalsa:- svabhAvIka rIte thAya che nadIzaLa pASANa cAye zrAdathI zartha che. jema pANI athaDAI, kuTAIne tene ghasAro lAge che tema AtmAne durgatimAM rakhaDatAM, 2khaDatAM thakA bhogavAI bhaya ane sAthe navA pharma ghan na baMdhAtA daLavI thaI jAya. duninI Avega ghaTI bhaya ane karmanI aura kahevAya che. 94 6 jyAre pAtaLA paDe che tyAre ja zUTa paNa thAya che. jenA muvanamAM cittaka Ave che te paNa manamAM AvatI nathI.

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82) jyAre saragukarano vikAsa thAya che tyAre Avai che. mananI malInatA te USa che. paNa eNnAmAM saraLatA uzaratA 6 thas guet Arva che tenuM mana nirmaLa dareaiI ne mATe sArApaNAnI vyAkhyAmAM sazuent ja Avyo. ane sadguNonA vaDAsathI cittazuhi Ave . cittA AvI kyAre ? " pAtALa thavAthI AvI para mAM Atmazuddhi baeNthI. Atmazuddhi vagara cittazudinI phUTI koDInI kiMmata nathI. ulaTa ghA ThekANA nukazAnanuM kAraNa bane che je saMsAramAM rUkhaDAvavAnuM kAraNa bane che. mATe cittazuddhine je mAtmazuddhi mAnI. besI tI utkRSTa ma, vina revAzo. uparakI mArgamAM ja jama thayo che. je bhAI dhAtmakalyANanA sAdhanarUpa che temAM ja bhrama thathare che. dave ALa kare che ke Atmazudi ravI kaI rIte tenA pAtha zuM kahevAya kone ? A badhA gaMbhIra prato che. samajavA jevA che bI dhamamAM AnA mATe bhalabhalA goLA Dare che. ApaNe tyAM paNa nahi samajanArA ghaNA goTALa jhare che . amarendravijaya thaI gayA, vyaktigata vAta to nathI paraMtu mane e samajavAmAM jabaradasta thApa khAdhI che, teo lakhe che ke cittazuLa dhinuM aMtima laDaya che, cittazuddhithI thrA saphaLa . AcAra, vicAra, takamaNa, sAmAyika, prajA baghI kiMthAthI catta huM na lAvI zako to phoDa che. cittazu8i lAvo to te ziyAo sakULa che. amArI daSTie tenI pratyenI chaDI bhUlI gayA che. e citazuIne adhyAtmIza Da phalA hoya to pachI jenuM mana vadhAre zAMta hoya te uMcI bhUmikAmAM gAthI. paraMtu tevuM ApaNA zAsto karatA nathI. pAkA lakhyuM jIva upAthothI tadana zAMta thaI gayo hoya, prasanna cittavALuM hoya, samatAno anubhava TharatI hoya paNa jo tainatyAM samaDIta na dIva to te nIcalI bhUmikAmAM che. ghaNI vakhata nAstIkonA

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2.87 paNa eTalAM mUna zAMta hoya che meM temane marenana pharIne gusso karAvI tI paNa kare nahi. svapatnine kauDIne tene bIjo koI vicAra pachI na Ave. jamatAM paNa koI $DAkUTa na hoya, paNa tailI dharmamAM mAnatA na hoya. dharmanuM koI temane bhaDatha na spAma zrImaMta hovA chatAM paNa sAdagIthI rahetA hoya , saraLa hItha, uThA bhaNAvavAnI throtha zata na hotha, mAyA luccAI na hoya. mATe kahevuM paDe che tenuM mana keTaluM zata che. havai tene vIme sAcA dilathI dharma ka2to hoya pachI tenAmAM mAyA, luccAI, mAsI na hoya, mojamajhA karatA hotha tene cittazuddhi nathI to zuM e vyaki pelI vyakti $tAM nIcavI bhUmikAmAM udevAya? nA, tevuM kahI zakAya nahi. mATe khAlI mananI nirmaLatAthI zu ja vaLe nahi, Atmazuhi tI joIe ja. sabhA:- to pachI mana jItyu tene ghaNu jItyu sAheba - ahiMyA mana ane dhyAtmanI ra che. ane AkhA mIrane janyo che. zreSo artha lIdhAM che. sabhA:-. chApAmAM eka mA, dIkarIno lekha mAvailo ne De.. sAdevajI:- hA, temAM zuM , tenI ekanI eka dIkarI che. je 16-17 varSanI zUnI tene boyaphrenDa chUnI anAryadezamAM nI spAme chII maryAdA hInI nathI. dhe tene tenA para anurAga thaI gayelI . mATe te chIcharI lai charavA mATe tene Agraha kare che paNa te chokarI nA pADe che. ghaNI tene mahenata karI paNa tene nA ja pADI. mATe e vakhat tene kahyuM hA pADe che ke nadi pAra pelIe nA pADI mATe tene goLI mArI nainuM khUna karI dIdhu. dhe A eDanI e dIkarI, tene bApa paNa nathI. mAnA mATe to ? lAgaNInuM A eka ja sthAna dhu. pelI chokarI purAvA sAthe pakaDAI. gayI . guNo jhabula thAya tema che pAkA mAe saDI ApavAnI jarUra che. kAraka mAM gharamAM hatI ne khUna thayuM che. mATe A sAlI aApe tI ja

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84 gunI tenuM kabula thAya tema che. pai sAne thAya che kai IkarI to marI gai, kAMI pAchI AvavAnI nathI. huM sTeTamenTa ApIza to Ane phAMsI DAM janmaTIpa thaze. jIvana barabAda thaI jaze. Ama karavAthI nArI dIkarI koI pAchI AvavAnI nathI . tene AvezamAM AvIne bhUla karI che. zuM kAma mAre koInuM jIvana barabAda karavuM ? mATe sTeTamenTa ApavAnI ghasIne nA pADe che. huM dilathI tene mA Apu chu. mATe mAre DoI sAme pagalAM levA nathI. ve vicArajo A bAInI nA guNa devI! duzmana jevuM kAma che tenI pallo laI zAya tevA saMyogI che chatAM vaira levAnI vRti na rAkhe te devo brA gu devyo haze. have teTalA mAsathI te bAI zuM adhyAtmIka banI jAya! mArI tamane prazna che. eTalA mAtrathI zuM bhAvajaina banI baya 1 amArAmAM The tamArAmAM Ima! guM? nathI tenA karatAM paNa maMi ghaNI vadhAre gamA che eTale zuM te bhAvathI jaina jai samAH- aparAdhI pratye nA Dare sau samIna Ave 1 sArebalaH- izukhrista devI mA ApelI eTale zuM teo samaDInI hatA. mATe ja ApaNe tyAM Avya deva, AvA guru, Avo dharma ema zabda vAparyAM che. mATe AnaMdaghanajIe kahyu rAmanAma japo.... mahAvIra pI to ja tarI jazo tevuM nathI. paNa ganee te nAma hoya, paraMtu ATalA ATalA guThA hoya te dvArA bhu. ATalA guNa hoya te mArA guru. sonu sAcu che ke nakalI che tene nakkI karavA yunIvali eka ja hoya che. game tyAM jAae paNa saunAnI cakrAsannInuM dho eka ja hoya. duniyAmAM badhA mAnya kare tevA ja ghINa ApyA che. * bApApa jIvana jIvatAM na hoya tene sadgu8ma karavAya? haMsA corI, asatya pApu che. A badhu jenA jIvanamAM hoya tenuM jIvana naSpApa jIvana jaima karavAya mATe jainadhama kare che

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daiva-guru-dharmane maLakhavA mATe vizvastaranA jai dhoraNa 6 taine ? aNIvone mAnI. " huM je dharma banAu che je prAcAra vicA2 hu tInA hastAM tho dharma hI hoya to emane mAnI zI ? cho, pAku bIja uaoya AnA karatAM ucI urma-deva-guru natha nA maLe. mATe ja A kaMca che. tame tamArAthI baMdha pharatA hova to rassI hoyane? tame dahIne ke bIjethI mane tI chaMca meLavI lo, maLe to pachI pAchI Avabhe. taima nA 3i thI gharma che. have Atmazu8i sqvI hoya to upAya zuM ? tenuM svalpa zuM ? AtmazuhiM AvI che ke nahi tenI khamI zuM? AnA thI ja pAzA che. - manazuddha sthAre thaI kavAya? manamAM rahelA doSo pAtaLA paDe sUkSmaNIno vikAsa thAya to manazahi thaI devAya. sva AtmAne atakALathI kurmanA AvaraNa .zaDyA che mATe anata ropo jAma thaIne paiThA che. anaMta guNo che tema doSo para aneka che. temAM eka doSa paNa je kuLamAMthI nAbu thAya to eTalA aMze AtmAmAM zuddhi thaI gayuutha. jULamAMthI doSa qii joIe. pAkA doSo pAtaLA paDe. mA thAya tene adhyAtmano vikAsa nA nathI. . . sabhA - sAhebaja dAkhalI Apo sAhebaM- pahelA samane AtmAnI azuddhi karmanA prabhAve che. mATe AtmAnuM vidhI tatva urma che. karmamAM zrATha karma batAvyA che. ApaNe karmano baMdha mada Ara mAnyo che. mATe DarmanI asara judI jurI thAya che, pachI kyUbaMdha karAvanAra tI mohanIyarma ja che. anaMtakALathI mAtmA mIthI baMdhAryA hai. have durgukI chauDavAnA che ane sUcchaka TheLavavAnA che. paNa medanItharmathI tamAma Ima baMdhAya che. mATe mAtmAnA tamAma

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1.8. vaiSI mITamAM samAyA che. mATe manamAM jaiTabha mI che tailI AmAM doSI che. tethI Topa sAthe samIka2 moNa sAthe maMDAya che. - have mahinA jeTalA bhAvI che temAMthI roka mIzanA bhAvane nTala ethI mULamAMthI ukheDI taiTalA aMzamAM hi thaI kavAya.' jeTalA mInA pariNAmarUpa dIdhI che tene levAnA. A paribhASAthI "cAlavAnuM che. rAga, lepa, krodha, vAsanA, prAsAdina, ravAI saMgItA badhAne ja doSI tarIke levAnA che. AvA kopI canelIvAra sevAya. che. mATe DAIne gADha thayelA che. chatAM paNa te haMmezA eka ja mAtrAmAM hotA nathI. temAM thaDanI, paDatI Ave che. suthAreka uza upAya nI kathAreka zAMta kaSArtha thayA che. dhyAreka svAthI svabhAva tI grAza saraLa svabhAva thayo che. aneka prakAranA dINI saMda ane tIvra thayA karyA che. pachI eka vakhata paNa AtmAe tene mULamAMthI ukheDyo nathI. tenI upamA mATe vaDalA jevuM lIluchama ghaTAdA jhas che ve tAre te jhADane toDI pADavuM che to do! sii, DAkhaLAM, pAMdaDA, phaLa toDazo, thaDa paNa toDazo , pachI sULiyA rahevA da to? have jo suLiyA sAbuta hIla pharI ugavAnuM che. pharI vaTAvara, banavAnuM che. che, tema thatAM thoDIvAra lAgI. jema pAnakha24hatumAM pAna kharI jaya para vasaMta Rtu mAve eTale pAdhu ghaTAdAra thaI jAya. hA2 aMha2 muLathI bAbara sAbuta che. mATe poSAga barAbara maLI ha14 tema che. tema ApagI mAtmA pa2 5tra anIvAra zAma ja banyuM che. tamArA mana mAM razelA dIpone jema UMghane - nAbuda 6 pArane tIThI nokha, saraLatA 8LavI , kawA keLavI zrAvuM ane tIvAra karyuM. DhAthI jADa nuM tema khabara paNa na paDe te rIte sapATa bhUbhi karI nAMkhI pachA muLayA pa2 bahA2 na uryo

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83 mATe pharI jhuMpaLI chUTI, DALI AvI phaLa AvyA ane ema karatAM ghaTAdhAra jhADu thayuM. tema anaMtIvAra AtmAe TIpIne nAbuda karyA mATe uMcA devalIka Adi gatimAM jaI AvyA. paNa aMdara mukhiyA sAbuta rAkhyA mATe pharI ugyA. ghaNI vakhana tau eka paga dISa zIMdhyo jaDe nahi tevo svAtmAne banAvyo pA supriyA para pradAra na ryo. muLiyA para prahAra eTale zuM ? ApaNe pelI bAInA dAMtamAM bhaiyuM OM mA OMvI 3LavI dai paNa moranA vikArI devA1 sesAra_vo 1 viSaya kapArTI DevI A badhA tene kharAba lAge tevo niyama nathI. ane kharAba sama"ne tene koi kAmA ApI nathI. paraMtu zubha bhAvanA kAraNe cA bhAva AthI tethI U~mA ApI. AvI rIte sadguNo devIne saMsAra rUpI vRddhanuM sukhiyA para prahAra na kare, maiM AkhA saMsArane bairI nAMkhe paNa mukha para pradAra na hovAthI pAcho tenI sesAra lIlochama thai jaya. sarjananuM visarjana karyu. paNa sarjananI zaktinuM visarjana nathI karyuM. pailI. bAInI mAne adhyAtmanI mA sAthe kaima baDAya? jaima sagA bhAI mATe ullAsathI karoDonuM nukzAna sahana karI lo. pAMca paccIsa ApI do tyAre A udAratA thaI svAthI ke luccI mANasa koI AvuM na karI zada mATe A udAratA ja che. paNa A karatAM bhAva zuM? mAro bhAI pharI kamAI, khAIpIne mIthI de to A mAruM karelu badhu lekhe lAge. paraMtu lobha, Asakti tene te vakhate kharAba lAgatA nathI sATe mULamAM jAra kyo nathI. rastA lobhano virodhI che. launanA vizairthI guNane dekhavI lobhane zAMta pADyo paNa muLamAMthI lobhane kADhavAnI vicAraNA karInadi

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2.88 'mATe te sadagukIne cittazuddhi kadaivAya Atmazuhi kavAya nahi. sabhA:- kAyopazamabhAvanA guNa deya ja che ne ? sApa - "mokSamArganI adhyAtmanI ArAdhanA dastAM caDhe ane pAchA paDe tyAre tene vikAsa relI gumAvavo paDe che. mATe DAyaka bhAvano artha ja kharo guNa che. jyAre yopazama ane upazAma gaka to zrAvyA pachI cahyA nathI. tethI muLamAMthI doSanuM nirAza thatu nathI. upazamabhAva eNTale dIpone bhAve che. ane upazama: bhAva 8AmacalAu dIpone daTAvI che. mATe muLa doSanuM nirAcrI ghanuM nathI." paraMtu A praka khIro bhrama che, pachI java jayAMthI vikAsa kare che tyAMthI amuka doSInuM nirAkaraNa thAya che. dIpImAMthI amuka prakAranuM cha bhAvamAM nirAkaraNa thAya, thAya ane kArya ja che. A badhI dabu pIThIkA che. mokSamArganI pahelI bhUmikA apunarvadhaka dazA che. mA pAribhASika zabda che. acAtmanI bhUmi pAmelo AtmA saMsAra sAgaramAM paDe, vimathI patana thAya tI paNa te AtmA uldaSTa karmanI sthitine prAdhe nahi. kAraNa auTalo dauSa tenA mAmA mAMthI nAbuda thayo che dharma rUDI jAya to . eka vakhata jst bane to pachI bhUtaLamAM je upAyano zrAvaNa hatI tevI pharI tene pedA thAya mATe. mATe kAyama ghat amuka doSanuM nirAkara thAya te ja adhyAtma hu pAmI. che. A sabhA Anma pAmya zIe tenI padhdhara kema paDe? sAzva - TAIphoDa thayo che ke nahi te kema khabara paDe? tenA StchI parathI ja to. mAthAnA dukhAvAmAM prakA mAIzana che. jema khabara paDe tainA laDa thI ja. paNa jyAre badhA ja rISa lAM 2 de tyAre mAtmAnI bhIDA thaze. tethI ma s klA palAM e pachI dIpa rahevAnI nathI. mATe ja pahelAM dauSa kADhavAnuM kahyuM che

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29 temAM paNa che dIne pachIthI DADhavAnI kahI che tene pahelA UThazI ane je dauSane pazailA phAThavAno kahyo che tene pachIthI kADhI to mahenata karIne paNa sela zI. jema DokaTara thavuM che paNa jo huM pahelA Doleja, hAiskula 6 pachI prAyamarI javuM to zuM thAya ? koIpaNa lakane saphaLa karavuM hoya to 9manuM anusaraNa karavuM ja paDe. ane te ja rIte purUSArtha ravI paDe. melA $paDAMne sAru BravA pahelA ghoDA mAro ne pachI sAbu ane pANI lagADI to zuM thAya? A mATe mIlamAnI sAdhanAno tuma na samaje ne manema doDato bhaya te daDhavAdI che. mATe yAtma-ulya pharavA mATe palAM . daya pachI bIjo pachI 7ii" ema 8thI doSa BAvAno che tenuM noleja joIe. temAM ADAavaLI jazo to niSphaLa jaze. mATe rUmabaddha sAdhano ja pharavAno puruSArtha karavo joIza. mATe je vyakita moTA dIpa palAM uThatI nathI. ane nAnA nAnA doSIne kahe che tenuM anuSThAna asa6 nuM SThAna devAya che. madhyama DivALo AvuM anuSThAna phare che tene molamamAM sthAna ApyuM nathI. - have sugamAM paNa pahelA kyAM prahAra karavAnI - jema jhADa aa pa AyA nathI kADhI have maLayA jhApavAnI paNa thAla 3thI to pahelAM kyAMthI parAra 12vAnI che jema moTA jhADanA mULiyA to cArebAju phelAyelI hoya che. gharo to vALa jevA pataLA pAkA hoya che. kve temAM cArebAjuthI AvA badhA muLayA kApe paNa vacamAM je vAjata thAMbhalA jevuM muLayu hoya te na kApe to zuM thAya? tene akabaMdha devA de to zuM thAya ? mATe madAra to LithanA pa7 muLamAM ja karavAnI aAvo.

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2,90 tenI jema badhA daSinuM muLa mImAM che. zUrva mohanuM mULa kyo? moTa kema jaao che : lIlochama haima che . mInuM suLiyu kutho che? to kahe che : modanuM mULiyu mithyAtva che. mukhya muLiyAne upa2thI ke vacamAMthI khAlI jhApo pappA nIcethI. na rUpI to zuM thAya? anaMtakAya hovAthI jaldI ugI jaya, jyAre , jhADanA thaDamAM to evuM ja ava che. anaMtadAyamAM anaMtA jevI hoya che. mATe tenI gIya barAbara hoya che. amuka vakhata evI graMthI hAtha che vaine game tyAMthI 3pa, tyAMthI ugI jatha. anaMtakAthamAM khule mukI java che, svate jIva che. thaDamAM sarjana zakti che tenA uratAM mupiyAmAM asaMkhya ghaNI sarjanazani che. mATe maLanI sakhya bhAga che jyAMthI bhuvana jIta che tyAM mAra 42QAno che. have mithyAtvanA mULiyA sthA HdhyAtvanuM saraLayuM saMthI che. eNka vakhata AtmA samajhIna pAme eTale teno saMthI bheTa thaI jAya. pachI te saMsAramAM game teTala 2khaDe pAkI gaMthI bheda tene pharI karavAnI kareto nathI. kAraNa tene miratvanuM supiyu bhedI nAkhyuM che. muLayu kApI nAkhela havAthI udIca mithyAtva AtmA para jhIle to pay saMsAramAM amukathI vadhAre tene na rUkhaDAvo. sabhA:- 3rI uDe pa1 sAvAja:- 1 uche, upazamUna mAMDe tyAre 11mAM zukA sthAnake java vItaraNa bane che. A sthAna e pautre ukheDI nAkhyo che , kApI nAkhyA che chatAM pharI uga, vAvavI. jyAre lapakArAmAM muLamAMthI ukheDIne tene vANI nAMkhI che. mATe tene ugavAnI savAla nathI.

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26-2 saradAra jhADane AkhI mukhiyA sAthe lAvIne vAve che tau GarI 61 che. hA, muLiyA sAva ja tUTI gayA hoya tau te pharI uge nadi mATe eka vakhata doSane thIka paNa muLamAMthI ukheDI bALI nAMkhI to, teTalA pramANamAM AtmAnI zuddhi I devAze. ghe graMthIna mAya zuM ? saMsAranI guga, DAmara, saMsAranI graMthInuM maLiyu che. spIDatA, te tene prahAra karIne toDI zako to ja adhyAtmanI bhUmiGA cAlu thAya je Ane toDe che te apunardhika avasthAne pAme, pAmI pAme ja.

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z' ||pa4 zrI yugabhraSAvijayajI sadguru nagna 1} 11manIvijJAna / gALiyA Teka anaMta upakArI anaMtatAnIzrI tIrthaMDara paramAtmAo AtmAne bhAva Apyane pradAna karanArA dharmanI tIrthanI sthApanA Thare che. mahApurUSonI daSTie A dharmano upadeza aika ja che. anAdinI kAraNe AtmAne lAgelA rogonuM nirAkaraNa karI AtmAnI bhAva AAgyane prApta 3zavavuM. pachI logassamAM paNa mAMgIe chIe. 24 tIrthaMkaranI stavana karyA pachI paramAtmA pAsethI ApaNe AtmAnuM bhAva bhArItrya ane bodhinI lAbha thAya tema mAMgIe chIe. A eka ja sAdhavA lAyaka tatva che. have. ariyA prazna kyAM thAya cheThe AtmAne anaMtakALathI kathI rIMga lagu paDyo che ! A ja lAkha jIvAyonimAM jai paribhramaNa che teto paralokanI vAna che pA mAnA peTamAM AvyA tyAthI smAdhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi che. revaloThamAM paNa 24 kalAka AtmAne zarIra, Inkraya mananA saMyoga che mATe tenAthI aneka prakAranI AvazyakatA ubhI thAya che. ane temAM paNa puNya UMcu hoya to saMtoSa ane saMklezano pAra di. A jalAkha kathIninA svarUpanuM avalaThana karanArane dekhAya OM A sesAramAM duHkhano pAra nathI. pachI 2Ana hoya, mahArAja te InDa hoya ke cUkvatI doya paNa udhAnA jIvanamAM hoya che. A badhA du:khanuM muLa nidAna zuM ApaNo AtmA, de, Inziya, mananA pIjarAmAM purAyelo che. de InDiya banI je saMyoga che tene ja janma karIe chIe ane teja du:khanuMnAmatta che. badhA duHkhanuM %0La janma che. mRtyuno svAla paNa janma che. mATe ja che. kharekhara raNane samajIne nidAna ThavuM hothatI nA maLa sudhI javuM paDe, jema elopathI davA Thare 1 1 2oga Ave davA vyApe tenAthI eTale elopathI jIvanabhara e koI letI 1 mi TempararI ta thAya. to bhramamAM ke mane 24-9-95 ravIvAra.

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1.82 Arogya maLI gayuM che. paNa mukhamAMthI paNa gayo hoya nari era ' to ganI muLa majabuta paDelo hoya te tene khabara ja na paDe 6 zrIganuM muLanuM nidAna ja thayuM nathI. tema ApaNe anaMtakALathI A seMsArarUpI vyAdhina nA TharavA prayatna karyA paNa kyAM sudhI 1 dehazuddhi DarI, Indrithajhi, manahi karI paNa Atmazazi sudhI parIsthI nA zuM khyAla nathI Avyo mATe ApaNA puruSArthamAM gaDabaDa thaI che. A saMsArarUpI rIganA muLanuM nidAna zuM 1 Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi je paNa che te karmathI che. A javuM evuM ume mAtmAne coTyu che mATe AtmAne saMtApa che. dhe karma AtmAne kema vaLazu 1 dorI zuM 1 jaDa vastunI AtmAne mI che mATe jas. dama coMTe che. nDa pratye AtmAne AkarSaka che mAre mAmAne cITe che. pezAine Ave che. jema lauTacebUkamAM loDhAne kheMcavAnI rIperI zakti che mATe pracAIne Ave che tainI jema " pratye | amAnuM mAruSa che mATe paMcAIne Ave che. A Ta2nanA umathI va che padArtha vijJAnanI sinathI : coTa che. mane kaI IchA nathI. tenuM koI plAnIga nathI chatAM cauTe che dvArA Apane tenA mATe mINa thAya che, sabhA - mIra thavAnuM zarU 1 sAba" hA, da muLa sudhInuM nidAna ka2I). ve nAnA chokarAne tAva pAve tyAre tame DokTara pAse laI java cho, davA, Ijezana apAvI dI eTale vAsa ThAma purU thaI gayuM. A davAthI tAva cAlyo jAya, di ghaNI vakhata to ka2A AIskrIma thakaleTa khAtA hoya jethI zaradI, 53thI tAva Avato hoya ane tyAre tarksa AvI elopathI davA na de pAvo. mATe azakita dhAvI bhaya jethI

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28-4 'pAchu jarA havAmAnamAM phera paDe eTale svI tAva prAva zaradI thAya, Ama sarkala cAlu 2hai . cha sAta varSanA thatAM sudhI to ghaNI chokarIne keTalIya vakhata zarU zaradI, tAva AvI, jatAM hoya che. aAma saIja cAlyA re pachI 5 Ijekazana le. BkA zrAnI Da8i22 roganuM muLa nidAna 6nAM nathI. tenI janma ApakAne saMsArarUpI madAraga lAgyu paLI che paNa tenuM bIja thAM che tyAM sudhI ApaNe pahoMgyA nathI. saMsAra e mAraga che dave seMsAranuM mULa karma che manuM muLa moNa che * sauNa nathI tene urma thatuM nathI. mATe moTa eja nAma 4rmabaMdhanuM ja che. dave ( mInuM muLa mithyAtva che. mithyAtva che tyAM sudhI saune pauSA maLe che. jemAM hIrAnuM ura e zajara daya nI ragane poSaNa maLe. taima mINane poSaNa ApanA mithyAtva che. mithyAtva evI buddhi 32Ave che mImAM ja maja Ave, moha game, mauda sAro lAge. mATe mIhanuM muLa mithyAtva che, jenuM mithyAtva maLyuM teno moha mAphI vagaranA leva2 ja che. mATe samItInI mINa jANI chAranA phlevara jaiho che. teno mINa tene seMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAro nathI. have mithyAtvanuM muLa vIja 1 chelle sudhI kyuM hoya to maMthana karavAnuM Avaze. have mithyAtva paNa karma che. maunIyamathI moha pedA thAtha. tema mithyAtvanA pariNAma . mche, tenuM vIja temAM kAraNa thI che. mithyAtva mAtmAmAM presI. kema zakya che 1 prAptI thI. ane tene "tamo guMthI "BrIe karo. jo gADha aMdhakAramaya gothI , aAnatAnuM paDala che. cA gajthI

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L95 dauya tyAM sudhI mithyAtva lahera kare che mATe A mithyAtvanI thIne tauDavAnI vAta che. - graMthI e pAribhASiTha zabda che. dhe mINa preeNe jaDanuM bhASaNo, mINa sArI lAge te miyAtva che. miyAtvanuM kArA graMthI paNa A thInI upamA che. have je bhAvAtmaka mithyAtvanI gAMTha che te 3thI bhAva tI de che ke, saja rANa-9SanI tIvratA tenuM nAma mithyAtvanI gAMTha I. zA-haiSa pracalIta zabda che. paNa ariMyA khAlI rAga-dvaipa nA paNa sahaja 2-3Sa. jema chUjhIma, ajhIma, asalI, naphalI ApI duniyAmAM jeTalI 2-3Sa thAya che temAM be lITI che, (1) $pIma eTale kAyamanI nAra, 8macalAu, pacArIka ubhI thayelI zaga-dveSa. A duniyAmAM ja vastu 52 & cthati para ga thAya che tene popacArIpha 2Aga- suSa 3 Uaa che. jema navuM upaDuM laI AvyA tenA ta2pha 2Na, ApakA che paNa 3thAM sudhI 1 sthA sudhI tenI DIjhAIna, kalara sAzaM, tamane sukha Ape tyAM sudhI, jarA 32 3 janma thAya pachI tene ja pheMkI dIne mATe paTaeNla je zaga thaya te UMI krAthamI rato jyAre Dresa lAvyA tyAre koI, jarA DAthI pADe to cIDAI jAgI ne 1 jhArA zaga che. jyAM zA che tyAM tene nukzAna thAya to lepa thAya, jyAM sudhI tamane anukuLatA maLe che tyAM sudhI te vastu che. DitanI rAga 2 .. jyAre te sukhanuM sAdhana na bane eTale hepa thAya. ~ zarIranI zaga paNa kyAM sudhI ? tenA taraphathI prasta thatA maLe tyAM sudhI tenA dvArA jarA 302 maLavAnuM cAlu thAya pachI temAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thAya che. mATe ghaNI ApaghAta katAM hoya che. mATe vastu che vyakti paranI 2Na nIma che sahaja nathI. * tamAre dIkaro

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janma kaiTalo rAga thAya . tene daivI pIne sAcava paNa pachI teM ja dIro moTI thaIne tamArI vAta na mAne, tamArI upanA kare, vAtavAtamAM mADI utare, pachI gAme kharI ? mATe rAga-vaiSa svArtha sAthe saMLAyelA che. mATe A badhI vaga ThThIma, pacArIka che. have kharI 2ga kyAM che ? paze, asalI, saraja vaga tamArA mautA sukha para che. tamane jemAMthI sukha maLe tyAM thIeo ne temAMthI sukha . bhAnuM baMdha thAya eTale bIje kyAMthI sukha maLe tyAM thI te mATe bhautika sukha para tamane sahaja 2Aga che, te vaga mahenatathI paNa nathI thatI, koIno zo paNa thato nathI, ane ino chInavyo churatI pa nathI. tamane tamArI 'mA' para Thema thAya che ? lAgaNI ApI paMpALInai moTo utha mATe. janma pahelA A vyakti para paNa nahotI, paNa pachI dhIre dhIre vAtAvaraNa maLyu mATe zALA ubhI thathI. saima ghaNI vakhata bane ke lagna ke sagAI pahelAM banne vyakti eka bIjAne prakhatI na hoya , jANatI paNa na hautha para sagAI thatA ThavA rAga jAme che ane pAchA vo paDe to gTe paNa kevA che. tamArA saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che. jema sagI dIkarIne janma ApI, pAlana poSaNa jharI moTI 323, bhAI baeNno sAthe haLImaLI moTI thAya ane pachI sApana thAya eTale "e thara mA 1 zA ha have tyAM sukha vadhAre lAge che. saMsAramAM jyAM javane sukha lAge tyAM kAMI choDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. ame jyAre ToDA laIeN tyAre badhu chaDIne nIkaLIe to ThatA hoya che ke kevI rIte UDIne bhaya . pachI tamArI dIkarIne koInI sAthe sva. thAya to DuMTubane chInAM vAra kare kharI ? tema keTalAyanA chaDI prima choDIne nIkhI gayA ne ? AvA to keTalA dAkhala bhare. game teTalI rAga, lAgaNI hoya paNa e$ kAraTha tauDanAM vAra lAge?

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' avane darva tyAM sukha daipAya che ane e ja vyakti ke na hArve voTarse tene choDatAM paka, vAra kharI A sthiti che ? AmAM muLa kAraNe pacArIka 2Na che. jyAMthI sukha maLe te joIe. ane du:kha mA te meInuM nathI, | bhItika bhUkha ane duHkha 52 ga-pa che. have te paNa-heSa para je tIvratA che tene mithyAtvanI gAMTha EURpe chaa], aiTale mithyAtvanI gAMTha te sahaja 2ganI tIvratA che. have A gAMThanuM suLa stha che? 2AganI tIvratA mithyAtva sAthe jaDAyelA che. mithyAtvanI gAMTha gTI eTale sahaja rAga nabaLA paDe ? paB te gAMTha tuTI che ke nahi tenI cAsaNI $2vI paDe. ja netALamAM mithyAtvanI gAMTha eDa vakhata bharAya pachI te pharI dhaMdhAnI nathI. ane jyAM sudhI te bharAtI nathI tyAM sudhI samajItanI daravAjA baMdha che, goda tALuM mArIne zeThI che. e vakhata tUTI pachI pharI te baMdhAvAnI nathI. udAca AtmA duSTa bane ugra pApa kare to pachI mithyAtvanI gAMTha jamatI nathI, sukhanI sahaja zaga che. . . duHkhano zreya che. je ja tyAthI ane maranAM sudhI 2haivAno che. hA, sthitaprajJanI sAma9mAM sukhanI zaga-vaiSa na hoya. ApaNe to atyAre 24 julAi anu bane IDIye chIye. pratikuLatA Ave eTale tarata ja ucA thaI jarUM chIye. ane anu$LatI Ave peTale gelamAM AvI jaIe chIe. paNa temAM lIlatA to na ja joIe, jaga02-? to na ja joIcche. - saMsAnI bhautika sukhane jJAnIoe niyama che kema? TharakhA thavA rupa 50%ArathI pArTI zAya che. viAranI popa thI ja pAmI zakAya, bhogavo zAya tema che. calanA sukha mATe palA vAsanA

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198 'auIe. tema vananI Asakita jo pakailAM hoya to paisA, zrImaMtAInuM sukha maLe. paisAthI mAnasIka AnaMda chIne Ave nA manamAM dhananI dIya . amane koI jhare ke lo lAkha rUpiyA nI AnaMda thAya dvArA ame tene maLAnA paNa nathI te jas " vastu che. bhale tame bhotika saMsAramAM mahatva ApatAM hoya, paNa mA choDavA jevuM che. je pApanuM sAdhana che. tenAthI thato BratAM 6thI gharma karavA jevo che. mATe amane temAM rasa che. zaNa na hoya mATe AnaMda na thayuM. tenI jema saMsA2 sukhamAM viDA sevavAnA che A badhu vikArathI pedA thatu sukha che. Ama muLabhUta rIte zAssAmAM sukhanI niMdA nathI. sukha pamADavA mATe ja dharma sthapAya che. je sukha nathI maLyuM tene pAmavA mATe dharma che. tIrthakarIne pachI sukha tu tu mATe saMsAra choDyo che. je sukha chUtha nAI to moDI javAnI jarUra nathI, sAdhanAnI paNa jarUra nathI. paraMtu je niNa che te visArI supanI nikA chemATe A sukhano. saja rAga bhramaNAnI upare jAmyA . enaMtaphaLathI 23 21mAM ja je maja Ave che te mahAbhramaNA che. have bhadAjamaNA eTale zuM ? - mithyAtvanuM muLa graMthI che A graMthInuM sukha tIvra rAgadveSa zal - Depano je zaNa teja tarI che tIvra zaga-upane gAMTha karI che tIvra rAga-dveSa bhasthA kema? tIvra zA-seSamAM majA Ave che mATe tIvratAthI jAme che. ane mATe ja 2-dvaipa 52nA rAganI nIvatA Ave che mATe gaLAnuM muLa paDyuM che. jema kAne $pI nAMkhI paNa muLiyI sAbuta hoya to karyuM

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28 ugI naya. jema ghaNA zuM kare jADanA DALI, DALakhAM, pAna, phaLa kApI nAMkhe. paNa tenA muLiyA sAbuta rAkhyA hovAthI ugI jAya. tema ghaNA AnA sAthe thaDa paNa kalpe paNa sukhiyA sAbuta hovAthI pAchA gI naya. ghaNA AgaLa vadhIne zuM kare saLiyA paNa upara uparathI kau, ajIbAjuthI paNa kApe paNa mukhya mukhiyA para nIcethI pradAra na kare. mukhiyAnI je nIcalI jDa hai tene ja nathI kApatA mATe tenA para jainnAra nathI kaztI te jhADane ukheDI zakatI nathI. tenI jema anetIvAra AtmAe DALI DAMkhaLA thaDa thoDA kApyA paNa mukhya mukhiyAna halavA ja na dIdhI: mATe ja saMsAra lIlochama 2thI, dariyALI rahI. 24 3lATha zaga-vaiSamAM mAThauNa TharAve che ! rAga-dveSa pratyenuM AkarSaNa che te. jyAM sudhI rAga-vaipanuM A3pI tyAM sudhI temAM majA AvI ane tyAM sudhI saMsAra kapAvAnI nathI. mATe zaga-haipa pratyenI je raga che te kharAba lAgavI zaiIe. te kharAba kema nathI lAgato? tenA mATe dabhisUrie lakhyu 3 akhetaGa LathI rAganI amar abhinivedha che. sad abhiniveSa eTale Asada che. eTha prakArano Na-sudha pratyeno kapAyono paDyo che. eka vastu sArI lAge eTale mamatva rUpe Agraha baMdhAI jAya. moTA bhAganA jIvo dharma daranI ane dharma na karanArA ema tmAne The prasaMge ga-dveSa TharavA jauiai. rAga-vaiSa vagara jDanamAM mA zuM 1 avasare krodha, pApa kakSA eIe. sAthe guNa devatA evuM thaya che guNo keLava to luTAI Icche, barabAda thaI jaIzu dezana thaI jaIzu. jema gharanA dekhavavI etva zuM? khissuM khAlI thaze. dAna ApatI vakhate zuM lAge che ? khAlI thaI gayA ke koI meLavyu lAge

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'AnI artha che ke dAna ApavAmAM gumAvAnuM che. mATe ga-dveSa : 12vA lAya che , sArA che. taimAM uDe uDe majA paDI che tene asa6 bhiniveza kare che. ane te saMsAranI mA che. bhAvamala che manI mA che tainAthI navA ume tenAthI navI urma Ama sakala cAlyA. ' ja kare che. ane A sarkalanuM muLa kArapura masa6 prabhAvapa che. zaganI rAga sArI kema lAge che $Ara zaganA rAga paranI asara baMdhAI gayo che, tenI TesTa RAro lAge che mATe marbha mAnI mamatvanI vagara ubhI thaI gayo che. zve A mamatva ghaTatu kema nathI ? sabhA:- khoTuM che te mAnavA chatAM paNa ATalI mama Dema samajAtuM nathI. dAkhalo Apo. ' sAheba - bIDI pInArane tenAthI paisA khalAsa thaI gayA hoya chatAM te chaDato nathI. ane pAchA pIe tyAre manathI pIe pAchA mAne maju AmAM ja che 1 TIsa pInArane paNa 1 thoDo Teksa to karI levA do kharI maja temAM ja che. bhale zarUtha prApo pAyamAla thaI gayA hoya chatAM tene svacho ke vananI majA ? to zuM kare che? jema phUlsa levAvALAne zuM hoya ? llA le tyAre ja majA ove. Dojha ApI pachI bIjI vAta tema che. mane na Apo to rahe, kare, karaNa lata lAgI che mATe teno amara che. bhale herAna game taibhI thAya. tene khaba2 pachI dIya & huM mAmAM pAyamAla thaI gayo che. te jAkAro hathi mA davAmIthI zarIra para DapIMjara thaI jAya che bhUkha marI jave che, samAjanI dA2 pa gujhAra. pakaDAI na jAya te rItanI 24 kalAka bhaya haya che. mAma padhu sanna re chatAM A - joIe ja mA saMsAranuM svarUpa che. tenI jema AtmAne anena anaMta zALathI enI lata lAgI che tyAre manamAM ai5 apAra trinI dhaMdhAI chAvI che. je A prasa6 mAnanirveSa nagTe ane mana zAna

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karI, 5SAyone navakhata pADo , cittazuddhi karo pachI te ekaDA vagaranI mIDA jevuM che. 8ArA muLa tevuM nathI. jema vALI chaTha ? pamA muLamAMthI roga nAbuda thAya to te davA kharI che #raNI te davAthI lAMbA gALe paNa roga nAbuda thaze paNa muLamAMthI, nAbuda na thAya to te davA kRmi che. tema te dharmathI cittazu8i thAya paNa mAtmaha na thAye tene cArIka dharma kahyo che. paNa je dharmathI manma 17 thAya te ja kharo dharma che. - tamAre dhirma karatAM apeka 7 zakhavAnI che? cittazu8i ochI thAtha tI cAle pachI Atmazuddhi to thavI ja joIe. jene mukhamothI 2-3pa kharAba lAgatA nathI tene Ama cAvanI nathI. atyAre ApaNA sukha nI saja zaga jAmailo ja che, jema koIkane va6 kaDaka cara bhAvanI hoya mATe nai As6 ja pIe. boja Ape to somAM pa3 na sUche. tene SSGmaja TrasTa pAve che tyAre I uDanI ja che. pAkA pharve koI vyakti tene #da AvI zass cA pIvAthI taraS , lIvara bagaDI jaze eTara je niphaTIna hoya che tenAthI breIna paNa Demeja thaze. ghaNI nukazAna karaze. mATe te ochI kare chIthI pIe Bel2 baMdha dare, 6rara nukazAna thaze, paNa 35nI TesTa to tene pathI ja che. mATe muLathI IrachI marI nathI, paNa khAlI gurUzAna jhArane rasTa dabAvI che. bIje je thI na pIto hoya tene zrApa nI kevuM moM kare. kAraNa temAM tene TesTa nathI. udAca cAnA 121. mIThaa no svAda gamato hoya , garama garama pIvAnuM gamatuM nya paNa sTroga svAdano tene bhAva nathI . SArI uDaka pInA uDavAzano anubhava tone thAya che. tema zaNa temAM thoDI pAra uDavAzanI anubhava thAya ane

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200 'vaizyA pANInuM svAda lAge to ja 2Na tUTe. tamane jUdIe ke A AvI bhAvothI kevA kevA umade baMdhAya te jyAre vipAkamAM Avaze tyAre bhuvanI zuM hAlata thaze te badhuM sAMbhaLIne A bhavamAM gusso na uo. tema tamane gusso karavAthI zarI2 gha2. a & na uThThAnI thAya te samajavIe jemaDe gusso ravAthI' bAyokemIkala pa2 &vI asara paDe che je magaja netrAmAM mahatvanA , che temAM Inabelensa thAya che. mATe vadhAre gusso karatAM sArIramAM jherI padArtho ubhA thAya che jethI loghAgALe zarIra ane magaja badhAmAM nukazAna thAya jethI vicAravAnI manA pAka tUTe che. aneka Avego, uzkerATa ka2vAthI mananI zakita. nabaLI paDe che. * A badhu bharIne kadAca gusso na karo paNa temAM kraDavAno anubhava nathI. samatAmAM rahelA ane mAnasIka thAka nathI kyAre ApaNane che- bhAra lADanI uvavAnI jara12 paDe che. te vakhate magaja Sla hoya che. AjubAju pa zuM thAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. atyAre 24 kalAkamAM ghaNAne dasa-bAra kalAka suvuM paDe che jhaga mAnasIka thAka vadhAre che. bhagavAne hIlo lIdhA pachI 12I/ varSamAM eka aMtaHkurta utha lIdhI che. ulyA pachI sI rIte ? ubhA ubhA dayAnamAM citana manana TharatAM $1IvAra aDadhI mInITanuM kaDu AvI bhaya . mAkAsa phajhIkalI ovara varka kare tyAre thAMza lage. IMgInI A vAta nathI. tene to emanema RA thAka lAge. bhagavAna dIkSA lI pachI mInImama divasanA 21 kalAka thAmAM 2hyA che. vadhAremAM vadhAre 4 3lAi pachI 2hyA che. thAka vakhata. comAsAnI 2udasathI thAnamAM 2 tI bIje thImAsI cauTasa Ave tyAM sudhI sthAnamAM ja hathi. pachI mauchAmAM aochuM ra1 lAThavuM temane sthAna hoya. Rja Therabhu sakriya hoya, ubhA

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3 ' tethI zarIrane zrama paDe, dhyAna karavAthI magajane zrama paDe. tame * 0 8lAmAM thAkI ja ne ? paNA nabhane taI hauya, jarApI, thAka na hoya. kAraNa temane kyAMyU mArga nathI. jyAre ApaNAne 81thonA aAganI pa2 nathI. sabhA:- bhagavana pAnuM ciMtana kare ? sAre bAju - AkhI dunithAnuM vitana ure . bhIMta upara vicAravAnuM cAlu Dare temAMthI adhyAtmanuM zastha re, tame kathAnuyoga thI dIva tI thoDu citana manana karI zakI . tane ne bhIta rekhAtha tI zuM vicAro ke ghokhI che , pIkhI che , kharabacaDI che lIssI che. ne sArI rautha to uga thALu ane pazaba zotha nI cheSa thArtha mATe ciMtana AveganA tatapAthI ja cAlu thAya jenna 3nacara umare to zuM vicArI keTalAnuM che ? zuM DyurebalITI che 1 kaivuM lAge che? mAnA badale AvI 3ra, 6pavuM sAruM lAgatuM. TheTalI sagavaDano Ape tevuM che. mATe badhe gapa nA bhAvathI ja che)ta thAya, jyAre bhagavAna ciMtana, manana nirlepa bhAvathI ja pharatA. jendra bhIta eTale jas Avya che. jaDa kavya pAtmA , cetanathI juduM che. muLabhUte rIte te juduM che. tene cetanane 8oI levA devA nathI. mAre cetana mATe sapanuM sAdhana banI 8 nahi. temane citana BratAM Avega hoya ja nahi. sara tamane raNa nathI ke nathI, ApaNA nathI apASaNa nathI, Asakti nathI anAsakita nathI. mATe te taTasthatAthI mulyAM na karI zake. eka tarapha paithAbhI mANasa satyanuM darzana karI ke nAde. tamAre vepAra karavA para tamArI saMsAramAM thavAnI kAmacalAu samatA jaIe. jema bhAgIdAra eka salAha Ape, jyAre tamArI rI2I bIja salAha Ape. have zrI vakhate tamArI bhAgIdAra ja cacIyA hoya tenI sAthe

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tamAre jarI augha AmanuM hoya ane TIkara tarapha mamatva hauvAnI kAraNe A Sa ane rAga sAthe 2Apone namavAnI nirNaya sAcI TharI zakaze kharA? Avego sAthe vAstavIka satyanuM darzana karI kADI nahi. mATe sAcI nirNaya karavA bhAgIdAra tarahano taitra ane dIka1 taraphanI rAga bane choDavA paDe. mATe Thare chIne ke dhaMdhAmAM lAgaNIveDA na cAle. te vakhate tame mamatAne paNa bAju pa2 mUkI chA~ ne ja sabhA:- sAthe ema paNa Dare che ke dhaMdhAmAM dharamaveDA pA na cAlai. sAdajI:- ceto jaine bhAna nathI te AvuM bole che, Thare che 8 dharma baMdha lAvI tI barabAda thaI jaIe. mATe tamArA hisAbe dharma e gharabArInuM kAraNa che ne? bA magajamAM baiThThala che te mithyAtva che. mATe maLamAM ja khAmI che. jIvanamAM evu koI Daga nathI hai tuma dharma lagADo ane sukha, zAMti na bhaLe. prema sukha zAMtinuM sAdhana dharma che. mATe Avu baulanAranA mane dharma barabAdInuM ThAra che. mATe te mithyAtva che. dharmathI A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM sukha, zAMti maLe che. bhagavAnanI AjJA jaina nAma ja ekAMte sakhaThArI hoya. vItaraNanI AjJA nadI duHkhakArI hItha nadi jenA hAthamAM sarva jIvInA kalyaNanI bhAvanA hoya tenA upadezamAM DI DIinuM pA kharAba karavAnI bhAvanA hoya ? mATe pAvu bolanArane dharma para acI paDI che. ghaNAne thAya che dhak dharma na karavI. lonoTamAM ja karavo, vadhAre karIe to pAyamAla thaI jaIe. mATe dharma tarapha muLamAMthI cI che. hajI tamane vAstava dharmano prApya nathI. varma karI paNa pAtna bhAra, dIkaro sAthe matabheda thAya tevI che. dharmanA

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phonamAM parA- Ana thAya tevI salA Apo kharI minA kAmAM che bhauda DerAmAM AtmAnuM bhaluM thAze tevI ja salAha Apa cho. te mATe tIrthakara koipaNa vastunuM dhyAna karI ne nAsthatAthI ja kare. masUAe lakhyu 8 samatA ane dhyAnane cheDA DI dhaMdhAyelI che. jenuM mane taTastha nathI te vAstavIkatAnuM darzana na karI . ga-vaiSa e eka prArano pakSapAta che, pahpAnathI vicArelI vAta avAstava maTI ja haoNya. dIka2nA zagathI dhaMdhAmAM vicAra kare to pheTala jI. tema bhAga karanA hai kyo dhiMdhA mAM vicAra 5 tI paka Ila jI. mATe seMsAranA sAca naca karavA hoya to taTastha banavuM paDe. Aga ca banavuM paDe. mATe banaka DhIe mana thanArane mananI paDave para rAkhavo paDe che. jIvanamAM saphaLatA tyAre sAcuM nirNayanI AvazyakaMkA che, ane sAyI nAgaya mATe taTasthatAnI paththata che.. " sabhA- bhagavAna bhIta para damAM cetana manana kare jAkAvI ne? sAvazuM jema bhIta kartha sare ? tenI guru ? paryAya ? tenuM sApa che temane prati maNa dAnanI ghArI hoya ane jJAna vAranI prAsvAda Iya. jema bhAta muLathI zAzvata che. azAzrvata che. apekSAe vana ho apekSAe azvata che. je paramAranI racanAthI thai che te 25 paramAra, zAzvata che. temAthI dhananI prAkAre che. mAta che. temanuM cAranA sthAvAdamaya ja haoNya. apekipe suMdara che ane e pasaMda che, apekSAe binyA che. ame pramatna che. kapA ghadha pArAthI ciMtana uravI dAna na me. temanA citanamAM satabhegI,

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'nathavAda, sthAvAda badhu ja prAvI jAya. mATe tamAma pAzAthI ciMtana 62vA sthAsvAda (1STa joIe. tamArI mAnnI mane bhIta apekSAe ja che ane apakiAe eka che. A sabhA:- Ks mane cetana eka charI rIte ? sAvaja - e paNa maLe che ane huM C asmiA) paga kevya i. eka ja che. taphAvata gulamono che. sthAvAn bhaNe na A badhI vicAra TharI zake, bhIta apekSAe bhinna che apeThaa e . Abhanna che. * jIbha enma paNa apekSAe bhinna che. zrAe eka che. zrI amu% rItanuM judApaNu che amaTha rItanI samAnatA che sabhA:- pA jaDa padArtha ane mAtmA makka kaI rIte sAvaja. sAdevabhU:- AtmA paNa AvyuM che. jaDa paNa kaMtha che. tame cetana ane jaDanI vicAra 4rI to judA che ane e to gukiA thAya ne? sattAmAM astitva kathape AkhA gata sAthe abheda che eTale bI che. svarUpa che. badhe sthAvAda, nayavAda che. nIrthakaro bharanA sudhI ciMtana kare to paNa temane nahi. gAdha jJAna hoya. lakhyuM che ne bhagavAna mahAvIre AkhI rAta e pa2mA para cetana karyuM hatuM tame be mInITa pAro na pI zako.' A sabhA :- AvA viSaya para dhyAna dara nI Thama khape kharA ? sAhebajI:- da, banAsakta , nilapatA pUrvakanuM narmaLa jJAna meM papAvAnuM sAdhana che. jyAre tamAru jJAna vArI 8 mATe me dhaMdhAya do, bhagevAne paramArga para ciMtana karyuM temAM cheTalAya krame khapI gathA pratyAre gharAne bhama che ke pinmAnuM ja dhyAna karIe to krama pape. nAretara na khape. tame AtmA, paramA mAnuM 6thAna kema karI cho ? 6 aparuM mana azubha bhAvIthI chavAyeluM che, mATe ja zubha zrAlaMbana laIe chIe. azubha bhAvo gayA pachI game tenuM

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ha 'ciMtana kaze te jarma nirjarAnuM sAdhana bane che. bhagavAne DarI dezasara jaine ke pratimAnuM dhyAna karyuM nathI ane kyAMya zAstramAM luM varNana Avatu paNa natho. temane jIbha AlaMbananI jarUra nathI jyAre ApaNane che. kAraNa ApaNe azubhanA vaigathI gherAyelA chIe. mATe pakomAM paNa AtmAnuM dhyAna 32 tI ja vaLajJAna thAya, tevuM nathI. ulaTAnuM te vakhate aneTha viSayanuM dhyAna hoI zaThe. jInabhaka mAAmaNe.. "dhyAna AtaTha" graMthamAM lakhyuM ke dhyAnamAM apInuM dhyAna DaravuM hoya tene pI '' para pahelA ekAgra thavu paDe. teno krama ! 1 paulAM zubha. AAbaMdhana bhai ne azubha bAlaMbana krUke sthula Thare temAM sthira thAya pachI suma Dare, temAM sthira thAya pachI rUpInuM dhyAna kare. - sikSa bhagavaMtane dhyAna che? sAdeba - dhyAna ene karavuM paDe sAdhaai. je adhurAzanI nizAnI che. sAdhaka che tene jhAMITha meLavavAnuM bAkI che. mATe dhyAna kare che. jyAre siMdu bhagavaMtane koI meLavavAnuM bADI nathI. te pU ho.. sabhA:- bhagavAna chaThTha-sAtame guNasthAnake dhyAna kare che kaI rIte? sAheba viThalpa dazA AvavAthI jIva nIce utare ane nirvakalpa dazAmAM bhaya, te uMcI bhUmiDAmAM che. eTale chaThThuM saviGalpa dazAnuM dhyAna che jyAre sAtame nirvaThalpa dazAnuM dhyAna che. pArzvaprabhunI stuti aAve che ne 3 " maThe dharInTa ca svAcita karma ni prabhutulya manovRtti: pArzvanAtha thaistuva "

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2. temAM bhagavAnanI nirbaDalpa nuM sUcakra che. ane te gAthA pachI "hatA parAdhapittve kRpAmethara nArayo. ISAkaubhaka, zrI vIrajina naiyau AA gAthA bhagavAnanI bhavikalpa da sUcave che. mahAvIra paramAtmAnI AA ja dazA che te vikalpa yukta dhyAna darzI che, je nIcalI bhUmikA che. Ama prabhu pArzvanAthane ane prabhu mAvIrane baMnene marAnta upasarga AvyA che. pArzvaprabhunuM aiTha rAtanA samayanI upara che. jyAre prabhu madAvIne cha madinAno samaya che, banne duSTa devatA che. lemathI maragAnta upasarga kare che e rAtamAM paNa Thamake kaivA upasarga karyA che ! kaSTa ApavAmAM DoI bADI rAkhyu nathI. hAthI vaDuryA che dotI mAryA che, chatAM pArzvaprabhunI zuM daza che. te vakhate harIndre AvIne upasarga nivAraNlR sAthe adbhUta bhakti kare che. eka jIve upasarga TharIne pApaDama prAdhyA. jyAre bIjAe bhakti TharIne dharma karyo che. chatAM prabhunuM banne pratye mana kevuM che! beThe ghora upasarga dvArA ghora pApa bAMdhyA, ane aiThe bhakti hArA dharma karyA chatAM prabhune kyAMya maTha pratye arucI, raiSanI bhAva thayo nathI. karuNA paNa nathI AAvI. ane dhInTanI ArAdhanA bhakti jauine evo bhAva paNa nathI thayo ke daivI uttama bhakti TharI, spArAdhatA 42ii, samaDhIna nirmaLa karyuM. A dharmapravRtti beIne rAjI paNa thayA nathI. pramodanI ke daruAno bhAva paNa nathI Avyo. sabhA:- to yo bhAva Avyo 1 sAhebaiH- samAna bhAva zrAvyo che. bannenA rmamAM maiM vruttimAM samAna bhAva che. I " bhA sariyA karyAM ahera Avyo? sArevaja - tamAma advaipa AvI gayo.

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--- tenI sAme mahAvIra paramAtmAnuM daSTAMta vicArIe, ma madAvIra dIkSA laIne vicare che. te vakhare saMgama upasarga kare che. cha-cha madinA sudhI bhayaMkara pIDA, setAra Ape che. niSa AAra paNI paNa nathI maiLavavA dIdhA. kaiTa keTalA upasarga ryA chatAM prabhu DagyA nathI . mArA" je varNana karyuM hatu tenA karatAM savAyu che. bhayaMkara karthanA karI hai calita thavAya evuM evuM karyuM che. dharmanI vaga hoya tene asara thayA vagara 22 nAda. chatAM temAM Dagyo nathI. A maiine saMgama chelle mA mAMgavA bAvyo che. prabhune khyAla che ke, hRzya pUrvaThAMI tenuM parivartana yu nathI. hadayapUrvaka tene kAmA ApI nathI. have te jyAre bhaya che tyAre prabhune thAya che ke ghora saMsAramAMthI anya tAranAro karavAie jyAre A jIva mAruM ja AlaMbana laine thora saMsAramAM ze A dUrmanA phaLa tarIke 11 saMsAramAM raDavuM paDaze. mATe A kAryathI temane dA AvI. jethI temanI be pAMpaNa jarA bhInI thaI che. " arara A vicArI jIvanuM zuM thaze? &4! zreSThassTano bhAvAnI karuNA che. have AvA samAna rahe. mATe zubhabhAva rupa vikalpa padA thayo tethI savikalpa ! AvI che. joke temane yama AvuM thayu nathI. ghaNA ja pasa vakhate teo samatAmAM ja 2hyA che. kyAreka Ama nIce AvyA che. 1) have AgaLa zuM vAta hatI? nilapatAthI suSma paramANu e che, eka prabhu dhyAna kare che temAM lagabha zvetana hoya. jema paramAtmA dhyAnamAM rIvA chtAM temAM anaitA daI te a vadhI syAdavAda TATa che. te aneka bhagAthI vicAra karI kAThe che. ghaNA vaijJAnI leboreTarImAM bAra- pAra lATha (caMtana-mananamAM paDI. jya) hoya

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2. che ApaNane to gAMDA jevA ja lI. tame zuM te ja vastu para vicArI zazI ? sabhA - para sAdevajI bhagavAnanuM sthAna uDA uMDA kIyopAmavA ISya te vadhu ausAmAM Apela hItha? mAvaja - temane chareluM dhyAna te zAstranA vivUi na haya. satyane anupa ciMtana doya. dhyAnayoga evI vitha che , tainA mATe karo to ame eka eka lITI para cha-cha marinA upadeza mApI zazIe. netaramAM jene darzanano abhyAsa thI phrIya ne paNa bIlI uM, huM je pAna pAse bhIlo tema te vakhate 77, varSanA hatA huM tyAre 13 varSanI nI tyAre teo grAnI aika eka lITI para che mAranA vIlI zatA, abhyAsa hoya ane ciMtana cAlu 8ItI vIdhi maLavAnI ja che. zAssAmAM paNa paiNu che keTalI TheTalI vakhata sudhI guru ziSyonA vAda cAlyA ghamacAryonA para vAda cAlyA. rAjasabhAmAM sAma sAme virudhdha penalo beThI rIya temAM paNa cha-cha mahinAnI zae cAlyA che. jyAM jItavA, hAravAnI , tyAre vicArajo vAda 1I rIte cAle ? mATe bhagavAne je ciMtana kyuM te badhuM zAssAmAM chetame kavyAnuyoga chu to khabara paDe. - astitvano ane nAstitvano vicAra kaI rIrve re ? jaimaThe ghaDiyALa mATe astitvano ane nAstitvanI vicAra Bre to temAM temane 1lAnA kalADI nIkaLI jaya. ghaDiyALanuMthI rUpe astitva che : svarupe nAstitva che. tenI kathA guNadharma astitvanA che 8thI guNadharma nAstitvanA che. - atyAre tamAre zuM thayuM che ke lIjhane hAnamAM us utaravuM ja gamatu njI. ba 22 ja game che. basa viGIrImAM ja saMbaDI

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daiva hoya che je I thaDA bhaNa maLyA che temAM ja racyA pacI * rahevuM che. paNa A badhI AbhAsaTha AnaMda che. pharI para jAnanI sAcI ane mAnyo che kharo? jyAre strasparanI zreSTha jAva jana che. jJAnanI 6ii ja jas ane zetana ja paDe che. mIThamAM nirmaLa, AnaMda jJAna nI ja che. sabhA - ekalA jJAnanI ja chema? nI mana AnaMda laI hIra sAheba - atyAre jJAnanI viSathe cAle che mATe lona , ajJAna pa2 bolIe chIe. AtmAnI aMda2 zvAnaMda to anaMta che. AnaMda kema ThAra ralA gukI che te muLathI tI mAtmAne mAnaMdanI anusUti karAvanAra chemATe aMda2 anaMta AnaMda che. AnaMdaghanajIe gAyuM che ne kai " Apa prabhu kaivA cho? pahelI DIomAM taimane prabhunA anerA batAvyA che pachI AgaLa kare che . . mAmAM jatAM gurI che te badhAne AnaMda che. sukhanI AnaMdanI to gukhAkAra che. mATe tuM prabhu paramAna svarUpa che. . jyAre ApaNA AtmAmAM thI jJAna che . thaoNDu satva, thoDI nirbhayatA paNa che. kRve jeTalI nirbhayatA che teTaluM sukha che. bAdI bhathanuM duHkha che. have nirbhayatAnuM je sukha maLyuM te eka pradArano mAne che. taima jeTalI svataMtratA che taiTaluM sukha che jeTalI parAdhInatA che teTaluM duHkha che. jyAre molamAM paNa svataMtratA che, paNa nirbhayanI che jema tamArA bhuvanamAM thoDI kSetopa che te ja che ane jeTalo asaMtoSa che teTalu duHkha che. jyAre moDamAM saMtoSa che mATe stra zani ane sukha che. mihanA jeTalA gu0 samarma eTalI khyAla Ave che tyAM keTalo AnaMda che mATe tyAM ane AnaMda che.

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Da, ra' atyAre tamArI AtmAmAM padai lA ugra svabhAva no tInA karatAM atyAre tenI Aga ocho thayo. mATe AtmAmAM thoDI kSamA AvI. have tenA dAra IMTalI zAMtino anubhava thAya che. jyAre thI pANI mAM nahotI tyAre mAtmAne kaiTalo Asa hato, jyAre atyAre ATalI mAthI ATalI AnaMda sukha che to pachI ja kamAno AnaMda ane mukha keTalA ? " kA Ijha Ivala 3 grAnaMda". "datdha chejha Ivala Tu du:kha" ( sIka2 ne manamAM vesTI : jaya tI suLiyA para prahAra thaI gayo samaje. * * badhAmAM muLa krArA 2Aga paranI raNa ane tenI agnira che. jyAre jIva raNanI muLa pIDA 52 mArze tyAre teno je tIvra mAra ranI te tu? kAraNu dauSamAM duHkhano anubhava thayo. sthAmAM thIDe me du:khanI anubhUti thaI. ne doSamAM 6:khanI anubhUti tene Atmastha AvI. rUdAca sabhyaga TIpTanI cittazuddhi prauthI chUtha ane bhrabhathI cittazuddhi vadhAre haoNya chatAM jemAM uMco koNa ? saTaTa ja. sabhA- ame to bIbhanI gurnamAM AnaMda pAmIe chIe, amArA rIe chIe, sAheba- bIjanI guphAmAM mAnaMda kyAMthI pamAya ? potAnA rUpamAM ja Ane thAya. jyAM sudhI gukAmAM sukhano anubhava nathI tene sAcI anumodanI pachI ththothI zayana dA.ta. jene sTraga cAmAM TesTa Ave che paNa te dadIca khuzInanA phA2 thI choDathI paraMtu te vakhate khAlI ne icchA ja dabAvaze. tema tamane kyAM sudhI doSamAM mana aAvatI ro tyAM sudhI tame bhaThTha sukha, doSo vAvazI te pANI anachAthI ane guru kaLavazo to paNa temAM AnaMda nathI paNa manacha ja daze. jema $tI thAna durghapA pIvA aiTho che ane kaI che temAM ra nAkhyuM che to te pIdhA

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2, 2, vagara yaH "jo. he tere dUdhapAka Thema chazo 1 dudhanuM as nathI 1 ghapAruM bAvana nayA mATe choDyo ? 8 pachI maravAnA DaghA dudhapA dIgrI che ? pacAre to gahepa kema choDI chI 1 karmanA DarathI, durgatinI bhayathI, pApanA bhayatho choDo cho. tema tame prasaMge khAvApIvAnuM sukha choDyuM te kema cho ? zuM sukha nathI gamatu mATe 1 nA game che ghara , pa pAma choDavAthI ghaDu puNya maLe ane thoDA pApa tUTe. - bhA:- amane to jovuM game che mArAmu :- Ato kevuM daivAya ke mane mAMdA udevu paNa game che ane sAja 22. paNa game. che. AvuM bolanAra kaivA cama ja kahevAya ? mATe dharma game che ane adharma pAga game che pAvuM kahenArAne khasI gayelA ja mAnavAne 1 sa - IrachAthI bAdhA le che temAM ? sAdhu:- IrachAtha bAvA le che paNa uparathI choDe che ke aMdarathI thoDe che tamArI saMsInA to tame be pAMca lAkhano khayI karI. 'haa da nAstAM, $EURtAM kharaco. khabdha lagnamAM hAthI para, pachI te vakhate lAge che huM khAlI thayo. A pAMca lAkha gayo te tamane game che aphasosa thAya ? pAMca lAkha pUrathI vagara je A rIte lagna thAya to pAMca lAkha rame paraco kha2 1 mATe vicAra IrachI ra1 basa, maraghI baghI le, pAchA AvI. choDe che ratha, pada rada ! ja kharAba na lAge tyAM sudhI dAmanuM 1

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- 4 15-10-95 | | paYzrI yugabhUSAvijyaja sadagurU sthI namaH ) * ravIvA2 | |\manovijJAna gavALiyA re. anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne jharanA jIva mAjhane pautAnA mAtmAnA doSanA nivAraNa mATe dharmanIthanI sthApanA kare che. mApuaNInI hiTae varSanIthanuM lakSya ApaNAM mAtmAmAM , rahelA doSonuM parika rIte nivArI karI sarva guphIsaMpanna AtmAne banAvavI, teja tenI uraza che. A hAsananI chAyAmAM jIva mAve che, te je zrI zAsananI upadean ArapAra pAmI bhathe nI te jIvane saMkalpa baMdhAI jAya che mAre tamAma dIpInuM nivAraNa karI caa mAtmAne prApta $2vAno che. aMte ja sukha mAtmAne meLavavAnuM che. mA maLyA vagara AkhI duniyAnI saMpatti paNa jo maLI jAya to te adhurI che. A sukha to zuddha AtmAnI upalabdhImAM ja samAyeluM che. ja A Atmazuddhi pAmavA mATe 50 thIne AgaLa vadhavuM joIe nai ApaNuM joI nathI. temAM be bheda pADyo chUtA . cittazu&i jatAM mAtmahano mahimA anaMtagAra che. temAM badhA dIpone muLa sudhI vu joIe. khAlI doSonuM zAna thAya OM dabAI jAya teTalA mAthI Atmazuddhi thatI nathI, paNa AtmAmAMthI lohInuM unmulana thavuM joIe. Apane AtmAnI daSo mananIvAra dabAyA che. vAta thathI che tevuM ane tIvAra banyuM che. khAlI dIponuM AcchAdana thAya tevI pravRtti vAstavamAM thatuM nathI. have tenuM muLa zo che? to kare che ke muLa urmamAM che manuM muLa maemAM che. moranuM muLa graMthImAM che.

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2. graMthInuM mULa sajAga che. ane jaraganuM muLa saMsArano rasa ane kadannaramAM che. varSomAM sukhanuM saMvedana che. tyAM sudhI eka paNa dIpa javAnI nathI. paraMtu dIpomAM duHkhAnubhava thaze tyAre ja kAma thaze. jyAM sudhI tamArI nabaLAI sArI lAgaze tyAM sudhI tene dUra karavAno prayatnamAM bhalIvAra Avaze nahi. paraMtu aMdaramAM phIlIMga thAya che . A doSonI nabaLAI ja aneTha saMtApanuM mULa che ane toja sAcI dizAmAM prayatna thaze. je jIvana thI vadhu 57 AtmAnuM tatva saMvedana pragaththu haze teja jIva Atmazuddhino adhikAravALI devAze. jyAre bIja badhA Atmazuddhine pAmyA nathI. bhale te cittazuddhine pAmyA hoya. ApaNo dharma mokSamArganI brAbhaDAvALo che. sabha:- tatva saMvedana thA arthamAM levAnuM? sAre- tatva saMvedanamAM kAnanI vAta levAnI nathI. pA tatvanI anubhUtinI vAna levAnI che. saMvedana eTale anubhUti levAnuM che. demAMnuM bAhya jagata levAnuM nathI paNa vyotarITha gata levAnuM che. cetana zreSTha tatva che. mATe tatvathI ApaNA AtmAno cAtarITha bhAva tenuM saMvedana levAnuM che. jIva mAtra cetana che jDa nathI. nainAmAM zailI saMvedanA teja cetananI vizeSatA che. jaDa pudgala to anubhUna zakya che. jyAre anubhUti te caitananI guNa che sAthe khubI zuM che ke dareka vyakti ja lATha potAnA bhAvonI anubhUti karI che. A duniyAmAM saMvedanA zunya hAi jIvuM nathI. tenA vagaranuM jIvana cAntA karAya nAda. A cetananuM pratama lagna che. tame savArathI uTho ane suca tyAM sudhI, are uMghamAM paNa tamArI saMvedanA parovAyelI hoya che. jema tame khAtA-pItAM vastuno anubhava karo cho. juI tyAre thvInI Inziya hrArA anubhava karo cho tyAre A dekhAtuM bAhya

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"jagatanA bhogavaTAno anubhava karAya che, ane temAM ja sukhaduHkha maNI chI. mATe mAnyatA 3 yugalanA bhauvaTAthI sukhaduHkhanI anubhava thAya che. paNa bhAtI gau vastu che. cetana tatva jano anubhava karI 2ADatI nathI . paNa te to AMtarIka bhAvanI ja anubhava Thare che. bAdI no kadavAnu vadhu gama ane aupacArITha vArtA che. paraMtu kharekhara nI nI. AMtarITha bhAvonI saMvedanAmAM sukhaduHkhuM mAgo cho. eka mANasa moja kare che,tene tRptinuM jJAna thAya che. te teno anubhava kare che. bhIjananI tRptinA sukhano anubhava kare che hai tenA tattvanA nAnano anubhava kare che. paraMtu jyAre bebhAna mANasane naLIthI pravArI nAMkho to tene tRptinI anubhava thato nathI. tene kharAbanI besvAda kai sArAno svAda Avato nathI, khAlI peTa bharAya che. sabhA- tena anubhava thato nathI paNa khabara to paDe naik sAheba- jo tene khabara paDatI hoya to bhAnamAM Ave tyAre dene paNa te to Thare che mane kazIja khabara nathI. tame hrada vastu khavaDAvo tenI kAI ja khabara nathI. jyusa pIvaDAvyo ke kAyAnuM pAvaDAvyu tenI DathIja khabara nathI. kAraNa tene anubhUti nathI, kAro magajanI sakriyatA cIMchI thaI javAthI pArasthAnanuM jJAna thatuM nathI, vyA dAkhalo bahu ja 4 vicAravA jevo che. atyAre to tame zuM mAno cho ke vastu hoya ane tene bhaugavIe to ja sukha ane to ja sthAna mATe. Na te taTana khoTI vAtu che. saMsAranI dareDa pravRtti karatAM bhAna vastu hoya levuM jarurI nathI. jema chokarIo novela AkhI rAta vAMcanA hoya che tyAre eka IndriyanI bhogavata thAya tevuM nathI. temAM

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'kAMI nane mA nathI ke peTa pakI bharAtuM nathI ke nathI nAkane mama chatAM paBra e6 2AtamAM purI ratAM hoya che. mauTAbhAganA zIkha AvI ja ratha . ramavAnI tIkhInI pAkI savAra paDatAM upaDI jatAM hoya che. thAne meca javAno zokha hoya che. temAM pATha ilAka pachI pasAra thaI jAya to temane khabara paDatI nathI. | " sabhA:- temAM manano AnaMda maLe che. sAbija:- mana nI yAnaMda hInA jharI maLe che enI vakhate hA, zoThanA bhAva thAya che. narenAthI sukhadu:khanA anubhava thAya che. tyAM koI vastu nathI chatAM sukhadu:khano anubhava thAya che. gAmano manAM zarIrane zrama paDatI hoya che temAM hArIrIka to bhrama ja che I zarIrane manna nathI paraMtu zarIrane tI #ma ja che. sabhA:- zramamAM ja AnaMda maLe che sAba:- jo tame kramamAM AnaMda mAnatA hoya to pachI karAvIe tamane uThabesa. ThatIne zramamAM AnaMda AvatI nathI. mATe khAlI gappI na mAro. taibhava, sukha, sagavaDananA sAdhanoe tamArI bhuvanamAM zrama ochI thaI che. kSama nahotI gamato mATe ja A sAdhanomAM sukha TsagavaDatA lAge che. beThA beThA ne managamatu hAjara thatuM hoy nI dAtha paNa tame halAvo tema nathI - dadItamAM jama duHkha ja che. zaee vAnagI vAvavI paDe che te paNa duHkha ja che. paraMtu temAM mAnasIka AnaMda maLe ne haravA-pharavA, khAvA, pIvA badhAmAM zrama che. paNa mAnasIka AnaMda maLatI hovAthI game che. mATe 07loko mAnasIka AnaMda ja meLavatAM hoya che - ramatAM paNa 8 bhAva hoya che The 6 hAryo ke bhulyo anya teno nesa che, e che mamatA che. mArI TIma jItI, apakI dezanI TIma jItI, tyAM tenuM mamatva che. bIjA dezavA pAradA che

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2.8 mATe tethI thAya tenI AnaMda che ane mApI jItyA tenI mAne che. vAstavamAM koI tathya nathI. zrama e to vyaktino samaya ane dinanI bagADa che. mATe 24 kalAka vastuthI ja AnaMda maLe tevuM nathI. pachI bhAvIthI ja zarSa, zokanI lAgaNI pedA karIne sukhaduHkhanI anubhava karo cho. mATe je vakhate je bhAva thAtha tevo anubhava thAya che. A bhAva tevI ja anubhUti thAya che. dareka vyakita pota potAnI . duniyAmAM che. tamArI mananA motarIka bhAva ne tamArI duniyA . mArA mananI AMtarIka bhAva te mArI duniyA. . mATe paNAnA bhAvono che,bhItA che. tamArI chAtmA dhAre tevA bhAva karI zake che ane tenI anubUti tame karI 21st cho. sabhA - ughamAM pappA manavRti hoya che? mAdevaja - jaivA bhAva kautha tevI anubhUti thAya chesUtA pakAe koI acAnaka avAja kare to gabharAI ja ne ? mATe uthamAM paNa bhayanI lAgaNIno anubhava cAlu che. tamArA gharamAM ke dhaMdhAmAM koI Tensana aAvI bhavya tI te vakhate vADa ke AghAtanI lAgaNI thAya che tyAre tamane uthamAM paNa A Tensana ke bhayanI ciMtA hoya che. AvA TensanamAM ughamAM je ArAma maLe ghane Tensana hI hova tyAre mAM je smArAma maLe temAM phera paDavAnI ja. tamArI IcchA mujaba keTalIya bAbato thatI nathI teno aphasosa manamAM saMgharAyelo hoya ja che. tema tamArI IcchA saMtoSAya teno mAne paNa manamAM paDyI hoya che. ane jyAre badhA bhAvo nathI rahe tyAre ja . samatA Ave che. atyAre vAta, bhAvo , roga-3pa badhAnI asara mana para che. mATe e upakA pA mana AvI asarathI mukta nathI. mana mAM ujara prakAranA zaga-3Sa dharabAyelo paDyA che.

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- - 9 sabhA:- ga-dveSa paraspara virodhI che to eka ja vastu mATe - SI rIte sAthe 21 sArebaja:- eka vyakti pratye uga che te ja vyakti pratye haiSa pachI che. cheTha vastuthI irSa paNa thAya che mane te ja vastu para pachI thAya che. judA judA viSatha pa2 2Na- nI hoya che paNa e ja vastu para paNa judA judA samaye 2:ga-kela hoya che. jema tame eka navI Dresa lAvyA. lAvyA tyAre gamatI ito. mATe 2ga ItI tethI paherIne da2tAM hatAM hatAM. paNa eja sa na thayo eTale zaga osaravA mAMDyo ane haiSa cAlu thayo pachI dhIme lAvyA, je lAvyAM, mATe atyAre game che te bhaviSyamAM na game. ma peDA bhAve che - khAtAM khAtAM thAya che pUrva nathI khAvuM ne vakhate AgaTa thIne koI khavaDAve to zuM thaze ? AgaLa khAdhelo paNa bahAra 181 nana mATe ai6 ja vastu judA judA kALa game paNa ane na paNa game, tema e ja vastu para eka ja Ime rAga-DeSa paNa hoya che. jemake tamArI patnInI svabhAva khuba ja gamato hoya mATe 2ANa hoya. paraMtu tenI zI hi hoya tenA upara te vakhate te gamatI hoya mATe haiSa paNa hItha. jema ghaNAne tenuM moM Ama gamatuM hoya pachI moM para 9 sgha hoya to tenA uparI na gamatuM hoya. mATe eka ja vastu mATe eka samaye rAga-banne haoNI zaThe che. tame harSa ane AnaMdamAM hova tyAre paNa ADakzanarI rIte zonI lAgI paDelI hRoya che. mA2I jIvanamAM paDelA dare ghAna dukha eTaramAM paDelA hoya che. A saMdaranI sAIDane samajavAnA pAzA che. ve jema eka mANasane cA2 Thas vAgya che tethI tene pIDA thAya che. temAM eka ThekANe masAja karI,

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'vAvIne du:kha daLavu sii tyAre sTAramAM jananI , sukhano ke anubhava thAya pachI te vakhate bIja 7 8 vAgelAno du:khAvo to sAthe hoya. tamArA zarIramAM amuka pra62nI svasthatI che. amuka HIrano. asvasthanI che banne sAthe che. te ja rIte manamAM hajarI uparanA sukha che. 6bharI prakAranA duHkha che ane A badhAnI asarathI 24 kalAka mana gherAyelu hoya che mATe uMghamAM paga mana . lAgaNIthI 21nya nathI. jema tame AdivA paiThA cho tyAre uiI gumAvyAno aphasosa paNa che ane sAthe safaLatAno aAnaMda paNa che. jema : enma nIyara thaI gayA teno AnaMda paNa che ane dabu enjanIyara lAInamAM seTa nathI thayo tenI aksIsa paEA che. Ama panna sAthe manamAM 22bhI dIya che mATe uthama A badhI asaro hoya de jema koI prIta jhA vyakti aAdhArI mRtyu pAme tyAre thI TAima sudhI mukha na dekhAya. paNa tyAre te 2- 22 , khAya, pIe chatAM huM sastAM paNa tenuM phUsya pazailA jevuM to na ja UMya. 6:2 hAsya vakhate eda2mAM pIDA che, zo paNa che, asara aMdara cAlu che. tame cokkasa prakAranI lAgaNI thAta ane vastu para bAMdhIne beThA chI tame kAMI tenAthI phI nathI. saMpAna, paisA, 2ThA badhA para tamArI lAgaNIo che. ahIM beThA ne pepara paDe che tamArI kSaao tUTI gayo to du:kha thAya ne ? $Ara 1983na che. mATe asara manamAM 2lo che. tamane manamAM je lAgI re thAya che teno ja tame manamava karo cho kAMi bAhya jagatathI . uranAM nathI. mArA mananA bhAvano anubhava ne ja tamAruM sukha du:kha . . sAkasara ghavAmAM lAkha pAyAnuM nukazAna thAya pama te vakhate

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bara dIya, ne tene khabara na paDe to tenI loka thAya piro nA, rAka ne sAkato nathI. repane maLyA pachI paNa e ni spada hoya to tene du:kha na thAya paNa jANyA pachI aMda2mAM ne AdhAranI lAgaNI thAya to tene duHkha thAya .mATe 6Hkha apAvanAra lAgazo . - jema eka vepArIne khoTA samAcAra maLyA che tene amathuM sIdAe dasa lAkhanuM nuksAna thayuM che to tene khUba ja duHkha thAya. khapara tene nuMkrazAna thayuM nathI pI samAcAra proTI maLI che, mATe du:kha thayu tethI sukhaduHkhanI AdhAra lAgaNI che. tame tamArA jIvanamAM paNa saryo che ke rAja divasa sudhI sukhadu:kha kyAMthI AvyuM che. DI java evo nathI ke je potAnA AtarIka bhAvothI sukhadu:khane ne pAmyo hoya. jo huM mArA manane ThIbamAM laI jA; to mAruM sukha mArI potAnI mAlikanuM che. paNa atyAre to gaNita judA che. - atyAre to tamAruM dhyAna pravRttine vastu para ja che. A maLaze nI sukha zA nA bhaNe to du:kha paNa jo zabda badalAya to mArA kaMvA nAvathI mane sukhano anubhava thAya che ane kevA bhAvathI 6: panarava thAya ? e jovAno prayatna thavo. avasAna mATe tri 6 sukhaduHkhanI pAra zilA no tarI bhAvo ja cheA vastu jene besI tene tatva evenja tamArI. A badhI vAto jasIra sAthe ja che. tame jene paNa nAnuM kha6:59 sArA ye te tamArI bhAvathI ja che. upAyonI mamatA choDavI pachI vAta che. paNa tamane besI vuiM joIe ke mArA bhAvaka mare sukha 6:kha Ape che. 16thI Anma nathI thara kArakA 8SAyo choDyA pachI tvare sevana thatha nAda. ne tvanuM sevana thayuM tenI to

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222 adhyAtmanI duniyA khulI gaI. bhane tamArA jIvanamAM tatva saMvedana Ave to AkhI anaRRti palaTAI jAya. pachI to tene lAge ke meM je vicAryuM hatuM ke samajyo nI ke jAkhyu nu maiM badhu nakkAma hatu. pathI to potAnI kula 52 hasavu Ave ke Avu nakkara satya paNa samAyu naM. jaima tamArI budhdhi tAM grothI buddhivALA para hasavu Ave che. tema. jene tatvasaMvedana pragaTe tene potAnA jUnALa para dasavu Ave. have parevu sthAnaTha bhogamArganI sAcI dyA karanAra mATe che. cauthA guNasthAnaOM samIta - annarva Alocana te jIva koi paNa kriyA kare, sau baule, pratimaNa Thare, prajA kare, dharmanI koIpaNa pravRtti kare tyAre apUrva Alocana zu hoya. tenI spartha ke pUrva karI paNa anubhavyuM na hoya, vicAyuM na hoya tevuM tene have suravA lAgyu che. tenI A badhI kriyA moDasAdhaka che. mokSamArganI che. ane jaine A nathI te moDAmArganI bahAra che. pArTI A adbhuta guNa che. ApaNe kAMI gayA bhAvathI samaDIna laIne AvyA nathI tethI janmyA tyAre koI dharmanI gatAgama paNa nahatI. ApaNI badhI dha avivekI hatI. tatvanA bAMdhaOM vizeSa samaja nahotI paraMtu have jo pAmIe to nakALa joIne thAya che. jUnAmAM keTalI ajJAnanA hatI. ane jemAM meM sukha mAnyu ha te mArI bhramaNAtmaka anubhUttinA khyAlo hatA. pAlI tamane apUrva Arlocanano anubhava thAya che kharo? vyabhA:- kriyA karatA kaI rIte AnaMda Ave sAhebazva:- kriyAmAM rasa hoya to te kriyA chatAM AnaMda Ave.

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aMbAjInA meLAmAM loka ughADA page nAcatA, phUdatAM jatAM hoya ? che tyAre tyAM dRrSa samAto nathI hota. palAM zuM ApaNe koI kiyA nadInI pharI 1 ghara kithAo jharI hatI. atyAre duniyAmAM dharmanA nAmathI prabhAsika kathAo kaTalAM kyAM hoya che . paka temAM DhaMgadhaDA nathI hotI. Itara dharmamAM bAra mahine rUAra pAMca jAra jeTalA meLA bharAtA ghIya che. lozane jo to phuI kIrta tyAM umaTatA hoya che. keTalA tapa-tyAgathI meLAmAM jatAM hoya che. jamIna mApatAM mApatAM jatAM hoya che. sASTAMga daMDavata praNAma karatAM bhUmine sparza karatAM karatAM maMdira sudhI pahoMcatA hoya che. pAchA A badhu zradhAthI karatAM hoya . je mATalI bhoga ApIne pachI maMdire pahoMce tyAre darzana karatAM tene keTalo AnaMda hoya jema ja paDhIne Ave tau paNa jarUrIbhara yAda karatAM hoya che ane rAjI thaIne AnaMda pAmatAM hoya che. temane pratika tarIka thAMbhalA zaiya che tene pAvara mAratAM hoya ane gche ame madana thA karI ane patharo na pheIla jaya tI $ vastI phaLa thaI. AmAM keTalo thAneda, panna viveka vagaranI che nee mATe 2 $AmanI ? tema potAnI bhatrA karavA janAra zraddhALu hoya che. temane bhatrI, BratAM hArda samAto na hoya . darzana pharatAM nAcatAM hoya .bhati thAzakti ullAsathI karatA hoya. Ama badhuM kare pachI pAchA saMsAramAM pahoMce tyAM teo lIlA lahera charanAza hoya che. eTale ghema kare tyAre dharmamAM ane saMsAramAM jAya tyAre saMsAramAM aisAra jaivo. sabhA:- mana, anuSThAna 8vAya ! sAhebasu :- grA anuSThAna kRdevAya. sArA kAma karyuM aiTale khuvanamAM sAruM thayu 25 lAkha mAthI temAMthI pocanuM dAna kare eTale saphaLa

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jIvana banI gayu udarAne pAMca mApI ne temAMthI paccIsa mAya lI tenuM jIvana sArthaka - ghAne sArA kAma para 62vI che ane seMsAramAM moja majA paNa ravI che. sata kAryo karavA che. dIna-bhAta-dharma- 2.rAdhanA - tapa-tyAga 62vA sAthe moja maja 62vI che. pApanA kArya kare ane mama Ave che. A mAkhI kSesAra pAyamaya che. je choDavA jevI.. che tevuM mAnanAra baghu ja thoDo varga che. AvA vairAgyavALA juvo . keTalA ? ananuSThAna eTale madhyAnma 2Ite nukasAnachArI che. * ai.3lA pujya baMghathI taryAnI aijhapakA khalI nathI. moko jyAM mATe sakAma panara sivAya viThThalpa nathI, * ullAsa game teTalo hoya che. tenuM smadhyAnmASTacce 3La nathI. dA.ta. kaI vyakti khubaja bhaktivALI hoya , prabhu darzana karatAM raDI paDatI paNa hoya laga aAve dAna kare tyAre tene lAge ke sAruM kArya 8 !aa avasare ullAsa pa7 hoya , pachI je bIjI bAju tene saMsAra asAravAnuM bhAna na 9oya , tvanuM saMvedana ja haya to te citta gharma nathI pI Atmaha ja dharma che. . bha:- dAna ApanAM udAratA mUkI to kharI sAbara:- 6, tene thakI guNo khIlelA hoya mATe ja ramAvA ullAsa sAthe dAna ustA haya che. pachI e sAthe saMsAranI mojamaja gAmanI rIthI tene sAro mananAM hoya to tenI citta zuli ja che Atmazuddhi nathI. A krithI ratAM udAca nAnI nAnI khAmIo haya paNa navI kriyA tA je moDuM sagha5 bhAva daya 6 zrama ana saMghanA parvanI taino kayA ham, to tene zAstromAM pradhAna vyi kayA 6. dhyabhavanI apravAna thayA hoya che. te lAkha vAre ke rokavAra kare to paNa te vImo vA vAyA paka kalyANanuM sArthana

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, , bananI nathI. jyAre pradhAna kriyA vAyA vAyA pachI atma lyANanuM sAvara ghane che. zamA :- tatva senAmAM zuM pharavAnuM che sAdavamuH- DotarI jAgrata karavAnI che. aMdaramAM ja bhAvI che tenuM ja sevana 6ravAnuM che. atyAre pAchuM pahAthanI khuba ja vicAra karI cho. kapaDu phATI jAya, tUTI jAya to sAsa thAya che. cAmaDI para ujharaDo paDe to vedanA paNa thAya che. pachI aMdaranA bhAvomAM 8 ghamasAmI 2Ale che tenI tarapha dhyAna ja nathI, aMdaranA bhAvanuM vizleSaNa karazo to raSTi badalAI jaze. savArathI uThI tyArathI vicAro ke gharamAM beThA koI gamanuM vanyu, chokarIe phoI toDaphoDa 6rI , koI sAthe baulAcAlI thaI, tyAre te ghavAthI tamane manamAM kevI asara kaivA bhAvI thAya che te pradhAna zreNazIdhana ka2I. vicAro ke A badhI vastunI asara na lI to sI du:kha thAya paru tharamAM tamArI hAjarI na hoya ne AvI koI prati thAya to 6:kha thAya kharuM? 1ra ja rAtA nathI mATe tame asara lIdhI nathI mATe je du: kha thAya che te tamArA bhAvathI ja thAya che. - have tame saMsAramAM zuM bhaNavI cho ? ( pIvAnuM pIvAnuM | nA papha te khAtA jai bhAvo thAya che tene tame bhogavo , sabhA - aphasosanI lAgaNI vyAM thavI joIe ? sA pramu:- 3 ne ay'rana :mane lagawo che. jo tamane na: vastu lAbha u5rI na banI zake paNa nuksAna karI banatI hoya to phasIsa lagAve che jema ja karavI gayA ane sArI rIte thAva to A neTa thavI joIe. ane juja 62vA gayA ne ba2bara na

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Da nathI. 'thAya to du:kha thavuM joIe. amAstamAMthI prazastimAM javAnuM che. masta 2IMgane zubha ullAsa ThadI 218Aya. sabhA - nI sAbiju A graMtha Akho pUrI nahi thAya to amane zI thI. sAba:- jo AkhA saMghanI nava sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA rAkhI hoya ne na thAya to zI thAya. sabhA - tI Apane paNa aphasIsa thI 8 nahi , sAheba - eka mahinAmAM mA graMtha tarI thaI jAya tevI che chatAM cAra mahUinAmAM pa nathI karI zakacchI. 31ii sAme. tatvane jhIlanAra parSada : sabhA - jhIlanArane pakavavAnuM 31ma tamAsa che. sAheba- na saMthamAM zrAvaThI ne pAyAmAMthI ja jijJAsA keLavIne mAve nI BIma jaladI thAya. paNa meM jijJAsA ja amAre 8LavavAnI hoya te loga prosesa che. atyAre ghaNA polatAM hoya che ke Akho grotha laI parI karatAM nathI. paraMtu mukhyatve graMthane pradhdhatisara phaTAphaTa jhalanAra parSadA nathI. sAme bampara bhaya tevuM karavAnI koI artha nathI. AmAM nI parSadAmAM devI vyakitanuM vyaktitva vitaraya banatuM hoya che. va4 sarvadhara pachI prAthamika uDAvALA jIvone keTaluM ApI varDa 1 bartha mayadA AvI ii autha che. nahitara zrAvane japa aOAma saMbhaLAvavAnI nA nathI. avanI bhazatmA japa Agama jAvIne saMbhaLAvyA hatA. mA 90 gAthAnI graMtha che temAM keTalI khajAno bhaya che. - atyAre to amAre pAno muDa 2ThAvavI paDe che. paraMtu zvetAne evI apekSA nathI tenI che tIrthaMkarae karelu kahu tatva saubhavI, samajyA maLe che. pAna para sthiti daivI che meM kyAre tamAro phyujha

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qrr 2 'Snuna thaI bhaya te udevAya hatAda 1 tamane tI zuM thAya che navuM thoDu jANavA maLe temAM paNa sAthe rasa paDe. Ane maLe, manIrajana maLe tevuM joIe. basa, atyAre A rItanI ja parSada , sabhA:- dhIre dhIre zrAvI. sarijI - zAre amai daivalIchamAM Izu pachI , vIja cA2 mAranA che bAra madinA Apu to pachI tame bALapothImAM jene mATe ja ame jaina zAsananI adbhuta vAto sabhAmAM nathI 6rI Do. 5 zAsanamAM abhuta sita sthIravAra che. je rIyala konTITamAM pIrasAya to phIra thaI QAya . pachI aAvu abhuta tatva bhAna bhaDArImAM ja thaI che ? sabhA :- jJAnabhaMDAra nAma pa khevuM ja mApya che sApa!- $1, basa cIja bhaMDAravAnuM che. uparakUna tenAmAM tI vIju gha55 bhaMDA rAyeluM che. pratyAghAtI vyAM che te vicAra sAthe saMsthA para che. A pATa para ghasIne sAmAnya sarakAranI ja vAta 6ne na 1 nIti, niyama, bAthaseskRti, vyasanI kharAba che. je 25 va dha samajava nI pUradasta vyAkhyAnI cAle. pachI sarasa sudhI mahAvIra ane tenI mAlamao as che tenI evuM zabda pachI temAM na Ave. jethI sAdhune paNa koI bhavAnI upathagInA na rahe. paraMtu bhatiSTie , adhyAtma 62e zAstrajJAna anIvArya che. divase divase upadezamAM paNa AvI varga ghaTavAnI 12ii bhAI badalAI che mATe pa0, 100 varSa pachI kharI mIThe mA 1 boDAtatva 1 te pachI to mAkhI sAmAM daphane parI khabara nA hoya. sabhA- to zAsana kema cAlo 1 sAghana :- bI panlI adanI vAta che pANI bharavAnI vAta

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2- 208 che, paNa bIja chejhAmAM nI zAsana 2$zI ja. paraMtu jo A pataMganI gatine rIkavAmAM nadi Ave to Ama ja banIne raheze. sabhA:- bannenA vicAromAM phera che sAhebanuH- hA, DArakara namAvI masarI amane phAve taima che. ' bhAvonI asara amane thavAnI ja che. ame chAlamAM rInAra anAlmI amArA jIvanamAM DoIpaNa vastunI rUrIyAta hoya to tamArI pAse ja AvavAnA chIe. mATe sAdhu para zrAvakasaMghanI asara che ja mATe bannee sAvadhAna thavAnI jarU2 I. have AgaLa. tame tamArA bhAvonuM enAlIsIsa jharatAM thaI bhava AvA bhAvI 6:khanI anubhava karAve che AvA bhAvo sukhano anubhava karAve che. pachI nakaThara rAjyane samaktAM thaI jazo to rizI maLavAnuM cAlu thaI jaze. UMdha, kAma, harSanI anubhUti thaI tyAre enAlIsIsa karI temAM jema jema spaSTa anubhUti thaze tema tema mAtmAnA guNo pADatA . pachI tene satyanI khyAla AvavA mAMDaze. tame A bhavamAM bATaluM tatva saMvedana pragaTAvI dvAdazo to tamAro manuSya bhava saphAra thaI jI. - sama:- eDada dAkhalo Apo sAvaja - saMsAranA svarUpanuM avalokana karo , ciMtana manana karI te Qkhate je bhAvo pedA thAya tenI anusuna jharamAM zuM thAya te vicAro to khabara paDaze. - jema navI vAnagI mAvI, mImAM sUDI tyAre dhyAna DhAM doya che ? tenI kevI svAda Ave che. jevI svAda Ave tevI pratibhAva Apo cho, tame vastunuM enAlIsIsa kurI kI tevuM tamArA bhAvoenA sama

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22. :-- '62 to temAMthI tava sevana pragaTI. samajhIna mATe nI khullI thara. -2, thoDAM pANI pragaTa to cittazuhinA ghaNA ja lAbha che. pachI manane samagatAthI sevana karavA mATe levA ane Tona samajIe. bha Tana Ave to upayoga mana thaI thAya. Qbha legyA khAve to lAbdhimAna zu& thAya. e bannene " pa46 ThI tI bApu mana thAuM thAtha. . . temAM paNa be prakAra che. - ma pa.bha. tyAre mIzanADunA vanamAM zuM phare che manane ekatra , ghaunA lAvo, paNa temAM parubha vilpa pADatA nathI. paNa Apa na pa2 ne 1 5 pADIe chIe. | nevAna , dhyAna, thana , zalathAna DatA: 6pa $&lanI tAsa laDyA ane sthAnamAM che. badhAM ke jharo te 25 9 dhAnane pAmIne gayA che,

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29-10-95 jevIvA 2 pa* zrI yugabhUSAvajaya nu sarbhyo nara || 11manovijJAna ) gavALiyA Te anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramA-mA jagatana java mArA sarvadamanI hAya rUrI parama padane prApta kare tenA mATe dharmavIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ApaNA AtmAnA baMdhananuM kuLa krame che. ane mane sULa manamAM che. ApaNA mananuM kiraNa The mAra na urI hasIe tyAM sudhI mukti meLavI 2131nI nathI. mATe mananI sthad, cinazula anIvArya che. te pAmavA mATe zubha lea, ambha thAna thanAvyA che, zubha lethA zubha sthAnanuM je zarama svIkAre che te ja pAra pAmI a18 chemATe badhAne ene zaraNa sthAna che. dhapAimAM kula dhyAnanI zreNI karavAno che. mATe badhAe sthAnane ane upAsavuM ja paDe che. dhyAnamAM be bheda che. hakubha - azubha ' lezvAnAM be bhe che. zubha- abha A be @ArA samagra mananI abhyAsa thaI jAya che. cittarSi 4ravI Droya lo bhalecyA habhayAnanuM AlaMghana levuM paDe pachI temAM pahelu che levAnuM che te vicAravA lAyaka che, - 23 bhaththA daramAM zubhadhAnanuM satva gha che. mana cibaMdha mAM aneka ghaNo che. ava anIvAra zubhalezyAne pAmyA che. zubha lethA pAme eTale java moDo bhaya tevuM nathI. zubha ledhyAmAM rahyA bhuvane paNa azubha sthAna hoI zakuM chepAkA zubha yAna udI azubha legyAmAM AvavuM nathI, A fI vyaDinanI zubha che paNa te arasa thanamAM hoI jema nAstIka mAtmA , pujya , pApa mAnato nathI. paNa tenI prakRti sajajana , udAra, saraLa , sariSTha hoya , kRtajanya tane dara

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3. ' 'guNI dIrtha mATe tenI leNyA zubha hoI zake. parama prakRti sAthe ' haiyAne ledha che. paNa nAstIka havAnA nAte tene thana sthAna mAvavAno savAla ja nathI. paNa te vyakita vicAra kare, pravRtti kare khAtI pItI hoya ke du:kha ApattI Ave tyAre te ArtadhyAnamAM ja doya. eTale sthAna azubha hoya ne lethA bha hoya. thI vizvabhae 6Na ke azubhasthAnamAM azubha lesthAnI saMnava che. paNa tevuM che te nathI, paNa zubhaddhiAne teM konAmAM hoya ke nAmAM zubha lethI ja hoya. mATe zubhasthAna pAmavA mATe zubha lezvI pAsavI ja paDe. ApaNe jIvanamAM zubha sthAnanA mArge javuM hoya, aghaNI tInA hArA citta karavI hoya to bephAIDa tarIke zubha lesthI keLavavo paDe. te nahi Ave tyAM sudhI zubhadhyAna dIvA sthAna jevI vAta banI. - atyAre zAna mATe ghaNI ja samartha che. khAlI palAMThI vANIne besI. Icche , citana vIe eTale sthAna Avo kyuM nathI. sAmAnce rIte mana je zubha pati karatuM hoya temAM medAra bane tyAre zubha saMkalpa Ave, zubha vicAra Ave, paNa te saMdhyAna ja banI hoya tevuM nathai. - palAMThI vALI nava8AranA arthanuM ciMtana karatAM thaI jaIe ke paramAtmAnI murti sAthe lathalIna banI besI jaIe ke mAtma saMbaMdhI ciMtana karIe eTale thAna AvI jatuM nathI. temAM zubha ciMtana, zubha bhAvanAmo thatI hoya paNa te dhyAna mATenuM ja nathI. paraMtu zubha sthAna mATe zubha strI anIvArya che. jema eka vyakti paramAtmAnI bhAna bahu ja layalIna thaIne . kare che paNa jo teno svabhAva svAthI hoya jemake dhaMdhAmAM tene svAI Ave to sAme dhyAnane game teTaluM nukrazAna thAya te jovA

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. pote taiyAra na hItha, ane potAnA mATe game te ka2vA taiyAra hoya to te vyaktinI lenthI azubha ja gaNAya. te sArA vicAromAM tallIna thAya paNa tene zubhasthAna AAvavAnI to koI ja vAsthatA nathI , pIsIbIlITI nathI. temaja vaizyAnuM zubha lagyAmAM , sekama nathI thatuM tyAM sudhI zubhasthAna hAtha nathI. zubha leDyo e naranano Agavo viSatha che. duniyAnA dharmazAmAM dhyAMya A vAta AvatI nathI . jaina zAstromAM duniyAnA badhA juvInI prakRtinuM ulAsIphIkezana karIne sukyu che. mananuM, patinuM suMdara vizleSaNa bhaththA chArA jaina dIne daI che. jainadharmanI sAmAnya kriyA karavA para ati badalavI paDe che, to zubha sthAna mATe to cokakasa prakRtimAM zubha lothI joIe. - have jema phoI vyakitane deha pa2, saMpa para, sarva pa2 AkarSa hoya, te saMsAramAM racyo pacyo raheto hoya, vArA tene zarIra para mamatA che, khAdhyAnI Asahita paNa che. have AvA juvo gharma 42vI bese jemake phoI dayA, dAnanI, udAratAnI pravRtti phare tyAre paNa temanuM kailIghara kevuM hoya che te to mamatA, mAsInanA 3ra a81 bha ja hoya. kAraNa temAM tene UMI parivartana AvyuM nathI. mATe tethI sUmothI cenja thaI nathI. jema tame caityavAna DaravA ghasI tyAre tamArAmAM 22la svArtha ttinI jhArI stI vyakita pratye lepa paDelI hoya to te vakhate temane tenAthI "baMdha cAle che. jethI dharmakriyAmAM khAmI mAve che. - sarvazreSTha anuSThAna dhyAna do. samatAmAM pahoMcavA mATe rAma, dhyAna e amogha upAya che. 14 pUrva zAstranA pA2gAmone ja zonanI dhAne $laya karavI ane sarva doSInuM uYlana 42vA sthAnanuM ja zaraNuM levuM paDe che.

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Q.3 dA hai ArAdhanAno zreSTha prakAra che. badhI gharma TharIne tenuM pAtAM ! to AtmAne Ana AnamAM sthira karavo teja che. AvI sAdhanAne silu TharavI hoya to zubha vaizyA anIvArya che. ApaNAmAM e zubha vaighyAna hoya tI. ApaNA mATe dhyAna to havAmAM. bAcA bharavA jevI vAta che. bhaththAnA bhedo che temAM TIpamAM zubha lakSyAmAM zukla lakSyA che. ane prAthamika zubha vaizyAmAM tene lacchA che. ane tenAM varNananuM ne paNI prakRti sAthe sarakhAmaNI karIe to prAthamIkamAM paNa AvavuM ApaNA mATe ghaNu ja muzkela che. atyAre dhyAnanI rabara ghaNI thAya che. atyAre ghaNo varga evo che ke temane amuka anuSThAnamAM eDavAnuM kadIe nI taiyAra thAya nAra. pa samaramAM palAMThIMvApI ciMtana, manana karIne manane ekAgra karavAnuM kare eTale taiyAra. paNa AmAM bhula kyAM thAya che ke jIlalacchA vagara gabha dhyAna zakya ja nI. spoLamAM zabda na to zakya ja nathI. mATe jya zrI kALamAM 6 deto prAthamika ThaGAnuM na dhyAna karI che. paNa azubha dhyAna to kavA jevo cheja nA nAtara vagarakAro phuTAI jazo, AmAM sAdhu, sALo, samyagaSTa, bhAvAvaDa prAthamI na dhAnaka za che. jenA atyAre viccheda nathI. mATe prAthamIka durgAnuM dhyAna anArane ucIta DAmAM sUDI zakAya. dhyAna e manana avasthA che, saMsAramAM paNa sukhadu:khanI tIvra annamaya dhyAnamAM thAya che, tema A mAM paNa saMcA sukhanA amala paNa vanamAM ja che. tame zaidha prAptamAM tanmaya na banI to svAra AvatI nathI. 2 nI anaSata karavAnI eka mA dhyAna pa papa badhA caMcala inasAthe ja

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34 'jIvIe chIe, jema khAtA aiTha Liyo peTamAM gayo na gayIne utArI daIe, jenAthI paurAza pace nahi, ane te poSaNa Ape na ipa tharo thaIne bahAra nIjhaNI jaya. taima bApaka je paNa pravRtti karIe te adhakacarI ja karIe chIe. tame saMsAranI che gharmanI koI paNa pravana manane eB1%Ara karI tallIna thaIne karI cha kharA? 8 aDadhI - aDadhI ja karo cho ? khAvAmAM khAvAnA ja vicAra che tyAre paNa dhaMdhAnA vicAra hoya badhe ja mana bhAgatuM hoya che. tanmaya thaIne pravRti karanAra bhavI chIchA hoya che. manane prakRti sAthe sarvApara anusaMdhAna nathI hotuM. vicAromAM dhArAvadhatA nathI hotI. game te vicAre game tyAre TapakI paDatAM hoya che. mATe javAbaddhatA joIe te nathI hotI. are tamane je vicAra Ave temAM pa e# $ rastA kharI ? hRAthamAM lIdhela pravRtimAM paNa tamAre ThejhA nahi ne? sattara bhAnA vicAro cAlatAM hoya che. mATe caMcala ane asvastha ja citta hoya che, gharma ArAghanA niraticAra karavI hoya to tenA vicAramAM pravAdathadhatA jaIe. 418AratA , layalInatA joIe. tIrthakara bhagavela lIlA le pachI teo je paNa pravRt kare temAM ja temano upayoga hoya. gocarIe snAM mAtmAnuM ciMtana kassA na hauya. upayoga zunyatA pUrva meM khAvAnI kriyA kare to sApupAkAmAM Topa lAge. jema khAtA stavananA bhAvamAM huM udAca paravA jau nI doSa lAge. mATe je kriyA karatAM hova temAM ja upathI ai818AratA joIe. je mahAtmA niraticAra cAriTA pALatAM dauya te. upAzrayathI nIkaLe tyAre temane khyAla haoNya che temane kyAM javuM che kai bAju ja

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bh w taimanA paga upaDe. cAlatAM yAmAM ja upayoga hoya. pachI jenA ghare javAnuM hI tyAM jaIne je pravRtti karavAnI hoya temAM ja upayoga hoya, paNa raste cAlanAM che te vakhate koI svAdhyAya OM zAno vicAra temane na hauya. tame janmathI mAMDIne pratyAra sudhImAM aiTha paNa kriyA mAkhI sarvopAMga tanmayatAthI karI 8 kharI? - kArakhA mananI pravAda badhdhatA nathI, mATe ja mAkhI mana te rIte karI zakatA nathI. meM te vicAra game kyAre TapakI paDatAM hoya che. have AvI avasthAvALI vyaktimAM zubhadhyAna AvavAnI zaSyatA ja nathI. pUSNa che GI kathAthI dhyAnamAM caDhAya to vAbamAM $ che ke koIpakI pravRttithI dhyAnamAM caDhI zakAya. sunInI pratyeka kriyI zAna banI zake che. tema #Ava mATe paNa vadhI 1 thI hAnanuM sAdhana banI zake che. paNa mana mAM atThAtA sagapaNa bheda. parAre to zubha lethI nathI ane 6LavAyeluM mana pachI nathI mATe zubhadhyAne AvavAno savAla nathI. tethI pahelAM mana deLavI. bhalezvara pAvAnI che. - have bhaleaI pAmavA mananuM sTAnDarDa daivu hoya te joIe. zabha lesA pAmavA vadha mAnasIka azubha bhAvI, hopI TaLI kvA joIe ja tenuM ghara nathI. atyAre soInuM mana paivuM nathI ke bhasthAnamAM ja hoya. jo choInuM hatha nI te thata darzanIya gIrI. abhyAre ATalI hAI svalanI muvI nathI. - sabhya - nAnA nAnA kharAba vicArI zrAvI bhraya che.

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2.35 sArebAH- nAnI kharAba vicArono artha zuM? jema tame beThA chI garamI che. eTale akaLAmaNlR thAya che tyAre jA ThaMDaka thAya to sAru lAvI bArI kholIe ApyuM jeipaNa thAya eTale apeA AvI, mATe azubhabhAva thayo karavAya. paraMtu DAInuM luMTI levuM, viAro 8 vAmanAnA vicAra AvavA teja khAlI azubhabhAva che tevuM nathI. paNa koIpaNa prakAranI apeA AvI eTale azubha bhAva thayo kahevAya. jaima khAtAM svAdISTa vastumAM rasa paDyo eTale azubhabhAva zrAvya devAya. paraMtu zubhabhAvathI saMpUrNa mukta vyAre thavAya che. jyAre sukhanI apelA na hoya ane du:khanI nArAjmI na dauya.Ava sthitaprata vo hoya che. cAvA jIvo para saMpattinI varasAda thAya du:khonI DI varase paNa temane koi asara na thAya. paNa jene jarAjarAmAM asara thAya hai teto azubha bhAvamAM ja che. ApaNe badhA ja lAimAMthI eTha sekanDa paNa azubhabhAvathI mukta nathI. ApaNane covIsai klAda amuka prakAranA sukhanI apeA nI kharI ne 1 2hevA ghara bhaiie temAM paNa kaiTa kaiTalI sagavaDatA beIe . je mapI che te badhI para lAge che. mATe lagatAM thatA, uThatAM, besatAM bacI 18!de che ja : tamane keTalAya duHkha e Ave to sAruM tevI IcchA ne grAmanA paNa paDe che. moTA rogo na Ave to sAru tevI IcchA hoya che ne koIne AvA moTA rogI AvyA hoya tenuM sAMbhaLo tyAre zu thAya che? badhA ApaNane AvuM na thAya tosA. mATe hAro praznonI duHkha na Ave tenI dAbhanA paDI hoya che. ane kSA paNa sukhI do te badhA mane maLe ane maLelA sukhI jaLavAI rahe to sAruM. baghA prArtadhyAnanA saMkalpa vikalpo che. dhruvane anukULatAnI aperA ane praDiLatAnA viyoganI

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Ape che, bhATe 24 B lAThI ArtadhyAnanI bhANu mana che. namaLe dhyAna ho tevuM nathI . mArtadhyAnanI No paNa vanamAM TenI daudharI paNa tenA seMDalpa- vaDalpamAM ja mana ramanuM dauya che. ragAha pAmelA jIva bhai niraticAra brAbhaDAmAM na hoya tote prAyaH karIne ArtadhyAnamAM hoI zake. paNa sthitapranadI Ave eTale 'ArtadhyAnanA saMkalpa vikalpo bhAgI jAya . paNa atyAre to jITha 6Hkha pAve che to uMcA nIcA thaI javAya che. sAra:- cautha sthAnaDe sthitaprajJadarzI pamAya ? sAredhA: jyA sthAno sthanapranadazA AvI zake paNa bhRku grAsthAnaTha daranAM nIcalI bhUmikAnI hoya che. chaThThA guNasthAnake po saMyogonI, nimittoto asara thAya tevuM na mana hoya che. mATe temane amuka dazA pAsavAno bADI doya che. jema amuka ja amuka bhramaDAmAM amuka vidvArA sAdhI letA Iya che paNa amuka vikAsa hajI temane sAvavAnI bAdI hoya che. nathI kapha guNasthAnI AdhyiAna dazA hI zake ane tyA guNasthAna hai paNa sthinaprajJA hoI zake che ane zani dazA paNa hoi zake che. saMbhAra temAM pratibaMdha karma karyu ? sAvaja moranoyArsathI azubhabhAvo thAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya.karma ajJAna banAvavAnuM, aMtarAya manuM DAma bIjA badhAmAM vijJApa DeravAnuM paNa sIdhA azubhabhAva paidA TharavAmAMno maunIyakarma ja che. amAruM mana paNa rajU GalAka zubhabhAvamAM nathI. azubhabhAvI po hoya che. paNa peTale kAMI 24 DalATha amane viSaya vAsanA nathI. sattA ke saMpati bena dave amane galagalIyA thatA nathI hotA. aAma to a badhu choDIne AvyA chIe mATe amane ghaNu azubhabhAvothI mukita sahIga che. gu ne gADImAM besatA eIe tyAre ane thAya

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dAza ame to AvA pApomAMthI chuTyA chIe. pAju amane thoDA dhaNI sukhaduHkhanI apeA hoya che. mATe kaI ThInA azubha bhAvI hoya to lezvA TI zaThe ane jhaI jJAna azubha bhAvI hoya tI vaizyA bhAgI jAya tenuM pRththaka karavuM paDe. ri have tamane jIvanamAM sagavaDatA khaiIe che, meLavavA Iccho cho, bhaLe to tame rAja paraMtu te meLavavA bIjanuM je thavu hoya te thAya, mane sagavaDatA maLavI eIe bAjhI jAya janmamAM " AvI ttivALA jIvI zubhalezvA pAmI DatA nathI. tenI pratimAM eTalI svArtha che ke jyAre te vizvAsaghAta, dhRtarapIDI karaze te kahevAya nahi. kAraNa " mAre gametema sagavaDatA joIe, koIpaNa sAthe te maLavI ja joIe" te mATe bIbhanuM zuM karavuM temAM koI lImITa da atyAre dhaMdhAmAM gaLAkApa harIphAI thatI hoya che temAM koI ADo Ave ne karoDonuM nukzAna thAya tema lAge tyAre zuM vicArI? game hai rIte tene patAvavAnI taiyArI kharIne ? tamAzkaroDa-ghe karo7 kyAMka satA doya tyAre tamane kaI renjanA azubhabhAvo AveluM game te bhoge paisA kaDhAvavAnA teja jenAmAM AvA bhAvonI tIvratA haze. tene jIbha vezyA zalkya ja nathI. potAnA svArtha khAtara game tevI ekzana levA tamArI taiyArI hoya che. tema dhaMdhAmAM lAge che jarA vizvAsaghAta karahyuM to be pAMca karoDa maLaze tyAre sAme pAyamAla thAya tema hoya chatAM zuM vicAro ? tenuM je thavuM hoya te thAya, paNa ApaNe to meLavI lo. A badhA kRSNa vezyAna bhAvo che. pachI bhale te prasaMge dAna, dayA, parIpaGAra TharatI hoya paNa saMkhathI prakRti uza svArthavApI che. hA, ghaNA janme tyArathI zubhavathI laIne janmyA hoya che. paNa evA navI ghaNA ja sauchA nIDI. ApI janmyA tyArathI azubha

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23 - lezA laIne ja hoIe paNa ve zubha lesthAmAM I DIme tema chIe. paraMtu tenA mATe saMkalpa joIe. sabhA- paisA thazaSyA pachI te mANasa badamAza nIkaLe ne pasI na Ape to 1 sAvaja - zrAvaTha mATe bAsA zuM che? bhAvakane mANasa moLakhIne vyavahAra 4ravAno che. mATe bhUla tamArI che ke tame oLakhyA vagara saDI 21ThI. tamane pelAnI bhUla dekhAya che, te gharamAM lAge che. pachI tame baebhAzane aoLakhyA nahi, to tame stbA nadina sabhA:- 2DyA pachInuM kadApI sAvaja - tame vyavahAra TharatAM lAlacamAM vadhAre marI jI. vadhAre vyAja maLe che ne ? mATe lobhane lAlacamAM game tyAM bharAvI . pachI chAtI phUTI temAM 2 vaLe. mATe vyavahAra sajjana sAthe ja jharavAno do. jUna mAsanI uDI sthiti Ave to paNa tamane ciMtA na hoya , tenI pAse Avaze tyAre te Apyo vagara rahe nAra. pI. tame dhirANa karatAM mAna sanI lAyata cakAsI cho kharA ? ke khAlI vaLatara chI 1 mATe ja tamane dhutArA maLe che. - gve tene lea) QALAne potAnA 20-25 bhaya tI ema na thAya ne huM sIdho karI nAkhe , patAvI dau. paisAne pADIne meLavI lI, pachI tenuM je thavuM hoya te thAya. A badhu tene sthAvALAne 1Sya nathI. tene te vicAra Ave ke atyAre te kevI paristhitimAM che. temAM majUrA svArtha khAtara . huM vadhAre duHkha prApu? tene tenA kuTuMba parivAranI cinA daya. mATe te suvanamAM potAnA svArthanI ja ciMtA hoya te dIpaka silesthAmAM ja phare na de. - telathI pAmavA mATe utamAM nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM paNa

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saraLatA joIe. tame gharamAM patni sAthe paNa te karI che tene moTA moTA vizvAsa Apa pachI thoDuM pharIne vAnI vAto . ghaDImAM vAta karI ne ghaDImAM varI jAya tema chokarAne paNa chAnI rAkhavA 6o che - chAnI thaI ja pharavA laI jaIza, Ritta thAya pachI pharI jI. paraMtu AvI nAnI nAnI khoTI pravRti paNa tejo bhecchAvALI re nAda. sabhA - chokarAne vAta rAkhavA zuM karavuM ? sAdevajI:- te paNa mAre bhaNAvavAnuM ? tame tene AzvAsana mApa, lAgaNI mApo, vAtsalya kApI , tenI talIphanuM nivA2Na karI. pachI .. tene koI uThA to na ja bhaNAvAya nai ? ghaNI vakhata to chokarA parezAna kare tyAre dhamakAvI ne bAvAno Dara banAvIne jema ghaNI vakhata zAna 62vA mArI thaDIyALa Apo, ane pachI jamatAM ramatAM ghaDIyALa laI lo ane 6ii bAvo laI gayo, atyAre tame tene deva uThI bhagAvI che. pachI te tamane kevA jeThA bhAvathI khabara che ne? sabha:- mAkhu gAma keTalutha AvuM badhuM bIju kharu ubhu thaya che to zu ka2vuM ? sAhebaja - pahelAM tame tamArA para breka lagAvo. tame phoI AkhI gAmanA guru zrI ! e thaDita tevA sthAna para haoNya tene ghImane sudhAravAnI javAbadArI mAve che. hA, tamArA gharamAM choI khoTI pravRtti karatAM hoya tene sudhAravAnI mArI jvAbadArI pUrI pakaDa AkhA gAmane sughAravAnI jvAbadArI tamArI nathI. TrAphIkanA niyamane tame hAthamAM lo to cAle para sesAsa paNuM vyavahAra kaI rItanA hoya che te samajavAnuM che. tamArA hAtha nIce jeTalI hoya te khI kare tene aTakAvavAnI

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1 javAbadArI kharI, paNa mApI gAmanI nAdi. sabha- gharamAM nIka2 ThAI khoTu duma kare to amane pApa lAge sAva gharamAM nIDara po 51ma dare tenuM pApa zeThane paNa lage. tamArI dIkarI paNa koI khIru 51ma kare to temane pApa lAge. tyAre rIjhavuM joIcche , na zako to pApa lAge. * ziSya adharmanA mArge stI hoya to gurune rIjhavI joIe . na 2ozo to tamane pApa lAge. paNa AkhA saMghamAM bIjo koI sAdhu kAMI mathI ratAM hautha tI amane pApa na lAge. amArI jvAbadArI amArA ziSya parivAra mATe hoya che. pati patnine javAbadArI Ave. paraspara $vya 32 che mATe sudhAravAnI javAdArI Ave. paNa temAM paNa jyAM tyAM mAthuM mArI to doSa lAgI. tema dharmanA hajhAmAM pAka 4I navI zrAvyo haa te vakhate tame thoDA vadhAre bhAra hova to tenA guru banI javane 1. te cAle nAda. che tema ghaNI vakhata mITa badhAne vahAlA thavI, rAja rAkhavA prayatna karatAM hova cho. jema sagAvahAlAM mare tyAre evI mIThI mIThI vAto kare OM jemAM juThThANAnuM gaNita ja nA hoya. vicArazna vRti chevI che. sAmAne 2ii khuza karavA sata2 juThANA calAva, tema je ja DIInAthI ochuM Ave to vAtavAtamAM khoTuM lAgI jAya, gochu AvI jAya, vAlI bAbatamAM atdhu Ave, vAMdhA vacA paDe. A badhA azubha lecAjaje bhAvI che. tenAmAM tene lestha zartha nathI, - sATe vicAravAnuM che ke mApa bhalezyAnA gharamAM AvI gayA chIe hai nAda te pAsavI nahi ? ane pAmavI hoya to tenA mATe cetana, mane vicArI dvArA puruSArtha daravAnI che. - azubha leyAthI uMghamA para bhAre urmabaMdha thAya che. prabha

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ja che lezAmAM sUvA javI duti bAMdhanArA hoya che. tamane svArtha reka mAve che, tainI tako paNa dhyAreka aAve che ane temAM paNa saphaLatA (Areka maLe che. pakA prakRtimAM sthAI che mATe pApa no rasa SlAka baMdhAya che. - jema mArA chokarA -chIkarInuM ThelIba2 game te hoya, pat tamUne zuM IcchA che tene to sArAmAM sAru maLavuM ja joIe.' mATe apekSA zuM prAvI le pachI mAnA kAraNe DoLa ane chetarapIMDI cAlu thAya. paraMtu khabara nathI ke ApanI jhArako bhavAMtaramAM ane ke, janmo sudhI sArA pAtI, sAru sthAna na maLe, 3rakA na kevI che. paDIjhu baMdhIne pahAvI devAnI vAta che. game tevI pravRti irIne uMdhA janamAM nAkhavAnI vAta che. prApaNo tyAM asatya bhAgamAM " kathA ga, 2 mi vagere lakhyuM che ne ? - bhuvanamAM kIDAo para zA che mATe ja khAmIvAI dIkarIne pachI eIe. paNa te vakhate te khAmI na jaNAvela hovAthI sAmenAnI a hAlata thaze tenI kadI vicAra karatAM nathI. mATe te lesthA nathI. tamane ja AvuM kare to vadhu lAge ? mane pAyamAla karI nAkhyo tamArA jIvanamAM bIja mAvI tI keTalAya prasaMgo, nabaLA hItha che. jaimAM badhe AvI vAto pravRttimAM cAlu ja hoya che. jarIne tasvathI, kevA pApa baMdhAze tenI kI vicAra karyo nathI. - atyAre tame thappaDa mArIne gAla lAla rAkha che, pachI tamArI pArsa che teTaluM sTeTasa joIe che ke nathI tenAthI vadhAre sTeTsa joIe che.. sTalI sukhI cho tenAthI vadhAre suppI hovAnA ThaLa karo cho paNa e badhA azubha bhAvI che. AvI badhA juThANAthI bIjA temAM bharAIne peyamAla thaI jatAM haoNya che.

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43 anicAramAM bole che ne ke " rAga cheSa lo ekane 3 : parivAra vAMdhI , ekane mRtyu hAni vAMchei." - lAgaNI dauya tenA mATe sArA abhiprAya Apo, ane vaiSa hItha tyAM tene game te rIte pAthamAla karI nAkho. AvI badhI pratimA athabha levAmAM hoya che. ane AvI badhI manovRtivALI mATe zubha sthAno cAnsa nathI.

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| pa-x- zrI yugabhUSakavaca sadagurUbhyo namaH ) pa-11-5 svIvAra. || manovijJAna | govALiyo 2 anaMtajJAnI anaMta upakArI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe gatanA vInA mammI kalyANa mATe asaMkhya yIgInI pravIdha karanArA .. dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ne 5sanamAM ApanA mATe asaMkhya thIgI hai. ane badhA . gonuM varNana 14pUrvarUpa su'dazagImAM che. paNa sekapamAM ne vizleSaNa jharI nI bhakitayoga, karmathaga zAstrAyoga, jJAnayoga, sAmyayoga, mAma masara yogI batAvyA che. tene te badhAmAM paNa 2pa laivalamAM dhyAnayoga che. dareka sAdhanAmAM aMtima carakAmAM sthAna caiga che tenI sAme badhA nAthIja yoga che. A yoga (12) padhA kana khapAvI zakAya che. uzamAM ugra Tharmane apAvavAnI kamatA sthAna yagamAM che. mananuM aMte mAcchI A sthAna yogamAM che. anaMta uno jAmelo mauno ucheda urIne chelle amanaska Taanne pAmI jhADavAnI tAkAta mA dhyAna thIgamAM che. pAne mananI azuDamI bhAgI , tenI sAmAnya prakriyA pachI bhakaNI , pachI mananI TaoNpa levalanI hi mATe sAdhana tarI8 dhyAnayoga ja che. ane prAja aMtima rAjamArga che. je jIvo pula dhyAnanA 4 pAthAmAMthI pasAru thArtha teja Ditane pAme che. ahamA gusthAna9thI, mAMDIne vaLI ma91 dhAnathI pAmI zakAya che. zAstromAM sthAnanI mahimA khUba ja gAthI che. thImanA mamAM paDelA bhakitayoga, karmayoga , zAyara, ThAnathaNa, sAmyayoga ne pachI dhyAnayoga mAve che. karmayoganuM varNana AcArarupe adhyAtmamAM zrAve che sAthiA zramayogamAM Avai, zAstromAM padeluM zAsana meIeN. jJanaga pAmelAne sAsthaya Ave ane pachI thAna Ave che. TAmAM sthAna yuga che. atyAre

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kapa, je vadhI dhyAna kare che te prekTIsa kare che, ema kahaivAya. kAra, bALa batAvela ba LA sTeya pasAra TharyA pachI ja nirmaLa thAna Ave che. jene paNa AnuM svAlaMbana taiyu hoya tene zAstrAnuM propara gAIDansa laIne pharavAnuM che. nAhnara TrenIganA nAmathI udhu vetarAI jaze. mArgadarzana laIne ja TharavA jevuM che. zrI bhUmikAne jayA vagara je jhaMpalAvazo nI havAniyA bharavA jevuM thI. ame temane sadaMtara karavAnI nA nathI pADatA. paNa bIju dhI ArAdhanAne gaMkA karIne dhyAna ravAnuM nathI. jaina pratikramaNa karavAnI vAta Ave tyAre 8che ke huM to sthAna ina che." paraMtu A badhI kriyAmAM maLI AvI na hoya ane dhyAnamAM caDhI jaya te barAbara nathI. tema ghaNI ke mane ghoghATamAM muja daravI phAvatI nathI mATe sthAna che ja. paraMtu tamAre tamArI zrAvaka tarIkenI zrAvaDAcAra bAbara pALavA joIe ane sAthe vyAsa pai o $lAka sthAna karI te barAbara che. amAre sAupakaumAM paNa 8ghu che ke rIDA pachI pUrva ane madhya sviMsthAmAM ciMtana, manana zAbhyAsa che paNa sthAna nathI. sthAna to utarAvasthAmAM karavAnuM che. mATe bIjI padhI mArAthanA choDIne dhyAnamAM badhI ArAghanA samAI gaI che tema mAnIne jaMpalAvavAnuM nathI. - zAstramAM batAvela ula sthAna jharavA mATe nI daju ghayu sTeja pasAra karavAnI che. mAtA abhyAsa rUpe udevAze. *. zabha:- abhyAsarupe sthAnamAM vadhuM karavuM ? sAheba - jaina zAsanamAM dhyAna para volyumInI volyumI bharAya tailI zasta che enA ghaNA ja bheTa che. cAra lAkha vaitAlI hAra sone annai bhI che. mATe samaganAthI cittanI zuddha karavA A chellu ja che. paramapada pAmavA mATe dhyAnane zaraNe jvAnuM che. - temAM 4thoga, rAjyaga, kavya samAdhi, bhAva samAdhi AvI

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46 'jaya tevuM vistRta varNana che paNa tame muMjhAI na bhI hai mATe huM sainTara lAIna banAvavA mAgu chu. jenA 52 rAjamArga sthapAyelI che sauthI pUrelA sarva bhUmikA rUpe ciMtana ane bhAvanA A che sTejane mAtmasAta - ravAnA che. atyAre thakA zvAnanI huM vyAkhyA kare che ke cittanI eDagAtA AvI eTale sthAna maLyuM che te barAbara nathI. AvI vyAkhyA pharanArane pachI tame koIpaNa vastuno vicAra TharI cho tyAre mAruM mana temAM ja parovAyeluM hoya ne ? tamArAM avanamAM au koIpaSkA banyuM che ke ekAgra thathA vagara mane choI vastunuM jJAna thayuM hoya? paka. A aijhAvAtA nI upathaga zahevAya grAma 24 kalA bhavano upayoga no cAlu ja che mATe ema kahevAya che badhA 24 SlAka aona kare che ? mATe A sthAnanI vyAkhyA nathI. tame 24 kalAka ciMtana pADaratA nathI paNa. ADAavaLA , seilpa, vikalpa ja cAlatA hoya che. 246bhAi sAja zaNu che. saMkalpa-vizalpanA TIlApa ja mana haya che. mane to rakhaDanuM mana che. pavananA mIjAthI pANI uchaLatu hoya che mATe pANI sthira nathI. basa taiyuM ja mana che. pachI meM ane pachI ekAgratA to hoya ekatAnI gALI lAMbI nathI hotI $ vastumAMthI rU bIjI vastumAM mana nu chaa che, kAma cittanI caMcaLatA hoya che. pachI temAM paNa ekAganA hoya che. mATe tene sthAna idevuM te barAbara nathI, havai citana , bhAvanA, anu dhyAna Ama cAra sTeja che. Apako zubha ciMtana svAnuM che. badhi zubha ja levAnuM raheze.

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47 saMsAramAM paNa azubha sTeja Aja pramANe che. cane temAM nI vAra nathIdArI pasAra thatA hItha che. na mATe ApaNo bhathitana levAnuM che, kve temAM e viSaya laIne temAM uMDA utaratA ja, ciMtana TharI, uhApo TharI. navI zodha thayA 52vo. dhArAdha8 vicAraNAne ciMtana kahevAya che. dhyAna karanArane kalAka sudhI citana karavAnI padelA reva pAthvI paDaze. nainA gara dhyAnano DhAMcI gavAtI nathI. A paramAtma tatva lo. svastha banI tenA para ciMtana pharI upara 62. & bhagavAna . tame taimanI bhakti karI che. tame thoDo TAIma manane sUcana Apo ke mAre paramAtmAnA guNonuM. temanA svarupanuM ciMtana karavuM che. . paramAtmA kevA che? paramAtmAnI zuka kathA che paramAtmAnuM svarUpa zuM che? paramAtmAnA guma 34 mAsanA che paramAtma tatva ahitIya Thema che Ama eka eka mude ubhA ane tenA para uMDA utastA ja. tenAthI tamane khyAla Avaze ke tame eka ja viSaya para cheTalo TAIma ciMtana karI 3 kI. sabhya-sAdhya A badhu karavA amArI pAse jJAna nathI. sAbija:- tenA mATe jJAna nI joIe ja. tame jyAre meM zubha viSayamAM dhA2badhuM vicArI paNa na zaTha nI samasatAthI chavAI mathe te rIte dhyAnamAM 6I rIne jaI zakI tamAre atyAre viSayanuM koI anusaMdhAna nathI do. game te vastu ee2 pachI paDatI zetha che. mATe A cinananI zILI nathI. ' bao

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48 jema DaoNI mAtmAnuM ciMtana karatA hoya tyAre vacamAM TebalanuM ciMtana cAlu thaI jaye. A zRMkhalAbadhdha vicAradhArA nathI. bhalainame pAMca miniTa vicAra DarI pakA manane barAbara sUcana mApIne 42. ane temAM je tamArA mana maira na thAya to zubha sthAnamAM 8I rIte jazI, zubhadhyAnamAM to 10e4. mana para 9ba joIto. ciMtana eTale eka ja vastu para dhArAvadha uDANAthI vicAravAnuM che. methatana karavuM haju saheluM che kAkA namAM AtmAne eka viSayamAM navuM navuM jANavA maLe che. jaimake karma ja te vakhate manano DAbu hoya to karma para vicAratA urmanI vyAkhyA zu ? jarmanuM svarUpa zu ? karmanA bheda cheTalA! darya baMdhAya kaI rIte ? pharmanI asara che ? taine pAchI paDI sI rIne 1 mAma navuM navuM sDare ane bhAva maLe. grAma nI manane kutuhala vRtti dIya che mATe haju ciMtanamAM mana TI . pachI bhAvanAmAM nI ekanI, eka vAtanuM rIpITIzana TharavAnuM che. sabhA:- amane to navuM ja naiIjhe sAdha:- sAdhu e tamArI saMsAramAM navuM navuM che rIpITIzana che dararoja nAhavu, pAvu, pIlu, uMghavuM, vepAra, ghadha ka2vAnA mAma rIpITIzana ja che. pIcaranA khInI roja pIcara jue chatAM tene madhya prAve 8 ne? tamane mAgnI ekanI eka diyAmAM rama Ave che. zaraNa 1 tamane bhAvatI vastu maniAmAM 25 divasa ApI to pachI gameM ne? paraMtu jyAM tamane tIvra rasa nathI tyAM ja pITIzana phAvatuM nathI. te

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saMsAramAM pAMce IjiyanI bhogonuM avI tyAM suI lu rIpITIzana karI che. enI eja kAma-vAsanA, enA eja bhogo, inAM keTalI maja Ave che tame paist 100 vAra khAdho rIya ane e ja paist Ape to rasa mAve che. mATe cInI cakAsaNI bhAvanAmAM ja thAya che. jene bhAvanA na phAve te dhyAnamAM jaI hADatI nathI. tyAM navI navI sIrIyala nathI cAlavAnI . paNa ai3 ja viSayamAM cetanAne vAghabadhdha goThavavAnI che. mATe dhyAnamAM be viSatholara 3o to smalanA kahevAya. - ghaNA zrotAvarga 4 5 ke. vyAkhyAnamAM ekanI eka vAta rIpITa thAya che. tema kriyAmAM paNa ekanI eka kriyA & karavAnI 1. amane rasa to navuM navuM makavAmAM, samajvAmAM , navuM pAmavAmAM che amArA tIro, 14 pUrvavara gAdharIe batAvaila kriyAmAM jaine rasa na paDe tenA mATe mAnaLanI bhUmi nathI. ne dharmamAM para svAda Avyo hoya tene ja te dharmamAM rIpITIzane game che. jene AmAM, mATe mAhitakArI vAta vAraMvAra rIpITa Thare ne na gama tene sthAna 3 rIte thayo jene AmAM kaMTALo Ave tyaM sudhI te AgaNe vadhavAne lAya nathI. jema ilyA hajAravAra sAMbhaLyuM mATe ja davAkhyAna mALAmAM janArA thayA ne jo bhu pratye paramAna hoya to 100 vAra sAMbhaLatAM savADA ubhA thArtha , romAMca thAya. tamAre pIkacaromAM lavanI vAta kailI Ave che chatAM paNa game che ne ? taima nIvelI pachI hajAra vatA. rasa paDe che. $aa tyAM tIvra racI che. mATe ja vyAM punarAvartananI dIpa rahetI nathI. 14 sarva bhaulAne paka sAra tarIke sthAna karavAnuM che. mATe varmamAM rIpITIzana Avavo ja. mATe ciMtana pachI bhAvanI ka2vAnI che. je bolu che tenI vArevAra bhAvanA TharavAnI che je hatha sAthe jaDAda ja joIe. tamAre saMsAramAM paNa bhauganI pravRtti jeTalI che te vAraMvAra vicAra to ja temAM tame protaprota vadhAre thaI DhALI

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50 cho. rIpITa pharI tI ja bhAvina thavAya che. tenI jaima aizanI eNka vAnane AtmAmAM bhAvina svAnI che. jaima 12 bhAvanA che. saMsAra maninya che, zaraNuM taimAM koinuM nathI. mAma badhI bhAvanAthI karI lIdhI pam koI tenAthI grAnmI emanema bhAvina thatI nathI. paNa vAraMvAra tenuM punarAvartana karatAM prevI asara nIce AvI jvAya ke thAya che saMsAmrAM kharekhara koInuM hArI nathI. - atyAre dharmanA viSayamAM je hasAna che vadhu khAlI mAhitine pe ja che 18 DAAna pachI ITIva nIleja nathI . pachI lai jAna je ciMtana Rpe thAya nI asara thAya ane teM ja jJAna e bhAvanApe thAya vadhAre joradAra asara thAya ane pachI ja prAgaLanI. sTejamAM vadhI zakAya, dhe tamAre sthAnanI prekTIsa karavA mATe cAlepanI ghaNI che. jema ru, malama mApu para, tIrthakara, tIrtho, sAhAna tIrthakaro Adi samavasarakAmAM bIrAjamAna che. AvI ghaNI zubha zrAlekhanI laI 13ya che. jema nava8AranuM AlaMbana lIdhu temAM che pa2 pa2 ciMtana thavAnuM che. paheluM pada lIdhu tyAre tenuM je ciMtana javAnuM temAM trIju che cIthu pada nA ghusI jyu Ie. je viSaya lIdho hoya tenA sNAmAM ja magaLa vadhavAnuM che. jema RritanuM svarUpa, temanA guNo taimanuM jIvana, taimanA bhAvo , temanI sAthenA ema tenA peTa bheTamAM AgaLa zraNaLa thAlyA javAnuM . jo tame A rIte prekTIsa pADazo tI AgaLa vadhI zakI. tame A rIte prekTIsa karazo to buddhi, majAmAM supadhdhatI cokkasa AvI . manane TevuM paDaze. cAnathI manIpaLa, vicAra , ai8AganA vadhe che. tenAthI tamane saMsAramAM po lAbha thAya che. tenI sad upayoga ka2vI ke durupayoga zaravI te gii vAta che. atyAre tamArA manamAM supadhdhitA nathI gharakI thAna nathI. mATe

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*caMtana, bhAvanA vagaranA jIvI saMsAramAM paNa astavyasta jIvanAro hoya che. zarIrane pA kailyu na hoya to prasaMge te yaugya rIte upayogamAM nathI AvI rADana . 4 kalATha saLaMga bresIne kAma karI DatA nathI. tenI jema AyA paNa mana TheLavavAnuM che. devAyaikSu mana sAdhana tarIke khUba ja upayaugI che. sAyansa pAse bha ane azrubha dhyAnanI vyAkhyA nathI pA teo dhyAnane tau mAne che mATe sauthI moTI kaMpanIomAM dhyAnanI prekTIma apAya che. dArA tenAthI sTAphanI saiphIsIyansI vadhI jAya che. hIrenamAM Avu ghaNu cAle che. bhautika TI upayogI che. mATe kare che. panna athuna dhyAna mATe dura upayoga che. paraMtu mahatva che, lAbha che mATe kare che. have ciMtanamAM vyakti ciMtana Thare eTale e viSayamAM khAlI tanmaya thavu tema nathI paNa maityAdi zubha vicArothI aMtara vAsIta thavuM eIe. teno artha thayo ke tame saMsAramAM paNa kyAre zubha cetana TharI DI ke jyAre tamane viSaya, upAyamAM Asana hoya, bAThapa hoya, sesAramAM sauya toja tame saMsAranuM ciMtana karI vADI no jema pAvAnuM cetana kyAre karI ne khAvAmAM sAna hoya, TesTanI vRtti hoya tIja maiM vAnagIonuM citrana thaI zake che. mATe bheMsAramAM paNa ciMtana karavA AkarSa, 2sa, Asana, IcchA, anuTa joIe che tenI jema thA paNa AkarSaNa, IcchA, 22 rucI joIe. AtmAnuM ciMtana karavA AtmAAM sa zaiIe. zubha citana karavA mATe bheMsArITha bhAvothI para thavuM joie. eTalo TAIma sAra vicAromAM ramavuM teTalu jana eIe paNa dheTalI TAIma saMsAranA viSayothI para thavuM eIe. tame 11 lA8 paramAtmAnuM ciMtana

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BravA beThA te vakhate jeTalA juva pratye geravartAva karyA hautha nainA. tye mAnI bhAva joIe. nahitara ciMtana na kahaivAya. zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke Avu zubha ciMtana karI to tenAthI asaMkhya Dema khape che. te eka abhuta dharma che. 27bha ciMtana karmanI nirjarA - puNyabaMdhanuM, sAdhana che. haribhadrarie "thagaui6 " mAM lakhyuM che yAda yukta bhAvothI citana te adhyAtma udIe Ime. dahI ke atyAre mAtmAnuM ke tapatharmanuM ciMtana 4hyuM che temAM ke mAnI zuM jarUra che paraMtu zubhanuM ciMtana DaravuM hoya to zubhabhAvI ja ' "IzI jema saMsAramAM paNa tamAre saMsArane anupa bhAva joIe che. mATe zubha ciMtana sAM prakRtimAM azubhabhAvIne zArIne hAbha bhAvone goThavavAnI che. jema pIcara "nA dIva tyAre zRMgArarasathI AkRSita Thema thAva cho? pIcara jenI pahelAM paNa tame zAmamiTha cho. baiTale ja emAM tame tallIna thaI hAththI. tyAre eka virAgI AtmAne zAvA progrAma dekhAI hai. iMTa pe mathe chupI 3 bekan3 DamAM tene rasa nathI , mApa nathI vAsanA, vikrara nathI tema dharmanuM ciMtana pachI kyAre thAya te mAthAne anurUpa bhAvI prakRtimAM vaNAya tyAre zubha ciMtana bhAve. ghaNA 48 che bhale ame saMsAramAM je karatAM hIIe te pharIe pachI jyAre dharmamAM prAvIpe tyAre temAM ja ai3131ra thaI jaIcche chIe . pAka. zrI arzaSya che. prArakA jene azubha para 2ga che ne zubhamAM zrAvI hAlI nathI. mATe ja pahelA manamAM udayane zubha bhAvathI, maithAda bhAvIthI vAsita svAnuM che tethI ThaIpaNa kriyA phasAM parela " IriyAvAyuM " karavAnA che. tamAM jagatanA jIva mAtA pratye zamA, maitrI mAve , pramoda tAva Ave

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, It jenAthI hRdayane vAsIta banAvAnuM che, mATe bhakti karatAM izyAvayaM sUrNa . caityavaMdana bolI tyAre stavanA thAya che aisarve ( hAra stavanA TharavA mATe pa IriyAvayaM bhraSNu kAraka zuM ? udayane A rIte vAsIna bAda karI nI AgaLanI bhakti, stavanA sAcI nadi thaI zake tema tamAre poSavamAM paB kailIvAra chIyAvariMya kathA che. - IriyAvAyanA padanA bhAvo vicAra nI khabara paDe ke mAtmAthI jagatanI java mAjhAne nAnI moTI thI AzAnanI apAI che. mATe A badhI AzAtanAnI mApanI $2vAnI che - tameM koIne du:kha ApI ne tamane hatI maLe te dI ghanavAnuM nathI. bhartI tame zAtI na ApI za$I azAtAne pANI na laI zI paNa tenI kharA hRdayathI mApanI 54 zI ghI uthI tamAruM hRdaya 8maLa thAya. hAusajhanamAM paNa mada uparI nIrthakara bhagavaMtanI guphAnI stavanA TharavAnI che. chatAM paNa temAM tamane kaMTALo Ave che to samajyAnuM & sArI pratye tamane virodha che. . . . sabhA - jJAna nathI mATe kaMTALo Ave I. sAbamu - ame tamane $oI jJAna meLavavAnI nA pADI nathI paNa rasa nathI mATe je pradethI bhaNavAnI macI che. saMsAramAM ATaluM meLavyuM. paNa diyA meLavavAnuM mana nathI kAraNa ke ela I, enI upayogItA maratva, 2sa paNa nathI. . . - pa kayo karavA manane guDIthI bhAgavata puravuM joie. amu6 prakAranI gugothI bhAvina na thAya to te ja ra ciMtana, bhAvanA karI 2nI nathI. " zaruAtamAM manane navuM navuM maLe to ja te TakavAnuM che ane pachI ja bhAvanAmAM te sthira thAya che. mATe pahelo navuM navuM samaje, bhAre

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24 * ane mATe ja svAdhyAya Adi karavAno che pachI ja temAM AgaLa vadhIne bhAvanA karavAnI che. ekano eka logassa bhara vAra bolato kaMTALo na Ave tyAre tame AgaLa vadhavA mATe yogya che. jema saMsAra premI hajAravAra maLe to paga vithaga Irache kharI? jhArakA - tyAM paNa che. prabhu mahAvIre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre koI badhA zAstrAnuM temane jJAna maLavI lIdhuM nathI. 11 aMganuM temane jJAna hatuM, jyAre apabhadevane 14 arvanuM jJAna hatu. chatAM mahAvIra prabhu dIkSA lIdhA pachI plAsTanuM aika " pAnu yA nathI. paNa tenuM ciMtana,bhAvanI , manugrA, sthAna karyuM che. cAra sTejamAM taimI pharatA phrA. ciMtanathI taimI nIce nA utare. bhaNI lIdhelAnuM zapITIzana ja pharanI. prabhu tIrthaMkara havA chatAM samatAnI bhUmikAne pAmelA hIvA chatAM paNa zaikanI eka vAtane rIpITa karatA hatA ke deethI mAtmA bhinna che chatAM dezanI asara mAtmA para thAya che nahi tenuM ciMtana taikI 9. bhavAna anArya dezamAM 5rma apAvavA gayA che. emane karma khapAvavAnI utAvaLa na hoya chatAM paNa anArya dezamAM Thema gayA?, samatAnI cakAsaNI karavA gayA che. bIjanI dee parAyI che tema mArI deha paNa svataMtra che. jIbhane khIlI vAge to tainI vaidanA enA . thAya ema mArA daitnI pachI mane asara che ke nadina mATe jyAM pariSada Ave tyAM jaIne tethI ubhA rahetA. tema pItAnI samatAne temane sAravAra tA . khapI gayA to temane harSa na thAya ane je zarma na khape to , temane zIka na thAya . jhArakA tema samatAnI bhUmikAmAM che. - atyAre Apa A sTeja nathI. A pachI bolIe che yAnmA Eaa che paNa dezanI asarathI ApaNe nirlepa nathI thavAnI. emanA

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maiM ApA sTejamAM ghaNo taphAvata che. bhAvanAne dharmanA prANa kahyA che. mATe jene punarAvartana na vai tene mATe dharma nathI. tuM dara varSe Aja kalpo, vArasArRga sAMbhaLavAnuM ? have Avu nahi thAya nai 1 paraMtu paraMparAgata vyAkhyAnamAM rasa uDI gayI che mATe ja tame badhA vyAkhyAnamALAmAM jyAM thaI gyA. paraMtu bhUtaDAmAM zrAvaDa haTha kSonA sAMbakhatAM. e jo ke A zabdanA zravaNathI mazAlAbha hai, 14 pUrvadharIe racela rAmamaya zabdo che. mATe eTalI zradyAthI sobaLe 8 aMdarathI thvi bhAvIta thAya. upasarga sAbhaLatAM aMdaranAM dilanA nAra lI bhaya dara varSa A kalpa' sAMbhaLatAM pariNAma vadhavA joIe paNa ghaTavA nAsai'1 je dharmamAM rIpITIzanamAM mAnathI taina dharmano svAda cAkhya natho. bhagavAna mahAvIra ja madinA DAusagga dhyAnamAM rahyatyAre je jANo lAdhelu phlu tenAthI ja vAraMvAra prAtmAne bhAvIta karatI. mATe pahelA tamane jeTaluM dharmanuM jJAna che tene sinanA sTeja para lAvI racI bhAvanAnA sTeja para ane A sTeja pAra karazI pachI ja dhyAna Avaze. mAH dhyAna karatAM dhyAna bIje vuM 22e 1 sAreva - dhyAna karatAM dhyAna bIje jAya te ImapIsIbala che. ThAra ciMtana, manana, bhAvanA pachI dhyAna aAve che. hA, AkasmI oI evu nimitta raka ane dhyAna bIjai cAlyu ya te jI vastu hai paNa emanema na jai ya te zAna nathI. paNa khAlI sArA vicAro che. teto ghna nI jamA che. hAI levalane lo levala tame mAnI lIdhu hai. jema darane AtmAne judI mAno eTale zuM samaThIna AvI jAya ? haida AtmAne ja judI mAne te tau AstITha che mATe badhA AsITha

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paddha "zuM samaDInI che. paka sthAnane samajAvavA mATe TeTAMna ApavuM hIyanI - mA mana-vacana - kAyAnI zakti kuthathIge maLelI . 4 lAkha jIvIyanamAM na maLe tevI A vAta che. have temAMthI ApaNe amaTha 261 ja vAparIe chIe. sanana sakriyatAthI prApaNI. jhAma dastA nathI. jema tame emanema beThA beThA gappA mAvo cAre tamArI mAnasIka zadina TheTalI UThelI hoya ane tenA badaleM tamArA * gharamAM koI zovaDI mAve tyAre tene ukelavAmAM keTalI sajanI, zakita vAparazo . tema 6thamAM paNa satejatA pradI hoya che mATe badhe samAna anaitI nathI. taima zArIrIka kriyAmAM paNa tame pathArImAM paDyA cho tyAre zArI27 cIna amAre cAhyuM che eTale hArTa DIDanI cAlu che. mATe te vakhate tame zarIrathI sAva nizcitha nathI. tema suvAmAM TaTTAra thaI ane tyAre keTalI sakriyatA pedA thAo tyAre te pachI ubhA thAstrI tyAre 1 pathI cAlavA lAgI tyAre , ane AgaLa vadhIne jhaDapathI cAlo tyAre 1 ane pachI daDo tyAre 1 mane muThThIvALIne dITho tyAre mATe jema purUSArtha vadhe tema zarIranI sakriyatA vadhe che tema dhyAnamAM mana-vacana -yAnA yoganI sAThayatA che. atyAre to jIvana mAM ApaNe sAva mATalA pharatA hoie chIe. mATe mana-vacana - zayAnI zakti thakI ja mADIthala paDelI hoya che jyAre dhyAnamAM rAhata AIDIthala paDelI na hoya sabhA:- sthAnamAM mana-vacana - kAyayIga DaI thI 1. sAre baja:- sthAnamAM sAthI yoga sateja che. tame sUDama vacanagane samarma. dAusamAM logassa gaNatAM gova tyAre haTha paNa uDAvAya nA chatra halAvAya nahi, mATe te vakhate vyakta vAparIno uccAra hoya. pAka

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pas 'baMdaramAM kyAre gaNo cho tyAre lIgassanA zabdo maravanI pe paidA thAya che. te tame pote sAMbhaLI paDI che mATe teno artha che The vANIno prayoga cAlu che. mAdhyamamAM vANIno pravAha cAlu che sumi nAda pai. ane tene Apa pAravanI karIe chIe. Ama badhA thaganI asarane banAvI che. - zrAvya vinI karatAM praznArtha ghanInI bha ganI tAMta hoya che. atyAre tamAre ethI avAja TharIne bhIMtamAM tIrADa pADavI hoya to tame nA karI haThI. paNa zAstrAmAM che ke mAvIra prabhune dAnamAMthI kholo thAya to tevaLa upasarga DUto temAM pArAvAra vedanA thaI che. tenA jevI vedanA udyAreya upasamAM nathI thaI. dgamAM khIra che tyAre paNa nA. pachI prA vaidanI vakhate paNa sthAnamAM che. chatAM asahya vedanA thatAM temane cIsa nIkaLI gaI ane jenAthI pavananI lIlA vArI gaI, amuka khaLabhaLI gayA. thula vinImAM paNa ATalI tAkAta che to suSma vinImAM to dhArI tAkRta che. - vAsudaivI zaMkhanAda kare tyAre sAm sainya bebhAna thaIne paDI jAya. pachI ApaNI pAse mArI zakti nathI. kAraNa atyAre mApaNI pAse te saMghaya nathI. atyAre vijJAna pAko sUkSma dhvanInI tAjhAna dhanavanAM 3 kena hoya tevA praznArano asAthu. ravanI meM mAjubAju phelAve to kAbu majhAna tUTIne $1TamALamAM paisthAI jaya. - tamArA jApanuM 3La kema nathI maLatuM. atyAre mAro japa nA rUpe che abhyAre thakA ja hoTha phaphaDAvIne ja japa nAM hoya che. mATe ja phaLa maLatuM nathI. hyunInA vaikharI. madhyamAM Adi bheda zarUmAM paDelA che. sabhA:- prANAyAma thI basa

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258 'sAraibajI:- badhA sAdhika mATe prANAyAma jarurI nathI. atyAre ghaNA jaDalATha palAMThI vALIne barAbara besI raDatAM hoya che, jyAre ghaNAne vA, sAMdhAnI nakalI hovAnA DAraNai davA laIne raMga kADhavI paDe che to zuM badhAne davA levI paDe mATe bAne prANAyAma jarurI nathI. paNa jainuM mana sthira nA kareluM hoya tenA mATe che. haThIvanamAM dhyAnamAM vuM hoya tene zubha AlaMbana laI ciMtana cAlu karavAnuM che. tenA mATe je sthAna sAru lAge te pasaMda DI levAnuM che te sthAne OsIne tamane hAve tevI zubha viSaya, jemAM mAiita tamane vadhAre hoya te pasaMda karavAnI. temAM tame AMkho mIcIne karo. 8 AMkho khullI rAkhIne karo paNa viSaya Tyuba levAno. jemAM namane bhAvInI bhavrutti thAya. Aja dhyAnamAM javAnI rAjamArga che. aiThala manano upayoga te dhyAna nathI. paNa mana-vacana - kAyAno samanAthI upayIMga tenuM nAma dhyAna che. atyAre ApaNai Ina ekaTIva ghaNA ja chIe. Ama zakti ghaNI ja che paNa upayoga rupe pravartamAna ochI IM sAmAnya rIte modI mANasa zuM kare hai uThAnuM nathI, calAna nathI, Teko Apazo to ja uThI rAThIza, cAlavA po lADaDI joize. mATe koI ToDavAnuM to tenA ja pADI bese, eka vakhata eka sAoNDIyATrIsTa DokaTare prayoga karelo. pezanTI 32 3 DokTara amArAthI calAtu nathI, unA nathI thavAnuM . tyAre DokTara kare OM kasarata karze DaoNkTarane vicAra ArthIke A loDo manathI bhAMgI paDyA che ke vAstavamAM ja dIpala che. te jANavA temane prayoga tarIke kahyu ke mAnamAM Aga lagI che mATe choDo. have A vakhate pathArImAMthI ubhA nAda thanArA bhAgavA mAMDyo. kaMpAunDanI bAra pahoMcI gayA. DokTare temane thru hai tamane divaDo lAvyu? mATe haDIDatamAM edara ghaNI ja tADAta che.

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tenI jema mApa bhavanamAM 19oy. Ditane aplAya nathI karatA jyAre dayAnamAM to badhI zani zAme lagADavAnI che. dayAnamAM pA2 zrama tIvra che, rIleksIna nathI, pabrerI mAMDabIrane thAku keTalo lAge khabara che 1 revayaMbhu samUDha koI mAkAma hAthathI tare tene jeTalo thAka lAge tenA karatAM adhika thai lapaka zreNI mAMDanAra zubha sthAnanA be pAyA pAra karanArane lAge che. te vakhate vIryano dhodha vadhe che. mATe AvA ucA dhyAnamAM jyA mATe papaiyu sethayA baLa joIe. tIvra bhAvI $2vA mATe paNa zarIrabaLa joIe. atyAre sAmI na28 nathI javAnuM pharI ene anurupa evI bIbha bhAva 3ravAnI zakti nathI. eka jhADA ane bhIne sAthe rahetA hatA. temane eka vakhana sakhata jhaghaDo thayo. mArAmArI para AvI gayA. temAM kAkIne eTalI AvI Avyo ke temAM temanuM hArTala thaI gayuM. A rIte maryA ho tI. temanuM paralokamAM zuM thayuM haze. AvA deza chuM e tIvra dharmaza82 . doya to bacAva thaI bhaya paNe ja vamI nA hoya to tene to sakzana nA ja maLe zubhane prathabha bhAvI paNa sahana DaravAnI zarIramAM zAhi dRvI joIe. . mATe dhyAnamAM zarIrabaLa paNa vaparAya che. . mahAranA thaganI sakriyatAnI jarura che. ane mAne ApA ighastha sthAnanI avasthA hIe chIe. atyAre dhyAna nathI mAtrA gharmadhyAna che temAM pANI lo bheTU che. pachI senTara lAIna narIke zrIno vicaya apAtha vipA? " saMsthAna ) A cAra khaMDAranA sthAna

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30 ' 3paNI nai mahattvanA che. mANA vicaya aise nIrthakaranI masA zuM che tenuM kaMDAkAthI dhyAna uryuM. e Tu jhuMDa AjJA zuM che te mA2 hovI joIe. mA bahu ja vistRta viSaya che. pAlI mAnA para ja mahinA sudhI paNa sthAna 3thI 18Atha. - sabhA - "gItAI gaMgA mAMthI mAnA para pustako prAvI? sAba- hA cokkasa Avo, sthAnamArga sAMgopAMga AvI. apunarbadha avasthAthI mAMDIne veSIkaraNanI avasthA sudhI prabhunI 4 mAsa che tenuM nAma to vicaya. bhagavAnanI aHI saMyoga bheTe , vyaDina bheTa , bhUmi bhak badalAya che. mATe AjJAmAM ghA vAgna, vaivastha che. jinaAzA samI ramata vAta nathI. dA.ta. anya dharmamAM rela mumuka AtmI, phIya tene mahAdevanI praba 2vI evI mAnnA che jyAre tamAre mATe zrAvI AjJA nathI. tame mumukSu hova to paNa , paraMtu tamArA mATe judI AjJA ApI. mATe jina AzA samajyA vivejhanI, bIbu nI jajI 2 che. dizA kyAM karavI ahiMsA zAM iravI ga heka ththo karavA 2D &Sa zo chacon sadAcAra kyAM paLavI Ama badho khyAla joIe. bhagavAna 12 ) varSamAM eka alara bhathA nathI . to temane zuM karyuM? taio pA2NAnA tvase 21 lA sthAna usa, Ama to 24 kalAka dhyAnaDaranA. je mAmo utare tene bIje kyAMya pathI mane na Ave dhyA cIra vyAna vizvavyApI che.

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sthAnanuM 3La samAdhi che. dhyAnanI parAkrANa mAve tyAre samAdhi Ave, tamArI mAnyAmAMthI viSaya - 6pAyano sULamAMthI vicheTa thathI - jenAthI AtmAne sAthe maLI. mIThAsargamAM Availa avI samAdhimaraNane pAme che. jyAre zubhaththI nI momanI bahAra delA javA pAmI zake che. moDAmArganI bI2 2helAnI sadgati thAya te zubhavethAthI thAya che. te vya sadgala che molamargamAM 2$lAnuM je samAdhi marakI thaya ne sAcI sadgati che. sabhA:- samAdhi pAmelA bhu pArzvanAthanI java durAnamAM Thama gayo ? sAdRAja - pArzvanAtha bhuno ava bharIne hAthInA bhavamAM gayo 62) te vakhate maTe 2 kareluM 1 temAM jyAre mAM maNavA gayA tyAre patharI mAthAmAM mArIne temane mUArI nAkhyA. have te vakhate temane vicalatA AvI gaI ne samAdhi hArI gayA. . mATe mokSamArgamAM jIva hovA chatAM zrAdhyAnanA kAraNe durgati pAmI che. - jyAre kavya sadgatithI dhAnsa lyANa thatuM nathI. ' prakhatIvAra ApaNe devalokamAM jaI AvyA. pI AtmakalyANAnuM sAdhana bane tevuM nahotu. kAraNa te putra sagIta strI. * bhAva lagana este khullAma sAthenI sagAna. phi8 mazarAjane bhAvathI sagAne che kathathI durgati che. temane mATe mA durgatithI AtmAne nuonna thavAnuM nathI. 3515 ma cokhA be kha612nA hoya che. temAM svAda jevA zaya che temane raMao to 2vAya kharo ? je vAtedula che tema samyaga 2STa chevA hoya che te datimAM karyuM tyAre tenA zarIra, mana ne duniyAnA du:kha

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asara karI zake paNa tenA AtmAne koI asara nA karI zake, C6Hkha na ApI za3) ane tene bhAvathI sadgati kahevAya che.

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