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________________ zrI darzanazuddhi- prakaraNa AdinA pravacano : pravacanakAra : 'pa. pU. A. bha. zrI candragupta sU. ma.
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________________ pa.pU.A.zrI. candraprabhasUriviracita zrI darzanazuddhi-prakaraNa AdinA pravacanazo : pravacanakAra : pa. pU. A. bha. zrI. vi. candragupta sU. ma. : prakAzana : zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa : Arthika sahakAra : zrI mohanalAla hindumalajI rAThoDa muMbaI - 400 004
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________________ zrI darzanazuddhi-prakaraNa AdinA pravacanAMzo AvRtti : dvitIya nakala : 1000 zA. mukuMdabhAI ramaNalAla 5, navaratna phleTsa navAvikAsagRha mArga pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 prAptisthAna : jatInabhAI hemacaMda zAha 'komala' chAparIyA zerI mahIdharapurA surata-3 pramodabhAI choTAlAla zAha 102, vorA AziSa paM. solIsITara roDa, malADa (IsTa), muMbaI-97 : phoTo kaMpojhiMga : priMTaoNla priMTas, pUnA-411001 vi.saM. 2062
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________________ zrI darzanazuddhi-prakaraNa anantopakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAraparamarSio atyAra sudhI anantA thaI gayA. e dareke ApaNA hitanI ciMtA karIne ApaNA upakAra mATe zAsanano paramArtha ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADavAno puruSArtha karyo. eka AtmA upara anantA mahApuruSoe upakAra karyA hovA chatAM ApaNe e upakArane jhIlI nathI zakyA, enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ApaNe upakArane jhIlavAnI yogyatA atyAra sudhI pAmyA nathI, evI yogyatA pAmavA mATe koI prayatna lagabhaga karatA nathI ane bhaviSyamAM karIzuM evI khAtarI ApI zakAya evuM nathI. have A mahApuruSono yoga pAmI kAMIka yogyatA pragaTAvIe to sAruM. * ApaNe tyAM bhagavAna je kahI gayA tene sUtrathI gaNadharabhagavantoe gUMcyuM, ane pAchaLanA mahApuruSoe bhASya, niyukti, TIkA, cUrNi vagerenI racanA karI. e badhAe bhagavAnanI vAta maMdabuddhivALAone saraLatAthI samajAya te mATeno prayatna karyo. e mahApuruSonA graMtho sAMbhaLavAnuM ne vAMcavAnuM game, to AjanI A jJAnapUjA ApaNane lAbhadAyI nIvaDe. Aje ApaNane jJAna pratye ghaNuM bahumAna che ne? jene jJAna pratye bahumAna na hoya tevAo paramAtmAnI game teTalI bhakti kare, stavanA kare topaNa te kAma nahi lAge. ApaNA bhagavAna mahAna che ne ? zA kAraNathI ? sa. vItarAga che mATe. kharekhara mAno cho ? bhagavAna vItarAga che ane ApaNe rAgI chIe. to ApaNo rAga ocho thAya, dveSa ocho thAya to sAruM evI bhAvanA che ne? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. e mATe ja AvIe chIe. e mATe AvatA ho to saMsAranA sukhanAM sAdhano gamatAM nathI ne ? Ave to mUMjhavaNa thAya ne? na maLe to nathI joItAM ne? jAya to kAMI takalIpha nahi ne ? upAzrayamAMthI joDAM khovAI jAya topaNa bUma na pADo ne ? tamane guru kevA game ? paisA bhegA karAvI Ape evA ke paisA choDAve tevA ? tamAre tyAM sArI Upaja thAya tenI nizrA puNyavaMtI gaNAya ne ? tamAruM nAma gAjatuM karAvI Ape evA guru game ke nAma vagara dAna ApavAno upadeza Ape evA game ? rAga dUra karavA mATe zuM karavuM-evo vicAra jyAM sudhI nahi Ave tyAM sudhI vItarAgaparamAtmAne vItarAga tarIke mAnI nahi zakAya. jemaNe potAnA rAga, dveSa, ajJAna Adi doSone dUra karI ApaNane e doSo dUra karavAno mArga batAvyo te ApaNA bhagavAna. jJAna pAmavA mATe ane rAgAdithI rahita banavA mATe ja tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI jarUra che ane e mATe ja gurubhagavantanI jarUra che. ApaNe e ja AzayathI bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe chIe ne ? * AcAryabhagavanta zrI jayasiMhasUri mahArAjAnA ziSya AcArya bhagavanta zrI caMdraprabhasUri mahArAjAe A zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNanI racanA karI che. prAya: paMdaraso varSa pUrvenA kALamAM AnI racanA thaI jaNAya che. mahApuruSo bhagavAnanI vAta ja jaNAvatA hovA chatAM graMthamAM potAnuM nAma lakhe che te potAnI mahattA vadhAravA mATe nahi, graMtharacanAmAM kyAMya paNa koI kSati rahI hoya to te mATe pote javAbadAra che, pUrvapuruSo nahi : e jaNAvavApUratuM nAma lakhe che, bAkI nAmanI koI jarUra nathI. graMthamAM jeTaluM sAruM che teTaluM bhagavAnanuM che, pUrvanA mahApuruSonuM che; je kAMI skUlanA-khAmI rahI gaI hoya te mArA kAraNe rahI che temAM pUrvapuruSono koI doSa nathI : e spaSTatA karavA mATe graMthanA racayitA tarIke potAnuM nAma jaNAve che. sAthe sAthe potAnI jAtane maMdabuddhivALA jaNAvIne potAnI kSatine, batAvyA vinA paNa jAte sudhAravAnI vinaMti prAjJa janone kare che temaja aMte je skUlanA rahI javA pAmI hoya (pUrNa sAvadhAnI chatAM anupayogAdinA kAraNe) tenuM micchAmi dukkarDa paNa ApatA hoya che. maMgalAcaraNa : A prakaraNanI zarUAta karatAM graMthakArazrI pharamAve che ke pattabhavaNNavatIraM duhadavanIraM sivaMbatarukIraM / kaMcanagorasarIraM namiUNa jiNesaraM vIraM // 1 // vucchaM tucchamaiNaM aNuggahatthaM samatthabhavvANaM / sammattassa sarUvaM saMkheveNaM nisAmeha // 2 // zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ (saMsArasamudranA pArane pAmelA, duHkharUpI dAvAnaLane zamAvavA nIrasamAna, mokSarUpI AmravRkSane viSe zakarAjasamA, suvarNa jevA gaurazarIravALA zrI vIrajinezvarane namaskAra karIne alpamativALA samasta bhavyonA anugraha mATe saMkSepathI samyatvanuM svarUpa kahIza, te tame sAMbhaLo.) * paramAtmAnuM paheluM vizeSaNa che : pattamavaMvatIraM-prApta karyo che bhavarUpI arNava(samudra)nA tIra eTale kinArAne jemaNe .... paramAtmA saMsArasamudrathI tAranAra che ema jANyA pachI ApaNane taravAnI bhAvanA jAgI che kharI? ApaNe A saMsAramAM DUbelA chIe ane bhagavAna A saMsArane pele pAra rahelA che evuM jANIne he bhagavan! mane A saMsArasamudrathI bahAra kADho' evuM haiyAmAMthI jAgyA vinA A darzanazuddhiprakaraNa kAma nahi lAge. samyagdarzana bhava taravAnI bhAvanAmAMthI pragaTe che, e sivAya samyagdarzananI prApti paNa thatI nathI to tenI zuddhinI zI vAta karavI? ApaNe bhagavAna pAse jaIne zI yAcanA - prArthanA karIe ? sukhI banavAnI ke sAdhu banavAnI ? nAnA chokarAne paNa bhagavAna pAse jaIne zuM bolavAnuM zIkhavo? bhagavAna mAruM bhaluM karaje" ema ? ke "bhagavAna mane bhalo karaje" ema ? ApaNuM sAruM thAya ane ApaNe sArA thaIe e bemAM pharaka paDe ne ? sa. zuM pharaka paDe ? ApaNo roga jAya to ApaNuM sAruM thayuM ema samajavuM ane ApaNAM rogAdinAM duHkha na javA chatAM e duHkha duHkharUpa na lAge to samajavuM ke ApaNe sArA thayA. sukhanI jarUra hoya ne maLI jAya-te ApaNuM sAruM thayuM ane sukhanI jarUra ja na paDe, jAya to ya tenI asara na hoya - te ApaNe sArA thayA. Aje ApaNe saMsAramAM rahIne sArA kAma karavAM che paNa saMsAramAMthI bhAgI jaIne sArA nathI thavuM ne ? bhagavAnanI stavanA karatI vakhate ApaNe bhavanI vacce rahyA chIe evuM yAda Ave to sAco bhAva AvyA vinA nahi rahe. sAcA haiyAthI je bhagavAna pAse bhavanistAra mAMgavAmAM Ave to bhagavAna kRpA karyA vinA na rahe. bhavano tyAga karavAnI IcchAsvarUpa jihAsA pragaTa thAya pachI jijJAsA jAge, pachI samyatva prApta thAya. "khavoa 3:hinA, thamI cheH cAtu?' AvI IcchAne jihAsA (hAtumicchA) kahevAya che. ApaNane jihAsA jAgI che? pUramAM taNAtA jIvone koI uparathI anAjanAM pekeTa Ape ane koI doraDuM Ape bahAra nIkaLavA mATe, to zuM kare ? pekeTa upADe ke doraDuM jhAle? bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAthI dhana vagere sukhanAM sAdhano paNa maLe ane mokSa paNa maLe, tamane zuM joIe zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ che? bhagavAna paramapada ApanArA che mATe game che ke paiso ApanArA che mATe ? tamane zrImaMtane joIne bhagavAnanI kRpA yAda Ave ke sAdhu joIne ? pAMce AMgaLAM ghImAM boLelAM che bhagavAnanI kRpAthI : evuM mAno ne ? sa. e bhagavAnanI kRpA nahi? nA, bhagavAnanI kRpA jhIlatAM AvaDI nahi mATe pAMce AMgaLAM ghImAM rahyAM. nahi to e sukhane choDIne nIkaLI paDyA hota! puNyathI maLeluM ochuM lAge athavA to puNyathI maLeluM choDavAjevuM na lAge tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI kRpA jhIlatAM AvaDI nathIema samajavuM. bhagavAnanI kRpA jhIlatAM AvaDe te to sukhanA DhagalA choDIne sAdhu thaI jAya. * paramAtmAnuM bIjuM vizeSaNa jaNAvyuM che - kudaravanIra : duHkharUpI dAvAnaLane zamAvavA mATe bhagavAna nIrasamAna che. game tevA duHkhInuM paNa duHkha visAre pADe - evA ApaNA bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanA zaraNe janArane du:kha yAda ja na Ave, tenuM duHkha bhulAI jAya. DokTaranA zaraNe jaIe eTale duHkha bhUlI jaIe ne ? DokTara je pIDAkara cikitsA kare te paNa AnaMdathI karAvIe ne ? tema ahIM paNa bhagavAnanA zaraNe javAthI du:khano bhaya dUra thAya, duHkha duHkharUpa na lAge, duHkha veThavAnuM sattva maLe, badhuM duHkha bhogavIne pUruM karavAnI vRttine laIne navuM du:kha UbhuM na thAya ane jUnuM pUruM thavAthI sarvadu:khothI rahita banAya. duHkha duHkharUpa lAge tyAM sudhI bhagavAna oLakhAyA nathIema samajI levuM. eka bAju duHkhane dAvAnaLa mAne ane bIjI bAju e dAvAnaLa vadhe evuM kare to mAnavuM paDe ne ke du:kha dAvAnaLarUpa lAgyuM nathI? * bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jevuM UMcuM tattva bIjuM eke nathI. AthI ja graMthakArazrIe sauthI pahelAM tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM che. Aje tamArI ane amArI moTI takalIpha e che ke A saMsAranA loko para, gharanA loko para, Aju-bAjunA loko para jeTalI zraddhA che teTalI zraddhA bhagavAna upara nathI. ApaNe bhakti bhagavAnanI karIe chIe paNa vacana to gharanA lokonuM ja mAnIe chIe ne ? sa. zraddhA kone kahevAya? marI jaIe topaNa vacana na utthApIe enuM nAma zraddhA. AvI zraddhA kayAM che? bhagavAna pratye ke ApaNI anukULatA sAcavanArA loko para ? patnInuM kahyuM mAno, chokarAnuM kahyuM mAno, zeThanuM kahyuM mAno. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to ghATInuM kahyuM mAno paNa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ bhagavAnanuM kahyuM na mAno ne? tamane kadAca mAThuM lAgaze paNa A svIkAryA vagara nistAra nahi thAya. viSa mAre, pANI DubADe, agni bALe e zraddhA jevI majabUta che tevI zraddhA bhagavAna tAre che' enI che kharI ? bhagavAna AThame varase dIkSA Ape evA hatA ema chatAM eMzI varasa sudhI ApaNe bhagavAna pAse sukha ja mAMgyA karyuM ne? Aje tamane jema bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnavAnuM gamatuM nathI tema amArAM sAdhusAdhvIne paNa AjJA nathI gamatI. temane paNa bhakti karavI game paNa svAdhyAya karavo na game. sa. bhakti caDhe ke svAdhyAya caDhe ? bhagavAnanI AjJA caDhe. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to taravAno bhAva vadhe : bhakti paNa nahi ane svAdhyAya paNa nahi. ApaNuM mana je sAruM haze to game te sAdhanathI sArAmAM sArI siddhi pAmI zakAze. bhagavAnanI bhakti karanArane paNa Aje bhagavAnanA vacananI zraddhA nathI ne? sa. bhakti ane zraddhAmAM pharaka paDe ? zraddhA vinA paNa bhakti thaI zake ane bhaktinA abhAvamAM paNa zraddhA hoI zake. ApaNe baMne pAmavA che. chatAM eka vAra bhakti na thaI zake to nabhAvAze paNa zraddhA vagaranA nathI rahevuM. Aje ApaNane puNya game che ane puNya choDAvanAranI bhakti karIe chIe! A bhakti zA mATe karAya che? Aje to bhagavAnanI paNa mAnatA mAne ne ? ApaNe to eka ja mAnyatA joIe ke bhagavAna saMsArathI tAre che. enA badale amuka Apatti TaLaze to jAtrA karAvIza" AvI mAnatA mAnavAnuM cAlu che ne ? sa. bIjAnI pAse mAMgIe tenA karatAM bhagavAna pAse mAMgIe e sAruM ne ? na mAMgavuM sAruM eTaluM ame kahIe. koInI paNa pAse nathI mAMgavuM. somalaviSa karatAM aphINa sAruM ema kahevAya ? ke viSa eke sAruM nahi, ema ja kahevAya ? chokarAne sigAreTanuM vyasana hoya to vocamena pAse maMgAve e sAruM ke bApa pAse mAMge e sAruM ? ke koInI pAse na maMgAve te sAruM ? * Aje ApaNe saMsArasamudramAM beThA chIe evuM lAge che? emAM beThA chIe eno bhaya lAge che ? lAge to keTalo lAge che ? thoDo paNa lAge che ? je che te barAbara che ne ? je che temAM ja majA che ne? zAstramAM jyAre jyAre puNyanI vAta AvI tyAre gamI gayeluM ane nirjarAnI vAta AvI tyAre tenI tarapha lakSya ja ApyuM nahi. AthI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ zAstra paNa tAranArAM banatAM nathI. zAlibhadrajIne puNya ochuM lAgyuM to puNya choDavAnI zarUAta karI. jyAre ApaNane puNya ochuM paDe che AthI bheguM karavAno prayatna cAlu che ne ? jene mokSa game tene puNya na game. ISTa sthAne pahoMcADanArI gADI bhaMgAra hoya toye cAle ne? tame gADInuM pATiyuM joIne beso ke sITa joIne beso? sArAmAM sArI sITavALI gADI paNa jo cAlatI na hoya to temAM beso kharA ? jene saMsArathI taravuM che tene saMsAramAM rAkhanAra tatva game kharuM? puNya hoya to upayoga karI levo che paNa na hoya to tenI bhIkha nathI mAMgavI. A saMsAramAM puNya pUruM maLI zake evuM che ja nahi. AthI ja zAstrakAroe puNyane choDI devAno upadeza Apyo. * Aje pUjA karIne ghare AvatA moDhA upara pUjA karyAnI prasannatA vartAya ke sAdhupaNuM na maLyAnuM du:kha vartAya ? sa. manaH prasannatAmati pUjyamAne jinezvare.... eno artha zuM samajyA? sukha maLe te prasannatAnuM kAraNa ke sAdhupaNuM maLe te prasannatAnuM kAraNa? bhagavAnanI sAcI pUjA kaI? saMpUrNapaNe AjJAnuM pAlana ne ? te sAdhupaNAmAM ja thAya ne? te AjJApAlanamAM khAmI Ave tyAre ja dravyapUjA karavAnuM bane ne ? khAmIvALI vastu prasannatAnuM kAraNa bane ke zuddha paripUrNa vastu? bhagavAnanI pUjAthI viSayakaSAyanI Asakti TaLe ethI mana prasannatAne anubhave che. sukha maLavAnA kAraNe je prasannatA vartAya te to lokano svabhAva che. sukha na maLe ne prasannatA vartAya te lokottara koTinA dharmano prabhAva che. * saMsAranA sukhamAM je majA che te khaMjavALavAmAM AvatA AnaMda jevI che. jene khaMjavALanI majA joItI hoya tene khaMjavALa dUra karavAno upAya batAvanArA game ke khaMjavALavA mATe sAdhana ApanArA game ? sukhanI IcchA nAza pAme evo upAya batAvanArA gurubhagavanta tamane game ke sukhanAM sAdhano meLavavAno upAya batAvanArA game ? Aje tamArI-amArI A ja dazA che. khaMjavALanI majA jatI na rahe te mATeno prayatna cAlu che. bhavathI tAranAra maLyA pachI bhavamAM majA karavAnAM sAdhano zodhyA karIe - enA jevI bIjI mUrkhAI kaI che ? ! sukhanAM sAdhano zodhavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI veDaphI nAMkhI. enI pAchaLa paDIne jJAna ApanArA gurubhagavantanI paNa upekSA karI. have to jiMdagI pUrI thavA AvI. Ama ne Ama samajyA vinA ajJAna laIne jaIzuM to kyAM javAnA ? duniyAnI ciMtA choDI ApaNI jAtanI vAta karI levI che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM trIjuM vizeSaNa batAvyuM che : sivaMtratIra-mokSarUpI AmravRkSa upara krIDA karanAra zuka eTale ke popaTasamAna paramAtmA che. anyadarzanakAroe mokSanI vAta karI che, paraMtu mokSanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAvavAnuM kAma zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe ja karyuM che. bIjA darzanakAroe mokSanI vAto ja karI che, mokSane pAmavAnuM kAma teo karI nathI zakyA, karAvI nathI zakyA. mokSarUpI AmravRkSa para krIDA karavAnuM kAma to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ja karI-karAvI zake che e samajAvavAnuM kAma A vizeSaNathI karyuM che. * anyadarzanakAroe je vAta karI che tenAthI ApaNuM pAramArthika hita sadhAya evuM nathI, AthI ja te mArgarUpa nathI. je hitane lAvI Ape tenuM nAma mArga. jenAthI ApaNuM ahita thAya tene kumArga kahevAya. bhagavAnanA zAsana vinA mokSa maLI zake ja nahi : e vAta sAcI ? anyadarzanane khoTA tarIke samajyA vinA jainadarzanane sAcuM kahevAnI zraddhA nahi Ave. sa. e mATe padarzanano abhyAsa karavo jarUrI che? koI paNa vastunuM vAstavika jJAna Itarabhinnatvena thAya che. duniyAnI bIjI badhI vastu karatAM judI tarIke jaNAya to ja vastunuM jJAna vAstavika koTinuM thayuM gaNAya. bIjA devone kudeva tarIke jANyA vinA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne sudeva tarIke nahi mAnI zakAya. tameva savaM nisaM = nihiM pavepharyA - A ja sAcI zraddhA kahevAya ne ? va thI vyavaccheda kono karavAno - enuM jJAna joIe ne ? ApaNA devane sudeva mAnavA pahelAM kudevo e deva nathI ema mAnavuM che. ApaNA gurune suguru mAnavA pahelAM kuguru e guru nathI ema mAnatA thavuM che ane ApaNA dharmane sudharma mAnavA pahelAM anya dharmo dharma nathI ema mAnatA thavuM che. sa. e badhuM bhaNavA kyAM besIe ? jyAM sudhI sAcA-khoTAnuM jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI mauna rahevuM che - eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ? jene sAcAno khapa hoya te, jANe nahi tyAM sudhI mauna rahe ane jANavA mATe puruSArtha zarU kare. jene hIrAne pArakhatAM na AvaDe te hIrA tapAsavA na bese ane hIrAne pArakhavAnI kaLA zIkhavA bese ne? khoTAne khoTuM mAnyA vinA sAcAne sAcA tarIke svIkArI nahi zakAya. anyadarzanakAro mokSanI vAto karatA hovA chatAM mokSanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAvI nathI zakatA. bhagavAnanI vAta sAcI hovA chatAM bhagavAnanI vAtathI judI vAta kare to te sAcI na ja hoya ne? sAmAnI vAta sAcI hoya to te svIkArI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ levAnI ke tenA karatAM navI vAta karavAnI ? anya darzanakAroe tattvajJAnane mokSanuM kAraNa mAnyuM che, jyAre ApaNe tyAM kevaLajJAnane mokSanuM kAraNa mAnyuM che. zrI paMcavastumAM mokSanAM paMdara aMgo batAvyAM che temAM kevaLajJAnane aMga tarIke gaNyuM che. jyAre gautamabuddha to sarvazapaNAno upahAsa karyo che e ja temanI asarvajJatAne sUcave che. nigodanA eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIvo che AvuM mahAvIraparamAtmAnuM vacana sAMbhaLIne gautamabuddhe kahyuM hatuM ke 'hiM krITasadyAparijJAnene? mokSe javA mATe jIvonI saMkhyA gaNavAnuM zuM kAma che?' anyadarzanakAro je mokSanuM svarUpa batAve che evo mokSa puruSArthano viSaya banI zake evuM nathI. keTalAka loko mokSane atAtvika mAne che, pAramArthika nahi. to evo atAtvika mokSa puruSArthano viSaya kaI rIte bane ? keTalAka loko mokSamAM gayA pachI IzvaranI IcchAthI pAchuM saMsAramAM AvavAnuM bane che-evuM mAne che. jyAMthI pAchA AvavAnuM hoya tyAM javA mATe puruSArtha koNa kare? keTalAka loko zUnyAvakAza svarUpa mokSane mAne che, evo caitanyano abhAva paNa puruSArthano viSaya kaI rIte banI zake ? jemAM jaDano saMyoga na hoya, kSayopazamabhAvano yoga na hoya ane kSAyikabhAvanA sukhano anubhava hoya tenuM nAma mokSa. AnA parathI samajAya che ne ke anyadarzanakArono ane ApaNo mokSa judo che ? sa. paMdaraso tApasano mokSa paNa judo? jyAM sudhI teo tApasa hatA tyAM sudhI temano mokSa judo hato. jyAre gautamasvAmI mahArAjane guru mAnyA tyArathI potAnI mAnyatA choDI dIdhI. ApaNe samAdhAna karIe to ApaNI vAta UbhI rahe e rIte karIe ne? ke ApaNI vAta choDavI paDe topaNa sAmAnI sAthe samAdhAna karavA taiyAra thaIe ? * ahIM bhagavAnane popaTanI upamA ApI che te mAtra svAbhAvika AnaMdanA anubhavanA aMzamAM ApI che. kAgaDAne AmravRkSa para paNa AnaMda nathI Avato, jyAre popaTa svabhAvathI ja AmravRkSa para AnaMdakallola kare che. tema bhagavAna paNa mokSamAM svabhAvathI AnaMda karanArA che. bhagavAna mokSanuM zuddhasvarUpa batAve che mATe ja ApaNe temanI upAsanA karIe chIe. bhavasamudranA pArane pAmIne bhagavAna kayA sthAne gayA te jaNAvavA A vizeSaNa che. tema ja duHkhanA dAvAnaLane zamAvIne bhagavAna ahIM saMsAramAM ja nathI rahyA, paraMtu ahIMthI aLaguM AnaMdamaya je sthAna che tyAM gayA che e jaNAvavA mATe A vizeSaNa che. keTalAka loko (naiyAyika, bauddha) sarva duHkhonA abhAvasvarUpa mokSane mAne che teno vyavaccheda karavA mATe AnaMda svarUpa mokSane jaNAvanAra A vizeSaNa che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 10
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________________ sa. duHkhAbhAva ane AnaMdano anubhava baMnne paryAyavAcI ja kahevAya ne ? duHkhAbhAva ane AnaMdano anubhava banne judI vastu che. jaDa padArthamAM duHkhano abhAva che paNa tyAM AnaMdano anubhava nathI ne ? AgaLa vadhIne bebhAna thayelAne duHkha nathI sAthe AnaMdano paNa anubhava nathI. * zarIra ane AtmAnA bhinnatvanuM jJAna jyAre thAya tyAre sAcI udAsInatAnuM sukha anubhavI zakAya. tamArA paisA AvI gayA pachI bIje ja divase pArTI UThI jAya to AMkhamAM AMsu na Ave ne? jyAM bhinnatvanuM jJAna che tyAM duHkha anubhavAtuM nathI. zrI nami rAjarSie paNa zuM kahyuM hatuM ? je baLe che e mAruM nathI ane mAruM che e baLatuM nathI. tamane ATalI zraddhA che? tamArI ugharANI koI ApatuM na hoya tyAre evo vicAra Ave ne ke - je gayA che e mArA nathI, enA bhAganA hatA mATe ja laI gayo, je mAruM hoya tene koI laI jaI na zake. bIjAnI bega khovAya topaNa rUMvATuM na pharake ane tamArI chatrI ke joDA UpaDI jAya toya bUmAbUma karI ne ? laI jAya enuM duHkha nathI, "mAruM jAya che' enuM ja duHkha che ne ? jJAnIne mamatva nathI hotuM. AthI ja jJAnI bhagavanto sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM udAsIna hovAthI sadAye prasanna hoya che. jJAnI jJAnamAM AnaMda pAmavAnA svabhAvavALA hoya che, viSayamAM nahi. jyAre ApaNe viSayanA AnaMdamAM khovAI gayA hovAthI jJAnano AnaMda mANI zakatA nathI. sa. jJAnano AnaMda eTale? viSayano saMparka na hoya, bhogavaTo na hoya topaNa viSayanA vAstavika svarUpanuM jJAna thavAthI je AnaMda anubhavAya che te jJAnano AnaMda che. aprazastamArgamAM - vyavahAramAM tamane Ano anubhava che. tamArI pAse je paiso che eno bhogavaTo na hovA chatAM je AnaMda che te kayo che? "paisA che' AvA jJAnano ja AnaMda che ne? * jene ekAsaNuM hoya tene bhAvatI vastu joIne AnaMda thAya ne e abhakSya jANIne duHkha thAya. jyAre AyaMbilavALAne to baMnne avasthAmAM samabhAva hoya ne ? tevI ja rIte viSayano vairAgya pAmavA mATe viSayanA bhogavaTAthI dUra rahetAM zIkhavuM che. * anyadarzanakAro karatAM ApaNo mokSa caDhiyAto che evuM paNa na kahevAya. kAraNa ke be vastu hoya to eka caDhiyAtI kahevAya. asalamAM mokSanuM to vAstavika eka ja svarUpa che. bhagavAnanI A "sivaMtratIra" vizeSaNathI stavanA karanAra duniyAmAM badhe sAruM hoI zake - evuM na bole ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. bIje je sAruM che te ahIMnuM ja che - ema kahevAya ne ? corIno mAla sAro kahevAya ? bIje je sAruM dekhAya che te ahIMthI coreluM che - ema kahevAya. bhagavAnanI vAta evAne evA svarUpe rajU kare to tene bhagavAnanI vAta kahevAya paNa vikRtarUpe rajU kare to tene vikRta ja kahevI paDe ne ? bhagavAne AtmAne nitya kahyo che eTaluM kahe to barAbara paNa sAthe ekAntatva bheLave to bhagavAnanI vAta vikRtarUpe rajU karI kahevAya ne ? AthI 'bhagavAne kahyuM te ja sAcuM che ane te jainazAsanamAM ja che' - A sAcI zraddhA che. * dareka mahApuruSo graMthanA prAraMbhamAM nirvidana parisamApti mATe ane ziSyanA anugraha mATe maMgala karatA hoya che. ApaNe paNa maMgala to karIe chIe, paNa ApaNAM maMgala saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che ane mahApuruSonAM maMgala A saMsArathI pAra utAranAra che. je saMsAramAM rakhaDAve te dravyamaMgala che ane je saMsArathI pAra utAre tene bhAvamaMgala kahevAya. maMgala eTale ISTaprAptinI pratyenAM vidanono nAza karanAra. * traNa prakAranAM vizeSaNathI bhagavAnanI traNa avasthA jaNAvI che. 'prAptamavAvatIra" A vizeSaNathI bhagavAnano dIkSAno chadmasthaparyAya jaNAvyo. bhavasamudrane taravA nIkaLyA tyArathI tarelAjevA bhagavAna hatA. 'tuvevanIra' thI kevaLIparyAya batAvyo ane "sivavatI" thI siddhAvasthA jaNAvI. cAturmAsika parva prasaMge : Aje cAturmAsika parva che AthI tenI paNa thoDI vAta karI levI che. ApaNe bhagavAnane mAnIe chIe te bhagavAna bhagavAna hatA mATe ke bhagavAna ApaNane bhagavAna banAve che mATe mAnIe chIe? bhagavAna guNasaMpanna che mATe bhagavAnane pUjavAnA che- evuM nathI, bhagavAna guNasaMpanna banAve che mATe pUjavAnA che. tethI ja ApaNe bhagavAnane tinnAI' kahyA pachI tArayALa' tarIke stavIe chIe. A bhagavAne A saMsArane taravA je sAdhupaNuM batAvyuM che te sAdhupaNAnA AcAramAMthI A cAturmAsa parva AvyuM che. bhagavAnanI AjJA samajAyA vagara A cAturmAsaparvanuM mahattva samajI zakAya evuM nathI. kSetra sAcavavA mATe cAturmAsa nathI karavAnuM, bhagavAnanI AjJA sAcavavA mATe cAturmAsa karavAnuM che. zeSakALamAM je sAdhubhagavantane, mamatva na baMdhAI jAya e AzayathI eka sthAnamAM eka mAsathI adhika samaya rahevAnI anujJA nathI te ja sAdhubhagavantane cAturmAsamAM cAra mahinA mATe ke cha mahinA mATe eka ja sthAnamAM 12 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ rahevAnI AjJA karI che enuM kAraNa e che ke cAturmAsamAM virAdhanA vadhAre thAya che. AthI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe ochAmAM ochI pravRtti karavAnuM ane eka sthAne rahevAnuM kahyuM che. sAdhubhagavantane khAdhApIdhA vagara cAle evuM hoya to makAnanI bahAra paga mUkavAnI paNa nA pADI che ane jarUra vagara hAtha paNa halAvavAnI nA pADI che. mamatvano prasaMga hovA chatAM virAdhanAnA bhayaMkara pApathI bacavA mATe eka sthAne rahevAnI AjJA hoya to, prabhAvanAnA nAme sAdhubhagavanto cAturmAsamAM koI paNa pravRtti virAdhanAnI upekSA karIne kare to te cAle ? Aje ame to be ya rIte mAra khAIe chIe. zeSakALa karatAM cAturmAsamAM pravRtti paNa dhamadhokAra cAlu hovAthI virAdhanAthI bacI nathI zakAtuM ane cAturmAsamAM be - cAra eDresa vadhatA jAya eTale mamatva paNa vadhe. sa. sAdhunA bhagata bane - emAM vAMdho zuM ? bhagata bane emAM vAMdho nathI paNa sAdhubhagavanta bhagata banAve teno vAMdho che. bhagavAna potAnA bhagata banAve ke ApaNe bhagavAnanA bhagata banyA ? sa. bhagavAne saMgha sthApyo ne ? je AvyA tene sthApyA ke sAmethI bolAvIne saMghamAM sthApyA ? IndrabhUti bhagavAnane samajAvavA AvyA hatA paNa jAte samajI gayA ane bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkArIne besI gayA. ApaNane ApaNI samajaNa para vizvAsa ke bhagavAnanA jJAna upara ? bhagavAnanuM jJAna caDhiyAtuM ke ApaNI samajaNa ? ApaNane to bhagavAnanA bhagata banatAM ya AvaDatuM nathI. sAco bhagata to tene kahevAya ke je bhagavAnanA ke gurunA vacanamAM eke dalIla na kare. * sAdhubhagavantone cAturmAsamAM svAdhyAya karatAM paNa jayaNAnuM mahattva vadhAre che. cAturmAsamAM svAbhAvika jIvotpatti vadhAre thatI hoya che AthI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe svAdhyAya para kApa mUkIne paNa vizeSa jayaNA sAcavavAnuM kahyuM che. sAdhubhagavantanA hAtha upara varasAdanuM eka TIpuM pANI paDayuM hoya to hAtha UMdho paNa na karAya, evA vakhate varasAdamAM ke varasAdanA bhInAmAM chabachabiyAM bolAvI caityaparipATI mATe zAsanaprabhAvanAnA bahAne paNa sAdhuthI kema javAya ? zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI sajjhAyamAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke 'zAMta dAMta thaI pariSaha sahevA sthira varasALe rahevuM'. jalasA karavA mATe ke vadhu anukULatA bhogavavA mATe eka sthAne nathI rahevAnuM; parisaha sahevA mATe zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 13
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________________ eka sthAne rahevAnuM che, pratikULatA bhogavavA mATe rahevAnuM che. pANInuM TIpuM hAtha para paDyuM hoya to sukAya nahi tyAM sudhI khasAya nahi. AvuM cAritra pALanAra sAdhu uparano varasAda baMdha thayA pachI paNa kaI rIte jaI zake ? eka pANInA TIpAmAM asaMkhyAta jIvo che - evuM mAnanAra kAcA pANImAM paga mUkIne majethI jaI zake? apavAda paNa asahiSNu mATe che, prabhAvanA mATe nahi. varasAdanA bhInAmAM ke AgaLa vadhIne varasAdamAM, asahiSNu mATe bhikSA levA jaI zakAya paNa caityaparipATI mATe na javAya. sAdhu bhagavantonA A AcAra sAMbhaLI tamAre ema vicAravAnuM ke sAdhu bhagavantane A rIte cAturmAsamAM binajarUrI halanacalana karavAthI pApa lAgatuM hoya to mAruM zuM thaze ? tamAre paNa AjathI niyama levAnI jarUra che ke jema bane tema ochuM khAvuM che, ochuM pIvuM che, ochuM pharavuM che, cAturmAsamAM musApharI to karavI ja nathI. tame mAMdA ho to kyAMya jAo? tema dharmAtmA pApa karavA mATe kAyama mATe mAMdA hoya. virati pAmavA mATe ane virAdhanA TALavA mATe A parva che. sAdhubhagavanta mATe paNa ATaluM niyamana hoya to tamAre zuM karavuM joIe ? bAhya ane atyaMtara: baMne upadrava jene lAgu paDayA hoya tene keTalI sAvacetI rAkhavI paDe ? eka bAju zarIra nabaLuM paDI gayuM hoya ane bIjI bAju rogacALo phATI nIkaLyo hoya to zI dazA thAya ? * Aje cAritra levAnI zakti hovA chatAM cAritra nathI letA, tenuM kAraNa cAritra levAthI aviratinuM sukha jatuM rahe che e ja che ne ? * jene duHkha upara dveSa gADho hoya tene sukha upara rAga paNa vadhAre hoya ja. Aje jo ApaNe marIne narakamAM javAnuM che - evI khabara paDe to ApaNe dharma karIe kharA ? zrI zreNika mahArAjAe to evuM jANIne ArAdhanA vadhArI ne ? ahIMthI ja duHkha veThavAnI zarUAta karI, "have du:kha bhogavavAnuM ja che, to atyAre jalasA karI lo evo vicAra na karyo. ApaNe zuM karIe ? duHkha TALavA mATe ane sukha meLavavA mATe ja dharma karIe chIe ne ? dharmathI devaloka maLe che ane naraka TaLe che, mATe ja dharma karIe chIe ne ? sa. jevI bhavitavyatA haze evuM thaze, atyAre utAvaLa karavAthI kAMI vaLe evuM nathI. pahelAM tamAre tyAM bhavitavyatAne AgaLa karo, pachI amAre tyAM bhavitavyatAnI vAta karaje. AcAryabhagavatte kahyuM hatuM ke jeo potAnA hAthe bhANAmAM rahelo koLiyo 14 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ moDhAmAM mUke temaNe bhavitavyatAnI vAta na karavI. tamArA saMsAranA kAmamAM bhavitavyatAne nAme puruSArtha mUkI dIdho kharo ? ugharANI levA jAo to bhavitavyatAne mAnI kahevAya ? jhADa para kerI pAke eTalI ya rAha jovI nathI, ghAsamAM pakavIne khAvI che ane ahIM bhavitavyatAnI rAha joI besI rahevuM che ! tathAbhavyatva paripAka pAmaze tyAre jaIzuM - evuM kahenArane samajAvavuM paDe ke tathAbhavyatvanA paripAka mATe puruSArtha karavo paDaze. bhavitavyatA to nigodamAMthI nIkaLavA kAma lAge. caramAvartakALamAM ne vyavahArarAzimAM AvelA mATe to puruSArtha ja kAma lAge. A badhuM sUjhatuM nathI emAM nikAcita koTinuM karma kAraNa che ke ApaNuM mana kAraNa che? karoDapati mANasa joIne tenI sAthe dostI karIne ApaNuM kAma kaDhAvI levAnI vRtti jAge paNa paramAtmA maLyA pachI temanI pratye prIti keLavI laIne ApaNuM kArya sAdhI levAnuM mana thAya kharuM ? du:khano kAlpanika bhaya ane sukhano rAga A saMsAramAMthI khasavA ja deto nathI. sAdhupaNuM levAthI duHkha nathI AvatuM, duHkha to bhUtakALanA pApanA udaye Ave che. e duHkha bhogavI levAmAM ApaNe koInA para upakAra nathI karatA. ApaNe ja bheguM kareluM che te ApaNe ja pUruM karavuM paDe, emAM bIjA zuM kare ? * vanarazarIraM-paramAtmAnuM A vizeSaNa chadmastha ane kaivalyaavasthAmAM sAdhAraNa che. enAthI bhagavAnanuM zarIradhArIpaNuM jaNAvyuM che. keTalAka loko zAstrane, Agamane apauruSeya (zarIradhArIe na banAveluM) mAne che, tenA nirAkaraNa mATe A vizeSaNa che. zarIra vinA mukha na hoya, mukha vinA vacana na hoya ane vacana vinA upakAra na thaI zake. ane je paramAtmA mArgadazaka na hoya arthAt mArgadazanArUpa upakAra karanArA na hoya to tevA paramAtmAne paramAtmA mAnavAnI jarUra nathI * ahIM adhikArInuM varNana karatAM jaNAve che ke : alpamativALA jIvo gahana evA zAstrano avabodha sahelAIthI pAmI zakatA nathI. AthI temanA anugraha mATe A zAstraracanA che. tema ja je samarthabhavyo che arthAt koInI zehamAM aMjAIne dharmane mUkI na de tevA jIvo samartha kahevAya che, temanA anugraha mATe A racanA che. sAmarthya hovA chatAM mati alpa che temanA para anugraha karavo : e prayojana che. je anugrahano bhAra jhIlI zake tenA para anugraha karavo joIe, anyathA amUlya vastu veDaphAI jAya, mATe ja samastanA badale vikalpAntara tarIke samartha bhavyonuM grahaNa karyuM che. * DokTara ApaNA roganuM nidAna kare te je rIte sAMbhaLIe chIe e rIte vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave to cokkasa lAbha thayA vinA na rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 15
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________________ * saMsAranuM sukha tuccha che, chatAM emAM ja jene rati che tenI mati paNa tuccha che ema mAnavuM rahyuM. * pakSapAta e ekAnte doSa nathI ane samadaSTi e ekAnte guNa nathI : tAttvika pakSapAta e guNa che ane tattva-atattvano bheda bhUMsI nAMkhe tevI samadaSTi e mithyAtvarUpa doSa che. * bhagavAnanA dharmathI sukha maLe che ane du:kha AvatuM nathI-A zraddhA nathI joItI. bhagavAnanA dharmathI saMsArasamudra tarI javAya che ane mokSamAM pahoMcAya che : AvI zraddhA vinA bhagavAnanAM darzana ke pUjA phaLa nahi Ape. * koInA kahevAthI dharma mUkI de tene dharma na apAya. samartha bhavya tene kahevAya ke je mAbApanA kahevAthI paNa dharma choDI na de. sArAmAM sArI vastu tene apAya ke je koInA kahevAnA kAraNe mUkI na de. hamAla paNa kevo zodho ? rastAmAM sAmAna mUkI de tevo ? ke iSTa sthAne pahoMcADe evo ? Aje vyavahAra sAcavavA mATe ApaNe dharma mUkavA taiyAra thaIe ne ? ApaNe vyavahAra sAcavavA mATe dharmI nathI thayA, ApaNI jAtane sAcavavA mATe dharmI thayA chIe: eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. * derAsara-upAzrayamAM AvatA karavA mATe AkarSaNanI jarUra paDe, paNa derAsaraupAzrayamAM AvI gayelAne AcaraNa karAvavAnI jarUra che. bhikhArIne bhIkha ApIe tyAre paNa kANA bhAjanamAM ke phATelI thelImAM na ApIe ne ? to dharma ApanAra, sattva-sAmarthya vinAnAne dharma kaI rIte ApI zake ? ** niyamamAM AgAro eTalA mATe ApyA che ke niyamabhaMganA bhayathI ApaNe niyama vinAnA rahI na jAIe. AgAro sevavA mATe nathI, sevAI jAya to niyamano bhaMga nathI thato te jaNAvavA mATe che. niyamanA AgAro e chUTachATa nathI, niyamanI surakSA mATenuM bAraNuM che. divAlamAM bAraNuM hoya to gharamAM pesI zakAya. tema je kriyAo ApaNane AdhIna nathI ane kudaratI thaI jAya evI che-evI kriyAo thaI javA chatAM niyama bhAMgI na jAya te mATe AgAro che. * ApaNe tyAM eke kriyAnuM prAdhAnya nathI. je kALe bhagavAne je karavAnuM kahyuM hoya te kALe te karavuM e ja pradhAna che. 16 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * je yogya hoya tene ja dharma apAya. AcAryabhagavanta dharma ApavA taiyAra thayA che to ApaNe ApaNI yogyatA puravAra karavI che. vyAkhyAnamAM karelI vAta paNa bIje divase bhUlI jaIe chIe to kaI rIte kahI zakIe ke "Apa je Apazo tene jiMdagIbhara nahi choDIe" ? zakti pramANe levuM che paNa lIdhA pachI mUkavuM nathI. niyama letAM pahelAM so vAra vicAra karavo paNa lIdhA pachI pAchA nathI paDavuM. * bIjI gAthAmAM 'saMkSepathI kahIza ema kahyuM AthI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke saMkSepa kema karyo? sukhI-saMpanna mANasa bhojana samAraMbha yojavAne badale alpAhAra rAkhe to zaMkA paDe ne ke "alpAhAra kema rAkhyo ?' tema ahIM paNa ziSyane saMkSepa kema karyo evI zaMkA che. tenA nirAkaraNamAM trIjI gAthA jaNAvI che ke-zrutasAgara apAra che, AyuSya alpa che ane jIvo maMdabuddhivALA che. kevaLajJAna karatAM to zrutasAgara anaMtamAM bhAge che to zrutasAgara apAra hovA chatAM teno bodha karAvI zakAya ne? AvI zaMkA jAge AthI paheluM prayojana batAvyA pachI bIjuM prayojana batAvyuM ke AyuSya alpa che. have pharI zaMkA thAya ke gaNadharAdibhagavanto alpa AyuSyamAM paNa zrutanA pAragAmI banI gayA ne ? to tenA nirAkaraNamAM trIjuM prayojana batAvyuM ke gaNadharAdibhagavanto prakRSNa buddhivALA hatA, atyAre jIvo alpabuddhivALA che mATe saMkSepathI jaNAvyuM. * Aje sAdhusAdhvI paNa vANiyAne samajAvavA mATe bhaNe, potAnI jAtane samajAvavA prAyaH na bhaNe. sAdhunI pacIsa bhAvanA(mahAvratonI) na AvaDe paNa zrAvakone samajAvavA mATenI bAra bhAvanA AvaDe ! A zuM sUcave che? * ApaNI zakti na hoya ane na karIe e bane paNa koInA kahevAnA kAraNe sArI vastu mUkI daIe - e ApaNA asamarthapaNAne sUcavanAra che. AcArya bhagavanto ApaNA para anugraha kare e mATe ApaNI pAtratA keLavI laI, puravAra karI ApavI * jinavANInuM zravaNa A anuSThAna alpa prayAsathI sAdhya che. nathI ene mATe zarIranI zakti kharacavI paDatI, nathI paisAno kharca karavo paDato. mAtra eka kalAka ke doDha kalAka jeTalo samayano bhoga ApIe to A anuSThAna sArI rIte ArAdhI zakAya. ATaluM saheluM anuSThAna paNa sArI rIte nathI karI zakatA, kAraNa ke tenA pratye AdarabhAva nathI. mobAIla jeTalA AdarathI sAMbhaLo teTalA AdarathI jinavANI sAMbhaLo kharA ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * zrutasAgara apAra che eno artha e nathI ke eno pAra pAmI na zakAya. vikathAno rasa ocho karIe, apramattabhAva keLavIe, bAhyapravRtti ghaTADI daIe, upayoga rAkhIne bhaNIe, pramAda uDADIne ullAsapUrvaka kAma karIe to zrutanA pArane pAmI zakAya. sa. jenuM sAdhya mokSa nakkI hoya tenI paristhiti kevI hoya ? puNyathI maLelA sukha upara tenI karaDI najara hoya ane jenA kAraNe jJAnAdino ghAta thAya evuM eka sAdhana e pAse rAkhe nahi. * AyuSya alpa che e vadhArI zakAya evuM nathI paNa buddhi alpa che e vadhArI zakAya evI che. enA mATe kasarata karavI paDaze. kasarata karavAthI zarIranI zakti vadhe ne ? te rIte buddhinI kasarata karavAthI buddhino kSayopazama - grahaNazakti vadhe. nAnA chokarAono AhAra keTalo ne kasarata keTalI ? UMghamAMthI jAge tyArathI hAtha-paga halAvavAnA zarU thaI jAya ne ? ane Aje moTA thayA pachI AhAra vadhyA pachI, kasarata baMdha thaI gaI eTale zarIra jaDa-azakta thayuM ne? * mahApuruSono saMkSepa paNa ApaNA mATe vistArarUpa che. jeNe dariyo joyo hoya tene A saMkSepa lAge. ApaNA mATe A ya dariyAjevo ja che. enI upekSA karavAne badale e bhaNavA mATe tatpara thaI javuM che. * pratikramaNamAM kAussagna karatI vakhate "eka logassa na AvaDe to cAra navakAra' Avo je vikalpa Apyo che te apavAde Apyo che, na bhaNavAno paravAno ApavA nahi. jene AvaDatuM na hoya teNe zIkhI levuM joIe. zIkhe nahi ane navakArathI calAve evA mATe rajA nathI. zIkhI na zakAya evAo kriyA vagaranA na rahI jAya tenA mATeno A vikalpa che. jene zIkhavAnI vRtti ja nathI evAone calAvI levA mATe A vAta nathI. varasothI kriyA karanArA paNa je logassa zIkhavA mATe prayatna na kare ane navakArathI calAvI le to tevAne kriyAnI rajA apAya ? jenAthI thatuM na hoya ene mATe apavAda che, jene karavuM na hoya tenA mATe nahi. * samajelI vastune AcaraNamAM na lAvI zakIe to paNa tene AcaraNamAM lAvavAno adhyavasAya paNa na lAvIe eTalA badhA apAtra ApaNe nathI banavuM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ samyakatvanI prApti * cothI gAthAthI samyagdarzana kaI rIte prApta thAya che te jaNAvyuM che. samyagdarzana pAmavAnI vastu che. anAdikALathI ApaNe mithyAdaSTi chIe e vAta ApaNane mAnya che ne ? ApaNe mithyAdaSTi chIe chatAM koI ApaNane mithyAtvI kahe e game kharuM ? ApaNane bhagavAnanA vacana pratye zraddhA keTalI? ane saMsAranuM sukha keTaluM game? avirati jene game tene samyagdarzana che evuM kahevAnuM kAma kaparuM che. cothI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke mithyAtvarUpI mahAmohanA aMdhakArathI mUDha banelA jIvone puNyathI, koIka nimitta pAmIne durlabha evo samyakatvano pariNAma prApta thAya che. samyakatva e AtmAno guNa che. ene pedA nathI karavAno, pragaTa karavAno che. ahIM puNyathI samyakatva maLe che ema kahyuM che-eno artha e che ke samyakatvano pariNAma pragaTa karavAmAM nimitto puNyathI maLe. paiso puNyathI maLe ke puruSArthathI ? sa. baMnne joIe. tema ahIM paNa samyakatva pAmavAnI sAmagrI puNyathI maLe ane e sAmagrI pAmyA pachI sAmagrIno upayoga karavA mATe puruSArtha karIe to ja samyakatvano pariNAma pragaTe. puNyathI maLela sAmagrI paNa puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave to ja pariNAmane pragaTAve. pariNAma pedA karavA mATenI vastu puNyathI maLe che paNa pariNAma to puruSArthathI pragaTe. samyakatva zenAthI maLe che e jaNAvavA pahelAM samyakatva zenAthI aTakeluM che - te jaNAvavAnuM kAma karyuM che. samyakatva pAmavAnI sAmagrI puNyathI maLe paNa e sAmagrI kAryAnvita na bane te mahApApano udaya. jainadharma pAmyA pachI ApaNe samyagdarzana pAmI na zakIe to te ApaNA mahApApano udaya che ema mAnavuM paDe. Aje ApaNe sAmagrI maLavA chatAM samyatva pAmI nathI zakatA e prabhAva mahAmohano che. moha ane mahAmohamAM bheda che. moha be prakArano che : darzanamoha ane cAritramoha. vItarAgatAne aTakAve te cAritramoha ane samyakatvane aTakAve te darzanamoha. cAritramoha eTale avirati ane darzanamoha eTale mithyAtva. temAMthI avirati e moha che ane mithyAtva e mahAmoha che. kAraNa ke avirati karatAM mithyAtvano uccheda karavo - e kaparuM che ane sAthe avirati karatAM mithyAtvanI sthiti paNa guru che. cAritramohanI sthiti (utkRSTa) cAlIsa koTAkoTi sAgaropamanI che jyAre mithyAtvamohanI sthiti (utkRSTa) sittera koTAkoTi sAgaropamanI che. avirati moha hovA chatAM te bhAnamAM rAkhe che. jyAre mithyAtva e evo moha che ke jemAM bhAna, sAna, jJAna badhuM ja gumAvI besIe chIe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ AthI ja tene mahAmoha kahevAya che. jyAre avirati bhAna, jJAna, sAnane jIvatAM rAkhe che-AthI tene mahAmoha nathI kahetA. avirati karatAM paNa avirati upAdeya lAge te vadhu bhayaMkara che, kAraNa ke e saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. mithyAtvanI hAjarImAM anubaMdha kharAba paDe che, aviratinA uddayamAM baMdha kharAba paDavA chatAM samyaktvanA yoge anubaMdha sAro paDe che. sukhano bhogavaTo guNanI ADe nathI Avato. sukhane bhogavavA jevuM mAne e guNanI ADe Ave che. mithyAtva jAya to saMsAranA sukhano svAda UDI jAya che, mATe mithyAtva kADhavAnuM kaparuM lAge che. saMsAranA sukhano svAda UDI jAya e pAlave evuM nathI, AthI mithyAtva TALavuM agharuM lAge che, bAkI mithyAtvane dUra karavuM agharuM nathI. jene mithyAtvano udaya paNa na game, baMdha paNa na game ane sattA paNa na game te kSAyika samyaktva pAmI zake. -- * ApaNe zarIra khAtara dharma choDIe ke AtmA khAtara pApa choDIe ? Aje ApaNe pApa nathI karatA te kayA kAraNe ? pApa gamatuM nathI mATe ke pApa karavAnA saMyogo nathI mATe ? * apekSAnA kAraNe pApa baMdhAya che, saMparkanA kAraNe nahi. gharanA lokonI sAthe saMparka ocho hoya topaNa temanI apekSA paDelI hovAthI pApa vadhu baMdhAya che ane bahAranA loko (musApharI vageremAM) sAthe saMparka vAraMvAra thavA chatAM temanI pratye upekSA hovAthI temanA kAraNe tevo pApabaMdha nathI thato. * mArA gurumahArAja kahetA ke, dharmAtmA karmayoge paraNe topaNa te potAne tyAM Avela pAtrane kahe ke - karmanA yoge tAro ne mAro saMyoga thaI gayo che paNa tArA rAgathI huM ke mArA rAgathI tuM pApa na bAMdhI besIe : e rIte ApaNe jIvavuM che. * zakti mujaba dharma karavo che, e barAbara, paNa enI sAthe bIjuM A vAkya yAda rAkhavuM che ke zakti meLavIne dharma karavo che. khAvApIvA kamAvavA mATe puruSArtha kare, zakti meLavavA prayatna kare, zakti meLavIne kare ane dharma zakti hoya to karavo che - A barAbara che * 'nathI maLyuM' mATe dharma nathI karatA ke 'nathI choDavuM' mATe nathI karatA ? * amArI pAsethI niyama laIne jAo ane gharanA lokonA kahevAnA kAraNe chUTachATa levA Avo ane temAM gaNAbhiyoga, balAbhiyoga vagere gaNAvo - e samarthabhavyanAM lakSaNa nathI. emAM 20 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * khAvAnA kAraNe tapa thAya che - evuM nathI, khAvAnuM na game to ta5 majethI thAya. avirati game te tapa na karI zake, avirati jene kharAba lAge te tapa sArAmAM sAro karI zake. dharma nathI karatA temAM azakti kAma kare che ke Asakti? * maraNanA bhaye jema bhUkha bhulAI jAya tema saMsArano bhaya lAge tene bhUkha na satAve. kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya ane jhADa nIce dAbaDA kholI beThA ho ane vAgha Avyo' nI bUma Ave to zuM karo ? bhUkha zarIrane lAge che, AtmAne nahi. dharma e AtmAno guNa che, zarIranA kIdhe mUkI nathI devo. dharma mATe prANa chaDe paNa prANa khAtara dharma na iMDe - te samarthabhavya; te samyakatva pAmavA mATe lAyaka che. dharmanuM mUlya samajAI gayA pachI sattva keLavyA vinA nahi cAle. * mithyAtvarUpI aMdhakArathI mUDha thayelA mANaso bace to puNyanA yoge ja bace. bAkI pApano udaya cAlato hoya to bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM ya samakita na pAmI zakAya. A kALamAM mokSa maLe tema nathI to mahenata vadhAravI che ke mAMDI vALavI che? ekAsaNAM karIne cAritra na maLyuM to AyaMbila karavAM che ? * AcAryabhagavantanI hAjarI e nizrA nathI, haiyAmAM pratibiMba paDeluM hoya te ja nizrA. AcAryabhagavanta gayA pachI paNa temanuM vacana ApaNI pAse che ne ? temaNe batAvelA bhagavAnanA mArge cAlavA mAMDavuM - e ja temanI nizrA che. * kuTuMbane samyatva pamADavAnI lAyakAta hovA chatAM ApaNo moha to ApaNane naDyo, sAthe bIjAno moha paNa naDavA mAMDyo. jJAnI pAchaLa ajJAnI jAya ke ajJAnI pAchaLa jJAnI jAya ? tamArI pAchaLa kuTuMba Ave ke kuTuMba pAchaLa tame jAo? * A yuga bhale badalAya paNa bhagavAnanuM vacana nahi badalAya, to zuM karavuM che? bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnavuM che ke choDI devuM che? tamane na samajAya to eka vAra ja nahi, dasavAra - sovAra samajAvuM paNa samajAyA pachI zuM karavuM che ? mAnavuM che ke evAne evA rahevuM che ? atimAnI cAlaze paNa mAna mUkavAnI taiyArIvALo joIe. sAcuM samajAyA pachI dAsa thaIne rahevAnI taiyArIvALo hoya to kAma lAge. maratAM maratAM paNa bhagavAnanI vAta mAnIne - laIne javuM che, ApaNI vAta mUkIne ja javuM che. * dharmane adharma, adharmane dharma, heyane upAdeya, upAdeyane heya mAnIne mohanA aMdhakAramAM bhaTakyA ja karIe chIe. AvA vakhate puNyathI je thoDIghaNI sAmagrI maLI che teno upayoga karI levo che, bahAra bhaTakavuM nathI. samyakatvaprAptinI sahAyaka sAmagrI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ paMcendriyasvAdi puNyathI ja maLe che mATe puNya para bhAra Apyo che bAkI to e sAmagrInI hAjarImAM paNa mithyAtvanA kSayopazama vinA samyatva nathI ja maLatuM. AthI ApaNe pariNAma para bhAra Apavo che. je maLI gayuM che tenA para bhAra nathI Apavo, je meLavavAnuM bAkI che tenA para bhAra Apavo che. * ApaNA guNo ApaNI pAse ja che, karme ApaNane sAmagrI ApI che, thoDo thoDo prayatna karavAmAM kaSTa nathI mATe A dizAmAM ApaNe thoDo puruSArtha karI levo che. jyAM sudhI dharma haiyAmAM pariNAma nahIM pAme tyAM sudhI guNo meLavavAno prayatna nahIM thAya. sa. dharma gamyo enuM lakSaNa zuM? duHkha paDe topaNa dharma choDe nahIM, ane sukha choDavAno prayatna thAya to samajavuM ke dharma gamyo che. davA gamI kyAre kahevAya ? UlaTI thAya to paNa le ene davA gamI kahevAya ne ? Aje ApaNane dharma game che ke sukha game che? ApaNI sukhanI Asatie ApaNI samajANa upara AvaraNa caDhAvI dIdhuM che. bhaNelA jJAnIone aMdhApo lAvavAnuM kAma moha kare che. eka vAra jJAnane nakAmuM banAvI dIdhA pachI guNone lUMTI levAnuM kAma moha kare che - AvuM jANavA chatAM ApaNuM nidrA - vikathAdi pramAda karavAnuM kAma cAlu che ne ? enA vinA ApaNane na phAve ne ? jJAna bhulAI jAya to vAMdho nahIM paNa vAto karyA vagara na cAle ne? UMdhyA vagara na cAle ne ? A to sAmAnya vAta che ne ? AmAM karoDo kharacavAnA nathI ne ? gaI kAlanI raheNI-karaNI, khAna-pAna vagere badhuM Aje vadhyuM ne ? jJAnAdi guNo keTalA vadhyA evuM Aje dharma karanArane pUchIe to zuM javAba maLe? skUlanuM lesana bAra vAgyA sudhI karanArA ahIM dhoLe divase paNa na bhaNe ne ? sa. dharma eTale zuM? dharma eTale AtmAno pariNAma. vartamAnamAM ApaNe je dharma karIe chIe e AtmapariNAma svarUpa che ke nahIM te tapAsavAnI jarUra che. * puNya pacAvI jANe emane mahApuruSa kahevAya. sa. puNya pacAvavuM eTale zuM? puNyanA udayathI maLatI anukULatA haiyAne sparze nahIM ane puNya pacAvyuM kahevAya. tamArI bhASAmAM paiso pacAvavo eTale zuM ? game teTalA paisA hoya toya haiyAmAM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ abhimAna nahIM e ja ne ? tema puNya mATe samajI levAnuM. audayikabhAvano sparza pUro hoya ane kSayopazamabhAvano sparza jarA paNa na hoya evA puNyane zuM karavuM? mahApuruSone Avelo pApano ke puNyano udaya sAro parantu ApaNo puNyano ke pApano udaya sAro nahIM. AtmAnA guNo sacavAtA hoya to duHkhane paNa AvakArI laIe ane AtmAnA guNo nAza pAmatA hoya to sukhane paNa lAta mArIe-AvI bhAvanA je divase jAgaze e divase mahApuruSanI yogyatA ApaNAmAM AvI che - ema samajavuM. * puNyano bhogavaTo na kare ane bhagavAnanA zAsananI avihaDa prIti jALavyA kare evA mahApuruSa banI zake ane AvA AtmAo ja upakAra karI zake. * duniyAnA duHkhane bhulAvI nAMkhe ane sukhano paDachAyo paNa na paDavA de enuM nAma mahApuruSa. duHkhane dUra kare ane sukha meLavI Ape e mahApuruSa nahIM. * mohane zAstramAM cora(malivuca)nI upamA ApI che. paherelAM kapaDAMne paNa lUMTI levAnuM kAma corI karatA hoya che, tema moha paNa guNone lUMTI levAnuM kAma kare che. pUjA bhagavAnanI karIe ane mAnIe mohanuM ne? moha zatrurUpe lAgyo nathI. je vyakti zatrurUpe lAgI hoya tenI sonA jevI cIja paNa ApaNe na laIe ne ? enI game tevI sArI vAta hoya topaNa kAne na dharIe ne ? mATe eka vakhata mohane zatrurUpe oLakhI levo che. mohane zatrurUpe oLakhI laIe to samyagdarzanane AvatAM vAra nahIM lAge. * pApavyApArano tyAga na kare ene guNa na maLe. avinayathI virAma na pAmavA rUpa AzrayasthAnano tyAga thAya tyAre jJAna maLe. ATalI paNa virati na game ene zrutasAmAyika paNa na apAya. * puNya game teTaluM utkaTakoTInuM hoya paNa jJAna-darzana-cAritra na hoya to upakAra na karI zake. * eka so aThThAvana uttara prakRtinI apekSAe ane ATha mULa prakRtinI apekSAe paNa eka mithyAtvamohanIyanI sthiti ja sittera koTAkoTI sAgaropama jeTalI che mATe mithyAtvane mahAmoha kahevAya che. anantA guNone ananta kALa sudhI rokI rAkhe che mATe paNa mithyAtvane mahAmoha kahevAya che. baMdhamAMthI ane udayamAMthI jyAM sudhI mithyAtva na jAya tyAM sudhI guNanI prApti nathI thatI. * ApaNane jJAnAdiguNo anubhavavA nathI maLyA enuM duHkha che ke sukha anubhavavA nathI maLyuM enuM duHkha che? dhana na maLe to cAle ke jJAna na maLe to cAle? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa Jain-Educatien International
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________________ jyAM sudhI 'sukha anubhavavA nathI maLyuM ane dhana nathI maLyuM' enuM du:kha haze tyAM sudhI mithyAtva paDayuM che ja. * AMkhe game teTaluM sAruM dekhAtuM hoya paNa jJAnacakSu na hoya to ApaNe AMdhaLA ja chIe. * jeTaluM kAma azAtAvedanIyane khapAvavA mATe karIe chIe teTaluM mithyAtvamohanIyane khapAvavA karIe chIe kharA ? pArakuM sukha bhogavavA nathI maLatuM enI jeTalI ciMtA che eTalI svabhAvanuM sukha bhogavavA nathI maLatuM enI che kharI ? mithyAtvane ulecavAnuM ane emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana na hoya tevA vakhate samyagdarzananI vAta karavI e kaparAM caDhANa caDhavA jevuM che. jene khAvuM ja nathI evAnI AgaLa rasoI dharavI e nakAmI ja che ne ? jenuM bhAna ApaNane na' tuM, ApaNA je guNono paricaya ApaNane na'to evA vakhate mahApuruSoe ApaNane enuM bhAna karAvI ApyuM to e ApaNane gamavuM joIe ne ? vimalanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM pU. yazovi. ma. e lakhyuM che ne ke - 'bhava anaMtamAM darisana dIThuM..... karmavivara ughADe jI...' atyAra sudhI ApanAM darzana na'tAM thayAM have ApanuM darzana thayuM, Ape amArI AMkho AMjIne jJAna ApyuM. have karoDo kapaTa karIne koI samajAve topaNa koInI vAta huM nahIM mAnuM.... A badhuM emaNe stavanamAM gAyuM ne ? ApaNA zAstrakAronI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI have bIje javAnI jarUra nathI - evuM tamane lAgyuM kharuM ? guNono AvirbhAva karavAnuM sAdhana ApaNI pAse hoya chatAM bahAra bhaTakyA karIe to lAge ne ke - arthipaNuM nathI ? AvAne ame A badhuM samajAvIe to lAge ne ke ame avaLo puruSArtha karIe chIe ? - * ApaNane ApaNuM mithyAtva game che enuM kAraNa e che ke - e ApaNane sukha bhogavavA de che. sukha bhogavavA maLe, du:kha jatuM rahe ane pApa karatA rahIe mATe ja mithyAtvane kADhavAnuM ApaNane gamatuM nathI. gamatI vastu choDAvavI e bahu kaparuM che. sa. mithyAtva kADhavA kaSTa veThavuM paDe. kAdava lAgyA pachI paga sApha karavo paDe - enA jevI A vAta che. ApaNane mithyAtva e kAdavarUpa lAgyo nathI, kasturIno lepa ja lAge che ne ? mATe ja kADhavA mATe mahenata thatI nathI ne ? ApaNane je joIe che e mithyAtvathI ja maLe che evuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 24
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________________ ApaNane lAge che ne ? je ApaNane dekhAtuM na'tuM, saMbhaLAtuM na'tuM, jaNAtuM na'tuM te batAvavAnuM kAma zAstrakAroe karyuM che. zAstrakAronI vAta sAMbhaLatAM paNa prema Upaje to samajavuM ke ApaNAmAM lAyakAta pragaTI che. * jJAnI bhagavanto je vastune kharAba kahe e vastu ApaNane sArI lAge e mithyAtvano prabhAva che. mithyAtvane oLakhavA na de evuM mahAmithyAtva che. mithyAtva maMda paDe tyAre mithyAtva oLakhAya. gADha aMdhakAra che evuM paNa jenI AMkha nirmaLa che ene samajAya. AMdhaLo, aMdhakAra ane prakAzanA bhedane oLakhI na zake. * mithyAtva kharAba che - evuM jJAnI bhagavantanA vacanathI mAnI levuM che ke khAtarI karavA besavuM che? dUdhapAka jheravALo che - evuM koI kahe to mAnI lo ke khAtarI karavA beso? ApaNane mithyAtva kharAba nathI lAgatuM tethI mithyAtva nathI evuM na bolAya ne ? ApaNe bebhAna thayA enI khabara kyAre paDe? bhAnamAM AvIe tyAre ne ? evI rIte mithyAtva maMda paDe tyAre mithyAtva kharAba che evuM samajAya. ApaNuM mithyAtva maMda nathI paDyuM, gADha che e ApaNI pravRtti uparathI nakkI thAya ne? gaI kAla sudhI sukha bhogavavA pApa na'tA karatA Aje pApa vadhAre karIe chIe ne ? kAvAdAvA karIne paNa sukha bhogavavAnuM zarU karyuM ne? kAvAdAvA karyA pachI purAvA sAthe pakaDAI gayA pachI to mArI samajaphera thaI haze ema kahIne chUTI jaIe ne? ATaluM paNa nakkI karavuM che ke - jyAM sudhI samaja na hoya tyAM sudhI bolavuM nahIM, samaja meLavIne ja bolavuM? jeTalA jeTalA mahApuruSo thayA e mithyAtvane kADhIne ja thayA che. sa. miccha abhavya na oLakhe, eka aMdho eka kANo re.... Ano artha zuM che? aMdha eTale bilakula joI na zake che. ane kANo eTale je barAbara joI na zake te. abhavyo mokSane mAnatA ja nathI mATe teo aMdhajevA che ane anyadarzanakAro mokSane mAnatA hovA chatAM tenA svarUpane barAbara jANatA nathI mATe teo kANAjevA che. A rIte bhagavAnanA zAsananA mokSarUpa tattvane abhavyo ane mithyAtvI evA anyadarzanI oLakhI zakatA nathI. * mithyAtvanI hAjarImAM game teTaluM sukha maLatuM hoya, duHkha jatuM hoya topaNa mithyAtva sAruM nathI ja. tapa karavA taiyAra thayA pachI moha AvIne kahe ke - tapa karavo zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ haze to dUdha vinA nahIM cAle ane gurubhagavanta kahe ke - tapanA pAraNe dUdhanI jarUra nathI to ApaNane koNa game? moha ja sAro lAge ne ? sa. dharma karavA chatAM mithyAtva na jAya-e kaI rIte ? puNya bAMdhavA, sukha meLavavA, duHkha dUra karavA mATe dharma karyo mATe mithyAtva na gayuM. davA paNa roga dUra kare, paNa kyAre ? apathya na khAIe to ne? dharma karatI vakhate sukhano rAga rAkhelo hoya to e dharma mithyAtvane dUra kaI rIte kare ? Aje tame kahezo kharA ke dharma zenA mATe karo cho ? rAgane mAravA dharma karavo hoya to huM kahuM chuM tema karavA mAMDo - jyAM pavana Avato hoya tyAM pratikramaNa karavA na besavuM. dharma karatI vakhate anukULatA na zodhavI. sa. saMsAranA sukha karatAM mokSanuM sukha caDhiyAtuM che evuM lAge to mithyAtva maMda paDyuM kahevAya ne ? kahevAya, paNa lAge che kharuM? haiyAne pUchI jojo ? agni garama che e khabara paDyA pachI pAchA khaso ke aDavA mATe mahenata karo ? saMsAranA sukha karatAM mokSasukha caDhiyAtuM lAge che to have saMsAranuM sukha joItuM nathI ne? sa. nathI joItuM. je che e kADhI nAMkhavuM che ne ? tame ema kahI zako kharA ke - "nathI choDAtuM e kamanasIbI che paNa eTalo badho mUrakha nathI ke navuM bheguM karuM ? AjathI nakkI karo ke - je che enAthI nabhAvavuM che, navuM nathI vasAvavuM. * sukha taraphathI najara khasatI nathI ane duHkha tarapha karaDI najare joIe chIe. samyakatva hoya to devalokanuM sukha paNa naDatuM nathI ema mAnIne beThA chIe ne ? devalokanuM sukha paNa mArI nAkhaze evuM je divase lAgaze te divase mithyAtva halavA mAMDaze. jamavA beThA pachI bhANAmAMthI be vastu kADhIne mUkIe to samajavuM ke mithyAtva kADhavAno puruSArtha cAlu che. ghaNI vastu hovA chatAM 'A kema nathI banAvyuM evuM kahIe to mAnavuM paDe ke mithyAtva halyuM nathI. * tamArI pAse keTaluM dhana che-evuM tamane koI pUche to tame tamArA dhanano AMkaDo na Apo paNa gupta rAkho tema sAdhubhagavantano tapa e emanuM dhana che mATe koI temane pUche ke "tame kayo tapa karo cho to te kahe nahIM, gupta rAkhe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * vRkSane ugADavA mATe pANI joIe tema vRkSane jivADavA - lIluMchama rAkhavA mATe paNa pANInI jarUra paDe. tevI rIte cAritradharmane pAmavA samyakatva joIe ane cAritranI sthiratA, nirmaLatA mATe paNa samyatvanI nirmaLatA jarUrI che. * samyatva pAmavA mATe mithyAtvanI nirjarA karavI paDe te mATe tapa jarUrI che. khAvApIvAmAM jiMdagI vitAve tene samyakatva na maLe, te mATe paNa tapa karavo paDe. sAdhubhagavantane svAdhyAya mATe, vinayavaiyAvacca mATe samaya maLe mATe teo tapa kare che. ekAsaNAM kare eTale zarIrane Teko paNa maLe ane khAvApIvAno samaya bacavAthI svAdhyAyAdi thAya, zarIrane kaSTa paDavAthI mithyAtva-cAritramohanIyAdi karmanI nirjarA thAya. bhagavAnane mokSe javAnI khAtarI hovA chatAM bAhya tapa karyo ane kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM chatAM ekAsaNAM choDyAM nahi ne ? to ApaNe meLavavAnuM bAkI hovA chatAM tapa na karIe e cAle ? je mArge bhagavAna cAlyA te mArga bhagavAna paNa choDatA nathI to ApaNe choDI devAno ? sAdhanAkALamAM utkaTakoTinA bAhya tapa sAthe bhagavAna utkaTakoTino abhyantara tapa karatA hatA. bAhya tapa na hoya to atyaMtaratapamAM khAmI AvavAnI ja. abhyantara tapa TakAvavA bAhyatama karavAno ane abhyatara tapa vadhe tema bAhya tapa paNa vadhe. paraspara sAdhyasAdhakabhAva che. sa. tapathI samyakatva kevI rIte maLe? tAmalItApasane na maLyuM ne ? tenI pAse ajJAna hatuM mATe na maLyuM. ajJAna TALIne ke TALavA mATe tapa kare to samyatva maLyA vinA na rahe. * ApaNuM puNya ochuM che mATe samyakatva nathI maLatuM evuM kahI zakAya tema nathI. ApaNA puNyanI to lokone IrSyA Ave evuM che. janamatAMnI sAthe vItarAga deva maLyA, pravacanaprabhAvaka guru maLyA, kevalIkathita dharma maLyo, dhaMdhA mATe paNa evA sthAne AvyA ke joIe eTalAM jinAlayonAM tathA sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavantonAM darzanavaMdanano lAbha sahejamAM maLe ane dhArIe to jinavANInuM zravaNa nitya karI zakIe evI badhI ja anukULatA maLI che. Ama chatAM samyakatva pAmavA mahenata na karIe to samyatva joItuM ja nathI : ema mAnavuM paDe ne? * vyAkhyAna, sAMbhaLavA Avo cho ke yAda rAkhavA ? yAda rahI jAya e vAta judI paNa yAda rAkhavA mATe sAMbhaLavuM che - evo bhAva to nathI ja ne? dhaMdhAnA bhAva, vagara mahenate paNa yAda rahI jAya che ne? ahIM mahenata karavI nathI, ne UMcuM tattva che ema kahIne jatA rahevuM che ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa - 27
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________________ * prAmANika mANaso potAnI zakti hoya tyAM sudhI bIjAnI rakSA kare. - * zreNitapa guNazreNi caDhavA mATe karavAno che. tenI cha bArI chaThThA guNaThANe javA mATe che. krodhanuM paheluM cihna AhAratyAga che. tema jene karmo pratye, pApa pratye napharata jAge tenAmAM A tapanuM - AhAratyAganuM cihna dekhAyA vinA na rahe. AhArasaMjJA toDavI che, aviratino AnaMda nathI mANavo. AhAratyAga ane kaSAyatyAga rUpa viratino AnaMda mANavo che e mATe tapa karavAno che. tapa karavo eTale phaLaprApti mATe utkaTa puruSArtha karavo. zreNitapanuM phaLa chaThThA guNaThANAnI prApti che. Aso mahine pAraNuM karI kArataka mahine dIkSA levI che. tapanuM ujamaNuM karavuM eTale saMsAranuM uThamaNuM karavuM : A ja eka hetuthI tapa karavo che, bIjA koI viparIta ke malina AzayathI tapa nathI karavo. nahi to ATaluM badhuM kaSTa paNa eLe jaze. Aje tamArI-amArI takalIpha e che ke samyaktva pAmavAno jeTalo adhyavasAya che teTalo mithyAtvane kADhavAno nathI. samyaktva pAmavuM che, paNa mithyAtva kADhavuM nathI - kharuM ne ? * zAstrakAro kahe che ke puNyathI samyaktva maLe : AvuM sAMbhaLyA pachI puNyathI ApaNe zuM samajIe ? sa. jenAthI sukha maLe te puNya. zAstrakAroe evo artha nathI karyo. samyaktva kSayopazamabhAvanuM che. e kSayopazamabhAva je puNyaprakRti uddayamAM vartatI hoya tyAre maLe tene ahIM Avazyaka tarIke jaNAvI che. ahIM puNyaprakRti tarIke paMcendriyajAtinAmakarma, trasanAmakarma, bAdaranAmakarma, paryAptanAmakarma vagerenuM grahaNa karyuM che. ApaNe to puNyaprakRti tarIke kone gaNIe ? zAtAvedanIya, yazanAmakarma, AdreyanAmakarma, parAghAtanAmakarma, saubhAgyanAmakarma A badhI ja prakRti yAda Ave ne ? sa. 'Adi' padathI laI zakAya ne ? 'Adi' padathI paNa tatsama (sadaza-sarakhuM) je hoya tenuM grahaNa thAya, virodhInuM nahi. paMcendriyapaNA vinA ke trasapaNA vinA samyaktva nathI maLatuM, jyAre zAtAvedanIyanA udaya vinA paNa samyaktva maLe che to tenuM grahaNa kaI rIte karAya ? jenA vinA samyaktva na maLe evI puNyaprakRtinuM 'Adi' thI grahaNa karavuM. zAtAnA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 28
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________________ kAraNe dharma thato nathI ane azAtAnA kAraNe dharma aTakato nathI. mATe je maLyuM che teno upayoga guNa pAmavA mATe karI levo che. sa. azAtAnA kAraNe hAyavoya thAya, tethI dharma nathI thato. azAtAnA kAraNe hAyavoya thAya to badhAne thAya. bhagavAnane kema na thaI ? agnino svabhAva bALavAno che to te darekane bALe ne ? agni pedA karanArane paNa ? agni bALe ne ? jyAre azAtA badhAne hAyavoya karAvatI nathI. sa. sahana nathI thatuM mATe hAyavoya thAya. eTale azAtAnA kAraNe hAyavoya thAya che - evuM nathI ne ? sahana na thatuM hoya to sahanazIlatA keLavavAnI. titikSA vinA eke guNa maLe evo nathI. bhagavAne dIkSA letAMnI sAthe A guNa AtmasAt karyo ne ? ApaNA kAnamAM khIlA na ThokAya paNa pagamAM kAMTo vAge to hAyavoya nathI karavI - ATaluM bane ne ? * zAstrakAro jene puNyaprakRti tarIke gaNAve che, tene puNya tarIke nathI mAnavI ane jene ApaNe puNya mAnIe chIe tenI zAstrakAroe ahIM noMdha nathI lIdhI. ApaNe to ApaNI mAnI lIdhela puNyaprakRti mATe mahenata karavAnuM zarU karyuM che ane e paNa dharmanA nAme ! sa. dharmanA nAme AvI luccAI kyAMthI zarU thaI ? ApaNe luccA thayA emAMthI AvI luccAI AvI. jo ApaNe saraLa hota to A dazA na thAta. paga vAMkA hoya to mArga sIdho hovA chatAM cAla vAMkI ja hoya ne ? sukha bhogavavAnI IcchAthI dharma karavo che - A ja moTAmAM moTI luccAI che. * je kAraNa na hoya tene kAraNa mAnI levAthI kArya siddha na thAya. kAraNane kAraNa mAnIne sevIe to ja kArya siddha thAya. zAtAvedanIyano udaya dharmanuM kAraNa nathI ane azAtAvedanIyano udaya hoya to dharma sidAto nathI. * Aje ApaNI pAse pAMce Indriyo paripUrNa che, sArAmAM sAruM kAma Ape evI che chatAM ApaNe dharma na karIe to ApaNA jevuM mUrakha koNa ? anukULatA meLavIne dharma karavo che ke anukULatA che mATe dharma karI levo che ? * atyAra sudhImAM ApaNA guNo ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe tene oLakhI nathI zakatA temAM mithyAtvarUpa mahAmohano aMdhakAra kAraNa che. mahAmohanI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 29
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________________ A karAmata che-duHkhanI vacce thoDA thoDA sukhanA TukaDA verI Ape che jethI ApaNe saMsAramAM barAbara TakI rahIe, khasI na jaIe. jyAre ApaNe A sukhanA TukaDAnI lAlacamAM ne lAlacamAM mohanI jALamAM phasAI jaIe chIe. moha dharma paNa karavA de, dharma vadhAravAnuM paNa kahe, chatAM tenAthI pote ja puSTa thAya. dharma karavA chatAM tame dharmI na bano tenI takedArI moha rAkhyA ja kare. thoDuMghaNuM mAna maLatuM hoya to duHkha veThI levAnI salAha Ape. duHkha bhogavavAnuM kahe te paNa mohane vadhAravA ane sukha choDavAnI salAha Ape te paNa mohane vadhAravA. A mohane mAravo che ke moha marI jAya to sAruM ? marI jAya to sAruM A bhAva haze tyAM sudhI moha maraze nahIM. tene mAravA mATe prayatna karIzuM to ja kAma thaze. mohane mAravAnI zarUAta karavI che? te mATe mohanuM mAnavAnuM baMdha karavuM che. mohanuM kahyuM mAnIe chIe tethI mohane baLa maLe che. mohanuM baLa toDI pADavA, jora ochuM karavA mATe sauthI pahelAM mohanuM mAnavAnuM baMdha karavuM che. mohanA vacana khAtara ApaNe sarvajJabhagavantanI vAtanI upekSA karIe chIe kevI vicitra hAlata che ? vacana konuM? ane konA khAtara e vacana avagaNIe chIe ? dharmanA sthAnamAM AvIne paNa mohane ja puSTa karIe chIe, mohanA gharamAM to zI dazA haze te varNavI zakAya evuM nathI. mohAdhIna lokone vacana khAtara sarvazanA vacanane avagaNavAnuM baMdha karIzuM te divase samyagdarzana Avaze. * devo paNa sahAya tene kare ke jeo mohane mAravA taiyAra thayA hoya. jeo mohanI sAthe dostI bAMdhI beThA hoya tene samakitI devo sahAya nathI karatA, mohanI dostI choDavA taiyAra thayA hoya tene ja sahAya kare. * samyatva prApta thaI zake tevI pratyekanAmakarma, paryAptanAmakarma, bAdaranAmakarma, trasanAmakarma, paMcendriya jAtinAmakarma A badhI puNyaprakRti maLI gaI hovA chatAM je puNyanI apekSA hoya to te sukha bhogavavA mATe ja che - evuM mAnavuM ja paDe ne? * samyatva pAmavA mATenI puNyasAmagrI badhI maLI gaI che, have khUTe che eka-mAtra samyakatva pAmavAno pariNAma ane A samyatva pAmavAno pariNAma lAvavA na de evI A moha sAthenI dostI che. anAdikALanI A dostI toDavI pAlave evI nathI mATe samyatva pAmavAno pariNAma Avato nathI. have samajAya che ne ke - mohanI sAthenI dostI toDyA vinA, mohane mAravAnA pariNAma vinA samyatva pAmavAno pariNAma paNa nathI Avato! samyatva pAmavuM haze to lokonI pAchaLa gAMDA banavAne badale bhagavAnanA vacanane anusaratA thavuM che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. gAMDAnI duniyAmAM DAhyAe paNa gAMDA thaIne rahevuM joIe - evuM dRSTAnta zAstramAM Ave che ne ? e dRSTAntano upayoga kyAre karavAno ? gAMDA DAhyA thAya evI zakyatA hoya tyAre. jo gAMDA DAhyA thAya evI zakyatA na hoya to DAhyAe gAMDapaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. sa. thoDuMka to jatuM karavuM paDe ne ? je potAnuM hoya tene jatuM karAya, mohanA gharanuM hoya te jatuM karAya, paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAne to jatI na karAya ne ? mAna mUkavuM paDe to mUkavA taiyAra chuM, apamAna veThavuM paDe to veThavA taiyAra chuM paNa AjJA koI saMyogomAM nahi mUkuM. gAMDAnI duniyAmAM jarUra paDe to pAgala thavAno dekhAva karAya paNa prANa na mukAya ne ? AjJA e to sAdhutAno prANa che. sAdhutAnuM je kAMI spaMdana thAya che te AjJAnA yoge ja thAya che. AjJAnA yoga vinAnA to sAdhutAnAM maDadAM che. * eka vAra AcAryabhagavante kahyuM hatuM ke bAhyatapa ane abhyantara tapa e sAdhupaNAno prANa che, enA vinAnA sAdhu maDadAjevA che. maDaduM kyAM sudhI rahe ? becAra divasa, pachI to saDI ja jAya ne ? IcchakArasUtranA artha karAvatI vakhate A vAta karI hatI. IcchakArasUtramAM suharAI ke sudevasi pachI sukhatapa pUchavAnuM kAraNa ja e che ke sAdhubhagavantanI rAtri ke divasa sukhe karIne pasAra tyAre thAya ke jyAre teo bAhyaabhyantara tapa karavAmAM rata hoya. tapamAM zarIrane pIDA thAya AthI trIjA praznathI zarIranI nirAbAdhatA pUchavAmAM Ave che. tapanI pIDA chatAM zarIra nirAbAdha hoya topaNa saMyamanA koI yogo sidAtA to nathI ne ? e jANavA mATe cotho prazna pUchavAmAM Ave che ane aMte A badhA vacce mananI prasannatA jaLavAI che ne ? e jANavA mATe mAnasika zAtA chellA pAMcamA praznathI pUchavAmAM Ave che. AvA sAdhubhagavantane bhAtapANIno lAbha ApavA vinaMti karavAnI che. ? * puNyanA yoge paMcendriyapaNuM vagere puNyasAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa jyAre AyuSya sivAyanAM sAte karmanI sthiti ekakoTAkoTi sAgaropamathI kaMIka nyUna thAya tyAre jIvane A samyaktvano pariNAma prApta thaI zake. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 31
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________________ sa. sthiti eTale zuM? AtmA upara (baMdha dvArA) lAgela karma koI paNa jAtanA puruSArtha vinA udaya dvArA bhogavIne pUruM karavA jeTalo kALa lAge tene te karmanI sthiti kahevAya. TAMkInuM pANI bharyA pachI naLa dvArA TAMkI khAlI thatAM vAra lAge ane je TAMkInI bhIta tUTI jAya ke toDavAmAM Ave to kSaNavAramAM TAMkI khAlI thAya. tema AtmA upara lAgela karmane udIraNA vagere dvArA khapAvavAmAM Ave to aMtarmuhUrtamAM pUrAM thaI jAya ane udaya dvArA kramasara khapAvavAmAM Ave to utkRSTathI sittera koTAkoTi sAgaropama (mithyAtvamohanIya karmane AzrayIne) jeTalo kALa lAge, AthI te utkRSTa sthiti kahevAya. AyuSya sivAyanAM sAte karmanI sthiti jyAre ghaTatI ghaTatI eka koTAkoTi sAgaropamathI kaMIka nyUna thAya tyAre jIvamAM samyakatva pAmavAnI yogyatA Ave. ene zAstrIya paribhASAmAM graMthideza kahevAya che. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to Temparecara ochuM thAya to davA levAnI yogyatA Ave. AvI yogyatA to ApaNe anaMtI vAra pAmyA. sa. have mAtra puruSArthanI khAmI che. puruSArthanI nahi, mananI khAmI che, IcchAnI khAmI che. puruSArtha to tame gajabano karo cho. azAtAne TALavA mATe tame je puruSArtha karo cho te to cakti thaI javAya evo che. have mohane mAravAnA mananI ja khAmI che. * saMsAranA sukhanAM sAdhana puNyathI maLe che enI nA nahi, paNa e puNyane sAruM mAnavAnuM kAma je na kare tene dharma karavAnI yogyatA maLe. saMsAranA sukhanAM sAdhana ApanAra puNyane sAruM mAnavAnuM kAma dharmAtmA na kare, AgaLa vadhIne dharma pAmavAnI IcchAvALA paNa na kare, dharmanI yogyatA pAmavAnI IcchAvALA paNa na kare. kAraNa ke jJAnIoe saMsAranA sukhane duHkharUpa kahyuM che. je sukha pote duHkharUpa che tenA sAdhana ApanAra karmane sAruM mAnavAnI jarUra kharI ? saM. saMsAranuM sukha duHkharUpa lAgatuM nathI. atyAra sudhI je sukhanI IcchA che te maLyuM che kharuM ? tamArA jevA buddhimAna mANase e vicAra karyo kharo ke je sukha mATe puruSArtha karuM chuM te maLatuM kema nathI ? je karma ApaNI IcchA mujaba jIvavA na de tene duHkharUpa ja kahevAya ne? puNyathI maLeluM sukha paNa IcchA mujaba bhogavI zakAtuM nathI to e puNyamAM rAcavA jevuM che zuM? 32 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * dharmanI sAmagrI paNa puNyathI maLe che ane sukhanI sAmagrI paNa puNyathI maLe che : ApaNane kayuM puNya game ? pApa dUra karavAnI sAmagrI paNa puNyathI maLe che ane duHkha dUra karavAnI sAmagrI paNa puNyathI maLe che, kayuM puNya joIe che? surasuMdarI ane mayaNAsuMdarI bannenA javAba tattvathI sAcA hovA chatAM surasuMdarI mithyAtvI kahevAI tenuM kAraNa ja A che. surasuMdarIe saMsAranA sukhanI sAmagrI ApanAra puNyane puNya tarIke gaNyuM AthI te mithyAtvI gaNAI ane mayaNAsuMdarIe dharmanI sAmagrI ApanAra puNyane puNya tarIke mAnyuM hovAthI te samakitI tarIke lekhAI : A bheda have samajAya che ne? saMsAranuM sukha meLavavA jevuM che ja nahi : AvuM je mAne te sukha ApanAra puNyane puNyarUpe gaNe ja nahi. * ApaNane bhagavAna para vizvAsa ke ApaNA anubhava upara? bhagavAna kahe che, gurubhagavA kahe che, zAstra kahe che mATe mAnI levuM che ke anubhava thAya enI rAha jevI che? koI kahe ke - "vAgha Avyo' to bhAgavA mAMDo ke "mane dekhAya, khAtarI thAya to mAnuM' ema kahIne UbhA raho ? ane ahIM bhagavAna kahe che ke saMsAra asAra che, saMsAranuM sukha duHkharUpa che to te mAnavuM nathI ane uparathI kahe ke duHkharUpa lAge to mAnuM A cAle ? sa. amArI AvI paristhiti kema che? mokSamAM javuM nathI, saMsAramAM ja rahevuM che. saMsAramAM rahIne je thAya evuM hoya te karavuM che. dharma paNa saMsAramAM rahIne thato hoya to karavo che, saMsAra choDavo nathI. AthI A dazA che. sa. saMsAra choDavAno pariNAma kyAre Avaze? pariNAmanI rAha joIne besI rahevAthI pariNAma nahi Ave. enA karatAM amAruM kahyuM - bhagavAnanuM kahyuM - mAnI lo ane saMsAra choDI do to vistAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. bhAva bhale na hoya paNa dAkSiNyaguNa to che ne? bhavadeva munie bhAInA vacana khAtara dIkSA lIdhI to bAra varase paNa ThekANuM paDyuM ne? to tame bhagavAnanA ke gurunA vacana khAtara dIkSA lo to nistAra thayA vinA na rahe ne ? cAritra e sArI vastu che ne ? to koInA vacana khAtara pALavAmAM nukasAna zuM che? sAro bhAva bhale na hoya paNa sAthe viparIta bhAva paNa na hoya to aviparItabhAve karelI A zubha kriyAo chevaTe mokSabAdhakano bAdha karyA vagara nahi rahe. paMdara TakA paNa dIkSA levAno bhAva hoya to zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 33
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________________ bAkInA TakA pUrA karI ApavAnI javAbadArI amArI ! bhAva na hoya topaNa dAkSiNyaguNathI paNa dIkSA laIne pALavI che : ATaluM nakkI karavuM che? ApaNA bhagavAne ApaNA upara keTalI karuNA karI che ane mArga batAvavAmAM keTalI cokasAI rAkhI che? A badhuM ahIM sAMbhaLIne ghare jaIne vicAravAnI Teva rAkhI nathI AthI joIe evuM pariNAma nathI AvatuM. bAkI jo A rIte vicAro to vairAgya lAvavo sahelo che, agharo nathI. sattva na hoya to sarva keLavIzuM, sahanazIlatA na hoya to sahanazIlatA meLavIzuM, abhyAsa na hoya to abhyAsa pADIzuM, paNa guNa pAmyA vagara nathI rahevuM. ahIM je saMskAra paDe che tenuM ghare jaIne dhovANa thaI jAya to teno artha zuM? dIkSAnA pariNAma jAge e mATe ghara choDIne cAra mahinA sAdhu pAse rahevuM che. pauSadha karIne na rahevAya to pauSadha vagara paNa upAzrayamAM ja rahevAnuM, ghare jamavA paNa javuM nathI, Tiphina maMgAvIne vAparI levuM che - ATaluM nakkI karavuM che ? sArA vAtAvaraNamAM sArA saMskAra khIle ne? vairAgya pAmavo haze to ghara choDavuM paDaze. paNa tamAre ghara nathI choDavuM ne? ukaraDAmAM besIne sugaMdhanI apekSA rAkhe to te pUrI thAya kharI ? jyAM sukhano chAMTo nathI tyAM sukha zodhavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI bagADI, have sudharavuM che? eka mAjInI soya khovAI gaI hatI gharamAM ane te zodhavA mATe gharanI bahAra AvyAM hatAM, kAraNa ke gharamAM aMdhAruM hatuM ane bahAra prakAza hato, have e prakAzamAM soya maLe kharI ? ApaNe badhA e mAjI jevA ja chIe ne ? davA paNa kyAM lagADo? jyAM gUmaDuM thayuM hoya tyAM ne ? gUmaDAnI jagyAe davA lagADavAnuM phAve evuM na hoya to bIje davA lagADavAthI gUmaDuM maTI jAya ? saMsAranuM sukha ApanAra puNya nathI bhogavavuM, dharmanI anukULatA ApanAra puNyano upayoga karI levo che. tamane surasuMdarInI vAta game ke mayaNAsuMdarInI? sa. game che surasuMdarInI, paNa gamADavI che mayaNAsuMdarInI ! je mayaNAsuMdarInI vAta gamADavI hoya to tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa choDI amAre tyAM AvI jAva. DokTara paNa TrITamenTa kyAre kare ? tame hospiTalamAM Avo to ne? kAraNa ke gharanA loko to rAgathI dardIne apathya paNa khavaDAvI de, ethI davA lAgu na paDe. mATe DokTara paNa ghara choDAve ne? puNya (sukha) bhogavavAnI anukULatA tamAre tyAM che ane dharma karavAnI anukULatA amAre tyAM che : kaI anukULatA joIe che ? * ApaNuM kalyANa cUkIne bIjAne lAbha thato hoya tevI pravRtti nathI karavI. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ bAhyatapa abhyantaratapanI puSTi mATe karavAno che. abhyantaratapa sidAya evo bAhyatapa karavAnuM vidhAna nathI. tame paNa tapa karo, ne dhaMdhe na jAo to gharanA loko zuM kahe ? 'dhaMdhe to javuM ja paDe, tyAM jaIne tapa thato hoya to karo nahi to rahevA do' ema ja ne ? tema amAre tyAM paNa svAdhyAya-vinaya-vaiyAvacca karavAnA ja che, e sacavAya evo bAhyatapa karavAno. svAdhyAya karavAnuM cAlu rahe evo tapa thAya to karavAno. svAdhyAyasahita bAhyatapa na thaI zake to ekalo svAdhyAya karavo paNa svAdhyAyAdino bhoga levAya tevo bAhyatapa nathI karavo. bAhyatapanI zakti khIlavavA abhyAsa pADavAno. bAhyatapanI zakti eTale mAtra bhUkhyA rahevAnI zakti nathI jovAnI. bhUkhyA rahIne svAdhyAyAdi prasannacitte karI zakIe tyAre bAhyatapanI zakti che-ema mAnavuM. samyaktvanuM svarUpa : * pAMcamI gAthAthI samyaktvanuM svarUpa jaNAve che ke - deva, dharma, mArga, sAdhu ane tattvo e ja (viSayaviSayInA abhedane laIne) samyaktva che. arthAt A pAMcanI zraddhA e samyaktva che ane enAthI viparIta arthAt devAdine devAdarUpe na mAnavA ane avAdine devAdirUpe mAnavA tene zAstramAM mithyAtva kahyuM che. zraddhA devAdinA viSayavALI hovAthI viSayI che ane deva, dharma vagere zraddhAnA viSayo che. viSayaviSayI paraspara sApekSa hovAthI te be vacce kathaMcid abheda che mATe viSayanI zraddhA viSayasvarUpa banavAthI viSayane ja samyaktva kahyuM. * chatI sAmagrIe jeo dharma nathI karatA teone dharma nathI gamato ane saMsAranuM sukha ja game che. Aje ApaNe thoDoghaNo paNa je dharma karIe chIe te pApa karavAnA saMyogo nathI mATe ne ? sukha bhogavavA mATe Indriyo nakAmI banI jAya tyAre ja. tame loko dharmamArge vaLo ne ? ame paNa svAdhyAya karavA kyAre besIe ? koI bhagata na Ave tyAre ne ? * deva, dharma vagerenI avitatha zraddhAne samyaktva kahevAya : have ApaNe devAdinA svarUpane samajavAnuM che. zAstrIya bhASAmAM A gAthAne dvAragAthA kahevAya che. graMthamAM je padArthonuM nirUpaNa karavAnuM hoya te padArthonA mULabhUta nAmono saMgraha jemAM hoya tene dvAragAthA kahevAya. A dvAragAthAne sAMbhaLIne ziSya zaMkA kare che ke 'tattvArtha graMthanA racayitAe tattvArthanI zraddhAne samyagdarzana kahyuM che, to pachI eka tattvamAM badhA samAI jatA hovA chatAM ahIM devAdine judA pADI pAMcanI zraddhAne samyaktva kema kahyuM ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 35
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________________ saMkSepathI nirUpaNa karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI hovA chatAM ekanI zraddhAne badale pAMcanI zraddhAne jaNAvI che : enuM kAraNa zuM ?' Aje ApaNane A dvAragAthA sAMbhaLIne kAMI zaMkA paDI kharI ? nahi ne ? chatAM amAre bolabola karavAnuM ne ? mArgAnusArI zaMkA karanAra ziSya hoya to bolanArane paNa utsAha jAge. chatAM ame samajIe ke koI jIvone jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama na hoya to samajAya nahi ane mithyAtvamohanIyano kSayopazama na hoya to samajAvAnuM mana paNa na thAya, ApaNe karuNAbhAva rAkhIne samajAvavAno prayatna karyA karavAno ! Aje ahIM AvelAne 'samajAya to sArI vAta, nahi to kaMI nahi' Avo ja pariNAma hoya ne ? bajAramAM jAo to 'kamAIe to sArI vAta, nahi to kAMI nahi' evo bhAva hoya ke 'kamAvuM ja che' e bhAva hoya ? tema ahIM 'samajIne ja javuM che' evo bhAva hoya kharo ? bhaNavAnI zakti nathI ke bhaNavAnI jarUra nathI ? 'jJAna maLatuM (AvaDatuM) nathI, yAda nathI rahetuM mATe nathI gokhatA,' AvI dalIla na karavI. AvaDavA mATe nathI bhaNavAnuM, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI nirjarA karavA mATe bhaNavAnuM che. caudapUrvadharone badhuM yAda hovA chatAM roja svAdhyAya kare che enuM kAraNa e ja che ke jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanI nirjarA karavI che. bhUlavAthI jJAnAvaraNIyakarma baMdhAya ane bhaNavAthI, na AvaDe topaNa nirjarA thAya. caudapUrvI nigodamAM gayA e kayA kAraNe ? svAdhyAya karyo nahi ane nidrAvikathAno pramAda karyo mATe ne ? svAdhyAya e to mithyAtvarUpI mahAmohanA daMzathI vyApelA jherane dUra karavA mATe mahAmaMtrasamAna che. sa. gokhavAnuM na phAve ne vAMcana kare to ? vAMcana karatAM AvaDe che kharuM ? vAMcana paNa jAte nahi guru pAse karavuM. dhanyakumAra caritra vAMcanArane ciMtAmaNi zodhavAnuM mana thAya ke cAritra zodhavAnuM mana thAya ? dhanyakumArane baMne maLyuM hatuM ne ? tamane zuM game ? zAlibhadrajIno kUvo jovAnuM mana thAya ke zAlibhadrajIno ogho jovAnuM mana thAya ? dharmakathA ke dravyAnuyoganA graMtho paNa e rIte vAMcavA joIe ke jethI e caraNakaraNAnuyogamAM pariName ! AcAryabhagavanta pAse varasonI saMyamanI sAdhanA ane ethI cAritra pratye je avihaDa prema hoya-enA yoge teozrInA zrImukhe kathAgraMtha AdinuM zravaNa karavAthI ApaNA pariNAmanI paNa zuddhi thAya. amane AcAryabhagavanta jyAre anuyogadvAranI vAcanA ApatA, tyAre dravyAnuyogano viSaya nIrasa jaNAvAthI ame loko bedhyAnapaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe evo khyAla AvI javAthI eka divasa AcAryabhagavante amane kahyuM ke anantI utsarpiNIavasarpiNI tathA palyopama-sAgaropamano asaMkhyAto kALa mAtra gaNavA mATe nathI. ATalo badho kALa narakAdigatimAM jaIne pUro karavo paDe che. anantI kArmaNavargaNAnuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 36
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________________ nirUpaNa ananto kALa bhaTakavAnuM cAlu rAkhavA mATe nathI, ene toDavA mATe che. pudgalAstikAyanuM nirUpaNa pudgalatattvanA niSNAta banavA mATe nathI, AtmatattvanA niSNAta banavA mATe che. AcAryAdi susAdhubhagavanto pAse vAMcana ryuM hoya to ciMtAmaNi uparathI cAritra para najara sthira thAya ane kUvA uparathI ghA para najara * devAdi cAra tattvo navatatvamAM kaI rIte samAya te mATe ziSya jaNAve che ke - devatattva ane sAdhutatvano samAveza jIvatattvamAM thAya che ane dharma tathA mArgano samAveza zubhAzravamAM athavA saMvaratattvamAM thAya che, to temane judA pADavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ahIM ziSya buddhizALI che, vicArazIla che, jijJAsAbhAve pUche che. AthI ja tenI zaMkAno javAba ApatAM graMthakArazrI "satyam' kahIne zarUAta kare che. arthAt "tArI vAta sAcI che' - ema kahe che. ApaNe hoIe to zuM pUchIe? devAditattvone judA pADavAnI jarUra nathI, to zuM kAma pADyA?' Ane tochaDo prazna kahevAya. "AvuM kyA kAraNasara karyuM ?' Ane jijJAsAparaka prazna kahevAya ane "AvuM karavAnuM zuM kAma hatuM, jarUra na hatI ane AkSepaparaka prazna kahevAya. graMthakArazrI devAditattvone judA pADavAnuM kAraNa batAve che ke devAdi dharmanuM sarvasva che ; deva, dharma, mArga, sAdhumAM je viparyAsa thaI jAya to sarva anuSThAno niSphaLa jAya che. tema ja deva pratidina pUjanIya che, dharma pratidina anuSThaya che, mArga pratidina AzrayaNIya che ane sAdhu pratidina upAsanIya che. devAdino pUjanIyatvAdi rUpe pratidina upayoga hovAthI nava tattvothI judA pADI batAvyA che. jIvatattvane pUjya na kahI zakAya ke upAsanIya paNa na kahevAya. sa. upAsanIya eTale zuM ? upa eTale najIkamAM jaIne besavuM te upAsanA. bhagavAnanI to mAtra pUjA karavAnI che. jyAre gurubhagavantanI sevAsuzruSA karI, temanI pAse besI jinavANInuM zravaNa karavAnuM che tathA teozrI je pharamAve te pramANe karavA mATe tatpara thavuM te upAsanA. ApaNane gurunI pAse besavuM phAve ke devanI pAse ? deva kazuM bolatA nathI mATe devanI pAse besavuM phAve ne ? sa. dharmathI nirjarA thAya ke puNya baMdhAya ? dharmathI nirjarA paNa thAya ane puNya paNa baMdhAya, jevA pariNAma. pariNAmanA AdhAre nakkI karAya. pUjA karatAM karatAM zrI nAgaketu kevaLajJAna pAmyA - pUjA karatI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ vakhate sAdhupaNuM yAda Ave to nirjarAnI zarUAta thavA mAMDe. teozrIe sarpa karaDyA pachI paNa puSpa nIce na mUkyuM, ApaNane khaMjavALa Ave topaNa nIce mUkI daIe ne ? pariSaha veThavAno pariNAma hoya to nirjarA thAya. pariSaha TALavAno pariNAma hoya to nirjarA na thAya. * jyAM sudhI saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA paDI haze tyAM sudhI zAMti nahi maLe. IcchAmAM azAMti che ; IcchAnA nirodhamAM, IcchAnAzamAM ja zAMti che. cAritra maLyA pachI duHkhamAM ya zAMti hoya ane ApaNane sukhamAM ya azAMti che tenuM kAraNa vicAryuM ? * sAdhubhagavantane samAdhinI ciMtA hoya nahi. game tevo jIvaleNa roga AvyA pachI paNa sArA thavAnI IcchA na rAkhe ane kharAba karavuM nathI evI IcchA hoya tene samAdhi hastagata hoya. sAdhupaNAmAM samAdhinuM pUchavuM te sAdhupaNAnuM apamAna che. sAdhu to samAdhimAM hoya ja. * Aje duHkha dUra karanArAM sAdhano jeTalAM sacavAya che teTalAM karma dUra karavAnAM sAdhano sacavAtAM nathI. AnuM ja nAma audayikabhAva. audayikabhAvathI najara khaseDavA mATe samyakatvanI jarUra che. * jamaNavAranI vyavasthA sArI kyAre lAge ? tamane vyavasthita jamavA maLyuM hoya to vyavasthA ekadama sarasa lAge ne ? jamavAnuM ApaNane maLe to sAruM ne dIkSA bIjAne maLe to sAruM! AnuM ja nAma audayikabhAva. aprazastamArgamAM bIjA sAme najara jAya te kSayopazamabhAva ane potAnI sAme najara jAya te audayikabhAva. prazastabhAvamAM jAta sAme najara jAya te kSayopazamabhAva ane bIjAnI sAme najara jAya te audayikabhAva. sukha bIjAne maLe to sAruM ane guNa ApaNane pahelAM maLe to sAruM enuM nAma yopazamabhAva. guNa bIjAne maLe to sAruM ane sukha mane maLe to sAruM AnuM nAma audayikabhAva. * saMsAra choDavAno sahelo che, saMsAra oLakhavAno Akaro che. mokSa meLavavo Akaro nathI "mokSa joIto nathI' A pariNAma TALavo Akaro che. ekavAra saMsAra ane mokSanuM svarUpa jo oLakhAI jAya to koInI tAkAta nathI ke samyakatva ke cAritra pAmatAM aTakAve. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ devatattva : chaThThI gAthAthI devanuM svarUpa batAve che ke - cotrIsa atizayathI yukta hoya, aSTa mahApratihAryathI je zobhatA hoya ane aDhAra prakAranA doSathI je rahita hoya te deva che - emAM koI saMdeha nathI. * bhagavAnanA svarUpamAMthI paNa ApaNane kyA guNo game ? audayikabhAvanA ke kSAyikabhAvanA? bhagavAnanA puNyamAM mahAlavAnuM game ke kSAyikabhAva pAmavAnuM game ? bhagavAnanI chAyAmAM sukha lAge che, paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM duHkha lAge che ne ? bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM bhUkha na lAge e yAda rahI jAya paNa samavasaraNamAM javAthI saMsAra chUTI jAya che-e yAda na rahe ne ? sa. aSTamahAprAtihAryane guNa kema kahyA? guNa eTale dharma, svabhAva. arihaMta paramAtmA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA udayathI ja thAya che. arihaMta paramAtmA saMsArI ja hoya mukta na hoya. AthI tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA yoge maLatA hovA chatAM tene guNa kahyA. A AtmAnA guNa nathI, arihaMtapaNAnA guNa che. kAraNa ke tIrthaMkaranAmakarma khapI gayA pachI A guNa nathI hotA. * vItarAgaparamAtmAnA zAsanamAM koI paNa tattvanuM nirUpaNa eTalA ja mATe karavAmAM Ave che ke jethI emAMthI je sAruM tattva hoya tene pAmavA mATe ApaNe prayatna karIe ane je kharAba tattva hoya tene choDavA mATe ApaNe prayatna karIe. mAtra vAto karIne gharabhegA thavA mATe A tattvanuM nirUpaNa nathI. * paramAtmAnuM audayikabhAvanuM svarUpa to adbhuta hovAthI te ApaNane game evuM che. kSAyikabhAvanuM svarUpa ApaNane gamI jAya evuM karavuM che. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAe cothI batrIsInI pahelI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke "he bhagavan! aSTamahAprAtihAryAdi riddhinA kAraNe, vibhUtinA kAraNe ame Apane mahAna nathI mAnatA, kAraNa ke e bAhyavibhUti aMbai tApasanI jema mAyAvImAM paNa hoya che. ApaNI najara audayikabhAva upara ja caTelI hovAthI ApaNe samyagdarzana pAmI nathI zakatA. bhagavAnanuM paNa puNya ja game ne kSAyikabhAva na game tyAM sudhI devane deva tarIke oLakhyA na hovAthI samyakatva kyAMthI Ave ? Aje devane, gurune ke dharmane sAcI rIte oLakhavAnuM kAma ApaNe nathI karyuM, AthI ja samyatva pAmI nathI zakAtuM. je zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 39
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________________ sAdhubhagavanta bhagavAnanI sAcI vAta kahetA hoya te ekalA hoya ane bahumatI sAmA pakSe hoya to tame zuM karo ? sAcAnI AgaLa kavaca banIne UbhA raho ? ke emane DhIlA pADo. jenI vAta sAcI hoya tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe ke tene DhIlo pADavo joIe ? aDhAra doSoH aSTa mahAprAtihArya ke atizayonuM svarUpa prasiddha che, AthI tenuM varNana na karatAM ApaNe aDhAra doSonuM svarUpa samajI levuM che. 9 mI ane 10 mI gAthAthI aDhAra doSo jaNAvyA che : 1. ajJAna, 2. krodha, 3. mada, 4. mAna, 5. lobha, 6. mAyA, 7. rati, 8. arati, 9. nidrA, 10. zoka, 11. alIka (asatya) vacana, 12. corI, 13. matsara, 14. bhaya, 15. prANivadha, 16. prema, 17. krIDAprasaMga (maithuna), 18. hAsya. * viratinI yogyatA ATha varasa pahelAM AvatI nathI. tethI ATha varasa pahelAM sAmAyika uccarAvAya nahi. abhyAsa mATe besADavAnA, paNa pratijJA na apAya. tapa mATe jeTalI takedArI che eTalI sAmAyika mATe nathI. besaNuM - ekAsaNuM bhAMgI na nAMkhe mATe paccakkhANa jema nathI ApatA tema sAmAyika paNa uccarAvAya nahi, tethI pratikramaNamAM sUtro bolAvavAno savAla ja raheto nathI. chokaruM bolatuM thAya tyArathI tene sUtro zikhavADavAnAM, paNa sAmAyika to ATha varasa pachI ja karAvAya. vItarAgatAne prApta karavA mATe A virati che, tenI kiMmata jevItevI nathI. 1. ajJAna : * ajJAna e sauthI pahelo doSa che, je ApaNane atyanta priya che. je ApaNane game te bIjAnuM TaLe emAM ApaNane AnaMda Ave kharo ? Aje ajJAnanA kAraNe A saMsAramAM ApaNuM kazuM ja aTakatuM nathI, je aTake che te kevaLajJAna aTake che ane e to ApaNane joItuM nathI. AthI ja ajJAna doSarUpa nathI lAgatuM. jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAmAM upavAsa karavo game, kriyA karavI game paNa gAthA gokhavAnuM na game. pAMca varasa ne pAMca mahinA sudhI jJAnanA devavaMdana karavA chatAM jJAnanA duhA moDhe na AvaDe, copaDImAM joIne ja bolavA paDe ne ? bhAva kahevo hoya to prAIjhalisTa vAMcyA vagara ja kaho ne ? tyAM jeTalI jarUra che eTalI jarUra ahIM nathI ne ? Ane jJAna pratyeno prema kahevAya ke napharata ? 40 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. upekSA kaho, napharata na kaho. tamAre mATe narama zabda vAparuM teno mane vAMdho nathI, paNa padArthamAM pharaka nathI paDavAno. tamAro chokaro tamArI upekSA kare to tame ene upekSA kaho ke napharata kaho ? tapa na karyAnuM duHkha thAya, kriyA na karyAnuM duHkha thAya paNa gAthA na thAya to du:kha na thAya ne ? jene kevaLajJAna joIe te jJAnanI upekSA kare ? amAre tyAM jainetara paMDito bhaNAvavA AvatA tyAre ame bhaNavAmAM ALasa karIe to amane kahetA ke "mahArAja ! Apako kevalajJAna cAhIye to paDhate karyo nahi ?' je jainetara vidvAnone samajAya che te AjanAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa na samajI zake to te kaI dazA kahevAya ? kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe pAMca gAthAno niyama levo che ? zrutajJAna paripUrNa thayA pachI paNa kevaLajJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI A ajJAna jIvatuM rahe che. ane ApaNA bhagavAna A ajJAnadoSathI rahita hovAthI ApaNA mATe pUjya che. * arihantaparamAtmAnI stavanA karanAre A aDhAra doSo game che ke nahi te vicAravAnI jarUra che. ajJAnajevo doSa paNa ApaNane game che ne ? jJAna bhaNanArano vikathAno rasa nicovAI jAya che ane gurubhagavantanA kahyA pramANe karavuM paDe che : e phAvatuM nathI. jene ajJAna game tene bhagavAna kaI rIte game ? jene jJAna game, kevaLajJAna game tene paramAtmA pratye prema jAgyA vagara na rahe. sa. jJAnAvaraNIyakarma bhAre haze! jJAnAvaraNIyakarma nahi, mithyAtvamohanIyakarma bhAre che tethI bhaNavAnuM gamatuM nathI. kSayopazama nathI mATe nathI bhaNatA evuM nathI. mASatuSamuni karatAM ApaNo yopazama sAro che ne? chatAM nathI bhaNatA te zenA kAraNe ? bhaNyA vinA nahi ja cAle - Avo adhyavasAya nathI mATe. tapano adhyavasAya jeTalo che teTalo bhaNavAno adhyavasAya nathI. je naDatuM nathI tenA para bhAra nathI Apavo, je naDe che te karyA vagara nathI rahevuM. samartha jJAnI evA AcAryabhagavanta maLyA pachI paNa ajJAnI rahyA tenuM kAraNa ApaNI jJAna pratyenI napharata ja che ne ? tapamAM to zraddhA che ke aThThama ke tenAthI AgaLanA tapamAM devatA sahAya kare. jyAre ahIM jJAna bhaNavAmAM gurubhagavanta sahAya kare che chatAM nathI joItuM. sa. devatAo sahAya kare - e vAta sAcI ? ApaNe bhagavAnanI AjJA pALatA hoIe ane devo upayuktadazAmAM hoya to Ave ya kharA. e samakitI devone pote bhagavAnanI AjJA nathI pALI zakatA tenuM duHkha zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa Jam Education International
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________________ bhArobhAra hoya che. tethI bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlakone sahAya karyA vinA na rahe. samyakatvanA prabhAve bhagavAnane oLakhavAnA AnaMda karatAM paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAnavAnuM duHkha vadhAre hoya tethI sahAya kare. * Aje sAdhusAdhvIne paNa ajJAna game che e mAnyA vinA cAle evuM nathI. gurubhagavanta hitazikSA Ape te gamatI nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke zikSAthI jJAna maLe che, zikSA vinA jJAna na maLe. jJAna game tene hitazikSA game, jene ajJAna game tene gurunI hitazikSA kyAMthI game? AthI nakkI che ke Aje je hitazikSAno aNagamo dekhAya che te ajJAnanA premane ja sUcave che. jene jJAna pratye prema hoya tene hitazikSAno aNagamo na hoya. 2. krodha : * ajJAna pachI bIjo doSa krodha batAvyo che. kAraNa ke je ajJAnI hoya tene hitazikSAnI jarUra paDe. e hitazikSAthI ene krodha Ave. jJAnIne hitazikSAnI jarUra ja na paDe ane chatAM hitazikSA tene maLe to paNa tene krodha na Ave. jene krodha Ave te jJAnI na hoya, jJAnIne krodha Ave nahi: A baMnnemAM tame sammata ne? je jJAnI anAdinA saMskArane dUra karavAne badale ene AdhIna thaIne gusso karavA bese tyAre zuM kaho ? "joyA joyA jJAnI ! bhaNavA chatAM gusso to pAra vagarano che !' AvuM kahevuM te jJAnanI AzAtanA che. jJAnI gusso kare nahi, kadAca kare to sAmAnA hita mATe kare. jyAre ajJAnI potAnA hitanI upekSA karavA mATe gusso kare. * zAstramAM kahyuM che ke tIrthaMkarabhagavantanI pUjA karatAM paNa teozrInI AjJAnuM pAlana zreSTha che. Aje ApaNane pUjA rahI jAya to du:kha thAya paNa AjJA rahI jAya to duHkha thAya kharuM? hAthamAMthI bhagavAna paDI jAya to duHkha thAya, paNa AjJA hAthamAMthI sarI paDe to duHkha thAya ? bhagavAna paDI gayA pachI paNa AzAtanA thaI enuM du:kha ke e AzAtanAthI dhanotapanota nIkaLI jAya mATe duHkha? AzAtanAthI bacanArAne AjJAnI ArAdhanAno bhAva na hoya e cAle? sa. bhagavAnanuM vacana samajavuM kaparuM che. bhagavAnanuM vacana samajavAnuM kaparuM nathI, saheluM che. sukha choDI devuM ane duHkha bhogavavA mAMDavuM : A ja bhagavAnanuM vacana. Azrava sarvathA heya che ane saMvara upAdeya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ che : A bhagavAnanA vacanano sAra che ne ? sukha bhogavavAthI Azrava thAya ne ? duHkha bhogavavAthI saMvara thAya ne ? sa. samajAyA pachI paNa vacana AcaravAnuM kaThina che. enuM kAraNa e che ke ruci jAgavI kaThina che. pIrasanAra to pakavAnna pIrase paNa ruci ja na hoya to thALa paDI rahe ne ? ruci vinA sArAmAM sArI vastu paNa kAma na lAge. sa. ruci lAvavA mATe zuM karavuM ? julAba laIne peTa sApha karavuM. e mATe dIvela levuM paDaze. pIrasanAra bhojana pIrase, dIvela na pIrase. dIvela to ApaNe jAte levuM paDaze. tema ruci ApaNe jAte pedA karavI paDaze. * cAra mahinAnA upavAsa karanAra tapasvIoe paNa evo krodha karyo ke je sAmAnya mANasa paNa na kare. AvuM jANyA pachI ApaNe e ja vicAravAnuM ke karmanI pariNati eTalI vicitra che ke kyAre kayo jIva kevuM kArya karI bese e kahI zakAya evuM nathI. mATe karmabaMdha mATe eka paNa nimitta nathI ApavuM ane karmanirjarAnAM nimitto jeTalAM maLe eTalAM sevI levAM che. * duSTa cAle, doSavALA cAle paNa doSanI rucivALA na cAle. * AcAryabhagavande ekavAra kahyuM hatuM ke jyAre jyAre visrotasikA thAya tyAre uccArapUrvaka zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtranI mAtra dasa paNa gAthA gokhavAmAM Ave to te pariNati zAMta thayA vagara na rahe. visrotasikA eTale je dizAmAM javAnuM hoya tenAthI UMdhI dizAno DhALa. viratinI dizAmAM nIkaLelAno DhALa avirati tarapha vaLe tenuM nAma visrotasikA. * bhagavAnanA audayikabhAvanA guNo to devatA ke labdhidhArI manuSya paNa vikurtI zake paraMtu A kSAyikabhAvanA guNo to kaThora sAdhanA vinA pAmI zakAtA nathI mATe ApaNe e guNone samajavAnI zarUAta karI che. zAstramAM je atizayonuM varNana karyuM che te paNa A kSAyikabhAvathI sahacarita hovAthI ja karyuM che. AthI ApaNe aDhAra doSonuM svarUpa samajI levuM che. bhagavAne A aDhAre doSo dUra karyA. ApaNAmAM A aDhAre doSa che - enI kabUlAta ApaNe karI ja lIdhI che. have e doSo game che ke e zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 43
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________________ doSa kADhavA che? ApaNane ajJAna paNa game che, krodha paNa game che. krodha bhaMDo lAge topaNa kyA kAraNasara lAge ? bhaviSyamAM duHkha Ape che mATe ja ne? bAkI jo ema lAge ke pariNAma sAruM - anukULa Ave evuM che to krodha paNa majethI karIe ne? krodha e pApa che ne ? chaThe krodha e pApa ne? pApa svayaM kharAba che ke duHkha Ape che mATe kharAba che ? krodha pApanA yoge Ave, pApa karAve ane pApano anubaMdha pADI Ape che, mATe ja te pAparUpa che. AthI ja bhagavAne krodhane dUra karyo. bhagavAne je rIte krodhane dUra karyo te rIte ApaNe paNa krodha TALavo che. bhagavAne du:kha badhAnuM bhogavI lIdhuM ane koIne duHkha ApyuM nahi. devatAe duHkha ApyuM te paNa bhogavI lIdhuM, tiryaMce duHkha ApyuM te paNa bhogavI lIdhuM ane manuSyoe duHkha ApyuM te paNa pratIkAra karyA vinA bhogavI lIdhuM. na devatAne duHkha ApyuM, na tiryaMcane duHkha ApyuM, na manuSyane duHkha ApyuM. A rIte krodhane jItyo. ApaNe jItavo che ne? to nakkI karavuM che ke koI game teTaluM duHkha Ape topaNa ApaNe gusso nathI karavo. ApaNe gusso karIe to bIjAne duHkha thAya ne? bIjAne du:kha nathI ApavuM mATe gusso nathI karavo - kharuM ne? * gurubhagavanta ApaNane na game evuM saMbhaLAve to gusso Ave ne ? aNagamo e krodhanuM utpattisthAna che. tethI sauthI pahelAM vacanano aNagamo TALavo che. *mAMdagImAM khAvApIvA - ArAmanI anukULatA vadhAre maLe chatAM e puNyodaya game ke svAbhAvika - nirogI avasthA game ? puNya game ke svAbhAvika svarUpa game? puNya bhogave te mAMdA kahevAya, je bhavanA rogI hoya te puNya bhogave. je nirogI hoya teo to svarUpamaNatAnuM sukha bhogave. * AcAryabhagavanto mokSamArganA jJAtA, ArAdhaka ane prarUpaka hovAthI mahAna che. sAco prabhAvaka che ke je sAcAnA upAsaka banAve. sAcAnA upAsaka banAve te sAruM ke ApaNuM managamatuM Ape te sAruM ? audayikabhAva to upAzrayamAM AvavA mATe kAma lAge paNa te AgaLa na vadhAre. AgaLa vadhavuM haze to audayikabhAva uparathI najara khaseDavI paDaze. Aje to takalIpha e che ke ApaNe jAte to sukha uparathI najara khaseDI nathI zakatA, paNa gurnAdi khaseDavA mATe prayatna kare to ya gusso Ave che. Aje eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke gusso bhale game teTalo Ave to paNa guru pratye to koI saMyogomAM gusso nathI karavI - ATalo niyama che? levo che? lIdho hoya to pALIe chIe kharA ? 44 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 3. madada * krodhanA kAraNe ApaNe jJAnathI dUra rahIe chIe. jJAna pAmavA mATe krodha TALavo paDaze. A rIte krodha TALIne jJAna maLyA pachI e jJAnano mada AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che, AthI trIjo doSa mada batAvyo che. jAti, kuLa, rUpa, baLa, zruta Adi saMbaMdhI ATha prakArano mada che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAmAM jAtyAdi AThe ya guNo parAkASThAne pAmelA hovA chatAM paramAtmAmAM madano chAMTo paNa na hoya. khuda bhagavAna paNa je sarvotkRSTa guNanA bhAjana hovA chatAM mada na kare to ApaNe kayA kAraNasara mada karIe chIe? * bhagavAnanA siddhAntano apalApa karanArI kalamo je baMdhAraNamAM hoya te baMdhAraNanA TrasTI thavAmAM pApa che. TrasTI thavAmAM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma baMdhAya te vAta sAcI, paNa jene bhagavAnanA vacana para TrasTa(vizvAsa) hoya tene mATe e vAta che. * vizALadaSTi rAkhavAnI nA nahi paNa e daSTi kone kahevAya ? vizALane jevuM te vizALadaSTi. saMkucitane vizALa tarIke jovuM te vizALadaSTi nahi. mokSa vizALa che, tene jonArI daSTi te vizALa daSTi. saMsAranuM sukha saMkucita che tene vizALa mAnIne jovuM tenuM nAma saMkucita daSTi. * ApaNane sukha game ke dharma? mahApuruSoe dharmanI sAdhanA mATe je puruSArtha karyo che, te jotAM lAge ke sAdhupaNAnI anukULatA levAno adhikAra paNa e mahApuruSone hato. ApaNe to e rIte jIvIe chIe ke ApaNane AhAra levAno paNa adhikAra nathI, chatAM ApaNe majethI samayasara khAvA besI jaIe chIe ne? * zeThAI karIne AvelA paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhe ke zeThAI mUkIne AvyA chIe to te ahIM zeThAI karI zake kharA ? sukha bhogavIne AvelA paNa e sukha choDIne AvyA che e bhUlI jAya che, AthI ja sukha bhogavavAnI pravRtti pAchI zarU kare che. maLelI sAmagrIno ochA-vadhatA pramANamAM tyAga karIe to samajavuM ke zarIra pAse kAma levuM che. zarIra kAma nathI karatuM A phariyAda karavAno adhikAra tene che ke jene zarIra pAse kAma levAnI vRtti che. nAnAmAM nAnuM paNa kAma zarIranI anukULatA sAcavIne karavAnI vRtti hoya tevAo zarIra pAsethI kAma kyAMthI laI zake ? * puNyayoge maLelI sArAmAM sArI cIjane laIne ahaMkAra karavo ke mArA jevuM koI che nahi - tenuM nAma mada. Avo ahaMkAra karavAthI ApaNo koI ja uddeza siddha zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 45 Jain-Education International
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________________ thato nathI. AthI Avo mada karavAnI mUrkhAI nathI karavI. rUpano mada sanatkumAra cakravartIe karyo hato, kuLano mada marIcie karyo hato, jJAnano mada zrI sthUlabhadramahArAje karyo hato ane tapano mada cAramAsI tapa karanAra cAra zramaNoe karyo hato. e madanA kAraNe te badhAne koI ja lAbha na thayo UlaTuM te guNanI hInatA thaI. 4. mAnaH * mada pachI cotho mAnadoSa batAvyo che. duSTano abhiniveza tenuM nAma mAna. sArAkhoTAnuM jJAna thayA pachI paNa duSTano tyAga na karavA de ane sAcAno svIkAra na karavA de evA abhinivezane mAna kahevAya che. ApaNI vAta khoTI che e samajAyA pachI paNa mUkavI nahi ane bIjAnI vAta sAcI che evuM samajAyA pachI paNa svIkAravI nahi te mAna. ApaNuM choDI na zakIe ane sAmAnuM mAnI na zakIe e mAnano prabhAva che. AvA mAnIne jJAna na maLe. ApaNane jJAna maLe to sAruM ke ApaNuM mAna jaLavAya to sAruM ? * mAna be prakAranuM che : bAhya ane abhyantara. satkAra karavo te bAhya mAna ane sanmAna karavuM te abhyantara mAna. bAhya paricaryA karavI te bAhya mAna ane abhyantara prIti rAkhavI te abhyantara mAna. ApaNane baMnne prakAranAM mAna game ne ? bAhya bhakti kare evI paNa apekSA hoya ane aMtarathI ApaNI pratye prIti rAkhe : evI paNa apekSA hoya ne ? AthI mAna dUra karavA mATe pahelAM apekSA TALavI paDaze. tethI mAna pachI lobhadoSa TALavAnuM batAvyuM che. * roja savAre UThatAMnI sAthe aDhAra doSa ane aDhAra pApa yAda Ave to thAya ke AvuM jIvana kyAM sudhI jIvavuM che ? have vahelI take pAparahita ane doSarahita jIvana jIvatA thaI javuM che. 5. lobha: * mAna pachI lobha batAvyo che. kAraNa ke ApaNuM badhA mAne evI apekSAmAMthI mAna janmatuM hoya che. je apekSA TALI zake tene mAna na naDe. lobhanuM pApa evuM che ke te lagabhaga bhUMDuM lAgatuM nathI. sArI vastu to saune game-evo bacAva karIe ne ? sArI eTale anukULa. anukULa paDe evI vastu badhAne game ne ? A rIte lobhano bacAva karavAnI Teva paDI che. paraMtu eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke sArI vastu jene game te sArA mANasa na kahevAya. jarUriyAta pUrI karavAno lobha hoya tyAM sudhI vAMdho nahi paNa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 46
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________________ IcchAne pUrI karavAno lobha koI saMyogomAM nabhe nahi. mokSanI IcchA atyAre pUrI thAya evI nathI - ema samajIne mUkI dIdhI tema A bIjI IcchAo pUrI thAya evI nathI ema samajIne paNa mUkavI che kharI? ke puruSArtha cAlu rAkhavo che? * jene sAdhana upara, sAdhanA para pUrNa vizvAsa hoya tenI sAdhyanI IcchA paNa zAMta thaI jAya che. maLavAnuM ja che evI khAtarI thayA pachI koI paNa zAMta thaI jAya che te ApaNe ApaNA vyavahAramAM paNa joIe ja chIe. AthI ja sAdhanAnI parAkASThAmAM mokSa pratye paNa udAsInabhAva batAvyo che. * pahelAM jihAsA(saMsArano uccheda karavAnI IcchA) jAge. pachI jijJAsA (bhavocchedano upAya jANavAnI IcchA) jAge. pachI kramasara zuzruSA (e upAya sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA), jivRkSA (sAMbhaLela arthane grahaNa karavAnI IcchA), pachI cikIrSA (te upAya sevavAnI IcchA), pachI mumukSA (kSayopazamabhAvanA dharmo mUkI kSAyikabhAvasvarUpa mokSe javAnI IcchA) ane pachI dikSA (mokSanA kAraNarUpa paramatattvane jovAnI IcchA) jAge. * jene gurubhagavantanuM vacana mAnavuM nathI, saMsAra choDavo nathI teo gurubhagavantano hAtha mAthe mukAvavAno Agraha rAkhe te zuM kAmano ? * lobhano artha gRddhi karyo che ane parigraha paNa gRdhinA svabhAvavALo hovAthI parigrahano samAveza A lobhamAM ja karyo che. lobhanuM kArya parigraha che. kArya kAraNarUpa manAya ne ? mATe kAryane kAraNamAM samAvyuM che. agni bALe tema agninuM kArya paNa bALe ne ? cAmAM uSNatA che te agninI ja che ne? tethI baMnnethI sAvaceta rahevAnuM ne? Aje ghaNA loko parigraha laIne beThA hovA chatAM "mane lobha nathI, A to ghara laIne beThA chIe mATe kamAIe chIe, Avo bacAva kare che temane samajAvavA mATe parigrahano lobhamAM samAveza karyo che. lobhathI parigraha Ave che evuM jaNAvyuM che. sa. sAta lAkhamAM be judA kema ApyA che ? kAraNarUpa doSa ane kAryasvarUpa doSa baMnne bhayaMkara che-e jaNAvavA mATe judI batAvyA che. ghaDo e mATInuM kArya che. chatAM hAtha dhovA mATe mATI ja kAma lAge ane pANI bharavA mATe ghaDo ja kAma lAge. A rIte kAraNa ane kAryanuM svataMtra prayojana juduM hovAthI bemAM bheda paNa che. bemAMthI eke doSa nabhe evo nathI tethI judA pADIne batAvyA. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 47
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________________ sa. zrAvaka kamAto na hoya to nirlobhI kahevAya ne? nA, saMtoSI kahevAya paNa nirlobhI na kahevAya. nirlobhI to ekamAtra sAdhubhagavanto ja hoya. zrAvake parigraha rAkhyo hovAthI tene lobhI ja kahevAya. lobha kADhavo hoya to parigraha TALavo paDaze. sAdhubhagavA nirlobhI ane nirmohI hoya che. AthI ja zrI sthUlabhadramahArAjAe kozyAne kahyuM hatuM ke 'nirlobhI nirmohIpaNAzuM suNa kozyA ame rahIzuMre, yogavaze zubhavIrajinezvara ANA mastaka vahezuM. sAdhubhagavantamAM lobha na hoya ane ajJAna na hoya. lobhanA kAraNe parigraha vadhe ane parigrahanA yoge jJAna pAmI zakAtuM nathI. asaMyamanA upakaraNanI sAravAramAM jeTalo samaya jAya che eTalo jJAnadarzanacAritranI sAdhanAmAM nathI jato. sAdhubhagavanto mATe pustaka paNa parigraha che. Aje pustaka rAkhavAnA kAraNe guru pratye nirapekSabhAva vadhavA mAMDyo. guru pAse moDhe sUtra ane artha levAnA hatA. AthI to vAcanA pachI pRcchanAsvAdhyAya batAvyo che. sa. Agamo zA mATe lakhAya che? koIvAra bhulAI jAya to jovA mATe, roja upayoga karavA nahi. zaMkA paDyA pachI gurubhagavantane pUchavuM, pustakamAMthI joI laIzuM evA bhAve bese tene bodha na maLe. AthI ja zuzruSAguNa batAvyo che, vAMcana nahi. gurubhagavanta matijJAnanA viziSTa kSayopazamane laIne je arthane jaNAve te pustakamAM na maLe. * je bhagavAne lobha choDyo te bhagavAna pAse sukhanAM sAdhana mAMgatAM zarama na Ave ? ApaNA karatAM to pelo brAhmaNa sAro ke jene, bhagavAna pAse ardha devaduSya lIdhA pachI adhuM bAkI hatuM te mAMgavA mATe jIbha na UpaDI, mAMgatAM zarama AvI. bhagavAnane joIne ema thAya ne ke parigraha e pApa che, bhagavAne choDyo che to have kayA moDhe mAMguM? je bhagavAna sukha choDIne ane duHkha veThIne ja bhagavAna thayA hatA te bhagavAna pAse sukha ane duHkhAbhAva kaI rIte maMgAya ? AvA bhagavAna pAse AvyA pachI paNa lobha bhUMDo na lAge to ApaNe bhUMDA chIe ema samajI levuM. * Aje ApaNane puNya ochuM paDe che enuM duHkha bhArobhAra che, paNa kSayopazamabhAva ocho paDe che-enI ciMtA nathI. sArA DokTara maLe chatAM roga na jAya to na game ne ? ane sArA gurubhagavanta maLavA chatAM dIkSA na maLe to duHkha thAya kharuM? * bimArImAM mana sthira tyAre thAya ke jyAre bimArI bhogavI levI che' evo bhAva hoya. "mAMdagI kyAre jAya ?' A vicAra manane asthira banAve che. X/ zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. bhogavAya tyAM sudhI bhogavIe. nA, TaLAya tyAM sudhI TALIe. na TaLe pachI bhogavIe - ema kaho ne ? mAMdagI bhogavI levI che A pariNAmathI bhogavavAnuM satva Ave. 6. mAyA: * Aje ApaNe bhagavAnane atizayadhArI tarIke oLakhIe ke aDhAra doSathI rahita tarIke oLakhIe ? bhagavAnanA atizayathI mArI-marakI nathI AvatA eno ApaNane AnaMda ke bhagavAnanI kRpAthI saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM nathI paDatuM teno ApaNane AnaMda ? nikAcita koTino karmodaya hoya to bhagavAnano atizaya paNa kAma nathI karato. jyAre bhagavAnanI jema doSarahita avasthA pAmavI hoya to pAmI zakAya evuM che. atizayathI bhUkhatarasa na lAge, jyAre bhagavAnanI kRpA jhIlatAM AvaDe to bhUkha lAgyA pachI paNa khAvAnI IcchA na thAya. bhagavAnanA ke gurubhagavantanA bhakta thavAmAM AnaMda ke ziSya thavAmAM? lobha ane parigraha hovA chatAM jarUriyAtanA kAraNe kamAIe chIe, kharcA vadhI gayA che', AvuM kahIne bacAva karavA mAMDyA eTale mAyA AvIne UbhI rahe. AthI chaThTho doSa mAyA batAvI che. dharmasthAnamAM doSone nAbUda karavA mATe AvyA hatA chatAM bacAva karavA besI gayA - A mAyAno prabhAva che. ApaNA doSono bacAva karavA ja mAyAno khapa paDe che. jyAM vALIjhUDIne sApha karavA AvyA hatA tyAM ArAma karavA besI gayA tenuM nAma mAyA. doSo karatI vakhate purAvA sAthe pakaDAI javA chatAM "evo Azaya nathI' ema kahIne chaTakI javAnI taiyArI che ne ? mAyAno sthAyIbhAva ja A che ke "tame dhAro cho evuM nathI." kriyAmAM pahelethI chelle sudhI je pariNAma jIvato hoya tene sthAyIbhAva kahevAya che. mAyA karatI vakhate A pariNAma sthira ja hoya ne ? ApaNA doSono bacAva karavo tenuM nAma mAyA ane ApaNA doSono svIkAra karavo tenuM nAma RjutA. A RjutA keLavI levI che. kAraNa ke dharma karavAnI yogyatA A RjutAmAMthI Ave che. tame dhAro cho evuM nathI - ema kahevAne badale tamArI dhAraNA karatAM vadhAre che-evuM prAmANikapaNe kahevAnI taiyArI Ave to mAyA dUra thAya. Aje mAyA karavAnA kAraNe jANe svarganuM sukha maLI gayuM hoya evuM lAge che. kAraNa ke aparAdha game teTalA karIe to ya sajA maLe nahi! mAyA kADhavI hoya to doSano bacAva nathI karavo. Aje doSa TALavAne badale, doSa kahenArane toDI pADavAnI pravRtti zarU thavA mAMDI che. je samajaNA thAya te A ja pravRtti karavA mAMDe e kema cAle ? doSo zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 49 Jan Education International
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________________ kADhavA mATe AvelA ApaNane ApaNA AtmAnA doSo vINI-vINIne batAve tyAre mAThuM lAge to ApaNuM bhAgya paravAryuM ema samajI levuM. sa. bhagavad ! anAdikALanA saMskAranA kAraNe mAyAdoSa paDelo ja che to tene kADhavA mATe zuM karavuM? gurnAdika doSo batAve tyAre premathI sAMbhaLatAM zIkhI levuM. doSono svIkAra karatAM AvaDaze to mAyAdoSa TaLaze. gurnAdika khoTo Thapako Ape topaNa svIkArI levo che. mAyA kADhavI haze to ahIM sudhInI taiyArI keLavavI paDaze. mAyA kADhavI che kharI ? ke rAkhavI che? ke pachI mAyA che ja nahi ? sa. nIkaLI jAya to sAruM! eno jApa jayethI mAyA nIkaLe kharI ? gharamAMthI kacaro nIkaLe to sAruM evo jApa japo ke jhADuM laIne pharI vaLo? mAyA to evI kajAta che ke jAte nIkaLe evI nathI, ene dhakko mArIne kADhavI paDaze. mArA gurumahArAja kahetA hatA ke samAdhinA jApa japavAthI samAdhi na maLe, asamAdhinAM nimitto TALo to samAdhi maLe. doSa TALavAnuM sAmarthya to tamArI pAse ja che. Aje eTalo niyama levo che ke koI paNa bhUla batAve to svIkArI levI che, khulAsA karavA nathI besavuM. khulAso karavAnI zarUAta karIe eTale mAyA zarU thavA mAMDe. mAyAno taMtu toDavA mATe khulAsA karavAnuM baMdha karavuM che. sa. anyAya kare topaNa ? zrI aMjanAsatIno guno kevo ane sajA kevI ? bAvIsa-bAvIsa varasa sudhI potAno pati ja potAne vyabhicAriNI mAne chatAM koI ThekANe phariyAda nathI karI. piyare paNa nathI gayAM. sAsare rahIne ja koI paNa jAtano pratIkAra karyA vinA A anyAya sahyo ne ? manathI paNa jeNe vyabhicAra nathI sevyo evI satI upara gharanA ja lokoe kevA AkSepa karyA chatAM potAnA karmano ja doSa kADhayo ne ? e kAMI dharma karavA mATe AvyA hatAM ke saMsAranAM sukha bhogavavA AvyAM hatAM? chatAM Avo anyAya sahana kare ! ane ApaNe dharma karavA AvyA hovA chatAM, Avo anyAya koIe karyo na hovA chatAM khulAsA karavA besIe tenuM kAraNa zuM? e mahApuruSo hatA, mahAsatI hatAM tenI nA nahi, paNa temanA guNono jApa japavAthI guNa nahi Ave. e mahApuruSo mAtra guNa gAIne guNavAna banyA na hatA, kAma karIne guNavAna banyA hatA. roja savAre UThIne zrI sImaMdharasvAmIne vinaMti karIe ke A bharate Avo. paraMtu bhagavAna Ave to paNa 50 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ ApaNe dikSA laIe kharA ? je joItuM nathI te bhagavAna pAse mAgIe : A paNa eka mAyA ne ? sa. caityavaMdanamAM evuM zA mATe lakhyuM che ? bhAva lAvavA mATe kahyuM che, mAyA karavA mATe nahi. Aje bhAva lAvavAnuM to kaparuM che ja, paNa bhAva lAvavAno adhyavasAya keLavavo e paNa khUba kaparuM che! AthI bhAva keLavavAnuM AlaMbana ApyuM. koI paNa vyakti ApaNA doSa batAve to kahevuM ke - "e mATe ja nIkaLyo chuM, je doSa dekhAya te Aje ja batAvI deje, bIje-trIje divase nahi." Aje ApaNI to evI kaphoDI hAlata che ke - AvyA'tA potAnA doSo dUra karavA ane bIjAnA doSo jovAnI zarUAta karI dIdhI che. guno batAvanAra para gusso Ave to guno mAnatA nathI - ema ja mAnavuM paDe ne? AtmaprekSaNa karavA AvelA paraprekSaNa karavA besI jAya to zuM pariNAma Ave? jene guno kADhavo ja che, te to gunA batAvanAra maLe to rAjI thAya ne? Aje bIjAno doSa batAvavAnI taka maLe to rAjI rAjI thaI jAya ane potAnA doSa ughADA paDe to kSobha thAya - e zuM sUcave che ? ApaNA bhagavAna mAyA vagaranA hatA. tIrthaMkara thavA pahelAM, kevaLajJAna pAmavA pahelAM, raste rakhaDatA lokoe are ! ture ! kahIne tiraskAra karyo, jArapuruSa, guptacara puruSa jevA chellI koTinA AkSepo mUkyA chatAMya bhagavAna mauna rahyA hatA. nathI pratIkAra karyo, nathI bacAva karyo ke nathI khulAso karyo. ApaNe paNa mAyArahita banavuM che ne ? to doSa che ke nahi te nathI jevuM, doSa batAve to pratIkAra karavA UbhA nathI rahevuM. game te doSa batAve : mA batAve, bApA batAve, bhAI-bahena-patnIdIkarA-dIkarAnI vahu-nokara-cAkara.... game te doSa batAve, svIkArI levuM che. dIkarAnI vahu paNa kahe ke "kema moDA AvyA?' to khulAso karavAne badale kahevuM ke "sAcI vAta che, moDuM thayuM che, kAle dhyAna rAkhIza!' sa. pratIkAra na karIe to gunegAra mAne ne ? lokonI daSTie bhale gunegAra TharIe, jJAnInI daSTie kevaLajJAnI banI jaIzuM, mAyArahita banI jaIzuM. zrI aMjanAsatIe pratIkAra karyo? zrI sudarzana zeThe pratIkAra na karyo to zuM thayuM? zrI khaMdhakamunie pratIkAra na karyo, zrI gajasukumAla munie pratIkAra na karyo to zuM thayuM ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 51
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________________ sa. eTalI samatA nathI rahetI. nathI rahetI bolIne nahi cAle, rAkhavI paDaze. nathI rahetI' ema bolavAthI samatA nahi Ave, samatA rAkhavAthI samatA Avaze. samatAno mArga apanAvyo ja nathI, to samatA kyAMthI rahe ? samatA lAvavI che kharI ? jene upAya sevavA ja na hoya te upAya pUchyA kare teno artha zuM? amArI pAse sarvajJabhagavantanuM zAsana che : e zAsanamAM samatAno upAya na maLe e zakya che? kaSAyo che, tema kaSAyothI mukta thavAnA upAyo paNa che. mauna rahetAM AvaDe, moTuM baMdha rAkhatAM AvaDe to samatA Ave. 'Takoro mAre ja zA mATe ?', "bole ja zA mATe ?' ... AvA vikalpo karyA karIzuM to samatA nahi Ave. AkhI duniyAne mArA doSa batAvavAno adhikAra che, kAraNa ke doSo kADhavA ja che, rAkhavA nathI. ApaNe je vastu kADhavI hoya ane koI jAte upADIne laI jAya to ApaNe rAjI thaIe ne? doSo batAvanArano pratikAra karavAthI asalamAM ApaNA guNono ja pratIkAra thAya che. doSano svIkAra doSarahita banAve che. doSano pratIkAra doSonI rakSA kare che. doSono pratIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA e doSonI rakSAnuM ja sUcaka che. mAyA kADhavI - e zakya che ke azakya che ? zakya hoya to saheluM che ke agharuM che? ane chevaTe e prazna jAtane pUcho ke A kAma karavuM che ke nathI karavuM? jAte vicAra karIne javAba meLavI lo. doSa koNa batAve che e nathI jovuM, kayo doSa batAve che e jevuM che. mAyAnuM kAma na paDe e rIte jIvatA zIkhI levuM che. 7, 8. rati : arati : * eka vAra saraLatA haze to game tevI jaDatA paNa dUra karI zakAze ane mAyA haze to game teTalI prAjJatA paNa kAma nahi lAge. ApaNA badhA doSone calAvI levAnuM ane e doSo para guNano opa caDhAvavAnuM ApaNane mAyAe zIkhavyuM. jyAre doSone dUra karavAnI zarUAta karIe tyAre e bhAvanA para aMgAro cAMpavAnuM kAma mAyA kare che. doSone dUra karavA prayatna karIe tyAre e doSone jIvatadAna ApavAnuM kAma A mAyA kare che. A mAyAne janma ApanArI sukhanI rati ane duHkhanI arati che. AthI sAtamo ane AThamo doSa rati tathA arati batAvyA che. sukhamAM majA Ave che tethI sukhane choDI nathI zakatA, duHkhamAM majA nathI AvatI mATe duHkha bhogavI zaktA nathI ane e mATe doSono bacAva karavAnuM zarU thAya che. 52 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ *ISTa evA zabdAdi viSayo bhogavatI vakhate ke bhogavyA pachI ja nahi, bhogavyA pahelAM ja e viSayonI prApti thavAmAtrathI ja manamAM je AnaMda Ave che tene rati kahevAya che. sukha maLavA pahelAM ja sukha maLaze enI kalpanAmAM rAcavuM tenuM nAma rati. sukhano bhogavaTo e pApa nathI, sukhanI IcchA e ja pApa che. sukhanI IcchA jyAM paNa paDI haze tyAM pApano baMdha pADayA ja karaze. duHkha to kharAba lAge ja che, sukha je divase kharAba lAgaze e divase muktino upAya maLyo ema samajavuM. sukhanI rati muktino avarodha kare che. * chokarAnA hitanI ciMtA karavAnI kharI, paNa e tyAM sudhI ja karavAnI ke jyAM sudhI te sAMbhaLe ane sAme javAba na Ape. sAme javAba ApavAnuM zarU kare eTale ApaNe mauna laI levAnuM. jene choDIne - mUkIne javAnuM che tevAo sudhare ke na sudhare - emAM ApaNane zuM pharaka paDavAno ? yogya hoya tene kahevAnuM. mAryA pachI paNa bole nahi te yogya ane kahevAmAtrathI sAmo javAba Ape te ayogya. * duHkha TALIne arati TALavI enA karatAM duHkha bhogavIne arati rahetI hoya to vAMdho nahi. arati TALavA mATe duHkha nathI TALavuM. duHkha bhogavatAM arati thatI haze topaNa e arati nabhAvI laIzuM paNa e aratine TALavAnA nAme duHkha TALavAnI ceSTA nathI karavI. * Aje moTA bhAganA dharmAtmAnI eka ja phariyAda che ke sukha na maLe to cAlaze paNa duHkha nathI veThatuM. duHkhanI aratinI phariyAda karanArA ghaNA che, paNa sukhanI ratinI koI phariyAda nathI karatuM. duHkhanI aratinI phariyAda karavA chatAM paNa asalamAM e duHkhanI ja phariyAda che. arati TALavAno upAya pUche to batAvI zakAya, paNa du:kha TALavAno upAya pUche to kaI rIte batAvavo? zrI meghakumAre paNa duHkhanI aratinI phariyAda karI to bhagavAne zuM karyuM? duHkha dUra karavAno upAya batAvyo ke duHkhanI arati kADhavAno upAya batAvyo ? bhagavAne sthavirabhagavantone sAcavI levAno upadeza Apyo ? ke meghakumArane pUrvabhavonAM duHkho yAda karAvIne duHkha bhogavI levAno upadeza Apyo ? duHkha pratye prema pedA karAvavo tenuM nAma arati TALavI. duHkha pratye prema keLavyA vagara nathI cAlavAnuM. kAraNa ke duHkha ApaNe jAte ja UbhuM kareluM che. duHkha kone Ave? jeNe majethI pApa karyA hoya tene ja Ave ne ? jeNe pApa nAchUTake karyA hoya tene duHkha na Ave. jene jene duHkha Ave che teNe pApa majethI kyAM che - e samajI rAkhavuM. Aje ApaNe chApAM vAMcIne paNa duHkha dUra karavAno puruSArtha karIe chIe, zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 53 Jaime Education International
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________________ paNa zAstra vAMcIne karma dUra karavAnI taiyArI nathI ! duHkha TALIne samAdhi na maLe, arati TALIe to samAdhi maLe. duHkhanI arati TALavA mATe du:kha pratye prema keLavavo paDaze. duHkha pratye napharata hoya tene asamAdhi thAya, du:kha pratye prema hoya te to samAdhimAM ja hoya. duHkhanA kAraNe asamAdhi nathI thatI, duHkha pratye dveSa hovAthI asamAdhi thAya che. mATe ja samAdhi lAvavA mATe duHkha gamADavuM che. sa. duHkhanI vyAkhyA zuM? je na game te duHkha. je pratikULa lAge te duHkha. pratikULarUpe je vedAya te duHkha. duHkhanI arati hovAthI duHkha asahya lAge che, arati khase to duHkha majethI veThI zakAya. duHkha mokSanuM bAdhaka nathI, duHkhanI arati mokSanI bAdhaka che. derAsara-upAzrayamAM mokSe javA mATe ja AvIe chIe ne? to eka paNa pagaluM ahIM evuM nathI bharavuM ke jethI mokSane bAdhA pahoMce. * samyakatva pAmavA mATe duHkhanI arati TALavI ja paDaze. duHkha pratye napharata haze tyAM sudhI arati nahi TaLe. duHkhane majethI bhogavanArA mahApuruSone yAda karIe to arati TaLI jaze. Aje ApaNe mahApuruSone yAda karIe chIe paNa duHkha veThavAnuM sattva maLe e mATe yAda nathI karatA, AthI sattva AvatuM nathI. 9. nidrA: * navamo doSa nidrA che. nidrAne doSa mAnIe ke jarUrI mAnIe? nidrA AvI jAya ke laIe ? ApaNI pAse jokhama hoya to nidrA Ave kharI? Ave topaNa uDADIne jAgatA rahIe ne? ISTa vastunI prApti mATe nidrA uDADIe paNa mokSanI sAdhanA mATe nidrA na uDADI zakIe ne? zarIra paDI jAya to vAMdho nahIM, paNa ALoTavuM paDe e na cAle. UMgha na Ave chatAM paDakhAM ghasatA paDyA rahIe to nidrAne doSa mAnIe chIe- evuM kema kahevAya ? sa. UMgha Ave to Arogya sAruM rahe. sAruM Arogya zA mATe joIe che? ArAdhanA karavA ke pApa karavA? pApamAM pADe tevuM Arogya bagaDatuM hoya to bhale bagaDe ene sudhAravuM nathI. dravya Arogya sAruM rAkhavA mATe mahenata karIe tyAM sudhI bhAva Arogya nahi Ave. 54 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * pApanA vicAra AvyA pachI tarata sAdhana zodhavA nIkaLI paDIe ne dharmanA vicAra AvyA pachI pUchavA jaIe ne ? * duHkhamAM arati thAya eTale emAMthI nidrA levAnI bhAvanA jAge ane sukhamAM rati thAya tyAre paNa nidrA levAnuM game. AthI rati-arati pachI nidrA batAvI. duHkha ghaNuM paDe tyAre paNa e duHkhane bhUlavA nidrA levAnuM mana thAya ane sukhane mANavA paNa nidrA levAnuM mana thAya, mATe nidrA priya che. tethI tene doSarUpa mAnavAnuM kAma kaparuM * je sAdhanane zodhe te yoddhA na banI zake, je hoya tene sAdhana banAve te yoddhA banI zake. mana sAthe yuddha karavuM haze to A rIte, maLe tene sAdhana banAvavuM paDaze. Azravane paNa saMvara banAvatAM AvaDe te karmane jItI zake. ApaNI badhI pravRtti upara manano kAbU che paNa mana koInA kAbUmAM prAya: nathI ane kadAca mana para kAbU hoya to te ApaNA rAgadveSanI pariNatino che. enA badale ApaNe ApaNA mana upara bhagavAnanA vacanano kAbU rahe evuM karavuM che. ApaNuM mana je kahe te nathI karavuM, bhagavAnanuM vacana je kahe te karI levuM che. anAdikALathI mananuM kahyuM mAnyuM tenuM je pariNAma AvyuM te to ApaNe bhogavI ja rahyA chIe. have bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnIne jovuM che. mana karavAnuM kahe ane vacana nA pADatuM hoya to nathI karavuM, mana nA pADatuM hoya paNa vacana kahetuM hoya to karyA vagara rahevuM nathI. mananA kahevAthI bolavuM, enA karatAM vacananA kAraNe mauna rahevuM sAruM. saMsAranAM ghaNAM kAryo jarUrI lAgyAM to mana vagara paNa karIe chIe ne? nokarI karavAnuM mana na hoya topaNa karIe ne ? to bhagavAnanuM vacana je kahe che te to ekAnta hitakara che, sAruM che - ema samajIne mana vagara karavAmAM Ave toya zuM vAMdho che ? * azubhano anubaMdha ja kharAba che evuM nathI, baMdha paNa kharAba ja che. pahelAM to baMdha ja na thAya tenI ciMtA karavI che. koI saMyogomAM baMdha na ja TaLI zake tyAre anubaMdhanI ciMtA karI levI. koI mANasano akasmAta thayo hoya ane rastA para paDyo hoya tyAre pAchaLathI gADI Ave ane enA mAthA uparathI pharI vaLavAnI taiyArI hoya tevA vakhate pelo mAthuM khaseDI le ane gADI paga uparathI pharI jAya, mAthuM bace ane paga jAya, tevA vakhate zuM kahevAya ? paga uparathI gADI phare te sAruM ke mAthA uparathI gADI phare te sAruM ? eke uparathI na pharavI joIe ne ? ane chatAM phare ja to mAthA uparathI to na ja pharavI joIe ne? paga para phare to cAle - evuM nahi ne ? tema baMdha zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 55
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________________ ane anubaMdha baMnne TALavA che. chatAM baMdhamAM na bacAya to ya anubaMdhathI to bacavuM ja: e apekSAe anubaMdha para bhAra apAya che, baMdhanI gauNatA batAvavA nahi. * koI ApaNane aparAdhI kahe to ciMtA na karavI, kAraNa ke ApaNe aparAdha karIe ja chIe. kadAca aparAdha na jaNAya topaNa samajI rAkhavuM ke karma paDyAM che tyAM sudhI aparAdhI chIe ja. * jyAM sudhI devagurudharmanuM vAstavika svarUpa na samajAya tyAM sudhI game teTalI zraddhA emanI pratye hoya topaNa te ajJAnamUlaka ja gaNAya. * nidrAnA kAraNe ApaNuM jJAna paNa nakAmuM thaI jAya che. game tevA jJAnIne paNa jaDa banAvI de evI A nidrA che. * aTavImAM thAkI gayA pachI paNa vAgha Ave to thAka UtarI jAya ne? tema saMsArano bhaya lAge to kriyAno thAka badho UtarI jAya. * jAgatA rahIe to jJAna maLe, UMghatA rahIe to navuM jJAna to na maLe, UlaTuM maLeluM jJAna paNa nakAmuM thaI jAya. * dalIla karavAnI Teva che ane saraLatApUrvaka vAta svIkAravAnuM haiyuM nathI mATe dharma karavA chatAM dharmanI yogyatA AvatI nathI. * AMkha mIMcIne saMthArA vageremAM ADA paDavuM te bAhyanidrA ane jenA kAraNe mokSanI sAdhanA aTakI paDe tenuM nAma abhyantaranidrA. sukha meLavavA mATe ane duHkha TALavA mATeno je koI puruSArtha karavo tenuM nAma abhyantaranidrA. bAhyanidrA zarIra le, abhyantaranidrA AtmA le che. zarIra UMghI jAya to cAle, paNa AtmA na UMghavo joIe. AtmAnI nidrA te mohanI nidrA. ajJAnadazAmAM jIvavuM, jJAnano upayoga karavo nahi ane mokSanI sAdhanA aTakI paDe e rIte vartavuM tenuM nAma mohanidrA. A mohanidrAne TALavAno upAya e che ke svAdhyAya karatA rahevuM, sUtra ane arthanuM, parAvartana ane anuprekSA karatAM rahevuM. 10. zoka : * ISTavastunA virahanA kAraNe utpanna thayelo cittano je saMtApa tenuM nAma zoka. mokSano viraha che ne? chatAM teno saMtApa nathI to mAnavuM paDe ne ke mokSa ISTa 56 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ nathI. mokSa ISTa nathI lAgato, mokSanAM sAdhano ISTa nathI e sivAyanuM badhuM ja ISTa lAge che tethI kAyama mATe zokamAM garakAva hoIe chIe. bhagavAnamAM A zokadoSa na hato. kAraNa ke bhagavAnane koI ISTa ja na hatuM. ApaNI to hAlata kaphoDI che. je ISTa mAnavAnuM nathI tene ISTa mAnIne beThA chIe ane enA virahamAM pAcho cittano saMtApa thayA kare che - keTalI hada sudhI nIce pahoMcyA chIe ? * bhagavAnanA atizaya ApaNane kAma lAge che mATe te sAMbhaLavAnuM, tenI vAta karavAnuM game che ane bhagavAnanI doSarahita avasthA ApaNane kAma nathI lAgatI mATe tenI vAta karavAnuM gamatuM nathI-kharuM ne ? * sukhano rAga haiyAmAM evo vyApI gayo che ke jethI bhagavAnanuM vacana haiyAmAM pesI zake evo koI avakAza ja nathI. * bhagavAnane ISTano viraha na hato ane ISTa maLI gayuM hatuM mATe temane zoka na hato evuM nathI, bhagavAnane koI ja ISTa na hatuM tethI bhagavAnane zoka na hato. * 'karavuM ja che to bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba kema na karavuM ?' Avo adhyavasAya je divase jAge te divase ApaNe dharmamArge cAlyA-ema samajavuM. Aje game te rIte dharma karavAnI taiyArI hoya to AjJA pratye prema kayAMthI jAge ? * Aje ApaNuM ISTa ane sAdhya be judAM che. je IcchAno viSaya bane te ISTa ane je sAdhanAthI prApta thAya te sAdhya. Aje sAdhya e ISTa nathI. puNyathI maLanAra vastu Aje ApaNane ISTa lAge che. sAdhya ISTa nathI lAgatuM. saMsAranuM sukha ISTa lAgavA chatAM te sAdhya nathI ane mokSa sAdhya hovA chatAM ISTa nathI lAgato. sa. jayavIyarAyamAM ISTalasiddhimAM ISTathI zuM levuM ? tyAM ISTathI mokSanA avirodhI phaLanuM grahaNa karyuM che. mokSamArganA avarodhane dUra kare tene ISTa tarIke gaNyuM che. pahelAM bhavanirveda mAMgyA pachI je ISTanI mAMgaNI kare te ISTa kayuM hoI zake ? bhavane anukULa ke mokSane anukULa ? sAdhubhagavantane paNa gurubhagavantano yoga, jJAna-darzananI prApti, cAritramohanIyanuM naDatara TALavuM, pramAda TALavo.... A badhuM ja ISTa che. * bhagavAna zokarahita hatA tenuM kAraNa bhagavAnanuM ISTa pUruM thayuM hatuM mATe nahi. bhagavAna zokarahita thayA tema ApaNe paNa zokarahita thavA mATe mahenata karIe chIe, zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 57
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________________ paraMtu bhagavAne ISTane aniSTa mAnIne zoka TALyo, ApaNe ISTa meLavIne zoka TALavA prayatna karIe chIe. bhagavAnano mArga sahelo che. jene ISTa mAnI lIdhuM che e ISTa ja nathI - evuM mAnI laIe to zoka TaLe ne? 11. alIkavacana agiyAramo doSa alIkavacana che. alIka eTale jUThuM. hakIktano apalApa karavo te jUThuM. gurubhagavanta vagere ApaNA doSa batAve tyAre "evuM nathI' e pramANe kahevuM, karavuM na hovA chatAM 'thatuM nathI' ema kahevuM te alIkavacana. atyAra sudhI AvA juThANAnA kAraNe ja ApaNe saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. ApaNe jevA chIe tevI sAcI kabUlAta karatAM AvaDe to Aje ApaNe doSarahita banavAnA mArge vaLI zakIe. bhagavAnamAM A doSa na hovAthI ja bhagavAna paramapade pahoMcI gayA. A alIkavacana cAra prakAranuM che. temAM pahelo prakAra che 1. bhUtanihanava :- bhUta eTale sadbhata. je thayuM che athavA je che teno amalApa karavo, hoya tene chupAvavuM te bhUtanikUva. AtmA che chatAM AtmA nathI ema mAnavuM, bolavuM-te bhUtaninava. * paramAtmAnuM svarUpa ane ApaNuM svarUpa vicArIe to evuM lAgyA vinA na rahe ke - duniyAno eka paNa doSa bhagavAnamAM nathI ane duniyAno eka paNa doSa evo nahi hoya ke je ApaNAmAM na hoya. * gautamasvAmI mahArAjA jyAre bhagavAnane jItavA AvyA tyAre bhagavAnanA darzana thatAMnI sAthe vicAravA lAgyA ke "A Indra che ke caMdra che... ?' ane aMte temane yAda AvyuM ke vedamAM kahyuM che ke sakaladoSathI rahita ane sakala guNanA nidhAna evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA thavAnA che. devanuM svarUpa samajavuM hoya to ATalAthI samajAI jAya ne? gautamasvAmI mahArAje e svarUpanI pratIti thatAMnI sAthe ja ratnatrayI prApta karI ne ? sa. gautamasvAmI mahArAjA ahaMkAra laIne AvyA chatAM temanuM ThekANuM paDI gayuM ane ame ahaMkAra vinA AvIe chatAM ThekANuM kema nathI paDatuM ? ApaNe ahaMkAra vinA bhale AvIe paNa arthIpaNuM sAthe laIne nathI AvatA mATe ThekANuM nathI paDatuM. gautamasvAmI mahArAja pAse to ahaMkAranI sAthe arthIpaNuM hatuM. ApaNI pAse mokSanuM arthIpaNuM nathI ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. mokSanuM athANuM kyAre jAge? saMsAranuM athANuM TaLe ane anarthIpaNuM jAge tyAre. tame navo phleTa kharIdavA kyAre nIkaLo ? jUnuM ghara kADhavAnI gaNatarI hoya tyAre ne? tema "saMsAra nathI joIto' A pariNAma jAge to mokSanuM arthIpaNuM jAge. Ame ya tamArI saMsAranI majA to UDI ja gaI che ne ? je saMsAra calAvo cho te mAMDIne mUkyo che mATe calAvo cho ke pahelAM jevI hoMza che? dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karI tyAre je ullAsa hato, paraNatI vakhate je ullAsa hato teTalo atyAre che ke osarI gayo? saMsAra chUTe ke na chUTe majA to UDI ja gaI che ne? chatAM saMsAra chUTato nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke rAga majabUta che. sa. rAga ocho thaI gayo che ema kaho cho ane majabUta che ema paNa kaho cho - e samajAyuM nahi. rAga osarI gayo che te bhogavavAno rAga gayo che, bAkI meLavavAno rAga to majabUta che. je che emAM sAra nathI lAgato enAthI caDhiyAtuM meLavavAnI lAlaca paDI che AthI saMsAra chUTato nathI. kumAranaMdIe pAMca so strIo bhegI karelI chatAM hAsAprahAsAne jotAM pelI asAra lAgI ne? ApaNI paNa evI ja hAlata che ne ? je che e gamatuM nathI - eTaluM sAruM che, have joItuM nathI' A pariNAma meLavI laIe to Aje vistAra thaI jAya. sa. saMsAranuM sukha asAra lAgatuM ja nathI. jhera mAranAra che - evuM lAge che ne ? te kaI rIte nakkI karyuM ? koInA kahevAthI ke akhataro karIne ? ane saMsAranA sukhanI asAratA koInA kIdhe mAnavI che ke akhataro karIne? akhataro karyA pachI paNa e mAnavAnI taiyArI che? sa. sukha bhUMDuM nathI lAgatuM, te zraddhAmAM khAmI che mATe ? zraddhAnA kAraNe sukha bhUMDuM lAge che - evuM nathI, sukha bhUMDuM lAge to zraddhA Ave. pahelAM graMthi bhedAya ke pahelAM samyakatva maLe? graMthi kyAre bhedAya? sukha bhUMDuM lAge eTale graMthi bhedAya ane graMthibhedathI samyatva-zraddhA maLe. atyAra sudhI to ApaNe AvI sAcI kabUlAta ja nathI karI ke "sukha bhaMDuM lAgatuM nathI. ame kahIe ke "saMsAra asAra' to tame zuM kaho ? "Apa kaho cho enA karatAM ya vadhu asAra" - ema ja ne? saMsAra asAra lAgato na hovA chatAM asAra kahevo A paNa eka asatya che. cikitsA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ paNa sAcI tyAre thAya ke jyAre nidAna sAruM thAya. nidAna thayA pachI davA moDhethI na jatI hoya to Ijekazana dvArA Ape, chevaTe bATalAmAM caDhAve. tema ahIM paNa ekavAra kabUla karo ke saMsAra asAra nathI lAgato to chevaTe kahIzuM ke bhagavAnanA vacana khAtara paNa asAra mAnI lo. sAcuM nidAna karatA thaI jAo. saMsAra asAra hovA chatAM tene sArabhUta kahevo te bhUtanikUva. sa. saMsAranuM sukha maLe te bhagavAnanI kRpA che - evuM to kahevAya ne? ApaNA mATe to sukha paNa kRpAthI maLyuM na kahevAya. jene jhADA-UlaTI thAya tene khAvAnuM pApathI maLyuM kahevAya ke puNyathI? sukha bhUMDuM lAge te ja bhagavAnanI kRpA. sukha sArabhUta lAge tene to e sukha saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra hovAthI kRpAthI maLyuM na kahevAya. jyAM sudhI sukhanI lAlaca paDI che tyAM sudhI vairAgya lAvavAnuM koI sAdhana kAma nahi lAge. sa. mArge AvavA mATe zuM karavuM? guru pAse AvIne besavuM ane saMsAranA sukhanI chAyA choDI devI. gharanA lokonI chAyA choDI gurunI nizrAmAM vadhumAM vadhu rahevuM che. gurubhagavanta je kare che te mArA hita mATe che - ATalI zraddhA jo gurubhagavanta pratye jAgI jAya to ApaNo nistAra cokkasa thAya. ApaNe gurunA bhagata nathI thavuM sevaka thavuM che. guru pAsethI puNya khaMkhere te bhagata ane guru pAsethI nirjarA sAdhI le te sevaka. * Aje dIkSA lIdhA pachI A cAritra mokSanuM kAraNa che mATe pALavuM che ke dIkSA pALyA vagara cAle evuM nathI mATe pALavuM che? * zraddhAnI jarUra tyAre paDe ke jyAre kaMIka pAmavuM hoya. bhagavAnanAM darzana na karIe to nAstika gaNAIe mATe darzana karIe chIe? evAone paNa pUchavuM paDe ke Astika thaIne karavuM che zuM? AtmAne tAravo che ke saMsAramAM sukhI thavuM che? * sukha mokSamAM bAdhaka che. cAritra lIdhA pachI tyAMnI anukULatA bhogavIe topaNa te mokSamAM bAdhaka bane to gRhasthapaNAnAM sukho to sutarAM mokSamAM bAdhaka bane ne ? jeTaluM sukha bhogavIzuM, anukULatA bhogavIzuM eTalo mokSa dUra thaze ane jeTalI pratikULatA bhogavIzuM eTalo mokSa najIka Avaze. zuM karavuM che? A dharma tAraka cheema mAnIne ApaNe karIe chIe kharA ? jo tAraka mAnIne karatA hoIe to anukULatA bhogavavA na besIe ne? 60 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * bIjuM alIka che, asabhRtodbhAvana - je jevuM nathI tevuM batAvavuM te asatkRtodbhAvana. A dharma tAraka hovA chatAM tene tAraka mAnIne na karIe, dharma saMsAramAM sukhI banavA mATe na hovA chatAM tene tevo mAnavo, tevo kahevo te asatkRtodbhAvana. * jeo mokSamAM javA nIkaLyA hoya teone devalokamAM javA maLe teno AnaMda hoya kharo ? ugharANI levA gayelAne paisA na maLe ne jamavAnuM kAma patI jAya to teno AnaMda hoya ke duHkha hoya? * jene pApAnubaMdhI puNya paNa cAlatuM hoya teo anubaMdhanI vAta zA mATe kare che- e samajAtuM nathI. Aje jUThuM bolIne, anIti karIne, game tevA pApa karIne paNa sukha maLe to e cAle evuM che ne? pApa karIne sukha maLatuM hoya to nathI joItuM - ATaluM nakkI karavuM che? eka vAra mArA gurumahArAje kahyuM hatuM ke - ApaNAM badhAM pApo jo jAhera thAya to ApaNe jelamAM hoIe ke A mahelamAM ? * alIka vacanathI bacavuM hoya to sthAna choDavuM nathI, mauna toDavuM nathI. to ja satya jaLavAI raheze. bolavAnI Teva ochI karI nAMkhIe, jAheramAM pharavAnuM, bahAra javAnuM ochuM karIe, lokasaMparkane TALIe to A jUThathI bacI zakAya. * kalpasUtrano sAra sAdhupaNuM che, kAraNa ke tenI zarUAta daza prakAranA kalpaAcArathI thAya che ane teno aMta sAmAcArInA vyAkhyAnathI thAya che. * bAhya pravRtti baMdha karI abhyantara pravRtti zarU karavI che. tapa to zarIrazakti kAma Ape eTalo ja karI zakAze. jyAre svAdhyAya to ApaNe dhArIe eTalo karI zakAze. gharamAM besIne svAdhyAya karavo che. navarAza maLe to koIne bolAvavA nathI, koIne tyAM maLavA nathI javuM. pustaka laIne besI javuM che, tenAthI ghaNAM pApothI bacI javAze. * trIjuM alIka che viparIta bhASaNa - satyathI bhinna evuM asatya. yathAsthita na bolavuM te viparIta. gAyane ghoDo kahevo, usUtra prarUpaNA karavI te viparIta bhASaNa. * AtmA sarvavyApI na hovA chatAM tevo mAnavo - kahevo te asadbhuta ubhAvana. viparIta bhASaNamAM vastuno sarvathA apalApa thAya che. bhUtanihanavamAM ekAda dharmane laIne apalApa thAya che. AtmA nathI eTale zarIrathI bhinna evo AtmA nathI. ahIM AtmAno sarvathA apalA5 nathI. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * cothuM jUTha niMdA : pAchaLa avaguNa gAvA tenuM nAma niMdA. Aje ApaNI vyAkhyA e che ke bIjA ApaNA avaguNa gAya ke koInA avaguNa gAya te niMdA, paNa ApaNe je doSa kahIe tene to hitabuddhi kahevAya! koInA avaguNa tenI pAchaLa bolatA hoIe ane pakaDAI jaIe tyAre huM nahi, pelA bhAI AvuM kahetA hatA ema kahIne jUThuM bolAya ne? athavA to "mArI samajaphera thaI haze" "mAro Azaya evo nathI.' ema goTALA vALavA paDe ne? AthI niMdAne asatyavacanamAM gaNI che. * jyAM sudhI aDhAra doSo game che tyAM sudhI ApaNane paramAtmA pratye zraddhA nathI-ema mAnI levuM. doSo jAya to sAruM paNa tene kADhavA che - evo pariNAma nathI. kAraNa ke doSo ApaNane naDatA nathI. ane AthI e doSone kADhavAne badale ApaNe tene paMpALavAnuM kAma karIe chIe. roga AvyA pachI, tenI saMbhAvanA hoya tyArathI tene kADhavAno prayatna karIe chIe ne ? bhUkha lAge to tene TALavA prayatna karIe ane ahIM ajJAnAdi doSone kADhavAnuM mana nathI ne? kAraNa ke ahIM evI bhUkha ja lAgI nathI. Aje doSo ApaNane naDatA nathI. Aje je kAMI thoDAghaNA doSo TALavAnuM mana che te paNa doSo naDe che mATe nahi, ApaNe duSTa dekhAIe chIe mATe! Aje A doSonA kAraNe ApaNuM kazuM aTakatuM nathI. doSo mokSane, mokSanA sAdhanane aTakAve che ane e mokSa to ApaNane joIto nathI. ane A saMsAramAM ApaNane kazuM ochuM lAgatuM nathI. haju ochuM AvI jAya paNa te chatAM ya ochuM lAge nahi - A ya eka vicitratA che ne ? je joIe che te na maLe eTale ochuM to AvI jAya, paNa AvI hAlatamAM paNa saMsAramAM badhuM barAbara lAge che ! * hiMsA, corI vagere bIjuM pApo pragaTapaNe pApa tarIke jaNAya che, jyAre jUThuM boleluM khyAlamAM AvatuM nathI eTale e pAparUpa lAgatuM nathI. AthI ja tene TALavAnuM kAma muzkela che. bhikhArI paisA mAge tyAre "nathI' kahIe to khoTuM bolyAnuM pApa lAge ne? jUThuM to vAtavAtamAM bolAya che, AkhA divasamAM mAtra dasa miniTa mATe paNa jUThuM na bolavAno niyama levo hoya to ya pALavo kaThina che. * je saMkleza dUra karavAnAM sthAna hatAM, audArya meLavavAnuM sthAna hatuM, kRpaNatA TALavAnuM sthAna hatuM, dAkSiNya keLavavAnuM sthAna hatuM tyAM paNa ApaNe ApaNI upekSAvRttinA kAraNe saMklezAdi vadhArIe-e cAle? tapasvInAM pAraNAM karAvavAno lAbha ApaNe lIdho hoya to te vakhate mAtra paisA ApIne chUTA thavuM che ke ApaNe tyAM hAjara rahIne savArathI sAMja sudhI sevA ApavI che ? kAryakartAne kadAca soMpI dIdhuM hoya 62 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa www.jaineffbrary.org
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________________ to pachI temAM vAMdhovacako na pADavo. koI vastuno hisAba nathI mAMgavo. veDaphATa thAya che Avo AkSepa na karavo. veDaphATa lAge to vahIvaTa na soMpavo. ApaNe to e kahevuM che ke bIjAne vahIvaTa soMpyA pachI paNa ApaNA taraphathI pAraNAM hoya to ApaNe kAma karavA mATe khaDepage taiyAra rahevuM che. kAryakartA paNa ApaNA sAdharmika che ne? e kAma karyA kare ane ApaNe taiyAra mAle pIrasatI vakhate hAjara thaIne mAna meLavI laIe e vyAjabI che? dharmasthAno saMkleza TALavA ane guNo keLavavA mATe che. * Aje ApaNe eka niyama levo che ke jamatI vakhate bhANAmAM jeTalI vastu pIrasI hoya temAMthI be vastu kADhIe to sArI vAta che, paNa kadAca e na karI zakIe topaNa navI eke vastu nathI mAgavI. zAka na hoya to athANAM nathI mAMgavAM. tapanA pAraNAmAM paNa A niyama pALavo che : banaze ne ? 12. corI: * bAramo doSa corI che. bIjAnA dhananuM (nave prakAranA parigrahanuM) apaharaNa karavuM te corI. yAtrA karavA mATe koInA saMghamAM jaIe tyAre bIjA koI paNa kArya karavAmAM corInuM pApa lAge. kharIdI karavA ke sagA-saMbaMdhIne maLavA paNa na javAya. * pratikramaNa karavA mATe sAmAyika lIdhuM hoya tyAre vidhi mujaba doSarahitapaNe pratikramaNa karavA chatAM jaladI thaI jAya tethI sAmAyikamAM samaya bace ne svAdhyAya karIe to vAMdho nahi, paNa svAdhyAyanA lobhe jhapATAbaMdha pratikramaNa karyuM hoya to doSa lAgyA vagara na rahe. * maphatanuM khAvAnI vRtti corInA gharanI che. ApaNA puNyamAM na hovA chatAM tene meLavavAnI utkaTa IcchA, sukha bhogavavAnI tAlAvelI corIne mArge laI jAya che. parizrama karavo na paDe ane sukhanAM sAdhano pUratAM pramANamAM maLe evo bhAva corInuM bIja che. jyAre jyAre vIrya phoravavAnI vAta Ave tyAre chatI zaktie nathI thatuM kahIne chaTakI jaIe te paNa eka prakAranI corI che. mAtra bIjAnuM dhana ja nahi, bIjAnI zakti, samaya vagereno upahAra karavo e paNa eka prakAranI corI ja che. ApaNuM bacAvIne bIjAnuM vAparavAnI vRtti te corI. ApaNuM pUratuM vAparI lIdhA pachI jarUra paDaye bIjAnuM vAparIe to corInuM pApa na lAge. pratikramaNa bhaNAvI zakAya evuM hovA chatAM bIjA bhaNAvatA hoya to Adeza na mAgavAnI vRtti e paNa zaktinI corI che. Adeza na maLe e judI vAta. paNa ApaNI zakti kharcAI na jAya enI kALajI, corI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ karAve che. paDilehaNa, gocarI vahoravA javuM, vinaya, vaiyAvacca... vagere dareka pravRttimAM bIjA karatA hoya tyAM sudhI karavuM nathI : A pariNAma eka prakAranI corI ja che. tamAre tyAM paNa TIpamAM bIjA lakhAvatA hoya ne patI jatuM hoya to nathI lakhAvavuM - Avo bhAva hoya ne ? e paNa eka prakAranI corI che. 13. paraguNa-asahiSNutA : * bIjAnuM sAruM khamI na zakAya tenuM nAma mAtsarya. Aje cAritra lIdhA pachI paNa je ApaNe aTavAI gayA hoIe to te bIjAnuM sAruM sahana na karI zakyA mATe. bIjAnuM sAruM khamAya nahi eTale tenAM TAMTiyAM kheMcavAmAM ja badho samaya pUro thaI jAya. guNaThANA caDhavA mATe onalA ApaNe, bIjA caDhelAne pAchA pADavAno prayatna karIe enA jevuM bhUMDuM bIjuM zuM kahevAya ? koI jJAnamAM adhika hoya, tapasvI, kriyApAtra hoya, svAdhyAyamAM rakta hoya, vinaya-vaiyAvaccamAM apramatta hoya. tevA vakhate temAMthI eka eka guNa levAne badale eTalA guNane pAmelAnI paNa bhUla kyAM thAya che te joyA karavuM - A mAtsaryadoSano prabhAva che. A doSanA kAraNe zraddhA paNa aTake che, kevaLajJAna paNa aTake che. mAtsaryadoSa IrSyA - mAyAne janmAvanAra hovAthI te samyakatvano pratirodhI che. eka vAra bIjAnA guNa sahana na thAya AthI tene joIjoIne baLyA karavAnuM thAya, tenA doSo gotI-gotIne gAvAnuM mana thAya. A rIte mAtsaryamAMthI IrSA, niMdA, cADI vagere aneka doSo janme che. ApaNA sivAya bIjAmAM guNa hoI zake - evuM ApaNe mAnIe chIe kharA? Aje tamArI ke amArI sAdhanA bIjAne pADavAmAM ja lagabhaga pUrI thaI gaI ne ? ApaNe dharmanA kSetramAM moDA moDA joDAyA chIe evA vakhate ApaNe ApaNuM kAma saMbhALI laIe to ghaNuM thayuM. ApaNAthI koI vahelo Avyo hoya ane AgaLa jAya athavA to ApaNI pachI Avelo paNa yogyatAne laIne AgaLa jAya temAM ApaNe duHkhI thavAnuM ke mana bagADavAnuM zuM kAma che ? ApaNe mArga ArAdhavA mATe AvyA chIe ke bIjA upara ropha jamAvavA ? sAdhupaNAmAM paNa potAnI pAse AvanAra bhagata ke mumukSu bIjAnI pAse jato thAya to mAtsarya Ave ne ? mArAthI pratibodha pAmelo che evuM kahIe ne ? dharmAtmA AvuM bolI zake kharo ? vAta to bhagavAnanI ja hatI ApaNe to mAtra mAdhyama ja banyA hatA. chatAM e vAta tene gamI gaI emAM ApaNuM zuM? tevA vakhate ApaNe jaza levA taiyAra thaIe to ApaNA jevo naguNo bIjo koNa kahevAya ? DokTara pAse jaIe tyAre davA kaMpAuDara Ape ne ? to DokTarathI sAruM thayuM kahevAya ke kaMpAuDarathI sAruM thayuM kahevAya ? marIcie mAtra pacAsa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ TakA jaza lIdho topaNa temanuM samyaktva gayuM ne ? ApaNane to so TakA jaza joie che ne ? stavana-sajjhAya mahApuruSanA gAIe, mahApuruSanAM banAvelAM gAIe chatAM teno jaza ApaNane maLe emAM ApaNe rAjI ne ? 04 * bIjAnA guNo paNa khamAtA nathI to doSo to kaI rIte khamI zakAze ? jiMdagI sudhI A kArya karavA chatAM pastAvo paNa na thAya to zI dazA thAya ? paraguNanI asahiSNutA bIjAne yaza ApavA detI ja nathI. nathI enA kAraNe svArtha ke paramArthane ApaNe oLakhI zakyA. AvuM mAtsarya keLavIne javuM che kyAM ? gharamAM paNa ApaNAthI caDhiyAtuM puNya koInuM hoya to tene sAruM mAnatAM zIkhI javuM che. audiyakabhAvanA guNo hoya ke kSayopazamabhAvanA guNo hoya : eke guNa IrSyAne pAtra nathI. ApaNA karatAM nAnI uMmaranA ke ochA paryAyavALA sAruM bhaNelA hoya ke puNyazALI hoya to tevAne 'bhaNelA che paNa mArAthI nAnA che' ema kahIne mAtsarya vyakta nathI karavuM. A durgatimAM javAno dhaMdho vahelItake mAMDI vALavo che. roja bhagavAnane vinaMti karo ke bIjAnA guNane sahana karavAnI vRtti lAvI Apo. IrSyA, bhaya, corI, maithuna vagere je je doSo naDatA hoya te mATe bhagavAnane kahevuM ke 'tame to dUra karyA, mArA kADhI Apo'. zrI namunthuNaM sUtramAM jiNANuM bolyA pachI jAvayANaM bolatAM AnaMda Ave ne ? bhagavAnanI jarUra doSo chupAvavA mATe che ke doSo kADhavA mATe ? Aje thoDoghaNo dharma karIe chIe te doSo DhAMkavA mATe ja che ne ? bhagavAnane kaho ke A badhA mArI pAchaLa paDayA che to ? dUra na karI Apo ? bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnIe to koI doSanI tAkAta che ke ApaNane herAna karI zake ? jene sukha joItuM nathI ane du:khane AvakAravAnI taiyArI che tenA para eka paNa doSano paDachAyo paDI zake ema nathI. anukULatA bhogavavI che ane pratikULatA TALavI che mATe badhA doSo pAchaLa paDayA che ne temane phAvaTa paNa AvI gaI che ! koInA puNyathI koIne vadhAre maLatuM hoya to ApaNe pApa karIne te paDAvavuM nathI. audayikabhAvanA guNomAM paNa A hAlata hoya to kSayopazamabhAvanA guNo kaI rIte khamAze ? 14. bhaya: * caudamo doSa bhaya che. bhaya sAta prakAranA che. 1. mANasane mANasano bhaya hoya te pahelo Alokabhaya. 2. manuSyane siMha vagere tiryaMcano bhaya te paralokabhaya. bhaya rAkhavAnA kAraNe duHkha jatuM nathI. tethI bhaya karIne bhayamohanIyakarma bAMdhavuM nathI. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 65
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________________ 3. AdAnabhaya - ApaNI vastu koI laI jaze - evo bhaya. A bhaya paNa satAve ne ? vyAkhyAnamAM TIpa thavAnI hoya to bhaya lAge ne ke lAjezarama paNa lakhAvavuM paDaze ? 4. akasmAta bhaya : koI paNa jAtanA nimitta vinA aMdhArA vageremAM je bhaya lAge te akasmAta bhaya. 5. AjIvikAbhaya : potAno nirvAha thaze ke nahi, zenAthI thaze - evA prakArano bhaya. amAre tyAM paNa gocarI ke vasatine AzrayIne A bhaya ghaTI zake. 6. maraNabhaya. 7. apayazabhaya : potAnI apakIrti phelAze evo bhaya. nItizAstramAM kahevAyuM che ke potAnI kIrtino ghAta-e mahApuruSone mATe maraNatulya che. AvI apakIrtino bhaya paNa rAkhavo nathI. ApaNuM karma hoya to bhale udayamAM AvatuM. niMdA vagereno bhaya paNa ApaNI AMkha khullI che tyAM sudhI. ahIM karma pUruM karIne ApaNe upara jatA rahIe - emAM zuM vAMdho? apayaza thAya tevAM kAryo nathI karavAM, sAthe apayazathI gabharAvuM paNa nathI. bhagavAnane abhayadayANaM kahyA che te kaI rIte ? bhayane dUra karanArA che mATe kahyA che, bhayanAM nimitto TALe che mATe nahi. karmanA kAraNe Avela koI paNa sthiti kAyama rahetI nathI. bhagavAnane paNa 'guptacara puruSa' vagere aneka AkSepo raste rakhaDatA lokoe ApyA hatA, chatAM bhagavAne pratIkAra na karyo, badhA AkSepo sahyA. ApaNe to pratIkAra karIe ne? apayaza maLe evAM kAma karavAM che ane chatAM koI paNa ApaNA mATe ghasAtuM na bole evI IcchA che ne ? ! * pApabhIrutA e guNa che ane duHkhabhIrutA e doSa che. duHkha jatuM hoya to pApa majethI karo ? ke pApa jatuM hoya to duHkha majethI veTho ? virati kema nathI gamatI ? viratimAM duHkha Ave che mATe ne ? ane avirati kema game che ? duHkha jAya che mATe ne ? * maraNano bhaya TaLI jAya to badhAM pApa TaLI jAya. maraNanA bhaye ja aneka pApa thAya che. * ekatA nathI karavI, ekatvamAM javuM che. Aje to ekatAmAM pApano pakSa levo paDe evuM che, ekatvamAM pAparahita banAya che. pApanA vicAromAM anaMtAnuM saMgaThana che. ekatAnA kAraNe sthAna - mAna maLaze, jyAre etvabhAvathI jJAna-mokSa maLaze. Aje tamAre paisAmAM ekatA karavI che? eka gharanA cAra bhAInA paNa paisA bhegA nathI karAtA ane amAre tyAM siddhAntamAM ekatA karavI che ? je vastu ApaNane maLI che te kiMmatI che, bIjAnI sAthe bheLavIne tenI kiMmata nathI ghaTADavI. ApaNI pAse dasa liTara dUdha hoya to paNa so liTara pANI sAthe bheguM na karAya ne ? sAcI vAta khoTA sAthe bhaLe to sAcAnI kiMmata ghaTe ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. saMgaThanamAM zakti che ne ? nigodamAM anaMtA bhegA hatA, e zakti zuM kAma lAgI ? eka marudevAmAtAmAM je zakti hatI te ApaNAmAM haju nathI AvI. Aje to sAruMnarasuM bheguM karavuM - enuM nAma ekatA ne ? Aje tamAre tyAM jUnuM anAja ne navuM anAja paNa bheguM nathI karAtuM. tyAM sajAtIyane bhegA nathI karavA ane ahIM viruddha-vijAtIya evA siddhAntavALAne bhegA karavA che ? sa. ekatva eTale zuM ? huM ekalo chuM. ane mAruM koI nathI evI bhAvanA bhAvavI tenuM nAma ekatvabhAvanA. koInAmAM bhaLavuM nahi tenuM nAma ekatva. aa ane ttva pratyayano artha dareka ThekANe ekasarakho nathI thato - e yAda rAkhavuM. * mahApuruSonI vAtane sAMbhaLavA ke samajavA na de evI ApaNI buddhi che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke buddhizALI jIvo dharma sArI rIte pAmI zake. jyAre ApaNI e hAlata che ke ApaNane bhagavAnanI vAta mAnavAmAM ApaNI buddhi ADI Ave che. Aje ApaNane ApaNI buddhi para vizvAsa ke zAstrakAronI vAto para vizvAsa ? zAstrakAranI vAta buddhimAM bese to ja mAnavI che ke bhagavAna kahe che mATe mAnI levI che ? ApaNuM mana to sAruM hatuM paNa ApaNI buddhi ApaNane mArge AvavA nathI detI. jyAre jyAre mArge AvavAnuM mana thayuM tyAre e manane samajAvavAnuM kAma buddhie karyuM ne ke 'atyAre ApaNuM kAma nahi !' ? ApaNe buddhi sAme nathI jovuM, mana sAme nathI jovuM, mArga sAme jovuM che. ame loko vihAramAM jaIe tyAre gAmaDAnA jANakAra para zraddhA rAkhIne cAlIe. gAmaDiyAe neLiyAno rasto batAvyo hoya tyAre e rasto evo kAMTALo hoya ke mana na mAne, e rasto evo avAvaro hoya ke buddhi paNa na mAne chatAM mArganA darzaka para zraddhA evI majabUta hoya ke manane ane buddhine bAjue mUkIne mArge cAlIe. ane aMte ISTa sthAne pahoMcIe tyAre mana paNa prasanna thAya ane buddhi paNa kabUla kare ke mArga to TUMko hato, sAro hato. e rIte ahIM paNa mArga avAvaro lAgato hoya, koI cAlatuM na dekhAya to zuM karavuM che ? bhagavAna kahe che mATe cAlavuM che ke buddhi nA pADe che mATe UbhA rahevuM che ? bahumatImAM cAlavuM che ke zAstramatine mAnavI che ? sa. gItArthonI bahumatI hoya e mArga ne ? bahumatI agItArthonI hoya. gItArtho to badhA ekamatImAM hoya. badhA cAle to zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 67
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________________ mArge cAlavuM e buddhinuM anusaraNa kahevAya. avAvaro lAge e mArga ISTa sthAne na pahoMcADe evuM nahi. mArga kevo che e nathI jevuM, ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe che e jovuM che. bahumatI jananI hoya ke mahAjananI ? jano ghaNA hoya, mahAjano to ochA ja hoya. ane mahAjano je mArge cAle tene mArga kahevAya. bhagavAnanI vAta samajavA mATe buddhi vAparavI che ane na samajAya to buddhine bAju para mUkIne paNa bhagavAnanI vAta svIkArI levI che. * gaI kAle ApaNe sAta prakAranA bhaya joI gayA. Aje ApaNe sanmArganuM anusaraNa nathI karI zakatA te A kAlpanika bhayanA kAraNe. Aje dIkSA levAnuM mana thavA chatAM nathI letA te bhayanA kAraNe ja ne ? viSayo chUTI jaze, sukha chUTI jazeA bhaya ja dIkSA nathI levA deto ne ? sa. viSaya to chUTI jAya che, rAga nathI chUTato. viSayo choDavA na paDe mATe rAganI vAta AgaLa lAvyA ne ? eka vAra viSayo choDI to do pachI rAga kaDhAvavAnuM kAma amAruM che. apathyano rAga choDavAno ke apathyano tyAga karavAno? apathyano rAga gayo na hoya chatAM apathyano tyAga karIe to Arogya maLe ne ? viSayo choDIne saMsArano tyAga karo pachI e viSayo pAchA na vaLage e rIte viSayono rAga choDAvavAnuM kAma ahIM(sAdhupaNAmAM) karIzuM. viSayono tyAga karyA vagara vairAgyanI vAto karavI e to luccAI che. zrI adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che akRtvA viSayatyAgaM yo vairAgyaM didhiirssti| apathyamaparityajya sa rogocchedmicchti|| viSayano tyAga karyA vagara viSayono rAga mAravAnuM ApaNA mATe zakya nathI. Ame ya ApaNo rAga to osarI ja gayo che ne ? je che emAM rAga to rahyo nathI. have teno tyAga karavAnuM ja bAkI che ne? sa. rAga nathI, paNa sAdhupaNAmAM phAvavuM joIe ne? svAdhyAya karavAno na phAve to ? svAdhyAya karavAnuM to tamane sAruM phAve evuM che. Aje vakIla thayelA ke evA dhaMdhAmAM paDelA keTalI phAIlo moDhe rAkhe che ? keTalo hisAba magajamAM rAkhe che ? anuprekSA karavAnI phAvaTa paNa tamane sArI che ne ? hIrA jeo joI zake e pustaka na joI zake ? je kAMI takalIpha che e sAdhupaNAnA kAlpanika duHkhanI che ane gRhasthapaNAmAM rAkhela kAlpanika sukhanI AzAnI che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 15. prANivadha : * paMdaramo doSa prANivadha che. jeno bhaya TaLI gayo che tene bIjAne bhayabhIta karavAno adhikAra nathI. nirbhaya ane zaktisaMpanna bIjAne raMjADe e na cAle te jaNAvavA mATe prANivadha-hiMsA nAmano doSa batAvyo che. koI game teTaluM duHkha Apaze to bhogavI laIzuM paNa bIjAne duHkha nahi ApIe. koI gALa Ape to ya sAMbhaLI levI che paNa sAme be gALa nathI ApavI - a dharmAtmAnuM lakSaNa che. janamatAMnI sAthe merune kaMpAvI zake evA sAmarthyavALA paNa bhagavAne saMgamanuM kALacakra veThI lIdhuM ne ? jeo duHkha IcchatA nathI evA jIvone duHkha ApavA dvArA ApaNe temanI hiMsA karIe chIe. niraparAdhIne to duHkhI nathI ja karavA, paraMtu aparAdhIne paNa bhUtakALanA karmano prabhAva samajIne jato karavo che. duHkha ApavuM e adharma ane du:kha bhogavavuM te dharma 'bhogavavAthI duHkha jatuM nathI, pratIkAra karavAthI duHkha jAya che' A zraddhA majabUta hovAthI duHkha bhogavavAnuM sattva nathI AvatuM. Aje ApaNA doSo jatA nathI ane guNo jatA rahe che, AvatA nathI-tenuM kAraNa guNo pratyeno dveSa ane doSo pratyeno prema che. A aDhAra doSonuM varNana ApaNe joI rahyA chIe te bhagavAnanA doSonA abhAvanuM varNana nathI, ApaNA doSonuM varNana che-ema samajavuM. pratIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA TALI duHkha AvakAravAnI bhAvanA Ave to sArI vAta che, paNa eTaluM na bane topaNa AvakAravAnI lAyakAta na hoya to mauna rAkhavuM che, duHkhano pratIkAra karavA jeTalI nAlAyakAta batAvavI nathI : ATaluM to banaze ne ? ATalA duHkhamAM kAMI gobo nathI paDI javAno. kAMI marI nathI javAnA. ane kadAca bhagavAnanI AjJA pALatAM marIe to khoTuM zuM che? paNa AjJA para paga mUkIne jIvavuM nathI. A aDhAra doSo kADhavAno prayatna karyo tenAthI bhagavAna sabhyatva pAmyA ane aDhAra doSathI rahita banyA pachI bhagavAna thayA. * Aje ATalo niyama levo che ke cauda rAjalokanA jIvone abhaya na ApI zakIe topaNa ApaNA gharanA lokone duHkhI nathI ja karavA. mAbApa hoya, bhAIbahena hoya ke koI paNa hoya, temane duHkha thAya te rIte UMce sAde nathI bolavuM. aprIti thatI hoya, saMleza thato hoya evAM kaThora vacana nathI bolavAM. dasa divasa mATe paNa niyama levo che? mauna rahetAM zIkhI javuM che, jatuM karavuM che. sAdhusAdhvIe to khAsa A niyama laI levAno ke ApaNA guru ke sahavartIne duHkha nathI pahoMcADavuM. gurune kanaDavA mATe dIkSA nathI, ApaNA nimitte koIne paNa duHkha nathI pahoMcADavuM. ATaluM paheluM mahAvrata paNa pALavAnI jenI taiyArI nahi hoya te pAMca mahAvrata kaI rIte pALI zakaze ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 16. prema : * jotAnI sAthe lALa Tapake, jyAM codavAnuM mana thAya, jyAMthI khasavAnuM mana na thAya enuM nAma rAga (prema). rAgano artha graMthakAre sneha karyo che. snehano artha cikAza che. cikAzanuM kAma vastune coMTADavAnuM che. * jyAM sudhI khavAya tyAM sudhI khAIe e rAga ja ne ? bhANe beThA pachI UbhA thaIe, te joItuM nathI mATe ke have peTamAM jatuM nathI mATe? Aje ApaNane tapa pratye rAga vadhAre ke khAvA pratye rAga vadhAre ? dAna pratye rAga vadhAre ke paisA pratye rAga vadhAre? viSayo pratye rAga vadhAre ke zIla pratye rAga vadhAre ? avirati pratye rAga vadhAre ke virati pratye rAga vadhAre ? saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA vadhAre ke mokSanI IcchA vadhAre ? bhagavAnano tapa vadhAre hato ke pAraNAM vadhAre hatAM? jyAre ApaNo tapa vadhAre ke pAraNAM vadhAre che ? je karyuM che - enAthI siddhi haju sudhI na maLI hoya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke - ApaNe haju karavAnuM ghaNuM bAkI che. je bAkI che e joyA karIzuM to sidhinI najIka pahoMcI zakIzuM. paryuSaNanA ATha divasanA pauSadha dekhAya paNa traNaso bAvana divasanI avirati na dekhAya ne ? koI kahe ke "ghaNo tapa karo cho' to kahevuM ke - "ghaNo tapa nathI karyo. ghaNo tapa karyo hota to kAM to sAdhu thaI gayo hota ane kAM to mokSe pahoMcyo hota'. * jene ApaNI pratye rAga na hoya tenI pratye rAga karavo phAve ? jaDane ApaNI pratye rAga nathI chatAM tenI pratye ApaNe rAga karIe ne? bhagavAna sukhanAM sAdhana ApaNane Ape che mATe ja ApaNane bhagavAna pratye rAga che ne ? DaoNkTara ane dardI banne paraspara premathI vAta kare chatAM rAga hoya kharo ? ApaNA svArthe DaoNkTara pAse jaIe chatAM jo tyAM rAga na karatA hoIe to tevI rIte ApaNA svArthe saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM rAga nathI karavo-ATaluM nakkI karavuM che ? AjJA mujaba dharma karavo hoya to pahelAM rAgane mAravo paDaze. jaDa pratye ke cetana pratye ApaNe rAga karIe to ApaNe gAMDapaNa karIe chIe evuM lAge kharuM ? sacetana ke acetana pratyeno prema e ApaNA saMsAranuM mULa che. je sacetana pratye ApaNe rAga karIe chIe tene ApaNA pratye prema keTalo che. enI tapAsa karI che kharI ? sakala jIva pratye maitrI rAkhavI e bhAva che jyAre rAga karavo e durbhAva che. ApaNane jenI pratye rAga hoya e pApa na kare evI IcchA hoya ke e ApaNI pratye rAga kare evI IcchA hoya ? ApaNI pratye rAga hoya e gamatuM hoya to pApamAM ApaNo sAtha che-ema kahevAya ne? khavarAvAnI majA paNa kyAre Ave ? O zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ lAgaNIvALAne Apo tyAre ke lAgaNI vagaranAne Apo tyAre ? vartamAnamAM to sAdharmika bhaktine badale paricitabhati kahevI paDe evuM che. duniyAnA jIvo rAga varasAve ke na varasAve paNa ApaNe rAga varasAvavo che ne ? cetana karatAM paNa jaDane vize ApaNane rAga vadhAre ne ? ekAda sukhanuM sAdhana koI bagADe to varasonI lAgaNI paNa jatI rahe ne ? paisA khAtara bhAgIdArI paNa toDI do ne ? bhagavAna pAse sAmagrI ghaNI chatAM rAga na'to ane ApaNI pAse sAmagrI jarA paNa nathI ane rAga cikAra che! IndrAdi devo sevA karavA chatAM bhagavAnane emanI upara rAga na'to, ApaNI hAlata to UMdhI che ne? pUjAnI thALI taiyAra karIne pUjArI lAvI Ape to pUjArI pratye paNa rAga thayA vinA na rahe. e pUjArInI koI kadara na kare to kahe ke - "ApaNe tyAM sArA mANasonI kadara nathI'. A badhuM koNa bolAve che - rAga ja ne ? tame mAMdA paDo to gharanA loko duHkhI thAya te tamArI pIDAnA kAraNe ke emanI pIDAnA kAraNe ? tamAruM kazuM kAma karavAnuM emane na Ave to emane duHkha thAya evuM che kharuM? rAganA kAraNe samaya barabAda thAya, karmabaMdha thAya, paisA jAya, kharAba phaLa maLe.... A badhuM joyA pachI rAga karavAnuM mana thAya evuM che kharuM ? rAgane mAravAnA vicAra na AvatA hoya topaNa parANe paNa e vicAra lAvavA che. bhagavAna pAse paNa eTalA mATe javuM che. bhagavAnane kahevuM che ke - Ape rAgane dUra karyo, mAro rAga toDI Apo." gharanA lokone kahI devAnuM ke - javAnA divaso AvyA che, tame mArI pratye rAga na karazo, huM paNa tamArI pratye rAga nahIM karuM.' gharanA loko ApaNI pratye rAga kare emAM karmabaMdha thAya che ema mAnavAne badale amArA RNAnubaMdha che ema mAne to e buddhimattAnuM lakSaNa nathI, mUrkhAInuM lakSaNa che. ghara choDI zakIe ke na choDI zakIe paNa rAga to choDavo che ne ? jarUra pUratuM vAparIe to rAga karavAnuM koI kAraNa nathI, jarUra vagara vAparIe to rAga thayA vinA nahIM rahe. | * pudgala ke cetana pratye ApaNe rAga karIe tyAre pudgala ke cetanane koI ja pharaka nathI paDato. je kAMI pharaka paDe che e ApaNane ja paDe che, ApaNane ja karmabaMdha thAya che chatAM rAga karavAnuM na choDIe ne? * saMsAranAM sukho bhogavavAM hoya to sagA - snehI - saMbaMdhInI apekSA rahe jyAre dharma e eka evI cIja che ke - emAM koInI apekSA rAkhavI paDatI nathI. saMsAranuM sukha smazAnamAM na bhogavAya, dharma smazAnamAM paNa ArAdhI zakAya. * vartamAnamAM ApaNane je je pAtro maLyAM che te te pAtro pAsethI sukha bhogavavuM hoya to te pAtrone paMpALavA paDe ne ? jyAM sudhI sukhanI apekSA paDI che tyAM sudhI saMsAramAMthI bahAra nahIM nIkaLI zakAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 71
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________________ sa. IcchA ane apekSA baMnne eka ja ne ? sAmAnyathI baMnne eka hovA chatAM thoDo pharaka paNa che. sAdhyanI IcchAne IcchA kahevAya ane sAdhananI IcchAne apekSA kahevAya. khAvAnI IcchA thAya pachI rasoIyAnI apekSA jAge. * dIkSA letAM pahelAM cAritranuM jJAna gurubhagavanta pUrepUruM ApyuM hoya che tethI dIkSA lIdhA pachI jJAna mATe gurubhagavantanI jarUra na hovA chatAM ApaNe cAritrapAlana vakhate kyAMya pramAda na karIe, kayAMya bhUla na karI besIe mATe gurubhagavantanI jarUra che. zAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke - jinezvarabhagavantoe je ApavAyogya hatuM te eka vAramAM ja ApI dIdhuM. bhagavAne kahyuM na'tuM mATe ApaNe saMsAramAM rakhaDyA ke kahyuM mAnyuM nahi mATe rakhaDyA? saMsAranI asAratA ane mokSanI upAdeyatA to bhagavAne kahI ja dIdhI hatI. ApaNane rucyuM nahIM mATe pharI pharI bhagavAna samajAvatA hatA. DaoNkTara paNa zuM kare che? roganuM nidAna to eka vAramAM ja karI de che parantu jyAre enI davA lAgu nathI paDatI tyAre pheravI - pheravIne davA Ape. * bhagavAne je prema choDI dIdho te prema karI - karIne ApaNe ApaNI jiMdagI bagADI. ApaNe lAta mArIe topaNa ApaNI lAtane paMpALe evA svArthanA sagA hovA chatAM A badhA mane mokSamAM sahAyaka nathI banavAnA evuM tamane lAge kharuM? che ke ApaNane prema gamato hoya, e prema bhagavAnano jato rahyo hoya chatAM ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe chIe to ema nathI lAgatuM ke ApaNe nATaka karIe chIe ? koI prema na kare to ApaNane game nahIM ne? sa. koI premathI bolAve to game. to pachI zA mATe bhagavAnanI pAse jAva cho ? bhagavAna premathI bolAve mATe ke prema choDAve mATe ? gharanA loko premathI bolAve che ane premane majabUta banAve che mATe evAnI pAse nathI javuM, gharanA lokonI pAse premanA roganI davA nathI, premano roga vakarAve evA che jyAre bhagavAna premathI bolAvatA nathI sAthe premane dUra kare evA che mATe bhagavAna pAse jaIe - evo Azaya kharo? * sAdhanA karatI vakhate ApaNane duHkha AvyuM hoya te naDe ke mokSanI IcchAno abhAva che e naDe ? Aje gurubhagavanta vAtsalya na Ape to enuM duHkha che paNa 7. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mokSanI IcchA nathI thatI enuM duHkha nathI. gurubhagavanta prema toDavA mATe AvyA che te prema kare kharA ? gurubhagavanta vAtsalya Ape paNa bhAvavAtsalya Ape, dravyavAtsalya nahIM. sa. dravyavAtsalya ane bhAvanAtsalya eTale zuM? pITha para hAtha pherave te dravyavAtsalya ane mAthe TapalI mArIne bhUla sudhArAve te bhAvavAtsalya. tamane je game e dravyavAtsalya ane tamane je na game te bhAvavAtsalya. jene hitanI ciMtA hoya te mAthe TapalI mAre. jene hitanI ciMtA na hoya te to vicAre ke - javA do ApaNane zuM ciMtA che ? * AjJAno prema hoya ane hitanuM arthipaNuM hoya e dravyavAtsalya zodhavA nIkaLe ja nahIM. caMDarUdrAcAryanA ziSyane dIkSA kaI rIte maLelI ? gussAmAM ke premathI? gurubhagavatte emanuM kayuM vAtsalya karyuM ? jeo ema kahe ke - "mokSamAM javuM ja che, Apa kaho te pramANe ja karIza' AvAne dravyavAtsalyanI apekSA rahetI nathI. jene dravyavAtsalyanI apekSA hoya teone mokSamAM javuM nathI - ema mAnI levuM. * vItarAgaparamAtmAnuM jIvana mArgastha kaI rIte hatuM e zodhIne ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanane mArgastha banAvI devuM che. emaNe batAvelo mArga e avAvara mArga nathI. anantA AtmAoe khUdelo e mArga che. samaye samaye cAlu che, AvA vakhate bIjo mArga zA mATe zodhIe? mArge cAlavuM che ke mArga zodhavo che? mArge cAlavuM haze to kamase kama gurubhagavata pAse premanI apekSA nathI rAkhavI, hitazikSAnI apekSA rAkhavI che. hitamAM kAyama mATe sajA(zikSA) rahelI che. e sajAnI apekSA rAkhI laIe ane upekSA na karIe to kAma thAya ne ? * AjJAno lopa karavAno ke emAM bAMdhachoDa karavAno vakhata rAganA kAraNe Ave che. prema AjJAthI dUra rAkhe che ane bahumAna AjJAmAM jhilAve che. mokSamArgamAM jatA prANIne loDhAnI argalA samAna prema che. sAMkaLanA kAraNe cAlavAnuM game teTaluM utkaTa koTInuM mana hoya to paNa cAlI na zake ne ? ApaNA bhagavAna, ApaNA guru prema toDavA mATe sAdhu thayelA hatA mATe ApaNe paNa prema karavo nathI. eTale Aje ApaNe nakkI karI laIe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 17. DiprasaMga : * soLamA rAgadoSanuM varNana karyA pachI sattaramA krIDAprasaMga doSanuM varNana karAya che. jyAre jyAre prema karIe tyAre tyAre e premane amalamAM mUkavA mATe krIDAno khapa paDe. prema thayA pachI tyAga karavAnI IcchA jAge ke enI sAthe ramavAnI IcchA jAge ? khAvAnI vastu gamI gayA pachI choDavAnI IcchA thAya ke levAnI ? krIDA eTale ramavuM te. rAga, sneha thayA pachI krIDAno prasaMga Ubho ja hoya. navI sAyakala lIdhA pachI calAve nahIM topaNa ekAda hAtha sITa upara mAro ne ? sa. ramavAnuM eTale rAga karavAno ne ? rAgane amalamAM mUkavo e ramavuM. prema thayA pachI ramavAnI IcchA jAge, jAge ne jAge ja. pAMce IndriyanI sAthe tAdAsyabhAva e rAganuM tophAna nathI to bIjuM zuM che? sAdhumahAtmAne paNa AmAM rasa paDe ne ? zarIrane koI phAyado nahIM, na'to lohI vadhe, na to karmanI nirjarA thAya, na to mokSamAM pahoMcAya evo anarthadaMDa paNa ApaNe karIe ne? pauSadhamAM paNa nAnI bebI AvI hoya to ramADavAnuM game ne ? dUra besaje' ema kahe paNa jatI rahe ema kaho kharA ? uparathI kahe ke "A mArA bAbAnI bebI che.' keTaluM vicitra jIvana jIvIe chIe! javuM che kyAM? ane karIe chIe zuM? doSarahita banavA mATe keTalI sAphasaphAI karavI paDaze ? pAMce IndriyonA viSayono upabhoga jarUra che mATe karIe chIe evuM nathI, game che mATe karIe chIe. * ApaNuM puNya saMsAramAM ramADavA mATe ja che ne ? jene saMsAramAM ramavuM nathI ene puNyanI jarUra nathI. kAMIka vicAravuM paDaze ne? saMsAramAM ramavuM hoya to cAre bAjuthI badhuM goThavAyeluM ja che. gharamAM badhe krIDAprasaMga cAlu che ne ? krIDAprasaMga TALavo hoya to je vastu jiMdagImAM vAparI nathI te vAparavI nathI-ATaluM nakkI karavuM paDaze. bhagavAne je mokSamArga sthApyo te tamane ne amane game evo nathI mATe ApaNe mokSamArga navo AMkavAno che - evuM lAge che. thoDA DAhyA thavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAnane oLakhI levA che ane emanI jema doSarahita banavuM che. ATalo saMkalpa karI levo che ne ? * Aje guNa pAmavA tarapha ApaNI najara che parantu doSarahita thavA tarapha najara nathI. jJAna joIe che paNa ajJAna TaLe e rIte nathI joItuM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * rAganuM phaLa vadhAremAM vadhAre A saMsAramAM anukULatA maLI rahe, mAnasanmAna maLe eTaluM ja, rAganA kAraNe mokSe nahIM pahoMcAya. AjJA pratye prema keLavavAno hato enA badale ene choDIne AkhI duniyA pratye prema keLavIe, keTalI viparIta hAlata che ApaNI ! 18. hAsya : * sukha maLI jAya to hAMsI AvyA vinA na rahe. hAMsI ane mazkarImAM keTalo samaya pasAra karyo che enI tapAsa koI divasa karI che kharI ? hAMsI ane mazkarInI avasthA lagabhaga evI hoya che ke zarUAta hAMsIthI thAya ane UThatI vakhate have jiMdagImAM moDhuM jovuM nahIM evI hAlata hoya. AThamA anarthadaMDamAM zrAvakane paNa hAMsImazkarIno tyAga karavAno hoya to sAdhumahAtmA kaI rIte hAMsImazkarI kare ? krIDAprasaMgamAM bAhya krIDA hoya che ane hAMsImazkarImAM abhyantara krIDA che. * saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM jene hoya teo hAMsImazkarImAM samaya vitAve. vikathA na karatA hoya to jarUrapUratI pravRtti karI che, ema kahevAya. * sAdhubhagavantone cha kalAkanI UMghamAM paNa nirjarA cAlu hoya to divase UMghe topaNa nirjarA thavAnI ne ? chatAM divase nidrA na letAM jAgatA rahevAnuM vidhAna karyuM. jAgatA rahetI vakhate paNa hAMsImazkarI ke vikathA na karI bese mATe paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya pharamAvyo. ApaNe hAMsImazkarImAM pApa che evuM mAnIe kharA ? sa. svAdhyAya karatAM mana thAke to zuM karavuM ? gurubhagavanta pAse jaIne khamAsamaNAM ApavAnI zarUAta karavI, paNa hAMsI ke mazkarI karavA na besavuM. sa. emAM vadhAre thAka lAge ! ane ethI pahelAMno thAka haLavo thaI jAya. jaMgalamAM vAgha Ave to thAka lAge ke thAka jato rahe ? ahIM ApaNe hAMsImazkarIne pApa mAnatA nathI mATe thAka lAge che. sa. vairAgya AvI gayA pachI dIkSA le topaNa AvI hAlata zA mATe thAya ? dIkSA letI vakhate duHkha AvyuM na'tuM. dIkSA lIdhA pachI duHkha Ave e akaLAvI mUke che mATe AvI hAlata thAya. mATe duHkha veThavAno abhyAsa karI laIe to ATalI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 75
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________________ hada sudhI nIce UtaravuM na paDe. viratino AnaMda na hoya tyAre ja aviratino AnaMda levAnuM mana thAya. * hAMsImazkarInA tyAganA kAraNe nathI to sukha lUMTAI javAnuM, nathI to duHkha AvI paDavAnuM. koI kahe ke - kema bolatA nathI ?' to kahevuM ke - mArA bhagavAne hAMsInA tyAganI pratijJA karI hatI. tethI mAre paNa pratijJA che, mATe bolato nathI. sa. pratijJAnA kAraNe IcchA vadhAre thAya che. jenI pratijJA nathI lIdhI enI IcchA nathI evuM che kharuM? paisA na kamAvAnI pratijJA nathI lIdhI chatAM paisAnI IcchA che ne ? pratijJAnA kAraNe IcchA vadhatI nathI, AsatinA kAraNe IcchA vadhe che. pratijJA lIdhI hoya topaNa IcchA thAya che ane pratijJA na lIdhI hoya topaNa IcchA thAya che. mATe IcchAnuM kAraNa pratijJA nathI, Asati che. Asati paDI che mATe IcchA vadhe che ke pratijJA lIdhI che mATe IcchA vadhe che - e jAte vicArI levuM. * aDhAradoSonuM varNana pUruM thayuM. enAM nAma yAda rahI gayA ne? roganAM nAma mAtra DokTara ja jANe ke dardI paNa jANe? eka vakhata roga thayA pachI paNa tenAM nAma moDhe thaI jAya ane ApaNA doSo anAdikALathI ApaNAmAM hovA chatAM enAM nAma yAda na rahe-enuM kAraNa zuM? zarIranuM mamatva jeTaluM che eTalI AtmAnI upekSA che ne? * aviratijevuM bhayaMkara eke pApa nathI. samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI paNa ApaNA samyakatvane mokSe laI jatAM rokI rAkhe evI A avirati che. mokSanuM jJAna hovA chatAM, zraddhA majabUta hovA chatAM aviratinA yoge cAritra nathI maLatuM ane cAritra vinA mokSa nathI maLato. saMsAra choDavo sahelo che paNa saMsAra oLakhavo kaThina che. saMsArane jANavo e juduM ane saMsArane oLakhavo e juduM. aviratine avirati tarIke oLakhavAnuM kAma ghaNuM ja kaparuM che. aviratinA yoge sukhano rAga eTalo gADha hoya che ke je samyagdarzanane kAma ja karavA deto nathI. * aDhAra prakAranA doSonA nAma ziSyane yAda rahI gayA hovAthI tene zaMkA paDe che ane AthI te prazna kare che ke A aDhAramAMthI premadoSa mAyA-lobhamAM samAI jAya che ane matsara, krodha-mAnamAM samAI jAya che to tene judA kema pADyA? ziSyane doSo kADhavA che mATe zaMkA paDI. jene kaMIka karavuM hoya tene zaMkA paDe. jene upADIne laI javuM hoya tene vajana ochuM thAya tenI ciMtA hoya. te rIte jene doSo yAda rAkhavA che ane zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ kADhavA che tene doSo ochA thAya tevI zaMkA paDe. Aje ApaNe A doSone yAda rAkhavA. mATe koI prayatna karavo che ne? roja navakAravALI gaNavA pahelAM aDhAra doSonI navakAravALI gaNavI che. prema ane mAtsaryane judA pADavAnuM kAraNa e che ke ghaNI vAra sAmAnyathI ullekha karyA pachI tenAthI vizeSane juduM pADIne batAvAya che. A rIte batAvavAnI pAchaLa vizeSa prayojana hoya che. premano samAveza mAyA-lobhamAM thato hovA chatAM temAM e vizeSatA che ke prema game che, mAyA-lobha to bhUMDA lAge che. koI mAyALu' kahe to game paNa mAyAvI' kahe to na game. A rIte prema bhUMDo nathI lAgato mATe tene doSa tarIke judo pADI batAvyo. IrSAnA kAraNe krodha Avato hovA chatAM krodha kharAba lAge paNa mAtsarya tevuM kharAba nathI lAgatuM mATe tene paNa juduM pADyuM. mAtsaryamAM mAna ane krodha baMnne pariNAma hoya che. bIjAnA guNo sahana nathI thatA enuM kAraNa ApaNane mAna maLatuM nathI athavA ApaNuM mAna ghavAya che - e che ane e asahanazIlatAthI gusso Ave che - AthI mAtsaryadoSa kathaMcit bhinna (judo) che. * mAthuM bhAre lAge to tenI davA karavAnuM mana thAya paNa jJAnAvaraNIya karma bhAre che evuM lAge to tenI davA karavAnuM mana thAya ? jo jJAnAvaraNIyakarma bhAre nahi lAge to cauda pUrva sudhI kaI rIte pahoMcAze? jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanamohanIyanA udayanA kAraNe ajJAna doSa naDe che. ene TALavA mATe jJAnAcAra ane darzanAcAranuM pAlana karavAnuM. jJAna, jJAnI, jJAnanAM upakaraNanI bhakti karavAnI. Aje ApaNane bhaNavAnuM haju phAve paNa jJAnInI bhakti karavAnuM na phAve ne ? sa. jJAnanI bhakti eTale akSarajJAnanI ke samyagrajJAnanI bhakti? akSarajJAnanI paNa AzAtanA na karavI e eka prakArano vinaya ja che. anAzAtanA nAmano vinaya mithyAzruta mATe samajI levo. AgamanI pUjA karIe, chApAnI pUjA na karAya paNa sAthe tene paga na lagADAya - e samajAya ne ? 4 nidrA darzanAvaraNIyanA udayathI Ave. darzanAvaraNIyano udaya hovA chatAM ciMtA, zoka vagere pratibaMdhaka hoya to nidrA na Ave. A nidrA uDADavA mATe prayatna karavo che ke levA mATe : e ja sauthI pahelAM vicAravuM paDaze. nidrA UDI jAya to lAvavA mATe mahenata nathI karavI - ATaluM nakkI karIe toya ghaNuM. * bAkInA badhA doSo mohanIyanA gharanA ja che, mohanuM mAnavAnuM baMdha karIe ane parANe paNa bhagavAnanuM mAnatA thaIe to A doSa TaLI zake. krodhAdine dUra karavA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ tenA pratipakSanuM sevana karavuM. kSamA, mRdutA, saraLatA ane nispRhatAnA parizIlanathI temane TALI zakAze. sukha pratye napharata jAge ane du:kha pratye prema keLavIe to ratiarati jItI zakAya. Ame ya pArakAnA sukha upara napharata che ane potAnA duHkha para paNa prema keLavI laIe chIe kharA, paNa te ApaNI IcchAnI khAtara ! bhagavAnanA vacana khAtara nahi ? AthI ja ApaNA doSo halatA nathI. * je tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe sAdhanA karatI vakhate IndrAdidevonI sahAya na lIdhI evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA anuyAyI thaIne ApaNe IndrAdidevonI sahAya IcchIe e kevI rIte cAle ? kevaLajJAna pAmavAno IrAdo na hoya tyAre ja IndrAdidevonI ke anya devonI sahAya levA taiyAra thAya. duHkha TaLatuM hoya to game tenI sahAya levA ApaNe taiyAra ne ? sa. DaoNkTara pAse duHkha TaLe che mATe jaIe ne ? DaoNkTara pAse jyAre jAva cho tyAre dharma mAnIne nathI jatA, pote asahiSNu che sahana nathI thatuM mATe jAya che, DaoNkTarane deva mAnIne nathI jatA ne ? IndrAdi devo pAse jyAre jAva tyAre dharma karavAmAM sahAya kare ema mAnIne jAo cho ne ? * bhagavAna je Ape che te (kevaLajJAna) ApaNane joItuM nathI mATe bhagavAnane ApaNe deva mAnatA nathI, anya devo ApaNane je (dhanAdi) joIe che e Ape che mATe teone deva tarIke svIkArI laIe chIe. * arihaMta paramAtmAne ja deva tarIke mAnavA hoya evA lokone duniyAmAM arihaMta paramAtmAne choDIne bIjA deva nathI - eTaluM pahelAM mAnavuM paDe evuM che. * "ApaNA bhagavAna ja bhagavAna che bIjA deva bhagavAna nathI' - AvuM bolIe to mAThuM lAge ane "ApaNA bhagavAna paNa bhagavAna che" AvuM bolIe to game to samajavuM ke - ApaNe bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM AvyA nathI. * ApaNe je mAnIe chIe te khoTuM che evuM koI kahe to ApaNe kahenArane dUra karavA mATe prayatna karIe ke ApaNI khoTI mAnyatAne dUra karavA prayatna karIe? * jene joIe enuM moTuM paDeluM hoya, jene joItuM ja nathI tenuM moTuM prasanna hoya. AyaMbilanI paMgatamAM beThelAne bhajiyAM na Ave to koI duHkha na thAya, paNa ekAsaNAMnI paMgatamAM beThelAne duHkha thAya ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * arihanta paramAtmAmAM prakArAntare aDhAra doSano abhAva jaNAvyo che. 1. dAnAntarAya, 2. lAbhAntarAya, 3. bhogAntarAya, 4. upabhogAntarAya, 5. vIryAntarAya, 6. hAsya, 7. rati, 8. arati, 9, bhaya, 10. zoka, 11. jugupsA, 12. kAma, 13, mithyAtva, 14. ajJAna, 15. nidrA, 16. avirati, 17. rAga, 18 Sa. * A rIte sakala doSathI rahita ane sakalaguNanA nidhAna evA arihantaparamAtmA che : A pramANenA nirUpaNa dvArA temanuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM. koI paNa vastunI vyAkhyA traNa prakAre karAya che - tattvathI, bhedathI ane paryAyathI. tattva eTale svarUpa, bheda eTale prakAra ane paryAya eTale samAnArthaka zabdothI jaNAvAto artha. svarUpa jaNAvAI gayuM ane paramAtmA dareka eka ja prakAranA che. temanA koI prakAra nathI. AthI have 11 mI gAthAthI paryAyavAcaka nAma jaNAve che. ApaNane A nAmomAM rasa paDe kharo ? ApaNe to arihanta karatAM paNa arthane (paisAne) ja mahAna mAnIe chIe ne? saMsAra pratye bahumAna jyAM sudhI haze tyAM sudhI devagurudharma pratye Adara nahi jAge. ApaNe saMsAramAM beThA chIe mATe paisA kamAIe chIe ke saMsAra pratye rAga che mATe ? devagurudharma game teTalA UMcA hoya topaNa ApaNA arthakAma AgaLa e haTha che ne? paryAyavAcI nAmothI nirUpaNa karavAnA kAraNe padArthanuM vistArathI ane spaSTa jJAna thAya che. traNa paryAyavAcI nAmo che : arihaMta, ahaMn ane ahan. A traNe nAmo mAtra rUDha nAmo nathI, anyartha nAmo che. ATheya prakAranAM karma sarva jIvonAM zatrubhUta che. te karmarUpI ari-zatrune haNanArA hovAthI teo arihanta kahevAya che. ATha prakAranAM karmo ApaNane zatrurUpa lAge che? puNyaprakRti gamI jAya ne ? AgaLa vadhIne avirati paNa game ne ? Aje krodhAdine saphaLa karavA ke aviratijanya sukho bhogavavA mATe badhuM ja karavAnI taiyArI che ne ? jarUra paDe to zarIranI paNa mamatA utArIne e sukha bhogavIe ne? * hAthanI pAMca AMgaLImAMthI kaI AMgaLI na hoya to cAle ? tyAM jema pAMce AMgaLI pramANa gaNAya che tema ahIM jJAnamArgamAM mULa Agama, niyukti, bhASya, cUrNi ane TIkA : A pAMce aMga pramANa che. jeo paMcAMgIne pramANa na mAne ane ekalA mULa AgamanA arthane pramANa mAnatA hoya teonI vAta apramANa che ema samajI levuM. jeo haribhadrasUri mahArAja ke hemacandrasUri mahArAjanI vAtane pramANa na mAnatA hoya ane mAtra Agamane ja pramANa mAnavAnuM kahetA hoya teone kahevuM ke - 'tamArAthI Agamane paNa nahi manAya, mAtra tripadIne ja pramANa mAnavI. kAraNa ke zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ Agama paNa cha0 evA gaNadharabhagavantoe racyAM che ane jo Agama e tripadIno sAra che mATe pramANa mAnatA ho to A TIkAgraMtho vagere pAchaLanA mahApuruSoe racelA graMtho, Agamano sAra hovAthI pramANabhUta che je paMcAMgIne pramANa na mAne tenI sAthe carcA karavAno koI artha nathI. jeo, "bhagavAna mATe arihanta zabda vAparavo yogya nathI kAraNa ke e saMklezanuM sUcaka che. AthI navakAramaMtramAM aruhattANa pATha bolAvo joIe' - evuM kahe che, evAone A paryAyathI karelI vyAkhyA samajAvavAnI jarUra che. joke teo mULa Agamane ja pramANa mAnatA hovAthI temane javAba ApavAno artha nathI. (niyuktikAra zrI bhadrabAhusvAmI mahArAja, bhASyakAra - zrI jinabhadragaNi ane TIkAkAra - zrI zIlAMkAcArya mahArAja (be aMganI) ane navAMgI TIkAkAra zrI abhayadevasUri mahArAja hatA.) * bhagavAna game teTalA mahAna hoya topaNa bhagavAna je Ape che te ApaNane joItuM ja nathI mATe ApaNane bhagavAna pratye bahumAna nathI lAgatuM. ApaNI pAse rAtadivasa pharanAra sAmAnya mANaso pratye jeTaluM bahumAna che teTaluM bhagavAna pratye nathI. saMsAranAM sukho jyAM sudhI game che ane AtmAnA guNo nathI gamatA tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI vAta nahi game. bhagavAnanI vAta game ke bhagavAnanI kRpA game? sa. bhagavAnanI kRpA thAya to vAta game. nA, bhagavAnanI vAta mAnIe to bhagavAnanI kRpA maLe. bhagavAnanI vAta je mAne tene bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAgyA vinA nahi rahe. bhagavAna je ApavA mAMge che tenuM arthIpaNuM meLavI levuM che. sa. kaI rIte? tyAMnuM (saMsAranuM) arthIpaNuM TALIne. A saMsAramAM game teTalI sArAmAM sArI avasthA sarjAI hoya to ya parabhavamAM javAnuM bAkI che ne? zrI aImuttA munine ATha varase je samajAyuM hatuM te ApaNane DabalagrejyueTa thayA pachI paNa samajAyuM nathI ne ? maravAnuM che te ApaNe jANIe chIe? A bhavamAM vidvattA maLI jaze, lokonI cAhanA maLaze, mAnasanmAna paNa maLI jaze paNa parabhavamAM sthAna nahi maLe. bhagavAna duHkhamAMthI nahi, maraNamAMthI bacAve che ane DokTara duHkhamAMthI bacAve che. ApaNe du:khamAMthI bacavuM che mATe DaoNkTara pratye bahumAna jAge che - bhagavAna pratye nahi. roga jeTalo bhayaMkara lAge, zastra jeTaluM bhayaMkara lAge che, agnino jeTalo bhaya che, pUrano jeTalo bhaya che teTalo saMsArano bhaya nathI ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 80
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________________ sa. saMsAra duHkharUpa kyAre lAge ? bhagavAnanuM mAnIe tyAre. saMsAra ApaNane duHkharUpa lAge pachI ja choDavo haze to kyAre ya nahi chUTe. bhagavAna kahe che mATe choDI devo haze to atyAre chUTI jAya evo che. Asakti choDI daIe ane mukti tarapha najara mAMDIe to ja kAma thAya evuM che. mane samajAyA pachI mAnuM - enuM nAma mithyAdarzana ane samajAya ke na samajAya, bhagavAna kahe mATe mAnI levuM che - enuM nAma samyagdarzana. saMsAranA sukha pratyeno rAga kADhI nAMkhIe, du:kha pratye prema keLavI laIe, ApaNI akkalane kAme lagADIe to Aje samyaktva maLe evuM che. thoDuM thoDuM sukha choDatAM jaIe ane thoDuM thoDuM duHkha bhogavatAM jaIe to samyagdarzananI najIka jaIe. * vaMdana, namaskAra, pUjA, satkAra ane siddhigamanane yogya hovAthI bhagavAnane arhan kahevAya che. ApaNe bhagavAnane vaMdana karIe chIe te zA mATe ? bhagavAna vaMdananamaskArane yogya che ema mAnIne karIe chIe ne ? * vaMdana eTale mAthuM namAvavuM ane namaskAra eTale vANIthI bolIne namavuM te. pUjA eTale vastra, puSpamALA vagere arpaNa karavuM ane satkAra eTale jotAMnI sAthe saMbhramapUrvaka UbhA thaI javuM. sAmo mANasa na jue topaNa UbhA thaI javuM te saMbhrama. jyAM atyaMtara prIti hoya tyAM A rIte ekAeka sahasA UbhA thavAnuM phAve. sAmA mANasanI najara paDe tyAre UbhA thavuM te aucitya. ApaNe mAtra aucitya nathI pALavuM, saMbhramapUrvaka bhakti karavI che. ziSTAcAranuM pAlana ziSTa dekhAvA mATe nathI karavuM, ziSTa thavA mATe karavuM che. sArA AcAro sArA thavA mATe che, sArA kahevaDAvavA mATe nahi. * A teramI gAthAmAM 'anti' pada traNa vAra kema vAparyuM che-AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke atyaMta Adara jaNAvavA mATe A rIte prayoga karAya che. 'AvuM koI kare che ?' AvI pharI zaMkA thAya to tenA nirAkaraNamAM 'jayaI suyANaM pabhavo....' A zloka jaNAvyo che, jemAM cAra vAra kriyApadano prayoga che. * bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAnuM ApaNane game che paNa bhagavAnanuM bahumAna karavAnuM ApaNane gamatuM nathI. Aje ApaNAmAM moTAmAM moTI apAtratA ja e che ke ApaNane taravAno bhAva nathI ane ApaNe bhakti karIe chIe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 81
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________________ * arihanta ane aham A be pada pachI have aham padanI vyAkhyA karavI che. ruham eTale je bIja vAvIne Uge che ane je vAvyA pachI na Uge te aruhan. bhagavAne A saMsAranA rAga, dveSa ane moharUpa bIje bALI nAMkhyAM hovAthI bhagavAnane aham kahevAya che. ApaNA rAgadveSamoharUpI bIja bALavAM che ke enuM siMcana karavAnuM cAlu che? saMsArarUpI vRkSanAM A traNa bIja che. A bIjanA siMcanathI saMsArarUpI aMkuro phUTe che ane te phUlephAle che. saMsAra pratyenI mIThI najara e rAgAdi bIjanA siMcana mATenuM pANI che. A najara khaseDavI che. ApaNe bIjane bALI na zakIe paNa tenuM siMcana nathI karavuM. ATaluM nakkI karavuM che ne ? Aje to AsaktinuM khAtara nAMkhIne snehanuM pANI sIMcIne rAgAdine puSTa karavAnuM kAma cAlu che ne ? AvI hAlatamAM bhagavAna pratye bahumAna kaI rIte jAge ? laukika darzanamAM paNa arjune zrIkRSNa bhagavAnano upadeza pAmIne kahyuM hatuM ke 'moha nAza pAmyo, have tamAruM vacana pALIza." e loko paNa mAne che ke sArA mANasa pAse javAthI mota dUra thAya. jyAre ApaNe to sArAmAM sArA mANasa pAse javA chatAM paNa moha puSTa karIe e kema cAle? * kaSAyanI hAjarImAM kaSAya na kare tenuM nAma sAdhu ane kaSAya na hovAnA kAraNe kaSAya na kare te vItarAga. karmanA udayane je AdhIna thAya tene sAdhu na kahevAya. kAraNa ke karmanA udayane AdhIna thavAthI navAM karmo baMdhAyA kare ane jene mokSamAM javuM che tene karmano baMdha pAlave evo nathI. kSaNavAra mATe bhIMjavanArA pANInA relAne paNa hAtha ADo rAkhIne rokanArA ApaNe bhavobhava sudhI herAna karanAra karmane rokavA mATe prayatna na karIe ane tene AdhIna thaI jaIe - e cAle? * je vastu sArI hoya tene batAvyA pachI e sArI vastune prApta karavAno upAya na batAve to te zAsane chedazuddha na kahevAya. AthI ja mokSane pAmavA mATe, karmane AdhIna na thavA mATe svAdhyAyAdi upAya batAvyA che. mokSa sAro che enI nA nahi paNa e ApaNane maLI zake evo che mATe sAro che ke bIjAne maLI zake evo che, mATe ? bajAra sAro kyAre? ApaNe kamAIe to ke bIjA kamAya to ? pahelAMnA rAjaputra koI citrakAre batAvela adbhata rAjakumArInuM citra joIne sauthI pahelo prazna karatA ke "A strI kAlpanika che ke vAstavika?' ane vAstavikatAne sAMbhaLIne game te prayatne tene meLavIne jaMpatA. ApaNe mokSane meLavavA mATe evo prayatna nathI karatA - tenuM kAraNa zuM? mokSa kAlpanika mAnIe chIe e ja ne ? arihantaparamAtmAne tAtvika tarIke batAvIne temanI ArAdhanA dvArA mokSa pAmavAno upAya paMdaramI gAthAmAM batAve che. ukta svarUpavALA paramAtmAne mastakathI namaskAra karavo, vacanathI prazaMsA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 82
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________________ karavI, manathI dhyAna dharavuM ane temanA zaraNe javuM e ja temanI ArAdhanAno upAya che. karmarUpI zatruthI bacAvanAra A ja eka paramAtmA hovAthI temanA zaraNe javuM. kudevane devanI buddhie mAnavA nahi. suvarNanA mUlyathI pittaLane grahaNa na karazo - ema graMthakArazrI A zlokanA uttarArdhathI jaNAve che. sa. zaraNe javuM eTale zuM? rogI jema DokTaranA zaraNe jAya, dhanArthI nokara jema zeThanA zaraNe jAya ane bhayabhIta thayelo rakhevALanA zaraNe jema jAya tema bhavathI bhaya pAmelA, bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahenArane zaraNe jAya. * saMsAranA sukhanI IcchAthI karAto dharma e adharma che, chatAM te dharmajevo dekhAya che mATe evAne dharma mAnIne grahaNa na karavuM - kAraNa ke e to sonAnA mUlya pittaLa kharIdhuM kahevAya. dharma sAMbhaLavA chatAM saMsArasukhanI IcchA je divase maMda na thAya te divase ApaNe pittaLa laIne ghare gayA - ema samajavuM. * je bhagavAne devasaMbaMdhI, tiryaMcasaMbaMdhI ane manuSya saMbaMdhI badhA ja upasargo veThI lIdhA hatA te bhagavAnanA zaraNe je jAya tene duHkha duHkharUpa na lAge. ApaNe bhagavAnanA zaraNe chIe tenuM mApadaMDa ja A che ke game tevuM duHkha paNa du:kharUpa na lAge. tame bhaktigItamAM gAo ne ke "tArA zaraNe AvavAmAM eka moTuM sukha, duHkhanA DuMgara tUTI paDe toya jarI na lAge duHkha." duHkha veThI levAmAM ja bhagavAnanI bhakti samAI che. duHkha majethI veThI levA mATe bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM levAnuM che. sa. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM levuM eTale zuM? bhagavAna kahe e pramANe karI levuM. bhagavAna kahe ke duHkha veThI levAnuM to veThI levAnuM. bhagavAna kahe ke sukha choDI devAnuM to choDI devAnuM. Aje ApaNI to e hAlata che ke zaraNuM bhagavAnanuM ane siddhAnta ApaNA ! bhagavAnanA zaraNe rahevAnuM ane mAnavAnuM mohanuM-A cAle ? bhagavAnanA zaraNe javuM haze to bhagavAnanuM mAnatA thavuM che, duHkha veThatA thavuM che. duHkhathI akaLAya te jaina na hoya. * ApaNA derAsaranuM samArakAma ApaNe ApaNA paise karavuM che, kAraNa ke ApaNI pAse eTalI sthiti che. ApaNA derAsaranI Upajano upayoga anyaderAsaromAMjyAM jarUra hoya tyAM - jIrNoddhAramAM karI levo. sukhI - sthitisaMpanna ArAdhako zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ potAnA paise badho vahIvaTa kare to derAsaranA TrasTanI jarUra na paDe. sthaLa para paisA ApIne chUTA thaIe to TrasTanI jarUra rahe kharI ? * vItarAgaparamAtmA to mokSamAM gayA che to temane namaskAra vagere kaI rIte karavo evI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM bhagavAnanA biMbanI ane caityanI sthApanA karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. jinamaMdira baMdhAvavuM ane jinapratimA bharAvavI : A paNa eka bhagavAnanI bhaktino ja prakAra che. merujevuM sauthI UMcuM, himAlaya jevuM dhavala (upalakSaNathI anya) varNavALuM, zvetadhajAthI zobhatuM maMdira vidhipUrvaka baMdhAvavuM. vartamAnamAM dhajAmAM vacce lAlavarNa paNa hoya che paraMtu zvetavarNa pradhAnatayA(vadhu) hovAthI te zvetadhajA kahevAya. meru jeTaluM UMcuM eTale sauthI UMcuM, gAmamAM enAthI UMcuM eka makAna na hoya. sa. muMbaImAM to keTalAM UMcA mALanAM bilDiMgo hoya che ! tevA makAnanI najIkamAM derAsara bAMdhavuM nahi. derAsara evA sthAnamAM bAMdhavuM ke jyAM koI AzAtanAno saMbhava na hoya. jeTalI jagyAmAM derAsara bAMdhyuM hoya teTalI jagyA cAre bAju khullI rahe eTalo vistAra rAkhavo. * tIrthaMkara paramAtmA A jagatanuM sauthI UMcAmAM UMcuM tattva che, mATe ApaNane game che ? ke ApaNane tAre che mATe game che? jene paramAtmA tAraka lAge ane e tAraka pratye bahumAna jAge tene e paramAtmAnuM maMdira banAvavAnuM mana thayA vinA na rahe. pahelAM paramAtmA pratye bahumAna jAge pachI maMdira baMdhAvavAnuM mana thAya. pahelAM dhana pratye bahumAna jAge pachI dhaMdho karavA jAo ne? tema ahIM samajavuM. jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAno vidhi : * sattaramI gAthAmAM jinabhavana banAvavAnI vidhi jaNAvI che. A vidhi mAtra bolavA mATe nathI AcaravA mATe che. A badho vidhi samajAvavAnI javAbadArI AcAryabhagavantonI che. e javAbadArI je teo adA na kare to pApanA bhAgIdAra bane. sauthI pahelo vidhi batAvyo che : zuddha bhUmi. dravyathI ane bhAvathI zuddha bhUmi hovI joIe. dravyathI ziSTajanane ucita evA sthAnamAM derAsara bAMdhavuM. jyAM vezyA, jugArI, dArUDiyA vagerenI avarajavara na hoya; AzAtanA thAya tevAM aMgArA, hADakAM vagere zalyathI rahita bhUmi hoya temaja jyAM mIThuM jaLa nIkaLe te dravyathI zuddha bhUmi. ane bhAvathI zuddha bhUmi eTale corIthI, anyAyathI, paDAvI lIdhelI bhUmi na hoya te. kAraNa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ ke tenA kAraNe jenI jagyA hoya tene aprIti thAya. A aprIti sakAraNa hovAthI tene TALavI jarUrI che. niSkAraNa aprIti karavAnA svabhAvavALAne TALavAnuM kAma zakya nathI. AthI sakAraNa aprIti karanArAne saMtoSa thAya e rIte aprIti TALavA dvArA je bhUmi prApta thaI hoya te bhAvathI zuddha bhUmi kahevAya. * zrI jinezvara bhagavantane namana, vaMdana, pUjana vagere karavA mATe jinamaMdiranI jarUra paDavAnI. AthI ApaNe jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAnI vidhi jovAnI zarUAta karI che. temAMthI zuddha bhUminI vAta ApaNe karI. have ISTaka(iMTa) vagere dala zuddha hovuM joIete jaNAve che. dala zuddha hovuM joIe. kASTa, IMTa vagere dravyo taiyAra maLe to banAvavA na besavuM. je vastu taiyAra zuddha maLatI hoya te banAvavA mATe orDara nathI Apavo. kAraNa ke temAM AraMbhasamAraMbhano doSa lAge. lAkaDAM taiyAra maLatAM hovAthI vRkSa chedAvIne lAkaDAM lAvavAnI jarUra nathI. jeo A rIte lAkaDAM chedIne lAvatA hoya temanI pAsethI (tatvaritavata:) laI AvavAM. devatAnA upavana ke bhavana vageremAMthI paNa lAkaDAM lAvavAM nahi. kAraNa ke A rIte lAvavAthI te devatA vagere ruSTa thAya to tene jinamaMdira baMdhAvanAra pratye dveSa thavAthI te maMdira bAMdhavAnA kAryamAM vighna kare ane kadAca derAsara baMdhAI jAya to paNa pAchaLathI upadrava kare. zrI abhayakumAre zrI zreNika mahArAjAnA kahevAthI zrI cellaNArANI mATe eka thAMbhalAvALo mahela banAvavA mATe vRkSanA vanadevatAnI ArAdhanA karI tenI pAse anujJA meLavI, tyAre temanA aucityapUrvakanA vinayathI prasanna thaI deve te prAsAda banAvI ApavAnuM kabUla karI vRkSa chedavAnI nA pADI. devatA vagerenI apragaTa mAlikI hoya tenA mATe paNa A vidhi batAvyo che to pachI jyAM pragaTa rIte sarakAra vagerenI mAlikI hoya tyAM to rajA lIdhA vagara maMdira kaI rIte baMdhAvAya? je A rIte anujJA levAmAM na Ave to devatA vagere upadrava kare ane maMdira baMdhAyA pachI paNa tene chinnabhinna karI nAMkhe. A rIte devatAnA upavanamAMthI na lAvavuM tema ja jAte IMTa paDAvavA ke vRkSa chedAvavA na besavuM. lAkaDAM vagereno dhaMdho karanArAne ucita mUlya ApI te kharIdavAM. mUlya ApatI vakhate bhAvatAla karavA na besavuM. te je mAMge te ApavuM tenuM nAma ucitamUlya. DokTarane zarIra batAvavA jAo tyAre bhAvatAla karavA beso ke je kahe te ApI do ? ahIM zarIra jeTalI paNa bhagavAnanI kiMmata nathI mATe ja bhAvatAla karavAnuM mana thAya che ne ? * taiyAra dala maLavA chatAM navesarathI karAvIne levAmAM ghaNA doSo lAge che. eka bhAI amadAvAda gAmamAM rahetA hatA. temaNe zAMtinagara rahevA javAnuM nakkI karyuM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ tyAre sAhebane (pa. pU. A. bha. zrI. vi. rAmacaMdra sU. ma.sA.) kahevA gayA. sAhebe temane pUchyuM ke 'tamAro baMgalo baMdhAvavAnA ke taiyAra phleTamAM javAnA ?' pelA bhAIe kahyuM ke 'taiyAra phleTa lIdho che.' tyAre sAhebe kahyuM ke 'to barAbara !' * kharIdIne lAvatI vakhate paNa vidhipUrvaka lAvavuM. nokaracAkara ke pazu vagerene pIDA thAya tevo adhika bhAra na ghAlavo. temanuM zoSaNa na karavuM, temane ThagavA nahi, cIravA nahi. ApaNe jo udAratA rAkhIe to anyAya na karavo paDe, bhagavAnanI AjJA sacavAya ane kAma vahelAM pUruM thAya. AvI udAratA, dayA pUrvaka kAma levAmAM Ave to zilpI vagere jainetarone paNa jaino pratye tema ja temanA devagurudharma pratye bahumAna jAge ane tethI teo paNa samyaktva pAmI jAya. paisA to Aje che ne kAle nathI. jyAre samyaktva to bhavobhava sudhI sAthe rahevAnuM che. mATe samyaktvanI prApti ane zuddhi thAya e rIte paisA vAparavA. Aje ApaNI pratikramaNAdi kriyA paNa evI che ke zrAvakonuM samyaktva TakI rahe to nasIba. pratikramaNamAM havA Ave te mATe bArI pAse bese ane beThakamAM jarA pheraphAra thAya to jhaghaDavA bese. duHkha veThavuM na hoya to dharma karavA mATe ahIM Avo cho zA mATe - evuM pUchavAno samaya AvI gayo che. sAheba jo mAMDalImAM AvyA hoya ane emanI najara phare to eka sAdhu mAMDalImAM ADo-avaLo besI na zake. sukha choDavAnI ane duHkha veThavAnI taiyArI vinA dharma karavAmAM Ave to ApaNe paNa dharmathI dUra thaIe ane jonArane paNa bodhi durlabha bane. na * derAsarano kAjo kADhavAthI mAMDIne bhagavAnane mugaTa caDhAvavA sudhInI kriyAthI ekasarakhI nirjarA thAya che. kAraNa ke nirjarA bhAvane laIne thAya che, bhaktimAtrathI nahi. ane bhAva eTale AjJApAlananI tatparatA. sukhano rAga to jAmI ja gayo che e rAgano paNa rAga che, AthI bhAva Avato nathI. * tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAne deva mAnavA pahelAM bIjA devo deva nathI- e samajavAno tathA mAnavAno prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. bIjA devone paNa deva mAnIe to e eka prakAre tIrthaMkarabhagavantanI AzAtanA che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM guNanuM jeTaluM mahattva che tenA karatAM paNa guNanA pratipakSabhUta doSanI napharata vadhAre mahattvanI che. doSo pratye napharata jAgyA vinA guNo pratye sAcuM bahumAna pragaTI zake ema nathI. -- * zilpI vagerenuM atisaMdhAna - zoSaNa na karavuM. zilpI - kArIgara vadhAre rAkhavA paDe to bhale paNa ekanI pAse vadhAre kAma na karAvavuM. zilpI vagere mAMdA paDe 86 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa /
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________________ tyAre kema khADA pADo cho, na kAma karavuM hoya to bIjAne rAkhI laIzuM....' A rIte khakhaDAvavA nahi, davA apAvIne kahevuM ke sAjo thAya tyAre Avaje. sa. Ama karIe to derAsanuM kAma kyAre thAya ? ApaNe cAra mANasa vadhAre rAkhI laIe to kAma aTakI na paDe. tamAro chokaro mAMdo paDe ne dhaMdhe na Ave to zuM karo ? dukAna baMdha karo ke be mANasa rAkhIne kAma karo. dIkarA karatAM zilpI adhika jyAre lAgaze tyAre derAsara baMdhAvavAnI yogyatA Avaze. * svAzayanI arthI potAnA zubha bhAvanI vRddhi karavApUrvaka derAsara baMdhAvavAnuM kahyuM che. A vRddhi traNa zloka dvArA jaNAvI che. ahIM - A derAsaramAM vaMdananA nimitte Avela kRtapuNya, guNarUpI ratnanA nidhi ane mahAsattvazALI evA sAdhubhagavantone huM joIza ane tenA yoge mArA AtmAne pavitra karIza. tema ja ahIM akalaMka - kalaMkarahita evA jinezvarabhagavantanA biMbane joIne anya paNa bhavya jIvo pratibodha pAmaze ane tethI zreSTha evA viratidharmane svIkAraze. tethI karIne mAruM A jinabiMba - jinAlayanA nirmANamAM vaparAyeluM dhana apAyarahitapaNAne pAmaze... AvA prakAranI ciMtAthI parivarelA chavo svAzayavRddhine karanArA jANavA. * je vitta viSayonA paribhogamAM vaparAya che te apAyavALuM che. jinamaMdirAdi dharmamAM vaparAtuM vitta anapAya banI jAya che. apAya eTale A loka, paraloka saMbaMdhI Atmika nukasAna. * tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM uttama svarUpa samajAyA pachI temane namana, vaMdana vagere karavA dvArA temanI bhakti karavA mATe tatpara banelAne 'bhagavAna to nirvANapade pahoMcI gayA to have temanI bhakti kaI rIte karavI ?' AvI zaMkA thAya tene mATe sauthI pahelo upAya e che ke covIsa kalAka bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlana svarUpa sAdhupaNuM svIkArI. levuM : e ja moTAmAM moTI bhakti. jene, AvI bhakti thaI zake evA saMyogo nathI temane mATe jinabhaktino upAya batAvatI vakhate jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAnuM vidhAna karyuM. * jinamaMdira ke tIrtha bhagavAnanA nAme oLakhAvuM joIe. potAnA nAme, potAnAM mAbApa vagerenA nAme nahi. * jinamaMdira baMdhAvatI vakhate gaNatarI karatAM vadhAre kharco thAya to tyAre manamAM jarA paNa kheda na karavo. mArA saMsAranAM kAryamAM je paiso vaparAya che te badho zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ pApanuM kAraNa che jyAre A kAryamAM to jeTalo paiso vadhAre vaparAya teTalo lekhe lAge evo che, amRtatulya bane evo che - ItyAdi vicAravA dvArA potAnA AzayanI vRddhi karavI. * tema ja jinamaMdiranuM nirmANa yatanA(jayaNA)pUrvaka karavuM. jayaNAnI vyAkhyA karatAM ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke jemAM moTA doSono tyAga karavAmAM Ave ane nAnA doSo TALI zakAya evA na hovAthI calAvI levAmAM Ave tenuM nAma jyaNA. pANInI jarUra to paDavAnI. AthI aSkAyanA jIvone bacAvI nahi zakAya, AthI A alpa doSano to Azraya levAno ja che. te vakhate aplAyane AzrayIne rahelA trasajIvo(vikalendriya jIvo)ne bacAvavA mATe pANI gALIne vAparavuM. zuddha dalanuM grahaNa karavuM, eTale paththara tema ja iMTo vagere pUMchane mUkavA tenuM nAma jaNA. A rIte jinamaMdira baMdhAvatI vakhate alpadoSano Azraya karavo paDe che. AthI sAdhubhagavanto jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAno manoratha paNa na rAkhe, mAtra upadeza kare. jyAre zrAvaka sarva sAvadhayogathI virAma pAmyo na hovAthI te A jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAnA manoratha rAkhavA pUrvaka jinamaMdira banAvavAno prayatna kare. * hiMsA thavA chatAM pApa na lAgavA de evI A jayaNA che ane hiMsA na thavA chatAM pApa lagADe evo jayaNAno abhAva che. pApanI hAjarImAM pApamukta banAvavAnuM kAma jayaNA kare che. A jayaNA vinA niSpApa jIvana jIvavA chatAM pApa lAgyA kare che. AthI sarva prazasta yogomAM prayatnapUrvaka arthAt cIvaTa rAkhIne jayaNA karavI joIe. jema pravRtti vadhAre hoya tema upekSA vadhatI jAya ane upekSA Ave eTale jayaNA sacavAya nahi. tethI jayaNA sAcavavA mATe pravRtti ghaTADavI jarUrI che. jayaNA e dharmanI jananI che. tema ja dharmanuM pAlana karanArI ane vRddhi karanArI hovAthI ekAnta sukhane karanArI jayaNA che. ApaNo dharma jayaNA vinAno hoya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke te dharma ja nathI ! mA vagara dIkarI janme ? *'rUda mUcAvIni... ahIM sattaramI gAthAmAM zuddha bhUmi, zuddha dala vagere jina bhavananI vidhi che ema jaNAvyuM che. paraMtu bhUmizuddhi vagere jinabhavananI vidhinAM aMgarUpa che, vidhirUpa nathI to tene vidhirUpa kema kahyA-AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke aMga ane aMgIne kathaMci abheda hovAthI abhedanA upacArathI ja "zuddha bhUmi e jinabhavanavidhi che e pramANe sAmAnAdhikaraNyana arthAt ekAWvAcakanTena jaNAvyuM. 7 . zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * aDhAramI gAthAthI jinabhavananirmANa adhikArIe ja karavuM joIe-te jaNAve che. kAraNa ke anadhikArI kare to AjJAbhaMga doSa lAge che. yadyapi "anadhikArIe paNa dharma ja karyo che to temAM AjJAbhaMga thavA mAtrathI doSa kema lAge ? AjJAbhaMganA kAraNe joIe evuM phaLa na maLe paNa dharma karyo tenuM kAMIka to phaLa maLe ne ?' AvI zaMkA karI zakAya che, tenA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke dharma AjJAthI pratibaddha eTale vyApta che. AjJA hoya tyAM ja dharma hoya. AjJA na hoya tyAM dharma na hoya. Aje to e dazA che ke ApaNI IcchA mujaba dharma na thAya to bhaMga thayo lAge. * doSanI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAve che ke (tUgate mAtmA ane rati hova:) azubha karmanuM upAdAna karavA dvArA AtmA jenA vaDe vikRtine pamADAya che tenuM nAma doSa. AjJAbhaMganA kAraNe AtmA azubha karmanuM upAdAna kare che. ane tethI narakAdi cAre gatimAM javA svarUpa vikArane pAme che mATe AzAbhaMga e doSarUpa che. devaloka e paNa AtmAno vikAra che! A AjJAbhaMganA doSanI bhayaMkaratA samajAI hoya to nakkI karo ke je karavuM che te AjJA mujaba karavuM che. * AjJAnI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAve che ke A jJAyate nathI manayA rUti nAjJA moTu maryAdAmAM athavA abhividhimAM vaparAya che. tethI, potAnA svabhAvamAM avasthAna karavA svarUpa maryAdA vaDe athavA abhivyAptithI arthAt samastapaNe (sAmatyena) artho jenA vaDe jaNAya che te - bhagavAne jaNAvela Agama - AjJAsvarUpa che. A AjJAno avinAbhUta arthAt AjJAnI sAthe ja rahenAro dharma che. * "adhikArIe ja maMdira baMdhAvavuM joIe e barAbara che paNa anadhikArI maMdira baMdhAve to emAM doSa lAge ema kahyuM te zA mATe kahyuM? kAraNa ke maMdira baMdhAvavuM e to sAruM ja kArya che to e kArya anadhikArI kare to paNa vAMdho zuM?' AvI ziSyane zaMkA thAya che. ApaNane AvI zaMkA thAya kharI? ke AvI zaMkA paDelI ja che ? anadhikArI kAma kare to doSa lAge e vAta tamArA magajamAM bese kharI? phakta jinamaMdiranirmANamAM ja nahi, sarva kriyAmAtramAM adhikArIne ja phaLa maLe che. anadhikArI dharma kare to AjJAbhaMgano doSa lAge A vastu ApaNane bese kharI ? Aje dharma pratye jeTalo prema che teTalI ja AjJA pratye napharata che. AthI ja AjJA vinA dharma karavAmAM pApa lAge che-AvuM sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI. AjJA na hoya to dharma na hoya AvuM sAMbhaLavuM paNa game kharuM? AjJAthI ja dharma thAya che, anuSThAnathI dharma na thAya. AjJA jeTalI pALIzuM temAM ekAnta lAbha che ane jeTalI AzA choDIzuM teTaluM nukasAna thayA vinA nahi rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * ApaNe sarvavirati laI zakatA nathI te mATe ja bAra vrata lIdhAM che ne ? pAMca mahAvrata laI zakavAnI zakti hovA chatAM je bAravrata levA taiyAra thAya to tene doSa lAge ne? mahAvrata levAnuM mana nathI mATe nathI letA ke laI zakAtuM nathI mATe? Aje dIkSA levAnA saMyogo nathI ke levAno ullAsa nathI ? ullAsa zenA kAraNe nathI Avato? vIryAntarAyakarma bAMdhyuM che mATe ne? vIryAntarAya zenA kAraNe baMdhAyeluM ? vIrya vAparyuM na hatuM mATe ne? to e vIryAntarAya toDavA mATe vIrya parANe paNa phoravavuM paDaze ne ? chatI zaktie jeo kArya-ucita kArya-karatA nathI temane vIryAntarAya baMdhAya che ane tenA kAraNe nigodamAM javuM paDe che, jyAM sauthI alpa vIrya maLe. narakagatimAM to saMjJIpaNuM maLe ne samyagdarzana paNa maLI zake. jyAre nigodamAM saMjJA maLe nahi, samyakatva laIne javAtuM nathI, tyAM sAmyatva maLatuM paNa nathI. zuM karavuM che? * anyAyathI upAtta vitta jenI pAse hoya te jinamaMdira baMdhAvavA mATe anadhikArI che - A vAta AgaLa jaIne kahevAnA che : A tamane sAMbhaLavAnuM game? ke anyAyano paiso paNa chevaTe vaparAya che to sArA kAryamAM ja ne ? AvI zaMkA karo? sa. dharmamAM nahi vAparIe to saMsAramAM ja vaparAze. saMsAramAM vAparavAnI vAta nathI, dharmamAM nahi vAparavAnI vAta che, ahIM tamane zaMkA paDe che, paNa tamArA gharamAM sApa nIkaLe ane tame kADhI nAMkho to te jaMgalamAM jaze to tenA karatAM tamArA gharamAM rAkhI mUkavo joIe - evI zaMkA nathI paDatI ne? tenuM kAraNa zuM che? anyAyano paiso sarpa jevo nathI lAgato ne? zAstrakAro kahe che ke anyAyano paiso sarSa karatAM paNa bhaMDo che. kAraNa ke sarpa to kadAca karaDe topaNa eka ja bhava bagADe ane temAMya AyuSya hoya to bacI javAya paNa A anyAyano paiso to bhavobhava mAranAro bane che - zuM karavuM che ? * heya, upAdeya ane zeyanuM svarUpa jenA vaDe varNavAya tenuM nAma AjJA. * utsargamArga sAthe apavAdamArga batAvyo che e vAta sAcI che, paraMtu te ekadama anivArya saMyogomAM AcaravAno che. je paDatAM hoya tene bacAvavA mATe apavAdamArga che. bhayaMkara bhUlo karyA pachI paNa AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe pagamAM paDI sudharavAnI taka mAMge tevAne ayogya samajIne kADhI na mukAya. apavAda tarIke tevAne nabhAvavA paNa paDe, jethI te bacI zake. bacI zakavAnI saMbhAvanA hoya tevA mATe apavAda che. bIjo koI ja upAya na hoya tyAre apavAdano Azraya levAno. badhI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ TrITamenTa kAma na lAge tyAre chelle oksijananA bATalA caDhAvavAnA, paNa zarUAtathI ja na caDhAvAya ne ? apavAdanuM sthAna che ke nahi te to gItArtha gurubhagavanta nakkI kare. ApaNe ApaNI avasthAnuM nivedana karavAnuM, apavAda sevavo ke nahi e gurubhagavanta * aDhAra pApa karatAM sauthI bhayaMkara koTinuM pApa AjJAbhaMganuM che. kAraNa ke AjJAnuM pAlana karIe to aDhAramAMthI eke ya pApa na thAya ane aDhAramAMthI eka paNa pApa levAya to te AjJAbhaMganA kAraNe. AjJAnuM cokaThuM evuM che ke ApaNe dhArIe topaNa pApa na karI zakIe. je AjJAmAM Ave tene eka pApa karavAno vakhata ja na Ave. jene AjJA pALavAno IrAdo hoya tene eka pApa na lAge. sAdhubhagavantane AjJA pALavAno IrAdo hovAthI nadI UtaravAmAM paNa pApa na lAge ane amArI IcchAthI varasAda vinA jaIe topaNa pApa lAge. jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAnA adhikArI adhikArI dharma kare to barAbara, anadhikArI kare to AjJAbhaMga nAmano doSa lAge. anyAyathI kamAvelo paiso jenI pAse hoya te maMdira baMdhAvavAno anadhikArI che. Aje to eka naMbarano paiso hoya to beMkamAM mUke ane be naMbaranA paisAthI dharma kare - A cAle ? sa. be naMbarano saMghare to? paiso eke saMgharavo nathI : eka naMbarano paNa nahi ne be naMbarano paNa nahi. artha anartharUpa che - e vAta kayA paisA mATe che? nyAyanA paisA mATe ja ne? anyAyano paiso to meLavavAno hoya ja nahi ane nyAyano paiso paNa anartharUpa hovAthI saMgharavAyogya nathI. Aje zakti che to kharca levI che. jeNe zakti bacAvI tenI zakti kAma na lAgI. ane jeNe zakti vAparI tenI zakti vadhI. zakti e vAparavAnI cIja che, mUkI rAkhavAnI nahi. anyAyano paiso dharmamAM paNa na vaparAya ane saMsAranA kAmamAM ya na vaparAya. sa. to anyAyanA paisAnuM karavuM zuM? dariyAmAM padharAvI Avavo. dANacoro zuM kare che? pATonI pATo dariyAmAM padharAvI de che ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. tyAM pakaDAvAno Dara che. ahIM Dara nathI? tyAM to kadAca puNya haze to bacI javAze, ahIM to koI bacAvanAra nathI. bhagavAne paisAne anarthabhUta kahyo che, e anartha mATe ApaNe pApa karIe - e cAle ? tamAro anyAyano paiso amAre tyAM AvavAthI amArI paNa buddhi bagaDI gaI che. gurubhagavantane pUchyA vagara maMdira-upAzraya baMdhAvavA ame lAgI gayA ! ApaNe tyAM cAMpA vANiyAnI vAta Ave che te sAMbhaLI che ne? potAnA paisAne lUMTavA AvelA lUMTAru sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thAya che tyAre paNa anyAya nathI karato ! Aje to jANe anItinI harIphAI cAlu che. rAjA paNa anyAya na mUke ane prajA paNa anyAya na choDe to A anavasthA kyAM jaIne aTakaze ? rAjA to adharmI hoya to na sudhare, ApaNe to dharmAtmA chIe ne? AcAryabhagavate kahyuM hatuM ke anItino paiso dharmakAryamAM kharcavA Ave tyAre have pharIthI anIti nahi karavAnI kabUlAta Ape to eka vAra kharacavAnI chUTa ApavI. paNa jene anItithI kamAvAnuM cAlu ja rAkhavuM hoya tene chUTa kaI rIte apAya ? sa. anItino paiso bhaMDAramAM nAkhIe to zuddha na thaI jAya ? koLasAne sAbu lagADIe to te dhoLo thaI jAya ? * ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI ciMtA karavA mATe ahIM AvyA chIe. khuda AcAryapade birAjamAna thayelA paNa je koI yogya samartha maLI jAya to tene gacchano bhAra soMpI ArAdhanA karavA mATe cAlI nIkaLe che. kAraNa ke gacchanI sAraNAdi karavA mATe kaSAya karavA paDe. koI samartha na hoya to bhAra vahana kare - temAM ya nirjarA che, e kAMI mokSamAM bAdhaka nathI. paraMtu enAthI viziSTa ArAdhanA na thAya. * ArAdhanAthI puNya baMdhAya ane virAdhanAthI pApa baMdhAya : ahIM gRhasthapaNAnA dharmanI vAta hovAthI puNyabaMdhanI vAta karI che. bAkI to ArAdhanAnuM phaLa nirjarA ja che ane gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa je ArAdhanA zubhabhAvathI karAya che tenA phaLarUpe cAritramohanIyakarmanI nirjarA thAya che ane je puNya baMdhAya che te paNa cAritradharmanuM avirodhI, AgaLa vadhIne cAritrane anukULa sAmagrI apAvanAruM thAya che. bahumAnapUrvaka je anuSThAna karAya che tenuM nAma sevA. karyA vagara cAle evuM nathI mATe karavuM te veTha, sevA nahi. karIne taravuM che - evA bhAvathI karavuM te sevA. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * jenuM vidhAna ke niSedha zAstramAM na hoya tevI koI paNa navI pravRtti zarU karatI vakhate ekAda paNa gItArtha virodha kare to te pravRtti aTakAvI devI athavA to te gItArthane agItArtha tarIke puravAra karI Apavo. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba maMdira baMdhAvavuM hoya to te mATe ApaNe jarUra paDe to khAvApIvA-bhogavavAnI pravRtti para kApa mUkIne paNa paisA bacAvavA che. Aje saMsAranA sukha mATe A rIte paisA bacAvIe ne ? navuM ghara levuM hoya, paraNavuM hoya ke saMsAra mAMDavo hoya to paisA kaI rIte bacAvo ? te rIte maMdira bAMdhavA mATe prayatna karavo che ? AkhA gAmanA loko moDhAmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhe evuM derAsara nathI bAMdhavuM. ApaNA paisA kharcAI jAya, parigrahanuM pApa nIkaLI jAya ane ApaNe sarvaviratidharma pAmIe e ja ekamAtra AzayathI maMdira baMdhAvavuM che. A maMdira baMdhAvavAnA adhikArI koNa che te jaNAvavA mATe ekavIsamI gAthA che. temAM sauthI pahelA adhikArI gRhasthane jaNAvyA che, sAdhu nahi. sAdhubhagavanta derAsara bAMdhavAnA adhikArI nathI - A vAta bese ? sAdhune anadhikArI kahyA AthI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke maMdira baMdhAvavuM - e kAMI pApa che ke jethI nA pADo cho ? tyAre graMthakArazrI kahe che ke derAsara baMdhAvavuM e gRhastha mATe dharmanuM kArya che. paNa sAdhubhagavanto vizeSathI pratijJAmAM ArUDha che : sAdhubhagavanto sarva sAvadya yogathI virAma pAmelA che. jyAre gRhastha saMsAra mATe AraMbhasamAraMbha kare che mATe tene tenAthI bacavA maMdira baMdhAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. sAdhubhagavante derAsara baMdhAvavAnI IcchA na karavI joIe. je aviratipratyayika anuSThAna che tenI IcchA viratimAM rahelAne jAge to doSa lAge. aviratipratyayika koI paNa anuSThAna karavAnI IcchA sAdhubhagavantane jAge to aticAra lAgyA vinA na rahe. tamAre maMdira baMdhAvavuM joIe evuM kahe tyAM sudhI barAbara, paNa mArI IcchA che ke amuka sthaLe tame maMdira baMdhAvo evuM sAdhubhagavanta na kahI zake. - * ApaNe tyAM devadravyanI je Upaja thaI hoya te ApattinA samaye maMdirajIrNoddhAramAM vAparavAnI. ApaNe sadhdhara hoIe tyAM sudhI ApaNe ja jIrNoddhAra karAvavAno. ApaNe jIrNa thaIe tyAre ApaNA derAsarano paiso ApaNA derAsaranA jIrNoddhAramAM vAparavo. ApaNe samartha hoIe to yogya gurunI salAha mujaba jyAM jarUra hoya tyAM jIrNoddhAramAM e paiso ApI devo. * sAdhubhagavanta niravadha evA AhAranI paNa IcchA na kare to sAvadyayogathI yukta evA jinamaMdiranirmANanI IcchA to kaI rIte kare ? AhAra levA jAya tyAre 'zuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 93
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________________ IcchA che ema pUchIne Ape to na levAya-evo AcAra che. IcchA e judI vastu che ne jarUra e judI vastu che. davAnI jarUra paDe mATe laIe, paNa davAnI IcchA na hoya ne ? sAdhubhagavanta auSadhanI jema AhAra le. AhAranI jarUra hovAthI AhAra le, AhAranI IcchAthI nahi. * jyAre paNa derAsara baMdhAvavAno vicAra Ave tyAre tenA nibhAvanI taiyArI pahelethI ja karI levAnI. nibhAva mATe TIpa karavA na besavuM. navA makAnamAM rahevA jatI vakhate menTenansano vicAra pahelAM karo ne ? A to pAMca lAkha potAnA kADhe, paMdara lAkha bahArathI lAve vIsa lAkhanuM maMdira bAMdhe ane nibhAva mATe bhIkha mAgavA (TIpa karavA) nIkaLe -A cAle ? je pAMca lAkha laIne Avyo hoya tene kahevuM ke - be lAkha nibhAva mATe mUkI rAkha ane traNa lAkhamAM maMdira baMdhAva. derAsara bAMdhIne ApaNe saMghane mAthe nathI phaTakAravuM. loko vAhavAha kare, viziSTa koTinuM puNya baMdhAya e mATe derAsara nathI baMdhAvavAnuM saMsArane pratanu-patalo karavA mATe derAsara baMdhAvavAnuM kahyuM che. * adhikAripaNAnuM bIjuM vizeSaNa batAvyuM che - zubhasvajanavALo. jenA svajano saMleza pAmyA na hoya tevo. jenA parivArajano saMkleza pAmyA hoya te derAsara baMdhAvavAno adhikArI nathI. svajano saMkleza kyAre pAme ? teo sidAtA hovA chatAM temane eka paiso parakhAve nahi tyAre ne ? temanI jarUriyAta pUrI karIne maMdira baMdhAvIe to temane bolavAnuM na rahe. emane mojazokha mATe paisA joItA hoya to eTalA khAtara ApaNe nathI aTakavuM. bAkI jeno sago bhAI bhUkhe marato hoya te sAdharmikanI bhakti kare ke paramAtmAnuM maMdira baMdhAve to loko niMdA ja kare ne? jene bhagavAna pratye bhakti hoya te AvuM aucitya na cUke. jene nAmanAno moha hoya te aucitya cUkI jaya. jene paramAtmA pratye sAcI bhakti hoya tene kuTuMbanuM vAtsalya hoya ja. jene paisAnI Asakti hoya ne nAmanAno moha hoya tenA saMskAra naSTa thAya ane akkala bahera mArI jAya. tema ja jenA svajano lokadharmathI viruddhanuM AcaraNa karanArA hoya tevAe paNa maMdira na baMdhAvavuM. kAraNa ke enA kAraNe na to potAnA zubha bhAvanI vRddhi thAya ke na to pravacananI prabhAvanA thAya. A be mATe ja to vivekIo jinamaMdira baMdhAvatA hoya che. * kUpadaSTAnta - kUvo khodatI vakhate thAkanA kAraNe tarasa lAge, dhULathI zarIra, kapaDAM kharaDAya, zarIre parasevo thAya.... A badhAM aniSTo hovA chatAM kUvo khodAyA pachI je pANI maLe tenAthI, tarasa chIpAya, snAnathI zarIra cokhkhuM thAya ane kapaDAM paNa dhovAI jAya. te rIte ahIM paNa derAsara baMdhAvavAmAM je kAMI AraMbha-samAraMbha thayo zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ hoya-te badho, derAsara baMdhAvyA pachI je zubhabhAvanI vRddhi thAya, bhagavAnanI AjJA najara sAme Ave, sarvaviratinA pariNAma jAge, tenAthI dhovAI jAya. * ApaNuM puNya pApAnubaMdhI che evuM lAge to te puNya bhogavavAjevuM ke choDI devA jevuM ? pApa karIne puNya phaLatuM hoya to evuM puNya nathI bhogavavuM : ATaluM paNa nathI banI zake evuM ? jeno anubaMdha sAro na hoya te puNya, puNya ja nathI : zAstrakAro to kahe che puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa bhogavavAjevuM nathI, te paNa choDI devuM che. jyAre sArA anubaMdhavALuM puNya paNa jo bhogavavAjevuM na hoya to kharAba anubaMdhavALuM puNya kaI rIte bhogavAya ? * gRhastha hoya, zubhasvajanavALo hoya, ane sAthe vitta eTale nyAyArjita dravyavALo hoya te adhikArI che. dravya vinAnAnuM kArya siddha thAya nahi. pArake paise pUruM karavuM paDe ane emAM paNa loko zaMkA kare ke 'paisA laI jaIne gharamAM vApare che' - AthI pUratA dravyavALAe maMdira baMdhAvavuM. cothA naMbare kuLavAna eTale sukuLamAM utpanna thayelo hovo joIe. pAMcamA lakSaNa tarIke akSudratA-akRpaNatA jaNAvI che. kRpaNa na hovo joIe. kRpaNa hoya to udAratAthI vyaya na karI zake tethI kAma sAruM na thAya ane zAsanaprabhAvanA na thAya. athavA to akrUra eTale krUra na hoya. kAraNa ke krUra mANasa bIjAne upatApa - saMtApa karanAro hovAthI lokone mATe dveSapAtra bane che. je dveSanuM nimitta bane te jinAlayanirmANano adhikArI nathI. Aje lagabhaga dareka saMghamAM ArAdhako ane TrasTIne meLa jovA na maLe evI sthiti che. TrasTIo ArAdhakanI bhUla kADhayA kare ane ArAdhako TrasTInI bhUla zodhyA kare. sAmA mANasanI bhUla batAvavAno svabhAvaenuM nAma kSudratA. A kSudratA TALe te ja adhikArI banI zake. - * duniyAnA koI paNa kSetramAM ya adhikAripaNA vinA phaLanI prApti thatI nathI. AthI ja apunarbaMdhakadazAmAM karelo dharma ja viSayakaSAyanI pariNatine patalI karanAro bane che. ApaNe apunarbaMdhakadazA pAmyA chIe ke nahi : AvI zaMkA karavAnI jarUra nathI. davA letI vakhate koI roga asAdhya haze to-evI zaMkA nathI karatA ne ? tema ahIM paNa ApaNe laghukarmitA pAmIne AvyA chIe ema mAnIne kAme lAgavuM che. 'AhAra tevo oDakAra' A badhI kahevato sattvahIna mATe che. sattvazALIne mATe koI zAstra nathI. coranI pazcimAM comAsuM karanAra AcAryabhagavanto hatA ne ? zrI sthUlibhadramahArAjA SaTsa bhojana levA chatAM avikArI rahyA ne ? ApaNe sattvazIla hoIe to bAhya koI saMyogo naDavAnA nathI. bAhya saMyogo naDe che te ApaNI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 95
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________________ sattvahInatAnA kAraNe naDe che. tevA vakhate ApaNI niHsattvazAlitAne AgaLa karavAnA badale nimittone AgaLa karyA karIe - te cAle ? e mahApuruSone je zAstra ne je sAmagrI maLI hatI te ja ApaNane maLI che. evA vakhate kALane doSa ApavAne badale ApaNI jAtano doSa kADhavo che. sattva keLavyA vagara siddhi nahi ja maLe. * huM beTho houM to bIjA jAya kema ? AvI bhAvanAne badale bIjA beThA hoya ne mAre javuM paDe - enuM du:kha jene hoya te koI paNa jAtanuM kAma karavA mATe lAyaka nathI. A badhA kSudravRttivALA che. bIjA karatA nathI ne mAre karavuM paDe che - evuM jenA manamAM hoya ane bIjAe kAma karavuM joIe evI jene apekSA hoya te koI kAma karavAno adhikArI nathI. * adra pachI chaThThuM dhRtibaLavALo vizeSaNa ApyuM che. dhRti eTale mananuM samAdhAna. jenA kAraNe mananI prasannatA jaLavAI rahe te rIte kArya karavuM che. kAmamAM divaso vadhAre jAya, paisA vadhAre ApavA paDe te vakhate mananI samAdhi na rahe to dravyavyayano pazcAttApa thAya ne ? ane pazcAttApathI, kareluM sukRta dhAvAI jAya che. dhRtibaLavALAne to jema paiso vadhAre jAya tema vadhAre AnaMda thAya. sa. dhananI mUrchA utAravA mATe ja maMdira baMdhAvavAnuM che to vadhAre paisA jAya teno pazcAttApa zA mATe thAya ? zarIranI mUrchA utAravA mATe ja tapa karavAno che chatAM tapamAM mAthuM caDhe to pazcAttApa thAya ne ? have bIjI vAra karavo ja nathI-evo nirNaya karIe ne ? evI ja rIte ahIM paNa banI zake. AthI ja ahIM dhRti rAkhavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. dhAryA karatAM vadhAre divasa thAya ne tethI paisA paNa dhAryA karatAM vadhAre kharcAya topaNa manane prasanna rAkhavuM che. kAraNa ke Ame ya paiso kADhavAno hato to sAruM thayuM ke A kAmamAM vaparAyo. nahi to pApamAM vaparAta kAM to mUkI javAnuM thAta. enA karatAM AvA sArA kAryamAM ja vAparavuM zuM khoTuM ? * jenI bhakti karIe chIe te ApaNA jevA ja che ke ApaNA karatAM halakA che evuM mAnIe to tenI bhakti karavAnI lAyakAta nahi Ave ane kadAca bhakti karIe to te phaLaze nahi. sAmI vyakti ApaNA karatAM mahAna che - evuM je divase lAgaze te divase vaiyAvacca karavAnI majA Avaze. 96 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * anadhikArI kAma kare to jema AjJAbhaMgAdi doSa lAge tema adhikArI mANasa kAma na kare to tene vIryAntarAya baMdhAyA vagara na rahe. Aje maMdiraupAzrayanirmANanAM kAryo gRhasthoe karavAnAM hatAM te sAdhubhagavanto karavA mAMDyAM che - te taddana anucita che. * udAratA pragaTa thAya ane tuccha vRtti na hoya to A rItanAM anuSThAno zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM kAraNa banyA vinA na rahe. udAratA jenI pAse hoya te bIjAnuM vAparavA rAjI na hoya. potAnI pAse hoya tyAM sudhI bIjAnI vastu sAme najara paNa na mAMDe tenuM nAma udAra. kRpaNa mANasa potAnuM sAcavI rAkhIne bIjAnI vastu vAparavAnI vRttivALA hoya che. potAnI pAse paisA hoya to tenAthI ja kAma karI levuM che. paisA na hoya to kAma karavuM ja nathI. karavuM hoya to udAratApUrvaka karavuM che. potAnI zakti badhI ja vAparavI, gopavavI nahi te udAratA. A rIte udAratA keLavyA pachI paNa tuccha vRtti AvI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. huM kAma karuM chuM paNa bIjA kAma karatA nathI : AvI buddhi tucchavRttine sUcave che. pote udAratA dAkhave paNa sAthe bIjAnI kRpaNatAne AgaLa karyA kare te badhA tucchavRttivALA che. koI kAma karatuM nathI A adhyavasAya tuccha vRttine jaNAvanAro che. ApaNe kAma zarU karatI vakhate ApaNI zakti joIne karavuM che, bIjAnI apekSA na rAkhavI. ApaNuM zarIra ghasAya che : Avo adhyavasAya na joIe. ApaNuM bacAvavAnI vRtti te kRpaNatA che ane ApaNuM vAparyA pachI paNa bIjA potAnuM bacAvI rAkhe che, potAnI zakti gopave che enI ciMtA karavI tenuM nAma tucchatA - zuddhatA. AvI kSudratAvALA koI paNa dharmAnuSThAna karI na zake - Ane keTaleka ThekANe kriyAnuM ajIrNa kahyuM che, keTaleka ThekANe praNidhAnano abhAva kahyo che. bIjAnuM je thavuM hoya te thAya mAtra ApaNuM zarIra na ghasAvuM joIe- A kRpaNatA che ane bIjA kAma na kare tyAre tenA pratye karuNA dAkhavavAne badale tenI pratye dveSa dhAraNa karavo te kSaddhatA che. koI kAma kare ke na kare ApaNe kAma karyA vagara nathI rahevuM. ApaNe beThA hoIe ne bIjA kAma kare emAM ApaNI zobhA ke ApaNe kAma karIe emAM ApaNI zobhA? bIjA karatA nathI - A adhyavasAya saMklezane janmAve che. dharmasthAnamAM Avo saMkleza nabhe? saMkaleza TALavA mATe ja dharma karavAno hato tenA badale dharma karavAthI saMkleza thAya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke pANImAMthI agni pragaTyo ! * sAraNAdi karavAnI, paNa te yogyanI karavAnI ane yogya banIne karavAnI. ApaNuM kahyuM na mAne tevAne kahevAnI jarUra nathI, pharajapUratuM be-cAra vAra kahI chUTA thaI javuM, tathA tenI pratye dveSabhAva paNa nathI rAkhavo. potAnA nizrAvartI potAnuM na zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mAne tyAre AcAryabhagavanta paNa evuM ciMtana kare ke paramatAraka tIrthaMkarabhagavAnanuM kahyuM huM nathI mAnato to pachI mArAmAM evI kaI lAyakAta che ke jethI A mAruM mAne ? to tamArA chokarAo tamAruM na mAne tyAre tamAre gusse thavAnI ke mAThuM lagADavAnI jarUra kharI ? chokarAone saMskAra ApavA pahelAM tame jAte niyama karo ke chokarAo hAjara hoya to ApaNe vaDIlanI sAme na bolavuM. ApaNA chokarAo ApaNuM nathI mAnatA e bolavA pahelAM ApaNe ApaNA vaDIlanuM keTaluM mAnyuM che e vicArI levAnI jarUra * adhikArInuM sAtamuM lakSaNa batAvyuM che matimAna. je vidhino jJAtA hoya, avidhinAM sthAnono jANakAra hoya tema ja lAbha-alAbhano jANakAra hoya te jinAlayanuM nirmANa karavAno adhikArI che. je buddhimAna hoya te anupAyamAM pravRtti na kare. je anupAyamAM pravRtti kare te buddhimAna na hoya. buddhi vagaranA mANaso anupAyamAM pravRtti karavAnA kAraNe daSTa eTale A lokasaMbaMdhI ane adaSTa eTale paralokasaMbaMdhI phaLathI vaMcita rahe che. * AThamuM chelluM lakSaNa batAvyuM che dharmarAgI. je dharmanA rAgI hoya paraMtu dharmanA phaLarUpa puNyanA ke sukhanA rAgI na hoya te ja A anuSThAna karavAnA adhikArI che. eka mahAtmAe kahyuM che ke dharmasya mati, dharma neti mAnavI: pApI x neti , pApa rvati sArI: che AthI nakkI che ke ApaNane dharmanuM phaLa puNaya ke sukha game che paNa dharma nathI gamato. AthI ja ApaNe dharmanA adhikArI nathI. ApaNane dharma game che ke puNya ? nAmanA mATe ke kadara thAya e rIte dharma kare teo dharmanA rAgI nathI, puNyanA rAgI che. jeo dharmanA badale dharmanA phaLanA rAgI hoya teo dharmamAM veTha utAryA vagara na rahe. jene puNya ja joIe tene jevAtevo dharma paNa cAle. jene nirjarA karavI hoya te niraticAra dharma karavA tatpara bane. atyAre to ApaNe lagabhaga anuSThAnanA rAgI chIe athavA to anuSThAnanA phaLanA rAgI chIe ne ? kriyA game, kriyAnuM phaLa game paNa kriyAthI thanArI dharmanI niSpatti na game ne ? e dharmanI niSpatti game ane te mATe dharma karIe to viSayanI ke kaSAyanI pariNati nahi jAge. * dharmarAgInuM varNana karatAM zAstrakAraparamarSie jaNAvyuM che ke dharmarAgI eTale zratadharma ane cAritradharmano anurAgI hoya. je anuSThAna karIe chIe tenA para rAga rAkhavAnI vAta nathI karI. maMdira pratye rAga che mATe maMdira bAMdhavAnuM che - evuM nathI kahyuM. mRtadharma ane cAritradharmanA anurAganA kAraNe maMdira bAMdhavAnuM kahyuM che : A vastu zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ tamane bese ? davA lo to ArogyanA anurAgathI lo ke davAnA anurAgathI? tyAM jema davAno anurAga nathI hoto tema ahIM maMdira baMdhAvavAno anurAga nathI joIto, enA phaLarUpe je mRtadharma ane cAritradharma maLavAnA che teno anurAga joIe. sa. dharma eTale zuM? adharmano abhAva jemAM hoya te dharma, pApa choDavuM tenuM nAma dharma, Asakti toDavI tenuM nAma dharma, rAgadveSanI pariNati TALavI tenuM nAma dharma. je ApaNane mokSe pahoMcADe te dharma. sa. anurAga eTale zuM? rAganuM pAtra jyAM jAya tyAM tenI pAchaLa javuM te anurAga. rAganuM pAtra jAya eTale be AMsu pADavA te rAga. bahAragAma jAya tyAre gharamAMthI nIce mUkavA javuM te rAga ane eraporTa upara jaIne vimAna dekhAtuM baMdha thAya tyAM sudhI jotA rahevuM te anurAga. javAya tyAM sudhI gayA vagara na rahevuM te anurAga. bhikhArI mANasa zrImaMtane kaI rIte anusare ? gADImAM beThA pachI gADI cAlu thayA pachI paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa doDe ! kadAca haiyuM pIgaLe ane paisA Apaze evI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM pAchaLa jAya ne? basa! A ja rIte zrata ane cAritra dharmano anurAga keLavavo che. jJAna vinA virati na Ave te mATe pahelAM mRtadharma jaNAvyo ane viratinA pariNAma na lAvI Ape te zrutadharma paNa kAmano nathI. AthI mRtadharma ane cAritradharmano anurAgI kahyo. gRhasthapaNAnAM dareka anuSThAno cAritradharmanA anurAgathI ja karavAnAM che - e AnA parathI samajAya che ne ? jeo cAritradharmanA anurAgI na hoya ane mAtra maMdiranA anurAgAdithI jinAlaya baMdhAve te bAkInA guNothI yukta hovA chatAM abhipreta evA phaLane - cAritramohanIyanI nirjarArUpa phaLane - prApta karanArA banatA nathI. * gRhastha, zubhasvajanavALo, pUratA dhanavALo, kulIna, akSadra, dhRtibaLavALo, matimAna ane dharmarAgI A ATha guNonI sAthe "va' thI anukta(nahi kahelA)no samuccaya karavA dvArA guruvarganI pUjA karavAmAM rativALo tema ja zukrUSA, zravaNa, grahaNAdiguNathI yukta..... AvA guNovALAne adhikArI tarIke gaNAvyo che. * gurupUjA: eka bAju guruvarga-mAtApitA, kalAcArya, vRddha jano, dharmAcArya AdinI bhakti kare ane bIjI bAju temanI upekSA kare : Ane pUjA na kahevAya, AthI pUjAkaraNarativALo - ema jaNAvyuM. jene gurnAdinI pUjAmAM rati hoya te gurnAdinI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ upekSA anAdara kyAreya na kare, koI saMyogomAM pUjA na thAya e bane paNa AzAtanA to na ja kare. A badhA guNonI upekSA karavAthI eka pachI eka dUSaNo pesatAM jAya che ane tyAMthI e phALa ahIM AvavAthI amAre tyAM paNa A dUSaNa vartAya che. gurubhagavanta vRddha thAya eTale have emane kazuM yAda nathI rahetuM AvuM ziSya bole? e to UlaTuM kahe ke "emane je yAda che te ApaNane yAda nathI. kAle zuM khAdhuM hatuM te bhUlI jAya paNa khAvA jevuM nathI te - kyAre ya bhUlatA nathI'. khAdheluM bhUlavAmAM pApa nathI, khAvA jevuM nathI e bhUlavAmAM pApa che .. A badhAM dUSaNonI upekSA karIzuM to zAstra hAthamAM rahI jaze, vAto moDhAmAM rahI jaze ane ApaNe hAtha ghasatA ahIMthI javuM paDaze. * ApaNe dharma karavo che paNa dharma pAmavo nathI, AthI ja AjJA mujabanovidhi mujabano dharma karavAnuM pAlavatuM nathI. * adhikArIe jinamaMdira baMdhAvyA pachI vahelI take jinabiMba banAvarAvIne daza divasamAM pratiSThA karI levI. * gharakharca mATe je paisA patie ApyA hoya tene patinI jANabahAra bacAvIne - saMgharIne te paisAthI pratimA na bharAvAya. kAraNa ke A paiso anyAyathI prApta karelo hovAthI corIno paiso che. gharanA lokone paisA ApyA pachI teno hisAba meLavavo joIe. gharanI mAlikI ApaNA hAthamAM joIe. gharanA lokonA hAthamAM mAlikI hoya tevA gharamAM ApaNe rahevuM nathI. thoDuM sattva to keLavavuM ja paDaze. vItarAgaparamAtmAnuM zAsana maLyA pachI gharanA lokonI AjJA pALavA mATe ApaNe gharamAM rahIe to ApaNA jevuM mUrakha bIjuM koI nathI. bhoga choDI na zakIe topaNa bhoganA gulAma nathI banavuM. 4 nAdi vihArUM nyAyathI prApta karela vitta hovuM joIe.. ItyAdi vidhino jANakAra hoya (SaSThI vibhakti prathamAmAM samajavI.) ghAyaHIThALo 2 - atyanta, AjJAnuM prAdhAnya mAnanAro hoya. te jinabhavana baMdhAvavAno adhikArI che - e pramANe zlokamAMnA 'va' padathI sUcavyuM che. * bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne tene cAritramohanIya gADha baMdhAya. bhagavAnanI AjJAne ane mohane duzmanAvaTa che. moha hoya tyAM AjJA na hoya, AjJA hoya tyAM moha na Ave. 100 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * rogane bhogavIne jema azAtA dUra thAya tema bhogo bhogavIne gADha evuM cAritramohanIyakarma avirata samyagdaSTi AtmAonuM dUra thatuM hoya che. nikAcita koTinuM cAritramohanIya hoya tenI A vAta che. je TaLe evuM nathI te naDe nahi te mATenI vAta che. naDe nahi e rIte meLavavAnI ke bhogavavAnI A vAta nathI. bhUtakALamAM nikAcita koTinAM karma bAMdhIne AvelA hoIe to A bhavamAM kadAca bhogavavuM paDe, paraMtu A bhavamAM evuM karma nathI karavuM ke jethI bhavAntaramAM bhogavavuM paDe. sa. avirati nikAcita che ke nahi ? kaI rIte mAnavuM ? davA levA chatAM je na TaLe te nikAcita koTinI azAtA. tevI rIte puruSArtha karavA chatAM cAritra na maLe to samajavuM ke avirati nikAcita che. ApaNe puruSArtha keTalo karIe chIe e prAmANikapaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che. Aje puNyano udaya TALavo che - evo paNa vicAra nathI ne? udIraNA karIne puNya bhogavavuM che ne? dahIMvaDAmAM maracuM nAMkhIne khAvuM te puNyanI udIraNA. IDalI sAthe caTaNI bhegI karavI te puNyanI udIraNA. gaI kAle paherelAM kapaDAM Aje cAle evAM hovA chatAM InsTITAITa evAM bIjuM kapaDAM paherIne javuM tenuM nAma puNyanI udIraNA. jevuM maLe te bhogavI levuM te puNyano udaya bhogavyo kahevAya. jyAre jevuM joIe tevuM meLavIne bhogavavuM te puNyanI udIraNA karI kahevAya. zAtAnI udIraNA karIe to azAtA baMdhAya, azAtAnI udIraNA karIe to kadAca baMdhAya topaNa zAtA ja baMdhAya. Aje ApaNI zAtA nikAcita nathI, rasoI pUrI thavA Ave tyAre vAsaNa ghasIne jema kADhavuM paDe tema kharaDI-kharaDIne bhogavavuM paDe evI ja zAtA ApaNI che ne ? zAtAmAM mAla nathI chatAM Asakti pAra vagaranI che ne? * sukhI mANaso potAnAM vAhana vasAve te potAno vaTa pADavA mATe nahi, dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM anukULatA sacavAya te mATe vasAve. game tevI musApharI karavI hoya, yAtrA karavI hoya to darzana, pUjA, sAmAyika-pratikramaNa vagere kriyA sacavAya te rIte ja potAnA sAdhanamAM karavI. darzanAdinA samaye te te sthaLe UtarIne te te kriyA patAvIne pachI AgaLa vadhavuM. * game tevo roga thayA pachI paNa hospiTalamAM javuM nathI - ATaluM Aje nakkI karavuM che ? bhagavAnajevuM zarIra ApaNane bhale nathI maLyuM, paNa bhagavAnano dharma ja ApaNane maLyo che ne ? A dharmanA pratApe je zarIranI mamatA utArIe to ApaNuM zarIra paNa bhagavAnanA jevuM (mamatA vagaranuM) thaI jAya. maraNa to game tyAM AvavAnuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 101
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________________ ja che. ApaNe zuddhimAM na hoIe athavA to zuddhimAM hovA chatAM chokarAo ke sagAvahAlA na mAne ne parANe laI jAya to jayaNA, bAkI ApaNe ApaNI IcchAthI hospiTalamAM nathI javuM : ATalo niyama Aje laI ja levo che. >> 'ti sthApyAnurUpatayA 'tiSThati vi4m rUti pratiSThA'. prati eTale sthApya evA sAkSA(bhAva) tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne anurUpapaNe biMba jenA kAraNe rahe te(kriyA)ne pratiSThA kahevAya. A pramANe pratiSThAno vyutpatyartha batAvyo. pratiSThAnA kAraNe biMbamAM sthApyAnurUpatA Ave mATe adhikArI tenI pratiSThA kare. sthApyane eTale ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA sAkSAt svarUpane anurUpa evuM biMba hovuM hoIe. sAkSAt paramAtmAmAM jevI nirvikAra mudrA, saumya mudrA, tejasvitA hoya tevI ja pratimAmAM jaNAya - pratIta thAya evI pratimA hovI joIe. * gAthA 22 - anagha eTale lobhAdidoSarahita zilpIne sanmAna karavA pUrvaka potAnA vibhavane ucita mUlya caDhatA pariNAme ApavuM ane tArissAmAve - anagha eTale ke lobhAdidoSarahita evo zilpI na hoya to tevA doSayukta (AvaDatavALA) zilpInA hita mATe te kALane ucita evuM biMbanuM mUlya pahelethI nakkI karI levuM. anyathA lobhanA kAraNe vadhu le to kalpitadravyanA bhakSaNathI te (zilpI) saMsAranA khADe paDe. evuM na bane e mATe dravyanuM niyamana kare. mA vikhvArthanjitadravyamakSataH saMsArarta capatavaNI... je zilpI lobhiyo hoya te 50 rUpiyAnA sthAne 75 rU. mAMge, ApaNe pratimA banAvavAnA 100 rUpiyA kapyA hoya tethI te kalpitadravya kahevAya. emAMthI zilpIe 25 rUpiyA adhika lIdhA hovAthI te zilpIne kalpitadravyanA bhakSaNano doSa lAge. AthI te lobhathI adhika na mAge te mATe pahelethI ja mUlyanuM niyamana karI levuM. * dazAnikA mahotsavane AzrayIne daza divasa pachI pratiSThA karavAnuM kahyuM. daza prakAranA yatidharmane pAmavA mATe dazAhnikA utsava kahyo. A rIte utsava karavA pUrvaka adhivAsana karela pratimAjIne svasthAne pratiSThita karavAM. adhivAsana eTale aMjana pahelAMnI vidhi. adhivAsanA karyA pachI aMjana karavAnuM hoya che. * saThANe - jyAM jagyA dekhAya tyAM bhagavAna padharAvavAnI vAta nathI. pratimAne yogya je sthAna hoya tevA mukhya sthAne biMba padharAvavuM. * zAsanadevInuM smaraNa e ja pUjA che, tene svataMtra pUjavAnuM ahIM vidhimAM nathI batAvyuM. 102 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * cikitsA karatI vakhate paNa sAdhubhagavantane davAnA nimitte levAtuM anupAna dADhe na vaLagI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che, to saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma kaI rIte karAvAya? jheranA akhatarA na hoya ne? sukhanI chAyA paNa paDI jAya ke gamI jAya to samajI levuM ke bhagavAnano paricaya haju ApaNane thayo nathI. viSavRkSanI chAyA paNa na paDe tenI sAvacetI rAkhIe ne ? Aje dharmathI sukha maLe che-e zraddhA jeTalI che teTalI dharmathI saMsAranuM sukha chUTI jAya che - evI nathI ne? 'roga gayo ane saMpadA pAmyA - bolatAM je bhAva Ave te bhAva "saMsAra gayo ne mokSa pAmyA' e bolavAmAM na Ave ne ? * aviratinI manathI paNa IcchA sAdhubhagavanta na kare, sevananI to vAta ja kyAM che? AvI aviratimAM tamAre keTalI sAvacetI rAkhavI joIe ? * bhavathI taravAno bhAva tenuM nAma bhakti, meLavavAnA bhAvathI choDIe te bhakti nahi. vyApArI paisA - ugharANI Ape te tyAga karyo na kahevAya ne? joItuM na hoya ne choDo to te tyAgamAM Ave. Aje tapa ke tyAga choDavA mATe che ke vadhu meLavavA mATe ? * eka vAra mana mArIe to A saMsAranuM visarjana karavuM saheluM che, paraMtu sukhanI AzA chUTatI nathI - e ja muzkelI che ! * bhava rogasvarUpa nahi lAge tyAM sudhI bhAva nahi Ave. AtmAnI rakSA karavI hoya ane mokSe javuM hoya tene bhava rogasvarUpa lAge. Aje saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAyuM nathI mATe bhagavAnanI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. jeo saMsAranI asAratAnuM paribhAvana kare temane A saMsArathI tAranArA paramAtmAnI kiMmata samajAyA vinA nahi rahe. Aje paramAtmAnAM darzana ke pUjA karatI vakhate pUjAvidhi pratye bahumAna nathI jAgatuM tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke pUjya pratye ja bahumAna nathI. avidhimAM anukULatA sacavAya che mATe avidhi game che. jene paramAtmAnA svarUpano paricaya hoya te pUjAvidhimAM avidhi na kare. vidhinI upekSA ane avidhinuM sevana mithyAtvanA udaye thAya che. avidhi pratye jeTalo rAga che teTalo bhagavAna pratye nathI AthI ja IcchA mujaba kriyA karAya che. * saMsAra choDavAnuM satva na hoya ane saMsAramAM rahevuM ja paDe tyAre; paraNavuM paDe ke bIjI koI paNa pravRtti karavI paDe topaNa vaDIlo kahe te pramANe vartI levuM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 103
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________________ ApaNA vaDIlone kazI khabara paDatI nathI-A vastu magajamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavI. vaDIlo anubhavI che ane ApaNA mATe mAnanIya che mATe teo je pAtra sAthe saMbaMdha joDI Ape temAM AnAkAnI nathI karavI. ApaNane je pAtro maLe che te ApaNA nasIbathI ja maLe che. eka to saMsAra mAMDavAnuM pApa karavuM ane te paNa pAchuM svacchaMdapaNe karavAnuM pApa karavuM: ATalI hada sudhI nathI pahoMcavuM. * vyAkhyAna ke vAcanAmAM ApaNA doSonuM bhAna karavA mATe javuM che. Aje vyAkhyAnamAM rAga oLakhAyo, dveSa oLakhAyo ke moha oLakhAyo mATe majA AvI : Avo anubhava thayo che ? bIjAne khakhaDAve emAM majA Ave ke ApaNA doSo pragaTa kare temAM majA Ave ? * cakravartI jyAre pUrvanA cakravartInuM nAma chekIne kAkiNIratnathI potAnuM nAma lakhe tyAre teo e paNa samajatA hoya che ke mAruM nAma paNa A rIte bhUMsAvAnuM ja, che. AthI ja teo temAM rAcatA nathI. A to temano kalpa che mATe pravRtti karI le. bAkI nAmano moha teone hoto nathI. * gAthA 23 - je jinAlaya koI AcAryabhagavantane nizrita na karAyuM hoya te anizrAkRta kahevAya che. jema ke zrI aSTApada tIrtha upara zrI bharata mahArAjAe biMba bharAvyAM hatAM ane tenI pratiSThA karAvI hatI te anizrAkRta jinabhavana kahevAya. te sivAyanA jinAlaya nizrAkRta kahevAya. sa. aDhAra abhiSekavALA pratimAjI pUjAya ? aDhAra abhiSeka pratimAjInI AzAtanA thaI hoya to te nimitte zuddhi arthe karAvAya che. aDhAra abhiSekanA kAraNe pratimAmAM pUjyatva AvatuM nathI. aMjanazalAkA jene jene thaI hoya te pratimA pUjanIya bane che. aDhAra abhiSekanI kriyA to aMjanazalAkA thayA pachInI kriyA che tethI Avo prazna ja asthAne che. * gAthA 25 : keTalAka loko mAtApitAdi pUrvajoe karAvelI, keTalAko pote karAvelI ane keTalAka loko vidhithI karAyela pratimAnI pUjA karavI joIe ema kahe che. A traNe pakSamAM asvArasya jaNAvavA traNe pakSane maLe tuM karIne jaNAvyA che. graMthakArazrIne abhimata avasthita pakSa to e che ke mamatva athavA AgrahathI rahitapaNe sarva pratimAmAM paramAtmAnA AkAranI pratIti thatI hovAthI paramAtmA tarIkenI buddhi 104 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ thatI hovAthI dareka pratimA pUjya che. TUMkamAM paramAtmapratimA-na pratimA pUjaya che. anyathA potAnA Agrahane laIne biMbanI avajJAne karato evo jIva duHkha karIne aMta Ave tevA saMsAranA paribhramaNa svarUpa daMbha(daMDa)ne anicchAe paNa pAme che. vaivuM. A pramANe kahevAmAM, avidhithI karAyela pratimAne pUjAnI anumati maLavAthI AjJAbhaMgarUpa doSanI Apatti Avaze-ema na kahevuM. kAraNa ke AgamamAM kahyuM che ke nizrAkRta ke anizrAkRta evA sarva jinAlayamAM jinabiMbane jANIne traNe veLA sarva thoya (8 thIya) vaDe stavanA karavI athavA eka-eka thothI stavanA karavI. [koI eka gacchanuM hoya te nizrAkRta ane sarva gacchanuM sAdhAraNa hoya te anizrAkRta kahevAya : AvA dareka maMdiramAM badhAe pUrNa caityavaMdana karavuM. athavA caitya vadhAre ane samaya ocho hoya to (caitya ane samayane jANIne) eka-eka stutithI paNa caityavaMdana karavuM, A pramANe dharmasaMgraha bhASA. bhA. 1, 5. 370 mAM artha che.] * dharma pratye mamatva thAya to sAruM che paNa dharmanA nAme mamatva poSAya e khoTuM. meM bharAvelI che mATe pUjA karavI che, ApaNA pUrvajoe banAvelI che mATe pUjA karavI che - A bhAva mamatvamUlaka hovAthI te bhAvathI pUjA na karAya. A taraNatAraNa paramAtmAnI pratimA che : ema samajIne taravAnA bhAvathI pUjA karAya. A amArA sagA che, bhAI mahArAja che, bahenamahArAja che, dIkarAdIkarI mahArAja che...... vagere bhAvathI bhakti karIe to aticAra lAge. mAtra A nigraMtha guru che ema samajIne bhakti karavAnI sa. camatkArI pratimA che ema samajIne pUjIe to kyo doSa lAge? lokottaramithyAtvano doSa lAge. saMsAranuM sukha Ape e ja camatkAra tame mAno cho ne ? sukhanI lAlace vItarAgane pUje to lokottaramithyAtva lAge ne ? A badhuM tamane aticAramAM zIkhavyuM che ne ? zrI jina arihaMta .... mokSamArganA dAtAra, IsyAM guNa bhaNI na mAnyA.... ema bolo ne ? AcAryabhagavantoe tamane kyAMya ajJAnI rAkhyA nathI. tame ajJAna rahyA te tamArA pApe ja ne ? tame ajJAna cho ke ajJAna rahyA cho ? varasothI sAdhunI nizrA maLavA chatAM ajJAna na TALyuM temAM doSa sAdhuno ke tamAro ? sAdhubhagavantanI nizrA maLyA pachI jJAna meLavavAno prayatna karyo ke utsava - mahotsava karyA? sAdhubhagavanta cAturmAsamAM Ave tyAre temane kahI devAnuM ke anuSThAna to ame jAte karI laIzuM, zAstranuM jJAna amane Apo. ajJAna TALavuM che ne ? 105 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. anuSThAnamAM sAdhunI nizrA joIe ne ? tamAre to phoTAnI nizrA ya cAle che ne ? phoTo padharAvI deje ! paNa jJAna to bolatA guru Apaze ne ? tamane to jIvatA guru karatAM sthApanAguru pratye bhAva vadhAre Ave ne ? kAraNa ke sthApanAguru bolatA nathI ane jIvatA guru bolyA vinA rahetA nathI ! davA DokTaranI karo ke DokTaranA phoTAnI ? DokTara hAjara na hoya to kaMpAunDaranI davA lo ne ? ke phoTAnI ? zarIranA ArogyanI jeTalI ciMtA che teTalI bhAvaArogyanI nathI ne? bhAva ArogyanI ciMtA hoya to ajJAna TALavA mATe prayatna karAya ne? * jene vidhi pratye rAga na hoya teno anuSThAna pratyeno rAga banAvaTI che ema samajI levuM. bhAvatI vastu pratye rAga hoya to tenI vidhinI upekSA thAya ? speziyala rasoIyo bolAvIne banAvarAvo ne ? vidhi pratye rAga hoya te anuSThAna na kare to cAlaze, paNa anuSThAna kare ane vidhino rAga na hoya te na cAle. * gAthA ra6: samarUpavittathvI- svamatithI pravartela sarva pravRtti AjJAbAhya hovAthI bhavarUpa phaLa ApanArI che. tIrthaMkaranA uddezathI karAyelI hovA chatAM tamo - svamatithI karAyela hovAthI (bhavaphaLavALI hovAthI) tIrthaMkaranA uddezavALI te rahetI nathI. * vintarInyathApi prakhyatvAn - arthAntara - mokSarUpa arthane choDIne anya evA arthakAmanI prApti to anyathA-AjJA mujabanI paramAtmapUjA vinA paNa thaI zake che. ekamAtra mokSanI prApti AjJAnA pAlana vinA nathI thatI. * desAvagAsika karanArane pUjA karavI pharajiyAta nathI. pUjA na kare to cAle paNa snAna karyA pachI pUjA na kare to na cAle. snAna kare to pUjA karavI ja joIe. pUjA mATe snAna karavuM jarUrI che. snAna karavuM che mATe pUjA karI AvavI : Avo bhAva paNa na joIe. * sAdhubhagavanto bhagavAnanI pUjAnA adhikArI nathI ane tame adhikArI cho e gauravanI vAta nathI. sAdhu thayA nathI mATe A pUjA karavAno vakhata Avyo che - evuM lAge ne ? davA levAno vakhata kone Ave ? rogI hoya tene ja ne ? jene mithyAtva, avirati ane kaSAya rUpa roga lAgu paDyo che tene mATe A pUjAnuM vidhAna che. sAdhu bhagavanta nirogI hovAthI temane mATe A davArUpa pUjAnuM vidhAna nathI. rogI chIe mATe davA levAnI che, eno artha e nathI ke upekSApUrvaka davA levAnI. davA jema sArAmAM 106 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sArI, UMcAmAM UMcI ane upayogapUrvaka laIe tema pUjA paNa UMcAmAM UMcA dravyathI upayogapUrvaka karavI che. davA letI vakhate roga vadhe nahi tenI kALajI rAkhIe paNa dharma karatI vakhate saMsAra vadhe nahi tenI kALajI che kharI ? * dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI zuddhi rAkhIne bhagavAnanI pUjA karavAnI che. dravyathI UMcAmAM UMcuM dravya joIe. ApaNA gharamAM tenAthI UMcuM eke dravya vaparAtuM hovuM na joIe. ApaNA pUjAnAM vastro ophisanAM kapaDAM karatAM caDhiyAtAM hoya ne ? smazAnamAM jatI vakhate je kapaDAM pahero cho tenA jevA paNa zuddha ane ujjavaLa vaso pUjAnAM hoya kharAM ? pUjAmAM phaLa - naivedya kevAM vAparo ? gaMdhAI UThe evAM ne ? jamaNavAramAM naivedyane badale sAkara mUko to cAle ne ? pAraNAmAM phaLane badale badAma khAo to cAle ne ? ? sa. phaLanaivedya to pUjArI laI jAya che. ApaNane yamarAjA laI javAno che to jIvavAnuM mAMDI vALavuM che ? kevI vAta karo cho ? ApaNe choDavA mATe mUkIe chIe, ApavA mATe nahi. choDayA pachI koNa laI jAya che te jovA nathI besavuM. phaLanaivedya pUjArI kema laI jAya che ? ApaNo vahIvaTa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabano nathI, mATe ne ? * gAthA 27: vidhipUrvaka ja karavuM joIe, avidhipUrvaka na karAya. vidhino pariNAma kema jAgato nathI ane avidhi pratye rAga kema che tenuM kAraNa jaNAve che ke je Asannabhavya jIvo hoya arthAt atyanta alpa kALamAM (eka-be bhavamAM) jeo mokSe javAnA hoya tene ja sadA kALa mATe vidhino pariNAma hoya che. abhavya ane durbhavya jIvone avidhimAM rAga hoya ane vidhino tyAga hoya. AthI nakkI che ke je jIvone vidhi pratye dveSa che ane avidhi pratye rAga che te jIvo kAM to abhavya che kAM to durbhavya che. A sAMbhaLIne ApaNane AMcako lAge kharo ? ApaNe Asannabhavya chIe-evuM sAMbhaLavuM game ke ApaNo be-cAra varasamAM golDana piriyaDa AvavAno che-evuM sAMbhaLavuM game ? Aje, ApaNane vidhi pratye dveSa che mATe ApaNe durvyavya chIe-evuM jANIne duHkha thAya kharuM ? sa. vidhi pratyeno dveSa kaI rIte ? koI paNa ApaNane vidhino upadeza Ape, bhUla kADhe tyAre 'tame tamAruM kAma karo..' evuM kahevuM te vidhi pratyeno dveSa. davA letI vakhate koI kahe ke A davA atyAre zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 107
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________________ nahi, vAparyA pachI levAnI che.. to zuM kaho ? rastAmAM tamAruM pAkITa paDI gayuM hoya ane koI DaphoLa kahIne batAve to zuM karo ? 'tame tamAruM kAma karo ema na kaho ne ? vidhi batAvanAra vyakti parano dveSa e vidhinA dveSane sUcavanAra che. * vidhipUrvaka ja kareluM anuSThAna phaLa Ape che evuM jANyA pachI vidhi mATe puruSArtha karI levo che. ApaNI IcchAne bAju upara mUkI devI che. Aje tamArI ke amArI vRtti evI che ke - anuSThAna mahAna che, dravya - kSetra-kALa-bhAva na sacavAya to vAMdho nahIM. vidhi pratye jene rAga hoya te dravyAdine sAcave ja. * graMthakAre zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI stavanA karatAM kahyuM che ke - Apa mahAna cho enA karatAM kaMIkaguNI caDhiyAtI ApanI AjJA mahAna che. ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karIne keTalAya AtmAo tarI gayA. * puNyanA yoge sukhamAM rAcatA jIvone zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe duHkhI joyA, pachI te IndrAdi devo hoya ke cakravartI vagerenA AtmAo hoya. duHkhathI mukta thavAnA upAyarUpa mokSamArga hovA chatAM jIvo duHkhI zA mATe che - evI bhAvanAthI zrI tIrthaMkaranAmakarma baMdhAyuM. emanA jevI karuNA koInI nahIM ne ? ApaNuM kalyANa je rIte thAya te rIte kahevAya. ApaNe sIdhI rIte na mAnIe to kaDakamAM kaDaka kahevuM paDe ne ? 'bho bhavya' kIdhA pachI paNa ApaNe na mAnyuM tyAre 'abhavya ke durbhavyamAM naMbara lagADavo che?' ema kaDakamAM kaDaka kahIne ApaNane sajAga banAvyA. AvA vakhate ApaNane abhavya kahyA, durbhavya kahyA.. A pramANe bolIne dezanAne vakhoDavI e koI paNa rIte yogya nathI. A badhuM sAMbhaLavAnI yogyatA jenAmAM na hoya teo dezanA sAMbhaLavAnA paNa adhikArI nathI. jeone A vAta kaDaka lAgatI hoya teoe to upAzraya - derAsaramAM AvavuM nahIM. bhavyatvathI vistAra nahIM thAya, Asannabhavya banavuM paDaze. Asannabhavya banavA mATe tathAbhavyatvano paripAka karavo paDaze. tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkanAM sAdhano jyAM sudhI nahIM levAya tyAM sudhI Asannabhavyatva sudhI nahIM pahoMcAya. atyanta alpa kALamAM ja jeo mokSe javAnA che evA Asannabhavya jIvone kAyama mATe vidhino pariNAma hoya, AsannabhavyathI bhinna durbhavya ke abhavya jIvo che teo vidhino tyAga karanArA che ane avidhinI sevA karanArA che. ApaNo naMbara zemAM lAge evo che? * nirvANapadanI bhAvanA jemAM hoya te sUkSma bodha. nava pUrvanA jJAnI paNa sUkSma bodha vagaranA hoya ane mAtra aSTa pravacanamAtAnA dhaNI paNa sUkSmabodhavALA hoya. 108 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 'A * kartavyatAno adhyavasAya e ruci ane mAtra karavAnI IcchA e bhAvanA che. mAre karavuM ja joIe' e ruci che ane 'A thAya to sAruM' e bhAvanA che. 'dIkSA meLavavI ja che' e ruci ane 'dIkSA maLe to sAruM' e bhAvanA che. rAga, dveSa ane moha traNe sAthe AvyA hoya tyAre moha zabdano artha ajJAna karAya che ane moha, ajJAna sAthe Avyo hoya tyAre moha zabdano artha rAgadveSa karAya che, tema ruci ane bhAvanAmAM samajI levuM. heya, jJeya ane upAdeya : ema traNa rIte jJAna hoya paNa ruci to kevaLa upAdeyamAM ja joIe. pariNAma eTale ruci. 4 * jenuM sAruM thavAnuM hoya ene ja sArI sAmagrI maLe, tema jene mokSe jaladI javAnuM hoya tene ja vidhino rAga janme. savAranA pratikramaNathI mAMDIne rAtanA sUvA sudhInI jeTalI paNa dharmakriyA ApaNe karIe chIe e badhI vidhinA rAgavALI ja ne ? vidhi mujaba thAya to sAruM ke vidhi mujaba ja karavuM che ? te * jene jaladI mokSe javuM hoya te sAdhu thAya. kadAca saMyogavaza sAdhu na thaI zake to gharamAM sAdhunI jema jIve. * caramAvartakALa ke ardhapudgalaparAvarta kALa jJAnIo ja nakkI karI zake. mokSamAM jyAre javAnA hoya tyAre tenI pahelAMno kALa ke je chellA Avarta svarUpa hoya te caramAvartakALa kahevAya ane teno je aDadho kALa che tene ardhvapudgala parAvartakALa kahevAya che. ardhapudgalaparAvartakALa, anaMto kALa vitAvyo enI apekSAe ocho bhale hoya paNa A kALa paNa kAMI ocho nathI. A bhavanuM so varasanuM AyuSya pUruM karatA jyAM dama nIkaLato hoya tyAM ATalo badho kALa pasAra karavAnuM keTaluM kaparuM che ! marIne ahIMthI bIje javAnuM che - A vAta bhulAI gaI che mATe sukho bhogavatAM majA Ave che. dasa divasamAM marI javAnuM che evuM jene lAge ene majA Ave kharI ? je kALa eka vyakti mATe caramAvartarUpa hoya te kALa bIjA mATe acaramAvartarUpa paNa hoya. ApaNe to 'ApaNe caramAvartamAM AvyA chIe' ema samajIne puruSArtha karI levo che. * du:kha na Ave eTalApUratuM pApa khaTake e pApa khaTakyuM na kahevAya. je pApa thayA pachI e pApanI zuddhi mATe sAdhu thavuM che Avo vicAra Ave tyAre pApa khaTakyuM kahevAya. daDhaprahArIne pApa khaTakyuM to sAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcI gayA. Aje ApaNe zuM karIe ? AlocanA levA taiyAra thaIe ne ? gurubhagavanta bole to khAvuM bhAve nahIM, jyAre pApa yAda Ave to khAvuM bhAve ne ? je pApa thayuM e pApa bIjI vAra na thAya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 109
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________________ ne ? pApa karyA pachI jyAM sudhI tenI zuddhi na thAya tyAM sudhI khAvuM nathI eTaluM paNa nakkI karavuM che ? * sAmagrI maLavA chatAM jeo kyAre ya mokSamAM javAnA nathI te abhavI ane ardhapudgalaparAvartathI adhika kALa jeno bAkI hoya te durbhavI. * avidhipUrvaka anuSThAna karyA pachI paNa koI prazaMsA kare to gamI jAya paNa avidhi karI che enuM duHkha hoya kharuM? AnA uparathI nakkI che ke avidhi pratye rAga che. jyAM sudhI avidhino rAga che tyAM sudhI AsannabhavyamAM naMbara nahIM lAge. * ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - AsanabhavyamAM naMbara lAge evo nathI ane abhavya ke durbhavyamAM naMbara lagADavo nathI mATe evo ekAda vacceno rasto batAvo ke jethI mArgamAM TakI rahIe. A pramANenI ziSyazaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karavA mATe aThThAvIsamI gAthA che. gAthA 28 : vidhinuM jJAna jene hoya teo dhanya che, vidhinuM jJAna meLavIne kAyama mATe pravRtti kare, ArAdhanA kare teo dhanya che, vidhi pratye jeone bahumAna che teo paNa dhanyavAdane pAtra che ane vidhimArgane jeo dUSita nathI karatA teo paNa chevaTe dhanya che. * vidhinuM jJAna, vidhimArganI ArAdhanA, vidhinuM bahumAna ane vidhimArganI adUSakatA : A cAramAMthI ekamAM paNa naMbara lAge to sAruM - evuM thAya kharuM? haju paNa ApaNI pAse taka che. bhUtakALamAM jo AyuSya baMdhAyuM na hoya to ApaNI siddhine ApaNe najIka lAvI zakIe evA chIe. mokSanI tAlAvelI pragaTAvavI che, tenA mATe puruSArtha karI levo che - evo pariNAma paNa jAgyo che kharo ? Aje ApaNe pariNAmathI zrImaMta chIe ke daridra ? pariNAmathI daridra chIe evuM jANyA pachI paNa zAMtithI poDhI jaIe chIe ne? kevaLajJAnano ke dIkSAnA pariNAma na jAge e dharmAtmA nathI evuM lAge kharuM ? varasothI dharma karavA chatAM sAdhu thavAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM e tapAsyuM kharuM ? * Aje vidhimArganI ruci paNa kaparI che. chApAMnI ruci hovAthI chApuM ApavA jatI vakhate temAMthI be lITI paNa vAMcI le ne? jyAre ekAda pustaka hAthamAM hoya to emAMthI ekAda lITI paNa vaMcAya kharI ? tIrthasthAne gayA pachI tyAMthI je peMDA ke gulakaMda na lAvyA ho to tenuM duHkha thAya paNa sAdhupaNuM na laI AvyA enuM duHkha thAya 110 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ kharuM ? Aje tamArI tIrthayAtrA phaLatI nathI enuM eka ja kAraNa che ke - tamane enI upara vizvAsa nathI. lokamAM eka vAyakA prasiddha che ke - eka vAra eka jagyAe varasAda na'to paDato tethI gAmanA loko badhA bhegA thaIne meghadevatAne rIjhavavA mATe gAmanI bahAra gayA. emAM eka mANasa chatrI laIne Avelo ane bIjA badhA chatrI vagara AvyA hatA. eka jaNAe pUchyuM ke "tame chatrI kema laI AvyA cho ?' tyAre teNe javAba Apyo ke - "mane mArI prArthanA upara vizvAsa che ke - meghadevatAne rIjhavyA pachI varasAda Avaze ja. varasAda AvyA pachI bhIMjAtA javuM na paDe mATe lAvyo chuM'. bIjA badhAne vizvAsa na hato mATe teo chatrI na lAvyA. Aje tamane paNa pUchI lauM ne ke - varasothI dharmakriyA karavA chatAM sAdhupaNuM kema na maLyuM? nathI joItuM mATe ne ? sa. sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI apaco thAya to ? meghakumAra, araNikamuni, AdrakumAra, bhavadevamuni vagerene apaco thayo chatAM vALanArA maLI gayA ne ? sAdhupaNAno pariNAma ja jAgyo nathI, eTaluM ja nahIM, pariNAma lAvavA paNa nathI ema kahevuM paDe. * cAritrano rAga jeno jato rahe tenuM samyatva paNa jatuM rahe. * vidhino yoga e vidhinA jJAnarUpa che. adhigama kaho, saMbaMdha kaho, paricaya kaho, jJAna kaho.. badhuM eka ja che. vyavahAramAM tame kaho cho ne ke - A mANasane huM oLakhuM chuM, Ano mane paricaya che, amArI sAthe Ano saMbaMdha che. Aje vidhinuM jJAna paNa che kharuM ? "sAmAyika, pratikramaNanI vidhi badhI khabara che? AvuM prAmANikapaNe kahI zako kharA ? sI.e.nuM, DaoNkTaranuM.... te te jJAna bhaNo e bhaviSyamAM kAma lAge mATe ne? jyAre ahIM bhaviSyamAM kAma lAgaze mATe jJAna meLavyuM kharuM? vidhinuM jJAna joIe ja athavA to vidhinA jJAnapUrvaka ja kriyA karavI che evo adhyavasAya paNa jAgyo che kharo ? musApharI karatI vakhate jyAM javAnuM hoya tyAMnuM jJAna pUrepUruM hoya ne? tema mokSasAdhaka kriyA jene karavI hoya tene vidhinuM jJAna hoya ne ? vidhinA jJAnapUrvaka kriyA karavI hoya teone bhaNyA vagara nahIM cAle. bIjAnI bhUla kADhavA nathI bhaNavuM, ApaNI bhUla sudhAravA bhaNavuM che. dhaMdhAnuM, DaoNkTaranuM jJAna meLavo te bIjA khoTuM kare enA mATe ke paisA meLavavA mATe ? kAle UThIne khoTuM pagaluM bharI na besIe mATe jJAna meLavavAnuM che. * jJAnAdidhanane je yogya hoya te dhanya kahevAya. 111 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * jeo vidhipUrvaka pravRtti kare che teo mokSanA sAdhananI mukhyarUpe pravRtti kare che, saMsAranA upAyonI gauNarUpe pravRtti kare che. Aje ApaNe dharma karatI vakhate mukhyavRttithI nirjarA karIe ke puNya bAMdhIe ? puNya bAMdhatI vakhate nirjarA thaI jAya to vAMdho nahIM ke nirjarA karatI vakhate puNya baMdhAI jAya to vAMdho nahIM ? ApaNane zuM game ? * vidhimArgamAM pravRtti nathI karatA temAM be hetu batAvyA che. 1. atyanta viSayAsati, 2. ajJAna. Aje ApaNane jJAna nathI evuM to kahI zakAya evuM nathI. AthI sukhanA rAge ja ApaNe vidhi mujaba pravRtti nathI karatA ema mAnavuM paDe. chatAM koI ApaNane viSayAsakta kahe e game ke ajJAnI kahe e game ? sukhano rAga toDavA mATe thoDuM thoDuM duHkha veThavAnI zarUAta karavI paDaze. du:kha veThIzuM to du:kha koThe paDaze ane sukha bhogavIzuM to sukha dADhe vaLagaze, jiMdagImAM nahIM chUTe. pahelAM jarUriyAtanA kAraNe lIdhuM hoya pachI phAve che mATe le, ante chUTatuM nathI mATe choDe nahIM - e dazA Ave. Aje ApaNe vidhipUrvakanuM anuSThAna nathI karatA te thatuM nathI mATe ke phAvatuM nathI mATe ? atyanta viSayAsakta hovA chatAM vidhi pratye bahumAnavALA hoya che te 'vidhivattumALA dhannA' thI jaNAvyuM che. * Aje jene vidhinuM jJAna maLyuM che eno ene upayoga nathI ane jene nathI maLyuM ene enI jarUra nathI mATe anantajJAnIonI daSTie vidhi pratye dveSa che - ema ja mAnavuM rahyuM. * vidhipUrvaka dharma karyo hoya to dharma thoDo thAya ane avidhipUrvaka karyo hoya to dharma vadhAre thAya evI ApaNI vRtti hovAthI ApaNe avidhi calAvIe chIe ne ? vidhipUrvaka dharma karavo hoya to IcchAo para ane binajarUrI pravRtti para paNa kApa mUkavo paDe. vidhipUrvaka mAthuM karavA javuM hoya to keTalI vAra javAya ? ane avidhipUrvaka mAthuM karavA javuM hoya to keTalI vAra javAya ? * je dharma karIe chIe enuM to jJAna che ja ne ? ane bhaviSyamAM je dharma karavAno che enuM paNa jJAna meLavI levuM che - eTalo paNa adhyavasAya che ? * vidhimArganA ArAdhaka jIvo 'loko zuM kaheze' enI sAme jotA nathI. * A bhavamAM mokSe javAnI taiyArI karIe to kadAca AvatA bhavamAM ThekANuM paDaze. AvatA bhava upara rAkhIzuM to kyAre ThekANuM paDaze - te kahevAya nahIM. ugharANI levA jatI vakhate keTalI muddata rAkho ? atyAre ne atyAre ja joIe ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 112
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________________ * vidhipUrvakanI ArAdhanAnuM sattvana hoya tyAre taravA mATenA AlaMbana tarIke vidhibahumAna batAvyuM. khAvAnuM bhAvatuM na hoya, khAvAnuM sattva na hoya tyAre khAvAnuM bahumAna to hoya ne ? ramavAnuM sattva na hoya tyAre ramavAvALA pratye bahumAna hoya ne ? enI sAme ne sAme juo-e zuM sUcave che? bahumAna ja ne ? bhikhArIne khAvA na maLe tyAre khAnAranI sAme Tagara Tagara joyA kare tevI rIte vidhipUrvaka kriyA karanAranI sAme joyA karIe tyAre samajavuM ke - vidhi pratye bahumAna che. Aje to koIne kAussagnamAM vAra thAya to "skRti rAkho, pramAda na levo, TAImasara kriyA karavAnuM zIkho....' vagere sUcanAo apAya ne ? A bahumAna na kahevAya. zuddha kriyA karanArane joyA pachI pagamAM paDavAnuM mana thAya to samajavuM ke - vidhibahumAna che. * avidhinuM AcaraNa karavA chatAM koI AMgaLI nathI aDADatuM te ApaNA puNyamAM khAmI AvI mATe. karuNAsaMpanna mANasano haju ApaNane bheTo thayo nathI. je evAno bheTo thaI jAya to ApaNane kAMDuM pakaDIne avidhimAMthI bahAra kADhata. vidhinuM jJAna maLe ane e mujaba AcaraNa karIe e A bhavamAM to lagabhaga zakya nathI ne ? * mokSanI ukTa IcchA hoya tene sAdhana pratye rAga na hoya evuM na bane. * Aje bIjAnuM vacana jeTaluM mAnavuM game che teTaluM bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnavuM na game ne ? sAmAnya koTinA mANasanuM mAnavuM game ane UMcAmAM UMcA devatattvanI vAta mAnavI na game to mAnavuM paDe ne ke nazIba phUTyAM che? sa. bhagavAnanuM vacana eTale? saMsAranA sukha pratye rAga na karavo e bhagavAnanuM vacana, duHkha pratye dveSa na karavo e bhagavAnanuM vacana, sAta vyasana vagere anAcAra na sevavA e bhagavAnanuM vacana, mokSanAM sAdhanone apramattapaNe sevavAM e bhagavAnanuM vacana. bhagavAnanuM vacana na game topaNa tAraka che mATe mAnI levuM che - ATaluM nakkI karavuM che? gharanA lokonuM vacana paNa ghaNI vAra gamatuM na hovA chatAM mAnyA vagara cAle evuM nathI mATe mAnI laIe ne ? tema ahIM paNa bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnyA vagara nistAra nathI mATe bhagavAnanuM vacana mAnI levuM che - ATaluM paNa bane kharuM? * Aje ApaNA mATe vidhinuM jJAna meLavavuM saheluM che, vidhi mujaba ArAdhanA karavI paNa sahelI che. paraMtu e vidhimArga pratye bahumAna jALavavuM ane vidhimArgane 113 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ dUSita na karavo : A saheluM nathI. mArganI ArAdhanAnI pravRtti karavAnI nahi ane chatAM bahumAna TakI rahe : A saheluM che? sukhanI Asati bhayaMkara hoya tema ja ajJAna paNa hoya, zarIranI zakti na hoya chatAM bahumAna TakI rahe - e utkaTa koTinA rAga vagara zakya nathI. AvA utkaTa koTinA rAga vagara tame ane ame dharmanI ArAdhanA zarU karI hovAthI enuM pariNAma kevuM AvyuM che te to ApaNe najare joI rahyA chIe. * Aje je kAMI avidhi dekhAya che te avidhi thaI jAya che ke avidhi karIe chIe? vidhinuM bahumAna jALavavuM haju saheluM che paNa vidhinI adUSakatA to enAthI paNa kaThina che. je vidhi pALI na zake tenA para AMtarika prIti haju jaLavAya, paNa je kAMI avidhi ApaNe AcarIe teno bacAva karyA vagara na rahIe ne? ApaNe je karIe chIe te barAbara che Avo Agraha ApaNe avidhino bacAva karavAnuM zIkhave che ane avidhino bacAva enuM ja nAma vidhimArganI dUSakatA. ApaNI avidhino bacAva karavAne badale tenI kabUlAta karatAM zIkhI laIe to vidhimArganI dUSakatAthI bacI zakAya. ApaNe sattvazALI bhale na hoIe paNa je sattvazIla hoya te ApaNane game ne ? ApaNI sattvazIlatAnI khAmI che - evuM lAge ne ? koI paNa mANasa ApaNI bhUla batAve tyAre prAmANikapaNe teno svIkAra karavAnI saraLatA joIe. ATalI prAmANiktA hoya te vidhinI dUSakatAnA pApathI bacI zake. zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke jeo AcArathI bakuzakuzIla che teo AcArathI to bAla che ane enI sAthe ja potAnA e bAlIza AcaraNanA bacAvamAM UbhA rahe to sAthe bIjI prarUpaNAnI bAlatAne paNa teo pAme che. AvI bIjI bAlatA - mUrkhatAne AcaravI na hoya to avidhinA bacAvamAM UbhA rahevAnI Teva kADhI nAkhavI. * vidhinuM jJAna ane ArAdhanA, bahumAnapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave to sauthI sAruM che. ApaNA mATe e vidhiparAyaNatA to kaThina che paNa e parAyaNatAnA abhAvamAM je vidhinuM bahumAna jALavavAnuM ane avidhino bacAva na karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che te paNa ApaNA mATe kaThina che. AthI ene mATe ApaNe vizeSa prayatna karyA vinA nahi cAle. vidhi AcaravAnuM sattva na pragaTe tyAM sudhI vidhinI adUSakatA mATe jarUrI prAmANiktA ane vidhinA bahumAna mATe jarUrI AMtarika prIti to koI paNa saMyogomAM keLavI levI + roga game teTalo bhayaMkara hoya to paNa DokTaranI rAha joIe ne? jyAre ahIM gurunI rAha joIe kharA ? cikitsA mATe jeTalo vidhino Agraha che eTalo ahIM nathI. 114 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * AcAryabhagavantane vyAkhyAnamAM eka sthAnakavAsI bhAIe prazna karyo hato ke muhapattInA upayoga vinA bolo cho mATe ApanI bhASA sAvadya kahevAya ne? tyAre AcAryabhagavatte kahyuM hatuM ke muhapattInA upayoga vagara bolavuM te sAvadha bhASA che paNa muhapattI bAMdhavI joIe e pramANe bolavuM te usUtrabhASaNa che. * jeo vidhimArgane dUSita karatA nathI teo paNa vizuddhine pAmelA hovAthI Asannabhavya che. jeo zudra che, kSudra vacanone bolanArA che temanA mATe vidhimArganI puSTi ane avidhinA umUlananI dezanA e siMhanA nAda jevI che. jema siMhano nAda sAMbhaLI zuddha jaMtuo trAsI UThe che tema AvA vidhinA adUSaka evA vidhiprarUpakanI dezanA sAMbhaLI zuddhasattvavALA jIvo trAsI UThe che. ApaNo naMbara AmAM nathI ne ? * A rIte vidhipakSano upasaMhAra karatAM pUjA bAda vaMdana karavuM joIe - A vacanane anusAra vaMdananA upadezane 29 mI gAthAthI jaNAve che. gAthA 29 : AthI AgamanI vidhipUrvaka, bhaktinA samudAyathI ullasita evA ghaNA romAMcita zarIravALA thaIne te traNe bhuvanamAM vaMdanIya evA tIrthaMkarabhagavantane tame paramabhaktithI vaMdana karo ... AnA uparathI e spaSTa thAya che ke bahumAna ane bhakti vagara je namaskAra karavAmAM Ave te dravyavaMdana hovAthI tenA kAraNe nIcagotra karma, cAritramohanIya karma, vIryAntarAya karma vagerenI nirjarA thatI nathI. paramAtmAnA vaMdanano vidhi : * paramAtmAne vaMdana kaI rIte karavuM teno vidhi jaNAve che ke - pAMca prakAranA abhigama sAcavavA dvArA jinAlayamAM javuM. puSpamALA vagere sacitta dravyano tyAga karavo. pUjAmAM upakaraNarUpe je sacitta dravyo hoya teno niSedha nathI. potAnA zaNagAra mATenAM upakaraNo hoya te sacitta na hovAM joIe : A pahelo abhigama che. acitta alaMkArAdino tyAga na karavo : A bIjo abhigama che. trIjo abhigama che mananI ekAgratA jALavavI. A abhigama ApaNane na phAve ne ? Aje moTA bhAganA lokonI phariyAda che ke mananI ekAgratA rahetI nathI. ApaNe pUchavuM paDe ke ekAgratA rahetI nathI ke rAkhavI nathI ? bhAva AvatA nathI ke bhAva lAvavA nathI ? bhAva lAvavA hoya to teno eka ja upAya che ke paramAtmAne yAda karI levA. saMsAranAM anivArya kAryo karatI vakhate paNa je paramAtmAne yAda karIe to tyAMno rasa ghaTI jAya. paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM smaraNa karIe to azubha bhAvono pAro UtarI jAya. saMsAranAM kAryo karavAM jarUrI hoya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 115
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________________ e bane, paNa e kAryomAM rasa levo jarUrI kharo ? manane ekAgra karavAno upAya A ja che ke paramAtmAnI AjJAno vicAra karavo. je azubha pariNAma TALavA hoya tenA pratipakSI evA zubha bhAvonA vicAromAM manane prayatnavizeSe paNa joDavuM. eka vastumAM mananA avasthita pariNAma tenuM nAma ekAgratA. eka viSayamAMthI mananA pariNAma khasavA na devA tenuM nAma ekAgratA. cotho abhigama che : bhagavAnanA darzana thatAMnI sAthe mastake hAtha joDI aMjalithI praNAma karavo. A ja kAraNe derAsaramAM mukhya bAraNethI praveza karavo. bAjuno dAdaro najIka paDato hoya topaNa tyAMthI na caDhavuM. gabhArAnI sAmethI caDhavuM. sa. mukhya bAraNe jagyA na hoya to? to mukhya bAraNethI paramAtmAnAM darzana karIne bAjuthI caDhavuM. tamArA mATe kAMIka mArga to kADhavo paDe ne ? dareka jaNa maryAdA pALe to AvA prazno upasthita ja na thAya. sAta-sAta rastA bhegA thatA hovA chatAM eka paNa akasmAta na thAya tenuM kAraNa zuM? badhA ja maryAdAmAM rahe mATe ne? to ahIM paNa badhA ja vidhi jALave to koI vikalpa na rahe. pAMcamo abhigama che ekazATaka uttarAsaMga rAkhIne javuM. uttarIya vastra tarIke sAMdhyA vagaranuM eka vastra-khesa oDhIne javuM. e sivAya bIjuM eke vastra na paheravuM. abhigama eTale paramAtmAnI sanmukha javAno upAya. jenA vaDe paramAtmAnI sanmukha javAya tenuM nAma abhigama. (ninI mAmimuddene khyate nena ti mAma:I) * utkaTa koTinI IcchA na hoya ane manamAM bahumAnabhAva na hoya to paramAtmAnA vaMdananuM vivakSita phaLa nahi maLe. pUjA roja karIe chIe mATe temAM upekSA sevAya che - A dalIla vyartha che. nAmuM roja lakho chatAM temAM upekSA sevAya ? DAbAnuM jamaNuM karo ? bahumAna ane taravAnA bhAva vinAnI kiyAo bhalIvAra vinAnI hoya temAM zI navAI ? * prakArAntare pAMca abhigama zreSTha evAM rAjAonAM cihanone AzrayIne batAvyA che. khaDjha (talavAra), chatra, mojaDI, mukuTa ane cAmara : A pAMcano tyAga karI maMdiramAM javuM. dazatrika : nizIhitrika : * pAMca abhigama pachI dvAragAthAnA anukrame daza trika jaNAvI che. traNa nizIhi : agradvAramAM, madhyamAM ane gabhArAmAM pesatA-ema traNa sthAnamAM kahI che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 116
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________________ derAsaranA mukhya dvAramAM pahelI, bIjI raMgamaMDapamAM pesatA ane trIjI nisIhi gabhArAmAM pesatA kahevI. sAvaghavyApAranA niSedha vaDe nivRtta evI naiSidhikIne nizIhi kahevAya. pradakSiNAtrika : * pradakSiNA eTale kSitAvAraga prati yAkriyAnuM tA: prakSiTI:I. jamaNethI DAbe javAnuM je kriyAmAM che te pradakSiNA. keTalAka loko pradakSiNA ApavAnuM vihita nathI ema kahe che, temanI vAta upekSaNIya che. kAraNa ke sAkSAt paramAtmAne jema pradakSiNA devAya tema teozrInI pratIti karAvanAra sthApanAne paNa pradakSiNA devI joIe. zrI jIvAbhigamasUtramAM vijayanAmanA devanI vaktavyatAmAM pratimAnI pradakSiNA sAkSAt jaNAvI che. * gAthA 36 : A rIte upayogapUrvaka-praNidhAnapUrvaka je manuSya dasatrikathI yukta thaI trikALa bhagavAnane vaMdana kare te zAzvata sthAnane pAme che. devalokamAM javuM e pUjAnuM phaLa nathI. zubha bhAvathI pUjA karavAthI ATha karmono nAza thAya che. AjJA mujabanuM anuSThAna karIe ane zubha bhAvathI karIe to AThe ya karmono nAza thayA vinA na rahe. ATha karmono nAza thAya te ja zAzvatapade pahoMce. ApaNe mokSamAM na jaIe ane devalokamAM jaIe to mAnavuM paDe ne ke ApaNe zubha bhAvathI kriyA karI nathI? devalokamAM te jAya ke jeNe jANatAM ke ajANatAM mokSasAdhaka upAyanuM sevana na karyuM hoya. je mokSasAdhaka upAya sevatAM AvaDe to A saMsAramAM rahIe nahi, mokSe ja pahoMcI jaIe. devaloka maLe paNa mokSa na maLe to te devaloka zuM kAmano ? sAruM sAruM khAvA maLe toya Arogya na maLe to barAbara nahi ne? jo bhagavAnanI AjJAno ATalo prabhAva hoya ke tenA yoge avilaMbe mokSe pahoMcI zakAya to eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke zarIra paDI jAya toya vAMdho nahi paNa AjJAne dhakko lAgavo na joIe. zarIra kAma na Ape to anazananI taiyArI karavI joIe ke zarIrane TakAvavA mATe mahenata karavI joIe? * vartamAnamAM ApaNe dharma ghaNo karIe chIe chatAM zAstrakAronI vAto sAMbhaLatAM to ema lAge ke ApaNe dharma karyA vinA ja ahIMthI javAnA. * bhagavAnanA vaMdanathI ane pUjAthI zAzvata pada maLe che - evuM jANyA pachI jene zAzvatapada joIe te pUjAmAM tanmaya banyA vinA na rahe ne ? jene khAvuM che, ramavuM che, bhaNavuM che, kamAvuM che.... te tenA upAyamAM tallIna banyA vinA raheto nathI. kAraNa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 117
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________________ ke praNidhAna vinA koI paNa kSetramAM siddhi maLatI nathI. AthI ja to praNidhAna vinAnI kriyAne tuccha kahI che, dravyakiyA kahI che. bhAvano abhyAsa pADavAno IrAdo hoya to te pradhAna dravyakriyA kahevAya. paNa eTalo ya IrAdo na hoya to te apradhAna dravyakriyA kahevAya. IrAdo jeno sAro hoya tene anukULa sAmagrI paNa prAyaH maLyA vinA na rahe. atyAra sudhI ApaNane maLyuM nathI tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ApaNane IcchA ja nathI. sAcA dilanI bhAvanA hoya to saMyogo paNa sAmethI UbhA thayA vinA prAya: na rahe. pUjAvika : puSpa, naivedya ane stuti bhedathI traNa prakAre pUjA che. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke "pahelAM ATha prakAranI ke aneka prakAranI pUjA kahI hatI have traNa prakAranI pUjA kaho cho to temAM virodha kema nathI Avato?" ApaNe A zaMkA karavAnI paddhati zIkhavAnI jarUra che. ziSya eTaluM to svIkArI ja lIdhuM che ke virodha Avato nathI. have kta eTaluM ja pUchavuM che ke virodha nathI chatAM mane virodhajevuM kema lAge che - te jaNAvo. Ane vinayapUrvakanI pRcchA kahevAya che. Aje ApaNe hoIe to zuM pUchIe? AmAM virodha Ave che - evuM kahIe ne? AnuM nAma uddhatAI che. graMthakAranI vAta samajavAno bhAva hoya to tene jijJAsA kahevAya. temanI vAta kApavAno bhAva hoya to tene uddhatAI kahevAya. "A zuM karyuM ?' ema pUchIe ane "AvuM zA mATe karyuM?' ema pUchIe e bemAM pharaka paDe ne ? zuM karyuM-emAM uddhatAI vartAya che ane zA mATe karyuM emAM jijJAsAbhAva jaNAya che. avinayapUrvaka pUchIe to AcAryabhagavanta javAba na Ape. vinayapUrvaka pUchyuM hoya to game teTalI zaMkAono javAba AcAryAdi bhagavanta ApyA vinA na rahe. * ahIM ziSyanI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karatAM jaNAve che ke ATha prakAranI pUjA traNamAM samAI jAya che. puSpapUjA e aMgapUjAnuM upalakSaNa che. tethI puSpapUjAthI abhiSeka-jalapUjA, samAtrama-vilepanapUjA, maMDana-AMgI alaMkAra vagere zobhA karavI, gaMdha-sugaMdhI dravya, dhUpapUjA (dhUpathI aMgane vAsita karavAnuM hovAthI teno samAveza aMgapUjAmAM thAya), vastrAbharaNa.... vagere aMgane lagatI pUjA aMgapUjA kahevAya, te badhAnuM grahaNa karAyuM che. AmiSa eTale naivedya, te agrapUjAnuM upalakSaNa che. akSata, phaLa, Izkajala (zelaDInA sAMThA), dIpapUjA, nRtyapUjA, rAMgoLI, toraNAdithI maMdirano 118 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ zaNagAra..... A badhuM agrapUjAmAM samAya ane stutithI bhAvapUjA samajavI. 1thI mAMDIne 8, 24, 32, 50, 108 zlokathI stavanA karavI te bhAvapUjA. * avasthAtrika :- chatmastha(piMDastha), kevalI(pada0), siddha(rUparahita) : A traNa avasthAnuM paribhAvana karavuM. koI ThekANe rAjyAvasthA sudhInI piMDastha avasthA jaNAvI che. saMyama avasthA e kevaLIpaNAnuM kAraNa hovAthI teno samAveza padasthamAM ryo che. sAmAnyathI; abhiSeka karatI vakhate charbhastha avasthAnuM paribhAvana karavuM. alaMkAra caDhAvatI vakhate aSTa mahAprAtihArya, cotrIsa atizaya, pAMtrIsa guNa vagere kevalI avasthAnuM paribhAvana karavuM ane stavanA vakhate sAmAnyataH arUpI-siddhAvasthAnuM paribhAvana karavuM. * varNatrika :- varNa, artha ane AlaMbana : e varNAditrika che. varNamAM vyAviddha-bheguM bheguM bolavuM, vyatyAgreDita-AghuMpAchuM bolavuM, AdithI hIna ke adhika akSara bolavo.. A badhA doSothI rahitapaNe sUtranuM uccAraNa karavuM. e sUtranA arthanuM jJAna meLavI tenuM sUtroccAraNa vakhate paribhAvana karavuM ane AlaMbana eTale paramAtmAnI pratimAjInuM AlaMbana levuM. * praNidhAnatrika - saMvegarasathI vyApta evA aMtaHkaraNanI je sthiratA tene mananuM praNidhAna kahevAya che. saMvega eTale mokSano abhilASa. eka ThekANe devagurudharma pratyeno je zraddhAtizaya tene saMvega kahyo che. Aje saMvega che ke nahi-e paNa vicAravuM paDe evuM che. e saMvegano rasa Ave ane e rasathI anuvidha evuM aMtara bane ane emAM pAchI sthiratA Ave-ATalA sudhI pahoMcavAnuM kAma kare che. anuviddha eTale eka paNa pradeza bAkI na hoya tevuM-rageragamAM vyApta. sAte dhAtumAM saMvegano rasa vyApI gayo hoya tenuM nAma anuviddha. Aje ApaNI kriyAomAM mokSano abhilASa jaNAya kharo ? ApaNe je kAMI kriyA karIe te mokSasAdhaka ja hoya ne? eTaluM paNa khAtarIpUrvaka kahI zako ke eka paNa pravRtti mokSabAdhaka to nahi ja bane ? mokSane bAdhA pahoMce evI eka paNa pravRtti karavI nathI. saMsAra chUTe nahi e bane paNa saMsAra vadhe evuM to eka paNa pagaluM bharavuM nathI eTaluM to bane ne ? sa. mokSano puruSArtha nabaLo che. nabaLo hoya to ya vAMdho nahi. mAre to kahevuM che ke avaLo puruSArtha cAlu che. 119 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. savaLo puruSArtha kone kahevAya ? mArgAnusArImAMthI samakitI, samakitImAMthI dezaviratidhara, dezaviratamAMthI sarvaviratidhara banavuM tema ja sarvaviratamAMthI vItarAga banavA mATeno puruSArtha te savaLo puruSArtha. je guNaThANe hoIe tenAthI AgaLanA guNaThANe prayANa karavuM te savaLo puruSArtha. je guNaThANuM choDIne gayA tyAM pAchA AvavuM te avaLo puruSArtha. je sukha choDIne AvyA te pAchuM levA mathavuM te avaLo puruSArtha. Aje ApaNe A bhavamAM ja evAM parAkrama karyo che ke e bhogavatAM ya dama nIkaLI jAya evuM che, to pUrvanAM pAponI zI vAta karavI ? A manuSyajanma pAmIne sukha bheguM karavA mahenata karI ke sukha choDavA ? avirati khapAvavA mATe A janma che ke avirati bAMdhavA? avirati khapAvavA mATe sukha bhogavavAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. sukha bhogavavA mATe puNya joIe, sukha choDavA mATe puNyanI jarUra ja nathI. vastu meLavavI e puNyAdhIna che, vastu choDavI e karmAdhIna che ke puruSArthane AdhIna che? sa. bharata mahArAjAnA pariNAma kevA hatA? ApaNe samajI na zakIe tevA ! bhogone roga jevA mAnIne bhogavatA hatA. bhoganI kalpanAmAM paNa AnaMda Avato hoya te bhogane rogajevA kaI rIte mAnI zake ? bhogono tyAga karavA chatAM haiyAmAM bhogo hoya tene bharata mahArAjAnA pariNAma nahi samajAya. e mahApuruSo to evA hatA ke temanuM moDhuM bagaDeluM na dekhAya paNa bhogo bhogavatAM haiyuM raDyA vinA na rahe. sa. ame bhogane roga jevA mAnI zakIe evuM nathI. to e bhogone bhogavavAno akhataro karavA jevo nathI. je puNya Asakti karAve evuM hoya te puNya bhogavavA besavuM nathI, choDI devuM che. je davA riekzana (ADaasara) kare te davA lo ke baMdha karo ? aviratine choDIne virati tarapha prayANa karavuM te ja mokSasAdhaka upAya. zakti na hoya to zakti meLavI levI che, ullAsa na hoya to ullAsa keLavI levo che, sahanazIlatA na hoya to te keLavI levI che. enA badale Aje zakti hovA chatAM chupAvavAnuM kAma cAlu che, ullAsa jAge to ya dabAvI daIe chIe ane sahanazIlatA hovA chatAM sahana karavuM nathI, krodha karavo che !! kyAMthI ThekANuM paDe ? * zrI naMdISaNamuninuM karma nikAcita hatuM ethI puruSArtha karavA chatAM niSphaLa gayA. Aje ApaNe puruSArtha ja kevo karIe chIe ? temaNe to saMyama mUkyuM chatAM 120 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ abhigraha lIdho hato ke dasane pratibodha karyA vagara moDhAmAM pANI na nAMkhavuM. ApaNI pAse eTaluM sattva na hoya topaNa saMyama levA mATe roja dasa gAthA karIne navakArazI karavI, eka sAmAyika karyA vinA moDhAmAM pANI nathI nAMkhavuM - ATalo niyama laI zakIe ne ? savAranI navakArazI baMdha karIe to dasa gAthA karI zakAya. baporanuM bhojana baMdha karo to madhyAhnanI pUjA karI zakAya ane rAtanuM bhojana TALo to pratikramaNa karI zakAya evuM che : zuM karavuM che ? * saMsAra bhUMDo nahi lAge tyAM sudhI mokSanI ruci nahi ja jAge. pApathI du:kha Avaze mATe pApa nathI karavuM- ema mAtra duHkhanA kAyara banAvavA mATe nathI kahevuM. du:kha bhogavavA mATe taiyAra thayA vinA nahi cAle. bhaya to saMsArano joIe. avirati bhogavIzuM to saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDaze A bhayathI aviratino tyAga karavo che. * vacanapraNidhAna - pratikuMcitAdi doSarahitapaNe tAttvika vacana bolavAM : te vacanapraNidhAna. zaktinI, AvaDatanI, bhAvanI corI karavI te pratikuMcita doSa, zakti hovA chatAM spaSTa na bolavuM, UMcA svare na bolavuM, AdarapUrvaka na bolavuM, vinayabahumAnapUrvaka na bolavuM, vAMkuM bolavuM - te pratikuMcitadoSa. * kAyapraNidhAna - nibhRtaaMgopAMga. zarIranAM pratyeka aMgo nAcI UThe, pulakita banI jAya, moDhuM harSanA UbharAthI hasuhasu thaI jAya, romAMca khaDA thaI jAya, bhUmi para mAtra sparza na karatAM sthApana karyuM hoya te rIte mastakAdine namAvavuM-te kAyapraNidhAna. na * paramAtmAnA vacananI sthiratA mananI sthiratAne lAve che. na * jenI pUjAmAM bhalIvAra na hoya tene vidhi pratye bahumAna nathI ema mAnavuM ja paDe. zakti na hoya ke saMyogo kaparA hoya tenI vAta judI paNa zaktisaMpanna ane anukULa saMyogo hovA chatAM pUjA garabaDavALI kare to te bahumAnanI khAmIne ja sUcave che. * jene AkhI duniyA phIkI lAge tene paramAtmAnI pUjAmAM AnaMda Ave. pUjA vagere anuSThAna karatI vakhate jeTaluM thayuM teTaluM puNya evuM mAnavAnA badale jeTaluM bAkI rahyuM che arthAt jeTalI AjJA pALI nathI teTaluM pApa che-eTaluM yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 121
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________________ * A sUtramAM nisAhinI je vidhi batAvI che te bhASyamAM batAvela vidhi karatAM judI che. tyAM trIjI nizIhi caityavaMdana vakhate bolavAnI kahI che. emAM koI virodha nathI. be graMthamAM be prakAranA vidhi batAvelA hoya ane baMnne graMtho je prAmANika hoya to bemAMthI eke vidhino niSedha na karI zakAya. ApaNe gItArtha gurubhagavantanI AjJA mujaba temAMthI koI paNa vidhinuM pAlana karIe to te nirdaSTa che. A ja rIte AgaLa-anyatra paNa samajavuM. * gAthA 40 thI 44 : ahIM A graMthamAM stavapATha yogamudrAe bolavAnuM vidhAna che. AthI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke stava tarIke logassa yogamudrAe bolavo paNa namutthaNaM sUtra to jIvAbhigamasUtramAM batAvyA pramANe DAbo DhIMcaNa saheja UMco rAkhI, jamaNo DhIMcaNa bhUmi para sthApI, lalATa para aMjali joDIne bolavuM joIe. tyAre graMthakArazrI te zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karatAM jaNAve che ke namutyusaMsUtra e ja rIte bolavuM evo niyama nathI. jJAtAdharmakathAmAM paryakAsane besI mastaka para hAtha joDI namutthaNe bolavAnuM jaNAvyuM che ane caityavaMdanavRttimAM zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe khamAsamaNuM ApatI vakhate jAnu ane hasta bhUmi para nivezita karI AMkho ane mana bhagavAna sanmukha rAkhavAno vidhi paNa jaNAvyo che. AthI vividha prakAranI vidhine jaNAvanAra te graMtho pramANa hovAthI yogamudrAe namutthaNe bolavAmAM virodha nathI. A badhA pATho paraspara taddana virodhI nathI. kAraNa ke dareka vidhimAM paramAtmA pratye vinaya sUcita thAya che. AthI spaSTa che ke jemAM zAstrapATha maLe tevA matAntaramAM vivAda karavA na besavuM. jemAM zAstrano ullekha na maLe tevA vakhate je matabheda thAya te badhA pramANa na gaNAya. evA vakhate zAstramAM niSedha nathI mATe Ama paNa karAya Avo vikalpa na karAya. sa. niSiddham anumatamuM AvI jAya che ne? cAyaH viSTiprAya: Avo niyama nyAya vAparatI vakhate yAda rAkhavAno che. nyAya sthavira-vRddhanI lAkaDI jevA che. vRddhanI lAkaDI cAlavA mATe kAma lAge che, phaTakAravA mATe nahi. tema nyAyo ISTanI siddhi mATe che, aniSTa ke anarthanI utpatti mATe nahi. niSedha na karyo hoya te niSedhayogya paNa hoI zake che. zrI upadezarahasyamAM jaNAvyuM che ke sUryAbhadevatAe nATaka pUjA mATe bhagavAnanI anujJA mAgI tyAre bhagavAna mauna rahyA hatA. kAraNa ke nATakapUjA vihita hovAthI teno niSedha na karI zakAya ane jo hA pADe to nATakapUjAmAM thatA sAvadhanI anumodanA lAgavAno prasaMga Ave. AthI bhagavAna mauna rahyA. amAre tyAM rahelA mumukSu paNa pUjA karavA jatAM rajA levA Ave 122 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ to mauna rahevuM, jaladI jo' ke 'jahAsukha' na kahevuM paraMtu mauna rAkhavuM. A mauna saMmatisUcaka che. jyAre jamAli vagere rajA levA mATe AvyA tyAre teo niSedhayogya hovA chatAM bhagavAna mauna rahyA. kAraNa ke temane niSedha karavA chatAM teo mAnavAnA na hatA. A mauna saMmatisUcaka na hatuM. jyAre nATakapUjA vihita hovAthI tyAM niSedha na karyo. sa. nATakapUjA vihita che, nATaka nahi ne ? barAbara samajyA. pUjA tarIke je nATaka karAya te vihita che. ane AthI ja ApaNe bIjuM nATakono virodha karIe chIe. nATakapUjA paNa bhagavAna sAme karavAnI che guru sAme nahi. Aje to ApaNe nATakapUjA karavAne badale pUjAnuM nATaka zarU karyuM che ne ? * eka zabdanA aneka artha thAya paraMtu tAtparya samajyA vinA eke artha na karAya. pUjAdravyanA bhinna bhinna samAsane AzrayIne pAMca artha thAya che. te dareka arthane eka ja mAnIne pUjAnA caDhAvAnI bolInI Upaja pUjA karavA mATe kesara sukhaDa vageremAM na vaparAya. Aje ghaNA mahAtmAo Avo artha kare che-te vyAjabI nathI. pUjAdravyano karmadhAraya samAsa karIe to, pUnA 2 tat dravya ra ahIM pUN dhAtune karaNamAM pratyaya karavAthI pUgate cayA sI pUjJA - eTale ke jenA vaDe pUjA karAya te sAmagrI pUjA kahevAya, tethI pUjAsvarUpa dravya Avo artha thAya. temAM kesara, sukhaDa vagereno samAveza thAya. pUnA dravya A pramANe caturthItapuruSa samAsa karIe to pUjA mATenuM dravya Avo artha thAya, jemAM pUjA mATe rAkhela paiso, gAya, kUvo, bagIco vagere samAya. pUgAya: dravya (paM.ta.sa.) ahIM pUjAthI AveluM dravya-te nirmAlyadravya samAya. pUgAyA: dravya (Sa.ta.sa.) ahIM pUjAsaMbaMdhI koI paNa dravya samAya. (dareka prakAranuM dravya gaNI zakAya.) pUnAmAM dravya (sa.ta.sa.) pUjAnA viSayamAM AveluM dravya, AmAM pUjA nimitte bolAyela caDhAvAnI bolInI Upaja Ave. A badhA pUjAdravyanI vivakSA karyA vinA pUjAnuM dravya pUjAmAM vaparAya - A pramANe moghama bolavuM te ucita nathI. pUjAnI bolInI Upaja devadravyamAM jAya. temAMthI pUjAnI sAmagrI na lavAya. tamArI pAse koIkane ApavA mATenA paisA hoya te joIne koI kahe ke tamArI pAse che mATe tamArA paisA che - to e tamArA kahevAya nahi ne ? * kriyA zuddha karavI e haju saheluM che paNa Azaya zuddha rAkhavAnuM kAma kaparuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 123
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________________ * guru pratye ke dharma pratye-anuSThAna pratye jeTaluM bahumAna che teTaluM bahumAna tIrthaMkara paramAtmA pratye nathI. Aje bhagavAna pratye bahumAna nathI lAgatuM kAraNa ke bhagavAne ApaNane ApyuM che ja zuM? ApaNane je joItuM hoya te ApanAra pratye bahumAna jAgyA vinA rahetuM nathI. bhagavAna je Ape che te ApaNane joItuM nathI, ApaNane je joIe che te bhagavAna ApatA nathI, to kyAMthI bahumAna jAge? bhagavAne je (cAritra) ApyuM che tenI kiMmata samajaya, tenA pratye prema jAge to bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAgyA vagara na rahe. sa. bhagavAna vAMchita Ape che ne? vAMchita kone kahevAya tenI khabara che? konI vAMchA karavA jevI che enuM paNa jJAna nathI ne ? tame jene vAMchita kaho cho te paNa ApanArA bhagavAna che evuM mAnatA ho to kAlathI bajAramAM javAnuM baMdha karavuM paDaze. bhagavAna sukha ApanArA che evuM paNa mAnatA nathI, sukha to pApa karavAthI maLe che ne ? e pApa karatAM pakaDAI na javAya mATe ja bhagavAnane mAnIe chIe ne? ApaNe bhagavAnane sukha ApanArA ke duHkha TALanArA mAnIe to tenA kAraNe bhagavAnanI vItarAgatAmAM bAdhA Ave. vItarAgatvamAM vyAghAta Ave evI kalpanA bhagavAna mATe na karAya ne? sukha ane duHkha e to ApaNA puNyapApanI lIlA che. sa. bhagavAna duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti Ape ne? paNa e joIe che kone ? duHkha sahana karavuM che ke TALavuM che? duHkhane bhogavavAnI vAta ja nathI tyAM sahanazaktinI jarUra ja kyAM paDe ? jene duHkha bhogavavA jevuM lAge te sahanazIlatA mAge. tamArI pAse duHkha veThavAnI zakti che ne? sa. zakti to che paNa mana nabaLuM che. e mana nabaLuM kema che ? bhagavAna pratye ane bhagavAnanA mArga pratye bahumAna nathI mATe. eka vAra bhagavAnanA vacananI pratIti thAya to sattva pragaTyA vinA na rahe. sattva pragaTAvavA mATe dharmAnuSThAna karavAne badale haiyuM sApha karavAnI jarUra che. pahelAM citarAmaNa karavAnI ke divAla ghasavAnI ? ahIM paNa pahelAM jAta ghasavI paDaze, pApanI nirjarA karavI paDaze. je pApa rAcI-mAcIne karyo che te pApane dUra karyA vinA dharma kAma nahi lAge. je sukhanI khAtara pApa karyA che tenI sAme najara ja nathI karavI. dharma karatI vakhate sukhanI sAme jovuM nathI. kAraNa ke sukhanA rAgamAMthI adharma pedA thAya che. rAga 124 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ karAve evuM sukha ja na joIe. ApaNane mokSa maLato na hato mATe dharmanI zarUAta karI hatI ke mokSa joIto na hato mATe dharma zarU karyo hato? mokSanI sAdhanA karanAro sukha sAme jue kharo ? sa. ISTa sthAne javA mATe gADImAM beThelo vaccenA sTezane khAvApIvAnI vastu levA Utare ya kharo ne sITI vAge eTale caDhI ya jAya ! ahIM bhagavAne keTalI sITI mArI ? AThame varase cetavyA, vIsa varase cetavyA, cALIsa varase cetavyA. tame eka sITI sAMbhaLI? baherA mANase to nIce UtaravuM ja nahi ema ja kahevuM paDe ne ? mokSa joIe che mATe dharma karavo che - ATaluM pahelAM nakkI karo. e dharma karavA mATe bhagavAna pratye bahumAna joIze, kriyA pratye abhiruci joIze ane sAthe zarIrAdinI zakti-saMyogo paNa joIze. e traNe keLavyA vinA nahi cAle. kartavyane kartavya tarIke svIkArIe to bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAgyA vinA na rahe. kartavyanI upekSA kare tene bahumAna kyAMthI hoya ? mArge kImatI vastu upADIne laI jatA hoIe tyAre bhAra vadhAre lAge to vArApharatI hAtha badalIe, visAmo laIe paNa vastu mUkIne ke pheMkIne na javAya ne ? ApaNe nabaLA hoIe to je sabaLA hoya tenuM AlaMbana laIe! caDhatAnuM AlaMbana laIe to paDatAM bacI javAya ne ? AlaMbana evAnuM levAnuM ke je ApaNane pADe nahi, paraMtu tAre. gurubhagavanta e zreSTha AlaMbana che. temanA AdhAre tarI javuM che. duHkha AkaruM lAge tyAre sAdhubhagavantane yAda karI levAnA. to duHkha bhogavavAnuM sattva pragaTaze ane mane paNa thaze. ane pachI to duHkha bhogavavAno abhyAsa paDI jaze. sukha bhogavavAno abhyAsa to che ja, paNa te toDavo che. sukhano abhyAsa choDAvavA mATeno ja A prayAsa che. * gurubhagavanta pratye game teTaluM bahumAna hoya topaNa eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke ApaNo ane guruno saMbaMdha bhagavAnanA kAraNe ja che. gurubhagavantanI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM paNa bhagavAne kahyuM che. guru paNa ApaNI IcchA mujabanA na joIe, bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA joIe. gurunI nispRhatA karatAM paNa mArgadarzakatA guNa mahattvano che. IcchA mujabanA guru zodhavA nIkaLIzuM to vAtsalyamUrti guru koNa che te zodhIzuM. AjJA mujabanA guru joItA hoya to mArgadarzI guru koNa che te zodhavA nIkaLavuM paDaze. zuddha prarUpaka guru abhavya maLe to ya tenAthI ApaNo vistAra thaI jAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 125
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________________ sa. abhavyagurune choDIne gayA ne ? kayAre ? abhavya abhavya tarIke oLakhAI gayA pachI ne ? je pote mokSane mAnatA nathI te mokSanI prarUpaNA kare to te mAyApUrvakanI prarUpaNA kahevAya. mATe evI prarUpaNA karanArane choDIne gayA. sa. abhavya tarIke AcaraNAnA kAraNe oLakhAyA ne ? AcaraNAmAM to koI pharaka na'to thayo. mahAvIranA jIvaDA kIcUDa kIcUDa bole che AvI prarUpaNA karI mATe oLakhAyA. jo bolatA nahi to khabara na paData. tethI nakkI che ke azaThapaNe zuddha prarUpaNA karanAra gurune zodhI emanI nizrAmAM rahevuM che. * maMdiramAM janArane haju bhagavAna oLakhavAnA bAkI che ane upAzrayamAM janArane haju guru oLakhavAnA bAkI che. ema kahIe to khoTuM nathI ne ? vItarAgaparamAtmAnuM svarUpa samajanAro rAgane puSTa banAvI zake kharo? Aje ApaNane rAga bhaMDo lAge che kharo ? Aje prazastarAgane upAdeya mAnanArane paNa pUchavuM paDe ke rAga bhaMDo lAge che mATe prazasta rAga karavo che? jene rAga kADhavo na hoya te prazasta rAga karavAnI vAta kare to nabhAvAya kharuM? rAgane mAravAnuM mana na hoya ane mAtra pAtra badalIe to pAtratA AvI na jAya. gurubhagavanta pratye rAga nathI karavo, bahumAna joIe che. jyAM rAga hoya tyAM prAyaH bahumAna na hoya, jyAM bahumAna hoya tyAM rAganI jarUra na paDe. * jene mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karavI hoya ane paLe paLe virAdhanAno bhaya hoya teo to gurubhagavantanI pAse jaIne kAyama mATe vinaMti kare ke jyAM jyAM huM bhUluM tyAMthI mane vAro. * bhagavAna sukhI kare tenI nA nahi paNa mokSamAM pahoMcADIne sukhI kare ke sukhI karIne mokSamAM pahoMcADe ? * jene mokSe javuM hoya te AjJAne pradhAna banAve, jene saMsAranuM sukha joItuM hoya te IcchAne pradhAna banAve. IcchA AjJAnuM pAlana na karavA de, AjJAnI virAdhanA karAve. * sukhazIlatAnA kAraNe patanane abhimukha thayelA meghakumArane paNa bhagavAne sukha bhulAvIne duHkha yAda karAvyuM. 126 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM ne ? ApaNI pAse zrutajJAna to che ne ? e zrutajJAna to jAtismaraNajJAnane paNa Takkara mAre evuM che. ApaNane to jAtismaraNazAna na thAya e ja sAruM che, nahi to ApaNe keTalAyanAM ghara bhAMgI nAMkhata. badhA jAtismaraNajJAnavALAne dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya evo niyama nathI. e to mRgAputra jevA koIka ja hoya. bAkI to pUrvabhavanuM dhana ane pUrvabhavanAM priya pAtrone zodhavA nIkaLI paDe. sa. amane zrutajJAna maLyA pachI paNa jAtismaraNazAna kema joIe che? jAtismaraNajJAna bhUtakALane batAve che, jyAre zrutajJAna bhaviSyane batAve che. jAtismaraNathI bhUtakALano devaloka dekhAya te jovo game, zrutajJAnathI bhaviSyanI naraka dekhAya to kyAMthI game ? zrutajJAna to bhaviSyano saMsAra kevI rIte vadhaze te batAve ane tethI bhaviSyanA pApathI dUra rAkhe. pApa yAda karAve, dharma yAda karAve, mArge caDhAve, evuM A zrutajJAna che. A zrutajJAnane kAme na lagADe tene jAtismaraNa jJAna kAma na lAge. avadhijJAna paNa tene kAma lAge je zrutajJAnane kAme lagADe. devo pAse avadhijJAna hovAthI potAno paraloka dekhAto hovA chatAM bhogamAM eTalA Asakta hoya ke jethI te jovA rAjI nathI hotA. zrutajJAnanuM arthIpaNuM jAge tene kudaratI rIte AtmAnuM arthIpaNuM keLavAya. je anubhavathI jaNAya che tene mAnavA zrutajJAnanI jarUra nathI. je anubhavAtuM nathI tene mAnavA mATe ja zrutajJAnanI jarUra paDe che. saMsAra dAvAnaLasvarUpa lAgato ja hoya to mRtanI jarUra ja kyAM rahe ? e dAvAnaLa jevo lAgato nathI mATe ja zrutajJAnanI jarUra che. * rAgAdimUlaka dharma saMsArane vadhAranAro che jyAre rAgane kADhavA mATe dharma karavAmAM Ave to saMsAra ghaTe. * guru pAse rahevuM te gurukuLavAsa nathI, gurunuM mAnavuM te gurukuLavAsa che. anukULatA bhogavavA mATe gurukuLavAsamAM nathI rahevAnuM, pratikULatA bhogavavA mATe ja gurukuLavAsamAM rahevAnuM che. * bhagavAnanA upasarganuM varNana karatI vakhate ke sAMbhaLatI vakhate AMkhamAM AMsu lAvavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe paNa AvAM duHkha veThavA taiyAra thavAnuM che - evuM vicAravAnI jarUra che. bhagavAne du:kha veThya eTaluM ja nathI jovuM, emanuM duHkha jaI rahyuM che - eno AnaMda paNa hovo joIe. bhagavAne jema du:kha veThIne duHkha kADhyuM tema zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 127
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________________ ApaNe paNa duHkha veThIne duHkha kADhavAnuM che - e yAda Ave to AMsu na Ave, sattva pragaTe. gurubhagavanta sAkSAd anuzAsana kare che jyAre dharma mArgadarzaka pATiyAnI jema anuzAsana kare che. A devagurudharma anuzAsana kare te ApaNane game che kharuM ? sa. anuzAsana gamatuM na hoya tenI pIDA hoya ne ? evuM banI zake tenI nA nahi, paraMtu e pIDA kevI hoya ? citta tyAM ne tyAM lAgeluM hoya. kAMTo vAgyo hoya ane kadAca kADhI zakAyo na hoya topaNa citta tyAM ne tyAM ja hoya ne ? evI pIDA ahIM hoya ne ? * praNidhAna muktANuktimudrAe karavAnuM kahyuM. A praNidhAna vaMdanAnA aMte karavAnuM che, eno artha evo mAnavo paDe ke bAkInI vaMdanA praNidhAnarahitapaNe karavI......... AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAvyuM che ke saMpUrNa vaMdanA praNidhAnapUrvaka ja karavAnI che. chatAM vaMdananA aMte je praNidhAna karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che te prArthanAnI aMtargata upayoga svarUpa che. prArthanAsUtramAM je je phaLa mAMgyuM che te haiyAnI sAkSIe mAMgavAnuM che, prArthanAne anurUpa ekAkAratA A praNidhAnamAM che. jyAre zeSa sUtromAM te te arthanI ekAgratAsvarUpa praNidhAna jALavavAnuM ja che. eka paNa anuSThAna praNidhAnarahitapaNe na karAya. sa. bhagavAnanI AMgI karatI vakhate zuM vicAra karavAno ? A bhagavAnanI AMgI karuM chuM paraMtu e bhagavAnane aDI nahi mATe bhagavAna bhagavAna thayA. AMgI karatI vakhate piMDasthaavasthAnuM bhAvana karavAnuM che, caityavaMdana karatI vakhate padastha avasthAnuM bhAvana karavuM ane kAyotsargamAM rUpAtIta avasthAnuM bhAvana karavuM. * ApaNe jaina chIe mATe derAsara jaIe chIe ke gherAsaramAM paramatAraka bhagavAna che mATe jaIe chIe ? amAre pratikramaNa pharajiyAta karavAnuM ne ? zA mATe ? sAdhu thayA mATe pratikramaNa karavAnuM ke ApaNane pApa lAge che mATe pratikramaNa karavAnuM ? * ApaNe dharma yathAzakti karIe ke yathAmana (yathecchA) karIe ? zakti pramANe dharma karo ke IcchA pramANe ? kAyama mATe IcchAne AgaLa karavAnA kAraNe AjJAne pAchaLa javuM paDe che. 128 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. anukULatA mujaba vidhi karIe to ? vidhi pALavI haze to anukULatA choDavI ja paDaze. anukULatA mujaba vidhi na karavAnI hoya, vidhi mujaba karavA mATe anukULatA choDavAnI hoya. rastA mujaba gADI calAvavAnI hoya ke gADI cAle e mujaba rasto goThavAya ? sa. mAnyatA badhI hoya paNa karaNa badhuM na hoya - evuM bane ? karaNa badhuM kema na hoya ? thaI zake evuM nathI ke karavuM nathI ? badhuM thaI zake evuM na hoya chatAM bhagavAna eno upadeza Ape kharA ? azakya anuSThAnano upadeza kare to bhagavAna sarvajJa na kahevAya. anuSThAna zakya hovA chatAM ApaNane azakya lAge che te ApaNA sukhanA roganA kAraNe lAge che. * lAcArIthI du:kha veThavuM te akAmanirjarA. samajIne du:kha veThavuM, tapa karavo, svAdhyAya karavo, vinayavaiyAvacca karavA te sakAmanirjarA. jenI pAse samajaNa na hoya ne nA chUTake duHkha veThe te akAmanirjarA. Aje ApaNe duHkha veThavAnI vAta ja nathI karatA, duHkha TALavAnI ja vAta che ne ? tethI ApaNane sakAmanirjarA paNa nathI, akAmanirjarA paNa nathI. ApaNe to atyAre sakAma baMdha karavAnuM kAma cAlu rAkhyuM che ne ? anuSThAna vidhipUrvaka samajIne karIe to ja nirjarA thAya. avidhipUrvaka anuSThAna karavAthI nirjarA to na thAya, karmabaMdha thAya. sa. nirjarA thaI che ke nahi te kaI rIte khabara paDe? viSayanI Asati ghaTavA mAMDe, kaSAyanI pariNati ghaTavA mAMDe to samajavuM ke laghukarmI thayA, nirjarA thaI. sa. vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA mATe pUjAnuM caityavaMdana na karIe to avidhi gaNAya ? jinavANIzravaNa mATe pUjAne apavAde gauNa banAvavI e avidhi nathI. paraMtu eka vastu yAda rAkho ke jinavANIzravaNa ane pUjAnA samaya zAstromAM judA pADyA che. tamAre ekIsAthe badhAM anuSThAna karavAM che mATe A vikalpa UThe che. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba pratyeka anuSThAna karIe to koI akasmAta sarjAya evo nathI. sAta rastA bhegA thatA hoya, hajAro gADI raste doDatI hoya chatAM badhI signalanI AjJAmAM hovAthI eka paNa akasmAta sarjAto nathI. je tyAM paNa AjJA na mAnIe to akasmAta bhayaMkara sarjAya ne? to ahIM bhagavAnanI AjJAnI uparavaTa thaIe to kevo akasmAta sarjAya ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 129
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________________ * paramAtmAnI bhakti mAtra temanI AjJA pALavA mATe ja karavAnI che : A vAta lagabhaga bhulAI gaI che ne ? bhakti karIne paramAtmAnI kRpA prApta karavI che ke AjJA prApta karavI che ? Aje ApaNe kRpAkAMkSI chIe AjJAkAMkSI nathI. kRpAnA kAraNe badhuM nabhI jAya ane AjJA pALavA mATe badhuM choDavuM paDe. sAdhupaNuM laIne beThelA paNa gurunA haiyAmAM vasavA mATe prayatna kare che, potAnA haiyAmAM gurune vasAvavAnI taiyArI nathI. guru ke bhagavAnane haiye vasAvIe to ApaNA haiyAmAMthI pApa jatuM rahe. * bhagavAnanA zaraNe javuM eTale saMsAranuM zaraNa choDavuM. jene saMsAramAM azaraNa avasthAno anubhava nathI thato teo bhagavAnanA zaraNe jAya che zA mATe - e samajAtuM nathI. A saMsAramAM koI paNa ThekANe ApaNe zaraNuM pAmI zakIe evuM che kharuM? bhagavAna sivAya A saMsAramAM koI ja ApaNane bacAvI zake evuM nathI - evuM jene lAge te bhagavAnanA zaraNe kaI rIte jAya? arihantanA zaraNe javuM eTale zuM? anAthImunine jyAre samajAyuM ke mAtA, pitA, bhAI, bahena, patnI : koI ja mane bacAvanAra nathI, tyAre dIkSA levA cAlI nIkaLyA. arihantanA zaraNe javuM eTale dIkSA levI te - barAbara ne? A saMsAramAM puNyathI game teTalI UMcAmAM UMcI sAmagrI maLe toya te janma, jarA ne maraNanA duHkhathI bacAvanAra nathI ja : ATaluM mAno kharA ? 'bhagavAnanuM nAma levAthI sAruM thaI jaze' AvI salAha nathI ApavI, 'bhagavAnanuM nAma levAthI duHkha, duHkha nahi lAge evI salAha ApavI che ane e tyAre ja zakya bane ke jyAre ApaNe pote evuM mAnIe tyAre puNya haze to koI ApaNane AMgaLI paNa nahi aDADe evuM bolavAnA badale bhagavAnanI AjJA ApaNA haiyAmAM haze to AMgaLI aDADavA chatAM AMgaLI aDADI lAgaze nahi-evuM mAnavuM che. duHkha na Ave e A saMsAramAM zakya che ? evI avasthAmAM duHkha duHkha na lAge evuM haiyuM keLavAya to sAruM ne? arthakAmanI IcchAvALAne paNa duHkha duHkha nathI lAgatuM ne? tema dharmamokSanI IcchAvALAne bhayaMkara koTinAM duHkha duHkharUpa na lAge. 4 comAsAmAM devadravyanI Avaka keTalI thaI enA parathI comAsAnI saphaLatA gaNavA nathI besavuM. ApaNI pAse keTalI Avaka thaI te jovAnI jarUra che. ApaNI pAse keTalA guNo AvyA enI ciMtA ke devadravyanI Upaja keTalI thaI enI ? sa. jeTalI Upaja thaI teTalI mUcchI UtarI kahevAya ne? kharekhara mUccha utAravA mATe tame dAna Apo cho ke nAmanI mUDjha vadhAravA mATe ? je choDyuM che te meLavavuM nathI ne? jene meLavavAnI IcchA hoya te choDe zA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 130
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________________ mATe ? vadhu meLavavAnI IcchA hoya teNe choDyuM kahevAya ? dhanano rAga che ke dhananI lAlaca che? rAga vartamAna vastu upara hoya, lAlaca bhaviSya saMbaMdhI vastunI hoya. * tIrthaMkarabhagavatonuM caityavaMdana sAta vAra kare tenuM samyagdarzana keTaluM nirmaLa hoya? sAte dhAtumAM bhagavAna pratyenuM bahumAna vaNAI gayuM hoya tyAre ja A rIte sAta vAra caityavaMdana karavAnuM zakya bane ne ? zrAvako traNa vAra derAsaramAM caityavaMdana karanArA hoya, tema ja bhojananAM pahelAM-pachI ema be tathA pratikramaNanAM be ema pAMca ke sAta caityavaMdana karanArA paNa hoya. jyAre sAdhubhagavanto sAta caityavaMdana karanArA hoya che. * pahelI cAra daSTimAM tattvano nirNaya hoya paNa vyaktino nirNaya na hoya. deva to aDhAra doSathI rahita ja hoya, guru to niSparigrahI ja hoya ane dharma to bhavanistAraka ja hoya evA tattvano to nirNaya hoya che. paraMtu AvuM tattvakaI vyaktimAM che enuM vAstavika jJAna na hoya. sonuM kevuM hoya e khabara hoya chatAM A sonuM che ke nahi: evI khabara na paDe - evuM ya bane ne ? tema ahIM bane. tattvane hAni pahoMce evo vyaktino paricaya kAma na lAge. * sAcuM samajavA mAge tene samyakatva maLe, je samajAyuM che te ja sAcuM mAne tenuM mithyAtva na hale. * dasa trikanA nirUpaNa pachI ahIM derAsara saMbaMdhI dasa AzAtanAnuM varNana karyuM che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI bhakti ochI thAya eno vAMdho nahIM paNa AzAtanA to thoDI paNa na thavI joIe. Aje tamane ke amane AzAtanAno je Dara che te pApa lAgaze mATe, saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDaze mATe ke ApaNuM dhanota-panota nIkaLI jaze mATe ? jyAM sudhI duHkhanA bhayathI AzAtanA TALavAnuM kAma cAlu haze tyAM sudhI AzAtanA cAlu ja che ema samajavuM. duHkhanA bhayathI jeo AzAtanA TALe che teo dharmane adharma banAvyA vinA nahIM rahe. duHkha ApaNA pApathI Ave che ema na mAnatAM mAtra nimittane mAnIne cAle arthAt bAhya nimittane duHkha ApanAra mAne evA loko bhagavAnanI AzAtanA TALI nahIM zake. pratikramaNamAM chIMka Ave to duHkha thAya ke kAussagga barAbara na thayo to duHkha thAya ? AnA uparathI AzAtanAnA DaranuM mApa nIkaLe ne? bhagavAnano dharma duHkha TALavA mATe nathI, duHkha bhogavavA mATe che evuM je divase lAgaze e divase ApaNe AzAtanAnA pApathI bacI zakIzuM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 131
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________________ sa. pApa TaLe to du:kha TaLe ja ne ? pApa TaLe eTale saMsAra TaLe. ApaNane duHkha ja TALavuM che ne ? sukha to bhogavavuM che ne? mATe ja ApaNe nAnI AzAtanA TALavA taiyAra thaIe chIe, moTI AzAtanA cAlu rAkhIe chIe. * puNyanA udayathI maLatuM sukha e paNa parapariNati ane pApanA udayathI maLatuM duHkha e paNa parapariNati che. AtmA ane AtmaguNone choDIne bIjuM badhuM para-pariNati che - A vastu jayAM sudhI nahIM samajAya tyAM sudhI saMsAra nahIM TaLe. sukha bhogavavAthI puNya khape che ane du:kha bhogavavAthI pApa khape che evuM jANyA pachI paNa ApaNI IcchA puNya bhogavavAnI ja ne ? A janama pApa bhogavavA maLyo che, puNya bhogavavA nahIM. pApa karavuM nathI sAthe sAthe pApa bAkI rAkhIne javuM nathI. sAdhupaNuM laIe to pApa pUruM thaI jAya evuM che. Aje tame dIkSA nathI letA enuM eka ja kAraNa che ne ke - puNya bhogavIne pUruM karavuM che. * avirati sArI lAge, sukha sAruM lAge evA lokoe duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI karI ja levAnI. je lokone ahIMnuM sukha game evA lokone devalokanA sukhamAM vairAgya Avaze evuM bane kharuM? jene sAmAnya sukha gamatuM hoya evAne devalokanAM sukhothI dUra ja rAkhavA paDe. AtmAne sukha joIe che to te nathI ApavuM ane duHkha joItuM nathI to te ApavuM tenuM nAma Atmadamana che. * bhagavAnanuM vacana na mAne ane dasa AzAtanA TALe to te AzAtanA TALI kahevAya kharI? je AzayathI maMdiramAM javuM joIe e AzayathI na jatAM viparIta AzayathI jaIe e maMdira saMbaMdhI moTAmAM moTI AzAtanA che. saMsAra jato rahe e AzayathI AzAtanA TALavAnuM kahyA pachI paNa saMsAra TakI rahe enA mATe AzAtanA TALavI e mUrkhAI che. * anukULa sAmagrI maLyA pachI mArA puruSArthanuM e phaLa che ane duHkha AvyA pachI 'ANe mane duHkha ApyuM ema mAnavuM e eka jAtanI luccAI che. * bhagavAnane joyA pachI "saMsAra jaze eno AnaMda hoya ke "duHkha jatuM raheze eno AnaMda hoya? "ananta duHkha Ave e cAle paNa anaMto saMsAra na vadhavo joIe' e AzayathI ja AzAtanA TALIe ne ? 132 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * bAhya camatkArane laIne ArAdhanAnuM mApa kADhavuM e koI paNa rIte yogya nathI. zrI sItAjIe divya karyA pachI te agninuM pANI thayuM, jyAre zrI gajasukumAlamuninA mAthe aMgArA mukAyA pachI temanuM mastaka baLI gayuM ne mokSe gayA chatAM koI deva na AvyA tethI zrI sItAjInI ArAdhanA caDhiyAtI che ane zrI gajasukumAla muninI ArAdhanA nIcI che evuM na manAya ne? cothA guNasthAnakavartI jIvo karatAM chaThThA guNasthAnakavartI jIvo caDhiyAtA ja gaNAya ne? * devatatvane oLakhyA vagara je gurutatvane ane mArgatattvane oLakhavA mATe mahenata kare teonA hAthamAM banAvaTI gurutattva ane mArgatattva AvyA vinA nahIM rahe. * je sthAnamAM je IrAde javAnuM che te IrAdAthI dUra rAkhe tenuM nAma AzAtanA. gAye (sagarzanAdri) zatati ti gAzatinA derAsara - upAzrayamAM samyagdarzananI prApti ane nirmaLatA mATe javAnuM che, te na thAya to AzAtanA karI che ema mAnavuM paDe ne? sAbu lagADyA pachI, pANI nAMkhyA pachI paNa kapaDuM sApha na thAya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke kyAMka ne kyAMka khAmI AvI che. sAdhana parizuddha hoya to phaLa maLyA vagara na rahe. * saMsAranA sukhamAMthI bhAgI chUTavA mATe deva-guru-dharmano upayoga karavAno che. saMsAranA sukha mATe dharmano upayoga karavo e eka jAtanuM mithyAtva che. A saMsAra duHkhathI gahana che. duHkhathI chUTavAno mArga hovA chatAM A jIvo duHkhI kema che?' AvI bhAvanA jAge tyAre tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne samyagdarzananI prApti thatI hoya che. jyAM sudhI saMsAramAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnI bhAvanA nathI tyAM sudhI dharma nathI. sukha duHkharUpa lAge tyAre samyagdarzananI prApti thAya. Aje sukha meLavIne, sukha meLavavA mATe ke sukhanA abhAvamAM paNa pApa karIe to samyagdarzana kyAMthI Ave ? vItarAgaparamAtmAnI AjJA mujaba dharma karavo hoya ene sukhanI vAta karavAnI ja na hoya. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchI levuM ke - saMsAranuM sukha gamatuM nathI mATe ja dharma karIe chIe ne ? derAsaramAM rAga, dveSa ane mohane dUra karavA mATe javAnuM che. artha-kAma pratyeno rAga dUra karavA vItarAga paramAtmA pratye, gurubhagavanta pratye rAga karavAnI chUTa A chUTanI vAta nathI, nabhAvavAnI vAta che. saMsAranA sukhano rAga che tyAM sudhI mokSasukhano rAga nathI thavAno mATe A rAgane pheravI nAMkhavo che. pachI A rAgane paNa kADhavAno ja che. loDhAthI loDhuM kapAya, kAMTAthI kAMTo dUra thAyaviSathI viSanI bAdhA dUra thAya tema bhAvathI bhAva kapAya. saMsAranA sukhano bhAva dharmanA bhAvathI kapAya. mA-bApa pratyeno bhAva bairI pratyenA bhAvathI kapAI jAya che ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 133
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________________ * zarIranI mUrchA utArIne tapa karanArane dhananI mUrchA hoya kharI ? Aje UMdhuM che ne ? tapa karanAranI najara prabhAvanA tarapha hoya ne ? * dharma karavAnA kAraNe pApa DhaMkAI jAya che mATe ja ApaNe dharma karIe chIe ne ? ke samyagdarzananI prApti thAya mATe dharma karIe chIe ? - * dasa prakAranI moTI AzAtanA batAvyA pachI uttarArdhamAM devadravyanA rakSaNamAM guNa che ane bhakSaNamAM doSa che e pramANe jaNAvyuM ane 7 padathI upekSAmAM paNa doSa che e pramANe batAvyuM. ahIM eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke - devadravyanuM bhakSaNa eTale kevaLa peTamAM jAya e ja nathI, ApaNA upayogamAM levuM e bhakSaNa zabdano artha che. Aje keTalAka AcAryabhagavanto 'kevaLa peTamAM nAMkhavuM e ja devadravyanuM bhakSaNa kahevAya' - evo artha kare che te koI paNa rIte yogya nathI. ja * devadravyanI upekSA eTale 'enuM pApa enA mAthe, ApaNane zuM ?' chatI zaktie upekSA karIe to pApa lAgyA vagara nahIM rahe. tamArA paisA koI laI jatuM hoya to tame upekSA karo ke teno sAmano karo ? ane ahIM bhagavAnanA maMdiranuM jatuM hoya tyAre mauna raho e kaI rIte cAle ? * bhati zati mujaba thAya paNa AzAtanA eka paNa jAtanI na thavI joIe. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to ochuM kamAIe te cAle paNa nukasAna thoDuM paNa na joIe. eka vakhata AcAryabhagavante kahyuM hatuM ke - dharma nahIM karanArA jeTalI AzAtanA nathI karatA teTalI AzAtanA dharma karanArA kare che. deva-guru-dharmane jANyA pachI emanI avahelanAnuM pApa e bhayaMkara pApa che. AvI avahelanAnuM pApa teo ja kare ke jeone durgatimAM javAnuM hoya. * AzAtanA samyaktvAdino ghAta kare che. AzAtanA TALavA mATe avagrahanI maryAdA rAkhI che mATe AzAtanAnA varNana pachI avagrahanuM varNana karyuM che. aMgapUjA karatI vakhate AzAtanA na thAya mATe aSTapaDa mukhakoza batAvyo. tIrthaMkara pratye bahumAna nahIM hoya to temanI bhakti karavAthI lAbha nahIM thAya. ahIM tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAno avagraha batAvatI vakhate graMthakAre tIrthaMkaraparamAtmAnuM 'zAstA' A pramANe vizeSaNa ApyuM che. anuzAsana kare tene zAstA kahevAya. ApaNane zuM game ? ApaNuM calAvI le e game ke anuzAsana kare e game ? kaDakamAM kaDaka anuzAsana pote jhIlyuM che mATe teo anuzAsana sArI rIte karI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 134
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________________ zake evA che. pUjA, darzana, bhakti karavI hoya to avagrahamAM javAnuM. binajarUrI avagrahamAM pesavuM e AzAtanA che. bhagavAnanI pUjA karatI vakhate nakha aDI na jAya, bIjI AMgaLIno sparza na thAya enuM paNa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. TUMkamAM nAnA chokarAne je rIte aDo te rIte bhagavAnane pUjA karatI vakhate aDavuM to AzAtanAthI bacAya. graMthakAre bhagavAnanuM je vizeSaNa mUkyuM te jotAM to tIrthaMkara pratye bahumAna jAge sAthe sAthe emanA zAsanane pAmelA AvA mahApuruSo pratye paNa bahumAna jAgyA vinA nahIM rahe. * jaghanya avagraha nava hAthano ane utkRSTa avagraha sAITha hAthano, te sivAyano vacceno madhyama avagraha jANavo. AjJA mujaba dharma karavo haze ene avagraha sAcavyA vinA nahIM cAle. * ahIM prasaMgathI guruno avagraha paNa jaNAvyo che. devanA avagrahanI vAta cAlatI hatI temAM gurunA avagrahanI vAta kyAMthI AvI ?' A pramANenI ziSyazaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa ekAvanamI gAthAthI kare che. je vastu avazya nirUpaNIya hoya ane yAda Ave tema ja tenuM bhaviSyamAM nirUpaNa karavAnuM ja hoya to te vastunuM nirUpaNa ahIM ja karI levuM tene samasadgasaMgati kahevAya che. saprasaMgasaMgatithI ahIM gurunA avagrahanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. gurano jaghanya avagraha AtmapramANa eTale potAnI kAyA pramANa arthAt sADA traNa hAtha jeTalo jANavo. sa. lAMbethI darzana nathI thatA. sinemA thieTaramAM lAMbethI paNa dekhAya che ne ? badhA ja maryAdA pALe to sArI rIte darzana thaI jAya. zAstranI sAthe rahevA mATe mahenata karavI. zAstrane bAju para mUkavA mATe kasarata na karavI. mArgAnusArI prajJA keLavavA mATe avarodha kyAM che e nahIM jovAnuM, avarodha kaI rIte TALazuM e jovAnuM. * avagraha jALavI lIdhA pachI te avagrahamAM akartavya zuM zuM che te batAvavAnuM kAma AgaLanI be gAthAthI kare che. nAka sApha karavuM, ghUMkavuM... vagerenuM varjana karavuM. game tyAM nAka sApha karavuM te sArA mANasanAM lakSaNa nathI. oNphisamAM sAheba sAthe vAta karo tyAre nAka sApha karo kharA ? sa. A to kudaratI vastu che ne? kudaratI vastu mATe paNa kALajI laIe to kAbUmAM rahe ne ? copaDApUjana vagere karatI vakhate dhyAna rAkho cho ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 135
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________________ * derAsaranA parisaramAM strIkathA, bhaktakathA vagere na karavI. tapasvIne zAtA derAsaramAM na puchAya. anucita Asana na rAkhavuM. kaTAsaNuM, rajai, gAdI vagere upara derAsaramAM na besavuM. jenA kAraNe uddhatAI jaNAI Ave evA Asanano tyAga karavo. niSkAraNa derAsaramAM UbhA na rahevuM. koInI rAha jovA mATe derAsaranA parisaramAM UbhA na rahevuM. navakAravALI paNa derAsaramAM na gaNavI. upara jaNAvelI vastumAM dRSTAnta Ape che. kAmakrIDAmAM Asakta, ramatiyALa evA paNa devo maMdiranA parisaramAM AmAMnuM eka paNa kAma karatA nathI. viSayanA viSathI mohita evA paNa devo jo maMdiranA parisaramAM A rIte vartatA hoya to jeo vItarAga thavA mATe ane ramata choDavA mATe maMdiramAM jatA hoya teo kaI rIte varte ? ApaNe viSayanA viSathI mohita nathI ne ? ramatiyALa nathI ne ? AnA uparathI paNa samajI zakAya ne ke strIonI sAthe puruSoe ane puruSonI sAthe strIoe na javuM ? * gAthA 54 : prajJAhIna evo zrAvaka devadravyanI upekSA kare athavA to devadravyanuM bhakSaNa kare to te saMsAramAM pApakarmathI lepAya che. ahIM prajJAhIna eTale ajANatA. je ajANatA paNa A rIte pApakarmathI lepAtA hoya to jANI-joIne kare teonuM zuM thaze ? e jAte vicArI levuM. * jeo ajANatA A rIte vartatA hoya teonuM kaDakamAM kaDaka anuzAsana karIne temane ThekANe lAvavA. 'huM ATaluM dravya derAsara-upAzrayamAM ApIza' ema kIdhA pachI jo te na Ape to enI pAsethI kaDhAvavA mahenata karavI. AvA vakhate 'enuM pApa enA mAthe' kahIne besI jAya to pote to saMsAramAM bhaTake sAthe sAthe sAmAne paNa saMsAramAM bhaTakAvavAnuM kAma pote kare che - ema mAnavuM paDe. koIe ghara, maMdira, bagIco vagere derAsara vagerenA nibhAva mATe ApyuM hoya to tene sAcavavAnI javAbadArI zrAvakanI hoya. koI vyakti 'huM ATaluM dhana ApIza' ema kahIne marI gayo hoya to enA vaMzajane kahIne tenI pAsethI kaDhAvavA. 'ApaNe kyAM bolyA chIe, e bolyo hato' ema kahIne tame jo tenI upekSA karo to saMsArabhramaNarUpa doSa tamane prApta thavAno. ekalA devadravya mATenI A vAta nathI, sAdhAraNadravyanI vAta paNa bhegI gaNavI. je loko dharma nathI samajyA teo AvuM kare. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - samajadAra AvuM kare che tenuM zuM ? teno javAba graMthakArazrI Ape che ke jeoe bhUtakALamAM narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya teo samajadAra thaIne AvuM karaze. jevI gati hoya tevI mati thAya che. 136 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. vahIvaTa mATe dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe ne? TrasTI thavuM hoya to dhyAna rAkhIne kAma karavAnI tevaDa rAkhavI paDe. kAma karavAnI tevaDa na hoya to TrasTI thavAno moha na rAkhavo. jeTalI pravRtti ochI karazo eTaluM kAma sAruM thaze. nahIM to devadravyanA bhakSaNanuM pApa lAgyA vagara nahIM rahe. ApattikALamAM vAparavA mATe devadravyanI vRddhi karatA javuM. bAkI to jayAM sudhI ApaNI zakti che tyAM sudhI ApaNuM ja dravya vAparavuM. udAratA rAkhatAM ane samayano bhoga ApatAM AvaDe to bhagavAnanI bhati sArAmAM sArI thAya. * devadravyAdinuM bhakSaNa ke upekSA thatI hoya tyAre tenI rakSA karavAnI javAbadArI zrAvakonI che. jyAre zrAvakavarga upekSA kare, to tene kaDakAIthI paNa samajAvavAnuM kAma sAdhubhagavanto kare. chatAM zrAvakavarga tadana udAsIna bane to tevA vakhate zrAvakone nIce utArI sAdhubhagavanta badho vahIvaTa potAnA hAthamAM laI le. devadravyanI rakSA karavI haze to bhoga ApavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI ja paDaze. yuddhamAM kone mokalAya ? jenI kapAvAnI taiyArI hoya, bairAMchokarA raMDAya tenI ciMtA na hoya tevAne ne ? ahIM paNa badhI ja taiyArI joIze. tiraskAra paNa veThavo paDaze. Aje gharamAM roja gharanA lokono tiraskAra veThanArA ahIM je koI kAraNasara sAdhubhagavanta tiraskAra kare to upAzraya choDIne cAlyA jAya... tevAo devadravyanI rakSA kaI rIte karI zakavAnA? tamArI tevaDa na hoya to tame tamAruM ghara sAcavo paNa ahIM samAdhAna karavAnI vAto na karo. sa. sahanazakti nathI. sahanazakti nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke saMsAra joIe che, dharma nathI joIto; kSamA nathI joItI, kaSAya joIe che ane viSaya joIe che, vairAgya nathI joIto mATe sahanazakti AvatI nathI. IcchAzakti prabaLa bane to sahanazakti khIlyA vagara na rahe. tamArA gharano paiso koI laI jatuM hoya to tame pratIkAra karo ke zAMtinA pATha zIkhavo ? ahIM devadravyanI upekSA thatI hoya ke bhakSaNa thatuM hoya to zAMtinA pATha zIkhavavA che? saMklezanuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thAya che - evI dalIla karavI che? mAnavuM paDe ne ke devane potAnA mAnatA nathI. je sAdhubhagavantoe sarva sAvadha yogano tyAga karyo che tevAone paNa caityadravyanA vinAza vakhate badho vahIvaTa potAnA hAthamAM levAnuM jaNAvyuM che. tenA uparathI paNa devadravyanI rakSA keTalI Avazyaka che te samajI zakAya evuM che. devadravyanA bhakSaNa ke upekSAnA kAraNe anantasaMsAra vadhe che. ApaNane pApano Dara lAge zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 137
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________________ ke saMsArano Dara lAge ? pApa na game paNa puNya game tene saMsArano Dara na hoya. saMsArano Dara jene hoya tene pApa paNa na game ane puNya paNa na game, karmamAtra na game. duHkhanA bhayanA kAraNe pApano bhaya jAge, jyAre sukhanA bhayanA kAraNe saMsArano bhaya pedA thAya. Aje pApathI dUra thanArA saMsAramAM rahevA mATe mahenata karatA dekhAya ne ? jyAM sudhI saMsArano Dara nahi jAge tyAM sudhI vAstavika koTino pApano bhaya jAge nahi. * TrasTa ke saMgha koI paNa jAtanuM baMdhAraNa ghaDavAnA adhikArI nathI. baMdhAraNa to bhagavAna ghaDIne ja gayA che, tenuM pAlana karavA ane karAvavAnuM kAma saMgha kare. svapnadravya(supananA caDhAvAnI bolI)nI Avaka devadravyamAM jAya che. Avo pATha koI zAstramAM nathI, chatAM e svapna bhagavAnanA nimitte AvyAM hovAthI tenI Avaka devadravyamAM ja jAya e sarvamAnya che. Aje keTalAka loko evo tarka laDAve che ke bhagavAnanI mAtAne svapna AvyAM hovAthI tenI Avaka sAdhAraNamAM jAya : e tarka khoTo che. bhagavAnanI mAtAne e svapna, bhagavAnanA prabhAve AvyAM che. bIjAM saMtAna peTamAM Ave tyAre bhagavAnanI mAtAne ya e svapna AvatAM nathI. 40% sAdhAraNamAM ane 60% devadravyamAM jAya : AvuM kahe che teo paNa devadravyamAM Avaka jAya evuM to mAne ja che, AthI ja 100% sAdhAraNamAM laI javAnI hiMmata nathI karatA. devadravyanI AvakamAM TakAvArI karavAno emane koI adhikAra nathI. * aSTaprakArI pUjAnI sAmagrI mATe je dravya saMghane ke TrasTane arpaNa karyuM hoya athavA to e nimitte paisA lakhAvyA hoya temAMthI ApaNe pUjA na karAya. ApaNe e paisA ApI dIdhA hovAthI have e svadravya nathI. ApaNe to svadravyathI ja pUjA karavAnI. sa. ApaNe e AzayathI ja paisA ApyA hoya to? TrasTIo ApaNA nokara nathI ke jethI ApaNA paisA sAcave. ApaNe paNa AmAMthI vAparIzuM evA bhAvathI paisA na apAya. ApyA pachI ApaNI mAlikI rahetI nathI. tame koI hospiTalamAM dardInI sAravAra mATe Donezana ApyuM hoya to e hospiTalamAM tame kyAreka dardI thaIne jAo to tamane maphata sAravAra maLe? maphata sAravArane tame Iccho paNa kharA? to ahIM kema TrasTane paisA ApyA pachI temAMthI pote pUjA karAyA evuM mAno cho ? eka bAju dAtA tarIke nAma lakhAvI mAna levuM che ane bIjI bAju potAnA paisAno bhAga mAnI pUjA karavI che-A nIti sArI nathI. tamArAthI pahoMcAtuM na hoya to TIpamAM paisA na noMdhAvo, paNa pUjA to svadravyathI ja karavAnI. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 138
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________________ sa. badhA svadravyathI ja kare to pachI TIpa bolavAnI zarUAta kema karavAmAM AvI ? tamArA jevAne pApathI bacAvavA mATe zarUAta thaI. jo e pUjAnI sAmagrI mATe TIpa na karavAmAM Ave to devadravyamAMthI e kesara-sukhaDa vagere vaparAya. A rIte devadravyanA vaparAzanA pApathI bacAvavA mATeno e prayatna hato, tamane vAparavAno paravAno maLe te mATe ke loko e bahAne pUjA karatA thAya-e mATeno nahi. sa. derAsaranI vastu vAparIe ane eTalA paisA derAsaramAM nAMkhI daIe to ? tame pUjA nimitte paisA nAkhyA che evuM koNa jANe ? loko tamane bhaktirUpe roja paisA nAkhanArA tarIke jANe evI mAyA na karAya. Azaya game teTalo sAro hoya topaNa pravRttimAM anaucitya na cAle. dUdha paNa pIvuM hoya to dArUnA pIThAmAM na pivAya. bhaMDAramAM paisA nAMkhavA tenA karatAM vastu paNa ApaNI ane mahenata paNa ApaNI-e rIte svadravyathI ja pUjA karavAnI. thoDI ALasa khaMkhero ane samayano bhoga ApatA thAo to A badhuM zakya che. dharmatattva * Aje lokamAM sArA mANasa tarIke gaNAvA mATe paNa ApaNe dharmane karavA jevo mAnyo che ne ? Aje ApaNane dharma karavo game che paNa dharmanuM phaLa(mokSa) nathI joItuMkharuM ne ? dharma karavA chatAM saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA evI ne evI ja che ne ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke saMsAranA sukhano bhogavaTo ja nahi, tenI manathI paNa IcchA karIe to mokSa na ja maLe-AvuM jANyA pachI paNa jo sukhanI IcchA mUkavAnI taiyArI na hoya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke mokSa joIto nathI! * Aje tame pauSadha karo te cAritra levA mATe karo cho ane ame cAritranuM pAlana mokSa mATe karIe chIe evuM kahI zakAya ema che kharuM? Aje dIkSA laIne beThelAne paNa guruno svabhAva mAphaka nathI Avato e dekhAya che paNa potAno svabhAva sudharato nathI e nathI dekhAtuM. gurunuM azuddha svarUpa nathI jovuM, potAnuM zuddha svarUpa najara sAme rAkhavuM che. kapaDAM dhotI vakhate sAbu kevo che e jovAnuM ke kapaDuM kevuM che e jovAnuM kapaDuM kevuM che - e joIe to kapaDuM sApha thAya. atyAre je dharma karIe chIe, atyAra sudhI jeTalo dharma karyo che tenAthI mokSa nathI maLyo evuM jANyA pachI dharma zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 139
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________________ sudhAravo che ane vadhAravo che - evuM lAge ne ? na lAge to mokSa nathI joIto ema mAnavuM paDe ne ? zarIra sAcavIne mukti na maLe, choDIne maLe. atyAra sudhI zarIra choDyuM nahi ne sAcavyuM AthI ja mukti na maLI. moTI uMmare khAdheluM pacatuM na hoya to ekanA badale be TaMka nathI vAparavuM, paNa AhAra ghaTADI devo che. dharmanA phaLa tarIke mokSa nathI joIto ne ? sa. sukha e paNa dharmanuM phaLa che ne? devalokanAM sukho e dharmanuM phaLa nathI, e to dharmarUpa bIjamAMthI UgeluM ghAsa che. ceSAmamitte .. tRNamapi gati naiva nA ... devo bhagavAnano abhiSeka karIne je AnaMda pAme che tenI sAme devalokanAM sukho temane ghAsa karatAM paNa tuccha jaNAya che, to e sukho dharmanuM phaLa kaI rIte gaNAya? dharmanuM phaLa to mokSa ja che. * azuddha kriyA paNa je mokSanA AzayathI karavAmAM Ave to tenAthI mokSabAdhaka sAmagrIno bAdha thAya che ane tethI bhavAntaramAM mokSasAdhaka sAmagrI sulabha bane che. ane sAdhupaNAnI zuddha kriyA paNa jo mAtra sukha khaMkheravAnA AzayathI karavAmAM Ave to tethI bhavAntaramAM durlabhabodhi banAya che. ajJAnatapa paNa mokSanI IcchAthI karyo to tAmalI tApasa samyagdarzana pAmyA. mokSanI IcchAthI karela anuSThAna guNakArI banyA vinA rahetuM nathI. niyANuM karIne sAdhupaNuM pALavuM tenA karatAM niyANA vagaranuM gRhasthapaNuM sAruM. pahelI daSTinuM mArgAnusArIpaNuM sAruM paNa chaThThAnI kriyAvALuM guNahIna guNaThANuM sAruM nahi. jyAM sudhI zuddha dharma na Ave tyAM sudhI azuddhathI calAvIzuM paNa eno artha e nathI ke azuddha dharmamAM vAMdho nathI. * gAthA 1 : jIvadayA, satyavacana, paradhananuM parivarjana, suMdara prakAranuM zIla, kSAnti, pAMca Indriyono ane manano nigraha : A dharmanAM mULa che. 1. jIvadayA : * koI paNa jIvane duHkha nathI ApavuM tenuM nAma jIvadayA, Aje koIne duHkha na pahoMce e pariNAma ApaNo che ke ApaNane duHkha na paDe tevo pariNAma che? tamane du:kha paDatuM hoya to mAre sukha paDatuM mUkavuM che : AvI vRtti jenI hoya te sAdhupaNuM majethI pALI zake. ApaNane du:kha paDe che mATe bIjAe sudharavuM joIe evuM nahi, bIjAne duHkha na pahoMce mATe ApaNe sudharI javuM che-tenuM nAma jIvadayA. badhAne sudhArI na zakAya, ApaNI jAtane majethI sudhArI zakAya. eka ThekANe kahyuM che ke bhUmi uparanA 140 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ badhA kAMTA dUra karavA e zakaya nathI, ApaNe mAtra pagamAM joDAM paheravAM ane upayogapUrvaka cAlavuM e ja zakya che, karttavya che. ApaNe tevA prakAranI javAbadArInA sthAne hoIe topaNa be ke traNa vAra kahevuM, bAkI mauna rAkhavuM. yogyane hitazikSA ApavAmAM tenA pratye dayA jaLavAya ane ayogyanI upekSA karavAmAM tenI dayA jaLavAya. samartha evA arihantabhagavanto paNa ApaNane sudhArI na zakyA to asamartha evA ApaNe bIjAne kaI rIte sudhArI zakIe ? ApaNe sahana karavAnuM Avaze to cAlaze paNa bIjAnI AMkhamAM ApaNA nimitte AMsu Ave evuM nathI karavuM. ApaNane duHkha na paDe eno vicAra rAtadivasa karIe chIe have bIjAne du:kha na pahoMce evo pariNAma keLavavo che A ja dharmanuM AdimULa che. mAravAmAM pApa che, mAra khAvAmAM nahi; sahana karavAmAM pApa nathI, rovaDAvavAmAM pApa che. anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM ApaNe ananta kALa sudhI kaMIkeTalAya jIvone duHkha pahoMcADayuM che, e badhuM ja vyAja sAthe ApaNe pUruM karavuM che. pRthvIkAyAdi asaMkhyAta jIvone ApaNe rojane roja duHkha pahoMcADIe chIe chatAM ekAda divasa koIka ApaNane du:kha Ape ne rovA besIe-e cAle ? ApaNI jAta sAme jotAM to duHkha Ave tyAre ATaluM ja kema AvyuM-ema pUchavuM paDe evuM che, enA badale ATaluM paNa kema AvyuM - evuM ja vicAryA kare to duHkha veThavAnI zakti kyAMthI maLe ? gRhasthapaNAmAM kadAca duHkha veThavuM na paDe e bane paNa du:kha ApavuM to paDe ja. jyAre sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha Ave paNa du:kha ApavuM na paDe. du:kha paDe eno vAMdho nathI, du:kha ApavuM paDe eno vAMdho che. Aje ATaluM nakkI karavuM che ke koIne duHkha nathI ApavuM-enI zarUAta ApaNA gharathI karavI che. ApaNA gharanAne du:kha thAya, moDhuM paDI jAya, AMkhamAM AMsu Ave evuM nathI karavuM. sa. e to sahajabhAve thaI jAya che. na thaI jAya to tarata dasa khamAsamaNAM ApI devAM. koIne bhUlathI paga lAgI jAya toya tarata mAphI mAMganArA ApaNe bIjAne jANIne du:kha pahoMcADavA chatAM tenI sajA rUpe dasa khamAsamaNAM paNa ApavA taiyAra na thaIe to to daMbha ja karIe chIe - ema mAnavuM paDe ne ? duHkha ApavAmAM haiyuM naThora thaI gayuM che mATe sAdhupaNuM AvatuM nathI. jo koIne duHkha nathI ApavuM A dayAbhAva Ave to sAdhupaNA para najara sthira thayA vinA na rahe. * bIjAne du:kha ApavAnI vRttinA kAraNe ja viSaya ane kaSAyanI pariNatino khapa paDe che. sArI vastu khaMkherI levA mATe viSayanI jarUra paDe ane kharAba vastu TALavA mATe kaSAyanI jarUra paDe. viSayanI pariNati sukha bhogavavAnuM zIkhave che ane kaSAyanI 141 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ pariNati duHkha TALavAnuM - bIjAne duHkha ApavAnuM zIkhave che. viSayanI pariNatinA kAraNe bIjAnuM sukha jhUMTavI levAnuM bane ane kaSAyanI pariNatinA kAraNe bIjAne duHkha ApavAnI vRtti jAge che. * duHkha ApaNA pApathI Ave che ke lokonA pApanA kAraNe ? bIjAnI ayogyatAnA kAraNe dukha nathI AvatuM, ApaNA potAnA pApanA kAraNe ja duHkha Ave che. koI ApaNane duHkha Ape che ke ApaNuM pApa ApaNane duHkha Ape che? je ApaNuM pApa ja ApaNane duHkha ApatuM hoya to e nimitte bIjAne duHkha ApavAnI mUrkhAI karIe to mAnavuM paDe ke samyagdarzanamAM paNa mIMDuM che. AvI dazAmAM tame kaTAsaNA para beso ke ame sAdhu thaIne pharIe emAM zo phAyado? jo eka ATalI zraddhA paNa majabUta thaI jAya ke duHkha ApaNA pApathI Ave che toya sAdhupaNuM majethI pALI zakAya. * ApaNane je rAgadveSa naDe che te ApaNA gharapUratA, ApaNA paricita jana pUratA ja naDe che ne ? eTalA kSetramAM paNa je rAgadveSa TALI na zakIe to vItarAgatA kaI rIte pAmI zakAze? gharanA lokone duHkha thatuM hoya to tevuM vacana nathI kahevuM. sAmA mANasane sudhAravAnI javAbadArI ApaNI nathI. sa. sAmAnI bhUla batAvavI paDe ne? ApaNI bhUla koI ApaNane batAve to game che kharuM ? jo na gamatuM hoya to bIjAne bhUla batAvavAnI utAvaLa na karavI. bhUla batAvatI vakhate moTe bhAge pote DAhyA che ane sAmo mUrNa che - evuM batAvavAno bhAva hoya che. evuM DahApaNa batAvavAnI jarUra nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI paNa AcAryAdi pade birAjamAna thAya temane ja bIjAne hitazikSA ApavAno adhikAra che. je niHspRha thaIne hitazikSA Ape tene ja hitazikSA ApavAno adhikAra che. jeo spRhAvALA hoya teo hitazikSA ApavAnA adhikArI nathI. je mamatva mAre tene adhikAra che, je mamatvane AgaLa kare tene adhikAra nathI. sa. dveSa na karIe paNa rAga karIe temAM zuM vAMdho? rAga karIe tyAre paNa muzkelI che. eka upara rAga karIe ne bIjA para na karIe to bIjAne duHkha thAya ne? jenA pratye rAga karIe te jo rAga na varasAve to ApaNane paNa duHkha thAya ne? AthI rAgamAM paNa paDavAnI jarUra nathI ane zreSamAM paNa nathI paDavuM. pravRtti karavA chatAM haiyuM aLaguM rAkhavuM che. bane ne ? 142 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 2. satyavacana : * bIjuM satyavacana nAmanuM dharmanuM mULa che. hiMsA TALavI haju sahelI che paNa jUThuM TALavuM saheluM nathI. Aje to jUThuM bolavuM te mutsaddIpaNuM gaNAya ne? koIkane kaMIka samajAve, koIkane kaMIka samajAve ane badhAne hAthamAM rAkhe te juTho kahevAya ke mutsaddI kahevAya ? AghuMpAchuM karavuM te juduM ja che ne? adharma ApaNe siphatathI karIe chIe ane dharma pariNAmathI paNa nathI karatA. sAcuM chupAvavAno bhAva e ja mRSAvAdanuM bIja che. khoTI vAta karavI, khoTA hisAba rAkhavA, badhAne aMdhArAmAM rAkhavA : A badhuM juThANuM ja che. Aje AThama-caudazanA divase lIlotarI na khAvAno niyama hoya paNa jUThuM na bolavAno niyama saMvatsarInA divase paNa rAkhyo che kharo? vyAkhyAnamAM kema nathI AvatA ema pUche to zuM javAba Apo? 'ullAsa na hato' ema kaho ke 'mahemAna AvyA hatA' ema kaho ? tapa kema nathI karatA ema pUche to zati nathIkaho ke ullAsa nathI-kaho ? dharmasthAnamAM paNa A niyama pALI zakAya evuM nathI ne ? jUThuM bolavuM e pApa pAparUpa lAgatuM nathI mATe te TALI zakAtuM nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI paNa je jhaghaDA che te A juThANAMnA che. je kAMI siddhAntano bheda thAya che te paNa juThAnA kAraNe ja thAya che. ApaNuM sAcuM TharAvavAnI vRtti hoya tene jUThAno Azraya levo paDe. sAcAne sAcuM svIkAravAnI taiyArI hoya tene jUThuM bolavAno prasaMga na Ave. pApanA bacAva mATe jUThanI jarUra paDe, pApa karavuM nathI tene jUThanI jarUra ja paDatI nathI. navo aparAdha karavo nathI ane je aparAdha karyA che tene aparAdha tarIke svIkArI levA che, rajU karavA che, to AlocanA letI vakhate paNa khoTuM bolavAno vakhata na Ave. * sAdhu bhagavantoe "arUyiyAe viharAmi' A pramANe vrata uccaryuM hovAthI potAnA AtmAnA hitArthe ja teo pravRtti kare, bIjAne sudhAravAnI paMcAtamAM na paDe. * laukika dRSTie paNa je pApa tarIke gaNAtA hoya teno paNa jo tyAga na karI zakIe to lokottara koTinA AcAranuM pAlana karavAnuM kAma koI rIte zakya nahi bane. * sAcuM bolavuM ane khoTuM na bolavuM: A vratanuM pAlana sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe paNa duSkara che. enA mATe viziSTa prayatna karyA vinA nahi cAle. ApaNe ApaNA svArtha khAtara khoTuM bolyA nathI-evuM tame ke ame kahI zakIe evI sthiti che kharI ? A zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 143
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________________ vratanA pAlana mATe abhyAsa karavo ja paDaze. abhyAsa jeTalI cIvaTathI karIzuM teTalI siddhi najIka banaze. 3. paradhanavarjana : * paradhananuM parivarjana karavuM. para eTale bIjo. ApaNA sivAyanA jeTalA hoya te badhA para, tenuM dhana te paradhana. jenA para ApaNI mAlikI na hoya te paradhana. anItithI kamAyelo paiso ApaNI mAlikIno nahi ne? pApathI Avelo paiso jene game tene pApa ja game che. je vastu jIvanajarUriyAtanI gaNAya tevI vastu paNa pArakI na AvavI joIe. ahIM to mAtra svAmI-adattanI vAta che. je vastu para jenI mAlikI hoya tene pUchyA vinA tene hAtha paNa na lagADavo, ATaluM to zakya bane ne ? ATalo laukika dharma paNa jo na AcarI zakIe to lokottaradharma kaI rIte pAmI zakAya ? lokottaradharma sudhI pahoMcavA mATe A laukikadharma e pagathiyA jevo che. AnuM ja nAma mArgAnusArIpaNuM che. jeo A rIte svAmI-adatta TALIne AvyA hoya te tIrthaMkarAdi adattane majethI TALI zake. gurubhagavantane pUchyA vagara pANI paNa vAparIe to guruadatta lAgyA vinA nahi rahe ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnI uparavaTa thAya to tIrthaMkaraadatta lAge. koI paNa jIvanI virAdhanA karavAthI jIva-adattanuM pApa lAge che. A traNa pApathI bacavAnuM kaparuM che paNa svAmIadatta to TALI zakAya ne? * nokarI karavA janAre kAma karavuM joIe-evuM kahevuM paDe ke kare ja? tema sAmAyika karanArane svAdhyAya karavo joIe ema kahevuM paDe ke kare ja? Aje aprAmANikatA e ApaNA jIvanano mudrAlekha banI gayo che, tethI prAmANikapaNe jIvana jIvavAnuM kAma kaThina banI gayuM che. 4. suzIlatA : dharmanuM cothuM mULa suzIlatA batAvyuM che. ApaNe suzIla chIe ke sukhazIla chIe ? jyAM sukhazIlatA hoya tyAM suzIlatA AvI zakatI nathI. sukha mATe jeTalo prayatna karIe te badho du:zIlatAmAM pariNAma pAmavAno. sukha choDavA mATe jeTalo prayatna karAya te badho suzIlatAmAM pariName. gappAM mAravAM, vikathA karavI - A paNa eka prakAranI sukhazIlatA che. suzIla banavA mATe sukhazIlatAno tyAga karyA vagara nahi cAle. viSayanI je Asakti tenuM nAma sukhazIlatA. sAruM rUpa jovA maLe to AMkha UMcI nathI karavI, sAruM saMgIta sAMbhaLavA maLe to kAna mAMDavA nathI, sArI gaMdha Ave to UMDo zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 144
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________________ zvAsa nathI levo, sAruM khAvAnuM maLe to vAparavuM nathI, sAro sparza maLe to aDavuM nathI. pAMce IndriyonA viSayo je majethI bhogave te sArA kahevAya ke kharAba ? lokadaSTie paNa sAro te gaNAya che ke je sukhane bhogavato nathI ane sukhano tyAga kare che. * cothuM guNaThANuM samyakatvanA kAraNe sAruM hovA chatAM aviratinA kAraNe sAruM nathI. puNyano udaya AvI-AvIne sAdhanAne bagADe che mATe cothuM guNaThANuM sAruM nathI. jyAre chaThThA guNaThANe nirjarAno dhodha vahyA kare, puNya naDe nahi ane je kAMI puNya baMdhAya te mAmUlI hoya, guNasthAnakapratyayika hoya, tethI tyAM sAdhanA nirAbAdhapaNe cAle che. avirati sAthenI virati malina hoya che. jemAM aviratinI chAyA paNa na paDe e virati nirmaLa che. je puNyabaMdhamAM pApanI chAyA paDe te puNya zuM kAmanuM? pApano paDachAyo paNa na paDe evI nirjarAnI chAyA sAdhupaNAmAM ja maLe che. * dharma pratye zraddhA jAgyA vagara je koI dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAmAM Ave te dharma koI paNa rIte paramapadanuM kAraNa nahi bane. * dharma durgatithI bacAvanAra che ke saMsArathI tAranAra che? dharma sukha ApanAra che e zraddhA che ke dharma mokSa Ape che e zraddhA che ? 5. kSAnti, 6. Indriyono nigraha : * kaSAyano tyAga karyA vinA ane viSayanI pariNati TALyA vinA dharmanI zarUAta karI che-e ja khoTI che. jene sahana karavAnI vRtti na hoya te kaSAyano tyAga na karI zake ane jene sukha bhogavavAnI vRtti hoya te Indriyono nigraha na karI zake. ApaNane dharmanI zarUAta karatI vakhate ja Indriyono nigraha karavAnuM zIkhaveluM. koI paNa kriyA zarU karavA pahelAM sthApanA sthApatI vakhate paMciMdiyasaMvaraNo kahIe ne ? cauvikasAyamukko kahIe ne? ene kahevuM paDe ke viSayakaSAyanI pariNati TALavA mATe dharma karavAno che? sa. gharanA lokone sudhAravA kahevuM paDe ne? kahevAnuM, paNa ApaNe sudharyA hoIe ane bIjA ApaNuM mAnatA hoya to kahevAnuM. ene sudhAravA mATe ApaNane kaSAya karavAno adhikAra nathI. zreNika mahArAjA pote maryA paNa chokarAne sudhArI na zakyA ne ? chokarAne sudhAravA mATe kahevAnI paNa koI maryAdA hoya ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 145
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________________ sa. kyAM sudhI kahevAnuM? e sAmo javAba na Ape tyAM sudhI kahevAnuM. e sAme bolavA mAMDe eTale ApaNe cUpa thaI javAnuM. sa. e vadhAre naphaphaTa na thAya? e to naphaphaTa che ja, mATe to mAnato nathI. na kahevAnA kAraNe naphaphaTa nathI thayo. naphaphaTa to pahelethI hato ja. ApaNe kahIne vadhu naphaphaTa nathI banAvavo. sa. jaina kuLamAM Avyo che to tene kaMIka saMskAra ApavA joIe ne ? tame jainakuLamAM janmavA chatAM sAdhu nathI thayA to ame zuM karyuM ? ApaNe bhagavAnanuM nathI mAnatA to sAdhubhagavanta gusso nathI karatA ne? to e ApaNuM na mAne emAM ApaNe gusse thavAnI jarUra kharI ? Aje to dharmAtmAnuM lakSaNa ja e che ke je kaSAya vadhAre kare ane je sukha vadhAre bhogave te dharmAtmA. Aje dharma karanArA e bhUlI gayA che ke kSamAdharma rAkhavAthI ja dharma thAya, krodha karavAthI dharma na thAya. ApaNe to kahevuM che ke kaSAya sahana karIza paNa kaSAya karIza nahi. AthI ja koI paNa kriyAnI zarUAtamAM khamAsamaNuM ApatI vakhate kSamAzramaNa bolIe ne? te ja kSamAnI pradhAnatAne jaNAve che. tapa karyA pachI pAraNe be vastu ochI hoya to gusso Ave, paNa gaI kAle to kazuM ja na hatuM, Aje to cAra vastu maLI che - A rIte anukULa vicAra kare to cokkasa pharaka paDe. jeo Avo vicAra karavA rAjI nathI teone mokSa joIto nathI - ema ja kahevuM paDe ne ? choDavuM e dharma nathI, bhogavavuM nathI - e dharma. sa. kAyAthI choDyuM hoya to adhyavasAya kyAreka Ave ne ? Ave enI nA nahi, paNa lakSya hoya to Ave. Aje IcchA mAravA mATe dharma karavo che - evuM lakSya ja nathI. IcchA pUrI karavA mATe dharma karIe chIe ane e IcchA pUrI na thAya to gusso karIe chIe-kharuM ne? dharma karatAM karatAM kaSAya jAya evuM mAnIne Aja sudhI dharma karyo chatAM kaSAya gayA nahi ne ? mATe kahevuM che ke kaSAya TALIne dharma karavo che. sa. davA karatAM karatAM roga jAya ne ? enI nA nahi, paNa sAcI davA karatAM karatAM roga jAya, khoTI davA le to tenAthI roga na jAya. davA roga kyAre dUra kare ? davA davA hoya to ne? sukha mATe ja dharma karAya 146 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ to te dharmathI sukhano rAga kaI rIte jAya ? sukhano rAga kADhavAnI bhAvanA hoya to dharma karatAM karatAM rAga jAya. Aje to ApaNe A apekSAe dharmanI zarUAta paNa karI nathI. sukha Ape ane jenAthI sukha bhogavI zakAya evo dharma ApaNe majethI karIe chIe, jenAthI sukha choDI zakAya ane sukha bhogavI na zakAya evA dharmanI zarUAta karI nathI. kaSAya na Ave to duHkha majethI veThAya ane viSayanI pariNati na hoya to sukha majethI choDI zakAya ne ? bIjA para gusso karavo nathI ane bIjAno gusso sahana karI levo che - ATaluM banaze ne ? * koI paNa jIvane duHkha na ApavuM : A dharma pratyenI je zraddhA tenuM nAma samyatva. sukhano rAga ane duHkhano dveSa : A pariNAmanI tIvratA svarUpa je graMthi che te graMthi hAthamAM AvavI tenuM nAma graMthideze AvavuM. ane e graMthine graMthi tarIke oLakhavI te zuddha yathApravRttikaraNa. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to rezamano gUMcavADo hoya temAMthI gAMTha hAthamAM Ave te graMthideze AvavuM ane e gAMTha gAMTha tarIke oLakhAya te zuddhayathApravRttikaraNa. e graMthino bheda thavAthI samyakatvanI prApti thAya. e samyakatva pAmatI vakhate karmanI sthiti alpa thayelI hoya ne ? AyuSya sivAyanA sAta karmanI sthiti eka koTAkoTi sAgaropamathI kaMIka nyUna hoya tyAre jIva graMthideze Ave. temAMthI karmanI laghutA thayA pachI samyakatva pAme, temAMthI bethI nava palyopama jeTalI sthiti ghaTe tyAre dezavirati maLe, temAMthI saMkhyAta sAgaropama jeTalI sthiti ghaTe to kramasara sarvavirati, upazamazreNI ane kSapakazreNinI prApti thAya. AnA parathI samajI zakAya ne ke karmanI laghutA thayA vinA dharmanI prApti thatI nathI. * je che te calAvI levAnI vRttinA kAraNe AgaLa calAtuM nathI, jyAM chIe tyAM ja majA lAge che ne ? * Aje dharma karanArAne bIjAne dharmI banAvavAno abAdhita adhikAra jANe na hoya te rIte ja moTAbhAgano dharmIvarga varte che ne ? jyAM sudhI A adhikAra nahi uThAvIe tyAM sudhI ApaNA jIvanamAM dharma nahi Ave. sa. bIjA jIvonI karuNA to karavAnI ne ? ApaNI jAtanI upekSA karIne bIjAnI karuNA karavA nathI javAnuM. ApaNI kiyA, ApaNI ArAdhanA bagaDe, sidAya e rIte bIjAne saMskAra nathI ApavA. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 147
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________________ * Aje jeTalI paNa virAdhanA karIe chIe te badhI rAgadveSamUlaka che. AthI te rAgadveSanI pariNati TALavI che. jenI pratye rAga thAya tyAMthI AghA thavuM che. je vastu gamI gai te mArA mohane vadhAranAra che ema samajIne tene bAjue mUkI che ane jenI pratye dveSa thAya tenI najIka javuM che. 'temane saMkleza niha, ApaNane saMkleza niha' evuM kahIne dUra thaIzuM to dveSa vadhavAno. ApaNe anubaMdha toDavA hoya to 'emane sadbhAva nathI, ApaNane sadbhAva nathI' evuM kahIne chUTA thavAne badale micchAmi dukkaDaM ApavuM. AvezamAM AvIne bolI gayo-ema kahI mAphI mAMgavI to dveSanA anubaMdha tUTe. rAgadveSanA anubaMdha tUTe to ja karmanI laghutA thAya, virati maLe ane niraticAratA Ave. * ApaNane je dharma para zraddhA che te dharma nathI, dharmano AbhAsa che ane je tAttvika dharma che tenI zraddhA ApaNane jAgI nathI. pUjA karavA mATe nIkaLo tyAre sAdhubhagavantane joIne evuM thAya kharuM ke dharma to A mahAtmAo kare che, ApaNe karIe chIe te nahi... ? sa. amAro vyApAra nAno, tamAro vyApAra moTo ! dhaMdhAmAM nAno vyApAra game kharo ? najara kyAM hoya ? moTA vyApAra tarapha ja ne ? jamatI vakhate paNa be vastu sArI Ave to pahelAMnI vastu kADhIne mUkI do ne ? mAlapuA Ave to roTalI kADhI nAkhIe ne ? na laI zako, na vAparI zako toya vasavaso thAya ne ? ahIM evuM bane kharuM ? mArA gurumahArAja kahetA ke Aje ApaNane pApa karavAnI chUTa maLe che mATe dharma karavAnuM phAve che. pApa karavAnI rajA na maLe to dharma karavAnI majA Ave kharI ? virativALo dharma tamane ya nathI phAve evo ane amane ya phAve evo nathI. dAna ApavAnuM hoya ane kamAvAnuM na hoya to dAnadharma karavo phAve ? sukha bhogavavA maLe ne thoDo tyAga thAya to sAruM ke sukha bilakula bhogavavA na maLe ne saMpUrNa tyAga thAya to sAruM ? sAcI zraddhA to saMpUrNa tyAga mAMge ja ! je AcaraNane mAMge nahi te zraddhA nahi. AcaraNa na thAya to mAthuM bhamavA mAMDe, tenuM nAma zraddhA. ya * Aje ApaNane auyikabhAvano dharma game che ane kSayopazamabhAvano dharma gamato nathI. sa. audiyakabhAvano dharma puNya baMdhAve, kSayopazamabhAvano dharma nirjarA karAve kharuM ne ? auyikabhAvano dharma pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAve eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. 148 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. evo pATha maLe kharo ? DokTara roganuM nidAna kare ne davA Ape to tenI pAse pATha mAMgo ke - AvuM thayuM hoya to A roga kahevAya ane A rogamAM A davA levAya - AvuM kyAM lakhyuM che ? ane ahIM ja kema pATha mAMgavAnuM mana thAya che ? zraddhA nathI ane pApanI bhayaMkaratA samajAI nathI mATe ne ? sa. amArI pAse koI pATha mAMge to ? to tevAne amArI pAse laI AvavA. abhavya jIvo je dharma kare te dharma kyo kahevAya ? audayikabhAvano ne? ane tenAthI je puNya baMdhAya te pApAnubaMdhI ja hoya ne ? acaramAvartavartI jIvono dharma paNa audayikabhAvano hovAthI pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja baMdhAya ne? to caramAvartavartI jIvonA audayikabhAvanA dharmanuM phaLa zuM hoya ? pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja ne? AmAM pAThanI jarUra che? sUrya Uge che te mATe pAThanI jarUra paDe kharI ? * jIvadayA, satyavacana vagere sAmAnya dharmanuM nirUpaNa karyA bAda have vizeSa dharmanuM nirUpaNa kare che. e vizeSadharma be prakArano che. 1. gRhastha dharma ane 2. yatidharma. temAMthI gRhasthadharma bAra prakAranA vratanA pAlana svarUpa che. pAMca aNuvrata, traNa guNavrata ane cAra zikSAvrata : A bAra vratonuM pAlana karavuM te gRhastha dharma che. pAMca aNuvratonuM svarUpa to tame jANo ja cho. mahAvratonI apekSAe aNu eTale ke nAnA hovAthI te aNuvrata kahevAya che. guNavrato aNuvratone mATe guNakArI hovAthI guNavato kahevAya che. niraticArapaNe aNuvrata pALavAnI taiyArI jemAM karAya tenuM nAma guNavrata. je aNuvratane ujajavaLa banAve, dedIpyamAna banAve te guNavrata. dizipariNAmavrata levAnA kAraNe binajarUrI haravApharavAnuM baMdha thAya to aNuvrato majethI paLAya. tame dukAna kholyA pachI pharavA jAo ke dukAne besI raho ? dhaMdho na thAya to ya besI raho ne ke pharavA jAo? pharaphara kare to dhaMdho na thAya tema vrata paNa na paLAya. yaMtranAM paiDAM jAma na thAya te mATe telanuM TIpuM guNakArI kahevAya tema aNuvratarUpI vAhananAM paiDAM jAma na thAya ane sarvavirati sudhI pahoMcADe te mATe guNakArI hovAthI A traNa vata guNavrata kahevAya. * sAdhupaNAno abhyAsa jemAM paDe te zikSAvrata. sAmAyika, desAvagAsika ane pauSadhamAM viratino abhyAsa paDe ane atithisaMvibhAgamAM virati sAthe tapano paNa abhyAsa paDe che, mATe e cArane zikSAvrata kahevAya che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 149
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________________ * dharmatattvanI zraddhA eTale mokSasAdhaka dharma pratyenI zraddhA samajavI. devaloka apAve tevA dharmanI zraddhA to mithyAtvIne paNa hoya-e dharmatattvanI zraddhA nathI. * sukhamAM rati sArI nahi. kAraNa ke du:kha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM du:kha koThe paDI jAya to kadAca ati TaLI jaze. jyAre sukha bhogavatAM bhogavatAM to evuM dADhe vaLagaze ke rati vadhatI ja jaze. Ama chatAM Aje ApaNo DhALa sukha bhogavavA tarapha ane duHkha TALavA tarapha che ne ? * dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvane AzrayIne ApaNe pApa karIe chIe. vastu sArI maLe tyAre pApa karavAnuM bane ne ? ziyALAno kALa Ave eTale mevAnuM, bhAjIpAlAnuM pApa vadhe ne ? bhAva eTale avasthA. jema kamAtA thaIe, paraNIe eTale khAvApIvApaheravA vagerenA nakharA vadhe ne ? A cAramAMthI kSetrane AzrayIne pApane maryAdita karavA mATe chaThThuM dikparimANa vrata che. dravyanA bhogavaTAno saMkSepa karavA mATe sAtamuM bhogopabhoga-viramaNa vrata che. ane dravya, kSetrano saMkoca thAya eTale kALano saMkoca enI meLe thaI jAya. bhAvane AzrayIne saMkoca karavA mATe anarthadaMDaviramaNa vrata che. ATha mahinA bhAjIpAlA vagara, mevA vagara cAlyuM to bAkInA cAra mahinA na cAle ? dasa mahinA kerI vagara cAle to be mahinA kerI vinA na cAle ? sa. je kALe je vastu vaparAtI hoya te vAparavAmAM vAMdho zuM ? je kALe je maLe te levI ja evo ya niyama kyAM che ? cothA ArAmAM ja mokSa maLe evo che chatAM tyAM jaIne ya lIdhA vagara pAchA AvyA ne ? A ArAmAM ya dIkSA maLe evI che. chaThThAmAM nathI maLavAnI, chatAM atyAre na lIdhI ne ? kema ? je kALe je maLe te levuM che ne ? sa. lokamAM kahevAya che ke je duniyAne jue tene samaja maLe. samaja meLavavI hoya to lokanI sAme jovAne badale mokSa sAme jovA mAMDo, mokSanA sAdhanabhUta Agama sAme jovA mAMDo. je loka sAme jue te jAtane bhUlI jAya ane je jAtane bhUle tene mokSa dekhAya nahi. * sAdhubhagavanta to niSpApa jIvana jIvatA hovA chatAM makAnamAM besI rahe che, pharaphara nathI karatA. teo phare toya pApa na lAge chatAM pharatA nathI, to zrAvaka to satata pApamAM ja paDelA che te kaI rIte ThekaThekANe pharyA kare ? sAdhupaNAmAM jene AsananI sthiratA prApta karavI hoya tenA mATe abhyAsa tarIke A dikparimANa vrata che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 150
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________________ * sarvaviratidharma ArAdhavAthI je nirjarA thAya te nirjarA dezaviratidharmathI nathI thatI. AthI mokSe javA mATe ApaNe sarvaviratidharmanI najIka javAnuM kAma karavuM che. sukha choDavAnI taiyArI nathI ane duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI nathI mATe sarvavirati na laI zakIe e bane paNa dezaviratidharma paNa levAnI taiyArI na hoya to mAnavuM paDe ne ke avirati cikAra game che? sukha pratyeno rAga thoDo ghaTe ane duHkhano dveSa thoDo ghaTe to dezaviratidharmanuM pAlana majethI karI zakAya evuM che. * koI paNa jIva pApa kare to dravyakSetrakALabhAvane AzrayIne karatA hoya che. AthI pApanA saMkoca mATe dravyakSetrakALabhAvano saMkoca karavo ja paDaze. dravyanA saMkoca mATe sAtamuM vrata che. te mATe kSetrano saMkoca jarUrI hovAthI chaThThI vratamAM kSetrano saMkoca batAvyo. jeo paradezamAM bhaNavA-kamAvavA potAnA chokarAone mokale teo abhakSyaapeya khAtA-pItAM thaI gayA ne? enA badale nakkI karo ke jeTalA maLe eTalAmAM calAvIzuM paNa e mATe chokarAone ApaNI najarabahAra nathI mUkavA. ochuM bhaNaze to vAMdho nathI, ochuM kamAze to vAMdho nathI paNa saMskAra gumAvavA paDe evA kSetramAM nathI mokalavA... ATaluM Aje nakkI karI levuM che. kSetranA saMkSepa vinA dravyano saMkoca karavAnuM saheluM nathI. Aje mAre tamane dravyanA saMkoca mATe roja besaNAno niyama Apavo che. besaNAno tapa gRhasthajIvanamAM AzIrvAdarUpa che. tenA kAraNe kudaratI rIte abhakSya, apeya, anaMtakAya, rAtribhojana, sacitta, bajAranI vastuo, UbhA UbhA khAvAnI Teva A badhAM pApathI bacI javAya che. navakArazI karanArane A badhAM pApa khullAM rahe che. AthI Aje kAyama mATe besaNAM karavAno niyama Apavo che. amane amArA AcAryabhagavate vyaktigata hitazikSA ApatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke ekAsaNAM kadAca na ja thaI zake topaNa besaNAthI ocho tapa jIvanamAM karavo nathI. tenA kAraNe sAdhupaNAmAM gurunI najarabahAra vAparavAnuM pApa, adattAdAnanuM pApa kudaratI rIte chUTI jAya che. game teTalI bimArI Ave to paNa Aje DokaTaro vadhAre pAvaranI davA ApatA hovAthI bethI vadhAre vAra davA levAno vakhata na Ave. AthI mAMdagImAM paNa besaNAM mUkavAnI jarUra nathI. musApharImAM 24, 36 kalAkanI musApharI hoya to upavAsa karI levo athavA be TreIna badalI musApharI karavI, athavA TreIna UbhI hoya tyAre pa-10 miniTamAM besaNuM karI levuM. tame game teTalI chaTakabArI zodho topaNa Aje tamane javA nathI devA. amArAM sAdhusAdhvIne paNa AmAMthI bAdabAkI nathI. ekAsaNAM na karI zakIe, ullAsa na jAge to mApha paNa besaNAmAMthI paNa jatA rahIe to ApaNA jIvana para napharata na chUTe ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 151
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________________ sa. avirati pApa nathI lAgatI, hiMsA pApa lAge. avirati pApa na lAge eTalAmAtrathI e pApa maTI nathI jatuM. sApane sApa na mAno to karaDe nahi ? nAnA chokarAo na mAne to dhola mArIne sApathI AghA karo ne? tema tame na mAno toya parANe A pApathI tamane aLagA karavA che. * pramAdapUrNa dharma karavAthI puNya baMdhAya. apramattapaNe dharma karyo hoya to puNya baMdhAya nahi ane je guNasthAnakapratyayika puNya baMdhAya te para bhavamAM na laI jAya. jyAre pramAdapUrNa dharmathI baMdhAyeluM puNya para bhavamAM laI jAya che. sa. baMdhasamaye sAtamuM jANo, udaye cothuM jANe che. A pramANe AyuSyakarmanI pUjAnI DhALamAM ApyuM che. baMdhasamaye sAtamuM eTale bAMdhato bAMdhato sAtame jAya ema samajavuM. devanA AyuSyanA baMdhanI zarUAta to chaThe pramAdadazAmAM ja thAya. AthI nakkI che ne ke pramAdadazAmAM bAMdheluM AyuSya bhogavavA devalokamAM javuM paDe tyAre cothuM guNaThANuM hoya. sa. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya ne? cothethI chaThe je puNya baMdhAya che te puNyAnubaMdhI ja puNya hoya chatAM te parabhavamAM laI jAya che mATe ja te upAdeya nathI manAtuM. sAtame vizuddhi hovAthI tyAM baMdhAtuM puNya e ja bhavamAM pUruM thAya che. AthI nakkI che ne ke puNyabaMdha e dharmanuM phaLa che-evuM nathI paNa pramAdapUrNa dharmanuM phaLa che - eTaluM samajAya ne? AthI sadA mATe pramAda TALIne apramattadazA keLavavI che. jeno udaya cheThethI cothe laI jAya tene upAdeya gaNI zakAya kharuM? * Aje ApaNe devatattvane mAnavA chatAM devatattvanuM mAnatA nathI. AthI ja devatattvanI zraddhA batAvyA pachI dharmatattvanI zraddhA judI pADIne batAvI che. Aje ApaNane bhagavAna pratye jeTalI zraddhA che teTalI bhagavAnanA vacana pratye zraddhA nathI. bolIe kharA ke dharma AjJAmAM che, paraMtu dharma to ApaNI IcchAmAM ja samAyo che ne ? tamArA gharamAM tamAro chokaro tamAruM mAnato na hoya to tame tene majethI kahI zako ke mAruM mAnavuM na hoya to A gharamAM nahi rahevAnuM. paNa ahIM jo tame bhagavAnanuM kahyuM na mAno to ame tamane kahI zakIe kharA ke - "bhagavAnanuM mAnavuM na hoya to derAsaraupAzrayamAM AvavuM nahi.' ? kadAca kahIe to pastALa paDe ne ? tamArA gharajeTalI paNa derAsara-upAzrayanI kiMmata nahi ne? 15 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * mokSa maLato nathI - A samyakatvano pariNAma che jyAre mokSa joIto nathI : A mithyAtvano pariNAma che. * dIkSA lIdhA pachI gurubhagavantane manavacanakAyA soMpI daIe to kudaratI rIte IcchAnirodha thaI jAya. guru je nA pADe te vicAravuM nathI, guru nA pADe te bolavuM nathI, guru nA pADe te karavuM nathI. bhagavAne je mArga batAvyo che te eTalo saraLa che, chatAM ApaNe tene gahana banAvI dIdho che. IcchA mujaba jIvavAnI vRttie Aje sAdhanAne kaThina banAvI dIdhI che. * kSetrano vistAra jeTalo TUMko teTaluM pApathI bacAya. AthI ja sAdhubhagavAne strI, pazu vagerethI rahita evI vasati batAvI che. kAraNa ke kSetra pApamAM sahAya karanAruM na joIe. te ja rIte dravya paNa pApamAM sahAya na kare tevAM joIe che. khAvA mATe paNa pApa nathI karavuM to khAvAnAM sAdhana bhegAM karavAmAM paNa pApa nathI ja karavuM - eTaluM nakkI ne ? je khAvA mATe pApa na kare te kamAvA mATe to pApa na ja kare ne ? * jenA kAraNe ApaNA pariNAma naThora bane, nirbesa bane tevo koI paNa vyApAradhaMdho te kharakarma kahevAya. AvuM kharakarma zrAvaka na kare. dhaMdho evo karIe ke mAtra le-vaheMca karIne chUTA thaI jaIe. bajAramAM zuM cAle che e jovA besIzuM to vastunA utpAdana sudhI pahoMcavAno vakhata Avaze. tyAM sudhI nathI pahoMcavuM. je taiyAra maLe te vecavAnuM. vastu banAvarAvavAmAM pariNAma naThora bane che. ghare jamavA beThA ho tyAre bhajiyAM taiyAra hoya ne vAparI lo e juduM, paNa bhajiyAM utArI ApavAnuM kaho to pariNAma naThora thayA che - ema mAnavuM paDe. tema ahIM paNa samajavuM. sa. bajAranI rUkha na tapAsIe to ApaNo mAla paDI rahe, enA karatAM khape evo mAla banAvarAvIe to ? evuM pApa karavuM enA karatAM dhaMdho choDI majUrI karavI sArI. saMsAra choDI na zakIe eno artha e nathI ke saMsAramAM rahIne pApathI bhAre banIe. vastunI banAvaTano orDara Apavo paDe evo dhaMdho nathI karavo ane taiyAra vastu vecatI vakhate paNa anyAya nathI karavo. ApaNA bApadAdAo mAlanI pherI karIne kamAyA che, ApaNI jema galle besIne koInAM khIsAM nathI kApyAM! zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 1pa3
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________________ sa. pApanI khaTaka ja nathI. eTale ja dharma khaTakyA kare che. jene kAMTo khaTakto na hoya tene soya mAre to soya ja khaTake ne ? jene kAMTo khaTakato hoya tene soya na khaTake. tema pApa khaTake tene dharma na khaTake. pApa khaTakatuM nathI mATe saheluM lAge che ane dharma Akaro lAge che. * tapa duHkha veThavAno abhyAsa pADavA mATe ane AhAranI lAlasA mAravA mATe karavAno che. game tevA duHkhamAM paNa samAdhi rahe te mATe tapathI duHkha veThavAno abhyAsa pADavo che. ekAsaNuM karavuM eTale be vakhatanuM eka vakhatamAM khAvuM te nahi. be vakhatanuM khAvuM nathI mATe ekAsaNuM karavAnuM che. ApaNe to ekAsaNAmAM traNe TAImanuM patAvI daIe ne ? sa. badhuM ekI sAthe na choDAya, thoDuM thoDuM choDIe. mAMdagImAM ekI sAthe khavAya nahi paNa bhAva to pUratuM khAvAno hoya ne ? jyAre ahIM thoDuM karavAnA bhAvathI ja thoDuM thoDuM karIe chIe ke vadhu karavAno bhAva che? * dravyanA saMkoca mATe tapa karanArA paNa anarthadaMDathI bacI zakatA nathI. AthI trIjuM guNavrata anarthadaMDaviramaNa ApyuM. tapasvI TI.vI. jue ne ? * zarIranA sukha karatAM paNa mananuM sukha Aje vadhAre naDe che. zarIra mAMduM thayuM hoya to be divase cAra divase sAjuM thaI jAya che. jyAre mAMduM mana varaso sudhI, bhavo sudhI sAruM thatuM nathI. zarIranuM sukha choDavuM saheluM che ane zarIranuM kaSTa veThavuM paNa saheluM che. paNa mananuM sukha paNa choDI nathI zakAtuM ane mananuM duHkha veThI nathI zakAtuM. amArA mumukSuo paNa zarIranAM kaSTa veThavAno abhyAsa pADe che paNa mAnasika kaSTa veThavAno abhyAsa nathI pADatA. loca karAve, vihAra kare, paNa gurnAdika khoTI bhUla batAve to te vakhate gusso AvyA vagara na rahe. mAna-sanmAna maLe e mAnasika sukha che. zarIranuM sukha choDyA pachI paNa A mananuM sukha choDI zakAtuM nathI. koI tiraskAra kare, apamAna kare, kadara na kare e eka mAnasika du:kha ja che ne ? A duHkha bhogavavAno abhyAsa pADIe kharA? Aje ekAsaNuM bhAMge to duHkha thAya ke ekAsaNAmAM khAvAnI IcchA jAge to duHkha thAya ? ApaNane pravRtti (pApanI) naDe che paNa pApanI IcchA naDatI nathI ne? zarIranI mAvajata ghaNI karI paNa mananI mAvajata lagabhaga karatA ja nathI. IcchA thayA pachI pUrI karavA mATe mahenata karIe ane kaSAya AvyA pachI moTuM kholavA mATe mahenata karIe to mananI mAvajata kaI rIte thAya ? mananI mAvajata mATe ja 154. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ anarthadaMDathI virAma pAmavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. anarthadaMDa mAtra manane ja sukha Ape che ane mananuM ja duHkha TALe che enA kAraNe zarIrane koI pharaka nathI paDato, zarIrane anarthadaMDathI koI ja phAyado nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM je apavAda apAya che te prAya: zarIranA duHkhane TALavA ane zarIranA sukha mATe apAya che, mananA sukha mATe nahi. zarIrane sudhA sahana na thAya to vAparavAnuM kahyuM paNa vAparavAnuM mana thAya to vAparavAnuM nathI kahyuM, e IcchAno to nirodha karavAnuM kahyuM. manane sukha maLe te mATe Aja sudhI keTalAM pApa karyo che? ane mananuM duHkha TALavA mATe keTalA anAcAra sevyA che? e kahI zakAya evuM nathI. * bhogopabhogaviramaNa vrata zarIranA sukhano saMkoca kare che. bhoga ane upabhoga zarIrane sukha Ape che ane anarthadaMDa manane sukha Ape che. ame nAnA hatA ne cAra AnAnI TikiTa laIne sinemA jovA jatA tyAre amArA vaDIlone khabara paDe to teo kahetA ke ATalA paisAmAM caNAmamarA khAdhA hota to ya peTa bharAI jAta. diparimANavrata kSetranA saMkoca mATe che, bhogapabhogaviramaNavrata dravyanA saMkoca mATe che ane anarthadaMDaviramaNavrata bhAvanA saMkoca mATe che. bhAva e manano viSaya che. e manane kAbUmAM lAvavA mATe anarthadaMDathI virAma pAmavAnuM kahyuM che. sAdhupaNAmAM paNa A ja jarUrI che. mAtra zarIra keLavyAthI nistAra nahi thAya, manane keLavavuM ja paDaze. game tevA tapasvI hoya ke game tevA jJAnI hoya paNa te jo mananI mAvajata na kare to tenA jJAna ne tapa nakAmAM ja javAnAM. * apadhyAna, hiMsapradAna, pramAdAcaraNa ane pApopadeza : A cAra prakAranA anarthadaMDa che. svAdhyAya na karavAnA kAraNe vikathA vagere karavAthI pApopadeza lAge che. apramattapaNe na jIvavAnA kAraNe pramAdAcaraNa sevAya che. ahiMsAdharmanI upAdeyatA samajAI nathI mATe hiMsapradAna lAge che ane dharmazukla dhyAna dharavAno prayatna karatA na hovAthI ArtaraudradhyAna cAlu che. * Arta-raudra ema be prakAranAM apadhyAnamAMthI ArtadhyAna cAra prakAranuM che. ISTasaMyogaciMtA, aniSTaviyogaciMtA, rogaciMtA ane niyANuM. je game che tenA saMyoganI ciMtA rAtadivasa cAlu che ne ? ciMtA karavAthI vastu maLe ke puNya hoya to maLe? IcchAne kAryarata banAvavI tenuM nAma ciMtA. jAgelA manoratha pUrA karavA doDAdoDa karavI tenuM nAma ciMtA. AvI ciMtA karIne kazuM maLatuM nathI. enA karatAM jJAnIe dIThuM haze te thaze-ema samajIne ciMtA mUkI daIe to ArtadhyAnathI bacAya. Ameya mokSanI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 155
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________________ IcchA hovA chatAM mokSanI ciMtA ApaNe nathI karatA ne? tema ahIM paNa saMsArasukhanI IcchA hovA chatAM tenI ciMtA nathI karavI. mokSanI IcchA jAge to saMsAranI IcchA kapAyA vagara na rahe. loDhAthI jema loDhuM kapAya tema pariNAmathI pariNAma kapAya. * dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanA mokSarUpI phaLane devalokAdinI IcchA rUpa azubha pariNAmAtmaka kuThArathI chedavuM tene niyANuM kahevAya che. - sAdhupaNAmAM gurunuM na mAnavuM te anarthadaMDa che, kAraNa ke tenAthI mAtra manane ja sukha ke du:khAbhAva maLe che. * anarthadaMDanI pravRtti sauthI bhayaMkara che ane dareka vratono ghAta karanArI che. pramAdanuM AcaraNa e moTo anarthadaMDa che. rAtre paNa UMghavAnuM mana dharmAtmAne na hoya to te divase UMghavA rAjI hoya kharo? Aje niyama karavo che ke divase UMghavuM nathI? A bhavanI pratyeka kSaNo kImatI che. tene pramAda khAtara veDaphI nAMkhavI nathI. * sukha mAMgavAthI sukha maLe nahi. Aje ApaNe saMsAranuM sukha mAMgatA nathI e barAbara, paNa ApaNane saMsAranuM sukha joItuM nathI evuM nathI. sukha mAMgavuM e ja niyANuM che evuM nathI. saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA enuM nAma niyANuM. * A saMsAramAM pAMca viSayanAM sukho hiMsA vinA bhogavAya ema nathI. ISTasaMyoganI ciMtA thayA pachI ene meLavavA mATe game tevI hiMsA karavAnI taiyArI raudradhyAnamAM pahoMcADe che. raudradhyAnathI bacavA ArtadhyAna TALavuM che. ISTano saMyoga prArthIe nahi ane aniSTano viyoga IcchIe nahi to raudradhyAnathI bacI zakAya. puSyamAM haze teTaluM maLaze, jJAnIe dIThuM haze tevuM thaze ATalI zraddhA hoya to ArtaraudradhyAna sudhI pahoMcavuM na paDe-eTalA mATe ja zrAvakane samyakatvamULa bAra vrata uccarAvAya che. jenI pAse samyakatva hoya te AvA pariNAmothI kudaratI rIte bacI jAya. * niSkAmabhAve, AzaMsArahitapaNe, AjJAnusArI rIte jJAnanI sAdhanA apramattapaNe karavA dvArA cAritra pALIe to nirjarAno dhodha varase ane puNyabaMdha mAmUlI thAya. 4 Aje dharma ApaNe karIe chIe kharA paNa dharma pratye zraddhA che kharI? avidhipUrvakano dharma phaLa Ape ke vidhipUrvakano dharma phaLa Ape ? dharmamAM avidhi game ne ? 156 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. avidhi gamatI nathI, pramAdanA kAraNe thAya che. kAMI vAMdho nahi. e pramAda paNa game che ke nathI gamato? pramAdanA kAraNe avidhi thatI hoya ane e pramAda gamato na hoya to te TALavA mahenata karI ? tamArI avidhi pramAdathI thAya che ke pramAdarucithI ? ane pramAdanI ruci hoya tyAM sudhI samyagdarzana Ave nahi. avidhithI karelo dharma thoDuMghaNuM phaLa to Ape, aticAravALI dIkSA paNa devaloka apAve-AvI mAnyatAne kAraNe ja avidhi jIvanamAMthI jatI nathI ane AvA prakAranA avidhinA rAganA kAraNe mithyAtva TaLatuM nathI. * saMsAra asAra lAge to choDavo che - AvI bhAvanAvALA saMsAra lagabhaga kyAre ya choDI nahi zake. saMsAra asAra mAnIne choDavo hoya to Aje chUTI jAya. pramAda bhaMDo lAge to ja choDavo-Avo Agraha rAkhIe to pramAdane jIvanamAMthI nAbUda nahi karI zakAya. pramAdane bhagavAnanA vacanathI bhUMDo mAnIne kAme lAgIe to Aje nAbUda karI zakAze. Aje pramAda eTalo game che ke pramAda na hoya to saMsAramAM koI majA ja na Ave, AthI te kharAba lAge tenI rAha jotAM besI nathI rahevuM. jJAnagarbhita vairAgya na Ave tyAM sudhI AjJAgarbhita vairAgya keLavI levo che. zrI AryarakSitasUri mahArAja jJAna bhaNavA mATe je vairAgya pAmyA te gurunA vacanathI ja pAmyA hatA ne? * jenA kAraNe koIne paNa pIDA thAya te pramAda. rAtre UMce svare bolavAthI AjubAjunAnI UMghamAM khalela pahoMce ne? aviveka e pramAdano janaka che. * jemAM AtmAne ke zarIrane koI jAtano phAyado nathI tevA prakAranuM durbAna e durbhAva che. pauSTika AhAranA kAraNe zarIrane phAyado thAya che jyAre anarthadaMDamAM to e paNa nathI. tethI taddana vyartha evuM A pApa che. * vRddhAvasthAmAM jeTaluM vikathAnuM pApa thAya teTaluM prAyaH bALapaNamAM ke yuvAnImAM nathI thatuM. kAraNa ke te vakhate navarAza nathI hotI. vRddhone gharamAM ahaM ghavAto hoya ane bahAra lokonI sAthe vAto karavAmAM ahaM poSAto hoya che tethI temane vikathA karavAnuM sAruM phAve che. * na vidyate kartho yasya jvastha toDanaWG: jemAM AtmAne ke zarIrane koI ja phAyado nahi ane pApa pAra vagaranuM : tenuM nAma anarthadaMDa. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 157
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________________ * mRSA upadeza eTale pApane vadhAranArI salAha ApavI, khoTI salAha ApavI. A pApathI bacavuM hoya to nakkI rAkhavuM ke koIne vaNamAgI salAha ApavI nahi, mAgyA pachI paNa salAha ApavAnuM TALavuM ane ApavAnI pharaja paDe to khoTI salAha na ApavI-ATaluM bane ne ? * anarthadaMDanA pApathI bace tene sAmAyika karavAno samaya maLe. bAkI to vikathAdimAM ja samaya pasAra thAya. Aje takalIpha e che ke sAmAyika karyA pachI paNa anarthadaMDa karavAnI taiyArI che. sAmAyikamAM paNa vikathA cAle ne? ahIM sAmAyikanI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke mananI ane IndriyanI samAdhi jenI pAse hoya tenI, sAvadyayoganI manathI vacanathI kAyAthI na karavA ane na karAvavAnI pratijJApUrvakanI je be ghaDI sudhInI harSa-zoka, niMdA-prazaMsA, sukha-duHkha vagere bhAvomAM samabhAvanI sthiti tene sAmAyika kahevAya. Indriya ane manane sukha maLe te samAdhi nahi. sukhanI IcchA nahi ane duHkhanI anicchA nahi tenuM nAma samAdhi. duHkha TaLe ane sukha maLe tethI je rti Ave te banAvaTI che. sukha nathI joItuM ane duHkha bhale AvatuM-evI bhAvanAthI citta prasanna bane che. indriya ane manane sukha joItuM nathI enuM ja nAma samAdhi. IndriyanA viSayo ane mananuM sukha maLe te samAdhi nahi. * Aje sAmAyikamaMDaLa calAve, temAM niyamita na Ave tene daMDa bharavAno kahe... A badhI pravRtti geravyAjabI che. koIne dharma na karyAno daMDa karavAno adhikAra ApaNane nathI. ApaNe tyAM AlocanA levAnI vidhimAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke-je sAmethI AlocanA mAge tene apAya. je tamArI AjJA na mAne tene tame daMDa karo cho paNa tame bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAno teno daMDa koIe karyo che? * gurunI nizrAmAM pratikramaNa karavuM eTale gurunI najara ApaNA para paDe te rIte besavuM. * Indriya ane mananI samAdhi rAkhavI ane mAna-apamAnAdi ThaMdramAM samabhAva rAkhavo-e kaparuM che ema mAnIne vartamAnamAM ApaNe eka ja samabhAva rAkhyo che ke sukha bhogavyA karavuM ane rAga nathI ema kahevuM!.. kharuM ne? * Aje ApaNane dharma game che kharo paNa kevaLIbhagavate kahelo dharma ApaNane gamato nathI. ApaNane phAve evo dharma game che paraMtu kevaLIbhagavanta kahelo dharma ApaNI IcchAne bAdhA kare evo hovAthI ApaNane phAve evo nathI mATe gamato nathI. 158 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ arihaMte saraNe pavanjAmi, sidhe saraNe pavanjAmi, sAhU saraNe pavanjAmi kIdhA pachI dhamma maraNa pavAmi na kahetAM, kevalipaNAM dhamma maraNa pavAmi kahyuMenuM kAraNa samajAya che ? bauddhoe buddha saraNaM gacchAmi kIdhA pachI dhamma maraNa gacchAmi kIdhuM hatuM. ApaNe evuM nathI kahetA kAraNa ke game tevo dharma ApaNane tAranAro nathI, kevaLIbhagavatte pharamAvelo dharma ja saMsArathI tAranAro che. ApaNI IcchA mujabanuM sAmAyika karavuM ApaNane game che paraMtu kevaLIbhagavate pharamAveluM sAmAyika ApaNane phAve evuM nathI ne? Indriyo ane mananuM samAdhAna karavAnuM phAve kharuM ? Indriyo ane manane je joIe te ApavuM tenuM nAma samAdhAna nathI. Indriyo-manane je joIe te na ApIe ane IcchA na thAya, marI jAya e rIte jIvavuM tenuM nAma samAdhi. IcchAo pUrI karavAmAM samAdhi nathI, IcchAono aMta lAvavA mATe prayatna karavo tenuM nAma samAdhi. Indriyo ane manane sukha ja gamavAnuM che paraMtu ApaNe e sukha ApavuM nathI, duHkha ja ApavuM che. duHkha to bhogavyA vagara cAlavAnuM nathI. narakAdi gatimAM duHkha kAMI ochuM vekyuM che? tyAMnA karatAM to ahIM dharma mATe je duHkha veThavAnuM che - e to koI ja visAtamAM nathI. ahIMnI pIDA mAmUlI, vadhu hoya to paNa kALa alpa, ane temAM pAchA TALavAnA upAya joIe eTalA vidyamAna che, chatAM rogAdinI pIDAmAM ArtadhyAna thAya ne ? jyAre narakAdi gatimAM pIDA pAra vagaranI, kALa asaMkhyAta varasono ane koI paNa jAtano pratikAra vidyamAna na hoya : AvuM duHkha veThIne AvavA chatAM ahIM ATalAM duHkhamAM kema akaLAI jaIe chIe ? Indriyo je mAge te nathI ApavuM : ATaluM bane ne ? sa. Indriyone sukha na ApavuM to ApavuM zuM? zravaNendriyane jinavANI ApavI, cakSune bhagavAna ne AgamanAM darzana karAvavAM, jIbha ane nAkane aMtarAMta bhikSA ApavI, sparzanendriyane saMthAro Apavo-A viSayo ApIe to vAMdho na Ave ne ? Indriyone joIe e ApavuM hoya to te ApaNA hAthanI vAta ja nathI. kAraNa ke IcchAo pAra vagaranI che, tenA para kAbU rakhAya evo nathI. AthI IcchAo pUrI nathI karavI. je joIe te ApIe to IcchAo vadhyA ja karavAnI. tamAre tyAM ja nahi, amAre tyAM paNa vadhyA kare. gRhasthapaNAmAM netApada mUkIne sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne AgaLa AvavAnuM mana thAya ne? pahelAM TukaDImAM netA thavuM che, pachI grupamAM, pachI gacchamAM ane pachI saMghamAM paNa netA thavAya to thavAnI IcchA che ne? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 159
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________________ sa, emAM zAsanasevAno lAbha maLe evI paNa bhAvanA hoya ne? zAsanasevA karavA pahelAM zAsananI ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. zAsanasevA karavAnI bhAvanA hoya te zAsanasevA levA taiyAra na hoya ne? Aje nakkI karavuM che ke zAsananA nAme je puNya maLe te bhogavavuM nathI. zAsanasevA karavA taiyAra thayelo pote ghasAro veThe paNa zAsanane ghasAro paDavA na de. je zAsanane ghasAro pahoMcADe te to zAsanane pholI khAya. Aje ame sAdhupaNAmAM anukULatA keTalI bhogavIe chIe ane enuM vaLatara keTaluM ApIe chIe? samudAyamAM rahenArAM sAdhusAdhvI samudAyanI anukULatA bhogave keTalI ane samudAyane anukULatA Ape keTalI ? aDadho kalAka ke kalAkanI bhakti karavAnI ane enA badalAmAM trevIsa kalAka dareka prakAranI anukULatA bhogavavA taiyAra ! samudAya mATe jene bhoga Apavo na hoya tene samudAyanI anukULatA levAno adhikAra nathI. divasamAM eka vAra gocarI jaI Ave eTalAmAtrathI bhakti thaI nathI jatI. samudAya mATe ghasAvAnI taiyArI na hoya tene samudAyanI anukULatA levAno adhikAra nathI. * sAmAyikamAM koI ApaNI vastu corI jatuM hoya topaNa bolAya nahi. zrAvaka to pUjAnI sAmagrI corAI jAya to ya phariyAda na noMdhAve. sa. corAI jAya chatAM dhyAna na rAkhe to bedarakArI kahevAya ne ? Ane bedarakArI na kahevAya. choDavA ja beThA hatA to bhale gayuM. saMsAranAM sukho bedarakArIthI bhogavavAM che, dharma bedarakArIthI nathI karavo. Ame ya tamArI pUjAnI sAmagrI be naMbaranA paisAmAMthI ja lAvelI hoya ne ? te corAya emAM navAI zI ? sa. sAmAyikamAM AgAra na hoya ? be ghaDInI pratijJA mATe zuM AgAra Ape ? chatAM Aga vagere lAge to javAnI chUTa. AgamAM baLI maravAnuM sattva na hoya, samAdhi jaLavAtI na hoya, to AgArano upayoga karavo. AgAra vratano bhaMga karavA mATe nathI, sevAI jAya topaNa vrata khaMDita na thAya te mATe che. * "sukha kyAMthI maLaze ?' A vicAraNA asamAdhinuM ghara che. sukha joItuM nathI - enuM nAma samAdhi. sukhane zodhavAnI vRtti e paNa eka prakAranuM bhikhArIpaNuM che. AvA bhikhArI banavuM nathI. sukha jatuM hoya to bhale jatuM, ene zodhavA nathI nIkaLavuM. 160 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * Aje badhAne dharmI kahevaDAvavuM game che paNa dharmI thavuM nathI gamatuM. ApaNe sArA hoIe - e sAruM ke sArA kahevaDAvIe - e sAruM ? nIrogI hovuM sAruM ke nIrogI kahevAIe-e sAruM ? * bhUtakALanA puNyathI je maLyuM hoya tene bhogavavuM nathI, jatuM karavuM che, vartamAnamAM puNyano bhogavaTo nathI joIto ane bhaviSyamAM puNyanI koI paNa jAtanI apekSA nathI rAkhavI-enuM ja nAma samAdhi. indriya ane manane je joIe che te be ghaDI mATe nathI ApavuM. ATaluM bane to sAmAyika karavAnuM phAve. anukULatA ApanArI sAmagrI nathI levI. sardI thaI gaI hoya to havA na Ave evA sthAne besanArA sAmAyika karatI vakhate evo prayatna kare kharA ? je maLyuM che te choDI devuM che, vartamAnamAM bhogavavuM nathI ane bhaviSyanI abhilASA karavI nathI - A ja indriya ane mananI samAdhi che. A rIte eka paNa sAmAyika karavAnI taiyArI na hoya to AgaLanAM traNa vrata nahi pALI zakAya. kAraNa ke AgaLanAM vratamAM to dasa, paMdara ke trIsa sAmAyika karavAnI vAta Ave che. * ArAdhanAnI rati IcchAnA gharanI na hovI joIe, AjJAnA gharanI hovI joIe. jyAM sudhI e rati na maLe tyAM sudhI AjJAnA pAlanamAM thatI arati nabhAvIzuM paNa IcchA mujaba karyAnI rati nathI joItI. DresiMga karatI vakhate rasInA phuvArA UThe ane asahya pIDA thAya to cAle paNa ApaNI IcchA mujabanuM pIDA vinAnuM DresiMga nathI karavuM - e samajAya ne ? tema bhagavAnanI AjJA pALatI vakhate thoDuM-ghaNuM ArtadhyAna thAya, arati thAya to bhale thatI, paNa IcchA mujabanA vartananI rati nathI joItI. * ApaNe dharma sArI rIte karavA to mahenata karIe ja chIe, sAro dharma karavA mATe mahenata have karavI che. dharma sAro to thAya che paNa sAro dharma nathI thato. "sAro' A dharmanuM vizeSaNa banavuM joIe, kriyAvizeSaNa nahi. sAro dharma eTale AjJA mujabano dharma ane sArI rIte eTale ApaNane phAve e rIte dharma karavo. sArI rIte karavA mahenata karavI eTale bAhya saMyogo anukULa banAvI-meLavIne karavuM. jyAre sAro dharma karavo eTale bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba sukha TALIne, duHkha veThIne dharma karavo. * Aje ApaNane sukha Ape evo dharma game che ke sukha choDAve evo dharma game che? Aje bhUtakALanuM puNya pAMsaruM che eTale dharma karavAnuM phAve che. eka vAra puNya pUruM thAya pachI kevo dharma thAya che - e joIe to khabara paDe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 161
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________________ * devatatva UMcAmAM UMcu joIe, gurutattva UMcAmAM UMcuM joIe, jyAre dharmatattva nIcAmAM nIcuM paNa cAle che ne ? dharma avidhivALo paNa cAle, puNya baMdhAvI Ape evo paNa cAle ne? mokSa mATe dharma karavo che evuM nakkI thAya to zuddhadharmanI jarUra paDe. * Aje manamAM pApano bhaya nathI, chAtI majabUta che ane hAtha-pagamAM jora che eTale marajI mujaba cAlavAnuM kAma karIe chIe. eka vAra A jora ghaTI jAya to badhAM pApanAM phaLa najara sAme dekhAyA kare. * IcchA mujaba jIvavAmAM samAdhi nathI, AjJA pALavAmAM samAdhi che. * sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha bhogavavA AvyA chIe, sukha bhogavavA nahi-ATaluM samajIne Ave tene moTI uMmare paNa dIkSA apAya. game teTaluM duHkha Ave to paNa moTuM khole nahi, AMkhamAM pANI lAve nahi ane gurubhagavanta pratye bahumAnabhAva jALavI rAkhe to tevAne sAdhupaNAmAM majethI nabhAvAya. * mokSanA sukhanI anubhUti ApaNane nathI-evuM koI kahetuM hoya to te barAbara nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNe je thoDuMghaNuM sukha anubhavIe chIe te A mokSanA sukhano ja aMza che. ApaNe vartamAnamAM sukhI chIe te bhogavavAnA kAraNe nahi, bIjuM nathI joItuM enA kAraNe sukhI chIe. je adhikanI IcchA thayA kare to maLeluM zAMtithI nahi bhogavI zakAya. Aje ApaNA karatAM adhika saMpattivALA azAMtimAM mare che ane ApaNe alpa saMpattimAM paNa zAMtithI jIvIe chIe - A badho jaina kuLano ja prabhAva che ne ? atyAre je nathI maLyuM tenI IcchA mUkI devAthI jo ATalA sukhI-zAMta chIe, to je maLyuM che enI paNa IcchA mUkI daIe to paramazAMti maLe ne? pAMce indriyonA viSayo pApathI maLe che, pApathI bhogavAya che ane pApanuM kAraNa che mATe A pApa laIne nathI javuM, mUkIne javuM che. * nyAyathI prApta karela, prAsuka (acitta) ane eSaNIya (4ra doSathI rahitakadhya) evA azanAdi tathA vastra, pAtra, upAzraya vagerenuM, atithi evA sAdhubhagavantane deza, kAlane ucita zraddhA, satkAra, sanmAnapUrvaka AtmAnA ekamAtra anugrahanI buddhithI dAna karavuM tenuM nAma atithisaMvibhAga. jeo parva ke aparvatithinA bheda vinA nitya ArAdhanA karanArA che tevA sAdhubhagavanto atithi che, zeSane abhyAgata (mahemAna) kahevAya che. 162 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * ApaNA deva ane ApaNA guru, ApaNAthI azakya hoya-evo eka paNa upadeza Ape ja nahi-ATalo vizvAsa che kharo ? Aje sAmAnya koTinA gaNAtA mANaso pratye jeTalo vizvAsa che eTalo paNa vizvAsa devaguru pratye nathI. * vItarAgaparamAtmAnI AjJA mujaba zuddha dharma karavo haze to manane bAju para mUkavuM ja paDaze. jyAM rAga adhika hoya che tyAM manane bAju para mUkatAM AvaDe che ne? e rIte ahIM paNa dharma karatI vakhate mana avarodha kare che evuM lAge to e manane bAju para mUkI devuM che. te mATe bIjAnuM-devagurunuM kahyuM mAnavuM che, mananuM kahyuM nathI mAnavuM. sa. deva kazuM bolatA nathI ne ? deva atyAre nathI bolatA paNa pahelAM samavasaraNamAM kahIne gayA che ne ? priya vyakti maratAM maratAM paNa kaMIka kahIne gaI hoya to tenI pratyenA rAgathI tenA gayA pachI paNa tenI vAta mAnIe ne ? tema bhagavAna gayA pachI paNa temanI pratye rAga hoya to teo je kahIne gayA hoya te mAnavAnuM phAve ne? * dezane ucita eTale aTavI vagerenuM ullaMghana karatI vakhate jarUra paDye AdhAkarmI paNa vahorAvavuM. tema ja durmikSa vagere kALamAM ke glAnAdi avasthA rUpa bhAvamAM paNa jarUra paDye doSita AhAra vahorAvavo-te paNa atithisaMvibhAga vrata kahevAya che. * zraddhA eTale 'ApavAthI maLe che' - e bhAva na joIe, dAna ApavAthI chUTI jAya che - enuM nAma zraddhA. ApavAthI dIkSA maLe che - evI zraddhAthI ApavuM che. ApavA pahelAM je bahumAna karavuM te satkAra ane vahorAvyA bAda paNa temane mAnabhera mUkavA javuM te sanmAna. bhagavAna to sarvaguNasaMpanna hovAthI temanI bhakti karavAnuM saheluM che. jyAre guru chadmastha hovA chatAM temane guNasampanna mAnIne temanI bhakti karavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. sAdhupaNuM pAmavA mATenuM avyavahita pUrva kAraNa A bAramuM vrata che. A supAtradAna sivAya bIjuM eka uttama sAdhana sAdhupaNA mATenuM gRhasthapaNAmAM nathI. gurubhagavanta kazuM bole ke na bole chatAM temanI bhakti ja ApaNane A bhavathI tAranArI che. * svAnugraha eTale sAdhubhagavantane lAbha ApavA mATe ApavAnuM nathI, ApaNane lAbha maLe che mATe ApavuM che. ahIM kahyuM che ke sAdhune je kAMI kalpanIya hoya te koI paNa rIte kAMI paNa vahorAvyA vinA dhIra, AjJAnusArI suzrAvako vAparatA nathI. potAnI pAse paryApta dhana na hoya to thoDAmAMthI thoDuM (azanavastrAdi) paNa ApyA vinA na rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 163
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________________ dasa prakArano yatidharma : * dezaviratidharmanuM nirUpaNa karyA bAda sarvaviratidharmanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. kSamA vagere dasa prakAranA yatidharmane pAmavAnI bhAvanAthI ja ApaNe dezaviratinuM zravaNa karyuM hatuM ne ? kSamAdharma sauthI pahelo che. A jagatamAM ApaNA pApanA udayamAM je je jIvo nimitta bane che te badhA pratye ApaNe kSamA keLavavI che. bhUla ApaNI che mATe bIjAne kSamA ApavI che. jeo potAnI bhUla na jue ane bIjAnI bhUla joyA kare te sAdhupaNuM pALavA mATe lAyaka nathI. bhUla bIjAnI che ne sahana ApaNe karavAnuM? - Avo bhAva Ave te kSamAdharma na pALI zake. ApaNI bhUla vagara ApaNane duHkha na Ave-AvI zraddhA kharI ne ? ApaNI bhUla na dekhAya topaNa pahelAMnI, bhUtakALanI, pUrvabhavanI ApaNI bhUla che - evuM mAnIe ne? mahAvIraparamAtmAnA jIve nIcagotrakarma bAMdhyuM trIjA bhavamAM ane bhogavyuM sattAvIsamA bhavamAM. covIsa bhava pahelAnI bhUla paNa Aje udayamAM Ave-evuM bane ne ? sAdhubhagavanto kSamAdharma jALavI zake che. kAraNa ke aneka bhavonI paraMparA temanI najara sAme hoya che. sAmAnI bhUla nathI, mArI bhUla che-A bhAva ja kSamAno sthAyIbhAva che. * sAdhupaNuM levuM eTale aviratithI virAma pAmavuM te. A avirati viSayanI pariNati svarUpa che tethI viratinI zarUAta viSayanI pariNatinA abhAvathI thavI joIe, jyAre ahIM viSayAsaktinA abhAvane jaNAvavAne badale kaSAyanI pariNatinA abhAvarUpa kSamAdharma sauthI pahelo jaNAvyo che, enuM kAraNa zuM? ... AvI zaMkA paDe ne ? enuM nirAkaraNa e che ke - sukha choDavuM saheluM che paNa sahana karavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. sukhane lAta mArIne AvelA paNa duHkhathI jo akaLAI jAya to sAdhupaNuM nahi pALI zake. AthI ja kSamAdharmane sauthI pahelo jaNAvyo. viSayanI pariNati to ApaNane ekalAne naDe che jyAre kaSAyanI pariNati AkhA gAmane naDe che. mATe kaSAyanI pariNati sauthI pahelI TALavI che. potAnI bhUla jotAM thaIe to sAdhupaNuM majethI paLAya. jyAre paNa duHkha Ave tyAre potAno vAMka juo, bIjAno nahi. tame tamArI bhUla jotA thAvaeTalI ja apekSA che. anukULatA to tyAre maLe ke jayAre puNya bacyuM haze. pApa gayuM nahi hoya tyAM sudhI pratikULatA AvyA vinA nahi ja rahe. krodhe kroDapUrva taNuM saMyama jAya-evuM kahyuM che, tyAM viSayanI pariNatinA kAraNe saMyama nakAmuM jAya che - evuM nathI kahyuM. AnA uparathI paNa kaSAyanI bhayaMkaratA samajAya che ne? viSayanI pariNati toDIne game teTalA guNo meLavyA hoya chatAM kaSAyanI cinagArI ne lAge to tenA para 164 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ pULo mukAya. rUnI gAMsaDI para eka taNakho paDe to badhuM ja baLI jAya ne ? tema gussAthI badhA guNo baLI jAya che. jenI pratye gusso Ave tenI sAthe abolA nathI levA, tenA hAthanI vastu nakAravI nathI, khAvAnuM baMdha nathI karavuM, be vastu tenA ja hAthe vadhAre khAvI che. sAdhupaNAmAM to kamase kama A doSa na ja joIe. jenA para gusso Ave tenI sAthe gocarIpANI baMdha nathI karavA.tenI sAtheno eke vyavahAra baMdha nathI karavo. viSayanI pariNati to chUTI jAya paNa kaSAyanI pariNatinA kAraNe je anabaMdho UbhA karyA hoya te bhavAntaramAM kUtarAMbilADAM thaIne paNa chevaTe pUrA karavA paDaze. sAdhupaNAmAM gusso karIzuM to sAdhupaNuM paLAze nahi. karmanI nirjarA karavA mATe AvelA, karma bAMdhIne jAya-enA jevI bIjI viSamatA kaI che? ApaNI sAthe rahelA paNa anucita vartana kare tyAre tenA kAraNe ApaNI badanAmI thAya che evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNA apayazanAmakarma vagara ke anAdeyanAmakarma vagara koI ApaNane badanAma karI zake ema nathI. thoDuM sukha bhogavazo to cAlaze paNa gusso nathI karavo. sAmo mANasa mAthe lAta mAre to paNa tenA paga nathI choDavA-ATalI taiyArI Ave e divase sAdhupaNAmAM AvavAnI yogyatA Avaze. jenI sAthe saMbaMdha bagaDayA hoya tenI sAthe AjathI ja vATakIvyavahAra zarU karavo che. AjathI ja so grAma miThAI dara aThavADiye mokalavI che - ATaluM bane ne ? sa. prazasta gusso karAya ne? eTale game tema karIne karavo to che ja-ema ne ? prazasta gusso kone kahevAya - e jANo cho ? ApaNI jAta upara ApaNA doSa upara gusso karavo te prazasta gusso-A gusso karavo hoya to karavAnI chUTa ! sa. gusso karyA vagara sAma sAMbhaLato na hoya to ? topaNa gusso karIne sAmAne samajAvavuM nathI. ApaNe jAte samajI laIe ane sAMbhaLI laIe to ghaNuM, paNa bIjAne samajAvavA mATe krodha nathI karavo. * devatattva para jeTaluM bahumAna che teTaluM bahumAna dharmatattva para nathI. devatattvanI AzAtanA thAya to du:kha thAya paNa dharmatattvanI-dharmanAM upakaraNonI- AzAtanA thAya to tevuM duHkha na thAya. * paisA choDavA hoya to choDI daIe paNa gusso na choDIe ne ? viSayano tyAga karyA pachI paNa kaSAyanI pravRtti majethI cAle ne ? AhArano tyAga karyA pachI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ gusso na jAya ne ? viSayano tyAga karavAnuM saheluM che paNa kaSAyano tyAga karavAnuM atyanta kaparuM che. tapa karanArane viSayanI pariNati naDe to to tapa karavAnI nA pADIe paNa kaSAyanI pariNati naDe to tapanI nA na pADIe. tapamAM khAvAnI IcchA thAya to mAThuM lAge paNa tapamAM gusso Ave to mAThuM na lAge ne ? * je cAritranuM maMDANa kaSAyanA abhAva upara thayeluM che te cAritra letI vakhate kaSAya bhUMDA na lAge to zI dazA thAya? x atyAre ApaNe kadAca kaSAya na karatA hoIe topaNa pUchavuM paDe ke je joIe che te maLI gayuM che mATe kaSAya nathI karatA ke maLeluM paNa joItuM nathI mATe kaSAya nathI karatA? Aje ApaNane jenI jenI pratye gusso Ave che tenI pratye kAMIkane kAMIka apekSA paDelI che. ApaNe vaDIla chIe, ApaNo vinaya temaNe jALavavo joIe-AvI apekSA hovAthI avinayano gusso Ave che. apekSAnA kAraNe ja mahAduHkha che. bhagavAnanA ziSya banelA gozALAe paNa bhagavAnano vinaya nathI sAcavyo to tamAro-amAro vinaya koI na jALave-emAM zI navAI ? apekSA pUrI thatI nathI e ja kaSAyanuM nimitta che. sukha game teTaluM (vadhu) maLe toya ochuM ja lAgavAnuM ane duHkha game teTaluM ochuM) hoya toya vadhAre ja lAgavAnuM che. mATe sukha maLe ke duHkha jAya tenI apekSA nathI rAkhavI. sahana karavuM - e ja dharma che. bhagavAne jene ekavAra zItaleyA mUkI telayAthI bacAvyo te ja gozALAe bhagavAnane mArI nAkhavA mATe tejalezyA mUkI chatAM bhagavAne kahyuM nathI ke - jarA yAda kara, tane kevI rIte bacAvyo ne Aje zuM karI rahyo che? !' ATaluM duHkha to tamane koIe nathI ApyuM ne ? to zA mATe akaLAI jAo cho ? ApaNe mAnasanmAnAdinI apekSA mUkI devI che. dharma kaSAya kADhavA mATe karavo che. * baMdha guNasthAnakapratyayika hovo joIe ane nirjarA pariNAmapratyayika hovI joIe. enA badale Aje nirjarA guNasthAnakapratyayika thAya che ane baMdha pariNAmapratyayika cAlu che. kapaDuM palaLavAthI je mela nIkaLe tevI guNasthAnakapratyayika nirjarA che. coLavAthI-masaLavAthI je mela jAya che tevI pariNAmapratyayika nirjarA che. * manane mAravAno upAya eka ja che - mananuM na mAnavuM che. jenI vAta mAnIe te ApaNo mitra bane ane jenuM na mAnIe te ApaNo zatru banyA vinA na rahe. manane mAravuM haze to manane zatru banAvavuM paDaze. ane manane zatru banAvavA mATe tenuM kahyuM mAnavAnuM baMdha karavAnuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 166
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________________ * karma javA joIe-evI IcchApUrvaka je nirjarA thAya te puruSArthapratyayika ke pariNAmapratyayika nirjarA kahevAya. karma enI meLe jAya to sAruM-A guNasthAnakapratyayika nirjarA. kapaDAM paherIe tyArathI melAM thavAnI zarUAta thAya-tenuM nAma guNasthAnakapratyayika baMdha ane dhULamAM ALoTIne melAM karavAM te kaSAyapratyayika baMdha. * samyaktva pAmavA mATe jAtismaraNajJAnanI jarUra nathI. mAtra zrutajJAna paNa basa che. jAtismaraNajJAna bahu bahu to pUrvanA amuka bhavo batAvaze jyAre zrutajJAnathI to cAre gatinA bhavo najara sAme Ave che. DokTaro jeTalA roganI davA kare te badhA anubhavIne kare ke zAstranA AdhAre kare ? A apekSAe anubhava karatAM zAstrajJAna caDhiyAtuM che. * kSamAmAM bIjAnA doSo sahana karavAnI vAta che jyAre mRdutAmAM potAnA doSo sAMbhaLavAnI kSamatA samAya. potAnA aparAdha koI batAve to na game, te mRdutA na pAmI zake. kSamAnA kAraNe bIjAe AcarelA doSo sahI zakAya che ane mRdutAnA kAraNe potAnA doSo koI jaNAve to te svIkArI zakAya che. ApaNe ko'kanA vaDIla chIe A bhAva kADhIne ApaNe bhagavAnanA sevaka chIe : Avo bhAva lAvIe to stabdhatA jatI rahe. * mRdutA eTale stabdhapaNAno abhAva. saraLatA eTale kuTilatAno abhAva. kuTilatA eTale mAyA, saphAIbaMdha AMTIghUMTI. * krodha zatru pratye Ave, mAna paricita pAsethI joIe, mAyA mitrone vize karAtI hoya che. krodha ane mAna kAyama nathI hotA jyAre mAyA to covIsa kalAka cAlyA kare evuM bane ne ? * A saMsAranAM sukho AtmAnAM nathI, karmanAM ApelAM che. chatAM tene potAnAM mAnI tenI IcchA karavI e kAramuM ajJAna che. * muktino artha ahIM nirlobhatA karyo che. kAraNa ke ahIM dharmanI vAta cAlu che, dharmanA phaLanI nahi. dharmanA phaLanI vAta karIzuM tyAre muktino artha mokSa karIzuM. ahIM dharma tarIke mukti jaNAvI che. yatidharma e muktinuM sAdhana che. jo dharma tarIke batAvela muktino artha mokSa karIe to sAdhana ane sAdhya eka bane ane jo baMnne eka bane to ArAdhavuM zuM ne meLavavuM zuM ? AthI te baMnnene judA pADavA mATe muktino prasiddha evo mokSa (karmathI chUTakAro) artha na karatAM aprasiddha evo nirlobhatA artha karyo che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 167 '
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________________ * icchAnA kAraNe, doSanI kabUlAta karatI vakhate 'paNa' kahIne vAta karavI te mAyA che, saraLatAnA gharanI e vAta nathI. koI paNa jAtanI dalIla karyA vagara svIkAravuM te saraLatA. * IcchA e lobhano vikAra che. icchA ane ajJAna e be moTAM du:kha che. AthI ja 'nirlobhIpaNAthI ane nirmohIpaNAzuM suNa kozyA ame rahIzuM'. A pramANe zrI sthUlabhadramahArAjAe kahyuM hatuM. * phaLathI nirapekSapaNe sAdhanA kare te phaLa vilaMbe maLavA chatAM sAdhanA ekAgrabhAve karI zake che. jyAre phalanI abhisandhi hovAthI je sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave e sAdhanAmAM bhalIvAra na Ave. * dharma ApaNe na chUTake karIe chIe ane sukha ApaNe IcchApUrvaka bhogavIe chIe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharma IcchApUrvaka karavo che ane sukha na chUTake bhogavavuM che. * dharma vizuddha koTino banAvavo haze to sAtamA guNaThANethI AThame javuM paDaze. mAtra puNya ja sAruM bAMdhavuM haze to chaThThA guNaThANA sudhImAM majethI bAMdhI zakAze-AgaLa javAnI jarUra nathI. * saMsAranuM sukha duHkha TALIne maLe che, duHkhano aMta lAvIne nahi. saMsAranuM sukha duHkhanA anubhava vagara bhogavAtuM nathI. AvuM sukha bhogavavuM e AtmAno svabhAva nathI. saMsAranuM sukha to karma ane zarIranA yoge AveluM che, e AtmAno svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che. duHkha bhogavatAM paNa duHkha tene anubhavAya che ke jene sukhanI apekSA paDelI hoya. Aje ApaNe je dharma karIe chIe te durgati na maLe, sadgati maLe mATe karIe chIe, saMsAramAM na bhaTakIe ane mokSa maLe mATe nathI karatA. saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA jyAM sudhI haiyAmAM paDelI hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa joIe che, evuM kayA moDhe kahevAya ? saMsAra choDavo sahelo, saMsAra haiyAmAMthI kADhavo kaparuM kAma che. dharmathI devaloka maLe emAM tene AnaMda thAya ke jene dharmathI mokSa nathI joIto. jene dharmathI mokSa joIto hoya tene to saMsAranAM sukho maLe topaNa ema ja lAge ke je joItuM nathI te zA mATe maLyA kare che ? ApaNane Avo vicAra sukhane joIne kyAre ya Avyo che ? ke sukhanI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAtrathI rAjI thaI jaIe ? saMsArathI chUTavuM che ke duHkhathI chUTavuM che ? ane jo saMsArathI chUTavuM hoya to sauthI pahelAM sukhathI chUTavuM paDaze. 168 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * Aje potAne phAvatI vAta zAstramAM na maLe to tevA vakhate evuM paNa kahenArA maLI Ave ke - 'pahelAM 82 Agama hatAM ane Aje 45 ja Agama che to evuM na bane ke jeTalAM Agama viccheda gayAM temAM Avo pATha hoya ?' AvI dalIla karanArA maLe ne ? eka vAra eka mahAtmAe AvA ja prakAranI dalIla karI hatI. e mahAtmAne kahyuM ke jeTalAM Agama viccheda gayAM temAM eka paNa vAta evI na hoya ke je vidyamAna AgamanI sAthe virodhI hoya. jo eka Agamano bIjA Agama sAthe virodha Ave to tene Agama kahevAya ja nahi. AthI je vAta vidyamAna Agama sAthe ja visaMvAdI hoya te vAta viccheda gayelAM AgamamAM na ja hoya. dharma mokSa mATe ja karAya, saMsAranA sukha mATe nahi-AvI vAta eka AgamamAM lakhI hoya to bIjA AgamamAM saMsAranA sukha mATe paNa dharma karAya - evI vAta Ave ja nahi... e mahAtmA saraLa hatA AthI temaNe A vAta mAnI lIdhI ane bhUla thaI gaI ema kabUlyuM. jyAre Aje to AvI paNa vAta samajI zake nahi evA joIe eTalA maLI Ave. * jeo sukha mATe dharma kare teo dharma karatAM Aje nahi to kAle aTakI javAnA. du:kha Ave eTale temano dharma aTakI jaze. jyAre mokSa mATe dharma karanArA to prANa jAya topaNa dharma na choDe. tevAo to jema jema du:kha Ave tema tema rAjI thAya ke-sAruM thayuM, je kAma mATe ApaNe mahenata karI rahyA chIe te thaI rahyuM che. duHkha bhagADavA mATe nahi, du:khanA nAza mATe dharma karavAno. jema du:kha Ave tema dharma vadhe. na - * A divasomAM vIravibhunI aMtima dezanA sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA ghaNA lokonI che, paraMtu ApaNA mATe A dezanA pahelI dezanA jevI che. kAraNa ke varasothI dharma karavA chatAM ApaNe e rIte dharma karIe chIe ke jANe A dezanA kyAre ya sAMbhaLI ja nathI. have eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke sukhano rAga marI jAya ane du:kha akaLAve nahi-evuM sAmarthya keLavIne AvatA varasamAM javuM che. A varasa to ApaNuM nakAmuM ja gayuM che ne ? * jene mokSa joIto nathI tene mokSa mATe zuM karavuM e samajAvavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. jo mokSe javuM che to mokSanA svarUpa sAme nathI jovuM; bhagavAnanA vacana sAme jovuM che, ApaNI IcchA sAme nathI jovuM, bhagavAnanI AjJA sAme jovuM che. saMsAranuM ke mokSanuM svarUpa na samajAya topaNa bhagavAna kahe che mATe karI levuM che. roganuM svarUpa samajAya to davA lo ke DokTara nidAna kare te mAnIne davA laI lo ? khuda bhagavAne paNa mokSa joIne mokSane nathI mAnyo. kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSa joyo hato. zrutajJAnathI jANIne mokSa mAnIne ja bhagavAna bhagavAna thayA. mokSa joIne vizvAsa na'to keLavyo, zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 169
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________________ vacananA vizvAse ja cAlyA hatA. ApaNane bhagavAnanA vacana karatAM ApaNA mana upara vizvAsa vadhAre che ne ? * zarIra sAruM na hoya to dharma choDavo nathI, bevaDo ArAdhavo che. kAraNa ke zarIra nakAmuM thayuM ja che to jeTaluM sadhAya eTaluM sAdhI levAnuM, Ame ya sAruM thavAnuM nathI to tene sudhAravA mATe mahenata nathI karavI, AtmAne sudhArI levo che. * dharma mokSa mATe ja karavAno che, tethI mAre sAdhupaNAno ja dharma joIe che, zrAvakapaNAno nahi - Avo pariNAma meLavI levo che. * pAMcamA yatidharma tarIke tapadharma batAvyo che. pahelAM kSamA, mRdutA, RjutA ane nirlobhatA : A cAra dharma batAvyA pachI tapadharma batAvyo che. kAraNa ke kaSAyano tyAga karyA vinA tapadharmanI AsevA phaLadAyI banavAnI nathI. AgaLa vadhIne kaSAyano tyAga karyA bAda kSamAdi dharmone AtmasAt karyA vinA tapadharmanI prApti nathI thatI. AthI cAra pachI pAMcamo tapa dharma batAvyo. kSamAdi dharmo mAtra kaSAyanA abhAva svarUpa nathI. kaSAya TAvyA pachI paNa kSamAguNa keLavavo paDe che. krodhano abhAva e kSamA nathI, mAnano abhAva e mRdutA nathI, mAyAno abhAva e saraLatA nathI ane lobhano abhAva e mukti nathI. krodhAdi kaSAyano abhAva e dharma nathI, kSamAdi guNo e dharma che. mAtra cUpa rahevuM, mauna pALavuM e kSamA nathI. cUpa rahevAthI gusso na karavAthI kaSAyano abhAva thaI jaze paNa enAthI kSamA nahi Ave. kAraNa ke kSamA to sahana karavA svarUpa che. AthI ja kSamAdi dharmanI vyAkhyA mAtra krodhAdinA abhAvarUpe nathI jaNAvI. nA chUTake mauna rahIe, sAmo mANasa vadhAre bolaze mATe javAba na ApIe, nabaLA hovAnA kAraNe dabAIne besI rahIe te kSamA nathI. pratIkAra karI zakAya evo nathI mATe cUpa rahIe te kSamA nathI. koIno game tevo gusso sahana karI levo che, bIjA pratye guno karavo nathI ane bIjAnA badhA gunA sahana karI levA, zakti hovA chatAM paNa ApaNI jAtanA upakAra mATe mauna rahevuM-tenuM nAma kSamA. bIjAne mAphI ApavI tenuM nAma kSamA. gusso na karavAmAM kSamA nathI, pratIkAra na karavAmAM kSamA nathI, sAmAnA gunAne mana para lAvyA vinA, tenA aparAdhane sahana karI levA te kSamA che. kaSAya alaga che, kaSAyano abhAva alaga che ane samatA e alaga che. Ama paNa ApaNe gusso nathI karatA to kSamA kema na keLavI laIe ? Ame ya mAna nathI maLatuM to mAnanI apekSA mUkIne mRdutAguNa kema na keLavI laIe ? Ame ya mAyA ughADI paDI ja jAya che to saraLatA kema na keLavI laIe? Ame ya IcchA phaLatI nathI to mukti kema na 17) zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ keLavI laIe ? ...' Avo adhyavasAya tyAre keLavAze ke jyAre kaSAyanA abhAva karatAM kSamAdiguNonI mahattA samajAze. jema kSamAno pariNAma sahana karavAnA pariNAmasvarUpa che, tema mRdutA paNa mAnanA abhAva svarUpa nathI. manamAM akkaDatA hovA chatAM mAnano abhAva hoI zake. e akkaDatA kADhavA mATe manamAM mRdupaNAno, namrapaNAno bhAva keLavavo che. meM sAruM karyuM che athavA to huM sAruM karuM chuM - A bhAva manamAMthI kADhI nAMkhIe to mRdutA Ave. te ja rIte koIno vizvAsaghAta karavo nathI, jevuM nathI tevuM batAvavAno prayatna nathI karavo : tenuM nAma saraLatA. IcchA enI meLe maravAnI nathI, e IcchAne mAravI paDaze-ema samajIne mukti keLavavI che. IcchA dabAvavI te nirlobhatA nahi, IcchA mAravI te nirlobhatA. : * Aje ApaNI jayaNA paNa sukhanA bhogavaTA mATenI che, jIvane bacAvavA mATe nahi. pANImAM kacaro hoya to gALIne vApare ane kIDI Ave to ? hAthethI kADhIne chUTo ghA karIe ne ? pANImAM kIDI Ave topaNa vastrathI gALIe to bacavAnI zakyatA pUrepUrI che. ApaNA sukha jeTalI paNa bIjAnA duHkhanI ciMtA thAya to jayaNA paLAya. * kaSAya TALIne kSamAdi guNo keLavavAthI kaSAyapratyayika baMdha aTakI jAya. paNa varttamAnano karmabaMdha aTakavAthI mokSa na thAya. navo kacaro Avato baMdha thayA pachI paNa bhUtakALanAM karmo kADhavA mATe tapa karavo jarUrI che. vartamAnamAM pApa na kare topaNa bhUtakALanA badhA hisAba cUkavyA vagara koInI paNa mukti thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI. jeTaluM cUkavavAnuM bAkI raheze teTaluM pUruM karavA bhavAntaramAM javuM paDaze. sAdhubhagavantane bIjo bhava karavo nathI mATe tapa dvArA bhUtakALanAM karmanI nirjarA karavA tatpara hoya che. sa. tapaciMtAmaNinA kAussaggamAM, navakArazI karavAnuM ja nakkI hovA chatAM cha mahinAnI bhAvanA che evuM bolIe to mAyA karI na kahevAya ? bhAvanA bhAvavI eTale AtmAne te mATe taiyAra karavo. mAtra bolavA khAtara bolavAnI vAta nathI. zuddha koTinuM mana lAvavA mATe bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. bhAvita banavuM te bhAvanA. A rIte roja bhAvanA bhAvavAthI kartavyatAno adhyavasAya pedA thAya te mATe bhAvavAnuM kahyuM che. tame jAte mAyA karo teno upAya nathI. * baMdhana vagaranA manavacanakAyA na rAkhavA tenuM nAma saMlInatA. mana vacana kAyA para niyaMtraNa rAkhavuM. mananI saMlInatA azakya che evuM na kahevuM. dhaMdhAmAM ke DokTara zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 171 {
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________________ sAthe vAta karavAmAM mananI salInatA ane vacananI saMlInatA zakya che tema dharmamAM zakya banAvI zakAya ne ? * zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba samyagdarzanaguNanI prApti mATe je zradheya padArtho che tenI zraddhA keLavavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe te jaNAvavA mATe zradheya padArthanuM vistArathI nirUpaNa karyuM che. je padArtha bhagavAne heya tarIke jaNAvyA che tene heya tarIke mAnavA, upAdeyane upAdeya tarIke mAnavA tenuM nAma zraddhA. heyane paNa jarUra paDyuM upAdeya mAne te zraddhA nathI. jeo dravyakSetrakALabhAvanA nAme AjJAmAM bAMdhachoDa karyA kare te temanI zraddhAnI UNapane sUcave che. dharma karavA mATe AjJAmAM bAMdhachoDa nathI karavI, AjJAne anukULa banavA prayatna karavo che. nirjarA mATe sAdhana-saMyogone zodhyA kare te sAdhanA na karI zake. je sAdhana maLe temAMthI nirjarA pedA kare tene sAdhaka kahevAya. maLela sAdhanane sAdhanAmArgamAM joDe te ja nirjarA sAdhI zake. potAne je sAmagrI maLI hoya teno upayoga karI jANe te sAdhaka banI zake. dhaMdho karavo paDe evuM che to anIti karavI nathI : ATaluM nakkI karIe to nirjarA zarU. rasoI karavI che paNa jayaNA sAcavavI che - Avo vicAra Ave to nirjarA zarU. A nirjarA mATe ja tapadharma batAvyo che. pApa na karavA mAtrathI mokSa nathI thato, pApano pheMsalo karavAthI mokSe javAya. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to vartamAnamAM devuM nathI karatA, rokaDiyo dhaMdho ja karIe topaNa bhUtakALanuM devuM cUkavAya nahi tyAM sudhI UMcA na avAya ne? * atyAre je paiso maLyo che, je zarIranuM sAmarthya maLyuM che, je mana ane vacananuM sAmarthya maLyuM che teno upayoga nirjarA mATe karI levo che. te mATe abhyantara tapa batAvyo che. AzravanA sthAnane paNa saMvaramAM pheravI nAMkhe evuM sAmarthya A abhyantara tapamAM che. ane saMvarane Azrava banAvanAra A abhyantara tapano abhAva che. jeo sukha meLavavA mATe ane duHkha TALavA mATe ja dharma kare teo saMvarane Azrava banAvyA vagara nahi rahe. Azrava game che tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke Azrava sukha Ape che ane duHkha TALI Ape che. jene sukha joItuM nathI ane duHkha bhogavI levuM che tene AzravanI jarUra ja nathI. Azravane paNa saMvara banAvavAnuM sAmarthya A abhyantaratapamAM che. gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa thoDo samayano bhoga ApI A abhyantarata5 keLavI laIe to Azravane saMvara banAvI zakAze. A vAta gRhasthapaNAmAM rahevA mATe nathI, gharamAMthI nIkaLAya nahi tyAM sudhI e rIte rahevuM che ke jethI sAdhupaNAmAM gayA pachI kAma vadhe nahi, ochuM thaI jAya-e mATe vAta che. pApanI pravRtti paNa kharAba anubaMdha karAve 17ra zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ nahi, pApanAM sAdhano aDI na jAya e rIte jIvavA mATe abhyantara tapa parama upAya che. maLelI sAmagrI pApamAM vaparAya te puNyathI maLelI na kahevAya, pApathI maLelI kahevAya. jenuM pariNAma sAruM te sAruM, pachI te pApano udaya hoya ke puNyano udaya hoya. tethI puNya pApanI caturbhagI vyavahArathI ja manAya che, nizcayanaya to be ja bhAMgA mAne che. puNyanA anubaMdhavALuM pApa hoya ke puNya-te puNya ja kahevAya ane pApanA anubaMdhavALuM pApa hoya ke puNya hoya-te pApa ja kahevAya; ema nizcayanaya mAne che. * jIvanamAM parivartana lAve tevo dharma karavo che. jIvanamAM parivartana Ave nahi ane nIcA ja UtaratA jaIe to te kevo dharma kahevAya ? pahelAM pApano bhaya keTalo hato ane atyAre keTalo che eno hisAba kADhyo? * bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba dharma karatI vakhate je je bhUlo thAya tenI AlocanA karI levI, tenuM nAma prAyazcittatapa. thoDo roga thAya ke tarata davA zarU ne ? tema jevI bhUla thAya ke tarata ja AlocanA karI levI, sajA bhogavI levI. * dukAnano uMbaro caDhatI vakhate uMbarAne hAtha lagADIne mAthe na lagADavo, paNa kapALe hAtha mUkIne vicAravuM ke AThamA varSe dIkSA na lIdhI mATe A uMbaro ghasavAno vakhata Avyo che. AvuM vicArIne dukAne bese to tyAM paNa pApathI bace ne nirjarA zarU thAya. tamane bhIkha mAgatA nathI karavA, mATe kamAvAnI nA na pADIe paNa paisAnA lAlacu na banavA daIe ne ? dhaMdho nItithI karavo che. khoTuM bolavuM nathI, khoTA bila nathI karavA. nokarI karatI vakhate paNa samayanI corI nathI karavI, samayasara hAjara thaI javuM, je zeThanI nokarI karI hoya teno vizvAsaghAta na karavo. * duHkha bhogavavuM e prAyazcittatapanI sajA che, sukha bhogavavA besIe eTale samajavuM ke prAyazcittamAMthI gayA. * prAyazcitta pachI bIje abhyantara tapa vinaya batAvyo che. vinayanI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke ATha prakAranAM karmone ApaNA AtmA parathI dUra karavA mATe je koI prayatna karavAmAM Ave tene vinaya kahevAya. A rIte vinayanI vyAkhyA karyA bAda bAhya vinaya kone kahevAya te jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke gurubhagavanta Ave tyAre temane sAme levA javuM, temanA hAthamAMthI vastu laI levI. vagere. guruno vinaya jJAna meLavavA mATe karavAno che, ATaluM nakkI ne? koInuM aucitya jALavavA mATe, bahumAna sAcavavA mATe ke potAnA svArthane siddha karavA mATe vinaya nathI karavAno. mAtra ATha karmane dUra karavA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 173
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________________ mATe ja vinaya karavAno che. Aje ApaNane gurunI jarUra zenA mATe che ? gurunuM jJAna game ke gurunuM puNya game ? guru jJAna ApanArA game ke vAtsalya ApanArA game ? guruno khapa jJAna khaMkheravA mATe che ke puNya khaMkheravA mATe ? guru hitazikSA Ape to game ne ? ke hita ja zikSArUpa lAge che ? zikSA zabdanA be artha thAya che. zikSA eTale sajA artha paNa thAya ane zikSaNa arthAt jJAna artha paNa thAya. hitanuM jJAna Ape to te game ke hitanI vAta sajArUpa lAge ? gurubhagavanta bhaNAve nahi te cAle paNa bole ke ThapakAre e na game ne ? IcchA mujaba UThavA de, besavA de, UMghavA de, vAtocIto karavA de evA guru game ne ke IcchA mujaba jIvavA na de ane vAtavAtamAM Toke evA game ? * Aje tamane niyama Apavo che ke eka gAthA karyA vagara gharanI bahAra ja nahi, rUmanI bahAra nIkaLavuM nathI. rAta mATe rAkhIzuM to rahI ja jaze mATe ja savAre eka gAthA karIne pachI kAme lAgavuM-ATaluM bane ne ? chatI zaktie na bhaNe te nigodamAM jAya. maLelI zaktino upayoga na kare tene pharI tevI zakti maLe nahi. ajJAna jyAM bhArobhAra che ane ananto kALa jyAM nIkaLI jAya chatAM Aro na Ave evI A nigodanI avasthA che. e avasthAmAM javAno vakhata na Ave te mATe bhaNavAno prayatna vahelI take karI levo che. * pApathI bacAya, aviratino rasa ocho thAya ane viratino rasa keLavAyate mATe A jJAnanI sAdhanA che. * vinaya pachI jJAna meLavavA mATe vaiyAvaccanI paNa jarUra hovAthI svAdhyAya pahelAM vaiyAvacca batAvI che. covIsa kalAka jJAnanI sAdhanA karavA mATe gurunI kRpA meLavavI jarUrI che. ane e mATe ja vinaya pachI vaiyAvacca tapa batAvyo. gurubhagavanta ApaNane sAcave e mATe vinayavaiyAvacca nathI karavA, jJAna joIe che mATe vinayavaiyAvacca karavA che. * svAdhyAyamAM vAcanA pahelI che, dharmakathA chellI che. kAraNa ke dharmakathA karavAnI lAyakAta chelle Ave che. paryAyavRddha sAdhu hoya ke bhaNelogaNelo hoya chatAM tene dharmano upadeza karavAnI rajA nathI to gRhasthane to te rajA kyAMthI apAya ? pahelAM guru pAse jJAna meLavavAnuM, na samajAya to pUchIne cokkasa karavAnuM, tenuM parAvartana karavAnuM ane ante guru rajA Ape to dharmopadeza karavAno. * sAmudAyika anuSThAnano lAbha eTalo ke - ApaNe jo nabaLA paDayA hoIe to AjubAjuvALA pramAda khaMkheravAmAM sahAyaka thaI paDe. 174 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ daze dizAmAM dhamadhamatI pravRtti karanArA daza prakArano yatidharma na pALI zake. daza prakArano yatidharma sAcavavA mATe sauthI pahelAM daze dizAnI pravRtti TUMkAvavAnI jarUra che. mAtra sAdhupaNA sAme ane potAnA AtmA sAme jue te ja A yatidharmanuM pAlana sArAmAM sArI rIte karI zake. * guru pratyenA vinayane AThe karmone dUra karanAra kahyo che, kAraNa ke A vinayaguNa saghaLA guNomAM ziradAra che. jene guru pratye bahumAna hoya te gurunA badhA ja guNo sahajamAM pAmI jAya. gurunA vinayathI, abhyantara bahumAnathI jJAna, darzana ane cAritra : A traNe upAya paripUrNapaNe prApta thAya che. * AjJA mujaba nidrA karavAmAM paNa nirjarA thAya ane AjJAnI uparavaTa thaIne jAgatA rahevAmAM paNa karmabaMdha thAya. * chaThTho yatidharma saMyama che. vartamAnanA AzravothI virAma pAmavA mATe A saMyamadharma che. pRthvIkAya, aplAya, teukAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya ane paMcendriya : A nave prakAranA jIvone manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI; karavA, karAvavA ane anumodavA dvArA du:kha na pahoMcADavuM tenuM nAma saMyama. A rIte 81 prakAre saMyama pALavAno che- A vastu zakya che ke azakya che ? sAdhubhagavanto mATe A suzakya che. saMyamanA pAlana mATe keTaluM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che - e najara sAme Ave che ne ? ApaNA manathI paNa koIne duHkha na thAya, ApaNA vacanathI paNa koIne du:kha na thAya ane kAyAthI paNa koIne duHkha na thAya e rIte jIvavAnuM che. sa. mananA vicArothI sAmAne duHkha kaI rIte thAya ? manamAM bIjA mATe durbhAva che enI bIjAne jANa thAya to du:kha thAya ne ? gurvAdika ziSyane Thapako Ape tyAre te bole nahi paNa tenuM moDhuM paDI jAya, glAna thaI jAya, paga pachADIne jAya to gurubhagavantane duHkha thAya ne ? ApaNe sAmA pratye upekSAbharyuM vartana karIe, durbhAva batAvIe to sAmAne duHkha thAya ne ? ApaNI sAthe koI evuM vartana kare to du:kha thAya ne ? kAyAnuM AcaraNa ke vacana paNa mananA asadbhAvane jaNAvanArAM hovAthI ja duHkhanuM kAraNa bane ne ? AnuM nAma manathI du:kha pahoMcADavuM te. pahelAMnA kALamAM AryA mRgAvatIjI vagere gurumahArAjanA du:khanI ciMtA karavAthI kevaLajJAna pAmI gayAM. ApaNA kAraNe gurumahArAjane du:kha na thAya tenI ciMtA karanArA mahAtmAo hatA. have AvI ciMtA karanArA lagabhaga na maLe. kAraNa ke saMyama pALavAnI bhAvanA nAza pAmI ! zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 175
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________________ * A saMyama najara sAme Ave to khyAla Ave ne ke gRhasthapaNAmAM pApa keTaluM che? Dagale ne pagale pApa lAgatuM hovA chatAM te nathI dekhAtuM. kAraNa ke puNyanI divAla nIce pApa DhaMkAI gayuM che. A arthanI upAsanA anarthane jevA detI ja nathI. Aje ApaNane pApa game che mATe ja dIkSA gamatI nathI, paLAtI nathI. * A rIte pRthvIkAyAdi navanA viSayamAM saMyama batAvyA bAda dasamo ajIva saMyama batAvyo che. sAdhubhagavantone jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre pAMca prakAranAM pustaka, pAMca prakAranAM carma, pAMca prakAranAM vastra ane pAMca prakAranAM tRNa levAnAM. te jaNApUrvaka levA-mUkavA te ajavasaMyama. A pustakAdi aupagrahika upadhi che. kAyama mATe vastrapAtrAdinI jema pAse nathI rakhAtAM, jarUra paDe tyAre ja levAM. A upakaraNone duSpatilekhitapaNe vAparIe to saMyama na sacavAya. prArthanA karavApUrvaka ja levAmUkavA te ajIvasaMyama. Aje binajarUrI pustakono vaparAza ghaNo vadhI gayo che. bAIDiMga karelAM pustakomAM jayaNA paLAtI na hovAthI amAre mATe te kathya nathI. pratanI jema chUTAM pAnAM hoya to temAM caDhela kaMthavA vagerenI jayaNA pALI zakAya. A badhA doSothI bacavuM hoya to jyAM sudhI pustaka vinA cAle evuM hoya tyAM sudhI calAvI levuM. gurubhagavanta hAjara hoya to temane sUtra ke artha pUchI levA. jema pustakanI jarUra ochI paDe tema jIvavA mATe mahenata karavAnI. je sUtra ke artha zIkhIe tene kaMThastha rAkhavA mATe prayatna karavo. eka pustakamAM eka viSaya maLe jyAre gurubhagavanta pAse to aneka pustakonuM aneka viSayonuM jJAna ekI sAthe maLe. Aje pustakonA kAraNe gurubhagavantanI apekSA ghaTavA mAMDI che. eka viSaya barAbara pAko thAya pachI bIjo viSaya hAthamAM levo, jethI aneka pustakanI jarUra na paDe. ekI sAthe aneka viSayo bhaNe, badhA ja kAcA hoya eTale aneka pustakonI jarUra paDe ane ethI jyaNA na sacavAya. * pahelAMnA kALamAM pUjAo bhaNAvAtI ane tenA kAraNe karmagrantha vagere gahana viSayonuM jJAna saraLabhASAmAM maLyA karatuM. have lokone pUjAomAM rasa nathI rahyo. eTale cAritravaMdanAvalI, zrutavaMdanAvalI vagere aneka anuSThAno goThavIne AkarSaka mAhola Ubho karavAmAM Ave che. jemAM tattvanA badale mAtra saMgItanA rasamAM lokone jhilAvavAmAM Ave che. tattvanA nAme atattva lokonA haiyA sudhI pahoMcADavuM - e zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM aMga nathI. * jagatane bhUlIne jAtane yAda rAkhe te saMyama pALI zake. jagatane yAda karyA kare ane jAtane bhUlI jAya te saMyama na pALI zake. 176 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * prekSAsaMyama - UThavA, besavA vagerenI kriyA karatI vakhate joIne pramAIne besavuM te agiyAramo prekSAsaMyama. jenI pravRtti alpa hoya te A saMyama majethI pALI zake. dasa vAra UThabesa karanArane A saMyama pALavAnuM zakya kyAMthI bane? * upekSAsaMyama - jeo saMyamamAM sidAtA hoya athavA pravacananA kAryamAM upekSA karatA hoya teone preraNA karI saMyamAdimAM joDavA te vyApAraupekSAsaMyama ane gRhastha sAvadha karmo karavA mATe utsAhita na thato hoya to tenI upekSA karavIutsAhita na bane tenI kALajI rAkhavI te avyApAraupekSAsaMyama. A rIte vyApAraupekSAsaMyama ane avyApAraupekSAsaMyama ema be prakArano bAramo upekSAsaMyama che. saMyamanA viSayamAM upekSA na karavI ane asaMyamanA viSayamAM upekSA karyA vagara na rahevuM - tenuM nAma upekSAsaMyama. saMyamanI kALajI rAkhavApUrvaka asaMyamanI upekSA karavI te upekSAsaMyama. * prArthanAsaMyama-sAgArika jotA hoya to gAmamAM pesatAM, nIsaratAM, paganI pramArjanA na karavI, na hoya to karavI-te teramo pramArjanAsaMyama. * pArijhApanikAsaMyama-jIvathI saMsakta vastu hoya, pramANAdhika vastu hoya, aneSaNIya-bhagavAne jeno niSedha karyo hoya tevI-doSita vastu hoya, traNa mAIlathI upara lAvela - kSetrAtIta anAdi hoya athavA traNa praharathI adhika kALavALAkAlAtIta azanAdi hoya, evA prakAranAM AhAra, vastra tema ja uccAraprazravaNAdi hoya tene niravadyasthAne jaNApUrvaka paraThavavAM te caudamo pAriSThApanikAsaMyama. * 15 thI 17 - akuzala manavacanakAyAno nirodha karI kuzalapravRttimAM manavacanakAyAne joDavA-te kramasara manasaMyama, vacanasaMyama, kAyasaMyama. * A sattara prakAranA saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM hoya to bAhyabhAvathI vimukha thayA vinA nahi cAle-ema lAge che ne ? A saMyamanI upAdeyatA samajAtI hoya to eTaluM nakkI karo ke tamArA kAmamAM amane saMDovazo nahi. je kAma tamAre karavAnAM che temAM sAdhune joDavA nathI, to ja teo temanA saMyamanuM pAlana karI zakaze. koI sAdhubhagavanta rasa le to hAtha joDI vinayapUrvaka kahejo ke "amArAM kAma to ame patAvI daIzuM, emAM Ape jevuM nahi paDe." zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 199
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________________ sa. zAsanaprabhAvanAnAM kAma hoya to ? zAsanaprabhAvanA tamAre karavAnI ke amAre ? amAre to mAtra upadeza ApavAno, karavAnuM tamAre. ame to bhagavAnanA vacanathI tamAruM haiyuM halI jAya evo upadeza ApavA prayatna karIe, hAtha to tamAre ja halAvavAnA. kumArapALa mahArAjAe zAsanaprabhAvanA karI ke pU. hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje ? akabara bAdazAhe prabhAvanA karI ke pU. hIrasUrijI mahArAje ? saMprati mahArAjAe prabhAvanA karI ke pU. AryasahastasUri mahArAje? upadezathI zAsanaprabhAvanA thAya-e apekSAe AcAryo zAsanaprabhAvaka kahevAya. bAkI zrAvake karavAnAM kAmomAM sAdhu paDe nahi. * satyadharma-sAtamo yatidharma satya nAmano che. satyadharmanuM pAlana karavuM eTale asatyaprarUpaNA na karavI. jayAM sudhI arthano nirNaya na thAya tyAM sudhI bolavuM nahi. arthano nirNaya thayA vinA bolavuM te asatyaprarUpaNA. dharma karAvavo e pharajiyAta nathI, sAcuM samajAvavuM e pharajiyAta che. sAcuM samajAvavAnI javAbadArI amArI che, tamane na samajAya tyAM sudhI pUchavAnI chUTa che. samajayA pachI AcaravuM e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. je divase ame samajAvavAnI nA pADIe te divase amAruM pagathiyuM nA caDhazo. amArI vAta sAcI che te samajAvavAnI amArI pUrepUrI taiyArI che. kAraNa ke amAre amArA gharanuM kazuM kahevAnuM nathI, zAstrane joIne ja kahevAnuM che. zAstranA aneka artha thAya-evuM kahIne lokone bharamAvavAnI jarUra nathI. eka vakhate eka zabdano eka ja artha thAya. je artha karIe te zAstranAM anya vidhAnonI sAthe virodhI na ja hovo joIe. ApaNe je artha karIe te artha sAco che eTalo AtmavizvAsa na hoya tyAM sudhI bolavuM nahi, pATe besavuM nahi, AcaraNA karavI nahi. arthano nirNaya karyA vinA, samajyA vagara bolavAnI pravRtti satyavratano ghAta karanArI che. jANakAra ApaNe na hoIe to jANakArI meLavI levI, na maLe tyAM sudhI mauna rahevuM. paheluM mahAvrata pALavAnuM saheluM che paNa satyavrata pALavuM kaThina che. koIne duHkha na ApavuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che, jyAre satya bolavA mATe to bhagavAnanA vacananuM jJAna joIze. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke jene sAvadya ane niravadanuM jJAna na hoya tene bolavAno paNa adhikAra nathI to dezanAno adhikAra kyAMthI apAya ? * zauca dharma : dravyathI nirlepatA ane bhAvathI niravaAcAratA tenuM nAma zaucadharma. sAruM dravya aDe nahi ane kharAba dravya naDe nahi tenuM nAma dravyathI nirlepatA. sAruM aDI jAya eTale gaLe vaLagADavAnuM mana thAya ane kharAba naDe eTale lAta mAravAnuM 178 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mana thAya-tevA vakhate nirlepabhAve rahevuM te dravyathI zauca. bhAvathI, taka maLavA chatAM sAdhana hovA chatAM pApa na karavuM te bhAvazauca. taka na maLe mATe pApa na karavuM te mananI pavitratA nathI. vastunI jarUra hoya ne laIe to vAMdho nahi ane vastunI jarUra na hoya ne na laIe to vAMdho nahi, paNa vastu sArI che mATe levI ane kharAba che mATe choDavI te mananI apavitratA che. sa. amane maLe che mATe ame laIe chIe. maLe che mATe nathI levAnuM, joItuM hoya to levAnuM. jyAre ApaNane to joItuM na hovA chatAM laIe to te mananI apavitratAne ja sUcave che ne ? sa. amane 'joItuM nathI evuM lAgatuM ja nathI. lAgatuM nathI ema bolya nahi cAle, na lAgatuM hoya to paNa lagADavuM paDaze. jJAnIbhagavantoe je mArga batAvyo che tene svIkArI levo che paNa pApanA akhatarA karavA nathI besavuM. jJAnInI vAta mAnavI che, ApaNe khatarAmAM nathI paDavuM. * kiMcana eTale dravya, parigraha. sAdhubhagavanta abhyantara ke bAhya parigraha na rAkhe mATe temane akiMcana kahevAya che ane AkiMcanya e temano dharma che. dhanadhAnya vagere nava prakArano bAhya parigraha che ane mithyAtva, cAra kaSAya, hAsyAdi SaTsa ane traNa veda : A cauda prakArano abhyantara parigraha che. "muktidharma batAvyA pachI pharI A AkiMcanya dharma batAvavAnI jarUra na hatI' evI zaMkA na karavI. kAraNa ke jaDa ane cetana pratyeno rAga ja ApaNA pApanuM mULa che. tethI be vAra teno ullekha karyo che. 'rvigha suvadudham' A nyAye parigrahanI atyanta anupAdeyatA ane niSparigrahatAnI atyanta upAdeyatA jaNAvavA mATe be vAra jaNAvyuM che. koI paNa jAtanA parigraha para najara na bagADe tenuM nAma sAdhu. * aparigrahane jaNAvyA bAda paNa je saMyamanAM upakaraNa che tenI pratye paNa sAdhu mamatva na rAkhe te jaNAvavA akiMcanyadharma batAvyo che. sAdhubhagavanta pAse kazuM na hoya mATe temane akiMcana nathI kahevAtA, sAdhubhagavaMta pAse je kAMI hoya te temane mana kAMI na hovAthI teo akiMcana kahevAya che. mamatva ane lepamAM pharaka che. vastu ke vyakti sArI lAge tenuM nAma lepa ane sArI hoya ke na hoya paNa "mArI' lAge tenuM nAma mamatva. sAdhubhagavanto vastrapAtrAdi jarUra pUratAM rAkhe. tenI kALajI paNa rAkhe, parantu kALajI rAkhavAnA bahAne mamatva puSTa thAya evuM na kare. je upakaraNa jenA mATe rAkhyuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 179
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________________ hoya temAM teno upayoga karyA vagara na rahe. palavavAnI ke kApa kADhavAnI ALasa vagerenA kAraNe vastu vAparavAnA badale sAcavI rAkhavI te paNa eka prakAranuM mamatva che. makAnanI bahAra kapaDo oDhIne javAnuM vidhAna hovA chatAM kapaDo palavavAnI ALasa hovAthI ke parasevAvALo thavAthI kApa kADhavo paDe teno kaMTALo Avato hovAthI pAMgaraNI oDhIne derAsara ke vyAkhyAna, bhikSA Adi mATe javuM te paNa upakaraNanuM mamatva che. je vItarAgaparamAtmAe sAdhudharma batAvyo temanI pAse kapaDo oDhayA vinA javuM te temanI AzAtanA ja che ne ? traNa lokanA nAtha evA paramAtmA pAse paNa temanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavA dvArA AzAtanA karAve evuM A mamatva che. A mamatvanI bhayaMkaratA samajAya tene AkiMcanya dharmanI mahattA samajAyA vinA na rahe. * brahmacarya - brahma eTale parama tattva, tene anukULa evuM AcaraNa tenuM nAma brahmacarya. abrahmanuM sevana saMsArane vadhAranAruM hovAthI teno tyAga karI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. pAMce IndriyonA anukULa viSayothI manane dUra rAkhavuM, temAM haiyuM na ApavuM manane na joDavuM, jarUra pUrato upayoga karI levo tenuM nAma brahmacarya. cothuM mahAvrata batAvyA pachI paNa ahIM brahmacarya dharma jaNAvyo che. kAraNa ke cothA mahAvratamAM strIno tyAga batAvyo hato jyAre ahIM e tyAga karyA pachI pAchuM temAM mana na jAya mATe nava vADa pALavAnI jaNAvI. choDeluM vaLage nahi te mATeno prayatna te brahmacarya dharma. gADI gerejamAMthI bahAra kADhatI vakhate dhyAna rAkhavA jevuM cothuM mahAvrata che ane raste calAvatI vakhate akasmAta na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhavA jevuM brahmacarya che. * A daza prakArano yatidharma duSkara che-ema graMthakArazrI pote jaNAve che. AthI tene pAmavA mATe prayatnavizeSa karavAnI jarUra che. ratno jema ochAM hoya che, ratnonA arthI ochA hoya ane ratnone ApavAvALA paNa ochA hoya tema A dharmarUpI ratnanA ArAdhaka ochA maLaze, tenA arthI ochA maLaze ane e dharmaratnanA ApanArA paNa ochA maLaze. AvA yatidharmanA prarUpako ochA maLe ne ? sa. sattva kyAMthI lAvavuM? sattva AkAzamAMthI nathI pragaTavAnuM, bajAramAM nathI maLavAnuM, ApaNe jAte ja pragaTa karavuM paDaze. sattva che to kharuM, pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. eka vAra saMsAra pratye napharata jAge to sattva pragaTyA vinA na rahe. 180 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * sAdhana AkaruM che ema jANyA pachI te mATe prayatnAtizaya karavAnuM mana thAya to samajavuM ke mokSanuM arthIpaNuM che ane sAdhana AkaruM jANyA pachI paDatuM mUkavAnI vAta kare to samajavuM ke mokSanuM arthIpaNuM nathI. jene sAdhana ApuM lAge te sAdhanane prApta karavA zuM karavuM tenI ciMtAmAM lAgI jAya te pahelAnA mahApuruSone sAdhana AkaruM lAgyA pachI tene AtmasAt karavA zuM karavuM tenI jijJAsAthI teo gurubhagavantane mArga pUchatA. jyAre ApaNe to "ApaNuM kAma nahi ema samajIne UbhA thaI jaIe ne ? jene pAmavuM che tenA mATe A dharmaratnane pAmavAnI yogyatAnI vAta AgaLanI gAthAmAM karI che. enA pahelAM jaNAvyuM che ke yatidharma ane gRhIdharma e ratnajevo che. A lokamAM ratnane lenArA ane ratnane ApanArA ochA hoya che tema ahIM paNa dharmaratnanA arthI ane dAyaka jIvo alpa ja rahevAnA. sAmAnya ghAsa-Indhana-lavaNa vagere asArabhUta dravyanA arthI ane dAyaka joIe eTalA maLe. tema kudharmane karanArA, ApanArA joIe eTalA maLe. mozaikalakSI dezanA ApanArA koIka ja maLe ane saMsAranA sukhanA IrAde dharma karAvanArA joIe eTalA maLe. ratnanA arthI karatAM paNa ratnanA vyApArI alpa hoya che. A dharmaratnanI yogyatA kevA prakAranI che, te jaNAve che. kAraNa ke UMcI vastu yogyatA vinA na apAya. ayogyane UMcI vastu ApavAthI te yogya nathI banI javAno, uparathI vastunI kiMmata ghaTe che. AthI mahAvratone levAnI yogyatA tarIke ekavIsa guNo batAvyA che. A yogyatA vinA sAdhupaNuM kadAca maLI jAya kharuM paNa paLAya nahi. dIkSA vairAgyanA yoge ja paLAya che. rAgathI dIkSA maLI jAya kharI paNa vairAgya vinA dIkSA pALI zakAze nahi. sa. sAdhudharma addabhuta che - evuM kema lAgatuM nathI? peTamAM maLa jAmI gayo hoya to sArI vastunI rUci jAge kharI ? ahIM paNa karmamaLa jAmI gayo che mATe dharmaratnanI ruci kyAMthI jAge ? puNyathI maLI gayuM hota to Aje Asakti marI jAta. mAMgIne meLavyuM che mATe Asakti jatI nathI. have je Asakti jatI na hoya to tenA TukaDeTukaDA karI nAkhavA che. Asakti tUTatI nathI teno artha e che ke Asakti toDavI nathI. Asakti toDavAnuM mana thAya to koInI rAha jovA nathI besavuM. Asakti toDIne sAdhupaNuM levAnuM mana thAya to tame sauthI pahelAM kone kahevA jAo? je Asakti vadhAre tene kahevA jAo ke Asakti ghaTADe tene? jaMbUsvAmI mahArAjane IcchA jAgyA pachI sudharmAsvAmI mahArAjane kahevA gayA. Aje tamane IcchA thayA pachI gurubhagavantane kahevA jAo ke gharanA pAtrane ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * bhagavAnanuM zAsana anuzAsanathI cAle che. dIkSA ApyA pachI te ziSya unmArge na jAya ane mArgAnusArI banI rahe tenI javAbadArI gurumahArAjanI - dIkSA ApanAranI che. patananAM bhayasthAno kayAM che, caDhavAnAM AlaMbano kayAM che eno khyAla gurune hoya ja. je evI yogyatA na hoya to dIkSA ApavAno lobha na rAkhavo. dharmaratnanI yogyatAnA ekavIsa guNo : 1. akSudratA * lAyakAta vagaranA jIvo dharma kare tene eka guNanI prApti thatI nathI mATe pahelAM lAyakAta keLavavA mahenata karI levI che. A lAyakAta mATe mArgAnusArInA ekavIsa guNo batAvyA che. temAM pahelo guNa che akSudratA. yuddhatAno abhAva tene azuddhatA kahevAya. zuddha tene kahevAya che ke jene sahana karavAnI vRtti na hoya, bIjAnI pAsethI khaMkheravAnI vRtti hoya. potAnuM bacAve ane pArakAnuM vApare tene kRpaNa kahevAya. dharmasthAnamAM kRpaNatAno tyAga karavo paDe che. kRpaNatAnA tyAga vinA audArya na Ave. audArya e dharmasiddhinuM paheluM liMga che. meLavavAnI bhAvanA hoya e udAra na banI zake, choDavAnI bhAvanA hoya e udAra banI zake. potAne nukasAna thavA chatAM jatuM karavAnI bhAvanA hoya te dharma karI zake. koInuM khamI khAvAnI vRtti te udAratA ane koInuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti te kRpaNatA. * azuddha jIvone alabUmadhya A pramANe paNa kahevAya che. jema sAgaranA peTALamAM badhuM samAya che tema dharmAtmA badhuM khamI le. duHkhanAM rodaNAM na rue, duHkhanI phariyAda na kare, jeTaluM duHkha AvyuM hoya eTaluM sahana karI le. sukha choDavA mATe ane duHkha bhogavavA mATe udAratA joIe. udAratA lAvavA mATe badhuM haiyAmAM samAvatAM zIkhI levuM che. jyAre jyAre duHkha Ave tyAre narakanA jIvone yAda karI levA. e loko duHkhanI phariyAda kema nathI karatA tema ApaNe paNa chatI zatie duHkhanI phariyAda nathI karavI. * zuddhatA eTale tucchatA. ahIM tucchatA eTale hIna kuLamAM janmelA asaMskArI lokomAM je tucchatA che tenI vAta nathI. ucca kuLamAM AvelA ane saMskArI kuTuMbomAM paNa jovA maLe evI, buddhinI tucchatAnI vAta che. saMsAranA sukho mATe dharmane veDaphI nAMkhanArA tucchabuddhivALA che. tuccha evAM sukha mATe kImatI sAmagrIne veDaphI nAMkhavI - enA jevI mUrkhAI bIjI kaI che? puNyathI maLelI UMcAmAM UMcI vastu para najara na nAMkhe tenuM nAma azuddha. 182 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. sAdhupaNAmAM to AvuM na hoya ne ? sAdhupaNAmAM paNa anukULa bhikSA, mAna-sanmAna vagerenuM sukha che ne? mAnasanmAna ke visthA mATe svAdhyAya choDavo tenuM nAma zuddhatA. gurunuM anuzAsana na game mATe ziSyane laIne judo jAya tenuM nAma zuddhatA. UMcAmAM UMcI vastu maLyA pachI nIcAmAM nIcI vastu bhogavavAnuM mana tenuM nAma zuddhatA. puNyathI maLelA sukha khAtara kSayopazamabhAva ane kSAyikabhAvanA guNonI upekSA kare te tucchabuddhivALA. * jaDa pratyeno prema to ekapAkSika ja che paNa je cetana pratyeno rAga ApaNane che te paNa lagabhaga ekapAkSika che. chatAM tenI khAtarI ApaNe ApaNI jiMdagI barabAda karI rahyA chIe ne? * gRhasthanAM kAma sAdhu na kare to tene patananuM koI nimitta ja nathI. gRhasthapaNAnAM kAma je sAdhuo kare temane avirati gamavA mAMDI che-ema samajavuM. sAdhupaNAmAMthI patana na thAya te mATe sAdhupaNAnI maryAdAnuM pAlana karavuM jarUrI che. moTA thavAnuM mana jemane haze te khoTA ja thavAnA. svAmI thavAnI IcchAvALA zuddha che, sevaka tarIke TakI rahenArA bhadratA vagaranA che. AvI kSadratA to sAdhupaNAmAM paNa saMbhave che - mATe pUrI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI che. bhaNAvavA mATe mUkelAne gurunA maTADIne potAnA banAve-Avo vizvAsaghAta zuddhatAnA kAraNe thAya che. yogyatA nathI to sAdhupaNuM choDI devuM e yogya nathI. sAdhutAnI yogyatA keLavI ja levI che. cAritra levuM che athavA lIdhuM che temaNe zuddhatA TALavI ja paDaze. e TALavA mATe nakkI karo ke eka paNa kAma mAbApane ke gurune pUchyA vagara karavuM nathI. kSudratA TALavAno A sarvazreSTha upAya che. zuddhatA vinayane AcaravA detI nathI. A kSudratAno abhAva guNonI nirmaLatA mATe jarUrI che. audayikabhAvamAM guNo hotA nathI. kSayopazamabhAvamAM guNo jhAMkhA hoya che ane sAyikabhAvamAM guNo nirmaLa hoya che. kutUhalavRtti e paNa eka prakAranI tucchatA, zuddhatA che. kutUhalavRtti AtmAne upayogI nathI, mAtra Indriyo ane manane sukhAkArI che. zAstranA pAne lakheluM jovAnuM mana thAya te dikSA che. didakSA e guNa che. zAstra sivAya bIjuM kAMI paNa jovAnuM mana thAya to te kutUhalavRtti che ane e anarthadaMDa che. kAraNa ke tenAthI AtmAnA guNo pragaTatA nathI ane UlaTuM doSone uddhodhana maLe che. be ghaDI AnaMda mATe kutUhalavRtti che, je ArtadhyAnanA gharanI che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 183
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________________ * 2. rUpavAna : pAMca IndriyathI paripUrNa. pAMce pAMca Indriya jemanI paripUrNa hoya teo ja dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe samartha bane. Aje ApaNuM zarIra cAle evuM che ne ? zarIra cAlatuM nathI mATe dharma nathI karatA ke calAvavuM nathI mATe nathI karatA? * Indriyo karme ApelI che to jyAM sudhI karma sAtha Ape tyAM sudhI e Indriyo pAsethI kAma laI levuM che. pAMce Indriyo nakAmI thaI jaze to koI dIkSA nahi Ape. enA karatAM Indriyo kAma Ape che to teno sadupayoga karI levo che, dikSA laI levI che. dIkSA levAnA pariNAma na jAge to paNa vAMdho nathI, dIkSA sArI che ne? to saMsAranAM kAryomAM Indriyone veDaphI nathI nAkhavI. * 3. prakRtisaumyatA eTale kaSAyano abhAva. svabhAvathI ja kaSAyanA abhAvavALo hoya. kaSAyanA abhAva vinA guNonI prApti thatI nathI. anantAnubaMdhInA kaSAya jAya tyAre ja samyakatvarUpa guNanI prApti thAya che. apratyAkhyAnInA kaSAya jAya tyAre dezavirati Ave. pratyAkhyAnInA kaSAya jAya tyAre sarvavirati Ave ane saMjvalananA kaSAya jAya tyAre vItarAgatA Ave. prakRtithI saumya na banIe to gurubhagavanta hitazikSA vagere paNa na Ape. hitazikSA na Ape to guNonI prApti paNa nahIM thAya mATe kaSAyathI dUra rahevuM che. * jeTalI ArAdhanA karI hoya te badhI ArAdhanAne eka vakhatano krodha naSTa karI de che mATe krodha na karavA mATe sauthI pahelAM prakRtinI saumyatA batAvI che. jema jema dharma karavA mAMDIe tema tema ApaNe UMcA chIe evuM haiyAmAM beThuM che mATe ja gusso karavAnuM bane ne ? UMcAmAM UMcI vastu laI javI hoya to pAtra paNa yogya joIe tema krodhanA abhAva rUpa kSamAdharmane prApta karavA mATe prakRtinI saumyatA rUpa pAtratA keLavavI paDe. krodhanA abhAvamAM ane prakRtinI saumyatAmAM pharaka che. eka yogyatArUpa che ane eka kAryarUpa che. krodhano prasaMga Ave tyAre gusso na karavo e kSamAdharma che ane krodhano prasaMga na Ave to paNa gusso na karavo e prakRtinI saumyatA che. prakRtisaumyatA guNa kAyama mATe rahelo hoya che, jyAre kSamAdharma te te avasare jaNAto hoya che. saumyatA e svabhAva che, kSamA enuM phaLa che. * artha-kAma joItA hoya tene gusso karavo paDe. keLavajJAna joItuM hoya ene gussAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. huM caDhiyAto chuM' Avo bhAva gusso karAve che. anAdi kALathI saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo chuM, kaMIkeTalIya bhUlo karI che to koIe Thapako Apyo hoya to khoTo Thapako Apyo nathI, sAco ja che ema mAnI laIe to gusso nahIM Ave. 184 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * sahana karavAno vicAra Ave tyArathI bhavitavyatA pAkavA mAMDe, pratIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA jAge tyArathI bhavitavyatA bagaDavA mAMDe. na * 'ApaNI bhUlo ja ApaNane naDe, bIjAnI nahIM' evuM je na mAne e dharma nahi karI zake. * koI divasa, koInI upara kyAre paNa gusso na karavo e prakRtinI saumyatA che. ATalI zarato haze tyAre svAbhAvika saumyatA Avaze. AvI saumyatA lAvavA mATe sAmI vyakti sAthe bolatI vakhate avAja caDhAvavo nathI, moDhuM vikRta karavuM nathI, mAthAnI rekhA caDhAvavI nathI, areturethI vAta karavI nathI. sAmI vyaktinA manane duHkha pahoMce evA zabdano prayoga karavo nathI. bhASAnI saumyatA evI rIte rAkhavI che ke sAmI vyaktine sAMbhaLyA pachI AnaMda Ave. graMthamAM prakRtisaumyatAnI vyAkhyA karatI vakhate kahyuM che ke sudhAMzu eTale candramA, enI jema AnaMdane ApanAra. bIjAne AnaMda ApavAnA svabhAvavALA jIvo ja dharma mATe lAyaka bane che. prakRtithI saumya na hoya evA jIvone koI pAse UbhuM rAkhatuM nathI. yogya pAse UbhA rahevA jeTalI paNa lAyakAta na hoya to doSo jaze nahi ane guNo maLaze nahi mATe game te rIte A lAyakAta keLavI levI che. * bIjAnuM du:kha veThI levuM e krodhano nigraha ane bIjAne AnaMda Apavo e prakRtinI saumyatA. bIjAne AnaMda Apavo eno artha bIjA upara rAga karavo e nathI. bIjAne AnaMda ApyA pachI paNa sAmI vyakti ApaNI upara game teTalI lAgaNI varasAve topaNa emAM lepAvuM nahIM enA mATe prakRtinI saumyatA joIe. rAgane jItavA mATe prakRtinI saumyatA joIe ane dveSane jItavA mATe krodhano nigraha joIe. cAritra e krodhanA nigraha svarUpa che. prakRtisaumyatA e AdhAra che, krodhano nigraha Adheya che. AdhAra vagara Adheya nahi Take. * prakRtinI saumyatA vinAnA dharmathI pApa nahi jAya. Aje ApaNe pApa TALavuM nathI mATe prakRtinI saumyatA vagarano dharma karavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM che ne ? dharma karIne durgati nathI TaLatI, pApa na kare to durgati TaLe. Aje ApaNane pApa TALavuM nathI ane duHkha TALavuM che mATe dharmanuM oThuM lIdhuM che. zAstramAM, dharma karanArA durgatimAM na jAya evuM lakhyuM che - eno artha pApa na kare e durgatimAM na jAya evo che. duHkha joItuM nathI mATe bhagavAnanI pUjA karavI che, paNa rAtribhojana nathI choDavuM. upavAsa, ekAsaNAM.. vagere karavAM che paNa rAtribhojana nathI choDavuM e sAruM nathI. upavAsAdi nahi karo to zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 185
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________________ cAlaze paNa rAtribhojana choDavuM ja paDaze. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanI navakArazI divasedivase caDhiyAtI gaNAya che tema rAtribhojana Adi pApo paNa divase divase dviguNita anubaMdhavALAM banI zake che. Aje ApaNane pApa nathI choDavuM ane duHkha TALavA mATe dharma karavo che. koI kALe e dharma duHkha dUra nahi kare, uparathI pApa baMdhAvaze. mATe vahelI take lAyakAta keLavI levI che. * 4. lokapriyatA : guNanA kAraNe lokone priya thavuM. lokone priya thaIe to sArA mANasa potAnI pAse besADe, nahIM to loko haDadhUta karIne kADhI mUke. sArA mANaso pAse besavAthI sArA mANaso doSo dUra kare, guNa zikhavADe. * jeo potAnI jAtane sArI mAne ane bIjAne kharAba mAne teo lokapriya na banI zake. potAne kharAba mAne to ja sArA mANasonA saMsargamAM rahe. tethI pote paNa guNa pAme ane bIjA lokone paNa guNa prApta karAvI zake. ja * prakRtithI saumya hoya e lokone priya thayA vinA na rahe. parantu AvI lokapriyatA jo guNanA gharanI hoya to ja kAmanI. kevaLa bIjAnA kAma karIne lokapriya bane e lokapriyatA kAmanI nathI. lokapriyatA haze to ziSTa puruSo pAse besADaze. jJAnI puruSo pAse besIzuM to ja jJAnanI prApti thaze. jJAnAdi guNo prApta karavA mATe lokapriyatArUpa yogyatA e moTAmAM moTuM sAdhana che. jenI pAse rahIe emane apriya thAya evuM eke kAma na karIe to gurubhagavanta kADhI nahi mUke. sthUlabhadra ma. ne gurubhagavante jJAna ApyA pachI paNa abhimAnamAM paDayA to gurubhagavante ayogya kahI dIdhA tethI adhika jJAnathI vaMcita rahI gayA. * jenI pAsethI kazuM meLavavAnuM nathI evA loko mAna Ape to evuM mAna nathI joItuM, gurubhagavanta pAsethI guNo meLavavAnA che to e apamAna karaze topaNa cAlaze... ATaluM sattva je divase ApaNI pAse Avaze e divase ApaNe mokSamArgamAM pagaluM bharyuM che - evuM kahevAya. * mahAna puruSonI nizrAmAM rahevAnA kAraNe ghaNA phAyadA che. mATe to vIravijayajI ma. e paNa stavanamAM gAyuM che - 'moTAno je Azaro tehathI pAmIe lIlavilAsa.' avasare avasare hitazikSA maLatI rahe to doSothI hUra thaIe. * kharAba vastune kharAba mAnavA na de e mohano aMdhApo che ane kharAba mAnyA pachI choDavA na de e mamatva che. Asakti bhaviSyanI AzA choDavA detI nathI ane mamatva vartamAnamAM kharAbathI calAvI levAnuM kAma kare che. 186 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * sAdhupaNAno dharma pAmavA lokapriyatA joie paNa lokanAM kAma karIne nahIM, pApa choDIne lokapriyatA keLavavI che. lokottaradharmane bAdha na Ave te rIte viziSTa lokane priya banavuM che. lokottaradharmane ArAdhatAM kSudratA TALIne, prakRtithI saumyatA keLavIne, pAMce IndriyanI paripUrNatA meLavyA pachI lokottaradharmane ArAdhavA nIkaLyA ja chIe to have sArA mANaso kADhI na mUke enA mATe yogyatA keLavI levI che. audayikabhAvanI lokapriyatA nathI joItI, kSayopazamabhAvanI joIe che. kSayopazamabhAvanI lokapriyatA meLavavI haze to bhagavAnano mArga samAvavo paDaze, lokone game e ApavAmAM kSayopazamabhAvanI lokapriyatA nahi Ave. samyaktva mithyAtva, sudeva-kudeva, suguru-kuguru, laukika-lokottara, virati-avirati, lokottaralokottarAbhAsa.... A badhuM samajAvavuM paDaze. * dharma karavAthI sukhI thaIe ke sAdhu thaIe ? tuccha vastu khAtara UMcI vastune na veDaphe te akSudra. saMsAranA sukha khAtara dharmane vece nahi te akSudra. bIjA naMbare rUpavAna batAvyo che. dharma karavA mATe IndriyonI paripUrNatA maLe te rUpavAnapaNuM. game teTaluM duHkha veThavA taiyAra hoya ane sukha pAchaLa na doDe e dharma mATe anukULa evI Indriya. Indriyo ApaNI nokarANI jevI che ne ? nokara kevo game ? kAma badhuM kare ane pagAravadhAro na mAMge ! e rIte indriyo paNa duHkha dareka jAtanAM bhogave ane sukha bilakula mAMge nahi te dharmane anukULa Indriya. trIjA naMbare prakRtinI saumyatA. kaSAyanI maMdatA ja prakRtinI saumyatAne lAve che. cotho lokapriyatA guNa batAvyo. bIjAnAM kAma karIne priya banavuM te lokapriyatA nathI. pApa choDIne, bhagavAnanI AjJA pALIne priya thavuM te lokapriyatA. Aje sAdhubhagavanta tamArI gocarI vagerenI vinaMtino svIkAra na kare toya apriya thaI paDe ne ? jagatanA jIvonI IcchAo pUrNa karavI e ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI. mATe bhagavAnanI AjJA pALIne lokapriya banavuM che. sAdhubhagavanto bhagavAnanI AjJAnI maryAdAmAM rahe te tamArA ane amArA hita mATe che. * 5. krUratAno abhAva : pAMcamo guNa akrUra batAvyo che. krUra eTale durabhisaMdhi arthAr duSTa adhyavasAyavALo, paradroha karanAro. gurubhagavanta hitazikSA Ape tyAre mAthuM garama karavuM, AMkho lAla karavI, moDhuM vikRta karavuM te krUratA. guru bhagavantanI hitazikSA pAmyA pachI gurunuM kharAba dekhADavAno adhyavasAya te krUratA. guru sAme UMce sAde bolavuM te krUratA. krUratAno pariNAma e guNano nAzaka che, eTaluM ja nahi cAritraguNano ghAtaka che. phulavAlaka muninuM patana A krUratAnA kAraNe thayuM hatuM. kyAMya paNa dayAnA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 187
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________________ pariNAma haNAya nahIM, te akrUratA. vihAra karatI vakhate thAka lAgyA pachI pharIne javAnuM pasaMda kare paNa pANI ke sacitta pRthvI vagere upara paga mUkIne na jAya - te akrUratA. * gRhastha mANasa ema kahe ke mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM to te taddana khoTo che. kAraNa ke temane to gharanA lokonuM badhuM ja veThavAno abhyAsa che. Aje khAvAnuM paNa dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI, bhAvathI ApaNI IcchA mujaba maLe che kharuM ? * bhagavAnano ke guruno droha, marI jaIe toya na karIe tenuM nAma akrUratA. game te kAraNe, bhUtakALanA pApayoge svabhAvano meLa na bese to ya AjJA sAthe meLa besADIne rahevuM che. * 6. bhayavAna : pApanA DaravALo hoya. koI paNa pravRtti karatI vakhate pApano vicAra pahelAM kare. aviratinuM pApa jene bhayaMkara lAge te dharma karavA mATe yogya che. potAno apavAda maraNa karatAM bhUMDo lAge tenuM nAma bhIrutA. * 7. azaTha : potAnA haiyAnA bhAvo jevA hoya tevA guru bhagavAna AgaLa jAhera kare. guno karyA pachI kabUla na karavuM te mAyA. vimalanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che ne - saraLa taNe haiDe je Ave teha batAve bolI ? * je bhAyAvI na hoya, goThavI-goThavIne bolanAra na hoya, vAMkuM bolanAra na hoya tenuM nAma saraLa. mAyAvI hoya te sarala AzayavALo na hoya ane saraLaAzaya vinAnAne dharma pariNAma na pAme. bApA karatAM dIkarA vadhu jiddI hoya chatAM bApAne kahe ke samajatA nathI-te mAyA nahi? kAyama mATe vAMkuM bolavAnI Teva hoya tene dharma pariName nahi. gurubhagavantanI hitazikSA gamatI na hovA chatAM 'bhUla batAvo eno vAMdho nathI, premathI batAvo to sAruM.' Ano artha zuM? vAtsalya joIe che, hita nahi - ema mAnavuM paDe ne? davAkhAnAmAM jAya teNe pIDA bhogavavAnI taiyArI rAkhavAnI tema dharmasthAnamAM AvanAra gurnAdikanAM kaThora vacana sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI. sa. bhagavAna paNa karuNA ane vAtsalyanA nidhi kahevAya che ne ? bhagavAnanuM vAtsalya kevuM hatuM. gozALAne kevuM vAtsalya ApyuM? meghakumArane kevuM vAtsalya ApyuM? vatsa kahIne paNa teM durbAna karyuM ema kahyuM ne ? sAthe duHkha veThavA mATe taiyAra karyA ne ? gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne bAra parSadA vacce kahyuM ke eka samaya mATe pramAda na karIza. tamane AvuM vAtsalya game kharuM ? 188 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * jene dharma joIe che te dharmanI yogyatAnI upekSA na kare. jeo dharmanA phaLanA arthI nathI teo yogyatAnI upekSA kare. dharma karavA mATe je yogyatAnI jarUra che te, dharma karIne tenuM vAstavika phaLa meLavavA mATe che. Aje ApaNe bhaNavAnuM kAma jJAna meLavavA mATe karIe chIe, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI nirjarA mATe nahi ne ? AthI bhaNatI vakhate vinaya karavAnuM phAvatuM nathI. vinaya karyA vinA bhaNavAthI kadAca jJAna maLe paNa kevaLajJAna na maLe. kevaLajJAna to jJAnAvaraNIyanI nirjarAthI maLe. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI nirjarA mATe bhaNavAnI sAthe vinaya-vaiyAvacca karavI jarUrI che. Aja sudhIno ApaNo dharma nirjarAsvarUpa phaLane ApanAro nathI banyo te yogyatAnA abhAve ane yogyatAnI upekSAnA prabhAve. * saMyama pALavuM na hovA chatAM guru barAbara nathI - ema kahevuM te mAyA. kAma karavAnI vRtti na hovA chatAM azakti che ema kahevuM te mAyA. AvA mAyAvI dharma karavA mATe ke nirjarArUpa phaLa pAmavA mATe yogya nathI. je saraLAzayI hoya te ja dharma ArAdhI zake. 48. dAkSiNya : bIjAe kAma kIdhA pachI enuM kAma karI ApavuM-te dAkSiNya. mokSamArganI sAdhanA karatI vakhate lokonI sahAyanI jarUra paDavAnI. evA vakhate dAkSiNyaguNa nahIM hoya to AgaLa nahIM vadhAya. bIjAne anukULa banavA mATe, bIjAnuM kAma karavA mATe tatpara rahevuM tenuM nAma dAkSiNya. gharanA lokone paNa anukULa banavAnI vRtti na hoya te dharma kaI rIte karI zake? jene bhaviSyamAM sAdhu thavuM che, badhAnI vaicAvacca karavI che teNe gRhasthapaNAmAM A dAkSiNyaguNanI upekSA karyo na cAle. jeNe mAbApanI, ke bhAIbahenanI sevA nathI karI teo sAdhupaNAmAM AvIne zuM karavAnA? AjanI dIkSAo moTA bhAge amArA lobhanA kAraNe thAya che, jIvonI yogyatAne laIne nahi. A dAkSiNyaguNanA yoge bhavadeva munie anicchAe paNa sAdhupaNuM pALyuM to aMte be bhavamAM nistAra thaI gayo. mAtA pratyenA dAkSiNyanA kAraNe AryarakSitasUri mahArAjanI bheTa ApaNane maLI. ApaNe vikathA karIe e gurumahArAjane ISTa na hoya ane svAdhyAya karIe e ISTa hoya to temanA khAtara vikathA choDI svAdhyAya karavA besI javuM che. gurubhagavantanI prasannatA khAtara ApaNo Agraha jato karavo tenuM nAma dAkSiNya. Ame ya nirjarA karavA AvyA chIe, veThavA mATe AvyA chIe to zA mATe dAkSiNyaguNa gumAvIe? A dAkSiNyaguNa keLavavo hoya to nakkI karI lo ke koI paNa kAmamAM nA nathI pADavI. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 189
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________________ saMsAramAM beThA chIe tyAM sudhI saMsAranAM kAma karyA vinA nahi cAle. e kAma dAkSiNyathI karI levuM che. 'Sa nahi vaLI avarazuM A pahelI daSTino guNa che. samakitI bahena rasoI karatAM karatAM paNa nirjarA kare ane mithyAtvI bahena pUjA karatAM karatAM paNa kama bAMdhyA vinA na rahe. dAkSiNyaguNa meLavavA mATe mahenata kare te samakita pAmavA mATe yogya. dAkSiNyanI upekSA karI dharma kare toya te samakita pAmavA mATe ayogya che. gRhasthapaNAmAM mAbApane pUchyA vinA kAma karavuM nathI ane sAdhupaNAmAM gurubhagavantane pUchayA vinA nathI rahevuM. vinayaviveka vagere badhA guNo dAkSiNyathI pragaTe che. ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke dAkSiNyaguNavALo uparodhazIla hoya. bIjAnA uparodhane laIne tene nA na pADI zake. ApaNA zarIra sAme, mana sAme, zakti sAme nathI jevuM, dravyakSetrakALabhAva nathI jevA, mAtra dAkSiNya sAme jevuM che. koI paNa mANasa ApaNane rokI zake, be kAma bhaLAvI zake, evo svabhAva ApaNo hovo joIe-tenuM nAma dAkSiNya. bIjAnuM kAma karatI vakhate kadAca ApaNe ApaNuM na karI zakIe toye ciMtA nathI karavI. kAraNa ke ApaNuM kAma paNa nirjarA mATenuM ja hatuM, te nirjarA bIjAnA kAmathI paNa thaI zake che. kAMI kAma na hoya tyAre bhaNavA besIzuM, paNa kAma bAkI hoya to karyA vinA nathI rahevuM. evA vakhate bIjAnI anukULatA sAcavavAnA yoge kudaratI rIte tenI kRpAthI kSayopazama pragaTe che. 4 9. lajjALu: prANa jAya to paNa pratijJAbhaMga na kare te lajjA. raste rakhaDato thAya paNa devuM cUkavyA vagara na rahe. vAtavAtamAM apavAda seve ane prAyazcitta le e dharmAtmA na hoya. pApanI lajjA e dharma karavA mATenI mahattvanI yogyatA che. lajjA e sarva guNonI jananI che. atyanta zuddha hRdaya jenA kAraNe prApta thAya che evI A lajjA che. A lajjAnA yoge arthI lajjA guNane anusaranArA tejasvI AtmAo, satyamArgamAM saMkaTa AvyuM chate prANone sukhe karIne tyaje paraMtu pratijJAne tajatA nathI. nirlajatA e badhA doSonuM mULa che. lajja, doSothI bacAvIne guNa pamADe che. lajjA guNa pApamAMthI bacavA mATe che, pApanA bacAva mATe jeno upayoga thAya tene lajjAguNa na kahevAya. * 10. dayALu : jeo dharma karavA taiyAra thayA hoya temanI kevA prakAranI yogyatA hovI joIe tenI vicAraNA ApaNe karIe chIe. temAM dasamo guNa dayA batAvyo che. duHkhIne kAMIka ApavuM te dayA nahi. duHkhInA duHkhane dUra karavAnI abhilASA tenuM nAma dayA. bIjAno upakAra karavo te dayA nahi, bIjAne apakAra na karavo tenuM nAma dayA. bIjAne paisA ApavA te dayA nahi, bIjAnA paisA jatA karavA tenuM nAma dayA. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 190
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________________ ApavuM te dayA nahi, jatuM karavuM tenuM nAma yA. veThavAno pariNAma te dayA. sAmAnA duHkhane dUra karavAnI bhAvanA saphaLa karavA mATe game teTaluM veThavuM paDe to veThI levuM te dayA. karuNA e pariNAmarUpa che jyAre dayA e kAryarata pariNAma che. bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI thavAnI taiyArI hoya ane ethI e duHkha dUra karavAnI tatparatA hoya to dayA che ema samajavuM. ApaNuM jatuM karavAnI vRtti na hoya tyAM sudhI dayA na Ave. Aje jainomAMthI dayAnA pariNAma javA mAMDayA che. loko paNa jainonI TIkA karatAM thaI gayA che. kAraNa ke bajAramAM teo nirdayapaNe varte che. emAM jatuM karavAnI vRttino abhAva kAraNa che. A badhI yogyatA khUba mahattvanI che. tenI upekSA karye nahi cAle. ApaNAmAM yogyatA haze to yoga game tyAMthI maLI raheze. ane jo yogyatA nahi hoya to maLelo yoga paNa ayogamAM pariNAma pAmaze. pote paDI jAya paNa bIjAne du:kha na pahoMcADe te dayALu. potAnA prANanI hAni thatI hoya topaNa bIjAnA prANanI rakSA kare, dharmaruciaNagAranI jema. potAnA prANanA bhoge asaMkhya jIvono saMhAra thato aTakAvyo ne ? kyAM sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che-joI lIdhuM ? bIjAnA prANa laIne potAnA prANa bacAvavA che ne ? jIvone mArIne ja jIvavuM che ne ? sa. eTale zuM ? cha kAyanI hatyA karIne gharamAM rahevuM che ne ? ke eno tyAga karIne sAdhupaNuM levuM che ? dayAnA pariNAma hoya to saMsAra chUTayA vinA nahIM rahe. pApathI virAma pAmavArUpa nivRttisvarUpa dharma paNa yAmUlaka che ane jJAnAcArAdinA pAlanarUpa pravRttisvarUpa dharma paNa dayAmUlaka che. * Aje ApaNI sukhanI IcchAe ane sukha bhogavavAnI pravRttie mAjhA mUkI che enA yoge ja ApaNe bhagavAnanI vAta samajI paNa zakatA nathI. viSayakaSAyane AdhIna thaIne pravRtti kare tenA pAMce mahAvrata jAya. A sukhanI lAlacanA kAraNe saMvararUpI naukAmAM AzravanAM chidro paDe che. * koIne duHkha na ApavuM te mATe sAdhu thavuM sAruM. paNa bIjAnAM du:khone dUra karavAnuM kAma ApaNI pAse paisA hoya to karI zakAya mATe gRhasthapaNAmAM rahevuM te sAruM nahi. jIvadayA mATe gRhasthapaNAmAM rahevuM tenA karatAM abhayadAna mATe sAdhu thavuM sAruM. jIvadayAnAM kAryomAM anantakAya vagerenI virAdhanA thatI hovAthI zrAvaka pAMjarApoLa kholAve nahi, teno sIdho vahIvaTa na kare. mAtra e kAryamAM Arthika sahAya kare ane sAdhu mAtra upadeza Ape. na zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 191
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________________ * sAdhubhagavanta gocarI paNa e rIte lAve ke jethI dAtAne koI paNa jAtanI pIDA na pahoMce je dAtAnI pIDAnI ciMtA na kare te sAdhu potAnA lobha vagerenA kAraNe ke agItArthatAnA kAraNe zAsananI apabhrAjanA karyA vinA na rahe. bIjAnA duHkhanI paravA na kare te nAnAmAM nAno dharma paNa na ArAdhI zake to sAdhupaNuM kaI rIte pALI zake ? dharmAtmAnuM e lakSaNa che ke bIjAne sukha na Ape to ya duHkha to koI saMyogomAM na ja Ape. jyAre adhanya AtmAonuM lakSaNa e che ke sukha Ape to ya du:kha ApyA vinA na ja rahe. 4 11. madhyastha : tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to madhyasthanI vyAkhyA kevI karavI paDe ? dUdhamAM ane dahIMmAM paga rAkhavo te, badhAne rAjI rAkhavA te ... ahIM evI vyAkhyA nathI karI. ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke Ayavyaya arthAt lAbha ane nukasAnanI tulanA karIne samayocita pravRtti kare te madhyastha. ochI mahenate lAbha vadhAre thAya tevo dharma karavAno. jema paiso kamAtI vakhate vANiyo dhyAna rAkhe ke rokANa ochuM ane lAbha ghaNo. tema ahIM paNa ochI mahenate vadhu nirjarA thAya te rIte dharma karavA taiyAra thavuM che. sAdhupaNAmAM ochI mahenate nirjarA ghaNI thAya che. jyAre zrAvakapaNAmAM mahenata ghaNI karavA chatAM nirjarA sAva alpa che. AthI madhyasthane sAdhupaNuM gamyA vinA na rahe. zrAvakapaNuM sAruM na lAge. koI jIvavizeSane sAdhupaNAmAM karmabaMdha thAya ane zrAvakapaNAmAM koI nirjarA kare eTalAmAtrathI zrAvakapaNuM sAruM na kahevAya. hIrAno vepArI uThamaNuM kare ane pAnanA gallAvALo paisAdAra bane eTalAmAtrathI pAnano gallo sAro na gaNAya, hIrAno vepAra ja sAro gaNAya. sAdhupaNAmAM AvIne koI pApabaMdha kare te tenA pApe, sAdhupaNAnA kAraNe nahi. ane rAjakAraNamAM gayA pachI koI nirjarA kare to te tenI yogyatAnA kAraNe, rAjakAraNanA kAraNe nahi. 4 athavA bIjI vyAkhyA kare che ke rAga ane dveSanI vacce rahyo hoya. arthAt harSanA sthAne rAga na kare, ane dveSanA sthAne dveSa na kare. gharanA loko ke paricita loko AvakAra Ape to AnaMda thAya te rAga ane avagaNe to duHkha thAya te dveSa. dharmAtmA koInA rAgamAM taNAya nahi ane koInA SamAM DUbe nahi. baMnne avasthAmAM samabhAve rahe. * sAcA ane khoTAno nirNaya bhagavAnanI vAta mAnavA mATe karavo che. dharma karavA mATe rAgadveSa TALavA che. adharmI pratye rAga nathI karavo, dharma pratye dveSa nathI karavo. dharma pratye rAga thAya to sArI vAta che, paNa dharmI pratye dveSa to nathI ja karavo. 192 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. jenI mAnyatA judI tenA tapanI anumodanA karAya ? je mANasa dhaMdho sArAmAM sAro karato hoya paNa tenI dAnata kharAba hoya to tenA dhaMdhAnI anumodanA karavA beso kharA ? tema ahIM paNa samajI lo. 'judI' zabda sudharelo che. asalamAM te viparIta mAnyatA che - ema cokhkhuM bolI jAo. ane viparIta mAnyatAvALAnI anumodanA koI kALe na karAya. kriyA pahelAM nathI, samyatva pahelAM che. samyakatva vinAnA guNanI anumodanA karavA nathI besavuM. nirNaya na hoya to mauna raho. anumodanA karavAnI utAvaLa nathI karavI. ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke rAgI, devI, mUDha ane pUrvagrahathI grasita evA jIvo dharma karavA mATe yogya nathI. madhyastha jIvo ja dharma mATe yogya che. * 12. saumyadaSTi : koInuM paNa sAruM khamAya te saumyadaSTivALo kahevAya. bIjAnI Rddhi joIne jene ISya, baLatarA na thAya te ja dharma karavA mATe yogya che. bIjAnA puNyathI bIjAne je mAnasanmAna, Rddhi anukULatA maLe temAM ApaNe nArAja thavAnI jarUra nathI. puNya bhogavavAthI mokSa nathI maLato puNya pUruM karavAthI mokSa maLe che. bIjAnuM puNya bIjA bhogave temAM ApaNe baLavAnI jarUra nathI. daSTimAM saumyatA te ja kahevAya ke bIjAnA guNo joIne jemAM matsarano bhAva na jAge. IrSAnA aMgArA AMkhomAM na Ave ane pramodabhAvanAthI daSTi zAMta banI hoya te daSTinI saumyatA. * jene dharma upAdeya na lAge te bhagavAna pAse dharma sivAya bIjI vastu mAMge. bhagavAna pAse dharma sivAya bIjuM mAMgIe to bhagavAnanuM svarUpa samajyA ja nathI. bhagavAna sarvotkRSTa che ema kadAca mAnIe, paNa bhagavAna sarvotkRSTa vastu ApanArA che mATe mahAna che evuM na mAnIe ne? sa. sarvaviratinI upAdeyatAmAM be mata nathI chatAM lAkhomAM ekAda AtmA sarvavirati levA nIkaLe che tenI pAchaLa kayuM tattva kAma kare che? avirati game che mATe dIkSA levAnuM mana nathI thatuM. jyAM sudhI saMsAra sAro lAge tyAM sudhI dIkSA levAnuM mana na ja thAya. saMsAra pratye nirveda na jAge tene mokSa sAro lAge-e vAtamAM mAla nathI. AthI ja zrI jayavIyarAya sUtramAM bhavanirveda mAMgyo che, saMvega nathI mAMgyo. Aje dIkSA lenArAne ke levA taiyAra thanArane pUchavuM che ke saMsAra kharAba lAgyo mATe dIkSA lIdhI che ke dIkSA sArI che mATe dIkSA lIdhI ? dIkSA sArI lAge mATe laI le ane saMsAra kharAba na lAge to samajI levuM ke dIkSA lIdhA pachI navo zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 193
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________________ saMsAra Ubho karaze. saMsAra bhaMDo lAge, saMsAra nathI joIto, mATe nAno paNa dharma karIe to lekhe lAge. saMsArane sAro mAnIne e mATe dharma kare to sAdhupaNAno dharma paNa nakAmo jAya. bhagavAna saMsArane sAro karanAra che mATe sArA che, evuM nathI. bhagavAna saMsArane TALI ApanAra che mATe mahAna che. bhagavAna jinezvara jevAdeva maLe to teo je Ape te laI levuM che. uttama AtmA pAse tuccha vastu nathI mAgavI. roja derAsaramAM paramAtmA pAse jaIne eka ja vinaMti karavI che ke he bhagavan! ApanuM sAdhupaNuM, ApanI vItarAgatA, ApanuM sarvazapaNuM ane ApanI siddhAvasthA mane Apo ne!' A cAra sivAya pAMcamI eka vastu bhagavAna pAse nathI mAgavI. je bhagavAna vItarAgatA Ape, sarvajJatA Ape, siddhAvasthA Ape evA che emanI pAse A saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanArA artha-kAma mAMgavA enA jevI mUrkhAI bIjI kaI? bhagavAne je batAvyuM che tenAthI caDhiyAtI eka paNa vastu jagatamAM nathI. bhagavAna mahAna che, bhagavAne je batAvyuM che te mahAna che. ane e mahAna vastune meLavavA mATe guNorUpI yogyatA hovI joIe, mATe ApaNe ekavIsa guNonuM varNana zarU karyuM che. sa. dharmathI sukha mAMgIe nahi paNa je sukha maLyuM che tene dharmanA nAme khatavIe to ? maLelA sukhane dharmanA nAme paNa khatavavuM nathI. asalamAM dharma zuddha bhAve na karyo mATe puNya baMdhAyuM ane temAM pAchuM mithyAtvanA udaye coMTI paDyA. puNyathI paiso maLe, puNyathI sukha maLe tenI nA nahi, paNa puNya, dharma pUro zuddha na thAya tyAre baMdhAya. jene saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI tene saMsArasukhanI sAmagrI maLe emAM AnaMda hoya? ene to ema thAya ke jo dharma karatAM AvaDyo hota to mokSamAM pahoMcI jAta. dharmathI janmajarAmRtyu TALavAnA hatA, te na TaLyA mATe arthakAma maLyA-evuM lAge ne ? sa. amane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya game. jene puNyAnubaMdhI puNya game tene pApAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya che - ema samajI levuM. jene puNya game te samakitI na hoya, mithyAtvI hoya. samakitIne puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya paNa sAdhupaNA mATe beDIrUpa lAge. Aje tamane puNya paNa sattAmAM raheluM game ke udayamAM AveluM ? je udayamAM AveluM game che to ema ja kaho ne ke sukha ja game che. jo anubaMdha ja sAro hoya to puNyAnubaMdhI pApa kema na game ? bolavAnuM puNyAnubaMdhI paNa asalamAM sukha ApanAra puNya game che ane jene sukha game te 194 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mithyAtvI hoya. mAtra potAnI A avasthAno bacAva na karIe to ya mithyAtva TALI zakAya. puNya game che sukhanA kAraNe, sukha game che sukhanA rAge. sukhano rAga na hoya tene sukha na game, sukha na game tene puNya na game, puNya na game tene puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa na game, nirjarA game. kAraNa ke ene saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI, mokSamAM javuM che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa avirati sAthe bhogavAya che ane aviratinI sAthe rahevuM dharmAtmAne na pAlave. sa. adharma karIne sukha meLavavuM tenA karatAM dharma karIne sukha meLavavuM zuM khoTuM ? kAgaLa bALIne ajavALuM karavuM enA karatAM noTo (paisAnI) bALIne ajavALuM karavuM sAruM ne ? rAte corI karavI enA karatAM divase corI karavI sArI ne ? * saMsAramAM aniSTa saMyoga AvyA pachI AnA karatAM sAdhu thayA hota to sAruM * Avo vicAra Ave te kSaNika che. chatAM paNa jo e pariNAma jAgyA pachI tenI - mAvajata karavAmAM Ave to e vikAsa pAmyA vinA na rahe. paraMtu Aje takalIpha e che ke jAgelA pariNAmane sAcavavAnI koI taiyArI nathI. nAnA choDavAnI mAvajata karavAmAM na Ave to bakarI vagere tene khAI jAya. paNa moTuM jhADa thaI gayuM hoya to tene koI halAvI na zake. * 13 guNano anurAgI : bIjAnuM sAruM joIne AnaMda pAmavo te bAramo guNa che ane e sAruM pAmavAnuM mana thayuM te teramo guNa che. saujanya (sujanatA), audArya vagere guNo joIne te guNa pratye haiyAnuM bahumAna jAge, mukhethI prazaMsA karavAnuM bane ane kAyAthI temane sahAya karavAnuM mana thAya tenuM nAma anurAga. kIdhA pachI tarata karavuM te bahumAna. kIdhA pachI samayamaryAdA pUchavI (kAle karIza to cAlaze.. vagere) te bahumAnanI khAmI. guNanA anurAgIne guNo choDatA nathI. arthAt A bhavamAM je guNo maLyA hoya tenA karatAM caDhiyAtA guNo AvatA bhavamAM guNanA anurAgIne maLatA hoya che. tamArA tyAM paiso paisAne kheMce tema guNo guNone kheMce. * 14. satkathA ane supakSathI yukta : A caudamo guNa che. jemAM paraparivAda arthAr bIjAne utArI pADavAnI buddhi na hoya ane potAno utkarSa karavAnI vRtti na hoya tevI kathAne satkathA kahevAya che. te ja rIte suMdara arthAd pratyakSane bAdhA na pahoMce, lokamAM virodha na Ave ane AgamathI aviruddha evo pakSa-mAnyatA jenI hoya te dharma karavA mATe yogya che. huM kaMIka chuM ane bIjA badhA kaMI nathI evI bhAvanA ApaNI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 195
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________________ bhASAne bagADe che, vikRta banAve che. ane pote bolyA pachI te sAbita karI ApavAnI taiyArI na hoya evuM vacana paNa lokamAM niMdanIya ke hAMsIpAtra bane che. dharmAtmA AvA na hoya. * sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI ApaNI vANI para kAbU hovo joIe. dharma karavA mATe taiyAra thayA pachI ApaNuM vacana niSphara na hovuM joIe - e kAyama mATe yAda rAkhavuM che. lokamAM paNa kahevAya che ke cA cA mukhyati vAcavA, tavA tavA jJAtindra pramANam ApaNA vacana parathI ApaNI kulInatA, ApaNI khAnadAnI jaNAya che. bIjA pratye durbhAva jAge tyAre ApaNI bhASAmAM madhuratA rahetI nathI. para vyakti ke para vastu game teTalI kharAba hoya ke kharAba thAya temAM ApaNe koI ja nukasAna nathI. je baLI jAya, chedAI jAya, tUTI jAya, phUTI jAya, chUTI jAya .... te ApaNuM hatuM ja nahi, che ja nahi A pariNAma jo kAyama mATe banI rahe to bhASAmAM kyAre ya kaThoratA nahi Ave. bIjAnA hitanI ciMtA karavAnI javAbadArI ApaNI nathI. ApaNe ApaNA hitanI sAdhanA mATe sAdhu thayA chIe ane ApaNI jAtane sudhAravA mATe dharmanI zarUAta karI che - e yAda rAkhavuM. * dharmAtmAnI bhASA paMcAyavavAkyanA prayogapUrvakanI hoya. zabdano prayoga sAmA mANasanA jJAna mATe karAya che. e jJAna sArI rIte thAya mATe, je vAta karIe te hetupurassara, daSTAMta ApavA pUrvaka ane daSTAMta ghaTADI ApavA dvArA karavI joIe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke koI paNa graMthe parArthAnumAna svarUpa che. bIjAne samajAvavA mATe pratijJA, hetu, daSTAMta, upanaya ane nigamana A pAMca vAkyano prayoga karavo tenuM nAma parAthanumAna. jema ke "parvatamAM Aga lAgI che. A pratijJAvAkya. zenA AdhAre Aga lAgI che - ema kaho cho ? AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM parvatamAM dhumADAnA goTe-goTA UDe che, mATe." evuM kahevuM te hetuvAkya. hetune sAco TharAvavA mATe jyAM jyAM dhumADo hoya tyAM agni hoya ja, jema ke rasoDuM.' evuM kahevuM te udAharaNa-daSTAMta vAkya. A daSTAMta ghaTADavA mATe je rIte rasoDAmAM dhumADA sAthe agni hoya tema parvatamAM paNa dhumADo agninI sAthe ja rahelo che. AvuM kahevuM te upanaya vAya. ane aMte nirNaya para AvavuM ke "parvatamAM Aga lAgI che. te nigamana vAkya. e ja rIte koI paNa dharmano jANakAra hoya te A rIte paMcAvayava vAkyano prayoga karIne koI paNa vAta kare. saMsAra asAra che - A pratijJAvAkya. saMsAra duHkharUpa hovAthI asAra che - A hetuvAkya. je je duHkharUpa hoya te asAra che jema ke rogAvasthA tema ja daridrAvasthA 196 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ - A daSTAMtavAkya. jema roga duHkharUpa hovAthI asAra che tema saMsAra duHkharUpa hovAthI asAra che, A upanayavAkya. ane saMsAra asAra che - e niHsaMzaya che, A nigamanavAkya. te ja rIte cAritra sArabhUta che, sukhanuM kAraNa hovAthI. je je sukhanAM kAraNa hoya te sArabhUta hoya che - lAge che, jema ke dhaMdho ane rasoI. cAritra paNa evI ja rIte sukhanuM kAraNa hovAthI sArabhUta che. dharmAtmA kyAreya pheMkI devA jevI vAta na kare. je bole te puravAra karavAnI taiyArI sAthe ja bole te sumadhurabhASI. * Aje ApaNA mATe koI ema kahe ke dharma to ghaNo kare che, paNa bolavAno viveka nathI. te ApaNA mATe zaramajanaka che ne? * jema manathI ane kAyAthI pApa baMdhAya che tema vacanathI paNa pApabaMdha thAya che - evuM mAnIe ne ? Aje hAtha upADyo hoya tenuM duHkha thAya paNa jIbha upADI tenuM duHkha na thAya ne ? hAtha UpaDavA pahelAM jIbha keTalI vAra UpaDI hoya ? ApaNA kAraNe koI sudharatuM nathI ane koI bagaDe tenAthI ApaNane koI nukasAna nathI. ApaNo parivAra ke chokarAo vagere ApaNA sagA nathI, ApaNAM karmo ApaNAM sagAM che - e yAda rAkhavuM. ApaNA chokarA ke nizrAvartI durgatimAM na jAya e javAbadArI ApaNI tyAM sudhI ke jyAM sudhI teo ApaNI vAta sAMbhaLe. emane sAcuM na samajAvyuM hoya to ApaNe javAbadAra. ane emane hitazikSA paNa tyAM sudhI ApavAnI ke jyAM sudhI te moTuM na khole, sAmo javAba na Ape. * sAdhu bhagavanto mATe bhASA-adhyayanamAM jaNAvyuM che ke strInAM vastra paherelAM hoya tene "strI che" ema na kahetAM strI lAge che ema kahevuM. kAraNa ke strInA vastramAM puruSa paNa hoI zake. je vastu ApaNe jANatA na hoIe te bolavI nahi. lokoe kahelI vAtanI paNa ApaNane so TakA khAtarI na hoya to e viSayamAM moTuM na kholavuM. jenuM pApa ApaNane naDatuM nathI te dUra karavA mATe mahenata karavAnuM zuM kAma che ? ApaNuM pApa ApaNane naDe che to te dUra karavA zA mATe mahenata na karavI ? * vastu sArI hoya mATe lAbha kare evo niyama nathI, sArI vastu paNa jo yogya rIte meLavI hoya ane vAparI hoya to te lAbha kare. pauSTika AhAra paNa pace to lAbha kare ne ? ane pace kyAre ? pacAvavAnI tAkAta hoya ane vAparI hoya to ne? yogyatA keLavyA vinA khAvAnuM kAma paNa nathI karatA. jyAre ahIM dharma karatI vakhate yogyatAno vicAra karavAnI taiyArI nathI. jyArathI samajaNa maLI tyArathI e samajano upayoga dharma karavA mATe karyo paNa ApaNI yogyatA tapAsavA mATe ke yogyatA keLavavA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 197
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________________ mATe na karyo. Aje tame dharma karavAnuM zarU karyuM che paNa dharma mATe ApaNe yogya chIe ke nahi, teno vicAra paNa karyo nathI. Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne paNa pote sAdhupaNA mATe yogya che ke nahi evo vicAra Avyo che ? yogyatAnI upekSA saMsAranA koI kSetramAM karatA nathI, mAtra ahIM dharmakSetramAM yogyatAnI upekSA karIe te kema cAle ? * 15. sudIrdhadarzitA : mAtra dIrdhadarzitAne guNa na kahetAM sudIrdhadarzitAne guNa kahyo che. lAMbA bhaviSyano vicAra karavo che. paNa te vicAra sAcAno hovo joIe. khoTI vastumAM lAMbo vicAra karavo te guNa nahi. pariNAmano vicAra karavo te sudIrdhadarzitA. parvata uparanI vastu jovI te dIrdhadarzitA ane paga nIcenI kIDI jovI te sudIrdhadarzitA. dharma karatI vakhate ApaNo IrAdo kayo? jeno IrAdo kharAba hoya tene game tevo dharma cAle. jene kaMIka pAmavuM hoya te dharmanI yogyatAno vicAra karyA vinA na rahe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke jayaNAno pariNAma hoya ane jIva marI jAya topaNa hiMsAnuM pApa na lAge ane jayaNAno pariNAma na hoya ane kadAca jIvana mare topaNa hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. tamArA vyavahAramAM paNa A ja niyama che. DokTara oparezana kare ane dardI marI jAya to ya khUna karyAno Aropa na Ave. ane guMDAnA hAthamAMthI bacI jAya topaNa guno karyAno Aropa Ave ne? pariNAmanI pradhAnatA to dareka ThekANe che. * Aje ApaNane yogyatA pAmavAnI utAvaLa nathI ane bIjAne dharma karAvavAnI utAvaLa che. bApAe kazuM karavuM nathI ane chokarAne saMskAra ApavA che - e kema cAle? aNasamaju samaju bane tyAM sudhI rAha jovI paDe ne? aNasamajamAM saMskAra ApavAnI utAvaLa karIe to avidhi ane AzAtanAnA saMskAra paDe. chokarAone pahelAM, kaheluM mAnavAnA saMskAra ApavAnA. tamane kahIne ramavA jAya to vAMdho nahi, paNa tamane kIdhA vinA pAThazALAe jAya toya na cAle. tamArA kahyAmAM rahe-evA saMskAra ApavA che. pachI pUjA ne sAmAyikanA saMskAra ApavA che. chokarAnA hAthamAM paisAnI noTo na Apo ane caravaLo, muhapattI Apo-tenuM kAraNa zuM? paiso kImatI che ane A dharmanAM upakaraNo kImatI nathI ? dharma pratye, dharmanAM sAdhano pratye AdarabhAva jAge evA saMskAra ApavA che. jyArathI samajaNo thAya tyArathI saMsAranI asAratAnA saMskAra ApavA che. * potAnA pagataLe zuM che eno vicAra na kare ane bhaviSyano vicAra kare te dIrdhadarzitA nathI. zAsana upara keTalAM AkramaNa Ave che mATe ApaNe saMgaThita thavuMevI vAto karIe paNa ApaNe pote zAsanane keTaluM nukasAna pahoMcADIe chIe - 198 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ eno vicAra na karIe te sudIrdhadarzitA nathI. Aje ApaNe - jainoe- zAsanane jeTaluM nukasAna pahoMcADyuM che eTaluM nukasAna jainetaroe nathI pahoMcADyuM. * navamA raiveyakane pAmavAnuM kAma to abhavyo paNa kare che. apunabaMdhaka dazA pAmavAnuM kAma kaThina che. navamA saiveyakane pAmavA prayatna karavo te dIrdhadarzitA, paNa apunabaMdhaka dazA pAmavA prayatna karavo te sudIrdhadarzitA. navamuM raiveyaka pAmavA chatAM eka paNa daSTi na maLe evuM bane. jyAre apunabaMdhaka dazAmAM cAra daSTino vikAsakrama sAdhI zakAya che. * sukha meLavavA mATe najara mAMDavI te TUMkI dRSTi che, sukha choDavA mATe daSTi mAMDavI tenuM nAma sudIrdhadarzitA. sukha keTaluM maLaze e nathI vicAravuM, sukha keTaluM naDazee vicAravuM che. Aje sukhanA naDatarano vicAra nathI tame karatA nathI ame karatA, to sudIrghadarzitA kyAMthI Ave? * tIrthayAtrAe saMsArathI taravAnA bhAve javAnuM che, duHkhathI chUTavAnA bhAve nahi. saMsAra TUMkAvA mATe tIrthasthAne javuM te tIrthayAtrA. vekezana gALavA mATe tIrthasthAne javuM te bhavayAtrA. * dharma karatI vakhate mAyA nahi karavAnI, dharma karavA mATe mAyA karavAnI chUTa. dIkSA maLatI na hoya to dIkSA levA mATe mAyA karavAnI chUTa, paNa dIkSA lIdhA pachI pALatI vakhate mAyA karavAnI chUTa nahi. * aImuttAmuni A sudIrdhadarzitAnA yoge kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. potAnA pApanI potAne evI lajjA AvI ke sthavira bhagavanto sAthe AMkha milAvI na zakyA. Aje ApaNe pApa keTalA karIe chIe ? chatAM tenI lajajA che? duniyAnI daSTie ApaNe bhale nirdoSa hoIe paNa ApaNI daSTie ApaNe nirdoSa nathI ne? ApaNAM kharAba kAma bIjA kadAca na jANe, ApaNe to jANIe ne ? enA vipAka kevA Avaze eno khyAla che ne ? je thaI gayuM che enA anubaMdha kharAba na paDe te mATe prayatna karavo che. vipAka bhogavavA taiyAra thayuM che. sAthe anubaMdha tUTe e mATe AlocanA laI, prAyazcitta karI zuddha thavuM che. pApanAM nimitto to Dagale ne pagale maLavAnAM, sAvadhAna ApaNe thavuM paDaze. mithyAtvanA kAraNe, aviratinA kAraNe; kaSAya, yoga ke pramAdanA kAraNe AnaMda Avato hoya toya evo AnaMda joIto nathI. mithyAtvAdine kAbUmAM rAkhavA che. e badhAthI kSaNavAra AnaMda maLe evuM lAge paNa tenuM pariNAma zuM ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 199
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________________ karmabaMdha ke karmanirjarA ? anarthadaMDathI paNa AnaMda pAmavAnI vRtti hoya te pApabaMdhathI kaI rIte bacI zake? sAdhu-sAdhvI to mithyAtvAdino yoga na thAya tevA sthAne svAbhAvika rIte AvI gayA che. have gayelAM mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, yoga ane pramAda pAchAM na Ave e mATe sudIrdhadarzitaguNa keLavI le to vistAra thayA vinA na rahe. * dharmasthAnamAM AvanAre eka vastu yAda rAkhavI ke derAsara ane upAzrayamAM potAnI jAtane saMbhALavA mATe AvavAnuM che bIjAnI sAme jevA ke bIjAno vicAra karavA mATe nahi. * 16. vizeSajJa: potAnA AtmAne je guNakArI hoya, upakArI hoya te jANe ane sAthe AtmAne ahitakArI hoya tene paNa jANe tenuM nAma vizeSajJa. jenA kAraNe rAga thAya tevuM karavuM nathI. je vastu rAganuM kAraNa banatI hoya te nathI levI. kAraNa ke rAga AtmAne guNakArI nathI. dALamAM lIMbu nIcovavuM tenuM nAma ajJatA. mIThA vagaranI paNa dALa calAvI levI te vizeSajJatA. jemAM rAga thAya te nathI khAvuM. ahIM vizeSajJanI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke vastu ane avastuno vizeSa arthAt bheda jANe, kRtya ane akRtyanA bhedane jANe tema ja sva ane paranA vizeSane jANe tenuM nAma vizeSajJa. AvA prakAranA vizeSajJa je na hoya te pazujevA che - ema ahIM kahyuM che. paramArthathI je vastu jevI hoya tevI jANe, asala ane nakalamAM zuM vizeSatA che tene jANe te vizeSajJa. kRtya eTale bhagavAne je karavAnuM kahyuM hoya te ane bhagavAne je karavAnI nA pADI hoya te akRtya : A bemAM vizeSatAne jANe to vizeSajJa. sva ane paramAM zuM bheda che, tene jANe. AtmA ane AtmAnA guNo e ja sva che. e sivAyanuM badhuM ja para che - AvuM je jANe te vizeSajJa. bhagavAne je kahyuM hoya te ja karavAnuM. bhagavAne je kahyuM na hoya ane jeno niSedha na karyo hoya, upekSA karI hoya, to ApaNe paNa tenI upekSA karavI che. je e vastu upAdeya hota to bhagavAne kIdhI ja hota. ema samajIne bhagavAne je kahyuM hoya tenAthI bhinna badhuM akRtya. potAnI bhUlono bacAva karavo ane bIjAnI bhUlone AgaLa karavI te svaparano viveka nathI. * vizeSajJa, rAga ane dveSane vadhAre evuM eka paNa pagaluM na bhare. eka vAra IcchA jAge eTale sattva haNAyA vinA na rahe. satva keLavavA mATe sukhanI IcchA mAryA vagara nahi cAle. IcchA pedA thAya eTale sattva haNAya. e pahelAM sattva pedA karIne IcchA mAravI che. 20. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * sAdhunA bhagata sAdhunA paga dabAve. jyAre zAsananA bhagata sAdhunA sAdhupaNAne name. zAsananA bhagatane sAdhupaNAnI ciMtA hoya, mAtra sAdhunI nahi. sAdhunA bhagata, sAdhupaNAthI sAdhu patana pAme e rIte varte to navAI nahi. vikathAmAM sAdhune joDe to sAdhunuM patana thAya ne ? zAsanasamAcAranA nAme AkhA gAmanI paMcAta karAve te zAsananA bhagata nathI. zAsananA bhagata to vikathAmAM joDAyelA sAdhune paNa kunehathI svAdhyAyamAM joDe. * AtmAne jJAna maLatuM hoya to zarIranA sukhanI ciMtA nathI karavI te svaparano viveka. * "athavA' kahIne vizeSajJanI bIjI vyAkhyA jaNAvI che ke AtmAnA ja (arthAt AtmA sivAya pudgalanA nahi tema ja potAnA AtmA sivAya bIjAnA AtmAnA paNa nahi) guNavRddhi ke doSavRddhi svarUpa vizeSane je jANe che te vizeSajJa che. A vyAkhyAnA samarthanamAM jaNAve che ke - zAstramAM kahyuM che ke manuSya dararoja potAnI jAtanA caritrane joyA kare - vicAryA kare ke mAruM jIvana pazujevuM che ke satparuSo jevuM?" ApaNe ApaNI jAtano Avo vicAra karyo che? karIe chIe? AhAra saMjJA, bhayasaMjJA, maithunasaMjJA ane parigrahasaMjJAne AdhIna thaIne jIvana jIvavuM e pazutulya jIvana che. manuSyone A cAra saMjJA sAthe eka dharmasaMjJA adhika maLe che tethI te pazu karatAM judA paDe che. saMjJA eTale covIsa kalAka rAtadivasa satata cAlato adhyavasAya. Akho divasa ApaNuM mana AhArAdimAM ja parovAyeluM hoya che ne ? ke dharmamAM? jo AhAra, bhaya, maithuna ke parigrahano adhyavasAya satata paDelo hoya to ApaNuM jIvana pazutulya che ema samajI levuM. jyAre dharmano adhyavasAya kAyama mATe puruSono hoya * kRtya-akRtya, heya-upAdeya, zeya-ajJeya, puNya-pApa, Azrava-saMvara, baMdha-nirjarA .. vagereno jANakAra vizeSajJa hoya. dharma karatI vakhate kyAM nirjarA thAya che kyAM-nahIM tene sArI rIte jANe. jJAnI ja viveka karavA mATe samartha bane. sa. nirjarA kevI rIte thAya? niSkAmabhAve bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba dharma kare to nirjarA thAya. sukha meLavavA ane duHkha TALavA dharma karIe to nirjarA na thAya. dharma karyA pachI paNa je nirjarA karatA nahi AvaDe to dharma nakAmo gayA vinA nahi rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 201
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________________ sa. samyaktva maLyuM to ekaDo to Avyo ne ? prabhAvanAmAM eka rUpiyo maLe to game ke upara be mIMDA caDhelA maLe to game ? samyaktva maLyA pachI paNa dezavirati nahIM Ave to chAsaTha sAgaropama pachI jatuM ja raheze. dezavirati pachI sarvavirati nahIM Ave ane sarvavirati pachI sAmarthyayoga nahIM Ave to pUrvanA guNane jatAM vAra nahIM lAge. * 17. vRddhAnugata : vRddha eTale vaya ke paryAyathI vRddhanI ahIM vAta nathI. zIla eTale ke sadAcAra ane jJAna jenAM nirmaLa koTinAM hoya tene ahIM vRddha kahyA che. AvA vRddhonuM anusaraNa kaI rIte karavuM te mATe jaNAvyuM che ke temanI sevA karavI, temanA darzana thatAM mastake aMjali karavI, temane levA javuM, Asana ApavuM, jAya tyAre UThIne mUkavA javuM .... ItyAdi dvArA temanI ArAdhanA karavI te vRddhAnugatva. A rIte sevA bahumAnapUrvaka karavAthI prasanna thayelA evA te vRddhajano sadupadeza ApavA dvArA lAbhanuM kAraNa bane che . zAstramAM kahyuM che ke jenA para pUjya puruSo prasanna thAya che tene vipula pramANamAM zrutajJAnanI prApti thAya che. cAritramohanIyano kSayopazama ApaNe jAte pragaTAvavAno che. jyAre matizrutajJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama gurukRpAnA baLe prApta thAya che. DokTara davA Ape paNa apathyane TALavA pUrvaka auSadhanA AsevanathI Arogya prApta karavAnuM kAma ApaNe ja karavuM paDaze. * ApaNI dRSTie vRddho eTale sAva nakAmA mANaso ne ? vRddha puruSo anubhava pAmIne jJAnI ane cAritrasaMpanna banelA hoya che. temane nakAmA gaNavA e ApaNI nAlAyakAtane sUcave che. vRddha puruSo je kahe che te svIkArI levuM che. vRddhanI vAta kadAca na samajAya to pUchavAnI chUTa. ApaNAmAM hiMmata na hoya ane na pUchIe e bane paNa lAyakAta hoya to vRddhanuM mAnyA vinA na rahIe. eka rAjA pAse be prakAranA maMtrI hatA. thoDA vRddha maMtrIo hatA, bAkInA yuvAna maMtrIo hatA. yuvAna maMtrIone vRddha maMtrIo nakAmA che-evuM lAgatuM hatuM. AthI temane pATha bhaNAvavA rAjAe baMnne maMtrIone eka prazna pUchyo ke 'rAjAne je lAta mAre ke rAjAnA vALa kheMce tene zuM sajA karavI ?' yuvAna maMtrIoe tarata kahyuM ke 'phAMsIe caDhAvavo'. jyAre vRddhoe kahyuM ke rAjAne lAta mAranAra ke vALa kheMcanAra koNa hoya - e vicAraNIya che. AvuM to karavAnI hiMmata koNa kare ? kAM to rAjAno putra hoya kAM to rANI hoya. emane to sonAthI maDhavA joIe. rAjAe tarata pITha thAbaDI. AnA uparathI samajAya che ne ke vRddhapuruSo kevA hoya ? Aje tame jo vRddhonuM anusaraNa karatA rahyA hota to tamArA gharanA bhAga na zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 202
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________________ paDayA hota ena ame vRddhonuM anusaraNa karatA rahyA hota to samudAyanA TukaDA na paData. yuvAno dekheluM sAcuM mAne, sAMbhaLeluM sAcuM mAnI le ane mAthuM garama kare. jyAre AgaLapAchaLano vicAra karIne ja AgaLa vadhavAnuM kAma vRddha puruSo kare. vRddha puruSono svabhAva game tevo hoya topaNa e svabhAva nathI jovo, temano bhAva jovo che. ahaMnA kAraNe vRddhanI sevA na kare te dharmane yogya na bane. * loko ApaNuM mAne to zAsanaprabhAvanA thAya evuM nathI. ApaNe bhagavAnanuM mAnIe to zAsanaprabhAvanA thAya. jeo potAnA vRddhajanonuM na mAne te bhagavAnanuM kaI rIte mAnI zakavAnA ? roja bhagavAna pAse gAya ke huM tAro sevaka chuM paNa potAnA vaDIlajano hAjara hovA chatAM temanI sevA na kare te atIndriya evA bhagavAnanuM sevakapaNuM kaI rIte bajAvI zake ? * Aje ApaNane puNyatattva game che kAraNa ke e sukha Ape che ane pApatattva gamatuM nathI kAraNa ke tenAthI duHkha Ave che. jo pApa karIne sukha maLatuM hoya to pApa karavAnI taiyArI che ne ? ane puNya karavAthI du:kha paDatuM hoya to puNya karavAnI paNa taiyArI nathI ne ? jUThuM bolIne, anIti karIne paiso maLato hoya to joIe che ne ? ane sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karavAthI duHkha paDatuM hoya to nathI karavuM ne ? dharma karavo che, paNa sukhane AMca na Ave evo ane pApa paNa choDavuM che paNa duHkha na paDatuM hoya e rIte kharuM ne ? na * je divase bhagavAnanI ane gurunI jarUra na paDe ane zrAvakanI jarUra paDe te divase sAdhupaNuM nAza pAmyA vinA nahi rahe. 4 * 18. vinIta : vinayathI yukta hoya. koInI paNa sAthe uddhatAIbharyuM vartana na kare. pUrve tapa-abhyantaratapanA varNanamAM jaNAvelo vinaya garvarahitapaNe sadA mATe gurujanane viSe AcaravAthI anuttara koTinI zruta, samyaktva ane cAritranI saMpatti prApta thAya che. garvarahitapaNe eTale nIcA namIne, mAthuM TaTTAra rAkhIne nahi. tema ja badhuM kAma pote jAte kare; bIjAne AjJA karIne, kAma bhaLAvIne vinaya na kare. te ja rIte sadaiva eTale kAyama mATe vinaya karavo. ghaNI vAra cAra mANasa jotA hoya tyAre vinaya karavAnuM phAve paNa koI na hoya to vinaya bhulAI jAya. A vinaya kAma na lAge. vinaya karIne je jJAna meLavyuM hoya e jJAna nAza na pAme, kAyama mATe TakI rahe. vinaya karyAM vinA bhaNeluM zruta Take paNa nahi, pariNAma paNa na pAme. gurue pUrNa kRpAthI ApyuM hoya ane ApaNe yogya banIne lIdhuM hoya to e zruta nAza na pAme. mokSa pAmIe tyAM sudhI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 203
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________________ e TakI rahe. gurunI AMtaraDI kakaLAvIne je jJAna meLavyuM hoya te jJAna koI rIte kAma nahi lAge. anItino paiso Take paNa nahi, Take to ya pace nahi; tenI jema. - 4 19. kRtajJa: potA upara koIe nAnAmAM nAno upakAra karyo hoya tene parvata jevaDo jue. gurubhagavanta mAMdA paDyA pachI bhaNAve nahIM mATe choDIne na jAya paraMtu dIkSA ApavA svarUpa upakArane yAda karIne temanI sevAmAM rata hoya. potAnI upara karelA thoDA paNa upakArane ghaNuM mAnavAnI vRtti hoya tenuM nAma kRtajJatA. kRtajJatA guNa jo ApaNI pAse hota to ApaNe ApaNA upakArI janothI chUTA na paDyA hota. Aje tame mAbApathI chUTA paDayA ho ke ame guruthI chUTA paDyA hoIe to te A kRtajJatAguNanA abhAvanA kAraNe. mAtApitAnA ane gurunA upakArane yAda rAkhyA hota to Aje e vaDIlajano pratyenuM bahumAna TakI rahyuM hota, vRddhine pAmyuM hota. * 20. parahitArthakArI : bIjAnA hita mATe kAyama mATe tatpara rahevuM. ahIM lokottara hitanI ja vAta nathI. bIjAne je anukULa hoya, Icchita hoya te karavAnA svabhAvavALo chava dharma karavA mATe yogya che. AvA paropakArIchavo bIjAnAM netrone amRtanA aMjanatulya hoya che. * 21. labdhalakSya : nikaTamokSagAmI hovAthI sakala kriyAmAM jeNe kauzalya prApta karyuM che - evo jIva labdhalakSya kahevAya che. je kAme jatA hoya tenuM ja lakSya hoya. mokSe na pahoMce tyAM sudhI mokSanuM lakSya hoya, e lakSya sukAya nahi te labdhalakSyatA. * A rIte ApaNe dharmatatvanuM varNana pUruM karyuM che. dharmanI yogyatAne pAmIne pachI sAmAnya ke vizeSadharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave to te dharma dharmarUpa banI rahe ane mokSarUpa phaLane ApI zake. sa. A badhA guNo na hoya to dharma na karavo ? davA sArI na maLe to davA levI nahIM evuM nahIM ne ? rasoI karatAM na AvaDe to rasoDAmAM javuM nahIM eno artha rasoI karatAM zIkhI levI-e ja thAya ne ? tema ahIM paNa guNo na hoya to guNo meLavavA prayatna karI levo paNa dharma na karavo evuM nahIM. sa. guNo prApta karavA zuM karavuM? saMsArano rAga ocho karavo. dharmasthAnamAM kaSAya nathI karavA-ATalo saMkalpa karI lo to guNo maLI jAya. 204 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ : mArgatatva : * je ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe tene mArga kahevAya che. dharmatattva karatAM mArgatattva juduM paDe che tenuM kAraNa e che ke dharmatattvanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe taiyAra thayelAne paNa durbhAgyayoge kuguruno yoga thaI jAya to teo unmArgagAmI banI gayA vinA rahetA nathI. ISTasthAne javA mATe sAdhanamAM besavuM te dharma ane e vAhana unmArge na jAya ane ISTasthAnanI dizAmAM jAya tenuM nAma mArgatattva. mArgAnusAritA vinA dharma phaLadAyI banato nathI. * vidhithI ke avidhithI karelo dharma chevaTe tIrthane TakAvanAro bane che - AvuM jeo kahe che teo sAcA nathI. avidhipUrvakano dharma calAvavAnI vAta to temanA mATe che ke jeo vidhinA AgrahI hoya. avidhinA bhayanA kAraNe jeo suMdara evA dharmathI vaMcita rahI jatA hoya teone samajAvavA mATe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke avidhinA bhayathI sArI vastuthI vaMcita nathI rahevuM. vidhithI zarUAta karyA pachI avidhi jo thaI jAya to tenAthI pAchA pharavAno ane prAyazcitta karIne zuddha thavAno paNa upAya che, ema samajAvIne dharmamAM sthira karavAnI vAta hatI. kAcanuM vAsaNa laIe to bhAMgI jaze mATe kharIdavuM nahi ke sAvacetI rAkhavAnI ? ghaDiyALa tUTI jaze ema samajIne vasAvavAnI ja nahi ke vasAvIne sAcavavAnI ? paraNIzuM to raMDAvu paDaze ema samajIne paraNavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM? evI rIte ahIM vidhinA AgrahathI zarUAta karyA pachI avidhi thaI jAya to tenI ciMtA na karavA pUratI vAta hatI. pahelethI avidhi para maMDANa kare tenI vAta nathI. vidhinA rAga vinA avidhinI chUTa ApanArA pote ja tIrthano uccheda karanArA che. | * pahelAM je gRhastha dharma ane yatidharma batAvyo hato temAMthI gRhasthadharma dravyastavamArgane anusaranAro hoya, yatidharma bhAvastavamArgane anusaranAro hoya che tethI e saMbaMdhathI dharmatattva pachI mArgatattvanI zarUAta kare che : dulahA gurukammANaM jIvANaM suddhdhmmbuddhiivi| tIe suguru taMmivi kumggtthiisNklaabhNgo||1|| bhArekama jIvone zuddhadharmanI buddhi paNa durlabha che. e buddhi kadAca thayA pachI suguruno yoga thavo durlabha che. ane guruno bheTo thayA pachI paNa kumArganI sthiti arthAt kumArgamAM rokI rAkhanAra evI sAMkaLa-zRMkhalAno bhaMga thavo e atyanta durlabha che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 205
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________________ bhArekarmI jIvone suMdara koTInA dharmanI buddhi thavI e atyanta durlabha che. suguru maLI gayA pachI paNa kumArgane ArAdhanArA jIvo hoya che. Avo maLelo mArga kumArga na bane mATe mArga kone kahevAya e samajI levuM che. Aje tamane ne amane malinadharma cAle evo che ne ? rAtribhojana na karIe paNa be ghaDI covihAra na sAcavIe to covihAra karyAno saMtoSa mAnI laIe ne ? be ghaDI na sAcavIe to aticAravALo covihAra karyo che evuM lAge ? zuddhanI AzAmAM azuddha calAvIe to haju nabhAvAya paNa zuddha joItuM na hoya to azuddha na nabhAvAya. * kAyAthI zudhadharmanuM karavuM to dUra rahyuM paNa manamAM paNa zuddha dharmano abhilASa jAgavo e bhArekarmI jIvone durlabha che. jo abhilASa ja durlabha hoya to pravRtti kyAMthI sukara bane ? jyAM sudhI ApaNane zuddhadharmanI IcchA nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe bhArekarmI chIe ema samajI levuM. zuddhadharmanI icchA jAge e zuddha gurune zodhavA nIkaLe, pachI kaI rIte dharma karavo, vidhi kaI rItanI che e zodhavA nIkaLe. * zuddhadharmano pariNAma na hoya ane dharma ArAdhIe e anAcAra ane zuddhadharmano pariNAma hoya chatAM saMyogavaza azuddha ArAdhe tyAM sudhI aticAra. aticAravALA dharmathI paNa puNya to baMdhAya che - evuM jaDabesalAka ApaNA haiyAmAM kotarAI gayuM che mATe ja zuddhadharmanI IcchA jAgatI nathI. 1 * peTa bagaDayuM hoya tyAre khAvAnI IcchA na jAge to khAvAnI ruci pragaTAvavA mahenata karo tema ApaNe bhArekarmI chIe mATe zuddhadharmano abhilASa thato nathI evuM jANIe to karmone haLavA karavA mahenata karI levI che. karmone haLavA karavA mATe pelA be citrakAranA dRSTAntane yAda rAkhI levuM che. AtmAne ghasIne nirmaLa banAvIe to guNonuM pratibiMba paDayA vinA nahIM rahe. AtmAne ghasavo eTale sukha choDavuM ane duHkha veThavuM. AtmAne ghasyA vagara dharmakriyA karI mATe AtmA upara chApa na paDI. zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma. e paNa stavanamAM gAyuM che ne - 'zuddha zraddhA viNa jeha kiriyA karI, chAra para liMpaNuM teha jANo'. * zuddhadharma karavAnI zakti na hoya tyAre paNa zudhadharmanI IcchAne TakAvI rAkhavA prayatna karavo. be ghaDI na sacavAtI hoya tevA vakhate 'ekAsaNAM karIe to A pApamAMthI bacI jaIe' AvA pariNAmanA badale 'ApaNA mATe to A ja barAbara che' evuM bole to zudhadharmanI IcchA kyAMthI kahevAya ? yogya davA na laIe to roga 206 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ jaya nahIM, e bane paNa vadhe to nahIM. jyAre ayogya davA rojeroja levAmAM Ave to roga vadhyA vagara na rahe ne ? tema zuddha dharmanA pariNAma vagara azuddha dharma rojeroja ArAdhIe to karmabaMdha thayA vinA na rahe ne? * dharma karyA pachI e dharma zuddha thayo che ke nahi teno mApadaMDa eka ja che ke ApaNI viSayakaSAyanI pariNati ghaTavA mAMDI che. Aje A viSayakaSAyanI pariNatie ApaNane dharmanA phaLathI vaMcita rAkhyA che. * jJAnAvaraNIyakarma paheluM hovA chatAM paNa ahIM bhArekarmitAnI vyAkhyA karatAM darzanamohanIya ane cAritramohanIyanI gADhatAnI vAta karI che. kAraNa ke darzanamohanIya ke cAritramohanIyanI sthiti vadhAre hoya, rasa vadhAre hoya, jaththo vadhAre hoya to adhyavasAya kliSTa hovAthI zuddhadharmanI buddhi na jAge. zuddha dharma kone kahevAya te mATe jaNAvyuM che ke- prabaLa evA mohanA AvaraNamAMthI je tAre ane asa-vRtti svarUpa kalaMkathI rahita hoya evA dharmane zuddha dharma kahevAya. zuddhadharmanI buddhi eTale zuddha dharmane viSe kartavyatAno abhilASa. dharma zuddha ja karavo che evuM mana thayuM te paNa bhArekarmI javo mATe durlabha che, kAyAthI karavAnI vAta to dUra rahI ane kadAca evI abhilASA pragaTI jAya to suguruno yoga thavo e paNa durlabha che. sa. su. ane ku. no viveka kevI rIte karavo? e vastu to AgaLa sAdhutattvamAM samajAvavAnI ja che. tyAM sudhI eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM ke je guru mokSe pahoMcADavAnI ane saMsAra choDAvavAnI vAta kare te suguru ane je guru saMsAramAM sukhI karavAnI ane maMtrataMtra-dorAdhAgA karavAnI vAta kare tene kuguru samajavA. * dharma kare te sukhI thAya - teno artha e ke zuddha dharma kare te sukhI thAya. A sukha saMsAranuM sukha nathI. kAraNa ke jene zuddha dharma game tene sukhanI IcchA na hoya. jene saMsAranuM sukha game tene zuddha dharmanI IcchA thAya ja nahi. jene mAnasanmAna game, tene vinayaviveka game kharA ? * prabaLa mohathI AvRtta thayelA jIvone temAMthI bahAra kADhe tema ja asa-vRttirUpa kAlimAthI rahita hoya tene zuddhadharma kahevAya. prabaLa moha tene kahevAya ke - AnA vinA nahIM ja cAle. nAnA chokarA haTha kare tyAre tame tene kaho ne ke - ATalo badho rAga zA mATe ? najare jevA chatAM koI jUThuM bole to kaho ne ke - ATalI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 20
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________________ badhI mAyA zA mATe ? tamArI bhASAmAM "ATaluM badhuM je kaho cho te prabaLa moha samajavo. navuM kapaDuM levA jAva tyAre DAghavALuM kapaDuM jema na cAle tema dharmamAM asa-vRttirUpa kAlimA na cAle. sa. asa-vRttinI kAlimA eTale zuM? dharma karatI vakhate anAdara hoya, atikrama, vyatikrama, aticAra, anAcAra seve, upekSApUrvaka kare, avidhithI kare A badhuM asa-vRttinI kAlimA kahevAya. A badhAnA mULamAM paNa mokSanI IcchA nathI ema kahevuM paDe. mokSanI IcchA nathI e ja badhAM pApanuM mULa che. nAnA chokarAne khAvAnI IcchA hoya to mA jema kahe tema kare ane je khAvAnI IcchA na hoya to phAve tema varte. mokSanI IcchA hoya to khoTuM pagaluM na bhare. thAka lAge to besI rahe paNa vAkuM-cUTuM pagaluM na mUke. jene siddhi sudhI pahoMcavuM hoya evAne game tema dharma karIne nahi cAle. AvelA guNane pakaDI rAkhe to guNa vadhe. mUDI salAmata rAkhI hoya to vyAja vadhe ne? je guNa maLyo e maLyo, e jAya nahIM, enuM dhyAna sAdhaka rAkhe. * zuddhadharmano abhilASa paNa na jAge eTalA bhAreka ApaNe nathI ne? abhilASa na jAgyo hoya to have jagADavA mATe puruSArtha karavo che ne? "puNya sAme jevuM nathI, eNe ja badho dATa vALyo che. maLyuM che enI Asati che ane bhogavatI vakhate paNa Asati che - kyAMthI karma laghu thaze?' A rIte adhyavasAya keLavI laIe to zuddhadharmano abhilASa durlabha nathI. * karmanI laghutAnA kAraNe kadAca zuddhadharmanI IcchA thaI paNa jAya paNa kuguruno bheTo thAya to zudhadharmanI IcchA nAza pAmyA vinA nahIM rahe. tame zuddhadharma ArAdhavA taiyAra thayA ho, te vakhate atyAre A badhuM zakya nathI, madhyama mArga ArAdhIe to kalyANa thAya evuM che." A badhuM kahIne kuguru tamArI zuddha dharmanI IcchAno nAza karyA vinA nahIM rahe mATe sugurunI jarUra paDe. zuddhadharmanA jANakAra hoya, zuddhadharmanA kartA hoya emane zuddhadharmanA upadezaka hoya emane suguru kahevAya. sadgarano bheTo thayA pachI suguru zuddha dharma batAve to Akaro lAge. tethI sadguru maLyA pachI paNa kumArgathI dUra thavuM durlabha che. * mArga game teTalo sAro maLyo hoya chatAM teno je yogya rIte upayoga karatAM nahIM AvaDe to durlabhabodhi banyA vinA nahi rahIe. davA game teTalI sArI, khAvAnuM 208 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ game teTaluM sAruM, kapaDAM game teTalAM sArAM hoya paNa teno jo yogya upayoga karatAM na AvaDe to davA rogI banAvaze, khAvAnI vastu ghAtanuM kAraNa banaze ane kapaDAM pADI nAMkhavAnuM kAma karaze. mATe mArga kumArga na bane enuM dhyAna rAkhavuM che ane mArga kumArga kaI rIte bane che te jANI levuM che. khoTuM khoTA-tarIke samajAI gayA pachI khoTAno tyAga karavA taiyAra thavuM te mArgatatvanI ArAdhanA. * dharmanI ArAdhanA je vizuddhabhAve kare to anuttaramAM javAno prasaMga ja na Ave. AyuSyano baMdha chaThThA guNaThANe thAya, pramattadazAmAM thAya, apramattadazAmAM na thAya. AyuSya bAMdhatAM bAMdhatAM sAtame jAya e bane paraMtu navesarathI baMdha tyAM na kare. tethI AyuSyano baMdha karyo te paNa pramAdano prabhAva che. apramattadazA jo jALavI rAkhI hota to AyuSya baMdhAta nahi ane sAta lava jeTalI ke eka chaTha tapajeTalI ArAdhanA ochI na paData. tethI devalokanI prApti e zuddha dharmanuM phaLa nathI, paNa dharmanI azuddhinuM pariNAma che. zuddhadharmanuM phaLa mokSanI prApti che. jene kSaNavAramAM mokSa maLe evo hoya tene tetrIsa sAgaropama ane pUrvakoTivarasa jeTalo kALa saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to tene potAnI bhUlano vasavaso kevo thAya? sa. karmanI sarvoparitA che. karmanI sarvoparitA che evuM nathI, karmane AdhIna banIe to ja te karma sarvopari bane. bAkI to karma rAMkaDuM che, AtmAnuM vIrya sarvoparI che. anuttaramAM janArAo karmayoge jAya che enI nA nahi paNa karmanI AdhInatA na hovAthI aviratinA udayamAM paNa aviratinI pravRtti nathI karatA tema ja tevA prakAranI aviratino baMdha nathI karatA. kSaNavAra pramAda karyo mATe anuttaramAM javuM paDyuM paNa apramattapaNe je ArAdhanA karI hatI tenA prabhAve e naDatuM nathI. * A gAthAnI TIkAmAM matra hRdaye... kahIne pharIthI gAthAno tAtparyArtha spaSTa karIne batAvyo che. kAraNa ke A vAta jhaTa samajAya evI nathI tema ja potAnI asatyavRttino Agraha hovAthI A vAta svIkArI zakAya evI nathI. mATe tAtparya samajAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke koIka vAra bhArekarmI jIvane paNa kyAreka viziSTa koTino kSayopazama pragaTavAthI suguruno yoga thAya ane tenA kAraNe viveka ullasita thavAthI vizuddhadharma karavA utsAhavALo bane topaNa atyanta gurukarmanA bhArathI vyApta hovAthI evo paNa jIva; bhavAbhinaMdI, traNa gAravathI pratibaddha, potAne abhipreta-ISTa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 29
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________________ managamatA AcArane pravartAvanArA, AgamanA zatru evA mUDha jano (kuguru vagere) dvArA sadAcArathI vimukha evA ghaNA lokonA ToLA sAthe bhego karavA dvArA baLAtkAre paNa kumArgamAM vyavasthApita karAya che. je sAdhuo bIjAne kumArge dore che te kyA kAraNasara AvuM kare che tenAM pAMca kAraNa batAvyAM che. zuddhatA, lobha, dInatA vagere lakSaNavALA bhavAbhinaMdI jIvonuM varNana pUrve kareluM che, AvI bhavAbhinaMditA hovAthI kumArgamAM dore che. tenI sAthe rasagArava, RddhigArava ane zAtAgAramAM pratibaddha hovAthI teo A rIte pravRtti kare che. tema ja potAne manaphAvatA AcArane pravartAvanArA hoya che. potAnI IcchA mujabanA AcAro lokomAM pravartAve tevA vakhate je Agamano abhyAsa kare ane Agama pratye zraddhA rAkhe to potAnI svecchAcArI pravRttithI pAchA pharI zake paraMtu AvAo AgamanA pratipathI eTale virodhI hovAthI lokone kumArge dore che ane AvA lokone pAchuM sadAcArathI vimukha evA lokonuM paribaLa maLI rahe che tenA kAraNe teo evA lokono saMga baLAtkAra karAvavA dvArA zuddha dharma mATe utsAhita thayelA jIvane paNa kumArgamAM joDe che. 4 yadyapi A rIte sAdhubhagavanto kumArganI vyavasthA kare e vastu besatI nathI.... AvI koI zaMkA kare to tenA nirAkaraNamAM A kumArga kevA prakArano che enA thoDA namUnA batAve che. gAthA 2, 3 (1) "jinamaMdira ke devadravyano vahIvaTa karavo... vagere viSayamAM mAtra gRhasthano ja adhikAra che evuM nathI, sAdhubhagavantono paNa adhikAra che' - e pramANe AgamathI parAmukha banelA mUDha jano kumArga pravartAve che. tema ja (2) "sAdhu bhagavantonI jema gRhastho paNa gacchapratibaddha che'; (3) jematema arthAt AdhAkarmAdi doSayukta evA AhAravastrAdi pAtrApAtrano viveka karyA vinA sAdhuone ApavAyogya che.' (4) "suvihita sAdhuo pAse vrata na levuM tema ja (5) jinabhavana bAMdhavA-bAMdhavavA tema ja jinapUjA karavA-karAvavAnA viSayamAM yatiosAdhuo paNa adhikArI che. arthA e kArya mAtra gRhasthonuM nathI, sAdhuonuM paNa che' - A pramANe AgamathI parAkSukha banelA mUDha janoe pravartAvelo kumArga che. * vartamAnamAM to AvA kaMIkagaNA kumArgo pravartI rahyA che. Aje ghaNA sAdhuo suguru ane kuguruno viveka karavAnI nA pADe che. "sAdhuno veSa pahere te badhA pUjya'- evuM samajAve che. pAchA potAnI vAtanA samarthanamAM jaNAve che ke - "eTalA mATe to navakAramaMtramAM "namo loe savvasAhUNaM' ahIM savva pada ApyuM che. sarva eTale suguru hoya ke kuguru: badhAne namaskAra karavAno..." A paNa eka kumArga che. 210 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ kAraNa ke zAstramAM 'salva' padanuM grahaNa zenA mATe karyuM che te paNa jaNAvyuM che. jeo bhAvathI chaThe-sAtame guNaThANe hoya ane dravyathI anya veSamAM hoya evAone namaskAra karavA mATe "salva' pada che. veSadhArI kusAdhune vaMdana karavAnI vAta nathI. sAcA rahI na jAya e mATe "salva' pada che, khoTAne bhegA levA mATe "salva' pada nathI. AcAryabhagavanta ane upAdhyAya bhagavanta to niyama pragaTapaNe sAdhuveSamAM ja hoya che. tethI tyAM savva pada nathI mUkyuM... ItyAdi suvihita sAdhuo pAse barAbara samajI levuM joIe. * dharmanI anavarata pravRtti hovA chatAM je te mArga mujabanI na hoya to e kAma nahIM lAge. mArga mujaba dharma ArAdhavo haze to mArgane samajavo paDaze. tame ane ame je mArge cAlIe chIe e mArga nathI evI khabara paDe to e mArgane choDIne satyamArgane apanAvIe. dharma karavAmAM takalIpha nathI, mArge rahevAmAM takalIpha che. dharmathI sukha maLe che. evI UMDe UMDe bhAvanA paDI che mATe dharma karavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM che, paNa sukha choDavA mATe dharma karavo che e vAta apanAvavA taiyAra nathI. * artha ane kAmane choDanArA sAdhumahAtmA "dharmathI artha-kAma rUpa phaLanI prApti thAya che." evuM kahe to samajavuM ke e sAdhumahAtmA nathI. dharmathI artha-kAma maLe, paNa e dharmanA phaLarUpe na gaNAya. vizuddhadharmanuM phaLa nirjarA ane tethI maLato mokSa ja che. arthakAmanI IcchAthI dharma kare e mArge nathI - ema samajavuM. * sAdhubhagavantone jinamaMdira bAMdhavAno adhikAra na hovA chatAM sAdhubhagavanto maMdira bAMdhI zake, emAM pApa nathI' A pramANe jeo kahe che teo kumArge che. bolanArAmAM bheda kema paDe che - enuM kAraNa A graMthamAM ApyuM che. jeo Agamane AMkha sAme na rAkhe teonI dezanAmAM bheda paDe. sAdhubhagavanto jinamaMdira bAMdhavAnA adhikArI nathI enuM kAraNa graMthakArazrI kahe che ke - sAdhu bhagavanto che kAyanI hatyAthI virAma pAmelA che. maMdira bAMdhavAmAM cha kAya jIvonI hatyA thAya che mATe teo maMdira bAMdhI na zake. cha kAyanI rakSA karavI e sAdhubhagavantono prANa che. AvA prANano ghAta karIne maMdira bAMdhe teo bhagavAnanA vacanane gauNa kare che. je bhagavAnanA vacanathI sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM evA bhagavAnanA vacanane haNI nAkhe - enA jevuM bIjuM eke ya pApa nathI. "mArI IcchA che ke ahIM maMdira bAMdhuM AvuM sAdhubhagavanto kahe to samajavuM ke emane sarvavirati pALavAnI IcchA nathI. jyAM sacitta mATI vagere paDelI hoya tyAM sAdhubhagavantothI javAya nahIM, tethI zilAsthApana ke khananavidhimAM sAdhu bhagavantothI javAya nahIM. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 211
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________________ sa. svarUpahiMsAmAM pApa nathI. maMdiramAM svarUpahiMsA lAge to zuM vAMdho ? ja hiMsA thavI e hiMsA nathI. vihita kArya karatI vakhate anivArya hiMsAne svarUpahiMsA kahevAya. tamAre pUjA vihita che tevA vakhate jayaNApUrvaka vartavA chatAM je hiMsA TaLatI nathI tene svarUpahiMsA kahevAya. jayaNApUrvaka na varto to anubaMdhahiMsAnuM pApa lAgyA vagara nahi rahe. paraMtu sAdhubhagavanto mATe pUjA vagere vihita nathI. sarvasAvadyayogathI virAma pAmelA evA sAdhubhagavanto potAnuM peTa bharavA mATe paNa jo hiMsA na kare to maMdira kaI rIte bAMdhI zake ? Aje lagabhaga maMdira bAMdhavAnuM kAma sAdhubhagavanto ja kare che ne ? potAnI nAmanA vadhAravA mATe maMdira bAMdhe ane lokone unmArge doravA mATe emAM kutarka Ape ke - 'maMdira baMdhAvAthI zAsananI prabhAvanA thAya che, samyagdarzananI nirmaLatA thAya che, AvuM niravadyakoTInuM kAma gRhastha karI zake to sAdhumahAtmA to emanAthI kaMIkaguNA UMcA che to sutarAt karI zake.' tamane paNa A kutarka gamI jAya ne ? gurunuM dravya gauravArhasthAnamAM jatuM hovA chatAM 'devanuM jema devamAM jAya che tema gurunuM gurumAM jAya' AvA prakArano kutarka kahIne tamane samajAve to tamane paNa gamI jAya ne ? AvA kutarko karanArA anADI baeNrisTara kahevAya. tarka karavAnI nA nathI paNa tarka mArgane sAcavavA mATe karAya, kumArgane sAcavavA mATe nahIM. nyAyatantranI paNa sthApanA enA mATe che ke - nirdoSa bacI jAya. nyAyAdhIzo ulaTatapAsaNI kare paNa te nirdoSane doSita banAvavA nahIM. sadoSa chUTI jAya eno vAMdho nahIM paNa nirdoSa daMDAvo nA joIe. vartamAnanA baeNrisTaro ( ?) kumArgane poSavA tarko kare che, mArgane sthApita karavA nahIM; mATe emanA tarko kutarko kahevAya che. je bhavathI taravAnuM sAdhana hatuM eno upayoga sukha bhogavavA mATe karIe to bhavathI taravAnA badale bhavamAM DUbI gayA vagara nahi rahIe. sa. e loko Agama to vAMcatAM haze ne ? vAMce paNa potAnI jAta mATe nahIM, bIjA mATe. abhavyo paNa nava pUrvanuM jJAna bhaNe ne ? chatAM mokSane mAne kharA ? * bhagavAne je vidhAna karyuM te sAvadya na hoya mATe sAdhuthI paNa jinamaMdira baMdhAvavAmAM vAMdho nahIM-A pramANe kahenArA Agamane AMkha sAme rAkhatA nathI. sAvadya ke niravadya, bhUmikAne AzrayIne hoya che, svarUpane AzrayIne nahIM. tIrthaMkara bhagavantu jenA mATe je vihita karyuM te niravadya ane jenA mATe je avihita te sAvadha. sAdhuone maMdira bAMdhavAnuM vihita na hovAthI sAdhu mATe maMdira bAMdhavuM te sAvadya gaNAya ane gRhastha mATe maMdira bAMdhavAnuM vidhAna hovAthI temanA mATe niravadya gaNAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 212
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________________ sa. maMdira upara sAdhubhagavantonAM nAma to hoya che ne? zAstrIya mArgadarzana levA mATe nAma lakhelA hoya. kaDiyA, zilpI vagerenAM paNa nAma hoya ne ? zenA mATe ? bIjuM baMdhAvatI vakhate temanI salAha levA mATe ne? tema sAdhubhagavantanuM nAma hoya. bAkI sAdhubhagavanto potAnuM nAma lakhAvavA Agraha na rAkhe. je sAdhu bhagavanta pATa upara besIne samajAve ke cakravartInAM nAma paNa kAyama rahetA nathI. e ja sAdhubhagavanta aMjanazalAkA potAnI nizrAmAM karAvavAno ane zilAlekha upara potAnuM nAma lakhAvavAno Agraha rAkhe e vyAjabI che? pratimAjI upara to suvihita AcAryathI aMjanazalAkA thaI che te jaNAvavA mATe nAma lakhAya che. zilAlekha upara nAma lakhAvavAno Agraha nAmanA mohathI rakhAya che. cakravartI paNa jANe che ke meM jema pUrvacakravartInuM nAma bhUsyuM tema mAruM nAma paNa bhUsAvAnuM che, chatAM teo to karmayoge nAma lakhe che. sAdhubhagavantane AvuM karma na hovA chatAM nAma lakhAve che te kevaLa nAmanA mohe lakhAve che - ema mAnavuM paDe ne? AvA sAdhuothI ApaNe AghA rahevuM che - eTalA pUratI A vAta che. * vartamAnamAM ApaNA puNyanI to koI sImA nathI. sAcA guru maLyA ane sAco mArga maLyo. have sAcA mArgane ArAdhI levo che. IcchAnA kAraNe kumArgamAM AgaLa vadhyA hoIe to AtmAne pAcho kheMcI levo che. AgaLa javAmAM sAra nathI. pAchaLa khasavAmAM bhagavAnanI AjJA sacavAze. * dharma to ekAnta kalyANakArI che, bhUMDo to hoI ja na zake. A pramANe bolanArA lokottara zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA nathI - ema kahI zakAya. sAmAnyadharmanI vAta bAju para mUkIe, sarvaviratidharma mATe paNa khuda zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAe zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM pApazramaNa nAmanuM adhyayana batAvyuM che. eka bAju zramaNa kahevAnA ane bIjI bAju pApI kahevAnA - AvuM kyAre kahI zakAya ? je dharma ekAnta sAro hoya to pApazramaNa na kahevAya ne ? kyo dharma kalyANakArI bane che ane kayo dharma akalyANakArI bane che - enA mATe mArgatatvanuM nirUpaNa karavAnuM kAma graMthakAre karyuM che. mArgatattvanA nirUpaNamAM sAdhubhagavanto unmArganI dezanA kaI rIte ApatA hoya che tenuM nirUpaNa karyuM. jeo zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme, sAdhubhagavato paNa maMdira bAMdhavAnA adhikArI che evuM kahe che teo bhagavAnanA zAsanane nIcuM kare che. anya darzanakAro jainadarzanane nIcuM pADavA mATe hAtha dhoIne pAchaLa paDelA paraMtu teo temAM phAvI na zakayA. kevaLajJAnanA prakAzathI lakhAyela hoya e vAta kyAMya paNa koI divasa khoTI na zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 213
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________________ paDe. sUryanA prakAzane ApaNe joI na zakIe eTalAmAtrathI sUrya kharAba thato nathI. ApaNe AMkho baMdha karazuM to prakAzathI ApaNe dUra rahIzuM bAkI sUryano prakAza to cAlu ja rahevAno. mATe AMkho baMdha karyA vagara ke enI sAme dhULa uDADyA vagara enA prakAzano upayoga ApaNe karI laIe to kevaLajJAnarUpI prakAzane prApta karI zakIzuM. kevaLajJAna prApta karavA mATe mArga ane unmArgano bheda samajI levo che. dharmathI mokSa maLe che ema kahevuM e mArga ane dharmathI arthakAma maLe che ema kahevuM e unmArga. je dharmathI arthakAma ja maLe e dharma svarUpathI anarthabhUta che ane je dharmathI-mArgathI mokSa maLe che e dharmamArga svarUpathI arthabhUta che. dharmathI maLatA arthakAma anarthabhUta hovAthI enA mATe karelo dharma paNa anarthabhUta bane che. * sAdhubhagavato je maMdira bAMdhe to temane bIjA kyA kyA doSo lAge che te jaNAve che. maMdira bAMdhatA pahelAM maMdiranI dekharekha karavAnA kAraNe zuddha gocarIno avasara maLe nahIM tethI game tevo aneSaNIya AhAra vagere vAparavAno prasaMga Ave che. A eka doSa che ane maMdira bAMdhyA pachI A maMdira meM bAMdhyuM che, mAruM che' vagere rUpa mamatva thAya che - A bIjo doSa lAge che mATe sAdhubhagavanto maMdira na bAMdhI zake. AvuM hovA chatAM jeo ema kahe ke - "sAdhubhagavantone maMdira bAMdhavAmAM pApa nathI' teo unmArganI dezanA Ape che - ema samajI levuM. * gRhasthane AcAryanI sattati (ziSya) kahevAya nahIM, chatAM gRhasthane AcAryanA ziSya kahevA e kumArga che. dharmanA arthI hoya te AcAryanA ziSya gaNAya. gRhastho dharmanA arthI che mATe ziSya gaNAya-A pramANe kahevuM e kutarka che. gRhastho cha kAyanI hatyAthI virAma pAmavA mATe asamartha hoya che. AvA vakhate gRhasthane AcAryabhagavantano ziSya mAnIe ane tene cha kAyanI hatyA karato joIne bIje kahe ke - "A to AcAryabhagavantano ziSya che, sAdhumahAtmAe nA nahIM pADI hoya tethI A pramANe thatuM haze mATe ja te karato haze? A pramANe hiMsAne upAdeya mAne tethI kumArga phelAya. mATe gRhasthane ziSya mAnavo nahIM. gRhasthane ziSya mAnIe to, gRhastha pApa kare eno niSedha sAdhumahAtmA na kare to sAdhumahAtmAne paNa pApa lAgyA vinA nahi rahe, jevI rIte prajA pApa kare to tenA chaThThA bhAganuM pApa rAjAne lAgyA vagara nathI rahetuM. gRhastho cha kAyanI hatyA karatA hovAthI te AcAryanA ziSya nathI gaNAtA ane tethI ja sAdhubhagavanto gRhasthane Adeza ke niSedha nathI karatA. cha kAyanI hatyA vakhate sAdhubhagavanta mauna rahe tene sammati mAnavI e kumArga che. 214 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * * "sAdhumahAtmAne vahorAvavuM. temAM pAtrApAtranI vicAraNA karavAnI jarUra nathI, AdhAkarmI, kIta, abhyAhata hoya to paNa vahorAvavuM - A pramANe kahevuM e kumArga che. megha varase te ThAma-kuThAma na jue tema pAtra-kupAtra jovAnI jarUra nathI. meghanI jema dAna ApavAmAM lAbha che - ema kahevuM e kutarka che. * "susAdhuo pAse ja cAritra levuM evuM nahIM, koInI paNa pAse cAritra levuM. susAdhuo pAse ja cAritra levuM evuM bolavAmAM cAritrano niSedha thAya che..... A pramANe bolavuM e paNa kumArga che. * buddhinuM stara nIcuM hoya ane mahApuruSonI chAyA na hoya tyAre je unmArga phelAya to ApaNI zI dazA thAya? AthI A kumArgone samajI laIne ApaNe enAthI dUra rahevuM che. * caityanivAsI kusAdhuo caityadravya vagerenA svAmI banIne bhAvika lokone potAnI IcchA pramANe pravartAve ane bhoLA lokone vizvAsamAM levA mATe, je vidhAna sAdhubhagavA mATe zAstramAM ApelAM che te vidhAna gRhastha mATe paNa joDIne temane chetare che. zAstramAM sAdhuo mATe evuM vidhAna che ke - "dIkSA vakhate je sAdhunI, je AcAryAdinI vyavasthA hoya, je vayarI vagere zAkhA, je cAndra vagere kuLa hoya, tema ja dravyAdinA pratiSedharUpa, dhRtisaMhananAdinI apekSAe kAraNavizeSe je sUtrAtirikta jatakalpAdi vyavahAra pUrvapuruSoe maryAdA tarIke jaNAvelo hoya tenuM atikramaNa karanAra anaMtasaMsArI thAya che. A rIte ananta saMsArIpaNAno bhaya batAvIne sAdhunI vAta gRhastha mATe joDe ane anya gurnAdikanA vaMdanAdithI roke te paNa eka prakArano kumArga * te ja rIte jinabhavana baMdhAvavuM tema ja temAM pratimA bharAvavI, tenI pUjAarcA vagere karavI A badhuM svayaM svadravyathI karavuM ke paradravyathI karAvavuM-A badhAM vidhAna gRhastha mATenAM hovA chatAM sAdhu mATe paNa vihita tarIke jaNAvavAM te paNa kumArga che. * potAnI matikalpanAthI mAnelA mArgane zAstranA amuka vidhAnonA nAme mArga tarIke jaNAvavo te kumArga che. vartamAnamAM jema ghaNA loko zaMkA kare che ke bhaNelAgaNelA AvuM zA mATe kare - tevI ja zaMkA ahIM ziSya kare che. tenA nivAraNamAM jaNAvyuM che ke bhaNelAgaNelA paNa siddhAntane pratikULa bane ane mUDha arthA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 215
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________________ viSayakaSAyathI vyApta evI manovRttivALA bane tyAre A rIte mArganA nAme svabuddhithI kalpita kumArga phelAve che. AtmAnA sAcA svarUpane pragaTAvavA mATe nIkaLelA, satyane chupAvavA mATe prayatna kare enuM ja nAma kumArga. vartamAnamAM to satyane dabAvavAno prayatna tenuM ja nAma ekatA! Aje ekatAnA sohAmaNA nAma nIce satyane kacaDavAnuM kAma cAlu che ne? * jinabhavana vagere baMdhAvavAnuM kahenAranuM vacana AgamaparAkSukha che evuM kyA kAraNasara manAya che - AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM 4thI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke chajavanikAyano saMyama e sAdhupaNAno sAra che, jyAre derAsara baMdhAvavA vageremAM pratyakSapaNe jIvavirAdhanA thAya che. mATe A vacana AgamathI viparIta che. sa. te virAdhanA svarUpahiMsAmAM na gaNAya? enuM kAraNa to pahelAM ja jaNAvI dIdhuM che. bhagavAne jenA mATe je anuSThAna vihita karyuM hoya te anuSThAnamAM je hiMsA thAya tene svarUpahiMsA kahevAya. pUjA vagere anuSThAna gRhastha mATe vihita che, sAdhu mATe nahi. tethI gRhasthane temAM svarUpahiMsA lAge. sAdhu mATe avihita hovAthI temAM anubaMdhahiMsA ja lAge. sa. Ama chatAM AvI prarUpaNA kare temane saMsArano bhaya nahi lAgato hoya ? jene duHkhano bhaya hoya tene saMsArano bhaya na lAge. duHkhanA bhIrunuM tattvamArgamAM kAma nathI, pApabhIrunuM kAma che. duHkhanA bhIru kAyara hoya ane pApabhIru paramasattvazALI hoya. maravuM paDe to bhale paNa ekapaNa pApa karI saMsAra vadhAravo nathI-enuM nAma pApabhIrutA. * jinamaMdira baMdhAvanArA sAdhuo aneSaNIya AhArane grahaNa karanAra hovAthI, gRhasthone potAnA bhakta tarIke mAnIne mamatvanA yoge tema ja jyotiSanimittataMtrataMtra homa-havanAdino prayoga karavAnA kAraNe chajavanikAyanA virAdhaka thAya che. * devagurudharmanI upAsanA mArganI ArAdhanA karyA vagara thAya evI nathI. AthI zAstramAM prajJAnI kiMmata nathI AMkI, mArgAnusArI prajJAnI kiMmata AMkI che. * bhagavAnanI AjJAthI eka ratibhAra paNa AgaLa vadhyA to pApano anubaMdha paDyA vinA nahi rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * bIjI unmArgadazanA kaI che te pAMcamI gAthAthI jaNAve che. gAthA 5: keTalAka AcArya jevA gaNAtA, potAne AcArya mAnatA evA AcAryAbhAso, AryarakSitasUri vaDe caityamAM vAsa karavAnI sAdhubhagavantone anujJA apAI che, tethI caityamAM vAsa sAdhubhagavantoe karI zakAya' A pramANe kahe che, teono mata jinazAsanathI bAhya che, kAraNa ke AgamamAM caityavAsanI anujJA apAI nathI. * caityavAsanI anujJA AgamamAM batAvI nathI, je AgamanA AdhAre te AcAryAbhAso anujJAnI vAta kare che te AgamamAM zuM jaNAvyuM che te chaThThI gAthAmAM batAve che - gAthA 6 : je vakhate yakSaguphAmAM AryarakSitasUri mahArAje vAsa karyo hato tyAre temanA ziSyone potAnuM Agamana jaNAvavA saudharmendra dvArA yakSaguphAnuM dvAra anya dizAmAM sthApana karAyuM hatuM, (caityanuM nahi) - A pramANe AvazyakaniyaMtinI cUrNimAM kahyuM che. (AthI spaSTa che ke ahIM yakSacaityamAM rahevAnI vAta Ave che, jinamaMdiramAM rahevAnI nahi.) * jyAre yakSaguphAmAM IndramahArAjA AvyA hatA tyAre AryarakSitasU. nA ziSyo gocarIe gayelA hatA. AthI Inse UbhA rahevAnuM nakkI karyuM paraMtu Indrane joIne potAnA sAdhuo devalokanuM niyANuM na karI bese te AzayathI AryarakSita sU, e temane jatA rahevAnuM kahyuM. te vakhate jatAM jatAM potAnuM Agamana ziSyone jaNAvavA mATe Indra yakSaguphAnuM dvAra bIjI dizAmAM sthApana karyuM hatuM * jeo niyamA samaktiI che (sADA nava pUrvanI uparanuM jJAna niyamA samakitIne hoya) tema ja jeo cAritrasaMpanna che evA AryarakSitasUri mahArAjAnA nAme "sAdhu bhagavanto ghara vagaranA hovAthI teone caityamAM nivAsa karI zakAya? A pramANe kahe che teo bhagavAnanA vacananI ghora AzAtanA karI rahyA che. vartamAnamAM paNa mahApuruSonAM daSTAnto laIne unmArgadazanA jorazoramAM prasarI rahI che. kAlikasUri mahArAje rAjAnI khAtara pAMcamanI cotha pravartAvI to saMghanI khAtara pheraphAra kema na karAya?' A pramANe unmArgadazanA kAlikasUri ma.nA nAme karI rahyA che. jeo A rIte pracAra kare che teone pUchavuM ke - kAlikasUrima. e bhagavAnanA vacanathI cothanI saMvatsarI karI ke rAjAnA vacanathI ? bhagavAna kahI gayA hatA ke - "kAlikasUrima. pAMcamane badale cothanI saMvatsarI pravartAvaze' mATe karI. rAjAe to chaThanI saMvatsarI karavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. tethI rAjAnA kAraNe nahi, bhagavAnanA vacananA kAraNe karI hovA chatAM temanA nAme potAno mata calAvavo e unmArgadazanA nahi to bIjuM zuM che ? pAMcamanI cotha rAjAnA kAraNe karI - AvuM koI divasa bolavuM nahIM. bolazo to pApa lAgyA vagara nahi rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 217
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________________ * dharma karavA chatAM ISTasthAne pahoMcavuM che evo saMkalpa nathI mATe kumArga paNa cAle evo che. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabano apavAda paNa mokSe pahoMcADe ane AjJA vagarano utsarga mokSe na pahoMcADe. jinakalpa viccheda gayA pachI jinakalpanI ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thavuM e unmArga che. je bhagavAne vastra-pAtranuM vidhAna karyuM te vidhAnane choDIne svamatikalpita vastra-pAtra vinA ArAdhanA karanAra zivabhUtine nirnava tarIke jAhera karyo. cAritrasaMpanna hovA chatAM samyakatvano chAMTo nAto evuM bhagavAne kahyuM. chaThethI pahele AvavuM paDe e unmArgagAmitAnA kAraNe. Aje ApaNI paNa hAlata evI ja che ne? bhagavAne jeno (saMsAranA sukhano) niSedha karyo che enA mATe ja ApaNe dharma karIe ne? bhagavAnanI pUjA karyA pachI koI khuza thAya ane ApavA Ave to hoMze hoMze laI laIe ne ? rAvaNanI bhaktithI khuza thaIne dharaNendra mAgavA kahyuM chatAM na mAMgyuM ne? dharma karIe ane phaLa na maLe to mAnavuM paDe ne ke dharma mArgamAM rahIne nathI karyo ? * ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - AcAryAbhAsa mArga kema nathI batAvatA, unmArganI dezanA kema Ape che? tenuM nirAkaraNa graMthakAra kare che ke - jeo rasagArava, saddhigArava ane zAtAgAravamAM pratibaddha che, IcchA mujaba jIvanArA che, AgamathI parAkSukha che ane mUDhabuddhivALA che teo potAnA mAna-sanmAna khAtara A rIte unmArganI dezanA ApatA hoya che. jeone dharma ke mArga game nahIM evA loko mArgane bhUMsavA taiyAra thatA hoya che. Aje je na phAvyuM ene kADhI nAMkhavA mATe badhA bhegA thAya paNa je phAvatuM nathI, paNa bhagavAne kahyuM che, ene pAchuM lAvavA mATe bhegA nathI thatA. AjanA saMmelanano artha ja che ke - bhagavAnanI vAta kApavA ane potAnI vAta UbhI rAkhavA bhegA thavuM. cAranAM zaraNAMne choDIne saMghanA zaraNe javAnI vAta kare e unmArgagAmI che. cAra karatAM saMgha mahAna lAge e mithyAtvanA kAraNe. sa. saMghane pacIsamo tIrthakara kahyo che ne ? covIsa tIrthaMkarane mAthe rAkhe evo saMgha pacIsamo tIrthakara kahevAya, covIsane bAju para mUke ene saMghamAM na ja gaNAya. "2500 varasa pahelAMnuM vartamAnamAM prekTikala nathI" AvuM bole te kevaLajJAna para AkSepa kare che. jinakalpanI ArAdhanA viccheda gayA pachI tenI ArAdhanA karavI e mithyAtvanA gharanI che, tema lokottara paMcAMga viccheda gayA pachI tene jIvaMta karavA mATe mahenata karavI te mithyAtva che. lokottara paMcAMga mATe je zAstra joIe te zAstra vartamAnamAM vidyamAna nathI. pI.ela. vaidya jyAre 218 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sAgarajIma. ne pUchyuM ke 'vartamAnamAM tamArI pAse je zAstro che enA uparathI tame lokottara paMcAMga banAvI zako kharA ?' tyAre sAgarajIma. e kahyuM ke - 'huM to nahIM ja banAvI zakuM paNa ATalI sAmagrImAM koI paNa na banAvI zake, jyAre Aje emanA ja ziSyo lokottara paMcAMga (?) banAvavAnI vAta karIne lokone unmArge doravAnuM kAma kare che. 'ApaNe to ArAdhanAthI kAma' ema kahIne unmArganI prarUpaNA karI rahyA che. ArAdhanA vacana mujabanI joIe. sonAnuM ja kAma che paNa sonuM ane pittaLano bheda samajavo paDe ne ? tema ArAdhanAthI ja kAma che, paNa te vacana mujabanI kaI ane vacananirapekSa kaI-e samajavuM paDaze. dharma karavo che cokkasa, paNa mArgamAM rahIne karavo che. zrI vIraparamAtmA nirvANapade pahoMcyA tyAre jatAM jatAM A badho bheda samajAvatA gayA. enA mATe zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke siMhano nAda sAMbhaLIne jaMgalI pazuo jevI rIte tharathara dhrUjI UThe evI rIte bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mithyAtvI loko trAsa pAme. * paisA meLavavA, sukha meLavavA, du:kha TALavA dharma karavo e dharma gaNAto hovA chatAM te mArgarUpa nathI. paisA choDavA, sukha choDavA, duHkha veThavA dharma karavo e mArga. rasI kADhavA beThA ho to rasI jeTalI vadhAre nIkaLe eTaluM sAruM ne ? tema choDavA mATe dharma karatA ho to vadhAre chUTe to game ke bace to game ? puNyathI maLelA paisA choDavA mATe manano puruSArtha joIe. jyAre Aje tamArA manamAM evuM che ne ke - paisA puruSArthathI maLe che ane choDavA mATe nasIba (puNya) joIe che ? * ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - caityanivAsanI anujJA bhale na hoya paNa sAdhumahAtmA mATe upAzraya banAvavA enA badale maMdiro to sAdhumahAtmA mATe nirdoSa che, AdhAkarmI doSathI rahita hovAthI temAM rahe to sAdhumahAtmAne zuM doSa lAge ? A vAta tamane paNa gamI jAya ne ? upAzrayano kharco bace, derAsaranI paDelI jagyA kAma lAge ane sAdhumahAtmAne nirdoSa vasati maLI jAya, ante to cAritranI ja ArAdhanA karavAnA che, kAMI pApanAM kAma to nathI karavAnA, tethI sAdhumahAtmA maMdiramAM rahe to vAMdho nahi. teno javAba graMthakArazrI sAtamI gAthAthI Ape che. gAthA 7 : durgaMdhI ane malina vastravALA tema ja khela, siMghAna, zarIramala AdithI yukta evA sAdhuone AzAtanA lAgatI hovAthI jinamaMdiramAM rahevuM kalpatuM nathI. * sAdhubhagavantanAM vastro durgaMdhI ane malina hoya che. snAna vinAnA zarIra paranA melano saMparka thavAthI vastra durgaMdhI hoya ane bahAranI dhULanA saMgathI vastro malina bane che. tema ja kapha, thUMka, nAsikAno mela, dehamaLa vagerethI yukta evA zarIravALA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 219
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________________ sAdhubhagavanta hovAthI paramAtmAnI AzAtanAnuM kAraNa bane che. A AzAtanAnuM nimitta banatA hovAthI sAdhubhagavantone jinamaMdiramAM rahevAnuM kalpatuM nathI. ahIM eTaluM yAda rAkhavAnuM ke sAdhubhagavanto vastra ke zarIranI zuddhi karIne jaI zake AvA vikalpo UbhA na karavA. bhagavAne nA pADI che mATe na rahevuM. AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke jinamaMdiramAM AdhAkarmI vasatino doSa na lAge ane bhaktithI karAyeluM (jinamaMdira) hovA chatAM paNa, temAM vAsa karavo e sAdhubhagavanta mATe yukta nathI. UlaTuM e maMdiramAM nivAsanuM varjana karavuM e bhakti che ane nivAsa karavo temAM AzAtanA lAge che. A AzAtanAnI bhayaMkaratA jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke AzAtanAmAM mithyAtva lAge che ane AzAtanAnA varjanamAM samyagdarzananI prApti che. AzAtanA e mithyAtva che - evuM mAnIe kharA? AzAtanA karavAthI moDuM phaLa maLe ane AzAtanA na karavAthI phaLa jaladI maLe - evuM lagabhaga ApaNA magajamAM che ne ? avidhipUrvakanA dharmathI paNa thoDuMghaNuM to phaLa maLe - evuM mAnIe ne ? ApaNe atyAra sudhI ghaNI vAra kahyuM che ke ApaNe dharma na karavAnA kAraNe saMsAramAM nathI rakhaDyA, dharma karatI vakhate avidhi vagere dvArA vacananI AzAtanA karavAnA kAraNe ja saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. AzAtanA mithyAtva che, mithyAtvanA kAraNe anaMta saMsAra vadhe che. marIcie paNa sAdhupaNuM choDyuM tyAre saMsAra na vadhAryo, paNa jyAre bhagavAnanA vacananI AzAtanA karI tyAre mithyAtva bAMdhI koTAkoTi sAgaropama pramANa saMsAra vadhAryo. A to temano graMthibheda thayelo hato eTale ATalo ja saMsAra vadhyo. ApaNI to graMthibheda thayo che ke nahi e ya khabara nathI. to tevA vakhate A AzAtanAthI bacavuM khUba ja jarUrI che. sa. graMthibheda eTale zuM? graMthi eTale saMsAranA sukha upara tIvra rAga ane duHkha uparano tIvra dveSa. marI jauM to ya sukha na choDuM e rAganI tIvratA. sukha chUTe nahi te sukhano rAga. ane maravA chatAM sukha na choDavAno pariNAma te rAganI tIvratA. duHkha na veThAya mATe TALavuM te dveSa ane marI jAuM to ya duHkha na veThuM te dveSanI tIvratA. ugharANI letI vakhate sAmo mANasa rastA upara AvI jAya toya ugharANI jatI na karavI te dhananA rAganI tIvratA. AvI tIvratAno bheda eTale nAza te graMthibheda. * Aje sAdhupaNuM levAnI IcchA ja moLI che ane maLatuM nathI evI phariyAda karIe chIe - e khoTuM che. 220 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa WWW.jainelibrary.org.
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________________ sa. IcchAne majabUta karavA mATe zuM karavuM? IcchAne majabUta karavA mATe tyAMnA saMyogo choDavA paDaze. saMsAramAM rahIne sAdhupaNAnI IcchA nahi thavAnI. enA mATe ghara choDavuM paDaze. zarIra majabUta rAkhavuM hoya to vyAyAmazALAmAM javuM paDe ne? IcchA thayA pachI enI mAvajata karavI paDaze. * ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke bhAvaarihanta pAse sAdhubhagavanto jema rahe che tema sthApanAarihanta pAse paNa rahI zake - emAM koI virodha nathI. paraMtu AvI zaMkA na karavI. kAraNa ke bhAvanikSepa ane sthApanAnikSepamAM pUjyatva ekasarakhuM hovA chatAM te baMnnenI bhaktino AcAra judo judo che. bhAvatIrthaMkara bhagavate sarvasaMvarabhAvarUpa dIkSAno svIkAra karyo hovAthI temanuM sarva kRtya sAdhubhagavanto ja kare che, gRhastho nahi. kAraNa ke sarvasAvaghayogathI virAma pAmelA sAdhubhagavanto aviratidhara evA gRhasthonI vaiyAvacca na le. tema ja bhAvatIrthakarane abhiSeka, mALAropaNa (prakSAla, kesara, puSpapUjA) Adi sAvadyakRtya karAtuM nathI tema ja temanA nimitte AhArAdi (naivedya) paNa banAvAtAM nathI. jyAre sthApanAtIrthaMkaranuM sarva kRtya gRhastho ja kare che. temano abhiSeka vagere karAya che. AthI baMnemAM sarvathA sAmya mAnI temanI pAse rahevuM ucita nathI. * vartamAnamAM paNa AvA prakAranA kutarko karanArA maLI Ave evA che. bhAvajina ane sthApanAjinamAM pUjyatva sarakhuM hovA chatAM tenI pUjAvidhimAM pharaka paDe che. pUjAvidhimAM pharaka paDe eTalAmAtrathI bhAvane ane sthApanAne sarvathA bhinna mAnavAe vyAjabI nathI. avasthAbhedanA kAraNe pUjAvidhimAM pharaka paDe, pUjyatvamAM nahi. A ja rIte bhAvaguru ane sthApanAgurunA viSayamAM paNa samajI levuM. pUjyatva, guNane laIne hoya che jyAre pUjAvidhi to avasthAne ucita hoya che. sthApanAmAM guNano Aropa karyo hovAthI temAM pUjyatva bhAvane samAna che. gurunA caraNe je dravya dharyuM hoya te pUjA tarIke mUkeluM hovAthI pUjAdravya gaNAya. te dravya gurunA upayogamAM na laI zakAya. vastrapAtra, AhAra vagere je kAMI gurune vahorAvavAmAM Ave te gurunA upayogamAM Ave, jyAre gurunI pUjA je dravyathI karavAmAM Ave te pUjAdravya gurunA upayogamAM na AvatAM te guru karatAM gauravAha sthAnamAM arthAt devadravyamAM jAya. arpaNa kareluM dravya upayogamAM Ave, caraNe dhareluM dravya gauravAha sthAnamAM jAya. devane caraNe dhareluM devamAM jAya chetenuM kAraNa e che ke deva karatAM UMcuM ekeya sthAna nathI. pUjyatva sarakhuM hoya eTalAmAtrathI pUjAvidhi paNa sarakhI ja hovI joIe - evo niyama nathI. strI ane puruSamAM manuSyatva ekasarakhuM hovA chatAM benAM vastra ekasarakhAM na hoya ne? tema ahIM paNa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 221
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________________ bhAva ane sthApanAmAM pUjyatva ekasarakhuM mAnavAthI pUjAvidhinI paNa samAnatAnI Apatti Avaze-evA kutarka na karavA. * Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne paNa bAra prakArano tapa na game ane bAra prakAranI avirati ja gamyA kare to zI hAlata thAya ? sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI jo bAra prakAranA tapamAM rata hoya to bicArA viSayo kare zuM ? Aje avirati game che mATe tapanAM ThekANAM nathI. jeo tapamAM rata na rahe teo Aje nahi to kAle aviratimAM pAchA AvyA vinA nahi rahe. * sAdhubhagavantanA AcAra sAMbhaLavA mATe tatpara hoya tenuM nAma zrAvaka. zrAvakanA AcAra sAMbhaLavAnuM kAma mArgAnusArI jIvo kare. * jene aviratino bhaya lAge tene dIkSA apAya, jene duHkhano bhaya lAge tene dIkSA na apAya. saMsAra du:khamaya che eno artha ja e che ke karmajanita sukha e ja duHkharUpa che. avirati upAdeya lAge te dharma na ArAdhI zake. sAdhu hoya ke sAdhvI hoya, aviratine upAdeya mAnIne pravRtti kare te cAle ? aviratine toDI pADavA mATe to sAdhupaNAmAM bAra prakArano tapa batAvyo che. bAhya tapa karavAthI du:kha bhogavavAnI zakti maLe ane abhyantara tapa karavAthI sukha TALavAnuM sattva pragaTe che. bAhyatapathI duHkhano dveSa TaLI jAya che ane abhyantaratapathI sukhano rAga TaLI jAya che. abhyantara tapa karyA kare, paMdara kalAka svAdhyAya kare, gokhyA kare, vAMcyA kare, bhaNyA kare tene pAMce IndriyonA viSayo kare zuM ? bhaNavAmAM masta hoya, jJAnamAM AnaMda Avato hoya tene sukha lalacAve nahi. IcchAo emane ema nathI maravAnI, tene prayatnapUrvaka mAravI paDaze. IcchAone AdhIna thavAmAM kyAre ya kalyANa nathI. atyAra sudhImAM ghaNuM bhogavyuM che chatAM tRpti nathI thaI ane thavAnI paNa nathI. bAhya tapa karIne paNa Aje ApaNe zarIranI zakti vadhAravAnuM ja kAma karyuM che ane abhyantara tapa karIne vikathA karavAnuM ja kAma karyuM che ne ? jene aviratino pariNAma jAge tene pistALIsa Agamo bhaNAvavAnuM kahyuM che. A rIte svAdhyAyanuM AlaMbana le tenI avirati moLI paDayA vinA na rahe. * jenAthI dharma siddha thAya te dharmano mArga, mArga be prakArano che. dravyastava ane bhAvastava. temAMthI dravyastava moTebhAge gRhasthone ja hoya che. bhAvastavanA adhikArI sAdhubhagavanto che. 222 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * dravyastava ane bhAvastava : A be prakAranA mArgamAMthI sauthI pahelAM bhAvastavanuM varNana karyuM che. bhAva eTale paramArtha. paramArtha eTale zreSTha koTino padArtha. A saMsAramAM sauthI zreSTha koTino padArtha koI hoya to te ekamAtra mokSa ja che. A saMsAramAM anuttaravimAnanAM sukho zreSTha gaNAtAM hovA chatAM tene paramArtha nathI kahyo. kAraNa ke e sukho maLyA pachI pAchAM jatAM rahe che, tyAM gayA pachI paNa mokSa meLavavAno bAkI che. tethI eka mokSa e ja bhAva che. athavA to tevA prakAranA mokSane anukULa evA je koI adhyavasAya-vicAraNA tenuM nAma bhAva. je saMsAranuM kAraNa bane tevA pAMce IndriyonA viSayonI vicAraNA, enA sAdhananI je vicAraNA te badhA ja azubha adhyavasAya kahevAya. je adhyavasAya mokSanuM kAraNa bane tenuM nAma zubha adhyavasAya. jemAM saMsArano-aviratino adhyavasAya Ave ane mokSano adhyavasAya TaLe te badho azubha adhyavasAya. bhAva be prakAranA che. kSayopazamabhAva ane kSAyikabhAva. e banne prakAranA bhAvane samAvavA mATe be prakAre vyAkhyA karI. bhAvasvarUpa stava te bhAvastava athavA bhAvanA kAraNe je stava te bhAvastavaH ema be rIte samAsa thAya che. mokSa kSAyikabhAvano che ane tenA kAraNarUpa adhyavasAya kSayopazamabhAvanA che. puNya game teTaluM UMcuM hoya, sAruM hoya toya audayikabhAvanuM ja che. jyAre mokSa kSAyikabhAvano che. ane mokSanA upAyo bhayopazamabhAvanA che. AthI mArgamAM puNyanI vAta na Ave. je sAdhyamAM bAdhA pahoMcADe tevuM sAdhana na hovuM joIe. anuttaravimAnamAM janAra paNa jatAMnI sAthe pahelI kSaNe e vicAre che ke - javuM hatuM kyAM ane Avyo kyAM? 33 kSaNa paNa jyAM rahevAnI bhAvanA na hoya tyAM 33 sAgaropama sudhI rahevuM paDe tenI manodazA kevI thAya ? A to kSaNavAra duHkha dharyA pachI potAnI AtmapariNatinA kAraNe teo svastha banI tattvaciMtanamAM lAgI jAya che. paNa ApaNI vAta e che ke jene je joItuM na hoya ne maLyA kare to duHkha thAya ne ? ApaNane saMsAranuM sukha maLyA pachI duHkha kema nathI thatuM? sukha joIe che mATe ja ne? sa. anuttaravimAnavAsIne tattvaciMtananuM sukha na hoya ? teo tatvaciMtana sukha mATe nathI karatA, avirati naDI na jAya ane aviratinI nirjarA thayA kare mATe tattvaciMtana kare che. * mokSasvarUpa bhAva athavA to mokSanA kAraNabhUta adhyavasAya svarUpa je bhAva, te bhAvanA kAraNe (bhAvapUrvaka) stotavya evA paramAtmAnI je pUjA arthA ArAdhanA karavI tene bhAvastava kahevAya. athavA to bhAva svarUpa ArAdhanA te bhAvastava. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 223
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________________ * mArganI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke pRthate karI mA paramasukhanA abhilASI evA jIvo vaDe jenI anveSaNA karAya che tenuM nAma mArga. je zodhAya te mArga che. je maLI jAya te mArga hoya-evuM nahi, je zodhavA javuM paDe evo mArga hoya. ApaNe sukhanI zodhamAM nIkaLIe ke mokSanI? athavA to mArganI bIjI vyAkhyA kare che ke karmamaLane dUra karavA dvArA jenA vaDe AtmA zuddha (sApha) karAya che tenuM nAma mArga. jenA dvArA mokSe pahoMcAya che tenuM nAma mArga. Azaya e che ke mokSarUpa kAryanI niSpatti mATe kevaLa bhAvanuM ja je AlaMbana levAya che te bhAvamArga che. jema marudevAmAtAne bhAvanuM ja AlaMbana hatuM, te bhAvapUrvakanuM dravya anuSThAna temanI pAse na hatuM. AthI temane mATe bhAvasvarUpa je stava evo bhAvastava mokSanuM kAraNa banyo hato. te rIte tattvanA jANanuM athavA to tattvanA ajANanuM bhAvapUrvaka je pravartana kriyAne viSe thAya che tene paNa bhAvathI stava svarUpa bhAvastava hoya che. vajasvAmI mahArAjA viditatattva hatA ane mAlatuSamuni aviditatattva hatA. te bannenuM dravyakriyAne viSe je bhAvapUrvakanuM pravartana che te bhAvastavasvarUpa hatuM. * Aje ApaNe pariNAmane vidAya ApI che ane pravRttine vaLagI paDyA chIe mATe bhAvastava pAmI zakAto nathI. cittanI prasannatA ane AtmAnI nirmaLatA jemAM thAya te anuSThAna bhAvatavarUpa bane. * dravyadakSAthI ja tarAya, dravyadakSA vinA na tarAya Avo pariNAma te bhAva. dravyadIkSA vinA paNa cAle - A pariNAma bhAvastavanA gharano nathI. * dharmatattva pachI mArgatattvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. kAraNa ke dharma karavAnuM game topaNa mArga ArAdhavAnuM lagabhaga gamatuM nathI. dharma mArganI prApti karAvanAra hovAthI ja tattvarUpa bane che, mokSe pahoMcADavAnuM kAma to mArga ja kare che - e bhUlavuM nahi. Aje ApaNe dharma karavA chatAM mArga na pAmI zakyA hoIe to tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke ApaNe mArgane ArAdhavA mATe dharma karyo ja nathI. je mArganI ArAdhanA mATe dharma karyo hota to ApaNo dharma ApaNane mokSe pahoMcADyA vinA na raheta. * bhAvastavanI bIjI vyAkhyAmAM ApaNe be daSTAMta joyAM. eka jJAnInuM ane bIjuM ajJAnInuM. bhAvapUrvakanI kriyA baMnne pAse hovA chatAM tattvajJAnanI prAptimAM pharaka hato. vajasvAmI mahArAjA viditatattva hatA. jyAre mANatuSamuni aviditatatva hatA chatAM banne bhAvastavanA svAmI hatA. ahIM mApatuSamuninuM daSTAnta eTalA mATe ApyuM che ke jethI zraddhA ane kriyAno samanvaya jaNAya. eka akSarano bodha na thavA chatAM 224 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ cauda varasa sudhI bhaNavAnI pravRtti cAlu rAkhe e kyAre bane ? dravyakriyA karyA vinA na ja cAle Avo pariNAma hovAthI ja jJAna na maLavA chatAM adhyayana cAlu rAkhyuM. enA pariNAme aMte kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. Aje amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa bolatA ane mAnatA thaI gayA che ke - "jJAna caDhatuM na hoya to na bhaNe to cAle, asaMkhyAta yogamAMthI game te ArAdhavAthI mokSa maLe che. mANatuSamunie to bhAvanI sAthe dravyathI paNa jJAnanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. AvaDe ke na AvaDe bhaNyA vinA nathI rahevuM. jeo jJAnane upAdeya na mAne te jJAnAvaraNIyakarma gADha koTinuM bAMdhe. kriyA karyA vinA mokSa maLe. paNa kriyA karyA vinA cAle-evuM mAne tene mokSa koI kALe na maLe. bhagavAne batAvelAM anuSThAna parasparanAM pUraka che, chedaka nathI. AthI eka paNa anuSThAnane TALavAnI jarUra ja nathI. bhAvanA nAme dravyane bAju para mUkanArA kyAre ya bhAvanA svAmI banI na zake. Aje tamane paNa dravyasamyakatva na game, bhAvasamyakatva game ne ? Aje to zrAvako paNa bolatA thaI gayA ke ApaNuM mAthuM ThekANe hoya, ApaNI zraddhA majabUta hoya to game tyAM javAmAM vAMdho nahi. A rIte dravyasamyakatvanI upekSA karanArA bhAvasamyakatva kaI rIte pAmI zake ? Aje ApaNe bhAvasabhyatva na pAmI zakyA hoIe to te dravyasamyatva arthA samyakatvanA AcAranI upekSA karavAnA kAraNe. zrI sulasAsatIe evo vicAra na karyo ke ApaNI zraddhA majabUta hoya to game tyAM javAya. AthI ja bhagavAnanA nAme paNa na chetarAyAM. dravyane sAcavyuM to bhAvasamyakatva nirmaLa pAmyAM. Aje to, bhAva AvI gayA pachI dravya akiMcitkara che - evuM mAnanArA ghaNA che. bhAva AvyA pachI to dravyanI upekSA koI kALe na thAyatevuM mAne te bhAvastava pAmI zake. bhAstavamAM je traNa daSTAMta ApyAM che temAM eTalo pharaka che ke marudevAmAtAne dravya dIkSAnI prAptinA koI saMyogo na hatA. vajasvAmI mahArAjAne jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSayopazamasahita cAritramohanIyano kSayopazama hato ane mASatuSamunine jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama na hovA chatAM bahumAnagarbhita bhAvapUrvakanI dIkSA hatI. * dravyanA kAraNe je stava thAya arthAt dravyanA vyaya dvArA je ArAdhanA karAya te dravyastava. athavA bhAvastavanA kAraNabhUta evo dravyarUpa (pradhAnadravyarUpa) je stava te dravyastava. ahIM dravya eTale bhAvano abhAva evo artha na karavo. arthAt apradhAna dravya (je bhAvanuM kAraNa na bane te)no samAveza dravyastavamAM thato nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM dravyastava ane bhAvastavane mokSanA mArgarUpe varNavyA che. apradhAnadravya mokSano mArga na banI zake. tethI nakkI che ke bhAva mATeno je dravyastava hoya athavA bhAvapUrvakano hoya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 225
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________________ tenuM ja ahIM grahaNa che. dravyane laIne ArAdhanA temAM karAya che mATe dravyastava kahyo che, bAkI to bhAvayukta ja che. bhAva vagaranuM dravya mokSano mArga na banI zake. * dravyastava eTale dravyathI arthA dravyane AzrayIne je sadanuSThAna karAya che te. aMta:karaNathI zUnyapaNe govindavAcakAdinI jema je sadanuSThAna karAya tene dravyastava kahevAya che. jaina darzananuM khaMDana karavAnA AzayathI govindavAcake dIkSA lIdhI hatI. A rIte dIkSA pratye bahumAnasvarUpa bhAva na hovAthI mAtra dravyathI ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI, te dravyadIkSA kahevAya. ane bIjI vyAkhyA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke dravya dvArA jinabhavanAdi karavA-baMdhAvavA te dravyastava. jema bharata mahArAjAe aSTApadagiri upara dravya-dhana vaDe jinabhavana banAvarAvyuM tema. pUjA vagere gRhasthocita dareka anuSThAna dravyanAM kAraNe thatAM hovAthI te anuSThAnane 'dravyanA kAraNe thanAruM A vyAkhyAne laIne dravyastava kahevAya che. * A be prakAranA mArga zivapuranA sArthavAha evA sarvajJabhagavantoe upadezyA che. sArthavAha tene kahevAya ke je mArga batAvIne chUTI na jAya paraMtu khAvA, pIvA, paheravA, oDhavA, zarIra, mAlasAmAna vagere badhAnI ja ciMtA kare. sAthe vahana kare te sArthavAha. bhagavAne paNa ApaNe mokSe na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhInI AhArAdi badhI ja ciMtA karI che. ApaNe bhagavAnanI vAta na mAnIe ane aMdhakAramAM aTavAIe e judI vAta. bAkI ApaNe mArgamAM kyAMya aTavAIe evuM eka paNa vacana bhagavAnanuM nathI. AvA sArthavAha sAdhubhagavanto paNa hoI zake mATe sarvajJa pada mUkyuM che. | * mohanA kAraNe aTake che evuM nathI, moha sAro lAge che mATe ja aTake che. sItAjI potAnA kezano loca potAnA hAthe karI rAmacaMdrajInA khoLAmAM guccho nAkhIne dIkSA levA nIkaLI paDyAM tyAre snehanA yoge rAmacaMdrajIne mUrchA AvI gaI. chatAM pati bhAnamAM Ave enI paNa rAha jovA rahyAM nathI. sItAjI para ATalo sneha hovA chatAM rAmacandrajI e ja bhavamAM mokSe gayA. kAraNa ke moha bhaMDo lAgyA pachI tene dUra karatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. * ApaNe dharma karIne devalokamAM jaIe te ApaNI bhUlanA kAraNe ane mokSamAM jaIe te bhagavAnanI kRpAnA kAraNe. * mArga be prakArano batAvyo che te jIvavizeSane AzrayIne batAvyo che. dravyastava e paNa mokSano ja mArga che, devalokano nahi. mokSamAM javuM nathI, mokSe moDA 226 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ javuM che athavA to puNya bAMdhavuM che - evA mATe gRhasthapaNAno dharma batAvyo che, evuM nathI. mokSamAM javAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM, jaladI mokSe javAnI IcchA hovA chatAM sattva na hoya, zakti na hoya, saMyogo na hoya tevA mATe dravyastava batAvyo che. je bhagavAne sakalajIvone zAsananA rasiyA banAvI mokSe pahoMcADavAnI bhAvanAthI tIrthaMkaranAmakarma bAMdhyuM te bhagavAna A saMsArano mArga kyAre ya batAve kharA ? 'mokSamArga vidyamAna hovA chatAM A jIvo saMsAramAM bhaTake che kema ?' AvI ciMtAthI je bhagavAna jIvone saMsAramArgathI khaseDI mokSamArge laI javAnI bhAvanA bhAve te bhagavAna devalokamAM javA mATe dravyastavanI prarUpaNA kare kharA ? bolanArA bhale bole ke 'saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma karAya.' paNa ApaNuM mAthuM to ThekANe hovuM joIe ne ? * jinabiMba ane jinamaMdira vihita che, tevI rIte gurumUrti ne gurumaMdira bharAvavAnuM vihita nathI. jo gurumaMdira vihita hoya to atyAra sudhI chatI zaktie gurumaMdira ke mUrti na karavAthI 'kiccANamakaraNe' nuM pApa lAge ne ? je vihita kRtya na karyuM hoya tenI AlocanA pratikramaNamAM karIe chIe ne ? gurumaMdira na banAvavAmAM doSa nathI mATe ja nakkI che ne ke gurumaMdira vihita nathI. sa. devanuM dravya devamAM vaparAya, jJAnadravya jJAna mATe vaparAya to gurudravya gurumAM kema na vaparAya ? guru dravya vagaranA che mATe gurunuM dravya gurumAM na jAya, gurunA caraNe dhareluM dravya e nizrAkRta nathI banatuM, kAraNa ke gurunI pUjAnA nimitte te AveluM che, tethI ja te gurunA pUjyatvane laIne AveluM hovAthI gauravAha sthAnamAM jAya, gurunA upayogamAM na Ave. gurune arpaNa kareluM dravya temanI vaiyAvaccamAM laI zakAya. sthApanA jaDa hovAthI temAM nizrAkRta ke anizrAkRta bheda karavA nahi: AvuM kahevuM vyAjabI nathI. kAraNa ke sthApanA bhAvanI che, bhAvano Aropa karyo hovAthI bhAvathI saMvalita che tethI sthApanAsaMbaMdhI dravya to pUjAnA nimitte ja AveluM hoya che. sthApanAne arpaNa kareluM dravya nathI hotuM. tethI sthApanAsaMbaMdhI Avaka gauravArha sthAnamAM jAya. sa. jo gurudravya devadravya ja hoya to aticAramAM devadravya, gurudravya .. bhakSitaupekSita Ave che tyAM zuM samajavuM ? tyAM gurunA nimitte AveluM dravya te gurudravya samajavuM, tema ja guruvaiyAvacca mATenuM je dravya tenI rakSA karavAnI vAta che. gurubhaktisvarUpe AveluM dhanAdi gurudravya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 227
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________________ devadravyanI jema vaparAya. gurubhakti mATe AveluM vastrapAtrAdi gurunA upayogamAM Ave. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM A baMnne gurudravya kahI zakAya. derAsaranA bhaMDAramAM AveluM dravya ane bhagavAnanI bhakti mATe AveluM dravya : baMnne devadravya kahevAya. paNa bhaMDAranA dravyathI bhagavAnanI pUjA na thAya, bhakti mATe AvelA dravyathI thAya. tema ahIM samajavuM. * gRhasthapaNAno dharma hoya ke sAdhupaNAno dharma : baMnnenuM phaLa to eka mokSa ja che. mArgamAM bheda paDyo che te mAtra sattva vagerenA bhedanA kAraNe che, AzayabhedanA kAraNe ke phaLabhedanA kAraNe nahi. phaLa eka ja prakAranuM che, phaLane pAmavAno Azaya paNa eka-sarakho che mAtra zakti na hovAthI sAdhanamAM pharaka paDyo che. sAmA gAmamAM javA mATe koI gADImAM jAya, koI sAyakala para jAya ne koI pagapALA paNa jAya. traNeno Azaya eka ja che ne ? tevI rIte gRhasthapaNAno dharma paNa je mokSanA AzayavALo hoya to ja te dravyastava kahevAya. Aje tame ke ame je dharma ArAdhIe chIe te mokSanA AzayavALo che kharo? ame siddha thavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI ke mAtra sAdhu thavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI? tame zrAvakapaNuM zenA mATe pALo che ? sAdhu thavuM nathI mATe ke sAdhu thavAtuM nathI mATe ? navakArazI karIe chIe te upavAsa karavo nathI mATe karIe chIe ke upavAsa thato nathI mATe? Aje amAre siddha thavuM nathI mATe sAdhupaNuM pALIe chIe ane tamAre sAdhu thavuM nathI mATe zrAvakapaNuM pALo cho - evI ja dazA tamArIamArI che ne ? sAdhu thavA mATe tamAro prayatna hoya ane siddha thavA mATeno amAro prayatna hoya : evuM dekhAya che kharuM ? tamane zrAvaka thayAno saMtoSa che ane amane sAdhu thayAno saMtoSa che ne ? Aje tame ke ame mokSanA dhyeyane bhUlI gayA hovAthI tamAro ke amAro dharma mArgarUpa nathI banI zakto. Aje tame ke ame mAtra sukha meLavavA ane duHkha TALavAnA ja prayatnamAM lAgyA chIe ne ? Aje ApaNI pAse sukha choDavAno ne duHkha bhogavavAno saMkalpa nathI te ja to praNidhAnanA abhAvane sUcave che. sukha choDavuM che ane duHkha bhogavI levuM che. AvA saMkalpane ja praNidhAna kahevAya che. * je bhAvastavano adhikArI na hoya tenA mATe dravastava che. Aje manuSyajanmAdi sAmagrI pAmI mokSamAM javAno adhikAra maLavA chatAM saMsAranA sukho meLavavA mATe prayatna karavo te anadhikAra ceSTA che. 4 bhAvastava ane dravyastavanuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM navamI gAthAmAM pharamAvyuM che ke yAjajIva AgamanI vidhi mujaba arthAt zAstranA vacana mujaba cAritranuM pAlana karavuM e pahelo bhAgastava che. tema ja nyAyathI upArjita dravya vaDe jinabhavana karAvavuM 228 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ vagere dravyastava che. gRhasthapaNAnAM anuSThAna dravyastava gaNAya, kAraNa ke te bhAvastavarUpa sAdhupaNAnuM kAraNa che. jyAre sAdhunA dareka anuSThAna bhAvastavarUpa gaNAya. gRhasthane pratikramaNa karavA mATe AvavuM hoya topaNa dAna ApatAM ApatAM AvavAno vidhi che, sAdhubhagavantanuM pratikramaNa evuM nathI hotuM. jene pApa khaTake tene parigraha paNa khaTake ne ? sAdhupaNAnAM dareka anuSThAna viratipratyayika hovAthI bhAvastavasvarUpa che, te paNa AgamAnusAre karAyelA hoya to. Agama eTale gaNadharabhagavaMtoe karela zAstranI racanA. gaNadharabhagavantonA vacana para Adara na jAge te bhAvastavanA adhikArI nathI. gaNadharabhagavanto chamasthapaNAmAM bolyA hovA chatAM sarvajJabhagavanta tenA para mahorachApa mArI hovAthI te vacano ApaNA mATe paramazraddheya koTinAM che. AgamAnusAra anuSThAnanuM prAdhAnya jaNAvatAM TIkAmAM pharamAvyuM che ke potAnI rucithI karela anuSThAna niSphaLa che. zAstramAM jeno ullekha na maLe te ruci mujabanuM anuSThAna che-ema samajI levuM. je zAstranA pAne maLe te zAstrasiddha kahevAya ane je zAstranA AdhAra vinA svamatikalpanAthI karAyeluM hoya te IcchA mujabanuM anuSThAna kahevAya. AvuM svaicchika AcaraNa niSphaLa hoya che. * ahIM (pratamAM) je nyAyArjita padanI TIkA karI che temAM svAmidroha... A padamAM kaMIka azuddhi rahI gaI lAge che. svAmidroha, vizvasitanuM vaMcana, corI vagere garlsa AcAranA varjanapUrvaka arthopArjananA upAyabhUta evo potapotAnA kulAcArane anurUpa je sadAcAra tene nyAya kahevAya che - Avo artha che. nyAyArjitadravyathI ja jinamaMdirAdi karavA joIe evuM kahevA dvArA ema sUcavyuM che ke anyAyArjita dhana vaDe jinamaMdirAdi baMdhAvavuM te mArgAnuyAyI nathI. A pramANe TIkAkAre jaNAvyuM che. * phuda va ... kevaLa bhAvanuM AlaMbana levuM te bhAvastava ane mAtra dravyathI ja kriyAmAM pravartavuM te dravyastavaAvA prakAranI vyAkhyA tuccha arthane jaNAvanArI hovAthI ahIM evI vyAkhyA karI nathI. * nyAyathI upArjita eTale je svAmidroha, vizvasanIyane ThagavuM, corI-lUMTa vagerethI tema ja dArU, jugAra, abhakSyAdinA gahaNIya dhaMdhAthI meLaveluM na hoya te nyAyArjita dhana kahevAya. corI ane lUMTamAM eTalo pharaka che-mAlikanA ajANatAM laI javuM te corI kahevAya ane mAlikanA jANatAM laI javuM te lUMTa kahevAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 229
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________________ sa. AjanA kALamAM AvuM dhana kamAvavuM kaThina che. je e kaThina lAgatuM hoya to dravyastava ArAdhavA gharamAM rahevAnA badale sAdhu thaI javuM che. A rIte dhana kamAIne dharma karavo tenA badale thoDuM sattva phoravI sAdhu thaI javuM saheluM che ne? sa. sAdhupaNAno mArga sahelo ane jaladIthI mokSe laI jAya evo che chatAM sAdhu thavAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM? mokSe javAnuM mana nathI mATe. mokSe javuM hoya te A rIte vartI zake kharo ? sa. mokSe javAno TArageTa to che. ugharANI vasUla karavAno TArageTa jevo che evo mokSe javAno TArageTa nathI ne ? mokSe javuM hoya tene saMsAramAM puNya bhogavavAmAM rasa paDe kharo? Aje niyama levo che ke gharamAM eka paNa vastu mAMgavI nathI. puNya tapatuM hoya ane vagara mAMgye anukULa vastu maLatI hoya topaNa bhANAmAMthI kADhI nAMkhavI che. puNya che mATe bhogavavuM paDe che - evuM nathI, puNya game che mATe bhogavIe chIe. bhagavAnanuM puNya keTaluM hatuM chatAM choDI dIdhuM ne? sa. dharma karavAthI puNya baMdhAya e puNya bhogavavuM paDe ne? dharma karavAthI puNya baMdhAya topaNa e bhogavavuM paDe evo niyama nathI, e puNya bhogavyA vagara khapI jatuM hoya to bhogavavA nathI rahevuM. Aje ATalo niyama levo che ke puNya bhogavyA vagara khapI jatuM hoya to puNya bhogavavA rahevuM nathI. bhagavAnanuM puNya bhogavyA vagara khape evuM na hatuM mATe bhagavAna gharamAM rahyA hatA. 28 varasa sudhI puSya bhogavyA bAda jayAre joyuM ke be varasanuM karma bAkI hovA chatAM bhogavyA vagara khape evuM che, enI meLe be varasamAM khapI jAya evuM che to te bhogavavA na beThA. snAna, zaNagAra, sacitta pANI vagereno tyAga karIne gharamAM rahyA ne ? je enI meLe jAya evuM hoya tene dhakko na mAravo paDe, enI meLe na jAya to gaLethI pakaDIne kADhavuM paDe ne ? 28 varasanuM cAritramohanIya nikAcita hovAthI gaLe pakaDIne-bhogavIne-TALavuM paDyuM. * anyAyathI upArjita vittathI maMdira baMdhAvavAmAM Ave athavA to dharmasaMbaMdhI koI paNa anuSThAna karavAmAM Ave to te mArgAnuyAyI nathI - A vastu tamane bese che kharI ? 230. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. anyAyopAtta dhana pApamAM jAya tenA karatAM dharmamAM jAya emAM zuM khoTuM ? 'viSa rastA para pheMkIe, dhULamAM jAya tenA karatAM dUdhapAkamAM nAMkhavuM sAruM Avo vicAra koI divasa Avelo ? dUdhapAka jeTalI dharmanI kiMmata nathI ne ? viSajeTalI bhayaMkaratA anyAyathI meLavelA dhananI lAgatI nathI ne ? dharma pratye, AgaLa vadhIne bhagavAnanA vacana pratye prIti jAgaze tyAre A vastu magajamAM besaze. tamane nahi amane paNa bhagavAnanA vacana pratye prIti nathI. ame amArI IcchAthI mAsakSamaNa karI zakIe paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA khAtara caudasano upavAsa na karI zakIe. so oLI IcchAthI karIe paNa AjJAthI ekAsaNAM na karIe! tamAre tyAM paNa e ja niyama che ne ? nokarI zeThanI AjJA pramANe karIe to kAyama TakI rahe paNa IcchA mujaba jIvIe to zeTha gaDagaDiyuM pakaDAvI de ne ? * Aje koInuM kahyuM mAnavuM e guNa nathI manAto. Aje to je vadhAre dalIlo-carcA kare te jJAnI ane bhagavAnanuM ke gurunuM kahyuM mAnI le te buDathala gaNAya. Aje ApaNe gurunuM mAnIe vadhAre ke carcA vadhAre karIe ? jene mAnavuM nathI te game teTalI carcA kare teno zo artha ? * jemAM viratine pAmavAno pariNAma na hoya te bhAvastava to nathI paraMtu tenI dravyastavamAM paNa gaNanA karI zakAya tema nathI. mAtra pApa choDavAnI bhAvanA hoya ne virati pAmavAnI bhAvanA na hoya te dravyastava paNa nathI. pApavyApAra na karavAno AjJAnusArI pariNAma te bhAvastava ane evo bhAva Ave te mATe je koI kriyA karAya te badhI dravyastavamAM gaNAya che. * sAdhana game teTaluM UMcu hoya to paNa te mArgastha hoya to ja te ISTasthAne pahoMcADe. vizuddhakoTino dharma kaho ke mArga kaho : banne eka ja che. chatAM paNa dharmathI mArgane judo pADIne batAvyo che tenuM kAraNa ja e che ke azuddha dharmane paNa dharmatattva mAnIne ApaNe dharma ArAdhavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM che. Aje dharma ApaNe jema jema vadhAre ArAdhatA gayA tema tema unmArgagAmI banatA gayA. enA badale mArgane ArAdhavA mATe, mArgastha banavA mATe prayatna karyo hota to ApaNe vizuddha dharmane pAmI gayA hota. * ApaNA dharmane vizuddha banAvavAnuM kAma mArganuM jJAna kare che mATe ja jJAnanI ArAdhanA ApaNe karIe chIe ne? jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanA jJAna mATe nathI, mArganuM jJAna meLavavA mATe karavAnI che. ApaNe jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavI che te paMDita thavA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 231
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________________ mATe nathI karavI, vidvAna thavA mATe nathI karavI, viSayanA jJAtA thavA mATe paNa nathI bhaNavuM, mAtra mArgastha banavA mATe bhaNavuM che. sa. jJAnapAMcamane saubhAgya paMcamI kahe che ne ? AtmAnA guNo maLavA tenuM nAma saubhAgya. zarIranA guNo maLavA e to durbhAgya che. lAbhapaMcamI paNa e ja AzayathI kahevAya che tenAthI kSAyikabhAvanA guNo maLe che. kSAyikabhAvanA guNonI prApti thavI te lAbha ane audayikabhAvanA guNonI prApti thavI te geralAbha. AtmAnA guNone - AtmasvarUpane DhAMkavA mATe koI prayatna nathI karavo, AtmaguNone pragaTAvavA mATe ja prayatna karavAno che. DokaTaro AMkha na Ape, motIyo dUra karI Ape. te rIte bhagavAna ke gurubhagavanta ajJAna TALavAno upAya batAve, jJAnaguNa to ApaNI pAse ja che. jJAnanI upAsanA ajJAna TALavA mATe ja karavAnI che. kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe bhaNavAnI nahi, jJAnAvaraNIyanI nirjarA karavAnI jarUra che. bhaNavAnA kAraNe, zrutajJAnanI upAsanAthI karmanirjarA thAya che mATe bhaNavAnuM kahyuM. jene kevaLajJAna joItuM nathI, te zrutajJAnanAM sAdhano zA mATe vasAve? Aje pustako rAkhavAnuM vadhyuM che paNa Azaya badalAI gayo che. jJAna bhulAI na jAya mATe pustaka rAkhavAnuM hatuM tenA badale jJAna bhUlavA mATe pustaka rAkhavAnuM kAma Aje cAlu che ne ? pustaka rAkhatA thaI gayA tethI jJAna kaMThastha paNa na rahyuM ane artha mAthAmAM na rahyo. * kevaLI bhagavantanI e vizeSatA che ke jJAna saMpUrNa hovA chatAM bolatA nathI. jyAre ApaNuM e moTAmAM moTuM apalakSaNa che ke adhUrA, adhakacarA jJAne bolabola karyA vinA rahetA nathI. * Aje pustakane paga na lagADanArA paNa akSaravALAM kapaDAM pahere ne ? nAnA chokarAne paNa pustakane paga na lagADavAnA saMskAra Ape ane pAchA akSaravALAM kapaDAM paherAve. A badhuM mArganA jJAnanA abhAve thAya che. AvA prakAranuM jJAnanuM bahumAna bhIlanI dayAjevuM che. * je jJAna kartavyanA pAlanamAM upayogI bane tene mArgasthajJAna kahevAya. jJAnI paNa pramAda, nidrA, vikathA kare to durgatimAM jAya evuM jenAthI samajAya te jJAnane mArgastha jJAna kahevAya. 232 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * jinabhavanakaraNAdi dravyastava che - e pramANe kahyuM te vistArathI dasamI gAthAthI jaNAve che : jinamaMdira baMdhAvavuM, pratimA bharAvavI, tenI pratiSThA karavI, yAtrApUjAdi karavI-A badhAM ja anuSThAno sUtrokta-Agamokta vidhithI karavAmAM Ave to te bhAvastavarUpa cAritranuM kAraNa banatAM hovAthI dravyastavarUpa che. jene sUtrokta vidhi pratye prema na hoya tene jJAna paNa na maLe, darzana paNa na maLe, cAritra paNa na maLe. prajJA e guNa nathI, mArgAnusArI prajJA e guNa che. ane prajJAmAM mArganusAritA Agama pratyenA bahumAnathI Ave che. * vidhi pratye rAga keLavavo che ane e rAga na keLavAya tyAM sudhI vidhi choDavI nathI. bhAva vinA paNa vidhipUrvaka dravya kriyA karI haze to te pariNAme bhAvane kheMcI lAvaze, mAtra bhAva lAvavAno saMkalpa majabUta hovo joIe. zrI adhyAtmasAragraMthamAM kahyuM che ke gurupAtaMtryanA kAraNe dravyadakSAne pAmelA ghaNA jIvo mokSamAM gayA che. te rIte AgamanI parataMtratA haze to dravyastava bhAvastavanuM kAraNa banaze ja. AnA uparathI spaSTa che ne ke mAtra sAdhupaNAnAM anuSThAno AjJA mujaba karavAnAM che evuM nathI, zrAvakapaNAnuM paNa dareka anuSThAna AjJApUrvakanuM vidhimujabanuM hoya to ja te dravyastavarUpe gaNI zakAya che. * laukika dharmathI chUTA paDIne lokottaradharmanI ArAdhanA zarU karyA pachI paNa e lokottara dharmathI vikhUTA pADavAnuM kAma mArganI anArAdhanA kare che. zarUAtamAM loko dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe tatpara bane che mATe pahelAM dharmatattvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. ane e dharma mArgAnusArI bane to ja mokSanuM kAraNa bane che mATe dharmatattva pachI mArgatattvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. * dharmasthAnamAM AvelAne prabhAvanAnI lAlaca lAge to teno dharma nakAmo jAya. Aje nakkI karavuM che ke prabhAvanA mAMgatI nathI. mAMgavuM hoya to eka mokSa ane mokSanAM sAdhana mAMgavAM che. mAMgavuM to saMyama mAgavuM ane saMyamanI yogyatA mAMgavI che. bIjuM kAMI nathI mAMgavuM. prabhAvanAnI lAlaca choDavA mATe niyama laI lo ke prabhAvanA laIne ghare nathI javuM. pachI te upadhAnanI ke saMghanI prabhAvanA hoya to paNa rAkhavI nathI. ucita rIte te ApI devI che. sonAnI kaMThI AvI hoya to paNa te derAsaramAM ApI devI, athavA sAdharmikane ApI devI, pote na vAparavI ATaluM banaze? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 233
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________________ * sAkSA phaLanuM kAraNa bane te bhAvastava ane bhAvastavanuM che kAraNa bane tenuM nAma dravyastava. pApavyApArano tyAga karIne je stava karAya che tene bhAvastava kahevAya che. pApavyApAra cAlu rAkhIne dharma karavo tene dravyastava kahevAya che. * potAnI sAdhanAne je pragaTa kare tenI te sAdhanA phaLe nahi. * ahIM keTalAka sAdhvAbhAsone dravyastavamAM pravartatA joIne koIne, sAdhubhagavanto paNa dravyastavanA adhikArI che' evI zaMkA na thAya te mATe dravyastavamAM sAvadhapaNuM batAvavA dvArA dravyastavanA viSayamAM sAdhunI anadhikAritA 11mI gAthAthI jaNAvI che ke - je kAraNathI chajavanikAyanA saMyamano artho viratino bhaMga thAya che te kAraNathI tIrthaMkarabhagavanto sAdhubhagavantane puSpAdikanI arthI dravyastavanI anujJA ApatA nathI. sa. anya samudAyanA sAdhu pAse amuka guNo hoya, vyAkhyAna-vAcana sArI ApatA hoya to tyAM javuM ke nahi ? samudAyano koI savAla nathI, usUtrabhASaNano savAla che. jeo usUtrabhASI hoya temanI pAse javuM nathI. jeo saMsAranA sukhane upAdeya manAve, aviratine upAdeya manAve, dravyastava karavA jevuM mAne, bhAvastavane gauNa manAve te usUtrabhASI. zrImatI sulasAsatI aMbaDatApasane tyAM na gayAM ne ? ApaNane guNo joItA hoya ane guNanI rakSA karavI hoya to game te ThekANe na javAya. tyAMthI sAruM levAne badale ApaNuM sAruM tyAM mUkIne tyAMnuM khoTuM laI AvavAnI saMbhAvanA vadhAre che. * puSpAdinA upalakSaNathI dravyastavanuM grahaNa karyuM che. upalakSaNa eTale jeno ullekha na karyo hoya te paNa anusaMdhAnathI samajI levuM. eka vastuno ullekha karyo hoya tyAre tatsama (tenA jevI) bIjI paNa vastuono ullekha samajI levo te upalakSaNa. kUtarAthI dUdhadahIMnI rakSA karavAnuM kahyuM hoya tyAre gAyabakarI vagerethI paNa rakSaNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. evuM upalakSaNanA kAraNe samajAya che. * ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke sarvasaMvararUpa saMyama jemaNe grahaNa karyuM che tevA sAdhuoe paNa darzananI zuddhi karavAyogya che. e zuddhi tIrthaMkarabhagavantanI pUjAthI vizeSe karIne thaI zake evuM che, to sAdhuone dravyastavanI anujJA kema nathI apAtI... AvA prakAranI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM 12mI gAthA jaNAve che ke jenA vaDe A bhAvastavanI vicAraNAmAM paramadeva evA tIrthaMkarabhagavantanI parama AzA khaMDita nathI karAI teNe 234 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ A bhuvananAM saghaLAM sArAM kAryo karI lIdhAM che arthAt evuM eke pUjAkarma A bhuvanamAM nathI ke je tenA vaDe na karAyuM hoya. tAtparyArtha e che ke sAdhubhagavanta puSpapUjAdimAM pravRtti karatA na hovA chatAM sarvaanuSThAnanA svIkAranA mULabhUta sarvajJanI AjJAnuM pAlana karatA hovAthI ane pUjA vagere dravyastavanA viSayamAM dezanA dvArA ane ucita upadeza ApavA dvArA anumodana karavA vaDe darzananI zuddhi niyamA kare che. A rIte nakkI che ke dravyastavano adhikAra ApaNI ayogyatAnA prabhAve maLyo che, bhAvastavanI yogyatA na keLavI mATe dravyastavano adhikAra maLyo. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM khaMDana na karavuM - ATaluM kRtya jeNe karyuM hoya tenAM badhAM ja kRtyo thaI gayAM che. ane jeo bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM khaMDana kare teo game teTalI kriyAo kare tenI koI kiMmata nathI. sAdhubhagavantoe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba sarvasaMvarabhAvano svIkAra karelo hovAthI e AzAnA pAlanathI ja temanA darzananI zuddhi thaI javAnI che. * manavacanakAyAnI zuddhipUrvaka sarva jIvonA saMrakSaNa mATe tatparatA svarUpa AzA, nirupama evA mokSasukhanI sAdhaka hovAthI sAdhubhagavanta paramadevanI AjJAnuM khaMDana karatA nathI. | * puNyane bhogavavA jevuM mAne tene paheluM guNaThANuM guNasaMpanna na hoya. puSyane bhogavavA jevuM na mAne to ja paheluM guNaThANuM guNasaMpanna bane. sAdhubhagavanto zAtAnA daLiyAM azAtAmAM bheLavIne ja bhogavavAnI IcchAvALA hoya. zAtAne zAtArUpe bhogavavA taiyAra na thAya tenuM nAma sAdhu. * pataMjaline bhagavAna pataMjali kahevA e to lokaprasiddhano anuvAda che. hemacaMdrasUri mahArAjA paNa pataMjaline bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhe teno artha e nathI ke teo temane bhagavAna mAne che. lokamAM bhagavAna kahevAya che mATe enuM anukaraNa karyuM che- ema samajavuM. Ane janapadasatya kahevAya. chatI vastuno apalApa na karavo. paNa sAthe achatI vastuno Aropa na karavo. * dravyastava karatAM bhAvastava caDhiyAto che - e nakkI che. A be vaccenuM aMtara keTaluM che te jaNAvatAM kahyuM che ke meru ane sarasava vacce jeTaluM aMtara che teTaluM aMtara dravyastava ane bhAvastava vacce che. A be vacce ATaluM aMtara kema che, dravyastava paNa bhagavAne kahelo che. AvI koI zaMkA kare to tenA nirAkaraNamAM caudamI gAthAthI 235 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ jaNAve che ke utkRSTa evA dravyastavanI ArAdhanA karI hoya to paNa bAramA devaloka sudhI jAya che jyAre bhAvastavanA kAraNe aMtarmuhUrtamAM nirvANapada pAme che. ahIM dravyastavathI devaloka maLe che - eno artha e che ke tenAthI mokSanI prApti nathI thatI, devalokane phaLa tarIke batAvavAnuM tAtparya nathI. * nAgaketu puSpapUjAthI kevaLajJAna pAmyA evuM nathI, puSpapUjA karatI vakhate AjJApAlanano bhAva hovAthI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. ApaNane macchara karaDe toya trAsa pAmIe. temane nAga karaDyo hovA chatAM pUjAmAMthI calAyamAna na thayA. parIsaha AjJA mujaba veThyo mATe kevaLajJAna pAmyA. * vItarAgaparamAtmAnI AjJA mujaba jemane dharmanuM phaLa meLavavuM hoya teone mArgastha banyA vinA cAle evuM nathI. mArgatattvane samajyA pachI paNa ApaNe jema jIvIe chIe tema ja jIvavuM hoya to tattva samajyAno koI artha nathI. ApaNA mahApuruSoe ApaNA hitanI ciMtA keTalI karI che ane enI sAme ApaNe ApaNA hita pratye keTalA nizcita chIe : eno vicAra kyAre ya karyo che? mahApuruSoe paramapade pahoMcavA mATeno mArga ApaNA mATe rAtadivasa mahenata karI zAstranuM sarjana karIne batAvyo, te mArganI ApaNe je rIte upekSA karIe chIe e jotAM lAge che ke ApaNA jevuM mahAmUrkha bIjuM koI nathI. sAdhubhagavanta bhAvastavanA adhikArI hovAthI tIrthayAtrAe javAnI bhAvanA na kare. mArgamAM Ave to jaI Ave. eka vAra nirjarAno uddeza jene jAgI jAya te to jyAM Ubho hoya tyAM kAma lAge. Aje nirjarA mATe dharma karavo che evuM lakSya amAruM nathI ane choDavA mATe dharma karavo che evuM lakSya tamAruM nathI. "che' mATe dharma nathI karavAno, choDavuM che mATe dharma karavAno che. dravya choDavAjevuM lAge to dravyastava kAma lAge. dravya bheguM karavA mATe dravyastava nathI. paisAnI mamatA utAravA mATe dravyastava che. dharmanA prabhAva nIcethI ApaNe mArganA prabhAva nIce AvavuM che. chaThThA guNaThANAne ucita dharma paNa nakAmo jAya che ane pahelA guNaThANAnuM mArgAnusArIpaNuM kAma lAge che. AnA uparathI mArganI kiMmata samajAya ne? * paisAnuM arthapaNuM hoya tene paisAdAra game, te rIte jene viratinuM athANuM jAge tene viratidhara gamyA vinA na rahe. Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAnI paNa jo evI dazA hoya ke bhagata ane mumukSu gamyA kare, guru ane sahavartI na game ? to e kevI viSama dazA kahevAya ? saMsAra choDyA pachI paNa saMsAra gamyA kare-enAM A lakSaNa che. 236 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ gurabhagavantathI chAnI rIte mumukSu ke bhagata sAthe je vAta karavI paDe te vAta kevI hoya ? vairAgyanI dezanA to jAheramAM ApI zakAya ne? Aje eTalo niyama ApI dauM ke gurubhagavantathI chAnuM rAkhavuM paDe tevuM eke kAma nathI karavuM. gurunI sAme ja, najarabahAra na jAya e rIte je rahe tenA mULa guNanI ane uttaraguNanI rakSA thayA vinA na rahe. * bhAvastavanI upekSA thavA mAMDI che mATe dravyastava pradhAna lAgavA mAMDyo che. jene bhAvanI kiMmata na samajAya tenuM moTuM dravya sAme jAya. jene bhAvanuM mahattva samajAya te to dravyastavamAMthI kyAre chuTAya tenI peravImAM hoya. roja nokarI karanArane kyAre nokarI chUTe ane jAte dhaMdho karuM evI IcchA hoya ne? tevI rIte roja pUjA karanArane kyAre pUjA chUTe ane bhAvastavano adhikArI banuM .. evI IcchA hoya. sAdhubhagavanto paNa kSAyikabhAvamAM javAnI tAlAvelIvALA hoya. kSayopazamabhAva paNa choDavA mathe tenuM nAma sAdhu. * gRhasthocita kAma karavuM e badhuM dravyastavamAM jAya. sAdhu thaIne gRhasthocita evA dravyastavamAM je pravarte te sAdhuvyatyasta arthAt sAdhuthI viruddha evo asAdhu che. A viSayamAM zrI mahAnizItha sUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke - je bhAvastava laIne dravyastava kare te asaMyata, avirata, apratyAkhyAtapApakarma, nirdharma, bhraSTa pratijJAvALo, devAcaka(pUjArI) ane devadravyano bhakSaka bane che.... Avo sAdhu liMga arthA sAdhuveSane dharanAro hovAthI zrAvaka paNa nathI ane SakAyano virAdhaka hovAthI yati nathI tema ja saMyamathI bhraSTa thayela hovAthI virata nathI. A rIte te dravyastava ane bhAvastava : A banne mArgathI bhraSTa thAya che. * sAdhupaNAmAM cothA mahAvrata karatAM paNa pahelA mahAvratanI kiMmata vadhAre che. paheluM vrata mukhya che, bAkInAM cAre vrato tenI vADatulya che. je cothuM sAcave ane pahelA-bIjAmAM ghAlamela kare te sAdhu nathI. jeo gurubhagavantane duHkha pahoMcADe te koIne paNa duHkha ApyA vinA na rahe. je gurubhagavantane du:kha na pahoMcADe te koIne du:kha na pahoMcADe. kAraNa ke bIjAne du:kha pahoMcADe ke bAkInAM cAra mahAvrata na pALe to gurune duHkha thavAnuM che. cAre dizAmAM aviratinuM-IcchAnuM sAmrAjya che - evA saMyogomAM gurupArataMtrya game te bhoge keLavyA vinA nahi cAle. bhAvastavanI zarUAta ja ahIMthI thAya che ke mArA guru bhagavantane mAThuM lAge evuM nathI karavuM. Aje tame eTalA traNa niyama lo ke gurune pUchayA vagara bahAra na javuM, gurune kIdhA vagara koInI sAthe vAta na karavI ane gurune batAvyA vagara TapAla nAMkhavI nahi ke vAMcavI nahi. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 237
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________________ to dIkSA Aje huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. bIjAnI jAtane sudhAravAno Theko ApaNe nathI lIdho, ApaNe ApaNI jAta sudhArI levI che. sAco mArga pAmavo che, ArAdhI levo * choDavuM saheluM che, IcchA mAravI kaThina che. upavAsa karavo sahelo che, bhANe beThA pachI tyAga karavo kaThina che. je tapa karyA pachI vigaI vAparavI paDe tevo tapa nathI karavo-te mArgAnusArI dharma. * mUDha loko bhAgastava lIdhA pachI dravyastavamAM pravarte che. A mUDhatA kevI hoya che te daSTAntathI samajAve che, gAthA soLamIthI. Azaya e che ke daMtikRta e mAMsanuM paryAyavAcI (bIjuM nAma che. mAMsanI nivRtti karIne koIka avivekI "daMtikRta' evA zabdabhedathI jema mAMsane seve che te rIte AraMbha-samAraMbhanI nivRtti karIne paravyapadezathI arthI devatA vagerenA nAme pharI AraMbhAdine karavAnuM kAma bALa jIvo kare che. mAMsanI nivRtti-tyAga karyA pachI mAMsanA badale tenA paryAyavAcI bIjA nAme pharI mAMsane sevavAnI pravRtti kare ane pAcho kahe ke huM mAMsa nathI khAto, daMtikRta khAuM chuM te bAlachavo che. te ja rIte ahIM paNa sAdhu thayA pachI dravyastava kare ane pAchA kahe ke ame sAvadha kArya nathI karatA, bhagavAnanI bhakti ja karIe chIe-AnuM nAma mUDhatA. vartamAnamAM zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme dravyastava karavAnuM kAma pUrajozamAM cAle che. A paNa mUDhatAno namUno che ne? * jeo dharmanA arthapaNAthI caityAdinI ciMtAmAM pravarte che tene bAla kaI rIte kahevAya? .... AvA prakAranI zaMkA jene hoya tenuM nirAkaraNa karatAM sattaramI gAthA jaNAvI che ke - tIrthaMkaranA uddezathI paNa saMyamane, sugati eTale ke paMcamagatirUpa apavarganA pradhAna kAraNa svarUpa saMyamane zithila na karavuM. je kAraNathI khuda tIrthaMkarabhagavate paNa ema (vasthamANa) kahyuM che. tIrthaMkarabhagavanta A anusaMdhAnamAM zuM kahyuM che te aDhAramI gAthAthI jaNAvyuM che. * vartamAnanI paribhASAmAM kahIe to tIrthayAtrA karavA mATe paNa sAdhubhagavanto jAya nahi. kAraNa ke tevA vihAramAM tema ja tIrthasthAnamAM prAyaH rasoDAM ja cAlatAM hoya tethI AdhAkarmAdi doSanuM sevana thAya, mArgamAM sAmAna laI javA mATe mANasa, sAIkala, gADI rAkhavI paDe. AvI to kaMIka zithilatA sevavI paDe. A zithilatA kAyama mATe rahI jAya. yAtrA to eka vAra thaI jAya paNa enA mATe sevelI zithilatAo kAyama mATe rahI jAya che - A moTuM nukasAna che. bhagavAnanA nAme ke zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme paNa 238 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sAdhu potAnI grahaNa karelI pratijJAno bhaMga na kare. dharmanA nAme adharma kare tenuM nAma bAlajIvo. apavAdamArga ArAdhanA mATe nathI, virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe che. bhagavAnanI bhakti ekAnta hitakAraka che - evI bhramaNAmAM na rAcavuM. bhagavAnanI bhakti bhagavAne kahyuM hoya te pramANe karavAnI che. sa. goLa to game tyAre gaLyo ja lAge ne ? DAyAbITIsa jevo roga thayo hoya to zuM thAya ? zarIra jo sAruM hoya to maganuM pANI paNa mIThuM lAge zarIra bagaDayuM hoya to dUdhapAka paNa UlaTI karAve. ApaNuM peTa bagaDayuM hoya to sArI vastu paNa naDe. je kakSAmAM je karavAnuM vidhAna hoya teTaluM ja karavuM. tethI apavAdapade paNa sAdhune dravyastavano adhikAra nathI. kAraNa ke apavAda to ApattikALamAM sevavAno hoya che. ArAdhanA mATe dravyastava sAdhune na hoya. sa. yugapradhAna puruSo paNa zAsanaprabhAvanA mATe na kare ? yugapradhAna puruSo paNa bhagavAnanA nAme saMyamane zithila na kare. yugapradhAna zrI vajrasvAmI mahArAjAe ApattikALamAM phUla lAvavAnuM kAma karyuM hatuM, AthI temanuM AlaMbana laIne mUDhatA sevavAnI jarUra nathI. temaNe ArAdhanA mATe apavAda sevyo nathI. ApattikALamAM kAma karavuM ane ArAdhanA samajIne kAma karavuM - A bemAM pharaka paDe ne ? sa. vartamAnamAM navI peDhI dharmathI vimukha thaI rahI che to e mATe apavAda sevavAmAM vAMdho nahi ne ? navI peDhIne dharma joIto nathI. vimukha tene kahevAya ke je pahelAM sanmukha thayo hoya. dharma joIto ja na hoya te vimukha kayAMthI kahevAya ? jene dharma joIto hoya tene to game teTalA vAdavivAda jovA maLe, matabheda jovA maLe topaNa te vimukha na bane. viSayasukha bhogavavuM che mATe rAMDelA ke chUTAcheDA lIdhelAne joyA pachI paNa paraNavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. nApAsa thanArAne joIne bhaNavAthI vimukha nathI thatA, dhaMdhAmAM nukasAna thayeluM joI koIe kamAvAnuM choDayuM nathI. paDelAne joIne caDhavAnuM koI mAMDI vALatuM nathI. akasmAta thayelAne joIne vAhana calAvavAnuM ke vAhanamAM besavAnuM baMdha nathI karatAM. hospiTalamAMthI maDaduM bahAra nIkaLatuM joIne hospiTalamAM javAno vicAra mAMDI nathI vALatA ane ahIM matabheda joIne dharma karavAnuM mAMDI vALe to te matabhedanA kAraNe ke dharmanuM arthIpaNuM nahi hovAnA kAraNe ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 239
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________________ * jamavAnuM samayasara joIe, pIvAnuM samayasara joIe, UMghavAnuM paNa samayasara joIe, darzana, pratikramaNa game tyAre thAya ! khAdhA pachI kasarata na thAya, paNa khAdhA pachI darzana karavA javAya ne? * tIrthayAtrA karatAM saMyamayAtrA mahAna che. AthI tIrthayAtrA mATe paNa sAdhu saMyama-yAtrAne zithila na kare. DoLIno upayoga karavo paDato hoya to tevI yAtrA nathI karavI. zrAvake paNa DoLImAM besIne yAtrA na karavI. ApaNA kAraNe tIrthanI AzAtanA thAya e rIte dharma nathI karavo. sa. zrAvaka gADImAM besIne mahAbaLezvara-mAtherAna pharavA jato hoya to DoLImAM besIne yAtrA kare emAM zuM vAMdho? zrAvaka gADImAM pharavA jAya to paNa tene adharma mAne jyAre DoLImAM besIne yAtrA kare to tene dharma mAne ne ? ATalo pharaka paDe ne? adharmanI buddhithI adharma karato hoya to nabhAvAya, paNa dharmabuddhithI adharma kare te to vadhAre bhUMDuM che. DoLImAM besavuM adharma che ema mAnIne yAtrA karo to vAMdho nathI paNa pariNati ane pravRttinA bhedane samajavAnuM kAma tame dhAro cho eTaluM saheluM nathI. * asahiSNutAnuM AlaMbana laIne apavAda sevavAnI chUTa, paNa bhaktinuM ke ArAdhanAnuM AlaMbana laIne apavAda na levAya. * je dharmanA kAraNe ApaNe AgaLa vadhyA enuM AlaMbana levuM joIe, tyAga na karavo joIe evI vAta paNa na karavI. dravyastavanA kAraNe AgaLa vadhyA te dravyastava bhAvastavamAM sevavAnI jarUra nathI. kAraNake bhAvastavanI kakSA UMcI che. ApaNe je kakSAmAM AvyA hoIe e kakSAne anurUpa AlaMbana levAnuM. dravyastava mATe sAdhana-sAmagrInI ane e mATe puNyanI jarUra paDe che. jyAre bhAvastava mATe puNyanI jarUra nathI, kSayopazamabhAvanI jarUra che. bhAvastava utkRSTa mArga che. tyAM gayA pachI anutkRSTamArganuM sevana na karAya. * tIrthaMkarabhagavate zuM kahyuM che te jaNAve che 18mI gAthAthI. sarvaratnothI jaDelAM jinamaMdiro vaDe AkhuM pRthvItala (arthAt bharatAdi kSetranA gAmegAma, nagaranagara) je koI vibhUSita kare tenA karatAM paNa saMyama mahaddhika arthAt mahAna che. AnA uparathI spaSTapaNe samajAya che ne ke maMdira baMdhAvavA karatAM paNa sAdhupaNAnuM eka divasanuM pAlana caDhiyAtuM che. tethI pratiSThA ke aMjanazalAkA vagerenA prasaMga mATe doDAdoDa karIne 240. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sAdhubhagavato jAya nahi. pratiSThA to zrAvakoe ja karavAnI che ane aMjanazalAkA to sAdhubhagavanta jyAM hoya tyAM jaIne karI zakAya. AvA prasaMga mATe sAdhubhagavantane vihAra karAvAya nahIM. * pharI pAchI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - "eka sAdhu saMyama pALe enA karatAM to dravyastavathI prabhAvanA vadhAre thAya. kAraNa ke dravyastavanA kAraNe jinayAtrAmahotsava, amArighoSaNA, mahAdAna vagerenI pravRtti thavAthI tenA yoge aneka jIvo dharmane pAme che. pravacanaprabhAvanA e ja samyagdarzananuM sarvasva che..." AvI zakAnA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke pravacanaprabhAvanAnA kAraNabhUta jinayAtrA vagere pakAyanuM upamana karavA pUrvaka karavAmAM AvyAM hoya to te tevA prakAranA phalanAM sAdhaka banatAM nathI. cha javanikAyanuM hita ja bhagavAne jaNAvyuM che. utkRSTa tapazrutacAritrane dharanArA ja kharA pravacanaprabhAvaka che ane temanA upadezathI ja sarva zAsanonnati pravarte che. tethI AvI zaMkA karanArA anipUNamativALA hovAthI temanI upekSA karavAyogya che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke jeo akRtnapaNe arthAt dezathI ja pravrajita che evA viratAvirata zrAvakone ja A saMsArane patalo karanAra dravyastava kUvAnA daSTAntathI yukta che. * pharI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke je A pramANe dravyastava sAdhune vihita na hoya to pachI zAstramAM kyAreka karoLiyAnAM jALAM dUra karavAnuM sAdhuone jaNAvyuM che - tenuM zuM? AvI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM 19mI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke - koI zrAvaka ke bhadraka jIvana hoya tyAre mArgano nAza na thAya e hetuthI tema ja koIkane jinadharmanI pratipatti vagere thoDAka guNanI prAptino saMbhava hoya tyAre pUrvata jinAyatanAdine viSe jaNApUrvaka karoLiyAnAM jALAM vagere kADhavAM. A anusaMdhAnamAM zAstramAM je kahyuM che te jaNAve che ke AvA vakhate je caityamAM rahelA hoya tene sAdhubhagavanto karoLiyAnAM jALAM vagere hote chate preraNA kare ke citrapaTa(mukha-citAro, makhaphalakacitrapaTa phoTA) vagere sajja karo. ahIM upalakSaNathI jinabiMbanuM grahaNa karavuM. jema citrapaTa vagere AjIvikAnA hetu che tema jinabiMba paNa AjIvikAno hetu che. A rIte AjIvikAnA hetarUpe sAmya hovAthI jinabiMbane paNa sApha karavuM joIe. A rIte caityavAsIne potAnI AjIvikAne viSe yoje. jo Ama chatAM teo evuM kArya karavA na Icche to bIjA na jue tyAre jAte paNa jALAM dUra kare. * ItarathA-je A rIte mArganAzano prasaMga na hoya ane caityavAsI vagere derAsarane zuddha rAkhavAmAM pravRtta hoya tyAre sAdhubhagavanto AvA kAryamAM paNa paDe nahi 241 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ - te 20mI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke je tapa ane saMyamamAM udyata thayelo hoya teNe caitya, kuLa, gaNa, saMgha, AcArya, pravacana vagere sarva sthAnakone viSe karavAyogya kRtya karI ja lIdhuM che. UlaTuM je AjJAthI uparavaTa thaI caityAdinAM kRtyamAM pravarte che te avivekI hovAthI akRtyane karanAro che. * A rIte sAdhuo mATe dravyastava upAdeya che - evI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karyA pachI have pharI zaTha jano je kahe che ke "mArga-unmArga, dharma-zuddhadharma vagere sUkSma vAtonI vicAraNA zrAvako AgaLa na karavI' .. tenuM nirAkaraNa 21mI gAthA dvArA kare che. keTalAka bhavAbhinaMdI sAdhuo kahe che ke zrAvakonI AgaLa dravyastava - bhAvastavanA adhikArInuM vivaraNa karavA vagere svarUpa sUkSma vicAraNA karavI nahi. ane e bhavAbhinaMdI jIvo potAnI A vAtanA samarthana mATe kahe che ke jo zrAvakonI sAme sAdhupaNAnA sUkSma AcAronuM varNana karavAmAM Ave to sakala sAmAcArI jeNe jANI lIdhI che evA zrAvako kalikALanA yoge alpazaktivALA ane pramAdane paravaza sAdhujanone joIne dharma pratye maMda AdaravALA banI jAya. evuM na bane mATe temanI sAme sAdhupaNAnA AcAro na samajAvavA. "sAdhupaNA pratye koIne durbhAva na jAge' Avo Azaya teo potAnI zaMkAnA samarthanamAM vyakta kare che... paraMtu A pramANenI zaMkA yogya nathI. kAraNa ke AmAM sAdhutAnA arthIpaNAno abhAva kAma kare che. vastunI kharAbI joyA pachI vastu pratye aprIti ke napharata jAge to samajavuM ke vastunuM athANuM nathI. sAdhunI zithilatA joI sAdhu pratye napharata jAge to samajI ja levuM ke tene sAdhupaNuM joItuM ja nathI. jene sAdhupaNA pratye rAga hoya, sAdhupaNAnuM arthIpaNuM jene hoya te to sAdhunA maMda AcAra joIne Ubhage nahi paraMtu uparathI sAcA sAdhubhagavA pratye tene bahumAna vadhe. A zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke - AgamamAM zrAvakonA guNonuM varNana kareluM saMbhaLAya che, jovAya che. A je guNanI varNanA che te kevA prakAranI che te parathI 24 gAthAthI jaNAve che. * zAstramAM zrAvakane labdhArtha, gRhItArtha, prazritArtha ane vinizcitArtha kahyA che. labdhArtha tene kahevAya ke jeNe sugurubhagavanta pAse arthane prApta karyo hoya. e mATe nirantarazravaNa karavuM jarUrI che. vacce vacce vyAkhyAna, vAcanAmAM Ave te labdhArtha na bane. eka paNa khADo pADayA vinA ane samagrapaNe zravaNa karavAmAM Ave to labdhArtha banI zakAya. je artha prApta karyo hoya artha samajyA hoIe tene sArI rIte dhArI rAkhavuM tene grahaNa kahevAya. A rIte roja sAMbhaLIne samyam rUpe tene dhArI rAkhanAra 242 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ hovAthI zrAvaka gRhItArtha hoya. A bemAM ja ApaNo naMbara bAda thaI jAya ne ? to have AgaLanAM vizeSaNo vAMcavAnI lagabhaga jarUra nathI ne ? trIjuM vizeSaNa jaNAve che ke koI vAra sAMbhaLelAmAM ke samajelAmAM zaMkA paDe to pUchanAro zrAvaka hoya tethI tene prazcitArtha (pucchiyaThThI) kahyA che. Aje ghaNA lokone zaMkA paDyA pachI teo bhaMDArI rAkhe che, kAraNa ke pUchIe to lokomAM mUrakha gaNAIe! teone mUrakha rahevAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa mUrakha dekhAvAno vAMdho che! asalamAM ajJAnI gaNAIe teno vAMdho na hovo joIe, ajJAnI rahevuM nathI. gurubhagavanta gusso karaze - evo paNa bhaya nathI rAkhavo. ajJAna TALavuM che. A pariNAma majabUta hoya to zrAvaka prakritArtha banI zake. ghaNA zrAvako prazna pUchIne pachI sabhA sAme joyA kare ke meM kevo sarasa dhAradAra prazna pUchyo ! AvAo pUNyA pachI arthano vinizcaya karanArA na banI zake. AthI cothuM vizeSaNa vinizcitArtha ApyuM che. zaMkAnA nirAkaraNa dvArA audaMparya rUpa arthane pAmelA hoya te vinizcitArtha kahevAya. AnA pachI pAMcamuM vizeSaNa ApyuM che adhigatArtha. jene svasvarUpathI jIvAdi padArthanuM jJAna sArI rIte thayuM hoya tevA zrAvakone adhigatArtha kahevAya che. Azravane AzravarUpe jANyA pachI ane saMvarane saMvararUpe jANyA pachI Azrava TALavAno ane saMvara pAmavAno pariNAma na jAge te adhigatArtha na kahevAya. dharma sukha Ape che evuM mAnavuM te sva-svarUpanuM jJAna nathI, dharma mokSa Ape che evuM mAnavuM te sva-svarUpanuM jJAna. dharmathI sukha maLe ne duHkha TaLe e yAda nathI rAkhavuM. dharmathI mokSa maLe ane saMsAra TaLe e yAda rAkhavuM che. dharmane puNyanuM kAraNa mAnavuM ane sukhane dharmanuM phaLa mAnavuM te dharmanuM sva-svarUpe jJAna nathI. dharmane nirjarAnuM ane mokSanuM kAraNa mAnavuM te tenuM svasvarUpe jJAna che. dharma sukha Ape che te karmanA yoge Ape che. je karmano yoga na hoya to dharma mokSanuM kAraNa bane. dharma AtmAno pariNAma che. karma jaDano pariNAma che. karma e dharmanuM potAnuM svarUpa nathI. zrAvaka A rIte dharmane sva-svarUpathI jANato hoya che. aviratine bhogavato hovA chatAM tenI mAnyatA majabUta hoya che ke sukha dharmathI nahi, karmathI maLe che. * A rIte adhigatArtha hovAthI zrAvaka pravacanathI acAlanIya hoya che. koI paNa rIte jaina zAsanathI calAyamAna na karI zakAya evA daDha zrAvako hoya. * Aje ApaNe sAdhu kema nathI thaI zakatA? sAdhupaNAmAM jaIe to duHkhI thaI jaIe-evuM mAnyuM che mATe ? duHkha to gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa ochuM nathI AvatuM. chatAM duHkhano kAlpanika bhaya satAve che. duHkha bhogavavAnI zakti nathI, taiyArI nathI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 243
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________________ mATe sAdhu nathI thaI zakatA. duHkhathI gabharAye kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI. duHkha vekyA vagara koIne cAlavAnuM nathI. jeTaluM duHkha vadhAre Ave eTaluM sAruM. jema pANI UMDuM vadhAre hoya tema kUdako mAravAnuM sAruM phAve, te rIte jema sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha vadhAre Ave tema sAdhupaNuM pALavAnuM sAruM phAve ne ? sa. ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa sukha choDavAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM? sukha mAMgIne meLavyuM che teno A prabhAva che. je mAMgIne meLavyuM hoya te gADha Asakti karAvyA vinA na rahe. ApaNuM puNya pApAnubaMdhI che-enI nA nahi, paNa e puNya bhogavIe nahi to pApano anubaMdha tUTI jAya. sukha choDyA vagara anubaMdha nahi tUTe. pApano anubaMdha hovAthI Asakti tIvra thavAnI chatAM parANe sukha choDIe to anubaMdha tUTyA vinA nahi rahe. azAtAno anubaMdha toDavA kevuM mathIe chIe ? tevI rIte anicchAe paNa je mUkatA thaIe to anubaMdha tUTaze. roganA anabaMdha toDIe tema aviratinA anubaMdha toDavA che. * pApa chUTI jAya ane puNyanI apekSA na hoya to sAdhupaNAmAM koI duHkha ja nathI. sAdhupaNAnAM duHkhone duHkha na manAya. hospiTalanAM duHkhane duHkharUpa na mAnIe ne ? kema ? je sukhanuM kAraNa hoya tene duHkharUpa na gaNAya. dharmane duHkhamaya mAne ane saMsArasukhane ApanAro mAne te dharmanI ArAdhanA na karI zake. dharmane sukhamaya mAne, duHkhane lAvanAro mAne ane mokSane ApanAro mAne te ja dharmanI ArAdhanA karI zake. * sukhanAM sAdhano jeTalAM ochAM teTalI sAdhanA utkaTa. * AcAryabhagavanto je samajAvatA hoya che tene yathArthapaNe samaje te ja adhigatArtha kahevAya. dharmane sadgatine kAraNa tarIke mAnavo, sukhane ApanAra tarIke mAnavo te adhigatArthapaNuM nathI. je dharma saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra bane te dharmane dharma kaI rIte kahevAya? Aje dharmanA nAme adharma karatA thayA mATe ja unmArgagAmI banyA chIe. * Aje "ApaNe ArAdhanAthI kAma che, siddhAntanuM kAma nathI evuM mAnanAro varga joIe eTalo maLe ne ? ArAdhanA karIne phaLa meLavavuM hoya te siddhAntanI upekSA karI zake ? ApaNe to rAMdhavAthI kAma-AvuM koI kahe ? tyAM to khAvAthI kAma che ema samajAya ne? rAMdhavAmAM garabaDagoTALA hoya to te rAMdheluM khAvAlAyaka rahe kharuM ? caNA khAnArA paNa be dANA saDelA hoya to kADhI nAMkhe. be paisAnA caNA paNa saDelA na cAle 244 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ ane dharma saDelo cAle? saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA e dharmano saDo che. ApaNI IcchA mujaba ArAdhelo dharma e saDelo dharma che. khAvAthI kAma che ema mAnIe ke khAdheluM pace evuM khAvAthI kAma che? tevI rIte ArAdhanAmAtrathI kAma nathI, virAdhanAthI bacIe evI ArAdhanAthI kAma che. ApaNane mAtra davAnuM kAma che ke sAjA thavAnuM kAma che ! * puNya baMdhAya ke na baMdhAya, sukha maLe ke na maLe, duHkha jAya ke na jAya, mAnasanmAna maLe ke na maLe, ApaNe dharmAtmA kahevAIe ke na kahevAIe-tenI ciMtA nathI paNa ArAdhanAnuM phaLa to maLavuM ja joIe. ATalI taiyArI karIne dharma karavA AvavAnuM. ApaNe ArAdhanAthI kAma che enA badale ApaNe ArAdhanAnA phaLathI kAma che - ema bolo. DokTara pAse jatI vakhate sAjA thavAno bhAva hoya ane dharma karatI vakhate sAdhu thavAno ke mokSe javAno bhAva na hoya te cAle. ArAdhanAnuM lakSya sAruM che - enI nA nahi. paNa ArAdhanAnI sAthe phaLa pAmavAnuM lakSya na hoya te bhayaMkarakoTinuM che. dukAnamAM jeTalA Ave te mAla levA ja Ave ke corI karavA paNa Ave ? skUlamAM janArA bhaNavA mATe ja AvanArA hoya ke ramavA AvanArA paNa hoya? tevI rIte dharmasthAnamAM AvanArA dharmanA ja arthI hoya evuM mAnI levAnI jarUra nathI. sa. dharmanI corI ame nahi karIe. tamane kazuM joItuM ja nathI - ema mAnavuM paDe evuM che ne ? tame dharma saMmUIimanI jema ja karo cho ne? AgaLa vadhIne dharma karo to sukha meLavavA mATe ja karo ne? je dharma mokSa Ape che te dharmathI puNya bAMdhavuM ane saMsAranuM sukha meLavavuM e dharmanI corI che. saMsAranAM sukhone zAstrakAroe ghAsajevA kahyAM che ne? ane dharma ciMtAmaNIratna kahevAya ne? ghAsa mATe ciMtAmaNiratna vece tene kevo kahevAya ? devo paNa devalokanAM sukhone ghAsatulya gaNe che. devatAo jene ghAsatulya gaNe tene ApaNe phaLa mAnIe to ApaNe devatA karatAM paNa vidvAna chIe ne ? eka bhAI mArI pAse Avyo ane teNe kahyuM ke "tame bhale game teTaluM kaho ke saMsAranAM sukho ghAsajevAM che paNa amAre ghAsa (saMsAranuM sukha) ja joItuM hoya to zuM karavuM?' tyAre ene kahevuM paDyuM ke bhAI A zAstra mANaso mATe racAyAM che, jene ghAsa joIe te mANasa na hoya, tenA mATenAM zAstro ya judAM hoya. * je adhigatArtha hoya te koI divasa pravacanathI vicalita na thAya. jenI pAse jJAna pUratuM hoya te koInAthI kSobha na pAme. je jANakAra hoya te calAyamAna na thAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 245
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________________ je calAyamAna thAya tenI jANakArImAM khAmI che ja ema mAnI levuM paDe. ane jANakArImAM khAmI kyAre Ave ? nizcita artha na hoya to. nizcaya kema na karyo ? pUchyuM na hatuM mATe. pUchyuM kema nahi? artha grahaNa karyo na hato mATe. ane grahaNa kema na karyuM? to nirantara zravaNa na karyuM mATe. A rIte chaye guNo sAMkaLathI baMdhAyelA che. pAMca guNo pAme tenAmAM chaThTho guNa Ave ja. calAyamAna na thavuM te paNa eka prakAranI guNanI sthiratA che. A sthiratAnA kAraNe AgaLa vadhI zakAya. AnaMda, kAmadeva, sUryapazA rAjA, sItA satI, damayaMtI satI .. vagere A vizeSaNothI yukta hatA. vItarAgaparamAtmAnI AjJA mujaba tattvane jeo samajyA hoya teo saMsAranA sukhanI svapna paNa kalpanA na kare. * cha vizeSaNo ApyA bAda sAtamuM vizeSaNa ApyuM che ke zrAvakomAM pravacana pratyeno rAga asthimajjA thayelo hoya. rageragamAM ane hADakAnA kaNekaNamAM A rAga vyApI gayo hoya. * jenI pratye rAga hoya tenuM ghasAtuM sAMbhaLI na zakIe ne? tevI rIte pravacananuM, pravacananA praNetAnuM, pravacananA samajAvanAranuM ghasAtuM sAMbhaLI na zake to samajavuM ke pravacana pratye rAga che. * be anuSThAna ochAM thaze to vAMdho nahi paNa avidhi sevavI nathI. bhagavAne avidhi karavAnI nA pADI che. avidhipUrvakanuM anuSThAna phaLadAyI banatuM nathI ema bhagavAne kahyuM che. anuSThAna sArAmAM sAruM karIe ne phaLa na maLe - te cAle? paisA pUrA ApIe ne mAla sAro na Ave e cAle? * pravacana nathI tAratuM, pravacanano rAga tAre che. pravacanano rAga ane pravacananI bhakti e moTAmAM moTo guNa che. zAstrapAThane khoTo kahe, zAstrakArone khoTA kahe, mahApuruSone khoTA kahe, gaNadharabhagavantone khoTA kahe topaNa ApaNuM lohI na UkaLe to samajavuM ke pravacana pratye rAga nathI. jyAM rAga hoya tyAM ghasAtuM sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI na hoya. bhagavAnanuM zAsana sarvoparI che evuM je mAnatA hoIe to pravacanano prema keLavyA vinA nathI rahevuM. jemAM doSa che evI khAtarI hovA chatAM paNa premanA kAraNe tenA bacAvamAM UbhA rahenArA evA ApaNe sakala doSathI rahita evA pravacananuM ghasAtuM majethI sAMbhaLI laIe to pravacanano rAga che ema kyAMthI kahevAya ? ApaNI pAse zakti hoya to teno pratikAra karyA vinA nathI rahevuM. paNa jo eTalI zakti na hoya topaNa tyAMthI khasI javuM che, eka kSaNa mATe paNa tyAM UbhA nathI rahevuM. rAmatInI 246 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sakhIoe mazkarImAM paNa zrI nemanAtha bhagavAnanA rUpamAM khAmI kADhI topaNa rAjImatIe kahyuM ke - tamArI caturAImAM devALuM nIkaLyuM che. rAjImatI satI bhagavAnanA rUpanI khAmIne paNa sAMkhI na zake ane ApaNe bhagavAnanA vacanamAM khAmI kADhe toya majethI sAMbhaLI laIe-e kema cAle ? Aje ApaNe dharma karIe chIe kharA, paNa dharma ApaNane gamato nathI. zrotAnuM moTuM joIne bole te pravacananA rAgI nathI. zAstra joIne bole te pravacananA rAgI. sa. zrotAnuM moTuM joIne dezanA ApavAnI vAta Ave che ne ? zrotAnuM moTuM nahi, zrotAnuM haiyuM joIne dezanA ApavAnI che. pahelAM to dezanAmAM AraMbhasamAraMbha e pApa che evI vAta AvatI hatI. have thoDA dAyakAmAM dezanAmAM pheraphAra thavA mAMDyo. puNyathI meLelo paiso sAta kSetramAM yoje to UgI nIkaLe evuM samAve. amArA AcAryabhagavatte amane vyaktigata hitazikSA ApI hatI ke tamArI nizrAmAM dasa lAkha kharacavA mATe jo koI zrAvaka Ave to tene kahI devuM ke ATalA paisA che to nivRtta thaI jA, dhaMdho baMdha karI nAkha, anuSThAna nathI karavAM. anuSThAnamAM je lAbha che tenA karatAM kaMIkagaNo lAbha dhaMdho - AraMbhasamAraMbha choDavAmAM che. hoya to ApavAnuM che, kamAIne nahi. ApavA mATe kamAvAnuM nathI. kamAyeluM paNa choDavAnuM che. mATe dAna che. arthakAma bhUMDA na lAge tene dhana ApavAno adhikAra nathI. je kamAvAnuM baMdha na karI zake te paNa arthakAmano rAga mAravA mATe dAna Ape to ja tenuM dAna lekhe lAge. * vartamAnamAM tame je sthAna ane je vargamAM rahyA cho temAM pravacanano rAga hoya to ya bhUMsAI jAya evo che. jo pravacanano rAga keLavavo haze to A varga choDavo ja paDaze. * jeo puNya bhogavavAno upadeza Ape te unmArgagAmI che. jeo puNya choDavAno upadeza Ape temanI dezanA mArgagAmI che. dharmathI puNya baMdhAze evI lAlaca ApIne dharma karAve te unmArgagAmI che, unmArgadazaka che. dharma nirjarAlakSI ja hovo joIe. dharmathI puNya baMdhAI jAya tenI nA nathI, lakSya nirjarAnuM joIe. sa. Apa puNyanI ATalI jhATakaNI kema kADho cho? tamArI najara tyAMthI khesaDavI che mATe. sukhanA nAme dharma karavAnI Teva anAdithI che. e Teva kADhavA mATe vAraMvAra kahevuM paDe che. tame chokarAne vAraMvAra bhaNavAnuM zA mATe zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 247
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________________ kaho cho? tenuM citta ramavAmAMthI khaseDavA mATe ne? tema puNya bheguM karavA mATe mahenata karavI e saMsAramAM ramavAnAM lakSaNa che. jene saMsAramAM rahevuM ja nathI te puNya bheguM karavA mahenata zA mATe kare ? nirjarA mATe karelo dharma, jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahIe tyAM sudhI dharma karavA mATenI anukULatA ApI ja deze. * svarUpathI, hetuthI ane phaLathI dharmanuM jJAna karavuM te sva-svarUpathI jJAna. bhagavAnanA vacananuM anusaMdhAna e dharmano hetu che. viSayakaSAyanI pariNatino hAsa e dharmanuM svarUpa che ane sarvathA karmakSaya e dharmanuM phaLa che. * Aje ApaNane dharma na thAya to duHkha thAya paNa dharmanuM phaLa na maLe to duHkha na thAya ne ? pAMca tithie ekAsaNuM ke AyaMbila koI kAraNasara rahI jAya to duHkha thAya paNa ekAsaNAM karavA chatAM virati na maLe to duHkha na thAya ne ? zAstrakAroe jJAnanuM phaLa virati kahyuM che. teno artha ja e che ke gRhasthapaNAnA dareka anuSThAnanuM phaLa virati che ane sAdhupaNAnA dharmanuM phaLa vItarAgatA che. virati vinA vItarAgatA nathI ja maLavAnI. kANA ghaDAne ghaDo na kahevAya tema aviratinAM kANAM jemAM paDyA hoya te dharmane dharma na kahevAya. Aje cAturmAsano chello divasa che. A comAsAnI phalazruti zuM che ? dharma ApaNe keTalo pAmyA e ja comAsAnI phalazruti che. cAturmAsamAM anuSThAna keTalAM karyo e mahattvanuM nathI. mArganuM jJAna keTaluM maLyuM te ja mahattvanuM che. anuSThAna to jAte paNa karI zakAya. mArganuM jJAna ApavAnuM kAma sAdhubhagavanto ja karavAnA. cAturmAsamAM sAdhubhagavantone zA mATe lAvo cho ? anuSThAna karAvavA mATe ke mArganuM jJAna meLavavA mATe ? mArganuM jJAna pAmavA mATe Ajano divasa che. cAra mahinAmAM to zrAvaka mArgano jJAtA banI gayo hoya. je kAMI dharma karIe te mArgastha hovo joIe. na cAlIe e bane, UMghI jaIe e ya bane paNa mArgastha hovuM joIe. tame loko gADInuM pArkiMga paNa kevI rIte karo ? gADInuM moDhuM dIvAla tarapha rAkho ke mArga tarapha rAkho ? gADI rivarsamAM laIne paNa gADInuM moTuM mArga tarapha rAkho ne ? tyAM jeTalI akkala che eTalI ahIM nathI ne ? ahIM dharmAtmAnuM moTuM mArga tarapha na hoya ane saMsAra tarapha ja hoya ne? eka sAdhumahAtmA gayA pachI bIjA mahAtmA lAvo te zenA mATe lAvo ? upAzrayanAM dvAra khullAM rAkhavA mATe ? sAdhubhagavantane to mArganuM jJAna pAmavA mATe lAvavAnA che ane te paNa mArganuM jJAna Ape evA lAvavAnA. upAzrayanAM dvAra khullAM rAkhavA mATe nahi, haiyAnAM dvAra kholavA mATe sAdhubhagavantane lAvavA che. dharma ane mArgamAM pharaka che. dharma karavAnuM kAma abhavya jIvo paNa kare che, acaramAvartavartI jIvo 248 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ paNa kare. paNa teo mArgastha na banI zake. sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA karIne devalokamAM javA rAjI hoya to te mArgastha na kahevAya. sa. mokSamAM javA mATe devaloka e visAmo nahi? visAmA tarIke naraka paNa cAle ne? sukhanA rANI mATe devaloka paNa durgatirUpa ja che. zreNika mahArAjAnI naraka sArI, ApaNo devaloka sAro nahi. jene mokSamAM javuM hoya tene devalokamAM AnaMda Ave? jemAM ApaNuM ThekANuM paDe te bhava ApaNA mATe sAro. ThekANuM paDe evo pADAno bhava paNa sAro ane rakhaDavuM paDe evo devaloka paNa sAro nahi. * A badhAM vizeSaNo ApyA pachI pravacanano rAga asthimajjA thayelo kevo hoya che teno AkAra batAvatAM kahyuM che ke "A dharma ja artharUpa che, paramArthabhUta che, bIje badho dharma anarthabhUta-avAstavika che' evuM mAnavuM tenuM nAma pravacana pratyeno rAga. bhagavAnanA dharma karatAM bIjo dharma sAro lAge to samajI levuM ke pravacanano rAga nathI. bIjA dharmamAM paNa sArI vAta Ave che-evuM bole ke mAne te pravacanarAgI na hoya. bhagavAnanA zAsana karatAM caDhiyAtuM bIjuM kazuM ja nathI evuM mAnavuM tenuM nAma pravacanano rAga. te uparAMta zrAvako sUtrAdimAM kuzala hoya che, pada, vAkya vagerenA vicchedapUrvaka udAtta, anadAtta vagere ghoSa(svara)thI vizuddha asmalita, avyatyAgreDita vagere guNothI yukta evA sUtranA uccAraNanuM parijJAna je zrAvakane hoya te zrAvako sUtramAM kula kahevAya che. tema ja sugurunI pAsethI svasamaya-parasamaya, nizcaya-vyavahArAdi nayanA vibhAga vaDe sUtrAbhidheya arthAt sUtranA je artha, tenuM jJAna sArI rIte meLavIne jeNe sthira karyuM hoya tevA zrAvako arthamAM kuzaLa kahevAya che. * covIse kalAka gurunI nizrA na hoya to zrAvako unmArgagAmI banI jAya tethI temane mATe utsarga-apavAda vagere dareka prakAranuM jJAna hovuM jarUrI che. tethI ja temanA mATe pravacanakuzalatva vizeSaNa ApyuM che. sUtrathI kuzala hoya, arthathI kuzala hoya. utsarga eTale sAmAnyathI jaNAvelo vidhi ane apavAda eTale vizeSathI jaNAvelo vidhi. A baMnne prakAranA vidhinA jANakAra ja nahi, kuzaLa hoya. * enI sAthe zrAvaka vyavahAramAM paNa kuzaLa hoya. vyavahAra cAra prakAranA che. dharmavyavahAra, arthavyavahAra, kAmavyavahAra ane lokavyavahAra, dharmavyavahAramAM jaNAvyuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 249
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________________ che ke zrAvaka devatAnuM biMba-pratimA vagere koI paNa dhArmika pustako ke upakaraNone vecIne AjIvikA na calAve. dharmanAM upakaraNano dhaMdho karavAthI kharIdanAra vyaktie pratimAjI vagere mATe kalpelA kalpita devadravyAdinA bhakSaNano doSa lAge mATe tevo vyApAra na karavo. jJAnanAM upakaraNo paNa vecAya nahi ane jJAna paNa vecAya nahi. jaina, paMDita thaIne bhaNAve nahi. bhaNAve topaNa pagAra na le. devadravya vyAje mUkIne vadhAratI vakhate sAme suvarNAdi lIdhA vinA na Ape. potAnI vastu mUkIne paNa pote vyAje grahaNa na kare tema ja jenI pAse devadravyanuM devuM hoya, tenI pAse ke tenA baLada vagere pAse veTha na karAve. * arthakuzaLa tene kahevAya ke je cokkasa phaLa Ape evo niravadya vastuno vyApAra kare. anAja vagere sacitta hovAthI temAM pApa ghaNuM lAge. mATe acitta evAM kApaDa vagereno dhaMdho kare. * kAmakuzaLa eTale potAnA gharanI strI ke gharanA loko pratye mArdavathI eTale mRdutAthI anuvartana kare. paMcama svaramAM vAta kare te zrAvaka nahi. avAja moTo thAya te zrAvakanAM ghara nahi. zrAvakanAM gharomAM ghoMghATa na hoya - kharuM ne ? gharanA loko kharAba che evuM mAnavAnA badale huM kharAba na thauM mATe sArI rIte varte. gharAka sAthe jema mIThI mIThI vAta karo paNa haiyuM na Apo ne ? tevI rIte zrAvaka parivArajano pratye mRdutA rAkhe ane sAthe kAyama mATe haiyuM potAnI pAse rAkhe. kyAre paNa temane haiyuM na Ape. sa. mAyA karI na kahevAya ? dharmamAM mAyA na lAge. rAga na thaI jAya, aviratinuM pApa na lAgI jAya e mATe hRdayanuM arpaNa na kare. saMsAramAM paDI na jaIe ane mokSathI dUra na thaI jaIe mATe haiyuM nathI ApavuM. paDyA pachI vAge nahi - e mATe ATalI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI. * lokavyavahAramAM kuzaLa tene kahevAya ke je rAjakuLamAM gamana kare, rAjaviruddhanuM varjana kare. pradhAna eTale ucca kuLanA hoya, ziSTa hoya tevA lokonI sAthe saMbaMdha kare, paricayamAM rahe. tema ja janmathI, jJAnathI ane jAtithI je vRddha hoya teonI sevA karanAro hoya. * te uparAMta zrAvaka bIjAnA bhAvane jANavA mATe kuzaLa hoya. sAdharmikane sidAto joIne tene sthira karavA mATe prayatna kare. sAro mANasa potAnuM duHkha bIjAne kahe nahi, bIjAnI AgaLa gAya nahi ane sAro mANasa bIjAnuM duHkha jANyA vinA 250 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ na rahe. jeo bAhya ke abhyantara ceSTAthI bIjAnA bhAvane jANI zake te bIjAne sidAtA hoya to sahAya karyA vinA na rahe. A guNa sAdhupaNAmAM paNa gurnAdikanI bhakti mATe upayogI che. iMgitAkArasaMpannatA A guNanA prabhAve Ave che. lokamAM paNa bIjAnA abhiprAya jANavAmAM kuzaLa hovAthI potAne ane bIjAne koI paNa jAtanI bAdhA na pahoMce te rIte sarva ThekANe pravRtti karanArA hoya che. * zAstramAM zrAvakanAM je vizeSaNo A rIte ApelAM che te tyAre ja ghaTe ke jyAre zrAvakane sUkSma bhAvo samajAvavAmAM AvyA hoya. bhagavAne je dezanA ApI hatI te bAra parSadAnI vacce ApelI. emAM chupAvavA jevuM kazuM nathI. koI jIvanI ayogyatAnA kAraNe tene viparIta pariName e judI vAta. A rIte zAstramAM sUkSmavicAra zrAvakone jaNAvavAnuM kahyuM che mATe teno niSedha karanArA unmArgadazaka che. * have bIjI unmArgadazanA jaNAvatAM ra5mI gAthAthI kahe che ke jeo sidhAntanAM tattvone chupAvIne upadeza Ape che ane susAdhunI niMdA kare che teo potAnA zaraNe AvelAonA vizvAsano ghAta karanArA che. * potAnI buddhithI sAcA ke khoTA dharmanI parIkSA-viveka karavA mATe jeo samartha nathI teo dharmane pUchatAM Ave tyAre evA bhavya prANIone, AhAravastra-pAtra vageremAM labdha thayelA evA sAdhuo unmArgadazanA ApatA hoya che. jene avirati game te pApa karyA vagara na rahe. aviratine bhogavavAnI IcchA hoya te ja bhagavAnanA vacanathI viparIta dezanA Ape ane jene mokSa na game tene avirati upAdeya lAge. * jema paiso vadhe tema puNyodaya vadhyo ema mAnavAnI jarUra nathI, UlaTuM pApodaya zarU thayo che ema samajavuM, kAraNa ke jema paiso vadhe tema rAga vadhe ne? ane rAga e pApa che ne ? to pApodaya mAnavAno ne ? * sAdhubhagavantane mAnasanmAna, bhaktagaNa, parivArajana, ziSyavarga, AhAra, vastra, pAtra vagerenI Asakti hovAthI teo unmArgagAmI ane unmArgadazaka bane che. Aje zrAvakoe be niyama laI levAnA ke je ApavuM che te saMyamane anukULa hoya to ApavuM ane te paNa gurumahArAjane pUchIne pachI sAdhubhagavantone vahorAvavuM. * AhArAdimAM lubdha thayelA kusAdhu, sAcA sAdhunI niMdA eTalA mATe kare ke jethI mugdha zrAvako temanI vAtamAM AvIne potAne doSita gocarI vahorAvatAM aTake nahi. vivekI banelA evA zrAvako AdhAkarmAdithI yukta evA AhArAdi nahi Ape zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 251
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________________ AvA DarathI svacchaMdI evA te sAdhuo unmArgadazanA Ape che. jeo susAdhu che, zuddha AhArAdinI gaveSaNA kare che temane kapaTI-dekhAva karanArA vagere kahevA dvArA temanI niMdA kare che. susAdhuo mATe "A loko to bagalA jevI vRttivALA che. deya vastu ane tene lenAra zuddha ja hovA joIe evA bahAne dAnano niSedha karanArA che..." AvuM AvuM kahIne temanuM vacana na sAMbhaLavuM evuM zrAvakone jaNAvIne temane unmArge vALIne temanI sugati (sadgati)ne haNanArA evA A unmArgadazaka hoya che. tema ja "AhAranuM dAna ekAnta lyANakArI che, temAM pAtrApAtrano viveka karavo, eSaNIya-aSaNIyano vicAra karavA besavuM-e to kRpaNatAnAM lakSaNa che, udAratA nathI. tethI AhAradAna karavuM e ja zreSTha che. enA kAraNe zrAvako kalpataru jevA kahyA che. tame nahi Apo to tIrtha kema cAlaze mATe ApatA raho .." AvuM kahIne temane unmArge dorI durgatimAM pahoMcADe che. * Aje sAdhupaNAmAM AvelAne be cAra ziSyo thaI jAya eTale guruthI vimukha thaI jAya ane ziSyanuM moTuM joIne jIvavA mAMDe ! potAnI jAtane tAravA mATe ane gurunuM moDhuM joIne ahIM AvelA sAdhusAdhvI eTaluM vicAre ke meM dIkSA lIdhI che zA mATe ?, konuM moDhuM joIne dIkSA lIdhI che? ane Aje konI sAme joIne jIvuM chuM toya temano vistAra thayA vinA na rahe. * AhArAdimAM lubdha thaI lokone unmArge dorI janArA sAdhuo mATe ahIM jaNAvyuM che ke je rIte potAne zaraNe AvelA jIvonuM mastaka koI chedI nAkhe te rIte usUtranI prarUpaNA karanArA AcArya, zaraNe AvelAne durgatimAM ghasaDIne laI janArA che. unmArgadazanA ApanArane gADha mithyAtva ane cAritramohanIya baMdhAya tema unmAdezanAne jANavA chatAM sAMbhaLanArAne paNa gADha mithyAtva-cAritramohanIyano baMdha thAya. kAraNa ke zrotAo vaktAne protsAhana ApanArA banavAthI vadhu pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che. AthI ja kahyuM che ke niMdA karanAra karatAM sAMbhaLanAra vadhu doSanA bhAgIdAra che. * ApaNe zuddha AcAranuM pAlana karIe tyAre zuddha prarUpaNA karavAnuM kAma agharuM nathI. paraMtu zuddha AcAranuM pAlana thaI zake evuM na hoya tevA vakhate zuddha prarUpaNA karavAnuM kAma saheluM nathI. siddhAnta pratyeno anurAga jene hoya tevA laghukarmI AtmA prarUpaNAmAM zithila banavAthI bacI zake. zrI AcArAMga sUtramAM zithila prarUpaNA karanArAne bIjI bAlatA (mUrkhatA) kahI che. jeo AcAramAM zithila bane teonI pAse pahelI 252 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ bAlatA che. ane AcAramAM zithilatA AvyA pachI prarUpaNAmAM paNa jeo zithila bane temanI e bIjI bAlatA che. AthI pahelI bAlatA AvyA pachI paNa prarUpaNAnI zithilatA svarUpa bIjI bAlatA dAkhavavAnI jarUra nathI. ahIM jo koI ema kahe ke - ApaNe pote ja zithila AcAra pALatA hoIe to zuddha AcAranI vAta kaI rIte karAya, ApaNe na karIe ne bIjAne kahIe te kevuM lAge ? AvA prakAranA kAlpanika bhayane AgaLa karanArAne javAba ApavA ra7mI gAthAthI samajAvyuM che ke - Apaghrasta banavAthI athavA to vRddhAvasthA vagerenA kAraNe zarIranI durbaLatAnA kAraNe caraNakaraNanA zuddha pAlana mATe asamartha banelo evo paNa AtmA cAritramAM zithila hovA chatAM potAnA AtmAnI niMdA karato evo te, zuddha mArganI prarUpaNA kare. ApaNe je AcAra pALIe chIe te lokone nathI jaNAvavAnA, je AcAra pALavAnA che te jaNAvavAnA che. AcAranuM pAlana bhale nabaLuM hoya, zAstra mojUda hoya to tenA AdhAre prarUpaNA karavAnI. tevA vakhate zrotAgaNamAMthI koI kahe ke jo Avo zuddha AcAra pALavAno hoya to tame AvuM (zithilAcaraNa) zA mATe karo cho ? tyAre potAnI jAtanI niMdA karato evo te zuddha mArga batAve. je A rIte zuddha prarUpaNA kare te sulabhabodhi bane che. zrAvako ayogya hoya to tene kazuM kahevuM nathI. je jIravI zake tevA hoya tenI AgaLa sAdhunA zuddha AcAranuM varNana karyuM hoya to tevA mArganA jJAtA banelA zrAvako sAdhune AcArapAlanamAM sahAya karyA vinA na rahe. * ApaNe zarIranuM paryAvaraNa nathI sudhAravuM, AtmAnuM paryAvaraNa sudhAravuM che. je zarIrane sAruM rAkhe te sAtvika khorAka ? ke je AtmAne sAro rAkhe te ? bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavI tenuM nAma satva. vigaI vAparavAmAM sAtvikatA nathI, vigaInA tyAgamAM sAtvikatA che. zarIra sAruM karavAnI vAta AryasaMskRtimAM na Ave. AryasaMskRti eTale AryonI saMskRti. ane Arya tene kahevAya ke je zarIrathI AtmAne judo mAne. je zarIra ne AtmAne judA mAne teo zarIrane sAruM karavAnI vAta kare ja nahi. jeTalA zarIranA pUjArI che te badhA anArya che - ema samajI levuM. "yogA' karavAthI zarIra kadAca vaLaze paNa mArga nahi maLe. AtmAne lagatI jeTalI vAto, tenuM nAma adhyAtma. bIjuM badhuM ja pudgalazAstra che-ema samajI levuM. AtmAnuM paryAvaraNa sudhArI levuM che. zarIranuM paryAvaraNa bagaDeluM ja rahevAnuM che. je zarIranA pUjArI hoya tene AjanI AryasaMskRtinI vAto game, sAMskRtika kAryo game. kAraNa ke temAM dharmanuM nAma Ave ane avirati paNa bhogavAtI jAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 253
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________________ sa. paryAvaraNanA kAraNe ghaNA jIvo bacI jAya ! jIvanI rakSA bhagavAnanA vacananA pAlanathI thAya che, pravRttithI nahi. duHkhInAM duHkha dUra karavA te rakSA nathI. koIne paNa du:kha na ApavuM ane du:khIne du:kha duHkha na lAge tevuM karavuM te rakSA. sa. sUkSma hiMsA ane sthUla hiMsAno bheda paDe ne ? e bheda paNa guNaThANAnA che, pravRttinA nahi. cakravartInA AraMbhasamAraMbhamAM paNa pApano anubaMdha na paDe ane abhavyanA niraticAra cAritranA pAlanamAM paNa pApano anuMbadha paDe. sAdhubhagavanta nadI Utare topaNa hiMsAnuM pApa na lAge ane tame pula uparathI koI paNa jIvane haNyA vagara jAo topaNa hiMsAnuM (aviratijanya ke mithyAtvajanya) pApa lAge. pApa keTaluM ochuM che ke vadhAre che e nathI jovAnuM, pApa choDavAnA pariNAma kevA-te jovAnuM. pApa na karavAno pariNAma tenuM nAma yatanA. * Aje ApaNe dharma karIe chIe kharA paNa dharma gamato nathI, dharmanI IcchA nathI, AgaLa vadhIne dharma pratye napharata ghaNI che, ane napharata che tenuM kAraNa e che ke phaLa joItuM nathI. amAre tyAM niyama che ke jene phaLa pratye dveSa jAge tene upAya pratye paNa dveSa jAge ja. * je sAdhu A rIte zuddhaprarUpaNA nathI karato te kevo thAya che, te jaNAve che ke gAthA-28 : potAnA parivAra mATe ane potAnI pUjAnA hetuthI, pAsatthA, avasanna vagerenI anuvRtti (anusaraNa) karato evo je, vizuddha dezanA nathI Apato tene durlabhabodhi jANavo. * zrI paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che, mArganI dezanA sAmAnya jIvo mATe siMhanI trADajevI che. je divase ApaNe mArganI dezanA sAMbhaLIe ne AnaMda thAya ane ApaNe ghaNuM pAmavAnuM bAkI che - evI anubhUti thAya tyAre samajavuM ke mArganI dezanA sAMbhaLavAnI yogyatA ApaNAmAM AvI. * dharma ane mArga ekabIjAnA pUraka che enI nA nathI paNa e bene judA pADavAnuM kAma ApaNe ApaNI IcchAonA kAraNe karyuM che. mArga ArAdhavo haMze to AjJA sAme jovuM paDaze, ApaNe to dharma IcchA mujaba karavAnI chUTa che ema mAnI lIdhuM che ne ? je sukhanA lAlacu che teo dharma karyA vinA nahi rahevAnA ane duHkhanA 254 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ dveSI paNa dharma karyA vinA nahi rahevAnA, paraMtu duHkha pratye prema keLavAya ane sukha pratye napharata jAge pachI dharma karIe to samajavuM ke ApaNo dharma mArgastha banyo. AthI ja zrI jayavIyarAyasUtramAM maggANusAriyA mAMgI che, dhammANusAriyA nahi. dharma to abhavya paNa kare paraMtu tenAmAM mArgAnusAritA na hoya. pahelA guNaThANAnI mArgAnusAritA sArI paNa pahelAno cAritradharma sAro nahi. * mArga je eka hoya to ekatA thayelI ja che, ekatA haNAvAnI nathI enA badale ekatAnA nAme Aje mArgano bheda karavAnI pravRtti cAlatI hoya to te keTalI vicitra ane viSama paristhiti kahevAya ? ApaNI sAthe koNa che - e nathI jovuM, ApaNe bhagavAnanI sAthe chIe ke nahi te joI levuM che. ApaNI sAthe koNa che te varasothI jotA AvyA chIe, paNa ApaNe konI sAthe chIe - e vicAravAno vakhata have AvI gayo che. nAnuM chokaruM game tyAM jue, game tyAM cAle, paNa mAno cheDo na mUke. tema ApaNe bhagavAna sAtheno cheDo phATe nahi e rIte jIvavuM che. AvyA hatA bhagavAnanuM moTuM joIe ane jIvavA mAMDIe lokonuM moTuM joIne - e kAMI cAle ? jema bhagata vadhe ema guNa ghaTe - evI ja hAlata che ne ? bhagavAnanuM zAsana ApaNI pAse hoya ane bhagavAnanI kRpA ApaNI pAse hoya to ApaNe koInI pAchaLa javAnI jarUra nathI. je lokasaMjJAmAM taNAya te loka hoya, lokottara puruSa nahi. dharmane sAro mAnavAnI vAta loka kare, jyAre lokottara AtmAo mArgAnusArI dharmane ja sAro mAne. lokanA haiye vase te dharma. lokottara puruSonA haiye vase tenuM nAma mArga. UMcAmAM UMcuM sAdhana maLyA pachI paNa je ArAdhyA vinA jaIe to ApaNA jevA bevakUpha bIjA koI nathI. Aje dharma karavA pahelAM dharma samajavAnI jarUra che. dharma karavAnuM pharajiyAta nathI, dharma samajavAnuM pharajiyAta che. * aviratidhara, sAdhu mATe bilADI jevA che evuM zAstramAM kahyuM che. ApaNI pAse dUdha hoya to bilADIne pAse AvavA daIe ? nahi ne ? tema ApaNI pAse je virati che tene koI harI na jAya tenI ciMtA karavI paDe ne ? * parivAra eTale sAdhu-sAdhvI, bhaktajana vagere, temanA mATe tema ja vastrapAtrasatkAra dvArA potAnI pUjA thayA kare te mATe ane pArzvastha, avasanna vagerene anusaravAnI IcchAvALA arthAt pAsasthAdinA cittanA Avarjana mATe je vizuddha mArgane gopave che te durlabhabodhi bane che. je pote zuddha mArgano jANakAra hoya paraMtu potAno parivAra zithila hovAthI zuddha dezanAthI te vimukha banaze evA bhayathI, tema zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 255
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________________ ja jo zrAvakane zuddha mArga jaNAvIzuM to eSaNIya ane aSaNIyanA jANakAra banelA zrAvako vastrapAtrAdi anukULa vahorAvaze nahi. A rIte potAnA satkArAdinA hetuthI paNa vizuddhamArga na kahe. te ja rIte jo vizuddhamArganI dezanA Ape to pAsatthAone "A ApaNI niMdA kare che" evuM lAgavAthI, gusse thayelA pAsatthAo nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkaze, vasati nahi Ape-evA bhayathI vizuddha mArga na kahe. tevAo bhavAntaramAM bhagavAnano mArga nahi pAme, kAraNa ke temaNe samyamArgano lopa karyo che - AthI teo anantasaMsArI bane che. * AjanI ApaNI dharmanI prIti mArgane bhUMsI nAkhanArI che. mArganI prItithI jo dharma karatA rahyA hota to dharma ane mArgane eka karI zakata. pravRtti karyA pachI pATha zodhavA nIkaLavuM e mArgAnusArI nIti nathI. pANI pIdhA pachI ghara pUchavA jevI e vAta che. pATha vagara pravRtti kare ane pAchaLathI kadAca pATha maLI jAya to paNa te pravRtti AjJAnA upayoga vagaranI hovAthI dravya-tuccha che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke asmalitAdi guNothI yukta evuM sUtra zuddhoccArapUrvaka bolavAmAM Ave chatAM paNa je temAM upayoga na hoya to te dravyakriyA che. * mahApuruSo pAse je zraddhA ane sattva hatuM tenA karatAM anantamA bhAge paNa amArI pAse nathI. temanI zAsanarakSA, mArga pratyenI prIti, avihaDa zraddhA, pravacananI prabhAvanA, tattvano pakSapAta, apratima sattva... e badhA guNo pAmavA mATe bIjo bhava karavo paDaze. kALa kharAba che enI nA nathI, paNa ApaNe kharAba nathI thavuM. jyAM UbhA chIe tyAMthI AgaLa na jaIe, paNa tyAMthI nIce to nathI UtaravuM. je che tene calAvI ke nabhAvI nathI levuM, sudhArI levuM che. * ziSya kahe che ke unmArgadazanAmAM durlabhabodhi banavA jevo moTo doSa che to teo AvI dezanA kema Ape che - tenuM nirAkaraNa AgaLanI gAthAthI kare che. zrotAne je game, anukULa paDe evuM bolavuM te unmArgadazakonI nIti hoya che. zrotAjananA hitanI vicAraNAne badale zrotAne ApaNI pratye prIti TakI rahe evA prayatna unmArgadazako karatA hoya che. jeo bhagavAnanI vAta samajI jAya tevAo potAnAthI vimukha banI jaze evo bhaya satata satAve tethI zrotAnA Avarjana mATe prarUpaNA karanArAnI dezanA unmArgadazanA ja banavAnI. ApaNAthI vimukha bane to bhale, kAraNa ke ethI te bhagavAnanI sanmukha bane to sAruM ja che. paraMtu jeone potAno ja varga vadhAravo hoya tene A badhuM na game. Aje loko paNa AvAonI vAtamAM Ave che. 256 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ tenuM kAraNa e che ke teo sAcuM samajavA prayatna nathI karatA. sAcuM samajIne ArAdhavuM e juduM ane sAcuM mAnIne ArAdhI levuM e juduM. sAcuM mAnI levAthI sAcuM banI jatuM nathI. sonuM kharIdavA jAo to sAcuM mAnIne lo ke sAcuM pArakhIne ? * zarUAtamAM madhura lAge ane pariNAme kaTu hoya evuM vacana bolanArA ane sAMbhaLanArA ghaNA che. kAraNa ke pariNAma atyAre bhogavavAnA nathI ane vartamAnanI madhuratA gamI javAnI che. A rIte mAtra vartamAnane joIne cAlanArA pariNAme bhayaMkara evI paNa pravRttimAM majethI pravarte che. jyAre vartamAnamAM kaTu evuM paNa pariNAme hitakara bolanArA ane sAMbhaLanArA virala che. ApaNI pAse AvanArAne Avato karavAne badale, doSarahita karavo che. AvanAranA guNa gAvAnA badale tenA doSo batAvavA che. upAzrayamAM jato-Avato kare te upakArI nahi, mArge cAlatA kare te kharA upakArI. tame bhAgyazALI cho, puNyazALI cho, ATalo dharma karo cho .... vagere nathI kahevuM. tamane sukhano rAga naDe che, duHkhano dveSa naDe che, ajJAna-kadAgraha naDe che... AvuM kahe to samajavuM ke kaTu pathya bolanArA maLyA. Aje moTe bhAge sukhI jIvone rAga naDe ane duHkhI jIvone dveSa naDe tema ja dharmAtmAne moha naDe. "huM je karuM chuM te ja barAbara che'. Avo kadAgraha tenuM ja nAma moha-ajJAna. Aje sAdhusAdhvI banelAne paNa moha naDe che. temane cAritra nirmaLa joIe che, paNa nirmaLano artha nathI samajavo. glAsa okho joIe ane pANI gaMduM cAle evAne zuM kahevuM ? * AtmAne mAnanArA kyAreya zarIranA pUjArI na hoya. * azAtA vedanIyane bhogavIne pUruM karavAnuM sthAna tenuM nAma sAdhupaNuM. duHkha to ApaNA kapALe lakhAyeluM ja che. game teTalAM sukhanAM sAdhano vasAvo, eke ya kAma nathI lAgavAnAM. gRhasthapaNAmAM bhogavIe, sAdhupaNAmAM bhogavIe, narakagatimAM bhogavIe ke tiryaMcagatimAM... duHkha bhogavyA vinA nahi cAle. temAMthI sAdhupaNAmAM je duHkha bhogavI laIe to e duHkhano aMta AvI jaze. * rogIne apathya ja ruce. A nyAye bhavarogIne bhavanI bhayaMkaratAnI ke cAritranI ramaNIyatAnI vAta na ja game. ane saMsAranA sukhanI vAto ja gamavAnI. tevA vakhate bhagavAnanI AjJA samajAvIe, sukha choDavAnI ke duHkha veThavAnI vAta karIe to te pathyakArI hovA chatAM kaDavI ja lAgavAnI. AthI ja kahyuM che ke priya evuM apathyakArI bolanArA ghaNA che, apriya evuM pathya bolanArA vaktA ane zrotA durlabha che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 257
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________________ * prAraMbhamAM kaTu hovA chatAM pariNAme suMdara bolanArA vaktAnI paramopakAritAne jaNAvavA mATe trIsamI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke pramAdarUpI agnithI baLatA evA bhavarUpI gharamAM sUtelAne mohanidrAthI je uThADe te teno paramabaMdhu che. * A saMsAramAM anukULatA apAvanAra dharma tamane ne amane game che paraMtu paramapade pahoMcADanAra dharma tamane ne amane gamato nathI. AvA saMyogomAM mArgatattvane vistArathI samajAvavAnuM kAma A mahApuruSoe karIne ApaNI upara upakAra karyo che. jyAM sudhI vivekabuddhi na pragaTe tyAM sudhI mArga ane dharmano bheda samajavAnuM kAma saheluM nathI. dareka ThekANe pharavAthI dharma kadAca maLI jaze paNa mArga nahi maLe. bagIcAmAM pharavAthI ISTasthAne na pahoMcAya, mArga para cAlavAthI ISTa sthAne pahoMcAya. bagIco lIlochama hoya ane mArga ujjaDa hoya chatAM ISTa sthAne koNa pahoMcADe ? tevIsa prakAranA viSayo bhogavavAthI ISTa sthAne javAya ke bAvIsa pariSaha veThavAthI ISTa sthAne pahoMcAya ? zAMtithI gharamAM rahevA na de tenuM nAma sAdhu. sa. ghara ja game che, sukha ja game che, zuM karavuM ? mAMgIne meLavyuM che mATe choDavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. jyAM sudhI A cakra na tUTe tyAM sudhI rakhaDavAnuM cAlu ja rahevAnuM. sa. mAMgIne meLavavuM e khoTuM-ema ja ne ? mAMgIne meLavavuM khoTuM ane sAthe maLeluM rAkhavuM e ya khoTuM. je maLyuM te choDI ja devuM che, na ja chUTI zake to chevaTe temAMthI mana kADhI levuM che. saMsArarUpI gharamAM Aga lAgI che e vAta sAcI ? AThamanA divase saMsAra dAvAnalanI thoya bolavAnuM (caDhAvo laIne) game paNa saMsArane dAvAnala mAnavuM na game ne ? sAMbhaLavAnuM game che paNa mAnavAnuM na game ne ? sa. sAMbhaLaze e AcaratA thaze ne ? sAMbhaLeluM mAne e Acarato thAya, badhA nahi. sAMbhaLavAnuM kAma to abhavyanA AtmAo paNa kare, acaramAvartavartI jIvo paNa kare, bhavAbhinaMdI jIvo paNa kare; paNa teo mAnatA nathI. tethI temaNe sAMbhaLeluM, sAMbhaLeluM na kahevAya. AcaravA mATe sAMbhaLyuM hoya te ja sAMbhaLeluM kahevAya. jene roga kharAba lAge te DokTara pAse jAya ke DokTara pAse javAthI roga kharAba lAge ? jene duHkha ja TALavuM hoya tevA sAMbhaLavA Ave teno zo artha ? saMsAra TALavo hoya tenuM kAma ahIM che. 258 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. duHkha dohaga dUre TaLe re .... ema stavanamAM kahyuM che ne ? e duHkha kayuM che - e jANo cho ? karmabhanita sukha te duHkharUpa che. puNyanA udayathI maLeluM sukha e ja duHkharUpa hovAthI tene TALanArA bhagavAna che. stavanamAM ja kahyuM che ke 'karmajanita sukha te duHkharUpa, sukha te AtamajhAkha." pudgalanI jhAkha te sukha nathI. jemAM sAdhananI paNa jarUra na paDe, vibhAvanI paNa jarUra na paDe evuM AtmAnuM sukha che. pudgalanuM sukha duHkharUpa ja che. sa. to puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLeluM paNa duHkharUpa kahevAya ne ? temAM koI savAla ja nathI. jo puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLeluM ya hoya, choDavAnuM ja hoya to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upAdeya-meLavavAjevuM kaI rIte mAnavAnuM ? puNyAnubaMdhI puNya sAdhanAmAM ADuM Ave che. AthI ja to zAlibhadrajIe paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLeluM sukha choDI dIdhuM. * zrI DhaMDhaNaRSine para labdhithI maLeluM nahi vAparavAno niyama hato. tamAre eTalo niyama levo che ke - anItithI maLeluM peTamAM padharAvavuM nathI ane zarIra para oDhavuM nathI. puNya pAMsaruM hoya topaNa bhogavavAjevuM nathI. eTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. * je pramAdarUpI agnithI saMsAra baLI rahyo che te pramAda pAMca prakArano ane ATha prakArano che. pAMca prakArano prasAda to prasiddha che. madha, viSaya, kaSAya, vikathA ane nidrA. jyAre ATha prakAranA pramAdanuM varNana ahIM karyuM che. ajJAna, saMzaya, viparyaya (mithyAjJAna), rAga, dveSa, smRtinI avasthA, dharmamAM anAdara ane manavacanakAyAnuM dupraNidhAnaH A ATha pramAda che. na AvaDavuM te ajJAna nathI, chatI zaktie bhaNavuM nahi tenuM nAma ajJAna. mApatuSamunine AvaDatuM na hovA chatAM temane ajJAna nAmano pramAda na hato. saMzaya eTale dvidhAbharyuM valaNa. mithyAjJAna eTale jUThAne sAcuM mAnavuM, sAcAne jUThuM mAnavuM te. avidhi karavAthI mokSa na maLe evuM mAnavuM te samyajJAna. avidhi karavAthI mokSa na maLe evuM nahi, moDA maLe-evuM mAnavuM te mithyAzAna. rAga ane dveSa A be pramAda to ApaNA jigarajAna dosta che. kAyama mATe sAthe ne sAthe laIne pharIe. dAdanA (bhagavAnanA) darabAramAM paNa sAthe laIne ja jaIe ! enA kAraNe to A saMsAramAM ApaNI salAmatI che. saheja dIkSAno vicAra karIe ke tarata dveSa kaheze 'duHkha Avaze', rAga kaheze "A badhI lIlA chUTI jaze". smRtinuM anavasthAna dhaMdhAmAM na naDe. paisA ApyA ke na ApyA e bhUlIe ? jyAre ahIM dharmamAM be zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 259 .
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________________ logassa gaNyA ke eka : eno bhrama thAya, te smRti-anavasthA. dharmamAM anAdara dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI ema cAra prakAre che. dravyathI, keLAM vagere tuccha dravyathI phaLapUjA karavI; kSetrathI, dUrathI ja (bahArathI ja) bhagavAnanAM darzana karavAM; kALathI, bhagavAne kahelA samaye na jatAM navarA hoIe tyAre ke TAIma maLe tyAre darzana karavAM ane bhAvathI, mokSa pAmavAne badale saMsArasukhanI IcchAthI pUjA karavI te bhAvaanAdara. manavacanakAyAnuM dupraNidhAna eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAthI viparIta vicAravuM, bolavuM na karavuM. A ATha prakAranA pramAdane dUra karavAnuM mana thAya to samajavuM ke mArga pratye prIti jAgI. jema agni saMtApa karanAro che tema pramAda paNa santApane karanAro che. ajJAna, saMzaya, rAga, dveSa vagere saMtApa karanArA hovAthI agni jevA che. jema nidrA ApaNA caitanyane harI jAya che tema moha ApaNA vivekarUpa caitanyane harI jAya che mATe tene nidrAnI upamA ApI che. * tatvArthanI zraddhA e samyagdarzana che. ane samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra A traNanI ekAtmatA e mArga che. dharmathI sukha maLe evI zraddhA e samyagdarzana nathI. paraMtu dharmathI sukha chUTe e ja mArga che - evI zraddhA tenuM nAma samyagdarzana. * Aje ApaNI najara sukha tarapha che, te khaseDIne mokSa tarapha sthira karavI che. te ja rIte dharma uparathI mArga upara najara sthira karavI che. duHkha upara je najara (TALavA mATe) sthira che, te khaseDIne pApa upara sthira karavI che. * mArgamAM rahelo baLada tenA mAlikane te sUto hovA chatAM tene ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe che. mAlika jAgato hoya to unmArge jatAM baLadane kAbUmAM rAkhe che. baLadamAM paNa eTalI lAyakAta che ke AjJAmAM rahevuM ane mArgamAM cAlavuM. Aje baLada jeTalI paNa lAyakAta ApaNAmAM rahI nathI ne ? * gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne bhagavAna pratye rAga hato evuM sAMbhaLIne, "jo emanA jevAno rAga na jAya to ApaNo to kyAMthI jAya ?' evuM vicAravuM tenuM nAma unmArgagAmitA. enA badale evA vakhate jo evuM vicAryuM hota ke - "e mahApuruSanuM to rAganuM pAtra cokhyuM hatuM, pote cokhkhA hatA ane temanI pAse niSkAma bhAva hato. chatAM temano rAga kevaLajJAnane aTakAve to ApaNuM zuM thaze ? kAraNa ke ApaNAM pAtra paNa cokhkhAM nathI, ApaNe paNa cokhkhA nathI ane svArtha paNa paDelo che. Avo rAga to ApaNane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAro banaze.' to sanmArgagAmitA Avata. 260 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * samyagdarzana je TakyuM haze to zrI naMdISaNamuninI jema gayelA guNo paNa pAchA Avaze ane samyagdarzana jo gayuM to AvelA guNo paNa jatA raheze. zuddhaprarUpakanI upabRhaNA karatAM 31mI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke potAnA gADha cAritramohanIyakarmanA udayasvarUpa doSathI cAritramAM kAMIka sidAtA hovA chatAM paNa zuddha prarUpako potAnI e zuddhaprarUpaNAguNanA yoge bhAvapUrvaka - AdarapUrvaka pUjavAyogya che. jenI pAse cAritrarUpa sAdhana koIvAra zithila banI gayuM hoya topaNa prarUpaNA e paNa temane mATe eka prabaLa sAdhana che. sa. cAritra gayA pachI teno rAga kaI rIte Take ? paiso gayA pachI paNa paisAno rAga je rIte rahe che te rIte. patnI marI gayA pachI tenI pratyeno rAga kevo hoya ? sa. UlaTuM vadhAre yAda Ave. e ja rIte ahIM cAritra gayA pachI paNa cAritrano rAga samyakatvanA yoge vadhato jAya ane e rAga ja cAritrane pAchuM kheMcI lAve. cAritranA rAganA yoge ja, pote cAritramAM sidAtA hovA chatAM zuddha prarUpaNA karI zake che. sa. zuddha prarUpaNA na hoya tenA tapa-cAritra vagere guNanI anumodanA na karAya ? na karAya. karavI hoya to AvA cAritranI sAthe samyakatva paNa hota to A guNo lekhe lAgata-A rIte karavI. * bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM cAritra karatAM paNa prarUpaNAnI kiMmata vadhAre che. koInA cAritramAM zithilatA joIne moDhuM bagADavAnI jarUra nathI paraMtu koInI prarUpaNAmAM usUtrabhASitA joIne tyAMthI UbhA thaI javAnI jarUra che. * A rIte mArganI zuddhi jaNAvyA bAda vivekI jano zuM kare che - te 32 mI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke A rIte sanmArgadarzaka evI AgamasvarUpa daSTi vaDe sAmAnyathI ane vizeSathI mArga jeNe jANI lIdho che tevA bhavyajIvo zubhamArgane lAgelA hoya che, paraMtu jeo tattvAvalokI nathI tevA jIvonA gatAnugatika mArgasvarUpa gADariyApravAhamAM taNAtA nathI. gatAnugAmI eTale gayelAne ja je anusare, te. eka gayo eTale bIje gayo.... e rIte vicArazUnyapaNe cAlavuM te gatAnugatiktA. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * jagatanA jIvone vidvAna gaNe te mUrkha banyA vinA na rahe. bhaNelo mANasa marIne kyAM javAnuM che te na vicAre to te abhaNa che-ema samajavuM. maryA pachI kyAM javAnuM che te vicAre nahi te bhaNelo paNa ajJAnI che. * jemaNe tattvanI parIkSA karI nathI tevA loko, pravRtti che pradhAna jemane evA loko je mArge pravartelA hoya tevA mArge jAya che. tatvane pradhAna mAnanArA lokonA mArgane, aparIkSitatatva jIvo anusaratA nathI. jyAre vivekI jano tattvane ja anusare * have pharI ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "mahAjano yena gataH sa patthA' A nyAye lokapravRtti ja kalyANakArI che : evuM je mAne che tene zikSA ApavA mATe kahe che: 34mI gAthAthI. lokanyAyanuM ja anusaraNa karavuM joIe evo ekAnta nathI. je ziSTa jana hoya temanA ziSTatvanuM anusaraNa karavAnI vAta che. je lokapravRtti ja kalyANakArI hoya to AgamamAM evuM vacana na hota ke kalaha(vAkakalaha)ne karanArA, Damara(kAyAkalaha)ne karanArA, asamAdhine karanArA, anicchanIyane karanArA evA muMDa ghaNA che ane zramaNo alpa A bharatavAsamAM che. A rIte bahumuMDAdi jaNAvanArA vacananA kAraNe paramAtmAnI AjJA ja pramANa che, lokapravRtti nahi - e samajAya tevuM che. * jo bahujananI pravRtti ja pradhAna che evuM mAnavuM hoya to bIjI Apatti jaNAve che ke - ghaNA lokoe potAnI ruci mujaba je anuSThAna karyuM hoya te anuSThAna ja, koI paNa jAtanA ArAdhanAvirAdhanAnA vimaza-vicAra vinA jeo karavAne Icche che teoe zaivamuni ke jainonA AbhAsa rUpa jainamuni vagere lokono dharma mUkavo na joIe. kAraNa ke rAjA-amAtya vagere ghaNA lokonI pravRtti e dharmamAM hoya che. tethI e dharma choDAvo na joIe : A rIte gatAnugatika pakSa asaMgata ja che. * svaruciracita anuSThAna eTale zAstramAM jenuM vidhAna na maLatuM hoya tevI paNa pravRtti potAnI svArthasiddhi khAtara karavI te. bhaktAmarapUjana, saMtikaraMpUjana, padmAvatIpUjana, zramaNI-vaMdanAvalI vagere AjanI ghaNI pravRttio svaruciracita anuSThAnamAM samAya che. * tethI nakkI che ke je anuSThAna AjJAne anusaratuM hoya te ja budhajana vaDe, paMDitajana vaDe sevavAyogya che. A dharmanI vicAraNAmAM ke paralokanI ciMtAmAM ghaNA 262 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ lokonuM anusaraNa karavAno koI artha nathI. kAraNa ke A AjJAnusArI dharmanA arthI ghaNA nathI, alpa ja che. * A rIte aneka prakAre vidhimArganuM samarthana karavA chatAM paNa jeone emAM zaMkA paDe teonI buddhi mohathI ja nahi, mahAmohathI haNAyelI che. AvA lokonI zaMkA 36mI gAthAthI jaNAvI che. gAthA 36: duSamakALamAM vidhimArga durlabha che, jo vidhimArga ja karavAmAM Ave to tIrthanA ucchedano prasaMga Ave... A pramANe keTalAka loko kahe che te teono kugraha che. * bhaviSyamAM vidhimArganA ucchedanuM AlaMbana laIne jeo avidhimArgamAM pravRtti kare che teo to AjathI ja tIrthanA ucchedanuM kAma kare che. jeo vidhimArgamAM pravRtti kare che teonI to potAnI hayAtI hoya tyAM sudhI tIrthanI ArAdhanA cAlu rahetI hovAthI tIrthano nAza thato nathI. jeo vidhimArganI sthApanA kare che teono nAza thavA chatAM paNa vidhimArganI sthApanAnA kAraNe teone tIrthanA ucchedanuM pApa lAgatuM nathI. jyAre jeo "avidhipUrvaka paNa dharma karI zakAya, dharma to ekAne kalyANakArI che A pramANe kahIne avidhi calAvI le che teono nAza na thavA chatAM teo tIrthanA ucchedanuM pApa bAMdhe che. eka paNa vidhimArgano ArAdhaka haze tyAM sudhI tIrtha jayavaMtuM * pApa vagara paisA maLatA nathI' ema bolavuM e unmArgadazanA che. "anItino paiso kharAbamArge jAya enA badale sArA mArge jAya e sAruM e paNa eka jAtanI unmArgadazanA che. kharAba vastu sArA sthAne na nakhAya. anItino paiso dharmamArge vAparavo e vadhu khataranAka che. dharmamArge kharaco tyAre tame dharma karyo che ema mAno, loko tamArI anumodanA kare to e pApanI anumodanA kare che - ema kahevuM paDe tema ja bhaviSyamAM mane paisA maLaze to huM paNa AvuM karIza-A pramANe bIjA jIvone mana thAya mATe dharmamArge anItinA paisA kharacavA vadhu khataranAka che. ajJAnathI anIti karIne meLavyA hoya to sauthI pahelAM jenA jenA paisA hoya tene pAchA ApI devA. e jo zakya na hoya to eka vAra dharmamArge kharacavA, paNa bIjI vAra anIti nahIM karuM evI bhAvanApUrvaka kharacavA. A rIte nahIM kharaco to tame pote to pApa bAMdho ane tamArI anumodanAthI bIjA paNa pApa bAMdhe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 263
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________________ * keTalAka lokone vidhimArganI sthApanAnA kAraNe tIrthanA ucchedanA Dara rUpa je kugraha che te kugraha kyA kAraNasara kugraha che te 37mI gAthAthI jaNAve che. gAthA 37 : je kAraNathI chasthone mokSamArganI zraddhA mATe AgamapramANane choDIne bIjuM eka pramANa nathI tethI AgamapramANamAM ja prayatna karavo joIe. AnA uparathI nakkI thAya che ke jeo Agama mujaba prayatna na karatAM viparIta rIte athavA to potAnI IcchA mujaba prayatna kare che teo kugrahavALA che. * rUpanuM jJAna karavuM hoya to cakSu IndriyathI thaI zake, rasanuM jJAna karavuM hoya to rasanendriyathI thAya, gaMdhanuM jJAna karavuM hoya to dhrANendriyathI thAya, sparzanuM jJAna karavuM hoya to sparzanendriyathI thAya tema ja zabdanuM jJAna karavuM hoya to zravaNendriyathI thAya jyAre saMsAramAM evuM eka paNa sAdhana nathI ke jenAthI mokSanuM jJAna thAya. te te Indriyano upayoga mUkIne te te viSayanuM jJAna thAya parantu mokSanuM jJAna na thAya. tema ja saMsAramAM evuM eka paNa liMga nathI ke jenA kAraNe mokSanuM anumAna thAya. vani dekhAto na hovA chatAM dhumADArUpa liMgathI vaninuM anumAna karI zakAya che jyAre ahIM mokSanuM eka paNa liMga nathI dekhAtuM tethI mokSanuM anumAna paNa zakya nathI banatuM. saMsAramAM badhI karmasahita avasthA che, e karmarahita avasthAne kaI rIte jaNAve ? mATe chadbhastha jIvone mokSanI zraddhA karavI hoya to AgamapramANa ja kAma lAge evuM che. pratyakSa ke anumAna pramANa nahIM. mokSano ekAda aMza saMsAramAM hota to tene daSTAnta banAvIne mokSanI siddhi karI zakAta. saMsAramAM jeTalAM jeTalAM udAharaNo maLaze e badhAM pudgalanAM ja maLaze. pudgala vagaranuM eka paNa udAharaNa nahIM maLe. saMsAra pudgala upara cAle che ane mokSa pudagala vagarano che tethI bannene sarakhAvI zakAya evuM che ja nahIM. mATe karmarahita avasthA rUpa mokSa joIto hoya to Apta puruSanA vacana rUpa Agamane pramANabhUta mAnIne vidhi mujaba ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thavuM paDaze. * prakArAntarathI sanmArga ane kumArganuM nirUpaNa 38mI gAthAthI kare che. gAthA 38 : gRhasthaliMgI, kuliMgI ane dravyaliMgI : A traNa saMsAranA mArga che ane suyati, suzrAvaka ane saMvignapAkSika : A traNa mokSamArga che. ahIM mArganuM nirUpaNa ne mArgavAnanuM nirUpaNa AdhAra - AdheyabhAvanA abhedane laIne karyuM che. pANI lAvo kIdhA pachI pANIvALo ghaDo laI jAo te pANI ane pANInA ghaDAne eka mAnIne ja ne ? tema ahIM samajI levuM. 264 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * gRhasthaliMgIne je bhavanA mArga tarIke kahyA che te gharanI ja ciMtA karanArA evA gRhasthaliMgI samajavA, gharamAM rahe athavA to gharanuM dhyAna rAkhe evA gRhasthaliMgI nathI kahyA. gharanI ja ciMtA kare, potAnA AtmAnI ciMtA na kare tevA gRhastho bhavanA mArga kahyA che. karmanA yoge gharamAM rahevA chatAM AtmAnI ciMtA kare to te bhavanA mArga tarIke na gaNavA. kuliMgI eTale saMnyAsI, bAvA vagere ane dravyaliMgI eTale abhavya vagere. * ADatrIsamI gAthAmAM dravyaliMgIne je saMsAranA mArga tarIke kahyA temAM ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke - bhagavAnano veSa jeoe paheryo che teone suMdara koTinA sAdhu gaNavA joIe, enA badale temane saMsArano mArga kahIne temane mArgamAM na gaNyA AvuM zA mATe karyuM ? Aje tamane ane amane paNa A zaMkA to che ne ? A zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa sAraso varasa pahelAM graMthakAre karyuM che. jeonI pAse samyajJAna nathI, samyagdarzana nathI ane samyakjhAritra nathI teo pote taratA nathI, bIjAne tArI zaktA nathI, mAtra veSa dhAraNa kare che, tethI teone saMsAranA mArga tarIke kahyA che. mATe jeNe sAdhupaNAnAM kapaDAM paheryA che te pUjAne pAtra che AvuM na bolAya. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba dharma karavo haze to gurune oLakhavA paDaze. sa. samyajJAnAdi na hoya paNa pariNAma sArA hoya to ? samyajJAnAdivALAnA pariNAma sArA ja hoya. paNa mAtra jJAnAdi dekhAtA hoya enA pariNAma sArA kaI rIte mAnavA ? pariNAma sArA bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba cAlatA hoya-tenA hoya. viratine grahaNa karyA pachI avirati seve enA pariNAma sArA na hoya ne ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke - sAdhupaNAmAM pApanI zarUAta manathI thAya pachI vacana ane kAyAthI thAya. gRhasthapaNAmAM pahelAM kAyAthI thAya pachI vacana ane manathI thAya. kAraNa ke gRhastho pahelethI aviratimAM beThA che ane sAdhubhagavanto pahelethI viratimAM beThA che. sAdhubhagavanto mATe jANe, Adare ane pALe A bhAMgo che. have je teo pApa kare to manathI ja tenI zarUAta thaI che - ema mAnavuM paDe ne ? * aviratinuM sukha game ene viratinuM sukha na game. viratinuM sukha game ene aviratinuM sukha na game. viratinuM sukha meLavavuM hoya to manane majabUta banAvavuM paDaze. raste cAlatI vakhate kAdava Avyo hoya ane cakkara AvatA hoya to kAdavamAM besI jAo ke mana majabUta karIne Teko laIne UbhA raho ? jyAre pratikramaNa karatI vakhate saheja cakkara Ave to beThAM beThAM pratikramaNa thAya ne ? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 265
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________________ gharanA loko anukULatA Ape che - evo adhyavasAya paDelo hovAthI gharanA lokonI IcchA mujaba jIvavA mATe mana mArIne jIvatAM AvaDe paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvavA mATe mana mArIne jIvatAM AvaDatuM nathI ! * rAjAnAM kapaDAM paheravAmAtrathI rAjA nathI banAtuM tema sAdhupaNAnAM kapaDAM paheravAmAtrathI trAtA nathI banAtuM. - * suyatinI vyAkhyA karatAM kahyuM che ke - pratilekhanAdi sAmAcArI mATe je udyama kare tene suti kahevAya. Aje amArA tyAM kharAbamAM kharAba kAma pratilekhanAnuM thAya. amArAM lakSaNonI graMthakArane khabara hovAthI ja emaNe AvI vyAkhyA karI lAge che. sAdhubhagavantonA vizeSaNa tarIke 'pamajjaNAsIlo' Ave paNa svAdhyAyapremI - A na Ave. sAmAcArIno bhaMga karIne svAdhyAya na thAya. 'rakhe ne mArA hAthe koI virAdhanA na thAya' AvA prakArano adhyavasAya pratilekhanAmAM samAyelo hoya. * potAnA AcArane bAju para mUke e mArga na pravartAvI zake. je kAma je kALe vihita karyuM hoya emAMthI bAdabAkI karavAnuM kAma sAdhubhagavanto na kare. kriyApAtra na hoya mAtra jJAnI hoya e suyati nathI. svAdhyAyanA kAraNe pratilekhanA vagerenI pravRttimAM bAMdhachoDa karatA hoya to teo mArgarUpe gaNAtA nathI, arthAt teo unmArgagAmI che ema ja kahevAnuM tAtparya che. - * bIjA naMbaramAM suzrAvakane mArgarUpe gaNyA che. suzrAvakanI vyAkhyA karatAM kahyuM che ke - jeone mArganuM jJAna pUrepUruM hoya ane mArga pratye avicala zraddhA hoya teone suzrAvaka kahevAya che. bIjI rIte vyAkhyA karI che ke - jeo nitya susAdhuo pAse jaIne sAdhunI sAmAcArI sAMbhaLe te suzrAvaka. Aje sAMbhaLavAnuM kAma kaparuM thaI paDayuM che. bIjA anuSThAnano bhoga Apavo paDe to Apavo paNa jinavANI sAMbhaLyA vagara na rahevuM. jeTalo lAbha gurubhagavantanA mukhe sAMbhaLavAmAM che eTalo lAbha jAte vAMcavAmAM nathI. gurubhagavanta pAse jyAM bhAra ApavAno hoya tyAM bhAra ApavAnI zati paDelI che, sAmA mANasanA haiyAne vIMdhavAnI zakti paDelI che, paramArtha sudhI pahoMcavAnI zati paDelI che. sa. sAMbhaLyA pachI AcaraNamAM na Ave to ? AcaraNamAM bhale na Ave paNa samajamAM Ave ne ? mAbApa jIvatAM hoya tyAM sudhI mAbApanI kiMmata na samajAya paNa marI gayA pachI samajAya ne ? tema kyAreka to zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 266
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________________ kAma lAgaze ne ? pAmavA mATe sAMbhaLavuM che - evo adhyavasAya haze to cokkasa kAma lAgaze. kevaLa sAMbhaLavA mATe sAMbhaLyuM haze to kAma nahIM lAge. paisA maLyA pachI amArI pAse na Ave paNa paisA gayA pachI Ave tyAre kahe ke - zAstrakAro lakSmIne caMcaLa kahe che te sAcuM che. jyAre duHkhathI vyApta bane, mana caMcaLa bane, ArtadhyAnamAM paDyA hoya tyAre AvA prakAranAM vacano asara karI jAya. sAMbhaLIne karavuM na hoya to sAMbhaLavAnuM zuM kAma che - AvuM bolavuM nahIM. Aje tame paisA kamAo cho te Aje kAma lAge mATe ke bhaviSyamAM kAma lAge mATe ? tevI rIte sAMbhaLeluM kAma lAgaze ja - ema samajIne sAMbhaLavA taiyAra thaI javuM. * dharma karavA mATe dharmasthAnamAM nathI AvavAnuM, AjJA pALavA mATe dharmasthAnamAM AvavAnuM che. AjJA pALavAnuM mana hoya ene gRhasthapaNuM bhUMDuM lAgyA vagara na rahe. sAdhupaNuM levAnuM mana haze to sAdhupaNuM levAI jaze paNa pALavAnuM mana nahIM hoya to paLAze nahIM. dIkSA letI vakhatano utsAha levA pUrato ja hoya. pALavAno utsAha hoya to jiMdagI sudhI Take. pApathI bacavA dIkSA lIdhI hoya eno ullAsa jiMdagI sudhI jAya nahIM. eno uparathI divase divase AnaMda vadhato jAya. Aje ATalAM pApathI chUTyA, kAle ATalAM pApathI chUTyA... evo adhyavasAya majabUta banato jAya. koI bhUla batAve to AnaMda thAya. dIkSA lIdhA pachI bhUla batAvanArA game to samajavuM ke - AjJA pALavA mATe AvyA chIe. bhUla batAvanArA na game to samajavuM ke - mAtra dharma karavA mATe AvyA chIe. * aSTaprakArI pUjA kare, AMgI kare paNa jinavANInuM zravaNa na kare to samajavuM ke suzrAvakanuM lakSaNa haju AvyuM nathI. dharma karavAno IrAdo hoya e anuSThAna kare, AjJA pALavAno IrAdo hoya e jinavANIzravaNa kare. AjJAno rasa jinavANIzravaNamAMthI pedA thaze, anuSThAnamAMthI nahIM. * duHkhanI arati karmabaMdha karAve enA karatAM kaMIkaguNo karmabaMdha sukhanI rati karAve che. sukhanI rati TALavA mATe tamAruM mana kabUla kare to ja TaLI zake. enA mATe ame brahmadattAdinAM daSTAnta ApIe topaNa teo kaheze ke - "emaNe mAMgIne meLaveluM mATe emanI evI hAlata thaI.duHkhanI arati thAya ene meghakumArAdinAM daSTAnta ApIe to teonuM ThekANuM jhaTa paDI jAya. mATe duHkhanI arati karatAM sukhanI rati kharAba. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * rasoI karatI vakhate bIjI badhI taiyArI pUrepUrI karI hoya paNa anAja sApha na karyuM hoya to kareluM badhuM dhULadhANI thAya tema bIjAM badhAM anuSThAna karyA hoya paNa AjJA na pALI hoya to badhAM anuSThAna niSphaLa javAnAM. mATe anuSThAnamAM AjJAno rasa bheLavI daIe to anuSThAna saphaLa banyA vagara na rahe. * trIjo saMvipAkSikono mArga batAvyo che. saMvignapAkSika eTale saMvignano pakSa lenArA, mokSanI AkAMkSAvALA. sAmAnya IcchA te IcchA ane tAlAvelIpUrvakanI IcchA te AkAMkSA. mokSa mATe taraphaDiyAM mAre te saMvigna ane sAdhupaNA mATe taraphaDiyAM mAre te suzrAvaka. koInA kevaLajJAnanA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe huM rahI gayo' evuM duHkha sAdhune thAya ane koInA dIkSAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe huM rahI gayo' evuM duHkha zrAvakane thAya. * saMvignapAkSikono trIjo mArga sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ziSyane zaMkA thaI ke - pahelAM dravyastava ane bhAvastava rUpa be prakArano mArga batAvyo. temAM dravyastavamAM zrAvakone samAvyA ane bhAvastavamAM sAdhune samAvyA. to pahelAMnI vAtamAM ane atyAranI vAtamAM virodha kaI rIte nathI Avato ?' zaMkA karatAM paNa AvaDavuM joIe. ziSya virodha kaI rIte nathI Avato ema pUchyuM. ApaNe hota to kaheta ke "tame pahelAM benI vAta karI ane atyAre traNanI vAta karo cho. tamAruM ThekANuM nathI, tamArI vAtamAM virodha Ave che." ziSyanI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa kare che ke - saMvignapAkSikono mArga atyanta alpa hovAthI temanI virakSA karyA vinA be prakArano mArga batAvyo ane atyAre traNa prakAre saMsAranA mArga batAvelA hovAthI tenA pratipaMtha tarIke mokSanA traNa mArga batAvavA temanI vivakSA karI che. vartamAnamAM saMvignapAkSikano adhikAra koIne ApavAmAM Avato nathI. pahelAMnA kALamAM mAyA vagaranA hatA mATe emano mArga vidyamAna hato, vartamAnamAM mAyA atizaya hovAthI e adhikAra ApavAmAM Avyo nathI. * saMvignapAkSikonA AcAranuM varNana kare che - sAdhupaNuM paLAtuM nathI, paraMtu sAdhupaNA pratye eTalo badho prema che ke tethI sAdhupaNAno veSa choDavAnuM mana bilakula nathI. ahIM pahelI zarata sAdhupaNuM paLAtuM na hoya enI che. pALavuM na hoya evAnI vAta nathI. potAno AcAra kharAba che, pariNAma kharAba che, evI niMdA karIne loko pAsethI vaMdana na le, pote dIkSA mATe taiyAra karela mumukSune susAdhuo pAse mokale. tridaMDIveSano svIkAra karyA pachI marIcie jevI rIte karyuM tevI rIte bIjA pAse mokale. 268 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ ja * suyati, suzrAvaka ane saMvignapAkSikane ja mArga kema kahyo che, kuliMgI vagerene kema nahi-tenuM kAraNa 39 mI gAthAthI jaNAve che. gAthA 39: samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakcAritra : A mokSano mArga jinezvarabhagavantoe upadezelo che. tenAthI viparIta mithyAtva, ajJAna ane avirati svarUpa unmArga buddhimAnoe jANavo. * Aje ApaNe je ArAdhIe chIe tene ApaNe cAritra mAnIe chIe. je ApaNe jANIe tene ApaNe jJAna mAnIe chIe ane ApaNI zraddhAne ApaNe darzana mAnIe chIe. A vyAkhyAo khoTI che. e samajAvavA mATe samyagdarzanAdinI vyAkhyA ahIM karI che. AvA jJAnAdi suyati vageremAM hovAthI temane mArgarUpe kahyA che. kuliMgI vageremAM AvA jJAnAdi na hovAthI temane mArgarUpa nathI mAnatA. A jJAnAdinuM svarUpa ahIM 40mI gAthAthI jaNAve che. gAthA 40: vastugata arthAt vastune anurUpa yathArtha evo bodha te samyajJAna, zrI jinezvarabhagavante kahelA tattvane viSe ruci-abhilASA rAkhavI te samyagdarzana ane e tattvane viSe vidhi ane pratiSedhane anusaratuM je anuSThAna te samyakcAritra. * Aje ApaNe zarIra ane AtmAne eka mAnIe ke judA ? AtmA nAmanuM tattva ApaNe mAnIe chIe kharA ? ApaNo dharma Aje zarIra sudhI ja pahoMce evo che, AtmA sudhI pahoMce evo nathI. vartamAnamAM ApaNe, 'AtmA che ane AtmA nathI' evA prakArano syAdvAda mAnIne dharma karavAnI zarUAta karI che ne ? AtmA che ema mAnIne puNya bAMdhavAnI ane sukha bhogavavAnI taiyArI che ane AtmA nathI ane tethI pApanuM phaLa maLavAnuM nathI ema mAnIne pApa karatA jaIe chIe. dharmathI . sukha maLe evuM jJAna e jJAna nathI. vastutattvane vasturUpe svIkAre tenuM nAma jJAna. viSayone viSajevA mAne to samajavuM ke samyajJAna che. viSayone zubha ke azubha nathI mAnavA. ke zubhAzubha bheda te te prakAranI karmaprakRtinA yoge hoya paNa te vastunuM svarUpa nathI. viSayone zubha mAnIne grahaNa karavA ane azubha mAnIne TALavA enA karatAM to viSayone viSajevA mAnI tenAthI dUra rahevuM sAruM. viSayone viSajevA mAne to ja aviratinA pApathI bacAya. vastune jaNyA pachI temAM je 'A zubha che, A azubha che; A anukULa che, A pratikULa che; A sAruM che, A kharAba che'... AvA vikalpo karavA te vastutattvano bodha nathI. agni bALe che, viSa mAre che ane zastra chede che zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 269
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________________ A jJAna jevuM che evuM jJAna viSayo viSajevA che - e viSayamAM hoya to samajavuM ke samyam jJAna AvyuM. zarIrane ApaNe je rIte sAcavIe chIe, AgaLa vadhIne kapaDAne je rIte sAcavIe chIe te rIte AtmAne nathI ja sAcavatA. zarIra-kapaDA jeTalI AtmAnI ciMtA nathI. A ja ApaNI ajJAnadazAne sUcave che. AtmAne mAnanAranI javAbadArI ghaNI che. zarIra mAdhyama che enI nA nahi, paNa mAdhyamane sAcavavAnuM ke sAdhyane ? jhADuM e mAdhyama kharuM paNa jhADuM sAcavavAnuM ke ghara sAcavavAnuM ? sAdhana paNa sAdhananI rIte sAcavavAnuM hoya. jenA mATe sAcavIe eno ja nAza thAya-e cAle kharuM ? Aje ApaNe dharma azarIrI thavA mATe karIe chIe ke suzarIrI thavA ? zarIra sAruM rAkhavA dharma nathI, azarIrI thavA mATe dharma che. zarIra karatAM AtmAne judo mAnavo tenuM nAma vastusvarUpano bodha. zrI vItarAgastotramAM paNa jaNAvyuM che ke prapannI vastutatu sat vastune vasturUpe jeo svIkAre teo ja he bhagavan! ApanA zAsanane pAmelA che. vastunA svabhAvane jANavo te samyam jJAna, vastunA vibhAvane jANavo te samyam jJAna nahi. Aje ApaNe game tevA paMDita paNa hoIe, bIjAne samajAvatA paNa hoIe chatAM samyajJAnI nathI, ajJAnI ja chIe. kAraNa ke viSayone viSarUpe jANatA nathI. viSayone viSa ke agnitulya mAne te tene grahaNa karavA prayatna kare kharA ? agninI sAthe kAma levuM paDe toya sAvacetIpUrvaka kAma le ne ? viSayono svabhAva je jANe te viSayamAM rAgI na bane. viSayo kSaNika che, nAza pAmavAnA svabhAvavALA che, pApa karAve evA che... ItyAdi vicAravuM te svabhAvanuM jJAna. jyAre sArAnarasApaNuM e to viSayano vibhAga che. saMzaya, viparyaya ane anadhyavasAyathI rahita evo je vastune anurUpa vastuno bodha tene samyajJAna kahevAya che. jyAre samyagdarzana e jinezvarabhagavate kahelAM tattvone viSe abhilASA svarUpa jaNAvyuM che. mAtra IcchA te ruci nahi, abhilASA e rucisvarUpa che. abhilASA eTale utkaTa koTinI IcchA. enA vinA cena na paDe, na maLe to AMkhamAM AMsu Ave. mAthuM pachADavAnuM mana thAya tenuM nAma abhilASA. Azrava TALavAno, baMdhane rokavAno ane akarmA banavAno Avo abhilASa jAge nahi to samyagdarzana kyAMthI Ave ? aviratine TALavAno ane viratine pAmavAno abhilASa jAge tyAre samyagdarzane Ave. aviratine sAcavavAnuM mana hoya to samyatva na Ave. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLeluM paNa sukha joItuM nathI. Aje puNyAnubaMdhI puNya naDatuM nathI - ema samajAve che. paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udaya vakhate cAritramohanIyano udaya hoya che. cAritramohanIyanA udayamAM e puNya bhogavAya che ane e cAritramohanIyano udaya cAritra mATe naDatararUpa che. e 270 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ vastu samajAvatA nathI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kharAba nathI karatuM eTaluM ja. paNa te sAruM kare che evuM nathI. je cAritrane roke te sAruM kyAMthI kahevAya ? AveluM samyaktva paNa cAlyuM jAya che to puNyano anubaMdha kAyama mATe kyAMthI TakavAno? * bhagavAne je tattvo batAvyAM che te tattvonI ruci che ke nahi ? che, to kevI che ? ApaNA paisA koInI pAse hoya te kaDhAvavAnI IcchA ane prayatna jevo hoya che tevI IcchA ane prayatna jo cAritra mATe hoya to samajavuM ke samyagdarzana maLyuM. * vidhi ane pratiSedhane anusaratuM je anuSThAna tene samyakcAritra kahevAya che. have e anuSThAna suyati ane suzrAvakanA viSayamAM kevuM hoya che te 41, 42 mI gAthAthI jaNAve cheH jIvano vadha na karavo, alIkavacana na bolavuM, haraNa (corI) na karavuM, kaMdarpa arthAt maithuna na sevavuM, parigraha na rAkhavoH A mArga svarga-apavargano che. jyAre zrAvakane ucita anuSThAna jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke jinezvarabhagavantanI pUjA, bAra vratamAM rati eTale ke vratanA viSayanA vibhAganI vicAraNApUrvaka anuSThAnanI suzIlatA rAkhavI, sAmAyika-pauSadhavratane viSe yatna karavo (bAravratamAM Ano samAveza thayelo hovA chatAM paNa sAvadyavyApArathI rahita evuM A anuSThAna mokSanuM pradhAna kAraNa che te jaNAvavA mATe tenuM pharI juduM nirUpaNa karyuM che.), supAtrane viSe arthAr samyajJAnadarzanacAritranA AdhArabhUta evA susAdhune viSe dAna devuM arthAr pUjyabuddhithI anugrahabuddhithI ApavuM, sutIrtha pAse zravaNa karavuM ane susAdhunI sevA karavI e zivalokano mArga che. * supAtradAnathI e jaNAvyuM che ke kupAtramAM dAna devAthI koI nirjarA nathI thatI paraMtu pApabaMdha thAya che (A pramANe prajJaptisUtramAM kahyuM che). ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke jo kupAtrane dAna na devAnuM hoya to dInAdine paNa dAna na apAya - evuM mAnavuM paDaze ane arihaMtaparamAtmAe paNa saMvatsarIdAna pAtrApAtranI vicAraNA karyA vinA ApyuM hatuM... tenA nirAkaraNamAM jaNAve che ke - e rIte dAna ApyuM hatuM e vAta sAcI che paraMtu A vidhi to guNanI buddhithI je dAna apAya che tena AzrayIne kahyo che. kRpAdAna arthAd anukaMpAdAnano to bhagavAne kayAMya niSedha nathI karyo. * sukhe karIne bhavodadhi jenAthI tarAya tene sutIrtha kahevAya che. je samyajJAnakriyAthI saMpanna hoya tevA sAdhubhagavanta tIrthasvarUpa che. A pramANe sutIrtha pAse ja zravaNano upadeza ApavA dvArA je kriyAvikala hoya tenI pAse dharmanuM zravaNa na karavuM tevuM jaNAvyuM che. kAraNa ke - 'cAritrathI rahita evo zrutavAna paNa sajjano zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 201
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________________ vaDe sevAto nathI, jema kulIna jano nirmaLa jaLathI paripUrNa evA paNa cAMDALanA kUvAne sevatA nathI. * susAdhunI sevA kahevA dvArA asAdhunA saMsargano niSedha jaNAvyo che. AMbAnA ane lImaDAnA jhADanA mULa bhegA thAya to e saMsargathI AMbo ja lImaDArUpe pariName che. tevI rIte sArA jano kharAbano saMga kare to temanI sajjanatAnI asara kharAba para nathI paDatI paNa durjananA yoge sajjananI sajjanatA nAza pAme che. * A rIte aneka prakAre zAstramAM sanmArganuM pratipAdana kareluM hovA chatAM jeonuM citta rAgAdithI haNAyeluM che - tevA ghaNA jIvo unmArgagAmI ja che e joIne khedapUrvaka rAgAdinI bhayaMkaratA jaNAve che: rAga sarpa jevo che, dveSa agni jevo che. jema sarpanuM jhera maraNanuM kAraNa bane che tevI rIte rAga mAraka che ane agni je rIte saMtApane karanAro che te rIte dveSa saMtApane karanAro che mATe evI upamA ApI che. Aje sukha pratye, sukhanAM sAdhano pratye, sukha ApanArI vyakti pratye rAga hovAthI ja sanmArganI dezanA sAMbhaLavI gamatI nathI. unmArganI prIti ane sanmArga pratyeno dveSa ApaNane mArgathI dUra rAkhe che. moha to moTA bhAge anyadarzanamAM janmelAone naDe che. jaina darzanamAM janmelAne moha-ajJAna naDe evuM kahI zakAya ema nathI. kAraNa ke janamathI ja sAdhu kone kahevAya, deva kone kahevAya, dharma kone kahevAya enuM jJAna A kuLamAM kudaratI ja apAya che. AthI jainakuLamAM moTA bhAge jJAna hovA chatAM unmArganI prIti ane sanmArgano dveSa ja unmArgagAmI banAve che. je unmArga pratyeno rAga ghaTI jAya ane sanmArga pratyeno dveSa nIkaLI jAya to mArgastha banI rahIe. - + araNikamuni patana pAmyA pachI paNa jyAre mAtAne gAMDIghelI thaIne rakhaDatI joI tyAre jharUkhAmAMthI nIce UtaryA, manamAM atyaMta lajjA pAmyA, mAnA pagamAM paDyA ane mAne kahyuM ke cAritrapaMtha atiAkaro che ane huM atikAyara chuM. Ama chatAM mAtAe kahyuM ke cAritramArga bhale Akaro che paNa te mokSano mArga che, enAthI tuM cUkee na cAle. kevI mAtA maLI hatI ? mArga Akaro che ke mArga sAro che ? ArAdhakone bhale mArga Akaro lAge chatAM prarUpako e ja vastu spaSTapaNe samajAve ke Akaro paNa mArga aMte sAro che. mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne araNikamunie kahyuM ke - dIkSA lauM topaNa lAMbA kALa sudhI pALI nahi zakuM, anazana karI lauM. topaNa mAtAe anazana karavAnI anujJA ApI. je putranA viyoganA kAraNe mAtA unmatta banI hatI te mAtA 272 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mArgagAmI banAvavA mATe putrane anazana karavAnI rajA Ape che paNa unmArgagAmI banavA nathI detI ! A bhagavAnanuM zAsana che. * avirati haju bhUMDI lAge paNa mithyAtva kharAba nathI lAgatuM. aviratine pAparUpa mAnIne avirati choDavA taiyAra thaI jaIe paNa sAdhu thayA pachI paNa mithyAtva TALavAnI taiyArI nathI-A prabhAva mohano che. mahAbuddhizALI mANaso paNa kudarzanano graha, mithyA abhiniveza, vitathaprarUpaNA, vitatha anuSThAna vagere svarUpa je kumArganI pravRtti tene Acare che te khedanI vAta che ke - mohano ja A ekamAtra vilAsa che. * AnA uparathI e spaSTa thAya che ke jemanuM citta rAga, dveSa ane mohathI haNAyeluM che teo tatvanI dezanA ApavA mATe ayogya che. jeo A pramANe mohavAsita che teo zuM kare che te 44mI gAthAthI jaNAve che: ajJAnathI aMdha banelA, mithyAtvathI moha pAmelA ane kugrahanA ugra grahathI grathita thayelAo aMdha hovAthI mArgane jotA nathI, mUDha-bhramita hovAthI mArganI zraddhA karatA nathI ane kugrahathI grasita hovAthI ucita mArgamAM ceSTA-anuSThAna karatA nathI. Aje to amArAM sAdhusAdhvI paNa bolatAM thaI gayAM ke ApaNe to ArAdhanAthI kAma! ApaNe ArAdhanAthI kAma ke AjJAthI kAma ? ArAdhanA mahAna ke mArca mahAna ? mArgano prema thAya ke ArAdhanAno prema thAya ? sa. bannemAM pharaka zuM ? ArAdhanAno prema eTale anuSThAnano prema ane mArgano prema eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAno prema. ApaNe ArAdhanA karavA nathI nIkaLyA, mArge cAlavA mATe nIkaLyA chIe. mAtra ArAdhanA mokSe na pahoMcADe, mArgagamana moze pahoMcADe. nAma mATe dAna ApavuM temAM ArAdhanAno prema hovA chatAM AjJAno prema nathI. nAma vinA dAna ApavuM tenuM nAma AjJAno prema. madhyAhna pUjA karavI e AjJAno prema ane game tyAre pUjA karavI te ArAdhanAno prema. mAtra kAyAthI dharma karavo e ArAdhanAno prema ane manathI dharma karavo te AjJAno prema. ghara bhUlIne dharma karavo te AjJAno prema. ghara yAda rAkhIne dharma karavo te mAtra ArAdhanAno prema che. * A rIte samyajJAnAdisvarUpa mokSamArga jeNe sArI rIte jANI lIdho che ane atyanta duHkhe karIne jItI zakAya evA rAgAdi doSanI jALathI udvega pAmelo hovAthI je samullasitavIryavALo che tevo koI jIva bhAvamArgane ja svIkAre che ane je tevA zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 273
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________________ prakAranI zakti dharAvato nathI te sarvaviratinI lAlasAthI yukta banIne dravyastavane svIkAranAro bane che. A sarvaviratinI lAlasA kevA prakAranI hoya che te 45mI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke "A rAgAdinI pariNati herAna kare che, jyAre te suMdara divasa Avaze, te suMdara tithi Avaze ane te suMdara nakSatra Avaze ke jemAM sugarane parataMtra thayelo evo huM cAritranA bhAranI dhurAne vahana karanAro banIza ?'... AvA prakAranI bhAvanAthI bhAvita thayelo evo zrAvaka dravyastavane svIkAre to ja teno te dravyastava mArgarUpa manAya che. zrAvakane dIkSA vinAno divasa vAMjhiyo lAge. game teTalo sAro divasa Ave, sArI tithi hoya ke sAruM nakSatra hoya paNa ApaNe jo cAritra vagaranA rahyA hoIe to te ApaNA mATe nakAmuM che. AvI bhAvanAmAM satata ramanAro zrAvaka hoya. tenI sAthe evI paNa bhAvanA bhAve ke dIkSA lIdhA pachI chaTha, aThThama vagere tapane karavA chatAM gurunA vacanane huM karIza nahi arthA AdarIza nahi to huM anaMtasaMsArI thaIza'... AvI bhAvanA paNa bhAve. zrAvaka jo AvI bhAvanAmAM rahe, to sAdhubhagavanta kevA pariNAmamAM ramanArA hoya ? gurunuM vacana na mAne te anaMtasaMsArI thAya-AvuM sAMbhaLatAM haiyAne coTa lAge ne ?... Aje to sAdhusAdhvIe niyama laI levAnI jarUra che ke gurubhagavanta nA pADe to nathI bolavuM, cUpa thaI javuM che. game teTalo Aveza hoya paNa gurunA vacananI uparavaTa nathI ja thavuM. ATalI paNa taiyArI na hoya tevA sAdhupaNuM zuM ArAdhavAnA ? ApaNI bhavitavyatA kharAba che ema mAnIne nAsIpAsa thavAnI jarUra nathI. kharAba vicAra bhale AvatA, tenA kAraNe ekAda vAra baMdha kharAba paDavAthI anartha thAya tenI paNa nA nathI paraMtu A badhuM sAMbhaLavAthI ane vicAravAthI anubaMdha to tUTaze ja. baMdha kharAba paDavA chatAM anubaMdha tUTe - e ApaNA mATe ghaNo moTo phAyado che. ApaNe bhavitavyatAne jANatA nathI mATe ja te sArI che ema mAnIne puruSArtha karI levo che. prayatna karelo nakAmo nahi jAya. * Aje dharmanA nAme ke mArganA nAme ApaNe chetarAyA hoIe to tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNI pAse dharmanuM-mArganuM arthapaNuM nathI. je maLe tene dharma mAnI lIdho, je maLe tene mArga mAnI lIdho. davA mATe evuM karyuM ? je maLe tene davA mAnI lo ke ekasapAyarI DeTa vAMcIne lo ? ane evI davA vecanArAne tyAM jAo kharA ? sa. lokamAM to evI davA vecanArane sajA thAya evo kAyado che. amAre tyAM paNa karmasattAno kAyado che ja. je na mAne tenA mATe koI upAya nathI. tamArA kAyadAmAM to kadAca chaTakI javAya, kAvAdAvA karIne ! ahIM to koI ja 274 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ chaTakabArI nathI. khuda mahAvIraparamAtmAnA AtmAe paNa eka vAra utsUtrabhASaNa karyuM to temano saMsAra vadhArI Apyo ane soLa bhava sudhI samyaktvathI vaMcita rAkhyA. Aje utsUtra bolanArA siphatathI potAnI vAta rajU kare che. tevA vakhate sAvadhAnI ApaNe ja rAkhavI paDaze. tamAre tyAM jema paisA jene dhIravAmAM Ave te kahe ne ke pahelAM mArA jaze pachI tamArA jaze... vagere kahIne tamane vizvAsamAM le tevI rIte ahIM paNa utsUtra ke unmArgadezako 'ame paNa pApabhIru chIe, ame saMsAramAM rakhaDavA nathI AvyA...' AvuM AvuM kahIne tamane vizvAsamAM le. AthI mAthuM ThekANe rAkhavuM. sa. utsUtrabhASI oLakhavA kaI rIte ? jeo sukha meLavavAnI vAta kare, anukULatA meLavavAnI vAta kare, du:kha TALavAnI vAta kare tene utsUtrabhASI samajavA. vAsakSepa nAMkhatI vakhate 'nitthAra pAragA hoha' kahevAne badale 'tamAruM kalyANa thaze, sAruM thaze'... evuM bole tene utsUtrabhASI samajavA. sa. Akho saMsAra choDIne Ave chatAM AvuM ? eka saMsAra choDIne bIjo Ubho kare teNe saMsAra choDaco na kahevAya. chokarI paNa piyara choDIne sAsare jAya che to teNe saMsAra choDyo kahevAya ke saMsAra mAMDayo kahevAya ? bhUta-palita kADhanArane paNa eTalI akkala che ke pharI vaLage nahi e rIte bhUta kADhavuM. Aje sAdhusAdhvIne eTalI akkala na hoya ke saMsAra pAcho vaLage nahi te rIte jIvavuM che - to pachI A ja dazA thAya ne ? * atyAra sudhI sAcuM na zodhyuM ane sAruM zodhavA nIkaLyA tenA kAraNe ja ApaNe rakhaDayA chIe. sAruM zodhavA nIkaLyA mATe sAcAthI dUra rahyA. mArgAnusAritA gamI gaI mATe sAdhupaNA sudhI na pahoMcyA. dharma sAthe sukha paNa bhogavavuM che mATe mArgAnusAripaNuM game che. paisAnA pUjArI mArgAnusAritA pAmavA mATe mahenata kare, AtmAnA pUjArI sAdhupaNuM zodhavA nIkaLe. sa. mArgAnusAritAnAM ThekANAM na hoya to sAdhupaNAnuM sattva kyAMthI Ave ? sApa pAchaLa paDayo che ema khabara paDe to doDavAnI Teva na hoya toya bhAgavA mAMDo ne ? bhaya lAge to sattva Aje pragaTe. Aje duHkhanA bhayathI dharma karatA karyA, pApanA bhayathI dharma karatA na karyA tenuM A pariNAma che. jeo duHkhanA bhayathI dharma karAve che teo sAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcADI nathI zakatA. pApanA bhayathI dharma karAve to sAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcADayA vinA na rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 275
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________________ * mArcatatvanA upasaMhAramAM chellI 46mI gAthAthI jaNAve che ke sarva darzanamAM dharma che - AvuM je mAne che, teo he bhagavan! ApanA zAsanane samajyA nathI. jeo badhe dharma che evuM mAne te jinazAsananA marmane samajyA ja nathI-ema samajavuM. je dvAdazAMgIne bhaNelo hoya te badhe dharma che evuM mAnI ke bolI na zake. * A badhAM vacano bhUlavAjevAM nathI. ApaNe Aje je rIte vartIe chIe emAM ApaNuM kalyANa nathI. bhagavAna je rIte kahe te rIte vartavAmAM ja ekAnta ApaNuM kalyANa samAyeluM che. ApaNI pAse zakti pUratI che, ApaNA saMyogo paNa UjaLA che, eka sattvanI khAmI che, ene pUrIne ApaNe mArgane ArAdhavA mATe taiyAra thaI javuM che. 276 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ zrI navapadajInAM pravacano zrI arihaMtapada : zrI navapadajImAM je arihantAdi pAMca parameSThipadone ApaNe stavIe chIe te samyagdarzananI prAptinA kAraNe ja stavIe chIe. arihantAdi cAranA zaraNe jene javuM hoya teNe samyatvano svIkAra karyA vagara nahi cAle. samyakatvanI prApti jenA mULamAM che evI A arihantAdi pAMcanI prApti che. Aje ApaNe A navapadajInA zaraNe javA taiyAra thayA chIe te saMsAramAM azaraNa avasthA lAgI che mATe ja ne? saMsArano bhaya ApaNane lAgyo che kharo ? jene saMsArano bhaya lAgI jAya tene sukhanI IcchA na jAge ane duHkhano Dara na satAve. Aje navapadanA divasomAM zrI zrIpALarAjA ane zrI mayaNAsuMdarInuM nAma lenArAne paNa saMsArano bhaya lAgyo che mATe ja temanuM nAma le che? Aje e mahApuruSone yAda karanArAne paNa emanA jevuM sukha joIe che paNa emaNe jevuM duHkha veDyuM tevuM duHkha veThavAnI taiyArI nathI. jeo duHkha TALavA ane sukha meLavavAnI bhAvanAvALA che teo navapadanA zaraNe vAstavika rIte jaI zakatA nathI. jeone saMsArano Dara lAge teo ja navapadajInA zaraNe jaI zake. A zrI arihantAdinA zaraNe saMsAranA lobhe nathI javuM, saMsAranA bhaye javuM che. Aje saMsAramAM beThA chIe mATe pApa karIe chIe-evuM kahenArane pUchavuM paDe ke gharamAM sApa nIkaLe to zuM karo ? gharamAM beThA chIe mATe Ave, karaDe evuM bolo ke gharanI bahAra nIkaLI jAo ? * A saMsAra kharAba lAge ne choDIe e banavAnuM nathI, saMsArane ahitakara mAnIne ja choDavo paDaze. sAkara kharAba lAge ne choDIe e bane ke tene ahitakara mAnIne choDI do ? sAkarathI roga vakare che evuM jANyA pachI bhAvatI hovA chatAM sAkara choDI do ne? tema jenAthI rAga vadhe tevI vastu bhAvatI hovA chatAM choDI devI che. rAga jyAMthI thAya tyAMthI aTakI javuM che - AgaLa nathI vadhavuM. bhAtamAM rAga thayA pachI te choDI na zakAya to vAparI laIe paNa pachI bhAtanI sAthe dALa nathI mAgavI. dALabhAta sAthe hoya to pachI lIMbu, athANuM ke pApaDa nathI mAMgavo. sa. eTale ame rAgane poSIe chIe ema ne? rAgane poSatA ho to vAMdho nahi paNa tame rAgane tagaDo banAvavAnuM kAma karo cho. rAga hoya ne laIe to rAgane poSyo kahevAya paNa rAga vadhe evI pravRtti karo to rAgane tagaDo karo cho-ema mAnavuM paDe ne? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 277
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________________ AyaMbila zene mATe karo cho ? sukha choDavA mATe ke meLavavA mATe ? sukha kharAba lAgyuM che mATe ke duHkha kharAba lAgyuM che mATe ? sa. sukha kharAba lAge e mATe karIe chIe. tamArA AtmAne pUchIne bolo cho ? jo sukha kharAba lagADavuM hoya to garamagarama vastu zodho ke ThaMDAmAM ThaMDuM zodhIne vAparo ? AyaMbila ke navapadanI ArAdhanA eTalA mATe karavI che ke jethI du:kha akaLAvI na mUke ane sukha lalacAvI na jAya. sukha sAruM maLe, maLeluM Take ane vadhyA kare e mATe A navapadanI ArAdhanA nathI. arihaMtAdi cAranA zaraNe javA mATe ja A ArAdhanA che. arihannAdi cAra ApaNe mAthe hoya to ApaNe nirbhaya chIe. cAra dizAmAM cAra rakSaka hoya to tevAne bhaya zeno ? puNyano chAMTo na hoya ane pApanA DhagalA udayamAM Ave toya arihannAdi cAra jenA zire hoya tene koI jAtanI ciMtA na hoya. sukhanI lAlaca na hoya ane duHkhano bhaya na hoya te A saMsAramAM nirbhaya che. sa. arihaMtAdinA zaraNe javuM eTale zuM ? arihannAdi cAranuM kahyuM mAnavuM, temanI vAta svIkAravI te. polIsanA zaraNe javuM eTale zuM ? ApaNuM DahApaNa na calAvavuM ane enA kahyA pramANe karavuM te. tema ahIM ApaNI IcchAne AgaLa na karatAM arihannAdinI AjJAne AgaLa karIe to ja temanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM kahevAya. zrI siddhapada : * Aje dharmAtmAone pUchavuM che ke tamane dharma game ke dharmathI baMdhAtuM puNya game che ? puNya khAtara dharmane dhakko mArIe ke dharma mATe puNyane dhakko mArIe ? dharma to kSAyikabhAvamAM pariNAma pAmavAno che jyAre puNya to ahIM ja kSaya pAmavAnuM che. chatAM ApaNane dharmathI mokSa nathI joIto, puNya ja joIe che ne ? je puNya choDIne javAnuM che, nAza pAmavAnuM che enA mATe rAtadivasa prayatna cAlu che ane je kAyama mATe sAthe rahevAno che te dharma mATe koI prayatna nathI ne ? jo puNya nathI joItuM ne dharma ja joIe che to saMsAramAM rahIe ke nIkaLavA mahenata karIe ? jene dharma game te A saMsAramAM puNya bheguM karavA bese kharo ? 278 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. dharma ane puNya banne eka ja ne ? nA, dharma ane puNyamAM kAryakAraNabhAva che. dharma kSAyikabhAvano che, kSayopazamabhAvano che jyAre puNya to audayikabhAvanuM che. dharma kSAyikabhAvamAM pariName, puNya nahi. puNya to ahIM ja mUkIne javAnuM che. sukha game che mATe puNya game che, mokSa gamato nathI mATe dharma gamato nathI. sa. dharma game che evuM kyAre kahevAya ? puNyathI maLatAM sukho uparathI najara khase to samajavuM ke dharma game che. jyAM sudhI sukha upara ja najara coTelI hoya tyAM sudhI dharma gamato nathI ema samajI levuM. koIne kahIe ke na kahIe ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchI levuM che. ApaNI jAta sAthe mAyA nathI karavI. ApaNI jAtane prAmANikapaNe pUchI levuM che ke puNya game che ke dharma ? je AtmavaMcanA kare te paracanA karyA vinA nahi rahe. je AtmavaMcanA na kare te paravaMcanA nahi kare. * Aje tamArI pAse ke amArI pAse yogyatA sArAmAM sArI hovA chatAM paNa sukhanA rAge tame ane ame phaLathI vaMcita rahyA. tame saMsAranA sukho bhogavavAmAM cAritrathI vaMcita rahyA, ane amane ahIMnAM mAnapAna gamI gayAM eTale ArAdhanAthI vaMcita rahyA. bhagavAne AThame varase dIkSA levAnuM kahyuM hovA chatAM ApaNe saMsAra mAMDyo ne ? have nIkaLavuM che? sa. kuMDALAmAM phasAI gayA chIe. kuMDALuM ApaNe jAte ja doryuM che. karoLiyo jema jAte jALa banAve ne emAM phasAyA tema ApaNe paNa jAte racelI jALamAM phasAIe chIe. AmAMthI nIkaLavuM haze to eka jhATake badhuM toDI nAMkhavuM paDaze. zAlibhadrajIne puNya kAcuM lAgyuM to choDI dIdhuM, tene pakavavA na beThA. ApaNe to puNyamAM khAmI lAgyA pachI pUravA besIe ne ? zAlibhadrajI jevA sukumAla zarIravALA paNa je cAritra pALI zake to ApaNane AvA khaDatala zarIre kyAM vAMdho AvavAno che? saMsAra sukhanI IcchA ja mokSanI IcchAne pedA thavA detI nathI. Aje kevaLajJAna mATe jhUranAra sAdhu ane sarvavirati mATe jhUranAra zrAvaka lAvavA kyAMthI ? kevaLajJAna mATe trIsa varasa jhUranAra gautamasvAmI jevA ane dIkSA mATe che mahinA sudhI rokakaLa karanAra vajasvAmI jevA keTalA maLe ? ApaNe to dIkSA mATe ke kevaLajJAna mATe traNa miniTa paNa jhUravAnI taiyArI nathI to kyAMthI dIkSA maLe ? jarAka zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ IcchA paNa je AvI dezanA sAMbhaLavAthI thAya to tarata ja mana kahI de ke - "A badhuM sukha choDI devuM paDaze, tethI utAvaLa karavA jevI nathI, A badhuM choDavAnuM sAmarthya ApaNuM nathI, je cAle che te barAbara che, kAMI dIkSA levI nathI." amAre tyAM paNa jema jema puNya vadhavA mAMDe tema tema sukhazIlatA vadhavA mAMDe, bhaktavarga vadhe, ziSyavarga vadhe eTale pAMca mahAvrato DUbavA mAMDe ! jene puNya game tene mokSa na game, jene sAdhupaNuM game tene mokSa gamyo che - ema kahevAya. puSyathI maLatAM sukho paNa karmajanya che ane pApathI AvatuM duHkha paNa karmajanya che. tethI jJAnI puNya ane pApamAM, sukha ane duHkhamAM koI vizeSatA joto nathI. karmarUpa hovAnA kAraNe puNya paNa heya che. sa. jainapravacanamAM rAmacaMdrasU mahArAje puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane upAdeya kahyuM che. sAhebe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upAdeya kahyuM che eTaluM yAda rahyuM paNa sAhebe AThamA varSe dIkSA levAnuM kahyuM che - e yAda nathI ne? AThamA varSe dIkSA levAnI vAta sAhebe karI che ke nahi ? tamane A pustako paNa jAte vAMcavA ApI zakAya evuM nathI. rogI mATe davA upAdeya hoya eno artha evo karAya ke-davA upAdeya che mATe rogI thavuM? zrAvaka mATe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upAdeya kahyuM che te tenAthI sAdhu banI zakAtuM nathI ane sAdhupaNAnI sAmagrI tene joIe che mATe kahyuM che. sAdhu thavA mATe tene upAdeya kahyuM che, paraNavA mATe puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI upAdeyatA nathI varNavI. surasuMdarIe puNyathI managamato pati maLe che - ema kahyuM hatuM ane mayaNAsuMdarIe puNyathI sadgurubhagavantono yoga maLe che ema kahyuM hatuM. vAta to baMnnenI sAcI hatI chatAM surasuMdarIne zAstrakAroe mithyAtvI kahI tenuM kAraNa zuM? vAta sAcI hovA chatAM Azaya bhaMDo hato-e ja ne? te ja rIte puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI upAdeyatA mokSasAdhaka sAmagrI pAmavA pUratI hovA chatAM tene virAga-bhAve' sukha bhogavavA mATe upAdeya mAnavuM-A Azaya bhUMDo che ne ? sa. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mokSanI sAmagrI ApI sahAya kare che, mATe ja upAdeya mAnIe chIe. e sAmagrI to tamane maLI gaI che. manuSyapaNuM, Aryadeza-jAti, jaina kuLa, paMcendriyapUrNatA, sadgarano yoga.... A badhuM maLavA chatAM have puNyane upAdeya kahetA ho to te kayuM puNya samajavuM? sAmagrI puNyathI maLe paNa sAmagrIno upayoga karavAnuM mana puNya na Ape, e ApaNA puruSArthathI ja zakya che. sArAmAM sArI dhamadhokAra dukAna bharabajAramAM ApI hovA chatAM tyAM beTho jhokAM khAya to kamANI thAya? sAhebajevA 280 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ guru maLyA pachI paNa jo ApaNe saMsAramAM ja rahyA hoIe to ApaNA jevuM mUrakha koNa ? puNyAnubaMdhI puNya jo upAdeya hoya to teno bhogavaTo choDIne sAhebe dIkSA kema lIdhI-eno paNa vicAra karyo kharo ? dIkSAnI sAmagrI puNyathI maLe paNa dIkSAnA pariNAma puNyathI nathI maLatA, kSayopazamabhAvathI maLe che. mokSa ApaNA kapALabaLe (bhAgyathI) nathI maLavAno, kAMDAnA baLe (puruSArthathI) ApaNe meLavavAno che. ApaNA puNya to cheka sAdhupaNAnA daravAjA sudhI ApaNane lAvI mUkyA che. je khUTe che te pariNAma khUTe che, te puNyathI nahi maLe, puruSArthathI pedA karavA paDaze. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke paMdara durlabha vastumAMthI tera vastu ApaNane maLI gaI che. tamArI bhASAmAM kahIe to nevuM TakA maLI gayuM che have mAtra dasa TakA bAkI che. nevuM pagathiyAM caDhI gayA pachI koI nIce UtaravA mahenata kare ke hAMpha caDhe topaNa dasa pagathiyAM caDhavA puruSArtha kare ? jene sAmagrI maLyA pachI sAmagrI ja gamI jAya te sAdhanA na karI zake. jene sAmagrIno upayoga karavAnuM mana hoya te ja sAdhanA karI zake. jene puNyAnubaMdhI puNya gamI jAya tene puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya nahi. jene puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya te to e bhogavaTAmAMthI chUTIne cAritra levA mATe talasato hoya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya sukhamAM anAsaktabhAva jIvato rAkhe, virAgabhAva TakAvI rAkhe. paNa tenAthI viratinA pariNAma na Ave. viratinA pariNAma cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamathI jAge. sa. game che to puNya, paNa oThuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM lIdhuM che. have tame barAbara samajyA, puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA oThA nIce sukha ApanAra puNyane upAdeya mAnavAnI bhAvanA che, A pola tame khullI karI. A pola che evuM samajAtuM hoya to have sAmagrIne upAdeya mAnavAnA badale enA upayogane upAdeya mAnIne kAme lAgavuM che. sAhebajevA guru maLavA chatAM ApaNe jAgyA nahi ne ? gautamasvAmI jevA guru maLe evI zakyatA have nathI. e mahApuruSo gayA. evA guru maLe evI apekSA rAkhavAnA badale je guru maLe tene gautamasvAmI mAnIne jIvIzuM to cokkasa ApaNo nisvAra thaze. sa. ame ja paththarajevA hoIe to? nAvanA baLe paththara paNa tarI jAya che, mAtra taravAno bhAva joIe. taravAno bhAva hoya to Aje paNa je sadgabhagavanta maLe tene gautamasvAmI jevA tAraka mAnIne jIvo to vistAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 281
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________________ * arihaMta thavuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI, jyAre siddha thavuM e to ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. AthI ApaNA mATe siddhapada vadhAre mahattvanuM che. arihaMta paramAtmAe siddhapada batAvyuM mATe teo mahAna che, enI nA nathI. paraMtu arihaMta paramAtmA arihaMta thayA te siddha thavAnI bhAvanAmAMthI thayA. arihaMto mATe paNa siddhapada upAdeya che. je siddhapada na hota to arihaMta arihaMta na thAta. sAdhya tarIke siddhapada hovAnA kAraNe ja bAkInAM badhAM pado sArthaka che. badhA jIvone zAsananA rasiyA banAvI siddhapade pahoMcADavAnI bhAvanAthI ja arihaMto arihaMta thayA che. eka avasarpiNImAM arihaMto covIsa ja thAya che jyAre siddhapade to asaMkhyAta AtmAo jAya che. AthI arihaMta thavA mATe mahenata nathI karavI, siddha thavA mATe mahenata karavI che. arihaMta thavAya to sArI vAta che, paNa e ApaNA puruSArthano viSaya nathI. AcAryapada : upAdhyAyapada : | * bhavano bhaya pedA nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI arihantAdinA zaraNe javAnuM zakya nahi bane. A saMsAramAM game teTalo puNyano udaya hoya topaNa emAMthI eka paNa cIja saMsArathI tAranArI nathI evuM jyAre lAge tyAre arihantAdinA zaraNe javAnuM zakya bane. * zarIra sAruM hoya to ArAdhanA thAya evuM nahIM; zarIranI mamatA Utare, zarIra kharAba lAge to ArAdhanA sArI thAya. zarIra sAruM rahe e ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI, zarIrathI kAma laI levuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. * tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI vAta jace, mokSanI IcchA pedA thAya tyAre gurunI zodhamAM nIkaLe. Aje tamane gurunI jarUra che kharI ? tame gurune lAvo cho te jJAna mATe ke AzIrvAda mATe ? sa. tame AzIrvAda to Apo cho ne? AzIrvAdano artha tame je karo cho e amArA manamAM nathI ane amArA manamAM je che e tamane game evo nathI. tamAre saMsAramAM sukhI thavuM che ane amAre saMsAra choDAvavo che - kyAMthI meLa khAya ? * tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jyAre nirvANapade pahoMce che tyAre zAsananI rakSAnI javAbadArI AcAryabhagavantanA zire hoya che. mokSamArganI sAdhanA karatI vakhate ApaNe 282 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ kyAM kyAM bhUla karIe chIe, keTalAM keTalAM bhayasthAno che e batAvavAnuM kAma AcAryabhagavanto karatA hoya che. AcAryabhagavanto dezanA Ape eTalA mATe ja emanI jarUra che ne ? Aje tame guru zodho to kevA zodho ? jenuM puNya adhika hoya tevA ne ? puNyanuM arthipaNuM che mATe puNyazALI guru zodhe ane jJAnanuM arthipaNuM hoya e jJAnI gurune zodhe. gurubhagavantanuM puNya hoya ke na hoya ApaNane jJAna Ape to ApaNI upara emano prabhAva paDelo che ema samajI levuM. AcAryabhagavanta pAsethI jJAna na meLavIe ane mAtra emanI pAse jaIne vAto karIe to AcAryabhagavanta maLavA chatAM paNa phaLyA nathI ema kahevuM paDe. jeo saMsArathI pAra utAre che emano upayoga saMsAranA sukha mATe karavo e emanI AzAtanA karavA jevuM che. sUrya-caMdrano prakAza na hoya tyAre mINabattIno prakAza paNa kAma lAge ne ? jyAre jinezvarabhagavanto na hoya tyAre AcAryabhagavanta pAsethI heyopAdeyanuM jJAna meLavI levuM che. * du:kha TALavAno vikalpa zodhIe e pApano saMkalpa karyo kahevAya. azAtAvedanIyane dUra karavA mATe dharma karanArane azAtA baMdhAyA vagara na rahe. karmanirjarAnA uddezathI dharma karanArane karmanirjarA thAya, duHkha dUra thAya mATe tapa karanArane karma baMdhAya. devaguru pAse paNa du:kha dUra karavA nathI javAnuM, karma dUra karavA javAnuM che. jeo du:kha dUra karavA jAya che teo zAsanathI dUra che. sa. mayaNAsuMdarI du:kha dUra karavA guru pAse gaI hatI ne ? mayaNAsuMdarI du:kha dUra karavA nathI gaI. gurubhagavantane teNe zuM kahyuM hatuM-khabara che ? 'du:kha game teTaluM Avaze to sahana karI laIza paNa loko zAsananI niMdA kare che ene TALavAno upAya batAvo.' potAnA nimitte zAsananI apabhrAjanA thaI enuM du:kha hatuM. loko jo camatkAra dekhaze to ja zAsananI niMdA karatA aTakaze mATe gurune vinaMti karI, duHkha TALavA mATe nahIM. AvA mahApuruSonA nAmane badanAma na karo. e mahApuruSonA je pariNAma hatA emAMthI ekAda paNa pariNAma ApaNane sparyo nathI. e tarapha haju sudhI ApaNuM lakSya paNa keLavAyuM nathI. * ghAtikarmanI nirjarA mATe dharma che, aghAtikarmanI nirjarA mATe nahIM. ApaNe jenA mATe (duHkha dUra karavA mATe) dharma karIe chIe te ghAtimAM nathI samAtuM. aghAtinA udayathI du:kha Ave che ane ghAtinA uddayathI guNa jAya che. ApaNane zuM pAlave ? duHkha guNa jAya e pAlave ? jeTalo prayatna azAtAne dUra karavA karIe chIe eTalo pAlave ke zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 283
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________________ prayatna mohanIyane dUra karavA mATe thAya to mohanIya gayA vagara nahIM rahe. azAtA to jAya ke na paNa jAya, mohanIya to cokkasa jaze. * saMsAra sAro karavA mATe navapadanuM zaraNuM nathI svIkAravAnuM, saMsAra bhUlavA mATe navapadanuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM che. puNya bAMdhavA upAzrayamAM nathI javAnuM, ghAtikarmanA kSaya mATe upAzrayamAM javAnuM che. sukha bhogavavA AcAryabhagavantano upayoga nathI karavo, jJAna meLavavA upayoga karavo che. pachI e AcAryabhagavanta puNyazALI na hoya to paNa cAlaze. * vItarAgaparamAtmAnA zAsanane pAmelA mahApuruSoe arihantAdinuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM ane ApaNe paNa arihantAdinuM zaraNuM svIkArIe chIe paNa emanAmAM ane ApaNAmAM pharaka che. teo moze pahoMcavA mATe svIkAre che ane ApaNe sukha bhogavavA svIkArIe chIe. * puNya game teTaluM caDhiyAtuM hoya paNa kSAyikabhAvane pamADI na Ape to e mAraka banyA vinA nahIM rahe. * mokSamArganA dezaka evA vItarAgaparamAtmA atyAre tAravA AvavAnA nathI ane siddhapada sAdhya tarIke hovAthI AkhA bhavacakramAM eka vAra maLavAnuM che. AvA siddhapadane prApta karavA mATe AcAryabhagavanta vagara cAle evuM nathI. * puNyathI sukha maLe che bolanArA paNa sukha mATe pApa majethI kare ne ? ApaNI zraddhA majabUta che ne? sukha kaI rIte meLavavuM ane duHkha kaI rIte TALavuM enI ApaNane khabara hoya paNa dharma kaI rIte karavo enI khabara na hoya ne? * mokSanI sAdhanA zarU karI hoya to koInI tAkAta nathI ke temAM bAdhA pahoMcADe. duHkha pratye prema vadhe ane sukhano rAga ocho thAya tyAre samajavuM ke mokSanI sAdhanA zarU thaI che. Aje ApaNI sukhanI IcchAe mokSanI sAdhanA zarU karavA dIdhI ja nathI. corI karIne, jUThuM bolIne paNa sukha meLavavAnI ApaNI IcchA che ne? * puNya game eNe pApa bhogavavAnI, duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI ja paDaze. puNya na game e puNya choDIne nirjarA karavA taiyAra thaI jaze. puNya bhogave paNa game nahIM ne ? 284 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. puSya bhogave ane game nahIM e kevI rIte bane ? tame zeThanI nokarI je rIte karo cho te rIte. Aje ApaNe dharma paNa A rIte ja karIe chIe ne? karIe kharA paNa game nahIM ne ? * saMsAranAM sukho bhogavIne ja janma-maraNa notaryo ke dharma karIne? A sukhanI lAlasA pratye napharata na thAya ne? saMsAranA sukhanI lAlasA ghaTe, puNyanI bhayaMkaratA samajAya, janmAdinAM duHkho yAda karAve mATe gurubhagavanta pAse zravaNa karavuM che. saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna karAvI Ape evI tAkAta zrIjinezvarabhagavantanA vacana sivAya bIjA koInAmAM nathI. A vacana gurubhagavanta sivAya koI batAvanAra nathI. * dharmanI zarUAta ja Aje ApaNe khoTI rIte karI che. karelA dharmanI dhULadhANI karavAnuM kAma viSayakaSAyanI lAlasA karatI hoya che. samakitI sAta vyasana sevIne paNa nirjarA kare ane ApaNe dharma karavA chatAM karmabaMdha karIe e keTaluM behUduM che! dharma karavA chatAM ajJAnI ja rahyA ne ? kevaLajJAna na meLavyuM ne? sa. davAnuM jJAna na hovA chatAM davA le to roga jAya ne? jAte davA le to roga jAya ke prANa jAya? davA lIdhA pachI roga jAya, paNa kyAre ? DaoNkTaranuM kahyuM mAne tyAre ne ? Aje ApaNe dharma karIe e bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba ke ApaNI IcchA mujaba ? Aje navakArazI-covihAra paNa AhAranI lAlasA na vadhe e rIte karIe ne ? navakArazI karanArane navakArazImAM bIjI cAra vastu joIe ne ? tapano adhyavasAya ane saMsAranI lAlasA : A beno meLa ja jAmato nathI. bhavathI pAra UtaravAno pariNAma nahi hoya to ApaNo dharma lekhe nahIM lAge. * sukha mATe paNa dharma thAya ane mokSa mATe paNa dharma thAya-evI dezanAne pApadezanA kahevAya. sa. bALajIvone dharmamArge vALavA mATe zarUAtamAM A rIte kahevAya to ? sukha bhogavavAmAM bApa banavuM che ane dharma mATe bALa banavuM che? AvI luccAI bALamAM na hoya. bALa to saraLa hoya, dharmanA nAme sukha bhogavanArA bALa kahevAya ke luccA? zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 285
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________________ * prAptinI apekSAe pahelAM sAdhupada che pachI upAdhyAyapada ane te pachI AcAryapada che. AcAryabhagavantanI ke upAdhyAyabhagavantanI jarUra tamane sAdhu thavA mATe ja che ne ? emanI pAsethI jJAna meLavavuM che ke paisA bhegA karavA che? Aje tame comAsA mATe guru lAvo to kevA lAvo? paisA bhegA karAvI Ape tevA ke jJAna Ape tevA? pahelAMnA kALamAM guru zodhavA javuM paDatuM hatuM. zrI pRthvIcaMdrajIne paNa kahevuM paDyuM ne ke - "hamaNAM sadguruno yoga nathI. sadguruno yoga thaze pachI dIkSA laIzuM.' ApaNane sadguru maLI gayA che mATe ApaNA puNyanI avadhi nathI, chatAM ApaNane gurunI jarUra che kharI? paisA kharacAya, samaya kharacAya paNa AtmAne lAbha na thAya evo mUrkhAIbharyo dhaMdho na karIe ne? * mokSa joIto nathI mATe atyAre ApaNe je dharma karIe chIe e pUro lAge che. mokSa joIto hoya to A dharma adhUro lAgyA vinA na rahe. sAdhupada : * varasothI dharma karavA chatAM sAdhupaNuM na maLe enuM duHkha moDhA para na dekhAya e sArI avasthA nathI. nikAcitakoTInA azAtAvedanIyanA udayathI roga na jAya tevA vakhate jIvavA maLyuM eno AnaMda nathI hoto paNa roga javAno nathI enuM duHkha emanA moDhA upara cikAra hoya che. Aje nikAcita koTinA udayathI sAdhupaNuM na laI zako tyAre moDhA upara AnaMda dekhAya ke duHkha? * mokSa mATe ja dharma karavo joIe A vAta ApaNane bese kharI ? sukha mATe ke puNya mATe dharma karavo A vAta jhaTa besI jAya ne ? sa. mokSa mATe dharma karavo e vAta sAcI paNa jema ISTa sthAne pahoMcatI vakhate vacce sTezana Ave tyAre tyAM UtarIne cA-pANI pIne sITI vAge tyAre pAchA gADImAM besI jaIe to ahIM paNa thoDuM-ghaNuM puNya bhogavI laIe to vAMdho nahIM ne? ahIM sITI nahIM Dhola vagADIe toya jAgatA nathI. ahIM to gADImAM beThAM beThAM khAvAnuM cAlu che. saMyamanI yAtrA karatAM karatAM puNya tarapha najara nAMkhavA mAMDI ne ? svAdhyAya haNAya, apramattatA haNAya evI rIte khAvApIvAnuM zarU karyuM hoya to kevI rIte nabhAvAya ? 286 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. puNyano upayoga nahIM ja karavAno? nA, tamAre ane amAre to AjJAmAM ja jIvavAnuM, AjJA game e ja navapadanuM zaraNuM svIkArI zakaze. Aje navapadanI ArAdhanA karanArane pUchavuM che ke - sAdhupaNuM upAdeya lAgyuM che kharuM ? sAdhupaNuM levuM che mATe navapadanA zaraNe javAnuM che. bAkInAM ATha pada sAdhupaNA vagara maLe evAM nathI. ATha padamAM cAra pada sAdhupaNAnA kAraNarUpa che ane bIjAM cAra pada sAdhupaNAnA kAryarUpa che. sAdhupaNuM maLe, sAdhupaNuM jaLavAI rahe ane sAdhupaNuM pUrNatAnA Are pahoMce enA mATe navapadanuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM che. je divase dIkSA yAda na Ave e divase upavAsa karavo che? je divase sAdhupaNuM yAda na Ave, e divasa nakAmo gayo che - ema lAge kharuM? bAramAMthI eka jAya to keTalA rahe - ema koI pUche to koI kahe agiyAra, paNa kheDUtane pUcho to e kaheze ke - bAre nakAmA jAya. vAvaNI karyA pachI eka mahino varasAda na varase to bAre bAra mahinA nakAmA jAya eTalI akkala kheDUtane che jyAre ApaNane kevaLajJAna ke sAdhupaNuM yAda na Ave topaNa divasa saphaLa lAge che ne ? sAdhupaNuM yAda na Ave to bIjAM ATha padanI ArAdhanA nakAmI javAnI. Aje tamArA manamAM 'gRhasthapaNAmAM jJAna-darzana-cAritratapanI ArAdhanA thAya che evuM che mATe ja sAdhupaNuM nathI letA ne ? sa. gRhasthanAM badhAM anuSThAna sAdhupaNA mATe ja che ne? mane khabara che paNa tame zuM karo cho e joyuM che ? sAmAyika uccarAvatI vakhate IcchakArI bhagavan! pasAya...' bolatAM bolatAM AMsu AvavA joIe ne ? A to hasatAM hasatAM bole. sAmAyikanuM duHkha thaze e divase sarvavirati maLaze. phUTa levA gayA pachI sapharajana ane keLAM : be hoya te vakhate sapharajana posAya evuM na hoya to keLAM laIne jAo paNa haiye duHkha hoya ne ? keLAMnA bhAvamAM sapharajana Ape to keLAM lo kharA ? je loko sAdhupaNuM laIne beThA che emaneya sAdhupaNuM yAda nathI AvatuM ane jeoe nathI lIdhuM temane paNa sAdhupaNuM yAda nathI AvatuM. vicitra dazA che ne? vyavahAramAM koInA prasaMgamAM gayA hoya to jeno prasaMga hoya tene maLyA vinA nathI rahetA jyAre ahIM navapadanA zaraNe gayelAne sAdhupaNuM yAda nathI AvatuM. na yAda Ave to parANe yAda karavA mATe upavAsa karavo che. sukha bhogavatI vakhate AnaMda Ave che e sAdhupaNuM yAda nathI AvatuM mATe. sukha bhogavavAnI zarUAta karatI vakhate manamAM namo loe savvasAhUNaM bolavuM che. ATaluM bolIe topaNa rasa ocho thaze, Avega ocho thaze ane sAdhupaNAnA pariNAma jAgyA vagara nahIM rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 287
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________________ * saMsAranAM sukho na maLe to marI nathI javAnA. sAdhubhagavanto sukha bhogavatA nathI chatAM jIve che ne ? to nahi-jevI vastu khAtara jiMdagI barabAda nathI karavI. sAdhupaNA mATe puruSArtha karI levo che. sa. kayuM karma karyuM haze ke sAdhupaNAnA pariNAma ja jAgatA nathI ? enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke dharma pAse sukha mAMgyuM hatuM mATe sukha ApaNane choDatuM nathI. have dharma pAse mAMgavuM nathI ne ? have eka ja kAma karavuM che ke - mAMgIne meLaveluM kacarApeTImAM nAMkhI devuM che, rAkhavuM nathI. koI pUche ke - kema kADhI nAMkhyuM ? to kahevuM ke mane rAga thAya che tethI sAdhupaNAnA pariNAma ja jAgatA nathI mATe kADhI nAMkhyuM che. rAjAno kAcanI baraNIno rAga saMnyAsIe baraNI phoDI nAkhyA pachI jato rahyo ne ? Aje sukha mATe tame tamArA prANa ApyA ne ? paisA mATe AkhI jiMdagI ghasI nAkhI ne ? gRhasthapaNAnAM anuSThAna sarvavirati prApta karAvanArAM che paNa nidrA ane vikathAno pramAda choDI daIe to. ane sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI paNa nidrA-vikathA kare to kevaLajJAna prApta nahIM thAya. * sAdhupaNuM joItuM hoya to ATaluM nakkI karo ke - upAzrayamAM AvyA pachI nidrA ane vikathA nathI karavI. madirA pItA na hovAthI te pramAdano saMbhava nathI. ThaMDAM pINAM vagere upAzrayamAM pIvAnA nathI ane jhaghaDo karo to loko kharAba dhAre evA che athavA to loko Tokaze jyAre A be pramAda karo to koI vAMdho Ave evo nathI mATe A be pramAdano vadhAre saMbhava che tethI teno tyAga karavAno saMkalpa karavo che. sa. nidrA to ochI che paNa vikathA ja mAre che. mATe to teno tyAga karavo che. vikathA TALavA mATe upAzrayamAM koInI sAthe vAta nathI karavI. sa. dhArmika vAta paNa nahIM karavI ? vikathAnI zarUAta dharmathI thAya che ane pUrNAhuti adharmathI thAya che. eTalA mATe to AcAryabhagavante rAtre be jaNAe bhegA thaIne svAdhyAya karavAnI nA pADI hatI. zarUAta svAdhyAyathI kare ane pUrNAhuti vikathAthI kare. dharma karatAM karatAM adharma pesI jAya che. 288 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sa. nAka upara mAkhI beThI hoya to mAkhI uDADAya, nAka na kapAya ne ? nAka na kApo paNa godaDuM oDhI lo ne ? keTalIka mAkhIo evI hoya che ke uDADayA pachI paNa vAraMvAra Ave che tyAre nAka khulluM rAkho ke jADuM godaDuM oDhI lo ? tema ahIM paNa ekalA svAdhyAya karo to vikathArUpa mAkhI Ave ja nahIM. samyagdarzanapada : * arihaMtAdi pAMca padomAMthI A eka sAdhupada ja evuM che ke je mAMgIne maLe evuM che. bIjAM pado mAMgIne maLe evAM nathI. mokSa mAMgIne maLe evo hovA chatAM tenA sAdhanarUpa sAdhupaNuM hovAthI te ja puruSArthano viSaya che. AvuM suMdara prakAranuM sAdhupaNuM pAmI gayA pachI paNa du:kha veThavAnI vRtti ghaTavA mAMDe eTale sudharavAne badale bacAvanI vRtti zarU thAya. sAdhupaNuM pAmyA pachI paNa du:kha bhogavavAne badale duHkhathI bacavAnA rastA zodhavA mAMDIe te samyaktvanI maMdatAnA kAraNe. samyaktva TakAvavA mATe sauthI pahelAM du:khathI vicalita na thavAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI che. duHkha veThavAno abhyAsa pADayA vagara samyaktva pamAya nahi ane TakAvI zakAya nahi. du:kha veThavAno abhyAsa na hoya ane duHkha veThavAnI AvazyakatA UbhI thAya to hAlata kaphoDI thayA vinA na rahe. samyagdarzanane pAmavA mATe duHkha veThavAnI vRtti keLavavI ja paDaze. jo zraddhA majabUta banAvavAmAM na Ave to sAdhupaNAmAMthI paNa patananI gartAmAM paDayA vagara na rahevAya. jeTaluM phAvyuM teTaluM rAkhavuM ane na phAve eTaluM choDavA mAMDavuM. A samyaktvanAM lakSaNa nathI. arihaMtapada to terame guNaThANe maLe, AcAryAdi traNa pado chao-sAtame maLe jyAre AjanuM A pada cothe guNaThANe paNa maLe evuM che ne ? AthI Aje tamArI- amArI vAta bhegI karavI che. Aje to hAlata e che ke je guNa cothe guNaThANezrAvakapaNAmAM paNa pAmI zakAya te guNa sAdhupaNAmAM paNa pAmavo ke TakAvavo kaparuM kAma che. jyAM joIe tyAM bhagavAnanI vAta mAnavAnA badale, vAta kApavAnI ja taiyArI hoya tyAM A guNa pamAya kaI rIte ? ja sa. kALanA hisAbe thoDuM jatuM karavuM paDe ne ? comAsAnA divasomAM varasAda ghaNo hoya, kAdava-kIcaDa ghaNo hoya to ghera besI raho ke chatrI ne joDAM laIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLo ? ziyALAmAM ThaMDI paDe to hAthe-page mojAM caDhAvIne kAme lAgo ke godaDuM oDhIne besI raho ? Aga lAge to baLavAnuM ke olavavA besavAnuM ? tyAM jatuM na karo ne kAme lAgo ! jyAre ahIM kALanA nAme jatuM zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 289
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________________ karavuM che ne ? tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke zraddhA bodI thaI gaI che. Aje manane anukULa paDe evuM kazuM karavuM nathI. kAraNa ke manano khADo purAya evo nathI. manane anukULa ApavAthI samAdhi na jaLavAya, pratikULa evuM mana dUra karIe to samAdhi maLe. sa. vyavahAramAM rahyA hoIe to karavuM paDe, javuM paDe. ApaNo mAla sAcavavo hoya to corabajAramAM na javuM. jeo ApaNane bhagavAnanA mArgathI UMdhe ravADe caDhAve tevAnA paricayamAM javuM nahi. jeo saMsAranA sukha mATe ane duHkha TALavA mATe dharma kare ane karAve teo paramapadanA pragaTa cora che - evuM zAstramAM kahyuM che. tamAro vyavahAra AvA corabajAra jevo ja che ne ? sa. abhiyoga ApyA che ne ? abhiyoga ke AgAra sevavA mATe nathI ApyA, sevAI jAya to tamAruM paccakhkhANa bhAMgatuM nathI-e jaNAvavA mATe ApyA che. abhiyoga-AgAra davA jevA che. sevavA mATe sevavAnA nathI. prANa kaMThe Ave tyAre abhiyoga sevyA hoya to guNanI rakSA thAya. pahelethI abhiyoga sevIe e to guNanI khAmIne sUcave che. * AjanA divase ApaNe zrImatI mayaNAsuMdarIne, zrImatI sulasAsatIne, zrImatI aMjanAsatIne yAda karI levAM che. e mahAsatIoe keTalA kaparA saMyogomAM samyagdarzanane sAcavyuM e vicArIe to ApaNuM puruSatva lAje evuM che. strI-jAta hovA chatAM, koI potAnA pakSamAM na hovA chatAM teo satyane vaLagI rahIne samyakatvane jALavI zake to ApaNe kema ATalA namAlA banI gayA chIe ke jethI dareka ThekANe satyane kApavA ja taiyAra thaIe chIe ? teo to pAThaka pAse bhaNIne taiyAra thayAM hatAM, ApaNe to sAdhusAdhvInAM paDakhAM sevyAM che ne? chatAM thoDA svArtha khAtara satyane vegaLuM mUkIe-e cAle? jemAM koI viziSTa kaSTa nathI paDatuM ane jemAM khAsa kazuM gumAvavAnuM nathI chatAM te vAta mAnavAne badale vAta kApavAnI mahenata karIe-e kaI rIte cAle ? eka bAju A divasomAM zrIpALarAjA ane mayaNAsuMdarInI vAto karavAnI ane bIjI bAju samAdhAnanA nAme khoTAne paNa calAvI levuM A kevI vRtti ? sAcuM samajAyA pachI bIjAne manAvavA mATe mahenata karavAne badale ApaNe khoTuM choDIne cAlyA javuM che. khoTAmAM taNAvuM nathI ane sAcAne choDavuM nathI. samyakatvathI vaMcita rAkhavA mATe moharAjAnAM kArastAna ghaNAM che. ghaDIkamAM sukhanA TukaDA nAkhIne lalacAve to ghaDIkamAM duHkhathI gabharAvI vicalita banAve. dhIme dhIme zraddhAthI bhraSTa banAve. marIci 290 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ sAdhupaNAthI vicalita thayA te A ja krame thayA ne ? du:kha game teTaluM Ave mArgathI vicalita nathI thavuM ane game tevA camatkAra dekhI mUMjhAvuM nathI. sulasAsatIjI bhagavAnanA nAme paNa na bhoLavAyAM. ApaNe to gaNapati dUdha pIe toya jovA jaIe ne? sa. samakitI deva pAse javAya ne ? e to sahAya kare ne ? samakitIdeva samyakatva nirmaLa kare ne ? - deva samyakatva nirmaLa na kare, cAritra levA sahAya kare. samyatvanI nirmaLatA to ApaNe ApaNA puruSArthathI karavAnI che. duHkha TALavA mATe DokTara pAse jAo to vAMdho nathI, paNa mAMtriko pAse nathI javuM. bhUtano vaLagADa paNa karmanA kAraNe naDe che. tethI karmano vaLagADa kADhavA mATe mahenata karavI che. ane e sAmarthya bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM che. sa. ApaNAmAM samyatva AvyuM che enI khAtarI zuM? game teTalA maMtrataMtra joIne citta calAyamAna na thAya ane sAcuM samajAyA pachI game teTaluM kaSTa paDe topaNa satyane choDavuM nathI-Avo pariNAma hoya to mAnavuM ke samyakatva che. sa. dhanane sAcavavA mATe jema tijorI hoya tema samyakatvane sAcavavAno koI upAya che kharo ? samyakatvane sAcavavAno upAya eka ja che ane te A sAdhupaNuM! sAdhupaNA vinA samyatva sAcavavAnuM kAma kaparuM che. sAdhupaNAmAM samyakatva sacavAya ane samyakatvanA yoge sAdhupaNuM paLAya. baMnne ekabIjAnA pUraka che. AthI ja to zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM zrI sudharmasvAmI mahArAje zrI jaMbUsvAmI mahArAjane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke jAe saddhAe nikkhanto tameva annupaalejjaa| (yayA zraddhayA niSkrAntastameva anupaalyet|) je zraddhAthI cAritramArge nIkaLyA cho te ja zraddhAthI te mArganuM pAlana karajo... cAritranA pariNAmane TakAvavAnA badale zraddhAne sAcavI rAkhavAnuM kahyuM tenuM kAraNa samajAya che ne ? cAritranuM pAlana karavAnA badale zraddhAnuM anupAlana karavAnuM pharamAvyuM tenA uparathI ja samyakatvanI kiMmata samajAya evI che. je sAdhupaNAmAM duHkha AvyA pachI zraddhAthI vicalita thAya to cAritramAMthI patana thayA vinA na rahe. takalIpha AvyA pachI paNa TakI rahevuM enuM ja nAma samyagdarzana. Apatti AvyA pachI temAM vicalita banyA vinA vipattine TALI saMpatti sudhI pahoMcADe e ja samyatvano guNa che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 291
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________________ * ArAdhanA ekalA karavI paDe to vAMdho nahi paNa ArAdhanAnA nAme ekatA nathI karavI. ekatvamAM je sukha che te ekatAmAM nathI. * duHkhanA kAraNe je zraddhA vicalita thAya te bhaNIne pAkI karAya che, AthI samyagdarzana pachI samyajJAna pada . samyajJAnapada : A saMsAramAM game tevA puNyanA prakarSavALAne janma, jarA ne mRtyunAM duHkho AvyA vinA rahetAM nathI. anuttaravAsI devone ane tIrthaMkaranA AtmAone paNa janmamaraNanAM duHkho to bhogavavAM ja paDe che. zrI umAsvAti mahArAjAe eka ThekANe kahyuM che ke mahApuruSone janma e mUyo mUya: traparim' vAraMvAra lajjAne pAtra che. maravuM zaramajanaka nathI paNa janamavuM zaramajanaka che ne ? jeo janma dUra karavA nIkaLyA teone janma levo paDe to lajjA Ave ne ? kamAvA mATe gayelA khoIne Ave to moTuM batAve kharA ? * samyagdarzanane TakAvavA mATe ja nahi tene nirmaLa banAvavA mATe paNa samyagajJAna ja upayogI che. jyAre maLelA ja nahi, keLavelA guNone paNa gumAvI de evuM A ajJAna che. samyagdarzanane ane sAdhupaNAne TakAve enA mATe A jJAnapada che. zraddhAno dIpaka nizcala ane jhaLahaLato bane tema ja cAritranuM pAlana majethI karI zakAya e mATe jJAnanI ArAdhanA che. je ajJAnI hoya te samyagdarzana gumAvI bese ane cAritrathI patana pAmyA vinA na rahe. Aje ApaNe jJAnanI ATalI mahattA jANavA chatAM ApaNane jJAna para vizvAsa nathI ne puNya para ja vizvAsa che ne ? jJAna bacAve ke puNya bacAve ? zrIpALarAjA ne mayaNAsuMdarIno rAsa racAyo te A ja pAyA para racAyo che ne? jo mayaNAsuMdarIne karma para vizvAsa na hota ane zraddhA majabUta na hota to A prasaMga Ubho thAta ja nahi. Aje ApaNane puNya upara je vizvAsa che te khaseDIne jJAna para vizvAsa keLavavo che. jJAna je ApaNI pAse haze to A loka paNa sudharaze ane paraloka paNa sudharaze. je jJAna nahi hoya to baMnne loka bagaDyA vagara nahi rahe. puNya to bhogavavAthI pUruM thaI jaze jyAre jJAnanA saMskAra bhavAntaramAM paNa laI javAya che. 292 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ saM. puNya uparathI najara kaI rIte khaseDavI ? A pUchavA pahelAM tamArI jAtane pUcho ke puNya uparathI najara khaseDavI che kharI? sa. Apane amArA upara vizvAsa nathI ? jene bhagavAna para vizvAsa na hoya, jJAna para vizvAsa na hoya tenA para vizvAsa mukAya kharo ? jene jJAna upara ane bhagavAna para vizvAsa hoya tenA para amane vizvAsa hoya. jene puNya para ja vizvAsa hoya tenA para vizvAsa kaI rIte mukAya ? Aje tamArI ke amArI A ja dazA che ke puNyodaya game che, jJAnano kSayopazama nathI gamato. sa. amArI vAta to barAbara paNa ApanA mATe evuM kema kahevAya ? amane paNa loko amAruM mAne evuM AdeyanAmakarma game paNa ame bhagavAnanuM mAnI zakIe evo mithyAtvano, aviratino kSayopazama na game. AjJA mAnavAno kSayopazama nathI joIto, AjJA manAvavAnuM puNya joIe che. sa. jJAna ane puNya eka ja sikkAnI be bAju che ne? sikkAnI paNa chApa juo ke dhAtu juo? chApa vagara sikkAnI kiMmata nathI tema jJAna vinA puNyanI kiMmata nathI. gAMDo mANasa tagaDo hoya ke zrImaMta hoya, zuM kAmano ? tamane jJAna para to vizvAsa nathI ja ane sAcA arthamAM puNya para paNa vizvAsa nathI. jene puNya game te pApa kare kharo ? puNya karatAM paNa tamane pApa para vizvAsa vadhAre che ! puNyamAM haze to maLaze ke pApa karavAthI maLaze ? saMsAranAM kSaNika sukho mATe jJAnane gumAvavuM nathI. game teTalAM duHkhomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe to ya jJAnane TakAvI rAkhavuM che. puNyodaya nahi bacAve, jJAna ja bacAvaze. sa. jJAna paNa puNyathI ja maLe ne? jJAna mAtra puNyathI nathI maLatuM, puruSArthathI maLe che. puNyayoge sAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa puruSArtha karavAmAM na Ave to jJAna na ja maLe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sukhanA arthIne vidyA na maLe, vidyArthIne sukha na hoya. sukha puNyathI maLe ne ? have kaho ke jJAna ane puNya baMnnene meLa bese kharo ? sukha choDavAnA ane kaSTa veThavAnA puruSArtha vinA jJAna na ja maLe. je samyajJAnanA yoge A caritragraMthanI zarUAta thaI hatI te zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 293
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________________ jJAnapadano Aje divasa che. ApaNI pAse puNya ghaNuM che paNa jJAna para vizvAsa ja nathI. e mahApuruSo bhaviSyanA puNyanI kalpanAnA AdhAre jIvatA na hatA paNa vartamAnanA jJAna para, samajaNa para vizvAsa rAkhIne jIvatA hatA. zrI mayaNAsuMdarIne e khabara na hatI ke zrIpALamahArAjA rAjaputra che ane temano koDharoga camatkArika rIte dUra thavAno che. bhaviSyamAM ATalI saMpatti maLavAnI che - evI koI ja jAtanI apekSA vinA zrI mayaNAsuMdarIe koDhiyAno hAtha pakaDayo hato. sa. jene jJAna game te puNyanA udayane choDI de? barAbara. zrI AryarakSitasUri mahArAje mAna choDIne jJAna mATe cAritra lIdhuM ne? mAne rAjI karavA mATe daSTivAda bhaNe evA AcArya ApaNe tyAM thaI gayA che. Aje gurune rAjI karavA mATe bhaNanArAM sAdhusAdhvI maLe kharA ? Aje ApaNI najara puNya upara ja caTelI hoya to kayA moDhe jJAnanA guNa gAIe ? haiyAmAM bahumAna hoya ne hoThe Ave to te guNAnuvAda zobhe. duHkha kaI rIte bhogavavuM ane sukhano paDachAyo paNa kaI rIte paDavA na devo e jJAna zIkhave che. e mahApuruSonAM caritro sAMbhaLIe to lAge ke game tevA prasaMgomAM temano jJAnano vizvAsa khasyo nathI. sa. jJAnI duHkha ja veThe ? duHkha bhogave ane sukha choDe te jJAnI. duHkha TALe ane sukha khaMkhere te jJAnI nahi. Aje tamAre tyAM paNa zuM rivAja che? nAnA bhAIne moTAbhAI vacce jhaghaDo thAya to tame moTAne ja zikhAmaNa Apo ne ke "tuM samaju che ne? to tuM jatuM kara'. moTAne veThI levAnI zikhAmaNa Apo to te jJAnI che mATe ja ne? moTo je samaju hoya to bApAnI milakatamAMthI sarakho bhAga na Icche. potAnI umarano bhAga kApI le, nAnAne vadhu bhAga Ape. sa. eTale nAne mAla khAya ne moTA mAra khAya-ema ja ne? nA, moTA mAra na khAya mevA khAya. sevA e ja evA che ne? * samyagdarzanane AMca na Ave ane cAritrane kalaMka na lAge te mATe jJAna sAcavavuM che. jJAna para jene vizvAsa hoya tene Apatti Apatti na lAge, saMpatti saMpatti na lAge, saMpatti meLavavAno ane Apatti TALavAno adhyavasAya na jAge. jene puNyano bhogavaTo game te jJAna prApta karavA mATe samaya na ApI zake. A jJAnarUpI tela jo 294 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ pUravAmAM na Ave to samyatvano dIvo olavAyA vagara nahi rahe. puNyanA bhogavaTAnI zraddhA khUTe to ja jJAna pratye vizvAsa jAge. sAmagrI maLavI e juduM ane taravuM e juduM. puNya sAmagrI Ape paNa tAre to jJAna ja. sa. Apa puNya para bahu aNagamo batAvo cho. kAraNa ke sAdhu banAvavA che. jene sAdhu thavuM hoya te paNa puNya uparathI najara khaseDavA mahenata kare. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sAdho: pukhyavaMdho negato ahIM puNya bhogavavAne badale pApa bhogavI levuM che. vara ke gappA vaMto .. narakAdi gatimAM jaIne duHkha bhogavavuM enA karatAM ahIM svecchAthI du:kha bhogavI levuM che. anya darzanakAro paNa mAne che ke - tameva viditvI gatimRtyuneti nAnyaH patthA vidyate anAyA tattvajJAna vinA mukti nathI. puNya mATe ghaNI mahenata karI. have jJAna mATe mahenata karI levI che. AjanA divase niyama levo che ke gAthA karyA vagara bhANe nathI besavuM. traNa TAIma vApare teNe traNa gAthA karavI, be vakhata vAparatA hoya temaNe be gAthA karavI ane eka TAIma vAparatA hoya te eka gAthA to kare ja. ATaluM banaze ne ? jeTalo bhoga vadhAre teTalo roga vadhAre. jeTalo roga vadhAre teTalI davA vadhAre levI paDe ne ? * tAraze to jJAna ja tAraze. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI paNa puNya haze to devatAo mahotsava karavA Avaze. paNa puNya nahi hoya to ya kevaLajJAnathI mokSa maLyA vinA nahi rahe. mokSamAM javuM nathI mATe puNya game che. puNya game che emAM paNa ajJAna kAma kare che. je vastu tAratI nathI e game che zA mATe ? ajJAna che, mATe ja ne? samyakSyAritrapada : samyajJAnanI upAsanA karanAra maLI Ave paNa e upAsanA cAritra mATe chee yAda kharuM? jJAnanuM phaLa virati che ane virati mATe jJAna che. jJAna vidvAna thavA mATe nathI, cAritradhara banavA mATe che. Aje tamArA ke amArA magajamAMthI viratinuM dhyeya lagabhaga vIsarAI gayuM che, gRhastho paMDita thavA mATe bhaNe che ane ame vidvAna thavA mATe bhaNIe chIe! zrI umAsvAti mahArAjAe jJAnanuM phaLa virati che ema kahyuM che ane navapadamAM paNa jJAnapada pachI cAritrapada ApyuM che. kAraNa ke cAritra jJAnanuM phaLa che. cAritranA dhyeya vinA bhaNe tene jJAnAvaraNIya baMdhAyA vinA na rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 295
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________________ sa. jJAnAvaraNIyanI nirjarA mATe bhaNIe to? jJAnAvaraNIyanI saMpUrNa nirjarA paNa tyAre thaze ke jyAre cAritramohanIyanI nirjarA thAya. jJAnAvaraNIyanI nirjarA paNa zA mATe karavI che? cAritra meLavavuM che mATe ja ne? nAnA chokarAone paNa AvazyakakriyAnAM sUtro bhaNAvIe tyAre tene paNa samajAvavuM ke "beTA! ApaNe sAdhu thavAnuM che.' sAdhu thavAnA uddeza vinA jJAnanI ArAdhanA kAmanI nathI. Aje tame paisA meLavavA mATe bhaNo ane ame mAnasanmAna meLavavA mATe bhaNIe. jJAna meLavIne mokSe javAno uddeza, nathI tamArI pAse ane nathI amArI pAse. - sa. vyAkhyAna paNa dIkSA mATe ja sAMbhaLavAnuM? dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hoya te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe ane AgaLa vadhIne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA pragaTAvavA mATe sAMbhaLe. ApaNe je samyajJAna bhaNIe chIe te sarvavirati mATe na bhaNIe to ApaNuM jJAna samyam nahi bane. atyAre mAtra jJAna ApaNI pAse rahI gayuM che. jJAnapada pachI cAritrapada ApyuM che, tenuM kAraNa eka ja che. ke cAritranA uddezane laIne ja jJAna karmanirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che, nahi to A jJAna pAMce IndriyonA bhogavaTAmAM ja vaparAvAnuM. je aviratinA upabhogane ja pedA karAve e jJAna jJAna kyAMthI rahe ? Aje nathI ame kevaLajJAna mATe bhaNatA ane nathI tame sarvavirati mATe bhaNatA. AthI tamAruM amAruM jJAna samyam nathI banatuM. jJAnI zvAsozvAsamAM kaThina karmono je kSaya kare che te A cAritranA pariNAmanA kAraNe kare che mAtra jJAnanA kAraNe nahi. jene cAritra joItuM nathI tene jJAna-zraddhA zuM kAma lAge ? sAdhu-upAdhyAya ke AcAryapada paNa zA mATe ArAdhe ? siddhapada maLe kyAMthI ane arihaMta maLe ke nA maLe zuM pharaka paDe? A rIte bAkInA sAte padone nakAmAM banAve evo A cAritranI IcchAno abhAva che. cAritra lIdhuM che mATe bhaNavuM che A bhAva na joIe. cAritra levA mATe bhaNavuM che ane cAritra lIdhA pachI kSAyikabhAvanA cAritra mATe bhaNavuM che. cAritranI bhAvanA ja jJAnane samyagra banAve che. vartamAnanA pApathI bacI jaIe ane bhaviSyamAM pApa na thAya-evuM sattva keLavAya e prabhAva A cAritrano che. cAritranI prApti nasIba para AdhArita nathI, puruSArtha para AdhArita che. je nasIbanA bharose besI rahe tenA jevuM kamanasIba bIjuM koI nathI. je AjJAno bharoso rAkhe te bhAgyazALI che. cAritra maLe ke na maLe, cAritranI IcchA paNa na maLe te na cAle. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ samyajJAnathI cAritra na maLe to maLe zuM? samyajJAnathI avirati javI ja joIe ane virati maLavI ja joIe. samyaktapapada : * A jagatanI jeTalI jeTalI cIja che temAMthI eka paNa cIja tAranArI nathI evuM jene lAge te arihaMtAdi cAranA zaraNe bhAvathI jAya che. A duniyAnI cIjo puNyanA udayathI maLatI hovAthI audayikabhAvanI che jyAre cAra zaraNAM kSayopazamabhAvanAM * ATha pada ArAdhyA pachI paNa tapapadanI ArAdhanA karyA vinA mokSa nahi maLe. cAritra lIdhA pachI paNa bhUtakALanAM karmo mokSe jatAM aTakAve. vartamAnamAM karma na bAMdhIe topaNa bhUtakALanAM karmo mokSe javA detAM nathI. e karmone khapAvavA mATe tapadharma che. pApathI duHkha Ave - e game ? pApathI kevaLajJAna aTake - e game ? ke pApathI mokSa na maLe - e game? vAkyo to traNe sAcAM che paNa game che karyuM? pApathI duHkha Ave che - e ja game ne? jene pApathI kevaLajJAna aTake che ne mokSa nathI maLato : A game tene tapa karavAmAM majA Ave. ghAtikarmanI nirjarA karavA mATe tapa che. Aje asalamAM pApathI duHkha Ave che-e zraddhA paNa sAcI nathI. pApathI duHkha Ave che evuM mAnanAro pApa majethI kare kharo? Aje pApathI duHkha Ave ema mAnanAra sukha meLavavA mATe pApa majethI kare che ne? Aje tamane puNya paNa eTalA mATe ja joIe che ne? tamane puNya zenA mATe joIe? pApa karavAnI anukULatA maLe eTalA mATe ke dikSA levAnI anukULatA maLe eTalA mATe? Aje ApaNe sukhanI lAlasA ja puNyanA nAme pUrI karIe chIe ne? sukha kudaratI je maLe te puNyathI maLe. je sukha meLavavA mATe prayatna karIe te pApa karAvyA vagara na rahe. je ApaNA AtmA mATe upakAraka na hoya teno tyAga karyA vinA nahi cAle. Aje puNya sukhanI lAlacathI game che, mATe te ApaNA mATe heya che. e mATe zAstranA pAne puNyanI upAdeyatA zodhIne batAvavAnI jarUra nathI. e puNyanI upAdeyatAnI vAta ApaNA mATe nathI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mokSa sudhI sahAya kare che evuM mAnanArAe puNyAnubaMdhI pApane bhUlavuM na joIe. Aje vIsa karoDa muni sAthe pAMca pAMDavo mokSe gayA te aNasaNa karIne gayA ne? aNasaNa kare to azAtA bhogavavA mATe ja kare ne? anaMtA AtmAo duHkha veThIne mokSe gayA che, ApaNe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bhogavatAM bhogavatAM mokSe javuM che ne? puNya zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 297
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________________ majethI bhogavavuM che ane pApano udaya nA chUTake bhogavavo che - AvA pariNAmane badale have pApa majethI bhogavavuM che ane puNya nA chUTake bhogavavuM che : A pariNAma keLavI levo che. * jeo duHkha TALavA prayatna kare che teo ADakatarI rIte sukhane mAge che. kulavAlaka muni duHkha veThavA chatAM sukhanI lAlaca na TALI zakyA to patana pAmyA ne ? atyAra sudhI ApaNe duHkha ghaNuM veThavA chatAM anicchAe veThavAthI saMskAra na paDyA ane sukha alpa bhogavyuM hovA chatAM tenA saMskAra gADha che. have duHkha IcchAthI (svecchAthI) bhogavI levuM che ane sukha anicchAe bhogavavuM che, jethI sukhanA saMskAra bhUMsAI jAya ane du:kha veThavAnA saMskAra majabUta bane. * je kriyAnI pAchaLa azubha Azaya paDyo hoya te kriyA zubha phaLane na Ape. tapa zubhAzubha karmanI nirjarA mATe che. Avo tapa karatI vakhate zubha karma baMdhAI jAya e bane paNa IrAdo to nirjarAno ja hoya. 298 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ dIvALIparvanAM vyAkhyAno : pumarthA iha catvAraH, kAmArtho tatra jnminaam| arthabhUtau nAmadheyAdanau~ paramArthataH // 1 // arthastu mokSa evaiko, dharmastasya ca kAraNam / saMyamAdi rdazavidhaH, saMsArAmbhodhitAraNaH // 2 // ananta,Hd: saMsAro, moloDanagnamuva: punaH | tayostyAgapariprAptihetu dharmaM vinA na hi // 3 // mArga sthito yathA dUraM, kramAt paGgurapi vrajet / dharmastho ghanakarmA'pi, tathA mokSamavApnuyAt // 4 // zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI antima dezanAnA A cAra zloko che. mahApuruSo aMtasamaye je vAta karIne jAya te paramasArabhUta hoya-e to samajI zakAya evuM che. je vAta kahyA vagara cAle evI nathI, ane je vAta ApaNane khAsa naDe che, tene ja kendramAM rAkhIne bhagavAne chellI dezanA ApI hatI. * atyAra sudhI ApaNe dharma na karyo mATe saMsAramAM rakhaDyA chIe evuM nathI, dharma karavA chatAM ya saMsAramAM rakhaDyA chIe. adharma karIne jema saMsAramAM rakhaDIe chIe te ja rIte dharma karIne paNa saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM ja kAma ApaNe karyuM che. kAraNa ke dharma sAcI rIte karyo nathI. * vItarAgaparamAtmAe aMtima dezanAmAM je vAta jaNAvI hatI te mAtra A divasomAM nahi, rojanA vyAkhyAnamAM A vAta carcAvI joIe; jyAre Aje to bhagavAne je vAta karI che, tenAthI UMdhI vAto vyAkhyAnamAM cAlatI hoya to kyAMthI nistAra thAya ? bhagavAne kahyuM che ke saMsAra anantadu:khamaya che, jyAre Aje amArA sAdhuo samajAve che ke saMsAramAM duHkha che. sa. e bannemAM zuM pharaka paDe ? saMsAramAM duHkha lAge te sukhI thavA mATe, rAjA-mahArAjA thavA mATe mahenata kare. ane saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge tene to Indra ke cakravartI thavAnuM paNa na game. saMsAramAM duHkha lAge te duHkha TALavA mathe, saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge te saMsAra TALavA mathe. saMsAra duHkharUpa zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 299
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________________ lAgavo eTale puNyanA udayathI maLelo sukhamaya saMsAra paNa duHkharUpa lAgavo. Aje puNyathI maLelAM sukho gamI jAya che mATe ja saMsAra duHkharUpa nathI lAgato. dezanA lokone kheMcavA mATe nathI, saMsAramAMthI kADhavA mATe dezanA che. Aje dezanApaddhatimAM pharaka paDyo che tenuM kAraNa e che ke bhagavAnanI vAta yAda nathI rAkhI. bhagavAne cAra puruSArthanI vAta karI e yAda rAkhyuM, paNa saMsArane ananta-du:khamaya kahyo che - te jANI-joIne bhUlI gayA ne ? jo A vastu yAda rAkhI hota ke - saMsAra anaHdu:khamaya che ane mokSa anantasukhamaya che to AjanI dezanA paddhatimAM pheraphAra na thAta. Aje ghaNAo phariyAda kare che ke mokSanuM sukha anubhavAtuM nathI mATe tenI lAlaca nathI jAgatI. ApaNe temane kahevuM che ke mokSano anubhava bhale na hoya paNa saMsArano to anubhava che ne ? to anantadu:khamaya saMsAra mAnavAnI taiyArI che kharI ? je najare dekhAya che, rAtadivasa anubhavAya che te paNa mAnavAnI taiyArI nathI, tevAne "anubhavAtuM nathI mATe nathI mAnatA' AvI phariyAda karavAno adhikAra nathI. saMsAramAM duHkha che ke saMsAra e ja du:kha che? saMsAra sukhamaya hoya to paNa te duHkharUpa ja cheevuM mAnavuM che. viSa paNa khAtI vakhate na mAre, khAdhA pachI mAre che. tema sukha paNa bhogavatI vakhate duHkharUpa na lAge toya bhogavyA pachI to duHkhanI paraMparA saryA vinA nathI rahetuM. AthI ja saMsArane duHkharUpa mAnavo eTale sukhamaya saMsArane duHkharUpa mAnavo. duHkha to duHkharUpa lAge ja che, sukha duHkharUpa nathI lAgatuM mATe teno upadeza Apavo paDe che. sa. hoMziyAra vyApArI gharAkane joIne mAla vece ne? sAcuM kaho cho ? sonAcAMdInI dukAna laIne beThA ho ane koI caNAmamarA levA Ave to tene bAraNuM batAvo ke caNAmamarA rAkhatA thAo ? gharAkane anurUpa mAla vasAvavAno ke mAlane anurUpa gharAka zodhavAno ? dharma karavAthI sukha maLe che ane duHkha TaLe che-e to tamArI gamatI vAta che ja. tamane game e amAre nathI ApavAnuM. bhagavAne je kahyuM che te tamArA sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM che. dharma karavAthI sukhanI lAlasA nathI jAgatI, duHkhamAM AghApAchA nathI thavAtuM. sAdhupaNAnuM duHkha mokSe pahoMcADe che ane saMsAranuM sukha mokSamAM jatAM aTakAve che, mATe duHkha sahana na thatuM hoya to mahApuruSanuM AlaMbana laIne bhogavavuM che, paNa sukha to nathI ja bhogavavuM. * bhagavAnanI dezanAnuM kendrabindu A eka ja che : puNyathI maLelo sukhamaya saMsAra paNa anantaduHkhamaya che, AthI teno tyAga karavo che ane anantasukhamaya evA 300 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ mokSanI prApti karavI che ane enA kAraNarUpa saMyamAdi daza prakArano yatidharma che. musApharI karanArA paNa e.sI. DabbAmAM besIne jAya ke sAmAnya DabbAmAM besIne jAya, ISTa sthAna Ave eTale choDIne jatA rahe ne ? tema game teTalI anukULatA maLe topaNa teno upayoga musApharI karavA mATe karI levo che. e.sI. DabbAmAM besanArAno Azaya paNa sukha bhogavavAno hoya ke ISTa sthAne javAno Azaya hoya ? Aje ApaNe puNya bhogavIe chIe te sAdhupaNAnA sAdhana tarIke bhogavIe chIe ? puNya e bhogavavAnI cIja che ke upayoga karI levAnI cIja che ? bhagavAne kahyuM ke jene puNya maLyuM hoya te puNya choDavA mATe mahenata kare ane jene puNya na maLyuM hoya te puNyane meLavavA mahenata na kare. gurubhagavanta tAraka che mATe ApaNe temanuM mAnIe chIe ke gurubhagavanta bolaze-mATe temanuM mAnIe chIe ? * bhagavAnanI dezanA virAma pAmyA pachI puNyapAlarAjAe pote AgalI rAte joyelAM ATha svapnono phalAdeza pUchyo. bhagavAne paNa enA javAba ApyA. zrI puNyapAlarAjA e mahAtmA hatA AthI ja bhagavAne temanAM svapnano phalAdeza karyo. 1) hAthIsvapna : sauthI paheluM svapna hAthInuM hatuM. ApaNe A phlAdezanuM varNana vAMcavuM che ke sAMbhaLavuM che paNa bIjAne kharAba cItaravA mATe nahi, ApaNI jAtane bacAvavA mATe sAMbhaLavuM che. bhagavAnanA zAsananA zrAvakone hAthI jevA kahyA che. hAthInI cAla ja enI sukhazIlatAne ane nizciMtapaNAne sUcave che. tema zrAvako paNa sukhazIliyA banaze-ema bhagavAna jaNAve che. zrAvako vivekI hovA chatAM paNa sukhazIliyA hovAthI saMsArano tyAga nahi karI zake. zrAvakonI kiMmata paisAnA kAraNe nathI, vivekanA kAraNe che. Arthika saMyogonA kAraNe ke puNyanA yoge zrAvakanI kiMmata nathI gaNAtI, vivekanA kAraNe ja zrAvakanI kiMmata che. AvA vivekI zrAvako paNa tuccha sukhamAM rAcIne raheze, Asakta banaze. Asati ane lobhamAM pharaka che. je sukha maLyuM hoya temAM coMTI rahevuM, choDavuM nahi tenuM nAma Asati ane je na maLyuM hoya tene meLavavA mATe bhaTakyA karavuM te lobha. * sukhazIliyA zrAvako vivekI hovA chatAM dIkSA nahi le ane kadAca dIkSA leze topaNa kusaMganA kAraNe choDI deze. Aje tame dIkSA nathI laI zakatA te arthakAmanI zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 301
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________________ lAlasAnA kAraNe ja ne ? arthakAmanI lAlace ja dIkSA mAMDI vALI che ne ? Asakta banavuM nathI ane dIkSA laIne pachI kusaMga karavo nathI. kusaMga eTale kharAba sobata. viratidhara mATe aviratidharano saMga kusaMga kahevAya. samakitI mATe mithyAtvIno saMga kusaMga kahevAya. Aje sAdhupaNuM lIdhelAoe jo sAdhupaNuM gumAvyuM hoya to tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke AjJAno saMga na karyo ane kharAbano bhaMga karyo. Aje sAdhusAdhvIne bhagatano saMga game ke guru-sahavartIno saMga game? tamAre tyAM paNa e ja dazA che ne ? tamane bhAIno saMga game ke mitrano saMga game ? bhAIno saMga game to ghara na bhAMge, mitrano saMga game to lagabhaga ghara bhAMgyA vagara na rahe. amArAM sAdhusAdhvIne paNa bhagatane bhaNAvavAnuM game, paNa jAte bhaNavAnuM na game! AnuM nAma kusaMga. zrI yogazataka vagere graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke - ApaNe je guNaThANe hoIe tenAthI hInaguNaThANAvALAno saMga na karavo, adhikaguNaThANe rahelAno saMga karavo. potA karatAM UMcAno saMga karavo te satsaMga ane nIcAno saMga karavo tenuM nAma kusaMga. mitra kevo joIe? ApaNane AgaLa laI jAya evo ke nIce pADe evo? sAdhupaNuM laIne teno tyAga karaze eno artha evo nathI ke gharabhegA ja thaI jaze. sAdhupaNAnA veSamAM rahevA chatAM jIvana gRhastha jevuM jIvaze. virati levA chatAM aviratinI jema varte eTale dIkSA choDI dIdhI che - ema mAnavuM paDe ne ? 4 dIkSA levA mATe gurune zodhavAnuM vidhAna che, anukULa gurune zodhavAnI vAta nathI. je guru hoya te anukULa ja hoya, je anukULa hoya te guru na banI zake. je davA hoya te anukULa kahevAya ke je anukULa hoya tene davA kahevAya ? * ApaNane mana naDe che e jotA nathI ane "saMyogo naDe che mATe vrata pALI zakatA nathI' - evI phariyAda karIe chIe ! A pahelA svapnanA phaLamAMthI bAkAta thavuM hoya to eTaluM nakkI rAkhavuM ke sukhamAM Asakta banavuM nathI, dIkSA levI che ane lIdhA pachI kusaMga nathI karavo, kSaNika sukha khAtara viveka nathI mUkavo. * ApaNe A pavitra divasomAM eTaluM nakkI karI levuM che ke - bolavAnuM baMdha karI sahana karavAnuM zarU karI devuM che. koI game te kahe, game te rIte kahe ApaNe eka paNa vacanano javAba nathI Apavo, na game topaNa sahana karI levuM che. ApaNA mATe loko je vAta kare te premathI sAMbhaLI levI che, teno khulAso nathI karavo. ATaluM nakkI thAya to sarasa kAma thaI jAya. 302 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ 2) kapisvapna : hAthIsvapna bAda zrI puNyapAla maMDaleze kapi-vAMdarAnuM svapna joyuM hatuM. teno phalAdeza karatAM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM ke-mArA zAsanamAM prAyaH karIne AcAryabhagavanto AcArahIna, pramAdI ane caMcaLa haze. tethI temane vAnaranI upamA ApI che. vAnarano svabhAva caMcaLa hoya che. koI paNa kArya karatI vakhate TharIne bese nahi. je kAma karavAnuM hoya tenAthI bIjA kAmamAM ja tenuM citta hoya. Ane ja caMcaLatA kahevAya. vAnarane bIjAne herAna karavAmAM, bhAgalA paDAvavAmAM AnaMda hoya, tema AcAryo paNa dharmanA bhedane karanArA thaze. bhaNavA bese paNa DAphoLiyAM mAryA kare tenuM nAma caMcaLatA. potAnA karatAM bIjAnuM sAruM lAgyA kare ane ethI bIjAnuM bagADavAnuM mana thAyaH A apalakSaNa vAnarajAtanuM che. A badhuM varNana bIjA upara lAgu nathI pADavAnuM. potAnI jAtamAM A apalakSaNa che ke nahi te vicArI levAnuM. nahi to ekabIjAne vAMdarA kahevAjevI paristhiti sarjAvAnI. ApaNI jAtane bacAvavA mATe bhagavAne A varNana karyuM che. khuda bhagavAne ja ApaNA doSo batAvyA che. A ApaNI niMdA nathI. Aje ghaNA loko 'vyAkhyAna-vAcanAmAM amArI niMdAnI ja vAta Ave che' -evI phariyAda kare che - e anucita che. AvI phariyAda karavAnI hoya nahi. zAstronI racanA ja ApaNA doSanuM parijJAna karAvavA dvArA doSarahita banAvavA mATe che. karmagraMthamAM paNa guNasthAnakanuM svarUpa varNavatI vakhate pahele guNaThANe zuM zuM naDe che te batAvyuM che, zuM maLe che te nathI batAvyuM. doSa TaLe to guNa enI meLe pragaTI jAya. A badhuM zAMtithI vicArIe to lAge ke ApaNA jIvananuM bhAthuM baMdhAI jAya evuM A zlokonuM varNana che. * zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI aMtima dezanAne ApaNe je apanAvI lIdhI hota to atyAre ApaNI je dazA che tenA karatAM cokkasa caDhiyAtI avasthA ApaNI hota. Aja sudhImAM A dezanAne aMgIkAra karavAnuM sattva keLavyuM nathI ane AvuM sattva keLavAya evA saMyogo paNa jaNAtA nathI. sAdhana paripUrNa che, sAdhya vidyamAna che, have mAtra sAdhanA karavAnI bAkI che. Aje ApaNe dharma karIe chIe kharA paNa zA mATe karIe chIe-e ja khabara nathI ne ? * dharma karanArAomAM caMcaLatA to dareka kriyAmAM jovA maLe. eka navakArazInuM paccakakhANa pAratI vakhate paNa bIjuM kAma karavuM nahi evo niyama kharo ? 303 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ * vAMdarAnI be vizeSatA che. eka to caMcaLatA ghaNI ane sattva alpa hoya. je kAma karavAnuM hoya te kAmamAM citta na lagADavuM tenuM nAma caMcaLatA ane AraMbhela kAryane ISTa sudhI na pahoMcADe tenuM nAma alpasattvatA. * jayavIyarAyasUtra ALasuno pIra mATe nathI, jeo kharekhara sAdhanA karavA tatpara banyA hoya temane sAdhananI khAmI na rahe te mATe A sUtra che. * vAMdarAnuM eka bIjuM apalakSaNa che ke pote to jaMpIne bese nahi ne bIjAne zAMtithI besavA na de. vAMdaro Ave to ApaNe besI rahIe ke UThavuM ja paDe? tevI rIte A vAMdarA jevA AcAryo pote to dharma na kare ane dharmamAM sthira rahelA bIjAne paNa adharmamAM joDe. AvA saMyogomAM dharma pAmavAnuM kAma karyuM che. bhagavAnanA zAsananI vAto lokonA haiyA sudhI pahoMcADavAnA badale potAnA abhiprAyamAM lokone kheMcI javAno prayatna karavo A vAMdarAjevI avasthA che. A avasthAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM haze to yogyanI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM nakkI karavuM che ane te paNa yogya banIne rahevuM che. eka vAra duHkha veThavAnI, apamAna veThavAnI pUratI taiyArI keLavI laIe to ja dharma karI zakAze. sAcI vAta samajavAne badale sAcI vAta kApavAnI mahenata karavI nathI. * AvA vAnarajevA AcAryone je koI susAdhu kavacit hitazikSA Ape to teno teo pratIkAra karaze ane temane kharAba cItaraze. atyAre AvI avasthA jovA maLe ne ? ekAda vAra paNa hitazikSA ApI hoya to kAyama mATe duzamana thaI jAya evuM bane ne ? * A bIjA svapnanA phaLamAMthI bacavuM haze to sattva vadhAravuM paDaze, caMcaLatA choDavI paDaze, pramAdanuM varjana karavuM paDaze, dharmamAM tatpara banavuM paDaze, dharmasthane adharmamAM nathI joDavA ane koI hitazikSA Ape to pratIkAra nathI karavo, premathI sAMbhaLI levI che. (3) kSIradvasvapna : zrAvako kalpavRkSajevA dAtAra hovA chatAM bAvaLiyA jevA kasAdhuonI paDamAM AvI javAthI te zrAvako siMhajevA sattvazALI AcAryone kUtarAjevA mAnaze. 4) kAkasvapna - bhagavAnanA zAsananA munibhagavanto prAyaH kAgaDA jevA dhRSTa svabhAvanA arthAt dhiSThA thaze. je rIte kAgaDAo sarovarane choDIne khAbociyAmAM rAce tema sAdhuo sarovarajevA gurukuLavAsano tyAga karIne ekala-dokala vicaravAnuM pasaMda 304 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ karaze. dharma karavA nIkaLelA guru ne sahavartInI sAthe duzmanAvaTa keLavIne bIjA sAthe dostI karaze. 5) siMhanuM kalevara - siMhanuM kalevara jema enI aMdara utpanna thayelA kIDA ja pholI khAya che ane bIjA prANIo kalevarane joIne paNa AghA bhAge che, tema bhagavAnanA zAsanane kutIrthiko nukasAna nahi pahoMcADe evuM nukasAna zAsanamAM rahelA zAsananA pratyanIko pahoMcADaze. 6) ukaraDAmAM kamaLa - dharmAtmA kamaLajevA hovA chatAM kusaMganA kAraNe durgadhavALA thaze. sArA mANaso sArA sthAne nahi rahe - puNyavAna jIvo madhyama jAtinA prAyaH thaze. 7) bIjasvapna - pAtra apAtrane joyA vinA zrAvako apAtramAM bIja vAvanArA thaze. bhUminI ane bIjanI khabara nahi rAkhe. anItino paiso abIja che ane kupAtraapAtra e ukhara bhUmi che. nItipUrvakano paiso hoya ane supAtramAM apAya to dAnanuM phaLa maLe. jyAM nAma maLe tyAM Ape to phaLa na maLe. 8) nirmaLa ane melA kuMbha - nirmaLa pANIthI bharelA pavitra kaLaza jevA maharSi ochA haze. zithila ane niMdita AcAravALA melA kuMbha jevA sAdhu vadhAre haze. je sAcA haze tenI sAthe khoTAo bAkhaDaze. ane jeo khoTA haze tenI sAthe maMtraNA karaze. sAcAone paNa jhaghaDavAnI pharaja pADaze. tethI lokamAM sArA koNa ane kharAba koNa eno bheda pArakhavo kaThina banI jaze. * A svapnanAM varNana sAMbhaLI zrI puNyapALarAjAe to dIkSA lIdhI. ApaNe to dIkSA levI nathI ne? AvatA varase pAchA supananA artha A rIte sAMbhaLavA taiyAra thazo ne? AvuM kyAM sudhI cAlaze ? Aje eTaluM nakkI karavuM che ke dIkSA na levAya topaNa bahAranA vAtAvaraNathI aLagA thaI javuM che. koI ApaNo bhAva pUche ke na pUche gharamAM eka oraDo rAkhIne temAM besI rahevuM che. koI pUche ke kema ahIM besI rahyA cho to kahI devuM ke bahAranuM vAtAvaraNa mane mAphaka nathI AvatuM mATe ahIM ja rahIne zubha dhyAnamAM jIvavuM che. bhagavAnanI A dezanA sAMbhaLI loko pAsenI ApaNI apekSA tUTI jAya ane bhagavAnanA vacananI zraddhA majabUta thaI jAya to ApaNo mArga mokaLo thaI jAya. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 305
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________________ nUtanavarSanA prAraMbhe.. kA.su. 1 vi.saM. 2061 AjanA divasanuM mahattva to koIne samajAvavAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu ApaNe je rIte A divasanuM mahattva mAnIe chIe ane paramatAraka zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnA zAsanamAM AjanA divasanuM mahattva mahApuruSo je rIte varNave che-e bemAM jamIna AsamAnanuM aMtara che. zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA paramapade pahoMcyA pachI teozrInA prathama gaNadhara zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne pote kAyama mATe jene jhaMkhatA hatA te kevaLajJAnanI prApti AjanI prabhAte thaI hatI. A bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmyA pachI paramapadanI jhaMkhanA na jAge ane kevaLajJAnanI tAlAvelI na jAge to ApaNA mATe Ajano divasa nakAmo che-ema samajavuM. Aja sudhImAM mokSanI IcchA kyAre ya jAgI nathI ane e sivAyanI bIjI IcchAo ghaNI karI che. anAdikALathI je IcchAo karI che te pUrI thaI nathI ane je IcchA avazya pUrI thAya evI che te Aja sudhI thaI nathI. saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA anAdikALathI che ane mokSanI IcchA Aja sudhI nathI thaI. jeTalI sukhanI IcchA che teTalI mokSanI IcchA nathI ane sukhanA sAdhananI jeTalI IcchA che teTalI kevaLajJAnanI nathI. sAdhubhagavanto kevaLajJAnane Icche ane zrAvako kevaLajJAnanA sAdhanarUpe saMyamane Icche ! je zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjAnA nAmathI AjanA divasanI zarUAta thAya che te zrI gautamasvAmIjIe potAne zuM maLyuM tenI ciMtA nathI karI, zuM meLavavAnuM bAkI che tenI ciMtA karyA vinA nathI rahyA. je labdhio maLI tenI sAme paNa nathI joyuM ane je kevaLajJAna maLyuM na hatuM tenI ciMtA temane rAtadivasa korI khAtI hatI. AjanA divase eTalo niyama karavo che ke AvatA varase dIkSA na maLe to cha vigaIno tyAga !? zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAje kevaLajJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI chaThanA pAraNe chaTha karyA hatA. e paNa trIsa varasa sudhI. Aje sAdhusAdhvIe to niyama karavAnI jarUra che ke kevaLajJAna yAda na Ave te divase upavAsa karavo che. gautamasvAmI mahArAjAe keTalA chaTha karyA? ApaNane to ekAda chaThamAM paNa ghaNuM karyuM evuM lAge ne ? ApaNe chaTha bhale na karI zakIe paNa tyAga to karI zakIe ne ? potAnI labdhinI temane paDI na hatI, teno 306 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ AnaMda paNa na hato paNa potAne kevaLajJAna nathI maLyuM tenuM duHkha temane pArAvAra satAvatuM hatuM. potAne hAthe je dIkSA le te badhAne kevaLajJAna maLe ne potAne na maLe to kevI arati thAya ? temane potAnA ziSyonI IrSyA na hatI. mane na maLyuM te bIjAne kema maLyuM?' evI ciMtA, tenuM nAma ISya. ane emane maLyuM paNa mane kema nathI maLatuM-tevI ciMtA, tenuM nAma tAlAvelI. zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjAmAM badhA ja guNo AvIne rahyA hatA. A rAsamAM kavie kalpanA karI che ke kalikALamAM je guNo nAza pAmavAnA hatA te badhA guNonI rakSA mATe eka ja sthAne vidhAtAe ekaThA karyA hatA. IMdrAdi karatAM caDhiyAtuM rUpa, saubhAgya, vinaya, viveka vagere duniyAmAM jeTaluM jeTaluM sAruM gaNAya te badhuM ja temanAmAM AvIne vasyuM hatuM. jJAna apratima chatAM vinayano pAra nahi. paramAtmAnI dezanA e rIte sAMbhaLe ke jethI guNono samudAya vadhyA ja kare. kevaLajJAna mATenI yogyatAmAM ane puruSArthamAM koI ja khAmI na hatI. chatAM kevaLajJAna na maLyuM tyAM sudhI potAne cena nathI paDyuM. pote bhavya che ke abhavya evI zaMkA temane paDI hatI. jene joIe te bhAgya mATe raDe. ApaNane raDavuM nathI AvatuM, kAraNa ke joItuM ja nathI. paisA na maLe, anukULatA na maLe, mAnasanmAna na maLe to bhAgya paravAryuM cheevuM lAge paNa dIkSA na maLe to evuM na lAge ne ? svalabdhithI aSTApadatIrthanI yAtrA kare che, te ja bhave mokSe jAya-AvuM sAMbhaLIne potAnA mokSanI khAtarI karavA svalabdhithI yAtrA karIne nIce AvyA pachI paMdaraso tApasIne pratibodhIne dIkSA ApI, pAraNuM karAvI samavasaraNamAM AvyA tyAM to paMdarasone kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. e jANIne temane pArAvAra asamAdhi thaI. temanI ati dUra karavA bhagavate kahyuM ke aMte tuM ane huM banne samAna thaIzuM. bhagavAna jene AzvAsana Ape temanI tAlAvelI kevI haze? Aje ApaNane kevaLajJAnanI ke saMyamanI AvI asamAdhi che kharI ? ApaNane to rogamAM asamAdhi thAya ane temAM gurubhagavantane samAdhi ApavI paDe ne ? A dazA sArI nathI. mamatva choDIne, dIkSAno saMkalpa majabUta karIne javuM che. anantA bhavo sudhI jenI IcchA karavA chatAM na maLyuM te saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA mUkI daIne have kevaLajJAnanI ane saMyamanI IcchA keLavavI che. Aje kAMIka evuM kaDaka anuzAsana karavAnuM nakkI karavuM che ke jethI pariNAma pragaTyA vagara na rahe. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 30
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________________ cAturmAsaparivartana prasaMge .. sarvodayanagara, muMbaI vi.saM. 2061, kA.su. 15 azeSadoSajananI, ni:shessgunnghaatinii| AtmIyagrahamokSeNa, tRSNA'pi vinivarttate // 1 // anantopakArI zrI arihanta paramAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSioe AjanA divasanuM mahattva je rIte batAvyuM che, teno khyAla tamane ane amane lagabhaga che ja. anantA siddha bhagavanto jyAM birAjamAna che tyAM javA mATenI sAdhanA aneka AtmAoe AjanA divase pUrNa karI hatI. tema ja jeo e paramapade pahoMcavA mATe ArAdhanA karI rahyA che tevAo mATe cAturmAsaparivartananI AzA paramAtmAe pharamAvI che. Ajano divasa mAtra cAturmAsaparivartanano nathI, vihAra karI javA mATeno Ajano divasa che. chatAM paNa viziSTa koTinA lAbhane jANIne mahApuruSoe A rIte cAturmAsaparivartananI paraMparA mAnya rAkhI che. mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karavA mATe cAturmAsa sudhI eka sthAne rahelA mahAtmAo mamatva karIne durgatinAM bhAjana na bane e mATe cAra mahinA pachI vihAra karI javAnI AjJA pharamAvI che. sthAna pratye ke loko pratye mamatva karI sAdhako saMyamanI sAdhanA cUkI na jAya e mATe paramAtmAnI A AjJA che. je mahAtmAo AjanA parama pavitra divase sarvathA mamatvano tyAga karI paramapade pahoMcyA che temane yAda karIne jeo haju tyAM pahoMcyA nathI temane mATe mamatva mAravAno mArga cIMdhavAnuM kAma paNa AjanA divase ja karavAmAM AvyuM che. sAdhubhagavanto cAra ke pAMca mahinAthI vadhu eka sthAne rahe to temane mamatva baMdhAvAnI zakyatA hoya ane ApaNe varasothI eka sthAne rahevA chatAM mamatva na thAya? AvI ciMtA thaI che ? sa. to amAre zuM karavuM? mamatva mAravA mATe nIkaLI paDavuM! kayuM kAma bAkI che - e jovAnA badale kyA kAma mATe nIkaLavAnuM che - e vicArIne cAlavA mAMDayuM che. nahi to A mamatva koI kALe halaze nahi. sa. ame tIrthayAtrA karavA jaIe to cAle ne ? tamane yAtrAe jatAM ya kyAM AvaDe che? tIrthasthAne gayA pachI paNa ahIMno saMparka to cAlu ja hoya ne ? ahIMnA eka paNa samAcAra na meLavo to yAtrA phaLe. tamArI 308 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ tIrthayAtrA kevI? aDasaTha tIrtha pharIne AvyA pachI paNa zvAnapaNuM na jAya-evI ja ne ? AthI ja zAstrakAroe jaNAvyuM che ke tRSNAnA kAraNe badhuM ja nakAmuM jAya che. badhA doSone janma ApanAra A tRSNA ja che ane sakala guNono ghAta karanAra paNa A tRSNA ja che. ApaNe atyAra sudhImAM je kAMI pApa bAMdhyAM che te tRSNAnA kAraNe ja bAMdhyAM che, pravRttinA kAraNe nahi. sa. enAthI chUTavAno koI saraLa upAya kharo ? tRSNAne mUkI devI-e ja saraLa upAya che. IcchAothI chUTavAno upAya eka ja che - IcchAo mUkI devI te. ukaraDAnI gaMdhathI bacavAnA upAya kyo? ukaraDAthI dUra nIkaLI javuM te ja ne? ukaraDAmAMthI gaMdha jema dUra karI zakAya ema nathI tema A saMsAramAM IcchAo pUrI karI zakAya evuM nathI. ukaraDo choDIe to gaMdha jAya tema saMsAra choDIe to ardhA IcchAone adhUrI mUkI daIe to ja IcchAothI bacI zakAya. sa. ukaraDo gamato hoya to ? jene ukaraDo gamato hoya te bhUMDa hoya mANasa na hoya. bhUMDane to e attaranuM kUMDuM ja lAge ne? loko lAThI mArIne kADhe toya te pAchuM tyAM ja moTuM ghAle ne? kema ? sukha maLaze to ahIM ja maLaze evI zraddhA majabUta che ne? ApaNI paNa dazA lagabhaga evI ja che ne ? sukha maLaze to saMsAramAM ja maLaze ne ? sa. e to amArI bhramaNA che. bhramaNA che e to mAtra bolavA mATe ja. bAkI to A ja tattva che evuM lAge che ne ? AMkhe jovAmAM bhramaNA thAya to tarata DokTara pAse doDyA jAva ne ? ahIM bhramaNA lAgyA pachI sAdhu pAse doDatA gayA kharA ke mAro bhrama TALI Apo ? A tamArI ke amArI vAta nathI-A zlokanA racayitA zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAjA che. temaNe kahelI A vAta che. jainetara vidvAno paNa jemanuM nAma sAMbhaLI hAtha joDe, mAthuM dhuNAve, temaNe kahyuM hoya to vAta vicAraNIya che-ema mAne, temanI vAtanI ApaNe upekSA nathI karavI. A duniyAmAM game teTaluM sAruM ke hitakArI maLe chatAM ApaNane je maLyuM che te ja sAruM mAnIne besIe to te chUTe kharuM? sAruM che mATe mamatva jAge che-evuM nathI, mAruM mAnyuM che mATe mamatva jAge che. duniyAnA lokonI gADI karatAM paNa ApaNI sAyakala para mamatva vadhAre hoya ne? enuM ja nAma AtmIyagraha. teno tyAga karavo che. zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 309
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________________ sa. vyavahArathI to mArApaNuM hoya ne ? eno vAMdho nahi, paNa pachI e levA mATe doDAdoDa karo, chUTI jAya to doDAdoDa karo tyAre nizcayathI paNa mamatva mAnyuM che - ema kahevuM paDe ne ? je vastu paDI gaI hoya tene paNa choDavAnI taiyArI che kharI ? je kudaratI rIte chUTe e paNa choDavuM nathI to te nizcayathI mamatva kahevAya ke vyavahArathI ? Aje eTalo niyama ApI dauM ke ApaNA hAthamAMthI koI paNa vastu paDI jAya to levI nahi. sa. bIjAnI vastu nahi laIe. bIjAnI vastu levI e to corI kahevAya. tame evI corI to karI ja nahi ne ? zAhukAranA dIkarAne evo niyama apAya ? je corI karatA hoya tene corI na karavAno niyama apAya. tamane to tamArI potAnI vastu paNa paDI jAya to na levAno niyama Apavo che. sa. AvA niyamathI lAbha zuM? baLatAmAMthI chUTI gayA-e lAbha. agnithI baLatI vastu hAthamAMthI paDI jAya to baLatAM aTakI javAya ne ? tema e vastu choDI daIe, jenA hAthamAM jAya te teno mAlika-evuM mAnI laIe to ApaNuM mamatva tUTI jAya ne ? sa. tijorInI cAvI paDI jAya to? te pAchI levAnI chUTa. bolo have levo che niyama? AjanA divase jeTalA AtmAo siddha thayA te lobhane mArIne ja thayA che. tethI ja sAdhubhagavantane paNa bhagata upara, sthAna upara ke saMyamanAM koI paNa upakaraNa upara mamatva thAya nahi evo AcAra bhagavAne batAvyo che. AjanA divase tame ATaluM vicAratAM vicAratAM ghare jAo ke-sAdhubhagavantane pAMca mahinA eka sthAne rahevAthI mamatva thavAnI zakyatA hoya to pacAsa varasathI eka gharamAM rahelA mAruM zuM thaze? .... to Ajano divasa saphaLa. ATaluM yAda raheze ne ? AnA badale UMdhuM to nahi vicAro ne ke ApaNe varasothI gharamAM rahyA chIe to ya evuM mamatva nathI to sAdhubhagavantane pAMca mahinAmAM zuM mamatva naDI javAnuM hatuM? bhagavAnanI AjJA mamatva mAravA mATe che. vastu sArI che mATe game che evuM nathI, mArI che mATe game che. A mArApaNuM jo nIkaLI jAya to A duniyAmAM koI ApaNane duHkhI kare evuM nathI ane ApaNuM sukha koI chInavI le evuM 310 zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa
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________________ nathI. tamAre jAte duHkhI thavuM hoya to tame jANo. A duniyAnI vastuo uparathI ApaNo adhikAra uThAvI laIe to ApaNe koIne gulAma nathI. ane dunyavI vastunI apekSA jAgI ane enA upara ApaNo adhikAra jamAvavA mATe mahenata karI, tenI mAlikI karavA prayatna karyo to ApaNe gulAmanA gulAma banavuM ja paDaze. ApaNe mAlikI karIne gulAmI vahoravI che ke mAlikI choDIne gulAmI TALavI che. e jAte vicArI levuM. ***** zrI darzanazuddhi prakaraNa 311
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