Yugpurush

Author(s): Chandrajitvijay
Publisher: Tapovan Vidyalay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005689/1

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With Best Compliments Prakashchandra C. Shah & Family (Valad wala) Lola lolodlaga

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zrI tapovana vidyAlaya camatIrthapati zrI vardhamAna svAmine namaH yugap * pUtrama - paMnyAsa candrajita vijaya prakAzaka vardhamAna saMskAra dhAma-muMbaI * zrI mahAvIrapuram-amadAvAda

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lekhakaH pUjyapAda yugapradhAna AcAryasama paMnyAsapravara gurudeva candrazekhara mahArAjAnA ziSya paMnyAsa candrajita vijaya . madaNa vyavasthA jainam grAphIkasa amadAvAda. phona : 079-25627469 prAptisthAnaka kamala prakAzana TrasTa caMdanabALA kompalekSa, phatehapurA posTa ophisa pAse, pAlaDI, amadAvAda. vardhamAna saMskAradhAma bhavAnI kRpA bilDIMga, pahelA mALe, giragAma carcanI sAme, operA hAusa, muMbaI-4. akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSakadaLa subhASacoka, gopIpurA, surata. prakAzana saM. 2071, mAgasara vada-4, tA. 10/12/2014 prata 5000 mUlya rUA. 250

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5.pU.sAdhvI zrI mahAnaMdAzrIjI mauta samarpaNa ane bolatI zradhdhAnuM pratika samarpaNa... dIrgha saMyamI mAtRhRdayA sAdhvIzrI mahAnaMdAzrIjInA kara kamalamAM... jemanuM mauna, zabda karatA ya vadhu bole che. jemano prazama gaMgA pravAha jevo che. - candrajita vijaya RNa - svIkAra * paMnyAsa indrajitavijaya nAnAbhAI hovA chatAM temaNe mane zvAsanI jema sAtha Apyo che. yogeza ma. zAhe (muMbaI) samagra pustakanI dila daIne sajAvaTa karI che. temanA mArmika sUcanonA lIdhe pustaka vadhu ruDu banyu che.

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caritra kathAnI sarjana kathA.. sucInAM zrImatAM gehe yoga bhraSTo DabhijAyate... gata janmanI adhurI sAdhanAne pUrNa karavA yogIo mAnava avatArane pasaMda kare che. Indravadana tarIke janma, jIvanano AraMbha te sAdhanAnI apUrNatAnuM pratIka hatuM. muni candrazekharavijayajI tarIkenI yAtrA te adhurI sAdhanApathanA prAraMbhanI yAtrA che ane paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI tarIke jIvanane karelI alavidA te sAdhanAnI phalazruti che. gurudeva mATe kArya mukti te mokSa na hato. gurudeva mATe niSkAma kArya kRti (kArya karatA rahevuM) te ja mokSAnaMda hato. ame gurudevane rAtre hatAza joyA che, paNa savAre punaH pAvara hAusa tarIke dhamadhamatA joyA che. nyU kaoNrporeTa varlDamAM sTIva jobsa-je epala kaMpanInA CEO hatA tene mATe caeNlenja te sTragala na hatI. te celenja zodhatA hatA. kaMIka tevI ja jhanUnI zakti sAthe sAmAjika ane dhArmika jagatamAM candrazekhara mahArAjanuM Agamana thayuM. sTIva, eka kaMpanIne doDatI karavA AvelA, paNa candrazekhara mahArAja to vyaktine kaMpanI banAvavA AvyA hatA. eka eka vyakti utpAdana kSama bane te ja temanuM mizana hatuM. A gurudevano deha sane. 2011mAM chuTI gayo. 77 varSanA jIvanane akSara rUpe sthApita karavAnuM kAma AsAna na hatuM. A to paDakAra hato. sana. 2013nuM mArU cAturmAsa nAraNapurAmAM hatuM. ananya vaphAdAra gurubhakta lalitabhAI mArI pAse AvyA ane mane kahe che ke "gurudevazrInuM jIvana caritra pragaTa karavAnuM che, Apa lakhazo" ? gurudevanuM ziSyavRMda kalpavRkSa jevuM che. jevA mAMgo tevA mahAtmA maLI rahe. A ziSyavRMdamAM jJAnI, vaktA, tapasvI, lekhaka, vaiyAvaccI, saMyamI, saMgrAhaka, Adi aneka che. temAM mane yAda karyo te mArA mATe bheTa hatI ke paDakAra, te huM nakkI na karI zakyo. be cAra divasa vicAravAno samaya lIdho. chevaTe A kAryamAM nimitta banavAnuM meM pasaMda karyuM.

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zA mATe pasaMda karyuM? tenA thoDA kAraNomAM gurudeva sAthe sauthI vadhu rahevAnuM mAruM sadbhAgya hatuM. gurudevane khUba najIkathI meM mApyA che. huM gurudeva sAthe kevala AsthAthI joDAyo chuM. mATe meM A kAryane saMpanna karavA mana banAvyuM. pU. gurudevazrInI AMtarika icchA evI hatI. ke "mAruM jIvana koI gRhastha lekhaka pAse na lakhAvavuM." sauthI mahattvapUrNa bAbata to e che ke pU. paMnyAsa gurudeva zrI candrazekharavijayajI mahArAjanA seMkaDo ziSyomAM pU. gurudevazrIne khuba nikaTathI mANavAno lAbha mane maLela che. te mAruM saubhAgya che. vaLI temanI nikaTatAne lIdhe teonI anarAdhAra kRpAno bhAgI huM banyo chuM. ane temanA amUlya vicAra vArasAne jIvana rUpe darzAvavAnuM sadbhAgya paNa mane sAMpaDyuM, mATe meM lekhana kArya zarU karyu. sauthI mukhya kAraNa, A jAjaramAna jIvanane ItihAsa rUpe DhALavAmAM nimitta banavAnI taka mane maLe te to mArA jIvananI sArthakatA che. jyAre lalitabhAI A bhalAmaNa laIne AvyA tyAre mane mArA mATe zaMkA hatI ke "A jIvananI hakIkto rajU karavAmAM huM te jIvanane kyAMya anyAya to nahI karI besuM ne ?'' paraMtu lakhatA lakhatA mA sarasvatInI tIvra kRpAthI A kAma zakya banyuM. aMgata svArthanI vAta karuM to 41 varSa gurudeva sAthe rahevA chatAM gurudeva sAthe je tanmayatA na AvI te tanmayatA A lakhavAnA 41 divasamAM AvI che. khuba otaprota thato gayo. A tanmayatA mArA mohanI zAMti mATe auSadha banaze te zraddhA che. A paNa gurudevano ja upakAra ne ? samagra jIvananI ghaTanAonuM saMkalana karIne lakhavAnuM kAma agharuM lAgyuM. gurudevanuM jIvana to ekalA prasaMgothI ja bharapura che. kokane jIvana mATe zuM lakhavuM te savAla hoya paNa mArA mATe savAla te hato, zuM choDavuM? chatAM mArI ati alpa buddhithI jeTaluM zakya banyuM eTaluM samAvavAno prayAsa karyo che. chatAM ghaNuM choDI devuM paDyuM che. to khabara ja na hovAnA kAraNe ghaNuM chuTI gayuM che.

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yAda rahe mAnavajIvana che, munijIvana che, vaLI chadhyasthajIvana che. mATe candrazekhara mahArAjanA jIvana bAgamAM, gulAba che to kAMTA paNa hovAnAne ? gulAbane lIdhe kAMTAnI hAjarI DhaMkAI jAya chatAM kAMTAnI hAjarI hoya to kharI ja. eTale prastuta graMthamAM kyAMka jIvananI vAstavikatA rajU karAI che te bAbatanA ullekha vinA mane jIvana lekhanamAM anyAya thato jaNAto hato. mATe meM ullekha karyo che. citranuM saundarya badhA ja kalaranA samAvezathI thAya, kALo kalara paNa citranuM ja saundarya che te na bhUlazo. A lakhANane pUrNa karavA zIlaja pAse kalhAra baMgalojha nAmanI sosAyaTImAM, AvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. khuba raLIyAmaNuM sthAna che. zrIyuta mukulabhAI telInA baMgalAnI bAjumAM khAlI baMgalo hato. temAM rahevAnuM goThavAyuM. saMjayabhAInA gharamAM 500 varSa prAcIna gRha caitya che. paramAtmA ajitanAthanI puNya nizrAmAM A parivAra khuba ja bhAvanA AsthA saMpanna che. zrImati IzAnI bahene amane dIdI banIne sAcavyA che. jIvadayA TrasTa sAthe joDAyA che. nAnApaMkhI, rakhaDatA kUtarA vagere 400-500 jIvonI dila daIne sevA kare che. IzAnI bahenanuM samagra astitva dayA maya che. kalhAramAM laI AvavAnuM kAma RSabha (Alu) phojadAre karyu. A chokaro paNa Indrajita vijayano parama bhakta che. AvA badhA sajjanonI madadathI lekhana kArya AsAna banyuM. mATe temano sahuno RNI chuM. aneka paribaLonA jore A kArya saMpanna thayuM che. jinAjJA viruddha ke pU. gurudevanA virATa jIvana vRkSanA koka pAMdaDAne ke thaDane huM na samAvI zakyo houM to tenuM micchAmI dukkaDam. li. paM. candrajitavijayajI kalhAra baMgalojha, zIlaja vi.saM. 2070 vaizAkha suda-12

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* parama gurudeva zrImad premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA munizrI candrazekharavijaya ziSyaste'haM... huM Apano ziSya chuM. ApanI khuzI, mAro khajAno

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yogInI agamavANI kAnti ! tArA A beya bALakone huM upADI jaIza" A vAkya eka jaina aSanuM hatuM jemanuM nAma pUjyapAda siddhAnta mahodadhi. karma zAstra nipuNamati AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. che. be bALakomAM eka hato indravadana, jenI uMmara mAtra traNa varSanI hatI. bIjI hatI tenI bahena maMjUlA, jenI uMmara mAtra be varSa hatI. yogIonA zabdo vAstavikatAnuM bIja hoya che. muMbaInA aMdherInA upAzrayamAM bolAyelA A zabdo vi.saM. 2008- vaizAkha vada-6nA divase bhAyakhalA (muMbaI)mAM vAstavikatA rUpe pragaTa thayA. kevala 18 varSanI navayuvAna uMmare munizrI candrazekharavijayajI tarIke indravadanano punarjanma thayo. A vAstavikatAnA darzana te yogIne, kadAca paMdara varSa pUrve thaI cUkyA haze !!! pArivArika pArtha bhUmikA jovA jAo to dIkSA jIvana zakya na bane tevuM jaNAya. muMbaI zahera. atyaMta dhanADhya parivAramAM janma, lADa-koDa bharyA vAtAvaraNamAM uchera, bharapura suvidhA sAthenA vaibhavI jIvanano AraMbha. AvA aneka paribaLo, kaThora cAritra jIvana mATe saMpUrNa pratikULa hatA. chatAM gata janmanI adhurI sAdhanAnI pUrNAhUtinA majabUta saMkalpanA baLe, ke gata janmamAM raDI-raDIne karelI prArthanA "he kiratAra ! mane AvatA janmamAM cAritra ja khape che"nA baLe A zakya banela che. sAdhanAno saMkalpa ke pUrNa prArthanAnA baLe eka AtmA, pratikULa saMyogonA himAlayane ogALIne candrazekharavijaya bane che. jo ke indravadane candrazekharavijaya banavA mATe aneka avarodhone pAra karavA paDyA che. dhana ane sAdhanane sanmArge vAparanAra dhanADhya parivAronA vaDilo, potAnA saMtAnane sarvaviratinA sanmArge vALavA mATenuM parAkrama-batADavA samartha na hoya, te svAbhAvika che.

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vikaTa sthiti vacce virATa manobaLa hAre zenuM ? cAlo have ApaNe indravadananI vikaTa vikAsa yAtrAnA hamasaphara banIe. "vardhamAnane prabhu mahAvIra banavAnuM che." te vAta garbhanI prathamapaLathI ja nizcita hatI. mATe ema kahI zakAya ke vardhamAna, mahAvIra banavAnI yojanAne samaye samaye AgaLa vadhAratA rahe che. vardhamAnano prabhu mahAvIra banavAno pravAsa rijharvezana sAtheno hato. vikaTa hovA chatAM nizcita hato. maMjila tarapha ja temanA kadama hatA. vardhamAna te gaNitano dAkhalo che, to paramAtmA mahAvIra deva te javAba che.' paNa UbhA raho, indravadanamAMthI muni candrazekharavijaya tarIkeno pravAsa, pravAsa na hato paNa khoja hatI. "indravadanamAM candrazekharavijaya banavAnuM nakkI ja hatuM." tevuM kahevuM duSkara che. mATe A pravAsa anizcita gantavyano hato, tethI ja khoja che ane tethI ja A yAtrA vikaTa che. yAda rahe ahIM vijaya prApti mATe parAkrama che, paNa vijaya nizcita nathI. rAdhanapura nivAsI pratApasIbhAIno parivAramAM be, dikarA, jIvAbhAI bApAjI ane kAntIbhAI pitAjIno parivAra khUba saMskArI jenA parivAra hato. custa jaina saMskArothI vasata te parivAranI jIvana zailI hatI, ane pUjyapAda premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pUjayapAda rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA satsaMgamAM vasanAro A parivAra hato. joke jaina dharmanA prAraMbhika saMskAra temanA jIvanamAM pUjyapAda vallabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA kAraNe pravezyA hatA. rAdhanapuranA rahIza jIvAbhAI zeTha vallabhasUrijI ma.sA.nA satsaMgamAM AvelA hatA tethI saMskAra ane satsaMgano saMyoga, te parivAranAM sAteya saMtAnone prApta thayo hato. paNa sabUra ! saMskAra ane satsaMga sAteya pAse hovA chatAM candrazekharavijaya ane sAdhvI mahAnaMdAzrI, be ja saMta bane che bAkInA pAMca sAMsArika jIvanane vare che.

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saMskAra ke satsaMgathI, khAnadAna ke dhArmika banI zakAya. paNa saMta banavA "satva'' anivArya che, je satva indravadananA AtmAnA aNu-aNumAM jAgrata thAya che. A satvane jagADanAra "cinagArI'' koNa che ? te cinagArIno samagra jaina saMgha, yugo sudhI grI raheze. pratyeka AtmA, samAna satvano mAlika che. paNa cinagArI to ko ka, viralAne ja sAMpaDe che. A te cinagArI che jeNe janasaMghane paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajInI bheTa ApI, ane bhAratIya saMskRtine vIra sapUta candrazekharavijaya maLyA. A te cinagArI che. je hajAro yuvAnone jIvana dIpanI bheTa Ape che. jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karanAra aneka mahAtmAo, zrIsaMghane vAraMvAra maLatA rahyA che, paNa cArapuruSArtha pradhAna bhAratIya saMskRtinI surakSA mATe Ahaleka jagADanAra jaina sAdhu, kevala paMnyAsa caMdrazekharajI ja dekhAya che... hasatuM bALapaNa

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* tArA AziSathI mArI jIMdagI banaze * janmadAtrI mAtA dvArA jinazAsana mAtAnI sevAnA prayANane lIlI jhaMDI...

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"beTA! zAsana dipaka banaje" te suzrAvikAnuM nAma subhadrA hatuM. te suzrAvaka kAntIbhAInA dharmapatnI hatA. sagarbhA hatA. vi.saM. 1990 phAgaNa suda pAMcamanA divase subhadrA bahene eka dikarAne janma Apyo. mAtA bhAnamAM Ave che. bALakane mAtA, sau prathamavAra hAthamAM le che. vhAlano sAgara hiloLA le che. stanapAnanI kriyAno prAraMbha karatA pahelA jinazAsananI A mahAnuM zrAvikA potAnA prathama saMtAnanA kAnamAM navakAra saMbhaLAve che ane tenA kAnamAM eka cinagArI jevuM vAkya vahetuM kare che. "beTA! zAsana dipaka banaje" A cinagArI ja jAjaramAna satvanI uddIpaka banI haze athavA to A vAkya, mAtRbhAvanAnuM pratibimba che, mAtRmohanuM nahI. mAtAnuM A vAkya kevala kathana hatuM ke mAtAnuM potAnA dikarA mATenuM Ayojana? te samajavA aneka paDAvo pasAra karavA paDaze. te sannArIne jinazAsana keTaluM vhAluM haze ! "kudaratanI priyatama bheTa jevA potAnA prathama saMtAnane te, jinazAsananA caraNe dharavA tatpara banyA." subhadrA bahenanA samagra astitvamAM jinazAsana mATenuM amApa bahumAna gUMjatuM haze ane evuM kahI zakAya ke "nava mahinA sudhI satata prabhu zAsanane adbhUta bheTa dharavAnA bhAvothI potAnA samagra astitvane bharI dIdhuM haze, jenA rUDA prabhAve jaina saMghane jIvanta zAsana puruSa jevA paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI sAMpaDyA. jema sagarbhA jijA mAtAnA bhAvomAMthI mahAna parAkramI zivAjI mahArAja maLyA, te ja rIte subhadrA bahenanA bhAvoe sadInA yuga puruSa, jinazAsanane ApyA A mAtAe potAnuM prathama vahAla, dUdha rUpe vahAvAne badale zabda rUpe vahAvyuM. dhanya mAtA jene udare avatarIyA...mAnava jagatane mAtAoe jeTalI madada karI che teTalI pitAoe nathI karI...

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dezane netAnI jarUra hatI, mAtAe ApyA. yuddhamAM zuravIronI jarUra hatI, mAtAe potAnA navalohIyA ravAnA karyA. rASTra nirmANa mATe zikSakanI jarUra hatI, mAtAe zikSaka pedA karyA. jaina saMghane paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI jevA dharakhama puruSanI jarUra hatI. subhadrA bahena nAmanI mAtAe kamara kasavAnI zarU karI. dhanavAna parivAra viratidharmanA dhArakone pragaTa karavAmAM raNabhUmi jevo ukhara sAbita thayo che. dhanane pratiSThA phAve che. viratine niSThAnI jarUra hoya che, paNa zeTha jIvatalAla pratApazInA parivAre dhanavAna parivAronA mAthe lAgelA kalaMkane nAbUda karavAno saMkalpa karyo hoya, tevo mAhola, mA subhadrAe sajaryo. indravadanane dUdha pIvaDAvatA pIvaDAvatA mAtA dikarAnI AMkhamAM AMkha nAMkhIne eka bhAva satata vahAvatI '"beTA ! tuM dhana vaibhavano bhoktA banavA mATe nathI sarjAyo. tuM to dharma vaibhavane phelAvanAra vakatA banavA sarjAyo che.'' mAtA khUba vhAla karatI ane vhAlanA pekIMgamAM zAsana bhaktine mUkatI jatI. subhadrAbahenanI pratyeka cumImAM zAsanarasanuM saMkramaNa indravadananA hRdayamAM thatuM hatuM. sAta bhAI bahenonA juthamAM indravadana sauthI vadhu dhArmika hato. nava varSanA indravadananA aMtarAtmAmAM zAsanarasanI pratitI pragaTa thAya che... dhanADhya parivAranI mAtA subhadrA, potAnA lADakAne dhanya banAvavAnA AyojanamAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. potAnA saMtAnone tathA teNInA jeTha zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApasInA saMtAnone saMskArita kare tevI vyaktinI zodhamAM mAtA subhadrA che ane mAtAnI zodhanI maMjila gharamAM jaDI. zeThazrI jIvAbhAI ane 14

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zezrI kAntIbhAInA bahena jeo bALa vidhavA thayela, sAsarAmAM rahevAne badale pIyaramAM ja rahevAnuM pasaMda karatA hatA. sAteya saMtAnonA eka ja phaIbA hatA. A phaIbA dararoja sAMjanA sAteya bALakone bhegA karIne, pUrvanA mahApuruSonI kathAo, bALa sahaja bhASAmAM saMbhaLAvatA, sAteya bALako zravaNano adabhUta AnaMda meLavatA hatA. paNa indravadana mATe A zravaNa ja aMtara jAgaraNanuM sAdhana banyuM. dhannA-zAlibhadranI vAto sAMbhaLatA indravadananuM mana vadhune vadhu virakta banavA lAgyuM ane kevala agiyAra varSanI uMmare ja dIkSA mATenI bhAvanA jAgI gaI. pitAjInA moTAbhAI jIvAbhAIne gharamAM "bApAjI" nA nAmathI bolAvAtA hatA. bApAjInA kAne indravadananI bhAvanA pahoMcI ane bApAjIe mAnyuM ke "bALaka tarIkenI nAdAnImAM bolAtI A vAta kSaNika che". paNa indravadana to jide caDhyo. dIkSA mATe tophAno zarU thayA tyAre bApAjIe koThAsujha vAparIne kahyuM. "Indravadana ! dIkSA levA mATe bhaNavuM paDe. bhaNyA vinA dIkSA laIza to tyAM paNa gheDA ja ucakavAnI majUrI karavI paDaze" eTale beTA ! tuM esa.esa.sI. pAsa karI le pachI ApaNe tArI dIkSA mATe jarUra vAta karazuM. bALa indravadanane bApAjInI cAlAkImAM saccAInI suvAsa AvI ane indravadana barAbara bhaNavA mAMDyo che. paNa aphasosa ! skUlanA abhyAsamAM Indravadana hoMziyAra na hato. tethI ja dareka vArSika parIkSAmAM corI karIne pAsa thato jato hato. yAda rAkhajo A abhyAsa dIkSA meLavavA mATeno hato. bApAjInI dhAka evI sakhta hatI ke temanuM pharamAna antima gaNAtuM. mAnavuM ja paDe" indravadana paNa skUlanA abhyAsamAM corI karIne AgaLa vadhe che. indravadananuM lakSya vyavasAyika kArakIrdI na hatI. mATe te mAtra pAsa thaIne jaldI esa.esa.sI. pAra karavAnI peravImAM ja che. kAraNa ke te vinA tenA aramAna purA thAya tema nathI. parivAranI kedamAMthI mukta thavA pAsa thavAnI sajA kApavI paDe tema hatI. Indravadanano abhyAsa pAsa thavA mATe hato, saphala thavA mATe na hato. tenuM lakSya to cAritra jIvana hatuM. 9)

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jananI ane saMtAno A hato vhAlano mALo *zrI nIrubena-zrI maMjulAbena-zrI subhadrAbena-zrI Indravadana (pU.gurUdeva)-zrI praphulabhAI

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S.S.C. nA varSamAM... uMmara varSa agyiAra ane dhoraNa cha ke sAtanI zikSA 'abhyAsamAM indravadana maMda che''. bApAjIne pAkko khyAla hato ke esa.esa.sI. sudhI pahoMcatA to A chokaro keTalIye TrAyala mAraze. 3 Asakti ane viraktino jaMga zarU thayo che. bApAjInI putra pratyenI Asakti, dikarAnI viraktine harAvavA mathI rahI che. Asaktine adhikAra khape che. potAnI vyaktino sahavAsa khape che. Asaktine kyAM sAmenI vyaktinI pIDA ke svamAnanI cintA che ? indravadana bhaNavAmAM manda che te vAta sAcI che ke nahI tenI mane jANa nathI paNa mane eTalo vizvAsa jarUra che ke indravadanane skUlanA abhyAsamAM rasa na hato.'' tenA mATe A abhyAsa kevala javAbadArI ja hato. te vahelI take chuTavA mathato hato, mATe ja corInA sarala mArge pAsa thavA lAgyo hato. indravadana skula lAiphamAM paNa viziSTa vaibhavo sAthe jIvato hato. muMbaInI khyAta nAma phelozIpa hAIskulamAM teno abhyAsa cAlato hato. pI.TI. vagerenA pIriyaDamAM zikSaka ghAsanA medAna upara chokarAone doDAve tyAre indravadana te doTamAMthI khasI jato. tyAre tene phaIbAe saMbhaLAvelI meghakumAranI kathA yAda AvatI, ane kyAreka zikSakanI AMkhe caDhI jAya ane tene parANe doDAve to indravadana doDyA bAda khUba raDato. indravadananuM zarIra bALakanuM hatuM, chatAM dila bhagavAnanuM hatuM. bhAvinA paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nI apAra karUNAnuM bIja, nAnakaDA indravadananA rudanathI siMcAyuM che. A indravadana dho. 6-7-8-9nI nadIo pAra karIne esa.esa.sI.mAM praveza meLave che. pUrvanA cAra varSa corI dvArA pAsa thanAra vidyArthI mATe dasamuM dhoraNa khUba vasamuM hoya te svAbhAvika che. 17

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ane te samaye sarakArano kAyado hato. ke "dasamA dhoraNanI parIkSAmAM corI karatA pakaDAya to traNa varSa esa.esa.sI. nI Exam ApI na zake. Indravadana mATe corInA daravAjA A vakhate baMdha hatA. corI vinA ja A Exam Pass karavAno nirdhAra hato. kAraNake esa.esa.sI. pAsa thatA ja, cAra varSathI makkamanirdhAra sAthe je viraktinA bhAvane jIvanta rAkhyo hato tenA jore munijIvana maLI ja jaze, tevI zraddhA hatI. A kizorane kyAM khabara hatI ke "jamAnAnA khAdhela bApAjI, ATalI saralatAthI potAnA dikarAne potAnuM dhAryuM karavA nahI de" indravadana corI vinA esa.esa.sI. pAsa karavA mATe tanatoDa mahenata zarU kare che ane vArSika parIkSA pAsa thavAnA daDha saMkalpa sAthe AgaLa vadhe che. indravadana mATe A dharmayuddha hatuM. pAsa thavuM te lakSya na hatuM, te to dIkSA mATenuM pagathIyuM hatuM, mATe to corI nathI karato. keTalI mArmika vicAraNA mAtra 16 varSanA indravadananA hRdayamAM cAlatI hatI ke "jo mAre pAsa ja thavuM che to corI AsAna rasto che." paNa corI vinA ja A ExamPass karavAno nirdhAra hato, kAraNake "mAre to dIkSA levI che. "corI karUM ane pakaDAI jAuM to dIkSAmAM vilaMba thAya je mane maMjUra nathI" viraktinA nabho maMDaLamAM viharI rahelA Indravadanano A tarka che. tethI ja corI karyA vinAExam Ape che. te ja arasAmAM jIvatalAla pratApazI parivAramAM AghAta janaka ghaTanA ghaTe che. virAga evuM puSpa che ke "te anukULa ke pratikULa sthitimAM karamAya." paNa Indravadanano virAga, puSpa jevo nathI pavana jevo che. sadA bahAra che. tenA mATe ghaTanAne sthiti bAhya che, paNa viraktinI anubhUti AMtarika che.

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15 varSanA Indravadane pitA gumAvyA! vi.saM. 2006 vaizAkha suda-9, no divasa mahArAjajI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM jIvatalAla pratApazI parivAra dvArA Ayojita zAzvata maMtrAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA zAzvata tIrthAdhirAja pAlItANA khAte cAlatI hatI. eka Indravadana sivAya Akho parivAra pAlItANA khAte ja namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM lIna hato. be zAzvato vacce azAzvata saMsAre potAnI lIlA pragaTa karI. dhAreluM na ja thAya te ja saMsAra kahevAya ne? ane muMbaI khAte Indravadana sAthe rahetA pitAjI zeThazrI kAntIbhAInuM "hArTa pheIla" thaI jatA avasAna thAya che. jo ke pitAjI paNa pAlItANA navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanAmAM joDAvAnI bhAvanA sAthe samaya pasAra karI rahyA hatA. vaizAkha suda-9,nA sAMje suzrAvaka kAntIbhAI pratikramaNa mATe kaTAsaNa pAthare che ane sAmAyika letA pahelA laghu zaMkA mATe bAtharUma jAya che. bAtharUmathI bahAra AvatA ja suzrAvaka zrI kAntIbhAInuM AyuSya pUrNa thAya che. tyAM ja DhaLI paDe che. kevuM kamAla mRtyu ke "mAtra pratikramaNanI legyAmAM ja prANa chuTe che." pavitratAnI jhaMkhanA sAthe pAlItANAnA badale pitAjInI paraloka yAtrA zarU thAya che. abhUta samAdhithI mRtyu varelA pitAjInA avasAnanA samAcAra pAlItANA pahoMce che. suzrAvikA subhadrA bahena avaDhavamAM hatA. ArAdhanA choDuM ke na choDuM ? jo ke subhadrAbahenane mahArAjajI samajAve che ke "juo subhadrA ! have jaIne zuM karazo? AvI uttamaArAdhanA zA mATe choDo cho ? vaLI aMtimavidhi mATe moTo dikaro Indravadana tyAM ja che. to tame zA mATe ArAdhanA choDo cho." subhadrAbahena mahArAjajInI vAta mAnIne muMbaI javAnuM mAMDI vALe che. pAlItANA ja rokAIne uttama bhAvo sAthe ArAdhanAmAM joDAyelA rahe che. A che jinazAsananI mahAzrAvikAnI jAgRti ane saMbaMdho pratyenI virakti. te ja viraktinA horamonsa IndravadanamAM mejara banIne navapallavita thAya che. indravadana sakhta mahenata karIne meTrIka pAsa thAya che ane bApAjI pAse potAnI makkama bhAvanA punaH rajU kare che. 19

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"bApAjI ! ApanI AjJA anusAra huM meTrika pAsa thaI gayo chuM. have mAre gRhatyAga karIne dIkSAnA mArge javuM che.'' Ano uttara ApatA zeThazrI jIvAbhAI jaNAve che beTA ! tane khabara che tArA pitAjInuM avasAna thayuM che. tuM teno moTo dikaro che. jo huM tane dIkSAnI rajA ApuM to loko evuM mAnaze ke ''jIvAbhAIe potAnA bhAInA dikarAne dIkSAnI rajA ApI bhAgIdAra rahevA ja na dIdho.'' have. badho dalo temano ja raheze. AvI loka vAyakA thAya to beTA ! mArI ijjatanuM zuM thAya, e to vicAra kara. tArA pitAjInA avasAna bAda tuM paNa mAro ja dikaro che. sAteya bALako mAre mana sarakhA che. huM ijjata bagaDavAnA DarathI paNa rajA hamaNAM nahI ApuM. paNa have jo tuM pukhta thaIne dIkSA laIza to mArI ijjata sacavAI jaze. mATe indravadana ! meTrika bAda grejyueTa B.Com. karI le. pachI tane dIkSA apAvu to mArI ijjata khUba vadhe, mATe mArI ATalI vAta mAnI le. indravadana, bApAjInI AvI lAgaNI sabhara selsamena zIpane, kema ThukarAvI zake ? ane parivAra janonI mAMgaNIno svIkAra karIne indravadane koleja javAnI paNa saMmati ApI. indravadana yovananA thanaganATavALA deha sAthe kolejamAM praveza kare che. yauvana-dhana-baLa jyAM hoya tyAM rUpa ane AkarSaNa ApoApa zaraNAgati svIkAre che. paNa indravadana alaga mATIno yuvAna che. teno virAga evo jAjaramAna che. te rAga ke AkarSaNa sAme hAre tema nathI. te ja varSa daramyAna paramatAraka gurudeva premasurIzvarajI ma.sA. potAnA vidvAna ziSya bhAnuvijayaja sAthe muMbaI padhAre che. muMbaInA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM, bhAnuvijayajInA virAgI vANIna vAdaLonI garjanA thavA lAgI ane Indravadanano virAga vadhu khIlI UThe che. 20 Ed

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bhAna vijayajInI vANI ke cinagArI... vi.saM. 2006nI sAla tapAgacchanA ziratAja AcArya vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAlItANAthI vihAra karI, potAnA prabhAvaka ziSya munizrI bhAnavijayajI sAthe, muMbaI pAyadhunInA neminAthajInA upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa mATe padhAre che. pUjayapAda AcAryadevazrIno daDha saMkalpa hato ke "jinazAsananA saMcAlaka zramaNa pradhAna jainasaMghane paccIsa yuvAna jaina zramaNonI bheTa dharavI che" A saMkalpa na hato, A to vAstavikatA hatI. mahApuruSano vicAra svayaM sarjaka bane che. svArthaAzaMsA, prasiddhi AdithI mukta kevala parArtha pracura A vicAra, zakti banIne lahera ubhI karaze tevI kalpanA to kyo pAmara jana karI zake ? zAzvata girirAja upara virATa pavitratAnA puMja jainAcAryano vicAra, saMkalpa banIne jIvanta bane che ane muMbaInA 2006-7-8nA traNa cAturmAsa daramyAna muMbaInA jainasaMghamAM yuvAnonI dIkSAno mAhola sarjAyo, pravajyAnI zRMkhalA zarU thaI hatI. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. vacana siddha mahA-puruSa hatA. jenA mATe kalpanA paNa na thaI zake tevA parivAranA yuvAno, dIkSA jIvanane sva kalpanAnuM jIvana samajIne svIkAre che. Indravadana, neminAthajInA upAzrayamAM bhAnavijayajI mahArAjanA pravacanomAM zrotA banIne AraMvA lAge che ane bhAnavijayajInI viraktinI varSA jevI vANIno raMga, indravadananA samagra astitvane badalI rahyo che. virAga eTale (mAnava jIvananA) samayanuM sAcuM mUlyAMkana ane sAdhanonI tucchatAnuM spaSTa darzana che. indravadana potAnAmAM jAgelA A darzanathI hAlI uThe che. teno mAhAlo pukAre che. "dasa varSathI sattara varSa sudhIno sAta varSano amUlya samaya he pAmara ! teM mAtra svajanonA moha khAtara saMsAramAM veDaphayo? UTha ! Ubho thA..tAruM Atma parAkrama jagADa ane tArA mArgano pravAsI bana"

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indravadana pratidina dezanAmAM jAya che ane raDatI AMkhe ughaDatI dRSTie dezanA sAMbhaLato jAya che. zravaNanI asara taLe Indravadane pratijJA lIdhI ke "jyAM sudhI dIkSA na maLe tyAM sudhI ghIno tyAga" ane A ghInA tyAge saMsAra-tyAganA bhavya nirmANano zilAnyAsa karyo. lukhkhI roTalI khAvAnA pahelA ja divase bApAjInA tIvra Avezano bhoga, Indravadana bane che. bApAjI savAla kare che. kema ghI nathI copaDato ? tyAre indravadana pratijJAnuM nimitta jaNAve che. gharamAM dhamAla thAya che. mAtA subhadrA, dikarAne kahe che "beTA ! tuM gharamAM moTo dikaro che. tArA mATe tArA bApAjInA aramAna judA che. tuM zI rIte tArA tyAgane saphala banAvIza ?" tyAre IndravadananI siMha garjanA thaI ke mAM ! teM ja mane janma samaye eka vAkya saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM ne ? te vAkya, bIja banIne mArA aMtara manamAM ropAyuM che. have te bIja, vRkSa banIne Aje paripakva banyuM che. mAM ! have to A pratijJA pravajyA apAvaze. janma samaye mArA manamAM mUkelI tArI bhAvanA phaLaze kAraNa ke "tuM. jinazAsananI zrAvikA che'' mAM ! AziSa Apaje mAM ! mane tArA AziSamAM apUrva zraddhA che. indravadana have gharanA vaDilajanonA adhikAra sAme potAnI daDha viraktine pragaTa karato jAya che. bApAjI potAnA putranA virAgathI hAlI uThyA che. tamane khabara che A te jIvAbhAI che ke "je anya mAbAponA saMtAnone vairAgya jAgyo hoya ane dIkSA grahaNa karavAmAM aMtarAya Avato hoya, to teo te aMtarAya dUra karavAmAM agresara rahetA. paNa have relo potAnA ghare ja Avyo che. zuM karavuM tenI tIvra muMjhavaNa jIvAbhAIne satAvI rahI che. indravadana dIkSAgrahaNa mATe majabUta che to bApAjI dIkSA na thAya te mATe prayatnazIla che. Indravadanano virAga bhAnuvijaya mahArAjanI dezanAnA kAraNe jvalaMta banato cAlyo che. hRdayanA bhAvo have gharanI ke vaDilonI AmanyA jALave eTalA maryAdita nathI rahyA. eka bAju mananI doTa gurudeva tarapha che, to bIjI bAju bApAjInA anurodhano svIkAra karIne kolejamAM padArpaNa thAya che. Indravadana virakti sudhI pahoMcatA haju keTalA koThA pAsa karaze te bhAvi ja jaNAvaze.

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senTa jhevIyarsa kolejamAM praveza.. kolejanuM vAtAvaraNa, svacchaMdatAnI AbohavA ane rAganA bharapura nimitto vacce indravadanano virAga muMjhAyA kare che. have to indravadana ane virAga abhinna thatA gayA hatA tethI kolejamAM kevala paMdara ja divasa pasAra karatA to indravadanane paMdara bhava pasAra karavA jevuM bhArekhama lAgavA mAMDyu indravadana AvA samRddha ane svataMtra vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa potAnA niyamone custa paNe vaLagI rahRAo che. dararoja gADImAM koleja AvanAra A yuvAna potAnA kapALe lAMbu pUjA tilaka rAkhato ane hAthamAM ukALelA pANIno kuMjo sAthe rAkhato. kalAsanA sahAdhyAyIo tenI hAMsI uDAvatA, chatAM lagIreya calAyamAna thayA vinA, potAnA niyamane khumArI pUrvaka sAcavato rahRAo. manathI evo dRDha niyama banAve che, ke "mAtra dIkSA mATe ja koleja javuM che... paNa vilAsI vAtAvaraNa sAme manamAM vidrohanI lAgaNI saLavaLe che. have dRDha manobaLathI nakkI kare che "dIkSA ja laIza, A vAtAvaraNa ke A svacchaMda jIvana zailI mArA jIvana sAthe meca thAya tema nathI." ane eka divasa mane vidroha kare che ane Indravadana koleja choDavAno nirNaya karI le che. sAMjanA samaye bApAjI jIvAbhAI pAse jaIne jaNAvI de che. "pitAjI ! ucca zikSaNa apAvavAnI ApanI umadA bhAvanAnI huM kadara karuM chuM, paNa huM kAlathI kolejanA pagathiyA caDhI zakuM tema nathI. mane mApha karI do. indravadananA dilanI saccAIne pArakhI, jIvAbhAI paNa pIgaLI jAya che. jIvAbhAI kolejanA abhyAsa mATeno Agraha choDI de che. chatAM bApAjIno te Agraha to ubho ja che ke "dikaro Indravadana dIkSA na le." mATe have navI yojanA bApAjI rajU kare che. cAlAka bApAjI, saraLa Indravadanane samajAve che.

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IzvaracandrajI ane Indravadana... have bApAjI navuM gatakaDuM kare che, ane indravadanane kahe che. "dIkSA ja levI che ne ?" hA. Indravadane kahyuM. tyAre bApAjI kahe che "sAdhu thayA pachI vihAra- kriyA AdinA lIdhe abhyAsa mATe vadhu samaya phALavI zakAya nahI, mATe "beTA ! ApaNA ghare sarasa paMDitajI rAkhI saMskRta Adino abhyAsa zarU karI de" indravadanane bApAjInI A vAta sAcI lAgI. te ja arasAmAM muMbaImAM pAkistAnathI bhAgIne AvelA saMskRta-nyAya AdinA prakAMDa paMDita IzvaracandrajI sAthe indravadanano bheTo thAya che ane paMDitajI pAse saMskRta Adino abhyAsa zarU kare che. potAnI viraktine tyAganuM gagana maLe te mATe badhI ja zarata mAnavA indravadana taiyAra che. indravadananI mahA yojanAnA bhAgarUpe paMDita IzvaracandrajI pAse adhyayana zarU thAya che. paMDitajIne je Arthika hUMphanI jarUra hatI te paNa temane maLI rahe che. vidyAguru pratyenuM apUrva bahumAna, indravadananA vyavahAramAM jhaLakatuM dekhAya che. jIvananI aDadhI sadI purI karyA bAda punaH navasarjana mATe kAme lAgelA paMDitajInA khoLIyAmAM kAma karavAnI zakti na hatI chatAM khoLIyAne doDAvyA sivAya rasto ya kyAM hato ? kevI viSama vicitratA che ke "manane khuza rAkhavA zarIrane doDAvavuM paDe che". paMDita tarIke zAstrAbhyAsa karAvavo te ja AjIvikAnuM sAdhana hatuM. Akho divasa ghara-ghara pharIne saMskRta Adino abhyAsa karAvatA paMDitajIne AjathI navA dhanADhya parivAramAM praveza maLyo che. paMDitajIe indravadanane, ghare jatA pahelAno ane divasanA chellA Tyuzanano, sAMjano samaya phALavela hato. A evo samaya hato jemAM divasabharanA adhyApananA thAkathI mana thAkeluM hoya ane muMbaInA vividha parAomAM doDavAnA kAraNe zarIra paNa ArAma jhaMkhatuM hoya. thAkelAM zarIra sAthe adhyApana mATe AvatA paMDitajI indravadananA vAtAnukUlita gharamAM AvIne gAdI para besatA ja jhoke caDhI jatA, Indravadana potAnA adhyayanano vicAra suddhA karyA vinA paMDitajIne daza paMdara miniTano vizrAma karavA deto hato. tyArabAda paMDitajIne sAMjanA samaye sva-gRha banelA svAdiSTa pharasANanI DIza dvArA temanA manane prasanna karavAno prayAsa karato hato. dararoja paMDitajI ArAma karatA, nAsto karatA, khuba

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bhAva sAthe indravadana paMDitajIne sahelAvato hato. ane A apUrva sevAthI prasanna thayelA paMDitajI tAjAmAjA thaIne pUrNa prasannatA sAthe indravadanane adhyayana karAvatA alpa samayamAM ja pUrNa kAlIna abhyAsa karAvI detA. A kamAla indravadananI buddhinI na hatI, balka tenA vinayanI hatI. buddhi mahenata pramANenuM phaLa Ape, paNa vinaya, alpa samaya ane alpa mahenate vipula pariNAma ApI de che, buddhimAnuM banAvI de che ane lokapriya paNa banAve che. vidyAgurunA AziSathI pragati thavA lAgI, chatAM ya IndravadananuM mana glAnimAM ja hatuM kAraNa spaSTa che. tenuM mana virakta hatuM ane svajano indravadanamAM Asakta hatA. samaya vahe che. muMjhavaNa vadhatI jAya che. virakti paNa tyAganA gaganane jhaMkhe che. A sthitimAM Indravadana potAnA viraktabhAvone spaSTa karavA Atura che. saMskRta AdinA abhyAsa vacce Indravadanane saMtoSa nathI kAraNake tene saMsArathI chuTavuM che. AvI nAjuka paLomAM Indravadanane muMbaImAM eka vaDila-jemanuM nAma goradhanadAsa mAstara hatuM, te maLe che. teo IndravadananI glAninuM kAraNa jANatA hatA tethI temaNe dIkSita jIvana pAmavA mATeno jalada mArga batADI dIdho ane Indravadane dhAryuM nizAna tAkI lIdhuM. ra5

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bApAjI dikarAnA zaNe...! saMsAramAM Asaktine tamAma suvidhA-svataMtratA maLe che paNa viraktine veThavuM paDe che. kadAca saMsArane, saccAIne kasoTIe caDhAvavAnI phAvaTa che. paNa kamAla to juo ! lAkhkho varSamAM ekapaNa vAra saccAI, saMsAranI jalada kasoTI vacce paNa pheIla nathI thaI. indravadana to saccAInuM bIju nAma che. je divase suzrAvaka goradhanadAse indravadanane kahAM, jo tAro parivAra ati dhanADhya che, tethI mAbApane saMtAno upara tIvra moha hoya che. mATe gharamAM rahIne gRhatyAganI vAto karavAthI tuM phAvaze nahI. tAre rajA meLavavA ghara choDavuM joIe. gharamAMthI bhAgI jA" indravadana kahe paNa bApAjInI ijjatanuM zuM? tyAre goradhanadAsa kahe che bhalA mANasa bApanI ijjatanI ciMtA che to tuM saMgha ke zAsananuM gaurava zI rIte banI zakIza? ane indravadana te rAte sUI na zakyo.... dIkSA meLavavAnI tIvra AturatAmAM kazo ja vicAra karyA vinA rAte ja ghara choDIne bhAge che. aDadhI rAta sudhI indravadana na AvatAM, tapAsa cAlu thAya che. A te samaya hato ke jyAM bhAgIne lagna karavA paNa muzkela hatA. tyAM bhAgIne dIkSAno vicAra paNa kyAMthI hoya? paNa kamAla bhAnavijayanI dezanAe karI. aneka mamukSu yuvAno mAbApanI anicchAe bhAgIne dIkSA levA mAMDyA. jANe ke bhAgIne dIkSA levI te te samayanI phezana banI gaI. yuvA mumukSo mATe A gaurava gaNAtuM hatuM. vaLI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM saMyamabaLa ane snehabaLa eTaluM tAkAtavara hatuM ke "aneka yuvAnono saMsAra mATe ke svajana mATeno moha saraLatAthI utarI jato hato. Indravadana paNa A ja paraMparAmAM hato. tenA mATe dhana-sAdhana saMbaMdha karatA saMyama ja mahattvanuM hatuM. tethI indravadana bhAgI jAya che. 26

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indravadanano patto na lAgatA saMgha mobhI jIvatalAla zeTha, premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA upAzrayamAM Ave che. Akho upAzraya joI le che. temane zaMkA hatI ke "A mahArAja, chokarAone bhagADIne dIkSita kare che'' kAraNake bhUtakALamAM A mahArAje evA be-cAra chokarAone bhagADIne jIvAbhAI zeThane tyAM ja Asaro apAvelo. paNa prastuta ghaTanA vakhate premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e spaSTatA karI ame nathI jANatA ane tyAM ja pelA goradhanadAsa samAcAra lAve che ke ''indravadana surata pAse rAMderamAM che''. jIvatalAla zeThe tarata saMparka karyo ane pahelI vakhata gadita avAje dikarAne kahe che '"beTA ! tuM amArA parivArano kuladipaka bane, teno amane keTalo AnaMda hoya !!! tArA mATe moha jarUra che. paNa tArA bhavya aramAno ame nahI toDIe, ane bApAjI kahe che, beTA ! pAcho AvI jA, ApaNe turata muhUrta kaDhAvazuM. indravadana turata parata Ave che. bApAjI jIvatalAla zeTha tene vhAlathI bheTe che. beTA ! tane saMmati pUrvaka vidAya ApazuM. tuM nAnA parivArathI moTA parivAra tarapha jaI rahyo che ane mAtA subhadrA, ghare parata AvelA dikarAne gahuMlI dvArA AvakAre che. hRdayanA vhAlathI cumIo bharI AziSa Ape che. te divasa vi.saM. 2008 vaizAkha su.6 no hato. bapore ja zeTha jIvAbhAI, parivAra sAthe premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja pAse jAya che. IndravadananI dIkSAnuM muhUrta mAMge che. sadI sudhI jinazAsana ane jainasaMghane sAcavanAra eka zuravIra saMghane maLanAra che teno AnaMda mahArAjajIne paNa aparaMpAra che. cha varSathI sAcavI rAkhelI viraktine have Perfect tyAga maLaze teno AnaMda, indravadananA roma-romamAM chalakAI rahyo che. ati dhanADhya parivAranI A dIkSA, samagra bhAratanI zreSTha ghaTanA bananAra che. D 27

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28 aitihAsika paLa vaizAkha suda 6, vi.saM. 2008 baporanA traNa AsapAsano samaya. jo ke A samaya dainika samaya jevo ja sAmAnya hato. paNa bhAvimAM A ja samaya aitihAsika bananAra che. rAjakumArI mayaNA, pitAnA AdezathI je paLe uMbara rANAno hAtha pakaDe che te paLamAM ja zrIpAlanA sarjananA zubha saMketo goThavAyelA hatA. tevuM ja nirmANa AjanI paLamAM haze. A paLamAM ja candrazekhara mahArAjanA sarjananA saMketa paDyA che. mATe ja samagra parivAra sAthe zeThazrI jIvAbhAI, mahArAjanI pAse AvyA. zubha muhUrtanA pradAna mATe vinaMtI kare che. indravadana dhanADhya parivAramAM janmavAnA kAraNe puNyavAn jarUra haze, paNa tenI "Body LanguagemAM hAla to 'saMdInA yugapuruSa candrazekharavijaya'' banaze tevuM teja dekhAtuM na hatuM. uMbara rANAmAM zrIpAla jaNAto na hato. paNa A kamAla, muhUrta pradAnanI paLamAM ane paramagurudeva premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA premasabhara prasAde (kRpA) karI dIdhI. mahArAjajI zubha muhUrta jovA mATe paMnyAsa kAntivijayajI ma.sA.ne bhalAmaNa kare che. parama pavitra te paMnyAsajI bhagavaMta - mahArAjajIne vaizAkha vada-6, vi.saM. 2008no dina kahe che. tAraNahAra saMghamobhI gurudeva, suzrA. jIvAbhAIne vai.va.6.no divasa dIkSA pradAna mATe Ape che. potAno dikaro-mAtra paMdara ja dinamAM potAnuM saMtAna maTI, prabhu mahAvIra devano sAdhu banaze, te jANatA ja, zeTha jIvAbhAI mohAdhIna banavAne badale bhAva vibhora banI nAcavA lAge che. indravadanane mana bharIne vhAla kare che. dIkSAno dina nakkI thatA ja, indravadananA samagra astitvamAM evo jabbara kemIkala ceinja thavA lAgyo ke tenuM samagra astitva, AnaMda UrjAthI uchaLI rahyuM hatuM. indravadana have mAtra vadanathI ja indra na rahetA tenI samagra urjA, vizuddha viraktimaya banI. te sAkSAt munIndra svarUpa banI gayo. tenA aMtaramAM dIkSA dinathI vizuddha cAritra jIvana jIvavAnA dRDha saMkalpano mahAsAgara hIloLA levA lAgyo. A saMkalpa ane vizuddha bhAvonA AMdolanamAM viharatA indravadananA Atmacaitanye, viziSTa puNya rAzinuM upArjana zarU karyuM. kadAca te puNyarAzi ja ''UrjApuruSa'' candrazekharavijayano sarjaka banela haze.

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mAtA subhadrA have indravadananA zarIranI ja mAtA banavAnI sAtho sAtha jinazAsananI sadInA zreSTha krAntIvIra candrazekharavijayanI sarjaka mAtA banavA tatpara banI che ane A te ja mAtA che jeNe tAjA janmelA dikarAne ''zAsana dipaka'' thavAno maMtra kAnamAM phuMkelo. 18 varSa pahelA pote ja Apelo A maMtra have potAno camatkAra batADavA tatpara banyo che. teno AnaMda subhadrAnA romaromamAM uchaLI rahyo che ane mA subhadrA, nArI ke mAtA maTI sAkSAt jinazAsananI mAtA banIne potAnA dikarAne punaH kAnamAM kahe che "beTA ! jagatnA tamAma jIvono belI banaje''. A ja AziSa, candrazekharavijayane karUNA svarUpa astitvanA mAlika banAve che. indravadana have teja puMja bane che. potAnI vizuddha bhAvanAnA raMgIna svapno have mUrta banavAnI paLa najIka najIka AvatI jAya che. ane te puNya paLane bheTavA mATenI indravadananI AturatA, AkAzane AMbavA lAge che. samagra muMbaImAM indravadananA dIkSAnA samAcAra FacebooknI jema phelAI jAya che. lokonA hRdayamAM Azcarya sAthe AghAtanA mizra bhAvo janme che. khyAtanAma parivArano nabIro che. vaLI te samaya hato, jyAre vRddho paNa dIkSA levA utsAhita na hatA, tyAM 18 varSano nava yuvAna nabIro tyAgI bane che... A kamAla paMnyAsa bhAnuvijayajInI dezanAnI che. muMbaImAM loka mukhe taraha tarahanI vAto vahetI thAya che. koI kahe che dhanavAna dikaro...bicAro hAthe karIne bhikhArI banavA jaI rahyo che. to vaLI koka evuMya kahenAra maLe che A te kevuM parAkrama.... badhuM ja choDI devA chatAM samrATa jevI khumArIno mAlika indravadana banaze. yAda rAkhajo maLelA vaibhavone bhogavI levA e to saMsArano anAdikALano krama rahyo che. pratyeka jIva anAdikALathI A ja karI rahyo che paNa Azcarya to tyAre sarjAya che, maLeluM badhuM ja choDI devuM. eTale eka AdhyAtmika sUtra che ke "saMsAra bhogavavo te krama che. choDavuM te parAkrama che.'' indravadana zUravIronA mArgano hamasaphara che... d 29

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dIkSA pUrvanA paMdara divasa... bhojana pahelA suvAsa hoya che. yuddha pUrve zastrane dhAradAra banAvavAnI taiyArI hoya che. indravadananI taiyArImAM tyAganI suvAsa, ziSya banatA pUrvenI gurumilananI mIThAza ane zreSTha sAdhutA mATeno dhAradAra saMkalpa hato. ApaNe indravadananA paMdara divasanI mulAkAta zarU karazuM.. darzana karIne indravadana guNvandana mATe mahArAjajI pAse jAya che ane tAraka gurudeva kahe che "jo indravadana ! tArI dIkSA nakkI thaI gaI che. to have sAdhu kriyAnA sUtro kaMThastha karavA paDaze. tArI pAse samaya che mATe Aje paphakhIsUtra gokhI le''. mahArAjajInA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA ja Indravadana hAlI jAya che ane mahArAjajI ne kahe che. "gurudeva ! huM to jJAnIonI sevA karavA saMyama lauM chuM. mane bhaNavAnuM phAve tema nathI." mahArAjajI ! mArI buddhinI maMdatA eTalI che ke eka gAthA to mAMDa mAMDa eka divasamAM thAya ane indravadana mahArAjajInI vAta hasIne kADhI nAMkhe che ane ghare cAlyo jAya che. indravadanane potAnI maryAdAno anubhava hato. mATe te mahArAjajInA zabdone anusaravAnuM sAhasa zI rIte kare ? indravadana jANato hato ke skulanI moTA bhAganI parIkSAo teNe corI karIne ja ApI hatI. eka vakhata parama zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya deva zrImad rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne vandana mATe saparivAra indravadana gayela tyAre teNe AcArya bhagavaMtane vinaMtI karI hatI ke "sAheba ! mArI bhAvanA dIkSAnI ja che. mATe mAro vairAgya TakI rahe tevo koI zAstra graMtha gokhavo che, to te graMthanuM

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nAma Apo ane te graMthanI dararoja eka gAthA gokhavAnI bAdhA Apo. je divase gAthA na thAya tenA bIjA divase ghI nahI khAvAnI pratijJA Apo . gudeve indravadanane vairAgya kalpalatA nAmano mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA. e banAvelA graMthano prathama tabaka je ra69 zlokano che te gokhavAnI bAdhA ApI. indravadana AkhA divasamAM kyAreka eka gAthA paNa kaMThastha na karI zakato ane tene ghI baMdha rahetuM. AnA kAraNe to indravadana, pitA zrI kAntibhAInA gussAno bhoga banato hato. AvA potAnA jAta anubhavathI indravadanane gurudevanI paphakhIsUtra gokhavAnI vAta gaLe na utarI. te gokhavAnuM zarU nathI karato. te ja divase bapore punaH indravadana gurudevazrInA darzana-vaMdana mATe jAya che. gurudevazrI tarata ja puche che. "dosta ! keTalI gAthA gokhI?" Indravadana hasatA hasatA paga dabAvatA mahArAjajIne kahe che, zarU ja nathI karyuM. "gurudeva ! mArI zakti bahAranI vAta che." kIDInA mAthe aMbADI na mUkAya !! ane Indravadana mahArAjajInA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI de che. tyAM mahArAjajI sahajatAthI potAno hAtha IndravadananA mAthA upara pherave che ane A sparza IndravadananA doDha abaja selane AMdolita kare che. A kevala vhAlano sparza na hato A to Indravadanane candrazekhara vijaya banAvanAro, zaktipAta hato. mahArAjajI punaH temanA suprasiddha smita sAthe indravadanane samajAve che. are ! bhalA mArI vAta mAna. haju tArI pAse paMdara soLa kalAka che. jA ghare jaIne besI jA. savAra sudhImAM pakhI sUtra gokhAI jaze ane mahArAjajI kahe che "lAva huM tane vAsakSepa nAMkhI ApuM". A eka RSano eka ziSyamAM, zaktipAta hato. mahArAjajIe potAnI vizuddha cetanAzaktinuM indravadanamAM AropaNa karyuM.

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A paLa jinazAsananA mahAnuM itihAsanA suvarNa pRSThanI prathama lAIna jevI hatI. indravadanane potAnI jaDatA mATenI je zraddhA hatI te tUTe che ane mahArAjajInA maMtratulya zabdo mATe zraddhA jAmatI jAya che. gunuM kAma jIvana badalavAnuM nathI. guru to ziSyano mAnasika abhigama badale che. AdhyAtmika jagatanuM eka mArmika saMzodhana yAda Ave che. AMkaDA badalavAne badale gaNavAnI rIta badalo to pariNAma dhAryuM Avaze. 4+4=8 thAya, paNa 4 44 = 16 thAya. A ja AdhyAtmika jagatano camatkAra che. pariNAma badalavA mATe jIvanazailI badalI juo. vicAro badalatAM jIvana badalAze. indravadana potAnA mATenI je daDha chApa dharAvato hato, te chApa upara gurudevanuM vhAla pANI banIne vahe che ane navA bhAva sAthe indravadana ghare pahoMce che. sAMjanA covihAra karI indravadana pAMca kalAka sudhI paphakhrIsUtra gokhe che. aDadhu thaI jAya che gusvANI upara zraddhA dRDha bane che. vahelI savAre uThIne punaH pAMca kalAka indravadana gokhavA bese che. ane mAtra dasankalAkamAM 350 zlokanuM paphakhIsUtra kaMThastha karIne indravadana doDato mahArAjajI pAse Ave che. kahe che "gurudeva ! camatkAra thaI gayo''... indravadana eka ja vakhatanA A zaktipAtathI potAnI badalAtI UrjAno anubhava karI cUkyo che ane IndravadanamAM candrazekhara nAmanuM ziSyatva pragaTavA lAgyuM. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne IndravadananA lalATe jinazAsananI apUrva sevAnuM kauvata dekhAtuM hatuM. indravadana punaH guru caraNamAM jhUke che ane gurudeva kahe che "indravadana ! hAla nava vAgyA che. tArI pAse be kalAka che ahIM upAzrayamAM besI jA ane pagAma sajhAya (vaMditA jevuM sUtra) gokhI le' ane mAtra be kalAkamAM te sUtra paNa kaMThastha karI lIdhuM.

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11 mumukSuonI zikharajI yAtrA... zramaNa saMgha karNa dhAra premasurIzvarajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM, muMbaInI havAmAM janmelA-ucheralA aneka yuvAno bhAnuvijayajI ma.sA.nA pravacanothI, viraktinA mAsuka banyA hatA. lagabhaga bAreka yuvAnonI TIma, dIkSA mATe thanaganI rahI hatI. te badhA ja yuvAnone saMyamayAtrA pahelA tAraka tIrthonI tIrthayAtrA mATe mokalavAno mahArAjajIno bhAva hato. tAraka tIrtha ziromaNi zikharajInI sparzanA mATe, bAreyane mahArAjajIe prerita karyA. tIrthayAtrA dvArA samagra jIvananI saMyama yAtrAne niraMtarAya banAvavAno mahArAjajIno manasubo hato. prabhunI kRpA saMyama jIvanano prANavAyu che. bAra yuvAno samAna bhAvanAthI bhAvita hatA. ane bAreya mumukSuo saMgrAma pahelAnI taiyArI jevI tIrthayAtrAe sAthe ja javAnuM nakkI kare che. prabhunI karUNA bhaktanI zraddhA dvArA ja sakriya bane che. indravadanane paNa badhAnI sAthe ja tIrthayAtrA mATe javAnI rajA maLe che. A tera mumukSuonI TImamAM hIrAlAla paNa hatA jemanI indravadana sAthe pahelethI ja dostI hatI. bhaviSyamAM je hemacandravijaya bane che te, tathA indravadana Adi 13 mumukSu, zikharajInI yAtrA mATe nIkaLe che. ''zeThazrI jIvAbhAIno dikaro zikharajInI yAtrA mATe dIkSA pUrve AvI rahyo che. A samAcAra rastAmAM AvatA sTezanonA saMghone maLe che. zeThanI nAmanAnA kAraNe Thera Thera indravadana AdI mumukSu maMDalInuM hAratorAthI svAgata thavA lAgyuM. Indravadane svanirvANanI sAdhanA pUrve, tIrthaMkara devonI nirvANa bhUminI sparzanA karI ane AtmabhAvomAM nirvANapadanI anubhUtine ujAgara karI. A yAtrA daramyAna eka gAmamAM mumukSu maMDalInuM rokANa hatuM. tyAM upAzrayamAM ekala vihArI mahAtmA sthAyI hatA. je upAzrayamAM mahAtmA hatA, te ja holamAM sAMjanA samaye gAmanI zrAvikAo pratikramaNa karavA AvatI hatI. mumukSuo mahAtmAne vandana-sukhazAtA puchIne bahAra 33

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KEEP booAKK Ave che tyAM sahunI najaramAM zrAvikAonA pratikramaNanuM dazya paDe che. teramAMthI bAra to mauna ja ravAnA thAya che paNa indravadana A dRzyathI viThThala bane che ane potAno virodha pragaTa kare che ke '"sAdhunA upAzrayamAM zrAvikAo pratikramaNa zI rIte karI zake ?'' indravadana to te mahAtmAne cAritra jIvananA niyamo daDhatAthI samajAvavA doDe che. A parAkrama 18 varSanI uMmare ja hatuM. siMha satvano taNakho tyAM ja dekhAyo hato. paNa ajANyA gAmamAM phijula saMgharSa vahoravo anucitta samajI anya sAthIoe temane vALyA. A hatI IndravadananI niSThA. A mumukSusaMgha vividha tIrtha sthAnonI sparzanA karIne chelle zAzvata girirAja pAlItANAnI sparzanA kare che ane tyAMthI sahu muMbaI pahoMce che. Indravadana have vaizAkha vada-6nI AturatA pUrvaka rAha joI rahyo che. tenA mATe have dareka paLa kalAka jevI banI rahI che. manamAM nAda cAle che, kyAre banIza huM sAco re saMta... Indravadana sAthenA mumukSuo, sAthe harazu, sAthe pharazu, saMgha-zAsana sevA sAthe karazuM.

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1 ra maMgala ghaDInI taiyArI indravadanano AtmA saMyama prApti pUrve, saMyamanI naisargika anubhUtimAM potAnA AtmAne DUbADI rahayo che. dIkSA pUrvenA bahumAnonI zreNI cAle che, temAM indravadananuM bahumAna muMbaInA zerabajAranA holamAM goThavAya che. te samaye zera bajAranA pramukha koI pArasI sajjana hatA. A pArasI sajjanane koke jaina dIkSAnI jIvanazailInI kaThoratAnI vAta karI hatI. tethI te sajjana to vicalita thaI gayA hatA ane indravadananA parAkramane indravadananI majabUrI samajI teo vihvaLa banI jIvAbhAI zeThane kahe che, "zA mATe AvA kaThora jIvana mATe dikarAne rajA Apo che?' pArasI sajjana AvI bhAva sabhara vAta sAthe potAnA vaktavyane virAma Ape tyArabAda Indravadana potAnA vaktavyamAM potAnA bhAvone raju karatA kahe che "dIkSA jIvana te mArI majaburI nahIM, mArI jhaMkhanA che." A sarvahitano mArga che ityAdi vAto potAnA vaktavyamAM raju kare che. tethI "pArasI sajjana tathA samagra sabhA, jaina dIkSAnA jIvanane vaibhavI tyAgamaya jIvanarUpe nIhALavA lAgyA. sahu IndravadananA parAkramI caherAne bhAva sabhara netrothI joI rahyAA che. pArasI sajjana paNa prabhAvita bane che. tethI temaNe dIkSA dine, zera bajAra baMdha rAkhavAnI jAherAta karI ane jaina dIkSA mATenA potAnA bhramane dUra karyA. jaina dIkSA mATe temanA aMtaramAM zubha bhAvo jAgyA. chellI eka ghaTanA noMdhIne AgaLa vadhIe.. vaizAkha vada 5 mano divasa, bhAyakhalAnA upAzrayanuM sthAna, baporanI gocarI mAMDalImAM, svayaM premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja samagra sAdhu mAMDalI (samuha)mAM padhAre che. bhAva vibhora ubodhana kare che. 35

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yAda rahe, mahArAjajI mATe AvatI kAlanI dIkSA prathama na hatI. AvI aneka dIkSAo teonI nizrAmAM ujavAI hatI. paNa AvatIkAlanI dIkSAne laIne svayaM mahArAjajI, koka anuThA bhAvothI bhAvita hatA. gocarI mAMDalImAM kyAreka ja padhAratA mahArAjajInA udbodhanane sAMbhaLavA sahu tatpara bane che. mahArAjajI kahe che. 'juo sAdhuo ! AvatI kAlathI ApaNI mAMDalImAM eka navA mumukSuno praveza thaze. A yuvAna ati dhanADhya parivAramAMthI AvI rahyo che. tenA bApAjI jainasaMghanA prasiddha netA che. ApaNI pharaja che ke ''AvanAra mumukSune ApaNe ApaNI udAratA, sajjanatA, khAnadAnIthI, ApaNAmAM evo bheLavI daIe ke tene gharanA svajano yAda ja na Ave. mahArAjajI AgaLa pharamAve che'' mane lAge che Indravadana jaina saMgha mATe ApaNA samudAyano mahAn zAsana prabhAvaka banaze'' sahu sthavirone mArI namra bhalAmaNa che ke ''tenA yoga-kSemanI bAbatamAM vizeSa kALajI le'' A bhAva vibhora vaktavya sAthe mahArAjajI AvatI kAlanI dIkSA pradAna mATenI potAnI AMtarika Atma pariNatine vizuddha bhAvothI bhAvita karatA rahyA. ratnonI khANamAMthI jhaverIne kohInUra bananAra patthara mATe je ahobhAva hoya te ahobhAva mahArAjajInA aMtaramAM hato, je zabdo rUpe pragaTa thayo. 36 CID

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I * jA saMyama paMthe... * virAganI vebhavI rajuAta mero yAra phakIrI meM... # nayana mAnA rasadararase hiM. hajAro najara eka sitArA upara...

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ja hoMze hoMze tuM veSa dhare, bahena maMjulAnA mAMthe Indravadanano veSa... R * ziSyo Dahe... meM baMdA Apa khAviMda... ka parama gurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. : mAnasa gurudeva bhAnavijayajI ma.sA. ka nUtana muni candrazekharavijaya

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13 mahAbhiniSkramaNanA mahAmArge..... mAtA subhadrAbahena, bApAjI jIvAbhAI tathA zeSa che bhAI baheno sAthenA janmathI thayelA lohInA saMbaMdho upara pUrNa virAma mUkI, prabhuzAsana sAthenA gatajanmanA lAgaNInA saMbaMdhonA punarjanmanI paLa hatI. vaizAkha vada-6, vikrama saMvata 2008" muMbaInA prinsesa sTrITa vistArathI jainasaMghanA ati dhanADhya parivAranA eka navayuvAna, (lokone mana Ajano zAlIbhadra jenI uMmara mAtra 18 varSanI che) varSIdAnano varaghoDo zarU thAya che. zahera vistAranA aneka rAja mArgo uparathI pasAra thato A tyAga vaibhava, zeTha motIzA cerITI dvArA nirmita bhavya jinAlayanA paTAMgaNa, bhAyakhAlAmAM indravadananI dIkSAno varaghoDo saMpanna thAya che. paramAtmA AdinAthano vizAla raMgamaMDapa khIcokhIca che. samagra zahera A dIkSAnA prasaMgathI ane samAcArathI uttejita che, bhAva vibhora che. indravadana ane teno tyAga hAla Talk of the Town che. mahArAjajI premasUrIzvarajI, samagra zramaNa saMghanA kendramAM vyAsapITha upara birAjamAna che. indravadanano mAhyalo vizuddha saMyama jIvana ane naiSThika brahmacaryanA pAlananA daDha saMkalpane vadhu ne vadhu doharAvI rahyo che. devendrone durlabha cAritra jIvananI prAptinI gauravazAli paLonI bhavya anubhUtimAM indravadana sAtamA AsamAne viharI rahyo che. Indravadana pote je saMbaMdho ke sAdhanono tyAga karI rahyo che te tene tuccha dekhAya che, kAraNa ke tyAga sAme je AnaMdanA AMdolano tenA aMtarAtmAmAM uThI rahyA che te devendronA AnaMda karatA paNa vadhu - jIvaMta, Indravadanane bhAse che. tethI indravadananuM aMtara kahe che. dosta ! je bhautika padArtho choDe che vadamITTI nairA thA. paNa A tyAga sAme je svAnubhUtino AnaMda meLave che te to sonAnI khANa che.

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IndravadananA mukha upara tyAgano bhAra dekhAto na hato. balka tenA mukha upara AnaMdarasano svAda jhaLuMbato dekhAto hato. Indravadana, subhadrA bahenano dikaro maTI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.no ziSya bane che. mAtAnA saMtAna karatA gusmAtAnA ziSya banavAmAM pote vadhu samRddha thayo tevo ahesAsa IndravadananuM romaroma karI rahyAM che ane zubha samayanI maMgala paLe indravadana, munizrI candrazekharavijaya tarIke jAhera thAya che. keza lucananI nAnakaDI prANavaMta kriyAnI paLe paMnyAsa bhAnavijayajI ma.sA. indravadananA mAthAnA sAtavALanI traNa capaTI uThAve che ane indravadananA brahmaradhamAM jinazAsananI prabhAvikatAne Aropita kare che. "sapravravAna" bhoganI Toca karatA indravadanane tyAganuM gagana vadhu vistRta lAgyuM. bhoga punarAvartananA kalaMkavALA che. jyAre tyAga to paLepaLe navA AnaMdane aDato jAya che. AnaMda punarAvartanathI mukta che. AnaMda pUrNatAnuM zikhara che. te AnaMdano pravAsI Indravadana bane che. indravadana'' punarAvartananI paraMparAne pradarzita karanAra nAma che. "candrazekharavijaya" to saMsAranA raNa medAnanA yoddhAnuM nAma che je nAma sAthe saMgha zAsana bhakti joDAyelI che.

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14 saMyama ane svAdhyAyanA mahAyogI.. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, muni candrazekharavijayajInA jIvana rathanA sukAnI bane che. bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja, nUtana muninA gAIDa bane che ane parmavijayajI mahArAja, cAritra jIvananA sahAyaka tarIkenA rolane kunehapUrvaka bhajavI rahRAA che. cAritra jIvananA pahelA ja divasathI paLa-paLane, mano jagatu upara dorelA plAna pramANe goThavI rahyA che. muni candrazekharavijayajIne, premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjamAM apUrva mahAyogI tarIkenA darzana thayA hatA. anubhava thayo hato. tethI temaNe gunI icchAne ja jIvana vikAsano Map banAvI dIdho hato. candrazekharavijayajIne te khyAla AvI gayo ke "mArA gurudeva kevala svAdhyAya ane saMyamathI prasanna thAya che. candrazekharavijayajIe jabbara zAstrAbhyAsanI dhUNI dhakhAvI dIdhI. dIkSA jIvananA prAraMbhanA 8-9 varSamAM munizrI candrazekharavijayajIe lagabhaga 20 hajAra zloka kaMThastha karyA. saMskRta vyAkaraNa, sAhitya, nyAya ane jaina Agamono talasparzI abhyAsa karyo. zAstrAbhyAsanI sAthe sAthe jinazAsananA anupama NanI anubhUti satata thavA lAgI ane te anubhUtimAMthI jina zAsananA prasAra-pracAra mATe bhavya-manoratho aMtaramAM uThatA gayA. A manoratho ja ugra puNya banIne udayamAM AvavA lAgyA haze. candrazekharavijayajI mahArAjanA adhyApako tarIkenI javAbadArI paMnyAsajI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA., paMnyAsajI bhAnuvijayajI ma.sA. ane munizrI guNAnaMdavijayajI Adie uThAvI hatI, to sAhitya, nyAya AdinA abhyAsa mATe paMDitavarya IzvaracandrajI temaja paMDitavarya durgAnAthajIe jambara bhoga Apelo. mahArAjajInI kRpA meLavavA, DhagalAbaMdha svAdhyAya karavAnI apUrva bhAvanAnA jore tana toDa prayAsa cAlato hato. te prayAsonI keTalIka jhAMkhI....

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'candrazekhara ! Aje tArI dIkSAno 200 mo divasa che. zuM bheTa ApIza ? ane candrazekharavijaya paramagurudevane kahetA 'gurudeva ! Aje 200 navI gAthA kaMThastha karIza" ane mahArAjajI bhAva vibhora banIne candrazekharavijayanA mAMthe AziSanI varSA karatA hatA. mahArAjajI potAnA ziSyone svAdhyAyamAM satata joDelA rAkhatA. 50 sAdhunI mAMDalImAM savAre navakArazImAM vAparanAra mAMDa cha-sAta sAdhuo ja hoya. temAM candrazekharavijaya paNa rahetA. pittanA kAraNe savAre cA vinA mAMthu du:khI jatuM. tethI temanI navakArazI ja hoya paNa sabUra ! potAnI nabaLAInA kAraNe, tathA gunI IcchAnA kAraNe navakArazI karatA hatA. chatAM temane navakArazImAM kevala be ja miniTa lAgatI, mAtra cA-dUdha vAparIne turata svAdhyAyamAM lAgI jatA. kevo yogAnuyoga. gunI IcchAthI navakArazI ane gurunI khuzI mATe svAdhyAya. muni candrazekharavijayane premasUrIzvarajImAM daivI puruSanA darzana thatA hatA. temanI khuzI mATe teo (candrazekharavijaya) kAMI paNa jahemata uThAvI zakatA hatA. dararoja pATha lIdhA bAda candrazekharavijaya ekadhAruM kalAko sudhI lakhe ja rAkhatA hatA. cakkara AvI jAya tyAM sudhI lakhatA hatA. sAMja paDatA ja mahArAjajIne vaMdana karavA candrazekharavijaya jatA hatA. 4ra vaMdana bAda mahArAjajI pUchatA Aje mAro khorAka keTalo taiyAra thayo'' mahArAjajI pU. gurudevazrI (candrazekharavijaya)nuM lakhANa dararoja vAMcatA hatA. eTale teo lakhANane khorAka kahetA hatA. ane sAme candrazekharavijaya mahArAjajIne kahetA 'Apa ja bolo meM keTalA pRSTha lakhyA haze ?'' tyAre mahArAjajI kahetA 40-45 peija ane tyAM candrazekharavijaya kahetA '"gurudeva ! ApanI kRpAthI Aje 60-70 peIja lakhAyA che''. A sAMbhaLI mahArAjajInuM aMtara bhAva vibhora banI jatuM ane temanA mukhamAMthI udgAro sarI paDatA. ''candrazekhara ATaluM badhuM lakhANa !!!'' tyAre cAlAka candrazekhara mahArAja - mahArAjajIne kahetA ''gurudeva ! Apa rAja cho'' ?...are ! huM to khUba rAjI chuM.

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to gurudeva ! hRdayanA AziSa Apo ke ApanI anupasthitimAM mAruM cAritra ane mAruM brahmacarya ati nirmala rahe'' ane mahArAjajI khuba vhAlathI candrazekharavijayanA zira upara hAtha pheravatA hatA. A hAthamAMthI vahetI UrjA, candrazekharavijayanI prabhAvakatAnuM ro maTIrIyala hatI. koIka vakhata ati parizrama karatA candrazekharavijayajIne mahArAjajI, svAdhyAya na karavAno Adeza ApatA. mArA gurudeva mane anekavAra A vAta karatA ane kahetA. te samaye maLelA AzIrvAdanA jore Aje masta-masta chuM. vaLI mahArAjajI vAraMvAra ekavAta sAdhuo vacce karatA hatA ke 'mAre sAdhuone vAraMvAra svAdhyAya mATe preraNA karatA rahevI paDe che paNa kevala candrazekharane svAdhyAya karatA rokavo paDe che''. A svAdhyAya mAtra gurudevanI khuzI mATe hato. nAsikamAM sAdhvIzrI anaMtakIrtizrIne vAcanA ApatA pU. gurudeve kahyuM hatuM ke "zarIrazaiva yudhdhatte TIkSA parikhatI vudhA:'' 'dIkSita saMyamI AtmasalAmatI mATe zarIra sAthe ja yuddha kare che. mumukSumATe zarIra sAdhana che, AtmA sarvasva che. A vAcanA, sAdhvI mahattarAnI vinaMtInA phala svarUpe na hatI, balke pU. gurUdeva dvArA ajANatA AzAtanA thaI hatI, tenA prAyazcita rUpe ApI hatI. 43

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vihavala mAtA viphare che.. 15 muni candrazekharavijayajInA dIkSA jIvananA zarUAtanA cAturmAsa muMbaI thayA. muMbaImAM ja temano parivAra raheto hato. mAtuzrI subhadrA bahena potAnA dikarAne vaMdana karavA Ave tyAre upAzrayanA koka khUNAmAM mAthuM bhIMta tarapha rAkhIne svAdhyAya karatA potAnA dikarAne joI, mAnuM hRdaya harSa vibhora banatuM. vaMdana karIne mAMDa pAMca-miniTa beThI hoya tyAM dikarA muni kahe "calo have huM svAdhyAyamAM besuM chuM." mA, vajanadAra page ubhA thaI jatA. AvuM be cAra vAra banatA mA bhAvAvezamAM AvI mahArAjajInI pAse jAya che ane mAtRhRdayano bhAvAveza, garjanA banIne bahAra Ave che ane mahArAjajIne phariyAdanA suramAM subhadrA bahena kahe che, sAheba ! meM dikarAne dIkSA ApI che. paNa mAruM mAtRtva to Aje paNa jIvanta che. A candrazekharavijaya, indravadana tarIke maTI gayA haze paNa dikarA tarIke to kharAne? ane subhadrA bahena hIbake caDhI jAya che. tyAre mahArAjajI khuba premathI sAttvanA ApatA pUche che "subhadrA ! zuM vAta che ? ATalo Akroza zeno che ?" sAheba ! cAra vArathI mArA dikarA mahArAjane vaMdana karavA AvuM chuM ane teo mArI sAthe pAMca miniTa paNa vAta nathI karatA. zuM dIkSA ApavAthI te dIkaro maTI jAya che ? mAtAnI A phariyAda sAMbhaLI teNIne AzvAsana maLe te mATe mahArAjajI candrazekharavijayane bolAve che ane Adeza kare che, "jo candrazekhara, A tArI upakArI saMsArI mAtA che. teNI tane vaMdana karavA Ave to dazeka miniTa temanI sAthe vAta karaje". tyAre vinIta ziSyatvanA svAmI candrazekharavijaya "tahatti' kare che. paNa dilanI vAta rajU karI de che ane kahe che. gurudeva ! mArA svAdhyAyamAM aMtarAya ubho thAya che mATe vAta nathI karato. dara vakhate zuM vAta karuM ? mA to vidAya thaI gayA paNa mahArAja premasUrIzvarajI Aje atyaMta prasanna hatA. temanA dilamAM tIvra saMtoSano sAgara hiloLA laI rahyo hato ane mahArAjajIe candrazekhara mahArAjane bolAvyA. hRdayapUrvaka bheTI vahAlathI AziSa ApatA kahe che "candrazekhara ! mArA dilano eka Dara nirmULa thayo. mane te vAtano khuba AnaMda thayo ke "tuM tArI mAnI sAme paNa jovA rAjI nathI. tethI strI bAbatamAM tuM kAyama Avo ja rahIza tevI mArI zraddhA Aje pragaTI che."

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16 zreSTha kALajI. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja bhUtakALanA mahAsaMyamIonI pratikRti tulya hatA. temanI viruddha saMyamazakti ja temanI prabhAvakatA hatI. temanI hAjarI ja pravacananI garaja sAratI hatI. ziSyonI paNa keTalI mahAnuM khAnadAnI ke "sahu ziSyo mahArAjajIne khuza rAkhavA satata tatpara rahetA hatA." kevuM vAtAvaraNa haze te zramaNa samudAyanuM ! A vAtAvaraNamAM kayo pAkko saMsArI pIgaLyA vinAno rahI jAya? mahArAjajI ziSyonI, mAnI jema mAvajata karatA. tamane khabara che A te samaya hato ke "jyAM 60 sAdhunA juthamAM savAsnI navakArazI karanAra mAMDa be ke traNa ja mahAtmA hoya, bAkInA badhA AyaMbila ke ekAsaNAmAM ja hoya'. 55-58 sAdhuo baporanA gocarI vAparatA (jemAM caritranAyaka candrazekhara vi. Adi hoya) mahArAjajInI gocarI vahelI patI jAya. pachI mahArAjajI, gocarI vAparatA badhA sAdhuo vacce zAstrano ke karma zAstrano evo savAla rajU karatA ke "vAparavA beThelA sahu sAdhu te savAlano javAba zodhavAmAM mazagula thaI jatA" ane vAparavAnuM patI jatuM. rasanAnI Asakti svayaMbhu zAMta thaI jatI hatI. "candrazekharavijaya" nAmanuM zramaNa puSpa je mAMDalImAM khIlyuM te samayanA vAtAvaraNanI thoDI jhAMkhI karI laIe. savAranA suryodayathI ja sUtro kaMThastha karavAno avAja zramaNonA nivAsamAMthI vaheto hato. A svAdhyAyano nAda devI saMketa jevo hato. evo niyama hato ke jene savAre navakArazI vAparavAnI hoya te gocarI levA jAya. mATe candrazekharavijaya navakArazInI gocarI vahoravA jatA. * paMnyAsa paddhavijayajI mahArAja, zramaNonA Coach tarIkenI pharaja bajAvatA hatA.

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paMnyAsa bhAnavijayajI mahArAja zramaNone, zreSTha sAdhaka tarIkenA jIvana mATe prANavAyu jevI vAcanAo ApatA hatA. trilocanavijayajI mahArAja, sAdhu jIvananA upakaraNonA vitaraNanI vyavasthA saMbhALatA hatA. A ullekha karatA mane eka nAnakaDI vAta yAda Ave che. pUrvAvasthAmAM atidhanADhya parivAramAM ucharela IndravadananA sukumAla dehanuM nAma badalAya che ane candrazekharavijaya nAma dhAraNa thAya che. paNa dehanI mulAyamatA thoDI bhUMsAya che, Adata bhUMsAya, paNa avayavonI tAsira kema badalAya ? e vAta nakkI che ke sAdhanA mATe sagavaDa na levAya paNa sAdhanA mATe samAdhi to anivArya che. badhA ja sAdhuone colapaTTA (nIce paheravAnuM vastra), trilocanavijayajI mahArAja ApatA hatA. candrazekharavijayane paNa teo ja colapaTTo ApatA hatA. garamInA samayamAM pasInA AdinA lIdhe colapaTTAnI nIcenI dhAra vadhu tIkSNa banatI. anya sAdhuo to AnaMdathI sahajatA pUrvaka vAparatA paraMtu candrazekharavijayanI cAmaDI mulAyama hovAnA kAraNe te dhAra ghasAtA cAmaDI upara lohInI Tasaro phuTatI. A ghasAtI dhAranA lIdhe kapaDAno kalara sTeja badalAI jato. A dhAra mahArAjajInI najare caDhI gaI ane temaNe ja trilocanavijayane sUcana karyuM ke "trilocana ! candrazekharane colapaTTAnuM kApaDa thoDuM mulAyama Apaje''. A bhalAmaNa hatI. A hAla hatuM. A kALajI hatI. A ja mAtRtva che. mAtra kaThoratA ja munijIvananuM cihna nathI. muni jIvana to apAra prasannatAnuM pratika che. gusno prema muni jIvananA pAlana mATe jaDIbuTTI jevo che. kaThoratAne hasatA-hasatA vadhAvI levAnI dilerI gusnA, premamAM rahelI che.

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17 samarpaNa vs svachaMdatA.. muni candrazekharavijaya, mahArAjajI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA parama vinIta ziSya hatA. candrazekhara mahArAja paramagurudevane bhagavAna svarUpa mAnatA hatA. chatAM janamojanamanA keTalAka "saMskAro" sAdhakanI sAdhanAne vicalita karI mUke che. candrazekhara mahArAjanA jIvanamAM paNa te jhajhavAta Ave che. candrazekharavijaya, mahArAjajInI prati apUrva samarpita hatA. samarpaNa, AdhyAtmika tamAma siddhionuM sopAna che. mArA gurudeva samarpaNanA apUrva upAsaka hatA. samagra jIvana samarpaNanI sAdhanAmAM ja hatuM, chatAM kyAreka anAdikAlIna svacchaMdatA mAthuM ucakatI hoya che tevuM ja candrazekharavijayanA jIvanamAM paNa bane che. amane temanA jIvananI vAto karatA hatA tyAre teo A prasaMga varNavatA hatA. muMbaIthI vihAra karIne gujarAta tarapha javAnuM hatuM. mahArAjajI evuM icchatA ke "candrazekharavijaya paNa gujarAta Ave" paNa candrazekharavijaya nava yuvAna honahAra svAdhyAyI sAdhu che tethI temanI icchA evI hatI, ke "vihAra karavA karatA muMbaImAM rahIne ja svAdhyAya karavo" ane mahArAjajI icchatA na hatA ke "candrazekhara muMbaI rahe''. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja yogI hatA. temane agama bhAvinA darzana thatA hatA. paNa mahArAjajInI parAzaktithI ajJAta A yuvA muni, kevala abhyAsanA ja lobhe muMbaI rokAI javAmAM saphaLa rahyA. bhAre mana sAthe mahArAjajI muMbaI choDe che. mahArAjajInI anicchA upara saphala thavuM te to AsamAnamAM mahela banAvavA jeTaluM asaMbhavita hatuM. ane muMbaI rahelA yuvAmuni vadhu svAdhyAya karavAnA manoratha sAthe khuba pATha karavAnI zarUAta kare che. paNa mahArAjajInA vihArane mAtra sAta ja divasa thayA haze tyAM to yuvAmuninuM svAthya kathaLe che. svAdhyAya chuTI jAya che. sakhta mAMthAno duHkhAvo cAlu thAya che. adhyayanamAM becenI zarU thAya che.

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mahArAjajIne samAcAra maLe che. karUNA sAgara mahArAjajI punaH candrazekhara mahArAjane lAgaNI sabhara zabdomAM jaNAve che ke ! tuM muMbaI svAdhyAya mATe bhale rokAyo hoya, paNa te svAdhyAya karatAya mahattva aMga gujju sAnnidhya che te na bhUlIza. mArI to haju paNa bhAvanA che ke tuM mArI pAse AvI jA... basa... A akSaro vAMcatA ja svacchaMdatAnI nidrA tUTe che. mAhalo jAge che. tIvra pazcAtApa pedA thAya che. mAtra mahArAjajInA pAvana sAnnidhya meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA sAthe ja muMbaIthI vihAra zarU thAya che. mAtra vIsa ja divasamAM muMbaIthI zaMkhezvara, mahArAjajI pAse pahoMce che ane gucaraNane apUrva azrupAtathI pakhAle che. mahArAjajI paNa mAtRvAtsalya chalakAvI de che ane bhUlelA ziSyanI bhUla jovAne badale, punaH mArga prAptinA tenA puruSArthane biradAve che. A che jinazAsananA gupadanI garimA. ziSyanA dilamAM potAnI bhUlano pazcAtApa jAge tenA karatA ya guru pratyeno pyAra janme, te bhAva vadhu parivartaka che. A pyAra ja zreSTha samarpaNa che. guru pratyenA apUrva samarpaNanA kAraNe muni candrazekharavijaya, te samayanA samakAlIna zramaNo vacce zAstrAbhyAsamAM mokhare rahetA hatA. graMtha gauravanA bhaye vadhu prasaMgo TAMkato nathI. candrazekhara mahArAjane premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.mAM devI zaktithI paNa caDhIyAtI paramAtma zaktino anubhava thayelo, tethI temanA AziSa meLavavAnuM ja lakSa satata rahyA karatuM hatuM. "mahArAjajIne khuza karavA te mAruM saMyama, mArI sAdhanA, te ja mAro svAdhyAya' A candrazekhara mahArAjanA samagra astitvamAMthI prasarato ghoSa hato. yAda rahe gunnI zakti karatA guru pratyenI zraddhA ja zIgha phaladAyI hoya che. candrazekhara ma.sA.nA nAjuka svAthyanI ciMtA mahArAjajIne satata rahetI hatI. nAdurasta svAthyanA kAraNe mahArAjajI candrazekhara mahArAjane pIMDavADA pAse joIlA comAsA mATe mokale che.

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18 zramaNa ane guru, sevAnA paMthe.. sevA, pragaTatI AMtarika zaktionuM pAcaka paribaLa che. sevA, ahaMkAra zUnyatAnuM pratibimba che. sevA, aMhakAra vyAdhinuM nivAraka auSadha che. pUrvAvasthAmAM Indravadana ane hIrAlAla mitro hatA. dIkSA jIvanamAM paNa candrazekharavijayajI ane hemacandravijayajI, mitra muni tarIke ja rahyA hatA. vAta evI che ke "hemacandra mahArAjanuM svAgye zarUAtathI ja nAjuka hatuM. paramagurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA teo paNa khuba kRpApAtra hatA. mahArAjajIne temanA ArogyanI khuba ciMtA satAvatI hatI. ekavAra vadhu paDatI azaktinA kAraNe temane hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavA paDyA ane mahArAjajIe sevA mATe candrazekharavijayajIne mUkyA. hemacandra mahArAjane evo vahema satata rahyA karato hato ke "mane khorAka pacato nathI mATe teozrI khuba ochuM vAparatA" ane khorAka purato na javAnA kAraNe zarIra gaLatuM jatuM hatuM. tethI saghana upacAra mATe hospiTalamAM dAkhala karAyA hatA. candrazekharavijayajInI sevA cAlu thAya che. mAMDa mAMDa eka TUkaDo sapharajanano ke ekAda ja roTalI vAparatA munizrIne candrazekharavijaya cAra-pAMca roTalI ke AkheAkhu sapharajana vaparAvI detA... kevI rIte....? tenI karAmata to juo ! candrazekharavijayajI potAnA mitra muninI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI detA ane nAnakaDI pAtarI hAthamAM ApatA ane kahetA "juo mahArAja ! A pAtra keTaluM nAnu che ? mahArAjane paNa vizvAsa jAmato ke nA... pAtra to nAnuM ja che. AmAM jeTaluM samAya teTaluM ja vAparavAnuM ane pachI AMdhaLAdAva zarU thato. candrazekhara mahArAja nAnA pAtramAM sapharajano eka eka TUkaDo mUkatA jAya, athavA roTalIno koLIyo mUkatA jAya ema karatA cAra-pAMca roTalI khavaDAvatA jAya. tethI azakta thatuM zarIra punaH vajanadAra thavA lAgyuM ane AMkhanA pATAnI karAmate hemacandra mahArAjanuM zarIranuM vajana 20 kIlo jeTaluM vadhI gayuM. zaktinA jokhamane dUra karavA svAdhyAyI, sAdhuone glAnanI sevA mATe mukatA, jethI svAdhyAyanuM pAcana thAya, sevA ahaMkAranAzaka jaDIbuTTI che.

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gurusevAnA chellA pAMca varSa al guru-ziSyano saMbaMdha RNAnuMbaMdhano che. guru mATe, ziSyanI zodha nathI hotI. ziSyanI pAtratA, gurune kheMcI lAve che. jayatAka ane yazobhadrasuri je kumArapAla ane hemacandrasUrirUpe pragaTe che. tripRSTha ane tripRSThanA rathano sArathi ja, ra7 mA bhavamAM mahAvIra ane gautamarUpe avatarita thAya che. IndravadananI dIkSA 18 varSanI uMmare thaI tyAre mahArAjajInI uMmara 68-varSanI. mahArAjajInuM svAthya Ama taMdurasta, chatAM mahArAjajIne pharatA. 'vAnI pIDA vAraMvAra UpaDatI hatI. mahArAjajInI vizuddhi ane vAtsalya evA hatA ke "temanA pratyeka ziSya, muni naMdISeNa banI temanI sevA karavA tatpara hatA''. chellA pAMca varSa eTale ke 79-varSanI uMmarathI mahArAjajInI saMpUrNa sevAmAM candrazekharavijayajI apUrva ullAsathI joDAya che. candrazekharavijayajI ane premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM joDANa jala-mIna jevuM kahevAne badale mane to kahevAnuM mana thaze ke "havA ane suvAsa jevuM che'' premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI kRpAnI havA candrazekharavijaya nAmanI suvAsane samagra bhAratamAM phelAvatI rahI. suvAsa paNa evI guNiyala ke havAne sadeva kendramAM rAkhI namatI rahI. yAda rahe ekalI havA game tevI vyApaka zaktimAna hoya chatAM te suvAsa na phelAvI zake jo vAtAvaraNamAM suvAsa na hoya to. candrazekhara vi. puSpa che. guskRpA havA che. 79 varSanA mahArAjajI sthiravAsano vicAra karatA hatA. have pAda vihAra zakya na hato mATe saMyamajIvananI ArAdhanA mATe koIka sAnukULa kSetramAM sthira thaI javuM, tevo vicAra manamAM uddhavyo. temaNe potAno vicAra ziSyo samakSa pragaTa karyo.

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A sAMbhaLatA ja himAMzuvijayajI, hematavijayajI, bhAnavijayajI, candrazekharavijayajI Adi prakhara ziSyoe virodha karyo. sahu ekI avAje kahevA lAgyA "mahArAjajI ! Apa eka ThekANe raho to ApanI A vADI lIlI zuM raheze ?" pANI pharatuM rahe to jhADo phaLa ApatA raheze. Apa to sakala zramaNa saMghanA saMvardhaka jala cho amArI hariyALI saMyamachAyA ApanI ja dena che. mATe kRpAlu ! jo Apa mANaso dvArA upADAtI DoLImAM vihAra karavA saMmata na ho to ame sahu Apane sTrecaramAM vihAra karAvazuM." potAnA prakhara ziSyonuM AvuM zreSTha samarpaNa nihALI mahArAjajI bhAva vibhora banI jAya che. chatAM kheda pUrvaka kahe che, "saMyamIo pAse saMyama zithila A deha mArAthI na upaDAvAya'. mahArAjajI kahe che "tame to mahAtmAo cho. jinazAsananA tame javAharo cho, tamArA saMyama ke svAdhyAya alita thAya te mArAthI na karAya. guru-ziSyo vacce zarU thayelI A rakajhakanA aMte vijaya, ziSya bhaktino thAya che. dareka ziSya dipaka che to guru phAnasa che. A evA uttamaziSyo che ke "jemane gusnI nizrA ja nahI, gunuM sAnnidhya khape che ane have zramaNa saMghamAM zarU thAya che anokhI vihAra yAtrA...jaMgamatIrtha svarUpa zramaNo... 60 sAdhuo eka sAthe vihAra karatA, chatAM eka paNa mANasa sAthe raheto nahI. A hatI te zramaNonI phakIrI. sahu potAnI upAdhi svayaM uThAvatA. mahArAjajInuM sTrecara upADanArA cAra-mahAtmAo rahetA hatA. dara eka ki.mI. pachI TukaDI badalAtI rahetI. ane apUrva ullAsa sAthe prabhAvaka sAdhuo mahArAjajIne vihAra karAvatA hatA. sarakhI hAITanA mahAtmAonI TUkaDIo banAvavAnuM kAma candrazekharavijayanA zire rahetuM. candrazekharavijayanI sUcanA mujaba dareka mahAtmAo, mahArAjajIne uThAvatA hatA. candrazekharavijayajIe banAvelI TUkaDIomAM bhAnavijayajI mahArAjanuM nAma na hoya to 50 ziSyonA guru mahAsaMyamI, zreSTha pravacanakAra te mahAtmA, candrazekharavijayane Thapako ApatA ane kahetA "jo candrazekhara ! mAruM nAma rada karyuM to khabaradAra che. candrazekhara tane khabara che?" A mahArAjajI, prabhu sImaMdharanI jhAMkhI che? vaLI tamArA badhA karatA mAruM zarIra haLavuM che. mATe huM bahu skUrtithI ucakIne cAlIza ane bhAnavijayajI mahArAja kahetA "A to te mArA gurudeva che jemaNe mArA samagra bhava cakrano bhAra haLavo karI nAMkhyo che." ane bhAnavijayajI jevA dhuraMdhara mahAtmA, mahArAjajIne vihAramAM upADatA hatA.

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kalpanA karo kevo haze te samaya, kevI raLIyAmaNI haze te paLo, kevo ullAsa uchaLato haze te samaye ziSyonA hRdayamAM ane kevA apUrva AziSa mahArAjajInA hRdayamAMthI vahetA haze... ? A mahArAjajInI tamAma sevAno lAbha candrazekharavijayajI laI rahyAA che. te samayamAM mahArAjajInI khuba nikaTamAM rahevAno avasara caritra nAyako upalabdha thayo. mahArAjajIne vAnI pIDA na upaDe te mATe candrazekharavijaya dararoja savAre kalakattAnA pahADomAM thatI moTI haraDe patthara upara ghasIne maganA pANI sAthe caTAvI detA. jethI mahArAjajI Akho divasa khuba prasanna rahetA hatA, kAraNa ke haraDenA lIdhe gaeNsa thato na hato. mane mArA gurudeva kahetA ke "jyAre huM haraDe ghaNuM tyAre pratyeka sekanDe haiyAmAM eka saMkalpa satata UThato ke A sevAnA prabhAve mAruM cAritra jIvana atinirmala raho, mAro moha zAMtA thaI jAo.'' ane sevA pratyenI zraddhAnA kAraNe teo A pariNAma meLavI paNa zakyA. A apUrva sevAnAM pAMca varSa, kevala saMkalpa sAdhanA rUpe caMdrazekharavijayajIe pasAra karyA. sevAmAM samayanuM InvesTamenTa thAya che, jenuM rITarna A ja bhavamAM maLe che. para vividha pratikRtimAM - sAdhutAnI prakRtinA bhAva darzana huM paMca samiti dhAraka jaina sAdhu * najara nIce che paNa zuddhi uMcI che.

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2) anokhI sevA amadAvAda-usmAnapurAno upAzraya... premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. samagra ziSya parivAra sAthe birAjamAna hatA ane te ja upAzrayanA bAjunA bhAgamAM zAsana samrATa samudAyanA udayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. paNa saparivAra birAjatA hatA. A baMneya mahApuruSo vacce apUrva maitrI hatI. A zubhaga milana, paramAtmA zrI saMbhavanAthajInA jinAlayamAM prANa pratiSThAnA nimitte hatuM. zrI saMghanI adamya bhAvanA hatI ke "kalikAlanA kalpatarU samAna beya mahApuruSonA varada haste prabhujI gAdinazIna thAya. banneya mahApuruSonI evI IcchA paNa kharI ke A nimitte sAthe rahevAze." eka rAte premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI tabiyata ekAeka ekadama gaMbhIra thaI gaI. chAtImAM sakhata dukhAvo thavA lAgyo, zvAsocchavAsa paNa aniyamita thaI gayA. samagra rAjanagaranAM upAzrayomAM A samAcAra vAyuvege prasaravA lAgyA. rAtano samaya hato, chatAM aneka mahAtmAoe to mahArAjajInI bimArInI gaMbhIratA samajIne, rAtanA ja vihAra karIne AvI rahyA hatA. tyAre candrazekharavijayajI tAtapAdazrInI sevAmAM hatA. pUjyazrInA upacAromAM kyAMya khAmI na rahe te hetuthI caMdrazekharavijayajIe pAMca-pAMca davAnAM pekeTsa potAnI sAthe rAkhyA hatA. elopathI, Ayurvedika Adi vijJAnano paNa abhyAsa karyo hato. tabiyata vadhu nAjuka thAya tyAre tenA IlAja tarIke Life Saving Ijekzano paNa sAthe ja rAkhelA. rAtanA samaye saMghavALA koI DaoNkTarane lAvyA. te DaoNkTara to hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI devAnI sUcanA sAthe cAlatA thayA. tyAre caMdrazekharavijayajIe jokhama uThAvI eka ijekzana ApI dIdhuM ane camatkAra thayo. mAtra be ja miniTanA samayamAM mahArAjajInA zvAsocchavAsa, chAtInI vedanA vagere badhuM ja zamI gayuM. udayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. paNa mahArAjajInA svAthyanI gaMbhIratAthI ciMtita hatA. teo paNa khuzakhuzAla thaI gayA, caMdrazekharavijayajInI jigarathI badhA Azcaryacakita

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pic All th thaI gayA ane candrazekhara mahArAja, mahArAjajInA AyuSyanI ghAtanA nivAraka banyA. te samaye mahArAjajIe, caMdrazekhara mahArAjane hRdayathI AziSa ApyA. caMdrazekhara mahArAja to, mahArAjajInI zeSa jiMdagIne bacAvavAmAM pote nimitta banyA tenA AnaMdamAM sAtamA AsamAne hatA. mahArAjajI paNa pulakita hRdaye caMdrazekharavijayajIne khobe khobe AziSa ApatA rahyA. mArA gurudeva amane eka vAta vAraMvAra kahetA ke "mArI lIlIvADI je dekhAya che te mAtra mArA gurudevazrInA mane maLelA AziSanA lIdhe ja che. bAkI mArI pAse A janma ke gatajanmanI koI sAdhanA nathI.'' ane mArA gurudevanuM eka prasiddha vAkya amane saMbhaLAvatA ke 'mArI pAse kevala bApakamAI che Apa kamAImAM to mIMDuM che''. A ghAta gayA pachI mahArAjajI pAMca varSa sudhI dharatIne pAvana karatA rahyA. jeno amApa AnaMda sahune hato. paNa sauthI vadhu AnaMda caMndrazekhara mahArAjane hato. vaLI mahArAjajI paNa vAta vAtamAM A vAta doharAvatA 'caMndrazekharanA kAraNe mArI jindagI laMbAI''. guru ziSyano saMsAra TUMko kare. paNa A ziSyae gurunI jindagI lAMbI karIne sakala saMgha upara zreSTha upakAra karyo hato. 54 saMgha bhAvinA dRSTA zAsananA bhAvinA dAnI mArmiSTi A cAla nathI nizcala lakSa che.

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21 guru-ziSyanA khaTa-mIThA saMbaMdho... mANasa thayA eTale saMjJAmAMthI samajamAM AvyA. ane samaja AvatA ja saMbandhanuM vartuLa sarjAvA lAge che. vyakti ke vastu vAparavI te saMjJA che. paNa tene sAcavavI te saMbandha che. saMbandhonA vartuLamAMthI jyAre saMbandhanI sIDI bane che tyAre vikAsa ke patananuM nimitta te saMbadha banI jAya che. guru-ziSyanA saMbandho sIDI jevA che. saMbhAvanA beya hovA chatAM vizeSa saMbhAvanA vikAsanI ja che. parama gurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAthe candrazekhara mahArAjano RNAnuMbandhano saMbandha hato tema kahevAmAM keTalAka majabUta purAvAo sAMpaDe che. Indravadana tarIkenA jIvanamAM tenA mAnasaguru anya hatA, chatAM mahArAjajI ja IndravadananA gurupade ArUDha thayA. vaLI mahArAjajI potAnA ziSya tarIke jaldI jaldI koI mumukSune dIkSIta karatA na hatA. vAtsalya sAgara ane udAratAnI Toce birAjela mahArAjajI potAnI pAse dIkSIta thavA AvanAra pAtra AtmAone mahArAjajI kahetA "jA bhAnuvijayano ziSya thA". AvA saMyogo vacce mahArAjajI IndravadananA saMsArI bApAjI suzrAvaka jIvAbhAInI vinaMtIne mAna ApI Indravadanane svaziSya tarIke svIkAravA saMmata thayA. A ja RNAnuMbandha che. chatAM A saMbandhamAM ya khaTAza AvI hatI te ghaTanA noMdhavAnuM mana thAya che. jo ke khaTAza paNa mIThAzanI pratitI jevI hatI. usmAnapurAnI pratitI jevI hatI. mahArAjajI amadAvAdamAM vividha vistAromAM vicaratA hatA. temAM mahArAjajI 60 sAdhu sAthe zaheranI ujamaphaInI dharmazALAnA upAzrayamAM padhAre che. 60 sAdhunA parivArane sAcavavA vyavasthA taMtra goThavAyeluM hatuM. sAdhuonI gocarI-pANI-besavA AdI tamAma bAbatonI vyavasthA samudAyanA sthaviro goThavatA hoya che. mahArAjajInA samudAyanI vyavasthA taMtranA anuzAsaka pU. dharmaghoSa mahArAja (jeo vartamAna gacchAdhipatizrInA pitA mahArAja) hatA.

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dharmaghoSa mahArAje sAMjanA sahu sAdhuone vyaktigata rIte jANa karelI ke "koNe kyAM saMthAro karavo''. prastuta vyavasthAnuM pAlana kaDaka rIte thAya te prakAranuM zista mahAtmAomAM svayaMbhu hatuM ja. paNa rAtanA samaye svAdhyAya patAvI munizrI candrazekharavijaya potAnA jaNAvelA sthAne saMthAro karavA lAge che tyAre temano ziSya gurujIne puche che. ke "gurujI! ApanA paga nIce saMthAro thAya tevuM che to huM karU?" A bAbatane sahaja samajI - munizrI potAnA ziSyane saMmati Ape che. A ghaTanAnI noMdha vyavasthApake gaMbhIratA pUrvaka lIdhI ane mahArAjAne vahelI savAre ja jANa karI devAI ke "A rIte ApanI vyavasthAnuM pAlana thayuM nathI". rojanA krama mujaba munizrI candrazekhara mahArAja savAre cAra-sADA cAre uThI mahArAjajIne page lAgavA jAya che. tyAM ekAeka khuba zAnta rahenAra mahArAjajIno puNya prakopa nirava zAntImAM moTA avAje munizrIne kahe che. "candrazekhara ! tane zuM rAITa che mArI sthApita vyavasthAno bhaMga karavAno ? tuM dhanavAna pitAno putra hato tenI rAI na rAkhIza. have tuM mAro ziSya che. te na bhulato tAre paNa A vyavasthAne pALavI paDaze." mahArAjajInA Akroza sabhara zabdonuM ekAeka AkramaNa thatA candrazekhara mahArAja to ekadama vidvala banI jAya che. kAraNa ke teo jANatA ja na hatA ke "temanA ziSyane anyatra saMthArAnI jagA phALavavAmAM AvI che." mahArAjano kSaNika Akroza zAnta thaI gayo. tAtapAdazrI to punaH, japamAM sthira thaI gayA paNa candrazekhara mahArAja to tIvra AghAta ane raMjamAM garakAva thaI gayA. cauda ke paMdara varSanA muni jIvanamAM A pahelo ja prasaMga hato. ke "jemAM mahArAjajIe Aveza karavo paDyo hoya". chatAMya samarpaNanI Toce rahelA munine potAne maLelA ThapakAmAM duHkha karatA kaMIka ghaNuM duHkha te bAbatanuM thayuM. ke "mArA nimitte mArA tAraka gurudevane saMkaleza thayo." pratikramaNa Adi badhuM patAvI munizrI gamagIna thaIne Asana upara beThA hatA. satata pazcAttApanuM rUdana cAle che. kamAla ! to juo nirdoSa hovA chatAM mahArAjajI pAse jaIne khulAso karavA candrazekharavijayajI nathI jatA. khulAso karI potAnI nirdoSatA jAhera karavAmAM "guruno Akroza khoTo hato" tevuM puravAra

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karavAmAM mArI pAtratA ke ziSyatva nathI tevuM candrazekhara mahArAja daDhatAthI mAnatA hatA. mATe hakIkata jaNAvavA paNa nathI jatA ane raDyA kare che. savAra ke baporanI gocarI paNa vAparatA nathI. bapore betraNa vAge mahArAjajIne candrazekhara mahArAjanA rUdananI ane gocarI nathI vAparI tenI, vaLI savAranI ghaTanAmAM hakIkata zu hatI tenI paNa mahArAjajIne jANa thAya che ke "candrazekhara to dharmaghoSa vi. dvArA thayelI vyavasthAthI ajJAta hato. teno koI aparAdha ja nathI." udAratA-vAtsalyanA sAgara jevA mahArAjajI pATa uparathI UbhA thaI candrazekhara mahArAjanA Asana upara Ave che ane raDatA candrazekhara mahArAjane khuba vhAlathI chAtIe lagADe che. ane 300 ziSyonA guru potAnA nAnA ziSyane kahe che. "candrazekhara ! mane hamaNAM ja jANa thaI ke "tuM nidorSa hato". meM tane khoTo Thapako Apyo hato." ane mahArAjajI mAphI mAge che. candrazekhara mahArAja to vadhu zaramIMdA banIne mahArAjajInA page paDIne kahe che, Ape mAphI mAMgavAnI hoya ? vadhu spaSTatA karatA munizrI kahe che "gurudeva ! Apa kyAM jANatA hatA ke "huM nirdoSa chuM." gurudeva ! Aje mane te vAtanI khuzI che ke "Apa mane Thapako ApavA pAtra gaNo cho." pachI to mahArAjajI jAte candrazekhara mahArAjane gocarI vaparAve che. A hatI guru-ziSya vaccenI mIThI-mIThI-khaTAzanI ghaTanA. have eka bIjI ghaTanA paNa noMdhavI che temAM nakkI karavuM muzkela thaze ke "A guruno camatkAra ke ziSyanuM samarpaNa'. A ja arasAmAM mahArAja vicaratA-vicaratA suzrAvaka ramaNalAla vajecaMdanA navA banelA baMgalAmAM padhAre che. ramaNabhAI, mahArAjajInA paramabhakta zrAvaka hatA. te vakhate munizrI candrazekharavijayajI, mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA. e racela adhyAtma sAra graMthano bhAvAnuvAda karatA hatA. 950 zlokanA A graMthanuM kevala mULa ja upalabdha hatuM. tethI graMthakAranA Azayane ujAgara karatA bhAvAnuvAda karavAnuM kArya paDakAra rUpa hatuM. nyAya, vyAkaraNa AdinA pracura abhyAsane lIdhe candrazekhara mahArAje A hiMmata karelI ane 945 zlokano bhAvAnuvAda khuba sarasa rIte pAra paDelo have pAMca ja zlokano bhAvAnuvAda jAmato na hato. tethI candrazekhara mahArAja muMjhAtA hatA. kArya adhuruM che teno raMja paNa satAvato hato.

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baporano samaya hato gocarI mAMDalI purI thaI gaI hatI. mahArAjajI vAparyA bAda AMTA mAratA hatA. koI mahAtmAe mahArAjajIno hAtha pakaDelo hato. tyAre candrazekhara mahArAja pelA pAMca zloka laIne beThA hatA. panyAsajI bhagavaMta bhradraMkaravijayajI Adi aneka mahAtmA dvArA artha besAvaDA prayatno karyA paNa saphaLatA na sAMpaDI. munizrI tIvra muMjhavaNamAM beThA che. tyAre ja mahArAjajI tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. te ja samaye candrazekhara mahArAjanA aMtaramAMthI avAja Ave che. "mahenata karIne siddhi meLavavAno ahaMkAra choDa ane ubho thA. sAkSAt sarasvatI tulya pU. gurudevazrIno hAtha pakaDa" ane candrazekhara mahArAja, mahArAjajInI pAse pahoMcI jAya che. cAlatA mahArAjajIne Teko ApavA potAno hAtha ApI de che. jevo hAthano hAthane sparza thayo ane candrazekhara mahArAjane pAMceya zlokono bhAvAnuvAda manamAM goThavAI gayo. jevA mahArAjajI virAma mATe Asane beThA tevA tarata ja candrazekhara mahArAja goThavela bhAvAnuvAda batADe che. rAjI thaI jAya che. A che samarpaNano camatkAra ane parama gurudevanI parAzuddhino paraco. AvI aneka ghaTanAo guru-ziSya vacce bane che samaya pasAra thato jAya che. premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, candrazekhara mahArAjanA samagra astitva-vyaktitvanuM avibhAjya svarUpa hatA. paMnyAsajI A tanmayatA ja candrazekhara mahArAjamAM PowerProvider Cable hatI. 58 * svAdhyAya magratA svAdhyAyInuM smita smita, zreSTha asmitAnuM darzaka che.

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22 gurunI dIrgha daSTi ke prArabdhanuM parAkrama gurU-ziSyano saMbandha joDANano nathI, balke svIkAra ane samarpaNano che. chatAM gurU, ziSyanI mohadazAne jJAnadazAmAM pheravavA kyAreka anokhA kimIyA apanAve che. 84 varSanI uMmare zrI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. khaMbhAtamAM rokAyA hatA. temanI sevAmAM caMdrazekharavijayajI hatA. candrazekharavijayajI eka divasa savAranA mahArAjajIne navakArazI karAvatA hatA tyAre mahArAjajI kahe che, ''caMdrazekhara ! tArI sevAthI mArI tabiyata sArI thavA lAgI che. hAla koI ja phariyAda nathI. paraMtu mane tArI nabaLI tabiyatanI ciMtA rahe che. mATe caMdrazekhara ! tuM cuDA jA. tyAM rasikabhAI vaidya che temanA upacAra karAvI le. pachI comAsAmAM pAchA ApaNe bhegA thaI jaIzuM.'' caMdrazekhara mahArAja apUrva gurusevA choDI kyAMya javA mAgatA na hatA. candrazekhara mahArAje potAnI aruci pragaTa karI, paNa A to zreSTha guru hatA. ziSyanA hita ane sukhane jonAra hatA. aMte candrazekharavijayano sva svAsthya mATe vihAra nakkI thayo. vihAranI pUrve raDatI AMkhe-bhAre haiye caMdrazekharavijaya upasthita thAya che ane potAnA aMtaranI vyathA rajU kare che. gurudeva ! Apa mane svAsthya mATe ravAnA to karo cho paNa mAruM mana mane roke che ane candrazekhara mahArAja kahe che. "mahArAjajI ! manamAM vihavalatA che punaH Apa maLazo ke nahIM tenI ciMtA che'' ane nAnA bALakanI jema 34 varSanA muni caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAjanA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI raDavA lAge che. kaoNsmika duniyAno eka niyama che '"tame jenA prati hRdayathI samarpita cho tenA mATe tamane saMketa maLatA rahe che.'' premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. caMdrazekharavijaya mATe ''samarpaNa tIrtha'' hatA. tethI mana gurudevathI alaga thavAnI nA pADe che. Dara paNa che ke 'A gurudevanA darzana chellA to nahIM hoya ne !'' mahArAjajI vhAlalathI samajAve che.''caMdrazekhara ! tuM phikara na kara hAla jA...mArA svAsthya karatA tArA svAsthyane sudhAravAnI vadhu jarUra che. candrazekharavijaya kamane mahArAjajInI vAta mAne che ane caMdrazekharavijaya vihAra zarU kare che. mahArAjajI svayaM daravAjA sudhI Ave che. A 59

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vihArayAtrA, virayAtrAnA AraMbhanI hatI tevuM prArabdha nizcita hatuM, chatA ajJAta hatuM. aMdAja to guruziSya beyane thaI cUkyo hato. khaMbhAtathI vihAra karI cuDA tarapha jatA rastAmAM boTAda Ave. che tyAM sAMjanA samaye pahoMce che. rAtrivAsa tyAM ja hato. savAre tyAM ja rokAyA hatA. vaizAkha vada 11no divasa hato. rAtathI ja caMdrazekharavijayajInuM mana becena hatuM. gabharAyeluM hatuM. udvega sabhara dila hatuM. tyAM ja posTa ophisathI TeligrAma laIne posTamena Ave che. krUjatA hAthe caMdrazekharavijaya TeligrAma le che ane kholIne vAMce che. cakkara AvI jAya che. tAra khaMbhAtathI ja Avelo. mahArAjajInA kAladharma (mRtyu)nA samAcArano ja hato. caMdrazekharavijayajInA jIvanamAM zUnyAvakAza sarjAya che. maMthana zarU thAya che. 18 varSanI saMyamayAtrA rathayAtrA jevI nirAMtavALI hatI. kAraNa ke te yAtrA sArathi sAthenI hatI. have pachInI saMyamayAtrA ghoDesvArI jevI che. pote ja calAvanAra ane cAlanAra. 18 varSanA samayamAM jyAre mUMjhavaNa thatI tyAre gurudeva mArga batADanAra hatA. have mUMjhavaNa thaze mArga svayaM zodhavo paDaze. joke 18 varSa sudhI sevelA gunnA paDakhA ane meLavelA gurudevanA hRdayanA AziSanA baLe candrazekharavijayajI potAnI navI saMyama-duniyA vasAvavA utsAhita thatA jAya che. yaha tana viSa kI velaDI.. guraamRta kI khAMNa zIza diguramIletobhI sastA jANa.. gurudapamAtmA che.. yAda he guru tyAre ja pamAtmA bane che jyAre ziSyanI zraddhA ekalavyanAgotranI hoya

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23 AghAtathI utkarSa... paM. candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nA jIvananA be bhAga jovA hoya to eka bhAga samarpaNano hato, to bIjo bhAga zera jevA zauryano hato. candrazekhara mahArAja, samarpaNa ane zauryanuM meciMga hatA. kALadharmanA paMdara ja divasamAM, zarIranI asAdhya kahI zakAya tevI bimArIo zAnta thaI jAya che. saMghamAM bahumAnya candrazekharavijayajInuM prAgaTya thAya che. gurukRpAe candrazekhara mahArAjano Akho nakazo badalI nAMkhyo. 34 varSanI uMmare caMdrazekharavijayajIe vyaktirUpe premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne gumAvyA. mahArAjajIno deha vilupta thayo. paNa zaktirUpe mahArAjajI, candrazekharavijayajInI AsapAsa sakriya thatA gayA tevA anubhavo candrazekharavijayajIne vAraMvAra thatA rahyAA che. vi.saM. ra014nI sAlanuM cAturmAsa lIMbaDI karavAno nirNaya munizrI candrazekharavijayajIe, lIdho hato. tenuM kAraNa e ja hatuM, ke "lIMbaDI nAnuM gAma, jainasaMgha nAno, vyAkhyAna AdimAM saMkhyA pAkhI rahe che. tevo anubhava candrazekhara mahArAjane thayo hato. paNa lIMbaDI jainasaMghano jJAna bhaMDAra samRddha hato, tethI munizrIe evo dohalo sevelo ke "cAturmAsamAM eka kalAka pravacana ApI daIzuM. bAkInA samayamAM kevala zAstrAbhyAsa karazuM." mahArAjajInI vidAya pachI A ja dohalo vadhu dRDha banelo temanI aMtarmukhI jIvana jIvavAnI bhAvanA hatI tenA ya kAraNo hatA. caMdrazekharavijayajI jyAre paNa pravacana karavA jAya, tyAre pravacana pahelAM ijekzana levuM paDatuM. ijekzananI zaktithI pravacana thaI jatuM. paNa pATa uparathI nIce UtaryA bAda Akho divasa pravacananA parizramanA kAraNe zarIramAM tAva jevI tapI, rahyA karatI. AthI candrazekhara mahArAja pravacana Adi parizrama mATe utsAhita na hatA. tethI nAnakaDA ane zravaNa rucinI nyunatAvALA lIMbaDImAM cAturmAsa goThaveluM hatuM.

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have vAMco gusRpAnA camatkAronI vaNajhAra...tAtapAda mahArAjajInA kALadharmanA paMdara ja divasa pachI candrazekharavijayanI zArIrika samasyAo ukelAtI gaI. thAka-tAva-apaco Adi badhuM ja dUra thaI gayuM. mahArAjajInA kALadharma bAda paMdara divasa pachI ja, lIMbaDImAM candrazekhara mahArAjano cAturmAsa mATe praveza thAya che. je lIMbaDImAM A ja mahArAja pUrve AvelA tyAre pravavacanamAM mAMDa 50 jaNa AvatA hatAM te ja lIMbaDImAM punaH cAturmAsa mATe padhArela candrazekhara mahArAjanAM pravacanomAM pAMca-pAMca hajAranI mAnavamedanI umaTavA lAgI. pravacano evA lokabhogya ane loka grAhyA banyA ke samagra jhAlAvADamAM candrazekhara mahArAjanI bolabAlA thavA lAgI. lIMbaDInI AsapAsano ilAko darabAra ane garAsIyAono gaNAto. nAnI-nAnI vAtomAM beya komo vacce bhayAnaka adAvato cAlatI hatI. eka koma, bIjIkomanA lohInI bhUkhI bolI hatI. tyAM ja mahArAjanA pravacanoe sacoTa asara janmAvI. baMnneya kome parasparanI duzmanI choDI premathI rahetA thayA. darabAro ane garAsIyAone dArUnI paNa bhUMDI Adata, jenA kAraNe kaMIka gharo tArAja thayelA hatA. gharanI mahilAo A dArUnA pApe khUba trAsamAM jIvatI hatI. AthI gujarAta sarakAra, gAMdhIjInA Adarza jevI dArUbaMdhIne amalamAM mUkavA, khUba prayatnazIla hatI. chatAM sarakAra dhAryA pariNAma lAvI na zakI. gharo gharomAM dArUnA daityathI aNabanAva, apamRtyu, garIbI, bimArI Adi khUba vadhatA jatA hatA. tyAre caMdrazekharavijayajInI padayAtrA lIMbaDI IlAkAnAM nAnAM-nAnAM gAmomAM cAlatI hatI. gAme-gAma temanA pravacano thatAM hatAM. ''vyasanamuktinI'' vAto pravacanomAM evI mukAtI ke "gAmonAgAma dArU Adi vyasanothI mukta thavA maMDyA.' gAme-gAmanA darabAro jaina mahArAja pAse AvatA ane mahArAjanA caraNe dArUnA nAme pANI mUkatA. A rIte samagra jhAlAvADanA IlAkAmAM svaicchika dArUbaMdhInuM abhUtapUrva AMdolana cheDAyuM. 6ra

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Ano saMpUrNa yaza candrazekharavijayajI mahArAjane jAya che. gujarAta sarakAre te samaye, eTale ke AjathI 48 varSa pahelAM reDiyo uparathI jaina muninA dArUbaMdhInA prayAsane khUba prazazaMsanIya gaNAvyo hato. gAmegAmanI ghara-gharanI kanyAo, mAtAoe jaina sAdhune haiyAnA AzIrvAda pAThavyA. darabAronI strIoe candrazekhara mahArAjane yugapuruSa tarIke vadhAvyA. candrazekharavijayajInI lokapriyatAno grApha AsamAne aDato jato hato. mahArAja satata cAra varSa saurASTramAM ja rahA ane saurASTranI janatA, mahArAjajInA tejasvI pravacano ane sAdagI sabhara jIvanathI, prabhAvita thaI rahI hatI ane candrazekhara mahArAja soraThanA saMta tarIke prasiddha thayA hatA.

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dharma pitAnI pAse... vi.sa. 2025nuM cAturmAsa rAjakoTa, mAMDavI cokamAM nakkI thayuM. ''rAjakoTa'' soraThanI rAjadhAnI gaNAtI hatI. vaibhavo ane zokhamAM muMbaIne Takkara mAre tevI rAjakoTanI prajA vacce, caMdrazekharavijayanuM padArpaNa thAya che. pravacanomAM to pAMca-dasa hajAranI medanI sAmAnya gaNAtI hatI. pacAsa varSa pahelAno samaya hato ke jyAM jaina saMghomAM yuvAno dharma vimukha hatA.'' te samayamAM yuvAno caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI pAchaLa pAgala hatA. rAjakoTamAM dara ravivAre bapore rAmAyaNa uparanAM jAherapravacano yojAtA. jenA lIdhe samagra rAjakoTamAM viziSTa jAgaraNanI lahera khaDI thaI hatI. potAnA pustaka ''svarAjanuM lokhaMDI cokhaThuM'' mAM candrazekhara mahArAja lakhe che ke anaMta anaMta upakAra mAnuM chuM mArA gurUdeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.no jemaNe mane kahI rAkhyu hatuM ke avakAza maLe tyAre prabhudAsabhAIno paricaya karaje. temanI pAse je zudhdha samaja che. tene sArI rIte samajIne AtmasAt karaje. jina zAsananA murdhanya zramaNopAsakomAM jhaLahaLatuM e zrAddha ratna che. 24 prabhudAsabhAine maLatAM ja candrazekharavijayajImAM eka anokho badalAva Ave che. prabhudAsabhAInI vicAradhArA candrazekhara mahArAjanA aMtarane paramAtmA AdinAthe sthApelI cAra puruSArtha pradhAna saMskRtinI garImAthI bharI de che. to bIjI bAju te ja saMskRtinI gamagIna dazA karanAra aMgrejI videzI vilAsa pracura saMskRti sAme tIvra roSa pragaTa thAya che. candrazekhara mahArAjanA astitvamAM saMgha-zAsana sAthe saMskRti rakSA paNa umerAya che. prabhudAsabhAInI vicAradhArA sAthe saMmata thatA pahelAM candrazekharavijayajIe temanI sAthe khUba vivAda paNa karelo. prasaMgopAta vAcakone najaramAM rAkhI, zrAddhavarya prabhudAsabhAInI vicAradhArAne paNa jANI laIe. prabhudAsabhAI, yuvAnImAM custa gAMdhIyana hatA paNa gAMdhInI keTalIka aMgreja ane naheru taraphI jhukelI manodazA jaNAtA prabhudAsabhAInI Sixth Sense kAme lAgI. temane evuM dekhAvA lAgyuM ke "gAMdhIjIno upayoga karI aMgrejo bhAratanI mahAn saMskRti- ke jenA sthApaka paramAtmA 65

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AdinAtha che te saMskRtino ja khAtmo bolAvavA mAge che. vizvanI ati samRddha dharatI, vizvanI ati buddhimAna ane saMskArI prajAne ja patAvI devA mATe aMgrejo, gAMdhIno mIDiyA tarIke upayoga karavA mAMge che. mATe ja gAMdhInuM kada virATa karavA mATe aMgrejoe temane rASTrapitA banAvyA. temanI nabaLAIone najara aMdAja karI. temane yaza ApavA AjhAdI ApI. prabhudAsabhAI tevuM mAnatA hatA ke ''gAMdhIjInA vicAra sArA hatA, temanI saraLatA paNa adbhUta. paNa gAMdhIjInI vadhu paDatI udAratA deza ke hindu prajAnA hita mATe yogya na hatI. saraLatA, dharmanItimAM zreSTha che paNa rAjanItimAM kevala saraLatA na ja cAle. cANakya jevI zreSTha buddhimattA ja kAme lagADavI paDe. je gAMdhIjI pAse na hatI. prabhudAsabhAI, aMgreja prajAnI kUTanItine jotA gayA ane temaNe potAnI vicAradhArAne paMcapratikramaNa sUtronA arthamAM rajU karI. jainacAryothI mAMDI aneka sAdhuo, prabhudAsabhAIne pAgala gaNatA hatA. prabhudAsabhAI potAnA vicArone bhAvita karavA koka mahAtmAnI zodhamAM hatA ane temanI najara candrazekharavijayajI upara Thare che. prabhudAsabhAI aNizuddha cAritradhara mahAtmAne zodhatA hatA. suzrAvaka prabhudAsabhAI, candrazekhara mahArAjane potAnuM jJAna ApatA pahelA bAvIza savAlo vyaktigata jIvana saMbaMdhI pUche che. badhA ja javAbo saMtoSakAraka maLatA, prabhudAsabhAI potAnuM apUrva jJAna candrazekharavijayajIne pradAna kare che. A jJAnanA kAraNe candrazekharavijayanA pravacano vadhu dhAradAra ane asarakAraka banatA gayA. caMdrazekharavijayajI have mAtra jainasAdhu tarIke ja oLakhAvAnI sAthosAtha bhAratIya saMskRtinA rakSaka saMta tarIke pragaTa thayA. caMdrazekhara mahArAja pAzcAtya saMskRtinI sAme Aga banIne varasatA rahyA. tethI yuvA muni candrazekharavijayanA duzmano paNa vadhavA lAgyA ke jeo je pAzcAtya jIvanazailInA pracAraka hatA. je te jIvanazailInA prasAdhanonA vyavasAya karatA hatA. temanA mATe yuvA jaina muni paDakAra rUpa hatA. mATe temanA jAnano khataro khaDo thavAnA saMketo maLavA lAgyA. 66

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25 pATaDI gAme jAna levA prayAsa surendranagara jillAnuM gAma pATaDI. tyAM cAra divasanuM mahArAjazrInuM rokANa hatuM. cAra divasa joradAra pravacano thatA hatA. rokANa daramiyAna eka ghaTanA bane che.. pATaDI upAzrayamAM mahArAjane maLavA cAra jaNA gADI laIne Ave che. sAMjano samaya che. pelA cAramAMthI eka jaNa kahe che. amAre tamArI sAthe vAta karavI che. candrazekhara mahArAja kahe che bolo..."pelA loko kahe che. amAre rU. 20,000nI jarUra che jANavA pramANe tamArA bApAjI muMbaInA dhanADhya vyakti che. tame apAvo" caMdrazekhara mahArAja karuNA sAgara hatA. paNa te na bhulazo ke teo sattvapuruSa hatA. mahArAja kahe che juo ame saMsAra tyAgI chIe. ame A rIte koIne paisA apAvI na zakIe. tyAre pelA loko kahe che, tame nahIM apAvo to pariNAma bhayAnaka Avaze. A rIte thoDI garamAgaramI sAthe vAto karIne te loko koka jainanA gharamAM rAta rokAyA hatA. tyAre cAra jaNA aMdara-aMdara vAto karatA hatA. temAM salIma-salIma kahIne bolAvatA hatA. jaina parivAra DaghAI jAya che. gharanA vaDIla-mahArAja pAse Ave che. pUche che "AvanAra mahemAnane Apa oLakho cho ?' mahArAja kahe che "nA" : to sAheba mArAthI temane rAkhI nahIM zakAya. cAramAM be muslima lAge che. A vAtathI mahArAja paNa coMkI UThyA. jaina zrAvaka ke jenA ghare cAra jaNa UtaryA. hatA tyAM pAchA Ave che, tyAre cAreya pharavA nIkaLyA hatA. takano lAbha laI, temanA sAmAnane jue che. sAmAnamAMthI be moTA charA ane eka nAnakaDI cIThThI maLe che, jemAM lakhyuM hatuM "danger Rs. 20,000". A ciThThIthI parivAravALA DarI jAya che. pATaDI gAmamAM samAcAra vAyuvege phelAya che. gharanI bahAra lokonI bhIDa jamA thAya che. loko cIThThI-charA Adino artha evo karavA lAgyA ke "pAMca sAdhu bhayamAM che'' cAreya bhAvanagaranA che.

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te jANI gharavALAe muslima chokarAnA bApane Phone joDyo. bApa sajjana hatA. turata gADI laIne Ave che. gurudeva pAse rAte be vAge badhA Ave che. muslima pitA kahe che. dekho mahArAja ye merA lar3akA hai, juvAna hai, paisA kamAne kI jaldabAjI meM saTTA khelane lagA aura vo hAra gaye hai, karja cukAne ke lIe Apake pAsa A gaye kyuMkI ApakA nAma akhabAromeM bArabAra par3hate the| lar3ake kA aparAdha kI hama maaphiimAMte * tyAre pATaDImAM zAntI thAya che. pATaDInA hinduo jhanUnamAM hatA. polIsa paherAnI vacce te cAreyane ravAnA karyA. mahArAjajI, premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM sAkSAt surakSAkavaca che, mATe caMdrazekharavijaya anekavAra bacatA rahyAA che. caMdrazekhara mahArAjanuM samagra jIvana puNya ane zauryanuM meciMga hatuM. zorya to temano svabhAva hato, puNyanI madada satata maLatI rahI che. kamAla to mane e dekhAya che ke gurudeva candrazekhara mahArAjanI hayAtImAM, zAsana-saMgha-saMskRti vAraMvAra jokhamamAM mukAtA rahRAA che ane gurudevanuM samagra jIvana eka yA bIjI laDatamAM ja, pasAra thatuM rahyuM che, jANe jokhamone paNa A ja samaya yogya lAgyo hoya. paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI saMgha, zAsana, saMskRtinA rakSaka sainika hatA. sainika yaza mATe laDato nathI, tenI laData mAtra ne mAtra, surakSA mATe che. tenI koInI sAthe duzmanI nathI hotI. paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAjanI jiMdagI laDatanI hatI. temanI laDatonI noMdha ApaNe jotA jaIe. vAMcatA haiyuM jhUkI jAya tevuM che. candrazekhara mahArAja one man army hatA. 68 CID

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26 sAbaramatIthI saMgharSa yAtrAnA maMDANa munizrI candrazekhara mahArAja, dharma ke saMskRti viruddhanI pravRtti sAme Akramaka laDatanA mukhyanetA tarIke '"bAya DIpholTa'' raju thatA hatA. vi.saM.2026, 2027, 2028nA cAturmAsa dhrAMgadhrA, jAmanagara, bhuja pasAra pasAra karyA ane vi.saM. 2029nI sAlamAM pAlItANA yAtrA mATe candrazekhara mahArAja padhAryA hatA. tyAM zvetAMbara konpharansa nAmanI saMsthAnI mITIMga hatI. A saMsthAnA adhyakSa zeThazrI kastUrabhAI lAlabhAI hatA. dezanA khyAtanAma jaino, pAlItANA AvelA hatA. A mITIMgamAM saMsthA bhArata sarakArane anurodha karato eka TharAva pasAra karavAnI hatI. ''je TharAvanI vigata evI hatI ke ''prabhu mahAvIra devanI 2500mI nirvANa zatAbdinI ujavaNI rASTrIya levale thAya''. saMsthAnA zraddhA saMpanna zrAvakonI evI bhAvanA hatI ke ''mahAvIra deva bhAratanI mahAna vaizvika vibhUti hatA.tethI bhArata sarakAra dvArA ja, A prasaMga ujavAya to prabhune ane jaina dharmane anokhI prasiddhi prApta thAya''. jainonA AvA anurodhane dhyAnamAM laIne bhArata sarakAra dvArA bhagavAna mahAvIranI 2500 mI nirvANa zatAbdinI ujavaNI karavAnuM nakkI thAya che, jemAM jainadharmanAM AcAryonI sarvoparitAne badale sarakAranI sarvoparitA thavAno moTo bhaya ubho thAya che, tethI candrazekhara mahArAjanuM siMhasattva chaMcheDAya che ane sarakArI nirvANa zatAbdi sAmenuM AMdolana zarU thAya che. 2029nuM cAturmAsa sAbaramatI (amadAvAda) nakkI thAya che. te vakhate amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna aneka prasiddha jainAcAryanI sahIthI dara aThavADiye 2500nI ujavaNIno virodha darzAvatI patrikAo prasiddha karavI ''tevuM Ayojana candrazekhara mahArAje kareluM.'' te samaya hato jyAre pracAra mIDiyA tarIke vartamAnapatro ke AvI patrikAo ja hatI. candrazekhara mahArAjanI pravacana zakti sakala zramaNasaMghamAM sarvopari hatI. tethI ravivArIya rAmAyaNanAM pravacanomAM ATha-dasa hajAranI 69

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medanI bhegI thatI. amadAvAdanA cheDe rahelA sAbaramatImAM thatI garjanAono avAja samagra amadAvAdane gajavato hato. sAbaramatI cAturmAsa daramiyAna ravivArIya patrikA AMdolana cAlu thayuM ja hatuM. rAjanagaranA saMghomAM jAgRti AvatI jatI hatI. have A AMdolanamAM yuvAzaktine sakriya karavAnI bhAvanA candrazekhara mahArAjane jAgI ane janmASTamIno divasa pasaMda thayo. paMdarathI cAlIsa ja varSanA mAtra yuvAnonI eka jAherasabhA rAkhavAno nirNaya thayo. vIsamI sadInI mAtra jaina yuvAnonI ATalI jaMgI sabhA samagra bhArata khAte prathama ja haze tevuM kahIza to atizayokti nahIM gaNAya. A yuvAsabhAmAM sAbaramatI maMDaLanA gAyaka yuvAna... lalitabhAI dhAmI hatA jemaNe yuvA sabhAnA AraMbhamAM zAMtilAla zAhanuM gIta laDatI jhaghaDatI A duniyAne'' gAyuM ane tyArathI lalitabhAI samagra jIvana daramiyAna candrazekhara mahArAjanA vaphAdAra sainika tarIke joDAyA. lalitabhAInI vaphAdArIe candrazekhara mahArAjanI kAryazaktinI doTamAM eNkisalareTaranI garaja sArI hatI. lalitabhAInA samarpaNane hRdayathI vaMdana. te sabhAmAM lagabhaga dasathI bAra hajAra yuvAno hatA. lagabhaga traNa kalAkanAM dhArAvAhI pravacanamAM samagra yuvA varga halabalI UThyo. yuvAno roDa upara UbhA rahIne, jhADa upara caDhIne, candrazekharavijayajIne sAMbhaLI rahyAA hatA ane tyArabAda lagAtAra 40 varSa candrazekhara mahArAja samagra yuvA mAnasanA "Icon" banI rahyA hatA. A sadImAM yuvAnone dharma tarapha vALavAmAM siMha phALo candrazekhara mahArAjano che. A vAtamAM samagra bhAratanA jaina saMgho saMmata che. Aje jaina saMghomAM yuvAnonI je doDAdoDa ke utsAha dekhAya che te vaDalAnuM bIja vi.saM. 2029nI janmASTamI e ropAyu hatuM. 70

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yuvAnone sakriya rAkhavA, ujavaNIno virodha pragaTa karatA horDigo sAthe eka virATa caityayAtrAnuM Ayojana karela. sAbaramatIthI haThIsIMganI vADI sudhInI A caityayAtrA lagabhaga ra kimI. lAMbI hatI. lagabhaga dasa hajAra yuvAno joDAyA haze. candrazekhara mahArAja have jaina saMghanA vajanadAra jaina sAdhu banI gayA. temano avAja sAMbhaLavo paDe teTalo vagadAra hato. zAsana pratyenI vaphAdArI temanI ragaragamAM dhabakatI hatI ane A bAbatanI noMdha sakala zramaNasaMghe lIdhI hatI. mATe zramaNasaMghamAM candrazekhara mahArAja bahu mAnya hatA. virodhIo paNa candrazekhara mahArAjanI zAsana vaphAdArI ane zAsana bhaktine vakhANatA hatA. # rAjA Ama ane bappabhaTTasUrinI arvAcIna joDI eTale pU. gurudeva ane lalitabhAI

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vidronI cinagAra... 27 bhArata sarakAre rASTrIya staranI ujavaNI mATe cAreya saMpradAyanA dhanADhya jainonI eka samiti banAvela jenA adhyakSa ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA pramukha zrAddhavarya kasturabhAI zeTha hatA. temanI sAthe monogrAma milanA mAlika candrakAntabhAI zeTha tathA zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApasI (pU. gurdeva zrInA bApAjI) hatA. je.mU.jaina saMghanA AcAryo evuM icchatA hatA ke ra500mI zatAbdi samitimAMthI che.mUrtipUjaka saMpradAya bAkAta thaI jAya. tethI sarakArI hastakSepathI ApaNe bacI jaIe. arthAt ujavaNInI ADa asarathI zve.mU. jaina saMgha bacI jAya. vi.saM. 2030nuM cAturmAsa amadAvAda zaheramAM karavAno vicAra, caMdrazekhara mahArAje karyo. te samaya evo hato ke tapAgaccha jaina saMghamAM eka tithi ane be tithinA vikhavAda cAlatA hatA. tethI zaheranA eka tithi pakSanAM upAzrayomAM, be tithinA sAdhu-candrazekhara mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa zakya na hatuM. vaLI je upAzrayomAM candrazekhara mahArAjano praveza zakya hato, te upAzrayonA TrasTI maMDaLo upara zeThazrI kasturabhAIno bhAre prabhAva hato. amadAvAdanA jaina saMghomAM rahI kasturabhAI zeThanI sAme AMdolana calAvavuM eTale magara sAthe pANImAM laDavA jevI sthiti gaNAya. te samayamAM samagra rAjanagaranA saMgho upara kasturabhAI zeThano prabhAva jabbarajasta hato. "A rAjanagaranA saMghonI zeTha pratyenI AmanyA hatI, ke zeThanuM saMcAlana rAjanagaranA saMgho mATe AziSarUpa hatu", teno A prabhAva che. te jANavuM duSkara hatuM. chatAM ekavAta nizcita hatI ke zeTha, rAjanagara jaina saMghonA sarvamAnya netA hatA. vaLI AvI prabhAvI pakkaDamAM, te samaye vartamAnapatramAM eka jAherAta chapAI, jemAM evo ullekha hato. ke "caMdrazekhara mahArAja dvArA ujavaNIno virodha thaI rahyo che.

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te rAjanagaranA jaina saMghomAM hAnikara che kAraNa ke "A virodhanA kAraNe dareka saMghonA gharomAM vikhavAda zarU thayo che." jemAM gharonA vaDIlo ujavaNInA kAryanI tarapheNamAM che jyAre te ja gharonA yuvAno ujavaNInA virodhamAM che. Ama gharagharamAM arAjakatA candrazekhara mahArAje UbhI karI che''. chApAmAM Avu nivedana AvatA ja, candrazekhara mahArAja aMdarathI hatAza thaI gayA ane mahArAjane vicAra Avyo "have mane koNa madada karaze''? mArA virodhamAM samagra rAjanagaranA saMgho che. kurukSetranA raNamAM arjuna hatAza thAya che te ja rIte candrazekhara mahArAjamAM paNa hatAzA Ave che. te samayanA zrAvaka zrIkAntabhAI (jeo pU. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA bhakta hatA, te malavA Ave che ane kahe che, sAheba! vartamAnapatranA nivedanathI hatAza na thAo, balba utsAhamAM Avo. A nivedana to ApaNA utsAhane vadhAranAra che. ane pachI zrIkAntabhAI kahe che juo sAheba nivedanamAM spaSTa lakhyuM che ke vRddho zeTha sAthe che. paNa yuvAno to ApanI sAthe che... A keTaluM moTuM jamA pAsu che. AMdolana to yuvAno ja karaze ne ? hatAza candrazekhara mahArAja, punaH Aga banIne medAnamAM Utare che ane tyArabAdanI pravacana sabhAmAM candrazekhara mahArAja eka vAkya vAraMvAra doharAvatA "pArthane kaho caDhAve bANa, have to yuddha e ja kalyANa." candrazekhara mahArAjanuM AMdolana rASTrIya levalanI ujavaNI sAme hatuM. temano virodha kyAreya vyaktigata dveSa rUpe pragaTyo nathI. balkI candrazekhara mahArAjane zeThazrI kasturabhAI Adi mahAnubhAvo mATe bhArobhAra Adara hato. to te ja rIte kasturabhAI Adi zrAvakone paNa candrazekhara mahArAjanI zAsanadAjha ane temanI puNyazakti mATe vizeSa ahobhAva hato. kasturabhAI zeThanA prabhAvanA kAraNe rAjanagaranA saMgho, cAturmAsa mATe vinaMtI karatA na hatA. tyAre

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zaheranI dozIvADAnI poLamAM Avela vidyAzALAno upAzraya je siddhisUrIzvarajI (bApajI) ma.sA.nA samudAyano upAzraya hato tyAMnA TrasTI suzrA. ramaNabhAI jarIvALA Adi hatA. temaNe apUrva parAkrama batAvI 2030nA cAturmAsa mATe candrazekhara mahArAjane vinaMtI karI hatI. vinaMtI vakhate ja candrazekhara mahArAja spaSTatA kare che, ke A cAturmAsa kevala ArAdhanAnuM nathI, AMdolananuM che. A cAturmAsa candrazekhara mahArAjanA pUrvanA rara cAturmAsamAM ziramora rahyuM. saMgharSo ane AMdolanonuM cAturmAsa hatuM. game te hoya candrazekhara mahArAjanI niSThA ane saraLatA mATe sahune mAna hatuM. tethI temanA virodhamAM jana mAnasane kaDavAza jaNAtI na hatuM. balka virodhanI saccAI dekhAtI hatI. A virodha zrI saMghanA hita mATe che'' tevuM sahu mAnatA hatA. cAturmAsamAM ravivArIya pravacano amadAvAdanI phelozIpa hAIskulanA paTAMgaNamAM maMDapa bAMdhIne thatA hatA. samagra amadAvAdanA loko UmaTatA hatA. jaMgI sabhA, hRdayasparzI pravacanonI lahera, samagra amadAvAdane halAvI rahI hatI. lokahadayamAM candrazekhara mahArAjanuM rAja cAlavA lAgyuM. teo lokapriyatAnI Toca upara birAjatA hatA. vidyAzALAnA cAturmAsa daramyAna aneka zakavartI kAryo thayA. rASTrIya staranI ra500mI nirvANa zatAbdino virodha dAvAnalanI jema vistarato jato hato. rASTrIya ujavaNI samitimAM zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMghamAMthI gujarAtanA traNa murabbIo hatA. zeThazrI kastubhAI, zeThazrI jIvAbhAI ane zeThazrI candrakAntabhAI bakubhAI hatA. A traNa murabbIo jainasaMghanA prabhAvI netA hatA. tethI saraLatAthI pada tyAga karavo temanA mATe duSkara hato. tethI paryuSaNa parva bAda AMdolanane vadhu ugra banAvavA paryuSaNAnA pAMca kartavyamAMnuM eka kartavya caitya paripATI hoya che. te kartavyanA pAlanane dhyAnamAM rAkhI, vidyAzALAthI pAlaDI 74

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jainanagara khAte bakubhAI zeThanA darzana baMgalAmAM AvelA "gRha caitya"nI caitya yAtrA goThavAI hatI. A caitya yAtrA munizrI hemacandravijayajI (jehAla hemacandrasUrijI ma.sA.)nI nizrAmAM yojAI hatI. A yAtrAmAM lagabhaga dazahajAra yuvAno sAmela hatA. sahunA hRdayamAM "candrazekhara jussAno" juvALa jAgyo hato. caityayAtrA zeThanA baMgale pahoMce che. virATa saMghane sanmAna bhera AvakAra maLe che. kAraNake A ghara zrAvakanuM hatuM, sakala saMghanA padharAmaNAMne bhAvathI vadhAve che. paramAtmA-bhakti bAda samagra saMgha baMgalAnA cogAnamAM besI jAya che. hemacandra mahArAja candrakAntabhAIne zramaNa pradhAna jainasaMghanI mahattA samajAve che. ane munizrI te paNa kahe che ke "Apa to rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAhebanA bhakta cho, ane pUjyazrI A ujavaNInI viddha che. tethI rASTrIya samitinA sabhya tarIke Apa rAjInAmuM dharI do." zeTha candrakAntabhAI lokajuvALane oLakhI gayA hatA. sAthosAtha uttama khAnadAnI darzAvIne turata ja rASTrIya samitinA adhyakSa kasturabhAI zeThane potAnA rAjInAmA aMge phona karyo. ane rAjInAmAno patra hemacandra mahArAjanA hAthamAM mUkI dIdho. caitya yAtrAmAM AvelA tamAma yuvAno tyAM nAcavA lAge che AMdolanano A prathama vijaya hato, zramaNa paraMparAnI sarvoparitA svIkAranAra eka dhanavAna zrAvakano A khAnadAnI pUrvakano nirNaya hato. saMsArI pakSe je bApAjI thatA hatA. te zeTha jIvAbhAInA rAjInAmA mATe mAtra candrazekhara mahArAja ekalA ja navaraMgapurA kalpanA baMgalAmAM pahoMce che. saMsArI pakSe bApAjI ane saMghanA netA hatA. eka bAju dIkarA mahArAjano virodha bIjI bAju kasturabhAI zeThano prabhAva Ama jIvAbhAI to dvidhAmAM che. dhAraNA pramANe rAjInAmuM maLyuM nahI. paNa rAjInAmAnI bhUmikA jarUra UbhI thAya che. jIvAbhAI paNa saMghanA mobhI hatA. ema saraLatAthI to rAjInAmuM zI rIte Ape ? paNa temanuM rAjInAmuM levA suzrAvaka kumudabhAI Adi yuvAno jAya che. parivAranuM paNa dabANa thatA jIvAbhAI rAjInAmAno patra ApI de che. 75

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have mAtra zeTha kasturabhAInuM rAjInAmuM levAnuM bAkI rahetuM hatuM. zeTha svayaM anubhavI ane dIrghadaSTa hatA. tethI teo potAnA nirNayathI pIchehaTha karavAnA mUDamAM na hatA. zeTha pahelethI lokhaMDI manobaLanA mAlika hatA. virodhathI DarIne pIchehaTha kare to te kasturabhAI zenA? ahIM eka vAtanI spaSTatA karavI che ke "zeTha kasturabhAI paNa jina dharma ane jinazAsananA paramabhakta hatA. tethI teo evuM dRDhatApUrvaka mAnatA hatA ke "jo sarakArI rASTrIya samitimAMthI ApaNe badhA ja nivRtti laIzuM to bhAratabharamAM jaina dharma kevala traNa saMpradAyano ja banI raheze." samagra vizvamAM AmaAdamI mATe the. mUrtipUjaka samAjanI oLakha bhUMsAI jaze. ADara kasturabhAIne hato. saMghanA netA tarIke A Dara temano vAstavika hato. tethI ja rASTrIya samitinA adhyakSa tarIkenI posTa teo choDavA taiyAra nahatA. ra500mI nirvANa zatAbdinA virodhanuM AMdolana khUba jora pakaDatuM ja hatuM. caMdrazekhara mahArAja zezrI kasturabhAInA gauravane jALavI rAkhavAnuM paNa teTaluM ja dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. AthI zeThanI mAnasikatAne mulAyama banAvavAnI judI judI rIta ajamAvAtI hatI . kasturabhAI zeTha makkama manobaLavALA hatA, dIrghadRSTA hatA. lIdhelA nirNayamAMthI pIchehaTha karavA teo taiyAra na hatA. tethI ja zeTha ane zramaNa vacceno A nikhAlasa saMgharSa lAMbo cAlyo. zeTha paNa potAnA dUto dvArA candrazekhara mahArAjanI dharmasabhAnA Report meLavatA hatA. Ama to zeTha ane candrazekhara mahArAja vacceno saMbaMdha parasparanA virodha vacce paNa mIThAza bharyo rahyo hato. AgaLa upara ApaNe tenI noMdha laIzuM. zeTha paNa aMdara khAne evuM jarUra vicAratA thayA hatA ke "A saMgharSa dvArA mAre zA mATe mArI yazasvI kArakirdIne DahoLavI chatAM teo haju jhukavA taiyAra na hatA. 76

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* dila dIyA he jAna bhI daMge jina zAsana tere lIye reis - A che candrazekhara mahArAjano vajanadAra purAvo * sahunA haiye zramaNa saMghano jaya jayakAra...

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AmaraNa upavAsanI jAherAta 28 candrazekhara mahArAja vartamAna sadInA dharakhama vyakti che. tevo aMdAja te samaye koIne na hato. paNa sahu saMto ane sajjanoe evI noMdha jarUra lIdhI hatI ke "candrazekharavijayajI A sadInA krAMtikArI che tethI temano Dara sahune lAgato hato ane punaH te Dara sAco paDyo. caMdrazekhara mahArAja sattA sAme bAtha bhIDe che. temano saMgrAma saMgha-zAsana rakSA mATeno che. bhArata sarakAranA mAhitI khAtAe digaMbara jaina tIrtha zravaNa belagoDAnI DaoNkyumenTarI philma taiyAra karelI. te philma vIsa miniTanI hatI. sarakAre evo Adeza jArI karyo ke "dareka TokijhamAM A philma dareka zo nI zarUAtamAM batADavI" ane A philmane jotAM prekSako jainadharmanI khUba hasI uDAvatA hatA. A samAcAra zukravAre maLyA ane ravivAranA jAhera pravacanamAM pU. gurudeva A bAbate Akramaka rajUAta karI. jainonA bhagavAnonI thatI hAMsI sAme caMdrazekhara mahArAja Aga banI gayA hatA. temano virodha hAMsI uDAvanAra prekSako karatAMya philma rajU karanAra sarakArI paripatra sAme hato, A paripatra ra500 mI ujavaNInA AyojananA bhAga rUpe hato. pravacana daramiyAna ja elAna thaI cUkyuM hatuM. ke "samagra pravacana sabhAe saraghasa rUpe zaheranI mukhya cAra Tokijhe javuM ane DokyumenTarI philma nahIM batADavAnuM vacana levuM." A ja pravacanamAM candrazekhara mahArAje bIjI jalada jAherAta karI ke "2500mI ujavaNI samitinA adhyakSa padethI zeTha kasturabhAI rAjInAmuM Ape tyAM sudhI huM kAlathI AmaraNa upavAsa zarUkarIza." pravacana samApta thatA ja samagra sabhAno pratyeka zrotA, zrotA maTI sainika banI gayo ane hajAronA sainyanA senAdhipati tarIke candrazekhara mahArAja cAle che. samagra amadAvAda A dazyothI uttejita hatuM. dareka TokijhanA menejarane roDa upara bolAvI jAheramAM vacana levAyuM ke "Dokyu. philma nahI darzAvAya" ane sAMje vidyAzALA khAte samagra saraghasa virAma pAmyuM. Akho gAMdhIroDa 78

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dozIvADAnI poLa mAnava maherAmaNathI khIcokhIca bharAyelI hato. A dazyo lekhake potAnI bacapaNanI AMkhothI noMdhelAM che. samagra amadAvAdanA jainomAM have zeTha varsIsa zramaNanI ArapAranI laDAInI carcA zarU thAya che. gujarAtanA tamAma vartamAnapatromAM candrazekhara mahArAjanA upavAsanI noMdha samAcAra rUpe levAI hatI. ahIM eka vAtanI spaSTatA karavI che ke "zeTha kasturabhAI paNa jinadharma ane jinazAsananA paramabhakta hatA. tethI teo evuM dRDhatApUrvaka mAnatA hatA ke "jo sarakArI rASTrIya samitimAMthI ApaNe badhA ja nivRtti laIzuM to bhAratabharamAM jaina dharma kevala traNa saMpradAyano ja banI raheze." samagra vizvamAM AmaAdamI mATe spe. mUrtipUjaka samAjanI oLakha bhUMsAI jaze. A Dara kasturabhAIne hato. saMghanA netA tarIke A Dara temano vAstavika hato. tethI ja rASTrIya samitinA adhyakSa tarIkenI posTa teo choDavA taiyAra na hatA. narasa gaguttama sAsaNarasA" ajita zAntI stotranI 30mI gAthAnI paMkti pU. gurudevanI priya paMkti hatI. "zAsana' zabda gurudevano dhabakAra hato. sItAnA astitvamAMthI kevala ""rAma" zabda pragaTato hato. tema zAsana zabdapU. gurudevanA astitvanI oLakha hatI. 79

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anazananA prathama traNa divasa 29 somavAranI savAra vi.saM. 2030nI sAla ane vidyAzALAthI caitya yAtrA rUpe caturvidha saMgha sAthe - (jemAM hajAro yuvAno hatA) mahAvIra svAmInA derAsare candrazekhara mahArAja darzana mATe pahoMce. che. ane tyAM ja upavAsanuM paccakhANa le che. bahAra AvI roDa upara ja ubodhana kare che. jemAM teozrI jaNAve che ke "rASTrIya stare ra500mI nirvANa zatAbdinA Ayojana dvArA sarakArano hastakSepa jinadharmamAM vadhI jaze. zramaNonI sarvoparitA sAme paDakAra Ubho thaze. jaina siddhAMtonA gauravanI hAni thaze. AvA saMyogomAM jinazAsananI surakSA kAje meM AjathI upavAsa zarU karyA che. mArI eka ja mAMgaNI che. "rASTrIya samitinA adhyakSa sthAne birAjamAna zeThazrI kasturabhAI potAnA padano tyAga kare ane je.mU. jainasaMghanA sanmAnane sAcavIne temanA netRtvane UjjavaLa banAve" AvA bhavya udghodhana sAthe caturvidha saMghanI hAjarImAM upavAsanuM paccakhANa levAya che. samagra saMghamAM A zahidIne samagra sadInI aNamola zahIdI tarIke navAjavAmAM AvI hatI. candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. sAthe bIjA ra4 mahAnubhAvo paNa upavAsamAM joDAyA hatA. hajAronA ToLeToLA vidyAzALAmAM ekadhArA AvatA jatA hatA. sahu candrazekhara mahArAjanI zahIdIne aMtarathI namatA jAya che. upavAsano bIjo divasa paNa te ja rIte bhAre bhIDa sAthe hajAro darzanArthIo vacce pasAra thayo. trIjA upavAsanA maMDANa thaI cUkyA hatA. savAre bAra vAgyA sudhI saphaLatAnA koI eMdhANa jaNAtA na hatA. zeThazrI kasturabhAI paNa potAnA jIddI svabhAva upara hatA. to A bAju candrazekhara mahArAja pahADanI jema aDIkhama hatA. baMne pakSe sAthIo ciMtita hatA. bapore cAra vAge zeThanI sAthe jIvAbhAI paNa vidyAzALA AvyA hatA. baMneya murabbIo poLanA nAkethI bhAre bhIDa vacce mAMDa mAMDa rasto karIne upAzrayanA daravAjA sudhI Ave che. dAdaro caDhIne upara rUma sudhI AvatA baMneya murabbIone paMdara miniTa lAgI. zeTha to A lokajuvALane jotA ja aMdarathI hAlI gayA. jIvAbhAI potAnA ja dIkarAnA A puNya pratApane hRdayathI jhUkI gayA. 80

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mITiMga zarU thAya che. zeTha gussAmAM hatA. zeTha kahe che "mahArAja ! pahelA pAraNuM karo pachI ApaNe vAto karazuM. ane rasto kADhazuM hAla tame vAta karavA sakSama nathI. tamAruM mAthuM ThekANe nathI zeThanA A vANIvilAsa sAme mArA gurudeva yoddhAnI jema paDakAra jhIlIne zeThane kahe che zeTha ! pahelA rAjInAmuM lakhI Apo pachI pAraNAnI vAta, zeTha ane zramaNa vaccenA A ja gajagrAhamAM mITiMga mAtra dasa ja miniTamAM samApta thaI gaI. gussA sAthe zeTha UbhA thayA. havAmAM mITiMganI niSphaLatAnI gaMdha bahAra beThelA hajAro lokone AvI jAya che. zeTha ane jIvAbhAI mATe rUmathI bahAra nIkaLavuM duSkara hatuM. dAdaro nIce UtaratA baMne mahAnubhAvo prajAnA upahAsano, huriyAno bhoga bane che. vidyAzALAthI bahAra javAnA mukhya daravAjA pAse hAtha ADA karIne ToLu UbheluM, tethI zeTha ane jIvAbhAI te daravAjA pAse jatA DarI gayA. mAmalo ugra hato yuvAnomAM gurudeva pratyeno parAkakSAno saddabhAva UchaLI rahyo hato. zuM thaI jaze ? te samajAtuM na hatuM. ubhelA lokomAMthI keTalAka samajadAra lokone paristhiti vaNasaze tevo aMdAjha AvatA ja sIdhA upara caMdrazekhara mahArAja pAse pahoMce che, nIcenI taMga sthitinuM vyAna Ape che. tyAM ja vaLI samAcAra AvyA ke "zeThanI gADI upara paththaramAro thayo." A sthitinI gaMbhIratAne pAmI candrazekhara mahArAja doDatAM nIce Ave che. UbhelA AkhA ToLAne haTI javAnA ugratApUrvaka Adeza Ape che. ane kahe che. "zeTha ApaNA netA che. ApaNA bAraNe mahemAna banIne AvyA che temanI vidAya sanmAnabhera thavI joIe, gurudevanA A zabdoe devI asara UbhI karI sahu yuvAno zAMta thaI gayA. tathA baMneya vaDIlo candrazekhara mahArAjanI abhUta saraLatA ane prema saMpanna duzmanIthI abhibhUta thaI jAya che. zeTha ane jIvAbhAInA haiyAmAM candrazekhara mahArAja mATe ahobhAva UbharAya che. banneya murabbIone candrazekhara mahArAja khuda temanI gADIo sudhI dorI jAya che. beya mahAnubhAvone gADImAM besADavA sudhI gurudeva tyAM ja UbhA rahyA. kasturabhAI ane jIvAbhAIne je nAlezInA bhoga banavuM paDyuM, tenI kSamAyAcanA

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yuvAno taraphathI khuda candrazekhara mahArAja mAge che. tyAre te murabbIo paNa hRdayathI udgAra kADhatA kahe che. sAheba ! A yuvAnonI ApanA pratyenI AsthAno amane paNa anubhava thAya che." . upasthita janamedanI pU. gurudevanI "boDI leMgvaja"thI jANI le che. ke "AvI tophAnI nAdAnIthI teo rAjI nathI. ugratAnA zamana pachI samagra bhIDane uparanA holamAM ekaThA thavAnI jAherAta karAya che. badhA ja upara AvI jAya che. jemaNe uzkerATa karela hato te yuvAno to zaramathI mAthuM jhukAvIne beThA che. candrazekhara mahArAja sAdhutAnI zreSThatAnuM darzana karAvatuM uddhodhana kare che. juo prabhuzAsana, saMghanI surakSA mATenuM ApaNuM AMdolana che, ApaNo virodha zeThazrI kasturabhAI pratyenI duzmanImAM na pheravAvo joIe. chelle cetavaNI ApatAM kahe che "have pachI AvI nAdAnI karazo, to huM AMdolana choDI daIza, kAyama mATe jAhera jIvanano tyAga karIza" ane gurudeve te paNa kahyuM. tamArI sajanatA te ja mArI zakti che. mATe jemaNe zeThanI gADI upara paththara mAryo hoya, te mane maLIne prAyazcitta laI jAya" zabdonI jAduI asara vacce uddhodhana samApta thatA, be-cAra yuvAno AvI, kSamAyAcanA sAthe prAyazcitta laI le che. Ama bhAre ghamasANa sAthe trIjo upavAsa pUro thAya che. zeTha ane jIvAbhAI svasthAne pahoMce che. zeThanuM hRdaya lokajuvALanuM sAmarthya joI potAnA aphara nirNaya mATe pheravicAra zarU kare che.

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30 upavAsano cotho divasa eka zahidanI zakti, eka sainyathI vadhu hoya che. caMdrazekhara mahArAjanA AMdolana sAme zeThane tIvra Akroza hato. to zeThane caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI niSThA mATe evuM ja mAna hatuM. saMghanA movaDIo ane zramaNa saMghanA AcAryo hAla ciMtAmAM che. AcArya bhagavaMto caMdrazekhara mahArAjanA pAraNAnI rAha joI rahyA che. to saMghanA movaDI sajjano zeThanA gauravane sAcavavA mATe tatpara che. trIjA divasanI mITiMganI niSphaLatA pachI sahune te ciMtA hatI ke upavAsa keTalA thaze ? vaLI A AMdolana lAMbu cAle to loka pratisAda keTalo maLaze ? A badhA vicArone dhyAnamAM laI zrAvakomAMthI be-cAra zrAvako dvArA baMne pakSone samajAvavAno prayAsa hAtha dharAyo. caMdrazekhara mahArAja sakala saMghanI mahAmUlI thApaNa jevA hatA. khuda kasturabhAI zeTha paNa A upavAsathI becena hatA. paNa have vAta taMta upara AvI hatI. A saMyogamAM "candrazekhara mahArAjanuM pAraNuM satvare zI rIte thAya?' te mATe prayatna cAlu thayo. to sAmA pakSe zeThanuM gaurava zI rIte jaLavAI rahe tenA mATenA maMthana zarU thayA. cothA divase punaH mITiMga mATeno takhto racAyo. sAMje cAra vAge mITiMga zarU thaI. A aitihAsika mITiMga hatI. vidyAzALAnI te rUmamAM cAra-pAMca zrAvako-zeTha ane candrazekhara mahArAja sAthe bese che. zeTha vAtanI zarUAta kare che, "ApanuM AMdolana sadInA virATa AMdolana tarIke gaNAze. ApanI niSThA mATe natamastaka chuM. bolo zuM iccho cho?" tyAre gudaiva candrazekhara mahArAje kahyuM zeTha ! "tamAruM gaurava sacavAI jAya ane azAstrIyatA dUra thAya tevo samAdhAnano musaddo taiyAra karyo che."

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kasturabhAInA hAthamAM kAgaLo mUkyAM, azAstrIya paMdara bAbato dUra thAya tevI mAgaNI hatI. ane jo A paMdara bAbato dUra na thAya to, zeTha ujavaNI samitinA adhyakSa padethI rAjInAmuM Ape. ze samagra lakhANa barAbara be vAra vAMcI lIdhuM. paMdara muddAmAMthI be bAbato evI hatI. jemAM zeThano hastakSepa zakya na hato. mATe zeThe te be bAbato sivAyanI tera bAbatomAM saMmati darzAvI A terA bAbato dUra karavAnI je samaya maryAdA hatI. te paNa mAnya thaI A rIte upavAsanA cothA divase baMne pakSamAM saMpUrNa samAdhAna thaI gayuM. ka samAdhAna thatA ja samagra bhAratanA jainasaMghanA ItihAsamAM sadInI sarvazreSTha ghaTanAnI noMdha thaI. ja rAjakIya stare thanArI ujavaNI zAstrIya banI. ja prastuta ujavaNInI tarapheNa karanArA ane ujavaNIno virodha karanArA baMne pakSamAM sarakhI khuzI javaLAI gaI. ja prabhu sthApita zramaNa pradhAna saMghanI sarvoparitA jaLavAI gaI. * prabhu mahAvIra devanI lokottara pratibhA akhaMDa rIte prasiddha thai.. samagra bhAratamAM A samAcAra havAnI jema phelAI gayA. sahu taraphathI abhinaMdananA tAra AvavA zarU thaI gayA. sAMje pAMca vAgye bIjA divase savAre thanArA pAraNAnI jAherAta thaI. pAraNA pUrve rAjanagaranA rAjamArga upara zAsana-zramaNanI vijayayAtrAnI taiyArIo thavA lAgI samagra zaheramAM vijayayAtrAnI jAherAta thaI. samagra amadAvAdanA tamAma jaino adamya ullAsa ane bhAvAvezanA ghoDApUramAM taNAtA jAya che. (69)

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# A laDAI na hatI goThavaNanI mathAmaNa hatI. # saMvAdano zreSTha purAvo. # kasturabhAI pAraNuM karAve che.

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vijaya yAtrAnI veLAe... AMdolananA samaye mArI uMmara mAtra bAra ja varSanI paNa mane khabara che. munizrI hemacandra mahArAja (jeo hAla AcArya che) mArA gurudevanA apUrva sahAyaka tarIke UbharI AvyA hatA. 31 cothA divase sAMje eTale ke guruvAre sAMje upAzrayamAMthI zeThanI vidAya thayA bAda upasthita hajAro jainonI vacce samAdhAna zI rIte thayuM tenI vigatavAra mAhitI khuda caMdrazekhara mahArAje rajU karI. A vijaya zAstronI zramaNonI sarvoparitAne jAhera karato zAsana vijaya'' hato. candrazekhara mahArAja ke jemanA mATe navakArazI thI vadhu paccakkhANa zakya na hatuM. teo Aje cothA divase vijetA yoddhA tarIkenA apUrva teja sAthe svasthatA pUrvaka birAjamAna che. samagra saMgha vidyAzALAmAM hAjara hato te zeThane gaganabhedI jayanAda sAthe vidyAzALAmAMthI vidAya Ape che. zeTha kasturabhAI paNa khUba khuza hatA. vivAda pachIno saMvAda vadhu vhAlo lAge che. zeTha paNa zramaNa saMsthAnA A vijayane harSabhera vadhAve che. zukravAre savAre 7.00 vAge vijayayAtrAnI zarUAta thAya che. savAre pAMca vAgyAthI vidyAzALAno hola upAzraya dAdarA coka-poLa mAnavamedanIthI ubharAvA lAge che. lagabhaga vIsa hajAra mAnavonA mahAsAgara zramaNa ane zAstra paraMparAnA vijayanA ullAsamAM taraboLa hato. vijayayAtrAno AraMbha vidyAzALAthI thayo ane lagabhaga savA ATha sudhImAM phelozIpa hAIskUlanA vizALa paTAMgaNamAM vijayayAtrA samApta thaI ane tyAM vijaya sabhArUpe parivartita thAya che. samagra amadAvAdanA tamAma mahAjanoe potapotAnA vyavasAyamAM rajA rAkhI ane A aitihAsika prasaMganA sAkSI banavAnuM nakkI karyuM. vijayayAtrA-vijayasabhAnuM jIvaMta reDiyo prasAraNa thatuM hatuM. gujarAta reDioe lagabhaga 40 miniTa sudhI samagra prasaMganI rajUAta karelI. vijayasabhAmAM candrazekhara mahArAjanA zakavartI prayAsanuM hRdayadrAvaka varNana hemacandra mahArAje karyuM ane A samaye eka anokhI ghaTanA bane che. 86

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pAraNuM konA hAthe thAya ? tenI carcA cAlatI hatI. te samaye ja phelozIpa hAIskUlamAM eka gADI praveze che. zeTha kasturabhAI Utare che ane sIdhA sabhAmaMDapamAM praveze che. loko zeThane jotAM ja bhAvavibhora banI jayanAda kare che, ane zeTha caMdrazekhara mahArAja pAse pahoMce che. ane vinaMtI kare che ke "sAheba ! ApanA upavAsa mArA kAraNe thayA che. ane pAraNuM paNa mArA kAraNe thayuM che. evo ullekha itihAsamAM noMdhAya te mArI icchA che. tethI mArI vinaMtI che ke A aitihAsika tapanuM pAraNuM mArA hAthe thAya." pU. gurudevazrI saharSa saMmata thAya che sakala saMghanA hajAro mAnavo vacce "jena jayati zAsanam"nA gaganabhedI avAjo vacce pAraNuM saMpanna thAya che. te samayanA dazyo Aje 40 varSa bAda paNa AMkho sAme taravare che, ane haiyuM chalakAI jAya che. pAraNA bAda samagra sabhA nAcavA lAge che. ullAsanI caramasImAe yuvAno adamya utsAhamAM AvI caMdrazekhara mahArAjane potAnA khabhe UMcakI le che. lagabhaga vIsa miniTa sudhI Adazya bhajavAtuM rahyuM. aneka kAraNosara A ghaTanA aitihAsika banI gaI. samagra bhAratanA jainasaMghomAM A upavAse eka virATa cetanAne jhaMjoLI, A cetanA zrIsaMghanA navasarjana mATenI mAtA hatI ane te cetanAno prabhAva Aje paNa jovA maLe che. huM ahIM zraddhA ane tarka sAthe e vAta noMdhIza ke "te cAlIsa varSa pahelAM je AMdolano thayA jenA kendramAM mArA gurudevazrI hatA. te AMdolana dvArA tyAre to gurudeve ujavaNI Adi dvArA AvanArAM dUSaNone rokyAM, A lAbha AMdolanano tatkAlIna hato. paNa mane kahevAnuM mana thAya che te AMdolananA vAtAvaraNamAM yuvAnonA aMtaramAM dharma khumArInAM je bIja ropAyAM che. tenAM mIThAM phaLa Aje paNa zrIsaMghomAM jovA maLe che. hAla cAlatI tamAma sampravRtti ke dharma pravRttinA cheDA candrazekhara mahArAjanI 40 varSa pahelAMnI jehAdane aDatA haze. 8 )

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zramaNanI saraLatA, zeThanI udAtA... 32 najIkanA bhUtakALanA prasaMgone yAda karatAM haiyuM gadgada thaI jAya che kadAca A ghaTanA koI jANatuM nahIM hoya. samagra AMdolanamAM "hIro" tarIkeno jaza meLavanAra candrazekhara mahArAjanI saraLatA ane namratAnI Abha UMcI hatI. zaktinA hitakara pariNAma to ja Ave jo te zakti sAthe guNa hoya. candrazekhara mahArAja lazkarI mijAjanA sAdhu hatA. zistanA AgrahI hovA chatAM saraLatAnA kSetramAM avvala hatA. samagra samAdhAnanA musaddA upara sahI karavAnI bAbata AvI, tyAre ujavaNI samiti taraphathI sahI zeThe karI. zramaNa saMgha taraphathI sahI candrazekhara mahArAje karI. A samAdhAnanI musaddAnI kalamomAM eka mahattvanI kalama hatI "samAdhAnamAM darzAvelI samaya maryAdAmAM kAma na thAya to, athavA samAdhAnanA tera muddAnI bAbatamAM ko'kavAra matabheda Ubho thAya. eTale ke ujavaNI samiti ema kahe ke "ame zarata pALI che" ane zramaNa saMgha kahe ke "zaratanuM pAlana thayuM nathI." AvA vivAdamAM madhyasthI tarIke sAgara samudAyanA eka dhuraMdhara paMnyAsajI ma.sA.no nirNaya AkharI gaNAze. A hatI candrazekhara mahArAjanI namratA ane saraLatA. to sAmA pakSe zeThanI udAratA paNa zreSTha koTinI dekhAya che. A kalama zeThe vAMcI ane zeThe te kalamamAM nAma badalI candrazekhara mahArAjanuM nAma lakhyuM. pakSakAra ja nirNAyaka tarIke mAnya rAkhI zeThe potAnI vacana pratibaddhatA spaSTa karI. zeThano Azaya evo hato ke "je sAdhu AkhA AMdolananA karNadhAra che. temane ja A sthAna maLavuM joIe. zeThanA matabheda keTalA badhA nikhAlasa che te joI zakAya che. yAda rahe zeThane candrazekhara mahArAja mATe koI pUrvagraha hato ja nahI balka Adara hato. to candrazekhara mahArAja potAnuM nAma gauNa karI jagane te meseja pAsa kare che ke "huM zramaNa saMghano sainika chuM. mAruM kAmamAtra AdezanuM pAlana karavAnuM che." yazano adhikAra to AcAryano che."

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ekavAra vihAra karatA candrazekhara mahArAja giradharanagara jAya che. sAMjano samaya che. ekadama UbhA thAya che. ane indrajita vijayane kahe che. cAlo ApaNe zeThane tyAM jatA AvIe ane sIdhA giradharanagara upAzrayethI nIkaLI zeThanA baMgale pahoce che. zeThane samAcAra maLe che. zeTha doDatAM bahAra Ave che. gharamAM bhAvapUrvaka nimaMtraNa Ape che. baMneya mahAnubhAvo daseka miniTa vAtacIta kare che. gurudeva zeThane kahe che "zeTha ! Ape zAstrIyatAnI sthApanA karAvI zAsananI uttama sevA karI che" Apane khAsa dhanyavAda ApavA Avyo chuM "AvI vAto karI baMgalA bahAra nIkaLavA jAya che. tyAM zeTha kahe che "sAheba ! gocarIno lAbha Apo" A dharma saMskArane joIne.. mArA gurudevane Azcarya thAya che. manomana mUkI jAya che ane zeThane kahe che. "zeTha ! pAtrA nathI lAvyA" tyAre zeTha mITho Thapako ApatA Indrajita vi.ne uddezIne kahe che. "juo nAnA mahArAja tamArA gurudeva jainanA ghare jAya che ane pAtrA lIdhA vinA Ave che''..bolo nAnA mahArAja ! avAya? zeThanI dhArmikatAne jotA gurudeva habaka khAI jAya che. have candrazekhara mahArAja zaramiMdA thaI jAya che. tyAre zeTha kahe che "sAheba ! zrAvakanA ghare AvyA cho. kAMIka lAbha Apavo paDaze." chevaTe rakajhaka karatA zeThe nAnA mahArAjanA kapaDAnA cheDAmAM badAma vahorAvI. A hatI zeThanI uttama sAdhu bhakti...zAsana vaphAdArI. - Azare 60 varSa pahelA DIsA mukAme pU.gurUdeve potAnI pArijAta'' nAmanI DAyarImAM lakhela noMdhanI kopI. ____tA. 7 eprila 1956 268 La 1 3 1 caeN che. mArI javAbadIne pa | - 52 uta21 2 1 - mR. | A - majA 3 muM - .

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+ = * * sakriyatA saMgaThana tarapha... 33 kaG bhAratanA vaDA pradhAna zrImati IndirA gAMdhI amadAvAdanI mulAkAte AvelA dilhI beThelA zrImati gAMdhInA kAne ra500mI nirvANa zatAbdinA virodhano avAja pahoMcyo hato. paNa virodha kevo jalada che te sAkSAt joyo na hato. IndirA gAMdhI sudhI candrazekhara mahArAjanuM nAma pahoMcyuM hatuM. paNa te nAmano paraco to amadAvAda eraporTa upara dekhAyo. zrImati IndirA gAMdhI havAI aDDA upara UtaryA ane tyAM temane AvakAravA UbhelA hajAro lokomAMthI ra00/300 yuvAno ekadama AgaLa dhasI kALA vAvaTA dekhADyA ane jorajorathI nArAbAjI zarU karI "jainadharmanI avahelanA aTakAvo." samagra polIsa taMtra, mukhyamaMtrI, badhA ja hebatAI gayA. IndirA gAMdhIne khyAla AvI gayo ke "gujarAtanA jainamuninI A vIrasenA che." vIra sainika daLanI sthApanA vi.saM. ra0ra7nI sAlamAM jAmanagara mukAme thaI hatI. vi.saM. 2031nA sAla vaizAkha suda 11nA zAsana sthApanA divase pAnasara tIrtha khAte traNa divasanuM yuvAmilana hatuM. ujavaNInA virodhanA AMdolana bAda zrIsaMghanA abhyadayamAM nimittA banavAnI gurudevanI IcchA hatI. candrazekhara mahArAjanA samagra astitvamAM saMgha mamatA zAsana prema satata doDatA hatA. saMgha sevA mATe saMghono Adara meLavavo jarUrI che. te mATe have saMghomAM satravRttio ja zarU karAvavAmAM nimitta banavuM ane gurudeve potAnA yuvAnone eka jIvaMta kAryasUtra ApyuM ke "jhaghaDA nahIM maMgatA he" teo yuvAnone eka zIkha vAraMvAra ApatA ke pakSApakSImAM paDazo nahIM. siddhAMtane choDazo nahIM. sajjanone saMgaThita karavAno temano bhAva hato. mATe temaNe pAnasara tIrthamAM yuvAmilananA trIjA divase eTale ke zAsana sthApanAnA dine "akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSaka daLa' nAmanI saMsthAnI sthApanA karI. 90

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te divase pAnasaramAM varaghoDo hato rathanI sAthe dhUpa-dIpa hatA. paTAMgaNamAM jhADa upara moTA madhapUDA hatA. tyAM rathayAtrA pahoMce che. dhumADAnA kAraNe badhI madhamAMkhI UDavA lAge che tyAM ja yuvAno utsAhamAM nAcI rahyA hatA. ane tyAM ja hajAro madhamAkhIonuM bhayAnaka AkramaNa thayuM. madhamAkhIonA DaMkhanA AtaMka vacce khamIravaMtA yuvAnoe aDaga rahIne zAsana sevAno saMkalpa karyo. saMskRti rakSaka daLanI pravRttio mATe nIzApoLa jhaverIvADamAM eka makAna zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApazInA anudAnathI levAyuM ane pravRttionI bharamALa zarU thAya che. pravRttiono vyApa vadhato gayo lalitabhAinA netRttva sAthe aneka yuvA kAryakaro caMdrazekhara mahArAja sAthe joDAyA anubhAI, rAjendra zAha, amita zAha, jItubhAI zAha (pAchaLathI pU.prabhAkara sUrIzvarajI pAse dIkSA le che). bAbubhAI dhArazI, mukeza paTela, harSadabhAI, lAlabhAI, uSAkAntabhAi Adi aneka kAryakaronA yogadAnane lIdhe pravRttiono vyApa vadhato gayo. yadIya samyaktva balAt pratimo, bhavAdazAnAM parama svaabhaavH| kuvAsanA pAsa vinAzanAya, namo'stu tasmai tava zAsanAya / / anya yoga vyavaccheda dvADhizikAno Azloka pU. gurudevane pravacano mATe khuba pyAro hato.

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yuvAkti sarjananA mArge... vi.saM. 2031nuM cAturmAsa pUjyapAda gurudeva zrI e DIsA mukAme karyuM. cAturmAsa daramiyAna skulanA paTAMgaNanA maMDapamAM 10 hajAranI mAnava medanI vacce rAmAyaNa uparanAM jAhera pravacano zarU karyAM hatA ane DIsAmAM pUjyapAda gurudevazrInI nizrAmAM prathama vakhata paramAtmAnA janmakalyANano snAtra mahotsava 56 dikumArIkAo sAthe thayo hato. A snAtra mahotsava lagabhaga 5 kalAka cAlyo hato A rIte zravaNa ane bhaktithI bharapura jAjAramAna cAturmAsa saMpanna karIne pUjyapAda gurudevazrI punaH amadAvAda padhAryA ane zrI saMghamAM eka abhinava sarjanAtmaka kAryano pAyo nAMkhyo. 34 te hato ''vIra sainikone zramaNopAsaka banAvavAno'' paryuSaNa parva tAlIma kendrano AraMbha karyo. amadAvAda vidyAzALAmAM be-traNa mahinAnuM rokANa karI amadAvAdanA 200 yuvAnone dararoja savAre be kalAkanI vAcanA apAtI hatI. A vAcanA dvArA paryuSaNA parvanAM pravacanonI taiyArI zarU karAvI. te yuvAnone jainadharmanA vividha viSayo taiyAra karAvAtA hatA, praznottarI dvArA jainadharmano UMDo abhyAsa karAvAto hato. pahelAM ja varSe lagabhaga 50 thI 55 kSetromAM paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA karAvavA yuvAnone ravAnA karyAM. yuvAno kizciyana mizanarInI jema jainatvanA prasAra mATe kAme lAgyA. pU. gurudeva dvArA virATa prayAsa zarU thayo. nAnA-dUranAM gAmomAM vasatA jeno punaH jainatvathI yukta banyA. vaLI A yuvAnone tevI pratijJA apAtI ke 'jyAM paryuSaNA karAvavA mATe jAya te saMghamAMthI bahumAna rUpe mAtra zrIphaLa ane savA rUpiyo ja levAnA, traNanI TUkaDI eka saMghamAM ArAdhanA mATe jAya jemAM eka pravacana kare, bIjo pratikramaNa Adi kriyA karAve ane trIjo rAtre bhAvanA Adi karAve. mArA gurudeva yuvAnonA jIvanamAM sadAcAranA khUba AgrahI hatA. tethI bahu kaDaka sUcanA sAthe mokalatA ane zrI saMghomAM apUrva ullAsathI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAo thavA lAgI dUranAM nAnA gAmomAM paNa dharma cetanavaMto banavA lAgyo. 92

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Aje cAlIsa varSa bAda paNa satata A pravRtti mATe yuvAno jAya che ane have to deza-videzamAM paNa dhAma ane bhavananA yuvAno paryuSaNA parvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA pahoMce che. pachI to A pravRttinA vyApamAM grAma pravAso zarU thayA. aneka yuvAno gAmaDe-gAmaDe dharma saMskRtinA pracAra mATe svayaMbhU rIte javA lAgyA che. AvI trIsa pravRttio te samaye gurudevanI preraNAthI cAlatI hatI. jaina saMghamAM candrazekhara mahArAjanI sarakAra sakriya hatI. yuvAno dharmAbhimukha thayA. dharmakSetro dhamadhamatA thayAM. prabhuzAsananuM zreSTha puNya che ke 'dara so varSe eka mahAzaktinuM avataraNa thAya che je so varSa sudhI jainasaMghanI gADIne doDatI rAkhe tevuM iMdhaNa pUruM pADe che". candrazekhara mahArAja A mahAzakti hatA. vi.saM. 2031nI sAlamAM akhila bhAratIya saMskRti rakSakadaLanI sthApanA pAnasara tIrthamAM thaI. tyArabAda vidyAzALA (dozIvADAnI poLa)nA upAzrayamAM pU. gurudevazrI birAjamAna hatA. lalitabhAI Adi yuvAno sAthe vAta karatA karatA pU. gurudevazrI kahe che. jema rASTragIta che ane te sinemA gharomAM dareka zo pachI gavAya che. te ja rIte apANuM zAsana gIta hovuM joIe'' anekoe aneka gIto banAvyA paNa koI zAsana gIta tarIke jAmatu na hatuM. eka gItanI dhruvapaMkti pU. gurudevane yAda hatI te paMkti hatI. '"gAje gAje che mahAvIranuM zAsana gAje che.'' A paMkti sAthenuM gIta banAvavAnI bhAvanA hatI chevaTe pU. gurudeve jAte ja kamarakasI ane Akhu gIta banAvI dIdhuM. A zAsana puruSanuM svaracita gIta hatuM. - 'gAje gAje che mahAvIranuM zAsana gAje che.'' te ja rIte tapovanamAM pU. gurudeve ja bALakonA dainika kAryakramamAM dararoja savAre zAsana vandanAthI ja divasano dainika krama zarU karavAno zirasto goThavI dIdho. te gIta "jina zAsanano vaMdana karatA AnaMda ati umarAye'' che. tenI racanA paNa pU. gurudeve karelI che. A be gujarAtI gIto nA racayItA pU. gurudeva che. jenA zabdomAM paNa gurudevanI zAsana bhakti guMje che. vaMdana A gItane ane temAM rahelI zAsana bhaktinI dhArAne. CID 93

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saMsthAnuM zAsana gIta zAsana gIta gAje gAje che mahAvIranuM zAsana gAje che duSama kALanI kALarAtrimAM jayajayakAra macAve che. pAvanakArI tIrtha bhUmio jinabiMbo ne jinAlayo sohe jagamAM pUNyabhUmio, jinAgamo vaLI upAzrayo jinazAsananI rakSA karatA AcAryo saMgha dhorI che munigaNamAtA pravacanatrAtA upAdhyAya upakArI che jJAna dhyAnamAM masta munio, moharaNe TaMkAra kare viratI saMgI zAsana raMgI jina bhakto jayakAra kare

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bhAvayanuM kavita zAsana vaMdanA vIra-bALako ... vIra bALako .... vIra bALako ....! nizAsanane vaMdana karatAM AnaMda ati UbharAya enI rakSA karavA kAje jIvana arpaNa karIe ... vIra bALako. svanuM jIvana prathama ApaNe, zuddhiyukta karazuM (2) pachI maitrI ne bhaktinA dAve, ... vizvamAtramAM pharazuM (2) jinazAsananI divya dhajAne gagane laherAvIe ... enI rakSA. | sAcA che vItarAga ne, sAcI che enI vANI (2) AdhAra che prabhuAjJA, ne bAkI dhULadhANI (2) | e jIvana maMtra che ApaNo cAlo maMtrita thaIe ... enI rakSA. ApaNI sAme Adarzo che... kevA bhavya camakatA (2) kAlaka, kalpaka kuNAla kapardI, ... kumArapALa managamatA (2) e ItihAsonuM navasarjana kakaravA tatpara banIe ... enI rakSA, nathI jovAnI nathI sahevAtI, hIlanA tuja zAsananI (2) mA tuja khAtara phanA thaI jAzuM, nathI paravA jIvananI (2) AziSa de mA jaMga jItavA; kesariyA sahu karIe (3) ... enI rakSA.

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saMskAra kSAnI laData... amadAvAdathI navasArI cAturmAsa mATe jatI veLAe rastAmAM surata khAte gudevanuM rokANa hatuM. te daramiyAna coMkAvanArI ghaTanA jaina samAjamAM banI. eka jaina patine potAnI patnIe chUTAcheDA na ApyA. te patine bIjI chokarI sAthe lagna karavA hatA. tethI patie muslima dharmano svIkAra karyo. chokarI paNa muslima banI ane baMneya jaNAe muslima maulavI pAse nikAha paDhI lIdhA. gurudevane A ghaTanAnA samAcAra maLyA. gurudevanuM siMhasattva chaMcheDAyuM. yAda rahe vartamAnamAM je ghaTanA vyaktigata hoya che te ja ghaTanA jo ayogya hoya ane teno virodha na thAya, to samAjamAM te ghaTanA paraMparA banIne phelAtI javAno moTo Dara rahelo che. AvA Darane najaramAM rAkhIne mahApuruSoe bhUtakALamAM banelI AvI ayogya ghaTanAono kaThora virodha karyo che. pati A rIte dharmAntara karIne potAnI svacchaMdatAne poSaze ane teno koI virodha na thAya. to A ja dRSTAMtane najaramAM rAkhIne aneka patio AvuM kare jenA lIdhe aneka saMskArI kanyAo anAtha banI jAya. AvA DarAmaNA bhAvinA-vicAre caMdrazekhara mahArAje siMhagarjanA zarU karI ane samagra dakSiNa gujarAtamAM banelI A ghaTanA sAme kaDaka pratipAdana pravacanomAM zarU karyA. tethI te patinA samagra parivAranI sAme samAje yogya pagalAM lIdhAM. jethI samagra jaina samAja paNa sAvadhAna thaI gayo. vyaktigata svataMtratA ke sagavaDa samAja vyavasthAnA ghAtaka na ja hovA joIe. tevo dAkhalo punaH sthApita thayo. temAMya candrazekhara mahArAjano siMhaphALo rahyo. navasArInA cAturmAsa daramiyAna gurudevanAM jAhera pravacano mahAvIra sosAyaTInA pravacana maMDapamAM hatA dasa-paMdara hajAranI jaMgI mAnava saMkhyA pravacanamAM upasthita rahetI. te samaye candrazekhara mahArAja samagra jaina saMghanA lokapriya pravacanakAra tarIke UbharI AvyA hatA. temanI jabAna vedhaka hatI. rAmAyaNanA mAdhyamathI pAzcAtya jIvanazailI sAme sakhta samAlocanA karavA chatAM temanA mATenuM AkarSaNa ane Adara sabhAjanomAM satata vahetAM meM joyA che.

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36 mAnavatA mATe prathama TrasTa navasArInA cAturmAsa daramiyAna tyAMnA moTA udyogapati zeThazrI hasamukhabhAI rAyacandra zAha. jeo vArasAgata jaina hovA chatAM jainatvanA saMskArothI prabhAvita na hatA. paraMtu temanI mAnavatA avala kakSAnI hatI. teo kriyAnA jaina na hatA paNa vicAra ane svabhAvanA jaina hatA. teo pU. gurudevazrI sAthe vArtAlApa daramyAna potAno umadAbhAva raju kare che. "sAdharmikanI sthiti viSama che tethI "ApanA mArgadarzana heThaLa sAdharmikone sahAya karI zakAya tevI saMsthA banAvavI che." ema kahI hasamukhabhAIe potAnI udAratA chalakAvI uttama anudAna jAhera karyuM. pU. gurudevanI karUNA kAyamI dhoraNe jIvo ane garIba jaino mATe savizeSa vahetI joI che. te samaye eTale ke AjathI lagabhaga 40 varSa pahelAM hasamukhabhAInA moTA anudAna sAthe mAnava rAhata TrasTanuM nirmANa thayuM, ane te TrasTa dvArA sAdharmikone dara mahine rU.30/40/50nA manIorDara thatA hatA. yAda rahe A TrasTa 40 varSa pUrvenuM che te vakhate garIbI ATalI ja garIba hatI mAtra 30 ke 50 rUpiyAnA abhAvanA kAraNe lokonI sthiti dayanIya thatI hatI. te sAdharmikone rU.50 devI zakti banIne UtaratA hoya tevuM lAgatuM. AvA 400 manIorDara daramahine thatA samagra gujarAtanA sAdharmikonI AlamamAM viziSTa samAdhinA samAcAro A TrasTanA kAraNe maLavA lAgyA. suratanA zeSakALanA rokANa daramiyAna pU.gurUdeve paryuSaNa parva tAlima mATenI vAcanAo zarU karI lagabhaga 400-500 yuvAno vAcanAmAM AvatA hatA. amadAvAdanI jema suratamAM paNa caMdanabena kezavalAla saMskRti bhavana zarU thayuM. gurUdevanA mAtra traNa mAsanA rokANe suratamAM pravRttinA vizALa vRkSanuM bIjaropaNa karyuM. suratamAM saMskRti rakSakadaLanI sthApanA thaI bhavana paNa banyuM. suratanA narendrabhAI hekakaDa to 2031nA sAlamAM gurUdevane maLelA, gurUdeva sAthe temano 36 varSano gADha saMbaMdha akhaMDa cAlyo, jItubhAI, zaileSa, nayana, zreNika vidANI, ramezabhAI cAhavALA Adi sakriya kAryakarono gurUdevane jIvanabhara sAtha rahyo. temA jagadIzabhAI paMDita jemane gurUdevanI preraNAthI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ane mumukSuone vAcanA dvArA anekonA saMyamane jJAna ApavA dvArA majabuta karyuM. suratamAM gopIpurAmAM bhavananI sthApanA thaI pachI muMbaI tarapha vihAra zarU thAya che.

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kaTokaTI sAme lAla AMkha... 39 sana 1974 ke 7pa nI sAla bhAratamAM IndirA gAMdhInuM zAsana cAlatuM hatuM ane zrImati IndirA gAMdhIe kaTokaTI jAhera karI. te samaye aneka dhuraMdhara rAjanetAone keda karavAmAM AvyA hatA. sarakAra sAme kazuM ja bolAya nahIM tevI sthitimAM samagra bhAratanI prajAe potAnuM khamIra gumAveluM. dezanI prajAnI A sthitithI vihala gurudeva kyAreka pravacanomAM sakhta zabdomAM IndirAbahenanI johukamIno virodha karatA hatA. AvA AgajharatA pravacanothI jainasaMghanA gRhastha netAo DarI jatA. yuvAnomAM khumArIno saMcAra thato. gurudevanAM pravacanonuM rekorDiMga sarakArano polIsa DipArTamenTa karato hato. ucca adhikArIo A pravacano sAMbhaLatA ane te pravacanonI keseTo dilhInA gRhamaMtrAlaya sudhI pahoMcI. dilhI sarakAra A jalada vaktavyothI hAlI gaI hatI. kendra sarakAre gujarAta sarakArane jANa karI ke "A sAdhunI dharapakaDa karo'. kendranA AdezathI gujarAta sarakAra bhIMsamAM AvI gaI. kAraNa ke gujarAtanA atiprasiddha saMtomAM candrazekhara mahArAjanuM nAma AvatuM hatuM. pU. gurudeva lokopriyatAnI Toca upara hatA. temanI dharapakaDa thAya to gujarAta bhaDake baLe tevuM hatuM. gujarAta sarakAra vimAsaNamAM mukAI zuM rasto kADhavo ? te vakhate gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrI bAbubhAI jasabhAI paTela hatA. khUba dhArmika, ane zraddhALu hatA. teo navasArImAM gurudevane maLavA mATe AvelA. tyAre temanA zabdo hatA ke "hAla saMto ja prajAnI vedanAno avAja banI zake tema che. gudevane temanI hiMmata badala bAbubhAIe biradAvyA hatA. vaLI sarakArI taMtramAM gurudevanI dharapakaDanI bAbate khaLabhaLATa hato te samaye gurudeva jhaghaDIyA hatA. amalanera dIkSA prasaMgamAM javAnuM hatuM. aMdarakhAne polIsa DipArTamenTa gurudeva pAse AvIne paristhitinI jANa kare che. vinaMtI kare che "jo Apa gujarAta choDIne mahArASTranI borDaramAM pravezI jAo to amArA mAthethI moTo bhAra haLavo thaI jAya'.

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rAjanIti sAthe jemane koI saMbaMdha nathI vaLI gujarAtane azAMta banAvavAthI koI phAyado nathI. potAno paraco batAvI sarakAra pAsethI koI svArtha sAdhavAno jemane lagIre ya bhAva nathI. te gurudevazrI polIsanA pratinidhione dasa ja miniTamAM kahe che. "tame sAta divasano samaya Apo huM sTeTa badalI ja rahyo chuM. gujarAta sarakAra kendramAM jANa kare che "candrazekhara mahArAjanI zodha mATeno prayatna cAle che ane sAta ATha divasa pachI punaH riporTa mUke che ke "mahArAja rAjya sarakAranI hada oLaMgIne mahArASTra tarapha cAlyA gayA che. gayA che. samagra rAjyamAM phelAnArI azAMtine gurudeve A rIte nivArI. gurudevanuM samagra jIvana vizvakoza jevuM che. badhuM ja maLaze vIratA-vAtsalya- sahiSNutA niHspRhA Adi tamAma tattvo maLI zakaze. candrazekhara mahArAja mahAna hatA tevuM nathI kahevuM, paNa huM evuM jarUra kahIza ke "candrazekhara mahArAja siddhAMta ane vAstavikatAno samanvaya hatA. pU gurudevazrInA 60 varSa junA udgAro.... mArA jIvanano sarvotkRSTa AnaMda AjhAyomAM che. mArA AtmAno evo ja koTaka juno purANo saMskAra che tene vItarAga bhAvamAM rUci che. duksAdhya (AjJAyoga) sadbhAgya sAMpaDe che tyAre mAro AnaMda anirvacanIya banI jAya che.

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muMbaI zrIpAla nagarane AMgaNe 38 candrazekhara mahArAjane kevala vyakti tarIke jovAne badale vicAra tarIke jovAnI majA vadhu Avaze. candrazekhara mahArAja prAcIna paraMparAothI alaga na hatA. paNa teo AgaLa hatA. eTale ke je paraMparAo samayanA pravAhamAM aprastuta thatI hoya, te paraMparAone sAcavavI tevuM teo mAnatA na hatA. tamAma siddhAMtono prANa ekatA che tevuM teo spaSTa mAnatA hatA. saMgha ekatA ja saMghadevI che. candrazekhara mahArAja muMbaI cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA hatA. vi.saM. 2033nuM cAturmAsa zrIpAlanagara vAlkezvara hatuM. ravivAranA jAhera pravacano plejhanTa pelesanA pArkiMgamAM rahetA hatA. samagra muMbaInA hajAro loko pravacanomAM AvatA hatA. samagra muMbaI A pravacanomAM otaprota hatuM. temanA zabdomAM ke temanI saraLatAmAM jAdu hato. muMbaInA dUra-dUranA parAnA loko hADamArI veThIne pravacanomAM AvatA hatA. A comAsAnA pravacano tathA jAhera pravacano dvArA samagra muMbaImAM munizrI candrazekharavijayajInuM nAma khUba gAjavA lAgeluM. A 'guDavIla'no upayoga karI candrazekhara mahArAja yuvAnone dharmAbhimukha karavA jhaMkhatA hatA. temanI najaramAM dharma eTale kevala kriyAkAMDa na hatA. teo dharma eTale sadAcAra e saMskAranA phelAvavAmAM samajatA hatA. temanI najara prabhudAsabhAI pArekhanA vicAro tarapha hatI. teo samagra pAzcAtya jIvana zailInA virodhamAM hatA. kevo virodhobhAsa che ke "pravacanomAM AvanAra zrotA varga saMpUrNa kriyApradhAna jIvanamAM ja masta hato. to nahIM AvanAra yuvAvarga saMpUrNa pAzcAtya jIvana zailIthI raMgAyelo hato. kriyApradhAna zrotAo daMbha pracura hatA. to pAzcAtya jIvana zailIvALo yuvA varga vilAsa pracura hato. A virodhobhAsamAM dharma rakSA mATe '"yuvAvargane dharmAbhimukha karavo anivArya che.'' tevuM candrazekhara mahArAjane spaSTa jaNAtuM kAraNa ke daMbha yukta kriyAkAMDI dharmI varga dharma mATe nakAmo che. 100

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te temanuM spaSTa darzana hatuM. vaLI vilAsa pracura yuvAnonI nAstikatA teTalI kharAba na hatI ke jene badalI na zakAya. pU. gurudevane zraddhA hatI ke "yuvAnone dharmAbhimukha karI zakAze''. tethI ja potAnI vakatRtva zakti dvArA yuvAnone potAnI tarapha vALavA vi.saM. 2034nI sAlanA poSa mAsamAM traNa divasanuM yuvA milana goThavAyuM jemAM 15 thI 45 varSanA mAtra yuvAno ja hatA. lagabhaga 1500 thI 2000 yuvAno traNa divasanA milanamAM umaTyA hatA. A ''milana'' muMbaInI yuvAzaktinA jAgaraNanI cinagArI jevuM hatuM. have samagra muMbaInA yuvA jagatamAM paNa candrazekhara mahArAja AkarSaNanA kendra banavA lAgyA hatA. A milananA trIjA divase pU. gurudevazrInA saMsArI bApAjI zeThazrI jIvAbhAInuM avasAna thayuM. tethI milana puruM thatA ja cothA divase vihAra karI pU. gurudeva vAlezvara kalpanAniketana epArTamenTa pahoMce che. jyAM jIvAbhAI rahetA hatA. potAnA samagra saMsArI parivAra vacce saMsAranI jIvananI nazvaratAne samajAvI sahune AghAta mukta kare che. tyArabAda pU. gurudeva pArlA ghelAbhAI seneTorIyamanA upAzraya khAte pahoMce che. ravivAranuM jAhera pravacana bapore hatuM. ravivAre savAre 9.00 ke 9.30 AsapAsa yogeza nAmano pAlDano yuvAna ghaNAM prazno laIne pU. gurudeva pAse Ave che. mArmika savAlonA vedhaka javAbo maLatA yogeza pU. gurudevano parama samarpita yuvAna bane che. pU. gurudevanI zAsana rakSAnI garamIno sparza yogezane thayo ane te veLAe zAMtAkrujha milana dvArA maLela 50 jeTalA yuvAno pU. gurudevanA parama samarpita bhakto bane che. jemAM yogeza sAthe manoja-ghATakopara, maheza-borIvalI (je hAla pU.A. zrI muktivallabhasUri ma.sA.) Adi mukhya hatA. D 101

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muMbaI: yauvana candrazekhara maya... eka bhAyakhalA cAturmAsa praveza * netRtva ane niSThA vaccenI atUTa maitrI pU. gurudeva ane yogeza

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39 dhAmanA dhabakArAnI zarUAta yuvAnonA utsAhane muMbaInA jainasaMgho mATe gatizIla karavA "vardhamAna saMskRtidhAma" nAmanI saMsthAnI pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM sthApanA thaI. te saMsthA prAraMbhamAM yogezanA pArlAnA nAnakaDA gharamAM cAlu thaI hatI. tyArabAda vi. saM. 2034nI sAlamAM ja pU. gurudeva muMbaIthI vihAra karIne punA tarapha jAya che. punA jatA jatA ja pU. gurudeve evuM mana banAvI lIdhu ke "muMbaI vilAsa pracUra che. muMbaInA yuvAno pAse apekSA rAkhavI anucita che. mATe A varase ApaNe punAmAM ja kyAMka comAsu karI laIzuM." punA pahoMce che, uralIkAMcana necaropathI senTaramAM thoDA di' gALe che. tyAre muMbaIthI yogeza ma. zAhano patra pU. gurudeva upara Ave che. te vakhate pU.gurudeva sAthe tevo nikaTano saMbaMdha yogezane na hato. paNa tenA hRdayamAM pU. gurudeva mATe tIvra AkarSaNa jarUra hatuM. tethI te patramAM yogeze pU. gurudevane khAsa dardabharI potAnI vyathA ane vinaMtI karI hatI ke "gurudeva! ApanI nizrAmAM dhAma zarU thayuM che. muMbaInA ame yuvAno ApanA mizanane AgaLa dhapAvazuM, paNa amArI zarata che. ke "ApanI hAjarI muMbaImAM ja hovI joIe''. pU. gurudeve yogezanA patramAM zraddhA ane Agane joI, tethI pU. gurudeva punaH muMbaI padhAre che. vi.saM. 2034nuM cAturmAsa bhAyakhAlA khAte kevala yuvAnone dharma sanmukha karavAnA AzayathI ja goThavAyuM hatuM. te cAturmAsa daramyAnamAM satsaMganuM leTesTa varjhana apaloDa thayuM. jenA dvArA mAtra yuvAnone ja joDI zakAya. yuvAno pApI hovA chatAM daMbhI na hatA. A ja kAraNathI teo mATe satsaMganuM navuM mALakhuM rajU thayuM. 103

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ravivArIya vana-De zibira zibiranA Adya praNetA bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e sana 1964nI sAlamAM yuvAnone dharmAbhimukha karavA ra1 divasanI zibiranI zarUAta acalagaDha khAte karI hatI. paraMtu A zibira TesTa meca jevI hatI. bhAyakhAlA cAturmAsamAM candrazekhara mahArAja "vana-De" jevI mAtra ravivArIya zibiro zarU karI. jemAM savAre traNa kalAka, mAtra 15 thI 45 varSanA yuvAnone praveza maLato hato. tyArabAda bhojana ane bhojana pachI jAhera pravacana, Ama lagabhaga pAMca kalAkanI zibiro zarU thaI. je satsaMganuM leTesTa varjhana hatuM. pUjya gurUdeve prathamavAra mahAbhArata paranA jAhera pravacana zarU karyA. ravivAriyavanaDe zibira candrazekhara mahArAjanI zrIsaMghane sadInI zreSTha bheTa hatI. bhAyakhalAnA vizALa pravacana maMDapamAM muMbaInA hajAro yuvAno joDAyA A zibiro dvArA yuvAnomAM zAsana zauryano saMcAra thavA lAgyo. zibira dvArA candrazekhara mahArAja yuvAnone jIvana zuddhi mATe "bhava-AlocanA"nuM mahattva samajAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. temanA jevA zabdo bolanAra aneka sAdhuo che. paNa candrazekhara mahArAjanA zabdonI asara davAnI jema thatI hatI ane hajAro yuvaka yuvatIoe candrazekhara mahArAja pAse bhava-AlocanA laI Atmazuddhi meLavI hatI. ravivArIya zibiranA prabhAvathI subhASa mAlade, vidyuta gAMdhI, saMjaya vorA, araviMda gaDhavI, atula vi. zAha, araviMda DAyamaMDa, kIrtI bhagata Adi aneka yuvAno joDAyA. bhAyakhalAnA cAturmAsa daramyAna pU. gurudevazrI sAthe yogeza, manoja-vidyuta Adi yuvAno tyAM ja dharmazAlAmAM rahetA hatA. pU. gurudeva dararoja sAMje A yuvAnone dezarakSA pracArakSA saMskRtirakSA, dharmarakSA AdinA pATho bhaNAvatA hatA. gurudevanuM viziSTa puNya hatuM. ke "A yuvAno gurudevanA 104

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nAme jIvana samarpita karavA rAjI hatA." ane A ja arasAmAM muMbaI khAte yuvA pravRttio satata dhamadhamatI rahe te mATe "vardhamAna saMskRtidhAmanA kAryAlayanI sthApanA thaI. zrIpAlanagaranA parama zAsana bhakta sAkaracandra sarakAranA anudAnathI operA hAusamAM saMsthA mATe eka jagyA levAI. vAlakezvaranA vaibhavI vistAra caMdanabAlAmAM pU gurudevazrInuM trIju 2035nuM cAturmAsa hatuM. cAturmAsa daramyAna ati dhanADhya parivAromAM parivartanano pavana phUMkAyo. nAstika gaNAtA lokomAM dharmazraddhAno saMcAra thayo. candrazekhara mahArAja zAstrIya satyonI rajUAta Adhunika Dhabe karavAmAM mAhira hatA. dakSiNa muMbaIno vistAra muMbaIno khuba samRddha erIyA che. tyAM zrImaMto ja vase che. teo jaina hatAM chatAM bIjA naMbare pahelA te dhanavAna. tethI A vistAramAM dhArmikatA manda hatI. tethI tyAMnA jenonA jainatvane dhadhadhamatu karavA pU. gurudeve candabAlAnA comAsAmAM paNa ravivArIya yuvA zibiro rAkhelI hatI. mAtra yuvAnone ja praveza apAto chatAM ra000 yuvAno vaibhavI vistAramAM paNa AvatA hatA. ane zibiro dvArA te yuvAno pahelA naMbare jaina banyA pachI dhanavAna tarIkenA vaibhavone goThavyA. eTale ke jainatvanI maryAdA sAthe vaibhavo mANatA hatA. A cAturmAsa daramyAna chabIlabhAI golAvALA, chanAbhAI, lalitabhAI, dinezabhAI, chabIlabhAI ghoTIvALA Adi yuvAno hIrA bajAranA rAjAo custa jaina banyA. rAtri bhojana AdinA tyAgI banyA.

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vAliyAne rAma maLyA... enuM nAma rAju pAgala hatuM. jaina nabIro...apAra dhana ane saMpUrNa svataMtratA maLI hatI. mAbApano sneha hato nahIM. mA-bApano sneha svataMtratA janita aparAdhothI dUra rAkhe che. paNa A chokaro 16 ja varSanI uMmarathI Apakhuda hato. soLathI cAlIsa varSanI vacce tamAma gunhAo AcarI lIdhA. badhA ja pApo karI lIdhA. jiMdagI eTale ezArAma mAnanAra rAju eka divasa ekAeka candanabAlAmAM gurudevazrInA pravacana zravaNa mATe AvI caDhe che. rohINeya coranA kAnamAM ajANatA pahelA prabhunA zabdo rohINeyane jagADanAra elArAma bane che. te aitihAsika satyane ame amArI najare vAstavikarUpe joyuM che. A rAju pahelA ja pravacanamAM pazcAttApanI AgamAM potAnA pApone ogALavA lAge che. bhAre Azcarya sAthe te rAju pachI to dararoja zravaNa mATe Avato thayo. eka eka pravacana rAjunI aMdara IjezananI jema pharavA lAgyuM. traNa ja divasa pachI zarU thatA paryuSaNa parvamAM, gurudevazrI sAthe ra4 kalAka rahevA maLaze te eka ja AkarSaNa mAtrathI 64 prahorI. pauSadha kare che. aThThAI kare che. yAda rAkhajo A te rAju che je dina-rAta dArUnA nazAmAM cakacUra raheto hato. te ja rAju Aje ATha upavAsa ane ukALelA pANI sAthe sAdhu jevA jIvanane khuzIthI jIvI rahyo che. ghaNI vAra evuM lAge che ke "sajjanatA, ke dhArmikatA. sadgaknA zabdonI asarakArakatAmAM avarodha banI jatI hoya che." sajjano, dhArmiko badalAtA nathI mATe mAre duHkha sAthe noMdhavuM che. ke "teonI sarjanatA, dhArmikatAnA oThA nIce bagaDavA lAge che kAraNa ke dhArmikonI sajjanatA bhAvukatA gumAvI cUkI hoya tevuM jovA maLe che. zravaNa to ja asarakAraka bane jo bhAvukatA hoya. sajjanatA eTale laukika zubha vyavahAra, je dhArmiko pAse kyAM hoya che. ? 106

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rAju to duSTa hato. jANe ke duSTatA sadgaknA zabdabIja mATe khAtara pANInI garaja sAre che. ane duSTatAmAMthI zreSTha samarpaNanI gulAbI suvAsa prasare che. rAjunI duSTatA bhAvukatA sabhara hatI. mATe zravaNa asarakAraka bane che. rAjuno samagra parivAra A badalAvathI rAjI che. to Dare paNa che ke "A parirvatana kSaNika to nahI nIvaDene?" candrazekhara mahArAja asAdhya kakSAnA bhAvarogIo mATe dhanvantarI hatA. pachI to rAju candrazekhara mahArAjano Azika banyo. jo ke karmanI viSamatAnA cakkaramAM rAjunA jIvanamAM parivartana ane gunhAhita bhUtakALanuM punarAvartana vAraMvAra cAlyA karyuM. paNa eka vAta noMdhavI ja rahI gunAnI kabulAta ane gunAnI pIDA to rAjunA jIvanamAM meM kAyama joI che. A hatI, pU. gurudevanA pravacanonI siddhi. muMbaImAM yuvA pravRttiono vyApa vadhato cAlyo hajAro yuvAno muMbaInA raMgIna vAtAvaraNanI vacce paNa gurudevanA jvalaMta sadAcAranA payagAmonA Azika banyAM. Aje evuM cokkasa kahI zakAya ke muMbaImAM yuvAnonI bhIDa dharmasthAnomAM je dekhAya che teno bejhIka sorsa kevala candrazekhara mahArAja che. hAla je 50-60 AsapAsanA dharma pAmela, saMyama pAmela muMbaInI vyaktinA mULa kadAca candrazekhara mahArAjanA muMbaInA A traNa comAsAmAM raheluM haze. 107

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gurUziSyanA aitihAsika muMbaInA traNa cArtumAsa | 42 itihAsamAM DokIyuM karIe to yAda Ave pU. paramagurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., paMnyAsa bhAnuvijayajI sAthe muMbaI padhAryA hatA, ane vi.saM. 2006-7-8nA traNa cAturmAsa muMbaImAM karI dIkSAnI ramajhaTa bolAvI hatI. te ja samaye zrI saMghane candrazekharavijayanI prApti thaI hatI. eka indravadana nAmano zrImaMta parivArano dIkaro saMyamanA mArge jaI candrazekhara vijayajI bane che. candrazekhara mahArAje vi.saM. 2033-34-35nA traNa cAturmAsa 25 varSa pachI muMbaImAM gALI te RNane utAravAno prayAsa karyo. ane muMbaInI zibiro dvArA aneka yuvAnone zAsana samarpita thavA prerita karyA. kevI etihAsika ghaTanA che. gurUpremasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. traNa comAsA muMbaimAM kare che. pUjyapAda jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI, hemacandrasUrIzvarajI temaja candrazekhara mahArAja sahita 20-25 dhuraMdhara saMyamI prApta kare che. candrazekhara mahArAja jANe gurUnA RNanA smaraNamAM vi.saM. 2033, 34,35nA varSamAM traNa aitihAsika cAturmAsa kare che. ane A traNa comAsa daramyAna meghadarzana vijaya, kIrtidarzana vijaya, papradarzana vijaya, dharmarakSita vijaya, jitarakSita vijaya, manobhUSaNa vijaya Adi dhurandhara ziSyo prApta kare che. sAthe sAthe dhAmanI sthApanA dvArA aneka zAsana prabhAvaka kAryo zarU thayA. sAdharmika bhakti, vaiyAvacca, anukaMpA, jIvadayA koI kSetra bAkI nathI jyA dhAma pahocyuM nathI. gurU ziSyanA muMbaInA traNa-traNa comAsAe A sadInA jaina saMghano itihAsa badalI nAkhyo. muMbaI jaina saMghano pratyeka sabhya A gurU-ziSyanI joDIno atyaMta RNI che. moTA bhAganA zvetAmbara jaina kuTuMbanA saMskAranA mULa lagabhaga A gurU ke ziSya sudhI pahoMcatA haze. 108

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43 tapovana ! prayAsa paDakAra protsAhana pariNAma candrazekhara mahArAja pAse aneka yuvAnoe saMsAra tyAgIne zramaNa dharmano svIkAra karelo, te zramaNonA to candrazekhara mahArAja gurudeva hatA. te sivAya hajAro yuvAnonA candrazekhara mahArAja Icon hatA. tethI hajAro yuvAnonI bhava AlocanA vAMcyA bAda temaNe jANyuM ke yuvAnone jo bALapaNathI yuvAnavayamAM praveza kare tyAre ja sArA saMskAra, sArA mitro maLe, to jIvana AkhuM badalAI jAya te vicArathI have candrazekhara mahArAja bALakonA gArDiyana banavAno rola nibhAvavA tatpara banyA. tapovana te prayAsa che. gurudevazrI lagabhaga 50-52 varSanI uMmare tapovana jevI saMsthAnA nirmANa kAje vicArI rahyA hatA. saMghamAM lagabhaga 30 varSanuM sudhI kAma karyA bAda teo tevA niSkarSa upara Ave che ke ''mArA saMgha sevAnA prayAsone vadhu phaladAyI banAvavA hoya to guskula-tapovana zikSA paddhatino vikAsa karavo paDaze.'' gurudeva ghaNAM varSa pahelA rAjakoTa pAsenA TaMkArA gAma gayelA. tyAM Arya samAjanuM guskula hatuM. tyAMnA Ayojakone gurudeva maLelA tyAre savAla karelo ATalI ochI saMkhyA che to zA mATe guskula calAvo cho. tyAre Ayojakoe javAba Apyo ame eka dayAnaMda sarasvatI pakavavAno prayAsa karIe chIe. tyArathI gurudevanA magajamAM AvI guskula zikSA vyavasthA mATeno bhAva hato. ane guskula zikSA paddhati dvArA jainasaMghane yugapradhAna maLaze tathA dezane zreSTha vaDApradhAna maLaze. tevI zraddhA pU. gurudevane khuba uMDe sudhI hatI. tethI teo tapovana zikSA paddhati dvArA jaina saMghonA bALakomAM jainatva reDavAno gahana prayAsa karavA mAMgatA hatA. bALakamAM jainatva sthApita thAya to 50 varSa sudhI jainatva salAmata che. eka jaina sAdhu zrAvakonA saMtAnonI zikSA vyavasthAno vicAra kare. te vAta te samayanA rUDhIcusta jaino mATe khuba AghAtaprada hatI. paNa candrazekhara mahArAja to te hasti hatA ke jeo virodha niMdA ke prazaMsAthI para hatA. 109

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mekolenI zikSA vyavasthA- je samagra dezamAM havAnI jema patharAyelI che tene aTakAvIne ApaNA RSi munioe darzAvelI zikSA vyavasthA sthApavI lagabhaga azakya che. dhanADhya jainonA saMtAno pAzcAtya zikSA saMkulomAM ja bhaNe che. A pratikUla sthitine dUra karavI asaMbhava jaNAtA, guskeva vicAre che ke "pratikUla sthiti na dUra thAya, to te sthitinI gherI asaramAMthI ApaNA saMtAno mukta thAya tevo prayAsa thavo joIe." eka vAta spaSTa samajI lo ke "pratikUla sthiti eTale nAstikatA pracUra-artha kAmanIvRiddhinuM zikSaNa ane tenI asara eTale zraddhAbhraSTa mAnasikatA devaguru-dharmanI tArakatA mATe pAzcAtya zikSAthI zikSita saMtAnone vizvAsa na hato. tethI kevala artha kAmapracura jIvanane dhyeya banAvIne te saMtAno doDatA hoya che. A doTa aMdha hovAthI ghaNuM doDavA chatAM atRpta ja rahetI hoya che. tethI Ajano yuvAna azAnta che. candrazekhara mahArAja tene dezI aMgreja kahe che. A dayAjanaka sthitinA kAraNabhUta che "mekolenI zikSA vyavasthA" jo tene ja haTAvI devAya, to samAjano pratisAda na male kAraNa ke samagra deza A ja zikSA paddhatino gulAma che. A gulAmInuM nivAraNa sattA dvArA thaI zake je ApaNI pAse nathI. to have eka ja rasto bace che. zikSaNa te ja, paNa vAtAvaraNa evuM saMskArI rAkhavuM ke "guraphulamAM abhyAsa karanAra bALaka pAzcAtya zikSaNathI zikSita thAya ane sAtho sAtha saMskArI mANasa thAya eTale ke zraddhA saMpanna thAya tethI te tapovananuM bALaka, artha-kAmane aMga mAne, ane zraddhAne jIvana mAne A ja tapovana zikSA vyavasthAno prANa che. artha-kAma hovA chatAM rAja zraddhAnuM ja cAle. saMskAra garbhita zikSA vyavasthAne sAkAra karavA mATe tapovana zikSA paddhatino vikAsa thayo, jemAM bALaka hosTela skUlamAM ja abhyAsa kare, eTale 24 kalAkamAMthI cha ke sAta kalAkano samaya zikSAno bAkInA 17 kalAka mAtrane mAtra saMskAra sabhara vAtAvaraNamAM ja bALaka moTo thAya. A tapovana

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zikSA vyavasthAnI sthApanA mATe gurudeve prayAsa zarU karyo. zrIpAlanagaramAM mITIMga bolAvavAmAM AvI te samaye vAlkezvaranA 25 dhanavAno AvelA teo samakSa AkhI yojanA rajU karI ane tyAMne tyAM ja lagabhaga rUA. 50 lAkhanA vacano maLI gayA. upasthita sahu dhanavAno buddhimAnoe gurudevazrInI A abhinava yojanAne samarthana ApyuM. "mAnavajIvana nirmANa tIrtha'' banAvavAno sadIno zreSTha prayAsa zarU thayo. navasArI pAse jamIna saMpAdana mATenA prayAso thaI rahyA hatA tyAre muMbaImAM AphrikAnA eka muslima sajjana jemanuM nAma sulatAna hatuM. te pU. gurudevazrInA darzana mATe Ave che ane vAtamAM vAta thatA tapovananI jamIna mATe rU. 5 lAkhanuM anudAna teo Ape che. muslima sajjana nA dhanathI jinazAsanane saMskaraNa saMkulanI upalabdhi thaI ! ! ! A hatI jinazAsananI vAstavika bina sAMpradAyikatA, muslima paNa jaina saMskArone jana saMskAra mAnIne AvakAre che. sadbhAgye pU. gacchAdhipati AcArya deva zrImad rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA vardhamAna taponidhi pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI tapovana mATe saMmati malI navasArI pAse dhArAgiri khAte tapovana mATenI jamInanuM saMpAdana thayuM. yuddhanA dhoraNe nirmANa kAryazarU thayuM. bALakonA zikSaNanuM mALakhu taiyAra thavA lAgyuM. tyAM aMtarikSa tIrthanI rakSAno savAla saMgha sAme khaDo thAya che. ane candrazekhara mahArAja tIrtha rakSAnA mIzana mATe nIkaLI paDe che. pU. gurudeva svayaMsainya samAna hatA. saMghamAMthe jyAre paNa Apatti Ave tyAre saMgha temane ja yAda kare gurudeva saMghavighna nivAraka hatA. CID 111

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* zrI saMghamAM prathama bAla saMskaraNa abhiyAna ja bhagavAna ane bhulakAo vacce pU. gurudeva * mAtRvAtsalyanI pratitI bALakonI te gurumA....

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44 digaMbaronA sAMpradAyika jhanana sAme zvetAMbara zramaNano vhAla sabhara saMgharSa vi.saM. 2036nI sAla nAzika cAturmAsa pUrNa karI gurudeva punaH muMbaI padhAre che. te ja arasAmAM antarikSa tIrthanI surakSA sAme bahu moTo khataro ubho thavA lAgyo hato. antarikSa tIrthanA TrasTIo paNa dAyakAothI cAlatI A laDatamAM thAkatA gayA hatA. tIrtharakSA sAthe joDAyelA zreSThIo muMbaI bhegA thAya che. te badhA mATe AzAnuM kiraNa ja nahI AsthAnA kendra rUpe candrazekhara mahArAja hatA. te samaye candrazekhara mahArAja samagra jaina saMghanI kebineTamAM surakSA maMtrI tarIkenI pharaja bajAvatA hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. teo kevala maMtrI tarIke Adezo ja Ape tevuM nahI svayaM sainikanI jema saMgrAmamAM doDI jAya che. digaMbaronI AkramakatA jhanUnI hatI. antarikSa tIrtha je mahArASTranA AkolA jillAnA zirapura gAmamAM che. tyAM ane tyAMnI AsapAsanA gAmomAM digaMbara jainonI khUba vastI che. jo ke tyAMnA 95% digaMbara bhAIone A saMgharSamAM koI ja rasa na hato. aMtarikSa tIrthanuM TrasTI maMDaLa muMbaI AvI, tIrthanA vahivaTathI mAMDI tIrthano kanjo meLavI levA digaMbaronA keTalAka loko kevI taiyArI karI cUkyA che tenI saMpUrNa mAhitI gurudevazrIne Ape che. tIrthanI mULabhUta mAlikI zvetAMbaronI ja che. tevo nirNaya prIvI kAunsIla suprImakorTe kyArano ApI dIdho che. A paNa jANakArI gurudevane maLe che ane TrasTIo te paNa kahe che "sAheba ! have ame A javAbadArI saMbhALI zakIe tema nathI" AkhI hakIkata jANyA bAda zAsana bhakta satva ziromaNI gurudevano mAMhyalo chaMcheDAya che. maMthana cAlu thAya che. 113

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A bAju samagra TrasTI maMDaLa ane tIrtharakSA sAthe joDAyelA bIjA paNa mahAnubhAvo gacchAdhipati AcArya deva rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne maLavA jAya che. teozrIne paNa saMpUrNa mAhitI Ape che. yogAnuM yoga to juo pU. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e paNa tIrtharakSAnA mahAna kAryanI javAbadArI candrazekhara mahArAja saMbhALe tevo bhAva patra dvArA darzAvyo. ane bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e paNa candrazekhara mahArAjane A javAbadArI saMbhALavA Adeza karyo. muMbaI khAte zvetAMbaro dvArA candrazekhara mahArAjanA netRtvamAM tIrtharakSA mATenuM AMdolana zarU thayuM. samagra muMbaImAM patharAyelA hajAro yuvAno, ke jeo pU. candrazekhara mahArAjane potAnA tAraka mAnatA hatA. te yuvAno candrazekhara mahArAja sAthe kAme lAge che. vi.saM. 2037nuM cAturmAsa aMtarikSa tIrtha khAte candrazekhara mahArAje nakkI karyuM. muMbaIthI aMtarikSajI lagabhaga 600 kI.mI. dUra hatuM. aMtarikSajI taraphanA vihAra pUrve chellA dasa-bAra divasa caMdanabAlA muMbaI rokAvAnuM nakkI thayela ane "aMtarikSa saptAha"nuM tyAM Ayojana thayela. sAteya divasa pravacano dvArA aMtarikSa tIrtha rakSA mATe zrotAone lalakAravAmAM AvatA te ja vakhate pravacanomAM tIrtharakSA mATe phaMDa paNa bheguM karyuM. ane "jaina tIrtharakSA TrasTanI sthApanA thaI.

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45 . zivAhe paMthAna ... aMtarikSa tIrtha saptAhanA chellA ravivAre bapore pravacana bAda aMtarikSa tarapha tIrtharakSA mATeno vihAra zarU karavAno hato. pravacananI chellI pAMca miniTa bAkI hatI tyAre pU. gurudevazrIe jAhera karyuM. "hAla sAMjanA vihAra karIne navajIvana sosAyaTI javAnuM che." paraMtu AgaLa sAMbhaLo tema kahI gurudeva bulaMda avAje eka vAta kare che. "A sabhAnA tamAma zrotAoe pravacana bAda relI rUpe mArI sAthe Avaze, ApaNe ahIMthI dasa ja miniTanA aMtare AvelA mahArASTranA mukhya maMtrI e.Ara. aMtulenA nivAsa sthAne javAnuM che temane aMtarikSa tIrthanI mAhitI ApI madada mAMgavAnI che". lagabhaga ATha hajAra jaino te sabhAmAM upasthita hatA. samagra sabhA jayakArathI A nirNayane AvakAre che. virATa relI pU. gurudevanA netRtvamAM mukhyamaMtrInA nivAsasthAna tarapha AgaLa vadhe che. samagra sarakArI taMtra ajJAta che. caMdanabALAthI rIja roDa upara thaI DAbI bAjunA roDa tarapha relI AgaLa vadhe che. mukhyamaMtrInA nivAsasthAna pAse hajAro lokono jamAvaDo joI polIsa taMtra DaghAI jAya che. mukhyamaMtrInA nivAsasthAnano mukhya geTa baMdha karI devAya che. mukhya daravAjA pAse jorazorathI nArA cAlu thAya che. Duty upara hAjara polIsa adhikArI gurudeva pAse Ave che. gurudeva namratApUrvaka jaNAve che ke "samagra muMbaI mahArASTranA jaino taraphathI amArA tIrthanI rakSA bAbate mukhyamaMtrIne eka nivedana ApavuM che. ane rUbarU pAMca miniTa maLavuM che". samAcAra laIne adhikArI baMgalAmAM mukhyamaMtrIzrIne jANa kare che te daramiyAna mukhyamaMtrI bArImAMthI AvelA mAnava maherAmaNa joIle che, ane mukhyamaMtrI maLavAnI saMmati Ape che. pU. gurudeva tathA huM (lekhaka) agraNI zrAvako sAthe pahelA mALe mukhyamaMtrIne maLIe chIe. pU. gurudeva Avedana patra hAthamAM Ape che. TUMkamAM digaMbaronA anyAyanI vAta kare che. sattAnA sAtha vinA A anyAyano bhoga zvetAMbaro ApanA rAjyamAM bane che. Apa amane "korTanA nirNayane - amala karavAmAM madada rUpa thAo tevI namra vinaMtI"

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khUba ja Adara pUrvaka muslima mukhyamaMtrIe gurudevazrInI vAta sAMbhaLI yogya karavA mATe jarUra prayatna karIza tevuM vacana ApyuM. ane mukhyamaMtrIe AkolA jillAnA prabhArI maMtrI ajhaharahusenane ghaTatuM karavA sUcana paNa karyA. A relI punaH mukhya rIja roDa upara AvI ane heMgiga gArDana pAse pU. gurudevazrI saMghane vidAya mAMgalika saMbhaLAve che. samagra caturvidha saMgha gadgad thaI jAya che. chellA vidAya uddhodhanamAM pU. gurudeva itihAsanI noMdha mUkatA kahe che zrutarakSA mATe bhadrabAhusvAmI pAse nepALa javA 1500 sAdhu pATalI putrathI vidAya le che, tyAre sakala jainasaMgha tamAma mahAtmAone "zivAste paMthAnaH" nA AziSa Ape che. te ja rIte Aje ame 15 sAdhuo tIrtharakSA mATe jaI rahyA chIe. zrI saMgha amane hRdayathI zubhecchA Ape. saMghanA AziSamAM tIrthakaronuM caitanya hoya che. pU. gurudeva bhAva vibhora thaIne kahe che ""kaphana bAMdhIne jAuM chuM." have aMtarikSathI kAM mArI vijayayAtrA nIkaLaze ane nahI to smazAnayAtrA nIkaLaze A zabdo devI teja sAthe pU. gurudevanA mukhamAMthI sarI paDyA. samagra saMgha vedanA ane vhAlathI gaLagaLo thaI gayo. sahu mAtA baheno bhAIo candrazekhara mahArAja upara AziSanI helI varasAve che. te vAtamAM lagIre ya atizayokti nathI ke A vihAra tIrthayAtrA mATeno na hato kevala tIrtharakSA mATeno hato. ajJAta pradeza, jhanUnI digaMbara saMpradAya sAme bAtha bhIDavAnI hatI. pagapALA vihAramAM akasmAta Adi aneka jokhamo sAthe cAlavAnuM che. paNa candrazekhara mahArAjanA samagra astitva upara kesarIyA satva prakAzita thatuM jaNAtuM hatuM. temanI cAlamAM parAkramI siMhanI chalAMgo dekhAtI hatI. 116

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46 vikara paMthe...virATa satvanuM prayANa.. mahArASTra sarakAranI guptacara saMsthAe tevI mAhitI meLavI hatI, ke "A vihAra daramiyAna candrazekhara mahArAjanA jAna upara khataro che". tethI mahArASTra sarakAre zvetAMbara jaina saMghone jANa karI ke "jo tame iccho to ame tamArA jaina sAdhunI surakSAnI javAbadArI upADI laIe". jainasaMghanA agraNIo mArA gurudevane maLavA Ave che. sarakArI taMtranI sUcanAnI vAta kare che. paNa A to te gurudeva che. "jemane potAnA gusnA AziSa upara ja tIvra zraddhA che". temaNe spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI. paraMtu pU. gurudevanA saMsArI nAnAbhAI praphulabhAIe mahArASTra sarakAra sAthe patra vyavahAra karIne thANAthI aMtarikSajI sudhInA vihAramAM polIsavAna sAthe goThavAvI. nArAjagI sAthe gurudeve A vyavasthAne svIkArI bAkI A te gurudeva hatA ke jeo vihAramAM mANasa paNa rAkhatA na hatA. tIrtharakSAnA AMdolanamAM madada rUpa thavA munizrI hemaratnavijayajI (bAdamAM zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya hemaratnasUrijI bane che) paNa joDAya che. pU. gurudevanI sUcanAthI hemaratnavijaya vihAra karI vahelA aMtarikSa pahoce che ane gurudeva 500 kI.mI.no pravAsa dhImedhIme rokAtA rokAtA kApe che. gAmegAmanA zvetAMbarone jagADe che. A tIrthamAM pU. vallabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA sAdhvI zrI sumatizrIjI Adi ghaNA varSothI tyAM ja pharatA hatA. temaNe, tathA pU. bhuvanabhAnusuri samudAyanA sAdhvI nirmalaguNAzrI Adi sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte paNa apUrva khumArI sAthe digaMbaro sAme jhIMka lIdhI hatI. te sAdhvIjI mahArAja ane hemaratna mahArAja sAthe maLIne tIrtha surakSAnI jAgRti mATe AjubAjunAM gAmomAM rahetA jenone aMtarikSa tIrthamAM bhegA karatA hatA.

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eka bAju aMtarikSa pArzvanAtha prabhunA lepanuM kArya cAluM thayuM hatuM. tyAre zirapura tIrthakSetramAM zvetAMbaronI dhamadhamatI pravRtti joI digaMbara samAjanA keTalAka tophAnI tatvoe zvetAMbaronI hiMmata toDavA mATe, bhADUtI guMDAo rokelA ane "te guMDAo sAdhvIjIo upara humalo karavA AvanAra che" tevA pAkA samAcAra maLatA AsapAsanA gAmathI AvelA jeno tyAM rokAyA hatA. te ja arasAmAM sAMjanA samaye meTADora bharIne guMDAo zastro sAthe Ave che. vAtAvaraNa taMga bane che. gADIno praveza aTakAve che. gADImAM rahelA guMDAo tophAna mATe bahAra Ave che. bheMsane bAMdhavAnI sAMkaLa ghumAvatA guMDAo sAdhvIjIo tarapha dhasI jAya che tyAre khAmagAmanA eka suzrAvaka jemanuM nAma ravIndrabhAI che temano dikaro narendra majabUta bAMdhAno custa R.S.S.no yuvAna, mukhya daravAjA AgaLa pITha karIne pahADanI jema Ubho rahe che. guMDAnA ToLAne tyAM ja rokI rAkhe che. be cAra sAMkaLo jorathI baraDA upara viMjAya che tyAre narendra kahe che "mArA jIvatA to A daravAje praveza nahI ja male" tIvra Akroza vacce polIsa moDI moDI pahoMce che. te guMDAonI dharapakaDa thAya che. te divasathI aMtarikSa tIrthanA jinAlayane tALA lAgI jAya che. A ghaTanAnA samAcAra candrazekhara mahArAjane male che. vadhu khumArI sAthe mahArAja AgaLa vadhe che digaMbaro AvA AkramaNo dvArA candrazekhara mahArAjane DarAvI devA mAMgatA hatA. paNa A satva to sonuM che jema Aga malaze tema teja vadhaze. senika jevA zorya sAthe pU. gurudevano antarikSajI taraphano vihAra cAle che. ane AkolA pahoMce che.

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47 . virATa praveza yAtrA.. AkolAthI pAMca divasano be hajAra yAtriko sAtheno padayAtrA saMgha aMtarikSano nakkI thAya che. nAnakaDA roDa upara hajAro mAnavo sAgaranI jema hiloLA letA AgaLa vadhe che. mAtra pAMca hajAranI ja vastIvALA zirapura gAmamAM Aje bahAranAM lagabhaga sAta-ATha hajAra loko AvyA hatA. sarakArI taMtramAM kaMIka anicchanIya banI javAno Dara hato sakhata polIsa baMdobasta hato. vidarbhanA zvetAMbara jaino vipula saMkhyAmAM hatA muMbaIthI 1400 jaNAne laine spezyala Trena AvelI. jANe ke pravezayAtrA ja vijayayAtrA jevA dabadabA vALI hatI. zirapuramAM vasanArA garIba digaMbara jainomAM phaphaDATa hato. paNa sabUra ! praveza thayA bAda pravacana sabhA zarU thaI te pravacana sabhAmAM pU. gurudevazrIe abhUtapUrva vaktavya ApyuM. mahArAjajI kahe che... paramAtmA aMtarikSa pArzvanAthanuM A bimba agyAra lAkha varSa prAcIna che. prabhunuM A biMba kevala AsthAnuM pratika che. zvetAMbara jainone korTe vahIvaTa mATeno adhikAra Apyo che. mahArAjajI vadhu spaSTatA karatA kahe che. amArI duzmanI koI sAthe nathI. banneya samAja vacce ubhI thatI maitrInI havAne jAmatA pahelA ja vikheravAnuM kAma digaMbara samAjanA keTalAka bhAIo kare che. te lokone A vivAdamAM potAno vyaktigata lAbha khATavo che. chele mahArAjajI kahe che. aMtarikSa pArzvanAthanI kRpAthI A AMdolana dvArA beya samAja vacce maitrI thAya. samAdhAna sadhAya tevo ja mAro prayAsa raheze. yAda rahe samagra zvetAMbara samAja taraphathI huM eka vAta jaNAvuM chuM ke "zvetAMbara samAjane je vArasAgata adhikAra maLyo che. te bhogavavAmAM rasa nathI balka zve. samAja banneya vargamAM AnaMda ane vizvAsanuM vAtAvaraNa jamAvavA mAMge che.. 119

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saMvata 2038-2039-2040 traNa varSanA lagAtAra cAturmAsano A prathama praveza hato. aitihAsika hato je zvetAMbara tIrthakSetramAM chellA so varSamAM jeTalA loko kyAreya bhegA na thayA hoya teTalA mAtra eka divasamAM thaI gayA. pahelA varSanA cAturmAsamAM pU.gurudevazrI sAthe 63 sAdhana sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto cAturmAsa mATe rokAyA hatA. ane munizrI hemaratnavijaya AkolAmAM cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA hatA. cAturmAsa daramiyAna gAmanA rahIzono janAdeza meLavavA ravivArIya jAhera pravacana zreNIno AraMbha thayo. pU. caMdrazekhara mahArAja hindImAM bhAgavata gItA upara pravacana ApatA. nAnakaDA gAmaDAmAM ra000 loko pravacano rasa pUrvaka sAMbhaLatA gAmanA hindu-muslima sahu pravacanomAM AvatA. zirapuramAM sthAnika digaMbaronA 40-50 gharo hatA. te loko gAmanA keTalAka sthApita hitonA kAraNe pravacana AdimAM AvatA DaratA hatA. zirapuranA digaMbara saMsthAnanA mukhIyA dhanyakumAra ane dharamacaMda be bhAIo hatA. khuba kaTTajhanUnI hatA paNa havA badalAI, baMneya bhAIo gurudevanI nikhAlasa maitrInA bhAvothI Avarjita thayA. 1ra0

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48 |. aitihAsika yuvA milana pahelA comAsAmAM 63 sAdhu sAdhvI hatA tyArabAda bIjA-trIjA comAsAmAM 30 jeTalA sAdhu sAdhvIjI haze temAMya sAdhunI saMkhyA vizeSa hatI. saMvata 2039nI sAlamAM tridivasIya yuvAmilana hatuM. temAM pU. gurdevazrIe yuvAnone apIla karI ke "zAsana rakSA, dharmarakSA ane tIrtharakSA mATe kurabAnI ApavAnI konI taiyArI che ? AjhAdInI caLavaLa vakhate subhASe AvI ja apIla karelI ke Apa muje khUna de do. meM Apako AjhAdI dilAuMgA ! hajAro yuvAnoe AjhAdI mATe lohIthI lakhIne ApyuM hatuM. te ja rIte gurudeve kahAM jeno ! tamArA bhUtakALanA itihAsa yAda karo dharmarakSA mATe vastupAle rAjAnA mAmAnA AMgaLA kApI lIdhelA. cAMllA mATe maMtrIzvara kapardIe balidAna ApelA. yuvAno ! samaya che javAmardono mAre lohInA akSare tamArA balidAnanA hastAkSara joIe che. A mAtra bhAvanAtmaka zabdo hatA paNa A zabdoe yuvAnonA dilamAM Aga UbhI karI. te zibiramAM baporanA vaktavyamAM A vAta thaI ane potAnA lohIthI lakhI lakhIne cIThThIo AvavAnI zarU thaI lagabhaga 450 cIThThIo AvI. A aitihAsika milane ghaNA yuvAnone jIvana parivartana karyA jemAMnA eka muMbainA atula zAha paNa hatA. je pAchaLathI munizrI hitarUcI vijayazrI banyA. abhUta tAkAta hatI caMdrazekhara mahArAjanA pravacanamAM. aMtarikSa tIrthanI rakSA kAje muMbaImAM phaMDanI apIla karatA bahenoe ghaNA utAravAnI preraNA karI ane ghareMNAno varasAda thayelo meM joyo hato.

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* antarikSa tIrtha vijaya rathanA be paiDA... che pU. gurudeva tathA pacAsa hemaratnavijaya

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49 traNa varSa antarIkSa tIrthamAM * prathama cAturmAsamAM cAturmAsa mATe padhArela sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtomAM eka tithi be tithi pakSanA samudAyanA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto hatA. badhA ja sAdhvIjI mahArAjo eka sAthe rokAyelA. A hatI ekatAnAmanA tIrthanI rakSA. nyAya sAhitya Agamo AdinA pATho khuba joramAM cAlatA. pU. gurudevanI dararoja baporanI abhUta vAcanA cAlatI. divasa daramiyAna lagabhaga 9-10 kalAkano svAdhyAya cAlato hato. A hatI svAdhyAya tIrthanI pUjA. * sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI sevA-vaiyAvacca mATe AkolA ane bAlApuranA aneka parivAro rasoDuM karIne sthAyI thayA hatA. temanI bhaktimAM tejapAlanA patnI anupamAnA darzana thatA. zrAvaka-zrAvikAnuM hRdaya svayaM bhaktitIrtha jevuM dekhAtuM hatuM. * sva ke para pakSanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto apUrva maitrIthI tIrtha rakSAnI pravRttimAM joDAyelA hatA. kavala tIrtharakSAnuM ja mIzana hatuM. aMtarikSa tIrthanA rokANa daramyAna pU. gurudevazrIe mArI pAse ane indrajitavijaya pAse tIrtharakSArthe aneka vidha japanA anuSThAna karAvyA hatA. amane paNa A guDha vijJAnamAM zraddhArasa hato. che je gurudeva navakArazIthI vadhu paccakhANa na karI zake teoe aMtarikSadAdAnI kRpAthI lagabhaga - 90 ke tethI vadhu lagAtAra ekAsaNA karyA hatA. * eka vakhata nAgapura hAIkorTano bahu mahattvano cukAdo ApavAno hato tyAre pU. gurudevazrIe ' khude aThThamatapanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. 123

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gujarAta hAIkorTanA nivRtta cIpha jasTIsa sAkaLacaMda zeTha, AkolAnA sthAyI vakIla pAMDe, tathA je. AI. mahetA bombe hAIkorTanA vakIla hatA teo khubaja niSThApUrvaka sAva nAnI gaNAtI vAsImakorTamAM tIrtharakSAnA keso laDatA. yogeza Adi yuvAno eka varSa AkolAmAM rahI sthAnika vaDilo sAkaLacaMdabhAi, manubhAi, gokulabhAI, dilIpabhAI Adi sAthe maLI hajAro pAnAnI kAnunI kAryavAhInA peparone vyavasthita karI majabuta Legal cell taiyAra karyo. * maMdira na khulyuM paNa gurudevazrInI traNavarSanI hAjarInA lIdhe beya saMpradAyanA jainonA hRdayanA dvAra khullA thaI gayA. * A maitrI sAkSAta mahAvIra devanI karUNAnI sthApanA tulya hatI digaMbaro ane zvetAMbaro vaccenI maitrI kAnUnI azAMti vacce paNa premapujA jevI hatI. banneya komo vacce sadIo jUnI duzmanInI smazAna yAtrA nIkaLI ane maitrI maMdiranA dvAra ughaDayA. * jina maMdira baMdha hatuM paNa parasparanA vizvAsanuM maMdira khulI gayuM. e sadInI zreSTha siddhi hatI. jhaghaDatA be bhAI eka na thaI zakyA. paNa paraspara vizvAsa janmyo te paNa bahumoTI siddhi che. aMtarikSa tIrthamAM traNa varSa sudhI lagAtAra rahevuM te paNa eka svayaM sAdhanA che. khuba nAnuM gAma, vAhana vyavahAranI paNa suvidhA na maLe. chApu paNa mAMDa mAMDa Ave. vidarbhanI vikarALa garamI. AvA sthAnamAM tIrtharakSA kAje zramaNa saMghanA zreSTha vakatA pravacana prabhAvaka evA gurudevazrI hoMze hoMze rahyA. jAhera jIvanamAM rahelA A mahApuruSanI kevI aMtarmukhatA haze. te mAtra ApaNI kalpanAno viSaya che. ApaNI zraddhAnuM kendra che. satata traNa varSa, - ra4 kalAka mAtra tIrtharakSAnA vicAromAM pasAra karyA. vAraMvAra samAdhAna mATe prayAso thatA rahyA. 124

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je vivAdAspada maMdirano bhAga hato tyAM anekavAra be saMpradAya vacce saMgharSo thatA rahetA. be vAra polIsa sAthe paNa vivAda thayo aneka Tenzano vacce pU. gurudevazrI potAnI beThI tAkAtathI samaya pasAra karatA jatA hatA. traNa varSa sudhI eka zaktizAli puNyavAnuM vyaktine sthira karI devAmAM zeSa bhAratanA jainasaMghone, temaja bIjA aneka yazasvI Ayojanone dhakko lAge tevuM citra zrIsaMghanA vaDilone dekhAyuM. bIjI bAju aMtarikSa tIrthanA tamAma cukAdA zvetAMbaronI tarapheNamAM AvI ja gayA hatA. gurudevanA rokANa daramiyAna pavalI maMdiranA vivAdano cukAdo che.mU. jenonI tarapheNamAM Avyo je cUkAdo aitihAsika hato. AvI aneka upalabdhio sAthenA traNa varSa pasAra thayA hatA. tethI pU. bhuvanabhAnusuri ma.sA. kahetA hatA ke "candrazekhara ! tAruM kAma tIrthanA vAtAvaraNane svastha karavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM che. bAkI kAnUnI guMca to 30 varSe paNa nahI ukale. to zuM tuM mAtra tyAM ja besI rahe te ucita che? pUjyapAdazrI jaNAvatA hatA ke "candrazekhara ! jinazAsana ane samagra bhAratanA jaina saMghomAM : bIjA aneka kAryo tAre karavAnA che. mATe have tuM aMtarikSa tIrthathI vihAra zarU kara.' cadrazekhara mahArAje gurvAjJAne zirasAyanca karI vihArano nirNaya lIdho. yAda rAkhajo jyAre pU. gurudevano praveza thayo tyAre vAtAvaraNamAM vivAdanI balba hatI. digaMbarone candrazekhara mahArAja mATe napharata hatI. paNa jyAre traNa varSa bAda vihAra thAya che tyAre mahArAjanI vidAyanI vedanA gAmanA sahu lokonA aMtara ane AMkhamAM dekhAtI hatI. gAmamAM eka muslima paThANa rahetA hato. jyAre vihAra thayo tyAre te codhAra AMsue raDatA hatA. A siddhi traNa varSanA rokANanI hatI. 1985nI sAlamAM vihAra thayo Aje 29 varSa vihArane thaI gayA korTano mAmalo korTomAM cAle che. paNa ra9 varSamAM kyAreya koIpaNa bAbatane laI be saMpradAya vacce taNAva sarjAyo nathI. baneya saMpradAyo bhAI-bhAInI jema rahe che. A siddhi traNa varSanA rokANanI che.

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aMtarikSa tIrtha pachInA caMdrazekhara mahArAja... | 50 traNa varSanA vanavAsa pachI candrazekhara mahArAja punaH saMgha ane zAsananA kSetramAM sakriya thAya che. kevala tIrtha rakSAnA ati zubha adhyavasAyo dvArA baMdhAyelA ugra puNyano tatkAla udaya thayo hoya. tevuM temanA chellA ra0 varSanA jIvanamAM spaSTa paNe dekhAvA lAgyuM. candrazekhara mahArAja mATe jemane duzmanI hatI tevA sajjano ke sAdhu mahAtmAo mATe paNa gurudeva AdaraNIya banI gayA hatA. aMtarikSanA traNa varSa pU. gurudeva sakriya na hatA paNa parAzaktinI kamAla juo temanuM puNya vadhu sakriya banyuM. navasArI pAse tapovana mATe je jamIna saMpAdita karI hatI temAM hasamukhabhAI, manubhAI, yogeza, vidhuta, navInabhAI kITeka AdinA prayatnothI tyAM tapovana mATenA traNa makAnonA nirmANanuM kArya zarU thaI gayuM ane 1984nI sAlamAM tapovana paNa zarU thayuM dho.pa-67nA 150 bALakono praveza thaI gayo. te tapovana dhamadhokAra cAle tevo bhAva pU. gurudevano hato. gurudeva A tapovana dvArA lAkho mAnavo banAvavA mAMgatA hatA. tapovanamAM bALakone saMbhALI zake tevA gRhapatinI posTa mATe tejasvI yuvAnanI jarUra hatI. lalitabhAI-yogeza vagere A bAbate cintita hatA. A bAju aMtarikSathI vihAra karI "pU. gurudeva surata tarapha Ave che'' tevuM lagabhaga nakkI hatuM. cAturmAsa kyAM karavuM te jAhera thayuM na hatuM. paNa suratavALA tevA vizvAsamAM hatA ke "comAsuM surata ja thaze" ane gurudeva vihAramAM amalanera pahoMce che. bAraDolI sTezanano saMgha mAtra eTalI ja vinaMtI karavA Avelo ke "sAheba ! surata padhAro cho, to bAraDolI thaI ne padhArajo" te vakhate surata navasArInA saMgho cAturmAsanI vinaMtI mATe AvelA hatA. A vAtAvaraNathI bhAvavibhora banelA mAtra pa7 gharanA bAraDolI sTezana saMghe paNa cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karI. joke bAraDolI saMghane evo vizvAsa hato ja ke "A to mAtra vyavahAranI ja vinaMtI 126

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che. comAsuM ApaNane thoDuM maLe ?' paNa ahIM to camatkAra thayo. hAthaNI gAma bahAra sUtelA bhikhArI upara pANI reDIne rAjA banAve te ja rIte bAraDolI saMghe comAsA mATe vinaMtI karI ane gurudeve sAme zarata mUkI. jo tame "dIpaka' mane tapovana mATe Apo, to huM bAraDolI comAsuM karuM. Ama gurudeva saToDIyAnA dIkarA kharA hoM. dIpaka bAraDolIno yuvAna hato bacapanathI aneka AcArya bhagavaMtono mAnIto hato. jo dipaka tapovanamAM joDAya, to gRhapatinI posTa te saMbhALI le, to saMskaraNanuM kAma thaI jAya. . AvA bhAva sAthe gurudeve dAva khelI lIdho. dIpake saharSa saMmati ApI. gurudeva bAraDolImAM comAsA mATe padhAre che. nAnakaDA bAraDolI mATe A loTarI jarUra hatI. paNa garIba ne loTarI lAge ane jo te nAsamaja hoya to khuza thAya. paNa samajadArane ciMtA thAya, ke A saMpatti sAcavavI zI rIte nAnakaDA bAraDolI mATe paM.caMdrazekhara mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa supara loTarI jevuM saMghanA vaDIla rasIkabhAI paNa AvI mIThI ciMtAmAM hatA. paraMtu bAraDolInuM comAsuM dhAradAra thAya che. bAraDolI saradAranA nAme prasiddha hatuM ane saMvata 2041nI sAlamAM bAraDolI eka zramaNanA nAme bhAratamAM prasiddha thayuM. bAraDolI sugara mIlanA vizALa goDAunamAM ravivAranA jAhera pravacano thatA hatA. ravivAre pravacana zravaNa mATe suratathI lagabhaga ra0 baso AvatI hatI, ane pravacana zravaNano mAhola moTA zahera jevo ja jAmato hato. pU. gurudeve paMnyAsa puMDarIkavijayajI ma.sA. pAse bhagavatI sUtranA joga bAraDolImAM ja zarU karyA. 8 ) 127

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tapovana jinAlaya pratiSThA.. 51 vi.saM. 2043 navasArI pAse dhArAgiri gAma che. te gAmanI sImAmAM tapovana AveluM hatuM. "tyAMnuM virATa jinAlaya" suzrAvaka manubhAI trikamalAlanI udAratAnI bheTa hatI. pUjayapAda vardhamAna taponidhi AcArya deva zrImad bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. nemisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA vidvAna paMnyAsa pravara zrImad pradyumnavijayajI (hAla AcArya bhagavaMta) ma.sA. Adi 136 sAdhuo ane zatAdhika sAdhvIonI nizrAmAM pratiSThA prasaMga ujavAyo. paramAtmA zAtInAtha mulanAyaka prabhu hatA. ATha divasa sudhI apUrva paramAtma bhaktino mAhola sarjAyo. dareka prasaMgomAM jaMgI mAnava medanI otaprota thatI jatI hatI. pU. candrazekhara mahArAjane AcArya pada upara AruDha karavA mATe aneka samudAyanA dhuraMdhara AcArya bhagavaMto e prayAsa karyo hato paNa zakya na banyuM. tapovana khAte aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA saMpanna thaI. pU. gurudevazrI pUjyapAda parama tAraka bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne vaMdana karIne beThA che. tyAM dharmajitasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. AvIne bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA.ne kahe che. "gurudeva ! Aje ahIM rahela 1rapa sAdhuonI navakArazI candrazekhara mahArAjanA kAraNe rokAze.AvA aNadhAryA AkramaNathI pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA. tathA pU. gurudevazrI DaghAI gayA beya mahAtmAo pU. dharmajitasUri ma.sA. sAme Azcarya sAthe joIne puche che. kema ? tyAre dharmajitasUri ma.sA. javAba vALatA kahe che. badhAe nakkI karyu che ke "jyAM sudhI candrazekhara ma.sA. AcArya padanA svIkAra mATe saMmata na thAya. tyAM sudhI navakArazI na karavI." 128

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A AMdolanamAM pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA. paNa joDAya che. vAtAvaraNa garamAya che. pU. gurudeva, bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA.ne raDatI AMkhe eka vAta kare che. gurudeva! mane vadhu Agraha ke AjJA na karo AcArya pada lIdhA bAda jiMdagIbhara saMtapta rahIza. vaLI je saMghanA rakSaka tarIke huM houM ane jo te saMghamAM eka paNa chokaro Non-veg "khAya to mane ApaghAta karavAnuM mana thaI jaze. huM A AghAta jIravI nahI zakuM. mATe mane choDI do" raDatI AMkhe thatA A namra nivedanathI pUjyapAdazrI pIgaLI jAya che ane dharmajita mahArAja Adi tamAmane AjJA kare che. calo navakArazI karI lo candrazekharane ApaNe vadhu duHkhI nathI karavo. ane mahArAjajI kahe che. "tenuM puNya AcArya jevuM ja che." teonI mArmika kahevata * hAthanI ALasemuchamoMmAM jAya. * bubhukSitaH kiM na karoti pApam peTanI jarUrata badhAja baMdhano toDe che. 129

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aDhI karoDanA phaMDanA saMkalpa sAthe pare muMbaI tarapha prayANa aDhI varSano tIvra duSkALa paDatA. pAMjarApoLo mRtaprAyaH thaI gaI, gujarAta sarakAra pAMjarApoLone khuba ochI sabasIDI ApatI hatI. gujarAtamAM lagabhaga 120 pAMjarApoLonI hAlata gaMbhIra hatI. kamasekama badhI pAMjarApoLone cAra mahinA sAcavavI paDe tema hatI. badhI pAMjarApoLone cAra mahinA sAcavavA mATe lagabhaga rU. aDhI karoDanI mAtabara rakama apekSita hatI. pAMjarApoLo vALA cintita hatA. jo A rakama na Ave to pAMjarApoLo baMdha karI devI paDaze. A sthitinuM dhyAna sAMbhaLI karUNA sAgara gurudeva dravI uThe che. A kudaratI ApattimAM zuM karI zakAya tenI carcA mATe pU. gurudeva, dhoLakAthI kumArapAla vI. zAha, kalpeza vI. zAha ane jayezane bolAve che. jIvadayA bAbate gahana carcA thAya che. kumArabhAI ane gurudeva vacce saghana AtmIyatA hatI. pU. gurudeva kumArabhAIne jinazAsananA karmaTha kAryakara tarIke sadeva jotA rahyA che. pU. gurudeva khuba sanmAnathI temane jotA hatA. hajAro abola jIvonA tAraka pU. gurudevazrI ja banaze. tevI zraddhA sAthe gujarAtanI pAMjarApoLanA kAryakaro gusTeva pAse Ave che. caMdrazekhara mahArAja pAMjarApoLanA upasthita kArya karone vacana Ape che. gujarAtanI badhI ja pAMjarApoLone bacAvI laIzuM ane gujarAtanI badhI pAMjarApoLone cAra mahinA sudhI jarUrI tamAma phaMDa mokalavAnI javAbadArI candrazekhara mahArAja upADe che. vaLI gujarAta sarakAra paNa pAMjarA poLone sabasIDI vadhArI Ape che. ane dukALanI vaitaraNI pAra kare che. * pratiSThA bAda vAyA surata-muMbaI..... bhavya ullAsa sAthe tapovanamAM aMjana zalAkA pratiSThA mahotsava saMpanna thayo. te ja vakhate pAMjarApoLa saMsthAne jIvaMta rAkhavA muMbaI taraphanA vihArano nirNaya thayo hato. paraMtu suratanA yuvAna suzrAvaka narendrabhAI hekkaDe pU. gurudevane vinaMti karI ke "jIvadayAnA kAryano prAraMbha suratathI karo'' ane narendrabhAIe suratanA paMdara divasanA rokANa daramyAna thanAra pravacanazibiranA maMDapa, sAdharmika bhakti, Adi tamAma lAbha ApavA pU.gurdevane vinaMti karI. sAtho 130

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sAtha vinaMti svarUpe narendrabhAIe gurudevane paDakAra paNa pheMkyo ke "ApanA rokANa daramyAna je huM kharca karuM tenI soguNI rakama jIvadayA peTe Ape bhegI karavAnI" pU.gurudeve jANe celenja uThAvI lIdhI ane paMdara ja divasanA rokANamAM pU.gurudeve suratamAMthI ja rUA. 50 lAkha jIvadayA bhegA karyA. narendrabhAIno lAbha mAtra rU. 47 hajArano hato. barAbara soguNI rakama jIvadayAmAM surata pAsethI pU. gurudeve upalabdha karI. pratiSThA ke caDhAvAnI off sIjhanamAM jIvadayA mATe A elAna karavuM ane pAra pADavuM te ja puNyanI pahecAna che. tyAra bAda vihAra karI muMbaI "mizana pAMjarApoLa rakSA" mATe pahoMce che. samagra muMbaImAM aDhItraNa mahinA phare che. ane pravacano dvArA aDhI-karoDa rUpiyA ekaThA karI le che. zrAvaNa mahinA sudhI pAMjarApoLone ceka pahoMcatA rahyA. hajAro abola jIvo kudaratanI lapaDAka sAme candrazekhara mahArAjanA lADathI bacI gayA. chellI sadImAM jaina sAdhu tarIke tamAma kSetramAM potAnuM balidAna denAra jo koI narabaMko sAdhu hoya to te mArA gurudeva hatA. tevuM kahevAmAM mane garva thAya che. pAMjarApoLo pazuothI ubharAtI jatI hatI. gAmaDAnA kheDuo potAnA pazudhanane sAcavI zake tevI kSamatA gumAvatA jatA hatA. to bIjI bAju kasAIonA hAthe potAnA pazudhanano vinAza thAya te kheDutone maMjUra nahI ane A jagatano tAta pazuone pAMjarApoLanADele mUkI jato. bAraNe ubhelA pazuone pAchA zI rIte kaDhAya? ane deva dUta jevA TrasTIo pazuone rAkhatA gayA. pAMjarApoLoe potAnI FD. o toDavA mAMDI. paNa A to Abha phATyuM hatuM. kudaratano prakopa hato. evuM kahevAya kudaratanI lapaDAka sahana ja karavI paDe...paNa ubhA raho...jo candrazekhara mahArAja jevA saMtazreSTha hayAta hoya to kudaratanI lapaDAkane paNa mAmUlI TapalI banAvI zakAya che. mArA gurudeva pAse evI koI devI zakti na hatI. paNa eTaluM jarUra kahIza ke mArA gurudeva pAse niSThAzakti khUba jabbara hatI candrazekhara mahArAja "niSThApuruSa" hatA. kahevAnuM mana thAya ke "temanI niSThA ja devI zakti banIne temane madada karatI. saphala banAvatI. A "niSThA" atIndriya parAzakti sAthe anusaMdhAna joDI ApanAra mIDiyA che. je candrazekhara mahArAjamAM khUba vipula pramANamAM hatI. 131

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zAMtAkujha-muMbaImAM cArtumAsa 53 hajAro yuvAnonA jIrNa-jIvanone maMdira jevuM nayanaramya banAvavAnuM adabhUta kozalya pU. gurudevanI jabAna ane "orA"mAM hatuM. pAlitANAmAM suzrAvaka rajanIbhAI devaDIe virATa pAye tIrthobhiSeka karAvela jemAM pU.gurUdevathI pAmelA dhAmanA lagabhaga 1800 yuvAno kAme lAgelA A yuvAnonA sadAcAranI cakAsaNI eka zrAvake karelI ke "A yuvAnonI AMkho kevI nirvikAra che." cakAsaNI karanAra zrAvaka yuvAnonI niSThA ane nirvikAra najarothI hAlI gayA. bhAvavibhora banI gayA. suzrAvaka pU.gurUdeva pAse AvIne kahetA hatA ke "candrazekhara mahArAja! A tamArI ja tAkAta che bIjA koI na karI zake." rAjakoTanA suzrAvaka zazIkAntabhAIe kumArapAla vI. zAhane ekavAra kaheluM ke "candrazekhara mahArAjanA oghAmAM evo jAdu che bhalabhalA pApI yuvAnane te badalI zake. A noMdha suratanA narendra hekaDe lIdhI hatI. temaNe ja mane kahyuM hatuM." are! TrenamAM ke yAtrA pravAsamAM koI yuvAnanI AcAra custatA jonAra sAmenA loko prabhAvika thaIne evuM puchI letA ke "tame candrazekhara mahArAjanA yuvAna cho?" jaina saMdhamAM candrazekhara mahArAja vyakti maTIne brAnDa banI gayA hatA. muMbaImAM "dhAma" nI sthApanA karyA bAda prathamavAra candrazekhara mahArAja muMbaimAM padhAryA. aDhI karoDa rUpiyAnA phaMDa mATe samagra muMbaInA lagabhaga dareka parAmAM temanA pravacano yojAyA yuvAno khUbaja sakriya thaI gayA. lAkho rUpiyAnuM dAna bhegA karI pAMjarApoLamAM pahocADavuM vigere kArya sAthe temanI hAjarIe "dhAma" ne pharIthI dhabakatuM karI dIdhuM. candrazekhara mahArAjanI 2043nA cArtumAsanI zAMtAkrujhanI zibire vizeSa karIne muMbaInA parAnA yuvAnone vadhu AkarSita karyA, 132

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temanA pravacano-zibirone prabhAve muMbaithI hemavallabha vi. jevA 15 hajArathI vadhu AyaMbila karanAra ziSyanI prApti thaI. jyotiSa kuvADIyA, sunIla cheDA, rameza modI azvina mahetA, vinodabhAI dozI, rAju vaiyAvacca, jayaprakAza, manISa vorA, vizAla zAha, sehula daphatarI, jatIna gAMdhI, abhaya zAha, azvina bhIvaMDI, kIrtIbhAI ke.ke., dharmeza jevA navA yuvAno joDAyA je Aje paNa sakriya rahI "dhAma"ne dhabakatuM rAkhe che. yuddhanIti ghaDavAnuM kAma senAdhipatinuM che. paNa laDavAnuM kAma sainikonuM che. te sainiko vijayanA ghaDavaiyA che. paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajInI samagra saphalatAmAM bhulI na zakAya tevo amUlya phALo A zramaNo pAsaka yuvAno no che. candrazekhara mahArAja jeTalIvAra muMbaI cArtumAsa padhAre che kAMI aitihAsika kArya karatA jAya che. jANe ke janmabhUmi sAthe evI leNadeNa che kaMIka joIe che, kAMIka karavuM che cAlo janmabhUmi muMbaImAM... muMbaImAM yuvAnonA jIvana parivartana ane jIvarakSAnA virATa puNya sAthe candrazekhara mahArAja have jinamata"nI rakSA mATe prayatnazIla bane che. krikeTanI pIca upara jaMgI khelADI eka paNa bolane phaTakAryA vinAno choDe ? te ja jaMgI pauruSa sAthe have candrazekhara mahArAja zramaNa saMghanI ekatA mATe no Key Roll bhajavavA mATe agresara thAya che. sva. suripremagurudevanI sAkSAtuM chatra chAyAnA mUrtimaMta darzana candrazekhara mahArAjamAM thaI rahyA hatA. 133

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13 SRC PjSCRIPaid 113 phr eka zramaNa saMmelananA saMcAlaka tathA pravakatA pU. omakArasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pa. gurudevazrI

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54 vi.saM. 044 zramaNa saMmelana... eka divasa tapovanamAM birAjamAna gudaiva upara saMgha sthavira pU. AcArya deva zrImad bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjano patra Ave che. patramAM teozrI AgrahapUrvaka bhalAmaNa kare che ke "saMghanI sthiti jotA zramaNasaMghanI ekatA anivArya che. ane te ekatA mATe zramaNa saMmelana bolAvavuM jarUrI che. A bAbate tamejo prayatna karazo to ja pariNAma Avaze tevI zraddhA che." pUjyazrInI vAta sAthe pUjyapAda himAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAje paNa AgrahapUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke "candrazekhara ! A kAmamATe tAre amadAvAda AvavuM joIe" banneya vaDilonA parAkakSAnA sadbhAvane joI pU. gurudevazrI navasArI tapovanathI amadAvAda tarapha vihAra zarU kare che. calathANa pahoMcatA ja kamaramAM sakhta duHkhAvo zarU thAya che. maNakAnI pIDA zarU thaI. vihAra azakya banyo. pU. gurudeve potAnI zArIrika asvasthatAnuM kAraNa AgaLa dharIne amadAvAda taraphano vihAra mokupha rAkhyo. A sthitinI jANaM banneya vaDilone thaI ane tarata ja banneya vaDiloe punaH Agraha karyo ke DoLImAM paNa vihAra karIne amadAvAda AvI jAo". ane amadAvAda pahoMcI paNa gayA. pU. gurudevazrInA amadAvAda sudhInA vihAra daramiyAnanA divasomAM vi.saM. 2042nI sAlamAM racAyelI pravara samitinA AcAryo dvArA dareka samudAyanA gacchAdhipatione saMmelanamAM hAjara rahevA vinaMtI, bhalAmaNo thaI gaI. zrAvaka saMghanA movaDIone paNa kAme lagADI devAyA. pUjyapAda rAmasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (DahelAvALA)nI nizrAmAM zramaNa samelanano prAraMbha paMkaja sosAyaTImAM thayo. pU. OMkArasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e saMcAlana karyuM. sarva saMmata TharAvo thayA. tyAra bAda vivAdaspada tithi mATenA muddAnI carcA zarU thaI. te carcA pUrve samagra zramaNa saMghanA AcAryo vacce pU. gurudevazrIe zrAvaka saMghanI nAstikatA, pAzcAtya AkramaNanI bhayAnakatA., ane tithinA nAme paDelA pakSonA kAraNe sAdhu saMsthAmAM pravezatI zithilatA, aMgenI mArmika vAto vedanA sabhara rIte rajU karI A badhI visaMvAditAnA mULamAM "tithi vivAda" che tenuM pratipAdana karI te vivAdanA samAdhAna mATeno musaddo taiyAra karavAmAM Avyo. te ja rIte gurupUjana svapna dravya Adi

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bAbatomAM paNa keTalAka zakavarti TharAvo thayA. saMghanA sabhAge tithino vivAda pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI udAratA ane dIrghaSTinA kAraNe bahudhA zramaNa saMghamAMthI nAbUda thayo. mAre kahevuM paDaze ke pU. gurudevanI mahenatane baLa teoe ApyuM. zrI saMghamAM 95% zAMti sthapAI jaze tevo vizvAsa tyAre hato. zramaNa saMmelananI phalazrutinI jAherAta caturvidha saMgha vacce karavAnI hatI tethI virATa janasabhAnuM Ayojana paMkaja sosAyaTImAM karAyuM. A AkhI sabhAmAM mukhya pravaktA tarIke pU. gurudevazrI ja hatA. te pravacanamAM gurudevazrIe jaNAvyuM ke "have sakala samudAyanA zAsana bhakta yuvA zramaNo saMgha sevAmAM joDAze. saMgha ekatA te ja vartamAna samayanI zreSTha saMgha sevA che". rAjanagaranI prAcIna paraMparA pramANe zramaNa saMmelananI phalazrutinI jAherAta mATe DehalAnA upAzrayamAM rAjanagara jaina saMghonA TrasTIonI sabhA hatI. saMmelana pakSanA AcArya bhagavaMto upasthita hatA te vakhate candrazekhara mahArAja munionI haroLamAM pAchaLa beThA hatA, te vakhate sabhAnA adhyakSa sthAne rahela AcArya deva rAmasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA zabdo je hatA te TAkuM chuM... "caMdrazekhara mahArAja ! tame kema pAchaLa cho ? AgaLa Avo tame to amArA jevA AcAryonA paNa AcArya cho te vakhate pU. rAmasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e AcAryapada grahaNa karavA mATe pU. gurudevane Agraha karela. joke zramaNa saMmelana dvArA sakalasaMghanI ekatAno je prayAsa hato, je bhAva hato te saMpUrNa sAkAra na thayo. bahumata saMgha eka thayo paNa zramaNa saMmelana sarva saMmata na thayuM. teno AghAta paNa pU. gurudevazrIne lAgyo hato. vAta nIkaLI ja che to karI lauM ke "candrazekhara mahArAjanuM samagra jIvana saphalatAnA AnaMda ane niSphaLatAnA AghAtonI asamatulA vacce cAlyuM che.' mArI vAta sAthe samagra jaina samAja saMmata che ke "candrazekhara mahArAjanA jIvanamAM saphalatA so hatI to niSphaLatA dasa hatI ane huM te hakIkata chupAvavA nathI mAMgato A jIvanacaritra che. kevala 136

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saphalatA caritra nathI. aphasosa sAthe eka ora vAta noMdhavI che pU. gurudeve je-je saphalatAo hAMsala karI teno AnaMda sakala saMghoe bhAva zraddhApUrvaka lUTyo. paNa niSphaLatAonA AghAta mAtra gurudeve potAnA mAMthe vehyA. jenA kAraNe khuba vyathA sAthe kahIza ke mArA gurudeva kyAreka kyAreka khuba hatAza thaI jatA. hatAzA to bhutakALamAM ya aneka mahApuruSone AvI hatI. zrIkRSNa dvArakA dahana samaye hatAza thayA hatA. aravinda ghoSa AjhAdInI caLavaLamAMthI nivRtta thayA bAda mAnavahitanA prayAsamAM joDAyA paNa teo saphala na thatA hatAza thayA hatA. - zramaNa saMmalenanI saphalatAnI phalazruti rUpe pU. himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e 6000thI vadhu lagAtAra AyaMbilanuM pAraNuM caMdrazekhara ma.sA.nA hAthe kareluM. A AyaMbila saMgha ekatA mATenA hatA. je ekatA moTA bhAge saMpanna thaI hatI. mATe pAraNuM karyuM hatuM. che. 137

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vAgha ghAyala thayo che paNa... papa vi.saM. 2044nuM cAturmAsa paMkaja sosAyaTImAM ja hatuM. paryuSaNanA cothA ja divase pU. gurdevazrInuM svAthya ekadama kathaLyuM.V.S. haoNspiTalamAM laI javA ebyulansa AvI gaI DaoNkTaronA nidAna pramANe bhAre hArTaeTeka Avyo hato. pU. gurdeva ardhabebhAna hAlatamAM hatA. pU. gurdevanA bhAI praphulabhAI mArate vimAne amadAvAda pahoMce che teo ja eNbyulansa laIne gurudevane haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karavA AvyA hatA. pU. gurudevane sTrecaramAM lAve che. sTrecaramAM nIce utAre che. ebyulansamAM jyAM sTrecara praveza kare che. tyAM ja bebhAna dekhAtA gurudeva saphALA beThA thaIne jorathI bUma pADe che "mane kAladharma maMjUra che. paNa ebyulansa to nahI ja vApa" ane sTrecara choDI de che. ToLAmAM ubhelA badhA ja A parAsatvane joI habaka khAI jAya che. hRdayathI jhUkI jAya che. chevaTe sTrecaramAM haoNspiTala laI javAyA. sAMje 4.00 vAge V.S. mAM dAkhala karAyA. "pU. gurudevanuM svAthya nAdurasta che. ane temane vI.esa.mAM dAkhala karyA che." A samAcAra samagra amadAvAdamAM phelAya che. tethI paMkaja sosAyaTI thI vI.esa. sudhInA rastAo upara mAnava maherAmaNa umaTI paDe che. haoNspiTala sattAvALAo ToLAne kAbUmAM levA polIsa bolAve che. paramAtmAnI kRpAthI TUMka samayamAM ja Arogya sAru thavA lAge che. haoNspiTalamAM saMvatsari pratikramaNa khuba apramatta bhAve svasthatA pUrvaka kare che. mahApuruSonI pariNati AvI pratikUlatAmAM ujAgara thatI hoya che. thoDA divasa bAda hospiTalamAMthI rajA maLe che. operA sosAyaTInA upAzrayamAM pU. gurudevane lavAyA hatA. tyAre operAnA roDa upara hajAro mANasonI vacce haoNspiTalamAMthI haju to hamaNAM ja AvyA che. A te samaya che ke

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jemAM DaoNkTaroe saMpUrNa ArAma karavAnI kaDaka sUcanA karI che." te badhA ja pratibaMdhone oLaMgI satva puruSa candrazekhara mahArAja upasthita hajAronI medanImAM siMha garjanA sAthe cetavaNI Ape che. "vAgha ghAyala thayo hato zuTa nathI thayo. ghAyala vAgha svastha vAgha karatA vadhu khataranAka sAbita thaze" A vAkya te samaye prasiddha banI gayuM. pU. gurudeve khuba zAntithI saMgha zAsana drohIone kahI dIdhuM huM tamArA sAme punaH taiyAra chuM. have mArI tAkAta bamaNI thaI cUkI che. savAla thAya zA mATe AvuM tIkhu pratipAdana eka karUNA puruSa kare ? teno javAba coMkAvanAro che paNa jAhera karavo che. pU. gurudevazrInI bimArI kudaratI na hatI. parizrama Adi jarUra hato paNa je gaMbhIra bimArI hatI te kevala thAkanA kAraNe na hatI. je hoya te, : bacAvanAra vadhu sAvadhAna ane samajadAra hoya che. zAsana devo candrazekhara mahArAjane bacAve che. jhaMjhAvAtomAM ja karavuM te candrazekhara mahArAjanuM abhUta kauzalya hatuM. lagabhaga be mAsanA saMpUrNa ArAma pachI punaH gurudeva bamaNA vegathI kAme lAge che. candrazekhara mahArAja paLapaLamAM kalAka-kalAkanuM kAma karavAnA utsAhathI dhagadhage che. jIvaleNa bImArIne pAchaLa dhakelI punaH yuvAnone zaramAve te joma sAthe kAme lAge che. uMmara vadhatA utsAha moLo paDe paNa anubhavanI prauDhatAnA kAraNe kAryazakti ane kAryadaSTimAM daDhatA-spaSTatA jaNAtI jAya che. 139

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jIvanadAtA gurUdevanI sevAmAM... paDa pU. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAhebano samudAya be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyo tyArathI pU. gurUdevazrI pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI AjJAmAM hatA navasArI tapovananA jinAlayanI aMjanazalAkAmAM nizrApradAna karI pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA. sAutha tarapha padhAre che. cha varSa sAuthamAM vicarI punaH mahArAjajI mahArASTramAM padhAre che. te vakhate zirDI khAte pU. gurUdeva pUjyapAda zrIne vaMdana karavA jAya che. te vakhate khuda pUjyapAdazrI candrazakhara mahArAja ne levA jAya che. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM dareka guonI kRpA aparaMpAra rahI che. pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa surata hatuM. tathA pU. gudevazrInuM cAturmAsa AMbAvADI amadAvAda hatuM. cAturmAsa bAda pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA. pU. gurUdevazrIne navasArI tapovana bolAve che. vadhatI uMmara vacce mahArAjajI sva samudAyanA bhAvinI vyavasthA vicArI rahyA hatA. A vyavasthA mATe pUjyapAdazrI candrazekhara mahArAjane sakriya karavA mAMgatA hatA. cAturmAsa bAda navasArI tapovanamAM banneya pUjyonuM milana thAya che.82-83 varSanA pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA. varSonI vAto candrazekhara ma.sA. pAse ThAlave che. pUjyapAdazrI potAnuM dila khAlI karavA jagA zodhatA hatA ane tAtapAdazrIne candrazekhara mahArAja yogya sthAna lAgyuM. pUjyapAdazrI sAuthanA pravAsa daramiyAna je kAMI bAbato banelI te badhI vAto mArA gurUdevazrIne karatA hatA. temAM eka ghaTanAno bhAra pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnu suri. ma.sA.ne khuba lAgato hato. beMgaloramAM mA-bApanI saMmati vinA eka kizorane pUjyapAdazrIe dIkSA ApI hatI. A kAraNasara mAtAe sAdhu-sAdhvI pAse javAnuM choDI dIdhuM hatuM. potAnA dIkarAne paNa maLavA mA AvatI nahI. samagra sAdhu saMsthA mATe tIvra Aveza hato. to bIjI bAju potAnA dIkarA mATe tIvra moha hato.

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pUjayapAdazrIne mA e jaNAvI dIdhuM hatuM. ke "mArA dIkarAne parata mokalo" A bAbatane laIne pUjyapAdathI khuba becena hatA. pUjyapAdazrIne eka ja pIDA hatI. mArA nimitte meM eka daMpatine durlabhabodhI banAvyA...pUjyapAdazrI mArA gurUdevane kahetA hatA. "caMdrazekhara ! tuM mane A bhAramAMthI choDAva. huM mA-dIkarAnA virahamAM nimitta banyo chuM. tenI sAthosAtha eka pAtra AtmAnA anaMta saMsAra vadhAravAnuM huM kAraNa banyo chuM." mahApuruSonI mahAnatA A pIDAmAM dekhAya che. mArA gurUdeve A addabhUta gurUsevAno paDakAra uThAvyo. eka yA bIjA kAraNasara beMgalorathI mA-bApane pU. gurudeva bolAve che. ane mAne khuba ja saMvedanazIla bhASAmAM hakIkta samajAve che. ane te jugAreya khelI le che ke "jo tamArI samAdhi TakatI hoya to dIkarA mahArAjane punaH dIkarA tarIke ame suprata karI daIe" paNa A zrAvikA bahena hatA pIgaLI jAya che. mahArAjajI te zrAvikAnI mAphI mAMge che. zrAvikA paNa potAne jAgelA durbhAvonI mAphI mAMge che. prAyazcita le che. khuba prasannatA chavAya che. mA ane dikarA mahArAjanuM punaH milana thAya che. pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. boja mukta thAya che. ane be-traNa mahinA navasArI tapovana rokAvAnuM thAya che. te vakhate evo nirNaya paNa thayo ke paMnyAsa-candrazekhara mahArAja have pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. sAthe teozrInI sevAmAM raheze. tethI A banneya pUjyonuM comAsu sAbaramatI-amadAvAda nakkI thAya che. 141.

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* mAruM haiyu ApanA hAthamAM Apano hAtha mAruM baLa... * pU. bhavanabhAnusUri ma.sA. tathA panyAsa candrazekhara mahArAja

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57 gurUnI ziSyane anamola bheTa ghaNA vakhatathI caMdrazekhara mahArAja gujarAtamAM govaMza pratibaMdha dhAro Ave te mATe prayatno karatA hatA. je rAjyamAM jaina dharma sauthI vadhu phelAyelo hoya, hajAro sAdhu-sadhvIjI bhagavaMto vicaratA hoya, jainonI vaga jyAM sauthI vizeSa hoya tyAM ja gauvaMza pratibaMdha nahI. AghAta-AzcaryanI A vAta che. caMdrazekhara mahArAja A bAbate bahu ciMtIta hatA, prayatnazIla hatA. caitramAsanI oLI banneya mahApuruSonI lAvaNya sosAyaTI vAsaNA nakkI thAya che. khuba prasannatA sAthe mahArAjajI nivRttino ane nizcitatAno AnaMda mANI rahyA che. pUjyapAdazrI gurUdevazrInA pravacano sAMbhaLavA rasapUrvaka jatA hatA. A ja caitra mAsanI oLI daramiyAna eTale ke vi.saM. 2049nI sAlamAM gujarAta sarakAre eka zakavarti vaTa hukamajArI karyo. "gujarAtamAM govaMza hatyA baMdhIne kAyadesara karI nAMkhI''. te vakhatanA mukhyamaMtrI cImanabhAI paTela A jAherAta karavA mATe AMbAvADI jaina derAsaranA (naherUnagara-amadAvAda) pagathiyA upara ubhA thAya che. te vakhate tyAM pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. gurUdevazrI hAjara hatA. gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrI kahe che. "jainonI ghaNAM varSo jUnI A mAMgaNI tathA candrazekhara mahArAjanA prayAsone mAna ApI gujarAta jenonA varcasvavALu rAjya che. mATe jainonI AMtarika lAgaNInI kadararUpe amArI sarakAra govaMza hatyA baMdhIne kAyadesara jAhera kare che. "have govaMza hatyA... gujarAtamAM gunho gaNAze. samagra amadAvAdanA jeno candrazekhara mahArAjanI bhArobhAra anumodanA karavA lAge che. pU. gurudevazrI te sabhAmAM jaNAve che ke "mahArAjajInI (pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA.) nI sevA karavAthI mane A saphaLatA maLela che." guru ziSyanI sevAnI prasannatAthI jANeke kahetA hoya jA tArI icchA purI karu chuM." gurukRpA te candrazekhara mahArAjanI jvalaMta saphalatAnuM bIjuM hRdaya hatuM. 143

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govaMza hatyA bandhInA nirNaya sAthe AyaMbilanI oLI saMpanna thayA pachI pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.sA.nI IcchA pU. bhadrakarasUri ma.sA. sAthe thoDA di rahevAnI hatI. tethI teo paMkaja sosAyaTInA upAzraye padhAre che. pU. gurUdeva bhagavAna nagaranA Tekare jAya che. cai.va.12nA divase sAMje samAcAra Ave che "pUjyapAdanuM svAthya kathaLatA DaoNkTara hAusa laI gayA che. gurUdeva tarata ja tyAM pahoMce che. hArTaeTeka hato yogya sAravAra malatA punaH badhuM kaMTrolamAM AvI to jAya che paNa A bhrama hato caitra vada 13nA bapore 1.40nA punaH svAthya kathaLatA pU. gurudeva turata pUjyazrI pAse pahoMce che. aMtima navakAra zravaNa karAvavAno lAbha gurUdevazrIne maLe che. kALadharma thayA bAda paMkaja sosAyaTImAM agnidAha mATe jamIna saMpAdana Adi tamAma kAryomAM zrAdhdhavarya kumArapAlabhAI pU. gurUdevanI salAha mujaba kAme lAge che. A gamagIna prasaMge kumArapAlabhAI hibake caDhI jAya che. tyAre mArA gurUdeva moTAbhAInI jema kumArabhAIne sAMtvanA ApatA meM joyA hatA. sAmudAyika vyavasthA bAbate anya AcArya bhagavaMta prazAMtamUrti rAjendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA jagatucandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAthe devavaMdana vakhate ja carcA karIne pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA uttarAdhikArI tarIke pUjyapAda jayaghoSasUrIzvajI ma.sA.nA nAmanI jAherAta pU. gurudevazrI kare che. A hatI AmanyA ane udAratA. tyAM hAjara rahelA banneya AcArya bhagavaMto Azcaryacakita thAya che. A caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI AmanyA' !! 144

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58) bIju tapovana sAbaramatImAM.... gujarAtamAM gauvaMza pratibaMdhanA prayatnone saphaLatA maLI tene lIdhe gurUdeva khUba ja prasanna hatA chatAM bhAratIya prajA ane temAMya khAsa karIne jaina saMghanI yuvA peDhInI sthitine jotA teo ati ciMtita hatA. 2049 nuM cArtumAsa AMbAvADI-amadAvAdamAM hatuM. navasArI tapovana tenuM kArya karatuM hatuM paNa candrazekhara mahArAjane saMtoSa na hato. temano maMtra hato "de doTa samaMdaramAM rAmalo rAkhaNanAra' AMbAvADI te samaye amadAvAdano vAlakezvara jevo eriyA gaNAto hato. pravacanamAM amadAvAda najIka bIju tapovana banAvavAno vicAra vaheto mUkyo. navasArI tapovananI amuka prakAranI maryAdAone lIdhe te tapovana dvArA tejasvI bALako taiyAra karavA duSkara che. tethI amadAvAda najIka tapovana vadhu pariNAma darzI, vadhu bALakone saMskaraNa ApI zake. tevuM temanuM mAnavuM hatuM. tethI pravacanamAM jAherAta karI ke "kAMI zrImaMta vyakti amane 20 ekara jeTalI jamInanuM dAna Ape, to ame bAkInuM kArya pUrNa karIe." pravacananI A vAta sAMbhaLI ajayabhAI mahendrabhAI zAha gurUdeva pAse AvyA ane temaNe jamInanA dAnanI ophara karI. ajayabhAInI udAratAne dhyAnamAM laI vi.saM. 2050nA sAbaramatI khAtenA cAturmAsa daramyAna pU. gurudeva yogezane muMbaIthI bolAve che. ane bIju tapovana sAbaramatI-gAMdhInagara vacce thAya tevI bhAvanA vyakta kare che. sAbaramatIthI pAMca ja kI.mI. dUra yogeza-lalitabhAI-ajayabhAI Adi tapovana mATe jamIna nakkI karIne sAMje sAbaramatI pU. gurudevane samAcAra ApavA Ave che. jamInanA dAtA ajayabhAInI vinaMtI hatI ke "tapovana mATe jamIna nakkI karI che to Apa paNa - padhAro." pU. gurudeva kahe che. 145

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"A jamIna upara AraMbha samAraMbha dvArA saMsthA banaze tethI mAre te jamIna upara AvI anumati ApavAnI jarUra nathI. yogeza tathA tame badhA jamIna saMpAdana bAbate sAthe maLIne nirNaya lo te ja ucita gaNAze. ane gurUdeva na gayA. kamAla juo navasArI tapovana ke amadAvAda tapovana banyAM pachI ja pU. gurudeve tyAM paga mUkyo hato. nirmANa sudhInA koI tabakkAmAM pU. gurudeve kyAMya rasa lIdho na hato A hatI temanI saMyama niSThA. jyAre gurU AvA saMyama niSTha hoya tyAre bhakto temanI bhAvanAne phaLibhuta karavA tanatoDa mahenata kare che. lagabhaga navembara mahinAmAM jamIna nakkI thaI. gurUdevanI eka ja icchA juna mahinAmAM ja tapovana skUla zarU thAya to sArU, jethI eka varSa vadhu mane kAma karavA maLe. temanI A bhAvanAne samajI so kAme lAgI gayA. yogezanI sAthe dAtA ajayabhAI have kAryakara banI gayA. amItabhAI, prakAzabhAI ane mukula zeTha. (ArkiTeka) nI TIme 15 janyuArIe bAMdhakAmanI zarUAta karI ane 15 june lagabhaga 1 lAkha skevara phITanuM bAMdhakAma pUrNa karyuM. tapovana zarU thaI gayuM. mAtra cha ja mahinAmAM bAMdhakAma ane zikSaNa kAryano AraMbha A paNa eka anokhI siddhi che. "jyAre jamInanuM saMpAdana karyuM tyAre te jamIna upara jhADa suddhA na hatuM. ane kevala cha mahinAmAM nAnakaDuM zikSAgrAmanuM sarjana thayuM ane saMskaraNa yajJano zubhAraMbha thaI gayo. pU. gurudevane maLelA yuvAno gurudeva mATe arjuna ekalavyanI jema samarpita hatA. tenuM A sAkSAt daSTAnta che. 146

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59 rAjapuruSanI saMtapuruSane vinaMtI. saMvata 2051nI sAla pU. gurudevanuM cAturmAsa surata kalAsa nagara khAte hatuM. ativRSTinA kAraNe suratamAM puranA pANI pharI vaLyA hatA. pura osaryA pachI suratamAM plega phATI nIkaLe che. kailAsanagara Adi vistAramAM rahetA ghanADhya jeno, vaLI samagra suratanA ghanADhya jaino mahAmArIthI bacavA surata choDI rItasara bhAgavA lAge che. jainonI 60% vasati surata choDIne cAlI gaI hatI. "suratamAM plega phATI nIkaLyo che." A samAcAra muMbaI khAte cAturmAsa birAjamAna pU. gacchAdhipatizrIne maLe che. ane gacchAdhipatine suratamAM cAturmAsa pasAra karI rahela sAdhusAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA dravya-bhAva prANanI cintA thAya che. gacchAdhipatie paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAjane Adeza karyo ke satvare surata khAlI karI tamAma sAdhu-sAdhvIne laIne navasArI tapovana cAlyA jAo. surata zaheramAM aphavA zarU thaI ke "gacchAdhipatinA AdezathI candrazekhara mahArAja paNa surata choDI rahyA che." bIjI tarapha sarakArI taMtra suratanI hIjharata aTakAvavA jAherAta upara jAherAta kare che ke "pleganA mahAmArIne rokavA taMtra yuddhanA dhoraNe prayAsa karI rahyuM che. mATe koIe surata choDavAnI jarUra nathI paristhiti saMpUrNa niyaMtraNa heThaLa che. A sarakAranI jAherAta upara suratIone vizvAsa na hato. eka bAju suratanA sTezana-basa sTenDa lokothI ubharAtA hatA. hajAro loko roja surata choDatA hatA. tethI sarakArI taMtra stabdha hatuM ja. tyAM "candrazekhara mahArAja paNa surata choDI rahyA che." tevA samAcAra vahetA thayA. A samAcAra surata jillAnA kalekaTarane maLe che. kalekaTara to cintita thaI jAya che. jo candrazekhara mahArAja zahera choDaze to surata khAlI thaI jaze" te DarathI kalekaTara doDatA pU. gurudeva pAse AvI jAya che. ane vinaMtI kare che. 147.

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"mahArAjajI ! Apa prajAnI AsthAnA kendra cho. vaLI amArI upara AvI caDhelA hijharatanA saMkaTathI mukta karAvanAra "saMkaTa mocaka cho. sarakArI taMtrane madadarUpa thavA mArI vinaMtI che ke "Apa surata na choDo'. jo Apa rokAzo to taMtra tevuM jAhera karaze ke "jainAcArya rokAyA che. to prajA rokAya" AgaLa vadhIne kalekaTara ne paNa vinaMtI kare che. taMtra evuM Icche che. "Apa ja prajAne apIla karo." ke surata na choDe" zreSTha udAratAnA svAmI pU. gurudeva kalekaTaranI vAta mAnI le che. potAnA nAme prajAne apIla kare che. saMta uparanA vizvAse suratavAsIoe hijharata karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. sarakArI taMtrane davAnI achata paDI hatI vaLI bahAra gAmathI davAnA jaththA sAthe koI suratamAM paga mUkavA rAjI na hatuM. sahu potAnA jAnanA khatarAthI bacavA suratane bAyapAsa karatA hatA. tyAre candrazekhara mahArAje muMbaI dhAmanA yuvAnone hAkala karI "yuvAno ! davAnA jaththA sAthe surata utarI paDo" ane potAnA tAraka gurudevanA eka avAje muMbaInA yuvAno vApIthI davAo laIne surata AvI caDhe che." rAja puruSone paNa A saMta puruSa camatkArI lAgatA hatA. A hatI pU. gurudevanI garimA.... 148

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60 saMskAra Ayaka tapovana saMkaleza janaka banyuM. chamasthatAnA kAraNe to sAdhanA kALamAM zramaNa prabhu mahAvIra devanA duIjajaMta tApasane bheTavA mATe be hAtha pahoLA thaI jAya che. eTale ja zAstro kahe che chamasthatA eTale ja doSAdhInatA che. to indrabhUti gautama mahAvIra devanA nirvANanA samAcAre raDI jAya che. to haribhadrasUrIzvarajI jevA suripurandarane AvazemAM lAvI de te chadhyasthatA. candrazekhara mahArAja jevAne saMkalezamAM mUkI de temAM zuM Azcarya che ? navasArI tapovananA vahIvaTanI bAbatamAM gurudeve pote ja niyukta karelA saMghanA zreSTha zrAvako sAthe pU. gurudevane matabheda UbhA thayA. gurudeva evuM icchatA hatA ke TrasTI maMDaLamAMthI eka TrasTI nivRtta thaI jAya. paNa koNa jANe kALanA ja koka viSama prabhAvanA kAraNe uttama zrAvaka nivRtta thavA rAjI na hatA. te ja rIte sAmApakSe pU. gurudeva paNa aphara hatA. yAda rahe, suzrAvaka hiMmatabhAI-prANalAlabhAI Adi eTalA uttama pariNata zrAvako hatA ke "temAM gera vahIvaTano koI savAla ja na hato. paNa banne pakSe gerasamaja jarUra ubhI thaI. tethI be uttamo vacceno gajagrAha khaDo thayo. potAnI ja "saMsthA navasArI tapovanamAM huM paga nahI mUku' AvA saMkalpa sAthe navasArI tapovanano pU. gurudeve tyAga karyo. bIjI bAju TrasTI maMDaLa paNa aDaga rahI gayuM. sattA na choDI. A bAbatane laIne saMghamAM taraha tarahanA pracAro apalApo zarU thayA. zrI saMghamAM saMghasarjaka saMsthA mATe nabaLI vAto thavA lAgI tethI pU. gurudeva potAnA bhAvi aramAno sAme khataro khaDo thato jovA lAgyA. pU. gurudeve amadAvAda bhagavAna nagaranA Tekare TrasTIonA rAjInAmAnI mAMgaNI sAthe AmaraNa - upavAsanI jAherAta karI. samagra amadAvAdamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo. saMghahitaciMtaka movaDIo ciMtAmAM che. 149

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pU. gurudeva jayaghaghoSasUri .sA.ne potAnA vartamAna guru mAnatA hatA. tethI zrAvaka prakAzabhAI jhaverI trIjA divase vahelI savAre gacchAdhipatino patra laIne Ave che. pUjyapAda gacchAdhipatie eTaluM ja lakheluM. "candrazekhara mahArAja ! hAla tame pAraNu karI lo tevuM huM icchuM chuM. tapovana TrasTI maMDaLane nivRtta karAvI devAnI javAbadArI mArI ane gurvAjJA sAme tamAma zastro heThA mUkI pU. gurudeve pAraNu karI lIdhuM. A hatI samarpaNanI Toca, AjJA pAtaMtryanI ArAdhanA. gurudevazrIe potAnA chellA paccIsa varSano samaya tapovananA sarjana saMcAlana ane sthiratA mATe Apyo hato. kula be tapovana thayA, amadAvAdanuM tapovana to paramagurubhakta suzrAvaka ajayabhAI mahendrabhAInI udAratAnuM jIvaMta pratika che. tapovana saMsthAne lagabhaga ra0 varSa jeTalo samaya thaI gayo. A sarjana dvArA saMghanA bhAvine phAyado ja thaze. tevo vizvAsa pU. gurudevane paNa na hato. chatAM pU. gurudevazrInI niSThA bejoDa hatI. gurudeva ziSyo karatAya vadhu dhyAna bALakonuM rAkhatA. tyAre mArA jevAnA hRdayamAM to muMjhavaNa thatI. temAM koI zaka nathI ke hajAro bALakomAM dharmasaMskAranuM vAvetara tapovana dvArA thayuM che. to sAme A ja tapovananA kAraNe mArA gurudevane Tenzana paNa thatuM hatuM. meM mArA kAne mArA gurudevanI vedanA vAraMvAra sAMbhaLI che ke "A tapovanamAM jo huM Asakta thaIza to A ja tapovananI kUtarInA peTe mAro janma thaze". A Dara te mahApuruSanA samagra astitvamAM sadeva meM anubhavyo che. gurudevanI garImA jotA tapovana dvArA je maLyuM te mahenata sAmenuM pariNAma AnaMdaprada na kahevAya. AvuM khuda gurudeva mAnatA hatA. pU. gurudevanuM AtaMrika mALakhuM saMvedanA pracura hatuM. saMvedanA khuba jIvaMta tattva che. to saMvedanA zreSTha pariNAma meLavavA mATe bAdhArUpa paNa banI zake che. 150

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saMpUrNa saphaLatA mATe to saMvedanA ane kArya niSThAnuM sarakhuM meMciga jarUrI che. kAryaniSThA eTale mAtra kArya pratyenI vaphAdArIthI prayAsa karo, temAM saMvedanAne sthAna na hoya. moTA kAryonI niSpatti mATe kaThora nirNayo levA paDe che. ane jo te nirNaya na levAya to kAryane nukazAna thAya. tapovana kArya che. tyAM nirNayo levA paDe. saMvedanA nathI cAlatI. mATe ja kahevuM paDe ke saMvedanA bAdhA banI zake che. candrazekhara mahArAja temanA pustaka "jaina tatvajJAna saraLabhASAmAM" te vakhate lakhe che ke mane koI dhakko maLyo che, ke jAkAro devAyo che. te badhu bilakula barobara thayuM che. niyatinuM ejagaNIta hatuM. ema ja thayuM che. bhagavAnanI mArI upara nigraha kRpA thaI che. (Everything is in order) have jyAM sudhI huM arihaMta devanA abhedapraNIdhAna rUpa dIrdhakAlIna samAdhimAM lInana thAu tyAM sudhImAra lahiyAM tarikenuM kArya cAlu rAkhavA dhArU chuM. ane te vakhate candrazekhara mahArAje adabhuta traNa pustaka mAtra ATha mahinAmAM lakhyA hatA. te hatA. (1) zunyano sAkSAtkAra (ra) kayAre banIza huM sAco re saMta (3) jaina tatvajJAna saraLa bhASAmAM 151

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bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI smRti maMdira pratiSThA: siMhagarjanA... vi.saM. ra055nI sAlamAM ja smRti maMdiranI pratiSThA prasaMga bhavya utsavapUrvaka UjavAI rahyuM hato. samagra prasaMga vAsaNAnA vizALa paTAMgaNamAM hato A bhavya prasaMga ATha-nava divasa sudhI cAlavAno hato. temAM cothA ke pAMcamA divase savAranA prasaMgamAM te samayanA gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrI mAna. zaMkarasiMhajI vAghelA padhAryA hatA. A takano lAbha laI bIjA kAryakramo aTakAvI, lagabhaga 20 hajAra mAnavonI upasthitimAM paM. candrazekhara mahArAje jAheramAM gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrIno udhaDo laI lIdho. vAta jANe evI hatI ke "gujarAtamAM gauvaMza pratibaMdha to AvI gayo paNa te ja divasomAM gujarAtanI borDara uparathI gerakAyadesara pazuonI herApherI katala mATe thAya che''. tevA samAcAra chApAomAM chapAyA hatA. A bAbatanI pIDAthI saMtapta gurudeva A takano lAbha laI levA mATe sIdhA ja pATa uparathI ubhA thaI ane garjanA kare che. "bApu! tamArA rAjamAM tamArA ja taMtrae banAvelA govaMza hatyA baMdhIne kAyadAono chaDe coka bhaMga thAya che. tamArA adhikArIo bhraSTa che. gurudeva tIkhA zabdomAM kahe che. "zaMkarasiMhajI ! tamArA Agamanano amane to ja AnaMda thaze ke amArI A vedanAne tame sAMbhaLo ane A bAbate sakhta pagalA laIne amala karo" pU. gurudevanA marma vedhI vidhAnone sabhAe tALIothI to vadhAvyA paNa gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrIe paNa pU. gurudevanI vedanAne sahRdayatA pUrvaka sAMbhaLI ane amala karAvyo. bIjA divasathI cekaposTa upara kaDaka adhikArIone goThavI devAyA ane pazuonI herApherI aTakAvI devAI. teja pratibhA te ja prasaMge eka vakhata mAtra sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM ja bahenonI sAmAyika zibira hatI tyAM candrazekhara mahArAja thoDA zrAvako sAthe vAvAjhoDAnI jema pahoMce che. 20000 bahenone vIsa miniTa uddhodhana karI garbhapAta ane chuTAcheDA na levAnI bAdhA karAve che. lagabhaga 90% baheno pratijJA baddha thAya che. A gurudevanI karUNA krAnti hatI. 15ra

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* saMkalpapuruSano jIvanta saMkalpa, najaramAM bhavya nirmANanA svapnAo... * mahAvIrapuranI dharatI upara pUjya gurudevanuM Agamana vAsakSepanuM prakSepaNa

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mahAvIrapuram saharSa AziSa... 5 pU. gurudevazrInI maukhIka saMmati laIne ame vi.saM. 2055nI sAlamAM devAdhideva mahAvIra devanA samagra jIvanane jagat vyApI banAvavAnA zubha uddezathI gAMdhInagara pAse jamIna saMpAdanano prayAsa karyo. temanI kRpAthI amArA prayAsane saphaLatA maLI ane gujarAta sarakAre vizALa jamIna mahAvIrapura, ne mAlikI hakka sAthe suprata karI. A jamIna upara prabhu mahAvIra devanA samagra jIvanane dazya rUpe jIvanta karAze. AraMbhamAM kevala amArA mATenI karuNAnA kAraNe pU. gurudevane Dara hato ke "saMsthA banAvavA jatA mArA ziSyo khoI to nahI besune tenA mATe gurudevano niSedha hato. virodha kyAreya na hato. amArA koI mahAtmAne 100mI oLInuM pAraNu hatuM tethI paMkaja sosAyaTImAM rokANa hatuM. pAraNAnA divase vahelI savAre pU. gurudeva mane bolAve che. ane kahe che. "jo candrajita ! tArI mahenatathI mahAvIra puram bane teno sauthI vadhu AnaMda mane thaze, kAraNa ke "tuM mAro ziSya che" jA...huM tane AziSa sAthe A kAryamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI rajA ApuM chuM. te divase pAraNA hatA gocarImAM imaratI ke jalebI AvelI pU. gurudeve jAte mahAvIrapuramAM rajA AziSa ApavAnI khuzI nimitte sahune vaparAvI mArA momAM khuda gurudeve potAnA hAthe jalebI mUkI. A hatI pU. gurudevanI zreSTha pyArabharI kRpA. 154

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63 mATuMgA - muMbaImAM pharI cArtumAsa pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA smRti maMdiranI pratiSThA temaja sAbaramatI tapovanamAM maLI rahelI saphaLatAo thI gurUdeve ra053, 54, 55, pa6 nA cAra cArtumAsa sAbaramatI tapovanamAM kya. cAra-pAMca varSamAM bALakonI saMkhyA 500 jeTalI thaI gaI, ati uttama bALakone tapovanamAM joI gurUdevano utsAha khUba vadhI gayo. bALakomAM khovAI gayela gurUdevanI IcchA hatI ke "have tapovanamAM vizeSa rahuM."paNa bALakonI jema yuvA jagatu ne paNa tevI tarasa hatI ke pU. gurudeva amAruM paNa dhyAna rAkhe. khAsa karIne muMbaInA yuvAno ke je dhAma sAthe joDAIne aneka satyavRttimAM niSThA pUrvaka kAma karI rahyA che. teonI adamya IcchA hatI ke "pU. gurudeva punaH eka vAra muMbaI padhAre ane muMbaIne cArja kare muMbaInA jaino mATe pU. gurudevaPower House hatA. yuvAnone dhAmano vyApa vistRta karavo hato. mATe pU. gurudevanA Backing nI jarUra hatI. yuvAnonI vinaMtImAM potAnA mizananA vikAsanI taka pratibimbane jotA pU. gurudeva muMbaI padhAravA saMmata thayA mATuMgAmAM 2057nA cAturmAsanI jaya bolAya che. A cAturmAsamAM pU. gurudevanA be lakSya hatA. navasArI-tapovananA TrasTI zrAvako sAthe thayelA matabhedonuM nivAraNa karIne zrIsaMghamAM tapovana pratyenI AsthAne daDha banAvavI. tathA dhAmanA kAryone vadhu vegavaMta banAvavA. te mATe je saMghanA vAtAvaraNamAM kSubdhatA che. te dUra karavI pU. gurudevazrIe tapovananA TrasTIo sAthe mITIMga karI, parasparanI gerasamaja dUra karI. te badhA ja zrAvakonA hRdayamAM pU. gurudevanI saMgha-zAsana bhakti mATe bhArobhAra ahobhAva hato ja, tethI te tamAma zrAvako pU. gurudevanA saMgha utkarSanA mizanane teja banAvavA nivRtta thayA ane vAtAvaraNamAM punaH mIThAza phelAI gaI. pU. gurudeve yogezane punaH navasArI tapovananA saMcAlananI javAbadArI soMpI tathA muMbaImAM dhAmanA kAryone ekatA pUrvaka doDAvavA "vardhamAna saMskAra dhAma"nAmanA navA TrasTa heThaLa punaH zAsana sevAnI pravRtti zarU thaI. malADamAM pUjyapAda gacchAdhipatinI nizrAmAM cartuvidhi saMghanI vizALa hAjarImAM gurUdeve "dhAma'nA sarasaMcAlaka tarIke yogezane vAsakSepa nAkhyo. pU. gurudeve khuba ja prasannatAthI muMbaithI vihAra karyo DahoLAyeluM vAtAvaraNa svaccha thayuM paraspara kSamApanA thaI gaI. dhAmanA yuvAno temanI pravRttio have navA joma sAthe zarU kare che. operA hAusamAM bAramAsI covihAra bhavana zarU thayuM. 155

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dravya AcArya nahI bhAva AcArya che. candrazekhara mahArAja vyakti maTI have sAmrAjya banI gayA hatA. lagabhaga 90 ziSyo hajAro yuvAno aneka virATa saMgho ane zramaNa saMghanA pradhAna AcAryo temane AcArya tulya gaNatA hatA. mATuMgAnA cArtumAsa bAda muMbaI candanabAlA epArTamenTamAM chabIlabhAI goLAvALA pU. gurudevanA paramagurbhakta zrAvaka hatA. temane tyAM gRha cetyanI pratiSThAno prasaMga hato. te vakhate gacchAdhipati Adi aneka AcArya bhagavaMto tathA pU. gurudevazrI paNa padhArela hatA. pratiSThA kArya saMpanna thayA bAda vizALa pravacana sabhAmAM amaratabhAI goLAvALA Adi zrAvakoe pU. gacchAdhipatine vinaMtI karela ke "amArA gurudevazrI candrazekhara mahArAjane AcArya pada upara AsTa karo" tyAre gacchAdhipatizrIe pharamAvyuM. "candrazekhara mahArAja dravya AcArya nathI te to bhAva AcArya che." eTale ke teo potAnI viziSTa puNya zaktithI tathA vaDilonA AziSathI saMgha zAsananA yogakSema karI ja rahyA che. A ja temanuM AcArya pada che. te samaye gacchAdhipatizrIe potAno vizeSa adhikArano upayoga karI. jAherAta karI hatI. "candrazekhara mahArAja bhale AcAryapada upara AruDha nathI. chatAM amArA samudAyamAM dIkSA paryAyanA AdhAre je temanuM vaMdana bahumAna Adi che te cAlu rAkhavuM eTale ke temanAthI paryAyamAM nAnA AcArya haze to paNa temane vaMdana Adi karaze." 156

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A zakavarti nirNaya hato. pU. gacchAdhipati, padanI pradhAnatA karatA ya yogyatA ane pAtratAne vadhu mahattva ApatA hatA. jinazAsananI saidhdhAntika pujAno mArga kholyo tema kahI zakAya. A yuga to pada pUjAno che yogyatA pAtratAno vicAra ja kayAM che ? temAM pU. gacchAdhipatie krAnti karI. AcArya paNa ahobhAvathI eka panyAsajIne vaMdana kare e jaina zAsananI eka adbhuta ghaTanA che. mane lAge che gacchAdhipati jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e tathA samudAyanA AcArya bhagavaMtoe mArA gurUdevane temanA jIvanamAM Apelu A sarvottakRSTa bahumAna hatuM. gacchAdhipati ! Apane salAma che... A aitihAsika nirNaya badala pU. AcArya bhagavaMto ! Apane vaMdana che. ApanI AjJAdhInatA badala..... o gurudeva ! Apane dhanyavAda che..... ApanI daDhatA badala tathA pada pratyenI niHspRhatA badala... jaina zAsananI adbhuta sevA karanAra mArA gurUdevane vaMdana che, ane vaMdana che, temane vaMdana karI adbhUta bahumAna ApanAra samudAyanA AcArya bhagavaMtone. pUjyapAdazrInA kALadharma bAda temanI caraNa pAdukAnI pratiSThA suratamAM cAvALA parivArane tyAM hatI te prasaMge gacchAdhipatie pUjyapAda gurUdevane "yugapradhAna AcAryasama' kahI saMbodhyA ane sahune temanA nAmanI AgaLa "yugapradhAna AcArya sama' vizeSaNa lakhavA jaNAvyuM. pU. prema-bhuvanabhAnu samudAyamAM ja dravya AcArya vinA, bhAva AcAryanA bisTane meLavanAra prathama paMnyAsajI bhagavaMta haze. pada vinAnuM AcArya pada te vyaktinI guNavattA ane loka priyatAnuM pratika che. 157

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zamaNI saMghanA tAraka.. muMbaInA gurubhakta goLAvALA parivAre zAzvata girirAjano pAMca divasano chari pAlita saMgha pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM kaDhAvela. te vakhate dazeka divasa pAlitANA rokAvAnuM thayuM. tyAre gusse zramaNIo mATe vAcanA rAkhelI hatI dasa divasanI vAcanAonI dhArI asara zramaNIoma dekhAtI hatI. pU. gurudevane dohalo jAge che. jo A ja rIte zAzvata girirAjamAM cAturmAsa thAya ane vAcanA rAkhavAmAM Ave to prabhu mahAvIra devano zramaNI saMgha candanabAlAjI mRgAvatIjI jevo jAjaramAna banI zake. vi.saM. 2059nI sAlanuM cAturmAsa pAlitANA jAhera thayuM. zramaNI saMghamAM pravezelA mumukSu AtmAonA virala parAkramane saphala banAvavA pU. gurudevazrIe cAturmAsa daramyAna vAcanA rAkhI. kevala vAtsalya sAthe apAtI vAcanAo dvArA zramaNIonA aMtarbhAvone utsAhita karavAno prayAsa zarU thayo. pAlitANAmAM lagabhaga 450 sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA hatA. "cAritra jIvananI pariNatI eTale vizuddha AlocanA che'', te ja bhAvane darzAvatI vAcanAo cAlu thaI. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto pU. gurudevazrInA niHsvArtha karuNAbhAvamAM bhIMjAtA gayA ane hRdayasparzI zabdo dvArA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto potAnA bhagIratha prayAsane sAdhanA banAvavA tatpara banyA. anekAneka zramaNIoe aNizuddha bhava AlocanA karI. pU. gurudevanuM sAdhvIjIo mATenuM A uttaradAyitva hatuM. vizuddha cAritra jIvana sakala brahmAMDanA yoga-kSemamATenuM zreSTha paribaLa che. sAdhunI sAdhutA ja vaizvika zAMtinuM kendra che. zramaNI bhagavaMtonI cAturmAsa bAda paNa AtmapariNatI jAgatI rahe, te mATe dara mahine "elArAma" jevA viratidUta mAsikano AraMbha karyo. tenA dvArA zAstranA cuMTelA zloko padArtho raju karI zramaNI bhagavaMtonA zramayane dhabakatuM rAkhavAno Aje paNa prayAsa cAle che. 158

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to huM dIlhInA cAMdanIcokamAM Atma vilopana karIza . 66 pU. gurudevanA AMtarika dehanA be phephasA hatA ekanuM nAma zAsana hatuM. to bIjAnuM nAma saMskRti hatuM. vaizvika jina zAsana ane prAcIna bhAratIya saMskRtine mAtra potAnI mAnIne sAcavavAnI je jhIMdAdIlI pU. gurudevamAM dhabakatI joI che. te kharekhara adbhUta hatI. vAta evI hatI ke ''bhArata sarakAranA plAnIMga kamIzane navI paMcavarSIya yojanAmAM dezanA gAmaDe-gAmaDe navA katalakhAnA kholavA ane kula 56,000 katalakhAnA kholavAnI yojanA mUkI hatI. A samAcAra pU. gurudevanA kAne paDe che. ane ahiMsA pradhAna saMskRtinA lIrelIrA uDatA joI pU. gurudeva punaH hacamacI uThe che. A samaye gurudevazrI amadAvAda tapovanamAM hatA. te vakhate dIlhImAM vAjapAInI sarakAra hatI. gujarAtanA sAMsada harIna pAThaka jeo mInIsTara paNa hatA. temane pU.gurudeva bolAve che. i.sa. 2003nI sAla hatI. pU.gurudeva harInabhAIne cetavaNInI bhASAmAM kahe che. ke jo katalakhAnAno prastAva sarakAra pAcho nahIM kheMce to huM dIlhInA cAMdanI cokamAM Atma vilopana karIza.'' A ja vAta te ja arasAmAM Ara. esa. esa.nA vaDA ke, sudarzanajI AvelA temane paNa pU. gurudeve karI hatI. AvI Akroza sabhara cetavaNIthI tamAma jIvadayA premIo hacamacI uThe che ane 56000 katalakhAnAnA prastAvane rokavA AMdolana zarU kare che. cAra mahinAnA samayagALAmAM lagabhaga 15 lAkha posTakArDa lakhAvyA. lAkhkhonI saMkhyAmAM Email karAvyA. chevaTe bhArata sarakAranuM Ayojana paMca bhAratanI prajAnA ugra AMdolana sAme jhukI jAya che. ane 56,000 katalakhAnAno prastAva rada kare che. te samayanA vaDApradhAna zrI aTalabIhArI bAjapAIjI aMgata rIte rAjasthAnanA sAMsada zrImAna gumAnamalajI loDhAne bolAvIne kahe che. ApaNI sarakAra 'katalakhAnAnI yojanA paDatI mUkI che''. tenI jANa jaina muni candrazekhara mahArAjane karajo. 2) 159

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navasArImAM ziSyo sAthenuM zreSTha comAsu.. | 67 dikarAnA bApa banavuM te sAMsArika krama che. paNa ziSyanA guru banavuM te AdhyAtmika jagatmAM bahu moTA paDakArano svIkAra che. guru eTale eka mumukSunI lakSya prApti mATenI ajJAta yAtrAnAM hamasaphara banavAnuM che. A evI yAtrA che. jemAM lakSya guru ke ziSya beyanuM spaSTa che. paNa te lakSya prApti mATenI yAtrAno mArga beya mATe ajJAta che. guru paNa yAtrAnA mukAma ke avarodhane saMpUrNa nathI. jANatA. chatAM guru potAnA dIrdha anubhavonA jore A ajJAta yAtrAmAM nirbhaya che. to ziSyamAM guru mATenI zreSTha niSThA che. eTale ajJAta mArganA ja hamasaphara guru-ziSya che. ziSya muDI nathI paNa thApaNa che. pU. gurudevazrI, guru tarIkenA potAnA javAbadArI sabhara padane nyAya ApavA mATe vi.saM. 2063nI sAlanuM cAturmAsa navasArI kare che. evuM paNa nakkI kare che ke "navasArI mahAvIra sosAyaTImAM pU. gurudevazrI vadhumAM vadhu ziSyo sAthe eka comAsuM karavuM ane A cAturmAsane svAdhyAya varSa tarIke pasAra karavuM. pU. gurudeva kahe che. mArA mATe jemaNe potAno puNyano saMsAra choDyo che. tevA ziSyone saMyama ane svAdhyAyamAM sthira karavA te mArU aMtima kartavya che. vRddhAvasthAmAM praveza thaI cUkyo hato. tethI potAnA ziSyone vadhu ne vadhu sakSama banAvavAno bhAva gurudevane hato, ane navasArI mahAvIranagaramAM 54 upara ziSyo sAthe cAturmAsa zarU kare che. tapa, svAdhyAya dvArA pU. gurudevane mahAtmAo jabbara AnaMda zAtA ApatA hatA. navasArImAM paNa AvAsa yojanA dvArA sAdharmika bhaktinuM kArya pU. gurudeve pAra pADyuM hatuM. A hatuM vi.saM. 2063nuM cAturmAsa

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68 chello saMgrAma muMbaImAM... AcArya tulya gurudeva muMbaI kAMdIvalImAM cAturmAsa mATe padhAre che. ghaNAM varSo bAda muMbaImAM pU. gurudevazrInuM Agamana thatuM hatuM. yuvAnomAM apUrva ullAsa hato. abhUtapUrva cAturmAsa praveza thayo. cAturmAsa jabbarajasta cAlatuM hatuM punaH eka jhaMjhAvAta uThe che. jANe dharma mahAsattA vidAya letA surajane eka chellI yazakalagI caDhAvavA mAMgatI hoya...satayugamAM satkArya karavA AsAna che. kAraNa ke madada karanAra ghaNAM sajjano malI rahe che. paNa kaliyugamAM to satkArya karavuM. azakya prAya eTalA mATe che ke 'ahIM madada to na male paNa kAma karanArane gALo male. zrIkRSNa Adi mahApuruSoe satayugamAM satkArya karyA che. paNa candrazekhara mahArAja to kaliyugamAM kRSNa banI satkArya karavA tatpara thayA hoya tevuM mahasusa thAya che. kaparA caDhANa che. utsAha toDanArA vacce utsAha TakAvI rAkhavAno che. aMtarAya nAMkhanArAone zAMta pADIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. hA, A evo kalikAla che ke ''jemAM kAma karatA bhula karo to mAphI mAMgavI ja paDe jo kAma eka paNa bhula vinA karyuM to zAbAzI na maLe'' paNa A to kalikAlanA zrIkRSNa che, jene mAtra satkAryanA ja sArathI banavAmAM rasa che. kAMdIvalImAM cAturmAsa vyatita karatA pU. gurudeve muMbaInA akhabAromAM vAMcyuM ke ''muMbaI mahAnagara pAlikA devanAra katalakhAnAnuM rUA. 100 karoDanA kharce vistRtI karaNa karaze tathA mAMsanuM eNksaporTa vadhArI deze'' Avo nirNaya mahAnagara pAlikAnI sTeDIMga kamITImAM levAyo. ane kAMdIvalImAM birAjamAna candrazekhara mahArAja zaMkara banIne trIjunetra khole che. ane punaH eka mahA .AMdolananI taiyArI zarU thAya che. muMbaI khAte gurudeva potAnA vizALa sainyanA senAdhipati yogeza ne turata bolAve che. gurudeva taraphathI Adezo apAya che. 161

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gurudeve AMdolananI prathama sabhAmAM jAherAta karI jo devanAranA katalakhAnAnuM AdhunikaraNa tathA vistRtI karaNa nahI aTake to "huM mahAnagara pAlikAnA sadana sAme Atmavilopana karIza" pU. gurudevanA jaipha uMmare paNa dhasamasatA A khamIrane jotA hajAro yuvAno ubhA thaI jAya che. AMdolananA zrI gaNeza zarU thAya che. samagra muMbaInA jIvadayA premIo pU. gurudevazrInA netRtva nIce A bhagIratha kArya mATe kAryarata bane che. hiMsA sAme ahiMsAnuM vAtAvaraNa garama banatuM jAya che. devanAra katalakhAnuM muMbaImAM vasatA mAMsAhArI lokonI jarUriyAta saMtoSavA mATe ja hatuM. tethI teno upayoga huMDIyAmaNa meLavavA mAMsanuM utpAdana tathA nikAsa mATe karavo te sarakArano ja gerakAnUnI vyavahAra hato. mAMsAhArI prajAnA prAdhAnyavALA mahArASTramAM AnI sAme AMdolana calAvavuM tathA temAM saphalatA meLavavI te candrazekhara mahArAja mATe paNa paDakAra janaka hatuM. joke samagra jIvanamAM pU. gurudeve AvA ja agharA kAmonI sAthe ja paMgA lIdhA che. chatAM viziSTa puNyabaLa tathA pUrNa vaphAdArI sAthe thayelA temanA prayAsane bhutakALamAM saphaLatA maLI che. mATe sahu ahiMsA premIo evA vizvAsamAM hatA ke "A AMdolana jarUra saphala thaze'. kAMdIvalI vistAranA dhArAsabhya gujarAtI hatA. temanuM nAma yogeza sAgaeNra che. bhAjapathI cUMTAyA hatA. eTale sau prathama temano saMparka karI temane A AMdolanamAM sakriya karyA. temaNe paNa A bAbatamAM khuba ja bhAvanA sAthe rasa lIdho. AMdolananI rUparekhA goThavAI gaI. AMdolananI prathama sabhA ghATakopara khAte sarvodaya holamAM gurudeve rAkhelI, jemAM sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA suprasiddha saMta pU. namramuni ane gurudevanuM milana thayuM. sAtho sAtha A sabhAmAM vizvahindu pariSadanA pradhAna AcArya dharmendrajI mahArAja paNa joDAyA ane samagra muMbaImAM A virodha AganI jema phelAvA lAgyo. 162

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pU. namramuninA sthAnika rAjakIya pakSonA netAo sAthe khuba sumeLa bharyA saMbaMdha hatA te saMbaMdhono upayoga karIne namramuni mahArAje uddhava ThAkareno saMparka karyo, caMdrazekhara mahArAjanA bhISmasaMkalpanI vAta karI ane namra munie candrazekhara mahArAjanI niSThA ane garimAthI uddhavajIne mAhitagAra karyA. uddhavajIe A bAbate sahRdayatA pUrvaka vicAravAnuM vacana ApyuM. aThavADiyA bAda ja pArlA vesTamAM virATa janasabhAnuM Ayojana thayuM jemAM adhyakSa sthAne pU. gurudeva hatA tathA pU. namramuni Adi muni bhagavaMto, sanyAsIo paNa hatA. sabhAmAM koMgresanA sAMsada priyAdA zivasenAnA netA subhASa desAI, bhAjapanA yogezasAgara; maMgala prabhAta loDhA Adi hatA ane subhASadesAIe tyAM jAherAta karI ke pU. candrazekhara mahArAjanI saMvedanAne najaramAM rAkhI mahApAlikA te nirNaya upara Ave che ke "devanAranA vistRtIkaraNane hAla rokI leze''. bhavya jayanAda sAthe A jAherAtane vadhAvI levAya che. tamane khabara che ? jo plAna pramANe devanArano vistAra thayo hota to dararojanA 8000ne badale 15,000 pazuonI katala thAta. A aTakAvIne pU. gurudeva lAkho jIvonA abhayadAnamAM nimitta banyA che. samagra dharmasabhA candrazekhara mahArAjanA prayAsane hRdayathI biradAve che. dharmasabhAmAM upasthita pU. namramunie pU. gurudevane "urjA puruSa" birUdathI vadhAve che. chellA uddhodhanamAM pU. gurudeva jaNAve che ke "A eDadho vijaya che. nikAsabaMdhI mATe paNa mAre vacana joIze huM A vijayathI saMtuSTa nathI." 163

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prasiddha puruSa - UrjA puruSanuM milana pa.pU. zrI candrazekhara ma.sA.ne ''urjA purUSa'' padavI ApI zAla oDhALI bahumAna karatA zrI namra munijI tathA anya mahAtmAo

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69. be bAjuthI baLatI mINabattI... jaga prasiddha eka satya che ke "makkama manobaLa nabaLA tanane paNa doDAve che." satvazAli mana asIma zakyatAone vAstavikatAmAM pheravI zake che. paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAjanuM samagra jIvana daDha manobaLanuM sarjana che. vAcakone Azcarya thAya tevI vAto raju karavI che. paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA.nuM zArirIka svAthya bacapaNathI ja nabaLu hatuM. aneka auSadho, upacAro dvArA ja zarIra TakatuM hatuM, moTu thatuM hatuM. tana nabaLu paNa mana to mahAvIra devanI sosAyaTInuM hatuM. ane samagra jIvana daramyAna pU. gurudeve svasvAthyanI lagIre ya paravA nathI karI. kevala saMgha-zAsana-saMskRtinA svAthyanI surakSAne ja prAdhAnya ApyuM che. te vAtano sAkSI samagra saMgha che. ame joyuM che, muMbaImAM bhara unALAmAM bapore doDhathI sADA-cAra sudhI daza hajAra yuvakayuvatIonI zibiromAM pU. gurudeva ekalA ja bolatA hatA. bhayAnaka unALAmAM kevala kapaDAnAM maMDapa nIce besIne yuvAno garamInI paravA karyA vinA maMtramugdha banIne yuvAno gurudeva maya banI jatA hatA. A temanI anokhI siddhi hatI, paNa A zrama sAme je Reaction AvyA tenA ame sAkSI chIe. rAtonI rAta pU. gurudevane mAthAno duHkhAvo raheto hato. uMgha na Ave, kalAko sudhI mAthA upara tela ghasAve tyAre mAMDa uMdha AvatI hatI. mAtra kevala zAsana sevAnA ja parAkakSAnA bhAva, zarIra sAthe duzmanI vahorI jaMga jItavAnA usula sAthe pU. gurudeva doDatA rahyAM, chatAM saMghanA sabhAge "AvA jaMgI sapta parizrama vacce paNa pU. gurudevanA svAthyathI 40 varSa davAonA jore zarIrane toDIne saMghanI apUrva sevA - surakSA karI. jo ke A svAthyane sAcavavA mATe aneka prakAranI davAo levAtI hatI. je davAoe te samaye to zarIrane doDAvyuM. paNa A ja davAonA Reaction mAM pU. gurudevanA svAthyane DAyAbITIjha, hArTanA problema, kIDInI Demeja Adie gherI lIdhuM hatuM. paNa candrazekhara mahArAjano deha paudgalika na hato. A deha to "zAsana deha" hato. temanI nazomAM rakta bhramaNa bhale nabaLuM hoya paNa zAsana rAga dhamadhama doDato hato. A raphatAra 40 varSa cAlI. paNa chevaTe tana ane mananI doTamAM mananI doTa sAthe 40 varSe sAtha ApanAra zarIre potAnI kamajorI jAhera karI pU. gurudeva zArIrika rIte thAkyA. ane mana doDatuM hatuM. zarIra sAtha ApatuM na hatuM. A viSamatAne jotA evuM kahevAnuM mana thAya ke "zAsana saMgha mATe 165

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pU. gurudeve eka yoddhAnI jema zarIrane nIcovI nAMkhyuM. A zArIrika AghAtonI sAtho sAtha mAnasika AghAto paNa spardhAe caDhyA hatA. A rIte tana-mana beya bAjuthI lapaDAko khamatuM candrazekharavijayajInuM zaurya sabhara jIvana, vadhu jIvI vadhu jinazAsananI sevA karavAnA aramAno sAthe jhajhumatuM hatuM. paNa aphasosa ! satata be bAjuthI saLagatI mINabattI jevuM A jIvana jIvavAnA jaMgamAM hAratu jAya che. paNa ubhA raho A te yugapuruSa hatA ke "je potAnA saMkalpo jaldI choDe tema na hatA. zarIrano sAtha na hato, chatAM saMkalpano dhodha moLo paDato na hato. zarIranA asahakAra sAthe zAsana sevAnA saMkalponI vaNathaMbhI doTa vacce mAnasika stare asamatulA ubhI thAya che. parArtha ane samAja vacce ja samagra jIvana samarpita karanAra gurudeva asvastha thaI jatA hatA. tethI gocarI vAparavAnI ruci khatama thavA lAgI !!! karmanI viSamatA kevI !!! A AghAtanA lIdhe ja vyAdhi thayo, tenAthI blaDa saplAya magajamAM ghaTavA lAge che. jethI kyAreka khuba asvastha hoya ane jyAre raktanuM paribhramaNa barAbara cAle, tyAre badhuM ja barAbara hoya. eTale have svAthyamAM Aroha-avaroha zaru thayA. sAdhutA eTale virAga paNa gurudeva mATe sAdhutA eTale virAga sAthe parArtha paNa hato. ane svadoSonI pIDAya kharI temanA jIvanamAM parArtha ane pIDA khuba jIvaMta dekhAtA rahyA che. AthI ja svAthya vadhune vadhu nAjuka banavA lAgyuM. 166

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zraddhA-samAdhi-zaktinA pravAsI.... zAsana puruSa pU. gurudevanuM zarIra jIvana svastha asvastha cAlyA karatuM hatuM..." dhIre dhIre samudAyanI bAbatomAM salAha Adi ApavAnI ochI karI nAMkhI. A sthitimAM vadhu ne vadhu AtmaciMtana- Atmazuddhino prayAsa jArI hato. tapovana Adi tamAma saMsthAonI ciMtAmAMthI paNa mukta thavA lAgyA. "samAdhi bhAvane vadhu jIvaMta banAvavAnI mahenata cAlI rahI che." jIvadayA to jANe svabhAva banI gaI hoya tevuM lAgyA kare. AlocanA levAno bhAva vAraMvAra thayA karato. tethI pU. gurudeva pU. gacchAdhipatine jaldI maLavA mAMgatA hatA. gacchAdhipatinA hRdayamAM gurudeva mATe vizeSa lAgaNI kAyama mATe jovA maLI che. tethI jevA samAcAra maLyA ke candrazekhara mahArAja Apane maLavA mAMge che. ane turaMta gacchAdhipati bhIvaMDI khAtenA upaghAna choDIne thoDA divasa mATe muMbaI IrlA padhAre che. IrlAnA upAzrayamAM mA.su. 10nA divase gacchAdhipatine pU. gurudevazrI male che. A milanane zabdomAM rajU karavAnuM mana rokI nathI zakato.... lagabhaga savAre sADA dazano samaya pU. gurudeva vihAra karIne goregAMvathI padhAre che. ame gurUdeva sAthe goregAMvamAM ja hatA. ame vahelA AvI gayA hatA. goregAMvathI nIkaLatA savAre huM gurudevane vaMdana karavA gayo tyAre gurudeva mane kahe "Aje huM mArA gurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne maLavAno chuM" A nAmollekha jo ke blaDa saplAyanA praoNblemanA kAraNe hato chatAM huM ahIM eka bAbata jarura noMdhavA mAMgu chuM ke "gurudevanuM suSupta mana keTaluM badhu majabUta haze ke teone jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.mAM premasUri ma.sA.nA darzana thAya che. ane gurudevanA manamAM evI daDhazraddhA hatI ke "mArA gurudeva ja mane zuddhi Apaze"zuddhi ApanAra bhale pU. gacchAdhipati hatA. chatAM pU. gurudeva evuM ja mAnatA hatA ke mArA ja gurudeva mane zuddhi Ape che. sADA dasa vAge IrlA upAzrayanA bIjA mALe gacchAdhipati pATa upara birAjamAna hatA. pU. gurudeva AvI rahyA che. (navakArazI thaI javAnA kAraNe davA zarIramAM javAnA lIdhe punaH rakta bhramaNa normala hatuM.) 167

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sIdhA jayaghoSasUri ma.sA.nA khoLAmAM mAMthu mUkIne jorajorathI raDavA lAge che. ubhelA sAdhuo stabdha thaI jAya che. sAdhuone ravAnA karI devAya che gacchAdhipati mAMthe hAthapheravI AzvAsana Ape che hRdayathI anumodanA kare che. pU. gurudeva raDatA raDatA gacchAdhipatine kahe che. 'gurudeva ! mane bacAvo mArA kaSAyoe mane barabAda karyo che. mAre zuddha AlocanA levI che mane bacAvo'' khuba vhAlathI Azvasana ApatA pU. gacchAdhipati kahe che tamAro vizuddha ekarAra bhAva ja tamAruM prAyazcita che. vaLI tame viziSTa puNyavAna cho. tamArA hAthe aneka prabhAvaka zAsana rakSAnA karyo thayA che.'' A rItanA bhAva sabhara zabdo dvArA pU. gacchAdhipati pU. gurudevane zAnta kare che. davAnA kAraNe pU. gurudeva khuba svastha hatA bapore vAcanA paNa ApI.khuba prasannatAthI divasa pasAra thAya che. bIje divase mona ekAdazInI ArAdhanA karI. pU. gurudeva gacchAdhipatine vaMdana karI tyAM ja beya mahApuruSo sAthe gocarI vApare che. tyAre vArtAlApa cAle che. beya mahApuruSo vacce kevala samarpaNa ane adhikArano saMbandha na hato. balke beya vacce khuba gahana maitrI hatI. tethI paraspara haLavI gaMbhIra vAtonI Apa le cAlatI hatI. temAM indrajita vijaya vaMdana karavA pahoMce che. beyanI cAlatI vAtomAM pU. gurudeva indrajita vijayane joIne kahe che mAre Ane AcArya padavI ApavI che. tyAre indrajita vijaya kahe che. 'gurudeva, mane nahI candrajita mahArAjane tRtIyapada ApavAnuM kahe che.'' tyAre pU. gurudeva nAma sudhArIne pUjya gacchAdhipatine vAta kare che. 168 STD

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71 karmabhUmi amadAvAdamAM Agamana ... pU. gurudevazrIne muMbaInuM bhejavALu vAtAvaraNa pratikULa hatuM. tethI muMbaI choDI vihAra zarU thAya che. ane amadAvAda lAvavAmAM Ave che. pU. gurudevane amadAvAdamAM ceka apa mATe sIdhA sTarliMga haoNspiTalamAM laI javAmAM AvyA. DaoN. sudhIra zAha DaoNkTara tarIke upacAra karavAne badale pU. gurudevanA paramabhakta tarIke A sevA hoMze hoMze karatA hatA. tyArabAda pU. gurudeva tapovanamAM sthAyI thaI gayA. tapovanamAM upacAro cAlatA hatA. muni dharmabhUSaNavijaya tathA munizIlarakSitavijaya pU. gurudevanI tamAma sevA pUrNa ullAsathI karatA hatA. chatAM pU. gurudevane jeo nakhazIza jANatA hatA te IndrajitavijayanI khoTa dekhAtI hatI. Indrajitavijaya muMbaI hatA gacchAdhipatinI bhalAmaNathI mAratA vihAre muMbaIthI amadAvAda pahoMce che. A traNeya mahAtmAono sevAyajJa joramAM cAle che. A uparAMta upasthita anya mahAtmAo paNa pU. gurudevanI tIrthakara tulya sevA kare che. dhIre dhIre gurudeva mauna thavA lAgyA zabdane sahAre bhAva pragaTa karavA paDe te paNa gulAmI che. ane jANe zabda choDI mAtra "potAnuM astitva ja bhAva pragaTa kare tevuM jIvaMta caitanya pU. gurudeva meLavatA jAya che. mAtra temanA darzanathI hRdaya tRpta thaI jAya, tevI anubhUti darzAnArthIo ne maLatI hatI. sana. 2010nI sAlanuM cAturmAsa amadAvAda tapovanamAM pasAra karyuM. zArIrika kSamatA kSINa thavA lAgI. chatAMya prabhubhaktimAM te ja mastImAM AvI jatA hatA. alpezane sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA pU. gurudeva A nAjuka sthitimAM paNa bhAvavAhI hAthanI mudrAo karIne potAnI anubhUti abhivyakta karatA. tapovanamAM prasannatA samAdhi ane mauna sAthenA divaso pasAra karatA hatA. pU. gurudeva mukta sAdhutAmAM rata hatA. teo evA udAsIna bhAvamAM jANe hatA ke "na te tapovanane jANatA hatA. na 169

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teo potAnA jAjaramAna bhUtakALanI smRtimAM hatA. na temane ahaM hato ke huM 93 ziSyono guru chuM. pU. gurudeva zrI mAtrane mAtra vartamAnamAM ja hatA.'' chatAM paramAtmA bhaktinA saMvedano temanA hAvabhAvamAM vAraMvAra dekhAtA hatA. jIvAtmA ane paramAtmA gurudevanA jIvanamAM satata vaNAyelA hatA. ekavAra suratano saMgItakAra nikeza saMghavI Avelo nikeza paNa bhAva vibhora thaIne gIto saMbhaLAve che. temAM nikeze pApa-prAyazcittano kevo ajaba cakaravo gIta lalakAryuM. sAMbhaLatAsAMbhaLatA gurudeva je bhAvo pragaTa karatA hatA. te jotA ema na ja kahI zakAya ke caMdrazekhara mahArAjane vismaraNa che. pU. gurudeva nikezanA zabda-zabdano hAvabhAvathI pratibhAva ApatA hatA. A gurudeva mAtra vartamAnamAM ja rahetA hatA. zuM samagra bhUtakALa kharI javo te ja sAdhanA gaNAtI haze ? vartamAnanI rAgamukta- doSamukta sthiti te ja viraktinI anubhUti dhArA bane che. A dhArAmAM samaya pasAra kare che. pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM tA. 13-14 jAnyu. 2011nuM yuvA milana nakkI thayuM. A milana pUrvanA milano ke zibirothI sAva anokhuM hatuM. bhUtakALanA milano ke zibiromAM pU. gurudeva zrI sAthe zravaNa milana racAtuM hatuM. have A milana kevala darzana milana racAze. ane gAme gAmathI pU. gurudevazrInA darzana milanamAM bhAga levA yuvAno AvyA. meM te noMdhyu che ke 'gurudeva mauna thayA paNa hajuya gurudevanuM puNya bolatuM ja hatuM. mAtra hAjarI ja halAvI de tevA puNyanA svAmI gurudeva che. tevI samaja amane bahu chelle AvI.'' A milanamAM mArA jevA aneka ziSyonA pravacano thatA hatA paNa ekavAta jaNAvI dauM amArA zabdonI noMdha kSaNika hatI. pU. gurudevanI hAjarInI noMdha ciraMjIva rahI hatI. A chelluM yuvA milana hatuM. 170

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tyArabAda pU. gurudevanA varada haste rajoharaNa meLavavAnuM chelluM sadbhAgya traNa mumukSuone malyuM. sana 2011nA mArca mahinAmAM svAthya vadhu nAjuka thayuM haoNspiTalamAM eNDamITa karavA paDe tevI nAjuka sthiti UbhI thaI, pU. gurudevane sTarliMga hospiTalamAM eDamITa karavAmAM AvyA. upacAro cAlu hatA. vedanAno anubhava kevo haze te anumAna ame karI zakatA na hatA, eTale huM ema kahIza ke zarIranI pIDAne evuM prAdhAnya teoe ApyuM na hatuM. mAtra Atma ramaNatAmAM masta hatA. vi. saMvata 2047nA divase "e yuvAna uTha, Ubho thA" pustakanI prastAvanAmAM teozrIe lakhyuM hatuM ke "mArI jIvananI mINabattI be bAjuthI saLagI rahI che.AMtarika Atma sAdhanAnI zUnyatAnI pIDA mane ekabAjuthI bALI rahI che. to jagatamAM vadhatI jIvo pratyenI asamAnatA' viSamatAnI vedanA ane sadeva pIDA Ape che. A jIvananI mINabattI saLagatI rahe te sthitimAM dIrdhAyunI mAre jijIviSA choDavI joIe ane "bhAvahari' paramAtmA bhAvanI anubhUtimAM mAre lAgI javuM joIe." A hatI temanI ra5-varSa junI bhAvanA je Aje temanA jIvananI paLomAM sAkSAt thatI jaNAtI hatI. 171

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zramaNanA caraNe gujarAtano nAtha gujarAtanA bhUtapUrva ane hAla bhAratanA vaDApradhAna mukhyamaMtrI narendrabhAI modIne pU. gurudeva sAthe khuba ghaniSTha saMbaMdha hato, ane varSo juno hato. R.S.S. gujarAta prastara (vibhAga)nA mukhya pracArakanI javAbadArI narendrabhAInA mAthe hatI tyArathI teo gurudevanA paricayamAM hatA. jyAre gujarAta vidhAnasabhAnI peTAcUMTaNI hatI. te vakhate vidhAnasabhAmAM bhAjapanI be-cAra sITa mAMDa haze te samaye elisabrIja vistAranI peTA cUMTaNInA mukhya saMcAlaka tarIke pArTIe narendrabhAIne niyukta karyA. te samaye narendrabhAI ane vidhAnasabhAnI cUMTaNI laDanAra harena paMDyA pU. gurudeva pAse kalAko sudhI besatA hatA. TUMkamAM jaina sAdhuomAM narendrabhAIno saMbaMdha pU. gurudeva sAthe khuba ghaniSTha hato hA, A saMbaMdhanA kaDavA mIThA beya anubhavo baneya mahAnubhAvone hatA. ' narendrabhAIne pU. gurudevanA nAdurasta svAthyanA samAcAra maLyA ane narendrabhAI te samaye amadAvAda IIM khAte koI prasaMge AvatA hatA. tethI temaNe potAnA aMgata sacivane kahyuM "ApaNe rastAmAM sTarliMga haoNspiTalamAM jaIzuM. tyAM jaina mahArAja caMdrazekhara mahArAja birAjamAna che temanA khabara puchavA che. sacive haoNspiTalamAM jANa karI. haoNspiTalanuM AkhuM menejamenTa kAme lAgI gayuM. ane pU. gurudevazrI pAse daza miniTa gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrI rokAyA hatA. A hatI gurudevanI tAkAta, nimaMtraNa vinA samarpita thaI jAya tevA mahApuNyanA camakArA haoNspiTalanI zayyA upara jovA malyA hatA" te vakhate narendrabhAIe pU. gurudevane kahyuM ke "ApanA pustako khuba vAMcyA che te pustakoe mane dizA batAvI che." svAthyamAM sudhArAnA cAnsa dekhAtA na hatA to svAthya vizeSa nAjuka paNa na hatuM mATe AMbAvADInA upAzrayamAM pU. gurudevane sthAyI karI devAyA. pU. gurudeva mAtra sva mastImAM masta che. ane karmanI zaktino paricaya karatA jAya che. divaso pasAra thatA jAya che. karma zakti asamAdhinA nimitto upara nimitto mUkatI jAya che. sAme gurudeva potAnI caitanya zaktithI karmone haMphAvI rahyA che. pUrNa samAdhibhAva sAthe karmazaktino mukAbalo karI rahyA hatA. 8 ) 172

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* gujarAtanA nAtha - jina zAsananA sainikanA caraNe mukhya maMtrIzrI narendrabhAI pU. gurudevazrIne sukhazAtA puche che.

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samAdhilIna gurudevanI sevAmAM ziSyo candrazekhara mahArAja AMbAvADImAM birAjamAna che. AvA samAcAra amadAvAdanA zramaNone malyA ane dhuradhara mahAtmAo ajAtazatru jevA gurudevane sukhazAtA puchavA AvatA hatA. sarva pakSanA sarva samudAyanA mahAtmAo AvatA hatA. vi.saM. 2067nAM cAturmAsamAM paNa pU. gurudevane AMbAvADImAM ja sthAyI karavA tevo nirNaya sAthenA ziSyoe lIdho. pUjyapAda gurudevazrInI aMtima paLa sudhI samAdhi ane svasthatA jaLavAI rahe te mATe pUjyapAdazrInI sevAmAM manamUkIne tatpara bananAra 15 ziSyo hatA jemAM paMnyAsa Indrajita vijaya jeo 40 varSathI pU. gurudevanA ArogyanI jhINAmAM jhINI bAbatathI vAkepha hatA. bIjA hatA dharmabhUSaNa vijaya pachI zIlarakSita vijaya Adi hatA. to grahasthomAM muMbaI khAte nAdurasta tabiyatanA samaye pU. gurudevane jyAre jyAre hospITalamAM dAkhala karAyA tyAre yogeza divasa rAta sAthene sAthe raheto hato. ekavAra pU. gurudeva zAntI meLavavA govAlIyA TenkanA upAzrayamAM padhAryA hatA. be divasa upAzrayanA rokANane thayA haze. tyAM ja sAme tejapAla holamAM ko'ka lagna prasaMga cAlato hato teno avAja zarU thayo. avAjanA lIdhe pU. gurudeva asvastha thaI gayA. Ameya pU. gurudevanuM svAthya te ja arasAmAM khuba nAjuka thaI cukyuM hatuM. mATe teo thoDo paNa avAja sahI zakatA na hatA. yogeze vinaMtI karI mAru ghara khAlI ja che Apa padhAro Apane zAtA raheze bAjumAM upAzraya hoya ne gurudeva zrAvakanA ghare jAya ja nahi chatAM satata sevA karanAra yogezane jANe ke vaLatara ApavuM hoya tema tenA navAgharamAM pagalA nahI paNa sAta divasa rokAI jAya che. gurudeve agAu yogezanA trIjA mALe nAnA gharamAM pagalA karyA. tyAre yogeza azrubhinI AMkhe bolyo Aje sudAmAne ghare kRSNa padhAryA. gurudeva kahe che kRSNa paNa potAnA sudAmAnI sthiti jovA kyAreka rUbarU AvI jAya che. 174

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yogeza ane gurudevanA saMbaMdho viziSTa hatAM. muMbaIthI pU. gurudevazrIne amadAvAda lAvavAmAM AvyA to amadAvAdamAM gurudevazrInI sevAmAM zrI lalitabhAI dhAmI hatA. jeo chellA 40 varSathI pU.gurudevanA jIvananA sAkSI banIne rahyA hatA. temaNe ananya bhAve gurusevAno lAbha lIdho. to bIjA ananya gurubhakta zrI amItabhAI hatA je suzrAvikA anilAbahena ane aravindabhAInA suputra che. pU. gurudeva sAthe lagabhaga 50 varSathI joDAyelA hatA. chellA varSamAM jyAre jyAre pU. gurudevane hospITalamAM eDamITa karavAmAM AvyA tyAre amItabhAI dina-rAta tyAM ja rahetA hatA. pU. gurudevanA Arogya saMbaMdhita nAnAmAM nAnI mAhitI teo rAkhatA hatA. temanI sAthe ajayabhAI, prakAzabhAI, rAjubhAi Adi khaDe page hAjara hatA. bhUtapUrva tapovanI tejasa, nivArNa, ciMtana Adi yuvAno satata kALajI rAkhatA hatA. chatAM je nizcita bhavitavya hatuM te thayuM. yogezanI sosAyaTImAM plebarIMganuM kAma zarU thayuM pAcho avAja zarU thatAM. yogezane Dara lAge che ke "AmaLelo durlabha lAbha jhuMTavAI to nahIM jAyane?" rojanI majurI keTalI maLe che. majure javAba ApyorUA. 400 ane yogeza temajurane kahe che dosta! eka namra bhalAmaNa che. A kAma hAla rokI de vaLI yogeza temane kahe che. huM tane kAma nahI karavAnA rUA. 600 roja ApIza. yogeze A rIte pU. gurudevane zAntI samAdhi ApavA dvArA sevA karI hatI. 275

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aMttima zvAsa-anaMta vizvAsa 74 khaMDahera se patA lagatA hai, imArata bulaMda hogI 8-8-2011no divasa hato. vi.saM. 2067 grA.su.-10 hatI. sahunA manamAM aNagamAnI vAsa AvyA karatI hatI. hAjara ziSyone zrA.su.9 sudhI je nizcittatA hatI. te AjanI savAre na hatI jANe ke "mauna samaya potAnI bAjI kholI rahyo hoya tevuM saMvedana thayA karatuM hatuM." kahevAnuM mana thAya che. ke" AgAhI zabdomAM nahI, vAtAvaraNamAM hoya che." AjanuM vAtAvaraNa savArathI gamagIna lAgatuM hatuM. zrAvaNa suda-10nA savAre pU. gurudevazrIe darzana caityavaMdana Adi karI lIdhA. navakArazInuM paccakhANa paNa pArI lIdhuM. jindagI bhara jemano lagAva nirdoSa gocarI mATe ja hato. te gurudevane jindagInA chellA divase paNa chellI gocarI nirdoSa maLI. savAranI navakArazI thaI gaI. AMbAvADI upAzrayanI rUmamAM sahaziSyo ToLe vaLIne beThA che. navakAranI dhuna cAle che. kAraNake Aja savArathI pU. gurudevazrI svastha na hatA. jo ke bimArI daramyAna AvuM vAraMvAra banatuM hatuM. jyAre AvI nAjuka sthiti UbhI thAya tyAre ziSyo navakAranI dhUna cAlu karI detA. pU. gurudevazrIne khuba pasaMda traNa zabdo khAmemi savvajIve), micchAmI (dukkaDam) vaMdAmi (nIne vaDavIra ) nI dhUna cAlatI hatI. saMthArAM upara sUtelA pU. gurudeva dhyAnamagna AMkhothI mAtra zravaNamAM tallIna hoya tevI pratitI sahu ziSyone thatI hatI. vAtAvaraNa parama samAdhi maya hatuM. sahu gurudevanI samAdhistha avasthAne nIhALI rahyA hatA. tyAre cAturmAsa cAlu thayAne lagabhaga ra5 divasa purA thayA hatA. amadAvAdamAM ke gujarAtamAM haju varasAdanA koI vAvaDa na hatA mukhyamaMtrIthI mAMDI kheDUta sudhInA tamAma mAnavo ciMtita hatA. varasAdanI sahu TAMpIne rAha jotA hatA. jANe ke candrazekhara mahArAjanA nAdurasta svAthyathI kudarata paNa nArAja hatI. chellA be mahinAthI zarIra sAtheno saMbaMdha kevala AyuSya karmanA kAraNe ja joDAyelo hato. tevuM spaSTa jaNAtuM hatuM. bhojana Adi badhuM ja alpa hatuM. chatAM zvAsa cAlu hato. 176

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DaoN. sudhIrabhAI, DaoN. kIrtibhAI, DaoN. himAMzubhAI pUrNa AzA sAthe upacAro karatA hatA. teo paNa hakIkata jANatA hatA ke "have ghosalo choDavA mATe paMkhIno taraphaDATa vadhavA lAgyo che." samaya pasAra thato jAya che. bhakto-ziSyo sahu asvastha che. ane bAranA Takore pU. gurudevanA svAthyae karavaTa badalI, ekAeka AMkha pharavA lAgI, zvAsa rUMdhAvA lAge che. turaMta DaoNkTarone phona thAya che ane DaoNkTaro turata Ave che. tamAma upacAro cAlu che. paNa niyatie Aje zarIra mukta Atma tattvanA uzyanano plAna ghaDI lIdho hato. 12-40 miniTe candrazekhara mahArAje nazvara dehanA mAlika maTI, sthira Atmatattva sAthe sthAnAntaranI prakriyAno AraMbha karI dIdho hato gurudeve navakAra maMtranI dhuna sAMbhaLatA vidAya lIdhI. DaoNkTaroe azru sAthe duHkhada samAcAra jAhera karyA. jo ke potAnA antima samayanI jANa pU. gurudeve ra7 varSo pUrve svahaste lakhelA vizvazAntInA mUlAdhAra pustakamAM karI ja hatI. zarIra ane AtmAnA bhedanI prakriyAnA daSTA tarIke pU. gurudevazrInA sAthe rahela ziSyo, saMsArI bahena mAtR hRdayA sA.zrI. mahAnaMdAzrI tathA bahena nIrubahena, zrAvakomAM amItabhAI Adi aneka hatA. A gerahAjarI, hAjarI keTalI tAkAtavara hatI, teno anubhava karAvatI hatI. niSkriya paNa gurudeva ane temano deha amArA mATe jIvaMta tIrtha hatuM. ame sahu A hAjarInA tAMtaNe temanI sAthe joDAyelA hatA. A vidAye have hAjarInA sthala bhAvothI mukta karI amane temanI sAthe gALelI paLonI anubhUtinA sUkSma pradezamAM praveza karavAnI pharaja pADI che. gaIkAla sudhI je khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI nirAMta maLatI hatI te khoLAnI mAtra anubhUti ke smRtine ja vAgoLavAnI rahI. pU. gurudevanA kALadharmanA samAcAra miniTomAM samagra amadAvAdamAM phelAI gayA. are ! samagra vizvamAM vahetA thayA, AMbAvADIno eriyA upAzrayano roDa. neharunagaranA mukhya rAjamArgo mAnava

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mahAsAgarathI ubharAvA lAgyA. kevala aDadhA kalAkanA samayamAM kAryakaroe goThavelI vyavasthA, AsthAnA ghoDApura sAme vikherAvA lAgI ane sarakAranuM polIsataMtra kAme lAgyuM. amadAvAde ghaNAM kAladharmo joyA. ghaNAM netAonI vidAya joI paNa A vidAyamAM svayaM amadAvAdanA zvAsa sudhAtA hoya, tevo ahesAsa thayo. ra5-30 divasathI je varasAdanI rAha jovAtI hatI te varasAda zaru thayo. mahApuruSonuM Agamana AnaMda prada hoya. paNa Aje to mahApuruSanI vidAya paNa jagatanA jIvonI zAtAmAM nimitta banI. gujarAtanA mukhyamaMtrI narendrabhAIne pU. gurudevanA kALadharmanA samAcAra maLatA ja pU. gurudevazrInA pArthiva dehane zraddhAMjali aparNa karavA teo doDI AvyA. narendrabhAI bolyA "ghaNAM varSo juno amAro saMbaMdha Aje tUTyo" zrAvaNa suda-11 nA divase gujarAtamAM tamAma katalakhAtA baMdha rAkhavAnI jAherAta karI. narendrabhAI bolyA hatA pU. candrazekhara mahArAja ahiMsAnA pUjArI hatA mAruM cAle to dezanA katalakhAnA baMdha karAvaDAvuM paNa te zakya nathI. mATe temanA mAnamAM ApaNe eka divasa gujarAtane ahiMsaka banAvazuM. narendrabhAInI vidAya bAda amadAvAdanA mAnavo potAnA svajananI vidAya jevA AghAtathI prabhAvita hatA. kahevAnuM mana thAya pU. gurudeve aMtima zvAsa dharatI upara mUkyo, to sAme pU.gurudeva mATeno anaMta vizvAsa jana-jananI AMkhamAM DokAvA lAgyo. gurudeva vyakti tarIke vilIna thayA. paNa mAnavA maherAmaNano ghasAro jotA evo ahesAsa jarUra thAya, ke have teo lokonA ghaTa-ghaTamAM vizvAsarUpe janmI cUkyA che. eka candrazekhara mahArAja lAkho rUpe vizvAsa banI pragaTyA, A kALadharma ke A AsthA dharma che.? te samajAtuM na hatuM. gurudeva deha mukta thayA teno AghAta hato. to gurudeva AsthA rUpe je jIvaMta banatA dekhAyA te jotA AnaMda paNa thAya. sadInA ItihAsamAM ATalI jAjaramAna ke bhAva sabhara vidAya koI jainAcArya suddhAne kadAca nathI maLI. 178

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# paMkhI vinAno mALo... vidAyanI vedanA... pharajanI saMvedanA.

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dekho dekho kauna AyA, jina zAsana kA zera AyA .. rAtanA bAra-be vAgyA sudhI amadAvAdanA mAnavonI bhIDa hatI to tyArabAda bahAra gAmanA bhaktonI bhIDa zaru thaI polIsa taMtra coMkI jAya che. zrAvaNa suda-11nA savAre 8-45 kalAke : pAlakhI saMbaMdhita caDhAvA zarU thAya che. lagabhaga 9-30 kalAke : pUjyapAdazrInA pArthiva dehane pAlakhImAM birAjamAna karAya che. upasthita tamAma ziSyo tIvra AghAtamAM hatA. vAstavika gurudevanA astitvane have anubhUtinA kSetramAM goThavavuM keTaluM kaThaNa hoya che te te samaye samajAyuM. pAlakhI yAtrA lagabhaga ra5 ki.mI. lAMbI hatI. hajAro loko yAtrAmAM joDAyA. jemAM yuvAno vipula mAtrAmAM hatA. zrAvaka jagatunI diggaja vibhUti zrAdhdhavarya kumArapAla vI. zAha samagra pAlakhI yAtrAmAM pagapALA joDAyA. kalpeza vI. zAha jemanuM TUMka samaya pahelA ja oparezana thayuM hatuM. teone zramanI sakhata manAI chatAM paMkajanA upAzraye AvyA. ane pU. guru devanA pArthiva dehanA darzana karyA. rUdana ane vedanA sAthe pAlakhI yAtrA amadAvAdanA rAjamArgo uparathI pasAra thatI hatI lagabhaga dasa lAkha lokoe pAlakhInA darzana karyA haze. pAlakhInA samagra rUTa upara roDanI baMne sAIDa cikkAra mAnavamedanI ubhI hatI. ane pAlakhI ane pAlakhI yAtrAnA AraMbhathI ja varasAda zarU thaI cUkyo hato. loko bhIMjAtA bhIMjAtA bhAvonA mahAsAgarane darzAvatA rahyA. nArAo cAlatA hatA "dekho dekho kona AyA jinazAsanakA zera AyA" candrazekhara mahArAja zuM hatA tenI saMghane tyAre samaja paDI ke jyAre teo na hatA. kevI viSama vAstavikatA che ? 180

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ane tamAma vartamAna patro duradarzana A samAcArane rASTranA samAcAra jevuM sthAna apAyuM pAlakhI dvArA yAtrAmAM hindu sanyAsIo paNa upasthita hatA. pAlakhI yAtrAnI samagra javAbadArI mukhyamaMtrI e rAjyanA gRhamaMtrIne soMpI hatI. agnidAha tapovana saMskAra pITha amIyApuramAM ApavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. tethI A yAtrAne bapore 3.00 kalAke tapovana virAma ApavAnI hatI te sAMjanA 6.00 kalAke tapovana mAMDa mAMDa pahoMce che. 5.45 agnidAhanA caDhAvA zarU thAya che. bAraDolInA be narabaMkA gurubhakta yuvAno jemanuM nAma saMdIpa ane mahAvIra hatuM. temaNe agnidAhano lAbha 5 karoDa 55 lAkha 55 hajAra 555 mAM lIdho. ATalI moTI bolI agnidAhanI sauprathama vAra thaI. agnidAha saMbaMdhI tamAma caDhAvAnI rAzi lagabhaga agiyAra karoDa AsapAsa thAya che. sAMjanA suryAsta samayanA vIsa miniTa pahelA ja agnidAha apAyo candrazekhara mahArAjano pArthiva deha paMcabhUtamAM vilIna thayo. A deha evo mAdhyama hato ke jenA dvArA sadI sudhI yAda rahI jAya tevuM virATa jIvana jagat ne malyuM, A te deha hato je dehanA sAnnidhyathI hajAro yuvAno dharma sanmukha banyA. * A te deha hato jenI zaraNAgati dvArA aneka AtmAoe cAritrajIvananuM ucca AcaraNa hAthavagu karyu. 181

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* A te deha che jenA dvArA cAra dAyakA samagra jinazAsananI surakSA thaI che. A dehanA aNuonA mAdhyame virATa-vizuddha puNyanA aNuoe jagane sanmArga batAvyo che. * A te deha hato je dehanA aNuM aNumAM jinazAsana-prabhu mahAvIra deva satata guMjatA rahyA hatA. * A te deha hato. jenA darzanamAM tIrthadarzana jevo bhAva uchaLato hato. * A dehanA mAdhyamathI candrazekhara mahArAja vizvavyApaka banyA, garIbonA AzvAsaka banyA. abola jIvonA rakSaka banyA. yuvAnonA uddhAraka banyA. zAsana prabhAvaka banyA. te deha nazvara hato. teNe tenI saccAIne pragaTa karI. lagabhaga rAtanA be thI aDhInI vacce samagra dehanuM vilIna karaNa thaI cUkyuM hatuM. jIvana ItihAsa banI gayuM. vyaktinuM rUpa zraddhA banIne vaheMcAI gayuM. candrazekhara mahArAja vyaktirUpe mRta thayA, paNa jIvanarUpe amara thaI gayA. vaMdana te jIvanane jenA dvArA anekone jIvana malyA eka nAnakaDuM jIvana keTalA badhA jIvanonuM ajavALuM banI gayuM. 182

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76 . AziSanI R & D caMdrazekhara mahArAja puruSArtha puNya ane sAdhanonA prabhAvamAM rAcanArA jagatmAM AziSa, anugraha ane prArthanAmAM koNa mAne ? chatAM ya anAdi kALathI mAnava jagatamAM AziSanI bolabAlA che. candrazekhara mahArAjanA jIvanamAM judA judA samaye judI judI vyaktionA AziSo UtaryA ane te AziSa kevI rIte phaLyA tenA keTalAka namunA joIe. ema kahevAnuM mana thAya ke candrazekhara mahArAjanuM jIvana AziSa nAmanI Remedy mATe R&D jevuM hatuM. (saMzodhana karo ane vikAsa karo) AziSa svayaM devI zakti jevA camatkAro sarje che. te temanA jIvana dvArA spaSTa jaNAya che. AziSa zraddhAnA pleTaphorma upara ja kAma kare che. ane teno sAkSAtkAra.... candrazekhara mahArAja svayaM che emanA jIvanamAM viziSTa pAMca AziSa malyA che. ane pAMceya sAkAra thayA che. AziSa eTale duAno zraddhAthI svIkAra. 183

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beTA ! zAsana dipaka thaje. mAtA subhadrA sthaLa : meTarnITI homa samayaH janmanA ja divasa mAtAe kAnamAM A vAkya AziSarUpe kaheluM. have juo A AziSano camatkAra... lagabhaga 40-4ra varSa pahelA saurASTra ke kacchanA eka gAmamAM ame vihAra karIne gayA hatA. AkhuM gAma mAtra musalamAnonuM ja hatuM. paraMtu te gAmanA agraNIo candrazekhara mahArAjanA nAmathI paricita hatA. gAmanA muslima sarapaMca candrazekhara mahArAjane pravacana mATe vinaMtI kare che. jyAM amArA utAro hato tyAM ja uparanA mALe pravacana goThavAyuM. gAmanA ghaNAM muslimo pravacanamAM AvyA. jotA paNa Dara lAge tevA-muslima loko baDI dilacaspIthI pravacana sAMbhaLe che. mahAvIra devanI vAto kurAnanA saMdarbhe rajU thAya che. ane te zabdo kaThora dilanA muslimone paNa pIgaLAvI mUke che. 2200 varSa pahelA ratnaprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. e osIyAmAM comAsuM karIne je camatkAra karyo hato. tenuM seMpala A gAmamAM jovA maLyuM. jaina dharma mATe muslimomAM Adara jAge che. A ja zAsana prabhAvanA kahevAya ne? rAmAyaNa mahAbhArata ane gItA para jAhera pravacano dvArA hajAro ajainonA jIvana parivartana karyA, A sadInA ajenomAM sauthI vadhu lokapriya jaina saMta paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI hatA. mAtAnA AziSa phaLe che... ajeno sudhI jinazAsana jyotane pahoMcatI karavI te zAsana prabhAvanA che. 184

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laI ja uga kare ja vaDIdIkSA - prathama pravacana, parama gurudeva tathA mAnasa gurudeva (bhAnuvijayajI ma.sA.)

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caMdrazekhara ! jyAM jAya tyAM saMghane eka karaje. 78 - pUjyapAd gurudeva premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. rAdhanapura eTale gurudevanuM gAma. sAgara ane vijaya gaccha vacce saMghamAM moTo vivAda cAlato hato. dIkSA pachI pahelI ja vAra candrazekhara mahArAja rAdhanapura AvI rahyA hatA. saMghamAM A jhaghaDo lagabhaga 30-40 varSathI haze. rAdhanapuranA jIvAbhAI zeThanA dikarA mahArAja gAmamAM AvI rahyA che. teno AnaMda saMghamAM khuba hato. jIvAbhAI zeThe nagara pravezanI bhavya taiyArI karelI hatI. rAdhanapurathI ATha kI.mI. dUra gocanAtha gAma hatuM. tyAM pU. gurudeva AvI cUkyA hatA. ane tyAMthI pU. gurudeve saMghane jANa karI dIdhI ke '"mAre rAdhanaparumAM pAMca divasa rokAvavAnuM che. paNa kAle mAro praveza to ja thaze. jo tame be ya eka thaIne Avazo. nahI to huM ahIM ja rokAIza'' saMghamAM khaLabhaLATa zarU thayo miTiMgo zaru thaI. ApaNA mahArAjano praveza ApaNA jhaghaDAnA lIdhe na thAya to ApaNA gAmanI Abaru dhULa thAya. rAte be vAge beya pakSa eka thayA zAma-dAma-bheda-daMDa Adi koIpaNa nIti dvArA saMgha ekatA karavAnA prayAso pU. gurudeve karyA ane A prayAsone dAdA gurudevanA AziSe saphalatA apAvI ja che. punA bhavAnI peThamAM jhaghaDo hato rAtanA 9.00 thI savAre 5 sudhI miTiMga cAlI AkhI rAta gurudeva jAgyA ane jhaghaDA mITAvyA. lagabhaga 80-90 saMghonI zAMtimAM A AziSanA lIdhe pU. gurudeva nimitta banyA. mahArAjajI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e khaMbhAtathI vihAra karatA muni candrazekhara vi.ne AziSa ApatA eka vAkya kaheluM 'jyAM jAya tyAM soya banaje kAtara nahI'' A zabdo maMtra banIne pU. gurudevanA jIvanamAM phaLe che. 186 CID

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79"Indravadana ! tuM to mArAthI moTo vidvAna thaIza." - pUjyapAd bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAja naminAthanA upAzrayamAM bapore vaMdana karavA indravadana gayo che. pU. bhAnuvijayajI ma.sA. pustakonA DhagalA vacce beThA-beThA lakhatA hatA. tyAre indravadana kahe che gurudeva ! huM to mAtra sevA karIza. ApanAM pustako goThavIza, tyAre mahArAjajInA mukhamAMthI A zabdo saryA te zabda AziSa hatA. pUjyazrInA hRdayanA bhAva joDAyelA hatA ane indravadana candrazekhara mahArAja bane che. * adhyAtmasAra upara vivecanA lakhe che. * jIva samAsa upara 18,000 zloka pramANa saMskRta lekhana kare che. * 300 jeTalA pustakonuM lekhana kare che. * muktidUta mAsika lagabhaga 40 varSa sudhI sva kalame ja calAvyuM A hatI AziSanI saphalatA AvA to aneka sImA cihno siddha karyA che. gurudeva pAse cANakya jevI samaja hatI candragupta jevuM samarpaNa ane zaurya hatA. to maMtrI rAkSasa jevI vaphAdArI hatI. gurudeva eka saMpUrNa sAmrAjya hatA. 8 ) 187

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caMdrazekhara ! tArA virodhI paNa tArI cAritrazuddhinI prazaMsA karaze.. - pa.pU. mukticandrasUri ma.sA. uttama puruSonA AziSa yogya pAtramAM phaLe che. te na bhulazo. jyAM bAvaLa ja ugatA hoya te jamInamAM kesaranI khetI zakya nathI. AziSa to pAtrane phaLe che. anyathA niSphaLa jAya che. pa.pU.mUkticandrasUri ma.sA., sva. premasurIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA ja A parama gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMta hatA. saMgharSamaya jIvanamAM aneka kAryomAM ghaNAo gurUdevathI khInna thayA duzmana banyA paNa koI vyaktie pU.gurudevanA cAritra sAme kAdava uchALavAnI gustAkhI karI nathI. teoe je hajAro bhava-AlocanAo vAMcI, A AlocanAmAM 90% AlocanA yuvAno-yuvatIonI AvatI hatI. pU. gurudevanA zabdomAM evo jAdu hato ke yuvAnonA dila hAlI uThatA ane pU. gurudeva pAse potAnI kALI jIvana kitAba khullI mukI detA. AvI je kALI jIvana kitAbo AvatI hatI. temAM je pAponA varNana thatA hatA temAMya lagabhaga 90% pApo kevala sex nA ja rahetA hatA. A pAponuM varNana khuba vistArathI thatuM hatuM. A badhuM vAMcatA vAMcatA gurudeva amane kahetA hatA ke "A zuddhi pradAnanI mArI je ramata che te evI jokhamI che ke temAM huM ko'ka ne pApanA kalaNamAMthI tArI lau paNa huM A pApo vAMcatA-vAMcatA jo calita thAu ke mane nAno paNa pApano vicAra AvI jAya to huM DubI jAuM. eTale A evI taraNa-ramata che ke jemAM zIkhanAra (AlocanA lenAra) tare ja paNa zIkhavADanAra (prAyazcita ApanAra) DubI jAya." tevI zakyatAo che. paNa pU. gurudeva parama gurudevanI kRpAnA jore nIlakaMThanI jema te badhA ja pApo vAMcavA chatAM nirlepa banIne svastha rahI gayA. A hato vaDilonA AziSano camatkAra. 188

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81 "mane ApamAM amAsanI aMdhArI rAtamAM tAranuM teja dekhAya che". -paMDita zrAddhavarya prabhudAsa parikha rAjakoTanA comAsAmAM pU. gurudeva vidyAgurU paMDita prabhudAsabhAI pAse videzIonI kuTanItinuM akaLajJAnane meLavatA hatA. jyAre gurudeva maLatA tyAre paMDitajI raDatA raDatA kahetA hatA. Apa jaina saMghanA dipaka cho, tArA cho. ApanI zAstra custatA ja ApanuM teja che. pU. gurudeva AcAranI custatAmAM khuba daDha hatA. * muhapatino upayoga temanI oLakha hatI. * sAdI ja cIjo vAparavAno Agraha sadeva rAkhatA hatA. * prabhudAsabhAI gurudevane kahetA pustaka mUkavA kapaDuM ja rakhAya. pAkiTa na rakhAya ane gurudeva kapaDA jevuM ja dhaMgadhaDA vinAnuM pAkiTa rAkhatA. * saMghone, yuvAnone, temanA jIvanamAM zAstranA darzana thatA hatA. * paMDitajI dharmapitA hatA. temanA AziSanA baLe teo nAstikatAnA aMdhakAramAM tArA samAna jIvanabhara rahyA. * pAzcAtya jIvana zailInA andhakArane andhakAra rUpe darzAvavAnuM kAma A tAralAe 40 varSa sudhI na karyuM hatuM te na bhulazo. 18e

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eka gurudevaH cAra pratibimba. pravacana ApatA pahelA pU. gurudeva pAku homavarka karatA hatA. mahatvanA jarUrI kAryonI noMdha peDa upara teo avazya karatA hatA. AvA bahumukhI pratibhAzALI gurudeva eka ja hovA chatAM temanA cAra pratibimbo meM zodhyA che. 1) zreSTha vaktA 2) kuzala saMcAlaka 3) krAnti sarjaka 4) samaya pAlananA ati AgrahI hatA. pravacanomAM buddhi-hadayanuM jabbara joDANa jovA maLatuM hatuM. zabdomAM vajana hatuM, to te zabdonI asaranuM to ghoDApura AvatuM hatuM. "prabhumilana"nA kAryakramamAM pU. gurudeva ubhA thaIne gItonI vacce prabhu sAtheno saMvAda racatA ane A saMvAdomAM evI saMvedanA ubharAtI ke zrotA tarIke AvelA hajAro loko bhakta banI. azrupravAhamAM vahevA lAgatA. prabhumilana te zrotAo mATe bhAvamUchanI prakriyA hatI. jyAre prabhumilananuM sthAna choDIne zrotAo bahAra nIkaLatA tyAre potAnA badalAva ne pote anubhavatA. A to siddhi hatI candrazekhara mahArAjanI huM prastuta vibhAgamAM kevala hRdaya ja bolatuM hoya tevA cAra vidhAno pU. gurudevanA rajU karavA mAMgu chuM. bauddhika jagatamAMthI samarpaNa jagamAM praveza karAvanAra cAra prasiddha upadezo.... 190

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83 "ApaNuM to bhAI evuM..." pU. gurudeva potAnI naisargika zailImAM nirNayo karatA hatA. paNa kyAMka A nirNaya dvArA nukazAna thavAnuM jaNAtA, turata ja mAMDI vALatA. A koI caMcala mAnasikatAnuM cihna nathI balke ahaMkAra zUnya hRdayanI saraLatAnuM pratibimba che. gurudeva nijavacana daDhamati (potAnI ja vAtane sAcI TheravavAnA AgrahI) na hatA paNa teo nija vacanane satya matithI jonArA hatA. eka ziSyane potAnA grUpamAMthI dUra karavA bAbate tenA nAma sAthenuM lakhANa gurudeve muktidUtamAM chApavA mokalI dIdhuM. chApavAnI zarUAta thaI tyAM pelA ziSyae gurudeva pAse prAyazcitta lIdhuM. pU. gurudeve chapAtA meTaramAMthI kaDhAvI lIdhuM. keTalAka ziSyoe pU. gurudevane cetavyA 'gurudeva A mahArAja vAraMvAra bhulo kare che. have punaH zA mATe mApha karo cho ? tyAre pU. gurudeva arihaMtanI karUNA sAthe kahetA huM bhAvinI zaMkAthI Aje nirNaya na karI zaku Aje teNe lIdheluM prAyazcitta kema bhulAya mATe mAre A meTara dUra karavuM che. tyAre prasiddha hRdaya sUtra bahAra Ave che. 'ApaNuM to bhAi evuM'' vAraMvAra vidhAno badalavA chatAM pU. gurudeva mATeno vizvAsa saMgha samAjamAM zreSTha hato A ja che saraLatAnI kamAla !!! yAda rahe vAraMvAra vicAro ke vyavahAramAM pharI janAra gurudeva sva svArtha mATe kyAreya pharI nathI gayA. temanI najaramAM kAyama zAsana-saMgha ane parArtha agrima krame hato A traNa mATe teo nAlezIne paNa AzleSamAM (bAthamAM) laI letA hatA. A hRdaya sUtrano mahimA che. Ed 191

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"niyatine salAma..." | 84 mahenata karavA chatAM pariNAma pratikULa AvyuM hoya tyAre potAnI hatAzAne ogALI nAMkhavA A sUtrano pU. gurudeva kemIkala jevo upayoga karatA hatA. khuba vidvAna ziSya karmanA viSama udayanA lIdhe cAritrajIvana choDI saMsAramAM jAya che. pU. gurudeve khuba vhAlathI tene bacAvavA prayatno karyA paNa saphala na thayA. vaLI sapheda vastranI garimAne najaramAM rAkhI tene saMsAramAM ravAnA karyo eka ziSya eTale gurunI jiMdagI che te na bhulazo guru potAnuM caitanya ziSyamAM Aropita kare che. te ziSyanI vidAya eTale jiMdagInI vidAya jevo tIvra AghAta hoya che. paNa A to candrazekhara mahArAja che. tarata ja potAnI svasthatAne uparanA zabda IlAjathI meLavI lIdhI. pU. gurudeva potAnA pravacanomAM paNa A bAbatano vAraMvAra ullekha karI zrotAone hatAzamAMthI. bacAvavA prayatnazIla rahetA hatA. Everything is in order-G4DA 244114 A vAkya teonuM maMtra tulya rahyuM hatuM. teo pravacanomAM kahetA hatA ke "mAro prayatna kevala saMgha-zAsana sevAno che. mArI zraddhA niSphaLa jAya to niyatine salAma." A vAkya temanuM Tension muktinuM auSadha hatuM. 192

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85 "saMsthA ziSya-zarIra" jAgIra nahI. javAbadArI che". digaMbara saMta rAjAne kahe che. surajano prakAza mArI upara AvavA tatpara che. te vacce hovAnA lIdhe te prakAza-kiraNa mArA upara relAI zakatA nathI. A hatI nijAnaMdanI mastI paranta... saMpUrNa AnaMda ane saMpUrNa prasiddhi sAthe na cAlI zake. eTale ke jo saMpUrNa AnaMda joIto hoya to prasiddhinI upekSA karavI paDe. javAbadArI e vistAra che ane Atma jAgRti te AnaMda che. kevala Atmatatva sAthenuM joDANa agharAmAM agharo koTho che. vaLI prasiddhanA kSetramAM javAbadArI levI ja paDe che. te samaye AtmAnubhUtino AnaMda khovAya che. A hakIkata che. pU. gurudeva saMsthA ziSya ke zarIranI javAbadArInI pIDA mAMthI pasAra thayA hatA. tethI temaNe kahyuM A traNa karoLIyAnA jALA che. vistAra vadhato jaze ane vyaktine bhrama ubho thaze ke "huM svataMtra chuM" pAmara karoLIyo moTA jALAne mukti mAne che, kAraNa ke te ajJAnI che. paNa te mANasa ! ke je saMsthA Adino nirmAtA che. te ajJAnI zeno ? taravaiyo DUbe che. tenuM kAraNa ajJAna nathI. ati utsAha che. athavA ati saMvedanA che. pU. gurudeva, saMsthA. ziSya ke zarIranA savAlonA kAraNe kyAreka khuba saMvedanazIla banI jatA. tethI AvuM vidhAna sarI paDatuM. pU. gurudevanA ja zabdo noMdhu to pU. gurudeva kahetA hatA "ziSya-zarIrasaMsthA kensara che." chatAM jIvavA mATe kensarane have rAkhavuM paDe tema che. AvA tIkhA zabdo pachI kyAreka amArA jevA ziSyo gurudevane kahe ke sAheba ! A javAbadArI levAnuM choDI do. to gurudeva kahetA ke dosta ! AvI salAha tArI javAbadArI letA pahelA paNa mane maLelI meMna mAnI mATe tuM mAro ziSya che. prasiddhi temanA rasano padArtha na hato balba parArtha mATe te satata tatpara rahetA hatA. A parArtha prasiddhi rUpe prasarato hato. gurudevano parArtha ja evo aphalAtUna hato. ke teo parahita mATe AgamAM paNa hAtha nAMkhI de. - 193

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"The doDha samaMdaramAM" rAmalo rAkhaNa hAra... lIMbaDImAM cAturmAsa hatuM. tyAM kAnajI svAmI paNa rokAyelA hatA. kAnajIsvAmI na digaMbara na zvetAMbara hatA. vastra paheratA hatA ane vAto kuMdakuMdasvAmInI karatA hatA. nizcaya pradhAna vAtonuM pratipAdana karatA hatA. vyavahAra mata eTale ke kriyAkAMDano virodha karatA hatA. vyavahAra jinazAsananA dIrghAyu mATenuM mahattvapUrNa pAsuM che. dharma vyavahArathI cAle, hA temAMya zaMkA nathI ja ke nizcaya vinA dharma saphala na thAya nizcayanuM pratipAdana hoya, paNa vyavahArano ekAntika virodha na hoya. vyavahAranuM khaMDana karanAra kAnajI svAmI che. ane teo lIMbaDImAM ja che. tevI jANa pU. gurudevane thatA. eka divasa baporenA samaye kAnajI svAmInI satsaMga sabhAmAM sIdhA ja pahoMcI gayA. ucI pATa upara svAmI beThA hatA. pU. gurudeva sIdhA ja temanI bAjumAM besI gayA. ane dharmacarcA zarU kare che. pU. gurudeva, kAnajI svAmIne kahe che. jo nizcaya ja kAma kare che, to pachI AtmAne ja sAcavo zarIrane zA mATe sagavaDa Apo cho. tyAre kAnajI svAmI kahe che (zarIra) pudgalanI pudgala (bhojana Adi) sAthenI ramata che. pU. gurudeva temanA A vidhAnane laIne sIdhA upasthita zrotAo sAthe vAta zarU kare che. aneka zrotAone kahe che. tamArA svAmIjI adhurI vAta kare che ane lokone bhoLave che pachI pU. gurudeva tarka pracura eka ramujI vAta kare che. pU. gurudeva daSTAnta ApatA kahe che. eka pustakamAM lakhyuM che. ke corI kare te svarge jAya. ATalI vAta pakaDIne 'corInuM pratipAdana kare che.'' paNa AgaLanI lITI nathI bolatA ke tevuM kahenAra pApI che. 'tamArA svAmIjI mAtra nizcayanuM pratipAdana kare che.'' paNa vyavahAra dharmanI vAta ja nathI karatA. ,, 194

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are ! jo eTaluM ja bolo ke corI karanAra svarge jAya to A satya nathI paNa unmArga che. te ja rIte kevala nizcayanuM ja pratipAdana unmArga che. Ama karavuM te yogya nathI badhA ja zrotAo candrazekhara mahArAjanI pratibhAthI prabhAvita thaI jatA lAgyuM. tethI te ja samaye kAnajI svAmI vAtane ATopI levA kahe che. calo rAmajIbhAI satsaMgano samaya puro thayo. kAnajIsvAmI jevA dhurandhara sAme doDI javAnI hiMmata candrazekhara mahArAjanI hatI. amadAvAda TAunaholamAM sva. morArajI desAI ane pU. gurudevanuM "rAjanIti" uparanuM pravacana goThavAyuM hatuM. komana viSaya upara be vakatAe potAno abhiprAya rajU karavAno hato. pahelI 45miniTa pU. gurudevanuM dhArAvAhI pravacana thayuM. sabhA stabdha hatI. jaina sAdhu pAse rAjanItinuM ATaluM talasparzIjJAna hoI zake !!! te Azcarya sAthe sahuM beThA hatA. pU. gurudeve pravacanamAM kahyuM hatuM. ke "AjhAdI pachI dezamAM pAMca ja varSamAM dUdha-ghInI nadIo vaheze" tevI neharunI vAto vAhiyAta puravAra thaI che. A AjhAdI gulAmI karatA ya julmI che. AvA bhAvanA uddhodhana bAda morArajI desAI bolavAnuM zarU kare che. 45 miniTanA potAnA uddabodhanamAM AjhAdInA guNagAna gAya che ane mIMDhA rAjakAraNInI adAmAM punaH vacananI lhANI karatA kahe che "AvanAra ra5 varasamAM bhArata samRddhinI Toce haze" AvA gubbArA choDI mAtra gurudevanAM vidhAnonuM khaMDana ja karavAmAM 45 miniTa purI kare che. AvA moTA rAjakAraNInI zaramamAM AvyA vinA, morArajI desAInA ubodhana bAda punaH gurudeve pAMca sAta miniTanuM uddhodhana karyuM ane jaNAvyuM ke "A rAjakAraNIo kevala vacano ApI prajAne ullu banAve che ane guradeve garIbI AdinI tIkhI vAto karI te vakhate pU. gurudeve kaheluM neharUthI desAI sudhInA badhA netAo pAMca varSamAM dUdha-ghInI nadIo vaheze tevA AsamAnI mahelanA 195

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darzana karAvatA gayA ane Aje AjhAdinA 25 varSa thayA. dUdha-ghInI to nadInI vAta choDo, pANInI paNa sukAvA lAgI che. ane prajAne saMbodhatA bhAvAvezamAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM A rAjakAraNIothI sAvadhAna rahejo. tyAre samagra sabhA A kaDaka samAlocanAthI evI bhAva vibhora banI ke tALIonA gaDagaDATathI pU. gurudevane vadhAvI le che.' vi.saM. 2023nA amadAvAdanA cAturmAsamAM terApaMthapradAyanA AcArya tulasIjInI sAme jabbara AMdolana choDeluM. te vakhate candrazekhara mahArAjanI uMmara 33 mAtra varSanI hatI. sAme AcArya tulasInI prasiddhi, tAkAta dilhInA takhta sudhInI hatI. chatAM evuM dhAradAra AMdolana calAveluM ke "terA paMtha saMpradAyanA AcAryazrIne cAlu cAturmAse pravacano rokavA paDelA A hatI. temanI mahAzakti....'' svataMtratAnA bhoge zAMti na ja hoya tevuM hradaya sUtra pU. gurudevanuM hatuM. virodhanA samaMdaramAM doDI jatA gurudevane Dara na hato. 196

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87 X-Ray opha caMdrazekhara mahArAja... dekhatuM ja dekhADe te kemerAnI AMkha che. ekasa-re to nahI dekhAtuM dekhADe eTale jene jovA mATe najIka javuM paDe. pU. gurudevanI AMtarika anubhUti ja temanA bAhyajIvananA Back-bone che. rUpiyo paisAmAM vikharAI jAya te bAhya prasiddhi che. paNa te prasiddhinuM kendra =rUpiyo AMtarika anubhUti che. candrazekhara mahArAjanI bAhya prasiddhi AMkha AMjI de tevI che. paNa AMtarika anubhUti to hRdaya jhUkI jAya tevI che. gujarAtanA pUrva mukhyamaMtrI have bhAratanA vaDApradhAna narendra modI pU. gurudevanI AMtarika vizuddhi mATe advitIya Adara dharAvatA hatA. narendrabhAI vAraMvAra kahetA hatA ke candrazekhara mahArAjanA pustakomAMthI mArA vicAra mALakhAnuM ghaDatara thayuM che." A rahyo candrazekhara mahArAjano ekasa-re... paM. candrazekhara mahArAjanuM jIvana guNonI bArAkhaDI che. kRpA zaktino vizvakoSa che. guNo zIkhavA hoya to candrazekhara mahArAjanA jIvanane juo. kRpAnA kayA kayA artha che te jANavAno koSa temanuM jIvana che. kRpA to hatI paNa kRpA mATenI zraddhA khuba daDha hatI. bhIvaMDImAM nAdurasta tabiyata bAbate pU. gurudeva yogeza sAthe vAta karatA hatA. ane raDatA raDatA teo kahe che. "yogeza ! mArA gurudevanuM AziSa chatra mArI uparathI haTI gayuM che mATe mArI A sthiti thaI che. vaLI teoe daDhatA pUrvaka kahyuM mane punaH AjJApAlana karavA de. A jIvana kRpA zabdanA artha darzAvanArA koSa jevuM che." jaina saMghamAM AvelI bhavya krAntinuM Key-Board candrazekhara mahArAjanuM jIvana che. temanI nazomAM vahetA lohImAM himoglobIna AdinI jema parArtha-pApapIDA-zAsanaprema-saMgha bahumAna Adi tatvo vadhu jovA maLaze. prastuta vibhAgamAM temanA Close-Upne nihALI laIe. 197

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gautama banIne jIvyA mahAvIradeva te satvanuM rUpa che. gautama samarpaNano kalara che. paM. candrazekhara vijayajI pAse samarpaNa gautama jevuM hatuM. samarpaNa sIsTama che to udAratA smArTa eplikezana tarIke kAmayAba bane che.. candrazekharavijayanI khudanI kvolITI jaldI jaldI jhukI javAnI na hatI. paNa potAnA sao sAme candrazekharavijaye kyAreya mAMthu ucakyuM nathI. A ja samarpaNa temanA samagra jIvananI saphalatAnuM rAja che. candrazekharavijayajI kevala saphalatAnuM zikhara hatA tevuM nathI. teo to vartamAna kAlina zreSTha zAsana bhakti saMgha sevA ane saMskRtirakSAnA gaurIzaMkara hatA. "pU. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ane candrazekharavijaya vacce gurU ziSya tarIke adbhuta saMbaMdha hato. meM A saMbaMdhanI suvAsa vAraMvAra pU. gurUdeva (zrImad candrazekhara vijayajI) pAsethI anubhavI che. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM nAma bolatA vAraMvAra gurUdeva gadgadita thatA gurUdevane potAnA 90 ziSyonA gurUpadamAM samarpaNa sabhara ziSyatva khovAI jatuM lAgatuM hatuM. temanA hRdayanI A pIDA meM vAraMvAra anubhavI che. gurUpada jo gaurava che to ziSyatva te AMtarika nizcittatAnI garimA che. gaurava ane garimA vacce mArA gurUdeva garimAne khuba premathI sparzatA rahyA che. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA kALadharma pachI gunnA sthAne pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAja Ave che. candrazekhara mahArAjanI puNya garimA evI mahAna hatI ke "aneka AcArya bhagavaMto temane potAnI pAse lAvavA jhaMkhatA hatA." kAraNa spaSTa che ke "je tarapha candrazekhara mahArAja hoya te tarapha zrIsaMghanA yuvAno vaLI jAya tethI bIjA AcArya bhagavaMto paNa evuM IcchatA haze ke 198

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candrazekhara mahArAja amArI nizrAmAM Ave parantu candrazekhara mahArAja jemane potAnA asImaupakArI mAne che. te pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUrizvarajI mahArAjanI nizrAno svIkAra kare che. candrazekhara mahArAja evA puNyanA svAmI hatA ke ''teo svayaM potAnuM zAsana sthApI zake'' paNa evI koI bhautika khvAhiza temanAmAM na hatI. karNadhAra khuda musAphara banIne ja rahevA jhaMkhe che. A hatI jina zAsananI gautama jIvanazailI. navasArInA cAturmAsa bAda surata jaI pU. gurudeva paryuSaNA tAlimavarga zarU karIne vadhu yuvAnone paryuSaNa mATe taiyAra karavA mAMgatA hatA. paNa pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrizvarajI mahArAjano Adeza thayo ke 'candrazekhara amalanera khAte thanArI 27 dIkSAmAM tAre upasthita rahevAnuM che.'' gurudeva turata ja te Adeza zirasAvaMgha karyo hato. siddhinI TocanA samaye paNa samarpaNanI taleTIne jALavI rAkhavI te gautamazailInuM jIvana che. pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA kALadharma pachI temanA uttarAdhikArI pUjyapAda jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA nAmanI jAherAta gurUdeva poteja kare che. saMyama paryAyamAM mAtra be varSa ja moTA, paNa uMmaramAM be varSa nAnA evA gacchAdhipati pAse gurUdeva bALakanI jema roIne prAyazcita karatA. 90 thI vadhu ziSyonA gurU hajAro yuvAno jemane potAnA gurU mAne che. te pote nAnakaDA ziSyanI jema gurUnA khoLAmAM AMsu pADe che A asAmAnya kakSAnuM samarpaNa che. !! gurUdevanuM asvastha svAsthya hatu. tyAre gacchAdhipati 199

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jayaghoSa sUri ma.sA. e sva hastAkSare pU. gurudevane patra lakhyo hato. te patra maLatA 75 varSanA mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka pU. gurudeva nAnA bALakanI jema khuza khuzAla thaI gayA hatA. tyAre yogezane kahe che A patra tuM lemIneTa karI sAcavaje. mArA mATe A bahu mUlyavAna che. paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajInA aMtaramAM ke jIvanamAM gautamIya ziSyatvanI jhAMkhI vAravAra thatI rahI che. teo vAto mahAvIra devanI kare paNa teo gautama banIne jIvyA hatA. jhoro y ( 2 65ra (47) jUThI madha je prava> ke, jaba rU 2 , 5 ) ) - 0548 ( je 2200 ke12 mI 17 - dha : I mera 13 nA - ra00

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prazcAtApanA rUdananA svAmI jJA alpeza jyAre peluM gIta lalakAre. kyAre banIza huM sAco re saMta. te zabdo sAMbhaLatA AMkhamAMthI azrupAta avazya thaI jAya. 58 varSanA samagra sAdhu jIvananA pacayamAM gurudevanI AMtarika jhaMkhanA satata rahI che ke "mane zreSTha sAdhutA prApta thAya" niraticAra cAritra jIvana te temanuM lakSa hatuM. te temano AnaMda hato. teo jyAre paNa nemisUrIzvarajI samudAyanA cAritradhara mahAtmA AcArya kumudacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ne malatA tyAre hRdayapUrvaka vaMdana karatA vAsakSepa naMkhAvatA. e ja rIte sAgara samudAyanA navaratnasAgarasUrijI ma.sA.ne zraddhA pUrvaka vaMdana karatA hatA. svasamudAyamAM himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA., bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. temanI AsthAnA kendra hatA ane temanA samayanA ghora cAritra saMpanna mahAtmA pU. maNiprabhavijayajI ma.sA.ne jyAre paNa maLatA tyAre temanA paganA taLIye pU. gurudeva potAnuM mAMgu ghasatA hatA. A hatI temanI cAritra jIvana pratyenI taraphadArI. eka vakhata samudAyanI mAMDalImAM mIThI bahasa zarU thaI ke "ApaNA samudAyamAM "samakata" konuM zreSTha ? aneka mahAtmAoe judA judA eMgalathI judA judA mahAtmAonA nAmo AgaLa karyA tyAre pU. gacchAdhipatizrI jayaghoSasUri ma.sA.e candrazekhara mahArAjanuM nAma raju karIne spaSTatA karI ke dararoja cA pIvI ane dararoja raDavuM duSkara che. satata potAnI Adata mATe kakaLATa cAlu rAkhavo muzkela che. je candrazekhara mahArAjamAM dekhAya che. itihAsamAM naMdISeNanA samyagu darzananA prabhAve gaNikAne tyAM AvanAra cAritrano svIkAra karatA hatA. 202

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tevI ja ghaTanAnuM punarAvartana candrazekhara mahArAjamAM daSTi gocara thatuM dekhAya che. temanA samyagadarzananA kAraNe cA pInArA temanA ziSyo cAnA tyAgI banyA che. mane temAM paM. jinasundaravijayanuM nAma yAda Ave che. A ziSyanI cA gurudevanI potAnI cA mATenA rUdanathI chuTI gaI kevI kamAla !!! pravacana bAda gaNuMlI gAvAno samaya teo ApatA na hatA. koka vAra koka zrAvikA bhAvavibhora banI gAI letA, to je je guNono ullekha thayo hoya tenI sAme potAnI khAmI jAhera karIne raDatA hatA. temanuM rUdana temanI prasiddhi taraphathI niHspRhAne darzAvanAruM hatuM prasiddhi vajana banI na jAya tevI jIvanazailIne ja temaNe apanAvI hatI. prabhu milananA avasare ubhA ubhAprabhunAguNa vaibhavonuM varNana karatApU gurudeva raDI paDatA hatA. to paryuSaNa parvanA pravacanomAM paramAtmA mahAvIra devanA upasargonuM varNana karatA codhAra AMsue raDatA ame joyA che. hajAronI medanI vacce mahAvIranuM nAma letA gaLAgaLA thaI jAtA pU. gurudevane koNe nathI joyA? rUdana temanI RjutA hatI te to temanA saundaryane vadhujIvanA banAvatuM hatuM temanA zabdonI asararUdananA lIdhemIsAIlsa jevI thatI hatI. 203

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tIrthakonI sosAyaTInI karUNA... pU. gurudevazrInI saMvedanA eTalI badhI jIvaMta hatI ke "saMsAramAM banatI ghaTanAone teo ghaTanA tarIke svIkAravAnA badale anubhUtinA stare laI jatA hatA. A anubhUti temanA AtmAnuM saundarya hatI to A ja anubhUti temanA Arogya mATe hAnikara banatI hatI. teo duHkhane sahI zake tevA kaThora hatA. paNa bIjAnA duHkhone joI zake tevA niSphara na hatA" tapovananA nAnakaDA bhUlakAone menejare eka divasa AMbA upara AvelI kerI toDavAnI rajA ApI ane bALako to kerIo toDavA lAge che. A dazya candrazekhara mahArAja mATe tIvra pIDAnuM kAraNa banI gayuM. nAdAna bALako jenI majA lUMTatA hatA te majA candrazekhara mahArAja mATe sajA banI gaI. pattharo DALIne lAgatA kerIo tUTIne nIce paDatI joI candrazekhara mahArAja raDavA lAge che. A guno bALakono che paNa sajA svayaM svIkAre che ane te divasa thI candrazekhara mahArAje kerIno tyAga karI dIdho. raDatA raDatA mahArAjajIe kahyuM "patthara jhADane vAgato hato ane pIDA mane thatI hatI. rAtanA kyAreka kutarA ke bilADIno rUdanano avAja sAMbhaLe ane uMghamAMthI beThA thaI jAya tyAre temanuM mana satata te rUdana karatA bilADImAM jAya zuM vedanA haze tenI ciMtAmAM pharI UMghI zakatA na hatA. 204

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91 paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAjanI AMtarika bAdazAhI * himakhaMDano AThamo bhAga sAgaranI sapATI upara tarato dekhAya paNa te na bhulazo ke na dekhAtA sAta bhAga sAgaramAM che. pU. gurudevanI prasiddhi AThamA bhAga jevaDI nAnI che. bAkI temanI AMtarika zuddhi sAta bhAga jevI aDIkhama che. * Avo yAtrA karIe sAgaranA peTALanI jemAM kevala jAgRti ane vizuddhi ja dekhAze. * 60 varSathI lagAtAra 108 ugasaggaharaMno jApa teo karatA hatA. temane A stotra mATe tIvrazraddhA hatI. teone A stotranA paracAo paNa maLela hatA. * tapa ane japa karatAya vizuddha cAritra jIvananA pAlanamAM temane khuba zraddhA hatI. temano muhapattIno upayoga benamuna hato. * nirdoSa gocarInA teo khuba AgrahI hatA. chatAM teo jyAre AdhAkarmInuM sevana karatA hatA tyAre raDatA hatA. ane kamAla to te che ke A rUdana temaNe jIvananA antima samaya sudhI sAcavI rAkhyuM hatuM. * teo upavAsa karatA ya AyaMbila vadhu karavAnuM kahetA hatA. tethI ja temanA ziSyomAM aneka mahAtmAone so oLI thaI cukI che. munizrI dharma rakSita vijayanI AyaMbilanI gocarImAMthI thoDA bhAta lIdhA ane pU. gurudeva bolelA ke "A bhAtanA prabhAve tArA khAugharA gurumAM tapa jAgrata thAya te zraddhAthI lauM chuM." uttama apramatta sAdhaka : uttama eTalA mATe ke prasiddhinI kAmanA vinA ja pravRttimAM tatpara rahyA hatA. apramatta eTalA mATe temanAM vyaktigata svArtha ke sanmAnano lagIre ya vicAra temaNe nathI karyo. ane sAdhaka eTalA mATe ke teo lakSa sAthe jIvyA ane lakSa pUrvaka ja vidAya thayA hatA. temaNe potAnA mRtyu samayanI noMdha jAte ja lakhelI hatI. 205

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saMvata ra04ranA eTale 1887mAM candrazekhara mahArAje "vizvazAMtino mUlAdhAra' bhAga -3, nAmanA pustakamAM potAnA aMtima samayanI bhAvanA, kalpanA ke saMketa karyA hatA kRpAcAryanA pAtramA aMtima samayanI vAta lakhI che jenA mahatvanA aMzo che.. badhI ja mamatAone, dehanI paNa mamatAne, vivekazAna dvArA temaNe khatama karI nAMkhI hatI. teo bhItaramAM bhabhUkelI vedanAnI AganA bhokatA na hatA, mAtra daSTA hatA. te joyA karatA, ema karatA eka divasa AvI gayo. e emano aMtima divasa hato bapore bAra ne cAlIse miniTanA vijaya muhUrta pIMjara choDI javAno hato. paraloka bhaNI prayANa yAtrA zarU karavAno hato. e divase savAre dasa vAge kRpALudeve cAra AhArano tyAga karyo arihaMtanuM zaraNuM lIdhutamAma munione temanI vidAyaveLAno khyAla AvI jatA sahu najIkamAM AvI gayA. maMtrAdhirAjano layabaddha jApa UMcA svare sahue zarU karyo. jIvarAzi sAthe hArdika kSamApanA (khAmemi) jAtanAdoSo badala hArdika ekarAra (micchAmi) parameSThi bhagavaMtone hArdika vaMdana (vaMdAmi) teo satata karatA rahyA. ane prasanna vAtAvaraNamAM prasanna citta sAthe prasanna mudrAmAM kRpALudeve prANano tyAga karyo. A zabdo vizvazAntInA mulAdhAra pustakanA ja che. kAlpanika pAtramAM kRpALudevane raju karyA che. paNa potAnI aMtima paLonI vAstavikatAnuM citra pU. gurudeve lagabhaga ra7-varSa pahelA doreluM hatuM. te ja samaya, te ja sthiti sAthe pU. gurudeve vidAya lIdhI !!! 206

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92 saraLatA ja temanI rAjanIti hatI... saraLatAnI A kahAnI zAsana prabhAvaka pU. AcArya bhagavaMta ratna suMdarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e mane jaNAvelI ane teozrIe khAsa bhalAmaNa karI ke A prasaMganI noMdha samAvavI jarUrI che.'pUjyazrI sAthe paNa pU. gurudevazrIno khuba khuba AtmIyatAno saMbaMdha hato.'' vAta vi.saM. 2044nA zramaNa saMmelananI che. te samaye yuvA zramaNonI TImamAM zIlacandra mahArAja, pradyumna mahArAja, jinacandrahemacandrasAgarajI mahArAja, ratnasundara mahArAja, hemaratna mahArAja Adi munivaro AvatAM hatA. A badhA mahAtmAo jinazAsananA prabhAvako hatA. pracaMDa puNyanA mAlika hatA. jaina saMgha tathA yuvAnomAM A badhA munio tarapha jabbara AkarSaNa hatuM. zramaNa saMmelana cAlatuM hatuM. A yuvA muniomAMthI ghaNA munio paNa saMmelanamAM hatA. eka divasa sahu yuvAzramaNo sAthe pU. gurudeva haLavI vAtomAM mazagula hatA. pU. gurudeva potAnA aMgata jIvananI vAto anubhavo sahune jaNAvI rahyA hatA. temAM 2500mI nirvANa zatAbdinA AMdolananI vAto cAlatI hatI. temAM pU. gurudeva duHkha sAthe, sahu vacce kabUla kare che ke ''ujavaNInA AMdolanamAM meM vadhu paDatI ugratA darzAvelI hatI.'' je mAruM ayogya pagaluM hatuM. pU. gurudevazrInA A zabdomAM chalakAtI saraLatAthI sahu yuvA munione Azcarya thAya che. sahunA hRdayamAM evo vicAra Ave che. ke A caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI saraLatA'' prasiddha loko potAnI bhulano bacAva ja kare, teonuM puNya evuM jabbara hoya che ke 'temanI bhula, duniyAne yogya lAge'' AvA mAhola vacce caMdrazekhara mahArAja jevA ghurandhara yuga puruSa, badhAnI vacce potAnI bhulane bhula tarIke svIkAre ''te mahA Azcarya kahevAya.'' caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI A saraLatAthI upasthita tamAma yuvA munio avApha thaI gayA ane nemisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAya vidvAn yuvA zramaNa zIlacandra mahArAja kahe che. caMdrazekhara mahArAjanI A saraLatAne kyA zabdothI navAjavI ? te mane samajAtuM nathI. ane munizrI AgaLa vadhIne jaNAve che ke'' mArA manamAM caMdrazekhara mahArAja mATe je bhrama hatA te Aje bhAMgI gayA che. caMdrazekhara mahArAja bAhya jagatamAM ''megA sTAra hatA'' to AMtiraka jagatmAM ''rIyala sTAra'' hatA. 207

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zAMtAkrujha yuvAmilanamAM vaknatva spardhAmAM eka yuvAnano 13 mo chello naMbara Avyo, gurUdeva, pArlA AvyA. te yuvAne Akroza sAthe jaNAvyuM badhe ja prathama traNa naMbara apAya paNa Ape chello naMbara jAhera karI mane apamAnita karyo che. gurUdeva tarata ja pravacanamAM potAnI bhUlanI kabulAta karI kSamA mAMgI A adbhuta saraLatAthI maMtramugdha banelo e yuvAna eTale yogeza ma. zAha je tyArathI gurUdevano bhakta banI gayo. muktidUtamAM vAcakonA abhiprAyano vibhAga cAlato hato. temAM je sArA-sArA abhiprAyo hoya te ja mUkAtA hatA. suratanA narendrabhAI hakkaDa gurUdevanA parama bhakta hatA. temaNe patra lakhIne jANa karI A vibhAga sva prazaMsA vibhAga jevo lAge che. have juo bhaktanA A bhAvano abhUta pratibhAva pU. gurudeve turata ja pratyuttaramAM jANa karI. ke "tArI vAta sAcI che havethI A vibhAga baMdha karazuM." have to mAtra ne mAtra sarvaviratI" nAmanA pustakanI prastAvanAmAM saMvata 2062mAM gurUdeve lakhyuM che. huM AgrahabharI vinaMti karuM chuM ke mArA lakhANathI mane mahAnuM cAritradhara koI na mAnazo. A lakhANanI keTalIya kalamo huM pALato nathI. A pustaka-lekhanathI ane aneka AtmAo tenuM vAMcana-manana kare tenAthI mane je puNya prApta thAya tenAthI eka ja apekSA che, ke "mane tIrthaMkara paramAtmA, taraNatAraNahAra sImaMdhara svAmIjInA dezamAM-nagaramAM janma maLe. mArI mAtA atyanta custa zrAvikA hoya. te mane vadhumAM vadhu ATha varSanI vaya thatAM thatAM bhAgavatI pravajyA apAve. huM uccatama kakSAnI vizuddha saMyama jIvana jIvavAnI A bhavanI mArI bhAvanA AvatA bhave pUrNa karuM, apramAda nI sAdhanA karuM, vItarAga ane sarvajJa banIne kevalya prApta karuM, siddhipada pAmuM". mArA gurUdevane ghaNA loko bhoLA kahetA hatA, nA teo bhoLA nahI saraLa hatA. paramAtmA mahAvIra nI eka mAtra AjJA "haiyAnA saraLa bano" mArA gurUdeve jIvanamAM nakhaziza amalamAM mUkI hatI. 208

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navasArI tapovananA TrasTI lalItabhAI dhAmI ane tapovana pAchaLa AvelA prAcIna hanumAna maMdiranA bhakto vacce rastAnI bAbate vivAda caramasImAe pahoMcyo. saMsthAnA hitane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne dhAmIe bhakto mATe saMsthAmAM praveza aTakAvI dIdho. dhAmI nyAyanI jIda upara hatA. to bhakto bhAvanAnI jIde caDhayA. vAta vaNasI mArA-mArI sudhI pahoMcI. lalItabhAInA mAthe jokhama vadhI gayuM. temane bhurgabhamAM utArI devAyA. A vivAdanA samAcAra pU. gurudevazrIne maLyA. saraLatAnI pratikRti jevA gurudevazrI sIdhA hanumAna maMdira pahoMce che. maMdiramAM bhaktono Akroza caramasImAe ja hato. guMDAo paNa bhakto tarIke hAjara hatA. candrazekhara mahArAja mAMthe bhAre jokhama hatuM. chatAM maMdire pahoMcI sIdhA ja kalikAla sarvajJanI jema pU. gurudeva mahAdeva stotrano zloka bolI hanumAnajInI mUrtine hAtha joDe che. vItarAgatAne namaskAra kare che. pU. gurudevanI gItArthatA sabhara udAratAthI bhakto zAMta paDI gayA. tyArabAda pU. gurudeva 30 miniTanuM uddhodhana kare che ane kahe che "ApasI saMgharSomAM ApaNe hinduo kyAM sudhI kapAI marazuM ?' jeno hindu ja che hanumAnajInA sadAcArane je jaina jIvanamAM na utAre te jaina nathI. ubodhanamAM AgaLa mahArAja kahe che. have ApaNe eka thaIe ane hindu prajA ane saMskRtinA rakSaka banIe. lAgaNI sabhara udbodhanathI tamAma bhakto gurudevanA bhakta banI gayA. je guMDAo candrazekhara mahArAjane mAravA AvyA hatA. te badhA raDatI AMkhe mAphI mAMge che ane kahe che. ame Apane oLakhavAmAM bhUlyA' lalItabhAI ane bhakto vacce paNa kSamApanA thaI saMsthAnA hitamAM rasto baMdha thayo varSo juno vivAda zAMta thayo. 209

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niHspRhA= candrazekhara mahArAja niHspRhA jhaMkhanA nathI, meLavavA mATeno prayAsa nathI. vaLI pU. gurudeva to evA ke temane jyAM evuM lAge ke ahIM spRhA jAgI javAnA cAnsa che. to tenAthI paNa dUra bhAge. are ! ko'kane kyAMka spRhA dekhAI javAno paNa jyAM cAnsa che. te ya na ja joIe A hatI temanI majabUta niHspRhAnI korDane. * kALadharma bAda potAnI murtivALA gurUmaMdira na banAvavA tevI AjJA potAnA ziSyone karelI. mAtra pagalAnI sthApanA karavI. * potAnI preraNAthI thayela be tapovano, saMskAra dhAma ane saMskRti rakSaka daLanA kAryAlayomAM kyAMya temano phoTo paNa mukavA dIdho na hato. * ajainomAM rAhata kArya hoya ke anukaMpAnA kAryo hoya potAnuM nAma nahI paramAtmA "mahAvIra' ke jaina" nA nAmathI kArya karAvatA. * cAturmAsa praveza ke dIkSA jevA viziSTa prasaMge praveza hoya to ja sAmaiyu karAvatA anyathA benDa AdinA sakhta virodhI hatA. * prasaMgonI patrikA chapAvatA nahI, chapAvavAnI hoya to sAdI ja patrikAnA AgrahI hatA. dhAma ke daLanA kAryakramonI AmaMtraNa patrikA sAdI ja rahe che.. potAnI nizrAmAM thatI ravivArIya zibiromAM mAtra cAra ja vastunA jamaNavArano Agraha rAkhatA. mIThAI-pharasANa upara sakhta pratibandha raheto hato. * prabhAvaka prasaMgonI patrikAonuM kyAreya posTiMga karatA na hatA "pUjyapAda paMnyAsa gurUdeva" sivAya ekapaNa vizeSaNa lakhavA detA na hatA. * gurUpUjanano caDhAvo bolAvatA nahI. ra10

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surata umarAmAM cAturmAsa pravezanA divase gurUpUjananI vAta AvI tyAre pU. gurudeve siMha garjanA sAthe gurupUjanane badale sAdharmika ane jIvadayAnI TIpa karAvelI. ke.pI. saMghavIvALA suzrAvaka bAbubhAI A vAtathI khuba prabhAvita thayA hatA. * devanAranA AMdolanamAM saphaLatA maLyA pachI pAlathI punaH kAMdIvalInA cAturmAsa sthale pU. gurudeva padhArI rahyA hatA. te vakhate saMghamAM adamya utsAha hato. pU. gurudeve hAMsala karelA A bhavya vijayane vadhAvavA. saMghe bhavya svAgata yAtrAnI taiyArI karI hatI. ja A svAgata yAtrAnA samAcAra maLatA ja pU. gurudeva vahelI savAre upAzrayamAM AvI gayA. badho ja kAryakrama rada thaI gayo A hato pU. kamalasUrijI ma.sA.nI niHspRhAnA vArasAno aMza. * gurUdevanA tamAma pustako, muktidUta mAsikanuM prInTIMga ane dekhAva sAdo raheto hato. * vaDI dIkSA padastha paMnyAsa ja ApI zake tevA zAstrIya niyamane lIdhe pU. gurudeve bhagavatI sUtranA joga karI vidhivat paMnyAsa pada svIkAreluM, paNa te padArohaNane prasaMga banAvatI koIpaNa Formality temaNe rAkhela nahI. patrikA nahI, pada saMbandhita caDhAvA nahI, saMsArI svajanone paNa jANa karela nahI. tapovanamAM yuvAmilana hatuM te milanamAM ja paMnyAsa pada grahaNa karyuM. A pada grahaNanI vidhi paMnyAsa puMDarika vijayajI ma.sA.nI nizrAmAM thayela hatI. tyArabAda sAMje ja navasArI khAte birAjamAna pU. kumudacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse pU. gurudeva AziSa levA gayA hatA. * kumudacandrasuri ma.sA. pU. nemisuri samudAyanA ghora tapasvI AcArya mahArAja hatA. pU. gurudevanI temanA prati akhUTa AsthA hatI. virATa puNyanA svAmI gurudeva, vizuddha . saMyama ane uttama guNa garimA sAme sadeva jhukI gayA hatA. A ja temanI virATatAnI majabUta dharohara che. ra11

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siMha purUSanI siMha garjanAnirbhayI hatA | 94 saMbhavanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM prItanI traNabhUmikA raju karatA avadhu AnaMda dhana kahe che. abhaya-akheda-aSa" saMgha-zAsana-saMskRti premamAMthI pU. gurudevanA samagra astitvamAM abhaya jAgelo hato. teo satya spaSTatA pUrvaka raju karatA hatA. are ! kyAreka Akroza sAthe raju karatA hatA. temanA akhUTa vakatavyomAMthI siMha garjanA jevA keTalAka kalIpIMgsa raju karuM chuM." vAMcatA-vAMcatA vAcakanA dhabakAra vegIlA bane tevA vakatavyo che. * V.H.P. nA vaDA pUjya gurudevazrInI mulAkAte AvelA tyAre pU. gurudeva bolelA ke "hIndu yuvAnone lAkaDI Apazo tenAthI surakSA zakya nathI have yuvAnone "mazInagana" ApavI paDaze. to hindu saMskRtinI surakSA zakya che. gAMdhInagara khAte mInIsTaronI sabhA hatI temAM pU. gurudeve trADapADIne garjanA karI hatI. ane kahyuM hatuM. ke "pradhAno ! mArI Apane eka nAnakaDI salAha che ke tame jaldI rUA. 50 karoDa banAvI lo. paNa pachI to prajA kalyANanA kAma karo... yAda rahe A vAta pradhAnonI sabhAmAM ja sAmI chAtIe teoe karI hatI. tapovana nirmANanuM kArya cAlatuM hatuM dhananI ati AvazyakatA hatI. koka bhakta pU. gurudevane vinaMtI karI, ke "Apa mArA ghare pagalA karo to Apane lAkhonuM dAna karuM'. tyAre pU. gurudeve AnaMdadhananI khumArI sAthe bhaktane spaSTa saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM mArA gurue mane sAdhu banAvyo che. bhikhArI nathI banAvyo. * tapovanamAM ati zrImaMta vyaktinA dAnanI ophara laIne temanI aMgata vyakti gurUdeva pAse AvI. gurUdeve temanA dhaMdhA thakI samAjane thatA nukazAnane lIdhe temanuM dAna svIkAravAnI nA pADI. * paMnyAsa candrazekharavijayajI ma.sA. siMha puruSa hatA. tethI A garjanA temanI ja hoya teo abhayanA upAsaka hatA.

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95 kaThoratA ane mamatAnuM kapala... saMyama pAlana mATe ziSyo upara kaThora thatA pU. gurudevane joyA che. to samAdhi mATe mamatAnI varSA karatA paNa joyA che. gurudeva eka vAta vAraMvAra kahetA ke "guru anuvartaka hoya" A paMcAzakanI vAta che. ziSyanI pAchaLa pAchaLa vartana karatA jAya, eTale ke ziSyanI icchAne mAna ApI guru potAnI gItArthatA dvArA ziSyanA hRdayamAM sthAna meLavI le che. ane ziSya hRdaya vijaya te gurunI saphalatA che. basa have ziSya hRdayamAM gurunuM rAja cAlaze. Indrajita vijayane bhayAnaka eNksiDanTa thayo hato. bebhAna thaI gayA hatA. pU. gurudeva surata hatA. ane Indrajita vijaya dhAravADa(karNATaka) hatA. pU. gurudevane akasmAtanA samAcAra malyA ane gurudeva becena hatA. pU. gurudeva Indrajita vijaya sAthe satata saMparkamAM hatA. parokSa rIte Indrajita vi.ne samAdhi ane vahAla varasAvatA jatA hatA. jethI Indrajitavijaya TakI rahe. Indrajita vijayanuM oNparezana cAlyuM. jyAM sudhI oNparezananI saphalatAnA samAcAra na AvyA tyAM sudhI pU. gurudeve moMmAM pANI na nAkhyuM. pU. gurudeva "savAre cA na le to mAMthu tUTI jAya chatAM mamatAnA mahAsAgara gurudeva lagIre ya ciMtA karyA vinA pANI vinA pAMca kalAka rahyA hatA. A hatI abhivyakta mamatA guru mATe moTA-moTA balidAna ApanArI khAnadAna ziSya paraMparA jinazAsanamAM khuba lAMbI che. ziSya gurudevanuM mAne te to niyama che. sahaja che AmAM ziSyanuM balidAna zuM? evuM mAnanAra varga moTo hoya che. tevA samaye te guru to dhanyAtidhanya che ke "je potAnA ziSyo mATe potAnI jAtane ghasI zake che'' paM. candrazekhara mahArAja to potAnA nAnAmAM nAnA ziSya mATe A mamatA dharAvatA hatA. 213

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cuta hatA jaDana hatA... amadAvAdamAM 50 hajAranI medanImAM upasthita rahevAno prasaMga banyo. hirAratana mANeka nAmanA jaina zrAvake 400 upavAsa karyA hatA. temanuM pAraNuM A sabhAmAM hatuM.' te sabhAmAM mAIka vinA avAja pahoMce tema na hato mATe gurudeve mAIkano upayoga karyo. saMpUrNa sabhAna avasthAmAM A pagaluM bharyu, ATalI virATa jana medanIne saMbodhavA sAdhana jarUrI hatuM. hA. candrazekhara mahArAja lAITa mAIka phalAITanA virodhI ja hatA. paNa te virodha jaDa na hato. chatAMya sAdhananA upayoga bAbate gacchAdhipati jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e potAnI aruci batAvI. ane candrazekhara mahArAje gautamI samarpaNathI bhulano svIkAra karyo. eTalu ja nahi gujarAta samAcAra vartamAna patra tathA muktidUtamAM sAdhana vAparavAnI bhulanI mAphI mAMgI. joke pU. gurudeva sAcA arthamAM samayajJa hatA. temanA vicArone te badalatA rahetA hatA. bhutakALamAM jeno temaNe virodha karyo hoya te ja bAbatano upayoga saMgha zAsana hita mATe teo karI letA hatA. vaLI prasthApita paraMparAne vaLagI paNa jatA hatA."sAdhanano virodha ekAMte karatA ja rahevuM" tevI jaDatA pU. gurudevamAM na hatI. mATe gurudeva zAstracusta hatA. paNa zAstra jaDana hatA. paraMparAnA pAlananA jema lAbha che. te ja rIte kyAreka paraMparAnA sAMyogika tyAgathI paNa lAbha thAya che. jinazAsananI sadIo junI A vyavasthA rahI che. jemAM paraMparAnA satya karatAya caDhIyAtu, eka mahAsatya che zAsana prabhAvanA. hRdayamAM Atma prazaMsAnA bhAva vinAnI prabhAvanA, paraMparAnA pAlana jeTalA ja pariNAmane denArI bane che. bhUtakALanA ItihAsamAM DokIyuM karavAmAM Ave to jainAcAryo AvanAra samayane jeTalA jaldI oLakhI letA hatA teTalA jaldI anya dharmAcArya oLakhI zakatA na hatA. mATe jainadharma to paraMparA karatAya parivartanathI AgaLa vadhato jANAyo che. paraMparAnuM parivartana te tyAga na kahevAya te to paraMparAne vadhu saraLa banAvavAnI prakriyA che. 214

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temanI prazaMmA mAdhanA hatI 97 koIpaNa malIna svArtha vinA kevala zuddha anumodanAnA bhAva sAthenI prazaMsA sAdhanA che. paMnyAsa candrazekhara vijayajI nAnAmAM nAnA bIjAnA guNonI bharapeTa prazaMsA karatA ame vAraMvAra sAMbhaLyA che. teo kahetA saMghamAM sArA kAma karanArano dukALa che. temAM je sArA kAmo kare che temanA plasa joI prazaMsA karo, to bIjAne preraNA maLaze. * AcArya hemaratnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA mArgadarzana dvArA taiyAra thatA zAhapura tIrthanA darzana karIne teo AcArya mahArAjane bheTe che. vaLI kahe che. A adbhUta sarjana dvArA hajAronI zraddhA vadhAravAmAM tame nimitta bano cho. A pravRttinI vyastatAmAM tame tamArA ziSyonA adhyayanamAM samaya phALavI na zakatA ho, te svAbhAvika che. to mahArAja eka kAma karo tamArA pAMca ziSyo mane soMpI do, huM temane sundara bhaNAvIza tamArA jevA taiyAra karIne tamane soMpI daIza. A sakriya anumodanA candrazekhara mahArAjanI hatI. * yuvAna sAdhuonA saMyama ane svAdhyAyanA ghaDatara mATe temaNe sva ke para samudAyano bheda nathI joyo munizrI candrakIrtivijaya (pU. rAmacandrasUrijI mahArAja), munizrI tatvadarzana vijaya, Atmadarzana vijaya Adi pU. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA samudAyanA mahAtmAone potAnI pAse rAkhI pUrNa udAratAthI taiyAra karyA hatA. * zAsanaprabhAvaka pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU. gacchAdhipatizrInI AjJAthI dIlhI khAte saMskRti rakSA Adi mATe padhArela. tyAMnA vAtAvaraNa vacce jhIMka levI duSkara hatuM. chatAM pUjyazrI tyAM jabbara mahenata karI rahyA hatA. pUjyazrInI A mahenatane biradAvato jabbara patra pU. gurudeve lakhyo hato. je patranA kAraNe pU. ratnasundarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. khuba prasanna thaIne potAnA mizanane pAra paDavA AgaLa dhapavA lAgyA hatA. A vAta jAheramAM AcArya bhagavaMte khude karI hatI. 215

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* chApAmAM ke anya dvArA koInA sArA kAryanI jANa thAya to gaccha, pakSa ke dharmanA bheda vinA tarata nAnakaDo posTakArDa anumodanAno acuka lakhI detA. * saMghanI ekatA mATe lagAtAra AyaMbila karanAra pUjyapAda tapa samrATa AcArya deva zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI sevAmAM potAnA ziSya munizrI hemavallabhavijayane kAyamI dhoraNe goThavyA hatA. Aje hemavallabhavijaya zrI saMghamAM bIjA himAMzusUrIzvarajI banavA tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. * potAnA ziSyonA paNa viziSTa guNo, svAdhyAya, tapasyA ke zAsana prabhAvaka kAryonI jAheramAM prazaMsA ke anumodanA karatA hatA. 216

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ArSadraSTA candrazekhara vijayajI jene duniyA na joI zake tevuM rahasya jene dekhAI jAya te ArSadraSTA che.AjanI cAlacalagata uparathI je tenuM pariNAma joI zake te dIrdhadaSTA kahevAya. evA sajjano hoya che. ke je spaSTa dekhatA hoya chatAM bolI na zake. pU. gurudeva to daSTA hatA. sAtho sAtha prarUpaka paNa hatA. 98 paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAja sadInA yuga puruSa hatA. temanI pAse Vision hatuM. jenA dvArA teo Azcarya janaka bAbato raju karI zakatA hatA, jene huM ArSadaSTi huM chuM. A daSTi kema AvI haze ? tenA keTalAka kAraNo mane dekhAya che. dIkSA jIvananA prAraMbhanA 9-10 varSa teoe jabbara zAstrAbhyAsa karyo hato. saMskRta sAhityanyAya Agama Adino eTalo Thosa abhyAsa hato, ke jenA lIdhe teoe potAnI Atma pariNatine khuba vizuddha banAvI lIdhI hatI. temanA hRdayamAM jina zAsananI parAdaSTi sthira thaI cUkI hatI. eTale ke jina zAsananI dRSTie lAbha-nukazAna zemAM che. teno pAkko khyAla temanI pAse hato. tethI teo tAtkAlika lAbhanA pralobhanamAM AvyA vinA khuba zAntIthI nirNaya letA hatA. A kAraNe temane antaH sphuraNA thatI hatI. ane te satya banI jatI hatI. bhavaAlocanA dvArA zuddha thavA yuvAnone preraNA karI, zibiro ane pravacanoMnI asarathI vIza hajAra thIye vadhu yuvAno ane yuvatIoe potAnI kALI kitAba gurUdevane khullA dIle soMpI dIdhI. A hatI bhava AlocanA. A AlocanAonA vAMcananA lIdhe pU. gurudeva pAse vartamAna jainasaMghanI kohavAyelI sthitinuM spaSTa darzana .AvI gayuM hatuM. A AlocanA eTale pratyeka vyaktinI AtmakathA hatI. AlocanAo dvArA AjhAdI pachI bhAratIya saMskAritAnA mUlyono keTalo hrAsa thayo che teno aMdAja gurUdevane AvI gayo hato. A hatI saMgha-samAja mATenI spaSTa daSTi. pU. gurudeva prabhudAsabhAInA saMparkamAM AvyA. temanA dvArA aMgrejonI kuTIlatA tathA rAjanItinA dAvapeconI zikSA prApta thaI. gurUdevane vikAsanI pAchaLa gorAonI melI murAdonI samaja prApta thaI hatI. vikAsanI pAchaLa saMskArono vinAza. tema ja mekolenA zikSaNa dvArA samAjano moTo varga nAstikatAnI mAnasIktA vALo pedA thaze. te samajAI gayuM hatuM. A dIrdhadaSTi hatI. 217

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zAstrAbhyAsa ane zAstra bahumAnanA prabhAve pU.gurudevazrI pAse ArSadaSTi AvI hatI. to prabhudAsabhAI dvArA maLelI gorAnI bhedanItinI samajanA lIdhe dIrdhadaSTi hatI. to AlocanAnA vAMcana dvArA samAjano eksa-re AvI cUkyo hato. jethI samAjanuM spaSTa citra temanA mAnasamAM hatuM. jene huM spaSTa dRSTi kahuM chuM. mane kahevAnuM mana thAya che. vartamAna zramaNa saMghamAM traNeya staranA abhyAsavALA mahAtmAo jaDatA nathI, te hatA kevala candrazekhara mahArAja. jemanI pAse zAstra, samAja ane rAjanItino abhyAsa hato. tethI ja teo samAjathI AgaLa cAlatA hatA. samAjanuM bhAvi vaheluM joI zakatA hatA. eTale pU. gurudeva sva samaya (jaina zAstro)nA tathA para samaya (videzonI kuTanItinA) nAM jJAtA banyA. ghaNAMne evo savAla uThato hato. dareka virodhamAM ke dareka jainasaMghanA savAlomAM candrazekhara mahArAja zA mATe kudI paDe che ? teno javAba e ja che ke 'candrazekhara mahArAjane jainasaMghanI gaMbhIra bimArInI sthitinI sauthI vadhu jANakArI hatI. mATe teo jaldI kudI paDatA hatA. yAda rahe candrazekhara mahArAja mATe zAsana ane saMgha sarvopari hatA. tethI A bene je bAbatathI dhakko lAge tevo aMdezo paNa jo candrazekhara mahArAjane AvI jAya to te Aga banI uThatA. A temano saMgha-zAsana mATeno prema hato. teo ekavAta vAraMvAra kahetA hatA ke ''vartamAna jaina saMgha eTalI hade khuvAra che. ke have A saMgha vadhu eka paNa AghAta jIravI zake tevI sthitimAM nathI.'' pU. gurudevanuM saMgha vAtsalya eTaluM gADha hatuM, ke "temanA mATe nAnI paNa bAbata vadhu gaMbhIra banI jatI''. temAM zaMkA nathI ke ApaNI jaDatA sAme temanI saMvedanA khuba jIvanta hatI, mATe teo je bAbate vilkala banI jAya te bAbata ApaNe sAmAnya lAge kAraNa ke ApaNe saMvedana zUnya jaDa chIe. A ja asamAnatAnA lIdhe pU. gurudevanA jIvanta saMvedanane oLakhavAmAM samagra samAje thApa khAdhI hatI. 218

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candrazekhara mahArAja zAnta rahI zakatA na hatA. te temanI AkramakatAne choDI na zake te svAbhAvika che. kAraNa ke temane saMgha, saMskRti ane prajAnuM bhAvi gamagIna dekhAtuM hatuM. mATe ja teo "sadInA yuga puruSa" hatA. dhurandhara jainAcAryo ke mahAna dharmocAryone paNa candrazekhara mahArAja potAnI vAtothI vicAratA karI detA. mATe to temanA agnidAhanA samaye vizvahindu pariSadanA netA zrIyuta pravINa togaDIyA bolyA hatA. ke "candrazekhara mahArAja jaina sAdhu hovA uparAMta eka hindu rASTranA saMta hatA ane bhAratanI saMskRtinA sainika hatA. temanI gerahAjarI hIndu prajA mATe paNa moTo zUnyAvakAza banI raheze" A traNa daSTionA kAraNe temaNe je vAto varSo pahelA potAnA pustakomAM lakhelI hatI ane pravacanomAM bolelI hatI te Aje vAstavika banIne dekhAya che. paMnyAsa candrazekhara mahArAje karelA keTalAka vidhAno raju karuM chuM. je Aje spaSTa-satya tarIke dekhAya che... 1. "amerikA devALu kADhaze." A vAta hAlanI Arthika maMdI tathA kudaratI Apatti, vaLI cInanI Arthika maMdInA lIdhe amerikAnuM arthataMtra DAmADoLa che. amerikA vizvanuM sauthI moTuM devAdAra rASTra che. 2. "yunAITeDa sovIyeta rASTrasaMgha tarIke oLakhAtA raziyAnA bhAgalA paDaze." A vAta jyAre akhaMDa raziyA hatuM. jaina U.S.S.R. kahevAtuM hatuM. tyAranuM vidhAna che. je Aje saMpUrNa sAcuM paDyuM. 3. "pANI vecAze." sarakAra ja vecavAnA konTekaTa Apaze. korporezana Adie voTaraTekSa levAno zarU karyo che. khAnagI kaMpanIone zuddha pANIne nAme konTekaTa apAyA che. 4. rAsAyaNika khAtara roga notaraze. jamInane bALI nAkhaze. have A vAta najaronajara dekhAya che. kheDUta rAsAyaNika khAtara vinA pAka ugADI nathI zakato. jamInanI phaLadrupatA khalAsa thaI che. 219

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5. zrImati "sonIyAgAMdhI" rAjakAraNamAM Avaze. rAjIva gAMdhI sAthenA lagna bAda kareluM vidhAna che. ane DamI' vaDApradhAna dvArA teoe bhArata para rAja karyuM che te hakIkata che. 6. khristIo - muslImo jhaghaDaze. sIrIyA IrAka, ijharAyela AdinI sthiti jotA vAta taddana sAcI lAge che. AMtakavAda ane amerikAnA saMgharSo hAjarA hajura che. 7. garIbo vadhu garIba thaze, amIro vadhu amIra thaze. udArIkaraNa-vaizvikaraNa tathA FDInA cakkaramAM A vAkya saMpUrNa sAcu paDatuM dekhAya che. AjhAdI pachInA 60 varSa pachI paNa garIba bhAratIya vadhu garIba banyo che. 8. gAmaDAo paDI bhAMgaze ane zahero gIca thaze. varSo pahelA kahelI A vAta Aje nakhazIza sAcI paDI che. zaheronI AsapAsa vastIno visphoTa thayo che. gAmaDAo khAlI thaI gayA che. smArTa sITInI lobhAmaNI vAto te samaye gurudeve joyelI haze. 9. "ExpressHighway" banaze. A vAta jaga jAhera che. moTA zaherone joDavAnuM kAma cAluM che. AvA to keTalAye vidhAno che. jemAM candrazekhara mahArAjanI ArSa-dIrghadraSTi spaSTa dekhAya sadInA yuga puruSa candrazekhara mahArAjanA samagra astitvano leboreTrI TesTa thAya to temanA kemIkalomAM zAsana saMghabhakti, saMskRti rakSA, prajAhita, Adi dravyonuM ja prAdhAnya jovA maLe. vandana yuga puruSa mahAna gurudeva ne... 220

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99 sUkama zaktinA svAmI mane maharSi prAtaMjalinA yoga sUtranuM eka sUtra yAda Ave che. ahiMsAyAH pratiSThAyAM vaira tyaagH| ahiMsAnI siddhithI te siddha puruSanI orA ahiMsaka bane che. te orAnA vartuLamAM pravezanAra paNa ahiMsaka banavA lAge che. vAta che suratanA nAnapurAnA comAsAnI pU.gurudeva nAnapurAmAM hatA. ekavAra suratamAM Night mATe vikhyAta bhajana gajhala samrATa anupa jaloTA AvelA anupajInA dosta anupajIne kahyuM "suratamAM mahAna jaina saMta birAjamAna che. teone Apa bhajano saMbhaLAvazo'' ? anupajI tarata taiyAra thaI gayA. nAnapurA upAzrayamAM bapore 12.30 thI 6.30 sudhI bhajana gAyakI cAlI. pU. gurudeva anupajInA kaMThathI ane bhajananA zabdothI bhIMjAvA lAgyA. be kalAkamAM pU. gurudeve to saMgIta ane zabdono AnaMda mANyo paNa anupajI to parivartananA pagathAre doDavA lAgyA. kAryakrama patyA pachI pU. gurudeve vAsakSepa nAMkhyo anupajI ravAnA thayA. rAtre kAryakrama patAvI muMbaI cAlyA gayA. bIje divase muMbaIthI anupajIno Phone pelA bhAI upara Avyo. je bhAI gurudeva pAse anupajIne lAvyA hatA. ane PhonemAM anupajIe kahyuM ke "vo naina muninI ro havAti vatAno.... unako sunAte sunAte maiM khuda sunane lagA aura maiM kala jaga gayA, aura jainamuni ke darzana aura AziSa se maine saMtRtva $IyA na se maiNon veg narI nuM II | tyAre anupajIe te paNa jhayuM hatuM. ke "mArI patnI jaina che. teNIe mane vAraMvAra Non veg choDavA kahyuM hatuM. chatAM huM mAnato na hato." paNa jaiinamuni $ morI re sai prabhAvita ho vAlA | huM pU. gurudevanI sAdhakatA caMdana jevI zAMta hatI, paNa - kastUrI jevI prabhAvaka hatI. vandana...vandana... rara1

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vyAnyAna noTa naM. 5 2050 bhgerkh| kemasa bhI zuddha zudhanA pradAyako bhane mekalara kapaka ho mayA hai. bhane o bau~ mene kucha vaisase banama hai, Gio yAtra zarmA tyo He 4.7 sukha bAbu, pATha, nA 2051 Lynton at. zeSAmanA prabaMdhako (tapo 2011 somAsA praveza sudhA vyAkhyAna noTa naM.5 nA upara karela noMdha hM b des-'doddi-ls- ''mArI traNa prArthanA'' pustakanuM chelluM peja Cyle 1. 4. keti yayA hati siddha LOM ugrAle bheojayo s Que piMo gAMdha 6 tens yuddha ApalI Quite rue frinnr pradarako dipaka 90 91991 n. ~991 492 - Alines. D raMga bharata Xmasha 3 in my sAra rame Rw. 10% 51- Young-adha 9922920\umar-201 DM.M.jans 30 50 49om kudai kolAma) 99 % darA-taka to doSamA zAdI 4 praznottarI tapovana milanamAM Apela pravacananI noMdha 3 kA hisvA 2/ ubhadhi ' dhavAvu pulacchA, sudhAn pa prANa guNa ThahAratA Manan pApAgrucchA hoSaprAya pa puruSAndAdha guNadhAturUpA ekA logo miroThA meant him. kA jahA pArlAmAM yogezanA ghare karela pravacananI noMdha

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200. Management GURU.... jyAM AsthA hoya tyAM vyavasthAnI jarUra hatI paNa samayanA pravAhamAM AsthA sAthe vyavasthAnuM paNa mUlya vadhavA lAgyuM. Aje to mahimA ja Management no che. AsthA hoya ke na hoya vyavasthAthI camatkAro sarjAya che. vaijJAnIka jagatuM vyavasthAne ja prAdhAnya Ape che. tethI to have "menejamenTa guruonI bolabAlA che. pU. gurudeva Moral Guru to hatA paNa Management guru paNa avvala hatA. teo amane ziSyone kAyama zikhavatA hatA ke "jo tamAre zreSTha pravacanakAra thavuM hoya to traNa zaratonuM pAlana karajo." (1) pravacana karatA pahelA zuM bolavAnuM che tenI noMdha avazya karavI. (ra) pravacana daramyAna viSayAntara na thavA devuM. (3) pravacana samayamAM uThADavAno TAIma barAbara pakaDI rAkhajo. vadhu bolavAmAM lobhamAM jo samaya vadhu lezo to zrotAonA mAnasa upara tamArI chApa sArI nahI upase. A gurudevanI amArA mATenI mamatA hatI te pravacananonA kSetramAM advitIya hovA chatAM pravacana karatA pahelA noMdha avazya karatA hatA jenA keTalAka "seMpala'' mUkIe chIe. 223

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cajazekhara mahArAjaH 101 Emperor of Achievements pUrva dizAmAM ugato suraja samagra brahmAMDane prakAzita kare che. mAtra gujarAta, mahArASTra ane rAjasthAnamAM ja jIvana pasAra karanAra candrazekhara mahArAje evA zakavarti kAryonI zreNi racI ke "jenI noMdha samagra bhAratanA jainoe levI paDI." sadIo sudhI noMdha levI paDe tevA. kAryonI sUci che. pU. gurudeve sva prasiddhi ke sva pratiSThA mATe koI kArya karyuM nathI teno sAkSI samagra saMghe che. paNa pU. gurudevanI niSThA eTalI daDha hatI ke temanA dvArA thatA kAryo svayaM prasiddha banI gayA. gAMdhInI AjhAdinI laData jevI pU. gurudevanI zAsanadAjhanI laData hatI. teo jainAcAryone purI AmanyA sAthe kyAreka kahetA hatA ke "Apa AcArya cho chatAM Apa A zAsananI rakSA ke utkarSa mATe kema gaMbhIra nathI." amane ziSyone kahetA "meM ToLAUbhA karI mAro vaTa pADavA tamane ziSya nathI banAvyA. mAre to tamArAmAM marajIvA pedA karavA che ane potAnI nikaTanA zrImaMtone pUjya gurudeva kahetA "tamane maLelAM amApa dhanamAMthI khAvA puratu dhana rAkhI bAkInuM mane Apo mAre ghaTaghaTamAM prabhu zAsana ane mahAvIra devanI karUNAne vahevaDAvavI che. gurudevanA A mAtra zabdo na hatA. balka A hRdaya hatuM. temanA zabdomAM teo khuda dekhAtA hatA. cAlo pU. gurudevanA samagra jIvananA jIvanta kAryonA Flash back ne joI laIe zuM Management Power haze. jaina zAsana ane sAthe saMskRtinuM koI kSetra bAkI nathI rahyuM hoya, jyAM gurUdeve potAno phALo na nodhAvyo hoya. have sarjanonA dazya purAvAo raju karavAnuM mana thAya che. vyakti svayaM eka sAmrAjya banIne vistarI zake che. te saMdeza candrazekhara mahArAjanuM jIvana Ape che. temanA dareka sarjanamAM be bAbatonA darzana thayA kare che. dareka sarjanano AraMbha pAchaLa pU. gurudevanI bhAvanA vaibhava DokAya che. to te sarjananI saMpannatA pAchaLa virATa puNya vaibhavanA darzana acUka thAya. bhAvanA to ghaNA pAse hoya puNya ko'ka ja viralA pAse hoya che. ziSyonA sarjanathI mAMDI dareka sarjana have pachInA vibhAgamAM jovA-jANavA maLaze. 224

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* vaDalAnI vaDavAIo (amadAvAda tapovana jinAlaya) * pU. gurudevano saMyama - svAdhyAya samRddha ziSya parivAra

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102 100 ziSyonI saMghane bheTa mALInA manipuSpo pUjyapAda gurUdevazrInA AraMbhanA varSomAM cAra ke pAMca ziSyo sAthe nI saMyama yAtrA cAlatI hatI. gurUdevazrI evuM mAnatA hatA ke "ziSyonI bAbatamAM mAruM puNya pAtaLuM che" tethI ghaNAM mumukSuo temanI pAse dIkSita thavA AvatA hatA. paNa teo temane anyatra mokalI detA hatA. Aje evA. aneka mahAtmAo che ke jeo svamukhe A saMdarbhe vAta karatA kahe ke "candrazekhara mahArAjanA pravacano nA zravaNe ke pustakonA vAMcananA lIdhe mAro mAhyalo jAgyo ane huM mahAbhiniSkramaNanA mArge vaLyo' Ama to mArA gurUdeve te suyogya AtmAone vividha samudAyanA vividha guruo pAse dIkSA mATe prerita karIne, gurUdeve dareka samudAyamAM potAno ekAda svajana taiyAra karyo che. nAnA grupamAM ja rahIne zAsana sevAnI pravRtti karavAnI manogata vicAraNAmAM kaDAko bolAya che ane pU.gurUdeva vi.sa.2036nI sAlathI punaH dIkSA ApavAnI ane ziSyo banAvavAnI zarUAta kare che. vi.saM. 2020nI sAlathI vi.saM.203panA nava varSa daramyAna pU.gurUdeve mAtra traNa dIkSA ApI. hatI. ane vi.saM. 2036 thI vi.saM. 2070 sudhInA 34 varSamAM 90 AtmAone prabhu mahAvIra devanI sarvaviratinA dhAraka banAvyA. A paNa pU.gurUdevanI jinazAsanane adbhuta bheTa hatI. 300 pustakonuM sarjana te jJAnapratibhA hatI. paNa ziSyonuM sarjana to puNyAnuM baMdhI puNyanI pratibhA hatI. Aje A 99 mahAtmAo dvArA jinazAzana saMghanI sevAnA zreSTha kAryo thAya che. pU.gurUdeve kevala ziSyo ja taiyAra karyA che. tevuM nathI A ziSyo to "TIma inDiyA" nI jema sarva kSetromAM pravINa ziSyonuM jutha taiyAra karyuM che. Aje paNa bhAratamAM jaina saMghomAM evI zraddhA che ke candrazekhara mahArAjanA ziSyo jo cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA hoya to te saMghone khoTA bojA ke anya vivAdomAMthI pasAra thavuM ja na paDe. pU.gurUdevazrI nA dareka ziSyone prathama zikSA e ja hoya ke saMghomAM kyAreya vivAda ubho na karazo." AvA munipuSpo je jinazAsananA caraNe dharyA che te munipuSponI guNa-zakti suvAsanuM avalokana karazuM... 226

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1. munirAjazrI harSasenavijayajI jemaNe pU.gurUdevanI lagabhaga 28 varSa lagAtAra sevA karI. A mahAtmA apUrva saMyamI hatA. temane lagabhaga 100 bAdhA hatI. sadeva mALA sAthe ja A mahAtmAnA darzana thatA hatA. 2. munirAjazrI jayacandravijayajI paryAya vRddha che. nAdurasta svAsthyamAM uttama ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka samaya pasAra kare che. 3. paM. indrajitavijaya kevala 7 varSanI uMmare gurUdevazrInA caraNomAM samarpita thayA.apUrva vAtsalya meLavyuM. jyotiSa Ayurveda elopathI Adino khuba uMDo abhyAsa karela che. pU.gurUdevazrInI chellA 30 varSathI apUrva sevA karela hatI. niHspRhatA ane udAratA jemano mukhya guNavaibhava che. 4. paM. yazobhUSaNavijaya apUrva saMyamI vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLInA ArAdhaka hatA ane ugra tapasvI ane ArAdhaka hatA. 5. munirAjazrI giribhUSaNavijaya - ghora tapasvI 16-16 upavAsa 29 vAra karI cUkyA che. vardhamAna tapanI 80 uparAMta oLInA ArAdhaka che. 6. paM. meghadarzanavijayajI jeo jaina dharmanA tatvajJAnane saraLabhASAmAM pravacana, pustako, ane TapAla dvArA tatvajJAna samajAvavAmAM Master che. jJAna dIpaka bano yojanA dvArA hajAro lokone paMca pratikramaNa zuddhi sAthe bolatA karyA che. 7. paM. jinasuMdaravijayajI viziSTa pravacana zakti ane puNya dvArA aneka dhanavAno dhanane sanmArge vaLAvavAmAM teo nimitta bane che. A temanI viziSTa puNya zakti che. 8. paM. padmadarzanavijayajI 100 oLInA ArAdhaka paM. dharmabodhivijayajI, paM. rAjarakSitavijayajI, paM. kalparakSitavijayajI Adi evA mahAtmAo che ke ''jemanAM pravacano'', jemanuM puNya ane vizuddha saMyama zrI saMghomAM aneka satpravRttiomAM nimitta banyA che. 227

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9. paM. malayakIrtivijayajI Child specialist che. akhila bhAratIya svAdhyAyapITha dvArA prAthamika sUtro artha vigerenA abhyAkramathI bhaviSyanI peDhIne taiyAra kare che. 10. paM. haMsakIrtivijayajI, pa.bhavyakIrti A be bhAIo tapovana amadAvAda khAte lagabhaga 17 varSathI bALa saMskaraNanA mahAyajJanI dhuNI dhakhAvIne beThA che. jena saMghanA bhAvinuM abhUta ghaDatara teo karI zakayA che. vaLI vAcanA ane vyAkhyAnamAM paNa prAvINya dharAve che. 11. munirAjazrI haMsabodhivijaya :- vyaktigata jIvanamAM teo khuba niHspRhI to che ja vaLI temanA hRdayamAM sAdharmiko mATenI paNa karUNA che. mAtra pU.gurUdevanA eka ja vAkya upara amadAvAdamAM vasatA jaina parivAronAM hajAro bALakone varaso varasa lAkhonuM anudAna dvArA skula phI mATe madada kare che. baMne tapovanomAM karoDonuM yogadAna karAvyuM 12. paM. dharmarativijayajI 100 oLInA ArAdhaka che. ugratapasvI ane pravacanakAra che hAla gIranAra tIrthanI surakSA kAje chellA pAMca varSathI tyAMja cartumAsa kare che. te 13. paM. jitarakSitavijaya uttama saMyama sAthe gAmaDe gAmaDe pAThazAlAo dhabakatI rahe te mATe adhyApako ne taiyAra karatI saMskRta pAThazAlAnA mULa preraNA strota che. atyAra sudhImAM 100 thI vadhu paMDito taiyAra karyA che. 14. paM. manobhUSaNavijaya "LEARNAND TURN"nA benara heThaLa jainatvanA pAyAno abhyAsa krama temaNe taiyAra karyo che. muMbaImAM lagabhaga 40 senTaromAM cha thI ATha hajAra jaina bALako jaina dharma abhimukha thayA che. 15. munizrI jinapadmavijaya pU. gurudevanA ke anya svAdhyAyI lekhaka mahAtmAonA pustakonA prapha jovAmAM avvala che. 228

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16. 5. hemavallabhavijaya samagra tapagacchanA 15,000 sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtomAM A mahAtmA zreSTha gaNI zakAya tevA che. pUjyapAda himAMzu surIzvarajI ma.sA.nI zreSTha sevA teoe karI che. lagabhaga 6,000 AyaMbila lagAtAra thayA che ane AjIvana AyaMbilanI pratijJA che hAla gIranAra tIrthanI surakSA kAje chellA pAMca varSathI tyAM ja cAturmAsa kare che. vaLI teo zrIsaMghamAM bIjA himAMzusUri ma.sA. banavA jaI rahyA che. 17. munirAjazrI vimalasavijaya paramahaMsa vijaya mULa bAraDolInA pitA-putra hatA have gurU ziSya che chellA cAra varSathI aMtarikSa tIrthanI surakSA kAje satata prayatna zIla che. 18. munirAjazrI guNavaMsavijaya pU.gurUdevanA ziSya gaNamAM atyaMta vidvAna mahAtmA che aneka Agama graMtho upara vivecanA karI rahyA che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonA abhyAsamAM upayogI graMthonI zreNi prakAzita karI rahyA che. tathA uttama adhyApaka paNa che. temanI jema ja muni zIlarakSita vijaya paNa uttama pAThaka che. 19. munizrI padharakSitavijaya, munizrI anaMtasuMdaravijaya tathA munirAja haMsavijaya suMdara zAstrAbhyAsa sAthe gurudevazrInI joradAra sevAbhaktI karI che. * AvA 99 ziSyo uttama saMyama pAlana sAthe vividha zAsana saMgha sevAnI pravRttio karI rahyA che. sadIo sudhI prabhunA dharmanI paraMparAne calAvanAra ziSya paraMparAnA pUjya gurUdeva sarjaka hatA. * chellA be varSathI mAnasika asvasthatA ane vismaraNanA kAraNe pUgurudeva vidhivat koIne potAnA uttarAdhikArI niyukta karI na zakayA. tethI pU. gurudevano ziSya samudAya pU. gacchAdhipatinI nizrAmAM saMyama jIvananI ArAdhanA kare che. 229

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tArA pustako bhaviSyamAM zAstra banaze. 103 candrazekhara vijayajI mahArAjanA pravacana karatAye kadAca kalama vadhu tejAbI hatI. jANe ke zAhIne badale tejAbamAM boLI lakhAtI hoya koIpaNa kSetra bAkI na hatuM. jemAM temanI kalame Daga na mAMDyA. hoya. pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. khAsa dhyAna rAkhI tenI cakAsaNI karatA hatA. kAraNa teo kahetA hatA. candrazekhara tArA pustako bhaviSyanI peDhI mATe zAstra banaze. zreSTha sAhitya sarjaka. lekhana te temano zokha hato, kalA hatI. lakhatA lakhatA teo thAkatA nahI temanI pena talavAranI jema saDasaDATa cAlatI hatI. divasanA 100/200 peIja lakhavA temanA mATe ramata hatI. ApaNe joIe samAjanA keTa keTalA vargane sparzatA sAhityanuM sarjana karyuM che... saMyamajIvana mATeH 1. munijIvananI bALapothI 2. have to mAtra ne mAtra sarva viratI 3. upadeza mALA 4. viratidUta mAsika jaina tatva jJAnaH 1. pratikramaNa sUtra vivecanA 2. adhyAtma sAra, yoga sAra 3. cauda guNa sthAnaka 4. nava pada cintana gherabeThA tatvajJAna mAsikanA prakAzana dvArA jainasaMghamAM dhArmika Postal-Tutionno prAraMbha karAvela. prabhu bhaktiH 1. tribhuvana prakAza mahAvIradeva 2. vaMdevIram 3. mArI traNa prArthanA 4. arihaMta dhyAna pa. paramAtmA mahAvIranI vizvane cAra bheTa gurUbhaktiH yuvAno mATe 1. gurU mAtA 2. virAganI masti 3. kyAre banIza huM sAco re saMta 1. brahmacarya 2. jo je amRta kuMbha DhoLAyanA 3. e yuvAna uTha Ubho thA 4. bhava AlocanA 1. nArI tuM nArAyaNI 2.o jIjA maiyA jaladI zivAjInA darzana do 3. bena tu saMskRti tarapha pAchI vaLa 4. ghera ghera ghora hiMsA baheno mATeH ra30

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jainasaMghanA utkarSanI BluePrint vizvazAMtino mUlAdhAra bALako mATe: 1. TacukaDI kathAo 1-6 bhAga 2. jaina dharmano maulika pAkya krama 1-6 bhAga dAMpatyajIvana mATeH 1. vardhamAnanuM lagna jIvana 2. jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA parivAra mATe: 1. guNI kuTuMba sukhI kuTuMba 2. rAmAyaNamAM saMskRtino saMdeza 1-2 rAjakAraNa uparaH 1. AMdhI AvI rahI che 2. svarAjanuM lokhaMDI cokaThuM 3. bhArata v/s. inDiyA 4. ItihAsanuM bhedI pAnuM. anubhavavANIH 1. dAdAjInI vAto 1,2,3 buddhi jIvIo mATe;1. vijJAna ane dharma 2. jaina darzanamAM karma vAda 3. gAMdhI vicAra samIkSA 4. jAgatA rejo. jaina saMgha mATeH 1. saLagatI samasyAo 1-6 2. dhArmika vahIvaTa vicAra vaktAo mATe: 1. tAro jIvana paMtha ujALa pAMcabhAga itihAsanI jhalako aMgrejI sAhityaH 1. CallforVigilece ra. Science and Religion ... 3. Divine Lord Mahavir pU. gurudevanA jIvananuM sauthI prathama pustaka sAdhAnAnI pagadaMDIe hatuM. ane chelluM pustaka pazunAzathI paryAvaraNa nAza dvArA mAnava jAtino nAza hatuM. bhava AlocanA nAmanA temanA pustakanI 1 lAkha jeTalI nakala vecAI che. jyAre jo je amRta kuMbha DhoLAyanA 50 hajAranA AMkaDAnI pAse pahoMcI gaI che. gurUdevane jyAre puchayuM ApanA pramANe ApanuM zreSTha pustaka kayuM? tyAre temano javAba hato. 231

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tribhuvana prakAza mahAvIradeva'' nuM nAma Apela tenI paNa pacAsa hajAra jeTalI nakalo chapAI che. brahmacarya, kuMTumbe snehabhAva, rAmAyaNamAM saMskRtino saMdeza 1-2, je guNI kuMTumba te sukhI kuTuMmba, TacukaDI kathAo 1-2, jevA pustakonI vIza hajAra jeTalI nakalo prakAzita thaI che. dasa hajAra jeTalI nakalo jenI chapAI hoya tevA 50 thI vadhu pustako che. tAro jIvana paMtha ujALa' pustakanI bhUmikAmAM kamala prakAzana TrasTa lakhe che. aDhI varSa pUrve gurUdeve A pustaka lakhIne amane sopyuM hatuM. anya pustako prakAzananI lAinamAM UbhA hovAthI samaya lAgyo. kevI haze lakhavAnI jhaDapa ane kevI lagana haze... lagabhaga 300 nAnA moTA pustakonA sarerAza 100 pAnA gaNIe to 30000 pAnA chapAyA eTale ke gurUdeve svahaste lagabhaga eka lAkhathI vadhu peja lakhyA haze. Aje paNa ghaNA lekho prakAzita thayA nathI. moTA bhAganA pustako Aje aprApya che. ja lekhana : mAro dhyAnayoga 232

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104 mazana dharmarakSA) zikSaNa sAthe saMskAra ApatA be tapovano ... .. navasArI sAbaramatI . mizana saMskaraNa # 10000 thI vadhu bALakonuM saMskaraNa * 50 jeTalA tapovanI bALako saMyama paMthe # vekezana zaMbaro dvArA hajAre bALakonuM prAthamika ghaDatara # beu tapovananuM saMcAlana have bhUtapUrva tapovanIo dvArA.

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tapovana vAtsalyadhAma - amadAvAda tapovana vidyAlaya - bhAyaMdara TAP VAN e Vidauale ADAM DAY SCHOOL mizana InzAnanarmANa tapAvana oNDITorIyama aSTaprakArI pUjA (skulanA saMkulanamA) ekaTIvITI ke sAta varSathI amadAvAdamAM be varSathI bhAyaMdaramAM i-laranIMga klAsa rUma maka 1000 thI vadhu bALakonuM saMskaraNa * C.B.S.E. Base English Medium School * dararoja eka pIrIyaDa jaina dharma AdhArIta Moral Education. 'pAMyamAM dhoraNathI chokarA ane chokarInI judI judI skula nasarI klAsa rUma

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jaina tatvajJAna jagatamAM pahocADavA premasUrIsvaccha saMskRta pAThazALA (20 varSanA saMcAlanamAM) 45 vidhArthIo saMyama paMthe prayANa 128 vidyArthIo paMDita tarIke taiyAra 8 sthaLe sAdhu-sAdhvI vidyApITha sAthe-sAthe jJAna dIpaka Learn & Turn hevIva temaja vekezana zIbIro thakI hajAro vidyArthIone jaina dharmanuM prAmika jJAna pahoMcADayuM che. ATE ITE

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'105-mizana karUNA | mizana bhAtRbhAva AvAsa yojanA TET | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | - vinayanagara - mINa roDa 49 sajIvanagara - vivAra * surata 9 navasArI ja: amadAvAda che 2000 jeTalA sAdharmikone phleTo apAyA saMkulamAM ja derAsara, upAzraya, pAThazALA, AyaMbilazALA, grahaudyAga

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dumkAla prasta paristhi ni . nA pANI kI cIra kI vAtuM nI. xin); jIvA - jIvarakSA * chellA trIsa varSamAM gurUdevanI preraNAthI 100000 vadhu jIvone abhayadAna ApI ene nibhAvavAmAM AvyA che. * gujarAta, mahArASTra, rAjasthAna, maghyapradeza 200 jeTalI pAMjarApoLone karoDo rUpiyAnuM dAnanI preraNA karAvI. * 10 thI vadhu pazu-pakSI sAravAra mATe emyulansa

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106 mizana zAsana prabhAvanA mizana mAnavatA kudaratI Aphato vakhate sadA yuvAnone sthaLa para mokalI karoDonuM rAhata kArya WA FORCE nAnA netA CENTER CALL SCANE POCO VERAL TTARAKHAND CALAMITES CONCE karatAdTET 11naka kAmasa sarasvata ja 100 karoDathI vadhunA rAhata kAryanA preraka ja macchu Dema honArata * kaccha bhUkaMpa * sunAmI honArata - tAmilanADuM * muMbaimAM pura rAhata kArya * suratamAM pura rAhata kArya * buMdela khaMDamAM duSkALa rAhata kArya * bihAramAM pura rAhata kArya * kaccha dukALamAM keTala kempa * mahArASTra dukALamAM keTala kempa

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mizana saMgha Ikata vaiyAvacca dhAma # ghATakopara # bhAyaMdara # amadAvAda # surata RES STOF BIR * bAramAsI yauvahAra hAusa * prInsesa sTrITa(luhArayAla) * operA hAusa che viratavRMda AyojIta kanyArthAibo varSa 2008mAM 1325 yuvAnonI speziyala Trena dvArA covihAra chaThTha karIne girAjanI 9 yAtrA # pUjA karanAra bALakone prabhAvanA # phaTAkaDAvirodhI relI * bALakonI aSTaprakArI pUjA ane sAmAyika & 100 uparAMta gRha zainyonI sthApanA

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109-mizana zAsana prabhAvanA mahAvIra khIcaDI ghara in ' gha hara ka rI | TI sahIvAlo)caDI ghara garIno mAra karI muMbai, gujarAtanA aneka senTaromAM garIbone bhojana Aje paNa aThavADiye ekavAra 100 vadhu senTaramAM khIcaDI ghara suratamAM dararoja bhikSuka bhojanA * ziyALAmAM dhAbaLA vitaraNa * AdIvAsI, apaMgo mATe zikSaNa Adi sahAya ja kAragIlanA zahida sainiko mATe Arthika sahAya yAda rahe dareka khIcaDI gharamAM jamavA AvatA garIbo pAse navakAra bolAvAya che. mahAvIra devanI jaya bolAvAya che. All

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108 mIna samarpaNa ane bolatI zraddhAnuM pratikaH mahAnaMdAzrIjI nAma maMjulA hatuM. subhadrAbahena ane kAntIbhAInA ja dikarI IndravadanathI savA varSa nAnI bahena 2008nA vaizAkha mahine IndravadananI dIkSA thayA bAda maMjulAe saMsAranI dizA potAnA mATe baMdha karI dIdhI. teNInuM ataMra paNa vairAgya vAsita banyuM. bAhubali pAchaLa brAhmIjI paNa sAdhvI mArge AvyA hatA. te ja rIte maMjulAe bhAInI dIkSA bAda potAnI jIvana zailI badalI nAMkhI. zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM upadhAna karyA tyAra bAda vi.saM. 2014 mAM pAlitANA khAte dIkSA jIvanano svIkAra karyo. sAdhvIzrI mahAnaMdAzrIjI tarIke saMyamayAtrAno AraMbha thayo. A mahattarA pAse jagatu noMdhe tevI koI siddhi na hatI chatAM ya jagatu ne temanI hAjarI anubhavAya tevI guNa garimA temanI pAse hatI. * mahAnaMdAzrI evI AsthAnuM kendra che. ke temane pU. gurudeve samagra jIvana kALa daramyAna kyAreya mahattva nathI ApyuM chatAM temanI gurudeva pratyenI tIvra zraddhA kyAreya maMda meM nathI joI. A AsthA apekSA mukta hatI mATe ja majabUta hatI. prAraMbhanA varSomAM to dIkSA jIvananI maryAdAnA lIdhe varSonA varSo bAda bhAI mahArAjanA didAra thatA. te samaye paNa vadhumAM vadhu aDadho kalAka Dara sAthe besavAnuM punaH vibhaktimAM cAlyA javAnuM. pAchaLathI to pU. gurudevano ziSya parivAra paNa vadhyo tamAma ziSyonI mAtA banIne darekanI nAnI moTI jarurIyAtone pUrNa karavAnuM kAma sAdhvIjI mahArAja karatA. amArI vAta jaNAvuM to amArI dIkSA pachI lagabhaga savA ke doDha varSa bAda pahelIvAra pAlitANAmAM amane teo malyA. mArI uMmara mAtra daza ke agiyAra varSanI mArI pAtarAnI joDamAM moTuM pAtaruM jhoLI bAMdhavAmAM jora karavAnA kAraNe tUTI gayuM- tirADa paDI. mane sAMdheluM gamatuM na hatuM. pU. gurudeva pAse mAMgavuM zI rIte te savAla hato ? tyAre mahAnaMdAzrInA mAtR hRdaye mArI becenInI noMdha lIdhI ane mane navuM pAtaruM

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ApeluM te divase mane je khuzI malI hatI te khuzInI phAIla Aje paNa mArA hRdayanA DeTAmAM apaDeTa che... A ja rIte bIjA bahena nIrubahena bhale saMsAramAM che paNa temanI legyAmAM tenA zvAsa-zvAsamAM kevala candrazekhara mahArAja ja che. sadbhAgya che te be ya bahenonuM ke jemane A bhAI malyA. paNa huM to kahIza ke A bhAInuM mahAbhAgya che ke AvI be baheno malI ke jemanA mauna samarpaNa ane prema bhAI mATe apUrva saMtoSa ane bheTa banI rahyA. A ja paraMparAmAM pU. gurudevazrInA nAnA saMsArIbhAI praphulabhAI Ave che. parasparamAM prema bhArobhAra hato. gurudevazrInA Adarza pradhAna vicAro sAthe praphulabhAInuM samarpaNa jabbara hatuM. pU. gurudevanI sAthe jIvanabhara paDachAyo banIne rahyA che. pU. gurudeva karatA vahelA teo saMsAra choDI gayA. paNa varSA bahena je temanA patnI che. teo bahu moTA kArobArane saMbhALanArA sannArI che. uttama zrAvikA tarIkenA jIvanane vyatita kare che. varSAbahene siddhAcalanI 99 yAtrA karI lIdhI che. vaLI sAcA jainatvanI paribhASAvALA jIvanane meLavavAno teNIno prayAsa che. te sivAya bApAjI eTale jIvAbhAI zeThanA traNa dikarA traNa putravadhuo vasaMtabhAI lIlAvatIbahena, candrakAntabhAI mInAkSIbahena nalInabhAI jyotibahena paNa pU. gurudevazrInA jIvana sAthe gaurava bhera joDAyelA che. 242

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* zraddhApUrNa samarpaNano vhAlapUrNa svIkAra tA. 12-1-2011/13-1-2011 * pU. gurudevazrInI nizrAmAM thayelI chellI yuvA zibiri

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gurudeva sAthenA mAra 41 varSa.. 109 nava varSanI mArI uMmara ane Indrajita vijayanI sAta varSanI uMmare dIkSA thaI. A uMmara bhAvinA vicAranI uMmara na hatI. bhAvi zabdano artha ja khabara na hoya tevI aNasamajanI duniyAmAM huM hato. mAne oLakhato na hato eTale ke jIvanamAM mA nAmanI vyaktinI zuM AvazkatA che. tenA plasa-mAInasathI huM ajJAta hato. vaLI gurudeva koNa che ? jIvana mATe gurU keTalA upayogI ke upakArI hoya che, evA tattvajJAnane huM samajato ja na hato. huM vadhu spaSTa karyuM to ema kahIza ke "mArA aMtaramAM gurudeva mATe AkarSaNa jAgyuM na hatuM. eTale huM kahI zakuM ke yugalika ke samucchima jevI nirvicAra mAnasikatA sAthe jIvana cAlatuM hatuM. temAM mAbApanA mArgadarzana pramANe dIkSA jIvanamAM praveza thaI gayo. eTale mAne oLakhyA vinA mAne choDAvI devAI to gurune oLakhyA vinA ja gurune pakaDAvI dIdhA ane amArI navI jIvana yAtrAno AraMbha thayo. zerImAM ramavAnA samaye ame upAzrayamAM hatA. te amAro khuba nAjuka samaya hato. bALapaNa te ramakaDA sAthe ramavAnuM jIvana che. eTale zaizava mAtra krIDA masta hoya che. tevA nAdAna samayamAM ja samagra jIvana mATenA nirNaya jevA muni jIvanamAM praveza thaI gayo. muni jIvana te sAmAyikanI ke upadhAnanI kriyA nathI. munijIvana to jIvana zailI che: badalAyelI jIvana zailImAM sthira thavuM te krama nathI te to paDakAra che. pU. gurudevanI ugratA sAthe mAsumIyatano amane bahu UMDo anubhava che. temanA vhAlane vistArathI varNavavA mAMgu chuM. ame nAnA, tophAnI paNa kharA, mATe mArA gurudeva kyAreka ugra banIne amane mAratA hatA. paNa ubhA raho A kaThoratA pachI mAtra zake paMdara ja miniTamAM pU. gurudeva amArI mA banI jatA. mArA khAvAnA kAraNe raDatA raDatA ame sUtA hoIe to gurudeva amArI pAse AvI vahAlathI cumIo bharatA, khuda raDatA, amane zAMta karatA. ane amane evuM anubhavatA ke "mArA gurudevanI duniyAmAM mAtrane mAtra ame be ja chIe ane amane mAra bhulAI jato. hAla Aje paNa yAda che. AgaLa vadhIne huM kahIza, ke ame mAra khAvA mATe jANIne tophAna karatA. mArI nAnI samajamAM evuM gaNita 244

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goThavAyuM hatuM. ke jo vhAla meLavavuM hoya, to mAra, te vhAla meLavavA mATeno rasto che ane mAra to ja male jo tophAna karIe. vhAla mane eTaluM vhAlu hatuM ke te maLatuM hoya to mane mAra paNa gamato hato. A mArI nAnI samajanI gaNatarI hatI. A rIte gurudeva sAthe bAlapaNa pasAra thavA lAgyuM. vihAro thatA. rastAmAM thAkI jatA. rasto ramatA ramatA kapAI jAya te mATe pU. gurudeva amane vArtAo kahetA. jyAre ame traNa ja hatA. tyAre traNeya TAIma mArA gurudeva gocarI jatA hatA. khuba premathI gocarI vaparAvatA. bAlapaNa vaibhava zAlI hatuM. dIkSA levAthI meM zuM choDyuM che tenuM bhAna ja na hatuM. pU. gurudevano prema ja eTalo maLato hato ke zuM chuTyuM che te yAda ja na hatuM. dhIre dhIre yovanamAM praveza karyo mAnava sahaja zArIrika vikAsa sAthe amuka saMvedanAo jAgavA lAgI. te mArI jiMdagIno nAjuka samaya hato. bhulo vinAnuM yauvana na hatuM. to bhulo sAthenuM paNa na hatuM. manamAM jAgatA AkarSaNo sAme mArA gurudeve najara baMdI rAkhelI. paNa amane baMdIvAn tarIke puryA na hatA. tethI ame corI chupIthI alaga jIvana jIvavAnuM zIkhyA na hatA. daMbha Aje paNa nathI. pU. gurudevanA AdarzonuM cAritra jIvana mArAmAM nathI. paNa eTaluM cokkasa kahIza pU. gurudeva jevo icchatA hatA tevo svabhAva mane temanI kRpAthI malyo che. tethI eTaluM cokkasa kahIza jyAM jyAM bhulo thaI. tyAM tenA oNparezana thayA ane bhulo dUra karI. amArI naitikatAne pU. gurudeve paDavA nathI dIdhI. joke mArA ane gurudevanA saMbaMdhomAM taNAva AvyA che. paraspara khuba lagAva hato tenA lIdhe ja apekSAo paNa khuba hatI. mArI kupAtratAnA lIdhe huM temanI apekSAne AsthAmAM na pheravI zakyo. chatAMya mArA gurudeve mane sAcavyo che. temanI kRpA khuba hatI. mane yAda che bhIvaMDIthI thANA taraphanA vihAramAM rastAmAM pANIno ghaDo phuTI jAya che. have mAtra tarapaNImAM thoDuM pANI bacyu hatuM. Agraha chatAM gurudeve na lIdhuM. te pANImAMthI amane thoDuM thoDuM pANI ApIne cauvihAra karAvyo. ghaNIvAra pU. gurudeva pAse amArI phariyAdo vikRta rUpe rajU thatI hatI. tethI aneka vAra pU. gurudevanA gussAno bhoga banavAnuM thayuM che. tyAre pU. gurudeva mATe manamAM khaTAza janmI che. chatAM pyAra to salAmata ja hato. 245

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chellA milananI vAta lakhI A prakaraNane virAma ApIza. vi.saM. 2010nuM mAruM cAturmAsa borIvalI - maMDapezvara khAte hatuM. ane cAturmAsa daramiyAna ja vi.saM. 2011nuM comAsuM govAlIyA Tenka nakkI thaI gayuM hatuM. tethI evo nirNaya karyo ke zeSa kALa muMbaImAM ja pasAra karI devo. mane samAcAra malyA ja hatA ke "amadAvAda tapovana khAte yuvAmilana-dIkSA che. A prasaMga mATe mane vinaMtI ane nimaMtraNa patra Avela paNa mAre javuM na hatuM. eka divasa Indrajita vi.e mane jaNAvyuM" tame Avo kAraNa ke ahIM badhA sAdhu bhegA thavAnA che. meM kahyuM 1200 kI.mI.no vihAra karavAnI mArI icchA nathI. huM nathI AvavAno" evI jANa pU. gurudevane Indrajita vi. e karI, ane tyAM pU. gurudeva bolyA ke "basa! candrajita nahI Ave ?" ane A samAcAra mane malyA. mArI badhI ja muMjhavaNo samasyAo bAju para mUkI. huM amadAvAda javA taiyAra thayo. hRdayamAM eka ja jhaMkhanA hatI pU. gurudevano hAtha mAMthe paDI jAya. amadAvAda mAtra 38-divasamAM pahoMcyo. tapovana pU. gurudeva pAse pahoMcyo. gurudeva sUtA hatA rakta bhramaNa maMda hovAnA kAraNe mane joyo paNa oLakhI na zakyA. paNa thoDA samaya bAda beThA thayA. rakta bhramaNa barAbara zarU thatA ja mane joyo mAMthu halAvyuM. oLakhI gayA ane raDI paDyA. A mArA mATenuM yAdagAra milana hatuM. upadhi vagere utArI punaH malavA nIce gayo. lagabhaga mauna rahenArA gurudeva ekadama mane puche che. "A lokoe tAruM sanmAna jALavyuM che ne ?'' punaH mauna tyArabAda lagabhaga doDha mahino sAthe ja rahyo. mane mArA gurudeve 40 varSamAM khuba ApyuM. amArI vacce saMgharSo thatA, saMkalezo rahetA chatAM apAra sneha hato. mane evI lagIreya dhAraNA na hatI ATalI jhaDapathI gurudeva cAlyA jaze. mArI pAse mArA gurudevanI icchA mujabanuM saMyama nathI. chatAM eka vAta jarUra lakhIza ke gurudevanI kRpAthI saraLatA mane maLI che. 246

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aMtamAM eka vAta jaNAvI huM 40 varSa mane temanI najIka rahevA maLyuM. tenA lIdhe mane je saraLatA ane spaSTatA malI che teno khuba saMtoSa che. teo hatA, tyAre je huM hato tevo ja teo nathI tyAre chuM temanI gerahAjarI mArA astitvane khaMDita karI gaI che. zUnya karI gaI che. mAre te bharavI nathI kAraNa ke te khaMDa ke zUnyamAM mane mArA gurudevano abhAva anubhavAya che. mArI daSTie candrazekhara mahArAja eTale adamya utsAha, apUrva udAratA ane Avazyaka AkrozanuM maeNciMga che. je duniyAne azakya lAgatuM hatuM te ja kArya ne adamya utsAhathI vadhAvI levAnI kSamatA temanAmAM hatI. je loko candrazekhara mahArAjane potAnA duzmana gaNatA teonI bAbatamAM temanI apUrva udAratA meM joI che. tapovananA vivAdamAM sAma sAme rahenAra muMbaInA araviMda pArekhanI temanA ghare jaIne kSamAyAcanA pU. gurudeve karI hatI. temano gusso spIrITa jevo hato dAhaka hato paNa tarata ja uDI jato hato. ane je bAbatamAM Akroza karavo ja paDe te bAbatamAM temaNe kyAreya zAMti rAkhI na hatI. caMdanabALAmAM cAturmAsa hatuM. nIcenA pravacana holamAM rAtanA bAra vAgyA sudhI joradAra mAIka sAthe bhAvanA cAlatI hatI jemAM chokarA-chokarIonA nRtya cAlatA hatA. ane rAte ja bharabhAvanAmAM jaI tIvra Akroza sAthe bhAvanA baMdha karAvI hatI. candrazekhara mahArAja mArA mATe badhuM ja hatA. Aje te nathI tyAre manamAM je muMjhavaNa che te zabdAtIta che. temanI jagA laI zake tevuM koI jaDatuM nathI. chelle eTaluM ja kahIza gurUdeva ! Apa hatA tyAre Apano Dara ane prema beya hatA. have mAtra ApanA mATenI zraddhA che. khoTo hoIza to ya Apano chuM. sAco chuM toya Apano chuM. - paMnyAsa candrajitavijaya

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'tapovana vAtsalya dhAma samAdhatIrtha sadIo sudhI yAda raheze. Frero 2012 ni gurUdeva ! o gurUdeva mAre karavA che ... darzana ApanA karuM chuM preme vaMdanA ... mAguM chuM AziSa ApanA ...(1) Lef e 99 ja thaI candrazekhara vijaya nAma dharIne, banyA zAsananAM yodhdhA vIra prabhunI vANI sunAvI, tAryA ama jIvanane Apa virahanA bhInA azru (2)... nayanamAM ... karuM chuM eme... (2) vIraprabhunI karUNA varaze, caMdrazekharajI jhIle ... ApanI AjJA dilamAM dhArI, rahIzuM tuma caraNomAM, Apo bhakti, maitrI, zuddhi (2) ... gurUmAM .. karuM preme... (3) ( ) gautamane maLyA vIra prabhu evA, tAraka amane maLyA samaNuM ApanuM pUraNa karazuM, banazuM zAsana rakhavALA zakti amone dejo evI (2) ... kRpALA karuM chuM preme vaMdanA ... mAguM chuM AziSa ApanA ....(4)

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utpasyate vasudhA valaye na'suyaH mahAkavi bhavabhUtinuM A zAzvata vidhAna che. teo kahe che "kALanA mahApravAhamAM mArA prayatnane sArthaka banAvanAra kokajanmaze." mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM sadIothI prayatno thayA ane temanA bhUtakAlIna prayatnone sArthaka karanArA narabaMkA janma letA rahyA che. paMnyAsa candrazekharavaMjayajI ma.sA. yuga puruSa hatA. candrazekhara mahArAja" dharma mahAsattAnuM 21 mI sadI mATenuM sarjana hatA. sadIne AnaMda thAya tevuM A vyaktitva hatuM. yuga puruSanuM kAma prAcIna paraMparAmAM nava prANano saMcAra karavAnuM che. purANI paraMparAne update karI newlook ApavAnuM duSkara kArya pU. gurudeve karyuM hatuM. mahAjana saMsthAnuM ja update version vardhamAna dhAma che. to gurukula vidyA paddhatinI paraMparAno newlook tapovana che. teo 77 varSa zarIramAM jIvyA. have 700 varSa lokahRdhyamAM Avaze. ane yuga puraSa tarIke sahastra varSa sudhI ItihAsamAM sacavAze. te candrazekhara mahArAja laDyA jhaghaDyA-saMgharSo karyA chatAM temane lokoe vhAlathI cAhyA. candrazekhara mahArAjanuM jIvana pattharanA zilpa jevuM nAjuka na hatuM. paNa killAnA patthara jevuM rapha-Tapha hatuM. pU. gurudevanuM jIvana eTale... hacAra ane pratibaddhatA tAna kapala... tAno samanvaya... Aga ane zitalanA. saMgharSa ane maitrInI . 1nI dharohara... (Uga paNa jainama grAphIksa BICIeusesse, cu 1930