Book Title: Dharma Jivan ka Utkarsh
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divine Knowledge Society
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001809/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | 0# tjido kii g buyurgaa bimaajhrtii Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma jIvana kA prakAza pUjyazrI citrabhAnujI : prakAzaka : DivAina nAleja sosAyaTI muMbaI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "dharma jIvana kA prakAza" pravacanakAra : pUjya zrI citrabhAnujI gujarAtI saMkalanakAra : jamubhAI dANI (bhASA vizArada) hindI anuvAdaka : zrImatI puSpA epha. jaina prakAzana : san 2007 prati : 2000 prAptisthAnaka *navamAta sAhitya maMdira 134, prinsesa sTrITa, muMbaI-2. prakAzaka : DivAina nAleja sosAyaTI - muMbaI. mudraka : sAgara ArTa grAphiks - muMbaI. phona : (022) 2872 8561 mobAIla : 98200 48397 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizva maitrI kI maMgala bhAvanA maitrI bhAva maitrI bhAva kA pavitra jharanA, mere dila meM bahA kare / zubha maMgala hoM sakala vizva kA, aisI bhAvanA nitya rahe / pramoda bhAva guNavAnoM ke guNa darzana se, manavA merA nRtya kare / guNIjanoM ke guNapAlana se, jIvana merA dhanya bane / karuNA bhAva dIna krUra aura dayA vihIna ko, dekha ke dila yaha bhara aae| karUNA bhIgI A~khoM meM se, sevA bhAva ubhara Ae || mAdhyastha bhAva bhUle bhaTake jIvana pathika ko, mArga dikhAne khaDA rahUM / kare upekSA prema paMtha kI, to bhI samatA citta dharUM / / citrabhAnu kI dharma bhAvanA, maitrI ghara ghara sukha lAe / baira virodha ke bhAva tyAgakara, gIta prema ke saba gAe / Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya. vartamAna yuga meM mAnava jIvana vikSubdha banA hai| bhautika samRddhi ke irda girda jIne vAlA mAnava saba kucha hote hue bhI, svayaM ko kahIM na kahIM baunA mahasUsa karatA hai, kucha kamI, khAlIpana kA ehasAsa karatA hai| vijJAna kA havAIjahAja kitanA hI U~cA kyoM na uDe paraMtu uDane ke lie use pahale adhyAtma kI jamIna para doDanA paDegA va phira surakSita lauTane ke lie bhI dharma dharA para utaranA hI pddegaa| pUre vizva ke mAnacitra para jaina darzana ko sthApita kara bhagavAna mahAvIra ke siddhAMto ko janajana taka pahuMcAne vAle, parama pUjya citrabhAnujI ke zrImukha se nikalane vAlA hara zabda kisI graMtha se kama nahIM hotaa| ve kahate haiM - "kyA dharma kI jIvana meM jarUrata hai? kyA vaha dikhAI detA hai ? vaise to vRkSa kI jar3eM bhI kahA~ dikhAI detI haiM, paraMtu jarA socie ! yadi jar3eM na hoM to vRkSa ho sakatA hai? isI taraha jIvana ke mUla meM yadi dharma na hoM to jIvana kaisA hogA? vRkSa kI jIvana dAtA usakI jar3e haiM, vaise hI mAnava kA jIvanadAtA ahiMsA dharma hai| dharma kA mUlya anamola hai|" kitanI sahajatA se jIvana ke sAra kI vyAkhyA kara dI ! yaha dharma hamAre jIvana meM kaise rozanI lA sakatA hai, yaha sAra, isa graMtha meM ikkIsa guNoM ko lakSya meM rakhakara samajhAyA gayA hai| insAna eka ke pazcAta eka guNa para ArohaNa karatA calA jAe, to usake jIvana meM na bujhane vAlA, avarNanIya prakAza pragaTa ho sakatA hai| pUjya zrI citrabhAnujI ne AcArya zrI devendrasUrijI kRta dharmaratna prakaraNa graMtha ke AdhAra para ina ucca bhAvanAoM kI carcA kI hai| pUjyazrI 4 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI vaicArika soca itanI vyApaka hai, jahAM dhArmika saMkirNatA ko koI sthAna nahIM hai| pUjya gurudeva citrabhAnujI kI vicAradhArA to kala kala karatI saritA kI taraha hai, jo sirpha maitrI va prema kA sugama saMgIta gAtI huI AnaMdasAgara meM samA jAtI hai| unakA kahanA hai ki, jIvana bAMsa hai isase laDo mata, isakI bAMsurI banAo jIvana saMgIta bana jAyegA | Apake vyApaka dRSTikoNa kA lakSya, satata jagabaMdhutva aura jIva mAtra ke kalyANa kA rahA hai| isake kAraNa yaha pustaka ikkIsa surabhita puSpoM kA guladastA bana gaI hai, isakA paThana, ciMtana, manana nizcita hI hamAre jIvana meM zAMti va adhyAtma kI saurabha phailA kara jIvana dhanya kregaa| isa pustaka kI cAra gujarAtI AvRttiyAM 'dharma ratnanA ajavAlA nAma se prakAzita huI thI / yaha pustaka aprApya thii| aba isa pAMcavI AvRtti kA hindI anuvAda zrImatI puSpA epha. jaina ne pUrNa bhaktibhAva se kiyA hai| evaM usakA parimArjana yugadraSTA zrI yugarAjajI jaina ne kiyA hai| tatpazcAt isa pustaka ko prupha saMzodhana se lekara kalAtmaka DhaMgase mudrita karane kA kArya subhASa jaina ne kiyA hai| ye sabhI dhanyavAda ke pAtra hai| dAnavatA ke krUra jabar3oM meM karAha rahI mAnavatA ko yakInana rAhata dene vAlI ye pustaka isa maulika yuga kI dazA va dizA badalane meM samartha hogii| 5 - prakAzaka Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (prakAza) ujAle kI ArAdhanA prakRti ke kisI maMgala aura manohArI prabhAta meM, prAcI kI aura se gulAba kI paMkhuDiyAM bikheratI huI, hoThoM para snigdha muskAna lie uSA, bhAskara ke udaya hone kA saMketa de rahI hai| saritA kA nirmala nIra bhagavAna bhAskara ke svAgata hetu kala- kala karane lagA hai| kisI adRzya bana kI vallariyoM meM chipI kokilA kA madhura kaMTha nAda, karNa ko pulakita kara rahA hai| A~kho se adRzya praphullita puSpa, usake parimala kI saurabha ko cAroM aura bikharate hue hamAre mana ko AlhAdita kara rahe haiN| madhura anurAga bharI zraddhA se hRdaya bhara Ae, aMga aMga meM cetanA jhaMkRta ho uThe, aisA hI kucha spaSTa, aspaSTa anubhava muni zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ke darzana, paricaya se huaa| mujhe lagA, yaha hai koI Adarza avadhUta, bhAvanA meM masta, krAntikArI, manasA-vAcA- karmaNA munirAja / pA~ca chaH sAla pahale kA hai yaha prasaMga, jaba pAlItANA yAni jaina maMdiroM kI prasiddha nagarI meM hamane praveza kiyaa| sAmAnya se dikhate hue eka ghara meM praveza ke uparAMta Upara jAkara dekhA to kaI sAdhu apane nityakrama meM vyasta the| hamArI najareM do munirAjoM para ThaharI, unheM mana hI mana namana kiyaa| unameM se eka to the candrakAntasAgarajI jinakA thoDe samaya pahale hI kAladharma huA hai, tathA dUsare the yuvA va pratibhA sampanna muni zrI candraprabhasAgarajI / prathama munizrIne pyAra pUrvaka hamArA satkAra kiyA tathA dUsare munirAja kI jJAna goSTi ke raMga ne hameM sahabora kara diyaa| sAdhutA ke sAtha sAtha, sneha bhInI AtmiyatA / itanA sadbhAva ? inake darzana se hamArI AtmA pulakita ho uThI, aupacArika paricaya ke prathama paloM meM hI satsaMga kI aura sAdhutA kI gUr3hatA hameM sparza kara gii| sAdhu milana kI dhanya ghaDI hameM dhanya kara gayI / pitA-pu phira to kucha samaya bAda hamane jAnA ki ye donoM sAdhu, saMsArI - putra haiM, tathA sAdhu jagata meM guruubhaaii| mAyA kA kaluSa tyAga kara donoM ne tyAga kA paMtha apanAkara, saMsAra ke sukha-sAdhanoM se virakta 6 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhutA ke raMga se, apane Apa ko raMga liyaa| eka ne dharma kriyAoM kI ArAdhanA apanAI, to dUsare ne jJAna dhyAna kI rAha pasaMda kii| isa jugala joDI kI susaMvAditA ke kyA kahane? prema aura prakAza kA kaisA daivIya sulabha aura virala sumela ? saMsArI svajana isa taraha dharmapatha kI sahakalyANa yAtrA kA prAraMbha kare, yaha kaisA raMgIlA, mastIbharA svapna citra hai? prathama bhAvanagara, phira gujarAta kI rAjadhAnI ahamadAbAda meM logoM ko dharma ke raMga meM raMgakara muni zrI muMbaI pdhaare| 1960 maI mahine meM merI mulAkAta unase huii| zikSaNa kSetra se nivRtta hokara, maiM zAMta pravRti meM vihara rahA thaa| maiMne sunA ki munirAja neminAthajI maMdirajI meM caturmAsa hetu padhAra rahe haiM, unake pravacana savere hoMge, yaha sunakara mujhe ati Ananda huaa| ___maiM pravacana meM jAne lagA, saMvata 2016 ke cAturmAsa, pravacana svAdhyAya ke lie, sADhe sAta sau sAla purAnA graMtha, sarva dharma preraka, aisA yaha graMtha "dharmaratna prakaraNa'' pasaMda kiyA gayA ! pratidina prArthanA evaM maitribhAvanA ke bAda munirAja pravacana dete| vizAla jana samudAya ekatrita hotA thaa| jaina tathA ajaina sabake mukha para eka anokhI camaka, pravacana sunane ke bAda dikhAI detI thii| unake jJAnAnubhava kA sudhApAna maiM prathama bAra kara rahA thaa| mujhe pravacana sunane meM apUrva AnaMda Ane lgaa| pravacana ke daurAna kaI vicAra, udAharaNa, kAvyamaya kalpanA Adi maiM roja likhatA thA, yaha merI purAnI Adata hai| kabhI mere mitra, munirAja ke bhakta ise par3hate to AnaMdita ho utthte| kucha logoM ne mujhe sujhAva diyA, ki pUrNa pravacanoM kA saMkalana kiyA jAe to bhaviSya meM pustaka chapavA sakate haiN| mujhe isameM mere nivRtta samaya kA sadupayoga najara AyA, aura maiMne apanI pAtratA kA vicAra kie binA hI yaha kArya zurU kara diyaa| mujhameM na to laghulipi likhane kI yogyatA aura nA hI dIrghalipi likha sakuM aisI gti| paraMtu jo kArya hAtha meM liyA, use adhUrA choDanA ucita na samajhakara dUsare zrotAoM kI likhI huI TippaNiyoM kI sahAyatA lekara meM rojabaroja ke pravacana taiyAra karane lgaa| paraMtu mana meM kSobha rahatA 7 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thA, maiM socatA kahA~ munirAja kA jJAna aura darzana, kahA~ adbhuta vANI dvArA ajaba pravAhita inake pratibhA sampanna vicAra, kaisI udAharaNoM kI rasikatA aura kahA~ merI kAMpatI huI yaha kalama ! Dara lagatA thA ki, munizrI ke vicAroM ko nyAya to milegA na ? phira bhI yathAzakti lipibaddha do-tIna pravacana saMkoca sahita unheM dikhaae| jJAnI kI dRSTi to bAhyasvarUpa kI tarapha nahIM balki AMtarika bhAvoM kI ora hI hotI hai| munizrI ne bhI udAra dila se pravacana dekhe, aura smita cahare se mujhe sammati dI / inakI tarapha se mile protsAhana ke lie maiM tathA zrotAvAcaka gaNa inake khUba AbhArI haiN| pratyeka cAturmAsa meM jina maMdiro meM hone vAle, dharmagraMtho kA paThana, bhAvika zramaNa tathA zraddhAvAna zrAvakoM meM bhakti kI punaH smRti jagA detA hai / aura yadi grahaNa karane kI yogyatA hai, to jIvana nava saMjIvanI se bhara jAtA hai| paraMtu citrabhAnujI ke pravacana, svAdhyAya kI bAto meM, kucha vizeSatA lie kalyANakArI suMdaratA thI / ati prAcIna isa graMtha meM se vicAra, Adarza aura bhAvanA ko Apane navayuga kI bhASA, navanirUpaNa, navIna artha gaurava bharI raMgAvalI tathA kAlpanika kAvyamaya zailI se alaMkRta kiyA hai / inake pravacanoM ne isa graMtha ko navayuga ke navajIvana kI eka yugagAthA banA dI hai| dharmabhAvanA ko sarvAMgI jIvana meM mUrtimaMta karane kI tamannA aura jhaMkhanA zrotAbhaktoM meM jagA dI hai| "dharma ratna" prakaraNa ke isa graMtha ko - isake saMdeza ko pUjyazrI ne navIna, sarvadharmapriya, sadA preraka aura isameM caitanya urjA bharakara jivita banA diyA hai| inake pravacanoM meM sarvadharma samanvayabhAva hai, mAnava mAtra ke prati karuNA kA jharanA unake hRdaya meM baha rahA hai| aMdhere meM bhaTakate hue logoM ke lie dIpaka samAna hai ApakA saMdeza tathA sarvakAla meM sabako sahAyaka banane kI ApakI tatparatA, sarAhanIya hai| Apake tapa saMdeza meM navanIta sI komalatA hai aura tyAga saMdeza meM hRdaya kI ArdratA hai| zrotAvarga, pAThakagaNoM ko inake hRdaya kI urmiyAM sparza kara jAtI hai, vo sabake hRdaya meM basa jAte hai / pUjya zrI svayaM pravaktA hone ke sAtha sAtha manovaijJAnika bhI hai, aisA pratIta hotA hai| kaba, kitanA, kisa svarUpa meM aura kisa zrotA se kahanA 8 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai yaha unheM acchI taraha AtA hai| kabhI ramya kalpanA se, to kabhI kAvya paMktiyoM se, kabhI manohara udAharaNoM se, to kabhI krAMtikArI prahAroM se, kabhI kArUNya bhAva to kabhI kaTAkSa bhAva, kabhI pANDityabharA sAhitya to kabhI sarala aura kabhI mIThI bolii| kabhI jIvana kI karUNatA kA darzana karA kara, to kabhI rUlA kara, kabhI aMtaramana kA prakAza dikhAkara, haMsAkara, sabako jJAna maMdira ke sopAna car3hAte hai| dharma aura jIvana ke kaThina pATha saralatA se par3hAte hai, aura AtmIyatA kI rasa varSA se sabako AnaMdamasta kara dete haiN| isa graMtha kA svAdhyAya, darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa, rasika aura preraka Alekhana mAtra hI nahIM, isameM batAe hue ikkIsa sadguNa sopAna kA sauMdaryamaya aura kalyANakArI darzana, dharmI mAnava ke lie AcAra saMhitA hai| isa graMtha se yaha pratIta hotA hai ki dharma kA jo saccA svarUpa hai, vaha vyakti ke pratyeka AcAra, vicAra, vANI aura bartAva meM pratibiMbita honA caahie| dharma kevala paDhane aura bolane kA hI viSaya nahIM hai, balki isakI bhAva pUjA to pratipala honI caahie| graMtha kA pratyeka sopAna, jIvana kA viziSTa, viSada tathA sarvajana maMgalakArI svarUpa batAtA hai| dharmaratna se suzobhita, maMgalamaMdira ke prati prayANa karane kI pratyeka bhakta meM nayI zraddhA aura jhaMkhanA pragaTa karatI hai, jIvana meM nayA prakAza phailAtI hai| Aja manuSya jIvana rUpI jharanA, sumArga tyAgakara kumArga kI tarapha baha rahA hai, taba use supathagAmI banAne kI AzA hama eka to dharmaguruoM se tathA dUsare zikSAguruoM se hI rakha sakate hai| saMskRti kA itihAsa, anubhava dvArA kahatA hai ki mAnava samAja kI pragati kA navadarzana, nayI preraNA dene kA kArya Aja taka dharma tathA dharma upadezaka, tathA zikSA tathA AzramaguruoM ne kiyA hai, aisA karake mAnava pragati meM protsAhana diyA hai| Aja ke isa saMkrAntikAla meM ina donoM maMDaloM kA vizeSa dharma bana jAtA hai| saMpUrNa vizva Aja abhUtapUrva gati se vikAsa kara rahA hai| Aja kA nayA dharma, mAtra maMdira meM mUrtipUjA, pUjA arcanA, kriyAkAMDo, kathAoM, Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyAkhyAnoM tathA paThana-zravaNa meM hI paripUrNa nahIM ho jaataa| purAne jamAne meM loga kevala maMdira jAkara hI dharma kI prApti kara lete the, paraMtu Aja maMdira tathA sAdhuoM ko dharma kI isa maMgalamaya bhAvanA ko mAnava ke gRhamaMdira, karmamaMdira taka pahuMcAne kI padayAtrA prAraMbha karanI hogii| mAnava jIvana ke vividha kSetra taka pahuMcakara dharmarUpI stotra ko bahatA huA rakhanA hogaa| yahI kAla dharma hai, Apad dharma hai| - pUjyazrI ke sAhityika evaM rasapUrNa pustakoM ne eka vizAla vAcaka varga khaDA kiyA hai| aMtima dasa varSoM meM inhoMne gujarAta meM graMthasaptaka kA prasAda dharA hai, gujarAtI sAhitya evaM dharmabhAvanA ke sAhitya ko susamRddha banAyA hai| jIvana ke vividha prasaMga puSpoM kA parAga, sugaMdha phailAtA huA 'saurabha', dharmapatha ke yAtriyoM ko navadRSTi pradAna karane vAlA 'bhavanu bhaatuN'| kSaNika tathA mAyAvI sukha meM par3e hue logoM ko AvAja detA huA 'have to jAgo', mAnavamAtra kI apragaTa chabi batAtA huA 'kathAdIpa' | jIvAtmA ko paramAtmA ke darzana karAtA huA 'biMdumA siMdhu', vicAra ratnoM se hRdaya ko zAMti pradAna karatA huA 'preraNAnI paraba' hRdayasparzI vicAradhArA se suzobhita 'jIvana mAMgalya', inake isa saptaka meM prastuta naye graMtha kA samAveza karane se, dharmakArya kA eka maMgalASTaka pUrNa hotA hai| tatpazcAta yaha prArthanA ! he, munizrI ! pror3hoM ko Apane bahuta kucha diyA hai, bahutoM ke hRdaya ko zItalatA pradAna kI hai| paraMtu aba apane deza kI bhAvi AzAe~ jina para avalambita haiM, isa deza kI saMskRti una bAlakoM tathA yuvaka-yuvatioM ko saMskAra bodhaka aura sahakAra poSaka kathA sAhitya kI bheTa Apa nahIM deMge? inakA hRdaya tathA hAtha kyA Apake saMjIvanI sAhitya se khAlI raheMge? sabhI bhAvikoM kI tarapha se maiM Apake pAsa, Aja ke maMgala dina yaha prastAva rakhatA huuN| aura do cAra hArdika AbhAra zabda 'preraNAnI paraba' kA pAnI pIkara AnaMda anubhava karate hue vizAla bhakta, mitra samudAya ke protsAhana se pUjyazrI ke preraka pravacanoM kA, jo merI apUrNatA ke kAraNa zAyada adhUrA ho sakatA hai, paraMtu pUjyazrI ke pravacanoM se madhura bane hue isa graMtha ko peza karate hue merI AtmA atyaMta harSa kA 10 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhava kara rahI hai| isa graMtha kI kSatiyoM kA adhikArI maiM huM, tathA isakI preraNA kA, suMdaratA kA yaza pUjyazrI ko jAtA hai| cAturmAsa ke vidAya pravacana meM unhoMne jo kahA thA, usameM maiM thoDA sA phera badala kara ke itanA hI kahatA hUM ki, munizrI ke dharma jJAna sAgara meM se bUMda bhara pAnI pIne kA puNya maiMne kamAyA hai, yaha alabhya aura anivarcanIya sukha pAkara maiM kRtakRtyatA kA anubhava karatA huuN| kahate haiM kI arUNodaya ke pahale kA aMdhakAra gUr3ha hotA hai| mAnava jAti ke itihAsa meM Aja yaha aMdhakAra, jIvana ke sabhI kSetroM meM phaila rahA hai| Aja mAnava mana, mAyA ke raMga meM raMga rahA hai, mana asvastha hai, hRdaya meM pyAra kA pAvana jharanA sUkha gayA hai, mAnavatA kama najara AtI hai| jJAna kI jar3atA aura andara kA aham, AtmA kI AvAja ko dabA rahA hai| mAnava apane Apa ko dayanIya mahasUsa kara rahA hai, zAMti saMvAditA, sneha kI tRSA meM tar3apha rahA hai| jabaki vijJAna saMzodhana ke aNu, mAnava jAti kA saMhAra karane ke lie Asanna upasthita hai| aba to dharma kA kalyANakArI jharanA hI mAnavatA ke lie AzA kI kiraNa hai| aMdhere meM bhaTakate logoM ke lie dharmaprakAza hI nava cetanA arpaNa kara sakatA hai| saMhAra ke saMtApa meM sUjana kI suMdaratA dekha sakatA hai| Aja kA jagata aise dharmapaMthapradarzakoM, preraNAdAtA sumitroM kI apekSA rakhatA hai| Aja ke saMta, upadezaka aura zikSAguruoM ko Aja anAtha bane hue logoM ke jIvana rUpI ratha kA sArathI banane kI jarUrata hai| dharma ratna kI prApti ke lie ArAdhanA Avazyaka hai| jisa hRdaya meM zraddhA kA dIpa prajvalita hai, vahAM bhakti, sneha kA siMcana hai| pratyeka dharmajijJAsu ko isa meM se dharmaratna, jJAnapipAsu ko jJAna ratna tathA anya jIvoM ko taraha taraha kA prakAza prApta hogaa| aura mujhe zraddhA hai kI isa graMtha kI prANa pratiSThA, sarvadharmI janoM ko, dharma maMdira kI aura le jAegI yahI bhaktibharI, premabharI merI ArAdhanA hai| kArtika pratipadA 2018 - jamubhAI dANI tA. 9 nave. 1961 11 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya zrI citrabhAnujI kI jIvana saurabha vizvabhara meM ahiMsA aura anekAnta vicAradhArA ke prabodhaka, AntararASTriya dArzanika pUjya zrI citrabhAnujI kA janma 26 julAI san 1922 ko rAjasthAna ke takhatagar3ha meM, eka dhArmika parivAra meM huA / mahAvidyAlaya ke Adhunika zikSaNa ke pazcAta, bhArata ke svataMtratA saMgrAma meM bhAga lene hetu mahAtmA gA~dhIjI ke paricaya meM Ae aura akhaNDa bhArata ke svataMtratA senAnI bane / cAra varSa kI komala vaya meM mAtA kI mRtyu dekhI, bAraha varSa kI umra meM khilatI huI kalI samAna choTI bahana ko bukhAra se marate dekhA aura phira unnIsaveM varSa meM eka medhAvI saha chAtrA ko jAna levA bImArI ke kAraNa mauta ke mu~ha meM jAte dekhA / ina ghaTanAoM se AghAta lagA aura ApakI jIvana dizA badalI, mRtyu ke rahasya ko jAnane ke lie vizva vikhyAta, rahasyavAdI, cintakoM se samAgama kiyA / 1942 meM boraDI ke sAgara taTa para pUjya AcArya zrI candrasAgara surijI kI chatrachAyA meM dIkSA grahaNa kI aura muni candraprabhasAgara ke nAma se prasiddha hue / __ikalaute putra ko saMsAra tyAga karate hue dekhakara, Apake pitAzrI ne bhI dIkSA grahaNa kI aura pU. munizrI candrakAnta sAgarajI ke nAma se jAne gaye / pUjyazrI citrabhAnujI ne zramaNAvasthA meM yoga, dhyAna evaM dhArmika graMthoM kA gahana adhyayana karake bhArata ke dUra-sudUra prAntoM, gA~voM evaM nagaroM meM pAda-vihAra karake loka-jAgRti phailAI tathA sAmAnya prajA meM ahiMsA, karUNA, dayA, samatA, samanvaya tathA jaina siddhAntoM kA pracAra-prasAra kiyA / san 1969 meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ke janma divasa para samagra muMbaI ke katlakhAne baMda karavAe, isase bhI Age baDhakara sarvadharma ke sattAdhIzo ko samajhAkara gAMdhI jayantI, rAmanavamI vagairAha ATha tyauhAroM para katlakhAne baMda rakhavAne kA nagarapAlikA meM prastAva karavAyA / ina tyauhAroM para Aja bhI muMbaI ke katlakhAne baMda rahate haiN| Antarika preraNA se prakAzita hokara, vizva ke dezoM meM ahiMsA, anekAnta aura aparigraha kA pracAra karane hetu Apa san 1970 meM jenIvA meM dvitIya AdhyAtmita zikhara pariSada meM gae tathA jaina dharma ke siddhAntoM kI ajaya ghoSaNA kI, aura jaina dharma meM naI krAnti lAkara jIva mAtra ke kalyANakArI siddhAntoM kI hadayasparzI vANI bhaaii| saMpradAya atIta zuddhavANI se prasanna sabhAne pUjyazrI kA hArdika svAgata kiyaa| pazcima meM eka naye itihAsa kA sarjana kiyA / vizva vidyAlaya New York University (NYU) meM san 1971 meM sarvadharma samabhAva zAkhA ke Apa pradhyApaka bane / san 1981 meM seMDIyego ke sAgara taTa para satraha dina taka dhyAna, yoga, sAdhanA karate hue Apako divya AtmajJAna ke sAtha sohaM kA sAkSAtkAra huA, zuddha vratoM kA svIkAra kara Apa vizvamAnava saMta bane aura jIjiviSA mukta jIvana ke mukta pravAsI rheN| 12 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . vartamAna meM ApakI mukhya pravRttiyA~ : (1) Apa nyUyorka, jaina meDiTezana inTaranezanala senTara, muMbaI divya jJAna saMgha aura zAkAhAra pariSada ke saMsthApaka tathA preraka hone ke nAte AdhyAtmika mArgadarzana pradAna kara rahe haiM / (2) ApakI divya vANI tathA adbhUta lekhana zakti ke mAdhyama se Aja amerikA, kaineDA, yuropa, AphrikA, siMgApora, hA~gakA~ga, baiMgakaoNka, tAyavAna, malesiyA, sviTjaralaeNnDa, phrAnsa, jApAna meM ahiMsA tathA anekAnta kA pracAra karake dhyAna senTaroM kI sthApanA karavAI aura asaMkhya logoM ko sahI mArgadarzana dekara vyasana mukta evaM zAkAhArI banAne kA prayatna kara rahe haiM / (3) Apane svaanubhava, gahana abhyAsa tathA prabuddha jIvana ke sArAMza svarUpa aneka hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI pustakoM kA sRjana kiyA hai, jo hamAre ajJAnamaya jIvana meM dIpaka kI bhA~ti prakAza phailA rahe haiM / zrI citrabhAnujI eka aisA vyaktitva hai, jinhoMne jaina dharma ko saMpradAyoM kI divAroM se upara uThAkara vizva ke mAnava mAtra ko maitrI aura zAMti prApta ho, isa bhAva se United Nation meM pratiSThita karavAyA hai | Apa nirdabha aura nirbhayatA se manuSyoM meM suSupta mAnava ko jagA kara AtmajJAna se prabuddha kara rahe haiM / hajAroM nahi lAkhoM logoM ko hiMsA ke pApamaya pariNAma kA ehasAsa karavA kara zAkAhArI aura karUNAmaya ahiMsApremI banA rahe haiM | Vegan (DeyarI proDakTa) dUdha evaM ghI ke sevana se adattAdAna aura aMtarAya karma hama ajJAnavaza kaise bAMdhate hai usakA darzana karavAyA / pazu saMrakSaNa hetu hara pAMjarApola kI abhivRddhi ho isa mahAna udezya se hamezA ApazrI amerikA meM lAkhoM kA phaMDa karavAkara bhAratabhara kI aneka pAMjarA polo ko sahAyatA karavAte rahate hai| Apake videzI vidyArthIyoM aura sAdhakoM kI saMkhyA agaNita haiM / videzoM ke alaga alaga pradezoM meM Apake dvArA prasthApita 21 dharma pracAra kendra hai | ApakI hI preraNA se amerikA ke vicArazIla dharma zraddhAlu logoM ne "pheDarezana opha jainA" kI sthApanA kI hai aura usake antargata 69 bhavya jina mandira tathA bhavanoM kA nirmANa huA hai| Y.J.A. (young Jain of America) ke hajAroM yuvA varga ke Apa preraNA dAtA hai | 37140pFetida gralcot "Realize what you are", Psychology of Enlightenment, Twelve facets of Reality", Philosophy of soul and matter" jaise amUlya pustaka ratna videzI janatA meM atyanta lokapriya haiM / lokoddhAra aura prANI mAtra ke kalyANa hetu aneka kArya hamAre zraddheya, pUjya gurudevazrI ke kara kamaloM dvArA sadA hote raheM, aisI AMtarika abhilASA ke sAtha... pro. rameza eca. bhojaka M.A., M.Phi, D.H.E. Wilson College, Mumabi-7. ___13 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukrama * taM OM 90 OM 16 OM OM 24 27 8 8 38 . pUrva bhUmikA dharmakathA dharma kA ArAdhaka dharma kA adhikArI gaMbhIratA gaMbhIratA dvArA Atma darzana kSudratA kA tyAga saMpUrNa aMgopAMga prakRti saumyatA saumyatva ke sAthI jIvana parivartana lokapriyatA lokapriyatA aura prApti 14. vicAra audArya 15. vinaya-darzana 16. zAzvata kyA? 17. akrUra 18. pApabhIrUtA 19. pApaparAjaya 20. azaTha yAni surIlI saMvAditA 21. dharmI jIvana kI saphalatA 22. sudAkSiNya 23. dAkSiNyamayI dAna bhAvanA lajjA 25. maMgala maMdira ke patha para 41 24 ee 64 69 71 75 80 24. 91 9 . 14 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26. 97 27. 909 28. 905 29. mAtra 900 5U. 113 31. 998 32. 119 33. 122 34. 126 35. 129 36. 132 37. 137 36. 139 39. 40. dayA kA jharanA dayA ke do srota vizva ekatA kA bhAva mAdhyastha mAdhyastha bhAva kA mAdhurya : guNAnurAga sadguNoM kI upAsanA satkathA akhaMDa jIvana supakSa jIvana meM supakSatA dIrghadarzitA vastu ke hArda ke darzana vizeSajJa vRddhAnugAmI anubhava kI kasauTI vinaya kRtajJatA upakAra catuSTaka kRtajJatA kA saMdeza parahita nirataH samaSTi kI bhakti meM mukti lubdhalakSa dhyeya dRSTi dhyeya yAtrA lakSya biMdu 143 147 41. 172 156 161 42. 43. 44. 45. 46. 165 qbe 172 47. 174 48. 175 177 49. 50. 51. 179 181 15 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma jIvana kA prakAza cetanA meM gajaba kI zakti hai, yaha kSaNa kA yugoM taka vistAra kara sakatI hai, yugoM ko kSaNa meM samA sakatI hai| paraMtu vaha zarIra nahIM, cetnaa| zarIra evaM cetanA dono bhinna hai| cetanA ke cale jAne para zarIra nirjIva bana jAtA hai, aura cetanA yAni aanNddhn| hamAre sabake andara bhI yahI AnaMdadhana soyA huA hai, aura zravaNa dhyAna dvArA ise jAgRta karanA hai, soye hue ko jagAnA hai| - citrabhAnu Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizvabhara meM ahiMsA aura anekAnta vicAradhArA ke prabodhaka, AntararASTriya dArzanika pUjya zrI citrabhAnujI Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ FIFTH BIENNIAL YJA CONVENCION NEW JERSCY JULY-4-5-6-2002 DEDICATED TO ALL YOUNG JAINS OF NORTH AMERICA AND U.K. These young Jains have the courage of conviction to maintain the 2,600-years heritage of Bhagwan Mahavira's Ahinsa, renewing and reinvigorating it in the living present and who in everyday life are walking the talk of Ahinsa and Anekantavada. This unique tradition of respecting the sacredness of life is the hope of mankind. + Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CMK Jains made history when Gurudev shree Chitrabhanuji delivered the opening prayer in the House of Representatives. The photograph was taken on the steps of the Capitol Building after this historic event on May 22, 2001. Over 140 delegates of the Jain community from all over the United States and Canada, along with representatives from India Embassy, witnessed this momentous event from the Gallery of House of Representatives. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U.S. House of Representatives CERTIFICATE This certification of recognition and appreciation is presented to GURUDEV SHREE CHITRABHANUJI Founder, Jain Meditation International Center New York, New York who gave the opening prayer at a session of the u.s. House of Representatives, The Capitol, Washington, D.C., on May 22, 2901. Speaker Chaplain Jeff trandahl Attest: clerk of the House For the first time in the history of the United States of America, Jainism and Jains of North America received the unprecedented recognition and honor of having a prayer in the U.S. House of Representatives when on May 22,2001,in celebration of the 2600" birth anniversary of Mahavira, the twenty-fourth Tirthankara, the Jain Master Gurudev Shree Citrabhanuji delivered the opening prayer. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * -CMYK D S CHITRABHANUJI VISITS LIGTHOUSE CENTER On the weekend of October 8-10-2004, Gurudev Chitrabhanuji again came to Bless the Lighthouse Center for Spiritual Development in Whitmore Lake, Michigan (just north of Ann Arbor). At the Lighthouse, founded by Chetana Catherine Florida, Gurudev's first apostle, all of the members are meditating and practicing Ahimsa and Revernce for Life. Gurudev's loving presence and words of wisdom inspire all of us at the Lighthouse to continue each day to be guided by our meditations, that we may choose our thoughts, words, and actions in the awareness of Ahimsa and love, loving all others and ourselves. We are forever grateful to Gurudev for always being a Beacon of Light and Inspiration. Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrva bhUmikA Aja ke yuga 'kI yaha mAMga hai ki mAnava kevala mAnavajIvI hI banakara na raha jAe, apanI cetanA ko vizva cetanA banAkara dharmajIvI bne| isa maMgalamaya dRSTikoNa ko dhyAna meM rakhakara isa pravacana mAlA meM jIvana kI AcArasaMhitA para vicAra kreNge| 1 isake lie hamane " dharma ratna prakaraNa" nAmaka graMtha pasaMda kiyA hai| AcArya zrI devendrasurijI dvArA racita yaha graMtha adbhuta hai, jo hamAre jIvana meM preraNA strota bana sakatA hai| isa graMtha meM dharmI vyakti ke guNoM kA varNana hai, varanA dharmI kahalAnA eka bAta hai, yaha sarala hai, paraMtu dharmI bananA kaThina hai| hameM isa graMtha ke abhyAsa dvArA dharmAcaraNa ko siddha karanA hai| lekhaka sarva prathama abhimAna kA tyAga karake prabhu ko namana karate hai, jisase aise graMtha kA zravaNa karake zrotA tathA svayaM dono bhava kA pAra pA sake / aise mahAna sRjana ke pIche insAna meM namratA kA guNa honA atyAvazyaka hai| lekhaka ne tyAgI, bairAgI zrI mahAvIraprabhu ko vaMdana kiyA hai, hama lekhaka ko vaMdana karate hai, jinhoMne vinaya guNa kA maMtra hameM sikhAyA hai| namratA ora vinaya rahita mAnava kA jIvana kabhI sugaMdhita nahIM bana sakatA, moma jaisA narma hRdaya banAne ke lie, ghara ghara meM mAtA-pitA, kuTumbIjana, mitroM ke prati namratA kA guNa apanAnA jarUrI hai / Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "namana namana meM phera hai, bahuta name nAdAna'' isakA artha hai, insAna apanA svArtha siddha karane ke lie bhI namana karatA hai, para aise loga matalaba nikala jAne para dhokhA bhI de sakate hai, ina se sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| lekhaka ne aise mahApurUSa ko namana kiyA hai jo guNoM ke bhaNDAra haiN| hajAroM varSa pUrva pAvApurI - rAjagRhI meM vicaraNa kI huI isa cetanA dvArA yaha dharA pavitra banI, yaha rajakaNa bhI dhanya hai| yaha divya cetanA Aja bhI yogya jIvoM ko kSaNabhara meM yugo kA darzana evaM jIvana kI anubhUti karAne kI kSamatA rakhatI hai| aisI mahAna vibhUti jinhoMne kAla pravAha se pAra pA liyA hai, unheM lekhaka namana karate haiN| isa namana meM Atmika bhAva hai, Atmika khajAne ke sacce svAmI hai mahAvIrasvAmI aura yaha graMtha Atmika khajAne se bharapUra hai| ..prabhu mahAvIra ke pAsa kyA kucha nahIM thA? dhana, vaibhava, baMdhu, bahana, putrI, patnI sarvasva to thA, paraMtu unheM to amRta tattva kI pyAsa jagI thI, jo ina nazvara vastuoM se kaise bujha sakatI thI bhalA? yaha tRSA bhautika vastuoM se na bujhane vAlI, Atmika zAMti kI paramapada kI tRSA hai| ghora upasargoM ko sahana karake, sADhe bAraha varSa taka aDiga sAdhanA karake prabhu vIrane dharma ratna, zAzvata prema, maitrI kA khajAnA prApta kiyaa| avadhUta yogI AnaMdadhanajI ne bhI kahA hai "maiM jo pAnA cAhatA huM, vaha jIvana amRta hai, viSa ke kaTore pI cukA, aba Atmika tRSA bujhAne ke lie jJAnarUpI amRta ke pyAle pIne hai| jinhoMne pI liyA, unheM phira koI pyAsa lagI hI nahIM, ve AnaMdadhana ko prApta ho gye| jo pIyA vo jIyA aura jo jI gayA vaha phira bhalA maraNa ko kaise prApta ho sakatA hai ! isa jIvana amRta ko kabIra ne pIyA, mahAvIra ne pIyA, buddha ne piiyaa| jInA hai to pInA hI hogaa| hama saba ke aMdara bhI AnaMdadhanarUpI cetanA suSupta paDI hai, use jagAnA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 hai, isa cetanA meM ajaba zakti hai, jo eka kSaNa meM yugoM kA vistAra kara sakatI hai, aura yugoM ko kSaNamAtra meM samAhita kara sakatI hai, yaha cetanA deha se bhinna hai| isa dharmaratna ke sUtro meM amIdhArA bharI paDI hai, jisake paThana, ciMtana, manana dvArA hameM apane guNaratnoM ko pahacAnanA hai, prApta karanA hai / samaya ke sAtha sAtha upadeza ke tarIke, tarka, dalIleM zAyada badala bhI sakate haiM, para sUtra nahIM badalate, logoM ko nayI jAgRti kI bAteM sunanI acchI lagatI hai, para hameM yaha nahIM pattA kI ina sUtrAkSaroM kI cinagArI lAkhoM varSo bAda bhI bhakto ke lie preraNArUpa bana sakatI hai| jo loga AtmA kA utkarSa karanA cAhate hai unhI ke lie yaha bodha upadeza diyA gayA hai, jo vyakti ratnoM kI apekSA rakhatA hai, vahI ratnoM kI kImata A~ka sakatA hai, ataH dharma ratna bhI jo yogya ho, unheM hI dene caahie| dharma ko ratna kI upamA dI gaI hai kyoMkI upamA zreSTha kI hI dI jAtI hai / vizva kI sabhI sthUla vastuoM meM ratna kImatI hai, vaise hI dharma sabhI ratnoM meM bahumulya hai| hameM isa zreSTha dharma ko samajhane ke lie apanI dRSTi badalanI hogI, tabhI hama dharma ratna prApti ke adhikArI bana sakeMge / Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmakathA zAstroM meM rAjakathA, bhaktakathA, dezakathA aura strIkathA ina cAra prakAra kI kathAoM ko vikathA kahA gayA hai| strI kathA meM kyA vRddha kyA yuvAna? sabhI nimagna banate hai, dezakathA, rAjyakathA bhI kAphI pracalita hai aura bhojanakathA meM bhI iMsAna apanA kImatI samaya barabAda karatA hai| jaba taka pRthvI para mAnava hai, taba taka rAga dveSa raheMge, aura unake pratIkarUpa rAjya bhI rheNge| jinheM rAjanIti ke bAre meM koI jJAna nahIM, aise loga bhI rAjakArya kI samIkSA karane baiTha jAte hai| alaga alaga rItirivAjoM kI carcA karake bhI insAna apanA mana lagAne kI koziza karatA hai, ina sArI carcAo ke mAdhyama se ciMtAo ko bhUlane kA prayatna karatA hai| ___kyA yaha saba jIvana ke utkarSa meM sahAyaka bana sakatA hai? mAnava svayaM ko bhUla gayA hai, use sva AtmA kI pahacAna karane ke lie dharmakathA kI jarUrata hai| vyakti bhautika, kSaNika sukhoM ke pIche daur3akara apanA kyA gaMvA rahA hai? usakA use aMdAja nahIM hai, kyoM kI use AtmA kI pahacAna nahIM hai| eka nAdAna bAlaka ke pitA ke pAsa lAkhoM kI saMpatti hote hue bhI, yadi use koI eka rUpaiyA de de to vaha khuza ho jAegA, kyoM kI usakA Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pitA kitanA dhanavAna hai, use kyA pattA? aisI hI karUNAjanaka sthiti mAnava kI hai, jo sAMsArika sukhoM kI prApti hetu apanA sarvAdhika bahumUlya dhana Atmadhana luTA rahA hai| isIlie jJAniyoM ne pharamAyA hai ki, "hai mAnava tU apanI saMpatti ko pahacAna / rAga, dveSa tathA ahaMkAra ke jAla se mukta jo hotA hai, vahI sacce Atmika sukha kI prApti kara sakatA hai, aise viSaya kaSAya mukta sAdhaka kA sukha cakravartI rAjA ke sukha se bhI bar3hakara hotA hai| Akhira to AtmalInatA kI dazA kA jo sukha hai usakA aMzamAtra sukha bhI bhautika padArthoM meM nahIM mila sktaa|" __bhautika sukhoM ke jaMjAla se bAhara nikala kara, rAga dveSa rUpI kIDe se mukta banakara, lokavyavahAra se jo vyakti alipta rahatA hai, use hI AtmA aura paramAtmA ke milana kI anubhUti hotI hai| prabhu smaraNa meM mAnava apane aham ko vilaya karake apane zuddha svabhAva ko dekhatA hai, taba use naisargika sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| jisa sukha ke pIche hama daur3a rahe hai, vaha to mAtra sukhAbhAsa hai| Apa jise khuzI kahate haiM vaha to duHkha ke bIca meM AtA thoDA aMtarAla hai| dharma ciMtana meM divya AnaMda bharA paDA hai, isase Atma prakAza bAhara AtA hai, yaha aisA amUlya tattva hai, jisake paThana, ciMtana, manana se kabhI thakAna nahIM lgtii| __ caMdana ko jaise jaise ghisate haiM, adhika sugaMdha detA hai, vaise hI jIva jaba Atmatattva-dharmatattva meM lIna hotA hai, jIvana saurabha mahaka uThatI hai, kyoM ki AtmA kI bAta sva-rasa kI bAta hai| apane priyajanoM, svajanoM kI mRtyu ke pazcAta unake apane hI loga unheM citA meM jalAte to haiM, kintu yaha dhyAna rakhate hue kI kahIM unake apane hI hAtha jala na jaaeN| yaha mAnava jIvana kI kaisI viDambanA? jina svajanoM ke zarIra kI hameM itanI ciMtA thI unheM hI cingArI Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagAkara, unheM hI jalAkara apanA kartavya pUrA karane kA saMtoSa mAnate hai| Akhira to yaha deha hameM chor3ane vAlA hai, phira usake lie jIvanabhara pApa karanA kahA~ taka ucita hai? dharmakathAoM se hameM yahI sIkha milatI hai| yaha kAyA pudgala hai, yaha pala pala gala rahI hai, pUraNa-galana isakA svabhAva hai| phUlo ke itra se yA kAyA kalpoM se bhI ise sadA sugaMdhita nahIM rakha skte| aisI kAyA se itanA pyAra? AtmA kI yAda bhI nahIM? isIlie bhagavAna ne kahA hai "tUM apanI AtmA ko samajha, tabhI vizva aura paramAtmA ko samajha skegaa| isa jagata meM kucha bhI niMdA yA prazaMsA ke yogya nahIM hai, vastu mAtra parivartanazIla hai| prAjJa manuSya kA kAma to kevala dekhanA aura jAnanA hai| "kartRtvaM nAnyamAvAnAm sAkSitvaM avshissyte|" yAni kI AtmA vastu kA kartA nahIM para dRSTA, sAkSIrUpa hai, yadi yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe, to hama dharmakathA ke zravaNa, ciMtana se dharma paMtha para samajhadArI pUrvaka agrasara ho sakate hai| Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma kA ArAdhaka isa athAha bhavasAgara meM manuSya bhava prApti ati durlabha evaM kaThina hai| jIvana sAdhanAmaya rahA to manuSya bhava saarthk| bAlaka ke janma ke bAda sarvaprathama janmapatrI banavAte haiM, usakA AyuSya dekhA jAtA hai, AyuSya hogA to hI saMsAra meM kIrti, dhana ityAdi kI prApti ho skegii| mahAna tattva ciMtaka bhI isa bhava rUpI mahAsAgAra kI vizAlatA, gahanatA kA pAra nahIM pA ske| jisa taraha janmAMdha vyakti ko prakAza kI kalpanA nahIM hotI, vaise hI ajJAnI mAnava janma kA mahattva kyA samajhe? isakA mahattva jJAnI purUSa hI samajha sakate hai, pazuoM kA jIvana kitanA yAtanAmaya hai, kauna varNana kara sakatA hai ? manuSya ko thoDA bhI kaSTa Ae to lambA cauDA varNana karatA hai, mAnava zikAyata kara sakatA hai, apanA du:kha dUra kara sakatA hai usake pAsa sAdhana hai, siddhi hai| pazu mUka rahakara sAre kaSTa jhelate haiN| hameM yadi apane jIvana kA darzana karanA hoM, prApya sukhoM kI kImata AMkanI hoM to hameM apane se choTe logoM, yahA~ taka ki pazuoM ke jIvana ke sAtha svayaM ke sukha kI / tulanA karanI cAhie to hameM pattA calegA kI hama kitane sukhI haiM ? vaise bhI insAna svabhAvataH sukhAnveSI hai| para ajJAnatA ke kAraNa vaha Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhautika aura nazvara sukha ko hI satya mAna baiThA hai, yahI kAraNa hai ki insAna hamezAM apane se upara vAle dhanavAnoM kI aura dRSTi rakhatA hai, dUsaroM ke sukhoM ko apanI kalpanA ke motIyoM meM pirokara du:khI hotA hai| "hAya!' usake pAsa itanA, mere pAsa to kucha bhI nhiiN| jIvana sukhamaya banAnA hai yA dukhamaya, yaha vyakti ke apane hAthoM meM hai| vastu meM sukha yA dukha nahIM hai, sukha-dukha usakI kalpanA, mana aura dRSTi meM hai| eka vastu sukha detI hai, dUsarI dukha detI hai, kala taka mitra priya lagatA thA, Aja apriya lagatA hai, isa parivartana kA AdhAra hamAre bhAva hai, aura bhAva hara pala badalate rahate haiN| __phUla ke sauMdarya ko dekhakara A~kho meM harSa ke AMsU A jAte haiM, jaba ' mana prasanna hotA hai| kabhI mana viSAda se bhara jAtA hai, vastu to vahI hai, hamAre bhAva bhinna haiM kabhI hama kahate haiM "maiM mUr3a meM nahIM huuN|" yAni kI mana meM viSAda hai vaha vyavasthita nahIM hai| aMdara kA taMtra barAbara nahIM ho to ghaDI ke kA~Te kaise vyavasthita hoMge? ThIka vaise hI citta prasanna hogA to hI mana meM zAMti hogii| jIvana meM sukha-duHkha kA satkAra karo, saMyoga viyoga hoMge, dono samaya mana ko samabhAva meM rkho| isa duniyA meM kauna aisA hai? jisake jIvana meM kevala sukha hai? Ama ke madhura rasa ke sAtha karele kI kar3avAhaTa hoM to Ama rasa adhika svAdiSTa lagatA hai| adhikatama sukha meM bhI insAna abhimAnI bana sakatA hai aura adhikatama dukhoM meM bhI vaha hAra jAtA hai, ata: dono kA samanvaya karake jIvana jIne kA prayAsa karanA caahie| saccA AnaMda dene vAlA tattva to usakI AtmA meM hI samAyA huA hai| __ mahAna tattvaciMtaka TaoNlasTaoNya ne kahA hai ki dukha to usa tApa ke sadRza hai jo Ama ko pakAkara usameM mIThA rasa bharatA hai| garmI se Ama kA khaTTA rasa mIThA banatA hai, isI prakAra sukha kI upayogitA samajhane ke lie du:kha caahie| jIvana rUpI Ama ke khaTTe rasa ko mIThA karane ke lie dukha rUpI Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tApa Avazyaka hai, sukha dukha jIvana ke poSaka tattva hai, inase hAro mata, thako mata, himmatavAna bno| sardI ke bAda garmI, phira barasAta yaha prakRti kA krama hai, mAnava jIvana meM bhI sIdhI kaTutA nahIM to (zugara koTeDa) zakkara lipta kaTutA jarUrI hai| akelI miThAI se to madhumeha kI bimArI ho sakatI hai, isIlie jIvana meM saMpatti, vipatti dono svAgata yogya haiN| kahate hai ki "sukha mAM sonI sAMbhare, dukha mAM jAge raam|' jindagI kI zAma jaba DhalatI hai, tabhI kaSTa Ate hai, taba AnaMda zAMti dhAma prabhu kA smaraNa hameM hotA hai| jIvana meM sukha-dukha do pahalU haiM, jIvana ratha ke do pahiye haiM, kabhI dukha to kabhI sukha dono hamezAM Ate jAte rahate haiN| jisa sikke ke dono pallU salAmata hote haiM vahI sikke bAjAra meM calate haiN| dono paristhiti meM dhIratA, samatA rakhanI hai, tabhI jIvana mahattvapUrNa bana sakatA hai| ___ insAna daulata ke pIche pAgala banA hai, para vaha jAnatA nahIM kI daulata jIvana meM do bAra lAta mAratI hai- jaba AtI hai, Age lAta mAratI hai, insAna akar3akara ghUmatA hai aura jaba jAtI hai taba pIche se lAta mAratI hai, insAna ko kubar3A banA detI hai| isake lie hameM vRkSa kA udAharaNa lenA cAhie ki itanI garmI meM bhI vaha itanA harA bharA kaise rahatA hai| kyoM kI usakI jar3eM dharatI ke nIce zItalatA se bharI haiN| mAnava jIvana meM upara se tapasyA tathA aMtara kI gaharAIyo meM bhakti kI zItalatA hoM, to jIvana sadA praphulita raha sakatA hai| jaba apane hI jIvana ko manuSya zAMtimaya nahIM banA sakatA to vizva ko kyA zAMti pradAna karegA? ataH hameM jIvana kA mUlya sarvaprathama samajhanA hogaa| khUnI aura saMta donoM ke pAsa jindagI to hai para bhinna hai| dono kI jindagI ke upayoga alaga hai, ina donoM ke jIvana kA darzana kro| apane sthAna para khaDe hokara, jo hamase nIce hai unakI tarapha karUNA tathA prema bahAe~ tathA hama se jo UMce hai unakI aura sanmAna, bhakti bhAva rkheN| mAnava jIvana kA yaha suMdara adhikAra hai, jise hama jAneM, anubhava kreN| Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 dharma kA adhikArI adhikAra - yaha apane isa svAdhyAya graMtha kA maulika tattva hai, isameM mAnava jIvana kA rahasya samAyA huA hai / mAnava jIvana yAni jo jIvana hama jI rahe haiM vaha ? yA jisakA mahApurUSoM ne darzana kiyA hai, vaha ? isa graMtha ke paThana, manana, zravaNa dvArA hama yaha jAna pAyeMge ki mahApurUSoM ke jIvana aura hamAre jIvana meM kyA pharka hai ? sacce mAnava jIvana kI prApti ati durlabha hai| dUsare prANiyoM ke sAtha jaba manuSyakI tulanA kareMge tabhI hameM manuSya jIvana kI sArthakatA kA patA calegA ! vyakti paise ko hI kendra bindu mAnakara svayaM ko sukhI mAnatA hai, paraMtu aMdhe, laMgaDe dhanI insAna ko yadi pUchA jAe to zAyada ve apane Apako sukhI nahIM mAneMge, paisA hote hue bhii| jIvana meM pA~ca indriyoM kI paTutA ke sAtha sAtha ahiMsaka kula milanA atyaMta durlabha hai| ahiMsaka saMskRti meM pale insAna kA hRdaya khUna ke chITeM dekhakara hI dravita ho jAegA, kyoMki usakA lAlanapAlana hI anukaMpAmaya saMskRti meM huA hai| bhautikavAda meM vahI vyakti mugdha hokara ghUmatA hai, jise isa saMskRti kA bhAna nahIM / madrAsa ke eka nyAyAdhIza ke yahAM gorA suMdara bAlaka janmA / usake ko dekhakara sabhI prasanna hote the, paraMtu usake nIce ke sabhI aMga apaMga the, usakA jIvana yAtanAmaya, nirarthaka ho gayA thA / isalie paMcendriyoM kI mukha 10 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paripUrNatA prApta karanA mahAna puNyodaya hai| paMcendriyoM kI pUrNatA ke sAtha vinaya viveka honA bhI Avazyaka hai| isIlie jJAnIyoM ne kahA hai kI prApta sAdhanasAmagrI kA jitanA sadupayoga karoge, utanA hI vikAsa acchA hogA, durUpayoga se vinAza hogA, viveka hI saphalatA kI cAbI hai| suMdara dekhanA, bolanA, vicAra karanA aura satkArya karanA, yaha jIvana kA Azaya honA caahie| jaba taka hameM mRtyu ke darzana nahIM hote, taba taka hama apane jIvana meM na karane yogya kAma karake apanA jIvana vyartha gaMvA baiThate haiN| yaha mRtyu eka aisA daMDa hai, jo na jhukanevAle ko bhI jhukA detI hai, yaha aisI zikSaka hai jo behoza ko hoza meM lA detI hai| mRtyu ko samajhane vAlA yaha samajhatA hai kI jIvana-mRtyu ye jIvana ke do akhaMDa chora hai| janma se pahale bhI jIvana thA, aura mRtyu ke bAda bhI jIvana hogaa| ajJAna vyakti apane bujurgo, gurUjanoM kI avahelanA karatA hai, akar3akara ghUmatA hai, para aise vyakti kA sara eka dina mRtyu jhukA detI hai, aura ahaMkAra kI mauta ho jAtI hai| yahAM eka vicAraNIya prazna hai, "duniyA meM bar3A kauna? mAnava yA usakI parachAI ? use kaisA jIvana jInA cAhie? apane aMdara base hue cetana ko pahacAna kara yA parachAI ke anukUla banakara?" yaha eka bahuta hI gahana abUjha pahelI hai| mAnava aura parachAI dono ko isakA javAba nahIM mila pAyA, taba dono . eka sUne maMdira meM gaye, vahAM mUrti nahIM thI prazna kI pratidhvani thI, hAtha joDakara pUchA, "deva Apa hI batAIye kauna baDA? mAnava yA parachAI?" ___ AvAja AI, "zAMta ho jAIye, koI A rahA hai, mAnava aura parachAI eka kone meM chipa gye|" tabhI eka dhanavAna AyA aura bolA "mere pAsa paise the, taba sabhI mere svajana the, Aja paiserUpI parachAI nahIM hai, taba sabhI mujhase dUra ho gaye hai|" Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thoDI dera bAda eka sattAdhIza AyA "mere hAtha meM jaba sattA thI, saba mujhe salAma karate the, mere irda gIrda ghUmate the, Aja sattA cale jAne para merI koI kImata nahIM?'' kyA vAkaI duniyA sattA kI parachAI ko hI namana karatI hai? tabhI eka dhanika AyA, kala taka use, "lakhA' kahate the, Aja use lakSmIcaMda kahakara sabhA meM Age baiThAte haiM, usakI vAha vAha karate haiN| usane namana karake kahA, "he maMdira ke deva, tujhe vinatI karatA hu, merI saMpatti kI parachAI ko amara rkhnaa|" jagata meM yahI najArA dekhane ko milatA hai, insAna apane Asana siMhAsana se bar3A mAnA jAtA hai| apane sacce AMtarika astitva ko dikhAkara nahIM jItA, taba usakI parachAI usase baDI bana jAtI hai| parachAI to bAhya vastu hai, satya to apanA astittva hai, paraMtu jIvana meM ulTI gaMgA baha rahI hai| insAna se adhika usake zrRMgAra kI kImata bar3ha gaI hai| jIvana ke do vibhAga hai - bAhya aura aNtr| bAhya khajAnA cAhe jitanA adhika hoM, usase saccA AnaMda nahIM mila sakatA, loga AkarSita hoMge para jaba taka AMtarika Rddhi se hama saMpanna nahIM hoMge, sAttvika sukha kI prApti durlabha hai| AMtara vaibhava aisA hai, jise koI nahIM chIna sktaa| aMtara kA khAlIpana becainI bar3hAtA hai, vyAkula karatA hai, yaha eka khaNDahara jaisA hai, jisa meM bhaya rUpI bhUta parikramA karate haiN| hameM apane hRdaya ko samRddha rakhanA hai, apanI AMtarika samRddhi kA ehasAsa dilAe aise vyaktittva kI jarUrata hai, aise manana, ciMtana aura dhyAna kI jarUrata hai, tAkI hama apanI AMtarika samRddhi ko pahacAna sakeM, anubhava kara skeN| kaI loga bhUtakAla meM hI jIte haiN| yaha to bAsI bhojana karane jaisI bAta hai| vartamAna hI upayogI hai, hA~ apane pUrvajoM ke sadguNa jarUra grahaNa kara sakate haiN| udhAra lekara jIvana jInA carcAspada banatA hai, apanI jarUrateM maryAdita karake, jIne vAle ke samAna koI sukhI nahIM jagata meN| . Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 sAdhu saMsArika vastu kisI ko dete nahIM aura nahIM lete haiM, to unake jaise nizciMta dUsare kauna ho sakate haiM ? mAnava ke mana meM Aja zAMti nahIM, sthiratA nahIM ciMtArUpI citA use khA rahI hai, kyoM ki insAna apanI saccI samRddhi ko bhUla kara parachAI kA vistAra kara rahA hai / isa meM kevala dharma hI insAna ke caitanya ko zAMta, saumya ora nizciMta banAtA hai, jo dharma kA pAlana karate haiM, dharma unakA pAlana karatA hai| jitanI maulika sAdhanoM kI vRddhi utanI duHkha kI bhI vRddhi, jitane sAdhana ghaTAaiMge, zAMti baDhegI, yadi yaha dRSTi nahIM apanAeMge to kabhI apane hI sAdhana khaMjara bana jaaeNge| jIvana meM du:kha kahA~ se Ate haiM ? gayA huA sukha AMsuoM se vApasa nahIM AtA, isalie tattvajJAniyoM ne jIvana kI gaharAIyoM ko TaTolakara hameM eka naI dRSTi pradAna kI hai / duHkha AyA to kyoM AyA ? kisane khaDA kiyA ? yaha socane para pattA calegA ki apane kalpita sukha meM se duHkha kA sarjana huA hai, prApta sAdhanoM kA viyoga hone para duHkha A gherate haiN| kalpita sukha meM vicarane se alpa AnaMda prApta hotA hai, alpa samaya ke lie, una sAdhanoM ke abhAva meM, dukha mahasUsa hotA hai, becainI baDhatI hai, kyoM ki isa sukha kA AdhAra kSaNavinAzI vastuoM para nirbhara thaa| Ane vAle duHkhoM ke lie dUsaroM ko jimmedAra ThaharAnA ucita nahIM hai / jaba hama apane nija doSa darzana karane kI zurUAta kareMge, tabhI sahI rauzanI prApta hogii| prabhu mahAvIra ke kAnoM meM kIle ThoMke gaye, taba bhI bhagavAna ne kisI ko doSI nahIM mAnA, unhoMne socA pUrva bhavoM meM maiMne zaiyyApAlaka ke kAnoM meM zIzA DalavAyA to Aja yaha mere kAnoM me kIleM Thoka rahA hai| "dUsaroM ko duHkha dene meM sukha mAnA thA, aba samatApUrvaka dukha sahana kara lo|" yaha eka mahAna zikSA hai, sAdhanoM se sukha ke moha meM bhramita hokara jIne se jIvana zAMta, samAdhimaya kaise ho sakatA hai ? eka udAharaNa yAda A rahA hai / eka rAjA ne apane nAI ko jarI se Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 kasIdAkArI kI huI zaoNla dii| gA~va meM eka AdamI ke putra kI zAdI kA jalUsa nikalane vAlA thA, usa AdamI ne nAI se vaha zaoNla mAMgI ora dulhe ko oDhAI / nAI ko kahA gayA, vaha kisI ko nahIM batAe, magara nAI ke peTa meM bhalA koI bAta Tika sakatI hai ? usane sabase kaha diyA "dulhe kI zaoNla merI hai / " hAlAMki zAla bahuta suMdara thI, tArIpha ke kAbila thI, para isase kyA dulhe ke bApa kI Ijjata baDhI yA kama huI ? apane jIvana meM bhI adhikatara vastue~ kirAye kI haiM, eka dina inheM chor3akara hameM jAnA hai, inase Atmagaurava kaise baDha sakatA hai ? svastha mana se aMta:karaNa kI gaharAIyoM meM DUba kara ciMtana kiyA jAe tabhI jIvana kI gUDhatA kA darzana ho sakatA hai / apanI saccI Atmika saMpatti se hI zAMti prApta ho sakatI hai| hIre kA prakAza usake sabhI pAsoM meM rahatA hai, aise hI eka mahAna zakti hamArI AtmA meM chupI huI hai| satya, ahiMsA Adi kA aMtara - prakAza, bAhara kI cakAcauMdha se jyAdA prabhAvI hai / hamArA kArya hai isa mahAna zakti ko prApta krnaa| sAmAnya mAnava indriyoM kA dAsa banakara jItA hai, mahApuruSa indriyoM ko dAsa banAte haiM / yadi hama prayatna kareM to, hamAre aMdara bhI dhIre dhIre yaha zakti prakaTa ho sakatI hai| jaMga vAle bartana kA jaMga dUra karane ke lie use ghisanA par3atA hai, mana ko svaccha rakhane ke lie mArjana karanA paDatA hai| vyakti janma se mahAna nahIM, apane purUSArtha se mahAna banatA hai, AMtarika prakAza ko bAhara lAne kA prayAsa hameM karanA hai / jaisA saMga vaisA raMga, insAna AdatoM kA gulAma hai, aba AtmA kI anaMta zakti ko prApta karane, aura jJAna prakAza bAhara lAne ke lie hameM bhI Adata DAlanI hogI, yAnI ki hameM hAtha dhokara pIche paDa jAnA cAhie ki hama apanI AtmA ke sauMdarya ko kaise prApta kareM ? yaha bAta hamAre mana meM spaSTa ho jAnI cAhie ki deha se AtmA bhinna hai| AtmA anaMta zakti kI dhanI hai, koI yogya nimitta pAkara AMtarika Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 . dvAra khula jAte haiM, aura hameM apane sacce svarUpa kI pahacAna ho jAtI hai| phira hama indriyoM ke gulAma nahIM rahate aura phira lagane lagatA hai ki apAra bhavasAgara meM Atma tattva kI pahacAna karAne vAlA yaha manuSya janma to ati durlabha hai| jisa taraha garIba insAna hIre panne nahIM kharIda sakatA, vaise hI guNavihIna vyakti dharmarUpI ratna kI prApti nahIM kara sktaa| jiMsa AtmA ke pAsa guNoM kI samRddhi, viveka kA khajAnA aura puNya kA koSa hogA, vahI dharma rUpI ratna ko pahacAna skegaa| isa prakAzamaya tattva kI khoja karane ke lie buddhi, guNa tathA puNyodaya Avazyaka hai| kahate haiM kI ciMtAmaNi ratna saba ratnoM meM kImatI hai, isake rahate, dUsare ratnoM kI koI kImata nhiiN| mAnavajIvana meM bhI dharmarUpI ratna kA sthAna amUlya ciMtAmaNi ratna jaisA hI hai| vizva meM sAmAnya vastu prApti ke lie bhI, icchA tathA saMkalpa bala jarUrI hai, to phira aciMtya ciMtAmaNi ratna kI prApti hetu kevala icchA se kAma nahIM calegA, dRr3ha saMkalpa honA jarUrI hai| duniyA meM kucha bhI aprApya nahIM hai, yadi icchA tathA saMkalpa bala dRr3ha hoM to, jo cAho mila sakatA hai| jitanI icchAzakti prabala utanI hI saphalatA adhika, AtmA sarva zaktimAna hai, vaha cAhe to tIrthaMkara bhI bana sakatI hai| para isake lie pAtratA cAhie, gaDariye ko ciMtAmaNi ratna milA thA, para usakA mUlya usane nahIM jAnA tathA kauMe ko ur3Ane ke lie pheMka diyaa| aisA bhI eka varga hai, logoM kA dUsarA varga jayadeva jaisA hai, jo apanA sarvasva tyAga kara ArAdhanA karatA hai aura dharma ratna ko prApta karatA hai| hameM gar3ariye jaisA nahIM, jayadeva jaisA banakara apane jIvana meM ArAdhanA, sAdhanA kara ke dharma ratna ko prApta karake dhanyatApUrvaka, mAnavajanma sArthaka karanA hai| Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaMbhIratA dharmarUpI ratna kI prApti kI icchA rakhane vAle ko apanI vRtti ke sAtha sAtha zakti tathA yogyatA kA bhI vicAra karanA caahie| jisake pAsa sadguNoM kA khajAnA nahIM hai, vaha yadi adhyAtma jIvana kI bAteM kareM, to vaha AtmavaMcanA hai, tathA samAja ko ThagatA hai| dhArmika vyakti ke jIvana meM 21 guNa hone Avazyaka haiN| jyAdAtara loga to kalpanA meM hI vicarate haiM, vAstavikatA meM ve zUnya hote haiM, aise vezadhArI loga jIvana ke ucca stara ko nIce girA rahe haiN| dharma pAlane vAle ke jIvana meM sarvaprathama gaMbhIratA honI cAhie, oche svabhAva vAlA dharma pArAyaNa nahIM ho sktaa| bAtoM ko, rahasyoM ko pacAne kI zakti honI cAhie, satya kA pratipAdana bhI soca samajhakara, vivekarUpI chalanI se chAnakara karanA caahie| kitane hI loga apane Apa ko zaMkara ke bhakta kahate haiM, paraMtu ve zaMkara ke guNoM ko patA nahIM jAnate haiM, yA nahIM? jo dUsaroM kA zama (bhalA) kare vaha shNkr| jo jahara pacA sakatA hai, vahI zaMkara kA saccA bhakta bana sakatA hai, kyoM ki zaMkara ne bhI svayaM jahara pIkara dUsaroM ko amRta pradAna kiyA thaa| bhakta kahalAne se pahale ISTa ke guNoM ko jIvana meM vyavahAra meM utArane kI koziza karanI caahie| Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 hama bahuta kucha acchA-burA sunate hai| paraMtu usakA nirNaya apane viveka dvArA karanA cAhie / eka hI davA, eka ke lie jahara kA kAma karatI hai, to dUsare ke lie amRta bana sakatI hai| jo kucha bhI suneM, par3heM use gaMbhIratApUrvaka, viveka pUrNa evaM upayukta zabdoM ke mAdhyama se prakaTa karanA cAhie / vANI aura dRSTi kI gaMbhIratA ke sAtha sAtha, hRdaya sAgara jaisA vizAla honA caahie| hamAre kahe hue zabda kaI bAra lauTakara hamAre hI pAsa A jAte haiN| kisI ke lie abhiprAya dene se pahale hama yaha soceM ki yadi yaha bAta unake kAnoM taka gaI, to ve kyA soceNge| soca vicAra kara bolanA manuSya kA prathama kartavya hai| binA soce bolane se kaI bAra kleza paidA hote haiN| kaunasI bAta, kisa saMdarbha meM kaha rahe haiM, isakA dhyAna honA caahie| aksara hama putravadhU ke lie kahate haiM, "yaha bar3e ghara kI hai|' isake do artha ho sakate haiM,yAne ki acche khAnadAna kI hai, sadguNI hai| dUsarA artha yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki yaha kAmacora hai, kAma nahIM krtii| samajhadArI pUrvaka bolane se hama nAhaka ke kleza, jhagaDoM se baca sakate haiN| bAta cAheM kaisI bhI kyoM na hoM? hameM use acche zabdoM meM bhalI bhAMtI socakara, kahanI cAhie, jisase kisI prakAra kA nukasAna na hoM, kisI ko duHkha na phuNce| jAnate hue bhI, satya hote hue bhI, saba kucha kahanA jarUrI nahIM, hA~ jhUTha nahIM bolanA, yaha jyAdA jarUrI hai| satya ko bhI viveka pUrvaka pragaTa karanA caahie| purAne samaya meM rAjA ke pAsa aise gurU, mahApurUSa hote the, jo unheM saccI rAha dikhAte the| jabase rAjAoM ne aise gurUoM kA pathapradarzana lenA choDA hai, kitane hI pazutA kI parAkASTA taka pahuMce aura apanA patana kiyA hai| aisA hI eka prasaMga eka navAba kA hai| videzI pArliyAmenTa kA eka sabhAsada bhAratIya rAjya paddhati kA paricaya pAne yahAM AyA thA, vaha navAba ke darabAra meM gayA, navAba jyAdA buddhizAlI nahIM thA, hA~ usakA dubhASiyA bar3A kuzala thaa| aba bhArata kI AbarU rakhane kA kAma dubhASiye kA thaa| navAba pUchatA hai "tumhAre rAjA kitanI rAnIyAM Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 rakhate haiM, unake kitane bacce haiM ? vgairaah| para dubhASiyA usake badale dUsare hI prazna pUchatA, ApakI dhArAsabhA meM kitane sabhAsada hai, strIyoM ko matadAna kA adhikAra hai yA nahIM? isa taraha usane atithI ko kuzalatA se prazna pUche aura svayaM bhI jJAnabhare uttara die aura bhArata kI ijjata bddh'aaii| kahane kA matalaba hai duniyA kI ulTI bAtoM ko sIdhI kare, vaha smjhdaar| jo bAtoM hI bAtoM meM Aga lagAe, ve dharma jIvana ke lAyaka nahIM hote| ata : jIvana meM gaMbhIratA kA guNa prathama Avazyaka hai| jaldabAja vyakti sva-para donoM kA nukasAna karatA hai| kisI kI bAta usakI sammati binA kahanA ucita nahIM, jo vyakti kuTuMba, saMsAra tathA jIvana meM gaMbhIratApUrvaka bartAva karatA hai vahI saphalatA ke sopAna car3ha sakatA hai| Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaMbhIratA dvArA Atma darzana dharmaprApti ke adhikArI banane ke lie, vyakti meM kaise sadguNa hone cAhie? hama isakI carcA kara rahe haiN| dharma baDI U~cI vastu hai, yadi yaha guNavihIna vyakti ke pAsa calI jAe to vaha jagata ko Thagane kA kAma karatA hai| apanI kamajoriyAM chupAne ke lie vaha dharma kA libAsa pahanakara dhArmikatA kA daMbha bharatA hai, kintu usakI antaradhArA ekadama adhArmika hai| bAhya rUpa se vaha dhArmika hone kA kevala DhoMga karatA hai| svarNa kI parakha ke lie use kasauTI para ghisanA jarUrI hai, yadi koI vyakti apane sone ko kasauTI para ghisane kI manAI karatA hai, to samajhanA cAhie zAyada usakA sonA azuddha hogaa| vaise hI bAhara se dharmI dikhane vAlA kitanA saccA dharmI hai, usakI bhI kabhI kabhI kasauTI karanI par3atI hai| dharma pAlana se insAna devatA bana sakatA hai, dharma se pazutA dUra hotI hai, divyatA pragaTa hotI hai, para dharma jIvana meM vyApaka bananA cAhie, tabhI yaha saMbhava hai| krodha, lobha bagairaha ke raMga aura unase hone vAle asara kA nAma bhagavatI sUtra meM lezyA diyA gayA hai| Adhunika samaya meM bizapa ler3abITara nAmaka abhyAsIne isa bAta ko citroM dvArA batAyA hai| mana meM lobha ke vicAra Ate hI UMgaliyAM murde kI bhAMti jhur3a jAtI hai| ina lezyAoM kA vaijJAnika dRSTi se abhyAsa karanA caahie| Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svArtha se mana daMbhI va kapaTI bana jAtA hai| eka insAna pItala ke kar3e para sone kA gileTa karA ke use sonA kahakara becane jAtA hai, to dUsarA maTake meM pAnI ke upara ghI DAlatA hai aura tairate hue ghI va pAnI se bhare ghar3e ko ghI kA ghar3A hI batAtA hai, aisA yaha saMsAra hai| .. aisA asatyamaya jIvana jIne vAle kA, jaba samAja meM Age Ane kA mana karatA hai, taba vaha bhakta banakara, mahA satyanArAyaNa pUjA yA zAMtisnAtra / pUjana par3havAtA hai| phira mohamayI nagarI meM base hue, sAdhu ke pAsa jAtA hai| jo vyakti jIvana kI gaharAIyo meM utaratA nahIM, jisakI samAlocanA, avalokana tathA dRSTibindu Ache haiM, jo gaharAI taka nahIM jAtA vaha jIvana ke sacce rahasyoM ko nahIM pahacAna paataa| motI prApta karane ke lie sAgara tala taka DubakI jo lagAtA hai, vahI motI prApta karatA hai| gaMbhIra vyakti jIvana ke sacce mUlyoM kA pAlana karatA hai aura agaMbhIra vyakti dhana ke lie satya hI kyA? apane Apa ko bhI becane ke lie, taiyAra ho jAtA hai| hama bAhara se kucha aura haiM, aMdara se kucha aura, acchA hai ki hamAre bhItara ke phoTogrApha nahIM nikala sakate, ki hama kaise haiM? aisI khoja huI nahIM, isI meM jagata kA zreya hai| dharma bolane kI nahIM AcaraNa meM lAne kI cIja hai| kevala dharma kA bAhya ADambara tAraka nahIM bana sktaa| jaba mRtyu najadIka AtI hai taba kevala AzvAsana rUpa dharma hI eka mAtra tattva hai| mahAna yogIrAja AnaMdadhanajI kI bhakti meM yaha tattva thA, bhagavAna ke gIta gAte gAte unakI A~kho se azrudhArA bahatI thI, zrotAjana bhI bhakti meM tallIna ho jAte the| hama bhI jaba taka dharma meM apane astittva ko bhUlakara nIra aura kSIra kI bhAMti ekameka nahIM ho jAte, jIvana kA saccA darzana nahIM pA skte| AnaMdadhanajI vizva ko bhUlakara bhakti meM magna the, isIlie unake gIto meM AtmA ke darzana hote haiN| vyakti jaba apane kArya meM magna ho jAtA hai taba usakA kArya hI gIta bana jAtA hai| Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnava jIvana yAni paramAtmA-milana kI yaatraa| milane nikale hai, phira sthala aura samaya ke baMdhana kaise? sthala, kAla aura vastu (space, time and matter) ke parde jaba haTa jAte haiM, taba AtmA se paramAtmA kA milana hotA hai| bhagavAna se milana yAni ahaMkAra kA galana, prabhu se nikaTa AtmIya isa jagata meM dUsarA kauna hai ? jaba duniyA apane AMsuoM para haseMgI, taba kevala apane aMdara kA bhagavAna hI, isa rUdana ko samajhegA aura hameM zAMti pradAna kregaa| jaba ahaMkAra vilIna hotA hai, taba hI AtmA meM hama tallIna hote haiM, aura tabhI AtmAnaMda prApta hotA hai| akabara ne eka bAra haridAsa ko apane darabAra meM bulAyA, haridAsa ne sura cheDe, sarvatra AnaMda chA gayA, para kisI kI A~kho se AhlAda ke azru nahIM nikle| akabara ne kahA "usa dina jaMgala meM maiMne Apako gAte dekhA thA, taba to ApakI A~kho se pyAra bharI azrudhArA baha rahI thI, Aja aisA kyoM nahIM huA?' javAba milA, "usa dina maiM apane prabhu ko rijhA rahA thA, ve aMtara viraha ke AMsU the, para Aja to jagata aura bAdazAha ko rijhA rahA hUM isalie kevala AnaMda hI hai| AtmA ke isa jJAna kI bhASA mauna hai| jIvana kI AMtarika gaharAIoM ko pahacAnane ke lie gaMbhIratA caahie| apane Apa ko becakara Aja insAna ha~sI zAyada prApta kara le- para kala ronA paDegA, AsAnI se AnaMdadAyaka vastuoM kA mUlya prAya : AMsuoM se cukAnA paDatA hai| jIvana kA mahattva lene meM nahIM, dene meM (tyAga meM) hai| AtmajJAnI se adhika dhanavAna koI nahIM hai, kSudratA kA tyAga yAni gNbhiirtaa| AtmaprApti ke lie gaMbhIratA Avazyaka hai, jo bhautika sukhoM ke lie bikatA nahIM, vahI mahAna hai| pralobhanoM ke sAmane khar3e rahane kI zakti usameM AtI hai, aura gharSaNoM meM se bhI jIvana kA navanIta vahI prApta kara sakatA hai| Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSudratA kA tyAga kSudratA kA niSedha aura vidheya hameM samajhanA hai, sAtha hI gaMbhIratA kA bhii| vizva meM koI sthAna aisA nahIM hai jo khAlI hoM, isalie kSudratA rUpI kaue ko tyAgakara gaMbhIratArUpI rAjahaMsa para savAra honA hai| gaMbhIra vyakti hI duniyA meM mAna prApta karatA hai, bAkI to hara choTI choTI bAtoM meM kleza karane vAle loga untIsa dina kA prema eka hI dina meM gaMvA baiThate haiN| kSudra vyakti hara prasaMga meM duHkhI hotA rahatA hai| dUsaroM kI bhUloM ko najaraaMdAja karane vAlA vyakti hI jIvana meM pragati kara sakatA hai| hama kahIM gaye, kisIne satkAra nahIM kiyA, to mana, svabhAva bigaDa jAtA hai, krodha Ane lagatA hai, mana gamagIna ho jAtA hai, pariNAma yaha AtA hai kI mana kA kSetra saMkucita banatA jAtA hai| AnaMda ko samAne ke lie hRdayasthAna - pAtra, vizAla hone caahie| isake lie "bhUla jAo aura kSamA kara do|" (Forget and Forgive) yaha maMtra jIvana meM bahuta sahAyaka bana sakatA hai, para kaba? jaba hRdaya meM vizAlatA hoN| yadi rAga, dveSa kI gAMTho se mana grasita hai, to mana meM AnaMda ke lie sthAna kahA~ ? insAna svayaM hI du:kha ke bIja botA hai aura phira duHkhI hotA hai| adhika khAne se badahajamI hotI hai, vaise hI gaMbhIratA na apanAkara kSudratA bharA svabhAva rakhatA hai, phira dukhI hotA hai| isalie kahA gayA hai ki, 22 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 "mana meM jJAna jyAdA bharo aura peTa meM anna kama bhro|" yadi mana meM acche vicAra hoMge to vANI meM, vRtti meM bhI sundaratA hI hogii| kucha loga aise hote haiM, jo bItI bAtoM ko yAda karake mana hI mana dukhI hote haiN| saca bAta to yaha hai ki bAteM rocaka na hoM to, una para kAla rUpI dhUla DAlakara unheM bhUla jAnA caahie| ghAva ko bAra bAra kuredane se phira se tAjA ho jAtA hai, isI taraha anaicchika, anapekSita prasaMgo ko bhUlanA hI behatara hai| binA kAraNa hamezAM jo loga ronA rote rahate haiM, unakI AtmA para jJAniyoM ke amRtavacana bhI kucha asara nahIM kara skte| jIvana kSamA guNa se ota-prota honA caahie| agara kuttA Akara hamArA mu~ha cATatA hai, to kyA hama vApasa usakA mu~ha cATate haiM ? "jaise ko vaisA" kahakara? nhiiN| hama kutte ko mApha kara sakate haiM to insAna ko kyoM nahIM? apanA dharma bure ke sAtha burA honA nahIM sikhaataa| murkha insAna se bhalA hama kyA AzA rakha sakate haiM? usake pAsa kucha hai hI nahIM, to kyA degA! usake prati to karUNA bhAva rakhanA caahie| koI bar3A vyakti choTI choTI bAtoM se parezAna ho jAtA hai, koI TIkA karatA hai to vaha dukhI ho jAtA hai| use to socanA cAhie ki sAmane vAle vyakti ne mujhe apanI galtI sudhArane kA avasara diyA hai, to mujhe usako dhanyavAda denA caahie| "yadi maiM kharAba hUM hI nahIM to phira ciMtA kyoM kruuN|" aisI choTI 2 bAtoM se mana ko taMga nahIM banAnA caahie| isake lie gaMbhIratA jarUrI hai, isake Ane se do guNa khileMge, sUkSmabuddhi tathA kSamA dene kI shkti| eka vyakti ne eka bAra pratijJA lI kI vaha sAdhu kI sevA karake hI khAnA khaaegaa| eka dina use aisA koI sAdhu nahIM milA, jisakI vo sevA kara ske| mana hI mana vaha bar3abar3Ane lagA "bhagavAna Aja koI sAdhu bimAra nahIM par3A, jisakI maiM sevA kara skuu|" usakI pratijJA to acchI thI para usameM buddhi kI sUkSmatA nahIM thI, isalie apanI pratijJA pUrI karane ke lie sAdhu kI bimArI kI icchA kii| aise insAna meM gaMbhIratA na hone se vaha kabhI kabhI acchAI kI jagaha burAI kara baiThatA hai| sUkSma buddhi dharma kA prathama sopAna hai| Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpUrNa aMgopAMga dharma kA dUsarA sopAna hai saMpUrNa aMgopAMga / jisake zarIra kI racanA suvyavasthita hoM, pA~co indriyAM paripUrNa hoM, dharma ArAdhanA usake lie sarala bana jAtI hai| Avazyaka guNoM meM saMpUrNa aMgopAMga ko bhI mahattvapUrNa sthAna diyA gayA hai / gUMgA vyakti apane bhAva vyakta nahIM kara sakatA / insAna jitanA indriyoM kA gulAma hogA utanA hI dukhI hogA / hameM apanI pravRttiyAM jahA~ hara saMbhava ho sake vahA~ taka svayaM hI karanI cAhieM, kyoM ki kAma karane kI Adata chUTa jAtI hai, to zarIra akar3a jAtA hai, kaI bimAriyAM A gheratI hai / insAna jitanA AdatoM se mukta, utanA hI vaha svAdhIna, hameM apanI paMcendriyoM ko yadi suMdara aura svastha rakhanA ho to jIvana meM saMyama tathA zarIra ko pravRttizIla rakhanA cAhie / 8 zarIra suMdara hone ke sAtha sAtha sugaThita bhI honA caahie| yadi aisA nahIM hai to vaha insAna tapa, sevA Adi sucArU rUpa se nahIM kara sakegA,. aisA vyakti yadi tIrthayAtrA karane bhI jAe to use DolIvAloM ko hI takalIpha denI paDegI / (( isIlie jJAnIyoM ne kahA hai, 'ArUgga- bohilAbho" zarIra aura mana kA uttama svAsthya hI uttama jIvana hai / mana tathA deha kI asvasthatA hI mRtyu 24 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| ata : zarIra ke prati bhI lAparavAhI nahIM baratanI cAhie, nahIM to phira pachatAnA paDatA hai| tapa, jiMdagIrUpI yaMtra meM tela siMcana kA kAma karatA hai, upavAsa, mana tathA zarIra ko svastha rakhane kA sAdhana hai| necaropaithI (prAkRtika cikitsA)ne bhI yaha siddha kara diyA hai, ki upavAsa kaI rogo ko miTAne meM auSadhi kA kAma karatA haiN| dharma ArAdhanA meM sthirAsana bhI atyaMta jarUrI hai| yaha zakti hameM tabhI prApta ho sakatI hai jaba mAyA ke pralobhano meM bhI hama aDiga rheN| sazakta zarIra ke sAtha dRDha mana, tathA aMgo kI paripUrNatA ke sAtha mana kI pUrNatA prApta karane kA prayatna karanA cAhie / bImAra zarIra, bImAra mana, svayaM ko parezAna to karatA hI hai, dUsaroM para bhI bojharUpa banatA hai| dhArmika vyakti ko eka aura bAta yAda rakhanI hai, ki AtmA zarIra se bhinna hai, paraMtu jaba taka yaha zarIra meM hai, taba taka zarIra isakA ratha hai, indriyAM azva haiM, mana sArathI aura AtmA rathI hai| indriyoM ko aMkuza meM rakhakara hI hama mokSarUpI dhyeya taka kA saphara taya kara sakate haiM, isase viparIta yadi indriyarUpI azva belagAma huA to patha se bhaTakane ke sAtha-sAtha durgati bhI ho sakatI hai| hameM A~khe prabhu ke nirmala darzana karane ke lie milI haiM, A~kho kA svabhAva dekhanA hai, vaha dekhe, magara mana para usakI chApa nahIM paDane denI caahie| isakA viveka hameM hI rakhanA hai| dharmI hone kA matalaba yaha nahIM ki, A~kha baMda karake calanA yA suMdaratA kA duzmana ho jaanaa| dharmI vyakti to sadA khuza rahatA hai, jahA~ se bhI nirdoSa AnaMda milatA hai, usakA AsvAda letA hai| insAna ko bhI bAlaka kI bhAMti nirdoSatA meM jInA cAhie, bAlaka reta meM khelatA hai, usI kI miThAI parosatA hai, aura AnaMda manAtA hai| mAnavIya bhoga bhI dhUla kI miThAI jaise haiM, dhUla se banAyA huA mahala toDa kara, bAlaka khuza hotA hai| tathA bhogoM meM Asakta manuSya ghara TUTane para rone baiThatA hai, Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 pharka kevala itanA hI hai| _ vyakti ko bhrama hai ki bAhya vastuoM meM AnaMda samAyA huA hai, jo bhrama ko jJAna samajhate haiM ve jJAna meM apUrNa haiN| hamAre bhItara lobha ghara kara gayA hai, kyoM ki asthAyI ko hamane cira sthAyI mAnA hai| vaise sonA bahuta kImatI mAnA jAtA hai, paraMtu hakIkata meM isakI kImata zUnya hai, kyoM ki registAna meM pyAsa lagI ho to kyA sonA pyAsa bujhA sakatA hai? vahAM to pAnI hI kAma AtA hai| mohammada gajanI ke kaI loga registAna meM mara hI gaye the n| sonA unake pAsa thA to bhI / kyoM ki usa samaya pAnI nahIM thaa| pyAsa bujhAne ke lie| sone ke lie palaMga upayogI hai, kyA sone kI pATa para zAMti se nIMda A sakatI hai bhalA? ___hama sabake jIvana meM moha kI kAlI parateM itanI moTI car3ha gaI haiM ki jJAna prakAza ke puMjarUpa AtmA kA prakAza bAhara hI nahIM nikala pA rhaa| aise padArtho ko jinheM chUnA bhI burA mAnA jAtA hai, yaha viveka hamAre aMtaracakSu ke khulane para hI A sakatA hai| paise ke sAtha-sAtha kaI bAra dukha, daMbha bhI A jAtA hai, dharma dUra raha jAtA hai| jIvana meM viveka zUnyatA AtI hai, AtmA kI adhogati hotI hai| bahuta kama, kabhI kabhAra hI paisA, vyakti ko puNya ke mArga para jAne detA hai| ata: indriyoM kI paTutA, dhana saMpatti jinheM mileM hoM, unakA vyavahAra vivekayukta honA cAhie, sAtha-sAtha sampUrNa aMgopAMga bhI sahAyaka guNa hai| Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakRti saumyatA prakRti saumyatva, yaha tIsarA sopAna hai, isa guNa ko dhAraNa karane vAlA jahA~ bhI jAtA hai vahA~ sarvatra zAMti aura AnaMda chA jAtA hai| prakRti saumya rakhanA aura ni:svArthI bananA yaha viziSTa guNa hai| __ svabhAva meM komalatA Ane para insAna apanI bhASA aura prakRti para vijaya prApta kara letA hai| usake jIvana meM saumyatA aisI svAbhAvika ho jAtI hai ki ugra svabhAvI insAna bhI usake sAnidhya meM zAMta ho jAtA hai| kSamAzIla insAna hamezA udAra va vizAla hRdayavAlA hotA hai, isIlie jaba saMgama, bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM AyA, taba prabhu ne A~kho se do bUMda AMsU TapakA kara kSamA pradAna kii| insAna apane svArtha kA tyAga tabhI kara sakatA hai, jaba vaha dUsaroM ke du:kha ko apanA mAnatA hai| phira usakA tapa bhI snigdha tathA premapUrNa banatA hai, aura aise tapa se usameM divyatA pragaTa hotI hai| jisakI A~khe karUNA se nama banI hoM, vaha kharA insAna hai, jo letA nahIM detA hai, vaha apanI udAratA se dUsaroM kA dila jIta letA hai, dharma ke isa aMza kI prApti ke lie, hRdaya ko komala banAnA jarUrI hai| eka tarapha hama vizva yuddha kI niMdA karate haiM aura dUsarI aura choTI choTI bAtoM ke lie yuddha karate haiN| hameM yAda rakhanA cAhie kI patthara kA choTA kaMkara bhI tAlAba meM DAlane se aMdara lahara paidA karatA hai, vaha tAlAba 27 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 ke dUsare kinAre taka pahuMcatA hai| jIvana ke choTe moTe vAda-vivAda, AMdolanoM ke dUsare kinAre taka pahuMcate haiM aura vizva yuddha ke vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa karate hai| ___ kudarata ke lie sabhI samAna hai, vahAM garIba amIra kA koI bheda nhiiN| vizva meM yadi zAMti sthApita karanI hai to hameM apanI prakRti saumya banAnI pddegii| jIvana kI gaharAIyoM taka yaha tattva ghulegA tabhI hama samajha sakeMge ki jIvana meM ugratA agni hai, saumyatA caMdana hai, hameM ugratA tyAga kara saumyatA grahaNa karanI hai| jisa vyakti meM gaMbhIratA nahIM, vaha saumya nahIM bana sakatA, saumya banane ke lie kisI prakAra ke bAhya dikhAve kI jarUrata nhiiN| sira dukhatA hoM to marahama bhI lagA sakate haiM, sAtha sAtha usake mUlabhUta kAraNa, kabja vagairAha dUra karane ke lie, AMtarika davAI bhI le sakate hai, jJAnIyoM ne hameM bAhya ke sAtha-sAtha AMtarika davAIyAM bhI batAI hai| jo AdateM hamAre rakta ke sAtha ekAkara ho gaI haiM unakA nigraha kaise kareMge? isIlie kahA hai- "prakRti yAnti bhUtAni nigraha : kim krissyti|" AdatoM kI jar3eM itanI gaharI ho jAtI haiM, ki unheM niyaMtrita karanA muzkila hotA hai| hama bAhara se niyaMtraNa karate haiM para thoDe hI samaya meM, nimitta pAkara phira uchalatI haiM, ise hI AghAta-pratyAghAta kahate haiN| jo loga krodha kA tyAga karate haiM, unakI prakRti hI aisI saumya bana jAtI hai, ki phira hara kArya zAMtipUrvaka hotA hai| vANI meM se saumyatA ke hI sura nikalate haiN| purAne samaya meM kaI graMthoM kI racanA, aise saumya, svamAnI saMto ne kI hai, jinake paThana, zravaNa se zAMti kA anubhava hotA hai| Aja to kaI lekhakoM ke lekhana meM tRSNA kI Aga chipI hotI hai jo jiMdagI meM asaMtoSa paidA karatI hai| pahale ke brAhmaNa bhI saMtoSI the, Aja brAhmaNa "bhAmaNa' ho gaye haiM inakI saMskRta vANI meM Aja suMdaratA kahA~ rahI hai? saMskRta to aisI layamaya evaM divya vANI hai ki sunakara mana AnaMda vibhora ho jAtA hai| Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 hama deha dhArI haiM, deha ke sAtha usakI jarUrate bhI hotI hai, para unapara maryAdA rakhanA hI viveka hai| pahale ke loga zramaNa evaM brAhmaNa "mAMganA aura maranA' samAna ginate the, tyAgiyoM kA kAma thA, bhautika vastuoM ke prati upekSA bhAva tathA rAgiyo kA kAma thA tyAgiyoM kI sevA krnaa| Aja to sAdhu mAMgate hai, taba dhanika loga samajhate haiM ki paise se sAdhu bhI kharIde jA sakate haiN| para hameM yaha nahIM bhUlanA cAhie kI jinheM kharIda sakate hai, ve sacce tyAgI nahIM hai, lobhI haiM, daMbhI hai| sacce sAdhu ko kharIdane ke lie vyakti meM saccI sAdhutA honI caahie| mahAna vidvAna "kaNAda" jaisoM kA dhyAna rakhanA. usa kAla ke rAjAoM kA kAma thaa| rAjA ne svarNamudrAoM se bharA thAla unake sAmane rakhA, para kaNAda to apane sarjana meM masta the, unhone una svarNamudrAoM para eka najara bhI nahIM ddaalii| jaba taka insAna apane kArya meM Atma vilopana nahIM kare, taba taka usa kAma meM prANa nahIM phUMka sakatA, nahI usakA saccA AnaMda prApta kara sakatA hai| prema ke sAtha-sAtha arpaNa aura sevA kA bhAva bhI honA cAhie, mAtA apane bAlaka ko dUdha ke sAtha-sAtha pyAra bhI pilAtI hai, jaba ki AyA kevala dUdha pilAtI hai| jaba bAlaka ko aisA mAtR pyAra nahIM milatA taba usakA mAnasa vikRta ho jAtA hai| pyAra ke abhAva meM usake mana meM palane vAlI vitRSNA samaya pAkara aura tejodIpta ho uThatI hai| phira usakA hara kArya hara soca nakAra ko bar3hAvA dene vAlA hotA hai| hameM apanA pratyeka kSaNa, dhyeyapUrvaka jInA cAhie, jo loga aise Adarza ko sAmane rakhakara jIte haiM, unheM jIvana meM nIrasatA kabhI nahIM staatii| kaNAda ne svarNamudrAoM ke thAla ko ThukarAyA taba rAjA ne ratnoM kA thAla hAjira kiyA, paraMtu kaNAda to saMtoSa ke svAmI the, ina ratnoM se bhalA unheM kyA AnaMda mila sakatA thA? unakI prasannatA to prema aura sevA meM thii| bhautika vastuoM kA AkarSaNa to sAdhu ko bhI mana se bhikhArI banA Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 detA hai| sacce sAdhu to saMsAra rUpI bagIce meM khile puSpoM para guMjana karane vAle bhramara haiM, jo kisI bhI puSpa ko chue binA, use pIDA pahuMcAe binA, AnaMda prApta karate hue, apanI tathA dUsaroM kI AtmA ko, paritRpta karate haiN| viharate haiN| sacce sAdhu jinakI AtmA meM tyAga kA raMga bharA huA hai, ve sabhI vighnoM kA prasannatApUrvaka sAmanA karate haiN| paraMtu Aja ke kaI sAdhuoM kI sAdhutA kA raMga kaccA hotA hai| hameM to citra kI avikalpa dazA prApta karanI hai, prabhu bhakti kI saccI prabhAvanA binA, dharma amRta kI prApti nahIM ho sktii| rAjA socatA hai kaNAda ke pAsa bhalA aisA kyA hai? rAta ko rAjA kaNAda ke pAsa AtA hai, usake pA~va dabAtA hai, kaNAda uTha jAtA hai, pUchatA hai, "he rAjana! Apa mere pA~va dabA rahe haiM?" mere jaisA bhikhArI jo dina meM bhI Apake vahAM bhIkha mAMgane nahIM AyA, usake pAsa rAta ko anucara ke veza meM kyoM Ae ho?" rAjA kahatA hai, "Apa svarNa siddhi jAnate haiM, mujhe btaaiiye|" kaNAda ne ha~sakara kahA "paramAtmA hI pArasamaNi hai, jo jIvanarUpI lohe ko sparza kare to kAyA svarNa svarUpI bana jaae|" rAjA kI samajha meM yaha bAta A gaI, ki sone kI siddhi se bhakti prApta nahIM ho sakatI, sone kI dIvAreM mRtyu ko nahIM roka sktii| AtmA rUpI lohe ke sAtha paramAtmArUpI pArasamaNi ke saMyoga se AtmA paramAtmA svarUpI bana jAtI hai| jise saMtoSarUpI svarNa mila jAe, usake jaisA dhanADhya koI nahIM, saMtoSa hI sukha hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha jIvana meM dImaka ke samAna hai, inake upara vijaya prApta karane se hAtha meM kharoMca lagane kI saMbhAvanA hai, jaba ki lakaDI ko cikanA banAkara hAtha pherane meM koI bhaya nhiiN| isI taraha prakRti kA saumyatva dila aura dimAga kI komalatA hai| Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 saumyatva ke sAthI isa dharmaratna kI vizeSatA yaha hai ki eka ke bAda dUsare sadguNa kramaza: A hI jAte haiM, kevala eka sadguNa kA paThana, ciMtana, zravaNa dUsare sadguNoM ko AkarSita kara hI letA haiN| jIvanarUpI rela gADI meM eka sadguNa rUpI IMjana juDa jAe, to dusare sadguNa rUpI Dibbe svata: hI juDa jAte haiN| isake lie anurUpa vAtAvaraNa kA sarjana karanA cAhie, tAki sadguNoM kA praveza jIvana meM hotA rahe, aura durguNa nikalate jaaeN| saca hI kahA hai ki pustakoM kA paThana, mitra aura acchA vAtAvaraNa insAna ke jIvana sarjana meM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA adA karate haiN| acchA svAdhyAya honA cAhie, tAki mana meM acche vicAra AeM, miTTI ke ghaDe meM bhI hama halkI cIja yA kacarA nahIM bhrte| to kyA? usa ghaDe se bhI hamArA dimAga gayA gujarA hai ki aise halke vicAra, bhareM? hameM kharAba bAteM sunanI hI nahIM cAhie, kyoMki phira unheM dimAga se nikAlanA kaThina hotA hai| manovaijJAnikoM kA kathana hai ki, "manuSya meM manuSyatva kA panapanA usake kula ke saMskAro kA pariNAma hai| mana atyaMta hI saMvedanazIla hotA hai| burI AdateM athavA bAteM jo mana ko lubhAtI haiM, jaldI hI mana unakI aura AkarSita ho jAtA hai kAraNa ki indriyo ko vaha sukhakara pratIta hotA hai| yadi janma 31 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 janmAntara ke saMskAra acche haiM to yaha bAteM zIghra asara nahIM kara pAtI kintu yadi jarA bhI kusaMskAroM kI chApa hai to indriyAM usa aura mur3a jAtI hai aura mana rasa lene lagatA hai|" bahuta samaya bAda ye bAteM agara nikala bhI jAeM, to bhI chApa choDa jAtI haiN| mAnasa zAstra ke aise saMzodhana jIvana darzana kI sAdhanA ke pratighoSa haiN| Aja vyakti ke vicAra, halkI pustake paDhane se vikRta bane haiN| jaisA taisA khAne se - pAnIpUrI, bhelapUrI, pakoDe roja khAne se bimArI AtI hai, vaise hI durvAMcana se dimAga bImAra hotA hai| thoDA par3ho magara acchA pddh'o| vyakti ke lie vicArAtmaka sarjana kI kalpanA pratikramaNa meM rakhI gaI hai| ghaTiyA iztihAroM se logoM ke dimAga kharAba hue hai| sadvAMcana vahI hai, jisake paDhane se dehAzakti kama hoM, AtmA kI jalakamalavat aliptatA bar3hatI jAe aura hamAre jIvana meM mahAna Adarza jnmeN| hamArI dharma kriyAoM ke aMdha anukaraNa ke badale usake artha ko jAneM, va sabhI kriyAyeM bhAvavAhI bneN| dhyAna rahe - jindagI kaimare kI negeTiva philma jaisI hai, prakAza kI eka kiraNa bhI usa para gire to vaha vastu ke pratibimba ko grahaNa kara letI hai| sRjanAtmaka vicAroM se dimAga meM Adarza saMvedana ubhareMge, jo AtmA ke sAtha ekAkAra hokara saMvAdamaya saMgIta kA sarjana kreNge| hama baiThe baiThe hI tIrthoM ke darzana, kalpanA dvArA kara sakeMge, aisI jAgRti, ekAgratA Ane se mana zAMta aura madhura vAtAvaraNa meM vicarane lgegaa| hamAre vicAra bhI puSpa kI bhAMti sadA sadguNoM kI sugaMdha se mahakate hI rheNge| __mana eka suMdara vAdya sAja hai, isako jAnakara tAroM ko cheDe to madhura jhaMkAra hI nikalatI hai, ata: mana, vacana, kAyA tInoM kI yoga rUpI saMvAditA jarUrI hai| jahAM saMvAditA, vahAM sukha, jahAM visaMvAditA vahAM du:kha hai| tabalacI kA tAla aura saMgIta ke suroM kI laya saMvAditA utpanna karatI hai, aura aise saMvAdamaya vAtAvaraNa meM mana AnaMdamugdha bana jAtA hai| Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 mana, vacana, kAyA tInoM kA saMvAda honA cAhie / vicAra, vANI tathA kriyA eka samAna hoMge, tabhI jIvana kA saccA yoga hogA / piyAno suMdara hai, itanA hI kAphI nahIM hai, use bajAne vAlA bhI honA cAhie varanA vaha kevala divAnakhAne kI mAtra zobhA rUpa banakara hI raha jaaegaa| eka maMdira meM piyAno bahuta varSo se paDA thA, koI bajAne vAlA nahIM thA, eka dina eka bajAne vAlA AyA aura apanI U~galiyoM ke sparza se sura chedd'aa| sArA vAtAvaraNa saMgIta ke suroM se jhaMkRta ho uThA, sabhI bhaktajana bhAva vibhora ho gye| aisA kyoM huA ? bajAne vAlA saMgIta kA jAnakAra thA, hI bajAne meM mana ekAgra thA ! sAtha piyAno yAni ki hamArA mana maMdira, hama bhagavAna ko kahate haiM, "prabhujI mana maMdira meM pdhaaro|" paraMtu prabhu ko mana maMdira meM lAnA hai, to maMdira ko zuddha bhAvoM rUpI dhUpa se, zubha vicAroM kI sugaMdha se mahakAnA hogA / mana atyaMta kImatI sAja hai / vANI aura karma ke yoga se hI yahAM sAja bajAyA jA rahA hai| donoM me jaba ekarUpatA hotI hai, paraspara saMvAditA sthApita hotI hai tabhI madhura saMgIta janma letA hai / mana se uThane vAlI isa AnaMdamaya svara lahariyoM se AtmA bhIga uThatI hai aura phira vaha paramAnaMda meM goteM lagAne lagatI hai / insAna jahAM hai, vahIM use apane svabhAva ko badalanA cAhie, kathanI aura karanI meM pharka nahIM honA cAhie / jaba taka AMtarika svabhAva meM parivartana na hoM jIvana meM parivartana muzkila hai| "chappana tIratha karI Ave, paNa zvAnapaNuM nava jaay|" jIvana se krUratA nAmaka tattva bAhara nikale aura saumyatA guNa khile, isI ko prakRti saumyatva kahate haiN| dUsaroM kI tarakkI, sukha dekhakara, irSyA nAmaka durguNa jise zvAnapanA kahate haiM, use dUra karanA apane jIvana kA dhyeya honA cAhie / jaba mana krodhI, azAMta hotA hai, vaza meM rakhanA muzkila hotA hai, usa samaya hameM bAhara na dekhakara, apane bhItara jhAMkanA cAhie, mana krodha ke Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 vaza kyoM huA? yaha pUchanA caahie| zAMta citta se vicAra kareMge taba samajha meM AegA ki krodha to visaMvAda hai, isameM insAna pAgala ho jAtA hai, vaha kyA bolatA hai, use svayaM nahIM patA hotaa| samajhadAra insAna vahI hai, jo aise samaya meM cupa rhe| purAne samayameM samajhadAra loga ghara meM eka khaMDa rakhate the jisakA nAma hotA thA 'shaantigRh'| usameM zAMti aura saMvAditA ke pratIka rakhe jAte the| jaba kisI ko krodha AtA, usa khaMDa meM jAkara baiThatA, una pratIkoM ko dekhakara krodha svataH zAnta ho jaataa| mitroM kA cunAva bhI vivekapUrvaka karanA cAhie, burI saMgata insAna ko beAbarU kara sakatI hai, saMkaTa ke samaya meM sahI preraNA dekara kAma AeM, aise logoM kI hI mitratA karanI caahie| - vicAroM kA jisa taraha mana para acchA-burA asara hotA hai, vaise hI acche pustaka, acche mitra, acche gIta, acche citroM kA yAni kI sampUrNa acche vAtAvaraNa kA mana para asara hotA hai| svastha jIvana banAne ke lie sarvaprathama mana meM se rAga, dveSa rUpI kacarA bAhara pheMkanA hogaa| saumya prakRti kA vyakti kabhI kisI kA kucha bhI nahIM bigaadd'taa| khAnadAna evaM kula ke acche saMskAra tathA acche guNa hameM burA banane seM, burA karane se bacAte haiN| acche saMskAroM se yukta kula mahAna puNyodaya se prApta hotA hai| calo hama bhI mAnasika bala ekatra kara, apane saMskAro dvArA caMdana sI zItalatA, sugaMdha evaM zAMta saumyatva kI surabhi sarvatra phailaae| Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 jIvana parivartana jo dhArmika bananA cAhatA hai, usake pAsa sadguNoM kI saMpatti honI Avazyaka hai| guNa hoM aura khyAti prApta ho vaha to ThIka hai, bAhya ADambaroM se saccI khyAti prApta nahIM ho sakatI, saphalatA kI sIr3hI car3hane ke lie sadguNa to prathama pAyadAna hai| isa kAyA rUpI miTTI ke putale meM sadguNa to sone ke samAna hai| Aja taka jise hamane dhUla mAnA hai, vaha suMdara se suMdara AMtarika tattva hai, ina sadguNoM kI prApti dvArA hama kAyA rUpI miTTI ko sone ke samAna banA sakate hai / isa saMsAra kA bAhya khajAnA vyartha hai, eka dina use choDakara jAnA hai| hamAre bhItara paramAtmA tattva rUpI khajAnA maujUda hai, usakI jyoti pragaTa karanI hai| jIvana aMdhakAramaya lagatA hai, kyoM ki usa jyoti ko hamane pahacAnA nahIM hai, jalAyA nahIM hai, usake pragaTa hote hI, isaloka tathA paraloka meM divya jyoti vyApta ho jaaegii| isa saphalatA kI prApti ke lie gaMbhIratA, tucchatA kA tyAga, taMdurasta zarIra, saMpUrNa aMgopAMga, rAga dveSa se pare, svabhAva kI nirmalatA vagairaha guNoM ko Avazyaka mAnA gayA hai| vyakti jaba apane svabhAva ko samajhane lagatA hai, taba dhIre-dhIre usake svabhAva meM parivartana Ane lagatA hai| vaise to jaba kisI ko sannipAta uThatA hai, taba jJAnI aura gaMvAra donoM kI sthiti samAna hotI hai / vaise hI jaba kAma, 35 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha jAgRta hote haiM taba tyAgI aura rAgI, sAdhu aura gRhastha meM koI pharka nahIM raha jaataa| kaSAya kA yaha sannipAta jaba miTatA hai, tabhI use bhAna hotA hai ki vaha kauna hai ? aura kyA kara rahA hai ? hama duniyA ke sAtha juDe hue haiM, alaga nahIM haiM, jisa dRSTi se hama duniyA ko dekhate haiM, unhIM najaroM se duniyA hameM dekhatI hai| isIlie kahA hai, "Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA / " insAna kA svayaM kA jIvana suMdara to jagata suMdara / eka dhobI kapar3e dho rahA thA, sAdhu vahAM se gujara rahe the, sAdhu para pAnI ke chIMTe udd'e| unheM krodha AyA aura halke zabdo se dhobI ko phaTakArA / dhobI ko bhI gussA AyA, usane gAliyAM dete hue sAdhu se kahA, "yahAM kyoM bhaTaka rahe ho ? talAba ke pAsa pAnI nahIM uDegA, to kyA patthara uDeMge ?" aisA kahakara sAdhu ko dhakkA mArA / sAdhu thoDI dUra jAkara, svastha hokara socane lage " doSa to merA hI thA / " phira unhoMne dhobI ko khamAyA / dhobI ko bhI isa bAta kA ehasAsa huA aura galtI ke lie sAdhu ke pairoM me girakara mAphI maaNgii| insAna jaba Aveza meM AtA hai, dusaroM ko kaSTadAyaka halke zabda bolatA hai| jaba sannipAta utaratA hai taba sAdhu, sAdhu kI bhAMti vyavahAra karatA hai / hameM Aveza para saMyama rakhanA cAhie / kSamA se kSamA, samatA se samatA aura krodha se krodha kA udbhava hotA hai| insAna tyAga aura sAdhupana ko namana karatA hai| mAna kA Aveza, garva lAtA hai, ina AvezoM ke zamana hone para hI sahI samajha AtI hai ora vicAradhArA sahI dizA meM bahane lagatI hai / jisa insAna ko ina bAtoM kA jJAna hai, usakA uddhAra to kabhI saMbhava ho sakegA, kyoM ki sunA huA, ciMtana kiyA huA phira kabhI jAgRta hogA aura AtmA ko bhI jagAegA, satsaMga kA yaha mahAna lAbha hai| jJAnI purUSoM ke sadvacanoM ke zravaNa mAtra se hI kabhI kabhI utthAna kI mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA bana jAtI hai| garma tave para pAnI kI bUMde DAlate rahane se kucha bUMde to jala Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 jAeMgI, para bAda meM bUMde pAnI ke rUpa meM tave para dikhAI deNgii| jo bUMde jala gai unakA tyAga vyartha nahIM gyaa| una bUMdone tave ko ThaMDA kiyA, taba bAda kI bUMde pAnI ke rUpa meM bcii| samarpaNa kabhI vyartha nahIM jAtA, zravaNa, manana rUpI samarpaNa kA bhI jIvana meM yahI sthAna hai| kAma kI zurUAta karate hI hama kahate haiM, 'kAma kiyA' jaba se hama jIvana parivartana kI zurUAta karate haiM, hamArA patha prakAzita hone lagatA hai| dhArmika jIvana yAni ki, "AMtarika sUkSma privrtn|" Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratyeka vyakti lokapriya bananA pasaMda karatA hai, badanAmI kisI ko priya nhiiN| yaha mahattvakAMkSA choTe bAlaka se lekara bUr3he vyakti taka meM pAI jAtI hai, phira bhI hama lokapriya kyoM nahIM bana pAte ? kAraNa ki jarUrI sadguNoM kA siddhAntoM kA hama pAlana abhyAsa nahIM krte| - 12 lokapriyatA bimAra AdamI ko davAI ke sAtha pathya pAlanA par3atA hai, lokapriyatA kA pathya yaha hai ki kisI kI nindA nahIM karanI cAhie, kyoM ki eka bAra Adata par3a jAtI hai, phira use rokanA bar3A muzkila hotA hai| khujalI ko khujAne ke lie hAthoM ko rokanA kaThina hotA hai, isI taraha niMdaka kA mu~ha banda karanA bhI sarala nahIM / "saMpUrNa jagata mAM Izvara eka, mANasa mAtra adhUro re / " yaha kathana satya hai, doSa to mAnavamAtra meM pAe jAte haiM, para kisI ke doSoM kI usake pIche nindA karanA pApa hai / hameM kisI kI nindA karane kA adhikAra nahIM hai, aura jo viziSTa guNa samRddha hai, unakI nindA hama kaise kara sakate haiM? baDe durguNa akSamya hai, paraMtu choTI moTI truTiyoM ke lie to jIvana kI pratikUlatAe~ saMyoga paristhitiyAM bhI kAraNarUpa ho sakatI haiN| binA soce samajhe kisI kI TIkA karanA yAni ki sAmane vAle ke sAtha anyAya karanA hai / 38 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 kisI kI bhUla ko sudhArane ke lie hameM use prema se samajhAnA caahie| kisI ko dharmakriyA barAbara nahIM AtI hoM to usako sahI tarIkA batAnA caahie| kisI kA upahAsa karanA kSudratA hai| ___ lokapriya kyoM honA cAhie? yaha eka sAdhana hai, jisase insAna ke vacana kI kImata hotI hai| jo loga deza, samAja aura dharma ke netA hai, unakI lokapriyatA dUsaroM ke lie preraNA rUpa banatI hai| Apake acche AcaraNa se sAmane vAle ke mana meM parivartana AtA hai| yadi samAja utsukatA se sunane ko taiyAra na hoM to samajhanA cAhie ki usa vyakti ne apanI lokapriyatA gaMvA dI hai| lokapriyatA yUM hI prApta nahIM hotii| usake lie yogya bananA par3atA hai| jisameM yogyatA hai vaha jarUra priya bana sakegA saba jagaha aura yadi guNI hote hue bhI loga svIkAra nahIM kareM to himmata nahIM hAranI cAhie, vizva vizAla hai, sacce guNoM kI kadra karane vAle jarUra mila hI jaaeNge| saMsthAe logoM ke tyAga aura balidAna se hI lokapriya banatI haiM, usake dvArA sampanna kAryo meM jAna tabhI AtI hai, jaba dharmazIlavAna strIpurUSoM dvArA usakA saMcAlana hotA hai| Aja hama jana samudAya kI bAteM karate haiM, paraMtu usa meM sarvajanoM kA sAtha hai? saMgha meM bhI sarvasammati jarUrI hai, kevala jI hajUrI karane vAloM ke sAtha hone se bAta nahIM bntii| saMsAra meM vijaya prApti ke lie lokapriyatA kA sUtra hamezA yAda rakhanA caahie| saMsAra meM vyakti akelA nahIM raha sakatA, sabakA samAveza maitrI aura prema se karatA hai| jiMdagI meM insAna hI kyA pazuoM kI bhI jarUrata par3atI hai| garva meM aMdhA vyakti hI aisA bolatA hai ki, "mujhe kisI kI jarUrata nhiiN|" "dharma ratna prakaraNa' graMtha se hameM aisI preraNAe~ mila sakatI hai jisase jIvana kI kaI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai| ___ svopArjita viSamatAeM hI hamArI AMtarika pragati meM avarodhaka hai| puNya, pApa, karma, takadIra kyA hai? kala taka jo boyA, usakA hI Aja pariNAma Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 hai, aura Aja jo kareMge vaha kala bhoganA par3egA / hamArI takadIra hamAre bhUtakAla ke karmoM kA phala hai, hamAre mana, vacana, kAyA ke kAryo kA pariNAma hai| yadi kisI ko lokapriyatA milatI hai to hama usakI niMdA kyoM karate hai ? isase hamAre puNya kA nAza hotA hai / vyakti yadi apane Apa ko sudhArane kA prayatna Aja se hI zurU kare, to eka dina avazya sudhara jaaegaa| paraMtu jo koziza hI nahIM karatA, vaha nahIM sudhara sakatA / apamAna kisI ko priya nahIM, svamAna sabako priya hotA hai, kyoM ki saba meM sva-tattva paDA hai / hama jaisA duniyA ko deMge vaisA hI paayeNge| Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lokapriyatA aura prApti jisa deza meM hama rahate haiM, usa deza ke AcAroM tathA acche vicAroM kA AdarapUrvaka pAlana karanA caahie| kahate bhI hai ki "deza jaisA veza" eka aura bAta - ___ "ati udbhaTa veza na paheriye, nava dharie malinatA veza jo|" hameM udbhaTa veza bhI dhAraNa nahIM karanA cAhie kyoM ki udbhaTa veza vAlA sabakI niMdA kA kendra bindu bana jAtA hai| dUsaroM ke manoraMjana ke lie cAhe jaise vastra dhAraNa karanA zobhA nahIM detA, kyoM ki Akhira to vyakti apane AMtarika sauMdarya se suMdara dikhatA hai| sAtha hI maile kucele vastra bhI dhAraNa nahIM karane caahie| vyakti gahanoM aura kapar3o se hI suMdara nahIM dikhatA, apane vyaktitva se suMdara dikhatA hai| sAde, svaccha kapar3o se bhI vyakti kI pratibhA dikhAI de sakatI hai| lokapriya vyakti ko zakti anusAra dAna bhI denA cAhie, kala kisane dekhA hai? hamAre hAtha meM sirpha Aja kA yahI pala hai isIlie "Aja, Aja bhAI, Aja aura abhI" kA maMtra yAda rkhie| kisI ke bharose na rahakara, vartamAna ko pahacAnakara suyogya jIvana jInA hai| yadi bAda meM pachatAnA na hoM to dharma ke kArya meM samaya kA sadupayoga jalda se jalda kara lenA caahie| jIvana ke aMta meM sAtha le jAne ke lie bhAthe (rAste kA khAnA) kI taiyArI Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 abhI se karanI hogI, yAnI ki puNyarUpI lakSmI kA upArjana isa janma meM hI ho sakatA hai| marAThI meM dAna ko 'deva' kahate hai, yAni kI jisake mana meM deva base hoM, use hI dAna dene kA vicAra AtA hai| jisako lene aura lUTane kI icchA rahatI hai, usameM devatva kA aMza kahA~ ? anAdi kAla se lene kA kAma kiyA hai, aba dene kA vakta AyA hai| zakti hote hue bhI dAna na denA aparAdha hai, hamAre pIche, koI yaha nahIM kahe ki, "becArA saba kucha chor3akara gyaa|" balki kahanA cAhie ki, "saba kucha acche kAmoM meM kharca kara gyaa|" lokapriyatA ke lie yaha bhI eka anivArya guNa hai ki saccI bAta para krodha na Ae, apitu isase prasanna honA caahie| apane jIvana utthAna ke lie mahApurUSa hama ko hitopadeza dete hai, vo to nisvArtha bhAva se kahate hai ve hamArI AtmA kI saccI pahacAna karavAte haiN| akiMcana tathA kIrtilobhI na hoM aise mahApurUSa to darpaNa ke samAna haiM, jo hameM apanA saccA svarUpa dikhAte haiN| jise vizva meM lokapriya honA hai, use kisa prakAra kA tyAga aura kisakA svIkAra karanA hai, usa bAre meM hamArI bAta cala rahI hai| vyakti jaba taka burI AdateM, durguNa chor3egA nahIM, taba taka usake jIvana meM sadguNoM kA avibhAva nahIM ho sktaa| hamArA jIvana durguNo tathA sadguNoM kA mizraNa hai, sadguNa to aMdara hai hI, paraMtu durguNo kA AvaraNa car3ha jAne se una sadguNoM kA darzana nahIM ho paataa| jisake pAsa dAna, jJAna, vaktRtva Adi zaktiyAM hai, ina zaktiyoM kA kalyANabhAva se upayoga karanA cAhie, apanI zaktiyoM kA gopana karanA bhI pApa hai| kArya se hI nayA jJAna, bodha prApta hotA hai, zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai| jIvana meM gurUtA graMthi yA laghutA graMthi kA honA donoM hI galata hai| kaI bAra insAna kAma karane se pahale hI asaphalatA ke bhaya se DaratA hai, isase kAma meM avarodha paidA hotA hai| hameM yAda rakhanA cAhie ki thoDe bahuta pramANa meM mUlabhUta zaktiyAM to hamAre bhItara maujUda haiM hii| insAna yadi Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 apane aMdara bhagavAna ke guNa dekhane kA prayatna kare to vaha bhI bhagavAna bana sakatA hai, kyoM ki AtmA to donoM kI eka samAna hai / insAna ko usake aMdara chipI huI zaktiyoM kA andAja nahIM hai, apanI zaktiyoM ko pahacAna kara unakA upayoga karanA hI sAdhana hai / zaktiyoM kA upayoga karane se ve khilatI haiM, nahIM to kuMThita ho jAtI haiN| jaba koI naye kAma kI zurUAta karatA hai, loga niMdA karate haiM, para samaya bItane para kadra karate haiM, sammAna dete haiM / kavi nhAnAlAla ne apadyAgadya zailI ko sAhitya kSetra meM peza kiyA, taba kaI kaviyoM ne kar3I AlocanA kI, para Aja unakI isa DolanazailI para loga vAha-vAha karate haiM / hameM yaha yAda rakhanA cAhie ki hama pUrI duniyA ko dhokhA de sakate haiM, para apanI AtmA ko nahIM / yadi samaya ke hote, apanI zaktiyoM kA upayoga nahIM kiyA to ve kuMThita ho jAeMgI aura hamAre sAtha unakA bhI maraNa ho jaaegaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne manuSya ko jAgRta hokara Age kadama baDhAne ke lie lalakArA hai, unhoMne insAna meM bhagavAna, sarvazaktimAna ke darzana kie haiM, na ki bhikhArI ke| saMto kI batAI huI rAha para yadi manuSya calegA to use apanI zaktiyoM kI pahacAna hogI, hameM to sirpha unako pragaTa hI karanA hai| apanI zaktiyoM ke darzana mAtra se hI hamAre jIvana meM naI cetanA kA saMcAra hotA hai / cAheM niSphalatA mileM yA loga nindA kareM yadi hama satya mArga para haiM, to hameM jarUra agrasara honA cAhie, aura satya kA pratipAdana karanA cAhie, apanI AtmA kI AvAja ko suno| hathiyAroM kA upayoga na karane para jaMga laga jAtA hai, vaise hI zaktiyoM kA upayoga na karane se ve kSINa ho jAtI haiM / ata: hameM prApta zaktiyoM kA sadupayoga karate rahanA cAhie / jo loga apane sadguNo ke kAraNa pUje jAte haiM, unakI kabhI bhI nindA yA majAka nahIM karanI cAhie, unakI majAka karanA yAni apanI svayaM kI majAka karanA / isI taraha auratoM tathA vRddho kA bhI majAka nahIM banAnA cAhie, bur3hApe kA majAka yAni ki apanI javAnI kI majAka / yuvakoM ko to vRddho tathA auratoM Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 ke rakhavAle bananA caahie| zrIpAla kI mAtA kamalaprabhA yuvA rAnI thI, rAtri ke samaya putra ko lekara jA rahI thii| sAmane se yuvakoM kI eka bar3I TolI sAmane AyI, kSaNabhara ke lie kamalaprabhA kA~pa utthii| eka yuvaka ne sAmane Akara kahA "bahana Daro mata, jisake pAsa eka bhAI khaDA hoM vaha bhI nirbhaya rahatA hai, to Apake sAtha sAta sau bhAI hai, Apako Dara kisa bAta kA?" yuvakoM meM zakti ke sAtha-sAtha aisI samajhadArI bhI honI caahie| lokapriyatA ke tIna guNa hai- dAna, vinaya aura zIla, jo vinayavAna hai tathA udAra hai vaha duniyA meM priya ho sakatA hai| jo sacamuca udAra hai, vaha apanI priya vastu bhI dUsaroM ke kalyANa ke lie arpaNa kara sakatA hai| duniyA meM kucha loga to mAnoM kevala saMgraha karane ke lie hI janmeM hai| jIvana meM kucha bhI bhoga nahIM sakate, kaMjUsa banakara apanI bhAvanAoM ko kucala dete haiN| kucha loga dAna dekara pazcAtApa karate haiM, aise loga anAja bokara puNya rUpI dAne ko jalA dete haiN| dAna dene kA satkArya atyaMta ullAsa tathA AnaMda ke sAtha karanA cAhie, duHkhapUrvaka diye hue dAna ke lie dAna zabda yogya nahIM hai| hama kahate haiM ki, "anna jaisA mana'' yaha satya hai kyoM ki prANoM kA sarjana anna dvArA hI hotA hai, ata: anna zuddha honA caahie| maMdira meM arpita dhana yA sampatti para yadi kisI kI najara ho to jiMdagI malina bana jAtI hai, jIvana zaurya vilIna ho jAtA hai| dAna ora bhikSA kA paisA khAne vAloM kA AMtarika satva naSTa ho jAtA hai| muphta kA lene kI icchA spRhA na hoM yahI saccA maMtra hai, dUsaroM ke bala para jInA kAyaratA hai, svayaMbala para jInA hI saccI bahAdurI hai| dAna dene ke pazcAt to prema ullAsa tathA Atmika AnaMda pravAhita honA caahie| dila kI aisI udAratA kA nAma hI saccA dAna hai| Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 vicAra audArya abhI hama lokapriyatA ke sadguNoM kI carcA kara rahe haiM, jisake vacana meM aura AcaraNameM vizvAsajanaka prema hai, loga usakA sAtha avazya dete haiN| sahakArya aura sevA isa guNa kI prApti hotI hai| jisameM ina guNoM kA vikAsa nahIM huA usa para vyakti tathA samAja AdaraNIya dRSTi kaise rakheMge? jisa vyaktine dUsaroM ke paise har3apa kiye hoM aisA vyakti yadi dharma kI bAta karatA hai, to kauna sunegA? loga kaheMge "tuma to pahale dharma kA AcaraNa kro|" samAja saMsthAo meM kAma karane vAloM ko pahale Atmazuddhi kA prayAsa karake phira saMsthAo meM AnA cAhie, varanA aise loga sabake nukasAnakartA bneNge| jo svayaM vizuddha hai vahI lokapriya bana sakatA hai, isake lie kauna se sadguNoM ko apanAe evaM kauna se durguNoM kA tyAga karanA isa para vicAra kreNge| aisA eka Avazyaka sadguNa hai, citta-audArya! udaartaa| vyakti meM mana, vacana, kAyA tInoM kI udAratA cAhie, jisakA mana kaMjUsa hai vaha dUsaroM kA har3apa kara letA hai| jisake hRdaya meM IrSyA kI agni hai vaha to svayaM jalatA hai phira dUsaroM ko zItalatA kaise pradAna karegA? __kucha loga paise vyaya karane meM udAra hote hai, paraMtu dUsaroM ke vicAroM ke prati udAratA nahIM dikhA sakate vo samajhate haiM, "maiM sabakucha samajhatA hUM, ye mujhe kyA samajhAyegA?" paraMtu saca to yaha hai ki hameM sabake vicAroM kA 45 Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 Adara karanA cAhie, apane vicAra peza karane kI svataMtratA sabako milanI caahie| adhikatara parivAroM meM vicAra-svAtaMtrya dikhAI nahIM detA, pitA-putra, sAsu-bahu, rAjA-prajA ke bIca aisA vyavahAra honA caahie| tAnAzAhI kisI para nahIM cala sakatI, hA~ do jagaha cala sakatI hai| eka to nirbala para tathA dUsarI dhArmika loMgo para, jo kSamAzIla hote haiM, paraMtu aise loga bahuta kama hote hai| jarA socie! pA~ca beTe hote hue bhI jina mAtA-pitA ko rone ke dina dekhane par3ate haiM aisI dazA kyoM? kyoM ki Apasa meM AnaMda tathA samAdhAna se eka dUsaroM ko sahana nahIM krte| sabako apane vicAra pradarzana kA maukA milanA caahie| dhIre dhIre sabako samajhA-bujhAkara ghara meM manamela tathA zAMti sthApita kI jA sakatI hai, varanA jora-jabaradastI karanA bekAra hai| vicAroM kI udAratA kA hI dUsarA nAma hai syaadvaad| jIvana ke pratyeka aMga meM syAdavAda kI apekSA aura samIkSA hai, yaha kevala zAstroM kI hI paMktiyAM nahIM haiM isakA saMbaMdha jIvana ke pratyeka AcAra ke sAtha hai| jo zAstra vyakti ke jIvana meM preraNArUpa banakara tAnebAne kI bhAMti ekarUpa na ho jAe, to vaha kevala bodhamAtra hai| ataH jJAniyoM ne jo pharamAyA hai, usakA AcaraNa karake jIvana ko lAbhAnvita karake, ApasI saMbaMdho meM samAdhAna lAnA, isI kA nAma syAdvAda hai| hama yahAM eka udAharaNa dekhate haiM - pitA tathA putra roja sAtha khAnA khAte haiM, eka dina anabana ho gaI putra ne kahA, "maiM Apake sAtha khAnA nahIM khaauuNgaa|" pitA samajhadAra the, syAdvAda ke upAsaka the, akele khAnA kaise khAte bhalA? thAlI lekara putra ke pAsa jAkara bole "tuma mere sAtha nahIM baiTho to koI bAta nahIM, mujhe tumhAre sAtha baiThanA hai|" beTe kA ahma prakaTa huA "maiM nahIM, pitAjI mere sAtha baitthe|" yaha socakara khuza huaa| pitAne saralatA apanAI to putra kA samAdhAna ho gyaa| isI kA nAma hai syaadvaad| Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 isa tattvajJAna ko hama samajha pAeM hai, aisA tabhI kaha sakate hai, jaba jIvana ke pratyeka pahalU kA sparza hoM, jIvana sarala, sAdA aura premamaya bne| kaThinAI yaha hai ki hama bolane ko sadA taiyAra haiM, para dUsaroM kI bAta sunane ko taiyAra nhiiN| "mujhe suno, meMrI suno|" aisA hI mata kaho, sAmane vAle ko bhI kahane kA maukA do, jaba usakA hRdaya khAlI ho jAegA taba tumhAre vicAra usake hRdaya meM praveza kara skeNge| dUsaroM ke prazna, zaMkAoM kA prema se samAdhAna karane kI koziza karo, saphalatA sahaja sAdhya bnegii| jyAdAtara loga buddhi se zAyada samajhate haiM paraMtu unake AcaraNa meM yaha bAta dikhAI nahIM detI Akhira to apanA AcaraNa hI dUsaroM meM AcaraNa pragaTa kara sakatA hai| eka karoDapati zeTha the, atyaMta kaMjUsa, unameM udAratA kA nAma taka nahIM thaa| jo kucha thA, usakI surakSA kaise ho? sadA usakI hI ciMtA lagI rahatI thii| eka bAra mana kI zAMti hetu cAMdanI rAta meM sAgarataTa para jAkara baiThe, mu~ha para ciMtA aura viSAda kI rekhAeM thii| thoDI dera bAda dUsare zeTha vahAM Ae, unhoMne pahale vAle zeTha ke mu~ha para udAsI dekhI, saca hai jo kaMjUsa hotA hai, usake mukha para lAlI, prakAza kahA~ se hogA? jo dAtA banakara detA hai usI ke mu~ha para lAlI prasannatA dikhegii| dUsare zeTha ko lagA bicAre dukhI hai, zAyada AtmahatyA karane Ae haiM, yaha socakara zeTha usake pAsa gye| apane nAma kA kArDa aura dasa DaoNlara die, adhika sahAyatA cAhie to peDhI para Ane ko khaa| isa zeTha ke mana meM karUNA rUpI jharanA baha rahA thA, saccI dayA thI, dUsaroM ko musIbata meM dekhakara jisakA hRdaya dravita ho, vahI saccA insAna hai| dAnavIra zeTha to bheMTa dekara cale gaye, para hAtha meM DaoNlara dekhakara karoDapati zeTha socane lage, "insAna meM aisI udAratA aisA pyAra bhI ho sakatA hai?" usa zeTha kI mAnavatA ne isa zeTha ke hRdaya meM bhI mAnavatA jagAI, dIpa se dIpa prajjavalita huaa| hRdaya meM spaMdana jAgRta huA, binA svArtha bhI dUsaroM ke dukha meM rone vAle loga duniyA meM maujUda haiN| Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 zeTha ke prema bhAva se isa zeTha ke mana meM bhI nayA bhAva, nayA prakAza jAgRta huA, suSupta zraddhA jAga uThI, inameM bhI udAratA guNa prakaTa huaa| dasa varSa bIta gaye, eka bAra zeThane akhabAra meM par3hA ki jinhoMne unakI madada kI thI, vahI zeTha kaThinAI meM A dhire haiM, paise mAMgane vAle paise mAMga rahe hai, magara unake pAsa dene ke lie paise nahIM hai| aba vo zeTha kaMjUsa nahIM rahe, unameM udAratA ke dvAra khula cuke the| eka paise kA bhI phAlatU peTrola nahIM jalAne vAle zeTha sattara mAIla dUra baiThe usa zeTha kI madada karane nikala pdd'e| ___ vahA~ jAkara dekhA to jisa zeThane hamezA dUsaroM kI madada kI hai, ve Aja gamagIna baiThe haiM, unakI pratiSThA dA~va para lagI hai| hAra kara unhoMne jahara pIkara AtmahatyA karane kA vicAra kiyA, itane meM hI karoDapati zeTha A phuNce| kahane lage "bhAI mere pAsa jo dhana hai, vo tumhArA hI hai, isakA upayoga kro| usa dina rAtri ke aMdhakAra meM tumhI ne mere aMdara, dAna kA cirAga jalAyA thA, mujhe tabhI se yaha jJAna huA thA ki miTTI kI isa kAyA meM bhI daivI mAnava baiThA huA hai| tumhArI isa vicAra jyoti ne hI mere bhItara dIpa pragaTAyA hai, aba to mujhe basa dene meM hI AnaMda AtA hai|" yaha kahakara zeTha ke sAmane caika-buka rakha dI aura zeTha ko musIbata se ubAra liyaa| hamane dekhA ki vyakti kI udAratA kaisA suMdara kAma karatI hai| hama yadi bhale ho to duSTa bhI sudhara sakatA hai, duSTa meM bhI acchAIyAM hI dekhanA, yahI samyag dRSTi hai| nAlAyaka ko lAyaka banAnA, kaMjUsa ko dAnI banAnA, isI meM hamAre jIvana kA mahattva hai| hama mana, vacana, kAyA se udAra baneMge to lokapriyatA to kadama cuumegii| Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinaya-darzana sva-para kA kalyANa hoM vahI saccI lokapriyatA hai| dhArmika vyakti meM yaha lokapriyatA aMdara se AtI hai, yaha bAhara kI bAtoM se yA bhASaNoM se nahIM AtI, duniyA itanI mUrkha nahIM jo jhuThe ko saccA mAneM, ye bhAvanAeM jaba jIvana meM utaratI haiM, tabhI duniyA mAnatI hai aura tabhI vyakti lokapriya banatA hai| yaha vizva sAgara ke samAna caMcala hai, guNahIna manuSya lokapriya hone kI koziza meM lagA rahegA, phira bhI thoDe hI vakta meM saccAI sAmane Ate hI vaha dUra pheMka diyA jaaegaa| lokapravAha meM kAma karanA agni ke sAtha khelane ke samAna hai, agni ke pAsa jAnA hai to pAnI banakara rahanA hogaa| kucha sevaka zikAyata karate haiM ki samAja kadra nahIM karatA, para saca to yaha hai ki aise logoM meM aise koI guNa nahIM hote ki jinakI kadra kI jaae| samAja kI sevA karanI hai to parIkSA to hogI, svarNa bhI agni meM jalakara hI zuddha hotA hai| ADaMbara, khuzAmada se lokapriyatA nahIM bar3hatI hai, hA~ bar3hatI hai sadguNoM se, sadAcaraNa se| lokapriya vyakti ke to vicAra bhI udAra hone caahie| Aja mana kI saMkucitatA se loga hInagranthi se grasita hote haiM, yahI vajaha hai ki jagaha jagaha para jhagaDe, vivAda, mArAmArI, sampradAya bar3ha rahe haiN| Aja zikSA bar3hI hai paraMtu vicAroM kI saMkucitatA se, prAMta bhASAaiM saba baDha rahe haiM, baTavAre ho rahe haiN| Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 vicAra udAra, suMdara hoMge to vizAlatA AegI, jahA~ bhI acchA dikhe, grahaNa karanA cAhie, isase acchA prApta hogA, burA chuTegA, do phAyade haiN| dharmI ke lie prathama bhUmikA syAdvAda apanAnA hai, sabako suno, samajho, sabake sAtha ekatA, samabhAva rakho / vidvAn brAhmaNo ko bhagavAna mahAvIra ne prabhu sunA unake praznoM, zaMkAo kA samAdhAna kiyA, phira vo ke bana sake, unake gaNadhara bane / samAja meM kAma karanevAloM ko jIvana ke pravAha ko samajhakara usake sAtha calanA cAhie / isakA Azaya yaha nahIM ki basa lakIra ke phakIra bane raheM! jIvana kI anekAneka dhArAeM hai kisI eka dhArA ko pakar3anA aura dUsarI ko chor3a denA bhI yatheSTa nahIM hai| balki una sabhI dhArAoM ke niyamita ekatrikaraNa ko usake pravAha cakra ko samajhane kI AvazyakatA hai| jIvana meM saMyoga nAma kA koI sthAna nahIM hai / saba kucha pUrva suniyojita hai / vaha to hamane nAma de diyA hai saMyoga kA / anAyAsa ghaTane vAlI ghaTanAe~ bhI aksara isI jIvana pravAha ke satata saMgharSaNa kA pariNAma hai, AvazyakatA hai to basa use samajhane kI / usake anurUpa AcaraNa karane kI / Any plan is God. yaha vicAroM kI udAratA yAni syAdavAda, ise sApekSavAda Theory of Relativity kaha sakate haiN| hamane prathama dAna tathA udAratA guNa ke bAre meM carcA kI, dUsarA guNa hai vinaya | mora kI suMdaratA usake paMkho se hai, paMkha binA usakI zobhA nahIM / isI taraha samAja meM kAma karane vAle ke pAsa jJAna, sattA, sthAna saba kucha hote hue bhI yadi vinaya guNa nahIM hai to vaha adhUrA hI dikhegA / netAoM ko to dUsaroM ko mArgadarzana denA hai, apane sAtha vAlA kA gati, zakti ko bhI parakhanA hai / netA daur3e aura prajA pIche rahe, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai / gADI ke iMjana aura DibboM kI taraha netA tathA samAja kA saMbaMdha honA caahie| yadi netA aisA vicAra karatA hai ki "maiM sattA para hUM, maiM samAja se U~cA hUM, samAja to bheDa cAla kI taraha calatA hai / " aisA socane para Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ usameM aham evaM garva AtA hai tathA usakA patana hotA hai| isIlie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA ki saMyogo se mukta he bhikkhuo, tumhe sadguNoM tathA dharma kI zurUAta meM vinaya ke bAre meM prathama kahUMgA, phira dUsarI bAta kahUMgA / loga tumheM vaMdana kareMge, tumhArI caraNa dhUli sara para car3hAyeMge, usa samaya yadi jAgRta nahIM rahe to garva rUpI sarpa tumheM Dasa legA / isIlie bhagavAna ne prathama vinaya sikhAyA, vinaya binA to bhalabhaloM kA patana ho jAtA hai| 51 sAdhu saMto ke jIvana meM bhI yadi vinaya guNa na hoM to garva kaba uchala paDegA, jAnanA muzkila hai / bhagavan sthUlibhadra, jinakA nAma hI maMgalarUpa hai, jo zIla ke avatAra the, unako bhI eka bAra aham A gayA thA / muni sthUlabhadra atyaMta jJAnI the, eka bAra unakI bahane seNA, veNA, reNA vagairAha unake darzana hetu AI, guru ne kahA " sthUlibhadra upara hai|" sthUlibhadra ko isa bAta kA patA cala gayA, unhoMne socA " apanI jJAna zakti kA prabhAva bahanoM ko dikhAUM / " ve siMha kA rUpa dhAraNa kara ke baiTha gaye, bahaneM to siMha ko dekhakara Dara gaI, nIce jAkara gurU ko bAta batAI | guru samajha gaye muni meM vidyA pradarzana kA garva jaga gayA hai, vidyA kA ahaMkAra A gayA hai| kaI bAra hama socate hai camatkAra dikhAyeMge to loga anuyAyI baneMge, para hama bhUla rahe haiM ki duniyA ko kala koI nayA camatkAra dekhane ko milegA, vaha pahale camatkAra ko bhUla jAegI / camatkAra meM saccA dharma hai hI nahIM, yaha to alpajIvI hai, keMcue kI taraha / jo dharma AtmA kI gaharAIyoM se nahIM nikalatA, vaha dharma usakA camatkAra khatma hoMne para yA vyakti ke cale jAne para naSTa ho jAtA hai| avadhAna jaise prayoga dikhAkara logoM ko sirpha cakita karane kI hI bhAvanA hoM to aise pradarzana bhI pApa hai| dharma koI camatkAra nahIM, yaha to satya hai| dhana, kuTumba, patnI saba kucha chUTa sakatA hai, para kaI bAra insAna ahaMkAra nahIM chor3a sktaa| aham, garva kaba pragaTa ho jAegA kucha kaha nahIM sakate / bAhubalI ne apanA sarvasva tyAga kara diyA thA, paraMtu eka ahaMkAra raha gayA Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thA "maiM apane choTe bhAIoM ko vaMdana kyoM karU ? kevala jJAna pragaTa hone ke bAda hI jAUMgA, jisase vaMdana hI na karanA pdd'e|'' aise atyaMta jJAnI, jo sAdhanA meM itane tallIna, ekAkAra rahate the ki pakSiyoM ne sira para ghoMsale banA die| sardI, garmI, bAriza meM zarIra ko lezamAtra bhI kaMpita na hone diyA, unheM bhI yaha ahaMkAra satA rahA thA ki, "maiM namana karUM?' isa garva kA darzana vyakti ko bahuta dera se hotA hai, jaba aMtara jyoti pragaTa hotI hai tabhI isake darzana hote hai| jagat guru RSabhadeva bhagavAna kI karUNA bAhubalI para pragaTI, unhoMne brAhmI tathA suMdarI donoM bahanoM ko pratibodha karane bhejA, unhoMne kahA, "vIrA morA gaja thakI utro|" ina sAde zabdoM meM AMtarika bhAva kA saMketa adbhuta thA, vo jAgRta ho gaye, choTe bhAIoM ke pAsa jAkara, vaMdana karane ke lie kadama baDhAyA, usI kSaNa kevalajJAna prApta ho gyaa| . isa kevalajJAna kI zakti hama saba meM maujUda hai, paraMtu vRttiyoM ke AvaraNa se AvRtta hai, sacce jJAniyoM ke darzana zravaNa se apanA aMtakaraNa khula jAtA hai| jJAnI to nimitta mAtra hai, yaha jJAna kahIM bAhara nahIM apane bhItara hI bharA huA hai, use kholane ke lie cAbI kI khoja karanI hai hmeN| kaI bAra bala se nahIM buddhi se kAma sugama ho jAtA hai, isa satya kI guru rUpI cAbI yadi apane hAtha laga jAe to aMtara dvAra pala bhara meM khula sakate haiN| sthUlibhadra tathA bAhubalI ke udAharaNa pUre vizva ke lie hai, yaha garva sabake bhItara chipakara baiThA hai| sAMpa yadi ghara meM ghUma rahA ho to kauna zAnti se so sakatA hai ? isI taraha hameM apane bhItara baiThe hue garva rUpI sarpa se hamezA sambhalakara rahanA hai| isIlie vinaya nAmaka sadguNa ko Avazyaka ginA gayA hai, isa bAta ko samajheMge tabhI hama kaha sakeMge ki hama kucha samajhe haiN| ATe ko acchI taraha gUMthA jAe to hI roTI acchI banatI hai, isI taraha vinaya guNa dhAraNa Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karane se hI jIvana suMdara banatA hai / Aja kI zikSA meM yaha atyaMta jarUrI hai, prophesara bolate rahate haiM, chAtra-chAtrAe~ unakI majAka karate rahate hai, aisI vidyA AzIrvAda rUpa nahIM balki abhizApa rUpa bana jAtI hai / 53 rAjA biMbisAra ne cAMDAla ke pAsa se vidyA grahaNa karane kA bahuta prayAsa kiyA, para na prApta kara ske| unhoMne abhayakumAra se isakA kAraNa pUchA, unhoMne kahA "mahArAja bartana meM pAnI bharane ke lie use kueM meM DAlanA paDatA hai, bartana ko Ter3hA karanA paDatA hai, namanA paDatA hai, tabhI usameM pAnI bharatA hai / isI prakAra jJAna prApti ke lie vinaya dvArA namana karanA paDatA hai | Apa apane se UMce sthAna para cAMDAla ko biThAIye, aura Apa usake sthAna para baiThie / " jaba taka hamameM laghutA, namratA nahIM AtI, taba taka hameM vastu, svarUpa kI jAnakArI to bhale prApta ho sakatI hai, para AMtarika jJAna hama nahIM pA skte| jJAna to aMtara kI khoja hai / ataH jJAniyoM ne pharamAyA hai, jo akSara ke rahasya ko, jJAna ko samajhatA hai, usI kA jIvana akSara - amara banatA hai, kevala kAgaja para likhe akSaroM kI jyAdA kImata nahIM hotI / aura yaha saba vinaya binA nahIM mila sakatA / AkhirakAra magadha ke mahAn samrAT biMbisAra cAMDAla ke sthAna para baiThe, taba jJAna kI prApti huI / jo moma kI bhAMti narma banakara pighalatA hai, vahI samAja meM amara banatA hai / hRdaya kI gaharAIyoM se jagI huI namratA se samAja bhI vaza meM ho sakatA hai| Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 zAzvata kyA? hama kucha dinoM se lokapriyatA ke guNoM para vicAra kara rahe haiM, aura usase saMbaMdhita tIna guNa-dAna, vinaya aura zIla para carcA cala rahI hai| ___ Aja yadi mAna, satkAra milatA hai, to yaha nahIM samajhanA cAhie ki yaha cira sthAyI rhegaa| prazaMsA, khuzAmada yA anya vizeSaNoM se bhramita hokara bhaviSya kI mInAroM kI racanA karanA, samajhadArI nahIM hai| saccI lokapriyatA to svazakti meM se AnI caahie| kauna sI zakti? paisoM kI? nahIM, lakSmI to caMcala hai, Aja hai to kala nhiiN| gatajanmoM ke sukRtya hoMge, taba taka yaha rahegI, yaha pAnI para calatI huI naukA ke samAna hai| apane jIvanasarovara meM lakSmI naukA ke samAna hai caMcala hai, use bAMdhakara nahIM rakha skte| to phira dUsarI zakti kauna sI hai? sattA, yaha cAheM to upara car3hA sakatI hai, cAheM to nIce girA sakatI hai| hameM yaha nahIM bhUlanA cAhie ki yaha sattA hamAre hAthoM meM nahIM hai, puNya para nirbhara hai| musolinI aura hiTalara jaisoM kI sattA bhI palabhara meM khatma ho gaI aura unheM mauta bhI acchI nasIba nahIM huii| yaha itihAsa sarvavidita hai| tIsarI zakti zarIra bala hai| insAna taba taka jora kara sakatA hai, jaba taka nirogI hai| roga ke Ate hI ni:sahAya bana jAtA hai| kaI bAra subaha 54 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 hai, para zAma ko insAna calA jAtA hai, hRdaya roga ke hamale meM, phira aise deha ke jora para garva karanA bhI kahA~ taka ucita hai ? ina tInoM se jo sarvAdhika zaktizAlI hai, vaha hamAre sadguNa haiM / sattA, zarIra bala zAyada kala ko na raheM, paraMtu sadguNoM kA khajAnA hogA to sadA rhegaa| isalie ina tIna capala zaktiyoM ke sAmane hameM tIna sadguNoM kI zAzvata zaktiyoM ko dhAraNa karane ko kahA gayA hai, vo tIna hai- dAna, vinaya aura shiil| ye tInoM guNa jisa dharmAtmA meM hote hai, vaha marane ke bAda bhI amara ho jAtA hai / " maranA hai bhalA usakA, jo apane lie jie, jIte haiM vo, jo mara cuke insAna ke lie|" smRti sadA vyakti ke sadguNoM tathA usake sahakAryo se rahatI hai, jo dUsaroM kI sevA karate hue, yA auroM kI khAtira marate haiM, unakI lokapriyatA sadA rahatI hai| saMpatti, sattA aura zarIra ko kAla grasita kara le, usake pahale inakA sadupayoga kara lenA caahie| apanA tathA apane sAdhanoM kA udAratApUrvaka sadupayoga karake jAeMge to loga bhI kaheMge, "dila kA bAdazAha thA / " aise logoM ke lie hI samAja AMsU bahAtA hai / haMsatA huA vahI insAna jA sakatA hai, jisane sadA diyA hai, jisane dUsaroM ko lUTA hai, vaha ha~satA huA kyA jAegA bhalA ? citta kI udAratA ke pazcAt hama namratA guNa para vicAra kareMge / vijaya prApta hone para garva karane ke bajAya, kudarata kA tathA mitroM kA, svajanoM kA upakAra mAno, unheM zreya do / para aksara yaha jagata kI rIti hai ki acchA hotA hai to vyakti svayaM zreya letA hai, "maiMne kiyA / " burA hotA hai to dUsaroM para Aropa lagAtA hai| yaha, "maiM aura tuma " jIvana meM dIvAra khar3I karate haiM / prazaMsA sabako priya hai, yaha hamArI AMtarika vRtti hai| acche kA zreya svayaM lekara doSa kI TokarI bhagavAna ke sara mar3hatA hai, isa taraha Izvara kA Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 sarjana insAna ne hI kiyA hai, yahI IzvaravAda hai| hama aksara kahate haiM "jaisI bhagavAna kI mrjii|" ___ vyavahAra meM hI dekhie na! zAdI kI patrikA meM likhate haiM, "hamane hamAre bhAI ke beTe kI zAdI taya kI hai|" aisA likhakara zreya letA hai aura mRtyupatra meM likhatA hai, "jaisI Izvara kI icchaa|" isa taraha maMgala hotA hai, to apanA purUSArtha aura burA, apamaMgala hoM to bhagavAna jimmedaar| yahA~ eka bAta yAda AtI hai| eka suMdara bagIcA thA, barasAta AyI, bAga khila utthaa| koI ciMtaka vahA~ AyA, mAlI se pUchA, "ye latAaiM, vATikA, phala-phUla atyaMta suMdara hai, yaha bAga kisane banAyA? phaurana mAlI bolA- maiNne|" usane aisA nahIM kahA ki meghakRpA se sUryakiraNoM se yaha phalA-phUlA hai| usI samaya eka gAya vahA~ AI, mAlI ne use jora se lakaDI mArI, gAya mara gii| mAlI ko rAjA ke sAmane peza kiyA gyaa| rAjAne pUchA, "are! isa gAya ko tumane mAra diyA?" mAlI ne kahA, "nahIM maalik| kyA lakaDI se gAya maratI hai bhalA? lakaDI to sirpha nimitta mAtra hai, mArane vAlA to bhagavAna hai|" hamAre jIvana meM "aham' sarvocca sthAnoM para pratiSThita hai| jo sthAna jitanA U~cA vahAM aham bhI utanA hI uuNcaa| dharma, samAjasevA, rASTrasevA, pratyeka jagaha aham ke hI darzana hote hai, pariNAma yaha AtA hai ki aham ke atireka se insAna eka dina gubbAre kI bhAMti phUTa jAtA hai| isa ahaMkAra se mAnava apane bhItara dina pratidina choTA hotA jA rahA hai| isa aham se chuTakArA kaise mile? isake lie hameM vinamratA guNa apanAnA caahie| caudaha sAla purAnI bAta hai, eka vyApArI the, unhoMne vrata liyA ki kamAI kA eka nizcita bhAga svayaM rakheMge, dUsarA hissA unake logoM ke bIca bA~Ta deNge| unakI mRtyu hone para unake naukara-cAkara unake beToM se bhI jyAdA ro rahe the| daravAje para baiThane vAlA paThAna bolA "mere sage bApa kI mRtyu kA jitanA mujhe duHkha nahIM huA, itanA Aja huA hai|'' itanA kahakara vaha phUTa phUTakara rone lgaa| isakA kAraNa thA zeTha kI udAratA, unhoMne sabako khUba diyA thaa| isa vyApArI zeTha kI khUba ijjata thI, sabake jhagar3e niSpakSa Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banakara suljhaate| apanI jJAti meM bhI aguvA, saba kAma nyAyapUrvaka karate the, yaha samabhAvAtmaka dRSTi unakA svabhAva bana gaI thii| unake jIvana kA eka prasaMga banA, unake beTe ne apanI sagAI toDa dI, gA~va thA, hAhAkAra maca gyaa| zeTha ne gA~va ke logo ko nyAya karane ko khaa| zeTha nyAya kI gaddI para baiThe, unako apane bhUtakAla meM kie gaye nyAya yAda aae| eka bAra aisI hI bhUla ke lie unhoMne kisI ko hajAra rUpaye daMDa tathA tIna mAha taka unake sAthe vyavahAra baMda kI sajA sunAI thii| unhoMne apane putra ke nyAya ko tolate hue kahA ki, "mujhe pA~ca hajAra kA daMDa tathA bAraha mahinoM taka mere sAtha sabakA vyavahAra bNd|" ___loga cakita ho gaye "zeTha itanI bhArI sajA?' zeTha ne kahA, "maiM AgevAna hUM, merI sajA to adhika hI honI caahie|'' Aja zeTha nahIM rahe paraMtu Aja bhI loga unake nyAya ko yAda karate hue kahate hai, "nyAya to pAnAcaMda zeTha kaa|'' isako kahate haiM lokapriyatA se janmI huI nyAya bharI namratA tathA vinaya / surabhi tathA zItalatA se caMdana kI zobhA hai, sudhA kI saumyatA se jaise caMdra suzobhita hai, tathA mAdhurya se hI amRta mIThA hai, isI prakAra vinaya tathA namratA se hI mAnava-jIvana kI zobhA hai| vinaya karake hI dUsaroM ke hRdaya meM sthAna prApta kara sakate haiN| lokapriyatA kA tIsarA sadguNa hai zIla kI surbhi| jJAnI se eka bAra pUchA gayA, jIvana meM kama se kama kyA honA cAhie? javAba milA aparigraha tathA zIla (acchA critr)| samAja kA mAnasa kitanA nIce jA rahA hai? jAnanA hai to abhinetA tathA abhinetriyoM ke citroMvAle vibhinna patra patrikAoM kI khapata se jAnA jA sakatA hai| aise samAja ko badalane ke lie, saMpUrNa vAtAvaraNa ko badalanA jarUrI hai, isakI zurUAta apane ghara se honI caahie| vAtAvaraNa ke aNuaNu ko zIla kI saurabha chUegI tabhI yaha durgandha dUra hogii| Apase milane Ane vAlA vyakti Apake zIla saurabha se surabhIta ho uThe aisI avasthA honI caahie| aura yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba zIla hI ApakA jIvana ho| sudarzana zeTha, vijayA Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 Adi gRhastha the paraMtu apane caritra kI aisI mahaka choDakara gaye ki bar3e-bar3e sAdhu saMta bhI unake guNa-gAna gAte thakate nahIM / saMyama tathA sadAcAra kevala dharma meM hI nahIM, sukhI jIvana ke lie bhI parama Avazyaka hai / saMsAra bhoga kA akhADA mAtra nahIM hai| atibhoga, roga ko AmaMtrita karate haiN| jaise tAlAba ko dIvAra hotI hai, vaise hI bhoga meM yoga kI dIvAra honI caahie| gAMdhIjI ne apanI AtmakathA meM apanI viSaya vRttiyoM ke atireka kA khule dila se ikarAra kiyA hai / bAda meM jIvana meM saMyama yoga lAkara premamUrti kasturabA ko kasturabA kahakara saMbodhita karate haiM, yaha vRttiyoM, bhAvoM kA urdhvakaraNa hai| strI ko kevala bhoga vRddhi kA sAdhana na samajhakara, usameM jIvana sAthI aura sAdhanA - sahacarI kA Atmadarzana karanA hI zIla hai, saMyama yoga hai / strI ke zIla ko samajhanA yAni ki purUSa ke jaisI hI vikAsa gAmI cetanA kA samabhAva se saMvedana karanA / kAma strI yA purUSa meM nahIM, unakI vRttiyoM meM hai| rAta dina strI kI niMdA karane vAle purUSa zIlavAna hI hai, aisA jarUrI nahIM, ho sakatA hai, unameM bhItara suSupta, chipI huI vRttiyAM bAhara na A jAe aura koI jAna na le isalie satata aisI bAtoM dvArA sunanevAloM kA dhyAna dUsarI tarapha khIMcanA cAhate haiN| vastu ke prati dRSTikoNa badalane se vyakti ke sAtha saMbaMdho kI sRSTi bhI badala jAegI zIla dRSTi hai, vikAra vRtti hai, vikArI vRtti ko samyag dRSTi dvArA badalA jA sakatA hai| yadi jIvanarUpI saritA meM saMyamarUpI kinArA na hoM to jIvana kA pAnI ke raNa meM hI samApta ho jaaegaa| hameM saMyama ke kinAroM kA AbhAra mAnanA cAhie, jo jIvana ke pravAha ko paramAtmA rUpI sAgara taka pahu~cAtA hai / mahApurUSa kahate haiM ki jalate hue isa saMsAra meM sadguNa rUpI zItalatA ke sivAya saba vyartha hai / isa taraha dAna, vinaya tathA zIla sadguNoM kA triveNI saMgama jahAM hotA hai vahA~ lokapriya nAma kA tIrtha bana jAtA hai| Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 akrUra upara car3hane ke lie sIr3hiyoM kI jarUrata rahatI hai vaise hI dharmarUpI zikhara para car3hane ke lie bhI kucha sIr3hiyoM kI jarUrata hotI hai| yadi eka eka sIr3hi bhI car3he, taba bhI car3hane vAlA eka na eka dina aise zikhara ko sara kara legA jo sabhI zikharoM meM zreSTha zikhara hai arthAt dharma zikhara / himagiri ke uttuMga zikhara ko sara kara ke tenasiMha ne parAkrama kI parAkASThA dikhAI, vaise hI jo dharma zikhara para pahuMcatA hai, vaha apane jIvana meM adhyAtma kI parAkASTA dikhAtA hai| ___ hama saba dharma zikhara ke pathika hai| yadi yaha na hotA to zAyada hama yahA~ ikaTThe nahIM hote| hama saba dharma zikhara ke pravAsa kI bhAvanA, icchA tathA kAmanA rakhate haiM, yaha pyAsa hama sabakI A~kho meM jhalakatI hai| sAdhaka ke lie dharmapravAsa kaThina nahIM hai| jo dharma ko kaliSTa kahate haiM, vaha dharma nahIM ho sakatA, aise loga dharma ke nAma para kucha aura hI becane nikale haiN| dharma to gA~va kA garIba bhI samajha sakatA hai| dharma kI sIr3hiyAM UMcI bhI nahIM hai, saMkaDI bhI nahIM hai, yaha sIr3hiyA haiM eka, eka sdgunn| jisake jIvana meM hetu dhyeya, sadguNa nahIM, vaha kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca sktaa| __ hamane aba taka kSudratA kA tyAga, saMpUrNa aMgopAMga, prakRti-saumyatva aura lokapriyatA, ina cAra bAtoM para vicAra kara liyA, aba hama pAMcaveM guNa para Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 60 carcA kreNge| pichale sadguNoM ko bhUla na jAe~, isake lie punarAvartana karanA cAhie jise svAdhyAya kahate hai / ina guNoM ko jAnane se ciMtana manana karane se jIvana meM kitanI zAMti milI ? kitanA anubhava kiyA ? jitanA AcaraNa hogA, utanI hamArI vijaya hai, mAtra sunane se koI phAyadA nahIM hotaa| DaoNkTara kI dI huI davAI kA sevana karane se roga dUra jAtA hai, isI taraha sadguNoM ko jIvana meM utArane se hI bhava roga jaaegaa| yaha pA~cavI sIr3hi yAni krUratA kA tyAga, jo svayaM zAMta hai, vahI dUsaroM ko zAMti pradAna kara sakatA hai, barpha ke pAsa baiThane se ThaMDaka milatI hai, bhaTThI ke pAsa baiThane se to garmI kA hI anubhava hogaa| isIlie jJAniyoM ne kahA hai, jisa vyakti ne bodha prApta kiyA hai, aura dUsaroM ko bodha pradAna karatA hai vahI saccA mahApurUSa hai| saccA dhArmika kaisA hotA hai ? jisameM caMdana sI zItalatA, zAMti tathA saumyatA ho / jahA~ jAe zItalatA pradAna kare / krUratA nahIM, yAni kyA ? jIvana meM kisI prakAra kI kliSTatA nahIM, apitu komalatA honI caahie| jisakA hRdaya komala ho, dUsaroM kA sukha, saphalatA dekhakara khuza ho vahI dhArmika hai kaI loga dUsaroM ke sukha ko dekhakara nirAza hote hai, unakI manovRtti kaluSita hai, ve dharma karane yogya nahIM haiN| jo hRdaya se kaThora, krUra hote haiM ve kaI bAra hiMsaka pazuoM se bhI adhika krUra yA nirdayI bana jAte haiM aura dUsaroM ko kisI bhI prakAra kA nukasAna pahuMcA sakate haiM / kahate haiM ki siMha yA sarpa sAmane se A rahe ho to sAvadhAnI baratane se unase bacA jA sakatA hai, paraMtu jo bAhara se saumyatA dikhAkara aMdara se krUratA kA AcaraNa karate haiM, unase bacanA muzkila hotA hai / ata: jJAniyoM ne pharamAyA hai "madhu tiSThati jihyAgre, hRdaye tu hlaahlm|" mu~ha se mAno zahada Tapaka rahA hoM, aisA mIThA bolane vAloM ke hRdaya meM bhI lezamAtra dayA nahIM hotI, aisA dekhA gayA hai| jisakA hRdaya moma jaisA mulAyama makkhana jaisA komala ho vahI saccA dhArmika / eka prasaMga yAda A rahA hai| Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aphrikA meM carottara ke eka vyApArI bahuta dhanI tathA sAtha hI sAtha sajjana bhI hai, rahate haiN| unake mAthe para eka ghAva hai, kaI mitroM ne unase kahA, "plAsTika sarjarI karavAlo'' unhoMne kahA- "yaha ghAva to merA gurU hai| yadi yaha na hotA to maiM mAnava nahIM hotA, mere hRdaya meM jo dayA kA jharanA baha rahA hai, vaha bhI nahIM hotaa|" eka mitra ne ghAva kA rAja pUchA taba unhoMne kahA ki vo bacapana meM garIba the, vo tathA unakI mA~ jhopaDe meM rahate the, mA~ ghara para cakkI meM anAja pIsakara gujArA calAtI thii| pAsa meM hI bar3I havelI thI, usake cauka meM saba bacce ikaTThe hokara khelate the| jo bacce khelane Ate the ve saba dhanikoM ke bacce the| eka bacce kI mA~ ne usakI jeba meM kAju, bAdAma bhara kara kahA ki vo akelA hI khAe, kisI ko na de| aba yaha socane kI bAta hai ki hamArI aisI zikSA kahA~ taka ucita hai, baccA jaba bar3A hogA vaha mA~-bApa ko aMgUThA bhI dikhA sakatA hai| kone meM baiThakara to zvAna bhI akelA khAtA hai| insAna ko bA~Takara khAnA caahie| hama kaI logoM ko AmaMtraNa dete haiM, khAnA khilAte haiM, paraMtu apane lAbha ke lie| kabhI kisI guNavAna saMta, nyAyI ko hama nimaMtraNa dete hai? hama jaisA dete hai duniyA se vaisA hI pAte haiN| Law of nature. yaha kudarata kA niyama hai| acchA deMge, acchA milegA, burA deMge, burA paayeNge| hA~ phala milane meM dera-savera ho sakatI hai, paraMtu kudarata ke yahA~ dera hai andhera nhiiN| ___ aba eka dina usa dhanika bacce ko kAju-badAma khAte dekhakara garIba bacce ne usase maaNge| usane nahIM die, aMgUThA dikhaayaa| laDakA mA~ ke pAsa Akara rone lagA, kAju-bAdAma mAMgane lagA, mA~ kI A~kho meM AMsU A gaye, hRdaya dravita ho utthaa| vaha usa laDake kI mA~ ke pAsa jAkara bolI "bahana! Apako paisA apane puNya se milA hai, acchA hai, mujhe AnaMda hai, magara Apake bacce ko kAju-badAma dekara khelane mata bhejA karo, merA baccA bhI mAMgatA Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 hai, rotA hai, maiM Apase vinatI karatI huuN|" jhUle para jhUlA jhUlatI huI zeThANI cillAI, "are jA tU kauna hotI hai? mujhe manA karane vaalii| merA baccA to khaaegaa|'' garIba aurata ko bahuta AghAta lagA, vaha jaise hI vahAM se bAhara nikalI usake beTe ne kahA, "mA~ bAdAma?" mA~ ko gussA AyA, usane pAsa hI par3e patthara ko uThAkara beTe ke sara para de maaraa| khUna kI dhAra baha nikalI, dhIre-dhIre ghAva to ThIka ho gayA, para nizAna raha gyaa| varSoM bIta gaye, vaha laDakA bar3A hokara Aja khUba raIsa bana gayA, magara roja kA~ca meM apanA caherA dekhatA hai taba mAnoM vaha ghAva usase kaha rahA hai, "dUsare kI lakSmI ne tere kapAla para ghAva diyA hai, dhyAna rahe tumhArI lakSmI kisI ke kapAla para ghAva na kara de|" isa taraha isa vyakti ne isa dukhada ghaTanA se bodhapATha liyA, kaI bAra dukha bhI sukharUpa bana jAtA hai| aisI hI dRSTi rakhanA pA~cavA sadguNa hai| isameM do bhAva chipe hai- svayaM ke prati kaThoratA, dUsaroM ke prati komalatA, aise sadpurUSa ke hRdaya kA varNana isa subhASita meM kiyA hai| vajrAdapi kaThorAji, mRduni kusumaadpi| dUsaroM ke AMsU dekhakara jisakA hRdaya dravita ho uThe, vahIM apane jIvana meM saMyama, niyama pAlana ke lie tathA viSamatA Ane para usakA sAmanA karane ke lie vajra se bhI kaThora bana jAtA hai, hameM bhI aisA hI bananA caahie| ___ kavi zrI nirAlAjI ko puraskAra meM 125 rUpaye mile, vo lekara ghara jA rahe the, rAste meM eka bhikhArina ko dekhakara unakA hRdaya dravita ho uThA, unhoMne use una paisoM se aMbara carkhA dilAkara use rojagAra kA jariyA pradAna kiyaa| patnI ne puraskAra kA pUchA taba unhoMne kahA "eka aurata ko aisI behAla dazA meM dekhakara maiMne madada na kI hotI, to aisA haivAna pati tumheM acchA lagatA?' patnI bhI unakI suMdara bhAvanA dekhakara khuza ho gii| Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ isa pA~cave sadguNa ke do pAse hai- sakArAtmaka, nkaaraatmk| apane prati kaThora bano, dUsaroM ke prati mRdu, donoM kA hI AcaraNa jIvana meM honA caahie| insAna kisI bhI paristhitimeM aDiga kaba raha sakatA hai ? jaba vaha svayaM saMyamI ho aura dUsaroM ko madada karane ke lie ttpr| dUsaroM ke lie AMsU bhaao| Life is mostly froth and bubble, Two things stand like stone, kindness in another's trouble, Courage in our own, pAnI ke bulabule jaisI yaha jindagI hai, isameM do vastu talavAra kI taraha amara banatI hai, dUsaroM ke prati komalatAbharI karUNA tathA svayaM ke prati himmatabharA dhairy| Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApabhIkatA - dharma ratna prakaraNa kA chaTThA sopAna hai- pApabhIrUtA, nirbhaya bano sAthasAtha Daro bhI, ye do virodhAtmaka bhAva isameM bhare hue haiN| nirbhaya banane kA artha nirlajja bananA nahIM hai, nyAya mArga kA tyAga, sadAcAra kA tyAga yaha to aMta meM dharma kA tyAga hI ho jAtA hai| hameM apane pApoM kA Dara rakhanA hai, bure kArya karane kA vicAra Ate hI AtmA meM spaMdana kA jAgaraNa honA caahie| kaI pralobhana mileMge, magara nahIM "yaha maiM nahI kara sktaa|" aMdara se AvAja AnI caahie| aura jo satya hai, usakA nirbhaya banakara sAtha denA caahie| yaha AdhyAtmika unnati ke lie Avazyaka sadguNa hai| aise pApabhIrU vyakti kA eka udAharaNa dekhate haiN| eka bAra eka AdamI rAste meM bhIkha mAMga rahA thA, sAmane se dUsarA AdamI AyA usane use bhUkhA jAnakara cane kuramure die aura calA gyaa| jaise hI usane cane mamare khAne kI zurUAta kI usake hAtha meM eka svarNa khaNDa A gyaa| vaha prasanna ho gayA, kyoM ki vaha garIbI se pIDita thaa| dUsare hI kSaNa use vicAra AyA, "usane to cane kuramure die hai, sonA nahIM, usa para merA adhikAra kaise ho sakatA hai|" usake mana meM yuddha cala rahA hai, mana kahatA hai 'rakhale' AtmA kahatI hai 'nahIM', kyoM ki vaha pApabhIrU thaa| mAnavamAtra meM do prakAra ke mana hote hai- eka jAgrata, dUsarA ajaagrt| jAgrata mana galata kAma ke sAmane virodha karatA hai, jaba ki ajAgrata mana kahatA 64 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai "yadi bhUla se bhI sonA milA hai to pramAda to dene vAle kA hai, usakI lAparavAhI hai, rakha le|" pUrI rAta mana meM dvanda calA, so na pAyA subaha ghUmane nikalA, sAmane se phira vahI AdamI milA, usane pUchA "kyoM bhAI Aja bhI cane-kuramure cAhie?" usane jabAva diyA "nahIM Aja to maiM Apako yaha sonA vApasa dene AyA huuN|" usane pUchA "kyoM tumhArA rakhane kA mana nahIM huA?' javAba milA "huA thA magara mere aMtara mana meM bhArI yuddha calA mana tathA AtmA kaa|" mana ne kahA, 'sonA rakha le', AtmA ne kahA 'vApasa de de|' yaha Apako vApasa lauTA kara mujhe yaha jhagar3A khatma karanA hai| yaha sunakara dUsarA vyakti itanA khuza huA ki basa "itanA garIba hote hue bhI terI AtmA kitanI jAgrata hai? mujhe aise hI mitra kI talAza thI, tU mere sAtha cl|" Aja hama meM se isa taraha jAgRta mana vAlA koI nahIM, hama apanI AtmA kI AvAja sunane ko taiyAra hI nahIM, varanA aMtarAtmA se sahI galata kI AvAja to AtI hI hai| 'parvata para pravacana' "Sermon on the mount" meM isAmasIha ne kahA hai eka aurata se usake jIvana meM anAcAra kA sevana ho gayA, taba aisA niyama thA ki aisI bhUla karane vAle ko loga pattharoM se maare| loga mArane ke lie ikaTThe hue, aurata vahA~ se bhAga khaDI huii| pahADa ke pAsa jhopaDI meM eka saMta rahate the, vahA~ Akara vaha chupa gaI, saMta ko batAyA loga use mArane A rahe haiM, usane jIvana rakSA kI bhIkha maaNgii| saMta kI samajha meM bAta A gaI ki isa auratane anAcAra kiyA hai, paraMtu aba vaha tIvra pazcAtApa kara rahI hai| kele ke chilake se phisalane kI icchA kisI kI nahIM hotI, magara saMyoga se insAna gira bhI jAtA hai| jJAnI isa bAta ko samajhate haiM, isIlie bhUla karane vAle ke prati karUNA bahAte haiM, unake aMtara meM khUnI ke prati bhI karUNA, kSamA, dayA hotI hai| Akhira to insAna hI hai na, bhUla ho bhI sakatI Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai, mahAtmA sAdhu mApha kara dete haiN| bAkI to aise loga virale hI hote haiM jo saMyogo tathA vAtAvaraNa ko pairo tale roMdakara AgekUca kara jAte haiN| ___ saMta ne dekhA isa aurata ko sudharane kI icchA to hai, isake aMtara meM saccA pazcAtApa jagA hai| uttama tathA daivI bhAvanA kA jharanA bahane lage to insAna puNyazAlI bana sakatA hai| isa aurata kA muMha udAsa thA, aMtaramana se dukhI thI, saMyogo ke dabAva meM Akara anAcAra kA sevana kiyA thA, saMtane kahA "tuma nizcita rho|" patthara, Dhele, lakaDiyAM lekara loga Ae, saMta ne zAMti se sabakI bAta sunI aura bole tuma ko lagatA hai, "yaha aurata bhraSTa hai, to mAranA, paraMtu jisane kabhI kisI aurata ko dekhakara kudRSTi na DAlI ho, mana meM vikAra paidA nahIM huA ho, kevala vahI insAna maaregaa| tuma sabase pahale apane mana ko pUcho, apane ISTa deva se puucho| yadi tuma pavitra hoM to jarUra maaro|" saMta ke sAtha saba dhyAna meM khar3e rahe, AtmA to sAmAna hI hai, jo hotA hai vaha saca kahatI hai| mana kA ekAMta, yAni mana ke sAtha bAta, Aja hama yaha karate haiM? nahIM shaayd| hama to akelepana se ghabarAte hai, akelApana ho to reDiyo bajAte haiN| hameM to maMdira meM bhI kaI vicAra Ate hai, ekAMta kI zAMti meN| kyoM ki hamArA mana hamezA kUdatA rahatA hai| hameM mauna kI bhASA sIkhanI hai tabhI hama apanI AtmA kI AvAja suna skeNge| isIlie kaI bAra hama kahate haiM, "apanI AtmA se pUcho yadi hama cAheMge to hamArI AtmA hameM jarUra javAba degii|" mArane Ane vAloM ne dhyAna kI zAMti meM dekha liyA ki, aisA pavitra to koI nahIM hai, jisake mana meM bhI kabhI vikAra na janmA hoN| dhIre dhIre saba zarmA kara vahAM se cale gye|| saMta ne aurata se kahA, "aba tuma jAo apane jIvana kA navasarjana karo, jo insAna aMdhere kue~ se bAhara nikalatA hai, use hI navaprabhAta ke suMdara darzana hote haiN|' 'AtmA so paramAtmA' isakA artha yahI hai ki hamArI AtmA Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 67 bhI paramAtmA svarUpa hI hai paraMtu karmoM tathA vAsanA tale dabI huI hai| pApabhIrU mana dhIre-dhIre karmoM tathA pApoM se mukta hokara paramAtmA ke pUrNa prakAza ko prApta karatA hai / usa bhikhArI ke mana meM sone ke lie usake bhItara jo kleza janmA thA, usI kA nAma, zreyasa tathA preyasa kA viveka hai| apane mana ko dhokara jo sApha karatA hai, vaha zreyasa kA abhinaMdana karatA hai, paraMtu Aja to adhikatara loga preyasa ke hI rasika haiM / caukIdAra rAta bhara AvAja karatA rahatA hai, isI taraha hameM bhI apane mana ko pratipala saceta rakhanA hai, isake lie zAstroM kA sadaiva paThana, ciMtana, manana Avazyaka hai| pApabhIrUtA kA matalaba hai hi hameM pApa nahIM karane cAhie, aura ho jAe to aMdara usakA dukha honA caahie| jaise bistara meM pina yA kaMkar3a ho to cubhate haiM, aisI hI becainI pApa karate vakta honI cAhie / "aisA nahIM kara sakatA" yaha AvAja svAbhAvikatA se hI AnI cAhie, pratipala mana jAgarUka rakhanA cAhie / yaha kaba saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? bAhara se dhArmika kahalAne vAle kaIM loga ho sakate hai, paraMtu apane mana kA aMtarnirIkSaNa karanA bahuta kaThina hai / jIvana kI adhikatara kriyAoM ko vaza meM kiyA jA sakatA hai, sivAya mana ke| mana ko vaza karanA atyaMta kaThina hai, jaba taka yaha vaza nahIM hotA, kucha bhI prApta karanA muzkila hai| do pA~ca bAra vyAkhyAna sunane se kucha nahIM. ho sakatA, aMtara meM DubakI lagAkara mana kA saMzodhana karanA cAhie, isake lie janmabhara sAdhanA kI jarUrata hai| hama sunate hai na, "jaisI karanI vaisI bharanI" yaha kudarata kA niyama hai, svayaM mahAvIra prabhu kI AtmA ko bhI eka bhava meM narka meM jAnA par3A thA / karmasattA ke sAmane kisI kI pezakaza nahIM calatI, vahA~ to kevala AtmA kI karaNI hI sahAyaka banatI hai| Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 jIvana meM saMyogo ke adhIna hokara hama phisala na jAeM, isake lie yaha chaTThA sopAna maMtra hameM milA hai| duniyA meM balavAna dikhate hue vyakti ko bhI, pApabhIrUtA kA cirAga hRdaya meM sadA rozana rakhanA hai| aise guNa dhAraka vyakti kI vANI, vicAra kaise hote hai? tathA paraloka meM zAMti kaise prApta hotI hai, yaha bAda meM soceNge| Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa parAjaya pApa bhIrU vyakti kA hRdaya eka taraha se abhaya hotA hai, kisI kI paravAha nahIM krtaa| kyoM ki pApa ko parAjita kiyA hai usne| adhikatara loga pApa se isalie Darate haiM, kyoM ki unheM bhaya hai ki kisI ko patA cala jAegA to kyA hogA? jaba ki pApabhIrU vyakti pApa se DaratA hai, paraMtu dUsaroM se abhaya rahatA hai, eka pApa kitane bhaya paidA karatA hai, isakA eka udAharaNa dekhate haiN| pApabhIrU vyakti mana, vacana, kAyA se niyamoM ko bhaMga nahIM krtaa| corI kA mAla lenA, becanA, kara na bharanA, pratibaMdhita mAla lenA yA bhejanA aise kAma na karake vaha deza va kAnUna kA bhalA karatA hai| Aja to pUrA samAja hI cora bana gayA hai, kevala sarakAra hI doSI nahIM hai| Every nation has a government it deserves. deza ke pradhAna bhI samAja meM se hI cune jAte hai| insAna meM yadi nyAya ke prati kAnUna ke prati AdarabhAva nahIM hoM, jIvana meM siddhAMto kA pAlana nahIM ho to rAjya cAheM jitane niyama kAnUna banAaiM, vaha bhaMga kI kregaa| insAna ko svayaM ko badalane kI, ImAnadAra banane kI jarUrata hai| muMbaI ke eka nyAyAdhIza the, eka dina atyaMta jarUrI kAma kI vajaha se, gati maryAdA kA bhaMga karake, pulisa caukI ko bhI pAra karake, teja raphtAra se gAr3I calAkara Age nikala gye| paraMtu kAma pUrA hote hI ve pulisa caukI Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 Ae aura niyama bhaMga karane ke aparAdha meM apanA nAma svayaM likhaayaa| unakA mAnanA thA ki pratyeka vyakti ko svayaM hI apanA nyAyAdhIza bananA cAhie, tabhI samAja pragati karegA / hameM rAjya ke kAyade pApabhIrUtA pUrvaka pAlane cAhie, Aja to vyApArI kAyade ke pIche phAyade DhUMDhane meM lagA huA hai| jaba taka insAna kA hRdaya parivartana na hoM, taba taka bAhya kAnUnoM se kyA phAyadA ho sakatA hai ? rAjya ke kAnUnoM ke pAlana ke sAtha sAtha vyakti ko samAjavirodhI kAryo ko tyAjya, ghRNAspada mAnakara calanA caahie| Aja apane yahAM to koI aisI vyavasthA hI nahIM hai, vyakti svachaMdatA pUrvaka vyavahAra karatA hai / eka kAla aisA thA jaba insAna, svayaM kI, sabhya samAja kI tathA pavitra logoM kI maryAdA rakhatA thA / na karane yogya kArya sabhya vyakti kaise kara sakatA hai ? aisI mAnyatA thI, Aja to svataMtratA ke nAma para svacchaMdatA kA jIvana meM praveza ho gayA hai| pApabhIrU vyakti ko samAja ke zreyaskara niyamoM kA kaThoratA pUrvaka pAlana karanA cAhie / pApabhIrU vyakti kI tIsarI dRSTi, dharma ke prati usakI samajhadArI hai| dharma kA dIpaka cAroM ora prakAza phailAtA hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki dhArmika vyakti ko pApa karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai, kahate haiM ki, "dharmo rakSati rakSitaH / " yadi insAna dharma kI rakSA karegA to dharma usakI rakSA kregaa| paraMtu Aja to insAna dharma ko niSphala kara rahA hai, phira jIvana kA AdhAra kyA hogA ? kisakI zaraNa meM jaaegaa| dharmavRkSa ko tor3akara insAna zAMti kahA~ se prApta karegA ? ataH kahA gayA hai ki " dharmo hanti hantaH / " marA huA dharma insAna ko mAratA hai, jIvana kI pratyeka kriyAo meM jIvita dharma hI hameM jIne kI preraNA detA hai| Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ azaTha yAni surIlI saMvAditA bahuta se loga kahate haiM ki hameM mokSa svarga yA nirvANa yAhie, paraMtu kahane mAtra se prApta nahIM ho sakatA, usake lie sadguNa rUpI sopAna car3hane paDate haiN| ina sopAnoM ko car3hate hue kramazaH AnaMda kI prApti hone lagatI hai, sadguNoM rUpI mukti pAkara mokSarUpI sAdhya kI prApti kara sakate haiM / zaTha vyakti jo kucha karatA hai, usake pIche hRdaya kA kaluSa chupA rahatA hai, usakI A~khoM meM ceSTAoM meM, hAvabhAva meM mAyA chalakatI hai / usakA hAsya aura rUdana donoM hI nakalI hote haiM, unakI kathanI aura karanI meM bahuta antara hotA hai / hAsya aura rUdana donoM meM hI svArtha kI pradhAnatA rahatI hai, vaha rotA bhI isalie hai ki dUsaroM ko dravita kara apanA svArtha siddha kara ske| aisA mAyAvI insAna kucha logoM kI zAbAzI prApta karake apanI jIta samajhatA hai, paraMtu saca to yaha hai ki vaha andara se hArA huA hai / 20 jisakI karanI mAyA rahita, krUratA rahita hotI hai, vahI saccI mAnavatA kahalAtI hai| pUjya upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja pharamAte haiM ki koI digambara rahe, vastradhAraNa na kare, sUkhA anna khAe~, tapasyA kare, paraMtu yadi usakA mana mAyAse AcchAdita hai, to use asaMkhya janma dhAraNa karane pddeNge| zaTha vyakti apane AsapAsa mAyA jAla bichAkara dUsaroM ko ThagatA hai, aise vyakti kA koI vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| isa jIvana meM sabase baDI upalabdhi vizvAsapAtra honA hai, jo vizvAsapAtra nahIM hai, usake pAsa sabakucha ho hue 71 Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 bhI, kucha bhI na hone ke barAbara hai, usakI ArAdhanA meM bhI daMbha hai / tapa meM bhI kapaTa hai, vaha socatA hai, saba logoM ko usake pIche rahanA cAhie, isa taraha chala, kapaTa, prapaMca karane vAlA kabhI na kabhI jarUra nIce giratA hai / azaTha jIvana yAni kyA ? jaisA mana meM vaisA vacana meM, jaisA vacana meM vaisA kriyA meM, tInoM meM susaMvAditA honI cAhie, sAmaMjasya honA caahie| yathA citaM tathA vAco, yathA vAco tathA kriyAH / dhanyAste tritayaM yeSAM, visaMvAdo na vidyate / / bAlaka pyArA kyoM lagatA hai ? kyoM ki vaha daMbha rahita hai, mana, vacana, kAyA tInoM meM saMvAditA hai / bAlaka baDoM kA gurU hai| yadi gIta ke sura, vAdya tathA tAla kA sumela nahIM hai to saMgIta kaise prakaTa hogA ? ina tInoM kA sAmaMjasya yAni saMgIta / Aja to hamArI AtmA alaga gAtI hai, vANI rUpI tabalA alaga bajatA hai aura kriyArUpI peTI alaga bajatI hai, jahA~ mana, vacana, kriyA meM visaMgatiyAM hoM vahA~ saphalatA kaise mila sakatI hai ? pahale ke jamAne meM ghara ke logoM meM aisI saMvAditA thI, taba loga sukhI the| Aja to ghara ke logoM ke pAsa bhI apanI bAta ko saca siddha karane ke lie sogaMdha khAne paDate haiM / phira bhI loga AdhI bAta hI saca mAnate haiM, kyoM ki mAyA, jhUTha bahuta bar3ha gaye haiM / abhayA rAnI ne sudarzana zeTha ko phaMsAyA, sudarzana zeTha ne akArya karane para saMyama rakhA, taba rAnI ne zeTha para balAtkAra kA Aropa lagAyA / cillAcillA kara gA~va ke logoM ko ikaTThA kiyA, loga rAnI ke pakSa meM A gaye / zeTha kI patnI manoramA ke kAnoM taka bAta pahuMcI / manoramA ko apane pati para pUrNa zraddhA thI, vizvAsa thA ki usake pati pavitra haiM, kisI bhI nArI ke rUpa para najara taka nahIM karate / manoramA ne prArthanA kI ki, "he divya tattva ! yadi hamArA zIla aura dAmpatya jIvana zuddha aura pavitra hoM to Apa prasanna hoM, prakAza kI pratIkSA meM, maiM annajala kA tyAga karatI huuN|" Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 73 zeTha para sampUrNa zraddhA thI, unake mana, vacana, kAyA ke sAmaMjasyapUrNa saMgIta ko jIvana bhara sunA thA, isIlie gA~va cAheM jo kaha rahA thA, magara use sampUrNa vizvAsa thA apane pati pr| zAsana deva padhAre, usakI apUrva zraddhA se zUlI bhI siMhAsana bana gayA, isa taraha insAna apane gRhasthAzrama ko pavitratA dvArA svarga bana sakatA hai| paraMtu aMtarvRtti na badale, taba taka jIvana parivartana nahIM ho sakatA, isake lie prathama mana ko badalanA jarUrI hai| jise sAdhu bananA hai, use apanI vRttiyoM ko virakta banAnA hai| jo virakta nahIM, vaha sAdhu banakara bhI chupake chupake dhana, mAna, vastuoM kA saMgraha hI karegA, kyoM ki usakI vRttiyAM badalI nahIM haiN| vRttiyoM kI nirmalatA hI dharma hai, vRttiyAM nirmala banatI haiM, phira saMgraha vRtti chUTa jAtI hai| parigraha bhArarUpa lagatA hai| jaise bAloM ke bar3hane para bhAra mahasUsa hotA hai| aise hI zuddha vRtti vAle vyakti ko parigraha bar3hane para bhArarUpa lagatA hai| ataH vaha bhAra kama karane ke lie dAna kI saritA pravAhita karatA hai| __ Aja ke dhanika samajhate haiM ki sAdhuoM ko bhI unake binA kahA~ calane vAlA hai? aura vo samAja ke uddhAraka haiM, aisA garva karate haiN| isa dRSTi ko badalane kI AvazyakatA hai| __ Aja se solaha varSa pahale kI yaha bAta hai, eka sajjana saMsthA kA saMcAlana karate the| unake pAsa eka anya sajjana Ae aura kahA "ye tIna lAkha rUpaye le lo|' sajjana ne mAtra eka lAkha hI lie, dUsare varSa phira Ae, taba bhI unhoMne eka lAkha rUpaye hI rakhe, tIsare varSabhI aisA hI kiyaa| una sajjana ne prema se pUchA, "Apane eka sAtha tIna lAkha kyoM nahIM rakhe?' dUsare sajjana ne javAba diyA, "yadi eka sAtha rakhe hote to Apako garva A jAtA, dAna namratA ke badale ahaMkAra meM badala jaataa| paise ke lena-dena se vyakti kA dAna bhAva adhika bar3A hai| bar3I rakama ko baiMka meM jamA karAne jAnA paDatA hai yaha to ThIka, paraMtu nisvArtha bhAva se kAma karane ke lie madada mila hI jAtI hai, yaha merI zraddhA aura vizvAsa hai| yadi tIna lAkha rUpaye eka sAtha le letA, Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 to mujhe apane Apa para tathA mere kAma para vizvAsa nahIM rhtaa|" dAna dene se adhika AnaMda, dene kI bhAvanA kA hai, arpaNa bhAva meM AnaMda hai| arpaNa bhAva binA amaratA kI pagaDaMDI hAtha lagane vAlI nahIM isake lie niSkapaTa, ni:svArtha dAna Avazyaka hai| bAdala barasa kara halke hote haiM, vaise hI dAna dekara hameM halkepana kA anubhava karanA hai| citta kI udAratA binA, korI ArAdhanA niSphala hai| hameM apane citta ko isa prakAra gar3hanA hai ki dAna kI bhAvanA hamezA jAgRta rhe| __yaha sAtavAM sadguNa hai| azaThatA meM, arthAta zaThatA ko tyAgane vAlA insAna nirmala hRdayavAlA hotA hai, usakA aMtaHkaraNa pAradarzI hotA hai, citta, vANI, kriyA meM susaMvAda hotA hai| aisA vyakti vizvasanIya, prazaMsanIya hotA hai, usakI buddhi unnata tathA talavAra kI dhAra jaisI tIkSNa hotI hai| Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmI jIvana kI saphalatA jo vyakti mAyA, kapaTa rahita hai, usakA mana sphaTika kI bhAMti nirmala hotA hai| jo kapaTI hoM, mana se malina hoM, usakI gaNanA yadi dhArmika meM ho sakatI hai to mAtra usake bAhya ADambaroM ke AdhAra pr| paraMtu vaha vizvasanIya nahIM ho sakatA, loga kaheMge usakA mana svaccha nahIM hai, usase sAvadhAna rhnaa| dhArmika vyakti kA vizvasanIya honA jarUrI hai, IrSyAlu yA kapaTI nhiiN| IrSyAlu vyakti ke mana ko koI nahIM jAna sakatA, tathA vaha dUsaroM ke mana kI bAta jAne binA rahatA nhiiN| dhArmika vyakti, strI, bAlaka, vRddha cAheM jisake pAsa calA jAe, usake caritra, usakI saralatA aura usake kriyA kalApoM se kisI ko kisI prakAra kA bhaya nahIM satAtA, jo mAyAvI nahIM, vaha saccA ashtth| aisA vyakti hI vizvasanIya, prazaMsanIya bana sakatA hai, dIrghakAla ke lie| dhArmika vyakti ko bhAvanAzIla honA cAhie, aisI bhAvanA lAne ke lie aMdara kI kuTilatA dUra karanI cAhie, varanA phUla jaise komala bhAva, kuMThita hRdaya meM kaise Tika sakate haiN| urvara jamIna meM hI bIja, pAnI mile to paudhA uga sakatA hai, vaise hI hRdaya kI saralatA rUpI khAda milegI, tabhI dharmabhAvanA TikI raha skegii| duniyA meM camatkAroM se logoM ko prabhAvita karanA AsAna hai, paraMtu jinakA mana evaM hRdaya zAMta hai, aise loga to virale hI hote haiN| jagata meM 75 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paise, pratiSThA, kIrti, mAna vAle bahuta mileMge, magara mana ko sadA prasanna rakhane vAle bahuta kama hai| hA~ kRtrima ADaMbara vAle, kAmI loga bhI aise hI bolate hai ki "saMsAra asAra hai'' ata : kahA hai "vairAgyaraMga: paravaMcanAya dharmopadezo jana rNjnaay| vAdAya vidyA'dhyayanaM ca me'bhUta kriyabruve hAsyakaraM svmiish|" aise loga anya logoM kA manoraMjana karane meM sahAyaka banate haiM, unake lie kRtrimatA, ADaMbara aura dUsaroM kI sahAyatA, ina tInoM bAtoM se prasiddhi AsAna banatI hai| aise logoM ke choTe choTe kAma paise ke kAraNa baDe bana jAte haiN| mu~ha para nakalI bhAva batAte haiM, aise loga bAhara se tyAgI dikhate haiM, yaha inakI bAhya ceSTA hai, isase logoM kA manoraMjana hotA hai, magara aMdara se AtmA to kuTila va malina hI hotI hai| aise loga bAhya ADaMbaroM kA khUba prayoga karate haiN| ziSyoM kI TolI, prazaMsA karanevAle bhaktoM ke jhuMDa, paise kharca karake akhabAro meM khUba pracAra karanA ityAdi inake prapaMca hai| kRtrimatA, ADaMbara tathA paise kharca karake iztihAra chapavAnA inake lakSaNa hote haiN| jagata meM aise logoM kI prathama to vAhavAha hotI hai paraMtu phira raha jAtI hai, hvaa-hvaa| yaha saba karane se manoraMjana to hotA hai, paraMtu mUlyAMkana karane kI zakti AtmA meM hotI hai, AtmA aise bAhya ADaMbaro se nahIM apittu satya AcaraNa se prasanna hotI hai| bahuta se loga kAma karake apanI pratiSThA yA prazaMsA karavAte haiM, jaba ki zuddha bhAva rakhane vAle logoM kI bhI prazaMsA to hotI hai, magara unheM isakI lAlasA yA aiSaNA nahIM rhtii| nAma mile to use rokA nahIM jA sakatA, paraMtu nAmanA kI spRhA ko to roka hI sakate haiN| phUla ke pAsa Akara bhramara guMjana karatA hai, isameM phUla kA doSa nahIM, yaha guMjana svAbhAvika hai| vaise hI insAna yadi lAyaka hai, aura use prazaMsA mile to ThIka hai| Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA to vAstavikatA ke darzana se hI khuza hotI hai, bhramara kA guMjana taba taka baMda nahIM hotA, jaba taka vaha parAga kA rasapAna nahIM kara letaa| isI prakAra jaba taka vAstavika, guNoM kA darzana na hoM, AtmA prasanna nahIM hotii| apane svajanoM ko dekhakara AhlAda, romAMca tabhI hotA hai, jaba vAstavika sneha hoN| ___hamArA mana vAstavikatA kI rAha choDakara kRtrimatA meM hI lagA rahatA hai| hama pUre samaya dUsaroM kA vicAra, dhyAna karate haiM, apanA dhyAna nahIM karate, jaba ki karanA cAhie apanI atmA kA hI dhyaan| pratyeka kArya pratyeka pravRtti karo, paraMtu hara bAra apane mana se pUcho ki isase merA mana yA AtmA prasanna huI hai? yadi nahIM huI to kyoM nahIM huI? apanI bhUla khojakara bhaviSya meM dhyAna rakhanA hI hamArA kartavya hai| kevala vyAkhyAna sunanA hI paryApta nahIM, sunakara vicAra karanA cAhie kI kyA milA? kauna sI nayI dRSTi prApta huI ? kauna sA doSa dUra huA? kisa sadguNoM ko poSaNa milA? aisA prayatna karate rahane se hI mana isameM tallIna hogA aura AtmA vAstavikatA kI tarapha mudd'egii| saMgIta hamArI AtmA ko AhlAdita karatA hai, stavana gAte samaya usameM mana tanmaya ho jAnA cAhie, yadi gAeM to aisA gAeM ki apanA tathA dUsaroM kA mana AhlAdita ho utthe| aisI dRSTi jAgRta hue binA satya kA darzana nahIM ho sktaa| ___insAna saba kucha choDa sakatA hai, mAyA nahIM choDa sktaa| sAdhu, kaMcana, kAminI ko chor3a dete hai, paraMtu kIrti kI bhUkha nahIM chor3a sktaa| vyakti apane Apa ko, apane kArya ko pahacAna le, tabhI bhavasAgara se taira sakatA hai| jo galata ko galata nahIM samajhatA, apanI bhUloM ko nahIM dekha sakatA, usake samAna duniyA meM hatabhAgI aura koI nahIM hai| kusumapura nAmaka nagara meM do sAdhu eka makAna meM rahane Ae, eka tyAgI the, paraMtu the ADaMbarI, dUsarA zithila, sarala para gunnvaan| makAna mAlika sarala sAdhu ke pAsa Ae, taba usane usa ADaMbarI sAdhu kI prazaMsA kI, guNagAna Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 kie yaha sAdhu guNAnurAgI thA, zeTha ne unheM upadeza dene ko kahA, taba unhoMne kahA ki upadeza tapasvI sAdhu deNge| aba zeTha tapasvI aura ADaMbarI sAdhu ke pAsa Ae, usa sAdhune to guNAnurAgI sAdhu kI nindA karanI zurU kara dii| aisA karane se ADaMbarI sAdhu kI bhavaparaMparA bar3ha gaI aura usa sarala sAdhu ko kevalajJAna kI prApti ho gii| insAna itanA baunA bana gayA hai ki dUsaroM kI virATatA ke darzana kara hI nahIM sktaa| svayaM choTA hai, yaha jAnakara use irSyA hotI hai| paraMtu jaba virATatA AtI hai, taba apane baDe sadguNa choTe lagate haiM, aura dUsaroM ke choTe choTe guNa baDe dikhate haiN| jo apane ko choTA tathA dUsaroM ko bar3A samajhatA hai, vahI jIvana meM vikAsa kara sakatA hai, kahA bhI hai ki paraguNaparamANUn parvatIkRtya nitym| nijahRdi vikasantaH santi santaH kiyntH|| apanA kArya dUsaroM kI anumodanA karanA hai, na ki nindA karanA, vAstavikatA ko dekhane vAlA apanI bhUla dekha sakatA hai, isIlie usake sudharane kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| akabara ne eka bAra bIrabala se kahA ki, "isa merI lAina ko binA kATe choTI kara do|" sabane socA yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? paraMtu bIrabala ne usa paMkti ke pAsa hI dUsarI baDI rekhA khIMca dI, vaha rekhA svataH choTI ho gii| hameM yaha bodhapATha lenA cAhie, dUsaroM ko choTA banAne ke bajAya, hameM virATa, baDA banane ke koziza karanI caahie| yadi hama IrSyA vaza hokara dUsaroM ko choTA dikhAne kI koziza meM hI lage raheMge to hama baDe kaba baneMge? duniyA sadguNa, durguNa ke bheda pUrI taraha samajhatI hai, use samajhAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| hameM dUsaroM ko durguNI na kahakara svayaM sadguNI banane kA prayatna karanA caahie| Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 79 eka jagaha do vRddha striyAM rahatI thI / eka kA nAma thA riddhi, dUsarI kA nAma thA siddhi| siddhi IrSyAlu thI, pahale vaha pensila jaisI thI aba suI jaisI ho gaI thI, IrSyA meM jalajalakara / usane socA "usa riddhi kI saMpatti kA nAza karUM taba hI mujhe caina milegA / " usase dUsaroM kI mahAnatA, utkarSa dekhA nahIM jAtA thA / isalie usane tapa karake deva ko prasanna kiyA, devane pUchA, "isa taraha jala kyoM rahI ho?" usane kahA, "riddhi kA utkarSa dekhakara maiM jala rahI hUM, he deva mujhe sukhI karo aura usa riddhi ko dukhI kro| " deva ne kahA yaha nahIM ho sakatA, kyoM ki usakA puNya prabala hai, paraMtu yaha ho sakatA hai ki tuma jitanA mAMgogI usase dugunA use milegA / siddhi ne kahA, "ThIka hai aisA kro| " deva ne kahA, "tathAstu / " siddhi ne eka ghara tathA usake sabhI kamaroM meM eka eka kuA mAMgA, aba riddhi ko do ghara tathA hara kamare meM do do kUe mile| aba siddhi ne kahA "meMrI eka A~kha phUTe, jisase usakI donoM A~khe phUTa jAe, vaha aMdhI ho jAe, aura kUe meM gira pdd'e|" Apane dekhA, IrSyA meM jalatI huI siddhi apanI eka A~kha phoDakara bhI use aMdhA banAnA cAhatI thii| vyakti kI tucchatA, IrSyA, chichorepana ke kAraNa Aja ghara-ghara meM kalaha ho rahe haiM / khAnA mila rahA hai, kapaDe hai, paise haiM, phira bhI devarAnI-jeThAnI meM choTI choTI bAtoM ko lekara jhagaDe ho rahe haiM / jIvana meM yadi sukhI honA hai, to choTI choTI bAtoM kI upekSA karake udAratA apanAnI paDegI / hameM bIrabala kI bar3I rekhA aura siddhi kI IrSyA ko dhyAna meM rakhanA hogA / jinheM dharma meM Age bar3hanA hai, unheM dusaroM kI rekhA ko choTI karane ke bajAya apanI rekhA ko baDI karanI cAhie / yahI jIvana kI saphalatA kA saccA maMtra hai| Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sudAkSiNya AThavA~ guNa sudAkSiNyatA guNa, jo hameM zubhakArya karane kI preraNA detA hai| jIvana meM yadi yaha guNa na hoM to insAna svArthI bana jAtA hai, svArtha meM pAgala hokara, vaha kutte kI bhAMti, roTI ke lobha meM lakaDI kI mAra bhI khA letA hai| para manuSyatA pAne ke lie to paramArtha ke tattva ko apane bhItara vikasita karanA hogaa| sudAkSiNyatA guNa vAle AdamI ke pAsa koI duHkhI Ae to vaha madada jarUra karatA hai, aise vyakti ke pAsa loga apanA hRdaya khola sakate haiM, duHkha halkA kara sakate haiM, aise loga Aja kama dikhAI dete haiN| hameM yaha kamI pUrI karanI hai| zaharI logoM ke jIvana meM svArtha vizeSa rUpa se dikhAI detA hai, unakA hara kadama gaNanApUrvaka hotA hai| jhoMpaDe se mahala bana jAe to bhI svArtha vRtti banI hI rahatI hai| jaba taka insAna kevala apanA hI vicAra karegA mAnavatA kahA~ khilegii| yadi jIvana ko harAbharA rakhanA hai to hRdaya meM sudAkSiNyatA kI ArdratA honI jarUrI hai| aise guNadhAraka vyakti kA hRdaya snehamaya hotA hai, vaha dUsaroM ke duHkha dUra karane ke lie sadA tattpara rahatA hai| aise loga gA~vo meM thoDe jarUra mila sakate hai, zaharoM meM to dUsaroM kI bAta sunane kI phursata hI kahA~ ? phira sahAyaka bananA to dUra kI bAta hai| eka zahara ke nagarazeTha gujara gaye, taba unheM zraddhAMjali dete hue kavi 80 Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meghANI ne kahA ki, "yaha vyakti baDe the paraMtu unakA cabUtarA choTA thaa| isalie rAha calatA koI vRddha bhI binA kAma unake pAsa jAkara zikAyata kara sakatA thaa| yaha nagarazeTha sabakI sunate the, inake dvAra sabake lie khule the|" daravAje baMda karake baiThane vAloM ke pAsa kauna jaaegaa| vyakti jaise jaise baDA hotA hai| usameM guNoM kI bhI vRddhi honI cAhie, choTe logoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha bar3hanA caahie| unake du:kha sunakara sahAnubhUti dikhAnI cAhie, kuTuMba meM eka vyakti bhI aisA hoM to dUsaroM meM bhI dhIre-dhIre ye sadguNa vikasita ho jaaeNge| "mahAjano yena gataH sa : panthAH " ghara ke bujurgoM ko pahale apanA jIvana dAkSiNya guNa sampanna, pavitra, paropakArI banAnA cAhie, phira choTe bhI unakA anukaraNa kreNge| aise bhAvavAle vyakti apane tathA dUsaroM ke lAbha kA vicAra karake prAthamikatA ke AdhAra para kAryoM ko aMjAma dete haiN| yadi dUsaroM kA kAma jyAdA jarUrI hai to vo pahale karate haiN| aisA vyakti sabhI kA madadagAra ho sakatA hai| kucha loga to "samaya nahIM hai" kahakara apanA bacAva karate haiN| saccA udyamI vyakti samaya meM se samaya nikAlakara paropakAra karatA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIrane paccIsa sau varSa pahale kahA thA ki "he gautama eka pala kA bhI pramAda mata kr|" pramAda to dImaka kI bhAMti sadguNoM kA nAza kara detA hai| bahuta se loga subaha jAgane ke bAda bhI bistara meM taMdrA, Alasya meM par3e rahate haiM, vyartha ke vicAroM meM kaI ghaMTe barabAda karate haiN| aise logoM ko vyartha samaya gaMvAnA hI nahIM caahie| A~kha khulate hI bistara se uThakara paramAtmA . kA nAma lenA cAhie, suMdara vicAroM dvArA kAma meM laganA cAhie, kAma karane se kisI kI AtmA thakatI nahIM aura na hI koI bUr3hA hotA hai| kAma se to vyakti taMdurasta rahatA hai| dharma insAna ko kabhI nirmAlya nahIM bnaataa| dharma kA kAma to "mRtyu merA vizrAma hai, mitra hai" isakA bodha karAkara Age bar3hAnA hai| dhArmika ko mRtyu kA bhaya kabhI nahIM satAtA, vaha jAnatA hai ki akhaMDa jIvana yAtrA meM, Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 jIvana aura mRtyu to do sIr3hiyAM haiM aura mokSa usakA dhavala shikhr| dharmI, paropakArI vyakti ko "grAhya vAkya' kahate haiM, usakA vacana nikalane se pahale hI loga use svIkAra kara lete haiN| paraMtu aisA kaba saMbhava hotA hai? jaba hamane logoM ke lie kucha kiyA ho to| dUsaroM kI upekSA karake, hama apekSA kaise rakha sakate hai? kabhI hama zikAyata karate haiM ki "usane merA kAma nahIM kiyaa| usake pahale hameM yaha dekhanA cAhie ki kyA hamane usake lie kabhI kucha kiyA hai?" Aja bAlaka aura mA~ bApa, zeTha aura nokara, sAsa-bahU, maMtrI aura prajA, saba eka dUsaroM se yahI prazna pUchate haiM "tumane hamAre lie kyA kiyA?" cunAva ke samaya voTa hAsila karake, kyA netA vApasa mu~ha dikhAte hai ? paraMtu phira bhI yaha apekSA to rakhate hI haiM ki prajA hama jaisA kaheM vaisA kare, hameM hI mata de vgairaah| mAtra bhASaNa denA hI to sevA nahIM hai n| pAlItANA meM Agama maMdira kA kAma cala rahA thA, usa samaya kI bAta hai| Agama saMzodhana kA kAma pUjya AcArya zrI AnaMdasAgarasurijI mahArAja avirata kara rahe the| vo itanA parizrama kara rahe the ki unheM dekhakara dUsaroM ko thakAna laga jaae| eka dina maiMne pUchA "mahArAjazrI Apa itanA kaSTa kyoM uThA rahe haiM ?" unhoMne pratyuttara meM kahA "isameM koI kaSTa nahIM hai, balki svAdhyAya kI mauja hai, isa samaya to pratyeka pala ko jJAna se bharanA hai, adhika samaya hI kahA~ hai?" aise samartha jJAnI gurU bhI yadi koI sAdhu bimAra hoM to, unheM zAtA pUchane ke lie kAma ko chor3akara cale jAte the, unakI suzrUSA krne| jJAna ke sAtha suzruSA tathA zrama karanA bhI jJAniyoM ko sIkhanA caahie| vikTara hyugo kA eka prasaMga AtA hai, vaha eka sAmAnya pAdarI thA, rAste meM eka bAra eka phor3e vAle AdamI ko dekhA, vaha pIr3A se karAha rahA thaa| pAdarI vahA~ rUke usakI madada kI, apanA kAma choddkr| kaI loga cale jA rahe the, kisI ne madada nahIM kI, paraMtu sabane mana hI mana yaha avazya Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahA ki "vAha kitanA sevAbhAvI hai yaha insAna" yaha kArya hajAroM ke lie preraNAdAyI bnaa| isa insAna ko mahAna banAnevAlA kauna? usa phoDe vAle AdamI kI sevA kA prsNg| aise paropakAra ke nimitta meM hI sva-upakAra nihita hai, par3osI ke ghara kI Aga bujhAeMge to apanA ghara bhI salAmata rhegaa| dUsaroM para gulAba jala chir3akeMge to sugaMdha se sarAbora Apa bhI hoNge| paropakArI logoM kI bAta dUsare loga phaurana svIkAra karate haiM, varanA to bUDhA paDApaDA cillAtA rahatA hai, "are koI pAnI to pilaao|" taba ghara vAle kahate haiM, "tumane kaba kisI ko pAnI pilAyA hai ? ki pAnI mAMga rahe ho|" aisI dazA hamArI na hoM usake lie hameM jAgRta rahanA hai| yaha saca hai ki samAja kabhI kRtaghna nahIM banatA, pUrA phUla nahIM to phUla kI paMkhuDI vApasa karatA hI hai| bIja boyA hai to phala jarUra milegaa| Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAkSiNyamayI dAna bhAvanA sudAkSiNyavAna AtmA kaisI hotI hai? yaha hama dekha rahe haiN| apane kuTumba ke lie to pazupakSI bhI prayatna karate haiM, makar3I ke jAle ko dekhakara kalAkAra stabdha raha jAtA hai, kaI bAra pazupakSI mAnava se jyAdA acchI taraha kAma karate haiN| pazupakSIoM kA apane kuTumba ke prati samarpaNa to dekhie| eka dUsare ke lie kitanA prema? hai mAnava meM aisI vaphAdArI? pazupakSI garmI, sardI, barasAta ityAdi sahakara bhI sAtha rahate haiM, jaba ki insAna apane bacce, patnI ko chor3akara klaboM meM ghUmatA hai| kyA mAnava Aja pazupakSI jitanA bhI karatA hai? makar3I kA jAla yA sArasa kI jor3I ko jarA dekhie, vo eka dUsare ke viyoga meM prANa tyAga dete haiN| Izvara kI bhakti ko bhI kavi ne pakSI kI upamA dI hai, "hai prabhu maiM tujhe cakravAka aura cakravAkI kI taraha cAhatA huuN| vo donoM jaise eka dUsare ke lie tar3apate haiM, vaise hI maiM tere darzana ke lie tar3apatA huuN|" yaha suMdara upamA hameM pakSiyoM se milatI hai| hamArA dAmpatya jIvana cakravAka tathA cakravAkI kI taraha hai, pakSI meM dila aura bhAvanA kI ekatA hotI hai| tar3apate hue sArasa kI aMtaravyathA dekheM to pattA calegA ki pyAra kise kahate haiM? paraMtu amara hone kA adhikAra to sirpha manuSya ko hI milA hai| manuSya ko pakSI kI bhAMti sAtha rahakara kevala maranA hI nahIM hai, apitu amara honA 84 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai| jaba se isa janma maraNa kI gAr3I meM hama baiThe haiM, taba se yaha apane aMtima dhyeya kI ora Age bar3hatI hI jA rahI hai| bAtoM meM aura pravRtti meM jIvana bIta rahA hai, kAla ke pravAha meM isa jIvana pravAha ko hameM dhyAna se dekhanA hai| kSaNa-kSaNa ke anaMta khaMDo se banA yaha jIvana kA kAla pravAha kaisA akhaMDatA kA bhrama paidA karatA hai? kAla ke isa pravAha meM kabhI na kabhI to do AtmAe~ alaga hone hI vAlI hai| nema-rAjula kI jor3I jaisI udAtta, urdhvagAmI banane kI kalpanA hameM kabhI AtI hai? mokSa meM bhI yadi hama sAtha raha sakeM to isI kA nAma Adarza jIvana hai| aise jIvana meM eka dUsare ke pUraka banakara rahanA hai| jahA~ jIvana meM maryAdA, saMyama honA cAhie vahA~ Aja pazutA ke darzana hote haiN| zravaNa kie hue vicAroM kA ciMtana honA cAhie, jisase hama urdhvagAmI bana skeN| mA~ hAtha pakar3a kara bAlaka ko eka-eka sIDhi caDhAtI hai, vaise hI jJAnI dharmarUpI sIr3hiyoM para car3ha kara upara le jAtA haiN| isameM eka sIr3hi sudAkSiNya bhAva kI hai, isa bhAva ko dhAraNa karane vAlA vyakti svopakAra ke sAtha paropakAra karane se bhI pIche nahIM htttaa| eka gA~va meM eka phaujadAra bahuta krUra thA, usakI eka A~kha nakalI thI, para itanI suMdarathI ki koI jAna hI nahIM pAtA thA, ki vaha nakalI hai| usake pAsa eka catura aparAdhI AyA, usane socA isakI parIkSA lI jaae| usane aparAdhI se kahA "merI kauna sI A~kha nakalI hai? sahI javAba dene para terI sajA mApha kara duuNgaa|" aparAdhI ne kahA, "bAMyI aaNkh|" phaujadAra ne kahA, "tumane kaise jAnA?'' usane kahA, "ApakI bAMyI A~kha meM mujhe dayA kA aMza dikhAI detA hai|" kahane kA Azaya thA ki saccI A~kha meM kevala krUratA hai, dAkSiNya bhAva nahIM hai| phaujadAra ko eka nayI sIkha milii| jahA~ svArtha hai, vahA~ se sudAkSiNya bhAva vidA ho jAtA hai, duniyA meM hama Ae haiM to duniyA ke kAma hameM karane caahie| kama se kama roja eka kAma hama paropakAra kA kareM tAki rAtri meM sote vakta usakA sAtvika AnaMda uThA skeN| jise dUsaroM kI pIr3A Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 86 apanI pIr3A lage, aMtara meM samabhAva rahe, vaha dAkSiNyavAna vyakti hai| ye sadguNa kharIde nahIM jA sakate, na hI acAnaka A jAte haiM, yaha to sAdhanA hai, jAgRti kii| ___ Adi kAlIna AdateM ekadama se nahIM chuutttii| bIDI, tambAkU Adi kI AdateM hamAre andara ghara kara jAtI hai, unheM chor3anI muzkila ho jAtI hai, phira ye to durguNoM kI Adate haiM, Adi kAlIna hai| tailI ke kapar3oM ko khUba dhone se ve bhI sApha ho jAte haiM, satata dhone se adhika sApha ho jAte haiN| isI taraha apane mana ko sApha karane ke lie dhyAna rUpI sAbuna kA prayoga kiyA jAe to mana para lage dAga bhI dUra kie jA sakate haiN| duSTa vyakti dAna degA, galata tarIke se paisA AegA to bhagavAna se kahegA "prabhu! Apa durjana vyakti ko sajjana banA dete hai to kyA kAle dhana ko sapheda nahIM banAoge?" yaha koI dAna nahIM hai, bigaDA huA anAja jaba ghara meM nahIM rakha sakate, taba usakA dAna denA kyA saccA dAna hai? dAna to apanI priya vastu kA, UMcI cIja kA denA cAhie, vahI dAna phalatA hai| ___ naciketA ne apane pitA ko bUDhI gAyoM kA dAna dete dekhA to pUchA "Apa aisI gAyoM ko hI dAna meM kyoM dete haiM ?'' yaha saccA dAna nahIM hai| aisI hI mahAsatI draupadI ke pUrvabhava meM eka ghaTanA ghaTI thii| sAdhu ko kaDavI dhIyA kI sabjI dAna meM dI thI, pariNAma yaha huA ki usake asaMkhya bhava bar3ha gye| dAna to zreSTha vastu kA tathA premapUrvaka hI honA cAhie, yaha hamAre udAra dila tathA bhAvoM kA pratIka hai| binA bhAvapUrvaka diyA huA dAna kevala lena-dena banakara hI raha jAtA hai, aise dAna se to kevala prazaMsA, pratiSThA, kIrti Adi kharIdane ke barAbara hai, dAna koI vyApAra nahIM, vyApAra ke lie to dUsare kaI kSetra haiN| saccA dAna manuSya ke saMkucita mana ko vikasita banAne kA suMdara sAdhana hai, yaha saMgraha vRtti kA nAza karatA hai| dAna dene vAle thor3e loga bhI hoMge Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 87 to yaha pravAha cAlU rahegA, vastu ke pratIka rUpa dAna dene se nayI cetanA pragaTa hotI hai| aise Adarza dAna ke do kisse dhyAna meM lene yogya hai| sUrata meM eka Agama maMdira banavAne kI carcA cala rahI thI, pUjya sAgarajI mahArAjane pharamAyA ki, "ghara ghara mAMgane jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, jisakA bhAva hogA vaha lAbha le legaa|" eka per3hI rakhI gaI, Apako yaha jAnakara Azcarya hogA ki caubIsa ghaMTo meM eka lAkha dasa hajAra rUpaye ikThe ho gye| kisane kitanA diyA, kucha patA nhiiN| isakA nAma hai saccA daan| dUsarA prasaMga hai, thor3e samaya pahale hue relasaMkaTa tathA ativRSTi kaa| gA~va ke loga eka sajjana ke ghara gaye aura vinatI kI ikyAvana rUpaye dene kI, magara unhoMne kahA ki ve sirpha ikkIsa rUpaye hI deNge| aba zAma ko saba ikTThe hue, carcA calI ki, "vo bhAI kitane kaMjUsa hai? ikyAvana rUpaye bhI na de ske|" sabane niMdA, TIkA kii| taba eka vRddha bola uThe, "bhAIyoM samajhe binA TIkA nahIM kro| usa zeTha ko paise dekara nAma nahIM karanA thA, varanA Aja akhabAra meM jisakI bAta likhI hai ki anAma rahakara, jinhoMne ikkIsa hajAra kA dAna diyA hai, vaha yahI zreSThI haiN|" isa taraha saccA dAna to apane AMtarika AnaMda ke lie diyA jAtA hai, nAma karane ke lie nhiiN| Apake zarIra ko mile nAma, kirAye ke haiM nAma mAtA-pitA yA kisIne bhI rakhe hoN| ina nAmoM ke pIche hama pUrI jindagI khatma kara dete haiM, paraMtu apane aMdara chupA huA to anAmI, arUpI hai, isakA darzana pratIti dharma kA hetu hai| apanA jIvana kevala pAnI bilone kI pravRtti hI na banakara raha jAe,yaha dhyAna rhe| kahA hai ki tere kArya "AtmaprItyarthe' kr| aMtaraAtmA ko AnaMda mile, aisA jIvana jIeM, kyoM ki mana aura indriyoM kI tRpti kSaNika hai, Atma tRpti hI zAzvata hai| pravRttiyAM nAma ke lie hai, yA aMdara baiThe hue usa anAmI Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hA ke lie? socie| utuMga zikharoM para vipula maMdiroM kI nagarI yAni pAlItANA, jaga vikhyAta hai| paraMtu ye maMdira kisane banavAe ? kyA Apa jAnate haiM ? ye to kitane hI . anAmI hRdayoM kI bhAvanAoM kA arpaNa hai, prema kA parizrama hai| mahAmaMtrI bAhaDa maMdiroM kA jirNoddhAra karavAnA cAhate the, paraMtu gA~va ke logoM kI bhI aisI bhAvanA thI ki ve lAbha leN| ina uttama bhAvanAoM se isa maMdira nagarI kA nirmANa huaa| sabane lAbha liyA hai| yadi hama yahA~ nahIM deMge svecchA se to, kAla maryAdA pUrI hone para jabaradastI china jAegA, yaha hamArI pAmaratA hai| mRtyu pazcAt hama kucha bhI sAtha nahIM le jA sakate, yaha jAnate hue bhI hama choDa nahIM skte| dene se virATatA pragaTa hotI hai, jamA karake rakhane se insAna baunA hI banA rahatA hai| ___ mAnava ke lie bhAvanAoM kA bhojana yAni dila kI vishaaltaa| asIma aura sImAbaddha donoM hI zaktiyAM hamAre andara maujUda haiN| aisI hI asalI zakti kA pradarzana bhImA kuMDaliyA ne dikhAyA thaa| jIrNoddhAra kI bAta bhImA ke kAnoM meM pddii| dAna kA prema jagA, usane socA "mere pAsa jo hai, maiM bhI usa sabakA dAna kyoM na kara dUM?" eka sAmAnya AdamI, ghI kA vyApArI, saba milAkara kevala DeDha rUpaye kI puuNjii| kapar3oM para ghI tathA dhUla ke dhabbe, maile kucale vastra, paraMtu dAna kI bhAvanA prbl| dAna bhAva lAkhoM ke AdhAra para nahIM TikA hai| mana ke utkRSTa bhAvoM para AdhArita hai| use basa aba dAna dene kI becainI hone lagI, jaise bAdala bharate haiM taba barasane kI cAha jagatI hai| insAna meM bhI aise hI dene kI cAha jAgRta honI cAhie, ki vakta Ane para apanA saba kucha luTA duuN| bhImA apanA sarvasva, jIvanaAdhAra, dhaMdhe kI pUMjI yAni DeDha rUpayA lekara bAhaDa maMtrI kI havelI para aayaa| usane dekhA hajAroM dhanavAna loga vahA~ lAkhoM svarNa muhareM, ratna arpaNa karane ko taiyAra hai, usane socA "yahAM merA bhAva kauna puuchegaa|" mana nirAza ho uThA, dUra khaDA vaha dekha rahA hai ki bAhaDa Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 89 maMtrI ke sAtha loga dAna dene hetu mIThI pratispardhA kara rahe haiM / " gale meM ratnoM kI mAlAeM dhAraNa karane vAle zeTha logoM ke sAmane mere DeDha rUpaye kI kyA kImata? aise kapaDo meM mujha jaise nirdhana ko khaDA bhI kauna rakhegA ?" dUsaroM kA vaibhava dekhakara usakA mana bhara AyA, socane lagA "maiM kaisA abhAgA ?" Akara eka peDa kI chA~va meM baiTha gyaa| usake mana meM uthala-puthala cala rahI thI "maiM vahA~ gayA, paraMtu maiMne maMtrI ko aisA kaba kahA ki lo ye merI bheMTa | yadi aisA karane ke bAda svIkAra nahIM kiyA hotA, to meM samajhatA ki maiM abhAgA huuN| mujhe vApasa jAnA caahie|" phira havelI ke pAsa AyA, maMtrI kI najara usa para paDI, maMtrI ne socA, " zAyada use paisoM kI jarUrata hai, mujhe dene caahie|" yaha socakara vaha bhImA ke pAsa Ae, saba kAma choDakara kyA hama aisA socate haiM ? jaba aisA bhAva jagegA, taba hI upAsanA ke sAtha dAna bhI hogaa| paraMtu hama to hamAre nAma patrikA meM chapeM, mUrtiyoM ke nIce bhI apane nAma khudavAaiM, aisI cAha rakhakara hI dAna dete haiN| yaha lAlasA, aiSaNA, sadbhAvoM kA nAza karatI hai / maMtrI uThe, sAtha hI tArAmaMDala jaise sabhI zreSThi bhI unake sAtha bhImA ke pAsa aae| usake kaMdhe para hAtha rakhakara pUchA, "bolo tumheM kyA cAhie bhAI ?" usake hRdaya meM AlhAda kI lahara dauDa gaI, "itane baDe zeTha ne mere kaMdho para hAtha rakhA / " gadgad svara meM bhImA ne kahA "mujhe kucha bhI nahIM cAhie, maiM to kucha dene AyA huuN| gAMTha kholI, DeDha rUpayA nikAlA, zeTha ko diyA, unhoMne hAtha pakaDakara makhamala ke galIce para biThAyA / " bhImA ne kahA ki usake paira gaMde hai, magara maMtrI usake dAna bhAva jAna gaye the, unhone kahA "tumhArI caraNa raja to kuMkuma ke samAna hai, tumhArA dila to sAgara ke samAna vizAla hai, hama to lAkha meM se hajAra de rahe haiM, tuma to apanA sarvasva dene Ae ho, tuma hamAre pUjya ho / " aura maMdira ke jirNoddhAra meM usakA nAma prathama likhA gayA, usakA dAna sabase baDA dAna huaa| kAraNa ? usake lie dAna cetanA kA vikAsa banA, aMdara kA AlhAda banA, sarvasva parityAga kI bhAvanA banI / Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ese samarpaNa meM hI mAnava jIvana kI saccI dhanyatA hai| aisA hI udAharaNa apane itihAsa meM rANakapura kA hai| isa mahAmaMdira meM 1444 staMbha hai, lAkha-lAkha rUpaye kharcane para bhI eka staMbha kA nirmANa nahIM ho sktaa| isakA nirmANa karavAne vAle the, dharaNA zAha porvaal| jaba kisIko vijJAna kI jAnakArI nahIM thI, taba isakA nirmANa huA, sAtapur3A parvata meM yaha maMdira apane Apa meM kalA kA bejor3a namUnA hai| Aja bhI vahA~ ke vAtAvaraNa meM pavitra paramANuoM kA anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai, dhyAna meM AtmA kA AlhAda sahaja prApta hotA hai| aise pavitra sthaloM kI dhUli mAthe para car3hAne se citta meM udAratA tathA hRdaya meM pavitra bhAva paidA hote haiN| aisI bemisAla suMdara kalAkRti, paraMtu dharaNA zAha kA kahIM nAmonizAna nahIM, sirpha eka staMbha meM dharaNA zAha hAtha joDakara khaDe haiN| vaha kAla aisA thA jaba dene vAle the, to sAmane nA kahane vAle bhI aise hI the| dAna to prema bhakti kA madhura khela hai| dAna bhAvanA jagegI, tabhI samAja kA utthAna hogA, yaha sudAkSiNya bhAva samarpaNa bhAva ko jagAtA hai| Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 lajjA hamane aMtima sadguNa meM dekhA ki dhArmika vyakti kI AtmA meM sudAkSiNya bhAva tathA A~kho meM naisargika karUNA hotI hai| phira AtA hai lajjA guNa, ayogya kArya karane ke pahale unheM lAja AtI hai ki "yaha kAma to maiM nahIM kara sktaa|' aura kabhI aisA choTAsA akArya ho jAe to, usakA bhArI pazcAtApa hotA hai| lajjA guNa dhAraka vyakti sadAcAra kA hI sevana karatA hai, satkArya meM hI pravRtta rahatA hai| paraMtu jinheM burI AdateM paDa gaI haiM zarAba pIne kI, sigAreTa vagairaha pIne kI, unheM suvAsita bhojana ke samaya bhI durgaMdha yukta padArtha hI pIne, khAne kI icchA rahatI hai| durAcArI ko durAcAra kie binA caina nahIM paDatA, sadAcArI ko sadAcAra binA zAMti nahIM, isIlie hamezA jJAnI kA satsaMga karanA cAhie tAki hRdaya meM sadAcAra kA bhAva banA rhe| mAMsAhArI ko mAMsAhAra priya lagatA hai, zAkAhArI use pala bhara ke lie dekhanA bhI pasaMda nahIM krtaa| aisA kyoM ? mAMsAhArI krUra evaM dUSita vAtAvaraNa meM rahatA A rahA hai, jaba ki zAkAhArI dayA, komalatA, saMskAramaya vAtAvaraNa meM jIne vAlA hai, isIlie eka ciMtaka ne kahA ki merA saMga va saMjoga acche the jinhoMne mujhe bure kAmoM se dUra rkhaa| saMyogo kA kyA asara hotA hai? eka dRSTAMta se dekhate haiN| sulasa kA pitA kasAI thA, usakI icchA na hote hue bhI usake svajanoM, snehiyayoM ne Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 92 Agraha kiyA ki vaha kasAI kA dhaMdhA kre| paraMtu use to abhaya kumAra kI maitrI kA sahayoga milA thA, hRdaya meM karUNA kA srota baha rahA thA, usane yaha dhaMdhA svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| abhaya kumAra ke sAtha baiThane uThane vAlA vyakti bhalA jIvoM ko kaise mAra sakatA hai? yaha saMgata kA asara hai| sulasa dhaMdhA baMda karatA hai, sage saMbaMdhiyoM ne yaha kahakara samajhAyA ki vo bhI isa dhaMdhe meM bhAgIdAra banakara pApa ko bA~Ta leNge| paraMtu sulasa yaha jAnatA thA ki naphe meM bhAgIdArI karane saba Ate haiM, pApa meM koI nahIM, use patA thA ki kahane vAlA haTa jAegA, karane vAlA phaMsa jaaegaa| aise samaya viveka rakhanA, pApa karate vakta jAgRta rahanA jarUrI hai| sulasa ne bahuta manA kiyA, para kuTumbIjana nahIM mAne, taba usane eka yukti kI, kulhADI lekara apane paira para maarii| lahu kI dhArA bahane lagI, usane sabase kahA, "merI yaha pIDA bA~Ta lo, dukha ke bhAgIdAra bananA cAhate ho to|" unhoMne kahA, "ghAva tumheM huA hai, tumane hI kiyA hai, aba pIDA tumhArI, hama to jyAdA se jyAdA paTTI bAMdha sakate haiN| tumheM hI sahana karanA hogaa|" taba sulasa ne kahA, "maire pApa meM bhAgIdArI kaise loge?'' isa taraha sulasa ne kulhAr3e ke prayoga se sabako bodhapATha diyA, "mere ghAva meM bhAgIdAra nahIM bana sakate to pApa meM kaise banoge?" acche mitra, acchI saMgata, acchA vAtAvaraNa hameM pApa karmoM se bacAkara hamArI madada karate haiN| bure kAmoM se bacane ke lie acche mitra sahAyaka banate haiM, isI ko lajjA guNa kahate haiN| . pacAsa sAla pahale loga rAste para bIr3I pIne meM zarmAte the, aba to muMha meM pAna, sigAreTa rakhakara, rAstoM meM picakAriyAM mArate hue nahIM zarmAte, mAnoM cAroM aura nAdirazAha ghUma rahe hoN| __janma ke sAtha kisI ko koI vyasana nahIM hotA, ye to nAsamajha, nirbalatA tathA ajJAna hai jo durAcAra kI tarapha le jAte haiM, Aja vyasana hamAre mAlika bana baiThe haiM, hama gulaam| insAna ko vyasana mukta jIvana jInA caahie| Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 93 thoDe samaya pahale eka vyakti mere pAsa AyA kahane lagA "aTThama karanA hai, khAye binA calegA paraMtu savere binA dUdha, zakkara kI thor3I kAlI cAya pI lUM to calegA?'' yaha to bAta huI ki pUrA hAthI nikala gayA, pUMcha aTaka gii| khAnA pInA chor3ane ko taiyAra hai, para cAya kA vyasana usa para hAvI ho gayA hai| vyasanoM ko chor3anA prathama puruSArtha hai, kucha loga to pravacana ke daurAna bhI tambAkU kI DibbI eka dUsare ko dete haiN| yaha jIvana kI rUgNatA hai| jo vyakti vyasana mukta honA cAhatA hai, use vyasanoM ne gherA kaise? hameM yaha jAnanA caahie| janma se to, the nahIM, phira ye Ae kahA~ se? aura yadi svIkArA hai, to yaha bhI svIkAra karo ki tyAga dene kI zakti bhI hai, aisA samajhane vAlA sadAcAra kI tarapha prayANa kara sakatA hai| jJAnI purUSoM ke vacana sunane kA hetu yahI hai ki hamAre andara parivartana Ae aura vikAsa hoN| isake lie prAta:kAla thoDI dera prArthanA meM baiThanA cAhie, suMdara vicAra, jJAna pATha Adi meM pUre dina tAjagI rhegii| mana rUpI bhUmi ko prArthanA rUpI jala se sIMcane se cittavRkSa suMdara rhegaa| ho sake to eka choTI sI pustikA sAtha rakhakara jaba bhI avakAza mile, use par3hanA caahie| rAtri meM ghara para Ao taba zAMti banAe rakho, ghara kA pratyeka sadasya yadi aisA kare to jIvana sukhamaya bana sakatA hai| AMtarika lajjA jIvana meM kaisI sahAyaka banatI hai usakA eka udAharaNa hai- eka dina vikrama ke pAsa cAra samAna aparAdhiyoM ko lAyA gayA, sabake gunAha samAna the, paraMtu sajA alaga alaga dii| pahale unakI sthiti, saMyoga, saMskAra, lAlana pAlana kI jAnakArI hAsila kara lii| pahale ko sirpha itanA hI kahA, "tumhAre jaisA khAnadAnI, saMskArI vyakti aisA karatA hai?' dUsare ko kahA, "tuma nAlAyaka ho tumheM so rUpiye kA dNdd|" tIsare ko kahA, "tumhAre jaise loga dUsaroM ko bigADate hai, isalie Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 tumheM bAraha mahinoM ke lie deshnikaal|" aura cauthe ko kahA, "tuma to adhamatA kI parAkASTA taka pahuMce ho, ataH tumheM gadhe para ulTA biThAkara muMha kAlA karake pUre gA~va meM ghUmAkara, gA~va ke bAhara nikAlA jaaegaa|" sabhA meM eka samajhadAra vyakti baiThA thA, usane pUchA, "gunAha samAna to sajA alaga alaga kyoM?" rAjA ne kahA, "isakA marma bAda meM samajha AegA, abhI dUta ko cAroM kI jAnakArI prApta karane hetu bhejate haiM, dekhate haiM kyA samAcAra lAte haiM?" dUta ne cAroM kA apane A~khoM dekhA hAla sunAyA - pahalA vyakti ghara jAkara daravAjA baMdhakara ke khUba royA, usane kahA "are vikrama ne mujhe aisA kahA, isase acchA to mujhe talavAra se mAra diyA hotA, to kama kaSTa hotaa|" dekhie isakI mAnasika sthiti, kevala eka vAkya kA itanA gaharA asara huA ki "bAraha mahInoM taka kisI ko mu~ha na dikhaauuN|" aisA vicAra kiyA, isakA kAraNa usameM lajjA guNa thaa| dUsare ko sau rUpaye kA daMDa kiyA thA, vaha logoM se kaha rahA thA, "are sau kyA hajAra rUpaye daMDa kie hote to bhI maiM bhara detA, rAjA ko to isa taraha kamAI hI karanI hai|" dekhie, isakI lajjA jAne lagI hai| tIsare ko deza nikAla milA thA, vaha dina ko gA~va ke bAhara calA jAtA, rAta ko vApasa gA~va meM A jAtA chupake se| vaha logoM se kahatA, "rAjA kA aisA hukama kauna mAneM?" dekhie usameM bezarmI jhalakatI hai| cauthe ko ulTe gadhe para biThAkara gA~va meM ghumAyA, taba vaha kaha rahA thA "are vAha kyA majA A rahA hai ? nagAre baja rahe haiM, loga saba dekha rahe haiM, aisA maukA bArabAra thoDe hI milatA hai|" usakI patnI dekhane AI taba usane kahA "thoDA ThaMDA pAnI to lAnA, itanI dera nagAre bhale bje|" dekhI isakI bezarmI ? isameM se sAra yaha nikalatA hai ki jJAnI aura lajjAvAna vyakti choTI sI bAta se bodha prApta kara, Upara caDhate haiN| hameM bhI apanI bhUla batAne vAle para krodha karane ke bajAya, use apanA hitaiSI mAnanA caahie| jIvana kA harapala kucha prApta karane ke lie hai, use vyartha gaMvAIe mt| Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caMdanabAlAjI mRgAvatIjI ko kevala itanA hI kahatI haiM ki, "AryAoM ko upayoga kI zUnyatA zobhA nahIM detii|' mRgAvatI kI AtmA kevala itane se zabdoM se jAga uThI, ve sAdhaka thI, kevalajJAna kI prApti ho gii| jaba mAnasika vikAsa bar3hatA hai, phira ayogya kArya karane kA mana hI nahIM hotA, aura kabhI ho jAe to pazcAtApa kara ke, phira aisA akArya karane - kI pravRtti hotI hI nhiiN| Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maMgala maMdira ke patha para dharma ratna prakaraNa meM mahApurUSa apane ko maMgala maMdira tarapha le jAne kA prayatna karate haiN| maMdira pahuMcanA pratyeka manuSya kA dhyeya honA caahie| jIvana mAtra eka vyathA, dukha, taDapa banakara raha gayA hai, usase ubarane ke lie dhArmika vyakti ke hRdaya meM jhaMkAra jAgRta hotI hai| vizva ke sabhI jIvoM ko tArane kA vicAra, aise karUNAmaya hRdaya vAle hI kara sakate haiN| - mokSa kA yaha maMdira bahuta U~cA hai, yadi eka eka kadama bhI usakI aura baDhAyeMge, prayatna kareMge to eka dina isa maMgala maMdira taka hama jarUra pahuMca jaaeNge| zuddhi, zuddhi ko lAtI hai, azuddhi azuddhi ko lAtI hai| hama prayatna kareMge to burI AdateM svataH chUTatI calI jAeMgI, yaha kudarata kA niyama hai| maMgala maMdira tarapha jAne kI yaha eka bhAvanA hai, prasthAna hai| - mAnava jIvana kA hetu kyA hai? hameM jo DhUMr3hanA hai usake lie zravaNa, manana aura ciMtana uttama sAdhana hai| ghora aMdherA hai, mArga kaThina hai, para zraddhA bala se dharmajIvana kI pagaDaMDI para cala rahe haiM, to hama apane dhyeya ke karIba pahuMca rahe haiN| AdamI kI dRSTi, vicAra, AcAra zuddha hone caahie| lajjA rUpI dIvAra se cAritrya, saMyama rUpI pAnI surakSita rahatA hai| koI bhI anucita kArya karane para, A~kho para bhAra bar3hatA hai, to samajhanA cAhie abhI lajjA bAkI hai, Age bar3hane kA avasara hai| Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 dayA kA jharanA dharmI AtmA kA mana dayA se Ardra tathA komala honA cAhie, jaisA ki isa prArthanA meM kahA hai - "dIna, krUra ne dharma vihoNA, dekhI dila mAM darda rhe|" dhArmika jar3a nahIM hotA, dharma to jaDatA ko dUra karatA hai| jaba jIvana meM dharma AtA hai, jJAna AtA hai, insAna kA hRdaya dayA kA jharanA bana jAtA hai| phira to jaise nirmala pAnI meM sUrya kA pratibiMba dikhAI par3atA hai, vaisA hI usake mana meM vizva ke sukha-dukha pratibimbita hone lagate haiN| dayA dharma kA mUla hai, cAheM vizva kA koI bhI dharma hoM, jahA~ dayA nahIM, vahA~ dharma sambhava hI nhiiN| jo krUra evaM niSThura ho, vaha dUsaroM ke duHkha kyA mahasUsa karegA? vaha dhArmika nahIM bana sktaa| yadi insAna ko jJAna nahIM hai to dayA-krUratA ke bIca kA pharka kaise jAnegA? ajJAnI vyakti to dayA ke nAma para hiMsA karake, apane Apa ko dayAlu kahalAegA, isalie jaba dayA kA kAma karane jAo, taba jJAna kA dIpaka sAtha meM honA caahie| insAna thoDA sA jAna letA hai to jJAna kA garva A jAtA hai, athavA jJAna kI jar3atA A jAtI hai| aMdhere meM gur3a to mIThA hI lagatA hai paraMtu yaha jAnanA jarUrI hai ki kahIM usa para chipakalI kI lAra to nahIM girI hai| yaha viveka hai| 17 Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo jAnatA nahIM aura jAnane kA daMbha kare, use samajhAnA kaThina hai, jaba ki use samajhAnA AsAna hai, jo kabUla kare ki vaha nahIM jaantaa| jo samajhadAra hai, vaha apanI bhUla pahacAna letA hai aura phira use sudhArane kA prayatna karatA hai, vizeSajJa arthAt jJAnI kI yaha vizeSatA hai| paraMtu ardhajJAnI, apane Apa ko paMDita samajhe to phira use to brahmA bhI nahIM samajhA skte| ____ eka AdamI ne kutte ke kATane para caudaha iMjekzana lie, baca gayA, phira usane socA kisI aura ko kuttA kATegA to? use dayA AI aura pacAsa hajAra rUpaye kA dAna dekara kahA "saba kuttoM ko jahara dekara mAra ddaalo| tAki kisI ko kATe nhiiN|" insAna ko bacAne ke lie dayA batAI sahI, para binA viveka kii| isameM use zvAna saMhAra kA vicAra nahIM aayaa| usake dvArA karAe gaye hiMsA kA vicAra nahIM aayaa| ata H jJAniyoM ne pharamAyA hai ki dharma, dayA aura dAna ke sAtha jJAna prakAza kI bahuta jarUrata hai| ___prathama bAra hiMsA kA dRzya dekhakara prakaMpa jagatA hai, cakkara Ate haiM, paraMtu bAra-bAra hiMsA kI bAteM, dRzya dekhakara karUNA kuMThita ho jAtI hai| eka dina aisA thA jaba hiMsA kI bAta sunakara hRdaya dravita ho uThatA thA, Aja aisI becainI nahIM hotii| hama hiMsA karate nahIM, paraMtu aparokSa rUpa se hiMsA meM bhAgIdAra to hote hI haiN| . bahuta se loga komala camar3e ke pAkiTa, jUtte, cappala ityAdi pahanate haiN| kyA Apako mAlUma hai ki ye jindA jAnavaroM kI camar3I utAra kara, usase banAe jAte hai| murdA jAnavara kI khAla to kaThora bana jAtI hai| __ apane yahA~ bhArata meM hiMsA kI bAteM sthUla rUpa le rahI hai, jaba ki nyUyaoNrka, laMdana ityAdi dezo meM zAkAhArI klaba zurU ho gaye haiN| vo loga ahiMsaka camar3e kA hI upayoga karate haiN| hama mana, vacana, kAyAse ahiMsA kI bAteM karane vAle dina bhara kar3avI vANI bolakara, ghara meM kalaha karate haiM, kaI striyoM ko agnisnAna karanA par3atA hai| aisA krUratA maya, dayAhIna jIvana jIne vAle logoM ke jIvana meM dharma kyA zobhA degA? kitanI hI sAsue~ bahuoM ko kaDave zabda sunAtI rahatI haiM, kaI bAra Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to pariNAma bhayaMkara AtA hai, kaI striyA AtmahatyA taka kara letI haiN| aura kaI jagaha para bahue~ bhI sAsa ko pIr3A pahuMcAtI haiN| phira unheM jindagI jIne yogya nahIM lgtii| aisI sabhI striyAM dhArmika hone kA daMbha karatI haiN| zabdoM meM zakti hai, zabdoM ko tola-mola kara bolanA caahie| kisI ko kahane ke lie komala zabdoM kA prayoga karanA caahie| gAMdhIjI ko jaba bahuta krodha AtA, taba vo sirpha itanA hI bolate "duniyA pAgala aura pAjI ho gaI hai|" aise zabda bolane cAhie ki thor3e se zabdo meM bhAva vyakta ho jaae| purAne samaya meM vyakti jaba gunAha karatA thA, taba use sirpha hakkAra, makkAra, dhikkAra, kahanA hI usakI sajA thI, zabdoM kI kaisI mahimA thI? Aja to kaThora se kaThora zabda sunakara bhI logoM ko zarma mahasUsa nahIM hotii| hama bhASA samiti vacana gupti kI bAta karate haiN| vacana gupti yAni vicAroM, vacanoM ko myAna meM rkhnaa| jaise ki dhanuSa se nikalA tIra vApasa nahIM AtA, vaise hI bole hue zabda vApasa nahIM Ate, isalie anupayukta zabda nahIM bolane caahie| bolane meM kama se kama zabdoM kA prayoga karanA cAhie, adhika tathA anucita zabda bolakara kabhI pachatAnA bhI paDatA hai| hamAre zabda sukhada, AnaMdadAyI hone cAhie, ahiMsaka vicAra, ahiMsaka vANI, ahiMsaka pravRtti dvArA hI vizva meM zAnti sthApita ho sakatI hai| kaI loga to dharmasthAnoM, maMdiro tathA mUrti ke pAsa bhI baiThane ko yogya sthAna na mile to krodhita ho jAte haiM, aise loga ghara meM kitanA gussA karate hoMge? insAna ko pravRtti to karanI hI paDatI hai, para vaha kaisI honI cAhie? manuSya kina pravRttiyoM meM pravRtta rahakara bhI karmabandha nahIM karatA hai ise dhyAna meM rakhane kI AvazyaktA hai| mahApurUSoM ne kahA hai ki jo dhyAnapUrvaka, karUNApUrvaka calatA hai evaM bolatA hai, vaha saba kriyAyeM karate hue bhI pApa baMgha nahIM krtaa| kucha loga khAte samaya bhI bolate hI rahate haiM, eDavarDa kI bAta hai, khAte samaya bahuta bolatA thA, paraMtu dUsarA koI bIca meM bole to gussA ho Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 jaataa| eka dina usakI Dabala roTI para murabbe meM eka bar3A kIr3A thA, use dekhakara unakI potI, jo ATha varSa kI thI, unheM kahane gaI, para unhoMne use DA~Takara cupa kara diyaa| bAda meM dAdA ne pUchA "tuma bIca meM kyoM bola rahI thii|'' usane kahA "ApakI roTI para kIr3A thA, Apane khA liyaa|" dAdA pachatAye, apanI bhUla samajha meM aaii| jIvana ke sabhI kAma dhyAnapUrvaka (upayoga pUrvaka) karane cAhie, dhyAnazanyatA kabhI hairAna kara sakatI hai| jo vyakti dhyAnapUrvaka, dayApUrvaka jItA hai, use pazcAtApa karane kA vakta kama hI AtA hai| eka zeTha the, niHsaMtAna the| cAha prabala thii| kisI ne kahA "eka bakare kI bali, devI ko car3hAo, putra janma hogaa|" zeThane kahA, "meM aisA nahIM kara sktaa|" usa AdamI ne kahA, "mujhe 500 rUpaye do, maiM yaha kAma kara duuNgaa|" saMsAra kI Asakti kaisI hai? zeTha ne aisA kiyaa| daiva yoga se putra janma huaa| putra eka varSa kA huA, zeTha gujara gaye, marakara bakare bne| laDake ne hara varSa bakare kI bali dene kA krama cAlU rkhaa| eka bakarA maMgavAyA, jaise hI vaha dukAna ke pAsa AyA, use jAtismaraNa jJAna huA "yaha merI dukAna, yaha merA bettaa|" bakarA vahA~ khar3A raha gyaa| itanI dera meM eka sAdhu Ae, unhoMne bakare se kahA "putra ke lie tumane bakare kI bali dI, to Aja tujhe bakarA banakara marane kA samaya AyA hai| Asakti ke samaya dhyAna nahIM rakhA aba kyoM khIMcatAna kara rahe ho?" phira to sAdhu ne usake putra ko sArI bAta samajhAI, bakare ko bcaayaa| isIlie kahA hai ki AtmA kI adhogati karane vAlA eka bhI kAma nahIM karanA caahie| dhArmika vyakti ko saccaritra evaM dayAlu honA cAhie, manasA, vAcA, karmaNA ahiMsaka bhAvavAhI banakara jIvana jIne kA prayatna karanA caahie| Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dayA ke do lota dayA ke do pahalU haiM, dravya dayA aura bhAva dyaa| kisI ko coTa lagI hoM, koI garIba hoM, aMdhA hoM aura madada mAMge, hama sahAyatA kareM, to vaha dravya dayA hai| jinake pAsa Atma dharma nAmaka dhana nahIM hai vaha dhana hInoM se bhI adhika daridra hai| jisa prakAra dhana na hone se koI daridra yA nirdhana kahalAtA hai usI prakAra dharma vihina vyakti bhI dharma rUpI dhana se nirdhana hai| bhale hI usake pAsa bhautika dhana kA akhUTa bhaNDAra kyoM na ho| "jaba bAhara kI A~kha khulatI hai to jahAna dikhatA hai, jaba bhItara kI A~kha khulatI hai to bhagavAna dikhatA hai|" nirdhana ko paise nahIM mile to vaha zAyada kama pApa karegA, paraMtu adhArmika ke pAsa dRSTi sahI nahIM hogI to vaha adhika pApa kregaa| dhanika yadi pApa karatA hai to use rokane vAlA koI nahIM, jaba kI madhyama vargIya insAna nindA, TIkA se Darakara maryAdA meM rhegaa| karoDapati-zarAba pIe, parastrIgamana kare, use kahane kI himmata kauna karegA? kyoM ki loga paise vAloM kI galtiyAM mApha kara dete haiM, isa taraha paise se pApa kI chUTa mila jAtI hai| dayA ke kaI prakAra haiM, lUle laMgaDe para dayA karane kI apekSA, jinake jIvana pApoM se bhare haiM, una para dayA karanA jyAdA jarUrI hai| du:kha meM se AdamI ubarakara upara uTha sakatA hai, paraMtu dhana ke kAraNa vyakti ke nIce phisalane ke avasara adhika haiM, jaise ki sIr3hiyAM utarate samaya phisalane kA, 101 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 cUkane kA mokA jyAdA hotA hai| paise, pratiSThA baDhane para jI hajUrie, hA~jI! hA~jI! karate haiM, koI doSa nirdeza nahIM krte| kisI zAyara ne kahA hai - "eka galata kadama paDA thA rAhe zauka meM, jindagI tamAma umra mujhe DhUMDhatI rhii|" duHkha insAna ko svarga taka le jAtA hai, kyA Apa jAnate haiM ? devaloka meM jyAdAtara jIva kahA~ se Ate haiM? pazuoM meM se| bailagADI khecanevAlA baila mAra khAte khAte, bhUkha, pyAsa, sardI, garmI sahana karate, karate akAma nirjarA karake, deva bana jAtA hai| aura insAna puNya bhogakara nIce kI gatiyoM meM calA jAtA hai| bhale hama deva na baneM, para insAna to bana hI sakate haiM, khIra-pUrI na mile to koI bAta nahIM, yadi khicar3I milI hai to use kyoM khote hoM? jisameM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi manda par3a gaye hoM vaha, tathA dAna kI pravRtti vAlA, phira se mAnava bhava prApta kara sakatA hai| patnI jaise pati kI rAha dekhatI hai, vaise hI bhakta kA hRdaya dAna dene ke avasara DhUMDhatA hai| bhagavAna Ae yA na Ae, bhakta ko pratIkSA karanI paDatI hai, jaise jIraNa zeTha ko prabhu mahAvIra ko apane ghara bulAkara pAraNA karAne kI tIvra icchA jagI thii| roja vinatI karate haiN| mana, bhAvanA ke prema raMga se raMga cukA hai, hAlAM ki pAraNA to sudarzana zeTha ke hAthoM hotA hai, paraMtu bhAvanA kI aisI ucca zreNI para ArUr3ha ho gaye ki unakI AtmA bArahaveM deva loka taka pahuMca gii| dharma koI bAhara kI vastu nahIM hai, isakA saMbaMdha bhAvoM se haiN| "dAna vinA deva male nahIM" isameM dAna to gauNa hai, bhAva kI mukhyatA hai, dAna to aMtara kA ullAsa hai| hamAre hRdaya meM rAga ne ghara kara liyA hai| sage-sambandhI, nAte-riztedAra Ate hai- to lene yA choDane jAnA par3atA hai, paraMtu sAdharmika ke lie itanA kauna karatA hai? yaza, pratiSThA kI icchA binA ullAsapUrvaka diyA huA dAna phalita hokara manuSya ko dUsare janma meM bhI manuSya banAtA hai| Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 103 garIboM para dayA-dravya dyaa| adharmIyoM ke prati dayA-bhAva dyaa| paraMtu insAna svayaM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha meM phaMsakara galata rAha para jAtA hai aura apane para dayA Ae to vaha hai sv-dyaa| hameM dUsaroM para dayA AtI hai, kyA apane para kabhI dayA AtI hai, ki hamArI AtmA kA kyA hogA? hameM pahale apane doSoM para dayA karanI cAhie, phira dUsaroM ke prati saccI dayA pragaTa hogii| caMDakauzika bhagavAna ko DaMsane AyA, taba bhagavAna ko usake krodha para dayA AI, yaha hai pr-dyaa| ___ insAna apane AsapAsa pApa kI dIvAra cunakara svayaM hI aMdara kaida ho rahA hai| yadi svadayA barAbara samajha meM A jAegI to bhAva dayA samajhate dera nahIM lgegii| jisa prakAra hama apane beTe kI galatiyoM se du:khI hote hue bhI usakA pakSa lekara Ane vAle vyakti ke sammukha hama usakI galatiyoM, usake doSoM para AvaraNa DAlane kA prayatna karate haiM, usI prakAra anya janoM ke doSoM ko bhI ujAgara na karake use DhaMkane kA prayatna karanA caahie| balki una doSoM ke duSpariNAmoM se avagata karAkara unheM sudhArane kA prayatna karanA caahie| dUsaroM ko sudhArane ke lie mA~ jaise bano, sauta jaise nhiiN| isase hamArA stara nIce giratA hai| dUsaroM ko sudhArane ke lie aMdara kI udAratA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| __adhikatara loga dhArmika hone kA daMbha karate haiM, sacamuca dhArmika bananA hai to dharma rUpI sAgarameM DubakI mArakara, darzana, jJAna,cAritra rUpI ratnoM kI prApti hetu prayatna karanA caahie| aneka janmoM ke bAda aisI anukUlatAeM prApta hotI haiM, usameM yaha purUSArtha karane yogya hai| hama to thor3A sA tapa, tyAga karake mokSa kI TikaTa kaTavAnA cAhate hai, paraMtu kudarata kA kAnUna hai, "jaisI karanI vaisI pAra utrnii|" kudarata ke vahA~ rizvata nahIM cltii| pariNAma, AcaraNa, bhAva ke anusAra karmabaMdha hotA hai| __yaha darzana hameM yaha sikhAtA hai ki, bhakti kI ora yadi prayANa karanA hai to jIvana kI gaharAIyoM taka jAnA pdd'egaa| duniyA ke prati dayA to sAmAnya dayA hai, vAtsalya bhAva se bharakara kisI ko usakI bhUla batAkara bhAva dasa Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 karane vAle loga kitane haiM? dUsaroM kA sahAyaka bananA hai aura hamAre bhItara samyag darzana, pavitra bhAva na jageM taba taka jo bAhya dayA hai, vaha bhAva dayA nahIM bana sktii| hamane dayA ke do pahalU - dravya dayA, aura bhAva dayA para vicAra kiyA, paraMtu hama apane para bhI dayA karate haiM ki, "maiM Aja kA karoDapati, kala kahIM bhI pheMkA jA sakatA huuN|" AdamI ke aMdara svadayA aura bhAva dayA dono hoM to hI vaha dharma kA saccA adhikArI hai| Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vizva ekatA kA bhAva hamane dayA ke do pahalU svadayA aura paradayA para prakAza DAlA, eka aura dayA saMbaMdhI vicAra para carcA kareMge, hama bolate haiM- "dayA dharma kA mUla hai|' isakA artha kyA hai? aneka dharmoM meM kucha na kucha siddhAMto meM, bheda dikhAI detA hai, paraMtu dayA dharma ko sabhI dharma mAnate haiN| __ pratyeka jIva dayA se jInA cAhatA hai, mRtyu parezAnI, krUratA kisI ko bhI pasaMda nahIM, aise hI jagata ko bhI yaha saba pasaMda nhiiN| mAlA meM motI alaga hote haiM, para dhAgA eka hI hotA hai, pirone ke lie| vaise hI saba dharmoM meM dayA rUpI dhAgA samAna hI hai| vizva ekatA kI bhAvanA meM dayA kI dRSTi mukhya hai, eka maMtra meM hama sunate haiM, "Atmavat sarva bhUteSu, sukhaduHkhe priyaapriye|" dUsaroM ke dukhoM kA pratibimba hamAre hRdaya meM par3atA hai, taba ina vicAroM kA udgama hotA hai ki, jo mujhe pasaMda nahIM, vaha dUsaroM ko bhI pasaMda nahIM, jo mujhe priya hai, vahI dUsaroM ko bhI priya hai| aise vicAroM se hI vizva ekatA kI bhAvanA pragaTa hogii| svadayA aura para dayA hI vizva ekatA kI janmadAtrI hai, vizva aura jiMdagI kA saMvAda isI se jAgRta hotA hai| saba jagaha zubha bhAvanA rakhate rakhate hama dRSTA bana sakate haiM, paraMtu yaha darzana kevala A~kho se nahIM AtmA se honA caahie| hameM to vizva meM saMvedanA jagAnI hai, jaise sitAra ke eka tAra ko sparza ___ 105 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 karane se dUsare tAroM meM bhI jhaMkAra paidA hotI hai, vaise hI AsapAsa ke jIvoM saMga, sahAnubhUti pUrvaka jIeMge to pUre vizva ke saMga tAdAtmya sthApita hogA / mAna lijie ki Apako kisI ko gAlI dene kA mana huA, to pahale yaha gAlI apane nAma ke sAtha joDakara dekhie, yadi Apako pasaMda nahIM to dUsaroM ko kaise pasaMda AegI? use chor3a dijie / zabdoM ko pahale tolie, phira bolie| aise vicAra, kriyA vizva ke sAtha anubhUti, saMvedanA ke tAra jor3egI / eka banajAre ne sunAra kI dukAna para jAkara kahA, "mujhe yaha sonA becanA hai, kyA bhAva lagAoge ?" sunAra ne kahA "eka rUpaye tolA / " banajAre ne socA "phira to maiM hI kyoM na kharIda luuN|" usane sunAra se kahA, "mujhe 100 tole sonA tola do, 100 rUpaye kA / " taba sunAra bolA, "maire sone kA bhAva to 100 rUpaye tolA hai / " hameM isa bAta kA Azcarya hogA ki lene aura dene ke bhAva meM itanA aMtara ? paraMtu jIvana ke pratyeka kSetra meM aisA hI calatA hai / "mere prANa ! sau rUpaye tolA, mahaMgA / dUsare ke prANa ! eka rUpaye tolA, sastA / maiM ghATe meM na AUM, cAheM sArI duniyA ghATe meM jAe / " apanI eka kI sukha suvidhA ke khAtira hama na karane yogya kAma karate haiM / eka AdamI ko phUloM kI zayyA para sone kA zauka thA, mAlI ko roja phUla lAne kA hukma de rakhA thaa| apane zauka kI khAtira hajAroM phUloM kI jAna lenA kahA~ taka ucita hai ? choTe se choTe jaMtu ke prati bhI hamArI dayAlutA bharI saMvedanA jaganI caahie| jaba taka aisI AtmIyatA, AtmasAta nahIM hogI, dayA dharma kI bAteM kevala bAteM hI raheMgI / AtmIyatA yAni merI AtmA jaisI hI sabhI kI AtmA hai, itanI hI kImatI hai / baMgAla ke duSkAla aura jApAna ke bhUkaMpa meM aneka logoM kI mRtyu kI tulanA meM hameM eka choTese phor3e kA darda adhika mahasUsa hotA hai / jagata ke dukhoM se hameM apane eka dAMta kA darda adhika pIr3AkArI lagatA hai| jaba taka hamArI dRSTi hamAre svArtha taka hI sImita rahegI, ahiMsA bhAva, vizva maitrI Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 107 bhAva kahA~ se panapegA ? kevala khAdI ke vastra dhAraNa karane se koI ahiMsaka nahIM ho jAtA, yadi aisA hotA to usakI vANI se matsya udyoga, polTrI udyoga kI bAteM bhalA kaise nikala sakatI haiM ? dayA aura dharma kA ati nikaTa saMbaMdha hai, jahA~ dayA kA dIpaka nahIM vahA~ dharma kA prakAza kaise raha sakatA hai ? eka zeTha ke yahA~ eka naukara thA, jisane zeTha kI beTI ko bar3A kiyA thaa| naukara gA~va gayA, laDakI bImAra huI aura mara gii| zeThane naukara ko gA~va meM samAcAra bheja die laDakI kI mauta ke / ATha mahInoM bAda naukara lauTA, ghara meM Ate hI naukara rone lagA / zeTha ne pUchA, "kyoM rote hoM ?" vaha gadgad kaMTha se bolA, "zeTha mulagI gelI / " zeTha ne socA naukara kI laDakI mara gaI hogI, ve kahane lage, " jo janmA hai, vaha to jAegA hI usameM ronA kyA ? kitane sAla kI thI laDakI ?" taba naukara ne socA, zeTha galata samajha rahe haiM, usane kahA "zeTha tumacI mUlagI / " yaha sunakara zeTha ko apanI putrI kI yAda tAjA ho gaI, jora jora se rone lage / sArAMza yaha hai ki naukara kI beTI mara gaI, aisA samajhA thA to kucha nahIM, apanI beTI marI, usakA itanA zoka / kaisA hai yaha moha ? yahA~ para hameM vizva ekatA kA vicAra karanA hai, sabake dukha ko samAna darjA denA hai| vizva ekatA kI bhAvanA ke udaya hote hI hameM ayogya vastuoM kA upayoga, jaise ki hiMsaka davAIyAM, camaDe kI vastuaiM, rezama, kastUrI, hAthIdAMta, motI vagairaha arUcikara lagane lagegA | eka bar3e sAdhu ke sAtha eka choTe sAdhu vihAra kara rahe the, rAste meM eka pAnI se bharA tAlAba dekhA, bAlyavRtti jAgRta ho uThI, vo apane pAtra ko nAva banAkara pAnI meM tairAne lage / baDe sAdhu ne dekhA, unase kahA, "pAnI meM jIva hote haiM, hameM aisA nahIM karanA cAhie / " bAla muni kI AtmA jAgRta ho gaI " Atmavat sarva bhUteSu" samajhane vAlA, aisA karatA hai, to phaurana hI pazcAtApa rUpI agni se zuddhi kara lete haiN| isa muni kA nAma thA, " aImuttA muni" pazcAtApa kI dhArA meM bahate bahate kevalya jJAna kI prApti ho gaI / kala jo bure se burA vyakti thA, Aja vo mana parivartana karake, bhalA Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 AdamI bana sakatA hai, kevala AtmA ko jagAne kA purUSArtha karanA hai| dayA aura ahiMsA eka sikke ke do pahalU hai eka vidheyAtmaka dUsarA niSedhAtmaka / yadi hameM jo kucha pasaMda na hoM to use dUsaroM ke bAre meM bhI na vicAreM, na boleM, na kareM, to hI vizva ekatA kA saMvedanAmaya aura saMvAdamaya saMgIta pragaTa hogA / Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 mAdhyastha Aja hama gyArahaveM guNa para vicAra kareMge, dharma ke sacce svarUpa kA varNana kauna kara sakatA hai ? jisameM mAdhyastha aura saumyadRSTi hoN| isakA artha hai jisake mana ke dvAra sadA khule hoM, jise kisI bhI, dharma prati pUrvAgraha yA durAgraha na hoM, satya ke naye prabhAta kA svAgata karane ke lie jo sadA taiyAra hoN| mAdhyastha bhAva ke sAtha saumya prakRti honI cAhie, aisA vyakti hI ulajhanoM ko zAMti se sulajhA sakatA hai, saumyatA na hoM to dveSa A sakatA hai| kisI bAta kA pakSapAta bhI nahIM honA cAhie, to hI dharma jaisI ativiziSTa bAta kA vicAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| atirAga bhI nahIM, tiraskAra bhI nahIM, jIvana kI sAmAnya bAtoM ke lie mana, buddhi kI svasthatA anivArya hai| satya kA darzana karanA hai to, buddhi mAdhyastha bhAvavAlI aura dRSTi dveSa rahita honI caahie| gurU ke pAsa do ziSya gaye, gurU ne sabako tIna bAteM kahIM - lokapriya bananA, mIThA khAnA aura sukha se sonaa| eka ziSya prajJa thA usane apanA rAstA pA liyaa| dUsarA saumya dRSTi hIna thA, usane gurU ke vacanoM ko pakar3a liyaa| maMtrataMtra tathA vaidyakIya kArya zurU kiyA aura lokapriya hone lgaa| bhikSA meM roTI ke badale gulAbajAmuna, maisura, miThAIyAM lAne lagA, rAta meM ATha baje se subaha ATha baje taka sone lgaa| vaha samajhatA thA gurU ke vacanoM kA pAlana 109 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 kara rahA hai| usane kevala gurU ke zabda pakar3e the, marma nahIM jAnA thaa| Aja hama kevala zabdoM ko pakar3ate haiM, artha para dhyAna nahIM dete| yahI kAraNa hai ki jo mahApuruSa vizva meM zAMti, samAdhAna kA sAmrAjya sthApita karane Ae the hamane unake nAma para Aja aneka paMtha sampradAya Adi ke jhagar3e paidA kara lie haiN| eka kahAvata hai, "bhASA ne zuM valage bhUra, je raNamAM jIte te shuur|" isakA bhAvArtha haiM zabdoM ko nahIM bhASA ke bhAva ko phcaano| yahAM mAdhyastha bhAva caahie| eka kAvya paMkti lo, "rAma tArA rAjya mAM dIvA nathI aMdhArU che|" isakA eka vyakti artha karatA hai dIpaka nahIM hai, yAni rAjya meM aMdherA hai, to rAma use nikAla detA hai| paraMtu "rAma tere rAjya meM dIpaka nahIM hai, isalie aMdherA hai, aisA samajhe to bhAva badala jaaeNge|" hameM to bhASA ke virAma aura vicAra kA khyAla karate rahanA hai, nahIM to aneka bAra dharmasUtroM kA paThana karane para bhI artha na samajheM to jIvana meM prakAza nahIM A sktaa| isilie kahA gayA hai ki, zabdoM ko grahaNa karane ke sAtha usakI upAsanA karo, usake darzana karo, bhAva meM ekAkAra hue binA madhuratA nahIM prgttegii| ziSya ne tIna maMtro kA galata upayoga kiyA to aMta meM burA hAla huaa| khAkara bImAra par3A, sokara pramAdI bnaa| kAraNa? usameM mAdhyasthapUrNa saccA jJAna, vijJAna, cetanA pragaTa nahIM hue the| eka bAra use apanA prajJa gurubandhu milA, usane jAnA ki isane to kore zabdoM ko pakar3A hai, kaMThastha kie haiM maMtroM ko, para bhAva bhUlA hai| prajJa ziSya ne use maMtro kA saccA bhAva batAyA - mIThA khAnA yAni eka vakta khAnA, tapa karake khAnA, saccI bhUkha lage taba khaanaa| tapa ke pAraNe meM sUkhI roTI bhI mIThI bana jAtI hai| cIna kA eka tattvaciMtaka amerikI DaoNkTaroM kI pariSada meM gyaa| DaoNkTaroM ne pUchA, "Apake vahA~ ke DaoNkTara kaise haiM? apanA anubhava btaaiiye|" tattvaciMtaka ne kh| "hA~ eka bAra maiM bimAra par3A, DaoNkTara bulAyA, Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 111 usane eka ke do roga kara die| dUsare DaoNkTara ko bulAyA, usane eka roga aura baDhA diyaa| phira tIsare DaoNkTara ko bulAyA vaha gA~va meM nahIM thA, eka saptAha bAda AyA, taba taka to mere sAre roga miTa cuke the|" Aja ke rogoM ke lie, kyA yaha bAta saca nahIM hai? kitane hI roga kyA DaoNkTaroM se nahIM bar3he? kucha roga ghaTe bhI hoMge, para bar3he kitane? hamAre rogoM kA eka kAraNa- bhojana adhika khAnA to hai hI, sAtha hI caTapaTA, masAledAra, tIkhe vyaMjana khAnA bhI hai| saca to yaha hai ki kSudhA lagane para sAdA bhojana bhI mIThA lagatA hai| guru kA dUsarA upadeza thA- lokapriyatA yAni niHspRhRtA, jise duniyA se kucha lene kI icchA hI nahIM, vaha avazya lokapriya banatA hai| aisI lokapriyatA bhASaNoM se, mIThI bAteM karane se nahIM milatI, nA hI maMtrataMtra karane se milatI hai| yaha to nispRhi logoM ko hI milatI hai| jinheM hamezAM dUsaroM se kucha lene kI hI apekSA rahatI hai, ve to chipakalI jaise haiM, jo sadA lene kA hI vicAra karatI hai| jahA~ taka saMbhava ho hameM hamezAM apane kAma svayaM karane caahie| kisI se apekSA nahIM rakheMge to loga svayaM sahAyatA karane AeMge, isI kA nAma lokapriyatA hai| niHspRhatA ke lie kahA hai ki "sahaja mile so dUdha barAbara, mAMge mile so pAnI, kahata kabIra vaha rakta barAbara, jisameM khiNcaataanii|" __sahaja hI jo kucha mile, vahI kImatI hai, mAMgane se apanA pAnI utara jAtA hai| hameM kama se kama vastuoM se apanA kAma calAnA sIkhanA caahie| saMpatti ke dAsa banane kI bajAya dila kI saMpatti ke vaibhava kA anubhava karanA cAhie, isI se saccA gaurava AtA hai| roTI, kapar3A aura makAna ityAdi jIvana ke lie Avazyaka vastueM haiN| kintu bahuta parigraha jIvana meM adhogati kA sUcaka hai, kyoM ki phira unakI surakSA ke lie hamAre jIvana meM baMdhana AtA hai| Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 - kisI cIja kI icchA kareM, aura prApta na hoM to dukha hotA hai, isa taraha hama svayaM icchA ko bulAte haiM, phira usakA bhAI, duHkha pIche pIche AtA hai| isase acchA loga deM, aura hama na leM, to aisI nispRhatA se lokapriyatA bar3hatI hai, aura icchA vijaya kA AnaMda bhI prApta hotA hai| guru kA tIsarA saMdeza thA, "sukhe suvU' isakA artha hai, AtmA meM vicaranA aura mana meM Ane vAle vicAroM ko roknaa| jaba zarIra thake, tabhI zarIra ko sone denA, aisA insAna sotA hai, para uThane para svastha ho jAtA hai| use nIMda meM svapna becainI Adi nahIM hote| sukha se sonA, yAni AtmalInatA meM magna, bhaya rahita honA tAki ArAma se so ske| jisakA mana abhaya hai, vaha jamIna para bhI ArAma se so sakatA hai| phuTapAtha para sone vAlA gaharI nIMda meM sotA hai, eka dhanavAna ko aisI nIMda nahIM AtI, kAraNa? eka mana bhayamukta tathA zrama kA sAdhaka hai, jaba ki, dusare kA mana bhayayukta tathA zramarahita hai| ina tInoM upadeza kA artha, prajJa ziSya to samajha gayA, kyoM ki vaha mAdhyastha bhAva vAlA, saumya dRSTi vAlA, tathA pUrvAgraha rahita thaa| usakI dRSTi dveSa rahita thI, isalie usane dUsare ziSya ke sAtha jhagar3A nahIM kiyA, balki usa para dayA umdd'ii| isalie dUsare ziSyane bhI usake vicAroM ko svIkAra kiyaa| ___hameM bhI zabdoM kI pakar3a na karake usa meM se hita bhAvArtha ko samajhanA cAhie "gaMgA mAM jhUpaDUM" kahate haiM, isakA artha gaMgA ke pAnI bIca jhoMpaDA nahIM, apitu gaMgA ke kinAre jhoNpddaa| dharma darzana ke sacce svarUpa ko samajhane ke lie buddhi meM saumyatA tathA mAdhyastha bhAva honA caahie| Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 mAdhyastha bhAva kA mAdhurya mAdhyastha, evaM saumya buddhi vAle kA svabhAva jar3a nahIM hotA, rAga, dveSa kI tIvratA nahIM hotI, saralatA se vastu ke bhAvoM ko grahaNa kara letA hai| jisameM aisI dRSTi nahIM vaha apanI galata bAta ko manavAne kA AgrahI hotA hai, svayaM ko saccA tathA dhArmika mAnatA hai| ___paraMtu aisA insAna bhUla rahA hai, ki kisI vastu ko AkAra denA hoM to use narma banAkara sAMce meM DhAlanA par3atA hai| Ardra, narama, komala vastu hI yogya AkAra grahaNa kara sakatI hai, sUkhI aura kaThora to TUTa jaaegii| jisake jIvana meM mAdhyastha bhAva nahIM, vaha vyakti mithyAbhAva meM se bAhara hI nahIM nikala paaegaa| vaha eka hI pahalU ko pakar3a kara baiTha jAtA hai dUsaroM kI bAta sunane ko taiyAra hI nahIM hotA, aura aMta meM satya se vaMcita rahakara jiMdagI bitAtA hai| bAta bAta para ugra hone vAlA, jarA sA nimitta pAkara Aveza meM Ane vAlA vyakti saumyatA guNa se rahita hai| kuttA bhI nimitta pAkara yA anjAna ko dekhakara hI bhauMkatA hai, binA nimitta zAMta rahatA hai| vaise hI insAna bhI binA nimitta zAMta rahakara "maiM gussA nahIM karatA'' aisA ADaMbara karatA hai, phira usameM aura kutte meM pharka hI kyA hai? sAmane vAle ko krodha karane para bhI yadi tuma zAMta rahoge, to tumhArA kAma bana jAegA, jaise garma lohe ko Thokate samaya hathaur3A ThaMDA hI rahatA hai| yadi vaha garma ho jAe to prathama to hAthoM ko hI jalA ddaalegaa| aura yadi 113 Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 hAtha na bhI jale to, hathor3A garma lohe ke sAtha-sAtha svayaM bhI Ter3hA-mer3hA ho jaaegaa| azAMtipUrNa aneka kriyAoM se, zAMti pUrNa eka kriyA kA mahattva, kahIM adhika hai| dharma kI aneka kriyAyeM jaise ki sevApUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karane ke bAvajUda bhI choTA sA nimitta pAkara krodhita ho jAne se, kitanA nukasAna hotA hai? agni kI eka choTI sI cinagArI hajAroM maNa rUI ko jalA DAlatI hai, vaise hI krodharUpI agni samatArUpI rUI ko jalA DAlatI hai| hameM hamezA yaha dhyAna rahanA cAhie ki jIvana ke pratyeka prasaMga meM, bure yA acche donoM samaya mAnasika saMtulana kaise banAe rakhanA hai? eka pahAr3I para eka sAdhu rahate the, eka yAtrI ne unase kahA ki, use yAtrA karane jAnA hai aura usakI sone kI mohareM vo sNbhaaleN| sAdhu ke bahuta manA karane para bhI, vo nahIM mAnA, taba sAdhu ne kahA ki pAsa meM hI eka gaDDA khodakara, andara DAla de, yAtrI aisA karake nirbhaya hokara calA gyaa| eka varSa bAda yAtrI ne apanI moharoM kI thailI maaNgii| sAdhu ne kahA, "jahA~ tumane rakhI thI, vahIM para hogii|" jamIna khodakara thailI nikAlI aura sAdhu kI khUba prazaMsA karane lgaa| itanI stutI karane para bhI sAdhu ko jarA bhI harSa yA khuzI nahIM huii| hama to jarA sI anukUlatA meM phUle nahIM samAte aura pratikUlatA meM Akula, vyAkula ho jAte haiN| yAda rakhanA cAhie, ki jovana meM sabhI dina, eka sarIkhe nahIM rahate, saMyoga - viyoga to Ate hI rahate haiN| hameM mana ko zAMta rakhakara samatAmaya rahanA hai| mana jaba Aveza meM Ae, mana ko vaza meM karane kA prayatna karanA caahie| thailI lekara yAtrI ghara AyA aura nahAne calA gyaa| strI khuza thI, laDDU banAne kA socakara thailI meM se eka mohara nikAlI aura Avazyaka sAmagrI kharIdakara bhojana taiyAra kiyaa| yAtrI nahAkara AyA, aura apanI mohareM ginane para eka kama paaii| basa phira kyA thA? socA "sAdhu ne nikAlI hai, cupacApa nikAla lI aura sAdhu hone kA DhoMga karatA hai| abhI jAkara sAdhu kI khabara Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 115 letA huuN|'' Aveza meM daur3A sAdhu ke pAsa, kucha sunane ko taiyAra hI nhiiN| sAdhu ziSyoM ke sAtha baiThe the| vahA~ Akara cillAyA, "cora pAkhaMDI, rUka jA, terI khabara letA huuN|" jo bhI mana meM AyA vahI bolane lagA, Aveza meM dRSTibhrama yA matibhrama ho jAtA hai insaan| bure se bure zabda sunAe~ sAdhu ko| "merI eka sone kI mohara tUne curAI hai, vApasa kara de, varanA pUre gA~va meM tujhe badanAma kara duuNgaa|' sAdhu zAMta rahe, paraMtu usane pUre gA~va meM sAdhu ko badanAma kara diyaa| ghara Akara strI ko pUrI bAta batAI ki, kisa taraha eka mahora corI karane para sAdhu ko usane beIjjata kiyA hai| strIne kahA, "yaha Apane kyA kiyA?'' phira pUrI bAta kii| vaha hairAna raha gayA, khAye binA hI sAdhu ke pAsa jAkara, unake pairoM meM girakara mAphI maaNgii| sAdhu se pUchA, "maiMne ApakI itanI beIjjatI, niMdA kI Apako burA to nahIM lagA?" sAdhune cuTakI bhara dhUla jamIna para se lI aura nIce DAlate hue kahA, "tumhArI niMdA aura stuti mere lie dhUla samAna hai|" sAdhu to caMdana jaise zItala the, samatA rakhI to jIta unakI huii| yaha udAharaNa hameM yaha sikhAtA hai, ki ghara aura bAhara hameM zAMta rahanA cAhie, sAdhu kI taraha buddhi kI mAdhyasthatA tathA dRSTi meM saumyatA rakhanI caahie| aisI AtmA hI dharma ArAdhanA ke yogya hai| saccA dhArmika vahI hai, jise sadguNa svarNa samAna tathA durguNa bijalI ke tAra samAna lagate haiN| Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNAnurAga Aja hama bArahaveM sadguNa guNAnurAga kA svAdhyAya kreNge| hamane anAdi kAla se dUsaroM ke doSa hI dekhe haiM, guNa dekhanA to hamane sIkhA hI nahIM, isIlie kAgadRSTi sarala hai, haMsadRSTi lAnA kaThina hai| guNAnurAgI insAna dUsaroM ke guNa dekhane kA prayatna karatA hai, guNI kA bahumAna karatA hai, prazaMsA karatA hai| eka kuzala vyakti cAheM to pattharoM meM se sacce ratna DhUMDha hI letA hai, vaise hI guNAnurAgI vyakti dUsaroM ke guNa grahaNa karake svayaM bhI guNoM kA bhaMDAra bana jAtA hai, ise haMsadRSTi kahate haiN| eka bAra indrasabhA meM carcA calI ki zrIkRSNa guNavAnoM kI kadra karanevAle, guNAnurAgI hai| yaha sunakara eka IrSyAlu deva kutte kA rUpa dhAraNa karake bIca rAha para khar3A thaa| khujalI se usake zarIra kA burA hAla thA, laTakate hue kAna, durgaMdha mAratI kaayaa| zrIkRSNa vahA~ se gujara rahe the, dUsare vahA~ se gujarane vAle to muMha phera lete the, yA muMha para kapar3A rakha kara gujarate the| magara zrIkRSNa to guNAnurAgI the, unhoMne usake dAMta dekhakara kahA, "isake dAMta kitane suMdara hai? jaise dADama kI klii|" yaha sunakara zvAna ke rUpa meM AyA huA deva, unake caraNoM meM gira par3A, kahane lagA, "he bhagavan! zvAna ke durguNa dekhane vAle to bahuta the, magara acchAI dekhane vAle to kevala Apa hI nikle| meM Apako vaMdana karatA huuN|" hamArI isa choTI sI jindagI kA eka cauthAI bhAga khAne meM aura eka cauthAI bhAga sone meM vyatIta hotA hai, dUsare ATha ghaMTe kAmadhaMdhe 116 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 117 meM cale jAte haiN| thoDA sA bacA huA samaya dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane meM tathA apanA ronA rone meM khatma kara dete hai to phira apanI AtmA kA kyA? dUsaroM kI bAteM, na yAda rakhane yogya bAtoM ko yAda rakhane meM itanA samaya gavAyeMge to AtmA ko kaba yAda kareMge? ise sudhArane kA yaha bhI eka upAya hai ki hama guNAnurAgI bneN| jahA~, jahA~ guNavAnoM ke guNa dekheM, hama bhI una guNoM kI prApti hetu prayatna kreN| jisa prakAra bhramara sugandha yukta parAga kI khoja meM vicaratA hai usI prakAra hameM bhI guNoM rUpI gaucarI karanI cAhie, tAki phAlatU bAteM hamAre dimAga meM Ae hI nhiiN| isa ke lie na kevala guNoM ke prazaMsaka balki guNoM ke prati rAga bhI hRdaya meM honA caahie| jisake prati rAga hoM, jaise ki pitA kI dAr3hI khIMcane para bhI bacce para pyAra AtA hai, vaise hI guNAnurAgI banane ke lie hamArA pUrNa prayatna honA caahie| vyApArI vyApAra ke lie bAjAra meM dauDate haiM, hameM bhI isI taraha vyakti tathA duniyA kA rAga chor3akara sadguNa prApti ke lie guNavAnoM ke pIche daur3anA caahie| unase jitane sadguNa prApta ho sakeM utane lUTane cAhie, apanA jIvana bhaMDAra bharanA caahie| hIre kI camaka usake bhItara hI hotI hai, motI meM bhI usakA pAnI rahatA hai| ThIka vaise hI hameM bhI guNavAnoM ke aMdara base hue guNoM ke darzana karake, unake jaisI mahAnatA apane bhItara bhI pragaTa karanI caahie| kAzI meM saMskRta kA abhyAsa karake do paMDita eka gA~va se Ae, eka ne nyAya kA, dUsare ne vyAkaraNa kA abhyAsa kiyA thaa| eka zeTha ne unheM khAne kA nyautA diyaa| vyAkaraNa kA paMDita samajhatA hai "nyAya par3hane vAle rIcha jaise hote haiN|" nyAya zAstrI samajhatA hai "vyAkaraNa paDhane vAle pizAca jaise hote haiN|" donoM ko eka dUsare kI vidyA ke prati sammAna nahIM thA, donoM par3hakara paMDita bane, magara eka dUsare kI dRSTi ko samajhane kA prayatna nahIM kiyaa| donoM eka dUsare ke pUraka, prazaMsaka bane hote to guNoM kI prApti huI hotI, donoM ke jIvana meM, paraMtu vahA~ guNAnurAgI dRSTi kA abhAva thaa| samAja meM alaga alaga kSetroM meM logoM ke alaga alaga kAma ke kSetra haiN| nAI, dhobI, darjI, sunAra sabakA samAja meM samAna sthAna hai, sabhI samAja Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 meM upayogI haiM, eka dUsare ke pUraka haiN| yadi aisA na hoM to eka dUsare ke virodhI bana jaaeNge| dono paMDita zeTha ke yahAM khAnA khAne gaye, zeThane donoM ko alaga alaga kamare meM biThAyA, donoM ke mana meM pUrvAgraha the, donoM cAhate the ki unheM dUsare se adhika sanmAna mile / nyAyazAstrIne zeTha se kahA- "zeTha! vyAkaraNazAstrI ko nyAya kA bilkula jJAna nahIM, vaha gadhA hai|" aisA kahakara apane nyAya kA pradarzana kiyaa| phira bArI AI vyAkaraNazAstrI kI, vaha bolA "nyAyazAstrI to baila jaisA hai, use vyAkaraNa kA tanika bhI jJAna nahIM, kahA~ SaSThI aura kahA~ saptamI kA prayoga karanA hai, use mAlUma hI nhiiN|" aisA kahakara apanI bhASA kA pradarzana kiyaa| zeTha samajha gaye ye donoM pothe paMDita haiM, andara se jale hue haiM, jIvana meM zUnyatA hai| paMDita aura aise? saMskArI insAna aise hote haiM ? vidyA, zAstra, cAritrya vagairAha jIvana meM nahIM pacA sakate, to unake zabdoM meM se bhI durgaMdha AtI hai| unhoMne taya kiyA ina rAha bhUle hue paMDito ko sahI mArga batAne kA kAma vo kreNge| donoM ko khAnA khAne biThAyA, pahale cAMdI kI thAlI meM eka ko bhUsA parosA, dUsare ko ghAsa prosii| paMDita to yaha dekhakara krodha meM lAla pIle ho gaye, jora se cillAe, "hamArA aisA ghora apamAna?'' zeThane kahA, "garma mata hoIye, yadi maiM Apake jaise paMDitoM kA kahanA nahIM mAnUM to kaise cale ? jaisA Apane kahA vaisA hI maiMne kiyaa| gadhe ke pAsa bhUsA aura baila ke pAsa ghAsa parausI, mere samajhane meM koI bhUla huI kyA?" paMDita zarmA gye| zeThane unheM kahA ki, "zAstroM kA adhyayana kiyA hai, magara dRSTi khulI nahIM hai| isIlie maiMne yaha jJAna Apako diyA hai ki, dUsaroM ko nIcA dikhAne vAlA kabhI upara nahIM car3ha sktaa|" zeTha kI bAta sunakara, donoM ne paraspara eka dUsare se mAphI mAMgI, isa taraha zeTha ne donoM ko sanmAna se sudhaaraa| ___ isa saMsAra meM, doSa to kisameM nahIM hote? paraMtu dUsaroM kI truTiyoM ko na dekhate hue, yadi guNa hI dekhe jAeM to pUrA vizva zAntimaya bana sakatA hai| Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 sadguNoM kI upAsanA dASa dRSTi hamArA kusvabhAva hai, koI vastu DhalAna kI tarapha bahatI hai, usameM koI navInatA nahIM hai, UMcAIyoM para car3hanA hI muzkila hai| duniyA meM AdamI ko adhama banAne vAlI to doSadRSTi hI hai, jaba ki guNadRSTi jIvana ko unnata banAtI hai| hama jAnate haiM ki gA~va kA kacarA uThAne vAlA vyakti bhI, kacare ko apane ghara meM na rakhakara kahIM para DAlatA hI hai| phira hama, logoM kI doSarUpI gaMdagI ko apane bhItara baTora kara kyoM jIte haiM ? jisameM aisI vRtti hotI hai, vaha vyakti, aisI bAteM jahAM calatI hoM vahAM pahuMca hI jAtA hai, doSa DhUMDhane ke lie| isIlie mahApurUSa hameM guNAnurAgI banane kA upadeza dete haiM, pratyeka ghara meM bagIce nahIM hote, vaise hI sarvatra sadguNa bhI nahIM hote| eka jagaha kahA hai ki "niMdA na karajo pArakI, na rahavAya to karajo aapkii|" dUsaroM kI nindA se acchA hai, apane doSoM kI nindA karanA, isase hamArA kucha bhalA hogaa| dhobI to paise lekara dUsaroM ke gande kapar3e dhotA hai, paraMtu hama to binA paise lie, apanI jIbha mailI karate haiM, dUsaroM ke doSa bolkr| hameM apane ko sudhAranA hai to nirarthaka bAteM na karake hamezA acchI, bhalI bAteM, kAma kI bAteM karanI caahie| 119 Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 zabda kI mAra asara joradAra hotI hai, krodha bhare eka zabda se hI hamArI A~khe lAla ho jAtI haiM, premabhare eka zabda se mu~ha para muskAna A jAtI hai, jaise suMdara vAdya ke tAra ko sparza karane se sura jhaMkRta ho jAte haiM, vaise hI zabda ke sparza se jJAnataMtu bhI sakrIya ho jAte haiN| hathaur3e se kucha ThokanA hoM to hAtha para se ghar3I khola dete haiM, yaha socakara ki kahIM bigar3a na jaae| lekina hama apane amUlya dimAga ko saMtulita rakhane ke lie dhyAna nahIM dete| __hameM apane dimAga, mana ko zveta vastra jaisA rakhanA cAhie, tAki dAga paDate hI phaurana khyAla A jAe, aura dAga laga bhI jAe kisI durvicAra se, to jaldI hI dho DAlanA cAhie, tAki chApa na chodde| manarUpI sleTa para vyartha kI koI bAta aMkita na hoM jAeM usake lie jAgRti rakhanI caahie| hamezAM apane se UMce logoM ke sAtha hI saMgata karanI cAhie, tAki hama kucha acchA sIkha skeN| burI saMgata se, vyasanI kI saMgata se hamAre meM bhI vyasana praveza kara jAeMge, aura nirvyasanI kI saMgata se vyasana mukti bhI ho sakatI hai| lahasuna durgaMdha detI hai, caMdana sugaMdha detA hai, ThIka vaise hI saMga kA raMga bhI lagatA hai| hameM yadi kucha acchA milA hai jIvana meM, to dUsaroM ko bhI sikhAe~ aisI bhAvanA honI caahie| gaTara kA pAnI bhI gaMgAjala ke sAtha milakara gaMgAjala bana jAtA hai| ___ kucha loga kahate haiM ki, "zatru ke guNa gAo, aura guru ke doSa bhI hoM to pragaTa kro|" paraMtu yaha ThIka nahIM hai| nirguNI guru kI upekSA karanI cAhie, apane doSa gAne se, usakI burAIyAM dUra nahIM ho jAtI, satata niMdA se jJAna tathA cAritrya malina hote haiN| hamArA kArya to yaha hai ki guNa sabake lo, doSa kisI ke bhI mata lo| hamArA satya bhI hitakArI, mitakArI honA caahie| jo vyakti apane bujurgoM kI nindA karatA hai, usake hRdaya meM gurU ke prati sanmAna bhAva kahA~ Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 121 se jAgRta hogA? dUsaroM ke doSoM ko pragaTa karanA, samajhadAra AdamI kA kAma nahIM, ho sake to use hI karUNAbhAva se kahanA cAhie, aura yadi apanI bAta na mAneM to samatA bhAva dhAraNa karanA caahie| burAIyAM dUra karane ke lie, kisI kI sahAyatA nahIM lene vAlA, zikhara kI coTI para khar3e vRkSa kI bhAMti, pavana meM svayaM hI apanA zatru hai| "mArga bhUlelA jIvana pathika ne, mArga ciMdhavA Ubho rahUM, kare upekSA e mAraganI, to ye samatA citta dhruuN|" guNAnurAgI banane ke lie, yaha sadguNa atyaMta sUkSma hai| ekalavyane zrI droNAcArya kI pratimA banAkara, unheM gurUpada para sthApita kara, apanA zraddhA dIpaka jalAkara, bhaktipUrvaka abhyAsa kiyA to zreSTha vidyA prApta kara skaa| jaise itra ko kapar3e para lagAne se sugaMdha phailatI haiM, vaise hI guNavAna ke saMsarga se apanA citta bhI saurabhayukta ho jAtA hai| Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U satkathA bArahaveM sopAna upara car3hA huA vyakti, yadi guNAnurAgI hai, to vaha terahaveM guNa satkathA meM sahaja hI praveza kara sakatA hai| satkathA yAni, acchI kathA kahane vAlA, jisase kalaha, kaMkAsa, duHkha kI vyathA kama ho jaae| Aja mAtRbhAvanA se dUra huI apanI mAnava jAti, kevala rUsa aura amerikA meM hI nahIM, duniyA meM hara jagaha prAMtavAda aura rASTravAda ke TukaDoM meM baTa rahI hai| vyakti apanA hI bhalA socane meM lagA huA hai, usase dRSTibheda, vicArabheda, matabheda aura manabheda bar3ha rahe haiN| deza kathA aura prAMta kathA kI taraha Aja strI kathA bhI bahuta pracalita huI hai, isa kathA meM DUbe insAna ko dUsarA kucha bhAna hI nahIM rhtaa| strIyoM ke alpa kapar3oM meM citra, unakI carcA Adi khUba vyApaka bane haiN| Beauty contest meM deha kA pradarzana to dUsarI tarapha strI kI niMdA karanevAle varga kI bhI kamI nahIM hai| purAne samaya kI kahAvata hai, "cAra male coTalA to bhAMge gharanA oTalA'' paraMtu Aja ise badalane kI jarUrata hai, "cAra male coTalI, to toDI nAkhe rottlii|" bAra bAra kamare meM dhuMA karane ke phalasvarUpa dIvAroM para usakA asara A hI jAtA hai, vaise hI Aja strIkathA se logoM ke mAnasa vikRta ho gaye haiN| jisase acche vicAroM ko dimAga meM Ane ke lie sthAna hI nahIM raha gayA hai| 122 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 123 isIlie hameM satkathA kA guNa AtmasAt karanA hai, dUsaroM se jaba bhI kareM, acchI hI bAta kareM, to usakA asara jarUra hotA hai, isase jIvana parivartana ho sakatA hai| jahA~ saMskArI loga hote haiM vahA~ unakI saMtAne bhI saMskArI hI hotI haiN| zaMkarAcArya digvijaya karane nikale haiM, ve kumAra bhaTTa ko jItanA cAhate haiN| panihAriyoM se ve kumAra bhaTTa kA ghara kahA~ hai ? pUchate haiN| panihAriyAM javAba detI haiM ki, jisake ghara ke bAhara baiThe hue totA-mainA tattvajJAna kI carcA kara rahe hoM, vahI kumAra bhaTTa kA ghara haiN| jisa ghara ke vAtAvaraNa meM totA-mainA zAstra jJAna kI carcA karate hoM, vahA~ ke mAnava kaise hoMge? aise vAtAvaraNa kA prabhAva kevala ghara ke logoM para hI nahIM, balki naukaroM tathA pazu-pakSiyoM para bhI par3atA hai| eka gA~va meM eka aurata ne aTThama (telA) kiyA, to usake yahA~ rahane vAlI gAya kI bachaDIne bhI aTThama kiyA, usakI mAlakina nahIM khAe, to vaha kaise khAe ? vaise bhI vo mAlakina ke khAne ke bAda hI khAtI thii| phira dono ne pAraNA sAtha-sAtha kiyA, vAtAvaraNa kA kaisA asara! pazuoM para vAtAvaraNa ke asara kA eka dUsarA prasaMga dekhate haiM, "hija mAsTarsa vaoNIsa'' H.M.V. ke grAmophona para kutte kA citra hai| usakA mAlika jaba vAdya bajAne baiThatA, vaha sAmane baiTha jaataa| zeTha jaba khAnA khAte vaha bhI Tebala ke pAsa baiThakara khAnA khAtA, vaha zeTha se itanA ghulAmilA thA ki mAno usakA samajhadAra mitra ho| kucha samaya bAda zeTha kI mRtyu ho gaI, aba kutte ko saMgIta sunAI nahIM detA, na hI mAlika dikhAI dete| usane khAnA pInA chor3a diyA, udAsa hokara par3A rahatA, ghara ke logoM ne bahuta upAya kie, usane khAnA nahIM liyaa| phira eka jana ko vicAra AyA ki zeTha kA rikaoNrDa cAlU kiyA jAe, aisA kiyaa| zeTha kI AvAja sunate hI kuttA harSita hokara nAcane lagA, AnaMda ke AMsU bahAne lgaa| phira to vaha roja rikaoNrDa sunatA tabhI khAnA khAtA, Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 zvAna kI bhAvanAe~ kaisI ? "hija mAsTarsa vaoNIsa" kI rikaoNrDa para dekhie citra meM, ki kuttA apane mAlika kI AvAja kitanI ekAgratA se sunatA hai| isIlie hamezA acchI kathAe~ kahanI aura sunanI cAhie, isase gande aura ghaTiyA sAhitya svata: chUTa jaaeNge| vaise jo loga ina cAra kathAoM meM rata rahate haiM, unake mana aise kaluSita ho jAte haiM / jisa prakAra dhueM se kAlI paDI cimanI meM dIpaka kA prakAza dhuMdhalA jAtA hai, vaise hI gandI aura ghaTiyA kathAeM kahane aura sunane vAloM ke hRdaya meM jJAna aura viveka rUpI prakAza prasphuTita nahIM ho pAtA aura unakA jIvana andhakAramaya ho jAtA hai| jo vivekI haiM, vaha isa loka, paraloka kA vicAra karake jItA hai, jo sat asat kA vicAra karatA hai, usake jIvana meM pachatAne kA vakta nahIM AtA, kyoM ki vaha apane tana aura mana ko asvastha karane jaisA 'kucha karatA hI nahIM / dharma kyA hai ? dharma yAni viveka kA sAra, jo pravRtti viveka rahita hoM vaha dharma kaise bana sakatI hai ? eka bAra kazmIrI aura madrAsI do vyakti bambaI meM mile| donoM meM maitrI huI, madrAsI hoziyAra thA, jaba ki kazmIrI lagAvavAlA, udAra paraMtu vivekahIna thA, lagAva ke sAtha viveka bhI honA caahie| jAte samaya donoM ne apane ThikAne eka dUsare ko die, apane ghara Ane kA nimaMtraNa diyA phira cale gaye / garmIyAM AI, taba kazmIrI madrAsa gayA usane bhAvapUrvaka usakA satkAra kiyA, bahuta garmI thI, nahAne ke lie ThaMDA pAnI, bArIka vastra die| bhojana meM zrIkhaMDa diyA, pAsa baiThakara paMkhe se premapUrvaka havA DAlI, kazmIrI bahuta khuza huA / phira sardiyAM AI, madrAsI kazmIra gayA, kazmIrI vyakti lagAva vAlA thA, ataH usane saba kucha madrAsI kI taraha hI kiyA / nahAne ke lie ThaMDA pAnI, bhojana meM zrIkhaMDa, bArIka vastra Adi die upara se paMkhe se havA dene lgaa| madrAsI ThaMDa se kaMpane lagA, khAte khAte kazmIrIne pUchA, " ApakI kyA Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 125 sevA karUM?'' taba vo kAMpate kAMpate mana hI mana bolA, "aba to lakaDI jalAnI hI bAkI hai|'' dekhie, donoM kI sevA eka jaisI thI, magara kAla deza, paristhiti ko dhyAna meM lekara karanI cAhie, itanA viveka usameM nahIM thaa| dharma kA AcaraNa bhI deza va kAla ke anusAra karanA cAhie, nahIM to usakI bhI haMsI uDAte haiM log| eka samaya meM dhArmika jUlUsa dharma prabhAvanA ke lie nikalate the, Aja to vahIM para kAle dhana kA pradarzana hotA hai| eka purAnA maMdira hotA hai, usI ke pAsa naye maMdira kA nirmANa kiyA jAtA hai, para purAne maMdira kA jirNoddhAra karavAne kA viveka jAgRta nahIM hotaa| Aja rAjasthAna meM kitane hI maMdira jIrNa avasthA meM haiN| hameM kAla, samaya kA viveka rakhanA jarUrI haiM, binA vicAra pUrvaka kI gayI pravRtti se dharma ke nAma para adharma ho jAne kA bhaya rahatA hai| dharma yAni viveka kA sAra, vivekI insAna hI khare, khoTe kA phaisalA kara sakatA hai| purAnA hai isalie acchA hai, aisI bAta nhiiN| acchA hai, isalie acchA hai, aisA svIkAra honA caahie| satkathA cAheM jitanI lambI hoM, vivekI usameM se sAra grahaNa kara letA hai, galata ko choDakara sahI grahaNa kara letA hai| zrIpAla kI kathA sunakara, yaha nahIM kahatA ki zrIpAla ne nau patnIyAM kI to maiM do rakhU, to kyA galata hai? mahAbhArata par3hakara koI strI tarka nahIM karatI ki draupadI jaisI mahAsatI ne pA~ca pati kie to maiM bhI do-tIna karUM to kyA burAI hai? yA phira koI juArI aisA kahe ki dharmarAja yudhiSThira ne to patnI ko dA~va para lagAyA thA, phira maiM juA khelUM to kyA burA hai? isa taraha yadi viveka nahIM rakhA aura hara kathA meM se na lene yogya bAteM grahaNa karegA to saMgharSa hI paidA hogaa| ata: hara jagaha viveka atyAvazyaka hai| Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akhaMDa jIvana - hamane dekhA ki dhArmika vyakti acchI kathA kahane vAlA hotA hai, isIlie use 'satkathA' kahA hai| logoM ke jIvana meM gupta aura ujAgara do hisse ho gaye haiN| mana meM kucha, muMha meM kuch| kahanA kucha aura karanA kuch| aisA karane se logoM ke AMtarika jIvana kaluSita ho jAte haiN| doharI jIvana jIne vAloM ko jIvana meM hamezAM do vibhAga rakhane par3ate haiN| sahI jiMdagI meM "ego vA parisaho vA' akele ho yA pariSada meM, samUha meM, vibhAga jaisA kucha nahIM, jIvana to sarala honA caahie| jisa taraha ekAMta meM rahate ho, vaise hI samAja meM barto, bolo, vicAra karo jaba taka hama aisA jIvana nahIM jiyeMge, hamArA mana UMcA nahIM utthegaa| mana yadi kharAba hogA to jaise garma tave para pAnI kI bUMdo ke par3ate hI, phaurana bhApa banakara ur3a jAtI hai, vaise hI dharma ke amRta bindu aise mana para par3ate hI jala jaaeNge| hamArA pahalA kartavya yaha hai ki samAja ko suMdara banAne se pahale apane mana ko suMdara va svastha bnaaeN| andara kucha, bAhara kucha, ye daMbha kI divAreM jIvana meM aMtarAya rUpa banatI haiN| kathanI aura karanI meM antara nahIM honA cAhie, jJAniyoM ke choTe vAkyo meM dharma kA marma samAyA hotA hai, una para hameM ciMtana karanA caahie| dIpaka kI jyota jaba, dUsarI jyota meM milatI hai, to binA virodha ke 126 Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 127 dUsare meM mila jAtI hai, aura prakAza bhI baDhatA hai| yadi apane jIvana meM koI aisI jyoti na mile jisase tAdatmya sthApita ho sake to anya acche logoM ke sadAcaraNa kA anukaraNa karane yA hamezAM acchI bAtoM kA cintana manana karake apanI Atmajyoti ko aura prakhara banA sakate hai| tejodIpta kara sakate haiN| Akhira kaba taka hama dUsaroM dvArA TIkA-nindA kie jAne ke bhaya meM jIte raheMge? isa lie andara bAhara ke vibhAga nahIM hone caahie| nirbhaya banane ke lie vicAra, vANI evaM karanI kI ekarUpatA jarUrI hai| jIvana meM yadi viSamatA rUpI gAMTha hai to dharmarUpI dhAge meM suI bIca meM hI aTaka jAegI, jIvana meM dharma kI pragati rUka jaaegii| hamArI maMjila hameM taya karanI cAhie, jIvana meM dhyeya hogA to jindagI jIne lAyaka lgegii| Aja kaI logoM ke pAsa jIne kA koI udezya nahIM hai, isalie jIvana duHkhada lagatA hai| Akhira jIvana meM AnaMda kyoM nahI rahA? insAna itanA choTA kyoM ho gayA hai? khAne, pIne, rahane, pahanane ke sAdhana hameM milane ke bAvajUda bhI hamArA jIvana viSAda se bhArI kyoM bana rahA hai ? jIvana meM se prasannatA to jaise nestanAbUta hI ho gaI hai| yaha prazna vicAraNIya hai| jarA socie ki jIvana ke pacAsa varSoM meM hamane kyA prApta kiyA? kyA bacI huI jiMdagI bhI yUM hI jInI hai ? amUlya mAnava bhava yUM hI bIta rahA hai, bAlyakAla, yauvana gaye, aba vRddhAvasthA A gaI hai, aba to vakta AyA hai, apane Apa se mulAkAta karane kaa| nizcita hokara aMta:karaNa ke AnaMda kI anubhUti karanI hai| vRddhAvasthA to thor3I dera kA ArAma hai| yauvana kA aham aura kAmanAoM kA . bhAra choDakara vRddhatva kA AnaMda uThAnA caahie| vRddhAvasthA yAni anubhava aura vicAroM kI madhuratA ko aura adhika bar3hAne kI avsthaa| indriyAM zAnta ho jAtI haiM, jIvana kI kaluSitatA calI jAtI hai, tathA anubhavoM dvArA jIvana ko prakAza milatA hai, yaha aisI avasthA hai| bAlyakAla meM dhUla meM khelane meM, khilaunoM meM mana rahatA hai, yauvanAvasthA meM kAma meM, bhogavilAsa tathA rAga ke sAdhano kI prApti kA prayAsa rahatA hai| he| Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 paraMtu vRddhAvasthA meM ye bhAva zAnta ho jAte haiM, zAnta, nirmala bhAvoM dvArA prabhu ke saMga mana kA milana karanA hai, AtmA kA vicAra karanA hai| logoM ke sAtha satkathA karanA hai, aura aise karate karate, jaise pavana ke jhoMkoM se phUla nIce gira jAte haiM, vaise hI A~khe baMda ho jAtI haiM / hA~ Aja paristhiti badala gaI hai, buDhApe meM bhI kAma karanA paDatA hai, hA~ jarUrI hoM to kAma karo, paraMtu usake pIche mata bhAgo / jo sahaja mile, svIkAro paraMtu usake pIche becaina mata bno| hama to jiMdagI meM jIvana DhUMDhane nikale haiM, yahI hamArA jIvana dhyeya hai| mAnava jIvana kevala ghara meM par3e rahane ke lie nahIM milA hai, paraMtu saccA mAnava jIvana jIne ke lie milA hai| bila meM rahanevAle sarpa kI taraha lobhI tathA krodha se krUra banA huA jIvana nahIM jInA hai, apitu sadguNoM se prakAzita satkatha jIvana jInA hai / tabhI mAnava jIvana sArthaka banegA / Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 supakSa - satkathA se insAna supakSavAna banatA hai| pakSa ke do artha haiM, pakSa yAni tarapha yA karavaTa tathA pakSa yAni pNkh| dharmI vyakti yAni sajjana, snehI, inakA pakSa acchA hotA hai, satkathA karane vAloM kA pakSa acchA hI hotA hai n| jaise zarAbI kA pakSa zarAbI, isakA kauna vizvAsa kare? halke kA pakSa hlkaa| dasa zarAbI mitra sAtha meM zarAba pIte haiM, paraMtu unameM se eka mitra koI bAta kahe to yahI kahegA ki zarAbI kA vizvAsa kauna karegA? kupakSa vAlA mitra samaya Ane para kAma nahIM AegA, supakSa vAlA mitra tumhArI bAta sunegA, musIbata samajhegA, tumhAre prati anurAga jagegA, aura sahAyatA karane to taiyAra hogaa| durguNI to kevala nukasAna karane meM hI sAtha deMge, kharAba AdamI kA vizvAsa AdamI bhI nahIM kregaa| sadguNi ke sabhI prazaMsaka baneMge, yahA~ taka ki zatru bhI mana meM to prazaMsA hI karatA hai, sadguNa kA yaha mahattva haiN| supakSavAlA, anukUla svajana prApta karatA hai, kyoM ki dharmI ke lie sabake mana meM sammAna rahatA hai, usakA sAtha dene ko saba taiyAra rahate haiN| aise nirvyasanI vyakti ko sabhI anukUlatAeM prApta hotI haiN| usakA tapa bhI sAmane vAle ke mana meM bhAva jagAtA hai, pratikulatAeM anukUlatAeM bana jAtI haiM, jIvana kA samagra vAtAvaraNa anukUla bana jAtA hai| 129 Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130 eka bahuta hI sajjana AdamI thA, baDA sadAcArI thA, eka bAra pravAsa meM jAte hue usake pA~va kaTa gaye vaha paMgu bana gyaa| usakI aurata use acchI taraha jAnatI thI ki vaha kaisA sajjana va sadAcArI hai ? usane kahA ki usakA saba kAma vaha kregii| vaha aurata savere ghara kA kAma nipaTA kara, kheta meM kAma karane calI jAtI, phira zAma ko ghara Akara kAma krtii| pati ne socA usakI aurata kitanA kAma karatI hai? thoDA kAma use kara lenA cAhie, aba vaha eka jagaha baiThakara eka samaya kA khAnA banAkara rakhane lagA, donoM eka dUsare ke pUraka bne| - usane gA~va ke logoM se bhI kahA, "maiM aura to koI sevA nahIM kara sakatA, paraMtu koI sAdhu, saMta, jaina yati Ae to mere ghara bhejane kA puNya kmaanaa|'' phira jo bhI saMta Ate vo saba usa sajjana ke ghara jAte, vo prema se sabako roTI aura chAsa detaa| vo kahatA, "maiM ghara meM baiThA baiThA khAUM, usase acchA sAdhu, saMto, AgantukoM kI sevA karake, thoDA dAna dekara khAUM to kyA burA hai? aisA dAna dekara maiM apanA jIvana dhanya bnaauuNgaa|" aisA vyakti karoDapati kI tulanA meM adhika sukhI hai| kAraNa yaha hai ki vaha parizrama karatA hai, sAdhu saMto kI sevA karatA hai, bhakti karake khAtA hai| phira saMtoSa aura AnaMda se rAtri vyatIta karatA hai| jiMdagI kA mApadaMDa paisA, dhana, sattA aura adhikAra hI nahIM hai, paraMtu yaha bAta kaba samajha meM AegI? acchI bAteM to abhI sunI aura sIr3hiyAM utarate hI bhUla jAte haiM, duniyA kI bAtoM kA itanA gaharA asara hamAre manamastiSka para ho rahA hai ki acchI bAteM bhI adhika samaya yAda nahIM rhtii| ataH supakSa ke kuTuMba meM sabhI sadasya dharmazIla hote haiM, do meM eka dharmI va dUsarA adharmI hoM to kalaha hotA hai| pati yadi mAMsAhArI hai to patnI ko anicchA se bhI dera-savera apanAnA hI par3atA hai| isa taraha durAcAra jaldI A jAtA hai, sadAcAra ko Ane meM samaya lagatA hai| pAna ke sau pattoM meM se eka bhI pattA yadi sar3A huA hoM to vaha sabhI meM dAga lagatA hai| upAdhyAya yazovijayajIne kahA hai - Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ __131 "hIna taNo je saMga na tyaje, tehano guNa navi rahe, jema jaladhijalamAM bhalyu gaMgA, nIra lUNapaNuM lhe|" dharmazIla kA jIvana supakSavAlA honA caahie| bure aura khoTe karmoM ke prati sAvadhAna rahate hue, "aisA karanA mujhe zobhA nahIM detaa|" yaha vicAra vaha sadA karatA hI rahatA hai| supakSa meM anukUlatA, dharmazIlatA aura sAtha meM sadAcAra ye tIna guNa rahate haiN| supakSa kA dUsarA artha hai acche paMkhavAlA, paMkha acche ho to gagana meM anaMta taka uDA jA sakatA hai| yadi AtmA rUpI pakSI ko mukti rUpI gagana kI ananta U~cAIyoM taka ur3Ana bharanI hai to usake paMkho kA sundara aura sudRDha honA Avazyaka hai| yaha paMkha dharma se yukta hone para hI ur3Ana meM samartha evaM sahAyaka ho sakate haiN| sadAcAra se pUrNa mAnava rUpI pakSI hI mokSa kI aura prayANa kara sakatA hai, mokSa prApta kara sakatA hai| saMyoga aura svajana anukUla hoM, mana dharmazIla ho, aura saba sadAcAra se pUrNa ho to saMsArarUpI ghausalA sundara bana sakatA hai| Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvana meM supakSatA vizva meM kahane pUchane vAle bahuta mila jAte haiM, paraMtu dharma kSetra meM utsAha dene vAle loga bahuta kama milate haiN| bahuta se loga to nATaka aura sinemA gharoM kI taraha dharmasthAnoM ko bhI manoraMjana kA sAdhana mAnate haiN| yahAM prazna yaha uThatA hai ki, AdamI ke vicAra aise kyoM ho gaye? vyakti meM rAga itanA bar3ha gayA hai ki vairAgya ko bhUla hI jAtA hai| dharma kA mUlyAMkana kiye binA usake prati rUci jaganA muzkila hai, isIlie dharma ko sacce artha meM samajhanA jarUrI hai| dharma ke yathArtha aura vyAvahArika svarUpa ko yadi hamane samajha liyA to nizcita hI duHkhoM, saMkaToM evaM anya durguNoM se ubarane meM saphala ho skeNge| dharma ko samajhanA eka bAta hai, aura usakA AcaraNa dUsarI bAta hai| meghakumAra ne bhagavAna mahAvIra kA pravacana sunA, jo aMtara meM utara gayA taba unakI mA~ ko koI Apatti nahIM thii| paraMtu upadeza ko amala meM lAne kI jaba bAta AI taba mA~ ko lagA ki aba laDakA hAtha se gyaa| isakA kAraNa thA ki mA~ apane putra ko dharmakathA sunane dene ko taiyAra thI, paraMtu vaha sunakara sAdhu bana jAe, yaha unheM maMjUra nahIM thaa| isa taraha dharma AcaraNa kA ADambara karane meM sarva sammata hote haiM, paraMtu AMtarika dharma ke darzana se logoM ko dhakkA lagatA hai| saccA kArya to dharma ke sacce mUlyAMkanoM ko samajhakara usakA AcaraNa karanA hai| 132 Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 133 jaba pakSa kA, ghara kA vAtAvaraNa nirUtsAhI hotA hai, taba pragati rUMdha jAtI hai| yaha to jinake bhAgya acche hote haiM yA jinake svajana, parijana anukUla hote hai ve hI puNya ke prakAza ko prApta kara sakate haiN| jo dharmazIla hote haiM unakI pragati meM aksara dUsare pUraka banate haiN| bahuta bAra, spardhA ke kAraNa bhI pragati hotI hai| svastha jIvana kI spardhA mAnava ko UMce sopAnoM taka pahuMcane meM paMkharUpa banatI hai| AnaMda vastu meM hai yA mana meM? ghara meM miSTAna banAyA hoM, paraMtu ghara meM kalaha ho jAe to aise vAtAvaraNa meM miSTAna bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| isake viparIta yadi ghara meM khuziyoM kA vAtAvaraNa ho to sUkhI roTI aura kar3hI bhI mIThe lagate haiN| AnaMda azAMti meM nahIM, AnaMda to tRpti bharI zAMti meM nihita hai| Aja kaI aise netA haiM jinake ghara meM kalaha kI holI jalatI hai, aura vo dUsaroM ko jJAna pradAna karane nilakate haiN| ghara kI Aga bujhAye binA, deza kA bhalA karane jo nikale hai, ve jahA~ jAeMge, Aga hI lgaayeNge| yadi tuma dhArmika bananA cAhate ho to supakSa taiyAra karo, tAki kala yadi tuma cale bhI jAo to, tumhAre vicAroM, tumhAre saMtAno tathA svajanoM dvArA tuma jivita raho, loga tumheM yAda kreN| bAlaka ke lie saMskRta meM "Atmaja' zabda prayoga hotA hai, AtmA ke saMskAra se jo janmA hai, vaha aatmj| kala kA kArya karane vAlA, putra yAni icchAoM tathA manorathoM kA vArisa insAna ke rakta aura pyAra kA sarjana, . usameM lagAva, bhAvanA va anubhUti haiN| mAtA pitA ke hRdaya unake bAlakoM me rahate haiM, pitA putra ko kahatA hai ki, "hamArI urmiyAM hamane tumhAre meM uMDelI hai, hamAre apUrNa uttama kAryo ko tumheM pUrA karanA hai|" isakA eka suMdara udAharaNa hai| eka vRddha kA beTA ghara kA chappara ThIka kara rahA thA, khAne kA samaya huA, pitA khAne ke lie bulAtA hai, para vaha nahIM AtA, kAma meM vyasta hai| aba bApane eka yukti Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 kI, ki beTe ke choTe beTe arthAt apane pote ko lAkara dhUpa meM biThA diyaa| apane beTe ko dhUpa meM baiThA dekhakara, svayaM meM bApa kA bhAva jAgrata huA, phaurana hI kUda kara nIce A gyaa| bacce ko chAtI se lagAte hue pUchA, "aisA kyoM kiyA?" pitAne kahA, "mujhe tumhAre lie kaisA prema hai, yaha tuma isake binA kaise samajhate?'' tumane khAnA nahIM khAyA to mujhe kaisA mahasUsa ho rahA hai? yaha tuma apane putra ke dRSTAMta se samajha jaaoge| vicAroM ke jo adhUre taMtra, pitA chor3akara jAte haiM, unheM pUrA karanA putra kA AnaMda hai| putra nahIM karegA to kauna karegA? mA~ bApa prema kI varSA jo bAlakoM para karate haiM, usakA RNa to kabhI nahIM cukAyA jA sktaa| tuma kahoge ki bhAgya se milA, paraMtu nimitta to ve haiM n| jo mA~ bApa dharma se calita hue ho, AdhyAtmika jIvana meM ajJAna hoM aura tuma unheM sacce, sahI mArga kI ora le jAo, usake lie uttama sAdhana upalabdha karAo, to thoDA sA AMzika upakAra adA kiyA, aisA kaha sakate haiN| aise putra, svajana hoM, ve loga supakSa bAle kahalAte hai, aise supakSa ke paMkha prApta hone para, apane svadhAma pahuMcane meM bhI AnaMda AtA hai| Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 37 dIrgha darzitA dharma ratna ke ina sadguNoM ko sopAna kahanA jyAdA ucita hai, kyoM ki guNa vyakti ko Age bar3hAtA hai aura sopAna upara le jAtA hai| hamane aise caudaha sopAno para pUrva meM vicAra kara liyA hai| kala hamane supakSa para vicAra kiyA thA, isa zabda meM kaisI kavitA hai? pakSa yAni kuTumba aura pakSa yAni pNkh| mora ke paMkha hote haiM, yadi ve kaTa jAeM, pIche bikhara jAeM to mora kI suMdaratA naSTa ho jAegI, vaha nRtya nahIM kara sakegA, prasannatA nahIM pragaTa kara skegaa| usakA sArA saundarya tirohita ho jaaegaa| vaise hI hamAre AsapAsa ke svajana acche hoMge to hI hama suMdara lgeNge| putra bhalA hoM to, usase usake mA~-bApa pahacAne jAte haiN| devatA kA putra yadi rAkSasa jaisA hoM to pitA kI ijjata miTTI meM milA degaa| isIlie kahA hai ki kuputra kA pitA hone se to ni:saMtAna rahanA acchA hai| vastupAla, binA putra ke bApa the, phira bhI samAja ke pitA bana gye| AbU delavADA ke bhavya jinAlayoM kA nirmANa karavA kara amara bana gye| jisameM poSaka tattva hoM, vaha saccA pitaa| jarA vastupAla ke jIvana para najara ddaalie| unake dvArA sarjita delavAr3A ke maMdira ne gaurava diyA, saMskRti kA poSaNa kiyaa| thor3e samaya pahale, eka aMgreja daMpatti, vahAM para chata kI suMdara kArIgarI dekhane Ae, vo sokara Upara najara rakhate hue, isa suMdara kalAkRti 135 Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 kA rasapAna kara rahe the / yadi khaDe khaDe Upara dRSTi DAlakara dekhate to gardana akar3a jAtI, isalie unhoMne yaha tarakIba aajmaaii| usa samaya mere mana meM yaha khyAla AyA, ki vastupAla kaisA hoMziyAra hai, ki usane aMgrejo ko bhI kalA ke sammAna hetu laMbA hone para majabUra kara diyaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki vaha putra binA kA hokara bhI poSaka pitA banA, Aja sadiyAM bIta jAne ke bAda bhI, hama unakI saMtAna banane kA gaurava lekara unheM yAda karate haiM / supakSatA ke bAda hama aba paMdarahaveM sopAna 'dIrghadarzitA' para Ae haiN| jo kAma acchA nahIM, usakA pariNAma acchA nahIM, jo kAma acchA hai, usakA pariNAma bhI acchA AegA / dIrgha dRSTi apanAkara insAna dUra kI socakara, pariNAma kA vicAra kara, kAma karegA, sAtha hI sAtha pariNAma meM anAsakti kA hI bhAva rakhegA / "karmaNyevAdhikAraste mA phaleSu kadAcana" yaha sApekSa vAkya hai| kAma karo magara, phala kI icchA mata kro| Aja to kAma se pahale logoM ko pariNAma cAhie, svArthI hokara jo AnA pAI kA hisAba ginatA hai, vaha acchA kAma nahIM kara sakatA / insAna kA dharma hai acchA kAma, soca vicAra kara karanA, usameM bhI dIrgha dRSTi tathA udAra dila rakhanA cAhie, kyoM ki pariNAma kucha bhI A sakatA hai| ina donoM guNoM kA saMkalana hoM, taba kAma sArthaka banatA hai| pacahattara varSa ke eka bUDhe ko Ama kA per3a lagAte hue dekhakara kisI ne pUchA, "tuma to bUDhe ho gaye ho, aba yaha Ama kA per3a kaba ugegA, aura tuma Ama kaba khAoge ? " taba usane jaise zrama kA gIta gAte hue kahA "bIte hue kala ne mujhe Aja yaha diyA hai, to maiM bhI kucha kala ke lie denA jaauuN|" saca to yaha hai ki jaba se tumane Ama boyA, tabase hI sUkSma phala milana kI zurUAta to ho hI gaI hai, kyoM ki usameM dUsaroM ko chAyA mile, phala mile aisA zubha hetu nihita hai / vRddhane apanA kRtajJatA kA ti rakhane ke lie, yaha kArya dIrghadarzitA pUrvaka kiyaa| kahA gayA Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 137 hai ki 'bahu lAbha ane alpa kleza' kAma aisA karo jisameM lAbha adhika hoM, kleza kama hoM / zrama kA saMbaMdha deha se hai, kleza kA saMbaMdha mana se hai / lAbha adhika lenA, kAma kama karanA, yaha AdamI ko kAmacora banAtA hai, yaha eka prakAra kI corI hai| yahAM alpa kleza yAni alpa zrama nahIM zrama to karanA hI caahie| sAdhaka ke lie kSamA-zramaNa nAmaka ye do zabda prayoga kie gaye haiN| AtmA kI zuddhi ke lie, mana kI mukti ke lie, prema se jo sahana kare, vaha kSamA zramaNa kahalAte haiM / kSamA zramaNa panA apane meM honA anivArya hai, zrama ke binA jIvana meM miThAsa nahIM rhtii| rasoIye kI rasoI aura aurata ke hAtha kA khAnA, donoM meM pharka yahI hai ki, patnI hAtha se banAe hue khAne meM prema kI urmiyAM bhI mizrita hotI hai / ataH khAnA svAdiSTa lagatA hai / parizrama karake banAe hue khAne meM, bhUkha bhI barAbara lagatI hai| aisA hI paise ke lie samajhanA cAhie, prasveda girA kara kamAyA huA dhana, saccA dhana hotA hai| vaha phAlatU kharca nahIM kregaa| jisakA peTa bharA hoM use bhUkha kA khyAla nahIM A sakatA, vaha bhASaNa, kathana kara sakatA hai, anubhUti nahIM kara sakatA / garIbI mana kI vastu hai, nirdhanatA duniyA kI vastu hai / jisameM naitika himmata nahIM, vaha mana kA garIba hai, ata: nirdhanatA bhale Ae, paraMtu mana kI garIbI nahIM AnI caahie| isalie jagata meM dhana ke sAdhana hone ke bAvajUda bhI UMce sthAna para ArUDha hone vAle bahuta kama loga haiN| "saMtoSa thI jIvana gujare, aiTaluM tuM mane Apaje, ghara ghara garIbI che chatAM, dilamAM amIrI rAkhaje / " AdamI yadi me jagIra hai to kama sAdhana milane para bhI, mana se unnata raha sakatA hai / eka bhikhArI thA, dina bhara bhIkha mAMga kara khAtA thaa| use dUsarA bhikhArI milA, vaha adhika garIba thA, vaha pahale bhikhArI jaisA bhIkha mAMgane meM kuzala nahIM thaa| dUsare kA dukha dekhakara, pahale bhikhArIne apane sAre paise use de die, usane dekhA ki use paise kI jarUrata adhika thii| hAlAMki Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 vaha bhI bhikhArI hI thA, paraMtu dila kA amIra thA, amIrI, garIbI insAna ke hRdaya meM rahatI hai| graMthakAra pharamAte haiM ki pravRtti aisI karo jisameM "bahu lAbham alpa kleshm|" kleza yAni udvega nikalatA Ae, aisA kAma nahIM karanA caahie| pravRtti AdamI ke mana ko svastha karane ke lie hai, yadi samAdhi TUTatI hoM, to paccakkhANa chur3Akara bhI pAraNA karavAne meM pApa nahIM hai| "sabba samAhi vattiyA gAreNaM' paccakkhANa meM bhI yaha AgAra rakhA hai| paccakkhANa samAdhi ke lie hai, mAtra bAhya paccakkhANa hI raha jAe aura aMtara samAdhi TUTa jAe, isakA kyA artha hai? pravRtti, kleza hIna tathA suMdara hoM, aisI honI cAhie,to hI vikAsa sabhaMva hai| hamAre pratyeka kAma meM ciMtana honA cAhie, ciMtana binA hamArA jIvana zreSTha nahIM bana sktaa| dIrghadRSTi rakhane vAlA isa loka tathA paraloka donoM ko suMdara banAtA hai| Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . vastu ke hArda ke darzana dhArmika vyakti kA koI bhI kadama jaldabAjI kA nahIM hotA, usake kArya meM chicherApana tathA Avega kA bhI abhAva hotA hai| kahIM, kabhI Avega A bhI jAtA hai to dhArmika vyakti viveka se kAma letA hai| dIrghaciMtana rahita tathA Avega meM kie hue kArya kA pariNAma, adhikatara acchA nahIM aataa| mAnava mAtra ko saba suMdara hI acchA lagatA hai, ghara bhI vyavasthita, svaccha hoM to hI mana prasanna rahatA hai| mailI, kucailI tathA beDhaMga kI koI bhI vastu bhalA kise pasaMda AtI hai? bolane meM bhI zabdoM kI racanA vyavasthita hoM to sAmane vAle kA hRdaya parivartana ho sakatA hai| "A thing of beauty is a joy forever" duniyA meM suMdara vastu tathA suMdara vANI sabako pasaMda hai, AnaMdadAyaka hai| jo hameM priya hai, vahI dUsaroM ko bhI priya hai, jo hameM acchA nahIM lagatA vaha kisI ko bhI acchA nahIM lgtaa| saMskArI, sabhya vyakti sabako acchA lagatA haiM, hama yahI cAhate haiM / ki sArA jagata acchA bane, paraMtu pahale hameM acchA bananA cAhie, tabhI hameM acche kI prApti ho skegii| loga to cAhate hai, sAdhu sadguNI hone cAhie, vo mahenata kareM aura unheM binA zrama kie hI saba prApta ho jaae| yaha to aisI bAta huI ki koI 139 Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 apane lie jApa kare, aura phala hameM mila jaae| aisA to kaise ho sakatA hai ? Aja brAhmaNa jApa karate haiM aura zeTha logoM se paise le lete hai, dharma meM bhI dhokhA ghaDI praveza kara gaI hai| "As you sow, so shall you reap" jaisA boo vaisA kATo, kucha karoge hI nahIM to pAoge kaise ? lobha, Asakti ke tyAga binA sadguNa yUM hI prApta nahIM ho jAte, koI bhI vastu aise hI nahIM mila jaatii| phira bhagavAna kyA muphta meM hI mAla de deMge ? Atmika vikAsa ke lie, sadguNa prApti ke lie tyAga aura tapa anivArya hai / mAnava apane jIvana meM prApta kiyA huA saba kucha kharca kara DAleM to koI manA nahIM kregaa| paraMtu hamArA kala bigaDa na jAe, yaha dekhanA hai / jIvana ke aMta meM jahA~ jAnA hai, usake lie koI taiyArI nahIM / jo milA hai vaha kevala bhoga ke lie hI nahIM, tyAga ke lie bhI hai| jise paraloka kA bhaya nahIM, suMdara pariNAma kA vicAra nahIM, vaha dharma, samAja aura svayaM kA nukasAna karatA hai| vicAraka, satyavAdI, aparigrahI hotA hai / kama parigrahI vyakti kabhI samAja kA khUna nahIM cUsatA, vaha samajhatA hai ki Akhira isa deha ko to agni meM jalanA hI hai, ata: isake poSaNa ke sAtha isase jitanA ho sake, acchA kAma nikalavA letA hai| jo jAgrata hai, vaha AtmA ko malina nahIM hone detA / bhautika jagata meM to kahate haiM, "A loka mIThA, to paraloka koNe dIThA / " jitanA ho sake bhoga lo prApta kara lo, isa taraha hamane dekhA ki, bhogI ko rAga hotA hai, vicAraka ko tyAga hotA hai| kAla kA vicAra saba karate hai, aura karanA bhI cAhie / vidyArthI kala kA pATha taiyAra karatA hai| kumArAvasthA meM javAnI kA aura javAnI meM buDhApe kA vicAra vyakti karatA hai, vaise hI dIrgha dRSTi vAle insAna ko agale janma kA vicAra bhI avazya karanA cAhie / Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 141 rAjagRhI ke dhannA zeTha ke cAra beTe haiM, jaba vaha vRddha huA to use vicAra AyA "karoDoM ke sukha sAdhana choDakara aMta meM to jAnA hai| purUSa to bAhya pravRttiyoM meM magna rahatA hai, paraMtu strI yAni ghara, ghara meM strI acchI to kuTumba acchA, isIlie kahA hai ki, "gRhiNI gRhamucyate'' gRhiNI saMskArI, pavitra vyavasthita, saumya hoM to ghara ko svarga banA sakatI hai| zeTha ne socA putravadhueM acchI hoMgI to putra bhI vyavasthita, acche bana jaaeNge| zeTha ne parIkSA lene kA vicAra kiyA, cAroM bahuoM ko kahA, "aba hama vRddha ho gaye haiM, isalie yAtrA karane jA rahe hai, lo DAMgara (cAvala) ke pA~ca pA~ca dAne, inheM saMbhAla kara rakhanA, yahI jIvana kI pUMjI hai|'' pahalI bahu ko lagA, "sAThe buddhi nAThI' lagatI hai, sATha sAla kI umra meM buddhi bhraSTa ho gaI hai, yaha socakara una pA~ca dAnoM ko kacare meM pheMka diyaa| dUsarI ne vRddhoM kA prasAda samajhakara mu~ha meM rakhe, pA~ca daane| tIsarI ne socA sasura hai to anubhavI, saMbhala kara rakhane ko kahA hai, to isake pIche koI rAja hogA, isalie eka DibbI meM dAne rakhakara, tijorI meM rakha lii| cauthI bar3I buddhimAna thI, usane apane bhAI ko pA~ca dAne de die aura kahA, "inheM acchI, upajAU jamIna meM bo denaa|" bhAI ne aisA hI kiyA, phasala meM 500 dAne Ae, dUsare varSa pacAsa hajAra dAne Ae aura tIsare varSa to pUrA koThAra bhara gyaa| yAtrA se lauTane para sasurane dAne vApasa mAMge, pahalI ne kahA, "maiMne to pheMka die, usako rakhane meM kyA phAyadA thA? cAhie to naye lA duuN|" sasurane kahA, "tumhArA nAma ujjikA, aba se tumheM ghara kA kacarA nikAlanA hai, ghara ko sApha rakhanA hai, yaha tumhArA kAma hai|" dUsarI ne kahA, "maiMne to dAne khA lie|'' usako bhakSikA nAma diyA gayA aura rasoIghara samhAlane ko khaa| tIsarI ne kahA, "maiMne tIjaurI meM samhAla kara rakhe haiN|" vApasa lAkara die| sasurane kahA, "tumane inakI surakSA kI hai, tumhArA nAma rkssikaa| ghara kI tijaurI kI cAbiyAM tumhe rakhanI haiM, ghara ke sAre jevara, javAharAta tumheM samhAlane haiN|'' cauthI ne kahA, "maiMne to mere pIhara bheje hai, aise nahIM Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 AeMge, baila-gADiyoM meM bharakara maMgAne hoge|" vRddhane prasanna hokara kahA, "tumane vRddhi kI hai, tumhArA nAma rohiNI hai| kuTumba kA sArA saMcAlana tumheM karanA hogaa|" isa taraha sabake guNoM ke anusAra, vyavasthA kara dI gii| zeTha ne dekhA ki cauthI bahu ne dIrghadRSTi kA upayoga karake kaisA suMdara pariNAma dikhAyA hai? kAma to saba karate haiM, paraMtu vicAra karake kAma karane se pariNAma acchA AtA hai| DaoNkTara bhI itanA viveka to rakhatA hI hai ki, baDoM aura baccoM ke iMjekzana kI suI alaga alaga rakhatA hai| zeTha kI cAra bahue~ ajjikA, bhakSikA, rakSikA tathA rohiNI, sabakI viziSTatA jIvana meM dikhAI detI thI, paraMtu rohiNI kI prajJA kI tIvratA kucha alaga hI thI, usane apane kArya se kula kA gaurava bhI bddhaayaa| isI taraha jIvana meM thoDA bhI mile to usako vikasita karake, sabakA hita hoM, isa taraha upayoga karanA caahie| aisA karane se sabakA bhalA hI hotA hai| apane jIvana meM pA~ca vratoM ke vikAsa aura vRddhi ke lie dIrgha dRSTi rakhanA dharmIjIvana meM atyAvazyaka hai| Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMdrahavAM sadguNa hamane dekhA "dIrghadarzitA " aisI dRSTi se tatkSaNa lAbha nahIM, paraMtu bhaviSya meM lAbha hotA hai / dIrghadRSTi vyakti tuccha lAbha kI khAtira kala ke ujjavala prabhAta ko nahIM bigAr3atA / yadi thor3A bahuta sahana karane kA vakta Ae to sahana bhI kara letA hai / 39 aba solahavA~ sadguNa hai vizeSajJa "vizeSajJa manuSya / " ese vyakti ke sAmane jo vastu AtI hai, usake guNa, doSa pahacAna sakatA hai| vizeSajJa kabhI samagra vyakti kA virodha nahIM karatA, vaha socatA hai ki eka, do durguNoM ke sAtha, dUsare anya sadguNa bhI hoNge| jaise sunAra sone kI zuddhatA dekhatA hai, vaise hI vaha sAmane vAle kI viziSTatA svIkAra karatA hai / vaha vyakti kA nahIM usake durguNoM kA virodha karatA hai, usake guNa doSoM kI samIkSA karatA hai / jo vyakti ke eka Adha durguNa ko dekhakara, usa vyakti kA hI virodha karatA hai, vaha jIvana meM kabhI utkarSa nahIM sAdha sktaa| Aja kisI eka bAta para matabheda hone para bhI saMsthAaiM, saMpradAya Adi baTane lage haiM, anya ninnAnave bAtoM meM yadi eka-mata hoM to itanI bAtoM me to sAtha milakara kAma karanA cAhie / se vizeSajJa haMsa ke pAsa pAnI mizrati dUdha rakhane se vaha apanI viziSTa zakti pI letA hai, pAnI chor3a detA hai| hameM bhI haMsa jaisI viziSTa viveka dRSTi rakhakara jahA~ se jo acchA mile, grahaNa kara lenA cAhie, yadi hama acchA dUdha 143 Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 grahaNa karane kI dRSTi nahIM rakheMge to jagata meM se kitanA kucha acchA calA jaaegaa| acchA lenA cAhie aura yadi samajha na Ae to jinhoMne samajhA hai, unakA anusaraNa namratApUrvaka karanA cAhie / haribhadra bhaTTa yAni mevADa ke samartha vidvAna, unhoMne eka niyama rakhA ki acchA jahAM se mile grahaNa karanA, aura yadi samajha meM na Ae to pUchanA, aura yadi vo unakI zaMkA kA samAdhAna kara deM to unheM gurU mAnakara, unake ziSya bana jaanaa| eka bAra unake kAnoM meM AvAja AI " cakrI do cakrI " aisI kucha gAthA raTa rahI thI, eka sAdhvIjI / unheM artha samajha nahIM AyA, to unake pAsa jAkara vinamratA se pUchA ziSya banakara / Aja to kaI logoM ko kucha nahIM AtA, taba bhI jAnane kA daMbha karate haiM, aura gurU banakara sIkhane baiTha jAte haiN| aise logoM ko vidyA nahIM AtI, aura A bhI jAe to vo kAma nahIM aatii| vinaya se prApta vidyA hI saMjIvanI bana sakatI hai| duniyA kI sabhI vastuaiM mAraka bana sakatI haiM, kevala vidyA hI tAraka bana sakatI hai, vidyA hI insAna ko sadgati dilA sakatI hai, vidyArUpI naukA se to hama bhavasAgara taira sakate haiN| vidyA prApti ke lie ziSya bananA jarUrI hai, apane meM vinaya tathA namratA hone cAhie / dattAtreya ne jJAna kI khAtira eka kutte ko gurU mAnA thA, unake caubIsa gurUoM meM eka kuttA thA, jisase unhoMne vaphAdArI kA guNa siikhaa| dUsarA gurU haMsa thA, jisase viveka sIkhA, bagulA tIsarA gurU, jisase dhyAna kI ekAgratA siikhii| lakSya prApti ke lie sAvadhAnI kA guNa kauo se sIkhe, inhoMne sRSTi ke kaIM prANiyoM ko gurU banAyA aura unake pAsa se kucha na kucha sIkhA / hama to jJAnI ko bhI gurU nahIM banA sakate, to kyA sIkheMge ? Aja to hama nirguNI bana rahe haiN| Aja gurU jaisA tattva hI kahA~ rahA hai ? jo vyakti svayaM ko paMDita mAnatA hai, vaha dUsaroM ke pAsa se kyA sIkha sakatA hai ? AtmA ke utkarSa ke lie to bAlaka jaisA nirdoSa bana jAnA cAhie / haribhadra bAlaka Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 145 jaise banakara sAdhvIjI ke pAsa gaye, unhoMne isa vidvAna ko apane gurU ke pAsa bhejA / gurU bhI SaDdarzana ke jJAtA the, unhoMne haribhadra bhaTTa ko pratibodha kiyA, jIvana kA rahasya batAyA, vo jhuka par3e aura dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / phira to mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya haribhadrasUri ke nAma se khyAti prApta ki, paraMtu una sAdhvIjI ke upakAra ko nahIM bhUle, kyoM ki vo unake jIvana ke mArgadarzaka bane the| isIlie unhoMne jitane bhI graMtho kI racanA kI usameM aMta meM 'yAkinisuta' yAni yAkini ke putra ke rUpa meM svayaM kI pahacAna dI hai| aise samartha AcArya bhI sAdhvI ko guru mAnate haiN| eka bAra unase kisIne pUchA, "tuma kapila ke bhakta the, mahAvIra ke bhakta kaise bane?" unhoMne javAba diyA, "mujhe mahAvIra kA pakSapAta nahIM, kapila para dveSa nahIM, jinakA vacana muktipUrNa thA, usakA vacana maiMne svIkAra kiyA hai|" Aja to vyakti ko jo acchA lagatA hai usa para rAga jo na acche lage usa para dveSa karatA hai| saca to yaha hai ki rAga rUpI khAI aura dveSa rUpI parvata ke bIca rAstA nikAlakara, mAdhyastha bhAva apanAnA hai / jinake vacana, zAstra jIvana aura anubhava hamArI buddhi meM Thaharate hoM, acche lagate hoM unakA svIkAra karanA caahie| hara bAta bhalI bhAMti soca samajhakara jIvana meM utAranI caahie| pUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagairaha sabake sacce mUlya, artha, bhAva samajhakara yadi boleM jAeM to phira nIMda ke jhoMke nahIM aaeNge| bhagavAna kI vANI Agama atyaMta sarala, suMdara haiM, paraMtu hama unheM samajhane kA prayatna hI nahIM krte| jIvana kA parama satya, sarala hai, isIlie kahA hai ki "jo mujhe samajha meM AtA hai, use maiM svIkAra karatA huuN|" jise vizeSajJa bananA hai use pakSapAta kI bhAvanA se rahita hokara vastu ke guNadharma ko jAnanA cAhie, aisA vyakti hI dhArmika banane ke yogya hai / vizeSajJatA jaba AtI hai, taba vyakti ko matAgraha, durAgraha, pakSapAta vagairAha nahIM rahate / guNa kA aMgIkAra yAni jIvana meM ullAsa va prakAza kA vistAra / vizeSajJatA, dharma ke zikhara para pahuMcane kI sIr3hi hai, vizAlatA kA guNa bhI Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 isake sAtha hI A jAtA hai| aMDe meM rahane vAle pakSI ke lie duniyA aMDe jitanI hai, phira bAhara Ane para ghausaleM jitanI, tathA paMkha aura A~khe milane para vaha ananta AkAza meM vicaratA hai| hamAre dimAga ke AsapAsa, buddhi tathA A~khoM ke pAsa jo mithyA AvaraNa Ae hue haiM ve jaba TUTeMge taba jagata ke padArthoM kI anaMtatA samajha meM aaegii| Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 vRndAnugAmI jo vizeSajJa hotA hai, vahI khaTTe-mIThe yAni ki khoTe khare kA bheda samajhane kA viveka rakhatA hai| isake lie buddhi ko kasane kI jarUrata haiM, gaDarie pravAha meM bahane se prayojana siddha nahIM hotaa| kisI bhI bAta ko sunakara usa para prajJA se manana, nididhyAsana, vyAkhyA kro| aisI buddhivAlA vyakti duniyA meM se viziSTa tattvoM kI khoja kara, acchI vastu ko grahaNa kara legaa| kacare meM par3I huI ginnI ko hama pheMka nahIM dete, vaise hI kharAba meM se bhI acche ko grahaNa karane kI yogyatA usameM hotI hai| jaba prajJA, vizeSajJatA khilatI hai, taba acche bure kA viveka svayaM A jAtA hai| galata hai to purAnI vastu, bAta kA bhI tyAga karo, aura acchA hoM to arvAcIna ko bhI grahaNa karo, jo avicchinna hai, usakA svIkAra kro| vRddhAnugAmI bananA yaha isake bAda kA sadaguNa hai, jinhoMne mArga dekhA hai, aura usa para cale haiM, vohI rAha dikhA sakate haiN| unakI preraNA, anubhavoM se hama kAphI kucha lAbha uThA sakate haiN| jo dukha sukha rUpI gaDDe, khAIyoM se gujare hoM ve hI sacce patha padarzaka bana sakate haiN| kaI logoM kA kahanA hai ki unheM vRddhoM ke anubhava kI jarUrata nahIM, svayaM anubhava karanA cAhate haiN| magara kyA jahara yA aphIma kA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai? aisA karane se hAni kI saMbhAvanA hai| isIlie kahA gayA hai, / 247 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 " mahAjano yena gataH sa panthA: " mahAjana yAni jinameM viziSTa tattva ke guNa bhare haiM, unake batAe patha para calo to musIbatoM se baca skoge| hA~ vRddhatva kA saMbaMdha mAtra jIrNa-zIrNa ho cuke zarIra se nahIM hai balki sUjhabUjha se hai / eka rAjA kI sabhA meM eka zeTha AyA, rAjA ne usakI umra pUchI, putra kitane, saMpatti kitanI ? puuchaa| zeTha ne kahA, "merI umra dasa varSa, putra kitane ? mujhe pattA nahIM, aura saMpatti cAlIsa hajAra kI / " loga use jAnate the ataH sunakara hairAnI huI, rAjAne ina tInoM bAtoM ko spaSTa karane ko khaa| zeTha ke kahane kA Azaya alaga thaa| jaba se indriyoM ko jItane kI zurUAta kI, Atmabuddhi jagI, usa samaya se umra ginane kI zurUAta kI / jaba se jIvana meM dharmabIja par3e, ciMtana, manana, tyAga, saMyama kA praveza huA taba se hI sahI artha meM jindagI kI zurUAta huI / jIvana ke jo varSa AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, parigraha Adi meM gaye unakI kyA ginatI ? ve vyartha gaye / aba aisA dhArmika vyakti AhAra meM Asakta na bane, nIMda ko ciMtana se jIte, bhaya ke samaya abhaya rahe, bhoga ko yoga se jiite| parigraha ko saMtoSa se puSTa kare, isa taraha ina pA~co ko jItA, vahAM se dharma kI zurUAta huI / bAhya cAritra hI kAphI nahIM, jaba samyaktva AtA hai, andara se parivartana AtA hai| jaba taka pradarzana kI bhAvanA hai, svadarzana nahIM miltaa| ye donoM sAtha nahIM raha skte| yA to pradarzana karo yA svadarzana kI aura mur3o / jo aMtara dRSTi rakhane vAlA hai, jisakI buddhi paripakva hai, bAtoM meM miThAsa hai, kaTutA nahIM, jaise pake hue Ama kA svAda saba ko mIThA lagatA hai, vaise hI jisake vicAra sunakara AnaMda jage, vahI vRddha hai| nItivacana meM kahA bhI gayA hai- jJAnena vRddhaH sa vRddha ! Aja vRddhoM meM uparokta guNa bahuta kama dikhAI dete haiN| umra ke sAtha kaTutA bar3hatI hai| sahI bAta to yaha hai ki jindagI kA anubhava prApta karane ke bAda, unheM zAMti ke sarovara aura vAtsalya kA jharanA bana jAnA cAhie, prasannatA se vAtAvaraNa halkA banAnA cAhie / Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 149 ___kevala tapa, upavAsa hI nahIM, sAtha-sAtha sahanazakti baDhAkara bhakti ke sAtha kAyA ko kaSTa Ae to use bhI sahana karanA hai, sahane kA dUsarA nAma hai tp| yaha tapa kisI bhI avasthA meM kiyA jA sakatA hai| kacce ghaDe meM pAnI bharane se ghar3A TUTa jAegA, pAnI bhI baha jAegA, paraMtu use agni meM pakAne para vaha pAnI bharane yogya bana jaaegaa| vaise hI tapa rUpI tApa sahana karake AtmA meM sahanazIlatA kI yogyatA bar3hAnI cAhie, jisase amRta bharA jA ske| aisI yogyatA ke lie tapa kI khAsa jarUrata hai, tAki kaDave dhUMTa bhI pI ske| chaH bAhya chaH abhyaMtara tapa se vyakti jaba gujaratA hai, usameM pUrNatA AtI hai| abhyaMtara tapa- prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyyAvacca, svAdhyAya, dhyAna aura kAyotsarga tathA bAhya tapa-anazana, uNodarI, vRtisaMkSepa, rasatyAga, kAyakleza, saMlInatA se tapa svAbhAvika banate haiN| vyakti isa prakAra tapa kI upAsanA dvArA tapovRddha, jJAna kI upAsanA se jJAnavRddha tathA cAritra kI upAsanA dvArA cAritrya vRddha banatA hai| janaka rAjA eka bAra svapna meM dekhatA hai ki vaha hAra gayA hai, bhikhArI bana gayA hai| anAja mAMgakara peTa bharatA hai, thoDA zAma ke lie rakha choDatA hai| vahAM lar3ate-laDate do vyakti Ate hai, anAja dhUla meM mila jAtA hai, aba use zAma ko khAne kI ciMtA hotI hai| tabhI niMda khulatI hai, dekhatA hai ki rAja mahala meM palaMga para soyA hai, aura nokara hA~ jI, hA~ jI kara rahe haiN| dUsare dina rAjasabhA meM vidvAno se pUchate hai ki, "etat satyaM vA tat satyam?'' yaha saca hai ki vaha saca hai ? kisIne javAba nahIM diyA, una sabako kaida kiyaa| usI samaya vahA~ mahAna, vidvAna aSTAvakra sabhA meM Ate haiM, unake AThoM aMga TeDhe hai, yaha dekhakara pUrI sabhA ha~sa paDatI hai, una saba ko dekhakara aSTAvakra bhI haMsane lge| yaha dekhakara rAjAne pUchA, "hama saba to tumhAre TeDhe meDhe aMgo ko dekhakara hase, paraMtu Apa kyoM ha~se'' unhoMne javAba diyA, "yahAM saba camAra ikaDe hue hai, aura Apa camAroM ke rAjA ho, paraMtu janaka videhI ke nAma se jAne jAte ho, yaha jAnakara mujhe haMsI aaii|" Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 rAjA ne kahA, "Apa hameM camAra kahane vAle kauna hote ho?" unhoMne kahA, maiMne Apako camAra isalie kahA kyoM ki sabane merI camar3I dekhI, aura haMsane lage aMdara basI huI jJAna jyota, divya AtmA ko dekhane kA prayatna kisI ne nahIM kiyaa| camar3A kauna dekhatA hai? camAra n| Aja hama bhI logoM ke bAhya rUparaMga dekhate haiM, paraMtu yadi bhItara basI huI AtmA ko pahacAnane kA prayatna nahIM kareMge, to AtmajJAna kahA~ se pragaTa hogA? eka choTI sI cIMTI ko dekhakara hameM aisI saMvedanA jagatI hai ? ki use bhI sukha priya hai, mIThA bhAtA hai, zAMti kI chAyA acchI lagatI hai, usake bhItara bhI hamAre jaisI hI AtmA kA nivAsa hai| sabhI prANiyoM ke prati samabhAva jAgrata hotA hai| ata: bAhya AkAra ko na dekhakara bhItara kI suMdaratA ke darzana karanA sIkhanA caahie| calie, hama naranArI ke rUpa ke pIche basI AtmA ke darzana kareM "nara nArI nA rUpamAM hADa, cAma ne mAMsa, zuM aine ja suMdara kaho, jemAM durgaMdha khaas|" eksare meM jaise zarIra ke andara ke aMgo kA pratibimba paDatA hai, vaise hI hameM bhI deha ke pIche basI AtmA ke darzana karane haiN| - janaka rAjA samajha gaye ki isake aMgopAMga TeDhe meDhe haiM umra choTI hai, paraMtu jJAna meM vayovRddha hai| janaka ne vaha prazna pUchA "etat satyam vA tat satyam" donoM meM se saca kyA hai ? aise praznoM kA uttara saMskRta, prAkRta yA zAstra paThana se nahIM mila sktaa| yaha to jisake aMtaradvAra khula jAte haiM, AMtarika khajAnA prApta hotA hai vahI de sakatA hai| zAstroM ko barAbara samajhe, zAstra to vo sIr3hi hai jo AcaraNa se upara caDhAe, aura ahaM se nIce giraae| donoM hI sambhava hai| upara car3hane kA kAma anubhava aura abhyAsa kI sAdhanA se svayaM karanA hai| aSTAvakra jJAnavRddha the, prazna kA javAba diyA, "tadApi asatyam etadapi astym|" yaha bhI asatya hai svapna bhI asatya hai| A~kha baMdha hoM to vaha Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 151 galata tathA A~kha khulI hoM to yaha galata, donoM svapna jaise hI sAra hIna hai / hamane isa jJAna ko samajhA nahIM, saba vastuoM meM lipta hokara jI rahe haiM, svapna meM bhI priya vastu kA viyoga hone para, hama rone lagate haiM / jJAnadazA se samajheM to jIvana bhI eka svapna hI hai / jagane para jaise svapna asatya lagatA hai, vaise hI AtmajAgRti Ane para saMsAra bhI svapnavat asAra lagane lagatA hai| Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhava kI kasauTI vRddho ko anusaraNa karane se hama kaI vipattiyoM meM se baca sakate haiN| vRddha yAni jJAna meM vRddha / isIlie barnArDa zaoN ne kahA ki yadi varSoM ke sAtha jJAna kA saMbaMdha hotA to, laMdana ke pattharoM ko adhika jJAnI ginanA caahie| 41 zAstro meM cAra prakAra ke vRddha batAe haiN| jJAnavRddha, tapovRddha, cAritravRddha, vayovRddha / tapa tyAga dvArA suMdara jIvana jie vo tapovRddha, usakA pUre samAja para prabhAva paDatA hai, unake Ane para saba unheM Adara-satkAra dete haiM, zAMti vAtAvaraNa phelatA hai| kA cAritrya vRddhi yAni ArAdhanA, niSkalaMka jIvana, sevAbhAvI, dusaroM ke duHkha dekhakara saMvedanA ke AMsU A~kho meM Ae, dUsaroM ke pApa dekhakara vyathA anubhava kare, aisA vyakti puNyarUpI cAritrya se dedipyamAna hotA hai / vayovRddha yAni jIvana phala kI paripakvatA se jinakA jIvana madhura banA hoM, aise logoM ke netRtva se samAja sukhI banatA hai / kevala sapheda bAla vAlA hI vRddha nahIM kahalAtA balki jo tapovRddha aura zrutavRddha ho, jinhoMne khUba zravaNa kiyA hai, bahuzruta Well read pustaka paMDita aura bahuzruta meM aMtara hai| pustaka paMDita ne 'bahuta paDhA hotA hai, bahuzruta ne bahuta sunA hotA hai / paDhanevAlA kursI para baiThakara bahuta par3ha sakatA hai, paraMtu bahuzruta ko sunane ke lie tyAga karanA paDatA hai| ziSyabhAva se upAsanA 152 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 153 karanI par3atI hai| Aja pothI paMDita bahuta mileMge unake pAsa, mAtra thothe zabdoM kA saMcaya hotA hai, zravaNa sAdhanA kI pUMjI nhiiN| __ zravaNa dvArA zruta AtA hai, Agama zruta haiN| ye likhe nahIM gaye the, bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAsa se gautama, sudharmA svAmi, sudharmA svAmi se jaMbUsvAmine zrutajJAna zravaNa dvArA dhAraNa kiyA thaa| yaha zrutajJAna upAsanA, saMyama, tyAga aura tapa dvArA AtA hai, jisameM yaha jJAna utpanna ho jAe usakA jIvana parivartana ho jAtA hai, aisA hone para jIvana meM tyAga kA sUrya udaya hotA hai aura ajJAnarUpI amAvasyA kA aMdhakAra vilIna ho jAtA hai| ___ zravaNasAdhaka guru ke pAsa sunane Ate haiM, guru ko zIza namAte haiM, isase ahaMkAra kama hotA hai| zrI haribhadrasurijI ne pharamAyA ki sAdhu sevA se tIna phAyade hote haiN| saMto ke hRdaya se nikale hue upadeza zravaNa kA lAbha, dharma AcaraNa karane vAle vyakti ke darzana tathA vinaya batAne ke lie uttama sthAna kI praapti| jo mukta hote haiM, ve hI mukti meM sahAyaka bana sakate haiM, ve hI rAga meM se bAhara nikAlate haiM aura mAnavatA rUpI svarNa pragaTa karate haiN| Aja akhabAra vAle tathA paise ke lie kathA paDhane vAle loga bhI dharma kI bAteM karate haiM, paraMtu yaha to jaise hajAmata karanevAlA javAharAta kI bAta kare, aisI bAta lagatI hai| anAdhikAra kI bAteM zobhA nahIM detI, isake lie adhikAra cAhie, yogyatA aura pAtratA caahie| sira to maMdira, guru tathA bujurgoM ke sAmane jhukanA cAhie, vinayapUrvaka jhukanA AegA to bAda meM Ane vAlI pIr3hI bhI aisA kregii| ___bhakti aura vinaya pUrvaka zruta yAni shrvnn| sardiyoM meM agni ke bAre meM likhA huA kAvya par3ho to sardI dUra nahIM hogI, paraMtu agni ke pAsa jAkara baiThane se uSmA aaegii| mAtra pothI paThana to agni ke bAre meM likhe hue kAvya kI taraha hai, paraMtu jinake pAsa cAritrya hai, unake pAsa jAo to pyAra, jJAna rUpI uSmA prApta hogii| mana para eka amiTa chApa choDegI, isIlie pustakoM se adhika saMto kA saMparka- zravaNa vAMchaniya hai| Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 purAne samaya meM gurukula huA karate the, gurucaraNoM meM baiThakara, ziSya jJAna prApta karate, jisase jIvana meM pUrNatA, paripakvatA AtI thii| guru parIkSA lete, ki ziSya meM jJAna kitanA utarA hai? yaha rIti thI, jJAnavRddha guruoM se jIvana kA jJAna prApta karane kii| aise jJAnavRddha yama, niyama ke sAdhaka hote haiN| A~kha, nAka, kAna sabakA svabhAva viSayoM ke prati lAlAyita hone kA hai, paraMtu ve indriyoM para saMyama rakhate haiN| yaha saba jIvana meM AtA hai, taba se umra kI ginatI ginI jAtI hai| usa zeTha ke jIvana meM pichale dasa varSoM se hI tapa, zruta, ekAgratA, viveka, jJAna, cAritrya Adi guNa AMzika rUpa se pragaTa hue the| - rAjA kA dUsarA prazna thA, "kitanI pUMjI hai?" zeTha lakhapati the, paraMtu unhoMne cAlIsa hajAra kI kahA, kyoM ki utanA paisA hI sadkAryo meM kharca kiyA thaa| ikaTThA karake chor3a jAne vAle to asaMkhya loga hote haiM paraMtu apane hAthoM, prema se satkAryo meM vyaya karane vAle virale hI hote haiN| jo karo bhAvapUrvaka karo, phUla pUjA hRdaya kA bhAva hai, usake Dhera lagAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| eka phUla caDhAo paraMtu bhAva se, arpaNatA ke AhlAda se to kAphI hai| pA~ca koDI ke hI phUla the, kintu bhagavAna ko car3hAte hue kumArapAla kI A~kho se harSa ke AMsU Ae the| vyaya kiyA huA, kharA paisA vahI hai, jisake vyaya ke bAda AnaMda aae| bIja acchA hogA to phasala acchI hogii| jaba bhI do prasannatApUrvaka do| Aja taka hamane cIMTI kI bhAMti, bila meM ikaTThA hI kiyA hai, aura pApa karake durgati ko pahuMce haiN| hama jAnate haiM ki ikaTThA kiyA huA yahIM raha jAegA phira bhI kyA hameM aba bhI cIMTI jaisA jIvana hI jInA hai? rAjAne zeTha se tIsarA prazna pUchA thA, "beTe kitane?" mA~ bApa ko aMtima samaya jo zAMti de, sevA kare, kAna meM bhagavAna kA nAma sunAe, zAMti se vidA kare, vahI sacce putra kahalAne yogya haiN| zvAna bhI anna, dUdha ke lie mAlika ke pIche ghUmatA hai, isI prakAra Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 155 dhana ke lie pitA ke pIche ghUmane vAle matalabI putroM kI kamI nahIM hai, duniyA meN| saccA putra to vahI hai, jo mA~-bApa ke pAsa kucha bhI na hoM to bhI yaha samajhe ki unake usa para ananta upakAra haiN| mA~-bApa kI aMtima icchAaiM pUrI kare, samAdhi maraNa meM nimitta bane / hamane dekhA ki jinameM ye cha: vizeSaNa hoM, ve hI vRddha samajhe jAte haiN| aise vRddha jo pApAcAra kI pravRtti na kare, jIvana kA zreSTha anubhava hoM, jJAna, tapa se bharA jIvana hoM, aise vRddha samAja ke netA hoM to samAja kA kalyANa ho sakatA hai / Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 saba dharmoM kA mUla dayA hai, to saba guNoM kA mUla vinaya hai / vinaya hai to dUsare guNa svata: AeMge, vinamratA vihIna, kie, karAe sabhI kAryoM para pAnI phira jAtA hai / isIlie hama baccoM ko sabase pahale vinaya sIkhAte haiN| vinaya yAni sIdhA pAtra, avinaya yAni ulTA pAtra, sIdhe pAtra meM hI vastu grahaNa kI jA sakatI hai, ulTe meM nahIM / jinameM gurUjanoM guNIjanoM ke prati pUjyabhAva nahIM vo unake pAsa se kyA sIkha sakate haiM ? vinaya jo vinayazIla haiM, vaha saharSa svIkAra karegA kucha do to, jaba ki avinayI grahaNa kiyA huA bhI nIce girA degA, yAni grahaNa nahIM karegA / reta meM ghI, guDa DAlakara laDDu nahIM banAe jA sakate, laDDu to ATe meM ghI, guDa DAlakara hI banate haiN| avinaya hoM to reta, guDa ke laDDu jaisI hAlata hotI hai / apanI vANI aura kriyA meM vinaya atyAvazyaka hai, yadi hamAre meM yaha guNa hogA to hamAre bAlaka bhI sIkheMge / eka aurata apanI sAsa ko miTTI ke TUTe hue bartana meM khAnA detI thI / usake beTe kI zAdI huI, bahu AI, usane dekhA ki sAsa kyA karatI hai ? usane una bartanoM ko roja sApha karake ikaTThA karanA zurU kiyA, upara koThe meM una TUTe hue bartanoM kA Dhera lagA thaa| sAsane bahu se pUchA, " apane ghara meM itane suMdara bartana haiM ina TUTe-phUTe miTTI ke bartanoM kA Dhera kyoM lagAyA hai ?" 156 Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 157 bahu kA javAba ucita thA, usane kahA, " mAtAjI Apa apanI sAsa ko isameM khAnA khilAtI hai, jaba Apa bUr3hI, bimAra hoMgI taba maiM Apako ina meM khAnA dUMgI, tAki mujhe naye miTTI ke bartana kharIdane na paDe / " sAsa samajha gaI / hama yadi dUsaroM ko mAna, sanmAna, vinaya nahIM dete to hameM bhI apekSA rakhane kA kyA adhikAra hai ? Aja hamAre baccoM ke lAlana-pAlana tathA unheM saMskAravAna banAne meM kucha kamiyAM raha gaI haiM, hama aisA to socate haiM / paraMtu kyA kamiyAM raha gaI haiM, use nahIM khojte| sahI bAta yaha hai ki, vidyArthiyoM ko jaba vinaya sikhAyA hI nahIM, to Aja gurU ke prati unake hRdaya meM AdarabhAva kahA~ se AegA ? jahA~ mA~ - bApa hI gurU ke lie mAsTara Adi chichore zabdoM kA prayoga karate haiM, to phira putra meM vinayazIlatA kahA~ se AegI ? eka samaya aisA thA, jaba mA~-bApa ghara se hI bAlakoM ko bar3oM kA Adara sammAna karanA Adi vinaya ke guNa sikhAte the, mAtA, pitA, guru, atithi ko deva samAna ginanA sikhAte the, kyoM ki usa samaya aise hI samajhA jAtA thA, to Ane vAlI pIr3hiyAM bhI aisA hI mAna sanmAna detI thii| aura Aja ? jJAnI guruoM ke pAsa se vinayapUrvaka grahaNa kiyA huA eka zabda bhI jIvana meM utaratA thA to guNarUpI vRkSa khila uThatA thA / duniyA meM sarva guNoM kA mUla vinaya hI hai, vinaya guNa jitanA AtmasAta kareMge grahaNa kI huyI vidyA meM eka nayA raMga bharatA jaaegaa| sapheda kapar3e para jaise koI bhI raMga jaldI hI car3ha jAtA hai vaise hI vinayazIla vyakti ke mana para vidyA kA raMga jaldI caDha sakatA hai| phUlazAla nAmaka eka choTA laDakA thA, pitA se usane tIna bAteM sIkhI thI | sanmAna denA, vinaya rakhanA aura baDoM ke vacanoM kA pAlana karanA / ina tInoM bAtoM kA pAlana vaha AjIvana karegA, aisA usane taya kiyA / eka bAra vaha sarapaMca ke pAsa, pitA ke sAtha gayA, pitAne unako namana kiyaa| phUlazAla ko lagA ki usake pitA jise namana kara rahe hai, ve koI mahAna vyakti hone Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 cAhie, usane bhI namana kiyaa| unake pAsa rahane kI icchA darzAI, ki use vetana nahIM cAhie. sirpha apane pAsa rkhe| sirpha sevA karane deN| sarapaMca khuza ho gayA, laDake ko apane pAsa rakhA, unake pAsa vaha una tIna vacanoM kA pAlana karate hue rahane lgaa| eka bAra sarapaMca rAjya ke mahAmaMtrI ke pAsa kara kI rakama bharane gayA to phUlazAla bhI sAtha gyaa| sarapaMca ne maMtrI ko namana kiyA, phUlazAla ko lagA ki sarapaMca se to maMtrI mahAna lagate haiN| usane socA inakI sevA maaNguu| usane jAkara kahA, "maMtrIjI, mujhe Apake pAsa rahakara AjJAMkita, namra evaM sevAbhAvI bananA hai, mujhe Apake pAsa rakhie, sevA kA maukA dijie|" vyakti ke rUpa raMga se adhika usakA kAma pyArA lagatA hai, kevala suMdara hone se koI sanmAna nahIM detA, apane karmoM se vyakti mAna-sanmAna pAtA hai| jo lokapriya bane haiM, ve deza, gA~va, dUsaroM ke lie kucha satkArya kara gaye hai, isIlie logoM ke hRdaya meM unake lie sthAna hai| caMdana kI sugaMdha usake ghisane para hI phailatI hai, vaise hI jo dUsaroM kI sevA meM svayaM tatpara rahatA hai, usa kI hI sugaMdha samAja meM phailatI hai| ___laDakA apane sevA kArya se, vinaya se maMtrI ko bhI pyArA lagane lgaa| maMtrI rAjA ke pAsa gaye, vo bhI sAtha gayA, usake jIvana meM eka hI dhuna lagI thI ki una tInoM bAtoM ko jIvana meM utAranA hai| maMtrIne rAjA ko namana kiyA, phUlazAlane samajhA maMtrI ne rAjA ko namana kiyA hai, to isakA matalaba hai, rAjA maMtrI se mahAna hai, mujhe aba rAjA kI sevA karanI caahie| __insAna yadi phUlazAla kI taraha eka hI bAta ko pakaDakara rakhe to dekhie, vaha kahA~ taka pahuMca sakatA hai? vaTavRkSa ke eka choTe se bIja se atyAdhika vizAla vRkSa bana sakatA hai jo hajAroM logoM ko zAMti, chAMva detA hai| apane jIvana meM bhI guNarUpI bIja ko bhUmi, pAnI, havA acche mila jAeM to khUba phalatA-phUlatA hai, pUrA jIvana guNoM se suvAsita bana jAtA hai| isalie hameM bhI vyartha kI bAtoM ko chor3akara kisI eka sadguNa ko apanA lenA caahie| Aja logoM ko kaI bAtoM kA AMzika jJAna hotA hai Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 159 "Jack of all and master of none." isakA kucha artha nahIM, eka viSaya meM bhI pUrNatA hAMsila karanA, vizeSa mahattva rakhatA hai| jaba hama eka hI sadguNa ko AtmasAta karane kA prayatna kareMge, taba vaha hamAre sAtha ekAkAra ho jaaegaa| abhayakumAra kI buddhi, bAhubali kA bala, kaivalyA kA saubhAgya, Aja DhAI hajAra varSa bIta jAne ke bAda bhI loga caupar3oM meM yAda karake likhate haiN| isakA kAraNa hai ve una, una guNoM meM pUrNa the| sadguNa hamAre jIvana meM kaise vyApaka baneM? isake lie prayatna karanA hai| hara varSa yadi eka guNa bhI apanAeM to 25-30 varSoM meM kitane sadguNa jIvana meM A jAeMge? para hamAre janmadina para hama aisA koI vicAra karate haiM kyA? hamAre jIvana kI zaktiyAM bikhara kara samApta na ho jAeM, usake lie hameM sAvadhAna hokara una zaktiyoM kA saMcaya karake, unakA sadupayoga karanA hai| baDo kI sevA, sammAna tathA unake hitakArI vacanoM kA pAlana, ina tIna bAtoM para amala karatA huA phUlazAla rAjA zreNika ke pAsa pahuMca gyaa| kaisA AjJAMkita ? kaisA sanmAna dene vAlA? kaisA vacana pAlana karane vAlA? usake vicAra, vANI, vyavahAra meM jaise vinayabhAva hI jhalakatA hai| zreNika kA to aisA priya pAtra bana gayA, ki aba usako phUlazAla ke binA mAnoM caina hI nahIM pdd'taa| kahA gayA hai ki "koyala kisako deta hai, kauA kisakA leta? eka vacana ke kAraNa, jaga apanA kara let|" kauA kisI kA kucha letA nahIM, koyala kisI ko kucha detI nahIM, phira bhI koyala ke madhura kaMTha ke kAraNa duniyA use pasaMda karatI hai| hama vinaya tathA vyavahAra se jagata ko premabaMdhana meM bAMdha sakate haiN| eka bAra zreNika bhagavAna mahAvIra ko naMdana kaso gaye, unake caraNoM meM gira pdde| zreNika mahArAja se bhI ye bhagavAna mahAna dikhate haiM,vaha to dauDa gayA bhagavAna ke pAsa, aura DhAla va talavAra unake pAsa rakha die, aura bolA, Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 "merA nirNaya hai, merA yaha saMkalpa hai ki ApakI sevA karUM, mujhe svIkAra kIjie, maiM yaha DhAla, talavAra lekara ApakA rakSaka banakara khaDA rhuuNgaa|" bhagavAna ne kahA, "talavAra aura DhAla kyA rakSA kareMge? saccI rakSA to dayA aura ahiMsA kreNge|' phUlazAla meM vinaya ke sAtha sanmAna bhAva bhI thA, vinaya bAhya bhAva hai, sanmAna aMtara kA bhAva hai| AjJA pAlana Age bar3hane kA, bhava sAgara tirane kA mArga hai| vinayake sAtha sanmAna bhAva Avazyaka hai, inake sAtha hI AjJApAlana kA guNa, ye tInoM jarUrI haiN| aisA vinayavaMta AtmA hI guNavAna AtmA ko dekhakara nAca uThatI hai, jaise megha ko dekhakara mora nAcatA hai| phUlazAla kI vinaya bhAvanA meM bhagavAna ke lie jo sanmAna thA, vaha amRta bana gyaa| phUlazAla ne usI samaya bhagavAna kI bAta sunakara DhAla, talavAra rakhakara RjoharaNa grahaNa kiyA aura muni bana gye| phUlazAla ke jIvana se hameM yaha sIkha milatI hai ki hamAre se jo umra meM, guNa meM, tapa meM, ArAdhanA meM, jJAna meM jo mahAna hai, unheM sanmAna denA caahie| hama jo deMge, vahI hameM vApasa milegaa| bar3A to vaha kahalAtA hai jo choTo ko bhI sammAna de| . vyakti ke bolane se usakA aMtaHkaraNa dikha jAtA hai, eka vyakti aMdhe ko aMdhA kahatA hai, dUsarA prajJAcakSu kahatA hai, bAta eka hI hai, paraMtu dUsarA zabda kitanA suMdara hai? hama bhASA samiti kI bAta karate haiM, bhASA samiti yAni kyA? zabdoM ko tolamolakara vyavasthita DhaMga se bolnaa| zabdoM se hI hamArI lAyakAta, yogyatA jAnI jAtI hai| phUlazAla kI kathA se hamane yaha jAnA, ki vinaya guNa mokSa kA dvAra hai| vinaya se jJAna, jJAna se darzana, darzana se cAritra aura cAritra se mokSa prApta hotA hai| Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43 kRtajJatA manuSya jIvana sadguNoM ke vikAsa kA suMdara dhAma hai| jisa taraha bhautika jIvana ko svastha rakhane ke lie AhAra pAnI kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, vaise hI AtmA kI dRSTi hetu sadguNoM kI jarUrata hotI hai| jIvana kA hara dina maMgala dina hai, hara ghaDI suMdara parva hai| hara dina ko ArAdhanAmaya banAnA caahie| mana pavitra, zAMta, nirmala rahe to prApta jJAna kI dhArA se, jIvana mahotsava bana sakatA hai| hameM kRtaghna nahIM kRtajJa bananA hai| kisI ke kie hue choTe se choTe kArya, upakAra ko yAda karake pratidAna cukAnA caahie| isakA Adarza pATha hameM dharatI mAtA sikhAtI hai, eka dAne ko vaha anaMta guNA karake hameM vApasa detI hai| paraMtu mAnava hI eka aisA prANI hai, jo jitanA do, khA jAtA hai, insAna kI aisI svArtha vRtti bana gaI hai ki saba maiM le lUM aura merA lene vAloM kA burA ho| kudarata ne hameM pA~ca indriyAM bakzI haiM, ina paMca bhUtoM kA hameM RNI honA cAhie, paraMtu unakA badalA cukAne ke lie, hama kyA karate haiM ? saccA kRtajJa to vahI hai jo dUsaroM ke upakAroM kA badalA cukAne ke lie mauke kA iMtajAra kre| hamAre upara paMcabhUtoM kA, mAtA-pitA, gurujanoM kA tathA samAja kA 161 Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 mahAna upakAra hai, jinakI sahAyatA se hamArA utkarSa huA hai| guru kauna? jo pA~ca indriyoM para saMyama rakhate haiM, brahmacarya kI nau (vADa) maryAdAoM kA pAlana karate hoN| paMca mahAvrata dhArI hoM, paMcAcAra kA pAlana karane meM samartha hoM, paMca samiti, tIna gupti ke pAlaka hoM, ina chattIsa guNoM ke dhAraka hoM, vaihI sacce guru kahalAne yogya haiN| __ prabhu mahAvIrane guru kI aisI vyAkhyA isalie kI, ki sAdhaka sacce guru ko pAkara apanA jIvana sArthaka kara ske| jo vastu kImatI hotI hai, usakI nakala bahuta jaldI hotI hai| hIre, motI tathA sone kI nakala khUba hotI hai, vaise hI gurupada bhI mUlyavAna hai| yaha sthAna prApta karane ke lie, koI vizvavidyAlaya kI parIkSA nahIM denI paDatI, ata: isake lie bhI pratispardhA hotI hai| kucha sthAnoM para to kapaDe, veza parivartana karake, nAma badalakara, ekaAdha svArthI sAthI khojakara gurU banakara baiTha jAte haiN| isIlie hameM yahAM sAvadhAna kiyA jAtA hai ki jaise sone ko kasauTI para parakha kara kharIdA jAtA hai, vaise hI guru ko bhI uparokta guNoM kI kasauTI para parakha lenA caahie| jo ina guNoM para khare hoMge ve hI hamAre jIvana ke tAraNahAra, pathapradarzaka bana sakate haiN| guru kA upakAra ananta hai, hameM ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAra se jJAnarUpI prakAza kI rAha batAkara, nisvArtha bhAva se vAtsalya kI varSA karate haiM, sadupadeza dvArA hamArA jIvana ujjavala banAte haiN| guru kA jIvana vRkSa tathA nadI jaisA hai| vRkSa ke pAsa jo AtA hai vRkSa use phala detA hai, chAyA detA hai, nadI sabako pAnI detI hai, sabakI pyAsa bujhAtI hai| inake yahAM koI bhedabhAva nahIM, cAheM strI hoM, puruSa hoM, harijana hoM yA brAhmaNa hoN| ___ gurU tathA jJAniyoM kA kAma hameM, hamArI AtmA ko zAnti denA hai| upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ne pharamAyA hai ki, "tujhe viSAda ke kuMe se bAhara nikAlA, samyaktva pradAna kiyA, aise guru kA RNa, unake upakAra kA badalA, Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 163 kaise cukA pAegA? gurU kA upakAra aisA hai, jisakA aneka bhavoM taka badalA nahIM cukAyA jA sktaa|" duniyA meM insAna akelA AyA hai, aura akelA hI jAegA, usake satkArya tathA paropakAra se prApta puNya ke sivAya kucha sAtha jAne vAlA nahIM hai| ajJAnI ko yaha jJAna dene vAle guru hai, isa jJAna ke badale meM prema ke sivAya, unheM hama kyA de sakate haiM? bahuta loga pUchate haiM ki krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha chUTate nahIM, guru yAda Ate nhiiN| isakA upAya yaha hai ki ye kaSAya kyoM Ate haiM? khojo isakA kAraNa, aura sadguNoM kA bala bddhaao| Upara caDhate hue logoM ko najara ke samakSa rakho, unakA anukaraNa karo girate huoM kA nahIM, tabhI vikAsa saMbhava hogaa| guru ke pAsa bhI DaoNkTara kI taraha atyaMta sUkSma dRSTi hai, jisase vo hamAre aMdara ke bhAvoM ko, sthiti ko samajha jAte haiN| prAjJa puruSa hamAre bhItara chupe hue tattvoM kI tarapha saMketa karate haiN| hRdaya meM kaise krodha ke tinake jala rahe haiM? mAna kI pahADiyAM, mAyArUpI jhADiyAM tathA lobha ke kaise gahare gaDDhe khude hue haiM? inameM ulajhane ke kAraNa hI insAna satyarUpI, dharmarUpI tattva kA darzana nahIM kara sktaa| isakA khyAla to apanA Atma nirikSaNa karane para hI A sakatA hai| jaina darzana yAni AMtarika saMzodhana kI saMskRti ke darzana, paraMtu Aja to hama chicherI, choTI bAteM tathA saMpradAyoM kI prasiddhi meM par3e hue haiN| ____ apanA saccA mArga yAni AtmA ke ArohaNa kA mArga, isalie bhagavAna ne kahA, "he jIva tUne bAhara kA saba kucha kiyA, paraMtu AMtarika saMzodhana kA kArya nahIM kiyA, isalie hairAna, parezAna haiM, aba isake pIche paDa jaa|" aba hama vItarAga bhagavAna ke sAtha maMdira meM bAta karate haiM, "tuma aise zAMta aura maiM aisA krodhI? tuma jJAna kI pUrNa jyota aura meM ajJAna se bharA kAlA koyalA? tumheM jagata pUjatA hai, to bhI nirAbhimAnI aura mujhe koI Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 nahIM pUchatA, phira bhI maiM abhimAnI?" aisA kyoM bhagavAna? Apane kevalya jJAna pAyA, to mujhe kyoM nahIM milatA? bhagavAna kI aura apanI tulanA kareM to aMdara kA tattva pragaTa hoM, guNoM ke prati Adara pragaTa hoN| kabhI kisIne isa duniyA meM hamAre lie kucha acchA kiyA ho to usake prati kRtajJatA pragaTa ho, aisA prayatna karanA caahie| Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 upakAra catuSTaka vyakti yadi dUsare sabhI guNoM se zobhAyamAna ho, paraMtu usameM yadi kRtajJatA rUpI sadguNa kA abhAva hai| vyakti apane jIvana meM dharma kA dikhAvA to karatA hai, paraMtu apane Upara upakAra karane vAloM ko yAda nahIM rkhtaa| purAne samaya meM dUsaroM ke upakAroM kA badalA cukAne kA insAna iMtajAra karatA thA, ki kaba maukA mile aura vaha pratyupakAra kre| hama burA karane meM hicakicAte haiM, kyoM ki hama para hamArI saMskRti, guru, dharma, mAtA-pitA, samAja Adi ke upakAra haiM, ataH burA karma karate hue kSobha hotA hai| hama meM yadi mAnavatA kA jarA bhI prakAza hai aura kisI kAraNavaza jIvana meM kabhI pazutA jagatI bhI hai, taba usa prakAza ke kAraNa, aMdara se eka AvAja AtI hai, "maiM ThIka nahIM kara rahA huuN|" aura phira hama bure kArya karane se rUka jAte haiN| isa prakAra cetanA prabuddha hone para pApa khaTakate haiM, bhUla kara bhI bhUla ho jAe to pazcAtApa jAgrata hotA haiM, yahI kAraNa hai ki hama kaI bAra burA karane se rUka jAte haiN| mAtA pitA, peTa para paTTe bAMdhakara arthAta bhUkhe rahakara, baccoM ko acchA khilAte haiN| ThaMDI, garmI sahana karake unakA rakSaNa karate haiN| hamezA baccoM ke sukha kI hI kAmanA karate haiM, mAnoM unake lie hI jI rahe hoN| kaisA apUrva upakAra hai unakA? 165 Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 166 tIsarA upakAra hai samAja kA / hamAre utkarSa meM samAja kA bahuta baDA hAtha hai, hamameM buddhimattA bharI hai, paraMtu samAja kI sahAyatA usameM parokSa rUpa se nihita hai| yadi hama apane paiso kA upayoga apane maujazauka ke lie hI karate haiM, to phira samAja bhI hamAre lie kucha kyoM karegA? puMjIvAda ke sAmane sAmyatAvAda yUM hI nahIM AyA hai, hama use lAe haiN| pahale dhanavAna samAja ko kucha arpaNa karate to samAja unheM agrima paMkti meM biThAtA, Aja yadi apane hI maujazauka pUre karane meM dhanika loga lage hue haiM, to phira aise logoM kI samAja bhI kyoM paravAha kare ? jaba hamane duniyAM meM kadama rakhA thA, hama ro rahe the, jagata ha~sa rahA thA, aba hameM aisA premamaya, karUNAmaya jIvana jInA cAhie ki, jaba hama yahAM se vidA hoM to hama ha~se aura jaga roye / saMta kabIra ne kahA bhI hai "jaba hama Ae jagata meM, jaga haMse hama roe| aisI karanI kara calo, hama haMse jaga roe / / " bhale logoM kA viyoga sabake lie duHkhadAyI hotA hai, paraMtu unake deha ke lie nahIM, unakI udAratA, mahAnatA ke lie unheM yAda kiyA jAtA hai| -- yaha kRtajJatA guNa e meM cAra bAteM sikhAtA hai, kisI ne apane para upakAra kiyA ho to kabhI bhUlanA nhiiN| kisI para hamane upakAra kiyA ho to, use yAda nahIM karanA / kisI ne hama para apakAra kiyA hoM to use mApha kara denA / aura hamase kisI para apakAra ho gayA hoM to usase mAphI jarUra mAMga lenI caahie| dharma kA bIja jAgRti meM hai, upakAroM kI premabharI yAdoM meM hai / eka vRddhA yAtrA karane nikalI, rAste meM eka kutte ne usakA bhojana khA liyaa| vahA~ eka banajArA AyA aura khAnA khAne lagA, usane usa vRddhA ko bhI khAnA khilAyA, banajAre meM mAnavatA thI, donoM ne premapUrvaka bhojana kiyaa| jaba donoM jAne lage, usa aurata ne kahA, "isa anna kA RNa maiM kaba, kaise cukAUMgI? khAkara khuza honA yaha merA gaurava nahIM hai, gaurava to khilAne meM hai / " banajAre ne kahA, "Apane merA anna khAkara mujha para upakAra kiyA hai, anna saphala huA hai|" usa mahilA ne jAte hue kahA, " merA nAma Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 167 gajarA hai, kabhI kAma paDe to mujhe yAda karanA, maiM usa gA~va kI rahanevAlI hUM, yAda karoge to upakAra hogaa|" isa bAta ko dasa varSa bIta gaye, roja vRddhA vicAra karatI hai, "maiM usa banajAre kA RNa kaise cukAuMgI?" aisI upakAra vRtti meM hI mahilA kA mana juDA huA thaa| aisI suMdara bhAvanAoM meM hI kabhI kabhI suMdara ciMtana Ubhara kara AtA hai| hamAre meM ye kSamatAaiM par3I huI haiM, magara ciMtana kI dizA badala gaI hai| IrSyA rUpI kSaya roga ghara kara gayA hai| koI anjAna yadi karoDapati bana jAtA hai to hameM irSyA nahIM hotI, paraMtu apanA sagA bhAI karoDapati bana jAe, to hama irSyA kI Aga meM jhulasa jaaeNge| vyakti ko kIrti aura prazaMsA pyArI hai, paraMtu yaha to pAnI para likhe akSara ke samAna hai, hamArA jIvana hI pAnI ke bulabule jaisA hai, kAla pravAha meM isakA kyA sthAna hai ? Atma samAdhi ke lie to ujjavala kAryo ke sivAya yahAM kyA rahane vAlA hai? bahuto ko aisI bhUkha jagatI hai kIrti pAne ke lie ki kisI kA nAma miTAkara, vahAM merA nAma likha duuN| paraMtu vaha bhUla rahA hai ki Aja vo kisI kA nAma miTAegA, kala koI usakA nAma miTA degaa| saMsAra kA yahI niyama hai, magara aphasosa ki abhimAna, garva, ahaMkAra meM saba masta hai, aisA vicAra kauna karatA hai? dasa varSa bIta gaye, eka bAra banajAre ko rAjAne pakar3a liyA, vaha nirdoSa thA, usa gA~va meM use koI pahacAnatA nahIM thaa| rAjA ne pUchA, "tumheM yahAM .. koI pahacAnatA hai ? tumhAre nirdoSa hone kA sabUta do|" banajAre ko vo vRddhA . yAda aaii| usane rAjA se kahA, "mahArAja maiM nirdoSa hUM, paradezI hUM, yaha mAla meMrA hI hai, vizvAsa kijie, hA~ isa gA~va meM eka gajarA nAmaka vRddhA rahatI hai, vaha mujhe pahacAnatI hai|" vRddhA to rAha dekha rahI thI, dauDakara gaI, nirdoSa banajAre ko chuDavAyA, apane yahAM bulAkara satkAra se bhojana karAyA, aura bolI, "Aja kA dina dhanya hai, mere upakArI kA satkAra karane kA mujhe maukA milA hai|" sirpha anna khAyA thA, usakI khAtira vRddhA ne itanA khatarA Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 168 mola liyA, isakA nAma hI kRtajJatA hai| Aja to musIbata meM paDe kisI ko dekhakara loga mu~ha curAkara nikala jAte haiM, mu~ha phera lete haiN| jIvana sudhArane ke lie, pragati paMtha para prayANa karane ke lie, ina saba bAtoM kI upayogitA Avazyaka hai| Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 45 vRtajJatA kA saMdeza vyakti ke aMdara soe par3e hue sadguNa jaise jaise khilate haiM, AMtarika zakti bar3hatI hai| dhakkA lagane se bAlaka gira sakatA hai, yuvA nahIM giregA jaldI, aise hI sadguNoM se alaMkRta jisakA yauvanakAla hai, vaha durguNoM rUpI dhakke se nahIM giregaa| sajAga rhegaa| sugaMdhita tela kA par3A huA eka bUnda jisa taraha pAnI kI pUrI bAlTI ko sugaMdhamaya banA detA hai, vaise hI ekaAdha sadguNa bhI yadi jIvana meM vikasita ho jAeM to pUrA jIvana usa sadguNa rUpI phUla se mahaka utthegaa| sajjana loga aise hI pAnI jaise hote haiM jo sadguNa rUpI sugaMdha ko vyApaka banAte haiN| durguNa garma tela kI bhAMti hote haiM, jisameM pAnI gire, to vaha bhI jala jAtA hai| eka nAI thA, use aisI vidyA prApta huI thI ki kisI bhI vastu ko binA sahAre havA meM sthira rakha sakatA thaa| eka sAdhu ko pattA calA to usane vaha vidyA nAI se sIkha lii| paraMtu aba sAdhu dUsaroM ko kahane lagA ki yaha vidyA usane svayaM himAlaya meM jAkara, sAdhanA karake prApta kI hai| nAI ko guru kahanA usake lie zarmanAka thaa| jhuTha bolane kA aMjAma yaha huA ki AkAza meM sthira usakI tuMbaDI usake sira para paDI, aura sira phUTa gyaa| sadguNoM se rahita mAnava jIvana zUnya hai| kAlacakra ke mApa se mApA jAe, to so varSa kA AyuSya eka bindu ke samAna bhI nahIM hai| aisA kimatI 169 Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 170 jIvana parAyoM kI nindA-TIkA meM gujAra deM, yaha kitanI duHkhada bAta hai? dUsaroM meM sadguNa dekhane se ve guNa hamAre bhItara bhI Ate haiN| itanI jindagI bIta gaI burAIyAM khojate khojte| aba thor3I jindagI bacI hai, usameM sadguNoM kA saMcaya karanA hI AtmA ke lie hitakara hogaa| yadi hamane kisI para upakAra kiyA hai, to yAda hI nahIM karanA cAhie, yAda karane se isakA mahattva samApta ho jAtA hai, sAmane vAle ko dInatA kA anubhava hotA hai, hamAre mana meM abhimAna paidA hotA hai| krodha ko jItanA sarala hai, mAna pacAnA muzkila hai| caMdana ghisane para sugaMdha detA hai, pAnI tRSA zAnta karatA hai, per3a sabako zItala chAyA detA hai| hameM bhI aisA hI, binA kucha kahe, dUsaroM kA upakArI bananA hai| dAyA~ hAtha dAna de aura bA~ye hAtha ko patA na cale, yahI saccA dAna hai| jamIna ke andara DAlA huA bIja cupacApa ugakara bAhara AtA hai, vaise hI gupta dAna hI phaladAyI banatA hai| dAna dekara hameM halkApana mahasUsa karanA hai, dAna ke paise adA karane ke bAda tijaurI kA khAlI sthAna vApasa bharane ke lie, usake pIche nahIM par3anA caahie| dAna dete samaya hamAre bhAva uttama hone cAhie, udAratApUrvaka denA cAhie, kabhI bhI die hue dAna kI carcA nahIM honI caahie| saccA dharma to yaha hai ki jisane hamArA burA kiyA hoM, usa para bhI upakAra kro| hameM to caMdana jaisA bananA hai, use kulhAr3I se kATA jAe to bhI sugaMdha hI phailAtA hai| __insAna aura pazu meM aMtara hai, pazu akelA akelA dUsare bhUkhe pazuoM kA vicAra kie binA khA sakatA haiM, paraMtu insAna aisA nahIM kara sktaa| AsapAsa ke loga bhUkhe hoM to unheM usameM se kucha denA cAhie, aisA vicAra to AnA hI caahie| "parihitaniratA" meM se| dhArmika vyakti ko jJAna kA prakAza milA hai, use yaha ehasAsa hai ki usake sukha ke pIche, kitane ajJAna vyaktiyoM ke hAtha, hRdaya kA zrama Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 171 tathA pasInA bahA hai| kisI ne makAna bAMdhA hai, kisIne kapaDe bune haiM, kisI ne anAja ugAyA haiM, to kisI ne vidyA, vijJAna dvArA aviSkAra, khoja karake hameM sAdhana suvidhAeM juTAI haiN| If I have seen further, it is by standing upon the shoulders of giants. hama jo kucha dekhate hai, jAnate haiM, vaha anekAneka logoM kI sAdhanA kA pariNAma hai| mAnava hitecchuoM ne apane gahana ciMtana dvArA vizva kA parikSaNa nirIkSaNa karake, vikAsa gAmI banAyA hai| paraMtu ina maulika siddhiyoM ke bIca bhI insAna Aja du:khI aura dvaiSI hai, isakA kAraNa hai ajJAna evaM svaarth| kevala parahita kI bhAvanA jAgrata hone para hI use yaha ehasAsa hotA hai, ki paropakAra meM hI svopakAra nihita hai| dUsaroM ko sugaMdha dene para hameM sugaMdha, dUsaroM ke pAsa dIpaka jalAne se hameM prakAza svata: hI mila jAte haiN| jinheM jJAnI kA yA guNoM kA samAgama nahIM milA, aise kaI loga kAmacora bana jAte haiM, dUsaroM se adhika se adhika kAma lenaa| unako cUsa lenA, aisA unakA lakSya bana jAtA hai| maMdira meM bhI usake lie caMdana koI ghIsa kara de, agarabattI jalAkara de, kirAye kA pujArI maMdira ko svaccha rakhe, saba kAma pujArI kare aura sevA pUjA kA lAbha use caahie| aisI pUjA se kitanA lAbha mila sakatA hai ? aisA insAna rAta dina sevA karane vAle naukara ko sone ke lie eka gaddA bhI na de, aura svayaM earakaMDizana meM mulAyama gadde para ArAma se so jAe, esI svArthAMdhatA ke pIche aMdhA insAna, yadi svayaM ke dhArmika hone kA dAvA kare to yaha sivAya DhoMga ke aura kucha nahIM hai| vidyAsAgara eka bAra naukara ko na bhejakara, garmiyoM meM svayaM hI jAkara apanA kAma kara Ae, sAikila pr| patnI ne kahA, "aisI dhUpa meM tuma kyoM gaye? naukara kisa lie hai?" unhoMne kahA, "are naukara ko paidala calakara jAnA paDatA, maiM sAIkila para jAkara dasa minaTa meM kAma kara aayaa| naukara meM bhI to apane jaisI hI AtmA hai nA?" "parahita niratA" kA bhAva jagatA hai, taba sabakI AtmA samAna dikhatI hai| Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parahita nirataH 'paparahitanirataH' yaha bIsavAM sadguNa hai, aura yaha atyaMta upayogI hai| paropakAra hI svopakAra hai, yaha mAnakara AnaMda uThAnA caahie| paropakAra karake usake badale meM kucha prApta karane kI cAha yadi rakhate haiM, aura samAja prazaMsA nahIM karatA, satkAra nahIM detA taba lagatA hai samAja ko kadra nahIM hai| paraMtu aisI bhAvanA rakhe binA hI vyakti ko nisvArtha bhAva se samAja kI sevA karanI caahie| dharma tathA jIvana darzana ko samajhane vAlA vyakti, dUsaroM kI sevA lenA yA apanA kaSTa dUsaroM para DAlanA pasaMda hI nahIM krtaa| apanA bojha dUsaroM para lAdakara, yA apanA kAma dUsaroM se karavA kara, mukta hone kI bhAvanA, yaha eka mAnasika roga hai, jo Aja samAja meM vyApaka banatA jA rahA hai| jahA~ taka hama ina saba bAtoM kA vizleSaNa nahIM kareMge, jIvana darzana hAtha nahIM lgegaa| aNu kA vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to nayI zakti hAtha lgegii| isI prakAra Aja hameM apane dharma aura karma kA vizleSaNa karane kI AvazyakatA hai| utkRSTa jIvanadarzana hAtha lgegaa| isa jagata meM, dUsaroM kA RNa, kama se kama apane upara caDhe, aisA viveka rakhanA cAhie, kyoM ki karmarAjA kA byAja, saba byAjoM se adhika hai| ata : jitanA jaldI ho sake dUsaroM ke RNa se mukta hone kA prayAsa karanA caahie| muphta meM kisI kA na leM, aisI dRSTi rakhanI cAhie, binA 172 Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 173 haka kA leMge to apane hAtha se calA hI jAegA, TikegA nhiiN| aMkaginatI karane vAlA yaMtra jaDa hai, paraMtu vaha galtI nahIM karatA, insAna galtI kara baiThatA hai, vaise hI karma bhI jaDa hai, yogya pariNAma dene kI paddhati jaDa padArthoM kI vyavasthA meM bhI hai| hama jaise jaise svarNa ikaTThA karane kI lAlasA bar3hAte hai, vaha bar3hatI hI jAtI hai| deha kI dekhabhAla meM insAna apanA kitanA kImatI samaya barabAda kara detA hai| sage saMbaMdhI, vizAla janasamudAya ko ikaTThA karanA acchA lagatA hai, paraMtu insAna yaha bhUla jAtA hai ki vaha janmA bhI akelA thA aura jAegA bhI akelA hii| ___insAna ko sone ke lie do gaja jamIna, khAne ke lie muTThIbhara anAja, pahanane ko do jor3I vastro kI jarUrata hotI hai| phira bhI vaha kapar3e aura alaMkAroM ke saMgraha se pUrI alamAriyAM bhara kara rakhatA hai| sadguNI vyakti ke bhItara, pralobhanoM tathA mAnavatA ke bIca saMgharSa calatA hai, paraMtu vaha aise pralobhanoM para vijaya prApta karake Age kUca karatA hai| taba aisA parahitanirata : manuSya apane AsapAsa vAloM kI sabakI bhalAI socakara, samAja kalyANa meM sahAyaka banatA hai| Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 47 samaSTi kI bhakti meM mukti jaba vyakti meM kRtajJatA guNa kA vikAsa hotA hai, taba vaha parahita meM magna ho jAtA hai| 'parahitanirataH' guNa usakI prakRtirUpa bana jAtA hai, jaise khAnA pInA sonA prakRti hai, vaise hI sadguNa hamArI prakRti bana jAnI caahie| aisA vyakti dUsaroM kA bhalA kie binA raha hI nahIM sakatA, yadi kisI kA bhalA na ho sake to, usake muMha para zUnyatA, udAsI chA jAtI hai, ki usakA vaha dina niSphala gyaa| jisa kArya ko karane se hamArA mu~ha nIcA ho jAe, aisA kArya karanA hI kyoM cAhie? yadi jIvana meM jarUrateM kama kara dI jAeM to aisI sthiti kA sarjana nahIM hogaa| baDhatI huI jarUrateM hI hameM vastuoM kA gulAma banAtI hai| yadi svataMtra jIvana jInA hai, to jarUrateM kama kijie| kisI ke prati tiraskAra kI bhAvanA na rakheM, kisI kI gulAmI na svIkAra kareM to mRtyu zaiyyA para bhI hama zAMti kA anubhava kara sakate haiN| mukti to bhakti kI dAsI hai,bhakti guNa jIvana meM A gayA to mukti to usake pIche dauDakara aaegii| sirpha apane lie hI nahIM, sabake hita ke lie jInA, isI meM jIvana kI sArthakatA hai| 174 Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 lubdha lakSa hamAre aMtakaraNa meM timira kI jo parte jamA ho gaI haiM, unheM dUra haTAne ke lie mahAteja kI AvazyakatA hai| isa teja kI jhAMkI kA anubhava karanA, jIvana kA mukhya hetu hai, isI kA nAma hai lbdhlkss| jIvana meM anekAneka vastuoM kI prApti kA dhyeya, abhilASA banI rahatI hai, paraMtu hamAre jIvana kA pUrNa dhyeya kyA hai? isakI khabara hameM svayaM nahIM hotii| Aja sthiti aisI hai ki jise chor3akara jAnA hai, usake pIche mAnava pAgala banA hai, paraMtu jo sAtha Ane vAlA hai, aisA mahAteja vismRta huA hai, usakA hameM dukha nahIM hai| duniyA meM Aja loga sAdhanoM ko hI sAdhya mAna baiThe hai, kyA yaha pAgalapana nahIM? isIlie Aja sAdhana hI sAdhya bana gaye haiN| subaha se zAma taka hama saMgraha karane meM juTe hue haiM, paraMtu khyAla rahe ki yaha hamArA jIvana lakSya nahIM hai| yaha jo nirarthaka bAtoM meM samaya vyartha karanA, hamArI Adata bana gaI hai, isakA tyAga jIvana kI gaharAIyoM taka jAkara jIvana ke rahasyoM ko prApta karanA, isa jIvana kA dhyeya honA cAhie, yaha hama bhUla hI gaye haiN| jindagI jIne kI khAtira jI lenA, AyuSya pUrNa hone ko Ae taba DaoNkTara kI davAIyAM khA lenA, aisA yaMtravata jIvana, yadi adhika jI bhI leM to bhI kyA phAyadA? hA hA 175 Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 176 dUsaroM kI arthahIna bAteM sunane meM, hama pUrA jIvana vyatIta kara dete haiM / duniyA meM kitane araba loga hai ? kyA Apa jAnate hai ? yadi hama sabakI bAteM suneMge to dharma karane ke lie samaya kahA~ se lAeMge ? isalie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA hai, "pahale tU apane Apa ko jAna, yadi eka apane ko jAna liyA to sabako jAna jAegA / " jo miTTI ko jAnatA hai, vaha miTTI ke bartanoM ko bhI jAnatA hai| jo gehUM ke ATe ko jAnatA hai, vaha roTI, va ATe se banane vAlI sabhI cIjoM ko jAnatA hai / dravya ke rUpa, nAma badalate haiM, paraMtu mUlabhUta vastu to vahI rahatI hai| apanI AtmA ko pahacAnane vAlA, saba AtmAoM ko pahacAna legA / vicAra zreNI badalatI hai, satya nahIM badalatA, hameM to purAne tathA naye kA samanvaya hI karanA hai| kAla ke pravAha meM mUlabhUta satya kabhI dhuMdhalA nahIM paDatA, usa para kAla kA jaMga kabhI nahIM car3ha sakatA, na cddhegaa| jagata mAtra parivartanazIla hai, rUpa, raMga, nAma bhinna dikhate haiM, paraMtu aMdara basI huI AtmA to vahI hai, hameM usake darzana karane haiM, yahI hamArA lakSya hai| Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyeya dRSTi isa dharmarUpI ratna prApti ke lie, hameM ikkIsa guNoM ko apane jIvana meM vikasita karane haiN| dharmaratna ko pAne vAlA dhArmika, guNavAna honA jarUrI hai| ayogya vyakti apane Apa ko dhArmika kahalAtA hai, to dharma zabda ko lajjita karatA hai| labdhalakSa - yogyatA kI parAkASThA yAni dhArmika aatmaa| prathama dhArmika kahalAnA aura phira yogyatA prApta karanA muzkila hai, dhArmika kahalAne ke lie pahale guNa samapanna honA jarUrI hai| jo pahale batAe gaye bIsa guNoM ko samajha gayA hai, jIvana meM AcaraNa karatA hai, vahI labdha-lakSa hai| mAnava jIvana kA hetu kyA hai ? heya, jJeya, upAdeya, choDane lAyaka, jAnane lAyaka aura AcaraNa karane laayk| acchI lagane vAlI bAta, vyakti yA vastu bhI yadi choDane lAyaka hoM to use choDanA sIkhanA caahie| mA~ ko beTI bahuta priya hote hue bhI use sasurAla vidA karatI hai, kyoM ki vaha jAnatI hai ki usakA yogya sthAna sasurAla hI hai| ___ kuTuMba poSaNa ke lie arthasiddhi karanI paDatI hai, magara anartha siddhi kA to tyAga hI karanA caahie| artha siddhi yAni nIti, maryAdA meM rahakara arthaprApti karanA aura anartha siddhi yAni nyAya nIti ko dhyAna meM na rakhate hue, kisI bhI prakAra se artha prApti karanA, usake pIche hI jIvana bitaanaa| Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 178 dharma aura nIti kA nAza karake vyavasAya karanA, ucita nahIM hai, yaha bAta insAna jaise bhUla hI gayA hai| vyakti Aja paise ke sAmane bhagavAna ko bhI choTA ginatA hai, dharma, artha, kAma aura mokSa meM Aja vyakti artha aura kAma ke pIche paDA hai, isI meM racA pacA rahatA hai| jindagI kA amUlya samaya isameM gavAMkara bhI, use bhogane kA bhI samaya nahIM mila pAtA, kyoM ki jIvana jIne kA usake pAsa, koI dhyeya hI nahIM / prati varSa jIvana kA eka varSa kama ho rahA hai, hama mRtyu ke nikaTa jA rahe haiM, phira bhI insAna varSagAMTha manAtA hai, AnaMda kA dina mAnakara / saca to yaha hai ki, anamola jindagI ke varSa vyartha hI kharca ho jAe, usakA aphasosa honA caahie| AyuSya kI DorI ko koI nahIM jor3a sakatA, dIpaka meM tela khatma hone para diyA bujha jAtA hai, vaise hI AyuSya pUrNa hone para, jIvana dIpa nirvANa ko prApta hotA hai, insAna calA jAtA hai 1 dina pratidina AyuSya to ghaTatA hI jAtA hai, paraMtu satkAryoM ko karate karate jIvana samApana hoM to sArthaka hai| AyuSya ko kauna roka sakatA hai bhalA ? marUsthala meM pAnI bhasma ho jAtA hai, vahI pAnI UpajAU jamIna meM hariyAlI aura anAja paidA karatA hai / hama jaba bhI mareM taba loga aisA boleM ki isane apanA jIvana saphala banAyA, satkAryoM dvArA / labdhalakSa yAni dhyeya kI tarapha dRSTi, yaha dRDha nizcaya honA cAhie / . Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 dhyeya yAtrA paccIsa sau varSa pahale zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra ne yaha saba hameM kyoM kahA? isakA vicAra kiijie| unake ataHkaraNa meM to eka kI bhAvanA thI, kisa taraha se isa saMsAra kA kalyANa hoM, aisI nirmala bhAvanA dvArA vANI kA srota bahAyA, sacce snehI to aise satpuruSa hI haiM, jo hameM saMsAra rUpI kIcaDa se mukta karavAnA cAhate haiN| bAlaka choTA hoM aura sacce sarpa ko khilaunA samajhakara khelane jAe, to mA~ usakA hAtha pakar3akara use khIMca letI hai| usa samaya yadi baccA mA~ kA hAtha kATa le, taba bhI mA~ use choDegI nahIM, kyoM ki mA~ samajhatI hai ki isI meM bacce kA hita hai| isI taraha hamAre gurU bhI mA~ samAna hai, viSayarUpI sarpa ke sAtha hama khelane ko lalacAte haiM, taba guru hI hameM rokate hai| taba hameM zAyada yaha rUcikara nahIM lageM, paraMtu phira bhI ve hamAre hitecchu haiN| zrotAoM ke kaI prakAra haiM, kucha hote haiM kAntA samita, unheM choTI choTI bAtoM dvArA strI tathA bAlaka kI bhAMti samajhAyA jAtA hai| dUsare hote haiM mitra samita, unake sAtha tarka, carcA Adi hotI hai| tIsarA hai prabhu samita, aisA vyakti prathama dono dRSTi se zreSTha hotA hai, ata: unake dila meM prabhu AjJA ke lie koI zaMkA paidA hI nahIM hotI, vaha to jIvana kA anubhava hI karatA hai| yaha jJAna kevala carcA kA viSaya nahIM, yaha to AcaraNa kA viSaya 179 Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 180 hai| isIlie jJAniyoM ne pharamAyA hai ki zakkara kI miThAsa kA anubhava karane ke lie sau graMtho ko par3hane se acchA hai ki mu~ha meM zakkara kA eka TukaDA DAla do to adhika jJAna va AnaMda milegaa| kAyA kRza hogI to calegA, paraMtu AtmA ko kRza kareMge to nahIM clegaa| hamane dekhA hai ki kaI tejasvI puruSoM kI kAyA kRza hotI haiM, paraMtu aMdara se AtmA divya teja se jagamaga hotI hai| Aja taka hamane kAyA kI sajAvaTa meM hI jIvana bitAyA hai, paraMtu aba hameM apanI AtmA ko puSTa karanA hai| eka vyakti ke hAtha meM do kuMbha die| bAeM hAtha meM saMpatti kA kuMbha tathA dAMe hAtha meM zAMti kA kuMbha diyA aura kahA, "ki duniyA meM tuma saMpatti bA~TanA aura zAMti rakhanA, to tuma pUrNa sukhI hoNge|" donoM kuMbha lekara vaha jA rahA thA, usa ke paira meM kA~TA lagA, kA~TA nikAlane ke lie donoM kuMbha nIce rakhe, vApasa uThAte samaya donoM adalAbadalI ho gaye, lakSya cUka gyaa| aba vaha binA samajhe saMsAra meM zAMti bA~Tane lagA tathA saMpatti kA saMcaya karane lgaa| basa taba se hI saMsAra meM mAnava bhUlabhulaiyyA meM par3A hai, zAMti becakara saMpatti saMjone meM lagA hai| isa bhUla-bhUlaiyyA se bAhara nikalane ke lie hamAre jIvana meM yaha lakSya biMdu honA cAhie, ki saMpatti bA~To aura zAMti kharIda kara jIvana ko samRddha bnaao| Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lakSya biMdu labdha lakSavAlA vyakti, jIvana kA pratyeka kArya dakSatApUrvaka karatA hai, vyavasthita evaM vicArapUrvaka karatA hai| jahAja jaba apanA laMgara uThAtA hai, to usake pahale usake pahuMcane kA baMdara, maMjila taya ho jAtI hai| jIvana ke hara kSetra meM lakSya nizcita karanA jarUrI hai| hamArA janma kyoM huA? hama kyoM jI rahe haiM? isakA ciMtana manana karanA caahie| lakSya binA jIvana kI dazA samudra meM bhaTakane vAle nAvika jaisI hotI hai, jise koI baMdara, koI kinArA hAtha lagane vAlA nhiiN| kyA hama sabakI dazA bhI aisI hI nahIM hai? saba kAma ke bhAra tale dabe haiM, kise vakta hai, jIvana daur3a dhUpa meM bIta rahA hai| kisI se pUchA jAe ki, "yaha saba kyA kara rahe hau? jIvana kA hetu kyA hai ? kisalie jI rahe ho? kahA~ pahuMcanA hai? kahA~ se Ae ho?" to kisI ke pAsa bhI sahI javAba nahIM hai, Aja hamArI yahI dazA hai| isalie jJAnI pharamAte haiM ki zAMta paloM meM isakA vicAra kro| hameM ghara banAnA, ghara kharIdanA, vastueM lAnA, ina sabakA vicAra AtA hai, paraMtu jIvana kisalie hai? isakA vicAra kabhI nahIM AtA, jagata ko eka dina chor3akara jAnA haiM, aisI bAta apazukana lagatI hai, kisI ko pasaMda hI nhiiN| paraMtu hama bhUla rahe haiM, ki hameM pasaMda hai yA nahIM, yaha to avazyaMbhAvI hai, janma ke sAtha maraNa juDA hai, kAla se hamArA bacanA nAmumakina hai| phira 181 Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 182 hama mRtyu kA sAmanA karane ke lie taiyAra kyoM na rahe? zikArI ko dekhakara kharagoza jora se dauDatA hai, paraMtu jaba thaka jAtA hai, taba A~khe baMda karake rAste meM beTha jAtA hai| vaha mAnatA hai ki merI A~khe baMda haiM, meM kucha nahIM dekha sakatA to zikArI bhI kucha nahIM dekha sakatA, paraMtu yaha usakI mUrkhatA hai| hamAre pIche bhI aisA kAla-zikArI A rahA hai, aura phira bhI hama mRtyu kA vicAra mAtra karanA bhI nahIM cAhate, kyA yaha hamAre jIvana kI biDambanA nahIM? bahuta cale gaye, bahutoM ko zmazAna ghATa taka pahuMcA Ae, phira bhI hameM apane nazvara jIvana kA jJAna nahIM hotA, Azcarya hai! upAdhyAya vinayavijayajI mahArAja pharamAte haiM, ki jinake sAtha hama bacapana meM khele, jinako bujurga mAnakara zIza namAte the, vo saba cale gye| jinake sAtha prIta kI, jina ke sAtha pyAra bharI bAteM karate the, samajhate the ki yaha premagoSTi to anaMta yugoM taka calegI, ve saba svajana bhI bhasmIbhUta ho gaye rAkha banakara khAka meM mila gye| yaha saba dekhakara bhI hameM apanI AtmA kA khyAla nahIM AtA, kitane aphasosa kI bAta hai? - itanI jAgrati sadaiva rahanI cAhie ki eka dina jAnA hai| geMda meM se havA nikalate hI geMda saMkucita ho jAtI hai, vaise hI deha se AtmA nikalane para zarIra nizceSTa hokara par3A rahatA hai| caubIsa ghaMTo meM durgaMdha, dene lagatA hai, pUrI jindagI jisakI atyaMta premapUrvaka saMbhAla lI,vaha pala bhara meM jalakara rAkha ho jAtA hai| sabhI anizcitatAoM meM kevala mRtyu hI nizcita hai, ata: lakSyabiMdu Avazyaka hai| parvata meM se nikalatI nadI kA lakSya nizcita hai, rAha meM Ane vAle jaMgala, jhADIyoM meM se rAstA banAtI huI nadI samudra kI aura bahatI calI jAtI hai| vaise hI insAna bhI zurUAta se hI lakSyabiMdu nizcita kara le, to rAha meM Ane vAlI kaThinAIyoM se na Darate hue, binA rUke, jIvana meM pragati sAdha sakatA hai| billI eka bAra apane bacce ko muMha meM letI hai, dUsarI bAra cUhe ko Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 183 muMha meM letI hai, kriyA to eka hI hai, para donoM ke pIche hetu bhinna hai, eka meM rakSaNa bhAva hai, dUsare meM bhakSaNa bhAva hai| saMsAra meM vyakti jaba lakSya nizcita karake jIte haiM, tAki alipta rahakara jI sakeM, hameM bhI aisI hI taiyArI sadA rakhanI hai ki avasara Ane para hama hamArA sarvasva AsAnI se tyAga ske| zakkara evaM zahada donoM meM madhuratA hai, magara zakkara para baiThI huI makkhI mIThe kA svAda lekara, jaba jI cAheM ur3a sakatI hai| paraMtu zahada para baiThI huI makkhI mIThe kA anubhava, svAda to letI hai, magara usake paMkha aMdara hI cipaka jAte haiM, uDa nahIM pAtI, vahIM cipaka jAtI hai| Aja insAna kA jIvana zahada para baiThane vAlI makkhI kI bhAMti ho rahA hai, vastumAtra meM Asakti ke kAraNa vaha makkhI kI taraha saMsArikatA ke zahada meM lipta hotA jA rahA hai| isake lie hameM apanI arUpI AtmA ke svarUpa ko samajhane kI AvazyakatA hai| aMgrejI meM eka kahAvata hai, "No man can hit the mark, if his eye moves from it." yadi A~khe nizAne para ekAgra na kI jAeM. to nizAnA cUka jAtA hai| hamane jo lakSya taya kiyA hai, hameM usa para, usa nizAne para nigAheM ekAgra rakhanI haiN| aisA karane se dUsarI pravRttiyAM karate hue bhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ko kama karate hue hama apanI maMjila ko pA skeNge| sAdhu bhI apanA lakSya cUkeM to nIce utara sakatA hai, kaI bAra sAdhuoM ke sAmane saMsArI logoM se adhika pralobhana Ate haiN| muMbaI meM logoM ko eka kamarA bhI nahIM milatA jaba ki sAdhuoM ko tIna maMjila kA upAzraya mila jAtA hai| hama loga sAdA bhojana karate haiM, sAdhu ko miSTAna milate haiM, hama kabhI phaTe hue kapar3e pahanate haiM, magara sAdhu ko aisA karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| aisI paristhiti meM yadi sAdhu bhI lakSya cUke to kapar3e, vastue~, makAna Adi ke saMgraha meM juTa sakatA hai| ___ isIlie sAdhu va saMsArI donoM ke lie lakSya biMdu atyAvazyaka hai| eka bAra yaha dhyeya nizcita ho jAe, phira to hameM jindagI choTI lagegI, kucha karane ke lie, aura hama eka kSaNa ke lie bhI pramAdI nahIM bneNge| Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 __ bahuta loga kahate haiM ki, "kyA kareM, na cAhate hue bhI krodha A jAtA hai|" maiM unase pUchatA hUM ki dukAna para koI grAhaka AtA hai, vaha tumase kahatA hai ki, "tuma jhUTha bola rahe ho|" tuma jAnate ho ki yaha grAhaka acchA naphA karavAegA, taba tuma usa para gussA karate ho? yA phira mIThA mIThA bolakara lAbha le lete ho? aba gussA kahA~ gayA? paraMtu aisA lakSya kyA AtmA ke lie rahatA hai ? yadi AtmA kA vicAra kareM to saMyama svAbhAvika bana jAtA hai| jIvana meM nayA vega AtA hai| lakSyavihina jIvana ke guNa bhI durguNa bana jAte haiM lakSya hoM to hI vyakti zikhara para car3ha sakatA hai| phira to jIvana aisA nItimaya bana jAtA hai, ki hama anIti kara hI nahIM skte| lakSyapUrNa jIvana ke guNa hI hamArI AdhyAtmika unnati ke sopAna bana sakate haiN| yaha manuSya jIvana ati mUlyavAna hai, isake bAda hama svarga, narka yA pazu pakSI, mAnava koI bhI bhava prApta kara sakate haiN| saba daravAje khule haiM, hamArA lakSya hameM DhUMDhanA haiN| hameM hamArI AtmA se pUchanA cAhie, "he Atma-banajAre, tumheM kauna se nagara kI talAza hai ?' narabhava nagara suhAnA hai, muMbaI nagarI jaisA, isameM donoM hI saMbhAvanAe haiM, Upara uThane kI tathA nIce girane kii| tUM jaisA cAhe usake yogya kArya kr| .. hamAre sAmane tIna prazna haiM, "tUM kahA~ se AyA hai? kyA sAtha lAyA thA? tu kahA~ jAegA?" yaha prazna hameM apanI aMtara AtmA se pUchane haiM, dhIre dhIre vicAra karanA hai, to dhyeya spaSTa hogaa| mokSa hI hamArA lakSya hai, jJAna, darzana, cAritra isakI prApti ke sAdhana hai| ina sAdhanoM kI prApti ke lie hameM yogyatA prApta karanI hai, aura yaha yogyatA hameM ina ikkIsa guNoM ke dhAraNa karane se prApta hogii| ___ ina guNoM kI prApti se, hamAre bhItara prakAza pragaTa karake, hama sva meM mukti kA anubhava kareM, yahI maMgala bhaavnaa| Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________