Jivan Safalya Darshan

Author(s): Ramchandrasuri
Publisher: Jain Pravachan Pracharak Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005280/1

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BULT sArUED dardIel-1 pU68TApATa vyApyAchI vATyaspati LAva zrImada viTha$ya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvara68) sakalyAthI

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pU.pAda, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati AcAryadeva zrImadvijaTA rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja * 1 nimi 0 wjainelibrary.org

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...zrI jinavANI pracAraka graMthamALA-ra ... jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 pravacanakAra... pUjyapAda sakalAgama rahasyavedI, paramagItArtha sva. AcAya deva zrImad vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTaprabhAkara siddhAMta mahedadhi, kama sAhityaniSNAta sva. AcArya deva zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTAla kAra pUjyapAda paramazAsana prabhAvaka tapAgacchIyA--vicchinna sAmAcArI saMrakSaka suvizAla gacchAdhi pati vyAkhyAna vAcaspati AcArya deva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA prakAzaka * 7 zrI jaina pravacana pracAraka TrasTa-mukhaI-ra

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prakAzaka : zrI jaina pravacane pracAraka TrasTa 59, beMka opha inDiyA bilDIMga, 185, zekha memaNa sTrITa, muMbaI-400002 kena : 027061 0 nakala H 1250, prathamavRtti vi. saM. 2035, aSADha suda-10 tA. 5-7-79 * sarva hakaka prakAzakane svAdhIna mUlya rU. 12-oo : prApti sthAneH * prakAzakaH ja sevaMtIlAla vAM jaina B mahendra rasIkalAla zAha 20, mahAjanagalI, 1le mALe, zrI dAnasUrIzvarajI jana jJAnama dira jhaverI bajAra, kALupura roDa, muMbaI-2 amadAvAdacaMdrakAMta haragovanadAsa zAha ja zAha prabhudAsa vIrapALa c/o megA Isyulezana mahetA mArkeTa, 16, huDA mezana, surendranagara [ saurASTra) 29, kolasA lena, pAyadhUnI, muMbaI-3 : prinTarsa : hasamukha sI. zAha avani TreDarsa ' bIjA mALe, ratanapoLanA nAke, ) gAMdhIroDa, amadAvAda-1

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prakAzakIya : anaMta upakArI, mahApuruSoe jIvane mekSa prApti mATe je cAra aMgonI durlabhatA pharamAvI che temAMnAM prathama aMga svarUpa manuSyapaNAnI prApti thayA bAda, e manuSyapaNAne saphaLa karavA mATe bAkInAM traNa aMgenI mahattAne vizadarIte spaSTa karatAM pravacanenA saMgrahane "jIvana sAphalya darzana-be vibhAgamAM pragaTa karavAnuM nakkI kareluM, te mujaba tene A prathama bhAga pragaTa karatAM ame AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. zrI jinazAsananA pAyA rUpa "samyakatva Aje bahu ja visarAtuM jAya che. dharma kiyAo je pramANamAM thAya che, te pramANamAM e dharma kriyAonA rahasyane hRdayamAM na ThasAvAya, te pariNAme e zubhakriyAo paNa tathA prakAranuM phaLa ApanArI nivaDatI nathI, e nirvivAda satya che. pUjyapAda pravacanakArazrInI dezane samyaktvanI prApti tathA prApta samyakatvanA sthirIkaraNa mATe bhAre AlaMbana rUpa che. samyaktva e dharmanuM mULa che. teozrInAM pravacanene mukhya vani e che ke-"mULane majabUta banAve; eTale ke samyakatvane sudaDha banAve. mULa saDI jAya tyAM sudhI bedarakAra rahI kula ane phalanA vyAhamAM na doDe. saDelA mULavALA vRkSanAM phula ane phaLa saDelAM hoya che. jherI hoya che. enAthI piSaNane badale zeSaNa thAya che. aMte nAza paNa thAya che. AjanI ghaNI dhamAlenA mULamAM paNa e ja kAraNa raheluM che. jeTalA pramANamAM dharmakiyAe thAya che teTalA pramANamAM tenA uddeza sudhI pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. eTale je ApaNe jaina tarIkenA jIvanane sucArU banAvavuM hoya te samyakatvanI prApti tathA tene sthirIkaraNanA praznane prayatnazIla banavuM ati jarUrI che ane e prayatnone vegavAna banAvanAra AvA Atmahitakara kalyANakArI sAhityane vadhune vadhu pracAra thAya e atyaMta jarUrI che

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"zrI jinavANuM pracAraka granthamALA" taraphathI agAu jAherAta karyA mujaba tenA prathama tabakakAmAM pragaTa karavA dhArelAM cAra pustakomAMthI A bIjuM pustaka pragaTa thaI rahyuM che. je ke dhArelI samaya maryAdAmAM ame A pustaka prakAzita karI zakayA nathI ane aneka jijJAsuone ghaNA samaya sudhI pratIkSA karAvavI paDI che. te badala ame jarUra dilagIrI anubhavIe chIe, tema chatAM, vartamAnanI aneka muzkelIone dhyAnamAM letAM nirdhArita samayamAM kaI paNa kArya pAra pADavuM keTaluM kaThina che, te sau koIne anubhavanI vAta che. Ama chatAM nakkI karyA mujaba prathama cAra prakAzane lagabhaga niNIta samaya maryAdAmAM prakAzita karavA hajI paNa ame AzAvAdI chIe. A prastuta pustaka aMga vi. saM. 1986 nI sAlamAM zAha phakIracaMda maganalAla badAmIe suratathI prakAzita karela "jaina pravacana" bhAga-pahele; pustakamAM je 1 thI 38 vyAkhyAne chapAyelAM che, temAMthI 1thI 21 vyAkhyAna jarUrI sudhArA-vadhArA sAthe A "jIvana sAphalyadarzana-1" mAM prakAzita thAya che. bAkInAM vyAkhyAne bIjA bhAgamAM prakAzita thaze. A pustakanA pRSTha 232 upa2 sattaramAM vyAkhyAnamAM "jenonA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IMDA caTaNanI jema khavAya che"e vAkaya che, te vAkayane tenA pUrvApara saMbaMdhathI chUTuM pADIne keTalAka virodhI tatvee te samaye je kheTo uhApoha jagADele te aMge te samaye jAmanagaramAM pU. sAgarAnaMda sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe Apela vyAkhyAna ane teozrInI nizrAmAM je TharAva thayela che tathA te samayanA sAkSanA te aMgenA abhiprAya A pustakamAM pariziSTa 1 tathA 2 tarIke judAM mUkavAmAM Avela che. "jainapravacana" bhAga-pahele; pustakamAM "vastunirdeza heDIMganIce je prastAvanA mUkI che te ja prastAvanA te samayanI paristhiti tathA

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te paristhitimAM pUjyapAda pravacanakArazrIe je pravacane ApyAM che tenuM saceTa digdarzana karAvanArI heI A pustakamAM paNa mUkavAmAM AvI che. A pravacananA viSaya anusAra heDIMge mUkayAM hoI te te pravacananA viSayenI vAcakavargane sahelAIthI jANa thaI zakaze. aMtamAM, A pustakanuM saMpUrNa saMpAdana karI ApavA badala ame pUjayapAdazrIjInA paTTadhara pUjyapAda prazAMtamUti sva. AcAryadeva zrImad vijya jitamurNAka sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya pU. munirAjazrI hamabhUSaNa vijayajI mahArAjanA RNI chIe, temaja A pustakanA prakAzanAdimAM jemanA jemanA taraphathI sIdhI ke ADakatarI sahAya maLI che te saunA paNa ame AbhArI chIe. prapha saMzodhana mATe pUratI kALajI levA chatAM je kAMI kSatio rahI gaI hoya te mATe kSamA yAcavA pUrvaka sujJa vAcakane te sudhArIne vAMcavA bhalAmaNa che. -jaina pravacana pracAraka TrasTa, muMbaI Post-3 : AbhAra daza na : 0p spapers A graMthamALAmAM svayaMprerita udAra bheTa ApanArA nimnakta puNyavAnane hArdika AbhAra mAnIe chIe, 1,001/- zA. bApulAla jamanAdAsa tathA zA. ratIlAla jamanAdAsa rAdhanapuravALA taraphathI. 1,00 /- zA. chabIladAsa sAMkaLacaMda taraphathI ha. hemacaMdrabhAI AXOBODOXDDDDE DO DOBO DOBI DODO -

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$ vastu-nirdeza. che DODOXO300 arvAcIna ane prAcIna sAhityayugamAM koI paNa graMthane prAraMbha, ISTa ArAdhyanuM nAma-smaraNa karI maMgaLa karyA bAda, puratakanI guMthaNuM pustakanI vastu ne pustakanA prAraMbha pUrve jaNAvI devA joga bAbatano nirdeza-bhUmikA, prastAvanA, upadghAta ityAdi dvArA karAya che, paraMtu A pustakane evI bhUmikA vigerenI jarUra nathI. A pustaka eka mahApuruSe vyAkhyAnarUpe ApelAM vacanAmRtanA saMgraharUpa che. emAM bhUmikA ane prastAvanA badhuM ja vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmAe bAlajInA bedhArthe karela che, eTale vastu nirdeza nimitta mArI pharaja, mAtra vyAkhyAnadAtA munivarane paricaya ApavAnI, je saMjogo vacce e vyAkhyAne apAyAM che te saMjogonuM nidarzana karAvavAnI, ane je vastu pustakarUpe apAI rahI che, tenI mahattAne khyAla karAvavA pUratI che. ane jyAre prakAzaka baMdhu vAcakonA kara-kamalamAM eka e uttama graMtha raju karI rahyA che, ke je zAzvata sArasvata phaLarUpa che ane jenuM vAMcana, manana ane ene anusaratuM AcaraNa, trividha tApathI saMtapta thaI rahela jagatanA jIvane AtmazAMti prApta karAvanAra che, tyAre huM mArA zabdo vAMcavAmAM vAcakone vadhu samaya lauM, e mane svAbhAvika rIte ja aniSTa lAge che. tethI mAre karavAne nirdeza huM TUMkamAM ja karI laI vAcakonuM lakSya graMtha vAMcana pratye dorIza. " amuka niyame dharma ane vyavahAramAM eka sarakhI rIte upayukta lekhAya che.-"puavivAre vanavizvAsa: puruSanA vizvAse vacanane vizvAsa" e niyama sanAtanasiddha che, eTale AdimAM vyAkhyAnakAra mahApuruSane huM paricaya karAvuM chuM.

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nyAyayaMbheAnidhi saddharmAMddhAraka AcAya deva zrImad vijayAnaMda surIzvarajI (zrI AtmArAmajI) mahArAjazrInA ekanA eka paTTa prabhAvaka saddha rakSaka zrImad vijayakamaLasUAijanA viddhajanamAnya zAsanarakSaka paTTAla'kAra AcAya ya zrImad vijayAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA viMkraya. ziSyaratna anuyAgAcAya zrImat premavijayajI gaNivaranA ziSyaratna prakharavaktA pUjyapAda munipravara zrImad rAmavijayajI mahArAja, A vyAkhyAnAnA dAtA che. bALavaye paramapUnita sAdhujIvana svIkArIne, potAnA cAritrazIla sayamarasika pravacanapAraMgata guruvarAnA sahavAsamAMthI saMskAra pAmIne, dattacitta banI adhyayananA pratApe Agama, tarka, nyAya, vyAkaraNa Adi gahana viSayeAmAM nipuNa banIne, zrI jinezvaradeve e upadezelAM ane gaNadhara devAe gu MthelA AgamA tathA tenI nizrAe racAelA graMthAnuM vAMcana, manana ane parizIlana karIne, IMdriyakramanathI Atmazaktione vikasAvIne, ane e badhA ceAga potAnI pratabhAzALI vaktRtAmAM umerIne, A vyAkhyAtA mAtra gujarAta ke kAThiyAvADa, mevADa ke mAravADa, mALavA ke mahArASTra, paMjAba ke baMgALamAM ja jANItA che eTalu ja nahi, paraMtu sArU e hindusthAna ane bRhad bhArata paNa e rAma nAmanA sattvathI suparicita che. AjanA yugamAM te te zrImanI ALakhANa ApavAne mATe eezrInA nAmane mAtra nirdeza paNa khasa lekhAya che. 66 ,, * adhyAtmavAda upara Aje jaDavAdanAM vAdaLA gherAi rahyAM che. prathama AcAra bagaDayA ane e AcAra bagaDavAnA yeAge Aje vicAra paNa agaDayA che. ceAmera prasarI rahelI jaDavAdanI jvAvalyamAna jvAlA e parama zAMtine ApanAra adhyAtma-premane khAkha karI rahI che. are, Aje te| AtmA ane AtmakalyANa jevI vastue paNa keTalAkane mana avizvasanIya thaI paDI che. IMdriyonI gulAmI, viSayomAM Asakti ane zArIrika mUrchAnA pratApe jIvana eTalAM badhAM kSudra tathA maryAdAhIna thaI gayAM che, ke jethI AjanI janatAne tyAganA rAgathI ja virAga

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thavA pAmyA che. bahu ja thoDA apavAdone choDIe te Ajanu A vAtAvaraNa sarva sAmAnya thaI paDyuM che. jyAre jagatnI ane adhyAtmajIvI bhAratanI paNu A dazA thai paDI che, tyAre viziSTa jainatvanA cege AjanA susAdhusaM ane suzrAvakasagha AvA vikaTa samayamAM pazu khIjA madhA karatAM UMce tarI rahela che, e niHzaMka bInA che. Ama chatAM eka tarapha keTalAka vaga gatAnugatikapaNe kriyAkAMDamAM parovAI rahyo hatA, bahu ja thoDA U'DA rahasyane sparzelA hatA. tyAre te tarkanA lAbha laIne aMgrejI bhaNavA mAtrathI ja peAtAne 'vicAraka' mAnI beThelAo ane kAmanA AgevAna manavAnI lAlasA mAtrathI ja jAhera saMsthAomAM kAya karanArA, tema ja 'samAjasevAne AjIvikAnu' sAdhana banAvanArA seAlIsITare, merIsTare, vakIlA temaja yazelAlupa zrImantA ane mAnabhUkhyA Akharapriya keTalAka muni gaNAtA e samAjane evI dizAmAM doryAM, ke jyAMthI samAjane ceAgya mArge punaH pAchA pheravavA ati kaSTasAdhya gaNI zakAya. A nIti 'mUSaka-nIti' hatI. uMdaraDA paDelI kuMka mArI pachI karaDe, vaLI kuMka mAre ane pAchA karaDe, A rIte cAmaDI khAI jAya tyAM sudhI e jarAya veDhanA na thavA de. A ja rIte samAjanu' patana karatAM karatAMya 'punarUtthAna'nI OMkA mArI mArIne evAoe potAnI pApI lAlasAe khara lAvavAne mATe samAjanuM' 'dharma -rakta' cusavA mAMDayuM; ane ajJAna tathA bhALe samUha evAonI vAjALamAM phasAI hathiyAra rUpa banyA. ane haju AgaLa ghaNuM karyuM .. pahelAM evAoe sudhama nI vAtA karI pratiSThA jamAvI, pachI samAjoddhArane jhAne saMsthAo ubhI karI, dhArmika zikSaNanA upanAmathI dhamazAstra shAme ceDAM karanArI vyaktie taiyAra karI ane pachI joyu ke--have AgaLa A rIte vadhAze nahi. ane jyAM sudhI sAdhusaMsthA hayAti bhAgave che, tyAM sudhI phrAvaze nahi tyAre emaNe AkhI sAdhusa'sthA upara AkramaNa karyu''. amuka ekalavihArI kivA bhraSTAcArI sAdhuonA eThA nIce sAdhu saMsthAne vageAvI pachI

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EUR saMkucita hRdaya ane ekendriya jJAnane bhAne sAdhusaMsthAne tiraskArI, pachI dIkSAnI ADaubhI karI, ane ethIya na dharAtAM pUrvakALanA pApAtmAonI jema pavitra sUrivA tema ja munivare upara pazu cAritrabhraSTatAnA AkSepe mUkyA. A badhA pachI baLavAkhAra maMDaLe leAkeAe ja pUrvAcAryane phatavAzAstra kahI bALI vAte ane AjanI ubhAM karyAM ane paDadA pAchaLa rahI ene e ItihAsanA aMgArA kahyA ane zAone mUkavAnuM vidhAna karyuM. zarUAtanI dharma premanI A vArtAnA saLaMga sabaMdha tapAsI jovAthI, sheje jaNAya tema che ke-upara kahyA pramANe pahelethI ja emanI khurI dAnata hatI. khUbI te e che ke evAe pahelAM susAdhutAnI lAMbIcaDI vAta karatA hatA, jyAre atyAre teo cAritrahIne ane dhama zraddhAbhraSTAne peAtAnA AgevAne manAvI emanI rahIsahI sAdhutAnAM pazu lIlAma karAvI rahela che. ApaNA vyAkhyAnakAra munipravarazrI, peAtAnA gurudevAnI chatrachAyA nIce mukhAi padhAryA, tyAre muMbaI AvI kharAba hAlatamAM mUkAyeluM hatu. muMbAImAM thanAra eozrInI padharAmaNInI gabharAmaNe te evAee upara nirdiSTa karavAmAM AvyuM che, te baLavAkheArAnA samUharUpa maMDaLa muMbAI mAM paNa ubhuM karyuM. ane pachI je divase eozrIe su khAI mAM praveza karyAM, te divasathI mAMDIne ja eezrImanI virUddha ane teTaluM jUThANA bharyuM ane taTI pracArakAya e maMDaLe karyuM. Ama chatAM AvA kaTokiTanA muzkelIbharyA sayAgA vacce paNa munipravarazrI muMbAI padhAryA ane eezrInA viradhIe paNa je zailInI muktakaMThe prazaMsA kare che ane praznArA peAtAnA praznonuM tyAM ja tatkALa maLI jatuM samAdhAna sAMbhaLI dAMtamAM AMgaLAM karaDe che, te asarakAraka zailIthI emanA vidvattApUrNa vyAkhyAnA zarU thayAM. jema jema vyAkhyAnapravAha vegavatA thatA gayA, tema tema virAdhIoe racelI IMdrajALa bhedAtI gaI ane pUjya munipravarazrIne gALeA denArAomAMnAe paNa caraNu

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cUmanArA bhakta banI gayA ane A ja ukaLATanA pariNAme virodhIoe pUjya munivarazrInI hAme aneka tarkaTo ubhAM karI hIcakArAM AkramaNe karyA hatAM. te saghaLI ghaTanAo jAhera ja hoI ene ullekha atre anAvazyaka che paraMtu pitAnA sAme thayelA aneka AkamaNe sAme eka paNa akSara uccAryA vinA athavA zrImaMta bhaktavargathI jarAye aMjAyA vinA, AtmakalyANa ane parAtmakalyANanAja AzayathI A munivare pitAnAM vyAkhyAna cAlu rAkhyAM. teozrImadunAM vyAkhyAnonI viziSTa prathA to e che ke game te jijJAsu sabhA vacce prazna pUchI zake che ane tene uttara paNa che sTanA na ApatAM te ja ghaDIe apAya che. Ama muMbAInA vAtAvaraNamAM pUjya munipravarazrInAM vyAkhyAne ajaba je paTo lAvI zakyAM che ane dhamI -vargamAM paNa navuM joma AvyuM che. A ja upakArI mahApuruSanA pratApe Aje aneka AtmAo, ke jeo prathama "dharma vimukha hatA, te paNa Aje dharmAbhimukha" thavA pAmyA che. vartamAna sadI upara A mahApuruSathI thaI rahelA upakAranuM jeTaluM varNana karIe teTaluM ochuM che. rAjAnA garva ane raMkanI dInatAne gALI nAMkhanAra apUrva dezanA zaktivALA pUrvanA mahApuruSonAM je varNane zAstramAM vAMcIe chIe, tema ja mahAna pUrvAcAryoe bhayaMkara kumatavAdIonI vacce paNa mAnApamAnanI paravA karyA vinA, zAsananA aNamelA siddhAMtanuM je rIte rakSaNa karyAnuM saMbhaLAya che, tenI jhAMkhI A mahApuruSanuM jIvana Aje pratyakSa karAvI rahyuM che, ema kahevAmAM kAMI paNa atizakti thatI nathI. dharma mATe viSama banelA A yugamAM paNa jaina kivA jainetara jagane viziSTa ne lAkSaNika svarUpe AtmamArga darzAvanAra A eka samartha mahApuruSa che, e vAtane e zrImaddanA paricayamAM AvanAra pratyeka dhama-aMtaHkaraNa ekI avAje kabUla kare che. A vyAkhyAmAM carcAyelA aneka viSayane sAra te e vAMcanAra ja pAmI zake. jaDavAdanI teo zrImade darzAvelI bhayaMkaratA, cetanavAdanI

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teozrIe darzAvelI jarUra, mahAdhInatAne kAraNe vadhatI dukhaparaMparA, IMdrAdhInatA ane arthakAmanI gulAmIne A jamAnAnI gaNavela khAsa badabo, tema ja bhAgavatI dIkSA saMbadhI teo zrImade darzAvelA vicAre -e badhuM kharekhara eTaluM badhuM sacoTa, rasika ane hRdayasparzI che, ke je jijJAsu tarIke vAMcanArane maMtramugdha karyA sivAna na rahe. A ane eozrImade A pUrve ApelAM vyAkhyAnoe anekane tyAgano rAga upajAve che, arthakAmanA rasika AtmAone nIrasa lAgatA kiyAkAMDamAM rahela ati rasika jJAnanuM bhAna karAvyuM che, temaja jainazAsananI pratyeka kriyAnuM aMtima lakSya mokSaprApti sivAya anya na ja hoI zake tathA e kriyAo mumukSu bhAvanAthI AdaravAmAM Ave te ja e zrI jinazAsananI ArAdhanA kahevAya, vigere ghaNuM ghaNuM bAbatane apUrva rahasyasphoTa emaNe karela che. saMsAra eka bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa che, enuM nagna citra A mahApuruSe derI batAvI anAdi mithyAbhAvathI saMsAramAM Asakta AtmAone saMyamapremI banAvyA che, ane saMsAranI asAratA samajyA vinA jainatvanI kIMmata nathI samajAtI, e bAbata paNa spaSTa karela che. Aje cAlI rahelA ghaMghATanuM mUkhya kAraNa koI paNa hoya, te te saMsArane sArUpa mAnavAmAM AvyuM che te ja che. je leke sarvadevanA kathana anusAra saMsArane dAvAgni samAna dekhe che, temane AvA mahApuruSanI sAthe virodha hotuM ja nathI. A mahApuruSe te jaDavAdanA jamAnAmAM rahI cetanavAdanI mahAna krAMti karI che ane chatAM paNa eo zrImade emanA aMgata zatruo pratye dayA keLavavAmAM jarAya kamIne rAkhI nathI. A mahApuruSa jIvananA jokhame paNa zAsananAM satye je rIte prakAzI rahyA che, te pUrvajanmanI anupama saMskArasAmagrI vinA, dhIratAyukta varatAvALA AtmabaLa vinA ane zAsanane rAga rageraga prasaryA vinA bahAra pADI zakAya ja nahi. A vyAkhyAne jAhera ne ati mananIya hoI, enAM avataraNo ja pravacana' nAmanA aThavADika patra dvArA chapAI rahyAM che. te vyAkhyAnomAMthI e patranA pahelA sattara

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12 akemAM prasiddha thayela ADatrIza vyAkhyAnenuM avataraNa, A graMthamAM levAmAM AvyuM che. "jaina pravacana' patra zarU thayA bAda tene sAro AvakAra maLane game che ane mane saMpUrNa AzA che-ke enA graMtha rUpe taiyAra karela A pustakane paNa sAre AvakAra maLaze, tathA e vAMcIne aneka AtmAo AtmakalyANa sAdhaze AzA che ke-pratyeka jaina AnI ekeka nakalane pitAne ghera eka amUlya vArasA tarIke saMgraha karaze. ATale vastu-nirdeza karyA bAda vAMcake ne huM graMthAraMbhamAM mUkI aTakuM chuM. zrAvaNa zukalApUrNimA sa vata 1986. muMbAI naM. 3 hakIcaMda dIpacaMda zAha saMpAdaka " jene pravacana [ vi. saM. 1986mAM zA phakIracaMda maganalAla badAmI-surata-taraphathI prakAzita thayela "jaina pravacana (bhAga pahele) pustakamAMthI...

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pravacana viSaya darzana.... ----- kramAMka viSaya 113 sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa satyanA upAsaka bane paralokanI ciMtA satya-asatyano viveka dharmanA upAsaka bane dharmane upAsaka keNa banI zake ? prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira bane satyanI pratiSThA ? asatyanuM unmelanaH sAcu dharmAbhimAna dharmakriyAo zA mATe ? sAcA sAdharmika bhakta bane viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA ANAe dhammo / sAdharmika bhakitanA marmane samaje samyaktvane mahimA Agamana pUjArI bane ! samyagdaSTinI manovRtti sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? purUSavizvAse vacanavizvAsaH tyAga. mAnavajIvanane sAra AtmabaLa vadhe ke pugalabaLa ? 125 139 159 174 189 204 221 204 251 237 299

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zuddhi darzana zuddha pRSTha paMkti 7 4 kayA bhavAbhinaMdinI bhIkhamaMge 11 17 21 19 azuddha kyAM bhavAbhinadInI bhIkhama pasA rasaAone HdUgalika prapacane samaje janattvanA paisA rasiyAone pagalika prapaMcano 10 4 21 samaje jainattvanA jena jena jana 23 12 jana jana 45 116 133 133 133 163 164 169 187 214 227 227 231 1 13 14 prabhAvavAnI zastrasaMbadha upUrAna pasA vaLa prabhAvanAnI zastrasaMbaMdha apUrvajJAna paisA vaMdana sAme AvIza te sammadIThI jainatatvanA dAMtiyAM ajJAnI 14 sa vIazame te sammadIhI jananA dAMtamAM ajJAna 239 246 16 5

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15 16 paiisA 256 293 pisA 298 313 13 316 10 pasA pApayorathakAmayAH pApayorarthakAmayoH pasA anuserIne anusarIne ammApiya sAriccho abhmApiyasAriccho sivadhara thaMbho sivagharathaMbho jiNa saMgho jiNasaMgho jiNavara ANA bajjho jiNavaraANAbajjho pachitaM jAyaetesi pacchita jAyae tesiM kArUNa saMgha saddhaM kAUNa saMghasadaM nArUNaM gAthAe tittivaM khANaM nAUNaM gAthAetittidhaMkhANaM saMgha samAgama miliyA saMghasamAgamamiliyA gAravahiM kajjAi gAravehiM kajjAI naso saMgho na so saMgho ANA bhaMge ANAMbhage samANa dosaM tayaMbiMti samANadosaM tayaM biti 316 316 316 316 316 316 316 316 316 316 13 17 316

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zrI jinAgamamAM dIkSAnI nobata ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM dIkSA kAMI chUpI cIja nathI. bhAvathI dIkSA pAmyA vinA koI muktie gayuM nathI, jatuM nathI ane jaze paNa nahi. anAdikALathI anaMtakALa sudhI sadeva dIkSA ja dIkSA che. kadAca koI gurukama dIkSAne DhAMkavA mAge te ya nahi DhakAya. chAbaDe sUrya para DhaMkAya te zrI jinAgamamAM dIkSA DhaMkAya. zrI jinAgamamAM dIkSAnI nebata vAge che. dIkSAthI ja tamAma zAstra bharyA che. chakhaMDamAM mAlika cakravartIo paNa mukuTa utArI cAlI nIkaLyA, te A dIkSA mATe ja.

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa dharmatIrtha nI sthApanA : anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramaSio pharamAve che ke jagatanA prANImAtranuM ekAnta bhaluM IcchanArA AtmAo jevA A vizvamAM keI ucca keTinA AtmAo nathI. evA ucca keTinA AtmAomAM zrI jinezvaradevanA AtmAo sarvocca sthAne virAje che. zrI jinezvaradevanA AtmAone jagatamAM koI joTo nathI. e zrI jinezvaradevanA AtmAe pitAnA aMtima bhAvathI pUrvenA trIjA bhavamAM - samagra vizvanA ja anaMta duHkhathI mukta banI anaMta sukhanA bhoktA bane" - evI anupama bhAvanAthI taraboLa banI jAya che. enA kAraNe e AtmAo evuM vicAre che ke "je mArAmAM evuM sAmarthya Ave te jagatanA saghaLAya jemAM je A asAra saMsArane rasa bharyo che te kADhIne zrI jinezvaranA zAsananA rasane bharI dauM." AvA prakAranI apUrva bhAvadayA e parama tArakenA aMtaramAM ulase che, jenA pratApe e puNyAtmAo zrI tIrthakaranAmakarmanI nikAcanA kare che. e sarvoca nAmakarmanA vipAkedayanA ye pitAnA aMtima bhavamAM e anaMtaupakArIo saMsAratAraka evA zrI dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. A rIte e tArakonA haiyAmAM pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM ullaselI apUrva bhAvadayA ahIM kAryarUpe pariNAma pAme che, ema kahI zakAya. mAnavajIvananI mahattA : anantaupakArI zrI jinezvaradee sthApelA e saMsAratAraka jI. sA. 1

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2 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dharmatIrthanA zaraNe Avela koI paNa AtmA, anaMta duHkhathI mukta banI anaMta sukhane bhaktA banyA vinA rahetuM nathI. tethI anaMta sukhanA abhilASI evA pratyeka jIve A dharmatIrthanuM bhAvathI zaraNuM svIkArI, zrI jinezvaradee je taraNepAya batAvyuM che tenA sevanamAM zraddhApUrvaka puruSArthazIla banavuM joIe. mAnavajIvana sivAyanA keI paNa anya jIvanamAM Ave puruSArtha saMpUrNa rIte the zakya nathI, tethI ja upakArI paramarSioe A mAnavajIvananI khUba ja mahattA AMkI che. Ama aneka rIte durlabha gaNAtA A mAnavajIvanamAM anantaupakArI zrI jinezvaradee pharamAvelA dharmanuM yathAsthita pAlana karavuM e ja A mAnavajIvananI sAcI saphaLatA che. puNyavAna chatAM kamanasIba : ApaNuM puNyadaye ApaNane, mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAve tevI mekSamArgane ArAdhavA mATe jarUrI evA dharmanA pAlananI sAmagrI saMprApta thaI gaI che. e daSTie vicAratAM ApaNuM puNyadayane pAra nathI tema nakkI kahI zakAya. Aryadeza, AryajAti, AryakuLa ane temAMye dhArIe te zrI jinezvaradee pharamAvelA dharmanI suMdara prakAre ArAdhanA karI zakIe evI sAmagrIothI bharapUra evA zrAvakakuLamAM janma maLa e nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. paraMtu puryodayathI prApta thayelI A badhI sAmagrIone ApaNe saphaLa ja na karIe te ApaNA jevA bIjA kamanasIba paNa koNa? eka daSTie te jeo A badhI sAmagrI nathI pAmyA temanA karatAM paNa ApaNe vadhu kamanasIba gaNAIe. nahi pAmanArA te kahI zake ke "ame pUrA pApI chIe ke ame sAmagrI pAmyA nathI." paNa ApaNe zuM kahIe ? vyavahAramAM paNa eka daridrI heIne rakhaDatA phare, bhUkhe mare te te ThapakAne pAtra nathI paNa koI zrImAna chatI sAmagrIe paNa kRpaNutA AdinA ge bhUkhe mare te te pelA bhAgyahIna daridrIthI paNa ati bhAgyahIna manAya che. e rIte ahIM paNa AvA uttama prakAranI sAmagrI pAmelA ApaNe, te pratye

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa [ 3 bedarakAra banI pramAda, viSaya, kaSAya ane bhegavilAsamAM ja jIvana vyatIta karIe to bIjA nahi pAmelA karatAM ApaNe vadhAre kamanasIba kharA ke nahi? jo ke A "kamanasIba" zabda ApaNane ruce te nathI. ApaNane te sau "puNyavAna, bhAgyavAna " kahe te game; paNa ema kahevarAvavuM kAMI saheluM nathI. kharekhara, puNyavAna hoIe te chatI sAmagrIe ApaNe AvI dazA na hoya. jana-ajainamAM phera zo ? e vicAro : A anaMta anaMta puNyarAzithI maLelA dharma sAmagrIsaMpanna mAnavajIvanamAM jeo zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne na oLakhe, zrI siddhabhagavAnanuM svarUpa na jANe, bhUtakAlanI mAphaka vartamAnamAM paNa vicaratA ane tAraka gaNutA zrI AcArya bhagavaMta, zrI upAdhyAya bhagavaMta ane zrI sAdhu bhagavaMtane na samaje ane AcAryAdi mahApuruSone pitAnI managamatI rItie nacAvavA mAge teo zuM jaina che? jenapaNuM-moTI peDhIo hoya, moTA baMgalA hoya, duniyA salAma bharatI hoya, pAMcahajAra kare che, moTI moTI khurazIo upara besavAnuM hoya, je hoya te "jI hA" "jI hA" kahetA hoya-temAM nathI samAyeluM. tyAre jenapaNuM zAthI? tame kaheze ke-"amArA vALa meTA che, pAghaDIo maTI paherIe chIe, dupaTTA rezamI oDhIe chIe ane tethI ame jaina chIe." paNa yAda rAkhe ke je jaina nathI kahevAtA teo paNa e badhI bAbatamAM tamArAthI caDhiyAtA che ane pUrvanA puNyodaye tamArAthI UMcA siMhAsane bese che tyAre "tamArAmAM ne temAM phera che ?" e jarA zAMtithI vicAre. zrI jinAjJAne mAne te jena: - Aje ApaNe pahelAM pAye mAMDe che. imArata caNavAnI haju vAra che. dharmanuM svarUpa, dharma karavAnI vAte hAla ApaNe karatA nathI. hAla te ApaNe jyAM beThA chIe te sthaLamAM ApaNI bhAvanA zI hovI joIe, kayA vicAre ApaNe keLavavA joIe ane kyA

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jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 siddhAMte ApaNe svIkAravA joIe, te vicArIe chIe. zrI jinezvaradevane na oLakhIe, sIdhI rItie mAnIe nahi, te tAraka pratye je joIe te bhaktibhAva ApaNuM AtmAmAM jAge nahi, te tArakanI zI AjJA che te samajavA kALajI karIe nahi, te ApaNe jaina kevI rItie ? duniyAmAM tamAre tamArI "jaina" tarIkenI jAherAta ApavI hoya, tamArI jAtane "jaina" tarIke oLakhAvavI hoya, te tamArAmAM zuM hovuM ghaTe ? muni te kahevAya ke jenI pAse pAMca mahAvrato hoya, tene pALavA mATe dhIra banIne je mAtra bhikSAthI nirvAha karatA hoya, ratnatrayInI ArAdhanArUpa sAmAyikamAM je rahetA hoya ane je dharmane ja eka upadeza ApatA hoya H tevI rItie jananuM svarUpa batAvavuM hoya te zuM hovuM ghaTe? "ame sarva kAMI chIe, ame badhuM samajIe chIe"--evuM mAne te kAMI baLajerI nathI, paNa mUkhao ja potAne buddhimAna ane gAMDAo ja pitAne DAhyA tarIke oLakhe, tyAM zuM thAya ? jJAnIo te kahe che ke je potAnI jAtane pote ja unmattanI mAphaka DAhyA kahe che, te lagabhaga gAMDA che. tame jainatvane jIvanamAM utAryA vinA tamArI jAtane jainadhamI kahevaDAve, te koInuM rAjya nathI ke nA pADI zake, paraMtu jyAre sAcA jainatvanA jJAtA vivekI tamArA AcAra-vicArane joIne tamane 'jena" kahe, tyAre ja tamArAmAM jena che ema tamAre mAnavuM joIe. tamane "jaina" kahenArA tamArI zaramamAM dabAyelA na hovA joIe, tamAre tejamAM aMjAI gayelA na hovA joIe, tamArI vAtamAM hA jI hA " bhaNanAra na hovA joIe, ke tamArI "hA jI hA nI nIce pitAnI AjIvikA calAvanAra na hovA joIe. tamane koI dAnavIra, dharmavIra ke zUravIra kahe temAM malakAvAnuM nathI, paNa taTastha buddhie vicAravAnuM che ke tamArI bhAvanA, tamAruM vartana vagere tene anurUpa che ke nahi? jema zrI arihaMta bhagavAnane oLakhavA mATe lakSaNa bAMdhyAM, suguruonAM lakSaNa kahyAM, sudharmanuM svarUpa batAvyuM, tema jainane oLakhavA mATe paNa kAMI hovuM joIe ne? zrI jinenA

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa svAmI te zrI jinezvara ane tenA anuyAcI te jaina. zeThane nokara sAce kyAre? zeThanA copaDA mujaba peDhIne vahIvaTa kare te sAce nakara ke marajI mujaba kare te? e nyAye jaina keNa ? kahe ke zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnusAra varte te ane temanI AjJAne mAne che, matikanA e dharma nathI have te zrI jinezvaradeva, jinezvara thayA kyAre? khAtepIne, mojazekha bhagavate, lIlAlahera karate ke anaMtajJAnIonI AjJAne ArAdhIne ? A vAta pahelI vicAravAnI che. te vinA, eTale ke zrI jinezvaradevane oLakhyA vinA, tamane zrI jinezvaradeva pratye jevI joIe tevI bhakti ane sAro prema jAgaze nahi. jyAM sudhI te paramatArakanI oLakha thAya nahi, tyAM sudhI te paramatArakanI AjJA upara sAce prema paNa thavAne nathI; ane zrI jinAjJA upara vAstavika prema utpanna thayA vinA sAcuM kalyANa sadhAvAnuM nathI. kAraNa ke dharmanI ArAdhanA vinA kalyANa nathI ane sudharma zrI jinAjJAthI pratibaddha che. manakalpanA A dhama nathIdharmamAM matakalapanAne sthAna nathI. "pramANa te Agama ke matikalpanA?" A vAta tamArA AtmAne pUchIne nakkI karaje. beTI "hA pADazo nahi ? - satya samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI "hA" paDAvavAne Agraha nathI. hA" pADIne pachI judo vartAva thAya, tenA karatAM te bahetara che kehRdayamAM ja nahi tyAM sudhI hA pADavI nahi. aMtarane pUchIne, nAbhimAMthI nAda thAya te ja "hA" kahejo. beTI "hA" na kahetA. e beTI "hA"-- e ja sArAmAM sArI vastuono paNa nAza karyo che. "hA pADyA pachInI jokhamadArIne khyAla joI e. zAhukAra vepArI sedo karI AvyA pachI naLiyAM vecavA paDe te vece, paraMtu se kabUla karyA pachI beTa Ave ke naphe thAya, keTayAdhipati bane ke bhIkha mAgate bane, paNa phare nahi. paNa e kezu? sAce zAha. mAtra lakhAtA zAhe te ghaNAne DubADyA;

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jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mATe ApaNe te sAce zAha joIe. bajAranA sedAnI kiMmata vadhu ke ahIMnI? bemAMthI tAraka koNa? bajAra ke A? sAdhune paNa je belavAnuM te prabhue kahyuM hoya te ja. enA kathana pramANe kahIe te amane-sAdhune tame A rathAna upara (dharmopadezakanA sthAna upara) besADe te barAbara che, paNa mAtra mukha joIne besADe te tame paNa mUkha che. duniyAnA nahi jevA vyavahArane calAvavAne mATe paNa bajAramAM sAkha sAcavavI paDe, tyAre ahIM ekavacanI joIe ke evacanI, yA game te cAle? ahIM to ekavacanI ja banavuM joIe. kalyANa sAdhavuM hoya te samajIne paNa dharmamAM ekaniSThAvALA ja banavuM joIe. ahIM bolavuM kAMI ne bahAra bolavuM ke karavuM kAMI, ethI lAbha nathI, paNa nukasAna che mATe pUrI jokhamadArI samajyA pachI "hA" pADavAnI. "hA" pADyA pachI viruddha vartAva thAya, temAM nukasAna kene thaze ? tamArI jAtane ! kAraNa ke temAM tamArA AtmAne, tamArA mATe tamArA kalyANasAdhaka mArgane nAza thaze. kheTI "hA" pADavAnI kuTeva paDI te dharma kadI samajAze nahi. jenapaNanI phone samajo : have tame jaina zAthI? zuM batAvo te itara tamane jena tarIke mAne? "rAjyane mAlika chuM, cha khaMDanuM cakavatIpaNuM mArA hAthamAM che." ema kaho, te tethI sAme tamane jana mAnaze ? nahi ja, kAraNa ke e sAhyabI te puNyazALIone maLe che. mATe kahe ke zrI jinedharadevanI sevA kare te jaina. sevA eTale mAtra kesaranA cAMllA karavAthI jaina thaI javAze ema na mAnatA. sevA eTale zuM ? sevA eTale AjJApAlana, sevA zA sAru? AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA. zuM zrI jinezvaradeva ApaNane ucakIne upara laI javAnA? nahi ja, kAraNa ke kaI koIne UMcakIne mokSe laI jaI zakatuM nathI. te pachI zrI jinezvaradevane tAraka kema mAnavAnA ane emanI sevAthI ApaNuM kalyANa zuM saMdhAvAnuM ?" e prazna thaze, paNa AtmakalyANa" e zabdamAM gaMbhIratA chupAelI

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa ja kara tene mAra khAdhA pachI to che. ApaNe e ja vastune spaSTa karavAnI che. e vastune spaSTa karavAne mATe ja ApaNe vicArI rahyA chIe ke-jaina tarIke paMkAvuM hoya, amuka pradezamAM zrI jainazAsana jayavaMtu vate che" evuM sAbIta karavuM heya. te ApaNe kaI rItie vatIe, kevAM vacana belIe ane kayAM kAryo karIe, te tenI khAtrI karAvI zakIe ? te vicAravuM jarUrI che. bAkI duniyA jema cAle che tema ja cAlavuM hoya ane sAcA jaina kahevaDAvavuM hoya, te te azakya che. "jaina" nAma dharAvavuM, jainanAM cihno karavA ane te cillAnusAre vartana rAkhavAnI kAMI paNa kALajI na ja rAkhavI, te bahetara che ke te cihno choDI devAM! "choDI de" ema huM nathI kahete, huM te e kahuM chuM ke "je cihna rAkhe che, tene pAtra bane !' kanTebala pitAnI pharaja upara kaI rItie ubhe rahe? ALasa ke pramAda kare che? nokarI jAya. mAmulI mANasathI mAra khAIne phariyAda karavA jAya to ? mAra khAdho hoya te paNa tenAthI kahevAya nahi. ATalA piolIsanA paTTAo keTalI pharaja nAkhI? te vicAre ke prabhunI AjJA mastake caDhAvanAra, tamArI kaI ane keTalI pharaja che? zrI jinezvaradeva eLakhAze tyAre ja te samajAze. pacaparameSTimAM prathama zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI oLakhANa Aje tamane karAvavI che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne oLakhyA vinA, te tArakanuM svarUpa jANyA vinA, tamArI pharaja tamane nahi samajAya. zAsana adhUrA jJAne sthapAyuM nathI ? A avasarpiNInA covIsa tIrthaMkaradevemAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deva e chellA tIrthaMkaradeva che. e parama tArakanuM zAsana pAmavAthI ApaNe ApaNI jAtane bhAgyazALI gaNIe chIe. te zAsana lagabhaga 2400 varSa pahelAM sthApyuM te ja ke bIjuM ? te tIrtha sthapAyuM te pAMcamA ArA mATe ke cothA ArA mATe ja? Aja paNa te zAsana tAre ke nahi? Aje paNa taravuM hoya tene mATe A zAsana joIe ke bIjuM kaI navuM zAsana joIe ? zrI tIrthakaradevoe tIrthanI

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jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 sthApanA karI zuM kAma ? duniyAmAM kaI varatunI khAmI hatI ke te pUrI karavAne mATe tIrthasthApanAnI jarUra paDI ? Aje je dekhAya che te badhuM hatuM. atyArathI sAruM hatuM. bhagavAne adhUrA jJAne zAsana sthApyuM ke pUrA jJAne ? kevaLajJAna thayA pahelAM sthApyuM ke pachI? sabhAmAMthI kevaLajJAna thayA pachI : pahelAM kema nahi? chadmasthapaNAmAM bhUla thavA saMbhava hovAthI badhA tIrthapatioe, rakhe kadAca evI bhUla thavA na pAme ke je bhUlanA yege tenI sevA karatA AtmAo DUbI jAya, teTalA mATe kevaLajJAna thayA pachI sthApyuM. saMsArasAgaramAM DUbatA prANIone tAravA mATe zrI tIrtha karadeve tIrthane sthApyuM. jagatanA AtmAe saMsAramAM DUbI rahyA che, leTI rahyA che, herAna-herAna thaI rahyA che, temane tAravAnI abhilASAvALe AtmA adhUrA jJAne kalyANakAraka dharma tIrthanI sthApanA na kare. je ke sthApanA kare che tyAre te kazIya abhilASA ja hotI nathI, paNa zAsanasthApanAne vega te e abhilASAmAMthI ja utpanna thayelo hoya che : eTale vizvatAraka zrI tIrthaMkaradevo kevaLajJAna thayA pUrve dharmatIrthanI sthApanA ja karatA nathI. pahelAM kare te bhUlane saMbhava, mATe kare ja nahi. seMkaDo AdamIne laI janArI sTImara thoDIka paNa kANI hoya te DubADe. jarAye kANI na hoya te ja pAra utAre. parivartanane adhikAra nathI : jyAre kevaLajJAna thayA pachI ja A zAsananI sthApanA thaelI che te nakkI mAne che, te have e vicAre ke - kevaLajJAnIonA jJAnamAM kaI paNa kALa chUpo rahe ke nahi ? ApaNe je kALamAM jamyA chIe, bhaTakI rahyA chIe, te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI daSTimAM Avela ke nahi? ApaNane badhAne e tAraka oLakhe kharA ke nahi ? bhagavAne te traNe kALanA saMpUrNa jJAtA banIne, je je sthAne je je AjJA kalyANakArI hatI te te karI, ke jethI

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa [ 9 zAsananI hayAti sudhI gya AtmAo tenI ArAdhanAthI kalyANa sAdhI zake. sAdhu mATe, bAra vratadhArI zrAvaka mATe ane samyagadaSTi Adi mATenAM pharamAna karatI vakhate temanA jJAnamAM A vIsamI sadI jaNAvela ke jarA bAjue thaI gayelI ? temanA pharamAnamAM Aje pheraphAra thAya? sarvajJanA siddhAMtamAM pheraphAra karavAne ApaNane adhikAra che ? ApaNAmAM tevI lAyakAta che? AvA prazno AjanI dazA jotAM pUchavA paDe che, bAkI to je je guNaThANe je je kriyAo karavAnuM anantajJAnI zrI jinezvaradee pharamAna karyuM, temAM AjJA viruddha parivartana karavAne chapane kaze ja adhikAra nathI. Agama e samyagadakine ArIso che ? AMkhavALa AdamI paNa nAhI, dhoI, kapaDAM sajI, mukha upara koI DAgha rahI gayuM che ke nahi"-te jovA mATe ArIse hAthamAM le che. "AMkhavALAne ArIsAnI zI jarUra ?'-A pramANe pUchanArane pUcho ke "jyAre AMkhavALA mATe ArIsAnI jarUra nathI, tyAre zuM AMdhaLA mATe ArIsAnI jarUra che?" gAMDAnI vAte bAju para rAkhI buddhipUrvaka vicAro ane samaje ke dekhatA mATe paNa ArIse jarUrI khare. mukha upara "DAgha che ke nahi, mAne che ke moTo...te jovA mATe jema dekhatAne paNa ArIsAnI jarUra che, tema samyagRSTine kayA ArIsAnI jarUra ? te AtmAne AgamarUpI ArIse joIze. AgamanI zraddhA sivAyanuM keruM jJAna kAma nahi Ave. Agama je kheDa batAve tene sudhAravI joIe. "Agama-bAgama AghAM mUko, A jamAnAmAM vaLI Agama zAM? "--ema keNa kahe? kaI vivekI te ema kahe ja nahi. paNa jema AMkha vagaranAne Are game nahi, tema samyagadarzana vinAnAne ke samyagudarzana pAmavAnI IcchA vinAnAne Agama na game. samyagadaSTi na hoya athavA samyagadarzana pAmavAnI IcchA na hoya tene Agama bhIta jevA lAge. te Agamane vaLage te paNa mithyAtvanA ge TIcAI mare. AMdhaLA sAme ArIse hoya te

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10 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mAthuM phUTe, kAraNa ke-AMdhaLe te bicAre jyAM tyAM bhaTakAya. jema ArIsAmAM joyA vinA DAhyo mANasa gharanI bahAra na nIkaLe, tema samyagudaSTi AtmA ke samyakUvane pAmavAnI IcchAvALo AtmA kaI paNuM dharmapravRtti AgamanI rItie nirdoSa nirakhyA vinA na ja kare. badhA ja A ArIsAne vaLagI jAya te Aje kAMI paNa vAMdhe Ave? nahi ja. paNa AganA kahenAra, racanAra, tene atyAra sudhI TakAvI rAkhanAra Adi pratye bahumAna, bhakti, aMtaraMga prema ane vizvAsa hoya te ja tema banI zake. jamAlI jevAya tyAga : jamAlI kAMI kama hatA? bhagavAnanA bhANeja, jamAI ane ziSya hatA. pAMcase ziSyanA guru hatA. anekane mArga darzAvanAra, saMyamamArgamAM joDanAra, saMyamamAM keLavanAra ane muktinI dizAmAM laI janAra hatA. pAMcase temane tAraka ane upakAra mAnatA hatA ane temanI sevAmAM AtmAnuM kalyANa samajatA hatA, paNa jyAre jamAlIe "bhagavAna bhUlyA " - ema kahyuM, tyAre saghaLA temanA ziSyoe zuM karyuM? jamAlIne parityAga ke bIjuM ? e ja. bhavAbhanadInI buddhino namUne ? pUrvAcAryo bhUle, AgamamAM khAmI hoya, paNa amArAmAM bhUla ke khAmI na hoya" - ema mAnanArA ane pitAnI jAtane vicakSaNa tarIke tathA samajadAra tarIke oLakhAvanArAo, je Aje kahe che ke "pUrvAcAryo upara te kALanI chAyA paDI hatI" teone pUchavuM paDe che ke "je AcAryonuM jJAna joIne Itara paMDitone paNa mAthAM halAvavAM paDe che, jeoe AtmakalyANanA ja hetuthI zAsanasevA khAtara gharabAra mUkyAM, bhikSAvRttithI saMyamasAdhaka zarIra TakAvavAnuM pasaMda karyuM, aneka prakAranI Apattio sahana karI, aDhAre pApasthAnakethI dUra rahyA ane AkhuMya jIvana zAsanasevAmAM samarpita karyuM, temanA upara te jamAnAnI chAyA paDI ne mojamajA mANanArA,

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANu [ 11 pApasthAnakAne sevanArA evA tamArAmAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI chAyA sIdhI AvI gaI, ema ? ' Aje keTalAka bhaSAbhina'dIonI eka evI mAnyatA thaI che ke je sAMsAra cheDe te kAcA hradayanA, bheALA, bhramita thaelA, saMskAra vagaranA, kAyara ane bIjA badhA pAkkA, pAkkI buddhinA, pAkkA anubhavI ane mahAdura' e bahAdura kevA ? " zleSmanI mAkhI jevA ! yAvat maraNa sudhI viSayavAsanArUpa zleSmamAM mAMhI--ne--mAMhI aTavAyA kare, saMsAranA kIcaDamAM khUMcIne mArA-tArAmAM athaDAyA kare, lepAyA kare evA...." chatAMya evAe jyAre mahApuru SA mATe cadrA-taddA le che tyAre kharekhara, e pAmarAnI buddhi mATe dayA Upaje che. amArA vicAra '-e na cAle : 6 bhagavAna zrI gautama svAmijIe paNa mArA vicAra ' ema kI kahyuM che ? sama zrutoe ThAmaThAma kevA ullekhA karyA che ? je je sthAne kharAkhara na samajAya tyAM tyAM kahyuM che ke-pUrvanA zrutajJAnIo kahe te ja pramANurUpa che. AthI pUrvAcAryothI viruddha jaI ne amAza vicAr' kahenArane svaparanA bhalA khAtara AghA rAkhajo. jenAthI pAmyA tene bAjue mUkI, badhI vAtamAM 'ame ' kahI, peAtAnA ja vicAra upara magarUra thanAra sva-paranI jIvananAva DubADe, sTImaranA kaptAna sTImara marajI mujama hAMke ke mAMnA jANa thaI enA niyama anusAra hAMke? vepArI bhAvatAla mele tA kayA mele ? bajAranA ke peAtAnA ? kevaLa peAtAnI ja IcchA mujaba cAlanAra te bhIkha mAM, peDhI uDADe. ghara calAvavA mATe paNa ekalI peAtAnI marajI na cAle. zrI sarvajJanA siddhAMta phare ja nahi : $ ' jayAM sudhI anantaupakArI zrI jinezvaradevane nahi pichAnIe, te paramatArakanA svarUpathI mAhitagAra nahi thaIe, te paramatArakanI AjJAnA mane nahi samajIe, tyAM sudhI ApaNe nAmanA jaina kahevaDAvIne kadAca jaina nAmane paNa kalaMkita karavAnA. ApaNe AjJAthI

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12 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 C t viruddha vanArAone ema kahevA icchIe chIe ke 'tamArAthI AjJA na sevAya tenI paravA nathI, parantu tamArA vacana dvArA AjJAne kalaMta na kare ! jema vartavuM hoya tema vatAM te te tamArI marajInI vAta che, paNa te svacchaMda vartananI upara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAnI chApa na mAro!!' anAvaTI sikkA zahenazAhanI chApathI na vecA, tema karaze teA bharamajAramAM uThAvagIra, badamAza tarIke nIcI mU DIe, Tapakate pANIe javuM paDaze, kayAM ? koTaDImAM. duniyA AMgaLI cIMdhaze. pApasthAnakA savavA ane tenA upara bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI chApa mAravI, e bhayaMkara apramANikatA che, tame jANeA che ke AjJAne zaraNe na heAya tA bA jainazAsanamAM pUrvadharonI paNa kiMmata nathI.' chatAM Aje Agamanu parivartana karavAnI vAtA cAlI rahI che. mUrkhAone peAtAnA yatheccha vanane sarala ane sa`mAnya anAvavA khAtara zrI saCjJanA kahelAmAM sudhArA karavA che. * sajJanA kathanamAM sudhArA karavAnA vicAra' - e ja eka jAtanA kAramA unmAda che. zrI saCjJabhagavAnanA siddhAMtamAM pheravavApaNuM ja hetu nathI, eTale * enA siddhAMtane pherave kANu ? ' A prazna ja vAhiyAta che. e paramatArakanA siddhAMtane cugAnurUpa vega ApavAnuM kAryAM paNa sa rItie zAsanane samarpita banelA zAsananA rahasyavedI paramaSi enu che. AkhA ajAranA bhAvane paNa caDhAve-utAre kANuM ? zakti Ardine vicAra karyA vinA e caDhAvA ne utA rA karavA jAo teA bhIkha mAgavAnA vakhata Ave. tyAM paNa Ama ja che, teA pachI zrI sajJa paramAtmAnI AjJAne pherave kANu ? sabhA. yugapradhAna pheraphAra kare ? hA...., paNa te pheraphAra siddhAMtane nahi. AthI ame ane tame vicAramAM, mA mAM ane mAnyatAmAM eka ja. A madhamAM je khelavu hAya te ahIM ja khelajo. ahIM kAMI ane mahAra khIjuM, ema na karatA.

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANu A badhuM kahevAtuM kAraNa : AjJAnuM pAlana e ja dharma che. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA ane kAMta che. dareka guNasthAnaka mATenI AjJA judI. amArI-tamArI judI eTale ke--sava viratidhara mATenI ane dezaviratidhara Adine mATenI judI. amane jenA niSedha tene tamane nahi. kAraNu ! tamane pApa na lAge mATe ? nA, paNa tame pAlana na karI zake tethI ! ame AcAramAM sAdhu, tame vicAramAM sAdhu. jene ame pApa mAnya, akaraNIya mAnyuM, tene tamAre paNa tevu ja mAnavu' joI e, je divase tamArA ane amArA vicArAnA meLa thaze, te divase zrI jainazAsana vadhu aLakaze : duniyA jhUkI paDaze. tamArA-amArA vicAronI ekatA thAya tevI keLavaNI hyA. tevA sa MskAra paDe evuM jIvana jIve. jJAnIoe vakhANyuM tevuM jIvana nahi jIvI jANeA, te pariNAme duHkhanI citAe taiyAra che. tame khAo che tenI amane IrSyA nathI. tamArI meTara joI ne amAru' haiyu maLatu nathI. tamArI gALA, tamArI tiraskAra sahIne paNa ame kahIe chIe, tenuM kAraNa ? dayA Ave che. nAzavaMta ane chevaTe mUkIne javAnA pArghAmAM rAcImAcIne rahyA te hADakAM bhAMgI javAnAM. eka paNa ka MpanI bacAvavA nahiM Ave. cha khaMDanA mAlike sAtamImAM saDe che. puSpanI zayyAmAM sUnArane besavAnI jagyA nathI. khATAne mUkavAnu kahIe temAM jene gussA Ave te mUkha che. tame khAo, pIe, zrImAn ane, amajonI vRddhi thAya, temAM amane kAMI hAni che ? huvAI vimAnamAM UDA, cAnAM tapelAM khAlI karo, amaryAditapaNe pAna cAvIne jIvana pazu jevu banAve, temAM amane hAni che? nahi ja! te pachI e saghaLAnA parityAga thaI zake te mATe tenI asAratA anei ame samajAvIe tenuM kAraNa ? ekatA ana MtajJAnIonI AjJA ane bIjuM anatajJAnIonA kathana mujaba tenu pariNAma jANavAthI amane AvatI yA. [ 13

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14] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 je kahevuM che tenI jAherAta sAhyabIne majhAthI bhagavIzuM tema tema sukhanI vRddhi thaze - evuM batAve te kAlathI bhegavavAnI chUTa ApIzuM, kAraNa ke tamArA sukhanA mArgamAM amane vikara thavAnI AjJA nathI paNa sahAyaka thavAnI AjJA che : paNa e te kahe ke "tamArI meTara tamane TheTha mekSa sudhI mUkI Avaze ke ? 60-80 mAIlanI jhaDapavALI re , eregnene tyAM mUkI Avaze?" ajJAna AdinA vege AvuM mAnI levAnI bhUla na karatA. bAkI "sAdhuone te dhIme dhIme suratathI muMbaI AvatAM traNa mahinA vItI jAya. teone gAmamAM ghara nahi ane sImamAM khetara nahi. temaja pAse paisA vagere kAMI nahi. AthI teo muktie nahi pahoMcI zakavAnA paNa ahIM ja rahI javAnA." - A pramANe je tamane lAgatuM hoya ane kharekhara je ame bhUlyA ja hoIe, te buddhinA khajAnAo ! amane tamArI vAta samajAve che ane amAre raste ja je yaMgya lAge te tame tamAre raste sudhAre. mAre je kahevuM che tenI huM A jAherAta ApI rahyo chuM. tamane mAruM AhvAna che ke "tamArI saghaLI buddhi batAve ane tamArI sAhyabIo AtmAne sukha ApanArI che ema sAbita kare." ema thAya te ame paNa tamArI pUMThe cAlavA taiyAra chIe. bAkI huM te sApha sApha kahuM chuM ke "A badhuM bhayarUpa che, kAraNa ke anaMtajJAnIoe ema ja pharamAvyuM che. Ama chatAM paNa beTI taraMgI vAtane, tamArAM pApone, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIraparamAtmAne nAme calAve, te tenA jevI uThAvagIrI kaI che?" sarvajJanA kAyadAmAM khAmI nathI : zAstroe unmArge caDhelA pUrvadharonI paNa kiMmata nathI AMkI. samartha he te AjJAne zaraNe thAo, mUMDI namAve ane mana-vacanakAyAne anaMta upakArIonA caraNamAM samapI de. duniyAnA dhArAzAstrIo bUma pADe paNa zAne AdhAre ? kAyadAnA. poInTa bahAra

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa [ 15 jAya te tene paNa besI javuM paDe. tamAre mana te ahIMnA kAyadA ja pilA haze, kema? kAraNa tamane tamAruM mAneluM pratyakSa phaLa dekhAtuM nathI, mATe? paNa AvI mAnyatA ane vicAraNe e kAramI ajJAnatAnuM pariNAma che. duniyAnA kAyadAmAM khAmIo ke pila nIkaLe : kAraNa ke te chadmasthanA ghaDelA che : paNa zrI sarvadeve ghaDelA kAyadAemAM pila hoya ja nahi. Ama hovA chatAM paNa "emAM piola che" -ema kahenAre zaramAvuM joIe. tema chatAM ema kahenArAne zarama nathI AvatI emAM karmanI kaThinatA Adi kAraNe aneka che, paNa e kAraNe vicAravAne atyAre avakAza nathI, e kAraNe e vAta jatI karavAmAM Ave che, paNa tamArI e vAta jarUra kharI che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA mAnavI e kaThina che, kAraNa ke bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA mAnavI e chokarAnA khela nathI. jaiinasAhitya ane dIkSA : prabhunI AjJA mAnanArane duniyAnuM saghaLuM sukha ane te sukhanI sAmagrI jhera jevI, aniSTa lAge che ane te mUkavAnI bhAvanAnA aMtaramAM aMkurA phUTe che. te jeone gamatuM nathI teo ja AjJA sAme aniSTa ceDAM kADhe che. huM kahuM chuM ke rAjIthI nahi mUke, IcchAthI ke bahAdurIthI nahi mUke, te rIte te paNa mUkavuM paDaze, je tame sAcA bahAdura te kaI di choDazo nahi. paNa je reIne cheDavuM hoya te mArI salAha che ke hasate hasate cheDe. anicchAe paNa mUkyA vinA tamAre chUTa nathI, mATe mArI salAha che ke bicAre! mUkIne marI gaye' tema kahevaDAvavA karatAM "bahAdura, ke choDIne cAlyA-ema kahevaDAve. tamAre bicArI banavuM che ke bahAdura? paNa tamAre mATe dIkSAnI vAta karavAnI hajI vAra che, kAraNa ke vidrohIonA vikRta pracArathI tamArA mATe te zabda bhayarUpa, trAsarUpa ane kArame thaI paDe che ? are, tamane e zabda bagoLA je lAge che paNa huM kahuM chuM ke te dIkSAne te romereAmamAM pariNamAvavI

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16 ] jIvava-sAphalya darzana-1 paDaze. tenI bhAvanAthI asthimajajA raMgAI javAM joIze. AkhuM zrI jainazAsana, zrI jinAgAma, zrI jainasAhitya dIkSAthI otaprota che. jemAM dIkSAnI bhAvanAne jAgRta karavAnuM sAmarthya na hoya te zrI jainasAhitya nathI temAMthI navuM kADhanArane muzkelImAM UtaravuM paDe che. tamArI AMkhe, tamAruM haiyuM zAsanamaya banavuM joIze. pasA, raMgarAga, sAhyabI e kAMI navuM gamavAnuM che? sonaiyAnI, rAjyanI, miSTAnnanI lAlaca ApIne AkhA hiMdusthAnane bhakta banAvavuM hoya te kAMI musIbata nathI. badhA Ave. ge zALAnA agiyAra lAkha, ane bhagavAnanA DA, kAraNa ke aMkuzamAM rahevuM paDatuM hatuM, pApa thAya te enI AcanA karavI paDatI hatI. amArI dayA na khAtA : reja pratikramaNa karavAnuM. temAM sAta lAkha " bolavA paDe che. sAta lAkha" AvaDe che ne? zuM belAya ? bele joIe ? "sAta lAkha pRthvIkAya" vagere. chevaTe "je kaI jIva haNe hoya, haNAvyo hAya, haNatAM pratye anumodyo hoya te sarva mana-vacana-kAyAe karI tasamicchAmi dukkaDa." kharune? AmAM kaMI bArI hoya te bolaje ! tyAM ema kahevuM che ke paisA mATe, majazekha mATe, mAnapAna mATe ha -hagAvyuM hoya tenI chUTa ? ame karavAnA karavAnA ne rAcI mAcIne karavAnA, amane karavAnI je nA kahe, te pApI. ekathI aDhAre pApasthAnaka vagara te cAle?" mejathI nathI cAlatuM ema belanArAene bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA gamatI nathI. Aja te evI paNa vAta thAya che ke "mana cekabuM joIe. rAtre khAvAmAM vAMdho nathI. bhakSyAbharyAnA vivekanI jarUra nathI. mahAvIranA vakhatamAM rAtre na khAvuM te bane paNa Aja te jamAnAnA jANakAra banavuM joIe." paNa kahuM chuM ke "tame game tema varte tethI amane zI hAni ? jene zAsananI zuddha sevA karavI che tene kaI phikara nathI. je ame mUkayuM che te tamArI pAse mukAvavA prayatna karavAnA. je khoTuM che tenI

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sAcA jainatvanI eLakhANa [ 17 jenAthI DAMDI pITavAnA. tamArA AtmAnA nAza che te Dhola pITIne kahevAnA.' amArI dayA paNa khAtA nahi. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jevA mApa, Agama jevuM rakSaka, sUkSmamAM sUkSma jaMtuonI dayA jenAthI paLAya che tene sAthe ne sAthe rAkhanAra, amArU, bhUMDu thAya zenuM ? thai jAya teA pUnA pApAye, paNa AnAthI eTale ke eghAthI te nahi ja. ame DarIe, gabharAI e zuM kAma ? amArA khApa jIvatAjAgatA che ane te eka--e nahi paNa anaMtA. amArA rakSaNa mATe moTI dIvAle taiyAra che. tame tA evA mAhAdi ghAtakIone zaraNe gayA che ke jyAM tamArA AtmAnI cAvIse klAka tala cAle che. kazu kAma AvavAnuM nathI. A kAyado bhAre che. rAya, raka, zeTha, nAkara, badhA ahIM sarakhA che. AjJAdhInatAnI jarU2 : AjJA mAne te dhI, na mAne te adhamI ane AjJA sAme AMkha kADhe te virodhI pApane karaNIya mAne te zuM jaina che? jyAre bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane oLakhaze tyAre sAcA jaina manaze|. tame je niSiddha karI rahyA che, te nahi karavAnI mAMga ame peAkArI rahyA chIe. A badhuM na bese te kharAkhara vicAra karo. Aje tamArI ane mArI dizA judI che. tame je karA che te na karavA huM kahu chuM. pharI kahuM chuM ke tamArA pasA, AkhAdI. gADI tathA meATara vagerenI amane IrSyA nathI. e joI ne amArI AMkhe khaLatI nathI. paNa AmAM paDelA tame bhagavAnanI AjJAne bhUlI jaze!, AjJAnA zakti mujaba paNa amala nahi kare, te emAM ne emAM eka di' hAmAI javAnA. anatakALe maLeluM mAnavajIvana niSphaLa na cAlI jAya, saphaLa mane, mATe ATalu kahevAI rahyu che. A ati durlabha mAnavajIvanamAM pahelu kavya zAstrazravaNa che. zAstra kaI buddhie sAMbhaLavuM ? athavAda nIkaLI Ave che mATe ke sasArasAgarathI taravA mATe? A kinArethI jI. sA. 2

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18 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 pele kinAre javuM hoya te zuM karo? A kinAre cheDe paDe ke nahi? kinArA uparane baMgale choDa ke kepTanane kahe ke "Akhe baMgale sAthe le?" snehIone choDe ke nahi? paisA ApI beThA pachI kepTananuM mAne ke nahi? tyAM te tame te jyAM kahe tyAM bese, kahe tema varte. tyAre A saMsArasAgarathI taravA mATe tamAre kAMI cheDavAnuM kharuM ke nahi? muMbaIthI vilAyata javA mATe ATaluM badhuM ane paMdara-vIsa divasa AvI parAdhInatA, tyAre saMsAra taravA kAMI nahi? ghera lagna hoya, saghaLAM pakavAna taiyAra hoya, paNa zarIra bagaDe ane DokaTarane kahe ke "pakavAna khAdhA vinA na cAle, te te tamane zuM kahe? "khATale pAtharIne pachI khAo."--ema ja ne? te zarIranA svAstha mATe tyAM tyAga kare, ne saMsAranuM baMdhana tUTatuM hoya tyAM jJAnIonI AjJA mujabanA tyAganI AnAkAnI kema? tame hase nahi. A kaMI kulaDImAM goLa bhAMgavAnuM nathI. huM je kahevA mAMguM chuM tenI A jAherAta che. ahIM mahArAja pitAnuM ja kahe che ema nathI. tamane paNa kahevAnI chUTa che. mAnavapaNane na khAIne, AvezamAM na AvIne, sabhyatA sAcavIne belavAnI chUTa che. zrAvaka ane sAdhu: bhagavAne dharmatIrtha sthApyuM zA mATe? duniyAmAM jaina tarIkenI jAherAta karavI hoya te ApaNAmAM zuM hovuM joIe? dunyavI vastuo jena tarIke oLakhAvI nahi zake. jaina tarIke oLakhAvanAra kaI judI ja vastu che. tene mATe zrI jinezvaradevanA jIvanane oLakhavuM joIze. e zikSaNa, e saMskAre tamArAM bALabaccAMomAM phelAvavA paDaze. ame tamArI pAghaDInA virodhI nathI, paNa te utare tevuM te jarUra mAgIe. A sAMbhaLIne "amane sukhI joIne amArA sAdhuo baLI jAya che ema nahi kahetA. anaMta upakArIoe A durlabha mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA mATe traNa rtavya batAvyAM che. temAM prathama kartavya-e ke zAstrane sAMbhaLavuM. artha kAmanI lAlasA AghI mUkI,

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sAcA jainatvanI oLakhANa [ 19 te ghaTI jAya evA IrAdAthI, viSaya-kaSAya maMda paDatA jAya evI buddhithI, niraMtara dharmazAstranuM zravaNa karavuM, e paheluM pavitra kartavya. e rItie sabhyazAstrane sAMbhaLyA pachI, "te barAbara ja kahyuM che, kAraNa ke kahenAra sarvajJa che, racanAra anaMtajJAnIonI AjJAna marmane samajanAra samartha jJAnio che, batAvanAra tyAganI mUtio che, mATe sAcuM che." tevI zraddhA karavI e bIjuM pavitra kartavya. trIjuM pavitra kartavya-te zravaNa ane zraddhAne anusaratuM vartana karavAmAM zaktine sadupayega. te na thAya tyAM sudhI kare tene hAtha joDavA ane tenAthI viruddha vartana te karavuM ja nahi. amAre sAdhuone mATe paNa pharamAvyuM ke anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIvavA bhikSAthI ja AjIvikA calAvavI, sAmAyikamAMja rahevuM ane dharmane ja upadeza Apa. dharma eTale samyagradarzana, samyagUjJAna ane samyak . cAritraH athavA dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva. jaina sAdhu tarIke, ame jagatane e ja ApI zakIe, paNa bIjuM nahi. astu

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satyanA upAsaka bane tArakane oLakhaH anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramarSie pharamAve che ke "duniyAmAM saghaLI cIjonI prApti sahelI che, paraMtu mekSasAdhaka dharmasAmagrIsaMpanna mAnavajIvana maLavuM bahu muzkela che." e mAnavajIvana saghaLI makSasAdhaka dharma sAmagrIo sahita maLI jAya, ne pachI je vastune ArAdhavAnI che te na ArAdhAya, te maLelI uttama sAmagrIonI kiMmata ApaNe na samajI zakayA ema kahevAya. ane je ALasa-pramAdamAM e sAmagrI gumAvI dIdhI te pAchaLathI ApaNe ja pastAvuM paDe. ApaNuM mATe eve samaya na Ave te mATe ja A badhI sAmagrIone ApaNe kayI rItie sadupayoga karI levuM joIe tenA mATe mahApuruSoe traNa vastuo batAvI che. te traNa vastu vinA, Aryadeza, AryajAti AryakuLa, temAM paNa dharmanI sAmagrIthI sahita je badhuM maLyuM che, te saphaLa nahi thAya paNa niSphaLa nIvaDaze, eTaluM ja nahi paNa kadAca hAnirdhA ya nIvaDI jAya tema na thAya te mATe ananta upakArI jJAnImahAtmAoe traNa vastuo cIdhI che. eka zAstrazravaNa, bIjI zAstra zraddhA ane trIjI zAstrAnusArI paNa saMyamamAM vIryane pheravavuM te. have vicAre ke "zAstranuM zravaNa ruce kyAre? ane anupama dharma zAstrane rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI bhAvanA kyAre thAya ? " vicAraze te sahelAIthI samajaze ke tenA kahenAra, tenA racanAra, tene sAcavIne TakAvI rAkhanAra tathA tene samajAvanAranI oLakhANa thAya tyAre ja te

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satyanA upAsaka aneA [ 21 zAstrane rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAnI bhAvanA paNa jAge ane zAstranu zravaNu yathAsthita ruce. A thaze teA tamArA jIvanathI jainatva drIpaze. jainapaNAne dIpAvA : ' jainapaNAne dIpAvavuM hAya, khIjA ceAgya thavA upara tamArA jainapaNAnI chApa pADavI hoya te tamArAmAM kaI jAtinA sauMskAra, kaI jAtinA vicAra ane kaI jAtinI pravRtti hAvI joIe ?' A vAta khUba vicAro. duniyAnI badhI vastue ApaNI pAse AvI jAya tethI ApaNe jaina thaI javAnA nathI. jaina tarIke zu zu karavu joie, tenA vicAra karavA joI e. ApaNe je anantaupakArI zrI jinedharadevanA anuyAyI chIe, te zrI jinezvaradevA kevA hatA ? temaNe zrI jinezvara banavA mATe zuM zuM karyuM? te badhI vAta ApaNane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanu jIvana pUrI pADe che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAe te hade pahoMcavA mATe kaI pravRtti karI te ApaNI jANu bahAra nathI. AvA tArakanI AjJA e ja dha.' A vicAra e ja kharu jainatva che. jyAM sudhI e vicAra sthira nahi thAya tyAM sudhI enA anuyAyI tarIke jIvavu muzkela che. are! manuSyapaNe jIvavuM muzkela che te jaina tarIke jIvavu muzkela heAya temAM zI navAI ? duniyAnA leAbhI, mAnI, kAmI, rAgI, viSayAMdhA, zuM manuSya tarIke jIve che? manuSya tarIke jIvavA mATe paNa lAbhAMdhaNa, viSayAMpaNuM vagere tajavA jevu che. jaina tarIke jIvavA mATe te ethIe AgaLa vadhavu paDaze, nArakI ane devatAne bAju para mUke, paNa pazuo te| tamArI sAme meAjuda che. pazu karatAM manuSya UMcA heAvAnuM kAraNa zuM? e paNa peTa bhare, hare phare, game te rIte te, tevI rIte manuSya kare te emAM taphAvata zuM ? badhAthI uMcA thavAnu jhaTa game che, paNa tevI kAravAInI vAta koI kare te muzkela lAge che. jaina banavuM haze tA atyAra sudhInA saghaLA (vacArane jaDamULathI badalavA paDaze. jainetara ne jainanAM zarIra, AkRti ane pAMca iMdriyAmAM zuM taphAvata che ? jAti "

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22 ] jIvana--sAlya darzana-1 jaina khanavu hoya teA jUdI vAta che, paNa A te| guNathI jaina ana vAnI vAta cAle che. jAti aneka vAra pAmyA ane mUkIne cAlyA gayA; tevI rIte A vakhate paNa eka mUkavI hAya, teA kAMI kahevAnu nathI. tamArA irAdo maLelI jAtine saphaLa karIne javAnA che, nahi teA tame thADI ghaNI paNa je dhArmika pravRtti kare che te karata nahi : mATe savArathI, UThe tyAMthI mAMDIne zuM zuM kriyAo sAthe, kevA vicAre seve, kaI kaI rItie te tA jaina kahevAya ? e samajavuM ane yathAzakti jIvanamAM utAravA yatnazIla anavu hitakara che. sAdhya nakkI karo : have e jIvanamAM je saMskAra joIe che te meLavavA mATe zAstranuM zravaNa che. je meLavavA mATe tame rAta-divasa mathI rahyA che. tenI te vAteA zAstromAM AvatI heta, te AnI mahattA naheAtI. je karI rahyA che temAM parivartana karavA mATe zAsrazravaNa che. saMsAranu jIvana rasIluM ane tenA mATe zAstra racyuM che, tema te nathI ja. sAMbhaLavuM te zuM mahArAjanI parIkSA mATe, gammata mATe, ke cAvIsa kalAka gappAM hAMkavAnuM sAdhana maLe, te mATe che? jo te mATe hAya tA sAMbhaLavAthI phAyado zu che ? dareka pravRttinA hetu tathA sAdhya nakkI karavA joI e. te vinA te pravRtti joItA phaLane ApatI nathI. nAnA vepArIne paNa pUche ke dukAna kema kheAlI, pherIvALAne pUche ke tu pherA kema phare che, teA turata uttara maLaze. evu' ahI kAI pUche ke A badhI kriyAe zA mATe ? te tenA javAma tamArI pAse zu che ? huM tamane vAraMvAra A pUchuM tenu kAraNa e che ke tamArI ane mArI vaccenA mAga cAkakheA thAya. tamArI ane mArI vacce jamAnAe kaheA, ke vartamAna vAtAvaraNe kaheA - eka dIvAla UbhI karI che. have tene bhedavI che. te kayAre bhedAya ? je vastu mATe, je dhyeya mATe ame ne tame talasIye chIye, te mATenA vicAro baMnenA eka thAya tA. ApaNA kha MnenA vicAra judA hoya tyAM sudhI te na bhedyAya.

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satyanA upAsaka bane [ 23 hisAba karatI vakhate, ADatiyAnI sAthe hisAba samajatI vakhate, leNuM ke deNuM zAnA AdhAre kaheze ? cepaDAnA. paNa cepaDA AghA mUke ema sAmo kahe te cAle ? na cAle. tyAre ApaNA be vacce zuM ? zAstra. ene AvuM mukAya ? amAre ApavuM, ne tamAre levuM zA mATe, te nakakI kare. kaI buddhie, zuM samajI, kyA lAbhane IrAde tame sAMbhaLavA Ave che, te kahe. ame gharabAra vinAnA ane tame badhA gharabArI. ame paNa jamyA tyAre te amAre paNa gharabAra hatuM. ame te mUkayuM, ane tame majabUta rIte pakaDIne beThA che. ame mUkyuM, temAM bhUla karI che ke tame pakaDI rAkhavAmAM bhUla karI che te kahe. bhUlelAne sudhAravA e upakArInuM kAma che. ame bhUlyA hoI e te amane sudhAre ane tame bhUlyA che te tame sudhare. kAM te samaje agara samajAve, paNa be vaccenI dIvAla toDe. e dIvAla che tyAM sudhI khUNekhUNe kelAhala cAle che ne cAlu rahevAnA. be dhvani sanAtanakALathI cAle che ane cAlu rahevAnA. ApaNe pote UMdhe mAge na jaIe ke jethI bhAradariye A manuSyajIvanarUpa sTImara bhavarUpa dariyAmAM DUbI jAya. jIvana evuM che ke te tAre paNa ane DubADe paNa. taravuM ke DUbavuM te nakakI kare. zAstra tAranAra ke DubADanAra ? kahevuM ja paDaze ke sIdhe upayoga kare tene mATe tAranAra ane UMdha upaga kare tene DubADanAra. e ja rIte vicAre ke zAstra rakSaNa kenuM kare ? ene uttara paNa e ja che ke "enA zAsanane je sahana kare tenuM " pahelAM e zAsana kare, ene mATe tenuM e rakSaNa kare. zAsanane mAnavuM nathI ne rakSaNa IcchavuM che? nekarI vinA pagAra? e kevI vAta ! tame ema na mAnatA ke tamArI nAmanA ke sAhyabI tamane be divasa vadhu TakAvaze. cakavatI paNa cAlyA gayA che. jIvana nAnuM che, ghaNuM TUMkuM che, kSaNabhaMgura che, jatAM vAra nahi lAge, mATe vicAramAM niyata thAo. jIvananuM dhyeya nakkI kare ke jethI kUca suMdara, sarala ane sIdhI thAya. maratAM sudhI zaMkita na raho. ghaDImAM ahIM ne ghaDImAM tahIM khUkanArA na thAo. eka nizAna nakkI kare, tArakane samaje.

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24 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zA mATe sAMbhaLavuM te hRdayamAM nakkI kare, pachI kahe ke ame te A irAde sAMbhaLavA AvyA chIe, tamAre phAve te saMbhaLAve, nahi te baMdha kare. emAM amane duHkha nahi lAge. ame tamane saMbhaLAvIe zuM kAma ? tame amArI vAhavAha kare te mATe ? tame jeTalA pANuM Ape che te mATe ? tame makAnadAtA, mATe? ke anaMtajJAnIonI AjJA mujaba tamArA uddhAra mATe? gabharAvuM nahi. khulle dile kaheje. zAsana bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM che. ApaNe baMne e tArakanA sevaka chIe. mATe hadaya khelavAmAM saMkocAvAnI jarAya jarUra nathI. aMte zaraNu zenuM ? ApaNe baMne prabhu zrI mahAvIradevane zAsananA sevaka chIe. baMne tenI ja ArAdhanA karavA mAgIe chIe. tenAmAM AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnI tAkAta na hatI te ApaNe aMgIkAra na karata. ApaNe badhA pratijJA karIe chIe ke arihaMto maha devo, jAvajjIvaM susAhuNo gurunno| jiNapannattaM tattaM, ia sammattaM mae gahi // jiMdagI sudhI zrI arihaMta bhagavAna mArA deva che, susAdhuo mArA guru che ane zrI jinezvadevee prarUpeluM tattva e mAre tatva che." A pramANenuM samyakatva meM grahaNa kareluM che. zrI arihaMta e ja deva, susAdhu e ja guru, "su" zabda upara lakSya rAkhaje, ane tatva te jinapraNita hoya te ja. bAkI badhuM khoTuM. samyagadaSTi A pramANe mAne. anantaupakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmA karmarUpa duzmanane mArIne banyA che? lAkaDIethI mAryA, malakustI karIne mAryA, ke pachI koI bIjI rIte mAryA. A samajavA mATe anantaupakArI zrI arihaMtadevane samajavA jarUrI che. tamArAM bALakone anantaupakArI zrI arihaMta bhagavAna Adi pAMca parameSThione samajA vavAnI keziza kare. tamArAM bALake te pAMca parameSThi bhagavaMtane samajI jAya to koI kALe duHkhI nahi thAya. huM khAtarIthI kahuM chuM ke game

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satyanA upAsaka bane [ 25 te saMyogomAM paNa e duHkhI nahi thAya bAkI keDenA vArasAthI ke pAMcapacIsa kaMpanIothI, e sukhI nahi thAya. AtmA sukhI kayAre thAya? bImArI vakhate zAMti koNa Ape? pAMca DigrI tAva Avyo hoya tyAre tijorIne kohInura hIrA zAMti Ape kharA? vahAlAmAM vahAlI ramaNI AvIne nAca kare te game? nA, te "zAMti keNa Ape?" e jANe. prANAMta kaSTa vakhate paNa mahApuruSanI enI e ja prasannatA, e zAne vege, te jANe che ? je na jANatA he te, duniyAnA saghaLA padArtho hAtha khaMkhere tyAre je zAMti Ape te vastune jANe ane meLave. te vakhate chelle chelle kAnamAM zuM kahe che? "namo arihaM. tANuM." zuM ? "name arihaMtANuM." gaLuM baMdha thAya tyAre "name arihaMtANuM." A badhI moTI sAhyabInA svAmI mATe paNa te samaye name arihaMtANaM' sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nahi? te aMte paNa jene zaraNa vinA chUTake nathI, tenI AkhA jIvanamAM avagaNanA kare, e te AdamI ke pazu? je cIja chelle kAma na Ave tenI pAchaLa jiMdagI gumAve ane chelle jenuM zaraNuM che tene jIvanamAM smare paNa nahi, tenuM bhaluM kema thAya? A badhuM tamArI AMkhoe spaSTa dekhAya tevuM che, chatAM tamane samajAvatAM ATalI muzkelI paDe che tenuM kAMI kAraNa? tame durAgrahI banyA e, ke tame samajavA nathI mAgatA e ? durAgrahI maTIne samajavA mAMge te sahajamAM samajI zake tema che ke saghaLuM satya samajavA mATe zAstra vinA chUTako nathI. aMdhakAramAM dIvAnI jeTalI jarUra che tenA karatAM paNa adhika jarUrI zAstra che. e zAstrane samajapUrvaka nahi svIkAravAthI hajI tamane zrI arihaMtanI sAcI oLakha thaI nathI. te paramatArakane je rIte samajavA joIe te rIte tame samajI zakatA nathI. samyakatva e ja viziSTa jainatva : A vIzInA vazamA ane vartamAna zAsananA adhipati bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane bhava keTalA? 17. mAtra ra7 ja, kAraNa ke -

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26 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 te pahelAMnA bhavanI gaNanA nahi. sattAvIsanI ja kema gaNanA ? zrI nayasAranA bhavathI ja gaNanA zA mATe? Ane uttara e ja che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevano AtmA zrI nayasAranA bhAvamAM samakita pAmya mATe. zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA bhavanI gaNanA paNa samakita pAmyA pachIne ? A badhuM zuM kAma pUchuM chuM ? "tame sAMbhaLavA kema Ave che ?" A praznanA uttara mATe. e uttara tamArI pAse ja bolAvavA IcchuM chuM. sAMbhaLIne gayA pachI aNasamajathI anaMtajJAnIonI paNa AzAtanA thAya evuM vAMkuM bele tevI rIte ahIMthI tamane mekalavA huM nathI Icchate. durAgrahI mATe te mahAmahe pAdhyAya zrI yazovijyajI mahArAja kahe che ke-ene mATe upadezane prayatna te kUtarI para kasturIne lepa karavA barAbara che. kasturIne dhULamAM ragadoLe tyAre ja ene cena paDe. durAgrahIne kaho ke bIjAe nahi paNa tArA bApe Ama kahyuM che, te e kaheze ke mArA bApanI buddhi pharI gaI haze ! A durAgrahIne guNa! durguNa ke guNa? durAgrahIe mAnele guNa, paNa vastutaH durgaNa. e durguNanA pratApe e kahe ke "zrI mahAvIradeva kharA, sarvajJa kharA, mAthAnA mAlika kharA, paNa...paNa zuM ? 2400 varSa pahelAM thaelA. Aje enuM vacana kAma lAge nahi" jema Aje duniyAnA duragrahIo paNa kahe che ke "paMca kahe te mAbApa paNa mArI khIlI te ahIM ja, te kaMI phare kare nahi." vicAre ke "pitAnI khIlI TakAvanAra, paMcane mAbApa zuM kAma kahe che ?" kahevuM ja paDaze ke paMcanuM apamAna karavAnI tAkAta nathI mATe, paNa je sattA hatA te e paMcane paNa lAta mArata. temaja pelA durAgrahIo paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane deva zuM kAma kahe che? sarvasa zuM kAma kahe che? e jANe che? na jANatA ho te jANe ke e je ema na kahe to ene sAMbhaLe paNa koNa?" AthI spaSTa che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane e sarvajJa kahe che te kAMI hRdayathI kahe che ema nathI; kAraNa ke je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane sarvajJa mAne te ema kahe ke tenI vAta Aje upayegI nathI? nahi ja. AthI nizcita thaI jAo ke

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satyatA upAsaka banA [ 27 'kAM te A sAcuM ne te kheATu', kAM te te sAcu ne A khATuM.' eca vAta te! sAcI nahine ? e ya te khATI nahuine ? nahiM ja. mATe nakkI kare ke kaI sAcI ? je rIte bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane ALa khavA joI e te rIte oLakhA ane pachI kheleA ke tameA zA mATe sAMbhaLavA AvA che? amAre sabhaLAvavAnuM zuM? ame icchIe zuM? tame| AzA rAkhe| kevI ? A badhuM spaSTa thavuM jarUrI che. vAru, huve muddA upara AvIe. zrI tI karadevanA bhavanI gaNanA paNa samyaktva vinA nahi ne tamArI ne amArI gaNunA vagara samakite thAya ? je samyaktva zrI tI karadevanA bhavanI gaNanA karAve te samyaktva eTale zuM ? je samyakRta vinA jAti jaina chatAM viziSTa jainatva nathI ema kahevu paDe, te samyaktvane oLakheA. samyaktva ke viziSTa jainatva eka ja che. duniyAmAM jainatva jAhera karavuM hAya te| zu meLavavu joIe ? samyaktva. samyaktva eTale zu? mithyAtva AdinA kSaye|pazama AdithI utpanna thayelA AtmAnA zubha pariNAma. evA uttama pariNAmarUpa samyaktva kayA guNuThANuM hoya ? ceAthe. ceAthA guNaThANe rahelA sAmagrIsa'panna AtmAnI bhAvanA kevI hAya e jANe! che ? na jANatA ho te jANavA prayatna karo. e samyaktvanI hayAtine sUcavanArAM lakSaNA pAMca che. kayAM ? pUrvAnupUrvI' krame ' paheluM Astikaya, bIjuM anuka'pA, trIjuM nivedya, cAthuM saMvega ane pAMcamu upazama. ' 1. AstikA je AtmAe rAgadveSa sathA jItyA che ane jItavAnA mArgo sthApyA che evA anantaupakArI zrI jinezvaradeve kahela te ja sAcu, te ja zaMkA vinAnuM, ema mAnavuM te Astiya zrI mahAvIra jina hatA. e jina na hAta tA ApaNe emane na mAnata. ApaNe nAmanA pUjArI nathI. jenAmAM jinapaNuM hoya tenA pUjArI chIe. jeoe AtmAmAM bharAIne beThela rAgAdisvarUpa tamAma kacarA saMpUrNa paNe khAlI karI anata jJAna, anaMta nArdi nija

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28 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 svarUpe prApta karyuM, tenuM kaheluM te badhuM e sAcuM ane jarAe zaMkA vinAnuM, A mAnyatA enuM nAma Astikya. A paheluM lakSaNa te samyagudaSTimAM hovuM ja joIe. A na hoya te badhuM nakAmuM. 2. anukaMpA : dravya anukaMpA ne bhAvAnukaMpA. dravyAnukaMpA kare tyAMye bhAvAnukaMpAne jhare vahe. bhAvAnukaMpA eTale sAmAne dharmahIna dekhI dayA Ave, ane tene mArgamAM lAvavAno prayatna kare. 3 nirvedaH A jarA bhAre paDaze. pahelA bemAM te tamane hA kahetAM vAMdho nahi, paNa AmAM gabharAmaNa kharI. nirveda eTale zuM ? huM nahi boluM. tame bele. belyA vinA chUTako nathI. le, A eka bhAI kahe che ke "sukharUpa saMsArane paNa kedakhAnuM mAnI tenAthI chUTavAnI icchA te niveda' samyagRSTi AtmA sukharUpa saMsArane paNa kArAgAra mAne, saMsArathI nIkaLavAnI bhAvanA dharAve. A bhAvanAvALAne baMgalA kevA lAge ? aMdhArI keTalI jevA; ane jagatanI ramakajhamaka paNa e AtmAne saLagatI Aga jevI lAge. vairAgya eTale sukhamAM patharA? evI aphavAo mAre kAne Ave che ke "mahArAja vAraMvAra vairAgya zuM kAma kahe che? vairAgya vinA zAstra saMbhaLAve te game. vairAgyanI vAte lAvI amArA sukhamAM sAdhuo patharI nAkhe che. tame jANe che ke "A vIsamI sadImAM navI navI janAo bahAra paDe che, vAMcanamALAnI navI janAo nIkaLe che. enA jake zuM kahe che, e jANe che ? e kahe che ke "dharmakathAo te anupama che, saMsArapagI che, paNa pelA mahAvIranI AjJAnI pUMThe cAlanArA pUrvAcAryoe vairAgya eTale Thalavye, eTale te Thala ke papade vairAgya bharyo che. tethI e amRtamaya kathAo jheramaya banI che, paNa keI upakArI e kathAone amRtamaya banAvavA mATe pelAM vairAgyanAM jharaNuM baMdha kare, kADhI nAkhe, te e kathAe sukhanuM sAdhana bane." jaI A pejanA ? kathAo sArI, lakhanAra sArA, paNa durguNa che?

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satyanA upAsaka bane | [ 29 vairAgya. "vairAgya Ave te zuM thAya? A praznanA uttaramAM saMsAranA rasiyAo kahe che ke "khAvuMpIvuM na bhAve, baMgalA na game ane gADI-ghoDA na ruce. kAraNa ke pele vairAgya ghaDI ghaDI cetave ke, A nazvara che. amAre e kema pAlave?" AvAe amane kahe che ke "tamAre lokapakArI banavuM heya, amane rAgI banAvavA heya, te maherabAnI karI pUrvAcAryoe bharele - ThAMsIThAMsIne bharele vairAgya kADhI nAkhe." A badhA mATe ame evuM karIe te amArI "vAhavAha" mATe ame bhagavAna mahAvIranA mAlanuM lilAma karanArA thaIe. mAlikanI peDhI para besI mAlikanA suMdara mAlanuM chate bhAve lilAma koNa kare? lilAma eTale zuM? lilAmamAM rUpiyAnA mAlane Ane Upaje. lilAma kenuM thAya? je mAlikane goTALe hoya tenuM. lilAmane mAla levA Ave te kevA ? lagabhaga bhIkhArI. hamaNuM lilAma bahu thAya che. lilAma dhamadhokAra cAle che, eTale AjanA haiyA vinAnA lilAmathI kAramI rItie TevAI gayA che, e kAraNathI teone lilAma karavAno svabhAva rUDha thaye che : bAkI lilAsa eTale te mAlikanI pila. pilamAM ja AnaMda mAnanArAone sAMbhaLavuM te che A zAstra, paNa pelI bairAgyanI khuzabe kADhI nAkhIne kacarAnA athIne bIje game ja zAnuM? e ja kAraNe evAo mATe nirveda bhayaMkara. evAone belavA mAtranA AstikyamAM te vadhe nahIM, kAraNa ke emAM kyAM levuM ke devuM che ! hamaNuM ahIM kAgaLa mUke ne kahe ke TIpa bhare, levAdevAnA nathI." te TIpa abajonI thAya; paNa bharavAnI hoya te? vAMdho Ave ja. e ja rItie saMsAranA rasa Aone saMsAra kArAgAra jevuM che. e spaSTa khyAla karAvanAra niveda vAMdhArUpa lAge ja, kAraNa ke e lekene nirvedamAM e ja moTo vadhe Ave che. koTaDInA kedI dahADA zAna gaNe? chUTavAnA. aradhA thAya eTale jarA harakhAya ke have ochA thayA, paNa temAMye janmakedIo hoya che te te ema ja Icche ke bahAra zuM che? ane ahIM vAM zuM che? e kedIone beDIo paherAvI polIse bajAra vaccethI

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30 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 laI jAya tyAre e zuM kare? mUche hAtha de ane kahe ke mArI AgaLa pAchaLa parivAra keveA che! tame badhA emAMnA teA nathI ne ? janmane kaidI paNa kArAgArane kArAgAra te mAte, paNa tame te kArAgArane ghara mAtA che ane zAsanane pArakuM mAneA che; AthI ja tamane gharamAM vadhe tA AnaMda thAya che ane zAsanamAM vadhe tA mUMjhavaNa thAya che. mATe nivedyanA sAcA upAsaka aneA ane samajo ke samArane kArAgAra mAnavA enu nAma niveda - 4. sa`vega - eTale saMsAranI aruci ane meAkSanI ruci. mahA maheApAdhyAya zrI yazevijayajI mahArAjA kahe che ke "suranara sukha je du:kha karI lekhave, vaD zivasukha eka. 5. upazama - peAtAnA aparAdhI pratye paNa cittathI pratikUla na ciMtavavuM tenuM nAma upazama. A pAMca lakSaNaiAthI abhivyakta thatuM samyaktva jenAmAM Ave te apunaH nyaka Adine paNa TapI jAya evA ane ethI ja kharA jaina ane te eka meAkSasukhane ja Icche. A lakSaNA hAya te jagatamAM jainapaNu khatAvI zakAya. sahavAsamAM AvanAra yAgya AtmA upara paNuM suMdara chApa pADI zakAya. kahezeA ke A te utkRSTI vAta kahI dIdhI. paNa mahAnubhAvA ! utkRSTI vAta teA virativALA pAMcamA ane chaThThA guNusthAnaka AdinI che. haju teA tenI bhAvanA cAle che; karaNInI vAtane haju vAra che. hamaNAM te ceAthA guNasthAnakavALAnI bhAvanA ane manAtha kayA ? enI vAta cAle che. A adhI vAta ga'bhIratAthI zAMtacitte sAMbhaLavAnI che, kAraNa ke gaMbhIratApUrvaka zAMtacitte sAMbhaLatAM vicAravAnI taka maLe, pUchavAnI taka maLe ane samajavAnI paNa taka maLe, mATe zAMtipUrvaka sAMbhaLeA ane samajo. na samajAya te paNa 'hA jI hA ' bhaNavI paDe ema nahi mAnatA. samajavA mATe vicAraNA ane pRcchA mATe sajja bane. satyanA virodha na kare : e vAta paNa kharAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhA ke batAvanAra satya batAve

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satyanA upAsaka bane [ 31 tyAre vagara kahe paNa asatya ukhaDI jAya che. ahIM paNa juo ke eka eka lakSaNa lIdhuM tyAM badhI pratipakSI vAtanuM khaMDana AvyuM. Astikya vaDe nAstikatAnuM, anukaMpA vaDe nirdayatAnuM, nirvedathI saMsAranuM, saMvega vaDe saMsAranAM sukhanuM ane upazamathI kakSAnuM khaMDana thaI gayuM. A badhuM khaMDana maMDana karIne ame tamane dudhALA heranI jema eka khIle bAMdhavA mAgIe chIe. durbhAgyanA vege tame A divasa game tyAM rakhaDe paNa tamAreya aMte te zAsanarUpa gharamAM ja AvavAnuM hoya, badhA ema kahe che ke "muMbaInI prajA svataMtra vAtAvaraNamAM ucharelI che, mATe AkarI vAte sahana nahi kare." paNa samaya Avye sAcA zabdo na kahuM te huM paNa pharajamAMthI cUkuM chuM. tamArA hitanI khAtara prasaMgavazAt karaDuM kahuM ane khoTuM lAge te mahAkavi zrI vIravijayajIe kahelI "rIsa ca detAM zikhAmaNa. tasa bhAgyazA paravArI!" A kahevata tamArAmAM sAbita thaI jAya, paNa ema mAnavA huM taiyAra nathI, kAraNa ke tamArI badhAnI bhAgyadazA kAMI theDIka ja paravArI gaI che? zikhAmaNa hoya te bhale rIsa caDhatI. jarUrI vastu tamArA haiyAmAM ThasAvavA mATe je zabdonI jarUra paDe te kahenAranI kahevAnI, ane sAMbhaLanAranI sAMbhaLavAnI pharaja che, ane temAM bhUla ke khAmI hoya tene sudhAravAnI che. zrI zAlibhadrajIne zrI dhanAjIe kAyarabAyelA kahyA hatA. paNa tethI zuM zrI zAlibhadrajIne rIsa caDhI hatI? nahi ja, mATe satyane svIkAra ane asatyane tyAga na bane te cAle paNa satyanA virI thAo e kema pAlave? pAMcame ane the guNasthAnake rahelA AtmAo chakAyanI hiMsAvALI pravRtti kare tyAM sudhI teone mArgabhraSTa na kahyA, kAraNa ke nirUpAya che; paNa je divase, karanAra, tene hiMsA tarIke oLakhAvanAra sAme DoLA kADhe, pApane puNya manAve te patita thAya. bhagavAne amuka pApanI tamane nA na pADI, te, tame te pALavAne samartha nahatA tethI, paNa nA na pADI tethI hA pADI che evAM byugala vagADo tyAre amAre zuM karavuM?

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32 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 e dasane seve che sevavAnI hA pADI eve samaye amane khelatAM AvaDe chatAM mUMgA rahIe teA amArA jevA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA nImakaThurAma sevaka kAI nahi, eka AdamI vyasanI che. 50 vyasanA seve che. ame kahIe vyasanA bhUMDAM che, cheDI devAM sArAM che; kAraNa ke AtmAne bagADanAra che. te kahe ke AjathI 40ne cheDu chuM, paNa daza nahi chUTe mATe mane 40nAM paccakkhANu Ape|. have dazamAMthI nava seve tethI pratijJA kAMI tUTavAnI che ? nahi. paNu cAlIza cheDavAM temAMthI eka seve te pratijJA bhAMgI kahevAya. vaLI e dasa vyasaneAnI chUTa rAkhanArA te ema kahIne seve ke mane A dasa byusanA che,' teA te kevA kahevAya ? ajJAna. te! have tame kaho ke cha'kAyanI hiMsAvALI pravRtti tame je karI che te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAthI ? kahevuM ja paDaze ke nahi. te have tamane koI pUche ke hiMsA kema kare che ? te zuM kaheze!? cheDavAnI tAkAta nathI mATe, chUpe tA mahAbhAgya, cheDAvanAra maheApakArI ane na chUTa tA ame bhAgyahIna. A sivAya bIjuM teA nahi ja kaheAne ? tamArAthI tevI pravRttinA tyAga na khanI zake te! te mATe tame zatavyanI koTimAM che, paNa satyanI sAme lAla AMkha te tamArAthI kema ja thAya ? zrAvakoe paNa karavA yAgyane karaNIya ane na karavA ceAgyane akaraNIya te mAnavu ja joI e. savA vasA jogI dayA kahI, eTale bAkInA vasA pALavAnA nahi ema te nathI ja ne ? tame tene pALI na zake te chatAM paNa tamArI pALavAnI icchA te kharI ja ne ? kharI ja, kAraNa ke jo e pALavAnI icchA paNa na hoya te te zrAvakazu paNa TakI zake nahi. A badhI vAtAthI e spaSTa che ke dIkSA e zrI vItarAganA zAsanatA pradhAna dhvAna che. 'tame agnihuMtANuM 'mAM paNa dIkSA che ke nahi ? paMca parameSThi dIkSAthI anyA ke dIkSA vinA ? badhA ja dIkSAvALA. jo A vAta na mAnatA hA te khulAsA karI ke koI paNa sthaLe 'namA gihatthANu" ema kema na lakhyuM ? e nathI lakhyuM e paNa e ja nizcita kare che ke dIkSA e ja zrI

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satyanA upAsaka bane [ 33 vItarAga zAsanane parama sAra che. vadhumAM have parameSThi eTale zuM ? te ke "ame pale rijhani rati jhina. emAMnA prathama parameSThI zrI arihanta paramAtmAe kahelA ane zrI gaNadharadevee mUMthelA ane te pachInA AcAryAdi parameSThioe vikasita karelA sAhityamAM dIkSA vinA bIjuM zuM maLe? kApaDIAnI dukAnamAMthI kApaDa nIkaLe emAM dekhanArane gusse caDhe? nA, te jyAM dIkSA ja bharI hoya tyAM dIkSA ja nIkaLe emAM gune ze ? dIkSA tamane duHkharUpa lAgatI hoya evuM te hAya nahi. sukharUpa lAgavA chatAM levAnI tAkAta na hoya te AghA UbhA rahe, paNa tene tAraka te mAne ! prasiddha evA zrI dhanazAlibhadranA daSTAMtamAMthI dIkSA sivAya bIjuM zuM nIkaLe che? e zrI zAlibhadrajIne tathA zrI dhanAjIne te tame jANe che. e sAmAnya hatA? emanI kaddhi tamAre joIe che. cepaDAmAM kAyama emanAM nAma lakhI Rddhi mAge che. paNa emanI pUrvAvasthAnuM dAna ke pazcAdavasthAnI dIkSA mAge che? nahi. kahe! kevI uThAvagIrI? ema ne ema navANuM peTI jeIe che, kema? are mahAnubhAva ! AvI rItanI navvANuM peTIonI IcchA e pApa che ane e mATe evA mahApuruSane nAmane upaga e mahApApa che, mATe samaje ane satyanA upAsaka bane. astu ' ' jI sA. 3

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3 paralAkanI ciMtA paraleAkane na bhUlA : ana taupakArI zAstrakAra paramaSi, manuSyabhavane pAmelA AtmAne uddezIne, AvI uttama sAmagrIe pAmIne te AtmAe sadAne mATe sukhI kaI rIte thaI zake, tenA paraleAka kaI rIte sudhare ne tee pariNAme muktisukhane kema pAme, e ja eka bhAvanAthI paraleka sudhAravAnA mAryAM batAvI rahyA che. e mahApuruSAne AleAka karatAM paralIkanI ciMtA ghaNI hatI. jo AtmA A leAkanI ciMtAmAM paDI jAya, te zuM thAya? mAnI laIe ke ciMtA karavAthI A leka kadAca sudharI jAya, jo ke e saMbhavita nathI, kAraNa ke temAM mazagula rahenArA ane AlekanI sAhyabIemAM rAcImAcIne rahenArA A leAkane sudhAre ja e nakkI nathI ja, chatAM mAnI laIe ke sudhAre, paNa te sudhAratAM bhaviSya bagaDI jAya te ? vyavahAra paNa kahe che ke khAvApIvAnI, meAjazeAkha karavAnI icchA meAsama vakhate mAMDI vALavI joIe, kAraNa ke eka mAsama bhUlyA tA bAre mahinA gayA. ramatagamatanA svabhAvavALA mALako upara mAkhA! aMkuza mUke che kAraNa ke e pAMca varSoM kadAca AnadamAM te gumAve paNa tema karavAthI bhaviSyanAM pacIsa-pacAsa vaSa du:khI thaze. nAkarIAta mANase mAne che ke cha klAka nAkarI karavI joIe, jethI ghera gayA pachI sukhe khavAya, sukhe suvAya; mATe te cha kalAkanA AnaMda cA mUke ke nahi ? mUke ja. AthI spaSTa che ke duniyAmAM darekedareka mAnavI bhaviSyanA sukhane mATe vartamAna samayanI takalIphane aMgIkAra kare che.

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paraleAkanI ciMtA [ 35 Ama jyAre duniyAnAM prANIoe TUMkA bhaviSyanI ciMtA rAkhI che tyAre A mahApuruSAe lAMmA bhaviSyanI ciMtA rAkhI che ane evA mahApurUSo evI ciMtA rAkhe temAM navAI pazu zuM? TUMkI dRSTivALAnI TUMkI ciMtA ane e upakArI mahApuruSAnI jJAnadRSTi vizALa eTale teo lAMkhA bhaviSyanI ciMtA kare ja. paNa AjakAla te kahevAya che ke dharmInI ja vAtAthI ze| kAyado ? A samayamAM A savAla ucchakhaleAnI ucchva khalatAthI ghaNA jokhamavALA thayA che. evA taraphathI tyAM sudhI kahevAmAM Ave che ke 'jo dhame jIvatA rahevu... hAya te ApaNe jIvIe evI ceAjanA dharme karavI joI e. ' sabhAmAMthI koI eke kahyuM ke e kharAbara che, emAM vAMdhe zA che? ' zAMtithI sAMbhaLe, akaLAye nahi cAle. vicAranA saMgharSaNanI ciMtA nahi, paNa temAMthI taNakhA UDavA joIe nahi. hRdayamAM jo tattvanI jijJAsA hoya teA teA jarUra evA praznamAMthI paNu uddhAranI dizA hAtha lAge. dhama mATe kAMI paNa na karIe tA amane kANu pUchanAra che, ema mAnatA hA teA upAya nathI, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke ahIthI javAnu nakkI che. jazA tyAre sukhaduHkha ahIMnI kAravAI upara AdhAra rAkhe che, ahInA mAnapAna upara nahi. alamasta mANasAne paNa khAvA mATe roTalA ane besavA mATe ATalA nathI maLatA, ane tame zarIre nakhaLA hovA chatAM tamArA mATe agiyAra vAge rasAI taiyAra hAya che. bhAI sAheba ! khAo....khAe, evI vinati thAya che. pelA udyama karIne marI jAya che ane A khurasIe besIne hajAro kamAya che. tamAre jo A pratyakSa anubhavane paNa na mAnavA hoya te| zrI tIrthaMkara devAnuM paNa tamArA upara kAMI cAle ema nathI. kapilA dAsIne dAna devaDAvavA mATe AchA prayatna karavAmAM AvelA che ? paNa dIdhuM ? nahi ja. paisA zreNika mahArAjAnA chatAM paNa kema na dIdhuM ? ' 6 hatA ane nAmanA kapilAnI thatI hatI, A prazna ja nakAme che, kAraNa ke e AtmA ja ayeAgya hatA.

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36 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jJAnIonuM kahevuM samajo. "bhaviSyanA sukha duHkhane AdhAra ahIMnI kAravAI upara che.' A vAta mAne che ke emAMya zaMkA che? bAra mahinAnA sukha mATe mosamamAM cAra mahinAnI takalIpha nathI lAgatI ? lAge che. e takalIpha bhegavavI te buddhimattA ke mUrkhatA? buddhimattA. jyAre cAraATha mahinAnA sukha mATe, dasabAra varSanA sukha mATe, ATaATaluM karavAmAM Ave che te bhaviSyanA anaMta duHkhathI bacavA mATe kAMI karavuM nahi paDe? AkhA saMsAranI duHkhamayatA, tenI anaMtI bhavaparaMparA, e badhAmAMthI chUTI anaMta sukhanA dhAme pahoMcavuM hoya te kAMI nahi karavuM paDe? vAte kaye pahoMcI javAze? nahi ja, te samaje ke mAnavajIvana e dharmanI mesama che, paNa khAvApIvA, mAjazekha, ane bhegavilAsa mATe nathI. anaMtajJAnIoe A jIvananAM bahu guNagAna karyA hoya te eka ja kAraNe, ane te kAraNa e ja ke manuSya dhAre te A jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM ghaNuM pedA karI zake che. A ja kAraNe viSaya tRSNAnA taraMgamAM taNAI dharmajahAjanI avagaNanA karanArane uddezI eka mahApuruSe kahyuM che ke apAre saMsAre kathamapi samAsAdya nRbhavaM, na dharma yaH kuryaad-vissysukhtRssnnaatrlitH| brUDan pArAvAre pravaramapahAya pravahaNaM, sa mukhyo mUrkhANAmupalamupalabdhuM prayatate // 1 // jene kinAre dekhAtuM nathI evA apAra samudramAM DUbato AdamI jahAjane cheDIne paththaranI zilA pakaDe te mUrkha nahi paNa mUrkhAone saradAra che. tame UbhA che ane upara kahyuM tema karatA keIne juo. te zuM kahe ? "mUkhane saradAra" kahe. ema kahevAmAM tamArA haiyAmAM tenA pratye dveSa, gusse, bhUMDuM karavAnI bhAvanA yA tene halake pADavAnI IrachA che ke kevaLa dayAnI bhAvanA che? chatAM tamArI AkRti tenA upara kevI hoya ? paNa te AkRti pheravavI paDe che te pelAne samajAvavA,

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paraleAkanI ci MtA [ 37 cAMkAvavA, nahi ke keAI khIjA hetuthI. jahAjane na pakaDe ane samudra jora kare teA DUbe, zilAne pakaDI eTale te zilA ja nIce laI jAya. e ajJAnInI apekSAe tame jJAnI, tethI tame tene "mUkhanA saradAra " evu saMbedhana ApyuM. tamArA karatAM mahAjJAnIe tamane evA ja jue teA te dveSathI teA nahi ja ne? nahiM ja, chatAMya kharI vAta e che ke Aje buddhimAM bheda thaI gayA che, ethI ja sAcI zIkhAmaNane lAyaka Aje tame nathI rahyA. bhUla kADhanArane upakArI mAnavAne badale duzmana mAnavAne TevAI gayA che. paNa bhUla kADhanArane namavAnA bhAva niha Ave tyAM sudhI A saMsAra tarI nahi zakAya. tevA uttama bhAva vinA A jagatamAM koI tayuM nathI, taratuM nathI ane taraze paNa nahi. jJAnIee je mA taravAnA khatAnyA che te jANe DUbADanAra na hAya ! AvI tamArI zaMkA nAbUda thaI nathI tyAM sudhI tamArA AtmA anatajJAnI pratye jhUkavAnA nathI ane jayAM sudhI e tAraka AtmAe pratye, tamArA AtmA nila buddhithI jhUke nahi, tyAM sudhI sAcA vAstavika lAbha paNa thAya nahi, dhanAjIe zrI zAlibhadrajIne kAyara kahyA tethI zu zrI zAlibhadrajIne rIsa caDhI ? nA. kAraNa ke te zIkhAmaNa sAMbhaLavAnA rasI hatA. iMdrabhUti jevA abhimAnathI AvyA te tevA ja abhimAnathI pAchA gayA hAta teA lAbha thate ? nahi ja. paNa guNunA athIne jyAM guNanA upakAranI saMbhAvanA haiAya tyAM zira jhukAvatAM vAra lAge nahi; mATe tame leAkeA paNa abhimAnI Adi nA te paNa evA aneA ke jethI guNunA athI paNAne AghAta na pahoMce ane peAtAnI khAmI para tiraskAra chUTe. ema thavAthI AtmA jarUra yogya ane ayogyanA bhedane samajavA ane ayAgyane tajI ceAgyane svIkAravA sajja thaze. ceAgya ne aAgya vaccenA phera samajIne ayeAgyane khaseDI ceAgyane vaLagavAnI bhAvanA nahi jAge tyAM sudhI zreya thaze nahi, mATe ja e sthiti keLavavAnI jarUra che.

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38 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 A lekanuM duHkha sukhanuM kAraNa che : "A mahAtmAo tamAruM bhaviSyanuM bhaluM ciMtavanArA hatA, A vAtane svapna paNa na visare. bhaviSyanuM bhaluM sAdhatAM kadAca A lokamAM takalIpha paDe tene paNa vAMdho nahi. bhaviSyanuM hita sAdhatAM azubhanA udaye AvI paDatu A lekanuM duHkha e jyAre sukhanuM kAraNa che, tyAre bhaviSyanA hitanI sAdhanAmAM aMtarAyabhUta thatuM A lekanuM sukha e duHkhanuM kAraNa che : mATe hitanA athIoe A lekanA du:khanI ciMtA tajI sukhathI beparavA banavuM joIe. bhagavAna zrI neminAtha svAmI jANatA hatA ke zrI gajasukumAlajIne mAthA upara saLagatI sagaDI tapavAnI che. zrI gajasukumAla zrI kRSNa mahArAjAnA nAnA bhAI hatA, saMyama lIdhA pachI teo smazAnabhUmimAM kAryotsarga karavAnI AjJA mAge che. prabhu jANatA hatA ke emane zvasura nArAja che ane avazya upasarga karanAra che chatAM prabhu AjJA Ape che. "zALA dho " A prasaMge "bAnA dho" A vastu barAbara na jacI heya te pariNAma sAruM na Ave. ane A vastu jacavI e paNa jevI tevI vAta nathI, mATe ja je A vastunI rItasara prApti thaI jAya te beDe pAra. paNa tenI kiMmata Apazo te maLaze. tenI kiMmata bahu judI che, bahu moTI che. te ApavAnI zakti nahi Ave tyAM sudhI e vastu hAthamAM Avaze nahi. je je vAta ahIM kahevAmAM Ave che tene kharA svarUpamAM vicArajo ane dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke A mahApuruSe A lokanI ciMtA karatAM paralakanI ciMtA bahu kare che. A lokamAM AvI paDatA duHkhane zAMtithI bhega te jarUra bhaviSya majenuM che. A lekamAM yogya kAravAI kare te bhavanI paraMparA jarU2 kapAI jAya, dukha mAtra kapAI jAya. zrI jinezvaradeva, zrI gaNadharadeve, te puNyapuruSanI pATe AvelA AcAryo, temanI sAthe rahenArA upAdhyA ane

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paralokanI ciMtA [ 39 temanI sevA karanArA sAdhuonA aMtaramAM A ja vicAra rahele che ane e vicAra kalyANakArI che mATe e puNyAtmAo bIjAne paNa tevA vicAra ApavA prayatna karI rahela che. A uttama prayatna karanArA puNyapuruSe upara aruci na thAya, e kAraNe e pAMce paramatArakane ane temAMya sauthI prathama mUla upakArI zrI jinezvaradevane oLakhavAnA che. zrI gajasukumAlanA sasarAnA gussAnI hada eTalI badhI vadhI gayelI che ke te Aja ne Aja kAramI rItie prANa lenAra che te jANatAM chatAM bhagavAna AjJA Ape che. eka sukomaLI AtmAne jANI joIne AphatamAM mUke che, evuM upalakadaSTie jonArane lAge. kaSAyathI tapele sasare bahAranA agnithI saLagAvI bhayaMkara AphatamAM mUkavAnuM che, chatAM prabhu AjJA Ape che, e zAthI? kahevuM ja paDaze ke bhaviSyamAM bhaluM che ethI. AthI spaSTa che ke zrI jinezvaradevanA anuyAyIone, te tArakane mAnanArAone, A lokanA du:khanI ciMtA karatAM pahelekanI vizeSa kiMmata hoya che. tame paNa paisA zA mATe kamAo cho ? sukhane mATe paisA kamAtI vakhate Apatti svIkArone? hA. te pachI e sahelAIthI samajAya tema che ke tamArI AMkhe ahIM pahoMce tethI tame ahIM rame ane mahApuruSanI lAMbI daSTi tethI te tArake paralakane jue. zrI jinezvaradevee kaheluM te zAne mATe ? bhaviSyamAM sukhI thAo te mATe. bhaviSyanA sukha mATe vartamAnamAM takalIpha paNa thAya, duHkha paNa thAya, gamatuM hoya te mUkavuM paNa paDe. cembu dIvA jevuM dekhAya che ke jJAnI puruSee mukhyatayA eka ja ciMtA karI ke "jene manuSyabhava badhI sAmagrIe sahita maLe che tene paraleka kema sudharI jAya." ane e mATe ja manuSyapaNAne saphaLa karAvavA te tArakoe traNa kAryo yojayAM. e traNa kAryonI yejanA karIne e anaMta upakArIoe pharamAvyuM ke manuSyapaNuM saphaLa karavuM hoya to zAstrazravaNa, zAstrazraddhA ane zAstrAnusAra vartana karavuM joIe, ekaluM, te dhyeya vinAnuM

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40 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zravaNa nakAmuM. ekalI zraddhA Ave te DuM ghaNuM saphaLa, paNa zraddhA ane vartana baMne AvI jAya te saMpUrNa saphaLa. traNamAMthI eke na karIe te manuSyajIvana taddana niSphaLa ane e traNanI viruddhamAM vartAya te A anupama manuSyajIvana pArAvAra nukasAna karanAruM thAya. AthI vivekIonI pharaja che ke teoe A jIvana nukasAnakAraka na nIvaDe tenI kALajI rAkhI ane niSphaLa na jAya enI sAvacetI rAkhI A uttama jIvanane saphaLa banAvavA zaktine anurUpa prayatnamAM avirata masyA rahevuM joIe e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. astu.

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satya-asatyanA viveka devaguru pAse ApaNe mAgIe zu? anaMta upakArI mahApuruSone ApaNA A lAka karatAM ApaNA paraleAkanI ciMtA ghaNI che. e parama tArake A leAkanA sukhane jovA karatAM bhaviSyanA sukhane bhArapUrvaka jue che. ahInI gheADI jiMdagI mATe ahIMnA dekhItA sukhamAM leAbhAI e to jarUra ApaNuM bhaviSya bhayaMkara che. A jiMrdegImAM, ApaNA AtmAne vaLagelA ahitakara sayegA dUra na karIe, enAthI nila svarUpI AtmAne chUTo na pADIe te bhaviSyamAM ghaNI viSama vipattie sahevI ja paDaze. AtmAnuM anatajJAna, anatana, ana MtacAritra ane ana MtavIya e madhu Aje nakAmuM thayuM che. zAthI ? e AtmA upara jaDanA thara bAjhavA che, augalika bhAvAnA atyata AkramaNe enI e zakti drumAvI dIdhI che ethI. e saceAgAmAM tamAma pheraphAra na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnI zakti mAtra nAmanI ja rahevAnI. A mahApuruSAnI bhAvanA, ApaNune e jaDanA saMyogAthI bacAvI, ApaNA anaMta guNNAnA mAlika banAvavAnI che. emanI pAse mAgIe zu ? A leAkanAM sukha, saMpatti, sAhyabI, lADI, vADI, bAga, khagIcA, khagalA e madhu` maMgAya ? e mahAtmA tA kahe che ke A sapatti, A sukha, e paNa eka rItie AtmAne dAkhe che, AtmasvarUpane vadhu AcchAdita kare che. AtmA emAM ne emAM dakhAye rahe te ene sAcI zAMti koI kALe na maLe. tame je sAMbhaLavA mAMgeA che tenA kahenArane kharAkhara ALakhA. A badhu kahenAra koNa ? zramaNa bhagavAna

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42 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zrI mahAvIradeva, ke jemanA zAsanamAM ApaNe badhA chIe. emanI pAse, emanI gerahAjarImAM emanA pratinidhi samA, emanI AjJAmAM ja rahenArA ane emanI AjJAnA ja pracAraka pUjya AcArya, upAdhyAya tathA sAdhu pAse zuM mAgIe ? e mATe emane ApaNe oLakhavA ja paDaze. oLakhyA vinA sevA vAstavika rIte phaLe nahui. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva kevA ? e ApaNI svAthI pUjA, bhaktithI satASa pAmI, ApI de evA deva nathI. e vItarAga deva bhaktonI bhaktithI prasanna thatA nathI, ane duzmaneAnI niMdAthI nArAja thatA nathI, mATe ja ApaNe emane vItarAga mAnIe chIe. emanA svarUpane pIchANAya teA ja sAcA lAbha maLe, nahi teA karelI kAravAI vAstavika rIte phaLe nahi. zrI vItarAgadeva e eka arIsA che. emanA darzanathI ApaNA doSonu bhAna thAya che. bhAna thayA pachI dveSo tajavAnI pravRtti karIe tA ja emanI sevA phaLe, nahi teA nAmanI sevA. tame bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane kevI rIte oLakhA che ? zu te zrI siddhA rAjAnA putra hatA, zrI navinanA bhAI hatA, apAra riddhisiddhinA svAmI hatA eTalA ja mATe pUjo che ke te zrI arihaMMta hatA mATe pUjo che ? leAkeAne tame kaheA che ke amArA deva vItarAga ane guru nigraMtha. vA, vItarAgadeva ane nigraMtha guru tamane Ape zuM ? deva paNa mUkIne nIkaLelA ane guru paNa mukIne nIkaLelA. bhagavAna zrImahAvIradevane paNa ghara nahi ane emanI AjJAmAM vicaratA sAdhuene paNa ghara nahi. je vastu e mahApuruSAe tajI, tyAjya tarIke jAhera karI, temanI pAse te ja vastunI mAgaNI karavI e buddhimattA ke mUrkhatA ? koI pAse vAta karaze te ce te tamArI mazkarI karaze; paNa tame akAmanI lAlasAmAM eTalA badhA cakacUra banyA che ke sAcI vastu vicAravA tamArI pAse hRdaya nathI, zakti nathI. kAma vagara te cAle ? enI kahyA vinA chUTako nathI. jo vaLI nA A padArthAM " keTalAko kahe che ke ' atha kahe che. ' paNa vastusthiti tame nahi mUko tA Akhare

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satya-asatyane viveka | [ 43 tamAre game te rIte paNa e padArtho mUkavAnA ja che. e padArthomAM ATaluM mamatva? je e padArtho sAthe ja rahetA hatA, te tenA upara tame marI phITata te ye vAjabI hatuM. je aNIne samaye paNa kAma na Ave, e badhA padArtho vidyamAna chatAM, DhagalAbaMdha chatAM, Akhare zaraNa te bIjAnuM ja levuM paDe te pachI enI ATalI badhI lAlasA zA mATe ? tame enI lAlasAmAM eTalA badhA lIna banyA che ke bIjI vAta saMbhaLAya paNa nahi, e kamanasIbI nahi te bIjuM zuM? badhAne sukha game che, du:kha keIne gamatuM nathI. covIse kalAka jhaMkhanA sukhanI ane mahenata paNa sukha mATe, chatAM kaI kahI zakaze ke huM saMpUrNa sukhI chuM ? jarUra kAMIne kAMI duHkha te heya ja che. paisA maLyA pachI, nahetA meLavyA te vakhatathI, kayI guNI takalIpha vadhe che, chatAM e jaNAtI nathI, kAraNa ke emAM magnatA ghaNI che; mATe duHkha e duHkha lAgatuM nathI. duHkhamAMye jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevI sukhanI kalpanA che. e sthitimAM bIjI vastu kevaLa aparicita, taddana navI lAge che. mATe sAMbhaLavI gamatI nathI. je gamatI hatI te te sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda thAta. satya ane asatyane viveka thayA vinA A sAMbhaLavAmAM AnaMda the saMbhavita nathI. mATe ja kahuM chuM ke satya ane asatyane viveka karavA mATe taiyAra thAo. sAMbhaLe nahi, vicAre nahi ane vartana mATe taiyArI na kare te sAcA mArganI prApti kyAMthI thAya? na ja thAya. e ja hetuthI sAMbhaLe, vicAre ane yathAzakti vartana mATe utsuka bane. anaMta dayALu jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA mATe prathama zAstranuM zravaNa kare, zraddhA keLave ane tadanusAra vartavAnI taiyArI kare. have sAMbhaLavAnI daSTie saMbhaLAya che te zraddhA vadhe ya kharI ane yogya pravRtti paNa thAya; paNa je sAMbhaLavAmAM koI judo ja IrAdo hoya te lAbha zI rItie thAya ? na thAya. sayyadaSTi AtmA ke heya e samaje eTale ApoApa samajAze ke sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa kathA IrAde hoya ?

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44 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 samyagRSTi AtmA ke hoya te saMbaMdhe eka mahApuruSa gujarAtI bhASAmAM jaNAve che ke - samakita dRSTi jIvaDe, kare kuTuMba prAMta pAla; aMtaragata nyAro rahe, jema dhAva khelAvata bAla." cAle tyAM sudhI te samyagadaSTi saMsAramAM na ja rahe. na chUTake rahe che te paNa cokasAIthI, eTale ke nyAro rahe. jema musAphara bhayaMkara aTavImAM kyAre jAya ? bIje raste na maLe tyAre. aTavImAMthI jIvatA nIkaLyA te bhAgyavAna ema samajanAre, hajAre kaSTa veThe paNa tyAM na jAya. na chUTake jAya te khUba sAvadhAnatAthI, cotarapha jete jete ane bhAgavAne mArga khulle rAkhIne ja jAya. tema tame A saMsArathI bacavAno mArga khulle rAkhIne rahyA che ke saMsAramAM lina ja thaI gayA che? samyagRSTinI mAphaka saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che mATe rahyA che? je rahevuM paDe che te mATe rahyA ho te ahIM rahIne saMsArane majabUta kare che ke DhIle? saMsAra vadhAre che ke ghaTADave che? ane vAsanAo paNa vadhAravAnI ke ghaTADavAnI? Ane rItasara uttara apAve muzkela che. svataMtratA ke svachaMdatA ? meM te UlaTuM sAMbhaLyuM che ane te e ke "AjanA keTalAka loko ema kahe che ke sAdhuo have jema tyAga mATe vadhu kahe tema tema ame vadhu ne vadhu dUra khasavAnA." paNa tame game tema karo temAM amAruM zuM javAnuM? amane zI hAni che ? tame dharma amArA mATe karatA ho te na karaje. tamane ema lAge ke AnA vinA duHkhane aMta nathI, Atmazreya nathI ane sattara vakhate icchA thAya te ja karajo. Agama sAMbhaLIne AtmA kamaLa bane ke kaThora? tame badhA svataMtra cho ? svAmI che ke gulAma? zarIra upara, indra upara, vicAre upara ane bhAvanAo upara tamArI mAlikI nahi heya te tame svataMtra kevI rIte ? maMdiramAM mana na caDe, nayane na

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satya-asatyane viveka [ 45 kare ane kaI ramaNIne joI AMkhe caeNTI jAya, A svataMtratA che ke gulAmI che? zarIra tamAruM ke tame zarIranA ? Ikti tamArI ke tame IndriyonA ? mane tamAruM ke tame tenA ? mahAnubhAve ! tame badhA svataMtratAvAdI che te jarA to bole ! tame svataMtra ane vaLI kevA? vIsamI sadImAM vIjaLIvege AgaLa vadhatA, paMjAba melanI jhaDape doDatA; paNa je je bhaTakAI na paDe. hADakAM na bhAMge. chatI AMkhe AMdhaLA na banatA. tame kenI konI gulAmI karI rahyA che ? jyAM jyAM tamArI sattA che tyAM te calAvatAM zIkhe ? tame AtmAnI anaMtazakti upara pANI pheravyuM. svAda khAtara, rUparaMga khAtara, suvAsa khAtara, pApane, prapa ane anyAyane, ke anItine bhaya na dharyo. mananI e ja khAtara tame zAhukArI vecI, pratiSThA para pANI pheravyuM, jainatva para kUcaDe pheralUkhA re Tale peTa bharAya ke nahi? anI. tithI ghImAM jhaboLelI roTalI sArI ema tamane kaI buddhinA mege lAgyA kare che? hiMsA ane mRSAnA sevanathI maLelI me jamajAmAM majA che, ema mAnA che? keTalAka kahe che "A jamAno ahiM. sAne nathI, satyane nathI, ame pApabApa nahi gaNIe. ahIM pApa, tahIM pApa, pApa pApa karI nirbaLa banAvyo." vAha buddhimattA ! paNa jJAnI jene pApa kahe te tamane na jace ane ethI gusse Ave te AtmAne uddhAra kema thAya ? sAco udaya kayI rIte thAya? sukha kayI jhADImAMthI maLe? bhAgyavAna ! mAga sIdho zodha, AtmahitanAM sAdhano ucca keTinAM nAha , pApavAsanAo nahi ghaTADe, viSaya kaSAyo nahi ochI kare, haiyu papakArathI tarabaLa nahi banAve, ane anyAya-anItithI pAchA nahi haThe to mAthuM pheDIne marI javA chatAM sukha tamArI sAthe nahIM jue kadAca koI pUrvanuM puNyadaye sukha maLaze te e pApanubaMdhI puNyanA pratApe maLelA sukhathI pariNAme bhaviSyamAM duHkhanI sagaDImAM saLagyA karaze. maracuM-mIThuM kharIdavAnI ane jhaverAta kharIdavAnI buddhimAM bheda khare ke? dharma kharIdavAmAM buddhinI jarUra kharI ke nahi? metI ane pannAnI parIkSA

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46 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mATe keTale abhyAsa karyo ane dharmanI parIkSA mATe keTale abhyAsa karyo? "jIva, ajIva, puSya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, baMdha ane mokSa, A tane jANavA keTaluM karyuM? nizALe jyAre zIkhavA jAo tyAre mAstara kahe ekaDo Ama ghUMTAya tyAre tame nA kahe? tamAre phAve tema ghUMTa agara ene bagaDe kahe? nahi ja. ema kahe te thappaDa mAre. reTalA mATenI cheDIghaNI vidyA mATe ATalI badhI niyamitatA ane AjJAMkitapaNuM? tyAM tamArI marajI mujaba varte te tamane rajA Ape, daMDa kare, DIsamIsa kare ane e zere mAre ke bIjI nizALe kyAMya paNa dAkhala paNa na kare. ane e mujaba vartana vAthI Aje banyA kevA? mAstarane paNa bhaNAve tevA. ahIM Agamana vAtemAM AMkha kADhI pUche, "basa, Ane uttara Ape." guru kahe ke bhAgyazALI ! dhImA paDe, jarA ThaMDA paDe. le, A vAMcI jAva." paNa te kahe ke "nA e badhuM kAMI nahi. ame mahAvicakSaNa chIe." vakIlAta AdinA abhyAsane baLe karelA take kyAM sudhI ? vastune sAcA svarUpe samajavAnI vRtti vinA karelA taraMgI take te taryo che. svataMtravAdanA jamAnAmAM viharatA buddhinA nidhAne kema vicAratA nathI ke ame kyAM svataMtra chIe? gharamAM, kuTuMbamAM, bajA2mAM, rAjyamAM, zeThane tyAM - kaI paNa sthaLe tame svataMtra che? nahi jo tamane IcchA zenI thAya che? salAma levAnI ke bharavAnI ? besavAnI ke tyAM besanAra pAse UbhA rahevAnI? chatAM karavuM zuM paDe che? tamArI A svataMtratA cAle kyAM ? mAtra Agama pAse. Agama e hambaka ? ame ene nahIM mAnavAnA - marajImAM Ave eTaluM mAnIe, bAkInuM pheMkI daIe." AvuM badhuM ahIM ja bolavAnA ema ne? tamAre mana deva, guru ane dharma e badhA bicArA, emane ? raMga che bahAdure tamane ! tame badhA deva, guru, dharmane mATe arajI Ave tema - phAve - tema bole, la, va, tenI ciMtA ja nahi, ema? AhA ! A keTalI tamArI bhayaMkara dazA che ! tame deva, guru ane zAsanuM jeTaluM

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satya-asatyane viveka ' [ 47 apamAna kare che teTaluM apamAna keI sattAdhIzanuM kare te tamane bhAre paDI jAya zAstrane khoTuM kaho cho, paNa jarA kaI vepArInA copaDAne beTe kahI juo - khabara paDe. je tAraka che evA deva, gurune zAstra sAme ceDAM kADhavAM, jarAye vANI para aMkuza nahi rAkho, zAstra kahe che ke - AvuM mAnavajIvana e mAnavarUpe pazu jIvanathI paNa vadhu bhayaMkara che. jyAM sudhI viSayavilAsanI lAlasAe teDaze nahi, AtmAmAM bharAI rahelI beTI mAnyatAone nAza karazo nahi, arthakAmamAM ja rAcI-mAcI raheze ne te mATe anyAya, anIti, prapaMca, pApa, hiMsA, A badhu karatAM kaMpaze nahi, tyAM sudhI zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmane mATe tame nAlAyaka che. duHkha lAge te bhale lAge. A badhuM tamArAmAM na hoya te huM rAjI thAuM, paNa huM joI rahyo chuM ke tamane pApane bhaya nathI. tamArAthI pApane tyAga na bane te tame pApanA tajanArane mAtra hAtha joDo paNa pApane sAruM na mAne. sAdhama bhakti zIkha : sabhAmAMthI "AjanA sAdhuone zrAvakonI ciMtA nathI." Ama kahevuM khare ja ajJAnatA che. zrAvakonA zrAvakapaNAnI ciMtA sAdhuone na hoya e vAta ja azakya che. zrAvako eTale zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI pUjA karanArA, vratadhArI, dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanA ArAdhanArA, yAvat prabhu zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAmAM vartanArA heya. te vadhe emAM ame nArAja? dharmane ja sarvasva samajanArA zrAvako badhA khalAsa thaI jAya ne navA na thAya te ThIka, e amArI IcchA? muMbaImAM ke anyatra eka dharmane ja upAdeya mAnanArA zrAvaka vadhe te amane vadhe? ame evA zrAvakone ghaTADanArA ane tame badhA khAIne peTa upara hAtha pheravanArA te evA zrAvakone vadhAranArA ema? khAvA-pIvAmAMthI, raMgarAgamAMthI ane anIti AdimAMthI UMcA Ave nahi, evA tame, zrAvakone vadhAranArA sAce ja prabhumArgane upAsaka evA suzrAvakone tame vadhAravA je IcchatA ho te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame pitAnI pAse ja besADI dararoja eka sAdhamIne

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48 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 paNa pUrI bhaktithI jamADavAnuM kadI lakSamAM lIdhuM che ? nahi ja, kAraNa ke AvuM tamArA lakSyamAM AvatuM ja nathI. tame tamArA mojazekha tarapha najara karo. bUTa, mejA, meMmAM pAnanA DUcA, sigAreTanA dhumADA, nATaka, sinemA, A badhAmAMthI uMcA Ave tyAre sAdhamI yAda Avene? pUrvanA zrImaMte jyAre zrI jinezvaradevanA darzana mATe maMdire javA nIkaLatA, te samaye saMkhyAbaMdha yAcako premabharyA hadayathI biradAvalI belatA bolatA te puNyAtmAonI rAha jotA ane te puNyAtmAothI te saMtoSAtA. A kAravAIthI dharmanI khUba anumodanA thatI. maMdirathI pAchA Ave tyAre paNa dharmanI prazaMsA ja thAya. Aja te zrImaMtenI meTaranI AgaLa bhe-bhe ane pAchaLanI gaMdha te evI nIkaLe ke je te vAraMvAra phephasAmAM jAya che tenAthI dhIme dhIme kSaya thAya. e meTaranI jhaDapa eTalI badhI ke akasmAtanI, koIne pIlAvAnI-kacarAvAnI paravA nahi. dhanAdanA madanI pAchaLa haiyA vagaranA banelAone bhAna nathI ke AyuSya kSaNabhaMgura che. pApa vanithI ja bharelA kAnane aMta vakhate navakAra paNa asara nahi kare mATe jIvananI chellI ghaDI Ave te pahelAM samaje. arthakAmamAM joDanAre tamArA upakArI nathI. bImArane paththa bhAve che, tema saMsAranA regathI pIDAtA AtmAone arthakAma majAnA lAge che. huM kahuM chuM ke bhale mArI vAta tamane kaDavI lAge, paNa jo huM sAce ciki. tsaka heuM ne tamArI nADI mArA hAthamAM AvI hoya, te tamArA rega dUra karavAne mAre tamane kaDavAmAM kaDavA ukALA, tamane na game te paNa, pAvA joIe. pachI e pItAM bhale tamArA mAthAnA vALa paNa ukhaDI jAya tenI paravA nahi. huM e ukheDavA mAguM chuM. jema mA pitAnA putrane parANe, meTuM khelI, velaNa ghAlI, chAtI upara paga mUkI auSadha pAya, tema huM paNa, tamane kaDavA ukALA pAIza. artha kAmane kahenArA mIThA lAgaze, paNa emAM lapaTAyelAnuM bhaviSya ekAMte dukhamaya che. mArI IcchA tamAruM bhaviSya sudhAravAnI che. pazya pALavAnuM kahenAra vaidya gunegAra nathI ja. A jiMdagImAM dharmane

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satya-asatyane viveka [ 49 evI rIte ArAdhA, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAnusAra evI rItie vAM ke bhaviSyamAM tamArA AtmA anaMta sukhane pAme. A samaye jJAnIoe kahelA dharmAMnA rahasyane samajI rAja eka sAdhI ne jamADayA sivAya jamuM nahi, evI pratijJA tame badhA kareA te eka paNa sAdhamI duHkhI rahe kharA ? sabhAmAMthI prazna H evA vicAra zAnA cege Ave ? - javAba : e vicAra puNyAnubandhI puNyadaye paNa Ave, gurunA sasathI - upadezathI paNa Ave ane laghukamI paNAthI paNa Ave ema aneka rItie Ave; paNa lAvavAnI icchA joIe. zrI nayasAra laghukamI hatA, mATe teone bhayaMkara aTavImAM bhUkhanI avasthAmAM paNa atithine Ine jamavAnA sadvicAra ANye. caiAgya AtmAne zAstrAnusArI sadguruenA upadezathI paNa e bhAvanA Ave, paNa e bhAvanAnA amala mATe kRpaNutAne choDavI paDaze. hIrA, pannA, thelI, ghara, bajAra, piravAra, A badhAnI lInatAmAM tamane sAdhamI sAMbhare tyAMthI ? yAda rAkheA, sAdhamI dayApAtra nathI paNa pUjya che. ene garIbaDA na mAtA, enuM apamAna na karo, ane hAtha joDA, enAM caraNA dhAI pANI pIo. ene dInahIna mAnI enI AzAtanA karazeA nahi ene bheTa, chAtI sAthe lagAvA ane kaheA ke, bhAI! tArA sukhe ame sukhI ane tArA duHkhe ame duHkhI, aneka prakAranA mAjazekhamAM thatA lakSmIyane saMkocI sAdhamInI bhakti kare, paNa upekSA na karo. sAdhI nI upekSA e bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI upekSA che. sAdhasIne tiraskAra e eka rIte bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevatA tiraskAra che, ane sAdhInI sevAnA tyAga e eka rIte bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI sevAne tyAga che. tamArA sAdhI bandhune tame haiyAne hAra banAvA. tamAro tAraka manAvA, sAdhamIte tamAre kahe. vAnuM ke tuM ane huM sAcA bhAI! tArA ne mArA pitA eka bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva ! ApaNA bannenuM sAdhya eka mukti ane tenI sAdhanA jI. sA. 4

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50 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana mATe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve prakAzelA mokSamArgane ApaNe baMnee sAthe rahI upAsavAno ane pracAravAne. zrI jinapUjA, sAmAyikAdi anuSThAne ApaNe aharniza sAthe karavAnAMA vagara bIju kazuM ja kahezo nahi. bIje badale ke sevA mAgazo nahi. tAraka kSetro : sAte kSetra tAraka che : 1, zrI jinamUrti, 2. zrI jinamaMdira, 3. zrI jinAgama, A traNene mAne, saMve, pUje, ArAdhe te 4. sAdhu, 5. sAdhvI, 6, zrAvaka ane 7. zrAvikA prathamanA traNane na mAne, na seve, na pUje, na ArAdhe, te na sAdhu, na sAdhvI, na zrAvaka, na zrAvikA. zrI jinavijayajI mahArAja kahe che ke atyAre jina nathI, kevaLI nathI, ane e ja kAraNe paMcamakALa e phaNadhara samAna che, paNa e paMcamakALarUpa phaNIdharanuM jhera nivAravA mATe maNisamAna, phakta zrI jinAgama ane zrI jinabiMba che. zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinagamanI mahattAne samajanAra sAdhu, sAdhvI ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAnA samudAye potAnA sAdhu-sAdhvI tarIkenA jIvanane ane zrAvakazrAvikA tarIkenA jIvanane akhaMDitapaNe jIvavA mATe e traNe sarvottama puNyakSetrone kacI rItie sevyAM che e jANe che ? e ArAdhya na heta to tame ane ame A rItanA tyAMthI heta ? e traNanA AdhAre ja bAkInA cAya che. tamAre sAco sAdhamI zrAvaka paNa te ja che ke je uparanAM traNe puNyakSetranI prabhu-AjJA mujaba sevA karate heya sevA na banI zakatI hoya te paNa te sevAnI bhAvanAne te akhaMDitapaNe sevato ja hoya. eja kAraNe e paNa tamAruM tAraka kSetra che. ethI ja tamAre kaI paNa jAtanA badalAnI AzA vinA, sAdhamIne pitAne pUjya mAnI, tenI premapUrvaka bhakti karavAnI che. kahevAtA adhamanI sAme majabUta bane : - tamAre kaI sAthe sAthI, sAco mitra agara sAce snehI hoya te te sAdhamI che. Aje te tamAro jIgarajAna dosta ke mitra e koNa? nATaka sinemA sAthe jue te, cAha sAthe pIe te ane

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satya-asatyane viveka pa1 | sigAreTanA dhumADA sAthe kADhe che. jyAM bhakSyAbhaDhyane viveka nathI ane jyAM kaze ja niyama nathI evI hoTalamAM tamane khANuM pINuM game che kema? cAra mitro haTalamAM cAhapaNuM pItA heya ne pAMcame AvI ema kahe ke, ahIM zuM beThA che, cAle jarA upAzraye. tyAre pelA cAra kaheze ke, tyAM kAMI nathI. e vakhate pele pAMcame je majabUta heya te kahe ke, ApaNA kuLane, jAtine, dharmanA niyamone agya evA cAhapaNuM Adi A sthale, A samaye, rAtre, letAM tamane zarama nathI AvatI? tamAre phAve tema kare, huM te nahi lauM; te jarUra pelA cAranA hRdayamAM paNa bhAMjagaDa cAlaze. paNa A te pAMcameye pila. pelA cArane samajAvI na zake, upAzraye lAvI na zake, paNa pite pitAnuM TakAve te e ThIka, paNa e te vicAre ke, huM nA kahIza te mane bhagataDe kaheze, huM ataDe paDIza, eTale e paNa emAM bhaLe. bAkI khAtarIthI kahuM chuM ke e pile na hoya te jarUra pilA cArane enI pAchaLa ghasaDAvuM paDe ane kadAca ghasaDAya nahi te paNa je eka asara thavI zakAya che te te thAya ja. evI ja rIte bajAramAM DA dhamIo majabUta heya te paNa anekane AkarSI zake. pacIsa mANasanA gharamAM eka dhamI heya te badhAne ThekANe lAvI zake. aMdhamI nA ghoMghATathI dhamIe kadI paNa gabharAvuM nahi. adhamI nI sAme majabUta ane virodhI sAme sthira banaze te jarUra tame zelezo. patharAnA DhagalAmAM eka paNa hIre jhaLake che. zrImaMtanI tathA kaMgAlanI tamAmanI AMkho tyAM kheMcAya che. jema patharA bhege pahele hIre paNa potAnI jAtane prakAzita rAkhI zake che, tema adhamI sAthe rahevAne prasaMga Ave ane pitAnI jAtane jevI ne tevI rAkhI zake te tame sAcA jaina. tevAmAM bhaLI jAo eTalu ja nahi paNa pitAnI jAtane, sAthe sAthe potAnA guruone ane Agane niMdavAnA kAmamAM sahAyaka banI jAo te bAhoza nahi paNa behoza, DAhyA nahi paNa dIvAnA ja gaNAo, e taddana zaMkA vinAnI vAta che. A vAta dhyAnamAM laI zANuM bane ane jIvanane saphaLa karavA mATe sajaja thAo e ja eka abhilASA

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dharmanA upAsaka bane. vartana karavA mATenA upara zraddhA thAya teTaluM upaga pitAnuM zuM ane pArakuM zuM tene viveka kare ? anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramaSi pharamAve che ke manuSyabhavanI prApti saphaLa karavI hoya te zAstranuM zravaNa karI, tenA upara zraddhALu banI, e zraddhAne anusaratuM vartana karavA mATe jeTaluM vIrya potAnAmAM hoya teTaluM upagamAM levuM e jarUrI che. e traNa vastuonuM sevana nahi thAya te maLelI uttamamAM uttama sAmagrIo niSphaLa thaze, ane pariNAme pastAvuM paDaze. mATe pastAvAne samaya na Ave enI sAva cetI atyArathI levAmAM Ave e jarUrI che. jIvananA aMtima samaye badhA vicAre saphaLa nahi thaI zake. paNa A badhuM kyAre ? manuSyabhavanI kiMmata samajAya tyAre! jJAnI puruSe jenI prasaMzA kare temAM kAMI guhya kAraNa hoya ja. manuSyajIvana pAmyA vinA hajI sudhI kaI paNa AtmA muktinA anaMta sukhane bhAgIdAra thayo nathI, thato nathI ane thavAne paNa nathI. je manuSyapaNuthI muktinuM anaMta sukha meLavI zakAya te manuSyapaNuM pAmIne meLavavA jevuM na meLavIe ane ulaTe raste prayANa karIe te pAmyA pachI karavAnuM na karIe te? tamane ema lAge che ke zAstra kahe che te karyA vinA mAnavajIvana saphaLa thAya? tame je karI rahyA che tenAthI saphaLa thaze ema paNa mAne che ? jyAre tamane A badhI vAtane barAbara niradhAra thaI jaze, tyAra pachI A badhI vastuo tamane rucaze. pachI bahu kahevAnI jarUra nahi rahe. kahevata che ke "zANAne zikhAmaNa sAnamAM sAnamAM IzArAmAM koNa samaje? zANuM. mATe pahelAM zANu bane, vicAraka bane ane

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dharmanA upAsaka bane vastunA parIkSaka bane. pachI A badhI mahenata lekhe lAgaze. zA manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA bIjAmAM batAve ane tame bIjAmAM mAne tyAM zuM thAya? "saMsAranI saghaLI vastuo maLavA chatAM mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA nathI," ema tamAruM hRdaya sAkSI pUre che? na pUratuM hoya te samaje ke "dharma ane duniyA" e be pratipakSI vastuo che. e bene meLa nathI kAraNa ke eka AtmAne lAbhadAyI che ane bIjI nathI. jyAM sudhI AtmA AtmasvarUpane ane bAhya na pichAne tyAM sudhI pitAnI vastunuM rakSaNa karI zakaze nahi. e nathI pichAnatA mATe ja hajI sudhI tame ane ame eka dhyeyavALA banI zaktA nathI. jene ame pitAnuM mAnIe chIe tene tamAre paNa pitAnuM mAnavuM joIe. jene ame pArakuM mAnIe chIe tene tamAre paNuM pArakuM mAnavuM joIe. A rIte sva ane parane vibhAga karyA vinA, pitAnI varatu potAnI tarIke oLakhyA vinA, je vastu jJAnIo kahe che, tenA tarapha AmA nizcala daSTivALo banavAne ja nathI. AcAryAdinuM kartavya zuM ? sabhAmAMthI eka bhAIe pUchyuM ke "AcAryo samAjavyavasthA ane varNavyavasthA sudhAravA prayatna kema karatA nathI?" savAla : samAjavyavasthA eTale zuM ? sabhAmAMthI javAba : "duniyAne vyavahAra, khAvApIvAne, ghara bAMdhavAne, saMsAra calAvavAne vigere." savAla : huM ema pUchuM chuM ke "AcAryo enI ciMtA na rAkhe te e vyavahAra cAle ke tUTI jAya?" javAba : "AcAryo duniyAnA vyavahAranI ciMtA na rAkhe te te cAle te khare paNa nabaLI rIte cAle." savAla : "tenuM kAraNa?" javAba : "lekone dAnAdika vyavahAranI samajaNa nathI mATe.' savAla : "dAnane duniyAne vyavahAra kahevo ke dharmane ?" javAba : "dharmano."

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54 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana- - basa tamArA ja uttarathI e vAta spaSTa thAya che ke "duniyAne vyavahAra te loko potAnI meLe ja calAve che ane dAna vagere mATe upadezanI jarUra che. samAjavyavasthA karavI eTale dAnAdi karAvavA te, nahi ke vyApArAdimAM samAjane je te paisA kamAvA, ghara baMdhAvavAM vagere cAle ja jAya che, paNa temAM anIti vagerenuM je sevana thAya che temAMthI bacI jAya te sAruM" e IcchAthI samAjavyavasthAmAM mahApuruSane hAtha hoya te eTale ja ke duniyAnA vyavahAramAM lokone anIti, labha vageremAMthI pAchA haThAvavA ane e IcchA paNa te ja saphaLa thAya ke lakSmI AdinI asAratA, tenI anityatA Adine samajAvavAmAM Ave. e ja kAraNe prAyaH hareka upadezanI zarUAtamAM jJAnI puruSoe saMsAranI asAratA jorazorathI samajAvI che ane je samyagadaSTi hoya te saMsAramAM na rame ema khullI rIte pharamAvyuM che. A duniyA anAdikALathI arthakAmamAM rAcelI che. te meLavavA eTale badhe prayatna kare che ke AtmAnuM bhAna bhUlI na karavAnuM kare che. A mahApuruSoe vicAryuM ke bane tema hoya te, egya hoya tene temAMthI khaseDavA, kAraNa ke emAM ja teonuM zreya che; paNa je loko ne khasI zake tevA hoya te paNa anIti AdithI bacI jAya te paNa sAruM, ke jethI koI paNa vakhate prabhumArganI prApti karI zake. e ja eka e upakArI mahApuruSonI abhilASA. kahe have varNAzramavyavasthA eTale zuM? A bhAI ema kahe che ke pahelAM badhA jaMgalI hatA, vAgha varU Adine bhaya hatuM. tethI keTalAke ghara bAMdhavAnuM, gaMdhavAnuM, vagere juduM juduM kAma karyuM, mATe te amAre TakAvI rAkhavuM." pUchuM chuM ke AvI vAta tame kyAMthI upADI lAvyA? khera, have te vAgha Adine bhaya nathIne?" A praznanA uttaramAM e ja Azaya pragaTa kare che ke have e bhaya nathI rahyo chatAM paNa e badhuM tamAre TakAvI rAkhavuM joIe. AthI A vAtamAM kaMI sAra jaNAtuM nathI. vaLI pAcho sabhAmAMthI

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dharmanA upAsaka bane 55 ] evI jatano avAja thayo ke "vAgha gayA, varU gayA, paNa have mazInagane AvI che." AmAM rAjadvArI prakSanI chAyA che. A vAtane eka bAju upara rAkhI eka TUMkI vAta samajI levI joIe. duniyAnA vyavahAranA hetu ane nidAna barAbara zodho. mazInagana kema AvI? jJAnIoe je eka nidAna zodhyuM che, te mAnya karIe te badhuM patI jAya. cikitsaka kevala bahAranA vyAdhi upara dhyAna nahi ApatAM nidAna tapAse. koTavAla, jela, phAMsInAM lAkaDAM, A badhI cIjo rAjyane ubhI karavI paDatI hoya tenuM nidAna zuM ? gharamAM tALAMkuMcI, kaMpAunDa, bhaiyA rAkhavA paDe che e badhAnuM kAraNa zuM ? jJAnIoe e barAbara tapAsyuM ane je mArga batAve te duniyA aMgIkAra kare te mazInaganenI, pAMjarAnI, pakaDanAranI ane rakSaNa karanAranI jarUra kadI nahi paDe. manuSya je manuSya banI jAya, manuSyapaNAne bhUlI na jAya, zuM karavuM yogya che tene nirNaya karI vartAvA mAMDe te badhI kharAbIo nAbUda thaI jAya. arthakAmanI lAlasAne cheDe. na chUTe te te khoTI che, te zAMti ApanArI nathI, cAlatuM nathI tethI ja tene svIkAra karavo paDe che, ane e mArI pAmatA che, mATe kadAca te meLavavA mATe prayatna kare paDe te karuM, paNa te prayatna karavA chatAM paNa te vastunI prApti na thAya te huM bhUkhyA peTe paDyo rahuM, sAdhanahIna dazA bhegavuM, paNa anIti Adine upAsaka te na ja banuM." A nirNaya je manuSyamAtra kare te UbhI karavAmAM AvelI badhI jela baMdha thaI jAya ane goThavavAmAM AvatI mazInagane svayameva UThI jAya. AvI uttama vyavasthA mahApuruSoe upadezI che. teo na te paDyA rAjadvArImAM ke na te paDyA duniyAdArImAM. je jAtinI vyavasthA teoe upadezI che te sivAya bIjanI jarUra che? nahi ja, kAraNa ke badhI ja uttama vyavasthAno samAveza emAM thaI jAya che ane e vyavasthAne amala karavAthI badhI ja upAdhionAM mULiyAM jemAM samAI jAya che tene nAza thaI jAya che. upakArIoe darzAvelI

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56 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 vyavasthAne jIvanamAM amala karavAthI vyavahAramAM paNa kevuM suMdara pariNAma Ave che e jovA mATe eka daSTAMta joIe. zrI zAlibhadrajI ane ratnakabaLa ! zrI zreNika mahArAjA magadha dezanA rAjA hatA. temanI rAjadhAnIrU5 rAjagRhImAM zrI zAlibhadra moTA zrImAna tarIke vasatA hatA. emanI zrImaMtAI AgaLa rAjAnI trAddhi paNa sAmAnya bhAsatI. kAraNa, zrI zAlibhadrane pitAdeva tuSTamAna hatA. rAja 99 peTI utaratI hatI. bhajana, vastro ane alaMkAre devatAI AvatA hatA. magadha dezanI ane temAM AvelI rAjagRhInI mahattA sAMbhaLI nepALa dezanA vepArIo savA lAkha savA lAkha senaiyAnI kiMmatanI 16 ratnakaMbaLa laIne rAjasabhAmAM vecavA gayA. game tevI ThaMDImAM paNa ratnakaMbaLa DhAMkavAmAM Ave te paththara jevAM karelAM ghI paNa pIgaLI jAya, grISmaRtumAM tapelAM ghI upara DhAMkavAmAM Ave te TharIne paththara jevuM thaI jAya ane comAsAmAM ne zaradI kare ke na garamI kare, AvI guNavALI ratnakaMbaLa melI thAya tyAre agnimAM nAkhe te zuddha thaIne bahAra Ave. AvI hatI te ratnakaMbaLa. rAjAe kahyuM, AvI rIte bhegamAM savA lAkha senaiyA kharacIe tenA karatAM prajAnA rakSaNamAM kharacIe te zuM khoTuM ? vepArIo sAMbhaLIne khinna thaI gayA ane bolyA ke "je mAla magadha dezanA mAlika na kharIde te bIju koNa kharIda kare ? nAhakane mahenata karIne ahIM sudhI AvyA. zrI zAlibhadranI mAtAe A vepArIone udAsapaNe pitAnA ghara AgaLathI jatA joyA. dAsIne bolAvavA mokalI. dAsIe, "mArI zeThANa bolAve che mATe tame Ave,ema kahyuM, enA uttaramAM vepArIoe kahyuM ke "je mAlanI kharIda rAjAe na karI te mAla tArI zeThANI kevI rIte kharIdaze?" AnI sAthe dAsIe kahyuM ke "mArAM zeThANI darzana karavA jevA che. vepArIo AvyA. zeThANIne joI khuzI thayAM. "zuM lAvyA che?" "ratnakaMbaLa." "keTalI

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dharmanA upAsaka bane 57 ] che?" "16." basa! 16 ja che? mAre te 32 joItI hatI. kAraNa ke mArA zAlibhadranI strIo 32 che." kimatImAM kiMmatI ratnakaMbaLa mATe batrIsane yAda karanAra zAlibhadranI mAtA pitAne kema bhUlI jAya che? emAM ja zrI jainazAsanane pAmelI mAtAnI mahattA che. e batrIza, e mAtAne kevI rIte pUjatI haze? sAmAnI pAse je , tamAre guNa joItA hoya te prathama tame guNavAna bane. jenA kuTuMba gRhasthAvAsamAM paNa A dazAmAM hatAM, kAraNa ke temane tyAM tyAganI che. uchaLatI hatI. hRdayamAM tevI bheganI pipAsA na hatI eTale vadhUo pratye paNa dIkarIo jeTale saddabhAva rahetuM. Aje vahu mATe ghI, dUdha tALAmAM hoya che. vahue paNa kahe che ke "sAsujI? yAda rAkhaje, hAthamAM Ave eTalI vAra che, nahi khavAya te DhaLI nAMkhIzuM." AjanI sAsu-vahu eTale koI jUdI ja vastu. A tamAre Ajane saMsAra. tame je saMsAranA sukhanuM varNana kare che te A ja ke bIjAM ? tame bahAdura che ke baMgalAmAM rahI zake che. tame evuM puNya karIne AvyA che ke saMsAramAM saDaDyA sivAya chUTako nathI. tamAre gusse, saMsArane tyAga karavAnuM kahe tenA upara. tamArI zAMti mananI mAnelI ane mUrkhAoe kabUla rAkhelI. khare ja ! duHkhanI vAta che. zrI zAlibhadrajInI mAtAnuM hRdaya keTaluM udAra haze? jaina kuTuMbamAM rahelAM mAbApa kevo hoya ? Aje e bumarANa thaI rahI che ke "dIkarAoe mA-bApanI AjJA mAnavI joIe," ema zAstra kahyuM che, paNa huM pUchuM chuM ke "mAbApa kevAM hovAM joIe" e zAstramAM joyuM che ? kahe bhAgyazALI ! AjJA zA mATe mAnavI? zrI jinezvaradeve AjJA mAnavAnuM (laghue vaDIlanI AjJAmAM rahevuM) e pharamAna karyuM ene hetu zo e vicAryuM che? jema tame kahe che ke bALakoe mA bApanI, nAnAoe meTAnI AjJA mAnavI, tema zAstro paNa kahe che, kAraNa ke bALakamAM pitAnuM hitAhita jevAnI tAkAta nathI mATe hitAhita jevAnI tAkAtavALA vaDIlanI AjJA mAnavI joIe; paNa upakAranA badalAnI khAtara game tevI ayogya AjJA paNa mAnavI, evuM ja

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58 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 kabUla rAkhIe te teA julama ja thaI jAya. koI upakArI khApa peAtAnA putrane AjJA kare ke 'tuM cArI kara 'tA ' putre cArI karavI ? ' AjJA sArI che ke khATI e jovI ke nahi ? sabhAmAMthI avAja thayA ke jarUra jovI. ayeAgya AjJA te * manAya ja kema? 4 have kaheA ke mA-bApa te ke je dIkarAne khATI AjJA kare ja hi. cAle AgaLa. zrI zAlibhadrajInI mAtA kahe che ke seALanA 32 TukaDA karo ne pachI mane ApeA,' pelA vepArI vicAra kare che ke TukaDA tA karIe paNa 16nI ki Mmata kayAM ? jarA za Mkita thayA. zeThANI samajI gayAM, nAkarane jhaTa hukama karyAM. thelIe AgaLa dharI. TukaDA thaI gayA. mAtAe peAtAnI khatrIse putravadhUone eka eka TukaDA apaNu karyAM ane teNIe snAna karI karI te TukaDA dvArA zarIrane sApha karI te TukaDA khALamAM pheMkI dIdhA. A tarapha rANIne khakhara maLyA ke mahArAjAe eka paNa ratnakakhaLa kharIda karI nahi. rANIe Agraha karyo ke eka ratnaka khaLa te rAjyanA bhaMDAramAM hAvI joI e. rAjAe vepArI pAse mANasane mUlya ApI meAkalyA. vepArIoe mahumAnapUrvaka badhI hakIkata kahI. rAjA vismaya pAmyA ane vicAryuM ke kevA zrImata haze ? savA lAkha ApI eka ratnaka bala zAlibhadrane tyAMthI maMgAvavA rAjAe mANusa mekalyA. mAtA bahumAnapUrvaka uttara Ape che ke 'bhAI, mahArAjAne ema kaheje ke ratnaka khala te zu? madhu e Apanu ja che. ame paNa badhAM ApanAM chIe. ratnakakhala hAya te pazu ki Mmata lai ne ApavAnI na hAya. pazu lAcAra ke seALenA TukaDA thaI gayA ane te khALamAM pheMkAI gayA. jUnI ghaNI che paNa sevakAe ADhelI heAvAthI svAmIne na ApI zakAya.' rAjA ane prajA e ubhayanu mAnasa joyuM ? zrI zreNika mahArAjAnA kAne nAkare uparanI vAta nAkhI. rAjA vicAre che A te kevA zrImAn ! enI sAhyakhI keTalI hAvI joIe ? jarUra mAre ene eka vAra

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dharmanA upAsaka bane 58 ] je joIe. A pramANe vicArI rAjA potAnA maMtrIzvara zrI abhayakumArane kahe che ke "khabara Ape ke zrI zAlibhadra rAjasabhAmAM Ave." mAtA kahe che ke "AjJA mAthA upara. paNa mAre zAlibhadra saMsAranA vyavahArathI ajJAta che. mahArAjA pite ja mArA gharane pAvana kare." mahArAjA paNa te vAta mAnya rAkhe che. rAjAe samyagUdaSTi ane zAlibhadranI mAtA paNa samyagudaSTi. bannenI nIti rIti joI? A dazAmAM prajAne ArtanAda paNa nathI karavA paDatA ane rAjAne mazInagananI paNa jarUra nathI paDatI. bannenA vicAramAM ane bhASAmAM keTalI saumyatA ane suMdaratA jhaLakI rahI che, ene khUba vicAre. A badhA pratApa zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsananI rasikatAno che. arthakAmanI lAlasA e eka bhayaMkara vastu che. e lAlasAnA kSetre te Aje evA vaktA nIkaLyA che ke eka veNa bele ne sAmAnA kALajAmAM heLI saLage. sAMbhaLanAra paNa evA che ke satyane baMdUke mAre. vadhatI jatI arthakAmanI lAlasAone piSavAnI IcchAne AdhIna thaI pApane paNa nahi juo te je durdazA thaI rahI che tethI kaMI guNI adhika thaze; mATe bhAgyavAne ! duniyAnA padArthonI AsaktirUpI agni saLagI rahela che tene vairAgyarUpa jaLathI zAMta kare. "name arihaMtANuM nI navakAravALI kema gaNavI ? zA mATe gaNavI ? te te tame badhA bhUlI gayA. mATe eka navakAravALA evI ja gaNe ke "duniyAnA padArthone mAre eka divasa cheDyA vinA chUTako nathI mATe hamaNAM ja chUTe te sAru A paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA ja che eTale enA smaraNathI tamAre AtmA divase divase pavitra bane. dIkSAthI tame nakAmA bhaDake che. huM kahuM chuM ke tene lIdhA vinA tamAre nahi paNa koIne ya chUTako nathI. tamArA tArake lIdhuM te tamAre levuM ja paDaze. tene hRdayathI name. hRdayane namaskAra saMsAramAM paNa sukharUpa nIvaDaze. vairAgyabhAvavALA AtmAne saMsAra paNa duHkharUpa nIvaDatuM nathI.

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60 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana..1 pApane Dara rAkhe : - jJAnInA kahevA pramANe mArgAnusArI paNAne pahele guNa nyAya saMpanna vibhava che. paisA vinA cAle, mamatA chUTI jAya te ahebhAgya. mamatA na chUTe, AtmA teTalo zUravIra na bane, te paNa anIti, asatya, devALiyApaNuM, e badhuM mAre svane paNa khape nahi." A bhAvanAnI khIlavaTa thAya te mazInagane nakAmI banI jAya. mazInaganene jIvatI rAkhanArA saMsAra rasiko ja che. kALA AdamI dhoLAmAM khapavAno daMbha kare. tyAM na joItI upAdhio ubhI thAya e sahaja che. yAda rAkhaje ke anIti AdithI badhAyela karmo jaMpIne nahi besavA de. parabhavane bhUlavA jevI nAstikatA na batAve. te nAstikatAe sAdhu kahevAtAone paNa bhAnabhUlA banAvI dIdhA. ene yoge ubhayanuM nikaMdana nIkaLI javAnuM. zrI mahAvIradevanA-zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM keIne pakSapAta nathI. vartana sIdhuM nahi rAkhyuM, jJAnIonI AjJA pramANe na varyA, te naraka nidAdinA khADA taiyAra che. amAre eze ane tamAruM tilaka te vakhate kAma nahi Ave. ame kahIzuM ke Agame bahu bhaNyA hatA, tame kaheze ke amArI sAhyabI bahu hatI, te tyAM nahi cAle. tamAre kyAM javuM che ? narakamAM ke nigodamAM? ekemAM nahi, kAraNa ke beya kheTAM che. tyAM javuM nathI paNa kAravAI tyAM javAnI karavI che; e kema cAlaze? A badhI mejamajA uttama gatimAM mekale ema hoya te judI vAta che, paNa tema nathI. mATe "jemAM sukhanI AzA rAkhIe chIe te vastu kayI? dharmaguruone koI paNa jAtanI pravRtti karavA lAyaka hoya to te kayI ?" AvuM AvuM khUba vicAre. haju paNa kahuM chuM ke tamArI paralekanI ciMtA temane karavA de. A lekamAM mUMjhAyA, lIna thaI gayA, duniyAnA padArthomAM cUMTI gayA te paraleka bagaDe samajo. vAsudeve kyAM gayA ? narake. rAjAo narake konA abhAve jAya? dharmanA. tamAre svargamAM konA sadUbhAve javuM che? kahe ke dharmanA. je ema kahetA ho te nizcita kare ke dharmane zaraNa vinA chUTako nathI ane zuddha dhyeyathI yathAzakti e dharmanA upAsaka bane. ema thaze to ja zreya thaze. astu........

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dharmanA upAsaka koNa banI zake? dhama keNa karI zake ? zubhanA udayavALe ke azubhanA ? anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAra paramarSio, ekAnta upakAranI daSTie manuSyajIvana kema saphaLa thAya tene mATe mArga nideza karatAM pharamAvI gayA che ke game tevA saMyogomAMthI paNa samaya meLavI, zrI jinezvaradeve kahelAM zAstronuM kalyANadaSTie sAMbhaLe, e sAMbhaLIne, e kahenAra vItarAga haI anaMtajJAnI hatA ema mAnI temane pUrI zraddhAe mAne ane mAnyA pachI temanI AjJAnusAra vartana mATe tamArAmAM jeTalI zakti hoya teTalI badhI kharace, ethI pAmavA gya vastu pamAze, je sukhanI jhaMkhanA karyA kare che te AvI maLaze, nahi te jema anaMta janma gayA tema A janma paNa niSphaLa jaze eTaluM ja nahi, paNa bhAremAM bhAre nukasAna karanAra nIvaDaze. pAchaLathI karele pastA kAma nahi Ave. je kAMI vicAra karavAno hoya, je kAMI kArya karavAnuM hoya te AyuSya bAkI che eTalAmAM ja karI levA jevuM che. karmasattA AgaLa keInuM cAlyuM nathI, cAlatu nathI ane cAlavAnuM ye nathI. karmanA udayanI sAme thavA jeTaluM ApaNAmAM kauvata nahi hovAne kAraNe nahi jevA saMga ApaNane mUMjhave che. nahi jevA vAgaraMga ApaNane bhAnabhUlA banAvyA che ane ApaNI dharmanI vAsanA pAvI che. nahi jevA karmanA udayanI sAme je ApaNe na TakI zakIe, ene na jIravI zakIe te bhayaMkara udaya sAme zuM thaze? mATe je karma baMdhAyAM te baMdhAI gayAM, have nave baMdha azubha na paDe, AtmA agya sthitimAM na mUkAya enI kALajI kare.

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dara ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 azubha karmabaMdha saMsAranA azubha saMyogo ubhA kare, zubha karmabaMdha saMsAranA zubha saMyege U mA kare, e beyane ApaNe AdhIna na thaIe to ja dharma thaI zake. zubhedayavALa kahe ke A sAhyabInI vyavasthAmAMthI TAIma maLatuM nathI ane azubhedayavALa kahe ke mArAthI banatuM nathI, huM mAre khADo pUravAmAMthI UMce AvatuM nathI. te have dharma karavAno kone mATe? zubhedayamAM lInatA keLavI pApa karyA karo ane azudayamAM muMjhAI managamatuM meLavavA mATe pApa karyA kare, tyAre tamAre mATe bacavAnI bArI kayI? tame kayA udayamAM dharma karI zako ? dharma koNa karI zake ? zrI jinezvaradevane ghama keNa sevI zake ? dhamanI rucivALe ane duniyAnI daSTie AvatA zubha-azubha udayanI jene paravA na hoya te, dharma karanAra te beya udayamAM kare che enI ne nahi, paNa e gya AtmAo je dharma kare che te e udayane AbhArI nathI paNa koka bIjAne ja AbhArI che. "zubhanA udayavALA jeo kahe che ke amane kurasada nathI. cAra cAra peDhI cAle che, amane dharma karavAne TAIma nathI ane azubhedayavALA jeo kahe che ke mana te thAya paNa peTamAM nAkhavA jeTaluM maLe tyArene?? teo te beya beyanA dhyAnamAM lIna che. duniyAmAM beya udaya, sArA ane narasA saMge cAlu rAkhe che. have "dharma kare koNa" e kaho. dharma ArAdhaka ko AtmA bane? kahevuM ja paDaze ke sAMsArika zubhAzubha saMyegone pitAthI para mAne ane baMnethI potAne alaga samaje te. pUrva-samayanI vAta : sADAbAra dekaDAne mAlika zreSThi trikAla jinapUjA ane anupama sAmAyika karato ane traNa khaMDanA mAlika paNa trikAla pUjA karatA. pUrva puruSane beya udaya bhogavatAM AvaDatA hatA. zrI zreNika mahArAjA magadha dezanA mAlika thayA pahelAM rAjagRhImAM pharatA pharatA, eka udyAna pAse AvyA. tyAM temaNe anAthI munine joyA. anAthI muni kevA? caDhatI juvAnI, rUpa kAmadeva jevuM, dekhAva manehara. e

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dharmanA upAsaka koNa banI zake? dasa ] joI zrI zreNika mahArAjane dayA AvI. yAda rAkho ke A samaya samyaktva pahelAne che. emaNe vicAryuM ke "A bheganI vayamAM tyAga ze ? jarUra e bIcArAne bheganI sAmagrI nahi malI hoya." rAjA vicAre che ke "huM ene bhegasAmagrI pUrI pADuM, baMgalA, ramaNI vagere sarva sAdhane pUrAM pADuM, eno nAtha banI rAjA tarIkenuM zaraNa ApuM," ema vicArI udyAnamAM gayA. vRkSanI chAyA nIce zilA upara AtmadhyAnamAM magna muni beThA hatA tyAM AvyA. emaNe kahyuM "tamAre nAtha na hoya te huM nAtha thAuM, bhega ApuM, paNa A vayamAM A chaDI gho." A sAMbhaLI mahAtmAe moDhuM malakAvyuM. e joI zrI zreNika mahArAjA camakyA. kAraNa? samyakatva na hatuM paNa yogyatA hatI. rAjA vicAre che ke "huM anAthane nAtha thavAnI taiyArI karuM chuM chatAM A hase che. jarUra mArI kalpanAmAM - parIkSAmAM bhUla che. ka e AdamI hoya ke magadhane mAlika mAgavAnuM kahe tene beparavAIthI hase! jene mArI beparavA che te mArAthI aMjAya ? e phIkuM hase che, emAM kAMI rahasya che." vaLI AgaLa vicAre che ke "mArA je Ane nAtha bane chatAM e lobhAya nahi, UThIne ubhe na thAya, mArA, paga na pakaDe, mAre AbhAra na mAne che ke mahAtmA ? jarUra huM parIkSAmAM bhUlya." Ama vicArI mahAtmAne hAtha joDyA. zrI zreNika mahArAjA ghaNu bhegI hatA, e ema vicAre ke A zuM samaje ? ane ema mAnI cAlyA jAya te kaMI vAMdho hato? paNa e sAcI vAta samajayA. je bhega AgaLa mArAthI TakAtuM nathI, je bhega mane mUMjhave che, te bheganI jene asara nathI e jarUra mahAna AtmA. have e mahAtmA kahe che ke "rAjana ! tame pahelAM nAthavALA bano pachI nAtha thavA Avajo". tarata zrI zreNika mahArAjA pitAnuM mAthuM jhukAve che paNa ema nathI kahetA ke magadha dezanA mAlika evA mane Ama kahenAra koNa? puNyavAna AtmAne e vicAra ja Ave nahi. AvuM koNa kahe? te ja ke je koInA tejamAM na jAya ane duniyA dArInI sAhyabIne kiMmata vagaranI gaNe. sAdhu tamArI sAhyabI na vakhANe.

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64 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 ' sAdhu tamane sAhyakhImAM cAMTI javAnuM kahe ke temAMthI ukhaDI javAnu kahe ? sAcAnA amala meDA thAya enI paravA nahi paNa sAcAne sAcuM mAnyA vinA chUTako nathI. e mAnyA vinA rahI gayA te bhayaMkara mUrkhAI karI gaNAze, sAcAne svIkAratAM zIkhA, e svIkAryA vinA zreya nathI. zrI anAthI muni kahe che ke * rAjana! mArA mAthe paNa tArA jevA mApa hatA, devAMganA jevI strI hatI, kuTuMbakabIlAnA pAra na hatA, RddhisiddhinA tATA na hatA.' A sAMbhaLI mahArAjA zrI zreNika camakathA ! emanu mAnasa palaTAya che. anAthI muni kahe che ke 'rAjan ! huM eka vAra bImAra paDyo, mane dAvara thayA, jema jema upacAra thatA gayA tema tema vyAdhi vadhavA mAMDI. vaidyo, hakImA mArI sevAmAM ceAvIse kalAka nADI pakaDI besI rahetA. vakhatAvakhata davAnA prayAgeA badalAtA. AMkheA phADI badhA sAme joI rahetA hatA. vaidyo ane hakImA nirAza thayA. mAtA, pitA, strI, Aghe Aghe AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAratAM ubhAM rahyAM. meM ghaNIye sahAya mAgI, joyu ke A ekemAM mAruM du:kha dUra karavAnI tAkAta nathI, tyAre me niSNuya karyAM ke Aja sudhI huM je mAnatA hatA ke A badhA mArA rakSaka che, paNa e bhramaNA hatI. have te A vyAdhi zame te sAcA rakSakanA zaraNe jAuM ne A badhu che.Du. Ama vicAratAM vyAdhi zamyA, te pachI he rAjan ! huM. UMco ane madhuM mUkIne nAthane zaraNe Avyo. nAthavAn banyA. atyAra sudhI anAtha hatA ema jagatane jaNAvavA meM anAthI nAma rAkhyu che. tAre paNa nAthavAna banavuM hAya te e nAthane zaraNe jA. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA melyA ke ' mahAtman ! bhUlyA-kSamAM karA ! meM bahu AzAtanA karI. meM tamArA tyAga na ALakhyuM. tame taryA ane mane tAre. ' paNa , khADAmAM gabaDatA kharcA : Aje te sAcu' sAMbhaLavAnI paNa zakti rahI nathI. sAcuM hRdayamAM sthApavA tame taiyAra nathI. tame rAkhyu che te cheDavA jevuM sAMbhaLatAM

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dharmanA upAsaka kaNa banI zake? 65 ] tamane glAni thAya che. sArAnI - sAcAnI sAme tamArI baLatarA maTI che. tamArAthI kheTAne cheDavAnuM na bane te bhale, tame tene na cheDI zake, viSayavAsanA upara kApa mUkavA mATe nabaLA che te te tame jANe, paNa "e viSaye kAramAM che, emAM viSamatA che, AtmAnuM satyAnAza karavAnI emAM tAkAta che," ema mAnI tene mitra mAnavAne badale duzmana mAnatAM zIkhe te ja tamAre mATe taravAnI bArI che. duzmanane mitra mAnyA te hAravAnA - sukhanA athI tame dukhanA khADAmAM gabaDavAnA. tamane khabara nathI paDatI ke tame gabaDI rahyA che. eka citrakAra pitAnuM sAruM citra jevAmAM eTale lIna che ke jotAM jotAM pAche pagale haTatuM jAya che paNa citra jovAmAM lIna thaelA tene bhAna nathI rahyuM ke pAlakhane cheDe javAthI gabaDAze. ene e kyAM jaI rahyo che tenuM paNa bhAna nathI. pitAne vicakSaNa, DAhyo ane parIkSaka mAne che. pAchAM pagalAM bharate e pitAne e ja mAnI rahyo che. e vakhate ene e sthitimAM dekhAnAra, upakArI zuM kare? sabhAmAMthI avAja thaye ke bUma mAre!" ThIka, to huM paNa tamane bUma mArIne kahuM chuM ke tame paNa citArAnI jema pAchaLa pagalAM bharI rahyA che. A mATe baMgale, A mArAM rasAheba, A mArA kIkAbhAI, A mAre hIre, A mAre patno - AmAM ne AmAM tame gabaDI rahyA che. hIrAnI vIMTIvALI AMgaLI tarapha je je kare, badhA dekhe tema rAkhe ne malakAya; ane dIna heya te lamaNe hAtha daIne bese. e be ya gamAra. zuM duniyAnuM nATaka che? e bemAM sukhI koNa? pele hIrAmAM e lIna che ke ene bIjuM kazuM bhAna nathI. emAM ne emAM deva, guru, dharma, Agama, A badhuM bhUle. pele dIna - bIjAnI hIrAnI vIMTI joI IrSyAthI baLe "hAya bApa, mane kyAre maLe?" ema baLApo karyA kare. jJAnI e beyane zuM kahe che? che. sA. 5

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jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 pilA hIrAvAlAne kahe che ke "mUkha, AmAM na mUMjhA" ane pilA dInane kahe che ke "AnI pUMThe bhikhArI na bana. pelAne kahe che ke "Ane choDa." ane dInane kahe che ke "AnI lAlasA mUka." ahIM koNa Ave? cakravatI paNa Ave ane bhIkhArI paNa Ave. beya pitApaNuM mUkIne Ave. ahIM bhIkhArIpaNuM ane cakavatI paNuM beya bAdhaka, kAraNa ke beya durguNa che. A durguNanA mege tame gabaDI rahyA che. paga khase eTalI vAra che. cheDe Ubhele thaMbhe, UbhuM rahe, rUkI jAya, salAha mAne, IzAre samaje, avAjathI kaLI zake te bacI zake ne mUMjhAya te nIce jAya. zANe heya te eka paga upaDele paNa cagya sthAne laI le. AthI spaSTa che ke je zubhAzubhanA udayane AdhIna na bane te ja dharma ArAdhI zake. cakravartIoe, rAjA-mahA rAjAoe, zeTha-zAhakAroe tathA hiMsakoe, utpAta macAvanArAoe, coroe, kaThiyArAoe...badhAe dharma sAthe. beya udayavAlA banne udayathI para rahI saMpUrNa ArAdhanAnA baLe muktie gayA. ApaNe ja rahyA. zAthI? zubha ane azubhanA udayane AdhIna banyA tethI. A badhuM vicAryA vinA tamAre te kahevuM che ke udayamAM Ave te ne? paNa udayamAM Ave zI rIte? vastutaH saMyamAdi guNe kaI karmanA udayane AbhArI nathI paNa kSopazamAdine AbhArI che mATe udayathI para banI athavA udayane sAdhaka banAvI kSapazama thaI jAya evA prayatnamAM macI paDavu e ja hitakara che. e dazA mATe preraNuM maLe evAM aneka dRSTAMte che. sAdharmikanI bhakti karavAnI bhAvanA khIla : hAlamAM cAlu evI zrI nayasAranI vAta ApaNe laIe. grISma Rtu, madhyAhnakALa, bhUkhyA, thAkele, samyaktva thayuM nathI e, zrAvaka kuLaneye nahi-e atithi mATe vicAre che ke koI atithi Ave te huM jamADIne jamuM. A uparathI zuM zrAvaka pitAnA kartavyane samajI zake tema nathI ? zrAvaka jamavA besavA pahelAM daze dizAe

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dharmanA upAsaka koNa banI zake ? [ 67 jue ke koI mahAtmA-mahaSi atithi padhAre te sAruM ke jethI mane bhaktine lAbha maLe. dareka zrAvaka ochAmAM ochA eka sAdhamIne sAthe besADyA vinA na jame te eka paNa sAdhamI bhUkhe na rahe. sAdhama kone kahe? cAMllAvALAne ? hA. hAla eTaluM sAmAnya; vizeSa varNana AgaLa. cAMllAnA virodhIne nahi, cAMllAnI mahattAne mane, cAMllAvALAne hAtha joDe ane vadhumAM jJAnIe kaheluM mAnekabUle te jaina. sabhAmAMthI prazna : peTa bharavAne cAMllA karanAra mATe zuM thAya ? peTa bharavAne cAMle karanArA mugdha zrAvaka paNa sArAnA sahavAse sAcA zrAvaka banI jAya. khoTA sikake laIne Avela paNa zANuM vepArInA sahavAse bhUla kabUle, pharI evuM nahi karuM evuM kahe. tame dhAre te evA mugdhane sudhArI zako, paNa tamArAmAM sAcI udAratA kyAM che? sAcI udAratA nahi hovAnuM kAraNa sAdhamI pratye sAce rAga nathI, sAco sAdhama prema nathI e che. e premane jAgRta karavA mATe samaje ke zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM zrAvaka ane zrAvikA e chaThTha ane sAtamuM puNyakSetra che. pahelAM bApa ke pahelo dIkare ? zrI jinabhUti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgama- A traNa dharmadAtA; dharmarUpa. A traNa mukhya kSetrene mAne te ja sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ne zrAvikA ane e ja kAraNe te bhaktinAM kSetra che. e traNane na mAne, na pUche ane emanI AjJAmAM ja kalyANa che," evuM je na svIkAre te na sAdhu, na sAdhvI, na zrAvaka, ke na zrAvikA have vicAra kare ke zrI jinamUti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgamane ane e traNanI upAsanAmAM ja jIvanazreya samajanAra sAdhu ane sAdhvI ema pAMcene tAraka tarIke samajanAra zrAvaka ane zrAvikA e kadI ja ema mAne ke ame na heta te e pAMcanuM zuM thAta? e pAMcanI sevA koNa karata? dIkare kadI ema mAne ke "huM na hatuM te mArA

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68 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 bApane bApa koNa kaheta?' paNa A jamAnAnI te buddhi ja koI judA prakAranI che. Aje dIkaro kahe che ke bApAjI! huM chuM te tame jIvaze. eTale mehamagna bApAjI kahe, hA, bhAI ema. sAdhu paNa tamane ema kahI de ke tamArA vinA amane pUjaze koNa? te te tamane gamI jAya. paNa bhAgyavAna ! e vicAre ke tIrthanA utpAdaka koNa? sthApaka koNa ? ane sthApya koNa ? kAraNa-kArya vicAre. paraspara saMkalanA heya. pAghaDImAM mAthuM ne mAthA upara pAghaDI. paNa ethI kAMI mAthuM pAghaDInuM ema kahevAya ? paNa A vIsamI sadInI vicArazakti ja koI ajaba che. e vicArazaktie Aje puruSanA puruSArthane ja harI lIdho che. Ajano zrImAna to lakSamImAM ja sarvasva samajIne beThA che. tene ema ja lAgyA kare che ke lakSamIthI ja sarva kAMI che, eTale lakSamInI lAlasAmAM ne lAlasAmAM ja sabaDaDyA kare. lakSmInA sevaka tarIkenA ja jIvanane te gujAryA kare. lakSamIthI ISTa sAdhavuM hoya to "mAre tene AdhIna na banavuM joIe. eTale ke tenI khAtara mAre mAruM piotApaNuM na visaravuM joIe, e vicAra Aje naSTaprAyaH je thaI gayela che. A saduvicAra naSTa the e bhayaMkara kamanasIbI che. koI paNa bhege e saddavicAra jAgRta karI zrImaMtAI ekadama na tajAya te paNa tenI AdhInatAthI bacavA mATe te sAvadha rahevuM ja joIe. sAce zrImAna koNa? pUrve eka zrImAnane tyAM lakSmInA bhaMDAra bharyA hatA. eka vakhata rAtre e zrImAna taLAImAM piDhelA che. acAnaka lamInI adhiSThAtrI devI AvI. devIe zeThane kahyuM ke "tAre puNyadaya paravAryo che mATe huM dasa divasa pachI jaIza." ema kahI devI cAlI gaI thaDI vAra te zrImAnane ArtadhyAna thayuM ane mUMjhAye ke zuM thaze? paNa enAmAM jainakulanA saMskAra hatA. tarata vicAra pharyo. javAnI te che. rekAvAnI nathI, te e jAya ane huM garIba kahevAuM

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dharmanA upAsaka kANuM banI zake ? [ Fe tenA karatAM kADhavI zI kheATI ! savAre kuTu'ane bheLu karyu. adhAe ni ya karyAM ke dasa divasamAM sAte kSetramAM lakSmInA vyaya karI nAkhaveA. dasamA divasanI rAtre mAtra makAna ja, agiyArame divase e paNa nahi. ApaNe badhA zrI jinacaraNe. dasa divasamAM e zrImAne ema ja karyu.. chellI rAtre lakSmInI adhiSThAtrI devI AvI. jagADIne kahe che ke zeTha ! puNyodaya vadhI gayA, have nahi jAu. ' zeTha kahe che ke 'na joIe.' devI kahe che ' jAuM nahiM ' zeTha kahe che ke tuM Ave te paNa huM rAkhuM' nahi, ' e abhigraha che ane e zrImAn AkhI duniyAnA pUjya banyA. AnuM nAma zrImAn. * * ' zrI jainazAsanamAM rakta zrImaMta AvA heAya, tyAre je dhama guru zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinama Mdira ane zrI jinAgamanI sevAmAM ja peAtAnu zreya mAnI rahela che te ema mAne ke tamArA vaDe ame ? kharekhara e mAnanAra, dharmaguru thavAne lAyaka nathI. bhAgyavAna ! sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA; e cAranI sevAmAM e jovAnu ke tenA haiyAmAM zrI jinamUti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgama A traNu che ke nahi ? e traNa jenA haiyAmAM na heAya e sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka zrAvikApaNAne mATe nAlAyaka che. e traNanA virodhI e duniyAnA virodhI ane ethI e duniyAmAM rAgAdine dAvAnaLa saLagAvanArA. jenA haiyAmAM e traNa nahi te na sAdhu, na sAdhvI, na zrAvaka ke na zrAvikA. tame ne ame e traNanA hRdayapUrvaka banelA gulAma. e traNanA khaDanamAM AtmAnuM khaMDana. A badhuM gAkhA - bhaNA, ALakone bhaNAvA. enI pAThazALAe kADho. samagra jainakuLanA khALakAnA hRdayamAM e bharo ke bALaka AvA saMskAranI mUrti bane, e sa'skAramAM Atapreta bane. jyAM e traNa nahi tyAM jJAna e jJAna nahi ane vidyA e vidyA nahi. gharanI milakatane uDAvI denAra dIkarAne gharamAMthI bahAra kADhI mUkIneTisa dvArA uThAvagIra tarIke jAhera karanAra mApa, peAtAnA dIkarA jo prabhunA zAsanamAM virodhI ane te

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70 ]. jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 ema kahe ke "zuM karIe? e bhaNelogaNele che, grejyueTa che, mahine base rUpiyA lAve cheene zuM kahIe?" Ama kahe e keTaluM bhayaMkara che? "pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspatimAM jIva che, kaMdamUlAdi abhakSya che, rAtribhejanAdi varyuM che, aDhAre pApasthAna pApasthAnaka tarIke asevya che. saMsAra e tyAjya che ane ratnatrayI ja upAdeya che, " vagere vagere vAtane haMbaga mAnanArAe zrI mahAvIra devanuM nAma de ethI ApaNe jAye malakAvAnuM nathI. vAstavika rItie evA te bhayaMkara rIte zAsanane nAza karanAra che. evAone zaMbhumeLa karI saMkhyAbaLa vadhAravAnI amArI svapna paNa IcchA nathI. AthI tame samajI zakaze ke huM saMkhyAbaLa vadhe tene virodhI nathI paNa e te cokkasa che ke uparanI jAtanA saMkhyAbaLanI ApaNane bilakula jarUra nathI AthI suvihita ziromaNi samartha zAstrakAra AcArya bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA te pharamAve che ke zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM rahela eka sAdhu, eka sAdhvI, eka zrAvaka ane eka zrAvikA e saMgha che, paNa AjJArahita e meTo paNa samudAya hADakAMne Dhagale che." A vAta barAbara samaje ane hRdayamAM utArI nirNaya kare ke zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM ja dharma mAnanAre AtmA dharmane sAce upAsaka banI zake. astu.

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( 7 ) prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira bane dharma na thavAnuM kAraNa pAdiya ke bedarakArI anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAra paramarSio pharamAve che ke A duniyAnAM prANIo dharmane na te zubhakarmanA udayamAM ArAdhe ane na te azubha karmanA udayamAM ArAdhe. eene banne prakAranA udayamAM vadhe. zubha karmanA udayavALAo maLyuM che tene sAcavavAnuM kahe che, azubha karmanA udayavALAo kahe che ke jarUra bahu che. pele sAcavavAmAMthI paravAratA nathI, A jarUramAMthI chUTa nathI. zubha karmonA udayavALAo sAmagrInI ALapaMpALamAM samaya gumAve che, azubha karmanA udayavALA AtmAo tene meLavavAmAM samaya gumAve che. tyAre have manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA mATe kahela vastune amala koNa kare? puNyAnubaMdhI puNyadayavALA heIzuM te dharmanI bhAvanA ApoApa jAgaze, ane pApAnubaMdhI puNyadayavALA hoIzuM te jAgavAnI nathI.' ema nizcayathI mAnI laIe te pachI upadezanI, zikhAmaNanI ke preraNAnI jarUra zI ? paNa evuM na mAnatA. samyagRSTi ke samyagradarzananA athI AtmAe bhAgya para AdhAra rAkhIne besI rahevAnuM nathI. samyagadaSTi AtmAo ane samyagadarzananA artho AtmAe te azubha karmanA udayane niSphaLa karavA pUrate prayatna karavAne che paNa azubhanA udayane nAme beTI bacAva kare e ene mATe bhArUpa ke vyAjabI nathI. vyavahAramAM paNuM AMdhaLo mANasa raste cAlatAM thAMbhale TIcAya to tene dekhI dekhanArane dayA Ave, dekhanAra enuM kAMDuM pakaDe ane raste pahoMcADe, paNa dekhatAne bhaTakAtA joI dekhanAra zuM kahe che?

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72 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 " * e ja ke bhAI ! chatI AMkhe zuM kAma TIcAya che ! yA na Ave paNa Thapako devAnu mana thAya ke kreA haiyA vagaranA AdamI che! thAMbhale te tyAMnA tyAM che. chatAM TIcAnAra benI vacce ATale badhA phera kema ? kAraNa e ja ke eka AMdhaLA che ane khIjo dekhatA che; tema jJAnIe paNa samyagdaSTine ane samyagdarzananA athIne dekhatA mAnyA che. jJAnI mAne che ke samyagadRSTi ane samyagdarzananA athI AtmA saMsAranA svarUpane samajanAra che. AthI mAre pApanA uya che, nathI anatu ' ema kahenArane pUchavuMjoI e ke ' prayatna karyAM ? udyama karyAM ! sAdhuonA sahavAsamAM Avyo? sAdhunA sahavAsa keLavye ? abhyAsa karyAM? meLavavAnI kALajI karI ? ' A badhu karyAM pachI na ane te mAnI zakAya ke azubheAya che, bAkI karavuM kAMI nahi ne kahevu ke azubhAya che, e kAMi cAle ? ATale besI gappAM mAranArA, cAhapANInA pyAlA pItAM pItAM ema kahe che ke * amArA pApeAya che, mATe dhama nathI ArAdhI zakAtA ' e khATu che. musApharImAM khristarA levAya, sigAreTanI DabbI ane dIvAsaLInu khAsa na bhulAya, e badhuM Ape!Apa yAda Ave ane mAtra dha sAmagrI ja nahi; enu kAraNa ? emAM pApanA udaya ! musApharIe jatAM jainane khrista ? vagere zarIra mATe jarUrI cIjo ane meAjazekha vagerenI cIjo laI levAmAM bhUla na thAya ane sAmAyikanI, jinapUjananI ane dhArmi ka vAMcananI sAmagrI sUcavavA chatAM irAdApUrvaka sAthe na rakhAya e te pApanA uce ke edarakArIthI ? ghaNA AjanA jaineAmAM na jinapUjA, na sAmAyika, na pratikramaNa, na pauSadha, na tattvAnA svAdhyAya.... e pApAye ke bedarakArIthI ? gAmaDAmAM jinama Mdira nathI, sAmAyikArtti karAvanArane joga nathI, bhaNavAnAM sAdhana nathI, ethI te kahI zake ke ame evA saceAgavALA chIe ke kAMI banatu nathI, paNa muMbaI zaheramAM adhI sAmagrI taiyAra, tyAM tame zuM kaheA? jema vyavahAramAM tame eka vAra pAchA paDA teA khIjI vAra, bIjI vAra pAchA paDo teA trIjI vAra, ema pravRtti cAlu rAkheA che tema ja ahI kare. Aja AvA, bhAvanA na

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[ 73 prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira bane thaI te pharI kAle Ave, ema roja Ave ane bhAvanA na thAya te AtmAne pUche ke bhAvanA kema nathI thatI? abhyAsa vadhAre, pA pA kalAka vadhAre, enI meLe bhAvanA Avaze. paNa prayatna ja na kare ane bhAvanA nathI AvatI ema kahIne mAMDI vALe e te na cAle. e bhayaMkara ajJAnatA ja kahevAya. chekare pahele dahADe nizALethI AvIne kahe ke ekaDo AvaDatuM nathI, mAre bhaNavuM nathI, mane mAstaranuM meMThuM jovuM gamatuM nathI, tyAre "haze bhAI! kaMI nahi. ghera besa, jJAnAvaraNIya karmane udaya che, pApodaya che, na jaIza." A pramANe kahenAra bApa jJAnI kahevAya ke ajJAnI ? (sabhAmAMthI avAja thaye ke ajJAnI.) je e ajJAnI te dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe prayatna karyA vinA ja pApodayanI vAta karanArA tame kevA ? e khUba vicAre. paNa boTAM bahAnAM kADhI pramAdane majabUta na banAve. jJAnInAM vacananuM avalaMbana laI, indriyanI sAme thaI viSayone lAta mArI, AtmAne baLavAna banAvI, jeo jJAnIe upadezelA mArge jhUkyA temaNe mukita meLavI, bIjAe nahi. samyagadaSTie ane samyagadarzananA arthIe te karmanI sAme saMgrAma calAvavuM joIe, aMtarAne teDavAnA prabaLa prayatna sevavA joIe. pitAnI muktinI sAdhanAmAM aMtarAya karanArAone - pachI te pitA, mAtA ke mitra hoya te paNa - te tene pitAnA pitA, mAtA ke mitra tarIke mAnatA nathI. kharI vAta to e che ke dharmamAM aMtarAya karanArI mAtA te sAcI mAtA nathI, tevA pitA te sAcA pitA nathI ane tevA snehI te sAcA snehI nathI. AjJA mAnavI, paNa kacI ? Aje janatAne bhramita karavAnA IrAde keI paNa jAtanA spaSTa khulAsA vinA evI jAtane upadeza devAI rahyo che ke "je mAbApanI AjJA na mAne te zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA zuM mAnaze ? gurunI AjJA zuM mAnaze?" eka daSTie A vAta paNa sAcI che, chatAM mAtApitAnI dharmaghAtaka AjJAne nahi mAnanAra mATe e AkSepa zuM vyAjabI che? kahevuM ja paDaze ke bilakula nahi. eTaluM ja nahi paNa AgaLa vadhIne

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jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 ema paNa kahevu joI e ke mAbApanI dhAtaka AjJAne mAnanAra dIkaro kharI rIte tA mAbApane paNa ghAtaka che ane e ja kAraNe te sapUtanI koTimAM nathI AvI zakatA. A vastune samajavA mATe zAstramAM AvatuM ' rauhiNeya ' cAranuM dRSTAMta jANavA jevu che. 'rIhiya ' : " 74 2 * rauhiNeya ' eka cAra hatA. enA bApa mahAcAra hatA. khApe maratI vakhate, chellI ghaDIe dIkarAne AjJA karI ke 'jo, devatA ee banAvelA samavasaraNamAM besI je vIra dharmAMnI dezanA Ape che tenA vacanane tuM kadI sAMbhaLatA nahiM, ' bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jevAthI paNa khacavAnI AvI salAha ApanArA te samaye hatA ke enAthI cetatA rahejo, teA pachI Aje sAdhuethI cetavanArA hAya emAM navAI zu' ? pelA cAre dIkarAne pATha bhaNAvyA ane kabUlAta lIdhI ke zrI mahAvIranA vacanane na sAMbhaLavuM. have A AjJA mAnavI ceAgya kharI yA nahi < " je mAbApanI AjJA na mAne te zrI mahAvIradevanI ke gurunI AjJA zuM mAne ? " AvI vAte AjanA sasArarasika mAmApAne to khAsa game, paNa enA pheDa karavAmAM na Ave, sphuTatAthI ane na samajAvAya, te hajArA AtmA unmArge cAlyA jAya. leko te ema ja mAne ke * sArI ya! khATI paNa AjJA mAnavI, na mAnIe teA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA mATe lAyaka nahi' ane ema jo loko mAnatA thaI jAya teA kharekhara julama ja thaI jAya. A zAsanamAM te nyAya badhAne mATe sarakhA che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAe paNa pUrvabhavAmAM UMdhe mAge prayANa karyuM" tA samyaktva paNa gumAvyu ane sAtamIe paNa javu paDyuM. AthI eka taraphI vAta kadI na karavI kAraNa ke ekataraphI vAta e AtmAnI ghAtaka che, je vAta karavI tenuM cAmeranuM vAtAvaraNa vicArI jovu. satya batAvavu hoya tA e satyanI pU, AsapAsa ATalu asatya lAgeluM che e batAvavu ja

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira banA [ 75 joI e vepArI dIkarAne kahe che ke 'AMkhA ughADI rAkhaje, dukAna para AvanArA badhAne zAhukAra ja na mAnatA, grAhakanAM mADhAM joje, pagalAM joje, nUra joje, mAladAra che ke bhIkhArI che e joje, kAraNuM ke AvanArA badhA zAhukAra na heAya, emAM uThAugIra paNa Ave. ' dukAne jatAM bALakane Apa ATaluM badhuM kahe, enuM kAraNa e ja ke te ThagAya nahi. tema A khAkhatamAM paNa hitakArIe badhu spaSTa spaSTa kahevu joI e. astu. have AvA cAlu vAta upara. ajJAna heAvAthI pitAnI AjJA mujama rauhriNeya ' bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI vANI na sabhaLAI jAya ' enI pUratI sAvacetI rAkhe che, paNa evA samaya Avye ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM samavasaraNa rAjagRhInA vaibhAragiri upara maMDAI gayu ane tyAM rAja yAjanagAminI vANIthI dezanA ArabhAI. AthI khIje koI rastA nahi heAvAne kAraNe te hAtha vaDe kAnane baMdha karIne jateAvatA hatA. parantu eka divasa samavasaraNanI pAse AvatAM ja pagamAM kAMTo vAgye. evA vAgye ke te kADhavA sivAya cAlI zakAya nahi. A kAraNathI kAMTA kADhavA mATe hAtha kAnathI khaseDayo. te vakhate devatAonu svarUpa saMbhaLAI gayu. jo ke te pachI adhika na saMbhaLAya e kAraNathI te ekadama kAna khaMdha karIne cAlyA gayA. anicchAe paNa saMbhaLAyelA e devasvarUpanA ceAge e cAra maraNAMta ApattimAMthI acyA. kema ? leAkonI phariyAdathI ane koTavALa kaMI paNa na karI zakavAthI zreNika mahArAjAe abhayakumArane kahyuM. abhayakumAre koTavALane enA upAya batAvatAM koTavALe cArane pakaDIne rAjA pAse hAjara karyAM. zreNika mahArAjA tene nAza karavA taiyAra thayA. matrIzvara kahe che ke 'cArInA mAla vagara pakaDAyele A ekadama nigraha karavA ceAgya nathI mATe gunA sAmita karyAM pachI nigraha karavA yAgya che, ' paNa te Ache ja kAcA hatA ke ema cAra tarIke sAmita thaI jAya !

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G ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 maMtrIzvara abhayakumAre devavamAna jevA mahela banAvyeA. temAM uttama prakAranI sAmagrI geAThavI dIdhI. cArane tevA prakAranA prayAganA ceAge puSpanI zayyAmAM suvADayo. jANe devivamAnamAM na hoya ? 6 AMkho khUlI. ene lAgyuM ke zu' A devaleAka? zuM huM marIne devaleAke Agye ? deva ane devInA rUpavALA manuSyA * jaya jayana MdA jaya jaya bhaTTA ' mAlavA lAgyA. sAkSAt devaleAka manAvye hateA. devalAkanA kAyado che ke pUrve zu' zu' kayu' te puchAya, te kahevu joI e. ema kahI devA pUche che ke ' elA tame pUrve` zu` zuM karyuM che ! ' rauhiNeya vicAre che ke zu' A satya che ke mane ALakhavAnA A prapaMca che ? astu. teNe nizcaya karyAM ke jo zrI vIrabhagavAne kaheluM devanu svarUpa ahIM jovAze te! te huM satya vAta kahIza. nahi teA bhaLatI ja vAta karIza. kharAkhara dhArIne joyu ane te kaLI gayA ke A sava kapaTa che eTale ene kAravAI gaNAvA mAMDI. devapUjA, gurunI sevA, sAdhuonI bhakti, dAna dIdhuM, zIla pADyuM, tapa karyA, A badhI kAravAI gaNAvI. deve pUchyuM - have kharAba kayuM hAya te gaNAveA. cAra kahe - kharAma eke nahi, kharAba karanAra ahI' Ave ja zI rIte ? pelA sevakAe maMtrIzvarane kahyuM ke ' sAheba ! e te kaIe mAnatA nathI. ' maMtrIzvare kahyuM - ' ene cheDI mUko. gunAnI sAkhitI vinA ene pakaDAya nahi. ' cAra jevA chUTayA tevA ja tarata samavasaraNa tarapha doDyA. sIdhe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva pAse AnyA. AvIne kahe che -- bhagavAna ! anApta evA mArA pitAe peAtAne Apta mAnI ApanA vacanane sAMbhaLavAno niSedha karI Aja sudhI ApanI sevAthI vacita rAkhyA. mane mArA pitAe Thagye. '

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira banA [ 9 6 " bhagavAna zrI mahAvIre te vakhate zuM kahyu ! ema kahyuM ke khApanI AjJA na mAne te mArI zuM mAne ? 'nA, te! tame teA kahA che ke ' mApanI AjJA na pALe te zrI mahAvIradevanI ane gurunI AjJA zuM mAne ! rauhiNace khApanI AjJA pALI ke bhAgI? e bhagavAn zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanane lAyaka ke nAlAyaka ! lAyaka ja kahevA paDe. te pachI je loko gALagALa leAcA vALe ane sphuTa karyAM vinA kahe ke ' ApanI AjJA na mAne te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA na ja mAne. ' A zu kharAbara che ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM AvanAre bApanI AjJA mAnavI ja joIe. te ene ze artha ! enA aM sphuTa na thAya teA piraNAma zuM Ave ! mApanI AjJA game tevI sArI ke kheATI mAne ja javI, e pariNAma Ave ke bIjuM ! e ja. ane jo ema thAya te yAgya AtmAe mATe enu pariNAma ahitakara ja Ave e vAta nirvivAda che. AthI vastusthitine spaSTa karyA vinA- mAtApitAnI AjJA mAnavI ja joIe. ' ema jee kahetA hAya, tenA vacana upara vivekIee kadI paNa vizvAsa na mUkavA e ja hitakara che. " 6 bAkI kahenAra jo ema kahe ke * pitAnI AjJA hitakArI hAya, kalyANakAriNI hAya, zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAne Thokare mAranArI paNa na hoya, evA mApanI AjJA na mAne te ahIM AvavAne lAyaka nathI, te zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanane lAyaka nathI. ' te e vAta kabUla che. UMdhe mAge thI khaseDI sanmArge laI janArI khApanI AjJA na mAne te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAne lAyaka nahi e kabUla, paNa kore koru kaho ke ' khApanI AjJA na mAne te ahIM nakAmA.' e kAMi ahIM cAle kare nihu ja. bhagavAna zro mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM AvavAnI bhAvanA bhAvanArane mAtApitAnA Adeza, sevA, AjJA e madhu jacaze, paNa e kayI AjJA, kayI sevA, ane kayA Adeza, te vicAravu joI ze.

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78 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 ceAgya ke anya dIkSAnI parIkSA kI dRSTie thAya ? dIkSAnI yeAgyatA tamArI AMkhe na jovAya paNa Agama ane AgamAnusArI zAstronI AMkhe jovAya e samajo che ? sabhAmAMthI prazna thaye ke * paNa dIkSA levA AvanAranI ceAgyatA te tapAsavI joI e ne ? tapAsavI joIe e vAta sAcI, paNa te tamArI dRSTie nahi paNa AgamanI ane AgamAnusArI zAstronI dRSTie ane tamArA karatAM te tapAsavAnI ciMtA susAdhuene kAMI ochI nathI hAtI. vaDIlanI khAjJA karyAM sudhI mAnavI ! ja rohiNeye khApanI AjJA bhAgI emAM te inkAra nahi. e kheATI lAgI mATe bhAgI paNa pachI eTalI meoTI sabhAmAM badhA vacce Apane anApta kahyo. ema kahetAM rauhiNeya acakAtA nathI, ne bhaga vAna zrI mahAvIradeva ene rAkatA paNa nathI. AthI zuM spaSTa thAya che ? e ja ke pitAnI eTale ke vaDIlanI AjJA mAnavI e zrA jinezvara devanI AjJA che. paNa je hitakAriNI hoya te ja. ahitakArI AjJAne mAnavAnI hoya ja nahi. e ja rIte gurunI AjJAmAM paNa samajI ja levAnu. ziSya paNa jo gurumAM kuguru paNa dekhe te vinayapUrNAMka AjIjIthI kahI de ke jo A ja rIte cAlu rAkhavAnI bhAvanA hoya te AjathI tamArA--amAre| guru-ziSyane saMdha nahi. sTImaramAM beThA pachI paNa jo te kANI dekhAya teA tarata nIce Ave. tyAM peAla na calAvAya ane kaptAnane kahevAnuM ke tArI sTImara game tevI mATI, game tevI sukhasagavaDavALI hAya tA paNa ame nahi AvIe. tAre bhADuM pAchuM Apavu hAya tA Apa, nahi tA na Ape teAye bhale; ame te pAchA ja javAnA. sabhAmAMthI avAja thayA ? ' thIgaDuM de tA ! , teA besIzu ema kahe, paNu kANI sTImaramAM te nahi ja esIe ema paNa sAthe ja kahyuM.

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira ane [ 79 sabhAmAMthI prazna : ziSya gurune vinave sudhAravA kahe kharo ke ? jarUra vinati kare. pagamAM paDe. hAtha joDIne kahe ke tAraka ! Ama na thAya. Ama karavAmAM prabhu zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA nathI. paNa pelA guru evA haThIlA hAya ne kahe ke cala, cala, ve. tuM tAruM saMbhALa, mArI vAtamAM vacce na Ava.' tA ziSya paNa e ja kSaNe kahI de ke sAheba ! Apa have game tevA sArA hA tA paNa amArA kAmanA teA nahi ja. sacchiSTa AtmA jema sudevane, sugurune ane sudhane ja mAne tema mAtApitAdine paNa tevA hAya tAya mAne. 'su' eTale sAru ' ku ' eTale kharAba. " su 'nA grAhaka sabhyadRSTi. ku'nA grAhaka mithyAdaSTi * su 'nA nirdeka e mahApApI. sArA deva, sArA guru, sArA dharma, sArA bApa, sArI mA, sArA mitra ane sArA snehIne mAne e samyagdaSTi, khATAne mAne e mithyAdaSTi. sAcAnI, sArAnI sAme AMkheA kADhe te virodhI. devagurudha e 'su ' jovA ne mAkhApa jevA heAya tevA cAle ema ? e vAta zrI jinazAsanamAM na cAle. arthanA ana na karo : keTalAka mahAra jaI ne kaheze ke mahArAje mAtApitAnI AjJA mAnavAnI nA pADI, kAraNa ke Aje anA anatha karanArAonI khATa nathI. me eka vAra eka sthaLe kahyuM ke * je leAkeAne jainazAsanamAM rahevA chatAM zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA na ruce, mAnavI na pAlave teNe jAhera karavuM ke huM zrI jainazAsanamAM rahevA mAgatA nathI; eTale teNe rAjInAmu Apavu joi e. kAraNa ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA e bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve sthApelA saMghanAM aMge, paNa e aMge! kAM sudhI ? AjJAmAM rahe tyAM sudhI. makAnanA cAra thAMbhalA e thAMbhalA kacAre? cAra khUNA TakAve te. emAMnA koI thAMbhalA khasIne AdyA jAya te e thAMbhaleA gharanA ke bahAranA ? jatAM pahelAM e kahe tA sArA ke vagara kahe paDe te sAre ? eka peAlA thAya teA pelA

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80 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana- traNane pilA kare." A meM kyAM ane kyAre kahyuM hatuM ? vApI gAmamAM bhagavAn zrI mahAvIradevanA janmakalyANa divase A vAta thaI hatI. te vakhate chApAvALAe ene bomba kahyo. zAsananA virodhI vage e bombanI viparIta jAherAta karavA khUba prayatna karyo, paNa tenA mane phaLyA nahi. virodhIothI leza paNa mUMjhAvuM joIe nahi. eka rIte te teo pitAnA AtmAnuM bagADIne paNa ApaNane jAgRta rAkhe che. AjJA na mAnavI heya te rAjInAmuM ApavuM ke nahi ? eka nAnI sosAyaTI heya, bhale bALakonI heya, te e paNa pitAnA udeze ghaDe che ne lakhe che ke je koI A udezane nahi mAne, A niyamone taDaze tene DIsamIsa karavAmAM Avaze." bALakonI sosAyaTImAM paNa A niyama khare, ane zrI jainazAsana mATe koI kAyado ja nahi, kema? mArA e kahevAmAM anyAya kyAM hato ? dalIlane abhAva kyAM hatuM? game tevA prasaMge paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAne zira na mUkAvIe te e kema cAle? briTiza gavarnamenTamAM game te uparI amaladAra paNa, potAthI thayela kAyadA viruddha vartanane sudhArI levAmAM AnAkAnI nathI karato. hAIkorTa jaja heraphera bele ne dhArAzAstrI kahe ke "sAheba ! ApanuM bolavuM kAyadA bahAra jAya che," te te je kAyadA bahAra hoya te zabdo pAchA kheMcI levAmAM jarAye nAnama nathI mAnate. tema ame ke tame bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA AgaLa e pramANe namelA ja haIe. AjJA UMcI ke ApaNe UMcA ? AjJA na mAnavI heya chatAM emAM rahevuM e Dakho kharo ke nahi ? AjJAne AdhI mUkI duniyA sAra kahe tema vartanArA zAsana mATe zA kAmanA ? zAsananuM kAma na hoya ane duniyAnuM kAma hoya che tema sApha kahI devuM ke jethI koI A zAsananA che ema mAnIne ThagAya nahi. AmAM kAMI khoTuM ke dalIla vagaranuM che? nahi ja. ethI huM te tamane paNa kahuM chuM ke tame je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIranI

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira bane [ 81 AjJA karatAM tamArA svArthane adhika mAnatA he to tamArA bALakane dUdha pAtI vakhate sApha kahe ke "A dUdha ame maphata nathI pAtA. amAre e IrAdo che ke ATaluM DuM pInAro miTo thayA pachI amane ghaNuM pAze. tuM ema na mAnatA ke amAruM A dUdha pIne moTo thAya te pachI bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA pALavA mAMDe ne amane mUkI de. amane te nahi ja pAlave. tAruM game teTaluM bhaluM thatuM haze paNa amArA svArthanI temAM hAni haze te A dUdhanI kiMmatanA badalAmAM tArAthI amane mUkIne nahi javAya. game tema karIne paNa ame dUdhanI kiMmata vasUla karIzuM." Ama spaSTa kahevAthI tamAruM baccuM je pUrvanI ArAdhanA karIne AvyuM hoya ane tamArA evA kathanathI enA saMskAra je uddabuddha thaI jAya te e bicAruM tamArA e viSamaya dUdhanA pAnathI bacI jAya. A ja pramANe saghaLA vyavahAramAM spaSTabhASI bane ke jethI tamArAthI koI ThagAya nahi ame bALakanA hitaiSI ema kahenArA tame mAruM vahAlAmAM vhAluM bALaka, puSpazAmAM UcherI meTuM kareluM bALaka, pApane mAge, anItinA mArge na ghasaDAya, prabhu zrI mahAvIradeve kahelA mArgethI bIje na jAya," evI bhAvanA eka paNa divasa bhAvI che ? je ne, te tame baccAnA hitasvI kharA? kahevuM paDaze ke nahi ja. vAru, tame tamArA bALakane sukhI IcchA ke duHkhI? je sukhI Icche che te kaho ke sukhI kyAre thAya ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM ke apAlanamAM ? je pAlanamAM, te tamArA bALakane tame kadI kaho cho ke "mArI AjJA pachI ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA pahelI ane e AjJAthI je huM UlaTuM kahuM te tuM mane bApa paNa nahi mAnate.?" samyagadaSTi mahAnubhAva ! bolane ! paNuM zI rItie belAya, balavAnI bArI ja kyAM che? AthI ja huM kahuM chuM ke tamArI pApavAsanAonA nAza mATe have kAMkarIe nakAmI che, moTA beMba ja joIze. madhyasthatAnA nAme, zAMtinA che. sA. 6

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82 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nAme satyAnAzanI pATI vaLI. amAre e khATI zAMti, khATI samatA, khATI vAhavAha na joI e. e maDadAMne sAMpA. cetanavaMtAne nahi. Aje tamane ATalI zAMtithI sAMbhaLatA joI mane ghaNA ja AnaMda thAya che. bAkI huM teA e vAtane mAnatA ane kahetA ja rahyo chuM ke game tyAM, nAnAmAM nAnA gAmamAM ke mATA zaheramAM, nAnAmAM nAneA jaina paNu, zrI jinezvaradevanI vAta na sAMbhaLe e kaDhI banyuM nathI, khanatu nathI ane banavAnu ce nathI. A khamanI vAta thaI. have vaLI bIjI vAta. eka chApAmAM heDIMga evu' Avyu ke " sAdhu zrAvakane sukhI jovA na icche ?" vAru ame tamane sukhI jovA na icchIe ema ? tamane sukhI dekhI amAru haiyu khaLI jAya ema ? '' sarve'pi sukhino bhavantu - sarva paNa sukhI thAe ' e bhAvanAvALA amane, vratadhArI, pUjA karanArA, dezavirati, sAmAyikAdi karanArA ane samyagdRSTi zrAvakane sukhI jovAnI bhAvanA na hoya ema ? zu kahevu te jANA che ? have me 9 me' kaheluM ke tamArI meTaro ane tamArA baMgalAo joI ne amane Ana Mda thAya nahi. ame teA juduM ja jovA icchIe chIe ane je IcchIe chIe te joI e to AnaMda thAya. tamArI mATara joI ne sAdhu malakAya ? tamArA AMgalAo joI ne khuzI thAya ? tamArA hIrA-mANeka joI ne AnaMda anubhave ? nahi ja. amane te ema thAya che ke hIrA, mANeka ane punnAe A khUdhI vastu para che ane anitya che. ajJAnanA ge tamArA AtmA A badhI vastunI pUMThe ja doDayA rahI, zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAnusAra tenI mamatA nahi cheDe teA A lAlAza ane pILAza e badhIye zvAsa nIkaLI gaye nakAmI che, eTalu ja nahi paNa

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira banA [ 23 bhayaMkara hAnikartA che. AthI dayA Ave che ane enA cege esa kahIe chIe ke uttamAttama sAmagrIvALA A mAnavabhavane pAmIne prabhunI AjJA vicAro tamArAthI sa*virati na pamAya te tenI zraddhA keLavI dAtAra aneA, zIlavaMta khanA, tapasvI aneA ane uttama vicAraka aneA. A sivAya sukhI banAvavA mATe ame tamane zu khatAvIe ? keTalA kamAyA ? peDhI kevI cAle che ? chekarAMThyAM kevAM che ? A madhu pUchavuM e kAma amAruM che ? nahi ja, mATe jo tamAre jaina tarIke jIvavu hAya, sukhI thavu hoya te sAdhune sAdhu tarIke jIvavA gho. amane amArI jagyAe ja rahevA dyo. amane ema na kahezeA ke amArAM peTa bharavA Apa kAIka karo. 6 sabhAmAMthI prazna H * roTalA ApavA paDe te ApavA teA na ja ApavA ema Ape kaheluM ? " hA ! kaheluM ne hajIe kahu chu, paNa kone ? dharmanA vi Ine. dhamI ne hAtha joDA-adhamInI dayA khAo ane dharmanA vidhIne kaheA ke AghA jAe. ' vyavahAramAM paNa ema ja chene? tamane masA-pAMcase ApanArane hAtha joDI che, salAme bhare che. dInahInane TukaDA ApA che paNa lUMTavA AvanArane zu kahe che AghA rahe, nahi teA Teliphona karI polIsane-konsTebalane bolAvavA paDaze. e ja rItie dharmanA lUTArAne ApaNe zu kahIe ? evu ja kahIe ke je sAMbhaLI dha`ne lUTavAnI tenI hAma ja na cAle. AthI ja kahevu' paDe che ke dhamInI bhakti karo, adhamInI dayA khAo ane pUchavu paDe che ke vAdhIone kadI TukaDA ApazeA te paNa kaheze zuM ? ApaNe jene mAnIe, jene pUjIe, jene tAraka mAnIe tenA virAdhI pratye kyI bhAvanA hAya ? bezaka ! enuM kadIye mUru na icchAya paNa tenI bheLAe na bhaLAya, kAraNa ke tema thavAthI dharmonA nAzake! puSTa ane ane enA pariName vizvatAraka dhama ne kSati paheoMcADavAthI aneka bhavyAtmAonu` Atmahita haNAya. paNa ATale

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84 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 bhakti karavAnAM pAtrone oLakhe : have zrI nayasAranA bhavanI vAtamAM Ave. zrI nayasAra aTavImAM lAkaDAM mATe gayelA che, grISmaRtu che. madhyAhUnakAla che, bhojana taiyAra che. e vakhate e puNyavAnuM ze vicAra kare che? koI atithi Ave ene huM daIne pachI jamuM te kRtArtha thAuM. A bhAvanA zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM rahelA zrAvakonA hRdayamAM Ave, e bhAvanA haiyAmAM Take te Aje eka paNa sAdhamI duHkhI, bhUkhe, jevAmAM Ave nahi jamatAM pahelAM je A amalamAM mukAya te dhArelI badhI dhAraNuM phaLe. zrAvakanI ne samyagadagniI bhakti kevI rIte thAya ? hAtha joDIne, mAthuM namAvIne, tAraka mAnIne paNa enA upara moTo upakAra karI dauM chuM" ema mAnIne nahi, zrAvaka eTale Azrita nathI, sevaka nathI, kara nathI, dabAyele nathI paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane mAnanAre e sAdhamI bhAI che. vicAre te samajAya ke enI avajJAmAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI avajJA che ane enA apamAnamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM apamAna che. Aje jANe che ke zeThanA kUtarAneya karathI marAya nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa khaLAmAM besADI ramADe paDe, paNa e kUtara ke nImakahalAla. mAlikanA makAnanA rakSaNa mATe prANuM che. te pachI zrAvake pitAnA mAlika zrIjinezvaradevane bhaktanI eTale ke pitAnA sAdhamInI bhakti kema na karavI joIe ? paNa te sAdhamI koNa ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA khAtara maravA paNa taiyAra thAya che. kadAca teTaluM sattva na hoya te paNa kalyANa te te AjJAnA pAlanamAM ja mAne paNa ema te na ja kahe ke "AjJA Aghe mUko, paNa amAruM pAlana kare." zrAvakoe pitAnAM saMtAnamAM, baMdhuomAM kayA vicAre keLavavA? tyAM kayI jAtinA saMskAre hoya? zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinamaMdira, ane zrI jinAgamamAM pharamAvelI vAte pratye asadbhAva jAge te e zrAvaka khare? nahi ja. eka zrAvaka rAtre jamate heya. pAse AvIne kahe ke bhAI "zrAvaka thaI rAtre jamAya?" A praznanA uttaramAM e jamanAre zuM kahe e sAce zrAvaka

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prabhunI AjJAmAM sthira bane [ 85 hoya te tenuM mAthuM nIcuM name ane kahe ke "bhAI tuM kahe che te sAcuM paNa huM pAmara chuM.' zrI vAlI ane zrI rAvaNa: zrI rAvaNane zrI vAlI vaccenA yuddhanuM daSTAMta laIe. e yuddhamAM zuM thayuM ? paMcendriya nI katala. e katala zarU thaI ke zrI vAlI senA cIrI vacce AvyA ane kahe ke "rAvaNa ! tuM e zrAvaka, huM e zrAvaka. nAnAmAM nAnA jaMtunI hiMsA ApaNane beyane khaTake, A paMcendriya nI katala jevI e tArI ne mArA jevA vivekIne chAje nahi, laDavuM ja hoya te tuM ne huM laDI laIe. zrI rAvaNa paNa e kabUla kare che; paNa e ema nathI kahetA ke "jA jA have, A yuddhakSetramAM vaLI zrAvaka zA? yuddhakSetra eTale saMkhyAbaMdha manuSyanI jyAM jagI katala cAlI rahI hoya te, tyAM kaMpArI na heya." tyAMnI bhAvanA kayI hoya ? e ema nathI kahetA ke "tuM katalathI Darate hatuM te A zuM karavA ? ahIM e badhuM jovAya nahi." kAraNa ke te zuddha samyagadaSTi hatA. jyAre Aje te zrAvaka rAtre jame, pachI ene koI kahe te e kahe ke besa, besa, emAM tuM zuM samaje ? te e sAdhamI khare? nahi ja. mAnIe ke rAtre khAvAthI zrAvakapaNuM na jAya paNa ene reke, zIkhAmaNa de, ene e ema kahe ke "A jamAnAmAM evI bAyelI vAte nahi cAle. game te khAo, game te pIo." e sAdhamI khare ke nahi? kahevuM ja paDe ke haragija nahi. AjJAne anusaratuM zikSaNa, AjJAne ja anusaratA saMskAre jainakuLanA ghere ghera zarU thavA joIe. zrI jinezvarabhagavAnanI eke eka AjJA samajavI joIe. A jainakuLanA zikSaNa mATe, keLavaNI mATe, vicAre mATe jeTaluM zakya hoya teTaluM thavuM joIe. ane kharI bhakti paNa te ja che. Aje zrI mahAvIradevanA maMdira mATe zrI mahAvIradevanI mUrti mATe, zrI mahAvIradevanA sAdhu mATe, zrI mahAvIra devanA Agama mATe, ane zrI mahAvIradevanA dharma mATe, keI yAtakA bele te kahevAmAM Ave

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jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 che ke "emAM zuM ? paMcamakALa che. paDato kALa che. emAM vAMdho nahi, emAM dukhabukha thAya nahi e zuM vyAjabI che ? haragija nahi. kharekhara, satyanI rakSA mATe satyanA sAcA upAsaka dvArA je prayatna je rIte thavA jaIe te thatA jaNAtA nathI. satyane pracAra karanAranI saMkhyA paNa DI, zraddhALu hajI ghaNuM maLe paNa satyane amalamAM lAvanAra keTalA ? satyanI rakSA ane pracAra mATe tana, manane dhanano vyaya karanArA keTalA? ghaNuM ja a5, e ja kAraNe Aje kahevuM paDe che ke jeemAM zuddha saMskAre majabUta haze, jeo AjJAmAM sthira haze, teo ja saddharmamAM sthira rahevA sAthe sAcI sAdhamI bhakti karI zakaze. astu. TT

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satyanI pratiSThA : asatyanuM umUlana : satya samajavA mATe prayAsa kare ? anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAra paramaSio, anaMta puNyarAzithI prApta thayela A manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA mATe, bhArapUrvaka jaNAve che ke A jIvana pAmIne zAstrazravaNa karavuM joIe, enI upara zraddhA keLavavI joIe ane ene anusAra zakti mujabanuM vartana karavA mATe pitAnuM sarva sAmarthya kharacavuM joIe. e vinA aneka sAmagrIvALuM A mAnavajIvana niSphaLa cAlyuM jaze mATe kaI paNa rItie, A durlabha mAnavajIvana niSphaLa na cAlyuM jAya e mATe pUratA prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe joI gayA ke A badhI vastu kyAre bane ? manuSyabhavanI kiMmata samajAya tyAre. enI kiMmata jJAnIe game eTalI AMkI paNa e vastu ApaNane na samajAya tyAM sudhI zuM kAmanI? kharI vAta to e che ke ApaNane pitAne jIvananI mahattAnuM bhAna nathI. je mAnavajIvananI sAcI mahattA samajAya te Aje je jAtinI dazA dekhAya che te dekhAta nahi. sAdhavAnuM che te sAdhyA vinAnuM rahI jAya che, karavAnuM karyA vinAnuM rahI jAya che, ane na karavAnI kriyA jesara, AnaMdabhera, ulaTabhera, AjubAjunA vicAra vinA, bhaviSyanI darakAra vinA jema ne tema kaye javAya che, e manuSya tarIke chAjatuM che ? nathI ja. nathI zubha udayavALAne zubheya bhegavatAM AvaData ane nathI azubha udayavALAne azubhedaya jogavatAM AvaDatuM." zubha udayavALA dhamAcakaDI kare che ane azubhanA udayavALA bUmarANa kare che. nathI zAMti zubhanA udayavALAne, ke nathI zAMti azubhanA

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88 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 udayavALAne. dharma na zubhanA uddaya vakhate thAya, na azubhanA udaya vakhate thAya, tyAre thAya kacAre ? zubhanA udayavALA AdamI kahe che ke huM mArI badhI sAmagrInI vyavasthA karI rahuM nahi; sAcavavAmAMthI, paMpALavAmAMthI TAIma maLe nahi, tyAM sudhI dhama kevI rIte karI zakuM ! azubhanA udayavALAnI dazA paNa kAI judI ja jaNAya che kAraNa ke e vaLI dhana ane bhAganI tRSNAmAM ja marI jAya che. bemAMthI eke uyavALAne dha mATe phurasada nathI, satyane jANavAnI phurasattu nathI ane tattva jANuvAnIya icchA nathI. ece ema mAnyuM ke AnI kAMI jarUra ja na hAya. e beyane pUchIe teA e te kabUla kare, ke je kAMI maLyu che agara je kAMI maLavAnuM che te bahubahu te A jiMdagI mATe ja kAmanuM, vacamAM paNa e chaTakI jAya, ppA mArIneya jAya, pAghaDI laI neya jAya, nAka kApIneya jAya teA enI pazu nA nahi.' ATaluM kabUla karavA chatAM paNu hRdayathI te A vartamAna ji'deMgIne ja eka UMcAmAM UMcuM dhyeya mAnyu che. A jiMdagI sivAya bIjI jiMdagI che, pAmavI paDaze, tyAM paristhiti navI UbhI thaze e khyAla DeAya ane sAcI cIvaTa heAya, (banAvaTI nahi) teA mU MjhavaNu thayA vinA rahe nahi. tyAre ema manAya ke koI ne paraleAkanI ciMtA ja jANe nathI. tamane paraleAkanI ciMtA nathI, ema tame mAnA che ? nahi, kAraNa ke paraleAkanI ciMtAmAM tame mAne che tA jarUra. jo paleAkanI ciMtAmAM jarUra mAnA che te AjanI A kAramI dazAmAM kema naciMta jevA jaNAe che ? AvI dazAmAM naciMtAI ane paraleAkanI ciMtAnI hayAti; e ubhayanA meLa kema maLe ? Aje A badhAnI vicAraNA karavAnI che ane e vicAraNA dvArA eka vAta barAbara samajI levI che ke anaMtajJAnI mahApuruSAe paleAkane a Mge ATalI badhI vicAraNA kAnA mATe karI ? prAyaH duniyAnA sarvAM jIve sau saunA kAmamAM lIna che, paNa koI ne A vastunI darakAra hAca tevuM lAgatu nathI. ana'ta jJAnIe kahelI A vastunI jarUra zA mATe? je mATe e jarUrI che e samajI javAya

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satyanI pratiSThA : asatyanuM` unmUlana H [ 89 te A badhI azAMti ane A badhA utpAta hoya ? na ja hAya. AthI spaSTa che ke A badhuM satyane pArakhI zakavAnI zakti nathI tene AbhArI che. tamAre satya jANavuM hoya teA je vAta tame saMpUrNa paNe na jANeA, na samajo tyAM sudhI te vAtamAM Agraha na rAkhe! te satya hamaNAM hAthamAM AvI jAya. satya chupAI rahe tevuM nathI, kAraNa ke satya tA dItu che. e satya asatyanA AvaraNe hAla dakhAyu che. tI'karanA bhavamAM karyuM' te karavAnu` ke pUrvanA bhavAnu... ? satya dakhAya nahi mATe e satyanA kahenArane ALakhavA joIze, ane e ja kAraNe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA pUrvabhavAne ApaNe vicArI rahyA chIe ke e zrI arihaMta anyA zI rIte? zu e tArakanA AtmA emane ema ja zrI arihaMta banyA ? kahevuM paDaze ke nahi ja, te pachI zrI arihaMta tarIke thanArA mahApuruSAe arihaMta banavA mATe je kAMI karyuM, je kriyAnA ceAge arihaMta banyA te badhuM samajavuM joI e. chellA bhavamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve aridbhuta tarIke zuM karyu ane zu kahyuM e badhuM jANuM! che ? pUrvabhavamAM emaNe arihaMta banavAjoguM zuM karyuM. te kharAkhara jANavAnu ne te te amalamAMye mUkavAnuM, paNa aMtima bhavamAM te tArake zuM karyu. e jANavAnu zA mATe ? emanA tarapha bhakti jAge, bahumAna pedA thAya ane e vyakti pratye akhaMDa vizvAsa thAya, e mATe kaI AvIne kahe ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIre A kahyuM che teA te mAthA upara, tyAM prazna nahi, kema ke emaNe je kahyuM te amArA kalyANa mATe ja kahyu che. emanA jIvananI kAravAI huM samyak prakAre jANuM chuM, e je kAMi kahe, darzAve te saghaLuMya amArA kalyANa mATe ja heAya. pUrva bhavAnI ghaNI ghaNI karaNIe AdarUpa che paNa badhI te nahi ja. zuM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAe paNu pUbhavAmAM nahi karavAnu kahyu " che kharuM? hA. pUrvabhavamAM e mahApuruSe nahi karavA jevuM paNa ghaNuM karyuM ane karavA jevuM paNa ghaNuM karyuM. A badhuM ja samajavA jevu che. ..

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90 | zrI jainazAsanamAM pakSapAta nathI : paDo paNa, patita zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmA pUrve caDhayo paNa, paNa thayA, pApI paNa thayA, Ara bhI paNa thayA, samAra bhI paNa thaye ane narake paNa gayA. mAre e samajAvavuM che ke AtmA sArI ke khATA e enI kAravAI para AdhAra rAkhe che. Aje huM muni kahevAuM chuM paNa munipaNAnI kAravAi mUkI dauM" tA kevA ? patita ja. AthI mAre patita na anavuM hoya te| munipaNAnA mArgomAM sthira banavuM joI e. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAne paNa peAtAnI kAravAInA cege sAtamI narake javuM paDayuM, kayA bhavathI narake gayA ? vAsudevanA bhavathI. vAsudeva paNa' pAmyA zI rItee ? niyANuM karavAthI. e niyANuM kayI avasthAmAM kayu`` ? muniavasthAmAM niyANAmAM zu bolyA ? meM ArAdhela saya manu jo phala hAya, teA huM bhUyiSTha vIvALA thAuM. A bhAvanAne, A vicArane zAstre kayI rItie ALakhAyai ? sArA tarIke ke kharAba tarIke ! kharAba tarIke. muni kevA ? tapasvI. kevA tapasvI ? sama. evA uttama tapasvI muninA ATalA ja vicAranI zAstre noMdha lIdhI. noMdha kevI lIdhI ? hArI gayAnI-je sayama sukha ApanAru' te naraka ApanAruM banyuM e bhAvanI. A pUrvAcAryae khuda zrI mahAvIradeva mATe AvuM lakhyuM. zrI mahAvIradeve peAtAnI jAte paNa e ja kahyuM. pUrve thayelA zrI tI karAe paNa e ja kahyuM ne bhaviSyamAM thanArA zrI tIrthaMkaro paNa zrI mahAvIradevanA khyAnamAM e ja kaheze. A karyu zAsana ? jainazAsana. emAM ja jainazAsananI khUkhI che. kAraNa ke e zAsanamAM koI nA paNu khATA pakSapAta nathI. jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 khuda bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM paNa pAkhaDIo AvatA hatA : jo tame bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanane samajavA mAgatA hA ane e zAsanane ArAdhavAnI tamArI kAmanA hAya tA eka vAra thoDA samaya, aMdaranA game tevA vicArene dAbI rAkhavA paDaze. e bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanu zAsana zuM kahe che, zu pharamAve che, e

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satyanI pratiSThA ? asatyanuM unmelanaH [ 91 tArakanI AjJA zI che e vigere tamAre zAMtithI sAMbhaLavuM paDaze ane sAMbhaLIne khUba vicArapUrvaka samajavuM paDaze. Aje sAMbhaLavuM ane samajavuM e ghaNAne rucatuM nathI. atyAra sudhI huM bahAra hato, eTale mAre mATenI ga5 sAMbhaLI tame je kAMI mAnyuM te kSantavya, Aja ApaNe rUbarU chIe. mArA akSara tamArA kAnamAM sIdhA pese tema huM beluM chuM. muMbaInA cogAnamAM zuM bane che te paNa tama sagI AMkhe jue che, mULa svarUpane khapa hoya to AvatAM vipna sAme eTalA badhA zAnata bane ke e badhAM mojAM tamAne zAMtinA pahADa para athaDAI pAcho paDe. huM kahuM chuM ke tame mAre nahi paNa zAsananA rAgI bane. zAsanane rAgI te che ke je sAcI sAdhutAno pUjArI hoya. mATe AvezamAM AvI na utpAta na macAvatA. ajJAnIonA bhaviSyane ApaNe kheTuM pADavuM che. A te zAsana che ke je zAsanamAM navANuM koDa naiyAnA mAlike e paNa eka vAra dezanA sAMbhaLI ke tarata te cheDI sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM. cha khaMDanA adhipati cakravartIe paNa te traddhi siddhi mUkI cAlI nIkaLyA. cakavartI e paNa je dezanAthI sarvasva cheDI cAlI nIkaLe e dezanA kevIka haze ? cakravatI cakravatIpaNuM bhegave tyAM sudhI enuM cakavartI paNuM ajaba hoya che. teonuM puNya evuM hoya che ke jenA vege teo eka rIte niraMkuzapaNe te bhegavI zake che. evA sukhI ane puNyavAna cakravatIone paNa rAjaRddhi cheDAvI, tyAgamArge vALanAra e maharSionI dezanA kevIka haze? e dezanAmAM kayI tAkAta haze ? e vakhate paNa pAkhaMDIo hatA ane te pAkhaMDane phelAvatA hatA chatAMya zAsana jayavaMtu vanyuM che. satya jaNAvavuM e zuM niMdA kahevAya? game tevI ApattimAM sAdhyasthitithI na khase te samajadAra, zrI jinezvaradevanA, zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM vicaratA nithAnAM ane zrI jinezvaradeve kahelA dhama nA sAcA anuyAyI che ke je A duniyAnA game tevA saMgrAma sAma pitAnA dhyeyarUpa svarUpamAM sthira

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92 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 rahI zake. duniyA eTale Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi, jyAM e traNa nahi tyAM zAMti. Adhi eTale mananI pIDA, vyAdhi eTale zarIranI pIDA, e bannenI mAtA upAdhi, tamAre Adhi, vyAdhi nathI joItI paNa upAdhi cheDavI nathI. Adhi, vyAdhi na joIe te upAdhi cheDe ja. upAdhi cheADavI joIe evuM hu bAlu chuM ka tame ? bahAra evu jaNAze ke tame paNa ' upAdhi cheDavI ja joI e ' ema ja khele che te vadhu mUMjhavaNu thaze. haju tA huM melu chuM temAM ATalI mUjhavaNu che teA pachI tame khelaze ema jaNAye keTalI vadhu mU MjhavaNu thaze ? bahAranA saMyogAnu bhAna; bahAranA ghAMghATanA hetu zuM che e jANeA. enA hetu e che ke tame satya samajI jAe te pelI cakacAranA mULamAM saDA pese che. e vastu dhyAnamAM lAvavA A vAta karI. keTalAka kahe che ke satya kahevA asatyanA unmUlananI zI jarUra che ? paNa tame vicAre, jamInamAM khIja kacAre vavAya ? bIjane phArUpa banAvavA mATe jamInane zuddha manAvavA keTale! zrama karavA paDe? vaida pAtA pAsenI UMcI mAtrA paNa daradIne keTalA zuddha manAvyA pachI Ape ? tevI ja rIte satyanA kahenAre keI asatyAnuM unmUlana karavuM joIe. asatyane asatya tarIke ALakhavu e kAMI nA nathI, bhagavAne miracInA bhavamAM zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI, thADA vakhata pALI, pachI na paLavAthI vezapalaTA karyA. zAstra tarata lakhyuM, ke saMyamamAga thI 'patita' thayA. patita thayA pachI paNu guNugAna teA enAM ja. mAga e ja matAve. dareka dharmanA athI ne kahe ke, 'dharma tyAM che, ahI nathI. tyAM jAo. ' temanI upadezaka zaktinA ceAge temanI pAse je cAnya jIvA AvyA tene upadeza ApI bhagavAna pAse ane bhagavAnanA munie pAse mAkalyA. e mahAtmAe keI ne muktinA mArge vALyA. upadezamAM kamInA na rAkhatA. sAme AtmA dhanI mAgaNI kare eTale kahetA ke 'dhama ahIM nahi, tyAM che. ' tyAM sudhI zAstra kahyuM ke maricI paDaco paDyo paNa nihu paDayA jevA; paNa paDayo te kharA, e chupAvyuM nahi. zuM A niMdA che ? nahi ja.

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satyanI pratiSThA ? asatyanuM unmelanaH 93 dharmanA virodhI kayI vastune cogya che? dhamI te pUjApAtra, adhamI te dayApAtra. paNa dharmavirodhI e koI trIjI ja vastune egya che ane te kaI te tame ja vicAre. zrI maricIe jyAM sudhI ema kahyuM ke "dharma tyAM, ahIM nahi" tyAM sudhI patita paNa mArgamAM rahele mALe. sAdhupaNArUpa sanmArgane sthira rAkhavA mATe pote vezapalaTAna paNa kevA artha karyA che? te juo, ane AjanA keTalAka potAnI pAmaratAne chupAvavA mATe susAdhuone paNa utArI pADavA khAtara upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanuM "zuM muMDe zuM lece re" A eka vacana laIne guNaprApaka veza halake paDe evI rIte yathecchapaNe besI rahyA che, temane juo ! zrI maricI vicAre che ke, zramaNabhagavaMte traNa daMDethI virAma pAmelA che ane huM te daMDethI jitAyela chuM mATe mane tridaMDanuM cihna he. munivare leca karanAra hovAthI te mUDa che ane huM astrAthI mUMDAvanAra chuM mATe mane tenA cihna tarIke zikhA hai. vagere vagere. A badhI vastunA varNanamAM zrImaricIe pitAnI laghutA ne munivarenI mahattA ja kahI. tyAM sudhI paDyA kharA paNa rahyA te mArgamAM ja. paNa kapilanA ge teo mArgathI paNa bhraSTa thayA. kharekhara, dumane karatAM gAMDA bhakatothI bahu sAvaceta rahevA jevuM che. duzmana kaMI na kare kAraNa ke tenAthI cetatA rahevAya. jyAre ghelA bhakta badhuM veDaphI nAMkhe. A vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhI kaho ke bhaya kene? kahevuM ja paDaze ke bhaktane. paNa bhakta kharAba ne duzamana sArA ema na bolatA. mArA kahevAne Azaya e che ke bhakta banI gayelA AtmAnI sevA, mAnapAna AgaLa TakavuM bahu kaThina che. bhaktomAM paNa keTalAka evA guNe Ave che ke teo bhayaMkara doSane paNa ghaLI pIe che. ahIM te e che ke tArakamAM tArakatA hoya tyAM sudhI bhakti, ne tArakatA cAlI jAya eTale nahi. sUtra viruddha belanArathI te bacavuM ja joIe. kapila maLe. dharma saMbhaLAvyuM. kapile kahyuM ke

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94 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dharmAM Ape. A mahAtmA kahe 'ahIM' nahi, dhama` tahIM che.' paNa zrI maricInA aMtaramAM eka viSa pahelethI ghUsI gayuM hatuM. sekaDo ne hajArAne pratibodha karI karI tyAM mokalelA te munivaronI sAthe vicaratA maricI triRRDI veze eka vAra bimAra paDe che. pelA emanAthI pratiSedha pAmelA muni che ane ricI triRRDI che, muni nathI. pelA saMyamI che, A asaMyamI che. pelA saMyamI muni A asaMyamInI ciMtA karatA nathI. AthI miracInA aMtaramAM munie mATe kharAba vicAra utpanna thayeA, paNa te Takayo nahi. UlaTu vicAryuM ke peAtAnA zarIranI paNa paricaryAM nahi karanArA te munivaro bhraSTa evA mArI paricaryAM zAnA ja kare? vicArajo ! saMyamI muni pAse bimArImAM theDI sArasabhALanI vAMchA mATe asa yamI maricIne pazcAttApa thAya che. maracIe nahi jevA beTA vicAra mATe pastAvA karyA. paNa eka bhAvanA AvI ke vyAdhithI mukAyA pachI eka sevaka ziSya A mArA peAtAnA liMgavALA ja manAvIza. bhAgyayeAge eka maLyA, upadeza ApyA, dharmAMnI mAgaNI karatAM mahAtmA maricarcAe zrI jinezvaradevanA dhama kahyA. kapile kahyuM ke te dhama tame kema karatA nathI ? miracIe kahyuM ke te karavA mATe hu sama nathI. chatAM kapila pUche che ke tamArA mArgamAM dharma nathI ? A praznanA uttaramAM ziSyanA abhilASI ricIe kahyuM ke 'jainamAmAM paNa dha che ane mArA mArgamAM paNa dharma che.' A jagyAe mA bhraSTa thayelA maricI mATe zAstra lakhyuM ke A eka mithyA vacanathI maracIe kADhAkoTi sAgara pramANa saMsAra upAryA zrI jainazAsana : pakSapAtarahita zAsana ' je zAsana AvA AvA mATe Avu lakhe te AjanA ucchva khala vaktAo mATe zu na lakhe ? jaitamAmAM paNa dharma che ane mArA mArgomAM paNa dhama che. ' ATalA kathanamAM ATaluM badhu, te Aje dharmAnuSThAnA mATe yadvAtaddA khelanArAonu zu? e samajAya che ?

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satyanI pratiSThA ? asatyanuM unmelanaH 95 ] zrI jainazAsanamAM koIneya pakSapAta nahi cAle! nAmanA kAma nahi Ave. agiyAra aMganA pADI, hajArone muktimArge vALanAra, muktimArganA samartha upadezaka zrI maricI ATaluM bolyA ke bhraSTa kahevANuM zAse temanI paNa zarama na rAkhI. AjanA yatheccha belanArAo bhraSTa kharA ke nahi? huM tamane vyavahAranAM dRSTAMta eTalA mATe ApuM chuM ke kahevAtI satya vAte sukhapUrvaka tamArI buddhimAM Utare. tamane baso-pAMcase ApanAra ke tamArI thelI pUranAra ke? pUjavA je, sAme jaIne salAma bharavA jeva, hAtha joDI "zeTha sAheba, pharamAve !" ema kahevA je. paisA paNa maphata nahi ApanAra, majUrI karAvIne ApanAra, chatAM salAma karavA jevA kharAne ? A badhuM kayI pAThazALAmAM bhaNyA? "padhAre" vagere belavAmAM ke vinaya? kharAba bhAvanA hoya te paNa hAtha joDIne ja bolavuM. A vinaya! A prema, A bhakti je zrI jinezvaradeva pAse hoya te tamArI A dazA na hoya paisAne mAganAra Ave tene dayAnI dRSTie Apo. sAme AjIjI kare, namratAthI mAge tyAM dayA hoya, paNa je koI ghelI sAme AMkha nAkhI Ubhe hoya, karaDI AMkhe Ubhe heya, kyAre TAIma maLe ne uThAvI pasAra thAuM evA vicArane tamane lAge te zuM kare? bole? ahIM nahi bole e mane tamAre vizvAsa che. tame bele kayAM ? jyAM tamane phAvatuM Ave tyAM ja. A duniyA mATe nyAya Ave te pachI dharma rakSA mATe e nyAya kema nahi? have ja joIe. kharI vAta e che ke dhamI pUjavA lAyaka, dharma nahi pAmela dayA khAvA lAyaka, ke zuM kare ! bicAre pAmyA nathI, paNa dharmanI sAme AMkho kADhe, dharmanI avagaNanA kare, te te dayApAtra nathI rahI zakate. e vAtane majabUta banAvavA mATe zAtre eka eka vAtanI noMdha lIdhI che. e AtmA kAM te sudhAravAnI buddhithI agara te zAsananI rakSAnI khAtara zikSaNIya che. sudhare zakya na hoya ane zAsanane hAni pahoMcADavAnI tAkAta na dharate hoya te e bicAre

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96 ] jIvava-sAphalya darzana-1 upekSaNIya che. A te badhI vAte vacamAM thaI. mULa vAta te nidAnanI che. e niyANanI neMdha zI ? "hArI gaye, saMyama hA, tapa hAye, jJAna ho, dhyAna hAryo, sarva hArI gaye." vadhumAM e niyANAnA ge tyAMthI mArIne eka vAra vAsudeva te thayo, paNa maLelI te traNa khaMDanI sAhyabImAM e e reLAye ke sIdhe sAtamIe gaye. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAnAM dUSaNa saMbhaLAya ane ApaNAM na saMbhaLAya emane ? dUSaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAne na choDe, te tamane ne mane kema cheDaze ? e tArakanA AtmAnAM dUSaNa kahevAya ane tamAruM dUSaNa keI kahe te babaDI UThe e kyAMne nyAya? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAnAM dUSaNa sAMbhaLavAnI tAkAtavALA tame, pitAnI jAtanAM dUSaNe sAMbhaLavAnI tAkAta kema keLavatA nathI? mahAnubhAva ! A nAnakaDI jiMdagImAM AMkha mIMcI satyanI sAme marajImAM Ave tema bolavuM, dhamAla karavI, zAMti para azAMtinA aMgArA goThavavA e zuM gya che? ATalI badhI adhamatA, pAmaratA, kSudratA kyAM sudhI ? kayA sukha mATe? AtmAne sukhI jevA Iccho cho ke duHkhI ? sukhI jevA Icche che te vinA prajana, vinA hetu, nAhaka UMdhe mAge kema jAo che? kharAba vastuonA pUjArI kema bane che? pitAnA ane paranA ajANu AtmAne, satyathI zuM kAma bhaDakAvI mAre che ? zuM kAma bIjAne paNa A satyathI vaMcita rAkho cho? tamArAthI satyanI udgheSaNa na thAya, satyanA TeliyA na thavAya te asatyanA saMgathI te avazya bace. gappAM mAratA banI svane ane parane adhogatinA khADAmAM na gabaDAve. tame asatya bele, asatya vAta phelAve, emAM amAruM zuM javAnuM? hAni kone ? tamane ke amane? amane te jJAnI kahe che ke "keI Apatti devA Ave toye AnaMda mAne." amane te zIkhAmaNa Ape che ke, AMkha kADhato hoya te vicAravuM ke hajI te e AMkhe ja kADhe che ne, kaMI bolate te

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satyanI pratiSThA ? asatyanuM umUlanaH nathIne? kaMI bole te vicAravuM ke hajI te bole ja che ne? kaMI hAthabAtha te nathI uThAvate ne? hAtha uThAve te vicAravuM ke hajI te hAtha uThAve che, lAkaDI te nathI mArate ne? lAkaDI mAre tyAre vicAravuM ke hajI to mAre che, mAthuM te kApatA nathI ne? ne mAthuM kApe tyAre kahevuM ke mAthuM kApyuM che ne temAM mAruM zuM laI gaye? mAruM mAthuM javAnuM ja hatuM te bhale e laI jAya. e te parama upakArI. je AtmA pitAnI jAtane pApane bhAgIdAra banAvI ApaNane pApamAMthI choDAve tenA upara gusso kema karAya? sAmo AdamI hiMsAnA pApane svIkAre, pitAnA AtmAne pApathI malina kare, pitAnA AtmAne durgatine adhikArI banAve, tyAre mAthuM kApene? kaI game tema vate te ye akaLAze nahi. satyathI calita thatA nahi. khAlI paMcAtamAM UtaratA nahi. jhaghaDAnuM, tephAnanuM nAhakanuM nimitta tame na ApatA. keI balavA mAge to ahIM lAvaje. game tene manuSyapaNAnI hadamAM rahIne bolavAnI ahIM chUTa che. pApa sevavAmAM nirbaLa koNa che ? duniyAmAM pApasthAnaka sevavAmAM ke nabaLA che ? traNa pisAne AdamI hajAranuM nikaMdana vALavAmAM nabaLe nathI. hiMsA-jUTha-anAcAra; A badhAmAM kaI nabaLe nathI. emAM nabaLA te hoya ke je AtmakalyANanA athI hoya ane e nabaLAImAM ja sAcuM kalyANa samAyeluM che. zAstra kahe che ke "ceta! pApa na kara, hiMsA karavA jevI nathI, jUThuM belavA jevuM nathI, pArakAnI cIja levA jevI nathI, koInuM bhUMDuM IcchavA jevuM nathI, viSayAdhInatA ke vyabhicAra ane parigraha karavA jevAM nathI. have ApaNI mULa vAta upara Ave. zrI nayasAra vanamAM thAkelA che. madhyAhnakALa che. bhejanasAmagrI mejuda che, chatAM jamatAM pahelAM vicAre che ke kaI atithi Ave te jamADIne jamuM. zrI nayasAra jI. sA. 7

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98 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 samyaktva pAmyA vinAnA, mithyArdaSTi kahIe teA pazu cAle evA, zramita, aTavImAM gayelA che. madhyAhna vItI gayela che, kSudhA lAgI che, bheAjana sAme che chatAM atithinI rAha jue che e zu' echI mahattA che? darekedareka zrAvaka A rIte AMgaNe UbhA rahe ane vicAre ke koI mahiSa maLe teA aheAbhAgya! ke jethI uttama supAtramAM mArI vastune sthAna maLe, jethI huM kRtArtha manu ane vadhumAM abhigraha kare ke sAdhIne jamADyA vinA nahi jamu! jo tame sau AvA abhigrahavALA manI jAe tA koI sAdhamI sITThAtA maLe ja nahi. pachI Aje je sAdhI nA nAme khATI khUmA paDAya che te UbhI ja na thAya. tame sau sAcAne samajo ane svIkArI tathA kheATAthI khacA e ja eka abhilASA. astu.

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna uttama vastu paNa badhAne ekasarakhI lAbha karatI nathI ? anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra mahArAjA durlabha evA manuSyapaNAnI saphalatA mATe pharamAve che ke zAstra sAMbhaLI tenA upara majabUta zraddhA keLavI pitAnI saghaLI zaktine upaga zraddhAnusAra vartana karavAmAM karAya toja AjIvananI kharekharI saphalatA che. e zAstravacana upara zraddhA keLavavA mATe, zAstra jenAthI utpanna thayuM che e mahApuruSane samajavA beThA chIe. jemaNe e zAstranuM nirUpaNa karyuM temanA upara hRdayanI zraddhA na jAge tyAM sudhI temanA vacana para zraddhA thavAnI nathI. dareka dvAdazAMgInuM arthathI nirUpaNa karanAra zrI tIrthaMkaradeva hoya che. jenuM A Agama te nirUpaNa karanAra bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva pite che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA bhavanI gaNanA kayA bhavathI thaI ? zrI nayasAranA bhavathI. zAthI? zrI nayasAranA bhavamAM teo samyakatva pAmyA tethI. samyakatva konA cege pAmyA? munivaranA ge. A ja zrAvaka kuLamAM utpanna thayelAne muni maLe che, saMbhaLAve che, samajAve che, paNa emane je maLyA te koI judI bhAvanAnA ge. maLyA te pahelAM e zrI nayasAranA vicAro kevA uttama hatA ? saMyege paNa phaLe kone ? badhAne nahi. zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMte paNa badhAne nahi phaLyA. emane pAmIne keTalAka bodhibIja pAmyA, keTalAka samyaktva, dezavirati ane sarvavirati paNa pAmyA tathA keTalAka apramatta banI kSapakazreNI mAMDI kevaLajJAna pAmIne muktie paNa gayA, ane keTalAka

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100 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kaSAya karIne unmArga paNa gayA ane saMsAramAM DUbI gayA. zrI IndramahArAjAe karelI bhagavAnanI prazaMsAthI saMgamane jhera pedA thayuM. e jhera kyAM hatuM ? prazaMsAmAM hatuM? jenI prazaMsA hatI e bhagavAna zrI vIramAM hatuM ? prazaMsA karanAra zrI IndramAM hatuM ke e saMgamamAM hatuM ? eka vastu badhAne sarakhI lAbhadAyI thatI nathI. jeTalI jeTalI AtmAmAM gyatA teTalI teTalI prApti. prazaMsAnuM pAtra bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva hatA. je vastunI prazaMsA hatI te sArAmAM sArI cIja - prabhu zrI mahAvIranI jJAna dhyAnamAM sthiratA - hatI, prazaMsA karanAra samyaktvathI raMgAyelA ane asaMkhyAta denA svAmI hatA. saMgame vicAryuM ke Indra abhimAnamAM AvI eka manuSyanI prazaMsA karatAM badhA devenuM apamAna kare che. amArA karatAM e baLavAna ? saudharmendra zuM ema belyA hatA ke tame nabaLA ! e te ema belyA hatA ke atyAre bharatakSetramAM vicaratA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva evI rIte dhyAnamagna che, pitAnI indriya upara, zarIra upara, mana upara eTale kAbU che ke emane calita karavA duniyAmAM koI samartha nathI. badhA Indro ane deve bhegA thAya te paNa te caLe nahi. paNa AthI saMgamane zuM lAgyuM ? Indra potAnA mAnItAnI prazaMsA karavA badhA devenuM apamAna kare che. duniyAmAM koI evI cIja nathI ke jemAMthI unmArgagAmI khatare zeDyA vinA rahe. eka AdamI hajAro rUpiyA kharacI suMdaramAM suMdara vastu jamADe pachI jamanArA bahAra zuM bele te sAMbhaLaje. dALamAM maracuM nahotuM, zAkamAM tela nahotuM. A jAtanI be jaNa vAta kare ane bArase emAM hAjI bhaNe. kharI vAta, e bhIkhArI zuM jamADe ? ema paNa kahe. pAMcapacIsa AtmA evA nIkaLe ane kahe ke "mahAnubhAva ! ATalA paisA kharacI ATalI bhakti karanArane tela - maracuM na maLe ? gune pADAne ne DAma pakhAlIne, A kyAne nyAya ! raseIyAe ochuM nAMkhyuM temAM gune e bhAgyazALIne !" tethI ja tame joze ke jamaNavAramAM

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna [ 101 chUTa ApelI hoya che ke tela-maracuM khUba nAkhavuM. jamaNanI rasoImAM telamaracAne pAra nahi. AvI chUTa zA mATe ? leko TeNuM ne mAre te mATe. nahi te jamADanAra jANe che ke telamaracuM ragavardhaka che, paNa miSTAnna jamADanAra samaje che ke A bicArA telamaracAMnAM grAhake che, e nahi nAkhIe te cAMdA pADaze. durjanane svabhAva ! duniyAnI sArAmAM sArI vyaktinA paNa durjana cAMdA pADyA vinA rahe, e bane ja nahi. evA AdamInI vAtethI sArAe gabharAvuM nahi. mAnavuM ke evA nA heta te sajajane aMdhArAmAM rahI jAta. vAta karI duniyAne vastunI jANa kare enAthI mUMjhAvuM nahi eka paNa vastu evI nathI ke jemAM durjana khotaraNuM na kADhe. e vakhate vastune, tatvane vicAra karanAra keTalA? be vAta kare, keTalAka hAjI kahe, ane keTalAka tALI pADe. manuSyapaNAne guNa te e che ke vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI te satya ane hitakara che evI khAtarI na thAya tyAM sudhI te vAtane ahIMthI ahIM (haiyethI hoThe) na lAvavI joIe. je tema bane te vigraha na thAya. bane tyAM sudhI evI vAta sAMbhaLavI nahi, ghUse kAnamAM te meMDha lAvavI nahi, A guNa na Ave te manuSyapaNuM e bhayarUpa che. manuSyapaNuM sArAmAM sAruM, UMcI gatie laI jAya paNa tene durupayoga thAya che e manuSyapaNuM zuM kAma Ave ? ATale guNa na keLavI zako te bhaya che ke AvI sArI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM paNa durgatimAM javuM paDaze. tatvajJAnI keNa ? tatvajJAnI koNa? koI divasa jenA hadayamAM nakAme vicAra Ave nahi te. artha vinAne, prajana vinAne, lAbha vinAne vicAra tene Ave ja nahi. ane kadAca AvI jAya te tene beTo mAnIne dUra karyA vinA rahe nahi te. e UMcAmAM UMce vidvAna, pahelA naMbarane

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102 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tatvajJAnI kyAre bane ? covIse kalAka uttama bhAvanAothI vAsita rahe che. kadAca bhAvanA khase te kharAba vicAra AvI jAya paNa karI meMDhathI bele te nahi ja. kharAba vicAra manamAM rAkhanAre sAre ke bahAra kADhanAre sAre? jJAnI, DAhyo ne samajadAra che ke je bahAra na kADhe, jenA manamAM ja kharAba vicAra na Ave e te pahelA naMbarane DAhyo. paraMtu AvI jAya te bahAra na kADhe te ya DAhyo che, kAraNa ke manamAM rahelo te eklAne kharAba kare ane bahAra nIkaLe te ghaNAne kharAba kare. sabhAmAMthI prazna e vicArane pite sAro mAnate heya ne bahAra kADhe che ? A vAta tattvajJAnInI cAle che. tyAM A prazna ja asthAne che, kema ke e khoTA vicArane sAre mAne ja nahi ane mAne te e vAstavika tattvajJAnI nathI. duniyAnA badhAe vicAra bahAra mUkanAra irAdApUrvaka kharAba dhArIne mUke che ema kahevAno Azaya nathI, paNa A prazna asthAne che. tatvajJAnI te kadAca agya vicAra enA pitAnA aMtaramAM Ave te paNa tene bahAra na kADhe. prAmANikapaNe A prasaMge kahevuM joIe ke e kharAba vicArane pita hitakArI mAnIne, svaparanuM bhaluM mAnIne bahAra kahe te gunegAra te khare, paNa jeo kharAba vicAra jANane IrAdApUrvaka duniyAnA bhUMDA mATe mUkI rahyA che tenA karatAM te kamagunegAra che. zAtre kahyuM che ke darekane bAlavAne ke lakhavAne adhikAra nathI. tAtvika daSTinI vAtamAM saghaLAne chUTa nahi. tavAtatva samaje, tattavamAM ataravana ghUse tenI kALajI rAkhI zake tene ja chUTa. adharma sArI duniyAmAM patharAyele che. dharmanI jagyA thaDI che. ahiMsA pAmanArAe e dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze ke hiMsA kayAM kayAM thAya che, paNa hiMsAvALAe ahiMsA kyAM kayAM thAya che e jovAnI jarUra nathI. jUthI bacanAre jANavuM joIe ke "A jUTha - ahIM jUTha - te jUTha" paNa jUThamAM mahAlanAre A sAcuM IrAdApUrvaka prakAra che. tatvajJAnI bahAra na kA ma takArI

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna | 103 - e sAcuM jovAnI jarUra nathI. dharma e adhamanA killAmAM chupAcele che. dharmAMnI cAkhaira adhama paDele che. dharmIne bahu bahu sAvaceta rahevu paDe che. tattvajJAnIne paNu hRdayamAM kharAba vicAra pesI javAne saMbhava, paNa te parakhI jAya ke bhUta ghUsyuM. ane tyAM sudhI bhUtane mAMhIne mAMhI zamAve, dUra kare, kadAca mUrkha jana sa'sarpAt khelI paNa jAya paNa amalamAM te na ja mUke. amalamAM mUke teA e tattvajJAnI nahi. sArI paNa cIja ceAgya AtmAnA hAthamAM Ave teA phaLe. manuSyapaNu khIlavavu' hAya, lAbha levA hAya tA eka guNa avazya khIlavavA paDaze ke ane tyAM sudhI acAnya vAtA sAMbhaLavI ja nahi. dharmakriyA mATe TAIma nathI ke IcchA nathI? zAstranI vidhimAM badhuM geAThavAyela che paNa enA amalamAM phurasada nathI. gappAM mAravAmAM, ceApATIe TahelavAmAM, cAha-pANInA jalasAmAM, mojazokhamAM, raMgarAgamAM, nATakaceTaka ke sinemA jovAmAM phurasada che. e badhI kAravAI game che paNu zAstrokta vidhinI kriyAmAM phurasada nathI. pUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha nahi karanArane TAima nathI ke icchA nathI? anatuM nathI ke karatA nathI ? mane to karuM ema khAle paNa karatA nathI. kema ? bhAva zAthI Ache ? hitaiSIoe e hitanA mAga cAjyA tyAM phurasada nathI, ane nahi, bhAva na Ave, AnaMda nahi, e zabdonI hAramALA khaDI thaye ja jAya, eka pachI eka javAba maLe ja jAya. phAvatuM nathI, mana thatuM nathI evA javA maLe che, badhA javAkheA sAcA ke khoTA? AnI pAchaLa zuM che? bahAranA zabda upara anumAna na mAMdhatAM enI pAchaLa eka mukhya kAraNa che, jene laIne dhama karavAnI vAta rucikara nathI thatI ane te kAraNa e ja ke tene jaDanA saMga cheDavA gamatA nathI. sAmAnya dharma kahevAmAM paNa dIkSAnI jarUra che ? na kahe che ke duniyA AgaLa UMcI keDiTanI vAteA na karo. sAmAyika pUjA vagere kaheA. sAmayika vagerenI vAtA Aja sudhI kahevANI

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104 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nathI ema nathI, paNa uttara zA maLe che ? dAnanuM kahevAya tyAre kahe ke Avaka theDI, jAvaka ghaNI, tijorImAM piluM che. paNa lagna Ave tyAre, cAha-sigAreTa mATe, sinemA mATe ene paisA maLe. tyAM vadhe nahi! abhakSyanI vAta Ave tyAM kahe che ke kaMdamULa Adine niSedha karanArA zarIranI zakti haNI rahyA che. kharAba vAsanA-kharAba vAtA varaNe sAruM eTaluM UMdhuM dekhAya. TUMkuM TUMkuM kahevAya tyAM paNa bahAnAM ja nIkaLe. koI bahu pUche te kahI de ke barAbara rucatuM nathI. vAraMvAra kahe te pachI Ave ja nahi. eTalA mATe jJAnIe eka vastu bhArapUrvaka kahI che ke je vastu asAra che, tenI asAratA barAbara samajAI jaze ke tarata ja A badhI vastu ApoApa AvI jaze. kahe! have tamane zrI jinapUjAmAM TAIma meLavI Apa haya, A badhI kriyAomAM tamane AnaMda Ave ema karavuM hoya te mAre kayI vastu tamArA haiyAmAM ghAlavI joIe ? tamArA haiyAmAM dharmanA phaNagA phUTe te vastu ghAlavAmAM Ave te badhI kriyA ApoApa thAya. prAyaH ekeeka jJAnIe dezanAnI zarUAta "asAreyaM saMsAra" e rIte karI. "asArevaM saMsAra" e padane artha ! saMsAra asAra. asAra hovAthI e kheTa, duHkhamaya, eTale tayA vinA chUTake nahi e. paNa AmAM tamArA saMsAranI niMdA kharIne? je saMsArane asAra kahe e niMdA gaNAtI hoya te bhale gaNAya. e gaNanA DAhyAonI nathI paNu gAMDAonI che. zrI tIrthaMkara deva jevA jenI asAratA jorazorathI varNave ane amane varNavavAnuM pharamAve, tenI asAratA varNavavAmAM amane zuM vAMdho ? amAre te pharajiyAta varNavavI joIe. vAru, paNa badhAe anaMtaupakArI mahApuruSoe sAmAyika, pauSadha, jinapUjA karavAnuM kahevA pahelAM zarUAtamAM saMsArane asAra zuM kAma kahyo ? sabhAmAMthI javAbaH e nakkI na thAya tyAM sudhI vAstavika rIte dhamI thaI zakAtuM nathI. kharekhara ema ja che. je AmA saMsAramAM lIna che tene saMsAra

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna | 105 asAra na lAge tyAM sudhI A badhuM sAra lAge zI rIte ? rAgathI trAsa thAya nahi tyAM sudhI vaidya yAda Ave zI rIte? saMsAra asAra lAge nahi tyAM sudhI dharmanA rAgI banA e sabhavita che ? kahevu ja paDaze ke ' niha ', pahelAM AdhA ke pahelAM caravaLA 6 Aje kahe che ke pahelAM caravaLA ne pachI AghA.' jyAre jJAnI kahe che pahelA A Adhe!, e na levAya teA caravaLA. roTalI na khavAya tene mATe bhAta; bhAta na khavAya tene mATe kAMjI; kAMjI na pace tene mATe dUdha; bheMsanuM dUdha na pace te gAyanuM; eya na pace te bakarInuM, pazu A te kahe che ke bakarInu ja dUdha pAe eTale jIvatA sudhI UMcA AvIe ja nahi. paNa e te mAMdA mATe. na pacatu hAya ene mATe. AthI samajo ke samane mATe pahelI vastu kaI? zrAvake gharakhArI thaI kalAka be kalAka caravaLA zu' karavA levA ? gharamAM kuTuMba, parivAra, pasATakA mUkI caravaLA levAnuM prayAjana zuM ? bhagavAna pAse lAMkhA svare stuti karavAnuM prayAjana zuM? bhagavAna pAse khele che zu? * zI gati thAze amArI - e dInAnAtha zI gati thAze amArI ... ' A * zI gati thAze" - khAlanArA aDhAra zuM khele ? enI kAravAI kevI hoya ? ane enAM vacanA kevAM hAya ? e vicAre. e ahAra jaI ema kahe kharA ke rAte khAvAmAM, nATakaceTakamAM, mAja majAmAM ane raMgarAgamAM vAMdhA zu ? ane jo e evu khele tA evuM khelanAra zrI jinezvaradevanI bhakti zu samajIne kare che, e kaheze ? * dInAnAtha zI gati thAze. amArI' e udgAra ahIthI ( mukhamAMthI ) kaiM ahI thI ( haiyAthI ) nIkaLe che ? bhAvanApUrvaka bele che yA emane ema ja ? jenI AgaLa tame uparanA udgAra kADho che te jJAnI ke nahi ? jJAnI te kevA ? tamArA haiyAne jANe tevA ke *

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106 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 na jANe evA? e devAdhidevanI AgaLa paNa je chaLa ane mAyA kare te tamane ane mane cheDe ? je anaMtajJAnIne na cheDe, emane paNa UThAM bhaNAve te tamArA-mArA mATe game tema bele enI ciMtA zI? jeTaluM na kahe teTaluM thoDuM. e te kahe ja. na kahe te Azcarya. gharabArIne caravaLAnuM zuM prajana? cAMllAnuM zuM kAma? dukAnadArI cheDI, nAhakane TAIma ApI ahIM besavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? sAmAyika Adi karavAnuM paNa zuM kAraNa? A badhuM samyaka prakAre samaje. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jevA thavA mATe kAMI karavuM paDaze ke ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane oLakhavA mATe ApaNe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane pahele bhava lIdhe che. e jIvana nakkara che. e jIvana pAmavA ghaNuM ghaNuM karavuM paDaze. eka eka duSTa bhAvanA para agni mUkave paDaze. viSayanI lAlasAone kApavI paDaze. hajI viSayavAsanA ghaTatI nathI teTalI manuSyapaNAmAM khAmI che ema kahevuM paDaze. e vAsanA ghaTayA vinA bhagya vastuo upara paNa sAcI mAlikI nathI AvavAnI. tame badhA gharanI cIjanA mAlika che ke gulAma tame badhA svataMtratAvAdIo ane gulAma ? vIsamI sadInA chatAM tame gulAma ? jAgatA jamAnAmAM jIvanArA tame gulAma? evuM kahevAya? tamArI jAgRtine kayuM upanAma ApavuM? A te jAgRti che ke ghaMghATa macAvavAnI ghelachA che? jAgRti enuM nAma ke jenA zabda zabda javAhara khare. samajadAra, bhaNelAgaNele, paMDitamAM khapata pitAnI jabAnamAMthI zuM bele? e ema bele khare ke zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjAmAM zuM paDayuM che? sAmAyikamAM zuM paDayuM che? pratikamaNu-pauSadhamAM zuM paDyuM che? e te navarAnA dhaMdhA. | (sabhAmAMthI): "ene paMDita kahe keNu?" na kahe te kalyANa, karmasattA bahu bhayaMkara che? AjanA yatheccha belanAra ane lakhanAra ema mAne che ke amane koNa pUchanAra che? paNa teoe yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke karma sattA

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna [ 107 bahu bhayaMkara che. AjJAkhaMDananAM phaLa evAM bhayaMkara che, e atyAre khabara nahi paDe. je vakhate AjJAkhaMDana AdinA ge baMdhAyela karma udayamAM Avaze te vakhate beTI dalIla kAma nahi Ave. A te meM kuTuMba mATe karyuM hatuM ane A te meM amuka mATe karyuM hatuM e nahi cAle. tame ja kahone ke A badhuM strI ane karAMnA upakAra mATe thAya che ke mahIM kAMIka bIju ja che? agiyAra vAge badhAne TAImasara khavarAve che te zA mATe? upakAra mATe ? (sabhAmAMthI)H "svArtha mATe." AvuM khulluM ja bolo ke jethI tamAro kalyANane raste saraLa thAya. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAthI viruddha vartanArA, bhale zrImaMta, kAyadAnA jANa ke buddhinA nidhAna hoya paNa temanI karmasattA AgaLa nahi cAle dAda ke nahi cAle phariyAda. mATe ja kahevAmAM Ave che ke theDI jiMdagI mATe viSayakaSAyamAM magna banI A mAnavajIvana naSTa karI devuM e koI paNa rItie ucita nathI, ane dharma viruddha vartana karavuM te potAnA ja hAthe pitAne nAza karavA barAbara che. A vAta visarI javA jevI nathI. pratyakSa vAtane te mAne : sabhAmAMthI: karmasattAne mAne te ne?" mAnatA ja nathI? te pachI eka gore ane eka kALe, eka rAjA ane bIjI prajA, ekanI pAse mazInagana te bIjAnI pAse ghaMTaDI, eka mAladAra ane eka bhIkhArI, A badhuM karmasattA vagara konA ge banyuM ? tene javAba Ape chatI buddhie buddhinuM lilAma kare tene kAMI upAya nathI. dIvA jevuM hoya ne na mAne, "UMha UMha" kare tyAM ze upAya? mAyakAMgalA zarIravALAne agiyAra vAge TAImasara dALabhAta ane miSTAnna maLe tyAre alamasta zarIravALAne reTa paNa pUre maLatuM nathI. ekane, eka miniTanA hajAra maLe, bIjAne bAra kalAkanI mahenata chatAM paNa rItasaranuM bhejana na maLe, A badhAnuM kAraNa? belaze kAMI? nAhakanA ghamaMDI na bane.

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108 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jarA dhImA paDo. vyavahAramAM paNa jo nAkara UMcA svare khele te zeTha kahe ke jarA dhImA paDa, bhIkha mAgIza. bI. e. thayele ema kahe ke Ama ja karIza, te! ophisara kahe ke zerA evA mArIza ke sATha paNa nahi maLe ane ghera besavu paDaze. Akhabhera jIvavu' hAya, DIgrI dIpAvavI hAya, teA dhImA mele, cha kalAka lakhe jAo, kAma karo, rItasara kAma Apaze! te sAThanA paMcAtura thaze ane ema thaze teA strI ane chokarAM dUdha pIze. vAMkA cAlyA tA evA zerA mArIza ke koI UbhA paNa nahi rAkhe. Ama zANA esirA samajAve che ane vadhumAM kahe che ke-AphisamAM te navA janma che. atyAra sudhI skUlamAM, kelejamAM, jyAM tyAM madhe svaccha MdI rIte haryAM pharyAM, paNa have navA janma che. A ja rIte ame kahIe chIe ke bhaviSyamAM rAvuM na paDe evI keLavaNI meLavIne A janmamAM evu' kare ke paraleAke sukhI thavAya. bhagavAna pAsa sAcA zrAvaka paisA mAge ? paNa A badhu' nahi mAnavAthI ja Aje eka paNa vAtamAM bhalIvAra nathI. dharmAM paNa duniyAnA padArthAnI lAlasAthI ja mATe bhAge thAya che. jo ema na heAya te kaheA ke besate varSe maMdiramAM vahelA AMkhe| mIMcIne zuM mAgavA jAva che ? (sabhAmAMthI avAja Avye) : paisA ? kevuM bhayaMkara ! ATalI peAla ! AvA jaina ! je bhagavAna pAse paisA, strI, kuTu`kha mAgavA jAya te mane mAne ? have huM samajyuM ke dIkSAthI tame zuM kAma bhaDako che! enu A ja kAraNa. have gALa khAI, niMdA khamIne paNa sudhAravA prayatna karavA joIe. have amane nahi lAge ke zrAvaka gALa de che. zrAvaka nahi ema mAnu ? bhagavAna pAse paisA mAge e zrAvaka hAya ? (sabhAmAMthI) : * mithyAtvI kahevA hAya tA kahA paNa zrAvaka tA rahevA dyo.' 6 paisA na ApIe te devALiyA kaheA paNu zAha tA lakhA, emane ? zu A kathanamAM jarA paNa buddhimattA lAge che? jainakulamAM

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna [ 109 janmIne AkhI jiMdagImAM paNa vicAryuM che ke zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA zI che ? are ! je jIvanamAM zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne, zrI siddha bhagavAnane, zrI AcArya bhagavAnane, zrI upAdhyAya bhagavAnane ke zrI sAdhu bhagavAnane na oLakhyA, te zuM jaina jIvana che ? geLa ane kheLa eka ? hAthI ane rAsabha sarakhA ? paMDita dhanapALane prasaMga jarA vicAre ! paMDita dhanapAla ane sAcuM dharmAbhimAna! paMDita dhana pALa e brAhmaNamAMthI jaina thayuM hatuM. rAjA bhejanI sabhAmAM UMcI keTina e paMDita hatA. tilakamaMjarI graMtha emaNe ra. graMthanuM e nAma pAchaLathI paDayuM. prathamanuM nAma e na hatuM. e graMthamAM emaNe zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnanuM jIvana lakheluM. jyAre e graMtha lakhAte hatuM tyAre rAjAe rAjasabhAmAM na AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchatAM emaNe kaheluM "rAjana ! hAla huM eka graMtha lakhuM chuM." tyArabAda eka vakhate rAjAne e be bhegA thayA. rAjAe pUchyuM, "graMtha pUre thaye?" zrI dhanapALe hA kahI. rAjAe graMtha maMgAve. je. vAM. pachI kahe che ke, "dhanapAla! graMtha maje che paNa eka vAta; jyAM jyAM ayodhyA lakhyuM che tyAM dhArA lakho. jyAM bhAratanuM nAma che tyAM bhejanuM nAma lakho ane jyAM rASabhadeva che tyAM mArA mAnItA devanuM nAma lakhe." dhanapALa kahe che ke "mahArAja ! kyAM e adhyA ne kyAM A jhUMpaDAvALI dhAra ? kyAM bharata ne kyAM bheja? kyAM dayAnI mUrti koSabhadeva ane jyAM tame mAnyA te? zuM tame ema mAne che ke rAvaNanI jagyAe rAsabhane, ciMtAmaNanI jagyAe kAcane ane suvarNanI jagyAe kathIrane goThavAya ? bheja : konI AgaLa bole che? huM koNa? dhanapALa: annadAtA. bheja : kahe tema karavuM paDaze.

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110 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dhanapALa nahi bane. bheja pariNAma bhayaMkara Avaze. dhanapALa huM bhATa nathI. bhATa hA jI hA kare. paisA mATe e paNa lakhe. paMDita tema na kare. paisAne lAta mAre. satyane svIkAre. rAjAe gussAmAM AvI graMtha saLagatI sagaDImAM nAkhe. pustaka AkhuM ne AkhuM baLI gayuM. dhanapALa kavie kahyuM bhASA! vinarAva viparIta guddhiA A dharmAbhimAna kyAM che? zrI dhanapALa ghera AvyA, khAvuM bhAvatuM nathI, gaLe UtaratuM nathI. dIkarI tilakamaMjarIe pUchyuM, "bApAjI zuM che?" dhanapAla varSonI mahenata agnimAM, rAjAe graMtha bALI nAkhe. tilakamaMjarI: "pitAjI ciMtA na karo. mAre meDhe che." tamane zuM meMDhe che? kahene ke "artha ane kAma." bhAgyavAna ! kaho ke jaina gharamAM zuM hovuM joIe? (sabhAmAMthI): pUrA jaina hoIe te ne ? pUrA bhale na ho. jainakuLamAM janmyA te che ke nahi? deva, guru, dharmanuM nahi bhAna. nahi sAna ne core besI paMcAta kare ke phalANuM AvA DhIMkaNa AvA, ne ame AvA. jyAre AvI vAte sAMbhaLIe tyAre lAge che ke jainakulamAM janma pAmelAnI vAta kevI hoya? zrI dhanapAle pachI e graMthanuM nAma pheravI "tilakamaMjarI" rAkhyuM, kAraNa? lakhe zrI dhanapAle paNa sAcavyo koNe? tame jAo te tamArI pAchaLa dharmane sAcavanAra koI che? tame sAcave te koI sAcavene ! maratI vakhate tamArA gharamAM samAdhi ApanAra kaI che? badhA AnA (paisAnA) pUjArI? aMta vakhate zAMtithI koI ema kahenAra che ke amArI ciMtA na kare. aMta vakhate amArA vicAra

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sAcuM dharmAbhimAna ( 111 nahi karatAM, zubha bhAvanA bhAve, che AvA putre ? A te "bApAjI! thelI kyAM che? bApAjI! copaDAmAM zuM che?" bApAjI beTAine kahetAM kahetAM ne vIla ghaDatAM ghaDatAM DhabI jAya. kevI durdazA ? jaina zAstromAM punarlagna che? sabhAmAMthI prazna : bApane vArase dIkaro bhegave ke nahi ? e zAse paMcAta karI che ja kyAM ? zAstra te bhegavavAne ja InkAra kare che. zAstra te bheganI vAta karI ja nathI, emAMthI bacAvavAnI ja vAta karI che. jaina zAstra lamI jogavavAnuM vidhAna karyuM nathI ane paraNavAnuM ke vidhAna nathI karyuM. pachI mane pUche ke, jena zAstramAM punarlagnanuM vidhAna che ke nahi? huM te kahuM chuM ke lagnanuM ja vidhAna nathI, tyAM punarlagna lAvavuM kyAMthI ? zrI jinezvaradevanA zAstramAM punarlagnanuM vidhAna che ke nahi ema DAhyA gaNAtA Aje pUche che. mane duHkha thAya che ke pasa, lagna, punarlagna A badhuM jainazAstramAMthI dhanArA AvyA kyAMthI? e te jaina duniyAmAM janmyA che ke bahAra? ke je zrI jinezvaradevanA vacanamAM punarlagnanA vidhAnanI zodha kare che? gaNe aDhAra pApasthAnaka. aDhAra pApasthAnakanAM nAma AvaDe che ? cothuM pApasthAnaka kayuM ? maithuna e pApa ke puNya ? pUruM nApti mAM zAra? zrI jinezvaradeva ane nigraMtha gurunA vacanamAMthI kevI zodha thAya che! sUtranA kahenAra bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva, gUMthanAra zrI gaNadhara bhagavaMte, khIlavanAra samartha AcAryo, tyAgIo, jemaNe gharabAra strI badhuM mUkI dIdhuM. emanA kahevAmAM punarlagna, vyabhicAra, heya ? ane tyAM tevuM zodhe e kevA? je tamArAthI na rahevAya, tame viSayanA gulAma che ane tame kaI pApa karatA ho te te tame jANe paNa Ane - Agamane AgaLa na dhare. uThAvagIrI upara zahenazAhIno sikko na mAre. kamajora che, viSayamAM phasAyA che mATe tamane tevAM ceDAM sUjhe che. paramAtmA zrI mahAvIrabhagavAne pApano tyAga ja kahyo che. emaNe tamane theDI paNa chUTa ApI che evuM na bolatA.

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112 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 A jamAne bhayaMkara che. havA evI bhayaMkara che ke bhalabhalA jhapATAmAM AvI jAya che. e jhapATAmAM AvI na javAya tenI ghaNI ja kALajI rAkhavAnI che. ahIM tamane anusaratuM nahi belAya. ahIM tame Ave ethI ja kaMI amArI nAmanA nathI. AmAMthI (AgamamAMthI) kaMI laI jAo te ja lAbha thAya. huM zuM ApuM? e zakti vagaranA, tAkAta vagaranA kahe zuM ? khare, tAraka, levAyegya, pUjavAyegya e ja che paNa azakta chIe, kamara chIe, kaMIka bIju Ape. te pachI samyakatva mULa bAra vrata, bAra nahi te agiyAra, dasa, nava, ATha, sAta, cha, pAMca, cAra, traNa, be, eka, ema nahi te ekaluM samyakatva ane eya nahi te mArgAnusArIpaNAnA guNe. temAMye saMsArane te khoTo mAnave ja paDaze, asAra mAnave ja paDaze. e vinA te nahi ja cAle. atu.

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dharmakriyAo zA mATe ? saMsAra asAra che e samajAyA vinA dharma thaze nahi? anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra mahArAjAe A manuSyapaNAnI saphaLatA mATe, traNa vastu batAvI che. eka to zrI jinezvaradeve kahelAM zAstronuM zravaNa, bIju sAMbhaLIne tenI upara zraddhA ane trIju zraddhAne anusaratuM vartana karavAmAM pitAnI jeTalI zakti hoya tene vyaya. A manuSyapaNAnI zaktio je A traNamAM kAma na Ave traNa sivAya bIjA kAryomAM kharacAI jAya, te maLeluM uttamamAM uttama jIvana ApaNe gumAvI nAkhyuM ema kahevAya. have jyAM sudhI e zAstranA praNetA zrI jinezvaradevane ApaNe oLakhIe nahi, tyAM sudhI enA pratye ApaNI zraddhA jAge nahi. e paramAtmAnI vAstavika pichANa na thAya tyAM sudhI enuM zAstra sAMbhaLavAmAM je joIe te anurAga thAya nahi. e mATe zAstrakAra mahApuruSoe samyakatvaprApti mukhya gaNI che. jyAM sudhI devane oLakhIe nahi, gurune oLakhIe nahi tyAM sudhI dharmanAM tattva samajAya nahi ane tyAM sudhI AtmA A kAravAImAM ughukta thAya nahi. eTalA mATe ApaNe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA pUrvabhavane lIdhe che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva samyakatvane kevI rIte pAmyA, kenA vege pAmyA, vagere vicAra karavA beThA chIe. nayasAranA bhavamAMthI e badhuMye maLI Avaze. nayasAra jenakuLamAM janmelA na hatA, samyakatvane pAmelA na hatA. aTavImAM, jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM kapAvavA gayA hatA, madhyAhnakALa vItI jI. sA. 8

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114 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 hatuMte samaye teo zramita hatA, sudhita hatA, rasavatI sAme hatI, evA saMgamAM paNa emaNe vicAra karyo ke koI atithi Ave, te daIne jamuM. kyAM emanA vicAre ne kyAM AjanA vicAra! A kaThina kriyA che? "jamavA pahelAM atithine daIne jamuM" e bhAvanA, ne "atithine meLavIne jamADIne jamavuM' e kiyA tamAre mATe kaThina che? mane kahe che ke "kaThina kaThina kahe che paNa kaMI halakuM halakuM kahe." paraMtu, halakuM paNa kaThina vastunI mahattA samajyA vinA thavAnuM nathI. jene rUpiyAnI kiMmata nathI te pAIne khIsAmAM nahi mUke. eka bANuM pAIne rUpiye thAya evuM je samaje, te mAne ke pAIpAIne saMgraha karIza te rUpiye thaze. rUpiyA pratye prema hoya te ja pAI pratye prema thAya. naiyA pratye prema hoya te ja rUpiyA pratye prema thAya. lAkha pratye prema hoya to ja hajAra pratye thAya, jhADa pratye prema hoya te ja lAkha pratye thAya. jene koDenI kiMmata samajAvI devAmAM Ave ene kahevuM paDe ke tuM pAI leje ? vepArI vepAramAM AnA-pAI gaNe che. vyAjamAM dokaDA-badAma gaNe. lAkhonI kiMmata ene che mATe ne ? je mULa vastunI kiMmata na hoya te te AjubAjunI vastu para paNa prema thavAne nathI. , prema hoya te ja samAja ema hoya te ja ' A saMsAra duHkhamaya che, ene choDavAthI zAMti che, e bhAvanA na Ave tyAM sudhI AmAMnI eke bhAvanA Ave nahi. duniyAnA majazekha, gharabAra, raMgarAga e badhuM mejUda heya te mUkIne dharma karavAnI bhAvanA kyAre thAya ? jyAM sudhI pitAnI pAse rahelI vastumAM sukhane bhAsa thAya tyAM sudhI apUrva, pUrve kadIye nahi maLelI vastu para prema thAya zI rIte? sauthI pahelA guNa dharmane jANavAnI IcchA, e guNa kone Ave? dharmanI jijJAsA kene pedA thAya? gharane, bArane ane raMgarAgane sArA mAne ene? duniyA ane dharma e be judI cIja che. duniyAmAM kyArathI cho ? jamyA tyArathI nahi paNa anAdi kALathI goThavAyelA che. duniyA kAMI navI nathI. hamaNAM A

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dharmakriyAe zA mATe ? [ 115 ' 2 khAkhAmAM che. te pahelAM khIjA kheAkhAmAM hatA ne bhaviSyamAM khIjA khAkhAmAM geAThavAze. anArdikALathI paricita vastue uparanI lAlasA chUTI dhama para prema kAre thAya ? paudgalika pAthauM pratye aruci thavAthI dharmAMnI jijJAsA pragaTa thayelI hoya tA ja. (1) dharmanI jijJAsA, (2) sadguru pAse javAnI icchA, (3) guru pratye joItI namratA, vinaya, vagere ane (4) sadgurunA vacana para zraddhA. e cAra guNA na heAya tyAM sudhI dharmanI prApti zI rIte thAya ? jene A duniyAnA padArthomAM, duniyAnI lheramAM ane amanacamanamAM ja Anada AvatA hoya tene ema kayAMthI thAya ke huM dharmane jANu...! je sayAgAmAM beTho chu e sayeAgA mAre mATe hitakArI nathI, hajI hitakara sagA khIjA joI e ' A bhAvanA jyAM sudhI pedA na thAya tyAM sudhI dhama pratye jijJAsA na jAge. jijJAsA na jAge tyAM sudhI sadgurunIye kiMmata nahi ane dhamanIye kiMmata nahi, jo dhamanI jijJAsA ema ne ema pedA thatI hAta te sArI duniyA ekIsAthe satya dharmAMnI upAsaka manI jAta, paNa jene ema ja lAge ke'je sayAgAmAM huM chuM, e sayegA ja mAre mATe lAbhadAyI che, hu' paNu samajadAra chuM, mArAmAM UNapa nathI. ' tene dharmAMnI jijJAsA ja peDhA thatI nathI, te pachI sadguru pAse javAnI IcchA, namaskAra karavAnI icchA, vinayapUva ka sAMbhaLavAnI icchAnI tA vAta ja zI ? nAnAmAM nAnI dhama kriyA karavI hAya te! paNa mULa vastu tarapha vaLavuM paDaze, huM sauthI pahelAM sa virati-tyAga tarapha jAu chuM,meAkSa tarapha tamAru dhyAna kheMcuM chuM, tene e ja muddo che ke jyAM sudhI tamAru lakSya mAkSa pratye na cAMTe, e meAkSa mATe savatinI jarUra che ema tamane na lAge tyAM sudhI nAnA dharmAM samajavAnI bhAvanA jAge e paNa azakaya che. jJAnI puruSoe aneka rItie ema sUcavyuM che ke jyAM sudhI sasAranA saghaLA sayAgA mAre mATe hitakara che evA AkhA jhAMkhA paNa khyAla hoya tyAM sudhI dharmanI sAcI jijJAsA thatI nathI.' mAkhApa Adi kuTuMbI game tevA upakArI paNa e upakAra maryAdAmAM. mAmApa,

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116 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kuTuMbI parivAra bahu sArA hoya, UMcAmAM UMcI keTinA haya, bhale raste batAvavAnI peravImAM hoya, teya prAyaH pitAnA svArthane sAcavIne ja. AthI dharmanI jijJAsA pedA thaI ke tarata ja saddagurune samAgama karavAnI bhAvanA pedA thAya. kAraNa, te sasaje che ke "mane je joIe te A badhA kuTuMbIo svArthavaza hovAthI batAvavA zaktimAna nathI" ane e bhAvanAnA ge, te saddaguru pAse jaI vinaya ane bahumAnapUrvaka sadguru kahe te sAMbhaLe; sAMbhaLIne tenuM manana karI tene jIvanamAM utAravA prayatna kare. dazeyane oLakhe ane hRdaya-sanmukha rAkhe : anaMtajJAnI mahApuruSe pharamAve che tene vicAre nahi ane manana na kare tyAM sudhI je karaNIo kahI che tene marma zI rIte samajAya? duniyAmAM nAnA tyAge, nAnA dharmo bane che te kayI lAlasAthI ? zuM samajIne sAdhune annapANa Adi Ape che? upAzrayamAM kalAka be kalAka zuM karavA gALe che? sAmAyika pratikramaNa ane pauSadha vagere zA mATe kare che? zIla zA mATe pALo che? mahinAmAM-be-cAra pAMca upavAsa zA mATe kare che? AyaMbilaekAsaNuM vagere zA mATe kare che ? kaI umedathI? kaI vastunI prApti mATe ? A badhuM kayA dhyeyanI siddhi mATe ? e badhuM tame zA mATe kare che enA nirNaya para AvIne je hetu hoya te kahe te kharA ? mAre tamane zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA, guruvaMdana, zAstrazravaNa, sAmAyika mATe zuM kAma kahevuM? A badhuM tame zuM kAma kahevarAvavA mAge che? mane vicAra e thAya che ke je emane joIe che, te huM kahuM chuM chatAM karaDuM (karavuM bhAre paDe evuM) kema paDe che. lokonI vAta uparathI jANavAmAM Ave che ke huM kahuM chuM te karavuM paDe che, AkaruM lAge che. zAthI? mane ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke "Apa kaThina kaThina vastuone upadeza na kare paNa zrI jinapUjA sAmAyikAdi sAmAnya vastuone upadeza kare.' huM pUchuM chuM ke sAmAyikanI,

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dharmakriyA zA mATe ? [ 117 jinapUjAnI zI jarUra ? zA mATe sAdhu pAse te vastu kahevarAvavA mAgA che ? 6 , * sabhAmAMthI avAja thayo ke * A saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTavA mATe.' vAru, te have e teA nizcita ja che ne ke ' tamArI nAnAmAM nAnI dharmakriyA paNa A saMsArathI mukta thavA mATe ja che ? ' sabhAmAMthI avAja thayA ke 'hA, emAM pUchavAnuM ja zu' ? ' jo ema ja che te tamArA e dhyeyane ane te dhyeyanA mukhya sAdhana tarIke saviratine tamAre kharAkhara samajIne hRdaya sanmukha rAkhavAnI jarUra kharI ke nahi ? jo kharI, teA rAja tamane te vastu yAda karAvanAra sAme phariyAda zenI ? samajo ke e phariyAda pAyA vinAnI che, eTale e phariyAda sAcA jainathI teA thaI ja na zake. badhAne mAkSa sArA lAge teA zu thAya ? nAnAmAM nAnI dharmavAsanA paNa mULa vastunI ruci vinA nahi Ave. jete sa'sAramAM sArApaNAnI aruci nahi tene zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsana pratye sAcA prema nahi. A mAnyatA zAstrAnusAriNI che. ene tame pheravI zake che ? nahi ja. teA pachI samajo ke bhasavu ne lADha phAkavA e e nahi bane, arthAt saMsArane te meAkSane eyane sArA mAnavA e niha bane. tame paisAne sArA mAnyA che tethI tamane te Ape te mATA, ne laI jAya te duzmana; tema mAkSa sArA te saMsAra khArA jhera kharA ke nahi ? (sabhAmAMthI) ' badhAne mAkSa sAre lAge teA zu thAya ? ' lyA, A bhAI ne mUatraNa thaI AvI. 8 sarvopa muddhino matrantu A bhAvanAnA ceAge kadAca sau sukhI thAya eTale ke saMsArInI mAnyatA pramANe adhAye pAlakhImAM besanArA thaI jAya tA upADe koNa ? e ciMtAthI uparanI bhAvanA na karavI, emane ? paNa bhAgyavAna! badhAye sukhI na thAya. koI koI puNyavAn thAya. evu' banyuM che ke koI kALe badhA sukhI hAya ? nahi ja. chatAM paNu ApaNI zI IcchA ? aSA tyAgI ane te. e tyAganA pratApe badhA '

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118 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 pakSa nA nA vinA ja mAM mokSe jAya eTale ke Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhimaya A saMsAramAMthI chUTI anaMtasukhanA bhaktA thAya. zrI jinezvaradeva paNa e ja bhAvanAnA ge zrI jinezvara thayA che. kahe - "emAM kaI harakata che?" nahi ja. chatAM paNa dhyeyane nirNaya thaye nathI enI ja A mUMjhavaNa che. keTalAka ema kahe che ke -"badhA sAdhu thaI jAya to keTalA keNu Apaze?" paNa e bicArAone khabara nathI ke eka sAdhunI pUke saMkhyAbaMdha dAtAra thAya. ekano sarva tyAga joI kaMIkane eTaluM te avazya thAya ke "kaMIka karIe,' milakta tyajIne dIkSA levA nIkaLe tyAre keTalAka bhavAbhinaMdI AtmAe ema paNa bolanArA nIkaLe ke ke gamAra, chatI milakata tyAgI thaye ane saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo ema mAnanAra ane belanAra paNa hoya che ke - "dhanya che A puNyavAnane ke jeNe sarvasvane tyajI AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM potAnuM jIvana samapI dIdhuM." eka tyAgI thAya tenI pUThe keTalAka tyAgane rasa letA thAya, keTalAka thoDuM paNa tajatA thAya, bahu raMgIlA, mejazekhIlA paNa vicAratA thAya ke AkhI jiMdagI mejamajhAmAM te na ja kADhavI. tame sAdhuonA AhArapANInI phikara na karatA. ATale virodha chatAM sAdhu bAdazAhIthI pharI zake che, chApAMnI kelamAM ATaATalAM gayAM AvavA chatAM sAdhu sukhapUrvaka jIve che. enuM kAraNa? enuM saMyama. enA saMyamanA pratApe enA be-pAMca rakSaka paNa evA nIkaLe ke je pelA hajAre duzmanane tyAM ne tyAM ja thaMbhAve. AvezavALAnuM keTaluM sAcuM mAnavuM ? - dharmane pratApa che, paNa Aje jeonI AMkhe paDaLa AvI gayAM che tethI te joI zakAtuM nathI. dharmane prabhAva sAMbhaLavAthI vidhIenI chAtImAM dhaDAkA thAya che. enA jayege jema tema belavAne ane lakhavAne teone manIA theye che. mANasa mANasAI mUkIne lakhe, enuM kAraNa hRdayanA khoTA ukaLATa sivAya bIjuM zuM hoya ? vyavahAramAM paNa kahe che ke AvezavALa AdamI je kAMI bole te piNIse TakA

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dha kriyAe zA mATe ? [ 119 ' khATu hoya. pALeAsA nahiM paNa pANIsA arthAt sarAsara jUThThuM, Aveza e evI cIja che ke je bhAna bhulAve, nahi khelavAnu khelAve, nahi lakhavAnuM lakhAve, enA upara vicAra na heAya. eka sIdhI vAta yAda rAkheA ke tamane koI sArA AdamI kahe ke tu nAlAyaka che, te cAMkavuM, cetavuM ne vicAra karavA, kAraNa ke emAM jarUra kAMIka hetu haze ? pAgala mANasa kahe teA kahevu ke bicAro akkala vagaranA che, enI ciMtA zI ? jenAmAM sArAsAranA viveka karavAnI tAkAta nathI tenA kathanamAM vicAra ze ? eka taddana nAgA AdamI, zAhukArane gALA detA detA raste cAlyA jAya tyAre badhA bhegA thayelAne peAlIsa paNa kahe ke javA do, ene cheDazeA nahi, maiDa che, pAgala che. tema kredhIe, mAnIe, mAyAvIe ane leAbhIe AvezamAM AvI jUThThuM ele enI kiMmata zI ? e bicArA peAtAnA pApamAM pote ja pAyamAla thavAnA che, mATe kharekhara yApAtra che. Aje viSayakaSAyAdimAM lIna thayelAAnI dazA ghaNI ja bhayaMkara che. teo zAstronI vAtAnA paNu managamatA ja upayoga kare. teo eka vAta yAda rAkhe ke * putre mAkhApanI eTale vaDIlanI AjJA mAnavI' paNa e vAta yAda na rAkhe ke 'vaDIle AjJA kevI karavI joIe ? ' putre AjJA mAnavI e yAda rahe paNa e yAda na rahe ke putranI mAgaNI sArI eTale zAsrAnusAriNI hAya, te mAtApitAdie AjJA ApavI joI e. mAbApanA upakAra zI rIte vaLe ? saMsArI mAkhApa game teTalA hitaiSI hoya te paNa koI apavAda bAda karatAM temanAmAM meAhanA aMze! hAya te kAma karyA vinA. rahetA nathI. jJAnIe ekAMte ayeAgya AjJAne paNa mAnavI ja ema kahI de te zuM thAya ? e samajo ke ahIM muMbaImAM nevu'-paMcANuM TakA bahAragAmanA che. uttaradakSiNanA bhegA thayA che. cArechaye ke mAre mahine ghera jAe tyAre bApAjI zuM kahe, ane Ave tyAre zu kahe, e kahezeA ? chokarA paisA kamAvA ke DIgrIdhara thavA vilAyata

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120 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ' javAmAM dariyAnA bhaya, ajANyA pradeza, khAnapAnanI pratikULatA, havAnI paNa pratikULatA, A badhAnI paravA karyA vinA tilaka Adi karIne rA ApatAM mAtA-pitAne putranA ane patnIne patinA viyeAga kema nathI sAlate ? sabhAmAMthI avAja thaye| ke * sAheba ! emAM svAtha che ne ? ' vAha, ghaNeA ja majAnA uttara, peAtAnA svArtha mATe A rItanuM vana karanAra kalyANamAge jatAM aMtarAya kare enuM vajana keTaluM ? te aMtarAyane AdhIna thavuM e ajJAnatA sivAya, khIju zu che ? e mAtA ke strI kaku lAve, cAMllA kare, nALiyera Ape, Anu paNa kAraNu kaheze? vepAra mATe kyAMya javu hAya to unALAnI garamImAM ziyALAnI ThaMDImAM, ceAmAsAnA varasatA varasAdamAM javAya. tyAM mAApa kahe ke ' zuM karIe ? e na jAya teA peTa bharIe kayAMthI ? ' paNa jo chokaro tImAM javAnu` kahetA ziyALAmAM zaradI thAya, unALAmAM garamI lAge, cAmAsAmAM varasAdanI jhaDIe varase, mATe A sAla nahi khIjI sAla. mIjI sAle vaLI trIjI sAla, ceAthI pAMcamI sAla. tyAM vaLI zAka Ave. zAka paNa mATe bhAge dharmAMnA kAma mATe ja hAya. zeka Ave tyAre Arabha-samAraMbha baMdha na thAya paNa AraMbhasamArabhathI cheDAvanAra dharmakriyAe aMdha thAya! A rIte kevaLa mAhamAM paDelA, svArthamAM racelApacelAnI AjJA mAnavI ja joIe, ema zrI jinezvaradevA kahe ? tame rIhriNeya cAranuM dRSTAMta bhUlI te nathI gayA ne? jo na bhUlI gayA hai| teA nizcita karI ke evI AjJA ana taupakArI zrI jinezvaradevA kare ja nahi. vadhumAM e samajo ke je mAbApa pAte zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM rahIne putrane prabhumAmAM joDe enI A vAta nathI. te teA uttama keTinA hAya che. te mATe jue zrI ArakSita sUrivayanI mAtAnuM' deSTAMta : bhagavAna zrI ArakSita sUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane sAcI mA ! bhagavAna zrI Aya rakSita sUrIzvarajI mahArAjA e ApaNA pU - dhara AcAya thayA che. bahu ja sama`. emanuM AkhuM kuTuMba jainadhama nI

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dharmakriyAo zA mATe ? [ 121 vAsanA vagaranuM hatuM. mAtra mAtA samyagadaSTi hatI : Arya rakSita cauda vidyAnA pAraMgata thaI pitAnA nagare AvyA tyAre AkhA nagarane AnaMda thaye. AkhuM nagara sAme levA gayuM. rAjA pote paNa paTTahastIcAmara vigere laI sAme gaye. rAjAe potAnA paTTahastI para besADI emanA upara chatra dharyuM. je mAne dIkare cauda vidyAno pAragAmI thaI bAre varase ghera Ave, nagarathI, rAjAthI ATaluM sanmAna pAme, e mAne keTalo harSa thAya? gAMDIghelI thaI jAya. kaMI kamInA rahe? paNa ahIM zrI AryarakSitanI mAtAnI zI bhAvanA hatI, e jANe che? A samyadaSTi mAtAnI vAta che, miyAdaSTi mAtAnI vAta nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAthI viruddha nahi cAlanAra mAtAnI vAta che. zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJA viruddha jatI vAtane Agraha karanAra sAdhu te sAdhupaNAne lAyaka nathI, sAdhI te sAdhvIpaNAne lAyaka nathI, zrAvaka te zrAvakapaNAne lAyaka nathI ane zrAvikA te zrAvikA paNAne lAyaka nathI. amane paNa bhagavAnanA mArgathI UlaTa kahevAne Agraha hoya to ame paNa A sthAnane lAyaka nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAne mAne e pUjya, sevya, mAthAne muka, paNa je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAthI viruddha cAlavAne ja Agraha karatA hoya te mAthAnA mukuTasamAM hoya to paNa kahI devuM ghaTe ke ApanI sAthe amAre maLa have nahi rahe. mAnapAnathI dIkarAne nagaramAM praveza karate joI zrI Arya rakSitanI mAtA vicAre che ke mAre dIka paMDita thaI Ave che. cauda vidyA bhaNIne Ave che. paNa kaI vidyA? udarapaSika. enI sAthe A mAna, bahumAna, sanmAna, enAthI mAre chekare keTalA madavALe thAya? A badhAnA cagavALI vidyAmAM e lIna thaI jAya te mATe dIkare marIne jAya kyAM ? mAre dIkare durgatimAM jAya te mArI kUkha lAje ke zobhe? dIkare bhavya, rUDe, rUpALa, rAjA je jene namaskAra kare, chatAM samyagRSTi mAtA ciMtAmAM paDI gaI ke "huM paNa A badhAnI sAthe enI sAme jAuM te mArA dIkarAno uddhAra koNa kare? e madamAM Ave to e meLavelI vidyAno

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122] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 upaga mAM kare? e jAya kyAM ? durgatimAM." samyagadaSTi mAnI AvI hitaciMtA hoya. mAtA udAsInapaNe rahI. eTalA mATe ke Ave te kahI zakuM. ema ne ema kahevA jauM te asara nahi thAya. nahi jauM, nahi maLuM, nahi prasannatA batAvuM te tene AghAta thaze. e AghAtamAM mAre je kahevuM haze te kahI zakAze. A vicAranI mAtA Aje che? tame kahe, tamAre ghera dIkare base pAMcase laI Ave te vakhate ema pUchanArI mAtA che ke AmAM anIti keTalI karI? ghImAM baLI roTalI khAtA haIzuM te lukhI khAIzuM, bhUkhyA rahIzuM paNa anIti karate nA. anItithI lAvelA dravyathI ame tane sAre kahIe ethI tuM phulAIne phALako thAya paNa te karelA pApanI sajA bhegavaze koNa? roTale aradha maLe te aradho khAzuM, paNa anIti, prapaMca, pApa A nAnI jidaMgI mATe karate nahi" A pramANe kahenArI mAtA che? zrI Arya rakSitanI mAtAnI A sthiti zAne AbhArI ? kaho ke samyagadarzanane. prabhu zrI mahAvIradevanI vANanI vAsane na bharI heta te saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thAta ? mehanI vikarALatAnuM bhAna Avata? dIkare vicAre che ke mA kema dekhAtI nathI ? dIkare paNa mAtRbhakta hatA. evI mAtAne dIkaro ke hAya ? mAtAne nahi jevAthI tene AnaMda UDI gaye. nagaramAM badhe pharyo paNa AnaMda vinA. eNe vicAryuM ke mArI mA na AvI temAM jarUra hetu he joIe. A badhA te "hA jI hA" karanArA, paNa AmAM mAruM bhaluM cAhanAra kezu? (AjanA zuM kahe? DokarI nahi AvI haya, junA jamAnAnI akkala vagaranI. jevA mAnA vicAra tevA dIkarAnA. prAyaH dUdha pAyA tevuM cheka pAke). badhe pharI rahyA pachI ghera gaye. sIdhe aMdara gaye. mA je kamarAmAM hatI tyAM pahoMcyuM. mA udAsIna bhAve beThI hatI. dIkare page paDaye, hAtha joDyA. AMkhamAM pANI lAvI deze. "mA! AkhA nagarane Aje AnaMda thaye, AkhuM nagara mArA sAme AvyuM, rAjAe paNa mAruM gya sanmAna karyuM to mane kahe ke tuM kema nahi

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dhayiAe zA mATe | 123 ' AvI ?' mA kahe che 'AkhuM nagara kaI tArI mA che ? ene ha` thAya, mane na thAya. tuM vidyA bhaNIne AvyA paNa, te kaI ? pApavidyA - peTanI vidyA. jenAthI madyamAM chakI jAya teA durgAMtimAM cAlyA jAya. tu kAM dRSTivAda bhaNIne Avye che ke mane Ana Mda thAya ! dRSTivAda jANe! che ? je dvAdazAMgI zrI gaNadharabhagavaMteAe racI che e paikInuM Ara. aMga te dRSTivAda. e kANu bhaNe ? gRhastha ke sAdhu ? sAdhu. te paNa ceAgAdi dvArA cAgyatA meLavI hoya te. chekarAne sIdhu' ema kahevAya ema na hatuM ke tuM sAdhu thA. tAjI vidyA bhaNIne AnyA hatA. te hajI ra'garAganA umedavAra hatA. chekarA vicAre che ke game eTalu bhaNIne AvyA paNa mAne Anada na Ave te zu kAmanu ? chekarA bolyA, ' mA, mA, tArA kahevA khAtara e paNa bhaNIza. paNa mane bhaNAve kANu ?" mA kahe che ke, 'jo tAre bhaNavu hAya tA bhagAvanAra AcArya mahArAja che. tArA sagA mAmA che. tyAM jA. e je rIte bhaNAve e rIte bhaNu. e bhaNIne Ave teA mane AnaMda ' chokaro kahe che ke 'jarUra jauM'. kaheA ke khAre vase paDita thaIne AvelA dIkarAne kayAM pATha bhaNAvavA mAkale che ? samajAya che kAMI ? tamArAM mA, mApa, patnI, snehI kAI kaTTIye pATale besADI UnI UnI roTalI jamADatI vakhate kahe che ke AyuSya ghaTavA mAMDyuM, TAima cAlavA mAMDayo, taiyArI thAya che, AtmAnuM ke'I karaze ? amAru ghaNuM karyuM, have tame tamAruM kare. A smaraNu koI karAve che ? nahi. kaMIka UlaTuM ja saMbhaLAve che. temAM ya vaLI dharma patnI kahevAtI te kahe che ke sADI kema na lAgyA ? vIMTI kema nahi lAvyA ? A prazna sAMbhaLanAra eTale ke khApA lAvIzu. japIne khAvA teA de ane manamAM vicAre che ke majUrI karI tela nIkaLI jAya che, cAra lAvuM chu ne ATha mAge che. khasa, AmAMthI UMcA avAya ja nahi ne Akhu jIvana hArI javAya. AvA vaDIla AtmAonI AjJAmAM rahevuM, sahacArIonAM mana sAcavavAM ne zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA kare mUkavI, A kema pAlave ?

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124 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 A kathanane artha UMdha na karatA ke mahArAja AjJA mAnavAnI nA pADe che. evuM kahe, ne ethI adharma phelAya te ene pApanA bhAgIdAra tame. huM te Dhela pITIne kahuM chuM ke mAbApanI AjJA na mAnavI, evuM kahe te zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne virAdhaka che ane ethI ja pApI che, paNa zarata eTalI ke te mAbApa zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne virodha karanArAM na hovAM joIe. eTaluM ja nahi paNa je pitAnA putranI lAyakAta dekhAya te zrI jinezvaradeve pharamAvelI AjJAne anusaratI pravRttimAM anudana ApavApUrvaka sahAyaka thanAra ja hovAM joIe. A rIte spaSTa kahevA chatAM paNa khoTI aphavAo je phelAve che enI kiMmata zI? AvI rItanA mArA para Arepi bahu ja thAya che, paNa e gAMDAoe ghaDelA che. e AreponI kiMmata kaMI ja nathI. DAhyAoe, vicakSaNee ghaDyA hoya, sAbita karyA heya tenI kiMmata. A te bejavAbadAroe, vAtane sAMbhaLyA vinA dharmane halako pADavA mATe ghaDelA Ape, tenI kiMmata nathI. nAhaka tame adharma pAmo, bIjAne adharma pamADo, e kAravAI tamArA hAthe na thAya te mATe cetavaNI ApuM chuM. zAstra kahe che ke mAbApa apUrva upakArI che, enA upakArane badale saheje vaLe tema nathI. miSTAnnathI jamADe ke caMdanathI vilepana kare ke bIjI tevI apUrva sevAthI paNa badale vaLe tema nathI. paraMtu pote dharmamArge jaI e mArge mAbApane vALe, te ja badale vaLe. uttama dIkarAnI pharaja te e che ke upakArI mAtApitAne dharmamAM joDI temane sadgatinA bhAjana banAvavA tame sA evA bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. astu.

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(11) sAcA sAdharmika bhakta bane zrI nayasAra samyakatva zAthI pAmyA ? anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAra mahArAjA, aneka dRSTAMte durlabha evA manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA mATe zuM karavuM joIe e batAvatAM pharamAvI gayA che ke zrI jinezvaradeve kahelA Agame, Adi zAstronuM zravaNa karavuM, zravaNa karIne enA upara zraddhA keLavavI ane pachI zraddhAnusAra vartana karavA mATe zakti pramANe prayatna kare, te A manuSyajIvananI saphaLatA thaI zake. zrI jinezvaradevanA Agame Adi zAnuM zravaNa ApaNane tyAre phaLe ke jyAre te tArake upara zraddhA thAya ane zraddhAne anusaratuM vartana thAya. jyAM sudhI zrI jinezvaradeva upara sAco prema na jAge, jenI bhakti na jAge tyAM sudhI e tArakanA Agame upara bahamAna thAya kyAMthI ? ane bahumAna vinA sAcA vartananI vAta ja azakya. zrI jinezvaradevane oLakhI zakAya e mATe ApaNe bhagavAnane prathama bhavanI vicAraNA karIe chIe. e mahApuruSanA bhavanI gaNanA paNa zrI nayasAranA bhavathI thaI, kAraNa ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAne zrI nayasAranA bhAvamAM samyaktvanI prApti thaI samyakatvanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA paNa bhavanI gaNanA thaI zaktI nathI. samyakatva eTale zuM e samajAya e pahelAM e vicAra karavA mAMDyo che ke e samyakatvanI prApti thaI konA ge? UMcA AlaMbana, UMcA sAdhano ane UMcI bhAvanA vinA A vastu maLI

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sAcA sAdharmika bhakta bane [ 126 zakatI nathI. zrI nayasAra aTavImAM gayelA che, samyakatva vagaranA che, grISmatu che, madhyAhnakAla che, zramita thayelA che, bhejanasAmagrI taiyAra che. e avasare emane e bhAvanA thaI che ke koI atithi Ave ene daIne jamuM. A e AtmAnI keTalI uttamatAAvA samaye ane evI sthitimAM evI bhAvanA AvavI e kAMI nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. tamane ghera beTheya A vicAra nathI Avato. tame jenakuLamAM janmelA, thoDeghaNe aMze tevA saMskAra paNa pAmelA, temAM paNa A bhAvanA na dekhAya te uddhAra kaI rItie thAya? jene ApaNe tAraka mAnIe chIe teNe e karavAnuM ane ApaNe kAMI nahi, ema mAne che ? kharekhara AjanA keTalAkanI bhAvanA vicitra che. "zrI mahAvIra bhagavAne zrI mahAvIra tarIkenA bhavamAM je karyuM hoya te ja karavuM, bAkInuM kaMI karavuM ja nahi." A bhAvanA ghaNuM ja bhayaMkara che. kAraNa ke A bhAvanAnuM pariNAma e ke e kAMI bane nahi ane saMsArathI mukti thAya paNa nahi. zuM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva je rItinuM jIvana jIvyA e rItinuM jIvana ApaNe jIvI zakIe? sAkSAt zrI jinezvara denA mukhya ziSya gaNadharadevee paNa emaNe karyuM te karyuM ke kahyuM te karyuM? zrI gaNadharadeva jevAoe paNa kahyuM te ja karyuM ane te ja karavA pharamAvyuM. "vATM dho" A sUtra paNa e ja sUcave che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve karyuM te te ja kare ke je emanA jevA hAya, bIjAnI te karavAnI tAkAta nathI. eTale je kAravAIne ge te tIrtha pati banyA te kaI? e khAsa vicAravAnuM che. zrI nayasArane je bhAvanAthI munine yega maLe, e bhAvanAthI je rIte raMgAIe te rIte ApaNe vartavAnuM che. atithi Ave tene daIne jamAya, e bhAvanA hoya te ja atithi Ave te bahumAna pedA thAya. paNa ApaNuM ghara meTuM che mATe AvavuM hoya te Ave ne levuM hoya te laI jAya, e bhAvanAthI bahumAna pedA thAya nahi. "kyAre Ave ne

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1ra7 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kyAre dauM" e bhAvanA na heya ne Ave ane laI paNa jAya, te paNa nirarthaka nivaDe, kAraNa ke je cIja hRdaya Iche nahi, jenI hRdayamAM bhAvanA nahi, te sArAmAM sArI vastu hoya te paNa vAstavika lAbha na daI zake. "atithi Ave ne dauM" e bhAvanA hoya ne atithi Ave te AnaMdanI choLe uchaLe. zrI nayasArane munine thaDe saMga paNa phaLe. na hatI oLakhANa ke na kaMI pUrvanI pichANa tathA samyakatvanI prApti thaI, e zAthI? eNe evA bheganI taiyArI karI rAkhI hatI. vagara kiyAe jenapaNuM Takaze? je munipaNAnA pratApe munine vega AvuM phaLa ApI zake te munipaNAnI vAte tamane kAMIka bhayarUpa dekhAya che e zathI ? ethI ja ke "enA vinA A saMsArathI vistAra nathI thavAne. A pramANe je anaMta upakArI paramaSioe pharamAvyuM che te yathArtha rItie rucyuM nathI. AvI dazAmAM tamane koI jaina kahe te vakhate DeghaNo AghAta tha joIe. jainapaNanA na saMskAra, na bhAvanA, ne na tevI zuddhi, chatAM jena chIe ema kahI saMtoSa kema pAme cho? jaina, na zrI jinezvaradevane oLakhe, na te paramatArakanI AjJAne pichANe, na zuM karavuM joIe te jANe... chatAM pitAne jaina kahevarAve e keTaluM Azcarya che? kApaDiye koNa? na gaja pakaDatAM AvaDe, na kAtara pakaDatAM AvaDe, na kApaDanI jAtabhAta oLakhe, e dukAne besIne kamAya ? enI dukAna cAle? kApaDiyAnI dukAne nokarI karavI hoya teya ATaluM te zIkhavuM paDe ke e maMgAve te jAtane tAke lAvI Apavo joIe. vepAranI, khAvApIvAnI, bajAranI, ophisanI A badhI keLavaNI levI ane mAtra jenapaNanI keLavaNIthI AghA rahevuM e keTalI badhI durdazA che ! chokaro duniyAnuM na bhaNe, vepAra na AvaDe, pacIsa-pacAsa lAvatAM na AvaDe te bApa te chokarAne akkala vagarane bevakUpha kahe, paNa zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA na kare, vyApAna

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sAcA sAdharmika bhakta bane [ 128 na sAMbhaLe, sAdhu pAse na jAya, sAmAyika, pratikamaNu vagere na kare are ! e badhuM karatAM na AvaDe te mAbApa kahe ke kAma ghaNuM che, phurasada nathI, bicAre zI rIte kare? ane e lokapravAhamAM taNAIne sAdhu paNa ema kahI de ke emAM kAMI vAMdho nathI, te pachI kahevuM ja zuM ? tame te kahI dIdhuM ke amane phurasada nathI. tamane mAbApa paNa evAM maLyAM che ke tamAre bacAva kare ane pATe besanAra paNa kahI de ke " zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA na bane, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnuM na bane, sAmAyika na thAya te zuM thaI gayuM ? " te tamAre nAza thAya emAM Azcarya zuM ? e badhuM na kare temAM kaze ja vAMdho nahi. ema ame kahI daIe te tamArA jevA kaMI paNa nahi karavAnI vRttivALAone kaMI kamInA raheze? nahi ja. paNa vicAre ke " tijorInI thelImAM hajAra be hajAra kAyama paNa kyAre rahe ? vadhavA te dUra rahyA paNa kAyama rAkhavA mATe paNa kaMI karavuM paDe ke nahi ? je vicArazIla haze te tamAre paNa kahevuM ja paDaze ke avazya kaMIka karavuM ja joIe. kAraNa ke je tema karavAmAM na Ave ane kevaLa kADhI kADhIne khAvAnuM ja rAkhavAmAM Ave te te pariNAme pAchaLathI bhIkha ja mAgavI paDe. jema vyavahAramAM tamAre Ama mAnavuM ane kahevuM paDe che tema jenapaNane sAcavavA mATe paNa kaI kiyA jJAnIe kahI che ke nahi?" A praznanA uttaramAM paNa tamAre kahevuM ja paDaze ke jarUra kahI ja heya. jo ema ja che te pachI jyAre anaMtajJAnIoe paNa jainapaNAne meLavavAnI ane sAcavavAnI kriyAo karavAnI kahI hoya tyAre kaI rIte ame kahIe ke tamAre te kiyAo vagara cAle ? vepArI ema kahe ke "huM jANuM chuM ane mAnuM chuM ke dukAna kheluM, besuM, rItasara mAla lAvuM ne vecuM te Avaka thAya paNa eka divasa evI mahenata nahi karuM" te ene anubhavI ma Nasa kahI de che ke ema kAMI dukAna cAlaze nahi, ne peTa bharAze nahi. tema ahIM paNa "AtmA che, pApa che, puNya pApanA phaLa tarIke svarga che ane naraka che." ema mAnuM chuM

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sAcA sAdharmikabhakta bane 129 ] paNa kAravAI na karIe te vadhe ? AtmA puSya, pApa, svarga, naraka, lAbha, hAni e badhuM mAnavuM paNa karavuM-kAravavuM kAMI nahi eTale AtmAnI mukti thaI jAya? ame jena chIe ema kahyA pachI jaina tarIke karavAnI kaMI paNa pharaja kharI ke nahi? jaina tarIke jIvavAnI koI paNa pharaja jJAnIe - zrI tIrthaMkaradeve - niyata karI che ke marajI mujaba cAlavAnI chUTa che? je pharaja niyata karI hoya te enA vinA cAle evuM ke AdamI kahI zake? muni paNa tyAre ke ATalA AcAre hAya, zrAvaka paNa tyAre ke ATalA ATalA AcAra hoya, samyagadaSTi paNa tyAre ke ATaluM te avazya kare mArgAnusArI, samyagra daSTi, dezavirati, sarvavirati mATe koI kAravAI hovI joIe kharI ke nahi? mane koI pUchavA Ave ke "huM jaina chuM, mane zrI jinezvaradevanA vacana para zraddhA che, paNa huM pUjA karato nathI, guruvaMdana karato nathI. zrI jinavANuM (vyAkhyAna) sAMbhaLatuM nathI, rAte khAuM chuM, abhakSya vagere khAuM chuM, te mArAmAM jainatva kharuM ke nahi?" huM te tarata ja kahuM ke "mane zaMkA che ke tamArAmAM jainatva che ke kema ? tamane zrI jinezvaradevanA vacana upara zraddhA che ema mAnavAne mAruM hRdaya nA paDe che. huM jJAnI nathI eTale nizcayapUrvaka niSedha nathI karate. kadAca hoya, paNa niraMtara AvI rIte vartavAthI tamAruM jainatva lAMbe kALa Takaze te nahi ja." kAraNa ke evI vAtamAM ekadama hA pADanArA eTale ke jainapaNAnI pharajanuM bhAna karAvyA vinA pUjAdi na kare te paNa kaMI jainatva cAlyuM jatuM nathI, ema kahenArA sAmA AtmAnA ghAtaka che. je vastuone pite kabUla kare che tene aMgenI kriyAmAM kAyama mATe nA kahe te kema cAle ? hajI mATI kiyAmAM nA pADe e vAta judI, paNa pitAnI je jAtine oLakhAvavA mAge che te jAtine anurUpa sAmAnya paNa kriyA karavAnI nA pADe te kema cAle? jena tarIke oLakhAvavA zuM joIe? bagIcA, rAjyapATa, Rddhi, siddhi, A badhuM jaina tarIke oLakhAvaze nahi, che. sA. 9 hoya, paNa nava lAMbA kazI vAtamAM

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130 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ATalA paisA, ATaluM jADuM zarIra, AvuM Ucu, pAMcapacAsane mArI zake, pITI zake evu, sArI rIte gALe daI zake evuM, e jaina ? vadhu dIkarAdIkarI hoya, moTAM kArakhAnAM hAya te jaina ? nA. tA jaina tarIke oLakhAvavA kaI karaNI, kaI bhAvanA joie, te mele. kaI jAtanA AcAra joI e e kaheA. dareka AdamIe peAtAnI jAtane AAlatI kriyA karyA vagara cAlavAnuM nathI. jene zAhu banavuM hoya teNe jevI kabUlAte lAvyeA hAya tevI kabUlAte vAyadA mujaba rUpiyA pahAMcADavA joI e, te ja tenuM zAhapaNu Take. ene khAtAMpItAM paNa e ja vicAra Ave, tenI ja trevaDamAM rahe. naphAmAMthI Ape, koInA lAvIne paNa Ape, te ja tenI zAhukArI TakI zake. vepArI e mujaba varte. nAkara paNa peAtAnI pharaja mujaba jeTalA kalAkanI nAkarI heAya te kare, tema tame jaina tarIkenA kAnUnamAM vAM ke nihi ? jainane amuka kriyA vinA teA na ja cAle evI kriyA jJAnIe keAI kahI che ke nahi? kriyA kahI heAya tene mATe koI ema kahe ke * te karyA vinA paNa cAle, na karIe temAM thaI zuM gayuM ?" ema dhRSTatApUrvaka kahe teA kahejo ke maherabAnI karI 'dUra raheA. ' eka teA tame pAlA-DhIlA ho ne temAM tamane koI ' cAle ' ema kahe te tamAre te phAvatuM thayuM. bhAvatu hatu ne vaidye kahyuM, kuchya khAvuM hatu ne vaidye rajA ApI, pachI tame mAMdhyA rahe ? zrI jinezvaradevAe upadezelAM anuSThAna AcaryA vinA ADIavaLI vAtAthI AtmA paranAM adhanA nahi khase. ApattinA pahADA nahi khase. A badhA vicAra A jiMdagImAM nahi karo te karaze kayAre ? tame ATalA badhA niya, naciMta, vyavahAramAM jene nagharALa kahe che evA dharmanI bAbatamAM thayA zAthI ? jarA vicAre te kharA ke AtmA upara pApanA phUlanI keTalI nAkhatA vAge che? AtmA para keTalA pramANamAM kama sattA lAgu paDelI che? e karmAM eka divasa jarA paNa zarama rAkhyA vinA upADI jaze. marajI Ave tevA sthAnamAM nAkhI deze. tame tamArI

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sAcA sAdhami kabhakta banA [ 131 sagI AMkhe jue che ke kaI zrIma MtA, kaI rAjAmahArAjA, e badhA karyAM gayA ? temAMye vIsamI sadIneA itihAsa tA kAMI jevAtevA nathI. caDatIpaDatI kSaNe kSaNe Ave. dhaMdhA majenA. Aje lAbha, kAle kANu, Aje krADa, kAle koDI, mAMDhAnA vepAra na levuM, na devuM. ghaDImAM pAMcase te ghaDImAM sAtase ne tyAMnA UpaDayA savAseA. AvI sthitimAM AdamI tarIke, puNyapApane mAnanArI vyakti tarIke, puNyapA panA phaLa tarIke svaga ne naraka mAnanArI vyakti tarIke, AvI rIte eTale jJAnInI AjJAne Takkara lAge te rIte kema kholI zake? evA AtmA ucita AcaraNa karavAnu` kema cUke? kadAca AcaraNa zakaya na hoya te paNa tenA tarapha aruci ke asadbhAva te kema ja batAvI zake? pAtAnA DhASA kAI batAve tyAre Anada mAneA : duHkha e che ke tame jevA hA tevA tamane kahevAya nahi. dAnavIratA ke dharma vIratA na hovA chatAM paNu tamane koI dAnavIra ke dharmavIra kahe te paNa tame prasanna thAe che. je guNa tamArAmAM na hAya te guNa paNa jo koi kahe teA tevA kahenAra paNa tamane game. A eka bhayaMkara doSa che. A doSathI bacavA mATe eka niNuya te jarUra karavA joIe ke ame jevA hAie tevA koI kahe te amAre AnaMda mAnavA. ' AvA niNya karavAthI apUrva lAbha thaze. A niSNuya kAMI kaThina nathI. AmAM kaMdamULa cheADavAnI vAta nathI, dIkSAnI vAta nathI, * jevA hoie tevA kahe te AnaMda mAnavA ' emAM kAMI kaThina vAta nathI. eka niNya A ane karA ke ' kAI khATI prazaMsA kare to temane prazaMsA karI amArA AtmAnuM nika Mdana na vALA. A e niya karo te AtmAmAM guNA Ape|Apa Ave. paNa Aje te ema kahevAya che ke ame game tema karIe, ame game tema vatI e, tenI TIkA karavAnA koine adhikAra nathI. jo dharmaguruoe amArA guru rahevu hAya teA amArA mAMDhA tarapha joine kahevu eTale ke " mAtra bIjo niSNuya evA kahI devuM ke kheATI 7

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132 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana--1 * amane je ruce te kahevu', na ruce tena khelavuM.' A keTalI bhaya'kara vAta che ? vidyAthI e kahe ke ame kahIe tema mAstare cAlavuM, te zu' e cAle ? nahi ja. chatAM paNa enA jevI ja A vAta che. AthI ja huM kahuM chuM ke sAdhu pAse AvatI vakhate kaI bhAvanAe, kayA irAde AveA che ? zu sAMbhaLavA AvA che ? te prathama nakkI karA ane te pachI kaheA ke je DhASA jIvanamAM AtapreAta thaI gayA hAya, je jAtinI durdazAmAM AtmA saDatA hoya te sanI ahI jhATakaNI thavI joIe yA nahi ? jo tame kalyANanA kAmI hazeA tA tamAre A vAtamAM hA pADaye ja chUTako che. A badhu jainapaNAnI rakSA mATe zAnI zAnI jarUra che e samajAvavA mATe huM tamane kahI rahyo chu. khAte-pIte ke meAja-zokha karate jainapaNuM Takatu hota te A badhuM kahevAnI paMcAta na heAta, kAraNa ke khAvApIvAnu ane mAjazeAkha karavAnuM duniyAnA jIveAne zIkhavavu paDe tema nathI. e te duniyAnA AtmAo zIkhIne AvelA che. zIkhavavAnuM te je tyAM nathI te che. tyAMnu zIkhavavA ame besIe tA tamArA karatAMe ame bhUMDA. pelI vastue tajavAyAgya na hota te! tamAre ahIM AvavAnI jarUra paNa zI hatI ? jene tame duHkharUpa mAnA, khAtu mAnA, enI e vastu tarapha upAdeya ke jarUrI che, e rIte tamAruM dhyAna kheMcavAmAM Ave e keTaluM badhuM bhayaMkara che ? te khUba vicAro. e vicAranA pratApe te tame taddana nirbhaya banI zakaze. pachI koI avaLe mArge nahiM laI jaI zake. paNa tame vicAratA nathI, enI A badhI kharAbI che. jaina tarIke gaNAtA AtmA UThatAMnI sAthe vicAre zuM? ane UDavA pachI kaI kriyA kare ? e vaLI avasare jovAze. sAdhInI dayA na ja hAI zake : zrI nayasAra jamatI vakhate, kaI bhAvanA bhAve che ? mithyAdaSTi A bhAvanA bhAve te sabhyaSTi gaNAtA kaI bhAvanA bhAve ? khUba vicAra ane vicArIne ' ochAmAM ochA eka sAdhamI ne jamADavA

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sAcA sAdhami kabhakta bane! [ 133 vagara na jamu' AveA nirNaya kare te keTaleAkhadhe lAbha thAya ? ghaNA ja lAbha thAya. enAthI sAdhamI sAthenA samadha vadhe ane dhamanI bhAvanA eTalI prabhAvavaMtI thAya ke je saMskAra tamArA kulamAM nahi hAya te Avaze ane pAMcadaza varasa pachI joI zakaze ke tame keTale UMce pahoMcyA che. A UMce pahoMcavAnI bhAvanA te ja phaLe ke sAdhamI' pratye tamArI bhakti haiAya. kAraNa ke sAdhamIe bhaktinuM pAtra che, mATe tenA pratye dayAnI bhAvanA paNa chAje nahi. paNa e bhakti jAge kayAre ? sAdhamI sAdhamI tarIke oLakhAya tyArene ? prabhunI AgaLa te ghaNIye vAra kaheA che ke ' dAsanA dAsa huM tAhare ' enA artha ze ? e ja che ke je tArI sevA kare tenI pazu sevA karu.. have vicAre ke zrI jinezvaradevanA sevakanI sevA hAya ke yA haiAya ? sevA ne yAnA bheda ze e sArI rItie samajo. sAdhI nI bhakti hoya paNa dayA nahi. sAdhI sAdhamI tarIke oLakhAya tyAre hRdayamAM sAcA bhaktibhAva pedA thAya. sAdhInI bhakti karavA mATe hRdayanI bhakti joI e, yA ke anuka'pA nahi. pazu sAdhamI' kANu ? te kahejo ke je zrI jinabhUti, zrI jinamadira ane zrI jinAgamane akhaMDita mAne te, je ema kahe che ke ' zrI jinamUrti ane zrI jinama`diramAM zuM bharyuM che ane kahyuM kahyu have AgamamAM, Agamane AghAM mUke, A jamAnAmAM ' mAmAvAkaca' pramANuM ' e nahi cAle, ' te sAdhI nahi. janatvanA sa`skAro pADA : ATalA saMskAra na Ave te tame jena kema kahevA ? tame tamArA saMtAnane niraMtara kaheA che ne ke 'ApaNe jaina chIe, zrI jinezvaradevanI sevA vinA khavAya nahi, gurune vaMdana karI paccakkhANu karavuM ja joIe. sAmagrI hoya te zrI jinezvaradevanI vANI sAMbhaLyA vinA na rahevAya, tapamAM vadhAre na ane teA savAre navakArazI ne sAMje cAvihAra ke tivihAra ke duvihAra, A chelluM paccakkhANa karyA vinA

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134 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzanana cAle, zIla eTale suMdara AcAra te ApaNuM jIvana sAthe joDAyele ja have joIe vagere" A badhuM tamArA potAnAmAM te sabhAmAMthI avAja thaye ke "badhAye vAMdhA." zuM bole che? A gharaDA AdamI kahe che ke "badhA vAMdhA." AmAMye vAMdhA? AthI ja huM kahuM chuM ke mULa vastu upara rAga AvyA vinA cheDA paNa tyAganI vAta sacavAnI nathI. e ja hetuthI jyAre nAne nAne tyAga karavA kahIza tyAre te bhAre paDaze. AmAMthI (eghAmAMthI) te chaTake che paNa nAnAmAMthI nahi chaTakAya. nA pADaze toye phajetI thaze. parastrI-tyAganI ne pADavI e phajetI nathI ? parastrInA tyAganI vAtamAM nA pADanAranI AbarU rahe ke jAya? dIkSA vagerenI bAbatamAM "nathI banI zakatuM, zuM karIe?" ema kaho to kahI zako che, paNa uparanI vAtamAM pila calAvavA dhAre te zI rIte cAle? vyavahAramAM kahevAya che ke bhaNele khare paNa gaNela joIe. dhArAzAstrI dhArA bhaNIne Ave, pachI be-cAra mahinA sudhI sAMbhaLa vAnI prekTisa karavI joIe. dhAne upaga anubhavI kema kare che te jANavuM joIe. pahelAM bhaNavuM, pachI gaNavuM. anubhava lIdhA pachI besavA jege ane bolavA jege thAya. paNa ahIM te na bhaNavuM, na gaNavuM ne jaina kahevarAvavuM? kevuM Azcarya che? zuM bhaNyA te kaho? zuM bhaNyAthI jaina kahevAya ? tame dhAMdhalamAM taiyAra, paNa jUThuM na belavA, bhUla sudhAravA taiyAra nathI. jainapaNuM khIlavavA huM je kahuM chuM te tamane gaLe Utare che ke nahi? A vAta tamane na ruce te pAra zI rIte Avaze? jainazAsana kahe che ke - jJAnakriyAbhyAM mokSaH eklA jJAnathI mukti jainazAsane mAnI nathI. kayuM jJAna, kayI kiyA hoya te jana kahevAo e kahe? sAdhu kyAre kahevAya?

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sAcA sAdhami kabhakta banA saMsArane asAra jANe, jANe eTalu ja nahi paNa jANIne taje te. zrAvaka koNa ? AkhAe saMsArane asAra mAne, tajavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe, ekadama sathA na tujAya to thADuM' thADuM tajavAnA prayatna kare te. sabhyaSTi koNa ? saMsArane asAra mAne ne tajavA mATe talasyA kare. tame zAmAM che ? sabhAmAMthI - mIMDAmAM trIjI vAta paNa na heAya te! paNu tame jaina ? huM ATaluM ce na kahuM teA tamane kahuM zuM? jaina kahevarAvavuM ne eka paNa kriyA karavI nahi ne eka paNa jarUrI bhAvanA hRdayamAM rAkhavI nahi. A kema cAle? have te jainAnA AcAranA nAza thatA jAya che. jaina kulamAMthI jeneAnA AcAravicAro nAsavA mAMDaDyA che. pUrvanA puruSonA AtmAnI bhAvanA kaI jAtinI hutI! AcAro kayA hatA ? jainajAtinA pahelA guNu e hAvA joIe ke AtmA, AtmAnA guNAne ane AtmAnA guNuAne vikasAvanArI sAmagrI sivAyanI badhI vastune para mAne, ne para vastu mATe AtmAne kharAma na kare. jema jema para vastu Ave tema mUjhavaNa thAya. ane seAnA-rUpAnI prAptithI AnaMda na thAya. hIrAmANekanA hAra bhArarUpa lAge, moTA moTA khuMgalAe jue tema AtmA praje, kaMpArI chUTe. AlizAna makAnothI gabharAmaNa thAya. jema jema duniyAnA saMsamAM vadhe tema tema mUjhAya ke chuTAze tyAre? e jyAM jAya tyAM duniyAne jainatvanI ALakhANa karAve. dareka pravRttimAM DaratA rahe ke rakhe hiMsA thaI jAya, rakhe jUThThuM khAlI javAya ane rakhe anIti vagere thaI jAya. 135 nizrA yA ba Mdhana kAnu' svIkAravu joIe ! ahI te peAtAnI jAtane svataMtra mAnanArA ema kahetA Ave che ke sAdhu kahe te ThIka paNa ame te karavA baMdhAyelA nathI. pazu dhara kahe te karavA ba MdhAyelA chIe ja. bahAra nIkaLyA ke ema thAya ke TAIma thaI gayA; zeTha vaDhaze, mAIsAheba vaDhaze. samaje che ke mAru'

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136 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana 1 jIvana badhAnA hAtha nIce dabAyeluM che. mADu thaze te zeTha dukAna para nahi caDhavA de, ane pachI teA rAtI pAI paNa nahi Ape. ahI (upAzrayamAM) pesatAM magajamAM e bhUta ke ame phAve tema karIe, ame kaMI aMdhAyelA chIe ? jaIe chIe te temanA bhalA mATe, emanI sabhA meATI kahevAya ne emanI AbarU vadhe mATe. paNa mATI sabhAmAM AbarU mAnanArA e judA. ahIM AvatAM UMce mAthe, chAtI bahAra rAkhIne Ave, paNa tene gama nathI ke maMdiramAM ne ahIM te chAtI namAvavI joi e. mAthu DhaLe, hAtha joDIne avAya, akkaDapaNe nahi. AvatI vakhate bhAvanA e hAvI joIe ke kAMIka Ape ane laI e, na levAya teA peAtAne hInabhAgI samaje. jJAnI sArAmAM sArI cIja batAvatA hAya ne na levAya te hRdayamAM pIDA thavI joI e. zrI tItha karadevanA AtmAoe je bhAvanAnA ceAge zrI tI 'kara nAmakama nikAcita karyuM, te bhAvanA e ke ' sarva jIva karuM zAsana rasI ' arthAt badhA jIvA zAsanarasiyA ane, ane mAkSe paheAMce. e tArakanA e irAdA hatA. emanA sevaka tarIke amAre paNa irAdo e che ke tame khadhA saMsArathI chUTA, ane meAkSa jevA svataMtra sthAnamAM pahAMcavAnA puruSArtha karo. tame tamArI jAtane game teTalI svataMtra mAnA paNa e bhramaNA che. mUrkhAoe vaLagADeluM bhUta che. zAstra kahe che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM ne svataMtratAnI vAteA karavI enA jevI mUrkhAI khIjI koI nathI. vAru, tame kacAM svataMtra ? gharamAM, khAramAM, dukAnamAM, zarIrathI, iMdriyeAthI, viSayathI ke kaSAyathI ? nA, enAthI te bilakula svataMtra nathI ja paNu devathI, guruthI ane temanI AjJArUpa AgamethI tA pUrA svataMtra che, kema ? deva A duniyAnI bahAra nIkaLI gayelA. ApaNI sAme e zu kare ? pakaDavAnI tAkAta nahi, adhikAra nahi, eTale emane bhaya nahi, ane emanA sAdhu sa MsAramAMthI ardhA mahAra nIkaLI gayelA eTale emanAthIye kAMI thAya nahi, tathA Agama te emaNe, eTale ke duniyAthI para thayelAe kahelAM. tenI kiMmata zI ? A traNamAM svataMtra. bhagavAna game te kahI gayA, emanA 6

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sAcA sAdharmikabhakta bane [ 137 sAdhu game te kahI gayA ane game tema kahe, zAtre game te lakhyuM, paNa amAre phAve te mAnIe ane karIe.' A rIte mAnI e traNathI svataMtra banazo eTale AtmAno uddhAra thavAne kema? vIsamI sadInI zIkhAmaNa evI che ke A traNathI svataMtra banavAthI AtmAne uddhAra thaze ? vIsamI sadInI svataMtratAne artha e ke bIje? je e ja hoya te kharekhara khedajanaka che. enA je adhogatine mArga eka paNa nathI. deva, guru ane Agamane AdhIna thaI AjJAdhIna banI je jAtinI parataMtratA AtmA para ladAyelI che te na kADhe te tame kadI paNa parataMtra maTavAnA nathI. samyakatva TakAvavA kAMI karaNI joIe ke ? kaho have sAco sAdhama koNa? je zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgamane mAne che. e traNane na mAne te game te hoya te paNa ene sAdhamI tarIke kabUla rAkhave e gya nathI. have zrI bharata mahArAjAnI sAdhamI-bhaktine prasaMga jevA mATe zrI bharata mahArAjA keNa, emane A sAdhamI-bhaktine khyAla kyAMthI A e joIe. zAsananI sthApanA pachI bhagavAna zrI kaSabhadevasvAmI 84000 munivara sAthe parivarelA ayodhyAmAM padhAryA. gabharAtA nahi. uttama kAla e hate. adhamakAlamAM sAdhunuM nAma khaTake che. e vakhate te sAdhu AvavAnA samAcAra maLavAthI zrAvake evA udAra hatA ke hajAranuM ne koDenuM dAna detA. zrI zreNikamahArAjA viratidhara nahatA. samyagRSTi hatA, paNa e bhagavAnanA samAcAra reja meLavatA ane trikALa jinapUjA karatA. zrI zreNika mahArAjA jevA samyagRSTine pUjA karavI paDe ane tamAre cAle? kSAyika samakita te Take ke jinapUjA kare ane kSaye pazama samakita jinapUjA na kare te paNa Take kema? jenuM samakti evuM hoya ke je kadI javAnuM ja na hoya, te niraMtara trikALapUjana kare, guruvaMdana kare ane jinavANI sAMbhaLe ane jenA samyakatvanuM ThekANuM nahi te na kare

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138 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 temAM kaMI vadhe ja nahi kema ? AvI AvI mAnyatA e mithyAtvanAM lakSaNa che. e samaje te ja AjJAnusArIpaNuM Ave. AjJAnusArI zrI bharata mahArAje sAdhamI -bhakti ghaNI karI. eka-be zrAvakanI nahi paNa aneka zrAvakenI. zrI bharata mahArAjAne A vicAra thaye zI rIte? prabhunI sAthe viharatA viharatA AvelA pitAnA baMdhu munionI bhakti mATe gADAM bharAvI AhAranI sAmagrI laIne gayA ane AmaMtraNa karyuM. prabhue kahyuM ke munione AdhAkamI ane Ahuta doSathI dUSita e AhArAdi kape nahi. tyAre punaH cakavartI e nirdoSa AhAra mATe AmaMtraNa karyuM. prabhue tene uttaramAM paNa e ja pharamAvyuM ke, he rAjendra! maharSiene rAjapiMDa paNa na kalpe. zrI bharata mahArAjA ghaNu khinna thayA. e pachI zrI IMdra mahArAje bhagavAnane avagrahonuM svarUpa pUchyuM. bhagavAne pAMca prakAranA avagrahe varNavyA. dakSiNa bharatAdardhanI anumati ApI iMdra AnaMda anubhavyuM. eTale bhAratamahArAjAe paNa cha khaMDanI anumati ApI AnaMda anubhavyuM. A pachI zrI bharatamahArAje saudharmedrane pUchyuM ke "A anna-pAnAdie karIne mAre zuM karavuM ?" tyAre iMdra kahyuM ke "guNathI zreSTha hoya evAone ApavuM." AthI zrI bharata mahArAjAne sAdhamI--bhaktine vicAra udubhavya ane viziSTa prakAranI Adarza sAdhama-bhakti karI. tame sau paNa sAdhamI-bhaktinA sAcA svarUpane samajIne deva, guru ane dharmanA sAcA bhakta banavA sAthe sAcA sAdharmika-bhakta bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. astu.

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA majabUta vizvAsa keLavoH anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra mahArAjA manuSyabhavanI saphaLatAnuM varNana karatAM pharamAve che ke jene zrI sarvajJaparamAtmA upara vizvAsa nahi, zrI mahAvIrabhagavAnane vacana para te prakAranI pratIti nahi te AtmAe dharma kare te paNa zuM ane na kare te paNa zuM! tame sAMbhaLyuM haze ke abhavI sADA nava pUrva bhaNe, saMyama paNa ajaba pALe, dezanA evI de ke sAMbhaLanAra pAmI jAya, paNa ene mULa vastunI ruci nahi mATe enAM jJAna, saMyama ne dezanA, e badhAM nakAmAM. kAraNa ke abhavyane hRdayamAM AsthA hatI ja nathI. sabhAmAMthI prazna abhavya devaleka mAne che, te ene samyakatva kharuM ke nahi ? nava tatva mAne ene ja samyakatva heya. navamAMthI ATha mAne te paNa samyapha nahi. je nava tatva mAne tene sAcI zraddhA jAge. eka paNa tattva ochuM mAne, are tatvanA eka aMzane aMza paNa na mAne te paNa mithyAtva jIvatuM ne jAgatuM ja rahe che. A vyavahAra zrutanA AdhAre che. vartamAnane eka samaya eTale kALa te ja vartamAnakALa. tenI pahelAMne badhuM ja bhUtakALa ane te pachIne bhaviSyakALa. e traNeya kALanAM saghaLAM dravyo, te saghaLAMya dravyanA saghaLAya paryAye ekasAthe jANe evA zrI sarvajJabhagavaMtanI AjJA e chevaTanI AjJA che. jevuM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva jANe evuM ja bhagavAna

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140 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zrI RSabhadeva jANe. jevuM bhagavAna zrI RSabhadeve kahyuM tevuM ja bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve kahyuM. anaMtA tIrthaMkarAe kahyuM ne cAvIse kahyuM te ja anaMtA kahevAnA. ATalI badhI spaSTa mAnyatAvALA ApaNe emanA zAsanamAM rahenAra, tene ema thAya ke A badhu kahevu' te A kALamAM lAbha Ape ke nahi ? jo tevuM thAya te! enA atha zrI sarvAMnaparamAtmA upara zraddhAnI khAmI che, evA ja thAya; ane jo e barAbara hoya to pachI evA azraddhALu hRdayamAM samyaktva che, ema zI rIte kahevAya ke manAya ? mATe jJAnInA vacanamAM majabUta vizvAsane keLaveA. je ruce te karI levuM emAM dharma nathI : kaI kamInA rahe ? jIvAne ema kahI devAmAM Ave ke ' je kALe je bhAvanA tamArA hRdayamAM janma pAme tenuM nAma ja dha. ' te pachI piraNAma zuM Ave ? vyavahAramAM kahe che ke vAMdarAnI jAta eTale kUdavAnu te kudaratI ja hAya. ene nIsaraNI Ape ane dArU pAIne nazAkhAra manAve ane e pachI ene vIMchI caTakAve te nahi ja. tema anAdikAlathI viSayakaSAyanI dhUnamAM ghUmatA, viSayamAM lIna banelA ane kaSAyathI bharacaka thayelA AtmAone ema kahevuM ke, ' je samaye, je kALe tamArA hRdayamAM je icchA thAya tene amala karavA enuM nAma dharma ' enA artha te e ja che ke irAdApUrvaka AtmanAzaka ucchva khalatAnA teone pUjArI banAvavA ane pariNAme gheADIghaNI paNa je maryAdA che ke * rakhe zAsraviruddha bAlI na javAya' te paNa na rahe. , huM kahuM chuM ke upara kahyA mujabanI kahevAtI vArtAnA zravaNamAM tame jeTalA rasIA manaze| teTaluM tamArA samyaktvane kala Mkita karaze. bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne kahevAya te A sUtronA racanAra ' matijJAna, zrutajJAna, adhijJAna, ane manaHpavajJAna, A cAra jJAnanA dhaNI hatA. emanA zrutajJAnanA jagatamAM joTo

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 141 na hatA, kAraNa ke sa` zrI gaNadharadevA viziSTa koTinA zrutajJAnane dharanArA hoya che. dvAdazAMgInA racanAra bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI mahArAjA pacAsa hajAra kevaLajJAnI ziSyeAnA guru hatA. evA bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIe paNu ema na kahyu ke * mane ruce te dhama ' parantu ema kahyuM ke ' bApa dhammo, ' dhama zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM ke matikalpanAmAM ? zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM dhama mAne te jaina ke matikalpanAmAM dhama mAne te jaina ? Aje A badhA jhaghaDA che te matikalpanAnA che. AtmAnI zakti konA ceAge drumAI gaI che? bhAgyazALI ! tame bilakula vicAratA nathI, bahAranI vAteAmAM aTavAI jAo che. tame tamArI jAte zAMtithI besIne nahi vicAre tyAM sudhI e bhramaNAnA aMta AvavAnA nathI. tamArA AtmA anaMtajJAnAdinA svAmI che enI khAtarI che ke nathI ? ene dabAvanAra jaDa che, kAraNa ke cetananu pratipakSI jaDa che. e jaDanI sAkhatamAM tame phasANA che. enI sAbata cheDavAnA prayatnathI nirbhaya thaze ke enI seAkhatamAM lIna thavAthI ? vAsaNa para kATa caDhe te te vadhAre dIpe ke e kATane ghasIne dUra karIe te vadhAre dIpe ? AtmAnI sAthe jaDanA saMcAgeA, e jaDa vastu paranI mamatA, ne tene ceAge thayelI adhama pravRttione rokavA tame prayatna kareA che, ke majabUta karavA ? adhama pravRttione rokavA prayatna karavA hoya te 'paudgalika padArthA amArA nathI, enA uparanI mamatA amArA AtmAne malina karanAra che, ' A bhAvanA keTalI majabUta karavI joI e ? Aje te e jaDanI pAchaLa evA paDI gayA che ke enA cege AnI (AgamanI) AjJA paNa mUMjhave che. zrI jinezvaradevanA vacanamAM teA rAgadveSa, viSaya ke kaSAya vagerene pASavAnI eke vAta nathI. kaceA dharma mAkSanA upAya ? meAkSanA athI e kace. dhama sevavA joI e ? ' uttara samajavA mATe jJAnIe kayA dharmAMne zivasukhanA upAya tarIke A praznanA ?

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14ra | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 varNave che e samajavuM joIe. upakArIe te pharamAve che ke te dharma zivasukhane upAya che ke je dharmanI sevAmAM prathama te viSayane virAga thAya, AtmA viSayathI pAcho haThe, AtmA viSayathI kaMpe. zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza A pAMca viSaya che. ene prakAra ghaNuM, paNa A pAMca mukhya. rUpanI pAchaLa Aje keTalA AdamI dIvAnA banyA che? zrI jinezvaradevanA mArgane aMgIkAra kare e evA bane? e te rUpane agninI javALA mAne. pataMgiyAM rUpanA mehamAM phasIne jAna gumAve che, paNa e bicArAM saMjJI nathI. emanAmAM samajavAnI tAkAta nathI. eka eka viSayane AdhIna thanArAnI bhayaMkara durdazA thAya che te pAMce Indriyone AdhIna bananAranI kevI dazA thAya? je dharmanI sevAmAM AtmA A pAMce viSayethI pAcho na khase, cete nahi, seMke nahi e dharma che? viSayo virAga e dharmarUpa prAsAdane pAve che. viSayavirAga vinA dharmarUpa mahela baMdhAte ya nathI ane Tako ya nathI. sAcuM dAna paNa te ja devAya, sAcuM zIla paNa te ja paLe, sAcuM tapa paNa te ja thAya ane uttama bhAvanA paNa te ja Ave. vItarAganA bhaktathI vairAgyanA vairI banAya ? vItarAganA bhakta rAgI bane ke virAgI? virAgIne vItarAga upara sAro prema thAya ke rAgIne? je viSayane virAgI, te ja vItarAgane sAco rAgI thAya. je AtmAmAM viSayanA tyAganI bhAvanA nathI, viSaya pratye aruci nathI te AtmAmAM dharma Ave paNa kyAMthI ane Take paNa kyAMthI? viSaya upara sAce vairAgya jagyA pahelAM te dharma Ave ja nahi. AtmAne pUchajo ke tuM viSayane pUjArI che ke paramAtmAne ? vairAgya, je jIvanane sAco sAthI che, je janajIvanane maMtra che, je janajIvanane pamADanAra, TakAvanAra ane poSanAra che tenA pratye ATalI badhI arucinuM kAraNa viSayavAsanA saLagyA kare che, e che. AthI ja jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM ke jemAM viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, guNAnurAga ane virAgapaSaka, kaSAyanAzaka ane guNaprApaka kSiAmAM apramAda hoya te ja dharma zivasukhane upAya che. kaI kriyAmAM apramAda? e ja ke jenAthI viSayane

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 143 virAga thAya, kaSAyanA tyAga thAya ne guNanA rAga thAya. jJAnIoe jo kriyAmAM apramAda upadezyA na hoya te teA badhA ja kahI deta ke amArAmAM viSayanA virAga barAbara che. viSaya sevIe chIe te kamane, kaSAya karIe chIe te sAmAnA bhalA mATe, ane guNune rAga te rAmarAma bharyAM che; paNa have jJAnIonA kathana pramANe tamArI te vAte tyAre ja manAya ke jyAre viSayanA virAganI, kaSAyanA tyAganI ane guNanA anurAganI nidda "bha karaNI dekhAya. jene sAcA hRdayathI viSaya pratye virAga thAya, kaSAyanA tyAga thatA jatA hoya ane sAcA guNA pratye anurAga pragaTe, tenI kriyA kevI hoya ? viSayanA virAgI vezyAnA gharamAM majethI jAya, peAtAnI ke pArakI jue nahi, peAtAnImAM paNa na jue rAta ke divasa, vAra ke tahevAra, ane pachI kahe ke hRdayathI mane viSaya gamatA nathI ! kahe| AnA jevA bIjo daMbha kayA hAtA haze ? vezyAne tyAM javu, viSayanI nidhamAM nidha ceSTAe karavI ane virAgI kahevarAvavu' e bane nahi. viSayamAM lIna anelA AMdhaLAonI dazA evI che ke lakhIe te lakhatAM lekhinI kaMpe, vicAra karatAM mana kaMpe, te vAta karatAM mAM lAje. viSayAdhIna jIvana e eka rItie nArakInuM jIvana che. viSayanI sevA pariNAme narakagatine kheMcI lAve che. e te parabhavanI vAta, paNa A leAkamAMye zu? jANavu che? paNa enu varNana karavA jevu nathI. sabhAmAMthI prazna : ene nArakInI upamA kema apAya ? enI AkhI krIDAnA citAra vicitra che. viSayanA sevanamAM adha thanAranI buddhi ane viveka naSTa bane che. viSayasevA vagaranA TAImamAM je je cIjone hAtha lAgavAthI pANI laI ne dhovA paDe, viSayAdhIna avasthAmAM te ja cIjo sAthe kevI ceSTA kare che? jyAM malina paTTAmAM amRtanI kalpanA, duHkhamAM sukhanI kalpanA, tyAM badhI vAtA agAcara rahe. anubhavIe peAtAnA anubhava na kabUle tene samajAvAya kema ? viSayathI duti tA kharI ja ne ? viSayamAM kharAbara lIna thaI jAya teA tenI

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144 ! jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 naraka ke tiryaMcagati thAya ema zAtre kahyuM che. cakravata cakavatIpaNamAM ja che ane cakavatI paNAmAM ja mare te tene naraka sivAya bIjI gati ja kyAM che? hA ! e che ke saMsAramAM paNa, vairAgyathI raMgAyele chatAM kadAca na chUTake viSayasevana karato hoya, bacavAnI ke ziSavALo hoya, na chUTake baLate hRdaye AtmA unmArge na jAya eTalA pUratuM, vedanA udayanA auSadha tarIke viSayamAM paDe te hajI paNa e bace. paNa viSayamAM tanmaya bane, te kharekhara e duniyAnI viSTA ja cUMthe che. viSTAne paNa leka naraka ja kahe che ne? zrI tIrthaMkaradevane bhegAvaLI karma na chUTake bhegavavAM paDe che. e bhegane roga mAnIne bhagave che. bhegane rega mAnI jogavanAra bhaMga pAse keTale jAya? kayA hRdaye, kaI bhAvanAe jAya ? vRtti zuM rAkhe ? eNe AnaMdathI bhega bhegavyA ema kahevAya? e bhegamAM sukhanI kalpanA kare ? kadI ja nahi. paNa je bhegamAM sukha mAne, bhegane jIvana mATe jarUrI ane sevavAlAyaka mAne, bhaga e majenuM tattva che ema mAne ane AnaMdapUrvaka seve te AtmA mATe bheganuM aMtima phala naraka che emAM kazI ja zaMkA nathI. jema dharmathI svargAdi sadgati paNa maLe chatAM tenuM aMtima phaLa jema mokSa che, tema viSayanuM aMtima phala naraka che ane ekAMte je koI nirvikapaNe pazunI mAphaka bhegamAM lIna banIne rahe te kharekhara ahIM paNa tenI dazA nArakInA jevI ja hoya che. te sukhI nahi paNa bhayaMkara duHkhI hoya che. viSayAdhIna ke ? gaMdo, viveka vagarane. A badhI vAte IzArethI samajAya te samaje, nahi te A vAtanA pIMjaNamAM Uta rAya te naphaTAI AvI jAya. A vAta sArI nathI. khoTI che. karavA jevI nathI, paNa tamane majenI lAge che. ene laIne AdamI parva tithi ane rAtadivasa bhUlya, mArI ke pArakI bhUlya, manuSyapaNuM, dharma, AjJA, e sarva bhUlya. A duniyAnA AraMbha-samAraMbhanI jaDa kyAM che? je kAmavAsanA khasI jAya te artha lAbha prAya: khasI jAya.

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 145 arthabha khase te dharma ghUse, ne dharma ghUse te mekSa maLe. mokSa kone maLe? viSayamAM lIna heya, viSayamAM AnaMda mAne, viSayane jarUrI mAne ene? kadI ja nahi. mATe zuddha kriyA vinAne kevaLa mukhathI ja viSayanA virAga AdinI vAta karanAre sAce nathI, paNa daMbhI che. viSayane virAga e satvanI vRddhi karanAra che : keTalAka kahe che ke lInatA vagara viSaya bhagave te? paNa lInatA vagara kyAre kahevAya? jene koI pakaDI rAkhe ne bhegavAve te. tamane badhAne pakaDI rAkhIne bhagavAve che ? nagaranI kerIo AvI AvIne tamAre meMmAM pesI jatI haze kema? tame viSayanI pUMThe paDyA che ke viSaya tamArI peThe paDayA che? viSayanA tame gulAma che ke mAlika cho ? juo, sAMbhaLe, huM tamane eka vAta kahuM. paNa vAta kahetAM pahelAM huM tamane kahI dauM chuM ke kathA kahevAya temAMthI ya tame laukika vAsanA na laI letA, kAraNa ke kathA dvArA paNa mAruM dhyeya tamane viSayathI virAga pamADavAnuM che. jJAnIoe e ja eka zubha IrAde kathAnuga ce che. vAru, cAle sAMbhaLo. eka brAhmaNI hatI. e viduSI hatI. ene traNa dIkarIo hatI. eNe vicAryuM ke mArI dIkarIo sukhI kyAre thAya? jevA vicArane dhaNI heya ene e anusare che. dIkarIne sukha kyAM? sAsare. gharamAM jeTaluM sukha gha te tyAM bhayaMkara duHkha. jyAM mekalavI hoya te gharajogI keLavaNI ApavI paDe. tyAM mAlika to banaze tyAre banaze paNa jAya tyAre te vahu tarIke. ema na kahetA ke mahArAje paraNavAnuM kahyuM. zAstra te kahe che ke tamArAthI na cAle te ATaluM jevuM. samAnazIla, samAnakula, samAnadharma joIne kanyAne devI paDe te, huM zuM kahuM chuM ? devI paDe to samAnazIla, samAnakula ane samAnadharma je. e AjJAnuM pAlana kyAre karI zako ? jI. sA. 10

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146 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zrI kRSNajI, zrI neminAtha svAmInA bhAI avirativaMta hatA chatAM potAnI dIkarIone zuM kahetA ? jema jema dIkarI ummaralAyaka thAya, zrI kRSNajI pAse Ave tyAre zrI kRSNajI khoLAmAM besADI pUchatA ke tAre rANI thavuM che ke dAsI? rAjAnI putrI bIjuM zuM kahe? kahe ke rANI thavuM che. tarata ja zrI kRSNajI kahetA ke rANI thavuM hoya te zrI neminAtha svAmI pAse jA. arthAt zrI neminAtha svAmInA zAsanane svIkAra. dAsI thavuM hoya te ahIM rahe. dAsIpaNunI viTaMbaNA samajAvatA. ekeeka dIkarIne zrI neminAtha svAmI pAse melI eTale ke saMyamanA mAge che. paNa duniyAmAM evA AtmA hoya che ke jene UMcI vAta na game. aMtaHpuramAM eka rANuM evI hatI ke jeNe potAnI putrIne pATha bhaNAvyuM ke "dAsI thavuM che ema kaheje. zrI kRSNajI pAse e gaI. zrI kRSNajIe pUchatAM teNe kahyuM ke dAsI thavuM che. e sAMbhaLatAM ja kRSNajInA hRdayamAM cIre paDyo. emane ema thayuM ke mArA gharamAM jhera ghUsyuM kyAMthI? zrI kRSNajI vicAre che ke je aMtaHpuramAM ghUseluM A jhera huM nabhAvuM, ene yogya pratikAra na ka, te AjathI mArAM saMtAna saMsAramAM rUlI javAnAM. zrI kRSNamahArAje pachI ghaNuM karyuM che. TUMkAmAM, emaNe pitAnI e dIkarIne vIrA sALavine paraNAvI. zA mATe? enA hRdayamAM ghAlavAmAM AvelA jherane kADhavA mATe. pariNAme e jhera nIkaLyuM. e kahetI AvI ke mAre have rANI thavuM che. zrI kRSNajIe kahyuM, khuzIthI, zrI neminAtha svAmI pAse jA, eTale ke temanA zAsanane svIkAra karI akhaMDa saMyamanI pAlaka thA. "ApavI paDe te." AnA bhAvane samajyA ? bApanI pharaja che ke pitAnA saMtAnane uttama mArge laI javuM, na jAya te suyogya sthAne beThavavuM ke jethI patita na thAya, anAcAra na kare ane aMkuzamAM, maryAdAmAM rahI uttama mArganI zakya ArAdhanA kare. pelI brAhmaNIe traNe dIkarIone pATha bhaNAvyuM hatuM. jyAre dIkarI paraNane ghera jatI tyAre e prathama divase ja kahetI ke, pati

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 147 Ave tyAre eka lAta mAravI. pachI je bane te AvI mane kahevuM ane pachI huM kahuM tema vatIza te sukhI thaIza. A zIkhAmaNa mA, patinI parIkSA karavA mATe de che. pahelI dIkarI paraNuM tyAre ema kahyuM. te paraNIne patinA ghera gaI tyAre, palaMgamAM beThI che. pati AvyuM. hajI palaMga para bese che tyAM ja pelIe patine lAta mArI, paNa pati te viSayane athI hite, kIDe hate. UThIne pelIne paga paMpALavA gaye ke page vAgyuM te nathI ne ? te dIkarIe AvIne savAre mAne hakIkta kahI. mAe kahI dIdhuM ke dIkarI! tAre phAve tema vartaje, tArA ghaNuM upara jeTalA hukama kADhavA hoya teTalA kADhaje, DarIza nahi. bIjI dIkarI vakhate paNa tevI ja zIkhAmaNa ApI. bIjIe tema karyuM. jhaTa pelAe ghela mArI. pelI reI paDI. thoDI vAra bAda patie kahyuM, cAla have AvuM karatI nahi, thayuM te thayuM. e dIkarIe savAre jaI mAne vAta karI. mAe kahyuM ke enI dorI kAbUmAM rahe tyAM sudhI kheMcavI. garama thAya ke mUkI devI, te sukhI thaIza. trIjI chokarI vakhate paNa e ja zIkhAmaNa devAI. eNe lAta mArI, pele marda hatuM. te ja vakhate pakaDIne jeTalI marAya teTalI mArI. "nIkaLa ghara bahAra " kahI ghara bahAra kADhI. "mAre khapa nathI, AjathI tAre tyAga", ema kahI piote sUI gaye. pelI AkhI rAta rotI retI bahAra rahI ane savAre retI retI mA pAse gaI. kahevA lAgI ke "mA ! te AvuM zIkhavyuM ?" mAe kahyuM, "e te tArA sukhane mATe zIkhavyuM hatuM. have huM kahuM te sAMbhaLa. e jema kahe tema cAlaje, jarA paNa ADIavaLI gaI te bAra vAgyA". dIkarI kahe 'paNa mAre have ghera javuM zI rIte ?" mAe kahyuM e badhuM huM karIza." pelI brAhmaNa jamAIne tyAM jaI kahevA lAgI ke AvuM gAMDapaNa tame kema karyuM? Ama thAya ? e te amArA kulane rivAja hato, eTale vidhi sAcavI, nahi te kAMI tamane mAravAnA heya? ATaluM ye nA samajyA ? saMsAra che, kularivAja pAse badhA mUke. eNe kahyuM, bhale tyAre, ema hoya te mokalajo. e marda hate. tame tamArI jAtane pUchaje

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148 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 na ke uparanA dRSTAMtamAMnA tame kayA naMbaranA che ? pahelA, khIjA ke trIjA ? makhanA, viSayAne AdhIna na bane. viSayInI A duniyAmAM ke jainazAsanamAM jarAye AbarU nahi. koI pesavAye na de, ene mATe darekane zaMkA. AdamI te ke jene mATe zaMkA na hoya. devAMganA sAme paNa jenI AMkha pharake nahi. teA pachI pararamaNInI te vAta ja zI ? kaheA AmAM dIkSA che? pararamaNInI sAme dRSTi na karavI emAM kAMI adhu tajavAnu ochuM ja che ? chatAM emAM paNa ATalI madhI AnAkAnI kema ? ahI have kema bolatA nathI ? mahAnubhAvA ! A ja kAraNe kahevAmAM Ave che ke adhI nima LatAnu kAraNa eka viSayanI gulAmI che. enI vAsanAne kApavAnI vAtathI tamane gussA kema Ave che ? kharekhara, viSayAMdha jIvAnu jIvana e phajetInA phALakArUpa che. pazu e viSayavAsanArUpa duSTa lAlasAne ceAge naphaTAI AcaratA thaI gayelAone e naphaTAIthI koNa rokI zake ? vyavahAramAM paNa eka kahevata che ke " jeNe mUkI lAja tene nAnuM sarakhuM rAja. ' nAnuM. sarakhuM' zu' karavA ? meATu' ja kaho ne! e na khAvAne, na pIvAnA. viSayanI mAtrA vadhI eTale e sukhe khAya nahi, sukhe pIe nahi. enA cAge sa MkhyAbaMdha AtmAnI satyAnAzanI pATI vaLI gaI. enu aMtima phaLa naraka. 6 Aje je dharmomAM viSayanA virAga e mukhya upadeza che, te dharmamAM rahenArAo chaDecoka viSayanI mAgaNI kare, e keTaluka ghaNAspada che, e zAcA, viSaya zabdathI ahIM AM pAMca iMdriyAnA * rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza ane zabda' A pAMce viSayA samajavA. kharekhara viSayanI lAlasAne vegaLI khaseDavAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI zuddha dharmanI ArAdhanA thavI e azakya che. e viSayanI lAlasAmAMthI ja lokottara mithyAtva ghUsyuM che. kaho have, viSayanA virAgI AtmA peAtAnI jAta mATe ema khele kharA ke virakta bhAvanAthI viSayane sevavAmAM harakata zI che ? kharekhara ema khelanAramAM vastutaH viSayanA virAga ja

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 149 nathI. e kevaLa janatAne ThagavAnA DhoMga che. e eka viSayanI gulAmInu kharekharu ... lakSaNa che. viSayanI adhikatAmAM kaSAyanI vRddhi, vAstavika guNAnurAganA abhAva ane zuddha kriyAmAM zithilatA thavI, e sahu che. upakAra ke apakAra ? have ApaNe AgaLa kahI gayA tema AvA kAmavAsanAnI icchAvALA AtmAne kahevuM ke 'tArI icchAmAM Ave tema vartavuM' evA upadeza e zuM upakArabuddhi che ? bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIjIne icchA hatI ke nahi ? hatI, paNa e mahApuruSe pAtAnI icchAne vegaLI mUkI ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAne svIkArI, te pachI bIjAone IcchA mujaba vartavAnuM kahevu. enA jevA ghera apakAra bIjo karyA che ? dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe viSayanA virAga, kaSAyanA tyAga, guNanA anurAga ane kriyAmAM apramAda, e barAbara khIlavavAnA che. game tyAM paNa A cArane vaLagI rahevAnu che. viSayasevA e manuSyapaNAnA dharmo nathI. dhama karyo ? ratnatrayI--samyaphadana, samyagUjJAna, samyakcAritra ane e traNanI sAdhanA mATe dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva. lakSmI meLavavI, viSayabhAga karavA ane khAvu pIvuM e kaI dhama nathI. dhama teA dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva tathA bhAva eTale dAna, zIla ne tapanI vRddhi karanAra uttama vicAre. viSayavAsanAne ke duniyAdArInI kAravAIne dha nahi mAnA. bhagavAne dha be prakAranA kahyo che. sAdhudhama ane zrAvakadhama sAdhudhama eTale paMcamahAvrata ane enI rakSA mATe dhIra anI bhikSAmAtrathI ja AjIvikA calAvavI, sAmAyikamAM ja rahevuM ne dhamanA ja upadeza deveA. zrAvakadhama, eTale samyaktva mUla bAra vrata. samakti ane vratA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve kamAvyAM che. virati zrI jinezvaradevanA gharanI ane avirata mAhanA gharanI. vepAramAM nIti mahInI eTale zrI jindhadevanA gharanI ane anIti mAhanA gharanI. sAru ahIMnu khATuM tI nu sAru ce karavuM ne kheAturya karavu

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150 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 te e pramANe kadI ja na kahe. sama macAvavA nahi te ' e koNa kahe ? upakArI jyA ? kUve paDavA Ave tene khacI zake te dhakko mArIne pADI nAkhavA e kAma upakAranuM kharuM ke ? kUvAnA kinAre UbheleA mANasa, phUvAmAM paDanArane jue, rakhe gabaDI na jAya enI kALajI rAkhe, kahe ke 'na paDa', kAMDuM pakaDe, bUma mAre, ghasaDAya eTaleA ghasaDe, josa kare, chatAM hAthamAM na rahe te dhakko mAre ane kahe ke ' paDa', teA e paNa upakArI kharo ke ?tame jANe che ke e paDa'ne 'jA paDa' e ele ne jo sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave, purAveA thAya, tA sarakAra ene zu kare ? upakArI te te ke je tene razake, rAkavA madhuce kare, chatAM hAthamAM na rahe te paNa jA paDa' ema teA na ja kahe. mAMdA pAse javuM te khacAvavA mATe, ke na bacI zake te pistAlathI mArI nAkhavA ? e duHkha jovAya nahi ane kahe ke e mArAthI jovAtu nathI, huM zuM karuM ? tyAre khasa, pistAlathI mArI nAkhavuM, e upakArInuM kAma, kema ? tyAre tA have upakArInu e ja kAma ke dareke cappu, kAtara, pistAlakhIsAmAM rAkhIne ja pharavu. je jatu maLe tene macAvAya teA bacAvavu, macAvavAnI tAkAta na hoya tA mArI nAkhavuM. e dayALunuM kavya nathI ja. jo badhA ya A jAtinA dayAdhama svIkAre te duniyAmAM khUnAmarakI kevIka cAle ? AthI ja jainazAsana kahe che ke zakti pramANe du:kha dUra karavAnA prayatnA kare, na thAya teA mArI na nakhAya, paNa karmAMnA vipAkane ci'tavatAM udAsInapaNe rahevAya. dayAnA pAlana mATe ghaNuM ja sAvadha rahevAnuM che. hiM'saka lattAomAM javAnI paNa manA che. koI AdamI kasAIkhAne pahelI vAra jAya teA cakkara Ave, mAthu' kre, UlaTI thAya, madhuce thAya. pachI khIjI vAra jAya tyAre ethI ochuM thAya, trIje divase ethI echu, ema kramasara Achu thatAM pachI TevAI jAya ne kazuM na thAya, kAraNa ke AdamI TevAI gayA. evI ja rIte thoDA svAnI khAtara eka jIva upara charI calAve, te vakhate pahelI vAra hAtha kape, bIjI vAra AchA ka Mpe ane pachI kAMI ja thAya nahi.

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 151 AvI hiMsaka kriyAo manuSyane hevAna banAve che, ane manuSya jIvananI kamaLatAnuM nikaMdana vALe che. thaDA lAbha khAtara thatI e kriyAmAM paLeTAyA pachI manuSyajIvananA uddhAranI bArI rahetI nathI. eka pApamAMthI te pApa janme che. cIkaNI jagyAmAM cAle zI rIte ? joIne, paga dAbIne, paga kho ke AkhuM zarIra khase. mAthuM, hAtha, paga, chAtI, badhuM e bhAMge. evI ja rIte pApane guNa paNa e che ke zarUAtamAM najIvuM, kiMmata vagaranuM lAge, paNa pariNAme bhayaMkara bane che. viSayavAsane evI lAyaMkara che ke theDI paNa sevI ke kAma vadhyuM. vadhatAM vadhatAM mAtrA eTale UMce jAya che ke na pUcho vAta. A bALakamAM atyAre koI viSayavAsanA che ? saMgAthI Ave che. enA hitaiSIo, mA-bApa, vaDIle, vAlIo viSayathI aLagA kare ke viSayamAM vaLagADe ? tamArAM saMtAnone, bALakone, hiMsaka ke ahiMsaka, sAcAM ke jUThAM cera ke zAhukAra, viSayamAM lIna ke viSayathI virAgI,-jevAM banAvavA hoya tevAM banAvAya. tamAre kevAM banAvavAM che? sabhA 0 "kudaratI vAsanA kharIne ?" kudaratI vAsanA mAnavAnI kyAre ? choDavAnA prabaLamAM prabaLa prayatna kare chatAMye na chUTe te. dukAna kholo, mAla rAkhe, nokaracAkara rAkhe, mahenata kare, pachI kamANI na thAya te kapALa kUTa, ke dukAna kholyA pahelAM ja kapALa kUTo? tamane tamAre keI nehI kahe ke zI utAvaLa che? bhAgyamAM haze te maLaze" tyAM te kahevAya che ke basa, basa, mAre tArI salAhanI jarUra nathI. dukAne jaIe, mAla laIe, vecIe, dalAlane oLakhIe, mahenata karIe te maLe?" ane ahIMnI vAtamAM te pahelethI ja bahAnAM. baccAmAM na jUTha heya, na cirI heya, ne pAchaLathI emanAmAM e utpanna thAya che ke pratApa ? zANI sarakAra heya, dhamI nyAyAsana hoya te baccAnA gunA mATe, prathama mAbApane pakaDIne pAMjarAmAM UbhA kare. mAbApane pUche ke A chokarAe corI karI che, tame tene "cerI karavI emAM pApa che" e kadI samajAvyuM che? jo e na samajAvyuM siddha thAya te enI sajA mA

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15ra ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 bApane thavI joIe. paNa je mAbApa kahe ke "sAheba ! kahI kahIne jIbhanA lecAe vaLI gayA, ghaNuM kahyuM tyAM sudhI kahyuM ke "bhUkhe maraje paNa pApa na karate; chatAMye eNe mAnyuM nahi." ema mAbApa puravAra kare te pachI bhale sarakAra bALakane daMDe dUdha pAtAM, khavarAvatAM, pIvarAvatAM, havarAvatAM, pApavAsane kADhe ne dharmavAsanA ghAle to baccAM kevAM nIvaDe? UThatAMnI sAthe bALaka sAMbhaLe zuM ? bhAInI bhASA judI, bAInI bhASA judI, tyAM zubha vAsanA e bALakamAM kyAMthI Ave? zikSaNa evuM Apo ke bALaka maratAM maratAMya AzIrvAda de. jyAM jAya tyAM e upakAra mAne ke "dhamI mAbApanA pratApe A sthiti maLI," paNa zApa de tevuM te na ja karatAM. devatA zrAvakuLa zAthI icche che? devatA sukhI che, ddhie pUrA che, chatAM te zrAvakakuLamAM janma levAnI IcchA rAkhe che, te zAthI? devatAone zrI jinezvaradevanI vANI sAMbhaLI sarvatyAga pratye rAga thAya, paNa tyAM (devagatimAM) virati prApta thaI zake nahi, ane manuSyabhavamAM paNa anArya deza, anArya jAti-kuLamAM e virati zakya thAya. zrAvakuLamAM sahelAIthI prApta thaI zake, mATe devatAo zrAvakakuLamAM janma Icche che. zrAvaka te daridrI banIne paNa zrAvakakuLamAM janma Icche che paraMtu mithyAvAsanAthI vAsita evuM cakavatapaNuM paNa nathI Icchate; jyAre tamAre te tamArA bALako deva, guru pAse na jAya evA killAo bAMdhavA che. tamAre tyAM puNya vAna janme temAM tamane AnaMda ke pApI janme temAM AnaMda? keTalAka kahe che ke A sAdhu bhUrakI nAkhavA AvyA che. AvuM ghaNune bhUta bharANuM che. je jevI kahevAya che evI bhUrakI amArI pAse hoya te A badhA lAlacaLane ahIM (sAdhupaNAmAM) na besADuM? tamArA raMgarAga, mejazokha, sAhyabI pratye amArI ADI daSTi nathI. tamArA puNya maLe temAM amAru zuM jAya, paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke je A badhA emAM lIna thaze te bhavAMtaramAM bhIkhArI thaze. mATe pahelethI cetajo.

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 153 samyakatva zrI jinezvaradevanA gharanuM avirati mehanA gharanI ? virati zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA gharanI, ane avirati mehanA gharanI. dezavirati eTale ke samyaktva mUla bAra vrata te zrI jinezvaradeve kahyAM paraMtu bAkI rahelI avirati konA kahevAthI ? bhagavAnanA kahevAthI, meharAjAnI AjJAthI ke tamArI IcchAthI? tame tamArI bhAvanAthI avirati sevo te dezavirati paNa nakAmI thAya. paraNavuM, ghara calAvavAM, e sarva mahanI AjJAthI thAya che, paraMtu zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAthI nahi ja. cothuM guNaThANuM zAthI? aviratine laIne, ke samyagdarzanane laIne ? je aviratine laIne cothuM guNasthAnaka kahyuM heta te avirati te pahele guNaThANe paNa che, mATe tyAM paNa samyakatva lAgu paDavuM joIe, paNa tema te che nahi. AthI samyakUva zrI jinezvaradevanA gharanuM ane avirati mehanA gharanI che e nakkI thAya che. e avirati sAthe bhagavAnane, sAdhune ke Agamane kaMI paNa lAgevaLage nahi. zrI zreNika mahArAjA avirati sevatA te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA kahevAthI ke mehanA udayathI? aviratimAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI chApa mAre te te samyakatva paNa jAya. cothuM ane pAMcamuM guNaThANuM maTI paheluM Ave ane e paNa adhama keTinuM, sAruM nahi. pAMcamA guNaThANe rahela AtmAne aviratinI kriyA karavI paDe. aviratanI kriyA eTale chakAya jIvanI virAdhanA, mRSA bhASaNa, cerI, strIsaMga, piseTake vagere parigraha rAkhe che. have vicAro ke tame badhA e avirati bhagavAnanA kahevAthI rAkhe che? ne kahevA chatAM rAkhe e vastu sArI hoya ? emAM sAdhunA upadezanI jarUra kharI? sAdhuthI enI prazaMsA ke upadeza apAya? e khUba vicArajo. zrAvakanI dinacaryAH cAra ghaDI pahelAM zrAvaka pathArImAMthI UThe, jAge, te ja vakhate zrAvakanA moMmAMthI zuM nIkaLe? "namo arihaMtANuM." (paNa Aja te zatre bAra vAgyA sudhI pAnane tU mArIne sUtA haya, e kacara ja sApha karavAnuM hoya?) pachI UThe. azucivALuM zarIra hoya te

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154 1 jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 yatanApUrvaka sApha karIne, Avazyaka kare. pachI gharamAM rAkhelA zrI jinamaMdiramAM dhUpathI, dIpakathI, vAsakSepathI, ane akSata, phaLa vagerethI bhakti kare ane paccakkhANa kare. pachI gAmamAM rahelA zrI jinamaMdire jAya. tyAM darzanAdi karI paccakakhANa kare, pachI guru pAse vaMdanAdika karIne pazcakakhANa kare, A pachI navakAravazI karavI paDe te kare. pachI jinavANu sAMbhaLavA jAya. vANuM sAMbhaLyA pachI snAnAdi karI aSTaprakArI pUjA kare. pachI karavuM hoya te bAra-eka vAge bhejana kare. pachI karavI hoya te (kare ema Agama na kahe) nIti, satya Adi sAcavIne arthaciMtA kare. pachI cAra ghaDI pahelAM ghera AvI jAya. bhejana karavuM hoya te kare. pachI be ghaDI pahelAM pANI baMdha kare. pachI Avazyaka kare ane pachI svAdhyAya Adi kare, ane chevaTe kAbUmAM na rahe te vidhi mujaba nidrAvaza bane. A rIte uparanI karaNane AcaratA sAdhamIbaMdhuone zrI bharata mahArAjA AmaMtraNa Ape che. "Apa badhAe hamezane mATe mAre ghera jamavuM." AmaMtraNa ApyA bAda e sAdhamIone vinave che ke- kRSyAdi na vidhAtavyaM, kiMtu svAdhyAyatatparaiH apUrvajJAna , aura zeyamanya che ? | jemAMthI A uparane zleka uccAryo te zrI AdIzvaracaritra che. ane te kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanuM raceluM che. AcAra UMce mUkIne upakAra thaI zake? kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrAcArya koNa ? kumArapAla rAjAnI rAja-khaTapaTa karanArA? rAjavahIvaTa calAvanArA?' AvA mahAtmA upara evI jAtane Arepa mUkanArA e AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA jevA sUripuraMdaranI AzAtanA karanAra che. AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrivare dharma sivAya kazuM karyuM nathI. jagadguru AcArya bhagavAna zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjAe

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 155 akabara bAdazAhane upade zI rIte ? Ama rAjA zrI bappabhaTasUrijIne pitAne paTTahastI laI sAme levA Ave che ne kahe che ke Apa mArA guru, paTTahastI upara bese." tyAre zrI bappabhaTasUrijI nA kahe che. Ama rAjAnuM zira mUke che ke je mahAtmA AvA saMgamAM paNa makkama rahI zake che, te ja mAruM bhaluM kare. Aja te kahe che ke amArA upakAra mATe sAdhupaNAnA AcArane UMcA mUke ane ame zrAvake kahIe tema kare. akabara bAdazAhe jagadguru AcArya zrI hIra. sUrijI mahArAjAne belAvavA pharamAna kADhayAM ane tenA taraphathI jagagurU AcArya zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjAne je joIe te, hIrA, mANeka, hAthI, vagere mAnasanmAna sAthe joItI sAmagrI pUrI pADavA, dareka sUbAne pharamAvavAmAM AvyuM. amadAvAdane sUche A badhuM hAjara kare che. bhaTTAraka zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjA kahe che ke "A badhuM amAre na joIe." "sAheba ! dilhI bahu dUra che. " "phakara nahi. page jaIzuM." amadAvAdanA sUbAe bAdazAha akabarane lakhI vALyuM ke Aja sudhI ghaNA phakIre joyA paNa A te keIka na ja phakIra che. jagadguru AcArya zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjA dilhI pahoMce te pahelAM te e tyAgamUti, akabaranA hRdayamAM ketarAI gaI. atyAre te kahe che ke kahevAtA upakAra mATe gADImAM paNa javAya. AjanA lake pitAnAM pApa chupAvavA, AvA maharSio upara kalaMka mUke che. enA jevA adhama bIjA koNa? akabara jevA musalamAna bAdazAhane pratibaMdhavA jaldI javuM sAruM hatuM ne ? AcArya mahArAja zrI hIrasUrijIe avasara na oLakhe ? paNa nahi. AcAramAM rahIne thAya teTaluM karavuM paNa AcArane mUkIne te nahi ja. akabare paNa AcArya zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjAnI bahu parIkSA karI che. bahu bahu kaThI karI che. je tyAM ThIka na lAgata te akabara emane paNa pheMkI de e hate. yurepa jevA dezamAM dharmanA pracAranA bahAne Aje AcArane vegaLe mUkI devAnI vAta karavAmAM Ave che. jamAnAnA nAme, dezabhaktinA nAme, AcArane dUra mUkavAnuM kahenArA sAdhu nathI, ne temAM hA bhaNanArA A te kone lakhI vAvya page ja mAgama thI hAra

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156 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zrAvaka nathI. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA mATe game tema gappAM mAre, lakhe, emAM tamane kAMI lAgevaLage kharuM ? emaNe tamane kaMI pisA ApyA che ? thelIbelI DI ApI che? e tamAruM bhaluM karanArA zAthI? mekSa sAdhavAnuM batAvI gayA che tethI. tame tamArA bApane, tArakane, oLakhatA nathI. emane mATe game tevAM gappAM mAre, lakhe, chatAM tamane kazuM ja lAgatuM nathI, e kharekhara kheda upajAve tevuM che. pApasthAnakenA virodhI bane ? bIjI eka vAta kahI dauM. majenI che. zrI bharatajI ane zrI bAhubalija konA dIkarA ? zrI Sabhadeva bhagavAnanA dIkarA. zrI bharatajIne bAhubalijInuM yuddha bahu moTuM ane bhayaMkara thayuM che. emAM zrI bAhubalijI jIte che. aMte chellI muThThInA prayoga vakhate zrI bAhubali ceke chehuM koNa, zrI RSabhadevane putra. je bApe rAjyalakSmIne taraNAnI jema tajI, te rAjyalakSamI sevavAyegya mAnI ane tenA pariNAme A durdazAmAM AvyuM. moTAbhAI pUjAnuM pAtra, ene mArI nAkhavAnI duSTamAM duSTa hade pahoMcyA." bhAgyavAna ! kaho ke zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanI hayAtino ja A kALa che ke judo ? zrI bAhubalijI AgaLa vicAre che "A rAjya tyAjya na hoya te traNa jJAnanA dhaNI pitA kema tyajata? ene meM rAkhavAyegya mAnyuM tyAre moTA baMdhune ghAta karavAnI hade pahoMce." paNa e mUDIye khAlI na jAya, mUThI nakAmI na jAya, na te bhAI upara calAvAya, na te koI prANu upara calAvAya, eTale e ja muSTithI yuddhabhUmimAM leca karyo. A joI zrI bharatajI AMsu nItaratI AMkhe zrI bAhubalinA pagamAM paDe che. zrI bAhubalinI prazaMsA ane pitAnI niMdA karatAM zrI bharata mahArAjA bole che ke "rAjya e bhavatarunuM-saMsArarUpI vRkSanuM bIja che, ema jeo nathI jANatA teo adhama che te jANatA chatAye tene tyAga nahi karanAre, huM te adhama karatAMye adhama chuM. tuM ja tAtane putra che ke jethI tAtane mAge gamana kare che. huM paNa

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viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatA [ 157 tArA je thAuM te ja te pitAno putra kahevAuM." AcAryabhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paNa pharamAve che ke samyagRSTi AtmA bhavasAgaramAM na rame. (AnaMda na pAme.) kadAca pAdiye saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe paNa rame te nahi ja. tame badhA rahelA che ke ramatA che? duHkha e thayuM che ke kIcaDamAM paDelA kaccaDanA guNagAna gAya che. pApanI, viSayanI prazaMsA kare che. pApane pApa mAnatAM ye vAM Ave che. bimArI vakhate khATale sUvuM paDe paNa tethI kAMI khATale sAre manAya ? leko jevA Ave tethI khATalAmAM paDelAne sukha ke duHkha? zrI bharata mahArAjA vicAre che ke "huM prabhu zrI bASabhadevane putra, mArA navANuM bhAIoe, saMkhyAbaMdha putro ane putranA putroe saMyama svIkAryo ane huM jANavA chatAM mUkatA nathI, tethI adhamamAMye huM adhama chuM." ArIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thAya te AvI bhAvanAone yege. A zrI bharata mahArAjAnA jIvanamAMthI tame zuM lIdhuM ? zrI bharatamahArAjA prabhunI AjJAmAM lIna hatA, prabhune taraNatAraNa mAnatA, ne je rAjasiMhAsana para besatA tene saMsAra tarunuM bIja mAnatA. evAonuM pApa paNa pataluM ne piluM heya. evAnA pApanA pariNAma eTalA maMda hoya ke choDatAM vAra lAge nahi. e bharata mahArAjA sAdhamane zuM kahe che? "kRSNAdri 7 vidhAta " kRSi Adi kAma tame na kare arthAt tame je ArAdhanA kare che emAM huM sahAyaka thAuM, vadhu samayanI sahAya karI ApuM, vadhu sArI rIte tame ArAdhI zako evI anukULatA karI ApuM." sAdhamIne kaye mArge joDIe to te dharmamAM majabUta thAya? zrI bharata mahArAjA kahe che ke "AraMbha-samAraMbhanA vepAra baMdha kare ane svAdhyAyamAM lIna bane." e edIpaNuM ke udyamIpaNuM? AgaLa zrI bharata mahArAjA kahe che jyAre jyAre huM AvuM, tame mane juo tyAre tyAre je tame mArA upakArI, sAcA sAdhama, ane hitaciMtaka he, to mane pApathI cetate rAkhajo."

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158 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana- zrI bharata mahArAjA pitAnAM pApa, deze kahevAnI vinaMti kare che. sAdhamIne vinaMti kare che. sAdhamI eTale aDhAre pApasthAnakane virodhI. zrI jinezvaradevane anurAgI aDhAre pApasthAnakane virodhI hoya ke rAgI? tamane aDhAre pApasthAnaka game te tame zrI jinezvaradevanA mArganA premI kharA? 1. hiMsA, 2. asatya, 3. adattAdAna eTale cerI, 4. abrahma, 5. parigraha, 6. krodha, 7. mAna, 8. mAyA, 9. lobha, 10. rAga, 11, dveSa, 12, kalaha...A badhuM tamane na gamavuM joIe. hajI AgaLa, 13. abhyAkhyAna -- eTale be ALa ApavuM te. na banelI vAtano keInA nAme pracAra kare te. 14. zUnya eTale cADI. 15. rati-arati eTale ISTa saMgonI prAptimAM rati ane aniSTa saMganI prAptimAM arati. 16. paraMparivAda-pArakAnI niMdA, 17. mAyA-mRSAvAda 18. mithyAtvazalya. A aDhAre pApathAnaka tamane gamavA na joIe. zrI jinezvaradevane rAgI, je aDhAre pApasthAnaka sevavAnI salAha Ape te mA-bApane mAbApa, vaDIlane vaDIla ane vAlIne vAlI na mAne. je vidyA aDhAre pApasthAnakane sevavA jevuM samajAve tene vidyA na mAne. aDhAra pApasthAnakane sevavA jevAM che evuM kahe tene hiteSI na mAne. "enI sevAmAM vAMdho nathI." evuM kahenArane guru paNa na mAne. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa tevA AtmAne samyagadaSTi paNa na mAne. prathama guNasthAnake vartatA mArganusArInI koTimAM paNa tene mAnya na rAkhe, aDhAre pApasthAnakanA pakSakAramAM mArgAnusAritA jeTalI gyatA paNa vAstavika rItie hatI nathI. mATe tame aDhAre pApasthApakanA kadAca tyAgI na banI zake to chevaTe haiyAthI virodhI te bane ja. ane aMte viSayavAsanAnI vikarALatAne samajIne tene yathAzakya dUra karI kaSAyane tyAga, guNane anurAga ane kriyAmAM apramAdane prApta karI zivasukhanA upAyabhUta dharmane AtmasAt banAvavAmAM prayatnazIla bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. astu.

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ANAe dhammo ! ( 13 vagara kiyAe ghamI thavAtuM hoya to ? anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramaSie manuSyabhavanI saphaLatAnuM varNana karatAM pharamAve che ke samyagadarzana - samyagrajJAna ane samyagu. cAritryasvarUpa ratnatrayIne ArAdhe ane e ArAdhanAmAM je saMpUrNa hade pahoMce te muktipadane pAme. enI ArAdhanA na thAya, enAthI Itara vastuomAM lepAyelA rahevAya, te saMsArathI mukti na thAya. e ja kAraNe zAstrakAra mahApuruSe kahe che ke te ja dharma mokSane upAya che ke jenA sevanamAM viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, guNe upara anurAga, ane tene anusaratI kriyAmAM apramAda thAya. A cAramAMthI eka vastu jIvanamAM na Utare, te jIvana saphaLa zI rIte thAya ? sevaka ane bhakta zrI arihaMtadevanA kahevarAvavuM che ane na game viSayane virAga, na game kaSAyane tyAga na heya guNa upara rAga ane e traNe mahAguNone lAvanArI kiyAmAM te mIMDuM hoya e kema cAle? zrI jinezvaradevane sevaka ema na ja kahe ke "mAre viSayane virAga na joIe, kaSAyane tyAga na pAlave, guNanA rAganI jarUra nathI ane evI uttama kriyA karavAnuM kAma mAruM nahi? " pahelA traNa guNamAM te duniyAnI pola mAyA AdithI cAlI zake, paNa cethAmAM prAyaH pila nahi cAle. viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga ane guNe upara rAga thaI jAya te pachI joIe zuM? paNa anaMtajJAnI mahApuruSe ApaNane oLakhe che. bhavamAM AnaMda mAnanArAo evA hoya che ke vinA kiyAe kAma cAlatuM hoya te emAM daMbha paNa calAve. ethI

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160 } jIvana-sAphalya darzanadaMbha na calAve mATe ene anurUpa kriyAmAM apramattatAnuM vidhAna paNa Avazyaka karyuM. AthI samajo ke e traNa guNe AvyAnI khAtarI karavA mATe enI dazAnuM avalokana karavuM joIe. A traNa vastu AvyAnI khAtarI zI ? e ja ke enI dazA anupama hoya. are e traNane rAgI hoya te paNa te te kriyAmAM apramatta hoya, tevA thavAnI keziSa karyA ja karatA hoya, paNa Aje e ja vadhe che. pahelethI chaThThA guNaThANa sudhInI A badhI kiyAe zAnA mATe ? viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, ne guNAnurAga, A traNa saMpUrNapaNe AvI jAya pachI kiyAnI jarUra paNa zI? viSayamAtra para virAga thAya, kaSAyamAtra cAlyA jAya, ane guNenI sAthe AtmA asthimajAvatuM banI jAya, pachI kiyA karavApaNuM nahI rahe. siddharUpa thayelA AtmAne kiyAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke viSano saMga nAza pAmI gayo che, kaSAye vikhUTA paDI gayA che, ane AtmA guNamaya banI gayo che. "viSayane virAga, kaSAyano tyAga ane guNAnurAga" A traNa vastu saMpUrNapaNe maLyA pachI ja dharma kare ema keI kahe te kahevAnuM ke e traNane meLavavA mATe te dharma karavAno che. AjanI duniyA ema kahe che ke kiyAnA apramattapaNe vinA je dharma thAya te kiyAnI jarUra zuM che ? paNa ene ema pUche ke vagara kiyAe viSayavirAgIpaNuM, niSkaSAyIpaNuM ane guNAnurAgI paNuM kaherAvavuM hoya te nA paNa keNu pADe che? saghaLA ja taiyAra che paNa amArAmAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne viSayavirAga bharelo che" Ama kahenArane pUchIe ke "te pachI viSaya bhegave che kema?" ke jhaTa vadhe Ubhe thaze. vadhe te tyAM sudhI che ke viSayavirAganI Aje vAta paNa jItI nathI. viSaya mUkavAnI vAta Ave tyAM mUMjhavaNa thAya che. jANe vAte karyo ja mekSa na maLatuM hoya ! kAMI kiyAnI jANe jarUra ja na hoya ema mokSa vAtethI ja maLatuM hoya te joItuM'tuM zuM?

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ANAe dhammo dhama IcchAne AdhIna thavAmAM ke AjJAne ? zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI AjJAthI mAdhita thatI icchAne AdhIna thavuM e viSayAsakti, kaSAyapriyatA ane dASAnI AdhInatA kharI ke nahiM ? tevI icchAne AdhIna thavu te dhama ke bhagavAnanI AjJAne AdhIna thavAmAM dhama ? AjanA jamAnA icchAne AdhIna thavAmAM dha manAvavA mAge che. emAM tamane kayA game che ? AtmAne pUche ane nakkI kare. jamAneA ne Agama e enI atyAre dizA tana judI che. khare, atyAre zuM! dareka kAlamAM kahAne ! kyA kAlamAM viSaya-kaSAyanI dhamAdhama naheAtI ? cAlu ja che. | 161 jamAnA kahe che ke icchAnusAra je bhAvanA jAge tene AdhIna thavAmAM dhama, tyAre anatajJAnIe gUMthelAM A Agama kahe che ke icchAne AdhIna thavAmAM dharma nathI, paNa zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne AdhIna thavAmAM ja dhama che. Ane (Agamane) mAnavA taiyAra hai tA icchAne vegaLI mUkI A (Agama) kahe tema karavuM paDaze. ema karavAnI taiyArI che? bhAvanA paNa che game tyAre, game te saceAgeAmAM e kahevA taiyAra che ke dharma tA enI AjJA sivAya nathI ja ! ATalI vAsanA Ave te aneka pApA enI meLe nAza pAmI jAya. vartAvamAM mukAze tyAranI vAta tyAre paNa e nirNaya karo ke matikalpanAmAM dharmAM nathI, paraMtu dharma tA zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM ja che, AjJAnusAra thAya te dharma, AjJA vinAnuM thAya e adhama, te AjJAnI viruddhanI bhAvanA ane vana thAya e vidhipaNuM"--ATaluM' nakkI na hoya te jaina nahi. ATaluM na mAne te jinanA anuyAyI nahi. ATalA vicAramAM dRDha na hoya e jaina kahevarAvavAne lAyaka nahi. sAcA jaina De (jAti tarIkenI vAta judI che) teA zakti hAya teTaluM AjJAnusAra vartavuM, na vartAya te temAM peAtAnI khAmI mAnavI, pazu AjJAthI viruddha khelavAnI ke vavAnI taiyArI na ja karavI. ATalu na hoya teA jude jI. sA 11

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162 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana 1 mArge ghasaDAI jaze. zatru para jIta meLavavI e jainanuM kAma. paNa kyA zatruo? kAma-krodhAdi AMtarazatruo, bAhya zatruo upara nahi. te paNa AjJA mujaba, AjJA AghI mUkIne nahi. tame jenAM eThAM levA mAMge che, e mahApuruSo siddhAMta para keTalA custa hatA, e jANe che ? zrI vastupAla ane tejapAla! ghaNuo maMtrIzvarazrI vastupAla-tejapAlanI vAta kare che. zrI vastupAla-tejapAlane rAjA viradhavala bahumAnapUrvaka sabhAmAM maMtrI mudrA Ape che. tyAre zrI vastupAla-tejapAla kahe che ke-rAjan ! sAMbhaLe ame jaina chIe. pahelA naMbare ame zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA karavAnA, bIjA naMbare e paramatArakanI AjJAmAM vartatA nigraMtha guruonI ane trIjA naMbare banne mahApuruSoe karelAM pharamAnenI sevA karavAnA. A traNanI sevAmAM bAdha na Ave evI rIte the naMbare ApanI sevA" tAtparya e ja ke A traNa te mAlika niyata thaI gayA che. A traNanI sevA mATe baMdhAI cUkyA chIe. e traNanI saMpUrNa sevAmAM jIvana samarpaNa karavAnI tAkAta nathI, mATe ApanI sevA karavI paDe che. prabhAvanAnuM kAraNa rAjya ke dharma ? keTalAka kahe che ke zrI vastupAla-tejapAla maMtrI hatA te zAsananI prabhAvane karI zakyA. maMtrI te ghaNAye thaI gayA, 2 jyanAM siMhAsane ghaNAe bhegavyAM. e badhAMe kema dharmanI prabhAvanA na karI? rAjya ke sattA e je prabhAvanAnAM kAraNa hota te badhA karata, paNa badhAe te karI nathI. tyAre zrI vastupAla-tejapAle karI, te zAthI? zrI vastupAla-tejapAlamAM te ApaNe je kahI rahyA chIe. te hatuM. Aje khurazI, mAnapAna ane duniyAnI sAhyabI mATe dharmane Aghe mUkavA taiyAra thAya, te zAsananI prabhAvanA karaze? paisA mATe na karavAnuM

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ANA dhammo [ 163 kare, na jue nyAya ke anyAya, na jue dhama ke adhama, e dharmAMnI prabhAvanA karaze ? zrI vastupAla-tejapAle rAjAne ema kahyu' hota ke pahelAM Apa ane pachI deva, guru ne dhama, te sAcI prabhAvanA karI zakata ? samyaSTi AtmAne deva, guru, dharma pahelA ke duniyAnI kAravAI pahelI ? A sAMbhaLI rAjA vIradhavala khuza thaI gayA. enA AtmAe sAkSI pUrI ke sevakA te AvA maLajo. je enA deva, guru, dharmAMne vaphAdAra che te kadI mane bevaphA nahi nIvaDe. je enA deva, guru, dharmone vaphAdAra nathI te mAruM satyAnAza kayAre vALaze te kahI zakAya nahi. kahone ke je deva, gurunI avagaNanA kare, dhane Thokare mAre, e mAlikanI sevA karaze ke avasara Ave tenI tijorImAM paNa kANu pADaze ? je jana thaIne deva, guru, dha, Agama, A badhAne bhUlI jAya, are! mazkarI kare, avagaNanA kare, e duniyAmAM paNa kAmane nathI. duniyAnA nItimAna tA kahe ke evA mANasa na joie. e tA ane su'ghare paNa nahi. duniyAnI A badhI garIbI ane A bhikhArIpaNAnuM kAraNu zuM? A ja kAraNa che. zubhedaya ghaTe che azubhedaya vadhe che. sArAmAM sArA AdamIne samaya paNa palaTAya che. kAre bhIkha mAgaze te kahevAya nahi. kAraNa ke anyAya, anIti, jUTha, prapaMca, Adi vadhyAM. viSayavAsanA evI vadhI che ke vAtavAtamAM dharmAMne lAko lAta mAre che, ane kahe che ke ' sAdhu te navarA che, maMdiramAM zu dAyu che? AgamamAM zuM bharyu che ? ' lagabhaga madhe, A vAsanA dekhAya che. paNu A ja vAsanA jiMdagI sudhI javA nahi de. kadAca puchyAye A jiMda gImAM navAjUnI nahi thAya te AvatI jiMdagI teA bhayaMkara che. mATe behAza na aneA, taddana dIvAnA banI na ghUmA. jIvanadorI kapAtI cAle che, ene dhyAnamAM lyA. tArakanI avagaNanA na kare. AtmA, puNya,

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164 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 pApa, enA phaLa tarIke svarga, naraka, sadgati, durgati mAnanArAnuM jIvana AvuM na levuM joIe. A badhI tatvanI vAto janakulamAM kudaratI hoya. ene tyAM jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApanA vicAra saheje hoya. AvI majenI sAmagrI maLyA chatAM AthaDatA rahe; vAtavAtamAM dharmanuM apamAna kare, deva, guru, dharmanI avagaNanA kare ane pachI zAsana-prabhAvavAnI vAta kare e kevuM ajugatuM che? zrI vastupAla-tejapAla maMtrIpadane kevuM mAnatA ? dharmanI rakSA thatI hoya to e maMtrIpaNuM raho, ne dharmane nAza thatuM hoya te bhale jAo. maMtrI mudrAnA baLe jIvavuM nathI, paNa dharmanA baLe jIvavuM che." A teonuM dhyeya hatuM. jaina banavuM hoya te jainatvane samajo: jaina tarIke jIvavuM hoya te ghaNuM kahevAnuM che. sArI sarakAra paNa AdamIne AdamI mAnIne kAyadA bAMdhe che, tema Agama paNa jaina banAvavA mATe che. jaina banavuM hoya te kALajIpUrvaka sAMbhaLo. tame badhA jaina banavAnI abhilASAvALA te che, emAM nA nathI, paNa kAMIka chU chUpe e IrAde khare ke "viSayavilAsa karatA rahIe, moja. majA legavatA rahIe, ane jenapaNuM Ave te ThIka." mATe te keTalAka mane pUche che ke "rAte khAIe, phalANuM karIye, amuka-tamuka karIe, te jainapaNuM jAya ?" A praznanA uttaramAM je huM sIdhuM ja ema kahuM ke "na jAya te emane phAvI jAya. jo ke emAMye bArI che, paNa emane ema kahI devAmAM Ave te juo pachI kudAkuda. bajAramAM jaIne ema ja kahevA maMDI paDe ke "rAtre khAvA vageremAM kaze ja vAMdho nathI." paNu mahAnubhAve ! zAstra ema kahyuM che ke "eka AdamIthI na karavA jogI kriyA karyA vinA na cAle tema hoya ane ethI kadAca kare paNa, te eTalA mAtrathI jenapaNuM cAlyuM jatuM nathI, paNa e karavA lAyaka nathI evuM na mAne, na bele te, ane pitAnI khAmI tarIke jAhera na kare che, jenapaNuM jarUra cAlyuM jAya che."

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ANAe dhammo [ 165 rAtre khAnAre jana mAne ke na khavAya, ene sAthI kahe ke kema khAya che? te kahe ke "lAcAra chuM, mAre cAlatuM nathI, te jainapaNuM Take. AjanA te kahe ke "emAM pApa zuM ? vAMdhe zo ?" e kaMI cAle ? jamAnAvAdIo kahe che ke "AjanA vepAra-dhaMdhA evA che, zuM karIe. sAMjanA cha vAge grAhaka Ave, tene javA devAya? nahi ja. have e kAmamAM rokAyelA amane divasanA TAIma maLatuM nathI ane rAtanA paNa na khAIe te mAMdA paDIe. to AvA samayamAM rAtre khAvAmAM kaMI vAMdhe ? je jamAnAmAM satya vyavahAra cAlatuM hatuM te vakhate satya belavuM e ThIka, paNa Aje? jUThA vagara cAle nahi evA jamAnAmAM jUThAmAM vAMdho hoya ? jamAnA mujaba cAlavAmAM vAMdhA zA ? je kALamAM janmIe te kALane anurUpa kiyAmAM vAMdhe che? A pramANe kahenArA jamAnAvAdIone ApaNe pUchIe ke je dezamAM, je kALamAM je cIja vinA na cAle, je cIja ghaNuM karatA hoya te karIe te vAMdho nahi, emane? hiMdustAnamAM mAMsa khavAya te vAM. vilAyatamAM mAMsa khavAya emAM pApa zuM? eTale jene mAMsa khAvAmAM pApa na mAnavuM hoya ene sIdhA vilAyata javuM, emane ? dezakAlano artha e ke bIje? anAryadezamAM janme ene mAMsamadIrAmAM doSa nahi, kAraNa ke badhA khAya, badhA pIe, pachI deSa ke? anArya dezamAM hiMsA, corI, luccAI naphaTAI kare te vadhe nahi, e jAtane, e dezane e svabhAva che. e badhuM tyAM rUDha che, saMga ja evA che tyAM vadhe che, emane? A vAtamAM jo teo hA kahetA hoya to eno artha te e ja thAya ke "Arya thavAmAM pApa, jena thavAmAM mahApApa, zrAvaka thavAmAM ethIye mahApApa ane sAdhu thavAmAM sauthI mahApApa.' amane vanaspatine saMghaThThAthI pApa thAya ne tame vanaspatine aDe, kApo, khUda, bALa, zekIne khAI jAo, teye pApa nahi, emane? amane saMyamIne aDavAnI nA ane tame A badhuM kare che

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166 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 teye tamAre mATe jJAnIe niSedha karyo nahi, enuM kAraNa tamane pApa na lAge tethI, kema? tame kApatAe hRdayane zuddha rAkhI zake ane ame aDatAe na rAkhI zakIe tethI? amArAM karatAM tamAruM manobaLa jabaru, ethI? nahi ja. paNa jema zeTha moTA munimane moTI jokhama dArInuM kAma sepe, ne nAnAne nAnuM sepe, tema ahI paNa samajI levuM, paraMtu je deza ne je kALamAM, je vastu ane je kiyA vinA na cAle, e uparathI e pApa hoya toye tyAjya na kahevuM e kaMI cAle ? camatkArathI dharma ke e vAta sAcI che? sabhAmAMthI avAja-pahelAM camatkAra batAvatA hatA, ethI dharma Takate hate." huM kahuM chuM ke koI paNa AcAryo, ke I paNa mahApuruSe kevaLa camatkAra dvArA dharma batAvyuM ane TakAvya evuM Aja sudhI banyuM nathI. kevaLa camatkArathI ja dhamI banelA dhamI, dhamI tarIke raheze ke kema, e paNa zakti che. AcAe kaI kaI vAra camatkAra paNa batAvyA che. nathI batAvyA ema nahi, paNa kyAre ane zuM kahIne ? kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya. bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM daSTAMta laIe. bahu najIkanA, paramaprabhAvaka, kalikAlamAM sarvajJa jevA, mahArAjA kumArapAlane dhamI banAvyA bAda evuM banyuM ke devabodhie pATaNamAM AvIne camatkAra batAvavA mAMDyA. pachI AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUri jIe pratipakSarUpe batAvavA mAMDyA. kamalanAlane dAMDA upara, keLanA pattAnI kAcA sutaranA taMtuthI pAlakhI banAvI, emAM devabodhi beThe. upADanAra ATha ATha varasanAM cAra bALake. enI aMdara devabodhi besI AkhA nagaramAM ghUmI mahArAjA zrI kumArapAlanI rAjasabhAmAM AvyuM. sabhA cakita thaI gaI. mahArAjA kumArapAla paNa eNkyA. paNa tyAM jaina maMtrIo hAjara hatA. e mahArAjA kumArapAlanA meDhAnA pheraphAra jetA hatA. jenabaccAne A camatkAranI vAtamAM mahattva lAge ja nahi. sarvattAnA dIkarAne AmAM mahattva lAge?

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ANAe dhammo [ 167 mahAsatI sulasA : jarA sulasAnA samyakatvanuM varNana karIe. sulasAne bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve dharmalAbha kahevarAvyuM. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva kevA ? vItarAga. aMbaDa parivrAjakane ne dhamI banAvyA pachI, nave zrAvaka banAvyA pachI, jyAre te rAjagRhI jAya che ane rAjagRhInuM kaMI kAma pUche che tyAre bhagavAne ene kahyuM ke rAjagRhImAM rahelI zrAvikA sulatAne dharmalAbha kaheje." sulasAnA paricayathI aMbaDa Dha thAya, e vastusthitinuM bhagavAnane jJAna hatuM. aMbaDane vicAra thaye ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva, sAkSAt vItarAga, emaNe AkhI rAjagRhImAM ATalA zrAvaka, ATalA ATalA dhamIne bAda karI, tulasAne dharmalAbha kahevarAvyA, e sulasA kevIka haze ? parIkSA karuM. aMbaDa potAnA pari trAjaka vezamAM sulatAne tyAM gaye. sulasAe upekSAbhAva se. aMbaDe jANyuM ke che te pAkI, paNa kasoTI karuM. pachI eNe nagara bahAra jaI dareke dareka devanA rUpanI vikRrvaNuM karI. AkhI nagarI jovA gaI sAkSAt amuka, sAkSAt amuka che, evuM AkhA nagaramAM cAlyuM. paNa sulasA na gaI. chevaTe baDe samavasaraNa sahita zrI tIrthakaranA rUpanI vikRrvaNA karI. pote zrI tIrthakaranI jagyAe beThe. bAre pariSada vivI. dezanA devA mAMDI. AkhI rAjagRhI javA doDI. paNa sulasA na gaI. koIe kahyuM ke "sulasA, tuM kema jatI nathI ? tIrthakara AvyA che." sulasA kahe-"kayA tIrthakara ? javAba maLe ke "pacIsamA." (sabhAmAMthI lAlane kahyuM : "mane chavIsamo gaNAvyuM hatuM" mahArAje kahyuM ke "gAMDAoe.') sulatAe kahyuM ke "na bhUto na bhaviSyati." koIe kahyuM ke, mAne ke tIrthaMkara nathI paNa javAmAM ApaNuM zuM jAya che? javAthI prabhAvanA thaze. sulasA kahe AvA pAse javAthI prabhAvanA thatI nathI. abaDe cAre tarapha AMkhe phADI phADIne joyuM ke badhA AvyA che paNa

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168 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kyAMya sulasA che? paNa hoya zenI? sulasA na ja AvI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva Ane dharmalAbha kema na kahevarAve? tarata aMbaDa parivrAjaka zrAvaka tarIke sulasAne tyAM gaye, ane dUrathI aMbaDane zrAvaka tarIke oLakhI, Avato joI sAme gaI, hAtha jeDI sanmAna karyuM. "padhAra, pAvana kare" ema kahyuM. akhaMDe kahyuM, sulasA, mAphI mAMgu chuM. meM tamArI parIkSA karavA A badhuM karyuM hatuM mATe mane mApha karo. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve tamane dharmalAbha kahevarAvyA che." AvA asthimajatA banelA samyaphAlanA ge bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra deve paNa dharmalAbha kahevarAve. sarvajJanA dIkarAne camatkAramAM Azcarya na hoya. camatkArane namaskAra karanArA e bIjA, anAupakArI bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI sarvajJatAne samajanArA ane sarvajJa zrI mahAvIra deve kahela vastusvarUpane mAnanArAne camatkAra zA ? e te badhI paugalika lIlA che. AtmAnA rAgIne e phAMphAM zAM? paNa Aje bhAvanA ja badhI palaTAI gaI che. dharma camatkAramAM ke AjJAmAM? dharma te AjJAnA pAlanamAM che. maMtrIoe zrI kumArapAlanA meDhA sAme joyuM. saheja Azcarya thayuM. jhaTa bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjane samAcAra dIdhA. devabodhi eTalethI aTakyo nahi, paNa devapUjA vakhate zrI kumArapAlanI sAthe gaye. e vakhate kumArapAla samyagradaSTi nahotA. emane tyAM badhA deva gaNAtAonI mUrtio hatI, temAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI paNa hatI. e zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI pUjA pahelI karatA, pachI bIjA devanI karatA. devadhie kahyuM ke he rAjana! tuM bhraSTa thayela che. A mUrti ahIM hoya? e mUti kevI hatI? prazamarasanimagnaM dRSTiyugmaM prasannaM, vadanakamalamaMkaH kAminIsaMgazanyaH /

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ANAe dhammo [ 168 karayugamapi yatte, zastrasaMbadhavaMdhyaM, taNi jJAtivo, vItarAgAsvameva || ? .. netrayugala prazamarasamAM nimagna che, mukhakamaLa prasanna che, bALo kAminInA saMgathI rahita che, hastayugala zastra saMbaMdha vinAnuM che; he prabhu! te kAraNe jagatamAM Apa ja vItarAgadeva che !" bAkInI mUrti ethI UlaTI hatI. devabodhine AvI mUrti khaTakI. zAthI? jevI dRSTi. devabodhie sAkSAt aneka devane pragaTa karyA. deve kahevA lAgyA ke A deva khoTA che. hemacaMdra khoTA che. sAce devabodhi che. e kahe tema kara. mahArAjA kumArapAla mUMjhAya che ke mAnavuM zuM ? rAjamaMtrIoe e badhA samAcAra zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajIne ApyA. sUrIzvara kahe, kAle vAta. mahArAjA kumArapALa badhI kiyAmAM apramatta hatA. dezanAmAM niyamita AvatA. zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvare bhIMtathI dUra pATo goThavAvI enI upara beThA. mahArAjA kumArapAlanI sAthe devabodhi paNa AvyA hato, e IrAdAthI ke jeuM te kharo ! ziSyone AjJA karI hatI ke dezanA vakhate pATo khaseDI levI. e mujaba pATa khaseDI levAmAM AvI. madhyamAM adhdhara rahIne bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvara mahArAjAe sADA cAra kalAka sudhI dezanA dIdhI. devabodhi mUMjhAye ke AmanI gazakti mAzathI kaMI guNI adhika che. meM te vAyune che, paNa bolyA nahote. pAlakhIne paNa kamalanA nAlane, bALakone Teke hate. AmaNe te adhara rahIne belyA ja karyuM. ahIM kAMI ApaNuM cAlaze nahi. devadhi cAlyA gaye. bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kumArapALane Adara laI gayA. makAna baMdha karyuM. samavasaraNamAM vIse tIrthakara batAvyA ne pilA bIjA deve emane hAtha joDIne UbhelA batAvyA. kumArapALa rAjAnI aneka peDhI rajU karI ane tenI pAse kahevarAvyuM ke, "dharma

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170 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 Amane svIkAra. satya dharma kahenAra zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI che." kumArapALa vicAre che ke, "A che zuM ?' mahArAjA kumArapALane AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kahe che ke, "joyuM ? sAMbhaLyuM? paNa have huM kahuM te sAMbhaLa. te ye khoTuM ne A e khoTuM, beya iMdrajALa. enI pAse eka che, te evI mArI pAse sAta che, tatva camatkAramAM nathI paNa zrI jinezvaradeve karelA samyagadarzana, samyagUjJAna ane samyagucAritramAM che ane ArAdhe te tare, na ArAdhe sabhAmAMthI avAja thaye ke, "Aje hiMsA bahu thAya che te camatkAra hoya te phera paDe ne?' hiMsA te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA vakhatamAM cAlu hatI. sAme je jAtanI zakti AvI hoya, tenA saMgharSaNamAM upayogI hoya, te e mahApuruSa, samaya joIne hAni karatAM lAbha vadhAre dekhAya te pitAnI zaktino upayoga karatA. vastusthitine jANakAra camatkArane vaLagI na jAya. evuM paNa banyuM che ke camatkArI mijUda hatA chatAM samaya je te upayoga na tha. zrI zreNika mahArAjAe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane pUchyuM ke, "mArI naraka kyAre tUTe ?' bhagavAne kahyuM ke "je tArI kapilA dAsI dAna de ane kAlasaukarika kasAI raja pAMcase pADA mAre che, te mArate baMdha thAya, te tArI naraka tUTe." bhagavAna jANatA hatA ke AnAthI ya na bane ane tenAthIya na bane. zrI zreNika mahArAjA, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA parama bhakta hatA. zrI mahAvIradeva asaMkhyAta IndronA svAmI hatA. eka iMdra eTale AkhA bhUmaMDalane (jaMbudvIpane) UMdhuM-catuM karavA samartha. AvA sago chatAM pAMcaso pADA mAranAra kAlasaukarika kasAI kAyama khAte jIve e zuM? kahene ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve ene baMdha kema na karyo ? asaMkhya idroe pakaDI kema na rAkhe? zrI zreNika mahArAjAe AMdhaLA kUvAmAM nAkhyA chatAM pANImAM pADAnA AkAra

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ANAe dhammo [ 171 banAvI pUrepUrA pAMcase mAryA. pApAtmAonI dazA ja evI hoya che. agya AtmA pAse dekhADele camatkAra paNa bhaMDe. caMDAla ane jAtismaraNa! eka avadhijJAnI muni aTavImAM kAryotsargamAM rahyA hatA. te aTavImAM eka bIcAro caMDALa nimAM utpanna thayele, koDhathI duHkhita, lAkaDAnI bhArI upADela ane pasInAthI nItarato mANasa hato. munie karUNAbhAvathI jJAnamAM enA pUrvabhave joyA. munine ema thayuM ke ene ene pUrvabhave kahuM te dharmamAM joDAya. ethI munie ene eka gAthA kahI, je sAMbhaLI ene jAtismaraNa-jJAna thayuM ane eNe pUrvabhave dekhyA. A badhAne pariNAme ene vicAra e thayuM ke A muMDiyAe iMdrajALathI mane mUMjhavavA prayatna karyo che. ulaTo lAkaDAnI bhArI laI munine mAravA de. te pAmara AtmAe jAti maraNa-jJAnane paNa A upaga karyo. huM te ema kahuM chuM ke je camatkAra e mahApuruSa pAse hatA te emanI sAthe gayA temAM ja amAruM ne tamAruM beyanuM kalyANa che. je Aje e hota to keTalAka sAdhu ogho na sAcavata ane zrAvaka cale na sAcavata jarA lAyakAta te tapAse. Aje thoDuMka mAnapAna, theDI zI sAhyabI, ATalA magarUra banAve che. te je e zakti maLI hota te dhoLe dahADe lUMTa pAData. jJAna paNa zAstrakAre gyane ApavA kahyuM che. bhagavAna zrI sthUlibhadrajI bhagavAna zrI sthUlibhadrasvAmI dazapUvI banyA. eka vakhata udyAnamAM dhyAnamAM beThA che. emanI sAte bahene sAdhvI thaI che te vAMdavA AvI. gurune pUche che ke zrI sthUlibhadrasvAmI kyAM che? guru sthAna batAve che. bahene te tarapha Ave che. dUrathI bahenone AvatI joI zrI sthUlibhadrajIne ema thayuM ke mArI zakti bahenane batAvuM. tarata pite

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172 ] jIvanasAphalya darzana-1 siMhanu rUpa vikUbyuM. baheneA sahune joI ne pAchI vaLI ne gurune kahevA lAgI ke tyAM te si'hu che, sthUlibhadrasvAmI nathI. gurue upayega mUkI joyuM ne kahyu ke jAe tyAM sthUlibhadra che, pharIne bahene AvI, emane vAMdIne gaI. gurue nakkI karyuM ke have e navuM jJAna levA ayeAgya banyA. have ene adhika jJAna nahiM pace. jene zAstra kArA' bhagavAna 'lakhe che, emane mATe lakhyuM che ke bhagavAna zrI sthUlibhadrajIne paNa jJAna na puchyuM. te pachI jyAre zrI sthUlibhadrasvAmI vAcanA levA gayA tyAre gurue vAcanA na ApI ane kahyu ke tuM ayogya che. sthUlibhadrasvAmI vicAra kare che. yAda AvyuM. nAlAyakAta samajAI. pagamAM paDe che. jo tamane ane amane siMha banatAM AvaDatu hota to ApaNI zI dazA thAta? mATe samajo ke sabuddha e ja camatkAra che, satbuddhi e AtmAnI khIlavaTa che. jeTalI tAkAtavALI buddhi heAya ane upayAga AgamAnusAre thAya, temAM ja kalyANa che. vagara camatkAre mUMjhAyelA che. te camatkAre zu thAta? tame ema na kahetA ke e badhA, camatkAro sAthe kema laI gayA ? kAraNa ke tamArA ane amArA kalyANa mATe ja laI gayA che. sAdhamI bhakti karo tA zrI bharatamahArAjA jevI karajo : zrI jinezvaradevanA dhama thI raraMgAyelA zrI bharata mahArAjA sAdhI - ene bhakti mATe AmatraNa karatAM zuM vinave che te joI e. "vina vidhAtam|' atyAra sudhI AjIvikA mATe nirupAye, na chUTake, karavAM paDatAM pApa, AjathI AraMbhIne, kRSi Adi vyApArA, Ape havethI jiMdugI sudhI karavAM nahi. zrAvaka, zrAvakanA sahAyaka. sAdhu, sAdhunA sahAyaka. sAdhu, sAdhune ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM sahAya kare, zrAvaka, zrAvakane samyakRtva mULa khAra vratanA pAlanamAM sahAya kare. mAtApitAe, saM zrIe, A saMsAramAM sulabha che, paNa sAdhI durlabha che. badhA dharmAM

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ANAe dhammo [ 173 eka pallAmAM mUke, ane eka pallAmAM sAdhamabhakti mUke, sAdhamIbhaktinuM palluM nIce namaze. zAthI? mAtA, pitA, baMdhu je bhaluM na karI zake te sAdhamI kare. e sAdhama kevA ? sAta puNyakSetre paikInuM puNyakSetra. sAta kSetra emAM mukhya traNa. zrI jinabhUti, zrI jinamaMdira, ane zrI jinAgama. A traNa sevya. zA mATe ? sevakane sevya banAvavA mATe. pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI A traNane sevya mAne ne temanI AjJAne na mAne e cAle ? kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kahe che "ArAdhela AjJA, te mekSa mATe thAya che ane virAdhelI AjJA bhavane mATe thAya che. zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI sevA karatAM enI AjJA pALavI, e meTI sevA che. zrI vItarAganI AjJA pALanAre sevA na kare e bane ja nahi. zrI jinamUti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgama, A traNane mAne, seve, pUje te sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA. A traNane megya AtmAonA hRdayamAM praveza karAvavA mATe suMdara prayatna kare te sAdhusAdhvI ne e traNane egya AtmAonA hRdayamAM praveza karAvavA mATe suMdara prayatnamAM sahAya kare te zrAvaka, zrAvikA. zrI bharata mahArAjA kahe che tema kRSi Adi kAma na karavAM te have karavuM zuM? e ja ke svAdhyAyamAM aharniza tatpara rahI, apUrva jJAnane grahaNa karavuM. A rIte zrI bharatamahArAjAe sAdhamI. bhakita karI che. tame paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA samajI zakti mujaba tenA AcaraNamAM udyamazIla bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. AL kavi

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14. sAdharmikabhaktinA marmane samaje kriyAnI avagaNanA karanAre jJAnI nathI : anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramaSie pharamAve che ke je dharmanA sevanamAM viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, guNane anurAga ane viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga ane guNanA anurAgane pragaTa karanArI ane khIlavanArI kiyAmAM apramattapaNuM hAya, e ja dharma mekSasukhane upAya che. viSayamAM cakacUra rahevuM, kaSAyamAM phasyA rahevuM, sAcA guNe tarapha daSTie nahi karavI ane viSaya-kaSAyathI bacAvanArI tathA guNane anurAga vadhArI guNane pragaTAvanArI kiyAnI te avagaNanA karavI, ne mekSanA athI kahevarAvavuM e kema bane? viSayamAM AnaMda mAne, kaSAyane jarUranA samaje, guNone anurAga pragaTa karavAnI phurasada nahi tathA evI suMdara avasthAne pamADanArI kriyAnI vAta Ave tyAMthI ja gabharAmaNa thAya. e AtmA melane tathA mekSanA sAdhanabhUta dharmane Icche che, e kema manAya? mokSanI icchA janmatAMnI sAthe ja A badhA guNene pharajiyAta AvavuM paDe che. mokSanI icchA eTale saMsAranI anicchA ane saMsAranI IrachA eTale mokSanI IcchAne abhAva. jaina mekSanI IcchA rAkhe ke saMsAranI? jainatva tyAM hoI zake ke jyAM saheje saMsAra upara aruci hAya, ne mekSa upara ruci hoya. jyAM mekSanI ruci ane saMsAranI aruci nathI tyAM jainapaNanI saMbhA vanA paNa nathI. zrI jinezvaradevene anuyAyI, zrI jinezvaradevanA svarUpathI mAhitagAra, zrI jinezvaradevanA jIvanane jANanAra, ene mokSane badale saMsAranI abhilASA rahI jAya te zrI jinezvaradevanA svarUpane jANyuM

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sAdhami kabhaktinA mane samajo { 175 .. zu ? jenA jIvanamAM jarAye pazcAttApa ke hRdayanA kaMpa vinA viSayanI vAsanAe jAgatI hoya, kaSAyAgni saLagyA karatA hoya, guNa-avaguNunI darakAra na hoya, guNu ke guNAbhAsanI parIkSA na hoya ane viSaya-virAgAdisvarUpa sudara dazAne janmAvanArI kriyAnI vAtathI bhAgavA mAMDe, e jaina kahevAya ? Aje saMsArathI khacAvI mokSa taraphe prayANa karavAnI kriyA upara, kriyAnI vAtA upara bahu aruci thaI che. AjanA keTalAka leAke vAtavAtamAM ema le che ke vagara kriyAe paNa jJAnamAtrathI siddhi thAya che' teA evAone pUche ke anantaupakArI evA anaMtajJAnIoe kriyA karI zu karavA ? zrI jinezvara devanI pUjA karI te ce zu ne na karI teA ce zu, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyu tA ce zuM ne na sAMbhaLyu tAye zu, sAmAyika karyu te ce zune na karyu te ce zuM.' A pramANe tee kayA hRdayathI kholI zake che ? je jJAnathI e siddhi mAne che te jJAna paNa kriyA karatAM karatAM thAya che ke vagara kriyAe thAya ? je kriyA upara rAga karavA che te kriyA karate karate thavAnA ke vagara karate ? koI paNa vastu enA sthAnamAM gayA vinA, enA paricaya karyA vinA, enA upara rasa jAgyA vinA siddhi ApatI nathI. jema ke eka nAnA bALakane sleTa-pena hAthamAM ApI zarUAtamAM ekaDo ghUMTAvavA keTale muzkela che? e tA mAne che ke mATe paththara paDayo. ane te bhAre khejo lAge. zikSaka bhaNavAnu kahe te gusso kare. mAbApa jhera jevAM lAge. tA paNa ene kAya mAM joDIne, abhyAsa karAvI karAvIne eve manAvavAmAM Ave che ke pachI te enA mAbApa kahe ke khAI ne jaje, khAdhA vinA na javAya, te bALaka kahe ke skUlanA TAIma thaI gayA che. bALaka khAdhA vinA paNa skUlamAM jAya che. jo pahelethI ja e bALakane ema kahyuM hota ke ' kaMI nahi, tArA AtmA mAne tyAre jaje.' te e bALaka jAta ? ane ethI ja tame game te prakAre paNa nizALe javAnA rasa lete banAve che. ahIM dharmomAM ja kahe che ke ruci vinA zu thAya ? Ama kaheA artha zuM? * zrI jinezvaradevanI ane (

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176 ! jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mUrtine pUjavI, zrI jinezvaradevanI vANIne sAMbhaLavI, sAmAyikAdi kiyAmAM ArUDha thavuM.' emAM ATalI badhI AnAkAnI kema ? zarUAtamAM ja AnAkAnI kare te pAmo kema? jainakuLanA saMskAra kevA hovA joIe ? - jainapaNamAM je jAtinA guNe hovA joIe te jAtinA guNene abhAva hoya ne kahIe ke amArAmAM jenapaNuM AvyuM, e nabhaze ? zAstra vidhi bAMdhI che ke jainakuLamAM janmelAne, jainakuLanA saMskArathI saMskAritane viSaya tarapha saheje ghaNuM AvelI hoya paNa abhiruci na hoya. jIvAdi tanuM te vAtavAtamAM ene jJAna thatuM hoya. mAtA cUlA pAse beThI beThI e ja ciMtavatI hoya. dukAna para pitA vepAramAM e ja vicAratA hoya. are ! unanA nekaracAkaranI paNa vicAraNA evI ja vartatI hoya, Aje jainakulane oLakhavAnI kaI nizAnI rahI che? sabhAmAMthI "jIvadayA." jIva zuM ne dayA zuM ? pANImAM jIva, agnimAM jIva, vAyu vageremAM jIva hoya? jyAM A rIte mAnavAmAM zaMkA tyAM dayA kaI rItie thAya? jainakulamAM je AcAra-vicAra hatA te akhaMDita rahyA hota, ene lIdhe pracAra cAlu hota, jame tyArathI ja mAbApe te saMskAre bALakamAM nAkhavA zarU karyA hota, to Aje jainabaccAne e na samajAvavuM paData ke "bhAI ! A abhakSya na khavAya, rAtre na jamAya, zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA, sAmAyikAda roja karavuM joIe.' kAraNa ke AvI sAmAnya bAbate bALake samajelAM ja hota. jainakulamAM janmelA zrI jinezvaradevanI pUjA vagara jame? enA mukhamAM abhakSya pese ja kema ? ucca kulanA AdamIone jarUra mAMsamadirA jotAM ghaNA Upaje. jo ke Aje te UMcA kulanIye vAta judI che, te paNa sAmAnya rItie madhamAMsa ucca khAnadAna AtmAo mATe jarUra ghaNuM janaka che, evI ja rIte jainakulamAM abhakSya bhakSaNa mATe ghaNuM heya ja. je zAsanamAM vairAgyanI choLe uchaLatI hoya, tyAM "parastrI sevana nahi

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sAdharmikabhaktinA marmane samaje [ 177 che. jenA kAraNe viveka karavuM joIe." ema kahevuM paDe? parastrIsevananA tyAgamAM ya vAMdhA ? badhuM mUkIne javAnI vAta karanArA, sArI duniyA upara virAganI vAte karanArA, jenA gharamAM savAranA paheramAM "mahera vahuvaNI" e satA ane "munA nahi" e satIonAM maraNa thatAM hoya, e mahApuruSa ane mahAsatIonAM nAma guMjArava cAlato hoya, tyAMe, AmAM vAMdhA ? keTalAka kahe che ke Avazyaka kiyA javAthI geraphAyadA ? e kahenArAone kyAM khabara che ke enA javAthI moTo geraphAyado thayela che. jenA gharamAMthI jinamaMdira gayuM, pauSadhazALA gaI, ubhayakALa AvazyakanA guMjAravanI kiyA gaI tyAM pariNAme vairAgyanA bhUkA nIkaLI gayA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa te ghare viSaya vAsanAnAM dhAma banyAM. na rAta, na dina, na sva, na para, kazeya viveka nahi. e badhuM A kiyAonA javAthI thayuM che. jenA makAnamAM zrI jinezvaradevanI mUrti virAjamAna hoya, jenI pauSadhazALAmAM keIne kaI jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAyAdimAM lIna hoya, ubhayakALa Avazyaka thatAM hoya, prabhAtamAM mahAsatA ane mahAsatIonAM nAma guMjA rava hoya, enA gharamAM viSayanI vAsanAnAM sAmrAjya na hoya. e kriyAmAM zuM bharyuM che ?? ema kahenArAoe samajavuM joIe ke e kriyAmAM je mahattva che ane e kriyAmAM je zAMti ApavAnI tAkAta che, te duniyAnI bIjI kaI cIjamAM nathI. kayA irAde sAMbhaLavuM joIe ? ghaNA mahApuruSe ahIM AvI gayA; teonA zrImukhe zrI bhagavatI sUtra vagere sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLI tamArA kAna pAvana thaI gayA, chatAM paristhiti na sudhare tenuM kAraNa? ema kahevuM paDaze ke je IrAde sAMbhaLavuM joIe te IrAde nathI sAMbhaLyuM, tame zA mATe sAMbhaLavA Ave che, e nirNaya karIne kahe. je rIte sAMbhaLavAnI vidhi che te rAte kyAre saMbhaLAya? artha-kAmane kupacca manAya che. arthakAma e saMsAraregathI pIDAtA AtmA mATe vihita karAyelA dharmarUpI auSa jI. sA. 12 thatA hatA ane svAsamAna hoya

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178 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dhanI khAnAkharAbI karanAra, bhayaMkara phapaDyo che. jene artha ane kAma, e benI abhiruci je ahIM AvIne vadhe, e benA irAde ahIM avAya, ahIM e bene anukULa vAta na maLe te nArAjI thAya, e bene choDavAnI vAtethI gabharAmaNa thAya, te te dharmane sAMbhaLe zI rItie? tyAgIne dharma tyAganI eca vinA saMbhaLAya nahi ane samajAya paNa nahi. tyAganI nAbata ane jainazAsananI prabhAvanA ! jyAM rAganI nobata vAgatI hoya, tyAM tyAganI pIpuDInA hisAba zA? tyAga e suSA thaMTa che. e suSAnA avAja vinA jainatva kadI paNa khIlavAnuM nathI. je kaI AtmA e avAjane guMgaLAvI nAkhavA mAgato hoya, to e jene nathI, zAsanAhitI nathI. e avAja comera phelAya, ghUmato thAya, eka eka AtmA emAM otaprita banI jAya, temAM ja jainazAsananI sAcI prabhAvanA che. jyAM upAdeyabhAve raMgarAga dekhAya tyAM kaheje ke dharma nathI. arthakAmanI vAsanAe Aje dharmane kadarUpa banAvyuM che. e dharmano mahimA, e vAsanAnA ja ge barAbara bahAra AvI zakatuM nathI. zrI AcArAMga Adi sUtra ane yAvat nAnAmAM nAnI dharmakathA e sAMbhaLavI zA mATe ? kahe ke "amAro AtmA arthakAmanI lAlasAmAM je pharyo che te chUTI jAya te mATe, ane zrI AcArAMgAdi sUtro ke eka nAnAmAM nAnI dharmakathA paNa sAMbhaLavAthI anAdikAlanI pApavAsanAo ghaTe, viSayalAlasAe tUTe, ane asAra evA A saMsArane prema sarvathA ghaTI jAya" e ja sAMbhaLavAnuM sAcuM phaLa che. prasaMgane anusaratuM udAharaNa dharma choDe ke ghara choDe! eka suMdara sAMbhaLelI vAta saMbhaLAvuM. eka dharmAcAryanI dezanAthI eka zrImaMta pratibaMdha pAme. prabhunA mArgane anuyAyI bane. kartavya samajI zrI jinamaMdira navuM banAvyuM. emAM zrI tIrthakara devanI

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sAdhamika ktanA mane samajo [ 179 mUrti padharAvI. abhigraha karyAM ke pUjana karyAM vinA annapANI levuM nahi. e zeTha peAtAnA niyamapAlana karye jAya che. pUrve karelA duSkarma nA vipAkAyanA cAge, zubheAya cAlatA hatA, temAM palaTA thayA. azubhakama`nA vipAka udayamAM Avyo. pariNAme lakSmI cAlavA mAMDI. kuTuMmamAM zakA phelAvA mAMDI. jema jema lakSmI javA mAMDI tema tema bALakoe, dIkarAoe, kahyu ke 'pitAjI ? tamane A bhUta vaLagyuM che. jyArathI tame A mArge joDANA tyArathI A dazA thaI, mATe tame A dha cheADA !' khApa dharmAtmA hatA, samajadAra hatA. vicAyuM ke 'zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnI sevA, paramatAraka zrI jinezvaradevanI bhakti ane akhaMDa tyAgInI upAsanAnuM A phaLa hAya nahi. pUnA azubha kanA vipAkane zAMtithI sahuvA joI e, lakSmI jAya teA javA do. zrI jinezvaradevanA sevakane te emAMye AnaMda Ave. emAMye AtmA samAdhimAM jhIle.' A pramANenA vicArathI dharmAMmAM te vadhu ne vadhu dRDha anyA; kAraNa ke ene prabhumAga upara acaLa zraddhA hatI. jyAre gharamAM vadhu ne vadhu vinAza thatA dekhAyA karyAM tyAre dIkarA ane dIkarAenI mAtAe kahyu ke kAM teA dhama cheDA, kAM to A ghara cheDo. dIkarA ke jenu Aja sudhI pAlana karyuM che, dIkarAnI mAtA ke jene sAhyabI bheAgavAvI che, e badhA kahe che ke ghara choDo. e zrAvakanI atizaya vRddhAvasthA hatI. jeNe AkhI jiMdugI duniyAnA AnaMdamAM gALelI, ene ghara choDavAnA prasaMga e kevA kaTokaTIne prasaMga kahevAya ? pelA zrAvake vicAyu ke hRdayanI icchA hatI tevuM anukULa thayu. Ama na thayuM hota teA A ghara na chUTata. kAraNa ke zarIra nakhaLuM eTale AvI bhAvanA saheje na Avata. hasate haiye ghara cheDI dvIdhu. eka jhUMpaDu rAkhyuM. saMyamanI tAkAta naheAtI. gU paDAmAM rahI trikALa jinapUjA, ubhayakALa Avazyaka, rAja ekAsaNuM, svAdhyAya Adi

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180 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 akhaMDapaNe kare che, bapore be traNa kalAka khabhe ketha laI AjIvikA mATe prayatna kare che, ne temAMthI je kAMI maLe che temAM AnaMdapUrvaka nirvAha kare che. eka divase parva tithie pUjana karavA prabhunA maMdire AvI rahyo che. bahAra dvAra para alaMkArAdikathI sajelI eka mAlaNa ke je puSpa ane puSpanA hArane laI UbhI che te kahe che ke "zeTha, A hAra suMdaramAM suMdara puSpothI baneluM che, jene che, laI jAo ane prabhune caDhAve." e arasAmAM, A zeTha je dharmAcAryathI pratibadha pAmelA che ane jemanI pAse niyama lIdhe che, te dharmAcArya tyAM AvI pahoMcyA che ane A badhuM jue che. zeThe kahyuM ke "hAla mArI pAse eTalA paisA nathI ke huM hAra laI zakuM, tethI Aje nahi lauM." mAlaNe kahyuM ke A badhuM ApanuM che. aMga paranI A zobhA, A alaMkAra Apa puNyazALInA pratApe che. paisA laI hAra ApavA AvI nathI. hAra laI jAo ane bhakti karo." vicAre ke A zeTha pUrve keTale udAra haze ? zaktisaMpanna AtmA bhakti karavA jAya tyAre bhaktinA sAdhananI kiMmata kare nahi. atyAre te be AnA ane doDha AnAnI paMcAta cAle. e bhaktinI khAmI che. uttama jAtinI udAratA joI e. mUchane abhAva joIe. tyAM bhAvanI vAta ja na hoya. mAlaNanA udgAre ane bhAvanA uparathI ze ke A zreSThI kevA udAra haze ? zrI jinezvaradevanA maMdiranI bAMdhaNImAM majUrI karanAre jiMdagI sudhI e majUrI maLe evuM Iche. e kyAre evuM Iche? vahIvaTadAranuM enA pratye kaI jAtinuM valaNa hoya? A badhuM vAtAvaraNa vizuddha kyAre bane? zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne amala thAya tyAre. zeTha ghera gayA ne thoDA divasanuM je kAMI banyuM hatuM, te laI AvI mAlaNane ApyuM ane hAra lIdhe. bhale sthiti gaI paNa bhAvanA kaMI ochI ja gaI che? pelA dharmAcArya vicAre che ke "A te zeTha jeNe A zrI jinamaMdira baMdhAvyuM che, emAM jeNe lakSamIne vyaya

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sAdharmikabhaktinA marmane samajo [181 pANInI jema karyo che, tenI A dazA ! dharmAcArya pUche che ke-zeTha! tamArI A dazA !" zeTha kahe che ke "sAheba ! Apa zI vAta pUche che ? mArI dharmanI dazA te jyArathI Apa maLyA tyArathI UMcI ja caDhatI jAya che. huM nathI mAnato ke mArA guru mArI sAMsArika dazA pUchatA hoya." zrImAna banIne bhIkhArI banela AvI sAMsArika durdazAnA samayamAM paNa kevI vAta kare che, e vicAra. zeTha kahe che "Apa sAMsArika vAta te pUche ja nahi ane je dharmanI vAta pUche che te badhe Apane ja pratApa che. Apane upadeze mane dharmathI maLatA suMdara sukhamAM jhIlate karyo che. pApanA udaye mArI lamI gaI, mAnapAna gayuM, kuTuMba-parivArane huM arucikara the, tenI mane jarAye ciMtA nathI. je choDavuM hatuM te svataH chUTI gayuM. pachI zeTha maMdiramAM gayA. dravyapUjA karI. bhAvapUjAmAM magna banyA. tanmaya banyA. zAsanadeva AvyA. devatAe joyuM ke je rItanI A prabhu bhakti kare che tevI bhakti karavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI te enA bhaktanI bhakti karuM teye mA kalyANa arthakAmanI lAlasAvALAo pAse devatA Ave? prabhunI pAse arthakAmanI vAsanAvALAne jue te devatA AvyA hoya te paNa bhAgI jAya. devatAe kahyuM, "zeTha! hu tuSTa thaye chuM. mAge !" paNa sAMbhaLe keNu? jene uddezIne "nisAhi" kahe tenI sAme paNa zenuM jue. Aje te nisahiye judI ane pUjAye judI. daya e heya te guNe paNa nakAmA che: AvA mANase amane mAne temAM ce kAMIka juduM heya. evAenA sAthathI te sAdhuoe paNa dUra ja rahevuM joIe. sAthI maLe te sIdhA ane majabUta maLe ke jeonA cege prabhunA zAsananI unnati sAdhI zakAya. bhAgyavAne! namaskAra kare te hRdayane pUchIne karaje. samyagadaSTinuM mAthuM kyAM mUke? ekAnta vinayavAdI matanA ApaNe khaMDana karanArA chIe. samyagadaSTinuM mAthuM megyane ja name. agya AgaLa te pahADanI jema akkaDa rahe. enuM nAma mAna nahi, abhi

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182 ]. jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mAna nahi, paNa dharmAbhimAna. jenAmAM e hAya nahi tenAmAM prAyaH dharma heya nahi ane hoya te paNa cirakAla Take nahi. mAthe bhakti hoya tyAM name. bhakti guNI tarIke athavA guNasaMpannatA hoya tyAM thAya. saddaguNa te kahevAya che ke je pariNAme suMdara heya anyathA, je kSamA kalyANa kare te ja kSamA DubADe, je tapa AtmAnuM bhaluM kare te ja tapa AtmAne anartha kare. yazuddhi ane zrI rAvaNanI sAdhanA : zrI rAvaNe eka hajAra vidyA sAdhavA aTavImAM niyatakAla sudhI tapa karyo. bhAIo sAthe kAusagamAM rahetA. emane calAyamAna karavA jaMbudvIpane adhipati devatA pitAnA parivAra sAthe AvyuM. bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara utsarga karyA, chevaTe mAtApitAne lAvyuM. patnIne lA. mAtApitAnuM mAthuM kApavAnI taiyArI batAvI, paNa zrI rAvaNa Dage nahi. A dhyAna, A tapa, je mukti mATe heta to apUrva lAbha mATe thAta. A te rAjyanI sAdhanA mATe jarUrI vidyAonI sAdhanA mATe hatuM. niyatakAla sudhIne ghera tapa, sahana karelA ghara upasarga, rAjaputra maTI gIputranI jema veThelI takalIpha, dhyAnamAM rAkhelI makkamatA, A sarva je mekSane raMgI AtmA kare, mokSAthI AtmA AvI rIte dhyAnamAM mazagula bane, te kevaLajJAna paNa meLave. paNa sAmrAjyanI lAlasAnA yege A dhyAna te saMsAravardhaka banyuM. A tapa, A vidyA, A kauvata, badhuM vyartha gayuM? vyartha nahi paNa AtmA mATe te ahitakara nIvaDyuM. tapa, dhyAna, mananI makkamatA, hRdayanI sthiratA, A badhuM hatuM. zuM nahotuM ? eka dhyeyanI zuddhi nahotI. zuddha theya na hatuM ema nahi, paNa huM dhyeya hatuM. beTA dhyeyathI karelo sAcA sAdhanane svIkAra paNa AtmAnI viTaMbaNuM kare che ane e ja kAraNe ghaNuM ghaNuM karavA chatAM paNa rAvaNa narake gayA. tyAga mATe rAganA abhyAsanI jarU2 kharI ? mithyA vidyA karatAM avidyA sArI. avidyA jaze te vidyA Avaze paNa mithyA vidyAvALAne ThekANe lAvavA muzkela. ahIM te

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sAdharmika bhaktinA marmane samaje [183 hiMsaka paNa muktie gayA che, paNa te kaMI hiMsAnA pratApe nahi, kuMbhAranA nibhADA pakavanArA paNa tarI gayA che, paNa te nibhADA pakavavAnA kAraNe nahi. parama suzrAvaka AnaMda ane kAmadevanA dAkhalA laI kahenArA kahe che ke "AnaMda jevA zrAvaka hatA chatAM, pAMcaso pAMcase haLa ane daza daza hajAra gAyanA gokuLanA svAmI hatA ane chatAMya, te ekAvatArI banyA," paNa e kahenArane pUchajo ke AnaMda kAmadeva zrAvaka zAthI? parigrahathI ke mUcchanA tyAgathI? zrAvakapaNuM lIdhA pachI parigraha vadhAryo ke ghaTADyo? zakaDAlaputra kuMbhAra hatA chatAM muktinA mArgamAM nibhADAne temaNe pApa mAnyuM. ane abhigraha karyo ke e pApakAryamAM AgaLa nahi dharyuM, paNa krame kame pAcho vaLIza. A vastune vicAryA vinA ane samajyA vinA atyAranA jamAnAvAdIo kahe che ke "A badhA zrAvako ATale ATale parigraha rAkhe, ATaluM ATaluM kare, te pachI ame ATaluM ja karIe emAM ze vadhe?" daDhaprahArI arjunamAlI jevA bhayaMkara ghAtakI AtmAo paNa muktie gayA te pachI ame thoDI hiMsA karIe emAM zuM vAMdho ? paNa AvA praznakAroe samajavuM joIe ke teo kaMI hiMsAnA pratApe muktie nathI gayA paNa hiMsAne saMpUrNapaNe tyAga karI parama ahiMsaka banI apUrva saMyamanI sAdhanA dvArA muktine pAmyA che. A uparathI ema kahevAya che ke paNa ene artha e te nathI ja ke jeNe dharmezarA banavuM hoya teNe karbhe zUrA banavuM ja joIe. paNa AjanA keTalAka kahe che ke vairAgyanA athI e rAganA anubhavI thavuM joIe. pahele saMsAra pachI verAgya." anaMtajJAnI puruSe kahe che ke e gAMDAonI vAta che. zAstra sAMbhaLI, hiteSInI AjJAne svIkAra karI, je khoTuM hoya te vagara pUchaye, vagara vilaMbe, vagara svAda cAkhe, tajI de te mahApuruSa. kahe che ke zAse kahyuM paNa anubhava vinA khabara zI paDe ? paNa huM pUchuM chuM ke jherane anubhava karyo che khare? hitaiSIo dvArA jANyuM ke

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184] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jhera mAre paNa anubhava vinA khabara kema paDe? kaTakI khAI kema nathI jotA ? prANane nAza kaI rItie thAya che ene anubhava kema nathI karatA? AthI spaSTa che ke agya ane nAzakArI padArthanA akhatarA na hoya, to pachI adhaHpatananA akhatarA kema hoya ? e akhatarA karanArA kUve paDe, hADakAM bhAMge, pAMcapacIsa kADhanArA bhegA thAya tyAre nIkaLe, te paNa pANa bahu hoya te muDaduM nIkaLe, kadAca thoDuM pANI hoya ne nIkaLe toye e zarIramAMthI pANI kADhatAM dama nIkaLI jAya. ane mahinAo sudhI, varaso sudhI, jiMdagI sudhI kadAca ribAI ribAIne maravuM paDe. mATe evA akhatarA na hoya. e te DAhyAonA kahevAthI mAnavAnuM ja hoya. ame kyA akhatarA karIe? vairAgyanA ja. ame je karIe te te enA ja karIe. tame amane oLakhI jAo to huM dIkSA saMbaMdhI boluM te paNa gabharAmaNa na thAya. paNa huM jouM chuM ke ATalA divasathI ATaluM spaSTa kahevAyA chatAM hajI ghaMghATa zamate nathI. hajI leke kahe che ke A sAdhu te tyAga, bairAgya ne dIkSAnI ja vAta kare che. vairAgyane sevanArA, vairAgyathI jIvanArA, vairAgyamAM tanmaya rahevAnI lAlasAvALA, vairAgya sivAyanA akhatarA zI rItie karI zakIe ? vairAgyanA paMthe paDelA, tyAgI tarIke oLakhAtA sAdhu je rAganA akhatarAmAM lIna thaI jAya to te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM vizvAsu tarIke rahI zakatA nathI. durlabha mAnavajIvana, zrI jinezvaradevanuM suMdaramAM suMdara zAsana, rakhe hArI na jAo mATe jarA samaje. jenI pAse je cIja hoya te mAMge. kAM jJAnI ane kAM jJAnanI pUMThe cAle. na samaja paDe te pUcho ke AgamamAM zuM kahyuM che ? ane eTaluM te samajI zake ke je jJAnIoe rAjapATa cheDI, gharabAra mUkI, tyAga svIkAryo, e kaI divasa duniyAnA raMgarAgamAM rAcavAnuM kahe ja nahi. badhA sAdhu thAya to jeTalA keNa Apaze ? badhA muktimAM jAya te saMsAranI zI sthiti ?" Aje

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sAdharmika bhaktinA marmane samaje [ 185 te ajJAnIone A phIkara bahu thAya che. paNa tamane khabara nathI ke saghaLAya arihaMtapaNAne pAmanArA puNyAtmAonI te e bhAvanA hatI ke savajIva karuM zAsanarasI." eTale ke badhA ja zAsanarasIyA banI muktie jAya. jo ke e banyuM nathI ane banavAnuM nathI. zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA samavasaraNamAM aneka AtmAoe tyAganA dhodhane varSAvatI dezanAne sAMbhaLatAM chatAM sarva tyAgI te pramANamAM cheDA ja thayA che, chatAM ya badhA bane te enA je sukhane dahADe eka paNa nahi. badhA sukhI thAya emAM vAMdho zuM ? tame badhA amane jeTalA devA rahyA che? amArA bhalA mATe ghara mAMDIne rahyA che ? jo ema hoya te huM kahuM chuM ke amArA mATe na raheze. zrI vItarAgaparamAtmAnA sAdhuo jeTalAne bhIkhArI nathI. roTalAnA bhIkhArI hoya te sAdhu nathI. sAdhu dharmalAbha siyAya bIjo AzIrvAda Ape nahi. keI AhArAdi Ape te prasannatA nahi, na Ape te nArAjI nahi. dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhe te e dharmalAbha bole ane e ja vicArathI gocarIe nIkaLe ke maLaze te saMyamapuSTi, nahi maLe te tapavRddhi. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA sAdhu dayAne pAtra nathI. jo tame sAdhuone dayApAtra mAnatA ho te tame sAdhuone oLakhI ja nathI zaktA ema huM kahuM chuM. vAru, tame je AhArAdi Ape che te tamArA bhalA mATe ke sAdhuone bhalA mATe? te ApavAmAM je tamane tamAre nistA2 na dekhAtuM hoya, te na Apaze. tamane teo tAraka lAge, sArI duniyAmAM sAcI ahiM. sAnA pracAraka dekhAya, viSaya-kaSAyane khaseDI tyAgamArgamAM lIna dekhAya, upakArI jaNAya te Apa ane hAtha joDIne kaho ke "kRpAnAtha! padhAre. A le ane amane Apa." zuM ? senaiyA? dAna detAM kaI bhAvanA, kaI Umi hovI joIe? " sAdhu va zrAvikA thai vezyA meM bhAMDa nI vAta jANe che? eka muni bhikSA arthe nIkaLyA che. eka sAmAnya sthitinI zrAvikA, vRddha ummaranI, bhaktipUrvaka temane potAne tyAM laI jaI pitAnI sthiti anusAra je kAMI hatuM

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186 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tenuM tArakapaNAnI, maharSipaNAnI buddhie dAna de che. pAtramAM ghUsa paDe che. devatA "zavAnaM-gAnaM" karI naiyAnI vRSTi varasAve che. sAmethI eka vezyAe joyuM ke munine dAna devAthI senayA varase. cheTethI eka bhADe joyuM ke A veSathI icchita bhejana maLe. pele bhAMDa gAma bahAra jaI veSapalaTo karI, doDAdoDa, dhamapachADA karate, nagaramAM icchita bhojana levA AvyA. ene theDI khabara che ke munithI kema calAya? vezyAe ene je paNa vezyAne thoDI khabara hatI ke muni te IsamitithI cAle? kAraNa ke bhAMDane munipaNAnI jarUra na hatI ane vesthAne kaMI supAtradAnanI jarUra na hatI. vezyAe kahyuM "padhAre." bhAMDa te taiyAra ja hatuM. tarata ja tenA makAnamAM gaye. vezyAne tyAM medaka vagere taiyAra hatuM. pelA muni veSadhArI bhADe badhAM pAtra kAvyAM ne kahyuM ke "bhara, bharAya eTaluM" pelI vezyA pAtrAmAM eka eka mAdaka gaThavatI jAya che ne UMce jotI jAya che. kaMI senaiyA paDe che? bhAMDe vicAryuM ke ahIMye mArA jevuM lAge che. teNe kahyuM "zuM jue che ? " vezyA belI, mahArAja, pahelAM sAme pilI DezInA ghera tamArA jevA muni AvyA hatA. jene dAna detAM ene tyAM senaiyA varasyA hatA. huM e joI rahI chuM ke senaiyA kyAMthI varase che? bhADe kahyuM ke " sAdhu vA zrAvikA, the vezyA meM bhAMDa, thArA mArA bhAgyathI, patthara paDaze rAMDa" "tuM UMcu na bhALatI. devatA haze te ce jatuM raheze ane kadI kepaze te uparathI paththara pADaze !" AthI samajI zakaze ke munine dAna detI vakhate zrAvakanI Urmi AtmakalyANa sivAyanI bIjI na ja hovI joIe. sAdhamIbhaktinA mamane samaje ? have pAchA Ave sAdhamabhaktinA cAlu viSaya upara. sAdhamI. bhakti zA mATe karavAnI? nAmanA, khyAti meLavavA ke koI udAra kahe, e mATe ? nahi ja. e te kevaLa AtmAno A bhayaMkara saMsArasAgaramAMthI nistAra karavA mATe. sAdhamI tAraka che. mAtA pitA,

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sAdhami kabhaktinA mane samajo [ 187 duniyAnA snehI-saMbadhI e sarvAMnA saMbaMdha karatAM sAdhI nA sabaMdha UMcA che. tenu sthAna trIje nakhare Ave che. deva, guru ane pachI sAdhI nA saMdha, kSetranI apekSAe tenA nabara chaThTho sAtameA che. zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinamaMdira, zrI jinAgama ane A traNanI upAsanAmAM ja peAtAnuM zreya samajanAra, ane vizvamAM tenuM mahattva phelAvanAra pUjya munivaro ane sAdhvIe, emanI bhaktimAM ja peAtAnA nistAra samajanAra pAtAnA sAdhI mane bharatamahArAjA peAtAne tyAM kAyama mATe janAdi karavAnuM nima MtraNa karI zuM kahe che, te Aje have kharAkhara sAMbhaLI lyA. cha khaMDanA sAmrAjyanA svAmI, khatrIsa hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAe jenI sevAmAM hAjara rahe che, te peAtAnA sAdhamI ene kahe che ke-- kRSyAdi na vidhAtavyaM, kiMtu svAdhyAyatatparaH / ajJAnagrahaNaM thoLa: dhyeyamantram | ? || bhuktvA ca me'ntikagataiH paThanIyamidaM sadA / jiteA bhavAn varddhate bhIH -- * Ape kRSi khetI Adi pApavyApArAne na karavA paNa hamezAM svAdhyAyamAM tapara rahIne apUrvajJAnane grahaNa karatA rahevuM ane jamIne hamezAM mArI pAse AvIne kahevuM ke tuM jItAI gayA che, bhaya vadhatA jAya che, mATe haNa nahi, haNa nahi. ?? tasmAnmA hana mA hana // 2 // vicAre, A cha khaMDanA svAmInA udgAre. cakravatI chatAM keTalA pApabhIrU che. peAtAnA AtmA saMsArarasika na thaI jAya tenI keTalI kALajI rAkhe che ane peAtAnA sAdhamI Ane kayA mArgomAM ceAje che ! ArIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna e A uttama bhAvanAonuM ja pariNAma che. kaho ke koI vakhata tamAre ghera lagnamahotsava hoya ane temAM tame khUba AnaMdapUrNAMka mahAlatA ho te vakhate pAse rahelA koI A mArA sAdhI duniyAnA raMgarAgamAM sAdhI ema mAne ke 6

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188 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 levA jAya che, mATe mAre ene eka sAdhana tarIke cetava joIe." ema nakkI karI tamArA kAnamAM AvIne ema kahe ke tuM chatAI gaye che, bhaya vadhatuM jAya che, mATe haNa nahi, paNa nahi" te tame maMgala mAne ke apamaMgala? bhAgyazALIo khUba vicAraze ane sAdhamabhaktinA marmane samajaze ane e rIte samajIne sAdhamabhakti zAstrAjJA mujaba karaze te svaparanA sAcA uddhAraka banI zakaze. AthI barAbara zAstrAjJA mujabanI sAdhamI bhakti samaje ane zrI paramAtmAnI bhakti, zrI paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba jIvatA saddaguruonI bhakti ane zrI paramAtmAnA dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe ja jIvatA suzrAvakanI bhakti karI zrI paramAtmAnA zAsananI suMdaramAM suMdara ArAdhanA karI vahelAmAM vahelA zrIsiddhipadanA bhaktA bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA.

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15 samyakatvane mahimA pApanI prazaMsA ne nabhe : anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra paramarSi pharamAve che ke jainazAsanamAM samyaktva e dharmarUpI prAsAdane pAme che. enA vinA dharma prasAda TakI zake nahi. samyakatva e dharmamahelamAM pesavAne daravAje che. ene vinA dharmamahelamAM pesI zakAtuM nathI samyaktva mULaguNo ane uttaraguNenuM nidhAna che. samyakatva vinA mUlaguNo ane uttaraguNe Take nahi. mUlaguNe ane uttaraguNone piSaNa karanAra, zuddha karanAra samyakutva che. samyaktva na hoya te saghaLI dharmakiyAo dhULa upara lIMpaNa sarakhI che. badhI dharmakriyAne saphaLa karanAra samyagadarzana che. e samyakatvamAM ja hajI vAMdhA che. jJAnI upara, jJAnInA vacana upara akhaMDa vizvAsu banI, je cIja jevI rIte che tevI rIte mAnavI, e jarUrI che. upavAsa na karAya e nibhAvI levAya, paNa khAvAnuM sAruM che ema kahevuM e na nibhAvAya. jinazAsanamAM kRpaNane rathAna che. paNa dAnanI zI jarUra che. ema kahenArane sthAna nathI. mokSa pAmavAnA asaMkhyAta ga che, temAMthI eka vegane sAdhe, bIjAne na sAdhe ene vAMdho nahi, paNa A eka ja sAruM che ema kahe e na cAle. sevya te badhAMye che ema mAne, saMsAramAM rahe, karmayege na karavAnuM kare, e nibhAvavA zAsana taiyAra che, paNa agyane ayogya to mAnavuM ja paDaze. duniyAnI koI paNa cIja AtmAnI nathI, ema na mAne e jainazAsanane pAmyuM nathI. e duniyAnI cIjomAM AtmAnuM kalyANa

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190 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nathI, ema na mAne e jaina nathI heyane heya ane upAdeyane upAdeya na mAne e jaina zI rItie kahevAya? heyane upAdeyanI keTimAM mUke ne upAdeyane heyanI kaTimAM mUke, e nabhe ? koI anAcArI AvIne kahe ke huM ati pAmara chuM, mArAthI A anAcAra sevyA vinA rahevAtuM nathI, cAlatuM nathI, te tenA upara dayA Ave, tenI vAta paNa sAMbhaLIe, paNa ema kahe ke, bese bese, duniyAmAM rahevuM ne anAcAra vinA cAle ? te tyAM dayA Ave ? badhA doSa seve e judI vAta che paNa tene sevavAyogya mAne e bahu julamanI vAta kahevAya. pA5 sevanAra karatAMye, pApane sevavAyegya mAnanAre bahu bhaMDe. ene chUTake kyAre thAya? samyakatvavAna asevyane asevya mAne, kheTAne huM mAne maratAM sudhImAM kheTAne sAruM na kahe kRpaNanI kRpaNutA enA AtmAne mAre, paNa kRpaNanI kRpaNutAnI stuti enA paricayamAM AvanArane paNa mAre. AmAM te huM choDavAnI vAta karate nathIne ? zuM nibhAvAya? bhAgyazALI ! choDavAyegyane choDavAyegyA na mAno, choDe enA upara bahumAna na hoya, na choDAya ene paratA na hoya, te pAmyA zuM ? sAruM na bane e nibhAvAya paNa sAruM AMkhamAM khaTake, e kema cAle ? evA AdamInI gaNane jainazAsanamAM nathI. e AdamI ja nathI, e AdamInA AkAranA che, paNa AdamI nathI. evAne sahavAsa na maLe tyAM sudhI ahobhAgya ! ene sahavAsa ane enI sAthenI vAtacIta paNa bhUMDI. cheTuM kare ne mAne sAcuM, pApa kare ne puNya mAne, UMdhe mAge jAya ne sIdhe gaNave, dharma kare nahi ne kare tene gALe de, AnI joDe vAta zI rItie thAya ? jenA siddhAMtanuM, vicAranuM ane mAnyatAnuM keI ThekANuM nahi tene sudhAravA sAkSAt zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI paNa tAkAta nathI. kAM te DAhyo sAre kAM te mUrkhA sAre. paNa vacalA trizaMkunuM zuM? badhA durguNone nibhAvAya paNa

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samyakatvane mahimA [191 durgaNone, tathA anAcArane agya na mAne e na nibhAvAya. enA uddhArane upAya nathI. ghera hiMsaka paNa muktimAM gayA che, jenAM nAma paNa devAyegyA na hatA te tarI gayA che, te pApamAM ne pApamAM caMTI rahevAthI ke emAMthI chUTavAthI? e pApAtmAo te kevaLa pote ajJAnatAne pratApe pApa karatA hatA kAraNa ke koIe e AtmAone "A pApa che ane karavA jevAM nathI" ema samajAvyuM na hatuM. paNa jyAre samajyA ke tarata pApathI chUTI gayA paNa je AtmAo pApane pApa mAne nahi ane pApane paNa puNyanuM upanAma Ape ene zI rItie chUTake thAya? adhama, pApI, anAcArI, UMdhe mArge janAre paNa ene e sAruM na mAne tyAM sudhI enA uddhArane upAya che paNa je kharAbane paNa sAruM mAne tenI AgaLa te sAce upadeza paNa nakAme bane che. samyagadarzananI pratIti zuM ? samyagadaSTi AtmAnuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM AcAryabhagavAna zrI hari. bhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kahe che ke, "samparsanapUtAbhA, ramate na modhI sabhyadarzanathI pavitra thayele AtmA saMsArasAgaramAM na rame." samyakatvanI e ja pratIti che. na rame eTale na vase ema nahi. badhA samyagdaSTi saMsAramAMthI nIkaLI jAya e na bane. vasavuM paDe te vase paNa rame nahi. tame rahe che ke rame che? e jarA AtmAne pUche. "rahevuM ne ramavuM" e be vaccenuM aMtara barAbara samajI jAo. enuM barAbara nidAna karI le te lagabhaga Akhe yA saMsAra jItyA. saMsAramAM nahi ramanAranI saMsAra pratyenI pravRtti kaI jAtinI heya? rame nahi te rahe zuM kAma? Ama pUchanArA AtmAo bhAre ajJAna che kAraNa ke karmanA ge rahevuM paDe paNa aMtarathI ramatA na hoya; eTaluM ja nahi, paNa kyAre chuTAya e bhAvanAmAM ja ramatA heya. have tame kahe ke tamAre rahevuM paDe che mATe rahe che ke ramavA rahe che? ahIMthI ghera javuM paDe che mATe jAo che ke javA

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192 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 mATe jAe che ? sAmAyika pALatI vakhate pALavu paDe che mATe pALA che ke irAdApUrvaka ? sAmAyika letI vakhatanI ane pALatI vakhatanI sthiti, madiramAM pesatI vakhatanI bhAvanA ne nIkaLatI vakhatanI bhAvanA, zarUAtanA ne pachInA pariNAma meLavA, tapAseA. A badhuM jovuM paDaze ane AtmAnI parIkSA karavI paDaze. ema karaze tyAre 'samyagdana che ke nahi' enI sAcI pratIti thaze. na je vAMcavAthI ke bhaNavAthI viratinA kuvArA uDe e samyagajJAna : koI evI dha kriyA nathI ke je koI ene samyabhAve seve te muktipadane na meLave. zrI jinezvaradevane tilaka karatAM karatAM, sAmAyika karatAM karatAM, dAna detAM, zIla pALatAM, tapazcaryA karatAM, uttama bhAvanAe bhAvatAM bhAvatAM, ema judI judI kriyAthI kaMI AtmAe kevalajJAna pAmyA che. zrI vItarAgadeve prarUpelA kayA yAga evA che ke jemAM lIna thavAthI anaMtA muktie nathI gayA ? jene eka paNa yAga rucye tene badhA ce rucyAM. ekanI sevA svIkArI eNe badhAe yoganI svIkArI. mAkSanA rAga ane enA yAge zIla, tapa ane bhAvanA sAcA prema thayA vinA sAcuM dAna thAya ? mukti ApanAra dAna-dharma nA karanAra AtmAmAM zIla, tapa ne bhAvanA premanA cega hoya ke viyeAga ? zIlathI mukti sAdhe temAM dAna, tapa ne bhAvanA ceAga kharA ke nahi ? tapathI mukti meLave emAM dAna, zIla ane bhAvanA ceAga haiAya ke nahi ? bhAvathI mukti meLave emAM dAna, zIla ane tapanI bhAvanAnA yoga kharo ke nahi ? jo ema paraspara ceAga na heAya te te na dAna, na zIla, na tapa ne na bhAva. samyaktva nahi tyAM sudhI dezavirati, savirati, sAcu dAna, sAcuM zIla ane sAcuM tapa hAya nahi. samyaktva vinAnI karaNI chAra upara lIMpaNa jevI. dhULa upara lIMpaNanA hAtha pherave ne AgaLa jAya ke pepaDA ukhaDe. zrI jinAgame koI paNa kriyA saMsAramAM rahevA, saMsArane vadhAravA, khIlavavA ke saMsAranA raMgarAga mATe vihita karI nathI. maLI jAya e vAta judI che. duniyAdArInA padAthaeN dharmAMnA prabhAve maLe

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samyakatvane mahimA 193 bhale, paNa dharmathI e padArtho maLe e IcchavAnuM nathI. e IcchA thAya tyAM sudhI mithyAtvanA chAMTA chaMTAyA ja kare che ane samyakatva eTaluM dUSita rahe che. samyakatvanI bhAvanA paNa tamane jacatI nathI. samyaktva pedA thayA pachI AgaLanuM guNasthAnaka pidA karanArI virati pedA thAya che paNa te pahelAM nahi.' A vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhIne vastusthiti vicAre te samajAze ke samyakatva dUra rahe paNa mArgAnusArIpaNuM paNa evuM nathI ke jemAM pApathI pAchA pharavA svarUpa virati tarapha premane aMza na hoya. jJAnanuM phaLa virati ane viratinuM bIja jJAna. bIjamAM phaLa hoya ke nahi? samajune te bIjA hAthamAM letAM ja phaLa dekhAI jAya che. eka eka akSara vAMcavA ke bhaNavA mAMDIe ke temAMthI viratinA phuvArA UDe e samyajJAna. je vAMcavAthI ke bhaNavAthI, pApathI pAchA pharavA svarUpa virati game ja nahi ane pApathI pAchA pharavA svarUpa viratinA adhyavasAyathI AtmA pAcho paDe te sAcuM jJAna nathI paNa ajJAna ja che. jema jema samaja vadhe tema tema pApathI pAchA pharavAnI vRtti vadhatI ja javI joIe. pApanI pravRtti e ja aviratinuM svarUpa che. rAga mATe karele tyAga niSphaLa che : hajAra vidyAnI sAdhanA mATe zrI rAvaNe pitAnA baMdhuo sAthe, bhayaMkara aTavImAM, rAjaputra chatAM yegI jevA banIne, jaTA vadhArI, gaLAmAM mALA dhAraNa karI, ghera tapazcaryA karI. vidyAnI sAdhanA mATe rAjyanI sAhyabI chaDI aTavAmAM AvyA e tyAgI kharA ke nahi? kevaLa rAgane mATe ja karelA tyAgane tyAga tarIke kema oLakhAya? kadAca tyAgane mATe rAga kare paDe te kare paNa rAgane mATe tyAga kare nahi, rAgane mATe tyAga e kharAba che. tyAga mATe rAga kare ene hAtha jeDIe kAraNa ke e jarUrI paNa che. je tajavA jevuM che te paNa tyAgane mATe kare jarUrI che. kAraNa ke te prazasta che. tajavA jevI paNa cIja jI. sA. 13

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194 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tyAgane mATe karavI paDe te karavAnI AjJA paNa rAga mATe e tajAya te beTI; kAraNa ke te AtmAnI viTaMbaNa kare che. zrI rAvaNane tyAga e tyAga nahi kahevAya. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja zrI rAvaNanuM varNana karatAM tene UMcI hade, meTA dhyAnastha gInI kaTimAM mUkI kahe che ke zuM enAM dhyAna, kriyA ne ekAgratA? traNe bhAIo eka ja sthAne kalAkonA kalAke, divasanA divase ne trionI rAtrie dhyAnamagna avasthAmAM UbhA rahyA. ene caLAvavA jaMbUdvIpane adhipati devatA pitAnA kinnara gAdi parivAra laIne Ave che. bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara upasargo kare che. calacitta karavAnA tyAM sudhI prayatna kare che ke zrI rAvaNanA mAtApitA, kuTuMba-parivAra yAvat enI patnIne tyAM lAvI kadarthanA karavAne dekhAva kare che. zrI rAvaNanAM mAtApitAnAM mAthAM kApavAnA avasarane dekhAva kare che. AvA avasare kAcApocA na Take, paNa zrI rAvaNa na caLyA. sAdhanAmAM ekatAna hatA. kaI paNa bhege hajAra vidyA sAdhavI joIe. e vidyA hoya to ame, nahi te ame nahi. A dhyAna, A tapa, A ekAgratA, je mukti mATe jAyAM hoya te kevalajJAna paNa thAya, chatAM dhyeyanI bhinnatAne kAraNe e badhuM saMsAravardhaka thayuM, "zuM tyAga paNa narakamAM laI jAya? game te dRSTie paNa tyAga te kharene ?" ema na kahetA. je tyAga, saMyama ne dhyAna mukti Ape te ja tyAga, saMyama ne dhAna zrI rAvaNane narake jatAM paNa rekI nA zakyAM. rAvaNamAM A vakhate zuM nahatuM ? tyAga, saMyama, dhyAna, tapa, ekAgratA, badhuM hatuM paNa dayeya khoTuM hatuM - sAdhya UMdhuM hatuM. e vidyAnI sAdhanA ane prApti, dunyavI ThakurAI mATe hAI narakapradA paNa bane emAM Azcarya zuM? dunyavI ThakurAI mATe sevAyelA tyAga ane tapa AtmA mATe viTaMbaNArUpa che. jarUrI vastune abhyAsa prathamathI kareH saMsArane mATe thatI dharmakriyAne zI upamA ApavI? saMsAranI

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samyakatvane mahimA 15 kaI paNa siddhi mATe tame jhUkI jhUkIne traNa khamAsamaNAM dyo te e vaMdanA ke vaMcanA? vaMcanA amArI nahi paNa tamArA AtmAnI. tame amane Thage enI amane darakAra nathI paNa vaMcanA tamArA AtmAnI thAya che enI amane darakAra che. tame badhA DAhyA ane kuzaLa che. vastu ne kiyAne thoDo paNa viveka na karI jANe, satyane asatyathI vegaLuM na karI jANe, te tamArI kuzaLatAne kayuM upanAma ApavuM ? game tevA teya tame dhama, ema kahyA karIe, emane? tame na hatI te amAruM zuM thAta, ema mAnIe? tame game tevA he te tamane dhamI, dAtAra, zIlavAna, tapasvI kahyA karavA ane tamArI khAmI tamArI pAse na dharavI, emane ? tame ahIM tamArAM vakhANa sAMbhaLavA Ave che ke deSa sAMbhaLavA Ave che ? jene saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTavuM na game, jene duniyAnA raMgarAga game, tene ahIM majA na Ave. chellI vakhate tame puNyaprakAzanuM stavana saMbhaLAve che ne? emAM zuM Ave che ? emAM je Ave che, ene pahelethI abhyAsa karyo hoya te vyavahAramAM tame kahe chene ke chellI avasthAnA sAdhana mATe yuvAvasthAmAM jeTaluM bane teTaluM kamAI levuM. ema ja ahIM maratI vakhate jenI jarUra tene pahelAM abhyAsa na kare te kyAMthI majhA Ave ? maratI vakhate te puNyaprakAzanuM stavana sAMbhaLavuM paDaze. saMbaMdhIo vyavahAra khAtara ekAda vAra te saMbhaLAvaze. kAraNa? keIema na kahe ke maratI vakhate paNa nahotuM saMbhaLAvyuM ane e eka rIte ThIka paNa che. je maratI vakhate sAMbhaLavuM che te atyAre pAMca vAra vAMcI ne ! atyAre vAMcaze, vAMcyA karaze te maratI vakhate je bhAvanA pedA thavI joIe te thaze. nahi te A kaThora haiyA para, enI chApa nahi paDe ane sAdhya nahi sadhAya. e sAMbhaLavAne-saMbhaLAvavAne hetu te e che ne ke badhAM pApa khapI jAya ne mokSanI sAdhanA mATe mAgIe ethIye UMcI gati maLI jAya? jiMdagI sudhInuM kareluM pApa ema khape ? e pApa kyAre khape ? e vakhate pApa saMbhArI AMkhamAMthI AMsu Ave, hRdayamAM ema thAya ke meM Ajadina sudhI kheDuM karyuM che ane

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1963 jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 e uddagAra kuTuMba vacce sAce bhAve kahevAya tyAre. hoMza hoya, hoMziyArI hoya tyAM sudhI puNyaprakAzane vicAra paNa na Ave ane beheza hoya tyAre puNyaprakAza saMbhaLAvAya ethI zuM vaLe ? zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana pAmela AtmAne heyane heya mAnavAmAM jarA paNa AMcake kema Ave ? pApabhIrUnuM lakSaNa zuM ? AnaMdathI ane hasate hasate pApane kare te pApabhIrU kahevAya? "mavA na mare" arthAt "saMsArasAgaramAM na rame. A padanI navakAravAlI gaNe. tame have "namo arihaMtANuMnI navakAravAlImAM te navakArane artha bhUlI gayA che. "name arihaMtANuM. mAMthI saMsAramAM na ramAya e artha nathI kADhI zaktA, mATe "maLe na rama" nI navakAravAlI gaNe. e paNa zrI arihaMtadevane ja jAya che. A jApa arthapUrvaka thAya te AtmA kapa ane pitAnI pAmaratA oLakhe, te thaDA divasamAM sAce arihaMtane bhakta thaI jAya. zrI zreNika mahArAje eka zrI arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanAthI zrI tIrthakara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA karI. zrI zreNika mahArAjA navakArazInuM paccakhANa paNa karI zakatA nahatA. karatA nahetA ema nahi paNa karI zakyA nahotA. jJAnI kahe che ke e AtmAne aviratine ghera udaya hato. mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijyajI mahArAjA kahe che ke - zreNika sarakhA avirati zeDalA" e dRSTAMte, "ame paNa zreNika jevA avirati chIe" evuM na belatA. emane aviratinA udayamAM paNa viratinI saMbhAvanA hatI. vastune keTale viveka hite? prabhune pAmyA pachI eka divasa e nahi ke, "bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva kyAM che, kaI dizAmAM che." enA samAcAra reja prabhAtamAM na Ave. comera dUta rAkhyA hatA. reja ne reja savAre samAcAra devA dUta AvatA. AvanArane InAma apAya. sAMbhaLIne zrI zreNika mahArAjA siMhAsana parathI UbhA thatA, pAdukAne tyAga karI je dizAmAM bhagavAna vicaratA hoya te dizAmAM pAMcasAta kadama jaI vaMdanastuti karatA. pachI AvIne siMhAsane besatA. reja A kriyA cAlu hatI.

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samyaktvanA mahimA [ 197 zrI zAlibhadra ane zrI zreNika mahArAjAnuM dRSTAMta vicAro : eka vakhata zrI zAlibhadra kevAya che e jovA zrI zreNika mahArAjA ane tyAM gayA. ratna-kamalAdinA pUvRttAMta kahevAI gaya che. je zrI zAlibhadra sAtamI bhUmikAe rahetA hatA, jene sUrya` UgavA- AthamavAnI khakhara na hatI, te paNa nira Mtara trikALa zrI jinapUjana karatA hatA. zrI zAlibhadranI mAtAe rAjA zreNikane peAtAne tyAM AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. ethI zrI zAlibhadranA pitA zrI gAbhadra zeTha je devatA thayA che ane je devatA zrI zAlibhadrane roja navANu peTI mekale che, te devatAe AkhA nagarane devalAka jevu zaNagArI mUtyu'. rAjA zreNike abhayakumArane jyAre pUchyuM ke A madhu zu che, tyAre maMtrIzvara abhayakumAre kahyu ke mahArAja ! zAlibhadre karelI ApanA praveza--mahAtsavanI taiyArI che. rAjA makAna joI Ale ane che. pahelA kha`DamAM uMbare UbhA rahevu paDe che. svaccha sphaTikanI jamIna nila pANInA sarovara jevI dekhAya che. rAjA mUMjhAya che, paga mUkuM ne DUbuM teA ? buddhinA nidhAna maMtrIzvara zrI abhayakumAra pAse ja hatA. gharamAM sarovara kayAMthI ? e tarata samajI gayA. ekannuma kaIka cIja kADhI bhoMya upara nAkhIne cAlyA. rAjA pUche che ke zAlibhadra ahI' kema dekhAtA nathI ? kahe che, rAjan ! zAlibhadra ahIM hoya ? A tA zAlibhadranA gAya-gheADA vagere pazuone rahevAnu sthAna che. zrI zreNika mahArAjA AzcayapUrvaka vicAre che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve kahelA puNyanA aneka prakAromAMnA A paNa eka puNyanA prakAra che. AvA makAnamAM atyAre kAI rAjAne ghAlIe te tarata majUrane khelAvI ukheDavA mAMDe, kahe ke upADa, upADa, mAlika te huM ke A ? A tA samyagudRSTi rAjA hatA. eNe vicAryuM ke jevuM mArI pAse rAjapuNya che, tevuM zAlibhadra pAse bhAgapuNya che. e rAjAne jarAye IrSyA na thaI. zrI arihaMtanA zAsanane pAmelA samyagraSTi AtmAne duniyAnI kAI paNa vastu anItinA pa Mthe laI javA samartha banatI nathI. rAjA vicAre che ke mArA vilAsabhuvanamAM je nahi te enA gAya

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198 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ja ahIM ja birAje huM rahuM chuM. chaThThI batrIza vaTe gheDA mATe. kevuM puNya ? jema mahArAjA zreNika samyagUDhaSTi ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA anuyAyI hatA tema zrI zAlibhadra paNa samyagRSTi jevA ane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA anuyAyI hatA. upara gayA. cothe mALe mAtAe kahyuM, rAjan ! padhAre, ahIM ja birAje. pAMcamI bhUmikAe huM rahuM chuM. chaThThI bhUmikAe mArA zAlibhadranI batrIza vahuo rahe che ane sAtamI bhUmikAe mAro zAlibhadra rahe che. strIonA AvAsamAM puruSone praveza ucita nathI. huM zAlibhadrane nIce lAvuM chuM. gharane badhe vahIvaTa mA kare che. chate dIkare mA vahIvaTa kare e mAnI kevI udAratA? AjanA mA-dIkarAmAM kevo vartAva hoya che? jarA saMsAramAM zodhaje te kharA! are! je tamAre saMsArane paNa rasile banAvavuM hoya te samyagadaSTi bane. samyagudaSTi eTale tyAgane pipAsu, tyAgane jApa karanAre. tame paNa tyAgane pipAsu banaje. rAgane Thokara mAra. rAganA rasiyA banyA te saMsAramAM paNa agni kharaze. mAtA upara jAya che. zAlibhadra mAtAne vaMdana kare che. mAtA ! kema padhAryA? mAtA kahe che, vatsa ! zreNika Avela che, tuM cAla. zAlibhadre kahyuM, mAtA ! emAM mane zuM pUcha che. jema ja Apa ApanI meLe kare che tema karI ne nAkhe vakhAre. mAtA paNa khuza thAya che ke kevuM puNya ! mAtAe kahyuM, bhAI ! zreNika e kaI kariyANuM nathI, ke vakhAre naMkhAya. A te ApaNuM nagarane rAjA che, magadha dezane mAlika che, ApaNe svAmI che. ApaNI pharaja che ke nIce AvI emanuM mAna-sanmAna karavuM. zAlibhadra vicAre che ke svAmI ane e paNa mAre! huMye manuSya ne e paNa manuSya. jarUra mArA puNyamAM khAmI che. svAmI te bhagavAna mahAvIra eka ja. A nave svAmI ke? have te evI kAravAI karuM ke mAthe koI svAmI rahe nahi, zrI zAlibhadranI vicAradhArA palaTAI ena badhuM asAra jaNAyuM. padhAre mAtAjI, AvuM chuM, ema zrI zAlibhadre kahyuM paNa ATalA zabdamAtrathI ja vicAradhArA badalAya ane gya raste cAlavA mAMDe enuM kaMI kAraNa? enI pAse pralebhana aneka hatAM. A manuSyalokamAM

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samyakatvane mahimA || 199 e devatAI bhaMga bhagavate hate. jo zrI zAlibhadra dhAre te ema kahI zake tema hatuM ke mAtAjI, jAo, kahI gho ke mAlika na joIe. ene thAya te karI leze. pitAnA bApa gobhadra zeTha deva hatA, tenI pAse lazkara maMgAvI laDI zakate. paNa e vicAra na Ave, kAraNa ke e samyagadaSTi ke samyagadaSTi jevA hatA. zrImAna zreNika mahArAjA paNa aviratinA udayavALA hovA chatAM paNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA parama bhakta hatA. zrI zAlibhadra mAtAnA kahevAthI nIce UtaryA. devakumAra jevA, sukomaLa zarIravALA zrI zAlibhadrane joI mahArAjA zreNikane prema jAge. dAdarethI upADe. premathI pitAnA kheLAmAM besADyo. zreNike pUchayuM, kema che? tamAre ghera keIsajA Ave te nahi paNa mAne ke Ave ne tamAruM sanmAna kare te zuM thAya? koI moTo mANasa zekahenDa kare che? tamAre are bhava te tyAM ja bagaDI jAya. jarA amaladAranI oLakhANa thAya te jyAM tyAM bolAyA kare ke polIsa kamizanare mArA hAthamAM che. polIsasuprinTenDenTa mArA hAthamAM che. Ama karuM ne tema karuM. pachI? pachI zu ? anyAya ne anartha. mahArAjA zrI zreNika, magadha dezanA mAlika zrI zAlibhadrane pUche che, kema che? zrI zAlibhadra kahe che ke AnaMda che, devagurunA pasAyathI. ApanI paNa maherabAnI joIe. devagurunuM vacana sAMbhaLI rAjA vicAre che ke khare, bheganI AvI avasthAmAM devagurune bhUlatuM nathI. samyagadaSTinI kharI kaseTI AvA prasaMge ja thAya che. tame devagurunuM smaraNa keTalIka vAra kare che? ghera mithyASTi Ave toye AvA samyagadaSTinI bhAvanAthI sammadaSTi banI jAya. gurunI mahattA : zrI akabara bAdazAhanA hRdayamAM jagadguru bhaTTArakAcAryazrI hIrasUrijI mahArAja pratye bhakti utpanna karanAra zrAvikA caMpAbAI hatI. bAI caMpAe pate kaThina tapazcaryA karI che. akabare pUchyuM ke AvI tapazcaryA zAthI thAya che. tyAre te tapasvinI bAI zrImatI caMpAe

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200 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kahyuM ke vItarAgadeva ane jagadguru zrI hIrasUrimahArAja jevA gurunA pratApathI. dharmI hRdayamAM devaguru rAmezame vaselA hAya che. ene ema na thayu` ke tapa huM karu ne nAmanA zrI hIrasUrimahArAjanI. bAdazAha cAMkaye. je gurunA pratApe A cha cha mahinA sudhI bhUkhe rahI zake che, e guru peAte kevAka haze ? bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmIe paMdara se| ane traNa tApaseAne kevalajJAna ApyuM te zI rItie ? pelA tApase upavAsane pAraNe upavAsa, chaTThane pAraNe chaThThe ane amane pAraNe amanA karanArA hatA. pAraNAmAM sUkAM pattAM vagere khAnArA hatA. tApasA vicAre che ke ATalu chatAM ame aSTApada caDhI zakatA nathI ane A sIdhA cAlyA jAya che mATe e Ave ke emane guru karIe. bhagavAna zrI gautamasvAmI AvyA eTale e padyarase ane traNa tApasA pagamAM paDyA ane peAtAnA guru manavA prAthanA karI. zrI gautamasvAmIe kahyuM ke tamArA ne mArA guru meAjuda che. tApase cAMke che. AmanA paNa guru ! e vaLI kevAka haze ? samyaktvanI AvI vAsanA AvI nathI tyAM sudhI tamArI jAtane sudhArI na zako te pArakAne zuM sudhArA zrI zreNika mahArAjAne bahu AnaMda thAya che. e vicAre che, 'mArA jevA enA ghera Ave, jAte sanmAna kare, kheALAmAM besADe, chatAM mArA mAna khAtara ke zarama khAtara e enA devagurune bhUlatA nathI.' je zrI zAlibhadranA devaguru che te ja zrI zreNika mahArAjAnA devaguru che. zrI zreNika mahArAjA khuza kema na thAya ? zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsananA ajanma pratApa vicAratAM rAjA zreNika vicAre che ke AtmA keTaleA svataMtra rahI zake che, tene A zrI zAlibhadra namUnA che. AvI devatAI sAhyabI, khatrIsa devAMganA jevI strIo vagere vacce devagurune yAda karI rahyo che. te daramiyAna zrI zAlibhadrane pasInA chUTA eTale temanI mAe kahyuM rAjana ! have mArA puSpane cheDI dyo, e karamAI jaze. zrI zAlibhadre mANasAnA zvAseAzvAsa A rItie

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samyaktvane mahimA [ 201 kadI sahana karyo nathI. mahArAjA zreNika vicAre che, keTale sukamaLa! rAjA bhejana Adi karIne jAya che. theDA ja divasa pachI zrI zAlibhadranI mAtA rAjA pAse jaI kahe che "rAjana ! mane Aje Apane paTTahasti, chatra, cAmarAdi ApavAnI kRpA kare. mAre mArA zAlibhadrane dIkSA-mahotsava kare che." zreNika mahArAjA kahe che ke koNa ? zAlina bhadra? dIkSA le che? mA kahe che, rAjana ! e zAlibhadra Aje badalAI ga che. mahArAjA zreNika vicAre che, A bhegIne dhanya che. saMsArakardImamAM kIDe huM chuM. A sukamaLa zAlibhadra saMyama le che ! khare bhegI. kharA bhegInuM e lakSaNa che ke karmanA yoge bhegavavA paDe tyAM sudhI bhagave, pachI lAta mArI pheMkI de. zrI zreNika mahArAjA mAtAne kahe che ke have tamAre kahevAnI jarUra nathI. zrI zAlibhadrane dIkSA-mahetsava huM karIza. je zreNika mahArAjAe pahelI vAra AmaMtraNa mAgyuM hatuM te zreNika mahArAjA Aje piote svayaM zrI zAlibhadrane ghera jAya che. zrI zAlibhadrane pite jAte snAna karAve che. magadhane mAlika snAna karAvatAM kahe che ke "tuM mahAna che, dhanya che, merUne bhAra upADavA taiyAra thayela che. are bhegI. ame pAmara. puNyavAna ! tuM tarI gaye, ame rahI gayA." zrI zreNika mahArAjA pote zrI zAlibhadrane sanAna karAvI alaMkAra sajAvI, pAlakhImAM besADI, AgaLa chaDIdAra bane che. eo samajatA ke, huM rAjA paNa AvAne te padAra. je vakhate rAjA zreNika pote zrI zAlibhadrane copadAra bane tyAre duniyAmAM kaI chAyA paDa? mavIdhI na rama" ene jenA hRdayamAM jApa cAlatuM hoya, tene kaI saMsAramAMthI nIkaLato hoya tyAre AnaMdanI sImA na rahe. tamane rAjAe AkhA kuTuMba sAthe ke pUryA hoya ne thaDA divasa pachI ema hukama thAya ke pahele tamArA chokarAne choDavAne, tyAre tamane zuM thAya? bhale dIkare Aja chUTe, chUTaze te ApaNane paNa e cheDAvaze.

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22 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nA, nA, tuM ahIM ja rahe, badhAne sAthe ja javAnuM ema te na kahone ? mAbApe to ema kahevuM joIe ke "ame kamabhAgI chIe, meha chUTI zakatuM nathI. tuM puNyavAna che. hajI amAro meha bhAgye nathI mATe tuM nIkaLa ane pachI amane kADhavA mathaje. samyagadaSTinI vAta Ave ke sarvavirati Ave ja. sarvavirati evI che ke samyagRSTithI bhAvanArUpe aLagI na rahe. sarvaviratinA bhAva vagara samyadaSTi hoya? zrI zreNika mahArAjAe eka zrI arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanA vaDe zrI tIrthakara nAmakarma nikAcita karyuM. zrI arihaMtadevanI eka eka AjJA pratye, AjJAne amala kare tenA pratye, temane remamamAM AnaMda hatA. rAjya vagere temane nakAmAM lAgatAM. tyAre rahyA kema? rahevuM paDyuM mATe rahyA hatA. bharata mahArAjA sAdhamane zuM vinaMti kare che? zrI bharata mahArAjAe sAdhamane kevI majenI vinaMtI karI che! AjasudhI na chUTake, na cAlya, nirupAye, AjIvikA mATe karavA paDatA AraMbha-samAraMbha, kRSi Adi, AjathI yAvAjIva nahi karavA. tamAre badhAe mAre tyAM jamavuM. sadava svAdhyAyamAM tatpara rahI apUrva jJAna grahaNa karavuM. mane jyAM jyAM juo tyAM tyAM mane cetavave. "SiA mavana, vardhate mI-tamane na mAna" "rAjan ! tuM tArA AtmAne game teTale jItanAro mAna, baLavAna mAna paNa rAgAdi zatruthI jItAyele che, ane AvI rIte paDyo rahyo te bhaviSyamAM bhaya vadhatuM jAya che. mATe svaparanA AtmAne na haNa, na haNa" tamAre sAdhamI tamane AvIne upara pramANe kahe te tame mAravA ja UThe kema ? A te cakravatI, cha khaMDane mAlika AvI vinaMti kare che. zrI jinezvaradevane dharma cyA vagara A zabdo nIkaLe? saMsArathI bhaya pAmele bharata kahe che, huM rAjA chuM, cakavartI chuM, jamADuM chuM, mATe ema mAnIne mArI dayA na khAtA. mane jAgate rAkhavA pUrata prayatna karajo. mane khAtarI che ke je hita na mA, nA bApa, na rAjya, na parivAra karI zake

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samyakatvane mahimA 203 te hita tame karI zake. tame badhA keI becArane te page paDIne A rItanuM kahe ! emanuM zrAvakapaNuM DhIluM haze te majabUta thaze. page paDIne kahe ke tame tAraka ! zrI jinezvaradevane mAnanArA sAcA baMdhu, sAcA sahAyaka, ahIM ja rahe. A badhuM ApanuM ja che. bhagavAnane kahe che ke, "dAsane dAsa huM tAhare" "Apa enA dAsa ane Apane dAsa huM. evuM jeone kahI zakAya evA becAra rAkhe che jethI maratAM samAdhi rahe. maratAM samAdhi rAkhavA mATe A raste ghaNo ja suMdara che. A mArgane apanAvIne tame maraNane samAdhimaya banAve ane aMte paramapadanA bhaktA bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA. atu.

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AgamanA pUjArI bane! gRhasthane joI munine ze vicAra thAya? anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAra paramaSie dAnadharmane mahimA varNana vatAM pharamAve che ke dAna e dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che, dAtAmAM dAtArapaNuM joIe. devuM mAtra e dAna nahi. devAmAM je jAtanI buddhi joIe te na hoya te e dAna, dAna banI zakatuM nathI. zrI jinezvaradeve je dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAvane dharma kahyA che te samyagadaSTinA, mithyASTinA nahi. tamArAM te dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva badhAye judAM. paisATakAnuM dAna sAmAne Azrita banAvavA, tAbAmAM rAkhavA ke huM moTo dAtAra chuM ema kahevarAvavA mATe karavAnuM nathI. je ema hoya te e dAna nathI. eka pAInuM paNa dAna sAcI rItie kyAre devAya, dAna devuM zA mATe, A badhuM vicAravuM paDaze. zIlane sevanAra, tapa karanAra tathA bhAvanA bhAvanAra pitAne udaya karI zake che jyAre dAna denAra svapara ubhayane udaya karI zake che. dAtAra, devAnI vastu ane lenAra traNe zuddha joI e. e traNamAM khAmI eTalI dAnadharmamAM khAmI. zrI nayasAranI bhAvanA bahu anupama hatI. AvI bhAvanA AvavI bahu duSkara che. sAcI udAratA hoya, padArtha pratyenI mamatA ghaTe, tyAre AvI bhAvanA thAya. zrI nayasAra dAtAra paNa che, vastu paNa che ane te zuddha nirdoSa che, ane atithi paNa yaMgya maLyA. zrI nayasAra atithine pUche che, AvI bhayaMkara aTavI, jyAM zastradhArI paNa ekAkI na AvI zake tyAM Apa kevI rIte AvyA ? munie kahyuM, ame sArthavAhanI sAthe AvelA, tene jaNAvIne bhikSA levA gayA, yogya

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205. Agamana pUjArI bane ! bhikSA na maLavAthI, meDuM thavAthI, sAthe cAlyA gaye ane ame vikhUTA paDyA. ane mArga na maLavAthI pharatAM pharatAM ahIM AvI caDhayA. zrI nayasAra kahe che ke dhikkAra che e sArthavAhane ke je Apa jevA sAdhunI paNa saMbhALa na letAM, cAlyA gayA. padhAre, AhArapANI grahaNa karI mane pAvana kare. munivaree AhArapANa grahaNa karI AjJA mujaba eno upayoga karyo. tyAra bAda nayasAre hAtha joDI kahyuM, "padhAre, Apane ApanA raste caDhAvavA huM AvuM. kahone ke e te navare haze? ema nahi, paNa ene manuSyapaNanA kartavyanuM bhAna hatuM ane enI AgaLa kAmadhaMdhAnI kiMmata na hatI. nayasArane joI emane zuM vicAra thAya che? manuSyane joIne munine ze vicAra thAya? muni eTale pachavanikAyanA pAlaka, pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAyukAya tathA vanaspatikAyane paNa na haNe. trasane haNavAnA te hAya ja zAnA ? zrAvaka jema pRthvIkAya, apUkAya, teukAya, vAyukAya ane vana spatikAyane haNe tema trasane haNe? zrAvakane amuka maryAdAmAM trasanI hiMsAne niSedha che, tyAre sAdhune te chace kAyanI hiMsAne sarvathA niSedha che. adhyApaka-zikSaka jyAre jyAre vidyAthIne jue tyAre-tyAre ene zuM vicAra Ave? A vidyAthIo ramatiyALa, mojIlA, zokhIlA thAya ema, ke bhaNavAmAM hoMziyAra thAya ema ? e ja rIte SaTujIvanikAyanA pAlaka muni jyAre jyAre gRhasthane jue tyAre tyAre munine kaI bhAvanA jAge? ane temAMye yegya AtmAne jue tyAre e bhAvanA kaI guNa jAge ? daSTinI samAnatA : muninI dRSTi ane duniyAnA gRhasthAnI dRSTi judI, je duniyAnA gRhasthAmAM janapaNuM AvI jAya to beya daSTi samAna thaI jAya, tamArA badhAmAM jainapaNuM te che ne ? te e nakakI ke ApaNuM beyanI dRSTi samAna ja che. jainapaNuM eTale zrI jinezvaradevanuM anuyAyIpaNuM. zrI jinezvara eTale rAgadveSAdi doSane jItanAra te jina ane teonA adhipati e jinezvara. duniyAnA gRhasthAnI pravRtti bhale

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26 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 judI heya, kAravAImAM bhale pharaka haya, kAraNa ke kAravAIne AdhAra te kauvata para che - paNa bhAvanA, IcchA ne dRSTi te samAna ja joIe. ApaNe jyAre beyanI IcchAne eka karavI che tyAre tamAre amArI IcchA levI ke amAre tamArI IcchA levI? kone konI IcchAne AdhIna thaIne eka banavuM che? deraDIne vaLa zI rIte thAya? be sUtaranA taMtune bhegA karavA che paNa be cheDAne be jaNA sAmasAmI dizA tarapha kheMce te bheguM na thAya, mahenata nakAmI jAya ne taMtu kazA kAma Ave nahi. tame ane ame bhegA na thaIe te kAma thAya nahi. tamArI ane amArI dizA eka karavI che e te cakkasa, paNa eka karavI kaI rItie e moTo prazna rahyo. tame ene uttara barAbara samaje. hRdayamAM Utare pachI hA kahe. tamArI ane amArI daSTi samAna thAya te ja jainazAsananA sAcA udayanI bhAvanA siddha thAya. amArI icchA zI heya e nakakI karaje. amArI bhAvanA dharma pamADavAnI hevI joIe. dharma pAmyAthI A badhuM mUkavuM paDe, pUrepUruM nahi te thoDuM thoDuM paNa mUkavuM paDe. anAdikAlathI vaLagelA pIgalika sagAne mUkIe te sAco dharma thAya. pUruM mUkIe te pUre dharma ane adhUruM mUkIe e adhUre dharma. mukAya te dharma ke vaLagAya te dharma? amAre dharma pamADe hoya te, A badhAne choDAvavA prayatna karavo joIe agara A khoTuM che e ThasAvavuM joIe emAM zake te nathIne? saMsArane khaTe na kahIe te ame paNa dhamI nathI ema tamane lAge che? karmabaMdhanA hetuone samaje AtmA potAnA svarUpathI anaMta zaktine svAmI che, zuddha che, paNa anAdi kAlathI lAgelA karmasaMgane lIdhe atyAre azuddha che. karmanAM kAraNe kyAM ? zAthI karma Ave che? AtmAne zAthI e vaLage che e vicAre. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ne vega eTale mana, vacana, kAyAne vyApAra; A cAre karmabaMdhanA hetu che. A cAra dvArA

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AgamanA pUjArI bane ! [ 207 AtmAne karma vaLagyA kare che. mithyAtva kene kahIe? zuddha devamAM zuddhadevapaNAnI buddhine abhAva, zuddha gurumAM zuddha gurupaNAnI buddhine abhAva, zuddha dharmamAM zuddha dharmapaNAnI buddhine abhAva tema ja azuddha devamAM zuddha devapaNAnI buddhi, azuddha gurumAM zuddha gurupaNAnI buddhi ane azuddha dharmamAM zuddha dharmapaNanI buddhi, e mithyAtva kahevAya che, A mithyAtvane tyAga na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAne thate karmane baMdha aTake nahi. avirati eTale hiMsAdi pApothI virAma na pAme che. e aviratinA prakAra bAra che. zuddha dharma samajyA pachI paNa ene svIkAra na karatAM adharmamArge pravRtti karavI te paNa avirati ja che. kaSAya eTale aviratinI pravRtti mATe je krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhane AdhIna thavuM te. coga eTale mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti. zrI jinedhadeve kahelA mArgathI UMdhe mArge je te pravRtti thAya te te azubha vega kahevAya ane zrI jinezvaradeve kahelA mArge te pravRtti thAya te te zubhaga kahevAya. sabhAmAMthI prazna ane pramAda? zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAthI viruddha mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti e badhAe pramAda. AjJAne anusaratI pravRtti e apramAda. avihita vastumAM pravRtti e pramAda, zrI jinezvaradeve je vastunuM vidhAna paNa nathI karyuM ane niSedha paNa nathI karyo emAM pravarte, e paNa pramAda, mithyAtva, avirati ane kaSAyanI AdhInatAthI thatA mana, vacana, kAyAnAM vyApArane paNa pramAdamAM ja samAveza thAya che. jJAnIe nahi vihita karelI vastu, sAmAnI lAyakAtanA abhAve nahi niSedha karelI vastu, enuM paNa je sevana karavuM, emAM lIna thavuM e paNa eka jAtine pramAda che. enA vege jeTalI pravRtti e badhI hiMsAnI jananI, ane e badhI pravRtti karmabaMdhanA hetumAM Ave che. muni ane zrAvaka bhagavAnane zAsananAM aMga che. sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA A cAre zAsananA aMgone pedA karanAra kezu? zrI jinezvaradeva. zrI

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208 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jinezvaradevanA bhaktane zrI jinamUrti, zrI jinamaMdira ane zrI jinAgama, A traNa vinA kema cAle? je tAraka, je sevya, je pUjaya, jenA abhAvamAM pitAne abhAva, jenA vege pitAnuM jIvana, enI gaNatA kare e sAdhu: sAdhu nahi, sAdhvI sAdhvI nahi, zrAvaka zrAvaka nahi ne zrAvikA zrAvikA nahi dhyeya vinAnI keI paNa pravRttine jJAnIe saphaLatAnI koTimAM mUkI nathI. zA vidhi bAMdhI che ke sAdhue sAdhu banI, prabhu AjJAmAM rahI, sUtra gekhavAM, artha bhaNavA, tadubhayanA abhyAsa pachI guruAjJA pAmI je kaMI ene athI Ave ene pitAnI ane sAmAnI zakti mujaba AjJAnuM pradAna karavuM, devuM. A na karIe te ame sAdhu nahi. zrAvaka keNa re ja zrI jinezvaradevanI sevA kare, nigraMtha gurunI upAsanA kare, ane zrI jinezvaradevanI vANIne sAMbhaLe ane tene yathAzakti anusare. tame AmAM na mAne to zrAvaka nahi. saMsArane tajI, ahIM AvIne Agamane anusarIe te ame sAdhu, ane tame tamArI marajI mujaba varte toye zrAvaka, kema? amArAmAM sAdhupaNuM ne tamArAmAM zrAvakapaNuM lAvanAra te A AjJA ke bIjuM kAMI? (sabhAmAMthI) sAmAyika karIe chIe, e beghaDI te AjJA kharIne? je tame be ghaDInA sAmAyikanuM AjJA mujaba sevana karatA he te te mATe tamane dhanyavAda paNa emAMye je bIjI bhAvanA hoya, kaMI svArtha heya, te AjJAnuM ArAdhana nathI paNa Dhaga che. ApaNA beyanI dRSTi samAna bane nahi tyAM sudhI zAsanarUpI mahela sthira bane nahi. athI mekSanA che ke baMdhananA ? kene kenI tarapha AvavAnuM che e nakkI kare. (sabhAmAMthI) "amAre tamArI tarapha AvavAnuM." e te nakakI ke amArI pAchaLa tamAre AvavAnuM che, nahi ke tamArI pAchaLa amAre AvavAnuM che. keTalAka kahe che ke jamAnAne

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AgamanA pUjArI bane ! [209 sudhAre hoya te jamAnAnI pAchaLa cAle. zAstra kahe che ke je jamAnAne tamAre sudhAre tene tamArI tarapha kheMce. kinAre UbhelA DUbatAne bahAra zI rIte kADhe che? uddhAraka bahAra rahIne jeTalI sAmagrI pUrI paDAya e pADIne ene uddhAra kare paNa ema chatAMya uddhAra na thAya te pote paNa kAdavamAM jaIne enI bhego khUMpI jAya, ema? nahi ja. eja rIte uddhAranA rasiyA munivara nayasArane joIne lebhAyA. sAdhu bhI zAnA haiya? keTalAka kahe che ke mahArAja te roja ekanI eka dIkSAnI vAta kahe che. kahe bhAI! huM dIkSAnI vAta kahuM chuM ke AjJAnI vAta karuM chuM ? AjJAmAM dIkSA Ave emAM mAre zuM gune? huM to tamane ema kahuM chuM ke A e levA je che. A raste bahu majene che. A saMsAramAM racyA-pacyA rahIne je adhogati thavAnI che te AjJAnA ArAdhanathI nahi thAya. jIvanamAM Ane paNa rasa rAkhavA jevo che. manuSyabhavarUpa kalpatarune svAda cAkha heya te A sivAya bIje nathI, mATe tamArAthI levAya te . tame paNa sAmAyikamAM karemi bhaMte ucca che paNa e karemi bhaMte maryAdita. e maryAdita eTale ke be ghaDInI sAmAyika paNa sArI rItie karanAre te mAne ke sAmAyikane khare AsvAda jIvanabharanI sAmAyikamAM ja che, mATe ghaDIghaDI o dekhADuM chuM. paNa A na phAve te, eTale tAkAta na hoya te bIjuM ghaNuMe che. A khANa khAlI nathI. sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya mANasa paNa dharmathI vaMcita na rahI jAya, ene mATe zrI jinezvaradeve DAmAM DuM paNa batAvyuM che. A na levAya te samyakatvamUla bAra vrata le. e na bane te samyakatvadhArI bane. e paNa na bane te mArgAnusArI bane. mArgo nusArIne artha satyane atha, satya levAnI IcchAvALe. A kaThina che? paNa e badhuM bane kyAre ke jyAre beyanuM dhyeya samAna thAya. ame mokSanA athIne tame baMdhananA, ema ? ema kahe ke ba dhanamAM paDelA chIe, baMdhananI pravRtti thaI jAya che, paNa baMdhananA atha che. sA. 14

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210 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana 1 nathI. ane je baMdhananA athI che te tame jaina nahi. ahIM sasAranI vAta ke muktinI ? saMsAra tarapha ghasaDAtA tamane ahIM kheMcavA e kAma amAruM. ame tamane abhakSyane niyama zuM karavA ApIe ? tapasvI banAvavA. dAna devAnuM tamane kahIe te tamane lakSmInI mUcha rahita banAvavA. zIla pALavAnuM kahIe te mahAvratadhArI banAvavA. sabhAmAMthI prazna - "ekadama aMtima hetu para jaze ?" bhAgyazALI ! sTImara para paga mUke tyArathI ja jyAM javuM che tyAMnuM dhyeya heya. cAra hAtha ke ATha hAtha javA mATe ke madhyadariye javA mATe te sTImaramAM besavAnuM nahi ne ? madhyadariye utArI nAkhavAnuM kahe te e sTImaramAM tame bese ? chellA hetu vinA tame TikiTa pAsa, vagere kyAMnA le che ? vacce sTezana Ave tyAM pANI vagere levA mAMTe Utare paNa sAgaramAM te nahi ne? jyAM jagyA Ave, keI baMdara ke beTa Ave, DubAya nahi tyAM ja utare, chatAMye enIye kiMmata nahi. kaI pUche ke javAnuM kyAM? te kaho ke Aghe. hajI vAra che. tame kadAca tyAM Utare te pUchIne ke khe sTImara upaDI te nahi jAyane? je hetu mATe mAnavajIvana che e hetune Akhe ne Akho khAvApIvAmAM uDAvI dIdhe. koI pUche ke zuM joIe te zeThAI joIe, rAjapATa joIe che ema kahyuM paNa mekSa joIe ema kahetA nathI. Ate paisAnA paisA jAya, bevakUpha bane tevuM thAya che. tamane dharmamArge vALavA che paNa vacce moTI dIvAle paDI che e toDavI paDazene? AcAryadeva zrI hemacaMdrasUri upara gaMbhIra AkSepa [ sabhAmAMthI lAlane UbhA thaI bolavAnI rajA mAgI, ane kahyuM ke "huM sabhAmAM beThelA mArA asIlanA vakIla tarIke besuM chuM ane amuka vAta mArI pitAnI kahuM chuM. mahArAja sAheba je tyAganI ane prabhu AjJAnI vAta kare che te badhAne game che paNa hAlanA bArIka samayamAM haiye UtaratI nathI. kAraNa ke ghaNuone AjIvikAnAM

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Agamana pUjArI baMne : - [ 211 phAMphAM hevAthI ArtIdradhyAna naDyA kare che. te duHkhe dUra karavAmAM Ave te sAmAyika vigere badhI karmakaraNI kaI judI ja thAya. mahArAja te enI maryAdAmAM rahIne kahe. emanI pAse emanI maryAdA bahAranI vAta na kahevaDAvAya. dhanavAna zrAvakoe hAlamAM sAdhama enAM duHkha dUra karavAnI pahelI jarUra che. ane mATe je hemacaMdrasUrie kumArapALa pAse pAnakorAnA kApaDanI mAgaNI karI hatI. Aje krizcithanenI vasatI 7 karela che ane ApaNe kyAM chIe te paNa vicAravAnuM che. dasa miniTa sudhI gaLagaLA thaIne jussAdAra bhASAmAM lAlana belyA.' tyArabAda mahArAjAe kahyuM ke koI mANasanA AvezathI, dekhAvathI, gaLagaLA udgArothI levAI jatAM na zIkhe. vastune barAbara samaje. jhera ApanAre aNaghaDa hoya to sIdhuM paDIkAmAM Ape ne ja hoMziyAra hoya te dUdhamAM bheLavIne Ape. satya grahaNa karatAM emAM asatyanuM viSa na bhaLe enI khAtarI karo kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA nAme karelI vAta adhUrI ane upajAvI kADhelI che, chatAM e vAta mUkIne sAmAnya janatA AkhI bhIMta bhUlI jAya ema karavAmAM Ave che. lAlana sAdhunI maryAdA upara bhAra mUke che paNa enuM spaSTIkaraNa karatA nathI. svAthI vakIlamAM e khAmI hoya che ke e pitAne bacAva karavA sArA ke beTAnA vicAra vinA asIlanuM gANuM gAya. evA vakIlane kAyado ja e ke jajane mUMjhavaNamAM mUkavA. gunegArane paNa e vakIla ema na kahe ke tuM gunegAra che, paNa ema kahe ke phIkara nahi, pisA lAvane ! tuM jeje te khare ke huM kevA jorazorathI belIne jajane paNa pheravI nAkhuM chuM? jaja beya pATInA vakIlanA bacAva sAMbhaLI sIdhe nyAya Ape. eka ja kAyadAnA vege vAdI prativAdI beya laDe paNa eka ja kAyadAthI eka bacAva mAge ane bIje zikSA karAvavA mAge. sAco vakIla te enuM nAma ke je jajane raste sIdhA kare. vaDodarAnA eka vakIlanA avasAna pachI enA zekanI sabhAmAM

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212 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 gayelA tyAMnA jaja je pramukha thayA hatA, temaNe kahyuM che ke "AvA vakIla meM kaI joyA nathI. e jyAre kaI paNa kesa laIne Ave tyAre mane khAtarI ja hoya ke emAM mAthApheDa nahi. e vakIla, asIlane paNa beTo bacAva karI kesamAM gUMcavADe Ubhe karatA nahi." atyAre te moTe bhAge vakIla kahe che ke bephIkara rahe, becAra beTA sAkSI lAva, huM joI laIza. kaye vakIla ema kahe che ke gune zA mATe karyo? have pharIthI guna na karavAnI kabUlAta na Ape te huM maratAM sudhI tAre bacAva na karuM. kAyadA samajavA chatAM Ama karanAra vakIle te vadhAre gunegAra che. sAcA vakIlee te ema samajAvavuM joIe ke, "A chadmastha jaje te amArI vAjAlathI kadAca tane cheDaze paNa karmasattA nahi choDe." mATe gune na karavAnuM kabUle te ja vakIlAtapatra hAthamAM lauM. amAre nyAyavettA, vakIla, bacAva karanAra badhA joIe chIe paNa te AvA. tamArI vakIlAta vAMkI che. jene bacAva karaze te nirlajaja ne naphaphaTa bane, evI che. tame gunegArane choDAvI vadhu gune karatAM banAve che. tame je jANatA he te AjanA bAra-eTale banelAne phI levAne paNa adhikAra nathI. asIla na Ape to enAthI dAve nahi thAya. kerTamAM ema manAya ke sAmAnya mANase adhikArI pAse na belI zake mATe A vakIlee emanA vatI bolavuM joIe. keTe te emane dayAnA payagambaro mAnyA che. ene AjanI duniyAnA peTabharAo durupayoga karI rahyA che. paNa ahIM prabhunA zAsanamAM evI daMbhI vakIlAta nahi cAle. tamArA asIlemAMthI zrAvakapaNane nAza na kare. vakIle kAma jarAka mAtra kare ne paisA ghaNu badhA le che, ane evI rIte asIle nIcevAya che. je vakIlee pitAnI pAse AvatA gunegArone sudhAravA prayatna karyA hatA te Aje ATalA badhA gunegAra heta? lAlana kahe che ke zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA mAthe te mUkIe paNa te haiye nathI UtaratI. je heye na Utare ene mAthe mUkanAre DhoMgI che. majUra paNa mAthe kyAre mUke ke emAM lAbha dekhe tyAre.

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AgamanA pUjArI bane ! [ 213 sabhAmAMthI - "badhA e "hA" e "hA" te pADe che." A te hA pADavAne TevAyelA che. A TevanI "hA" che. tamane je na jace enI hA na pADe. tamArI "hA" pADavAnI Teve te kaMIkane AgamathI bhulAvyA. tame sAcI "hA" pADatAM zIkhyA heta te kaMIka makkama banata. eka ja vacana viparIta bolanAra mATe pUrvanA zrAvake kevA prayatno karyA che ane eka kadama paNa khasavA dIdhA nathI te vicAre. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA mAthA upara dharanArA te game tevI ApattimAM paNa ema kahetA hatA ke ame sukhI chIe. ArtaradradhAnanuM svarUpa samaje. atyAre avasara nathI. e beya dhyAnanA cAracAra pAyA vicAravAnA che. prasaMge jarUra kahIza. A dhyAnamAM paDelAnuM ArtadhyAna vadhAravAnuM hoya ja nahi. ArtadhyAna raudradhyAnane kheMcI lAve che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA samavasaraNamAM kAMgare kAMgare amUlya mANeke hatAM. eka eka mANekathI anekanAM dAridraya sadAne mATe pheDAI jAya tema hatAM. asaMkhyAtA de, iMdro emanA sevaka hatA. e vakhate badhA duHkhIne sukhI karavA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve mANekanI prabhAvane karAvI hatI te? paNa prabhue te mehanA killAmAM besIne hajArene mehane lAta mAranAra banAvyA. audradhyAnane janma ApanAra ArtadhyAna che. upamiti bhavaprapaMcA kathAkAre kahyuM che e yAda che ne? niSpaNiyAne ThIkarAmAM jema jema vadhu vastu paDatI gaI tema tema enuM ArtadhyAna vadhyuM. pariNAme raudra thayuM ne dharmabodhakara maLyA ke jhaTa e badhuM pharI gayuM. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAjAnA nAme atre kahevAmAM AvI e pAnakerAnI vAta sAcI paNa tene bhinna svarUpe goThavI devAmAM Ave che. zrI jainazAsanamAM matikalpanAne eka akSara paNa nahi cAle. jaina sAdhu kadI paNa e nahi kahe ke mAre A vastu ja joIe. bhaktanI pAse je haya, je hAjara kare te nirdoSa, zuddha hoya te laI le. AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kalikAla kAMgara dAna mATe ane bAvA hitAranA banI

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214] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 sarvajJa tarIke prasiddha thayA che. zrI kumArapAla jevA aDhAra dezanA mAlika jemanAM caraNomAM mUke. jemanI AjJA pALavA mATe prArpaNa kare, hajArene muktine paMthe vALanAra, emanA moMmAM AvA zabdo mUkavA e moTAmAM moTuM lAMchana che. "lAlane pUchayuM ke tyAre A cAlyuM kyAMthI?" tame jANe. lAve, jyAM hoya tyAMthI. e kAma tamAruM che. AjanI duniyAnA je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA meMmAM paNa game tevA zabdo mUkatAM acakAtA nathI. huM e kahuM chuM ke munine muni tarIke, gurune guru tarIke oLakhe. nahi te zAstranA nAme vAte nahi kare. sUripuraMdara zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA jevA mATe, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva mATe, Agama mATe gappAM na mAre. artha kAmanI lAlasAvALA AdamI zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM paNa arthakAma maLe te te guDI paDe. devasevA AtmakalyANa mATe che, paNa jeTalI bhakti kesariyAjImAM che eTalI bIje kema nathI ? tIrtho badhAM tAraka paNa kesariyAjI te chokarAM sArAM phare, pasA paNa Ape. emanA nAme AvA camatkAranI vAta karatAM tamane zarama nathI AvatI ? keI pUche ke tamArA bhagavAna pAzera ke zera kesaranA bhUkhyA che? ghaNuM te chokarAnA bhArebhAra kesara caDhAve che. A badhuM zAstramAM che? kyAMthI AvyuM ? A evI ne evI vAte AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA nAme thAya che. mahArAjAzrI kumArapAla AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne kahetA ke bhagavad ! huM Apane sevaka. mane Apa rAjA na mAnatA. Apa jyAre mane rAjA mAnaze tyArathI mAre adhaHpAta zarU thaI jaze. mArAmAM sarvavirati grahaNa karavAnI tAkAta nathI. mArI vaya vadhI gaI che. e sivAya jeTalI AjJA karavI hoya eTalI kare. e karavAmAM mane rAjA na mAnatA. mahArAjA kumArapALa ane suvarNasiddhi : aDhAra dezane mAlika kumArapAla, jenA samyakatvane toDavA mATe

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AgamanA pUjArI bane! [ 215 devAdi taraphathI bhayaMkara prasaMge utpanna thayA, e badhI kaseTImAMthI e pasAra thayA, e zrI kumArapAla mahArAjA jenA caraNamAM zira jhUkAvatA te kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA guru kevA hatA e jANavuM che? aDhAra dezanA mAlika kumArapALa rAjAne evI bhAvanA thaI ke je sAmagrI maLI jAya te jagatanuM dAridraya pheMkI nAkhuM. A bhAvanA temaNe gurumahArAja samakSa vyakta karI. te sAMbhaLI zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kahe che ke gurujI pAse suvarNa siddhi che. zrI kumArapALe kahyuM ke e apAve te huM paramArthamAM vAparuM. mArI jAta mATe, mArA kuTuMba mATe, mArA rAjapATa mATe huM jarA paNa nahi vAparuM. AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe kahyuM ke gurumahArAjane ahIM AvavAnI vinaMti kare. ahIM zAstrakAra kahe che ke zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe paNa kumArapALanA premane AdhIna thaI "hAjI" bhaNuM. zrI kumArapALe zrI hemacaMdrasUrinA gurumahArAjane vinaMti karI ke zrI hemacaMdrasUrijInI IcchA evI che ke Apa ahIM padhAre. gurumahArAje vicAryuM ke hemacaMdra yAda kare che te jarUra kAMI zAsananuM moTuM kArya haze. sUripuMgava zrI devacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA dhyAnamagna rahetA. zAsanastaMbha, zAsana saMrakSaka ziSya maLyA pachI gurumahArAjAe AtmadhyAnamAM ja magna rahetA hatA. zrI devacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA AvyA. kumArapALa praveza mahatsavanI taiyArI kare te pahelAM te upAzrayamAM paNa AvI gayA. gurumahArAjane zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA kumArapAla, beya jaNAe, pagamAM paDI vaMdanA karI. pachI zrI hemacaMdrasUrijIe gurumahArAjane kumArapAlanI bhAvanA jaNAvIne kahyuM ke Apa suvarNasiddhi ApavAnI udAratA kare. graMthakAra kahe che ke A sAMbhaLIne gurumahArAjanA hRdayamAM je pIDA thaI te anirvacanIya che. gurumahArAje kumArapALanI pITha upara hAtha mUke. pITha thAbaDI kahyuM ke, rAjan ! tArI bhAvanA uttama che, ghaNuM UMcI che paNa hAla

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216 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ' tuM tArA sthAna para jA. pachI zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajIne kahyuM che ke 'tu e bhUlyA ! A dazA ! je suvarNa siddhithI dAridraya pheDAtAM heAta tA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva pAse kacAM kamInA hatI ? duniyAnA paththarAthI jo dhama thatA hAta te| zrI tIrthaMkaradeva ke jemanI sevAmAM asaMkhya IMdro hAjara hatA teo rAjapATa mUkI, sayama svIkArI, dhAra upasa pariSaddha sahana karI kevaLajJAna upArjavAnI zuM kAma mAthAphoDa karata ? kumArapALa teA gRhastha, e game tevA dhamI chatAMe enI najara ghara para. paNa hemacaMdra ! tu! tArI A vAsanA ! ' graMthakAra kahe che ke zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI tyAM khALakanI peThe mele che, kahe che ke 'bhUlyA, huM bhUlyA, mUMjhAyA, kSamA karo.' A kalikAlasarvaijJa AcArya bhagavAn zrI hemaca`drasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA moMmAM AvA na chAjatA zabdo mUkavA ane enI DAMDI pITA karavI, enA jevA eka paNa anatha nathI. anatajJAnInAM vacanAnA mane samajo. huM ema nathI kahetA ke sAdhIne sahAya na karo. huM te kahuM chuM ke sAdhI khAtara tArAja thaI jAe, gharakhAra vece, apAya eTaluM ApeA, badhuM dharI dyo. paNa sAthesAthe sAdhunI maryAdA, zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA-AgamanAM pharamAna, zrAvakanI karaNI, A badhu samajo. dharmarakSA mATe prANApaNanI bhAvanA che ? sabhAmAMthI koI ekanaiyAlAla munazInAM pustakAmAMthI zrI hemacaMdrasUri pratyenA anucita lakhANanI ane e pAThe yunivarsiTImAM hAya tA kevI asara kare vagere samadhI vAta kahI ane e saMbaMdhI kaMI hIlacAla karavA prAthanA karI. javAbamAM------A mATe varaseAthI hIlacAla cAle che. prayatnA karanArA kare paNa che, paNa kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjane mAnanArAonuM hRdaya hajI zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI pratye DhaLelu nathI. je je banAvA banyA che enA jo itihAsa kahevA besa' te tame sAMbhaLatAM kakaLI jazeA. munazInA itihAsamAM kayA kayA AtmAe

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Agamana pUjArI bane ! [ 217 kaI kaI rItie saMDevAyA che, samAjanA uddhAraka kahevAtAoe A halacAlane kevI rIte keDathI ja bhAMgI nAkhI che, e badhuM jANavA jevuM che paNa e kahevAne hajI vakhata AvyuM nathI. muMbaInI prajA, muMbaInA yuvako, muMbaIne samAja, eTalI mejamajAmAM paDela che ke A saMbhaLAvavAne hajI avasara nathI. jarUra e lakhANathI zAsanane ghaNe che ke pahoMce che. AjathI so varSa bAda e sAhitya, tamArA dharmaguru mATe, tamArA dharma mATe kevI asara kare ! jyAre mane egya lAgaze, avasara joIza tyAre huM jarUra kahIza. tame hajI sAMbhaLavA te taiyAra thAo ! are, enI vAta te dUra rAkhe. tamArA kuladIpaka kahevAtA zuM lakhe che? e lakhANane tame AnaMdapUrvaka vAMce ? samaje. ApaNumAM devagurudharmanA rakSaNa mATe hajI prANapaNanI tAkAta nathI. huM zarIra baLanI vAta nathI karato. zraddhAbaLa kyAM che? te heya te enA rakSaNa, enI bhakti, enI sevA mATe dhArIe eTaluM karI zakIe. e badhuM kahevAthI lAbha dekhAze tyAre jarUra kahIza. hajI vAra che. hajI te lAlananA praznane khulAse cAle che. ahIM pAMca miniTa belanAre pacAsa miniTa sAMbhaLavA taiyAra rahevuM joIe, chatAMe samAdhAna na thAya te phera pUchavAnI chUTa che. zrI jinezvaradevanuM zAsana juduM che. tenI mAnyatA judI che. tenA siddhAMte alaukika che. e na samajAya tyAM sudhI AvI jAtanI A raudrathI bacAvavAnI vAta e artha vinAnI che. zrI devacaMdrasUrIzvarajIe ApelI zIkha zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajIe mAthe caDAvI bhUla kabUla karI. zrI kumArapAla paNa samajI gayA. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane e maulika siddhAMta che ke potAnI pAse vidyamAna lakSmIne sadupayoga kare e dharma, paNa sadupaga mATe lakSamI pedA karavI e pApa. A siddhAMta che, ane ene pracAra duniyAbharamAM karo, te Aje paNa parama zAMti anubhavaze, nahi te UMdhI pravRttio meLavavAmAM paDyA

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218 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 te, kadha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhamAM bhasmIbhUta thaI jaze ane ATaluM rahyuM sahyuM jainatva nAza pAmaze. vidyamAna labAnA sadupayogane upadeza hoya, paNa lakSmInI jarUra che mATe pedA kare e kahevuM e zrAvakane paNa pApa to amane te mahApApa. AjanI vAtamAM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane maulika siddhAMtane nAza thaI rahyo che. jainazAsananuM hAthe karI lIlAma thAya che. Aje samayanA nAme, jamAnAnA nAme, zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAnA nAme, jeo zAsana upara humalAo karI rahyA che teo samajI le ke te badhA pitAnI jAta paranA humalA che. atyAranA karatAM kaMIguNA vidvAnoe nihanava banIne zAsanaviruddha prayatna karyA. e badhA prayatna nAza thayA, prayatna karanArAo nAza thayA, paNa zAsana jayavaMta che. ekavIsa hajAra varSa sudhI jayavaMta rahevAnuM che emAM amane jarAye zaMkA nathI. have saMkhyAbalanI vAta para Ave. ghaNuM hoya tyAM dharma e mAnyatA beTI che. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM rahenAra eka sAdhu, eka sAdhvI, eka zrAvaka, eka zrAvikA e saMgha paNa zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAne na mAnanArA saMghane zAstra aneka kharAba upamA ApI che. mAtra bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA nAma denArAthI khuzI thavAnuM nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM nAma denAramAMthI keTalAye zAsananI hAMsI karI rahyA che. jainetaramAM je jainazAsananI chApa sArI hatI te halakI karanAra AjanA kahevAtA sudhAraka jaine ja che. itara pAse e ja tamArA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM nAma denArA DAhyA gaNAtA, vidvAnamAM khapatA, kahe che ke "amArA sAdhumAM kAMI nahi. amArA AgamamAM kAMI nahi. jyAM juo tyAM pApa, pApa ne pApa. A na khavAya, te na khavAya, rAte na khavAya, keDalIvara eIla na pIvAya, A na thAya, te na thAya, AvI ja vAta che." bahetara che ke AvA loko bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM nAma denArA na hoya te vadhu sAru. amane paNa zAstrakAre kahe che ke ghara mUkIne upakAra karavA na jajo.

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AgamanA pUjArI bane ! [ 218 sAdhupaNunI maryAdA mUkI upadeza na Apaje. amane mudhAdAyI, mudhAjIvI kahyA che. tamArAM annapANI mATe amAre upadeza de, ema ? je e bhAvanA amArAmAM Ave te huM kahuM chuM ke amArAthI Agama nahi vaMcAya. amane jarUra e thAya ke Amane phAvatuM kahIzuM te pAtarAmAM ghInI vADhI ThalavAze. phAvatuM nahIM kahIe to e nahi thAya. amane vaMdanA nahi kare, khamAsamaNuM nahi de, mATe phAvatuM ja balavA de. amAre ne Agamane zuM ? A bhAvanA AvI te amArA mATe durgatine khADe taiyAra che. tame ema na mAnaze ke ame tamArA annapANI mATe upadeza daIe chIe. anaMtakAle maLelI mAnava jIMdagIne na gumAvavI hoya te makkama bane. AtmAne nAza kare evI vastu pAchaLa pAgala banI Agamane na I cheDo. Agamane cha cheDatAM anaMtakAla sudhI durgatimAM rakhaDaze. je mAtra zarIrane trAMbA jevuM kare te ja mAtra vidhithI na khavAya, pazca na paLAya te zarIramAM kIDA paDe, ane pachI eno upAya nahi, saDI saDIne maravAnuM. kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA zAsanarakSaka, sADAtraNa kareDa kalekanA racanAra, jenA akSare akSare mithyAtvAdi bhAge ane samyavAdi pamAya, jeNe piSele pade pade vairAgya vAMcI AtmA verAgyavAsita bane, enA meMmAM AvA zabdo mUkatAM tamane zarama nathI AvatI? zrI kumArapAla jevA AjJApAlakane mATe e sUrIzvarajIne ATaluM badhuM karavuM paDe? zrI kumArapALanI AMkhe ughADavA pAnakArAnI mAgaNI karavI paDe? zuM e sUrIzvarajI kadI sAdhamIbhaktinuM kahetA ja nahi hoya ? AvI upajAvI kADhelI vAta karavI zrAvakane na chAje. purAvA lAve. mane paNa mAne te A Agamane huM vaphAdAra rahevuM te mAnaje kevaLa mArA ja pUjArI che te tame bhagavAnanA pUjArI nathI. bhagavAnanA

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220 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 pUjArI che te tame mArA pUjArI che. huM keNa? je bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanane na svIkAryuM hatuM te huM eka kIDe kyAMya sabaData heta ! bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva mArAthI jIve che ema mAnanArAnI jiMdagI dhULamAM maLe che. A Agamana vege, A ghAnA ge duniyAmAM manAtA, pUjAtA, je Agamane AghAM mUke, ane temane je saMyama upara prema na hoya te evAonI A zAsanamAM jarAye kiMmata nathI. mATe tame sau AgamanA pUjArI bane. AgamanI vAte saddagurunA mukhe sAMbhaLe, samaje, zAstromAM AvatAM daSTAMtenA mane samaje. sudhArakanI vAjALamAM na phasAo. ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pUjArI banI Atmahita sAdhe e ja eka zubhAbhilASA.

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samyagdaSTinI manovRtti samyagdaSTi ke heya ? anaMtaupakArI zAstrakAraparamaSie pharamAve che ke samyagdarzanaguNane pAmele AtmA duniyAnI saMpattine ApattirUpa mAne ane duniyAnI Apattine saMpattirUpa mAne. ApattinA samayamAM samyagdaSTi majabUta banIne UbhuM rahe ane duniyAnI saMpattinA samayamAM haiyAthI alipta rahe. kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA vairAgyanAM vakhANa karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke "he bhagavana ! Apane sukhanA hetamAM jeTale vairAgya hatuM eTale dukhanA hetumAM na hate." mahAnubhAvo ! yAda rAkhe, A sukha-duHkha pidugalika samajavAnAM. Atmika sukhane vairAgya nahi. mATe ja teo kevalajJAna pAmyA. rAjya, riddhi, siddhi, dhana-dhAnya, parivArAdi parigraha e sukhanA hetu, dukhanA hetu ethI viparIta, bemAM bhuDA keNu? samyagdaSTi AtmA te vicAre ke duHkhanA hetuo te, je huM makkama rahuM te, karma kSaya karAvanAra che, paNa sukhanA hetuomAM karmakSaya sAdhavo kaThina che, bhayaMkara che. niMdA sahana karavI e sahelI che. prazaMsA sahana karavI kaThaNa che. cAra gALa kaI de e sahana karavAmAM kaThinatA nathI paNa cAra vAra kaI mUke enI asara na thAya e viralo te kaMIka ja heya. pAmara che mATe te niMdA sahana karavI paNa kaThina che. emAM eka vAta samajavA jevI che. beTI

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222 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ema vastunA prayAsa karanArane niMdA sahavAnA guNa sahelAI Ave che, paNa zAstra kahI dIdhu che. e sahana na kare te pAte dhAre enA pracAra karI zake ja nahi. vepArIne pUche, grAhaka game teTalo garama thAya, tuM kema garama thatA nathI vepArI grAhaka sAthe kadIye bagADe ? dukAna vepArInI che, kaI grAhakanI nathI. dukAne gAdI upara beThelA svAthI vepArIne grAhaka kaMI saMbhaLAvI paNa jAya teA ya te vANIe mUchamAM hase paNa Akaro na thAya. e samaje che ke garama thayA te grAhaka UTho ane mAruM kamAvAnuM gayuM, jene svArtha sAdhavA che. enAmAM niMdA sahana karavAnA guNu saheje AvI jAya che. emAM ene musIbata naDatI nathI. anAdikALanA e abhyAsa che. tame UMcuMnIcuM khelA te ahIM ja, Agama pAse ja, bIje nahi. bajAramAM te nahi ja. tyAM te tamane gama khAtAM AvaDe che. nAkara zeThanI sAme nathI khelatA. zeThanI be gALa paNa sAMbhaLI le che. e samaje che ke khelyA teA ghera besavu paDaze, bairAMkarAM rajhaLI paDaze. AvI gama khAtAM keNe zIkhavI ? kaheA ke e te zIkhIne ja AvyA chIe. svAthI loke svArtha sAdhavA kSamA svayaM zIkhelA che. ApaNe je prasaMga cAle che tyAM ethI UlaTu che. svArthIne mAju para mUkI kevaLa AtmAnA udayane lakSyamAM rAkhe e samyagdRSTi. na dekhAya evA AtmA ane kadI nahui anubhavelA evA AtmAnA guNA-enA upara prema jAge tyAre samyagdarzana Ave. zAstra kahe che ke, sabhyazRSTinI kSamA, samatA, zAMti, meTAI, laghutA, e ace juThThu. samyagadRSTi evA laghu na bane ke jyAMtyAM zira jhukAve, jyAMtyAM hA jI hA bhaNe. e madhe sArA kahevarAvavAnI bhAvanAvALe! ta hAya. e te ema vicAre ke 'ayAgya AtmAone huM acegya na lAguM te huM samyagdRSTi nahi. gAMDAnI sRSTimAM huM gAMDo na lAgu tA huM DAhyo zAnA? gAMDAe paNa jo mane peAtAnA sAthI gaNe te nakkI mArAmAM paNa gAMDapaNu hAvuM joI e !' sabhyaSTinA guNe,

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samyagdaSTinI mane vRtti || rara3 bhAvanA, vicAre, badhAye anupama heya. Aje laghutAnA nAme keTalI hAni pahoMcI rahI che te vicAre. zrI vAlI rAjA zuM abhimAnI hatA? emane zuM rAjyane lobha hate ? emaNe je vakhate sadguru pAse abhigraha lIdhe ke "zrI arihaMtadeva ane nircathaguru sivAya koIne namuM nahi, ane gurue e abhigraha ApyuM. e vakhate zuM e abhigraha emaNe abhimAnathI lIdhuM hatuM? ane gurue zuM emanA abhimAnane puSTi ApI hatI ? zrI arihaMtadeva ane nigraMthaguru, e be jenA haiyAmAM hoya, tenuM zira e be sivAya bIje ke nahi evI pratijJAmAM abhimAna hatuM ema kahevAya ? sabhA, "e te dharmAbhimAna kahevAya, e havuM ja joIe! have samajyA kharA. te kahe ke sarvadeva, sarvaguru, sarvadharma sarakhA - ema bolAya ? ema bolavuM e paNa mithyAtvane ja eka prakAra che. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA e ja kahe che ke "brahmA, viSNu, zaMkara, harihara ke jina game te he, amAre nAmanuM kAma nathI paNa saMsAranA aMkure ne vadhAranArA bIja svarUpa rAgAdi doSa jenA nAza pAmyA che tene ame vaMdanA karIe chIe." jyAM jaIe tyAM tevA thaIe te samyatva na rahe. zAhukAra caTTA pAse UbhA rahe kharA ? ema UbhA rahevAthI mAnIe ke kadAca e cera na thAya, te paNa enI khyAti te cAranI thAya. corano e sAthI te gaNAya. zAhukArane devALIA sAthe vAta karatAM paNa mUMjhavaNa thAya. koI devALIe devALuM kADhIne zAhukAra pAse vAta karavA jAya te e zAhukAra kahe ke "bhAI ! ekAMtamAM ghare maLIzuM. ahIM bajAramAM vAta nahi thAya. ahIM bajAramAM tuM maLavA AvIza te kadAca mArI peDhI upara paNa dareDa paDaze." e niyamamAM vAlInI mahattA hatI. evuM abhimAna na joIe ema

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224 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 belanAra sAce jaina banavAne lAyaka nathI. Aje te kahevAmAM Ave che ke madhyastha rahevuM. paNa madhyastha kyAM rahevuM ? sAcA ne beTA beyamAM madhyastha rahe e te mUrkha kahevAya. hIro ane pathare beyane sarakhA kahe e jhaverI ke kahevAya? "A hIre che ane A pathare che," ema kahevAmAM kAMI rAgadveSa nathI. vastu na samajAya tyAM sudhI madhyastha rahevuM e guNa che paNa A satya ane A asatya" e nakakI samajAyA bAda madhyastha rahevuM e deSa che. apekSAone durupayoga na kare : Aje keTalAka vaktAo apekSAnA nAme bhayaMkara anartho karI rahyA che. jainazAsana apekSAothI bhareluM che. paNa e apekSAone durupayoga kare emAM moTuM jokhama che. sAcI ane beTI bane cIjane apekSAo lagADIne sAcI ane beTI beya TharAvavAmAM ghaNuM jokhama che. zratadhare paNa AbAlagopAla pAse e ja paddhatie varNana kare ke kaI paNa apekSAe asatyane satya tarIke AbhAsa na thAya. zrI jinezvaradevanI mUrti, varSothI ApaNe pUjelI, zrI vItarAgatAnA AkAramAM rahelI e ja mUti evA sthAnamAM jaI paDe ke je sthAna mithyAtvathI malina hoya, te tyAM e mUtine samyagudaSTi AtmA na pUje. tyAM keI kahe ke mArI apekSA judI che te te na cAle. ene kahevuM paDe ke "mahAnubhAva! apekSA te tuM samaje, paNa tArI pAchaLa gADarIo pravAha zuM samaje? AjanA apekSAvAdI te ema paNa kahe che ke vastumAtramAM amuka samaye bhaThyatA Ave. paNa e vAta barAbara nathI. vaidakazAstra kahe che ke viSa paNa cikitsakanA hAthamAM Ave te prANunAzaka maTI prANapoSaka bane viSamAM paNa prANapoSaka banavAnI yogyatA che. egya vyakti ane prANapoSaka banAvI zake, paraMtu e viSa, vaidakazAstranA koI paNa pAnAmAM ke koI paNa ziSTajananA mukhe bhakSya tarIke lakhAyuM ke kahevAyuM nathI. apekSAne durupa ga na thAya. badhe apekSA lagADI lagADIne viSane paNa bhakSya TharAvavuM che ? asatyane paNa satya TharAvavuM che? je bAjune pavana hoya te bAju

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samyagdaSTinI manovRtti || 225 hAle e kAMI syAdvAda che? ema kahevAmAM Ave ke "huM amuka sthaLe jAuM, amuka vyaktine namuM." emAM mAro irAdo te Ama hate. paNa e kAma na Ave. e irAde samaje koNa? IrAde spaSTatApUrvaka samajAvA kema nathI? -to jarUra mithyAtva lAge : zrI bharatacakravatIne ArIsAbhuvanamAM, mudrikA nIkaLI javAthI anyatva bhAvanAmAM caDhatAM, sarvaviratine sparza thaye, apramattadazAmAM caDhayA, kSapakazreNI AvI, ghAtikarma baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI gayAM ane kevaLajJAna thayuM. have emanAmAM eka paNa doSa na hato, keLavajJAna thayuM hatuM, pachI khAmI kyAM hatI? kevaLajJAnI chatAM hajI gRhasthaSamAM hatA. sudharmA iMdra devatAonI sAthe bhakti karavA AvyA. hAtha joDIne kahe che- "bhagavad ! pahelAM A veSa grahaNa kare, pachI vaMdanA karI kevalajJAnano mahatsava karuM." bhAvathI sarvavirati AvI gaI hatI, ghAti. karma gayAM hatAM, kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM hatuM, sarvaguNasaMpanna hatA. sArI duniyAne pUjApAtra hatA, paNa veza na hato. iMdra vicAre che ke je A veSe vaMdana karuM te duniyAnA DhegIe badhA A veSamAM paNa vagara kevele kevalI thaIne phare, vaMcakone mATe mArga khullo thaI jAya. Thaga leke kevalajJAnI ane mahAtmA thaIne phare ane ajJAna jagata emanI peThe phare, te pariNAma zuM Ave? kurmA putrane kevaLajJAna thayuM e vAta kharI paNa kevaLajJAnI tarIke gRhasthaSamAM pujAyA nathI. gRhasthaveSamAM kevaLa jJAnI tarIke pUjavA joIe nahi. pU. zrI upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijyajI mahArAja kahe che ke "anya liMgamAM, anya avasthAmAM kevaLajJAna thAya, jJAnacakSu khUle, vicAre phare, zuddha pUjArI bane to koI paNa liMgamAM kevaLajJAna thaI jAya, paNa je AyuSya bAkI hoya te niyama muniliMgamAM Ave." vyavahAranuM saMrakSaNa karavA tathA pAkhaMDIothI jagatane bacAvavA, kevaLajJAnIne che. sA. 15

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226 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 anana kare che. paNa A eghAnI jarUra che. pAkhaMDIo khoTI rIte pujAya, manAya, enI emAM IrSyA nathI paNa e pAkhaMDIonA ge hajAro AtmAo unmArge na jAya enI emane phIkara che. sTImarane kaptAna mUkha hoya, sTImara DubADe evo hoya, e vakhate kaI kahe ke "A sTImaramAM besavuM nahIM, ene kaptAna mUrkha che," te e kaptAna para ene IrSyA nathI, paNa seMkaDo utAruo DUbI na jAya mATe ema kahevuM paDe che. apekSAne upayoga paNa jyAM nirvivAda satya hoya tyAM thAya ane te paNa hRdayamAM amalamAM ke AcAramAM te nahi. dravya arihaMtane namAya, paNa te hRdayathI. enI kadarUpI pratimA; hathiyAravAnI pratimA pAse e bhAvanAthI ke e apekSAthI na namAya; ane e mUrti pAse name te bharata mahArAjAnI jema pragaTa rIte spaSTa belI name. zrI RSabhadevasvAmIne bharata mahArAjAe pUchayuM, "bhagavana ! A sabhAmAM kaI bhAvi tIrthakarane jIva che?" bhagavAne kahyuM, "marIci, A covIsImAM chellA vIsamAM tIrthakara thaze." A sAMbhaLI bharata mahArAjA maricIne vaMdana karavA gayA. paNa tyAM jaIne spaSTa belyA ke "he marIci ! huM tane vaMdana nathI karate, tArA A kuliMgane vaMdana nathI karate paratu, tuM bhaviSyano cevIsame tIrthakara che, ema zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAna kahe che, mATe e viziSTa AtmAne kalpIne huM tane vaMdana karuM chuM.' zrI bharata mahArAjAe jo ema ne ema vaMdana karyuM hota te badhA anabhijJa zrAvake tyAM jaIne mUkavA mAMData. tame paNa je keI anya evI mUrtine vaMdana karavA jAo te hajAro mANasa vacce spaSTa rIte bolIne vaMdanA karaze ke huM tane, tArA A dedArane, rAgadveSanAM cihnavALI A mUrtine page nathI lAgatuM. paNa mArA zAstramAM kahyuM che ke bhaviSyamAM tuM tIrthakara thavAne chuM mATe page lAguM chuM. paNa evuM bolavAnI tAkAta

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samyagdaSTinI maneAvRtti [ 227 na hoya teA tamArA manamAM raheluM jANanAra A jagatamAM manaH5 vanAnI lAvavA kacAMthI ? dravyajinane vadana karavAnI vidhi kharI paNa hRdayamAM kalpIne ke bhaviSyamAM jina thavAnA che mATe. ane jo khullI rIte vaMdana karo tA A zrI vItarAganI mUrti nathI paNa bhaviSyamAM vItarAga thanAra che, ema kahIne dAMDI pITavAnI tAkAta hoya teA vaMdana karajo. paNa kAyara banIne tyAM paNa sArA dekhAvA mATe vaMdana kare te mithyAtva jarUra lAge. ...yuddhabhUmimAMthI dhamabhUmi ! zrI vAlI rAjAnI bhAvanA e ja hatI ke mAru A uttamAMga jyAM tyAM na name. mastaka e kAMI gALeA nathI ke jyAM tyAM gamaDAvAya ! AvuM e samajatA hatA. samyaktvanI vizuddha bhAvanA hatI. e bhAvanAvALAne tyAgane prema te rezama rezamamAM hAya. zrI rAvaNe A jANyu tyAre e vicAre che ke 'huM prativAsudeva, traNa khaMDanA mAlika, e mArA tAbAnA rAjA, chatAM mane na name ?" sAdhamI tarIke namavA zrI vAlI rAjA taiyAra hatA. ene bheTa ane paga dhoI ne pIve paNa kharA. paNa te sAdhI tarIke, rAjA tarIke nahi. zrI vAlI rAjAnI e pratijJA hatI ke, saMsAratArakane namu, anyane nahi. zrI rAvaNu dUta mAkalI kahevarAve che ke mane namavA Ave!' zrI vAlI rAjA javAbamAM jaNAve che ke tAro ane mAro mitratAnA saMbaMdha cAlyA Ave che temAM A navI vAta kacAMthI AvI ? chatAM tane durAgraha hoya ane sAvIazamAtA pratijJApAlananA khacAva mATe taiyAra chuM.' rAvaNa sAme AvyA, yuddha thayuM. A yuddha pratijJApAlana mATe hatuM. cAlu yuddhamAM vacce AvIne zrI vAlI zrI rAvaNane kahe che ke ApaNe khane zrAvaka, nAnAmAM nAnA jaMtu paNa ApaNA mATe mAravA ceAgya nahi, teA A paMcendriya jIvAnI katala tArA-mArA dekhatAM thAya e zeAle ? ApaNe beya sAmasAme laDI phesaleA karI laIe.' zrI rAvaNe e vAta tarata kabUla karI. zrI vAlIne pratijJApAlana sivAya khIjI keAI bhAvanA na

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228] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 hatI. e dhIra hatA. zrI rAvaNa vIra hatA paNa dhIra na hatA. zrI vAlI pAse vidyAo bahu hatI. rAvaNa talavAra kheMcI deDyo Ave che e zrI vAlI hasatA hasatA joI rahyA che. najIka AvatAM jhaTa talavAra paDAvI zrI rAvaNane bagalamAM dabAvI, AkAzagAminI vidyAnA baLe AkhA jabUdvIpane pharatI pradakSiNA karI pAchA tyAM AvI UbhA rahyA. zrI rAvaNa adhamUA jevA thaI gayA. zrI vAlI pitAne prApta thayelI AkAzagAminI vidyAno zo upaga karatA ? hamezAM jaMbUdvIpanAM sarva nAM darzana karI AvatA. tamane evI vidyA maLe te zuM kare? hamaNuM muMbaInAM nATaka jotA ho to pachI amerikAnAM joI Ave, ema kharuMne? tamane gADI ke moTara maLe te reja pATI jAe paNa enAthI ja ahIM AvavAnuM ke maMdiranAM darzana karavAne lAbha uThAve evuM bane? zrI rAvaNa samajyA ke baLiyA sAthe bAtha bhIDavAmAM bhUla khAdhI. zrI vAlI zrI rAvaNane kahe che ke rAjana ! tane je rAjyabha che te mane hota te tane UbhA rahevAnI jagyA paNa na maLata. paNa mAre have rAjyanuM prajana nathI. tuM tArue rAjya bhegava ane A paNa joIe te le." ane zrI vAlIe tyAM ja pravajyA aMgIkAra karI. samyagadaSTi AtmA Ama yuddhabhUmine dharmabhUmi banAve che. pratijJApAlana mATe je pATha bhaNAve hate te bhaNAvI dIdhe pachI rAjyabhegone lAta mArI, mukuTane pheMkI daI tyAM ja muni banI gayA. sabhA"rAvaNa prativAsudeva karatAM paNa vAlInuM baLa vadhAre ?? koI koI carama zarIrImAM vadhu baLa hoya. evA dAkhalA cheDA. zrI bharata mahArAjA karatAM jema zrI bAhubaLIjI vadhAre baLavAna hatA. paNa e, e baLano upaga sAmAnA nAzamAM na kare. zrI tIrthaMkaradevamAM anaMtabaLa, evuM baLa bIjA koImAM nahi; tyAre emanAmAM kSamA paNuM lakattara.

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samyagdaSTinI manovRtti 229 pAMca prakAranAM kalpavRkSa: jJAnIoe jagatamAM pAMca kalpavRkSa kahyAM che. (1) jJAnI, (2) rUpavAna, (3) sattAvAna, (4) baLavAna, (5) lakSamIvAna. paNa A pAMceya kalpavRkSa kyAre ? je jJAnI vinIta hoya, rUpavAna sadAcArI hoya, sattAvAna nItimAna hoya, baLavAna kSamAzIla hoya ane lakSmIvAna udAra hoya, te e pAMceya kalpataru ane UlaTA heya te e kaMTakta. jJAnane pracAra kare, paNa te vinaya sahitanuM hovuM joIe? jJAnanuM phaLa virati ke akhatarA ? jJAnanuM phaLa akhatarA, AraMbha, samAraMbha ane meTAM moTAM kArakhAnAM te nahi ne? vinaya sAthe AvyuM hoya te e jJAna, paNa vinaya vecIne, uddhatAInI mUrti banIne, devagurune haMbaga kahIne meLaveluM jJAna A jagatamAM moTAmAM moTA zAparUpa che. jJAna te ja ke jenA pariNAme virati Ave. je jJAnathI duniyAdArInI lAlasA vadhe, AtmA potAnuM svarUpa bhUlI jaI duniyAnA raMgarAgamAM lepAya, e jJAna jJAna nathI. e jJAnanA pracAramAM vaparane udaya nathI. rUpavAna sadAcArI hoya to kalpataru, nahi te duniyAne paNa anartha kare ane pitAnuM te satyAnAza vALe. nIti vinAnI sattA bhayaMkara. baLa kaSAyathI dhamadhamatuM hoya te utpAta macAve. e nirbaLanI rakSA mATe hoya, mAravA mATe nahi. kRpaNanA gharanI lakSmI nakAmI. zrImaMtanI zrImaMtAI dIpe zAthI? AgaLa bhe-bhe thAya ane pAchaLa dhumADo nIkaLe, gharamAM pharanicara khaDakAya paNa pAMca AdamI na samAya, garIbane dAda maLe nahi ane hAjIyAthI vIMTAyelA hoya, emAM zrImatAInI zobhA che? prabhuzAsanane pAmelA te A badhAne khoTuM mAne. lakSmIne bhUMDI na mAne tyAM sudhI ochI karAya kyAMthI ? koIne apAya zI rIte? lakSmI hoya te ja javAya ema mAne ene te saMnipAta thAya. maratAM ye navakAra na sAMbhaLe paNa vila ane vakIla sAMbhare. sabhA"sAthe laI javAtuM hoya te vIla paNa na kare." jainazAsanamAM rahevuM hoya te lakSmI bhUMDI, pApakArI, tajavA yogya , ema mAnavuM ja paDaze. lakSmInI mamatAthI marIne ghaNA

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230 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tijorI upara phaNIdhara thayA che. jainazAsanamAM lakSmIvAnanI tathA daridrInI bhAvanA kaI hoya? jainazAsanamAM rahele zrImaMta ema kahe ke lakSmI anarthakArI che. kadApi lakSamI cAlI jAya te kahe ke paMcAta ochI. mamatA ne meha ochAM thaze. uddhAra jaladI thaze. Aje te lakSmInI lAlasAe mANasone adhamAdhama banAvI dIdhA che. daridrIne sAdhanA abhAve pUruM maLI zakatuM nathI te zrImaMte zrImaMtAIne kAraNe pUru khAI zaktA nathI. bannenI hAlata kaMgAla jevI che. ekane maLatuM nathI ne bIjAne khAvAnI phurasada nathI. janazAsana gharamAMthI cAlavA mAMDyuM, tame ene gharamAM sthAna na ApyuM tenuM A pariNAma che. Ajane zrImaMta sukhe khAI paNa nathI zako. bhUMgaLuM te enA kAne ja hoya, doDadhAma ene lAgI paDI heya. moTaramAM bhAgAbhAga karate hoya eTale enuM moDhuM jovA na maLe. enI maTaranI jhaDapa evI hoya ke gaphalatathI cAlanAre bhaTakAI mare. pacAsa kadama dUrathI leke enAthI bhAge. AvI AjanI zrImaMtAI che. pUrvanA zrImAne pAlakhImAM nIkaLatA, AjubAju saMkhyAbaMdha yAcake UbhA rahetA, zrImaMte temane dAna ApatA ane uparathI kahetA ke tamArA vaDe ame. tya, sarve sukhI thAo." Aje bhAvanAo pharI gaI che. kahe che ke "garIbane dAna karanArA nirudyamane vadhAranAra che. Aje bhAratavarSamAM AvuM kahenArA akalamaMda pAkyA che. je dAnanA ge apUrva sukha maLe, e dAnanI bhAvanAne mULamAM agni mUkanArAe pedA thayA che, vadhAre zuM kahevuM? AvuM bolanArAone rAtI pAI cheDavI nathI enA A badhA cALA che. vAtAvaraNamAM malinatA phelAvanArA nI kaI gati thaze, e vicAraNIya che. puNyavAnanI lakSmIne lenAre paNa sadAcArI bane. puNyavAnanA annapANuM lenAra, puNyavAnanuM meTuM jenAra paNa je lAyakAta hoya te puNyavAna bane ane pApI hoya te paNa sudharI jAya.

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samyagdaSTinI manovRtti [ 231 tarakaDI karatAM vahelI brAhmaNI bhUMDI : bhAgyazALI! jainazAsanane oLakho. tamane Aje A ogha ane A Agane joIne durbhAva kema thAya che? ame navarA ane tame badhA kAmagarA, ema samaje che? tame zrI vItarAgadevane ane zrI nigraMtha gurune oLakhe. tamArA bApane sthAne rahelA e baMne gharabAra vagaranA che ane tamArAM aDhAre pApasthAnakane choDavanArA che. tamArA eke pApane paMpALe tevA nathI, eke pApanI prazaMsA kare tevA nathI. A pATe besIne bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddha pApane paNa paMpALe enA jevuM narAdhama bIje koNa hoI zake ? artha-kAmanI vAsanAmAM tame DUbelA te che ja, ane ahIM Ave tyAM ame paNa enI ja vAta kahIe, e te agnimAM ghI homavAne dhaMdhe che. tame gRhastha che, amuka cIja vagara cAlatuM na hoya. ene mATe ADuMavaLuM kAma karatA he, te ye tamArI bhAvanA zuM hovI joIe? sammadohI jIvo, jai vi hu pAvaM samAyare kiMci / apposi hoI baMdho, jeNa na niddhaMdhasaM kuNai / / / samyagadaSTi AtmA pApa kare te thoDe baMdha, mithyAdaSTi pApa kare te bahu baMdha, kAraNa? samyadaSTi pApa kare ane kadAca saMgavizAt nirbaLatAnA yege, AsaktinA pratApe, azaktinA kAraNe pApa karavuM paDe te kiciMt ja kare. pAzera pANIthI cAle tema hoya te savA pAzera na vApare. paNa Aje te have naLa thaI gayA tyAM hisAba ja keNu rAkhe? bAI sAhebane upADIne lAvavuM paDe, pasA ApI nokara pAse maMgAvavuM paDe te badhe ce aMkuza Ave. AjanAM sAdhano AtmAnuM nikaMdana kADhanAra che. je pApanI kiyA maMda hatI te have kelera, plega ane marakInI jema phATI nIkaLyA che. pelI marakImAMthI te loke bIje bhAge, paNa A marakImAM te rAcAmAcIne rahe che. vagara prajane pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAukAya, vanaspatikAyanI hiMsA vadhatI jAya che ane have te trasakAyanI hiMsA paNa vadhavA

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232 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana mAMDI che. jyAM manuSya - duniyAnA uttama prANI gaNAtA manuSya vase tyAM anya prANIonI dayA hoya ke bhayaMkara tala hoya ? paNa svAthI peTabharA svArthanI khAtara A paNa kare che ane emAM pAcho dharma mAne che. evA narAdhamenI vAta zI karavI ? nirdayapaNe katala cAle, emAM kaMpArI paNa nahi, e mANasAI kaI jAtanI ? manuSya je manuSya anya prANIonI rakSA kare ke saMhAra? tame paNa tamArI jarUriyAta mATe hiMsAne je dharma gaNe te Arya ane anAryamAM bheda che ? Aje te palaTo thaye che, AryadezanI vAsanA tyAM gaI che. anArya dezamAM Aje hiMsA sAme pikAra zarU thayA che, virodha jAgI rahyo che ane hiMsA kamI karavAnA prayatna thaI rahyA che; jyAre Arya dezomAM janmelA hiMsA vadhAravAnA prayatno kare che. ahIMthI tyAM (paradeza) jaI AvI, tyAMnA) nakalI banI pAkiyAone pracAra kare che. pariNAme Aje sArA ghare paNa abhakSya-apeyane vicAra nathI. jenA ghera paNa "dArUnA zIzA ane IMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che. khAIne baLavAna thaIzuM ema e mAne che. AvA baLavAna thaIne ya karavAnA zuM ? bahu to deva-gudharmane dhakkA mAravAnA. anAryo te anArya che ja paNa A anAryonuM anukaraNa kare che e anAthI paNa gayA. kahevata che ke tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNI bhUMDI. zAsanAM daSTamAMthI tame mAgyuM zuM ? zrI dhanA zAlibhadranI ddhi, zrI abhayakumAranI buddhi, zrI bAhubalajInuM baLa ane zrI kayavanA zeThanuM saubhAgya, tamArA copaDe A * kevaLa hitabuddhithI upadezarUpe kahevAyelA A vAkyane pakaDIne keTalIka IrSyAkhera vyaktioe samAjamAM khaLabhaLATa macAvavA vyartha prayAsa se hato. te prasaMge gujarAtI bhASAnA jANItA sAkSaroe e saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvelA potAnA abhiprAya tathA pUjyapAda Agama ddhAraka AcArya zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijIe e viSayamAM Apela vyAkhyAna khAsa vicAraNIya che ane tenA mATe pAchI Apela pariziSTa eka ane be vAMce.

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samyagdaSTinI manovRtti [ 233 cAranI mAgaNI cAlu che; paNa je bhAvanAo, kiyAe zrI dhanA zAlibhadrapaNuM Adi thayuM te haje evuM kadI mAgyuM ? zrI zAlibhadranI saddhi pahelAM dAna ane pAchaLa saMyama ane sAdhutA che. dAnanuM phaLa jo lakSmInI lAlasA hoya to e dAna nahi paNa saTTo che. kahone ke hamaNa dareka cIjane saTTo cAle che te dharmane saTTo paNa bAkI zuM kAma rAkhIe? mahAnubhAva! dAna e te tyAganI zarUAta che. tyAga to bahu UMcI vastu che. A dAna, thoDuM zIla, yatkiMcita tapa, e badhuM tamane mahAtyAgI banAvavA mATe che. je dAna tamane mahAtyAgI agara mahAtyAgI thavAnI bhAvanAvALA na banAvI zake to e dAna, dharmanI keTimAM nathI. dravyadAnathI sAmAne sukha thavAnI bhajanA; sukha thAya paNa ane na paNa thAya. bhAvadAnathI sAmAne niyamA sukha ja thAya; kadI sukha na thAya te paNa duHkha te na ja thAya. bhAvadAnathI mizrita dravyadAna e ja kIMmatI che. munine kaI bhAvanAe dAna devuM, zrAvakanI kaI bhAvanAe bhakti karavI, samyagadaSTinI kaI bhAvanAe sevA karavI ane dInahInanI kaI bhAvanAe anukaMpA karavI, A badhA prasaMge kaI Urmio hoya, e badhuM ja vAstavika dharmanA athae samajavuM joIze. tame sau e samajavA mATe prayatnazIla bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA.

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM? mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA zAthI? parama upakArI sUtrakAramaharSi, durlabha mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA mATe pharamAve che ke - "zrI jinezvaradevane zAstranuM zravaNa karavuM, ene upara zraddhA keLavavI ane pachI e zraddhAne anusarIne pitAnI zaktine saMyamasAdhanAmAM sadupayoga kare." jJAnIonA A pharamAnane amala thaze te ja A jIvana saphaLa thaze, nahi te je rIte duniyAnAM anya prANIo jIvana vitAve che ane ApaNe paNa Aja sudhI vitAvyuM che, te ja rIte A jIvana paNa niSphaLapaNe vItI jaze. pAchaLathI pazcAttApa kare kAMI vaLaze nahi. jJAnI puruSanA pharamAna mujaba AjJAnika banI A traNa vastuonuM sevana karAya e ja hitAvaha che, paNa A jamAnAmAM ema thavuM ghaNuM duSkara che. kAraNa ke hajI zAstranA kahenAra pratye je joIe te vizvAsa jAgya nathI. anAdikALane abhyAsa judo che ane A zAstra kahe che juduM. e juduM kahenArA pratye jyAM sudhI vizvAsa na jAge tyAM sudhI amala the duSkara che. mATe A zAstrane kahenArA te kahevAnI cegyatA kaI rIte pAmyA, te ApaNe vicArIe chIe. zAsakAra bhagavaMtone oLakhe. vartamAna zAstronA kahenArA, vartamAna zAsananA adhipati bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva che. e kAMI pahelethI bhagavAna na hatA. ArAdhanA karI karIne, je jAtanI gyatA meLavavI joIe te meLavIne e bhagavAna banyA. emaNe pite anubhavela mArga ApaNu mATe mUkyuM.

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? [ 235 emAM zaMkA karavAnuM kAraNa na ja heya. jIvana TUMkuM che. jema jema divasa jAya che tema tema javAnI taiyArI thAya che. maryA pachI kyAM javAnuM tene AdhAra ahIMnI karaNI upara che. vAta vAtamAM jyAM tyAM vicAryA vinA, samajyA vinA, vastunA viveka vinA, dareka jagyAe "hA e hA kaye javuM ane koI jhukAve tema mUkaye javuM emAM hAni kone thaze ? ApaNe zrI jinezvadevanI pUjA na karIe temAM emane kAMI hAni nathI. emanI mahattA ethI ghaTI javAnI nathI. jo emanA bhalA mATe emanuM pUjana karatA he te bahetara che ke na karatA. emanuM to bhaluM thaI cUkeluM che. sAdhune mAnIe te emanuM sAruM kahevAya, ema samajIne mAnatA ho te na mAnatA. jainakuLamAM janmyA chatAM devane na pUjo, sAdhune na mAne, dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAva vagere kAMI na kare, te e badhAne koI ja vAMdhe AvI javAne nathI. tamane ema lAge ke e badhuM karavAmAM amAruM kalyANa samAyeluM che te ja kare. evI ciMtA na karatA ke ame nahIM mAnIe to e badhAnuM zuM thaze? e badhA te tamArA upara dayA karavA joga che, kAMI tamArI dayAnA adhikArI nathI. deva siddhipadane pAmelA che ane guru siddhipadanA sarvottama mArgane pAmelA che. mATe e baMnene keInI dayAnI zI jarUra che? chatAM tame hamaNAM temane mAne che te evuM samajIne ke jANe ame temanI para upakAra karIe chIe. je ema na hoya te Aje tamArI AgaLa e deva, gurune AgamathI viparIta belanArA UbhA rahI zake ? gharane mAlika te ke jenA gharamAM nehIne AvatAM AnaMda thAya paNa duzmanane Dara lAge. je tamane deva-guru upara zraddhA hota, emane tame AtmakalyANa mATe mAnatA hota, Agama tamane tAraka lAgatuM heta te e deva-guru ane Agamo mATe jema tema bolanArA tamArI najIka AvatAM vicAra karata. paNa e traNene tame hajI samajI zakyA ho tema lAgatuM nathI. A jIvananI sArthakatA mATe ja e traNane pUjavAnAM ane mAnavAnAM che.

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236 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 AzA vItarAga che. A paNa emanA bhalA AjJAnA pAlana mATe prANa pAthare H deva vItarAga che. emane pUjAnI jarUra nathI. paNa emanA pUjanamAM, emanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM ApaNuM AtmakalyANa samAyeluM che, mATe ApaNe emane pUjavAnA che, paNa emanA bhalA mATe nahi. zrI tIrtha kare tamArI pUjAthI tIrthakara nathI. tame pUjA nahi kare te temanuM tIrthakarapaNuM bhUMsAI javAnuM nathI. tamAre paNa emanA jevA pUjya banavuM hoya; Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhithI chUTavuM hoya, te ja emanI pUjA karajo. emanI pUjA karanAre sAce che ke je emanI AjJAnA pAlana mATe prANa pAthare, AjJAnuM pAlana na thAya te AMkhamAM AMsu AvavAM joIe. arthAt sAcA pUjakane mana AjJA e jIvananuM sarvasva hovuM joIe. zrI kumArapALa mahArAjAnA rAjyamAM pazuone paNa pANI gALIne pavAtuM. rAjyanA jeTalA ghoDA e darekanA palANa para pUjaNa rahetI, jenAthI jIvajaMtune pUjIne dUra karavAmAM AvatAM, pachI savArI thatI. mahArAjAne eka vakhata palANane pUjatA bhALI emanA eka senApatine mUMjhavaNa thaI ke A rIte jhINuM jatune pUjyA kare che e yuddha zI rIte karaze ? e vAta vahetI vahetI zrI kumArapALa mahArAjAnA kAne pahoMcI. tarata senApatine belAvI potAnuM parAkrama batAvyuM ane pachI kahyuM ke - "A baLa niraparAdhI jenA saMhAra mATe nathI." sAco baLavAna che ke je nabaLAnI rakSA kare. aparAdhI paNa vinA zikSA kaye sudharate hoya te zikSA na kare. zrI kumALapALa mahArAjAnA rAjya jevuM kaMI rAjya thayuM nathI. AmAM rAjyanI prazaMsA nathI paNa e rAjyamAM thaI gayelA janatvanA jhaLakATanI emAM prazaMsA che. zrI arihanta paramAtmAnI AjJApAlananI tatparatAnAM emAM darzana thAya che. pahele dharma ne pachI badhuM : jyAM eka paNa bhakta na hoya tyAM paNa pUrvanA prabhAvaka evuM IcchatA ke ochAmAM ochuM eka zrI jinamaMdira hovuM joIe ane

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sAcuM jenapaNuM zemAM? [ 237 e mATe lAkhano vyaya karatA. Aje to A che te paNa keTalAkane khaTake che. maMtrIzvara pithaDazAnuM vRttAMta jANe che te samaye koI eka pradeza e hatuM ke jyAM eka paNa jaina na hatuM. rAjya moTuM paNa zrI jinadharmathI vAsita keI nahi. maMtrIzvara pethaDazA vicAre che ke mArA jeve maMtrIpade hoya ane samagra pradeza jainadharma vinA rahe e kema bane? anAyAse paNa lekanA moDhAmAM jina zabda pase evuM karavuM ja joIe. e mATe e pradezanI rAjyadhAnImAM ane mukhya cekamAM ja gaganacuMbI jinAlaya baMdhAvavuM joIe. jethI nagaramAM jatAM-AvatAM lokonuM e zrI jinAlaya pratye dhyAna kheMcAyA vinA na rahe. paNa e bane kevI rIte? prajAmAM koI jaina nahi ane rAjA anyadhamI. Akhare maMtrIe upAya zodhI kADhaye. e rAjyanA mukhya maMtrI hemaDanA nAme tyAM eka dAnazALA belI. paisA pitAnA ane nAma hemaDanuM. rajane hajAra naiyAne kharca. je kaI atithi Ave tenI AgatA svAgatA evI thAya ke kAyama yAda kare. jyAM jAya tyAM vakhANa kare. pasA pethaDazAnA kharcAya paNa nAma hemaDanuM gavAya. nokaracAkara badhA hemaDanuM nAma ja Ape. bhUlecUke kaI pithalanuM nAma na bole tenI pUratI take dArI. vAta vahetI vahetI hemaDanA kAne pahoMcI. hemaDa vicAre che ke dAnazALA zI ane vAta zI? huM te kAMI jANatA nathI te A kevI rIte banI rahyuM che? teNe tapAsa AdarI. mANasa mokalyA. sau eka ja samAcAra lAve. maMtrIzvara ! tyAM te ApanuM ja nAma devAya che. maMtrI jAte gayA. dAnazALAnA vyavasthApakane maLyA. paraMtu e paNa ema ja kahe che. tyAre maMtrI kahe che ke "bhAI! hemaDa te huM pote ja chuM. huM te dAnazALA calAvatuM nathI te A zI vAta che? je sAcuM hoya te kaho." taka joI kAryavAhake sAcI hakIkata kahI dIdhI. maMtrI vicAre che ke jeNe mArA nAme ATaluM dhana khacI nAMkhyuM eno mArA pratye sneha ke? e pethaDazAne maLavA gaye. temane mahemAna banyA. pethaDazAe bhAre svAgata karyuM pachI hemaDa pUche che ke "maMtrIzvara, A badhuM zuM che? mArI nAmanAne pAra rahyo

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238 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana nathI. Apane IrAde je heya te jaNAve. pethaDazA kahe che "maMtrIdhara! irAdo te che paNa kahevAne artha nathI. hAla ApanAthI banavuM muzkela che, avasare kahIza. hemaDa Agraha kare che. khAtarI Ape che ke je haze te jarUra prANanA bhAge paNa karI ApIza. tyAre pethaDazA kahe che ke nagaranA madhya bhAgamAM eTalI jamIna Apo ke jyAM zrI jinamaMdira bAMdhI zakAya. hemaDane e sAMbhaLI AMcake AvI gaye. rAjA, prajA beya kaTTara virodhI tyAM A zI rIte bane? paNa vacana ApI cUkyuM hatuM. tethI have kAma karyuM ja chUTako hatA. pratiSThAne prazna banI gayo. pethaDazAnuM kAma thaI gayuM. paNa bhega keTalo Ape e vicAre. maMdiranI jamIna mATe hajAro naiyA verI nAkhyA. maMdira baMdhAvavAnuM te hajI bAkI. zrI jinezvaradevane anuyAyI zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmanA pracAra mATe dhananI kiMmata gaNato na hato. e samajo ke enI prabhAvanAmAM, enI prasiddhimAM, enI sevAmAM mAruM ane samagra duniyAnuM kalyANa samAyeluM che. amArA vaDe e nahi paNa enA vaDe ame, evI sacoTa mAnyatA hatI. je je rAjAo, maMtrIo ke zeTha-zAhukAre prabhAvaka banyA te kyAre? pahelAM dharma ane pachI badhuM e rIte varyA tyAre tamAre paheluM zuM ? zarIra. ene takalIpha na paDe, duniyAnA raMgarAga ane majazokhamAM khAmI na Ave te tamArAthI dharma bane. pachI e dharma ke thAya? kaho ke mAla vagarane. hakka ke haDakavA ! satya sAme asatyane ghaMghATa keI kALe na hatuM te vAta bhUlI jAo. e vigraha anAdi che. satya-asavano pega sanAtana che. asatyathI bacI satyane grahaNa kare e bhAgyavAna zakti hoya te asatyanI sAme pUrI tAkAta ajamAvyA vinA satyanA pUjArIthI rahI zakAya ja nahi. pUrve vAdIe evA hatA ke sAme AvatA, pakSa mAMDatA, hetuo rajU karatA, daSTAMta ApatA ane niruttara thaI hArI jAya te kyAM te satyane svIkAratA yA te mUMgA mUMgA cAlyA jatA.

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? 239 AjanA vAdIonI jAta judI che! e te ema ja kahe ke "mahAvIra khoTA." pUche ke "zI rIte?' te kahe ke "e sAcA, ema tamAre sAbita karavAnuM. amane te ThIka lAge te kahevAno hakka che. emane badhA hakka. sAmAne kAMI hakka nahi. emane khoTI vAta karavAne hakka ane e khoTAne khoTuM kahevAne sAcAne hakake nahi. emane AkhA mahAvIranA zAsanane khoTuM kahevAne hakaka te ema kahenAre mahA khe che evuM kahevAne amane hakka nahi? mahAvIra sarvajJa na hatA ema kahe te cAle? keInA ghara mATe game tevuM kahevAne koIne adhikAra khare? kAyade evI chUTa Ape che? kimata vinAnA mAnavI, zAstranA ajANa ema kahI de ke "mahAvIranAM Agama kheTAM che, te e hakake nahi paNa eka jAtane haDakavA che. e bhayaMkara cepI rega che. enA paMjAmAM je phasyA te bIcArA badhA kaMgALa thaI gayA. bhUMDI hAlate jIvI rahyA che. puNya khavAI gayuM. pApane udaya AvI gaye. AvI gaye nahIM paNa kheMcI lAvyA. duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. mATe kahuM ke jarA samaje ! saMyama na paLAya te tame jANe paNa pALanArA para dAMtiyAM na kare. jagata upara dayA AvatI hoya te ghaNuM lUMTArA lUMTa calAvI rahyA che, kaMIka nAmadAro dahADe peDhI para besI lUMTa calAvI rahyA che, jugArIo, ceTTAo, badamAze bhalA jIvone parezAna karI rahyA che, e badhAthI jagatane bacAvavA jahemata uThAve. paNa tyAM te kazI trevaDa nathI. eTale tenI dAjha ahIM utArAya che. paNa tenuM pariNAma bhUMDuM Avaze. kharekhara, duniyAne tAranArI, uddhAranArI vastu sAme jema tema belanArA A jiMdagImAM ja pAyamAla thAya che. kadApi pApA nubaMdhI puNyanA udaye ahIM bacyA te AgAmI jiMdagImAM te dazA bhayaMkara ja thavAnI e nizcita che. zAMti ane sahiSNutAne artha samaje? Aje zAMti ane kSamAnI vAta thAya che. paNa e zAMti ane kSamA zAnA mATe ?, samyagadarzana, samyajJAna ane samyacaritra - A

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240 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 traNanI ArAdhanA mATe zAMti ane kSamA keLavavAnI che. A traNa jemanA ceAge maLyAM, jee A traNa ratnAnA dAtA che, temanA para AkSepeA thAya ane A traNa anupama tAraka cIjone chinna--bhinna karavAnA prayatno thAya te vakhate paNa zAMti rAkhIne besI rahevu' e dharmAM che ? upasarga sahevA e sAdhunA dharmapaNu upasarga na thatA hoya teA sAdhune upasarga karavA; emAM dharma kharo ? sAdhu upasa sahe te tenAM karmAM khape, kama khape teA kevaLajJAna pAme ane muktie pahoMce mATe jo upasarga na Ave te tamAre karavA, Avu te tame mAnatA nathIne ? zrI nayasArane aTavImAM munie maLyA. kSudhA, pipAsA ane mAnA zramathI pIDita hatA. zrI nayasAre ema kahyu ke, ' ' mahArAja ! sahana karA, sahana karavu' e te tamArA dhama che. ' nA. zrI nayasAre kahyuM ke mahAtmAe ! je aTavImAM zastradhArI paNa ekAkI AvavAnI hiMMmata na kare evI bhayaMkara aTavImAM Apa kaI rIte AvI caDhayA ? muni kahe je sAnI sAthe ame hatA te cAlyA gayA. bhikSA mATe gayelA ane tarata pAchA pharyA. sAnI pAchaLa jatAM bhUlA paDayA ane ahI` AvI caDhayA. zrI nayasAra kahe che ke ' dhikkAra che e sAthe ne ke jeNe sAthenA munienI paNa saMbhALa paNa na lIdhI, zrI nayasAra te hajI mithyArdaSTi hatA. emaNe evA vicAra na karyAM ke bhale| sAOvAha ! munione rakhaDatA mUkayA te ThIka karyu ke jethI munione ka kSaya thAya. ' zrI nayasAre te munione AhAra-pANI pratilAlyAM. pachI muniene vaLAvavA sAthe cAlyA. munine tenI ceAgyatA joI tene kAMIka ApavAnA bhAva jAgyA. munie zuM Ape ? e jANe che ke saMsAramAM sukhI ane du:khI, rAgI ane nirogI, rAjA ane raka, dAtAra ane yAcaka, e anArttithI che. e koI navI vAta nathI. sUripura darazrI muni suMdarasUrijIe upakArInu varNana karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke 'duniyAmAM saghaLA upakArI kahevarAvavA mAge che, paNa vAstavika upakAra karanArA tA AMgaLInA veDhe Ave eTalA ja hoya che. ' je upakArI upakAranu "

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sAcu jainapaNuM zemAM ? svarUpa na jANe e upakAra kare zI rIte ? muni vicAre che ke, 'Apatti ke saMpatti vakhate durdhyAna na Ave evI cIja ApavI joI e. ' Apatti ane saMpatti ane azubha dhyAnanAM kAraNa che. mane Antaraudra dhyAnanAM nimitto che. je A Agamane haiyAmAM rAkhe te e beyanA paMjAmAMthI kheMce, saMpattimAM mammaNa roTha ane ApattimAM kAlasaurikanAM dAMta vicAroH sapatti-samayanI dazA mATe mammaNa zeThanuM dRSTAMta vicAro, jenA baLadanAM ziMgaDAM pUrAM karavA rAjA zreNika paNa asamartha hatA. e mammaNanI milakata keTalI ? chatAM te khAtA hatA tela ne cALA che. eTalI milakatanA mAlika Attaraudra sevI marIne sAtamI narake gayA, jyAM tetrIsa sAgare pamanI sthiti che. sa`patti hatI ke nahi ? paNa pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? e ja rIte ApattimAM kAlasaaukarika kasAInu dRSTAMta che. rAja niyamita pAMcase pADA mAranArA. e na mAre tyAM sudhI tene khAvu na bhAve. aMta samaye dhAtuvipa yanA rAga thayA. bhayaMkara pIDA anubhave che. kaDavuM mIThuM lAge ane mIThuM kaDavu lAge, sugaMdha durgaMdha lAge ane durgaMdha sugaMdha lAge evI dazA thaI. dIkare. sulasa zrI abhayakumAranA mitra. pitAnI zAMti mATe puSpanI zayyA bichAve. caMdananA lepa kare, miSTAnnanAM bhAjana Ape parantu pele A badhAthI akaLAI ne vadhu jhUme mAre. sulasa mUAyA. zrI abhayakumAranI salAhu levA gayA. zrI abhayakumAra kahe che 'sulasa ! rAja pAMcase pADA mAranArAnI narake javA pahelAMnI A dazA che mATe enA upAya tu kare che te na hoya. ene teA puSpane madale khAvaLanI zayyAmAM suvADa, caMdanane badale viSTAnu vileApana kara ane miSTAnnane badale lIMbaDo vagere kaDavAmAM kaDavI cIjo khAvA Apa, te kAMIka zAMti anubhavaze, ' sulase e pramANe karyu tyAre pelAne kAMIka zAMti thaI. japIne ' hAza ' karyuM. maratAM maratAM paNa sulasane najIka kheAlAvIne .. * kahe che ke tu jI. sA. 16 241

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242 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 eka mArI vAta kabUla kare to mAre jIva gatie jAya. mArA kuladharma pramANe tAre paNa mArI jema ja pAMcase pADA mAravA." bhayaMkara ApattimAM paNa kevI bhAvanA thAya che e vicAre. sulasa A AjJA mAne? je bApe pALIpoSI dUdha pAI moTo karyo, ane enA kahevA pramANe eno jIva gatie jato nathI, laTakI rahe che, e vakhate A dIkare "hA" kahe ke "nA" kahe? tamAro zuM mata che? sulasa kahe che "pitAjI ! hiMsAnuM phaLa pratyakSa joI rahyo chuM. e sahevAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI. Apano jIva gatie jAya ke na jAya paNa mArAthI e pApa thaI zake tema nathI." A dIkarI AjJAbhaMjaka ke AjJApAlaka ? dharma ane vyavahAra : - AryadezanA vyavahAra jyAM dharmane bAdhaka bane tyAM AryatvanuM khaMDana thAya che. dharma ane vyavahAra e bhinna vastuo che. dhamI vyavahAra evo seve ke dharmamAM bAdha na Ave. dharmamAM rahenAra vyavahArane na jue te paNa cAle. vyavahAramAM rahenAre je dhamI thavuM hoya te dharmane covIse kalAka daSTi sAme rAkhavo joIe. zrI jinezvaradevano dharma keIne bheLavIne ApI zakAtuM nathI. sarvavirati eTale A Agho-paMca mahAvratane svIkAra, dezavirati eTale samyakatvamUla bAravrata, samyagRSTi eTale-"bhagavAne kahyuM te ja sAcuM ane zaMkA vinAnuM' evI mAnyatA dharAvanAra ane mArganusAritA eTale 35 guNe ke jemAMnA mAtra pahelA, madhyanA ane chellA e traNane ja vicAra karIe te "nyAyasaMpanna vibhava eTale paisA mATe nIti na vecavI e pahele, "pApabhIrutA e bIjo ane "jitendriyapaNuM" e trI. A traNa hoya te dharma sArI rIte thAya. kaho ! have A badhA dharmomAM kaye dharma phosalAvIne apAya te che? Aje belAya che ke - "Aghe phesalAvIne, lalacAvIne apAya che. huM pUchuM chuM ke - ahIM Ave ene - sAdhu thAya tene - be-pAMca lAkha vAra maLI

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sAcuM jaina pAruM zemAM ? || 243 sAMbhaLelA ATalA anubhavI rIte jANo. ahi mahAnubhAve ! javAne che ? savA maNa rUnI taLAImAM suvAnuM che? moTaramAM pharavAnuM che? relavenI saphara karavAnI che? havAI jahAjomAM uDavAnuM che? covIse kalAka khAvAnuM che? UMghatAM sudhI bIDIo pheMkavAnI che? kaI evI lAlaca che ke jethI phesalAvIne dIkSA apAya ? mahAnubhAvo ! jarA samaje-sAdhu dharma, zrAvaka dharma, samyagRSTipaNuM ane mArgonusArIpaNAnuM varNana sArI rIte jANe. A dharmamAM kyAMya pola nathI. tame ATalA anubhavI, aneka sAdhuonA paricayamAM AvelA, zAstro sAMbhaLelA, chatAM koI ekAda vyakti game tema bele temAM hA jI hA karo, e cAle? kama tAkAtanA kAraNe vastu pAmI na zake te bane paNa te vastune keI khoTA rUpamAM cItare te tame tene Ubhe paNa na rAkho ? bhagavAnanI sAthe jenI-tenI sarakhAmaNI na thAya. tame jANe che ke - A zAstrakAroe jeTalAM AzravanAM sthAna teTalAM saMvaranAM ane jeTalAM saMvaranAM sthAna teTalAM AzravanAM kahyAM che ? je sAdhanathI anaMtA Aja sudhImAM muktie gayA te ja sAdhanathI anaMtA DUbI gayA che. Aje paNa je sAdhanothI saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo pitAnA AtmAne pavitra banAve che te ja sAdhanothI saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo pitAnA AtmAne malina banAvI rahyA che. bhaviSyamAM A ja dvAdazAMgIthI anaMtA AtmAo taraze ane enAthI ja anaMtA AtmAo DUbaze. A zAsana khoTuM che?--ema enI niMdA sAMbhaLatAM pahelAM eTaluM te kaho ke "bhAI jarA che. pramANa lAve. amuka cIja sAcI ke khoTI, e kahevAne adhikAra ene samajyA pahelAM nathI maLate, mATe jarA samajo-zrI jinezvaradevane oLakhe." bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva saMyama laIne chadmasthakALamAM sADA bAra varSa ane paMdara divasa rahyA. e sADAbAra varSa ane paMdara divasanA hAlamAM kadI jamIna para beThA nathI. kavie gAyuM ke-sADA bAra varasa jina uttama vIrajI bhUmi ne kAyA . kadI beThA te Ubhe page, paga vALIne te

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244 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nahi ja. sUvAnI vAta te che ja nahi. e samagra kALamAM nidrA phakta aMtamuhUrtanI. te paNa AvI gayelI, lIdhelI nahi. eTalA kALamAM khAdhuM keTalA divasa ? traNase ne egaNapacAsa. te paNa eka ja vAra, Ubhe Ubhe, jyAM AhAra tyAM ja pANI, pachI kAMI nahi. bAkI badhuM tapa covihAra che emanI joDe kaI UbhuM rahe tevo? Aja sudhI te kaI thayuM nathI. chatAM evAnI jeDe paNa game tene sarakhAve ane ApaNe tAlIo pADIe te ApaNA AtmAnI zI dazA thAya, e vicAre. zrI mahAvIradevanI jenI tenI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karanArane kahIe ke " zrImAna ! dhImAn ! jarA UbhA raho. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane oLakhe. oLakhyA vinA jenI tenI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karI duniyAne UMdhe mAge na laI jAo." zrI mahAvIradeva te traNa jagatanA nAtha hatA. emanI sevA upAsanAthI te AtmA pAvana thAya. emanI zakti ane emanAM dAna, zIla, tapa, saMyama Adine aMza mAtra paNa jyAM na hoya enI sarakhAmaNuM e traNe lokanA nAtha sAthe kema thAya? je marajImAM Ave te khAya, pIve, harephare, calAvye rAkhe, evAnI sarakhAmaNI kaI zrI mahAvIra devanI sAthe kare ane cAMllA karanArA pAchA tALIo pADe, te kahevuM paDe ke e mUrkhAonuM ToLuM che. paMDita zrI dhanapALe rAjA bhejane zuM kahyuM hatuM te jANe che? dhanapALa te navA jaina banelA ane tame te janmanA jaina. zrI dhanapALe navIna grantha banAvyuM. bheja rAjAe e joye. prasanna thaye, dhanapAlane kahe- paMDitajI ! che eka kAma kare. A granthamAM jyAM "vinItA" che tyAM "dhArA" lakhe, jyAM "bharata" che tyAM "bheja' lakhe ane jyAM "RSabhadeva" che tyAM mArA ISTadevanuM nAma lakhe, bAkI badhuM barAbara che." dhanapAla kahe - "rAjan ! e kema bane ? airAvaNanI jagyAe rAsabha, kaMcananI jagyAe kathIra ane ciMtAmaNinI jagyAe kAcanA TukaDAne goThavavA jevI ApanI vAta che. kyAM e vinItA ne

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? | [ 24pa kyAM A dhArA, kyAM bharata ne kyAM bheja, kayAM e sarvotkRSTa vitarAga zrI RSabhadeva ane jyAM tamArA sarAgI iSTadeva rAjan ! Apa annadAtA che, pAlaka che e badhuM kabUla, paNa tethI AvI agya vAta kadI na bane." bheja kahe che - "dhanapAla ! AnuM pariNAma kevuM Avaze te jANe che?" dhanapAla kahe - " paravA nahIM. je Avaze te khamI khAIza paNa na karavA jevuM te nahi ja karuM." A khamIra hatuM. annanI khAtara dharma vecanAra, vArtha khAtara dharmane Thokare mAranArA ene jevA nAmardo duniyAmAM keI nathI. niMdA sAMbhaLatAM pahelAM kAnamAM AMgaLAM ghAle: deva, guru, dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLanArane paNa pApane udaya ghere che. puNya-pApanA vipAkane samaje. cAra divasanI cAMdanImAM mUMjhAI na jAo. pAmyA che ene saphaLa karavuM hoya te ochuM bane te ochuM kare paNa virodhanI paDakhe te UbhA na ja rahe. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA sAcA guNagAna karatAM na AvaDe te na kare paNa virodha sAMbhaLatAM pahelAM kAnamAM AMgaLAM ghAle. tame evA khIle baMdhAI jAo ke koInI tAkAta nahi ke tamane eka kadama paNa khaseDI zake. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve anaMta baLa zAnA ge meLavyuM hatuM? e zakti kUdIne AvI hatI? sADA bAra varSamAM ghera tapazcaryA karI, beThA nahi ane UMcA paNa nahi, e badhI zakti kyAMthI meLavI? duniyAnAM sAdhanothI amuka zakti maLe paNa te kAmacalAu ja. Aja hoya ane kAle na paNa hoya. zakti te evI joIe ke je yAvat mokSaprApti sudhI Take. keIne mAravAnI zakti keLavI paNa keIthI mAra khAtAMe mUMjhavaNa na thAya e zakti keLavI? kharI zakti te te che ke je aparAdhI pratye paNa kSamA rakhAve - bahAdurI mAravAmAM nahi paNa mAra khAvAmAM che. vadhu gussa kone Ave? duniyAmAM paNa kahevata ke "kamajorane gussA baheta.' vAtavAtamAM gusso Ave e nabaLAI che. bhagavAnanI zaktine oLakhe. Aje bhagavAnanuM

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246 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jIvana lakhanArA ajJAnIo lakhe che ke bhagavAna cAlatA tyAre dharatI dhrujatI. kahe have, bhagavAna ema cAle kharA? bhagavAna te Isamiti pALatA malapatA hAthInI cAle cAle ane paga evI rIte mUke ke nAnAmAM nAnA jatune paNa pIDA na thAya bIjo eka ajJAna ema lakhe che ke "bhagavAna mahAvIre caMdanabAlA pAse jaIne mAphI mAgI hatI." zAstramAM bhagavAna mahAvIra che, caMdanabAlA paNa che ane abhigraha paNa che. paNa e je rUpamAM che tenAthI UMdhA rUpe cItaravAmAM Ave che tene A virodha che; bhagavAnane abhigraha hatuM ke "rAjaputrI hoya, mAthuM muMDAveluM hoya, pagamAM beDIo hoya, traNa divasanI upavAsI hoya, umarA vacce beThI hoya, AMkhamAM AMsu hoya, te bhIkSA Ape te levI." bhagavAna AvyA tyAre badhuM hatuM paNa AMkhamAM AMsu na hatAM. prabhu pAchA pharyA eTale caMdanA reI paDI. bhagavAne pAchA pharI bhikSA lIdhI. ahIM lakhanAra lakhe che ke "bhagavAna pAchA AvI hAthe joDe che, caMdanAnI mAphI mAge che ane kahe che ke bhUlI gayo, mApha kara, mane tAruM jIvana - tAruM dukha saMbhaLAva." cAra cAra jJAnanA dhaNu bhagavAna caMdanabALAne AvuM pUche? kAMI samajAya che ? AvuM lakhanArA bhagavAnanA zAsananI prabhAvanA kare che ke halakAI kare che? AvA sAhityathI jagatane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva upara bahumAna pedA thaze? huM pUchuM chuM ke AvuM yatheccha lakhanAranuM lakheluM sAhitya vAMce, sAMbhaLe ane calAvI le e badhA pApanA bhAgIdAra bane ke nahi? sabhA - " narake jAya.' are bhAI! narakanI vAta javA de. nahi te vaLI kaheze ke sAdhuoe svargane ne narakane IjA lIdhe che. paNa amAre evA pAsa nathI kADhavA ane ame e mATe navarA paNa nathI. bhagavAne te amane pharamAvyuM che ke be rastA batAvI devA. eka svargane, eka narakane. pachI jene jyAM javuM haze tyAM jaze. enI meLe e ja pAsa

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? [ 247 kaDhAvaze. AvI niMdAone sumAra nathI ane janmajAta jene paNa evuM sAhitya AnaMdapUrvaka vAMce che. sAdhune sAdhu tarIke mAnanArAnI bhAvanA kaI heya? upasarga ane pariSaha sahevA e sAdhuno dharma che, paNa sAdhune sAdhu tarIke mAnanArAnI bhAvanA kaI hevI joIe ? zrI saMprati mahArAjA zrI jinazAsananA parama anurAgI hatA. emaNe savA koDa jinabiMba bharAvyAM. tame savA kroDa sAMbhaLI bhaDakatA nahi. Aje te AvI vAta karatAM ye ciMtA Upaje tevuM che. "dazakA pachI derAsare maTI javAnAM che ane upAzrayamAM ghAsa bharAvavAnAM che," ema belanArane khabara nathI ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI pUThe samarpaNa karanArA hajI jIve che, kaMIkanI jabAna baMdha karI devAnI tAkAta dharAve che. ajJAna ToLAM pAse phAve tema beltha javuM emAM mahattA ke vidvattA nathI paNa mUrkhatA che. sabhyatA rAkhI jJAtA pAse pramANapUrvaka vAta karavI hoya te cAlyA Ave. badhI vAtenA pheMsalA thaI jAya. badhuM medAna thaI javAne te hajI sADA aDhAra hajAra varSanI vAra che. te pahelAM rUo, mAthAM pachADo ke bUma pADo te paNa kazuM vaLavAnuM nathI. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM zAsana pUrA ekavIsa hajAra varSa cAlavAnuM che e nakkI vAta che. pApane udaye kaMIka gabaDI javAnA paNa zAsana te rahevAnuM ja. zrI saMprati mahArAjAe savA lAkha zrI jinamaMdiro karAvyAM. roja savAre eka navIna zrI jinamaMdiranA khAtamuhUrtanA samAcAra na Ave tyAM sudhI annapANI na levAne emane abhigraha hate. chatrIsa hajAra purANa zrI jinamaMdirane emaNe jirNoddhAra karAvyo che. ATaluM karanArA e eka rAtrie jAgI gayA tyAre vicAra kare che ke meM hajI kAMI na karyuM; ghaNuM karavAnuM rahI gayuM." tame zuM vicAre? thoDuM karyuM hoya te ghaNuM karyuM che mAnI sebane jaNAvyA vinA cena paDe? mahArAjA saMprati vicAra kare che ke "Arya

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248 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dezamAM te dharmanI sthApanA karI paNa mArA je rAjA chatAM anAryadezamAM huM dharma kema na phelAvuM ?" te pachI emaNe e anAryabhUmine paNa evI gya banAvI dIdhI ke munio tyAM sahelAIthI vihAra karI zake. e pachI temaNe dazapUrvadhara zrI AryasuhastisUrijI mahArAjAne amuka pradezamAM munione mokalavA mATe vinaMti karI. zrI AryasuhastisUrijI mahArAjA kahe che ke "bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke munioe jyAM saMyamane nirvAha thAya evA pradezamAM vicaravuM." saMprati kahe che, "bhagavaMta! pUrI javAbadArI samajIne ja vinaMti karuM chuM. Apa munione mekalaze eTale khyAla Avaze." AcArya bhagavaMtanI AjJAthI sAdhuo gayA ane temaNe samAcAra kahevarAvyA ke "ahIM te Arya bhUmi karatAM ye saMyamanirvAha sulabha thaI gayo che. zrI saMprati mahArAjA pitAne cagya kAryavAhI karyA vinA vinaMti karavA nahotA gayA. upakAranI IcachAvALA gRhasthanI pharaja che ke saMyamanA nirvAhanI vyavasthA karI ApavI. e ja saMprati mahArAjA jyAre nave nava dharma pAmyA hatA tyArane eka prasaMga che. zrI AryasuhastisUrijI mahArAjA moTA samudAya sAthe nagaramAM padhAryA che. rAjAe bhaktinI lAlace nagaramAM darekane jaNAvI dIdhuM ke "munione je joIe te ApavuM. mUlya rAjyamAMthI laI javuM." A pramANe kAma cAlyuM, munione khabara paDI gaI te ye levA mAMDyuM. AcArya bhagavaMtane paNa mAlUma paDayuM te cAlavA dIdhuM. evAmAM temanA meTAgurubhAI ane dazapUrvadhara zrI AryamahAgirijI mahArAja tyAM padhAryA. temaNe A badhuM cAlatuM jaI zrI Arya suhastisUrijIne pUchayuM ke "A badhuM zuM cAle che?" sUrijI kahe che ke "kathA rAnA tathA prajJA" basa, A sAMbhaLI zrI AryamahAgirijI mahArAjA tarata kahe che ke "AjathI tAre ane mAre saMbaMdha nahi." Ane gusso ke kuleza kahevAze? jhaTa zrI Arya suhastisUrijI UbhA thaI temanA pagamAM paDyA ane bolyA ke "bhUlya. kSamA kare ane prAyazcitta Apa."

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sAcuM jainapaNuM zemAM ? | | 249 jagadaguru zrI hIrasurijI mahArAjane prasaMga : jagadguru zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAjane jyAre akabara bAdazAhanuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM tyAre gAmegAmanA sAthe vicAramAM paDyA che ke have zuM karavuM ? guru mahArAjane AvA bAdazAha pAse mokalavAnuM jokhama kema karAya ? bAdazAha game te paNa jAtane muslima - vakhate kAMI na karavAnuM kare che ? AmaMtraNa dAbI rAkhyAM che. guru mahArAjA zaktisaMpanna che, prabhAvaka che, e kharuM paNa bAdazAhanuM bhaluM karavA jatAM emane kaMI thAya to saMghanuM zuM thAya ? saMghane tAraka jAya e kema pAlave ? pachI te e gayA che ane zuM banyuM che e badhe ItihAsa tame jANo cho. paNa prazna e che ke saMgha pitAnI pharajane kaI rIte vicAra kare ? zrI hIrasUrijI mahArAja chelle UnAmAM padhAryA che. zarIra vyAdhigrasta banyuM che. maraNa najIka jANuM nakakI kare che ke have auSadhanI jarUra nathI mATe AjathI Sadha baMdha." e vakhate Akhe zrI saMgha ekatra thAya che. puruSa, strIo, bALabaccAM tamAma AvI sUrijIne vinaMti karI kahevA lAgyA ke "bhagavaMta, Apane zarIrane khapa nathI e ame jANIe chIe paNa amArA bhalA khAtara Apa auSadha . paNa sUrijI jyAre potAnA nirNayamAM makkama rahyA tyAre sakaLa saMghe kahyuM ke "te amAre paNa AjathI annapANIne tyAga che." strIo kahe "ame bALabaccAMne dhavarAvIzuM paNa nahi ane ahIMthI UThIzuM paNa tyAre ja ke jyAre Apa auSadha leze." Akhare temane auSadha levuM paDyuM. AnuM nAma gurubhakti. zrI siMhamuninI gurubhakti bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva te sarvajJa ane vItarAga hatA ne ? jyAre bhagavAna upara gozALAe tejolesyA mUkI, tyAre cha mahinA sudhI bhagavAnane dastamAM lehI paDyuM. chatAM bhagavAna auSadha letA nathI. eka siMhamuni nAmanA aNagAra re ja bhagavAnane vinaMti karI kahe che ke "bhagavaMta ! Apa auSadha ." paNa bhagavAna letA nathI.

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250 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 muninuM bhagavAna pAse na cAlyuM. hatAza thayelA muni eka tarapha jaI pioka mUkI rudana kare che ! kahe che ke "bhagavAna auSadha letA nathI te zuM thaze?" sahana karavuM e dharma che. evuM A bhakto nathI bolyA. AjanA kahevAtA jJAnanidhio ane vidvAne zuM kahe ? e kAMI juduM ja kahe. bhagavAna siMhamunine kahe che ke "mahAnubhAva ! AmAM kAMI nathI, chatAM tuM jA, ane amuka sthaLethI amuka nirdoSa auSadha maLaze te laI Ava." siMhamuninA saMteSa khAtara prabhue paNa auSadha lIdhuM. Aje te evuM belanA paNa che ke AvuM badhuM sahana karatAM sAdhu mare te paNa vAMdhe zuM ? kharekhara, evI bhAvanAomAM jenapaNuM nathI. sAcuM jainapaNuM zAmAM che te paNa tamAre samajavuM paDaze. tame sau e samajatA thAo e ja eka zubhAbhilASA.

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsaH bhagavAne kahyuM te karavAnuM ke karyuM te? anaMta upakArI sUtrakAra paramaSi pharamAve che ke duniyA je rIte manuSyajIvananI saphaLatA kape che te vAstavika nathI. duniyA te mAne che ke ddhisiddhi maLe, mojazokhathI rahIe ane zAha Adi tarIke oLakhAI ne nAmanApUrvaka jaIe eTale jIvana saphaLa. jJAnIo emAM nA kahe che. e kahe che ke A mAnavajIvana e bheganuM sAdhana nathI. bhegane udaya bhegavavAnuM sthAna svarga che ane rasapUrvaka bhagavelA bheganA kaTu vipAke bhegavavAnuM sthAna naraka che. to have A manuSyagatinI mahattA zAne laIne ? bhegane aMge je hoya to te devagatimAM ja vadhAre bhega che. A manuSyalekanI te durgadha cArasothI pAMca jana UchaLe che. devakanI daSTie A leka te bahu gaMdo che. bheganI mahattA svIkArIe te cAra gatimAM prathama naMbare devagati ja mAnavI paDe. eTale sAbita thAya che ke A gati bhegane mATe te nathI. te have enI saphaLatA mATe zuM karavuM ? zrI tIrthaMkaradeve kahyuM te. keTalAka emaNe karyuM te karavAnI vAta kare che, paNa teoe samajavuM joIe ke e te lakattara puruSe che. manuSya gatimAM rahyA mATe manuSya kharA paNa e lakattara manuSya kahevAya. emaNe karyuM te karavAnI vAta na thAya. emaNe kahyuM te karavAnI ja vAta thAya. ApaNe thoDuM paNa je emaNe karyuM te karIe chIe te emanI AjJAmAM AvI ja jAya che. e ja rIte jIvana jIvyA te rIte jIvana jIvavuM e ja je dharma hoya te ATalethI na cAle.

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2para ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 sAgaranI upamA sAgara sAthe ja thAya : bhagavAne karyuM te karavAnI vAto karanArAne bhagavAna gharamAM rahyA mATe gharamAM rahevuM che paNa emaNe je tyAga karyo te kare nathI. zrI tIrthakarade AvIne mAtAnA garbhamAM traNa jJAna sAthe laIne AvyA, ApaNe keTalAM jJAna laIne AvyA ? sabhA be." te paNa kevAM? jenI kiMmata nahIM evAM. khAvApIvAnuM paNa mAtAne zIkhavavuM paDe evuM jJAna, jJAnanI kaTimAM gaNAya ? AtmAnA sAhajIka guNa tarIke DuM paNa na hoya e kema bane? zrI tIrthakaradeva te traNa nirmaLa jJAna sAthe laIne AvyA ane mAtAne jarA paNa kaSTa na thAya e rIte garbhamAM rahyA. eTale emanuM te badhuM ye juduM. emanuM sAmarthya, emanI apramattAvasthA, emanuM saMyama, e badhuMye nirALuM. zrI jinezvaradevanuM jIvana te zrI jinezvaradeve ja che. sAgaranI upamA sAgara sAthe ja thAya, talAvaDAM sAthe karI na thAya. sAgara ke ! te kahevuM paDe ke sAgara je. zrI mahAvIradeva kevA ? te kahevuM paDe ke emanA jevA athavA te zrI RSabhadeva Adi jevA. paNa anya keI sAthe emanI sarakhAmaNI na ja karAya. ApaNI sAme je kevaLa emanuM jIvana ja dharavAmA AvyuM hota te Aje ApaNe dhamI ja na heta. ApaNe mATe te emanI AjJA e ja Adarza. A dvAdazAMgImAM bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA na ApI heta ne mAtra emanA jIvanarUpI ArIse ja dharyo hota ane lakhyuM heta ke Ama vate e ja muktie jAya, te ApaNI mUMjhavaNane pAra na raheta. e paramatArakane saMyama, e paramatArakanAM dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva badhu anupama. ApaNe amuka aMze e badhuM karIe te "emaNe karyuM te karyuM' ema na kahevAya, "kahyuM te karyuM" ema ja kahevAya. bhagavAna kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI bhUmi upara besatA nathI. badhAe ema ja karavuM ema kahe che ke saMyamI ke kevaLajJAnI thAya?

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa [ 253 bhagavAna karemi bhaMte ' uccaratAM 'bhate' zabda kheAlatA nathI. khIjAne ema cAle ? emane teA pratyakSapaNe have kAI upadezakanI garaja nathI; tamAre ane amAre garaja che. jene na hoya te svayaMsaMbuddha tarIke varte, ApaNe te| AjJA mujaba vartavAnuM garbhathI ja traNa jJAnane dharanArA prabhu ATalA varSe gRhasthapaNuM, ATalAme varSe saMyama, ATalAme varSe kevaLajJAna ane ATalAme varSe meAkSa e badhu jANatA hatA. e parama jJAnInuM deSTAMta laI ne ApaNAthI ApaNI icchA mujaba na vartAya. e parama tArakanuM jIvana eTalu badhu anupama hoya che ke jenI tulanA A duniyAmAM keAInI sAthe thaI zake tema nathI. mukti sAdhavI hAya te! te paramatArakanI AjJAmAM rahevuM e ja dharma che ! eka paisAnu dAna devuM ane lAkhkhAnA denAra sAthe UbhA rahevuM, e bane ? zrI gaNadharadeve kahe te paNa niHza Mka satya che chatAM teoe paNa ema na kahyuM ke ' ame kahIe chIe' paNu * zrI jinezvaradeve Ama kahe che ' ema ja kahyuM. gaNadharadeve ke sAmAnya kevalIe je kAMi kahe te kaheluM teA zrI jinezvaradevAnu` ja, je zrI bhagavAna mahAvIradeve kahyuM te ja vastu anaMtA jJAnIoe kahI. : lAlana 'puNI zrAvakanu dAna bhagavAna jevuM kharuM ?? puNIAnu dAna bhagavAna jevuM nahi. khAkI zrI arihantapuramA mAe pharamAvela vidhipUrvaka karAya te puNIAnuM, tamAruM ke nAnA khALakanuM paNa dAna bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanu kharuM. e dAna bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA dAnane na paheAMce. ApaNe te| AjJA e ja Adarza 'moTA kare tema karavuM evI ghelachAnA pracAra karaze! te pelA kheDUtanI jema pAyamAlI netaraze. kheDUtanuM dRSTAMta : eka kheDUta hatA. teNe eka nAkara rAkhyA. nAkare pUchyuM ke 'mAre karavAnuM zuM ?' kheDUta kahe ke- 'huM karuM tema tAre karavAnuM.'

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254 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nAkare to gAMTha vALI. ke e kare tema karavuM. banne jaNA mAthe pANInA ghaDA mUkI khetI karavA cAlyA. jatAM jatAM acAnaka kAMI pagamAM bharAvAthI kheDUtane mAthethI ghaDo nIce paDI gayA. nokare paNa peAtAnA ghaDA pADI nAkhyA. kheDUte pUchyuM ke- te ghaDA kema pADaco ! ' nAkare teA nakkI ja karyuM hatuM ke e kare tema karavu ane bele tema khelavu. eTale eNe sAme| prazna karyAM ke- * te ghaDo kema pADayA !' kheDUte gusse thaine gALa dIdhI. nAkare paNa gALa dIdhI. kheDUte lAphA mAryAM pelAe sAmeA mAryAM. thaI jhapAjhapI. kheDUta karatAM nAkara hatA alamasta tethI kheDUta te gabharAI ne nAsavA mAMDaco eTale pele paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa nATho. mAmAM kheDUtanu dhotIyu kAMTAmAM bharAyu eTale e kADhIne nATho. nAkare paNa ema ja karyuM. pelA gharamAM jai eka khUNAmAM bharAyA. neAkara paNa e ja gharamAM jaI bIjA khUNAmAM bharAyA. have e ene bahAra kADhe koNa ? te koI zANAe bannene samajAvyA tyAre ThekANuM paDayuM. mAlika kare tema karavAnI vAta A bALageApALamAM ThasI gaI to pariNAma bahu kharAba Avaze. nokare zeTha kare tema karavAnu na hAya, zeTha kahe tema ja karavAnu hoya. AjJA mujaba saMyama pALanArA badhA anukrame muktie gayA. eka eka zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM saMkhyAkhadha AtmAe muktie gayA temAM eka paNa zrI jinezvaradeve karyuM' tema karavAthI nahi paNa te paramatArakanI AjJA mujaba vartavAthI ja. ApaNI ceAgyatA mujabanAM taravAnAM sAdhanA tAvanAra bhagavAnamAM yA echI hatI ema kahevAya ? koi moTA mANasane kahA ke tame pharsTa kalAsamAM bese! ne huM thamAM kema ? te pelA kaheze ke bhAI ! tArI sthitimAM AnaMda mAna. Aje kadAca huM besADIza paNa pachI zuM ? e sthitimAM ja tArA jIvananI zAMti che, nahi te azAMtimAM marI jaIza. 6 vizvAsa vacana upara ke puruSa upara ? AjJA e ja Adarzo che. jyAM AjJA upara bahumAna che tyAM AjJA karanAranuM bahumAna AvI ja gayuM. AjJAnA bahumAna vagaranA

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa | 255 4 AdamI vyaktinuM bahumAna karatA hAya te kheATu' che. keTalAka evu mAne che ke- 'vanavizvAse puruSavizvAsa: ' paNa zAstra kahe che ke e aNusamajutA mata che. DAhyA mATe teA puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa: ' e ja sAco mata che. evA paNa mANase A duniyAmAM ghaNA che ke jenAM vacaneA mIThAM hAya paNa hRdayamAM jhera bharyu hoya. khelanAra kANu che tenA upara vacananI kiMmata aMkAya. eka mATe mANasa tamane nAlAyaka 'kahe ane rastAnA lebhAgu 'nAlAyaka ' kahe, te! zabda teA ba MnenA sarakhA, paNa asaramAM phera paDI jAya. lebhAgunA vacananI kiMmata nahIM. paNa pelA mATe gaNAtA mANasa kahe tyAre vicAravuM paDe ke ApaNI kayAMka bhUla thaI hAvI joI e. duniyAnA a kAmanA sevake paNa A rIte vicArIne varte che. AphisamAM paraspara game teTaluM bele tenI asara nahi paNa ephisara AvIne jarA AMkha ja pherave, ele kazu nahi, teA paNa sau nIcI mUDIe kAma karavA lAgI jAya. samaje che ke ze mAravA te enA hAthanI vAta che. jainazAsana vacana parathI vyakitanI kiMmata AMkavAmAM mAnatuM nathI, e rIte khAdya kriyAthI paNa vyaktinI sAcI kiMmata na akAya. pAradhInI kriyA kevI ? jALa bichAvIne udAratApUrvaka anAjanA dANA nAkhe. pakSIone khAvA mATe AkarSe, eTalu anAja nAkhe ke pakSIe khAtAM thAke. eka pachI eka, eka pachI eka pakSIe AvI AvIne besatAM ja jAya. peleA kALajI eTalI rAkhe ke jarAye avAja na thavA de. rakhe pakSIone bhojanamAM vikSepa paDe. bahu ja sArI rIte jarAya avAja na thAya e rIte cAle. sAmethI kAI Avatu hAya te izArAthI avAja na karavA jaNAve. jANe mahAyALu ane parezapakAranI mUrti pele AvanAra kAine pUche ke A khadhuM zuM che ? te vakhate jo koI ema kahe ke bhAI ! A tA bahu dayALu mANasa che, tA te jANe ThIka paNa jo ema kahe ke A te badhAM pakSIone

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256 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jALamAM phasAvavA mATe che te te vakhate e pUchanAro sAce dayALu hoya te zuM kare ? e moTo avAja kare ke ekeeka pakSI UDI jAya. ekane paNa tyAM besI rahevA na de. have A bemAM dayALu koNa? dayALu paNa na kare eTalI dayA pAradhInI hatI. dayALu te anAja nAkhI cAlyo jAya. A te pAse rahI khavaDAve, keI aMtarAya na kare enI kALajI rAkhe. kAraNa ene te thoDuM anAja nAkhI badhAne pakaDI levA che. A kiyA sArI ke narasI? ahIM madhyastha banAya? game tema te ce anAja nAkhavAnI udAratA te karIne, ema kahevAya? enI dekhAtI udAratA, dekhItI rakSAnI pravRtti e badhI hiMsAnI ja pravRtti che. kiyA ke vacananA AdhAre bhUlyA te pariNAma kharAba Avaze. pahelI vyakitanI parIkSA, pachI enI kriyAne AdaraH zAhukAranI peDhIne paTAvALe paNa zeThanI ciThThI laIne Ave te pacAsa hajArane ceka phADI Ape, paNa zAkha vagaranI peDhIne mAlika khuda pite Ave teya prathama te "nA" ja kahe. kadAca zarama paDe ane mANasa kAMI kAma hoya te samajAvI do ke paisA hita te jarUra Apata paNa Aje tijorImAM pasA ja nathI. vyavahAra paNa vacanane nAme nahi paNa vyaktinA nAme cAle che. puruSavivAre vanavivA?" rAkhanAre kadI bhUle nahi paDe. sajajana karatAM durjananAM vacane vadhAre mIThAM hoya che. durjananI jIbhamAM madhu ane hRdayamAM jhera hoya che, jyAre sajajananA hRdayamAM madhu ane jIbhamAM kadAca kaDavAza lAvavI paDe che. retA, kakaLatA ane taraphaDiyAM mAratA bALakanI chAtI upara paga mUkI mA davA pAya, tyAre pADozaNuM AvIne kahe ke "are ! A zuM kare che? Ama davA pavAya? tyAre e "mA"ne kahevuM paDe che ke bena ! tuM tAre ghera jA. huM enI mA chuM. tane emAM khabara na paDe." cAra DAhyA UbhA hoya to teo paNa kahe ke- enI vAta sAcI che. mA je karatI haze e bALakanA bhalA mATe ja haze, kAraNa e enI mA che.

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa [ 257 kevaLa vacananA vizvAse te ThagAvAne pUre saMbhava che. buddhinidhAna zrI abhayakumAra jevA paNa vezyAthI ThagAyA. jo ke e vezyA zrAvikA banIne AvI hatI eTale kharekhara ThagAyA ema na kahevAya. vezyAe kahyuM ke "huM zrAvikA chuM, saMyamanI bhAvanA che, tethI tIrthayAtrAe hAla nIkaLI chuM." zrI abhayakumAra ahIM dharmanA nAme ThagAyA. je rAjAe zrI abhayakumArane pakaDI lAvavAnI AjJA karI hatI teNe paNa jyAre A vAta jANuM tyAre vezyAne kahyuM che ke "A nathI karyuM. tuM tArA buddhibaLathI nahi paNa dharmanA bahAne ThagIne lAvI che." sAru belanAre sAro ja hoya evuM ekAMta nathI. snehInI lAta paNa sahI levI sArI ane duzmana "padhAro padhAre" kahe te the vicAravAnuM ke rakhe tyAM khADe te nahi hoya ? sarvocca nircathatA ane sarvazreSTha cakravartitA : zrI jinezvaradeva rAgAdi zatruo upara vijaya meLavI cUkyA che, eTale ApaNA mATe te emaNe je kahyuM te ja dharma. puruSanI prAmANikatA upara vacananI prAmANiktA nirbhara che. ApaNe te dareka kriyAmAM e paramatArakanI AjJA jevAnI. zrI jinezvaradeve tIrthasthApanAnI pravRtti kyAre karI? kevaLajJAna thayA pachI, te pahelAM nahi. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pahelAM paNa mahAsamartha, mahAjJAnI kharA paNa kevaLajJAna pAse te e cAreya jJAna biMdu jevA che. mATe tIrthanI sthApanA kevaLajJAna pachI ja, pahelAM nahi. zrI tIrthakara nAmakarmane vipAkedaya paNa kevaLajJAna pachI, pahelAM nahi. pahelAM paNa Idro Ave, sevA, mahatsava karI jAya paNa pachI je jAtanAM kare che tevAM e nahi. kevaLajJAna pachI te devatAo bhagavAnane jamIna upara paga paNa mUkavA na de. AgaLa suvarNakamaLe cheThaLe ja jAya. kevaLajJAna pachInA rUpa, raMga, sAhyabI, badhuMye nirALuM. zrI vItarAga sivAya e keIne pace nahi. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA bhagavaMtanI stavanA karatAM kahe che ke "he che. sA. 17

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258 ] jIvana sAphalya darzana- 1 bhagavaMta ! eka tarapha tArI nigra thatA tArI cakravati tA paNa savecci che. A sarvocca che te bIjI tarapha enA yAga zI rIte thaye ? te eka adbhuta Azcaya che. paNa e beyane pacAvavA jeTalI tArAmAM ja ceAgyatA che ane tethI e beya vastu kevaLa jagatanA lAbha mATe ja nIvaDavAnI che. ' AlaMbana vinAnA dhama kayAre ? 1. apakAra kSamA : zAstramAM kSamA pAMca prakAranI kahI che. : 1. apakAra kSamA, 2. upa kAra kSamA, 3. vipAka kSamA, 4. vacana kSamA ane 5. leAkAttara kSamA. sAmA taraphathI sahana karavuM paDaze evI bhItithI kSamA rAkhavI te - keAI zaktizALI mANase apamAna karyuM ke DhoMsA mAryAM te vakhate vicAra thAya ke jo sAme gussA karyAM teA bIjI e paDaze, mATe kSamA rAkhavI. jo kAbU gumAvIza te mAra khAIza ane phajetI thaze. A (sthatimAM AtmAe kaSAyane rAkayA ane kSamA ApI. A kSamA mATe bhAge sau janmathI ja zIkhIne AvyA hAya che. buddhi bahera mArI gaI hoya ane AgaLapAchaLa joyA vagara kAbU gumAve te vAta judI. bAkI A kSamA zIkhavavI paDe tevI nathI. 2. upakAra kSamA : koI e ApaNA upara upakAra karyo hAya, te vyakti koI prasaMge be kaDavA zabda kahe te sAMbhaLIne, 'game tema te! ce mArA upakArI che' ema vicArI kSamA rAkhavI te. A kSamAnI mAtrA vadhI gaI. apakAra kSamAmAM kevaLa svArtha che jyAre ahIM upakArI pratye kRtajJatA che.

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa [ 259 3. vipAka mA : "kaSAya karIe te paraloka bagaDe, zAstra kahe che ke kaSAyathI durgati thAya" Ama vicArI game te prasaMge kaSAyane rokave te. , vacana mAM : zrI jinezvaradee pharamAvyuM che ke kaSAya kare joIe nahi. mATe game tema thAya paNa aprazasta kaSAya na kare te. vipAka kSamAmAM paNa bhagavaMtanA vacananI vicAraNuM kharI paNa ahIM tenI mAtrA vadhI gaI. 5. lekettara kSamA : kaI paNa jAtane vicAra karyA vinA sahajapaNe ja emanI ema kSamA banI rahe te, gussAnA prasaMge paNa gusse na Ave te. keI kahe ke huM zAstrane vicAra karyA vinA ja lokottara kSamA rAkhuM te jJAnI kahe che ke te ajJAna che. ajJAnIone e kSamA haI zaktI nathI. ghaNuM ucca kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI ja e Ave che. e AtmAne e abhyAsa hoya ke ene kaSAya spaze ja nahi. zrI jinezvaradeva pharamAve che ke AlaMbana vinA na cAle. zAstrae vidhi bAMdhI che ke guru aDhI keza dUra hoya tyAM sudhI zaktisaMpanna zrAvake Avazyaka karavA tyAM javuM joIe. ekAMtanI majA ora che chatAM, Ama kema ? te ke ekAMte besavAnI hajI vAra che. jyAM sudhI AtmA AlaMbananA AdhAre ja jIvI zake che tyAM sudhI AlaMbanane mUkI devuM e AtmAne khADAmAM gabaDAvavA jevuM che. sAtamA guNaThANe AlaMbana nahi, paNa tyAM samaya keTale ? AlaMbana vagaranuM jIvana vadhAre nahi phakta aMtarmuhUrta ja hoya. mATe AlaMbanane AgaLa karIne cAlavuM e ja dharma che. baLIA sAthe bAtha na bhIDe ? varSo sudhI pustaka vAMcIe, lAMbIDI, DAhI DAhI vAte ghaNI karIe paNa AtmA zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM sthira na thAya te

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260 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 , mahenata niSphaLa che. mATe ADAMavaLAM phAMphAM mAravAnu rahevA do. 'ame paNa kAMIka chIe ' e manamAMthI kADhI nAMkheA. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM mastaka jhukAvatAM zarama kema Ave ? vartAya eTaluM vartA, na vartAya te te ene hAtha joDI, ane bhaviSyamAM vartavAnI umeda rAkhA tA ye A jIvanamAM ghaNuM pAmyA ema manAya. tAkAta jeTale paNa AjJAno amala karyA vinA mIjI mATI mATI vAte karavAnA kAMI artha nathI. maLI sAthe bAtha bhIDIe tA marIe hui tA mAMdA teA jarUra paDIe ane karatA hoIe temAMthI paNa cUkI jaI e. mATe have hAtha joDIne kaho ke he bhagava'ta, mAre tAharuM vacana pramANu, tuM kahe te ja kharuM. tamArI jeTalI buddhi, tarka zakti hoya teTalI e AjJAne anukULa thavAmAM vAparo. enI viruddhamAM eka aMza paNa vAparatA nahi. AnuM nAma te samyaktva, jayarAjAnI daDhatA : zrI jayarAjAnI parIkSA karavA muniveSe deva Avye che. rAjA munine mahAjJAnI samaje che. nigeAdAdi vastunA svarUpanI vAta AvatAM pelA devamuni kahe che ke ' bhagavAne badhAM tattva te sAcAM kahyAM che paNa A nigeAda Adi jevI keTalIka vAta buddhimAM Utare tevI nathI.' e vakhate jayarAjAe ghaNI dalIle karI chatAM jyAre munie na mAnyuM. tyAre jayarAjAe kahI dIdhu ke, 'mahArAja padhAro ! have ApaNe meLa niha maLe.' guru tAraka kharA, uddhAraka kharA, paNa kAM sudhI ? AjJAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI. matikalpanA doDAve eTale vAta pUrI. bhagavAne karyuM' e karavAnI tAkAta ApaNI nathI. ApaNe te emaNe batAvyuM e karavAnuM. kevaLajJAnI paNa emanuM kahelu ja kahe. jJAna sarakhuM che chatAM kevaLajJAna e paramatArakanI nizrAe pAmyA, mATe e tArake kahyu te ja kaheA. e kevaLajJAnIe paNa zrI tIrthaMkaranI dezanA vakhate khAra padAmAMnI eka padAmAM bese che. emane have sAMbhaLavAnu zuM? chatAM jAya ane bese. are chadmastha evA gaNadharadevA paNa dezanA Ape tyAre paNa kevaLajJAnIe padmAmAMthI UThe nahi, AvA kalpa che.

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa | 261 "huM" ane "ame bhUlI jAo : A zAsananA saMsthApaka zrI tIrthaMkaradeveApaNe emanI AjJAmAM rahI e AjJAnI ArAdhanA dvArA mukti meLavavAnA atha. je paramatArakanA zAsanamAM rahIe, je paramatArakanI nizrAmAM rahIe, te paramatArakanI AjJAmAM rahevAmAM kAMI vAMdhe kharo ? maMtrI badhuM kare, badhI sattA bhagave, rAjAnA nAmanAM lakhANa paNa kare, chatAM maherachApa konI? hukama kene? pharamAna konA nAme ? nAnAmAM nAnA mANasane pakaDavA mATe hekama te rAjAne ja joIe. marI gayelA mAlikanA nAmanI peDhImAM paNa jamA-udhAra e mAlikanA nAme ja thAya. nokara pitAnA nAme kare te hAthakaDI paDe. tema ApaNe paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnA nAme cAlavAnuM. e rIte AjJAnI tanmayatA na heta te A zrI jenazAsananI paNa Itara darzane jevI dazA thaI hota. A zAsananA paramaprabhAvaka sUripuraMdara zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAe je dhAryuM hota te potAnA vicAra darzAvI zake tema hatA. chaghastha buddhimAM vicArabheda saMbhavita che. eka vakhata temane paNa kaI eka bAbatamAM vicArabheda thaye.guru paNa e vicAramAM saMmata thayA. chatAM e mahApuruSe lakhyuM ke "amane A vicAra thaye, emAM amArA guru paNa saMmata che paraMtu gaMbhIra buddhinA dhAraka zrI bhASyakAra mahaSi sAthe e vicArane virodha hovAthI ame e bAbatamAM mauna rahIe chIe. kyAM che ane kyAM ame? Aje to "ame paNa kAMIka chIe" ema bolanArA pAkyA che. paNa "huM" ane "ame" bolanArA-mAnanArAne A zAsanamAM sthAna nathI. ArAdhaka banavA mATe "huM" ane "ame bhUlI javuM paDaze. jamAli bhagavAnanI parSadAmAM pitAne mata sAbita karavA Ave che. bhagavAna te hajI bolyA nathI tyAM ja gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI gautamasvAmIjIe tene prazno karI niruttara karI dIdhA. chatAM bahAra nIkaLI huM sarvajJa, huM sarvajJa"nI dAMDI pITavA lAgyA. te ja vakhate bhagavatanA zramaNa samudAye ane zrAvaka samudAye nakkI karyuM ke have e saMgha bahAra. e jamAli koNa? khuda bhagavAnanA bhANeja, jamAI

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26ra ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ane pAMcase gItArtha ziSyanA guru. pAMcasene saMyamamAM jhIlAvanArA ane muktinA mArge vALanArA. paNa e pAMcasee te vakhate kahI dIdhuM ke "have tame gurU nahi, upakAra khare paNa haiyAmAM, have bahAra nahi." A zAsanamAM "huM" ane "ame" na cAle. tame ke huM karuM ? ame bolatAM zIkhyA tenA pratApe ? A Agame na heta te ame zuM bolavAnA hatA? badhuM pAmyA enA pratApe ane pAchA "ame" kahIne jAtane AgaLa karIe? tame paNa na jANe AgaLanuM, na jANe pAchaLanuM ane pAchA "huM Ama kahuM chuM ne huM tema kahuM chuM" ema kahetA phare te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame AvyA kyAMthI ? kaI duniyAmAMthI ? jJAnIonI vAta pAse tamAruM mahattva keTaluM ? mATe tame je zrI mahAvIradevanA sAcA dIkarA banavA mAgatA ho te kabulAta kare ke AjathI e paramatArakanI AjJA pramANe amArI buddhimAM kaI vAta kadApi na Utare to paNa sAcuM che te kahe te ja. A zira have bIje nahi mUke. yuddhamAM badhAye sainikone senApatine hukama mAnavo ja paDe. pAchaLa haThavAnuM kahe te haThavuM ja paDe. rasainikane vAjabI na lAge te paNa haThavuM paDe. sainikanI buddhi tyAM na cAle. vizvAsa na hatuM te senApati nImo na hato, paNa nakkI thaI gayA pachI te tene ja hukama AkharI. mATe ja rAjAe yuddhamAM vijaya meLave che. je badhA auniko senApati banI jAya te vahelo nAza notare. mATe tamAre ne amAre jyAM zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA Ave tyAM amArA vicAra" e vAtane AghI ja mUkavI. jaina banavA mATe ATalI gyatA te joIe ja. AjJA eTale anaMtajJAnInI daSTine niSkarSa ane e ja dharma, svAmIne mAnIe chIe ema kahevuM ane marajI mujaba vartavuM, e na cAle. saMyama batAvanAra nirdaya ke dayALu ? manuSyajIvananI saphaLatA mATe zrI jinezvaradevanAM zAstrone apUrva premathI sAMbhaLo, sAMbhaLIne tenA eka eka vacana upara vicAra karatA

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa [ 263 thAe ane pachI AtmAne saMyamamAM jhUlate kare. tame jaina che te kaho, tame saphaLatA zAmAM mAnI? A Agama sAthe virodha hoya te vyakta kare. bAkI A Agama manAya, jacI jAya, haiyAmAM otapreta thaI jAya te koInI tAkAta nathI ke parivartana karI zake. "hAjIyA" na bane. zAMtithI vicAro, ekAMtamAM AtmAnI sAthe dharmacarcA kare, te ja A zAsanane lAbha uThAvI zakaze. "mAruM ghara ane mArI peDhI" emAMne emAM gUMcavAI gayA te A lAbha nahi maLe. zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanane lAbha lyo, mahAmusIbate pAmyA che tene sArthaka kare, nahi te pAmyA na pAmyA jevuM thaze. saMyamaH mahAdayALue upadezelo dharma : zrI jinezvaradevane tamAruM kAMI bagADavAnI bhAvanA nathI. e je kAMI kahe che te tamArI dayA mATe ja kahe che. saMyamanA kahenArAmAM nirdayatA na hatI. saMyama e nirdayane upadezele dharma ke dayALune? e barAbara vicAro. tame nAnA pAMca varasanA bALakane nizALe mUke che te dayAthI ke nirdayatAthI? bALaka rue che, babaDe che, manamAM gALa de che, cillAya che, ene trAsa thAya che, e mAne che ke mArI jiMdagIno AnaMda lUMTI le che. A badhuM jovA-jANavA chatAM tame tenI darakAra nathI karatA. zikSaka e bALakane moTA rAkSasa jevo lAge che. ekaDo ghUMTate jAya, te jAya ane zikSakane manamAM gALo dete jAya. zikSaka na jue tyAre pATImAM ramakaDAM kADhe ane jue eTale pAcho ekaDe kADhavA mAMDe. e bALakanA mAbApanA hRdayamAM dayA kharI ke nahi? tyAM keI pharIyAda nathI karatuM ke e mAbApa keTalAM nirdaya ane ahIM evAM vacane kema nIkaLe che tene javAba Apo ! sabhA, "e javAba ApavAmAM phasI javAya tevuM che" bhAgyazALIo ! jainazAsanamAM phasI javAya evI durbuddhi keNe jagADI ? zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnA amalamAM phasI javAnI kalpanA

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264] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 keNe UbhI karI ? jainakuLamAM janmelAone, jaina sAdhunA kalyANakArI AcAra, vicAra, kiyA jANanArAone phasI javAya evuM zAthI lAge che? jene A badhuM ruce te bheLA ane phasI gayelA kema lAge che ? vicAra te kare ke bheLAo paNa phase kyAM ? jyAM mAlapANI, paisA ke majazekha maLatAM hoya tyAM. ahIM te emAMnuM kazuM nathI. zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAnA mULamAM ja jyAM tyAga che tyAM lalacAvAnI ke phasAvAnI vAta ja kyAM rahe che? mArApaNuM zemAM mAnyuM che ? tame phalANA, amuka bApanA ja dIkarA, e tame jJAnathI jANyuM ke keIna kahevAthI ? sabhA kahevAthI tyAM duniyAnA svAthI sagAMsaMbaMdhIo para jeTale vizvAsa che teTalo A AgamanA kahenArA upara kema nahi? AgamonA viSayamAM vAte vAte zaMkA kema? mA, bApa, bena, bhAI vagere saMbaMdhI upara kaI saMbhavita AkSepa kare te paNa tenI sAme laDavA taiyAra thaI jAo ane kaI tamArA sAdhu upara-sAcA khoTA AkSepa kare te ThaMDe kaleje sAMbhaLI le. uparathI bole ke "kAMIka haze tyAre kahetA haze" e tamAruM jainapaNuM kevuM ? tamArI dhamapaNAnI bhAvanA kevI ? e vicAre. zAMtinI dAMbhika vAta cheDe.. zAsanane potAnuM mAne zrI zreNika mahArAjAne devatAe mAchalAM pakaDate muni batAvyo. e joI zrI zreNika mahArAjAne AghAta thaze. vicAre che ke A muniveSane lajAve che. tenI pAse jaIne kahe che ke A zuM kare che ? pelo kahe che ke huM eka ja kAMI A nathI karate, mahAvIranA badhAye munio kare che. tyAre zrI zreNika mahArAjA kahe che ke je

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa zrAvaka na hoya tenI pAse AvI vAta karaje. tArA jevA kaMIka pati tene jouM te ye bhagavAna zrI mahAvIranA badhA munie AvA che e vAta na mAnuM. cAla, veSa cheDIne ravAnA thaI jA. tamane AvuM mArApaNuM che? mArA prabhu ! mArA guru ! mAruM zAsana ! AvuM kAMI kharuM ? baMgalA, bagIcA. strI-chokarAM, peDhI, havelI, A badhAmAM mArApaNuM mAnI besI gayA che. emAM kayAMya kAMkarI paNa paDe te AkaLavikaLa thaI jAo che ane ahIMnI vAtamAM pUrI zAMti rAkhI zako cho e zAthI? Aje duniyAnA rogAnamAM A deva, guru, dharma ane AganI jeTalI cheDatI tamArA dekhatAM thaI rahI che teTalI cheDatI tamArI jAtanI thAya te zuM kare? e kahe - jyAM sahevAnuM tyAM dhamAdhama ane jyAM nahi sahevAnuM tyAM upekSA, e UMdhe nyAya nathI? duniyAmAM hajAro manuSya hiMsA karI rahyA che. corI, luccAI, badamAzI, prapaMca vagerene sumAra nathI, e badhAnI tamane dayA nathI AvatI ane A pAMca mahAvratadhArIonI dayA Ave che, e tamArI dayA kaI jAtanI ? kaI dAna de tyAM ema thAya ke bIcArAnI kathaLI khAlI thaI jaze, kaI zIla pALe te ema thAya ke A yuvAna vaye ATalI bhegasAmagrI vacce Ave tyAga hoya? kaI tapa tape te ema thAya ke bIcAro vinA kAraNa bhUkhe marI jaze. ane koI dIkSA le te ema thAya ke A vijJAnanA yugamAM vaLI odhA zA ? A yugamAM te havAI jahAjemAM uDavAnuM vAjabI manAya ane ghA levA e moTo gune manAya, paNa huM kahuM chuM ke e tamArAM havAI jahAje te eTalAM khataranAka che ke beThA pachI jIvatA AvyA to bhAgyazALI ! mATe evA jIvananA sodA na le. thoDA samayanI maja khAtara A mAnavajIvana heDamAM na mukAya. jhukavuM hoya te zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA AgaLa yke, bAkI bIjI prapaMcabAjImAM na jhuke. dunyavI padArthonA nAza samaye, zarIranA nAza samaye zAMti jALave te dharma che, paNa dharmanA nAza samaye khoTI zAMtinA pATha na bhaNe. evI zAMtinI dAMbhika vAta karanArAonI A zAsanamAM kadI mukti thaI nathI.

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266 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 e meDhAM zItaLa sarovaro : madira ane upazraya, tenI sAme dRSTi agADI tene DahALazeA nahi. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanuM zAsana che tyAM sudhI maMdira ane upAzrayA jIvatA rahevAnA che. je kamanasIbe A be cIjane kharakhAda karavA mAge che. teo peAtAnI jidRgIo ja kharabAda karI rahyA che. evAne vadhAvanArAo paNa peAtAnI pAyamAlI neAtarI rahyA che. saMsArasAgara taravA mATenAM A te be anupama jahAjo che. tenI sAme tA AMkhanI amI varasAve paNa kI diSTa bagADatA nahi. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI tapI gayelAone zItaLa ThaMDaka ApanArAM A be meTAM sarAvA che. tenu zItaLa jaLa pIvAya teA pIvA, na pIvAya tA bIjAne pIvA de, paNa tene hoLIne bagADaze| nahi, tenI sAme aNuchAjatA udgAre kADhIne tamArA jainatvane malina karI mAnavajIvana veDaphI na nAkheA. A be sthAnAmAM je pavitratA che te bIje kacAMya nathI. zrI jinezvaradevanI vANIne prabhAva ajama che. dhamAla karavAnA irAde AvelA paNa e vANInA prabhAve zAMta thaI jAya che. sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM temanA aMtarAtmA pAkAre che ke ahI dhamAla na thAya. bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM pAkhaDIo paNa DolatA hatA. zrI jinezvaradevanI vANInA kheAlanArA nirbhIya che. enA paranAM anekAneka AkramaNA enI meLe ja nAza pAme che, bhayanAM vAdaLa Ape|Apa vikharAI jAya che. bhagavAnanA mArga kahetAM ame kadAca bhayamAM sapaDAI e teAye tenI paravA na heAya. prabhunI vANI sa'bhaLAvatAM virodhIo amAre mATe, amArI jAtane mATe, emane chAje tevAM gappAM uDAve, kalakA mUke, gALA de tA paNa amane enI leza paNa paravA nathI. ame zuddha hAizu' te| amArI jIvananaukA majethI tarI jaze. sAMsArasAgara tarI sahelAIthI mAkSe paheAMcIzuM, amAre tA e ka kSayamAM sahAyaka ja che. paNa jo amArAmAM ja mahIM pAla haze teA duniyA pUje chatAM durgatinA khADA taiyAra che. kasattA koInI zarama rAkhe tema nathI. bAkI je pApAtmAo sayamanI sAme kAdava uchALe che, e kAdava teone ja cAMTavAnA che. A badhI vAtA have spaSTa kahyA vinA

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa [ 267 cAle tevuM nathI. lebhAgu lake game tema bole tyAM jhUkatA na thAo. ahIM paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA na dekhAya te mane mUkIne paNa cAlatA thaze. tamane lAge ke ahIM bhagavAnanA zAsanane anusaratuM belAya che te ja sAMbhaLaje, nahi te khullaMkhullA kahe che ke ame sAMbhaLavA taiyAra nathI. bAhya saMge paNa zuM kAma kare che? zrI zreNika mahArAjA zrI arihaMtadevanA, zrI arihaMtapadanA ArAdhaka. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA guNe jyAM dekhe tyAMthI grahaNa karanArA. teo ekadA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane vaMdana karavA mATe, catura gI senA sAthe jaI rahyA che. mArgamAM zrI prasannacaMdra rAjarSine dhyAnamAM UbhelA joyA. sUrya sAme dRSTi karIne muni eka page UbhA che, grISma tu che, madhyAhnakALa che, paraseve nItarI rahyA che, dhyAnamAM ekAgra che. caturaMgI senA AgaLa be padAre cAlI rahyA hatA. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe guNa pramANe nAme ApI oLakhAvyA che : sumukha ane durmukha. anupama zAsana ! jainazAsanamAM vastune jevI hoya tevI ja oLakhAvAya che. A zAsana te anupama che. jo tame barAbara vicAraze te atyAre duniyAmAM je kAMI banI rahyuM che te A kathAmAMthI nIkaLaze. sumukha TAmAM Ubhe na rahe. belivuM paDe te sAcuM, sAruM ane kalyANakArI ja bele. durmukhanI jAta judI. enAthI bolyA vinA rahevAya nahi. pachI temAM sAcuM, baTuM ke sAruM, kharAba jevAnuM nahi. munine joI durmukha bolyA ke "joyA munine !" sumukhe kahyuM - "vAha ! kevA muni! dhanya che emanA tyAga ane tapane kevuM suMdara dhyAna dhare che?" tyAM te durmukha kahe che - "dhULa paDI enA dhyAnamAM! dhikkAra che enA tyAga ane tapane! dUdha pItA bALakane gAdI seMpI bhAIbaMdha cAlI nIkaLyA. maMtrIo bALakane khatama karavAnI taiyArImAM che. A te vaMzane

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268 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 nAzaka che. evAnAM vakhANu zAM ? ' A mahAtmAne dIkSA ApanAra keNu che? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva. bhagavAne jene dIkSA ApI enI ce parIkSA karanAra UbhA thayA kharA. kaNa ? dumu kha. e du khe bhAMgaDA vATyo. pariNAma viparIta AvyuM. sumukha tene rAkavA lAgyA paNa durmukha sAMbhaLe ? Aje paNa evA AtmAo sAMbhaLe che? e sAMbhaLe ja nahi. " dukhanA zabdo mahAtmAnA kAnamAM gayA. ahAranuM nimitta paNa kevAM pariNAma lAve che tenuM A dRSTAMta che. dusukhanAM vacanethI e mahAtmAnI vicAradhArA palaTAya che. zrI vIranA hAthe dIkSita, tadbhava muktigAmI evA paNu mahAtmAnI dazA A bahAranA zabdothI palaTAI te tamArI. amArI zI dazA ? mATe hu MmezAM uttama saceAgeAmAM ja rahevA prayatnazIla banavuM jarUrI che. muni vicAre che, jene meM mArA mAnyA, jenu Aja sudhI bharaNapASaNa karyuM, e ja matrIo nimakaharAma manI mArA putranA prANa levA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA ? te huve huM paNa emanI khabara lauM. " paDakAra karIne kahe che AvI jAo sAme ! have mane manAvRttie munipaNAthI khasyA. sAme ma`trIo khaDA thaI gayA. maneArAjyamAM yuddha cAlu thaI gayuM. hathiyArA chUTayAM, kaMIkane mAryAM, kaIkane kApyA. ema karatAM hathiyAre khUTyAM. eTale mAthAnA mukuTa utArI pheMkavA mAthe hAtha mUko. paNa mAthu to maMDAyela hatu. muni cAMkayA. tarata bhAnamAM AvyA. muDA mAthAe bhAna karAvyuM, Aje teA upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanu eka padya geAkhI rAkhyuM che ke 'zu muDe zuM lAce re. ' paNa te kayAre ane kone vicAravAnuM tenI gama nathI. muDA mAthAe muninI vicAradhArAmAM palaTo ANyA. ' huM kANu ? kAnu rAjya, kanA putra, keAnA ma`trI ane have mAre ne e badhAne zuM?' muni pAchA dha-zukla dhyAnamAM caDhavA. zrI zreNika mahArAjA A mahAtmAne joi hAthI parathI nIce UtaryA. vaMdana karI caraNanI raja mAthe caDhAvI. muninI anumADhanA

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puruSavizvAse vacanavizvAsa | [ 269 karatA jAya che. paNa muni te te vakhate manamAM yuddha khelI rahyA che. zrI zreNika mahArAjA bhagavAna pAse pahoMcyA. vaMdana karI dezanAmAM beThA. avasara pAmI pUche che ke "bhagavaMta! meM je munine vaMdana karyuM te te vakhatanA dhyAnamAM mare te kyAM jAya? bhagavaMta kahe - "sAtamIe jAya." thoDIvAra pachI pharI pUchyuM ke "bhagavad ! have atyAre mare te ?" bhagavaMta kahe - "sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM." A sAMbhaLI rAjA mUMjhavaNamAM paDe che. tyAM te AkAzamAM duMdubhinAda thaye eTale vaLI zrI zreNika mahArAjAe pUchayuM - "bhagavata A zuM ? " bhagavAna kahe e munine kevaLajJAna thayuM." zrI zreNika mahArAjA kahe che - "bhagavAna A zuM ? ghaDImAM sAtamI, ghaDImAM savArthasiddha ane have kevaLajJAna? " bhagavAne badhI vAta kahI. maMDelA mAthe ane veSanA prabhAve A dazA thaI. mATe "mana saccA te saba saccA" nA karatA bAhya AlaMbane vinA AtmAnI zuddhi ghaNI kaThina che. mAnasika zuddhi paNa bAhA AlaMbanane avalaMbe che. munie mAnasika yuddha karI sAtamI yegya daLiyAM meLavyAM, vicAra palaTAtAM sarvArthasiddhamAM javA jeTalI yogyatA meLavI ane aMte kevaLajJAna pAmyA. muniveSane A kevo prabhAva ! sUrya kadI chAbaDe na haMkAva : sabhA, "ApanA upadezamAM vAte vAte dIkSA ja AvyA kare che!" bhAgyazALIo ! bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM dIkSA kAMI chUpI cIja che ? dIkSA pAmyA vinA keI muktie gAyuM nathI, jatuM nathI ane jaze paNa nahi. anAdikALathI anaMtakALa sudhI sadeva dIkSA ja dIkSA che. kadAca kaI gurukamI dIkSAne DhAMkavA mAge to ya nahi DhaMkAya. chAbaDe sUrya DhaMkAya te zrI jinAgamamAM dIkSA haMkAya. zrA jinAgamamAM te dIkSAnI nebata vAge che. dIkSAthI ja tamAma zAstro bharyA che cha khaMDanA mAlika cakavatIe mukuTa utArI cAlI nIkaLyA, te A dIkSA mATe. jhuMpaDA jevAM ghara tamArAthI chUTatAM nathI ane e cha khaMDanI sAhyabI paLavAramAM choDI de che. are ! idro paNa

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270 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tamArI IrSyA kare che te zA mATe? e vicAre che ke "A bhAgyazALI evA ke jhaTa e pAme. amArA sAgaropamanAM AyuSya vye pUrAM thAya ne zrAvakane avatAra meLavI A e pAmIe !" paNa have te temane sa deza mekalI devuM joIe ke "je dIkSA mATe ahIM AvavA IcchatA ho te na Avaze. Avaze te ame tamArA e mArganI A dIvAle UbhI karyA sivAya rahIzuM nahi." mahAnubhAvo ! muMbaInI hajAronI jaina vastImAM jainatva kema na jhaLake? tyAM tyAgamArganA pUjArIo kema na hoya? tyAgamArganA upadezanA dhodha kema na vahe? kaho ke jarUra vahe. A bhagavAnanA zAsananI dIkSA haiyAmAM vasI jAya te AtmAnuM kalyANa sunizcita che. tame sau AtmakalyANa sAdhanArA bane e ja eka zubhAbhilASA.

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra janadharmane pAya zuM ? anantaupakArI sUtrakAra paramarSi pharamAve che te samajAI jAya ane tenA upara zraddhA thaI jAya te samajAya ke A mAnavajIvana e kAMI bheganuM sAdhana nathI. je bheganA sAdhana tarIke tarIke jJAnI varNana karavA beThA hota te devajIvanane ja paheluM sthAna Apata. mAnavajIvanane agrasthAna ApavAnuM kAraNa juduM ja che. mAnavajIvananI mahattA na samajAya tyAM sudhI enI saphaLatAne hetu paNa na samajAya. rogIne rega bhayaMkara na lAge, hAnikAraka na lAge, tyAM sudhI e vaidyanI salAha sIdhI rIte mAne nahi. e rIte A mAnavajIvana Atmasiddhi mATenuM UMcAmAM UMcuM AlaMbana che, e nahi samajAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIe batAvelAM saphaLatAnAM kAraNe pratye prema nahi jAge. zrI jinezvaradevanA Agamane rucipUrvaka sAMbhaLavuM, sAMbhaLyA pachI enI pratyeka vAta para zraddhAne majabUta banAvavI ane pachI zakti pramANe saMyamamAM pravartana karavuM emAM jJAnIo A mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA batAve che. jJAnIonI A vAta kabUla karanAre, AnAthI viparIta vastuo jIvananI sAdhanAmAM avarodhaka che ema hRdayamAM ThasAvavuM paDaze. samyakatva tathA vitane sArAM kahevAM hoya te mithyAtva tathA aviratine khoTAM kahevAM paDaze. kaSAyanA abhAvane jarUrI kahe heya te kaSAye hAnikAraka che ema kahyA vinA nahi cAle. A traNa vastuomAM saphaLatA tyAre ja manAya ke jyAre bIjI vAsanAo ApaNAmAMthI nIkaLI jAya. e vAsanAo jyAM sudhI nahi nIkaLe tyAM

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272 jIvana sAphalya daza na-1 sudhI A traNa vAta aMtaramAM nahIM Utare. Aje te prazna e kare che ke A badhAM zAstro sAMbhaLavAM zuM kAma ? ethI phAyado ze? ane saMyamathI te| A badhI maLelI sAmagrIne lAbha cUkI javA e ke bIjuM kAMI ! parantu jJAnIe te kahe che ke A mAnavajIvana e bhoganuM sAdhana nathI. bhAganA sAdhana tarIke jJAtioe mAnavajIvananI kadI ja praza MsA karI nathI. bhAganA sAdhana tarIke prazaMsA karavI hota te devalAkanI ja karata, jyAM bhAga sadA emane vIMTaLAI ne ja rahe che. emanAM zarIra e ja bhAgarUpa che. bhale kalyANaka-maheAsavA ujavavA jAya, jinaSmiSTha pUjavA jAya chatAM bhAgasAmagrI teA sAthe ja. e vivekI kAMI ochA nathI. tamArA karatAM te! kAMIguNA viveka karI zake tema che. mATe teA vinmudha kahevAya che. tamArI pAse tA keAI vizeSa jJAna nathI. e te avadhijJAnathI badhuM najare jue che. tamane te jJAnInA viraha che; e jJAnInA yAga meLavI samAdhAna karI zake che. evI evI bhUminI spanA kare che ke saheje sArI bhAvanA AvI jAya. eTale sAmagrInI dRSTie koI vAtanI tyAM echapa nathI. lAlana : tyAre vAMdhA kayAM che? e ja vAMdhA che ke enAmAM bhAganA tyAganI tAkAta nathI, e tAkAta mAnavajIvanamAM che. bhAganA yAganI tAkAta e ja mAnavajIvananI mahattA. AvA mAnavajIvanathI tyAgane Aghe karavA kema pAlave? leAkA kahe che ke A jamAnAmAM tame badhuM kahA paNa tyAganI vAta na belA, badhuM mAnIe paNa tyAganI vAta na mAnIe, tyAganI chAyA paNa na joIe. tyAre jJAnIe kahe che ke tyAga e ja A mAnavajIvananA sAra che. devatAomAM je khAmI te A eka ja che. e khAsI vagaranA manuSyeA che. viveka devAmAM vadhyA paNa vivekane amala manuSyAmAM vadhyo. amuka devatAo to SadbhajyanA ciMtanamAM evA mazagula rahe che ke na pUcho vAta. paNa emanuM jIvana evu maMdhanamAM che ke tyAganI vAtamAM emanA vivekane bilakula amala karI zake nahi. bAkI te khIjI

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [ ra73, vAtamAM tamArA karatAM paNuM kaMIguNo UMce viveka karI zake che. enA jevI bhegasAmagrI tamane maLe te tame te eka paNa dharmakriyA na kare. bharapUra bhogasAmagrI vacce e ekeeka mahatsave sArI rIte ujave che. dareka IMdro zrI jinezvara bhagavaM tenAM pAMce ya kalyANake ThAThamAThathI ujave che. paraMtu samyagadaSTi devatAo game tevA virAgI ane bhAvanAvALA hoya chatAM ahIM manuSyanimAM AvyA vinA mukti meLavI zakatA nathI. sarvArthasiddha vimAnavAsI de, vItarAga prAyaH dazAmAM rahelA, UMcAmAM UMcI keTina ane jemanAthI siddhazilA mAtra bAra yejanA UMce che, emane paNa muktie pahoMcavA mATe je jIvana meLavavuM paDe te tamane maLyuM che. e jIvanamAM tamAre zuM sAMbhavavuM joIe, hRdayamAM zuM ThasAvavuM joIe ane pachI zuM karavuM joIe, e samaje. zrI sarvajJa bhagavAnanuM kaheluM zAstra sAMbhaLavuM, e zAstranA ekeeka vacana upara daDha zraddhAne keLavavI, ane pachI saMyamamAM vIryanuM pravartana karavuM, emAM ja jIvananI saphaLatA che. reja ekanI eka vAta rUpAMtara karI tamArI AgaLa mUkuM chuM chatAM Ajadivasa sudhI tame e vastune niSedha karI zaktA nathI. e ema sUcave che ke tamane e mAnya che. je e vAta barAbara hoya te ene amala karavA mATe zakti mujaba pravRtti kare. jJAnI AmAM ja mAnavajIvananI sAcI saphaLatA kahe che. A sivAya bIjAmAM hoya te tame kahe. ahIM nA kaho nahi, hadayamAM mAne nahi ane bahAra bIjuM bIjuM bole te tamArI sAthe meLa kema jAme? mATe je hoya te khullA dile kahe. huM pUchapUcha karuM chuM te tamane oLakhavA mATe. A vicAre tamane pasaMda che ke nahi te jANavA mATe. pasaMdagI vinA A mArganI sevA keI kALe thaInathI, thatI ane thaze paNa nahi, duniyAnI badhI pravRttio anicchAe paNa thAya paNa ahIM to IcchA vagara vAstavika phaLa maLe ja nahi. vagara IcchAe karelI dharmakriyA kadAca svargAdi phaLa Ape paNa tethI phAyado zuM? ahIM IcchA eTale muktinI IcchA, svargAdi jI. sA. 18

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274 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana 1 phaLanI IcchA nahi. dharma pratApe svargAdi kadAca maLI jAya paNa enI IcchAthI dharma karyo te saMsAramAM rUlI javAze. mekSanI IcchAe ArAdhatAM kudaratI rIte svargAdi maLe te bhale, paNa mAgyuM te mULa gayuM. paNa ahIMnAM tuccha sukhanI vAsanA na maTe, covIse kalAka e vAsanAothI rIbAtA heya, enuM ja raTaNa heya ane kahuM ke svarganI vAsanA na karo, devAMganAo tathA devatAI sukho na Icche ane mAtra mokSasukhane ja Iccha, te e kevI rIte bane ? jene dunyavI sukho paNa duHkharUpa lAge tenAthI ja e bane. jainadharmane mULa pAye ahIM ja samAyeluM che. vihAra be prakAranA kahyA che: ApaNe mATe zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA e ja dharma. emaNe karyuM te karavuM ema nahi, kahyuM te karavuM emAM dharma. emaNe kaheluM te e ja kare agara emanA jevA ja karI zake. A avasarpiNImAM asaMkhyAtA AtmAo muktimAM gayA te vIsa zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI AjJAna pAlanathI ja muktie gayA, nahi ke e covIse jema karyuM tema karIne. zrI kalpasUtra tame dara varSe sAMbhaLe che. temAM paNa bhagavAna jyAre dIkSA levA jAya che tyAre kulavRddhAo zuM kahe che? jo ke bhagavAna te svayaM jJAnI che. temane upadezanI jarUra nathI. chatAM e kulavRddhAe temane zrI jinapadiSTa mArge cAlavAne upadeza Ape che. dharma e zrI jinezvaradevanuM jIvana nahi paNa temanI AjJA. AjJA mujaba cAlavAmAM ja dharma zAstramAM ThAmaThAma lakhyuM che ke gho '. zrI tIrthaMkaradeve "3varnara vA, vimera vA, ghuvera vA' kahyuM. enA uparathI zrI gaNadharadevee samagra dvAdazAMga racI. evA zrI gaNadhara devee paNa ema na kahyuM ke ame Ama kahIe chIe. dvAdazAMgI racI emaNe, paNa batAvI keNe? mATe je kAMI karIe te emanI AjJAne anusAre ja karavAnuM. e tArakanAM dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva, dazA, sthiti, jJAna, atizaye, mahimA, prabhAva, chAyA vagere badhuM uparathI ema na kahyuM ke mATe je koI

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [275 ja abhuta. keIthI anukaraNa na thaI zake tevuM. mATe emaNe batAvelA mAge cAlavAnuM. zAstramAM vihAra be prakAranA kahyA che. eka gItArtha vihAra ane bIjo gItArthanI nizrAne vihAra, nizrAmAM vihAra karanAra vAtavAtamAM gItArthane pUchIne cAle. nizrAe viharanArane vihAra svataMtra nathI. ApaNe nizrAmAM viharavAnuM che. ApaNuM jIvana parataMtra che. ApaNe paNa javuM che te zrI jinezvarade gayA tyAM ja, eTale mokSamAM ja paNa eka utsarpiNImAM tathA avasarpiNImAM tIrthakara thaIne muktimAM vIsa ja jAya - bAkI te gaNadhara, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu thaIne kalyANa sAdhI gayA. Atmapatana thAya evI vAta na kahe : zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJAmAM rahenArA ApaNe emanI AjJAonA marmane samajavA jeTaluM thAya eTale prayatna karavo joIe. zrI zAlina bhadra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI mAtA pAse AvIne saMyama levA rajA mAgI, e prasaMga jANe cho ne? zrI zAlibhadra : "mAtA, meM bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI vANI sAMbhaLI." mAtA : "dhanyabhAgya !" zAlibhadra H "mAtAjI! e vANI mane bahu rucI." mAtA : "dIkarA! tAruM ahobhAgya !" zAlibhadra: "evI rucI ke badhuM choDavAnuM mana thAya che." mAtA : "ghaNuM ja ahebhAgya ! zAlibhadraH "mAtAjI ! Aje ja javuM che." ahIM mAtAne mehe phaTako mAryo. mUchI AvI, pachI bhAnamAM AvI tyAre kahe che, "dIkarA ! e tArAthI kema banaze ? tuM AvI rIte jAya e te sahana na thAya." paNa e mAtAe te vakhate ema na kahyuM ke - bhagavAna zrI mahAvIre mAtApitAnA marI gayA pachI

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276 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dIkSA lIdhI hatI mATe tAre paNa levI hoya te pahelAM mane maravA de. jA, mahAvIrane pUchI Ava ke tame mAtAnA jIvatAM A mArga lIdhuM hatuM ? " AvuM kAMI e mAtAe na karyuM. kema ? bhagavAna zrI mahAvIranuM jIvana e jANatAM nahi hoya ? badhuM jANatAM hatAM paNa emanI dRSTi judI. tame badhA jANe paNa tamArI daSTi judI. maLe te zrI mahAvIranA jIvanamAMthI paNa me jamajA meLavavI evI ghaNAnI dhUna che. tamArI pAse kathA kahevAmAM paNa bhaya che. emAMthI paNa tame phAvatuM kADhe. tyAga mATe kahevAtI kathAmAMthI artha-kAma zodhI kADhe evA hoziyAra tame che. vaDIlanI AjJA mAnavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM paNa vaDIle AjJA kevI karavI, e bhagavAne kahyuM che ke nahi ? vaDIla vaDIlapaNuM gumAvIne AjJA kare te vaDIlapaNuM gumAve che. evA e vaDIlanA vAlIpaNAmAM rahevAnI pharaja na hoya. zAstra kahe che - mAbApa upakArI che, zarIranA saMrakSaka ane vardhaka che. mAbApane upakAra jete nathI. e upakAra nahi mAnanArA kRtane che. mAbApanI avagaNanA karanArA dIkarAo e mA bApanA sAcA dIkarA ja nathI. tAkAta hoya te mAbApa khAtara zarIrane paNa bhega ApI devuM joIe, paNa e mAbApa zarIranA piSaNa mATe AtmAne bhega mAge che te na apAya. zarIranA pAlaka ane poSaka chatAM e mAbApa zarIranA adhiSThAtAne kadI na bhUle. kevaLa meha ke svArtha khAtara zarIrane sAcavavA AtmAnuM na bagADe. unmArge jatA putrane kAnapaTTI pakaDIne samAge kheMcI lAvavAne mAbApane hakka che. zrI jainazAsane e adhikAra mAnya rAkhe che. Aje to keTalAka evA paNa pAkyA che ke e mAbApane paNa saMbhaLAve che ke "ame na hota te tamAruM vAMjhIyApaNAnuM meNuM keNuM TALata? AvuM kahenArA dIkarAonI te A zAsanamAM kulAMgAra tarIkenI gaNanA che. evA dIkarAothI te mAbApo chate dIkare dIkarAo vagaranA banI gayA che. zAstra kahe che ke dIkarA bA upara mAbApane

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [ 277 akhaMDa upakAra che mAbApane upakAra du pratikAra che. e upakArane badale vALavA te dIkarAoe ghaNuM karavuM paDe. maratAM sudhI e pharaja visarAya nahi. e upakArano badalo vALavAne zreSTha upAya e che ke piote zrI tIrthaMkaradeve pharamAvelA sanmArgamAM sthira thaIne mAbApane e mArgamAM che. jJAnIoe dIkarAo upara A pharaja mUkI che. zAstranI A vAta tarapha bedarakAra banI zAstrane nAme ja phAvatI vAte karanArAo zrI jainazAsanane bhAre hAnI karI rahyA che. zrI zAlibhadranAM mAtAjI prabhu mahAvIranA jIvanane sArI rIte jANatAM hatAM, paNa AtmAne hAni thAya, AtmAne nAza thAya tevI eka paNa vAta phAvatI rIte prabhu zrI mahAvIranA jIvanamAMthI levA e taiyAra na hatAM. zrI mahAvIradeva amuka rIte kema jIvyA? te samajavAnuM ke samartha hatA, emanI e tAkAta hatI. e traNa jJAnanA dhaNI pitAnA jJAnamAM jue te rIte varte. jJAnathI trIsame varSe dIkSA joI te trIsame varSe lIdhI paNa ApaNe mATe e tArake kahyuM zuM ? zakti Ave te AThame varSe ja laI levAnI AjJA karI. kema? ApaNe kyAre marazuM te ApaNe jANatA nathI. se varSanuM AyuSya kahevAya paNa e sopakrama, kyAre tUTe tene bharaso nahi. nimitta maLatAM tUTI jAya te rakhaDI paDIe.. emanA AyuSyamAM te game tevA samayamAM paNa parivartana na ja thAya. e tArakanI jema vartavAnI ghelachAnuM pariNAma to kAMI avanavuM ja Ave. zrI zAlibhadrajInI mAtAe te kahyuM ke "mArAmAMthI hajI meha gaye nathI." bhagavAna mahAvIranI AjJAnA svarUpane e barAbara samajatAM hatAM, tethI bIju kazuM e bolyAM nathI. jAtanA de DhAMkavA bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA jIvanane upayoga na karatA. sTImarane kaptAna paNa tenA niyama mujaba vate tene pAra utAre. marajI mujaba vartanAre DUbI jAya tenI javAbadArI enA zire nahi. zrI jinezvaradevane zAsanarUpI sTImaramAM besanArAne mATe zrI jinezvaradeva rUpI kaptAnanI AjJA e ja dharma,

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ra78 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 e kadI kaptAna kare tema karavAnI mUrkhatA na kare, kaptAna kahe tema ja karavAnA prayatna kare. muninI dRSTi paDe tene lAbha zuM thAya ? - jenA para muninI dRSTi paDe tene saMsAra kAM te chUTe ane ke te te cheDavA je, ema mAnate thAya, e thAya te ja manAya, ke muninI dRSTi paDI ane jhIlanAre jhIlI. vIse bhagavAnanI dezanA vAMce te temAM mukhya dhvani sarvaviratine ja nIkaLaze. "zrI upamiti bhavaprapaMcA" nAmanI kathAnA racanAra paramaSi kahe che ke, eka AtmA sarvavirati Adare tyAre prabhunA zAsanamAM pratyeka ghare AnaMdanAM vadhAmaNuM thAya che. jainazAsanamAM rahele samyagadaSTi AtmA saMsAramAM lUkhA hadaye rahe, dezaviratidhara paNa saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM nathI ema mAnIne rahe ane je pAse Ave tene e ja vAta kare, ane sarvaviratidhara saMsArane choDavA je ja kahe. zrI jinezvaradevane rAgI keNa kahevAya? jene zrI jinezvaradevanI kathAmAM prIti hoya, zrI jinezvaradevanA mArganI vAta jyAM jyAM thAya tyAM AnaMda Upaje; e pahele guNa che. bIje guNa che enA mArganI niMdAnuM azravaNa - enuM cAle te e niMdAne reke, na cAle te kAnamAM AMgaLA nAkhI Aghe jAya. muninI dezanAnuM pariNAma zuM ? have A zrI nayasAranI vAta upara, nayasAra je munione sAthe bheLA karavA sAthe jatA hatA te munie jhADa nIce beThA. nayasAra vinIta hatA. A vinIta ame besIe tyAM sudhI UThIne jAya nahi ema muni jANatA hatA. samyagudarzana pAmanAra AtmAmAM yogyatA kevI hovI joIe, e vicAre. muninI oLakhANa nahi chatAM mAtra veSa uparathI tyAgI ane duniyAthI virakta che tema jANe, temanI prasanna mukhamudrAthI kheMcAItemanI bhaktimAM rokAyA. jamIna para dhUsarA pramANa daSTi rAkhIne cAlanArA munie Apa zuM ? mukhyatayA rajoharaNa. te levAnI zakti na hoya tene samyakatva mUla bAravrata, ve mudrAthI cAlanArAya tene

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra | 279 e paNa zakti na hoya tene samyatva ane ethI paNa ochI zaktivALAne mArgAnusAritA. A sivAya muni bIju zuM Ape ? zAstramAM jyAM tyAM mahAtmAonA varNanamAM zuM Ave che ? amuka AcArya seMkaDonA parivAra sAthe amuka nagaranA udyAnamAM padhAryA, nagaranA leke dezanA sAMbhaLavA ekaThA thayA, dezanA sAMbhaLI keTalAke sarvavirati, keTalAka dezavirati ane keTalAke samyaktvane svIkAra karyo. ThAmaThAma dharmakathAomAM A ja vAta sAMbhaLavA maLaze. bIjI kaI vAta nahi maLe. zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAje zrI sImaMdhara prabhune vinaMti karatAM kahyuM che ke arthanI dezanA je dIye, eLave dharmanA grantha re, parama padane pragaTa cera je, tehathI kema vahe paMtha re." zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAja vakhatane kALa bhayaMkara hatA. te samayamAM saMyama pALe ene keTizaH dhanyavAda. pU. zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjane gocarI-pANI meLavavAmAM paNa bhAre takalIpha paDatI. prANane saMzaya satata rahete. eka tarapha grantha lakhAya ane bIjI tarapha virodhIo taka meLavI saLagAvI mUke. te vakhate e mahApuruSe kahyuM che ke - * siddhAMtarakSA khAtara A azAMtinI AgamAM saLagI maravuM e ja zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsananI sAcI zAMti che ' zAMtinA bahAne chatI tAkAte virodhIonA prahAro sAme mUMgA rahenArA, e jainazAsanamAM kiMmata vinAnA che. vastutaH jainazAsana temanA haiye vasyuM nathI, jinakalpa, abhigraho Adi aMgIkAra karavAnI paNa zAtre vidhi bAMdhI che. dazapUrvadhare mATe ene niSedha che. dazapUvI enI dezanA amedha hoya che. e dezanAthI hajAre AtmA prabhumArgamAM sthira thAya che, mATe temane jinakalpa svIkAravAne niSedha che. bIjA paNa je jinakalpane svIkAra kare te potAnI pAchaLa zAsana calAvanAra dharI, game tevA samartha zAsanarakSakane pitAnA sthAna para mUkI pachI ja svIkAra

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280 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 kare. sthAna sUnuM mUkIne samAdhi jIvana gALavA na jAya. zAsananI rakSA karatAM AvatI azAMti e to parama zAMti che, AjanA kahevAtA dayALuone AhvAna ! keTalAka kahe che ke mahArAja viredhI-vidhI kema bele che? paNa temaNe jANavuM joIe ke ahIM keI aMgata virodhInI vAta thatI nathI. amArI jAtanA virodha mATe amane kazI ciMtA nathI. prabhuzAsananA virodhIo mATenI ja A vAta che. tene mATe ja amAre paDakAra che. zAsananA rAgI te amArA rAgI, zAsananA virodhI te amArA virodhI. zAsana mAruM....e romaromamAM prasarI javuM joIe. A zAsana amArU che ne tamAruM nathI ? peDhI para heziyAra dIkare joIe te A zAsananI peDhI calAvavA ekAda hoziyAra dIkare ApavuM joIe yA nahi ? tamArA gharanA saMcAlana mATe, vepAra rojagAra mATe hoziyAra mANasa joIe ane ahIM te dAMta paDI gayelA, lALa nIkaLatI hoya, duniyAmAM khapanA na rahyA hoya, gharanA paNa kaI "gharamAM rahe " - ema na kahe tema hoya, evA cAle ema ne? A munimArga eTale kheDAM DheranI pAMjarApoLa te mAnatA nathI ne ? sukhanAM dhAma tamArAM gharo ane duHkhanAM dhAma A, evuM to nathI ne? mane jANavA maLe che ke AjakAla dayALu bahu nIkaLyA che. alabatta, jainazAsanamAM te | dayAnAM dhadha vahetA hoya temAM kAMI Azcarya nathI; paraMtu, A dayALa te judA saMbhaLAya che. emane te dayA amArI Ave che. e dayAthI temanA haiyAM baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. amArI pAse gharaDA, prauDha, yuvAna, bALaka - dareka vayanA sAdhuo che. gharaDA salAhakAre che, prauDha vicArake che, yuvAna ApattimAM ADA UbhA rahe tevA che ane AkhI duniyAnuM dhyAna kheMce tevAM bALako paNa che. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra devanuM zAsana kadI vAMjhiyuM rahyuM nathI. A bALasAdhuone hasate mukhaDe ahIM beThelA tame jue che. pilA dayALuone temanI bahu dayA Ave che. e ciMtave che ke ararara A paMkhIo ahIM duHkhanA

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sArA [281 dAvAnaLamAM kyAMthI AvI lAgyAM ? game te bhege A duHkhamAMthI temane bacAvavA joIe. e dayALuo ! ahIM mArI sAme AvIne vAta kare ke pote emane kyAM laI javA mAge che ? ane tyAM ahIMthI kayA sukhanA DhagalA che ! e je kharekhara batAve te huM sAthe laIne temane tyAM mUkavA AvuM. ame te IcchIe ja chIe ke A badhA game tyAM paNa anaMta sukhanA bhegI bane. mATe e dayALuonAM amane darzana karAve. temane kaho ke - rAmavijaya, tamane AmaMtraNa kare che, tamArI dayAnI vAto sAMbhaLavA Atura che, sukhanI jagyA batAve te badhAne laIne AvavA taiyAra che. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke tame tyAM duHkhanI citAmAM saLagI rahyA che. tame sAbita kare ke ema nathI. munine te pariSaha bAvIsa, tamAre keTalA ? bezaka, bAhyadaSTie munidharma saheluM nathI. paNa e kaThina kenA mATe? je AjJAmAM lIna banyuM nathI enA mATe. munine bahu bahu te bAvIsa pariSaha paNa tamAre keTalA ? kaho ke pAra vinAnA. chatAM tamane tyAM sukha lAge che enI ja amane tAjubI thAya che. zrI jainazAsanane pAmyA chatAM tamArI A sthitithI amane tamArI dayA Ave che. duniyAnA raMgarAgane, duniyAnI mojamajAne, jJAnI ekAte dukhanI khANa kahe che. paNa tamane e dekhAtuM nathI. tamArA hoziyAra dIkarAne tame paradeza mokalavA hoMze hoMze taiyAra thAo che. ahIMnuM zuM? ema keI kahe te kahI do ke e te huM nibhAvI laIza. jarUra paDaze te be mANasa rAkhI laIza. dIkarAnI mAne paNa samajAvI le ke e to ekalo paDe. bhaviSyamAM lAbha ghaNe che. mA paNa samajI jAya, kaMkune cAle karI aNIzuddha cokhA caDhI vidAya Ape. pADezI salAha Ape ke " AvA majAnA dIkarAne zuM kAma paradeza mekale che? ahIM ja rahevA do. sTImarane ze bharose ? rakhe DUbe kare te zuM thAya?" te ye mAbApa kahI de ke - "evA vicAra na karAya. duniyAmAM cAlatuM Ave che. sAhasa vinA siddhi kyAM che?" kaMsAra karI, khAI khavaDAvI, muMbaI lAvI sTImaramAM besADI Ave ne ?

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282 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 tyAM ATalI samaja che te ahIM zAsananI peDhI khAtara zuM ? e peDhInI kiMmata hoya te tamArA bALakane taiyAra karI, kaMsAra khavarAvI, kaMkunuM tilaka karI, cokhA caDhI, beMDa vagaDAvI zA mATe ahIM na mUkI jAo? atyAre amuka mANaso utsAhamAM AvI jaI tAlIo pADe cheH e tAlIo tamArA hRdayanI bhAvanA batAve che. tamane A zrI jinezvaradevanI AjJA gamI che e jANI huM khuzI theye chuM. je tamane AjJA gamI hoya te havethI jematema na belAya te dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. huM jANuM chuM ke prabhunA nAme keTalAka mANaso tamane geramArge dore che. saMsAranA pipAsune huM karaDe lAgyuM ane mokSanA athIne mITho lAguM. tame zAsananA rAgI, prabhumArgane prema ane dharmanA rasiyA che. dharmanA virodhI nathI. prabhunI vANImAM tamane vizvAsa che. je na hota te tame tAlIo na pAData. mane vizvAsa che ke zrI jinezvaradevane tyAgamArga uttama AtmAne khaTake nahi huM tamane badhAne cetavuM chuM ke bahAra havA bahu judI che. bahAranI aphavAothI doravAze nahi. mArga paratvenI je kAMI zaMkA hoya te jarUra pUchI jajo. zakti pramANe tamAma khulAsA karavA taiyAra chuM. mArI pAsenA dIkSitene be varasa, eka varasa, cha mAsa, be mAsa paricaya karyA pachI dIkSita karelA che. are, saMbaMdhI mUkavA AvyA hoya tene nA paNa pADI che. paNa enI jAherAta na thAya. dAMDI na pITAya. ekeeka vAta sAme aneka banAvaTe cAlatI hoya tyAM cekhavaTa karavA besIe te Are ja na Ave. jaina kuLamAM janmele ane jenA kuLanA saMskArathI saMskArita thayele dIkSAnI vAta na sAMbhaLe, ene e na jace, e "na mUte na maviSyati' ema huM mAnuM chuM. tamArI sAmenA kALA paDadA cIravAnI ja jarUra che. zrIsaMghanI pharaja : bIjI eka vAta e che ke zrIsaMgha, nagaranA AgevAnoe zAsana mATe jarUrI karavuM ghaTe te karavuM joIe. keI AtmA saMyamane rasi bane ane tenAM mAbApa na samaje te saMghe e saMyamanA

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [ 283 athInI tarapheNa karavI joIe. saMgha ene mAbApane kahe ke, ATha divasa, dasa divasa, ke paMdara divasanI avadhinI aMdara tame tamArA bALakane samajAve, tema chatAM jo e saMyamanA mArge javA makkama hoya te zrIsaMgha e vAlIone kahI de ke tamArAthI ene upara julama nahIM gujArAya, e pavitra AtmAne AMgaLI paNa nahi cIMdhAya. ame kaI paNa bhege enI murAda bara lAvIzuM. pUrvanA mAtApitA te ema kahetA ke "amane te kALAM maTI dhoLAM AvyAM paNa dIkSA levAnI taiyArI mATe egya e vairAgya na Ave, ame bhAgyahIna ! tuM mahAbhAgyazALI che ke jethI tene bhagavAnanI AjJA rucI. tuM makkama hoya te khuzIthI saMyamanA mArge jA, tara ane amane tAra." zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM mAbApa evAM hoya. zrI Arya rakSitanI mAtA : zrI ArakSita, cauda vidyAne pAragAmI thaI bAre varase ghera AvyA tyAre AkhuM nagara sAme gayuM. khuda rAjA paNa sAme gaye. mA A badhuM joI vicAre che ke, "dIkare puNyavAna te khare ke AkhuM nagara rAjA sahita levA sAme gayuM. paNa badhA bhegI huM jAuM te mArA dIkarAne belI koNa ? badhA sAthe huM bhaLuM te enA para lekanuM zuM thAya ? mAre dIkare paMDita thaI A paNa e paMDitAIthI je durgati jAya te mArI kUkha lAje, mATe mAre atyAre sAme na javuM." mA sAme na gaI. zrI Arya rakSitanuM AkhuM kuTuMba mithyAdaSTi hatuM, mAtra mA ekalI samyagRSTi hatI. e samyagRSTi mA te vakhate sAmAyika laI besI jAya che. AjanI mA te sAmAyika lIdhuM hoya te ye UbhI thaIne jovA jAya. dIkare cAre tarapha jue che ke mA kyAM? mAne na dekhavAthI dIkarAne zaMkA thAya che mA kema na AvI? jarUra kAMIka kAraNa hovuM joIe. AkhuM nagara Ave, khuda rAjA Ave ane mA kema na Ave ? gAmamAM badhe pharI ghera AvI sIdhe mA pAse gaye, pagamAM paDe. mA

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284] jIvanasAphalya darzana-1 udAsIna hatI. dIkare kahe che, "mA ! AkhuM nagara, khuda rAjA, badhAne AnaMda, AkhA nagaramAM AnaMdanI lahera UchaLe ane tuM udAsIna kema? jANe mane oLakhatI ja nathI ?" mA kahe, "dIkarA! AkhuM nagara tArI mA nathI, huM to tArI mA chuM. nagara tArI bAhya unna tithI rAtre paNa tArAmAM gya guNo pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI huM na rAvyuM. te vidyA te bhaNI Ave paNa e te peTa mATenI vidyA. daSTivAda na bhaNe tyAM sudhI mane AnaMda na thAya." dIkare vicAre che ke, kevuM majenuM nAma? dRSTivAda! vaLI mA rAjI na thAya te AkhuM nagara rAjI thAya toye zuM kAmanuM ? ' kaho, A dIkarA kevA ? mAne rAjI karavA badhuM karavA taiyAra. dIkarAe pUchayuM, "mA ! e koNa bhaNAve?" mA kahe, "tArA mAmA jainAcArya che tyAM jA. e jema kahe tema karaje ane bhaNIne Avaje." tame jANo che, A dRSTivAda zuM ? bAramuM aMga - sAdhu thAya e ja bhaNeA mA e bhaNavA mokale che. Arya rakSitane rAtre uMgha na AvI. savAre vahelA uThe. mAne kahyA vinA ja cAlavA mAMDayuM. rastAmAM bApane brAhmaNa mitra sAme maLe, je Arya rakSitane maLavA Avato hate. enA hAthamAM sADA nava zelaDIne sAMThA hatA. te teNe Arya rakSitane bheTa ApyA. Arya rakSite temane kahyuM ke - "bahAra jAuM chuM ne A sAMThA mArI mAtAne Apaje ane kaheje ke Arya rakSita gaye. Arya rakSita buddhine nidhAna hato. manathI nakkI karI lIdhuM ke sADA nava bhAga jeTaluM bhaNAze. pelA brAhmaNa mitre enI mAtAne jaIne saMdeza Ape ane sADA nava sAMThA ApyA. mAtAe paNa nakkI karyuM te dIkare sADA nava pUrva jeTaluM bhaNaze, pUrAM daza pUrva bhaNI zakaze nahi. Arya rakSita AcArya bhagavaMta pAse pahoMcyA. vidhi jANatuM na hatuM tethI upAzrayanI bahAra UbhuM rahyuM. eka zrAvaka nisahI kahIne aMdara gaye, AcAryAdi tamAmane vaMdana karI AcArya bhagavaMta pAse beTheH Arya rakSite te joyuM ane badhuM manamAM dhArI lIdhuM. pachI e ja pramANe vidhipUrvaka te aMdara

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [ 285 gaye ane sUtroccArapUrvaka vaMdanA karI te zrAvaka pAse jaIne beTho. AcArye tarata jANyuM ke A keI ne zrAvaka che. pachI AcArya bhagavaMte tene pUchayuM ke - koNa che, ane kyAMthI Ave che?" pAsenA sAdhue jaNAvyuM ke kAle rAjAe jene nagaramAM praveza mahotsava karyo te Arya rakSita che. AcArya bha0 aho ! kema AvavuM thayuM ? Arya rakSita H mahArAja ! daSTivAda bhaNavA Avyo chuM. mAe mokale che. AcArya bha0 : bahu sArI vAta, paNa te A rIte nahi bhaNAya. Arya rakSita ! Apa kaho te rIte bhaNIza. mAre mAnuM vacana pALavuM che. AcArya bha0 : A kapaDAM kADhe ane AvAM pahere, pachI bhaNo! Arya rakSite e pramANe karyuM, pachI Arya rakSita gurune kahe che ke, "mahArAja ! mane besADyo te kharo paNa mArI pUMThe ghaNuM che. rAjA suddhAM che. mATe cAle. kadAca upadrava thAya. guru tyAMthI vihAra karI gayA, ane Arya rakSita krame krame bhaNavuM hatuM te badhuM bhaNyA. A tarapha bApa ghera AvyA tyAre Arya rakSitanI mAne pUchayuM ke, Arya rakSita kyAM gaye ? mA kahe ke kyAMka gaye haze ! mAne phikara hatI ke rakhe dIkarAne bhaNavAmAM aMtarAya na Ave. eka vakhata mAM vicAre che ke eka te gaye, paNa nAne phazurakSita hajI bAkI che. eka divasa taka joIne Arya rakSitanA bApane kahe che, "Arya rakSita gaye te gaye. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke te amuka sthaLe che. e te kAgaLa paNa lakhate nathI. je phalgane mokale te tene laI Ave." bApe kahyuM, "bhale mekale." mAe dIkarAne kahyuM,

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286 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 : dIkarA phalgu ! jA, Aya rakSitane kaheje ke tamArA vinA mAbApa jhUre che. mATe tarata cAleA. lIdhA vinA AvatA nahi. lAvavA mATe jema kahe tema karaje ane kaheje ke tame Ave te gharanA badhA ja tame jema kaheze| tema karaze.' A mA samyagradRSTi hatI. jANatI hatI ke A dIkare AkhA kuTubane tAre evA che. enA ja upAcA e cItavatI hatI. phallurakSita bhAI pAse pahoMcyA ane kahyu ke - ' bhAI ! cAlA, mAtApitA tamArA vinA jhUre che. Aya rakSita : mane te ahI bhaNavAmAM majA Ave che. hu nahi AvuM. phalgurakSita : bhAI ! e nahi cAle. mAe kahyu` che ke lIdhA vinA AvIza nahi ane kahevarAvyu` che ke tame Avaze! te ame badhA tame kaheze| tema karIzu. ArakSita. : enI khAtarI zuM ? tuM mAruM kahyuM kare te khAtarI thAya. . gurakSita. : bhAI ! Apa kaheA tema karavA taiyAra chu. e pachI tarata zurakSita paNa sAdhu thayA. mAe kaheluM kharAkhara kayu. keTaleka samaya pasAra thaI gayA. eka vakhata zurakSite moTA bhAIne kahyuM ~ ' tame teA ahIMnA ahI raheA che teA have mA pAse te cAlA! have jagatapUjya banelA AyarakSita AcAya, gurunI rajA laI, sAdhunA parivAra sAthe cAlyA. Aje mAtA mahAtsavapUrvaka sAme levA Ave che. mAtAne Aje mahAtsavanA divasa che. dIkarA dRSTivAda bhaNIne Ave che, mAne maheAtsava kema na hoya ? Aje paNa Akhu nagara, rAjA suddhAM sAme levA jAya che. mA, Aya rakSitanA khApane paNa sAthe le che. khApane tA hajI khakhara ja nathI ke ArakSita kayA rUpe Ave che! jyAM najare joyA tyAM khApane AMcako

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tyAga : mAnavajIvanane sAra [ 287 AnyA. are! A te sAdhu thaI ne Avye ! paNa have khelI zI rIte zake? aneka ziSyAnA mahAna guru, samartha AcAya, enI sAme bAlAya zuM? e prabhAva ja judo. pachI te bhagavAna ArakSitanI dezanAthI Akhu kuTuMba dIkSita banyuM, eka mApa sivAya. bApa te pAko mithyAdRSTi. e Aya rakSitane kahe che - te A karyuM zuM? mAruM Akhu ghara khAlI karyuM...! khera, paNa huM teA nathI ja AvavAnA. Aya rakSita kahe ' jevI ApanI marajI ! ' paNa pA khApa vicAra kare che ke have ekalA gharamAM rahevuM paNa zI rIte ? A rakSitane kahe che huM paNa dIkSA lau paNa zarata eTalI ke, kamaMDaLa rAkhIza, janAI rAkhIza chatrI rAkhIza, pAvaDI paherIza ane dhAtiyuM paherIza; khAkI tu kaheze tema karIza.' AcAya viziSTa jJAnI hatA. lAbha thavAnA che jANI pitAnI vAta kabUla karI. emane teA bApane paNa sudhAravA hatA, upakAranA male vALavA hatA. e rIte pazu sAdhu manAvyA. te pachI AcAya jyAM jAya tyAM gAmanAM karAMone zIkhavI rAkhe ke badhAne vaMdana karajo pazu pelA DosAne vaMdana karatA nahi. e cIDAya ne pUche te kahejo ke chatrI mUke te vAMdIe. Ama eka gAme chatrI mukAvI teA bIjA gAme vaLI janAI mukAvI. ema karatAM cAra cIja teA mukAvI paNa dhotiyu mUkavA taiyAra na ja thayA. e kahe ke - bhale mane na vAMde paNa dhotiyuM te na ja mUkuM. tenA vinA nahi cAle. AcAya paNa te mATe samayanI rAha jue che. - eka vakhata eka sAdhu kALadharma pAmyA. AcAye kahyuM ke A sAdhunA zabane upADIne laI janArane lAbha ghaNA thAya. DAsA kahe 'huM upADuM.' AcAya kahe, e tamAru kAma nahi. upADayA pachI game tevA upasarga thAya paNa nIce mukAya nahi. hAtha paNu khaseDAya nahi.' mApe kahyuM - emAM zuM? e pramANe karIza paNa mane lAbha levA do.' AcArya temane zakha upADavA dIdhu. chekarAMone zIkhavyuM ke bharabajAre temanuM dhAtiyuM kheMcI levuM; ane ( sAdhuene kahI rAkhyu

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288 ] jIvanasAphalya darzana-1 ke tarata ja eLapaTTo paherAvI de. temaNe paNa barAbara e pramANe karyuM. upAzraye AvyA eTale AcAye kahyuM ke - "A zuM? cepiTTo kema pahe? dhotiyuM paherI le!" bApa kahe - "have nahi. patI gayuM. have te e ja barAbara che." Ama eka AtmA tare te keTalAne tAre ? A badhAnA mULamAM koNa? samyagRSTi mA. hajI eka vAta bAkI rahI. DesA bhikSA levA jatA nathI. mAgavA javuM e kema bane? AcArye vicAryuM ke bhikSA lAvanAra te ghaNuM che paNa bhikSAe jatAM saMkeca tha e dharma nahi. eka divasa AcArya savAre UThI bIje najIkane gAma gayA. sAdhuone kahyuM ke bahAra jAuM chuM. Aje DesAne bhikSA kaI lAvI Apaze nahi. tame sau tamAruM karI leje." sAdhuoe paNa ema ja karyuM. bApe garama thaIne sAdhuone kahyuM - "Aje Arya rakSita nathI eTale tame bhikSA paNa na lAvyA. AvavA dyo emane, pachI vAta che." bIje divase AcArya AvyA. bApe pharIyAda karI. AcArya kRtrima gusso karI kahyuM - "AvuM karyuM? kAMI nahi. javA de badhAne. Aje lAve, huM ja lAvI ApIza." ema kahI AcArya taiyAra thayA. eTale bApa kahe - tame AcArya che. tamArAthI na javAya. huM ja jaIza." ema kahI pote ja gayA. puNyavAna evA ke pahele ja divase eka ja ThekANethI bhikSAmAM batrIsa medaka maLyA. AcArya vicAryuM ke emane batrIsa mahAna ziSya thaze. pachI AcArya temane nirdoSa bhikSAnI samaja ApI. Ama AkhuM kuTuMba tarI gayuM. jainazAsananI mA AvI heya. Aje te mA bApanI AgaLa dIkare vairAgyanA vicAra paNa pragaTa na karI zake. vAta karatAM pahelAM ja maDhe DUcA devAnA prayatna thAya. mATe ja kahuM chuM ke Aje jainazAsanamAM Arya rakSitanI mAtA jevI mAtAonI ghaNI ja jarUra che.

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudagalabaLa ? paDavAnI bIke na caDhavuM sAruM ? anantaupakArI sUtrakAra maharSi pharamAve che ke - paramapakArI zrI jinezvarae kahelAM zAstronuM zravaNa karavuM, zravaNa karIne tenA uparanI zraddhAne majabUtapaNe keLavavI ane e pachI, e zraddhAmAM makkama rahIne saMyamamAM pitAnI zaktine kharcavI, te ja A mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA thaI zake. saMyama e duSkara cIja che. jagatanA prANIgaNane jaladI gamI jAya evI e vastu nathI. mATe saMyamanAM varNathI bharelAM zAstrone sAMbhaLavA pahelAM e zAstranA kahenArAoe potAnA jIvanamAM keTale saMyama sevyuM che, e jANIe te emanA vacana para zraddhA jaldI bese ane e zraddhA bese eTale amala karavAne puruSArtha thAya. ahIM saMyamamAM evI kaI vastu nathI ke jethI jagatanAM prANIo enAthI lalacAI jAya. emAM te anAdikALathI sevelI vastuone AdhI mUkavI paDe che, ane tenAthI viruddha vastuone svIkAravI paDe che. pUrvakALamAM kadI nahi pAmelI, nahi sevelI evI vastunI, UlaTI dizAmAM cAlanArA ane temAM ja rAcImAcIne rahelAne ekadama saMyamanI bhAvanA thAya e kAMI sahelI vAta nathI. saMyama, e je kahetAMnI sAthe ja duniyAne rucI jAya ane duniyA ene amala karavA taiyAra thaI jAya ema hoya, te te ATalI badhI mahenata ja na karavI paDe. kharekhara, jyAre A saMsAra ja bhayaMkara che tyAre duniyAnA jIvone dharma bhayaMkara dekhAya che, duniyAnI sAmagrI pariNAme kaDavI chatAM jI. sA. 19

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ra90 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dekhAve mIThI lAge che, eTale saMyama para ekadama raga thAya e banavuM azakya che, tevA saMgamAM je kaI AtmAne A tarapha prema na thAya evuM dekhAya te paNa tenA tarapha tiraskAra na the joIe. kaI paDe emAM navAI nathI, caDhe emAM navAI che. paDanAranAM daSTAMte AgaLa na karAya. caDhanArA caDhI jAya che tenAM ja daSTAMta levA lAyaka che. caDhanArA badhA ja pAmI jAya te muzkelI paNa zI? kaI patita pariNamI thAya, keI ne paDate joIe te ema ja vicAravuM ke emAM kAMI navuM nathI, e mArga ja e che ke pUre baLavAna hoya te ja caDhI zake. eka vAra caDhIne paDele hoya te paNa, jJAnI kahe che ke e ghaNe UMce che. paDavAnI bIke nahi caDhanAra karatAM caDhIne paDelo kaMI gaNe UMcA che. paDavAnI bIke nahi caDhelAnI sthiti niyata nathI, jyAre caDhIne paDelAnI sthiti niyata che. caudapUvI anaMtA nigodamAM gayA paNa ene saMsAra keTalo niyata. AthI ema na samajavuM ke caDhanAramAM paDavAnI bhIti ja na hovI joIe, paNa paDavAnI bhItie caDhavuM ja nahi e ucita nathI. AgaLa vadhavAnI peravI te kye ja karavI joIe. jJAnIoe batAvela vastunI mahattA hRdayamAM Thase te mATe ja ApaNe bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA pUrvabhavanI vicAra karI rahyA chIe. e bhagavAna kyAre banyA? ArAdhanA karI tyAre. ApaNane te anaMta upakArI zrI jinezvaradeva, emanA mArge cAlI rahelA nigraMtha guruo ane emanuM AvuM majenuM zAsana maLyuM che. zrI nayasArane kAMI janmathI te maLyuM na hatuM. emane te akasmAt munione vega maLI gaye; samyaktva pAmyA ane utkaTa ArAdhanA karI to Aje ApaNe tAraka banyA. zrI nayasAranA bhavamAMthI devabhavamAM jaI tyAMthI thavI bharata mahArAjAnA putra marIci thayA. zrI kaSabhadeva svAmInA zAsanamAM

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudgalabaLa ? [ 291 munipaNuM pAmyA. agiyAra aMganA pAThI banyA. akhaMDa cAritranA pAlaka banyA. paraMtu karma keIne cheDe? jo jo, karma koIne na cheDe ema mAnIne "zuM karIe, bhAgyamAM nathI, udaya nathI" ema kahevAne TevAI na jaze. saMpUrNa udyama na phaLe te kaMpate hadaye - "mAre pApadaya che" -ema kaheje ane ema kahetAM ye sAmI chAtIe karmanI sAme UbhA raheje. karmane svarUpane samajanAra karmodayanI vAta karIne aTakI na jAya. Thekara vAge tyAre dekhate mANasa "huM zuM karuM, paththara vacamAM AvyuM. ema na kahe; ane je kahe te bIjAo ene kahe ke - "chatI AMkhe Thekara vAge enA jevI bIjI zaramAvanArI vAta kaI?" uttaramAM dekhate paNa ema ja kahe ke - mAre dhyAnapUrvaka cAlavuM joItuM hatuM. dhyAna na rahyuM mATe ja Thokara lAgI. AMkhevALa paNa rastAmAM paDelA paththarane deSa kADhe enA jevI mUrkhatA bIjI kaI? manuSyanI e pharaja che ke cAlatAM ADuMavaLuM jovuM nahi ane jovuM hoya te UbhA rahevuM. dekhatA manuSya evI rIte cAlavuM joIe ke ene koI pIDA na karI zake, ane na to enAthI keIne pIDA thAya. zuM saMsArIne pApa karavAnI chUTa che? Isamiti Adi aSTapravacana mAtA, e kevaLa sAdhuo mATe ja che ke tamArI zakti mujaba tamArA mATe paNa che? joyA vinA cAle te sAdhuone pApa lAge ane tamane puNya thAya, ema? jJAnIoe je vastunI tamArA mATe vidhi na bAMdhI enuM kAraNa hajI tame samajyA nathI. tamAre mATe jenuM vidhAna na karyuM tenuM tamAre pAlana nahi karavAnuM, ema hoya? dezavirati zrAvaka ema kahI zake kharo ke amuka hiMsAmAM ke amuka nAnA nAnA asatya bolavAmAM kazI ja harakata nathI? "saMsArIne pApa karavAnI chUTa che, e pApa kare emAM vAMdho che ?" A pramANe bolavAthI te lajajA nAza pAmI gaI guNo pragaTa thavAnI yegyatA cAlI gaI. mATe lajajA, na gumAve. tame je kAMI pApakAryo kare tene saMsAranA nAme bacAva

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pIe che. jamavA AvI . mA te 292 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 na kare. pApa karavuM na joIe, enAthI mukta thavAya te sAruM ema kahe. thaI jAya che, karavuM paDe che, e amArI Asakti ane azaktinuM pariNAma che ema kahe. "karyuM ema kahevAmAM vAMdho nathI paNa karavuM joIe." evuM bolatAM na zIkhe. ema belavAthI te maryAdAne ja lepa thAya che. dasa vIsa varasa pahelA nAnAmAM nAnuM vyasana paNa chaDeceka nahetuM sevAtuM. vaDIlanI sAme bIDI pIvI e gune gaNatA. Aje jamAne jude AvyuM che. bApa-dIkare sAmasAmA besI bIDI pIe che. jamAnA anusAra A paNa vyAjabI manAya che. maryAdAo javAthI kaI dizA AvI ? zrI jenazAsanamAM rahevuM ane zrI jainazAsanathI viparIta jatAM dekhAte levAM emAM te zrI jainazAsananI beadabI che. mATe A badhI vAta para khUba vicAra kare. vicAryA vinA uddhAra nathI. uddhAra mATe jJAnIne pagale cAlavuM paDaze. jJAnInA eka eka vacana para tana, mana ane dhana, e saghaLAne bhega deve paDaze. mukti rastAmAM nathI paDI. karmanuM eka paNa aNu bAkI rahe, eTale ke AtmAne vaLageluM rahe tyAM sudhI mukti na maLe, te duniyAnI eka paNa vAsanA bAkI rahe tyAM sudhI mukti kyAMthI maLe ? kevaLajJAna thayA bAda je cAra karmo bAkI rahe che te te aghAti che, chatAM ye jJAnIne saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che. je AyuSya thavuM hoya ane bAkInAM karma vadhAre hoya te e karmone khapAvavA ane khaMkheravA jJAnane prabaLa prayatna kare paDe che; AtmAne caudarAjakavyApI banAvI te karmonI sthiti khapAvavI paDe che te tame jamAnAnuM bahAnuM kADhIne yatheccha pravRtti dvArA muktie kaI rIte jaI zakaze ? A zAsanane pAmyA bAda bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kahe che ke "je A zAsana na maLyuM hota te anAtha evA amAruM zuM thAta ?" A pramANe kahenArA e maharSi pahelAM kevA hatA ? zrI jainazAsananA pUrA SiI. bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevanA

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudgalabaLa ? [ ra93 e mahA mArIthI emaNe vidvAna ne maMdiramAM na chUTake AvI caDhayA te te vakhate zrI jinamUrtinI ghera mazkarI karanArA, paNa anubhava thayA bAda, A Agamane svAda cAkhyA bAda e mahAtmAe kahyuM che ke "kattha amhArisA jIvA, dusamAdosadUsiyA / hA ! aNAhA kahaM hutA, jai na hu~to jinnaagmo||" pitAnI pUrvanI vidvattAne ane jJAnane have e mahApuruSa ajJAna mAne che. e kAMI jevAtevA vidvAna na hatA. kahevAya che ke pitAnI vidvattAnI khumArIthI emaNe pratijJA karI hatI ke "kaI paNa vidvAna game te zAstra saMbaMdhI vAta bele ane je huM te na samaju, te ene ziSya thaI jAuM." A pratijJA temanI mAnasika hatI chatAM avasare tenuM barebara pAlana karyuM. A temanI kevI maryAdAzIlatA ! e vicAre. Aje te maryAdAzIlatAne khare ja lepa thatuM jAya che. deva, guru, dharma ane mAtApitA, badhA zuddha joIe. badhAmAM "su" joIe. samyagRSTine vAtavAtamAM sAruM-khoTuM pArakhavuM paDe. karmasthiti bhayaMkara kharI paNa ene AdhIna thavAnuM nathI. puruSArthane pradhAnapada ApavAnuM che, puruSArthane upayoga karmane kADhavAmAM karavAne che paNa karmane bheLAM karavAmAM karavAnuM nathI. tame kAMI puruSArthahIna nathI paNa tamAre puruSArtha judI jAtane che. kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryabhagavAna zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA cAra puruSArthanI vAta karatAM eka jagyAe pharamAve che ke "tulye caturNA paumayeM, paapyorrthkaamyoH| vAtmA pravartata danta, ne punadharmamosaH cAre puruSArtha puruSArtha tarIke samAna che. dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa, e cAramAMthI ekanI paNa sAdhanA prayatna vinA thaI zakatI nathI, mATe e cAre ya puruSArtha kahevAya che. khedanI vAta e che ke e cAra puruSArthamAMthI pAparUpa artha ane kAmamAM AtmA pravarte

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294 ! jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 che paNa dharma ane mokSamAM pravartatuM nathI. ahIM je puruSArthanI vAta cAle che te artha, kAma nahi paNa mokSane sAdhya rAkhI dharma puruSArtha sAdhavAnI vAta che. prasaMge pAMca kAraNa pIkI je je jIvane je je kAraNanI mukhyatA hoya te kahevAya paNa mAnavAmAM te pAMceya. samyagadaSTi AtmA mATe pradhAnatA puruSArthanI che. karmanA udayanI sAme e chAtI kADhIne UbhuM rahe. ema na UbhuM rahe te zubhane udaya ane azubhane udaya - bane e jIvane hAnikAraka bane che. azubhanA udaya karatAM zubhane udaya vadhu hAnikAraka che. azubhanA udayamAM te A saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTavAnI bhAvanA jAgRta paNa thAya, paNa zubhanA udayamAM te rahevAnI, vadhu meLavavAnI bhAvanA thAya, tyAM chUTavAnI te vAta ja zI? marIcine karmanA udayathI patitapaNane vicAra AvyA paNa e karmanA udayamAMye marIcie potAnA cAritrane TakAvavAmAM jyAre temane niSphaLatA maLI tyAre pitAnuM samyagadarzana TakAvavAne upAya barAbara jArI rAkhyuM. Aje te paDatA paDatA e taiyArI jaladI paDavAnI ja thAya che. AtmAne pUcho ke gaI kAlanI potAnI khAmI Aje purANI ke vadhI? divase divase AtmA saMyama tarapha AgaLa vadhe che ke viSaye tarapha? najIka javAnI vAta te dUra rahI paNa aMtara vadhatuM hoya te zuM ? reja AtmAnI parIkSA karanAre caDhavA tarapha hoya ke paDavA tarapha? pApane pastA cAlu hoya enI pApanI pravRtti kevI hoya? lukhI ja hoya ane te paNa duniyAne najare caDhe evI lukhI hoya. evuM hoya te ja enI e jAtanI chAyA paDe ane e chAyA paDe eTale Itarano AtmA paNa saheje dharma tarapha kheMcAya. mukhya koNa? dharmazuddhi ke vyavahArazuddhi? dhamI pAse adhamIne AvatAM vAMdho na Ave paNa dharmanA vidhIne AvatAM mUMjhavaNa thAya. dhamI kAMI nirdaya nathI paNa enI AMkhamAM ja e tAkAta che. dhamI pAse dhamIne jatAM ema lAge ke

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudgalabaLa ? [ 295 adhamI ne jatAM mAre mATe phUlanI zayyA taiyAra che. vAMdho nahi, e kadI tiraskAra nahi kare; paNu jAya ke enI tAkAta vagara-agnie ane vaga2-35drave paNa khALIne bhasma karI nAkhe evI che. ema lAge ke vireAdhI te samajI traNa khaMDanA dhaNI rAvaNa sItAjIne upADI lAvye te kharA paNa pachI sItAjI pAse AvavuM ene bhAre paDatu. sItAjInA zIlanA ja e prabhAva hatA, bIju kazu kAraNa na hatuM. rAvaNane abhigraha hatA ke pArakI ramaNInI icchA vinA tenI sAthe bhoga na karavA. e niyame enA AtmAne vAraMvAra pacAvyeA che. rAvaNu jyAre jyAre AnyA tyAre tyAre sItAjIe dareka vakhate ene kaThoramAM kaThora zabdo saMbhaLAvyA. re ! koI kahe ke, sItAjI jevI mahAsatIne ATalA gussA zeAle ? tA kahevu paDe ke e kahenAra samaja vagarane che; kAraNa ke sItAjIne e gusso paNa zIlanI rakSA mATe hato. rAvaNe eka vAra madodarIne, sItAjIne samajAvavA mATe meAlI hatI. patinI dalAlI karavA AvanArI madodarInuM e DahApaNa hatu ke gAMDapaNu ? emAM enI patibhakti kharI ke nahi ? kharekhara, e patibhakti na ja kahevAya. 5tinA mAhe ene phasAvI hatI. sItAjI pAse e AvI, beThI ane kahe che ke are sItA ! seALa hajAra aMta:purInA mAlika, rUpe kAmadeva jeva, tArA dAsa thavA taiyAra thayA che te tuM zA mATe haTha pakaDe che ? sa Mmata thaI jA, ame sALe hajAra tArI dAsInI jema sevA karIzuM. AvI taka jatI na kara. rAmacaMdra jevA bhaTakatA bhIkhArIne vaLagI rahI, AvelA bhAgyane pAchu na Thela. lakSmI cAMllA karavA AvI che te vakhate mADhuM pheravI levAnI mUrkhAI na kara. huM salAha Apu chuM ke tuM A vAtane svIkArI le.' tyAre sItAjI ugratApUrvaka tene kahe che ke, " are ma MdodarI ! dhikkAra che tane. tu mArI pAse besavAlAyaka paNa nathI. tane joIne mane zarama Ave che. mane Aje ja khabara paDI ke tamArA beyanA samAna yAga thayeA che. *

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296 ) jIvana-sAphalya daza na-1 A rAvaNa te bhUlyA, paNa tu paNa emAM bhaLI ? kharekhara, vidhinuM kAra stAna evuM che ke, 'e sarakhesarakhAnA ceAga e karI de che. sAMbhaLatAM maMdodarI mUjhAya che. enI chAtI kaMpe che. ane tyAMthI have UThavuM paNa bhAre paDI gayuM. sItAjInI A ugratA zIlanI rakSA mATe hatI. dhI'mAM avasare AvuM kauvata joI e ja. vyavahAramAM rahevu e jIvavA ke maravA ? AtmAne aMge vyavahAra ke vyavahArane a Mge AtmA ? A duniyAnA vyavahAramAM AtmA jhUkayA tA kharA paNa pachI zuM ? paraleAka mAne che ke nahi ? paraleAkane mAnanArA AtmA A leAkanA vyavahAramAM ATalA badhA lIna thAya ? bImAra AdamI bImArImAM paNa khATalAmAM sUvu haiyAthI pasada kare ? vyavahAra e jo dharmaAdhaka hoya, dha nA ghAta karanArA hoya teA enA jevI adhama cIja duniyAmAM eka paNa nathI. sItAjIe evA khATA vyavahArane tarata tyajI dIdhA. rAvaNa jevA rAjavI ane maMdodarI jevI rANI enI sAthe vyavahAra kevA hoya ? paNa e jyAre adhama mALe gayA, to have vyavahAra rAkhavAnA hoya nahi. have vyavahAra rAkhavA jAya te kadAca peAtAnA AtmAnuM patana thavAne paNa prasaMga AvI jAya. AvA samaye zarama rAkhavAnI na hoya. tyAM te dharma e ja jIvana. jeTalA jeTalA muktie gayA che, jaI rahyA che ane jayAnA prayatnamAM che, te badhA AvA prasaMge ayeAgya vyavahArane lAta mArIne ja gayA che. duniyAnA aAgya vyavahArane zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsana sAthe kAMi lAgatuM. vaLagatuM nathI. sUripuradara zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che. ke jyAM dharmAMzuddhi che. tyAM ja vyavahArazuddhi che. dharma zuddhi vinA vyavahArazuddhi Ave kaI rIte ? jenA hRdayamAM dharmo beTho hoya tenA gharanA AcAra, vicAra, vAtacIta, badhuM juduM ja hovu joi e. dha e pApavyavahAra A karavA mATe che, nahi ke vadhAravA ! A vAta jo tamArA hRdayamAM kharAkhara Utare teA tamArAthI zAsana jhaLake. duniyAnI sAdhanA jiMdRgI mATe che ke duniyAnI sAdhanA mATe jiMdagI che ? tame duniyA mATe ke tamArA mATe duniyA ? mAnI le ke koI

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pugalabaLa ? [ 297 kare enA bApane kahe ke, "bApA! vaidya sarva upAye kya. have e kahe che ke eka ja upAya bAkI che. je tArA pitA tAre khAtara maravA taiyAra hoya te tuM bacI zake. kaho pitAjI ! mane jIvADavA taiyAra che ?' tyAre bApa kahe che ke, "beTA ! tuM jIve e huM IcchuM chuM. tane jIvADavA badhA prayatna karavA taiyAra chuM; paNa mArI jiMdagIne jokhamamAM mUkIne karuM, e te kema bane? mArA marI gayA pachI te tuM jIve che ke mAre zuM kAmane mATe vaidyane kahe ke bIje upAya vicAre." A daSTAMta zuM sUcave che? enA parathI have barAbara vicAre ke, duniyAnI badhI vastuo mATe tamArI jiMdagI ke tamArI jiMdagI mATe e badhI vastuo ? jiMdagIne upaga te sva-paranA kalyANa mATe have joIe ke sva-paranA nAza mATe ? dharmanA yoge te Apatti Ave ja nahi? tame jJAnIonI AjJA mujaba trikALa zrI jinapUjana kare, ubhayakALa Avazyaka eTale karelAM pApanA pazcAttApa AdinI kriyA kare, niraMtara vyAkhyAnazravaNu vagere kare to tamAre vyavahAra kheravAI jAya ane tame bhUkhe mare evuM huM mAnato nathI. vaLI A niyama e nathI ke koI zrImantane paNa emAM vAMdho Ave ! Aje te kahe che ke, A jamAnAmAM A vAta nakAmI che. huM kahuM chuM ke je jamAnAmAM A vAte gaI te jamAne jene mATe eTale ke AtmakalyANanA athIo mATe bhayaMkara che. A badhuM kare ane bAkIne TAIme jarUrI hoya te AjIvikA mATe nItimaya prayatna kare te huM khAtarIpUrvaka kahuM chuM ke bhUkhe nahi mare. ane pachI bhUkhe mare teye enA ge te nahi ja. ArAdhaka upara ApattinA pahADa tUTe, saMcamadhArI munine kalaMka lagADavAmAM kamI na rahe, evuM badhuM bane te kabUla che, paNa e emanI ArAdhanA ane saMyamanA yege to nahi ja. ArAdhanA ane saMyama te AtmAne pavitra ja banAve che. je banavAnuM che tene te duniyAnI pApajanaka pravRtti paNa rokI zakavAnI nathI.

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298 | jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 lakSmInI prAptimAM anIti e zuM sAdhana che ? pasA pedyA kare che e zu anIti AdinA pratApe ? vepArI AMkhanA izAre enA khAra le, ne mAne ke huM ziyAra; paNa enI e haziyArI prazaMsA karavA ceAgya nathI ja. pAMcapacIsa vaSa~nI A anIti eveA aMtarAya Ubhe! karaze ke pariNAme hajAro ne lAkhA varasA sudhI mAgatAM ye nahi maLe. mATe anIti ADhi pApathI Daro. dhamI vepArI tA kahe ke--lakSmIne AvavuM hoya teA nItithI Ave, anItithI AvatI heAya te mAre e na pe, A niyama teA tame karI zake ne? ATaluM na karo te tamAre karavAnu zu ? jo ATale anIti puranA prema jAya ane nIti para prema jAge teAye zreya thAya. paraleAkane mAnanArA vepArI te kahe ke bhIkhArI rahI bhUkhe maru' te hA, paNa mAre anItithI te lakSmI na ja joI e.' 6 dhanI AgaLa duniyAnA ayeAgya vyavahArA jene tuccha lAge te dhI. duniyAnA vyavahArA jo dharmanA sAdhaka hoya, sahAyaka hAya, tA mAthA upara, paNa bAdhaka hAya tA te na joIe. mahemAna Ave eTale tame dhama kriyA cUkA ? dhIne ghera teA mahemAna Ave te dhamI e mahemAnane kahe ke, ' padhArA ! vyAkhyAnanA TAIma thayA che.' mahemAna nA kahe teA kahe ke, 'esA ! huM AvuM chuM.' jainanA mahemAnane te vicAra karIne ja AvavuM paDe ke, zrI jinapUjA, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, Avazyaka kriyAo vigerenA samayamAM e maLaze ja nahi eTale e TAime ane tyAM na javuM ane javuM hoya tA e kriyAmAM sAmela thavA taiyAra rahevuM; paNa te kriyAmAM tene aMtarAya thAya tevI eka paNa pravRtti na karavI. jaina rAjA-mahArAjAe yuddhamAM paNa peAtAnI karaNIne bhUlatA na hatA. ceDA mahArAjA yuddhamAM paNa be vakhata pratikramaNa karatA hatA. e mAnatA hatA ke saMsAramAM phasAyA chIe mATe A yuddhAdi karavAM paDe che paNa te pApa che e nakkI vAta che. mATe jJAnIe e batAvelu. ApaNI bhUmikAmAM rahIne jeTala' ane teTalu na karIe te

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudgalabaLa ? [ 299 dazA zI thAya ? tamAro AtmA dharmanA svarUpane samaje, dharmane marma tamArA hAthamAM AvI jAya, te duniyAno vyavahAra tamArA dharmane bAdha kare ja nahi. savArathI sAMja sudhInI tamArI karaNI evI batAvI che ane e karaNImAM AvatAM sUtromAM ekeeka sUtra evuM che ke, tyAMthI tamane bIje AnaMda Ave ja nahi. AtmabaLa ke pudagalabaLa? AtmabaLa judI cIja che. Aje AtmabaLanA nAme game te jAtanI vAta thaI rahI che. je baLano upaga duniyAnAM paugalika sAdhana mATe thAya, e paugalika baLa kahevAya che. je baLathI Atmadharmane nAza thAya te paulika baLa che. kRSNajI ane gajasukumALajI, e bemAM baLavAna kezu? AtmA pudgalane AdhIna thAya eTale e AtmA paNa jaDa banya, Atmatatva AvarAI gayuM. mATe te tevA AtmAne dhAtmA, mAnAtmA kahevAya che. samyaggadaSTi AtmA AtmasAdhanA mATe kharacAtA baLanI ja prazaMsA kare. je AtmA jaDa jevA thAya, jaDane AdhIna thAya, ene samyagadarzana, samyagrajJAna ane samyaphacAritranI vAta kema game ? e to kahe ke, "A jamAnAmAM e vAta nakAmI che." AvuM keNa belAve che? jaDa padArthonI lAlasA, pudgalanI lAlasAmAM paDelA AtmAo je baLa viSayaprApti AdimAM kharce che, te baLa je saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM kharacAya to keTale lAbha thAya ? zrI kRSNa mahArAjA zrI jinezvaradevanA dharmathI vAsita te hatA ja. paNa je vakhate e bhAvanA joradAra hatI, e vakhatanI vAta che. jyAre jarAkumAranuM bANa kRSNajInA pagamAM vAgyuM ane jarAkumAre AvIne kahyuM ke-"bhAI ! A zuM thaI gayuM ? aMte bhagavAna zrI nemanAtha svAmIe kaheluM sAcuM paDayuM. tyAre kRSNajIe tene kahyuM ke-"bhAI! tuM aphasosa na kara. jJAnInuM kahyuM kadI khoTuM na thAya. je banavAnuM ja hatuM te banyuM che. tuM have ahIMthI cAlyA jA,

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300 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 jaladI jA, nahi te hamaNuM balabhadrajI Avaze te mArA premanA yoge tane mArI nAMkhaze. tuM A mudrikA laIne pAMDa pAse jA ane emane kaheje ke dvArikA A rIte baLI gaI ane kRSNajI bhayaMkara aTavImAM A rIte mRtyu pAmyA." jyAre dvArikA baLatI hatI tyAre leke nAsabhAga karatA hatA paNa devatA temane lAvI lAvIne tyAM paTakatA hatA. devatAe uddaghoSaNA karI ke bacavAne eka ja rasto che. jemAM zrI neminAtha svAmI pAse javA taiyAra hoya temane tyAM mUkI AvavAmAM Avaze; te sivAya kaMI bacI zakaze nahi. nAsavAne prayatna karanAra keI chaTakI zakaze nahi." kaho ! AvA samaye paNa zrI neminAtha svAmInA zaraNe jaI saMyamI thanArA keTalA nIkaLyA ? saMsAranI Asakti, viSaya kaSAyanI pipAsA keTalI baLavAna che e jANavA mATe A ajaba prasaMga che. e dvArikAne baLatI joI asahAya paNe kRSNajI cAlI nIkaLyA. aTavImAM gayA tyAM jarAkumAranuM bANa vAgyuM. jarAkumArane mudrikA ApI jaldI tyAMthI cAlyA javAnuM ane pAMDavo pAse jaIne samAcAra ApavAnuM kahyuM. jarAkumAra gayA pachI pAchI zrI kRSNa mahArAjanI lezyA pharI. kaSAyanA AvezamAM bole che ke -" Ubhe rahe? tuM mane bANa mArIne kyAM jAya che? hamaNuM tane khatama karI nAkhuM !" bhAvanAne A palaTo kenA jore ? e pudgalanA jore, kRSNalezyAnA pratApe. baLavAna AtmAnA paNa guNane jaDane bhayaMkara roga bhulAvI de che. AtmasattA vadhe ke karmasattA? AtmAnI zakti anaMta che paNa e anaMta zaktivALA AtmAne nAne sarakhe hIre ke dunyavI sAmAnya vastuo vazavatI kema banAvI de che ? e khAsa vicAravAnuM che. jaDanI sAthenI gADha mitrAcArIvALAne jaDa choDavAnuM kahe e kevA lAge? je sArA lAge che te sAMbhaLanArane AtmA jAgRta che ema manAya. zrI naMdISeNane devIe bUma mArI kahyuM hatuM ke - "naMdISeNa ! bhegAvaLI ghaNuM bAkI chenaMdISeNa belyA - bhegAvaLI kevAM?

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudgalabaLa ? [ 301 AtmAnI sAme bhegAvaLI zuM karavAnAM che? naMdISeNa udayanI sAme thayA, pRpApAta karyo, gaLe phAMso khAdhe, paNa badhI vakhate devIe bacAvyA. Akhare vezyAne tyAM rahyA teye abhigraha karyo ke - reja daza jaNane pratibodha na karuM tyAM sudhI annapANI na lauM. naMdISeNa paDyA teye hajArone caDhAvanArA thayA. vezyAne ghera beThelA daza daza jaNane pratibodha karIne mekale e ke vairAgya? vairAgyanI kevI ugra chAyA ? vezyAnA gharamAM besIne paNa dezanA kaI? pitAnI jAtane vaDatA paNa bacAva nahi karatA. cirakAla sudhI daza daza jaNane pratibaMdha karyo che paNa Akhare eka maLe. e kahe ke - "Apa kahe e badhuM kabUla, paNa Apa pote ahIM kema beThA che? Ama bannenI rakajhaka cAle che. samaya thaI gayo eTale vezyA AvI kahe che ke - "have cAle, bhejana ThaMDu thaI jAya che. naMdISeNa kahe che, "paNa A dazame mAnatuM nathI." vezyA kahe, "te e dazamA tamenaMdISeNa kahe - taiyAra chuM! e ja vakhate veSa laIne cAlI nIkaLyA. karmanA udaya sAme jhajhUmyA ane udaya pUro thatAM mArge caDI gayA. azubhanA udayamAM kharAba sage UbhA thAya ane zubhanA udayamAM sArA saMge UbhA thAya, paNa e udayane AdhIna na thaIe te sukhapUrvaka AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakAya, bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA chelalA bhavamAM azubha karmo kevAM ane keTalAM udayamAM AvyAM ? duniyAnA raMgarAga ane mAnapAna mATe je karavAmAM Ave che, te prabhunI AjJAnA pAlanamAM karavAmAM Ave te karma zuM kare? jAgRta AtmA AgaLa karmasattA paNa nirbaLa thaI jAya che. jAgRta AtmA pAse karma sattAnuM kAMI ja cAlatuM nathI. paNa e AtmA jAgRta che ema tyAre ja manAya ke jyAre te bahirAtmadazAthI parADramukha thaI aMtarAtmadazAmAM lIna thAya yA aMtarAtmadazAnI sanmukha thAya. traNene lAbha sarakhe kyAre ? kare, karAve ane anumode enuM phaLa sarakhuM badhe nahi paNa kavacit. je rIte karanAra kare, te rIte karAvanAra karAve ane te ja

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302 jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 rIte anumodanAra anumodanA kare, te te traNene samAna phaLa maLe; jema baLabhadra muni, haraNiyuM ane sArthavAha. zrI balabhadramuni nagaramAM bhikSA levA jatA tyAre emanA rUpane joIne nagaranI strIo gAMDI thaI jatI. ane kahevAya che ke eka dahADe eka strIe temanuM rUpa jovAmAM bhAna bhUlIne ghaDAne bAMdhavAnuM doraDuM ghaDAne badale bALakanA gaLAmAM ghAlyuM. zrI balabhadramunie A anartha thate joI te divasathI abhigraha karyo ke - havethI nagaramAM bhikSA levA paNa javuM nahi, vanamAM ja maLe te bhikSA levI. hamezAM vanamAM ja teo rahe che. temano yoga pAmI eka haraNiyuM paNa dharmamAM zraddhAvALuM banI gayuM. A mahAtmAe te vananA siMhone paNa zrAvaka ryA hatA. piluM haraNiyuM reja aTavImAM phare ne je kaI sArthavAha dekhAya te munine ane sArthavAhane bheLA kare. eka vakhata kaI sArthavAha A che; haraNiyAe te sArthavAhane munine vega karAvyo. sArthavAha munine bhAvapUrvaka vaherAve che. vicAre che ke, "aho ! kevA supAtra mahAtmA ! dhanyabhAgya mArAM ke aTavImAM AvA munino lAbha maLe !" A tarapha haraNiyuM paNa vicAre che ke, aho ! dhanya che A sArthavAhane ke je AvI rIte mahAtmAnI bhakti kare che !" munivaranA pariNAma te uttama che ja. traNeya AvI sarakhI bhAvanAmAM rame che tyAM akasmAt thaye. adhI kapAyelI vRkSanI zAkhA paDI. traNeya jaNa dabAI gayAM ane kALa karI traNeya pAMcamA devaloke gayAM. Ama karanAra kare, karAvanAra bhAvapUrvaka karAve ane anumodanAra sAcA bhAve banenI anumodanA kare te traNeya A rIte sarakhuM phaLa pAme. keI vAra karanAra karatAM karAvanAra tathA anumodanAra vadhI paNa jAya. chatAM vyavahAramAM te karanAra ja uttama kahevAya. ghaNAe garIbe zrImaMte karatAM paNa sukhI hoya chatAM vyavahAramAM sukhI zrImaMta kahevAya.

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pugalabaLa ? [ 303 duniyAnA vyavahAra keNe kahyA ? AMtaradaSTie te jJAnI kahe te kharuM paNa jainazAstra vyavahArane mukhyatA Ape che. paraMtu te vyavahAra dharmanA, duniyAnA vyavahAra nahi. duniyAnA vyavahAra pALavAne jJAnIe niyata na karyA. dharmanA vyavahArasAdhu, zrAvaka, samakitI vigerenA AcAra batAvyA. duniyAmAM te cerI karanAre cera paNa ajJAnI nathI. ene paNa cerI karavAnI kaLAnuM jJAna che. paNa e jJAna e jJAna ja na kahevAya. nyAyapArjita drapArjanamAM nyAya e dharma paNa drapArjana e dharma nahi. jiMdagIbhara nyAyapArjita dravya meLavyA kare paNa tethI kAMI mukti na maLe. sabhA"Sabhadeva bhagavAne asi, masine kRSi batAvI che ne?" batAvI kharI, paNa te kaI avasthAmAM ! gRhasthAvasthAmAM ne ! eTaluM paNa samaje te sAruM. A saMbaMdhI ghaNuM kahevAya tema che paNa te avasare. Aje ghaNI vAte duniyA pAse UlaTA ja rUpamAM rajU karavAmAM Ave che. tevuM AmAM paNa che. zrI mahAvIra bhagavAne kRSine karmAdAne kahyuM ne zrI kaSabhadeva bhagavAne dharmAdAne kahyuM che, evuM te nathI ne ? asi, masi, kRSi mATe zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAne je kahyuM che e vAta taddana judI rItanI che ane tamArI AgaLa judI rIte ja dharavAmAM Ave che. zrI kaSabhadeva bhagavAne jyAre tIrthanI sthApanA karI tyAre asi, masi, kRSine puNyasthAnaka kahyAM ke pApasthAnaka? zrI vItarAga paramAtmAne mAnanArA paNa tene pApasthAnaka ja mAne che ane evA AtmAone kadAca e vastu sevavI paDe to paNa heya mAnIne ja seve che. sabhA, "syAdvAda che ne?" syAdvAdanA nAme goTALA na vALe. syAdvAda eTale zuM? nirjara kare te ya muktie jAya ane baMdha kare te ya muktie jAya, ema? viSaya-kaSAyane tyaje te ce ThIka ane na tyaje te ye ThIka, ema? anekAMtavAdane artha karo. sArI vAtane DahoLIne aNasamaju AtmAo UMdhe mArge caDhI jAya evA udgAra na nIkaLavA joIe. syAdvAdanA

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304 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzIna-1 nAme UdhI vAte karavAthI jainazAsananA nAza thAya che, marajI Ave ema vartavu e kAMI syAdvAda nathI. ahIM eka bhAie prazna karyAM ke - 6 A saMsAranI aMdara e mANasa che. eke vyavahAra-cAritra lIdhu' che ane khIjAe cAritra lIdhuM nathI paNa enI bhAvanA cAvIse kalAka, miniTe miniTa, paLe paLa vItarAgaDhazAnI rahe che, te e emAM zreSTha kANu ? bIjI vAta - cAritra lIdhuM che tenAmAM rAga, dveSa krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbhanA aMkurA phUTI nIkaLe che ane nathI lIdhuM enAmAMthI rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbhanA aMkurA banI gayA che, te e bemAM zreSTha kANu ? uttara : A beya prazno ghaNA suMdara che, majenA che. eke vyavahAra cAritra lIdhu che. e levAnA enA irAdA kevaLa mAnapAna ane duniyAnI pUjA mATeno hoya, ane pote gItAnI nizrAmAM paNa na rahetA hoya tA te bhayaMkara che. paNa e vyavahAracAritra lenArane ke pALanAranA tevA irAdo na hoya, ne vItarAgadazAne pAmavAnA irAdo hoya, bhale kadAca pAmI na zake paNa tenA prayatnamAM hoya, teA te ghaNA ja UMcA che. bIjo je cAvIse kalAka, miniTe miniTa, paLe paLa vItarAgadazA seve che te tyAM ja kema beThA che? eka divasa, e divasa, paNa pachI sadAne mATe e saMsAramAM TakI zake ja nahi. eTale e vAta ja vajuda vinAnI Thare che. bIjo prazna - vyavahAracAritravALA sAdhune rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbhanA aMkurA phUTI nIkaLe che ne duniyAmAM rahelAnA maLI jAya che, e vAta ja tadna asabhavita che. kreAdhAdikanA aMkuro dazame guNasthAnake gayA vinA khaLI zakatA ja nathI. A rAga, dveSa, dha, mAna, mAyA lAbha Adi duniyAnI vAsanAethI thAya, te te ucita nathI; paNa prabhu zAsananI rakSA khAtara karavA paDe te temAM ArAdhanA che.

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AtmabaLa vadhe ke pudagalabaLa ? [ 305 bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA nAme jagatanA bhoLA ane unmArge doranArAo dorI rahyA hoya tyAre evA ne sanmArganI aMda2 sthira karavAmAM muni je potAnI zaktino upayoga na kare to te virAdhaka che ane kare te ArAdhaka che. zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsananI apabhrAjanA thaI rahI hoya, dharmanA virodhIo dharmane paNa adharma tarIke oLakhAvavAnA kUTa prayatna karI rahyA hoya, tevA samaye chatI zaktie tene pratikAra karI jagatanA jIvone unmArge dorAI jatAM bacAvavA prayatna karavAmAM na Ave ane kheTI zAMtinA pATha japavAmAM Ave ane bIjAone paNa evI zAMtinA pATha japavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave te kahevuM paDe ke ema karanArA zrI jinezvaradevanA zAsanane pAmyA ja nathI; e vAtamAM leza paNa atizayokti nathI, samatAnA sAgara, dhyAnamagna ane kevaLajJAnanI nikaTavatI hoya tevA sAdhu paNa zAsananI hAni thatI jue, dharmanA virodhIone dharmane ghAta karatAM jue, te te vakhate hRdayamAM hitabuddhi barAbara jAgrata rAkhIne dharmanI rakSA mATe je kAMI karavuM ghaTe te kare. teve vakhate sudhAravA mATe zikSA paNa kare te ce e ArAdhakanI koTimAM che; kAraNa ke jagatanA bhalA mATe sanmArganA rakSaNanI jarUra che. evA vakhate samatAnI vAta karanArAo pitAnuM manipaNuM, zrAvakapaNuM yA samyagadaSTipaNuM gumAvI de che. satyane satya tarIke ane asatyane asatya tarIke oLakhI, asatyane tyajIne satyanA sevanamAM lAgI javuM ane zakti mujaba jagatanA jIvone satyAsatyanuM sacoTa rIte bhAna karAvI, asatyathI bacAvavA ane satyanA sevaka banAvavAne yocita prayatna karavAmAM ja kharI samatA che. have jenAmAM vItarAgadazA AvI jAya che te duniyAmAM yathecchapaNe raMgarAga karavAnuM che ja nahi. ane tIvra karmanA udayane laIne kadAca saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe che te ema ja kahe ke "hajI mArA cAritra mehanIya kSayazaya thaye nathI, nahi te huM A mohanA paMjAmAM che. sA. 20

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306 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 AvI rIte pha na hota." mehanA paMjAmAMthI chUTavAne prayatna kare nahi ane "huM hRdayathI virAgI chuM, hRdayathI virAgI chuM" ema kahyA karavuM ane duniyAnA raMgarAgamAM mahAlyA karavuM ene virAgadazA kahevAya ke manAya kaI rIte ? arthAt koI paNa rIte ema manAya nahi. atre prakAra bhAIe kahyuM ke, "Apa kahe che tema tyAgabuddhinuM vyavahAra-cAritra UMcuM che ema mane samajAya che. Ape karelA khulAsAthI mane pUre saMtoSa thaye che. astu.

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- - priya vAcake ! Ape "jIvanasAphalya darzana-1 : nA ekavIze vyAkhyAne vAMcyA? Apane khUba ja rUcikara banyA? je, jainatva zuM? sAdharmika bhakti zuM? jainazAsanamAM dIkSAnI zuM mahattA che? prabhu AjJAnuM jainazAsanamAM kayuM sthAna che? samyagadarzananI zI AvazyakatA che? vigere viSayonuM talasparzI jJAna Ape meLavyuM hoya ane vadhune vadhu meLavavuM hoya te "jIvanasAphalya darzana-2' vAMcavA taiyAra rahe ! je TUMka samayamAM ja bahAra paDanAra che. sAthe sAthe Apa zrI jinavANI pracAraka graMthamALA" nA anvaye vi. saM. 2035 nI sAlamAM bahAra paDanAra 4 pustakanA paNa rU. 51 bharI Aje ja grAhaka bane. temaja - pUjyapAda pravacanakAra AcArya bhagavaMtazrIjInA bhavanirvedotpAdaka-mekSAbhilASajanaka pravacanene dara pakhavADiye niyamita pragaTa karatA ji na vA " pAkSikanA paNa Aje ja grAhaka bane. vArSika lavAjama rU. 10-00 lakhe yA maLe. jana pravacana pracAraka TrasTa ) zrI jinavANI prakAzana kAryAlaya 59, beMka opha InDiyA ! bIlDIMga, * | mu. vaDhavANa zahera (saurASTra 185, zekhamemaNa sTrITa, ! pIna keDa. 363030 muMbaI-400002 --- -- - () CS

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pariziSTa-1. zrI sAgaranaMdasUrijInuM vyAkhyAna jAmanagaranA zrIcaturvidha saMghanA TharAve. sadupadezanA vAkaya upara thatA ayogya AkSepone radIe - Aje eTale tA. 28-8-2ne ja jAmagaranA zrI catuvidha saMghanI sabhAnI moTI medanI maLI hatI temAM adhyakSa sthAnethI paramapUjya Agama dvAraka sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajIe nIce mujaba vivecana karyuM mahAnubhAve, tamane mAlama haze ke keIpaNa kerTamAM badanakSIne kesa cAle te korTa mAtra eka vAkayanA zabdo upara badanakSI thaI ema mAnatI nathI. keTe AkhA peregrApha ane prakaraNa upara dhyAna Ape che, tevI rIte AjakAla je carcA cAlI rahI che ke munivarya zrI rAmavijayajIe Ama kahyuM, te vacana kahyuM, temAM keI nA pADatuM nathI. munivarya zrI rAmavijayajI paNa nA pADatA nathI. paNa tame AkhuM prakaraNa vAMce, Akhe peregrApha vacce keTalAke e vAMcyuM haze, chatAM mRti tAjI karavA e huM vAMcuM chuM ke je uparathI tamane vaktAne Azaya mAlama paDI jaze. xxx tamArA eke pApane thAbaDe tevA nathI. eke pApanI prazaMsA kare tema nathI. ahIM besIne enI AjJA virUddha pApane paNa paMpALe enA je narAdhama Tine bIje kaNa arthakAmanI vAsanAmAM te tame paDelA che. ane ahI Ave tyAre ame arthakAmanI vAta karIe, e agrimAM ghI hemavA jevuM che. tame gRhastha che, amuka cIjanI jarUrata hoya, te tamArI bhAvanA zuM hevI joIe?

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310 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana- sammadITThI jIvA, jaivihu pAvaM samAyare kiMci / apposi hAi baMdhA, jeNa na niddhaMdhasaM kuNai // samyagadaSTi pApa kare te zeDo baMdha, mithyAdiSTa pApa kare te ghaNe baMdha. kAraNa samyagadaSTi pApa kare nahi ane kadAca sagavazAta, nirbalatAne vege, AsaktinA pratApe, azaktinA jore pApane karavuM paDe te kiMcita. pAzera pANInI jarUrata hoya te savApAzera na vApare. 444 jyAM manuSya, duniyAnA uttama prANI manuSya vase, tyAM Itara jaMtunI dayA heAya ke bhayaMkara katala heya? paNa svAthI peTa bharAe, svArthInI khAtara A paNa kare ane vaLI emAM pAchA dharma mAne, evA narAdhamenI vAta zI karavI? nidarya paNe katala cAle; emAM kaMpArIe nahi e mANasAI kaI jAtanI? manuSya Itara prANInI rakSA kare ke saMhAra? tame leke je tamArI jarUra mATe hiMsAne dharma gaNe te Arya ane anAryane bheda che? Aje palaTo thaye che. Arya dezanI vAsanA tyAM gaI che. ahIMthI tyAM jaI AvI nakalI banI, pApanI kriyAone pracAra kare che. Aje sArA ghare paNa abhakSya apeyane vicAra nathI. jenA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IDa, caTaNInI jema khavAya che. anArya te anAya che ja, paNa Aryo anAryonuM anukaraNa kare te e anAryothI e bhaMDA,44" A A adhikAra sAMbhaLavAthI tamane spaSTapaNe mAlama paDaze ke vaktAne Azaya prathama te samyagdaSTi pApa kare nahi ane saMgadizAt sApekSapaNe kiMcit ja pApa kare, Ama jaNAvI samyagadaSTi jene te svataMtrapaNe alaga karelA che. pachI je leke tevI daSTivALA nathI tevAonuM vivecana karatAM Arya dezamAM AryapaNe vartatA nirapekSa jenenuM vartana jaNAvyuM che ane tyArapachI anArya dezamAM jaI AvelAne anArya dezanI vAsanA laI AvelA jaine mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AvI rIte traNa vibhAge jenene A prakaraNamAM jaNAvyA chatAM jeo chele bhAga badhA jainene lAgu karavA mAge che teonI dhAraNuM sarvathA

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pariziSTa-1 | 311 bhUlabharelI che, ema to spaSTa joI zakaze. kadAca teo chellA prakaraNamAM vaparAelA jaina zabda AgaLa kaMI vizeSaNa nahi hovAthI badhA jene te chellA vAkyamAM levA mAge to paNa temanI samaja bhUlabharelI che. kemake zrImAna haribhadrasUrijI "lalitavistarA" graMthamAM 25STapaNe jaNAve che ke samudAyamAM pravartelA zabdo aneka prakAre tenA bhAgamAM paNa lAgu paDe che. jema zAstra rItie leka zabdathI pAMce astikAya levAya che. chatAM e jaga upara leka zabdathI paMcAstikAyamAM eka bhAga je jIvAstikAya che ane tene paNa eka bhAga je bhavya jIve che te ja tyAM leka zabdathI levAmAM AvyA che. tevI ja rIte leke mAM paNa sAta RSione aMge vaparAele saptaSi zabda eka, be, traNa RSinA aMge paNa vaparAya che. tevI rIte A prakaraNamAM jainenA keI paNa bhAgane mATe nirvizeSaNapaNe jaina e zabda vaparAya temAM koI jAtanI aDacaNa nathI. kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacaMdra surIzvarajI paNa zrI abhinaMdana prabhunI dezanAmAM+ paMcendriya tirya, Arya manuSya ane devatAone mATe je svarUpa kahe che te paNa eka bhAgane ja lAgu paDavAvALuM hevA chatAM samudAyane uddezIne kahe che. pratipakSI loko paNa keTalAka sAdhuone aMge TIkA karatAM sthAna sthAna para sAdhuo, sAdhuo, ema bole che to samudAye pravRttA H vayavRpi pravartane ! +paMcendriyA jalacarAH khAdyate'nyonyamutsukAH // dhIvaraiH parigRhyate gilyaMte ca bakAdibhiH // 39 // utkIlyaMte tvacayadbhiHprApyate ca bhaTivatAm // bhoktukAmavipAya'te nigAlyaMte vasAthibhiH // 40 // sthalacAriSu cotpannA abalA balavattaraiH // mRgAdyAH siMhapramukhaimA'yaMte mAMsakAMkSimi // 41 //

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312 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 teo paNa eka bhAgane a Mgeja jAtivAcaka zabdanA upayAga kare che ema teone khacita mAnavuM paDaze. cAlu leAka pravRttimAM paNa janmASTamIe (gokuLa aSTamIe) leAkeA jugAra rame che, dIvALIe leAkA phaTAkaDA phADe che, hoLInA divaseAmAM lAke asabhya zabdo le che e vigere je kahevAya che te paNa avayavamAM samudAyavAcaka zabdanA upacAra karIne ja khelAya che. uparanI hakIkatathI tame spaSTa samajI zakaze ke munivarya zrI rAma vijayajInA zabdo upara TIkA karavI te koI paNa prakAre ceAgya nathI chatAM te munivaya zrIe caLavaLIAenA satASane khAtara AvI rIte spaSTa khulAsA bahAra pADayA che. jAhera khulAsA jainAne ghera paNu dArUnA zIzA, ane IMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che' e mujabanuM jaina pravacana mAM eka vAkaca chapAyu tenI AgaLa ane pAchaLanA saMbaMdha vAMcatAM te anAya dezamAM jaI bhAnabhulI je kAI vAparatAM hAya teneja uddezIne lakhAyuM che e spaSTa mAlama paDe che. A samadhI amArA khulAsA ame jaina pravacana'nA AThamA aMkamAM bahAra pADela che chatAM te sabaMdhI koine haju paNa gerasamaja Aryadeze samutpannA apyanArya viceSTitAH || duHkhadAridyadaurbhAgyanirdagdha | duHkhamAsate // 41 // parasaMpatprakarSeNApakarSeNa svasaMpadAm // parapreSyatayA dagdhA duHkhaM jIvaMti mAnavAH ||50 // vi0 // zAkAma - viSAdeSyadanyAdi hitabuddhiSu || amareSvapi duHkhasya sAmrAjyamanuvartate // 67 // davA parasya mahatIM zriyaM prAgjanmajIvitam // arjitasvalpasukRtaM zocanti suciraM surAH 68 // ( catuvi zatidezanAsa Mgraha, SiSThIzalAkApurUSacaritramAMthI, zrI abhinaMdana prabhunI. )

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pariziSTa-1 313 rahetI hoya te eka vAra pharI ame jaNAvIe chIe ke pUjya vyAkhyAna kArane Azaya phakta anArya dezanA saMsargathI je kaI bhAna bhulelA kuTuMbamAM AvI aniSTa badI praveza thaelI heya tene dUra karavAne ja hatuM ane che. badhA jinene temaja ghaNuM janene te lAgu paDavAne udeza heI zake ja nahi, hatuM nahi, tema che paNa nahi, lI. "taMtrI jana pravacana A khulAse vAMcIne samajanAre manuSya, vAMcIne kadI paNa ema kahevA taiyAra nahi thAya ke munivaryazrInuM asala vAMdhAvALuM vAkya samasta jainane uddezIne hatuM. virodhI pakSa taraphathI ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke AThamA aMkane khulAse munivarya zrI rAmavijyajInI sahIthI bahAra paDelo nathI, paNa te teonuM kahevuM agya che, kAraNa ke chaThThAaMkane je vivAdAspada lekha che te munivarya zrI rAmavijayajInA vyAkhyAnane anuserIne jema taMtrIe pragaTa karyo che, tevI ja rIte A AThamA aMkamAM jaNAvele khulAse paNa munivaryazrInA khulAsAne anusarIne taMtrIe bahAra mele che. A sthAne je khulAsAmAM sahInI jarUra che ane te sivAya te mAnave nathI te mULa lekha paNa temanI sahI sivAyane kema mAnavAmAM AvyuM che? madhyastha purUSane te asala vAkyaja vAMdhAvALuM jaNAya tema nathI temAM vaLI jAhera khulAso dekhatAM te vAMdhAnuM nAma nizAna paNa rahe tema nathI. kadAca koI zaMkA kare ke AvI rItano spaSTa khulAse chatAM caLavaLIAo ATalI badhI caLavaLa zAthI upADe che, te tenA saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke, huM bhulate na houM te, te caLavaLIAe A vAkayane te mAtra hathiyAra tarIke bheLAne uzkeravA mATe AgaLa kare che paNa temAM asala tatva te A peregrAphamAM vaparAelA narAdhama zabdamAM raheluM che. kadAca dArU ane IDane mATe munivaryazrI taraphathI kahevAya te ja agya gaNavAmAM Ave che te paNa kahevuM agya che, kAraNa ke

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314] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 zrotAne tAravAnI draSTivALAe saMkoca rAkhyA vagara hitane upadeza Apa ja joIe. zrI hemacaMdra mahArAja vyAkaraNa sarakhA vyutpattinA kAraNabhUta graMthamAM paNa kevAM udAharaNe Ape che te juo :- api tatra bhavAn jantUn hinasti / 12 kathaM nAma tatra bhavAn mAMsaM bhakSayet / mAMsa bhakSayati / dhimAM amade pAzcametatva * * zarU na zraddaddhe na kSame jAtu tatra bhavAn surAM pivet 17 na zraddaddhe na kSame jAtu tatra bhavAn surAmapAsyat 17 - pAMcame adhyAya, pAda upara kahyA pramANe spaSTa hakIkta chatAM virUddha caLavaLa karavAvALAoe kaI paNa aMgata kAraNathI, keI manuSyanI preraNAthI khoTI mAnyatA dhAraNa karI sabhAo bharI hoya te paNa teone pitAne mAthethI kalaMka utAravAne sarasa rasto eja hatuM ke sabhAmAM beThelA sarva loko je padArthone aMge pote TIkA karavA taiyAra thayA che te padArtho mATe jAhera karavuM joItuM hatuM ke ame e jIMdagImAM e padArthone upaga karyo nathI, karatA nathI, ane karIzuM nahi. temaja amArI jANa pramANe evA padArthane upayoga kaI paNa jaina karate hoya ema amone lAgyuM nathI. AvI rIte je teoe pratijJApUrvaka jAhera karyuM hota te te kAMIka aMze egya paNa gaNAta. paNa virodhI enI eka paNa sabhAmAM tevI pratijJA thaI hoya ema jAheramAM AvyuM ja nathI paNa phakata upadezaka munivaryazrI upara ja AkSepane varasAda varasAvyuM hoya tema temanA chApAM ane TharAve uparathI mAlama paDe che. paNa te vidhIoe cakkasa yAda rAkhavuM ke tamArA jevAonA bakhALAne lIdhe satyamArgane upadezaka pitAnI pharaja bajAvavI cheDI deze tema kadI banavAnuM nathI. virodhIoe samajavAnI jarUra che ke ke je tame jena kemanA hiteSI hatA te tamArI dareka sthAne jJAtinuM saMmelana karI tevI adhama pravRttivALAone sudhAravA prayatna karavAnI jarUra hatI ane teo na sudhare tevA ja lAge te teone jJAtithI dUra

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pariziSTa-1 [ 315 karAvavA vyAjabI hatA. sAmAnya manuSya paNa samajI zakaze ke kalaMka utAravAne raste kalaMkavALI vastuthI khasavuM ane khaseDavuM eja che. paNa kalaMkavALI vastune khaseDavAno udyama na karatA te kahenArane hitiSI hoya chatAM paNa bhAMDavA nIkaLavuM te siMhane nyAya te nathI ja. zuM virodhIone ema mAlama nathI ke amArI A caLavaLathI tevA kalaMkti leke sudharaze nahi paNa piSaNaja pAmaze? zuM virodhIo chAtI ThekIne kahI zake ema che ke anAryanA saMsargathI keTalAe jaina nAmadhArIne ghera anArya AcaraNe zarU thayelA nathI ? ema kahevAnI teo hiMmata karI zake temaja nathI tyAre teone mATe sarasa rasto eja hatuM ke satyaprarUpakane nahi bhAMDatAM tevA amane khoLI kADhavA mATe nyAta - taraphathI sArAM sArAM InAme bahAra pADavAnI jarUra hatI. chatAM upara jaNAvele gya raste virodhIoe lIdhe nathI ane satyaprarUpakane ja vagovavAne raste lIdhe che temAM teono hetu prazaMsanIya hAya ema kaI paNa prakAre mAnI zakAtuM nathI. A caLavaLane aMge TharAva karavAnI vadhAre jarUra eTalA ja mATe paDe che ke teo zrI jinezvara bhagavAne pavitra tarIke jAhera karelA evA saMgha zabdane pitAnA ToLAMnI saMjJAmAM goThave che ane pitAnI mana kalpanA pramANe zAstrathI nirapekSapaNe TharAva kare che, ane te Tharane pavitra evA saMghanA nAme jAhera kare che, paNa yAda rAkhavuM ke zAsana premI parama pavitra saMghane manuSya evA ajJAna nathI ke jeo sarvajJa bhagavAnanA vacanane eka bAju melI daI tevAM ToLAMnA vacanane saMghanA vacana tarIke mAne. tevAM ToLAMone saMgha keNa kahe? tevAM ToLAMone saMgharanAranI zI dazA thAya? ane tevAM ToLAMone madada karanArAone paNa zAstrakAro kevA zabdothI zikhAmaNa de che e badha adhikAra A tamArI samakSa zrImAna haribhadrasUrIzvarajInA banAvelA "saMbodhaprakaraNa" nI gAthAo mUkuM chuM, te uparathI tamane spaSTa mAlama paDaze.' Astikae spaSTapaNe samajavAnuM hoya che ke dravya, kSetra, kAla ke bhAva kahe ke jamAne kahe e badhuM dharmiSThone te AtmakalyANanI

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316 | jIvana sAphalya darzana 1 siddhi mATeja joDavAnuM che. je jamAnA siddhine sathA aMdha karaze te jamAnAne te zAstrakAra dhahIna jamAnAja kahe che. pavitra AcAraNa A jamAnAne aMge ghaNIja nAnI umarathI karavAnI jarUra che, paNa A jamAnA pavitra AcaraNane khAdha karanAra che ema gaNIne pavitra AcaraNane rokavAvALAe koIpaNa prakAre zAstrane ke peAtAnA kalyANane jonAraja nathI ema spaSTapaNe kahI zakAya. .. A caLavaLamAM sthAnakavAsI ane digaMbara bhAioe peAtAnI saMsthAo taraphathI spaSTapaNe jAhera karyu che ke A carcAne lekhake ke 1 ammApiya sAriccho sivadhara thaMbhA ya hoi jiNa saMghA || jiNavara ANA bajjho sappuvva bhyNkre| saMgha // / 122 / / assaMgha saMgha je bhaNanti rAgeNa ahava dAseNa // cheo vAmRhattaM pachitaM jAyaetesiM // 123 // kAruNa saMgha saddhaM avvavahAraM kuNaMti je kei // papheDia sauNiaM - DagaM va te huMti nissArA // 124 // tersi bahumANaM puNa bhattie diti asaNavasaNAra || dhammAta nAruNaM gAthAe tittivaM khANaM / / 125 / / saMgha samAgama miliyA je samaNA gAravahiM kajjAi // sAhijjeNa karaMtA so saMghAo nasA saMghA // 126 // je sAhajje vaTTaha ANA bhaMge pavaTTamANANaM // maNavAya kAhi samANa dAsaM tayaMbiMti // 127 // (sakhAdha prakaraNa) patrakAre jaina carcAnA nAme lakhavI ke chApavI nahi, arthAt te zvetAMkhara maMdira mAgI ethI bhinna matanA che, chatAM tee A carcAthI alaga paDavA mAge che tenA arthoM eTaleAja thaI zake ke cAlu carcAnA mULa vAkayamAM " jainA " tarIke vaparAele zabda tee tamAma jainAne lAgu paDatA hAya ema gaNutA nathI. kAraNa ke jo te

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pariziSTa-1 | 317 te zabda tamAma jainene lAgu paDe che ema mAnatA hatA te teo paNa pitAne jaina kahevaDAve che mATe vAMdho uThAvata, ane te jaina zabdanI carcAne jaina carcA tarIke baMdha nahi karatAM khuzInI sAthe teo tene jaina carcA tarIke kabUla karata. je teonI mAnyatAmAM jaina zabdathI sarva jene AvI jatA hoya che teo pitA taraphathI proTesTa karavAne kaI divasa cUkta nahi. ane ApaNuM vetAMbara maMdiramAgI caLavaLIAo karatAM paNa teo munivarya zrI rAmavijyajI upara bamaNuM avAja kADhata paNa suge teone tevA asatya mArganI buddhi thaI nathI ne tethI teoe A carcAmAMthI alagaja rahevAnuM jAhera karyuM che. chatAM temAMthI keTalIka vyaktio vetAMbara saMghanA nAme ekaThA thaelAM ToLAMmAM AvIne pitAnI aMtaHkaraNanI dAjha khAlI karavA cUkI nathI. paNa te vAta tenI saMsthAoe vicAravA jevI che, kemake tenI saMsthAoe kAMte pitAno lekha pAcho kheMcI le athavA to kavetAMbara maMdiramAga saMghamAM pitAnI AvelI vyaktine zAsita karavI. A bemAMthI eke raste haju sudhI levAmAM Avela nathI te kharekhara vicAraNIyaja che. aMtamAM eTaluM kahIne viramIza ke jeo AtmakalyANInI IcchA rAkhatA hoya teoe zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAstranI zraddhA dhAraNa karavI joIe. satya prarUpakonA vAne sadupayega kare joIe ane tyAgamArgane raste javAmAMja kalyANa mAnavuM joIe." upara mujabanA bhAvArthavALuM vivecana thayA pachI zrI catuvidha saMgha taraphathI soraThIA bhAI dhanarAjajIe nIce pramANe karAve raju karyA hatA ane te zrI caturvidha saMghe sarvAnumate pasAra karyA hatA. te TharAva nIce mujaba:- 1. zAstra ane lekavyavahArathI samudAyane kahevAvALA zabdo samudAyanA eka bhAgamAM paNa vaparAya che, temaja triSaSThI zalAkA caritramAM tevA samudAyavAcaka zabdone avayavamAM prayoga kare che ne vyAkaraNamAM paNa zrI hemacaMdramahArAje mAMsa ane dArUnA viSayamAM zretAne

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318 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 AzrayIne prayAga karelA hovAthI, munivarya zrI rAmavijayajInA zabdo je " jaina pravacana " mAM AvelA che te TIkAne pAtraja nathI, ema ame mAnIe chIe. chatAM te zabdothI je leAkA uzkerAine munivaya zrI rAmavijayajIne mATe je aghaTita zabdo khelyA che te sava thA anucita che ane tethI tevu khelanArAonI ajJAnatA mATe amA dIlagIrI jAhera karIe chIe. 2. virUddha caLavaLavALAoe peAte sabhA samakSa abhakSya ane apeyanA pratibaMdha karyAM nathI ane sa jainAnI sthiti tapAsI nathI ane je udghASaNA karI che te satya prarUpakane dabAvavA ane adhameAnI nIca pravRttine peASavA mATeja che, tethI te udghASaNA karavAvALAe ThapakAne pAtra che. 3. zrI haribhadrasUri AdinA vacanathI jeo jaina zAstrane ziAdhAya na gaNatA hoya tevAe sadha tarIke kahevarAvavA lAyaka nathI, chatAM jee zAmrathI virUddha hAine peAtAne saMgha tarIke gaNAve che, teone ame kharekhara dRpApAtra mAnIe chIe ane tenu kahevu AdaravA lAyaka nathI ema gaNIe chIe. 4. sthAnakavAsI temaja Tvigakhara bhAi taraphathI cAlu carcAne " zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina carcA " tarIke jAhera karavAmAM AvI che, chatAM jeoe zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka na hoIne virUddha caLavaLanI sabhAmAM jAmanagara vi0 sthaLe potAnA khakhALA sAdhue virUddha kADhyA che te temanuM kArya sathA ayAgya che, ema ame mAnIe chIe. A TharAveAnA mata levAyA pachI ema paNa pUchavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke, kAIne kAMI paNa sudhAro, vadhArA ke savAla karavA hoya, te saMkoca rAkhyA vagara khuzIthI kare tyAre sabhA taraphathI evA uttara maLye ke A TharAvA kharAkhara hAvAthI kAMI paNa sudhArA vadhArA ke khulAse karavAnA rahetA nathI. AvI rIte sarvAnumate TharAveA pAsa karI zrI catuvidha saMghanI jaya elAvI zrI caturvidha saMgha visarjana thayeA hateA. * 'd

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pariziSTa-ra. abhiprAyA. (1) Advocate General Sir J. B. KANGA [Bombay High Court.] Questions. 1. Whether the said Wo- 1. rds are applicable to the Jains in general or as a class or only to those to whom they are applicable: (A) with reference to the context and (B) independently there of ? 2. Whether the words are defamatory of the Jains in general or as a class? 3. Whether the said words 3. are defamatory in any event ? 4. And Generally. said 2. 4. Answers. The wosds are applicable to such Jains Who eat eggs and drink Wine both With reference to the context and indepe ndently there of. No. I do not think so. The object of the speaker is no doubt to warn the community against the evil of drinking and meat eating and he points out that in several houses

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320 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 of Jains this evil has entered and therefore he says that even Jains meaning some of them eat eggs and drink wine. (Sb.) J. B. KANGA. eDavokeTa janarala sara je. bI. kAMgA (muMbaI hAIkoTa) 1. sava-A zabdo badhA jene athavA jena jAtine lAgu paDe che ke phakta keTalAke ke jene te lAgu paDe tene ja te lAgu paDe che? (a) A vAkaya tenA bIjA saMbaMdhamAM letA. (ba) tenA bIjA saMbaMdhathI juduM letA. ja -A zabdo tenA saMbaMdhathI jUdA athavA sAthe letA evA jene lAgu paDe che ke jeo IDAo khAya che tathA dArU pIe che. 2. sava-A zabdo jenI eka jAti tarIke badanakSI karatA che? ja -nA. 3. sava-koI paNa saMjogomAM badanakSIbharyA che? ja-huM ema dhArata nathI. 4. sava-sAdhAraNa rIte. jabalanArane Azaya khAtrIthI samAjane dArU pIvAnI ane mAMsa khAvAnI badI sAme sAvacetI ApavAnuM che. ane te dekhADe che ke jenAM keTalAka gharomAM A badI dAkhala thaI che ane tethI teo kahe che ke jene paNa, eTale keTalAka jane dArU pIe che ane IMDA khAya che. ( sahI) je. bI. kAMga.

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pariziSTa-1 [ 321 (2) vi, tame tA. 21-7-1929 nuM. "jaina pravacana" yAne dharmane vyAkhyAne me kahyuM tenI aMdaranuM sattaramuM vyAkhyAna meM vAMcI joyuM, enI aMdara "tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNa bhUMDI" e bhAga vAMcatAM sApha jaNAya che ke jainene ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che e lakhyuM che te pUrvApara saMbaMdha jotAM mAtra je anArya dezamAM jaI AvI, bhakSyAbhaDhyane vicAra karatA nathI evAja jene mATe che. jainasaMghanA tamAma mANasane laIne e vacana kaheluM jaNAtuM nathI. DAhyAbhAI pI. derAsarI berIsTara-eTa-le onararI janarala sekreTarI Society for Prevention of cruelty to Animals amadAvAda, muMbaInA "jaina pravacana" patranA tA. 21-7-ratnA aMkamAM pragaTa thayela zrI rAmavijyajInA vyAkhyAnamAM dArU ane IDa vAparavA viSe TIkA thaelI jovAmAM Ave che, te mhArA hamajavA mUjaba saghaLA jene upara nahi, paraMtu hevuM khAnapAna karanAra uparaja che. rAmamohanarAya jazavaMtarAya. subodhasamiti amadAvAda (4) muMbaIthI nIkaLatuM "jaina pravacana" tA. 21-7-9 nuM mane batAvavAmAM AvyuM temAM pRSTa 12 meM " tarakaDI karatAM vahelI brAhmaNI bhUMDI" e mathALAne lekha maheM vAMcyuM che. tenI aMdara "Aje palaTo thaye che" e vAkyathI je vicAranI zarUAta thAya che temAM vilAyata jaI AvelA jainene udezIne TIkA thaelI che ane sArA ghare paNa e zabdo pratyeka jainane nahi paNa temAMnA je videza gamana karI AvI tyAMnA AcAra vicAra pitAne tyAM dAkhala karI rahyA che temane udezIne lakhAyAne mahAre abhiprAya che. chaganalAla harilAla paMDayA naDIyAda,

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322 | (5) muMbAInA jaina pravacana nAmanA patramAM tA0 21-7-29 pragaTa thaelA zrI rAmavijayajInA vyAkhyAnamAM dArU iMDA vagere vAparavAnA sabaMdhamAM kahela che te tevA bhraSTa vyavahAra karanArane uddezIneja kaheluM je ane te AkSepa anya jainene lAgu paDatA hAya tevu e lakhANa parathI phalita thatuM nathI. jee evI cIjo vAparatA hoya temanA paraja e AkSepa che ema mArUM namra mAnavuM che. vidyAbahena ramaNabhAi nIlakaMTha amadAvAda (6) muMbAIthI prasiddha thatuM zrI jaina pravacana" patrikAnA tA 21-7-29nA aMka pR. 12mAM '"tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNI bhUMDI' e heDIMga nIcenuM lakhANa vAMcatAM, te lekhamAM 'jaineAnAM ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che" e zabdo uparathI tathA tenA pUrvAparane saMbaMdha jotAM cAkhkhuM jaNAya che ke e zabdo jeo jaina hAvA chatAM dArU ane iMDA vAparatA heAya temaneja lAgu paDe che, e zabdo kAMI jaina samastane lAgu paDatA nathI. jIvana sAphalya darzana-1 nagInadAsa purUSAttamadAsa saghavI zrI sanAtana samasta hindu dharma sabhA-amadAvAda (61) ravivAra tA0 21-7-29 nA jainapravacanamAM taraphaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNI mUDI e mathALAnA lekha meM vAMcyA, mArA samajavA pramANe e lekha AkhI jaina kAmane lAgu paDatA nathI. mAtra je dArU IMDA vAparatA hAya temaNe lAgu paDe che. haragAviMdadAsa dvArakAdAsa kAMTAvALA mAvidyAdhikArI vaDAdarA rAjya

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pariziSTa 1 | 323 surata, tA. 28-8-29. muMbAInA "jaina pravacana" tA21-7-29nA aMkamAM prakaTa thayelA zrI rAmavijyajInA vyAkhyAnamAM jainene ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che e matalabanuM lakhANuM jovAmAM Ave che te pUrvApara sambandha jotAM evuM khAnapAna karanArane ja lAgu paDe che, saghaLA jainene e kaI paNa rIte lAgu pADI zakAya ema nathI e hAre abhiprAya che. lI. mohanalAla pArvatI zaMkara dave, saMskRtanA prophesara, maganalAla ThAkoradAsa bALamukundadAsa, kAle ja; surata surata, tA. 28-8-29. vidvAna jaina sAdhu rAmavijyajInA be traNa vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLavAnuM saddabhAgya mane suratamAM prApta thayuM hatuM. e vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLI e vyakti tarapha saMbhAvapUjyabhAva utpanna thaye hate. dhArmika viSayamAM pramANika matabheda hoI zake. kAraNa Izvara-bhagavAna sAkSAtkAranA paMthe nIranIrALA zAstroe jaNAvyA che, ane anubhava paNa tema jaNAve che. paraMtu te matabhedane pramANikapaNe na rAkhatAM tene kaluSIta karI rAgadveSa dvArA vyakata karavAnA prayatna racAya che. tenI AjanA jamAnAmAM samaju vage sakhata avagaNanA karavI joIe. mArA eka mitre "jaina pravacana"nI eka phAIla mane vAMcavA mekalI emAM Aja sAdhunA pravacane vAMcavAmAM AvyA. mane anAyAse ATale suMdara lAbha ApavA mATe e bhAIne temaja pravacana pragaTa karanArane khAsa AbhAra mAnavo joIe. "janene ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane iMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che." mahArAjazrInA A vAkaye jenA kAmamAM nAhakane khaLabhaLATa karyo che. balake keTalAkee karAvyuM che. 21-7-2 aMka meM vAMce che, temAMthI huM nathI dhArete ke e koI paNa samaju mANasa artha ke

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324 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 dhvani kADhe ke te AkhI jaina kemane lAgu paDe." komanI amuka vyakti ke vyaktione ja te lAgu paDe e sAdhAraNa samajanI vAta che. karasukha vI, herA-eNla. ema. enDa esa. (10) surata, tA. 28 ogasTa 1929, janane ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane IMDA caTaNI jema khavAya che." A vAkya tA-21-7-29 ne "jaina pravacana" chApAnA chaThThA aMkanA 12 pAne bIjA kalamamAM chapAyuM che. te A phakare vAMcatA cokhI rIte amuka varganA jinene ja lAgu paDI zake, sAmAnya jana kemane e vAkya lAgu pADI zakAya ema nathI evo mAre abhiprAya che. choTubhAI gulAbadAsa, eDavokeTa. (11) surata, tA. 29-8-29, ravivAra tA.21-7-19 nA jana pravacana" patranA 12 mAM pAnA uparanA " tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNa bhUDI" e zirSakanA lekhane chele bhAga mArA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM "Aje palaTo thache.e vAkyathI zarU thatI lITIo upalaka vAMcI jatA, agara karIne vAMcI jatAM, jaina samastane temAM lakhAyelAM vacane lAgu paDatAM hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. jainazAsanane mAnanArA varga paikI je jeno abhakSya ane apeya vastuone upaga karatA hoya tene ja uddezIne majakura vacane vaparAyA heya ema sahaja samajAya che, ane lakhANane antamAM vaparAyalI "tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNa bhUMDI" e kahevatathI e kahevatathI e vAta vadhAre spaSTa thAya che. lakhANa bAMdhe bhAre lakhAyeluM che chatAM dareka jaina evuM aniSTa vartana karI rahyo che evuM te AkhuM lakhANa jotAM phalIta thatuM nathI. janArdane vIrabhadra pAThaka saradAra onararI, phA. kA. mejIsTreTa.

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pariziSTa-1. [ 325 (12) surata, saMghADIyAvADa, tA. 28-8-1929 jaina pravacana" varSa 1 luM aMka 6 The ravIvAra tA. 21-7-29 aMkamAM pAne 12 kalama 2 mAM je nIcenuM vAkya che "jainenA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane iMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che te, bIjA bAkInA lakhANa sAthe vAMcI jatAM, mArA abhiprAya pramANe "mAtra keTalAka jainene" lAgu paDe. "sarve jainone lAgu paDI zake nahi. li: mANekalAla cunIlAla sutarIA ema. e. ela. ela. ema. eDavokeTa (13) jaina pravacananA tA. 21mI julAI sane 192hnA aMkamAM "tarakaDI karatAM vaTalelI brAhmaNa bhUMDI" e mathALAvALA lekhamAM abhakSyAbhakSa bAbatamAM pAne 12 me je pravacana che te bhakSyAbhakSathI thatI hiMsAnA pracAranA aTakAva mATe jainene sucana che, e pravacanane artha karatAM dareke dareka mANasa je jaina che te tema kaheluM kRtya kare che e artha upasthita thatuM nathI. ahiMsaka Arya saMskRti jyAre anArya saMskRtivALA leke svIkAratA javAno prayAsa karI rahyA che tyAre anArya saMskRtinI nakala karIne te saMskRtithI utpanna thatA anArya AcAra svIkAranArA ane tene pracAra karanArAone cetavaNuM tarIke pravacana thayeluM samajAya che ane te dareka dareke jenane lAgu thatuM nathI, e mAre namra abhiprAya che. popaTabhAI bhagubhAI bI. e, ela, ela, bI. hAIkerTa plIDara (14) havADIyA cakalA. surata tA. 28-9-1929, jaina pravacana"nA tA. 21-7-1929nA 6ThThA aMkamAM pAne 12mAM mArA vAMcavAmAM je AvyuM che te uparathI spaSTa samajAya che

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326 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 ke jainene ghera dArUnA zIzA" ItyAdIne artha jaina kemanA amuka vargane ja lAgu paDe che. chatAM je ene anartha karI AkhI kemane lAgu pADI tene mATe uhApoha karavAmAM AvatuM hoya te mAre kahevuM joIe ke evI vyaktio kaMIka pitAne aMtara dveSa bahAra pADavAja e. halake prayAsa karatA haze. huM jaina kemane nathI. he "jaina pravacananA aMke vAMcyA che. ane nyAyane khAtara upara pramANe lakhavuM paDyuM che. pravacananI AkhI bhAvanA samajavA Akhe peregrApha vAMcavuM joIe. emAMthI amuka vAkaye kADhI asaMbaMdha rIte mUkI game tevA mana mAnatA Apane anukuLa artha karI mahAna vibhUtine halakI pADavA prayAsa kare e sUrya sAme dhULa uDADavA jevuM che. satvasukha vIrasukharAma hare. (15) nAnapurA reDa. surata tA. 28-8-1929, abhiprAya "jena pravacana" tA, 21-7-192hnA chaThThA aMkane pA. 12 me bIjA kolamamAM jenenA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane iMDA caTaNInI jema khavAya che" e vAkyamAM "jenonA e zabda badhA jenene lAgu paDe che jemAMnA keTalAkane e prazna mane pUchavAmAM Ave che tenA uttaramAM jaNAvuM chuM ke e prayoga jaina kemanA keTalAkane mATe che badhAne mATe nathI ja. cunIlAla mANekalAla gAMdhI. eDakeTa-surata. abhiprAya (16) khapATIA cakalA. surata. 29-8-29 Ref. no 179 jaina pravacana"nA tA. 21-7-ratnA aMkane bArame pRSTa jainenA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane iMDA, caTaNInI jema khavAya che."

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pariziSTa-1 | [ 3ra7 tenA artha saMbaMdhe, mahane pUchavAmAM AvyuM che. pUrvApara saMbaMdha, projana ane prakaraNa jotAM temaja bhASA prayoganI sAdhAraNa zailInI draSTie jotA "jainenA ghera" eno artha "keTalAka jainenA ghera" emaja thAya ema huM dhAruM chuM. jayendrarAya bhagavAnalAla dukAla (prophesara, aMgrejI ane gujarAtI sAhitya maganalAla ThAkaradAsa bAlamukundadAsa ArTasa koleja-surata) (17) jaina pravacananA 21mI julAInA aMkamAM 'tarakaDI karatAM vahelI brAhmaNa bhUMDI" e zIrSaka nIcenuM lakhANa huM dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcI gaye chuM jenA ghera paNa dArUnA zIzA ane iMDAM, caTaNanI jema khavAya che' evuM aMdara eka vAkaya che temAM amuka vyaktinI athavA samasta jaina komanA upara koI paNa prakAre AkSepa karavAne hetu nathI dekhAte. A satya pUrvApara sambandha jotAM eTaluM spaSTa rIte upara tarI Ave che ke enA samarthanamAM dalIle mUkavAnI jarUra nathI rahetI. keTalAka jene durbhAgye abhakSyanuM bhakSaNa ane apeyanuM pAna hAla kare che te zecanIya che eTaluM ja lekhakanuM vaktavya che. tA. 3-9-1929 pAmezacaMdra janArdana pAThakajI eDavokeTa, muMbaI hAIkorTa. saMbaI. ) * pUve, prophesara surata ArTasa koleja, zrIyuta gAMdhIjIne abhiprAya. kRpA karI jaina samAjamAM ubhI thayelI cAlu caLavaLane aMge keTalIka anachavA joga gerasamajutI samAjamAM prasarI rahI che ane temAM paNa munizrI rAmavijayajInA eka vAkyane saMbaMdhahINuM banAvI jainajanatA AgaLa keTalAka taraphathI evA AkSepa sAthe raju

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328 ] jIvana-sAphalya darzana-1 karavAmAM Ave che ke majakura vAkaya jaina samAjane uddezIne lakhAyeluM che. e bAbatamAM mArI pitAnI zaMkA TALavA zrIyuta gAMdhIjI sAthe meM patra vyavahAra kare ane tene pariNAme je abhiprAya huM zrIyuta gAMdhIjI pAsethI meLavI zake chuM te jaina samAjamAM prasarI rahelI azAMtine dura karaze e AzAe ApanA para mekalI ApuM chuM tene ApanA patramAM pragaTa karI AbhArI karazejI. xxx je vAkyane uhApoha tame karyo che ane huM nIrdoSa vAkya gaNuM chuM. emAM jaina mAtra upara AkSepa nathI paNa je jene akhAdya vastu khAya che tenI upara AkSepa che, ane belanAranI mAnyatA evI che ke akhAdya khAnArAne saMpradAya vadhatuM jAya che. xxxx mohanadAsa gAMdhI ba. mA. hirAcaMda kasturacaMda jhaverI.

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