Panchsutranu Parishilan

Author(s): Hemchandrasuri Acharya
Publisher: Ambalal Ratanchand Jain Dharmik Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005671/1

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- pU. AcAryadeva zrI hemacaMdrasUri ma. For Personal & Private Use Only www.jainelibrary

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ja parizIlatA (pUrvAcAryaracita paMcasUtranA 1lA "pApapratighAtaguNabIjAdhAna" sUga para caudazo gumAlIza graMthonA racayitA haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe racela vRttinA AdhAre apAyela pravacanono sAra) pravacanakAra : zrI prema-bhuvanabhAnu sUri-paM. padmavijaya vineca AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. prakAzaka saMghavI aMbAlAla ratanacaMda jaina dhArmika TrasTa (sthApaka - mULIbena aMbAlAla) mANeka coka clo, bI.e.zAha enDa bradharsa khaMbhAta 06, jhaverI bajAra, muMbaI, phona naM. 2409235, 2413933 - vikrama saMvata 20pa0 mUlya rU.30/ For Personal & Private Use Only

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prApti sthAna (1) prakAzaka (2) pI. e zAha velarsa, 110, hIrApannA, hAjI alI | muMbaI -26 phona : 4930390 -3601239 (3) zrI jinazAsana ArAdhanA TrasTa C/o bI. sI. jarIvAlA zopa naM. 5 badrikezvara sosAyaTI.marIna DrAIva I roDa, muMbaI - 2 phona 2818390 (4) zrI jinazAzana ArAdhanA TrasTa C/o caMdrakAMtabhAI saMghavI kobI, azokA koplekSa, relve garanALA pAse, pATaNa. u.gu. phona 31603 (5) rAmajIbhAI velajIbhAI gAlA ? 4, pArkavyuM, pI. ke. roDa, muluMDa (vesTa) muMbaI - 400080 phona pa681014 upakArI upakAra tamAro kadiya na visare bhAvabharI vaMdanA (1) siddhAMtamahodadhi, suvizALagacchanimatA, sva. AcAdava zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. (2) pUjyapAda nyAyavizArada gacchAdhipati sva. AcAdiva zrImavijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. (3) samatAnidhirava. paMnyAsajI zrI padmavijyajI gaNivaryazrI (4) siddhAMtadivAkara gacchAdhipati AcAryadiva zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA. (5) pU. pravartinI zrI raMjanazrIjI mahArAja (6) pU. pravartinI zrI IzvazrIjI mahArAja () pU. sAdhvIjI zrI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja (8) pU. sAdhvIjI zrI svayaMprabhAzrIjI mahArAja (9) pU. sAdhvIjI zrI divyayazAzrIjI mahArAja For Personal & Private Use Only

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prakAzakIya vikrama saMvata 2053mAM pUjyapAda siddhAMta divAkara gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI AjJAthI vairAgyadezanAdakSa pU. AcAryadiva zrImad vijaya hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA Adi ThANA 14 tathA pU. sAdhvIjI vasaMtaprabhAzrIjI ma. Adi ThANA 23 tathA pU. sAdhvIjI svayaMprabhAzrIjI ma. Adi ThANA 23nuM cAturmAsa zatruMjyagirinI pavitra chAyAmAM thayuM. lagabhaga 300 yAtriko paNa cAturmAsamAM dAkhala thayA. cAtumAsano saMpUrNa lAbha sva. mAtuzrI mULIbena aMbAlAla hA. ramAbena puMDarIkabhAI tathA ratanabena velajI gAlA ha. muktAbena rAmajIbhAI maMjulAbena bhagavAnajI bhAI jayAbena kizora bhAIe lIdho. cAturmAsa khUba suMdara thayuM. sAdhu sAdhvIomAM paNa yogohana vagere suMdara ArAdhanAo thaI. pU. munirAjazrI ratnAbodhivijayajI, pU. sAdhvIjI zrI siddhikRpAzrIjIe mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA karI. cAtumasa karAvanAra zrAddhavarya rAmajIbhAIe paNa mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanA karI. Aso suda-10 thI upadhAnano prAraMbha thayo. AmAM paNa aneka bhAgyazALIoe bhAga lIdho. cAtumasa tathA upadhAnatapano lAbha lenAra zrI rAmajIbhAI tathA temanA dharmapatnI muktAbena tathA zrI ramAbene paNa upadhAna tapa karyA. Ama khUba ja suMdara rIte cAturmAsa ane upadhAna vagereno kAryakrama thaI gayo. - cAturmAsa daramyAna pU. AcArya bhagavaMte "paMcasUtra" upara pravacano ApyA. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanI vairAgyasabhara zailIthI zrotAo vairAgyarasamAM taraboLa banyA. A vairAgyano AsvAda sahu koI AtmA mANI zake evI ja eka mAtra pU. gANivarya zrI kalyANabodhi vijayajI (e samaye munizrI) nI hArdika bhAvanAthI e pravacanonuM avataraNa kArya AraMbhAyuM.. ane e ja avataraNo parathI vyavasthita lakhANa taiyAra thaI "paMcasUtranuM parizIlana" nA nAme ApanA kara kalamamAM upasthita che. - AmAM pU. gurudeve padArthonuM suMdara spaSTIkaraNa kareluM che. khUba rocaka For Personal & Private Use Only

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lakhANa taiyAra thayuM che. vAMcanAranA haiyA hacamacAvI de evuM A lakhANa che. sarva sAdharmika baMdhuone AnuM vAMcana parizIlana karavA bhalAmaNa che. jIvana jIvavAno, pApothI bacavAno ane puNyane puSTa karavAno uttama mArga AmAMthI prApta thaze. vizeSa bhalAmaNa che ke Apa vAMcIne anya anekane vAMcavA preraNA karazo. jethI aneka AtmAo A vairAgyarasagaMgAmAM snAna karI potAnA AtmAne nirmaLa kare. vizeSa zrutabhaktinA lAbho maLatA rahe evI zrutAdhiSThAyikA sarasvatI devIne punaH prArthanA. lI. saMghavI aMbAlAla ratanacaMda jaina dhArmika TrasTa TrasTIo tArAcaMda aMbAlAla puMDarika aMbAlAla upendra tArAcaMda dravyano sarvyaya karI zrutajJAnanI suvAsa prasarAvanAra puNyAtmAo suzrAvaka rAmajIbhAI tathA suzrAvikA muktAbenanA upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA tathA suzrAvaka rAmajIbhAInA mAsakSamaNanI ArAdhanAnI anumodanArthe ratabena velajI gAlA parivAra hA. maMjulAbena bhagavAnajIbhAI tathA jayAbena kizorabhAI tathA suzrAvikA ramAbena puMDarikabhAInA upadhAnatapanI anumodanArthe mULIbena aMbAlAla zAha parivAra hA. zarmeza - khyAti dharaNendra aMbAlAla mukeza baMsIlAla malaya preraNA - priti lI. saMdhavI aMbAlAla ratanacaMda jaina dhArmika TrasTa - For Personal & Private Use Only

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karma sAhitya vizArada siddhAMta mahodadhi 5.pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA

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mokSa mArganA sAcA sArathI sUripremanA AjJAMkita paTTAlaMkAra pa.pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya 991@gzarIzvarajI mahArAjA

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graMtha paricaya anaMta upakArI, carama tIrthapati bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnA zAsanane alaMkRta karanArA pUjyapAda cAkinI mahattarAsunu haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA thaI gayA, jemaNe potAnA jIvanakALa daramiyAna 1444 graMthonI racanA karI. pUrvAcArya racita A paMcasUga upara pUjyapAd zrI haribhadrasUrijIe TIkA racI... A paMcasUtranuM paheluM sUtra te pApapratighAta ane guNabIjAdhAna. A sUtra bahu mahatvanuM che, A pAyo che. A pApapratighAta ane guNabIjAdhAna vagaranI zraddhA e tAtvika banatI nathI. tAtvika zraddhA eTale ke 4 thA guNaThANAnA pariNAmo, je A 1 lA sUtrathI thAya che. paMcasUrAmAM pAMca sUtrono samudAya che. pAMcamA sUtramAM mokSanuM svarUpa batAvyuM che. mokSanuM varNana che. mokSamAM AtmAnuM sthAna sthira che, akSaya che, acala che. cothA sUtramAM e meLavavAno upAya ke je cAritra che, te cAritra kema pALavuM te batAvAyuM che. trIjA sUtramAM te cAritra grahaNa kema karavuM te batAvAyuM che. bIjA sUtramAM te mATe taiyAra kema thavuM te batAvAyuM che ane 1 luM e sauthI pAyAnuM sUtra che, je AtmAmAMthI pApano pratighAta ane AtmAmAM guNabIjAdhAna- guNanA AropaNa viSe che. derAsara navuM karavuM hoya to jamIna khodIne hADakAdi kAMI hoya to te kADhIne pahelA zuddhi karavI paDe. kheDUta pahelA khetara

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kheDIne jUnAM bIjone, kharAba bIjone kADhe ne pachI temAM navA bIjo ugAve tema AtmAmAMthI pApanA bIja kADhavAnA, bIja eTale saMskAra. hiMsA karIe to pApa baMdhAya, sAthe saMskAra ubhA thAya. ghaNA kharAba saMskAra aMdara AtmAmAM paDayA che. dIkSA grahaNa vidhi : pApapratighAta ane guNabIjAdhAna e 1 lA sUgathI thAya pachI sAdhu dharmanI paribhAvanA Ave. paribhAvanA eTale abhyAsa, anubhava. sAdhu thatA pahelA teno abhyAsa karavo paDe, anubhava levo paDe. koI pUrvano ArAdhita jIva hoya to tene emanema paNa dIkSA apAya. vajasvAmIe 3 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. kalikAlasarvajJa 5 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. je ekadama navA hoya tene paribhAvanA karavAnI. sAdhu thavuM hoya, dIkSA levI hoya to mA-bApane khuza-prasanna karavA paDe. koI ahIM prazna kare ke mA-bApa nA pADe to zuM karavuM? levI ke na levI ? zAstramAM badhA upAya batAvyA che. mA-bApane samajAvavAnA. kahevAnuM ke cAlo ApaNe sAthe dIkSA laIne sAthe ArAdhanA karIe ne pachI bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe mokSamAM jaIe. saMsAramAM rahIe to bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe rahIe evuM nahi kAraNobadhAnA pApa judA judA hoya. jyAre dharma sAthe karIe to bhavAMtaramAM sAthe rahevAya. aSabhadeva bhagavAnanuM Akhu kuTuMba gayA bhavamAM paNa sAthe dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne Avela hatuM. Ama samajAvavA chatAM paNa na mAne to pachI potAnA pUratI vAta karavAnI. tema chatAM ca na mAne to temane khoTuM kahevAnuM ke Aje rAtre mane (2) For Personal & Private Use Only

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svapna AvyuM che, mArU AyuSya ochuM che, eTale dhamarAdhanA karavA mane rajA Apo. chatAM na mAne to mitrane joSI tarIke bolAvavAno. te mA-bApane samajAve ke AnuM AyuSya alpa che eTale ene have je dharma karavo hoya te karI levA do. dikSA mATe mA-bApa na ja mAne to... potAnA taraphathI badhA ja prayatno karI chUTavAnA. Akhare ... teo nahi ja mAne ema lAge to bhAvathI temanA AzirvAda laIne gurU pAse jaIne cAritra le. AmAM mA-bApano tyAga nathI karyo. zAstramAM dAkhalo Apyo che. mA-bApa potAnA dIkarA sAthe eka gAmathI bIje gAma jatA hatA. rastAmAM ghora jaMgala, pasAra karatA hatA. evAmAM badhAne bhayaMkara vyAdhi lAgu paDayo. asahyo hato. AthI mA-bApa cAlI zake tema na hatA. nagara saheja dUra hatuM. eTale dIkarAe kahyuM, "huM nagaramAM jAuM. sAjo thaIne davA laIne ahIM AvIne mA-bApane bacAvIza." paNa mA-bApa dIkarAne potAnAthI dUra mokalavA mAMgatA na hatA. chatAM dIkaro mAtA pitAnI bhojana vagarenI vyavasthA karIne nagaramAM gayo ane sAjI thaIne davA laIne AvIne mA-bApane vyAdhimAMthI choDAvyA. jo dikaro mA-bApanI AjJA mAnIne temanI pAse rahyo hota to traNeya e vyAdhinA bhoga banyA rahetA ane akAle maraNa vadhAvavuM paData. to AmAM mA-bApanI sAcI bhakti kaI? dIkSA lIdhA pachI to tene joIne mA-bApa paNa dharma pAme, mATe mA-bApane pahelA manAvavAnA. AkhI jIMdagI mAne evA nathI For Personal & Plate Use Only

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ema lAge to temanA para saheja paNa bhAva bagADayA vagara dIkSA levAnI. A che dIkSA grahaNavidhi ! pachI e vidhipUrvaka pravajyA pALavAnI ane enA phaLa svarUpa mokSane prApta karavAno. A badhAno pAyo pApapratighAta ane guNabIjAdhAna che. A sUtrapaThana zA mATe ? sau prathama aMdaranA zalyono nikAla karavo paDe sAthe sAthe uttama guNonA bIja vAvA paDe, e bIjamAMthI ja pachI AgaLanA guNaThANAo rUpI phaLa maLe. ane vaLI e bIja nAMkhavAnuMvAvavAnuM ghaNuM karIne A manuSyabhavamAM ja zakya bane che. sArA ke kharAba, jevA bIja ahIM vAvazuM tevA phaLa bhavAMtaramAM maLe. gata janmomAM je doSo ane pAponA bIja nAkhIne AvyA chIe tene have dUra karavAnA eTale ke pApano pratighAta karavAno ane have navA guNonA bIja vAvavAnA eTale ke guNabIjAdhAna karavAnuM che. mATe paheluM sUtra pApapratighAta ane guNabIjAdhAna kahyuM. ratnakaNikA. A mahApuruSonA pagale jaMgalamAM ya maMgala ane raNamAMya jharaNa sarjAya che. kapaDAM phATe to calAvI leje, paNa saMskAra ke cAstri na phATe tenI takedArI rAkhajo. kema ke ene sAMdhI ApanAra koI darajI nahi maLe.... For Personal & Private Use Only

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atizayagarbhita vizeSaNa-stuti H sUtranI zarUAtamAM ahIM maMgalAcaraNa kare che. vidhnanAza mATe maMgala pahelA karavuM paDe. moTAmAM moTuM maMgaLa che arihaMtane karelo namaskAra. namaskAra 3 prakAre thAya. (1) IcchAyogathI, (2) zAsrayogathI ane (3) sAmarthyayogathI. pahelAmAM arihaMtane namaskAra karavAnI IcchA thAya ane namaskAra kare paNa temAM vidhi-avidhi sacavAya nahi. zAsrayogamAM zAstramAM batAvela saMpUrNa vidhi sAcavIne namaskAra kare. sAmarthyayoga eTale arihaMtanI AjJAnuM saMpUrNa pAlana. sAmarthyayoga eTale kevaLajJAnanI ekadama najIka. te Ave eTale kevaLajJAna AvIne ja rahe. have A namaskAra vizeSaNa vagara karIe ane vizeSaNayukta karIe to beyamAM bhAvamAM phera paDe mATe vizeSaNo mUkyA che. ahIM arUhaMtANaM bhagavaMtANaM vizeSya che. arihaMtanA 3 artha che. (1) ari eTale duzmana. rAga-dveSa rUpI duzmanano nAza karanAra, tene haNanAra, (2) arUha-rUha dhAtuno artha ugavuM. aruhana eTale ke jene karma have ugavAnA ja nathI ane (3) arhat-AkhA vizvanA badhA jIvonI pUjAne yogya che te evA arihaMtanA ahiM pAMca vizeSaNa mUkyA che. pAMca vizeSaNo : (1) vitarAga- rAga-dveSa nIkaLI gayA che, tevA. cIta: apeto rAga : / rAgathI dveSa ane moha paNa laI levAnA, rAgadveSa ane moha jenA mULathI nAza pAmyA che te vItarAga. For Personal & Private Use Only

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ApaNe sarAgI. roja vItarAgatAnuM dhyAna karavAnuM "mane koInA para rAga nathI. game tevI sArAmAM sArI, UMcAmAM UMcI paulika vastunI IcchA nahi karuM. mane koInA para dveSa nathI, koI mAruM game teTaluM kharAba karaze to paNa tenA para dveSa nahi karuM. mArA TukaDe TukaDA karIne kApI nAkhaze toya tene mitra ja mAzA vigere. ane moha eTale ajJAna. jenAthI jIva muMjhAya te moha. khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, mitromAM mUMjhAIe e moha che. vairAgya dvArA mohanI nAza karI je vItarAga thAya te anukrame turaMta kevaLajJAnA pame. (2) sarvajJa- traNe kALanuM, traNe lokanuM jJAna. koI paNa vastu ajANa nahi. atyAre ApaNe ahIM beThA chIe. te paNa temAM dekhAze. AvI to anaMtA bhavonI sicila dekhAya paNa evuM kevaLajJAna meLavavA UMcI sAdhanA karavI paDe. himAMzusUri ma. 15 varSathI satata AyaMbila kare. dUdha, dahIM, khAMDa vigaIo kAMI nahi. pramAda bilakula nahi. divase suvAnuM nahi, Akho divasa svAdhyAyAdi kare. pramAda hoya tyAM sudhI kevalajJAna na Ave. (3) devendrothI pUjitaH sarvajJa paNa be prakAranA (1) tirthaMkara ane (2) sAmAnya kevalI. tirthaMkaro viziSTa puSyavALA hoya. temanA samavasaraNamAM asprAtihAryo zobhe. paramAtmAnuM ratnajaDita siMhAsana hoya. pAchaLa jabaradasta tejomaya bhAmaMDala hoya, tenI pAchaLa bhagavAnathI 12 gaNu UMcu evuM azokavRkSa hoya, bhagavAnanI upara 3 chatra, hIrA-mANeka-motInI mALAothI For Personal & Private Use Only

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maDhelA hoya, Indro cAmara vIMjhatA hoya, devaduMdubhi vAgatI hoya, divyadhvani nIkaLato hoya. devatAo puSponI vRSTi karatA hoya. deva nahi devonA paNa deva, devendra enAthI pUjita. ApaNe to temanI AgaLa kaMI visAtamAM nathI. A pRthvIne eka sekanDamAM UMcakIne lavaNasamudramAM nAkhI zake. AvA jabarajasta zakti ane sAmarthyavALA Indro paramAtmAnI pUjA kare, samavasaraNa race, 3 gaDha banAve ne bhagavAna emAM upadeza Ape. | (4) yathAvathita vastu svarUpane kahenArA bhagavAna sarvajJa che eTale badhuM ja jANe che ane vItarAga che eTale kyAMya koInA para moha nathI, bhagavAnanA vacanamAM kyAMya asatya na hoya. ane evA bhagavAna (5) trilokaguru che. sAco rasto batAve te guru. sukha, mokSa, hitano mArga batAve te guru, zAstranA artho batAve te guru. bhagavAna traNe lokane zAstranA artho kahe. bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM adholokamAMthI asura nikAyanA devatAo Ave. urvalokamAMthI devendro Ave ane ticchalokamAMthI manuSyo - tirthayo Ave. AvA paramAtmA traNa lokanA gurU che. A bhagavAnanI vizeSatAo batAvI temane bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra karyA. A rIte bhagavAnane pAMca vizeSaNothI namaskAra karyA (1) vitarAga (2) sarvajJa (3) devendrothI pUjita (4) yathAvasthita vastunA kahenArA ane (5) traNa lokanA gurU. () For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhagavAna paNa A ja jame bhagavAna bane. pahelA mohano nAza karavA dvArA vitarAga bane. pachI jJAnAvaraNAdi 3 ghAtikarmano nAza karIne sarvajJa thAya. kevaLajJAna pAme eTale tirthaMkara nAmakarmano vipAkodaya zarU thAya. devatAo AvIne sevA bhakti kare eTale devendrothI pUjAyelA. devatAo samavasaraNanI racanA kare ne temAM birAjamAna paramAtmA dezanA Ape. temAM je vastu je pramANe che te pramANe ja kahe eTale yathAvasthita vastu varUpane kahenArA ane te upadeza traNeya lokanA jIvone ApavA dvArA traNe lokanA gurU bane che. atizayagarbhita vizeSaNo : vaLI, pahelA cAra vizeSaNo paramAtmAnA cAra atizayo sUcave che. bhagavAna vItarAga che. duniyAmAM sauthI moTA apAyarAga-dveSa ane moha jenA nAza pAmyA che (apagama thayo che) tevA bhagavAna eTale apAyApagamAtizaya. vaLI, sarvajJa che. 3 kALanA 3 lokanA badhA padArtho, bhAvone jANe che te jJAnAtizaya. devendrothI pUjAyelA che eTale pUjAtizaya ane yathAvasthita vastaravarUpane kahenArA che je vacanAtizaya. 0 ratnakaNikA tapanuM ajIrNa - krodha jJAnanuM ajIrNa - abhimAna For Personal & Private Use Only

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anAdinI saMsArayAtrA bhagavAnane namaskAra karyA eTale emanA para bahumAna thayuM. vaLI vizeSaNothI bhagavAnanA guNone jANyA jethI emanuM vacana haiyAmAM saraLatAthI utarI jAya ane evA bhagavAna A pramANe kahe che. "Iha khalu aNAIjIve '' saMsAramAM kharekhara anAdikALathI jIva che. A vAkya bahu ciMtanAtmaka che. A vizvamAM kharekhara ApaNo jIva anAdino che. tenI koI Adi-utpatti nathI. evo koI kALa nathI jyAre ApaNe na hatA. koI evo kALa nahi hoya jyAre ApaNe nahi hoIe. enI para khUba vicAra karavA jevo che infinite time. anaMtakALathI ApaNe ahIMyA chIe ne anaMtakALa rahevAnA che to kyAM hatA Aja sudhI kyAMkathI ne kyAMkathI marIne ahIM AvyA. sthira to hatA ja nahi he bhavya jIvo ! tame vicAra karo. saMsAramAM anAdikALathI jIva che to kyAM hato. zuM karI Avyo ? ApaNo anAdino ItihAsa zuM che ? anAdikALathI nigodamAM hatA. tyAM ja janmavAnuM ne tyAM ja maravAnuM. eka AMgaLInA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAga jeTalI kAcA ne emAM anaMtA jIvoe sAthe rahevAnuM. asaMkhya kAyAo bhegI thAya tyAre e dekhAya. je dekhAya e to bAdara nigoda. sUkSma nigoda to dekhAya ja nahi. cauda rAjalokamAM sarvatra sUkSmanigoda che. pradeze pradeze anaMtA jIvo atyAre janma-maraNa kare che. ApaNuM temane gharSaNa na lAge. atyaMta sUkSma, chedI na zakAya, bhedI na zakAya C For Personal & Private Use Only

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tevI. bAdara nigoda lIla, phuga joI zakAya. je dekhAya emAMya anaMtAnaMta jIvo che. eka nigodamAM anaMtA jIvo zI rIte samAyuM? udAharaNa ApyuM ke eka mANase lAkha auSadhio bhegI karI. darekane mahinAo sudhI ghuMTIne ekadama sUkSma banAvI. pachI tene bhegI karI ane emAMthI rAInA dANA jevI eka goLI banAvI. to eka rAInA dANA jevI goLImAM keTalI davA che? 1 lAkha thAya ne? ema nigodamAM anaMtA jIvo hoI zake. bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zaMkA na karavI. anAdikAlina sUvamanigoda e avyavahAra rAzi. bAdara nigodathI vyavahAra rAzimAM AvyA kahevAya. anaMtokALa avyavahAra rAzimAM gayo. AyuSya vadhumAM vadhu - aMtarmuhurta. eTale 48 mInITanuM hoya evuM nahIM 1 sekanDanuM hoya pAMca sekanDanuM paNa hoya, 10 miniTanuM paNa hoya paNa be ghaDIthI vadhAre na hoya. jaghanya AyuSya lagabhaga 1 sekanDano 22mo bhAga jaghanyathI gaNIe to 1 sekanDamAM 22 vAra janmIne maravAnuM badhA vacce eka zarIra. zvAsa badhAno bhego. khorAka bhego. Indriya paNa eka ja spazendriya. AMkha nahi, kAna nahi, nAka nahi, jIbha nahi mAtra cAmaDI. ekadama alpa cetanA. evI avasthAmAM ApaNo anaMtakALa gayo. eka jIva mokSamAM jAya tyAre eka jIva avyavahAra rAzimAMthI vyavahArarAzimAM Ave. paNa emAM kono naMbara lAge? anaMtA jIvo che. jenI niyati, bhavitavyatA jAge te nIkaLe, temAM koI kAraNa nahi. cha mahinAmAM eka jIva ochAmAM ocho 10 For Personar: Private Use Only

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mokSamAM jAya eTale cha mahine ochAmAM ocho 1 jIva bahAra Ave. pAMca karoDa sAthe mokSe jAya to pAMca karoDa jIvo bahAra Ave. vyavahAramAM Ave eTale have tenI TrAvelIMga zarU thaI. paNa A bAdara nigodamAM paNa anaMto kALa pasAra thAya pachI pRthvIkAyamAM AvIe. emAMya sUkSma ane bAdara. pachI apakAya agnikAyamAM badhe phare. kramasara upara caDhe ja evuM nahi, pAcho nigodamAM paNa jAya. duHkha sahana karavuM e ja sAdhanA, nArakI, tiryaMca, vikalendriyamAM badhe pharI AvyA. anaMtokALa gayo. kyAreka manuSyabhava paNa maLe. mokSe javAnA 5 kAraNa mokSamAM javAnA pAMca kAraNa batAvyA che. (1) svabhAvaH be prakAranA, bhavyatva ane abhavyatva. abhavIno kyAreya mokSa thavAno ja nahi. samakita paNa na pAme. bahAra nIkaLe ne pApo karIne pAcho nigodamAM jAya. anaMtokALa tyAM ja pasAra kare (2) niyati : je ApaNane avyavahAra rAzimAMthI bahAra kADhe. (3) kALa : niyatie bahAra kADhayA pachI paNa anaMtA pudgala parAvartakALa sudhI bhaTakavAnuM. anaMtAbhavomAM badhe jaI Ave. pudgala parAvarta bahu jaMgI kALa che. te kyAM pasAra karyo? eka eka lokAkAzanA pradeza para anaMtA janma maraNa thayA che. abhavyanI kevI dazA ? kyAreya mokSa thavAno ja nahi. bhale kadAca svargamAM jaI Ave paNa pachI to bhaTakavAnuM ja. ApaNe abhavya hota to zuM thAta ? niyatine salAma 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karo ke ApaNane bhavya banAvyA. caramAvarnamAM AvyA pahelA ApaNe abhavya jevA ja hatA. kaMI sAruM na sUjhe. pApo karIne durgatimAM javAnuM. ko'ka vAra bIjAne joIne dharma karIe ne svargamAM jaI AvIe toya pAchA paTakAvAnuM. tirthaMkaranA jIvone paNa caramAvarta na Ave tyAM sudhI bhaTakavuM ja paDe. 3 juM kAraNa kALa paripakva thAya pachI ja ThekANuM paDe. tenI AgaLa ApaNuM kAMI ja na cAle. pachI ja caramAvartamAM AvIe. have cothuM kAraNa che (4) karma ahIM AvyA pachI paNa puNya jAge to arihaMta maLe. bIjA game tevA devo maLe to dharmanA nAme adharmI karIne pApo karavAnA. puNyathI deva-gurU-saMgha-sAdharmika-sArA kuLamAM janma maLe. caramAvartamAM thoDo mela ocho thayo ne sArI sAmagrI to maLI paNa have tenI AzAtanA karIe to pAchA paTakAIe, sthAnakavAsI mUrtine na mAne, pUjA kare te dugatimAM jAya ema mAne. utkRSTa puNya jAge tyAre sAcI vastu hAthamAM Ave. (5) purUSArtha: sAcI vastu maLyA pachI purUSArtha karavo paDe. ApaNuM sthAna kyAM?... ApaNe 4 cokImAMthI pAsa thayA. bhavyatvano ravabhAva hato ne niyati jAgI eTale bahAra AvyA, anaMta pudgala parAvarta bhaTakIne 3 jI, kALanI cokI pAsa karI. karmasaMyoge puNyodayathI sArI, uttama ane sAcI sAmagrI hAthamAM AvI. have puruSArtha karavAno che. AgaLanI 4 vastu ApaNA hAthamAM na hatI. purUSArtha ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. ane have te nahi (12) 12 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karIe to kudarata sAmagrI jhUMTavI leze. kudarate ucca deva-gurU ApyAne have e saMsAra pAchaLa, khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM, mojamajAmAM jIvana veDaphI daIe to pharI nahi maLe. joradAra purUSArtha karavAno. gurU ma. pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. roja 20 kalAka kAma kare. rAtre 9 thI 1 mAMDa sUe. uThIne cAMdanImAM lakhavA besI jAya. caMdrazekhara ma. prAraMbhika jIvanamAM roja 16 kalAka vAdhyAya kalAka roja pATha le. manuSyabhava e to rojanA ajabonI dhIkatI kamANI karAvatI peDhI che. e peDhI para beThA pachI khAvAmAM - sUvAmAM TAIma bagADIe to peDhI hAthamAM rahe? duHkhono vicAra karavAno. e yAda karavAno ne purUSArtha karavAno. bhagavAne kIdhuM e badhuM tapa, japa, svAdhyAyAdi karavAnuM ratnakaNikA dU zarIra e kaMvara che ne AtmA,e kAgaLa che... kiMmata kavaranI nahiM paNa kAgaLanI hoya che. * mAruM mAruM karazo to marI jazo, ne tAruM tAruM karazo to tarI jazo. - a tarka tyAM takarAra...ne zraddhA tyAM ekarAra. jI lakSmIsaMpanna nahi ho to cAlaze paNa lakSaNa saMpana nahi ho to nahi cAle. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sArothaM saMsAra: bhagavAna emanI vANImAM bahu mArmika vAta kare che. rUMDha rahetu mALIve jagatamAM kharekhara jIva anAdithI che. Adi nathI ane aMta paNa nathI. mAtra jIva nahi AkhuM vizva anAdi anaMta che. mAtra saMyogo palaTAya che. zarIranAM pugalo paryAyanI apekSAe nAza pAme paNa eka paNa paramANu vizvamAM nAza pAmato nathI ke navo utpanna thato nathI. abhavyano jIva sAdhuone dharma karatAM joIne AnAthI ravarganA sukho maLaze. evA bhAvathI mAkhInI pAMkha jevuM zuddha cAritra pALe paNa dravyathI, aMdara cAritra sparze nahi. mokSa game nahi. navamA vecaka sudhI te cAstrinA prabhAve jAya. prarUpaNA paNa mokSanI ja kare. tirthaMkara bhagavAna karatAM abhavyanA jIvathI pratibodha pAmatA jIvo anaMtA che. tema chatAM paNa aMte moTo kALa te nigodamAM ja jAya che. acaramAvarta kALamAM ApaNe paNa abhavya jevA ja, mAyAprapaMco-kaSAyo karIne durgatimAM javAnuM, deva-gurUne mAne paNa sukhA mATe, niHsvArthabhAve nahi, mokSa mATe nahi. eTalo moTo kALA eTale badhI narakamAM anaMtIvAra. badhA nArakAvAso (84 lAkha)mAM anaMtIvAra. emAM koI ja upAya nahi. kALanI ja rAha jovI paDe. acaramAvata paNa pUro thaI gayo je agharAmAM agharU hatuM te purU thaI gayuM. A saMsAramAM eka paNa duHkha evuM nathI ke je 14 For Persorrar & Private Use Only

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ApaNe na bhogavyuM hoya. duHkha Ave che pApathI, eTale A saMsAranuM eka paNa pApa evuM nathI ke je ApaNe na karyuM hoya. eka eka AkAzapradeza para anaMtA maraNa, thaI gayA. badhA jIvo sAthe badhA ja prakAranAM saMbaMdho thaI gayA. ghaNuM rakhaDIne caramAvartamAM AvyA. paNa ahIM AvyA pachI paNa puNya karma joIe to UMcI dharmanI sAmagrI maLe. dharma maLavo sahelo nathI. vartamAna drazya duniyAmAM pAMca abajamAMthI sauthI zreSTha evo jena dharma keTalAne maLyo. A to karmae lIlI jhaMDI ApI eTale badhI UMcI sAmagrI maLI. paNa have je purUSArtha nahi karIe to sAmagrI karmasattA jhUMTavI leze. have bAjI ApaNA hAthamAM che. purUSArtha karIe to saMsArathI chUTAca. 14 pUrvadhara, samakita pAmelA paNa pramAdane jore nigodamAM gayA. have vilaMba karavo vyAjabI nathI. AjathI ja sAdhanA zarU karI devI joIe. zAstra bole che: mahAnizithamAM lakhyuM ke, ApaNe IcaLanA bhava keTalA karyA? to kahyuM ke jo ApaNe karela IyaLanA bhAvomAM IyaLanuM je kalevara nAza pAmI jatuM hoya tene badale rAkhI mukavAmAM Ave to te anaMtA lokAkAzamAM paNa na samAya. A to aupacArika vAta karI. evA to tiryaMcanA, pRthvI kAcanA, vikalendriyamAM anaMtA bhAvo karyA. eTalA badhA vistAravALo, mahAbhayaMkara kALa mAMDa mAMDa pUro karyA pachI caramAvatamAM AvyA. For Persone Private Use Only

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keTalAya mAra khAdhA pachI devagurU maLyA. have to mokSamArgamAM macI paDavAnuM. dhImA paDayA to moha pAchaLa paDayo ja che. purUSArtha nahi karIe to pastAvuM paDaze. ArAdhanA AvatIkAla para paNa nahi rAkhavAnI. koI di kALano vizvAsa nahi karavAno. prabaLa vairAgya joIze. saMsAramAM bhaya lAge. dAvAnala kIdho. AkhuM loka saLagI rahyuM che. kyAre chUTIe, kyAre chUTIe ema thavuM joIe. Aje ghare jaIne upaDI jaIe ema paNa bane. uchaLato vairAgya joIe. Aja sudhI koMe mane rakhaDAvyo che. have huM tene toDI nAkhuM. A karme tiryaMcanA bhAvomAM haLa kheMcAvyA, narakamAM bhAlA ghoMcAvyA, bhUkha-tarasa-ThaMDI-garamI badhuM sahana karAvyuM Avo julama eNe ApaNI para gujAryo ne have taka maLI che tenI sAme paDavAnI to besI rahevAya? have tenI sAme jhajhUmavAnuM. A saMsAra kevo bhayaMkara ! avyavahAra rAzimAM nigodamAM anaMto kALa kADhayo. acaramAvartano kALa paNa ghaNo karyo. anuttara deva ke Indra vi. sivAyanA eka paNa bhava evA nathI ke je A jIve na karyA hoya. badhA ja zarIra A jIve dhAraNa karyA... 84 lAkha yonimAM bhaTakyA. nigoda pRthvI-pANI-vAyuvanaspati, mATI, dhAtu badhe ja bhaTakyA. saMsAra eTale bhaTakavAnuM ahIM sArA bhAva AvavA atyaMta durlabha. A bhava aTavImAM rasto jaDe ja nahi, basa bhamyA ja karo, pharyA karo. athaDAvAnuM phUTAvAnuM.. acaramAvatamAM AvyA paNa bhAre karma eTale devAdhideva ( 16 ) For Personal & Private Use Only

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na maLe. bhomiyo ja na maLe. maLe to khoTA maLe, sAcA maLavA ca muzkela. athaDAtA kUTAtA ghaNo mAra khAdho. karma ochA thayA eTale apunarbalakamAM AvyA ne bhagavAna maLyA. temaNe gurunA jevA lakSaNa batAvyA tevA guru maLyA. aSTapravacana mAtAnuM pAlana, bAhmacarya-aparigraha vagerenA niyamothI yukta evA guNayukta guru maLyA. ane jyAM tIrthakara, vigere mahAna AtmAonA jIvo che evo saMgha maLyo. puruSArtha eja kartavya: A deva guru dharmanI sarvazreSTha sAmagrI maLI. A badhI sAmagrI avyavahArarAzimAM na hatI. pRthvIkAya apa/vaiumAM bhaTaktA hatA tyAre na hatI. caramAvatamAM paNa maLe to keTalo puNyodaya joIe. ApaNane janmathI A maLyA. ApaNo keTalo puNyodaya? ApaNe keTalA Toca upara pahoMcI gayA? paNa have zuM karavAnuM ? bajAra, mUDI, dhaMdho badhu anukULa hoya pachI besI rahe to mUrakha ja ne ? eka rUA. nA hajAra, lAkha karI Ape evo dhaMdho hoya pachI pramAda karAya? have to puruSArtha karavAno. mahenata karIne A saMsArano uccheda karavAno che. krodha, mAna vagere DAkuo che, mleccho che, guMDAo che. emano nAza karavAno che. bhagavAna dezanAmAM kahe che ke ApaNo jIva anAdino che. koI paNa bhUtakALa evo nathI jyAre ApaNe nahotA ane evo paNa koI kALa nahi hoya jyAre ApaNe nahi hoIe. ( 10 ) For Personel Private Use Only

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tatvajJA: viratnAH AjanuM sAyansa paNa kahe che ke jagatanA pudgalonA paryAyonI sthiti parivartana thAya paNa koI paNa padArtha-paramANu jagatamAM navo na thAya ke jagatamAMthI koI paNa paramANuno nAza paNa na thAya. A sAcI vAta che paNa mahatvanI vAta e che ke sAyansa jaDanI ATalI ciMtA/saMzodhana kare che tema AtmAnI kema nathI karatuM ? huM gayA bhavamAM kyAM hato ! huM ahIM kyAMthI Avyo ? AcArAMgamAM lakhyuM ke moTA bhAganA jIvo e jANatA ja nathI ke pote koNa che. e samaje che ke huM bhAratIya chuM, hindu chuM, paNa huM AtmA chuM ema bahu ochA samaje che. tattva samajavAvALA viralA hoya che. je AtmA mAne ene pachI vicAra Ave ke kyAMkathI ahIM Avyo ne have ahIMthI marIne bIje javAnuM che. ApaNI sAthenA, AjubAjunA ApaNA ja evA keTalAya ApaNI najara sAme yamarAjAnA gharamAM pahoMcI gayA. paNa A jIva mUrakha samajato nathI ke mAre paNa maravAnuM che. ahIM rUpaka ghaTAve che. thALImAM eka roTalI. teno eka TukaDo moMmA cavAya che ene joIne roTalIno bIjo TukaDo hase che ke jo tuM kevo cavAya che paNa e samajato nathI ke tAre paNa Aja rIte hamaNAja cavAvAnuM che. AvI ja sthiti ApaNI paNa che. roja chApAmAM ekasIDanTo vaMcAya, rogacALAo vaMcAya. jIvo badhA TapoTapa mare che. AkhI paristhiti badalAI rahI che. tamArI pAse bhale karoDo rU|. haze paNa tamane cokhkhA, ghI, dUdha nahi maLe. ApaNI kahevAtI pragati, vikAsa, udhogo rojerojanuM 18 For Personal & Private Use Only

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maraNa nIkaTa kare che. bahu thoDA varasa mATe A jIvana maLyuM che. A kALamAM sAdhanA nahi karIe to bhaviSyanA anaMtakALanuM zuM? ahIMthI saMpatti sAthe Avaze ke dharmane guNo? anaMtakALathI jIva saMsAramAM keTaluMya bhaTakyo. eka gati bAkI nathI rAkhI. acaramAvatamAMthI caramAvatamAM AvyA. karma herAna karatuM hatuM ne e pachI paNa mAra khAtA khAtA puruSArtha kALamAM AvyA. ApaNo atItano ItihAsa to banI gayo paNa haveno anAgata bhaviSyakALa ApaNA hAthamAM che. tame koIno paNa ItihAsa sAMbhaLo, vAMco te hakIkatamAM ApaNo ja che. acaramAvartamAM paNa duHkha evuM nathI ke je ApaNA jIve na bhogavyuM hoya ane koI paNa pApa evuM nathI ke ApaNA jIve na karyuM hoya. moMghero A mAnavabhava : atyAre ApaNane jena kuLamAM janma levA mAtrathI devaguru sAhajika maLI gayA paNa hakIkatamAM e emanema nathI maLyA. anaMtAnaMta maraNAMta kaSTo veThIne enA badalAmAM A badhuM maLyuM che. A bhagavAna, guru ane dharma emanema nathI maLyA-anaMtIvAra paramAdhAmIne A kAcA sopI. anaMtIvAra ekeka tiryaMcanA bhava karyAA badhu thatAM svabhAva/niyati/ kALa/karma e badhAe lIlI jhaMDI ApI ane have ApaNe chelle arihaMtanA darabAramAM AvyA. anaMtA bhavo pachI niyatie rajA ApI. pachI kALe anaMtIvAra bhaTakAvyA. eka kerosInanI lAInamAM UbhA rahetA kaMTALo Ave paNa ahIM anAdithI tiryaMcanigodanI lAInamAM UbhA hatA. anaMtA duHkho veThIne, anaMta (19) For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhavo karIne have deva-guru maLyA che. have puruSArtha AcaravAno che. have pAcho bhUtakALa rIpITa na thAya enuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM jIva ane karmano anAdino saMyoga : ahIM anAdithI jIva ane karmano saMyoga vaLagelo che. amuka kALe bAMdhelu karma amuka vakhate khapI jaze paNa karmaAtmAno saMyoga anAdithI rahelo che. karma badalAyA kare, enA baMdha udayamAM pheraphAra thayA kare paNa eno saMyoga-pravAhathI anAdino che. pUrve bAMdhelA karmo hamaNAM bhogavAI rahyA che. ane have bIjA je bAMdhyA che, bAMdhIzuM te bhaviSyamAM bhogavavAnA Avaze. A karmanA kAraNe saMsAra Ubho che. saMsAranI koI paNa kriyAnA phaLarUpe duHkha ja hoya, saMsAra duHkhanA phaLavALo che. vartamAnamAM duHkharUpa che. AkhA jagatanA jIvono vicAra karo. eka paNa kSaNa evI nahi hoya ke jyAre nArakImAM asaMkhya jIvo nahi hoya. e satata duHkho bhogave che. ghorAtIghora pIDA bhogave che. nigodamAM anaMtA jIvo eka ja kAyAmAM raheMsAya che. AkhA jagatanA nigoda sivAyanA jIvo karatA soyanA agra bhAgamAM rahelA nigodanA jIvo anaMtagaNA che. teo satata janma-maraNa karyA kare che. mAtra naraka-nigoda nahi, cAre gatimAM duHkha che. adhyavasAyavaza A jagatanA jIvo pApa bAMdhe che ane enA kAraNe pApanA anubaMdho kare che. ane A paraMparA anAdithI emanema cAlu ja che. pApa karavAnA ane durgatimAM For Personal & Private Use Only

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javAnuM-A be ja dhaMdhA A jIve karyA che. acaramAvatamAM rAga-dveSa karIne pApo bAMdhavAnA ne tenA udaye rAga-dveSa karavAnA. A paraMparA bhavobhava cAle. dareka pApa ApaNe karyA ane dareka duHkha ApaNe bhogavyA. A duniyAno bhayaMkara guMDo, pApI, e je pApa kare che tenA karatA anaMtaguNA pApo ApaNe karyA che. Ama vicAravAthI pApI para kharAba bhAva nahi Ave. karUNA Avaze, kadAca te nahi Ave to mAdhyastha bhAvanA jAgaze paNa dveSa nahi thAya. athapattithI samajIe : keTalIka vAta athapattithI samajavAnI hoya che. zAstrakAra kahe che ke eka paNa duHkha evuM nathI ke je jIve na bhogavyuM hoya. A dukha Ave pApathI. zAstra kahe che ke eka paNa evI yoni nathI, jIvano bheda nathI ke jemAM ApaNe utpanna thayA na hoIe. kudarata ekadama vyavasthita cAle che. tamArA azubha karmano udaya na hoya to kaMI na thAya. eTale ApaNe evA pApo bhUtakALamAM karyA ja che. evA pApo bAMdhyA ja che ke jenA AdhAre narakAdinA ghora duHkho ApaNe bhogavyA. A karmanI gati akaLa che. ane temAMthI chuTavA ja jinezvara devoe jinazAsananI sthApanA karI che. jema mAMdA mANasanI cikitsA mATe hospiTala hoya, temAM nidAna thAya... pachI auSadha apAya. sAravAra thAya ane e rIte te sAjo thAya. tema A AtmA mAMdo che, karmano rogI che. 2 For Personal & Private Use Only

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e roganuM nidAna auSadha sAravAra ane roganA upacAra karavA A jinazAsana che. AtmAne rogImAMthI nirogI banAvanAra jinazAsana che. anAdikALathI lAgelA karmanA bhayaMkara roganuM nidAna karAvanArA, oSadha karAvanArA jIvono samUha te caturvidha saMgha. duHkhonuM mULa ajJAna : anAdithI karmanA kAraNe jIva jyAM rakhaDe che e saMsAra duHkharUpa che. duHkhanA phaLavALo che. devaloka paNa duHkharUpa che. tyAM paNa IrSyA vigerenA saMkalezo che. pariMgrahanI mUchaoi che. AyuSya pUrU thayA bAda garbhavAsamAM javAnuM che. duniyAmAM aneka prakAranA duHkho che. koIne khAvAnuM. koIne paheravAnuM koIne dIkarAnuM... darekane kaMIka ne kaMIka duHkha hoya che.. paNa e badhA duHkho eka ja ThekANethI utpanna thAya che. tenuM mULa pakaDIe eTale te nAza pAme. A mULa eTale ajJAna. ajJAna dUra thaI jJAna Ave to badhA dukho nAza pAme. jJAna sivAyanA bIjA badhA upAyo e lohIno vikAra maTADyA vagaranA gumaDA paranA bahArathI marAtA malamapaTTA jevA che. paNa e keTalA cAle? ajJAna e lohIno vikAra che. duniyAmAM jJAna ghaNuM che paNa e Atma-ajJAna che je vartamAna ane bhaviSyamAM vadhu duHkhanuM kAraNa che. AtmajJAna e ja duHkhane TALanAruM bane. saMsAramAM rasapUrvakanI pravRttithI anubaMdhavALA karma baMdhAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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e karma udayamAM AvatA duHkha Ave. e duHkha dUra karavA jatAM jIva bAMdhe, ne e navA karmathI navA duHkha... Ama A navA karma saMsAra duHkhanI paraMparAvALo che. cAra nikSepe saMsAra dareka vastunA 4 nikSepA thAya. nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva. saMsAra zabdanA 4 nikSepA joIe. nAma saMsAra eTale kAgaLamAM saMsAra zabda lakhyo hoya te. saMsAranI vividha gationA citro te sthApanA saMsAra. eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM jIva bhaTake, rakhaDayA kare e dravya saMsAra ane AtmAnA viSaya ane kaSAyanA pariNAma te bhAva saMsAra. dareka jagyAe dravya e bhAvamAM kAraNa hoya che. paNa ahIM UMdhuM che. bhAva saMsAra e dravya saMsAranA kAraNa che. cAre gatimAM jIva rakhaDe che viSaya kaSAyanA pariNAmane kAraNe ! yogazAstramAM kahyuM ke kaSAya ane viSayane parAdhIna AtmA e ja saMsAra che. rAgadveSayukta AtmA te z2a saMsAra. dravya saMsAranuM mULa bhAva saMsAra che. jeTalA pariNAma bagaDe eTalo dravya saMsAra bagaDe. vAsupUjyasvAmIjInA stavanamAM upAdhyAyajI ma. kahyuM, 'kalezavAsita mana te saMsAra' A eka ja paMktimAM keTaluM tatva ApI dIdhuM. manane samajAvI do. kaleza, rati-arati, niMdAdveSa A badhAmAM doDatuM mana te ja saMsAra. e ja rakhaDAve che. enAthI bacavA ja bhakti, saMyama badhuM che. dravya - cAra gatirUpa saMsAra to kaDavo lAge paNa bhAva sasAra kaDavo lAge che kharo ? ahIM rAga karavo game che paNa tenA pariNAme AvatuM duHkha 23 For Personal & Private se Only

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bhayaMkara lAge che. paNa have samajIne rAga-dveSa choDavAnA che.koI paNa hisAbe AtmAnA pariNAma sAcavavAnA che. zubha/zuddha pariNAmathI caDiyAtu A jagatamAM kAMI nathI. nAnA paNa doSanI upekSA na karavI. ajJAnI jIvonI najara dravya saMsAra para che paNa jema jJAna vadhe tema bhAva saMsAra najaramAM Ave che. dravya ane bhAva baMne saMsAra duHkhanuM kAraNa che. duHkharUpa che, duHkhane ApanArA che,duHkhanI paraMpajhA che ani) che paNa kaccha TrolanI TAMkImAM paDe to moTA bhaDakAo kare tema krodha-mAna-mAyAno nAno paNa bhAva bhayaMkara visphoTa karavA samartha che. kyuM che ke thoDuM paNa devuM hoya to tenI upekSA na karavI, thoDo paNa ghA hoya to enI paNa upekSA na karAya ema thoDo paNa aMtaramAM Ubho thayelo rAgadipariNAma je che enI upekSA na karavI. Ajano dekhAto na nAno paNa doSa kadAca kAle bhaDakI uThe. ratnakaNikA Ayo guruvannumAno / paMcAzakajI gurubahumAna e ja mokSa che. gurubahumAna e mokSanuM avaMdhya kAraNa che. 24 For Personal Private Use Only

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dohIlo mAnavabhava lAdhyo... ApaNo anAdino Akho ItihAsa jene khyAlamAM AvI jAya te sAmAnyathI jaladI AgaLa vadhe. caramAvartano manuSyabhava keTalA kaSTo veThayA pachI maLyo. ApaNA bhUtakALanI AkhI philma banAvavI joIe. pahelA sUkSma nigoda, pachI bAdara nigoda, pachI pRthvIkAyamAM paththara, mATI, sonA, cAMdImAM pachI apakAyamAM sarovaramAM taLAvamAM, samudramAM, agnikAyamAM, vAyukAyamAM AvyA. vanaspatikAyamAM phaLa tarIke AvyA. loko kApe, bhede, chede. vAyukAyamAM pavana tarIke hoIe ne koI kuMka mAre to agnimAM homAI javAnuM. kIDI tarIke cAlatA hoIe ne koInA paga taLe kacaDAI javAnuM. vAMdA-maMkoDA-mAMkaDa tarIke hoIe ne koI jherI davAo chAMTIne mArI nAMkhe. keTakeTaluM veThayA pachI A manuSyabhava maLyo. te paNa ghaNAyane maLyo chatAM sAmagrI na maLI. jainakuLamAM janma na maLe. mammInI koI jainetara bahenapaNI hoya. baMne sAthe haryA-pharyA-ucharyA hoya paNa jo janmamAM saheja pheraphAra thaI jAya to kyAM zrAvikAnuM kuLa ne kyAM anya. puNyakarma ko'ka udayamAM AvyuM ne jaina dharma maLyo. doSa sevanamAM kRpaNa banavAnuM atyAre purUSArtha pradhAna che. acaramAvarta kALamAM ApaNuM kaMI na cAlI zake. jyAre have dhArIe to purUSArtha karIne karmone niSphaLa karI zakIye. caramAvartamAM AvyA pachI ane 25 For Personal & Private Use Only

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AvA deva-gurU maLyA pachI prakRSTa purUSArtha karavAno. gurU ma. (pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma.)ne lakSamAM rAkhavAnA. eka sekanDa paNa nakAmI na javA de. jyAM jyAM doSa lAgatA hoya tyAM kRpaNa banavAnuM kAraNa puNya vecAI jAya che, pApa baMdhAya che. guNanA arjanamAM udAra banavAnuM have bAjI hAthamAM che. cukyA to. rakhaDatA thaI javAnA, manuSya jIvananuM utkRSTa AMtarU asaMkhya pudgalaparAvarta. samakti draSTi AtmAne mokSanuM utkRSTa AMtarU ardha pudgala parAvarta, eka pudgala parAvarta eTale anaMtA kALacakra. cukIzuM to zuM thaze? mATe karma khapAvavAno jabaradasta purUSArtha karavAno. yathAzakti tapa-tyAga-deva-gurUnI bhakti karavAnI. gurudeva pUjyapAda bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. no eka siddhAMta hato, "paramAdhAmI mArI kAyAne zuM pIle, huM tapa ane saMcamathI mArI kAyAne pIlI nAkhuM." dhannA aNagAre kevo tapa karyo! cAlatAM khaDakhaDe hADa . cAle ne hADakA athaDAya ne avAja Ave. nALIyerInA kocalA jevuM moTuM karI nAkhyuM. AMkho UMDI jatI rahI. AvA mahApurUSone lakSamAM rAkhI ApaNA bIjA yogo sIdAya nahi e rIte tapa karavAno. evo jabaradasta purUSArtha karavAno. kSaNe kSaNano upayoga karavAno nahitara puNya to khacaze, sAthe vadhu bhayaMkara e che ke pramAdanA saMskAra AtmAmAM paDaze. 26 For Personal & Private Use Only

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aNAIjIvassa bhave - jIvano bhava eTale saMsAra anAdikALano che. saMsAra. sama + sR dhAtu. sR eTale sarakavuM eka ThekANethI bIje ThekANe. eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM, eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM sarakavAnuM te saMsAra. e saMsAra cArathI cAle che? anAdithI zenA kAraNe ? to maUAmpataMgo nivattA - karma ane AtmAnA saMyogathI. e saMyoga paNa anAdikALathI. eka vAra jo siddha bhagavaMtanI jema AtmA cokakho thaI jAya to ciMtA nahi. siddha bhagavaMtanuM eka vizeSaNa mUkyuM - kRtakRtya. jemane saMsAramAM kazuM bAkI rahyuM nathI. badhI rIte kRtyatA anubhave che. saMsArano uccheda zA mATe? saMsAra anAdikALathI che to temAM vAMdho zo? sUrya ane caMdra, graho, nakSatro, tArA, pRthvI anAdikALathI che ja ne ! bhale ne saMsAra paNa ema rahyo. paNa nA, vAMdho e ja che ke saMsAra duHkharUpa che, duHkhanA phaLavALo che ane duHkhanI paraMparAvALo che. vartamAnamAM duHkharUpa che. Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, rogo, janma, maraNa, jarAvasthA, daridratA saMkleza, paisA, kuTuMba, apayazanI ciMtAothI bharelo saMsAra che. kyAMya zAMti nathI. cena paDe ema nathI. zrImaMto uMghanI goLIo le. abajo rUpiyA chatAM mananI zAMti nathI. vaLI, je karIe tenuM phaLa paNa duHkha. rojanA saMsAramAM navA navA pApo karavAnA ne duHkho UbhA karavAnA. saMsAranI badhI For Personal & Private Use Only

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pravRtti duHkhane utpanna karanArI che. tIvra rasapUrvaka karmo bAMdhyA hoya to A bhavamAM ja phaLa bhogavavuM paDe ema paNa bane. anIti karIne, lokone lUMTIne dhana bheguM karyuM hoya ne chellI avasthAmAM kensara thaI jAya, lakavo thaI jAya. moTA moTA mahArathIo ApaNane bahArathI sArA dekhAya paNa aMdarathI to. UMgha ca na Ave. sattara so ciMtA mAthe hoya. koI sukhI nathI. vartamAnamAM to duHkha, paNa pariNAme paNa duHkha ane duHkhanI paraMparA pAchI UbhI. A duHkha eka-be bhavomAM chUTI jatuM nathI. juo gozALAne go-zALAe bhagavAna mahAvIra para tejalezyA mUkI, pAchaLathI pazcAtApa thayo eTale svarga maLyuM. pachI rAjA thaze. tyAM paNa sAdhune herAna karaze. eTale sAdhu tejalezyAthI tene bALI nAkhaze pachInA bhavonI paraMparA juo ! dareka bhavomAM trAsa. vAyukAramAM jAya ne agnimAM homAya, pANImAM jAya ne ukaLavuM paDe. jhADa para pAMdaDA tarIke hoya ne saLagavuM paDe. sAte narakamAM be vAra javuM paDyuM. AgaLanA bhAvomAM pApa karIne AvyA hoya tenI paraMparA cAle. ekAdavAramAM chUTAya nahi. bhagavAna na maLyA tyAM sudhI bahu duHkho bhogavyA. eka eka nArakAvAsamAM jaI AvyA. katalakhAnAmAM eka Dhorane kapAto joIe ne thatharI jaIe. AvI to asaMkhya vAra ApaNe kapAyA. . bhagavAna ane gurUno keTalo upakAra ke AvA bhavomAMthI bacAvyA. DhoranA bhavanI kalpanA to karo janmavAnuM, ucharavAnuM zarIra banAvavAnuM, AkhI jIMdagI kheDUtanI majUrI karavAnI, For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhara unALe haLa kheMcavAnA ane jyAre rasa-kasa nIkaLI jAya tyAre aMte katalakhAnAmAM jaIne kapAvAnuM vaLI A pIDAmAM Ata dhyAna hoya. rodra dhyAna AvI jAya to narakamAM jatA rahIe. eka mAtra bhagavAna Azaro che, sahAro che. bhagavAne ekadama zaraNAgata thaI javAnuM. tame kahezo tema ArAdhanA karIza, saMyama pALIza paNa mAre durgatiomAM nathI javuM. trAsI gayo chuM. have eka divasa paNa mAre A duHkhA nathI bhogavavA. bhagavAnane bALaka banIne vaLagI paDavAnuM. kalikAlasarvajJa vItarAgastotramAM bhagavAnane kahe che ke, "jyAM sudhI tame mane mokSamAM nahi pahoMcADo tyAM sudhI tamArU zaraNuM choDIza nahi ane tame paNa mane choDazo nahi." Iha khalu aNAIjIve A saMsAramAM jIva kharekhara anAdino che. anAdithI nigodamAM janma-maraNa karyA. anaMtakALa pachI eka jIva mokSamAM gayo ne anaMtA jIvomAMthI bhavitavyatAnA yoge ApaNo naMbara lAgyo ane pachI mahAbhayaMkara evo acaramAvartano kALa prasAra karyo. eka naraka dhrujArI choDAvI de to ahIM to anaMtIvAra narakamAM. acaramAvartano kALa trAsa karAvI de, tevo che. game teTalA mAra paDe to paNa dharma sUjhe nahi. pApanI ja vRtti. eTalA tIvra rAga-dveSa ke pApamAMthI chUTe ja nahi. caramAvatamAM paNa puNya na jAge tyAM sudhI sArU kuLa na maLe. AphrikAmAM janmyA hota to rastA vacce gAyane kApIne tenuM lohI pItA mANaso jovA maLata. anArya dezano manuSyabhava paNa na phaLe, sArA (29) For Personal & Private Use Only

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devaguru na maLe dharma paNa uMgho maLe dharmanA nAme ja pApo karIne durgatimAM javAnuM. Aje paNa jIvatA mANasone saLagAve ja che ne ? peTrola chAMTIne agni cAMpI de. A anAdino bhayaMkara saMsAra cAlyo Ave che. lAla bahAdura zAstrI - bhUtapUrva vaDApradhAna. bahu sArA vyakti, khUba UMcuM - prAmANika jIvana. eka vAra koI prasaMge sADI kharIdavA gayA. dukAnamAM peThA ne dukAnadAra Abho banI gayo. vaDApradhAna mArI dukAne padhAryA! teNe to sADIo bhAre kiMmata vALI batAvavA mAMDI. 1000/-, 1500/-... vALI batAvI eTale zAstrIjIe kahyuM ke, mAre e na cAle. dukAnadAra kahe tamArI pAsethI kyAM paisA levAnA che. zAstrIjI kahe emane ema na levAya. ne pachI emaNe potAnI jarUriyAta mujaba sAdI sADI kharIdI. AvA pramANika vyaktine paNa ucca devagura to karme na ja ApyA, je tamane ApyA. kadAca bhavAMtaramAM e pAme paNa kharA ! kahevAno matalaba e ke A karme sAme cAlIne tamane badhuM hAjara karI ApyuM. mAe zIro banAvIne koLIyo moDhAmAM paNa mUkI Apyo paNa nIce to ApaNe ja utAravo paDe. have purUSArthano viSaya che. acaramAvatamAM purUSArtha karyo paNa UMdho eTale vadhu duHkha bhogavyA. have sAmagrI maLyA pachI purUSArtha nahi karIe to karmasattA sAmagrI jhUMTavI leze. citta-vitta ane pAtrA A 3 vastu bhegI thAya enA AdhAra para phaLa maLe. - (30) 30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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citta eTale mananA pariNAma. mananA pariNAma khUba UMcA rAkhavAnA. sAthe vitta eTale ApavAnI vastu e paNa yathAzakti UMcAmAM UMcI joIe. ane pAtra- zAlibhadra sAdhune khIra vahorAvI enA badale koI saMnyAsIne vahorAvata to A phaLa na maLe. pAtra UMcAmAM UMcu deva-gurUnuM maLyuM che. emAM citta ane vitta jeTalA joDIe eTaluM phaLa maLe. be pADozI hoya ne eka sAmAnya dravyothI bhagavAnanI aSTaprakArI pUjA kare ne bIjo jainetara UMcAmAM UMcI sAmagrIthI, UMcAmAM UMcA bhAvothI enA devanI sevA kare to kone keTaluM phaLa? are! jenetarane jena karatA anaMtamA bhAganuM paNa phaLa na maLe. kAraNa ahIM pAtra khUba UMcuM che. be vyaktio potapotAnA zeThanI khUba jabarajasta sevA kare. eka zeTha sAdhAraNa che ne bIjA abajopati che. have jo sAdhAraNa zeTha rIjhe to ApI ApIne zuM ApI zake? bahu bahu to 1000/ - rUA. nA pagAranA rU. 1500/- kare. jyAre abajopati zeTha rIjhe to divasanA rU. 15000/- karI nAMkhe. ema anya devadevI je pote ja apUrNa che, asarvajJa che, sarAgI che temanI game teTalI paNa uMcI bhakti zuM ApI zake? hA, thoDuM ghaNuM phaLa maLe paNa vItarAganI thoDI paNa bhakti anaMtagaNu phaLa ApanArI bane. purUSArtha mATe vIAMtarAya karmano kSayopazama joIe. zaktithI ochuM karIe to vIryaMtarAya baMdhAya. pachI zakti na maLe. zakti karatAM thoDuM adhika karavAnuM jeTaluM 31 For Personal Private Use Only

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adhika karIe eTale svAbhAvika thatuM jAya ne ema karatAM vadhu ne vadhu AgaLa vadhAya. vIrcAtarAyano kSayopazama thAya. keTalA mahAna gurU maLyA ! jinazAsanamAM ghaNA gurUo che. darekamAM taratamatA hoya. emAMya jJAnI, tapasavI, sArA svabhAvanA gurU maLyA. have purUSArtha nahi karIe to karma vAMku thaI jaze. bihAmaNo saMsAra : saMsAra, anAdithI karmanA saMyogathI cAle che. paNa bhale ne cAle, zuM vAMdho che? vAMdho e ke A saMsAra duHkharUpa che. duHkhanA phaLavALo che ane duHkhanI paraMparAvALo che. vartamAnakALe duHkharUpa che. koIne zarIranI takalIpha hoya, koIne dukAnanI, kuTuMbanA Tenzano hoya. game teTalA moTA mANaso hoya paNa aMdarathI dukhInA duHkhI. vaLI saMsAranuM phaLa paNa dukha. kaDavI davA pIdhA pachI rAhata thatI hoya to barAbara, paNa saMsAranI badhI pravRttimAM vartamAnamAM duHkha ane bhaviSyamAM enA phaLarUpa duHkha bhogavavAnuM. enI paraMparAe paNa vaLI pAchuM duHkha. chUTakAro ja nahi. anubaMdhavALA karmo baMdhAyA hoya te udaya vakhate vadhu pApa karAve ne vadhu duHkha bhogavavAnuM anaMtAnaMta kALa nigodamAM ane temAMthI nIkaLyA pachI mahAbhayaMkara acaramAvarta kALa. saMsAramAM badhA bhavo anaMtavAra A kALamAM karyA. mAtra anuttaravAsInA bhava, Indra vi. ane 63 zalAkA purUSanA bhAvo na maLe. bAkInA badhA bhavo anaMtIvAra karyA. pachI athaDAyA-kuTAyA pachI caramAvarta maLyo. temAM puNya jAgyuM ne deva-gurU-sArU kuLa maLyuM. niyati, bhavyatva, 32 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kALa ane karma e cAre e lIlI jhaMDI ApI. atyAra sudhI ApaNe emanA hAthamAM ramavAnuM hatuM. paNa have bAjI ApaNA hAthamAM che. mahatvano je purUSArtha che te have AdaravAno che. mahApurUSonI jema joradAra parAkrama phoravavAnA. sAma sAmenA yuddhamAM senika saheja paNa ADA-avaLo jAya kharo? ADoavaLo to na jAya paNa jeTalI zakti hoya te badhI phoravIne purUSArtha kare. krikeTa mecathI saMsAra lAbhaH Aje A meco ramAya che, jevAya che enuM phaLa zuM? meca e zuM che? eka prakAranuM kautuka ja ne? koNa hAre? koNa jIte e jovAnuM game, IcchAo jAge. eja IcchAonuM AgaLa rUpAMtara thAya. - be kukaDA laDAve. lohIluhANa thAya tyAM sudhI laDe e jovAnuM e paNa kautuka. pachI mallakustI jovAnuM kautuka jAge. arabastAnamAM Aba UMTanI pUchaDIe bALakane bAMdhe ne UMTane doDAve. chokaro ghasaDAya. dhULanA TephA, patharA vAge ne je cIso pADe e joIne Arabone majA Ave. e paNa kautukanuM phaLa. ema paramAdhAmI, e to asura nikAcanA devatAo che. temane nArako joDe koI duzmanAvaTa nathI. paNa A kautukanA saMskArothI nArakImAM Ave ne jIvone duHkho Ape. ukaLatA pANImAM nAkhe ne nArako cIso pADe eTale majA Ave. AjanI ramAtI mecomAM AvA kautuka jovAnuM bIja paDe che. 23 For Pelser Private Use Only

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Akho saMsAra vartamAnamAM paNa bhayaMkara duHkharUpa che. paramAdhAmI niyamA bhavya hoya, ApaNe paNa bhavya jIva eTale ApaNe paNa AvA paramAdhAmInA anaMtA bhavo karyA. ApaNe nArakone duHkha ApyA ne pachI marIne paramAdhAmIone 2-3 jA bhave nArakI ja maLe ne pote dukha bhogave. A sarkala cAlyA kare. e vakhate koNa bacAve? paNa kALa paripakava thayo. kamI ochA thayA ne ahIM AvyA. have jo bhUlA paDayA, jinazAsanane choDayuM to sarkala pAchuM cAlu. purUSArtha na karIe to bhaTakavAnuM. sAro ane sAco purUSArtha karazuM to ThekANuM paDaze. bhUMDo A saMsAra! zAstramAM Thera Thera saMsAranI asAratA batAvI, Aje vartamAnamAM paNa jIvone kevA dukha bhogavatA joIe chIe. bhaMDone UMdhA laTakAve. gudAmAMthI saLIyo nAkhIne jIbhamAMthI bahAra kADhe. pachI goLa-goLa pherave. nIce agni peTAve eTale bhUMDa jIvatuM ne jIvatuM zekAya. devanAramAM Dhorane jIvatA ne jIvatA cAmaDI utAre. ukaLatA pANImAM nAMkhe. rojanA Aje AkhI duniyAmAM karoDo-abajonI saMkhyAmAM mAchalAo kapAya che. anaMta puNyodaye sAro manuSyabhava maLyA pachI paNa emAM kuTuMba parivAranI ciMtAo, zArirIka rogAdi duHkho, mAnasIka pAra vagaranA duHkho, vaLI samajaNanA abhAve duHkhothI chUTavA pApa kare ne vadhu duHkho bhogave. bhagavAna mahAvIre zreNikane kIdhuM ke "ahIMthI tAre narakamAM (34) 34 For Personal & Private Use Only

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javAnuM che" ne zreNika kahe, "mAre narakamAM javAnuM ? mArA hRdayamAM mahAvIra sivAya kAMI nathI. rAjya nathI, bhogo nathI, aMtaHpuranI strIo nathI, mArA hRdayamAM mAtra Apa cho ne mAre narakamAM javAnuM ?" mahAvIra bha. kahe, "hamaNAM tArA hRdayamAM mahAvIra che e vAta barAbara paNa haraNIne mArI hatI, tenA garbhane haNyuM te pApa to bhogavavuM ja paDe." tIrthaMkaranA jIva, ApaNe emanI atyAre pUjA karIe ne e nIce narakamAM duHkho bhogave. ane jyAre vyavaze ja kSaNe IndronA siMhAsano Dolaze. 14 rAjalokanA jIvo kSaNa mATe AnaMda pAmaze, janma samaye 56 dikumArIo Avaze. A badhuM kharuM paNa kareluM karma bhogavavuM to paDe ja. ratnakaNikA jema garama dUdha zarIramAM ThaMDaka kare che tema gurunA garama vacana AtmAmAM ThaMDaka kare che. jIvo pratye premabhAva, ane pudgala pratye udAsInabhAva, e che vairAgya bhAva 35 For Personal & rivate Use Only

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lAkSaNika zuddha - dharma: A mAnavabhava pAmyA pachI A asAra saMsAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno puruSArtha e ja kartavya. A saMsArano uccheda zI rIte? zuddha dharmanI ArAdhanAthI. dharmamAM jeTalI garabaDo karIe. eTaluM rIjhalTa kapAya. dareka viSayamAM jeTalI zuddhatAmAM jaIe. teTaluM rIjhalTa UMcu maLe. paripUrNakakSAno dharma ArAdhatAM chelluM phaLa mokSa maLe. zuddha dharmanA 3 lakSaNo. 1. AdarabuddhithI karavo, A dharma e ja kartavya che evI buddhipUrvaka karavAno. enA para pUrNa, Adara bahumAna joIe. eno ja pakSapAta joIe. manuSyajIvanamAM dharma sivAya kAMI ja karavA jevuM nathI evI deTa mAnyatA joIe. je karavuM paDe e lAcArI che. satvahInatA che. karmanI prabaLatA che. ahIM ekamAtra bhagavAnanI bhakti ane gurunI vaiyAvacca tathA dharmanuM ArAdhana e ja kartavya che. evI spaSTa buddhi-mAnyatA joIe. 2. cAra saMjJAnA nigrahapUrvaka karavo. eka bAju dharma karIe ne bIjI tarapha saMjJAone chUTI mUkIe e na cAle. Indriyono nigraha karanAra e ArAdhanAne pAtra che. upavAsa karIne pAraNAmAM vRddha banIe. tapazvaryA karIne ujamaNAmAM Asakta banIe to dharma joIe tevo zuddha na bane. dareka kriyA karatAM AhAra-bhaya-methuna ane parigraha (36) For Personal & Private Use Only

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e cAra ane vaLI krodha, lobha, mAna-mAyA ane lokasaMjJA tathA oghasaMjJAne ghaTADavAnI che. A 10 saMjJAnA lazkara ApaNI para tUTI paDe che, tenI sAme laData ApavAnI che. dareka dharma AcaratA saMjJA tUTe che ke nahi? ene ghasAro lAge che ke nahi? e lakSa joIe brahmacarya pALatA maithuna saMjJA tUTavI joIe. dAna detA parigrahasaMjJA, tapamAM AhAra saMjJA ghasAvI joIe. IndriyonuM jora ghaTavuM joIe. (3) dharma phaLanI AzaMsA (IcchA) rahitano joIe. dAna ApuM ne devaloka maLe. tapasyA karuM ne tejasvIpaNuM maLe. brahmacarya pALuM ne bhoga sArI rIte bhogavI zakuM. AvI badhI phaLanI IcchA na joIe. IcchA karavI hoya to eka ja ke jaladIthI AtmAno mokSa thAya. have A saMsAramAM DUbavuM nathI. mAMgavuM ja hoya to tAranArI sAmagrI/saMyoga mAMgavAnA, samAdhimaraNa, sugurUno yoga, gurUnA vacananuM pAlana mAMgavAnuM, je paraMparAe mokSane Ape. atyAranA garabaDIyA dharmamAMthI zuddha tarapha javAnuM che. dharmanI zarUAta hoya tyAre zuddha dharma tarata na maLe paNa ApaNuM lakSya zuddha dharma tarapha ja joIe. tenI avagaNanA karIe te na cAle. chatAM ko'ka saMsAranI IcchAthI dharma kare to tene toDI na paDAya. saMghamAM gItArtha AcAryonI javAbadArI ghaNI moTI che. azuddha dharmamAMthI jIvane dhIre dhIre zuddha dharma tarapha vALavo paDe. (30) 3che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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e samajAvavAnuM. azuddha dharma karato hoya tene utArI na paDAya, tene dharma choDAvI na devAya. ene samajAvavAno ke lAkhanI kamANI rAkhamAM kema gumAvI de che? je dharmathI devalokanA sukho cAvat mokSanA sukha saheje maLavAnA ja che, te dharmathI AvA tuccha A lokanAM sukhonI apekSA kema? ane vaLI dharma dvArA jIva anukuLapaNe mokSamArge AgaLa vadhe che to saMsAranI apekSA kema ? ItyAdi vividha rIte ene samajAvIne dharmamAM AgaLa vadhAravAno. have nakkI karavAnuM ke vizuddha dharma ja joIe che. zarUAtamAM bALajIvanI jema cAlyA paNa have prauDhayuvAna banavuM che. vizuddha dharma ja ArAdhavo che. kavi dhanapAla bhagavAnanI bhakti karatA bhagavAnane kahe che ke, tArI bhaktithI maLatI devalokanI bhoga-baddhi ke sukho nathI joItA. tema tArI bhaktithI mArI naraka aTakI jAya evI paNa koI IcchA nathI. Apad nivAraNa, rogAdi nivAraNa ke cakravatIpaNuM to nathI joItuM paNa jo mukti maLatI hoya to te paNa nathI joItI, mane to mAtra tArI bhakti ja joIe che ne e maLI eTale mane badhuM maLI gayuM." kavio, bhaktajano paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM evA ekAkAra thaI jAya che ke muktinI paNa AzaMsA-IcchA emanI chUTI jAya che. zuddha dharma - saMsAramAMthI chUTavAno eka mArga che. ane te zuddha dharma. A zuddha dharma (1) AdarabuddhithI karavo (2) saMjJAonA (38) 38 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nigrahapUrvaka karavo ane (3) saMsAranI IcchAo, phaLanI AzaMsA rahita karavo. - tirthaMkara bhagavaMte dharma AcaravA rAja-pATa, sukha samRddhi, bhoga-baddhi badhuM choDayuM. ane ApaNAthI dharma karIne saMsAranA sukhanI IcchA kevI rIte karAya? koI bALa jIvo hoya ne saMsAranI IcchAthI dharma AcaratA hoya to tene paNa dhIre dhIre samajAvIne mArgamAM lAvavAnA. koI pUche ke dharma zene mATe karavAno? to javAba eja ke dharma mokSa mATe ja karavAno paNa koI saMsAranA jIvo enA saMsAranI takalIpha ukelavAnuM pUche to zuM kahevuM? evA koI duHkhI mANasa hoya to ene ema kahevAya ke tArA roga, duHkhA dharmathI dUra thaze mATe dharma kara. - saMjJAo toDavI, IcchA virodha karavo e bahu agharI vAta che. saMsAramAM rAcatA jIva mATe e khUba kaThaNa che. e to dhIre dhIre sAMsArIka AzaMsAthI dharma karatA karatA AgaLa jatA samajaNa vadhatA zuddha dharmamAM Ave che. " karmavaza ApaNe pApamAM beThA hoIe tyAre paNa te herA lAgavuM joIe, bAkI karavA jevo to dharma ja che. A to kamanasIbI che ke pApa AcaravuM paDe che. kRSNa mahArAjA badhI dIkarIne bolAvIne pUche che ke zuM thavuM che, dAsI ke rANI? badhA kahe rANI thavuM che.to kahe, rANI thavuM hoya to zrI nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse jAo ane cAritra 39 For Personal & Private Use Only (39)

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grahaNa karo. ne dAsI thavuM hoya to paraNAvI de. pote aMdarathI paNa jIva bALe, mAro bhAI AkhA vizvane tAre che ne huM AraMbha-samAraMbha karIne DUbI rahyo chuM. rAjapATa karatA karatA paNa mana mokSamArgamAM che, ratnatrayImAM che jJAna-darzana-cAstrinI paripUrNatA e mokSa. ApaNI pAse, aMzatA che. upAdeya to ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAja che, samakitine pApa karavA paDe to paNa tenuM mana mokSamAM ja hoya che. 0 ratnakaNikA. ja bhegAM maLIne jIvavuM e gAmaDAMnI saMskRti che ane bheguM karIne jIvavuM e zaheranI saMskRti che. jJAna evI rIte meLavatAM raho ke tame amara rahevAnAM ho... ane jIvana evI rIte jIvatAM raho ke tame Aje ja mRtyu pAmavAnA ho..... - saMta prabhAva chupAvIne svabhAva pragaTa kare che, jyAre ApaNe svabhAva chupAvIne prabhAva batAvavAno prayatna karIe chIe. 40. For perconal Private Use Only

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vyavahAranA pagathIethI, nizvayane zikhare : dharmanI prAraMbhika avasthAmAM Direct zuddha dharmanI vAta na karAya. jIvonA jIvadaLa, tathAbhavyatvane anurUpa enI para caDhavA pagathiyA mUkavA paDe. saMsArika phaLanI AzaMsAthI gharma karIe to gharma koDInI kiMmatano che e vica nayarI barAbara che. paNa sAthe vyavahAranayano samanvaya karo paDe. arthAta nizvaya sudhI pahoMcavA vacce pagathiyA joIe. brahAdatta cakravartI, pUrvabhave be bhAIo sAdhu hatA. ghora sAdhanA karatAM chelle aNasaNa karyuM. AkhuM gAma darzana karavA AvyuM, cakravartI enI rANI sAthe Avyo e rANInI vALanI laTa aDI gaI. sAmAnya nimitta maLI gayuM. vicAre mana caDI gayuM. AvuM sukha! nicANuM karyuM ke tapanA prabhAvathI mane Avu cakravartIpaNuM maLo. bhAIne khabara paDI, samajAve che ke cAritrane badale cakravartIpaNuM mAMgavuM e mUrkhatA che. ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyo paNa na samajyo. niyANu na choDayuM te marIne deva thayo ne pachI brahmadatta cakravartI thayo. cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjya, bharatakSetrano mAlika, 32,000 mukuTabaddha rAjA, 64,000 rANInuM aMtepura sukhanA bhogavaTAmAM masta che... ekavAra jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. pUrvabhava jue che. vicAre, moTo bhAI kyAM gayo ? ene zodhavA eka gAthA banAvI. chelluM pada khAlI rAkhyuM... AkhA cha khaMDamAM pharatA e 41 For personal Private Use Only

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zloka moTA bhAI nA (zreSThIputra thaIne jeNe dIkSA lIdhI che, tenA) sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyA teNe pAda pUro karyo. Akhare baMne bhAI maLyA A sAdhu cakravartIne samajAve che. A saMsAranA badhA sukho duHkhamaya che. A cakravatIpaNuM narakamAM laI janAruM che. paNa ahIM brahmadattane cAritranI IcchA ja nathI thatI. nicANuM karIne dharma vecI nAkhyo have dharma nathI joIto. have A sAdhu eka pagathiyuM nIce utare che. kahyuM ke prajAmAM nyAya, zIla, dAna, dharmanuM pravartana kara. A pagathiyuM mUkyuM. mULa vAta e ja ke upara Directna javAya, pagathiyuM joIe. dhIre dhIre enA dvArA upara caDhaze. 4 Steps : zuddha evo dharma pAmavA 4 pagathiyA batAvyA che (1) apunarbadhaka(2) samakti (3) deza virati ane (4) sarvavirati. zuddha evo zrAvakadharma pALIye tema tema upara uparano dharma jaladI maLe. zrAvaka dharmathI sAdhudharma.... AgaLa vadhatA niraticAra pAlana karatA kevaLajJAna ne aMte mokSa prApta thAya. e mATe 4 sTepsa che. ApaNe A 4mAMthI ja kyAMka chIe. samaktimAM zuddha banavA prayatna karavAno. tenI zakti na hoya to apunarbalakamAM sthira thavAnuM. A apunabaMdhaka avasthA eTale (1) pApa je tIvra bhAve navi kare (2) jehane navi bhava rAga re, (3) ucita (42) 40 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sthiti jeha seve sadA. A 3 lakSaNo upAdhyAyajI mahArAje batAvyA. AnuM pAlana karatA karatA samaktimAM AvIe eTale deva-guru dharma para zraddhA-Adara bhakti-bahumAna Ave. AgaLa vadhatAM sthULa paccakkhANa Ave. thoDI kriyAo jIvanamAM Ave e dezavirati. A dezavirati e sarvaviratinuM kAraNa che. pUrvAbhyAsa che. zrAvaka dharma sArAmAM sAro pALavAno, hradayathI pALavAno 3 TAIma devavaMdana, 2 TAIma pratikramaNa, ekAsaNAdi tapatyAga, patithinI ArAdhanA, svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca karavAnA. ane ema karatA karatA sAdhu dharmamAM AvavAnuM, bhagavAnanA vacananA niraticAra pAlana ane gurunI vaiyAvacca pUrvaka saMyamanI ArAdhanA karatA karatA kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. pUrvamunionI kevI sAdhanA ! zuddha dharmanI prApti e pApa karmanI maMdatAthI thAya che ane pApa karmanI maMdatA mATe tathA bhavyatvano paripAka karavo jarUrI che. A badhA duHkhano uccheda karavA zuddha dharma joIe. dhannA, zAlIbhadra, meghakumAra jevA mahAtmAonI jema zuddha dharma ArAdhavo paDaze. dhannA kAdIe kevo ArAdhyo? dIkSA vakhate abhigrahachaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha. pAraNe vaLI AMbela. AMbelamAM paNa kevo khorAka? lokonA ghare badhuM jamavAnuM patI jAya pachI vahoravA jAya. zuM maLe ? tapelImAM coMTelu, vadhelu ghaTeluM, baLeluM maLe. zAstramAM lakhyuM ke mAkhI paNa vaMche nahi evo khorAka AyaMbilamAM letA. A zarIrane meM sArUM sArUM khAvAnuM ApyuM ne eNe mane bahu rakhaDAvyo. have ene sUko, ThaMDo, mAkhI paNa na bese evo 43 For Personal Private Use Only

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khorAka ApuM. evo tapa kyAM sudhI? cAvajIva. jyAM sudhI A zarIramAM jIva che tyAM sudhI. bhavyatvanA paripAka mATe (1) cAra zaraNano svIkAra, (2) duSkatonI gaha ane (3) sukRtanI anumodanA. A traNa cIja roja karavI. cAra zaraNanA svIkAranuM phaLa e ke bAhya ane AMtarika apAyomAMthI ApaNuM rakSaNa thAya. mokSanI IcchAvALAe A 3 cIja dararoja karavI ochAmAM ochI 3 vAra. jyAre cittamAM saMkaleza hoya tyAre vAraMvAra karavAnuM. cittanI svasthatA hoya toya 3 vAra to karavAnuM ja. paNa eka bahu mahatvanI vAta e ke o karavAnuM paNa muLA - praNidhAna pUrvaka, mana-vacana-kAyA temAM otaprota karIne karavAnuM. zAlIbhadrae eka ja vAra ane eka ja sAdhune vahorAvyuM paNa praNidhAna jabarajasta hatuM to keTaluM phaLa maLyuM? manamAM eka ja bhAva ke kevA mahAtmA ! kevA mahAtmA. vacanathI paNa sAdhune AdarapUrvaka, bhaktibhAvapUrvaka ghare vahoravA bolAvyA. vahorAvavAmAM paNa UMcAmAM UMcI khIra vahorAvI. to bIjA bhavamAM gurUne badale sAkSAt arihaMta bhagavAna maLyA. ATalI riddhi-siddhi maLavA chatAM anAsaktabhAva 44 For Personal & Private Use Only

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maLyo. cAritra pALIne anuttara devaloke gayA. tyAMthI rAjAnA ghare janma leze, cAritra leze ne mokSamAM jaze. praNidhAnapUrvakanuM kArya ghaNuM phaLa Ape. arjune rAdhAvedha sAdhyo tyAre tene zuM dekhAtuM hatuM ? putaLInI eka mAtra DAbI AMkha. evI tanmayatA AvI jAya ke enA sivAyanI bIjI vastunI khabara ja na paDe. bAjumAM moTA avAjo thAya to ya khabara na paDe. praNidhAnavALA karmanuM phaLa tIvra vipAkavALuM maLe. pethaDazAnuM AMgI vakhate kevuM praNidhAnA rAjAne kAma hatuM ne bolAvavA mokalyA to pUjAmAM hatA eTale AvavAnI nA pADI. rAjA khuda Avyo ne emanI tallInatA joto rahI gayo. mALIne badale pote phUla ApavA beTho ne phUla saheja ADA avaLA AvavA lAgyA tyAre khabara paDI ke rAjA AvyA che. bhAva auSadha : cAra zaraNano svIkAra,duSkatanI gaha ane sukRtanI anumodanA-A 3 karavAthI AtmA karmathI haLavo bane che. mana praphUllita bane che. A bhAva auSadha che. manamAM saMkaleza hoya to vAraMvAra. mAtra dveSa, krodha-mAna-mAyAdi hoya tyAre ja nahi rAgano saMkaleza hoya tyAre paNa karavAnA. rAga e to TheSa karatA moTo saMkaleza che. premasUri ma. vAparatI vakhate paMcasUtra sAMbhaLe. kAraNa 45 For Personal & Private Use Only

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khorAkamAM mana na jAya mATe. mana jAya to rAga-dveSa thAya. evA khorAkamAMthI lohI bane evuM lohI AkhA zarIramAM phare- e lohI magajamAM jAya ne badhA selamAM bhaLe eTale ApaNA vicAro badhA rAga-dveSathI malina bane. kevI bhavya vicAradhArA! AtmAnI kevI kALajI ! AtmAnI kALajIne bhUlAve te saMkaleza. e saMkalezamAM A sUtrano vAraMvAra pATha karavAno. vaLI, A dharmakriyA praNidhAna pUrvaka karavAnI. ja eka kAma karo. dharmakriyA eTalI ja rAkho- kvonTITI vadhAravI nathI paNa have kavoliTI sudhArI do. sAmAnyathI bhagavAnanI pUjA karo, caityavaMdana karIne nIkaLI gayA to pUjA thaI paNa alpa phaLavALI thaI. ane eTalA ja samayamAM sAmagrImAM praNidhAnathI karIe to karoDo gaNuM.mUlya thAya anaMtagaNuM puNya baMdhAya. anaMtagaNA azubhakarmoM khapI jAya. eka kAcA hIrAnA 5000/-che. paNa tenI pAchaLa 5-25 divasa mahenata karIne, ghasIne, pahela pADIne vIMTImAM DIe to 5 karoDa thaI jAya.. ema gatAnugatika dharmakriyA karavA karatAM praNidhAnapUrvaka karavAno abhyAsa karavo joIe. praNidhAnathI karelI koI paNa kriyA tIvra vipAkavALA karma baMdhAve ane vaLI anubaMdhavALA karma baMdhAvI Ape. pachI te puNyakarma hoya ke pApakarma. zubha praNidhAnathI puNyakarma baMdhAya, azubha thI pApakarma. 47 For Personal & Private Use Only

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meghakumAre sasalAnI rakSA zubha praNidhAnapUrvaka karI tethI tIvra rasavALu karma baMdhAyu jenAthI zreNikarAjAnA putra tarIke janma maLyo. pahelA bhave mAtra sasalAnI dayA praNidhAnapUrvaka pALI to A bhave chaye kAyanA jIvonI dayAno dharma anubaMdhathI maLyo. ratnakaNikA sUryanAM kiraNo dorI zakAya paNa temAMthI teja na pragaTe, tema tyAganI nakala karI zakAya paNa temAMthI vairAgyanuM mAdhurya na pragaTe. jagatamAM pada maLe eTale mada Ave che. . AdhyAtmika kSetre AgaLa vadhavA jJAna karatAM paNa samarpaNanuM mahatva vadhu che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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lAkSaNika praNidhAna. ahIM zubha praNidhAna eTale zuM? . praNidhAnanA traNa lakSaNa batAve che. (1) vizuddha bhAvanA sAthe karavAno. (2) je karo te ekAgra thaIne karavAnuM. (3) yathAzakti kriyAliMga (1) vizuddhabhAvanAthI karavAno. emAM pAchI svArtha bhAvanA na joIe. dAna karIne nAmanAnI IcchA hoya e vizuddha bhAva nathI. vizuddha bhAvamAM saMsAranA sukha, devalokanI IcchA na hoya, svArthI, kalaMkita bhAvanAo na hoya. dunvayI phaLanI IcchA na hoya. dharmakRtyone ochAmAM vecI nahi nAkhavAnA karoDonA mUlyanA dhamanuSThAno thoDA dunvayI sAva tuccha sukha khAtara koNa vece? ghoDo vecIne gadheDo na kharIdAya. bALajIvo saMsAranI IcchAthI kare to ene paNa dhIrethI samajAvIne mArgamAM lAvavAnA. dharmakriyAo praNidhAnathI ja karavAnI zuddhapraNidhAna ekamAtra mokSanuM ja hoya... paraMparAe mokSa prAptinA sAdhanonuM paNa praNidhAna karI zakAya. praNidhAnavALu kArya tIvra rasavALu baMdhAze. jIraNa zeThajI bhAvanA bhAve re jIraNa zeTha roja bhagavAnane vinaMtI kare che kahe che, "prabhu! mArA ghare vahoravA padhAro paNa paramAtmA cAra mahinAnA 48 For Personal & Private Use Only

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upavAsa lagAvIne beThA che. jIraNa zeTha cAre mahinA rojane roja darzana karavA jAya ne vinaMtI kare... bhAvanI kevI vizuddhi che ! ahIM koI saMsArI bhAva nathI. cAturmAsa pUrA thaye pAchA savAramAM jaIne bhAvapUrvaka vinaMtI kare che. have to manamAM zraddhA che ke bhagavAna Avaze ja. zerInA bahAra nAke jaIne UbhA rahe che. AkhI zerI sajAvI che... pAraNAnI pUrI taiyArI che. bhagavAna hamaNAM Avaze, hamaNAM ja Avaze... AkhuM mana emAM arpita che. sADA bAra karoDa sonaiyAnI bhAvanA nathI. bhAvanA vizuddha che. devAdhidevane pAraNuM karAvIe ne mArI mukti nikaTa AvI jAya. darekamAM A zubha bhAva lAvavo che ke mAre svAdhyAya/ bhakti e nAmanA mATe nahi mArA AtmAnI mukti mATe karavA che. saMsAranI IcchA ane Azayo bhAvanAne azuddha banAve che. (2) ekAgratA : vaLI, je kriyA karo temAM mana soMpI do. bhagavAnane vinaMtI kare che te mAtra vANIthI nahi hRdayanA bhAvathI. mana kriyAmAM soMpI devAnuM. eka kriyA karatA bIjI kriyAnA bhAva na AvavA joIe. jIraNa zeThamAM A beya lakSaNo ghaTe che ane vaLI, (3) yathAzakti-kriyAliMga : pratikramaNAdimAM jema vidhipUrvaka thatuM hoya temaja karavuM. manamAM thatA dharmane anurUpa yathAzakti kriyAo paNa joIe. zAsrakAre kahyuM anaMtA oghA lIdhA. e vAtane pakaDIne ghaNAe kahyuM ke kriyA karavAnI jarUra 49 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nathI. beThA beThA AtmAnuM dhyAna dharo. paNa e bhUlA paDayA che. kriyA pUrepUrI karavAnI. teno apalApa na karAya. jeTalI zakti hoya teTalI kriyA AcaravI joIe. jIraNa zeThe ghera beThA beThA mAtra bhAvanA ja nathI karI ke bhagavAna pAraNuM kare. e to roja javAnuM. vinaMtI karavAnI, bhagavAna na sAMbhaLe toya bIje divase javAnuM. bhAva vizuddha che ane mana paNa arpita che. eka ja vicAra ke bhagavAna kyAre ghera AMgaNe Ave ema karatA kArataka vada-1 AvI. madhyAhane acAnaka devaduMdubhi vAgI. abhinava zreSThIne tyAM pAraNuM thayuM. ahIM vicAra nathI Avato ke ATalI vinaMti chatAM mArA ghare nathI AvatA? vicAre che ke mArA karma hajI eTalA ochA nathI thayA eTale bhagavAnanuM pAraNuM mAre tyAM na thayuM. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke abhinava zreSThI karatAM anaMta gaNuM puNya bAMdhI dIdhuM. 12mA devalokanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM. ahIM tIvra praNi dhAnavALu karma ucca phaLane Ape che kAraNa traNe lakSaNayukta che jJAnI kahe che. ke hajI je 5 minITa devaduMdubhi moDI vAgI hota to bhAvanI dhArA evI hatI ke tyAMja kevaLajJAna thaI jAta. have nakkI karavuM che ke koIpaNa dharmakriyAmAM sAMsArika bhAva lAvavA nathI. bhagavAnanA darzana/pUjA niHsvArtha rIte karavAnI. ApaNane nigodamAMthI mANasa, banAvI dIdhA. duniyAmAM sauthI mahAna A jinazAsana che. enI tulanAmAM koI nA (50) For Personal & Private Use Only

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AvI zake. kSapakazreNI ane tirthaMkara nAmakarma e praNidhAnanA aMtima phaLa che. nAgaketu paramAtmAnI pUjA karatA karatA mana pUjAmAM ekatAna thaI gayuM. yathAzakti kriyA karatA karatA praNidhAna majabUta hovAthI kSapakazreNi para caDhI gayA. pelI DozI, kUla laIne bhagavAnanI pUjA karavA nIkaLI 'tI...... praNidhAna joradAra hatuM to zreNIkanI gIradImAM kacaDAI gaI... ne marIne vaimAnikamAM gaI. tIrthakaranA jIvo tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe, te "savi jIvA karuM zAsana rasI' nI bhAvanAmAM. ahIM majabUta praNidhAna thayuM ? mAtra manathI bhAvanA nathI karI, anurUpa kriyA paNa che. praNidhAna eTale mana-vacana-kAyA temAM otaprota karavAnI. praNidhAnano bIjo artha che saMkalpa. koI paNa kAryanA 4 sTepa batAvyA. AnAthI kAryasiddha thAya. (1) praNidhAna karo - saMkalpa karo saMkalpAt siddhiH jAyate / saMkalpathI siddhi thAya che. joradAra saMkalpa karyo hoya eTale aDadhuM kArca patI gayuM. A kArya karavuM ja che evo pAko nirNaya karavo paDe. A to praNidhAna . pAMca pAMDavonI patnI draupadI. eka vAra nArada ghare Ave che ne dropadIe temano vinaya na karyo. nAradane lAgyuM khoTuM. 51 For Personal & Private Use Only

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AkAzagAmini vidhAthI dhAtakIkhaMDamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM praznottara rAjA AgaLa dropadInA rUpanA khUba vakhANa karyA eTale paznottara rAjA lalacAyo. koI paNa hisAbe meLavavI che. eNe devamitranI sahAya lIdhI. pelA deve draupadIne tenA palaMga sAthe jaMbudvipamAMthI dhAtakI khaMDamAM lAvIne mUkI dIdhI. savAra paDatAM pAMDavone draupadI dekhAtI nathI. Aju-bAju zodhe che paNa patto maLato nathI. kRSNanI sahAya le che. A bAju nArada ahIM AvyA. kRSNa pUchayuM, "dropadI joI?" nArada kahe, "dhAtakIkhaMDamAM dropadI jevI ja koI strI hatI kharI !" kRSNa samajI gayA ke A nAradajInuM ja kAma che. pAMDavone kahyuM, "cAlo ApaNe dhAtakIkhaMDamAM javuM paDaze." kRSNa devanI ArAdhanA karIne 2 lAkha yojanAno pula banAvI ghAtakIkhaMDamAM pahoMcyAM. ahIM AvIne badhA paznottara rAjAnA rAjya bahAra rokAyA. pAMDavo kRSNane kahe, "have tame ArAma pharamAvo. pottara rAjAne jItIne ame dropadIne laI AvIe chIe." kRSNa kahe paNa pelo baLavAna che. pAMDavo kahe "kaMI vAMdho nahi." kareMge yA mareMge. dropadIne pAchA laIne ja pharIzuM. saMkalpa sAthe nIkaLe to che paNa A pAMca sAme paDyottara rAjAnuM khUba moTu sainya che. A pAMca ghaNI mahenata kare che paNa rAjAne jItI zaktA nathI. vIlA moDhe pAchA pharyA. kRSNa kahe "mane khabara ja hatI ke tame vIlA moDhe pAchA (pa) For Personal & Private Use Only

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pharazo." pAMDavo pUche "kema ?" kahe, "tame gayA tyAre saMkalpa ja adhUro karyo. karege yA mareMge e adhUro saMkalpa che. "karake hI raheMge" evo saMkalpa joIe. saMkalpa jeTalo prabaLa teTalI siddhi nIkaTa (2) pravRtti : joradAra praNidhAna-saMkalpa karyA pachI pravRtti joIe. mAtra saMkalpa karIne besI rahIe e saMkalpa ja sAco na kahevAya. jeTalI hoya teTalI badhI zakti phoravIne kArya kare. (3) vighnajaya : have kArya kare emAM vighna Ave. kAryamAM AvatA vighnone dhIrajathI, bahAdurIthI dUra karavA paDe. enI sAme jhajhUmavuM paDe. (4) siddhi : ema vighnone dUra karIe eTale. siddhi maLe. kArya siddha thaI jAya paNa A siddhi maLyA pachI zuM? to 5 muM Step che, (5) viniyoga : ApaNane je maLyuM che. te bIjA yogya jIvone ApavAnuM. bIjAmAM enuM AropaNa karavAnuM. praNidhAnapUrvaka (1) cAra zaraNano svIkAra karavAno, jethI tenA phaLarUpe apAyono nAza thAya, Apattio dUra thaI jAya. (2) duSkRtonI gAM karavAthI azubha karmanA anubaMdho tUTI jAya. paraMparA je pAponI ane duHkhonI cAle teno nAza thAya ane (3) sukRtonI anumodanA karavAthI puNyano anubaMdha 53 For Personer Private Use Only

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thAya. e anubaMdhavALA karmo udayamAM Ave eTale vadhu zubha bhAvo jAge ne e rIte dhIre dhIre mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhAya. madhurI zaraNAI, zaraNanI.... zuddha dharmanI prApti mATe pApakarmono nAza karavo paDe. te mATe tathAbhavyattvano paripAka karavo paDe. e tathAbhavyatvane paripakava karavA arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dharmanuM zaraNa levAnuM che. jyAre badhe lUMTaphATa cAlatI hoya. tophAna joramAM hoya. komI ramakhANa jevuM bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM hoya ! e karatA paNa ahIM rAga-dveSa ane viSaya-kaSAyothI AtmAmAM karmanuM bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM che. ahIM kSaNe kSaNe jIva kaSAyamAM kapAya che, viSayamAM baLe che... paNa mahatvanuM e che ke A ramakhANamAM paNa jo mIlITrI sAthe hoya to nirbhaya banI joIe. A bhayaMkara saMsAramAM beThA chIe. durgatino bhaya che. karmanA bahu tophAna cAle che, mananA pariNAmonA ThekANA nathI, kAyAnI paNa pavitratA rahetI nathI. AvA bhayAnaka saMsAramAM cAra zaraNa emIlITrI che. tenA vinA cAre bAju bhaya che. hRdayamAM A 4 ne rAkhIe eTale nirbhaya banI jaIe. A 4 ja ApaNA rakSaka che. dravya saMsAra to kharAba che paNa bhAva saMsAra to ethIye vadhu kharAba che. saheja nimitta maLe ne aMdara kaSAyo uthalA mAre. kharAba vicAro e AtmAnI katala che. para For Person Private Use Only

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azAtA vedanIya mAtra zarIrane pIDe che. jyAre mohanIya karma manane pIDe che, na karavAnA pApo karAve che? chatAM ApaNane zenI hAya-voca vadhu lAge ? roga Ave enI ke rAga thAya enI ? ApaNI daSTi roga tarapha che paNa rAga tarapha joIe. A mohanIya karmanA udayano saMsAra bahu bhayaMkara che. A cAra zaraNa ja rakSaka che. kensaranA rogamAM zItalatA apAve. AtmAnI paripUrNa rakSA kare. jyAM jaIe tyAM A cAra zaraNane hRdayamAM rAkhIne javAnuM.. ko navi zaraNaM ko navi zaraNaM.... azaraNa che be ne e haraNa arihaMta, siddha-sAdhu ane dharma e cAra jajIvane zaraNarUpa che enA vagara jIva A ghora saMsAramAM azaraNa che, nirAdhAra che, siMha jaMgalamAM pharavA nIkaLe ne haraNonA ToLA para tarApa mArIne moMmAM laI le ane sAme hajAra haraNa hoya to paNa joyA kare, A haraNane bacAvI na zake. mRtyurAjArUpI siMha jyAre trATakaze tyAre AjubAjunA badhA sagAo, mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bahena-banevI-kAkA-bAMdhavo badhA bhegA thaIne paNa tamane mRtyuthI bacAvI zakaze nahi. mRtyu AgaLa kAMI cAlavAnuM nathI. AyuSya karma pUruM thayA pachI tame 1 sekanDa paNa jIvavAnA nathI. kudaratano A kAyado tIrthakarone paNa lAgu paDe. tirthakaramAM to aciMtya sAmarthya, jabarajasta puccAI, chatAM evA paNa bhagavAna potAnuM 1 samayanuM AyuSya na vadhArI zake, gaIkAle (55) 55 For Personal & Private Use Only

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maLyA ne Aje maLyA emAM eka dA'Do ocho thaI gayo. AyuSya eTaluM ghaTyuM tame eka kSaNa paNa AyuSyanI vadhArI zakavAnA nathI. pachI kALarUpI siMha chalAMga mArIne AvI jaze tyAre zoka na karazo. pachI na kahetA ke mAre to derAsara baMdhAvavAnI bhAvanA che. sAdharmika bhakti karavAnI ghaNI bhAvanA che. prAyazcita levAnA rahI gayA che. ahIM to karmasattA AgaLa kaMI na cAle.. AyuSya pUruM thAya eTale cAlyuM ja javuM paDe. jIva azaraNa che. enuM kAMI dhAryuM thatuM nathI. pachI zA mATe chAtI phUlAvIne cAlo cho ? puNya na hoya to dATelI sonAmahoronA paNa kolasA thaI jAze ahIM zenuM abhimAna karavAnuM zenA para mustAka banavAnuM sadgati durlabha che. jIva nirAdhAra che, azaraNa che. sagaranA 60,000 dIkarA, sArA pariNAmathI tIrtharakSA mATe khADo khodho, gaMgAnuM pANI lAvyA ne devatA gusse thatA badhAne saLagAvI nAkhyA. A 80,000 mAMthI ekeya na bacyA, bhasmIbhUta thaI gayA. A to sAruM che ke tIrtharakSAne mATe gayA hatA anya kAma mATe gayA hota to zI gati thAya? vaLI, koNika-ceDA yuddhamAM 1 karoDa, 60 lAkha mANasa yuddhanI bhUmimAM maryA. eka ja devalokamAM gayo kAraNa ke khUNAmAM besIne zaraNa, duSkRtagaha karI, eno eka nokara, teNe tenA jevI ja pratipatti kriyA mAtra dravyathI karI ne manuSya thayo. bAkInA badhA tiryaMca narakamAM gayA. sadgati bahu durlabha che. A cAra ne pakaDI lo. game te sthitimAM 56. For Personal & Private Use Only

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A 4 ne choDavAnA nahi, to sadgati maLe. are ! marUbhUti, pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano jIva bhUlo paDayo ne samAdhi gaI. vedanA, ArtadhyAnamAM mana gayuM. koI puNyazALI AkhI jIMdagI taMdurasta rahe paNa chelle mRtyu vakhatanI pIDA sahevAnI Avaze, tyAre zuM? tyAre zuM A cAra zaraNa yAda AvavAnA kharA! vaiyAvacca karanArA kamAI gayA kAraNa bIjA mATe kaSTa sahana karyA che paNa jenI pAse AvAM yogo nathI tenI sadgatinuM zuM? badAma khAtA vicAro ke AmAMthI darzana-jJAna-cAritranI ArAdhanA thavAnI che? jo nA to te tamArI badAma niSphaLa. A miSTAnano TukaDo ArAdhanA karavA moMmA nAMkhIe ke mamatA rAga poSavA? upadezamALAmAM kIdhuM ke jemAMthI rAtrInI vRddhi nA hoya evI badhI dunvayI vastumAM he sAdhu tAro adhikAra nathI. duniyAmAM nokara mANasano kaza kADhatA AvaDe, paNa A zarIrane kema maphatIyA mAla khavaDAvIye? Akhare e zarIra ja ApaNane pADaze. dukAnamAM zeThe nokaranA mAthe badho bhAra nAkhyo ne nokara evA pAkA nIkaLyA ke chelle zeThane dukAnamAMthI kAyA, kabajo laI lIdho.. sAdhune darzana-3 sivAya bIjo adhikAra nathI, enA sivAyanuM jeTaluM karo teTalA gunegAra cho. paNa jema sAdhune adhikAra nathI tema zrAvakane paNa darzana - 3 ane sAthe (50) pacha For Personal & Private Use Only

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AjIvikAnI mAtra chUTa, bAkI nahi. meca, sInemA jovAno adhikAra kharo? vadhArAno parigraha rAkhavAno adhikAra kharo? kAMI ja nahi, ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA sukhethI thAya che. pUratI AjIvikAnI chUTa, bAkI nathI..... A cAra zaraNa badhI ApattimAMthI ugAraze. Apatti be prakAranI (1) bAhya Apatti eTale zarIra, ghara, corI, apaharaNa emAMthI yoga-kSema, rakSA kare ne (2) atyaMtara Apatti, viSayakaSAyanA uthalAo, saMkaleza, udvegamAMthI paNa bacAve. maratI vakhate ja nahi, paNa jIvatAya A cAra ja rakSaNa karaze. smaraNa Tu zaraNa, zaraNa Tu samarpaNa A cArane barAbara hRdayamAM sthApita karavAnA. e traNa rIte maraNa, zaraNa ane samarpaNa. kyAreka ja bhagavAnane yAda karIe te smaraNa. zaraNamAM gauNa-mukhyabhAva Ave. amArA jIvanamAM arihaMtAdi-4 e pradhAna vastu che. nIkaTanA sagA che. jyAre saMsAra e dUrano sago che. jenuM zaraNa hoya te mukhya tarIke hRdayamAM sthApita hoya. gharanI tijorImAM ratno hoya, sonA-cAMdInA ghareNA hoya, kapaDAo hoya, khAvA-pIvAnI cIjo paNa hoya chatAM dareka parano bhAva sarakho ke judo judo ? to judo judo ja hoya... ratno parano bhAva vadhAre ja hoya... ratnone sthAne arihaMta che... bIjuM badhu hovA chatAM nIkaTanA sagA arihaMtAdi-4, AnuM nAma zaraNa. For Personal & Private Use Only

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AvuM zaraNa svIkArIe tenuM phaLa zuM ? badhI ApattiomAMthI rakSaNa thAya. jyAre samarpaNa eTale hRdayamAM mAtra eka ja arihaMtAdi-4, bAkI badhAne vosIrAvI dIdhA. mAre mAtra A 4 sAthe ja saMbaMdha A che samarpaNa...... e hajI dUranI vAta che pahelA zaraNamAM to vyavasthita seTa thAo. jeNe arihaMtAdi 4 nuM zaraNa svIkAryuM te jagatamAM nirbhaya banI gayA. jeNe A cArane hRdayamAM rAkhyA tene badhA graho ne zukano badhA anukULa thaI gayA. A graho badhA arihaMtanA dAsa che. emanI sevA karanArA che. A cArane asthimajjA karavAnA che. mArA jIvanamAM A cAra ja pradhAna che. Apatti ke kaSTa to Ave ke na paNa Ave paNa ApaNI zraddhA majabUta joIe. A te zraddhA : ekavAra phorenamAM varasAdanI takalIpha hatI... varasAda Avato na hato.. badhA prArthanA karavA carcamAM gayA. eka nAnI chokarI chatrI laIne gaI. loko pUche kema ? kahe- prArthanA karazuM ne varasAda Avaze ja mATe chatrI joIe ne ? kevI zraddhA ! AvI zraddhA joIe. kadAca kyAreka sAru na thAya to paNa tenA garbhamAM sAruM ja samAyeluM hoya che. bhagavAnanuM zaraNa lIdhA pachI paNa kyAreka nukazAnI dekhAya tyAre te paNa kaMIka sAruM thavA mATe ja hoya che e samajI rAkhajo. AgaLa vAta karI, temAM sagaranA 60,000 ekI sAthe 59 For Personal & Private Use Only

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baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI gayA tyAre temanI sAthenA nokaracAkaro bhayaMkara kakaLATa kare che. e loko paNa sAthe baLI maravA taiyAra thAya che ne emane bacAvavA Indra Ave che.. pelA 60,000 baLatA hatA tyAre Indra na AvyA paNa A nokara cAkarone bacAvavA AvyA. kevI karmasattA ! badhuM puNyanA AdhAre che. devatAo paNa puNya hoya to Ave. puNyanA puMja ubhA karI do. evuM eka paNa puNya nathI ke je arihaMtanI bhaktithI na ja maLe. basa! emanI kRpA meLavo. je rIte maLatI hoya te rIte meLavo. pUcho guru ma. ne kema maLe? AvA deva-guru maLyA pachI zuM kAma jagatamAM bhIkha mAMgavI paDe? puNya ubhuM karo. e mATe samarpaNabhakti karo. pUjA Arati vagere bhakti kharI paNa arihaMtanuM zAsana hRdayamAM utArI do e ja arihaMtanI kharI bhakti che. e pratipatti pUjA che. vepAramAM anIti nathI karavI evo vicAra Avyo e paNa pratipatti pUjA che. AjJApAlanarUpa pUjA che. vinazvara jagataH Indra AvIne nokarone bacAvyA. kahe, have tame na marazo. jAva cakI pAse, huM eno javAba ApIza. badhA pahoMcyA te pahelAM Indra brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne nATaka racyuM. khabhA para maDaduM lIdhuM che. eka karUNa dezya ubhuM karyuM che, jorathI bolyA kare che, mane maMgaLa agni Apo. sagara sAMbhaLe che, kahe, "koNa bole che tene bolAvo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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tenA duHkha dUra karo. A karUNa AkraMda saMbhaLAtuM nathI." sainiko brAhmaNane laIne AvyA. brAhmaNa rAjAne kahe, "mAro dIkaro marI gayo che. gaIkAle sAMje sApa karaDayo... zarIra lIluchama banI gayuM che. sajjana mANasanA hRdaya mAkhaNa jevA hoya che je bIjAnA dukhane joIne dravI jAya che. jagatanA jIvonA duHkha rUpI agnithI enuM hRdayarUpI mAkhaNa pIgaLI uThe che. brAhmaNa maMgaLa agni mAMge che. sAgara dravI uThayo kahe, gAMDA, marelA kAMI jIvatA thayA che kharA? brAhmaNa kahe, gaI rAtre meM kuLadevIne prasanna karI. teNe kahyuM huM bacAvuM paNa maMgaLaagni laI Ava. huM AkhA gAmamAM pharyo paNa na maLyo. A maMgaLa agni eTale jenA gharamAM eka paNa maraNa na thayuM hoya enA gharano agni. sagara kahe, "brAhmaNa, tame zuM vicAra karo cho amArA kuTuMbamAM ya ghaNA maraNa thayA che. are! tame samajo. kuLadevIe tamane pratibodha karavA ja A kahyuM.... AkhuM vizva pratikSaNa badalAya che, janmo ne maro. bhUdeva! maraNa to badhAne AvavAnuM ja" ane A ja samaye badhA nokara-cAkaro rotArotA Ave che. ' sagara pUche che raDo cho kema? zuM thayuM? vAta karI 60,000 ne devatAe agnithI bALI nAkhyA che. ATalI badhI zikhAmaNa pelA brAhmaNaIndrane ApavA chatAM A vAta sAMbhaLatA ja sagara For Personal & Private Use Only

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mUrchita thaI gayo. A sagaranA 60,000 putraune have koNa pAchA lAvI zake tema che ? A azaraNa sthiti to vicAro, koNa bacAvI zeke? samarpaNanuM jIvanuM satva na paNa hoya. saMsAra chUTato na hoya to vacaluM Step zaraNanuM pakaDavAnuM. sagaranA 60,000mAMthI ekeya na bacyA... sama khAvA pUrato 1 paNa nahi. sulasAnA 32 putro eka ja bANe viMdhAI maryA. A saMsAra asAra che. ahIM lAkha paNa eka di' rAkha thaI jaze. A saMsAramAM kono Azaro ? vicAra to karo ! karoDonI saMpatti hoya to paNa AyuSya pUrU thatA ekendriya ne beIndriyamAM jatA rahevAnuM, A saMsAramAM rakSaka AnA sivAya koI che ja nahi. uThatA, besatA, cAlatA, jamatAM eka ja vicAro ke A 4 sivAya huM azaraNa chuM. A cAra sivAya bIjA sAthe koI levA devA nathI. bhagavAnanuM vacana e ja mAruM sarvasva. A cAranuM zaraNa vAraMvAra karo Apatti dUrathI bhAgI jaze. graho paNa herAna karatA aTakI jAya. apazukana badhA zukana thaI jAya. bIjA bhavamAM durgatithI A cAra ja aTakAvaze. A bhavamAM paNa bhAva saMsArathI paNa A ja ApaNuM rakSaNa karaze. haribhadrasUri ma. kevA kaSAyamAM phasAyA hatA. potAnA be ziSyone bauddhoe khalAza karI nAkhyA. A be ja ziSyo hatA. bauddhono A julama e sahana na karI zakyA... ahIM, 62 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bIjAnA vAMke ApaNe kaSAya karazuM to ApaNe ja daMDAzuM. gacchAdhipatizrIe eka vAta lakhI ke nyAya kone kahevAya? koIe lAkha rUpiyA dabAvI dIdhA hoya to te pAchA meLavavA laDavAnuM kesa karavAno te laukika nyAya... paNa lokottara zAsanamAM jyAM kaSAya hoya tyAM nyAya na hoya... sva paranuM ahita te anyAya, hita te nyAya. kaSAyano hAsa, AtmAno zubha pariNAma te ja jAya. haribhadrasUri jevA paNa A kaSAyamAM caDI gayA bAMyo caDAvI dIdhI. ATalA mahAna puruSa paNa AvezamAM caDI gayA. boddhonA gunA para emaNe kaSAya karyo. agnizama tApasa 3-3 mAsakSamaNanA pAraNA cUkAI jAya..... ahIM banne pAraNA sudhI pariNAma sArA rAkhyA paNa trIjA pAraNe Down. gusse thaI gayA. A vairI ja che. have ene batAvI dauM. vAMka rAjakumArano che ane kaSAya pote karyo. A manane bahu pakaDavuM paDaze, niyaMtraNa, samatulAmAM rAkhavuM paDaze. ApaNI to DAgaLI ghaDIkamAM khasakI jAya che ne ! kSapakazreNI emanema nathI AvatI. cAmaDI utAranAra para bhAI karatA bhalerAno bhAva Avavo joIe. guruzaraNe karyuM rakSaNa. haribhadrasUri ma. cUkyA. aMbikAdevIne sAdhI rAjamahelamAM bauddhone jItyA. zarata karI hatI ke hAre eNe mAthu ApI devAnuM. AkhI yojanA hatI, maMtra-taMtra jANatA hatA. 1400 63. For Personal & Private Use Only

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bauddha sAdhune kAgaDA banAvIne telanI kaDAImAM jIvate jIvatA taLavAnA hatA. enA ja vicAro cAlatA hatA, badhI taiyArI paNa thaI gaI hatI. paNa arihaMta-gurunuM zaraNa hRdayamAM hatuM te bacAvavA AvyuM. gurue eka cabarakhI mokalI. be zloka lakhyA hatA. jeNe kaSAya karyo teno AtmA anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDI gayo, jeNe kSamA rAkhI teno mokSa thaI gayo. guNasenarAjA/siMharAjAno jIva kSamA rAkhe che ne agnizama/AnaMdano jIva krodha kare che. ahIM juo ke A gurunuM zaraNa na hota to zuM thAta? bhale kaSAyomAM caDayA paNa hRdayamAM guru beThA hatA tene kAraNe e kAgaLa kheMcAIne Avyo. ekano mokSa ne bIjAno anaMta saMsAra ! mArI zI dazA? huM marIne kyAM jaIza? meM keTalo Aveza, kaSAya karyo? A ciThThI na maLI hota - be traNa divasa moDI maLI hota to keTalo pApa baMdha thayo hota? A gurunA zaraNe haribhadrasUri ma.nA pariNAmanI rakSA karI. ratnakaNikA sUryanAM kiraNo dorI zakAya paNa temAMthI teja na pragaTe, tema tyAganI nakala karI zakAya paNa temAMthI vairAgyanuM mAdhurya na pragaTe. @ jagatamAM pada maLe eTale mada Ave che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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zaraNe jAya te, tarI jAya. arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM. A "arihaMta" e 4 akSaramAM ajabagajabanI tAkAta che. eTamaboMbamAM amuka amuka prakAranA aNuo bhegA thaIne pracaMDa zakti bhegI thAya tema amuka prakAranA akSarano saMyoga thAya to tenI paNa jabarajasta tAkAta thAya. saMyogamAM tAkAta vadhe. vighaTita hoya to tAkAta ghaTe. saMyogamAM zakti utpanna thAya che. kahevAya paNa che ke saMghe zakti kabhiyuge kaLIyugamAM saMghamAM zakti che. ekane badale be bhAgIdAra thaIne dhaMdho kare to moTo thAya ema akSaramAM paNa. paraMtu jema badhA mUrkhAo bhegA thaIne lImITeDa kaMpanI na cAle ene calAvavA eka eMjiniyara, eka udhogapati ema badhAno samyak samanvaya joIe. tema game tema akSaro bhegA thAya tyAre zakti pedA na thAya e to amuka prakAre amuka akSaro bhegA thAya to A zakti utpanna thAya. mATe ja jJAnI bhagavaMtoe 68 akSarano saMyoga karyo. namaskAra mahAmaMtra..... jema jema sUkSmamAM jaIe ema tAkAta vadhe. havAmAM sUkSma mojAothI ja TI.vI. cenalo cAle che ne. mULa vAta, ke arihaMtAdinA zaraNamAM ene hRdayamAM mukhya sthAna ApavAnuM. e ja pradhAna. bAkI badhu gauNa. ApaNe enuM zaraNa svIkArIe eTale ApaNI badhI ciMtA enA mAthe AvI jAya. ApaNI rakSA karavAnI jvAbadArI arihaMtanI thaI jAya. paNa zaraNa konuM hoya ? to ke je sakSama hoya. 5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jenAmAM tAkAta hoya tenuM. A arihaMtamAM badhI ja tAkAta che. game evA paNa karmo dUra thaI ja jAya. badhu khUTatuM puNya pUrI Ape... arihaMtathI duniyAnA badhA sukho maLI Ave. siddhanA zaraNathI naDatA karmo dUra thaI jAya. sAdhunA zaraNathI jIvananI je kAMI nabaLAI, Azravo hoya te aTakavA mAMDe sAdhu saMpUrNa saMvaramAM che mATe temanA zaraNathI pravRttinA pApo jAya. dharmanA zaraNathI badhA karmanI nirjarA thavA mAMDe. zreNika mahArAjA mahAvIra bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayAne sukhI thaI gayA. bhagavAnanA samAna banI javAnA! jenuM zaraNuM samarpaNa thAya enA jevA ApaNe banI jaIe. moharAjA bahu baLavAna che. ApaNe jema jema UMce caDIe ema ema enI chAvaNImAM phaDaphaDATa vadhe, sAme vaLatA mohanA humalA Ave paNa ApaNe zaraNa laIne jaIe to kAMI bhaya nathI. zaraNane choDavAnuM nahi. dariyAmAM pATIyuM hAthamAM AvI gayuM che.have e chUTavuM na joIe, ApaNane e ja tAraze. dravya ane bhAva, beya apAyathI rakSA thAya muMbaI javA basamAM beThA pachI rastAnI, khADA-TekarAnI koNa ciMtA kare ! 200-500 TIkiTanA ApIne enA vizvAse jema besI jaIe chIe tema ahIM paNa TIkITa kaDhAvI lyo ! zAsananI nAvamAM besI jAva. A cAra zaraNA zAsananI nAva che. temAM eTalI badhI tAkAta che ke dravya ane bhAva beya 66 For Personal & Private Use Only

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apAyathI rakSA kare. apAya eTale dukho, pratikULatA, roga, peDhInI ciMtA e dravya apAya. moha, rAga, rati, vedanA, e badhA bhAva apAyo che. mananI aMdara uThatA adhyavasAyanI rakSA A karaze. mohanA subhaTo dUrathI ja bhAgI jaze. zaraNane barAbara svIkArI levAnuM. munisuvrata svAmI ghoDA mATe rAtre 60 mAIla cAlIne gayA kAraNa ghoDAe arihaMtanuM zaraNa svIkAryuM hatuM. ghoDo to azvamegha yajJamAM khatama thaI javAno hato. paNa zaraNa evuM pakaDayuM hatuM ke bhagavAnane sAme cAlIne AvavuM paDayuM. jema jema arihaMtAdinA zaraNa svIkArIe tema tema utkRSTa koTinA saMyogo sAme cAlIne maLe, sArA cAritramArganI ArAdhanA maLe. zaraNe jAya te tarI jAya ? vaLI, bhavyatvano paripAka karavA vicAravAnuM ke A cAra ja zaraNarUpa che, bIjuM kAMI nahi. bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM bhAI, bena, mAtA koI rakSA na karI zake. ApaNI rakSAnI tAkAta A cAramAM ja che. moTA moTA greDanI sIkyurITIvALA upaDI gayA paNa namaskAramaMtra jenA hRdayamAM hatA te tarI gayA. AvanArI Apatti saMpattimAM manamAM deTa dhArI rAkho ke AnA sivAya koI rakSaNa karanAruM nathI. ApaNA jIvananI laDatamAM A 4 sivAya chUTako ja nathI... bIje kyAMya ThekANuM paDavAnuM nathI. manamAM AvatA bhayaMkara vicArothI A ja bacAvaze. mana AtmAne Adhina nathI. mana AtmAne hita karanAruM hoya to koI vAMdho nathI che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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paNa evuM nathI. eka bhUMDa khAI-pIne ukaraDAmAM paDyuM hoya to tenuM mana kyAM doDe? zuM vicAro Ave ? ukaraDAnA ke bIjA...kAraNa, teNe ukaraDA sivAya kAMI joyuM ja nathI. ApaNA jIve paNa anAdikALathI viSayorUpI ukaraDA sivAya kAMI joyuM nathI. AhArasaMjJAomAM ja rakhaDayA chIe. A eka nahi anAdibhavothI ApaNe pAMca IndriyomAMja bhaTakyA eTale have tenA ja vicAra Ave.. bagIcA to joyA ja nathI. ' dharmavaiyAvacca/ArAdhanA/svAdhyAyI paramAtmabhakti, kSapakazreNInA udhAna to joyA ja nathI. have A lAvavuM hoya to bagIcAmAM pharavuM paDe. bhamarAne haMmezA phUlono ja vicAra Ave... have rakhaDavAnuM badalo. dharmanA bagIcAmAM pharo... tamArA pariNAma sudharI jaze. nahitara mana bahu bhayaMkara che. vAMku cAlyuM ne narakanA karma bAMdhI deze. AtmA e zeTha che, mana e menejara che. mana mAlikane nIce dhakelI de evuM che ene koNa vaza rAkhe ? zarIrathI samAjanI maryAdA naDe paNa manathI to badhA bhacaMkara pApo thaI zake. emAMthI koNa rakSA karaze ? mithyAtva ane kaSAya mohanIcanA karmo aMdara paDayA che. Aje je thoDA zAMta thayA che te deva-guruno prabhAva che. paramAtmA ja rakSaNahAra che. AtmAmAM ghaNA karmacoTTAo paDayA che. e kyA TAIme kyuM kharAba kAma na karAve e kaMI kahevAya nahi ne pAchA udayamAM Ave tyAre navA karmono baMdha to kharo ja. have arihaMta () 68 For Personal & Private Use Only *

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e ja zaraNa. kahI devAnuM he devAdhideva ! mithyAtvanuM tophAna Ave to tuM bacAvaje tuM ja mAtA che. huM kharAba raste rakhaDI jAuM to pAcho bolAvaje. bhagavAna tuM ja rakSaNahAra che. Aje ATalI vikaTa paristhitimAM duniyA jIve che to AvatI kAlanuM zuM? emAM jinazAsananuM zuM thaze ? saMgho tIrtho, derAsaronuM zuM ? dharma, saMskRti upara moTI Aphato AvI che. A badhA upasargomAMthI he bhagavAna ! have tuM ja bacAvaje. he paramAtmA ! A duniyAmAM mane mArA pApothI, mArA duHkhothI choDAvanAra koI ja nathI. amarakumArane mAtAe choDI dIdho. ahIM savAre killo caNe ne rAtre paDe. ApaNuM paNa evuM ja che. karoDo asaMkhya bhavomAM killA racyA ne mRtyu Ave eTale badhuM ghvasta eka maraNano sapATo badhu sApha karI jAya.. paNa have jinazAsana maLyA pachI evuM karavAnuM ke mRtyu kAMI karI na jAya. alamasta zarIra paNa mRtyu AvatA baLI javAnuM paNa e zarIrathI karelI ArAdhanA sAthe Avaze. bhegA karelA karoDo rU|. ekasAthe mUkIne jatA rahevAnuM paNa sukRtanI kamANI sAthe Avaze. evuM karo ke ApaNA karelA prayatnone mRtyu phela na karI zake. ahIM killo rAte tUTI jAya che. salAha maLI ke 32 lakSaNA puruSano vadha Apo. rAjAe jAherAta karAvI paNa dIkaro koNa Ape ? paNa ekane 5-7 hatA ne kIdhuM A ekane laI jAva.... pelo badhA pAse gayo. bApA kAkA badhAnI AgaLa 69 For Personer & Private Use Only

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na karagaryo paNa badhAe kahI dIdhuM amAruM kAMI na cAlI zake ame zuM karI zakIe ? A duniyAmAM arihaMta sivAya koInI zaraNa ApavAnI tAkAta nathI. A cAra e hRdayamAM mukhya tarIke joIe. vastupALe maMtrI pada letAM zarata karI ke mArA deva-guru dharma pahelAM pachI tamAruM rAja. ema na kIdhuM ke mAro parivAra pahelo. kahI dIdhuM deva-guru dharmane bAju para mUkI tamane nahi sAcavuM. AvuM maMjUra karIe eTale arihaMtanuM zaraNuM rAkhyuM kahevAze. ratnakaNikA guNa mAtra gAvAnA ja nathI hotA, kintu grahaNa paNa karavAnA hoya che. kerI mAtra sUMghavAnI ja nathI hotI, kintu khAvAnI paNa hoya che. te AtmA dhanya che. jenA hRdayamAM guru vase che paNa te AtmA dhanyAtidhanya che, je gurunA hRdayamAM vase che. 70 For Personal & Private Use Only

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arihaMte zaraNaM pavajjAmi : 4 zaraNamAM 1 lu zaraNa arihaMtanuM svIkAravAnuM. zaraNa kyAM sudhI ? jAvajajIva, yAvat jIva, jyAM sudhI A zarIramAM jIva che tyAM sudhI. bhavobhava kema nahi ? bhavobhava zaraNa laIe ne bIjA bhavamAM arihaMtane badale sAmAnya deva maLe to lIdheluM zaraNa tUTI jAya mATe bhavobhava nahi. A zaraNa bhAvapUrvaka levA arihaMtone vizeSaNa pUrvaka yAda karavAnAM. (1) paramatilonAdA nAtha eTale rakSaka. athavA to yoga ane kSema kare te nAtha. paramAtmAnI kRpAthI ja mokSamArgamAM navA navA yoganI prApti thAya. prApta thayelA yogonI rakSA paNa paramAtmAno kRpAthI ja thAya. arihaMta e durgatimAM paDatA jIvonI rakSA kare. bAhya ane AtyaMtara duzmano sAme jIvanI rakSA kare. vaLI, traNe lokanA badhA jIvonI rakSA karanAra arihaMta che. (2) aNuttaravuIsaMmArA anuttara puNyanA svAmI che. duniyAmAM koInuM na hoya evA puNyane dhAraNa karanArA che. Indrone bolAvavA na paDe, doDI doDIne Ave. are ! huM pahelo, huM pahelo ema karatA Ave. bhagavAnano janma thAya ne 14 rAjalokamAM ajavALA thaI jAya, AkhuM AkAza devatAothI bharAI jAya. asaMkhya devatAo merU parvata para AvI jAya. Indra mahArAjA bhagavAnanA ghare Ave. prabhune to vaMdana 1 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kare paNa emanI mAtAne paNa vaMdana kare. kahe, "he jagata dIpIkA ! jagatamAM prakAza karanAra putrane janma ApanAra ratnakukSI mAtA, Apane vaMdana ho." mAtA pAse prabhunuM bIju rUpa mUke. mAtAne avasvApini vidhA Ape ane bhagavAnane abhiSeka mATe laI javA pAMca-pAMca rUpo dhAraNa kare. 1 rUpathI bhagavAnane potAnA hAthamAM le. bIjA rUpathI bhagavAnane mAthe chatra dhare. 1 rUpathI hAthamAM vajra ghare. ane bAkInA 2 rUpathI cAmara laIne paramAtmAne vIMjhe. janmatAnI sAthe ja kevuM puNya ? 1 karoDa ane 60 lAkha kaLazothI devatAo abhiSeka kare. kaLazanA nALacA 1 yojananA hoya. devatAo sevAmAM hAjara hoya evA utkRSTa puNyanA svAmI tirthaMkara devo hoya. tirthaMkara bhagavAna mAtAnA garbhamAM Ave tyArathI teno prabhAva zarU thaI jAya. ghaNIvAra bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa e rIte paDe. ajItanAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA sogaTAbAjI rame. mAtA dareka vakhate hAre paNa ajitanAtha bhagavAna garbhamAM AvyA eTale mAtA jItyA. ajitanAtha nAma paDayuM. sumatinAtha nAma kema ? e kALamAM rAjayamAM eka jaTila prazna Avyo. pati marI gayo. be patnIne eka putra. jeno putra hoya tene saMpatti maLe. baMne kahe putra mAro ja che. have putra kono che e kema khabara paDe ? mahArANI kahe, "huM nyAya karUM. putranAM be TukaDA karo ane baMnene eka eka TukaDA ane aDadhI milkata ApI do. 02 For Personal & Private Use Only

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A sAMbhaLIne sAcI mA roI paDI. te kahe "mArA putrane mArazo nahi. mare enA karatA bahetara che ke tenI pAse rahe." bIjI patnI kAMI bolI nahi. tene zuM ? putra mare toya aDadhI milkata maLe ne ! ahIM nyAya thaI gayo. rANI kahe "putra ane milkata baMne pahelI patnIne ApI do A bIjI patnIno dAvo khoTo che." ema sumatinAtha, bhagavAna garbhamAM hatA ne tethI mahArANIzrIne AvI buddhi sUjhI mATe sumatinAtha nAma pADayuM. (3) khINarAgadoSamohA jenA rAga dveSa ane moha e traNa mahAduzmano kSINa thaI gayA che te. (4) aciMtavitAmaLI bhagavAna aciMtvaciMtAmaNI che. ciMtAmaNI e ratna che. tenI aThThamathI sAdhanA karavI paDe. te siddha thaI jAya pachI AMkho mIMcIne enI pAse je mAMgIe te kSaNamAM hAjara thaI jAya. sAta mALano mahela mAMgIe to e hAjara thaI jAya. karoDo sonAmahoro mAMgIe to te hAjara thaI jAya paNa, A bhagavAna to ApaNe jeTaluM ciMtavI paNa na zakIe eTaluM phaLa Ape. na mAMgIe to ya Ape. hemacaMdrasUri ma. lakhyuM ke tamArAmAM buddhi, samajaNa hoya to ekamAtra A arihaMtane bhajo. bAkI badhuM choDI do. tamAre 63 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mAMgavuM ya na paDe sAme cAlIne maLaze. tamArI kalpanAthIye. vadhAre maLaze. bhagavAnanA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkI devAnuM. mAre bhavobhava tamArA zAsananI sevA sivAya kazuM ja karavuM nathI. mAre ApanA sivAya kAMI joItuM nathI. (5) mavananahIoddA A bhISaNa bhavasamudramAM bhagavAna vahANa jevA che. emAM besIe arthAt emane bhajIe eTale ApaNane saMsAranI pAra utArI de. (6) vaMtazaraLA : mArA mATe ekAMte zaraNa karavA yogya che. aSTaprAtihArya yukta, samavasaraNayukta evA devAdhidevanuM huM zaraNuM svIkAruM chuM. bhavyatvanA paripAka mATe roja 3 vastu karavAnI. cAra zaraNa. duSkRtanI gIM ane sukatonI anumodanA. A 3 vastu karavAnI paNa sauthI mahatvanI vAta e che ke temAM praNidhAna joIe. praNidhAna vagara hajAra vAra kriyA karo to ya joIe tevuM phaLa na maLe ane praNidhAnapUrvakanI 1 vAranI karelI kriyA ghaNuM phaLa ApI de. koI paNa kAryanI siddhimAM praNidhAna e mukhya kAraNa che. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM tame jenI IcchA karo, praNidhAna karo tenuM phaLa maLyA vagara rahe nahi. praNidhAnathI ! tIvra rasavALA karmo baMdhAya. je lakSa che te sivAyanI vastuomAMthI 4 For Personal & Private Use Only

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manane pAchuM kheMcI ekamAtra lakSamAM mana parovavuM te praNidhAna. paramAtmAnI pUjA vidhimAM dazatrikamAM tridizAtyAga trika batAvI. traNe dizAno tyAga karIne mAtra bhagavAna tarapha ja najara. koNa AvyuM, gayuM, koNa zuM kare che kAMI ja khabara na paDe. pratikramaNa kevuM hoya ?... pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. haMmezA UbhA ne UbhA ja pratikramaNa karavAnuM. eka eka zabda para upayoga hoya, tenA bhAvArthothI bhAvita thaI jAya, emanA saMsArI pitAzrI paNa evA ! kALuzInI poLamAM rahe. AjubAjuvALA kahe, pratikramaNamAM vaMdittAno Adeza Apyo hoya ne AkhuM vaMdittu raDatA raDatA ja bole. vaMdittAmAM AkhA divasanA pAponI AlocanA Ave. mAtra ekAgratApUrvaka nahi, arthothI bhAvita thaIne kriyA karavAnI. eka eka sUtro-arthomAM keTalA rahasyo ! eka arihaMta ceIANaMnuM phaLa keTaluM? AkhI duniyAe paramAtmAne je vaMdanAdi karyA, pUjA karI, bhagavAnanI stotra dvArA stavanAdi karI, bhagavAnane vastra, phUla je caDhAvavAdi dvArA sanmAnAdi karyA hoya, te badhAnuM phaLa ApaNe meLavavuM che. kevI rIte ? anumodanAthI. te badhAnI anumodanA mATe 1 navakArano kAusagga karIne te phaLa meLavavAnuM. kAusagga kevA bhAvathI ? samyaktvanI prApti mATe, mokSanI prApti mATe kAryotsarga 5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karavAno. paNa kevI rIte ? zraddhAthI.mAtra korI zraddhA nahi, buddhipUrvakanI zraddhA. vaLI, utAvaLathI nahi dhIrajathI, dhRtipUrvaka je zabdo che emAM arthanI dhAraNAthI ane anuprekSAthI arthonA ciMtavanapUrvaka kAusagga karavAno. vaLI, A badhuM kevI rIte ? 'vaDumANIe' vadhatI jatI zraddhAthI, vadhatI jatI buddhithI, dhAraNAthI, vRtithI, anuprekSAthI kAusagga karavAno, A rIte bhAvapUrvaka karelA eka arihaMta ceIANaMnuM keTaluM jabarajasta phaLa maLe ! A badho lAbha 1 navakAranA kAusaggamAM maLI jAya. sUtranA zabdo e maMtrAkSaro che. pAMca daMDaka sUtro che. namrutyurNa, arihaMta ceIANaM, logassa, pukhkharavaradIvaTTe ane siddhANaM-buddhANaM. AmAM to bhArobhAra mAla paDayo che. eka sUtra 50 vAra bolIe toye AgaLa vadhavAnuM mana na thAya. 5 kalAka namutyurNamAM jAya. "arihaMtANaM, bhagavatANaM" bolyA ja karIe AgaLa vadhAya ja nahi. 'arihaMta' zabda Ave ne rUMvADA ubhA thaI jAya. enA zabdo e maMtrAkSaro che. eka pada paNa praNidhAna pUrvaka bolIe to hamaNAM mokSa thaI jAya. ochuM karo. paNa ekatAna thaIne karo. eka navakAra gaNo paNa evA bhAvapUrvaka gaNo ke mana emAM TharI jAya. keTalA maMtrAkSaro ! navakAranA 'namo arihaMtANaM' padanA mAtra 1lA akSara 'na' mAM 1008 vidhAo che. A badhA sUtromAM bhIMjAtA AvaDI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. 75 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zaraNa bIjuM bhaje siddhanuMH bIjuM zaraNa konuM? siddha bhagavaMtanuM! temanuM paNa ahIM vizeSaNothI bhAvapUrvaka zaraNa svIkAravAnuM. (1) pahiNajaramaraNA jemanA janma, jarA ane maraNa nAza pAmI gayA che te. je pRthvI para have pharI janmavAnA ja nathI. A 3 mahArogathI je haMmeza mATe chUTI gayA che. (2) aveakammakalaMkA karma e AtmA para lAgeluM kalaMka che. ApaNe karmothI kalaMkita chIe. siddha bhagavaMtone karma nathI. AthI teo karmathI akalaMkita che. arihaMtone ghAtI karma gayA. aghAtI rahyA paNa eya have javAnA. eTale arihaMto ane siddho akalaMkita. ApaNe janma lIdho eTale ja siddha thaI gayuM ke karma che. karma hoya to ja janma hoya. vaLI pAchA duHkho bhogavIe chIe roganA, ghaDapaNanA. kuTuMba parivAranI mAnasika ciMtAo AkhI duniyA bhogave che, Akhu jagata karmane Adhina che. koInuM dhAryuM ahIM thatuM nathI. manuSyajanma pAmIne eka ja kAma karavAnuM ane te A karmano nAza karavAnuM. ArAdhanA sAdhanA dvArA azubha karma dUra thAya ane navu navu zubha karma baMdhAya ne uttarottara mokSa sudhI pahoMcAya. che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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(3) pAvAvAI: badhI pIDAo jenI nAza pAmI gaI che evA. karma nathI mATe pIDA nathI. karma nathI to pachI emanuM svarUpa kevuM? () vananA saUIT: . kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana yukta che. AtmAnA svAbhAvika guNone bhogave che. duHkha gayuM ane saMpUrNa sukhA pragaTa thaI gayuM. kevala eTale saMpUrNa sapUrNajJAna thayuM, sarvajJa banI gayA. traNe kALanI, samaye samayanI evI koI vastu, ghaTanA, padArtha vidhamAM nathI je teo na jANI zake. jJAnano viSaya je hoya tene zera kahe. traNe kALanA badhA zeyane jANe te sarvajJa. evuM sarvajJapaNuM kevI rIte maLe? kiMmatI vastu meLavavA vadhAre puruSArtha karavo paDe. pelo vepArI ciMtAmaNI ratna zodhavA nIkaLyo che. savArathI sAMja sudhI eka ja dhUnamAM gAma-paragAma phare che. divaso ne, mahinAo ne varSo vItyA pachI rannAdvIpamAM maLyuM. kevaLajJAna ghara beThA maLe? (5) siddhapuranavArI: siddhipura eTale mokSa. 45 lAkha yojanAnI siddhazilA. 14 rAjalokamAM sauthI upara che. tenI AgaLa aloka che. karmathI AtmA saMpUrNa mukta bane enI bIjI kSaNe AtmA tyAM jato rahe. enI AgaLa AlokamAM na jaI zake. 8 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(6) niruvamasusaMcayA : jene koInI upamA na ApI zakAya, koInI sAthe sarakhAvI na zakAya evA sukhathI yukta che. siddha bhagavaMtanuM sukha keTaluM? AkhA jagatanA badhA jIvonA, IndronA, devatAonA, cakravartIonA, rAjAonA-badhA jIvonA sukha bhegA karIe, eka kALanA nahi-traNe kALanA sukha bhegA karIe enA karatAM anaMtagaNu sukha eka siddhanA jIvanuM che. tene koInI sAthe na sarakhAvI zakAya. () brahI viDyiA : sarvathA kRtakRtya. jenA badhA prayojana pUrA thaI gayA che, jene have kazuM ja karavAnuM bAkI nathI. saMsAranuM bhavobhavanuM bhramaNa aMta pAmI gayuM che evA siddha bhagavaMtonuM mane zaraNe ho, mane Azaro ho. te muni vaMdo, te muni vaMdo: trIjuM - sAdhunuM zaraNa, vizeSaNopUrvaka sAdhu bhagavaMtone yAda karIne temanuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM AjanA kALe sAcuM guru tatva maLavuM ca muzkela. jJAnI guru maLavA durlabha chatAM enA mATe kAMI badhA sAdhunI parIkSA karavA na besAya. enA mATe to bhagavAnane ja prArthanA karavAnI ke "hou mama tuha pabhAvao, suhagurujogo," mane tamArA prabhAvathI sadguruno yoga prApta thAo. mArI buddhithI zodhavA jaIza to UMdhu ja pakaDAze. mArI buddhi ahaMtvathI kharaDAyelI che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhavicaNa ! mANIe guru saMyoga: sadguruno coga emanema na maLe, maLe to na phaLe. e jayavisarAyanI 13 mAMgaNImAM 9mI mAMgaNI mUkI. e pahelA ja nI pUrvabhUmikA joIe. enAthI maLe, kuLe. - bhavanirveda 1 lo mUkyo. saMsAra heya che. tenA parathI mana uThI javuM joIe. saMsAramAM anukuLatA joIne phaphaDATa thAya. e pachI mAganusArI. paNuM enA paNa 35 guNa batAyA. pachI ISTaphalAsiddhi jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahuM tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI pUja, bhakti, AjJApAlana karI zakuM evI sAMsArika anukuLatA ane pachI Aloka-paraloka viruddhano tyAga. gurujaNapUA eTale mAtA-pitAnI pUjA, pUjAno artha emanI sevA-bhakti. mA-bApa pratye avagaNanA hoya ene guru sArA na maLe. dIkSA lIdhA pachI mA-bApane paNa A mArge vALavAnA che. jenA haiyAmAM mA-bApa nathI ene uttamaguruno yoga na maLe. mAtA-pitAnI je sArI bhakti kare tene cAritra maLe ja. kadAca mAtA-pitAnI saMmati na maLe tema hoya to paNa emane bhAvapUrvaka hRdayamAM rAkhIne dIkSA levAnI che. ane parArthakaraNa'- bIjAnA mATe karI chUTo, svArthane gauNa karI nAkho. jeTalI zakti hoya te badhI paropakAramAM vAparo. paropakAra e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma che A badhI lakika vastu che. e pUrvabhUmikA che. enAthI ja lokottara evI uttama vastu suguruno yoga ane bhavobhava emanI sevA maLe. (0) For Personal & Private Use Only

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A maLela dharmane sthira ane deTa karavA vAraMvAra enuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM ane sAthe jayaviyarAyanI 7 ane 8mI prArthanA majabUta karavAnI. suhagurujano, tabbayaNa sevaNA AbhavamakheDA." A bhavamAM UMcI koTinA suguruno yoga maLe je paramAtmAnI paraMparAmAM AvyA hoya ne temanA vacanane mAnya karatA hoya. kyAreka evA guru dravya kSetrakALa-bhAvane pAmIne rahasyathI tirthaMkara bhagavAnanA vacanane sthaLa dRSTivALA jIvo kahe tyAre kadAca saheja pharatu paNa lAge to paNa gurunuM ja vacana manAya. mATe gurunA vacananuM pAlana kahyuM, sIdhuM tirthaMkara bhagavAnanA vacananuM pAlana ema nahi. hakIkatamAM gItArtha evA gunuM vacana e bhagavAnanuM ja vacana che. AjJA guruNAM avicAraNIyA : gurunA vacano para tarka na karAya. e ja sAcuM che. evI zraddhAthI mAnavAnuM ne akhaMDa rIte pALavAnuM. A zraddhA kevaLajJAna apAvI de. A zraddhA vinAnuM jJAna zuSka che. jJAna karatAM zraddhA baLavAna che. kAraNa ApaNA aMdaranA bhAvo rAga-dveSathI kharaDAyelA che. ane guru paranI zraddhAthI ja e vizuddhi Ave. gatAnugatiktA TALo: vaLI, A prArthanA bhagavAna samakSa karavAnI che. bhagavAna suvizuddha che emanI AgaLa karelI suvizuddha bhAvanA phaLyA vagara na rahe paNa ApaNane sAcI prArthanA karatA paNa nathI AvaDatuM. mAtra gatAnugatika rUTina mujaba bolI jaIe chIe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAraNa samajaNa nathI. A eka eka yoga kevaLajJAna ApanAro. che. eka eka zabda maMtrAkSara svarUpa che, keTalAya chUpA bhAvo emAM paDayA che. ApaNe vicArI na zakIe evA agaNita lAbho bharyA che. A mAMgaNI avirata karavAnI- bhagavAna tamArA prabhAvathI ja suguruno yoga ane emanA vacananuM pAlana maLe. e paNa A bhava mATe nahi bhavobhava mAMgavAnuM A 5 mA ArAmAM mahAgItArtha guru maLyA eTale kevaLajJAnI maLyA, lokaprakAzanA racayitA lakhe che ke kitavijaya' (emanA gurunuM nAma) e mahAna maMtra mane maLyo che. enAthI badhu siddha thAya che. gurunuM pratyeka vacana tIrtha lAge. pratyeka vacanamAM dvAdazAMgI dekhAya. gurunuM vacana e ja zAstra. A mana gurune vaza thavuM jarUrI che. (1) payaMta mIrAyA : prazAMta ane gaMbhIra AzacavALA. Azaya eTale cittanA pariNAma. prazAMta eTale ukaLATa, udvega vagaranA. game tevA prasaMgomAM, nimittomAM cittanI svasthatA, samAdhi jALavI rAkhe tevA ane gaMbhIra eTale harSa-zoka vagaranA. | game tevA sukhanA prasaMgamAM ke duHkhanA prasaMgamAM moDhA uparanI eka rekhAmAM paNa pheraphAra na thAya evA. padavI Adi maLI jAya to harSa na Ave kadAca apayaza vi. thaI jAya to kheda na thAya. 82 For Persona Private Use Only

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(2) sAvano vira: sAvadha yogathI virAma pAmelA. sAvadha eTale jenAthI pApa lAge evA. hiMsA-jUTha-corI-methuna-parigrahanA pApothI, 18 pApasthAnakothI aTakI gayA che. keTaluM pavitra jIvana jIvanArA kevA UMcA pariNAmavALA. sudatta munivara jaMgalamAM kAusagnamAM ubhA hatA. guNadhara rAjAe temane upasarga mATe zikArI kUtarA choDayA. paNa kUtarA temanI najIka gayA ne zAMta paDI gayA. guNadhara rAjA zaramAI gayo. je kAma kUtarA paNa na karI zake evA kAma huM karuM? huM kutarA karatAM paNa gayo? zaramAI gayo che. eTalAmAM zrAvaka pasAra thayo. gaNadhara rAjAe A vAta karI, zrAvaka sAMtvanA Ape che kahe che A sudatta munivara che. saMsArIpaNe rAjakumAra hatA. eka cora corInA gunAmAM pakaDAyo, sAthe hiMsA paNa karI hatI. A be gunAnI sajArUpe ene phAMsInI sajA rAjya taraphathI phaTakArAI. A joIne sudatta kumAra vicAre che ke mAre paNa AvA pApo karavAnA? pApathI DarIne dIkSA lIdhI ne have ugra sAdhanA kare che. eka sAdhu mahArAja. dIkSAmAM mana DhIluM paDyuM ne kapaDA badalI dIdhA. muMbaI mAM hatA mutaraDImAM gayA ne jIvaDAo joI gabharAI gayA. mAre ATalA badhA jIvonI hiMsA karavAnI. pahelA jIvadayA bahu pALI che. jIvadayAnA pariNAma jAgRta che. vaLatA guru ma. pAse AvyA, prAyazcita laIne zuddha thayA. pharI navI dIkSA lIdhI. (83) 83 For Personal & Private Use Only

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(3) paMvidAyanA sAdhu ma. pAMca mahAvratomAM AvI gayA. badhA pApothI virata thayA. eka divasanA pApanuM prAyazcita keTaluM ? duniyAnA badhAM parvato sonAnA thaI jAya ne badhuM dAnamAM ApI daIe toya na chUTe. ekavAra bhojana karIe ne keTalA pRthvI, apakAya, agnikAyanA jIvo mare. atyAre cAritra laIne thoDuM kaSTa nahi bhogavIe to karmasattA choDaze nahi, anekagaNuM bhavobhava bhogavavuM paDaze. mahAvIra bhagavAne tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM sIsuM reDaDyuM. 25mAM bhavamAM ATalA badhA mAsakSamaNa karyA toya peluM bAMdheluM nikAcitA karma udayamAM AvyuM ne bhogavavuM paDayuM. ekamAtra jinazAsanA sAco mArga batAve che. sAdhu bhagavaMta pAMca prakAranA AcArane jANe ane pALe. jJAnAcAraH bhaNe, bhaNAve jJAna-jJAnInI ArAdhanA kare darzanAcAraH sAdhuno vinaya, bhakti, vaiyAvacca kare cAritrAcAra H cAritranA AcAra, kriyAo pALe. tapAcAra: cha bAhya ane cha atyaMtara tapanuM pAlana kare vIcAra : zakti mujaba ArAdhanAomAM vIrya phorave, satva phorave. (4) paravathAniya paropakAramAM rata. sahAya kare te sAdhu, sAdhu zemAM sahAya kare? saMsAramAM, paisA meLavavAmAM? nA, dukAnanA ke phekTarIonA muhUrta joI ApavAmAM? nA, sAdhu to mokSamArgamAM sahAya kare. 84 For Personal & Private Use Only

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koI ne jhera khAvuM hoya to temAM sahAya na karAya. paisAmAM to pApa bAMdhavAnuM. sAdhu dharmamAM sahAya kare. (5) paumAinirdasaNA kamaLanA dRSTAMtavALA. kamaLa uge kAdavamAM paNa kAdavathI alipta rahe. saMsAramAM rahe kharA paNa rame nahi. bhogasukhonI IcchAo vagaranA. (6) jJANayasaMyA: jJAna ane adhyayanamAM otaprota, ekAgra cittavALA jJAna ane adhyayanamAM yukta eTale pachI e kevA bane? (6) viluksamALakhAvA: vizuddha mananA bhAvovALA, bhAvo AgaLane AgaLa ucA pariNAmavALA thAya. vaiyAvacca, bhakti, sahAyanA bhAvo vadhatA ja rahe. evA sAdhu bhagavaMtanuM mane zaraNa ho. zAstrakArono keTalo upakAra ! 4 zaraNa svIkAravAnA eTaluM kahIne aTakI na gayA. sAthe e zaraNa kevI rIte levAnuM, e paNa batAvyuM. vizeSaNopUrvaka temanI vizeSatAo batAvI jethI bhAvavRddhi thAya. zaraNa mATenA pATha paNa ApI dIdhA je mAtra ApaNe bolI javAnA, kaMI mahenata nahi karavAnI. mAtra ApaNe eka ja kAma karavAnuM, temAM bhAva meLavavAnuM supraNidhAna karavAnuM. . 85 For Personal & Private Use Only

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munizuM mana mAnyo : sAdhunA guNo batAvyA. 'pasaMtagaMbhIrAsayA' prazAMta ane gaMbhIra AzayavALA. uchAMchaLApaNuM na hoya. jeTaluM jANIe sAMbhaLIe te badhAne kahevAya nahi. peTamAM rAkhatAM AvaDavuM joIe. badhI vAta bIjAne karI devI e agaMbhIratA che. sAdhu gaMbhIra hoya. vaLI sAvapnanoviyA sa-avadha avadha eTale pApa karAve evA yogothI virAma pAmelA che. evA yogo karavAnA nahi, karAvavAnA paNa nahi. sAvadha bolavAnuM paNa nahi. dIkSA lIdhA pachI gharavALA karoDa kamAya to anumodanA nahi karavAnI, 1 karoDa jAya to kheda paNa nahi karavAno. vicAravAnuM ke A badhA paisA pAchaLa jIvana veDaphI rahyA che, dharma gumAvI rahyA che. kyAre chUTaze ? manathI, vacanathI ne kAyAthI pApa karavuM nahi, karAvavuM nahi ane anu eTale pAchaLa, moda eTale AnaMda, pApanI anumodanA paNa karavI nahi. sAdhune sarva sAvadhano tyAga, zrAvakane sAmAyikamAM niyamathI tyAga, sAdhune yAvajjIva. sAdhune tivihaM tiviheNaM, zrAvakane vihaM tiviheNaM, kAraNa zrAvakSaNAmAM anumodanAnA pApathI chUTI zakAtuM nathI. sAmAyika che chatAM ghara para potAnI mAlikI che enI anumodanA che. beMkamAM rUA. nuM vyAja Ave che tenI mAlikI che mATe anumodanAnuM pApa lAgI ja jAya. sarvavirati e mahAna sAdhanA che. pavana Avato hoya to paNa hAza! nahi karavAnuM, anumodanAthI vAukAyanI virAdhanAnuM pApa lAge. 86 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sarvajJa bhagavAna sivAya koNa AvuM batAvI zake ? jinazAsana sivAya kyAM AvuM maLe ? saMghanI AbAdI kema thAya ? premasUri ma. ne koI sAdhue pUchayuM. "sAheba ! AkhA saMghanI AbAdI kema vadhe?" premasUri ma. koI moTI moTI yojanAo na batAvI mAtra sAta ja akSaramAM javAba Apyo 'paMcAcAra-pAlana.' e jeTaluM vadhe teTalI AbAdI vadhe. AcAryonI be javAbadArI-paMcAcAra pALavuM ane paLAvavuM. sAdhune eka ja javAbadArI, paMcAcAra pALavAnI. sAdhu paropakAramAM rata hoya, kaMjUsa nahi banavAnuM. tirthaMkara banavAno pAyo paropakAra che. bhagavAnanuM vizeSaNa mUkyuM, parArthavyasanI. jenA vagara cAle nahi, cena nA paDe te vyasana, bIjAne sahAya karyA vagara, kaMI ne kaMI karI chUTayA vagara paramAtmAne cena na paDe, nigodamAM paNa avyakta paNe bIjAnA sukhanI bhAvanA hoya, svArtha haMmezA gauNa hoya. potAnA sukhanI IcchA nahi karavAnI. badalAnI apekSA vagara sahAya, sevA, bhakti karavAnI. koI badalo vALavA Ave to nA pADavAnI. badalo laIe to ApaNuM sukRta kyAM ubhu rahe ? badalAnI apekSA na hoya. ghaNA evA bhAgyazALIo hoya, upadhAna hoya ke varSItapanA pAraNA sauthI pahelA rasoDAmAM pahoMcI jAya, pahelethI chelle sudhInuM 87 For Personal & Private Use Only

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badhuM saMbhALe, badhA tapasvIonI ekadama joradAra bhakti kare ane chelle jyAre potAnA jamavAno vakhata Ave tyAre ghare jatA rahe. kahe, "jamIe to sukRtano badalo vaLI jAya" ApaNe ahIM prabhAvanA ApatA pahelA dUdha-pANIthI paga dhUe, lUche, mAthe tilaka kare, cokhA coDe ne bahumAnapUrvaka prabhAvanA ApIne bhakti kare. Ane bhakti kahevAya ? koI phAIvasTAra hoTalamAM jaIe to paNa bahumAnapUrvaka bolAve, besADe, jamADe paNa pAchA ghare vaLIe tyAre moTuM bIla batADe. e bhakti kahevAya ? paMkaja pare re nyArA sAdhujI : pANI ane kAdavamAM kamaLa uge chatAM beyathI alipta, sAdhu saMsAramAM ja hoya chatAM nirlepa, Asakti vagaranA, badhI khAvAnI, paheravAnI, bhogavavAnI IcchA nIkaLI jAya. ArAdhanA sAdhanA upAsanA - dhyAna - adhyayana, jJAna - darzana - cAritranA bhAvo uchaLe evA sAdhunuM zaraNa svIkAryA pachI dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM. - B ratnakaNikA * saphalatAnA baMdare pahoMcavA mATe prAmANiktAno Teksa cukavavo paDato hoya che. 88 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zaraNa cothuM ghare dharmanuM anAdi saMsAramAMthI tAranAra A dharma che. chatAM Aje dharmanI bAbatamAM paNa ghaNI gUMcavaNa UbhI thAya che. keTalAya dharmo che. Aje koI jinezvara ke kevaLajJAnI che nahi. sAco ane madhyastha mANasa gUMcavAI jAya ApaNane to nAnapaNathI ja "kevali pannaro dhammo' kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte kahelo zuddha ane sAtvika dharma maLyo paNa jene e nathI maLyo e to badhA dharmanI parIkSA karIne ja samaje ke A ja dharma zreSTha che. | mAraganI che mUMjhavaNa : ApaNane jinazAsana maLyuM chatAM emAMya zvetAMbara, digaMbara, sthAnakavAsI ne terApaMthI ne keTalAya gaccha. emAM pAcho kAnajIsavAmIno nizcayanayano dharma nIkaLyo. hAlamAMya dAdA bhagavAna ne rajanIza ne keTalAya paMtho paDelA che. jyAM vAto UMcI hoya ne AcaraNamAM mIMDu hoya tyAMya sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe. kalikALamAM navA navA dharmo nIkaLyA ja kare. A jherI sApa jevo pAMcamo Aro che, DaMkha mAryA ja kare. A paMcama Aro bhayaMkara che. mATe ja upAdhyAyajI mahArAje kIdhuM, "kalikAle jinabiMba jinAgama, bhaviyaNakuM AdhArA" A paramAtmAnI pratimA ane zAstra e ja ekamAtra AdhArabhUta che, taravAnA sAdhana che. AtmArAmajI mahArAja paMjAbI, kSatriyakuLamAM janmyA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sthAnakavAsI ne tyAM rahyA hatA. dIkSA lIdhI. emaNe mUrtipUjAnA virodhamAM buTerAyajIne harAvI dIdhA hatA. mUrtipUjA satya nathI e mata sthApita karyo. bAdamAM satya ja jIte ema nahi, hoMziyAra hoca e jIte. satya to bahu dUranI vAta che. chatAM Agamo vAMcatA vAMcatA pachIthI AtmArAmajIne satya samajAyuM. mUrtino virodha to vyavahAramAM ca nathI. jIvane AlaMbana to joIe ja. ne AMkha udhaDI gaI. paNa svAgraha na hato. upadezapadamAM kahyuM ke, "mohanA atireka vinA svAgraha thato nathI." mana madhyastha che. je sAcu hoya e ja grahaNa karavuM e nirNaya che ne sAcuM samajAtAM derAvAsI thaI gayA. dharmanI vizeSatAo, mahAnatA smaraNa karavA dvArA pUjyabhAve dharmanuM zaraNa grahaNa karavAnuM. (1) surAsuramapumapUH ' sura - asura ane manuSyothI pUjitaH A dharmanuM zaraNa samajavA jevuM che. kevaLajJAnIoe prarUpelA dharma sivAya kyAMya doDavAnuM nathI. cAvajajIva A ja dharma mAre che ema deTa rahevAnuM. tirthaMkara bhagavaMte jagatanA hita mATe je dharma batAvyo tenuM ja mAre zaraNa. A zaraNa svIkAratA ullAsa vadhe te mATe vizeSaNa batAve che. A dharma sAmAnya koTino nathI. sura-asura ane devendrothI pUjAyelo che. badhA samyagra dRSTi devatAoe pUjyo che. CO For Personal & Private Use Only

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dharmane pUjavA dharmIne pUjavA paDe. dharma e to guNa che te dharmI AtmAmAM rahe. dharma ApaNAmAM Ave ne devatAothI pUjita banIe. jenAmAM dharma pariNamyo hoya tenI Indra prazaMsA kare. Indra sabhAmAM besatA pahelA viratIdharane namaskAra kare. bhagavAne viratirUpa dharma bhAkhyo che. samyagdaSTi devatAo paNa devalokamAM saMkalpa kare che ke ahIMthI manuSyamAM gayA pachI 8 varSanI uMmaramAM cAritra laI laIzuM... A viratidharma amAre joIe che. je maLyA vagara mokSa nathI. "cAritra viNa nahi mukti re." saMsArano aMta viratidharmathI ja Ave. cakravartI 64,000 strIno tyAga karI cAritradharma levA nIkaLe che. harino mAraga che zUrAno : - A mahApuruSoe kheDelo mArga che. tirthaMkara bhagavaMto cAritra le pachI ja kevaLajJAna thAya. gaNadharo, rAjAo, baLadevo badhA cAritra le. kaSabhadeva bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM asaMkhya rAjAo thayA. e badhAe rAjya choDIne dIkSA lIdhI ne mokSamAM Tu anuttaravAsI vimAnamAM gayA. samrAToe sevelA dharmanuM zaraNA ravIkAravAnuM che. devalokanA devatAo A dharmane pUje, bahumAna kare. asuro pRthvInI nIcenA devatAo ane cakravartIo, rAjA-mahArAjAo A dharmane mAne, pALe. A koI sAmAnya dharma nathI. cakravartIo cha khaMDanA sAmrAjyo chaDIne ene grahaNa kare. Aje paNa abajopatio, zreSThIo saMpatti choDIne saMcama grahaNa kare che. 91 For Persea Private Use Only (1)

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e dharmanuM phaLa zuM ? (2) moiimAMzumAlI : aMzumALI eTale sUrya. e ApaNAmAM Ave eTale mohanuM aMdhAru jAya. moha eTale ajJAna dUra thAya. moharUpI aMdhArAne dUra karavAmAM sUrya samAna dharma che. aMdara mohanIyanuM gADha aMdhAruM che. mithyAtva mohanIya sAcuM samajavA detuM nathI. cAstri mohanIya jIvanamAM sAro AcAra AvavA detA nathI. darzana mohanIya zraddhA thavA detA nathI. bhagavAnane jotA AMkhamAM AMsu AvatA nathI. samakita bahu nabaLu che. koI bhagavAnanuM nAma bole ne haiyAmAM ullAsa jAgato nathI, A samakitanI khAmI che. A sametazikhara, jenA para 20-20 tirthaMkaro mokSe sidhAvyA e Aje saMkaTamAM chatAM subhUmanI pAlakhI. tamArA ghare reDa paDayAnA samAcAra Ave to UMgha Ave kharI ? A paramAtmA potAnA lAgyA nathI. A badhI mohanI mAyAjALa che, ne jIva emAM aTavAya che. mohanA paDalone bhedanAro che A dharma : paNa A dharma hRdayamAM Ave eTale mohanA aMdhArA badhA ulecAI jAya. IlAcIputranuM badhuM aMdhAru eka sAthe gayuM.nagarazeThano dIkaro naDI pAchaLa pAgala banyo ne gharakuTuMba-paisA ne badhuM choDayuM paNa ekavAra doraDA para nAca nAcatA sAme mahela para najara paDI. rUpavAna, devAMganA jevI zrAvikA mahAtmAne vahorAve che ne mahAtmA AMkha UMcI karIne jotA paNa nathI. kevA ucca mahAtmA ne huM kevo pApI ne A vicAre pazcAtApa thayo. 92 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dharmano sUraja ugyo ne vicAre "bhale Aja sudhI bhUla karI paNa have sudhArI levI che." nATaka doraDA para cAlu che ne mana ArAdhanAmAM. kSapakazreNI para caDhI gayA ne kevaLajJAna tyAM laI lIdhuM. A badhA mohanA aMdhakArane dharma ja dUra kare. (3) zoSavaSarimamaMto : rAga ane dveSa ja saMsAramAM bhaTakAve che. tenAthI thatI badhI pravRtti e gAMDapaNa che. rAgahepa jenAthI chUTe te ja DahApaNano mArga che. A dharma ja jJAnadarzana-cAritranI ArAdhanAthI rAga-dveSane toDe che. nAnakaDo paNa dharma tAranAra che. e Arta-raudra dhyAnathI bacAve. rAga dveSa rUpI jhera mATe parama maMtra samAna che. rAga-dveSane jheranI upamA ApI. laukika jhera to eka vAra mAre, rAga-dveSa bhavobhava mAre, ekavAra nigodamAM mokalI de eTale janmamaraNa karyA ja karavAnA. jhera caDhayuM hoya ne gADika maMtrathI jhera utAre tema rAga-dveSa ane mohanA jherane utAranAra A dharma . (4) devAyatnaraznanA : kalyANa eTale sukha, puNya. badhA sukhanuM kAraNa dharma che. A janmamAM to pa-25-50 varSano dharma pALavAno. pAMcamA ArAmAM AyuSya thoDuM ne 4 thA ArAmAM to koDa pUrvanA AyuSya hoya. aSabhadeva bhagavAne 84 lAkha pUrva cAritra pALyuM. 1 pUrva eTale 00, pa60 abaja varSa. Aje AyuSya.100 varSanuM gaNAya bAkI 0,00,80 varSamAM to down thaI jaIe, eTalo nAno kALa cAritrya pALavAnuM ne asaMkhya (3) For Personal & Private Use Only

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kALanA, palyopamanA devalokanA sukha A dharmathI maLe. Arogya, caza, saMpatti, saubhAgya, A duniyAmAM jeTalA sukho che te badhA dharmathI ja maLe. (5) mUvavivipu: karmarUpI vanane bALavA agni samAna dharma che. sarakAra jaMgalono kevI rIte nAza kare? Aga lagADI de. A dharma karmarUpI jaMgalone bALI nAkhanAra che. (6) sAdo siddhAvasma: siddhapaNAne sAdhI ApanAra che. dharmathI ja mokSa maLe. dharma kadApi saMsAramAM rakhaDAve nahi saMsArathI aTakAvI mokSamAM laI janAra kevalI bhagavaMte batAvelA dharmanuM mane zaraNa ho. mokSamAM na jaIe tyAM sudhI badhA sukhanA bhavo A dharma Ape paNa enI vaphAdArI joIe. dharma AdhyAtmika ane bhautika beya rIte AgaLa vadhAre. A dharma AcaravAno sAthe ApaNA kuTuMbIone paNa A mArge vALavAnA. emanA AtmAnI paNa ciMtA karavAnI. kuTuMbI sAthe saMsAranA saMbaMdhathI nahi paNa dharmanA saMbaMdhathI, sAdharmiktAthI joDAo to pachI enuM bharaNa poSaNa paNa sAdhamikanI bhakti tarIke thAya. A dharmanuM sAcuM zaraNa svIkAravA emAM daTa zraddhAvALA thavuM paDe. bhagavAne kIdhuM te akSare akSara sAcuM che. emAM leza paNa zaMkA na joIe. bhagavAne kIdhuM ke 60,000 varSa utkRSTa For Personal & Private Use Only

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ajJAna tapa karanArA karatAM samakitinI navakArazI caDe. A saMsAra sAgaramAM taraNatAraNa jahAja dharma maLyo. e have kema choDAya? zaraNa eTale Azraya. saMsAranA bhayathI mArA AtmAnI rakSA karavA mATe AzrayarUpa A dharma ja che. tophAnamAM guMDAthI bacavA polIsano Azraya tema rAga-dveSa ane mohanA tophAnothI pAra utaravA A cAranuM zaraNa bhAvapUrvaka svIkAravAnuM. AtmAmAM bhavyatvano paripAka karavA jUnA zalyone kADhavA paDe, guNabIonuM AropaNa karavuM paDe. bhUmikA pahelAM cokhI karavI paDe. e mATe prathama cAra zaraNano svIkAra batAvyo. cAra zaraNa to lIdhA paNa bhagavAne jeno niSedha karyo te AcaryuM. tenI AtmAnI sAkSIe, bhagavAnanI sAkSIe niMdA karavAnI. duniyAne pArakI niMdAmAM rasa che. enA dvArA cIkaNA karmo bAMdhe. jyAre ApaNe tyAM AtmAnI niMdA karavAnI. Atma niMdA karatA karatA to kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI gayA. khaMdhakamuninI hatyA karanAra rAjA. sAdhunI cAmaDI utarAvI che paNa jyAre satya hakIkatanI jANa thaI tyAre sAdhunA kalevara AgaLa jaI jabarajasta AtmAnI niMdA karI. ghora pazcAtApa karyo. AtmaniMdAthI karma dhovAya. badhA karmono mela nAza pAme. mArA jevo pApI jagatamAM koI nathI. ema ghorAtighora pazcAtApa karatA karatA karmathI haLavA thaI gayA. 5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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duSkRtagaha, why? jIva ghaNuM rakhaDayo kAraNa enI pAse adhyAtma na hatuM. A adhyAtma caramAvatamAM ja Ave. acaramAvatamAM e nA hoya. adhyAtma eTale AtmAnI prIti, zuddha svarUpanuM bhAna, tatvanI zraddhA. acaramAvatamAM A na hoya. tenA 3 kAraNa batAve che (1) ke jIvane haju ghaNA bhavo bhaTakavAnuM bAkI che eTale (2) AtmAnI atizaya malinatA che, bhavyatvanI aparipakava avasthA che ane (3) atatva abhiniveza. atatvano Agraha, kadAgraha. prajJApanIyatA joIze. atatvanI jabarajasta pakka te paNa pragatimAM avarodhaka che. khoTI vastu pakaDIne na choDavI te kadAgraha. te mATe ja zAstrakAre moTAmAM moTo guNa batAvyo prajJApanIyatA. ArAdhaka AtmAmAM A pahelI yogyatA joIe. prajJApanIya hoya to gurunI vAta hRdayamAM utarI jAya.. te na hoya to saMcama -tapa cAritra badhu nakAmuM thaI jAya. haribhadrasUri mahArAja keTalA AvezamAM caDhI gayA ? 1400 bauddhone kAgaDA banAvIne ukaLatA telamAM taLavAnuM kAMI sAmAnya koTinuM pApa nathI paNa prajJApanIyatA hatI. gurunA mAtra 3 zloka AvyA emAM chelle lakhyuM , to movaDyo, viyarsa mata saMsAro, kaSAyanA upazamanA kAraNe ekano mokSa ne kaSAyanI AdhinatAthI bIjAno anaMta saMsAra. (6) ka For Personal & Private Use Only

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prajJApanIyatA hatI, haiyAmAM vAta utarI gaI.... zAsananA pratyanika pratye paNa dveSa, arUci, asadbhAva na joIe. tamArA hRdayamAM kharAba bhAva hoya to tame zAsanane bacAvazo paNa tamAro AtmA malina banI jaze. A te tatvadraSTi ahIM juo ke rAvaNa prativAsudeva che. hajAro vidhA sAdhI che.traNa khaMDa jItavA nIkaLyo che. aMte vAlIne jItavAno che. rAvaNa kahe, mArI AjJA svIkArI lyo. vAlI kahe, meM to arihaMtanI AjJA mAthe rAkhI che, have bIjAnI AjJA na joIe. rAvaNa kahe - to pachI yuddha karavA taiyAra thAva- beya yuddhanA medAnamAM laDe che. A vakhate kyAreya paNa parAbhava nahi pAmelo rAvaNa pahelI vAra parAbhava pAme che. enuM moM zaramathI nIcuM DhaLI jAya che... paNa A vakhate vAlI vicAre che ke ATalA moTA mAnavInI paNa Aje A dazA ! A rIte ene paNa apamAnita thavuM paDayuM. vAstavamAM A saMsAra ja duHkharUpa che. ema vicArI vAlIe yuddhabhUmi para ja cAritra lIdhuM. tatvajJa ane vivekInI dRSTi sAva judI ja hoya che. teno dikaro rAvaNane tAbe thaI gayo ne rAvaNa traNa khaMDano rAjA thaI gayo. rAvaNa muni para upadrava kare che. have vicaratA vicaratA vAlI muni eka vAra aSTApada parvata para dhyAnamAM ubhA che. rAvaNa AkAzamArge jato hato. paNa vAlImuninA tapanA prabhAve tenuM vimAna rakhalanA pAme che. 90 For Personal Private Use Only

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nIce vAlImunine joIne krodhAMdha bane che. haju mane herAna kare che... rAvaNa nIce utaryo, aSTApadanI taLeTImAM Avyo. nIce guphAmAM peTho, vicAre che ke AkhA aSTApadane upADI vAlI sAthe lavaNasamudramAM pheMkI dauM. 1008 vidhAonI sahAya lIdhI. saheja parvata uMcakavA prayatna kare che ne eTalAmAM cArebAju paththaro paDavA lAgyA. vAlImuni tIrtha rakSA kare che. vAlImuninuM dhyAna gayuM. A prAMsAda para ATalo moTo upadrava ! upayoga mUktAM jue che ke rAvaNa aSTApadane lavaNa samudramAM pheMkavA taiyAra thayo che chatAM vAlIne rAvaNa pratye kharAba bhAva nathI jAgato. zAsananA pratyanika duzmanone avasare bhayaMkara zikSA karavI paDe to paNa hRdayamAM dveSa-arUci nA joIe. vAlImuni vicAre che A rAvaNa zuM karI rahyo che. aSTApada sahita mane lavaNa samudramAM pheMkavA taiyAra thayo che. mane enA para dveSa nathI chatAM tIrtharakSAnI mArI pharaja che. eTale paganA aMguThAthI parvatane dabAve che. eTale bakholamAM pese rAvaNa eka moTI bUma mArIne bahAra nIkaLe che ne moMmAthI lohInI ulaTI thAya che. mULa vAta eja ke tIrtharakSA vakhate paNa dveSa, arUci - tiraskAra na joIe. enI upekSA paNa na karAya. tIrtharakSA 98 For Personalvate Use Only 8)

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mATe je karavuM paDe te karavuM ja paDe. yogya pagalA levA ja paDe. paNa pratyaniko pratye dveSa rAkhIe to ApaNe DUbI jaIe. premasUri mahArAje caMdrazekhara ma. ne amadAvAda cAtumAMsa mokalyA. e vakhate AcArya tulasI amadAvAdamAM cAturmAsa mATe AvyA hatA. teo anukaMpAmAM mAne nahi... ApaNo saMgha mahAna che. chatAM badhA vividha prakAranA gaccha, matamAM vaheMcAyelo che. eka thavuM, saMgaThita thavuM jarUrI che chatAM siddhAMto na choDAya. gItArthone mAthe bahuvikaTa samasyAo che paNa e gItArtho gurukRpAnA baLe badhu vyavasthita sAcave che. - AcArya tulasI amadAvAda AvyA. have jo e rIte pracAra thAya ne saMghamAM 10-15 jaNA paNa deTa rIte emanA mate baMdhAya to pachI vAte vAte saMghamAM khalela paDe ane enA bhAvi nukazAna bhayaMkara Ave. mATe caMdrazekhara ma. para vizvAsa ke te ApaNA zvetAMbaro sAcavaze eTale emane cAtumasa mokalyA chatAM paNa jyAre jyAre comAsAmAM patra lakhe to khAsa lakhe ke zAsanane jarUrI badhA kAma karaje paNa e sAvadhAnI rAkhaje ke A. tulasI pratye vyaktigata arUci na thAya.... | musalamAno kahe amArA sivAyanA badhA kAphara... badhA, dharmoe bIjA dharmanI khAMDI che paNa jena dharma kahe ke anyadharmamAM paNa guNIyala AtmAnI anumodanA karavI. ApaNA AtmAmAM saMkaleza thAya ema na karavuM. koInAya pratye asadbhAva na thAya te khAsa jovAnuM.. ahIM bahu saMbhALavAnuM che tophAnI dariyAmAM nAva calAvavAnI che. 9 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zA kAraNe duSkRtagahIM ? anAdikALathI jIve bIjA jIvonuM ahita ja karyuM che. ene ja sAru mAnyuM che. A duSkRta che A duSkRtanI gAM karavAnI che. A duSkRtanI gIM paNa praNIdhAnapUrvaka karavAnI. kema ? to bhUtakALamAM duSkRto praNidhAnapUrvaka karyA che. 2 mInITa pahelAM bolelI gAthA bhUlI javAya, navakAravALImAM citta na coTe paNa niMdA majethI thAya. dareka pApa atyaMta praNidhAnapUrvaka karyA che ane bIjI bAju dharmakriyAmAM, pratikramaNa, pUjAmAM ragaziyA gADAnI jema calAvyuM che. saMsAranI A badhI pApavRtti evA praNidhAnapUrvaka karI che ke jenA AtmAmAM tIvra rasavALA ane paraMparA cAle evA pApo paDayA che. A saMsAra baMdhathI nahi, anubaMdhathI cAle che. praNidhAna e anubaMdha karAve che. praNidhAnapUrvakanA pApa udaya vakhate navA pApa baMdhAvI paraMparA calAve che. pApano rasa toDo : AtmAmAM azubha rasavALA karmorUpI TAIma-boMba paDayA che. game tyAre udayamAM AvIne kyAMya pheMkI de kahI zakAya nahIM, praNidhAnapUrvaka rasapUrvaka jUTha bolyA, corI karI, anItianyAya ne bhoga vilAsamAM tIvra anubaMdha karyA, anAdikALanA abhyAsathI A jIvane pApakarmamAM ja rasa paDe che. temAM ja dhagaza ane ullAsa Ave che. have A tIvra 100 For Personal & Private Use Only

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anubaMdhavALA karmo bAMdhyA enAthI viparIta javuM paDe ne e mATe duSkRtagAM paNa praNidhAnapUrvaka karo. jIva satvahIna che. vartamAnamAM sarvatra rAganA ja nimitto maLe ne jIvana emAM levAI jAya che. pUrvakALanI jema alpa rAga-dveSavALuM jIvana jIvatA hoIe to vAMdho nahi paNa ahIM to karmanA ghora lepaDA thAya che. bAMdhavA sahelA che, bhogavavA agharA che. kSaNamAM baMdhAI jAya paNa bhogavatA palyopama ne sAgaropama jAya. nAnI bhUlanI sajA moTI zreNika mahArAjAne hiMsAnA anubaMdhamAM baMdhAyeluM narakAyuSya to 2-5 minITamAM baMdhAI gayuM, paNa e pApa bhogavavano kALa keTalo ? 84,000 varSa sudhI narakanuM duHkha bhogavavAnuM AvyuM. 1 lI nArakInuM jaghanya AyuSya 10,000 varSa. bAMdhavAno kALa aMtarmuhurta hato. paNa bhogavatA asaMkhyakALe paNa na chUTe. mATe sAvadhAna thavAnuM che. 5 mInITanI nAnI bhUla paNa bhArI paDaze. mahAvIra bhagavAne kahyuM, samaruM gocarma mA pamAyae. eka kSaNa paNa pramAda na karIza.... pramAda eTale rAga-dveSa. eka nAnakaDuM zalya : rUkamI sAdhvI-lagnanA divase pati mRtyu pAme che. zIlarakSA mATe vicAre ke bhAvimAM kAMI bhUla na thAya mATe agnimAM baLI marUM. keTalI pavitra rahevAnI Teka ! e to mA-bApe dharmamAM joDI. 101 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bApanA maryA pachI e rAja para Ave che. mAtra eka ja jIvanamAM bhUla karI ane te paNa sAmaMta maMtrI para eka ja vAra rAgapUrvaka daSTi nAMkhI. A kAmane jItavo bahu muzkela che. jene atizaya kAma hoya e ja A kAma (deva) ne jItI zake. kumArapALa vI. zAha, 16 varSanI uMmare jIvanabharanuM brahmacarya laI lIdhuM. gurU mahArAje kIdhuM have A pALavuM hoya to jabarajasta kAmano bojo mAthe joIze. jeTalo samaya che tenA karatAM adhika kAma joIze. kAmano upAya kAma. navarA mANaso to kyAMyanA kyAMya phasAI jAya. sArA khAnadAna kuLanA hoya to kadAca kAyA,. vacanathI na kharaDAya paNa manathI to na ja bacAya... moTI posTanA mANasanI nAnI paNa bhUla e bhayaMkara sAbita thAya. A AtmA anaMta zaktizALI che. enI pracaMDa tAkAta che. jenuM varNana na thaI zake. kSaNavAramAM kamI naraka to bIjI kSaNe kevaLajJAna, be ya tAkAta ApaNI pAse che have zuM karavuM teno AdhAra ApaNI para che. tenI upekSA na thAya. eka nAnakaDI bhUla bhavobhava rakhaDAvI de. A karIyANAnI nahi, jhaverInI dukAna che. nAnA zubhAzubha karmanA vipAka paNa atyaMta moTA Ave. saMcamInI sevAmAM zAsana deva rUknIe eka ja vAra mAtra rAgapUrvaka joyuM, pelo samajI gayoe rAjya choDIne jato rahyo, potAnI pAse maMtrI padano 10ra. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sikko che, bIjA rAjyamAM jAya che. rAjA pAse jAya che. sikko batAve che. pUche che A kono sikko che kahe, "are ! AnuM nAma na lezo, nahi to khAvA nahi maLe." rAjA parIkSA kare che tyAM ja bhANuM maMgAve che. kahe-have nAma bolo, "pelAe rUkamI evuM nAma lIdhuM ne eTalAmAM ja nIcethI moTo avAja saMbhaLAyo. duzmana rAjA caDI Ave che.... A badhu zAsanadevIe goThavyuM hatuM. jenI pAse uttama koTinuM cAritra hoya tenI sevAmAM zAsanadevo Ave. ApaNI pAse na Ave... kema ke nathI cAritranA ThekANA, nathI zuddhinA ThekANA. ahIM sAmaMta maMtrI zAsanadevane prArthanA karIne duzmana rAjAne thaMbhAvI de che, pachI rAjA ane maMtrIpada ApavA taiyAra thAya che. paNa kahe have e na joIe. have to vALano loca. saMyama le che. kALe karIne avadhijJAna thAya che. sarvatra vicAre che... bhUlano asvIkAra : A bAju rUknI paNa pachI emanI pAse cAritra le che. have aMte aNasaNa karavA sametazikhara jAya che. aMte saMlekhanA kare che. paNa e pahelA zuddhi karavI paDe. badhA doSo guru AgaLa prakAzita karavA paDe, prAyazcita laIne zuddhi karavI paDe, pahelAM zuddhi pachI aNasaNa. rUmIe badhA aticAra AlovyA paNa pelA prasaMganI AlocanA na karI.. pote avadhIjJAnI che ane e rAgadraSTinI vAta potAnI sAthe ja banI che... AcArya (103) 103 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahArAja sAme cAlIne e bhUla yAda karAve che paNa rUkmI chupAve che. kahe - meM to mAtra parIkSA karI hatI. AcArye badhuM pragaTa karyuM aMte rUkmI kahe Apane doSa lAgato hoya to prAyazcita ApI do, mane nathI lAgato. basa A eka ja bhUla paNa e bhUla kyAM laI gaI. ? 1 lAkha bhava sudhI e bhUlanA kAraNe bhaTakavAnuM. jo e pApa svIkArI lIdhuM hota to e ja bhave kadAca mokSamAM jAta.. paNa zuddhi na karI to anaMtakALa saMsAra vadhyo. prAyazcita zuddhi : : have karelA pAponI zuddhi karI levAnI che. hRdayanA zalyonuM nirAkaraNa karI levAnuM che. e karazuM to game tevA tophAnI dariyAmAM paNa jinazAsananuM nAvaDuM cokkasa pAra utArI deze. 5 mo Aro e tophAnI dariyo che. temAM A jinazAsananuM jahAja che have atyaMta vizvAsa Ubho karI devAno che. mAtra A bhagavAna ja bacAvaze. A jinazAsana sivAya koI bacAvanAra nathI. atyaMta rAga ubho karI devAno. maLelA tana mana ne dhana ene samarpita karI devAnA, have pramAda nathI karavo. A jIvananI gADI arihaMtanI AjJAnA pATe calAvavAnI che. aMdaranA zalyonuM nirAkaraNa karIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. A bhava ane parabhavanA duSkRtonI gAM karavAnI che. Aja sudhI zuM karyuM, mAtra pApa karyA ne duHkha bhogavyA ? pApa karye ja gayA. artha ane kAma pAchaLa doDaye gayA, 104 For Personar & Private Use Only

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kumArapALa... rAjya nahotu maLyuM tyAre jaMgalamAM rakhaDatA eka jhADa nIce beThA hatA tyAre bAjunA daramAMthI eka uMdara nIkaLIne sonAmahoranI DhagalI karIne nAce che. A anAdinA saMskAra ja che. jIva artha ane kAmanI pAchaLa sadA atRma che. kyAreya tRpta thavAno nathI. - tRSNAno aMta nathI... rAjakAraNIo pAse abajo rUpiyA che chatAM tRpti nathI. hajI vadhu rAjya joIe. pachI P.M. thayuM che. kadAca e maLI jAya to zAMti thAya? nA cakavartInuM cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjya maLI jAya pachI zAMti kharI? nA pachI devaloka joIe. devone Indra thavuM che. Indra thayA pachI zAMti kharI? nA AyuSya pUrU thaI javAno bhaya ! A artha ne kAma, e be moharAjAnA savAra ApaNane rakhaDAve che. je jIvanamAM suMdara cAtri pALI zakAya che, bhavya ArAdhanA karI zakAya che, AtmAnI unnati karI zakAya che. tevA saMyoga chatAM mANasa artha ne kAma pAchaLa doDe che. savAre bAMdhelo killAno pravezadvAra rAte paDI jato hato ema AkhI jIMdagInuM bhegu kareluM mUkIne cAlyA javAnuM ane pAchA AvatA bhavamAM daridrapaNe janmo to badhu pharIthI ekaDe ekathI ghUMTavAnuM. AyuSyano bharoso nathI. bApa rahe ne dIkaro upaDI jAya evA ghaNA dAkhalAo che. jagatanA badhA jIvo bIjAne "rAma-rAma' karavA jAya chatAM potAne mATe ema ja abhimAna che ke mane 105 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAMI thavAnuM nathI. have, nakkI karo, je paralokamAM Avaze te ja bheguM karavuM che. are ! ahIM jeTalu vosirAvyA vagara jazo tenA badhA pApanA pArsala bhavAMtaramAM sAthe ne sAthe Avaze. jhADanA jIve potAnuM zarIra UbhuM karyuM. have mukhya jhADano jIva tyAMthI cyavIne bIjA bhavamAM jAya ne pachI koI jhADane kApIne kuhADo bANa banAve ne tenAthI zikAra kare to e zikAranuM pApa kone ? zikArIne + jhADanA jIvane paNa pahoMce. A adhikaraNAdinA pApo bahu khataranAka che. artha ne kAmamAM gumAvyuM... zrAvakanuM jIvana AkhuM sAdAImAM jAya. paNa A mUrkhA jIve bALapaNa ramavAmAM ne yuvAnI moja-zokhamAM uDAvI . ahIM to cAritranI zakya eTalI sAdhanA karI levAnI hatI. paNa A jIva haMmeza artha ane kAma pAchaLa atRpta banIne pharyA karyo. AkhuM jIvana tenI pAchaLa khalAza karI nAkhe che ne chelle raDato raDato paraloka jAya che. 1 karoDa rUA. nahi paNa gaNelo 1 navakAra sAthe Avaze. sAdhunI bhakti, vaiyAvacca karI haze to bhavAMtaramAM sAdhu maLaze. duSkRtanI garhA karavI che. duSkRta eTale artha ne kAma. A artha ne kAma pAchaLa je jIvana veDaphIe chIe, je ucca bhAvone veDaphIe e ja duSkRta, artha ane kAmamAM Asakta mana kyA pApa na kare ? ene jinavacanathI kaMTrolamAM rAkhavAnuM che. 106 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jinazAsananI sevA : anaMta upakArI paramAtmAe bhayaMkara AraMbha samAraMbhavALA jIvono paNa uddhAra thAya enA mATe jinazAsananI sthApanA karI. sAta kSetra batAvyA. dvArikA nagarImAM be vedha. baMnenA khUba AraMbha samAraMbha, chatAM emAM ekano svabhAva sAro ne bIjAno vAMko. eka sAdhu ma.nI tabiyata narama paDI. vaidha pAse gayA. pahelA vAMkA svabhAvavALA vaidha pAse gayA. eNe kahyuM A davA madha sAthe lejo... sAdhu kahe madha amane na khape, bIjo upAya batAvo. to kahe- bIjo koI upAya nathI. A davA che, levI hoya to lo. nahItara ravAnA thaI jAva. sAdhunuM apamAna avagaNanA karI. A kSetro pUjya che. tenI mAnasika paNa avagaNanA thAya to vipAka bhayaMkara bhogavavo paDe. sAdharmika paNa mahAna che. tenI paNa upekSA na karAya... emAM ja ko'ka tirthakara, gaNadharano paNa jIva hoya. zAsana eTale ratnonI khANa : prasaMga Ave che-be sAdharmika yAtrA mATe nIkaLyA. savAre eka gAmamAM vyAsaNu karIne sAMje bIje gAma pahoMcyA. A gAmamAM eka vyakti sAdharmikanI jabarajasta bhakti kare. paNa Aje rasoDu saheja vahelu baMdha thaI gayuM. ne emanI upekSA karI, javA dIdhA. e loko vyAsaNa na karI zakyA. savAre bIjA sthAne pahoMcyA... pachI A gAmamAM ko'ka jJAnI gurubhagavaMta padhAre che. (100) 10. For Personal & Private Use Only

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A pUche che. mArI koI bhUlacUka hoya to batAvo. guru ma. kahe che pelA be tArA rasoDethI emanema gayA temAM eka tIrthakarano jIva hato ne eka gaNadharano jIva hato. pAtra jeTaluM UMcu teTaluM bhaktinuM phaLa vadhAre. emane jamADayA hota to 1 lAkha zrAvakano lAbha maLata. caturvidha saMgha e moTAmAM moTuM pAtra che. saMgha eTale ratnonI khANa... emAMthI ja ekeka evA ratno pedA thAya jenAthI seMkaDo jinamaMdironI rakSA thAya. bhAmAzA A saMghamAM ja hatA. jeNe pratApa sAme tijorI khullI mUkI dIdhI. AkhA mevADanA 300 jinamaMdironI rakSA karI. AjanA kALe kumArapALa vI. zAha keTalAya jinamaMdironA jirNoddhAranA kAryo kare che. A saMghamAM evI ca zrAvikAo che je potAnA dikarAne jinazAsananA caraNe dharI de che. eka garbhavatI zrAvikA pAlitANAmAM dAdAne kahe che A dikaro je janmaze ene tArA caraNe dharI daIza (mahAbodhi ma.) saMgha para vAtsalyabhAva joIe ? A saMgha to ratnonI khANa che. A pAMcamAM ArAmAM, kalikALe judA judA gaccho, samudAyo chatAM paNa saMgha mahAna che. Aje saMghanA zatruMjaya, giranAra, rANakapura-A badhI jena saMghanI kula saMpatti keTalI thAya? enA rakSaNanI javAbadArI kharI ne ? sAdhu sAdhvInA AhAra auSadhanI paNa ciMtA ApaNe karavI paDe. A mahAna saMgha che. tenA pratye premabhAva, vAtsalyabhAva Ubho karavAno. A ratnonI khANa che, jemAM ApaNane utpanna 108 For Personare Private Use Only

Page #116
thavA maLyuM. mahApuNyodaye A yoga maLe, enI upekSA na karAya. mahApuruSonI sevA eja jIvananI kamAI 1 lA vaidhe upekSA karI, bIjA vaidhano svabhAva sAro hato. eNe mahAtmAne pahelA tapAsyA. auSadha vigerenI anukULatA karI ApI... premathI bhakti karI. A ghora saMsAramAM paNa sAdhu-sAdhvInI bhakti e AzAnuM eka kiraNa che. baMne vaidhane ghora-hiMsA, AraMbha samAraMbha hatA. 1 lo marIne 7mI narakamAM gayo, bIjo vaidha marIne vAMdaro thayo kAraNa ghora samAraMbha chatAM enI niMdA hatI ne sAdhunI bhakti AdarapUrvaka karI paNa sAthe arthanuM dhyAna hatuM. samaye samaye koNa jANe keTalAya karmo jIva bAMdhe che ! prati samayanA adhyavasAyanI AtmAnA kompyuTaramAM noMdha thayA vagara rahetI nathI. A karma koIne na choDe. kALa paripakva thaye kyAMya ne kyAMya pheMkI deze. jeTalA jIvonI hiMsA karI tenA karatAM hajArogaNIvAra maravuM paDaze. have A jinazAsana pAmIne lAInamAM AvI jAva. artha ane kAma pAchaLanI doTa mUkI do. jinazAsanane samarpita thaI jAo. juo jagaDuzAhe anAja saMgraha karyo paNa paisA mATe nahi. borDa lagAvI dIdhuM garIbonuM anAja tame paNa tijorImAM borDa lagAvI do jinazAsananI mUDI pahelA to saMpatti bhegI karI e ja pApa have e gunAmAMthI bacavA nakkI karo A badhu bhagavAnanuM che. 109 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mArU kAMI nathI. huM mAtra menejIMga TrasTI. pagAra pUratuM khAvA pIvAnuM emAMthI karavAnuM bAkI badhu bhagavAnanuM. ahIM jinazAsana sAthe leNAdeNI UbhI karI haze to bhavAMtaramAM e sulabha thaze. nAnI paNa sevAnuM gajabanuM phaLa H bIjo vaidha jaMgalamAM vAMdaro thayo emAM paNa 700 vAMdarIono mAlika thayo. tyAM jaMgalamAM eka sArtha sAthe sAdhu mahAtmA jatA hatA. eka mahAtmAne ekadama moTo kAMTo vAgyo. cAlavA asamartha banyA bIjA sAdhune kahyuM-Apa padhAro, huM ahIM aNasaNa karIne mArI ArAdhanA karI laIza, saMyogovazAta bIjA sAdhuone javu paDayuM. have jaMgalamAM A muni ekalA che. emane joIne pelI 000 vAMdarIoe cIcIyArI pADI. A vAMdaro tyAM Ave che. sAdhune jotAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. pUrvabhavamAM vaidha hato, badhI davA jANe che. auSadhio lAvIne sAdhune sAjA kare che. sAdhu paNa vAMdarAne upadeza Ape che, aNasaNa karAve che. vAMdaro marIne deva thayo. pachI manuSya thaI mokSe jaze.. ApaNe ahIM duSkRtagA~ joIe chIe. A paNa eka yoga che. AtmAne mokSa sAthe joDI Ape te yoga. tenA mukhya be phaLa batAyA. (1) vartamAnamAM du:kha, saMkalezamAM sahana karavAnI zakti Ape ne (2) enAthI anikAcita karmo nAza pAmI jAya. 110 For Persons Private Use Only

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coganuM A moTuM phaLa che. dharmI AtmAne e sahiSNutA Ape. bhale ne game teTalI moTI Apatti Ave temAM paNa ene sahana karavAnI zakti maLe. e samaje ke sukha e jema bhramaNA che tema duHkha e paNa bhramaNA che. paNa anAdinA abhyAsane kAraNe ApaNe emAM rAga-dveSa karIe chIe. rAga-dveSa e AtmAnA sIdhA roga che. kensara e to bAhya roga che. zarIra ane AtmAno saMyoga e duHkhI kare che. hakIkatamAM zarIra e paNa pADozI che. dharma jema pariName tema duHkhanI sahiSNutA Ave. dharmanA be moTAmAM moTA phaLa ke anikAcita karmo to nAza pAmI jAya ane nikAcita karmanA udaye sahiSNutA Ave. duSkatagahanuM phaLa zuM? anAdinA praNidhAnapUrvaka pApa karyAne Aje paNa cAlu ja che. enAthI anubaMdhavALA pApakarmo bAMdhyA che. praNidhAnathI karmo anubaMdhavALA baMdhAya. te paraMparA calAve ne tIvra rasavALA karmo vadhu tIvratAthI bhogavavA paDe. have jeTalA praNidhAnapUrvaka karma karyA eTalA ja ke enAthI vadhupraNidhAna pUrvaka duSkatagaha karavAnI che. tenAthI anAdinA azubha baMdho tUTaze enAthI karmono rasa moLo paDaze. azubha karma bhogavavuM nahi paDe. duSkatagaha vinA koI di saMsAranI paraMparA na tUTe. anubaMdha toDatA toDatA kyAreka tIvra koTino bhAva AvI jAya to anubaMdha tUTe, karmo tUTe. vaLI kyAreka to bIjA paNa duSkRtanA phaLo dhovAI jAya. (111) 111 For Personal & Private Use Only

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Ama duSkatagahanA be phaLa (1) tIvra rasavALu karma alpa rasavALu bane ane (2) junA pApakarmonA anubaMdho tUTI jAya. Aja sudhI badhA pApa praNidhAna, ekAgratA ane duniyAnA svArthanA bhAvapUrvaka karyA. AvA pApanA tIvra rasa ane anubaMdhavALA karma paDayA che. e baMnene toDavAnI tAkAta AmAM che. hiMsA bahu karI che. cUlo saLagAvatA koI vAra AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA hoya ema banyuM che kharuM? pApa karatA kyAreya raDayA cho ? saMsAranA duHkhamAM raDayA chIe. zerabajAramAM rUA. kAgaLIyA thaI gayA tyAre rAtonI UMgha harAma thaI gaI hatI. dIkaro mAMdo paDayo ne ene joIne AMsu AvyA paNa pApakarma karatA raDyA kharA ? pApa to hasatA hasatA ne majethI ja karyA che. ne pAchA praNidhAnapUrvaka karyA che. have A kema bhogavAze e prazna che. ratnakaNikA ja potAnuM ja kAma karavuM te Asakti, anyanuM paNa kAma karavuM te saMskRti, ane karma karIne paNa alipta rahevuM tenuM nAma virakitA 112 For Personal & Private Use Only

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duSkRta-gaha How? (1) A pApa karavA jevuM nathI chatAM meM karyuM. pApamAM akartavyapaNAnI buddhi joIe. are ! ATalI hiMsA karI, parigraha karyA, na karavA jevuM keTaluMya karyuM. ATha varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAnI hatI. e na lIdhI. e paNa bhagavAnano guno kharo ne? A manuSyajIvana zenA mATe? paisA kamAvavA, sTaMba calAvavA, nA? mAtra AtmAnI ArAdhanAsAdhanA karavA. cAritra levA. ApaNe saMsAramAM rahyA. pApo karyA, chatAM bacAva karIye ke saMsAramAM rahyA eTale pApo to karavA ja paDe ne ! Avo bacAva na joIe. akartavyapaNAnI buddhinI pradhAnatA joIe. huM kudarata/karmasattAno gunegAra chuM. ethI AgaLa vadhIne devagurunA vacanAthI viparIta keTaluMya karyuM e paNa duSkRta ja che ne! A pAponI gadgad kaMThe naMdA karo. dukRtone yAda karatA AMkhamAM AMsu joIe. samAdhi durlabha che. labdhisUri ma. stavananI paMktimAM lakhyuM "huM pApI chuM. nIca gati gAmI" divasamAM keTalIvAra AvuM yAda karo cho? ApaNe thoDI ArAdhanA karIne ema mAnI beThA chIe ke mokSa be-cAra bhavamAM thaI javAno che. paNa sArA kALamAM jyAM samAdhi (113) ( 113 For Personal & Private Use Only

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durlabha che to maraNa vakhate zuM? ane samAdhimaraNa ja kyAM cheTuM che tyAM mokSanI vAta to dUra ja rahI. A samAdhi kAcanA TukaDA karatAM vadhAre komaLa che. jarAka koI be zabda kahI jAya ne manA khaMDita thaI jAya che. manathI jarAya ADu ciMtavIe te asamAdhi. cittanI svasthatA te samAdhi. koI saheja manathI viparIta thAya ne mana avaLuM thaI jAya che to chelle maratI vakhate badhA kuTuMbIo, . snehIo badhAne choDavAnA Avaze tyAre samAdhi kema Takaze? koI navakAra saMbhaLAve tyAre navakAramAM mana kyAM javAnuM che? e to vedanAmAM ja jAya. lAkho prakAranAM adhyavasAyo kSaNavAramAM samAdhi toDe. sagati durlabha che kAraNa samAdhi durlabha che. zAstramAM traNa prakAranA maraNa batAvyA. emAM pahelu batAvyuM bAlamaraNa-koIpaNa jAtanA paccakhANa vagaranuM maraNa. AvuM maraNa thAya to AkhI jIMdagInA UMdhA abhyAsathI maraNa vakhatanuM dudhdhana anaMta maraNa vadhArI de. ane enA mATe ja cAra-zaraNa, duSkRta gaha, sukRta anumodanA A-3 vAraMvAra ghUMTavAnA che. AnAthI aMtima kALe kadAca sAro bhAva AvI jAya ne samAdhi maLe. ApaNA aMdagIbharanA kALA kAmo ne pApo jotAM ema lAge ke samAdhi durlabha ja che. kadAca koI deva-gurunI dRSTi paDI jAya ne adhyavasAya sArA Ave te vAta judI ! koI bhagavAnanI pratiSThA karI hoya ne chelle e yAda Ave ne samAdhi AvI jAya. For (11) For Personalrivate Use Only

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paNa e paNa durlabha che. AtmaniMdA toDe bhavaduHkhaphaMdA : divasamAM vAraMvAra yAda karo, "huM pApI chuM nIca gati gAmI" mArI prakRti keTalI kharAba, kaSAyonI kevI utkaTatA ApaNA arUcI, kaSAya rUpI adhyavasAyanI talavAra kyAreka guru ma. para paNa cAlI jAya. manathI vadhIne kyAreka vacana paNa nIkaLI jAya. huM eTale koNa ? A jagatanA anaMtA pApothI bharelo. acaramAvartamAM ekapaNa pApa evuM nathI ke je jIve na karyuM hoya bhUtakALanA lAkho-karoDo gunA karIne AvyA chIe ne navA gunA karye ja jaIe chIe. koNa sadgati Apaze ? ema maphatIyA mokSa thaI javAno che? anaMtakALa hajI rakhaDavuM paDe evA dedAra che. dALamAM saheja vadhAre mIThuM paDI jAya e sahana karavAnI tAkAta nathI. patnI para tUTI paDo cho. eNe to eka dALa bagADI paNa teM anaMtA pApo karIne anaMta bhavo bagADayA tenuM zuM? ' bhUtakALanA badhA pApo karmanA mAdhyamathI komyuTaramAM phITa thaI gayA. saMskArathI vAsita thaI gayA. A bhave jIve lAkho karoDo bhavanA karmanA thokaDA ochA karavAne badale vadhAryA. navA pApa karyA. hiMsA, corI, jUThamAM macI paDayo. svArthI banI gayo. parArthanI to vAta ja nahi ! jayavIsarAyamAM eka mAMgaNI mUkI-mA-bApanI bhakti 115 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dejo. kema mAMgyuM? mA bApanI keTalI sevA karI ? A to prAthamika kartavya che. bhUmikA che. kRtajJatA khAtara paNa bhakti karavAnI che. kRtaghna banyA. mA-bApane dharma pamADayo kharo ? mAMdagImAM sevA karI ? ApaNe kyA sukRta upara sadgatinI apekSA rAkhI zakIe ? devaloka rastAmAM paDayo che ? sukRta karyA to keTalA ? be paisA jeTalA. ne sAthe pApa keTalA karyA ? paralokano vicAra karo-meM A lokamAM evuM zuM karyuM je paralokamAM mane sAthe Ave. DhaMDhaNaRRSi sAdhupaNAmAM gocarI jAya ne gocarI na maLe. cha mahinA pharyA. gayA bhavamAM Dhorane nahotuM ApyuM. mATe ja ! jIvananuM saravaiyuM kADho. jamA ane udhAra banAvo. bhogavyuM te udhAra khAte. khAvu-pIvuM-bhogavavuM moja-majA karavI e badhuM debit. enI sAme jamAkhAtuM, keTalI sAdharmikanI bhakti karI, keTalI tapazcaryA karI ? e karI to paNa bhAvapUrvakanI keTalI ? kaMIka vicAra karo, ke pachI paralokamAM javAnuM ja nathI? javuM ja paDaze. A AyuSyakarma pUrU thayuM eTalI vAra. eka aMgUThAthI merUne halAve evI aciMtyazaktivALA tirthaMkare paNa Indrane javAbamAM kahI dIdhuM. eka kSaNa paNa AyuSya huM vadhArI na zakuM. je sekanDa gaI haze te badalI zakAze nahi. AjanA bhogavavA paDatA duHkha e bhUtakALanA duSkRtyanuM pariNAma che. have enAthI chUTavA vAraMvAra duSkRtagAM karo, huM pApI, durAcArI. huM krodha abhimAna, lobha, mAyA, rati-arati 116 For Personal Private Use Only

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karanAro chuM. hiMsA ane pApa karanAro chuM. mAyA-mRSAvAdI chuM. mArA jevo pApI-adhama AtmA bIjo koI nathI... duniyAmAM bIjA pApI, jene deva-guru ja nathI maLyA te kadAca kSamya che paNa mane to uttamottama vastu maLI chatAM meM pApo na choDayA. huM to jinazAsanano membara! mAthe deva-guru che. saMskArI kuTuMba maLyuM che. enAthI javAbadArI vadhI jAya chatAM badhuM bhUlI ne pApamAM rAcyo. roja prabhune prArthanA karo ke, paramAtmAne have prArthanA karavAnI, prabhu mArI lAyakAta, yogyatA nathI, 'kevA suMdara prabhu tame ne kevo pApI huM.' tame zikhara para ne huM khINamAM! tamArI kRpA na thAya to huM nigodamAM ja javAno chuM. 'paNa' AzAnuM eka kiraNa tamArI kRpAdRSTi che. tamArI karUNA-amI varasAvo ne mAruM kalyANa thAya A jIva bahu pApI che. evA saMskAra pADayA che ke have ene tamArA vinA koNa bacAvI zakaze ? 7 mI nArakImAM jaIe evA karma paDayA che. 84 lAkha yonImAM rakhaDAve evA karma paDayA che. temAMthI choDAvanAra A 3 ja che. paNa A mUrkha zaraNe javA taiyAra nathI. pApanI niMdA karatAM emAM akartavyabhAva Avavo joIe. meM na karavA jevuM karyuM ne e lAvavA A caubhaMgI svIkArI lo ke. ApaNuM nAnuM pApa moTuM lAgavuM joIe. 117 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bIjAnuM moTuM pApa nAnuM lAgavuM joIe. ApaNo moTo guNa nAno lAgavo joIe. bIjAno nAno guNa moTo lAgavo joIe. A karavAthI ja dhIre dhIre AtmA ghaDAya che. bhavyatvano vadhu paripAka thAya che. vadhu ne vadhu duSkatanI gaha karavAnI che. bhagavAnane kahevAnuM-huM artha ane kAma pAchaLa laMpaTa chuM. rAta-divasa enI pAchaLa doDaye jAuM chuM. jeno Ape to saMpUrNa tyAga karyo. Ape to varasIdAna dIdhuM. varasa pahelA badhu devAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM aMte to vastra, mugaTa, vIMTI, achoDo badhuM utAryuM ke jenI pAchaLa huM pAgala chuM. ApaNo meLa kyAM paDe ? tame kuTuMba choDayuM bhAI, patnI, dIkarI, jamAI badhAne choDI dIdhA. 12aaaa varSamAM koIne yAda paNa nathI karyA. AvA mahAvIra bhagavAnanI roja pUjA karanArA, stavana karanArA ame, tame je choDayuM enI pAchaLa gAMDA chIe. bhagavAne choDayuM AnaMdapUrvaka. saMpattine duzmana mAnI. e pApa karAvanArI che. A jIvano uddhAra kyAre thaze? paganI raja jema choDIe ema bhagavAne saMsAra choDI dIdho jyAre ApaNe evuM banyuM kharuM ke 25 lAkha kamAyA ne ekAMtamAM jaIne e pApane kAraNe raDayA? A khokhA peTI e sApanA bhArA che. ema lAgyuM kharuM? paNa mUcha mational 118 For Persdal & For Pe (1925) ate Use oni vate Use Only

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che, ajJAna che. jeTalo parigraha joradAra eTalA pApanA thoke thoka AtmA para coTe che. duniyAnA badhA artho anarthana karanArA che. ane kAmane kAtila jhera kIdhuM che. tarata ja AtmAnI katalA kare. A badhA pApo harakhIne karyA che. have niMdA karo. artha ane kAmano pratipakSI ja dharma karI zake. je dharma karIe chIe e paNa gatAnugatika. dharmI kuLamAM janmyA eTale thoDo dhamI karIe paNa artha ane kAmanI mUcha utAravAno prayatna keTalo ? dharma karatA paNa e Azaya beTho hoya ke dharmanA prabhAve vadhu sArA artha ane kAma maLe A badhA azubha adhyavasAyanA ghaNA goTALA che. vizuddha bhAvanA nathI. bahu mUcha che. A jIvano uddhAra kyAre thaze ? . mULa vAta e ja che ke hajI ApaNane dukRto duSkRta rUpe lAgyA ja nathI. hiMsAnuM pApa e kadAca pApa lAge paNa parigrahanuM zuM? paga nIce deDako AvI jAya to prAyazcita levA doDIe paNa paisA para bahu rAga thAya che, sAhebA prAyazcita Apo ema banyuM che kharuM ? gayA varSe bahu kamAyA, sAheba prAyazcita Apo evuM bane kharuM? artha ane kAmathI khUba cheTA rahevAnuM che amArA premasUri ma. amane be vAta zikhavADI che. (1) strI ane (2) paisA nI paMcAtamAM na paDatA. dharma mATe paNa paisA meLavavA zrAvakane vAta nahi karavAnI. A be pApathI bace to ja sAdhutA majabUta Take. (19) 119 For Personal & Private Use Only

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parigrahano bhAra lAge kharo ? sAmAnya rIte vyAkhyAnamAM jovAya ke paisAdAra AgaLa AvIne bese ne sAmAnya mANasa pachI bese paNa e vakhate paisAdArane ema lAge ke mArI pAse karoDa che huM parigrahanA pApathI bhAre chuM. mAre pAchaLa besavuM joIe. sAco zrAvaka saMpatti vadhu joIne AtmAne dhikkAre. ATalA dAgInA, rUpiyAne zuM karavAnAM che ? konA mATe che ? AnI mUcha utAruM to keTalAya sAdharmikanI bhakti thAya. huM ja pApI chuM, lobhIyo chuM. A rUpIyA dvArA sAta kSetranI bhakti karIne puNyAnubaMdhI puNya maLatuM hoya to kema nahi karavAnuM? paNa jIva mUrzita che. duSkRta-gahathI samakita. duSkatane duSkRta tarIke svIkAravAnA ne enI samyaga gaha karavAnI. e moTAmAM moTI ArAdhanA che. narakanA jIvo samakita kema pAme? nArakImAM paNa asaMkhya jIvo Aje prathama samakita pAme che. ApaNane arihaMta, jinapratimA, sAdhunA darzana, bhakti, siddhagiri maLyuM ne ApaNe pAmIe paNa nArakIne to kAMI ja nathI maLyuM chatAM te duSkatagahanI ArAdhanAthI samakita pAme. jAtismaraNathI AgalA bhava yAda Ave. huM papI hato. nIca hato. bhayaMkara pApo karyA che e vicAratA, gaha karatA karatA mohanIcanA paDala khasI jAya ne samakita pAmI jAya. kyAre thaze mArA bhavano re aMta H ApaNAmAM pApamAM akartavyapaNAnI buddhi nathI AvatI For Personal & Private Use Only

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e ja moTo doSa che. enA vagara sAkSAt kevaLajJAnI samajAve to paNa uddhAra na thAya. anAdinA A saMskAro jAma che. eTale kevaLajJAnI samajAve kadAca ekavAra mAnI laIe paNa hRdayamAM na utare jenA para tIvra rAga hoya e pApa, pApa rUpe lAgatuM nathI pApane pAparUpe svIkAravuM te samakti ane pAparUpe na svIkAravuM te mithyAtva. ApaNe pApa pAparUpe svIkAryA nahi. sAkSAt bhagavAna upakAra karavA AvyA, ApaNo hAtha pakaDayo to ApaNe sAmethI hAtha choDI dIdho, haDaselI dIdho. bhagavAnanI vANI na samajyA ne saMsAramAM ja aTavAyA rahyA paNa have tiryaMca, nArakImAM javuM paDaze, janma maraNa karavA paDaze. pahelA ApaNe ja upekSA karI have bhagavAna pAse pAchA javuM kevI rIte ? paga upaDe kharA. agaNita pApo karyAM AMkhe aMdhArA lAvI de evA A badhA duSkRta garhaNIya che. karma bhogavyA viNa chUTako nathI : A jIva anaMtA karma karIne Avyo che. evA pApa karyA che ke Aje ApaNA ja pApa ApaNe moDhethI bolI paNa na zakIe. tIvra Arta-raudradhyAna karyA che. ahIM AvIne badhA pApano nikAla karavAno hato ene badale dizA badalAI ja gaI. ahIM AvIne pApa vadhAravAnuM ja karyuM. jyAM arihaMta maLe tyAM to devuM saraLatAthI cUkavAI jAya. nahi to hUsa nIkaLI jAya. tiryaMcano bhava hoya to ktalakhAnAmAM pahoMcIe ne mAthu ne dhaDa alaga thaI jAya. narakamAM jaIe ne paramAdhAmI zekI 121 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nAkhe, bAphI nAkhe. bhAlA bhoMke. paramAtmA kahe, eka navakArazI kara to 100 varSanA nArakInA dukha ahIM ja kapAI jaze. ahIM to sAdhunA darzana mAtrathI puNya maLe. pazu-pakSI paNa sAdhunAM darzana karatA e vakhate AyuSyano baMdha paDe to manuSyabhava phIksa thaI jAya. A dharmajanma, deva guru maLyA pachI have chUTI jaze to bhavAMtaramAM zuM? moTA bhAganA manuSyo marIne tiryaMca thAya che. manuSyane ArtadhyAnanI bahulatA che. 24 kalAka manavacana-kAyA kyAM doDe che e ceka karavAnuM kAyA karatAM vANI vadhAre capaLa ne mana to sauthI vadhu. vANIne haju kaMTrolamAM rAkhI zakAya. paNa mananuM zuM? moTethI namaskurNa bolatA hoIe ne mana to kyAMya rakhaDatuM hoya. ApaNe kaI mUDI para sadgatinI apekSA rAkhI zakIe? AMkhamAMthI AMsu pADIne bhagavAnane kahevAnuM "muja sama khala ko nahi svAmI muja sama khala ko. nahi divasamAM deva-guru keTalI vAra yAda Ave? paramAtmA-tamAro upadeza to kyAMya mUkI dIdho ne huM artha ne kAmanI pAchaLa doDayo. bhagavAne nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhI ahIM lAvyA. bhagavAnanI IcchA hatI ke A have saMyama pALe, ArAdhanA kare ke ahIMthI 2-4 bhAvamAM nistAra thaI jAya. paNa ApaNe bhagavAna sAthe keTalo saMbaMdha rAkhyo? mAtra savArano aDadho kalAka ! 12 For Personal Private Use Only

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A maLelI saMpatti e ApaNI buddhithI ke bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ?koI kahe bhAgyathI, paNa e bhAgya kyAMthI AvyuM? koI derAsaramAM rUpiyo nAkhyo tenA Aje lAkha maLyA che. A svAsthya maLyuM kAraNa koI pazune katalakhAnAmAMthI choDAvyA hatA. paNa e batAvanAra koNa hatA ? aMdhakAramaya duniyAne rAha dekhADanAra pahelA bhagavAna hatA. A bhagavAna AgaLa have khullA dile ekarAra karIne pApaniMdA karavAnI ke paramAtmA ! meM na karavA jevuM karyuM, mane kSamA karo. (2) pApaniMdA bIjAnI sAkSIe karavAnI. koI moTA jAhera pApo hoya to tenI niMdA jAheramAM karavI paDe, jAheramAM kSamA mAMgavI paDe, paNa aMgata pApo hoya tenI eka gItArthaguru pAse AlocanA karavAnI. badhA pApo pragaTa karavAnA ane guru mahArAja je prAyazcita Ape te vahana karavAnuM. je A rIte kare e mahAna Adarane pAtra che. kAraNa bIjA dharma karavA sahelA che paNa potAnA pApa pragaTa karavA e agharA che. cakravartIne kadAca kahevAmAM Ave ke tArA pApa guru AgaLa pragaTa kara athavA to cha khaMDanuM rAja choDI de to e rAja choDI de paNa garbha na kare. hA, paNa jo jJAnInA vacana apanAvatA jaIe to kAMI agharuM nathI. vaLI, prAyazcita mATe kahyuM ke prAyazcita yogya guru na maLe to 700 yojana sudhI enI zodha kare, ane na maLe to 12 varasa sudhI ene zodhe. A bahu 123 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahatvano dharma che. badhA dharmano pAyo che. uMcAmAM uMcA dAna, zIla vakhate paNa aMdara zalya paDayA hoya to joIe tevuM phala na Ape. jema jema zalya nIkaLe tema AtmAnI tAkAta vadhatI jAya pApanA zalyonI garbha karIe to haMmeza mATe chUTI jAya jene aMdara zalyo paDayA che tenI ArAdhanAmAM pragati thatI nathI. vinA zalyohAra nahi AtmoddhAra : nAnuM paNa zalya kevI rIte pragati aTakAve ? dRSTAMta Ave che. rAjA pAse eka lakSaNavaMto ghoDo che. jenA prabhAve AjubAjunA rAjAo mAthuM paNa UMcu karI zaktA nathI. A ghoDo to azvazALAmAM che, laDavA paNa jato nathI chatAM eTalo prabhAva ! to ahIM juo ke tirthaMkarano prabhAva kevo hoya ? emanA prabhAvathI zuM na thAya. AvA devAdhideva maLyA pachI zA mATe upAsanA na karIe. temanA prabhAve eka paNa pratikULatA na rahe ne ekapaNa anukuLatA AvyA vagara na rahe. A vizvanI eka paNa saMpatti evI nathI ke je parameSThInA ArAdhakane na maLe ane eka paNa Apatti evI nathI ke je na TaLe. duniyAnA satkAra sanmAna, khAna-pAna, paisA, kuTuMba badhu anukULa thaI jAya. roga-daridratAnI badhI Apatti jAya. moTA Indrane pUcho tame Indra kema thayA ? kahe - bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlanathI, bhaktithI. 124 For Personal & Private Use Only

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A bAju, bIjA rAjAo rAjyamAM jAhera kare che ke A ghoDAne koI mArI nAkhe to mAMge teTaluM InAma. eka jaNe bIDu jhaDapyuM. nagaramAM Avyo azvazALAmAM ghoDo jovA Ave che ne saheja nAnA tIrathI kAMTo zarIramAM pesADI de che. A kAMTo vAgyo che sAdhAraNa, dekhAtA khabara na paDe. paNa ghoDo divase divase sUkAvA lAgyo... mahArAjA ciMtAmAM AvyA. vaidone bolAvyA paNa kaMI khabara na paDI. paNa eka anubhavI hato. AkhA zarIre bhInI mATI lagADI. eka jagyAe vahelu sUkAyuM ane khabara paDI ke ahIM kAMTo che. tarata kADhI nAkhyo. ghoDo pharI haSTapuSTa thaI gayo. zalya nIkaLe to kAma thAya. zalya, nAnuM chatAM bhayaMkara H rUkamIne AcArya A ja samajAve che A zalyane hRdayamAM rAkha nahi. ghaNAne zalya khUMce che, yAda AvyA kare che paNa zalya kADhavAnI ke kaDhAvavA javAnI tAkAta nathI. duSkRtagarhAmAM A karavAnuM che. gItArtha pAse jaIne pragaTa karI devAnA. gurune paNa kIdhuM che ke koInA pApa bIjA AgaLa kahezo to narakamAM jazo. zAstre koI tamArA Azare Ave, vizvAsathI tamane kahe, potAnA AtmAnI zuddhi kare ne tame jo gaMbhIra na bano, tamArA manamAMthI lIkeja thAya to AcAryano paNa anaMta saMsAra vadhI jAya. 4 kAna sivAya koI na jANe. be tamArA ne be AcAryanA. 125 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pelI rUknI keTalI pavitra sAdhvI mAtra eka daSTirAganuM zalya paDayuM hatuM to 1 lAkha bhava bhaTakI. eka doSa bIjA bhavamAM guNAkAra thatA jAva. puNya paravAre ne ghorAtighora durgatio ubhI thaI jAya. dukRta gaha-gozALAnuM daSTAMta bhagavAna para tejalezyA mUkanAro, be sAdhune bALI nAkhanAro gozALo dukRtaniMdAthI samakita pAmI gayo. gozALo AgalA bhavamAM gurunI sAme thavAnuM zalya laIne Avyo che. ghaNA AcAryonI avagaNanA, hepa karyA che. je AcArya ke sAdhuo sAme bephAma bole, niMdA kare te badhA gozALA jevA thavAnA. mahAtmA sAthe kalezamAM paDavuM nahi. sAdhu pratye saheja paNa dubhava na thAca tema vartavAnuM AgalA bhavamAM sAdhunI sAme to bIjA bhavamAM bhagavAnanI sAme paDayo. saMskAra evA pADayA hatA ke bhagavAna para tejalezyA mUkanAro thayo. bhagavAnane cha mahinA lohInA jhADA thaI gayA. bhagavAne ja ene tejalezyA zIkhavI ne temanA para mUkI. Aje kadAca tirthaMkara pratye rAga hoya chatAM guru pratye ja tiraskAra, dveSa, avagaNanA hoya to tenA vipAka atizaya bhayaMkara koTinA Avaze. je sAva cAritrathI bhraSTa hoya temanI pAse na jaIe paNa je thoDA zithila hoya temanI paNa niMdA nA karavI. 126 For Persona a private Use Only

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gozALo bhagavAna sAme paDyo : gozALo bhagavAnane kahe che, "he vardhamAna ! mArI tejalezyAthI tuM baLyo nathI paNa cha mAsamAM marI jaze.' A upasarga tIrthakarapaNAmAM Avyo e paNa eka accheruM. bhagavAna kahe mAre to ghaNA varSa jIvavAnuM che paNa tAre to 7 mA divase ja maravAnuM che. tejalezyA gozALAnA zarIramAM peThI che, e aMdarathI baLe che. 7 divasa sudhI herAna parezAna thAya che. paNa chellA dA'De ema thayuM ke A to mArA guru hatA. mArA jevo pApI koNa ? be sAdhune bALI nAkhyA. ahIMthI marIne kyAM jaIza? AgalI rAte ghora pazcAtApa thAya che. acaramAvatamAM ApaNe paNa gozALA jevo ja acaramAvatamAM ApaNe A gozALA jevA ja pApo karyA che. roja bhagavAnane kaho - muja sama khala ko nahi svAmI ! khala eTale zaTha, lucco. kAraNa bIjA badhA jagatane chetare che. huM bhagavAnane, sAdhune, sAdharmikane chetaruM chuM. bhagavAna! te nigodamAMthI kADhIne ahIM mUkyo ne meM tAruM ja kahyuM na mAnyuM. teM Avyavo badhA choDavAnA kIdhA ne meM vadhAryA. A sAme ja paDayA ne? bhagavAna kahe A hiMsA, corI, jUTha, maithuna karavA jevA nathI. AnAthI tuM narakamAM jaIza ne ApaNe kAMI nA mAnyuM. bhagavAne brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA kahyuM ne ApaNA mana - vacana - kAyAnA kAMI ThekANA nahi, vAsanAnA bhaDakA baLyA ja kare. 12. For Personal & Private Use Only

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duniyAnA ThagArA ubhA karIe to pahelo naMbara ApaNo lAge. na ciMtavavA jevuM na bolavA jevuM ne na karavA jevuM ghaNuM karyuM. keIkanA vizvAsaghAta karyA che. eka nAnakaDuM paNa pApa bhogavavuM paDe che. to lAkho pApothI bharelA ApaNuM zuM thaze ? mAchalA banIne lAkho jIvone khAdhA- mI narakamAM bhayaMkara bhUkha, tarasa, ThaMDI, garamI 33 sAgaropama bhogavyA ne thoDo halako thaIne bahAra nIkaLyA.tiryaMcamAM AvyA. baMdha tUTyA paNa anubaMdha na tUTyA ne pAchA e ja hiMsA - jUTha corInA pApo cAlu che. have A anubaMdha toDavA duSkatagahIM svIkArI lyo. ahIM ema nA kIdhuM ke anubaMdha toDavA mAsakSamaNa ne pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karo, mAtra saraLa upAya batAvyo. dukRtagaha karo. gurUmahArAja pAse pApa pragaTa karIne zuddhi karI lyo. zalyonI zuddhi thatA AtmAnuM ojasa vadhe. zuddhi vadhe ne ArAdhanAnA navA navA zikharo sara thaze. baMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utAranAra rAjA duSkRtagahathI tyAMja kevaLajJAna pAmI gayo. gozALAne sadgaddhi jAgI ? ahIM mA divase gozALAnI bhavitavyatA jAgI. gozALo eTale jinazAsanano pratyenIka chatAM koka kSaNe sAro bhAva AvI gayo. meM A zuM karyuM mahAvIra bhagavAna to dharma guru kahevAya. dIkSA lIdhA bAda keTalIyavAra maraNamAMthI bacAvyo. huM jANuM chuM ke Aja sarvajJa che. temaNe zIkhavelI tejalezyA meM temanA para choDI che. mArA jevo anADI A duniyAmAM bIjo For Personal a Private Use Only

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koNa ? A gozALAthI adhika gaha ApaNe karavI che. gozALA karatAM vadhu kharAba karmo ApaNe karyA che. ApaNe keTalA uMcA sthAne? ApaNo guno paNa moTo bane. UMcA sthAna para to maryAdAmAM rahevuM paDe. ApaNane deva-guru, dharma maLyo. caturvidha saMgha maLyo. UMcA sthAne beThelA jIvo e caturvidhasaMgha che. saMgha mahAna che. meM uMcA sthAne rahIne adhama kAryo karyA. sauthI agresara evo manuSyabhava maLyo ne meM veDaphI nAkhyo. jIvanamAM 1% dharma karyo ne 99% viSaya kaSAyamAM veDaphayA. ApaNe mahAgunegAra chIe. pahelAM nidA karavAnI ne emAM je bhAva pariNatI thAya tenAthI guru pAse pAponI gaha karavAnI ne je prAyazcita Ape e vahana karavAnuM. niMdA pachI gahamAM javAnuM. AtmasAkSika niMdA, gurusAkSika gaha. AtmaniMdA karato gozALo bAramAM devaloke gozALAe jabarajasta niMdA karI. chelle AkhA parivArane bhego kare che. kahe - "gaIkAla sudhI meM je kahyuM te badhuM khoTuM. huM sarvajJa nathI, huM gozALo chuM. huM to emano ziSya chuM. nimittazAstra zIkhIne jagatanA cogAnamAM meM mArI jAtane sarvajJa tarIke jAhera karI. huM gunegAra chuM. mahAvIra ja sAcA che ema jagatane jANa thavI joIe. mArA mRtyu pachI mane doraDe bAMdhajI ne raste (129) For Personal & Private Use Only

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DhasaDatA DhasaDatA mArA maDadAne laI jajo. AkhA nagaramAM udghoSaNA karAvajo ke A gozALo sarvajJa nathI. paNa sarvajJa to bhagavAna mahAvIra ja che. jagatane kahejo ke ANe AkhA jagatane chetaryuM che. bhagavAna para tejolezyA mUkIne ghora pApa karyA che. ane pachI agnisaMskAra karajo.' zAstrakAra lakhe che ke A AtmaniMdA karatA karatA gozALo samyak darzana pAmI gayo. aMtimakALe AyuSyano baMdha paDayo ne 12mA devalokamAM gayo. A duSkRtagAMnuM keTaluM suMdara anuSThAne. A duSkRtagAM karmonA badhA kacarA sApha karI nAkhe. gozALo samyag darzana pAmyo, 12 mo devaloka pAmyo. bhavya jIva hato chatAM hajI bhaTakaze chatAM eno mokSa thayA vagara raheze nahi. gozALo ziSyone kahI gayo che chatAM ziSyothI ema kema karAya? gurunI AjJA khAtara emaNe holamAM zrAvastI nagarI cItarI ne emAM pheravIne udghoSaNA karI ne pachI bIje divase ThAThamAThathI pAlakhI kADhI. mAtra niMdAthI na cAle, gahIM paNa joIze. ahIM vAta e che ke gozALA pAse AtmaniMdA hatI paNa garbhA na hatI. e vakhate yAda AvyuM hota ke bhagavAna mahAvIra ahIM beThA che ne temanI pAse doDIne gIM karI hota to e pApanA mULIyA ukhaDI jAta. deva-gurunI AzAtanAnA mULIyA bahu UMDA jAya che paNa gurunI pAse gIM karIe to ukhaDI 130 For Personal Private Use Only

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jAya. niMdAthI ghAsa ukhaDayuM paNa gaha na karI to bIja rahyA. niMdAthI baMdha tUTe paNa anubaMdha na tUTe. mATe ja gaha joIe. baMdha ne anubaMdha samajI lejo. eka sArA bhAvathI baMdhavALA karmo UkhaDI jAya paNa anubaMdha ukheDavA guru pAse javuM paDe. pragaTa karavA paDe. enAthI zalyo nIkaLI jAya- juo ahIM ke gozALo 12mA devaloka pachI eNvIne rAjA thaze. ahIM sAdhunI niMdA-dveSanA mULIyA UbhA che eTale sAdhune joIne dveSa thaze. upasarga karaze. anubaMdhavALA pApa kyAM laI jAya ?.. ekavAra jaMgalamAM jAya che. dhyAnamagna sAdhune joIne dveSane kAraNe rathathI pADI nAkhe che. 2-3 vAra pADe che. A sAdhu jJAnano upayoga mUke che ne jue ke A gozALo che. Aje mane to kAle bIjA sAdhune herAna karaze- eTale tejalezyA mUkIne bALI nAkhe che. A gozALo sIdhI kamI narakamAM. have pachIno eno anaMta saMsAra evo ja thavAno ke jenI kalpanA na thaI zake. arihaMtanI AzAtanAM anaMtakALa rakhaDAve. sAte narakomAM be vAra jaze sthAvara ne nigodamAM jaze. ne aMte chelle 7-8 bhava cAritra grahaNa karIne mahAvidehamAM daTapratijJA nAme kevaLajJAnI thaze ne dezanAmAM sauthI pahelI vAta e ja karaze ke "tame mArI sAme juo ! meM deva-gurunI ghora AzAtanA karI to keTalAya duHkha sahyA. mArA daSTAMtathI kahuM chuM ke kadI paNa deva-gurunI AzAtanAmAM paDazo nahi.' 131) For Personal & Private Use Only

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gozALAnA daSTAMtamAM jovAnuM e hatuM ke AvA bhagavAnane upasarga kema karyA, evA bhAva kema thayA? enuM zalya gayA bhavamAM paDayuM hatuM. gayA bhavamAM paNa sAdhunI khUba niMdA kare. khoTA. khoTA tarka-vitarka karyA kare. mahAtmA sAthe roja laDe, takarAra kare. A bIja paDayA tenA vaDalA thayA ne bhagavAna para upasarga karyA. - sAdhu pratyenA dubhavanA bIja tamArA AtmAmAM paDI jAya to bhaviSyanA gozALA thavuM paDaze. ' mahAtmA pratye to ucca koTinA Adara-sanmAnano bhAva TakAvI rAkhavAno, ucca bhakti bhAva jALavI rAkhavAno, madhyasthabhAva rAkho e paNa doSa che. mahAtmA chadmastha che, temanI paNa bhUla thAya. teo 4 thA ArAnA nahi pamA ArAnA che. guru kadAca pAMca mahAvratathI bhraSTa thayA hoya toya temane samajAvIne mArge lAvavAnA che. emanA sevA-bahumAna karavAnA pachI na ja sthiti sudhare ema hoya to choDe. paNa te vakhate paNa arUcibhAva na joIe. A manuSyabhavamAM jevA bhAva bhAvazo te ja bhavAMtaramAM anaMtaguNA thaIne Avaze. A asadbhAva kAle anaMtaguNo thaIne udayamAM Avaze mATe ahIMja cetavAnuM che. ahIM duSkatagahamAM duSkatanI niMdA e AtmasAkSika ne 132 For Personar & Private Use Only 132)

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garhA e gurusAkSika che. AkhA gAma AgaLa duSkRto jAheramAM na bolAya. tema chatAM paNa je pApa jAheramAM thayA hoya, lokone paNa unmArgamAM joDayA hoya duniyAmAM phelAvyA hoya tenuM mithyA duSkRta to jAheramAM ja devuM paDe. vyaktigata je pApa, doSa hoya tenI gAM gurusAkSika che. garhA vagara anubaMdha na tUTe kadAca lajjA hoya, gurutA hoya, huM kevo dekhAIza ? evo bhAva Ave ne garbha na karIe paNa pApa aMdara khaTakyA kare eTale bhagavAna pAse ke ekAMtamAM joradAra niMdA karIe to pApanA karma chUTI jAya, rasa ocho thAya paNa pApanA anubaMdhanA mULIyA na ukhaDe ane e pAcho varasAda Ave, nimitta maLe eTale UgI nIkaLe mATe guru sAkSika gIM joIe. ane pApaniMdA mATe jarUrI trIjI vAta (3) je pApa je bhAvathI karyA, te ke tenAthI vadhu bhAvapUrvaka enI niMdA-garla karavAnI. : bAMdheluM pApa je bhAvathI karyuM eTalA ja bhAvapUrvaka niMdA karIe to e karma nAza pAme. ochA bhAva hoya to ochuM phaLa maLe mATe A paNa mahatvanuM che e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. 133 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zuddha + zraddhA + bhakti = mukti + ahIM duSkRtagarbhA dvArA jIvanane unnata banAvavA 3 vAta karavAnI khUba jarUra che. A 3 vastu jenA jIvanamAM Ave tenI bhavyatA paripAka thayA vinA na rahe. (1) guru sAkSika Atmazuddhi : : asaMkhya bhavonA duSkRtonA bhAra laIne bhaTakIe chIe. A gAM karIe eTale haLuhaLu thaI jaIe. je A guru samakSa pApa pragaTa kare che temanuM citta prasanna thaI jAya che, AtmA nirmaLa bane che. Ajano kALa bhayaMkara che. chApAnA pahelA pAne holasela maraNo noMdhAya che. vaccenA pAnAmAM rITeIla maraNa Ave. mRtyu khUba sastu che. AyuSyamaryAdA ghaTI gaI. tame vyavasthita gADI calAvatA hoya paNa sAmevALo bedarakArIthI athaDAve to zuM karazo ? mATe ja AyuSyano bharoso nathI. sauthI pahelA A karI lyo. AtmAnI zuddhi jarAya saMkoca vagara karI levAnI. koInI AgaLa na kahevAya evA pApa guru AgaLa kahevAnA. guru paNa gaMbhIra hoya. ApaNA game tevA paNa ghora pApa sAMbhaLe chatAM emanA moDhAnI rekhA paNa na phare. A jinazAsananI atyaMta suMdara vyavasthA che. aneka bhavamAM je kAma na thayuM hoya te thaI jAya. gayA bhavanA pApa ApaNe jANatA nathI eTale 134 For Personal & Private Use Only

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oghathI niMdA karIe. prAyazcita laIe. vartamAnanA pApanI niMdA karatA karatA bhUtakALanA pAponuM prAyaH prAyazcita bhegu thaI jAya. A vyavasthA jinazAsanamAM ja che. ItaramAM AvI vyavasthA nathI. tyAM to ApaghAtanI vAta kare, baLI maravAnI vAta Ave . paNa enAthI karma na baLe. ulaTA ApaghAtano saMskAra paDI jAya. ahIM to duHkhapUrvaka karavAnuM ne bIjA bhavamAM paNa jyAre duHkha Ave tyAre maravAno vicAra Ave. Ama keTalAya bhava ApaghAta kare. jema paMcendriyanI hatyA narakamAM laI jAya tema AtmaghAta paNa narakamAM laI jAya. ApaghAta e to kAyaratA che. sAco parAkramI mANasa to samatAthI duHkha bhogavI jANe ne karma khapAve. zULInI sajA soMgathI: ApaNuM jinazAsana e adhyavasAya, bhAva para AdhArita che. kevA bhAvathI pApa karyA te jANI have tenA pratipakSI pariNAma lAvavAnA. asaMcamanA bhAva karyo to have saMyamamAM AvavAnuM. paisA khAtara pApa karyA to dAna dharmamAM AvavAnuM. maravAthI pApa ' na mare paNa pApane mAravAthI mare. ghorAtighora pApa karanAra e ja bhavamAM nahi, aMtamUhUtamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. mahAnizithamAM batAvyuM keTalAya sAdhu sAdhvI beThA beThA manamAM duSkRtagaha kare che. meM AvuM kevuM pApa karI nAkhyuM ? vicAramAM caDhe che. jaladIthI guru mahArAja pAse jAuM AlocanA 135 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karIne zuddha thaI jAuM ne A vicAramAM kevaLajJAna. keTalAka guru pAse prAyazcita levA jAya che ne rastAmAM kevaLajJAna pAme che. keTalAka prAyazcitane grahaNa karatA, keTalAka vahana karatA karatA kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che. nAnuM paNa zalya jo rAkhI mUkyuM to.... jyAre bIjI bAju, lakSmaNA sAdhvI, ugra tapa tape chatAM eka nAnuM zalya hRdayamAM rAkhyuM. ne asaMkhya kALa A saMsAramAM rakhaDI. aneka prakAranA kuvikalponA taraMgo cAlyA kare e uMce AvavA detA nathI ne paTakI pADe che. nAnakaDuM zalya hoya ne rakhaDapaTTI cAlu. moTAmAM moTuM pApa paNa jo zalya vagara prAyazcitathI zuddhi karAya to e ja bhave nistAra thaI jAya. mAyApUrvaka prAyazcita lenArA rakhaDI paDe che. ahIM samAdhimaraNa ne paralokamAM sadgati joItI hoya to zuddhi karI lyo, moTA tapasvIo, saMyamI AtmAo paNa nAnuM zalya hRdayamAM hatuM ne aMte samAdhi gumAvI jyAre bIjI bAju saraLabhAve zuddhi karanArA samAdhi pAmyA. A che zuddhinI tAkAta! (2) zraddhA : ahIM maLela deva-guru para atyaMta zraddhA ubhI karI devAnI. huM je kAMI paNa chuM te mArA deva-gurunI kRpAne kAraNe. mArA arihaMtanI tulanAmAM koI na Ave. mArA bhagavAnanuM vacana ja pramANa. tenI khAtara mAthu ApI daIza. 136 For Personer & Private Use Only

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bhagavAna para zraddhA karIe paNa guru para na karIe to na cAle. paMca mahAvratadhArI guru duniyAnI sauthI moTI mUDI che. emanA para dRDha zraddhA karavAnI. emanA chidro na jovAya. emanI sevA, bhakti bahumAna karavAnuM emane sahAyaka thavAnuM. ema karatAM bhavAMtaramAM cAritra sulabha bane. (3) bhakti : to na joIe paNa tAraka tattvo para arUci, asadbhAva sAmAnya mAdhyastha bhAva paNa na joIe. ? kalikAla sarvajJe kahyuM mAdhyartha api oSAya mAdhyasthapaNuM e paNa doSa mATe che. bhagavAnane joIne AnaMda AnaMda thaI jAya. kavi dhanapAle to tyAM sudhI lakhyuM ke jene bhagavAnane joIne AnaMda na thAya te kAM to kevaLajJAnI che athavA to asaMjJI che. asaMjJI aTale mana vagaranA. jema tema jaDanI mAphaka gayA ne pAchA nIkaLI gayA. nathI prema ke nathI bhAva uchaLatA e kevI dhiTaThAI ! pratimAne sAkSAt bhagavAna mAnavAnA. Aje mAro beDo pAra thaI gayo. tribhuvanapatinA darzana thayA. darzana karatA gAMDA gAMDA banI jaIe. duniyA gAMDA kahe temAM ApaNe DAhyA. duniyA DAhyA kahe to gAMDA. chadmastha jIvone bhagavAnane joIne madhyasthabhAva rahe, AnaMdanI choLo na uchaLe to samajI rAkho ke jaDatA che. asaMjJIpaNuM che. A anaMta upakArI che. anaMta karUNAno pravAha satata vahevaDAve che. emane joIne aMdarathI bhAvo uchaLe. ema 13 For Personal & Private Use Only

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thAya ke mArA zabdothI bhagavAnanI bhakti karuM kadAca kavitA banAvatA na AvaDe paNa mArI bhASAmAM gAMDIghelI bhASAmAM prArthanA-stuti karuM. kumArapALa 70 varSa pachI jaina dharma pAmyA. pachI moTI uMmare saMskRta zIkhyA pachI paramAtmAnI bhakti mATe jAte stutinI racanA karI, kahe atyaMta nirguNa chuM. duSTa chuM. trIjA bhavamAM gaNadhara thavAnA te gaha kare che. komaLa mATImAMthI vAsaNo bane. pIgaLelA sonAmAMthI ghATa ghaDAya. hRdaya ekadama kUNuM joIe. AvA AtmA bhagavAna pAse be ja vAta kare (1) potAnI niMdA ne (2) paramAtmAnA guNonI stavanA. kahe hiMsaka ane pApe bharelo, sarva vAte pUrNa chuM. jo tamAruM AlaMbana nA maLe to A bhIma bhavasAgamAM kyAMya pheMkAI jAu. anaMtA bhego nigodamAM jato rahuM to koNa bacAve? zraddhA ane bhakti majabUta karo. kumArapALanA AkhA zarIramAM devIe koTa roga karyo chatAM pIDAno bhaya nathI. devIne kahe tane joIe te badhu Apu paNa arihaMtane na choDu, emanI AjJA na choDuM sAtvika hatA. kahe saLagI maruM jethI lokamAM jaina dharmanI niMdA na thAya. udayanamaMtrIne vAta kare che. maMtrI guru ma. ne pUchAve che. ahIM e jovAnuM ke duniyAnuM koI paNa kAma gurune pUchavA vagara na thAya. jinazAsana pAmyA pachI guru mAthe na hoya evuM na bane. mAthe eka kulaguru hoya. dharmamAM to pUche paNa (13) 138 For Personal & Private Use Only

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saMsAramAM ya pUche. guru evI salAha Ape ke jethI ochAmAM ochA pApe kAma thAya. ATalo moTo saMsAra taravo che to mAthe guru joIe. kalikAlasarvajJa maMtrita pANI ApyuM. rAjAno koTa dUra karyo ne devIne maMtrathI pakaDIne enI pAse kSamA maMgAvI. sarvaM satve pratiSThitaM / ahIM, kumArapALanuM satva jovA jevuM che. satva bahu mahatvanI vastu che. yazodeva sUri ma. 36-30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. zrImaMta kuTuMbamAMthI AvyA hatA. dIkSA pahelA sAheba pAse Ave. sAheba kahe. kyAM sudhI saMsAranA kAdavamAM paDayA rahevuM che? mudata pADayA kare paNa ahIM satva juo ekavAra bAdhA lIdhI, comAsA pahelA dIkSA na thAya to upavAsa karavA ne dIkSA thaI gaI. upamitimAM sauthI vadhu vakhANa satvaguNanA karyA. satvazALIne badhA graho anukuLa thaI jAya. satva bahu uMco guNa che. kumArapALa satvazALI che. saMkalpa kare che-chae vAtunA phUlathI bhagavAnanI AMgI na karuM tyAM sudhI AhAra-pANI tyAga. satvazIlane devatAya sahAya kare. bIje divase udhAnamAM cha e RtunA phUla ekasAthe ugyA che. satva vagara kAma na thAya. dareka kAryamAM satva phoravavAnuM - have ahIM duSkRta gahano AlAvo batAvatA kahe che, . (13) For Personal & Private Use Only

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micchAmi dukakaDamaH arihaMtanA zaraNane pAmelo huM mArA AtmAnI niMdA gaI karuM chuM. niMdA potAnA AtmAnI sApekSa hoya. nahIM eTale gurunI sApekSa. saMsAramAM sauthI moTAmAM moTuM pApa kayuM? pApa be prakAranA. (1) saMsAranA sukhanA rAganA pApa ane (2) mahApuruSonI AzAtanAnA pApa. e bemAM paNa AzAtanAnuM pApa caDhe. temAM paNa sauthI moTuM pApa arihaMta bhagavaMtanI AzAtanAnuM! e AzAtanA 4 nikSepAthI- dravya, bhAva, sthApanA ane nAma arihaMtanI AzAtanAnuM pApa. bhagavAna sAme gozALAe tejalezyA mUkI, saMgamadeve upasarga karyA, govALAe khIra rAMdhI A badhI bhAvA tIrthakaranI AzAtanA. musalamAnanA bhavomAM mUrtio toDI hoya, maMdiro khaMDita karyA hoya e sthApanA tirthaMkaranI AzAtanA. musalamAno Aje mahAvIrane gALo de che, e nAma tirthaMkaranI AzAtanA ane tIrthakaranA jIvo jyAre anya bhavomAM hoya tyAre temanI karelI AzAtanA e dravya tIrthakaranI AzAtanA. e ja rIte siddha bhagavaMtonI AzAtanA karI hoya. ghaNA paMDito Aje bole che ke tamArA siddho badhA AkAzamAM 140. For Personal & Private Use Only

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laTake che. emano mApadaMDa eTalo ja ke buddhimAM bese eTaluM ja mAnavAnuM bIjuM nahi mAnavAnuM eno artha e ke ApaNI buddhi jANe carama kakSAnI che. e moTAmAM moTuM abhimAna che. eka AcArya bhagavaMtane pUchayuM, "A 34 atizayo ne bhagavAnanA kalyANakonI vAto, janmAbhiSekanI vAto badhI kevI rIte mAnI levAya?" AcArya bhagavaMte eka ja javAbA Apyo ke, "amArA pUrvAcAryo je amArA karatAM ghaNA vidvAna ane buddhizALI hatA temaNe A svIkArIne paramAtmAnA ahobhAvathI guNa gAyA che eTale amArA mATe e vicAravAno prazna ja raheto nathI. hitavatsala ane sUkSmabuddhinA dhAraka evA pUrvAcAryo jene sarva saMmatithI svIkAre tenA para ApaNe zaMkA kema karAya?" | mAruM duSkRta mithyA thAo. vaLI, AcArya bhagavaMtonI, upAdhyAya bhagavaMtonI, sAdhu ane sAdhvI bhagavaMtonI, bIjA paNa dharmasthAnako, maMdiro, upAzrayonI, duniyAmAM mAnanIya, pUjanIya hoya temane viSe, mAtAone viSe, pitAone vize (mAtA-pitA to eka hoya, paraMtu mAtra A bhavanA nahi, bhavobhavanA je mAtA-pitA hoya temane viSe) e ja pramANe baMdhu (bhAI)one viSe, mitrone viSe, upakArIone viSe, sAmAnyathI badhA jIvone viSe, mokSamArgamAM rahelA jIvone viSe tathA mokSamArgamAM nahi rahelA jIvone viSe, mokSa mArganA sAdhano (jinamUrti, jinamaMdira, pustako, cAritranA upakaraNo) ne viSe ane mokSamArganA sAdhana For Personal & Private Use Only

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na hoya tevI vastu vize koI paNa viparIta AcaraNa karyuM hoya, na AcaravA jevuM AcaryuM pApa svarUpa te (ekavAra AcarI laIe paNa tIvra rasa na hoya to pApa) pApAnubaMdhI (bUbA rasathI AcarIye to pApanA anubaMdha thAya, paraMparA cAle) sukSma ke skUla, manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI, karyuM karAvyuM ke anumoghuM hoya, rAgathI, dveSathI ke mohathI (rAga-dveSamAM jJAna hoya chatAM kare, athavA moha eTale ajJAnathI karyuM A bhavamAM karyuM ke bhUtakALanA bhAvomAM karyuM te gaha karavA jevuM che. duSkRta che, choDavA jevuM che. A badhuM kalyANamitra gurUbhagavaMtanA vacanathI jAmyuM che. (guru e kalyANamitra che, je saMsArathI pAra utAre che.) e zraddhApUrvaka mane rUcyuM che. (jANavuM judu ane rUcavuM judu, manamAM game, vartanamAM utare e rUchyuM kahevAya) arihaMta, siddha samakSa huM enI gaha karuM chuM e duSkata che, e choDavA yogya che. A je duSkata me karyuM te badala micchAmi dukakaDam, micchAmi dukkaDama, micchAmi dukkaDam. mArU te duSkRta mithyA thAo. AdhyAtmika kSetrano niyama che ke tamane jenA manoratha thAya te maLyA vagara na rahe. ahIM niMdA, gaha karI paNa temAM manoratho paNa kare che. mArI A gaha samyapha thAo. samyak eTale zuddha AzaravALI ane upayogapUrvakanI thAo. vaLI A duSkRtanA akaraNano niyama thAo, A duSkata bIjIvAra na thAo. A duSkata nahIM ane akaraNa niyama mane bahumata che. saMmata che. huM arihaMta bhagavaMtonI ane kalyANamitra evA gurU bhagavaMtonI hitazikSAne 142 For Personal & Private Use Only

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IcchuM chuM. teono mane saMyoga prApta thAya. mArI A prArthanA bhAva prArthanA thAo. mane A prArthanA para bahumAna thAo ne enAthI mArA AtmAmAM mokSanuM bIja paDo. ahIM 4 IcchA pragaTa kare che. arihaMta bhagavaMto ane gurUbhagavaMtono saMyoga thAya. saMyoga thatA emanI sevA karavAnI yogyatA-pAtratA maLe. vagara yogyatAe sevA na maLe. bhagavAna mane AjJA kare evI pAtratA, temanI AjJA svIkAranAro banuM ane pachI aticAra-doSa lagADayA vagara AjJAnI pAra utaruM - A rIte dukRta gahathiI haLavo banelo jIva sukRta anumodanA dvArA AtmAne sukRto ne guNothI bhAvita kare che. 0 ratnakaNikA C samarpaNa: ApaNA mana - vacana - kAcA parathI ApaNuM Adhipatya uThAvI gurunuM Adhipatya sthApavuM e ja samarpaNa che. eja sAcI dIkSA che. 143 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sukRta anumodanA: sukRta-anumodanAmAM konA sukRtanI anumodanA karavAnI? to ApaNA ane bIjAnA. sukRtanI anumodanAthI enA guNAkAra thAya. zAlIbhadra, saMgamanA bhavamAM bhAvapUrvaka je khIra vahorAvI ane tenA phaLa rUpe aDhaLaka DhaddhinA svAmI thayA. zAlIbhadra eka ja vAra khIra vahorAvI che. ApaNe enA karatA anekagaNu vahorAvyuM che chatAM evuM rIjhalTa kema na AvyuM? enI pAchaLa be kAraNa che. (1) dharmakriyA karIe chIe paNa atyaMta ekAgratApUrvaka rUcipUrvaka, Adara ane bAhumAnapUrvaka karavI jarUrI che e rIte ApaNe karatA nathI. pApanI kriyA rasapUrvaka thAya che. temAM AgaLa ane pAchaLanA plAnIMga hoya che. jyAre dharma plAnIMga vinAno che. mATe emAM mana coTatuM nathI, dharmakriyA karatA pahelA plAnIMga joIe ne karyA pachI anumodanA joIe enAthI dharma nakkara ane majabUta thAya. saMgamanA jIve khIra to eka ja vAra vahorAvI che. paNa juo, e jyAre nAnapaNamAM zerImAM ramato hoya e vakhate nAnA chokarAo mahAtmAne teDI lAve, potAnA ghare vahoravA laI jAya, A paNa sAthe jAya. potAnI zakti nathI. chatAM (144) 144 For Personal & Private Use Only

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manoratha karyA kare, kyAre huM paNa mArA ghare teDI jaIza, vahorAvIza? (2) dharmakriyA karatAM pahelA enI vAraMvAra IcchA bhAvanA karavAnI. ane karyA pachI e sukRtanI atyaMta anumodanA karavAnI A ApaNe karatA nathI. AdhyAtmika jagatano kAyado che tame sAcA bhAvathI je IcchA karo te maLyA vagara na rahe. paNa sAcA manoratha joIe sAthe vIla pAvara paNa joIe. bhautika jagatamAM UMdhuM che. tame jenI IcchA karo te tamArAthI dUra jAya. paisAnI sukhanI IcchA karo to te tamArAthI dUra jAya. kadAca prabaLa prayatne maLI jAya to paNa bhavAMtaramAM vadhu durlabha bane. jyAre IcchA - apekSA vagara karelI dharmakriyA DhagalAbaMdha sukho Ape che. A pudgalo ja rakhaDAve che, doDAve che. have jinazAsana pAmyA pachI ema thaI jAya, mAre kAMI nathI joItuM. basa eka mokSa ja joIe che. AdhyAtmika vastu meLavavA IcchA karavAnI sAthe tAlAvelI paNa joIe ne sAthe puruSArtha paNa karavAno. enAthI karmonA AvaraNa dUra thaye A bhave nahi to bhavAMtaramAM e maLyA vagara na rahe. jaMbusvAmI zivakumAra rAjakumAranA bhave pitA cAritranI nA pADe che. tIvra tAlAvelI che chatAM aMtarAya karmano udaya. abhigraha 145 For Personal & Private Use Only

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le che. dIkSA na maLe tyAM sudhI chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karIza. 12 varasa A tapa karyo paNa cAritra na maLyuM. A bhavamAM na maLyuM paNa tIvra IcchA hatI to pachInA bhavamAM badhA aMtarAyo tUTI gayA ne para0 sAthe vagara mahenate 16 varSe dIkSA maLI gaI. jenI IcchA karo te maLe ja. A bhave bhAvanA rahI gaI hoya to pachInA bhave maLe paNa tenI eka zarata, emAM bhautika svArtha nA bhaLavo joIe. saMgama roja manoratha kare che, kyAre sAdhu mahAtmA padhAre ne huM vahorAvuM. ahIM juo ke ene be TAIma potAne vAparavAnA phAMphA che. bhayaMkara daridratA che. Akho divasa mA mahenata karIne roTalo kamAya chatAM peTa bharAtuM nathI evA aMtarAya udayamAM che. paNa AvI sthitimAM kevA uttama manoratha che? sukRta anumodana cittanA pariNAma nirmaLa, prakullita kare che. sukRta AcaratA pahelA enA manoratha joIe. dharmakriyA praNidhAnathI karavAnI bIjuM badhu bhUlI javAnuM. pUrve manoratha karyA hoya to ekAgratA Ave. tema dharma karyA bAda paNa tene vAraMvAra yAda karIne anumodanA karavAnI. jema jema anumodanA karIe tema tema puNyanA guNAkAra thAya. ApaNA sukRtanI anumodanA manamAM karavAnI. duniyAmAM karIe to sukRtanA bhAgAkAra thAya. kAM to kAma kAM to nAma. bemAMthI eka ja thAya. jene kAma karavuM hoya teNe nAmano moha choDavo paDaze. ema thAya ke ApaNe evuM to zuM karyuM? koI ApaNA vakhANa kare tyAre mana dukhI thAya kharuM? mArA zuM - (14) (14 For Personal Private Use Only

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vakhANa karavAnA? mahApuruSo kevA kAryo karI gayA? ApaNA sukRta ApaNAthI na bolAya. khAnadAna ane uttamapuruSo potAnuM sAruM cAritra potAnA mukhe kyAreya na bole. svaprazaMsA e paraniMdA jeTalo ja moTo doSa che. mAnanA be svarUpa-paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA., svotkarSa ane paraapakarSa. bIjAnuM nIcuM bolavuM teya abhimAna che. tema koI prazaMsA kare ne galagalIyA thAya e ya abhimAna ja che. have gADI rIvarsamAM javA devAnI che. ApaNI niMdA ane bIjAnA guNa gAvAnA che. ApaNA sukRtanI anamodanA manamAM karavAnI. jyAre bIjAnA sukRtanI anumodanA bharapeTa badhAnI samakSa karavAnI. citta, vitta ne pAtra vaDAIH zAlibhadranI khIra e badhAnA gharethI lAvelI vastuomAMthI banI hatI.. jIMdagImAM prathamavAra khAvA maLI che. chatAM manoratha che ke ko'ka sAdhu mahAtmA padhAre to vahorAvuM. ne Aje ja mahAtmA padhAre che. mAsakSamaNanA tapasvI che. Aje sAmagrI paNa uttama ane mahAtmAnuM pAtra paNa uttama potAnA bhAva to 'UMcA che ja. citta, vitta ne pAtrano saMyoga thayo A traNenI uttamatA maLavI durlabha che. chatAM divasothI je manoratha karyA tenuM puNya udayamAM AvyuM. ' manorathapUrvakano dharma ullAsathI thAya. manoratha karavAnA. eka dA'Do to bhagavAnanI UMcAmAM UMcI vastuthI pUjA karuM, 140 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nAcI uThuM.... ane AvA badhA bhAvo haze, divasonA manoratha haze to dharmakriyA-pUjA bhAvavALI banaze. ullAsapUrvakanI ArAdhanAthI kevA punyanA guNAkArA sAdhu mahAtmA vahoravA padhAryA che. A khIra eNe raDIne, kkaLATa karIne meLavI che. je kadI pahelA cAkhI paNa nathI evI paNa khIra potAnA mATe rAkhyA vagara badhI vahorAvI dIdhI. mahAtmA gayA pachI ema thayuM ke Aje beDo pAra thaI gayo. AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayo. pachI to mA ene bIjI vadhelI khIra Ape che. paNa enAthI ajIrNa thAya che. paNa AnuM mana eka ja ke Ajano divasa rUDo che. kevA suMdara mahAtmA ne kevo suMdara lAbha maLyo satata A ja bhAvamAM che ne evI anumodanA karI ke puNyanA guNAkAra thayA ne te evA ke te rAtre ja marIne bhadrAmAtAnI kukSimAM AvyA. manuSyajanma ne emAM paNa janmatA ja zrImaMtAI. janmatA ja pAra vagaranI addhi ne thoDA moTA thayA ne devatAI trAddhi, vaLI, sAdhunA dAnathI maLyuM eTale bhogavavAnI mUcha na jAgI paNa choDavAnI buddhi jAgI, satva maLyuM. pUrva bhavamAM sAdhu bhagavaMta maLyA. to A bhave mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA. badhI rIte puNyanA guNAkAra thayA. have zAlindranA bhavathI anuttara vimAnamAM ne tyAMthI mahAvidehamAM manuSya thaI mokSe jaze. sukRtanI anumodanAthI sukRtanA guNAkAra A zAzvata niyama ja che ke, - 148 For Personalrivate Use Only 148)

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anumodanAthI guNAkAra ne niMdA-gardAthI bhAgAkAra. sukRtanI niMdAthI sukRtanA bhAgAkAra, duSkRtanI anumodanAthI duSkRtanA guNAkAra. zreNika mahArAjAe garbhiNI hariNine haNI ne pAchaLa anumodanA karI- huM kevo bANAvalI. to ghorAtighora narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhI dIdhuM. mammaNanA jIve lADavo khUba bhAvathI vahorAvyo paNa pAchaLa thaI gayuM. meM kyAM A siMhakezarIyo lADu vahorAvyo? ne A niMdAthI evI parigrahanI mUrchA maLI ke 7mI narakamAM laI gaI. ratnakaNikA matsara - IrSyA e evI UdhaI che ke - je badhA guNone korI khAya che. 149 For Personal & Private Use Only

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manorathanI helIe, pRthvIcaMdra guNasAgara ( pUrvanA 21 bhavothI cAritra pALatA Ave che. eTale A chellA bhavamAM paNa guNasAgara sAdhune jue che ne rAga thAya che. AnaMda thayo ne thAya che ke AvA sAdhune meM joyA che uhApoha ke thayo AvA sAdhu- sAdhuveza meM kyAMka joyo che. ne uhApoha vadhatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM.) gayA bhavamAM jeno bahu abhyAsa hoya tenuM A bhavamAM saheja nimitta maLatA e jJAna thaI zake. cANasmAmAM narezabhAI che. emane nAnI uMmaramAM jAtismaraNa thayuM. ahIM mA-bApa ene nAnA kaTorAmAM dUdha ApatA e joIne kahe ame to moTA moTA kaTorAo bharIne dUdha pItA, gharamAM keTalIya to gAyo hatI. dhI-dUdhanI nadIo vahetI hatI. gharavALA Azcarya pAmyA, pUche kyuM ghara? kahe vIramagAma. tyAM gayA. tyAM jaIne badhI sAkSI batAvI vacce eka bIjo bhava 25 varSano karyo. saMsAra eTale saMsaraNa kevo A saMsAra che! ahIMthI tahIM saMsaraNa cAlu ja che. A joIne vairAgya thavo joIe. are re ! viSayo pAchaLa, bhUMDanI jema pAgala banIne narakamAM jaI Avyo. A viSayoe ja rakhaDAvyo. have tenA para rAga karAya ? jarAka to viveka rAkho. sonuM e zuM che? ekendriyanA kalevara. upalakI rIte nahi vAstavika svarUpa jotA zIkho. jarA UMDA Utaro. hIrAmANeka ne motI paNa ekendriyanA kalevaro ja che. ghebara zemAMthI (15) For Personal & Private Use Only

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bane, caNAnA loTamAMthI, paNa e caNAnI dALa e zuM ? vanaspatikAyanuM kalevara. vastunA svarUpa sudhI jaIe ne rAga kapAI jAya. guNa sAgarano virAga bhAva: guNasAgarane thaI gayuM. hamaNA ne hamaNAM cAritra levuM che. pratikSaNa kALA kALA karmo coMTe che. mANasa eka divasamAM jeTaluM pApa kare che te jo A duniyAnA badhA parvato sonAnA thaI jAya ne te dAna ApIe to ya na chUTe. vaLI, roga, zoka ne aniSTa saMyogothI bharapUra A saMsAra. guNasAgarane saMsAra parathI virAga thaI gayo. mAre A saMsAra na joIe. mA-bApa pAse Ave che. page paDIne kahe - mane sukhI karo. ghare karoDo abajo sonaiyA paDayA che. paisAnI koI gaNatrI nathI. bIjI kAMI lezamAtra pratikuLatA nathI. mAbApa pUche - zuM duHkha che. kahe - sAme jarA-maraNa dekhAya che. mAbApa kahe - A sonAmahoranA DhagalAne zuM karavAnA? A mahelAtonuM zuM? kahe - A mahelAto nathI paNa DAkaNo che. e puNyanuM lohI cUsI nAkhe che. saMpatti jeTalI vadhe teTaluM puNya bhogavAI jAya. beMkamAthI jeTalA rUA. upADo teTalA ochA thAya. tame tapa, saMyama karIne navA navA jamA karo to vadhe. mAbApaH A 8-8 kanyA joDe tArA sagapaNa nakkI karyA tenuM zuM? * eka vAra lagna karI le pachI je karavuM hoya te karaje. guNasAgara sAtvika che. e svIkAre che. paNa te darekanA mAtA (151) 151 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pitAne kahevaDAvI do ke bIje divase cAritra laIzuM. pelA gabharAI gayA. AvA vairAgIne koNa dIkarI Ape ? kanyAne vAta kare che. kanyAo kahe ame ekane paraNyA te paraNyA have eka bhavamAM bIjo bhava na karIe. A badhAnI 21 bhavathI sAthe sAdhanA cAle che. lagna nakkI thayA. varaghoDo nIkaLyo che paNa guNasAgarane emAM rasa nathI. ene to eka ja tAlAvelI che ke kyAre AvatIkAlano sUraja uge ne cAritra lauM. mAbApanI IcchAthI Aje lagna karavA paDayA che chatAM AvatIkAle jelamAMthI chUTI jaIzuM. guNasAgarane saMsAra jela lAge che. je samakti dRSTi che e saMsArane jela ja mAne che. cAra gatinI kedamAM pUrAI rahevAnuM. keTalAka jIva to rIDhA gunegAra che. ene tyAM ja phAve paNa e mohathI vAsita che. A jinazAsana maLyuM che. AvuM jinazAsana pAmyA pachI daridrI rahIzuM, to have bIjI koI davA nathI. jinazAsana sivAyanI bIjI koI saMsthA ApaNuM sAruM karavA samartha nathI. evo te divasa kyAre Avaze ? dharmakriyA pahelA manoratha karavAnA che. ApaNe paNa manoro karavA joIe. manorathanI sajjhAyamAM Ave che... huM AvI AvI ArAdhanA sAdhanA karIza... kyAre evo divasa Ave ke cAritra laIza, 12 vrata laIza, brahmacarya pALIza, zrAvaka rAtre uThe to uThIne manoratha kare kyAre cAritra laIza, kAusagga 152 For Personal & Private Use Only

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karIza, smazAnabhUmimAM evo sthiradhyAne ubho rahIza ke baLado AvIne mane thAMbhalo samajIne mArA zarIrane ghasaze... huM samatApUrvaka sahana karIza, kSapakazreNi mAMDIza vigere A manoratho karavAmAM kyA rUpiyA kharacavAnA che? saMsAramAM paisA kamAvavAmAM manoratho karo ja cho ne ! paisA kamAIzuM-navuM ghara rAcaracIluM - sagavaDo karazuM. saMsAranA pApakAryamAM karIe to A tAranAra evA dharmamAM nahi? guNasAgara, manorathonI helIe: (guNasAgara manorathe caDe che. sAthe enI ATha patnIo hajI to lagnanA varaghoDAmAM che chatAM vicAre che. ApaNe paNa AvatIkAle pati sAthe cAritra laIzuM... A bAju lagnanI corImAM pherA phare che, hAtha para hAtha che. chatAM manamAM manoratha ke AvatI kAle chUTayA. cAritra laIne evA gurunA paga pakaDIzuM ke eka kSaNa mATe paNa hRdayamAM emano viyoga na rahe. gurunI IcchA mujaba jIvana jIvIzuM. ApaNI jAta samarpaNa karI daIzuM. emano uttama vinaya karazuM emanI kRpA maLaze sAthe svAdhyAyano ghoSa cAlaze jJAna meLavavA mahenata karazuM vRddha sAdhuonI sevA karazuM. mahAtmAonI tana toDIne vaiyAvacca karazuM. badhAnA nokara-cAkara banIne bhakti karazuM. rAta paDe eTale kAusagga lagAvIye besI jazuM. .... ane ahIM manorathonI dhArA cAlu bIjI bAju keTalAya vAjiMtronA nAda cAle che. dhavala maMgalanA sUra saMbhaLAya che. zreSThiputra che. moTo evo lagnaprasaMga (153) For Personal & Private Use Only

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maMDAyo che. AkhuM loka gAMDu banyuM che. guNasAgara kSapakazreNIe: cAritra to AvatIkAle levAnuM che. paNa ahIM bhAvathI cAritramAM caDhI gayA che. ane vizuddhi ane apramattatAnA bhAvamAM AgaLa vadhatA 8, 9 ne 10 mA guNaThANe, tyAMthI sIdho 12mA guNaThANe. kSapakazreNI mAMDI dIdhI. karmanA bhUkkebhUkkA bolAvI dIdhA. ghAtakarmono nAza karyo ne kevaLajJAna laI lIdhuM. koI siddhAcala, sametazikharamAM nahi paNa lagnanI corImAM kevaLajJAna kevuM adbhuta che A jinazAsana ! vaLI juo ke, AThe kanyA paNa AnI jema dhyAnamAM caDhe che.... e paNa cAritranI bhAvanA kare che, bhAvanAmAM AgaLa vadhatA mohanIya karmano saMpUrNa nAza karI kSAyika samakti prApta kare che ne kSapakazreNI mAMDI tyAM ja kevaLajJAna pAme che. bhoganA sthAne yoga: devatAo Ave che ane corInI jagyAe suvarNanuM siMhAsana banAve che. kevaLajJAnI evA guNasAgara tyAM dezanA Ape che. AkhuM lagnanuM vAtAvaraNa dezanAmAM pheravAI gayuM che. loko paNa vicAre ke bhogane cogamAM pheravI dIdho. kevI sAdhanA karI! A badhAnA mAtA-pitA emane A pramANe joIne vicAreApaNA dhoLAmAM dhULa paDI. dhikkAra che ApaNI jAtane ! moTI uMmara AvI, mAthuM dhoLuM thayuM paNa hRdaya dhoLu na thayuM. aMtara to kALu ne kALu ja rahyuM. ane e paNa duSkatagaha karatA karatA For (54) 154 For Personal Private Use Only

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kevaLajJAna pAmyA. guNasAgara kevaLInI dezanA bAda sudhana zreSThI je vepArArthe Avyo che te kahe bhagavAn ! AvuM kautuMka sagI AMkhe pahelI ja vAra joyuM. AMkha AgaLathI khasatuM nathI. kevuM jinazAsana ! lagnane kevaLajJAnamAM pheravI nAkhe. A zAsana pAmyA pachI mAyakAMgalA kema rahevAya ? mohane celenja mArIne kahI dotAruM niyaMtraNa duniyA para bhale cAle paNa je zAsana pAmyA che tenA para nahi. ahIM kevaLI ene kahe : AnA kAratAM moTu kautuka tane tArA nagaramAM jovA maLaze. virAganA upavanamAM, pRthvIcaMdrajI sudhana zreSThi nagaramAM Ave che. ahIM pRthvIcaMdra rAjA che. te paNa mahAvairAgI che. mAtA-pitAe parANe paraNAvIne rAjagAdIe besADI dIdho che. paNa eNe enI patnIone pratibodha karI samajAvI dIdhuM che ke ApaNe sAthe cAritra laIzuM. enuM mana rAjakAjamAM nathI. siMhAsana para beTho beTho paNa moharAjAnI pakaDa vicAre che. dAuda dubaI para beTho beTho muMbaI para kaMTrola kare paNa A moharAjAe to AkhI duniyAne kaMTrola karI che. e jema kahe ema karye javAnuM. e jagatanA jIva para jevo orDara kare ema karavuM ja paDe. A pRthvIcaMdra rAjA siMhAsane beTho beTho paNa "ciMtave mohanA ghATa re" moharAjAnI kadarthanA vicAre che. sudhana zreSThI rAjadarabAre Ave che. pRthvIcaMdra : kyAM gayA 155 For Personal & Private Use Only

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hatA ? sudhana : vepArArthe, pRthvIcaMdra kAMI vizeSatA ? sudhanA hA, ema karIne guNasAgara zreSThInuM AkhuM vRttAMta saMbhaLAve che. kahe - ahIM tenAthI adhika kautuka jovAnuM che. " rAjagAdIe kevaLajJAna : guNasAgara zreSThInI vAta sAMbhaLI pRthvIcaMdra rAjA rAjagAdIe beTho beTho vicAre-dhana dhana e guNasAgara zreSThIne! dhanya enI patnIne ane emanA mAtA pitAne kevo vairAgya ! lagnanI corImAM virAga bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA kevaLajJAna laI lIdhuM. have A rAjA manorathe caDe che. amAro vAro kyAre lAgaze? kyAre pitAjI rajA Apaze? e maMgaLa divasa, e zubha ghaDI, e mIThI kSaNa kyAre Avaze ne gurumahArAja pAse cAritra laIne A jIvana samarpita karI daIza.. e guNasAgare sAdhI lIdhu ne bhAvanA dvArA huM rahI gayo. have kSaNe kSaNe e bhAvanAmAM AgaLa vadhe ne kevaLajJAna siMhAsana para beTho beThA ja meLave che. jANa thatA patnIo doDI Ave che. kaheH ApaNe sAthe levAnuM hatuM ne tame kema ekalA kevaLajJAna laI lIdhuM? tame pAmI gayA ne ame rahI gayA. e niMdA karatA karatA emane paNa kevaLajJAna ! ahIM emanA mA-bApa paNa niMdA karatA karatA kevaLajJAna pAme che. A che manorathanI tAkAta ! A adbhUta jinazAsana che. nAgaketune pUjA karatA karatAM kevaLajJAna! have A hRdayamAMthI duniyAne kADho ne 15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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jinazAsanane sthApI do. kahI do- he moharAjA, rAgagajendra ne dveSakezarI ! A hRdayanuM siMhAsana tArA mATe nathI. mArA devAdhideva ane guru mATe che. o mohanA coTTAo ! tame nIkalI jAva. mAruM hRdaya siMhAsana deva-guru mATe rIjhavarDa che. have emAM tamane sthAna nathI. sIdhI rIte nIkaLI jAva nahi to mAre AkarA thavuM paDaze. ane ekavAra nIkaLIne pAchA DahApaNa karIne pravezatA nahi... krodha-mAna badhA coTTAo che. sukRta anumodanAmAM e ja kahyuM ke ApaNA sukRtanI anumodanA-prazaMsA jAheramAM karIe, vAraMvAra karIe to aMdara sUtelo mAnakaSAya jAgI jAya. ane A kaSAya sukRtanA phaLane toDI nAkhe. sukRta karyA pachI mAnathI bacavAnuM che. guNAdhika para pramodabhAvaH bIjA mahApuruSonA sukRtanI anumodanA vAraMvAra karavAnI, jAheramAM karavAnI, bahumAnabhAvapUrvaka karavAnI. vinayavijayajI mahArAje zAMtasudhArasamAM pramoda bhAvanA batAvI. mahApuruSonA guNo joIne AnaMda pAmavAno. juo-puMDarikaravAnI zatru pa karoDa sAthe mokSe gayA. ekalA nahi, pAMca karoDa sAthe. kArataka suda puname drAviDa vArikhilla 10 karoDa sAthe mokSe gayA. A badhu yAda karIe ne manamAM AnaMda bharAI jAya. pariNAma nirmaLa bane. paramAtmAnA caityavaMdana, stavana guNAnuvAda e paNa sukRta anumodanA ja che. duniyAnA vyavahAromAM paNa anumodanA jovA maLe che. (150 For Personal & Private Use Only

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chApAmAM phoTA Ave. vepArI maMDaLanA pramukha banyA, dhanyavAda! A siddhi hAMsala karI, dhanyavAda ! A badhI anumodanA ja che. e saMsAranA prasaMgo che, svArtha mATenA che. jyAre dharmamAM sukRta anumodanA e dharma bhAvanA che. ane eno moTAmAM moTo phAyado e che ke tame jenI anumodanA karo te guNa tamArAmAM AvyA vagara na rahe. AdhyAtmika niyama che. tame jenI IcchA karo te maLyA vagara na rahe paNa zarata e ke emAM bhautika svArtha bhaLelo na joIe. tamane je guNa joIto hoya tenI mukta kaMThe prazaMsA karo. enI sevA bhakti karo eTale e saraLatAthI tamArAmAM Ave. sukRta IcchA ane e DozImAM mAravADamAM Aje paNa eka bhavya jinamaMdira UbhuM che. teno ItihAsa juo. eka gAmamAM eka DozImA hatA. bAlapaNamAM pati mRtyu pAmyA. vidhavA che. nirvAha mATe lokonA kAma kare. je kAMI thoDu maLe enAthI gujarAna calAve. pAchaLa peDhImAM koI che nahi. roja e mAjI gAma bahAra jAya ne tyAM eka suMdara ramaNIya jagyA jue. mAjI bahu bhaNelA nahi paNa pArasanAtha bhagavAna para zraddhA bahu eTale roja ahIM Ave ne yAda kare ke ahIM pArasanAthanuM maMdira hoya to kevuM sAruM! mAjInA sADale 10 thIMgaDA mAryA che. khAvA-pIvAnA phAMphA che. jhUMpaDI tUTalI - phUTalI che. buddhizALI ema ja vicAre ke Forp (24C For Personel Private Use Only

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A zenA AdhAre bhAvanA bhAve che ? paNa zraddhA e mahAna vastu che. kuMThita buddhizALIne zraddhAnA baLanI khabara na paDe. paNa badhI vastu buddhinI phUTapaTTIthI na mapAya. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM badhu zakya che. mAjI sametazIkharajInI jAtrAe... have ekavAra gAmamAM eka mANase saMgha kADhyo, sametazIkharano! mAjIne sAdharmika tarIke pAsa maLyo ne mAjI sametazikhara pahoMcyA. bIje divase upara caDhavAnuM che ne mAjI manoratha kare che- A vakhate to dAdAne evI rIte bheTavA che ke kAyamano viyoga toDI nAMkhe.tame paNa manoratha karo- A girirAjanI jAtrA evI rIte karuM ke Dagale ne pagale anaMtA karmo khapAvuM. kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavaMta, hIrasUri ma. vagere badhA ahIM AvyA che. anaMtA ahIM siddha thayA che. Avo paramapavitra girirAja mane maLyo have janama saphaLa karI nAMkhuM. mAjI vicAre-savAre vahelA nIkaLI pUjA, bhakti darzana karazuM. ane rAtre e ja bhAvanAmAM sUI jAya che. savAre vahelA caDI gayA. maMdiramAM pahoMcIne dAdAnI bhakti karI ne 3-4 vAge nIce utaryA. utarIne saMghanA rasoDe jamIne rUmanA oTalA para beThA che. dharmazALAmAM kolAhala saMbhaLAyo.... ane eTalAmAM dharmazALAnI sAmenI bAjunA khUNAnA 159 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhAga parathI karUNa rUdana saMbhaLAyuM. mAjIne thayuM, A to pArasanAthanuM dhAma- ahIM koNa rUve che? mAjI tyAM doDI gayA. tyAM eka 30-35 varSanI zrImaMta gharanI vahune peTamAM khUba dukhavA AvyuM badhA DokTaroe tapAsIne hAtha dhoI nAkhyA che. koI rIte sAru thatuM nathI, koI bIjo upAya dekhAto nathI. badhA vihavaLa che. cIso pADe che. badhA atyaMta zokamagna che. mAjI sIdhA rUmamAM gayA. mAjI pUche zuM thayuM? kahe bacAvo mane peTamAM khUba duHkhe che. AMtaraDA tUTI jAya che. mAjI kahe-pArasanAtha dAdAne yAda kara mane khUba zraddhA che. emanA prabhAvathI koInuM duHkha na rahe. eka glAsamAM pANI maMgAvyuM. emAM aMgUTho nAkhI "pArasanAtha pArasanAtha'nI raTaNA karI ane prArthanA karI ke enA duHkha dUra thAo ane pachI e pANI bAIne pIvaDAvyuM. kIdhuM - pArasanAthanI raTaNA cAlu rAkho. ApaNo eka ja dAdo che. bAIe raTaNA karI, ne aDadho kalAka thayo ne cIso baMdha thaI. thoDI vAramAM to vedanA zAMta thaI gaI. badhAe pUchayuM kevI rIte thayuM? kahe mAjIe pANI ApyuM enAthI. paNa mAjI kyAM che? mAjI to sIdhA rUmamAM pahoMcI gayA. koIne khabara nathI kyA mAjI. ahIM badhu dhIre dhIre thALe paDI gayuM. sagAvahAlA badhA vikharAI gayA. mAjInI niHspRhatAH ahIM sAMje pelI bAInA dhaNIne vicAra Avyo. A to 10 For Personel Private Use Only

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upakArI kahevAya. enA upakArane bhUlIe e moTAmAM moTuM pApa ! munImajIne mAjInI tapAsa karavA mokale che. tapAsa karI lAve che. A zeTha have sonArUpAno bharelo thALa laIne mAjI pAse Ave che. page lAge che. vALa mUke che. ne vinaMtI kare che tame mAtra eno nahi mArA AkhA kuTuMbano uddhAra karyo che have A svIkAro mAjIH meM kAMI nathI karyuM A to badhu pArasanAtha dAdAnI kRpAthI thayuM che. tame enI bhakti karo. zeThaH chatAM amAre tamArA upakArano badalo to vALavo ja paDe ne? mAjIH nA, meM kAMI upakAra karyo nathI. 10 thIMgaDAvALA lUgaDA paheranAra mAjI sAme caDIne AvelI lAkhonI sonAmahorone choDe che, laI le to AkhI jaMdagI sudharI jAya. paNa nispRhatA che e paNa dAdAnA prabhAveja mAjI makkama che mAre kAMI nathI levuM. mAjInI udAtta bhAvanA : paNa zeThane vicAra Ave che mAjIne kahe- tamAre tamArA mATe kAMI nathI tevuM paNa tamArI koI dharmanI bhAvanA hoya to kaho to e pUrI karI dauM. mAjI: mAre to pArasanAthanuM nAma raTaNa maLyuM eTale basa paNa amArA gAma bahAra eka suMdara jagyA che. ne mArI (1La) For Personal & Private Use Only

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bhAvanA che ke tyAM pArasanAthanuM suMdara maMdira thAya. A zeThe enuM saranAmu ne badhu laI lIdhuM. aMtaranI bhAvanA phaLI..... mAjI yAtrA pUrI thaI ne gAmamAM AvyA. thoDA divaso pachI eka mANasa mAjInuM ghara zodhato zodhato Avyo. mAjIe pANI pAyuM. pachI kahe : zeThe mokalyo che. ane pelI jagyA kharIdIne tyAM maMdira bAMdhavAnuM che. zeThe kIdhuM hatuM paisA sAme jovAnuM nathI. sArAmAM sAruM maMdira ubhuM karavAnuM che. ane pachI to kAryavAhI cAlI. khetaranI jagyA levAI gaI ne thoDA TAImamAM to e pArzvanAthanuM bhavya maMdira ubhuM thaI gayuM... mULa sAra e ja ke jenI pAse eka rUA. nI mUDI nathI enI paNa AvI moTI bhAvanA pUrI thaI kAraNa AdhyAtmika jagatanI bhAvanA che. dharmanI bhAvanA che. niHsvArtha che. ane evI bhAvanA jyAM hoya tyAM phaLa maLyA vagara na rahe. sukRta-anumodanAnAM be phaLa (1) je sukRtanI anumodanA karIe te sukRta ApaNAmAM Ave ane (2) sukRta karanAre je puNya upArjana karyuM te puNya ApaNane paNa maLe. te zAstramAM dRSTAMta Ave che. baLabhadramuni jaMgalamAM sAdhanAo kare che. tapa tape che. mAsakSamaNa kare che. jaMgalamAM eka haraNa. haraNa mahAtmAnI bhakti kare. jaMgalamAMthI koI sArthavAha jato hoya to tyAM munine gocarI pANI vahoravA haraNa laI jAya. 162 For Personel Private Use Only -

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ekavAra ko'ka uttama sArthavAha jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thato hato. haraNa munine sArthavAha pAse laI gayuM. sArthavAha munine khUba bhAvathI vahorAve che. haraNa A joIne khUba AnaMdamAM Ave che. khUba anumodanA kare che. A vakhate acAnaka jhADanuM thaDa paDayuM ne traNe marI gayA. traNe jaNA marIne ekasAthe 85mA devalokamAM gayA. sAdhue sAdhanA karIne je puNya ekatrita karyuM teTaluM ja puNya sArthavAhe khUba bhaktibhAvathI vahorAvatA bAMdhyuM ane haraNe teTaluM ja puNya mAtra anumodanAthI bAMdhyuM. paNa A anumodanA haiyAnI joIe. "karaNa, karAvaNa ne anumodana, sarikhA phala nipajAvata" 0 rana kaNikA 0 | mahApuruSonA pagale jaMgalamAM ya maMgala ane raNamAMya jharaNa sarjAya che. kapaDAM phATe to calAvI leja, paNa saMskAra ke cAritra na phATe tenI takedArI rAkhajo. kema ke ene sAMdhI ApanAra koI darajI nahi maLe.... - saMsAranA sAdhanono rAga kADhavo ne zAsananA pratyeka aMga para bahumAna bhAva ubho karavo e ja sAdhanA che. (163 For Personal & Private Use Only

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anumodanA karuM chuM. saMvegane (mokSanI abhilASAne) pAmelo huM zakti mujaba sukRtane evuM chuM anumodanA karuM chuM. to A jagatamAM sukRto konA konA che? sauthI zreSTha arihaMta bhagavaMtonA. - traNe kALanA badhA arihaMtonA sukRto kyA kyA che? AkhA vizvanA uddhAranI bhAvanA, utkRSTa saMyama zAsananI sthApanA, dharmadezanA vaLI, zAsanasthApanA dvArA aneka jIvone mArgamAM joDe, AvA eka nahi anaMtA bhUta, bhaviSyanA tIrthakaronI anumodanA karuM chuM. ' vaLI, sakaLa karmathI rahita, zuddha AtmA, kevalajJAna darzanane prApta karanAra siddha bhagavaMtonI anumodanA karuM chuM. emane yAda karIe eTale ApaNI jIta yAda Ave, ApaNI aMdara anaMta sukha paDayuM che chatAM bahAramAM rakhaDIe chIe. ApaNI sAthe rahenArA, khAnArA, pInArA molamAM gayA ne ApaNe ahIM ja rahI gayA. emanA badhAnA siddhapaNAnI anumodanA karavAnI. e sukha meLavavAmAM vilaMba, pramAda karAya? AcArya bhagavaMta paMcAcAra pALe ane paLAve. badhA bhUtabhaviSya-vartamAnanA AcAryonI anumodanA karuM chuM. AcArya artha bhaNAve. upAdhyAya badhA sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtane sUtra bhaNAve. jJAnadAna dvArA jabarajasta puNyanuM upArjana kare. 164 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto mokSamArganI sAdhanA kare, cAritra pALe, e badhAnI anumodanA karuM chuM. vaLI, badhA zrAvakonA mokSasAdhaka yogonI anumodanA karuM chuM. sAdhu paNa zrAvakanA tapazcaryA, AMgI, prabhubhakti, vaiyAvacca Adi yogonI anumodanA kare, arihaMta ceIANaMmAM zrAvakonA mokSasAdhaka yogonI anumodanA ja AvI ne ? zrAvako dezaviratimAM che paNa devatAnuM sukRta kyuM ? devatAmAM samyakdarzana vi. hoya. bhagavAnanI bhakti, abhiSeka kare, dezanA sAMbhaLe, kalyANaka ujyuM. enI anumodanA karuM chuM. vaLI, mokSAbhilASI ane zubha AzayavALA badhA jIvonA mokSasAdhaka yogonI anumodanA karuM chuM. jainetaronI paNa evI kriyA je bhavAMtaramAM temane jinazAsanamAM lAve to tevI kriyAnI paNa anumodanA karuM chuM. prArthanAH A anumodanA vidhipUrvaka thAo. vaLI zuddha AzayavALI thAo. svIkArapUrvakanI thAo ane samyag niraticAra (aticAra vinAnI) thAo. paNa A badhuM kema thaze ? kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana yukta arihaMta ane bIjA siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu bhagavaMtanI kRpAthI thAo. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM je kAMI kamANI thAya te badhI deva-gurUnI kRpAthI ja thAya. ApaNI IcchAthI karIe to gADI AgaLa na vadhe. ApaNAmAM sekelo pApaDa toDavAnI paNa zakti 165 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nathI. jenAmAM gurUbhakti nathI te UMcu cAritra na pALI zake. A badhuM paramAtmAnA prabhAvathI thAo. kema? bhagavAna aciMtya zaktizALI che. ApaNe vicArI paNa na zakIe eTaluM bhagavAnanuM sAmarthya che. gurUkRpAnuM javalaMta daSTAMta : sva. gurudeva paM. padmavijayajI ma. udAharaNa che. gurU mahArAja sAkSAt udAharaNa svarUpa che. temanI bukanI prastAvanA lakhatAM lakhatAM eka vicAra Avyo ke, vartamAnakALamAM koI sAdhu vadhumAM vadhu keTalI sAdhanA karI zake? tame jeTalI kalpanA karI zako tene khoTI pADe evI sAdhanA gurudeva pU. paM. padmavijayajI mahArAjAe karI. moTuM baMdha thaI gayuM hoya, eka koLIyo ke pANInuM eka TIpuM paNa gaLe na utaratuM hoya, kensaranI bhayaMkara vedanA, zarIramAM garamI khUba thAya ne evAmAM kevI tapa sAdhanA! AvI sthitimAM mAsakSamaNa karyuM. e paNa apramattapaNe. divase AgamasUtro-zAstro vAMce, rAtre bhayaMkara mAthuM dukhe. pachADavAnuM mana thAya chatAM jApa, samavasaraNanuM dhyAna kare. svarapeTI khalAsa thaI gaI to bIjA mahAtmAone lakhI lakhIne preraNA Ape. zivagaMjanA cAturmAsamAM mAsakSamaNa karyuM saMvatsarIne divase bIjA eka mahAtmAne upavAsa bhAre paDayo. potAne 8 mo upavAsa, kensaranI bhayaMkara vedanA, zarIramAM ToTIo nAMkhelI che ne evA vakhate paNa pelA sAdhunI sevA karavA gayA. jaIne (16) 166 For Personal & Private Use Only

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mAthu dabAvavA lAgyA. A baLa kyAMthI AvyuM? gurUkRpAthI. premasUri ma.nA hRdayamAM vasI gayA hatA. bhAva sAnnidhya keLavo. deva-gurunI aciMtya zakti che. vaLI "paramakallANA." kalyANa eTale sukha. emanA darzanamAtrathI paNa AtmAnuM hita thAya. prANIonA sarvazreSTha kalyANamAM kAraNabhUta che bhagavAnanuM sAnidhya! bhAvanikaTatA maLe to ApaNuM kalyANa oTomeTIka thaI jAya, lokhaMDa megneTIka kSetra sudhI pahoMce pachI tene mahenata karavI na paDe. megneTa ja tene potAnI tarapha ApoApa kheMcI le. . ApaNe bhagavAnanA, gurUdevonA sAnidhya sudhI pahoMcavAnuM. mahApuruSonA sAnnidhyamAtrathI kamoM upazama thaI jAya. devagurunA sAnnidhyamAM aDhaLaka puNya maLe ane pApa khape paNa ApaNe sAnidhyamAM AvyA nathI eTale bahAra gothA khAdhA karIe chIe. arihaMta aciMtya zaktivALA che paNa emAM zraddhA joIe. komyuTaramAM kevI zaktiA kalAkonI gaNatarIo sekaMDamAM thAya. sAmAnya mANasane kaMI khabara ja na paDe ne jANakAra hoya te keTalAya kAmo phaTAphaTa kare. zraddhA joIe arihaMtamAM ! jeTalI zraddhA hoya teTaluM phaLa maLe. jIvonuM kalyANa paMca parameSThithI ja thAya. emanI zaktithIkRpAthI ja badhuM cAle. zekelo pApaDa toDavAnI paNa ApaNI 160, For Personal & Private Use Only

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tAkAta nathI paNa deva-gurUnA prabhAvathI azakya kAryo thAya A bhagavAnathI to kevaLajJAna maLe. rAvaNa jevA maMdodarI sAthe aSTApada para jinapratimA AgaLa nAca karatAM karatAM tirthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhI dIdhuM. jinapratimAmAM keTalI tAkAta ! ekameka thaIne bhakti karI ne loTarI lAgI gaI. arihaMta e aciMtya ciMtAmaNI che. prabhu kevA ? bhagavAnanuM vizeSaNa batAve che, viMtazattinuttA guttA: aciMtya zaktithI yukta. aciMtya eTale ApaNe kalpanA na karI zakIe eTaluM. ApaNe vadhumAM vadhu keTalA sukhanI kalpanA karI zakIe? karoDapatinA, abajopatinA, IndronA, anuttaronA ! are ! bhagavAna to kahe Ava, tane kevaLajJAna ApuM. koI nAno chokaro vadhumAM vadhu mAMgIne zuM mAMge? cokaleTo mAMge, khAvAnI vastuo mAMge, managamatI be-cAra cIjo mAMge paNa ene khabara ja na hoya ke duniyAmAM keTaluMya paDayuM che ema A arihaMta ApaNI kalpanAmAM na Ave evA samatArasanA sukho ApavA samartha che. mAtra arihaMta ja nahi pAMce parameSThI aciMtya zaktinA svAmI che, aciMtya sukha ApavA samartha che. Icchita karatAM vadhu ApanAra che. vaLI, parama vanALA : kalyANa eTale maMgaLa-sukha pote svayaM maMgaLasvarUpa che. keTalIka vyakti pote sukhI hoya paNa tenAthI bIjAne zuM lAbha ? paNa A arihaMta bIjA jIvonA sukhomAM kAraNabhUta che, nimittabhUta che. kAraNa ke AkhuM vizva bhAva para AdhArita che. jagatamAM zreSTha bhAvo arihaMtanI kRpA 168 For Personal & Private Use Only

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vagara prApta na thAya. zubha bhAvo ja puNyabaMdha dvArA sukha Ape. bhagavAna jyAM vicAre tyAM sukha. bhagavAna badhA jIvonA kalyANamAM, sukhamAM, zAMtimAM, vipnanA nAzamAM kAraNabhUta che. bhagavAna sAkSAt vicaratA hoya teno to prabhAva hoya ja paNa bhagavAnanA nAmamAM paNa keTalI tAkAta ! eka "aha" zabdamAM keTalI jabarajasta zakti ! aha siddhacakranuM Adi bIja che. sakala AgamonuM rahasya che. duniyAnA sarva vighnonA nAza karavAnI zaktivALuM che. vipnano artha karyo che salkiyAne aTakAvanAra. e vidgono samUla nAza karI nAkhe. pharI vinA Ave ja nahi. pU. kalApUrNasUri ma. vAcanAmAM kahyuM ke ApaNI badhI kamI arihaMta pUrI karI Ape. paNa AvA bhagavAna maLe kema? A bhavamAM je guru maLyA tenI khUba sevA kare, samarpita bhAve rahe tene bhavAMtare tIrthakara maLe. jeno durupayoga karo te pharIthI bhavAMtaramAM na maLe ane jeno sadupayoga karo te vadhune vadhu sAru maLe. ranakaNikA ApaNe evuM to kyuM puNya karIne AvyA chIe ke ahIM ApaNI IcchA mujaba ja badhuM baLyA kare? (169 For Personal & Private Use Only

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yAtrA: saMsArathI mokSa, vAyA guru gurunI samarpitabhAve sevA karavAnI. ApaNI badhI IcchA choDI devAnI. A sAcI dIkSA che. gurunI IcchAmAM bhaLI javAnuM. ApaNI dIkSA levAnI IcchA na hoya paNa gurU mahArAjanI IcchA dIkSA ApavAnI hoya to zuM karavAnuM? dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI ne dIkSA lIdhI e vAta judI paNa ApaNI IcchA na hoya ne gurunI IcchA hoya tyAre gurunI IcchA pradhAna karavAnI. A ja kharo dharma che, kaThina dharma che. ghaNA dIkarAnA rAgathI dIkSA le che. gurunA rAgathI, premathI dIkSA levAya? hA. jo yogya evA gurune ApaNAmAM yogyatA dekhAtI hoya to ApaNI IcchA na hovA chatAM gurunA rAgathI paNa levAya. gautamasvAmInuM nAma kema loko le che ? gautama nAma mAtramAM eTalo prabhAva che. aMguThe amRta vase' kema? koI vicAra ja nahi karavAno. bhagavAna kahe, "gautama ! pelA devazamanei pratibodha karavA javAnuM che." basa bhagavAne kahyuM emAM vicAra suddhAM nahi karavAno. bhagavAna kahe ema karavAnuM. Agrahane choDI devAno. IcchAnirodha e ja tapa che. gusamarpaNa e ja sAdhanAno pAyo che. gurune samarpita rahe ene dIkSA maLe, kevalajJAna maLe, bhagavAna maLe. pU. kalApUrNasUri ma. kahe paNa tarasa Aje lAgI che ne pANI kAle maLe. kema cAle ? amane to bhagavAnane meLavavAnI Aje ja, atyAre ja tarasa lAgI che ne AvatA (100) For Persons frivate Use Only

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bhavamAM maLe te kema cAle?" te beThA hoya tyAre ja bhagavAnanuM dhyAna cAlu hoya. svAdhyAya karatAM eka ja vicAra ke mArA bhagavAnanuM vacana che. zAstranA pratyeka vacanamAM bhagavAnanuM darzana karavAnuM. gurunI je bhakti kare, samarpita rahe tene A badhuM maLe. bhagavAna pAse direct nahi javAya. vAyA guru javuM paDaze. prema, te AnuM nAma : zAstramAM pati-patnInA premano dAkhalo Avyo. baMnene eTale sudhI moha ke eka-bIjA vagara jIvI ja na zake. rAjAe parIkSA karI. sevakone mokalyA, mAtra samAcAra Ape che ke ApanA pati marI gayA che. paraloka ravAnA thaI gayA ne A sAMbhaLatA ja patnI DhaLI paDI. huM emanA vagara nahi jIvI zakuM rAma-lakSmaNano prema kevo ! devatAe parIkSA karI. devazaktithI AkhuM vAtAvaraNa zokamagna banAvyuM. rANIo chAtI phUTatI batAvI. samAcAra lakSmaNane ApyA ke mahelamAM rAma mRtyu pAmyA che. vAta sAva khoTI chatAM sAMbhaLatAM ja lakSmaNanI chAtI phATI gaI. Avo prema bhagavAna para joIe. tamArA vagara jIvI ja nA zakuM? eka eka kSaNa akArI bane, paNa A kevI rIte sAdhya bane? gurunI khUba bhakti, vaiyAvacca ane samarpitatAthI gurunI bhaktithI paramAtmAno coga thAya che. AMkho mIMce ne bhagavAna AMkha sAme AvI jAya. mana tyAM lIna banI jAya. 11) 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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samavasaraNanuM dhyAna karI zakAya. huM to muMbaI goDIjI derAsaramAM ghaNIvAra 1 kalAka karato. emAM bhagavAna dezanAmAM narakanuM varNana kare. nAnapaNamAM mAMdA paDaDyA hoya, oparezana karyuM hoya ne tevI mUvI utArI hoya ane moTA thayA pachI te joIe tyAre kevuM thAya ! bhagavAna kahe jo tArA gata bhavone jo ! pelo paramAdhAmI tArA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA kare che. jo pelo paramAdhAmI bhAlo ghoMcavA Avyo ne tuM raDato raDato doDayo. eTale tane pakaDIne ukaLatI vaitaraNa nadImAM nAMkhyo. narakamAM ApaNA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karIne cAre bAju nAMkhe paNa marI na javAya. Atmapradezo joDAyelA hoya eTale e TukaDAo pAchA bhegA thaI jAya paNa duHkha aparaMpAra hoya. A tIrthakaro kAMI emanema addhi choDe che? dukhathI bharelo dekhuM saMsAra aTAro reH zAMtinAtha bhagavAna cakravartI hatA. 16 kroDa gAmanA adhipati hatA.paNa joyuM ke bhUtakALamAM A ja duHkho veThayA che. baLada thaIne gADAo ja kheMcyA che. soTIonA mAra khAdhA che, aDadhuM paDadhuM khAvA maLe, tarasa lAgI hoya toya kone kahe? pANI paNa pUrU pIvA maLe ke kema? ane chelle gharaDA thaIe eTale katalakhAne pahoMcI javAnuM. khATakIo jIvatA cAmaDI utAre kAraNake mulAyama cAmaDI maLe. gaLe charo pheravI de. Aje naraka nathI dekhAtI paNa tiryaMca to dekhAya che ne? A to naraka, paNa anaMtA to nigodamAM che. naraka karatAM 102 For Persol rivate Use Only

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anaMtagaNuM duHkha! kAcA pANI tarIke hoIe tyAre koI ukALe ne ukaLI javAnuM, kuTa - kerI zAkabhAjI tarIke hoIe ne kapAI javAnuM prAyaH je gharamAM dIkSA thAya te ghara dharmI banI jAya. pApa karatAM yAda Ave ke mArA dIkarAe to dIkSA lIdhI che. pachI mArAthI AvA pApa kema karAya ? eka nahi badhA sAdhumAM potAnA dIkarAnAM darzana thAya. badhA sAdhu bhagavaMtanI vaiyAvacca ullAsathI kare. A saMsArathI chUTavA gurunI sevA-bhaktithI bhagavAnane meLavavAnA. gurunI bhakti evA bhAvathI kare ke samApariyogathI bhagavAna maLe. AMkha baMdha kare ne bhagavAna najara sAme AvI jAya e samApatti yoga. A duniyAnA ghaNA doSo ane pApo emanA sAnidhya mAtrathI nAza pAmI jAya. ghaNA ochA thaI jAya. A bhagavAna jagatanA sarva jIvonA kalyANamAM kAraNabhUta che. huM mUrakha chuM ke dIkSA leto nathI. bhagavAna AvA aciMtya zaktivALA, parama kalyANa savarUpa paNa huM kevo ? huM mUrkha chuM. AMgaNe ugelA kalpavRkSane ukheDI de, ciMtAmaNI ratnane pheMkI de e DAhyo ke mUrakha? ahiM manuSyabhava emAMya jinazAsana ciMtAmaNIratna jevuM maLyuM te kayAM pheMkavAnuM? skUlamAM, kolejamAM, dhaMdhAmAM, mecamAM, saMsAramAM pheMkI dIdhuM. bhagavAnanI sevA na karI, AjJAnuM pAlana na karyuM arihaMta maLyAne cAritrya na lIdhuM. khaMbhAta bhANAbhAI roja 103 For Personal & Private Use Only

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eka navakAravALI gaNe che, "huM mUrakha chuM ke dIkSA leto nathI." koIne sAmagrI na maLe ane tenA abhAve na karI zake e barAbara paNa badhI sAmagrI chatAM upayoga na karyo mATe mUrakha chuM. paramAtmA-prArthanA bhagavAna kalyANakArI, kevalajJAnI, maMgaLasvarUpa ne huM pApI kema ? anAdikALathI saMsArathI vAsita chuM. saMsAra oLakhAyo chatAM saMsAra tarapha kheMcAI jAuM chuM, pAMce IndriyonA viSayomAM kheMcAI jAuM chuM. hita ahitane jANato nathI. mArA kalyANa akalyANanI mane khabara nathI. kalyANamAM jato nathI ane akalyANa tarapha doDuM chuM. ApaNane khabara nathI ke A pApothI asaMkhya bhavo dugatimAM bhaTakavAnuM che. hitAhitane jANanAro thAuM ahita - pApane choDI dauM eTaluM ja nahi hitanI pravRtti karuM, dharmamAM joDAuM. mArAmAM palaTo lAvuM ArAdhaka banuM ApaNuM hita zemAM? sarvaprANIo sAthenA ucita vartanamAM. cha kAcane mAravA e anucita vartana. enAM tyAga e ja svahita. sAdhupaNAmAM ja A zakya bane. badhAne sukha Apazo to sukha maLaze ane jemaNe A karyuM che emanA sarva sukRtone IcchuM chuM sukRtone IcchuM chuM, sukRtone IcchuM chuM cAra zaraNanA AlAvA batAvyA. duSkRta gaha ane sukRta anumodanAnA AlAvA batAvyA. bhAvanAo batAvI. badhAnA guNonI anumodanA karIe eTale guNa ApaNAmAM Ave. sukRtanI anumodanAthI sukRtanA aMtarAyo tUTe. duSkatanI 104 For Personal Private Use Only

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gahathI duSkata ghaTe, zULInuM pApa soMyathI pate. sukRtanI anumodanAthI nAnA sukRtonuM phaLa paNa moTuM thaIne maLe. gaI eTale bhAgAkAra ane anumodanA eTale guNAkAra, pachI te sukRtanA hoya ke duSkRtanA. arihaMtane anukULa thAo. AkhA vizvanuM saMcAlana arihaMtane AdhAre che. arihaMtA tatva e ja kudarata che. jeTalA anukuLa thaIe teTalo lAbha. pratikULatAmAM nukazAna. ApaNe kevA? mUrkha, papI. kema? anAdithI mohavAsita chIe. je mohavAsita hoya tene hitAhitanI khabara na paDe eTale bhagavAnane prArthanA karI ke mane hita-ahitanuM jJAna thAo paNa jANavA mAtrathI zuM? guTakhA khAvAthI kensara thAya e khabara che paNa je guTakhA choDe nahi to kensara thAya mATe ahitathI nivRtta thAuM ne hitamAM pravRtta thAuM. pApo e ahita che, hiMsA, jUTha, corI, maithunathI nivRtta thaI sAmAyika, pUja, pratikramaNa vagere anuSThAno AcaruM, ArAdhaka banuM. ApaNuM hita zemAM? A jagatanA badhA jIvo pratyenA ucita vyavahAramAM. badhA pratye sarakho na kIdho, ucita kahyo. mA-bApa pratye judo, bhAI pratye, bena pratye judo. jene mATe je ucita hoya te karavAno. Dhora, bheMsane duHkha na ApIe, khAvA ghAsa ApIe e ucita vyavahAra paNa ene page nA lagAya. sarva jIvo jaDe ucita vyavahAra e ja sAco 195 For Personal & Private Use Only

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AtmakalyANano mArga che. sUtranuM phaLa H A sUtrane samyapha jANe, sAMbhaLe manamAM vicAre to azubha. karma badhA zithila thAya. DhIlA paDI jAya. azubha karmanA tIvra rasa, anubaMdho, saMskAro DhIlA paDe, hAni pAme, aMte kSaya pAme. vaLI, azubha karmo alpa phaLavALA thAya. kensara thavAno hoya ne 2 dA'DAno tAva Ave ne patI jAya. kaTakabaddha viSanI jema phaLa maLe. sApa karaDe tyAM pATo bAMdhe jethI jhera uMce na caDe ema A sUtrathI azubha karma ochA thAya, sukhapUrvaka dUra karI zakAya tevA bane ane vaLI pharIthI tevA na baMdhAya. vaLI zubhakarmanA anubaMdho, saMskAro puSTa thAya. puSyanA anubaMdho thAya. e parakASTAe pahoMce utkRSTabhAvathI utpanna thayeluM te niyamA phaLa Ape. sArI rIte yojAyelA auSadhanI mAphaka zubha phaLane Ape. zubha pravRtti karAve, jJAna-cAstri, bhakti vaiyAvaccamAM AgaLa vadhAre ane mokSanuM sAdhaka bane. A sUtra azubha bhAvanA nirodha ane zubha bhAvanuM bIja che. paNa praNidhAnapUrvaka, ekasAna thaIne karavAnuM. pU. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. kAMI lakhavAmAM beThA hatA. saMghavALA maLavA AvyA hatA. be kalAka besI rahyA paNa sAhebane kAMI khabara ja nahi. evI ekatAnatA joIe. roja eno pATha karavAno jAte na AvaDe to bIjA pAse 106 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sAMbhaLe ane manamAM paNa tenuM ciMtana kare eTale anuprekSA kare. vaLI, pAchuM ahIM maMgaLa kare che. prathama maMgaLathI sUtranuM adhyayana nirvine pUrNa thAya. madhyama maMgaLathI sUtra hRdayamAM sthira thara ane aMtima maMgaLathI vaLI AgaLa paNa tenI paraMparA cAle. namo nimiyA : A duniyA jene name che te paNa jene name che evA parama guru arihaMta paramAtmAne namaskAra thAo. mAtra arihaMta nahi paNa jeomAM namaskAranI pAtratA che te badhAne mArA namaskAra thAo. sarvajJa bhagavAnanuM zAsana jaya pAmo, jaya pAmo, jaya pAmo. AkhI duniyA, sarva jIvo jinazAsana pAmIne sukhI thAo, sukhI thAo, sukhI thAo. 1oo, For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH cirantanAcAryaviracitaM paJcasUtrakam mULa tathA saMkSipta bhAvAnuvAda namo namaH zrI gurupremasUraye maMgala Namo vItarAgANaM savvaNNUNaM deviMdapUiyANaM jahaTThiyavatthuvAINaM telokguruNaM aruhaMtANaM bhagavaMtANaM vItarAga sarvajJa, devendrothI pUjAyelA, yathAsthitavastuvAdI, traNalokanA guru arihaMta (aruhaMto) bhagavaMtone namaskAra thAva.... arihaMtonA upadeza je evamAIkkhaMti - iha khalu aNAIjIve, aNAdijIvassabhave, aNAdikammasaMjogaNivvattie, dukkharuve, dukkha dukkhANuMbadhe / je (arihaMta bhagavaMto) A pramANe kahe che ke A vizvamAM jIva anAdi che, jIvano saMsAra anAdi che, anAdi karmasaMyogathI thayela che, duHkharUpa che, duHkhanA phaLavALo che, duHkhanI paraMparAvALo che. eyassa NaM vocchittI suddhadhammAo, suddhadhammasaMpattI pAvakammavigamAo, pAvakammavigamo tahAbhavvattAdibhAvAo / A (saMsAra)no nAza zuddha dharmathI thAya che. zuddha dharmanI 1) vastunA yathArtha svarUpane kahenArA 2) karmabIjanA abhAvathI jemane saMsAra rUpa aMkuro ugavAno nathI tevA arihaMto ne ahaMto paNa kahevAya che. 108 For Personal & Private Use Only

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prApti pApakarmanA vigamathI thAya che, pApa karmano vigama tathA - bhavyatvAdi bhAvathI thAya che. 4 tathA bhavyatva paripAkanA traNa sAdhano tassa puNa vivAgasAhaNANi causaraNamaNaM, dukkaDagarihA, sukaDAsevaNaM / ao kAyavvamiNaM houkAmeNaM sayA suppaNihANaM, bhujjo bhujjo saMkilese, tikAlamasaMkilese // tene (tathA bhavyatvane) paripAka karanArA sAdhano 5 (1) catuH zaraNa gamana 3) duSkRta ga"i 3) sukRtonuM sevana (anumodanA) che. tetI mokSAbhilASI (bhavyAtmA) e praNidhAnapUrvaka saMkalezamAM vAraMvAra ane asaMkalezamAM traNa vAra karavA joIe. 3) vigama : vizeSarUpe na baMdhAya tevI rIte pApakarmanuM dUra thavuM te. 4) saMsArI jIvo be prakAranA che. (1) bhavya (2) abhavya, bhavya jIvo eTale mokSamAM javAnI yogyatAvALo jIvo, abhavya jIvo eTale mokSamAM javAnI yogyatA vinAnA jIvo. mokSamAM javAnI yogyatAne bhavyatva kahevAya che,dareka bhavya jIvomAM bhavyatva judA judA prakAranuM hoya che, tethI jIvanA vyaktigata viziSTa bhavyatvane tathA bhavyatva kahevAya che. AdithI kALa, niyati, karma ane purUSArtha jANavA. 5) catuH zaraNagamana arihaMta-siddha, sAdhu tathA dharmanA zaraNano svIkAra mahAnayaM pratyASAyaparikSaLopAya : A cutaHzaraNagamana ApattiothI rakSaNa mATeno mahAna upAya che. 6) duSkRta gA~ - A loka paralokanA duSkRtonI A akartavya che. evI buddhipUrvaka para sAkSika (guru sAkSika) niMdA e duSkRtagahA "mannati tenaM rmAnubApanayane" (azubha) karmanA anubaMdhano nAza karavA mATe A duSkRtagahAM apUrva zaktimAna che. 7) sukRtAnumodanA-svaparakRta sukRtonI anumodanA "mahadvaitazatA nivardhanam' cittanA zubha pariNAmanuM A (sukRtAnumodanA) mahAna kAraNa che. 8) praNidhAna - vizuddha bhAvapUrvakanI mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekAgratA. sUtranA arthamAM otaprotatA supravidhAnasya siddhau pradhAnASAvAt' phaLa siddhimAM supraNidhAna pradhAna kAraNa che. 179 For Personal & Private Use Only

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arihaMtonuM zaraNa jAvajjIvaM me bhagavaMto paramatilo gaNAhA, aNuttarapuNNasaMbhArA, khINarAgadosamohA acitaciMtAmaNI bhavajalahipoyA, egaMtasaraNNA arahaMtA saraNaM / traNa lokanA sarva zreSTha nAtha, anuttara puNyanA nidhAna jemanA rAga, dveSa, moha kSINa thaI gayA che tevA, aciMtya ciMtAmaNi, bhavasamudramAM jahAja samAna, ekAMte zaraNa karavA yogya arihaMtonuM mane zaraNa ho siddhonuM zaraNa tahA pahINajarAmaraNA, aveyakammakalaMkA, paNaTThavAbAhA, kevalanANadaMsaNA, siddhipuravAsI, NiruvamasuhasaMgayA, savvahA kayakiccA siddhAsaraNaM / jeonA jarA maraNa saMpUrNa nAza pAmyA che, karmanA kalaMkane jeone vedavAnA nathI, jemanI sarva pIDAo nAza pAmI che, kevaLajJAna kevala darzanane dhAraNa karanArA, siddhipura nivAsI anupama sukhathI yukta, sarvathA kRtakRtya evA siddhabhagavaMtonuM mane zaraNa ho... sAvajjajogavirayA, sAdhunuM zaraNa tahA pasaMtagaMbhIrAsayA, paMcavihAyArajANagA, parovayAranirayA, paumAINidaMsaNA, jhANajjhayaNasaMgayA, visujjhamANabhAvA sAhU saraNaM / tathA prazAMta gaMbhIra AzayavALA, (cittanA pariNAmavALA) 180 For Personal & Private Use Only

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9 sAvadha rogathI aTakelA, pAMca prakAranA AcArane jANanArA, paropakAramAM rakta, paDyAdinI upamAvALAE, dhyAna adhyayanathI yukta, vizuddha thatA bhAvavALA sAdhunuM mane zaraNa ho. dharmanuM zaraNa tahA surAsuramaNuyapUIo, mohatimiraMsumAlI, rAgaddosavisaparamamaMto, heU sayalakallANANaM, kammavaNavihAvasU, sAhago siddhabhAvassa kevalipaNNatto dhammo jAvajjIvaM me bhagavaM saraNaM / sura asura manuSyothI pUjita, moharUpI aMdhakArane (nAza. karavA) mATe sUryasamAna, rAgadveSarUpI jherano nAza karavA mATe zreSTha maMtra samAna, saghaLA kalyANonuM kAraNa, karmavanane bALavA agnisamAna, siddhapaNA (mukti)nA sAdhaka kevalajJAnIoe prarUpelAM dharmanuM cAvajIva mane zaraNa ho. duSkRtagahAM saraNamuvagao ya eesiM, garihAmi dukkaDaM jaNNaM arihaMtesu vA, siddhesu vA, Ayariesu vA, uvajjhAesu vA, sAhUsu vA, sAhuNIsuvA, anesuvA, dhammaTThANesu mANaNijjesu, pUyaNijjesu tahA mAIsu vA, piIsu vA, baMdhUsu vA, mittesu vA, uvayArIsu vA, oheNa vA jIvesu, maggaTThiesu, amaggaTThiesu, maggasAhaNesu, amaggasAhaNesu, jaM kiMci vitahamAyariyaM, aNAyariyavvaM 9) padma eTale kamaLa, kamala jema kAdavamAM utpanna thAya che, jalathI vadhe che chatAM baMnethI aspaSTa rahe che ema muni bhagavaMto paNa karmacI janmelA bhogathI uccharelA chatAM kAma bhogathI alipta rahe che. AdithI zaradaDhatunuM nirmaLa pANI vagere jANavA. (11) For Personal & Private Use Only

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aNicchiyavvaM pAvaM pAvANubaMdhi, suhumaM vA, bAyaraM vA, maNeNa vA, vAyAe vA, kAeNa vA, kayaM vA, kAriyaM vA, aNumoIyaM vA, rAgeNa vA, doseNa vA, moheNa vA, ettha vA jamme, jammaMtareMsuvA, garahiyameyaM, dukkaDameyaM ujjhiyavvameyaM, viyANiaMmae kallANamittagurubhayavaMta vayaNAo, evameyaM ti roIyaM saddhAe, arihaMtasiddhasamakkhaM garahAmi ahamiNaM dukkaDameyaM ujjhiavvameyaM ettha micchAmi dukkaDaM, micchAmi dukkaMDaM, micchAmi dukkaDaM // (cArenA) zaraNane pAmelo huM duSkatanI gaha karU chuM. je kAMI meM arihaMtone viSe, siddhabhagavaMtone viSe, AcAryone viSe, upAdhyAyone viSe, sAdhu bhagavaMtone viSe, sAdhvIone viSe, anya dharma sthAnakone viSe, mAnanIyone viSe, pUjanIyone viSe tathA mAtAone viSe, pitAone viSe baMdhuone viSe, mitrone viSe, upakArIone viSe, sAmAnyathI jIvone viSe, mokSamArgamAM rahelAM jIvone viSe, tathA mokSamArgamAM nahIM rahelA jIvone viSe, mokSamArganAM sAdhano (jinamUrti, jinamaMdira, pustako, cAritranA upakaraNa vagere) ne viSe, mokSa mArganA sAdhano na hoya tevI vastu viSe, je kaMI viparita AcaryuM hoya, na AcaravA yogya, na IcchavA yogya, pApa svarUpa, pApAnubaMdhi, sUkSma ke skUla, manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI, karyuM karAvyuM ke anumodhuM hoya rAgathI dveSathI ke mohathI, A janmane viSe ke janmAktarane viSe, (karyuM hoya) te gaha (durgachA) karavA yogya che. duSkRta che. choDavA yogya che, evuM kalyANamitrA guru bhagavaMtanA vacanathI meM jANyuM che. zraddhApUrvaka te mane rucyuM ( 182) For Person Pivate Use Only

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che. arihaMta siddha samakSa huM enI garhA karuM chuM. e duSkRta che, viSe mArA micchAmi dukkaDam, e choDavA yogya che. A duSkRta micchAne TukaDam, nicchAne Dum 10 pratA 11 hou me esA smmNgrhaa| hou me sakaraNaniyamo bahumayaM mameyaM ti IcchAmi aNusaTThi arahaMtANaM bhagavaMtANaM, guruNaM kallANamittANaM ti / mArI duSkRta garhA samyaga eTale ke bhAvaga ithAva tathA (duSkRtanA) akaraNano niyama thAva, A baMne (duSkRta garbhA tathA akaraNa niyama) mane bahumata saMmata che ane tethI "micchAmi dukkaDam no artha" 10) 'mi' tti misamavarte 'jI' ti ya osALa chAyaLe horpha / 'mi' tti ya merApa duio, 'Tu' tti lu MchA appALuM / / 'ka' tti kaDaM me pAvaM 'r3a' tti ya Devemi taM uvasameNaM / eso micchAmidukkaDapayakkharattho samAseNaM // mi-mRdu mArdava bhAva, cchA-doSonuM chAdana karavuM (dabAvavA) mi-maryAdAmAM rahelo. du-(duSkRta AcaranAra) AtmAnI durgaMchA karuM chuM ka- (mArAthI) karAyelA pApane Da - upazamathI dabAvI dauM chuM - nAza karuM chuM. arthAt mRdu (mArdava) bhAva pUrvaka doSonuM niyaMtraNa karato maryAdAmAM rahelo (duSkRta AcaranAra) AtmAnI durgaMchA karuM chuM. mArAthI karAyelA pApane upazama bhAvathI laMdhI jAuM chuM (zamAvuM chuM. dUra karuM chuM.) A micchAmi dukkaDam padamano saMkSepamAM akSarArthe che. 11)' bhAva garbhA-upayoga vinAnI thatA azubha AzayavALI gAM dravya gAM thAya, zuddha AzayavALI upayoga pUrvakanI gaI bhAvagAM thAya... 183 For Personal & Private Use Only

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arihaMtabhagavaMtonI tathA kalyANa mitra evA gurubhagavaMtonI hitazikSAne IcchuM chuM. hou me eehiM saMjogo, hou me esA supatthaNA, hou me ettha bahumANo, hou me io mokkhabIyaM / mane AmanI (arihaMta tathA gurubhagavaMtonI) sAthe saMyoga thAva, mArI A suprArthanA thAva. mane A prArthanA viSe paNa bahumAna thAva ane A prArthanAthI mokSanA bIjanI prApti thAva.. ___ pattesu eesu ahaM sevArihe siyA, ANArihe siyA, paDivattijutte siyA, niraIyArapArage siyaa| (arihaMta bhagavaMtonI tathA gurubhagavaMtonI) prApti thatA huM teonI sevAne yogya thAuM, temanI AjJA pAlana mATe lAyaka thAuM. teonI AjJAne savIkAranAro thAuM ane niraticAra paNe AjJAnI pAra utaruM. sukRta anumodanA saMviggo jahAsattIe sevemi sukaDaM / aNumoemi savvesi arahatANaM aNuTThANaM, savvesiM siddhANaM siddhabhAvaM, savvesiM AyariyANaM AyAraM, savvesiM uvajjhAyANaM suttappayANaM, savvesi sAhUNaM sAhukiriyaM, savvesi sAvagANaM mokkhsaahnnjoge| evaM savvesiM devANaM, savvesi jIvANaM hou kAmANaM kallANAsayANaM maggasAhaNa joge| saMvegane (mokSanI abhilASAne) pAmelo huM zakti mujaba sukRtane evuM chuM (anumodu chuM) sarve arihaMtonA anuSThAnane (saMcama-tapa-zAsana sthApanA-dharmadizanA vagere) sarve siddha bhagavaMtonA siddhapaNAne, sarve AcAryonA AcArane, sarve 184 For peaco For Perso ivate Use Only

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upAdhyAyonA sUtradAnane, sarve sAdhuonI sAdhukriyAne, sarve zrAvakonA mokSasAdhaka yogone, tathA sarva devonA tathA mokSAbhilASI ane zubha cittavRttivALA sarve jIvonA mArgasAdhaka yogone (zubha pravRttine) anumoduM chuM. prArthanA. ____hou me esA aNumoyaNA sammaM vihipuvvigA. sammaM suddhAsayA samma paDivattiruvA, sammaM niraIyArA prmgunnjuttarhNtaadisaamttho| sarva zreSTha guNayukta arihaMtAdinA " sAmarthyathI mArI A anumodanA sabhyam vividhapUrvakanI thAva, samyaga zuddha AzacavALI thAva, samyaga pratipatti eTale ke svIkArapUrvakanI thAva ne sakhya niraticAra (aticAra vinAnI) thAva. / aciMtasattijuttA hi te bhagavaMto vIyarAgA, savvaNNU, paramakallANA, paramakallANaheu sttaannN| kharekhara te arihaMtAdi bhagavaMto aciMtya zaktithI 12) mithyAdraSTi AtmAnA paNa bhaviSyamAM darzana jJAna cAritranI prAptimAM kAraNabhUta mAganusArInA guNo tathA tene anusaratI zubha pravRtti vagere anumodanIya che. - anyamAM paNa dayAdika guNo, je jinavacana anusAra re, sarva te citta anumodIe, samakita bIja niradhAra re, -pU. upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI ma.sA. 23) AtizabdAta siddhAra: Adi zabdathI siddhAdi (parameSThi) grahaNa karavA, eTale arihaMtAdi pAMca parameSThi jANavA. . 24) pratha: bIvIvinAyatItAvitvamastItvevamatrAmidhAnam AcArya-upAdhyAya sAdhubhagavaMtomAM paNa jeone kevalajJAna hoya che te vItarAga sarvajJa hoya che. bAkInAmAM vItarAgapaNuM - sarvajJapaNuM AMzika hoya te apekSA atre lIdhI hoya tema lAge che. (185) For Personal & Private Use Only

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yukta vItarAga sarvajJa che, zreSTha kalyANa svarUpa che, ane jIvone sarva zreSTha kalyANamAM kAraNa rUpa che. mUDhe amhi pAve aNAImohavAsie, aNabhiNNe bhAvao hiyAhiyAMNaM abhiNNe siyA, ahianivitte siyA, hiyapavitte siyA, ArAhage siyA, uciyapaDivattIe savva sattANaM sahiyaMti / icchAmi sukkaDaM, icchAmi sukkaDaM, icchAmi sukkaDaM / huM to mUDha chuM, pApI chuM, anAdi mohathI vAsita chuM, bhAvathI hitAhitane jANato nathI. have huM (hitAhitane) jANanAro thAuM, ahitathI nivRtta thAuM, hitamAM pravRtta thAuM. ArAdhaka thAuM, sarva prANIo joDe ucita vyavahAra karavA dvArA svahitano sAdhaka thAUM, sukRtane IcchuM chuM, sukRtane IcchuM chuM. sukRtane IcchuM chuM. evameyaM sammaM paDhamANassa suNamANassa aNuppehamANassa siDhIlIbhavaMti parihAyaMti khijjaMti asuhakammANubaMdhA, niraNubaMdhe vA'suhakamme bhaggasAmatthe suhapariNAmeNaM kaDagabaddhe viya vise appaphale siyA, suhAvakhinne siyA, apuLamAve siyA / A pramANe A sUtrane samyag bhaNanArane sAMbhaLanArane anuprekSA (ciMtana) karanArane azubha karmanA anubaMdho... zithila 15) azumakarmAnubaMdhA bhAvarUpA karmavizeSarUpA vA azubha bhAvo (pApasaMskAro) DhIlA paDI jaze athavA azubha karmonA rasa ghaTI jaze, karmonA pradezo paNa ochA thai jaze tathA keTalAka karmo saMpUrNa nAza pAmaze. 186 For Personal & Pvate Use Only

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16 thaI jAya che. hAni pAme che, kSaya thAya che. sUtranA prabhAvathI utpanna thayela zubha pariNAmathI jenuM sAmarthya bhAMgI gayuM che. tevA nirabaMdha thayelA zeSa azubha karmo kaTakabaddha viSanI jema alpa phalavALA thAya che, sukhapUrvaka dUra karI zakAya tevA thAya che. tathA pharIthI baMdhAya nahIM tevA thAya che. tahA AsagalijjaMti pariposijjaMti nimmavijjaMti suhukammANubaMdhA sANubaMdhaM ca suhakammaM pagiTThe pagiTThabhAvajjiyaM niyamaphalayaM, supautte viya mahAgae suphalesiyA, suhapavattage siyA paramasuhasAhage siyA / tathA A sUtranA paThana AdithI zubha karmanA anubaMdho ekaThAM thAya che, puSTa thAya che tathA parAkASTAe pahoMce che. ane prakRSTa bhAvathI upArjita thayeluM anubaMdhavALuM zubha karma niyamA phalane ApanAra thAya che sArI rIte yojelA auSadhanI jema zubha phaLa ne ApanAra thAya che. zubha pravRtti karAvanAra thAya che, ane mokSanuM sAdhaka thAya che. ao appaDibaMdhameyaM asuhabhAvaniroheNaM suhabhAvabIyaMti suppaNihANaM sammaM paDhiyavvaM sammaM soyavvaM sammaM aNupehiyavvaMti / 16) sarpa vagerenA DaMkha upara maMtrazaktithI kapaDA ke dorI vaDe sakhata baMdha karavAmAM AvatA jhera nirbala thaI jAya che A baMdhane kaTaka baMdha kahevAya che. A sUtranA pAThathI e rIte azubha karmo paNa alpa phaLadAyI thaI jAya che. 187 For Personal & Private Use Only

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AthI pratibaMdha, (pITalika gRddhi ke Asakti). vinA bhaNavAthI azubha bhAvane rodhIne zubha bhAvanA bIja rUpa, hovAthI atyaMta praNidhAna pUrvaka prazAMta cittathI A sUtra bhaNavuM joIe, samyapha sAMbhaLavuM joIe. ane anuprekSA karavI joIe.. . namo namiyanamiyANaM paramaguruvIyarAgANaM / namo sesa namokkArArihANaM / jayau savvaNNusAsaNaM / paramasaMbohIe suhiNo bhavaMtu jIvA, suhiNo bhavaMtu jIvA, suhiNo bhavaMtu jiivaa| iti pAvapaDigdhAyaguNabIjAhANasuttaM samattaM // 1 // jeo IMdrAdithI namAyelA che tevA gaNadhara bhagavaMto vagerethI , paNa namaskRta paramagura vItarAga arihaMta bhagavaMtone namaskAra thAva. bIjA paNa namaskArane yogya AtmAone namaskAra thAva, sarvajJa zAsana jaya pAmo. nirmaLa samyakatvathI jIvo sukhI thAva, jIvo sukhI thAva, jIvo sukhI thAva. pApapratighAta guNabIjAdhAna sUtra samApta. 10) gaprativardhanuM prativazvahitam nAnapatyartha : pratibaMdha rahita, nidAna vinA sUtrane nidAna rahita bhaNAvuM-sAMbhaLavuM ciMtavavuM joIe.. nidAna kone kahevAya ? vistawdhadeto IvAnubaMdhina : saMvejazcarya manovRddhApyavasAna nidAnavIA kilaSTa karmabandhAvanAra, bhavanI paraMparAne sarjanAra, saMvega vinAno moTI riddhi thatA bhogomAM vRddhino adhyavasAya e nidAna che. Avo je adhyavasAya na hoya to te nidAna nathI tethI doDame paNa ajInoma saE vihiputrima vagere prArthanA e nidAna nathI. 18) sunidhAnaM zokhane prAdhAnena sagaprazAMtAtmanA supraNidhAna eTale zuMdara praNidhAna pUrvaka arthAt samyapha prazAMta AtmA vaDe. 188 alvate Use Only For Person

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Jain Education emalionai FonPersonal & Private Use Only mudrakaH ema. bAbulAla prinTarI, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda-1. phonaH pa357577,