Book Title: Sadhakno Antarnad Part 2
Author(s): Padmalatashree
Publisher: Pooja Rohit Doshi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004898/1

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For Privale & Personal Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakano aMtanadi bhAga-2 * lekhikA 0 5.pU. vidUSI sAdhvIjIzrI prabhAzrIjI ma.sA. nA ziSyA pa.pU. adhyAtmamagna sAdhvIjIzrI padmalattAzrIjI ma.sA. 0 prakAzaka che Da. azvinabhAI praviNacaMdra zAha ha. rAjulAbahena tathA jasubena zAMtilAla paTela arUNAbena mayurabhAI paTela Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : DaoN. azvinabhAI praviNacaMdra zAha ha. rAjulAbahena tathA jasubena zAMtilAla paTela arUNAbena mayurabhAI paTela pustakanuM nAma sAdhakano aMtarnAda prathama AvRtti H i.saM. 2010 vI.saM. 2536 vi.saM. 2066 nakala : 1000 prApti sthAna : lAlabhAi phUlacaMda ghIcA 14, bhAvika sosAyaTI, phatehapurA polIsa sTezana sAme, bhaThThA, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380 007. phona : (079) 2664 3364 prakAzabhAi eca. zAha epha/2, siddhAMta epArTamenTa, meghadUta epArTamenTanI bAjumAM, rAjakoTa beMkanI sAme, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-380 009. phona : (079) 26447211 TAipa seTIMga tathA mudrakaH zAlibhadra ophaseTa prinTarsa 237-238, pahelemALe, gaMjabajAra, junA mAdhupurA, amadAvAda-380 004. phona : (079) 221 21 021 - Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arpaNa - samarpaNa giranAra girino mahimA mahAna, 1 thayA nemaprabhunA kilyANa; evA tIrthanuM pAvana sparzana, karatAM nemIprabhunuM lAdhyuM darzana; nirmaLa darisane citta prasana, zubha dhyAne upayoga saghana; zuddha svarUpane jhaMkhatu mana, nemI pasAthe lahyo anubhava kaNa; svarUpa ciMtana banyuM lekhana, tehanuM A pustaka pariNamana; he gurumA ApanuM A arpaNa, karuM nemIprabhu caraNe samarpaNa. 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Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2414) 50 55 5912 - 5 2no - sa617) - 1) - +8+14) 2172) .. sahita ) 51tata 911 ma920 nuMD51) pita) n o 4m ta ) -2 . +) mA . 5.0 5.6, saM55592 66 0/0 65 On Parn si sU) 27 bhe|21009 hai oner 2011 sA6. 0 g62 Aory ) 04fna manA na 20 (ort 601) 28 / tabhI in min 221 out YsA hai) eme +85000 56.) yA can'. - 21204 4)/404 0R - 19, 2056 bA55+ 6 CGL 21. 1 / , 060 ank) Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zivamastu sarva jagataH maiM namaH cetana ! jJAna ajuvALIe... paramopakArI mahAmahopAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajImahArAjAe amRtavelanI sajajhAyamAM majAnI vAta karI.... he cetana ! tuM jJAnane pragaTa kara. AtmA pote jJAnamaya che, to pachI jJAnane pragaTa karavAnuM kema kahyuM? zudhdha nizcayanayathI AtmA zudhdha-budha-mukta che paNa tenI upara karmanA AvaraNa hovAnA kAraNe AtmAnu potAnuM mULa svarUpa dabAI gayuM che. tethI ja kahyuM ke, he AtmA ! tuM jJAna ne pragaTa kara. jJAna guNane pragaTa karavA mATe vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA, anuprekSA, dharmakathA A pAMca prakAra che. temAM karma nirjarA mATe, AtmAnusaMdhAna mATe anuprekSA atyaMta upayogI che. ciMtana, manana, nididhyAsana e anuprekSAnA bhAvo che. AvA bhAvothI jayAre AtmA bhAvita bane tyAre enI kevI ucca AtmadazA hoya tenuM pratyakSapramANa A graMtha che. paramakRpALu, pavitranAmadheya, pUjayapAd bAyajImahArAja zrImad vijaya siddhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI ardazya paramakRpA prApta karIne, paramapUjaya adhyAtmayogasaMpanna, amArA paramagurUdeva, paMnyAsapravarazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivarya pAsethI adhyAtmayoganA divyabhAvone sparzIne satata Atma ciMtanamAM rahenAra, vidUSIbhAvathI AgaLa vadhelA, adhyAtmabhAvathI bhAvita, AtmAnA guNothI yukta sAdhvIvaryAzrI padmalatAzrIjI mahArAja, dararoja ciMtana-anuprekSA karatA. pUjayazrInA sAnidhyathI prApta karela ciMtanazakti dvArA pUjayazrInAM ja samAdhi sthaLe aMtima zvAsa lIdho tyAM sudhI ciMtana, manana, anuprekSA karatA ja rahyA. A ciMtano Atma jAgRti mATe zabdastha paNa karatA ja gayA, karatA ja gayA. seMkaDo ciMtanonA seMkaDo pAnAo bharAtA rahyA. prabhunI karUNA, gurUdeva pratyenI avihaDa bhakti, samarpaNa bhAvanA kAraNe ciMtanonI uMDAI gajabanI che. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvA uttama AtmAo kayAreya paNa potAnI jAtane pragaTa karatA nathI. basa emanuM kAma hoya che uMDANa sudhInI sparzanA-abheda sparzanA. tethI ja emanA hAthe lakhAyela ciMtano emanI hAjarImAM pragaTa thavAnuM na banyuM. paNa emanI vidAya pachI saune emanI ciMtana prasAdI maLI rahe te mATe prakAzita karavAnuM sadbhAgya, gurU pAse sAcA ziSyanI adAthI AjIvana aMtevAsI bananAra, sAdhvIjI bhAvapUrNAzrIjI mahArAjanI preraNAthI sAdhvIjI nirvANa zrIjI mahArAjanA prayatnothI udayamAM AvyuM. phaLa svarUpe Aje ApaNA saunA hAthamAM A daLadAra graMtha, vizALa be volyuma zobhI rahyo che. A volyumamAM pAne-pAne AtmA-caitanya-aham-gurUtattva vagere bhAvonI sparzanA thaI rahI che. saraLazailImAM samAdhi mATe lakhAyela tattvaciMtana, tattvajijJAzu AtmAo, AtmAnA uMDANa sudhI pahoMcavA samartha banaze temAM koI vikalpa nathI. sAdhvIjIe gurUbhaktithI taiyAra karAvela A zrutajJAnano khajAno.. AtmajJAna prApta karAvanAra bane, A citano dvArA AtmikabhAvone pAmI, AtmAne caitanya ne paramacaitanya sudhI pahoMcADavA samartha banIe eja zubhabhAvanA..! siddhagirI pra vai. su. 8, 2066 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAro aMtara bhAva vinIta sunaMdAbahena sAdhakano aMtarnAda graMthAkAre Apa saunA varada hastamAM arpaNa thayo, hRdayamAM dhAraNa thaze, cetanAmAM guMjaze ane Akhare bhavyajanone aMtarajagatamAM teno pratisAda maLaze evuM rahasya prastuta graMthamAM ghaNI vizadatAthI pragaTa thayuM che. evA A graMtha viSe mAre hRdayanA bhAva AlekhavAnA che. te pahelA keTaluMka prAsaMgika jaNAvuM ke je agAu graMtha navapada anubhUti mAM jaNAvyuM che. chatAM punarUkti doSa nathI kahevAto. prastuta graMthamAM je lekhana che te svAbhAvika AnaMdano - aMtaHcetanAno nAda che. temanA aMtevAsInI puNyadharAmAM chIpamAMthI moTI pragaTa thAya tema kumuda nAmanI kuladIpIkA (zAsanadIpIkA)no janma thayo. janmAMtarIya sAdhanA sAthe avatarelA uttamajIvonI bAlyAvasthA jJAnavRdhdha hoya che. tema A kanyAratnanA jIvanamAM banyuM ane te pavitra cAritra vaDe caritArtha thayuM. yuvAnImAM sAdhelo sarvasaMga parityAga zIghratAthI paramArthane sAdhe che tema kumuda nAmAMtara pAmyuM ane pAlatAzrIjI sAdhvIpaNe saMyamamArgamAM sthira thayA. cAritra grahaNa pachI teone bAhya koI vizeSa kriyAkalpanI rUci na hatI. bAhyADaMbarathI te vimukta hatA. moTAI to temane dhULa samAna lAgatI. koI prasaMgavizeSathI pragaTa thavuM temane mATe bAdhaka hatuM. yadyApi jinazAsananI sevA hRdaye varelI hatI...paNa teno prakAra alaga hato. alagArIno hato. mahApuNyayoge keTalAye gurUvaryanuM yogadAna meLavyuM hatuM. te sarva gurUjano pratye temanI arpaNatA ane vinamratA ja temanA jJAnanA kSayopazama, aMtara pavitratA, saMyama jIvananuM preraka baLa hatuM. sau jIvo pratye temano vAtsalyabhAva te temanI AMtaravAcA hatI. je lekhanamAM pragaTa thaI. Ama teo samagramAM jIvatA hatA. jo ke mAro puNyayoga kaMIka ocho ke temanI ta najIka hatI chatAM dUra rahI. bahu moDA moDA nAma zravaNa thayuM. be-traNa vAra meLApa thayo paraMtu temanuM alpabhASIpaNuM prAraMbhamAM temanI avasthA pArakhavAmAM jhAMkhu paDayuM. paraMtu ema kaMI hIro camakayA vagara rahe? traNekavAra temanA sAnidhyamAM javAnuM thatA, temanI saumya, pA jevI nirmaLa mukhamudrAe ghaNuMbadhuM kahyuM ane mAruM mana ahobhAvathI bharAI gayuM. pachI vaLI zrI zatruMjaya tIrthe darzana thayA tyAre temanA aMtaranI uMcAI mApI na zakI paNa jANI zakI ke A alpabhASI che paNa AtmabaLa vizALa che. mane lAge che guptatAte temano manobhAva hato. te sAcA sAdhakanI aMtarabhAvanA che chatAM ApaNA puNyayoga paNa kharA ke ApaNane AvA uttama anubhava ane bhAvathI rasAyelA, AtmasAdhaka jinavANIno anupama AlhAdaka lAbha maLyo. pU. zrI nirvANa zrIjInI nizrAmAM acAnaka temanA hastAkSarano eka mAtra, mAtra kAgaLano nAno TUkaDo mAre hAthe caDhayo te temanA aMtarane sparzavA pUrato thayo, to pachI A pUrA graMtha viSe zuM lakhI zakuM? chatAM saune preraNAdAyI bane te mATe temanA ja lekhanamAMthI avataraNa karU chuM. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAne kahyuM jagata, jIva ane tuM ekaja che. A badhuM drazya che te to te je zarIra dhAraNa karyuM che tene mATe jIvana jIvavAnA vyavahAro che. potAnI ubhI karelI dhamAla che. temAMthI chUTavuM hoya to jagatane tArA jevuM mAnIne vyavahAra karI ane mAruM dhyAna kara. paramArtha mArga che sarvathI virAma pAmavuM. kema? je tAruM nathI tene anAdikALathI vaLagI paDayo chuM ane temAMya rAce che, mAce che ane vyasta rahe che eja ADo mArga che. sIdho mArga che tAruM je che te tArI pAse che...ahiM thobhI jA ane pAcho vaLa. sarva pApathI virAma pAma. sarvathI moTuM pApa mithyAtva che, je badhA pApane notare che." AtmAmAM rahevuM te svabhAva. jaDamAM rahevuM te parabhAva. caitanya zakti eTale zudhdhAtma dravya, temAM koI vikRti nathI. karmanA sparzathI vikRta nahIM baneluM Atmadravya te zudhdhAtma dravya. AtmA sat cit AnaMda svarUpa che. bIjA dravyomAM satpaNuM che paNa cit ane AnaMdapaNuM nathI. jJAna eTale jANavuM. AnaMda pAmavo. e be kriyA bIjA dravyomAM nathI. pUrvanA paramArthamArganA RNAnubaMdhathI A jIvanamAM koI aNaukalyA yoga maLI jAya che. pUjyazrI padmalatAzrIjIno yoga alpa maLyo. paraMtu pUjya sAdhvI zrI bhAvapUrNAzrIjI ane pUjya sAdhavI zrI nirvANazrIjIe pUjyazrInA zrutano khajAno je vizvAsathI mane suprata karyo ane AvA satkArya mATe avasara Apyo te mATe huM temanI RNI chuM. pUjyazrI nuM mULa lakhANa suMdara akSare lakhAyeluM che te jema che tema chapAvavuM vadhu uttama hatuM. paraMtu te badhI DAyarI sapramANa nathI, eTale graMthAkAre Ama karavuM saraLa banyuM. chatAM A badhI DAyarIonA lakhANane vyavasthita goThavI, vibhAgo pADI, darekanI jherokSa nakalo karAvavA zrI prItamabena sIMghavI e parizrama karavAthI A kArya saraLa banyuM che. teo lekhikA ane tattva jijJAsu hovAthI A kAryamAM temanI sujha ghaNI upayogI banI che. chatAM mULa vAta to pUjyazrInA pavitra aMtaHcetanAthI AlekhAyelA A tattvonIja vizeSatA che. temAM yatkiMcit lAbha maLyo te amArA saunuM puNya che. A graMtha tamArA saunA varada hastamAM Avaze. tenI pavitratA jALavajo tene vAMcajo, vicArajo, mANajo. "mahi paDyA mahA sukha mANe" evuM saune thaze tenI khAtrI che. ApaNo zrama eTalo ja ke ApaNe A vacanone AtmasAt karIe. ApaNA ghaNA janmonuM bAkI raheluM eka mahAna paramArtha kArya A nimitte saphaLa bane teja abhyarthanA. - temanA aMtevAsInI pUjya sAdhvIzrI bhAvapUrNAzrIjIe pUjyazrI pAsethI ghaNuM meLavyuM che. svayaM vidvatApUrNa zrutajJAnamAM pAraMgata che. temano paricaya paNa sAdhako mATe AtmazreyarUpa che. teo sau pratye ahobhAva vyakta karI viramuM chuM. A jJAnayAtrAnA sahabhAgI thavA badala RNI chuM. lI. sunaMdAbahena vohorA Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA sAgaranA taTa upara zItaLa lahera maLe che, udyAnamAM vividha phUlonI maheka maLe che, saritA pAse zItala jaLa maLe che. vRkSa pAse ghaTAdAra chAMyo maLe che. megha jIvasRSTine jIvADe che. dhana manuSyanI jIvAdorI bane che tema gurUmAnuM jIvana saMskAra Ape che ane gurumAnI vANI sadguNa Ape che. gurumA mAtra dehathI sAdhvI paryAyane dhAraNa karatAM hatAM. paraMtu temanuM jIvana eka saMtanI bhUmikAnI maheka prasarAvatuM hatuM. kAraNake teo Atmatatva sAthe joDAyelA hatA. laghuvayathI temanI jIvanacaryA, vANInI mRdutA, saraLatA, gaMbhIratA, udAratA, vicakSaNatA, paropakAravRtti, kumuda nAma pramANe guNathI suvAsIta banelI hatI. temAM sahaja virAgadazA jAtimAna suvarNanI jema janmAntarIya AvelI hatI. tethI ja kuTuMbamAM, samAjamAM, gAmamAM, zrI saMghamAM susaMskAro tathA sadguNothI yukta temanuM vairAgI jIvana camatkRta karanAruM hatuM. vaLI, bharayauvanavayamAM AtmAne pIchAnavA, AjJAdharmanuM pAlana karavA jIvanane prabhunA caraNomAM samarpita karyuM ane sadgurUe temane samarpaNaguNa khUba chUTAvyo. AtmAbhimukha evI nirmaLa AcArasaMhitAnA jharaNAmAM khaLakhaLa vahetAM sadgurUnA kRpApravAhathI prApta thayelI nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNanI cAdara upara zuddhAtmadazAnI anubhava prAptino mArga sadgurUe zaktipAta rUpe kSepa karyo. temane kevo jhIlyo ? te ApaNe temanA ja eka-eka zabdonuM pAna karatAM-karatAM anubhavIzuM ane paramatRptine pAmIzuM. bezakaH mahApuruSonA pagale cAlatAM-cAlatAM temaNe je meLavyuM tenA sahabhAgI banIzuM. mahApurUSonA hRdayamAM je anubhavadhana hatuM te mahApuruSonA hradayaMgamI banI temanI pAsethI sahajatAthI supAtrapada pAmIne hRdayastha karyuM. AtmasamadarzitvabhAvathI sarvajIvasRSTi temanI Atmajana hatI, paramAtmabhaktimAM paramAtmasvarUpa prAptinI taDapanatA hatI, sadgurUne samarpita jemanuM jIvana hatuM, vyavahArazudhdhi aucityapUrNa hatI, jaDa-cetananA bhedamAM vivekayukta jAgRti hatI, jemanI guNadRSTi sva-para sarvane ujALatI hatI, temanI tatvadaeNSTi asimita hatI, zudhdhasvarUpanI khoja aparyApta hatI, temano zuddhAtma guNasaMvedanano anubhava paryApta hato. jethI jIvo sAthe jIvyA to paNa nirALA rahyA, deha sAthe pratikSaNa rahevA chatAM dehathI nispRhI rahyA, sadbhAva ane sadvicArayukta ciMtanamAM nirAbhImAnI rahyA. AvA agaNya guNomAM viharatA gurUmAe jaDabhAvane uvekhIne Atmatatvane pAmI satata anubhava ciMtana potAnA svAdhyAya mATe kaMDAryuM. tene ApaNe temanAM ja zabdomAM nihALIye..... Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurumA je sagurUjanonAM sAMnidhyathI, temanI vANInA pAnathI, temanI kRpAdRSTithI AMzika sahaja avasthAne pAmyA te ja sadgurUnA nAma smaraNathI ApaNe paNa temanA mArge AgaLa vadhIye..... - kuTuMbanA kulagurU paramapUjaya yoganiSTha zrI buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - paramapUjaya saMghasthavara dAdAgurUdevazrI A. siddhisUrIzvaranI ma.sA. (bApajI ma.sA.) - dikSApradAtA paramapUjaya saraLa svabhAvI zrI manoharasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. saMyamajIvananuM ghaDatara karanArA paramapUjaya munImahaMta zrI sumitravijayajI ma.sA. jemaNe pUjayagurUmAne potAnA hRdayamAM cothAArAnA sAdhvIjI sadRza sthAna ApyuM che tevA saMyamanA pAlanahArA paramapUjaya vardhamAnataponidhi, zrI bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. adhyAtmadhana ApanAra paramapUjaya paM. pra. adhyAtmayogI zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA. paramapUjya tapasvIsamrATa zrI himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - tatvajJAnagoSThI karAvanArA paramapUjaya zAMtasvabhAvI zrI kuMdakuMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - paramapUjaya zrutapravartaka munIrAja zrI jaMbuvijayajI ma.sA. A ciMtanakarNikAne zrI saMdha samakSa pradAna karavAnI preraNA karanAra paramapUjaya bhaktiyogAcArya A. yazovijayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - saguNonI suvAsathI suvAsita paramapUjaya paM.pra. zrI vrajasenavijayajI ma.sA. - paramapUjaya prakharapravacanakAra zrI nararatnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - saMyamadAtA gurUmAtA paramapUjaya vidUSI sAdhvIjI zrI prabhAzrIjI ma.sA. janmAtarIya sAdhanAne nikhAravAnuM kArya upayukata sa gurUbhagavaMtone karyuM. svasAmarthya, dharakhamapuruSArtha, satata jAgRti ane svasvarUpanA ciMtana, manana, dhyAnanA satata abhyAsanA kAraNe prApta thayelA AtmAnubhavane kAraNe mahApuruSoe gurUmAne "ciMtana, manana, dhyAnanI pele pAra anubhUtinAkSetrane pAmelA yogIjanonA mArgamAM pravezelA kahyA che" paramapUjaya bhaktiyogAcArya zrI yazovijayasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI pAvanapreraNAthI prakAzIta thanAra A pustakane pUjayazrIe zAsananA agaNIta kAryonI vacce paNa barAbara rIte avalokIne kRpA karIne prastAvanA lakhI ApI amone kRtakRtya karyA che. tathA paramapUjaya adhyAtmayogI paM.pra. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA. nA ananya kRpApAtra paropakArAdiguNopeta paramapUjaya paM. pra. zrI vajasenavijayajI ma.sA. dvArA pUjaya gurumAnA A pustaka aMgenuM lakhANa joIne AtmIya bhAve be bola lakhAyA che. te mATe amo pU. paM. pra. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.sA. hatA tyArathI temanA RNI chIe ane A prasaMge vadhu RNI banyA chIe. A sAthe paramapUjaya svasaMmaniSTha pa.pU. zrI harizcaMdravijayajI ma.sA. tathA adhyAtmapravacanakAra Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parama pUjaya A. hemasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA upakAronuM paNa smaraNa karuM chuM. pUjaya gurUmAe AtmAnuM sAdhIne AzritonuM yoga-kSema karyuM. zrI saMghane susaMyama, sadguNa, sAdhanA, samAdhimayajIvanano Adarza Apyo ane sAthe sAthe ciMtanano khajAno ApIne svajIvanane kRtakRtya karyuM. gurumAnA A ciMtananA khajAnAne zrI saMghanI samakSa khullo mUkatA sahabhAgI yAtrIone kema bhUlI zakAya !!!! 85 varSanI jaiphavaye svasAdhanA, svAdhyAya, jJAnadAnamAM rata rahevA chatAM gurUmAnA svahaste lakhelA lekhone vyavasthita karIne A pustaka tarIkeno prakAza ApavAmAM pradhAnabhoga ApanArA suzrAvikA sunaMdAbahenanA sahakAra badala ame emano khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnIe chIe tathA sAtho sAtha DaoN. pritamabahenanI sahAyakatAne paNa kema bhUlI zakAya ? teonA paNa ame RNI chIe. A sAthe parAgabhAIe gata be pustaka navapada anubhUti tathA e girivarane sevatAM Atama nirmala thAya tathA A cAlu pustakamAM taiyAra karavAmAM amane khUba ja sAtha-sahayoga Apyo che temano khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnIye chIe. vaLI pragaTa-apragaTa sahAya karanAra sarvenA amo RNI chIe A pustakanA prUpharIDIMgamAM anabhijJapaNe je kAMI kSati rahI hoya to kSamA Apazo tathA kSati pratyenuM dhyAna doravA kRpA karazo. A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA AtmAnA anubhavanA ujAsamAM paramapadane prApta kare e ja zubhAbhilASA. jinAjJA viruddha kAMIpaNa lakhAyuM hoya tenI kSamA yAcuM chuM. pa.pU. adhyAtmamagna gurUmAtA padmalatAzrIjI ma.sA. nI caraNasevikA bhAvapUrNAzrIjI Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | bhAga-2) viSacAnakama (saMvata 2046-47-pAnA naM. 1 thI 33 1. giranAra taLeTIe dharmazALAmAM 4 dravyanI dhRvasattA tathA avAntara sattA 6. zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna 2. Atma tattva ciMtana 5 dravyanI vyApakatA 7. paryAyanI vicAraNA 3. zuddhAtmadravyamevADahaM, jJAna darzana guNo mama: 'saMvata 2047-pAnA naM. 34 thI 39 1. caitanya zakti - zuddhAtmadravya 3. zuddhAtmAnI pUjA 2. aIm e zuddhAtmAno zabdadeha che 4. sRSTi darzana saMvata 2045-46-47-pAnA naM. 40 thI 57 1. siddhacakra svarUpa zuddhAtma dravya 5. cidAnaMdarUpI parabrahma lIlA, 9. nemiprabhuno dIkSAdIna 2. zuddhAtma dravya nuM dhyAna vilAsI vibho tyakata kAmAgnikilA 10. zuddha saMyama 3. zuddhAtma dravyamAM navapadanuM dhyAna samanvaya 11. nihitva guNa (siddha bhagavaMtano) arthAt AtmAmAM navapada 7. prazamarati 12. chaMda - harigIta 4. ciMtana-yogavIrya ane upayoga vIrya 8. prANAyAmanI vidhi saMvata 2048-pAnA naM. 58 thI 66 1. jagatanI prakRti ane pravRtti 3. sAmAyika 5. svarUpa prAptimAM pAMca padanuM AlaMbana 2. namaskAra 4. ajItanAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana 'saMvata 2048-pAnA naM. 67 thI 104 1 dravyanuM svarUpa 11. eso paMca namukkAro 16, bahirAtmabhAva 2. AtmAno sahaja svabhAva dhyAna 12. svarUpa ane svabhAva 1,2,3,4,5 17. ahiMsaka bhAva 3. jJAna paMcamI 1. svarUpa ane svabhAva 18. dharma 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 saMyama 1, 2 2. svarUpa ane svabhAva 19. dharma (ahiMsA) 1,2,3,4 syAdvAda 3. svarUpa ane svabhAva 20. dharma (saMyama, 1,2,3,4,5 6. Atma ramaNatA 4, zakti svarUpa ane svabhAva) 21. dharma (5) 7. jagatanA bhAvo pratye udAsInatA 5. svarUpane svabhAva audAsInya bhAva 22. yama-niyama tathA vrata niyama 8. upayoga zUnyatA tathA upayoga sthiratA 13. AtmAne jagata sAthe saMbaMdha 23. Atma svarUpa 9. bhaktAvasthA 14. jJAyaka bhAva 24. cAra vANI (bhASA) 10. paramAtmAnuM zaraNa 15. paramAtma bhAva 25. samatA saMvata 2049-50-pAnA naM. 105 thI 121 1. aucitya 7. sArabhUta vastu 13. doSA: prAMtu nAza 2. Atma darzana 8. sArabhUta vastu prApta karavAnI 14. sarvatra sukhI bhavatu loka: 3. tattva darzana-samyaga darzana cAvI - upAya 15. caitanya sAthe abheda sAdhanA mATe prathama 4. zabda brahma ahaMma dvArA abheda 9. zivataru sukhanA kaMda prayoga dayAna 10. cetanya zaktinuM darzana 16. caitanya zaktinuM svarUpa 5. aham athavA zuddhAtmA 11. zivamastu sarva jagataH 17. caitanya zakti 6. parama tatva - paramAtmA 12. parahita niratA bhavaMtu bhUtagaNAH Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayAnukrama 'saMvata 2050 pAnA naM. 12 2 thI 135 1. caitanya zakti e zuM che? 1 e, 5. caitanya zakti yAne Atmajyoti 9. upayoga zuddhi - mana zuddhi 1 bI, 1 sI 6. jyoti jhagamage re lokAloka pramANa 10.Atmika puruSArtha 2. caitanya zakti 7. ahamanA dhyAnamAM 11. zabda bahma - parabrahma 3. caitanya zaktinA saudaryathI AnaMda kyo? 8. AtmAnuM darzana - yAne Atma 12. arihaMta paramAtmAnI rahasyamaya vANI caitanya zaktinuM darzana ane AnaMda svarUpanI jhAMkhI 13. utpAda vyaya dhrauvya yukta sat nirviSaya AnaMda yAne sahajAnaMda | saMvata 2051-pAnA naM. 136 thI 171 1. AtmAnuM svarUpa 5. abheda bhAve sAdhanA kevI rIte? 8. kSamA 2. jaDanuM AMtara svarUpa 6. abhedopAsanA samIpatA 3. yoga - sAdhanA 7 paramaprabhu arihaMta paramAtmA (navapada) 10. saMsAranuM svarUpa 4. jIva pratye prema 1. zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa 2. upayoga 3. jina, jagata, jIvAtmA 'saMvata 2054-55 pAnA naM. 172 thI 178 4. parama gurU 7. Atmatattva 5. anveSaNa 6. sarvajJatA pariziSTa-1-pAnA naM. 179 thI 200 'pariziSTa-2-pAnA naM. 201 thI 231 | Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakano aMtarnAda saMvata 2046-47-pAnA naM. 1 thI 33 1. giranAra taLeTIe dharmazALAmAM * anukramaNikA * 2. Atma tattva ciMtana 3. zuddhAtmadravyamevADahaM, jJAna darzana guNo mama / 4. dravyanI dhruvasattA tathA avAntara sattA 5. dravyanI vyApakatA 6. zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna paryAyanI vicAraNA 7. 1 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. giranAra taLeTIe dharmazALAmAM po.va. OIL caitanya jagata vyApI che. kAraNa ke Atma dravya e vastu sat che. AtmadravyanuM astitva (sattA) e ja zakti, zakti kaI? AtmAnA astitva-eTale ke sattA-hovApaNAnI zakti arthAtuM, hovApaNuM e ja zakti che e zaktirUpa je vastu che te dravya che. eTale ke dravya e zakti che, paryAya e vyakti che. te dravya (Atma dravya) kevuM che? samagra jagatamAM AtmadravyanuM hovApaNuM (sattA) vyApaka che. vastunI sattA e ja dravya. sattA e ja zakti. zakti eja dravya. te Atma dravyanI sattA jagatamAM vyApIne rahelI che. te Atma dravyanI sattA caitanya tarIke oLakhAya che. dravya mAtra zaktirUpa che. dA.ta. ghaDo joIne aneka ghaTamAM mRdu dravyanI zakti hovAthI ekAkAratAnI pratIti thAya che. ekAkAratA eTale eka AkAra evo artha nahi paNa ahIM AkArano artha mayar pratyayathI je artha thAya te levAno che. ekAkAratA eTale ekamayatA, ekatA, ekapaNuM. dareka ghaTamAM ekapaNAnI pratIti thAya che. te mRdravyanI zakitathI thAya che ke A ghaDo che A paNa ghaDo che vigere kemake vyakitarUpa ghaDAmAM mRddhavyanI zakti rahelI che. te ekanuM bhAna karAve che ekalA dravyanI vicAraNA (paryAyanI gauNatA) ja ekAkAratAnI pratIti karAve che. mATe kevaLa Atma dravyanI vicAraNA (paryAyanI vicAraNA rahita) te samagra jagatamAM rahelI vyakitarUpa AtmAnA paryAyomAM Atma zakti rahelI che jene caitanya zakti kahevAya che. (ahIM caitanya eTale jJAnarUpa guNa evo artha nahi karavo paraMtu AtmadravyanI sattArUpa zakti grahaNa karavI.) tethI A paNa jIva che A paNa jIva che evI dareka vyaktimAM ekapaNAnI pratIti thAya che. kemake vyaktirUpa prANImAM caitanya zakti rahelI che te dareka vyaktimAM ekAkAratAnI pratIti karAve che. samagra jagata jayAre eka zakitarUpa lAge che tyAre temAM maLI jatuM ApaNuM caitanya. jene Aja sudhI judI sattA sthApIne samagra jIvarAzithI bheda vaDe-alaga vyaktitva vaDe rahIne duHkhano anubhava karyo che, te vyaktitvano tyAga karI zaktirUpa potAnI sattAnuM bhAna thatAM temAM potAnI vAstavikatA anubhavAya che ane samagra jIvarAzi sAthe caitanya zaktithI milanano abheda AnaMda anubhavAya che. saturUpa zakitane jaNAvanAruM Atmadravya che ane te dravya oLakhAvanAra guNa ane paryAya che. dareka padArtho sat che te sat paNuM (sattA) jaNAvanAra te padArtho che ane te te padArthone oLakhAvanAra te te padArthanA guNa-paryAyarUpa zakti che arthAtu, dravya, guNa, paryAya traNe zaktirUpa che athavA satapaNe che. paraMtu guNa-5ryAyanI zakti dravyane AdhIna che. paraMtu dravyanI zakita-satupaNuM svataMtra che. te zakti anya koI zakitane AdhIna nathI. te zaktine Azrita guNa-paryAyAdi zaktio rahelI che. tethI te sarvataMtra-svataMtra evI zakti-sattA te ja Atma dravya che ane zaktinI ekatA, ekAkAratA te caitanya zakti kahevAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNa ane paryAyanuM satupaNuM eTale ke samatAguNa che te sapaNe jagatamAM rahelo che. te samatAguNanI zakti samabhAva jaLavAve che. tevI rIte paryAya jemake manuSya bhavanI paryAya manuSyanA saMskAro pramANe vartana karAve che manuSyatva zakti te paryAyanI che. A rIte guNa paryAyanI zaktiono Azrita advitIya zakti-satupaNuM te Atma dravya che. 2. Atma tattva ciMtana ma.va. 13, 2046, gIranAra zuddhAtma dravya ciMtana eTale guNa-paryAyane gauNa karIne mukhyatAe kevaLa dravyanI vicAraNA. zuddhAtma dravya AkAza jevuM arUpI tattva che jema AkAza nistaraMga che eTale ke taraMganI jema kayAMya alatA pAmatuM nathI. skUlanA e vastunI vikRti che. zuddhAtma dravya asmalita che mATe nitaraMga che. vaLI AkAzanI jema niSpakaMpa che. dIpakanI jyota jema vAyuthI kaMpyA kare che, jhabuka-jhabuka thayA kare che tema zuddhAtma dravya kaMpatuM nathI paraMtu AkAzanI jema niSpakaMpa che. vaLI AkAzanI jema niraMjana, nirAkAra che. AkAzane kayAMya aMjana lAgatuM nathI. tema zuddhAtma dravyane koI vastu sparzIne aMjana karI zakatuM nathI. arthAt, aMjana rahita, sparza rahita AkAzane ApaNe hAthathI sparza karavo hoya to thaI zakato nathI, athavA te pakaDI zakAtuM nathI tema zuddhAtma dravya aMjana rahita che. niraMjana hovAthI tene koI vastuno sparza thato nathI. tathA AkAzamAM koI AkAra nathI tema zuddhAtma dravya nirAkAra che, AkAra vinAnuM che. AvuM zuddhAtma dravya upayogathI jotAM jaNAya che. te arUpI tattva che mATe te vakhate jayAre anubhavAyuM tyAre A zuddhAtma dravya te huM chuM AvI "' paNAnI sthApanA Aje buddhithI sacoTa thaI AnuM nAma "soDahaM'nI pratIti che. A prathama je pratIti che te ja "soDahaM'nuM svarUpa anubhavAyuM. atyAra sudhI to huM koNa chuM? tenuM bhAna zarIramAM hatuM have zuddhAtma dravya te huM chuM te sacoTa thayuM. have tenA para prIti karavAnI che. prIti thayA pachI te svarUpa huM chuM 'tatUpoDahaM te pratIti thAya che tyAre je AnaMda thAya che te svarUpAnaMda, svarUpa ramaNatA che. soDahaM'nI pratIti sudhI paNa AtmA upara prIti nathI, phakata AtmAne oLakhyo. potAne oLakhyo. te pahelAM zarIramAM huM paNAnI buddhi hatI tyAre paNa tene huM (zarIra) para prIti nathI. paraMtu odhe odhe jIvana jIvAya che. jo pudgalanI prIti hoya to pudgalanI viruddha ApaNe na cAlIe. pudgalanuM kudaratI jIvana paNa ApaNe viruddhatAthI vartIe chIe tenuM kAraNa pugala para paNa prIti nathI. paraMtu madirAnA pAnathI unmattane kAMI bhAna na hoya tema mohathI unmatta A jIvane viSayo upara prIti mohanA bharamAvAthI thAya che. tyAre pAMca Indriyo dvArA viSayone meLavI sukha ane tRpti meLave che. huM pudgalane dhAraNa karI tenA dvArA sukha meLavuM chuM evo paNa vicAra nathI hoto kevaLa Indriyo ane sAdhakano aMtarnAda i/ Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenA dvArA viSayonA sukhamAM masta che tethI viSayonI prIti che. tethI viSayonA bhogathI thatI pudgalanI kharAbIno paNa vicAra nathI hoto, mATe pudgala para paNa prIti nathI. pudgalamAM paNa jayAM sudhI rahevuM paDe tyAM sudhI tenI viruddha nahi cAlavArUpa prIti rAkhavI paDe che. yogAtmAne zuddhAtma dravya samajAyuM, oLakhAyuM, joyuM ke A jene huM jouM chuM te 'huM' chuM tyAre 'soDahaM'nI pratIti thAya che arthAt, zuddhAtmAmAM 'huM' paNAnI sthApanA thaI. 'huM' paNAnI buddhi thavAthI prIti thaI tyAre te svarUpa huM chuM (tadrupoDahaM) e pratIti thAya che. Ama to 'soDahaM' 'tadrUpoDahaM' e baMnemAM to ja prayoga che, saH eTale te ane tadrupa eTale te rUpa, A bemAM khAsa pharaka paDato nathI. chatAM soDahaM ane tadrupoDahaM no anubhava yogAtmAoe batAvyo che, te A rItano bheda dekhAya che. 'soDahaM' zuddhAtma dravyane pahelI najare jotAM thayelo anubhava che, pachI tenI raDha cAlatAM tenI prItithI pragaTa thayelo anubhava che 'tadrupoDahaM'. zuddhAtma dravya eTale guNa ane paryAyanI gauNatA rAkhIne kalpeluM Atma dravya. phA.va.pra. 7, saM. 2046, ajAharA tIrtha he pArzvaprabhu ! ajAharA ! tAruM svarUpa eTale pragaTa zuddhAtma dravya. (huM tArA zuddha Atmadravyane bhAvathI namaskAra karuM chuM.) ane mAruM azuddha paryAyamAM raheluM Atma dravya je che jayAre tenI sattA jouM chuM tyAre kAMI ja phera nathI lAgato. eka ja sarakhA dekhAya che tene nihALI nihALIne AnaMda vibhora banI jAuM chuM paraMtu jayAM mArI dRSTi tene vaLagelA azuddha paryAyamAM paDe che tyAre te dravyanuM svarUpa kadarUpuM banI gayeluM dekhAya che ane nirAza hatAza thaI jAuM chuM. jo ke tAre paNa paryAya to che paNa tArI paryAya e to tAro svabhAva che. sva eTale potAnuM, bhAva eTale astitva, tene batAvanAra jJAna ane darzana che. zuddhAtma dravyanuM astitva batAvanAra A jJAna, darzana svabhAva che je svabhAva sahaja che. arthAt, vastu ane teno svabhAva kadI alaga rahI zakatA nathI. kerI ane teno svabhAva mIThAzano che te bhinna rahI zakatA nathI tema tuM ane tAro svabhAva jJAnadarzana abhinna che. te svabhAva jANavA, jovAno che. niraMtara sakriya che. eka samaya paNa kriyA vinA besI rahelo nathI. jema kerI mIThAza batAvyA vinA rahetI nathI, tema AtmA jANyA joyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke teno svabhAva che. jayA2e zuddhaAtma svarUpa pragaTa thAya che tyAre tenA jANavA, jovAmAM koI viSaya bAkI raheto nathI. te samagra vizvanA sakala paryAyone jANI joI zake che ane te jANI joIne temAM vizrAMti zakti vaDe sukha anubhave che. jayAre je mArI pragaTa paryAya che te mArA zuddhAtmAno svabhAva nathI, te to para-bhAva che. te AtmAthI bhinna evA jaDanuM astitva batAvIne raMgamAM bhaMga kare che. vaLI he prabhu ! tArI paryAyane samaye samaye palaTAvavAnI rIta paNa judI che. tAre to zeyanA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 4 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartanathI palaTAtI sahaja svabhAvanI paryAya che, je tane AnaMda ane sukha upajAvavAmAM ja nimitta bane che. mArI paryAya to asthira, anitya che. tethI te palaTAya tyAre saMpUrNa svarUpa badalAI javAno bhrama pedA karI du:khI kare che, ane potAnI vastu khovAI javAno dekhAva kare che. vaLI samaye samaye palaTAtI te paryAyathI AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTa karavAno udyama maMda paDe che. kAraNa ke kSaNamAM evI virUpa bane ke AtmAnI zakti jANe haNAI gaI hoya tema mAyakAMgalo nirbaLa banIne besI rahe, kSaNamAM raMgamAM lAvIne kaMIka AtmAnA svAdane cakhADIne lalacAve. te lAlacamAM tenI prAptinI AturatAmAM divaso varSo vyatIta thatAM kALa nirgamana kare che. have tArI kRpAdRSTi thaI che, to AzA che ke tArA jevuM svarUpa-sahaja svabhAvarUpa paryAya pragaTa thaze. tyAre huM paNa tArA jevA ja AnaMdamAM mahAlIza prabhu ! he prabhu ! pahelAM to Apa paNa mArA jevA hatA. paraMtu tAruM dravya je avAntara sattAthI yukta hatuM paNa anupama hatuM. je avAntara sattAnA kAraNe tIrthaMkara nAma karma ane tene lagatAM zubha karmo vaLagelAM hatAM mATe ja tAruM to cyavana, janma vigere badhuM ja anupama thayuM. jethI cyavana vakhate paNa alaukika evA svapnane tArI mAtAe nihALyA, janma vakhate to Indro ane devonAM ToLeToLAM tArA ghera AvyAM. phA.va.pra. 7, ajArA zrI arihaMta bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM beThelA che temAM prathama to aSTamahAprAtihArya yukta paramAtmAnI zobhA aciMtya zakti, aciMtya sAmarthya, aciMtya puNya prakarSa joI AtmA AnaMdita thayo ane paramAtmA pratye kheMcAyo eTale ke anAdi kAlIna mithyAtva naSTa thayuM ane prabhu gamyA jethI paramAtmAne jotAM dharAto nathI. prabhu dezanA ApI rahyA che. zuddha Atma dravyanI oLakhANa karAve che. te deza / sAMbhaLI AtmA temAM ja lIna bane che. zuddhAtma dravya zuM che ? paramAtmA jevuM ja zudgha dravya mAruM che evI oghe oghe oLakha thaI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa zuddhA dravyane pragaTa karavAnI IcchA thaI. prabhune pUchyuM ke zuddha Atma dravya zuM ? prabhue kahyuM ke niraMjana, nirAkAra, niHsaMga, arUpa evuM zuddha Atma dravya che. jemAM AtmA sadA Apa rUpe potAne jue che eTale vede che-anubhave che. A pramANe tattva eTale zuddha Atma tattvanI oLakha karAvavI. have te zuddha tattva pAmavuM kevI rIte? paryAyano AdhAra lIdhA sivAya sIdhuM ja nirAkAra AtmAne pAmavo gahana che. mATe paryAyanuM AlaMbana levuM. zuddha paryAya zrI arihaMta paryAya che. tenuM AlaMbana laI arihaMta bhagavAnamAM lIna thatAM temanI sAthe samApatti thAya tyAre AtmA svayaM (AgamathI bhAva nikSepe) paramAtmArUpa banI jAya tyAre sAdhakano aMtarnAda 5 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paryAyanuM vadana hotuM nathI, mAtra zuddha AtmatattvanuM ja vedanA thAya che, te ja zuddhAtma dravyanI prApti che. phA.va.ki. 7, ajArA tIrtha zuddhAtmadravyoDahaM" sakala jagatamAM caitanya vyApIne raheluM che. vyaktirUpa AtmAnuM zakti svarUpa eka che. tethI akhila brahmAMDamAM zakti svarUpa arthAtu, caitanya zakti vyApIne rahelI che. koI evI jagyA nathI ke jayAM vyaktirUpe paNa AtmA na hoya tethI vyaktirUpe sarvatra che zaktirUpa paNa sarvatra che. paraMtu zakitarUpe joIe tyAre dareka AtmAnI bhinnatA anubhavAtI nathI. kemake te sarva AtmAo svarUpe eka ja che. svarUpa badhA AtmAnuM sarakhuM hovAthI eka ja che. tethI AkhuM jagata caitanyano eka mahAsAgara che. temAM (ApaNA vyakitatvane choDIne) biMdurUpa ApaNe bhaLI javAthI apUrva ullAsa-AnaMda thAya che. te caitanya kevuM che ? nitaraMga-akhalita-koI ThekANe skUlanA pAmatuM nathI. niSpakaMpa-nirgatika-kaMpana nathI. gatine-gamanane pAmatuM nathI. niraMjana-nirAkAra teno AkAra nathI temaja sparza thaI zakato nathI. evA caitanyamAM bhaLI javAthI zuddhAtma dravyoDahaM chuM te caitanya kiduka? nitaraMga-niprakaMpa nirAkAra niraMjana, sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa, AkAza jevuM nirAkAra niraMjana chatAM sat che tene azuddha paryAyamAM rahelo huM upayoga (jJAna-darzana)thI jouM chuM. mAruM svarUpa che chatAM huM tenAthI bhinna rahIne tenI pratIkSA karuM chuM. kevuM suMdara A svarUpa che ! "yam yAtmar" ? "rUTuM zuddhAtmAa'? aho ! kevuM anupama ! tene jotAM vikalpo zamI jAya che. kAraNa ke teno koI AkAra nathI, AkAza jevuM zUnyavatuM te svarUpane jotAM huM zUnya thaI jAuM chuM. jethI apUrva zAMti anubhavAya che. nirvikalpadazAno sparza thAya che tyAre vikalpo zamavAthI prathama to mana nistaraMga bane che, niprakaMpa bane che, nirAkAra bane che, arthAtuM, manamAM koI taraMga UThato nathI. kaMpa vinAnuM sthira rahe che, ane manamAM koI AkAra paDato nathI tethI mAnasika zAMti anubhavAya che, kAraNa ke AlaMbana jevuM hoya tevuM manane prathama banavuM paDe che. manamAM upayogamAM (jihAM jevI vastu dekhIye, hoya tevuM svarUpa re) jevuM sAme svarUpa hoya tevo AkAra paDe che, tethI upayoga zuddhAtma dravyanuM svarUpa ciMtana vakhate tevo AkAra dhAraNa kare che tyAre jene huM jouM chuM te ja huM chuM "moda sodra soda''. prIti lAgI te huM te huM te huM. tyAre te zuddhAtmadravyanuM svarUpa smaraNamAM AvatAM "tadrupada" nitaraMgAdi rUpa huM pote ja chuM. A che zuddhAtma dravyanuM ciMtana. jayAre te dravya joIe chIe tyAre te svarUpe niSkriya che. dravyarUpe sAmAnyajJAna arthAtuM, darzana sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thayuM, paraMtu dravya paryAya vinAnuM nathI hotuM. "tuLa paryAya vat dravyam' jayAre te dravyanuM vizeSajJAna karavuM hoya tyAre tenA guNane-svabhAvane oLakhavA mATe vicAra karavAno hoya che. dravya ekaluM kAMI karatuM nathI, kriyA paryAya kare che, paraMtu zuddhAtma dravyanuM darzana (sAmAnya jJAna) hoya che mATe nirvikalpatA hoya che. darzanamAM vikalpa hotA nathI. nirvikalpa banavA mATe zuddhAtma dravyanuM (paryAyanI gauNatA) dhyAna che. paraMtu vastu mAtrano svabhAva hoya che. jema kerI sAme paDI che tene jotAM vikalpa rahita 'kerI' evuM sAmAnya jJAna thayuM, paraMtu kerI e mIThAzane batAvatI nathI, paraMtu kerIno svabhAva mIThAzane batAve che. kerIno guNa che tenA rasanI mIThAza. te kerIno svabhAva ja ApaNane mIThAzano anubhava karAve che tema Atma dravya kAMI karatuM nathI paraMtu teno guNa-svabhAva jovA-jANavAno che tethI AtmAno svabhAva che te jagatanA viSayone jaNAve che, dekhADe che arthAt, jovA-jANavAnI kriyA dravyano svabhAva kare che. dareka dravyano svabhAva kriyA kare che arthAta, svabhAva dravyane kriyA karavA prere che. te kriyAthI ja dravyanuM potAnuM astitva jaNAya che. mATe zuddhAtma dravyane zUnyavat jovA chatAM te pote asat athavA abhAvarUpa nathI, paraMtu sat che, bhAvarUpa che, mATe ja sakriyatA dekhADanAra guNane sva-bhAva kahevAya che. dravyanuM sva eTale potAno bhAva eTale astitva sattA sat paNuM te guNathI jaNAya che arthAt, guNa dekhADe che. (kriyA dekhADe che) guNa e ja paryAya che kema ke jayAre te guNa-svabhAva (jovuM-jANavuM) kSayopazama bhAvano hoya che tyAre vadha-ghaTarUpe pheraphAra thAya che ane jayAre kSAyika bhAvano hoya tyAre zeyanA parivartanathI jovA jANavArUpa paryAya palaTAyA kare che. jo ke ekaluM dravya hotuM nathI, ane ekalI paryAya paNa hotI nathI paraMtu ekalA zuddhAtma dravyanI vicAraNA ApaNane nirvikalpa banavA mATe upayogI che ane ekalA paryAyanI vicAraNA nirmohI banavA mATe upayogI che. jagatanuM svarUpa paryAyanA kAraNe palaTAtuM hoya che te palaTAtA jagatanA padArthomAM anityatA vigere bhAvothI bhAvita AtmA vairAgya vAsita banIne AtmAnI prIti jagADe ane nija svarUpanI prIti jAgatAM temAM ja tanmayatA, tadrupatA karIne nijAnaMdanI mastI mANI zake. phA.va.vikra. 7, ajAharAmAM he prabhu ! tAruM zuddhAtma dravya avicalita che. trikAlAbAdhita che. askhalita che. A svarUpa tArI dhruva sattAne batAve che ane tArI avAntara sattAthI pragaTa thayelI paryAye to gajaba upakAra karyo che. te paryAya to pragaTa thayA pahelAM traNa traNa bhava pahelAM jagatanA sarva jIvo pratye karuNAthI ubharAI gayelA hRdayamAMthI bhAva pragaTa thayA ke huM sarva jIvone mokSano mArga dekhADuM, samakita pamADuM vigere. jo ke avAntara sattA dareka jIvone rahelI che ane temAM bhavyatvanI sattAnA prabhAve koIne sAdhakano aMtarnAda 7 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arihaMta paryAyanuM prAgaTya karAvI siddha paryAya pragaTa karAve koIne AcArya upAdhyAya sAdhu paryAya pragaTa karAvI siddha paryAya pragaTa karAve. A paryAyo pragaTa to te te kALe ja thAya che paraMtu koIne bhUta paryAya koIne bhAvi paryAya koIne vartamAna paryAya A pramANe traNe kAlanA paryAyo te dravyamAM rahelA che mATe ja namo arihaMtANaM' Adi kahetAM traNe kALanA arihaMtAdi bhagavaMtane namaskAra thAya che. phA.va. 8, ajAharA zuddhAtma dravya niSkriya che te kAMI karatuM nathI, kAraNa ke te avicalita che, je calita thatuM nathI to sakriya kevI rIte banI zake ? je trikAlAbAdhita che tene kriyAthI thatI bAdhA kevI rIte hoya ? je askhalita che, taraMga rahita che te kriyAthI thatI skUlanA kevI rIte pAmI zake ? je niHprakaMpa che tene kriyAno kaMpa kevI rIte thAya? je nirAkAra che tene kriyAthI thato AkAra kema hoya ? je niraMjana che te kriyAthI thatA aMjanane kevI rIte pAme ? mATe avicalita, askhalita evA zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna dravyanI niSkriyatAnA lakSyathI karavuM. dravyanI sakriyatA che te tenA paryAyanA lIdhe che kAraNa ke paryAya vicalita che, skhalita che, prakaMpita che, sAkAra che. ahIM dravyano guNa-svabhAva te ja dravyanA paryAyarUpane dhAraNa kare che, te sakriya che. kAraNa ke dravyano guNa-svabhAva (sva-dravya-teno bhAva-astitva) dravyanuM astitva guNathI jaNAya che. te guNasvabhAva dareka dravyanA bhinna bhinna che. Atma dravyano svabhAva cetana dravya hovAthI jovuM-jANavuM che. jovuM jANavuM e kriyA che ane e kriyAthI AtmadravyanI sattA-astitva jaNAya che. dravya arUpI che sAthe zUnyavat che te arUpI chatAM bIjAM koI sAdhano dvArA kadAca kaLI zakAta eTale ke anumAna karI zakAta. paraMtu tenuM astitva batAvanAra sAdhana to phakata paryAyanI sakriyatA ja che. agara dravyano potAno svabhAva che. dareka vastuno svabhAva hoya che, svabhAva vinAnI vastu abhAvarUpa hoya che. arthAt, tenuM astitva ja na hoya. mATe ja '"zuLa paryAyavat dradhvam" kahyuM che ane te dravya, utpAda vyaya dhrovyayukta sat che. prabhu ! tAruM dhruvasattA svarUpa zuddhAtmadravyane namuM chuM ! paraMtu tAruM avAntara sattArUpa dravya to koI anokhuM che. te sattAne pAmanAra dravyo paNa asaMkhyamAM eka ja che AvI tArI te sattAne paNa koTi koTi namaskAra karuM chuM. tArI avAntara sattAe (tIrthaMkara banavAnI yogyatAvALuM dravya) to karoDo jIvone karmathI mukta thavAno sukhano mArga dekhADayo, te dekhADavAnI bhAvanA pragaTarUpe to trIjA bhavamAM ja hRdayane hacamacAvIne evI thaI ke jenA kAraNe te sattAne pragaTa thavA arihaMta paryAya dhAraNa karanAruM karma baMdhAvIne jagatanA jIvone AnaMda vibhora banAvI dIdhA jayAre A pRthvItala para tenI najIkanI kSaNo AvI tyAre to sAdhakano aMtarnAda 8 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkhuM jagata (du:khI, sukhI, ajJa sarva) ne AnaMdathI ullasita banAvI dIdhAM. bALako sAthe krIDA karatA prabhunI ramata paNa alaukika ane gaMbhIra hatI, temAM kevaLa vyavahArocitatAnAM ja darzana thatAM hatAM. jagatanA badhA bhAvo pratye udAsInabhAve rahetA evA prabhu aucityanA bhaMDAra hatA. vyavahAra samaye ucitatA TocanI hatI, jethI sarvane priya hatA. potAnuM bhogAvalI karma jANI mAtA-pitAnA aucityathI temanA vacanamAM baddha thayA. udAsIna bhAve saMsAramAM rahyA. traNa jJAnanA dhaNI-svAmI saMsAranA svarUpane jANavA chatAM upekSitabhAve sarva kAryo karatA. bhogAvalI karma kSINa thayuM eTale rAjya ramaNIno tyAga karI prabhu pravrajyA levA taiyAra thayA. badhuM alaukika ja hatuM. lokAMtika devo paNa potAno AcAra jANIne vinaMtI karavA AvyA. "zuddhAtma dravyamevADatuM, jJAna darzana guNo mama'' phA.va. 9, ajArA huM zuddhAtma dravya chuM. mAro svabhAva jANavuM-jovuM te che. zuddhAtmAnA dhyAnamAM AtmAnuM svarUpa nitaraMga, niprakaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana, sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa jovuM. kemake dravya pote niSkriya che. arthAtuM, dravya ekaluM kriyA karatuM nathI. kAraNa ke te avicalita che, je vicalita nathI temAM kriyA kevI rIte ghaTe ? mATe tenA asmalita vigere svarUpanuM ciMtana karatAM upayoga tadAkAra bane che, tyAre te vikalpa rahita bane che. nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM zuddhAtma dravyanuM AlaMbana levuM jethI niSkriya evA zuddhAtma dravyanA dhyAnathI citta paNa niSkriya arthAt, nirvikalpa bane. bIjuM savikalpa dhyAna zuddha "jJAna sana 1 jA" ahIM guNa eTale svabhAva. dareka ThekANe vyavahAramAM guNane svabhAva kahevAya che. jalano guNa zItaLatAno che, to kahevAya che ke jalano svabhAva zItaLa che, kSamA guNavALA AtmAne kSamAzIla kahevAya che. A rIte zuddhAtma dravyano svabhAva jJAna(jANavuM) darzana (ane jovuM) che. ahIM zuddha jJAna-darzana mArA guNo che ema kahIne azuddha jJAna-darzana te zuddhAtma dravyano svabhAva nathI. temAM moha bhaLelo che mATe azuddha jJAna-darzana te parabhAva che. kema ke sva-bhAva svathI AtmA levo ane bhAva (bhAva zabda bhU sattAyAm ! bhU dhAtu sattA eTale hovuM-thavuM arthamAM che)thI astitva levuM eTale svabhAvano artha thayo potAnI sattA. dravyanuM potAnuM astitva (svabhAva) te jJAna-darzana dvArA jaNAya che. arthAtu, jovA-jANavArUpa kriyAthI jaNAya che. jo jovA-jANavArUpa kriyA na hota to dravyanuM astitva samajavA mATe bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svabhAva jJAna darzana dvArA sakriya che. mATe kevala zuddhAtmadravyanI ciMtavanAmAM niSkriyatA jovAnI che. zuddha svabhAva-guNo je che te dravyanuM potAnuM astitva dekhADe che temAM paryAya sahita dravyanI ciMtavanA hovAthI sakriyatA jovAnI che. kevaLa zuddhAtma dravyanI dhRvasattA che. paraMtu zuddhAtma dravyanI sakriyatA je sahaja bhAvanI nirmaLa che arthAtu, AtmadravyanI sadA mATe je nitya svarUpe vaLagelI paryAya che te zuddha paryAya che. te nirmaLa paryAyane svabhAva kahevAya che mATe "jJAna rana Turn mama" ema kahyuM che. A svabhAva avAnAra sattA batAve che. e sva-bhAvamAM (jANavA-jovAmAM) vikRti bhaLe che, tyAre te vibhAva, parabhAva ane zubhabhAva ke je paropakArAdi guNa yukta che te bane che. vikRti eTale karmanA saMbaMdhathI jANavA-jovAmAM thato pheraphAra. je svabhAva che te karmanA kSayathI janya che. vibhAva che te mithyAtva mohanIya karma janya che. parabhAva mohanIya karma janya che. zubha bhAva e zubha-puNyakarma udaya janya che. paMca parameSThimAM 1. siddha paryAya karmakSaya janya che. 2. arihaMta paryAya-utkRSTa puNyakarma janya tathA ghAti karmanA kSaya janya che. 3. AcArya paryAya-mohanIya karmanA kSayopazama ane puNyakarma janya che. 4. upAdhyAya paryAya-mohanIya karmanA kSayopazama ane puNyakarma janya che. 5. sAdhu paryAya-mohanIya karmanA kSayopazama ane puNyakarma janya che. A paMca parameSThimAM AtmadravyanI avAra sattA che. dravyanI dhRvasattA eTale kadI calita na thAya, trikAlAbAdhita dravyanI avAttara sattA eTale amuka paryAya utpanna karavAnI yogyatA dharAvatuM dravya. A yogyatA anAdikAlIna che. dravyamAM A be sattA nitya rahelI che. arthAtu, anAdikAlIna che. temAM dhRvasattA e kevaLa dravyanI vicAraNAmAM kAma lAge che. paryAyayukta vicAraNAmAM avAstara sattA. avAntara sattA e sakriyatA dekhADanArI sattA. arthAt, dravya sakriya che evuM tenI avAtara sattAthI ja jANI zakAya che. dhruvasattAthI to niSkriya ane zUnyavat dravya jaNAya te sattA paNa nitya che, satya che, zAzvata che sanAtana che. dravyamAM avAnAra sattA bhavyatvanI rahelI che te siddhinI yogyatArUpa hatI. zuddhAtma dravyane DhAMkI denAra je karyo che teno mULathI kSaya thaI jAya che tyAre zuddha jJAna-darzana pragaTe che ane tyAre te siddha paryAyane pAme che. je sahaja svabhAvarUpa che, nirmaLa che. A paryAya jovA-jANavAnuM kArya pote nirmaLa hovAthI zuddha dravyane jovA-jANavAnuM kAma kare che. arthAtu, karmanA kSayathI utpanna (pragaTa) thayelo svabhAva potAnuM astitva jevuM che tevuM ja jue che, jANe che, ane AnaMda pAme che. A rIte jJAna-darzana ane AnaMda eTale ke svabhAvane (potAnA astitvane) sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jANavo, jovo ane svabhAvamAM ramavuM. A jJAna, darzana, cAritra te AtmajJAna, Atmadarzana, AtmaramaNatArUpa che, te ja nizcayathI ratnatrayI che. je pragaTarUpe siddha paramAtmAne hoya che. tathA arihaMta paryAya che temAM paNa avAntara sattA bhavyatvanI to che ja, je bhavyatva ghAti karmanA kSayathI janya nizcayathI ratnatrayIne pAmelA svabhAvane jANe che, jue che ane temAM rame che. uparAMta viziSTa puNya pragaTa thavAnI yogyatArUpa paNa A avAntara sattA te kevaLa arihaMta thanArA AtmAmAM ja anAdikAlIna che, jethI traNe kAlanA arihaMtomAM te avAntara sattAthI ja (AtmAmAM rahelA arihaMtatvathI ja) teo arihaMtarUpe pUjAya che, namaskAra karAya che ane bhavya jIvone AlaMbana ApIne upakAra karavAno zarU thaI jAya che. je anAdi nigodanI sthitimAM rahelA temaNe koI evuM paropakAra karI zake tevuM viziSTa puNyakarma paNa bAMdhyuM nathI ane paropakAra karI paNa zakatA nathI chatAM evA avAntara sattAvALA dravyanI viziSTatAthI tribhuvana upara te dravyarUpe paropakAra karI rahyuM che. A ja te AtmadravyanI viziSTatA che. dareka dravyamAM vaikAlika paryAya paDelI che paraMtu jayAre te pragaTa thAya che tyAre sva-rUpe paropakAra Adi karI zake che. bAkI to avAntara sattA te dravyamAM traikAlika arthAt, nitya che. te arihaMtanuM dravya traNe kALa paropakAra kare che. jayAre ghAti karmano kSaya thAya che tyAre sva-bhAvane jANe che, jue che ane temAM ramaNatA kare che te sAthe ja prakRSTa (tIrthaMkara nAma karma) puNya karmano udaya thAya che te bhogavavA mATe jagatanA jIvo upara upakAra thAya che. te upakAra mATe viziSTa evA atizayo, labdhio, viziSTa evI bhoga sAmagrIo puNyanA udayathI bhegI thAya che je temanA zuddhAtmAne sparzatI nathI kemake te sva-bhAvamAM che ane te sAmagrI dvArA paropakAra sahajabhAve thAya che. e rIte siddha paramAtmAnI avAntara rastA je siddha paryAya pragaTa thavAnI yogyatA dharAve che. te paNa traikAlika nitya che. bhavyajIvo anAdikALathI je nigodamAM che te paNa avAntara sattAthI ja traNe kALanA siddhomAM pUjAya che, namaskAra karAya che ane bhavyajIvone ta2vAmAM AlaMbanarUpa bane che. AcArya paryAya che temAM paNa avAntara sattA bhavyatvanI to che ja, sAthe viziSTa mohano kSayopazama tathA temane yogya viziSTa puNya pragaTa thavAnI yogyatArUpa paNa tathAbhavyatvathI avAntara sattAmAM te te paryAyo paDelI hoya che. je paryAya pragaTa thatAM svayogya (AcArano upadeza tathA pAlana dvArA) paropakAra kare che. mATe traNe kALanA paryAyo jemAM rahelA che evuM dravya (dravyamAM rahelI AcArya paryAya je apragaTa che te) avAntara sattAthI pUjAya che A rIte bhavya jIvo para te dravya upakAra karI rahyuM che. upAdhyAya paryAya che temAM paNa avAntara sattA bhavyatvanI to che ja, te sAthe temane yogya viziSTa puNyakarma tathA tathAvidha mohano kSayopazama thavAnI yogyatArUpa tathAbhavyatvathI paNa te te paryAyo avAntara sattAmAM paDelI che je paryAya pragaTa thatAM, viziSTa puNyodaya thatAM ane kSayopazama thatAM prabhunI vANInuM dAna bhavyajIvone karavArUpa paropakAra kare che. arthAt, bhaNAvavA dvArA upakAra kare che. je sAdhakano aMtarnAda 11 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnadAnathI paththara jevA jaDane paNa jJAnAvaraNano kSayopazama temanA viziSTa puNyathI thaI jAya che, ane avAntara sattAmAM paDelI upAdhyAya paryAya dvArA traNe kALa pUjanIya namaskaraNIya banavA dvArA bhavyajIvo upara upakAra kare che. sAdhu paryAya che temAM paNa avAntara sattA bhavyatvanI to che ja te sAthe tathAvidha mohano kSayopazama thavAnI yogyatArUpa tathAbhavyatvathI te sAdhu paryAya pragaTa thAya che tyAre traNe jagatanA jIvone abhayadAna ApavArUpa upakAra kare che. jIvone sAdhu banavAmAM AlaMbanarUpa bane che. A rIte avAntara sattAmAM paDelI sAdhu paryAya traNe kALamAM bhavya jIvo upara upakAra kare che, kAraNa ke sAdhu paryAyane pragaTa karavAnI yogyatA dharAvatuM avAntara sattA dravya traNe kALa namaskaraNIya che, pUjanIya che. sva-bhAva TM potAnuM (zuddhAtmadravyanuM) astitva batAve che. para-bhAva 4 paranuM (jaDanuM) astitva potAnAmAM batAve che. vi-bhAva viruddha (mithyA) astitva potAnAmAM batAve che. zubha-bhAva ja zubhanuM (puNyanuM) astitva potAnAmAM (AtmadravyamAM) batAve che. navapadamAM pAMca parameSThi ane cAra guNo che. A nave paryAya che. pAMca parameSThi paryAya upara kahyA pramANe jANavI ane cAra guNo che te paNa kSAyika bhAvanI paryAya che je ghAti karmanA kSayathI pragaTa thAya che. 4. dravyanI dhruvasattA tathA avAntara sattA pa.pU. hIra sU.ma.sA.nI samAdhie pU. hIra sU.ma.sA. ArAdhanA karAvI hatI. dravyanuM astitva e ja zakita. dhruvasattAnuM kArya ja astitva batAvavAnuM che, te sivAyanuM samagra kArya avAntara sattA kare che. dhruvasattA zaktimAM rahelI che, avAntara sattA vyaktimAM rahelI che. mATe zaktinuM kArya juduM che, vyaktinuM kArya juduM che. arthAt, dravyanuM kArya juduM che, paryAyanuM kArya juduM che. paryAya paNa dravya sahita ja che mATe paryAyayukta dravyanI vicAraNAmAM te dravyanI avAntara sattA manAya che. abhavya jIva. jenuM paMca parameSThimAM sthAna nathI, jemAM traikAlika pAMce paryAyano sadbhAva nathI temAM paNa avAntara sattA rahelI che mATe ja tene abhavya kahevAya che je Atmadravya maganA koraDA jevuM che, arthAt, tenA tathAbhavyatvano paripAka thato nathI tethI tenI avAntara sattA abhavyanI kahevAya che. te sadA aparipakava dazAmAM rahenAruM dravyanI sattA dharAve che. dhruvasattAnuM kArya ja e che ke potAnuM astitva batAvavuM. Atma dravya e astitva dharAve che tenuM nAma ja zakti. arthAt, sattA ane zakti, be eka ja che. zakti vinA astitva ja na hoya arthAt, astitva paNa te rUpa zaktithI raheluM che. dravya te e jAtanI zaktinI hayAti dharAve che. jo astitva sAdhakano aMtarnAda phA.va. 11, unA 12 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharAvavAnI zakti na hota to tenI sattA A jagatamAM na hota mATe dravya kaho agara eka jAtanI zakti kaho ke sattA kaho te badhuM ekaja che. - te (dravya) niSkriya che paraMtu te potAnuM astitva dharAve che eTaluM te ApaNA mATe zaya tarIke kArya kare che. zeya che tene ApaNe jJAnamAM pratibiMbita karIe chIe to ja te zeya bane che, mATe te kAryazIla nathI e nakkI che. kArya mAtra svabhAva kare che. A svabhAva paNa jo sattA dravya na hoya to kArya na karI zake. svabhAva paNa ekalo hoI zakato nathI, dravyanI hAjarImAM ja svabhAva rahelo che ane te kArya kare che. paraMtu dhyAna ane ciMtanamAM arthAtu, samajavA-bodha mATe teno (dravya ane svabhAva baMneno) bheda ane abheda samajavAno che. bheda ane abheda banne vAstavika che, mATe kathaMcit bheda kathaMcit abhedanI vicAraNA che. kAraNa ke dravyanuM ane svabhAvanuM (paryAyanuM) svarUpa ja evA prakAranuM che. jo koI paNa eka prakArano ekAMta pakaDIzuM to padArthanuM (ahIM AtmA nAmanA padArthanuM) saMpUrNa svarUpa samajAze nahi arthAtuM, tenI vAstavikatA nahi pAmI zakAya, paraMtu apUrNatA raheze ane te kAraNathI ja tenA mATe vAda-vivAdanI paraMparA AmAMthI ja UbhI thaI che. bheda paNa eTalo ja sAco che ane abheda paNa eTalo ja sAco che. paraMtu dravya ane paryAya bane pota potAnA svarUpamAM hoya che te vicArIe tyAM sudhI te bhinnatA barAbara che, paNa baMne (dravya ane paryAya) eka bIjA vinA rahI zakatA nathI to jo bannenuM eka svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave tyAre to koNa juduM che e vicAraNA thaI zake nahi arthAtu, judA pADayA pADI zakAtA nathI tyAre abhijJatAthI vicAraNA karavAmAM Ave che. jo ke padArthanuM svarUpa baMne rIte vicAravAnuM ApaNane upakAraka che mATe jayAre bhedanI sAdhanA karavAnI hoya tyAre ekalA bhedano vicAra karavo, amedanI sAdhanA karavAnI hoya tyAre ekalA abhedano vicAra karavo. jethI dravyanI sAdhanA vAstavika AtmAnuM svarUpa pakaDI zakAya ane anubhavI zakAya eTalA mATe vicAravAnuM che. paryAyanI sAdhanAthI AtmAnuM je vikRta svarUpa che tene oLakhIne tenAthI chUTA thavAno prayatna karI zakAya eTalA mATe vicAravAnuM che. phA.va. 12+13, zAhabAga samAdhie, unA aImAM Ahattva raheluM che. tene caitanya kahevAya che te caitanya jagatamAM vyApIne raheluM che eTale zuM? dravya e sAmAnya ane vizeSa dharma yukata che. te baMne dharma zAzvata che. arthAtu, nitya saMbaMdhe rahelA che. A be dharmamAMthI te eke dharmathI Tyuta dravya thatuM nathI. temAM je sAmAnya dharma che te jagatamAM vyApIne rahelo che. caitanya e Atmadravyano sAmAnya dharma che. tethI caitanya vyApIne raheluM che, ema kahevAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAmAnya dharma e dareka vyaktimAM ekatA batAvanAra che. A AtmA che, A AtmA che. ema dareka vyakti-AtmAmAM ekatva batAvanAra A dharma che. te dareka vyaktimAM ekaja rUpe rahelo che mATe tethI aneka vyakti AtmAnA A dharmathI ekamAM saMgraha thaI zake che. tethI badhAne ekamAM lAvanAra A dharma kahevAya che. caitanyanuM dhyAna karavuM eTale Atma dravyanA sAmAnya dharmanuM dhyAna karavuM ane bhinna vyaktimAM rahelA AtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM eTale Atma dravyanA vizeSa dharmanuM dhyAna karavuM. A ja kAraNathI zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna eTale paNa dravyanA sAmAnya dharmanuM dhyAna. A dhyAna te potAnA AtmAnuM (vyaktinuM) kare to paNa dhyAna samaye te bhinna nathI, anaMta AtmadravyanI ekatAne pAmeluM zuddhAtma dravya ja che. sAmAnya dharma dravyanI dhruvasattA batAve che, vizeSa dharma dravyanI avAktara sattA batAve che. jo ke te baMne dharmo dravyamAM ja rahe che. paraMtu jayAre dravyanA eka svarUpanuM dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre tenA sAmAnya dharmanuM AlaMbana levAmAM Ave che. bhinna-bhinna AtmA-arthAtuM, bhedarUpe AtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre tenA vizeSa dharmanuM AlaMbana levAmAM Ave che. jema sAta nayamAM padArthane jovAnI judI judI daSTi rahelI che arthAtu, je dRSTinI jayAre jarUra paDe tyAre te dRSTine mukhya rAkhavI. AtmAne kaI dRSTi hAlanA saMyogomAM upakAraka che te dRSTine mukhya rAkhIne padArthane jovo. sAmAnya vizeSa dharma te eka ja dravyanA be svabhAva che sAmAnya svabhAvathI tenuM mULa astitva batAve che. mULa astitva dareka dravyanuM sarakhuM che. tethI te dharmamAM dravyano bheda paDato nathI. tathA vizeSa svabhAvathI bheda pADanAra dravyamAM je vikRti che te vikRtirUpa astitva batAve che. A bheda pADanAra paNa te dravyano ja dharma che. jene vizeSa kahevAya ke A dharmane paNa TALyo TaLAya tema nathI. arthAtu, te dravyamAM ja rahelo che, mATe ja jayAre siddhAvasthA thAya che tyAre paNa bhinna bhinna siddha bhagavaMto ardhAtu, anaMta siddha bhagavaMto ema batAvanAra vizeSa dharma ja che. ApaNe jayAre aikya bhAvanA-eka svarUpanuM dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre dravyanuM sAmAnya dharmathI dhyAna karavuM. phA.va. 14, unA dravyo ja che. te chae jagatamAM vyApya che. jema AkAzAstikAya, dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya cauda rAjaloka vyApI che tema Atmadravya paNa cauda rAjaloka vyApI che. jema AkAzadravya arUpI-adezya che tema Atmadravya paNa arUpI che tethI adezya che. jema khAlI jagyAmAM (AkAzamAM) ghaDo mUkIe tyAre AkAzanuM darzana AkAzanI paryAyarUpa ghaTAkAza tarIke thAya che te rIte vyApya AtmadravyamAM deha che te (te vakhate) tenI paryAya bane che tethI te manuSyano AtmA che e rIte darzana thAya che. Atmadravya kayAM nathI ? jagatamAM sarvatra che. tenI paryAyonA darzanathI te amuka amuka bhedathI dekhAya che. barAbara je rIte AkAza che tevI ja rIte Atmadravya paNa cauda rAjalokamAM che. te akhaMDa che, avicalita sAdhakano aMtarnAda 14 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, eka che, asmalita che, niraMjana che, nirAkAra che. dravya svarUpe to pAMce (cha) dravyo eka rIte ja rahelAM che. jema AkAza, dharma, adharma dravyo che tema Atmadravya, paramANurUpa pudgala dravya. A badhAM dravyonI astitvanI rIta sarakhI che. teo sattArUpa zakti che. te darekanA svabhAva bhinna bhinna che. jema AkAza che, te arUpI che tene ApaNe sattA mAtrathI AkAza dravya che tema vicArIe chIe. teno svabhAva avagAharUpa che tethI tene oLakhIe chIe ke A AkAza dravya che. A rIte dravyanuM svarUpa ja evuM che te eka che, akhaMDa che, avicalita che, sattA mAtra che. dareka dravyane A svarUpa lAgu paDe che. svarUpe dUdha eka che chatAM judA judA vAsaNamAM raheluM tenI vAsaNanA bhedathI bhinnatA jaNAya che. tema svarUpe Atma dravya eka che te judA judA deha bhAMDanA bhedathI bhinna jaNAya che. paraMtu jayAre karma mukta bane che. tyAre tenuM astitva bhinna bhinna rahe che te paNa zuddha paryAyarUpa che, paraMtu svarUpe to eka che. A rIte kevaLa dravya (paryAyanI gauNatAvALuM)nuM svarUpa buddhithI agamya che, na samajI zakAya evuM che. tene AkAza dravyanI saramaNIthI nitaraMgAdi svarUpa ciMtavI temAM lIna thavuM, jethI nirvikalpa dazA prApta thAya. nirvikalpa dazAmAM tene anubhavI zakAya che. te anubhavathI agaNita karmono saMhAra thAya che. phA.va. ofii, unA sAme kerI dekhAya che e zuM che? paryAya. to temAM dravya karyuM? A kerI che evuM kerInuM astitva batAvavAnI je zakti che te ja dravya ! evI ja rIte A AtmA che evuM batAvavAnI zakti che tenuM nAma ja dravya. je dravyane ApaNe AtmA tarIke mAnIe chIe. - e zakti enA guNa (svabhAva)thI pragaTa thAya che, athavA te dravyanuM prAgaTya dekhADanAra svabhAva che, ane dravya to te (dravya) 'che' ema mAnavA-samajavA mATe che. mAnavA svarUpa che, te koI vasturUpe spaSTa bhAsatI nathI paNa che e vAta satya che. e koI padArtha tarIke vyakata-spaSTa nathI je avyakta che te ja dravya che. zakti avyakta che, vyakita vyakti che ane zakti che temAM ja devatva che. A zakti (dravya) vyApaka che. te e rIte samajAya che athavA enuM kAraNa e che ke cauda rAjalokamAM koI paNa evuM sthaLa (sthAna-jagyA) nathI ke jayAM koI paNa vyakti najare paDe to A amuka che (dravya che athavA AtmA che) evuM batAvavAnI zakti hAjara na hoya ! e zaktinI hAjarI e ja dravya. jema ghaDo dekhIe enI sAthe A mRdu dravya che arthAtuM, mATIno che agara mATIpaNAnI zakti che evo anubhava thAya che. game teTalA eTale ke aneka vyaktimAM paNa te dravya (mR6)nI hAjarI batAve che te sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja mRt zakti che. tene ApaNe mRt dravya kahIe chIe arthAtuM, huM mRdu chuM ema batAve che. dravya-zakti hAjara che chatAM A mATI che evuM pragaTapaNuM to vyakti dekhADe che. vyakti-pragaTapaNuM te ja paryAya che. pragaTapaNAthI satuno khyAla karAve te paryAya. ce.zu. 9, prabhAsapATaNa dhruvasattA darzana karavA lAyaka che. avAntara sattA pragaTa karavA lAyaka che. dhruvasattA-tenuM darzana karIne AnaMda pAmavA mATe che avAntara sattA pragaTa karIne anubhavavA lAyaka che ane bhogya che. dhruvasattA-nirAvaraNa che mATe niSkriya che. avAra sattA-karmanA AvaraNane dUra karavAthI pragaTa thanArI che mATe sakriya che. dhruvasattA-eTale AtmAnuM nirAvaraNa svarUpa-tene jo. avAra sattA-AtmAnuM AvaraNa khasavAthI pragaTa thAya che. svarUpa jovuM. dhruvasattA ane avAntara te baMne nirAvaraNa A rIte che chatAM avAnAra AvaraNa khasavAthI pragaTa thayeluM svarUpa te paryAya kahevAya ane je dhruvasattAthI zuddha dravya che te nirAvaraNa evuM dravya sadA avasthita raheluM che, te dravya che. dhruvasattA ane avAntara sattA. baMne sattA dravyathI ja samajavI. dravyanI dhruvasattA kevaLa dravyanuM svarUpa batAve che. dravyanI avAra sattA guNa paryAya sahita dravyanuM svarUpa batAve che. dravya-guNa paryAya rahita hotuM nathI, chatAM dravya te dravya che ane guNa paryAya te guNa paryAya che. dravya ane paryAyanAM svarUpa bhinna che, baMnnenuM kArya bhinna che. baMne badhI rIte judA che. lakSaNathI, svarUpathI, svabhAvathI ane jAtithI judA che. A guNa paryAyanI sAthe ja sadA rahenAra hovAthI dravya ane guNa-paryAyano kathaMcit abheda kahevAya che ane lakSaNathI, svarUpathI, svabhAvathI judA che mATe kathaMcit bheda kahevAya che. A rIte baMne (dravya ane paryAya) svarUpathI, svabhAvathI, lakSaNathI judA che, to te baMne judA judA vicArIe to kevA che ? to kahyuM che ke dravyanuM svarUpa avicalita, nistaraMga, sviminodadhi jevuM, niSpakaMpa merU jevuM, AkAza jevuM nirAkAra niraMjana che. jene dravyanI dhruvasattA kahevAya che, ane guNa paryAyanuM svarUpa vicalita che, sakriya che. te kSaNe kSaNe zeyanA parivartanathI palaTAya che evA je jJAnadarzana rUpa guNa-svabhAva-vicalita, sakriya hovAthI guNaparyAyavALA dravyanI avAnAra sattA kahevAya che. avAstara sattAmAM guNa paryAya ane dravyanuM bhedasvarUpa jovAya che. dhuvasattAmAM dravya guNa paryAyanuM abheda svarUpa jovAya che. dravyanuM lakSaNa vyApaka che. paryAyanuM lakSaNa vyApya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 16 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dravyanuM svarUpa niraMjana, nirAkAra, niSkriya che. paryAyanuM svarUpa sAkAra sakriya che. dravyano svabhAva avyakata che. paryAyano svabhAva vyakata che. dravyanI jAti dravyatva rUpa che te dravyamAM ja rahe che. paryAyanI jAti paryAyatvarUpa che te paryAyamAM ja rahe che. pra. dravyanuM pragaTa svarUpa kevuM hoya ? ja. te zuddha che chatAM tene jovA mATenuM svarUpa juduM che, te jovA mATe dravyanI avAntara sattAno vicAra karI puruSArtha dvArA pragaTa thayelI je zuddha paryAya che te ja dravyanuM pragaTa svarUpa che, jene sva-bhAva kahI zakAya. sva eTale dravya teno bhAva eTale astitva-tene je batAve che tenuM nAma paryAya kahevAya che. jovAnuM svarUpa A rIte che. dravyanuM apragaTa svarUpa te zuddha ja che chatAM tene niSkriya paDI rahelI eka vastune jotA hoIe te rIte jovAnuM che. athavA mULa tenuM jevuM svarUpa te svarUpane jovAnuM che. jayAre pragaTa thayeluM svarUpa to che to mULa svarUpa je che te ja. paraMtu zeyanA parivartanathI parivartana pAmatuM svarUpa jovAthI te svarUpa mULa svarUpa karatAM juduM lAge che. kemake zeyane AdhIna te jJAna (svabhAva) guNathI svabhAvane pragaTa kare che, tethI kevaLa dravya svAdhIna che. paryAyayukta dravya pratyakSa parAdhIna che, zeyAdhIna che. 5. dravyanI vyApakatA cai.va. 2, verAvaLa dravya jagata vyApI che te urdhvatA sAmAnyanI jema dhaTatA jAtimAM che, tiryak sAmAnyathI dareka vyaktimAM, sonA, rUpA, mATIrUpa vigere paryAyamAM che. tema Atma dravya niSkriya che ane sakriya che ema be virodhI vastu eka vastumAM kevI rIte rahe ? jema bheda ane abheda eka vastumAM judI judI apekSAe vicArIe chIe, tevI ja rIte dravyarUpa eka ja vastumAM sakriyatA niSkriyatA ApekSika che ? jema koI vyaktine samAcAra pUchIe ke devadatta che ? hA, che, agara koI tene gharamAM joIne te kArya karato hoya to paNa 'te gharamAM che' eTaluM je tene jJAna thAya che te kevaLa tenI sattAnuM ja jJAna thayuM tyAre tenI kriyA jovAtI nathI. athavA koI gharanI bahArathI DokiyuM karIne joI le eTale te bole ke hA, te aMdara che. A rIte tenI sattA mAtranuM jJAna tenI niSkriyatAnuM ja bhAna karAvanAra che. agara kevaLa sattAnI jijJAsAthI jonArane tenI kriyAnuM bhAna hotuM nathI. tethI kevaLa dravyanuM nirIkSaNa karanAra niSkriyatA jue che. jema kevaLa vyaktinI hAjarI jonArane tenI niSkriyatAnuM dhyAna hoya che, sakriyatAnuM bhAna hotuM nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 17 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paraMtu dravya kadI paryAya vinAnuM hotuM nathI mATe dravyanuM vizeSa jJAna karavAmAM tenI paryAya sakriya che te dekhAya che. tethI kevaLa dravya pote kAMI kriyA karatuM nathI chatAM sakriyatAnuM jJAna thAya che. arthAt, dravya paryAyathI ekameka che tethI tenI sakriyatA dravyanI ke paryAyanI che ! ema bheda pADI zakAto nathI. mATe dravya sakriya paNa A apekSAe che. cai.va. 3 AtmAnI dhruvasattAnuM jJAna te sAmAnya jJAna che. tenI avAntara sattAnuM jJAna te vizeSajJAna che. dhruvasattA niSkriya che, avAntara sattA sakriya che. vastu 'che' eTaluM mAtra joIe chIe te te vastunuM darzana che, te 'sakriya che' e joIe chIe tyAre vastunuM jJAna thAya che. darzana te sAmAnya bodha, jJAna te vizeSa bodha. dravyamAM sakriyatA niSkriyatA apekSita che, jayAre tenI sattAnuM jJAna karIe chIe tyAre tenI niSkriyatAnA bodha hoya che. jayAre te zuM kArya kare che ! te joIe chIe tyAre tenI sakriyatAno bodha hoya che. jema koI vyakti gharamAM hoya ane koIne pUchIe ke te vyakti che to kahe ke hA, ATalA jJAnathI kevaLa tenI sattAnuM jJAna thayuM. te vyakti niSkriya na hatI chatAM tenI hAjarI che ke nahi teTalA jJAnanI apekSAmAM kriyAnI gauNatA hovAthI tenuM jJAna hotuM nathI. e ja rIte AtmA nAmanI vastu che eTalA bodhathI tenuM sAmAnyanuM jJAna thayuM te nirvikalpaka hovAthI temAM sthiratA pAmeluM citta nirvikalpaka bane che. Atma dravyane nistaraMgAdi svarUpe jovo, temAM sthira thayeluM citta nirvikalpaka bane che. kemake kevaLa AtmAnuM sAmAnya svarUpa jotAM je jJAna thAya che te darzana che. Ane ja Atmadarzana kahevAya che. jemAM "soDa M'nI pratIti thAya che te ja Atmadarzana che. huM, tuM ane te e traNe sarvanAma che. je nAmamAM sarvanI pratIti thAya te sAmAnya che. 'te' emAM koI vizeSa nathI kAraNa ke 'te' eTale koNa ? evo bheda pADyo nathI. soDahaM 'te huM' ahIM huM mAM koNa? evo bheda pADyo nathI. huM eTale je koI AvuM dravya che te. jo tevuM dravya tAro AtmA che ? to 'tuM'! mAro AtmA che ? to 'huM' ! A pramANe jo koI AvuM dravya A pramANe (sattA dharAvatuM) hoya te te sarva huM ane tuM che temAM koI vizeSa nathI. mATe ja huM, tuM ane teno abheda A sAmAnya darzanathI thaI zake che. tyAra pachI vizeSa-je avAntara sattA dravyanI dharAve che. te koNa che ? sakriya che. je dravyamAM arihaMta banavAnI yogyatA rahelI che te dravya kevuM che ? bhavyatvanI yogyatA che te dravya kevuM che ? jagata vAtsalya yukta kaI kriyA karavA ne yogya che ? javAbamAM kahyuM che ke jagata upara prema karuNA guNa yukta che tethI tevI paryAya dhAraNa kare che, tyAre sakriyatA pratyakSa thAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 18 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have bhavyatvanI yogyatA che te dravya kevuM che? nitaraMgAdi svarUpa te dravya kaI kriyA karavA mATe yogya che? jagatanuM darzana-jJAna (jANavA-jovArUpa) kriyA kare che. cai.va. 6, saM2046, verAvaLa zuddhAtma dravya jagatamAM AkAzanI jema vyApIne raheluM che, AkAzanI jema te eka che, akhaMDa che, avicalita che, ammalita che, abhedya che, nismakaMpa che, stimita che, nIrava che, tenuM ja ciMtana karavuM, tene ja upayogamAM dhAraNa karavo, tene ja upayogarUpa cakSuthI jovA prayatna karavo. te sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa che arthAtuM, tene jovAmAM koI vastu ADe AvI zakatI nathI, paDado karI zakatI nathI. mATe ja sadA tenuM darzana avicchinnapaNe thaI zake che. upayogathI kareluM darzana tenA saMvedana sudhI laI jAya che. tenuM saMvedana te ja zuddhAtma dravyano anubhava che, temAM AnaMdanI Urmio vahe che. kevaLa dravyanA ciMtanamAM-te (dravya) eka akhaMDa vigere rUpe jovAya che jema AkAza dravya. paraMtu jayAre te AkAzamAM ghaTa rahelo che te AkAza joIe chIe tyAre ghaTAkAza dekhAya che tyAre aneka AkAza-khaMDarUpa AkAzanuM darzana thAya che tema AtmAnI (Atma dravyanI) paryAyo hoya che, temAM bhinna bhinna AtmAnuM darzana thAya che. je manuSya dehamAM rahelo che, pazu dehamAM, deva dehamAM, nArakI dehamAM rahelo che. ema karmanA saMbaMdhathI vikRta paryAya dhAraNa karIne rahelo che tyAre to tenuM svarUpa evuM kadarUpuM lAge che ke AvuM zuddha dravya ! ane eNe Ane kyAM svIkAryuM ? sukha-duHkharUpa mizrita A paryAya ane te (sukha-duHkha) paNa AbhAsarU5 anubhave che. te dravyamAM ja pote azuddha paryAyane dhAraNa karIne potAnI judI duniyAne anubhavato ekalatAno anubhava kare che ane te ekatAno potAno mULa svabhAva che tethI ekalA nahi rahI zakato paryAyomAM ekatA karavA jhaMkhanA kare che ane ekatA karavA phAMphA mAre che, ane duHkhI thAya che, tyAre zuddha vyavahAra dharmano Azraya leto zAMti anubhave che. AtmA ane AkAzamAM eTalo taphAvata che ke AtmA cetana che, AkAza jaDa che. cetana hovAthI karma (jaDa)nI asara grahaNa kare che tethI lepAya che ane gaMdo thAya che. jayAre AkAzane ghaTAdinA saMparkathI paryAya grahaNa thAya che paNa te tenAthI alipta che kAraNa ke temAM cetanA nathI. cetanA azuddha dravya (karma)ne AdhIna thayelA AtmAne raMge che, tyAre temAM sArA kharAba raMgonAM citro paDe che te ja tenI azuddha paryAya che. jayAre AtmA karma rahita hoya che tyAre tenI cetanA kevaLa jJAna-darzanarUpa paryAyane dhAraNa kare che, je potAnA bhAvane svabhAvane) ja jue che, jANe che ane temAM lIna rahe che tethI tyAM kevaLa zuddha sukhano anubhava-AnaMda kare che. A rIte AkAza ane AtmAmAM jaDatA ane caitanyano bheda hovAthI zuddha azuddha paryAyonA bhedamAM taratamatAnA kAraNe sukha-duHkhanI lAgaNI vigere AtmAmAM che, AkAzamAM nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ce.va. 8, verAvaLa dravya e sAmAnya che, paryAya e vizeSa che. Atma dravyanA sAmAnyanuM jJAna kaho ke sattAnuM jJAna kaho ke darzana-zuddhAtma dravyanuM darzana kaho e eka ja che. jayAre sAmAnyanuM sattAnuM jJAna hoya tyAre vizeSa gauNarUpe hoya che. arthAtuM, dravya ane paryAya hoya to sAthe ja paraMtu jayAre kevaLa sattAnuM sAmAnyanuM jJAna hoya tyAre vizeSa gauNa rahe che. dhruvasattA e sAmAnya che ane avAstara sattA vizeSa che. avAstara sattA che to dravyanIja. paNa dravya ane paryAya e baMnemAM koI gauNa-mukhya nahi. baMnenI sattA te avAstara sattA. paraMtu dravya vinAnI paryAya hotI nathI chatAM sattA dravyanI manAya. paryAyanuM astitva mukhya nathI mATe. Ama to dravya sat che, guNa paNa sat che ane paryAya paNa sat che. je sat che temAM satuM paNuM eTale sattA che. e pramANe jeTalA padArtho ane paryAyo che te sattArUpe ja rahelA che. paraMtu mukhyatA dravyanI che. mATe zaktirUpe sattA tenI mAnIne nirvikalpatA sAdhavAnI che ane paryAyarUpe te vakhate gauNatA che mATe vyaktirUpe te sattAno vikalpa nathI hoto. jayAre paryAyarUpe sattAne mukhya rAkhIe chIe tyAre dravyanI sattA gauNa che. kevaLa vyaktinI sattA mAnIne paMca parameSThi je AtmAmAM rahela paryAyane pragaTa karavA mATe dhyeyarUpa banAvavA mATe che. zaktirUpe dhyeya zuddhAtma dravyane banAvavAnuM che te nirvikalpa dhyAna mATe arthAtu, nirvikalpa dazAmAM jaIne karma nirjarA mATe che jene zukala dhyAna kahevAya che. tenAthI karmano kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna ane mokSa tarapha javAnI prakriyA thAya che ane paMcaparameSThirUpa paryAyanI mukhyatA rAkhIne vyaktirUpe dhyeyarUpa banAvavAnuM che te savikalpaka dhyAna mATe che tethI dharmadhyAna thAya che ane te dhyeyanI prApti mATe zubha (puNya)no baMdha karAvI aMte zuddhAtma dravyanA dhyAnathI soDAMnI pratIti thAya che ane temAM tadrupa thayelo AtmA zukala dhyAnanI zreNie caDhI sakala karmano kSaya karI siddha pada prApta kare che. ce.va. 11 akhila brahmAMDamAM eka caitanya svarUpa zuddhAtma dravya vyApIne raheluM che te tenI (dravyanI) dhruva sattA che avAntara sattAmAM be prakAra paDe che. temAM (1) zuddha paryAya prApta kare che (2) zubha-azubha paryAya grahaNa kare che. paMca parameSThi che temAM zuddha paryAya pragaTa che te siddha paryAya. zubha paryAya grahaNa kare che te arihaMta, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, zrAvaka tathA samakitI jIvo. te sivAyanA jIvadravyo zubha-azubha paryAya grahaNa kare che. arihaMta paramAtmAnI paryAya zubha karmanA baMdha janita ane karmakSaya janita che. AcArya paryAya zubha karmanA baMdha janita ane karmanA kSayopazama janita che, upAdhyAya sAdhu bhagavaMta paryAya paNa zubhakarma sAdhakano aMtarnAda 20 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ baMdha janita ane jJAnAvaraNIya Adi kSayopazama janita, zrAvaka, samakitI paNa moha sAthe jJAnAvaraNIya kSayopazama janita paryAya pragaTa che. te sivAyanA jIvo zubha-azubha karmabhanita paryAya grahaNa kare che paraMtu sAthe mohanIyAdino kSayopazama na hovAthI saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. vai.zu. 5, 2046, navapallava pArzvanAga bhagavAnanuM sAnidhya, mAMgarola paramAtmAnuM mukhAraviMda jotAM kevaLa vitarAgatA nItaratI hatI, tyAM vicAra Avyo ke, he paramAtmA pArthaprabhu ! tAruM svarUpa niraMjana, nirAkAra che. tyAM vitarAgatA kayAMthI AvI? oha! samajAyuM. svarUpa to tAruM ane mAruM bheda pADatuM nathI. tAruM Atma dravya kevaLa che (zuddha che) te to tAruM kaho ke mAruM kaho tyAM bheda ja kyAM che? je nirAkAra, niraMjana dravya che te huM chuM. pachI tAruM dravya hoya ke mAruM ! tAruM dravya mAruM dravya to pelI paryAyo bheda pADe che. dravyanA svarUpano to bheda pADyo paDe tema nathI. niraMjana, nirAkAratA jayAM che te dravya. are ! cha dravyomAM paNa Atma dravya (cetana dravya) A che evo bheda pADanAra paNa sahaja paryAya je sadA sAthe ja rahe che, kadI judI paDatI nathI te jJAna (svabhAva) ja paryAya che. jene cetanya kahevAya che. ApaNe badhA cetanya svarUpI Atmadravya chIe paNa temAM bheda pADanAra paryAyanI vikRti che. mArI paryAya vikRta che paNa he prabhu ! tArI paryAya zuddha che. je paryAyamAM paNa vikAra nathI, dravyamAM to nathI ane paryAya paNa tArI nirvikAra che. jemAM karmajanya koI rAgAdi vikAra nahi hovAthI zuddha nirvikAra nirmaLa tArI paryAya che. je paryAyamAM kevaLa vitarAgatA jhaLahaLe che. nihitA prasarelI che. udAsInatA zobhI rahI che, je tArA svarUpanA AbhUSaNarUpa che. tArA svarUpane zobhAvI rahI che. tAro ne mAro bheda pADanAra paryAya che. tArI karma viyogajanya paryAya che, mAre karma saMyoga janya paryAya che. karma viyoga janya paryAyamAM karmano abhAva hovAthI koI karmano vikAra nathI. A paryAya sahaja che. mAre karma saMyoga janya paryAya tArAthI viruddha paryAya che je navI utpanna thayelI che, vaLI je sahaja paryAyane DhAMkanArI che. rAgAdi vikAravALI hovAthI AtmaguNono ghAta karanArI che. vaLI e rAgAdi paryAyathI yukata AtmAe potAnI jAta jAtanI paryAya banAvI navAM navAM nATaka karI jagatamAM bhaTakato bhikhArInI jema potAno svAMga batAve che. A paryAyomAM audayika bhAvanI paryAyo kevaLa rAga-dveSa paryAyane utpanna karAve che ane rAgAdi paryAya sukha-duHkhanA anubhava karAve che. mATe A ghAti karmanA kSayopazama janya ane aghAtinA udaya janya paryAyone tenAthI para evo tuM he Atman ! zuddhAtma dravya svarUpane nihALI upayogarUpa AMkhathI jo. A tArI paryAya nathI, te to karmanI UbhI karelI che. tuM tenAthI tadna bhinna che, karmanA kAraNe teno saMyoga thayelo che mATe tene tuM vosirAvI de ane tArI je sahaja paryAya che tene tuM bhogava ane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 21. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAM rahIne tArA svarUpamAM rama. A pramANe he pArthaprabhu ! tArA paryAyanA darzanathI, dhyAnathI mArA AtmAne bhAna thayuM. vai.zu. 6, navapallava pArthaprabhu, mAMgarola he paramAtmAnuM ! tAruM Atmadravya nistaraMga, niSpakaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana, sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa eTale ke AkAza jevuM che tevuM ja mAruM Atma dravya. jayAre huM azuddha paryAyamAM rahelo AtmA (sAdhaka) yogane saMvarIne kavacit upayoga dvArA jouM chuM tyAre mane ema thAya che ke huM ja zuddhAtma dravya rUpa paramAtmA chuM arthAtuM, mane tArAmAM ne mArAmAM koI bheda dekhAto nathI. paraMtu svarUpanI ekatA anubhavato huM jayAre upayoganI asthiratAthI nija svarUpamAMthI bahAra AvuM chuM tyAre vicAra Ave che ke mArAmAM ne tArAmAM bheda to che, kayAM tAruM virATa svarUpa ane kayAM mAruM vAmaNuM svarUpa ! kayAM tuM vitarAga ! ane kayAM huM rAga-dveSathI bharelo ! kayAM tArI samatA ane prazAMtatA ane kayAM huM viSama bhAvathI bharelo azAMta ! kayAM tArI prathama mudrA ne kayAM vikRta mArI mudrA ! meruM ane sarasava jevuM aMtara, arthAt tArAmAM ane mArAmAM moTo bheda che. e bheda pADanAra Atma dravya nathI paraMtu Atma dravya sAthe joDAyela karmanI vargaNA che. tAre paNa paryAya to che paNa sahaja zuddha paryAya pragaTa che. kemake anAdino je sahajamala hato teno hAsa thaI javAthI tathA bhavyatva-muktigamana yogyatAnA prabhAve karmanA viyogajanya paryAya pragaTa che. sahaja paryAya to mAre paNa che kemake paryAya vinAnuM dravya ja hotuM nathI paraMtu mAre sahajamalano hAsa nahi thavAthI karmano saMyoga thavAnI yogyatAnA prabhAve samaye samaye karmano baMdha che te kAraNe karmajanya je kRtrima paryAya che teNe sahaja paryAyane DhAMkI dIdhI che, arthAtu, tenuM svarUpa saMtADIne kRtrima (sva)rUpano svAMga sajyo che, tene potAnI paryAya mAnIne tenA upara mamatva karIne jagatamAM bhikhArInI jema bhaTake che kRtrima paryAyamAM kAMI paNa UNapa na AvI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhato te UNapanI pUrti mATe jagatanA cogAnamAM phare che. A pUrti kRtrima hovAthI kadI thatI nathI. eTale tenI bhikhArI vRtti paNa jatI nathI. koI samaju (jJAnI) guru bhagavaMta maLI jAya to khyAla karAve ane kALa pAkyo hoya to samajI jAya tyAre potAnI sahaja paryAyane smarI pragaTa karavA mATe udyama kare ane A kRtrima paryAyamAM alipta rahe arthAtu, mamatva choDe. karmanA saMyoga janya paryAya be jAtanI che, karma be jAtanAM che mATe. 1. karma sIdhA AtmAnA guNone DhAMke che arthAtu, haNe che mATe tene ghAti kahevAya che. 2. bIjAM evAM kama che ke AtmA upara AvaraNa kare che paraMtu AtmAne (guNone) haNatA nathI. tethI jayAre AtmA ghAti karmanA nAzathI jIvaMta bane che-guNa puSTa bane che tyAre te AvaraNa pAtaLuM evuM che ke teno samaya (mudata) puro thAya eTale potAnI meLe nAza pAme che. A be jAtanAM karma (ghAti-aghAti) che. temAM ghAti karma udaya janya paryAya te krodha, mAna, mAyA, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 22 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lobha, mithyAtva, moha vigere paryAyane jIva dhAraNa kare che. ghAtikarmanA kSayopazama janya paryAya che tene kSAyopathamika guNa kahevAya che. ghAtikarma udaya janya tathA ghAtakarma kSayopazama janya, ke ghAtikarma kSaya janya paryAya je che tene aghAtikarma udaya janya paryAyathI bhinna (judI jAtanI) samajavA mATe paryAya zabdathI nahi oLakhatAM, guNa zabdathI oLakhAya che ane aghAtikarma udaya janya paryAya paryAya zabdathI oLakhAya che. temAM ghAtikarma udaya janya paryAya che te azubha paryAya che. ghAtikarmanA kSayopazama janya paryAya che te zubha paryAya che, paraMtu karmasaMyoga hovAthI azuddha che. ane ghAtikarmanA viyoga janya (kSaya janya) paryAya che te zuddha paryAya che jo ke A zuddha paryAya paNa guNa nAmarUpe ja oLakhAya che paNa che to paryAya ja. - have aghAtikarma udaya janya paNa be prakAranI paryAya che. zubha ane azubha. puNyakarma, pApakarma udaya janya paryAyane zubha-azubha nAma ApavAmAM Ave che te kevaLa tenA vipAkane anulakSIne, te zubha paryAya kAMI AtmAnA guNanuM darzana karAvanArI nathI. paraMtu zubha-azubha vipAkane AdhAre zubha-azubha kahevAya che. te to zubha hoya ke azubha hoya ! te AvaraNa to ghAtakarmanA kSaya pachI teno kALa pAkI javAthI mudata pUrI thAya eTale svayaM nirmUla, nAza pAmI jAya che. mATe he prabhu! tArAthI bheda paDayo che. paryAyathI. mArI paryAya, para (jaDa) vastune grahaNa karIne kRtrima UbhI karI che eTale AtmAne tenI sahaja zuddha paryAya je DhAMkI dIdhI che tene bhogavavA detI nathI. arthAtuM, AtmA pote kRtrima paryAyane potAnI mAnI laIne temAM ja rame che paraMtu zuddha paryAyane visarI gayo che. he paramAtman ! Aje tArI vitarAgatA, samatA, zAMtatA, prazAMtatA vigere tArI paryAya (mudrA) nihALatAM mArI sahaja paryAyanuM smaraNa thayuM ke jo tAruM dravya ane mAruM dravya svarUpe eka ja che arthAtuM, eka ja sarakhA che to mArI sahaja paryAya paNa tArA jevI ja che mATe AjathI huM ghAti aghAti karma saMyoga janya udbhavelI je badhI paryAyo che tene mArI mAnIza nahi arthAtuM, huM tenA uparanuM mamatva uThAvI lauM chuM ane tenuM cittathI visarjana karuM chuM. huM zuddhAtma dravya chuM. te saMyoga saMbaMdhe eka AkAza pradeza para rahelA karma pugalo sAthe rahelo che tethI pADozamAM rahelI avaLacaMDI jAta tene potAnuM sahajavilAsI jIvana jIvavA detI nathI, paraMtu te che to para. mAruM nathI ema mAnIne tenAthI mAnasika saMbaMdha choDI daIe to sukhethI jIvI zakAya ane potAnuM je che tenA tarapha prIti jAgatAM A pADozIthI taddana alipta banI udAsInabhAve nihALatAM AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM mahAle pachI tenuM jora paNa ochuM thatAM dhIme dhIme pADoza choDIne cAlyA jAya. jo ApaNe pADozIne paNa potAnA mAnI lIdhA to te to tenA zubha-azubha svabhAva pramANe. tenA marma prakAza to AtmAne mUMjhAvIne sva svarUpanuM bhAna paNa bhUlAvI de. mATe have to bhUtakALanI zubhAzubha paryAyonuM vyasarjana, vartamAna kALanI paryAyanuM saMvaraNa ane anAgata paryAyanuM pratyAkhyAna karavuM che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 23 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM pUrva paryAyone vosirAvI dauM chuM, vartamAna paryAyone (udayanI) bhogavIne khalAsa karuM chuM, anudIkanuM saMvaraNa karuM chuM arthAtuM, bhAvimAM A paryAyone nahi bhogavavI evuM pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. tethI huM koNa chuM? A samaye saikAlika paryAyono bhogavaTo choDI denAra huM zuddha paryAyane bhogavanAra AtmA chuM tenuM bhAna thayuM. te vakhate sahaja vilAsI sahajAnaMda svarUpamAM lIna evA AtmAnuM darzana anubhavAya. vai.zu. 6, derAsaramAM, mAMgarola svarUpa AtmAnuM eka ja che paraMtu tenI avasthA be che. temAM je niSkriya avasthA che tene dravya kahevAya che ane sakriya avasthA che tene paryAya kahevAya che. AmAM prazna thAya ke eka vastumAM virodhI be avasthA kevI rIte hoI zake ? javAba : dravyArthika naya - nizcayanayathI niSkriya che ane paryAyArthika naya - vyavahAra nathI sakriya che. arthAtuM, jema dravya ane paryAyano eka dRSTie bheda che ane bIjI daSTie te abheda che. te bheda abheda baMne paNa upacarita nathI, sat che kAraNa ke jovAnI dRSTi bhinna che. nizcayathI bheda vyavahArathI abheda, tema nizcayathI niSkriya vyavahArathI sakriya A pramANe AtmAnuM niSkriya svarUpa te Atma dravya. AtmAnuM sakriya svarUpa te AtmAnI paryAya. - A be vastu hovAnuM kAraNa AtmA pariNAmI che eTale ke pariNAma pAmavAnA svabhAvavALo che. mATe medAbheda ane niSkriya sakriyatA rahelI che. ve.zu. 7 vastu svarUpe AtmA eka che paraMtu Atma dravya bhinna bhinna che. kemake paryAya vinAnuM dravya hotuM nathI tethI Atma dravyo anaMta che, ema kahI zakAya. AtmA nAmanI vastu eka che kAraNake dravyo sva sarakhA che mATe vastu eka kahevAya. jema dUdha nAmanI vastu game teTalA ThAmamAM bharI hoya to paNa dUdha nAme vastu eka che. ema kahevAya. judA judA ThAmamAM raheluM dravya bhinna bhinna che mATe badhA judA judA ThAmanAM dravyo judAM che te bheda pADanAra jema ThAma che tema judA judA ThAmarUpa zarIramAM raheluM dravya juduM juduM che kemake te dravyane juduM pADanAra zarIra che. paraMtu vastu svarUpe dareka ThAmarU5 zarIramAM AtmA eka che. A pramANe vastu ane dravya e zabdathI eka ane aneka AtmA kahevAya che. vastuthI svarUpanI mukhyatA Ave che, dravyathI paryAya yukatatAthI anya svarUpanuM sAhacarya paNa Ave che. mATe vastu eka che, dravya aneka che. mATe ja kahyuM che ke "vaSNu sadAvo thawo" paNa " dAvo ghama' na kahyuM. vastune batAvanAra-jaNAvanAra dharma che. arthAtuM, svanuM-vastunuM astitva batAvavA mATe je vastu che tene dharma kahevAya che te ja zuddha paryAya che. jene Atma svarUpa prAgaTya kahevAya che. te dharma sAdhakano aMtarnAda 24 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pragaTa karavA mATe eTale zuddha paryAya pragaTa karavA mATe puruSArtha eTale upAdAna taiyAra karavAnuM che. upAdAnamAM kAraNatA-puruSArtha pragaTa karavA mATe purAlaMbana nimitta to jemane te svarUpe pragaTa thayuM che te che. Atma dravyanuM svarUpa niSkriya che temAM sakriyatA arihaMtAdi paryAyanI paDelI che. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dravya karuNA svabhAvavALuM che. jethI te paropakAra svabhAvavALuM che tethI te parArthavyasanItA vigere guNoparyAya che te ghAti karmanA utkRSTa kSayopazama janya che. tIrthakarata-aghAti karmanA udaya janya paryAyano bhogavaTo kare che tyAre samavasaraNamAM besIne zAsananI sthApanA kare che, dezanA Ape che. A paryAyano bhogavaTo pote paropakAra dvArA kare che kAraNake arihaMta dravyano svabhAva karuNAyukta paropakAra che. arthAt, arihaMta dravya-potAnuM astitva paropakArathI dekhAya che. dravyanA samUhane A vastu che ema kahevAya che. eka vacanathI samajAvAya che. dukAnamAM eka ja jAtano mAla hoya to jema ghaNA dravyono samUha hovA chatAM amArI dukAnamAM eka ja mAla che ema kahevAya che tema AtmA vastu svarUpe eka che paraMtu dravyarUpe bhinna bhinna che kemake dravyano bheda pADanAra paryAya tenI sAthe vaLagelI che. mATe vastu svarUpe AtmA eka che. vaizu. 8, mAMgarola kevaLa dravyanuM dhyAna te nirvikalpa dhyAna ane paryAyanuM dhyAna te savikalpa dhyAna. kevaLa dravyanuM dhyAna karavAmAM vikalpo zamI jAya che. te dravyanI niSkriya avasthAnuM dhyAna hovAthI temAM mananI kriyA paNa aTakI jAya che. paryAya e dravyanI sakriya avasthA che tenuM dhyAna karavAmAM ciMtana hoya che mATe temAM manananI kriyA cAlu hoya che. vastunI dhruvasattA che, dravyanI avAra sattA che. jayAre avAra sattAnI vicAraNA karIe chIe tyAre paryAya sahita dravyanI vicAraNA hoya che kAraNa ke dravya paryAya sahita hoya che, jayAre vastunI vicAraNAmAM paryAya gauNa banI jAya che. nirvikalpa dhyAnamAM dravyanA saMghAtarUpa vastu tarIke kevaLa dravyanuM dhyAna hoya che. arihaMtanuM dravya kevuM che ? karuNAyukata. karuNAyukta dravya hovAthI teno svabhAva kevo che ? karuNAnuM prAgaTya karanAra kayo svabhAva (guNa) che ? svArthopasarjana, parArthavyasanIyatA, paropakAra, kRtajJatA. karuNAyukta dravyanI sakriyatA kevI ? paropakAra. parano upakAra karavo te. arihaMta paramAtmAnI sakriyatA-samavasaraNamAM besIne bhavya jIvone karuNA sakriya hovAthI karmamukita-sukha prAptinA upAyarUpa (dezanA mArgadarzana) ApatI dezanA Ape che te che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 25 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vai.zu. 12 zaktinI vyakti kare, spaSTatA kare te paryAya. mATe dravyane zaktirUpa ane paryAyane vyaktirUpa kahyuM che. te paryAya upacarita ane nirUpacarita ema be prakAre che. je zuddha paryAya che te nirUpacarita che, je azuddha paryAya che te upacarita che. upacaritamAM zubha-azubha ema be prakAra che. upacarita paNa che satya, A upacAra khoTo nathI paNa je satya che te rUpe rahIne dravyanuM astitva batAve che jo tema na hoya to upacaritamAM dravyanuM satpaNuM na dekhAya ane dravya na hoya tyAre asatupaNuM (abhAva) na dekhAya. mATe paramAtmAnI mUrtimAM paramAtma tattvane batAvanAra vitarAgatAno anubhava thavAthI ApaNA AtmAne vitarAgatvanI asara thAya che. vai.va. 7, 2046, vaMthalI zuddhAtma dravya AvRtta che. tene pragaTa karavA mATe tenI zuddha sattA che tenuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. dravya AvRtta che tema zuddha paryAya paNa AvRtta che. tene pragaTa karavA mATe zuddha paryAyanuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. dravya jema AvRtta ane nirAvRtta che tema paryAya paNa AvRtta ane nirAvRtta che. AvRtta che tene apragaTa kahevAya che nirAvRttane pragaTa kahevAya che. ApaNuM Atma dravya AvRtta che te azuddha kahevAya che. nirAvRtta che te zuddha che. nizcayathI to te azuddha ke malina thatuM nathI. paraMtu karmanA AvaraNa taLe dabAyeluM te malina dekhAya che, anubhavAya che mATe vyavahArathI te azuddha che. Atma dravyanI vAstavikatA anubhavavA mATe tenI zuddha sattAnuM dhyAna karavuM tethI AtmAnuM vAstavika svarUpa je zuddha che te anubhavAya che. tevI rIte sahaja paryAya zuddha che te AvRta che azuddha paryAyane dhAraNa karanAra ApaNA AtmAe tene pragaTa karavA mATe te sahaja paryAyanuM dhyAna karavuM tethI te vAstavika paryAyane bhogavatA zuddhAtma, dravyano anubhava thAya che. sArAMzamAM - dravya - zuddha azuddha - paryAya - zuddha azuddha dravya ane paryAya azuddha pragaTa che jeno niraMtara ApaNe anubhava karI rahyA chIe. paryAya pragaTa ane apragaTa e be prakAranI che. temAM apragaTa paryAya ghAtI-aghAti baMne karmanA kSayathI pragaTe che. pragaTa paryAya - ghAtakarmanA udaya janya. - ghAtakarmanA kSayopazama janya. - aghAtI karmanA udaya janya. A traNa prakAranI paryAya ApaNo AtmA bhogavI rahyo che, jemAMnI eka paNa paryAya tenI vAstavika nathI paraMtu kRtrima che. mATe tenAthI huM para - bhinna zuddhAtmA chuM tenuM bhAna niraMtara rahevuM tenuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 26 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAma samyagRSTi-sAcI samaja. A ghAti aghAti karma janya paryAyanA jJAtA-draSTA banIne potAnI vAstavika paryAyane smare, arthAtuM, samyagu daSTi AtmA sadA jhurato hoya ! zA mATe? potAnI vAstavika paryAyanA smaraNathI, tenuM mamatva jAgyuM che, prIti jAgI che ane je paryAya vartamAnamAM bhogavI rahyo che tene oLakhI gayA che ke A badhI banAvaTa che mArI potAnI vastu A nathI paraMtu navapada Adi paryAya mArI che. A rIte navapadanA darzana, vaMdana, ciMtana, dhyAnathI vAstavika paryAyanuM smaraNa thayuM, ane vartamAna paryAyane parAyAnI jema bhogavavA chatAM jJAtA-draSTAbhAvathI vyavahAra kare che ane sadA siddha paryAyane smare che, je apragaTarUpe AtmAmAM ja rahelI che. AvI nava paryAyo AtmAmAM apragaTa rahelI che. tene pragaTa karavA mATe navapadanuM smaraNa, darzana, vaMdana, pUjana, dhyAna karavuM. tethI potAnI te paryAyane oLakhe che ane dhyAna vakhate upayogathI anubhave che, tyAre parama AnaMda pAme che te samaye kaThina karmono kSaya kare che ane te paryAya pragaTa karavAnI samIpamAM AtmA pahoMcI jAya che. 6. zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna vai.va. 8, 2046, vaMthalI zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna - paryAyane gauNa rAkhIne kevaLa dravyane mukhyapaNe jovuM. ahIM jovuM eTale prathama manathI jovuM, manathI jovAmAM paNa AkAra upasthita karavAno hoya che. paraMtu Atma dravya to nirAkAra che, arUpI che, tene kayo AkAra Apavo? tene bAhya AkAra ApI zakAto nathI mATe manathI tene jovA aMtarAtmAmAM upayogane laI jaIne kalpanA karavI. kalpanAno AkAra - 'te nistaraMga che' evo lAvavo. "te nirmaLa che' evo lAvavo. nitaraMgaAkAra ApavA mATe timita samudranI sthiti vicAravI, nirmaLatAno AkAra ApavA mATe sphaTikanI jema ArapAra joI zakAya tevI svacchatA vicAravI. jema sphaTika hoya chatAM tenI pAchaLanI vastu spaSTa dekhAtI hovAthI sphaTikanuM astitva AMkhathI jaNAtuM nathI. chatAM te "che' e nakkI che, kemake tenI ArapAra koI vastu gati karI zakatI nathI. paraMtu te vacce athaDAya che tethI Atma dravyane to phakata tenI nirmaLatAnI sadezatA vicAravA mATe sphaTikanI jema nirmaLa che evo AkAra Apavo. paraMtu Atma dravya to nistaraMga che taraMgo athaDAtA-athaDAtA utpanna thAya che mATe taraMga rahita evo AtmA ammalita che. sphaTikanI jema alita nathI. paraMtu akhkhalita che mATe nistaraMga che arthAtu, sthira samudra (tenA madhyabhAga) jevo che. tema jovo. vaLI AkAzanI jema AkAra vinAno eTale nirAkAra che tathA AkAzanI jema niraMjana che. AtmAne aMjana lAgI zakatuM nathI tevo jovo. A pramANe te te dezya padArtho - samudranI stimitatA, sphaTikanI nirmaLatA, AkAzanI nirAkAratA, niraMjanatAthI sadezatA vicAravI, kalpavI. arthAtu, kalpanAthI-manathI jovI. manathI joIe tyAre AMkhathI sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jema AkAzane ApaNe eka khAlI jagyArUpa joIe chIe. arthAtu, 0 zUnya joIe chIe, koI vastune nathInA rUpamAM joIe tevI jovI. te rIte jovA chatAM te sat che mATe tenI hayAti kevI jovI? nitaraMga, niSpakaMpa vigere rUpe jovI. eka AkAza dravyanI sAthe badhI rIte sarakhAmaNI karI zakAya evuM Atmadravya che. bheda eTalo che ke AkAza dravya jaDa che, Atma dravya cetana che. bAkI badhuM sarakhuM che. nistaraMga, niSpakaMpa, nirvikAra, nirAkAra, niraMjana che, eka che. akhaMDa che. jema AkAza dravyano bheda pADanAra jema ghaTa vigere che. tema Atmadravyano bheda pADanAra deha, pudgala, zarIra che. je bheda pADanAra che te paryAya kahevAya che. zuddhAtma dravya niSkriya eTale ke koI paNa kriyA vagaranuM mAtra "satuM' che tema jovuM. te rIte upayogathI jotAM niSkriya dravyanuM AlaMbana lenAranuM mana niSkriya bane che. mananuM kArya vikalpo karavAnuM che. sAme AlaMbana niSkriya che mATe temAM sthira thatAM niSkriya-arthAtuM, nirvikalpa bane che. mana sthira thatAM sthira thayelo upayoga paNa niSkriya thatAM nirvikalpa dhyAna thAya che. nirvilpa thavA mATenA A sivAyanA je upAyo che temAM AlaMbana nahi ApIne nirvikalpa banAvavAmAM Ave che. mananI sAme koI dravyane nahi dharavAthI baneluM nirAlaMbanapaNuM che, te vAstavika nirAlaMbanatA nathI paraMtu AdhArane baLa jabarIthI khaseDI daIne manane dabAvavAno, rUMdhavAno, vicArathI aTakAvavAno prayatna che tethI te dabANa ochuM thatAM azuddha AlaMbano mana sAme khaDAM thaI jAya che ane temAM lepAI jAya che. vicArone dabAvavAthI thayelI nirvicAritAmAM teTalo samaya baLatuM, jhaLatuM citta zAMta thavAthI zAMtino anubhava kare che, te zuSka dhyAna che. kemake cittamAMthI vicArane utpanna kare te padArthone dhakelIne dUra karavAmAM Ave che teTalo samaya. te viyAro khasI jAya che pachI te Dabala vegathI AvIne mana upara savAra thaI jAya che. jo ke ema vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAthI vikalpo lAMbA samaye ochA thAya paNa ochA thayelA vikalpo paNa zubha ja hoya ema nahi. paraMtu je bAhya padArthomAM pUrve lepAyeluM mana je sthiti anubhavatuM hatuM te pharI upasthita thAya che. A nirAlaMbanatA AThamA guNasthAnakanI nathI. AThamA guNasthAnake to te pUrve AlaMbanamAM sthira thayeluM citta AlaMbananI sAthe abhedapaNAne pAmIne ekAkAratA pAme che eTale AlaMbana chUTI jAya che ane AtmA e ja paramAtmA e bhAvamAM sthira thAya che. A rIte svAtmAmAM sthiratA pAmavAthI aMtarmuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAnI bane che. - A rIte zubhanA AlaMbanathI-zuddhanA AlaMbanathI niSkriyatAne pAmeluM mana sahelAIthI zAMta banI jAya che, tyAre nirvi5tAmAM Atmika sahajAnaMda hoya che arthAtu, zuSkatA nathI hotI paraMtu AnaMdarasa anubhavAya che. temAM tRptino anubhava karato AtmA bAhya padAthothI vimukhatAne pAmelo vaLI pAcho jayAre nirvilpatA chUTI jAya che tyAre zuddhAtmAnuM smaraNa thAya che, tenA ja guNo, tenI ja paryAyanA ciMtanathI citta praphullita rahe che paNa zuSkatAne pAmatuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 28 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. kAraNa ke A nirvilpatA vicArone dhakelIne UbhI karelI nathI, paNa AnaMdanA mahAsAgaramAM cittane DubADIne tenA AsvAdathI tRpta banelo AtmA nirvilpatAne pAmelo hoya che, tethI bAhya padArthothI vimukha baneluM citta viklpa dazAmAM paNa te svarUpane smaraNa karato vicare che. tenA ja guNo, te ja zuddha paryAya, te ja paryAyanA bhogano AnaMda rasa smare che, vAraMvAra citta temAM ja javA tadrupa thavA lalacAya che. 'soDae' 'soDahaM'nuM raTaNa rahe che ane jagatanA bAhya bhAvothI udAsInatA seve che ane aMtarAtmAmAM rame che. te sukhano bhogavaTo sAdhu karI zake che te anuttara vimAnavAsI devanA sukha karatAM paNa caDiyAtuM che. vaLI vartamAna avasthAmAM rahelo AtmA azuddha paryAyanA bhogathI azuddha banelo che tene potAnI zuddha paryAyanuM smaraNa paNa nathI. je paryAya vartamAnamAM paNa che, AtmAnI sAthe ja che, je sahaja che, zuddha che. paraMtu apragaTa che. pragaTa azuddha paryAyane ja potAnuM pUrNa svarUpa mAnavAno mithyA bhrama che te ja mithyAtva che. te bhramita matithI ja saMsAra vRddhi kare che. mATe apragaTa potAnI zuddha paryAyane smaravI ane tene pragaTa karavA mATe prayatna karavo, paramAtmAe te mATe sarvavirati dharma batAvyo che. tenA pAlanathI zuddha paryAya upara AvelA AvaraNo (ajJAnanuM-mohanuM) che te jIrNa thAya che tyAre te paryAyane smaravA mATe AlaMbanabhUta navapado je ApaNA AtmAmAM apragaTa paryAyarUpe rahelA che tene smaravA, tene jovA, tenuM vaMdana, pUjana, dhyAna karavuM. arthAt, te ApaNA AtmAnI ja paryAyo che tema jovuM ane ApaNI apragaTa paryAyo je navapada che temAM lIna thavuM. te mATe sAme navapadanuM AlaMbana rAkhavuM. AtmAmAM te apragaTa paryAyono dhyAnamAM anubhava karavA A sAlaMbana dhyAna che. apragaTa paryAyane navapadanA AlaMbanathI pragaTarUpa paryAya hoya tevI ja rIte jovI, anubhavavI, temAM lIna thavuM, huM tevo ja chuM ema paryAyanA bhogavaTAno AnaMda anubhavavo. jeTalo samaya temAM sthiratA rahe teTalo samaya potAno AtmA arihaMta svarUpa, siddha svarUpa, AcArya svarUpa vigere anubhavAya che tyAre kaThina karmonI nirjarA thatAM te svarUpa pragaTe che. paryAyano bhogavaTo karavo e dravyanI sakriyatA che. te bhogavaTo niraMtara cAlu ja che chatAM tenI mULa avasthA niSkriya che. paryAyayukta dravyanA dhyAnamAM dravyanI sakriyatA vicAravI, paryAyanI gauNatAmAM dravyanI niSkriyatA vicAravI niSkriyatA sakriyatA apekSit che. nizcayathI dravya niSkriya. vyavahArathI dravya sakriya. niSkriya dravyanuM dhyAna-nirvikalpa mATe che, mATe tenA dhyAnathI nirvikalpaka dhyAna thAya che. sakriya dravyanuM dhyAna-paryAyanuM dhyAna che, te sakriya che mATe tenA AlaMbanathI savikalpaka dhyAna thAya che. savikalpaka dhyAnathI vartamAnamAM karmanI nirjarA thAya che puNyabaMdha thAya che ane anukrame pachI te sAdhakano aMtarnAda 29 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te zuddha-zubha paryAya pragaTe che. nirvikalpaka dhyAnathI Atma svarUpa anubhavAya che. AtmAnubhavano AnaMda cAkhavA maLe che ane aMte karmanI nirjarA ane te samULa kSaya thatAM kevaLajJAna pragaTe che aMte muktine meLave che. che. paryAyanI vicAraNA vai.va. 11, 2046, vaMthalI paryAyo be prakAranI che. 1. kRtrima ra. akRtrima. 1. kRtrima paryAya - samaye samaye palaTAtI chatAM eka svarUpe paryAya jAvajajIva rahe che te aghAti karma janya. ghAtikarma janya nAnA prakAranI jAvajajIva rahe che. 2. akRtrima paryAya anAdi anaMta kALa sudhI rahe che te paNa pragaTa ghAtikarma kSaya janya che tethI te pachI anaMtakALa sudhI rahe che. apragaTa anAdi sAMta che. vai.va. 11 paryAyo be prakAranI 1. kRtrima 2. svAbhAvika te baMne paryAyo be prakAre 1. pragaTa 2. apragaTa 1. kRtrima paryAya - 1. pragaTa 2. apragaTa 1. kRtrima pragaTa - dA.ta. manuSya paryAya te bhavapUratI che, te paNa saikAlika che. vartamAna, anAgata, atItakAlIna dA.ta. bAlyakALanI, yauvanakALanI, vRddha kALanI. 2. kRtrima apragaTa - dA.ta. deva-nAraka-tiryaMca bhava saMbaMdhI. A badhI kRtrima paryAyo pragaTaapragaTa baMne udayajanita che. 2. svAbhAvika paryAya 1. pragaTa 2. apragaTa. 1. svAbhAvika pragaTa paryAya - ghAti aghAti karmakSaya janya je zuddha paryAya che te. A paryAya kevaLa siddhAtmAne ja pragaTa hoya che. te sivAya sakala jIvarAzine A zuddha paryAya apragaTa hoya che. 2. apragaTa paryAya be prakAre - 1. pragaTa thavAne yogya 2. pragaTa thavAne ayogya. 1. je bhavya jIva che tene pragaTa thavAne yogya apragaTa paryAya che. 2. je abhavya jIva che tene korA maganI jema kadI zuddha paryAya pragaTavAnI nathI, mATe pragaTa thavAne ayogya che. (apragaTa paryAya) bhavya jIvane pragaTa paryAya be prakAre - 1. saMpUrNa pragaTa. 2. yatkiMcit - yathAyogya pragaTa. 1. saMpUrNa pragaTa - siddhAtmAne hoya che. te ghAtikarma kSayajanya che. 2. yatkiMcit pragaTa - te saMsArI jIvane ghAtikarmanA kSayopazama janya che. saMsArI jIvamAM paNa bhavya-abhavya be prakAre jIvo che. bhavyane zuddha paryAya pragaTa thavAne yogya apragaTa paryAya che. je ghAtikarmayopazama janya che. (te pragaTa aMza che.) sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhavyane zuddha paryAya pragaTa thavAne ayogya ghAti karma kSayopazama janya che. ghAti karmano kSayopazama-bhavya jIvane zuddha hoya che. mATe zuddha paryAyane yogya apragaTa paryAya. ghAti karmano kSayopazama-abhavya jIvane azuddha hoya che. mATe zuddha paryAyane ayogya apragaTa paryAya che. ghAti karmanA kSayopazama janya apragaTa paryAya asaMkhya che. kemake adhyavasAya sthAnaka asaMkhya che mATe jIvane yathAyogya che te paryAyo adhyavasAya pramANe ghAti karma kSayopazama janya yatkiMcit svAbhAvika paryAya pragaTa hoya che. svAbhAvika paryAya bhavya-abhavya sakala jIvone apragaTa paDelI che. bhavyane te yathAyogya kAle te pragaTe che ane abhivyane anaMtakAle paNa te pragaTatI nathI. arthAtu, te paryAya pragaTa thavAne ayogya che. ATaluM lAMbuM ciMtana paryAyamAM che. dravyamAM koI ciMtA nathI. mATe paryAyanuM dhyAna savikalpaka che. dravyanuM dhyAna nirvikalpaka che. bhAMjagaDa mAtra paryAyamAM che tenI vicAraNA vairAgya ane guNAnurAga mATe che, tethI te vicAraNAthI saMsAranA padArthomAM vairAgya ane kSayopazama janya guNano anurAga thAya che. dravyamAM koI jAtanI bhAMjagaDa nathI. kAraNa tenuM svarUpa niSkriya che. tenI vicAraNAmAM prazAntavAhitA che, zAMta saritAnI jema zAMtatAno pravAha cittamAM relAya che. paryAyamAM dIrgha saMsArano-bhavono anubhava che. tenuM darzana, smaraNa, ciMtana, dhyAna vairAgya janaka che, aghAti karma janya sArI narasI paryAyonA anubhavamAM samabhAvI banavAno abhyAsa che, jJAtAdraSTAbhAve rahevAno puruSArtha che. ghAtikarma udaya janya paryAyanA anubhavamAM krodhAdi vikRta nigraha karI niSphaLa banAvavAno prayAsa che. ghAtikarmanA kSayopazama janya zubha paryAyonA dhyAnathI te paryAyonI sahAya laI zuddha paryAya pragaTAvavAno prayAsa che. A badhuMya vikalparUpa hovAthI paryAyanuM dhyAna savikalpaka che. zubha paryAyo sva ane paranI baMne Atma vikAsamAM zuddha paryAya pragaTAvavAmAM AlaMbanarUpa che. baMnenA AlaMbanathI ApaNo mokSa thAya che. svanI-ghAtikarma kSayopazama janya zubha paryAya-kSamA, namratA Adi. paranI-zubha paryAya-jene kSamA. namratA saMpUrNa pragaTa thayA che te deva. jema kSamA, namratA apUrNa che paNa zuddha pragaTAvavAnA avaMdhyakAraNabhUta banI cUkelA che, je zuddhanI sanmukha thaI najIka pahoMcI gayA che evA te guru. A rIte deva-gurunI zubha paryAyonA AlaMbanathI zuddha paryAya je sahaja bhAvanI che te pragaTAvavA mATeno prayAsa paryAyanA dhyAnathI thAya che te dhyAna savikalpaka dhyAna che. bhUta azubha paryAyanuM vismaraNa thaI zakatuM nathI tethI dhyAna paNa dharmanuM TakatuM nathI tathA deSTi paNa vastune jovAnI badalAI javAthI mithyA thaI jAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 31 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNa te AtmAnI kriyA che, ane svarUpa e AtmAnI sattA che. sattA niSkriya che. nistaraMga vigere AtmAnuM svarUpa che. te svarUpa che te teno svabhAva batAve che ke svanuM astitva A che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra e guNo che. te AtmAnI jovArUpa, jANavArUpa ane AnaMda pAmavArUpa kriyA che. AtmA kevo che ? nitaraMga che ema kahevAthI tenuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM, tenI sattA kevA prakAranI che te batAvyuM. AtmA kevo che ? jJAnavAna che, darzanavAna che, cAritravAna che ema kahIne tenI kriyA zuM che te batAvyuM. svarUpa ane guNa baMne AtmAthI judA nathI mATe AtmAnA dhyAnamAM A baMne AvI jAya. paNa jayAre svarUpanuM dhyAna karAya che tyAre tenI sattA mAtranuM dhyAna thAya che. ane jayAre AtmAnA svabhAvanuM dhyAna karavAmAM Ave che tyAre tenA guNanuM dhyAna thAya che. jemAM AtmAnI sakriyatA che. jova jANavArUpa kriyA te ja guNo che, kriyA te ja teno svabhAva che. dravya e svarUpa mAtranI sattArUpa che. svarUpamAM sattAmAtra jovAnI hoya che. te niSkriyatA che. sattA mAtra che teTaluM ja jovAnuM hovAthI tenI niSkriyatAne jotAM nirvikalpatA sadhAya che jemAM zukala dhyAnano bIjo pAyo che. jovA-jANavArUpa kriyA guNa che tenA dhyAnathI savikalpa dhyAna je zukala dhyAnano pahelo pAyo che. kA.zu. 8, 2047, gIranAra sAme dhyAnamAM, junAgaDha jagatamAM be svarUpe vastu rahelI che. zakti ane vyakti, samaSTi ane vyaSTi. dravya ane paryAya A traNe eka ja vastu che. zakti kaho, samaSTi kaho, ke dravya kaho e traNe eka ja che. vyakti kaho vyaSTi kaho, ke paryAya kaho e traNe eka ja che. vastu eka che paNa tenAM svarUpa be che. jayAre te vastunuM zakti svarUpa vicArIe arthAt te vastu zakti svarUpa dhAraNa kare che, tyAre te mAtra astirUpa sattArUpa adezya hAjara hoya che ane vyakti svarUpa dhAraNa kare che arthAtu, te vastunuM vyakti svarUpa vicArIe tyAre te dazyarUpe hAjara hoya che. AvA prakAranI vastu jagatamAM be che. jIva-cetana, ajIva-jaDa-pugala. jagatanI tamAma vastuono A cetana ane jaDa arthAtu, jIva ane pudgalamAM samAveza thAya che. - cetana padArtha eka ja che ane jaDamAM bIjA cAra padArtha che. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pulAstikAya. A cAre jaDa padArthanuM paNa dravya svarUpa adezya che, je zaktirUpa astitva dharAve che. tenI sattArUpe hAjarI hoya che. temanAmAM kaI zakti che? sattArUpe zuM raheluM che? te to vyaktimAM anubhavAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmAstikAyanI zakti jayAre jIva ane pugala gati kare che tyAre anubhavAya che ke dharmAstikAyanI ahIM sattA che, hAjarI che. te rIte adharma, AkAza vagerenI zakti te te vyaktimAM hAjarI batAve che. pulanI zakita paNa te te jaDa padArthanI vyaktimAM adezyarUpe hAjara hoya che. have cetana mATe vicArIe. dharmAstikAyAdi cauda rAjalokamAM vyApaka che. tema pudgala ane jIva cauda rAjalokamAM vyApaka che. dhamastikAya jema akhaMDa, eka, dravyarUpe, sattArUpe, zakitarUpe che tema pudgala ane jIva paNa eka akhaMDa dravyarUpe, sattArUpe, zakitarUpe che. bhinnatA je dekhAya che te vyaktinI che. have cetana eka kevI rIte pratIta thAya? jema AkAza caude rAjamAM che tema caitanya e zaktirUpe caude rAjamAM che. zakti-jaDa zakti ke caitanyazakti hoya ! zaktino svabhAva vyApavAno che tethI te vyApIne rahe che. te jayAre vyaktirUpe pragaTa thAya che tyAre dezya bane che. manuSya Adi vyaktithI zakti che. (A kRtrima paryAya che tethI) ema cakSuthI paNa pratIta thAya che. vyakti e zaktine batAve che. arthAtu, vyaktimAM huM AtmA chuM ema zakti batAve che. jo te na hoya to vyakita ja na hoya. mATe zakti hoya tyAM vyakti hoya ane vyakti hoya tyAM zakti hoya ja. jo jaDa vyakti hoya to jaDa zakti hoya, cetana vyakti hoya to caitanya zakti hoya. caitanya zakita jJAnanI ubodhaka che, jaDa zakti jaDatvanI ubodhaka che. dravya ane paryAya sAthe ja rahe che. paryAya hoya tyAM dravya hoya ja. ane dravya hoya tyAM paryAya hoya ja. zakti avinAbhAvI vyakti che ane vyakti avinAbhAvI zakti che. paraMtu cetana dravyamAM e bheda che ke vyaktirUpa pragaTa paryAya kevaLa karmakRta che, tethI teno aMtanAza thAya che ane je sahaja che te pragaTa thAya che paNa vyaktirUpe dazya nathI. paraMtu paryAya nAmathI oLakhAya che. karmanA nAzathI kevaLa dravya-sattA-zaktirUpe che. vyaktino aMta Ave che te dravyane zuddha kahevAya che. malinatA nAza pAmavAthI vyaktirUpe je svAMga dhAraNa karyo hato te utArI nAkhe che ane dravya tathA paryAya bhinna chatAM baMne ekarUpe bhAse che. AvI caitanyazakti AkAza dravyanI jema nirmaLa, nirAkAra ane akhaMDa cauda rAjaloka vyApI che. temAM je vyakti che temAM te zakti vyaktimAM anumAnathI dezya bane che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 33 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * anukramaNikA : saMvata ra040-pAnA naM. 34 thI 39) 1. caitanya zakti - zuddhAtma dravya 2. aham e zuddhAtmAno zabdadeha che 3. zuddhAtmAnI pUjA 4. sRSTi-darzana sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. cetanya zakti - zuddhAtma dravya kA.zu. 12, 2047, derAsaramAM, junAgaDha caitanya zakti e ja zuddhAtma dravya. zuddha Atmadravya eTalA mATe kahyuM ke temAM koI vikRti nathI. karmanA sparzathI vikRta nahi baneluM Atma dravya te zuddhAtma dravya. cetanya zakti e zuM che? te Atma dravyamAM rahelI vastu che, Atma dravya karmanA sparzathI malina, beDoLa, vikRta banI gayeluM hoya tyAre paNa A zakita to evIne evIja rahelI che te vikRta thatI nathI. te nirmaLa, zuddha ane nirvikAra che. zakti e zuM cIja che? te nathI mATe tene samajavA anumAnano upayoga karavo rahyo. jema dharmAstikAyanI zakti jIva pugalane gatimAM sahAyaka che tema AtmAnI zakti cid che-jJAna che. te AtmAne jJAta karavAmAM sahAyaka che, te zakti cauda rAjalokamAM vyApIne rahelI che. dhamastikAya loka vyApI che mATe koI paNa sthaLethI jIva, pugala gati karI zake che kemake je sthaLethI gati kare che tyAM paNa dharmAstikAya che, te zaktirUpe vyApaka che ane vyaktirUpe to je sthaLe je jIva pudgala gati kare te dharmAstikAya judo, bIjA sthaLe bIjI vyakti gati kare te dharmAstikAya judo. A pramANe dharmAstikAyanI vyApaka zakti bhinna bhinna vyaktine sahAyaka banavA dvArA te paNa bhinna-bhinna vyaktirUpe pragaTa thAya che. tema caitanya zakti cauda rAjalokamAM koI paNa ThekANe jJAna kare -bhinna vyaktirUpa AtmAmAM zakti svarUpa eka ja che. dareka AtmAmAM jJAnazaktimAM koI paNa taratamatA nathI. dUdhanI aMdarathI zakti samAna ja che. pyAlAnA dUdhamAM ke tapelInA dUdhamAM je zakti che temAM taratamatA nathI mATe dUdha zaktithI ekaja sarakhuM hovA chatAM tapelI ke pyAlArUpe vyavadhAna AvavAthI dUdha bhinna bhinna vyatirUpe najare paDe che. tema caitanya zakti AtmAmAM samAna ja che phakata bhinna bhinna zarIranA vyavadhAnathI bhinna bhinna AtmA vyaktirUpe najare paDe che. AtmA sat-citu-AnaMda svarUpa che. bIjAM dravyomAM satpaNuM che paNa ci ane AnaMda, jJAna ane kriyA, jANavuM ane AnaMda pAmavo e be kriyA nathI. A be kriyA kevaLa AtmAmAM ja che. bIjAM dravyo vyaktirUpe paNa niSkriya che. Atma dravya vyaktirUpe sakriya che. jJAna ane kriyA muktimAM paNa cAlu che. kemake te teno svabhAva che. bIjI dRSTie vicArIe to jJAna paNa jANavAnI AtmAnI kriyArUpa che ane AnaMda pAmavuM e paNa kriyA che. tethI AtmAnI zuddha paryAya muktimAM A rIte sakriyatAthI anubhavAya che. jayAre dharmAstikAyAdi dravyo niSkriya che, jaDa che. tenI paryAya sakriyapaNuM batAve che, te paNa cetana evA dravyathI ja. potAnAmAM sakriyatA nathI mATe tenI paryAya paNa saghaLI parane AdhIna che, mATe azuddha paryAya che. tenI zuddha paryAya cauda rAjalokano AkAra che te, AtmAnI paryAya paNa je azuddha che te parane AdhIna che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti AtmAmAM caitanyarUpa che. cauda rAjalokamAM koI evI jagyA bAkI nathI ke jayAM A zaktinI sattA na hoya. mATe bhinna bhinna vyaktirUpe rahela sakala AtmAmAM dravyanI zakti caitanya, te ekaja sarakhI che mATe te AtmAo eka rUpe jo zaktithI oLakhAya che tenuM nAma caitanya zakti. 2. aham e zuddhAtmAno zabdadeha che kA.zu. 14, 2047, junAgaDha Ahatya svarUpa zuddhAtmAno zabda deha che "aham'. kAraNake aImmAM Ahatya zakti rahelI che. aham e zuddhAtmAnuM rUpa che, zuddhAtmAno deha che. paraMtu zabda deha che. jema jIvAtmAne (manuSyane) dArika pudgalono amuka rItano kameM banAvelo AkAra tene manuSya kahIe chIe. amuka rItanA karme banAvelA AkArane tiryaMca vigere kahIe chIe. kAraNa ke jIvAtmA sakarmA che mATe te karmo tevA AkAra (rUpa) banAvI de che. arUpI evo paNa AtmA karmanA sahayoga rUpI AkAra banAvI manuSya AdirUpa deha (athavA dArika, vaikriya vigere deho.) dhAraNa kare che. tethI deha dvArA AtmA (karma yukta AtmA) oLakhAya che ke A jIvAtmA che tema paramAtmA-zuddhAtmA (ekama)nuM svarUpa caitanyaAInya che teno deha aham zabda che. mATe zuddhAtmA "aham' zabda dehathI oLakhAya che. arthAt aham A karma rahita avasthAvALA AtmAno banelo AkAra kameM banAvelo nathI paNa sahaja che, anAdi che. te pugalono banAvelo nathI, paNa AInya svarUpamAMthI udbhavelo-pragaTa thayelo che mATe zuddhAtmAnuM aham svarUpa zAzvata che, anAdi che, anaMta che. te svarUpa zuddhAtmAmAM sthAyI che, paraMtu zuddhAtmAne bhajavA mATe teno zabda deha aham AkArarUpe pragaTa thayelo che te paNa anAdi che, zAzvata che. arham AkAra-zabda dehane bhajavAthI vaMdana, namana, dhyAna karavAthI arUpI evA zuddhAtmAnI bhakti, sevA, namana, vaMdana, dhyAna thAya che. kAraNa ke te zuddhAtmAno ja zabda-AkAravALo deha che, tenuM sparzana eTale zuddhAtmAnuM sparzana. tenuM vaMdana, namana, dhyAna eTale zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna. A sivAya bAhya sevA arUpI evA AtmAnI karavA mATe koI upAyathI thaI zake tema nathI. mATe jayAre jayAre zuddhAtmAnuM smaraNa karAya tyAre tenA dehane prathama namana, vaMdana, dhyAvana karavA. te ApaNA hRdaya maMdiramAM kamalAsanamAM beThA ja che, tene kadI bhUlavA na joIe. 'ahaM' e vizvanuM tattva che. paramAtmA zuddhAtmA te jagata sRSTimAM raheluM eka tattva che. te bhinna bhinna vyakitamAM bhale bhinnatA batAvatuM hoya paNa te jagatanuM tattva eka svarUpe sarva jIvAtmAmAM vyApIne raheluM che tethI te tattva te ja aham rUpa zabda deha che. temAM sarva jagata sRSTi samAyelI che. temAM ja vizvanuM (jagatanuM) darzana thAya che. zuddhAtmAnI prIti lAgI gayA pachI jayAre jayAre tenA svarUpa darzananI jhaMkhanAne tRpta karavI hoya tyAre temanA zabda dehanAM darzana karavAM, te zabda deha sAthe abhinna banavuM, temAM lIna banI javuM, A zuddha prIti ja tenA Ahatya-caitanya svarUpamAM ekatA karAvI temAMthI jharatA divya rasamAM-amRtamAM taraboLa banAvI anavadhi-amaryAda AnaMdamAM DUbADI deze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 36 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. zuddhAtmAnI pUjA mATe zuddhAtma svarUpanI anubhUti mATe ahaMne sevo. dravyathI dravya pUjA, ane bhAvathI "aham'nI ApaNA upayogathI pUjA karavAnI che. dravya pUjAmAM dravyothI te AkRtine sparza karAvI bhAva utpanna karavAno che, tema bhAvapUjAmAM bhAvanA-upayoga dvArA te AkRtine arthAtuM, upayogano sparza karAvI temAM lIna banAvavAno che. je sparza Atmika AnaMdamAM laI janAra che. aham ne sparza eTale zuddhAtmAne sparza, bAhya pIgalika sparzI rAga-dveSa karAvanArA che. bAhya paramAtma deha tathA zabda dehanA sparze rAga-dveSane dUra karanArA che. ane zuddhAtmA-adehI-zabdadehInA upayoga dvArA sparzI Atmika AnaMda upajAvanArA che. te AnaMda kathanIya nahi hovAthI varNana thaI zakatuM nathI. kevaLa anubhavAya che. namo arihaMtANaM....A raNakAramAM AtmAne sthira karavo athavA aIm.......nA raNakAramAM AtmAne anAhatanAdamAM laI javo. tathA paramAtmAnI jyoti svarUpa AkRtine nihALatAM mananA vicAronI virAma dazA prApta karavA AkRtine nihALavAmAM sthira banavuM. athavA namo arihaMtANaM pada bolatAM temAM ja sthira thavuM te samaye je vikalpadazA cAlatI hoya tene nihALavA aMte eka eka vikalpano virAma karavo. tema karatAM kuMDalinI zaktinA dhyAnamAM sthira thavuM athavA anAhata nAdamAM pahocavuM. kuMDalinI zakti ane anAhata nAdane anusaMdhAna che mATe teno anubhava Atmadarzana sudhI pahocADe che. 4. sRSTidarzana phA.zu. 5, saM. 2047, gIranAra akhila brahmAMDa aneka vastuothI bhareluM che. temAM dezyamAna che te sRSTirUpa che. jenI sRSTi che teno pralaya avazya hoya che. sRSTi ane pralaya vidyamAna vastuno hoI zake che, mATe sattA che. - sRSTi, pralaya ane sattA A traNa svarUpa jagata (akhila brahmAMDa) che, tene ja jaina darzanamAM "tpAdayaya ghavyayu sa" kahe che. sattA te vyApaka che. cha dravya paikI eka sattA caitanyanI che, bAkInI acetana-jaDa che. mATe akhila brahmAMDa sRSTi svarUpa che, pralaya svarUpa che, dhuva svarUpa che. sRSTi ane pralaya svarUpa dezyamAna che paraMtu je cakSuthI dRzyamAna che te sthUla sRSTi che, je sUkSma sRSTi che te kSaNe kSaNe thaI rahI che paNa anubhavAtI nathI. kSaNe kSaNe thatI sRSTi ane pralaya anumAnathI anubhavAya che. je caitanya zakti svarUpa dravya che, te paNa akhila brahmAMDamAM vyApIne raheluM che. te adezya che paNa tenI sthUlasRSTi ane palaya dRzyamAna che. je A sRSTi ane pralaya che temAM cetana dravya mUMjhAya che to malina thAya che. e malinatA e ja para vastu (karma)no saMga che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 37 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sRSTi ane pralaya e to satu vastumAM niraMtara thanArI eka prakriyA che. arthAtuM, sat vastuno svabhAva che. je teno svabhAva che te to kadI tenAthI vikhUTo paDato nathI. to zA mATe te svabhAvamAM mUMjhAIne malina thavuM! akhila brahmAMDa e zuM che? jene ApaNe cauda rAjaloka kahIe chIe, traNa bhuvana kahIe chIe, svarga mRtyu pAtALa loka kahIe chIe tene ja Itara darzana cauda vibhAga, traNa vibhAga na pADatAM eka akhaMDa bhAga batAvavA akhila brahmAMDa zabda vApare che. jayAre caitanyanI vyApakatAne vicArI jagatane jovuM hoya tyAre akhila brahmAMDane jovAthI eka virATa svarUpa cetanya zakitane kalpI zakAya che arthAtuM, vastunI sattA kalpanAthI nihALI zakAya che, jayAre teno utpAda ane vyaya jovo hoya tyAre vibhAgarUpa traNa bhuvana, cauda rAjaloka jovAya che. jethI tenI sRSTi pralaya bhinna bhinna aneka jAtano nihALatAM anityatA vicArI mUMjhAvAnuM aTake che ane dhruva sattAmAM sthira thAya che. je sattA che te ja nitya che, temAM thatI sRSTi pralaya anitya che. sattA e ja zakti che. sRSTi pralaya vyaktimAM che, jo ke sattA dravya, guNa, paryAya traNemAM rahelI che. paraMtu dravya e sattAnuM sUkSma svarUpa che guNa paryAya (utpAda-vyaya) e sattAnuM sthUla svarUpa che. jo dravya, guNa, paryAya traNemAM sattA rahelI na hota to utpAda, vyaya, (paryAya) dhrauvya (dravya) yukta satuM emAM sat zabda che te traNemAM sattA batAve che te na hota arthAtu, traNe sAthe rahelA che te sat che. vastunuM ekaluM dravya svarUpa rahetuM nathI kAraNa ke vastuno svabhAva che ke temAM pheraphAra sRSTipralayanA kAraNe thAya ja che. mATe dhruva svarUpa sAthe sRSTi ane pralaya che ja ane te sadA mATe che. koI kALa evo nathI ke te A svarUpa vinAnI vastu hoya. chatAM te traNe judA che, eka nathI. darekano svabhAva bhinna che. je dhrauvya svabhAva che te kadI vicalita thato nathI. sRSTi ane pralaya sadA vicalita che. kSaNe kSaNe calita thanAra svabhAva che. vaLI calitanA samAna hovA chatAM sRSTi svabhAva ane pralaya svabhAva e baMne judA che. jo ke baMne (sRSTi pralaya) utpanna kare che arthAtu, eka bhAva svarUpa sarjana kare che to eka abhAva svarUpa sarjana kare che abhAva svarUpa sarjana paNa atyaMtabhAvarUpe nahi paNa praasAbhAvarUpa bane che. A traNe svabhAva eka ja vastumAM rahelA che, te vastu sat che. jo vastu jagatamAM na hoya to traNa svarUpavALI vastuno anubhava na thAta. A rIte vastunuM svarUpa saMpUrNa samajavA mATe vAstavika rIte samajavA mATe utpAda-vyaya svabhAvanuM jJAna hovuM joIe sAthe tenA dravya svabhAvanuM jJAna hovuM joIe, e traNe svabhAva dareka dravyo (vastu)nA hoya che. temAM ApaNe jaDa-cetana be dravyo je mukhyatve che. tenA A svabhAvane jANIe arthAt, te svabhAvanuM jJAna AtmAmAM pariNAma pAme to samyagu jJAnanI prApti thAya. samyaguM jJAna prApta thAya eTale darzananI atyaMta zuddhi thavAthI AtmAmAM AnaMda (karma muktinA AnaMda) rasane anubhave. jethI te rasane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 38 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhavIne puSTa banelo AtmA vastunI utpatti ane nAzamAM tenA svabhAvane vicArI jJAtA-draSTAbhAvamAM rahI samAdhimAM rahe. AtmAmAM e sthira thavuM joIe ke, vastuno svabhAva kadI TaLato nathI, tuM te badalAtA svabhAvane joyA kara. temAM pheraphAra karavAnI tArI zakti nathI. sRSTi ane pralaya e vastuno svabhAva che ane dhrauvya paNa vastuno svabhAva che. jaDa vastunA eke svabhAvamAM lIna thavA jevuM nathI. jaDa vastunI sRSTi mana gamatI hoya to AnaMda Ape, pralaya zoka karAve, dhrauvyatA abhimAna karAve mATe te to cetanathI para vastu che ema vicArI tenA eke svabhAvamAM lIna thavA jevuM nathI. have to kevaLa jaDanI je bhinnatA che tene vAraMvAra tArA cittamAM sthira karI tenAthI vimukha banI svamukha bana ane cetana vastunA dravya, guNa, paryAyano vicAra kara. jaDanA sahayogathI banelI cetana paryAyamAM paNa raMgAvA jevuM nathI. te paryAyamAMthI cetanane puSTa kare tevI cetananI sAmagrI (jJAna darzana cAritra) ne meLavavA mATe kAma kaDhAvavuM, tenA dvArA svArtha sAdhavo ane aMdarathI judA rahevuM. kemake A paryAya vizvasanIya nathI. cetananA kAryamAM raMgamAM bhaMga karI de mATe ghaNI sAvadhAnIthI tenI pAsethI kAma levuM paDe che. e sAvadhAnI mATe 52mAtmAe potAnI vANI dvArA mArgadarzana ApyuM che, je gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe Agama graMthomAM gUMcyuM che temAMthI mArga meLavavo. paramAtmAnI vANI hRdayamAM rAkhI jaDanA sahayogathI pAmelI paryAya dvArA AtmAnI puSTi thAya, AtmAnI sahaja paryAya upara AvelAM AvaraNa dUra thAya ane potAnI mAlikInI vastune meLavIne AtmA rAjI thAya arthAt, sahaja AnaMdane pAme e mATeno puruSArtha A manuSya bhavamAM thaI zake tevo che to bAhya jagatanI ALa-paMpALa choDIne tArA AMtara vibhavane nihALI tene pragaTa karavA prayatna kara. badhuM ja tArI pAse che. phakata te tarapha dRSTi karavAnI jarUra che. dRSTibhrama karanAra moha che, te moha tArAthI bhinna che chatAM tene AdhIna thavAnI bhUla karIne AtmA bhramita dRSTithI para vastumAM rAga-dveSa Adi kare che ane du:khI thAya che. mATe tyAMthI pAcho vaLI sva(Atma dravya) upara prIti kara. tenA upara prIti karavA mATe jene te svarUpa pragaTa che tenA upara (paramAtmA upara) prIti kara. ane anAdinI viSabharI prIti (jaDanA yogathI) karelI te vamIne amRtanA AsvAdane ApanArI paramAtma prIti kara. paramAtma prIti eTale Atma dravya upara prIti. tenA upara prIti jAgatAM jaDanA yogathI prApta thayelI paryAyamAM moha bhramita nahi karI zake. paramAtma prItithI sva Atma dravyanI je sattA (zuddha) che tenA para prIti jAge che tyAre A jagatanA dezyamAna banAvo je dravyanI sRSTi ane pralayathI pragaTelA che te bhramita nahi karI zake. bhramita karanAra moha te dRzyamAna banAvo para rAga-dveSa karAve che te moha have paryAyo para raheto nathI. jayAre dravyanI sAcI oLakhANa ane prIti paramAtmAnA AlaMbanathI thAya che tyAre. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 39 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - anukramaNikA : 'saMvata 2045-46-47-pAnA naM. 40 thI pa0 1. siddhacakra svarUpa zuddhAtma dravya 2. zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna 3. zuddhAtma dravyamAM navapadanuM dhyAna arthAt AtmAmAM navapada 4 ciMtana-yogavIrya ane upayoga vIrya 5 "cidAnaMdarUpI parabrahma lIlA, vilAsI vibho tyakta kAmAgni kilA" 6. samanvaya 7. prazamarita 8. prANAyAmanI vidhi 9. nemiprabhuno dIkSAdina 10. zuddha saMyama 11. nihita guNa (siddha bhagavaMtano) 12. chaMda-harigIta sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. siddhacakra svarUpa zuddhAtma dravyo A.va. 2, 2045, pAlItANA AInanya svarUpa te zuddhAtma dravya kevuM che? sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa che tethI te arUpI dravyamAM koI vastunI ke sphaTika jevI paNa kalpanA thaI zakatI nathI, kevaLa nirmaLatAno anubhava thAya che. samudra jevuM nistaraMga-taraMga vinAnI je samudranI gaMbhIratA-sthiratA che tevI koI vastunI kalpanA nahi paNa kevaLa nistaraMga dravyano anubhava thAya che. meru jevuM niSpakaMpa-kaMpa rahita merUnI sthiti jevI che tevI koI kalpanA hotI nathI. kevaLa Atma dravya aDola che evuM bhAna thAya che. AkAza jevuM niraMjana-nirAkAra-AkAra rahita che tevuM Atmadravya AkAra-rahita evuM dravyanI zuddhatAno anubhava thAya che. (temAM paryAyanI vicAraNA nahi) AkAra e to dravyano paryAya che. zuddhAtma dravyamAM (arihaMta pada)-parArthe jagatane duHkhathI mukta karavAnA adhyavasAyavALuM dravya te arihaMta pada dravyathI. zuddhAtma dravyamAM (siddhapada)-anaMta jJAnAdi guNone pragaTa rIte bhogavatuM Atmadravya te siddhapada dravyathI. zuddhAtma dravyamAM (AcArya pada)-jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, vIryazakti paDI che teno potAnA ane bIjA mATe upayoga karatuM arthAtu, te zaktine kAryazIla banAvatuM Atmadravya te AcAryapada dravyathI. zuddhAtma dravyamAM (upAdhyAya pada)-zrutanA kSayopazamathI prabhunI vANInI sahAyathI zuddha AtmadravyanA guNa-paryAyane pote jANe, oLakhe ane bIjAne oLakhAvatuM Atmadravya te upAdhyAyapada dravyathI. zuddhAtmAmAM (sAdhu pada)-sAdhanA dvArA syAdvAda daSTithI bhAvita thayeluM samabhAvathI zuddhAnaMdane anubhavatuM Atmadravya sAdhu pada dravyathI. zuddhAtmA pratye ruci karatuM zuddhAtma dravya te darzana pada) potAnA bhAnane pAmatuM zuddhAtma dravya te jJAna pada. potAnA dravyamAM ramatuM zuddhAtma dravya te cAritra pada. potAnAmAM tanmaya, sthiratA pAmatuM zuddhAtma dravya te tapa pada. zuddhAtma dravyamAM (siddhacakra)-AvuM vizvapUjita Atmatatva te siddhacakra svarUpa zuddhAtma dravya. 2. zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna A.va. 5, 2045, pAlItANA aham e paramAtmAno zabda kahe che. temAM Ahatya zakti rahelI che. te zaktinuM bIjuM nAma caitanya-zakti. te traNa jagatu-cauda rAjalokamAM vyApIne rahelI che. tenuM caitanyanuM dhyAna te vyApya sAdhakano aMtanada Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaktinuM dhyAna karavAthI thAya che. te zakti kevI che? sphaTika jevI nirmaLa, nirAkAra teno koI AkAra nathI. AkAza jema AkAra vinAnuM che tema niraMjana paNa che. te rIte zuddhAtma dravyane koI lepa lAgato nathI. vaLI niSkalaMka che eTale ke tene koI DAgha nathI tema A caitanya zakti arthAtu, zuddhAtma dravya AkAzanI jema nirAkAra, niraMjana niSkalaMka, nirlepa che. sthira samudranI jema nistaraMga che tema zuddhAtma dravya nitaraMga-sthira che. meru jema niSpakaMpa che tema AtmAmAM kaMpa nathI. vizvavyApI A Atma dravya (caitanya zaktionuM dhyAna karatAM AtmA sAthe abheda thavuM athavA temAM ApaNe DubI javuM. athavA ApaNA AtmAmAM te caitanya zakti jovI. tethI zuddha Atma dravyanuM bhAna thaze. te zuddhAtmAmAM sthira thatAM AtmAnubhava-Atmadarzana thAya. zuddhAtmAmAM navapada paryAyathI navapadanuM dhyAna. te zuddhAtmAmAM navapada svarUpa nava paryAyo paDelI che te apragaTa che tenuM dhyAna temAM te te svarUpa (navapada) ciMtavanathI abheda thatAM thAya che ane navapado AtmAmAM anubhavAya che. arihaMta pada - dravyathI-parArthe mana, vacana, kAyAthI zuddha vIryane phoravatuM Atma dravya. guNathI-parArtha vyasanIyatA, svArthopasarjanatA, kRtajJatA, paropakAra Adi guNone dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAya-dravya je bhogave te paryAya. paryAyane dravya bhogave che. azokavRkSa, surapuSpavRSTi, divyadhvani, cAmara, Asana, bhAmaMDala, chatra. e ATha mahAprAtihAryo ane pUjAtizaya, vacanAtizaya, jJAnAtizaya, apAyAparAmAtizaya e cAra atizayorUpI bAhya saMpattirUpa guNa-paryAyane bhogavatuM Atma dravya. siddha pada - dravyathI nistaraMga, niSpakaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana niSkalaMkarUpa zudhdhAtma dravya. guNathI-anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, avyAbAdha sukha, AnaMda, viryazakti, Adi aSTa guNone dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAyathI-guNa samRddhirUpa paryAyane bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravya. AcAryapada - dravyathI-jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, vIrya e pAMca zaktirUpa zuddhAtma dravya. guNathI-jJAnAdi zaktine dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAyathI jJAnAdi pAMca zaktine AtmAnI vIrya zakti dvArA upayoga karatuM-kAryazIla banAvatuM Atma dravya. paryAyano svAmI dravya che. svAmI bhogI che. paryAya bhogya che. upAdhyAya pada - dravyathI-prabhunI vANI (Agama) sAthe abhedatAne pAmatuM zuddhAtma dravya. guNathI-Agamane dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paryAyathI prabhunI vANI (Agama)ne oLakhAvatuM zuddhAtma dravya. sAdhu pada - darzana pada - dravyathI-zuddhAtma tattvamAM ruci dharAvatuM zuddhAtma dravya. guNathI-tattvarucine dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAyathI-tattva gamavArUpa paryAyane bhogavatuM dravya. jJAna pada - dravyathI-zuddhAtma tattvanuM jJAna, samaja, bhAna karatuM dravya. guNathI-zuddhAtmAnA bodha guNane dhAraNa karatuM dravya. paryAyathI-tattvanI samajarU5 paryAyane bhogavatuM dravya. cAritra pada - dravyathI tattvamAM (zuddhAtmAmAM) ramaNatA karatuM dravya. guNathI-AnaMda guNane dhAraNa karatuM dravya. paryAyathI-AnaMdane bhogavatuM dravya. tapa pada - dravyathI-tattvamAM sthiratA karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. guNathI-sthiratA guNane dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAyathI sthiratAne bhogavatuM-anubhavatuM zuddhAtma dravya. 3. zuddhAtma dravyamAM navapadanuM dhyAna arthAta, AtmAmAM navapada A.va. 7, 2045, ArAdhanAmAM thayeluM ciMtana, pAlItANA zuddhAtma dravya te dhruvasattA che. tenuM dhyAna AItyanA dhyAnamAM thAya che. te sivAyanI avAra sattA Atma dravyamAM paDI che jethI Atma dravya ja te te paryAya pragaTAvI zake dA.ta. arihaMtAdi paryAyo. zuddhAtma dravya te dhruvasattA che. tenuM dhyAna te Atma dravyanuM dravyathI dhyAna. zuddhAtma dravyanA guNanI paNa dhruvasattA jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya guNane dhAraNa karatAM zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna te Atma dravyanuM guNathI dhyAna. zuddhAtma dravyanA paryAyanI paNa dhruvasattA-zeyanA parivartanathI thatuM jJAnanuM parivartana-te paryAyane bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna te zuddhAtma dravyanuM paryAyathI dhyAna. have avAra sattA-arihaMtAdinuM Atma dravya. avAnAra sattA-eTale dhruvasattAmAM paNa bIjI sattA rahelI che te. dA.ta. arihaMtanuM Atma dravya. arihaMta pada paryAya amuka viziSTa Atma dravya ja pragaTAvI zake. sattA dravyanI che tethI arihaMtanuM dravya te dravyanI avAra sattA che. tene sattA eTalA mATe kahevAmAM AvI che te anAdi kALathI A sattA temAM che. zuddhAtma dravyamAM rahelI avAntara sattArUpa arihaMta paramAtmAnA Atma dravyanuM dhyAna te dravyathI arihaMta padanuM dhyAna. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 43 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avAnAra sattArUpa arihaMta paramAtma dravyamAM rahela parArthavyasanIyatAdi cAra guNane dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya, tenuM dhyAna te guNathI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna. avAntara sattArUpa arihaMta paramAtma dravyamAM rahelI prAtihAryAdithI thatI viziSTa pUjArUpI paryAya. tene bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravya tenuM dhyAna. te paryAyathI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna. siddha pada-zuddhAtma dravya je dhruvasattA che, temAM rahelI je avAntara sattA te siddhAtmAnuM Atma dravya. siddha bhagavaMtanuM Atma dravya-bhavya jIva ja siddha paryAya pragaTAvI zake che, mATe bhavya jIvamAM te avAjara sattA rahelI che. tethI zuddhAtma dravyamAM rahelI avAttara sattA je bhavya jIvanuM Atma dravya che tenuM dhyAna te dravyathI siddha padanuM dhyAna. A sattA paNa te bhavya jIvamAM anAdi kALathI paDelI che mATe A dravyanI sattA kahevAya che. bhavya jIvanA Atma dravyamAM rahela je anaMta jJAna, sukha, AnaMda, zakti vigere guNone dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya, te guNathI siddha padanuM dhyAna. bhavya jIvanA Atma dravyamAM rahelI je zuddha paryAya tene bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravya te paryAyathI siddha padanuM dhyAna. AcAryapada-zuddhAtma dravya (dhruva sattA)mAM rahelI avAttara sattA, te sattA, te Atma dravyanI che ane te AcArya padanI sattA te te dravyamAM che. AcArya pada paNa te te bhavya jIva ja pragaTAvI zake che mATe AcArya bhagavaMtanA Atma dravyanuM dhyAna te dravyathI AcArya padanuM dhyAna. AcArya bhagavaMtanA Atma dravyamAM rahelA jJAnAdi rUpe rahela guNane dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna te guNathI AcArya padanuM dhyAna. AcArya bhagavaMtanA Atma dravyamAM rahela paMcAcAranI pAlanarUpa paryAyane bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravyanuM dhyAna te paryAyathI AcArya padanuM dhyAna. siddha pada - zakti. A - dravya jJAnAdi guNone pragaTAvavA prayatna karatuM upadeza guNane dhAraNa karatuM. u - prabhunI vANI sAthe abheda thatuM dravya vinaya guNane dhAraNa karatuM. sA - AtmasAdhanA karatuM Atma dravya. da - ruci karatuM, ruciguNane dhAraNa karatuM cA - AnaMda karatuM dravya, AnaMdaguNane dhAraNa karatuM, AnaMda paryAyane bhogavatuM ta - sukha bhogavatuM dravya - tRpti sthiratA guNane dhAraNa karatuM. A rIte darzanAdi guNanI paNa avAra sattA che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A.zu. 1, 2045, pAlItANA arihaMta pada arihaMta rUpa dravya - parArtha mATe mana, vacana, kAya yoganA zuddha viryane phoravatuM Atma dravya athavA karuNAvALuM dravya. guNa-parArthavyasanIyatA Adi cAra guNone dhAraNa karatuM Atma dravya. paryAya-azokavRkSAdi bAhyI saMpattirUpa paryAyane bhogavatuM Atma dravya. siddha padasiddha rUpa dravya - nitaraMga, nikhUkaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana, zuddhAtma dravya. guNa-anaMta jJAnAdi guNone dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAya-guNa samRddhirUpa paryAyane bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravya. AcArya padaAcArya rUpa dravya - jJAnAdi pAMca zakitarUpa zuddhAtma dravya. guNa-jJAnAdi zaktine phoravavA-upayoga karavArUpa guNane dhAraNa karatuM zuddhAtma dravya. paryAya-jJAnAdi AcArane pragaTAvavA upadeza karavArUpa paryAya bhogavatuM zuddhAtma dravya. 4. ciMtana-coga vIrya ane upayoga vIca kA.zu. 2, 2046 kriyA be prakAre-yoga kriyA, upayoga kriyA. tenuM kAraNa vIrya be prakAre che. yoga vIrya-upayoga vIrya. virya eTale zakti. vIrya hoya to kriyA hoya che. yoga kriyAthI yoganI zuddhi thAya che arthAtu, zuddhi karavAnI che. yoga zuddhithI upayoga kriyA samRddha bane che. yoga-mana, vacana, kAyA e trikaraNa (yoga) kahevAya che. karaNa eTale sAdhana. mana, vacana, kAyA e traNa sAdhana che. sAdhana eTale vyApAra-kriyA karavA mATe je che te. vyApAra mATe zakti joIe arthAtu, virya dvArA mana vigere sAdhana bane che. manovIrya, vacanavIrya, kAyavIrya A traNe (mana vagere) vIrya zubhanuM AlaMbana laIne sAdhana bane arthAtu, vyApAra kare tyAre te zuddha bane che. yogano viSaya zubhane banAvIe to zubha yoga bane che. eTale zubha sAdhanarUpa bane che, ane vyApAra kare che. vyApAra mAtramAM vIryanuM skaraNa joIe che te sivAya kriyA-vyApAra thaI zakato nathI. sAdhakano aMtanada 45 Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cakranuM bhramaNa paNa pUrve karelA bhrami dvArA cAlu rahe che. paNa bhramimAM vIrya skuraNa dvArA kAya yoga sAdhana banIne bhrami utpanna kare che. A trikaraNarUpa triyoga vIryamAM upayogavIrya bhaLe to kriyA saphaLa bane che. yoga zuddhithI upayoga vIrya samRddha bane che. arthAtu, koI paNa yoganI sAdhanAmAM upayogavIryanI zuddhinI jarUra che. te paNa zuddha to bane, jo tene zubhamAM joDavAmAM AvyuM hoya to. ApaNA vIryane kevaLa yoganI zuddhi mATe joDavAmAM Ave che. ApaNI mahenata kevaLa yoganI zuddhi mATe che paraMtu upayoganI zuddhi mATe ochI che upayoganI zuddhi mATe upayoga vIryane sakriya banAvavuM joIe. yoga te kriyA che upayoga te jJAna che. "jJAna kriyAkhyAm mokSa:" yoga dvArA kriyA thAya che, upayoga dvArA paNa kriyA ja thAya che kemake yogakaraNa che tethI kriyA bane e vAta barAbara, paNa upayoga pote jJAnarUpa hovA chatAM paNa tene zubhamAM joDavArUpa kriyA ja karavAnI che, eka yoga rUpa kriyA. bIjI upayogarUpa kriyA. kemake baMnemAM vIryanuM phuraNa jarUrI che, jJAna paNa vIrya skuraNa vinA niSkriya banI rahe che. vyavahArathI yogane kriyA, upayogane jJAna kahyuM che. paNa jayAre te baneno AtmAnA kArya mATe upayoga karavAmAM Ave che tyAre baMne sAdhana bane che ane sAdhana vIrya skuraNa vinA na bane mATe, yogavIrya ane upayogavIrya e bannenI sahAyathI AtmA nija kArya sAdhe che. kA.zu. 11 nirguNa brahmanI upAsanA A rIte thAya che. guNa eTale AtmAnI kriyA karavAnI zakti. zuddhAtma dravya guNa e AtmAnI sakriyatAnI nizAnI che. mULa vastu to dravya che. guNo to tenA AbhUSaNa che. dravya niSkriya nathI, te jANI zake che, joI zake che, sukha bhogavI zake che, AnaMda mANI zake che. zakti phorave che te zakti ja tene sakriya rAkhe che. tenI sakriyatA batAve che tene ja tenA guNa kahevAya che. je (guNa) tenuM (zaktinuM) svarUpa nathI, paraMtu tenI (zuddhAtma dravyanI-caitanya zaktinI) sakriyatA batAvanAra ane zobhAvanAra AbhUSaNa che, mATe guNa paNa Aropa che. guNa e dravyano zaNagAra che. arthAtuM, tene ApaNe guNa nAmanA AropathI oLakhIe chIe. paryAya paNa Aropa che, kemake te guNone bhogavavAnI kriyA che. para paryAya nAmano Aropa karyo che. dravya to svataMtra-sarvataMtra vastu che. mATe ja paryAyane vyavahAra ane dravyane nizcaya kahyo che. zuddhAtmadravya vAstavikatAe dravya ja che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 46 Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jovA jANavAnI zaktine guNa zabdathI saMbodhI. jovA jANavAnI kriyAne paryAya zabdathI saMbodhI. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM karuNAyukta dravya che. arihaMta bhagavAnanuM vizALa kSetra che samagra jIvarAzi. samagra jIvarAzi pratye temane karuNA che. AcArya bhagavaMtanuM kSetra-bhavya jIvo. te paNa manuSya, deva, tiryaMca paMcendriya. upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM kSetra-bhavya jIvo te paNa manuSya. AcArya bhagavaMtano-AcAra dAnano guNa. upAdhyAya bhagavaMtano-jJAna dAnano guNa. sAdhu bhagavaMtano-abhayadAnano guNa. arihaMta bhagavaMtano-paropakArano guNa. pAMca parameSThimAM prathamanAM be siddha dravya. pAMca parameSThimAM pachInAM traNa sAdhaka dravya. traNenI dAna kriyA (AcAra-jJAna-abhaya dAna) te paryAya che. mANasa paNa guNathI zobhe che. tema te pAMce parameSThinuM zuddhAtma dravya-zakti te mAtra niSkriya hoya to paNa zobhe che. sakriya guNathI vadhu zobhe che. sakriya guNa te paryAya. A atyaMtara paryAya che. bAhya paryAya tenuM zarIra che. Atma dravya-zakti rUpa guNa ane sakriya zakti te paryAya, mANasanA guNa jANIne rAjI thaIe chIe paNa jayAre teno guNa kAryakArI hoya tyAre vadhu rAjI thaIe chIe. temAM AtmAnA guNa-jJAnAdi jANIne AnaMda thAya jayAre te guNo jANavA vigerenI kriyA kare tyAre vadhu AnaMda maLe che. te kriyAkatRtva paryAya che. kA.zu. 13, 2046, pAlItANA dhruvasattA vizva vyApI che. avAntara sattA svavyApI che. yogyatA vyApI che. zuddhAtma dravya che te niSkriya nathI kemake sakriya che. te sakriyatA zaktithI jaNAya che. te pote zaktirUpa che te guNa nAmathI oLakhAya che ane te zaktinI kriyA te paryAya nAmathI oLakhAya che. dhruvasattA-zuddhAtma dravya-sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa-zakti svarUpa. avAra sattA-arihaMtanuM dravya-karuNA zakti svarUpa. avAra sattA-arihaMtanuM dravya-karuNA zakti svarUpa. sAdhakano aMtanada 47 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM dravya-siddha bhagavAnanuM caitanya zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM AcArya bhagavAnanuM jJAnAdi pAMca zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM upAdhyAya bhagavAnanuM Agama dAna zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM sAdhu bhagavAnanuM sAdhanA zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM darzana padanuM zraddhA zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM jJAna padanuM bodha zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM cAritra padanuM ramaNatA zakti svarUpa. avAntara sattA-bhavyAtmanuM tapa padanuM bhoga zakti svarUpa. A vizvamAM cha dravyo che, tene jANo ane jANIne Atma tattvane pAmo. cha dravyono bemAM samAveza thaI jAya che. te be dravyo jaDa ane cetana. A be mukhya dravyo che te ja zeya che. temAM jaDa evuM pudgala dravya ane cetana dravya pote nirmaLa che. chatAM paryAyayukta baMne dravyane anAdinA jhaghaDA cAlu che. te jhaghaDAnA kAraNe nathI Atma dravya potAnuM svarUpa dekhADI zakatuM, nathI parama aNurUpa zuddha pudgala dravya potAnuM svarUpa dekhADI zakatuM. A jhaghaDA TaLe tyAre Atma tattva pAmI zakAya. ma.va. 11, 2046 pudgala dravyanI tarapheNamAM to ghaNA ghaNA tenA sajAtIya baMdhuo che, je cetanane niraMtara herAna kare che jethI AtmA potAnA sajAtIya baMdhuonuM vismaraNa thavAthI nirbaLa thaIne beTho che. AnA jhaghaDA TALavA mATe paramAtmAe zAstramAM aneka upAyo batAvyA che. he bhavyajIvo ! tame jaDa ane cetana bannene oLakho temAM jaDane tenA sthAne rAkho. arthAt, A jaDa che, huM nathI arthAt, cetana A nathI. A rIte bAhya svarUpathI oLakhI tenA AMtara svarUpane nihALo. jaDatva mAtrathI jaDa te cetana sAthe jhaghaDatuM nathI. tenuM AMtara svarUpa ghaNuM ja vikRta che. te svarUpathI bahAra AvI jhaghaDo kare che. te dekhAvamAM akriya lAge paNa cetanane AkarSaNa karIne lobhAvavAnI zakti jabbara che jethI bhalabhalA mAdhAMtAo tenA AMtara svarUpamAM lalacAIne khuvAra thaI gayA ane potAnuM asalI svarUpa ragadoLAI gayuM. mATe tenA AMtara svarUpane oLakhI tenA AkarSaNathI lalacAya nahi ane mArI sAthe koI AMtara saMbaMdhavALuM nathI tema nizcaya kare to bacI zake. bIjuM, cetana svarUpane oLakhI tene tenA sthAne rahevA do. huM jaDathI bhinna caitanya svarUpa chuM ane A je huM kriyA karI rahyo chuM te mAruM vikRta svarUpa che, te vikRta svarUpathI jhaghaDavAthI jhaghaDA TaLe nahi paraMtu zuddha svarUpane smarI tenI bAju dRSTine vALo to jaDa samajI jAya ke A mane oLakhI gayo che, have lalacAze nahi, ema mAnI ra raheze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 48 Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUra rahevAthI potAnI khoja cAlu thaze tyAre AMtara dRSTi sthira thaze ane potAnI svayaM zaktithI tene jItIne pote sadA mATe te jaDathI chUTo thaze. 5. 'cidAnaMdarUpI parabrahmalIlA, vilAsI vibho tyakta kAmAgni kilA.'' zrA.zu. 14, 2046 AtmA zakti svarUpa che, vyakti svarUpa che. dravyarUpe zakti svarUpa che, paryAyarUpe vyakti svarUpa che. Atma dravya zakti svarUpa hovAthI dravya bhinna bhinna guNano AdhAra hovAthI aneka zakti svarUpa jaNAya che. temAM be zakti mukhya che. cid zakita ane AnaMda zakti. cikti be kAma kare che. jANavuM ane jovuM. jIvano svabhAva (zakti svarUpa hovAthI) te svabhAva che. sahaja svabhAva hovAthI jIvanI azuddha ke zuddha avasthAmAM paNa e kAma karato hoya che. koI paNa vastunuM jJAna karavAnI enI zakti che. paNa jJeyane jANavAmAM prathama tabakke to vastunuM darzana thAya che, je jJAnano ja eka aMza che. jene sAmAnyopayoga kahevAya che. A pramANe sahajatAthI banatI e vastu che ke jJAna karatAM pahelAM darzana ja thAya je sAmAnya upayoga svarUpa (jJAna svarUpa) che. je cid zaktinuM eka svarUpa che jene darzana-zakti kahevAya che. sAmAnyajJAna thayA pachI vizeSajJAna thAya che. darzanamAM sAmAnya jJAna thAya che. jJAnamAM vastunA bheda-prakAranuM jJAna thAya che jene vizeSopayoga kahevAya che, je cikti svarUpa che jene jJAnazakti kahevAya che. jIvanI azuddha avasthAmAM jIvane vastune jotAMnI sAthe sAmAnyanuM jJAna thatuM hovAthI prathama sAmAnyopayoga hovAthI darzana zaktirUpe cikti kAma kare che ane vizeSa bhedabhAva paNa vizeSopayoga hovAthI jJAna zaktirUpe cikita kAma kare che ane zuddha avasthAmAM jJAnane koI AvaraNa nahi hovAthI hAthamAM rahelo AmaLo jema pratyakSa che tema sarva padArtho jJAnamAM pratyakSa hovAthI vizeSopayoga hoya che. jethI prathama tabakke je jJAna thAya che temAM jJAna zaktirUpe cikti sakriya banI kArya kare che ane vastunA be dharmo che sAmAnya ane vizeSa. mATe jevuM jJeya tevuM jJAnamAM pratibiMba paDatuM hovAthI sAmAnya dharmavAn jJeyane jANavA mATe darzana zaktirUpe cikti kArya kare che. A rIte zuddha ane azuddha avasthAmAM AtmAnI cikti sakriya che. jANavuM ane jovuM e zakti svarUpa AtmAno svabhAva hovAthI sahajatayA thayA kare che. paraMtu AtmAnI nirAvaraNatAmAM te cikti kArya kare che tyAre vastunuM nirmaLa zuddha ane pratyakSa jJAna-darzana thAya che. AtmAnI sAvaraNatAmAM bhinna bhinna guNonA AvaraNathI bhinna bhinna zaktio dabAyelI hovAthI malina. azuddha ane parokSa jJAnadarzana thAya che. jethI paramAtmAe batAvelA bhAvo (padArthonuM svarUpa)nuM jJAna mohAdinA udayathI ajJAnarUpa bane che ane AtmAne aMdha banAve che. jethI bhavATavImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI, athaDAya che, kuTAya che. have AtmAnI eka bIjI zakti che tenuM nAma AnaMda zakti, je vIrya zaktirUpa che. jenA dvArA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 49 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ padArthanA jJAnamAM vIrya zakti bhaLavAthI te jJAna sakriya bane che, jenAthI AtmA tenI (vastunIAtmAnI) anubhUti kare che ane AnaMda pAme che. AnaMda zakti cAra kAma kare che ramavuM, bhogavavuM, sukha meLavavuM ane temAM sthira thavuM. je AnaMda zaktinuM ja eka svarUpa che je ramaNazakti, bhogazakti, sukha zakti, sthiratAzakti rUpe oLakhAya che. AnaMda zakti e Atma svabhAva che. jema jANavuM, jovuM e svabhAva che tema AnaMda pAmavuM e paNa svabhAva che. padArthanA jJAnamAM vIrya zakti bhaLe che mATe AtmA sakriya banI te padArthamAM ramaNatA kare che, te padArthane bhogave che, sukha pAme che ane temAM ja vizrAMti pAmelo AnaMda zakti rUpa AtmAnaMda, saMpUrNa vIrya ullAsa pAmatAM temAM ja sthira rahevAthI vastunI anubhUti kare che ane AnaMda pAme che. te AnaMdazakti AtmAno sahaja svabhAva che. A rIte zuddha ane azuddha avasthAmAM AtmAnI AnaMdazakti sakriya che. e zakti svarUpa AtmAno svabhAva hovAthI sahajatayA thayA kare che paraMtu AtmAnI nirAvaraNatAmAM te zakti kArya kare che tyAre nirmaLa zuddha evA AtmAmAM ramaNatA kare che, nija guNone bhogave che ane sukha pAme che ane temAM ja vizrAMti pAmIne sthira thAya che tyAre AtmAnI anubhUti kare che ane AnaMda pAme che. sAvaraNatAmAM jaDaruci jIva jaDamAM ramaNatA kare che tene bhogave che ane sukhAbhAsa pAme che, temAM sthira thAya che ane AnaMda pAme che, te azuddha hovAthI te sukha naSTa thavAthI AnaMda naSTa thAya che ane du:khanuM mAjana bane che. A rIte zuddha AtmAnuM jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpa nirAvaraNa hovAthI pragaTa hoya che, mATe jJAna ane AnaMda zaktisvarUpa AtmA (svabhAva) hovAthI cidAnaMdarUpI (svarUpa) parabrahma che temAM ja vilasanArA paramAtmA che. 6. samanvaya jJAtA-draSTAbhAva te ja samanvaya. dA.ta. ApaNA taraphathI judI vicArAyelI guMconA anurUpe te loko A dRSTie ApaNane jue che. A rIte samanvaya karavo. 7. prazamarita vai.zu. 14, saM. 2046, mAMgarola "prazamaM ti: pragati'. prazamamAM AnaMda. A guNa samyaktvanI prAptimAM pragaTe che. jene samyaktvanI hAjarI che te jIva prazamabhAvamAM ciMtavALo hoya che. Ano artha e thayo ke prazamanI gerahAjarI mithyAtvane kheMcanArI che mATe zama, saMvegAdi samyaktvanAM pAMca lakSaNo batAvyAM che. A lakSaNothI samyaktva pragaTa che ke nahi ? te samajI zakAya che. A prazamabhAvane pragaTa karavA mATe pUrve prazamamAM rati thAya che tenuM kAraNa prazama te AtmAno guNa che temAM rita eTale AtmAnA guNanI rita thaI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda | 50 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmAnA guNanI rati kayAre thAya ? jaDa, cetananI bhinnatA samajIne AtmAthI bhinna evA pudgala paranI rati, prIti ane mamatva UThI jAya ane huM pagalathI bhinna AtmA chuM, jJAnAdi guNo mArA che. e pramANe huM ane mAruM svamAM-AtmAmAM ane AtmAnA guNomAM sthApita thAya tyAre prazamamAM rati thAya. jaDamAM huM ane mArApaNAnI buddhi ja prazamamAM rati thavA detI nathI. jaDanA rAgathI ja prazamano viruddha guNa krodha, Sa, aprIti jIva upara jAge che mATe prazamamAM rati khUba jarUrI che. te rati utpanna karavA mATe jIva upara prIti jagADavI jethI jaDano rAga tUTe ane teno rAga tUTavAthI jIva uparano dvapa TaLe, TaLavAthI prazamamAM rati thAya. te rati AjanA dine pragaTa thAo ane sthira bano. 8. prANAyAmanI vidhi nAbhimAM rahelA prANane brahmaradhramAM sthApita karavAthI mananI sthiratA tanmaya svarUpI banaze. jo prANa sahaja rIte sthira na thAya to nAbhi uparathI OM nA dhvanine UMce laI javAthI te dhvani brahmarakvamAM AvI rahyo che, AvI rahyo che tema ciMtana dvArA karavAthI dhvanimAM sthira banelA prANa brahmaradhamAM AvIne sthira banaze. 9. nemiprabhuno dIkSAdina zrA.zu. 6, saM. 2046, junAgaDha neminAtha paramAtmA kevI rIte thayA? tenI pUrva bhUmikArUpa 'savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI' e bhAvanA ane e bhAvanAnA phaLa rUpe prApta thayeluM tIrthakara nAma karma. tenA prabhAve jemanA cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevaLa, nirvANa. A pAMce kalyANakatAne pAmyA ane te divasa paNa jagatanA jIvone sukha upajAvanAra banyo. - temAMno eka divasa zrA.su. 6 che. je divase nemi prabhue dIkSA lIdhI hatI. dIkSA lIdhI e paNa jIvonA uddhAra mATe. paNa dIkSA laIne karyuM zuM? Atma sAdhanA. Atma sAdhanA vinA parano uddhAra thaI zake nahi. mATe Atma svarUpane pragaTa karavAno (sAdhanAno) joradAra prayatna jemAM karavAno che te dIkSA che. svarUpane DhAMkanAra ghAtikarmo che tene toDavA mATe Atma puruSArtha joIe. dIkSA levI eTale ghara choDavuM, aNagAra banavuM. temAM mana-vacana-kAyAno ja puruSArtha che. aNagAra banyA pachI je puruSArtha karavAno che te Atma-puruSArtha che. Atma puruSArtha vinA ghAtikarmano ghAta thato nathI. ' are samyaguSTi prApta karavI hoya to te dRSTinI ADe AvatA darzana mohanIya che ghAti-AtmAnA guNono ghAta karanAra che, tenuM AvaraNa khaseDavuM ke maLathI ghAta karavo e ja samakti sAdhakano aMtanada 51 Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ane e AtmapuruSArthathI ja thAya che. guNaThANAnI sparzanAmAM AtmapuruSArtha mukhya che, jene bhAva ke adhyavasAyathI oLakhavAmAM Ave che. - A AtmapuruSArthamAM AlaMbana hoya che, paraMtu paramAtmA svayaMsaMbudhdha che temane AlaMbana levAnuM hotuM nathI. mATe svayaM Atma puruSArthathI ja aNagAra banavA mATe gharane tyajIne nIkaLe che ane temanA AlaMbanathI bIjA paNa rAjA, mahArAjAo, zreSThio sAthe ghara choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. Aje paramAtmA nemiprabhue eka hajAra puruSonI sAthe giranAra upara sahasAmravanamAM saMyama grahaNa karyuM ane tarata ja Atma dhyAnamAM lIna thaI kAyotsargamAM UbhA rahyA kema ? ghanaghAti karmono nAza AtmapuruSArtha vinA thato nathI. e kAraNe paramAtmAno-Atma puruSArtha e ja divasathI zarU thaI gayo. Atma puruSArtha - upayoga dvArA thAya che. mana puruSArtha - mana yogathI thAya che. vacana puruSArtha - vacanayoganA baLathI thAya che. kAya puruSArtha - kAya yoganA baLathI thAya che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA puruSArtha dvArA gRhastha jIvanamAM ja mana-vacana ane kArya yoganI zuddhi thaI gaI hoya che, tyAra bAda agArapaNuM choDayA pachI kevaLa upayoga zuddhi karavAnuM ja kArya AtmapuruSArtha dvArA karavAnuM hoya che. paramAtmAe trikaraNa yoganI zuddhi saMpUrNa hovAthI dIkSA le che te samayathI ja kevaLa AtmapuruSArtha joradAra zarU thaI jAya che. jethI nemInAtha bhagavAne kevaLa 54 divasamAM ja ghAti karmono kSaya karI nAMkhyo. phI levI eTale upayoganI zuddhi karavAno AraMbha karavo. te saMpUrNa zuddha thatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM. dhamanI zarU rAja samakatathI thAya che, te samakti Atma puruSArthathI thAya che, mATe Atma puruSArthanI zarUAna paNa gAyuM guNakAnuM prApta karatAM thAya che. temAM AtmapuruSArthathI anaMtAnubaMdhI ane darzanamAha sI no pAra karavAno che. kamabaMdhanA cAra hetu che. mithyAtva, virati, kaSAya, yoga. temAM cothA guNaThANe kaSAyanI ja (cAra) prakRti ane mithyAtvanA ghAta thayAM. te pachI AgaLa Atma puruSArthathI viratine aTakAvanAra apratyAkhyAnIya kapAyAnA ghAta thAya che tyAre dezavirati prApta thAya che ane pratyAkhyAnIyano ghAta thAya che tyAre sarvavirati prApta thAya che. ahIM sudhI AlaMbanathI AgaLa vadhe che, tyAra bAda kaSAya (saMjavalanano) tathA yoga rahyA. temAM saMjavalanane koInuM paNa AlaMbana lIdhA vinA Atma puruSArthathI nAza kare che tyAre jJAna, darzana, cAritrane AvaranAra karmono nAza thaI jAya che. ane kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. chevaTe yoganI paNa nivRtti dhyAna dvArA eTale AtmapuruSArtha dvArA mokSanI prApti kare che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A rIte paramAtmAe dIkSA laIne zuM karyuM? mana, vacana, kAyAnI sthUla pravRtti baMdha karI kevaLa upayoganI saMpUrNa zuddhi mATenA puruSArtha Adaryo. te puruSArthamAM zuM karyuM? kevaLa upayogane AtmAmAM joDI rAkhyo. athA, parabhAvano tyAga karI svabhAvamAM sthira thayA. te samaye mananA kutUhalo, vacananA prayogo, kAyAnI vizrAmaNA saMpUrNa nAbUda thaI gaI hovAthI nathI koI pariSaho temanA cittane akaLAvI svabhAvamAMthI asthira karI zakayA, nathI koI anukULa-pratikULa upasargo temanA manane azAMta karI zakayA. paNa kevaLa nivAta dIpakanI jayota jema sthira ane prakAzita hoya che tevI temanI dhyAna dhArA sthira ane prakAzita hoya che te dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. mananA kutUhalo temanA javalaMta vairAgyathI bhasmIbhUta thaI gayA hatA, vairAgya pAse kutUhalo TakI zakatA nathI. vacana prayoga temanA AtmA sivAya sakala padArtho pratye udAsIna bhAvathI uphathana karI gayo hato. padArtho pratyenuM udAsInatva prerAtA vacanane rokanAra che. arthAtu, udAsInabhAva vacana prayoga sthagita karI nAkhe che. kAyAnI vizrAmaNA-anityatA, azaraNatva, azucitvanA bodhathI temanuM (paramAtmAnuM) kAyAmAMthI citta dUra thaI gayuM che. tethI tenA pratye spRhA TaLI gaI che. AvuM jIvana paramAtmAnuM AjathI ja, dIkSA lIdhA pachI tarata ja zarU thaI gayuM che. dina pratidina temAM ja vRddhi pAmatAM aMte ghAti karmano nAza kare che. A che Atma puruSArthanI siddhi, Atma puruSArthano AraMbha dIkSA dinathI ane siddhi teramA guNaThANe. traNeno ekI sAthe hAsa thAya che. mATe kahyuM ke he prabhu ! tArA dhyAnathI tAruM svarUpa mane prApta thAya che. kemake tAruM dhyAna karatAM-karatAM A jagatamAM jaDano samUha sAme je dekhAya che temAM ja viSaya ane kapAyane AdhIna thayelA jIvane rAga, dveSa, moha thAya che enuM mana thAya che ane tenAthI bhayabhIta thayelo tAruM zaraNa le che. he prabhu ! eka tuMhi tehi tehi tehi tehi ema paramAtmAmAM lIna thatAM svAtmAnuM smaraNa thAya che ane te ja huM "sADa DahuM' ema svanA zuddha svarUpanuM smaraNa thatAM te ja huM ema jaDa zarIrane visarI AtmAmAM soDAMnI buddhi thAya che tyAre anAdi kALano deha-pudagalanAM rAga tUTe che. pugalanA rAgane lIdhe thato jIvo pratyeno lepa zame che ane para pudagala pariNati eTale ke moha, tene tyajI svabhAva eTale ke Atma svarUpa tarapha vaLe che. mATe A prakriyA che to rAga, dveSa, mohane toDavAnI, te tUTavAthI teramuM guNaThANuM pragaTe che, kAraNa ke svarUpe pragaTa thavAnI ADe rAga, dveSa, moha naDe che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10. zuddha saMyama mA.zu. 10, gheTI, 2047 sam + yamuM samyak prakAre kAbU te saMyama. kAbU zeno ? mana-vacana ane kAyAno. je traNa yoga dvArA mukitanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. te jo saMyamita na hoya to muktine badale baMdhanamAM sahAya kare che. mATe cAritranI saMpUrNa sAdhanA saMyama upara che mATe cAritra ane saMyama beya zabdo mahAvratadhArI AtmAo mATe vaparAya che. saMyamI te ja cAritrI che. traNe yoganI saMpUrNa prApti mAnava dehamAM thAya che. deva, tiryaMca, nArakIne hoya che paNa teo saMpUrNa svAdhIna banI zakatA nathI mATe teTalI apUrNatAnA kAraNe te traNe yogo saMpUrNa karma muktimAM sahAyaka banatA nathI, mATe te apUrNa che. ane te kAraNe ja pUrNa saMyama paNa mAnavadehathI ja thaI zake che. saMyama eTale zuM ? asaMyama eTale zuM? saMyama eTale traNe yogone kAbUmAM rAkhavA. kAyayoga pAMca IndriyonA samUharUpa che. jaDa kAyA kAMI karI zakatI nathI. pAMca IndriyothI viSayone grahaNa karatI kAyA zubhAzubha pravRtti kare che ane karmabaMdha agara mukti kare che. Indriyo jJAna karavAnA sAdhanarUpa che. jJAna thayA pachI AtmAnA hukama pramANe pravRtti thAya che. jo mohane AdhIna AtmA hoya to mana paNa te mohAdhIna AtmAnA hukama pramANe dalAlI karI yogane pravartAve che. azubha pravRtti dvArA azubha karmano saMcaya kare che. mohanI cAlamAM nahi aMjAto AtmA hukama kare to mana-vacana baMne zubhamAM pravarte che. te vakhate te baMne saMyamita rahe che ane kAyA paNa, mana saMyamita hovAnA kAraNe tene kadAca azubha vartavuM paDe to varte paNa AtmA nArAja hoya che jethI karmathI mukti kare che. A rIte yogano saMyama karavA mATe prathama je yogonI pravRttimAM sAdhanabhUta Indriyo viSayonuM je jJAna karI Ape che temAM lepAvuM nahi te dvArA teno saMyama karavo jarUrI che jene bAhya saMyama kahevAya che. IndriyonA viSayono saMyama Atma saMyama sahAyaka bane che. AtmAno asaMyama eTale AtmAnuM mohane AdhIna thavuM. mohane AdhIna na banavuM te Atma saMyama che. tene atyaMtara saMyama kahevAya che. je saMyamamAM Indriyo dvArA thayelA viSayanA jJAnathI kevaLa jJAtAdraSTAbhAve rahI nija svarUpamAM sthiti karavA prayatna karavo, te je AtmAnI samyaka pravRtti che te ja atyaMtara saMyama che. te atyaMtara saMyamanI sAdhanA karatAM Atma svarUpamAM sthiratA thavAthI je AtmAno saMyama thAya che, te ja zuddha saMyama che, jemAM nathI Indriyo dvArA thatuM jJAna ke je viSayanI parAdhInatAmAM mohanA udaye Indriyono asaMyama karAve, jemAM nathI AtmAnuM mohAdhInapaNuM ke je AtmAnA saMyamane bAdhArUpa bane ! tyAM che kevaLa Atma svarUpanI anubhUti. jemAM kevaLa zuddha AtmAnA darzanathI zuddha saMyama che. jene anaMta siddha bhagavaMto bhogave che. yogIo tenI kSaNavAra anubhUti kare che. paramAtmA pratye bahumAna pragaTa karavA mATe che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11. nihitva guNa (siddha bhagavaMtano) siddha bhagavaMtanA anaMtaguNo che te paikI temanAmAM nihitva guNa che. nimohita eTale mUMjhAvuM nahi, zemAM? duniyAnA koI paNa bhAvomAM. bhAvo eTale je kAMI jagatamAM astitva dharAvatI vastu ane tenA dharmo arthAtu, bhAvo eTale satu, sahu eTale vidyamAna padArtho. koI paNa bhAvomAM mUMjhAvuM nahi eTale bebhAna thavuM nahi. koI padArtha evo nathI ke je siddha bhagavaMtane mUMjhavI zake. mUMjhAvuM-bebhAna thavuM eTale ajJAnapaNe temAM lIna thaI javuM. lIna thatAM pahelAM Asakti hovI jarUrI che. te to temaNe pUrve keTalAya bhavo sudhInA abhyAsathI eka eka padArthanI Asakita choDatAM sakala padArtha upara nirAsakta thatAM saMpUrNa jJAnI banyA eTale Asakti nahi hovAthI ajJAnapaNe koI paNa padArthamAM lIna banatA nathI. AtmA paNa padArtha che to temAM paNa mUMjhAtA nathI. bebhAnapaNe Asakta banI lIna thatA paNa pUrNa jJAnanA baLe tenA guNomAM lIna banI tadrupatA sAdhI le che. temAM moha maLelo nathI, jayAM moha maLelo che tyAM to ajJAna che. lInatA guNa che, ajJAna doSa che mATe paramAtmA nihi che. po.va. 12 koI ema mAne ke huM A jIvane A pramANe karI duHkhI karuM. je kAMI sAruM-khoTuM, anukULapratikULa thAya che te to puNya-pApanA khela che temAM khuza-nAkhuza, AnaMda-zoka, anubhavavo sukhI-du:khI thavuM e to jIvanA hAthamAM che. koInI tAkAta nathI (puNya-pApanI-nimittonI) ke jIvane sukhI-duHkhI karI zake. nimitto be prakAranAM che. 1. bAhA 2. atyaMtara. bAhya nimittonI to para jIva sahelAIthI thaI zake che, nahivat gaNI zake che, paNa atyaMtara nimitta je mohAdi ghAti karyo che te jIvane sparzIne rahelA che tene paNa jaDa svarUpa nirbaLa mAnI caitanya zaktivaMta, tejasvI, ojasvI AtmAnI anaMta zaktinuM bhAna jIvane thAya ane te jaDathI para potAnA vIrya guNayukta AtmAne saMbhAre to sadA AnaMdamayatAno anubhava karI zake. moha (rAgavaiSa)ne AdhIna na thavuM paraMtu moha karma che mATe jaDa che AtmAthI para che ema mAnI rAjI nArAjI karavI jIvanA hAthamAM che, svAdhIna che, mohane AdhIna nathI. chatAM jIva jo mohane AdhIna bane, potAnuM jJAtA-draSTApaNuM gumAve, kAyaratA batAve to harSa zoka anubhave che. A vAta khyAlamAM rAkhI puNyapApanA khela samya dRSTithI jovA jethI nimitto, bIjA jIvo-jaDa vastu rUpa bAhya nimitto mohAdi karmo rUpa atyaMtara nimittonI zaktine mukhya gaNI harSa-zokano anubhava karato hato te aTakI jaze ane anaMta vIryavaMta caitanya zaktiyukta AtmAnI zaktino khyAla AvatAM AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze. eka ja vastu vicAravI ke sukhI-du:khI thavuM te AtmAnA hAthamAM che, bIjI vyakti sukhI-du:khI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 55 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI zakatI nathI, harSa-zoka anubhavAvI zakatI nathI. A anubhava evo che ke jo eno AsvAda eka vakhata paNa mANe to dareka saMyogomAM AtmA sadA prasannatA anubhave che. vizeSa zuM kahuM ? Atmazakti je bhUlAI gaI che tenuM smaraNa niraMtara thAya che ane kevaLa karmanI zakti baLavAna mAnI tenI sAthe ja yuddha karatAM hatAM te baMdha karI Atmazaktino yatkiMcit anubhava karI te zaktine saMpUrNa pragaTa karavAno Atmika puruSArtha kare che tethI teno vyavahAra zuddha (lokottara) bane che. zrA.zu. 15, 2046, junAgaDha o gurudeva ! Ape pRthvItala para janma AjanA divase lIdho hato te divasa paNa dhanya banI gayo, vaLI te divasa rakSAbaMdhanano hovAthI sarvatra bhAI-bahenanuM milana. bhAInI rakSA IcchatI bahenaDI AnaMdamAM mahAlatI hoya che. A rIte sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda. jANe gurudevanA janma utsava mATe na hoya, tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. e gurudeva ahIM janma laIne evuM jIvana jIvI gayA ke A paDatA kALamAM temAMya saMvata 2000nI uparanI sAla jemAM kevaLa adharmanuM, pApanuM sAmrAjaya chavAI rahyuM hatuM. temAM AvI vibhUtinAM darzana jeNe karyAM che te pAvana thaI gayA. te kevaLa pavitratAnI mUrti ! taumUrti ! sAdhanAnI mUrti ! cakSudarzana khoravAI gayuM hatuM to paNa apramattapaNe niyamita sAdhanAmAM lIna rahetA hatA. temanAM jeNe darzana karyAM che tenAM netro dhanya banI gayAM. A kALamAM AvI vibhUtinAM darzana durlabha che. teo A ja gujarAtanI pavitra-dharmabhUmi rAjanagaramAM khetarapALanI poLamAM cunIbhAIne ghera janmyA hatA ane chellI Atma sAdhanA paNa rAjanagaramAMnI ja vidyAzALAmAM karI hatI. je baMnne sthaLo upalabdha che. Aje jene 135 varSo thayAM che. jayAM ame haMmeza vaMdanArthe jatA hatA. nispRhatAnI to jANe ajoDa vibhUti, sva-sAdhanAmAM lIna banelA joyA che te Aje smRtipathamAM Ave che tyAre ema thAya che ke kevI teonI yoganI mudrA hatI ! jemAM koI kaSAyanI rekhA ke rAga-dveSa, mamatvanI rekhAnuM nAma paNa jaNAtuM na hatuM. kevaLa vAtsalyathI bharelI temanI (najara na hatI to paNa) mudrA darekane sva-paranA bheda vinA AkarSatI hatI. kayAM Ajano kALa ane kyAM tevA mahApuruSonA astitvano kALa ! je kALe saMghamAM paNa sarvatra zAMti anubhavAtI, paNa AjanA jevI huMsAtuMsI, mAruM parAyuM arthAt, tAruM mAruM AvA virodhavALuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thatuM na hatuM. sAmAnya bheda haze te paNa jIvonI pariNatine laDAvanAra na hatA. enuM kAraNa evA pavitra puruSonI hayAtino kALa hato. temanA astitvathI temanA tapa, japa, dhyAna tathA mana-vacana-kAyAnI pavitratArUpa yoga sAdhanAnA phuvArA cAre bAju UDatA hatA, vAtAvaraNamAM rahelA jIvonI malinatA dUra thaI jatI hatI ane temanI nizrAmAM rahIne sAdhanA karanAra paNa potAnuM jIvana sAdhakano aMtarnAda 56 Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saphaLa banAvI detA hatA. evA mahApuruSano Aje janmadina che je zrA.zu. pUrNimA. je divase caMdra soLe kaLAe khIlelo rahI samagra jagatane zItalatAnuM pradAna kare che. e rIte te divase janmelA A mahApuruSa temanI chAyAmAM je koI AvyA temanA jIvanamAM saMtApo harAI gayA ane zItaLatAnuM mojuM pharI vaLyuM. - A mahApuruSa ahIM hayAta hatA tyAre ja zItaLatAnuM pradAna karatA hatA ema nahi, Aje paNa devabhavanamAM vAsa karavA chatAM tyAM temane rati nathI, paraMtu paropakAramAM rata evA niraMtara A tirthAlokamAM lokonA saMtApa harI zItaLatAnuM pradAna kare che, jIvo temane bhUlI zakatA nathI, kAraNa Aje paNa teo eTalA ja sakriyapaNe paropakAra karI rahyA che. jJAna pradAna kare che, salAha sUcana karI mUMjhavaNo TALe che, jIvo temanI smRtimAtrathI nirbhayatAthI jIve che. A ja A kALanuM mahAna accheruM che. AvA viSama kALamAM AvA pavitra puruSanAM darzana mane? arthAtuM, AvA pavitra puruSanI hayAtimAM mAro janma thayo? ane temanAM darzana thayAM? tethI huM paNa dhanyAtidhanya chuM, jemanI chAyAmAM niraMtara rahI saMyama sAdhanA thaI rahI che. AnA karatAM A viSama kALamAM bIjuM joIe che zuM? mane badhuM ja maLyuM che, tRpta chuM. teno AnaMda che. dhanya che tevA mahApuruSanA janmathI pavitra thayelI zrAvaNI pUrNimAne ! 12. (chaMda-harigIta) aho ! gururAyA namuM hAtha joDI, mane Apajo nitya AziSa koDI; tamArA guNone kahyuM mAna moDI, have AvuM chuM deva ! tuma pAsa doDI. mane tArajo hAtha jhAlI gurujI, rakhe kALano pAza lAge gurujI, rakhaDato mUkIne na jAzo gurujI, zaraNa eka tAruM grahatuM ke gurujI. sAdhakano aMtanada 57 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * anukramaNikA : 'saMvata 2048-pAnA naM. 58 thI 66 1. jagatanI prakRti ane pravRtti 2. namaskAra 3. sAmAyika 4. ajItanAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana 5. svarUpa prAptimAM pAMca padanu Alabana Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. jagatanI prakRti ane pravRtti jagata be dravyonuM baneluM che te jaDa ane cetana. jaDamAM pAMce dravyo AvI jAya che. cetanamAM jIvadravya Ave che. pAMcamAM paNa cAranI asara parokSa che. eka pudgala dravyanI asara pratyakSa che. dareka dravyanI prakRti (svabhAva) ane pravRtti (kriyA) hoya che. dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALano svabhAva anukrame gati sahAyaka, (jIva-pugalane) sthiti sahAyaka, avagAhanA sahAyaka ane navAne jUnuM karavAno che. pugalano svabhAva saDaNa, paDaNa, vidhvaMsana che, jIvano svabhAva caitanya che. darekanI pravRttimAM paNa bhinnatA che. dharmAdi cAranI pravRtti jIva, pugalane gati AdimAM sahAya karavAnI sahajabhAve thatI hoya che. pulanI pravRttimAM jIva dravya preraka che. jIva dravya pugalane grahaNa karI zarIra banAvavuM vagere jIvanI preraNAthI anekarUpa pravRtti pudgalanI thatI hoya che saMsArI jIvanI vicAraNAmAM jIva ane pula sAthe rahetA hovAthI baMneno bheda vicAraNAmAM jaldI paDI zakato nathI tethI pugalanI pravRttimAM jIva manAI jAya che ane jIvanI pravRttimAM pugala manAI jAya che. pudgalano svabhAva jIvano manAI jAya che ane jIvano svabhAva pugalano manAI jAya che. mATe ja karmathI prerAyelA jIvane krodhAdi thatA hoya tyAre te jIvano svabhAva manAI jAya che. paraMtu te jIvano svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che ane kodhane AdhIna thaI je pravRtti kare che te jIvanI manAI jAya che. A rIte koI paNa doSa karma janya che tenAthI perAyelo jIva parAdhInapaNe pravRtti kare che. AvuM sAmAnyajJAna saMsArI jIvane zrutajJAna dvArA prApta thayeluM hoya che. tethI te jIva pulanI prakRti ke pravRttine samajIne samAdhimAM-samabhAvamAM rahI zake che. jIvanI prakRti ane pravRttine sahana karavAnI traNa rIta che. 1. sAmano na karavo. 2. upekSAbhAva rAkhavo. 3. rAga ke dveSa na karavo. 1. ApaNane pratikULa prakRti ane pravRtti thatAM te prakRti-pravRtti ApaNA mana sAthe athaDAya che ane tarata ja mana bebAkaLu banI sAmano karavAnI preraNA vacanane kare che. pachI to jeTalA pramANamAM mana sAthenI te prakRti-pravRttinI athaDAmaNa teTalA pramANamAM moha potAnuM kAma karI le che. AtmA saMkalaza pAme che, azAMti anubhave che. mATe saraLamAM saraLa upAya guru bhagavaMte batAvyo ke prakRti ane pravRttino sAmano na kara paNa sahana kara. jo ke sahana karavAmAM mAnasika puruSArtha ghaNo karavo paDe che. satata sahavAsa jIva ane pudgalano che. koInI paNa prakRti ane pravRtti mananI sAme AvavAnI ane tene rajA ApavAnI arthAtu, manamAM ghusI na jAya te mATe joradAra puruSArtha karavAno, AtmAne samajAvavAno ke tuM sahana karI le, sAmano na karIza. tAruM bagaDaze, vaLI sahana karavAthI tane zAMti maLaze. A rIte satata puruSArtha dvArA prakRti ane pravRttine pacAvavAno abhyAsa karatAM karatAM bIjI rIte prakRti-pravRttinI upekSA karavA mana taiyAra thaI jAya che. jethI tene pacAvavI saraLa bane che ane AtmAmAM evI samaja (zuddha bodha-mohathI lepAyA vinAno) pragaTe che ke tArI javAbadArI che to tuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 59 Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samaja Apa. paNa mananI sAthe athaDAmaNa na kara ane na samaje to upekSA-mAdhyastha bhAvane bhaja. A rIte prakRti-pravRttine pacAvavAnI taka saraLa rIta hAthamAM AvI jAya to sahana karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. sahana karavAnA bhArathI nivRtta baneluM mana pahelI rItathI(sAmano na karavo) je mana AnaMdita ane zAMti anubhavatuM hatuM tenA karatAM vizeSa AnaMdita ane zAMti anubhavatuM mana AtmAnA AnaMdanI samIpa pahoMcavAno abhyAsI bane che ane trIjA prakAranI rIta, rAgeya na karavo ane peya na karavo. banatA prasaMgomAM rAga-dveSa na karavo, na thavo tenuM nAma jJAtA-draSTAbhAva A sthiti prApta thAya che. A rItamAM to prakRti-pravRttine pacAvavAnI manane mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. paNa zAMta baneluM mana AtmAne banatA prasaMgothI nirALo rAkhI potAno sahaja AnaMda meLave che, tenI anubhUti karAve che. temAM phakata jovA-jANavAno potAno svabhAva che teno anubhava che. paNa malinatA nathI mATe AnaMda AtmAno bane che, bahArano nahi. A thaI jagatanI prakRti ane pravRttinI tAttvika vAta. -: jIvane bIjAnI prakRti ane pravRttithI thatI jIvanamAM mAnasika athaDAmaNa. : jIvane bIjAnI anukULa prakRti-pravRtti game che pratikULa gamatI nathI. paNa A baMne (anukULa pratikULa)ne sahavI joIe, pacAvavI joIe, tenAthI samatA anubhavAya che. anukULa prakRtithI lAgaNIvazatAthI parAdhIna banI javAya che. pratikULa prakRtithI paNa dveSa vagerene AdhIna banI javAya che. A baMne prakRti-pravRttine pacAvavAthI samabhAva pragaTe che. kAraNake anukULatAmAM rAgane jItavAno che pratikULatAmAM dveSane jItavAno che. rAga-dveSane jItavA athavA rAga-dveSanA prasaMgomAM samabhAvI rahevuM tenuM nAma sAmAyika che. A mATe anukULa prakRti paNa manane sparzavI na joIe ane pratikULa prakRti paNa manane sparzavI na joIe. e banne prakRtinuM mAnasika athaDAmaNa zAMta rahelA rAga-dveSane pragaTa kare che. tethI anukULa prakRtimAM guNAnurAga (vyakti rAga nahIM), pramoda bhAva pragaTe ane pratikULa prakRtimAM upekSA, bhAva-madhyasthatA pragaTe to samabhAva Ave. jo ke anukULa, pratikULa prakRti pacAvavI duSkara che paNa jJAnIne abhyAsathI A badhuM zakya bane che. anukULatA-pratikULatA prakRtinI te AtmAne sukhakAraka, duHkhakAraka lAge che. paNa mana sAthe na athaDAya to AtmAnA AnaMdane anubhave che. paramAtmAnA vacananI samaja A banne jAtanI prakRtine AtmA sAthe sparzavA detI nathI. kemake te baMnemAM moha bhaLelo che ema jJAnI samaje che mATe te tenAthI chetarAtA nathI, paDe che. paNa te saMpUrNa nirAvaraNa na thAya tyAM sudhI padArthanA svarUpane jANavA paramAtmAnA vacananuM AlaMbana levuM paDe che. paramAtmAnA vacananuM AlaMbana eTale Agama (zrutajJAna)nuM AlaMbana. tenA dvArA padArthanuM satya svarUpa jANIne jaDa-cetana padArthamAM je heyatA-upAdeyatA che te jANIne, jJAnanA AvaraNane dUra karavAmAM AvatA je avarodho che te samajIne je je upAyo tene dUra karavA mATe batAvyA che tenuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karIne Atma svarUpe pragaTa karavAnuM che. je svarUpa jJAnathI saMpUrNa sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzita che, jene AtmAno prakAza kahevAya che. AtmA ane jJAna judA nathI, vyavahArathI AtmAne dravya kahevAya che. jJAna guNa kahevAya che. nizcayathI AtmA e ja jJAna che. vyavahArabheda batAve che. nizcaya abheda batAve che. AtmAno prakAza eTale saMbaMdha je batAvyo che mATe bheTa svarUpa jaNAvyuM che paNa AtmA pote jJAna prakAzarUpa che arthAtu, AtmAnuM potAnuM rUpa kevuM che? to jJAna svarUpa che. ahIM AtmA pote ja jJAna svarUpa hovAthI AtmA ane jJAnanI abhinnatA jaNAve che. AvA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAne pragaTa karavA tene oLakhavo. te oLakhavA mATeno divasa che jJAnapaMcamI. te oLakhavA zrutanuM AlaMbana levAnuM che mATe A jJAnapaMcamInA divase zrutajJAnanuM ArAdhana karavAnuM hoya che mATe te zrutapaMcamI paNa kahevAya che. 2. namaskAra kA.zu. 6, 2048 dharmanI zarUAta namaskArathI thAya che. mATe ja mArgAnusAritAnA guNothI mAMDIne samyakatvanI prApti thAya tyAM sudhI paNa namaskAra karavAno guNa ja sahAyamAM hoya che. mArgAnusAri jIvo paNa mAtApitA vagere gurujanane namaskAra vigere karavA dvArA sevA kare che. temAMthI AgaLa vadhatAM zuddha deva gurune namaskAra karavA rUpa dharmanI prApti thAya che tathA temanA pratye zraddhA samarpaNa bhAva thatAM samyakatvanI prApti thAya che. A namaskAra dravyathI hAtha joDavA mastaka namAvavArUpa hoya che te bhAvathI prakarSa vaDe thAya tyAre pra+namAmi thAya che. namAmi-praNamAmi-pariNamAmi. huM namaskAra karuM chuM. huM prakarSathI namaskAra karuM chuM. huM jene namaskAra karuM chuM, temAM pariNAma pAme che. arthAtu, te rUpa banI jAuM chuM. pariNamana pAmavuM temAM abheda bhAva che. namAmimAM namaskAra che, praNamAmimAM bhAva namaskAra che (ekAgratApUrvaka namaskAra che mATe) pariNamAmimAM zuddhAtmAne abheda bhAve namaskAra che. namAmi-cothA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcADe che temAM kAyA ane vacanano vyApAra che. praNamAmi-sAtamA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcADe che temAM manano vyApAra che. jemAM upayoga joDAya che. pariNamAmi teramA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcADe che temAM kevaLa AtmAno vyApAra che. mATe namo bhAvanI sAdhanA karavI. te sAdhanA karavA mATe zarUAta mArgAnusAritAnA guNo pragaTAvavA ane te mATe gurujana, mAtA, pitA, vidyAguru vigerene namaskAra, Adara, bahumAna, prIti upakArInI buddhie karavA. te sAdhanAno abhyAsa thatAM deva gurunI prApti thAya che ane te prApta thatAM temane namaskAra Adara, bahumAna, prIti, bhaktithI karavA kAraNake teo uttama sthAne birAjamAna che, guNanI prakarSatA che ane atyaMtara doSone dUra karavA mATe mArgadarzana ApanArA mahAna upakArI che e buddhi rAkhavI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 61 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jethI prIti sAthe bhakita jAge. temanA vacana upara zraddhA, samarpaNa jAge. tethI samyakatvanI prApti thAya ane te sAdhavAnA, abhyAsathI AgaLa jatAM, tattva svarUpa te deva-gurumAM abheda bhAve maLI jatAM kSapakazreNI ArohaNa thAya ane ghAti karmano kSaya karI jIva mukita meLave. A pramANe namonI ArAdhanAthI nija AtmAmAM pariNamI. e ja namonI sAdhanAno sAra che. 3. sAmAyika kA.gu.pra.7, saM. 2048 sAmAyika e jinazAsanano sAra che. kAraNa ke jina zAsana jagatanA sarva jIvAtmA sAthe aikayabhAve vartavAnuM kahe che. te vartana jagatanA jIvone Atma samAna mAnyA pachI Ave che. A vartanane samyapha cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. te cAritranI prApti mATe sAmAyika karavAnuM hoya che. jemAM sAvadya yoganuM pratyAkhyAna karavAmAM Ave che. sAvadya yoganuM paccakakhANa jagatanA jIvone ApaNA taraphathI pIDAnA varjana mATe che. kAraNa ke jIvonI mana-vacana-kAyAthI hiMsA karavI e ja pApa che. e pApavALA yogane aTakAvavA mATe pariNatimAM samabhAva lAvavo jarUrI che. samabhAva eTale jIvone Atma samAna mAnavA. sama+AyasAmAya tene IkaNuM pratyaya lAgavAthI sAmAyika zabda thAya che. sAmAyika eTale samatAnI prApti. 1. sama - madhura pariNAma - cothe guNaThANe hoya. 2. sAma - jIvo sAthe Atma samAna vartana - te cha guNaThANe hoya che. 3. samma - vAsI caMdana kalpa pariNAma - A pariNAma che? sAtame guNaThANe muni bhagavaMtone hoya che. A pramANe sama sAmAyika, sAma sAmAyika, samma sAmAyika ema traNa prakAra sAmAyikanA che. sAmAyika eTale samabhAvanI prApti. te samabhAva cothA guNaThANAthI zarU thAya che. te samasAmAyika kahevAya che. ahIM jIvo pratye Atma samAnabhAva hovAthI madhura pariNAma pragaTe che. mATe pariNAmamAM amRta jevo madhura AsvAda Ave che. jIva mAtrane potAnA jevA mAnavAthI samabhAvanI prApti thAya che. samabhAvamAM madhura pariNAma che. ApaNe sukhanA arthI chIe tema jagatanA sarva sukhanA Icchuka che. mATe Atma samAna bhAve jIvone jotAM-mAnatAM tenA sukhanI IcchA satyarUpe ApaNane tyAre ja thAya che ane paranA sukhanI IcchA jayAM che tyAM tenI duHkha prahANecchA hoya paNa duHkha pradAnecchA na hoya. jayAM sarvanA sukhanI bhAvanA che ane sarvanAM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA che tyAM pariNAmonI madhuratA amRtanA svAda karatAM caDhI jAya che. 1. A madhura pariNAmane sama sAmAyika kahevAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2. sAma sAmAyika-te chake guNaThANe munivarone hoya che. ahIM Atma samAna bhAve vartana che. jema jIva saghaLA jIvone potAnA jevA (sukha gamavuM duHkha na gamavuM) jue che sAthe sAthe bIjA jIvone duHkha na thAya tema vartana kare che. A vartana cha kAya jIvonI rakSAmAM tatpara evA munivaro sivAya koI karI zake nahi. A sAma sAmAyikamAM pariNAma ati madhura hoya che kAraNa ke bIjA jIvone pIDA thAya tevuM AcaraNa karI zakatA nathI. bIjA jIvonA sukhanI IcchA sAthe duHkha na thAya tevA vartanamAM, jIvo sAthe abhedatA vRddhi pAme che jema jema abhedatA nikaTa tema tema pariNAmanI madhuratAno AsvAda tIvra banato jAya che. Atma samAna bhAve jovAmAM jIvo sAthe abhedatAnI zarUAta thAya che. kAraNa ke vartana to duHkhI karavAnuM cAlu che mATe mAnavAmAM pariNAmanI kaluSitatA TaLe che ane madhuratA Ave che paNa abheda tIvra nathI banyo. sAma sAmAyikamAM vartana paNa sudhare che ane jIvonI pIDA varje che tyAre pariNAmamAM kaluSatA to TaLI ja gaI che paNa pariNAma tIvra madhura banavAthI abhedatA nikaTabhAvI thavAthI tIvra bane che. 3. samma sAmAyika - ahIM to game tevo zatrubhAvamAM rahelo jIva hoya to paNa tene pIDA to nathI karatAM paNa Atma samAna bhAve jue che ane varte che. koI vAMsalAthI zarIrane cholI nAkhe ke caMdananuM vilepana kare to nahi cholanAra upara dveSa ke vilepana karanAra upara rAga nahI paNa bannene Atma samAna bhAve ja jue che ane varte che. arthAtu, tene upakArI mAnI te paNa sukhI thAya e bhAvamAM rahe che. jethI pariNAmanI madhuratA tIvratara banI javAthI, ati nikaTa tIvra abhedatAno anubhava kare che. A samma sAmAyika prApta thatAM kSepaka zreNi ArohaNamAM kilaSTa karmono nAza karI ghAti karmono kSaya kare che ane kevaLajJAna pAme che ane saMsAra sAgaranA pele pAra mokSa nagaramAM pahoMcI jAya che. cothe abhedatA mAnavAmAM, cha abhedatA vartanamAM. sAtame abhedatA AtmasAtuM hoya che. 4. ajItanAtha bhagavAnanuM stavana mA.va. 2, 2048, zaMkhezvara "ajIta niNaMdazuM prItaDI mujane na game to bIjAno saMga ke" zuddha Atma svarUpe pragaTa thayuM che evA paramAtmAnI mane, prIti evI lAgI che ke have bIjAno (parama Atma svarUpa sivAya) saMga gamato nathI. "mAlatI phUle mohio, kima bese ho bAvaLataru jaeNga ke" jema bhramara mAlatInA phUla para mohita thayo hoya te bAvaLIyA upara zA mATe bese ? tema huM parama AtmAnA guNonI suvAsamAM mohita thayo chuM to jaDabhAvamAM kema rAcuM ? he prabhu! have mane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 63 Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIjAno saMga gamato nathI, parabhAvamAM javuM gamatuM nathI. "gaMgAjaLamAM je ramyA kima chillara ho rati pAme marAlake'' jema haMsa gaMgAnA jaLamAM krIDA karanAra che te haMsa chIcharA pANImAM AnaMda kema pAme ? tema huM gaMgAjaLa jevA tArA pavitra zuddha guNomAM ramato thAuM pachI chIcharA pANI jevA jaDabhAva-parabhAvamAM rati-AnaMda kema pAmuM ? '"sarovara jaLadhara jaLa vinA navi cAhe ho jaga cAtaka bALa ke'' bALa cAtaka pakSI paNa jema sarovara ke meghanA vizALa jaLa vinA jagatamAM koI jaLane cAhatuM nathI. tema parama svarUpI Apa vinA mane koI gamatuM nathI. 'kokila kala kUjita kare, pAmI maMjarI ho paMjarI sahakAra ke; AchA taruvara navi game, giruAzuM ho hoye guNano pyAra ke' koyala paNa AMbAnA mahorane pAmIne madhura avAja kare che. tema tane pAmIne mane tArA suMdara guNo gAvAnuM mana thAya che. koyalane paNa AchAM vRkSo gamatAM nathI paNa ghaTAdAra AMbo game che ane tyAM beThI beThI (kala) manohara (kujita) avAjathI madhura bole che tema je girUA che, mahAnatAne pAmelA che tenA guNo upara pyAra thAya che. AMbo mahAna vRkSa che mATe tenA guNathI koyala tenA upara prema dhAraNa kare che tema he prabhu ! tuM girUo che mATe tArA guNo para prIti jAgI che. duniyAmAM je girUA hoya tenA guNono pyAra prema thAya che. "kamalinI dinakara kara grahe, valI kumudinI ho dhare caMdazuM prIta ke; gaurI girIza giridhara vinA, navi cAhe ho kamalA nija citta ke'' kamalInI sUryanAM kiraNo grahaNa kare che arthAt, tenA AkarSaNathI ja te praphullita thAya che. eTale ke kamala sUrya Uge eTale vikase che. tema he prabhu ! tane jovAthI mAruM mana praphullita thAya che. ahIM AkarSaNa (guNonA)thI prabhu pratye prIta jAgI che te batAvyuM. vaLI kumudinI caMdra udaya pAmatAM vikasvara thAya che ahIM paNa AkarSaNathI pragaTelI prItano dAkhalo batAvyo che. gaurI mahAdeva vinA ane lakSmI kRSNa vinA bIjAne cAhatI nathI tema he prabhu ! tArA vinA mAruM citta paNa koIne cAhatuM nathI. pahelI gAthAmAM paramAtmAnA guNonI suvAsathI mohita thayeluM mana paramAtmA pratye prItivALuM banyuM tenuM dRSTAMta bhamaro. bIjI gAthAmAM paramAtmAnA anaMta ane zuddha nirmaLa guNomAM rati pAmeluM mana prItivALuM banyuM tenuM dRSTAMta haMsa, ane meghanI jema tane jhaMkhatuM mana tenuM dRSTAMta cAtaka pakSI. trIjI gAthAmAM je girUA che teo guNathI mahAna che. tenI vizALatAthI rAceluM mana paramAtmA pratye prItivALuM banyuM tenuM dRSTAMta kokila. cothI gAthAmAM tArA guNathI AkarSaNa pAmeluM mana prItivALuM banyuM tenuM dRSTAMta sUrya-caMdra tarapha sAdhakano aMtarnAda 64 Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kamala ane kumuda. guNanI prItithI samarpaNa thayela mana paramAtmA pratye prItivALuM banyuM tenuM dRSTAMta. gaurI ane mahAdeva, lakSmI ane kRSNa. bhamarAmAM puSponI suvAsamAM mohita thavAno guNa. haMsamAM nirmaLa jaLamAM rati-AnaMda karavAno guNa. cAtakamAM meghanA jaLanI prItithI jhaMkhanA karavAno guNa. kokilamAM ghaTAdAra AMbAnA vRkSathI suMdara gAvAno guNa. sUrya-caMdra tarapha kamala ane kumudane AkarSita thavAno guNa. arthAt, sUrya-caMdrano AkarSaNa guNa. gaurI-mahAdeva, lakSmI-kRSNa, prIta karavAno guNa. "tima prabhuzuM muja mana ramyuM bIjAzuM ho nahi Ave dAya ke; zrI nayavijaya vibudha taNo, vAcaka yaza ho nita nita guNa gAya ke'' uparanAM je dRSTAMto ApyAM te pramANe mAruM mana paramAtmAmAM rame che have bIjAmAM te lAgatuM nathI. A rIte zrI naya vijya paMDita gurunA ziSya upAdhyAya yazo vijaya mahArAja haMmezAM guNa gAya che. 5. svarUpa prAptimAM pAMca padanuM AlaMbana paramAtmatvane.....1. arihaMta pada ra. siddha pada paramAtmatvane pAmelA temanI svarUpa sthiti nirAkAra, niraMjana, nirvikAra che. tethI nirUpatA, nirUjatA, avinAzitA, paramAnaMditAnuM darzana thAya che ane te rIte siddha paramAtmAnuM sAmIpya prApta thatAM te pada prApti mATe temane sAdhya, dhyeya, lakSyarUpe cittamAM sthira karI puruSArtha karavA mATe parama AlaMbanarUpa A baMne padanI (deva tattvanI) sAdhanA karavAnI che ane tenI siddhi thatAM potAnAM deva svarUpane-AtmasvarUpane pragaTa karavAnuM che. 3. AcArya pada - upAdhyAya pada - sAdhu pada. A traNe padane 'saMta' tarIke saMbodhIzuM. AcArya bhagavAna AcAranA saMta che. upAdhyAya bhagavAna jJAna saMta che. sAdhu bhagavAna kriyAsaMta che. 3. AcAra saMta - pote prabhue batAvelA AcAra (jJAnAdi)ne jIvanamAM apanAvI jagatanA lokane AcAra batAve che je AcAranuM pAlana karI te te AcAronI siddhi dvArA Atmazuddhi karIne Atma svarUpanI jhAMkhI karavAnI che. 4. jJAna saMta - prabhue upadezelI vAtone pote vinayathI grahaNa kare che, samaje che ane e samaja ApaNA jIvanamAM utare te mATe samaja maLatAM jJAna saMta upAdhyAya bhagavAnathI ApaNAmAM bodha thAya che ane te dvArA Atma zuddhi karIne Atma svarUpanI jhAMkhI karavAnI che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 65 Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. kriyA saMta - prabhue upadezelI vANIne jIvanamAM utArIne satata prayAsa karIne jIvana jIvatAM ApaNane AdarzarUpa banIne te rIte jIvavAnI preraNA thatAM upAyanI zuddhi thAya che ane te dvArA Atmazuddhi karIne Atma svarUpanI jhAMkhI karavAnI che. 6. dRSTi - darzana padathI AtmAnI dRSTi sudhAravAnI che. syAdvAda dRSTi prApta thatAM sanmArge cAlavAnI sUjha Ave che ane sanmArge cAlatAM saraLatAthI mokSanagarImAM pahoMcI javAya che. 7. bodha - jJAna padanI ArAdhanAthI mArgano bodha, samaja prApta thAya che tyAre mArganA satya sevanathI mokSa nagaramAM javAya che. 8. AcaraNa - cAritra padanI ArAdhanAthI satya AcaraNa dvArA mokSe javAya che. 9. nirIhatA - tapa padanI ArAdhanAthI jagatanI tamAma cIjo pratye nirIhatA pragaTa karavAnI che kAraNa ke u52nA traNe guNonI prApti mATe nirIhatA guNanI avazya jarUra paDe che. jaDa vastunI spRhA ja sAcI dRSTi, sAcI samaja, satya AcaraNa thavA detuM nathI. svarUpa prAptimAM pAMca padanuM AlaMbana laIne A cAra pada (guNa) dvArA Atma svarUpanI prApti thAya che. paramaprabhue batAveluM paramAtma pada saMta puruSe batAvela AcAranA pAlana dvArA, bhagavAnanI vANInuM (jJAnanuM) dAna karIne samaja ApavA dvArA, upAdhyAya bhagavaMte ApelI samaja ane AcArya bhagavaMte batAvelA AcAranA pAlana dvArA kriyAtmaka Adarza ApIne prApta karavA AlaMbana ApanAra pAMce padone koTi koTi namaskAra thAo. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 66 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * anukramaNikA - saMvata 2048-pAnA naM. 69- thI 104 | 1. dravyanuM svarUpa 13. AtmAne jagata sAthe saMbaMdha 2. AtmAno sahaja svabhAva dhyAna 14. jJAyaka bhAva 3. jJAnapaMcamI 15. paramAtma bhAva 4. saMyama 1, 2 16. bahirAtmabhAva syAdvAda 17. ahiMsaka bhAva 6. Atma 2maNatA 18. dharma 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 7. jagatanA bhAvo pratye udAsInatA 19. dharma (ahiMsA) 1, 2, 3, 4 8. upayoga zUnyatA tathA upayoga sthiratA 20. dharma (saMyama) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 9. bhaktAvasthA 21. dharma (tapa) 10. paramAtmAnuM zaraNa 22. yama-niyama tathA vrata-niyama 11. eso paMca namukkAro 23. Atma svarUpa 12. svarUpa ane svabhAva 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 24. cAra vANI (bhASA) 1. svarUpa ane svabhAva 25. samatA 2. svarUpa ane svabhAva 3. svarUpa ane svabhAva 4. zakti svarUpa ane svabhAva) 5. svarUpa ane svabhAva audAsIya bhava sAdhakana aMtarnAda 67 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. dravyanuM svarUpa kA.zu. 3, saM. 2048, vAsaNA kevaLa dravyanuM AlaMbana laIne dhyAna karatAM (ciMtana karatAM) je ciMtana thayuM te A pramANe. dravya (kevaLa-mAtra citavatAM) niSkriya che. je kAMI kArya kare che te paryAya che. ahIM kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karavAmAM Avyo che. kAraNa ke Atma dravya paryAya dvArA (jJAna dvArA) jANe che tethI AtmAne jANavAnuM sAdhana jJAna che. jema AtmAnI azuddha paryAya manuSya deha vagere che. to pAMca IndriyarUpa paryAya bAhya padArthonA jJAna mATe AtmAne sAdhanarUpa bane che tema jJAnAvaraNanA kSayathI pragaTelI zuddha paryAya dvArA sadbhUta padArthonuM yathArtha jJAna saMpUrNa thAya che. mATe jJAna sAdhanarUpa che. AtmAnI kevaLa dravyanI vicAraNA karIe tyAre kAMI kriyA karato nathI ema bhAse che. jema dravyamAM paryAya rahelI che paNa jayAM sudhI paryAya pragaTa thaI nathI tyAM sudhI dravyarUpa bhAse che. jema mRddha ghaTa rahelo che paNa jayAM sudhI pragaTa nathI thayo tyAM sudhI kevaLa mRdu anubhavAya che mATe kathaMcita dravya paryAyano bheda che. e rIte kathaMcit kevaLa mRd dravya hovAthI te mRd dravyanI vicAraNA karI zakAya tema kathaMcit paryAyathI bhinna evA Atma dravyanI vicAraNA karI zakAya. te vakhate AtmA niSkriya che. jo ke dravya, paryAyayukta ja che. nigodane paNa jJAnano aMza (anaMtamo bhAga) khullo che. paNa teTalA aMzathI te jANavAnI kriyA karI zakato nathI, kAraNa ke te jJAna (je aMze khUllo che te) aMzAtmaka hovAthI avyakata che. je avyakata ke aspaSTa che te kriyAvAna banI zakatuM nathI, phakata tenuM astitva gaNAya che. dravya paryAya yukta ja hoya che paNa te paryAya pragaTa na hoya tyAM sudhI temAM aspaSTa aMzAtmaka paNa ghaTarUpa paryAya mAnavI joIe, kemake je piMDa che temAMthI ghaTa AkAra lAvavA mATe AjubAjunI mATIne khaseDavAnI ja phakata jarUra che jethI ghaTa AkAra pragaTa thAya che. tema AtmAmAM jJAna paryAya pragaTa karavA kamaraja khaseDavAnI jarUra paDe che paNa jayAM sudhI te khaseDAya nahi tyAM sudhI jema apragaTa paryAyavAna ghaDo paNa pANI bharavA kAma lAgato nathI tema jJAna paNa aMzAtmaka jANavA mATe kAma lAgatuM nathI. ane jayAM sudhI kAma na lAge tyAM sudhI kevaLa dravyanI ja anubhUti thatAM niSkriyatA anubhavAya che. A pramANe AtmAnI niSkriyatA kAM to nigoda avasthAmAM che jayAM sahajamalathI dabAyelo AtmA kevaLa jJAnanA aMzAtmaka khullA bhAgathI jIva nAmane dhAraNa kare che. bAkI koI jANavAnI kriyA tene nathI, kAM to sakala karmothI mukta AtmA jJAna paryAya saMpUrNa pragaTa thavAthI arUpI paryAyamAM ekatvane pAmeluM Atma dravya juduM bhAsatuM nathI tethI AtmA jJAna dvArA jANe che tevuM na samajAtAM AtmA jJAna svarUpa ja che. tethI jJAna te ja AtmAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karatuM hovAthI AtmA jJAna dvArA jANe che ema nahi paNa AtmAno jJAyaka bhAva nirvikAra hovAthI jJAtA ane jJAnano bheda raheto nathI. jJAtA jJAna ane zeya traNe ekatA pAmatAM samagra vizva e ja AtmA nAmane dhAraNa kare che mATe vizva e ja navapada, navapada e ja vizva kahevAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 68 Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A rIte je aMzAtmaka jJAna paryAyanA astitva mAtrane dhAraNa kare che te jIva niSkriya che ane je saMpUrNa jJAna paryAya pragaTa che te dravya paryAyanA bhedane samajavA detI nathI mATe AtmadravyanI sakriyatA jaNAtI nathI. jJAna ja jANe che arthAtu, jANavAnI kriyA kare che ane AtmA niSkriya che. jene jJAnano kSayopazama che te meghanI aMdara chupAyelA sUryanAM AchAM kiraNothI jema AchuM paNa spaSTa jagata jaNAya che. tema pAtaLA jJAnAvaraNanI aMdara chupAyeluM jJAna prakAza kare che, tethI Atma dravya zrutajJAna paryAya rUpa sAdhana dvArA samagra vizvane jANe che, paraMtu saMpUrNa pragaTa jJAna jevo saMpUrNa vizvano bodha nathI hoto, mATe dravyamAM paryAya paDelI che. jo te pragaTa hoya to ja kArya karavA samartha che, jo te apragaTa hoya to dravya niSkriya che. mATe kAryanuM kAraNa (nimitta) paryAya che, upAdAna kAraNa dravya pote che. kemake AtmA paryAyano upayoga na kare to jANI na zake kAraNa ke jANavuM hoya tyAre upayoga mUkavo paDe che, te ja AtmAno puruSArtha che ane tene ja upAdAna kAraNa kahevAya che. mATe puruSArtharUpa kriyA AtmAnI che paNa jayAre sAdhanano upayoga karavo hoya tyAre te kiyA thAya che. te puruSArtha AtmA sAdhananA AlaMbane kare che mATe jJAna pragaTa thAya tyAre tenA AlaMbane Atma puruSArtha pragaTe che. te ja AtmAnI kriyA kare che tethI AtmA jJAyakabhAvarUpa che mATe jJAna jANe che tema kahevAmAM kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra che. tema ja zAkabhAva svarUpa AtmA pote jANe che tethI jANavAnuM kArya AtmA kare che, ema nizcayathI AtmA jANe che. mATe vyavahArathI AtmA jANe che tethI vyavahArathI Atma dravya (guNa paryAyane gauNa karI kevaLa dravya niSkriya che.) jayAre dravya, guNa, paryAyanI ekatAnI vicAraNAmAM AtmA jJAna svarUpa hovAthI AtmA jJAna dvArA jANe che mATe nizcayathI AtmA sakriya che. AtmAno sahaja svabhAva dhyAna kA.zu. 4, 2048, vAsaNA dhyAna e AtmAnI sahaja vastu che tethI ja jayAre karmabaddha che tyAre paNa A dhyAna, raudra dhyAna, dharma dhyAna ane zukala dhyAna kare che. temAM Arta dhyAna, raudra dhyAna, azubha che, dharma dhyAna, zukala dhyAna, zubha che, zuddha che. (anukrame). karmamukata avasthAmAM paNa zukala dhyAna to hoya ja che. te AtmAnI aMdara sthiti thavAthI thAya che temAM Idriyo ke mana paNa nimitta kartA banatuM nathI, kevaLa AtmA pote ja sthira taila dhArAnI jema nijamAM-svamAM sthira bane che. A tenuM sahaja svabhAvarUpa dhyAna che. temAM sahajAnaMdanI anubhUti hoya che. te svabhAva avarAya che mohanIya karmathI ane te kAraNe paudgalika bhAvamAM ruci thatAM jaDa vastunA AkarSaNathI te dhyAna Arta ane raudra dhyAna svarUpa bane che. jaDa vastunA AkarSaNane choDavA te vastunA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 69 Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAga dvArA vairAgya prApta karI AtmabhAva tarapha vaLe che te vakhate te dhyAna dharmadhyAna svarUpa bane che. ane rAga dveSa rahita samabhAvanI avasthAmAM dhyAna zukala bane che ane vitarAga avasthA prApta karavA zreNimAM caDhe che tyAM rAga dveSano nAza karavA zukala dhyAnanAM AlaMbano laIne te dhyAnamAM sthira thavA prayatna kare che. tema karatAM AtmabhAva sivAya badhA bhAvo nAza pAme che ane samULa rAga dveSano nAza thavAthI sahaja svabhAvarUpa zukala dhyAna pragaTe che. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogo sAthe Atmastharya bhaLatAM cAra prakAranAM dhyAna pravartAya che. paraMtu jayAre mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogono kSaya thAya che eTale ayogarUpa-sahaja svabhAvarUpa dhyAna (anaMta Atmasvairya svarUpa dhyAna) pragaTe che, tene sahaja svabhAva paNa kahevAya che. 3. jJAnapaMcamI kA.zu. 5, saM. 2048, vAsaNA jJAna e AtmAno prakAza che. te prakAza upara AvaraNa Ave che tyAre aMdhakAra lAge che. tene ajJAna kahevAya che. ajJAnane tamasunI upamA A kAraNe ja apAya che. ajJAna eTale Atma prakAzane AvaraNa. je AvaraNa padArthanA sat svarUpane DhAMkI de che. te AvaraNane dUra karavA mATe vividha jAtanA upAyo batAvyA che. temAM eka upAya jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanAnuM anuSThAna che. paramAtmAe paMcamI tithi jJAna ArAdhanA mATe batAvI che. kevaLajJAnathI sarva padArtho jaNAya che. zrutajJAnathI sarva padArtho prakAzita thAya che. tethI zrutajJAna sva-para upakAraka bane che. e zrutajJAna paramAtmAnA vacanasvarUpa che. te vANInI gUMthaNI karI te dvAdazAMgI (Agama) che. tene gUMthanArA paNa mahAna AtmAo jeo ne gaNadhara nAma karma udayamAM che teo ja hoya che, te zrutajJAna dvArA jIvAdi padArthonuM svarUpa jANIne AtmAnA prakAza upara Avela AvaraNane dUra karavA prayatna karavAno che. je prayatna che (puruSArtha che) te ja cAritra che mATe "SITna kriyAkhyAM mokSa:" e sUtra zAstrakAroe jaNAvyuM che. jJAnae AtmAno guNa che. tenA dvArA samagra vizvanuM svarUpa jANe che. samagra vizvane jANavA mATe nirAvaraNa thatAM saMpUrNa jJAna pragaTe che. te saMpUrNa nirAvaraNa na thAya tyAM sudhI padArthanA svarUpane jANavA paramAtmAnA vacananuM AlaMbana levAnuM che. paramAtmAnA vacananuM AlaMbana eTale Agama (zrutajJAna)nuM AlaMbana. tenA dvArA padArthanuM satya svarUpa jANIne jaDa cetana padArthamAM je heyatAupAdeyatA che te jANIne, tathA jJAna AvaraNane dUra karavAmAM AvatA je avarodho che te samajIne je je upAyo tene dUra karavA mATe batAvyA che tenuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karIne Atma svarUpe pragaTa karavAnuM che, je Atma svarUpa jJAnathI saMpUrNa prakAzita che, jene AtmAno prakAza kahevAya che. AtmA ane jJAna judA nathI. vyavahArathI AtmAne dravya kahevAya che ane jJAnane AtmAno guNa sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahevAya che. nizcayathI AtmA e ja jJAna che. vyavahAra bheda batAve che, nizcaya abheda batAve che. AtmAno prakAza eTale temAM je saMbaMdha batAvyo che te tenuM bheda svarUpa jaNAvyuM che, paNa AtmA pote jJAna prakAzarUpa che arthAtuM, AtmAnuM potAnuM rUpa kevuM che ? jJAna svarUpa che. ahIM AtmA pote ja jJAna svarUpa hovAthI AtmA ane jJAnanI abhinnatA jaNAve che. AvA jJAna svarUpa AtmAne pragaTa karavA tene oLakhavo te oLakhavA mATeno divasa che jJAnapaMcamI. AtmAne oLakhavA mATe zrutanuM AlaMbana levAnuM che. tenuM vizeSa ArAdhana jJAnapaMcamInA divase karavAnuM che mATe te paMcamIne zrutapaMcamI paNa kahevAya che. saMyama 1 mA.zu. 10, 2048, zaMkhezvara saMyama eTale mana-vacana-kAyAno kAbU. tenuM phaLa AtmAno kAbU. mana-vacana-kAyA e traNe yoganuM niyaMtraNa karavA mATe sarva virati dharma svIkAravo paDe che. jayAM pApano virAma nathI tyAM yogonuM niyaMtraNa nathI. pApanA virAma rU5 abhyAsa dvArA yogo kAbUmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke pAMca IndriyonA viSayono rasa e ja pApa che. pAMca Indriyo e kAya yogamAM samAveza pAme che. te Indriyo pAMca viSayo (zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza)nuM jJAna karavA mATenuM sAdhana che. paNa mohane AdhIna banelA AtmAnI preraNAthI manamAMthI vikalpo UThe che ke A sAruM che, A khoTuM che. vacana paNa tene yogya kArya kare che ane AtmA sukha duHkhano anubhava kare che. A sukhAbhAsa, duHkhAbhAsamAMthI chUTavA mATe ane tene oLakhIne AtmAnA sukhane pAmavA mATe traNe yogonA niyaMtraNano abhyAsa jarUrI che te sarva virati dharma svIkAravAthI thAya che kemake virati dharmamAM pApathI virAma pAmavAnuM che. saMyama svIkArIe eTale kAyayogathI prathama pAMce pApa chUTI jAya che. kAyAthI chUTelA pApa mana ane vacanane kAbUmAM rahevA preraNA Ape che ane pAMca IndriyonA viSayomAM rasa letuM mana nIrasa bane che tyAre AtmA pAMce viSayonuM kevaLa jJAna ja kare che athavuM, pAMce Indriyo dvArA viSayone jJAtA draSTA bhAve joto ane jANato rahe che. saMyama eTale viSayo ane kaSAyo para mana-vacana-kAyAno kAbU meLavavo. saMyama grahaNa karavAthI kAyA uparano kAbU amuka pramANamAM AvI jAya che paraMtu mana ati durjaya che te mATe ja saMyamanAM anuSThAno che. te anuSThAnomAM citta joDavAthI manane temAM sthira thavuM paDe che. te anuSThAnomAM mukhyatve bAra prakArano tapa che. temAM cha prakAranA bAhya tapa vacana ane kAya yoganA jaya mATe che. atyaMtara tapa manojaya mATe che. kAya yoganA jayamAM paNa vizeSa rasendriyano jaya ghaNo kaThina che, mATe cha prakAra bAhyanA che temAM cAra to rasanAnA vijaya mATe che. aNasaNa, uNodarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasatyAga ane kAyakaleza kaSTa sahana karavAnA kAyAnA abhyAsa mATe che jo sahana karavAno abhyAsa na hoya to zarIramAM ja raheluM mana khaLabhaLI UThe che ane atyaMtara tapamAM sthiratA pAmI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 71 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na zake tevI tenI sthiti upasthita thAya che. saMlInatA paNa yogonI bAhya pravRtti aTakAvavArUpa che tethI salInatAmAM yogone sthira karavAno abhyAsa che. atyaMtara-tapa manojaya mATe khUba ja jarUrI che. prAyazcitta-karelI bhUlono pazcAttApa sAthe ekarAra. vinaya-deva, guvadi pratye Adara bahumAna. vaiyAvacca-deva, guryAdinI bhakita. svAdhyAya-adhyayana su athavA svanuM. dhyAna-cittanI ekAgratA. kAyotsarga-traNe yogono utsarga. sthira rahevA vaDe kAyAno, mauna vaDe vacanano ane dhyAna vaDe manano utsarga. A cha e prakAranA atyaMtara tapamAM mukhyatve manano kAbU che. A atyaMtara tapanA abhyAsathI chelle tenuM phaLa dhyAna ane kAyotsarga aMtima kakSAnA zukala dhyAna ane zailezIkaraNa che. atyaMtara tapamAM manojaya sAthe upayogazuddhi thatI jAya che ane upayoganI asthiratA TaLI nija svarUpamAM sthiratA pAme che. A saMyamanuM phaLa che. saMyama 2 mA.zu. 12 A saMyamanI aMdara ghaNI upayogI vastuo bhagavaMte batAvI che. jemAM paMca mahAvrata che, tenA pAlana mATe aSTapravacanamAtAnuM pAlana che. je saMyamanI janmadAtrI che ane saMyamanuM pAlana kare che tathA malinatA dUra karI zuddha kare che, A mAtAnuM paNa vistArathI varNana zAstromAM ApavAmAM AvyuM che tenuM kAraNa A traNa yogone kAbUmAM levA mATe te khUba ja jarUrI che. kAbUmAM levAno abhyAsa A mAtA ja karAve che. - yoga sAdhanA paNa A traNa yoganA niyaMtraNa mATe che mATe ja yoga sAdhanA nAma te te prakriyA (dhyAnAdi) ne kahevAya che, jo ke saMyama paNa eka yogasAdhanA ja che. prAthamika bhUmikAmAM yoganAM ATha aMgomAMnA zarUAtanA be aMgo yama ane niyamamAM saMyamanI kriyAo, anuSThAnono samAveza thAya che. te kriyAothI thoDe ghaNe aMze kAbUmAM AvelA yogo dhAraNA, dhyAnamAM sthira thAya che. aMte samAdhi ane laya pAmelA yogo hovAthI AtmA niravadhi AnaMdano anubhava karI zake che. jemAM dehamAM rahelo chatAM AtmA yatkiMcit muktino AsvAda le che. eka vAra paNa A AsvAda jeNe lIdho che tene A duniyAnA viSayo phikkA lAge che. je viSayono rasa yama, niyama dvArA yatkiMcita sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virasa thayo hato te rasa have tUTI jAya che ane AtmAnaMdanI lahera jhaMkhe che. vAraMvAra citta te rasathI pAchuM vaLI AtmAnA samAdhi kuMDamAM DokiyuM kare che. mATe ja yama, niyama, saMyamanAM badhAM anuSThAnone yoga ja kahyo che. paNa te anuSThAnone AcaratAM tenuM vidhivat pAlana karatAM traNe yogone bIjAM kAryomAMthI pAchA vALI temAM sthira karavAno puruSArtha karIe to te anuSThAna yogarUpa bane. yogone sthira karavA eTale te anuSThAnomAM citta, upayogane joDatAM traNe yogo sthira thAya che. jeTalA pramANamAM upayoga sthira, teTalA pramANamAM yoganuM kArya aTakI paDe che. mATe upayoga asthira hoya tyAM sudhI paNa tene zubha AlaMbano dharavAM, jethI te zubhamAM phare ane AlaMbano mATe yogonI sahAya levI. yogonI sahAyathI upayoga joDAya che. mATe mana-vacana-kAyAne zubhamAM pravartAvavA, emAM saMyamanAM anuSThAnonuM pAlana che. arthAtu, zubha anuSThAnonA pAlanathI yogono zubhamAM pravartavAno abhyAsa thAya che. yogonI zubhamAM pravRtti thavAthI upayoganI malinatA dUra thAya che ane chevaTe zuddha banI svAtmAmAM sthira thaI sahajAnaMdanuM sukha anubhave che. 5. syAdvAda mAM.zu. 14, 2048, zaMkhezvara syAdvAda eTale koI paNa padArthanuM kathana kathaMcituM che ema karavuM. A syAdvAda samanvaya buddhimAMthI pragaTelo che. vAtano samanvaya syAdvAdathI thAya. A vastu Ama ja che e prakAranA kathanathI visaMvAda Ubho thAya che. mATe ja A syAdavAda ApaNA laukika jIvanamAM paNa saMkaLAyelo che ane dareka vAta sApekSatAthI karIe to ja buddhimAM Utare che. mATe syAdvAda dareka vAtamAM vyApaka che. mATe jaDa ane cetana tattvanA mULa svarUpane samajavAmAM eno upayoga Ubho thayelo vyavahAra che temAM paNa syAdvAda vyApIne rahelo che. dA.ta. koI kahe ke tame pitA cho to tyAM putranI apekSAe kahI zakAya, temanA pitAnI apekSAe te putra paNa che. koI kahe tema nAnA cho to tyAM moTAnI apekSAe che paNa tenA karatAM je nAnA che tenI apekSAe moTA che. A rIte cAlu vyavahAramAM paNa sthAvAda bhASAno ja upayoga aNasamaju paNa kare che. to badhAya vyavahAranA janaka jaDa, cetana padArtho (AtmA, zarIra, karmo, saMsAra, saMbaMdho vagere) tene to syAdvAda daSTithI ApaNe samajavA joIe, te dRSTithI joIne tenI nityatA, anityatA, sAmAnya, vizeSa dharmayuktatA, astinAstitva jANavA mATe dravya, guNa, paryAya oLakhavA joIe ane te dravyAdimAM utpAda, vyaya, dhrauvyatAdine jANIne AtmA upara lAgelA mithyA mohanIya AdinI karmAdhInatAne lIdhe prApta thayelI mithyASTine dUra karIne ajJAna aMdhakArane dUra karavo joIe. jethI jaDa vastunI anityatA jANIne tenI Asakita tUTe ane AtmA rAga, dveSa ane mohane AdhIna nahi thatAM jJAtA, draSTA banI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 73 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vairAgya keLave. arthAtu, te te padArthomAMthI Asakti dUra thavAthI anAdi kALathI jaDa bhAvomAM, bAhya bhAvomAM para bhAvomAM bhAvita thayelo AtmA tenAthI mukta thatAM udAsInabhAvane bhaje ane cetana tarapha citta vaLAMka le. upayoga vAraMvAra temAM javA talase. AtmA kathaMcit nitya che kathaMcit anitya che. jaDa vastunuM mamatva toDavA mATe jaDa vastunI anityatA tathA utpatti, vyaya dharma vicAravo joIe ane AtmAnI nityatA vicAravI joIe. jethI nitya evo AtmA e huM chuM ane darzana, jJAna e ja mArA guNo che. jaDathI huM bhinna chuM kemake jaDa vastu nAzavaMta che. te mArI nathI. tathA AtmAnI anityatA tenI paryAyane lakSyamAM rAkhIne vicAravI joIe. jethI durlabha evo A manuSya bhava maLelo che te zarIra dvArA saMyamanI sAdhanA karI lauM. maraNa avayaMbhAvI che mATe te anitya che teno bharoso na rAkhI zakAya. A rIte AtmAnI anityatA vicArI pramAda ne dUra karI dharma puruSArtha vizeSe karavo joIe. A rIte jaDanI paNa anityatA vicAravI, jethI zarIranA rUpa, ArogyamAM jIva bhramita na thavAthI citta nitya vairAgyavAsita rahe ane chevaTe jaDa evA karmo ane zarIranA saMbaMdhane pAmIne rAga, dveSa ane mohane laIne AtmA baMdhAto hato te chUTo thavA mAMDe ane vitarAgadazAne pAme. 6. Atma ramaNatA mA.va. 1, zaMkhezvara ramaNatA eTale ramavApaNuM. ram dhAtuno artha AnaMda pAmavuM. tene anaTu pratyaya lAgavAthI ramaNa zabda bane che. ramaNatA eTale AnaMda jema AtmAno jJAna, darzana (jANavuM ane jovuM) e svabhAva che tema AtmAno AnaMda pAmavuM e paNa svabhAva che, svabhAva kadI padArthathI bhinna paDato nathI, te sahaja hoya che. jayAM sudhI AtmAno AnaMda svabhAva mohanIya karmathI avarAyelo che tyAM sudhI paNa te vAdaLAmAM chUpAyelA sUryanI jema Acho prakAza Ape che. paraMtu te zuddha nahi hovAthI vikRtine dhAraNa kare che. mithyASTinA kAraNe pugalamAM svanI buddhi karato AtmA pulamAMthI AnaMda meLavavA prayatna kare che ane tene sAco AnaMda mAne che. puruSArtha te bAjuno thavAthI pugalabhAva paNa daDha thato jAya che ane temAM rati pAmelo tenI bahAra jaldI nIkaLI zakato nathI. AtmAno AnaMda svabhAva hovAthI ajJAnatA (mithyAtva)nA lIdhe pugala (pAMca Indriya) janya AnaMda meLave che. tene rati kahevAya che. ratino abhAva te ja arati che. te paNa pulanA AnaMda uparano rAga-dveSa jaja (gamatAM upara rAga aNagamatA padArtha upara draSa) gADha AvaraNa che mATe nirAnaMdatA-arati thAya che. Indriyo dvArA thayelA padArthonuM jJAna te AtmAnA jJAna svabhAvathI thAya che paNa te rAga, dveSa, mohathI mizrita hovAthI vikRtajJAna che. vaLI Indriya janya jJAna te jJAnAvaraNanA sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAraNe adhUruM che ane adhurA te jJAnamAM paNa moha bhaLe che tyAre azuddha hovAthI vikRta che. je paramAM svanI vRddhi karAvIne azuddha AnaMda karAve che ane rAga-dveSathI vizeSa prakAre AcchAdita thayelo AtmAne nirAnaMda banAve che. A rIte rati-aratino bhoga banelo AtmA karmabaMdha kare che ane saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. te saMsAranuM paribhramaNa aTakAvavA AtmAnA zuddha AnaMdanI khoja karavI joIe. te zuddha AnaMda AtmAmAM hamaNAM paNa che paNa tenA upara karmonuM AvaraNa che mATe anubhavI zakAto nathI. mATe ja zuddha nizcaya nayathI AtmAno paricaya karavA mATe abhyAsa karavo joIe. te abhyAsa mATe AlaMbana joIe. te AlaMbana che vitarAga paramAtmA. temanAmAMthI rAga-dveSa cAlyA gayA che mATe teo niraMtara potAnA sahajAnaMda svabhAvamAM ja rahe che. temane pudgalano saMga nathI mATe te nija svabhAvamAM ja mahAle che, temane bahAra javuM paDatuM nathI. te svabhAva pragaTa karavA mATe ja paramAtmAe prathama bAhya saMga choDyo ane kevaLa zarIra nirapekSa thaI Atma dhyAnamAM lIna banyA ane rAga, dveSa ane mohane dUra haThAvI kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana prApta karI AtmAnA sahajAnaMdane pAmyA. A sahaja svarUpI AnaMdane pragaTa karavA mATe ja cAritra dharmanI sAdhanA che. te cAritra dharmane nizcayathI Atma ramaNatArUpa kahyo che. te pragaTa karavA mATe prathama nizcayanA dhyeyapUrvaka vyavahArathI cAritra dharma je anuSThAnarUpa che tenuM pAlana karavuM joIe. je anuSThAnamAM jIvonI sAthenuM vartana AtmasamAna bhAve karavAnuM che. ahiMsAdi pAMca mahAvratonuM pAlana paNa jIva rakSA mATe vyavahArathI che ane nizcayathI Atmasevana sajAtIya hovAthI ekatA sAdhavAnI che. je ekyabhAva chevaTe paramAtmasvarUpa zuddha AtmabhAve jIvomAM darzana karAve che ane temAM lIna banelo cAritra sAdhaka AtmA paramAtmasvarUpa bane che. 7. jagatanA bhAvo pratye udAsInatA mA.va. 3+4, 2048, zaMkhezvara bhAvo eTale padArtho. jagatanA badhA padArthono samAveza be dravyamAM thaI jAya che. 1. cetana 2. jaDa. jaDamAM pAMca dravyo samAveza pAme che ane cetana eka dravya che. udAsInatA eTale rAga nahi ane dveSa paNa nahi paNa madhyasthabhAva. A madhyasthabhAva mAMthI padArtho pratye udAsInatA pragaTe che. te udAsInatA pragaTa karavA mATe prathama jagatanA padArthone oLakhavA joIe. tene satyarUpamAM syAdvAda dRSTithI oLakhavAmAM Ave to udAsInatA pragaTayA vinA rahe nahi. rAga-dveSane jItavA mATe ja jJAnaguNanI mahattA aMkAI che. te jJAna-samaja mATe zrutanuM AlaMbana levAmAM Ave che. jaDa ane cetana e padArthomAM anAdi kALanI vAsanA (saMskAra)nA jore jaDanuM AkarSaNa jIvane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 75 Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vadhAre che. kevaLa jaDa padArtho paNa jIvane nacAve che ane jaDa evo zarIradhArI AtmA paNa jIvane nacAve che. jo ke zarIradhArI AtmA che temAM paNa mukhyatve jaDanuM AkarSaNa che ane rAga paNa te jaDa evA zarIranA kAraNe thAya che. kavacit (gauNatAe) koIkane zarIramAM rahelA AtmAnA guNonuM prAgaTya jeTalA pramANamAM che tenA darzanathI paNa rAga thAya che paNa tene zarIrano rAga nathI kahevAto, paraMtu guNAnurAga kahevAya che. jaDanA rAgane dUra karavA mATe A guNAnurAga khUba ja jarUrI che. te guNo jovAnI zarUAta najIkamAM vasatA paricita AtmAothI karatAM-karatAM yAvat guNanI Tocane pAmelA arihaMtAdi paramAtmAnA guNane jovA sudhInI Teva pADavAnI che. najIka vasatAnA guNa pratyakSa anubhavAya che, te guNono paNa pakSa na jAge to parokSa evA paramAtmAnA guNomAM rAcavAnuM jIva zI rIte zIkhI zake ? A rIte paramAtmAnA guNono rAgI banelo jIvAtmA nija AtmAnA apragaTa guNo paNa che te jANatAM teno rAgI bane. "jina guNe rAgI bane teja nija gaNarAgI bane che." A rIte nija guNa rAgI banelo AtmA have pachI AgaLanA sTejamAM rAgano viSaya na hovAthI rAga naSTa thAya che tyAre udAsInatAne bhaje che. ApaNe jayAM sudhI AvI udAsInatA na pAmI zakIe tyAM sudhI paNa udAsInatAnuM yatkiMcita sukha ane AnaMda pAmavA mATe prathama pAMca IndriyonA viSayo je jaDa che temAM udAsInabhAve tenI sAthe vartavuM joIe. temAM paNa azubha viSayonI udAsInatA tenA rAgane TALavA mATe keLavavI joIe ane te udAsInatA keLavavA mATe zubha AtmAno upakArI viSayo pratye rAga karavo joIe. upakArI viSayomAM deva, guru ane dharmanAM sAdhanono samAveza thAya che. te rAga nija AtmAnA guNone oLakhavAmAM sAdhanarUpa bane che. chevaTe sAdhana (zubha) para paNa udAsInatA Ave che ane zuddha evA nija AtmatattvamAM sthira thAya che tyAre anaMtI udAsInatA pragaTe che jemAM koI bAhAbhAva rahyo nathI. 8. upayoga zUnyatA tathA upayoga sthiratA. mA.va. 5, saM. 2048, zaMkhezvara eka vastumAM upayoga (citta) hoya che tyAre bIjI vastumAM tenI zUnyatA kahevAya. paraMtu jemAM cittane joDavAnI jarUra hoya chatAM citta bIjA padArthamAM pharatuM hoya tyAre ApaNe tene upayoga zUnyatA kahIe chIe. kharekhara to upayoga zUnya banato nathI paraMtu jayAM jarUra che tyAM nathI mATe vyavahArathI ema kahevAya che. nizcayathI to upayoga zUnyatA eTale ja upayoga sthiratA. upayoga jeTalo sUkSma bane, arthAtu, tIvra bane eTale judA judA padArthomAM vistarelo upayoga ekamAM Ave ane temAM paNa tIvra eTale sthira bane tyAre e sUkSma bane che ane ati sthiratAne pAme che tyAre zUnya bane che, eno artha upayogano viSaya alpa ke alpatara banato jAya, tema tema te daDha, majabUta, tIvra ane sUkSma chatAM baLavAna banato jAya. judA judA viSayamAM vistAra pAmeluM citta nirbaLa hoya che. mATe te baLa vinAnuM citta koI eka sAdhakano aMtarnAda 76 Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ padArthamAM sthira nathI rahetuM mATe tene paNa vyavahArathI upayoga zUnyatA kahevAya che. A vyavahArika upayoga zUnyatAne dUra karI upayogane baLavAna banAvavo joIe. jethI sAdhanAmAM citta asthira thaI siddhimAM DakhalagIrI na kare. e upayoga zUnyatA jeTalA pramANamAM TaLe teTalA pramANamAM sAdhyamAM upayoganI sthiratA vadhe che. te sthiratA vadhatAM vadhatAM chevaTe upayoganI sUkSmatA thatAM te sAdhyamAM otaprota thaze, ekAkAratAne pAmaze ane te sAdhya sAthe abhedabhAvanI siddhi thaze. te ja upayoganI zUnyatA arthAt, sthiratA che. 9. bhaktAvasthA mA.va. 14, saM. 2048, zaMkhezvara bhakta zabda bhajU dhAtumAMthI banelo che. bhajanAra te bhakta. bhakata konA thavuM? te atyaMta vicAraNIya che. mohAdhIna jIva saMsAramAM je jenI ruci thAya che tenA upara prIti dhAraNa kare che ane tene bhaje che ane jene bhaje che temAM te tanmayatA dhAraNa kare che. jevI tanmayatA tevA pramANamAM tIvra karmabaMdha kare che ane tenA vipAkarUpe kaDavA anubhava kare che. mATe saMsAranA dhana kuTuMba strI parivAra vagerene mohAdhIna thaIne bhajanAro jIva temAMthI pAcho pharIne jenA rAga, dveSa, moha nAza pAmyA che evA vitarAga paramAtmAnI bhaktAvasthA prApta karavA prayatna kare tyAre tene paramAtmA pratye bhajavAnI ruci jAge che, bhajavAnI prIti thAya che ane niraMtara paramAtmAne bhajavAthI temAM (paramAtmAmAM) tanmayatA prApta thAya che. e tanmayatA ati tIvra bane che tyAre paramAtmAnI sAthe abhedatAne pAmelo karmanI nirjarA kare che ane mukti sukhano anubhava karavA lokane aMte siddhazilA upara pahoMcI jAya che. A bhakata avasthA to jIvane anAdi kALathI prApta ja che. paraMtu mohathI viDaMbita jIvane moha je je vastu bhajya dekhADe temAM ja tene prIti thAya che. dhana, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra kharekhara bhajya nathI ja. te to potAnuM sarjana mohAdhInatAthI che mATe tenuM rakSaNa karavuM ane pApathI aTakAvI paramAtmAnA mArge laI javA. A pharaja bajAvavA pUrvaka bhaya je anekonA tAraNahAra paramAtmAnA bhakata banI bhajana karavuM arthAtuM, sevana karavuM. bhajanaguNonuM (anaMtAnaMta) karavuM ane sevana AjJAnuM karavuM. bhajana karatAM bhaktane "dAsoDahaM"nI avasthA prApta thAya che, huM tAro dAsa chuM, tuM mAro svAmI che. kAraNa ke te anaMta guNono dhAraka chuM. huM avaguNono bhaMDAra chuM. A rIte karmabaddha avasthAmAM rahelo jIva karmamukta avasthAne pAmelA vitarAga paramAtmAne jue che, darzana kare che tyAre hInathI paNa hIna potAne joI zake che. te "dAsoDahaMgenI pratIti karanAro bhakta che. A bhaktAvasthAnI dazAmAMthI jayAre jIva AMtaradRSTi kare che tyAre aMtaramAM nija AtmAnA svarUpane jue che tyAre bhaktane bIjA prakAranuM bhajana karatAM ("tuja guNa koNa gaNI zake, jo paNa kevaLI hoya, AvirbhAvathI tuja sakala guNa mAhare, pracchanna bhAvathI joya.", "soDahaM'nI pratIti sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karanAro bhakta bane che. aMtarAtmadazA jayAre anubhavAya che tyAre karmanA samUhanI aMdara rahelo zuddha AtmA dekhAya che (saMkalpathI) tyAre bhaktane soDahaMnI pratIti thAya che. bhakta kahe che tAruM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM mAruM sattAe zuddha Atma svarUpa che. teno AvirbhAva thAya tevI he prabhu ! tuM karuNA kara. A bhakatAvasthAmAM jayAre jIva paramAtma dRSTi kare che arthAtuM, AtmAne paramAtma svarUpa jue che tyAre bhaktane trIjA prakAranuM bhajana ("bahirAtama tajI aMtara Atama-rUpa thaI thira bhAva sujJAnI, paramAtamanuM ho Atama bhAvavuM, Atama arpaNa dAva sujJAnI, sumaticaraNa') AtmA paramAtmarUpa che te rUpe kare che. tyAre bhaktane "tatUpoDahaM"nI pratIti thAya che. tyAre AtmA abhedabhAve paramAtmAmAM lInatAne pAmelo AtmAne paramAtma svarUpa jue che. A pramANe bhakta pote ja bhayapaNAno anubhava kare che tyAre anaMta karmonI nirjarA kare che. zruta jJAnathI jANyuM ke, AtmA paramAtmA jevo che tyAra pachI paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna banelo AtmA anubhavajJAnane pAme che. mATe jJAna, dhyAna ane anubhavajJAna. A rIte bhakta, bhajana ane bhajya traNe ekatAne pAme che tyAre bhakata bhaya svarUpa bane che. dhyAnanI sthiratAmAM anubhavajJAna thAya che. tyAre AtmAne AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. 10. paramAtmAnuM zaraNa mA.va. Olii, saM. 2048, zaMkhezvara jagatamAM jIve anekanAM zaraNa lIdhAM, paraMtu koIe sAcuM zaraNa ApyuM nathI. zaraNanI jarUra kayAre paDe? jIva pote pUrNa nathI banyo mATe te bIjAnA AdhAre ja jIvana vyatIta kare che. AyuSyakarmanA baMdhanathI pramANopeta samayavALuM jIvana jIve che. temAM paNa aneka jaDa, cetana dravyanI paryAyono Azraya le che. kemake jIva svataMtra banyo nathI. A rIte zaraNa vinA jIvAtuM nathI. jIvanamAM jenI jenI jarUriyAto paDe che te sarva vastu jIvane zaraNya bane che. zarIrane dhAraNa karyuM che mATe tenI jarUriyAta pUrI pADavA mATe dhanathI mAMDIne dareka vastunuM zaraNuM jIvane levuM paDe che. paraMtu te ja sAcAM zaraNa che ema mAnIne jIva dhana meLavavA mATe temAM ja racyo pacyo rahe che. strInI jarUra paDI eTale tenA bhAgamAM ja rAta-dina rAce che. paraMtu jo jIva samaje ke A sAcuM zaraNa nathI to te jarUriyAtamAM aliptabhAve rahIne upayoga kare. to sAcuM zaraNa koNa? paramAtmA. zarIrane jema bAhA padArthonI jarUra paDe che mATe jIva te padArthonuM zaraNuM le che. tema AtmAne atyaMtara padArthonI jarUra che mATe paramAtmAnuM zaraNa levuM joIe. AtmA sivAyanA para padArthonuM zaraNa, te padArtho vinAzI hovAthI sAcuM zaraNa ApI zakatA nathI ane jIva amuka samaya pramANanuM zaraNuM le che to paNa te badhA padArtho jIva bhAna bhUle to moha utpanna chI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 78 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karAvI karmabaMdha karAve che ane zaraNa padArthanI vinAzitAne lIdhe naSTa thAya che. vaLI svajanAdi zaraNa svArtha yukta hovAthI paNa te sAcuM zaraNa banI zakatuM nathI. sAcuM zaraNa eka paramArthavAsita paramAtmA ja ApI zake che. kemake temanAmAM svArthano leza paNa aMza nathI. vaLI te karuNAnA bhaMDAra, aciMtyazakti ane sAmarthyavALA hovAthI AkhA vizvane zaraNa ApI zake che ane te paNa paramArthayukta hovAthI satya zaraNadAtA bane che. zaraNe javuM eTale zuM? zaraNe javuM, eTale tenA AdhAre jIvavuM, arthAtu, jIvana samarpaNa karavuM, jenA zaraNe jaIe tene jIvana soMpI devuM. ApaNAM mana, vacana, kAyA traNe yoga temane AdhIna rAkhavA. temane AdhIna rAkhavA eTale temanI AjJAmAM rAkhavA. paramAtmAnA Adeza mujaba yogone pravartAvavA. A rIte yogo paramAtmAne zaraNe rahe eTale AtmA ati vinamra banelo paramAtmAnuM zaraNa le che. paramAtmAnA zaraNe gayelo AtmA paramAtmAne samarpaNa karI devAya che tyAre paramAtmAthI bhinnatAno anubhava thato nathI. sAcuM zaraNa pAme kayAre ? saMsAranAM badhAM zaraNa levA chatAM potAne azaraNa mAne tyAre sAcuM zaraNa eka vitarAga paramAtmAnuM che ema lAge ane jayAre samarpaNabhAvathI paramAtmAnuM zaraNa jIva le che tyAre niraMtara paramAtmAnuM ja smaraNa karato temAM ja lIna rahe che. AtmA ane paramAtmAno bhedabhAva TaLI jAya che ane jIva kRtakRtya bane che. 11. eso paMca namukkAro po.zu.pra. 1, saM. 2048, zaMkhezvara so paMca namukkAro''-A pAMca namaskAra. namaskAra jene karIe chIe te namaskArya che. namaskAra je kare che te namaskata che ane namaskAra e namaskartA vaDe namaskAryane karAtI kriyA che. namaskartA karmabaddha avasthAvALo jIva che. namaskArya pUjyatAne pAmelA AtmA che. pUjyone karAtI namaskAranI kriyA sarva pApano praNAza karanArI che. A ja namaskAranI kriyAnuM phaLa jeTaluM uttama pAtrarUpa namaskArya che te pramANe uttama phaLa ApanAra che. mATe namaskAranI kriyA ane tenuM phaLa namaskAryane AdhIna che chatAM namaskArano kartA jo zuddha bhAvavALo hoya to tenuM phaLa meLavI zake che. jene namaskAra thAya che temAM ApaNAM pApa praNAza karavAnI zakti che te vyavahAra naya che. namaskAramAM pApa praNAza karavAnI zakti che evuM "g iaa namuvArI" e pada kahe che, mATe sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namaskartAnuM upAdAna temAM rahelo namaskAra bhAva te sarva pApa praNAzaka che. te nizcaya naya che. A pramANe vyavahAra nathI namaskAra namaskAryano che, nizcaya nayathI namaskAra namaskartAno che. kAraNa ke vyavahArathI namaskAramAM nimittabhUta namaskArya che. namaskAryanA nimittathI thanAro namaskAra pApano praNAza kare che. nizcaya nayathI namaskAramAM upAdAna namaskatanI mukhyatA che. mATe namaskatano namaskAra sarva pApano praNAza kare che. "TH: paMgha namasTara" ahIM namaskArya paMca parameSThi che. mATe A paMca parameSThine karelo namaskAra ema artha karIe chIe. g: eTale A, paMgha eTale pAMca, namasTAra: eTale namaskAra. A namaskAra (pAMca) namaskatanA AtmAmAM rahelo che. mATe namaskAranuM vizeSaNa : zabda vAparyo che. najIkamAM je raheluM che tene batAvavA mATe Ida sarvanAmano prayoga karavAmAM Ave che. A namaskAra namaskartAnI ati samIpamAM rahelo che mATe nizcayathI namaskAra namaskartAno che tenA AtmAmAM ja rahelo che. te namaskAra-namaskartAnA sarva pApano praNAza kare che. arthAtu, A namaskAra sarvanA pApano nAza karavAmAM samartha che. A rIte namaskAranuM sAmarthya namaskartAnA AtmAmAM raheluM che. zreNi upara caDhelo AtmA jagatanA sarva jIvonAM karmono nAza karavAmAM samartha evA zukala dhyAnamAM hoya che. te rIte Atmagata namaskAranI aciMtya zakti che. mATe namaskartAno namaskAra e "gNo baMdha namuvAjo' e padathI batAvyo che. teno artha nizcaya nayathI to e thayo ke namaskartAnA AtmAmAM rahelo namaskAra bhAva ja sarva pApono nAza karI zake che. te namaskAranA AlaMbanabhUta pAMca parameSThi che. mATe vyavahAra nathI e artha thayo ke paMca parameSThi (ne karelo) no namaskAra ApaNA sarva pApano nAza kare che kAraNa ke paMca parameSTie ApaNAmAM namaskArabhAva jagADyo. nimitte maLyuM to namaskAra bhAva jAgyo ane pApano praNAza thayo mATe nimittanI mukhyatAe, paMca parameSThinA namaskAre ApaNA pApano praNAza karyo. 12. svarUpa ane svabhAva 1 po.zu. 14, saM. 2048, bhoyaNI caitanya e dravyanuM svarUpa che. jJAna e dravyano svabhAva che. sva + rUpa. dravyanuM potAnuM rUpa kevuM che? caitanyanuM potAnuM rUpa eTale dravya pote e rUpe che eTale ke caitanyarUpe che. jema pulanuM potAnuM rU5 varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzarUpa che. eTale te rUpathI A pula che tema oLakhAya che. tema A AtmA che te caitanya svarUpathI oLakhAya che. dravyanuM zuM rUpa che ? cetanya e tenuM potAnuM rUpa che. svarUpa prakAzita hoya che te cauda rAjalokamAM prakAze che. jhaLahaLatuM evuM caitanya samagra vizvamAM vyApaka che. svarUpa e jagatamAM vyApIne rahenAruM che ane svabhAva e dravyamAM rahenAruM che tethI svabhAva e dravyanuM potAnuM (bhAva) astitva dekhADe che, ke A Atma dravya che. A svabhAva dravyamAM ja rahe che mATe jayAM jayAM A svabhAva che tyAM tyAM AtmA che. arthAtu, jayAM jayAM jJAna che tyAM tyAM Atma dravya che. ane sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jayAM jayAM AtmA che tyAM tyAM jJAna che. te jJAna ja Atma dravya che evI pratIti karAve che. paraMtu svarUpa e to Atma dravyanA kiraNa rUpa che. kemake te eTalo badho tejasvI zaktiyukta che ke tethI samagra jagatamAM Atma dravyanuM potAnuM rUpa phelAya che mATe Atma dravya zakitathI vyApaka che ane vyaktithI te deha vyApI che. rUpa ane dravya abhinna che chatAM te prakAzita hovAthI sarvatra vyApe che. mATe ja caitanyane jyoti svarUpa kahyuM che. caitanya AtmAnuM svarUpa che tethI te AtmAmAM zaktirUpe raheluM che. zakti mAtra, dareka dravyamAM pota potAnI rahelI che ane te zakti ane zaktimAna abhinna che chatAM te zakti e dravyanuM svarUpa potAnuM rUpa hovAthI rUpanuM AbhAmaMDaLa hoya che ane te tenA pramANamAM phelAyeluM hoya che. tema Atma zakti baLavAna ane vipula hoya che, mATe tenuM AbhAmaMDaLa arthAtuM, tenuM potAnuM rUpa vistRta rIte phelAya che arthAtuM, samagra jagatamAM (jayAM sudhI gati, sthiti, avagAha zaktinI sahAya che tyAM sudhI) vyApIne rahe che. A rIte AtmAnA svarUpanuM (caitanyanuM) dhyAna karavAthI Atma dravyanuM dhyAna thAya che ane AtmAnA svabhAva (jJAna)nuM dhyAna karavAthI AtmAnI zuddha paryAyanuM dhyAna thAya che. svarUpa ane svabhAva baMne AtmAmAM abhedatAthI rahelA che. chatAM baMnenA svarUpa judA che svarUpa te AtmAnI zakti batAve che ane svabhAva e AtmAnuM kArya batAve che. zakti dravyanuM potAnuM rUpa che ane jJAna e Atma dravyanuM kArya (jANavAnuM) kare che. AtmA jJAnarUpa paryAyathI jANe che. AtmA zaktirUpe AtmAnuM astitva batAve che. rUpathI AtmAnI pratIti thAya che. svabhAvathI AtmA oLakhI zakAya che. 12. svarUpa ane svabhAva 2 ma.zu. 13, saM. 2048, jaina maracanTa sva+rUpa = AtmAnuM rUpa sva+bhAva = AtmAno bhAva svarUpe jovA mATe che. svabhAva oLakhavA mATe che. AtmAne jovo hoya to AtmAnuM rUpa je caitanya che. tene jovA mATe abhyAsa karavo. AtmAne oLakhavo hoya, anubhavavo hoya to AtmAnA svabhAvane oLakhavA mATe prayatna karavo. svarUpa te zakti che, svabhAva te vyakti che. samagra jIvarAzimAM ziva che te zaktithI jovAya che. samagra jIvarAzimAM bhinna-bhinna AtmA che te vyaktithI jovAya che. svarUpa AtmAnI caitanya zakti batAve che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svabhAva AtmAnA astitvane batAve che. jJAnAdi AtmAno svabhAva che. te jJAnAdithI ja AtmA oLakhAya che. svarUpa te AtmAnuM 'huM' svarUpa che. svabhAva te AtmAnuM 'mama' svarUpa che. huM caitanya svarUpa chuM ema AtmAne thAya che. jJAna mAro svabhAva che ema AtmAne thAya che. bhU dhAtumAMthI bhAva zabda banelo che. bhU sattA arthamAM che tethI sva eTale AtmA teno bhAva eTale sattA, AtmAnI sattA astitva jJAnAdithI jaNAya che. huM ahIM chuM ema potAnI sattA AtmA jJAna dvArA batAve che. caitanya e AtmAnuM svarUpa che, tene jovA mATe vizva vyApI caitanya zaktinAM darzana karavAM. te manarUpI sAdhana vaDe upayogathI thAya che. A darzanathI samyag darzana nirmaLa thAya che ane AtmA tenA dRDha abhyAsathI zuddha Atma (dravya) svarUpane anubhave che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra e AtmAno svabhAva che. tene oLakhavA mATe, anubhavavA mATe AtmAnA zuddha paryAyarUpa arihaMtAdi navapadone oLakhavA, vAraMvAra tenuM smaraNa, ciMtana, manana, dhyAna karavAno prayatna karavo ane abheda dhyAnano abhyAsa vadhAravo. A dRDha abhyAsathI AtmA oLakhAya che, anubhavAya che, AtmAnubhavano AnaMda anubhave che. caitanya svarUpa zaktirUpa che. te bhinna-bhinna AtmAomAM eka ja rUpe hovAthI sakala jIvarAzinI ekatAno anubhava karAve che, te zakti dravyarUpa che. svabhAva dareka AtmAnI bhinnatA dekhADe che, te vyaktirUpa che mATe AtmAnI paryAyarUpa che. mATe AtmAnI caitanyazaktinAM darzana karo. AtmAnA jJAnAdi svabhAvane anubhavo. A baMne vastu abhyAsa dvArA sAdhya che. svarUpa ane svabhAva kadI AtmAthI judA hotA nathI. te zuddha svarUpa ane zuddha svabhAvane jovA ane anubhavavA abhyAsa karavAno che. te karavAthI azuddha svarUpamAM 'huM' paNAnI buddhi che te TaLe che. svabhAva jANavA, jovAno che. mATe ja jIvane jANavuM, jovuM sahaja che paNa ajJAnathI para vastune potAnI mAne che tene ja joI, jANIne AnaMda pAme che ane mamatA kare che. te zuddha svabhAvanA abhyAsathI azuddha vastu (para vastu)nI mamatA TaLe che. ahaM ane mama te caitanya svarUpa ane jJAnAdi svabhAva. tene mAnavA te ja samyag darzana nizcayathI jANavuM, svarUpa ane svabhAvane oLakhavA te ja nizcayathI samyajJAna jANavuM, tathA svarUpa ane svabhAvamAM vicaravuM, rahevuM tene samyag cAritra jANavuM. nizcayathI ratnatrayI pragaTa karavA mATeno abhyAsa svarUpa ane svabhAvane oLakhavA tathA mAnavA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 82 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcaravArUpa che. ahaMkAra e samyagu jJAna-darzanane Avare che. je pote nathI tene ekAMte te svarUpe mAne che. huM paNAnI buddhi kare che. mamakAra e samyaguM cAritrane Avare che. je potAnuM nathI temAM mArApaNAnI buddhi kare che ane temAM rame che. tene TALavA mATe caitanya svarUpamAM huM paNAnI buddhi karavI ane jJAnAdi svabhAvamAM 'mArApaNAnI buddhi karavI, tene oLakhIne ramaNatA karavI e ja nizcayathI ratnatrayI che. vyavahArathI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA nizcayathI ratnatrayI pragaTa karavA mATe che. mATe ja ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanI ArAdhanA karavAnuM zAstrakAronuM pharamAna che. 12. svarUpa ane svabhAva 3 ma.va. 7, saM. 2048, siddhacakra anaMta AtmAnuM svarUpa eka che. tenAM darzana eka cetanya zaktimAM thAya che. eka caitanya zaktimAM ja anaMta AtmAnAM darzana thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke teo svarUpathI bhinna nathI. svarUpa eTale AtmAnuM potAnuM rUpa. svarUpa jovAya che. svabhAva anubhavAya che. anaMta AtmAno svabhAva sarakho hovA chatAM eka AtmA bIjA AtmAnA svabhAvane anubhavI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke svabhAva AtmAnA astitvane bhinna batAve che. dravyo anaMtA che. zakti eka che. zakti lakSaNarUpa che anaMtA AtmAonuM lakSaNa eka "payori r[" ja che, mATe zaktithI dravyo eka che ane svabhAvathI dravyo bhinna che. svarUpa mATe ja siddhazilA upara birAjamAna anaMta AtmAo jyotimAM jyoti jema maLI jAya tema ekAkAratAne pAmelA hoya che, paraMtu dareka siddha paramAtmA pota potAnA svabhAvane anubhave che, bhogave che. darekanA AnaMdano, sukhano bhogavaTo judo judo che. rU5 badhAnuM eka che ane svabhAva badhAnuM astitva juduM juduM che. mATe eka AtmAne juo ke ghaNA AtmAne juo, eka ja caitanya zaktinuM ja darzana thaze. paraMtu dareka AtmAnuM astitva bhinna bhinna hovAthI potAnI guNa saMpattinA bhogavaTAmAM sahu svataMtra che. dareka AtmAnuM jJAna vigere guNo potapotAnI mAlikInA che ane te jenA hoya tene ja teno anubhava hoya che. A rIte dravyanI zakti eka arthAt, zaktithI dravyanI ekatA, vyaktithI dravyo bhinna bhinna che. vyakti paryAyarUpa che. jene svabhAvathI oLakhIe chIe. 12. svarUpa (zakti ) ane svabhAva 4 vai.zu. 14, saM. 2048, bhadraMkara svAdhyAya maMdira AtmAno jJAyakabhAva kadI avarAto nathI kAraNa ke te AtmAnI zakti che ane jJAnaguNa avarAya che. kAraNa ke te AtmAno svabhAva che. karma zaktine DhAMkI zakatuM nathI, svabhAva-guNane DhAMkI zake che. mATe ja AtmAnI zakti AgaLa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 83 Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karmanI zakti pAMgaLI che, te kAraNe karmano nAza karI AtmA jIta meLavI zake che. jo ke zakti ane svabhAva banne anAdi kALathI AtmAnI sAthe sahaja che. chatAM zakti e AtmAnuM svarUpa che te kadI palaTAya nahi, palaTAya to e AtmAnuM astitva kahI zakAya nahi. svabhAva mULathI palaTAto nathI arthAt, jJAna vigereno nAza thato nathI paNa jema vAdaLo sUryanA tejano nAza na karI zake paNa tenA tejane DhAMkI de che tema karma AtmAnA guNane-svabhAvane DhAMkI zake che e kAraNe te palaTAya che arthAt, jema vAdaLa sUryanA tejane AchA ke ghaTTa hoya te pramANe prakAzane roke che tema karma paNa AchAM ke gADha hoya te pramANe AtmAnA jJAna prakAzane roke che. jJAyakabhAva e AtmAnI mahAna zaktirUpa mUDI che tenA upara ja AtmA vepAra karIne karmanAM AvaraNone dUra haThAvI jJAna guNane saMpUrNa pragaTAve che tyAre jJAyaka bhAva anubhavAya che. arthAt, AtmA potAnI zakti, svarUpane joI zake che, anubhavI zake che. svarUpa ane svabhAva 5 audAsInya bhAva vai.va. 2, saM. 2048 A audAsInya bhAva paNa AtmAmAM sahaja che. bhAva e zakti svarUpa hoya che. mATe te AtmAnI aMdara anAdi kALathI paDelo che. jema jJAyakabhAva ane jJAnane oLakhavA mATe tenI vaheMcaNI karIne zAyakabhAvane dravya svarUpa oLakhAvyo, jJAnane guNa (paryAya) svarUpa oLakhAvyo jo ke zakti ane svabhAva banne anAdi kALathI AtmAnA sahaja ja che. chatAM zakti avarAtI nathI. avarAtI nathI mATe palaTAtI nathI. svabhAva avarAya che mATe temAM taratamatA jaNAvAthI te palaTAya che ema kahevAya che. paraMtu guNanuM svarUpa palaTAtuM nathI. A rIte dravya ane paryAyanI bhinnatA kaMIka aMze che te batAvavA, samajavA mATenI A vicAraNA che. e ja rIte audAsInya bhAva e AtmAnuM dravya svarUpa che kemake A zakti AtmAnI sahaja che ane udAsInatA e AtmAnuM guNa svarUpa che. jema jJAna guNa avarAya che tema udAsInatA paNa avarAya che, te avarAya che mohanIya karmathI. (jJAna jJAnAvaraNIya karmathI jema) tethI saMsAranA padArtho paranI arthAt, AtmAthI je para vastu che temAM sadA udAsIna rahevAnA svabhAvavALo AtmA mohanA udayathI sva (AtmA) pratye udAsIna rahe che ane para vastumAM mUMjhAya che. sahaja udAsInatAthI to AtmA para vastumAM jarAya lepAto nathI ane rAga-dveSa udbhavatA nathI. A audAsInya bhAva svarUpa Atmadravya (zuddha)no yatkiMcit anubhava thAya tyAre te bhAvamAM madhuratAno AsvAda Ave che. jayAre mohanA AvaraNathI A bhAva je guNa svarUpa che teno anubhava thAya che tyAre kaTutAno anubhava thAya che. madhuratA e AnaMdasvarUpa che, kaTutA e zoka svarUpa che. A AnaMda AtmAmAMthI udbhavelo che, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 84 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zoka karmanA saMbaMdhathI che, mATe para janya che. audAsInya bhAvamAM madhuratAno AsvAda Ave che tenuM kAraNa teTalo samaya jagatanA padArtho sAtheno saMbaMdha chUTI jAya che. cittavRtti niSkriya banI jAya che. sarva vastuomAM samAnatAvALuM citta banI javAthI sthiratAne dhAraNa kare che. audAsInyamAM cittanI lagabhaga zUnyAvasthA hoya che. vikalponA taraMgo zAMta thaI gayA hoya che. nistaraMga cittano laya thaI jAya che tyAre AtmAnI saMpUrNa jAgrata avasthA thavAthI svamAM sthira thaI temAM rahI zake che. udAsInatA e jJAna guNanI jema eka adbhuta guNa che. te cAritra guNane pragaTAvavAmAM sadA tatpara che. audAsInyabhAva e AtmAmAM rahelI adbhuta zakti che. jJAyakabhAva jema jJAna guNane pragaTAve che tema audAsInya bhAva cAritra guNane pragaTAve che. zAyakabhAva jema jJAna svarUpa che tema audAsInyabhAva e AnaMda svarUpa che. jJAnathI AtmA jANe che. AnaMdane AtmA bhogave che. 13. AtmAne jagata sAthe saMbaMdha po.va. 8, saM. 2048, zerIsA jagata SaT dravyAtmaka che. ApaNA AtmAne jagata sAthe paN dravyano saMbaMdha che. temAM dharmAstikAyAdi traNa ane kALa sAthe saMbaMdha che paNa te parokSa che. jIva ane pudgala sAthe saMbaMdha che te dekhAya che mATe pratyakSa che. je parokSa saMbaMdha che te dekhAto nathI paNa gati, sthiti, avagAhana thavAthI anubhavAya che. jIvane pudgala sAthe saMbaMdha anAdi kALathI che. jIva karmathI prerAyelo audArika Adi vargaNAmAMthI pudgalo grahaNa kare che arthAt, jIva pudgalone le che ane choDI de che. A rIte niraMtara audArika, taijasa, karmaNa pudgalonA saMbaMdhamAM te Avelo che (rahelo che). vaLI te zarIrarUpe rahelA pudgalanA rakhopA mATe AhArAdi, jala, upadhi Adi je pudgala svarUpa che tenA saMbaMdhamAM paNa te Ave che. A badhA saMbaMdhamAM koI tenuM (AtmAnuM) nathI. phakata saMyoga (saMbaMdha)mAM Avela che. potAne to AmAMnuM kAMI khapatuM nathI paNa tenI pADozamAM rahelA karmanI preraNAthI grahaNa kare che. chatAM pote (AtmA) jIvanano saghaLo samaya ane puruSArtha tathA buddhi je potAnI mUDI (jJAna zakti, vIrya zakti)che te temAM (pudgalarUpa AhArAdi, upadhi Adi je phakata audArika zarIranA rakhopA mATe saMgrahyA hatA temAM kharcI nAMkhe che. phakata mUDI ja kharce che eTaluM nahi paNa jhaLahaLatuM sAcuM darzana ane nija ramaNatArUpa cAritra tene DhAMkI daIne beThelo moha AtmAne bhAna bhUlAve che ane AtmAthI para evA pudgalane potAnuM svarUpa manAve che. audArika zarIra Adi je pudgala sAthe kevaLa karmanA prerAyelA, tene saMbaMdha rAkhavo paDayo che, te bhUlI gayo ane te svarUpa banI gayo hoya tevuM mAnIne tevuM ja vartana karavA mAMDayuM. A zarIra sAdhakano aMtarnAda 85 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te huM ane vartanathI A mArA zarIrane Ama thayuM che vigere koI zArIrika avasthA (bAla, yauvana, vRddha) te potAnI ja mAnavA lAgyo. rUpALuM, kubaDuM, rogI, nIrogI, bhUkhyo, tRpta, thAka, ArAma badhAmAM ja huM nI buddhi thavA mAMDI, pachI to jIva kAMI bAkI rAe ? te zarIranA rakhopA mATe saMbaMdhamAM rAkhelA AhAra, upadhi e paNa AtmAnA lAgavA mAMDayA. je AtmAthI zarIra karatAM ghaNA dUra che, je pratyakSa AtmAthI ati bhinna (bhijJAtibhinna) pote ja dekhe che ane anubhave che. chatAM zarIra karatAM ya tenI prIti anupama banI jAya che ane tenI anukULatA-pratikULatA mohane bhaLAvIne AtmA temAM lIna banIne rAga, dveSane (AtmA phuTabola bane che) pote phuTabola banIne ramavA de che ane potAne karma (ATha) rUpa sojA caDhatA ja jAya che te paNa bhAnabhUlyo jANato nathI. A rIte A jagatamAM AtmA jagatamAM eka svarUpamAM rahelA pudgalanA saMbaMdhathI niraMtara musApharI karyA ja kare che. teno aMta haju sudhI Avyo nathI. bIjuM, AtmAne AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha che. sajAtIyapaNAthI mATe umAsvAti vAcaka mahArAje tattvArtha sUtramAM jIvanA lakSaNamAM batAvyuM che ke '"payogo kSaLam'' upayoga jayAM jayAM che, tyAM jIva che. mATe Atmavat jIvane sakala jIvarAzi sAthe saMbaMdha che. A saMbaMdha lakSaNathI kahyo. bIjuM eka jIvanA saMbaMdhanuM lakSaNa kahyuM che ke "parasparopagrado nIvAnAm' jIvone paraspara saMbaMdha hovAnA kAraNe anugraha-nigraha thAya che. jo saMbadha na hoya to eka jIvathI bIjA jIvane anugraha ke nigraha na thAya. paraMtu ApaNane te jANavA anubhavavA maLe che ke tame koI paNa jIvano upakAra karo to tamane te svargamAM mokalI de ane jo teno nigraha karo, nAza karo to te narakamAM mokalI de. A saMbaMdhanA kAraNe bane che. jIva jIvane saMbaMdha upakArI, apakArI ane aparicita ema traNa rIte hoya che. 14. jJAyakabhAva vai.zu. 15 jJAyakabhAva e AtmAnI zakti che. zakti e AtmAnuM svarUpa che. mATe Atma dravyanI jema te sat che. arthAt, tenuM astitva mAtra che paraMtu jJAnAdi paryAya te kAryazIla che. jANavuM, jovuM, anubhavavuM te paryAya dvArA thAya che. tema AtmAmAM rahelo zAkabhAva paNa sat-astitva rUpa che. kAraNa ke AtmAnI te eka zakti che. tenA astitvathI jJAnAdi paryAya dvArA AtmA joI zake che, jANI zake che. e rIte AtmAmAM kSAyikabhAva paNa rahelo che. te paNa sat svarUpa che. paraMtu te karmonA kSayanI apekSAe pragaTe che mATe tenuM nAma kSAyikabhAva che. te paNa AtmAnI sAthe anAdithI sahaja che. jo te zakti svarUpa kSAyika bhAvanuM astitva na hoya to AtmA kadI karmanI kSINatA na karI zake. tenA astitvathI cAra ghAti karmano kSaya thavAthI AtmA nija guNano bhokatA banI zake che. svamAM ramaNatA, sthiratA thavAthI anaMta kALa sudhI svarUpa ramaNI svarUpa bhogI nijAnaMdamAM rahe che. A paNa zakti sAdhakano aMtarnAda 86 Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svarUpa (kSAyikabhAva)nI pragaTelI paryAya zuddha che. paryAya AtmAnI sahaja che. mATe jema jJAyakabhAva kadI avarAto nathI tema kSAyikabhAva paNa avarAto nathI. je avarAya che te jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya Adi guNo che. te avarAtA hovAthI palaTAya che, mATe paryAya kahevAya che. jo ke jJAnAdi guNono mULa svabhAva palaTAto nathI. paNa AvaraNanA kAraNe te parivartanazIla che mATe sahabhAvI guNa ane kramabhAvI paryAya kahI che. vai.va. 1, saM. 2048 jJAyakabhAva jeno pragaTa saMpUrNa che te AtmAno paramAtmabhAva soLe kaLAe khIlI UThelo hoya che. paramAtmabhAva eTale AtmAnI zuddhatAnuM astitva. A astitva anAdi kALathI AtmAmAM che. kemake Atmatva vinA AtmA hoI zake nahi. arthAt, AtmA sat che to temAM raheluM Atmatva sat che. Atmatva sat che to tenI zuddhatA paNa temAM sat (rahelI ja) ja che. e zuddhatA che e ja paramAtmabhAva che. paramAtmabhAvamAM zAyakAdi bhAvo samudAyarUpe anAdi kALathI sthira che. jayAre paramAtmabhAva arthAt, AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTa thAya che tyAre zAyakAdi bhAvo paNa pragaTarUpe hoya che. jayAM sudhI AtmAne ghAta karanArAM karmo AtmAnA guNone DhAMkIne rahelA che tyAM sudhI jJAyakabhAva paramAtmabhAva vigere evAne evA ja hoya che chatAM AtmA tene anubhavI zakato nathI. AtmAne karmanA AvaraNa taLe zuddhatA anubhavAtI nathI, jo ke karma AtmA sAthe saMyoga saMbaMdhe rahyA che tethI AtmAnI zuddhatAne haNI zakatuM nathI paraMtu karma potAnI malinatAnI chAyA AtmAnI bAjumAM rahelA hovAthI AtmAmAM pADyA vinA rahetA nathI. tenI chAyA paDavAthI te malinatA paNa anubhave che ane tenA kA2Ne sArI khoTI asara taLe AvyA kare che ane potAnI mULabhUta zuddhatAnuM vismaraNa thaI rahyuM che ane zuddhatA to kadI haNAtI nathI. mATe AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI vicAraNA sadA karavI ane karmanA paDachAyAmAMthI khasavA haMmezAM prayatna karavo. e prayatnane ja samyag kahevAya che. AtmAnI zuddhatA ane karmanA paDachAyAne oLakhyo te darzana, zuddhatA ane karmanA paDachAyAno paricaya thayo te jJAna, zuddhatA ane karmanA paDachAyAmAMthI khasavAno prabaLa puruSArtha te ja samyag cAritra che. te oLakhavA gurunA samAgamamAM rahevuM, teno paricaya karavA Agamano saMparka karavo, arthAt, AgamanAM gUDha rahasyone AtmasAt karavAM, AgamamAM kahelA padArthonuM ciMtana (anuprekSA) karI rahasyo meLavI bhAvita thavuM. prabaLa puruSArtha karavA AgamamAM batAvelA upAyone yogya sthAne ajamAvavA sakriya banavuM. 'samparzanajJAnavAridhi mokSamAn:'' darzana, jJAna, cAritra dvArA AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTa karavI arthAt, paramAtmabhAva je anAdithI sahajabhAva che te pragaTa karIne AnaMda sahaja je che temAM mahAlavuM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 15. paramAtmabhAva 87 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16. bahirAtmabhAva ve.va. 3, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana AtmabhAvanI bahAra rahevuM tenuM nAma bahirAtmabhAva. AtmabhAva e sahaja svarUpa che, paNa tenI bahAra rahevuM te tenuM sahaja svarUpa nathI. paraMtu A bhAva paNa che anAdikAlIna. karmanA saMbaMdhamAM AvavAnI yogyatA (sahajamala) anAdi kAlIna hovAthI karmabaddhaAtmA karmAdhIna banelo, karmathI prerAyelA AtmAnI bahAra rahe che. te kAraNathI AtmabhAva e AtmAnI zakti svarUpa che paNa bahirAtmabhAva te AtmAnuM bahiraMga svarUpa che, kadarUpuM svarUpa che. teno nAza thato hovAthI te sahaja zakti svarUpa nathI chatAM bahirAtmabhAva kahevAya che tenuM kAraNa te kadarUpuM paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa che. karmane AdhIna paNa AtmA ja potAnA bhAvanI bahAra jaIne rahe che, teno artha potAnuM zakti svarUpa bhUlIne paramAM sva zaktinI bhrAMtithI te maya banI jAya che te para zakti svarUpamAM svanuM sthAna goThavI de che mATe tene paNa AtmabhAva kahevAya che. paNa brAnitarUpa zakti svarUpe che. paramAtmabhAva te AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI zakti che. bahirAtmabhAva te AtmAnA azuddha svarUpanI zakti che. te azuddha che te paranA raMgathI che mATe sahaja nathI. je sahaja nathI te nAzavaMta che. je nAzavaMta che tene AtmAthI khaseDI zakAya che. te khaseDavAno prayatna te paramAtmabhAvane pragaTa kare che. te prayatna dhyAnAdi dvArA thaI zake che. zukaladhyAnanA baLathI e zakaya bane che te pahelAM dharmadhyAna dvArA tenuM (bahirAtmabhAvanuM) baLa ochuM karI zakAya che. mATe dharma dhyAna, zukala dhyAna dhyAvavuM. 10. ahiMsaka bhAva . 4, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana bhAvane adhyavasAyarUpa mAnavAmAM Ave che. ahIM ahiMsakabhAvanI vicAraNAmAM hiMsA nahi karavAnA adhyavasAya athavA ahiMsAnA adhyavasAya. ApaNe jJAyakabhAva vigere anAdi sanAtana bhAvomAM bhAva zabdane AtmAnI zaktirUpa vicAryo che. tethI bhAva e AtmAnI bahAranI koI vastu nathI, AtmAnI sAthe sadA rahenArI vastu che. mATe te AtmAnI ja eka zaktirUpa che. bhAva zabda bhU dhAtumAMthI banelo che. hovuM, thavuM arthane kahenAro zabda hovAthI te astitva sUcaka che. paraMtu je astitva mAtra batAve che te bhAvazabda zaktisvarUpa batAve che. evA bhAvomAM jJAyakabhAva te sthAyIbhAva che te kadI ajJAyaka bhAva banato nathI athavA ajJAyaka evo zabda paNa kRtrima eTale karmanA saMbaMdhathI paNa (ajJAyakatva) thayelo bhAva banI zakato nathI kAraNa ke jo tema bane to jIvatvane hAni pahoMce, mATe te sthAyIbhAva che. bahirAtmabhAva, hiMsaka bhAva emAM paNa bhAva zabda che tethI AtmAnI zakita je paramAtmabhAva ane ahiMsakabhAvarUpa hatI tenI viruddhanA bhAvo jayAre AtmA sva svarUpanI bahAra jAya che tyAre tenuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kadarUpuM svarUpa je lAge che tene bahirAtmA, hiMsaka vigere kahevAya che. mATe je je bhAvamAM vastunuM svarUpa badalAyeluM bhAse che te te bhAvamAM adhyavasAya artha levo, kAraNa ke adhyavasAya badalAtA rahe che mATe vastunuM svarUpa badalAyeluM lAge che. jo ke AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa je paramAtmabhAva, ahiMsakabhAva che te to te rUpe ja che paraMtu adhyavasAyo badalAtAM te virodhI bhAva bhAse che mATe paramAtmabhAva ahiMsakabhAva, audAsInyabhAva vigeremAM mULa svarUpamAM bhAva zabda astitvane batAve che upAdhi AvatAM bhAva zabda adhyavasAya arthane batAve che. mATe ahiMsakabhAva AtmAno potAno che, te potAnA svarUpamAM rahe che tyAM sudhI te sthira hoya che. AtmA svarUpanI bahAra jAya che tyAre AtmAnA (sva ke paranA) bhAva prANone niraMtara haNe che, tyAre hiMsakabhAva kahevAya che. dravya prANone haNavA te kriyArUpa che, bhAvaprANone haNavA te bhAvarUpa che, adhyavasAyarUpa che. mATe ja hiMsakabhAva te cIkaNA karmane saMcita kare che. kevaLa hiMsArUpa kriyA te zuSka karmane saMcita kare che. 18. dharma 1 || 'dhamAM mArA muSThiruM, hiMsA saMgamAM to'' / / || "vadhu sadAvo dhammA'' || ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa e vyavahAra nayathI dharma che. arthAt, dharmanuM svarUpa vyavahArathI ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa che ane vastuno svabhAva e nizcayanayathI dharma che. arthAt, dharmanuM svarUpa vAstavikatAthI vastuno svabhAva che. A banne nayathI dharmane samajIne Atma svabhAvane pragaTa karavAno che. arthAt, karmathI mukta thavAnuM che. prathama vyavahAra dharmane samajIe. te dharmane traNamAM samAviSTa karyo che. 1. ahiMsA 2. saMyama 3. tapa vyavahAra dharmane AcarIne jIvanacaryA sudhAravAnI che. nizcaya dharmane sAdhya banAvIne siddhi prApta karavAnI che. vyavahAra dharma sAdhana che, nizcaya dharma sAdhya che. sAdhake sAdhana dvArA sAdhyanA lakSyathI siddhi meLavavAnI che. kevaLa sAdhanane ja dharma mAnI levAthI siddhi thatI nathI. paraMtu sAdhana dharmane samajIne sAdhyane lakSyabiMdumAM laIne sAdhanane upAyarUpe nimitta banAvavAnuM che arthAt, AlaMbana banAvavAnuM che. te AlaMbananA sevanathI jIvanacaryA je azubha-azuddha hatI te zubha bane che. vastu H ahIM AtmA che teno svabhAva nizcayathI zuddha che. te pragaTAvavA zubha jIvanacaryA nimittarUpa che. te kevI rIte ? AtmAno svabhAva ahiMsaka che. AtmA parabhAvamAM javAthI vibhAvadazAmAM hiMsaka banyo che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda vai.va. 5, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana 89 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe ahiMsA rUpa vyavahAra dharmanuM AcarIne jIvanamAM vaNAI gayelI hiMsakatA sudhArIne prathama vyavahArathI ahiMsA mAnavAmAM, samajavAmAM ane AcaraNamAM lAvavI joIe. AtmAno mULa svabhAva (ahiMsaka) pragaTAvavA mATe jIvamAtrane Atma samAna mAnIne, te daSTie jovA ane pachI ahiMsaka vartana jIvo sAthe karavuM. bIjA jIvanAM dravya prANanA nAzathI ApaNo ahiMsaka svabhAva kema avarAya ? ja: jIva mAtra sAthe jIvane sajAtIyapaNAno saMbaMdha che. dareka jIvane jIvavuM game che, ApaNI jema tenA prANanAzathI te duHkhI thAya che. jIva mAtrane sukha game che, duHkha nathI gamatuM. koI paNa jIvane haNIe to jIvatvene ApaNe saMbaMdha hovAthI jene tuM haNe che te te pote ja chuM. A rIte sajAtIyatAthI abheda hovAthI ApaNe saMbaMdhathI gunegAra banIe chIe ane karmasattAnI sajArUpe e AvaraNa karIne ahiMsakabhAvane DhAMkI de che. arthAtu, tArI mUDI lUMTI le che bhikhArI banAve che. have ahiMsaka bhAva pragaTAvavA mATe ahiMsAnA prakAro samajavA joIe. hiMsA dravya prANonA nAzathI ane bhAva prANonA nAzathI thAya che. dravya ane bhAva prANonI rakSAthI ahiMsA dharma thAya che. temAM dravya prANonI rakSA mATe jIvana jIvavA mATe thatI kriyA arthAtuM, zarIranA dharmomAM thatI kriyA, vartana sudhAravAM paDe che. zarIranA dharmo-khAvuM, pIvuM, bolavuM, cAlavuM, suvuM, besavuM, UbhuM rahevuM, nihAra vigere. temAM thatI jIvonA dravya prANInI rakSA karavI te ahiMsA dharma. rakSA kevI rIte karavI? te mATe daza vaikAlika sUtramAM jovuM. dharma 2 vi.va. 6, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa svarUpa dharma che. A traNamAM sakala zAstrano samAveza thaI jAya che. je kAMI dharmanuM svarUpa zAstrakAroe pharamAvyuM che te A traNamAM samAI jAya che. mATe traNa vastu upara jeTaluM ciMtana karIe eTaluM ochuM che. AtmAmAM (dareka padArthomAM) be dharma rahelA che. sAmAnya ane vizeSa. sAmAnya dharma e nizcayanayane avalaMbe che. vizeSa dharma, e vyavahAra dharmane avalaMbe che. A sarva sAmAnya vastunA mukhya dharmanI vAta karI te mukhya dharmo dareka vastumAM rahelA hovAthI ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa e traNene nizcaya ane vyavahArathI samajavA joIe. vyavahArathI ahiMsA ApaNA zarIranI ceSTA (khAvuM, bolavuM vagere.) thI thatI dravya prANonA nAzarUpa hiMsAthI bacavuM te. vyavahArathI saMyama - ApaNA mana, vacana, kAyAno kAbU. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 90 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavahArathI tapa - bAhya tapazcaraNa. nizcayathI ahiMsA - sva-para bhAva prANonuM rakSaNa karavuM. nizcayathI saMyama - ApaNA upayogano kAbU. nizcayathI tapa - upayoganI sthiratA. dharma 3 vai.va.pra. 7, saM. 2048 ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e traNa nizcayathI ane vyavahArathI dharma svarUpa che. vyavahArathI dharma anuSThAnarUpa che. tenuM AcaraNa karavAthI azubha yogonuM parimArjana thAya che ane zubhamAM pravartana thAya che. dharma traNe yogathI karavAno che. yoganI azubha pravRtti te ja adharma che. tene zubhamAM pravartAvavA paramAtmAe anuSThAnarUpa vyavahAra dharma batAvyo che. nizcayadharmane pragaTAvavA A vyavahAra dharma AlaMbana che. tenA AlaMbanathI yogonI azubha pravRtti TaLe che ane AtmA zubha pravRttimAM joDAya che. zubhamAM joDAvAthI azubha karma baMdha aTake che, zubhano baMdha zarU thAya che ane vAraMvAra zubhanA sevanathI ane anumodanathI zubhano anubaMdha evo thAya che ke zuddha dharma pragaTavAnuM bIja paDe che. guNa prAgaTayanI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya che kAraNa ke anubaMdhI zubha karma nizcaya dharma pragaTa karavA mATenI bAhya sarva sAmagrI pragaTa karI Ape che pachI to kevaLa puruSArtha ja bAkI rahe che. pachI to sAmAnya puruSArthathI nija sattA pragaTa karavAnuM bane evI saraLatAvALI bhUmikA racAya che. yoga pravRtti zubha bane to temAM joDAyelo upayoga zubha bane ane Atma puruSArtha sAthe sAthe joradAra bane to upayoga azuddha maTIne zuddha bane. ahIM nizcayathI ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e traNemAM upayoganuM ja pravartana batAvyuM che. ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e traNe kriyA svarUpa che mATe nizcayathI A traNemAM upayoganI kriyA kevI hoya? te batAvavA mATe kahyuM ke - ahiMsAmAM sva-para bhAva prANI (upayoga)nuM rakSaNa karavuM. saMyamamAM - upayogane kAbUmAM rAkhavo. tapamAM - upayogane sthira rAkhavo. vyavahArathI ahiMsA, saMyama, ane tapa e traNemAM yoganuM pravartana batAvyuM che. zubha yoganA pravartanamAM traNe yogathI jIvanA prANInI rakSA karavI te ahiMsA. traNe yogathI pAMca Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhI saMyamita banAvavI te saMyama. traNe yogathI tapavuM - te tapa, mana vacana, kAyAnA yogone tapAvavA te ta5. sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma 4 vai.va.DhI. 7, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e AtmAnuM svarUpa che. kemake AtmAmAM anAdi kALathI ahiMsaka bhAva sahaja che mATe ja puruSArtha dvArA pragaTAvI zakAya che. AtmAmAM svataMtratA, svAdhInatAno svabhAva sahaja che mATe ja puruSArtha dvArA pAMca IndriyonA viSayonI parAdhInatAmAMthI chUTI sadA kALa mATe svataMtra banI zake che. AtmAmAM aNAhArIpaNuM sahaja che karmanA AvaraNathI DhaMkAyelo aNAhArI svabhAva AtmA puruSArtha dvArA pragaTa karI zake che. AtmAnI ahiMsakatA, svAdhInatA ane aNAhArItA pragaTa karavA mATe ahiMsA, saMyama ane taparUpa anuSThAnanA AlaMbanarUpa prabhue prakAzyA che. paramAtmAne te dharma pragaTa che mATe AdarzarUpe paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana levAnuM ane upAyarUpe paramAtmAnI vANInuM AlaMbana levAnuM che. paramAtmA ahiMsAmUrti, saMyamamUrti, tapomUrti che. temanAM darzana mAtrathI te te svarUpa pragaTa karavAnI IcchA thAya che nizcayathI Atma svarUpanI ekatAnA kAraNe nija AtmAmAM paDeluM te svarUpa dekhAya che, zraddhAya che ane pragaTa karavAnI jhaMkhanA thatAM tenA jANakAra pAse upAya meLavavA prayatna karAya che. jJAnI guru bhagavaMta pAsethI prabhue prakAzelo mArga jANavA maLe che. guru bhagavaMta paNa ahiMsA pragaTAvavA mATe prathama hiMsAnuM svarUpa samajAve che. anAdi kALathI jIva karmanA AvaraNathI potAnA svarUpane DhAMkIne beTho che. kAraNa ke karmathI baMdhAyelo jIva zarIrane dhAraNa kare che, prANone (dravya prANo 10) dhAraNa kare che. te prANone TakAvavA zarIrano dharma zarIranI prakRti khAvuM, pIvuM, haravuM, pharavuM, sUvuM, besavuM vigere che te zarIranI pravRttimAM bIjA jIvonA prANI hoDamAM mUkAya che. bIjA jIvonA prANono nAza tenuM nAma hiMsA. dravya prANonA saMrakSaNa mATe arthAtu, zarIra TakAvavA mATe pRthvIkAyAdi ekendriya jIvono upayoga karavo paDe che. tathA pravRttizIla zarIranA halana calanathI beIndriya Adi jIvonI hiMsA paNa thaI jAya che. gRhastha ane sAdhu A banne prakAranA zarIradhArI jIvo ne paranA prANono nAza thaI jAya che. te mATe paramAtmAe dharmanI prarUpaNA karatAM teno be prakAramAM samAveza karyo che. dezavirati ane sarvavirati, gRhastha mATe dezavirati dharma, ane sAdhu mATe sarvavirati dharmanuM pAlana karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. jethI dezavirati dharmavALAne bina jarUrI hiMsA choDavAnuM kahyuM che. sarvavirati dharmavALAne saMpUrNa hiMsA choDavAnuM kahyuM che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 92 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma pa vai.va. 8, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e dharma svarUpa che temAM vyavahArathI paLAtI ahiMsAthI AtmAmAM ahiMsAnI pariNati pedA thAya che. koI paNa anuSThAnanuM vAraMvAra sevana karavAthI te maya AtmAmAM adhyavasAya jAge che ane lAMbA samaye te dRDha bane che, mATe dravyathI paNa paramAtmAe batAvelA ahiMsA dharmanuM pAlana karavuM. rUDhi mujaba paNa kriyA niSphaLa che ema mAnIne choDavI nahi. vAraMvAra te karavAthI AtmAmAM pariNati janmAve che. kriyAnI vidhinI upekSA na hovI joIe. aneka bhavonA hiMsAnA saMskAro upara te karAtI kriyA ghA kare che tyAre bhAvamAMthI hiMsA chUTI jAya che ane pariNati nirmaLa bane che. mATe ja hiMsAno tyAga karavA pharamAvyuM che, te mATe gRhasthane sthUla prANAtipAta viramaNa vrata che sAdhune sarvathI prANAtipAta viramaNa mahAvrata che. jagatamAM jaDa, cetana be dravyo che. jaDanI kiMmata nathI. cetananI kiMmata che. hiMsA jaDanI nathI kahevAtI, cetananI hiMsA kahevAya che kAraNa jIva mahAna vastu che, tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. dharma 6 je.zu. 7, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e traNe prakArano dharma vyavahAra nayathI samajAvyo. te sAthe e traNe dharmane nizcayathI paNa vicAryo. "dhammo maMgala muviyuM, dinA saMgamo savo'' e dharmanuM svarUpa vyavahArathI kahyuM. have 'vastu sarAvA dho'" e dharmanuM nizcayathI svarUpa batAve che. vastuno svabhAva te dharma. koI paNa vastuno je svabhAva che te teno dharma che. jema agnino dharma uSNatA, pANIno dharma zItaLatA che tema cha vastumAM (dharmAstikAyAdi) AtmAno dharma jJAna, darzana, cAritrAdi che. arthAt, jANavuM, jovuM, AnaMda pAmavuM te AtmAno svabhAva che. A dharma vastu sAthe avinAbhAvI che. dharma vinAnI vastu ja nathI. dharma vastunA astitvane batAve che. svabhAva kaho, dharma kaho, ke guNa kaho, te traNe eka ja che. AtmAnA guNo anaMtA che, paraMtu dharma eka ja che svabhAva. sva-potAnI, bhAva-hAjarI batAvavI, astitva batAvavuM, svabhAva AtmAnI sattA batAve che. AtmAnuM sat svarUpa te svabhAva. te sat svarUpa kayA kayA dharmo-guNo batAve che ? jJAna, darzana, cAritrAdi. A dharmo saMpUrNa pragaTe che tyAre AtmAnuM sat svarUpa saMpUrNa bahAra Ave che ane te pote ja anubhavI zake che. mATe ja kahyuM che ke "jJAnavarzanacAritraLi mokSamAn:'' jJAna, darzana, cAritra pragaTa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 93 Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya tyAre AtmA mukata-karma baMdhanathI chUTo thAya che. mATe ja e traNa dharmane mokSanA mArgarUpa-upAyarUpa kahyA che. karmathI mukta thavuM hoya to jJAna, darzana, cAritra je karmathI avarAyelA che tenuM AvaraNa dUra karI pragaTa karo jethI AtmA potAnA svarUpane prApta kare. dharma che je.zu. 8, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana vastu svabhAva ne dharma sAdhya che ane ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa svarUpa dharma te sAdhana che. mATe jIvanabhara ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapane AcarI Atma svabhAvane pragaTa karavo athavA siddha karavo. sAdhana vinA siddhi thatI nathI, paramAtmAe paNa A sAdhanane sevyuM che ane pachI prarUpyuM che. kevaLa sAdhana, sAdhya vinAnuM ISTa siddhi karI ApatuM nathI. mATe Atma svarUpane pragaTa karavAnA dhyeyathI ahiMsA, saMyama ane parUpa dharma jenAthI sadhAya che evA paMca mahAvrata, paMca samiti, traNa guptirUpa aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM pAlana upayoga pUrvaka karavAmAM tatpara banavuM. paMca mahAvratAdinA pAlana mATe tenA svarUpanI oLakhANa-jJAna meLavavuM te jJAna jJAnI guru bhagavaMta pAsethI maLe che mATe temanI sevA karI, kRpA prApta karavI. jethI prApta thayeluM jJAna AtmAmAM pariName. A rIte sAdhyarUpa dharmane pragaTAvavA mATe AtmAnuM svarUpa tenA kahenAra ane jene te dharma pragaTa thayo che te paramAtmAnuM svarUpa, ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADanAra guru bhagavaMtanuM svarUpa sAdhyarUpa ane sAdhanarUpa dharmanuM svarUpa, tathA sAdhanarUpa dharmanA peTA vibhAgarUpa vrataniyamAdinI oLakhANa hovI joIe. sAthe sAthe te te saMbaMdhI vAtanI zraddhA hovI joIe. A rIte darzana, jJAna ane sAdhanA-cAritra, e traNa maLIne mokSanI prApti thAya che. dharma 8 je.zu. 10, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana dharmane kalpavRkSa, ciMtAmaNi ratna, kAmadhenunI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. teno artha e che ke jagatamAM evI koI vastu nathI ke je dharmathI na maLe. arthAtu, saghaLI ISTaprApti dharmathI ja thAya che. kalpavRkSa vigere to mAMgIe teTalI ja vastu Ape che. dharma to nahi ciMtavelI vastu paNa Ape che. dharmano mahimA apUrva che, anupama che, tenAM vizeSaNo pakhIsUtramAM varNavyAM che. "imassa dhammassa kevalipannattassa ahiMsAlakakhaNassa.... dharmano mahimA ATalo badho kema? A dharmanA mULamAM ahiMsA rahelI che arthAtuM, bIjA jIvono vicAra che, bIjA jIvonA duHkhanI ciMtA che, bIjAnA sukhano vicAra che. svArthano tyAga che, parArthano bhAva che. kSamA, vinaya, satya, niSparigrahitA, upazama (tapelAne) no chaMTakAva karanAra hovAthI sukhadAyaka brahmanA AnaMdane upajAvanAra nirdoSa, AtmaguNono bhaMDAra, vikAra rahita eTale zuddha che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 94 Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je.zu. 10, saM. 2048, bhadrakara svAdhyAya maMdira Avo dharma pragaTAvavA mATe zAstrakAre ghaNA upAyo batAvyA che. dharma e amRta che, tethI tene AdaranAra amara bane che. dharmathI sukha maLe che, paraMtu teno Adara nahi karanAra duHkhI thAya che te eTaluM ja satya che. dharmanuM svarUpa mahAna che tema teno mahimA ane phaLa paNa mahAna che. te dharmane pragaTAvavA mATe yoganI bhUmikAmAM ATha prakAro batAvyA che. 1. yama 2. niyama 3. Asana 4. prANAyAma pa. pratyAhAra 6. dhAraNA 7. dhyAna 8. samAdhi. temAM yama, niyama e be prakAramAM bAhyathI ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanuM pAlana che. Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhAraNAmAM atyaMtara pAlana che. dhyAna ane samAdhimAM nizcayathI ahiMsAdino abhyAsa che ane chevaTe svabhAva prApti che. 19. dharma (ahiMsA) 1 vi.va. 9, saM. 2048 vyavahArathI ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavA mATe sAdhunI caryA kevI hoya? arthAtuM, "daM dAre ? hadaM vi ? mAre ? hadaM che ? ___kahe bhujaMto bhAsaMto, pAvaM kammaM na baMdhai ?" jIvonA daza prANonuM rakSaNa karavuM che to kevI rIte cAlavuM? kevI rIte UbhuM rahevuM? kevI rIte bolavuM? teno javAba zAstrakAra maharSie eka ja zabdamAM Apyo che ke A badhuMya sAdhue jayaNAthI karavuM. - zarIranI A dareka kriyAmAM yatanA rAkhavI. yatanA eTale zuM ? je kriyAmAM je rIte jIvanI hiMsA thatI hoya te hiMsAne tyajavI. arthAtu, kALajI rAkhIne vartavuM. cAlatAM IrSA samitinuM pAlana karavuM. UbhA rahevAmAM pramArjana karavuM, kAyagupti rAkhavI. besavAmAM pramArjana karavuM. kAyagupti rAkhavI. sUvAmAM pramArjana karavuM kAyagupti rAkhavI. khAvAmAM beMtAlIza doSa + pAMca doSa TALIne vAparavuM. bolavAmAM bhASA samitinuM pAlana karavuM, muhapatti rAkhIne bolavuM vigere. dharma (ahiMsA) 2 vaii.va. 10, 2048 jIvane daza prANa che. temAM pAMca Indriyone pAMca prANa gaNyA che kAraNa ke temAM jIvanuM caitanya che. nivRtti upakaraNa te dravya Indriya che, labdhi ane upayoga te bhAva Indriya che. A bhAva Indriya jIvanuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 95 Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caitanya che. kadAca dravya Indriyano nAza thayo hoya to paNa jIva jIvI zake che. bhAva Indriyano nAza AyuSya ane zvAsozvAsa nAmanA prANanA kSaye thaI jAya che. bhAva IndriyamAM bhAva prANano aMza rahelo che kemake te guNa pragaTa karavAnA jJAna, samajaNa meLavavAnA sAdhanarUpa che. mATe dravya prANonI hiMsAmAM paNa ekendriya karatAM beIndriya, tenA karatAM teIndriya yAvat paMcendriyanI hiMsA caDhatA krame vizeSa gaNatAM virAdhanAno doSa vadhu lAge che ane tenuM prAyazcita paNa e rIte anukrame vizeSa ApavAmAM Ave che. ahiMsaka bhAva pragaTa karavA mATe prathama ahiMsAnuM pAlana kevI rIte karavuM tenuM vyavahArika jJAna meLavavuM joIe ane ahiMsAne oLakhavA mATe tenAthI viparIta je doSa che te hiMsAne oLakhavI joIe. hiMsA eTale jIvano vadha, nAza. jIvanA prANono nAza. te hiMsAne samajavA mATe prathama jIvane oLakhavo joIe. jIvane oLakhavA mATe tenuM lakSaNa jANavuM joIe. padArthano asAdhAraNa dharma te tenuM lakSaNa kahevAya. te dharma na hoya to te padArtha ja na kahevAya. dareka padArtha pota potAnA lakSaNathI oLakhAya che. jagatamAM be padArtho che. jIva ane ajIva. jIvane oLakhavA mATe tenI pratispardhI vastu ajIvane paNa oLakhavI joIe. anvaya ane vyatireka vyAptithI vastunuM saMpUrNa jJAna-oLakhANa thAya che. poin tAjA" | jIvanuM upayoga e lakSaNa che. upayoga e jIvano asAdhAraNa dharma che. upayoga na hoya to e jIva ja na kahevAya. jIvanI pratispardhI vastu ajIva che. jagatamAM jIva e zuM vastu che.? jeTalI ajIva vastu che te jIva nathI, te sivAyanI vastu te jIva che. "taH sarva tat sattA-sAda" eTale upayoga hoya to jIvanI sattA che. "taH 3mAve mALe vyatire" eTale upayoga na hoya to jIva na hoya. to zuM hoya? ajIva. vyatireka vyAptithI jIvanI pratispardhI vastu ajIva siddha thAya che mATe tene oLakhavAthI vastu (jIva)nuM satya jJAna thAya che. have jemAM upayoga nathI tenI hiMsA thatI nathI. hiMsAne jIvanI sAthe saMbaMdha che. kAraNa ke daza prANo jIvane hoya che, ajIvane nathI. hiMsA tene kahevAya che ke je kriyAthI prANono atipAta (nAza) thAya che. te prANo jIvane ja hoya che. bIjA jIvonA prANono atipAta kayA-kayA hetuthI, nimittathI thAya che? ApaNA jIvana vyavahAranA kAraNe svAbhAvika thAya che ane rAga, dveSa, mohAdinA AdhInapaNAthI paNa jIva bIjA jIvono vinAza kare che. A vinAzathI saMpUrNa bacavA mATe sAdhu dharma batAvyo ane bina jarUrI hiMsAthI bacavA mATe gRhastha dharma-zrAvaka dharma batAvyo che. mATe ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe apramattapaNe dharma (sAdhu-zrAvaka) Adaravo joIe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 96 Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma (ahiMsA) 3 vai.va. 11, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana vyavahArathI ahiMsA pAlanano mArga batAvyo. have nizcayathI ahiMsA kone kahevAya tene pragaTa karavA mATe kayo upAya tathA AlaMbana grahaNa karavA ? te kahe che. nizcayathI AtmA pote ahiMsakabhAva svarUpa che. potAnA ane paranA (Atma tattvanA) jJAnAdi guNonuM rakSaNa karavuM te nizcayathI ahiMsA che, AtmatattvanA jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, zakti vigere (vIrya) guNono ghAta karavo te nizcayathI hiMsA che. te hiMsA kSaNe kSaNe cAlu che. jJAnAdi guNo para AvaraNa Ave evI ApaNI je koI pravRtti cAlu che te nizcayathI (AtmAnI) hiMsA karI rahyo che. AtmA upara samaye samaye sAta karmanI raja coTe che. temAM ochA vadhatA aMza dareka karmanA che. paraMtu AtmAnA guNono ghAta karanAra ghAti karmanI raja coMTe tyAre tenA bhAva prANo haNAya che mATe jJAnAvaraNIyAdibaMdhanI hetubhUta pravRttithI aTakavuM joIe ane bIjA jIvone paNa jJAnAvaraNIya, mohanIya, aMtarAya karma baMdhAya evI pravRttithI ApaNe sadaMtara dUra rahevuM joIe. mohanIyanI 28 prakRti, aMtarAyanI pAMca prakRti Adi baMdhamAM ApaNe nimitta na banavA vizeSa jAgRta rahevuM. ajJAnapaNe AvI ApaNI pravRtti sAhajika thaI gaI che ane paranA bhAvaprANanI hiMsA kayAre thaI jAya che tenI khabara paNa paDatI nathI. nizcayathI saMpUrNa ahiMsaka to ApaNe kSapaka zreNimAM ja thaI zakIe chIe. paraMtu caturtha guNa sthAnakathI ApaNI pravRtti nizcayathI hiMsA tyajavAnA lakSyavALI hovI joIe ane zakti hoya teTalA puruSArthathI hiMsA choDavI joIe. nizcayathI ahiMsA pragaTa karavA, upAyarUpa samyagudarzana, dezavirati, sarva viratinI guNazreNi upara caDhavuM joIe. A AtmAnA guNonuM prAgaTaya ja evA prakAranuM che ke AtmAmAM bhAvaprANonuM rakSaNa karavAnI vRtti sahaja thaI jAya che. te guNo pragaTa karavA (samyagu darzana Adi) zAstranuM ane gurunuM AlaMbana levuM. zAstramAMthI guru bhagavaMtanI pAse tattva (jIvAdi)nuM svarUpa samajI tenA para zraddhA vigere thavAthI te te guNo pragaTe che. AlaMbana jene te guNo pragaTa thayA che te AdarzarUpe paramAtmA tathA zAstramAMthI paramAtmAnI vANI dvArA, ane guru bhagavaMta pAsethI vANInA paramArthane samajavA :- A rIte AlaMbana paramAtmAnuM, paramAtmAnI vANInuM ane te vANIne samajavA guru bhagavaMtanuM temanA anugrahane prApta karavA levAnuM che. jyAM sudhI AlaMbananI upekSA che tyAM sudhI pAramArthika guNo AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thatA nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 9> Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma (ahiMsA) 4 vai.va. 13, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana paramAtmA ahiMsAnI mUrti che. Agama (paramAtmAnI vANI)mAM ahiMsAnI prAptinA upAyo che. guru bhagavaMta - ahiMsAnuM pAlana karanAra che, te ahiMsAnuM pAlana zIkhavADe che, samajAve che. zIkhanArane anugrahanI prApti thAya che. guru bhagavaMtanA anugrahathI AgamanAM rahasyo samajAya che ane ahiMsAnI siddhi AtmAne prApta thAya che. koI paNa dharmanI siddhimAM A traNe (paramAtmA, Agama, guru bhagavaMta) upakAraka tattva che. te traNenA upakArane mAnanArA svIkAranArA kRtazI AtmAne dharmano kSayopazama saraLatAthI thAya che. dharmanA mULa dezaka jagataguru paramAtmA che. temane kadI bhUlavA nahi. temane bhUlIne karelo dharmaprApti mATeno puruSArtha prAyaH niSphaLa jAya che. mATe ja paramAtmAne ahiMsAnI mUrti svarUpa hRdayamAM sthApana karIne guru bhagavaMtanI pAse paramAtmAnI vANInuM pAna, paramAtmA, vANI ane guru bhagavAna e traNenA upakAranA svIkArapUrvaka karavuM. A rIte kareluM AgamanuM amRta pAna AtmAmAM sthira thAya che ane te dharmanI siddhi meLave che. kAraNa ke jene (paramAtmAne) hRdayamAM sthApita karyA che temane e vastu (dharma) siddha thayelo che. temanI vANI (Agama)mAM ahiMsAnuM svarUpa sanAtana siddha che te batAvyuM che, guru bhagavAna te dharmanI siddhi mATeno puruSArtha karI rahyA che. arthAt, siddhi tarapha jaI rahyA che. A dharmanuM svarUpa traNa prakArathI batAvyuM che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. A traNamAM mukhyatA ahiMsAnI che. saMyama ane tapa paNa ahiMsAnI ja puSTi mATe che. 20. dharma (saMyama) 1 ve.va. 14, saM. 2048 saMyama dharma vyavahArathI sattara prakAre batAvyo che. saMyama=samyaka prakAre kAbU. zeno ? mana, vacana, kAyAno athavA pAMca Indriyono. saMyama bIjA jIvonI rakSA mATe ja rAkhavAno che. A traNa dharmamAM mukhyatA ahiMsA dharmanI che. bIjA be dharma te ahiMsAnI ja puSTi mATe AcaravAnA che. jIvonI hiMsA ApaNA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga dvArA thAya che mATe tene kAbUmAM rAkhavAthI jIvonI rakSA thAya che e traNe yogo pAMca IndriyonA viSayonA sevanamAM vyApta thAya che tyAre te yogo jo bekAbU bane che to jIvanI hiMsA thAya che. mATe ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe upAya tarIke rAMyama ane tapa dharma che. saMyamathI mana, vacana, kAyAnI sAdhakano aMtarnAda Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravRtti yatattAthI karavAmAM Ave che ane pAMce Indriyone pota potAnA viSayamAM vyAvRta thatAM yatanA dvArA jIvanuM saMrakSaNa karavAmAM Ave che. tathA sArA-khoTA viSayonA saMbaMdhamAM AvatI Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavA dvArA (mohAdi-rAga dveSa na karatAM) jIvanA bhAvaprANone rakSe che. dharma (saMyama) ra vai.va. 0, saM. 2048 jIva, karmane AdhIna-parataMtra banelo jo saMyamita jIvana jIve to ja AMzika sukha ane zAMtino anubhava karI zake. karmAdhIna jIvane parAdhIna banavA mATe je Indriyo bahAranA padArthonuM jJAna karavA maLI che teno upayoga te jJAna meLavIne te padArtho para sArA khoTAnI vaheMcaNIthI AgaLa vadhIne sArA upara rAga ane khoTA upara dveSa A be yoddhAo mohe mokalyA che teno upayoga kare che. svAdhInatAnuM sukha bhUlIne sAro padArtha mAnIne rAga thAya che (jemAM kevaLa parAdhInatA che) tene sukha mAne che. je vaibhAvika sukha che. svabhAvanuM sukha te Atmika che tene meLavavA mATe bekAbU banelI Indriyone prathama saMyamita banAvavI paDe. dharma (saMyama) 3 je.zu. 1+2 Indriyone kAbUmAM rAkhavAno upadeza zAstrakAroe Thera Thera Apyo che tenuM kAraNa anAdi kALathI sukhano lipsa jIva sukha meLavavA mATe phAMphAM mAre che. mATe anukULatAne sukha mAnIne IndriyonA viSayo jo anukULa maLe to tenA bhogavaTAmAM sukha mAne che. pratikULatAmAM duHkha mAne che. A tenI mAnyatA sAcI nathI. mATe sAcuM sukha meLavavA bAhya sukhanA heturUpa IndriyonA anukULa viSayomAM rAgane choDAvavA mATe bhogavaTAmAM saMyama keLavavAnuM kahyuM che. eka eka Indriyane AdhIna banelo jIva duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya che. to pAMce Indriyane AdhIna banelA jIvanuM to kahevuM ja zuM ? A rIte ciMtana dvArA prathama, IndriyonA viSayo upara virAga keLavavo. dharma (saMyama) 4 je.zu. 3 saMyama sattara prakAre kahyo che temAM pAMca Indriyono saMyama mukhya che. pAMca Indriyo ane chaThThuM atindriya mana e chamAM traNe yogano samAveza thaI jAya che. mana, vacana, kAyA A traNane kAbUmAM rAkhavAthI ghaNAM pApo aTakI jAya che ane sattara prakAranA saMyamano samAveza A traNa yoganA saMyamamAM thaI jAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 99 Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A saMyamathI jIvonI hiMsAthI bacI zakAya che. mATe saMyamane dharma kahyo che. "ahiMsA paramo dharma" che. ahiMsA e ja parama-utkRSTa dharma che daza vaikAlika sUtramAM ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa e traNene dharma svarUpa kahyA che tenuM kAraNa utkRSTa dharma ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavA mATe saMyama ane tapanI jarUra che, mATe te dharmasvarUpa che. dharma (saMyama) 5 je.zu. 4, saM. 2048 mana, vacana, kAyA ane upayoga. AmAM traNa yoga che, eka upayoga che. vyavahAra nathI saMyama traNa yogathI athavA pAMca IndriyathI sadhAya che. nizcayathI saMyama upayogathI sadhAya che. pAMca IndriyonA trevIsa viSayonuM jJAna AtmAne thAya che. jJAna thayA pachI jayAre AtmA mohane AdhIna thAya che tyAre AtmAne rAga-dveSanI pariNati thAya che. paraMtu te vakhate AtmA jJAtA-draSTAbhAvamAM rahe to nizcayathI saMyama (upayoga saMyamita) thAya che. mATe yogano saMyama te vyavahArathI che. upayogano saMyama te nizcayathI che. nizcayathI saMyama prApta karavA mATe prathama yoganA saMyamano abhyAsa karavo joIe. yoganA saMyama mATe pAMce Indriyone vaza karavI joIe tene vaza karavA mATe anukULa viSayono tyAga ane pratikULa viSayonuM sevana karavuM joIe. A rIte tyAga karatAM karatAM viSayo upara vairAgya pragaTa thAya che ane tenA utkaTa vairAgyathI-udAsInatAthI jJAtA-draSTAbhAva keLavAto jAya che. A baMne nayathI saMyamano abhyAsa karavA mATe prathama sukhanI lipsA choDavI joIe ane AtmAnA sahaja sukhanuM jJAna meLavI te sukhanI lipsA pragaTa karavI joIe ane te kevI rIte maLe? tenA upAyo meLavI teno abhyAsa paNa A sAthe ja karavo joIe. jethI bhautika sukhanI lipsAnA vicAro zAMta thavA mAMDe ane saMyama keLavavAmAM saraLatA rahe. 21. dharma tapa je.zu. 5, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana dharmanAM traNa svarUpa che ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa. ahiMsA ane saMyama svarUpanI vyavahArathI, ane nizcayathI yatkiMcit vicAraNA karI. have tapa svarUpa dharmanI vicAraNA karIe. saMyama, jema ahiMsA siddha karavA mATe che tema tapa paNa ahiMsAnI siddhi mATe jarUrI che. nizcayathI zelezIkaraNa rUpa tapa chello thAya che tyAre ahiMsaka bhAvarUpa AtmAnuM svarUpa siddha thAya che. bAra prakAranA tapamAM atyaMtara tapa svarUpa kAyotsarganI parAkASThA e zailezIkaraNa che. je karaNamAM dravya ke bhAva hiMsA saMpUrNatayA astitva dharAvatI nathI. tapa paNa vyavahAra ane nizcayathI, ema be prakAre che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 100 Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavahAra tapa be prakAre. bAhA ane atyaMtara. temAM atyaMtara tapa nizcaya tapanI samIpamAM laI jAya che. nizcaya tapa-Atma svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa che. jemAM saMpUrNa tRpti hovAthI arthAtu, jagatanA koI paNa padArthanI IcchA rahI nathI. sakala IcchAono virAma che, tenuM nAma nizcayathI tapa. A tapa mATe cha prakArano atyaMtara tapa apramattapaNe satata Adaravo joIe ane e atyaMtara tapane sAdhavA mATe bAhya tapanuM sevana karavuM joIe. bAhya tapamAM AtmA ane zarIranI bhinnatA anubhavavAno abhyAsa che. jenA sevanathI zarIranI sukhAkArInI Tevo naSTaprAya: thaI jAya che. tyAre Atmaruci pragaTe che athavA Atma sAdhanAmAM zarIranAM kaSTo vidanarUpa banatAM nathI. zArIrika kaSTonAM vidanono jaya moTe bhAge bAhya tapathI thAya che. - zarIranAM kaSTo-bhUkha, tRSA, bAvIza pariSaho, vigere che. tene anazana, uNodarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasatyAgathI sahavAno abhyAsa thAya che. kAyakaleza saMlInatAthI parISado, rogo vigerenAM kaSTo sahavAno abhyAsa thAya che. mATe ja Atma sAdhanA batAvanAra dareka dharmomAM tapazcaraNa kahyuM che, jethI kaSTa sahavAno abhyAsI potAnA AtmAmAM helAIthI sthiratA pAmI zake che. rara. cama-niyama vrata-niyama. je.zu. 11, saM. 2048 yama-niyama, vrata-niyama A badhAmAM AcaraNa sudhAravAnuM che. je AcaraNathI pAne-jIvone pIDA che te AcaraNa satuM nathI-sAruM nathI. ema bhagavaMte kahyuM che. kemake pIDA koIne gamatI nathI. jayAM sudhI jIva yama-niyamamAM nathI Avato tyAM sudhI aniyaMtrita ghoDAnI jema pAMce Indriyo, traNe yogone chUTA mUkavAmAM Ave che to bIjAne ghaNuM nukasAna kare che ane tethI potAnuM ahita thAya che. sva-parane bAdhA na pahoMce tevuM jIvana jIvavuM tethI potAnuM hita thAya che, ane bIjAne paNa hitakara che. mATe paramAtmAe jIve kevI rIte vartavuM te batAvyuM che. jene vrata kahevAya che. vRt dhAtu uparathI vrata zabda banyo che. vartana sudhAro tenA mATe dharma be prakAre batAvyo che. 1. sarvavirati dharma 2. dezavirati dharma. eka sAdhu dharma, bIjo zrAvaka dharma. sarva pApothI aTakavuM te sAdhu mATe zakaya che. dezathI pApothI aTakavuM te gRhastha mATe zakaya che. A dharma vartana sudharyA vagara na thaI zake. chUTI mUkelI Indriyone damavI paDe, yogone niyamita rAkhavA joIe. A dharmamAM vartana sudhAravAnuM che mATe ja tene vrata kahevAya che. saMpUrNa pAponA virAmane mahAvrata kahevAya che, je sAdhu karI zake. dezathI eTale jIvana jarUriyAta mATe pAponI chUTI rAkhI bAkInAM pApono virAma tene aNuvrata kahevAya che jene niyamamAM Avelo gRhastha karI zake. arthAtu, vartI zake. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 101 Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23. Atma-svarUpa A.va. 9, saM. 2048 guNa-paryAya AtmAnA che, te vyavahAra che. nizcayathI to eka dravya ja che. kemake "AtmAnA (dravyanA) guNa paryAya" ema SaSThi vibhakti saMbaMdhita vastune batAve che, ane je saMbaMdhita vastu che te dravyathI bhinna che ane guNa-paryAya to AtmAthI (dravyathI) bhinna nathI. vaLI kayAreya te chUTA paDatA nathI. A to AtmAnuM potAnuM ja svarUpa (guNa svarUpa, paryAya svarUpa) che tene samajavA mATe vyavahArathI batAvyuM che ke "suna paryAvat dhya" vat pratyayathI bhinnatA je dekhADe che te ja vyavahAra che. nizcayathI to guNa e ja AtmA, zuddha paryAya e ja AtmA, zuddha guNa ane zuddha paryAya sahabhAvI ja che, tene judA pADIne kema batAvAya ? AtmAnuM potAnuM jJAna svarUpa eTale zAyika bhAvanA paryAya svarUpa je karmanA kSayathI pragaTa thayeluM che te AtmAne jJAnarUpe oLakhavA mATe che. kSayopazama odayikamAvanI paryAya (karmanA udaye dekhAtI paryAya) te to aupacArika che. kema ke upacAra haMmezAM nAza pAmatI vastu che, kSaNe kSaNe cAlI jatI vastu che, te kevaLa vyavahArathI AtmAne oLakhavA mATe che. nizcayathI AtmAne oLakhavA mATe karmanA kSayathI je pragaTeluM potAnuM svarUpa che te satya che, zAzvata che, nizcita che, temAM pheraphAra koI (karma) paNa karI zake tema nathI. dravyanuM rUpAMtara bhale karmanA DhAMkaNathI oLakhAya, dekhAya, paNa te potAnA svabhAvathI cUkato nathI. mATe nizcayathI AtmA e ja eka vastu che. guNa ane paryAya te vyavahAra che. vyavahAra, vastune oLakhavA mATeno karelo Aropa che. ra4. cAra (bhASA) vANI vANI cAra prakAranI - 1, vaikharI 2. madhyamAM 3. pazyatI 4. parA. 1. vaikharI - mukhagatA 2. madhyamA - kaMThagatA 3. pazcaMtI - manogatA, hRdayagatA (atyaMtara manamAM rahelI che.) 4. parA - AtmagatA vaikharI vANI mukhamAMthI utpanna thAya che. madhyamA vANI kaMThamAMthI utpanna thAya che. pazyatI vANI manamAMthI utpanna thAya che. parA vANI AtmAmAMthI utpanna thAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 102 Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ a thI ha sudhInA zabdo je bolAya che te mukhathI bolAtA hovAthI vaikharI vANI kahevAya che. je bIjA paNa sAMbhaLI zake che. te ja zabdo kaMThamAMthI bolAtA hoya je kevaLa pote ja sAMbhaLe che te madhyamA vANI kahevAya che, te vaikharI vANI karatAM sUkSma che. te ja zabdonuM manamAM uccAraNa (vicArarUpa) thAya che, jene mana ja sAMbhaLe che paNa kAnathI na saMbhaLAya te paryaMtI kahevAya che. te ja zabdonuM AtmAmAMthI uccAraNa (mananA AdhAra vinA) thAya che, jeno manane paNa sparza thato nathI te parA vANI kahevAya che. vaikharI vANIthI bhASya jApa thAya che. madhyamA vANIthI upAMzu jApa thAya che. pazyatI vANIthI mAnasa jApa thAya che. parA vANIthI ajapAjApa thAya che. A cAre vANI uttarottara anukrame sUkSma, sUkSmatara, sUkSmatama banatI jAya che ane krama pramANe te balavattara banatI jAya che. jethI parA vANI AtmAnA UMDANamAM avagAhIne rahelI che, pazyatI mananA UMDANamAM avagAhIne rahelI che. mATe pazyatI vANIthI mAnasa jApamAM sthita AtmA nirvikalpa dazAne pAmavA yogya bane che. parA vANIthI AtmAmAM sthita nirvikalpa dazAne anubhave che. 5. samatA samatArasa bhariyo, guNaguNa dariyo, ziva sAtha re yAdavajI. bhA.zu. 9, saM. 2048, devakInaMdana derAsaramAM samatA eTale samAnapaNuM. te samAnapaNAno aMtima paramAtma samAna AtmAne mAnIne AtmAnuM paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa karavuM te che ane teno prAraMbha vyavahArika vartanamAM jayAM rAga, dveSanI pariNati udbhave tevA prasaMgomAM samatA rAkhavI tyAMthI thAya che. prAraMbha vyavahArika samatAthI karavAno che ane te abhyAsa dvArA nizcaya samatA AtmAmAMthI pragaTa karavAnI che. nizcaya samatA prathama mAnavAmAM Ave tyAra pachI nija rUpanuM bhAna thatAM samaja Ave tyAra bAda AtmapuruSArtha thatAM paramAtmAnuM samAnapaNuM AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thatAM AtmA paramAtmA samAna varte. A rIte darzana, jJAna, cAritranA nizcayathI sAdhanA tyAM pUrNa thAya. mukhya to samAnapaNuM Atma dravyanuM mAnavuM, samajavuM, vartavuM. e pramANe aMtima samatA AtmadravyanI ekatAthI Ave che te nizcayathI samatA che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 103 Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teno prAraMbha, abhyAsarUpe vyavahArathI samatA rAkhavAthI thAya che. vyavahArathI karAtI samatAne abhyAsa kahevAya che. nizcayathI karAtI samatAne pariNAma kahevAya che. phaLa kahevAya che. vyavahArathI samatA eTale samAnapaNuM zuM? prAthamika bhUmikAmAM jagatanA jIvo ane jaDa-arthAtuM, jaDa ane cetana. jIva, ajIva dravyano zrutAbhyAsa karI tenA svarUpane oLakhI te svarUpa AtmasAt karavuM, bhAvita karavuM. A rIte jaDacetanano bheda samajIne temAM ApaNuM zuM ane parAyuM zuM e vAtane vAgoLavI. te vAtane cittamAM sthira karavI. vyavahArathI banatA prasaMgo (laukika) keTalAka ApaNane gamatA ane keTalAka aNagamatA hoya che te bannemAM samatA rAkhavI jethI rAga-dveSanI pariNati UbhI na thAya. samatAno artha samAnapaNuM. to gamatA aNagamatAmAM samAnapaNuM zuM? bannene samAna gaNavA? nA. je padArtha gamato-sAro che tenuM sArApaNuM nathI ema to na ja kahevAya. je aNagamato che temAM azubhapaNuM che, te nathI ema na kahevAya. ApaNuM mAneluM che te ApaNI dRSTie sAcuM che. paNa jJAnI te banene samAna jue che mATe te temAM rAge ya karatA nathI ane dveSeya karatA nathI kAraNa ke te mULa dravyane pakaDe che, temanI sUkSma dRSTi tyAM pahoMce ke A gamato ke A aNagamato prasaMga ke padArtha e badhuMya jaDanuM svarUpa che. nAzavaMta che, anitya che, vaLI te tArAthI bhinna che. tuM tene gamatuM aNagamatuM mAnIne, tArI AtmAmAM rahelI samatvanI pariNatine vikRta kare che. gamatuM che te ya jaDa che ane aNagamatuM che te ya jaDa che. AmAM tAruM kAMI nathI. tuM zA mATe tene bheTe che. ? A rIte vyavahArika samatAmAM jaDanI jaDa dravyanI ekatAnA ciMtana dvArA ane cetananI cetana dravya (jagatanA jIvo)nI ekatAnA ciMtana dvArA manane samAdhAna ApavuM te mananuM samAdhAna eja samAdhi, ane samatAnuM svarUpa zarU thAya che ane paramAtmA sAthe AtmAnuM aikya samAnatAnA ciMtana dvArA manane parama samAhita banAvI nizcayathI samAdhi ke samatA pragaTAvavI e samatAnuM pUrNa svarUpa che. tyAM samatA phaLasvarUpe sadA sthira rahe che. asamatA te ajJAnamAMthI udabhave che, kemake jaDamAM jaDatva na mAnyuM ane cetanamAM cetanatva na mAnyuM te ja ajJAna che ane tene mithyAtva kahevAya che. mATe jovAnI dRSTi badalo. jaDane jaDa svarUpa juo, cetanane cetana svarUpe juo. jethI samyakatva pragaTe che ane AtmAnI AnaMda-sukhanI zarUAta ahIthI thAya che ane AtmAnuM pUrNa svarUpa pragaTa thatAM saMpUrNa sukha jayAM che tevA muktinA sukharUpa phaLanI prApti thAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 104 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : anukramaNikA - | saMvata 2049-50-pAnA naM. 105 thI 121 | 1. aucitya 2. Atma darzana 3. tattva darzana-samyagu darzana | zabda brahma aham dvArA abheda dhyAna 5. aham athavA zuddhAtmA 6. parama tattva - paramAtmA 7. sArabhUta vastu 8. sArabhUta vastu prApta karavAnI cAvI - upAya 9. zivata sukhanA kaMda 10. cetanya zaktinuM darzana 11. zivamastu sarva jagataH 12. parahita niratA bhavaMtu bhUtagaNA: 13. doSAH prayAMtu nAza 14. sarvatra sukhI bhavatu loka: 15. caitanya sAthe abheda sAdhanA mATe prathama prayoga 16. caitanya zaktinuM svarupa 17. cetanyazakti - - sAdhakano aMtarnAda - 105 Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. aucitya cai.zu. 14, saM. 2049, siddhacakra gurUmaMdira aucitya eTale ucita pravRtti. ucita eTale je jIvane mATe jevuM ane jeTaluM yogya hoya tevuM ane teTaluM vartana karavuM te tene mATe ucita kahevAya. badhAne mATe samAna vartana te anaucitya che. guNathI, vayathI, saMyama paryAyathI moTA ane nAnAno bheda paDe che, tema teo mATe ucita pravRttimAM paNa bheda paDe. jo ucita pravRttino bheda na rahe to jeo guNAdithI mahAna che temanA mahattvane dhakko pahoMcavAthI karmabaMdha thAya che. jeo je sthAne che te sthAnanuM mahattva hRdayamAM dhArI rAkhavuM joIe ane tene AzrayIne ucita sAcavavuM joIe. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM sthAna sauthI UMcuM che. tethI maMdiramAM kevI rIte javuM, kevA veSe javuM, kevA vinayathI javuM ane temane yogya tyAM jaIne kevI pravRtti karavI vigere bIjA jIvo karatAM bheda paDe che. jo badhAnA jevo ja vyavahAra tyAM paNa karIe to paramAtmAnuM avamUlyana karanAra ApaNe banatA hovAthI bodhidurlabha thaIe chIe. eja rIte manuSyamAM paNa badhA manuSyatvathI samAna hovA chatAM darekanA darajjA pramANe ja yogya vyavahAra karavo joIe. jo ucita vyavahAramAM bhUla thAya to sva-para baMnene nukasAna thAya che. ucita pravRtti nahi karanAra vaDIla hoya to temanI moTAIne haNe che nAnA hoya to temanA mAnane poSaNa maLe ane kleza janaka paNa ApaNI pravRtti bane mATe dareka sthAne ucita pravRttine ghaNuM mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. yoganA graMthomAM paNa ThekANe ThekANe aucityane prAdhAnya ApavAmAM AvyuM che kAraNa ke AtmadharmanA vikAsamAM te aucitya dharma ghaNo saMbaMdhita che. aucitya karavAthI prathama to ahaMkAranI nyUnatA thAya che, mAna gajane vidAya levI paDe che. kemake aucityamAM bIjAne yogya mAna ApavAnuM hoya che. bIjAne mAna ApavAthI mAna vadhe che. bIjuM aucitya pAlanathI bIjA jIvanI prasannatA vadhe che. bIjA jIvanI prasannatAthI ApaNI prasannatA vadhe che. prasannatA ApavI ane ApaNe prasanna rahevuM e ja dharmanuM anaMtara phaLa che. mATe aucitya pAlana Atma dharmanuM eka aMga banI jAya che. mATe aucitya kadI cUkavuM nahi. arihaMta paramAtmA samagra vizvamAM mahAnatA dharAve che chatAM teonuM samasta jIvana (bAlya kALathI mAMDIne) aucityathI suMdara maghamaghAyamAna hatuM. kemake teo namratAnA nidhi hatA. aucitya pAlanathI jIvane jIvanI sAthe madhuratAno anubhava thAya che. e madhuratA ja samyag darzananI prAptimAM agrasthAna dharAve che. maitrI Adi bhAvo paNa te sAdhakano aMtarnAda 106 Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ madhuratAne ja AbhArI che. tethI koI paNa saMyogomAM dharmane puSTi ApanArI, vRddhi karanArI, zuddhi batAvanAruM aucitya bhUlavuM na joIe. aucitya AtmasAt thaI javuM joIe. jethI huM A jIvanuM ucita sAcavuM ema vicAra karavo na paDe paNa jayAM jene yogya jevI ucita pravRttinI jarUra hoya tevI sahaja bhAve thaI jAya. paramAtmAnuM aucitya sahaja hatuM. tethI te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM, pote virAgI hovA chatAM rAgI saMbaMdhI janone duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI banyA. paraMtu atyaMta sukhanuM kAraNa banI potAnA hitane bhUlyA nathI. mATe sva-para hita karanAra evA aucityane lAkha lAkha vaMdana. 2. AtmadarzanA bhA.va.ki.3 AtmA eka padArtha che. jina zAsanamAM cha dravyo mAnavAmAM Ave che temAMnuM A eka dravya che. dravya, guNa-paryAyavALuM ja hoya kemake tenuM lakSaNa che "juna para vat dravya" lakSaNa avazya lakSyamAM ghaTavuM joIe. jo te na ghaTe to lakSaNa dUSaNa yukta che. tethI te lakSya paNa asaMbhavita che. AtmA dravya che mATe te lakSya che. temAM guNa-paryAya baMne ghaTe che arthAtuM, temAM te bane rahelA che. dravya parokSa che mATe vAstavika tenA guNa ane paryAya bane parokSa che. paraMtu azuddha guNa-paryAya pratyakSa che. tethI teno AdhAra dravya (AtmA) tenI anumiti thaI zake che. arthAtuM, tenA AdheyathI te AdhArarUpa AtmA pratyakSa che. paraMtu zuddha guNa-paryAya parokSa che tethI teno AdhAra paNa parokSa che. tyAre AtmAnuM astitva guNa-paryAyathI anumanAya che. mATe nizcayathI dravyamAM guNa-paryAya che. vyavahArathI guNaparyAyamAM dravya che. dA.ta. kerI sAme paDI che. tene jonAra tenA AkAra, guNa, varNa, gaMdha, sparzathI tene pratyakSa kare che arthAtu, te AkAra Adi guNa paryAya che tene kahe che ke A kerI che. kerI nAmano padArtha to temAM parokSa rIte rahelo che. tethI vyavahAra evo ja thAya che ke AmAM kerItva raheluM che. AmAM kerI che. paraMtu vAstavikatAe to guNa-paryAya dravyamAM rahelA che. AtmA karma rahita bane che tyAre kevaLa zuddha guNano puMja ja rahe che. eTale Atma dravya guNa puMja svarUpa rahyuM. dravya e to zaktirUpa che. te guNa puMjamAM rahela che. mATe AtmadravyanuM dhyAna guNanA puMja svarUpe karavuM. kAraNa ke zakti ekalI pakaDI zakAya nahi. vaLI guNa puMja te zaktithI bhinna nathI. te zakti guNa puMjathI ja oLakhI zakAya che. paraMtu dravyanuM mAtra dhyAna ja nistaraMga, nirAkAra, niraMjana, avicalita svarUpe ciMtana dvArA thaI zake. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 107 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. tattva darzana - sakhya darzana bhA.va. 4, saM. 2049 guru dIvo guru devatA, guru viNa ghora aMdhAra, je guru vANIthI vegaLA, raDavaDiyA saMsAra. deva, guru, dharma e tattvatrayI che. jema navatattvane sahavAthI samyakatva prApta thAya che tema A traNa tattvane ArAdhavAthI samyakatva daDha thAya che ane mAnavAthI eTale ke devane deva tarIke gurune A mArA tAraNahAra guru che ema mAnavAthI ane dharmane A dharma ja durgatimAM paDatA jIvane bacAvanAra che ema mAnavAthI samyakatva prApta thAya che. jemAM devatva pragaTa thayuM che arthAtu, devanA lakSaNa jemAM ghaTe che. je devamAM vitarAgatA, sarvajJatA vigere che te sAcA deva che. arthAta, sudeva che, mATe A devanuM ja kathana mAre zirodhArya che. A deva ja mane bhavobhavanA sAthI banIne saMsArathI tAranAra che. A deva ja mArA parama upakArI che mATe pUjanIya che. A deva ja mArA sAcA mArgadarzaka che mATe ArAdhya che. A deva ja zuddha Atma sthiti pAmyA che mATe mArAM mATe sAdhya che ane A devanA ja AlaMbanathI mAro Atmadeva susAdhya che mATe A bhava aTavImAM bhamatAM mArA AtmAne pAra utAranAra bhomiyo che. bhava samudramAM DUbatA mane bacAvanAra naukAnA khalAsI che. bhava jaMjALamAM muMjhAI gayelA mArA AtmAnA bhAva vedya che. AvI AtmAnI pariNatine samyagudarzana kahevAya che. A eka tattvanI vAta thaI. bIjuM tattva che guru tattva. A eka eka tattvathI caDiyAtuM tattva che. deva karatAM paNa apekSAe guru tattva caDhe che kema ke guru to dIvo laIne UbhA che. mArgadarzaka deva maLyA paNa mArgadarzana guru karAve che. dIpanA prakAzamAM mArga dekhAya che tyAre ja cAlI zakAya che. are ! e mArgadarzaka devane paNa batAvanAra A guru ja che. ApaNe guru vinA aMdha chIe. jo guru na maLyA hoya to je AMdhaLAnI dazA thAya che te ja ApaNI dazA hoya. rasto hoya paNa AMkha ja na hoya to? kharekhara guru e to ApaNI AMkha che. AMkha hoya paNa ajavALuM na hoya to? mATe guru jJAnarUpa prakAza pAthare che mATe dIvo che. jo guru tattva na hoya to ApaNA jIvanamAM ghora aMdhAruM che. ghora aMdhArAmAM eka kArya na thAya tema AtmAmAM ajJAna-aMdhArAM ulecyAM ulecI zakAya tema nathI, evA aMdhArAmAM AtmAnuM eka paNa kArya thaI zake tema nathI mATe na ulecI zakAya tyAM to eka prakAzanuM kiraNa basa che e ja prakAzanuM kiraNa pAtharanAra pheMkanAra guru e pote ja dIvo che. kemake guru pragaTa zrutajJAnamaya che. zrutajJAna e dIpaka jevuM che. sva-para prakAzaka che. e gurumAM vyApI gayuM che. mATe te maya banelA guru sadA jJAna prakAza ja Ape che. ApaNe tene jhIlIe eTale ajJAnarUpa aMdhArA ulecAI jAya che. mATe guru dIvo che. guru devatA che. kema ke devanuM kAma paNa guru kare che. paramAtmAe batAvelA mArge cAlanAra gurumAM devatva pragaTe che. paramAtmAno mArga je ArAdhI rahyA che temAM tanmaya che. tethI mArgarUpa banI gayA hoya tema lAge che. paramAtmA mArgadarzaka che ane paramAtmA mArga svarUpa che. guru paNa ArAdhya evA mArgamAM tanmaya hovAthI mArga svarUpa AtmAne anubhavatA guru devatA che athavA guru paNa paramAtmAe batAvelo sAdhakano aMtarnAda 108 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArga batAve che tethI saMsAra samudrathI pAra utAre che, DUbatA bacAve che. guru tattva deva ane dharma bannene oLakhAvanAra che. mATe guru devatA che. jo guru tattva na hota to A saMsAramAM ghora aMdhAruM che. tethI ghora aMdhArAmAM rakhaDatA ApaNo patto na lAgata. A rIte guru tattvane mAnavAthI samyag darzana prApta thAya che. trIjuM tattva che dharma tattva. A dharma tattvano Azraya paramAtmA paNa le che tyAre devatva pragaTa karI zake che mATe A banne tattvanI apekSAe dharmatattva caDhiyAtuM che. aneka bhavomAM dharmanuM svarUpa gurue batAvyuM, tene ArAdhI chellA bhavamAM te dharma AtmAmAM pragaTa thayo tyAre devatva jhaLahaLyuM. arthAt, pragaTa thayuM. jo ke gurunI pAse paNa A dharma tattvano jJAna prakAza pAtharanAra to tIrthaMkara deva ja che. mATe upakAranI dRSTie mULa arihaMta paramAtmA che. ApaNane arihaMta paramAtmA oLakhAvanAra guru che mATe bIjA naMbare guru upakArI che ane dharma to deva ane guru A be na hota to jJAna vinA Adarata kayAMthI ? A tattvane mAnavAthI samyag darzana prApta thAya che. tattvatrayI rame hRdayamAM, darzana nirmaLa thAya, vaMdanA hojo mAharI, kroDa kroDa sadAya. 4. zabdabrahma arham dvArA abheda dhyAna bhA.va. 5, saM. 2049 'arham' akSara te zabda brahma che zuddha AtmAnAM darzana karavAM hoya to arham akSaranAM darzana karo. brahma eTale AtmA. zabda brahma-akSara brahma. arham A pramANenA akSaramAM AtmA chupAyelo che. mATe te akSararUpa dehane dhAraNa karIne rahelo paramaAtmA che ane para brahma che. guNa puMja rUpa AtmA che. zabda brahmamAMthI parabrahmamAM javAya che teno artha arham akSararUpa AtmAnA dhyAnathI para brahmanAM darzana thAya che. akSara brahma rUpI AtmA che arthAt, akSara dvArA potAnA svarUpane batAve che. para brahma, guNa dvArA potAnA svarUpane batAve che. akSara rUpI che temAM arUpI evA AtmAne jovAno che. guNo arUpI che, temAM arUpI AtmAne jovAno che. mATe akSara brahma e rUpastha dhyAna che. para brahmanuM dhyAna te arUpI guNa dvArA thatuM hovAthI rUpAtIta dhyAna che. rUpAtIta dhyAnamAM javA mATe prathama rUpanuM AlaMbana levuM paDe che, mATe rUpastha dhyAna thAya che. akSara paNa be prakAre che. lipirUpa saMjJAkSara ane ladhyakSara. saMjJAkSaranuM AlaMbana laI ladhyakSararUpe japa dvArA AtmAnA bhUgarbhamAM raheluM caitanya pragaTa thAya che tyAre arham akSara caitanyarUpa maMtra bane che. jayAre maMtramAM caitanya pragaTe che tyAre bhAva svarUpa arham te ja guNapuMja rUpa paramAtmA eTale para brahma tenAM darzana thAya che. tethI ardamityakSara brahma vAgha parameSThinaH' che. te arham akSarathI para brahmamAM javAya che arthAt, paramAtmAnAM darzana thAya che. paramAtmA to guNagaNamaNinA Akara che. chatAM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 109 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atindriya che. mATe guNapuMja rUpa paramAtmAmAM abheda thavA mATe nirvikAra-zuddha darpaNamAM jema svaccha pratibiMba paDe tema nirvikAra paramAtmAmAM ApaNuM svaccha pratibiMba dekhAya te mATe ApaNA upayogane aham akSara dvArA nirmaLa banAvI avikAra paramAtmAmAM ApaNA AtmAnA svaccha pratibiMbane jovuM te ja abheda dhyAna che. 5. aham athavA zuddhAtmA bhA.va. 6, saM. 2049 aham e zuddhAtmAnuM akSararUpa deha svarUpa che. jema ApaNA dehamAM AtmA rahelo che tema A akSaradehamAM parama (zuddha) AtmA-paramAtmA rahelo che paraMtu daSTAMtamAM ane dASTratikamAM eTalo taphAvata che ke ApaNA dehamAM AtmA bheTa svarUpe rahelo che. saMyoga saMbaMdha rahelo sarSanI kAMcaLInI jema jayAre AyuSya (samaya maryAdA) pUrNa thAya che. tyAre te dehamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. ahaMmarUpa akSara dehamAM paramAtmA tAdAbhya saMbaMdhathI rahelA che. te kadI bhinna thatA nathI. aham e ja paramAtmA che arthAtu, ahamAM paramAtmA abheda saMbaMdhe rahelA che. kAraNa ke aham e paramAtmAnuM potAnuM svarUpa che. tethI te kadI judA thatA nathI mATe ja ahemu akSarathI paramAtmA oLakhAya che. arthAtu, te akSaramAM ja paramAtmAnuM darzana thAya che. jayAre dehamAM ApaNane AtmAnuM darzana kadI thatuM nathI kAraNa ke te baMnenA (zarIra ane AtmAnAM lakSaNa judAM che ane aham akSara che eTale kadI nAza pAmatuM nathI. te svarUpa te ja AtmA che. aImamAM AIjya raheluM che. te AInya zakti svarUpa che. te zakti dareka tIrthakaramAM rahelI che. "sarTis pratiSThAna, yArTI mare". AhatyanuM dhyAna karavAthI sakala tIrthakaronuM praNidhAna thAya che. kAraNa ke AhatyamAM sakala arihaMtonuM pratiSThAna che. aham akSara e rUpAtIta evA paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavA AlaMbanarUpa bane che kAraNa ke pAMca Indriyo ane mana e rUpI vastune grahaNa karI zake che mATe sAlaMbana dhyAnamAM aham akSararUpa deha hovAthI paramAtmAnuM rUpa che tethI AlaMbana puruM pADe che ane te akSara mana dvArA pakaDAya che tyAre upayoga tene sparzI zake che ane te sparza dvArA ja upayoga pavitra bane che arthAtu, mana dvArA grahaNa karelo aham akSara upayogamAM pratibiMbita thAya che. tyAre upayoganI malinatA dUra thavA mAMDe che ane A rIte upayogamAMthI saMpUrNa malinatA dUra thAya che tyAre mana paNa laya pAmI jAya che ane rUpAtIta evA paramAtmAnuM paNa temAM darzana thAya che. A paramAtmAnuM darzana eja potAnA zuddhAtmAnuM darzana che. 4. parama tattva - paramAtmA bhA.va. 7 A jagatamAM be tattvo anAdi kALathI che. te utpanna thatAM nathI. te koIthI utpanna karAtAM nathI. je kAMI utpanna thAya che te tattvo, je dravya svarUpa che tenI paryAyo che ane je utpanna thAya che teno nAza avazya thAya che. eTale nAza paNa te paryAyano thaI zake, paNa dravya to kadI nAza pAmatuM nathI. jenI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 110 Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utpatti ane nAza nathI te anAdi anaMta che. A jagatamAM je kAMI vyavahAro cAle che te A be tattvo upara jenuM nAma che jIva ane ajIva, jaDa ane cetana. te be ya tattvo che. paraMtu temAMya jIva e parama tattva che kAraNa ke jIva na hoya to jagatano eka paNa vyavahAra na cAle. kAraNa ke jIva sakriya che. jayAM kriyA nathI tyAM vyavahAra nathI. jIva pugalane grahaNa kare che ane aneka jAtanI racanA kare che. are ! samagra zarIranI racanA jIva pote ja kare che. jIvamAM pugalane grahaNa karavAnI zakti che tema pugalane paNa grAhya zakti che. jo jIva grahaNa kare paNa pugala grahaNa thavA mATe zaktimAna na hoya to jIva paNa grahaNa karI zake nahi. A rIte baMne eka bIjAne madadarUpa thAya che te dRSTie to baMne sakriya che ane jagatano vyavahAra cAle che. A jagata vyavahAra ApaNA AtmAne zuM upayogI? jo Avo koI vyavahAra na cAlato hoya to jIvano karma baMdha na hoya, to tenAthI chUTavAnuM paNa na hoya ane te rIte chuTakAro na thato hoya to muktinuM sukha paNa na maLe. A krama to jagatano anAdino che ke karmathI baMdhAvuM ane chUTavuM. jayAre saMpUrNa chuTakAro thAya tyAre ja potAno svabhAva pragaTe ane Atma svarUpano bhogavaTo, temAM ramaNatA ane tRpti prApta thAya. te ja tenuM paramAtma svarUpa che. jagata vyavahAramAM jayAM bhUla che tyAM zuddhi karavAnI che ane te zuddhinA upAyone darzAvavA mATe zuddha svabhAva jene pragaTa che tevA mahAjJAnI paramaprabhue je kahyuM che tene ja Agama kahIe chIe. vyavahAranI zuddhi thatAM traNe yoganI zuddhi thAya che. te zuddha thatAM upayoganI malinatA TaLe che. upayoganI malinatA TaLatAM parama prabhunuM milana thAya che. pachI mukti bahu dUra nathI. mukita mATe parama tattva jIvane oLakho. che. sArabhUta vastu bhA.va. 9 jagatamAM sArabhUta zuM? vivekI puruSa (AtmA) sArane ja sparze, paraMtu asArane pheMkI de, mATe sArabhUta vastu kaI che te oLakhe. arthAt, jagat sAra-asAra vastuthI bhareluM che te asAramAMthI paNa je je sAra sAra hoya tene ja grahaNa kare te ja vivekI-zAnI kahevAya. mATe jJAnI, sAra ane asAra baMnene jANanAro-oLakhanAro hoya. sArabhUta zuM? jaDa cetanathI bharelA vizvamAM cetana e sAra che. paraMtu cetanane othe othe oLakhavAthI cetanamAM rahelI sAratAnuM sAcuM darzana thatuM nathI. cetananI zuddhatA te sAra che. arthAtu, zuddhAtmA te sAra che. cetananI zuddhatA te sAra che tethI e jaNAyuM ke cetana be avasthAvALo che. zuddha ane azuddha. arthAt, nirvikArI ane vikArI. cetananI anAdinI kaI avasthA che? vikRta. zuM kAraNa? temAM anAdi kALathI sahajamala bharelo che. tethI karmanuM yaMjanakaraNa paNa anAdi kALathI che. tethI te AtmA upara lAgelI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 111 Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAga dveSa rUpI cIkAza (sahajamala)thI karmanuM coMTavuM cAlu che. paraMtu cetana parAdhInapaNe karmane A rIte grahaNa karI kSIranIranI jema tenI sAthe eka mekanI jema rahe che ane tenA kAraNe tenA vipAkane bhogavato sukhAbhAsa du:khAbhAsa, anubhave che. jema sahajamalanA kAraNe karmanuM yujanakaraNa thAya che cetananI tevI yogyatAnA kAraNe, tema tathAbhavyatvanA kAraNe karmanuM vilInIkaraNa paNa thAya che te paNa cetananI tevI yogyatAnA kAraNe. mATe jema sahajamalanA kAraNe jIvanI karmabaMdhana yogyatAthI azuddhatA che tema tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkanA kAraNe jIvanI karma mukta thavAnI yogyatAthI zuddhatA che. A eka sAmAnya-oghe jIvanI paristhiti batAvI. paraMtu A vastuno vistAra zAstramAM ghaNo che. kAraNa ke jIvanI paristhiti oLakhyA vinA tenI sArabhUta avasthAnuM saMzodhana kliSTakArI che. mATe vistArathI zAstramAMthI tenI oLakha karI jIvanI azuddhatAthI mukta thaI zuddhatA kevI rIte pragaTAvavI te samajavuM khUba jarUrI che. prathama azuddhatA - jIvanI vikArIdazA oLakhI, tene TALI nirvikArI dazA pragaTAvavA prayatna karavo. 8. sArabhUta vastu prApta karavAnI cAvI - upAya sahajamala dUra thAya tyAre zuddhatA pragaTa thAya. jema TAIphoIDanA dardIne peTamAM jAmelA mala pAke tyAre zarIranI zuddhi thAya che tema ApaNA AtmA upara lAgelo sahajamala pAke tyAre AtmAnI zuddhi thAya che. TAyaphoIDanA dardIne mala pakavavA jema mudata nakkI hoya che tema sahajamala paNa tenI mudata pAke che. mATe ja tathAbhavyatvano paripAka tenuM nimitta bane che tyAre sahajamala AtmA uparathI kharI paDe che ane potAnA zuddha-nirmaLa svarUpane pragaTa kare che. sahajamala jayAM sudhI coTelo che tyAM sudhI karmaraja AtmAne tenI cIkAzane lIdhe coMTe che. kemake sahajamala te ja rAga dveSarUpa cIkAza che. ApaNo puruSArtha mukita meLavavA mATeno vyartha che? nA, kemake sahajamala pAke te to mudata (kALa) ne AdhIna che paraMtu tathAbhavyatvane pakavavA mATe zAstrakAre traNa upAyo batAvyA che. te upAyone AdaravArUpa puruSArtha ApaNane mukita meLavI Apaze, kAraNa ke paMcasUtramAM kahyuM che ke "Ta , viNuM nIvapna maLe, sAruM ima baMgA nidAttI' jIva anAdi kALathI che jIvanuM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa anAdikALathI che. kAraNa ke anAdi kALathI karma sAthe joDAyelo che. kadAca ema prazna thAya ke bhale jIvane saMsAra ane karmanuM joDANa anAdinuM hoya to zuM vAMdho che? to javAba Ape che ke vAMdho bIjo kAMI nathI paNa jIvano je saMsAra arthAtu, jIvanuM eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM saMsaraNa te sukha ApanAruM nathI. te saMsAranuM (jIvanuM paribhramaNa) svarUpa bhayAnaka che arthAtuM, kevaLa duHkharUpa che. temAM duHkha duHkha ne duHkha ja che. kevaLa duHkha bhogavI laIzuM? pachI to mukti (du:khathI) maLazene ? javAba-nA. duHkha bhogavo pachI tenuM phaLa paNa duHkha ja che. tenuM phaLa paNa bhogavI laIzuM pachI to duHkha mukti thazene ? ane sukha maLazene ? javAba-nA. A saMsAra kevaLa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 112 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duHkharUpa ke duHkhaphalaka nathI, paraMtu duHkhAnubaMdhaka che. arthAtu, duHkhanI paraMparA calAve tevo che. prazna : to to A saMsAranA du:khathI mukta thaIne muktinA sukha-AtmAnI zuddha avasthAthI prApta thatuM sukha, meLavavAno koI mArga ja dekhAto nathI. to zuM karavuM ? tyAre jIvAtmAne AzvAsana ApatAM zAstrakAra bhagavaMta kahe che ke te duHkha paraMparAno nAza karavAno mArga paramAtmAe je mArge cAlIne saMsArano duHkhAnubaMdha aTakAvyo ane AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTAvI te batAve che ke - A duHkhanI paraMparA calAvanAra saMsAra (jIvanuM paribhramaNa) aTakI zake che, arthAt, nAza thaI zake che te batAve che. zuddha dharmathI saMsArano nAza thAya che. zuddha dharma eTale AtmAno zuddha svabhAva pragaTa thavo te. "valtha mahAvo thamAM" AtmAno svabhAva te ja zuddha dharma che. vartamAnamAM karmathI baMdhAelo chuM tethI mAro zuddha svabhAva DhaMkAI gayelo che. jethI tenA svarUpanI jhAMkhI paNa thatI nathI. karmAdhInatAthI vibhAvamAM paDelo chuM. karmathI sarjana thayelo huM zarIranA baMdhanamAM paDelo chuM. ane mohAdi zatrunA paMjAmAM paDelo te baMdhanamAM rahIne paNa AtmAnI vikRtinuM ja sarjana karuM chuM. tethI te zuddha dharma - AtmAnI nirvikAra dazA, prApta thavAnI AzA paNa kevI rIte rAkhI zakuM? tyAre prabhu AgaLa mArga batAve che. zuddha dharma to pApa karmanA nAzathI pragaTe che. tyAre jIvane prazna thAya che ke pApa karmano nAza kevI rIte karuM? AtmAmAM sahajamala paDyo che, karma raja coMTaye ja jAya che. tene kevI rIte aTakAvI zakAya ? te to mudata pAke tyAre sahajamala kharI paDazene? ane karma raja paNa coMTavAnI tyAre ja baMdha thazene? ane tyAre pApa karmano vigama thaI zuddha dharma pragaTa thazene? jIva nirAza thaIne pUche che. tyAre prabhue evuM jIvanabhara svasthatAthI jIvI zake evuM AzvAsana ApyuM ke he bhavyAtman ! nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. bhale sahajamala mudate pAke paNa/tathAbhavyatvano paripAka puruSArthathI thAya che ane pApa karmano nAza tathAbhavyatvanA bhAvathI thAya che, tathAbhavyatvano paripAka traNa upAyathI thAya che. jayAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe tyAM sudhI A traNa upAyo-"dukRta niMdA" "sutAnumodana" ane "catuH zaraNagamana-ne Adara', jethI A duHkharUpa saMsArathI sukhe sukhe pAra UtarI jaIza. duHkharUpa saMsAramAM paNa tane duHkhano anubhava nahi thAya paNa zuddha svarUpanI jhAMkhIrUpa Atmasukhano anubhava karato karato A bihAmaNI bhava aTavIne pele pAra pahoMcI jaIza. tyAM huM paNa tane maLIza. basa prabhu ! mAre bIjuM joIe che paNa zuM? tRpta chuM. ApanI vANIthI mane sArabhUta vastu prApta karavAnI dizA maLI gaI. 9. zivataru sukhanA kaMda bhA.va. 10, saM. 2049 mokSarUpa kalpavRkSanA phaLa Atma sukha che, teno kaMda paramAtmA che. ziva-kalyANa jayAM che te sthAnane paNa upacArathI ziva kahevAya che. ziva eTale kalyANa. e kalyANa AtmAmAM ja raheluM che. te jayAre pragaTa thAya che tyAre karmathI mukta thayelo AtmA muktAtmA sAdhakano aMtanada 113 Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahevAya che. te jayAM rahe che te sthAnane muktinuM sthAna kahe che. te AtmA kalyANa svarUpa hovAthI tene ziva paNa kahevAya che. ziva eTale muktAtmA. te sthAnane kalpavRkSanI upamA ApI che. kemake kalpavRkSa Icchita Ape che. A zivanuM sthAna AtmAnuM Icchita, je anAdi kALathI jhaMkhanA karAtuM sukha che te ja che. te sukha prAptinuM kaMda je kaMdanA AdhAre AtmAnuM svAbhAvika sthirasukha prApta thAya che te che paramAtmA, paramAtmAnA AlaMbana sivAya kadI mukti thatI nathI. pachI te AlaMbana paramAtmAnA dehanuM hoya, temanI vANInuM hoya ke temanA guNonuM hoya. anukrame paraMparAe paNa te ja muktinuM kAraNa bane che. mATe nimitta kAraNa paramAtmAne prathama oLakho, pachI prIti karo, pachI bhajo, pachI upAsanA evI karo ke eka kSaNa paNa viraha na rahe. pachI evI nikaTatA prApta karo ke eka AkAza pradeza jeTaluM paNa aMtara na rahe. AvuM kayAre bane ? abheda upAsanAmAM. abheda upAsanAmAM kSema ane kALanuM aMtara rahetuM nathI. tethI paramAtmA eka kSaNa paNa aLagA nahIM ane eka pradeza paNa dUra nahi. A upAsanA mATe pUrva pUrvanI sAdhanAnI khUba jarUra che. na A paramAtmA koNa che ? oLakhyA ? anaMta guNathI yukta. AtmasAdhanAmAM kevaLa dehanI AkRtinI temanA sagA saMbaMdhIthI, temanA kaLA kauzalyathI, caturAIthI, vyavahArathI oLakhANa na cAle. A badhI oLakhANa paNa temanA nirmaLa guNone oLakhavA mATe bhale meLavIe, paNa jo guNanI oLakhANa sivAyanI mAtra zarIrAdinA varNa AkRtithI oLakhANa dehanI prIti paNa sAcI nahi pragaTAve, Atma sAdhanAmAM upayogI nIvaDe tevI nahi bane. kAraNa ke AlaMbana ApaNA Atma guNone pragaTAvavA levAnuM che. hA, jo paramAtmAnA dehanI, nAmanI paNa prIti sAcI pragaTaze to paNa niSphaLa nathI. anAdi kALathI jIvane potAnA rUpa ane nAmano moha che. te jo paramAtmAnA nAma ane rUpamAM citta lAgI jAya to utare, ane paramAtmAnA nAma ane rUpanA mohathI temanAmAM rahelA guNo para prIti jAge. te jAgavAthI AtmAmAM rahelA doSo para aruci pedA thAya. tene dUra karavA udyamavaMta jIva bane, ane guNo pragaTAvavAmAM saphaLa bane. 10. caitanyazaktinuM darzana A.zu. 1, saM. 2049 caitanya zakti e zuM che ? jIvanI eka zakti che. dareka jIvAtmAmAM te zakti eka ja svarUpe rahelI che. jayAM caitanya nathI te jIva nathI. jIva caitanyathI ja oLakhAya che. paraMtu te jIvAtmAmAM zaktirUpe rahelI che. teno artha evo nathI ke jIvAtmA teno AdhAra che ane caitanyazakti AdheyarUpe che. caitanyazakti svarUpa jIvAtmA che, te baMne abheda che. jIva vyaktirUpe jIvAtmA tarIke oLakhAya che jIva ja zaktirUpe caitanya tarIke oLakhAya che. vyaktithI jIva bIjA jIvathI bhinna che. zaktithI anaMta jIvo eka che, kAraNa ke A eka ja zakti dareka jIvAtmAmAM caitanyarUpe rahelI che. mATe ja ''Utte gAyA'" sUtrathI AtmA caitanyathI eka che, AtmA vyakitarUpe anaMta che. dareka AtmAnA guNonI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 114 Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prApti (sva saMpatti) AgavI che, mATe teno bhoga te pote ja kare che. AnaMda paNa pratyeka AtmA pota potAnA guNa saMpattinA bhogathI AnaMda bhogave che - sukha bhogave che. paraMtu dareka AtmAmAM caitanyazakti rahelI che temAM taratamAtA ke bhinnatA nathI. jIvo sAthe abheda sAdhavo hoya - ekatA anubhavavI hoya to te A caitanyazakti dvArA anubhavI zakAya. kAraNa ke caitanyathI te eka che. je vastunuM astitva hoya teno ja anubhava thaI zake. dareka AtmAmAM guNo (jJAnAdi) eka sarakhA che, paraMtu te sva AtmAmAM pragaTe tyAre te pote ja anubhavI zake - bhogavI zake. guNo karma kSayathI je pragaTe che temAM taratamatA nathI. te eka sarakhA ja hoya che. je guNonuM sarakhApaNuM che te ja tenI caitanyazaktinA kAraNe che. te caitanyazakti samagra vizvamAM vyApIne rahelI che. tenAM darzana vizvavyApI caitanyamAM cittane sthira karavAthI thAya che. dareka AtmAnA guNonuM samatva nizcayathI che. vyavahArathI to kSayopazama pramANe bhinnatA anubhavAya che, mATe caitanyanuM darzana sAdhakane nizcayathI sarAe zuddha evA AtmAnI gaveSaNAmAM thaI zake. tenA mATe eka prayoga che je prayogathI AtmAnI ekatAnAM (cetanyanAM darzana thaI zake. prayoga caitanya zakti dvArA AtmAno AtmA sAthe abheda sAdhavA prayoga nIce pramANe. ApaNe meru parvatanA zikhara para beThA chIe. tyAMthI cAre bAju kevaLa khAlI jagyA (AkAza) ja dekhAya che paNa te khAlI nathI, paNa caitanyathI bhareluM che. kemake jema pANImAM telanuM TIpuM phelAyeluM hoya che temAM kyAMya jagyA nathI hotI, tema samagra vizvamAM caitanya vyApaka che te arUpI che tenAM darzana cakSudvArA athavA manathI kalpanA dvArA thaI zakatAM nathI. arUpInAM darzana arUpI evA jJAna dvArA (upayoga dvArA) thaI zake che. mATe meru parvatanA zikhara jevA UMcA sthAnethI AkAzanAM ja darzana thAya. temAM bIjI koI vastu vacce ADakhIlI (ADI) rUpe AvatI nathI. to khAlI jagyAmAM upayoga sthira karavo ane te caitanyazaktithI bhareluM jagata che tema jovuM. A dehamAM purAyelo huM rUpa evA dehathI para thaI gayelo cetanya zaktithI temAM bhaLI gayo. potAnuM alaga vyaktitva chUTI gayuM. te samaye ekatAnA anubhavamAM AnaMdanI Urmio vahevA lAge che. vyavahAramAM paNa chUTA paDI gayelAne jayAre potAnAM svajanAdi maLe che tyAre AnaMda AnaMda thaI jAya che. jayAre AmAM nizcayathI, karmanI AdhInatAthI potAnA sajAtIya baMdhuothI chUTo paDI gayelo AtmA caitanyazaktinA mAdhyama dvArA jayAre aikya sAdhe che athavA te cetanyarUpI vizvavyApI mahAsAgaramAM potAnA biMdurUpa alaga paDI gayelA AtmAne bheLavI de, arthAt, caitanya mahAsAgaramAM DUbakI mArIne sthira thAya tyAre AnaMda anubhave che. A sAdhanAnA prayogamAM zarUAtamAM hRdayamAM "ahaMm' A AkRti sthApita karI tenuM dhyAna karavuM, arthAt, te AkRtimAM citta sthira karavuM. te "aham' mAMthI prakAza nIkaLe che te Arpatya zakti (caitanyazakti) che te phelAto phelAto vizvavyApI bane che te prakAzane, jayAre vizva vyApI bane che tyAre sAdhakano aMtarnAda 115 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkAza (khAlI jagyA) rUpe jovo ane temAM caitanya zakti phelAyelI che ane ApaNA dehamAM aMdara najara karIe chIe te paNa dehanA mAdhyamane choDI devAthI AkAza jevI caitanyazakti ja bAkI rahI che jagatamAM phelAyelI zakitamAM bhaLI jAya che. tyAre ekatAno AnaMda ubharAya che. A caitanyathI abheda sAdhanAno prayoga che te anubhavo. 11. zivamastu sarvajagataH A.zu. 2 zivam astu sarva jagata : sahunuM kalyANa thAo. sahunuM bhaluM thAo. sahunuM sAruM - zubha thAo. A eka hRdayanI zubha bhAvanA che. jayAre hRdayamAM sva sivAya bIjA jIvonuM paNa sthAna hoya to AvI bhAvanAnI Urmio uchaLe che paNa svanA kocalAmAM ja pUrAI gayo hoya tene bIjAno vicAra nathI hoto. ApaNe ApaNA hRdayamAM bIjA jIvone sthAna ApIe chIe paNa te kayA bhAvathI hRdayamAM sthApita karAyA che te zodhavuM joIe. rAga ane dveSa e baMnenA udayathI ApeluM bIjA jIvone sthAna, te Araudra dhyAnamAM paNa laI jAya che. mATe te sivAya trIjA eka bhAvathI jIvone hRdayamAM sthApita karavA joIe. rAga e snehanuM kAraNa che. vaiSa e visnehI banAve che. snehamAM cIkAza che tenuM nAma lAgaNI che. visnehamAM zuSkatA che. sneha e rAga che te paNa ArtadhyAnanuM kAraNa che. kAraNa ke A rAgamAM lAgaNI che tyAM mAMgaNI rahelI che. mAMgaNI che tyAM svArtha che. svArtha pUrNa na thAya tyAre eja rAga-lAgaNI dveSamAM pariNamI jAya che. mATe rAga ane dveSa e banne bhAva sivAya je trIjo bhAva che tenuM nAma snehabhAva che. jayAM lAgaNI che, paNa mAMgaNI nathI. niHsvArtha lAgaNI che. e jIvo pratye koI paNa saMbaMdha ke svArtha na hoya to paNa te lAgaNI janme che. snehabhAva e eka zubha bhAva che. e eka jIvanI lAyakAtamAMthI pragaTe che, e saMpUrNa Tocano bhAva tIrthakarapadanI lAyakAta dharAvatA AtmAne ja thAya che. je jIvone parArthavyasana hoya che. jagatanA samagra jIvone hRdayamAM sthApita karavA ane svArthanuM upasarjana (gauNa) karavuM e sAmAnya vAta nathI. e mATe aneka bhavonI sAdhanA joIe. tenI zarUAta dAnathI thAya che, jene paropakAra kahevAya che, pAtra bhede te dAna aneka rIte apAya che. temAM bhUkhyAne anna ApavuM, tarasyAne pANI ApavuM e vigere nava prakAra je puNya baMdhanA kAraNa che. tene paropakAra kahevAya che. te dayAnA bhAvathI thAya che supAtramAM dAna ApavuM tene satkArya kahevAya che. je guNanA rAgathI thAya che. paramAtmAne arpaNa karavuM tene sanmAna kahevAya che. je guNa prAptinA bhAvathI thAya che. A rIte bIjA mATe karavAmAM svArtha ghaTe che, ane paramArthabhAva jAge che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 116 Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tIrthakaranA AtmAne A bhAva Tocano hoya che. tethI nIce utaratA jIvane, gaNadharanA AtmAne, temanAthI ghaTato hoya che. te sivAyanA jIvone potAnI lAyakAta pramANe viratidhara, avirati, samyagadarzI Adi jIvone anukrame utarato hoya che. paraMtu jayAM kevaLa svArthabhAva che. jayAM paramArthano aMza paNa nathI. huM koInuM kaMIka karuM, duHkha dUra karuM, sukha-zAtA ApuM vigere bhAvano aMza paNa nathI tyAM mithyAtva che kAraNa ke jayAM kevaLa svArthabhAva che tyAM jIvo pratye kUrabhAva, nirdayatA, nirdhvasa pariNAma saheje ja AvI jAya che. A uparathI ema nakkI thAya che ke dharmanI zarUAtamAM prAthamika bhUmikAe paramArthabhAva to hovo ja joIe. mArgAnusAra jIvamAM paNa svArtha bhAva moLo paDelo hoya. have ApaNe e uttamabhAva-parArthabhAva na pAmyA hoIe ke pAmyA hoIe to paNa te meLavavA ke daDha karavA zivamastu sarva jagata , e bhAvanA, hRdayamAM sparze te rIte ciMtanapUrvaka bhAvavI joIe. A bhAvanAmAM ApavAnuM ke karavAnuM kAMI nathI, phakata hRdayane ja vizALa banAvavAnuM che. hRdayamAM bharelI malinatA-svArthabhAvane dUra karavAnI che. vAraMvAra ziva mastunI bhAvanA karavAthI, hRdaya vizALa banaze, tethI svArthano kacaro dUra thaze. mATe bIjA padamAM kahyuM che ke. 12. parahitaniratA bhavaMtu bhUtagaNA: A.zu. 3+4 badhAnuM bhaluM thAva e bhAvanA tyAre jAge ke svArthabhAva gauNa karIne prANIo bIjAnA hitamAM rakta bane. jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa thAo, sAthe sAthe jagatanA jIvo parArthamAM rakta bano jethI zubha bhAvanA teonI sthira rahe. paranA hitanI IcchA eTale bIjAnA sukhanI IcchA. jIvonuM hita A loka ke paralokanuM kAMI niSpApa hoya te ciMtavavuM. sva hitanI bhAvanA darekane asthimajjA hoya che. temAM kevaLa svArtha che. niSpApa paNa sva hitanA bhAvamAM svArthabhAva che. je tIrthakarone nathI hoto. te kevaLa paranA hita mATe ja pravRtti kare che. chagha0 kALamAM paNa paramAtmAnA janma, dIkSA parahita mATe che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtonI sarva pravRtti parahita mATe hoya che. mATe A bhAva paNa teone Tocano sparze che. jo ke parahitamAM nizcayathI svahita raheluM che. kemake dareka anuSThAna (dharma kriyA)mAM bIjAnuM ja karavAnuM hoya che. dharma karavo eTale svahita karavuM, paNa eka paNa dharmAnuSThAna evuM nathI ke jemAM bIjA jIvonI apekSA na hoya. pAMca moTA pApathI virAma pAmIne svadharma-ahiMsA pragaTAvavArUpa svahita karavuM che. temAM prathama prANAtipAtathI aTakavA mATe pravRttimAM bIjA jIvanuM hita raheluM che. juThathI aTakavA mATe satya dharma pragaTAvavA rUpa svahita tyAre thAya che jo bIjAnuM hita juThuM na bolavArUpa thAya to. juThuM bolavAmAM nimitta jIvanuM hoya che. pachI bhale juTha jaDa ke cetana saMbaMdhI hoya. e rIte corI, maithuna, parigraha A badhA pApathI aTakavAmAM parahitanI vRtti hoya che ane thAya che acaurya-brahmacarya niSparigraharUpa svahita. ApaNo dharma (vyavahAra dharma) badho ja paropakArathI ja thAya che. mATe ja sAdhu dharmanuM lakSaNa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 117 Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAMdhatAM "sakala sattvahitAzayarUpa amRtapariNAma eva sAdhudharma:" A amRta pariNAmavALA badhA jIvo thAo e bhAvanA bhAvavI. jagatanA jIvonA sukhanI IcchA pragaTI hoya to te jIvonuM kalyANa IcchavuM. te jIvonuM kalyANa thAya te mATe teo parahitamAM rakta bane evuM IcchavuM. kemake parahita vinA sva kalyANa thatuM nathI. jema bIjA jIvo mATe A bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che tema ApaNe paNa samajavAnuM ke paranuM hita karyA vinA sva kalyANa thavAnuM nathI, mATe bIjAnuM bhaluM karavuM. 13. doSA: prayAMtu nAzam A.zu. 5, saM. 2049 sarva jIvonA doSo nAza pAmo. parahitamAM rakta thavA mATe doSono nAza thavo jarUrI che. jo jIvane sukhI thavuM hoya to bIjAnuM bhaluM IcchavuM joIe. bIjAo parahitamAM rakta bane ane teonA doSo nAza pAme tevuM IcchavuM joIe. A IcchavAthI bIjAnuM sukha IcchavuM ane bIjAnA sukhanI bhAvanAthI ApaNe sukhI thaIe. doSono abhAva Icchavo eTale guNano poSa Icchavo. guNonI puSTi mokSa sudhInAM sarva sukha prApta karAve che. A loka ane paraloka-ubhayalokanA sukha doSanA abhAvathI prApta thAya che. anAdi kALanI bhUlathI jIve doSono saMgraha ja karyo che ane tenAthI bhavonI paraMparA vRddhi pAmI che. vaLI duHkhanuM bhAjana paNa A kAraNe ja banyo che. mATe dareka jIvonA doSo nAza pAmo jethI sukha pAmI zake. e bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe. 14. sarvatra sukhI bhavatu lokaH loka eTale jagata. jagata eTale jagatamAM rahelA jIvo sarvatra-sarva ThekANe sukhI thAo. jayAM je sthaLe hoya te sthAne arthAtuM, game te bhavamAM hoya te sarva sukhI thAo. sukha mATe doSono abhAva joIe, paropakAra joIe ane bIjAnuM bhaluM IcchavuM joIe. bhaluM IcchavA mATe mananI vizALatA, udAratA joIe. paropakAra mATe traNe yoga-mana, vacana, kAyAno puruSArtha, udyama joIe ane doSonA nAza mATe Atmika puruSArtha joIe. A traNenA puruSArthathI ja sukha sAdhya che. sukha ahIM bhautika levAnuM nathI. mAnasika, vAcika, kAyika, Atmika sukha je nirAbAdha sukhamAM ADe AvanAra na hoya paNa paraMparAe tene pamADanAra hoya te sukha saune maLo. 15. cetanya sAthe abheda sAdhanA mATe prathama prayoga, A.zu. 7, saM. 2049 prAthamika bhUmikAmAM kalpanAthI caitanya sAthe abheda thavAno prayoga saraLa hoya che, te A pramANe : hRdayamAM "aham nI AkRti kalpavI. tene prakAzanAM kiraNothI yukta jovo. te prakAza hRdayamAM phelAya che. tyAMthI vistAra pAmato pAmato AkhA vizvamAM te prakAza phelAya che. te prakAza e zuM che ? sAdhakano aMtarnAda 118 Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aImumAM rahelI Ahatya zakti che. te AInya zakti e ja zuddha caitanyazakti che. te dareka AtmAmAM sattAe Atma-dravyanI zuddhatA rahelI che tethI tenA ja eka svarUpane caitanya zakti kahevAya che, te samagra vizvamAM phelAyelI che. tene upara kahyA pramANe ahamAMthI nIkaLatA prakAzanA phelAvAthI te ja caitanya zaktinuM darzana karavuM ane ApaNA dehanuM visarjana karIne temAM ApaNe ApaNI cetanya zaktine bheLavI devI. vizvamAM phelAyelo ahamAMthI nIkaLelo prakAza te eka caitanya zaktino mahAsAgara che, temAM ApaNe caitanyazakitarUpa AtmAne DubakI marAvavI ane tenI sAthenA abhedano AnaMda anubhavavo. ApaNe jayAre caitanya mahAsAgaramAM DubakI mArIe chIe tyAre vibhAvamAM paDelI ApaNI cetanA svabhAva dazA tarapha javA prerAya che ane badhuM bhUlIne Atma svarUpano AnaMda meLavavA talase che. tethI AgaLa javA mATe bIjo prayoga : meru parvatanA zikhara upara beThelA ApaNe cAre tarapha najara karIe to vizvanI koI paNa vastu dekhAtI nathI. kevaLa AkAza ja najare paDe che. te AkAza-khAlI jagyA caitanya zaktithI vyApta che eka pradeza paNa te zaktinA abhAvavALo nathI. te zaktinA darzana mATe prakAza kalpavAno nathI paNa arUpI evuM AkAza jema nirAkAra, niraMjana, niSpakaMpa, nistaraMga che tevuM ja A zaktimAM paNa te ja svarUpanI kalpanA karavAnI che paNa sAthe temAM caitanyanI kalpanA karavI. kemake te jJAnAdi guNavALI che. jayAre AkAza to arUpI che paNa jaDa che teno guNa avagAhana zaktivALo che. caitanya zakti arUpa che paNa cetana che. jJAnAdi guNa zaktiyukta che. AvI caitanya zaktimAM ApaNA zuddhAtma dravyane (AkAza jevuM arUpI tattva) temAM bheLavIne zuddha Atma svarUpane jovuM-kalpavuM. A dhyAnathI chevaTe karmano hrAsa thatAM Atma svarUpano AnaMda anubhavI zakAya. 10. caitanyazaktinuM svarUpa A.zu. 9, saM. 2049 caitanya zakita kadI avarAtI nathI, zakti mAtra AvRtta thatI nathI. e ja rIte bhAva paNa kadI avarAto nathI. zakti e to AtmAnuM amRta che, prANa che. te avarAya to AtmAnuM astitva ja na rahe. arthAtuM, AtmAnI sattA anubhavAya nahi. caitanya zakti eTale ja AtmAnuM astitva. jene mahAsattA kahevAya che bhAva eTale hovApaNuM te avarAtuM nathI. avarAya che te svabhAva. svanuM hovApaNuM avarAya che. bhAva te to zuddha ja che, tene koI malinatA sparzatI nathI. "valtha sadAvo dakhkho" vastuno svabhAva te vastuno dharma che, te svabhAva, parabhAvamAM ke vibhAvamAM jAya che te tenI malinatA che. kemake svabhAva che to para-bhAva ke vi-bhAva hoI zake. paraMtu kevaLa bhAva tene koI sparze nahi dA.ta. zAkabhAva vigere. paraMtu svabhAva e to vastuno dharma che, te potAnAmAM na rahe tyAre te sva dharmane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 119 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cUke che. e ja tenuM anAdinuM AvRtta svarUpa che. eka vAra te svabhAvamAM sthira thAya ane nija svarUpamAM sthiti kare pachI tenI zuddhatA badalAtI nathI, sadA nija svabhAvamAM ja rame che. svabhAvano bIjo artha guNa. tenA para AvaraNa Ave che mATe ja A saMsAra che temAM paribhramaNa che. tenAthI mukata thavA AvaraNa khaseDavAnI ja prakriyA te paribhramaNa daramyAna karavAnI che. caitanya zakti e to zuddha ja che. jagatamAM vyApIne rahelI che, te tenI zuddhatAne lIdhe. AkAza vigere nirmaLa che temAM koI malinatA nathI mATe tenA vyANane koI aTakAvI zakatuM nathI. tema ApaNA AtmAmAM rahelI caitanya zakti zuddha che ane vyApaka ja che paNa caitanya zaktinA dhyAnamAM to vyApelI caitanya zaktine upayoga dvArA jovAnI che. caitanya zakti ApaNA AtmAmAM rahelI che, te bhinna nathI, abhinna ja che paraMtu ApaNuM alaga vyaktitva ApaNA cittamAM AtmAnI svataMtratAnA kAraNe sthira thayeluM che. tethI caitanya zaktinI abhedatAne bhUlI gayA chIe tene smaravAnI che. tenA smaraNathI zuddha evI caitanyazaktinuM-AtmAnA zAyakabhAvanuM darzana thAya ane temAM sthiratA thAya jethI potAnA zuddha svarUpane-svabhAvane je sattAmAM rahelo che temAM tanmaya thaI zakAya, jethI sva-rUpanI jhAMkhI thAya. zuddha svabhAva-vartamAnamAM sattAmAM che paNa pragaTa nathI. zuddha caitanyazakti vartamAnamAM paNa pragaTa che paNa anubhavAtI nathI. kAraNake AtmA vibhAvamAM paDelo che, parabhAvamAM rame che. te ramaNatAthI pAchA pharavA mATe je caitanya zakti abheda ja che chatAM bhedarUpe AtmAnI vibhAva dazAnA kAraNe anubhavAya che te bhedane toDavA mATe caitanya zaktinAM vyApaka rUpe darzana karI temAM caitanyazaktithI maLI javuM. je zuddha che tenuM milana thaI zake che. mATe caitanya zaktino abheda sAdhI jagatamAM vyApya caitanya zakita (je zuddha ja che) mAM ApaNA AtmAmAM rahelI caitanya zakti (je zuddha ja che)nuM milana karavuM. zuddhanuM zuddhanI sAthe milana thaI zake che. mATe caitanyazaktinA abheda milanamAM zuddha AnaMda paNa (AtmAnaMda) anubhavI zakAya che. paramAtmAnI sAthe abheda milanamAM paNa paramAtmAno zuddha svabhAva pragaTa che. tenI sAthe ApaNo azuddha svabhAva (parabhAvamAM gayelo)mAM paDelo AtmA maLI zakato nathI. mATe ApaNe paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM abheda milananI prakriyA karIe chIe tyAre paNa parabhAvane visarI, sattAe zuddha evA nija svabhAvane smarI tene paramAtmAnA zuddha svabhAva sAthe meLavI, ekatAno AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. A AnaMdane meLavavA vAraMvAra AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanuM smaraNa karI parabhAvathI dUra rahevuM e rIte paramAvanA visaravAthI zuddha svabhAvano rasa-prIti pragaTa thAya ane paramAtmAnA AlaMbanathI potAnA svabhAvane jue, darzana kare. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 120 Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10. cetanya zakti A.zu.pra. 10 "aham' mAM Ahatya zakti rahelI che, koI paNa jAtanI zuddha zakti te caitanyazaktinuM ja eka svarUpa che. dareka jIvAtmAmAM A caitanya zakti rahelI che. te eka ja prakAranI che, temAM bheda ja nathI. mATe " sAthI" e sUtrathI AtmAnI caitanyazakti eka hovAnA kAraNe AtmA eka che ema paNa manAya che. anaMta AtmA che paNa zakti nirAvaraNa hovAthI zuddha zakti vizvavyApI che. tene ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe. zaktinA AlaMbane anaMta AtmA sAthe ApaNo bhinna AtmA temAM bhaLI jAya che, tyAre vartamAnamAM svabhAva nirAvaraNa nahi hovA chatAM nizcayathI tenI zuddha sattAne smarI anaMta AtmA sAthe jina ane sva AtmAmAM ekatAno anubhava thaI zake. jina, jagata ane AtmA e traNenI ekatA guNanI sadezatAthI thaI zake. jene svabhAva kahevAya che. te svabhAva-jJAnAdi guNa svarUpa che, je zuddha guNo (jJAnAdi) AtmAmAM sattAe rahelA che tene upayogamAM sthira karI anaMta AtmAnA nizcayathI sattAe zuddha ane paramAtmAnA pragaTa zuddha guNomAM bheLavI devA arthAtu, ekatAthI nihALavA (upayoga cakSuthI). zakti ane bhAva (caitanya ane jJAyakatA) e kadI avarAtA nathI, palaTAtA nathI, tenuM mULa svarUpa badalAtuM nathI. kAraNake e AtmAnuM potAnuM svarUpa che. arthAtuM, AtmadravyanuM potAnuM svarUpa che. e kAMI guNa ke paryAya nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 121 Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakano aMtarnAda saMvata 2050-5AnA naM. 122 thI 135 1. caitanya zakti e zuM che ? 1A, 13, 18 2. 3. 4. * anukramaNikA * 5. 9. caitanya zakti caitanya zaktinA sauMdaryathI AnaMda karyo ? caitanya zaktinuM darzana ane AnaMda nirviSaya AnaMda yAne sahajAnaMda caitanya zakti yAne Atmajyoti 6. jyoti jhagamage re lokAloka pramANa 7. arhamnA dhyAnamAM 8. AtmAnuM darzana - yAne Atma svarUpanI jhAMkhI upayoga zuddhi - mana zuddhi 10. Atmika puruSArtha 11. zabda brahma - parabrahma 12. arihaMta paramAtmAnI rahasyamaya vANI 13. utpAda vyaya dhrauvya yukta sat 122 Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . 1A. caitanyazakti e zuM che ? kA.zu. 8, saM. 2050 caitanya zakti samagra vizvamAM vyApIne rahI che kAraNa ke te zakti e ApaNA AtmAmAMthI nIkaLato prakAza che. jema dIpakano prakAza jayAM dIpaka che tyAM badhI jagyAne prakAzita kare che tema ApaNA AtmAnI (zuddha) jayoti prakAzI rahI che tenuM A teja jagatamAM vyApI raheluM che. jema lAITanA prakAzanuM teja vadhu tema te vadhAre vistAramAM phelAya che. tema zuddha AtmA eka tejasvI (arUpI) padArtha che, jenuM teja akhila brahmAMDamAM phelAya che te teja AtmAmAM rahelA jJAna guNanuM che arthAtuM, AtmAmAM je cetanA che te evI jAjvalyamAna tejasvI che je dUra dUra sudhI prakAza pAthare che. cetanA e ja AtmAnI sattA batAve che. jayAre dhyAnamAM AtmAne ApaNA zarIramAM nAbhi sthAne joIe chIe tyAre lAITanA prakAzanI jema tejasvI vastunAM darzana thAya che. temAMthI eTalo badho prakAza nIkaLe che ke jagata AkhuM te prakAzathI bharAI jAya che. te prakAza e ja AtmAnI caitanya zakti che, caitanya zakti eTale AtmAmAM rahelI potAnI sattA potAnuM astitva je zakti batAvI rahI che te pote AtmA ja che tenuM dhyAna jagata vyApI prakAzarUpe karavuM te nirmala che temAM koI DAgha nathI, jJAna guNane karmanAM AvaraNa lAge paNa A zakitane koI AvaraNa nathI, te sattAmAM rahelI AtmAnI zuddhatAmAMthI nIkaLatI jhaLahaLa jyoti che te sadA akhalitapaNe AtmAmAMthI vahI rahI che, te zuddha ja che. te caitanya zaktine ja Atmajyoti kahevAmAM Ave che. azuddha paryAyamAM rahelo AtmA paNa potAnI sattAmAM rahelI zuddhatAne choDato nathI mATe adhunA (hamaNAM) paNa te jyoti to prakAzI ja rahI che ane samagra vizvamAM te phelAyelI che. tenuM astitva chatAM ApaNI daSTi tenA tarapha gaI nathI, tene jovA mATe vicAra paNa nathI karyo. have jANyuM ke e hamaNAM paNa prakAzita ja che. to tenAM darzana kara ! ane Atma jyoti (arUpI prakAza) ne nihALIne AnaMda pAma, bahAranA prakAzane joIne kheMcAyo paNa tArI jyoti-prakAza che tene to nihALa! 1Bcetanyazakti e zuM che ? kA.zu. 10 caitanya zakti e AtmAmAM rahelI eka mULabhUta zakti che. badhI zaktionuM kendra sthAna e zakti che. jJAna e guNa che ane A caitanya zakti e tenAthI alaga vyaktitva dharAvanAra AtmAnuM zakti svarUpa che. jJAna e AtmAno svabhAva che. caitanya zakti e AtmAnI eka zakti che, te cetanAnuM ja eka svarUpa che. AtmA cetanAthI ja potAnI sattA dharAve che. te caitanya zaktine AtmAnI jyoti kahevAya che. te niraMtara AtmAmAMthI prakAzI rahI che. AtmA A zaktithI ja eTalo badho tejasvI che ke te samagra lokamAM (cauda rAjalokamAM) prakAza pAthare che. zuddha AtmAnI manohara kAnti tathA sauMdarya A zakitane kAraNe ja jaNAya che. AtmA sattAthI zuddha che tema te zuddha AtmAnI caitanya sAdhakano aMtarnAda 123 Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti paNa AvaraNa vinAnI zuddha che mATe ja te jyoti svarUpe samagra lokamAM vyApIne rahelI che, jayAre tame tenuM smaraNa karo tyAre upayoga dvArA darzana karI zakAya ane jagatanA jIvonA zuddha AtmAmAMthI prakAzatI te jayotinuM milana thAya che tyAre samagra jIvasRSTino bheda maTI jAya che. tyAre anahada AnaMda anubhavAya che. A zakti eTale AtmAmAM prakAzavAnI zakti. tejasvI goLAmAMthI nIkaLato prakAza cAre bAju dUra dUra sudhI phelAya che tema A zakita (jyotirUpa) samagra vizvamAM phelAya che. te zuM kArya kare che? javAba : te niSkriya che, phakata AtmAnuM astitva batAve che. Atma dravya evuM che ke AkAza dravyanI jema zUnya jevuM lAge che chatAM te cetanAyukta che mATe caitanya zakti dharAve che te zaktithI tenuM astitva arUpI chatAM sahu koI anubhavI zake che, A tenI viziSTa zakti che. mATe ja AtmAnA anubhava mATe niraMtara samagra vizvamAM vyApI rahelo teno prakAza, jayoti, caitanya zakti tene upayogamAM dhAraNa karo arthAtu, te zaktimAM upayogane sthira karo. ane AtmAnuM caitanya anubhavo. te arUpI che tethI ApaNe tene Indriyo dvArA na joI zakIe paNa upayoganuM temAM sthApana karo. te niraMtara vizvamAM prakAzI rahI che. ApaNA ja AtmAnI te jyoti che. temAM sthira thAo. vizvamAM prasareluM te Atma teja pachI alaga vyaktitva dharAvatuM nathI jema eka oraDAmAM prasarelo hajAro dIpakano prakAza. te eka ja prakAzarUpe kArya kare che, arthAtu, alaga prakAza bhAsato nathI. tema Atma jayotimAM anaMta AtmAonI jyoti maLI gaI che. te eka svarUpamAM rahelI che, niraMtara vizvamAM prakAzI rahI che tene upayoga dvArA juo. te ja AtmAnuM zakti svarUpa che. te svanuM ja rUpa che. tene anubhavo. 10. cetanyazakti e zuM che ? kA.zu. 11, saM. 2050 te caitanya zakti e AtmAnuM vIrya che. te zakti ja AtmAne jIvADe che. jJAna guNa che. caitanya zakti che. guNa eTale svabhAva. jJAna guNa te svabhAva hovAthI AtmAnuM (svanuM) hovApaNuM (bhAvaastitva) batAve che. cetanya zakti AtmAne jIvADe che. te ja AtmAnuM jIvaMta svarUpa che. jJAna e paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa che. mATe ja tene zAna svarUpa kahevAya che. caitanya paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa che mATe ja tene zakti svarUpa kahevAya che. te zaktinuM kArya AtmAne jIvADavAnuM che. jJAnanuM kArya AtmAne jANavAnI zakita ApavAnuM che. A pramANe jJAna ane zakitamAM taphAvata che chatAM caitanya zakti dareka guNomAM vyApaka che. jema IndriyonuM kArya-AMkha jovAnuM kArya kare che. kAna sAMbhaLavAnuM kArya kare che paNa te dareka IndriyomAM prANa (jIvana zakti) vyApaka che. jo te na hoya to te badhI Indriyo kArya karatI aTakI jAya che tema AtmA cetanya zakitanA prabhAve ja jANavA vigere kAryo karI zake che. mATe jema Indriyo jovA, sAMbhaLavA mATe sAdhanarUpa che tema jJAna paNa AtmAne jANavA mATenuM sAdhana che. chatAM IndriyonI jema te AtmAthI bhinna nathI. jJAna AtmAthI kadI bhinna rahetuM nathI kAraNa ke te tenuM svarUpa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 124 Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. AtmA jJAnarUpa ja che, abhedatAthI sadA sAthe ja che. paNa caitanya zakti e zuM che te samajAvavA mATe jJAnane AtmAne jANavA mATenuM abheda sAdhana kahyuM ane caitanya zakti ne AtmAnA prANa kahyA. jema zarIra prANa hoya tyAM sudhI ja jIvaMta prakAze che. tema caitanya e potAnI hAjarIthI AtmAne sadA prakAzita rAkhe che ane jyotirUpe phelAIne rahe che. A Atma jyoti AhlAdakArI che. zAMta jyoti, zItala jyoti mana dvArA paNa darzana karanArane AhlAda utpanna kare che, zAMti Ape che ane jIvanamAM zItaLatAno anubhava karAve che. caitanya zakti e ja AtmAnuM amRta che. tenuM haMmezAM pAna karo, te sadA jharyA kare che. caitanya zaktine aneka upamAo apAya che te lAITanA goLAnI jema (jo ke te caMdra jevo zItaLa prakAza Ape che paNa lAITanA goLAnI jema tejasvI che) sadA prakAzita tejasvI zItaLa prakAzathI lokAlokane bharI de che. prakAza kayAMya aTakato nathI. te AtmAnuM teja hovAthI tenA para prIti karo. A to mAruM potAnuM ja teja che, prakAza che, jyoti che. tenA darzanathI tRpta thAo, bAhya pudgalathI manano virAma karo ane AtmAnA prANamAM suratA karo. kA,zu. 11 caitanya zakti e AtmAnA prANa che, zvAsozvAsa che, te niraMtara dhabakI rahyA che tethI AtmAnI kriyA-jANavuM, jovuM, AnaMda pAmavuM vigere cAlu ja che. yogIo Atmadarzana-AtmAnubhava mATe A caitanya zakti-Atma jayotinuM dhyAna kare che jayAre temAM AtmA sthira thAya che tyAre soDahaM soDahaM nA jApano askhalita pravAha cAle che tenA ajapAjApathI AtmAnubhava kare che. zarIrane jIvADavA mATe jema prANa zakti che tema caitanyazakti AtmAnuM jIvana che. AtmAne jIvADanAra caitanya zakti che. caitanyazakti kA.zu. 12 caitanya zakti AtmAmAM kendra sthAne che. AtmAnA svabhAva-jJAna, darzana, cAritra, sukha e badhA pravAho AtmAnA vIryamAMthI (caitanya zaktimAMthI) nIkaLe che. caitanya zakti vyApaka hovAthI dareka AtmAnI caitanya zakti samagra vizvamAM milana pAme che. A rIte zakti dvArA dareka AtmA sAthe maLe che. mATe jagatanA jIvo ane AtmA (svano) darekne abheda milana niraMtara raheluM che te caitanya zaktithI jagatanA jIvo sAthe abheda sadhAya che. abheda milana e AnaMda ApanAruM che. caitanya e zakti svarUpa hovAthI AtmAnuM vIrya kahevAya che. ane jyoti rUpe prakAzI rahI che mATe AtmAnuM teja kahevAya che. samagra vizvamAM vyApelI che, mATe AtmAnuM vibhutva kahevAya che. e zaktimAMthI eka nAda niraMtara nIkaLe che tethI AtmAnI baMsarI kahevAya che. soDahaMthI suratA Ave che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 125 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A cetanyazaktinuM adbhuta svarUpa koNa varNavI zake ? tenuM teja-prakAza saumya che temAM niraMtara rahevAthI AlAda thAya che. te zakti ApaNI pAse ja che, jarA paNa dUra nathI. jagatanA jIvo caitanya sAthe maLelI te zaktine nihALI AnaMda pAmo. svajananA milana karatAM ya adbhuta A milana hovAthI anero AnaMda udbhave che. pachI jIva pratyeno koI rAga ke dveSa, ISya ke asuyA, mAna ke apamAna ApaNA AtmAne satAvatA nathI. AvuM adbhuta milana niraMtara raheluM che tene maro, juo ane anubhavo. anubhava kerI A kyA, nita nita AnaMda thAya, teha thakI nija svarUpanI, thiratA paNa varatAya. 3. caitanyazaktinA saMdaryathI AnaMda kayo ? kA.zuddhi. 13, saM. 2050 AnaMda be prakAre che. 1. Atmika 2. bhautika jayAre caitanya zaktinuM sauMdarya nihALAya che tyAre bhautika sauMdarya bhUlAya che. te bhUlAya che tyAre caitanya zaktinuM sauMdarya anubhavAya che. te anubhUti e AnaMdanI carama sImA A paMca bhUtamaya zarIramAM rahelA AtmAnI che. kAraNa ke A dehe ciMtana, anuprekSAthI anubhUti vAraMvAra karI zakAya che. A dehAdi bAhA je AtmAno parikara che tene bhUlavo te muzkela che. kemake A carmacakSuthI dekhAtA sauMdaryathI viziSTa koI sauMdarya manobhUmi upara Ave tyAre tenI prIti jAge che temAM lIna thAya che tyAre bAhya padArtho bhUlAya che. tene bhUlo eTale AMtara samRddhine jovA AtmAne samaya maLe che, navaro thAya che, tyAre tenA anaMta sauMdaryane nihALe che. temAM manane rasa paDe che, prIti jAge che kAraNa ke te svanuM sauMdarya che. bAhya padArthonuM sauMdarya te paropAdhithI pragaTeluM nazvara ane kSaNika che. mATe tenI prIti kSaNamAM jAge ane te ja padArtha upara kSaNamAM aprIti thAya che. mATe te prIti paNa kSaNabhaMgura hovAthI AnaMda paNa aupacArika jevo anubhavIne nirAnaMdamAM pariName che. mATe cetanyazakti e AtmAnI jyoti che, teja che. temAM mana rasa letuM tyAre thAya che ke A mAruM svanuM teja che. sadA nitya prakAzita che. te kadI vilaya pAmatuM nathI. paropAdhithI utpanna thayeluM nathI, paraMtu sahaja che. mATe jayAre nirakho tyAre te jyoti prakAzI ja rahI che. jayAM juo tyAM te ja dekhAya che, kAraNa ke te vizvamAM vyApI che. AtmAno prANa temAM dhabakI rahyo che. mATe ja tenuM apUrva sauMdarya che. tene nihALyA ja karo ane sadA AnaMdane anubhavo. AnaMda eTalA mATe Ave che ke te manane game che. bAhya paropAdhimaya sauMdarya aNagamatuM thayuM che. para hovAnA kAraNe jayAM manano gamo hoya tyAM AnaMda Ave ja. mATe manane gamatuM karavA mATe prathama bAhya para vastunA sauMdaryanI samaja meLavI, tenA avaguNa samajI, sva sauMdarya-caitanya zaktine sahaja Atma zakti samajI, tenA AnaMdane anubhavo. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 126 Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4. cetanyazaktinuM darzana ane AnaMda nirviSaya AnaMda cAne sahajAnaMda mA.zu. 4, saM. 2050 caiitanya zakti e AtmAnI jyoti che, AtmAno prakAza che. AtmA eka tejasvI padArtha che. te nizcaya nayathI sva sattAe zuddha che. te zuddhAtmA kevaLa tejano bhaMDAra che. te teja anupama che. A jagatamAM evI koI cIja nathI ke jenI sAthe tene sarakhAvI zakAya. carma cakSuthI dekhAtA teja sUrya, caMdra vigere che te to ApaNane tenI (AtmAnI) tejasvItA tarapha manane laI javA mATe dAkhalo ApavA mATe che. sUryanI upamAne yogya AtmA nathI. te manano viSaya ja banato nathI, pachI manathI oLakhAtA tenI upamA kaI rIte ApI zakAya ? A zakti te eka adbhuta teja che, jayoti che, arUpI che, mATe te nirviSaya che. te jJAnano viSaya bane paNa Indriya janya jJAnano viSaya nathI banatuM, paraMtu nirmaLa AtmAmAMthI nIkaLato prakAza jene kevaLajJAna kahevAya che teno viSaya bane che, te paNa vyavahArathI samajavA mATe che. AtmA pote ja kevaLajJAna svarUpa che. jagatanuM pratibiMba te nirmaLa hovAthI temAM paDe che. e tenI nirmaLatAne AbhArI che, jJAna ane zeya e AtmAnI kevaLa zuddha svarUpanI vicAraNAmAM na AvI zake. jema jJAna nirviSaya che tema temAMthI udbhavato AnaMda paNa nirviSaya che. mATe te AnaMdane sahajAnaMda kahevAya che. jo viSayane AdhIna jJAna ke AnaMda hoya to te sahaja na banI zake. AtmAnuM svarUpa ja evuM che ke te jJAnamaya (jJAnasvarUpa) che AnaMdamaya (AnaMda svarUpa) che. tene koI viSayanI jarUra nathI paDatI, ke koI viSaya tene maLe tyAre ja tene jJAna thAya, AnaMda thAya evuM nathI. hA, AtmAnI jJAnamayatA, AnaMdamayatAmAM tenA (viSayo jagata-zeyo) pratibiMbo paDe che kAraNa ke te nirmaLa che, zuddha che. jema Ariso cokhkho hoya to temAM pratibiMba paDe ! paraMtu ArisAe te viSaya grahaNa nathI karyo. paNa sahaja pratibiMbita thayelI te vastu che, tevI ja rIte sahaja jJAna, sahaja AnaMda A zabdo para bhAra ApIne vicAratAM samajAya che ke A vastuo AtmAnI svataMtra che, mATe AtmA sahajAnaMda kahevAya che. viSayanuM ja jJAna thAya che. sAme viSaya na hoya to jJAna nathI thatuM. e paNa eka hakIkata che. paNa ApaNe tyAM koI paNa vastunI vicAraNA nayadRSTithI ja karAya che, ekAMte na thaI zake. mATe AtmAnA jJAnaguNa, AnaMdaguNa vigere je bolIe chIe te vyavahAra che. AtmA ja jJAna che, AnaMda che e nizcaya che. jayAre nizcayathI vicAraNA karIe tyAre AtmA nirviSayI che, koI viSayane grahaNa karato nathI te nija svarUpamAM sthiratA pAmI tene ja oLakhe che, jANe che, AnaMda pAme che. pote jJAnI che ane teno viSaya vyavahArathI vicArIe to pote ja bane che. viSaya viSayInI abhinnatAmAM jJAna-jJAnI judA pADI zakAtA nathI mATe kahyuM ke AtmA nirviSayaka evo jJAna svarUpa ane AnaMda svarUpa hovAthI te sahaja jJAnI sahajAnaMdI kahevAya che ane te anubhava paNa jagatanA badhA viSayothI para rahI AtmA nirviSayI bane che tyAre ja svarUpajJAnI sahajAnaMdI banI te svajJAna ane sahajAnaMdane bhogavI zake che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 127 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caitanya zakti e AtmAnI jJAnazakti che. te prakAzarUpe-jyotirUpe samagra vizvamAM vyApI che ane tene ja jJAnaguNa tarIke vicArIne AtmAthI abhinna AtmAno guNa kahIne, jagatane jJeya banAvI jANavA AtmAnI zaktirUpe mAnIe chIe, AtmAnuM teja te caitanya zakti, ane AtmAno guNa te jJAna guNa, ema vyavahAra ane nizcayathI eka ja AtmAmAM rahela eka ja vastune A be rIte oLakhI zakAya che. paraMtu baMnenuM kArya juduM che. caitanya zaktirUpe te AtmA nirviSayI bane che, arthAt, te koI viSayane jANato nathI paraMtu niSkriya potAnI svarUpamAM sthiti hoya che ane arUpI evuM adbhuta teja svarUpe te prakAzI rahyo che. tenA dhyAnamAM sahajajJAna ane sahaja AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI zake. A zuddha Atma dravyanI bhAvanA-ciMtavanA che. jJAnaguNarUpe te AtmA viSayane grahaNa karIne jANe che, AnaMda pAme che. A tenI sakriyatA che ane te AtmAnI paryAyasthiti che. kemake AtmAnI kramabaddha paryAyo cAlu che. te jJAna paryAyano anubhava karI AtmA sAthe abheda evA te jJAna paryAyathI AtmAnI anubhUti karavAnI che. 5. caitanyazakti yAne Atmajayoti mA.zu. 6, saM. 2050 caitanyazakti e ja AtmAnI jyoti che. AtmA arUpI che tethI temAMthI nIkaLatI jayoti paNa arUpI che. tene rUpI evA sUrya, caMdra vigere padArtho sAthe na sarakhAvI zakAya. chatAM paNa arUpI jyoti unALAmAM zItaLatA Ape che ane ziyALAmAM agninI jema uSNatA Ape che. kAraNa ke te caitanyazakti arham svarUpa dhAraNa karI repha rUpa agnibIjamAMthI uSNatA ApI ThaMDI dUra kare che, ane kalArUpa caMdranA kiraNamAMthI ThaMDaka ApI ThaMDakano anubhava karAve che, A ApaNo vyavahAramAM kArya-phalarUpe anubhava thAya tyAre arUpI vastunA astitvanI oLakha thAya che, paraMtu nizcayathI to caitanyazakti AtmAnI jayotirUpa arUpI evA te prakAzamAM jayA2e AtmA lIna banI jAya che tyAre soDahaMno anubhava (arUpI evA AtmAnA astitvano tathA nirmaLatAno anubhava huM AtmA chuM evo) thAya che. eTale ke huM AtmA chuM ema arUpI paNa AtmAnA-potAnA svarUpanI nirmaLa sattA anubhavAya che. AtmAnI e nirmaLa jyotinAM darzana prAraMbhamAM mananA vikalpathI AtmAnA eka tejasvI prakAzarUpe jotAM dehAdi para padArthonI vismRti thAya tyAre sva tarapha manane paNa mokalI zakAya, mana temAM sthira thAya tyAre upayoga paNa temAM joDAyelo ja hoya che, jeTalo upayoga nirmaLa thato jAya teTalo te jayotimAM sthiratA pAmato jAya. tyAre je AnaMda (para vastunI vismRtino ane sva vastuno ruci, bodha ane akhaMDa smRtino ane temAMthI prApta thatI sthiratAno) thAya che, te para vastuthI thatA AnaMdathI judo hoya che, alaukika hoya che. mATe teno abhyAsa arUpI evI Atma jyoti je sattAe zuddha evA AtmAmAMthI niraMtara prakAzI rahI che ane lokAlokamAM vyApI rahela che zraddheya, dhyeya, spRhaNIya evI jyotimAM darzana, dhyAna vigerethI AnaMda pAmavo. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 128 Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6. jayoti jhagamage re lokAloka pramANa po.va. 3, saM. 2050 jayoti te AtmAmAMthI nIkaLato prakAza che, tejasvI padArthano A prakAza cheka lokane paNa ullaMdhIne aloka sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. zuddha Atma svarUpe pragaTa thAya che tyAre jJAna uparanuM AvaraNa saMpUrNa naSTa thavAthI kevaLa jJAna (pUrNa jJAna) prakAzamAM Ave che. te AtmAno jJAnasvabhAva je guNarUpe prasiddhine pAmelo che, te che. paraMtu AtmAmAM rahelI je cetanA, temAMthI pragaTelI je zakti, je caitanya zaktirUpe prasiddhi pAmelI che te cauda rAjalokamAM vyApaka che kAraNa zakti te AtmAnuM svarUpa che, te potAnA AtmAthI sadA lepAyelI che, te AtmAnI sAthe (mULa dravya sAthe ja) rahe che. AtmA jayAM sudhI gati karI zake che tyAM sudhI te paNa gati kare che. te AgaLa jaI zakatI nathI. jayAre jJAnaguNa te AtmAmAMthI nIkaLelA prakAzarUpa hovAthI tenI gati sthagita thatI nathI. mATe lokAloka vyApI che. tethI kahyuM che ke "saMpUuf iTA vAzai II IT-TAT ImtrimAnaM tava ridhAnta" A vAkaya tenI sAkSI pUre che. mATe zakita e AtmAnuM svarUpa che, te tejasvI hovAthI traNe bhuvanamAM jayotirUpe prakAza pAthare che. jJAna te AtmAno guNa che, te prakAzamAna hovAthI jhagamagatI jayotirUpe koIpaNa sthAne (loka ke alokamAM paNa) alita thato nathI. paraMtu jJAnaguNa paNa caitanya zakitane AbhArI che. cetanA ja na hoya to jJAna guNa na hoya, mATe ja A zakti ane svabhAva e banne AtmAne jovA mATenAM judAM judAM pAsAM che. eka sikkAnA be pAsAnI jema AtmAne judAM judAM pAsAthI joto tuM AnaMda pAma ! svarUpa nihALIne AtmAmAM (caitanya zaktirU5) DubakI mArIne temAM lIna thA ! svabhAva nihALIne tenAAtmAnA prakAzamAM maLI jA ! ane tArI A malina paryAyane bhUlIne zuddha paryAyanuM (jJAnaguNa) smaraNa dvArA temAM ameda thavA prayatna kara ! ane caitanya zaktimAM DubakI mArIne tArA zuddha AtmasvarUpanA smaraNa dvArA AtmAmAM sthira thaI svarUpAnubhava kara ! zakti ane svabhAva je zuddha che temAM lInatA karI AnaMda ane sukhane mANa! cetanAnAM ja A be pAsAM che, cetanAnuM zakti svarUpa te caitanya zakti, svabhAva svarUpa te jJAnaguNa. che. ahaMmanA dayAnamAM a. zu. 1 3, saM. 2049 Ahatya zakti e ja caitanyazakti che, zakti zabda strIliMge che mATe teNe "mA" nuM svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM che, e samagra vizvanI janmadAtrI che. cAra jaDa dravyo ane vistrasA pariNAma pAmelA pudgalo sivAyanA je kAMI jaDa dazya che tenI utpatti caitanyanI sahAyathI thayelI che. are ! jayAM sudhI AtmAnI sahaja sthiti prApta thatI nathI tyAM sudhI pugalanI sahAyathI UMce Ave che. jo tenI sahAya levAmAM AtmA bhUla kare to nIce paDe che. paNa UMce AvavAmAM jaDa sahAyaka avazya bane che, tenA Teke sAdhakano aMtarnAda 129 Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caitanyasvarupa paramAtma tattvamAM milana karavA puruSArtha kare che, chevaTe te tattvamAM maLI jatAM jaDanI sahAya chUTI jAya che. karmavargaNA ATha prakAranI je che tenI sahAyathI zarIra dhAraNa kare che, poSe che, jIve che ane vyavahAradharma Adare che ane chelle te dArika zarIra dvArA kaSTathI AtmAne choDAve che, tyAre te zarIra, karma, mana vigere samagra jaDane choDIne AtmA potAnA sthAne cAlyo jAya che. arthAt, karma mukta bane che, tethI siddha bane che. 8. AtmAnuM darzana cAne AtmasvarUpanI jhAMkhI ce.zu. 11, saM. 2050, caloDA caitanya zakti svarUpe vyApIne rahelA AtmAnuM darzana, zuddha upayoga dvArA ja thaI zake. paraMtu AtmA ghAti karmanA baMdhanathI baMdhAyelo che. tyAM sudhI upayoga zuddha thaI zakato nathI. upayoganI saMpUrNa zuddhi ghAti karmanA saMpUrNa kSayathI thAya che. mATe jemanAM ghAti karmo saMpUrNa kSaya thaI gayAM che evA kevalibhagavaMto ja AtmAnuM darzana karI zake che. pra. to yogIo dhyAnamAM AtmAnuM darzana kare che, te kevI rIte ? ja. kevali bhagavaMto ghAti karmanA kSayathI upayoganI zuddhi prApta kare che, tema sAdhaka yogIne dhyAnarUpI tapathI evAM karmono kSayopazama thAya che tyAre upayoga je azuddha hato, te saMpUrNa zuddha nahi paNa karmanA kSayopazamathI je zuddhine pAme che, te zuddhi dvArA AtmAnI jhAMkhI thAya che, mATe tene AtmAnuM darzana nahi kahetAM yogIo dhyAnamAM AtmAnI jhAMkhI kare che arthAtuM, jhAMkhuM darzana kare che. A AtmAnI jhAMkhI paramAtmAnA AlaMbanathI thAya che. paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana levuM eTale temanAM darzana, pUjana, temanA svarUpanuM ciMtana, nididhyAsana, dhyAna, temanAmAM tanmayatA, tadrupatA karavA sudhInI prakriyA temanA batAvelA anuSThAna karavA dvArA tathA ciMtanAdinA abhyAsa dvArA vAraMvAra nija AtmAnA sattAe rahelA zuddha svarUpanuM smaraNa, tasvarUpanI prIti, svarUpa prAptinI jhaMkhanA, svarUpa oLakhANa mATe tevA pustakanuM vAMcana, svarUpa prAptinI tAlAvelI ane vAraMvAra paramAtmAnI sAthe abhedatAno anubhava karavA mATe puruSArtha, prayatna, udyama karavArUpa AlaMbana levAthI tevo mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thAya che, jethI sadA paramAM (jaDamAM) ramato upayoga paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana levAthI zubhamAM parovAya che tyAre teno kacaro sApha thavA mAMDe che, jethI upayoga kaMIka zuddhi tarapha jAya che, jene kSayopazama kahevAya che. te kSayopazamanI sthiratAmAM AtmAnI jhAMkhI thAya che, tene yogIonuM Atmadarzana kahe che. upayoga be prakAre hoya che. 1. zuddha 2. azuddha azuddhanA be prakAro paDe che. 1. zubha 2. azubha zubhanuM AlaMbana levAthI upayoga zubha bane che paraMtu te zuddha nathI, zuddhamAM to koI AlaMbana nathI. paNa zubha te zuddhamAM nimitta che. tethI azubhathI bacavA mATe satata zubhamAM upayogazIla rahevA prayatna karavo, jethI azubha karmabaMdha aTake ane upayoga zuddhi tarapha vaLe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 130 Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9. upayogazuddhi - manazuddhi ce.zu. pUnama, saM. 2050 upayoga ane mana A banne vastu bhinna che. upayoga e cetana sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che mana tenuM sAdhana che, mana e jaDa pulanuM baneluM che, paNa IndriyothI te juduM che mATe tene atidriya kahevAya che. Indriyo jaDa che, mana paNa jaDa che paraMtu AtmA jayAre karNAdhIna che tyAre jJAna potAnAmAM raheluM hovA chatAM Indriyo ane mananI sahAyathI jANI zake che. jema cakSu Indriya jhAMkhuM jue che, AvaraNa Ave che tyAre cazmAnI madada levI paDe che tema jJAna upara jeTalA pramANamAM AvaraNa hoya teTalA pramANamAM Indriyone sAdhana banAvavI paDe che. A uparathI e phalita thayuM ke Indriyo ane mana AtmAnuM zAna karavAmAM jaDa sAdhano che. AtmAnA mULabhUta jJAnAdi guNonA prAgaTya mATe bAhya sAdhano che mATe te jaDa hovA chatAM upekSaNIya nathI paraMtu rakSaNIya che. karmonuM AvaraNa e jJAnAdi pragaTa nahi thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa che, Indriyono abhAva e sahakArI kAraNa che. mATe jJAnAdi guNonuM prakaTIkaraNa karavAmAM atyaMtara sAdhana, karmono kSayopazama ane kSaya che. bAhA sAdhananI prApti (Indriyo ane mananI prApti) te puruSArthathI sAdhya nathI paraMtu pUrva kRta karmane AdhIna che. atyaMtara sAdhana (karmano kSayopazama tathA kSaya) te AtmAnA puruSArthathI sAdhya che. AtmAno puruSArtha upayoga dvArA thaI zake che. bAhA puruSArtha mana ane Indriyo dvArA thaI zake che. mana ane Indriyono preraka AtmA zubha (deva, guru, dharma)nuM AlaMbana laIne Indriyo ane manathI puruSArtha kare che tyAre puNyakarma saMcita kare che, azubhanuM AlaMbana laIne puruSArtha kare che tyAre pApa karma saMcita kare che. AvA samaye AtmAnA zubha-azubha adhyavasAyanuM pratibiMba upayoga upara paDe che tyAre upayoga zubhAzubha bane che. A banne avasthAmAM upayoga azuddha che arthAtuM, sArA-narasA DAgha che. tethI te zubha kahevAya. paraMtu sArA DAgha te karma saMcAlita anukULatA arthAt, zAtA batAve che narasA DAgha pratikULatA arthAt azAtA batAve che. zubhanuM AlaMbana le che tyAre mananI zubha avasthA, te tenI zuddhi che ane upayoganI zubha avasthA te tenI azuddhi che, kemake sAro paNa DAgha che. jayAre upayoga niSkalaMka bane che tyAre upayoganI zuddhi hoya che, upayoganI zuddhi, AtmAnI zuddhi upara che ane upayoganI zuddhi mATe AtmAno puruSArtha joIe che. AtmAnI zuddhi mATe paramAtmAe batAvelAM anuSThAno AcaravAM joIe, je anuSThAno mana, vacana, kAyAnuM zubha pravartana che, yoganuM zubha pravartana upayogane zubhamAM laI jAya che, jethI azubha pravartana aTake che, ane upayoga zubha bane che. je zubhanA AlaMbanathI zuddhi tarapha jaI zake che. mana, vacana, kAyAnuM zubhamAM rahevuM, TakavuM te ja yoganI zuddhi che. tethI mana zuddhi ane upayogazuddhi mATenI sAdhanA bhinna-bhinna che. mananI zuddhi saraLa che paNa upayoganI zuddhi puruSArthathI thAya che. mana sAdhakano aMtarnAda 131 Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhimAM bAhya puruSArtha kAraNa che mATe saraLa che, upayoga zuddhimAM Atmika puruSArtha kAraNa che, te kaThina che. 10. Atmika puruSArtha ce.va. 1, saM. 2050, kalikuMDa, dAdAvADI. puruSArtha cAra che. dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa. A badhA puruSArthamAM AtmA to joDAya che, paNa AtmAnuM valaNa pugala-jaDa taraphanuM hoya che tyAre artha ane kAma, puruSArthamAM udyamI banI zake che. chatAM samakiti samakitanI hAjarImAM artha ane kAma puruSArthamAM udyama karavA chatAM valaNa AtmA taraphanuM hovAthI te puruSArthathI te te jAtanAM kane AtmA uparathI kheravI nAMkhe che. jayAre AtmA taraphanuM valaNa hoya che tyAre dharma puruSArthamAM udyamI bane che. AtmAne parabhAva taraphanI sUga hoya tyAre pote jAtane samaje che ane AtmA udyamavaMta banI kAryasiddhi mATe tatpara bane che. parabhAvathI pAchA vaLavuM te anAdinA abhyAsathI jaDa sukha lolupI AtmAne kaThina hovAthI Atmika puruSArtha thavo kaThina che. mATe ja udyama tyAre saphaLa bane jayAre AtmA sva tarapha vaLe. prathama, AtmA ane pudgalanI bhinnatA vAraMvAra vicArI AtmasAt karavI. AtmA ane pudgalanA sukhane oLakhavA. bane sukhamAM tAttvika taphAvata kevo ane keTalo che te zruta jJAna dvArA jANavo. je gurue zrutano abhyAsa karI te te padArthone AtmasAt karIne te banne sukho anubhavIne vivecita karyuM che. temanI pAsethI te baMnenA sukhane oLakhavAM ane jaDa sukha rucithI pAchA vaLavuM. jaDa sukha rucithI pAchA vaLavA AtmAnA guNo oLakhavAM te svanI mAlikInI vastu che tema tenI mamatA keLavavI ane jaDanI mamatA choDavI. jaDanI mamatA chUTaze tyAre AtmAnA guNonI prIti jAgaze. rasa keLavAze tyAre AtmA puruSArtha karaze, baLa ajamAvaze. baLa ajamAvavuM e ja teno puruSArtha che. A puruSArthane dharmapuruSArtha kahevAya che. kAraNa ke "vadhu sadAvo gha" AtmAno svabhAva te dharma, AtmasvabhAva pragaTa karavA mATe AtmA je baLa ajamAve te dharma puruSArtha che. tene dharma puruSArtha kaho ke Atmika puruSArtha kaho baMne eka ja che ane mokSa puruSArtha te to Atma svabhAva terame guNaThANe pragaTa karyA pachI caudame guNaThANe je AtmAno puruSArtha pAMca hustAkSara bolAya teTalA samayamAM je thAya che te mokSa puruSArtha che. te AtmAno karmathI saMpUrNa mukata thavAno puruSArtha UMcA sTejano che. sauthI chello A puruSArtha karI AtmAniraMtara svarUpamAM sthira rahI, AtmaguNonA bhogamAM magna banI sukhamAM magna navapadamAM ApaNo AtmA jovo, te saMbheda praNidhAna, AtmAmAM navapada jovA te abheda praNidhAna. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 132 Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parabrahma a.zu. 2, saM. 2050, sANaMda-cArtumAsa arham e zabda deha AtmAno che, arham zabda sAkAra che. arthAt, AtmAnuM sAkAra svarUpa che. tenuM dhyAna karavAthI para brahmamAM javAya che, eTale ke nirAkAra evA para brahmarUpa zuddhAtmAmAM javAya che. sAkAra evA arham svarUpanuM AlaMbana laIne nirAkAra evA zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna karI zakAya che. 11. zabdabrahma azu. 3 zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna be rIte thAya che. (1) AtmAnI jyoti (prakAza) rUpa caitanya zaktinA dhyAnathI jayotinuM dhyAna-AtmadhyAna thAya che, jene jyotinuM dhyAna kahevAya che. (ra) nAdanuM dhyAna. je nAda vizvamAM sahaja rIte thAya che te avAjanuM AlaMbana laIne AtmAmAMthI udbhavato sahajanAda jene anAhata nAda kahevAya che. tenA dhyAnathI zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna thAya che A rIte jayotinA darzanathI ane nAdanA zravaNathI AtmAnuM dhyAna thAya che. A jayoti ane nAda banne AtmAmAMthI sahaja rIte udbhavatA prakAza ane nAda che. jayAre temAM sthiratA Ave che tyAre AtmAnubhavanI pratIti thAya che. jayoti AtmAnuM rUpa che. nAda e AtmAno avAja che. paNa te AtmAnI svAbhAvika vastu hovAthI jayotine AtmAnI caitanyazakti kahevAya che. arthAt, AtmA (caitanya) zakti svarUpa che. nAdane AtmAnuM anAhata nAda svarUpa kahevAya che. arthAt, te AtmAnuM ja nAda svarUpa che. AtmAnuM rUpa che ane nAda avAja hovAthI AtmA bole che paraMtu te banne zuddha che, arUpI che, adazya che mATe carma cakSuthI ke karNathI dekhAtA ke saMbhaLAtA nathI te AtmAnI nirvikalpa avasthAmAM anubhavAya che. te anubhava karavA mATe dhyAnAbhyAsamAM caitanyanuM tathA nAdanuM darzana tathA zravaNa karavA udyama karavo. jethI karmano kSayopazama thatAM anubhUti sudhI pahoMcI zakAya. A anubhUtimAM moTA pramANamAM karmono (mohAdi) hrAsa thAya che. mATe A paNa eka sAdhanA sAdhake cAritranA pAlananI sAthe sAdhavI joIe. 12. arihaMta paramAtmAnI rahasyamayavANI A.zu. 7, saM. 2050, sANaMda paramAtmA arihaMta prabhue samavasaraNamAM dezanAmAM sauthI prathama rahasyabhUta e vAta samajAvI ke A jagata eTale ke jagatamAM rahelI vastumAtra utpAda vyaya dhauvyayukta che. A vAta bahuja mahattvanI che. jo A rIte padArthano svabhAva samajAI jAya to utpanna thatA rAga, dveSa, moha zAMta thavA mAMDe. je rAgAdi karmabaMdhana dvArA jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe che ane muktine rUMdhe che. A tripadI eTalA mATe ja (rahasyavANI hovAthI) prathama yogya AtmAne saMbhaLAvI ane tenI gaNadhara tarIke sthApanA karI ane temAMthI (tripadIthI) ja dvAdazAMginI racanA thaI, caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA thaI ane muktimArganuM pravartana zarU thayuM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 133 Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A rahasyavANIne AtmAnI sAthe bhAvita thatAM jaDa vastunA utpAda vyayathI thatA harSa-zoka nAbUda thAya che ane rAga, dveSa, moha traNe A traNa padathI naSTa thAya che. mATe A tripadInI sAdhanA karavI. jagatanA padArthonuM dhyAna A utpatti nAza ane dhruvatA svarUpa karavAthI te padArthonuM svarUpa e rItanuM bhAvita thatAM rAgAdi traNano ghaNo hrAsa thAya che. jagatamAM evo koI padArtha nathI ke je utpanna thato na hoya, nAza thato na hoya ane mULa svarUpe raheto na hoya, jo vastumAM A traNa dharma na hoya to te vastu ja na kahevAya, mATe prabhue tripadI kahIne zuM kahyuM ? vastunI oLakha ApI. e oLakhathI vastuthI thatAM nukasAna aTakI jAya che. '' "ajJAnam ava hatu mAM .'' ajJAna e ja kaSTa che. ApaNuM ajJAna dU2 karAvI prabhue ApaNane kaSTathI ugAryA che. paraMtu rAgAdine AdhIna ApaNe vastunI sthitine ekAMta svarUpe pakaDI du:khI thaIe chIe. utpanna thAya che temAM harakhAvAnI jarUra nathI, naSTa thAya che temAM zoka karavAnI jarUra nathI. ane sadA tenA astitvathI mUMjhAvAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNake vastu svarUpa ja evuM che, tridharmAtmaka vastumAM koI paNa ekAMtatAthI harSa, zoka ke moha karIne AtmAne zA mATe duHkhI karavo ? prabhue to prathama ja vastunI oLakha ApI, kAraNa ke vastunI sAthe ja saMbaMdhita AtmA tene oLakhyA vinA je kAMI vartana kare te duHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. arihaMta paramAtmAne "savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI'' bhAvanAne saphalI banAvavA A dezanA no prAraMbha hato. jIva vastune oLakhato nathI mATe tenI sAthe saMbaMdhamAM nirvikAra, avivekathI zUnya jIvana jIvI zakato nathI ane potAnA svarUpane pragaTAvI zakato nathI. mATe ja prathama vastunuM svarUpa batAvyuM. prabhunI padArthanA svarUpane samajAvanArI vANI arthathI dezanAmAM prakAzI, teno saMkSepa ja A traNa pada che ane vistAra dvAdazAMgI che, mATe je A traNa pada (utpAda vyaya ane dhauvya) nA rahasyane samaje che te ja rAga-dveSarUpa mahAna doSono kSaya karI jJAnAvaraNAdi AvaraNone khaseDI AtmAmAM rahelA sahaja guNono prakAza pAmI zake che, ane sadAne mATe nirvikAra AnaMda-sukhanA sthAnamAM rahevA AtmA cAlyo jAya che. A.zu. 8, saM. 2050, sANaMda utpAda vyaya ane dhrauvyadharma yukta je koI hoya te te padArtha che-vastu che-sat che. eTale ke vastunuM astitva to ja manAya ke te (vastu) utpanna thAya, nAza pAme ane dhruva hoya. A traNa dharmayukta je che te dravya kahevAya che ane dravya te guNa ane paryAya yukta ja hoya che. emAM vastuno dhruva dharma che, tene dravya kahevAya che, ane vastuno utpAda ane nAza dharma che, te dravyanI paryAya che. dravyanA ja e traNe dharmo che jayAre dravyamAM utpAda thAya tyAre tenI paryAya utpanna thaI kahevAya sAdhakano aMtarnAda 13. utpAda vyaya dhrauvyayukta sat 134 Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, jayAre nAza thAya che tyAre paNa paryAya utpanna thaI kahevAya che. jayAre utpAda vyaya ApaNAM carmacakSuthI anubhavAya nahi tyAre paNa apragaTa paryAya temAM paDelI che. jo paryAyanI sattA na hoya to pragaTa thaI kyAMthI ? vaLI je kAMI anubhavAya che te to paryAya ja che, paraMtu paryAya dravyamAMthI kayAre kevI rIte pragaTa thaI te anubhavAtuM nathI, chatAM bAla jIvone samajavA mATe ghaTa utpanna thAya tyAre mATIne dravya kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa je mATIne ApaNe pratyakSa joIe chIe te to paryAya ja che. piMDa svarUpa mATI te paryAya ja che. dravya e to te piMDamAM rahelI mR zakti che, te ja che. ethI dravya e zakti che, paryAya e vyakti che. A pramANe dravyamAM be dharmo rahelA che. 1. sAmAnya 2. vizeSa. dravya je zakita svarUpa che te teno sAmAnya dharma, dravya je vyaktirUpe paryAya pragaTa thayo te vizeSa dharma athavA koI paNa padArtha-vastumAM tenI jAtine sAmAnya dharma kahevAya che ane vyaktine vizeSa dharma kahevAya che koI paNa vastumAM A be dharmo rahelA ja che, te banne dharmo paraspara gauNa ke mukhya bhAve rahelA che. jAtithI vyakti oLakhAya che, jo jAti na hoya to vyakti paNa na hoya. jagata koI vastu nathI, jaDa ane cetana e vastu jayAM (je kSetra-AkAza pradezo) che te jagata. ethI ema kahI zakAya ke A be padArthothI jagata baneluM che, "Rtti rUti gAta"-gamana kare te jagata. kayAM gamana kare? eka paryAyamAMthI bIjI paryAyamAM jAya, arthAtu, paryAya pAme te dravyathI bhareluM jagata. A jaDa, cetana, dravyane rahevA mATe AkAza che, arthAtu, AkAza potAnAmAM rAkhe che. te AkAza paNa jaDa vastumAM samAveza pAme che. mATe te paNa samaye-samaye parivartana pAme che, tethI A badhA padArthone TakAvI rAkhanAra je kAMI che tene jagata kahevAya che. avanavA banAvo jemAM utpanna thAya che, ane nAza pAme che ane dhrauvyatAthI rahe che te jagata, te te vastuonA samudAyarUpe baneluM astitva dharAve che. evA A jagatamAM aneka vastuo che. jema ke zatruMjaya giri. te paNa eka padArtha che, vastu che. temAM padArthatva e sanAtana zAzvata che. zatruMjayagirimAM zAzvata zuM che? tenA paththara ? nA. te to hAni-vRddhi pAme che paraMtu teno amUla nAza nahi hovAthI tenI zAzvatatA vyavahArathI che. nizcayathI to tenA upara mukti pAmelA jIvonuM caiitanya svarUpa tyAM ja pragaTa thayeluM tenI AbhArUpa e pahADa sadA mATe zAzvatatAne dhAraNa kare che. te kadI nAza pAmato nathI. te girivara caitanya svarUpa che kemake anaMta AtmAoe karma mukta thaI nirmaLa cetanatA pragaTa karI che. te giri temane rahevAnuM sthAna bhUtakALamAM banyo hato. he AtmanuM! vartamAnakALane bhUtakALamAM aMtabhUta karIne jo, to tane dekhAze. paryAya zAzvata nathI paNa paryAyatva zAzvata che. koI paNa paryAyane to e dhAraNa kare ja che. paryAya badalAya che, kALa badalAto nathI. kALa to vartamAna samaya e ja zAzvata che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 135 Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakano aMtarnAda 4. 1. AtmAnuM svarUpa 2. jaDanuM AMtara svarUpa 3. yoga-sAdhanA 5. 8. saMvata 2051-pAnA naM. 136 thI 101 9. * anukramaNikA 6. abhedopAsanA-A, B, C 7. paramaprabhu arihaMta paramAtmA (navepada jIva pratye prema abheda bhAve sAdhanA kevI rIte ? kSamA samIpatA 10. saMsAranuM svarUpa 136 Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. AtmAnuM svarUpa ma.zu. 7, zerIsA, saM. 2051 AtmAnAM be svarUpo che. (1) zakti svarUpa (2) vyakti svarUpa. zakti svarUpa te caitanya che. vyakita svarUpa guNa puMja-guNono samUha che. AtmAmAM jANavAnI zakti che te cetanya zakti che ane jANavAnI zakti hovAthI jJAna (jANavAnI kriyA) kare che. zakti kAraNa che jJAna guNa te kArya che. phala che. zakti hovAthI guNa dvArA te zaktinI vyakti thAya che. zakti adezya che guNa anubhavathI vyakta che. A caitanya zakti ane jJAnAdi guNo banne AtmadravyamAM rahelA che. mATe te baMne tenAM ja svarUpo Atma dravyanuM svarUpa nistaraMga, niSpakaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana, sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa-zuddha che. tene guNanA puMjarUpe dhAraNA karIne temAM sthira thavuM. caitanya zaktinuM (kArya) phaLa jANavuM te che. he bhavyajIvo ! tamAruM caitanya zuddha che, nirvikAra che, tamAruM Atmadravya paNa zuddha che paraMtu karmAdhIna. AtmAnI cetanA vikRta banI che kemake te AtmAnI dAsI che tenA Adeza pramANe te raMgIlI cAle che ane navA navA karmane Avarjana karI AtmAne bhAre banAve che karmAdhInatAmAM rahevuM te AtmAnI nabaLAI che, pramAda che, te tenI zuddhatAne jhAMkhI karI nAMkhe che. ma.zu. 9 A jagatamAM be ja vastu che. jaDa ane cetana. te baMnenA be ja dharmo che sAmAnya ane vizeSa. te baMnenI bemAM ja sthiti che dravya ane paryAyamAM. paraMtu jJAna ane kriyA phakata cetanamAM ja che. mATeja tene baMdhAvAnuM thAya che. baMdhAya che mATe ja sadA mATe mukta thaI zake che. - have jaDa e zuM che? tenuM lakSaNa zuM? tenA dharmo kyAM? tene potAnAmAM sthiti kaI kayA svarUpe? vagere vicAravuM jarUrI che. cetanane oLakhavo e khAsa jarUrI che. kAraNa ke te to potAnI vastu che paNa tene saMpUrNa oLakhavA mATe parane oLakhavAnI jarUra che. vaLI tenA paranA-jaDanA-karma pudgalAdinA) saMbaMdhamAM anAdi kALathI che. tene oLakhIe to tenAthI chUTA thavAnA upAyo paNa karI zakAya. zarIrathI mAMDIne jenA jenA saMbaMdhamAM cetana che te sarva karma pudgala che ane mukti paNa teno sahAro laIne meLavavAnI che. jaDane oLakhavA tenuM lakSaNa paramAtmAe batAvyuM che je zAstra-paramAtmAnI vANI jemAM AlekhAyelI che temAMthI maLI Ave che. ___ sabaMdhayAra ujjoa, pabhA chAyAtavehi a / bAnna-gaMdha rasA phAsA, puggalANaM tu lakkhaNaM / / jene varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza hoya te pugala che. A cArathI pugala oLakhAya che. te uparAMta sAdhakano aMtarnAda 137 Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zabda, aMdhakAra, udyota, prabhA, chAyA ane Atapa paNa pudgalo che. jaDanA dharmo paNa sAmAnya ane vizeSa che. jaDatva e sAmAnya che, te dareka jaDa vastumAM vyApaka che ane vyakti vizeSa judI judI jaDa vastumAM rahelo che. A dharmo eka vastuthI bIjI vastu judI che ema bheda batAvavA vizeSa dharma che ane saghaLI vastu eka che, jaDa che, pugala che ema abheda batAvavA sAmAnya dharma che. AmAM paNa taratamatAthI aneka sAmAnya ane vizeSa dharmo ghaTe che ane e rIte judI judI rIte vastune eka svarUpe ane bhinna bhinna svarUpe oLakhI zakAya che. e pramANe temAM dravya ane paryAyarUpe oLakhavAnI jarUra che. dravya nitya che, paryAya anitya che. tethI e rIte oLakhavAthI rAga, dveSa ane moha para vijaya meLavI zakAya che. oLakhavuM eTale jANavuM, samajavuM. rAga, dveSa, moha ajJAna janya che. mATe vastunI satya oLakha ajJAnano nAza karavAmAM madada kare che ane rAgAdi TaLe che. lakSaNa jANavAthI jaDa e AtmAthI - cetanathI para che ema oLakhAya che. dharmo jANavAthI jAti ane vyaktino bheda samajAya che. jAtimAM ekatva che, vyaktimAM anekatva che. baMne jaDanA dharmomAM nahi muMjhAtA tenAthI para - bhinna AtmadharmanI oLakha karavA jIva lalacAya jaDa vastu potAnAmAM dravya svarUpe ane paryAya svarUpe rahelI che. A dravya ane paryAya svarUpane oLakhavAthI jaDa vastunuM jJAna thAya che. lakSaNa oLakhavA mATe che ane svarUpa tene samajavA mATe che. samajIne tenI sAthe kaI rIte vartavuM te cetana jANI le che ane samyagu bodhathI tenA pratye mamatvAdi mohanA bhAvomAM joDAto nathI e ja tenuM phaLa che. lakSaNathI potAnAthI bhinnatA samajAya che. potAnAthI bhinnatAnuM jJAna thAya che. svarUpa samajavAthI tenI sAthenuM vartana-kriyA kevA karavAM te samajI le che ane A rIte jJAna, kriyA je cetanano svabhAva che tene sudhAravAmAM jaDanuM jJAna ane kriyA madadarUpa bane che. ma.zu. 10 have cetana e zuM vastu che te samajavAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke ApaNe jaDa, cetana e benI mizra avasthA bhogavIe chIe, paNa vAstavikatAthI te ApaNuM svarUpa nathI. eTale ApaNe potAne ja oLakhatA nathI. jayAM sudhI tene oLakhIzuM nahi tyAM sudhI te svarUpano prema jAgaze nahi kAraNa ke te atIndriya che. tethI IndriyanA viSayabhUta thayelA jaDano prema chUTato nathI ane te nahi chUTavAthI tenA kAraNe thatA navA navA jaDa karmono saMgraha karavAno aTakato nathI. vaLI atIndriya vastu ke Indriya gocara jaDa pugalane satya svarUpe oLakhavA mATe to zAstrasAdhakano aMtarnAda 138 Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhunI vANIno ja AdhAra che kemake temane atIndriya jJAna che ane nirmohI hovAthI jaDanA satyArthamAM mUMjhAtA nathI tethI teno satya prakAza te ja pAtharI zake che. jaDanuM svarUpa to paramAtmAe anityatAthI evuM batAvyuM che ke tenI nAzavaMtatA jo kharekhara hRdaya sparzI bane to te ja kSaNe temAM moha karavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya. je zarIrAdi nAzavaMta hovAthI dago denAra che tenI majUrI jIvanabhara kayo AtmA rAgathI kare? te anityatA to kSaNe kSaNe dekhADI rahyuM che bAlyavayamAM hatuM te yauvanavayamAM nathI hotuM, vRddhAvasthAmAM nathI hotuM. savAre sAjuM ane sAMje mAMdu. tenuM Arogya kayAM gayuM? tenI koI avasthA vizvasanIya nathI. chatAM gamAra jIva temAM mUMjhAIne aneka tAMDava kare che. A jaDanuM bAhA svarU5 Indriya gocara banI zake che tenuM AMtara svarUpa to atIndriya jJAnI ja jANI zake che mATe ApaNe to zAstra ja AdhArabhUta che. tenA upara prema karavA jevo nathI evuM paNa tenuM AMtara svarUpa oLakhAyA pachI ja mananI dizA tenA taraphathI badalAya che. eka zarIra pudgalanI vAta laIe to paNa tenuM bAhya svarUpa phakata AkAra, varNa vagere sudhI ja ApaNI dRSTi pahoMce che ane temAM rAga-dveSanI pariNati karI mUMjhAyelo jIva karma baMdhanA thoke thoka bhegA kare che. zarIranuM bAhya svarUpa samyagu dRSTithI nihALIe-satyatAthI joIe to ApaNe upalaka dRSTithI joIe chIe tevuM nathI, tenuM bAhA svarUpa paNa sAta dhAtu maya jIve potAnA karmanA sahArAthI taiyAra karelI kothaLI che. varNa, AkAra karTe Apyo che e karmano ya vizvAsa zo? te vidAya laIne badhuM pheravI nAMkhe tyAre jIva te zarIramAM rAgI thaIne mUMjhAto hato tenA badale dveSI nathI thato paraMtu duHkhI thAya che ane kAMI potAnI vastu cAlI gaI hoya tema gamagIna thaI ciMtA kare che ane tene meLavavA phAMphA mAre che paraMtu anitya te anitya karme ApeluM te laIne cAlyuM gayuM. temAM aphasosa zo ? te zarIra pAse cAlAkIthI ApaNI potAnI vastu Atma svarUpanI siddhine prApta karavAnI che te kAma levuM e ja A manuSyanI buddhi maLI che. teno upayoga karavAnI jarUra che. evI rIte dhana, AhAra vagere jaDa padArtho e dareka vastu nAzavaMta che paNa tenA uparano prema zarIranA rAgIne chUTato nathI. karme ApeluM karma laI le temAM dInatA zAnI? puruSArtha avaLo che, je vastu nAzavaMta che te jAya temAM Azcarya zuM che? zarIrano parigraha che tyAM sudhI e badhI jaDa vastuno parigraha na chUTake karavo paDe che. AyuSya karmanA sahAre jIvatuM zarIra jayAM sudhI sAtha Ape che tyAM sudhI jarUra paDe che to teno upayoga paNa tenA purato ja karavAno rahe, vadhu bhAvinI ciMtA karIne zA mATe Atmahita cUke che? A rIte samajIne bAhya svarUpa (jaDanA)mAM mUMjhAvuM nahi. amUka varSa (kALa) gayA pachI tArI badalI thaze. ahIMnA maLelA sobatIo ahIM raheze, vaLI pAchI anya sobato thaze. Ama kALacakra cAlyA kare che te sAkSAt badhA anubhave che te vAtane bhAvita karo, bhUlo nahi A rIte ApaNI cetana, jaDanI mizra avasthAnI vAta karI samajIne temAM nAzavaMta evA jaDanAM mamatA-rAga sAdhakano aMtarnAda 139 Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vagere choDI nitya zAzvata evA cetanane oLakha, tenI mamatA karavA mATe tenuM svarUpa vicArIzuM. 2. jaDanuM AMtara-svarUpa ma.zu.11 jaDanuM AMtara svarUpa jJAnIoe zAstramAM batAvyuM che ke te eka paramANurUpa che. jaDae pudgala svarUpa che. tenA skaMdha, deza, pradeza ane paramANu e cAra rUpamAM vaheMcAyeluM che. jaDa e dharma, adharma, AkAzanA astikAyarUpa che tenA skaMdha, deza, pradeza e traNarUpamAM vaheMcAyeluM che. ApaNe atyAre vAta jaDa pudgalanI cAle che tenA AMtara svarUpane nihALIe to te paramANuono jaththo che je ApaNane dRzya bane che, zrAvya bane che. eka paththarano Dhagalo ke eka retIno Dhagalo paDyo hoya tenA upara ApaNane rAgAdi thatA nathI. svArtha janaka rAga mamatvAdi kAraNe hoya tenI ahIM vAta nathI, paraMtu tenuM svarUpa nihALatAM e koI rAga utpAdaka vastu nathI paNa tene jotAM jema jJAtA draSTAbhAva rahe che tema dareka jaDa pudgalo te paramANuno jaththo che e dRSTie joIe to pUrve batAvelA ApaNA jIvanamAM jarUrI AhArAdi, dhanAdi, zarIra vagere upara rAga paNa na thatAM dveSa paNa na thatAM taTasthabhAva rahe che. je kAMI dezya che te sarva pudgala paramANuno jaththo che. A paramANunA jaththAne kaMdharUpe samajAvavAmAM Ave che. je kAMI zrAvya che te paNa pudgala paramANuno jaththo che. emAM varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza che tene pragaTarUpe te te jIve potAnA karma pramANe karIne choDI dIdhelA che. te maDadAM ApaNane rAga, dveSa karAvI zake che e AzcaryanI vAta che. e pudgalomAM sArA ke kharAbanI buddhi ApaNuM A jAtanuM pudgalanA AMtara svarUpanuM ajJAna karAve che. jo AtmA tenA AMtara svarUpanuM bodhapUrvaka jJAna pAmIne bodhi (AtmA) bane to pudgala paramANunA jaththA Thera Thera paDayA che te jo ane vairAgya kara. "jagata taNA sahu bhAvo dekhI, kara vairAgya jaDa bhAva uvekhI; jJAtA draSTA bhAve sadA rame to, aMte jIta che tArI.'' ma.zu.13 jaDa cetana mizra avasthAmAM rahelA jIve kevuM vartana karavuM ? kevuM vacana bolavuM ? kevuM ciMtana karavuM? jethI jaDanI sobatathI chUTo thAya ? A je prazna jenA saMbaMdhathI che te paNa jaDa ja che. vartana kAyA kare, uccAra bhASA kare, ciMtana-vicAra mana kare. kAyA audArika vargaNAnAM pudgalothI racAI che, uccAra bhASA vargaNAnA pudgalothI racAya che, vicAra-ciMtana manovargaNAnA pudgalothI racAya che. A mana, vacana ane kAyA che jaDa, paraMtu tenI sahAyathI ja jIva karmabaMdhana rAga, dveSa, moha dvArA kare che ane tenI sahAyathI karma baMdhana toDe che karma baMdhana ke karma mukti e bannemAM joDanAra e traNa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 140 Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yoga che sahAyaka tarIke. mATe tene yoga kahevAya che. karma baMdhanamAM joDe che tyAre tene azubha yoga kahevAya che, karma muktimAM joDe tyAre zubha yoga kahevAya che. te yogane joDavAmAM preraka AtmA che. mATe karma baMdhanamAM paDelo AtmA zubhAzubhamAM prere che. paraMtu jo AtmA potAnI zaktine yAda kare ane karmanI zaktine AdhIna na bane to te zaktithI azubhamAM prerAto aTakI zubhamAM prerAya che ane zubhamAM karmAdhIna banI prerAto aTakI azubhamAM paNa prerAya che. kAraNake A avasthAmAM to AtmAnI zakti AvaraNayukta che. rAga, dveSa, mohanAM jALAM lAgelAM che mATe tenuM zubhanuM pravartana ke azubhanuM pravartana kayAM kevI rIte thaI jAya che te samaja meLavavI joIe. te samaja samyak dRSTi prApta thatAM Ave che. te dRSTi moTe bhAge dharma zravaNathI thAya che. dharma mATe guru zodhavA joIe ane zravaNa mATe zrotA banavuM joIe. guru ane zrotAnA lakSaNa jANI te oLakhavA joIe ane zrotA banavuM joIe. have mULa vAta mana, vacana, kAyA e yoga che, yoga ekalA jaDa che. paraMtu te ekalA hoya tyAre yoga nathI kahevAtA paraMtu jaDa, pudgala, skaMdho kahevAya che. dA.ta. audArika pudgalo vagere yoga to te mana, vacana, kAyA upayogano sAtha kare che tyAre bane che. mATe ja upayoga zubha to yoganuM zubha pravartana, upayoga azubha to yoganuM azubha pravartana. mATe mukhyatAe upayoga zubhAzubha bane che tyAre yoganuM pravartana zubhAzubha bane che. upayoga e zuM che ? AtmAnI ja e zakti che. 'upayogo lakSaNam' upayoga AtmAnuM lakSaNa che te jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya svarUpa che. mukhyatAe be upayoga zAnopayoga, darzanopayoga. jANavuM ane jovuM e AtmAno svabhAva che. jANI joIne harakhAvuM e trIjo svabhAva emAMthI pragaTe che. A upayoga dvArA mana vicArI zake che, vacana uccArI zake che, kAyA pravartI zake che. mATe ja yoganuM pravartana upayogane AdhAre che. te zubha to pravartana zubha, te azubha to pravartana azubha. upayoga zubhAzubha zAthI bane che ? upayoga darpaNa jevo che. te pote mULa svabhAve zubhAzubha nathI, tenI pAse jevI vastu dharo tevo te bane ane rAga, dveSa, mohathI zubhAzubha bane. prazasta rAgAdithI zubha bane, aprazasta rAgAdithI azubha bane che. jo ke zubhAzubha upayoga e paNa upayoganI vikRti che te darpaNa jevo manAya. paraMtu zuddhanuM pratibiMba nirvikAra hovAthI paDatuM nathI, tethI je zuddha banelA che tene jina pratimAdi zubhAkAra ApIne upayogamAM pratibiMbita karavAmAM Ave to azubha vikRti TaLe ane zuddhanuM dhyeyAlaMbana laI nirvikAra banavA prayatna kare. tyAre ja sAdhaka dazA prApta thAya ane yoganuM pravartana zubha banI te yogathI mukti maLe. A yogathI mukti meLavavA mATe yoga sAdhanA karavI paDe te sAdhanA AgaLa vicArIzuM. yoga sAdhakano aMtarnAda 141 Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA eTale ja yogone zubha banAvI upayogane nirmaLa banAvavo. 3. yoga sAdhanA ma.zu. 14 yoga aneka prakAranA che, jemAM mana, vacana, kAyArUpa yoga eTale ke e traNenuM joDANa thAya tene paNa yoga zabdathI saMbodhAya che. arthAt upacArathI tene paNa yoga kahevAya che. dA.ta. japa yoga, pratikramaNa yoga, namaskAra yoga, dhyAna yoga, svAdhyAya yoga. japa Adi mana vagere sAdhana dvArA thatAM hovAthI arthAt maMtrAdi sAthe manAdi dvArA AtmAnuM-upayoganuM joDANa thatuM hovAthI te jApAdine yoga kahevAya che. yoga zabdano mULa artha to joDI ApavuM teTalo ja thAya che. konI sAthe ? AtmAne mukti-mokSa eTale ke nija svarUpamAM joDI Ape te yoga. A rIte yoga zabdano artha jANyA pachI tenI sAdhanA karavI te kaI rIte ? te samajavuM jarUrI che. ApaNe tyAM anuSThAna mAtra yoga svarUpa che paNa tene samajayA vinA anuSThAnanI ArAdhanA sevanA yoga pUrvaka thatI nathI tethI yoga sAdhanA siddha thatI nathI. anuSThAnanA AlaMbanamAM mana Adine joDavA mATe upayoga karavA mATe che. te anuSThAnono vAraMvAra paricaya, sevanA, ArAdhanA jJAnI puruSoe pharamAvI che. haMmezA tenI sevanA karatAM mana Adi je anyatra joDAyelA rahetA hatA, pudgala saMgI rahetA hatA tene vaLAMka ApavA mATe khUba ja jarUrI che. anAdi kALathI pudgala ruci jIvane AtmA tarapha vALavA mATe caMcaLa ane asthira mana vagerene samajAvIne Atmaruci banAvavA mATe A badhAM anuSThAnonuM Ayojana che. pramAdamAM paDIne jIva eka vakhata karIne choDI de to yoga siddha thato nathI, mATe ja vAraMvAra ane dararoja te prekTIza cAlu rAkhavA mATe kRpALu jJAnI puruSoe jina matanuM AlaMbana lenAra hoya ke koI paNa matavALo hoya paNa anuSThAna nityanuM ja jaNAveluM che. pharaja pADIne paNa jIvone sAdhanAmAM joDavA mATe anuSThAno nakkI karI ApyAM che. A teonI atikRpALutA che. anyathA pramAdathI TevAelo jIva sIdhA raste cAlato nathI. haMmezanAM anuSThAna mukarara karI ApyA che eTale AtmA sAthe vAraMvAra paricaya sAdhavAno, sevanA karavAno suMdara rasto batAvyo che ane pramAda khaMkherAvyA che. paraMtu te anuSThAno karatAM lakSya cUkI javAya to aneka bhava sudhI paNa yoga sAdhanA thatI nathI. mukhya lakSya anuSThAno dvArA mana vagere yogone zubha ane AgaLa vadhIne zuddhamAM joDavAnuM che. paNa anuSThAno karatAM mana ane upayoga bIje pharatAM hoya to dhyeya siddha thatuM nathI. anuSThAnono vAraMvAra paricaya eTalA mATe ja che ke mana dvArA upayoganI bahAra pharavAnI Teva sAdhakano aMtarnAda 142 Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sudhare. pudgalamAMthI pAcho vaLI AtmAmAM sthira thAya. anAdi kALanI A Tevone sudhAravA ekalAM AlaMbano-anuSThAno kAma nahi lAge Atma puruSArtha joIze. A to nAnA bALakane eka vastu choDAvavA bIjI suMdara vastu dharIe chIe tema bALa manane AlaMbano paNa sajAvIne dharavAM paDe che paNa AlaMbanonI ati sajAvaTamAM sarvasva mAnIne tene ja dharma mAnI levAmAM bhUla thAya che. kyAM sudhI badhAe ja bALa banI javAnuM, mATe tyAMthI daSTi pAchI pheravI lakSyane daDha banAvavAnI jarUra che ane Atmika puruSArtha joradAra karavAnI jarUra che. mana, vacana, kAyA e traNa yoga paNa AtmAnA hukama pramANe karanArA che. AtmA zubha ke zuddhanA AlaMbane cAle to teno hukama paNa te pramANe raheze. mATe ja saAlaMbano, anuSThAno sevavA. tethI AtmAno raMga paNa te bAjuno ja rahe. ma.zu. 15 mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNe karma baMdhamAM kAraNa bane che ane karma muktimAM paNa upayogI bane che. pulanA saMgamAM rAgAdithI joDAya te paNa yoga ja che paNa azubha che. AtmaraMgI pravRttimAM joDAya temAM paNa rAgAdithI ja joDavAnuM che chatAM yoga zubha che. A rIte yoganI pravRtti zubhAzubha jANIne azubhathI nivRtta banavuM ane zubhamAM pravRtta banAvavA tene vyavahArathI cAritra kahevAya che. jeTalA pramANamAM azubhathI nivRtta bane ane zubhamAM joDAya teTalA pramANamAM cAritra kahevAya. vyavahAra je sudharyo te tenuM sadAcaraNa che. yoga sAdhanA eTale yogane azubha AcaraNathI nivRtta banAvIne zubha AcaraNamAM vALavA ane temAM te traNe yogane sthira karavA. caMcaLa yogone azubhamAMthI pAchA vALI zubhamAM sthira karavA te yogone prathama to managamatuM AlaMbana ApavuM paDe che. pudgalano saMgI che to uttama pudgala dravyothI tene AkarSavA joIe. paraMtu te ja sarvasva che tema mAnIne temAM ja sthira thavAnuM nathI. mATe AlaMbano je zubha che (jina pratimA, zAstro, guNI AtmAo, gurnAdi tathA jJAnAdi AtmAnA guNone pragaTa karavA mATe sAdhanarUpa je je che te sarva vastu) temAM mukhyatAe A jagatamAM navapado che. temAM jJAna, darzana, cAritra pragaTAvavAnAM saghaLAM sAdhano che. arihaMta, siddha e be devatattva che, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu e traNa guru tattva che ane darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa e cAra dharma tattva che. e navane pada eTalA mATe kahevAya che emAM koI vyakti nathI batAvI paraMtu samaSTi gata je je devatvane pAmelA che te badhAno samAveza temAM thato hovAthI deva tattvamAM arihaMtatvane pAmelA tathA siddhatvane pAmelA saghaLAnuM ArAdhana prathama be padathI thaI jAya che. te ja pramANe AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhutvanA sthAne je koI rahelA che te badhAno samAveza guru tattvamAM e traNa padathI thato hovAthI saghaLA AcAryavAdine pAmelAnuM ArAdhana thAya che ane darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa Adi aneka prakAranA che te sarva prakAronuM e cAra padathI dharma tattvanuM ArAdhana thAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 143 Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A navapadanuM AlaMbana laI mana, vacana, kAyAne temAM sthira karavAthI azubhanuM AlaMbana chUTe che ane zubhamAM yogo pravarte che eTale pApAzrava chUTe che, zubhAzrava thAya che ane te padomAM mana vagerene joDIne upayogane te bAju vALIne lIna banAvAya che tyAre saMvara paNa thAya che ane tadAkAra banI te rUpe upayoga pariName che tyAre karmanI nirjarA paNa thAya che. paNa upayogane lIna banAvavA yogane zubhamAM joDI sthira karavA abhyAsa karavo joIe. niyamita abhyAsathI cetanA temAM raMgAya che ane lIna bane che. temAM lIna thatAM te padonA rahasyane pAmI zakAya, tenI zuddha avasthAnuM bhAna thAya, teno bodha thAya ane te sAdhanA niyamita thatAM cetanA temAM raMgAya tyAre A saMsAranA jaDa - anitya padArtho uparathI citta alipta thAya che ane jayAre zuddha avasthAnuM ciMtana vagere karatAM tadAkAra bane to sAdhyanI - siddhinI najIka pahoMcI javAya che. 4. jIva pratye prema ma.va. 1, 2,51, zerIsA ahaMkAramAMthI niMdA kuthalInI Teva pragaTa thayelI hoya che. dareka jIvano upakAra mAnI kRtajJabhAva dhAraNa karavAthI pramodabhAva jAge che tyAre ahaMkAra ghaTavA mAMDe che ane te jema jema ghaTe che tema bIjA jIvonA guNanuM darzana thAya che tyAre niMdA kuthalIno rasa ocho thavA mAMDe che ane tyAra pachI jIvo pratye prema ubharAya che. tenuM sukha potAne mANavA maLe che. anyathA ahaMkArathI niMdA, kuthalI karanAra pote duHkhI che tene cena hotuM nathI. jIva pratye prema utpanna thavo te uparanA durguNo TaLavAthI sahelAIthI bane che. ahaMkAra eTale ApaNe kaMIka (mahAna) chIe. kRtajJa banavuM eTale upakArInA upakArane bhUlavo nahi. e nahi bhUlavAnI kRtajJatAnA kAraNe huM kAMIja nathI je kAMI thAya che te bIjA jIvonA upakArathI tathA sahAyathI thAya che. bIjA jIvonI sahAyathI ja ApaNe jIvIe chIe chatAM bIjAnI mane sahAya maLe che e rIte upakArI che ema mAnavuM nahi e moTo anyAya che, ajJAna che. ane duHkhanuM kAraNa che. ma.va. 2 prabhu ! tArI pAse pahoMcavAno mArga kayo ? prabhue kahyuM he bhavyAtmA ! mArga eka ja che ane saraLa-sIdho che, paraMtu tuM ADA mArge caDhI gayo chuM ane ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayo chuM. hA ahIMthI pAcho vaLa, to ya sAta - ATha sTope pahoMcI AvIza. mArga che sarvathI virAma pAmavuM. kema? je tAruM nathI tene anAdi kALathI vaLagI paDyo chuM ane temAM ja rAce, mAce che ane lIna rahe che, e ja ADo mArga che. sIdho mArga to tAruM je che tene oLakha. ahIMthI thobhI jA ane pAcho vaLa. sarvathI virAma pAmavuM ene sarvavirati kahI che. sarvathI virAma eTale sarva pApathI virAma. sarva sAdhakano aMtarnAda 144 Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTalA mATe kahyAM ke pApa ane tenAM kAraNo e sarvathI jIva aTake tyAre sarvathI virAma thAya. temAM sauthI prathama moTuM pApa mithyAtva che. je badhA pApane noMtare che. dRSTi sudhare eTale miththAbuddhi jAya. UMdhI daSTi e che ke je tAruM nathI tene tAruM mAnIne temAM prIti kare che. jaDa e eTale pudgala mAtra e tAruM nathI, zarIrathI mAMDIne dhanAdi badhA padArtho tathA karmAdi bhAva pudgalo paNa tArA nathI e badhuM ciMtana karIne vicArI jo. tAruM nathI ane tenI sAthe sahajamalanA kAraNe tAre joDAvuM paDayuM che paNa eTaluM to samajavuM joIe ne ke tAre joDAvuM paDayuM che eTale tane tene AdhIna banAvIne rAkhyo che paNa te tAruM nathI. jo ATaluM samajIza to paNa tenAthI cetIne cAlIza paNa UMdhI buddhithI mArga bhraSTa thayelo tuM aMdhanI jema cetavAnuM to dUra rahyuM paNa temAM saMpUrNa cetanAne pUrI dIdhI che ane te ja jIvanamArga thaI paDayo che. tane samajAvanAra maLyA rasto batAvavA mAMDayo hato paNa e ja jIvananA zuSka mArga para rasa leto thaI gayo bIjo madhura rasa cAkhyo nathI eTale rasika mArga paNa gamato nathI. A ja mithyAtvanI bIchAyelI jALa. A to tuM mArga bhUlyo che tenuM kAraNa bhUla batAvI. sAco mArga sarva viratino che te have batAvIza. para vastuthI pAcho vaLa ane sva vastune oLakha. sva eTale zuM ane para eTale zuM ? sva eTale AtmA, para eTale jaDa. AtmAmAM rahevuM te svabhAva jaDamAM rahevuM te parabhAva. AtmAmAM rahevuM eTale AtmAnA guNomAM rahevuM, pugalamAM rahevuM eTale jaDanA guNomAM rahevuM. rahevuM eTale ramavuM ane temAM ja sarvasva mAnavuM. paramAM ramavAnI kuTevane choDavA paramAtmA jemane Atma svarUpe pragaTa karI AtmAnA guNomAM ramavAnI Teva che temane bhajavA temano paricaya sAdhavo. temanuM jIvana, temanuM svarUpa joIne jo prIti jAgaze to para tarapha napharata thaze ane tArA Atma guNomAM ramavAnI prIti jAgaze. arthAt, Atma svarUpe pragaTa karavAno puruSArtha jAgaze. UMghatuM upAdAna DhaMDhoLAze ane grADha nidrAmAMthI jAgRta thatAM pramAdane khaMkherIne puruSArthI banaze. pachI e mArgano puruSArtha zuM che te jANavA mATe sadgurunI zodha karIne puruSArtha mArge cAlavAnuM Adaraze. e mArga che sarva virati. sarva parabhAvathI virAma pAmavuM ane AtmabhAvamAM sthira thavuM A che sarvaviratino aidatparyArtha ma.va. 3, 2051, serIsA parabhAvathI virAma pAmavuM ane AtmabhAvamAM sthira thavuM e ja sarvathI virAma pAmyA ema samajavuM. sarva virati zabdano nicoDa A che. zabdArtha-sarvathI virati. sarvamAM zuM samajavuM? sarva eTale sarva pApa ahIM samajavAM, kemake sarvano saMga choDIe tyAre sarvathI virAma thAya, paNa prathama jyAM sudhI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 145 Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarIra che tyAM sudhI sarva vastu chUTatI nathI, mATe bAhyathI choDavAnI vAta nathI aMtaraMgathI choDavuM. aMtaraMgathI saMga virAma pAme eTale bAhAthI saheje virAma pAmavA mAMDe. paNa A sthiti AvavI ghaNI agharI che. aMtaraMgathI saMga virAma karavA para vastunI aMdara raheluM bhinnatva AtmasAt thavuM joIe. e pramANe nahi thavAnA kAraNe ja pApanuM Agamana cAlu che to virAma to kayAMthI hoya? para padArtha AtmAthI bhinna che eTale ke AtmAne AtmAnI sAthe (svane AtmAthI) abhizatA che te paNa teTaluM ja bhAvita thavuM joIe. ATaluM bhAvita thAya to pApathI virAma pAmavAmAM prANAtipAta - paheluM pApa chUTavAno rasto saraLa thAya. kemake potAnI samAna sarva jIvone jotA thaIe pachI koIne paNa duHkha, pIDA, prANAtipAta to thaI ja na zake. AtmabhAvamAM sthira to ja thavAya jo samagra jIva rAzi pratye AtmaupajyabhAva Ave, kemake, darekamAM Atmatva sarakhuM che. mATe AtmA darekamAM dekhAya ane sva ke paranI bhinnatAno doSa TaLI jAya che, AtmabhAve darekane jovAmAM sthira thavuM e rUpa AtmabhAvamAM sthiratA prAthamika hoya che. pachI nija svarUpamAM sthiratArUpa AtmabhAvamAM sthiratA Ave che. ma.va. 4 koI paNa sAdhanA abhedabhAve thAya che tyAre siddha thAya che. jemake dAsa bhAve paramAtmAnI bhakti te prAthamika bhUmikAmAM bheda bhAvathI thAya che, tyAre parama tattva svarUpa paramAtmA e zuM che enuM bhAna thAya che ane jaDa sAthe haLelo pote zuM che enuM paNa bhAna thAya che. eTale A bhedabhAvanI bhakti khUba ja jarUrI che, e na Ave tyAM sudhI ahaMkAra ogaLato nathI. paranA kartutvane potAnuM kartRtva svIkArI ahaMvRtti dhAraNa karato hato te dAsIDahe oLakhAya che tyAre dAsabhAva Ave che ane paramAtmA pratye svAmIbhAva jAge che. temanA pratye svAmIbhAva jAgatAM namaskAra bhAva jAge che ane dAsabhAva pragaTa thAya che. e bhaktamAM potAnA kadarUpA svarUpanI oLakhANa thatAM temAM aruci thAya che ane parama tattva paramAtmAmAM zuddha svarUpa pragaTe che e jANa thatAM temanA pratye ruci thAya che. prIti thAya che. bhajavAno, paricaya karavAno bhAva thAya che. vAraMvAra paricaya enuM nAma bhakti. bhakti jAge che tyAre mohanIya karmano kSayopazama thAya che. atyAra sudhI je moha, ahaM ane mama paramAM thatAM hatAM tenuM bhAna thAya che ane parama tattvanA AlaMbane ahaM ane mama je paranA hatA te oLakhAI javAthI tene tilAMjali ApI vidAya Ape che ane soDaham tathA jJAna, darzana guNo eTale ke mamanI samaja Ave che. so-te-huM. te koNa? paramAtmA. paramAtmA jevuM ja tArAmAM raheluM svarUpa che je karmathI DhaMkAyeluM che. te tuM pote ja chuM ane jJAna, darzana guNo temAM ja sahaja rahelA che te kadI aLagA thatA nathI. tAruM svarUpa zuM che nistaraMga, niSpakaMpa, nirAkAra, niraMjana, tAruM huM svarUpa A che. ane svabhAva kevo che? te zuM kare che? teno svabhAva jJAna ane darzana che. tethI te jagatanA padArtho jANe che ane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 146 Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jue che. pragaTa svarUpavALAnI jANavAnI ane jovAnI rIta judI che ane apragaTane jANavAnI ane jovAnI rIta judI che ane apragaTa svarUpavALAne moha vagere karmanI hAjarI hovAthI ajJAna maLe che mATe mUMjhAyelI matithI jue, jANe che. pragaTa svarUpavALAne mohAdi naSTa thayelA hovAthI jANavA mATe mati Adi jJAnano sahAro levo paDato nathI. te temanA zuddha jJAnathI AtmAne jaNAya che te AtmapratyakSa jJAnamAM jovAnI, jANavAnI bhUla thatI nathI. matijJAna che tyAM sudhI teno upayoga thAya che ane moha bhaLe tyAre jANavAmAM bhUla kare che. 5. abheda bhAve sAdhanA kevI rIte ? ma.va. 5 dAsyabhAve bhakti te bhedopAsanA che ane tadrupoDahaM paramAtmabhAve bhakti te abhedopAsanA che. paramAtmabhAva eTale zuM? huM pote ja paramAtmA chuM e bhAva Ave tyAre abhedabhAva Ave che paNa ATalA karmathI malina, zarIrathI baMdhAyelo temAM paramAtmabhAva Ave ja kevI rIte ? malinatAmAM zuddhatAno vicAra te paNa ajJAnamAM - mUrkhatAmAM lekhAya. jevuM hoya tevuM vicArIe, joIe to vicAraka sAcA kahI zakAya ! A vAta sAcI che paraMtu vartamAnanI malina avasthAthI tenI mULa sthitine bhUlI gayA chIe te yAda paNa nathI, tene jANavA prayatna paNa karyo nathI, ane ene gaMdone gaMdo mAnI ja laIzuM paNa tenA sAcA svarUpane jANIzuM ja nahi to tenI gaMdakI dUra karavAno puruSArtha, prayatna paNa karavAnuM mana nahi thAya ane bhUMDanI jema gaMdakImAM racyA pacyA rahevAnuM mana thayA karaze. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa kevuM che? temAM AnaMda kevo che? sukha kevuM che? e jANIe to A pugalAnaMdI jIva AtmAnaMdI banavA koziza kare. ene kevaLa carma cakSuthI joyelA padArtho ane temAM ja pAMca IndriyanA viSayanI Asakti karI che ane temAM ja layalInatAthI AnaMda ane sukhanI bhrAntimAM rahyo che. paNa IndriyAtIta AtmasvarUpa che teno AnaMda ane sukha paNa atIndriya che te IndriyAsaktane kalpanA paNa kevI rIte thAya ke te AnaMda ane sukha kevAM hoya ? te to tenA ja anubhavIne yatkiMcit sAdhanA dvArA cAkhavA maLe. mATe anubhavIne maLavuM joIe, sAdhanAno mArga meLavavo joIe, ane tene prakriyA dvArA - puruSArtha mana, vacana, kAyA e traNe yogano thAya te vaDe sAdhanA karavI joIe. sAdhanA karavA prathama sAdhya lakSya oLakhavuM joIe. te sAdhya oLakhavA mATe jeNe sAdhya siddha karyuM che tenI pravRtti jANavI joIe, kevI rIte temaNe siddha karyuM te Akho mArga jANavo joIe, e mArga che devacaMdrajInI covIzImAM tenA vAMcana dvArA jemaNe sAdhya siddha karyuM che evA paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana laIne temAM rahelA paramAtmatattvane svabhAva-sva-Atma-bhAve jovAnI Teva pADIne te svarUpa potAnuM rUpa che tema oLakhI, tene sAdhakano aMtarnAda 147 Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhya banAvIne potAnA AtmA upara rahelI malinatAne dUra karavA dhyAnAgni pragaTAvavo joIe. e dhyAnAgnithI malinatA baLaze tyAre tenuM sAcuM svarUpa pragaTa thaze. e dhyAnAgni pragaTAvavAno upAya have batAvIzuM. dhyAna cAra prakAre che. jJAna svabhAva che AtmAno. eTale jayAM jJAna hoya tyAM dhyAna Ave ja. je padArthane AtmAe jANyo, temAM upayoganI tIvratAe sthiratA ANavI tenuM nAma dhyAna. mATe jJAna hoya tyAM sthAna che ja, jevI upayoganI tIvratA. maMda upayoga hoya to maMda dhyAna hoya. jemAM upayogano sparza paNa nahivatuM thAya tyAre te padArthamAM dhyAna maMda hoya. tyAre jJAna paNa maMda ja thAya. vaLI e jJAnamAM moha bhaLe tyAre te ajJAnarUpa thavAthI dhyAna paNa durdhAna thAya tene ja ArtadhyAna ane raudra dhyAna kahevAya che. jemAM moha na bhaLe paNa vastunA svarUpanuM vAstavika jJAna zAstra dvArA (ahIe batAvelAM vacano dvArA) thAya tyAre dharmadhyAna ane AgaLa vadhatAM zukaladhyAna thAya che. 6. abhedopAsanA-A ma.va. 6+7 paramAtmA jevuM ja tAruM sattAe zuddha svarUpa che. e samajavA mATe paramAtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhavuM paDaze. paramAtmA paNa eka Atmadravya che ane ApaNe paNa Atmadravya chIe. "TM paryAya vat dravya" dravya e guNa paryAyavALuM che. dravyamAM bheda nathI. paramAtmA ane ApaNuM dravya eka ja sarakhuM caitanya zakti yukta ja che. vartamAnamAM paNa paramAtmA ane ApaNA dravyamAM koI vizeSa nathI, taratamatA nathI, bheda nathI. mATe abheda thavA mATe dravyanI samAnatAthI ekatA che. vartamAnamAM paNa zuddha guNa ane paryAya je dravyanI sAthe sahaja che te paNa sattAmAM to paDayA che. paNa pragaTa nathI. to pragaTa zuM che ? kSayopazama bhAvanA guNo ane azuddha paryAya. guNa upara karmanAM AvaraNa AvavAthI jJAnAdi saMpUrNa pragaTa nathI. jevuM AvaraNa, jo AvaraNa gADha hoyato kSayopazama maMda hoya jethI caitanya zakti upara AvaraNa na hovA chatAM cetanA mUchita jevI banI jAya che tyAre jaDa jevuM anukaraNa kare che. - karma - AtmAnA guNo upara AvaraNa kare che paraMtu ghAti ane aghAti e be rIte Avare che ghAtikarmanA AvaraNathI guNa DhaMkAya che ane aghAti karmanA udayathI azuddha paryAya pragaTe che. zuddha paryAya sattAmAM paDI che. paNa udaya hAlamAM azuddha paryAyano che. A rIte AvaraNathI malina guNo ane karmanA udayathI pragaTela paryAya A rIte bannemAM paramAtmA sAthe ApaNo bheda paDI gayo che. paramAtmAnuM svarUpa to niraMjana, nirAkAra, niSkalaMka che. te parama AnaMda ane sukhamAM magna che. eTale ke paramAtmAnA dravya, guNa, paryAya traNe nirmaLa, zuddha che. temanI abheda upAsanA karatAM pahelAM bhedopAsanAmAM ApaNA guNa, paryAyanI malinatA vicArI moTo bheda che. te prabhu pAse vyakta karatAM dAsyabhAvathI sevana kare che. prabhu, tuM kayAM ane huM kyAM? rAjA ane raMka, meru ane sarasava, sAgara sAdhakano aMtanoda 148 Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane biMdu jeTaluM aMtara jotAM AtmA namI paDe che, zaraNamAM jAya che. zaraNa svIkArI AzvAsana meLave che. moTAnuM zaraNa maLyuM che, have ciMtA nathI nija sattA meLavavAnI. nija saMpatti temanA anugrahathI, sahAyathI mane prApta thaze. pachI te prabhunI AjJA pramANe jIvana zarU kare che te jIvana eTale sarvavirati. nija saMpatti meLavavAno saphaLa puruSArtha Adare che. jJAnI guru pAse saMpattinI oLakhANa ane tene meLavavAnA upAyo maLe che ane prabhunA dAsyabhAve rahI sAdhanA zarU kare che. prabhunI AjJA e ja jIvana. ahIM sarva samarpaNano bhAva Ave che. tuM ja sarvasva. tuM kahe te pramANe cAlu. mArA traNe yoga prabhu tAre AdhIna che. prabhunI AjJA ekaja che ke te yogono durupayoga na kara tArA jevA ja anaMta jIvo che tArA AtmAne jema sukha priya che duHkha apriya che tema bIjAnA AtmAne paNa sukha priya che duHkha apriya che mATe tArA AtmAnI jema bIjAnA AtmA sAthe varta, saMpUrNa zakti na hoya to dezathI paNa varta. e pramANe vartIza pachI mArI sAthe abhedabhAve maLI zakIza. jIvana vyavahAra badalAze eTale karmanAM AvaraNo AvavAmAM nimittabhUta mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAyanuM alpAMza thaze ane yoganI pravRtti zubha thaze. tyAre paramAtmAnI sanmukhatA yogonI pravRttimAM Avaze. traNe yoga paramAtma sanmukha thatAM paramAtmA ane temanI AjJAmAM ja yogonI pravRtti ane lInatA raheze. abhedopAsanA-B ma.va. 8 ahIM sudhI abhedopAsanAnI pUrvabhUmikA batAvI, abheda thavuM eTale jAtane bhUlI javI ane je AlaMbana che temAM tadAkAra eTale ke te AkAra dhAraNa karavo. tadAkAra upayoga bane che tyAre manAdi yogamAM pUrAyelo AtmA te avasthAne bhUlI jAya che, eTale jAtane bhUlI gayo kahevAya. A avasthA lAvatAM pahelAM eTale ke jAtane bhUlavI te sahelI nathI. te yogomAM ja tadAkAra banelo AtmA upayogane kayAre ane kevI rIte khaseDI zake? jene jene je je kAraNe bheda pADayo che tene tene te te kAraNone jANIne abhedanAM kAraNo sevavAM joIe ane bhedanAM kAraNone choDavAM joIe. jaDanA saMbaMdhamAM Avelo che tethI teNe sajAtIya sAthe paNa bheda pADayo che. tethI jaDanI cAlacalagata samajI Atmatvena samagra jIvarAzinI AtmA sAthe ekatA mAnavI ane sAdhavI joIe to ja jaDano pADelo bheda tUTe. eka paNa AtmA tarapha durlakSya che tyAM sudhI Atma tatva pratye prIti jAgatI nathI. saMgraha nathI AtmAnI ekatA kahelI ja che ane sajAtIyapaNAno saMbaMdha paNa anubhavAya che. sajAtIyane joIne prIti thAya ja. je aruci thAya che te to jaDanI prIti mohAdhInatAthI thayelI che tene bheda paDAvyo che te kAraNe thAya che. jaDa e vijAtIya che to tenA pratye prIti kema thaI ? mithyAtvanA kAraNe UMdhI samaja che. je sukhanuM kAraNa nathI temAM sukhanA kAraNanI buddhi tenA kAraNe thaI ane sukha to AtmAno svabhAva sAdhakano aMtarnAda 149 Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. AnaMda ane sukhanuM kAraNa hoya tyAM tene prIti jAge. paNa te AnaMda ane sukhanuM sAcuM kAraNa nathI chatAM ajJAnavaza thaI bhramathI mAne che ane temAM prIti kare che. jaDanI prItie sajAtIya upara dveSa karAvyo. jaDanA sukhamAM bIjo AtmA viSnakartA lAge eTale tarata dveSa thAya. A rIte dveSa thavAthI tene sajAtIya sAthe bheda paDI gayo che. te bhedano cheda karavA samyaguSTi thAya tevA prayatno karavA joIe. daSTine samyagu banAvavA jayAM jayAM Atmatattva hoya tyAM tyAM potAnI samAnatA jovI, jANavI, sahevI, jagatanA jIvomAM sukha duHkhanI lAgaNIthI samAnatA jovI ane siddhAtmAonI sAthe potAnI sattAe zuddhAtmAnI pratItithI samAnatA jovI. A rIte samyagu daSTi thatAM je jIvo sAtheno bheda paDI gayo che te tUTI jaze, ane mithyAdRSTi TaLatAM jaDa sAthe abheda thaI gayo che te oLakhAI jaze. anAdino bhrama TaLI jaze tyAre jaDa tarapha durlakSya Avaze ane AtmA tarapha kheMcANa thaze, tyAre abhedanI sAdhanA zarU thaze. - ApaNA saMbaMdhamAM AvatA jIvomAM paNa traNa prakAra paDe che. upakArI, apakArI, taTastha. e badhA sAtheno saMbaMdha sAcavIe to ja AtmAnuM sAcuM jJAna thAya. dareka sAtheno saMbaMdha kevA prakArano rAkhavo, mAnavo, enuM jJAna meLavIne prathama to saMbaMdha sudhAravo joIe to jIvo sAthe abheda saMbaMdha thaI zake. kayA kAraNe saMbaMdha bagaDyo che te samajavuM joIe. jayAM svArtha kAma kare che tyAM ja saMbaMdha bagaDe che. mATe paramArtha vRtti vagere keLavavuM joIe. A rIte A sAdhanA ghaNI UMDANavALI che. te samajIne AdaravI. abhedopAsanA-c ma.va. 9 eka jIva bAkI rahe to jIva sAthe abhedatA sAdhI zakAtI nathI mATe samagra jIvarAzi levI jayAM jayAM jIvatva che tyAM tyAM jIva che e pramANe samagra jIva sAthe abhedatA sAdhavI joIe. abhedatAnuM mULa kAraNa prIti che. prIti jAge to bhedabhAva tUTI jAya. prIti jagADavA mATe sajAtIyatAno saMbaMdha niraMtara smaravo joIe, jethI jayAM jayAM jIvatva che tyAM tarata ja ema thAya ke ame badhA eka. eka gAmanA hoya to ya ema thAya che ke ame eka gAmanA chIe ane prIti jAge che. vaLI eka jJAti-jAtanA hoIe to tethI paNa vadhu prIti jAge che. to samagra jIva rAzi sAthe jIvatva jAtanI ekatA jo che to jIvane jotAMnI sAthe prema kema na jAge? paNa svArthabhAva vacce ADo Ave che tyAre ekatA bhUlI javAya che. jo ke ekatAno vicAra paNa nathI karyo. jANyuM che to yAda paNa nathI karatA, saMbaMdhIne bhUlI jaIe ane upekSA karIe to bheda paDI jAya che. temAM ya jo apakAra karIe to saMbaMdha kaDavo thaI jAya che. mAphI mAMgI laIe to saMbaMdha sudharI jAya che. mATe to sAdhune koI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 150 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvanI virAdhanA thaI hoya, ke saMbhAvanA hoya to vAraMvAra IriyAvahIyA pratikramIne mAphI mAgavAmAM Ave che. A IriyAvahIyAnuM anuSThAna ja ApaNane saMbaMdha batAve che ke tamAre jIvo sAthe tadna najIkano saMbaMdha che. teno aparAdha thayo che to mAphI mAMgIne pApane mithyA karIne pachI AgaLa dharma mArge Atma sAdhanAmAM joDAo, jIva sAthe bhedabhAva rAkhIne AtmasAdhanA thatI nathI. AtmAe jaDano saMbaMdha ja Atma tattvane bhUlavAthI karyo che. jaDa eTale AThe prakAranAM karmavargaNAnA baMdhanathI utpanna thayelA vikAro. audArika, vaikriya, AhA2ka vargaNAnA baMdhanathI zarIramAM AtmA pUrAya che, zarIra che tene zvAsozvAsa, bhASA ane mana vargaNAnA baMdhanathI baMdhAvuM paDe che, tejasa, kAryaNa paNa audArika zarIrane TakAvavA jarUra paDe che. A jaDanA saMbaMdhane choDavo muzkela che kAraNake AtmA upara cIkAza (rAga dveSa rUpa doSonI) hovAnA kAraNe kArmaNa vargaNA coMTe che ane AtmA baMdhana (karmanA) thI baMdhAyA kare che. mATe Atma tattvane bhUlyA chIe tene vAraMvAra smaravuM joIe. svAtmAne smaraNamAM lAvavA mATe jIva tattvane saMbhAravuM joIe. to svAtmAnI prIti jAgaze, jIva tattvane bhUlIne svAtmAnuM saMbhAraNuM te svArtha che. kema ke rAga - dveSanI cIkAze jIva jIvanA saMbaMdhane toDayo che. jaDa upara rAga ane jIva para dveSa thavAthI karmanA baMdhanamAM paDayo che. koI vyakti pratye rAga hoya che te paNa vyaktinA jIvatvano rAga nathI paNa pudgala para svArthabhAve rAga hoya che. paramArtha Ave to ja jIvanA jIvatva pratye rAga thAya. e prIti jagAvavA mATe sarvaviratinI sAdhanA che jene dharma kahevAya che. bhagavAne dharma be prakAre prarUpyo che. sarvavarita ane dezavirati. A viratidharmamAM jIvanA saMbaMdhane ja sudhAravAnI vAta che. kevI rIte cAlavuM, besavuM, bolavuM, khAvuM, suvuM, UbhuM rahevuM e ja vAta zIkhavAnI batAvI che tenuM zuM kAraNa ? zarIra che tyAM cAlavAnuM vagere che to te kriyAmAM koI jIvano aparAdha na thaI jAya te rIte jIvana jIvavA mATe Adeza che. kemake jIvano saMbaMdha tUTe te jIvatvanI aprIti sUcaka che mATe prIti saMbaMdha sudhArIne sAMdho ane pachI sAdhanAnI AgaLanI dizAmAM cAlo. tamAre Atmatattva pAmavuM che ne? to Atmatattva pratye prIti jagADo. jayAM jayAM Atmatva che te badhA AtmA samAna ja che tArAmAM bheda pADanArA svArtha che. samAnabhAve jo, jANa ane vartana kara. pachI tAruM AtmA taraphanuM prayANa AgaLa vadhaze. prathama Atma tattva upara prIti jagADe, to jaDanI prIti tUTe ane rAga dveSa mohanI maMdatA thAya. pachI zuddhasvarUpanI prIti jagADavA mATe paramAtma tattva ke jemaNe zuddha Atma svarUpa pragaTa karyuM che temanI prIti kara te tArA zuddha svarUpanI prItinuM kAraNa banaze. A prIti jAgaze tyAre jaDanI prIti jaDanI sAthe rahevA chatAM maMda paDI jaze. karmodayanA kAraNe thaze to paNa nahivat thaIne naSTa thaze. te prIti jagADavAno upAya have pachI batAvIzuM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 151 Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ me.va. 10 parama AtmAnuM svarUpa saccidAnaMda rUpa che. te rUpe sva AtmAne jovo te abhedAnusaMdhAna thavAthI abhedopAsanA thAya che. paramAtmAe AThe karmano kSaya saccidAnaMda svarUpe pragaTa karyo che. ApaNane pragaTa nathI paraMtu te svarUpa AtmAmAM hayAta che, pragaTa nathI. to tene pragaTAvavA mATe jIva tattva, Atmatattva sAthe abheda sAdhavo joIe. je malina AtmAo che tenI sAthe tenAmAM jIvatvanA darzanathI ApaNA jIvatvanI samAnatAmAM lAvIne prema dhAraNa karavAthI sva-para AtmAnI malinatAthI udbhavatA prasaMgo prema thavAmAM bAdhaka banatA nathI. kAraNa ke A to sarvoparI sattA darekamAM rahelI anubhavAya che, te sattA apragaTa nathI. jaDathI A kaMIka juduM che, sukha duHkhAdinuM vedana tenI ceSTA dvArA Indriyagocara thAya che. tethI te sarve jIvAtmA jIva tarIke prasiddha ja che. jIvatvanI samAnatA chatAM tenA pratye lAgaNI, snehabhAva thavAmAM bAdhaka svArthabhAva che. te AtmabhAve dareka AtmAne jovAthI te bAdhaka rUpa svArthabhAva TaLI jAya che. jIvarAzi pratye samAnatAno bhAva AvyA pachI tagnimittaka yoga pravRtti sudhare che mana, vacana, kAya yogathI azubha pravRtti svArtha janaka hatI te have paramArthane pragaTAvI, jIvone pIDA traNe yogathI ApavAnI aTake che tyAre lAgaNI pragaTa svarUpe dekhAya che. jIvo zAtA pAme che. te lAgaNI vizALa bhAvamAM pragaTe tyAre maicAdi cAre bhAvanA vistAra pAmatA jAya che ane evI jIvo pratyenI karuNA ubhave che ke "jIvone huM sukhI karuM." e bhAva Toce pahoMcI jAya che tyAre zAzvata sukhano mArga dekhADavAnI bhAvanA rome rome pragaTa thAya che ane koIka jIvo evuM puNya upArjana kare che ke tIrthakaratvanA karmanA daLiyA bAMdhI trIje bhave te bhAvanA amalamAM mUke che. ApaNe abhedopAsanAmAM prathama jIvarAzi sAthe abheda bhAvanI sAdhanA karavI eTale ke sarva jIvone Atma samAna bhAve mAnavA, sarva jIvone Atma samAna bhAve jANavA, sarva jIvo sAthe Atma samAna bhAve vartana karavuM. vAraMvAra A rIte karavAthI AtmaupajyabhAva bhAvita thatAM svArtha janya doSo TaLI jAya che, paramArtha ubhave che. A ApaNI sva-para AtmAnI malina avasthAmAM sAdhya siddhi mATe jarUrI sAdhanA che. tyArabAda paramAtmA sAthe abheda thavo te saraLa bane che kemake eka paNa jIva pratyenI upekSAlAgaNIno abhAva Atma tattva pratye prIti utpanna thavA deto nathI. upayo: tApama" jayAM jayAM upayoga che tyAM tyAM jIvatva che. te lakSaNa ApaNA ekalAnuM nathI mATe upayogavAna sarva samAna che temAM bheda to svArtha janya bhAvathI paDelo che tene maithyAdi bhAvathI toDavo. badhA mArA jevA che, badhAnuM hita thAo, sukhI thAo, ekalA potAnA nahi badhAnA sukhamAM AnaMda pAmo, badhAnA duHkhamAM duHkhI thAo ane duHkha mukta thAo te bhAva dhAraNa karo. badhAnA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 152 Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ doSonI upekSA karo, mAdhyasthabhAva dhAraNa karo, ApaNe karmAdhIna chIe e pramANe sahu karmAdhIna che. A pramANe A cAra bhAvanAothI AtmAne bhAvita karI jIvo sAthe mana, vacana, kAya, yoganI pravRttine zubha banAvo. - have tame paramAtmA sAthe abhedatA pAmavA mATe yogya banyA, malina, azubha yogothI paramAtmA sAthe maLAtuM nathI, mATe have zubha yogo dvArA paramAtmA sAthe kevI rIte abheda thavuM ane tenA dvArA AtmA sAthe mIlana kevI rIte karavuM te have joIzuM. ma.va. 11 have paramAtmA sAthe abheda sAdhavA mATe paramAtmA sAthe potAnA AtmAne sarakhAvavo. koI evI paryAya AtmAmAM paDI che ke je paramAtmAnI samAna hoya ? hA, eka paryAya evI paDI che ke paramAtmA ane AtmAnI A zuddha paryAya, emAM koI ja phera nathI. e kevI che ? te jANavA mATe zrutajJAna dvArA paramAtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa jANavuM joIe. te paramAtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa nirmaLa che eTale ke karmanA mela rahita che, sphaTika jevuM zuddha che, te arUpI che, eTale ke te rUpAtIta che, nirAkAra che eTale ke AkAra vagaranuM che, sattva, rajasa, tamoguNa rahita hovAthI nirguNa che eTale guNAtIta che, nirmukata che eTale ke baMdhathI mUkAyeluM che, niraMjana che eTale DAgha-doSanA DAgha rahita che, manasAtIta, vacanAtIta che. te manano ke vANIno viSaya banatA nathI evA agocara che, avyaya che, vibhu che, aciMtya che, ajJAnane pele pAra gayeluM che. AvA anaMta guNAtmaka svarUpa che je ApaNe jANI zakatA nathI, kevaLajJAnI ja jANI zake, paraMtu te paNa saMpUrNa svarUpa kahI zakatA nathI. jIvanakALa maryAdita hovAthI amaryAda svarUpa kevI rIte kathI zakAya? te svarUpa jANIne te svarUpanI prIti karavI joIe. carma cakSu dvArA dezya banelA jaDasvarUpanI prItimAM bhAvita banelI cetanAne khaseDavA paramAtmAnA svarUpamAM vAraMvAra cetanAne bheLavavI, ema karatAM tenA uparano karmabhArarUpa mela ocho thatAM paramAtma svarUpa tarapha - sanamukha cetanA bane ane emAM cetanA bhAvita thAya tyAre paramAtmA pratye prIti jAge. jo ke A palaTo lAvavA mahAna puruSArtha joIe. anAdithI jaDamAM raMgIlI banelI cetanAne AmAM vALavI duHzkaya che ane emAM joDAvA mATe taiyAra paNa nahi thAya, mATe pariNatine badalavI paDe. vAraMvAra tasvarUpa sanmukha laI javA pariNatine jaDa taraphanI sUga lAvavI joIe, jaDanA bhoge anarthakArI banAvo AtmAnI banela pariNatimAM sujhADavA joIe. e abhyAsa mATe ja jaDa pratye vairAgya lAvavo paDe ane pAMca IndriyanA viSayonI parAdhInatAthI thayelI AtmAnI kharAbI vicAravI joIe ane niraMtara vairAgyavAnuM rahevA mATe te viSayothI dUra rahevuM joIe. teno saMga choDavA mATe sAdhu banavuM joIe, manathI saMga choDavA kAyA ane vacanane tenAthI dUra rAkhavA, nisaMgI banelo sAdhu sadA te Atma svarUpanI ramaNatAmAM jhIlI zake che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 153 Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtma svarUpa e Atma svarUpane oLakhavA mATe ane tenA pratye prIti jagADavA oLakhavuM joIe ane temAM prIti lagADavI joIe. ma.va. 12 paramAtma svarUpane oLakhI temAM prIta karIne jaDa prIti visArI. have paramAtma prIti thatAM AtmA je sAdhya che tene smaraNamAM lAvIne tenuM svarUpa kevuM che teno vicAra karavo. tenAM be svarUpo che zuddha ane azuddha, nizcayathI te zuddha che arthAt sattA enI zuddha che ane vyavahArathI anubhava vartamAna kALe azuddhatAno che. te azuddhatAnAM kAraNo jANyAM ane te kAraNone choDavA potAnI sattA smaravI joIe. zuddhatAnuM vismaraNa thavAthI ja azuddhatAne choDavA prayatna karyo nathI. jo ApaNI pAse paramAtmA jevI ja guNa saMpatti che, nirmaLatA che to tene kema na meLavavI? ane jANyA pachI te saMpattine meLavavA koNa udyama na kare ? e saMpattine oLakhavA paramAtmAnA svarUpane oLakhavuM. have temanA AlaMbane sva saMpatti, nirmaLatA, zuddhatAnA kyA upAyo levA te have vicArIzuM. ma.va. 13 Atma svarUpa sattAe paramAtmA jevuM ja che evI acala zraddhA pragaTI ane te svarUpanI ramaNatAnuM sukha anupama che evuM jANyuM pachI to te svarUpa pratye prIti gADha banI ane tene pragaTa karavA jhaMkhanA tIvrabhAve jAgI. AvI sthiti mananI thAya tyAre jaDa padArthonA vaiSayika sukha pratyenI nArAjI utpanna thAya che eTale ke vairAgya utpanna thAya che ane Atma svarUpanI jhaMkhanA tIvra bane che. pachI tenI zarIra uparanI prItithI mAMDIne saghaLA jaDa viSayo tarapha prIti ghaTatI jAya che. tethI bAvIza pariSahone jItavA duSkara lAgatA nathI ane upasargone sahana karavA sahelA lAge che. upasarga karanAra tarapha paNa anukULamAM rAga nathI thato ane pratikULamAM dveSa nathI thato. svarUpa jhaMkhanA jeTalI tIvra, teTalI sahavAnI saraLatA. paNa svarUpa jhaMkhanA mATe svarUpanI prIti, svarUpanI prIti mATe paramAtma svarUpane jANavuM ane tenI prIti karavI jarUrI che. have AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM che, tene paramAtmA sAthe kevI rIte samAnatAthI jovo, anubhavavo vagere vicArIzuM. ma.va. 14 he bhavya jIvo ! jagatanuM svarUpa oLakho tenA svarUpamAM aneka prakAranA taraMgo vahI rahyA che. jene jovAmAM anaMta kALa cAlyo jAya, jo tene jovAne kevaLajJAna cakSu khulI jAya to. paraMtu jo te nathI khUlyAM to kevaLajJAnIe batAveluM svarUpa jo. te jovAmAM paNa pUrva koDa vahI jAya to ya khabara paDatI nathI. mATe sAdhu dezona pUrve kroDa sudhI padArthonA svarUpanA ciMtanamAM jatA kALane jANatA nathI. evuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 154 Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thavAmAM kAraNa zuM? jJAna guNano mahimA evo che ane jJAna guNanA evA mahimAnuM kAraNa te AtmAno svabhAva che. Atma-svabhAvamAM ramaNatA eTale AtmAnA jJAna, guNathI padArthonA jANavA jovAmAM AnaMda. Ane svarUpa ramaNatA kahevAya, kAraNa ke AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAna karavuM, saMvedana karavuM te che ane tethI AnaMda pAmavo. jagatanA padArtho jANavA temAM jagatanA padArthonI beDoLatA te jJAnamAM naDatI nathI. padArthonuM pratibiMba jevuM hoya tevuM AtmAmAM upayogamAM paDe che tene jJAna kahe che. jANe che te jANavAno AnaMda hoya che. padArtha sparzato nathI. kadarUpA padArthanuM rUpa kadarUpuM dekhAya, jaNAya, paNa te kadarUpuM che tema mohanA abhAve evuM saMvedana nathI thatuM paNa jevuM che tevuM che. tenuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM jANavAnuM ja kArya hoya che. AtmAnuM svarUpa A che, jANavuM ane jovuM. AtmAmAM ramavuM arthAtu, AnaMda pAmavuM. ma.va. Oll. AtmAnuM paramAtmA sAthe amedAnusaMdhAna thayA pachI AtmAnuM anusaMdhAna upayogakAre thAya che, tyAre AtmAno anubhava thAya che AtmAnuM svarUpa upayogathI saMvedana pAme che. AtmAnA svarUpane AnaMda svarUpa joIne huM AnaMda svarU5 chuM tevuM upayoga dvArA AtmA saMvede che. te ja AtmAnusaMdhAna che. svanuM anusaMdhAna karavA mATe ja paramAtmA sAthe eTale parama Atma svarUpa jemane pragaTa thayuM che te temanA svarUpa sAthe upayogane joDatAM sattAe nija svarUpane jotAM samAnatAmAM svAtmA sAthe anusaMdhAna-upayoganuM joDANa thAya che te svAtmAnubhava che. phA.su. 1 he bhavyajIvo ! A jIvanano sAra jaDa, cetananI bhinnatA oLakhI AtmAmAM abhedabhAve maLI javuM te che. tenA mATe ja A badhI dharma sAdhanA che, dharma-virati che, te ArAdhavA dvArA jaDa, cetananI bhinnatA jANIne tapa, pariSaho sahavA, upasargo sahana karavA, kAyAne kaSTa ApavuM, A badhuM medAnubhava mATe che. A rIte jaDa evI kAyAnuM mamatva, rAga tathA Asakti tUTatAM AtmA ane zarIra judAM che te anubhavavAmAM ane jaDanI prIti tUTe, viSayono rAga ghaTe tyAre tagnimittaka thatAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhanA aMzo alpa thavA mAMDe, jagatanA jIvo pratye samAnatAno bhAva jAge ane jIva tattva pratye prIti jAge. jIva pratye prIti jAge tyAre svAtmAnI prIti jAge ane tenA svarUpane-avasthAne kaMgAla avasthAmAM jue tyAre tenI saMpatti che, ke Aja sthiti che tema jANavA jJAnIne maLe. jANIne paramAtma tattva pratye prIti jAge temanI sAthe maLavA prayatna kare, temanA svarUpane jANIne potAnA svarUpanI bhedarekhAthI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 155 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ oLakhe. paraMtu sattAe nija svarUpane samAna jANIne te svarUpe pragaTa karavA AtmadharmanA dhyAnamAM sthira bane ane zukala dhyAna pragaTa thatAM kevaLa jJAna pAme. phA.zu. 2 AtmAnuM svarUpa akala che, agamya che, agocara che, te manathI kaLI zakAtuM nathI, te zruta jJAnathI anubhavI zakAtuM nathI. te zrutajJAnanA AlaMbanathI AtmAne anubhava gamya che, te IndriyathI agocara che. Indriyano viSaya banatuM nathI, manasAtIta che. manano paNa viSaya banatuM nathI, te AtmA pote ja potAne anubhavathI gamya bane che. anubhavagamya banAvavA mATe IndriyonI ane mananI sahAya levI paDe che. zrutajJAnanI paNa sahAya levI paDe che. zrutajJAna kSayopazama janya che, mATe AtmAnuM ciMtana karavA mATe padArthanuM jJAna puruM pADe che, AtmA nAmanA padArtha-viSayanuM jJAna Ape che. mana upayogane ciMtana dvArA padArthanI sanmukha laI jaIne mUke che tyAre upayoga jo te padArthane sparze to lohacuMbakanI jema temAM joDAI jAya che tyAre te upayoga potAnI vastu (AtmA) je maLe che te ja AtmAnubhUti che. te kSaNavAra paNa jo AtmAmAM sthiratA pAme to asaMkhya bhavonAM karmono nAza karI nAkhe che. A paMcamakALe tathA A saMghayaNe AtmAmAM upayoga kSaNavAra ja sthiratA pAme che. bAkIno samaya je AnaMdanI Urmio rahe che te to prApta thayelI kSaNanA AnaMdanA taraMgo che. mATe AtmAmAM upayogane joDavA vAraMvAra puruSArtha dvArA prayatna karavo. eTalo samaya upayogamAM zuddhAtmAnuM pratibiMba paDe che te pachI pratibiMbanA darzana smaraNa pathamAMthI khasatA nathI ane parabhAvamAM citta ramatuM nathI. parabhAvamAM ramaNatA te karmone ekaThAM kare che ane AtmAne baMdhanamAM nAkhe che. mATe A upayoganA sthiratA yoganI sAdhanA prayatna pUrvaka avazya karavI. upayoga e AtmAnuM potAnuM ja svarUpa che te tenAthI bhinna nathI, joDAyelo ja che paNa AtmAthI paramAM ramavA jAya che tyAre AtmA sAthe joDAyelo hovAthI zuddhAtmAne malinatAnuM pratibiMba pADato hoya che te tenI nArAja che. jayAre paramAMthI pAcho vaLI AtmAne sparze che tyAre te joDAya che tyAre malinatAnuM pratibiMba maMda vIllAsa hovAthI jhAMkhuM thAya che. to paNa AtmAno AnaMda uchaLe che. tIvra varSollAse joDAya che tyAre malinatAnuM pratibiMba khasI jaI zuddha, jhaLahaLatuM potAnuM teja prakAze che tyAre AnaMdamAM DUbI jAya che. te ja tenuM sukha che. phA.zu. 3 arihaMta bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM besI sAta naya, cAra nikSepA, saptabhaMgI yukta paDu dravyanI dezanA Ape che. tenuM kAraNa ke padArtho cha che, tene oLakhavA mATe sAta dRSTithI jovAnA hoya che. te padArthonuM svarUpa tenI cAra sthitithI jovAya che, padArthanAM svarUpo vidhavidha rIte samajavA mATe sAta bhaMga che te badhI rIte vastune oLakhavA mATenI jarUra hovAthI arthAt saMpUrNa rIte oLakhavA mATenA A mArga svarUpa che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 156 Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo saMpUrNa rIte na oLakhIe to matibhrama thAya che ke A satya ke A satya ? jayAre judI judI daSTie vicArIe chIe tyAre ja tenuM sAMgopAMga svarUpa hAthamAM Ave che. jo sAMgopAMga svarUpane na samajIe to dravya-padArthanI samajaNa adhUrI rahe che tyAre bIjI dRSTinuM sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave ke jovAmAM Ave tyAre prabhunA trikAlAbAdhita vacana uparanI zraddhA Dagumagu thaI jAya che. AvA trikALajJAnInA vacana uparanI azraddhA thatAM jJAnInA astitvanI azraddhA thAya che. parama prabhu pade birAjamAna paramAtmAnI azraddhA thatAM A saMsAramAM jIvana prasAra karatA jIvane mahAna nukasAna thAya che ane jIva duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya che. koInA kahevAthI karelI zraddhA sacoTa ane sthira nathI hotI, te to lokavyavahAra pALavA mATe AcaraNa karavA kAma lAge che. jayAre sacoTa zraddhA thAya che tyAre prabhu ane prabhunA vacana asthimajjA thAya che. asthimajjA thayelAM vacana AcaraNamAM lAvavA prere che. satya mArga zraddhAthI samajAyA pachI AcaraNa karavuM saheluM che. temAM thAka lAgato nathI, pramAda thato nathI, vaibhAvika padArtho pratye nirAsakti sahaja bane che. Atma svabhAva pratye sahaja kheMcANa thAya che, temAM prIti jAge che, temAM ja tanmaya rahevuM game che. pAMca IndriyanA viSayo nahivatuM lAge che. te sarvanA kSaNikatvanuM vismaraNa thatuM nathI, ane zAzvata evA AtmatattvanuM cira smaraNa rahevAthI tene lagatA padArthone ja bhaje che, seve che. jaDa padArtho paNa te ja seve ke je Atmatattvane upayogI hoya. bAkInuM sarva bhajavuM, sevavuM paDe to tene prArabdhanA yogane soMpI manane haLavuM rAkhI prasannatA khoto nathI ane lepAyA vinA sevana karavAnuM sahaja bane che. eTale ke aliptabhAva sahaja ja AvI jAya che. mATe ja AgamanuM jJAna meLavavAnuM che. jJAna, meLavatAM jo A dhyeya sthira rahe to te meLavatAM paNa aDhaLaka karmonI nirjarA thatI rahe che. have e sAta naya vagerenuM jJAna paramAtmAe zuM ApyuM te mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje racelo dravya - guNa - paryAyano rAsa ciMtanAtmaka dRSTie jovAthI AtmAnI sArabhUta vastu temAMthI maLaze. phA.zu. 4 he bhavyajIvo! A manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA kahI che tenuM kAraNa paramAtmAe batAvelo sAMgopAMga dharma zarIrathI ja thAya che. cAre gatimAM Atma tattva eka ja sarakhuM che paraMtu dareka gatie Atma tattvanI zaktino prakAza rUpAMtara pAme che. manuSyagatimAM ja pUrabahAramAM sUryanA prakAzanI jema zaktino prakAza puMja khIlI zake che bAkInI gatiomAM te rIte khIlI zakato nathI tenuM kAraNa devalokamAM devanI bhautika zakti pUrabahAramAM khIle che je nikAcita puNya karmanA udaye bhogamAM vaparAya che ane AtmA zaktinA prakAzane jhAMkho karI de che. zraddhA, samaja saMpUrNa hovA chatAM AcaraNa aTakAve che. Atmatattvano saMpUrNa prakAza to trikaraNa yoge traNe ratnamAM lIna rahe eTale ke zraddhA, samaja ane AcaraNamAM Atmazakti vaparAya to khIle. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 157 Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tiryaMca gatimAM Atma tattvano prakAza thavAmAM sAdhano maLatAM nathI. devane samaja che, sAdhana che paNa karmanA udayo aTakAve che. tiryaMcane samaja-viveka nathI ane sAdhana paNa nathI maLatAM. chatAM pUrva saMskArathI samaja AvI jAya to yatkiMcit AcaraNa bhAvathI sparze ane narakanA jIvo to kevaLa duHkhamAM ribAya che. tene tyAM koI jAtanuM sAdhana nathI, devane jema nikAcita puNya Atma tattvanA prakAzane avarodhIne jhAMkho kare che tema nArakane nikAcita pApanA udayamAM Atma tattva prakAza avarodha pAmIne koIkane jhAMkho kare che, koIkane malina kare che. jayAre manuSyanA dehamAM AtmA rahelo che tenA dehamAM AtmA cha cakro rUpe pradezone prakAzita karIne rahelo che tyAM te cakromAM Atma zakti rahelI che. ane prakAzita che. jo te tarapha dhyAna dorAya to te zaktino prakAza anubhavAya ane te Atmazakti dvArA aneka paropakAranAM kArya karI zake. temaja saMpUrNa Atmazakti anubhavIne anukrame karma mukti meLavI zake che AvA SaTu cakramaya Atma tattvanuM jemAM sthAna che evA dehanI beparavAthI kevI kadarthanA karI che? tenI koI kiMmata nahi hovAthI ajJAnavaza jIve teno durupayoga paNa karyo che tenAM kaDavAM phaLa bhavabhramaNa karIne bhogave che. A dehanI kiMmata jo Atma tattvanI prakAzamaya sthitithI lAge to teno saMpUrNa guNapuMja prakAza anubhavavA mATe ja A dehano upayoga prAjJa jIva karyA vinA rahe nahi. phA.zu. 5 tuM AtmaguNamAM ramaNatA karaje. tane Atma bodha sparze che, sparzI gayo che. Atma tattvAnubhava emAMthI prApta thaze. prabhu! AtmAnubhavamAM zuM khUTe che ? dhIraja khUTe che paraMtu puruSArtha anumodanIya che temAM pramAdI na thaIza. te saghaLuM lAvaze. puruSArthI jIva zuM nathI karI zakato ! upAdAna taiyAra thayuM che. AlaMbana paNa zubha lIdhuM che. have kAMI bAkI nathI. dhIraja khUTe che te paNa tamArI mAnasika nabaLAInuM kAraNa che. te tamAro doSa nathI. prabhu ! mane AtmAnubhava thaze kharo? hA, puruSArthathI karmano kSayopazama thatAM mAnasika nabaLAI dUra thaze ane have tene bahu vAra nathI. ghaNAM karmo naSTa thatA rahyAM che. thoDAM bAkI che. mAnasika nabaLAInA kAraNe karmabaMdha paNa thAya che paNa adhyavasAyanI nirmaLatAnA kAraNe bahu alpa thAya che te rIte ja nabaLAIne kAraNe karmano nAza paNa ocho thAya che paNa adhyavasAyanI nirmaLatAnA kAraNe je karmano nAza thAya che te thatAM AtmAnI zuddhi ghaNI thAya che. prabhu ! mArAmAM jhaMjhAvAtono sAmano karavAnuM sattva Avaze ? jema jema AtmA taraphanI prIti vadhatI jaze ane tenA guNomAM ramaNatA raheze tema tema A badhI paugalika paryAyonI ramaNatA nahivatuM, sArI khoTI-zubhAzubha paryAyonI kiMmata ochI lAgatAM rAgadveSanI pariNati atyaMta ta maMda thaze. prabhu ! bIjuM mAre yogya zuM che ? tuM vAMcana sAttvika rAkhaje. parasparano vArtAlApa paNa sAttvika karaje. phAlatu vAtone nIrasatAthI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 158 Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAMbhaLaje ane karavAnI ruci nathI te anumodanIya che paraMtu satta phoravI para jIvonA saMbaMdhamAM svanuM khovAnuM atyAra sudhI cAlu hatuM te have baMdha karaje. phalyu vAtonI nIrasatAthI para vAtano rasa aTakI jaze. ciMtana Atma tattvane ane tenI paryAyone lagatuM karaje. tenAthI jJAna prAptimAM tRptino anubhava thaze. havenuM jIvana A mahinAnI sAdhanAthI, A rIte jIvavAnuM sAmarthya prApta thatAM pasAra thaze. tene sthira TakAvI rAkhavAnuM lakSya deDha banAvavAnuM raheze. pUrvanA azubha RNAnubaMdhano lagabhaga aMta Avyo che, mATe azubha paryAyo ApaNe anubhavI ja nathI te rIte visarI javI. cirasmaraNa te bhUtakALanI paryAyo vartamAnamAM naSTa thavA chatAM saMvedana karAvI azubha karmabaMdha cAlu rakhAve che, azubha je hatuM te sattAmAMthI bahAra AvIne vidAya thayuM have tAre tenI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI to saMvedanA zA mATe ? te saMvedana A rIte aTakatAM cirakALanA zubha paryAyonuM smaraNa adhyavasAyanI nirmaLatA karAve tevuM thatAM paropakAra sarvatra samAna thaze. e rIte nijanA bhAva sAthe paropakAra karavAmAM samayanI zubha upayogitA thaze ane nijanuM bhAna sadA rAkhavAmAM udyama raheze ane maLelA mAnavabhavanI saphaLatA pAmazo. phA.su. 8, saM. 2011 muni jIvana e ja manuSyadehano sAra che, kAraNa ke manuSyanA zarIra sivAya e jIvana pAmI zakAtuM nathI ane pAmyA pachInuM pAlana e dehane ja AbhArI che. mATe A dehamAM rahelA AtmAnI kiMmata sauthI vadhAre che ane tenI sthiti (AyuSya karme nakkI karelI) paNa ghaNI kiMmatI che jenI dareka kSaNa ArAdhanA ke sAdhanAmAM goThavAyelI sArthaka che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke A muni jIvananI sAdhanA manuSya dehe ja utkRSTa prakAre thaI zake che. Atma tattvanI samaja meLavavI e devabhavamAM paNa sulabha che paNa tenuM Adara, bahumAna, prItipUrvaka asaMkhya pradeze lIna thavuM, te tattva samajamAM ja DUbI javuM ane laya pAmavuM tenA mATe A manuSya deha dhAraNa karavo paDe che. e tattvamAM layalInatAthI karma nirjarA sulabha bane che ane e rIte karma nirjarA mATe atyaMtara parUpa prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca AgaLa vadhatAM svAdhyAya, dhyAna ane kAyotsarga jevI utkRSTa tapanI ArAdhanA je jarUrI che te A manuSya dehamAM ja thaI zake che Atmapradezo to dareka jIvanA asaMkhya ja che paraMtu te asaMkhya pradezonI kAryazIlatA saMpUrNa upayoge manuSya dehamAM rahIne AtmAmAM pragaTa rahe che. manuSya dehamAM phelAyelA Atma pradezonI kAryazIlatA judI ane deva bhavamAM, dehamAM phelAyelA AtmapradezonI kAryazIlatA bhinna che. saMpUrNa upayoge kArya karavAnuM sAmarthya mAnavadehamAM rahelA AtmAmAM che jemAM AtmapradezonI cha cakrAkAre racanA hovAthI saMpUrNa AtmavIrya phoravI zake che temAM koI bAdhaka banatuM nathI. Avo A mAnavadeha pAmyA pachI tenI kiMmata nahi samajAvAthI te ja AtmAe teno durupayoga sAdhakano aMtarnAda 159 Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJAnathI karyo che je A bhava, parabhava tenAM kaTu phaLa bhogavI duHkhI thAya che. A manuSya bhavanI durlabhatA, manuSyanA zarIranI AzcaryakAraka zaktiono bhaMDAra temAM hovAthI mAnelI che. paNa e zaktione oLakhavA bIjA paNa saMyogonI tAtI jarUra hovAthI te vastunI paNa durlabhatA jaNAvI che. manuSyabhava ghaNAne maLyo che paNa ghaNA AtmAone tene yogya kuLa, raheNI-kaheNInA yogya rivAjo, saMskAro vagere sAthe Aryatvane saMbaMdha che mATe AryakuLane paNa durlabha kahyuM che. vaLI Atmatattvane samajavA dava - guru - dharmano yoga maLavo temAM vaLI dharma pAmavA mATe saMyama dharmanI ruci ane te meLavyA pachI tenA pAlananI tatparatA, temAM ja tanmayatA, tadrupatA e badhuM ja durlabha che. mATe AtmanuM, ATale sudhI pahoMcyA pachI tArA AyuSyanI kSaNone saphaLa banAvavA apramatta bana ! ghaNuM AyuSya cAlyuM gayuM che, have tAro samaya eka kSaNa paNa pramAdamAM na vitAvIza. phA.va. 6 azuddha AtmAne rahevA mATe pAMca bhUtathI banelo deha geha (deha rUpI ghara) che tema zuddha AtmAne rahevA mATe ahaM e deha geha che. te gharane jovAthI temAM rahelA Atma devanAM darzana thAya, athavA aham e AtmAno zabda deha che. eTale ke AtmAe zabdano AkAra dhAraNa karyo che. nirAkAra AtmAe zabda deha dhAraNa karIne ApaNane AlaMbana (Atmadarzana mATe) puruM pADyuM che. nirAkAranuM dhyAna, arUpInuM dhyAna karavA mATe nirAlaMbana che. arthAt, AlabaMna vinA dhyAna karavAnuM che, eTale ke manathI AlaMbana lIdhuM hoya che te chUTI jAya che tyAre nirAlaMbana banavAthI TakatuM nathI. te khasI jAya che. jene manolaya kahevAya che. paNa e manolaya prApta karavA mATe prathama tene Teko, AlaMbana ApavAM paDe che. caMcaLa mana AlaMbana vinA UbhuM rahetuM nathI jo tame zubha ke zuddha AlaMbana na Apo to jayAM tyAM bhaTake che. ekane choDIne bIjAne pakaDe, game tene pakaDe, sAruM khoTuM kazuMya na jue. kemake tenI prakRti evI che ke koIkano Teko joIe. - jo tene Teko majabUtAIthI lIdho hoya to tene te jaldI choDatuM nathI. paNa majabUtAIthI Teko kono le? je tene gamatuM hoya teno. A tenI sthiti che to jenuM AlaMbana levuM che tene gamatuM karo, gamatuM karavA mATe AlaMbana nA guNa - doSa vicAro, doSa upara aruci karo guNa upara ruci dhAraNa karo ane te guNane dhAraNa karanAra vastu upara prIti karo ane temAM manane joDo te sAthe ja temAM lIna banaze pachI tenI asthiratA-caMcaLatA ochI thaI jaze. A vAtano sArAMza e nIkaLe che ke guNagrAhI bano, guNavAna pratye pramodabhAva dhAraNa karo. doSa deSTi sahelAIthI TaLI jaze, doSa pratye mAdhyastha bhAva dhAraNa karI upekSA karo, jethI doSavAna pratye arucino abhAva thaze eTale mananI malinatAno bhAra ocho thavAthI te haLavuM banaze ane caMcaLa mana guNa, guNavAna pratye sahajatAthI sthira thaze. te sthira thAya eTale AMzika sukhanI jhAMkhI thaze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 160 Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana malinatA ane caMcaLatAthI mUMjhAyeluM rahe che. e mUMjhavaNathI duHkhano bhAra vahana kare che. traNa yogamAM duHkhanuM mukhya kAraNa mana che. jo mana nirmaLa ane sthira hoya to vacanayoga ane kAyayogamAM utpanna thatAM duHkha pratikULatAo, pIDAo vagere anubhavAtA nathI. te to mananA sahAre sukha - duHkhanuM vedana kare che. mana sthira ane nirmaLa zubha ane zuddha AlaMbanathI bane che. mATe sukhano mArga sAlaMbana dhyAna che. sAlaMbana dhyAnamAM paNa aneka prakAra che. zubha AlaMbanamAM navapado levAya che ane zuddha AlaMbanamAM Atmadevane rahevAnuM ghararUpa ahaMmanuM AlaMbana levAya che. arham e pote ja AtmAno zabdadeha che. arthAtuM, zabdarUpe AkAra dhAraNa karIne rahelo AtmA che. nirAkAra, nirUpa, arUpa AtmAnuM sauMdarya nirUpama hovAthI samajAvI zakAya tevuM nathI, tene nija svarUpanA dhyAnathI anubhavI zakAya che. e sauMdarya evuM mohaka che ke bIjAM sauMdarya tenI sAme phikkAM che. mohaka hovA chatAM mohanIya karmanA udayathI mohajanya nathI paraMtu mohanIya karmanA kSayopazama ane chelle kSayathI AtmA mATe mohaka bane che jemAM anupama sukhanA vilAsane pAme che. te sukha avarNanIya che. jeno vilAsa anaMta siddhanA AtmAo anaMtakALa sudhI karIne temAM DUbI gayelA che. AvuM anupama sukha ApaNane saune prApta thAo. cidAnaMdamaya sukhanI anubhUti avismaraNIya che. ce.su. 6, saM. 2051, guru maMdira vizvamAM sahuthI sukhI koNa ? sukha kone nathI gamatuM? chatAM sukhI ne joIne te sukha prApta karavAno prayatna keTalo ocho che? sahuthI sukhI, jene kazuM joItuM nathI te. sukha dareka jIva mAtrane game che. kAraNa te teno svabhAva che. A sukhano svabhAva anAdi kAlIna anaMta che. tethI tenA vinA eka kSaNa paNa te tenAthI vikhUTo paDato nathI. duHkha e to tenI bhUlanuM pariNAma che. te vakhate paNa teno sukhI svabhAva palaTAI jato nathI AtmAmAM to te svabhAva sthira ja rahelo che. jayAre - jayAre sukhanA upAyo viparIta seve tyAre - tyAre tenA sukha - svabhAva vacce avarodha utpanna thAya che tene ja ApaNe duHkha kahIe chIe. te avarodha dUra thAya eTale te ja kSaNe sukhano anubhava te pote kare che. sukhanA svabhAvathI vegaLA eka kSaNa paNa na javuM hoya to UMdhA upAyo sevIne avarodha utpanna na karavo. jIva UMdhA upAyone sevI duHkha upArjana paNa sukhanI ja AkAMkSAthI kare che. duHkhanA hetu che tene sukhanA hetu samaje che. Indriyajanya sukha e utpanna thayelI khaMjavALane khaNIne prApta karelA sukha jevuM che. bhUkhanA duHkhane zamana karanArA bhojana jevuM che. arthAt, Indriyajanya sukha e to duHkhanuM zamana che. vAstavika sukha nathI, mATe ja alpa kALe pharI e ja bhUkhanuM duHkha utpanna thatAM bhojanathI thayelI tRptinuM sukha sAdhakano aMtarnAda 161 Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naSTa thAya che. mATe jene kAMI joItuM nathI te sukhI. paNa pAMca Indriyo che tethI samagra zarIra te rUpa che. e zarIra parane AdhIna che. bIjAnA sahArA vinA te TakI zakatuM nathI. mATe para vastunI madada to levI paDe paNa eno artha evo nathI ke zarIranA kAraNe atRptinuM duHkha utpanna karavuM paDe. AtmAne tenAthI bhinna zraddhavAthI zarIranA dharmo je sadhAtA hoya temAM te lapAto nathI mATe ja pote tenAthI para rahIne teno draSTA bane che ke zarIrane TakAvavA zarIra je laI rahyo che tene joI rahyo che. A jAtano abhyAsa AtmA, sAdhaka haMmeza karato rahe to te sadA mATe tenAthI bhinna banI svamAM lIna rahe che. e ja enuM sAcuM sukha che. te pAmavA mATe AMtardaSTi UghADavI. to te sukhano mArga dekhAze. che. parama prabhu arihaMta paramAtmA cai.su. 7 arihaMta paramAtmAnI ArAdhanA eTale temanI pUjA bhakti. te zA mATe ? ApaNuM sAdhya je Atma tattva-zuddhAtmA tenA svarUpane dekhADanAra, ane te svarUpane pragaTAvavA mATeno rasto dekhADanAra hoya to te eka arihaMta paramAtmA ja che. kAraNa ke jeNe e sAdhanAthI siddha karyuM hoya te ja te svarUpano ane tene prApta karavAno mArga dekhADI zake. arihaMta paramAtmA svayaM saMbuddha hovAthI e svarUpa pragaTAvavAno mArga temanI aneka bhavanI sAdhanAnA baLe tevA kSayopazamathI temane jaDI Avyo ane svayaM puruSArthI banI te siddhi prApta karI. arihaMtanA AtmAone evA pariNAmanI dhAraNA sahaja hoya che ke potAne sukhano mArga jaDyo te bIjAne mATe batAvyA vinA rahI zakatI nathI AnuM nAma parArtha vyasanItA. jenAmAM paropakArano rasa hoya che tene mATe anAyAse potAno svArtha gauNa thaI jAya che. eTale bIjo guNa arihaMta paramAtmAmAM asAdhAraNa hoya che tenuM nAma svArthopasarjanatA, ane e batAvavA mATe te mArganA saMpUrNa jJAnane prApta karavA puruSArtha Adare che te puruSArtha karatAM je koI kaSTo, pariSaho, upasargo sahana karavo paDe te badhuM ja sahana kare che. tyAre saMpUrNa mohano kSaya thatAM tenA AdhAre rahelA jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, aMtarAyano tatkALa kSaya thAya che ane jhaLahaLatuM jJAna prakAzita thAya che jemAM samagra jagatane hAthamAM rahelA AMbaLAnI jema jue che, jANe che. jagatanA badhA ja bhAvo te jJAnamAM pratibiMbita thatAM cha e dravya tenA traNe kALanA guNa - paryAya vagere sarva prabhu jANe che. tethI te jJAnano upayoga jagatanA jIvonA upakAra arthe karavA temanA tIrthakara nAmakarmanA utkRSTa puNyathI devo devendro kheMcAIne AvelA dareka jAtanA jIvo besI zake tevo dedIpyamAna sabhAmaMDapa race che jene samavasaraNa kahevAya che, temAM tIrtha je caturvidha saMgha che tene "namo tiththassa", kahI kRtajJatAnA svAmI prabhu kRtajJatAne vyakata kare che. temAM besIne prabhu cha e dravyanuM svarUpa tenA guNa - paryAyonuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 162 Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svarUpa samajAve che. paramAtmAmAM evI atizayanI zakti hoya che ke sAMbhaLanAra saune ema ja thAya che ke mane kahI rahyA che ane potAnI bhASAmAM tene samajI zake che. AtmAmAM te vANI jagatanA jIvone sukhano mArga dekhADavAnA prabhunA tevA utkRSTa bhAvamAMthI pragaTelI hovAthI sAMbhaLanAranA AtmAmAM pariNAma pAme che, ane sukhanA mArgane meLavI aneka jIvo te Atma svarUpane pragaTa karI sAdi anaMta kALa sudhI sukhamAM lIna jayAM rahevAnuM che te sthAnamAM jaIne sthiratA pAme che. A rIte cAra guNa parArthavyasana, svArthopasarjana, kRtajJatA, paropakAra jemanA siddha thayelA che te arihaMta paramAtmAne kroDa kroDa namaskAra karuM chuM. siddha paramAtmA cai.su. 8 ApaNuM sAdhya che zuddhAtmA. zuddha Atma svarUpa jemane pragaTa che, tene siddha paramAtmA kahevAya che. siddha paramAtmAne oLakhavAthI potAno zuddhAtmA je sattAe rahelo che te oLakhAya che. te zuddhAtmAne oLakhavA mATe siddha paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM che. siddha paramAtmA adehI che mATe kevaLa Atma tattva ja che, mATe arUpI che. arUpI dravya te tenA guNa paryAyathI oLakhAya che. arUpI tattvanA guNa paryAya paNa arUpI che chatAM Atma dravya tenA guNa - paryAya anubhavathI anumAna karAya che. A zarIrathI bhinna eka bIjuM tattva zarIramAM anubhavAya che je sukha du:khanI lAgaNIonuM niraMtara vedana kare che, te ja che Atma dravya vedana kare che te tenA jJAna guNa dvArA jANe che ke mane sukha du:kha thayuM. te vedanamAM paNa ghaTa - vadha thAya che te tenI paryAya che. te ghaTa - vadha ne jJAna dvArA jANe che te tenI guNa paryAya che. ja A ja rIte jayAre karma rahita AtmA adehI, azarIrI bane che tyAre sva svabhAvane anubhave che. kevaLajJAnamaya cid jyoti prakAzI rahI che tenA dvArA te AnaMda, sukha, AtmAno je svabhAva che tenuM vedana kare che. te ja che zuddhAtmA-siddhAtmA. zuddhAtmAno jJAna guNa sahaja svabhAva niraMtara prakAzI rahyo che. nirAvaraNa thayo eTale traikAlika bhAvone te niraMtara jue che-jANe che tathA sadA AnaMda ane sukhamAM lIna rahe che. siddha paramAtmAnA mukhya guNa jJAnanAM ja aneka svarUpo viSayabhede hovAthI anaMta guNo kahevAya che. vedana eTale jANavuM. saMvedana e samyak prakAre jANavuM. e saMvedana e ja sukha Ape che, e saMvedana ja AnaMda anubhavAve che. jo saMvedana nathI to sukha ke AnaMda kAMI ja nathI. A jJAyaka svabhAva AtmAno mULa svabhAva che ane te sahaja che. te siddha paramAtmAne oLakhavA mATe ane ApaNI siddhatA pragaTa karavA mATe devacaMdrajInI covIzIno abhyAsa karavo. temAM sAta nayathI cAra nikSepAthI saptabhaMgI batAvavApUrvaka zuddha AtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhAvyuM che ane tene pragaTa karavA mATenA upAyarUpa siddha paramAtmAnA AlaMbanane mukhya puSTa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 163 Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ heturUpa batAvIne ApaNane arUpI paNa Atma tattvane oLakhAvI svarUpa prApti mATe AzAvAdI banAvyA che. arUpI tattvane oLakhavA, samajavA ApaNI pAse bIjo koI upAya na hato tethI nirAzA rahetI hatI have covIzI dvArA nija svarUpane paNa oLakho ane pragaTa karo. AlaMbana ApanAra evA siddha paramAtmAne koDa kroDa vaMdana karuM chuM. AcArya bhagavaMta ce.su. 9 navapadamAM be deva tattva che tenuM svarUpa yathAzakti vicArI gayA, te tattvone samajavAM gahana che, kevalI bhagavaMta paNa tene jANI zake paNa kahI na zake kAraNa ke samaya maryAdita che tattvanuM svarUpa amaryAda che, phakata zAstrakAroe ApaNA jevA pAmara jIvo mATe te tattvonuM phakata diggadarzana karAvyuM che. tenI sAdhanA te digdarzana pramANe karanArane, sAdhakane te prakArano kSayopazama thatAM tenuM yatkiMcita rahasya prApta karI zake che ane temAM UMDANamAM jatAM te gahana tattvono paNa tAga kSAyika bhAva pragaTa thatAM pAmI zake che. kSayopazama prApta thatAM tenA svarUpa ane rahasyane samajAyA pachI AtmA tenA dhyAnamAM lIna bane | bane to tadAkAra banatAM ghaNAM karmono hrAsa karI zake che. prathamanAM be tattvomAM siddha pada eTale zuddhAtmA te sAdhya che. arihaMta pada te sAdhyane pAmelA che ane sAdhyane siddha karavAno mArga batAve che mATe parama upakAra karanAra jagatanA jIvone AdaraNIya ane pUjAya che. temanA upakArane jhIlatA jIvo kRtajJa banelA tenI sAdhanA karavAne yogya pAtra bane che. te pachI sAdhya ruci pragaTe che. sAdhyaruci pragaTayA pachI arihaMta bhagavAne batAvelA sAdhanAnA mArgane yathAsthita AdarI saphaLatA meLavI zake che. mATe prathama arihaMta padanI sAdhanA karI temanA upakArarUpI karuNAmAM snAna karato AtmA prathama potAnA AtmAnI malinatAne dUra karI siddha paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM sthira, lIna banavA yogya bane che ane sAdhyanI siddhi meLave che. trIjA, cothA, pAMcamA padamAM sAdhaka vargane sthApita karyA che. trIjA pade AcArya bhagavaMta, je arihaMta paramAtmAnuM kArya je siddhino mArga batAvavAnuM hatuM te kArya arihaMta paramAtmAnI gerahAjarImAM pote saMbhALe che. A kArya saMbhALavAnuM paNa arihaMta paramAtmA ja yogya AtmAone tripadInuM dAna ApI evI zakti arpaNa kare che jethI zAsanane calAvavAnuM kArya karanArA anukrame AcArya bhagavaMtonI sthApanA thAya che je AcArya bhagavaMta siddhine varelA nathI paNa sAdhakadazAmAM che. paNa siddhinA mArgane custa paNe AdaravA paMcAcAranA pAlanamAM lIna hoya che teo paMcAcAramaya banelA abhedabhAvane pAmelA hovAthI temanAM darzana ane bhakti karanArane te paMcAcAranI suvAsa prApta thAya che arthAtuM, temanA darzana, pUjana, dhyAnathI jIvane paMcAcAranuM baLa maLe che ane temanI pAse AvanAra jIvone paMcAcArano bodha kare che. kemake AcAra eTale kriyA. tenuM mULa paMcAcAra che. paMcAcArathI AtmAmAM kriyAnaya pragaTe che. "na kriyAkhyAmAM mokSaH" mokSanuM kAraNa eka nayathI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 164 Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kriyA paNa che. ekalA jJAna ke ekalI kriyAthI mukti thatI nathI. AcAra e jJAnanuM phaLa che. jJAnathI jANyA pachI tene AcAramAM na mUkAya tyAM sudhI muktie javAno rasto kapAto nathI. mATe prathama jJAna, pachI kriyA paNa bIjA naMbare eTalI ja jarUrI che. jJAnanuM phaLa virati eTale pApathI aTakavuM. arthAtuM, sAruM AcaraNa karavuM, pApa e asad AcaraNa che tethI aTakavA mATe ja jJAna jarUrI che. je samaje te pApane ane puNyane jANI zake ane jANe to pApathI aTakavAno puruSArtha karI zake ane puNya AdarI zake arthAt sad AcaraNa karI zake. A rIte paMcAcAranuM pAlana je trikaraNa yoge AgamajJAtA banIne kare che ane temanA Azraye AvelAone upadeza ApI paMcAcAranuM pAlana karAve che ane paramAtmAnuM sthApana kareluM zAsanacaturvidha saMghane yathAyogya mArgadarzana ApI siddhinA mArgane cAlu rAkhe che, evA AcArya bhagavaMtane huM kroDa kroDa vAra vaMdana karuM chuM. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta cai.su. 10 paramAtmAe (arihaMta bhagavAna) zAsana sthApyuM te zAsana e ja tIrtha che. tIrtha eTale caturvidha saMgha. temAM eka sAdhuno saMgha sthApyo temAM traNa prakAranA sAdhuo teonA kAryabheda paDe che. kemake zAsana calAvavA mATe kAryakartA tarIke AcArya bhagavaMta, upAdhyAya bhagavaMta, sAdhu bhagavaMta che. temAM AcArya bhagavaMtanuM kArya AcArano upadeza ApI kriyAmAM sthira karavAnuM che. tema upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM kArya paramAtmAnI prarUpelI vANI jemAM gUMthelI che evA AgamanuM jJAna, samaja ApavAnuM che jethI mArganuM jJAna maLe. AcArya bhagavaMta mArganuM AcaraNa karAve che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta mArganuM jJAna Ape che, ane sAdhu bhagavaMta mArge cAlavAmAM sahAya kare che. AcArya bhagavaMtanuM tevuM puNya hoya che jethI tenA prabhAve jIvone temanA tarapha AkarSaNa, temanA AcAra pratye thavAthI AcArono upadeza grAhya bane che. upAdhyAya bhagavAnanuM tevuM puNya ane kSayopazama hoya che ke te jene bhaNAve che tenI jaDatA dUra thaI jAya che jIva jJAnI ane vinayI bane che, saMsArathI nistAra pAme che. sAdhu bhagavaMtA ce.su. 11 sAdhanAno mArga paramAtmAe batAvyo che paNa sAdhakadazA prApta thAya te pahelAM sAdhanAnA mArge cAlavAnI zakti AvatI nathI, paraMtu saMpUrNa sAdhakadazA sAdhu ne ja prApta thAya che kAraNa ke, sAdhaka dazA pragaTAvavA mATe temanA mana, vacana, kAyAnI nirmaLatA sAdhutAnA lIdhe prApta thAya che. sAdhakano aMtanAda 165 Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ darzana pada cai.su. 12 darzana eTale jovuM arthAt, dRSTi. dRSTi zuddha hoya, cokhkhI hoya temAM mela bhaLelo na hoya to vastu cokhkhI dekhAya tema jagatanA bhAvo - padArtho vastutattva jovA mATe dRSTinI jarUra paDe. te dRSTi zuddha hoya to mithyAtva moha rUpa mela bhaLelo na hoya to padArthanuM svarUpa jevuM hoya tevuM dekhAya che, tene zuddha dRSTi kahevAya che. te zuddha dRSTi mohanIyanA kSaya-kSayopazamathI prApta thAya che je moha ajJAna svarUpa che. ajJAna mohanA bhaLavAthI pragaTeluM che. mATe tene mithyAtva-UMghI daSTi kahevAya che. padArthanuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM na dekhI zakAya. paraMtu asamyak dekhAya. zuddha dRSTivALAne padArthanuM svarUpa samyak dekhAya. sAdhyanI siddhi mATe sAdhanA che te sAdhanA mATe sAdhya ane sAdhanA mArga jANavo joIe. jANavA mATe daSTi nirmaLa joIe. mATe prathama darzana, pachI jJAna batAvyuM che. sAdhya che zuddhAtmA, te arUpI che, arUpI tattvane kevaLajJAnathI joI zakAya, mATe ApaNe kevalI bhagavaMtanA kathanamAM zraddhA rAkhavI tene samyaktva athavA darzana kahevAya che. te vyavahAra samyaktva. nizcayathI samyaktva ApaNA AtmAnI malinatAmAM rahelI sattAe zuddhatA joIne paramAtma sadezatA jovI ane te AtmasvarUpane jJAnathI anubhavavuM. te zraddhAne nizcaya samyaktva kahe che. jJAnapada AtmAdi dravyonI ruci, zraddhA pragaTI eTale zuddhAtmAne pragaTa karavAno puruSArtha thavA mAMDayo. paraMtu jJAna vinA tenuM svarUpa pragaTAvavuM kevI rIte ? mATe te vastu zuM che te jANavAnI moTI jarUra che. te jANavA mATe je kAMI karIe chIe te jJAnanI ArAdhanA kahevAya che. cAritrapada cAritra e zuddhAtmAnA sAdhyane siddha karavA mATe sAdhanarUpa che. darzana e sAdhya ane sAdhana pratye sAdhaka zraddhAthI ane jJAna eTale samajathI pravRtti kare te pravRttine cAritra kahevAya che. pravRtti bAhya ane atyaMtara be prakAre che. bAhya pravRtti AcaraNarUpa che. je AcaraNamAM Atma tattvanuM virAdhana na hoya, koIpaNa jIvane pIDA na upajAvavA mATe sAdhu jIvananI raheNI kaheNInI maryAdAnuM jIvana te bAhya pravRtti ane atyaMtara pravRtti AtmAmAM AtmAne ramADavo te jene tattva ramaNatA kahevAya che. tattva eTale AtmA, temAM AnaMda pAmavuM ke jethI koIne pIDA ApavAnuM sadaMtara baMdha thaI jAya che. je Atma tattva svarUpamAM AnaMda karato hoya tene para AtmAno bheda nathI hoto, temAM tenI zuddhatA ja joIne AnaMda pAmavAnuM hoya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 166 Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tApapada tapa be prakAre bAhya ane atyaMtara. bAhya tapa AtmA tarapha javA mATe ane jaDa evA zarIranI bhinnatA anubhavavA mATe che. bAhya tapa siddha thavAthI atyaMtara tapanA chellA be prakAramAM AtmA sthiratA karI zake che. dhyAna ane kAyotsarganuM phaLa caudamuM guNasthAnaka che, te guNasthAnake AtmA sarva IcchAthI nivRtta thayelo, AtmAmAM sthiratA pAme che te vakhate parabhAvathI saMpUrNa virAma pAme che. te vakhate parabhAvathI saMpUrNa virAma pAmI svabhAvamAM sthiratAnuM anupama sukha bhogave che. zrA.su. 1 jihAM jihAM dIje dikhkha tihAM tihAM kevaLa upaje e Apa kanDe aNahaMta goyama dine dAna Ima, gautama svAmI jene jene dIkSA Ape tene kevaLajJAna utpanna thatuM hatuM, potAne kevaLajJAna na hatuM ane ziSyone tenuM dAna karyuM tenuM kAraNa kevaLajJAnI evA mahAvIra svAmInI sAthe abheda bhAve rahelA temane potAnI pAse nahi hovA chatAM mahAvIra svAmInI pAse hatuM te temanI sAthe abheda hovAthI te kevaLajJAnanuM dAna potAnA ziSyone karatA hatA. 8. kSamAM bhA.su. 4, saM. 2051 so jIva karmAdhIna che. arthAtuM, cetana dravyane jaDanA saMyoge te parAdhIna banelo AtmA che, bhUlo je thAya che tenuM kAraNa tenA karmanI AdhInatA che. A AdhInatA, jayAM sudhI jIva tenAthI mukata na thAya tyAM sudhI rahevAnI che. jo ke tene AdhIna na banavuM hoya to jIvamAM sAmarthya che. paNa sAmarthya hovA chatAM teno upayoga kare nahi te paNa jIvanI pAmaratA che. puruSArtha karIne karmane AdhIna na banavuM te zakya che jIva puruSArtha karato nathI ane sAmarthyano upayoga karato nathI temAM kAraNa ghaNI vakhata tene bhUla dekhAtI nathI (potAnI) ane bhUla dekhAya toya puruSArtha karato nathI temAM ajJAna kAma kare che. je ajJAna mohajanya che. bhUla dekhAtI nathI te ahaMkAra janya che. A rIte moha ane ahaMkAra paNa karmanI je racanA che. mohAdhInatA ane ahaMkAranI AdhInatA e paNa karmathI ja upajelI vastu che. mATe, koI jIvanI paNa bhUla hoya to te upekSaNIya che paNa manamAM saMgrAhya nathI. vaLI evuM kadI banatuM nathI te sakamaMjIva bhUla vinAno hoya to tenA saMparkamAM rahenAre temanI bhUla jovI na joIe, jovAI jAya to khamavI joIe, ene mApha karavI joIe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 167 Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e mApha kayAre thaI zake eNe jANIne bhUla karI nathI, bhUla karavI koIne gamatI nathI paNa thAya che karmanI AdhInatAthI. A vicAra vAraMvAra karavAthI kSamApanA sAmA jIvane sahelAIthI thaI zake. paNa jo pote bhUla karI hoya to karmAdhInatA mAnavAnI nathI. kemake je bhUla karanAro che te pote ja che. te potAnI bhUlane puruSArtha dvArA sudhArI zake che. chatAM thaI hoya to mAphI mAMgavAnI pote che te zakya che paNa bIjAnI bhUla thaI hoya to tenI mAphI maMgAvavAnI na hoya. 9. samIpatA. ma.va. 1, 2011 AtmA caitanyazaktithI pratyakSa che, pragaTa che. jJAnaguNa, AnaMdaguNa, sukhaguNa A badhuM caitanyanA kAraNe anubhUta che. caitanyanA kAraNe ja tene sukha duHkhanI lAgaNI thAya che te ja tenI pratyakSa anubhUti che. AtmA pragaTa anubhavAya che, tethI anubhava te anumAnathI siddha thAya che. jIva ajIva baMne tattva che. tattva eTale te paNuM. to jIvamAM jIvapaNuM ane ajIvamAM ajIvapaNuM che. mATe atattvamAM tattvabuddhi karavI ene mithyAtva kahevAya ema kahevA karatAM ajIva tattvamAM jIva tattvanI buddhi karavI tene mithyAtva kahevuM te yogya gaNAya. A nizcayathI vAstavikatA kahI. - vyavahArathI bolI zakAya ke atattvamAM tattvabuddhi te mithyAtva. kAraNa ke je dravya te ApaNuM potAnuM svarUpa nathI, tene vyavahArathI tattva na kahevAya. je potAnuM che te tattva che bIjuM badhuM nakAmuM che. ema samajavA atattvamAM tattvabuddhi kahI che. - puruSArtha tIvra banyo ane temano sAtha maLatAM gati tIvra thaI ane sAthe cAlavA mAMDayuM paNa haju zakti pragaTI nathI tethI gati dhImI paDe che. ema karatAM karatAM saMsArano paMtha kapAI rahyo che ane dUra mokSanagara dekhAyuM. tenAmAM hiMmata vadhI, doDavA mAMDayuM aneka jhaMjhAvAto AvyA, coro maLyA te badhAmAMthI pasAra thavAnuM have sattva khIlI gayuM che. badhAno sAmano karatAM karatAM ghaNo samaya pasAra thaI gayo. have bahu najIka pahoMcavA Avyo che. A tenI saMsAra paribhramaNatAnuM kAraNa. tene yAda nathI AvatuM ke A to karmanA khela che, tenA nacAvyA kyAM sudhI nAcavAnuM? have to samaja A rIte nAcI nAcIne saMsAramAM kayAM sudhI bhramaNa karavuM che ? jo tuM thAkyo chuM to jIvano prathama bhAra ocho kara, temAM zarIra bhAra rUpa che tene choDavA mATe karmano bhAra ocho kara. e kArmaNa zarIra anAdinuM lAgeluM ema kAMI chUTe? tenA mATe bhagavAne moTuM vijJAna samajAvyuM che jene samajavA mATe bhAre puruSArtha joIe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 168 Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e puruSArtha prathama to jIva akAma nirjarAthI duHkha sahana karIne karmane kSINa karato, amuka maryAdAmAM Ave che tyAre ja tenI gati badalAya che. te paNa vAraMvAra thatAM koI evI paLa AvI jAya che tyAre Atmika puruSArtha dvArA te maryAdAne oLaMgI jAya che tyAre saraLa raste jIva caDe che jene zAstramAM samyag darzana kahe che. jIvanI dRSTi badalAI, satya mArge prayANa zarU thayuM, karma sAme hAma bhIDI ane tene khaMkheravAno dhImo paNa puruSArtha cAlu thayo. have paribhramaNano aMta Avaze evI AzA baMdhANI ane tene mArga dekhADanArA sajjana puruSo maLyA te paNa utAvaLI gatie paMtha kApI rahyA che te joIne paNa e saMsAranuM svarUpa samajayA sivAya teno rasa chUTe tema nathI. paribhramaNathI thAkayo che paNa saMsArano rasa kayAM chUTe che ? tenI madhuratA tenAM mIThAM phaLo khAtAM AsvAde che tyAre tenI kaTutA bhUlI jAya che. A to anukULatA ye Ape ane pratikULatA ye Ape jevAM karmanA khela ! puNyakarma sahAyamAM hoya tyAre mIThI madhurI anukULatA evI gamI jAya ke A saMsAra e ja svarganAM sukho che jayAM paudgalika sukhonI parAkASThA che. paNa jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevA te sukhamAM sukhanI kalpanA e to naryuM ajJAna che. mATe temAM paNa lobhAvA jevuM nathI. pratikULatA vakhate pApa karma doDI Ave ane evI kaDavAza pIrase ke tenI gaMdhathI paNa moM kaTANuM thAya to vaLI svAda letAM to zuM ya thAya ? dInatAno bhAra vadhI jAya ane kaMgALa sthiti jIvanI banI jAya. A rIte puNya pApa karmanA khela cAlyA kare che paNa AmAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thatuM nathI kemake pApa vakhate puNya karmanA udayanI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM divaso pasAra karI le che ane vaLI puNyakarmanI paLa AvI pahoMcatAM pelI badhI kaDavAza bhUlAI jAya che vaLI pAcho madhuratAno AsvAda levAmAM lIna thaI javAya che. 10. saMsAranuM svarUpa ma.su. 12 he bhavyajIvo ! A saMsAranuM svarUpa zuM che te samajo. saMsAra jIvone paribhramaNa karavAnuM sthAna che. jIva musAphara che. te musApharI karI karIne thAkI gayo che to paNa teno cheDo pAra pAmI zakayo nathI. to zuM e evaDo badho lAMbo che ke teno aMta ja na Ave ? ane evuM thavAnuM zuM kAraNa che ? kAraNa ekaja che ke jIva ekalo nathI sAthe bhAra ghaNo che. ghaNI jarUriyAto rAkhIne bhAra vadhArI dIdho che. tethI tenI gati dhImI ati dhImI rahe che. sAthe prathama to zarIra lIdhuM eTale to A saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM che ane tenA kAraNe aneka upAdhio paNa tene vahoravI paDI che. te zarIra paNa eka nathI traNa traNa zarIra to ekI sAthe ja rAkhyAM che ane kArmaNa zarIre to tenI badhI upAdhi bhegI karI dIdhI che. kaI kaI upAdhi ? jo tenuM varNana karavA besIe to pAra Ave tema nathI. jo saMsAranA paribhramaNathI thAkayA ho to karma samUhano hrAsa karavo joIe, tema karatAM karatAM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 169 Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teno saMpUrNa hRAsa thaze. chevaTe nAza thaze tyAre kArmaNa zarIra vidAya laI leze. eTale saMsAranuM paribhramaNa baMdha. A to saMsAranA paribhramaNanuM kAraNa samajAvyuM. temaNe batAvelA mArga upara cAlI siddhi meLavI zakAya. vaLI te batAvelo mArga te dharmanuM svarUpa che. te mArga vItarAga deve pote te raste cAlIne Adaryo che. vaLI samavasaraNamAM besIne dezanA dvArA prarUpyo che ane tene gaNadharoe dvAdazAMgImAM gUMthyo che. te dvAdazAMgIne AcArya bhagavaMtoe jhIlI che ane ApaNA mATe temAM batAvelA mArgo-dharmo vahetA mUkyA che. te mArga upara akhUTa zraddhA-vizvAsa joIe. jo A mArga upara zraddhA hoya, vacce dalAla evA AcArya bhagavaMta guru upara zraddhA hoya ane emaNe batAvelA mArge cAlI sAdhyanI siddhi thAya che te sAdhya e AlaMbanarUpe rahIne nija AtmAnA svarUpe oLakhI tenA upara daDha vizvAsa hoya te svarUpanI jhaMkhanA avazya jAge ane tAlAvelI jAgatAM sAdhyane vaLagI paDI mArga upara kaThina caDAvI chatAM thAka lAgato nathI ane sAMkaDI keDI upara paNa Age kadama bharato siddhi najIka AtmA pahoMcI jAya che ane yogya kALe siddhi prApta kare che. mATe A traNa upara zraddhA rAkhI samyagdaSTi prApta karo ane siddhine varo. ma.su. 11 deva guru ane dharma upara zraddhA tene samyatva kahevAya che. ene tAttvika dRSTie vicArIe to sAdhya sAdhanA ane siddhi upara zraddhA te samyakatva. sAdhana deva e sAdhya cheguru e sAdhya oLakhAvanAra che ane dharma e sAdhana che, jo A sAdhya, sAdhana ane tene batAvanAra upara zraddhA thAya to siddhi avazya thAya che. zraddhA puruSArtha-udyama karAve che. ApaNI zraddhAnI khAmI hovAthI udyama pAMgaLo che. deva sAdhya eTalA mATe che temaNe siddhi meLavI che. mATe temanuM AlaMbana levuM joIe. AlaMbanane sAdhya batAvI tatsadeza sattAe zuddha nija AtmAne oLakhI nija siddhi pragaTAvavAnI che. paNa A sAdhya upara zraddhA, vizvAsa jAge kayAre? tene oLakhanAra guru upara zraddhA hoya to. gurue paramAtmAnI vANIthI jANyuM che ke caitanya zakti svarUpa nija zuddhAtma dravya uparanA AvaraNano mULamAMthI nAza karI puruSArthathI jemaNe zuddha svarUpe pragaTa karyuM che ane e kayo mArga che te paNa batAvI gayA che. mATe te guru sAthe jANe che ane mArga-rasto (sAdhana) paNa jANe che te ApaNane paNa batAve che, pote paNa e raste cAlI rahyA che ane siddhi meLavavA prayatna kare che ane kaMIka aMze anubhavI rahyA che. mATe AvA guru para sacoTa zraddhA hoya tene samyakatva kahevAya che. ma.su. 7, 2051, zerIsA A saMsAranuM svarUpa atibhayAnaka che. temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe karmathI mukti meLavavI paDe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 170 Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pharmathI mukti meLavavAno sacoTa ane sarala upAya kayo che? upAya sarala ane sacoTa che paNa nija puruSArthane AdhIna che. suMdara nimitto, AlaMbano puNya sAmagrInA yoge sAme paDayAM che. te AlaMbanone levA mATe karma mukti mATe prathama to abhilASa tIvra jAgavo joIe. abhilASa jagADavA mATe karma mukta zuddha AtmAnA darzana mATe tAlAvelI jAgavI joIe. temAMthI nija zuddha AtmadravyanA darzananI abhilASA pragaTe tyAre puruSArtha jAgRta thAya che. A puruSArtha e ja sUtelA (pramAdamAM paDelA) upAdAnane jAgRta karIne kAmamAM joDavuM. upAdAna kAraNa kArya karavA mATe tatpara thAya eTale zuddha nimittonuM AlaMbana laIne nija AtmAnI sthitine nihALe che, temAM bhinnatA jue che, tyAre nizcayathI temAM paDelI zuddhatAne joI Azcarya pAme che. zuM mAruM svarUpa A vAstavika nathI ? tethI te svarUpane jANyA pachI puruSArthamAM tatpara bane che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 171 Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa ra. * anukramaNikA * saMvata 2054-55 pAnA naM. 102 thI 178 3. jina, jagata, jIvAtmA upayoga 4. paramaguru 5. anveSaNa sAdhakano aMtarnAda 6. sarvajJatA 9. a Atmatattva 172 Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa ma.va. 9, 2014 AtmAnuM svarUpa sattAe zuddha che. tenA AtmAnA) pradezo paNa zuddha che. paraMtu temAMthI nIkaLato prakAza tenA upara vAdaLAnI jema AcchAna karanAra karma upara pulanA jaththA patharAelA che eTale je pradezo upara jJAnAdi guNonI je saMtati rahelI che te karma pudgalothI avarAI gaI che. jeTalA pramANamAM te gADha hoya, daDha hoya teTalA pramANamAM jJAnAdi guNa prakAzane AcchAdita kare che. AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa eTale caitanya zakti. jaDa ane cetana be vastu sAthe paDI hoya to caitanya je che te jhaLahaLyA vinA rahetuM nathI. cetanA e koI alaukika zakti che. teno upayoga jIva jaDa vastumAM karIne tenI zaktino durupayoga kare che. teno upayoga tene oLakhavAmAM thAya e te jenI aMdara rahelI che te AtmAne oLakhavAmAM thAya te khUba jarUrI che. zuddhAtmA nirAkAra, niraMjana che. eTale tenI sattA mAtra ja ciMtavI zakAya. paraMtu manathI paNa joI zakAya nahi. guNapUMja svarUpa ciMtavIne tenA pratye Adara, bahumAna, rAga vagere karI tenA pratyenuM valaNa lAvI jaDa vastunAM Adara, bahumAna ghaTADI zakAya. A rIte sAdhanA karavI. phA.su. 8, 2014 A jIva janma ane maraNanI ghaTamALathI jaMjALI banyo che. A jaMjALamAMthI chUTakAro meLavavA mATe paramAtmAe mArga batAvyo che. te mArga pote apanAvyo che ane janma maraNanI jaMjALamAMthI chUTI mukti meLavavI che. koI puNyanA baLe tevA sthAne jIva janma pAmyo che jenA kAraNe paramAtmA mArgadarzaka maLyA ane mArga prApta karavA mATe utkRSTa puruSArtha paNa thayo. have te mArgamAM sthiratA prApta karavA mATe niraMtara paramAtmAnA mArgamAM vadhune vadhu avagAhana karavA puruSArtha preraka baLa maLe A janma maLyo che ajanmA thavA. paraMtu saghaLI sAmagrInA abhAve ajanmA na thaI zakAya to paNa jayAM saghaLI sAmagrIno yoga che tyAM janma laIne paNa ajamA thaI zakAya tevo pUrNa puruSArtha karavAnI sAmagrI maLI che. te sAmagrImAM svAdhyAya ane dhyAnayoganI siddhi meLavI jIvana saphaLa banAvavuM. sva + adhyAya = svAdhyAya. sva eTale AtmA, tenuM adhyayana karavuM eTale bhaNavuM-jANavuM. eno artha e thayo ke svAdhyAya eTale AtmAne jANavo - oLakhavo. ghaNuM jANyuM, ghaNuM meLavyuM paNa AtmA sivAyanuM potAne bhUlIne ghaNuM jANavAthI jIva ajanmA thaI zakato nathI. niraMtara dRSTi-upayoga, daSTi kayAM rahe che te tapAsavuM. phA.va. 3, saM. 2054 ApaNI sauthI nikaTamAM nikaTa vastu kaI che? AtmA. tenI pratIti tenA tevA prakAranA vartana ane kriyAthI thAya che. kemake jayAre A zarIrathI te judo thAya che, chUTo paDe che tyAre zuddhAtmA thaIne sAdhakano aMtarnAda 173 Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A zarIrathI chellI vidAya le che tyAre traNe yoga mana, vacana, kAyA anukrame sUkSma, bAhya e badhAyathI chUTo paDe che pachI te samazreNIe siddhazilA para jaIne sthira thAya che. atinikaTatA A sUcave che. jo nikaTa na hoya to A rItano anubhava ApaNane thAya nahi. ATalo nikaTa hovA chatAM ApaNe tenA tarapha lakSya paNa na rAkhIe ane oLakhIe nahi te ApaNI mUrkhatA che mATe nikaTanuM vAraMvAra darzana karavuM. vAraMvAra upayoga temAM joDavo. 2. upayoga phA.va. 9, 2054 jayAre najara karuM tyAre te to tyAM ja che keTaluM suMdara anubhavI zakAya evI A cIja che paNa khUTe che zuM ? anubhava na thavAmAM upayoganI sthiratA. jo upayogane barAbara sAvadha rAkhIe ke, tuM tArA svarUpane jo. te to jayAre najara karIe tyAre tyAM ja che. manamAM jenuM smaraNa hoya temAM upayoga joDIe to dekhAya. kAraNa ke te to Atmapradezo sAthe joDAyelo ja che. upayogane paDala nathI AvatAM. cakSune paDala Ave mATe paDalane khaseDIe tyAre dekhAya. paraMtu A upayoga rUpa cakSu evA che ke tene paDala AvatAM nathI. paNa jema cakSumAM motiyo Ave ane jhAMkhuM dekhAya, agara azuddhi Ave to jovAmAM takalIpha paDe arthAt yathArtha na dekhAya tema upayoga upara paDala na Ave paNa azuddhi, mela caDhe to vastu yathArtha na dekhAya. zuddha upayogamAM AkhuM vizva pratibiMbita thaI zake che ane te paNa jevuM hoya tevuM. upayoga upara mela zeno caDhe che ? karma rUpa AvaraNathI DhaMkAyelo upayoga vAdaLathI DhaMkAyelA sUrya jevo jhAMkho prakAze che, ane teja jhAMkhuM hovAthI jagatanA padArthonuM pratibiMba paNa tevuM jhAMkhuM paDe che mATe upayoganI zuddhi mATe arjunuM dhyAna karavuM. tenA rephamAMthI nIkaLatI agni javAlAthI te azuddha baLe che to nirvikAra upayoga bane che ane tenuM darzana te ja Atmadarzana che. A darzana cittathI thAya che. mATe cittane arhamAM joDIne upayogane zuddha karavAno che. jayAre tenuM darzana karavuM hoya tyAre aMtarAtmAmAM DUbakI mAro te to tyAMja che. tamAruM citta sthira haze to dekhAze. 3. jina, jagata, jIvAtmA phA.su. 10, vi.saM. 2055 A jagata SaD dravyAtmaka che. teno samAveza dravyamAM thAya che. jaDa ane cetana. arthAt, pudgala ane AtmA, arthAt, teno samAveza jina jagata ane jIvAtmAmAM thAya che. cha dravyamAM pAMca jaDa che, eka jIva cetana che. vyavahAramAM je kAMI jaDanI kiMmata che te jIvane lIdhe che. je jIvane binajarUrI che te jaDanI kAMI kiMmata nathI mATe bahumAnane yogya to jIva ja che. chatAM ajJAnI jIvo jaDane bahumAna Ape che. jo jIvanI kiMmata lAge to ja jaDa pratyenuM bahumAna ochuM thAya. jIvanI kiMmata lAge kayAre? sAdhakano aMtarnAda 174 Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tene oLakhe tyAre. tene oLakhavA mATe tenAM cAre bAjunAM pAsAM tapAsavAM paDe. eka to te zAzvata che, jaDa nazvara che. jaDa ane cetananuM bheda jJAna hovuM jarUrI che. bheda jJAna te bane oLakhavAthI thAya che. mATe jJAnI puruSoe jaDa ane cetananA svarUpane oLakhavA mATe aneka zAstro racyAM che. ApaNane ema thaze ke oLakhavAnI ATalI badhI jarUra kema? ane tenuM svarUpa samajIne zuM karavAnuM ? svarUpa eTalA mATe samajavAnuM ke A padArthothI bhareluM jagata che emAM tamAruM zuM che? tamane kayo padArtha guNakArI che? tame tenA ajJAnathI kayAM bhUlA paDayA cho ? temAMthI kaI rIte bahAra nIkaLI zako? tamAruM nathI tene tamAruM mAnI khoTI vaLagaNa UbhI karIne keTalA herAna parezAna thaI rahyA cho? AvuM kAMI vicAryuM che ? paramAtmAe ATalA mATe ja zAsananI sthApanA karI ane ApaNane bhUlA paDelAne bhAnamAM lAvIne rasto ciMdhyo. je rasto ciMdhyo te ja ApaNA svarUpane oLakhavAno rasto che. paNa temAMya sIdhA raste jatAM aTakAvanArA luMTArA ghaNA. jo temAM gAphela banyA to te rastAmAM ja Ama tema aTavAyA karIe, lUMTAIe ane pAchA hatA tyAMne tyAM ja AvIne UbhA rahIe mATe nirbhayatA joIe. te mATe karuNAsAgara paramAtmAne zaraNe rahIne rasto pasAra karIe to zIdhra svarUpanI samaja maLe ane prApti karI zakIe. nirbhayatA mATe paramAtmAnuM zaraNa, AlaMbana levuM e ja svarUpa prAptino saraLa mArga che. 4. paramaguru kA.su. 11 paramaguru paramAtmA che. paramAtmAmAM devatva che tema gurutva paNa che. kemake paramAtmAe nija svarUpe pragaTa karyuM e sva puruSArthathI ane puruSArtha karyo e paNa potAnI samajathI. eTale potAno dharma (Atma svabhAva) pragaTa karavA mATe temane koInI pAsethI bodha levAnI jarUra paDI nathI. evI Atmazakti pUrvanA puNyathI pragaTI ane svayaM saMbuddha thayA. paNa paramAtmA svayaM bodha pAmIne Atma svarUpa pragaTa karavA mATe taiyAra thayA, puruSArtha karyo ane nija svarUpa pragaTa karyuM. nija svarUpa pragaTa karIne besI na rahyA paNa tIrthakara nAma karmanA udayathI saghaLI IcchAo zAMta thavA chatAM bhavyajIvone AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karavAno mArga batAvyA vinA rahI zake tema na hatA. mATe bhavya jIvonA guru banyA. svarUpa potAnuM ja pragaTa karavAnuM che, puruSArtha paNa potAno ja, chatAM mArgadarzaka vinA puruSArtha karavAnI sUjha jIvane kayAMthI Ave ? mATe mArgadarzaka e ja paramaguru che. e paramaguru ja jagataguru banyA che. ApaNA mATe e paramaguru che tema jagatanI pratyeka vyaktinA e paramaguru che mATe jagataguru paNa e paramAtmA ja che. paramAtmAe sva svarUpa pragaTa karavA mATe je puruSArtha Adaryo che e puruSArtha koInAya pratibodha sAdhakano aMtanada 175 Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinA Adaravo zakaya nathI. e to eja eka tIrthakaratva pragaTa thavAnI zakayatA je AtmAmAM che te ja te bhavamAM puruSArtha joradAra karI zake che je Atma svarUpe pragaTa karIne ja jaMpe che e pragaTa karavuM saheluM nathI. tenI ADe keTalAMya vidano, jhaMjhAvAto AvavA taiyAra ja che. je e vidanone jItI le, jhaMjhAvAtone haThAvI de, temAM muMjhAya nahi te ja temAM saMpUrNa puruSArtha saphaLa rIte karI zake che. guru eTale mArga dekhADe paNa paramaguru e to svayaM mArga jANIne dekhADe jemAM bhUla thavAnI zakayatA ja nathI. evA paramaguru sAkSAt sImaMdhara svAmI Adi vIza viharamAna paramAtmA mahAvidehamAM birAjamAna che. te paramaguru che ane devatva pragaTa hovAthI jagatanA jIvone pratibodha karIne satya mArgadarzana karAve che mATe jagataguru paNa te ja che. A gurutattvane pAmIne ja ApaNA AtmAne oLakhIe ane svasvarUpa pragaTa karavA mATe puruSArtha AdarIe. 5. anveSaNa phA.su. 12 anveSaNa zAnuM karavAnuM che? ghaNuM anveSaNa karyuM. eka bAkI rahyuM che AtmAnuM anveSaNa karavAnuM vAraMvAra enI khoja karIe to te karatAM karatAM tenI bhALa maLe ke te kayAM che, kevI sthitimAM che ane zuM karIe to ene pAmI zakAya. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja enI khojamAM nIkaLyA to e pAmI zakayA arthAtu, tenI najIkamAM jaI zakyA ane joI zakayA ke e kevo che. e khoja karavA nIkaLyA hatA to e daSTi biMduthI sAdhanAmAM tatpara banyA ane tene aneka rIte jotAM - jotAM satya darzana thatAM tanmaya thaI gayA. sAdhanAnA aneka mArgo che. koI paNa mArge jaI prIti hoya te mArga pakaDo ane tene vaLagI raho, kayAreka siddha thatAM Atma - paramAtmadarzana thaze. hamaNAM AtmAnI je paristhiti che tenuM paNa anveSaNa karavuM jarUrI che kAraNa ke temAMthI tyAjaya paristhitine oLakhI zakIe tene tyajIne satya mArga pakaDI zakIe. satya mArga che AtmAnuM anveSaNa karavuM. AtmAnuM anveSaNa karavA mATe paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya jarUrI che. paramAtmAnI aneka rIte pUjA, bhakti ane dhyAna dvArA sAnnidhya prApta karI zakAya che. paramAtmAe je AtmAnA anveSaNanI sAdhanA batAvI che te jJAna, darzana, cAritranI sAdhanA che arthAtu, mokSanI sAdhanA che. jemAM AtmAnA guNane pragaTa karavA mATe ratnatrayInI sAdhanA che. AtmA dravya che, jJAna, darzana, cAritra tenA guNo che. AvaraNa guNo upara hovAthI te guNo anubhavAtA nathI. sAdhanA te AvaraNa khaseDavA mATe karavAnI che. ApaNe bhItaranI tapAsa nathI karatAM. bhItaramAM kacaro ya che ane ratno ya che. kacaro joIne tene sApha karavAno ane ratno ApaNI mAlikInA che, mATe ApaNI sattAmAM che te pragaTa karavAnA che. AnuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 176 Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAma AtmAnuM anveSaNa kahevAya. 6. sarvajJatA kA.su. 14, 2015 sarva ganAta ta sarvajJa?" sarva eTale sva ane para saghaLuM, sarvajJatA eTale saghaLuM jANavApaNuM sva - eTale pote ane potAne lagatI badhI vastu para - eTale potAnA sivAya badhI ja vastu. sva ane paramAM samagra vizva AvI jAya che. stra sivAya para ghaNuM che. mATe te jANavA mATe viziSTa jJAna joIe. te viziSTajJAna eTale kevaLajJAna. mATe sarvajJatA jene kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya tene ja hoya che. te sivAya zrutajJAnathI jANe kharo, paNa sarvajJa na kahevAya. paraMtu zrutakevaLI kahevAya. zrutanA AdhAre kevalI arthAt sarvajJa sadeza bane paNa sarvajJatA na pragaTI hoya. | sarvajJa jagatanA saghaLA bhAvone, padArthone ekI sAthe jANe, jue. zrutakevaLI zrutanA AdhAre kramabaddha jue, jANe. paNa juve-jANe saghaLA bhAvo. mATe zrutano mahimA paNa aparaMpAra che. paramAtmA sarvajJatA na Ape paNa zrutajJAna ApI zake jethI gaNadhara bhagavaMtone paramAtmAe tripadI ApI ane pachI sarvajJatA sva puruSArtha dvArA pragaTa karI. kAraNa ke tripadI pAmavA mATe jJAnAvaraNIyakarmano utkRSTa kSayopazama joIe ane sarvajJatAmAM mohanIyano saMpUrNa kSaya joIe. mohanIya gayuM eTale ajJAna nAza pAme pachI ajJAnAvaraNa TakatuM nathI. tethI mohanIya ane ajJAnane najIkano saMbaMdha che. eka bIjA vinA te rahI zakatA nathI. mohanIyane nAza karavA mATe ja puruSArtha joradAra karavo paDe tema che. sarvajJatA pragaTe eTale Atmika sukha pragaTe kemake ajJAna ja sukhanuM bAdhaka che ane duHkhanuM kAraNa che, sAdhaka che ane te ajJAna mohajanya che. mATe jJAnAvaraNIyanI sAthe mohanIyano paNa kSaya jarUrI kharekhara to jeTaluM vadhAre jANIe eTaluM duHkha vadhAre paNa jene mohanIya karmanuM jeTaluM jora vadhAre tene jJAna, duHkha vadhAre Ape. jo mohanIya karmano kSayopazama jeTalo joradAra teTaluM ja jJAna vadhAre sukhI kare. mohanIya karmano kSaya thaI jAya pachI to saMpUrNajJAnI banI jAya. koI vAte adhUrAza TakatI nathI eTale saMpUrNa jJAnI, pUrNAnaMdI, pUrNa AnaMda ane e AnaMdathI sukhanI laheramAM sadA mahAlato hoya che. AnaMda e cAritrano guNa che chatAM jJAna sAthe bhaLelo che AnaMda jJAna janya che mATe ja ajJAna mohajanya kahyuM che, cAritra mohanIyanA kSayathI AnaMda arthAtuM, AtmaraNitA pragaTe che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 177 Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. Atmatattva phA.va. 3, 2055 Atma tattva e amUlya cIja che. mATe tene pAmavuM te ghaNuM ja muzkela che. te jeTaluM amUlya che teTaluM ja tene pAmavA mATenA ghaNA mArgo batAvyA che. jene je ruce te mArge jaIne tene meLavI zake che. paNa e mArga satya hovo joIe. satya mArga hoya to moDo - vahelo te avazya maLe ja che. puruSArtha joradAra hoya to zIgha maLI zake. paraMtu A tattvane meLavavAno puruSArtha koNa kare? jeNe e tattvanuM jJAna meLavyuM hoya to tenI suMdaratAno khyAla Avyo hoya. paNa jo tenA karatAM jagatanI jaDa vastunI suMdaratAmAM ja e mUMjhAI gayo hoya to AtmatattvanI jIvane kAMI paDI nathI. mATe ja jJAnI puruSoe anubhavIne tenI suMdaratAno khyAla karAvavA athAga prayatna karyo che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje to tenA guNone anubhavavA jagatanI dazya vastunuM sAzya batAvavA dvArA guNo gAyA che jethI jagatanI dezya vastumAM mUMjhAyelo jIva Atma tattvamAM mohita thaI tene bhajavA mAMDe ane parathI pAcho vaLI sva tarapha daSTi kare. jayAre tenI suMdaratAno khyAla Ave che tyAre para vastuthI nirALo bane che, zuSkatA dhAraNa kare che ane svAtmAnaMdanI anubhUti thatAM nitya tene jhaMkhe che. svane bhUlelo AtmA eTalo badho avaLA mArge caDhI gayo che ke tene satya mArganuM jJAna ja nathI maLatuM. niraMtara svAtmAnuM smaraNa karato jIva aMtarAtmadazAno anubhavI che. tene paramAtmadazAno anubhava sahajatAthI thaI zake che, kemake aMtarAtmadazA eTale dehathI bhinna nija AtmAne jovAnI dazA. A dazA bahirAtmadazA tyajanArane anubhavAya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 178 Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pariziSTa-1 1lo prakAza prAya: saM. 2021 he arihaMta prabhu ! anAdi kALathI huM A saMsAramAM AthaDuM chuM paNa meM tane oLakhyo nahi eTale ja mAruM bhramaNa haju ghAMcInA belanI mAphaka cAlu che. paNa he karuNAnidhi ! have A bhava mAro saphaLa thayo ke je bhavamAM tArI kRpAthI mane manuSya janma AryadezAdi sAmagrI sAthe tAruM zAsana maLyuM. huM tane oLakhato nathI paNa tArA prabhAve ja mane tArA zAsanamAM sthAna maLyuM che jethI tuM kevo che tenI kaMIka alpa jhAMkhI karAvanArI sAmagrI maLI che. tene AdhAre ekAMtamAM huM vicAruM chuM to huM AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI jAuM chuM ke kevuM tAruM svarUpa? ke je zabdomAM lakhI zakAya tema nathI, bolI zakAya tema nathI ne manathI vicArI zakAya tema nathI, paNa te Azcaryano ubharo vicArazreNI rUpe bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre pUrvAcAryonA zabdonA AdhAre mAro ubharo zAMta thAya che. juo to kharA ! te vitarAganuM svarUpa kevuM che ? ghaNA devo joyA haze ne pUjyA paNa haze paNa A to te sarve devomAM koI agamya, virATa svarUpI, vitarAga deva che. AvA paramadevo che te ja ArAdhya che, te ArAdhavA lAyaka e kAraNe che ke nakkI te paramAtma svarUpa che, paramajayoti svarUpa che, parama parameSThi svarUpa che, ajJAnanAzaka sUrya svarUpa che, sarva kalezanA mULane ukheDI nAMkhavAno svabhAva temanAmAM che, devo, asurone namaskAra karavA lAyakapaNe temanAmAM che. cAre puruSArthane sAdhanArI saghaLI vidyAone pragaTa karavAnI zakti temanAmAM che. atIta, anAgata, vartamAna e traNe kALanA padArthone jANavApaNuM temanAmAM che. vijJAna, AnaMda, brahma A traNe ekatAne pAmelA temanAmAM che. mATe ja AvA paramAtmA zraddhA karavA lAyaka che, dhyAna karavA lAyaka che, zaraNa karavA lAyaka che, temanA zaraNane pAmelA mAro yogakSema karanArA te che tethI huM sanAtha chuM, temanI huM spRhA karuM chuM. tethI huM kRtArtha chuM, temano huM dAsa chuM, temanA viSayamAM vaparAyelI mArI vANI pavitra che. AvA vitarAga bhagavaMtanI stuti tathA temanA guNonI prazaMsA karavI te ja manuSya bhavano sAra che. bhale pachI te vANI astavyasta hoya paNa zraddhAthI bolAyelI che mATe saphaLa che. he prabhu ! tAruM paramAtma svarUpa eTale te AtmadazA kevI ? te vicAravA mATe mArA mananA pudgalo teno AkAra dhAraNa kare che tyAre koI anero AnaMda anubhavAya che. te paramAtma eTale badhA ja karmanA DhagalA samULagA nAza thaI gayA che, kevuM paramAtma svarUpa anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtavIrya jemane siddha thaI gayA che. ziva-kalyANakArI, calAyamAna na thAya tevo, jayAMthI pharIthI janma levAno nathI evA parama sthAnamAM rahelo phakata jJAna-darzananA upayogavALo AtmA. kevuM svarUpa? AvA paramAtma te paNa kevaLajJAnathI lokAloka prakAzaka che tethI sarvotkRSTa cita-jJAna svarUpa che-parama jyoti svarUpa che mATe zraddhA karavA lAyaka hoya to te ja che. arihaMta deve to karmano nAza sAdhakano aMtarnAda 179 Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karyo che eTale parama jayotisvarUpa AtmAno sAkSAtkAra pratyakSa che te vizvAsathI ja zraddhA karavA lAyaka che kAraNa ke ghAti karma cAlyA gayAM, rAga, dveSa, mohanI kanaDagata gaI eTale temane huM Ano upakAra karuM ke AnA para aprasanna thAuM, Avo koI bhAva rahyo nahi tethI evA arihaMtAdine mithyA bolavAne kaMI kAraNa rahetuM nathI, to AvA paramAtmA azraddheya kema bane? tethI he prabhu ! mane to tArA sivAya bIjuM kAMI mArA hRdayamAM ruci karavA lAyaka lAgatuM ja nathI ekAMte zraddheya eka tuM ja che. tArA svarUpano vicAra karatAM mane te khUba gamI gayuM ane mAre paNa tevA thavuM che. mAre tArA jevuM svarUpa pragaTa karavuM che. paNa tevA thaI zakAya kevI rIte? mane tIvra IcchA thaI che. eka upAya che, jevA thavuM hoya tenuM dhyAna karavAthI tevA thavAya che to konuM dhyAna karavA lAyaka che? je paramarahasyabhUta paramAtmA che, je parameSThiomAM parama-prakRSTa-siddharUpa che parameSThi bhagavaMto cit ane AnaMdarUpa brahmane viSe rahe che. teomAM siddha bhagavaMto prakRSTa che. to saMpUrNa svarUpe pragaTa thayuM che. mATe parameSThiomAM pradhAnabhUta siddhabhagavaMta rUpAtIta hovAthI te ja dhyAna karavA lAyaka che niraMtara, vAraMvAra smaraNa karavA lAyaka te ja che kemake mAre rUpAtIta svarUpanI prApti karavI che, pragaTa karavI che. he prabhu! mAre e paramAtmAnuM dhyAna temanA jevA thavA mATe karavuM che paNa he karuNAsAgara ! mane to jene mahAkaSTa rokI zakAya evA ajJAnAdi AMtarazatruoe mArI AtmAnI anaMta zaktine mArI pAsethI jhUMTavI lIdhI che, have zakita vinAno huM zuM karuM? tAruM dhyAna kevI rIte karuM? eka mArga che. paramAtmA mahAsamartha, zaktizALI che, nirmaLa kevaLajJAnanA prakAza vaDe ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAranI pele pAra gayelA che. eTale sattva, rajasa, tamoguNa je AkhA saMsArane UbhA karanAra AgevAna che tene oLaMgI gayelA che, AvA paramAtmAno Azraya lauM, temane huM mAruM badhuM soMpI dauM eTale temanI otha lIdhA pachI AMtara zatruo mane kaMI karI zakaze nahi, jethI mAruM kArya siddha karI zakIza. ajJAnarUpa aMdhakAranI AgaLa sUryano udyota thAya eTale aMdhakArano nAza thAya ja. A paramAtmA sUryanA jevA udyotavALA che tethI temanuM huM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. jenuM meM zaraNuM lIdhuM che te sAmAnya zakitavALA nathI. e paramAtmAnuM to jemanuM aNimA vagere ATha mahAsiddhionuM teja prasiddha che evA munio paNa te svarUpanI prApti mATe niraMtara dhyAna kare che ane dhyAna dvArA te svarUpano abhyAsa kare che. AvA mahAna samartha mane maLI gayA che. tenA zaraNe gayelo chuM traNa jagatanA nAthane zaraNe gayelo chuM. te traNa jagatanuM rakSaNa karavAmAM samartha che, kemake temanI sAmo thaI zake evo traNa jagatamAM temanA jevo koI baLavAna mala nathI, jethI te mAruM paNa yoga - je jJAnAdi guNo prApta nathI thayA tene prApta karAvanAra che ane kSema - prApta thayelA jJAnAdi guNonuM rakSaNa karanAra che eTale mane AMtarazatruono bhaya nathI, temanA zaraNe gayelo huM evA traNa jagatanA nAtha vaDe nAthavALo thayo chuM. te traNa jagatanuM rakSaNa karavA samartha che, enuM kAraNa e paramAtmAe sarva lezarUpa vRkSone ramata mAtramAM ukheDI nAkhyA che je avidyA-mithyAjJAna-paramAM Atmabuddhi karAve che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 180 Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asmitA-jenA vazathI badhe "huM' evo ahaMkArabhAva karAve che. rAga-gamatA viSayomAM gADha Asakti karAve che. draSa-aNagamatA viSayomAM atyaMta aprIti karAve che. abhiniveza-je sAcuM svarUpa nathI temAM paNa "Ama ja che' evo ekAMta Agraha karAve che. AvA svarUpavALA kalezarUpa vRkSonuM mULa AtmAe anAdi saMbaMdhanA vazathI bAMdheluM che, te vRkSanA aMkuza te te vikArothI dekhADayA che, AdhyAtmika, Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika vedanAnA udayarUpa puSpo che, parabhavamAM prakAzita thayelA durgatinAM duHkho e phaLa che. AvA klezarUpa vRkSone jemanI sAme bIjo koI malla nathI evA hastimalla samAna je bhagavAne dIkSAthI mAMDIne kevaLajJAnanI utpatti sudhI AkarAM tapa vaDe hacamacAvIne zukaladhyAnarUpI sUMDhathI maraDIne ramata mAtrAmAM ukheDI nAMkhyA che. AvA mArA samartha nAthane huM niraMtara jhaMkhuM chuM. kemake huM jemane zaraNe gayelo chuM e to tribhuvana upakArI, jagatavatsala arihaMta prabhu che. mULamAMthI klezarUpa vRkSo ukheDI nAkhyAM che evA te tribhuvana pUjya che, nAtha che, sakala vizvanuM rakSaNa kare che e kAraNe jagatanA sarva jIvonI pUjAne lAyaka che. jemane devendro, dAnavendro, narendro paNa sakala klezanA jAlane nAza karavA mATe mastaka vaDe namaskAra kare che, temanI pUjA mATe doDAdoDa kare che, te traNa bhuvananA zAzvata guru arihaMta devane eka citte huM paNa jhaMkhuM chuM. he prabhu ! devendra, dAnavendra e badhAne dhanya che ke temane tAro sAkSAt yoga thAya che, huM to hinapuSyavALo chuM, temanI jema sAkSAt praNAma karavA vagereno yoga, A sakala sAmagrI paMcama kALamAM janmelA mane asaMbhavita che, huM ahIMthI tArI pAse AvI zakuM tema paNa nathI to paNa manoratho to badhe pahoMcI zake che, tene koI vastu bAdhaka nathI. mATe he prabhu! spRhAmAtrathI tArI dhAraNA karuM jethI te saabhyAsa vaDe bhavAMtaramAM paNa A saMskAra cAlyo Ave jethI saMtoSa anubhavI zakuM chuM ane khUba AnaMdamAM mhAluM chuM. AvA paramapuruSano manorathothI paNa maLelA yogathI huM kRtakRtya thaI gayo. je paramapuruSa sarvajJa bhagavaMtathI cAre puruSArthone sAdhanArI ane puruSArthone sAdhavAnA upAyone dekhADanArI zabda vidyA vagere pragaTa thaI che, dvAdazAMgInuM mULa utpatti sthAna utpAdAdi tripadI che, tripadIne yogya hoya tenI aMdara bhagavAn svayaM bolIne tenI (tripadInI) sthApanA kare che. dvAdazAMgIthI juduM bIjuM vidyAMga nathI mATe samasta vidyAonuM utpatti sthAna bhagavAna ja che. puruSArtha sAdhaka vidyA prabhue pragaTa karI, tenA sAdhaka upAyo batAvyA, prabhuno keTalo upakAra? puruSArthano upAya maLyo, have kAMI bAkI nathI have to tenI sAdhanA karIne jene siddha thayA che teja paramapuruSanA niraMtara dhyAnathI puruSArthanI siddhi karIne huM paNa kRtakRtya thAuM. puruSArthano upAya maLyo eTale kRtakRtyatA ja che. have ISTa kArya siddha thaze ja. A paramapuruSe puruSArtha sAdhaka vighA jagatane batAvI anaMta upakAra karyo che. kemake te anaMtajJAnI che. te paramAtmAnuM jJAna ghAti karmanA AtyaMtika kSayathI thayeluM che. deza, kAla, svabhAvanA vizeSa prakarSo vaDe anaMta che, ethI ja vartamAna, anAgata ane atIta padArthanA samUhane pragaTa karavAmAM samartha che, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 181 Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvA anaMtajJAnIno huM kiMkara chuM. jene jJAnAMza hoya tenI sevA te te jJAna meLavavAnI IcchAvALAo paNa AdarathI kSaNe kSaNe kare che to A to bhagavAnane traNe kALanuM jJAna che te bhagavAnanuM AdarapaNuM anuttaradevo paNa kare che to mArA jevA mAnavI mATe to zuM kahevuM? jenuM jJAna traNe kALanI vastune prakAza karanAruM che te trikALajJAnavALAno huM kiMkara chuM. A paramaparameSThimAM vijJAna-viziSTa jJAna, AnaMda je pUrve prApta thayuM nathI tevA svarUpanI prAptithI thayeluM sukha. jemAM bIjAM kAraNonI apekSA rahelI nathI. jenI AgaLa bIjuM sukha nathI, jeno nAza nathI ne cheDo paNa nathI te sukharUpa AnaMda, ane brahmaparamapada e traNe ekarUpane pAmelA che. vitarAgano AtmA jJAna sAthe ekarUpa hovAthI te ja jJAna, te ja sukha, teja darzana teja sparzana vagere bAhya vastuno abhAva hovAthI te ja mukti. traNe ekatAne pAmelA temanAmAM che. temanA guNa gAIne mArI vANIne pavitra karuM. kAraNake saMsAra aTavImAM jIvone janmarUpI vRkSanuM phala vitarAganI stuti eja phala che. bIjuM nahi. pahelAM to saMsAramAM bhamatAM, prabala jJAnAvaraNanA udayathI tevA prakAranA karmanA pariNAmathI mArI vANImAM vastRtva zakti ja na hatI. jayAre tevA prakAranI bhavitavyatAnI vicitratAthI kSayopazama thayo ane zakti maLI tyAre je bhavAbhinaMdI che, jenAmAM guNo nathI tene guNo rUpe gAIne AtmAne malina karyo che have paramAtmAnA guNo gAvAmAM te vANIno prayoga na karuM to A vANInA pApano pratikAra bIjo che zuM? he prabhu! tArA guNa gAIne mArA janmane saphala karavAnI uttama bhAvanA mane tArA yogathI thaI. paratuM huM stuti karavA taiyAra thAuM chuM, mArI zakti sAme dRSTi karuM chuM tyAM to huM jhaMkhavANo paDI jAuM chuM, ghaDI bhara vimAsaNamAM paDuM chuM ke kayAM vitarAganuM virATa svarUpa ? ke jene yathArtha rIte spaSTa karavAmAM sakala siddhAMtane pAra pAmelA chagha0mo paNa pazu jevA che tyAre huM to alpa mAtra, cAlu yuganA graMthono sAmAnya abhyAsI, teothI paNa atihIna chuM, eTale pazuthI paNa pazu evo huM kayAM? ane jemanuM mana, vacana, kAyAne agocara evuM caritra che ethI ja ghaNA bRhaspatio bhegA thaIne stuti kare to paNa jevuM che tevuM svarUpa gAvAne mATe zakaya nathI evA vitarAganuM stavana kayAM? ethI pazuthI paNa pazu evo vitarAganuM stotra karavAnI IcchAvALo huM chuM. 10mo prakAza. zaraNa svIkAra 1. he nAtha ! yogakSema karanAra arihaMta deva! anAdi saMsAramAM bhaTakatAM meM pote mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoganA kAraNe upArjana karelA prANAtipAta Adi 18 pApone haMmezAM hA, hA, "A duSTa karma meM karyuM?' A pramANe pazcAttApa sAthe yAda karato huM tArA caraNanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 182 Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ he prabhu ! meM pote AzrayanA dvArane rokavArUpa sukRta karyuM hoya tene AnaMdathI aMtaramAM vicArato huM bhAvazatrunA trAsathI trAsI gayelo zaraNa vinAno tArA caraNanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. 2. he nAtha ! meM jAte karelAM mArAM pAponI niMdA karavAnI mArI zakti nathI ne lAyakAta paNa nathI. huM niMdA karavA taiyAra thAu chuM paNa ajJAnane paravaza banelo huM mArAM pApone pApa tarIke oLakhI zakato nathI. kvacit thoDAM pApo samajAya to tene pApa tarIke mAruM mana mithyAtvanA jore mAnavA detuM nathI. kadAca pApa tarIke mAnuM to teno baLApo kaThora haiyAmAM pedA thato nathI. huM mUDha, ayogya, mohathI gherAyelo chuM, ajJAnathI hitAhitane samajI zakato nathI. mATe he mArA nAtha ! mAruM yoga kSema karanArA mAruM rakSaNa karo. tuM mAruM sarvasva che. huM tane mArA mana, vacana, kAyA soMpI daUM chuM, tane samarpaNa thavAthI tArI sobatane pAmelA mArA mana, vacana, kAyAmAM tArA prabhAvathI pApanI niMdA karavAnuM sAmarthya pragaTe ane tyAre ja huM dilanA ekarArapUrvaka mArA pAponI niMdA sArI rIte karI zakuM ane pApothI haLavo thAuM. he prabhu ! meM te pApo kevI rIte, konA AlaMbane, keTalI rIte, keTalA prakAranAM karyAM che tenuM varNana karuM to pAra AvI zake tema nathI. tenA mATe zabdo paNa jaDatA nathI paNa tArA Agamane samajAvanArA kalyANamitra evA guru bhagavaMtonA vacanathI eTaluM samajayo chuM ke e tyajavA yogya che. 'e satya' che ema mane zraddhAthI rucyuM che. eTale have te pAponI mArI vitaka tArI pAse khullI karIne hRdaya haLavuM karavA IcchuM chuM to mArI kahANI sAMbhaLa. tAre zaraNe AvelA mAre have kAMI ciMtA nathI. meM aDhAre pApomAMthI je koI pApa manathI, duSTa vicAro dvArA karyuM hoya, bIjA pApa kare tevuM manathI IcchayuM hoya eTale bIjA adharmI thAo evo bhAva karyo hoya ane koI pApa ke pApa karatAM hoya te, joIne ke sAMbhaLIne mana harSita thayuM hoya, tevI rIte vacanathI duSTa bhASaNa karyuM hoya eTale krodhAdine AdhIna banI jema tema bolIne, bIjAone trAsa, du:kha, bhaya, saMtApa thAya tevuM bolIne pApa karyuM hoya, bIjAone tevuM bolavAnI preraNA cADI, khoTo upadeza AdinA prayogathI karIne pApa karAvyuM hoya ane tevuM bolanArane joIne ke sAMbhaLIne AnaMda thayo hoya. vaLI, meM pote kAyAthI duSTa ceSTA karI pApa karyuM hoya, preraNA karIne bIjA pAse pApa-pravRtti karAvI hoya, koI pApa pravRtti karato hoya te joIne ke sAMbhaLIne AnaMda thayo hoya, A rIte traNe yogathI karelA pApane traNa karaNathI anekagaNuM vadhAryuM te sarva pApa tArA aciMtya mahimAnA prabhAvathI mithyA thAo ane he prabhu ! te sAthe pharIthI tevI pApa pravRtti na thAya tevuM lakSa mArAmAM pragaTa thAo. pApo pharIthI nahi karavAno nizcaya karavAnuM sattva tArA prabhAvathI prApta thAo, jethI mArI karelI pApanI niMdA saphaLa thAya, have to he arihaMta prabhu ! tArI, tArA mArgane pracAranArA kalyANamitra guruonI AvI pApa tyajavArUpa hitazikSAne kAyama huM IcchuM chuM, eTale mane evA deva-guruono saMyoga maLo eja mArI prArthanA che. 3. he svAmIn ! meM tevA prakAranI zubha sAmagrInA yoga vaDe je kAMI alpa paNa jJAna, darzana, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 183 Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAritrane sAdhaka anuSThAnathI sukRta karyuM hoya te sarva jJAnAdiyukta mArgamAM kaMIka alpa mAtra praveza mAro thayelo che evo huM pramoda sahita anumodana karuM chuM. A sukRtanI anumodanA paNa tArA prabhAvathI yathArtha rIte karavAnuM zakaya che. 4. he bhagavan ! sarva arihaMtadevono arhatva guNa ke je AkhA jagatane ananya upakArI karI rahyo che. je guNathI samavasaraNamAM besI jagatanA jIvone mokSa mArga batAvI rahyA cho tenI ane te guNanA heturUpa 'savI jIva karuM zAsana rasI' e bhAva ghora tapa, japa, parISaho upasargo sahana karavArUpa anuSThAno AcaryA tenI anumodanA karuM chuM, manamAM harSita thAuM chuM, AnaMda AnaMda thaI jAya che. he prabhu ! mULathI badhA karmono nAza thavAne lIdhe haLavA thavAthI lokanA agra bhAve pahoMcelA, tamArA upadezelA anuSThAnanA phaLa svarUpa siddha bhagavaMtonA kevaLajJAnAdi bhAvonI anumodanA karuM chuM. sarve AcArya bhagavaMtonI jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa ane vIrya e pAMce AcAronA pAlana karavA, karAvavA rUpa guNamAM sAmarthya-baLa pragaTa karavAnI caturAI che te koI Azcarya utpanna karAve tevI che tenI huM anumodanA karuM chuM e guNa jagatanA jIvone upakAraka banI rahyo che te mane AnaMda upajAve che. sarve upAdhyAya bhagavaMtono siddhAMtanA sUtradAna upadeza karavAno guNa, tenI anumodanA karuM chuM e guNathI jagatanA jIvone bhagavAne batAvelA temanA AgamanAM marma samajAvI mokSa mArga batAvI upakAra karI rahyo che. tethI mane khUba AnaMda thAya che. sarve sAdhu bhagavaMtono traNa ratnanI sAdhanA rUpa guNa che tenI anumodanA karuM chuM ke je A sAdhanA jagatanA jIvo SaTkAyarUpa tenI rakSAnA pariNAmathI sAdhya che. tethI mane A temanI sAdhukArya pratye bahumAna upaje che ane ghaNo AnaMda thAya che. guNIonA guNanuM anumodana e to mUlya vinAnuM mokSamArganuM bhAtuM che. ethI pavitra guNavALA mahAtmAonA guNonI anumodanA karuM chuM, have tArA zaraNanA, AzrayanA sAmarthyathI A mArI anumodanA vidhipUrvakanI, nirmaLa AzayavALI, jIvanamAM e guNa utare evI ane niraticAra tenuM pAlana thAya tevI tArA prabhAvathI thAo. huM to mUDha, mohathI vAsita, eTale mohanA kSayopazama vinA sArAmAM AnaMda kema pAmI zakuM ? paNa he bhagavaMta ! tuM aciMtya zaktivALo che, vitarAga che, sarvajJa che, paramalyANarUpa karuNAvaMta ziromaNi che ane mArA jevA sarva jIvone parama kalyANanI sAdhanAmAM tuMja puSTa AlaMbanarUpa che. 5. he arihaMta ! prabhu ! bhAva arihaMta evA ApanuM huM bhAvathI zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. tArA batAvelA anuSThAnanA phala svarUpa siddha bhagavaMtonuM huM zaraNa aMgIkAra karuM chuM. kuvAsanAnA pAzane toDI nAkhanArA tArA zAsanamAM lIna manavALA munijanonuM mane zaraNa ho. apAra saMsAra samudranA sAmA kAMThe pahoMcADavA mATe nAvarUpa tArA zAsananuM zuddha bhAvathI huM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. bhAva vinA to ghaNuM karyuM paNa samyaktva vinAnuM jema niSphaLa tema tArA zAsanane anusaryo te niSphaLa gayuM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 184 Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTale have to hRdayanA zuddha bhAvathI azaraNa evo huM cArenuM zaraNa lauM chuM. 6. he kSamAnidhi ! tArA zaraNe AvelA mane sarva jIvo sAthe kSamApanAno bhAva zuddha hRdayapUrvaka pragaTa thAo. sarva ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya, paMcendriya, paryAyane pAmelA jIvo pratye mane zatrubhAva hoya ke maitrI bhAva hoya, dRSTi pathamAM AvyA hoya ke na AvyA hoya, paricayamAM AvelA hoya ke na AvyA hoya, paricayamAM AvelA hoya ke aparicita hoya te sarvano mArAthI kaMI aparAdha thayo hoya tene huM kabula karuM ane kSamA mAguM chuM, ane te sarva jIvone mArA pratye kAMI kaluSitatA thaI hoya te choDI do ane mArA aparAdhone kSamA karo. tAruM ja eka zaraNa che evA mane temanA pratye maitrI hitanI buddhi prApta thAo. 7. he vizvapAlaka! je A strI, putra, dhana, dhAnya vagere bahirmukha dazAnA kAraNe mArAM che ema manAya che. paNa te para vastu hovAthI AtmAnI sAthe AvatuM nathI. te AtmAthI juduM ja che. ethI dravyathI bhale te badhuM mAruM kahevAya paNa bhAvathI to huM ekalo ja chuM, emAM mAro saMbaMdhI koI nathI ane potAnA karelA phalane bhogavanAro huM paNa teono saMbaMdhI nathI, A rIte huM ekalo chuM eTale mAre kAMI dInatA nathI kemake tArA caraNonuM zaraNa meM svIkAryuM che eTale jarA mAtra paNa dInatAne huM dhAraNa karato nathI, kAraNake tArA zaraNamAM parama svataMtratAnuM sukha ja che. 8. he vizvavatsala ! sarvathI adbhuta tArA prabhAvathI, prasAdathI, prApta thAya te parama AnaMda svarUpa muktinuM sthAna jayAM sudhI mane na maLe tyAM sudhI tArA caraNanA zaraNamAM lIna banelA mArA pratyenI tArI zaraNe AvelA pratye ucita rakSaNatA vAtsalyatA choDIza nahI. pachI to parama sukhane pAmelo huM, tArI jema sukhane bhogavato koInI pAse paNa zaraNanI prArthanA karIne dInatA nahi karuM. he maheza! bhaktithI namelA A mArA upara khUba bhAvathI namra haiye namuM chuM) dayA karIne duHkhonA aMkurarUpa je pApo che tene mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavA tatpara thAva kemake te duHkharUpa phaLa pApamAMthI ja AvyuM che te pApa vavAI to gayAM che tenA aMkura paNa nIkaLyA che je pratyakSa dekhAya che paNa tene ukheDavA Apa ja samartha cho. te mArA pApane mULamAMthI ja ukheDI nAkho ke mArI pApa vRttio nAza pAme pachI mane kaMI bhaya nathI. niHsaMkhyasArazaraNaM zaraNuM he zaraNya ! jagatanI aMdara (mane mohAdhInatAthI) asaMkhya vastuo evI che ke je mane zaraNa karavA rUpa lAgI ane tenuM zaraNa meM lIdhuM paNa mane teno anubhava karatAM samajAyuM ke te asaMkhya vastuomAM sAra-zreSTha zaraNa je azaraNano AdhAra zaraNa karavA lAyaka eka tAruM caraNa ja che ke jeNe zatruono nAza karI nAkhyo che. tuM arihaMta chuM e vAta jagatamAM prasiddha che. te badhAya zatruone jItI lIdhA che tAre koI zatru nathI eTale rakSaNa karavAmAM samartha tuM ja che mATe he zaraNAgata vatsala! tArA caraNanuM zaraNa svIkAryuM paNa tAruM zaraNa pAmIne paNa temAM cittane joyuM nahi, paulika bhAvomAM rasika baneluM mAruM citta tArA caraNamAM lIna na banyuM, ekAgratA vinA zaraNanI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 185 Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niSphaLatAne pAmelA he nirAdhAranA AdhAra ! maLelI vastune paNa huM sArthaka na karI zakayo kharekhara ! huM haNAI gayo chuM (A vicAramAM badhuM ja gumAvyuM have jIvavA lAyaka paNa rahyo nathI. A pramANe hoya eTale zarIramAM AghAta jeTalI asarathI duHkhATano anubhava thAya) devendravanda ! he prabhu ! tuM devendrothI paNa vaMdya chuM. (temAM Azcarya thAya) saghaLI vastuonA rahasyane jANanAra cho. mane A bhayAnaka saMsAra samudramAM DUbatAM tAranAra tuM che. traNa bhuvananuM Adhipatya tArAmAM che. mATe he prabhu! tuM A bhayAnaka duHkha samudramAMthI mane ugAra mAruM saMkaTothI rakSaNa kara. he karuNAsAgara ! mArA upara karuNAno jharo vahevaDAvIne mane pavitra karo. A vakhate karUNAnI dhArA paDI rahI che ane mAro AtmA pavitra thaI rahyo che te jovA prayatna karuM ane temAM saMtoSano anubhava thAya. tenA AsvAdathI AvA prabhuno mane kadI paNa viraha na thaI jAya ema adhIrAI thatAM chelle mAgyA vinA rahI zakAtuM nathI, paNa evo prabhu kadI paNa mane ja choDe e bane kevI rIte? tyAre te sAmarthya paNa temanI bhaktimAM dekhAya. yadyasti nAtha ! he nAtha ! A bhavonI paraMparAmAM jayAre jayAre jo leza mAtra paNa kAMI tArA caraNanI bhakti mArAthI thaI hoya tenuM phaLa mAre e joIe che ke tuM ja eka mAre zaraNa karavA lAyaka cho mATe A bhava ke parabhavamAM tuM ja mAro svAmI ho ! dhanyAsta eva he svAmI ! tuM ja eka jagatamAM zaraNa karavA lAyaka che evuM samajAyuM eTale tArA caraNanuM zaraNa je koI svIkAre temAMja AnaMda thAya che, e badhA puNyazALI che ke jeo bIjAM badhAM kAryomAMthI mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogone UThADI laIne e traNe yogone phakata tArAmAMja ekAgratApUrvaka joDIne traNe saMdhyAe eka niSThAthI tArA caraNanI bhakti kare che. mahA upakArI karuNAvaMta tamane oLakhyA ane e oLakha thatAM tArA sivAya badhuM nIrasa lAgyuM tArI bhakti eja sarvasva lAgyuM. e kevA bhakata haze ke jemane tArI bhakita maLavAthI harSathI romAMca khaDAM thaI jAya che. dhanya che te puNyazALIone ! temano ja janma saphaLa che ke tuM maLyo, bhakti jAgI ane badhuM ja choDIne tArI bhaktimAM ja otaprota thaI gayA. dhanyAtidhanya temanA guNa gAvAnI mArI zakti nathI ke je tArI ja sevAmAM rasika che. vaLI nArAyaNa hoya te kevI rIte agadagadA rahita hoya? nArAyaNa to gadAna dhAraNa kare che. tuM to agada chatAM nArAyaNa sahaja atizayanA mahimAthI ja janmathI mAMDIne agada nIrogI zarIravALo chuM ane dharmatIrthane pravartAvIne bhavya jIvonI narakane chedanArA cho. vaLI je brahmA che te to rajoguNavALA hoya. tuM to arAjasa chatAM brahmA. kevI vilakSatA che? rajoguNavALA ja sRSTi race che. te to karma raja dUra karI che mATe arAjasa cho ane brahmane viSe laya hovAthI parama brahma chuM. AvA prakArano tuM to hari, hara brahmAthI koI bhinna vyakti cho eTale ja chavAsthane agocara agamya chuM. AvA je paramAtmA che temane vAraMvAra mArA namaskAra ho. he praNaya kalpadruma ! vRkSanA sakala dharmathI tuM vilakSaNa kalpavRkSa che. vRkSano dharma to e che ke tene sAdhakano aMtarnAda 186 Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UgADIe to kALe phaLa mAtra Ape che. tuM to nahi UgADavA chatAM A loka ane paralokanA sukharUpa phaLo Ape che. vaLI vRkSo jaLathI siMcIe to phaLathI lacI paDe che. tuM to potAnA svarUpamAM ja avasthita chatAM tAruM moTuM gaurava che. kalpavRkSo to saMkalpa karelI vastu Ape che, tuM to saMkalpa na karelI vastu ApanAra kalpavRkSa che. AvA tArI sahAyathI huM thoDA ja kALamAM amRtarUpa mokSaphaLa meLavI zakuM tema chuM. he vizveza! je asaMga che te kevI rIte janeza? manuSyonA svAmI hoya teono moha temanA pratye hoya ja. tuM to sarva saMgano tyAgI chuM chatAM parama AhatyanA prabhAvathI IcchA nahi hovA chatAM traNa bhuvananA lokothI sevya chuM. he kRpA siMdhu ! je nirmama che te kevI rIte kRpAtmA? mamatA hoya to ja dayALu hoya, jagagurU to vitarAga svabhAvathI ja mamatva rahita che chatAM duSTa karmothI pIDAtA traNa bhuvananA jIvo pratye parama kRpALu che. je udAsIna che te kevI rIte trAtA? rakSaka udAsInabhAvathI rakSaNa na karI zake. tuM to vizva rakSaka, rAga dveSathI rahita che tethI mAdhyasthabhAvamAM varto cho chatAM paNa ekAnta hitakArI te jagatane dharmano upadeza ApIne temanA Atarazatrune trAsa pamADayo che. AvA prabhuno huM kiMkara chuM paNa Azcarya e thAya che ke huM Apano kiMkara chuM chatAM anaMta chuM. jagadguru to parigrahathI rahita che te koIne aMkamAM svIkAratA nathI chatAM phakata kiMkarapaNAthIja kugrahanA kalaMka vinAno chuM AvA tamane meM mAro AtmA soMpyo che. vaLI he svAmI ! je pragaTa ratnano nidhi hoya te gopavyA vinAno kevI rIte hoya? paNa tuM to jJAnAdi ratnono bhaMDAra cho ane te to traNa bhuvananA manuSyane pragaTa che e Azcarya che. he prabhu ! sAmAnya phaLavALuM vRkSa paNa kAMTAnI vADathI DhAMkI devAya che. svAmI to kalpavRkSa, je sakala prANIjananA mananA saMkalpa pUrNa kare che. evA kalpavRkSa chatAM karmarUpI vADathI viMTAyelA nathI. vaLI je ciMtAmaNi che te to cittita phaLa ja Ape che to aciMtya kevI rIte ? jagadaguru to samasta cittita vastune ApanAra hovAthI ciMtAmaNi chatAM amApa, mahimAvaMta hovAthI mana, vacana, kAyAno viSaya banatA nathI evA aciMtya ciMtAmaNi ratna paramAtmAne mAro AtmA sarva rIte soMpI dIdho che. tane mAro AtmA svAdhIna karIne huM prArthanA karuM chuM ke he jagat zaraNya ! tuM phaLa mAtra zarIravALo chuM kAraNake saMgatyAganuM, dustapa tapanuM, karmane mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavAnuM, kevaLajJAnanI utpattinuM, tIrtha pravartananuM phala kharekhara siddhapaNuM che. eTale hAlamAM to tuM phala mAtra zarIravALo eTale kevaLajJAna, darzana, AnaMda, vIrya svarUpa cho evA he paramAtmA ! tuM mArA para prasanna thA. he prabhu ! siddha svarUpa tArA dhyAnathI huM vaMdhya chuM. siddhapaNAnA yathAvasthita smaraNamAM huM bhIno nathI eTale mAro prayatna niSphaLa che, kAraNa ke anudhyAna to joyeluM, sAMbhaLeluM ane anubhaveluM hoya te vastunuM ja thAya che, tuM to niraMjana pada para rahelo paramAtma svarUpa cho tethI sarva rIte jovAno sAMbhaLavAno, anubhavavAno viSaya tuM banI zakato nathI. tethI zuM karavuM e samaja paDatI nathI tyAmUDha sAdhakano aMtarnAda 187 Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaI gayo chuM kaMI upAya jaDato nathI. phalasvarUpa siddhatva te mananA dhyAnano viSaya nathI, phala mAtra zarIravALA tane jovo te kevaline ja sulabha che, kevaLajJAna karmakSayane AdhIna che. mATe tevI rIte mArA para anugraha kara ke huM paNa tArI peThe svakartavyaparAyaNa rahI karma jALane toDI nAMkhI siddhadazAne pAmuM. ra0mo prakAza he vizvavanta prabhu ! A bhikhArIne tArA jevA anupama guNInI bhakti maLe ja kyAMthI ? paNa tArI kRpAthI mane kalyANanA khajAnA jemAM bharelA che evA tArA pavitra caraNanI bhakti karavAno yoga maLI gayo che eTale have to e pAdapITha upara rahelA tArA caraNamAM ALoTavAnuM mana bhaktinA atizayathI thaI jAya che, paNa he prabhu! have to mAre jayAM sudhI A saMsAranI musApharI karavI paDe tyAM sudhI e tamArA caraNanI raja mArA mastaka upara sthira vAsa karo, kAraNa ke e caraNanI rajanAM kaNa to puNyanA paramANunA kaNa che. bhavobhava sukha ne AnaMdano anubhava karavA mAre teno AdhAra che. puNyazALIne ja svAmInA caraNanI rajano sparza thAya. tenA sparzano yoga mane A bhavamAM maLI gayo che. paNa have je bhavo karavA paDe temAM e tArI kRpAthI akhaMDa raho. eTalI vinaMtI dardabharyA haiye karuM chuM. he vitarAga deva! AvA vitarAganuM darzana mane thayuM? A rAga, dveSa, mohathI malina AtmAne tAruM darzana? bhavakoTie paNa na maLe ! na banavAnuM banI gayuM. kharekhara ! mArA puNyano prakarSa vadhI gayo che. e tArA karuNAnA kuMbha jevA mukhanA darzana thayAM e vitarAgI, prazamarasathI banelA mukha kamaLa upara mArI AMkho bhramaranI jema Asakta thaI gaI che have ene bIje pharavAnuM mana nathI thatuM ane tArAmAMja lIna banIne harSathI ubharAI jAya che. he prabhu! e ubharAtA AMsunAM pANI vaDe mArI dRSTine pavitra banAvo. e AMkho tArA darzana vinA rAgadveSane mohane AdhIna banI duniyAmAM nahi jovA lAyaka joI joIne jugupsanIya banI gayelI che. te tArA mukhanA darzanathI ja cokhkhI thAya. he karuNAmUrti ! tArA darzanamAM abhuta zakti che ke tenAthI to lAMbA kALano bhavo bhavano ekaTho karelo pAparUpa kacaro baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. e pApanA puMja ogaLIne khalAsa thaI jAya che. 3. he parameSThi deva! A bicAruM mAruM lalATa pUrvanA anaMta bhavomAM tane praNAma nahi karIne ThagAyuM che. kharekhara ! te dayA karavA lAyaka che. bhavAbhinaMdIpaNAthI, je asevya hatA tene namIne gunAnuM pAtra banyuM che. teNe evaDo moTo guno karyo che ke mAphI mAgavAthI chUTI zakAya tema nathI mATe he kRpA sAgara ! A tArI AgaLa AvatA tArA praNAmanA yogane pAmyuM che eTale te gunAthI chUTavA mATe bhaktinA vegapUrvaka vAraMvAra tArI pAse bhUmi upara e lalATane pachADIne aphaLAvavAthI je temAM ghAnuM nizAna paDI gayuM che te ja prAyazcitta rUpa bano. jeno anaMta upakAra che te paNa bhUlI gayo ne tyAM paNa akkaDatA rAkhI e kAMI ocho guno che? sAdhakano aMtarnAda 188 Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4. he prabhu! anAdi kALathI bhavabhramaNa cAlI raheluM hovAthI mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM mithyAdarzanonI duSTa vAsanAo e mahAna svarUpa pakaDayuM che, ghara karIne rahI che. he prabhu! Aje tArAM darzana thayAM ghaNo AnaMda thayo nirnimeSa AMkho vaDe darzana karavA chatAM dharAtI nathI. tArA darzananA AnaMdathI romAMca khaDAM thaI jAya che. e UMcA thayelA romAMca kAMTA rUpa bano ke je mArI anAdi duSTa vAsanAne duHkhI kare ane ene pIDA utpanna karIne bahAra kADhI mUke. he jagalocana ! tArA mukhamAM amRta bharyuM che. eTale jeo tArA mukharUpI caMdramAnA darzananA yogane pAme teo ja temAMthI amRtanA ghuMTaDAonuM pAna karI zake. mane tAruM darzana thayuM have e tArA mukharUpI caMdranI jyosnAnuM (amRtanuM) pAna karatI mArI AMkho dharAtI nathI eTale te amRtanuM gaTa-gaTa pAna karatI mArI AMkhone tRptino oDakAra na Ave tyAM sudhI te AMkho sthira nirnimeSa banI jAva. 6. he vivaikamitra ! jagatamAM tuM ja eka sarvasva che ane sarva sArabhUta tArAmAM ja che, mATe mAro A deha ane sarva aMgopAMga tArA mATe ho. tArA sivAya, anya asAra vastuomAM A dehano upayoga karIne ghaNI viTaMbaNAo UbhI karI che. have tuM maLyo eTale mane lAgyuM ke jagatamAM saghaLI jovA lAyaka vastumAM sArabhUta hoya to tAruM mukha ja che, sarva upAsyamAM sAranI to tuM avadhi che. jagatamAM sarva sAMbhaLavA lAyakamAM sarvasva kaMI hoya to tArA guNo ja che. bIjuM kAMI nathI. have e asAra vastumAM A dehano upayoga thAya ? kadI nahi. have to tArI kRpAthI mArI be AMkho haMmezAM tArA mukhamAM ja Asakta thAo. mArA be hAtha tArA caraNonI sevA mATe tatpara raho. mArA be kAna tArA manohara guNone sAMbhaLavAmAM sAvadhAna raho. 7. he pUjya ! adbhuta avarNanIya guNono bhaMDAra tuM, tArI stuti zuM mArAthI zakya che? sUkSma arthanA rahasyonA bheda pADavAmAM samartha evA pUrvanA mahApuruSo paNa tIkSNa buddhivALA tArA saMpUrNa guNo gAvA vANIno prayoga karI zakayA nathI to temanI apekSAe to mArI vANI kuMThita che. chatAM jo te mArI vANI tArA guNane grahaNa karavA tarapha spRhAvALI che to evI buTTI paNa mArI vANInuM kalyANa ho ! 8. he nAtha ! huM tAro prepya chuM, dAsa chuM, svAmInA cittane anurUpa sevAmAM tatpara evo sevaka chuM, kiMkara chuM. sevako sevAne anurUpa phalane Icche che to paNa tArI pAsethI huM kaMI paNa adhika mAMgIza nahi, phakata "om' e zabda mAtra uccArIne "tuM mAro' ema mAro svIkAra kara. tuM mAtra aMgIkAra kare eTale huM kRtakRtya chuM eTale ethI adhika bIjuM kaMI joItuM nathI. "maitrI pavitra yAtrAya." vizvanA samagra jIva pratye koI duHkhI na thAo' sarvanuM hita thAo, kalyANa thAo, AkhuM jagata pApa ane duHkhathI mukta thAo, A kalyANakArI bhAvathI pUrNa che vitarAga arihaMta prabhu ! tArAmAM maitrI Toce pahoMcelI che ke je vizvamaitrInA bhAvathI vAsita tArA AtmAe jagatanA jIvonA kalyANanA bhAvathI tenA mATe potAnA duHkhane, kaSTane gaNakAryuM nathI. potAnA mokSa sAdhakano aMtanada 189 Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sukhanuM paNa ciMtavana karyuM nathI. AvI maitrInuM pavitra bhAjana tuM ja che. samasta doSa rahita yathArtha vastutatvAvalokI guNI puruSonA guNano pakSa tArAmAM adbhuta jethI guNI puruSonA guNonA AnaMdathI tame zobhI rahyA cho. zaraNAgatajana upara niSkAraNa karuNAvaMta he prabhu ! tuM mahAkaruNAnA kAraNe jagatanA samagra jIvonA duHkhanA pratikAranuM ciMtavana tuM niraMtara karI rahyo chuM tethI tuM pUchya cho. bhinna bhinna karma vaDe bhinna bhinna svarUpavALA jIvo vaDe sArI khoTI ceSTA karAya che, A bhAvathI stuti karanAra ke roSa karanAra upara tulya manovRtti hovAthI pUjya tuM ja che, mATe yoga svarUpa tamane mArA namaskAra ho. dInodvAra2dha2svadaparo nAste madanyaH kRpA pAtra nAtra jane jinezvara tathApyatAM na yAce zriyam kiM tvahannidameva kevala maho sadbodhiratne zivaM zrI ratnAkara ! maMgalaikanilaya ! zreyaskare prArthaye. he prabhu ! huM dIna, kaMgAla, garIba, rAMka chuM, tArAmAMno eka aMza, mArAmAM pragaTe evI lAyakAta paNa mArAmAM nathI. eTale mArA jevo dayApAtra A jagatanA jIvomAM koI nahi hoya, ane he karuNAsAgara! dInono uddhAra karavAmAM agresara karuNAvaMta tArA jevo meM koI joyo nathI. tuM karuNAno bhaMDAra che ane tArI karuNAne ThAlavavA mATe mArA jevo garIbamAM ziromaNI karuNa avasthAne bhogavato karuNAnuM mahApAtra huM maLI gayo chuM, to tuM konI rAha jue che, karuNA ThAlava paNa e pahelAM huM tane kahI dauM chuM ke he jInezvara ! tuM jInezvara chuM to paNa e lakSmIne huM mAgato nathI kiMtu, he arihaMta deva ! tuM guNarUpI ratnono khajAno che maMgalonuM eka nivAsa sthAna che mATe tArI pAse dInatAthI karagarato phakata mAguM chuM, kalyANakArI eka sadbodhiratna, te tuM mane Apa. praNidhAnamAM "asminnapArabhavavArinIdho munIza'' ! ahIMthI traNa zlokomAM prazcAttAparUpe raDavuM Ave. he prabhu ! A apAra bhava samudramAM (A vicAra sAthe cAre gati ane tenuM svarUpa cittamAM khaDuM thaI jAya. apAra aneka bhavomAM meLavelI aneka gationuM citra khaDuM thAya) huM DUbakAM khAI rahyo chuM, athaDAI rahyo chuM, bhaTakI rahyo chuM temAM mane ema samajAya che ke meM tane sAMbhaLyo nathI. tAruM svarUpa mArA kAne paDayuM nathI ke tuM Avo karuNAthI bharapUra dayALu koI advitIya deva cho ! zuM meM tane sAMbhaLyo hoya to A janma-maraNa (janmavuM ne maravuM, janmavuM ne maravuM A vipatti sarpaNa jevI bhayaMkara lAge) nI vipatti mArI pAse Ave kharI ? tAruM nAma, tArI avasthA, tAruM svarUpa sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave to tAruM nAma tArI pavitratAnA mahimAthI evA prabhAvazALI maMtra svarUpa che ke jenA kAnamAM paDe tene A sAdhakano aMtarnAda 190 Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vipattinuM jhera to na caDe paNa te DaMkha mArIne herAna paNa na karI zake paNa huM tenAthI DaMkhAI rahyo chuM, pIDAI rahyo chuM eTale kharekhara ! bhava bhramaNamAM badhI jAtanAM nATaka karyAM che ane badhuMya mane maLyuM che, sAMbhaLyuM che paNa tuM mArI karNendriyano viSaya nathI banyo nahitara mArI AvI dazA na hota ! janmAntareDapi tava pAdayugaM na deva ! he deva ! pUrva janmomAM (na taM ThANuM na taM kula A rIte badhA janmo ane tenuM svarUpa cittamAM khaDuM thAya.) tamArA caraNanuM zaraNuM meM lIdhuM ja nathI. je tamAruM caraNa kevuM che ? je mAgIe te Ape evuM che chatAM meM keTalIya mUrkhAI karI che ke koI vakhata abhimAnamAM AvI jaIne ke koI vakhata saMsAranI bAhya vastune mohathI mUDha banelI matithI sAcuM zaraNa mAnIne meM tArI upekSA karI che ane bIjA tevAM zaraNo svIkArIne huM kevaLa du:khI ja thayo chuM. jayAM jenA zaraNe gayo teNe mAro parAbhava ja karyo che. lalacAvIne jarAka Azaro Ape ne badalAmAM duHkhI kare. Azaro paNa du:khI karavA mATe Ape te mane sAcuM lAgyuM ane je ciMtAmaNi paNa adhika dAna karavAmAM samartha che ane Azraya ApyA pachI ekAMta, zAMti, apAra sukha jenA zaraNamAM che tenI upekSA karI che keTalI mUrkhAI ? kharekhara ! e tArA caraNanuM zaraNa svIkArI pUchyuM nathI tethIja A parAbhava (te vakhate AtmAnA doSo jeTalA khyAlamAM Ave teTalA, te doSo potAnuM calAve che mAruM kAMI cAlatuM nathI. te mArA upara julama gujAre toya huM kAMI na karI zakuM tevI AtmAnI nirbaLatA yAda Ave ane te jema kare tema karavA devuM paDe, agara khyAla paNa na AvavA de, doSa rUpe samajavA paNa na de) nuM sthAna huM banyo chuM nahitara zuM A parAbhavo mAre hoya ? tArA caraNanuM zaraNa eTaluM samartha che je koI tene svIkArIne seve tene to lIlAlhera hoya ! paNa meM te pUjayuM nathI. "nUnaM na mohitamirAvRta locanena.'' ! he vibhu ! meM pUrve je janmo karyA temAM dRSTine mohathI madonmatta banI jaI jANe mAre tane jovAnI kayAM jarUra ? ema ughADI ja nathI, tane jovA mATe eka vakhata paNa taiyAra thayo nahi, tAruM darzana amRta karatAM paNa adhika tRpti, AnaMda Ape tevuM chatAM mohathI ardha banelo, chakI gayelo jethI mArI dRSTi upara mohanuM paDa bAjhI gayuM ke meM eka vakhata paNa tane joyo nathI. jo meM tArA darzanarUpI amRtanuM pAna karyuM hota ane tRpta banyo hota to A marmamAM pIDanArA je duHkhanuM varNana ja na thAya tevA anartho duHkho. kema pIDe ? kemake ajJAna ane mohathI sAcI dRSTi DhaMkAI gaI che. tArA darzanamAM cit ane AnaMda vagere sAkSAt dekhAya che tArAmAM te vastunAM sAkSAt darzana thAya pachI ajJAna ane azAMti mAre hoya ? ATaluM prazcAttAtarUpe thayA pachI ekadama khyAla Ave. AkaNitoDapi e zloka bolatAM. nA, nA, nA, meM tamane sAMbhaLyA to che pUjjAya che ane tAruM darzana paNa karyuM che paNa badhuMya karavAmAM cittane alaga rAkhyuM che, cittane bIjAmAM ja rasa letuM rAkhyuM che, saMsAranI bIjI-bIjI vastumAM ja rasa che ane tArI sAthe citta joDavAmAM badhuM upara TapakuM cittane sAdhakano aMtarnAda 191 Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ game che hajI rati prIti che bahAramAM, tethI tArA zravaNa, pUjana, darzana thavA chatAM, tuM Atma svarUpanuM darzana karAvanAra, anaMta guNano khajAno parama AtmA hovA chatAM, tArA khajAnAne meM oLakhyo nathI, oLakhavA mATe prayatna karyA nathI eTale citta temAM lobhAtuM nathI, rasa letuM nathI ane temAM coMTatuM nathI. tethI ja he jagatubaMdhu ! huM badhA anartho, duHkho, parAbhavo, vipattionuM pAtra banyo chuM have tuM maLyo che. tAro ja AdhAra che. zaraNa che mAre te duHkho nathI joItAM mAre to tArAmAMja cittane ekAgra banAvavuM che. te sivAya bIjI koI vastu gamatI nathI paNa koNa jANe citta ekAgra banatuM nathI kharekhara prabhu ! mArAmAM kAMI zakti nathI. huM tana bhUlo pAMgaLo chuM mATe tArA zaraNe Avyo chuM, have to tArAmAM cittane ekAgra banAvavAnI zakti paNa tuM Apa. tAre ApavI ja paDaze huM bIje kayAM jauM ? duHkhI jana para vAtsalya dharAvanAra tuM ja che eTale to A duHkhIo huM tArI pAse Avyo chuM, huM nirAdhAra chuM tArA vacano nahi sAMbhaLavAthI, tane nahi pUjavAthI, tArA darzana nahi karavAthI huM duHkhono anubhava karI rahyo chuM. e sAMbhaLavA, pUjavA, darzanamAM cittane ekAgra banAvavuM che, te mArI pAse nathI. tuM zaktiono bhaMDAra che to tuM mane temAMthI A zakti Apa. tuM zaraNa ApanAra che, huM nirAdhAra chuM. to zaraNa Apa. tuM karuNAnuM dhAma cho, huM dayApAtra chuM. mArA para dayA kara. have A duHkho mAre nathI joItAM mArAthI sahana paNa nathI thatAM. tuM dayALu che te jANI tArI pAse Avyo chuM tenAthI tuM mane choDAva. huM eTaluM to samajayo chuM ke te duHkhothI chUTavA mATe tArAmAM cittane sthira karavAnI ja jarUra che, mATe mArA cittane tuM sthira kara. sAdhutAnAM lakSaNo ujjhiyavairavirohA niccamadohA pasaMtamuha sohA / abhimayaguNasaMdohA, hayamohA sAhuNo saraNaM // 1 // 1. jemaNe vaira ane virodhano tyAga karyo che, te sAdhu kahevAya. jIvane jaDa uparanA rAgathI anAdi kALathI jIva para dveSano anubaMdha cAlyo Ave che. A Sano je anubaMdha che tene ja vaira kahevAya che. A vaira amaitrIbhAvamAMthI thayeluM che. sAdhune sarva jIvo pratye AtmasamAnabhAva hoya che, bIjAnA hitamAM tatpara hoya che, sadA maitrIbhAvathI yukta hoya che, tethI veranA kAraNarUpa je amaitrIbhAva temanAmAM hoto nathI. anAdi kALano jIva para dveSa hato te maitrIbhAvathI TaLI gayo hoya che. jayAM kevaLa svArtha hoya che tyAM dveSanI paraMparA utpanna thAya che. sAdhune parArtha mukhya hoya che. A parArtha jIvana jIva pratyeno dveSa tUTyA vinA ane maitrIbhAva AvyA vinA banatuM nathI. eTale sAdhu AtmasamadarzitvabhAvathI jagatanA sarva jIvo pratye kalyANa (sukha)nI kAmanAvALA hoya che. kAraNake teoe jIvo pratyenA dveSanI paraMparAthI cAlyA AvatA verano tyAga karyo che. Ano bhAva e che ke sAdhune "zivamastu sarva jagata" A bhAvanA AtmasAtuM hoya, A bhAvane TakAvavA mATe AtmasamadarzitvabhAvayukta vartana hoya che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 192 Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2. 3. nighyamAMdA : vaira ane virodha Atmasamatva bhAvanA kAraNe cAlyA gayA che, mATe ja sAdhu koI paNa jIvano droha karatA nathI. karelA upakArane bhUlAya che te ja kharekhara droha che. "parasparopagrahojIvAnAm'" jIvonuM A lakSaNa che. eTale potAne anAdi kALathI bhamatA jIvonA aneka upakAro thayelA che tenA AlaMbana (sahAyarUpa)thI aneka bhavomAM zAMtino anubhava karI zakayA chIe. jema bhagavAne mArga batAvyo te upakAra che. ahIM jIvo te mArge cAlavAmAM sahAyaka che, te upakAra che. jIvanA kAraNe puNya baMdhAya che ane sukha maLe che. A temanA upakArane sAdhu bhUlatA nathI, A kRtajJabhAvanA kAraNe te sAdhuo upakArano badalo vALavA mATe niraMtara jIvonA kalyANanI, sukhanI IcchAvALA hoya che. kemake eTalo badho jIvono upakAra che ke badalo vartanathI vALatAM pahoMcI zakAya tema nathI paNa vartana karatAMya bhAvathI zakaya che ane tenI zakti paNa ghaNI che ke je pahoMcI vaLe, mATe niraMtara jIvo tarapha droha rahita kRtajJabhAvavALA hoya che. 4. vasaMtamuddodA : jIvo pratyeno vaira, virodha nathI, droha nathI je A doSo jIvo pratyenI lAgaNInA abhAve kaThoratAnA kAraNe hatA. hRdayanI kaThoratA javAthI mana nirmaLa banI gayuM che, tethI sAdhunuM mukha sadA prasanna hoya che. zAMtamudrA hoya che kAraNake dveSa, amaitrIbhAva, droha Adi mananA roga zAMta thaI javAthI azAMtinuM koI kAraNa rahyuM nahi, mananI azAMtithI ja prasannatA jAya che, sAdhunuM mana sadA prasanna che tethI mukhanI zobhA prazAMta hoya che. jemane jIvo sAthe virodha nathI te sAdhu kahevAya. virodha paNa jaDa uparanA rAganA kAraNe jIva pratye aprIti thavAthI paraspara virodha utpanna thAya che, virodha eTale jIvo sAthe maitrI bhAvathI je saMbaMdha joDayo hato te akSamatva bhAvathI tUTI javo te. eTale abheda saMbaMdha bhAvamAM ja ekatA hatI, te chUTI gaI ane saMbaMdha tUTI gayo. saMbaMdha aprIti thavAthI tUTe che ane aprIti sahana nahi thavAthI ke karavAthI thAya che. A virodha (jIvo sAthe saMbaMdha tUTI gayo che te) jIvo pAse kSamA yAcavAthI TaLe che. eTale tUTelA saMbaMdhane joDavA mATe agara jIvone duHkhI thavAmAM ApaNe nimita banyA hoIe mATe te badala temanI pAse mAphI mAgavI joIe. A kSamA dharma jIvo pratye lAgaNI-AtmasamAnabhAva hoya to AvI zake che. A kSamA dharma sAdhuno mukhya dharma che. sAdhu Atmasamadarzitva bhAvavALA hovAthI temanAmAM A dharma pragaTa thayelo hoya che te kAraNe jIvo sAthe temane virodha TaLI gayelo hoya che. 5. mimayazusaMroThA : mananirmaLa ane zAMta thaI gayeluM hovAthI durguNo pratye kheMcANa paNa nathI hotuM, paNa abhimaya guNa saMdohA-guNonA samUho ja ISTa hoya che. guNone vikasAvavAnI IcchA prabaLa hoya che. tethI guNIonuM AlaMbana (navapada) laI potAnA guNo vikasAvavA prayatna karI rahelA hoya che, kemake guNAnurAga eTale guNo pratye ISTatA thaI che. sAdhu guNanA anurAgI hoya che. codA : guNono rAga thavAthI moha ke je sarva dUSaNono rAga che te Takato nathI. eTale ke guNo pratye lakSya javAthI sAdhune moha mUMjhavI zakato nathI. mohanI sAme laDAI zarU karI hovAthI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 193 6. Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jemano moha hata prAyaH che mATe sAdhune moha phasAvI na zake teo mohane AdhIna thatA nathI. A sAdhunA guNo mane ISTa che te mATe pragaTa karavA che. tethI zaktihIna evo huM jeone sAdhutva prApta thayuM che evA sAdhuonuM zaraNa lauM chuM, kAraNake guNo pragaTa karavA mATe te te guNayukta guNIjano pratye namrabhAva dAkhavavo ane zaraNAgati svIkAravI eja saraLa mArga che. navavAdanI samajaNa navavADa samajavAnI IcchA te tane tenA pAlana mATe jarUrI hita mArge doraze. 1. strI jAti mATe prathama vADa - puruSa, pazu ke napuMsakano vAsa hoya tyAM zIlavratadhArIe na rahevuM. jo A vADanuM rakSaNa na thAya to puruSanA sahavAsathI tenI sAthe vAtonI taka maLe, rAga bhaLe to kudRSTi thAya ane vikAramAM javAya. pazunA sahavAsamAM rahevAthI temAM nara ane nArI jAtinI kAma ceSTAo, vikAra ke kriIDAdarzana thAya ane AvI ceSTAo dRSTigocara thatAM vikAramAM javAya. eTale zIlarakSaNa mATe A prathama vADa khUba ja jarUrI che. 2. bIjI vADa - puruSa sAthe ekAMtamAM vAta karavI nahi agara puruSanI vAta karavI nahi. ekAMta strI jIvana mATe khUba ja ahitakara che. temAMya ekAMtamAM puruSanI sAthe vAta to jarUra asadAcAramAM mUke. vAta karatAM puruSane strI para ke strIne puruSa para rAga thaI jAya. e ja rIte puruSa saMbaMdhI vAta karatAM paNa tenA para rAga hoya to agara rAgathI vAta karatAM vikAra pedA thAya ane patanamAM javAya. trIjI vADa - strIe puruSa je Asana para beTho hoya te Asana para traNa prahara sudhI besavuM na joIe. A vADanuM pAlana karavA kALajI jarUra rAkhavA jevI che. ApaNA manathI sAmAnya jevI lAge eTale bedarakArI rahe paNa khUba sAcavavA jevuM che. meM eka anubhava evo sAMbhaLyo che ke puruSa UThayo ane te sthAne bAI beThI. samaju chatAM gADImAM azakaya pAlana jevuM eTale tyAM besavAthI manano kAbU khUba keLavyo hato, tethI paNa tene vikAra thayo AvAM sthAnomAM vikArathI bacavA mATe potAnI pAse kapaDAM vigere hoya te te sthAna para mUkI besavAnI samajaNa meLavI, te pramANe paNa te vADanuM rakSaNa karavAnI kALajI karavI joIe. eTale gharamAM hIMcako, khurazI, pATa, pATalA, zayana vagere para besatAM pahelAM kALajI rAkhavI hitakara che. 4. cothI vADa - puruSanAM aMgopAMga jovAM ke ciMtavavAM nahi, strIe to puruSa sAme dRSTi paDe ke jema sUryane joI AMkha mIMcAI jAya agara daSTi pAchI kheMcI le tema tarata dRSTi pheravI nAkhe. puruSanAM aMgopAMga nihALI nihALIne jovAthI tenA para rAga sAdhakano aMtarnAda 194 Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya ane vikAramAM laI jAya. puruSanA aMgopAMganuM ciMtavana paNa eja prakAranuM che. tenAM avayavono vicAra tenA para rAga pedA karAve ane vikAramAM ghasaDI jAya. 5. pAMcamI vADa - bhIta ke paDadAnI othe strI puruSa kAmakrIDA karatAM hoya tyAM zIlavratadhArIe na rahevuM. A vADanuM rakSaNa na thAya to kriyA karatA strIpuruSanA zabdo kAne paDe, temanI tevI ceSTAnIkriIDAnI vAtonA zabdo sAMbhaLavAthI vikAra jAge ane A vADabhaMgathI patanamAM javAya. 6. chaThThI vADa - pUrve karelI kAmakrIDAne yAda na karavI jema sukhI avasthAmAM paNa pUrve duHkha paDayuM hoya te yAda AvatAM hRdayamAM duHkha tAjuM thAya che tema pUrvanA viSayabhoganuM smaraNa thatAM hRdayamAM vicAro Ave ne vikAra pedA thAya. 7. sAtamI vADa - brahmavratadhArIe snigdha rasakasavALo mAdaka AhAra levo nahi. zIla vrata pALavuM hoya teNe AhAra para jarUra kAbU rAkhavAnI jarUra che. tIkhA tamatamatA khAdya padArtho ane ghI, dUdha jevA mAdaka padArtho khAvAthI zarIra unmAdI bane che, vikAra thAya che ane patanamAM jAya che. 8. AThamI vADa - nIrasa AhAra paNa kSudhA zAMta thAya tethI adhika karavo nahi. A vADa nahi sAcavavAthI vicAramAM malinatA Ave che. ane vikArI bane che. adhika AhAra savicArone AvavA de nahi. 9. navamI vADa - zRMgAra vaDe zarIranI zobhA karavI nahi. zarIranI TApaTIpa, suMdara kapaDAM paheravAnI paddhati, phezanano moha, keza gUMthavAnI tevI rIta, snAna A badhAya sadAcAra bhaMganAM sAdhano che. AvI zobhA karavAthI ApaNA tarapha dRSTi paDanArane vikAra thAya to nimitta banAya, vaLI pote paNa vikArI bane. A rIte nave vADa samajIne sAcavavI khUba jarUrI che. bIjI vADamAM ekAMta saMbaMdhI vicAravA jevuM gharamAM puruSa hoya pachI bhale te sago bhAI hoya to paNa bIjuM koI na hoya to nAnI bahena ke bhAI jevAne paNa rakSaka tarIke sAthe rAkhavA ISTa mAnavA. puruSa sAthe ekAMta e ahitakara che. eTalA ja mATe game tevA AkrozavALA ke aNagamAvALA paNa vaDIla ApaNA zIlanA rakSaka che ema vicArI temane rakSaka tarIke jarUrI mAnI temanA sahavAsamAM jIvavuM hitakara ja manAya. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 195 Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guruvarano upakAra guru sama giruo ko nahi, gautama sarikhA eha; manavAMchita pUraNa karI, Ape Atma saneha. 1 muja guru paraupagArIyA, hitazikSA dharI neha; Ape parahita buddhithI, vaMduM vaLI vaLI teha. 2 Atma samarpaNa bhAvathI, mIlazuM gurunI sAtha; dhanya ghaDI dhanya divasa teha, thAzuM ame sanAtha. 3 eha gurunA caraNane, sevIzuM eka maza; karma khapAvI pAmIzuM, avicala sukha teha dhanna. 4 ehavA guru mujane maLyA, koDo bhave karI sAdhya; eha puNya ovArIe, Ape jeha nirAbAdha. 5 paramaprabhu arihaMtanA, saMdezavAhaka je ha; jaina dharma oLakhAvIo, mujane dharI atineha. 6 navapadamaya muja AtamA, citta lagADayuM ema; teha taNA upakArane, visarI zakuM have kema? 7 Atma tattva oLakhAvIne, dhyAne lagAvyuM citta; Atama prema upajAvIne, visarAvyuM jaDa tatta. 8 caitanyamaya je vizva che, dharmadhyAnamAMhi teha; dekhADI upajAvIyo, madhura AnaMda ati jeha, 9 AnaMdamaya nija svarUpanuM, bhAna karAvyuM dharI prema; o gurudeva ! muja tArajo, bhavodadhithI ema. 10 gautama svAmInI stavanA po.va. 13, 2041 girUA guru eka Apa cho, ane kanA tAraNahAra, pAya vaMduM chuM ApanA, cho muja rakSaNahAra. 1 AtamabhAvanI saMpadA, lahI thayA prabhu akheda, jaga rakSaNanI bhAvanA, karatAM lo abheda. 2 Atama saMpada jagatane, oLakhAvI dharI prema; aneka jIve tehathI lAM, vitarAga pada kSema. 3 jagatagurunI sevanA, karI abheda thaI sAra; sAdhakano aMtarnAda 196 Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhavano aMta tehathI lahyo, he guruvara ! zrIkAra. 4 paramapadane pAmIne, karyA anaMta sahavAsa, guru ziSyanI belaDI, vaMduM tara pada khAsa. 5 jagatamAM prasarAvI eha, abhedabhAva suvAsa; lahI AlaMbana tehanuM, sAdhIzuM sukhavAsa. 6 te guru gautama caraNane, pAmyA teha dhanya dhanya; ziSyabhAva dhAraNa karI, kevalI tayA kRtakRtya. 7 tehanA dhyAna thakI ame, pAmIe bhava nitAra; koTi bhavanA karmane, kSaNamAM kSaya karI sAra. 8 guru taNA yoge lahe, sakala zAstranA marma; deva gurune dharamanuM, tattva pAmI lahe zarma. 9 ehavA guru upagArIyA, samaruM divasa ne rAta; zaraNa lahI bhavobhava taNA, duHkha pheDIzuM bhalI bhAta. 10 caraNa karaNanI sirI, sAdhIzuM tasa sAtha; paMca mahAvrata bhArane, vahIzuM preme nAtha. 11 Ima sudhA jIvana taNuM, pIzuM ghaTa ghaTa sAra, aneka jIvanA du:khane, dUra karI dharI pyAra. 12 guru stuti 2043, bhA.va. 14 'suvAsa' jAmanagara. karuNA taNA bhaMDAra he gurudeva ! tumane vinavuM, Apo caraNanI sevA, jethI guNone meLavuM; AnaMdanI ghaDI Avaze, tehamAM nahi zaMkA jarI, he guNamaNi bhaMDAra ! gurujI, huM namuM pAye parI. 1 mAraga batAvyo yogano, A bAlane vAtsalyathI, adhyAtmanI jhAMkhI karAvI, preme karI mRdu hAsyathI; muja sAdhanAmAM AvatA, saMkaTa samUha dUra karI, ApI samAdhi he gurujI !, huM namuM pAye parI. 2 viSama A avasarpiNInA, duHSama kALe guru maLyA. gurudeva he ! zuddha buddhithI, meM Apane kAMI navi kalyA A bhISaNa kALe kaSTathI, prabhu mArga sAdhu kima karI, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 197 Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rakSo patananA mArgathI preme namuM pAye parI. 3 bhavarAnanA gahane bhramaNa karatAM, huM pAmyo guru tune, ati snehathI he dInadayALa !, mArga dekhADayo mune; he bhagavAna! tame mArAthI dUra kema jatA rahyA? eka kSaNa paNa tArA vinA mArAthI rahevAya tema nathI, bhale tame mane choDI do paNa huM tamane choDavAnI nathI. 'mA'thI chUTA paDelA bALakanA jevI mArI dazA thaI rahI che. taraphaDuM chuM, paDuM chuM, AkhaDuM chuM, rakhaDuM chuM he prabhu ! ATalA divasa A sevaka para sunajara karI tRpta karyo. have zuM Ama sAmuM nahi juo? to mAre kayAM javuM ane konI sAthe mananI vAto karI aMtarane zAMta karuM? prabhu ! prabhu ! mArI bhUlonI kSamA Apo. kAMI paNa tArI AjJAthI viruddha vicArAyuM hoya, bolAyuM hoya ke AcaraNa karAyuM hoya to huM tenI karoDo vAra mAphI mAMguM chuM. mArA gunAone daragujara karI have pahelAMnI mAphaka mArA aMtaramAM AvIne vaso ane harSathI bharI do. hRdayamAM padhAro ane haiyAnA hAra bano. mArAM nayanone nacAvo ane pAvana karo ane huM je tArA dhyAnamAM lIna banIne mArA manarUpI morane nAca karAvatI hatI te dhanya ghaDI dhanya divasa pharIthI paNa Aje mane prApta thAo. he prabhu ! te divaso ane te kSaNo yAda karatAM Aje paNa mArAM netro vikasita thaI jAya che. mukha praphullita thaI jAya che. mana nAcavA mAMDe che. Aje huM ghaNA prayatnathI mahenata karuM chuM tane meLavavA ane dhanya tevA divaso ane ghaDIone pharIthI prApta karavA koNa jANe haju kayAre avasara maLaze? paNa hA, prabhu! huM bhUlyo. mArI mahenata, mAro prayatna, AmAM zuM kAma lAge? huM to eka pAMgaLo ane koI paNa jAtanI zakti vinAno. tevI mArI zaktithI kAMI banI zake tema nathI. he prabhu ! have to tame mArA para kRpA karo ane A dAsa para karuNA karo to ja mArAmAM tamArI bhakti karavAnI zakti Ave ane pUrvanA divaso jevo lhAvo laI zakuM ane AnaMda meLavI zakuM. he bhagavan! huM tane karagarI kahuM chuM. phakata eka ja A mArI vinaMti svIkAro. mAre kAMI na joIe. joIe phakata tArI bhakti. bhavobhava tuM mArAthI dUra na jaIza. A jIvanamAM paNa aMta sudhI tArI bhaktimAM khAmI Avaze to? koI aMtarAyo naDaze to? mAre jIvavuM zI rIte ? bhaktinI truTinI saMbhAvanA agara to tevo vicAra AvatAM paNa haiyuM hAtha jhAlyuM rahetuM nathI. he bhagavan! vAraMvAra A eka ja mAMgaNI che. tuM mArAthI dUra na jaIza. akhaMDa tArI bhakti maLe. tAruM zAsana dareka bhavomAM huM meLavavA mATe bhAgyazALI banuM. derAsaramAM bhagavAnanI sAme ekI Taze joI rahetAM bhagavAna sAkSAta badhuM mAruM sAMbhaLe che e jAtano mane vizvAsa che. kAMI paNa joItuM hoya te ahIMthI maLaze. mArI zakti nathI kAMIpaNa meLavavAnI saMsAranAM saghaLAM duHkha (kaSAyAdi)e TALaze. saLagatuM aMtara e zAMta karaze ane evuM jayAre-jayAre aMtaranA udgArapUrvaka, zraddhApUrvaka prabhu caraNe raDatAM-raDatAM je bolAyuM haze te mATe bacI javAyuM hoya tema anubhavAyuM che. bhagavAnane sthiratAthI nihALatA-nihALatAM bIjA vicAromAMthI mana UThI jAya, thoDI vAra bahAra paNa jAya. vaLI sthiratA thAya. temanA mukhane jotAM prasannamUrti, karuNAthI bharelI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 198 Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMkho jovAmAM AnaMda Ave. temanI karuNArdaSTimAMthI karuNA mArA upara jharI rahI che e vicAramAM mana parovAtAM AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNamAM mana jaldI na jatAM te vicAramAM vadhu AnaMda Ave. mana kAMIka sthira thAya. ane bIjo koI vicAra na Ave paNa bhagavAna ane huM ema mananI aMdara manAya eTale (stavananI) kaDIonA artha samajI zakAya. temAM moTe bhAge zaraNarUpa, vinaMtirUpa, viraharUpa gatabhava kahANInA zocarUpa, nirAdhArapaNAne sUcavanArI kaDIo hoya te hRdayane vadhu sparza kare. eTale hRdayane asara pahoMcavAthI DhIluM paDavAnA svabhAvathI AMkhamAM pANI AvavAM zarU thayAM. ghaNI vakhata stavananI kaDI AnaMdanA zabdo vALI hoya, paNa azrupAta ja game evA svabhAvathI te kaDIno artha bIjI rIte vicArIne paNa zaraNa, vinaMti Adi koIpaNa bhAvathI raDI javAya. koI vakhata nahi raDavAno nizcaya karuM ke raDavuM nathI. AnaMda Ave evo prayatna karuM paNa e pramANe karatAM raDavuM na Ave ane AnaMda paNa na Ave. citta bahAra phare ane raDAya to mana te te kaDIomAM vadhu sthira thatuM jAya ane raDayA pachI prasannatA vadhI jAya. hRdayasparzI kaDI bane to enI e ja kaDIno bhAva Aje je bAjunuM vaheNa vaLyuM e bAjunuM vicArAya vaLI koI divasa bIjuM vicArAya makAnamAM beThAM raDavuM Ave to aMtaramAM eTale kaMI bolyA vagara AMsu Ave. derAsaramAM raDavuM Ave temAM loka dekhe paNa ema thAya ke koI dekhAtuM nathI. e vicAramAM e kAraNa che ke cazmAne lIdhe AMkhamAMthI nIkaLatAM AMsu na dekhAya. pAlItANAthI nIkaLyA pachI vihAramAM rastAmAM cAlatAM girirAja para je rIte yAtrA karatAM hatAM te pramANe vicArI jatAM hatAM. temAM tyAMnI yAtrAmAM je AnaMda Avato hato teno aMza anubhavAto hato, paNa cAlatAM-cAlatAM cittanI ekAgratAne rokavI paDatI hatI. ahIM AvyA pachI sAro samaya maLe eTale yAtrA sthiratAthI vicArI jatAM kalAka-be kalAka thAya temAM bahu AnaMda Avato ane e vicAramAM AdIzvara bhagavAna pAsethI gayA pachI A lITI bolatAM kalAka sudhI ghaNo viraha vedAyo. 'mAI mero mana tero naMda hare' kaMcana varaNa kamala dala loyaNa, nirakhata nena Thare-mAI. dUra dUra jaMgala ane zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM beThI hatI. girirAja ane AdIzvara bhagavAnanI mUrti khUba yAda AvI ane A kaDIno artha evI rIte vicArIne khUba raDI, jANe marudevA mAtAne phariyAda karatI houM tevI rIte-e mA ! jo ne tAro putra mArA mananuM haraNa kare che ane rahevuM che dUra. mAre rahevuM kevI rIte ? jIvuM paNa zI rIte ? A bhAvathI jeTaluM hRdaya bharAI gayuM teTaluM khAlI thayuM tyAM sudhI lagabhaga pasIceka vakhata pahelI ja lITI bolAI girirAja para je AdIzvara bhagavAnanI mUrti che te barAbara khyAla Ave ane tyAM sAme rahelA dIvAno prakAza temanAM cakSu para paDavAthI suvarNa jevI caLakatI ane akhaMDa kRpAne varasAvatI AMkho kamaLa jevI suMdara joyelI. tenA para bIjI lITIno artha e rIte vicAratAM 'kaMcana varaNa kamala dala loyaNa nirakhata nena Thare.'' mArI AMkho temAM TharI jatI hoya ema anubhava thatAM tArI AMkhomAM kevaLa karuNA bharI che. tyAM ja mArI AMkhone ThaMDaka lAge che. duniyAmAM bIjuM kAMI jovuM gamatuM nathI. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 199 Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ giranAranI yAtrAno anubhava junAgaDha prabhu pAse akhaMDa brahmAnaMdanI mAMgaNI karI hatI ane prabhune (nemanAtha bhagavAna) brahmasvarUpa pUMjarUpe dhyAnamAM laI teno dhodha mArA para varasAvI rahyA che ane varasI rahelA brahmAnaMdathI huM pUrNa thaI, AnaMdanA anubhavano AsvAda levA prayatna karyo hato. prabhu sAme besI A rIte ciMtana-dhyAnamAM ekAda kalAka beThA hatA. na huM ane tuM-ekatva bhAvanA dInatA rahita bhAvyA sivAya AvatI nathI. jayAre te bhaktimAM lInatA Ave che tyAre jagatanA badhA saMbaMdhothI mana alipta thaI jAya ane pote ekalo ja che evuM dekhAya che. (phakata paramAtmA sivAya) bIjuM koI potAnuM nathI lAgatuM tyAre A bheda-bhAvanI bhakti thAya che paramAtmA ane potAnA AtmAmAM kaMI bheda na lAge potAnA zuddha svarUpanuM darzana thAya tyAre abheda bhAvathI bhakti thAya che ane te mATe ApaNo A badho abhyAsa che. abhyAsa satata cAlu rahe to vikAsa jaldI thAya che paNa e abhyAsa satata rahe te mATe samaya maLe e divaso kayAre Ave? tenI rAha jonArane tevA divaso koI navA UgavAnA nathI. Aje ApaNA AyuSyanA divasa ane rAtrio cAlI jAya che te ja abhyAsa mATenA che. hamaNAM huM poDazaka vAMcuM chuM, trIjA SoDazakamAM dharmanuM lakSaNa cittanI tuSTi - puSTi te dharma. cittanI tuSTi - puSTi paNa anubaMdhavALI hoya to mukti thAya, ane tene anubaMdhavALI karavA mATe pAMca AzayavALo dharma karavo. e vAMcana karyA pachI te bAju sAro evo puruSArtha karavAnuM baLa bhagavAnanI kRpAthI meLavavA jhaMkhanA rAkhuM chuM. A mAMdagImAM 'arihaMta paramAtmAnI oLakhANa' vAMcI. temAM ApaNane karmathI mukta banI saMpUrNa sukha maLe te mATe temaNe karuNAthI vANI dvArA mArga batAvyo che. temAM kayA - kayA mArga batAvyA che ? jema ke yogamArga=vikAsa yoga- utkrAnti yoga-guNasthAna krama. AmAM AtmA kayA - kayA yoga ke mArganA avalaMbe vikAsa sAdhI zake tenuM suMdara mArgadarzana Agamo dvArA ApyuM che te upakAra anahada lAge che jethI badhAM darzano karatAM A (jaina) darzana upara aMtaraMga bahumAna vadhI jAya che. bIjuM, temanuM tathA bhavyatva-yogyatA-UMcAmAM UMcuM. temAM temanA guNonuM vivaraNa che. je avalaMbanaAdarzarUpa banI ApaNA potAmAM te te guNo khIlavavA mATe sahAyaka bane ane kRtajJabhAva jagADe. (mahAna upakArI lAge) jethI guNonI khilavaNI nirahaMkArapUrvaka thAya, e rIte khIlavAthI guNa nirdoSa ane zuddha khIle. kRtajJabhAve svIkAreluM AtmAne nukasAnakartA na bane arthAt, guNa te durguNa sAthe na hoya paNa te AdarzathI zuddha guNa maLe e mahAna upakAra lAge che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 200 Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pariziSTa-2 patro ce.va. 10, jetapura. dharmalAma ! maNIbahenanA samAcAra vAMcyA, tame najIka cho to sArI rIte samAdhi rahe te mATe prayatna karazo. amAre ne tamAre badhAne eja kAma karavAnuM che koI paNa samAdhi pAme, ame tyAM hota to paNa kAMI emanI sAthe rahI zakAta nahi, sAthe to tame ja rahI zako. maNIbahenane kahejo ke navakAra khUba gaNajo. bIjA kazAmAM citta rAkhazo nahi, zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare, pIDA thAya to te vakhate "arihaMta' A cAra akSarano jApa cAlu rAkhazo. pIDA zAMta thavAnI haze to enAthI ja thaze. jagatamAM bIjI koI evI zakti nathI ke je zAMta kare. davA to azAtA vedanIya khape tyAre Teko Ape paNa zAMti jApa Apaze, mATe tamArI sevA karanArane davA vagere je karavuM hoya te karavA dejo ane tamAruM citta tame arihaMta paramAtmAmAM rAkhazo. tame navakAra ghaNA gaNyA che eTale navakAra to sUtAM-sUtAM paNa gaNAtA haze. vi.zu. 6, zanI dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenane jaNAvavAnuM ke AvA bhayaMkara dardanI aMdara paNa tamAruM suprasanna mukha ane samatAnA samAcAra jANI khUba AnaMda thayo che. kharekhara tame pAchaLanI jiMdagImAM paNa zarIra pAsethI kasa kADhIne kAma kADhI lIdhuM che. namaskAra mahAmaMtranA lAkho jApa karIne AtmAne pavitra banAvI dIdho che. A avasare have tamArI jIvanabhara karelI ArAdhanAnI parIkSA che. kasoTImAMthI pasAra thatI vakhate AtmA jayAre prasannatA anubhave tyAre e parIkSAmAM pAsa thAya che, hAla tamArI e avasthA che. kadAca javAnuM Ave to paNa hasate mukhe pUrNa taiyArI che ne? tame tamArA jIvanamAM karavA yogya badhuM karI lIdhuM che. have to phakata anaMta upakArI arihaMta paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM javAya ane samAdhimaraNa maLe evI prArthanA prabhu pAse haMmezAM karajo. parigraha badho mana-vacana-kAyAthI vosirAvI dejo, jarUra pUratuM rAkhIne, amuka samaya sudhInuM paccakhANa karI levuM. sarva jIvonI sAthe kSamApanA divasamAM traNa vAra yAda karIne karavI. suzIlAbahena pAse haMmezA puNya prakAzanuM stavana sAMbhaLavAnI mAMgaNI karavI. amArI cAturmAsa pachI tarata vihAra karIne AvavAnI bhAvanA che paNa kadAca te pahelAM tame jatA raho to devalokamAM jaIne bIjA para paropakAra karavA mATe amone sahAya karavA jarUra Avajo eTalI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 201 Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amArI mAMgaNI che. tamArI sagati nakkI che. kadAca be-traNa bhavamAM amArA pahelAM mokSamAM jatAM rahezo. evI tamArI samatA ane zAMti amane vizvAsa Ape che. mATe kAMI ciMtA karazo nahi. Akho navakAra jayAre na gaNI zakAya tyAre namo arihaMtANaMnuM smaraNa karavuM ane eTaluM paNa na thaI zake tyAre arihaMta e cAra akSara japyA karavA. tamAro amArA upara ghaNo upakAra che amane ATalI UMcI sthiti upara mUkanAra tame ja cho. AvAM sArAM kAryo tamArA hAthe ghaNAM thayAM che tenI anumodanA karajo. ame paNa tamone dharma mArgamAM vizeSa prakAre joDayA ane yatkiMcit upakArano badalo vALI zakayAno AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. deva, guru ane dharmanuM zaraNa jeNe lIdhuM che tene bIjA bhavamAM zuM thaze evI ciMtA hotI nathI. aThavADiyA pahelAMnA patramAM hatuM ke AvI azakta avasthAmAM paNa haju be pratikramaNa ane sAmAyika kare che. tame AtmA mATe chellI avasthAmAM-ghaDapaNamAM paNa jabbara puruSArtha karIne ghaNuM bheguM karyuM che. e to amAre mATe paNa AdarzarUpa banaze. tamAro dAkhalo laIne zarIra jayAre agavaDa karaze dharma karatAM, tyAre tamane yAda karIne puruSArthamAM pAchA nahi paDIe. zaMkhezvaramAM bhAvapUrNAzrIjIne akramamAM sahAya karI hatI te vaiyAvaccethI ghaNuM puNya tame bAMdhyuM hatuM. tenI anumodanA karajo. jo ke tamane sAruM thaI jaze paNa ApaNe taiyArI rAkhavI sArI jethI pastAvAno vakhata na Ave, dharmI mANasane maraNa e mahotsava che eTale A jagatamAM rahevAya toya bhale ane javAya to ya bhale, beyamAM samabhAva. ahIM rahevAze to dharma vadhu karazuM. devalokamAM jazuM to bhakti ane paropakAranAM kAma karazuM. kema barAbarane ? mAnava zarIra jeTaluM kiMmatI che teTaluM kAma tenI pAsethI lIdhuM che. have dharma karavA mATe nakAmuM thaI gayuM che to AtmAe rahevA mATe ghara badalavAnuM che evo vicAra karavo. tamane pIDA vakhate khUba khUba samAdhi rahe evI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. dharmalAbha ! suzIlAbahenane jaNAvavAnuM ke maNIbahena uparanA kAgaLa temanI pAse besI be traNa vAra vAMcI saMbhaLAvajo ane jayAM sudhI sAruM thAya tyAM sudhI haMmezAM eka vakhata vAMcI saMbhaLAvajo. maNIbahenane sAruM thAya tyAM sudhI tamAre bahAragAma javAnuM na rAkhavuM. kAraNa ke tame haMmeza jaIne kaMI sAruM vAMcana rAkho to temanA AtmAne ghaNo lAbha thaze. amAruM kAma tamAre karavAnuM che, ame ghaNA dUra chIe eTale tamane A kAma soMpyuM che, ame pahoMcI zakIe evI zakayatA nathI. maNIbahenanA dardanA tathA samAdhinA samAcAra roja ApatA rahejo. bhUkhanuM duHkha evuM che ke game sAdhakano aMtarnAda 202 Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tevA samartha jIvanI paNa samAdhi jatI rahe, mATe khAsa tamArI hAjarInI AvazyakatA che, samAdhi jaLavAvavA prayatna karavo, pUrvanA mahApuruSonA-metAraja muni, gajasukumAlamunI, aMdhakamunI vagerenAM dRSTAMto saMbhaLAvavAM, jethI sahana karavAno utsAha vadhe, jo ke pote ja khUba taiyAra che chatAM ApaNe prayatna karavo jarUrI che. je.zu. 10, rAjakoTa. dharmalAbha ! mahendrabhAI, dhIrubhAI, yogendrabhAI vagere. premacaMdabhAI gayAnA samAcAra jANyA, kone kayAre ahIMthI vidAya levAnI che e ApaNe jANatA nathI, paNa jJAnI jANe che. mATe dharma mATe sadAya jAgrata rahevAnuM che. tethI dharma mana thAya eTalo karavAno ema nahi paNa kema vadhAre thAya, bhUkhyA mANasane ghebara maLe ane jema jame teTalI tvarAthI karavAno che. tamArA badhAyanI jiMdagI ghaNI emane ema cAlI gaI che, e tame vicArazo to lAgaze. janAra ApaNane sAvadha karatA jAya che ke Ama javAnuM che. lAMbI jiMdagI maLe te puNyAI che paNa tene dharma karIne saphaLa banAvavAnI che. bAkI to ApaNe sarjana karelo saMsAra ApaNA mATe duHkhanuM kAraNa bananAro che. - maNIbahenane AmAM AghAta lagADavA jevuM kAMI hatuM nahi paNa eka lohInA saMbaMdhathI thoDuM thAya e sahaja che. temaNe have to saMsAranA saMbaMdhono badho vicAra choDI devo joIe. huM (AtmA) ekalo chuM, mAruM koI nathI, A saMbaMdho che te dehanA che. A deha chUTaze eTale eka paNa saMbaMdha rahevAno nathI. mATe saMbaMdho badhA anitya che, paNa jIvane potAnI banAvelI vastu bahu game che, eTale e vastunA saMbaMdhane manathI choDI zakato nathI. pachI to anicchAe paNa deha chUTe eTale chUTI jAya che. paNa jo pahelethI ja alipta rahe to te saMbaMdho duHkha ApI zakatA nathI. jIve deha dhAraNa karyo tyArathI javA mATe sarjAyelo che. eTale A banyuM temAM kAMI navuM nathI. maNIbahenanA namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ghaNA jApa pachI temane mananI svasthatA AvI mAMdagImAM paNa rahe che. sAthe te jApanA prabhAvathI ja sevA karanAra puNyazALI parivAra maLyo che. tame badhA sevA karatAM thAkatAM nahi, temaNe AkhI jiMdagI tamArI IcchA pUrI karI che, 'mA'no saMtAna mATe tenA hitamAM ja phALo hoya, have temanA AtmAnuM hita thAya tenA mATe temanI je je IcchA hoya te pUrI karazo te paNa moTI sevA che. temane pravAhI utaratuM haze. te kaMI paNa vApare te pahelAM traNa navakAra, traNa vakhata zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM smaraNa kare tema kahezo. dhIrubhAIne mAlUma thAya ke temanI evI sevA karajo ke temane kayAre ahIMthI chuTuM evo vicAra sAdhakano aMtarnAda 203 Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na Ave. A gharamAMthI jhaTa javAnuM mana na thAya. tame badhA sevA karI rahyA cho tethI temane samAdhi rahe che te nimittanuM puNya tame bAMdhI rahyA cho, "parasparopagra gAvAnA" ! suzIlAbahena haMmeza AvI zakatAM haze. mAMdagImAM dardIne cittanI zuddhi jaLavAvavI tenA jevuM bIjuM puNya nathI. eka jIvano bhava sudhare, sagati thAya ane teno mokSa najIka thAya temAM keTalAya mahApuruSono ane saMbaMdhIono upakAra che te yAda karI maNIbahene kRtajJabhAva dhAraNa karavo. - 5 je.va. 7, maMgaLa suzIlAbahenane dharmalAbha sAthe lakhavAnuM ke, maNIbahenane kahezo ke have ja barAbara samAdhi rAkhavAno samaya Avyo che, ghaNuM jItI gayAM cho, ghaNuM sahana karyuM che, have thoDA mATe cittA bagaDe nahi mATe sAvadha rahezo. manamAM ekalA arihaMtane ja vasAvajo. roga zarIrane Avyo che, AtmA sAjo che, mATe enI pAsethI dharmadhyAnarUpI bhAthuM bharavAnuM che. dardathI kaMTALo Ave te ArtadhyAna kahevAya, mATe kaMTALo Ave to paNa e ja vicAra karavAno ke cAre bAjuthI anukULatA sevA karanArA che e vakhate karmanuM devuM cukavAI jAya tenA jevuM rUDuM bIjuM zuM che ? mATe game te thAya paNa hiMmata hArazo nahi ane karmane kahI dejo ke Avo jene AvavuM hoya tene ! arihaMta bhagavAna mArI sAthe che. leNuM tamAruM laI jAva ane mane mukta karo. manuSya jIvananI eka eka kSaNa kiMmatI che mATe enI jeTalI AyuSyanI kSaNo vadhAre jaze teTaluM bhagavAnanuM nAma vadhAre levAze. mATe ja navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNAya to emane ema gaNyA karavo, te na gaNI zakAya to arihaMta-arihaMta e cAra akSaronuM raTaNa karyA karavuM. paNa chUTavAno vicAra ApaNe na karavo. tame ghaNA puNyazALI cho ke AvA dardamAM paNa ATalI badhI jAgRti che. mATe jAgRta jIvane bIjo vicAra na ja Avavo joIe. manane kahI devuM ke huM zAMtithI bhogavuM chuM ne tuM zA mATe akaLAya che ? manuSyano bhava mane maLyo che te keTalo kiMmatI che ? bhale zarIrathI kAMI na thaI zake paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma to laI zakAya che ne ! eka eka akSaramAM bhagavAnanA nAmamAM keTalAMya pApono nAza karavAnI zakti che. to Avo pApa khapAvavAno avasara bIjA kayA bhavamAM maLavAno che? sAthe devaguru maLyA che te paNa keTalI puNyAI ? AvI puNyAI vakhate to jIve eTalo ja vicAra karavAno hoya ke javAnuM Ave to taiyAra chuM. badho mana mAnato dharma karI lIdho che, bAkInuM navA zarIrathI karIza. rahevAnuM thAya to bhagavAnanuM nAma laIne kSaNe kSaNe koDo bhavanAM pApa pakhALavAnuM kAma thaze. je thavuM hoya te thAva mAre to beyamAM samabhAva ja che. AvA vicAra karazo. je.va. 12 sudhI mAMDavI coka, rAjakoTa chIe. sAdhakano aMtanAMda 204 Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanI samAdhi mATe tyAM AcArya mahArAja padhAryA che, to maNIbahenane tyAM bolAvavAM ane ArAdhanA vagere vizeSa AcArya bhagavAnanA mukhathI sAMbhaLavA maLe te mATe temanA dIkarAone sUcanA karazo. koInI samAdhi jovAthI, anumodavAthI ane rakhAvavA mATe ApaNe prayatna karavAthI ApaNAmAM samAdhi rAkhavAnA saMskAra paDe che. maNIbahenanuM AkhuM jIvana lagabhaga koInA tarapha ochuM nahi lAvavAthI samAdhimaya gayuM che. temane jIvananA koI prasaMge mUMjhavyAM nathI. karme je sthitimAM mUkayAM te badhI paristhitine temaNe vadhAvI lIdhI che, ane eTale ja navakAramAM citta joDI zakayAM che. mATe tamAre paNa samAdhi joItI hoya to temanA jIvanamAMthI A zIkhavA jevuM che. amAre vizeSa ciMtA maNIbahenane samAdhimAM rAkhavAnI hatI kemake pIDA asahya che tethI te vakhate mana caMcaLa ane azAMta banI jAya paNa have saMtoSa che. temaNe zarIrano rAga rAkhyo ja na hato, tapa karatAM paNa azaktine gaNakArI nathI. zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare ema karIne upekSA ja karI che eTale emaNe zarIrane keLavI lIdhuM che eTale A zaktimAM zarIre mUMjhavyAM nathI, have chellI samAdhi meLavavA mATe zarIrane pahelethI taiyAra karavuM joIe. zarIra ane AtmA judA che e vicAra hoya tyAre ja zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare e vicAra daDha thAya che. maNIbahenane navakAra vagere svasthatAthI gaNAtA haze, bolI zakAtuM haze. temane ATaluM sAMbhaLavuM game che te ja ghaNuM anumodanIya che. jo sAMbhaLanAra AvI pIDita avasthAmAM paNa taiyAra hoya to saMbhaLAvanAra to ArAmamAM che eTale tene to jarAya takalIpha nathI. to tame jevI rIte saMbhaLAvavAnuM rAkhyuM che tevuM cAlu ja rAkhajo. sarva jIvonI sAthe kSamApanA maNIbahenane haMmezAM karAvajo ane sarva jIvonI sAthe maitrIbhAva haMmeza bhAvavo. e khyAla karAvajo. have sAmAyika bhAvathI karavuM. ApaNA potAnA mATe ApaNo jevo bhAva che tevo sarva jIvo pratye rAkhavo te sAmAyika che. A lAvavA mATeno upAya "badhA nIrogI thAo ! sukhI thAo ! koI duHkhI na thAo !" AvA AvA bhAva karavA te che. AvA bhAva karavAthI sarva jIvo pratye potAnA jevo bhAva Ave che. huM koNa? sahajAnaMdI zuddha svarUpa, avinAzI huM AtmasvarUpa, deha vinAzI huM avinAzI, paramAnaMdI prema svarUpa." sAdhakano aMtarnAda 205 Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sImaMdhara svAmInuM samavasaraNa, temAM ApaNe dezanA sAMbhaLIe chIe vagere dhyAna karavuM. jema zaMkhezvara ane siddhagirinuM karo cho tevI rIte. je.va. 8 dharmalAbha ! mahendrabhAI vagerene jaNAvavAnuM ke maNIbahenane je puNya kahevuM hoya te temane zuddhimAM ja kahI dejo. puNyamAM temane namaskAra mahAmaMtra bahu game che mATe dareke eka lAkha navakAra temane ApavA, ane zaMkhezvarajI dara varSe akrama karavA jatA hatA ane jApa karatA hatA to zaMkhezvara jaIne eka aTTama karI jApa karavo, siddhagirinI yAtrA vagere karI zakAya. bIjuM, temanI pAchaLa koI vyavahArika rIvAja pramANe pApa baMdhanI pravRtti na karavI. ATalI mArA taraphathI sUcanA che. to zuM karavuM? te suzIlAbahena je salAha Ape te pramANe. maNIbahena paNa badhAne kahI de ke mArI pAchaLa raDavA kuTavAnuM na kare, ane pote badhA saMbaMdho vosirAvI de. temane kaMI na ApavAnuM hoya tyAM sudhI musInuM paccakakhANa karAvavuM, ApavAnuM hoya tyAre navakAra gaNIne paccakakhANa paLAvI ApavuM. tethI viratino lAbha maLe. maNIbahenane mAlUma thAya ke atyAre bhaviSyanA bhavanI sAdhanAnAM bIja vAvavAnI A taka che. have ja jeTalI vadhu jAgRti teTalAM vadhAre daDha saMskAra dharmanA AtmAmAM paDaze. A bhavamAM tame ghaNuM pAmI gayAM, chellAM varSomAM cAritranI bhAvanAne paNa ugra banAvI zrAvakapaNAnI badhI karaNIne saphaLa karI che. jene cAritranA bhAva hoya te ja sAcuM zrAvakapaNuM, te paNa tamane sparyuM che. have utAvaLa zI che? zrAvakapaNAmAM-viratimAM cho, te virati bIjA bhavamAM sulabha nathI. jeTaluM jIvAya teTaluM viratidharmamAM rahelA chIe. mATe ochA pApathI jIvavAnA bhavamAM chIe. atyAre tame dezaviratimAM cho tenI anumodanA karo. sudarzana zeTha pUrvabhavamAM eka DhorA cAranAro nokara hato. teNe sAcA bhAvathI chellA jIvananA aMta sudhI namaskAra mahAmaMtrane khUba zraddhA ane garNa hRdaye gaNyA karyo tenA prabhAve bIjA ja bhavamAM zeThanA ghera janma ane sAthe dharmadaDhatAnuM baLa maLyuM. chellI vakhata to caudapUrvIne caudapUrvanuM jJAna hoya toya tenuM smaraNa thaI zakatuM nathI. mATe cauda pUrvano sAra namaskAra mahAmaMtra che tenuM zaraNuM le che. ApaNane badhAne tAranAra eka navakAra che mATe dardanI pIDAne ane bhUkhanI azaktine sahana karo cho te ja rIte chelle sudhI sahana thaI zake evI prArthanA navakAra sAthe arihaMta paramAtmA pAse karajo. tamArA hRdayamAM arihaMta haze to tamArI samAdhi akhaMDa jaLavAze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 206 Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AyuSya e puNya che te bhogavAya che, ane jeTaluM che teTaluM bhogavavAnuM che, jayAM jazo tyAM paNa navuM AyuSya taiyAra che. jayAM sudhI mokSa nahi thAya tyAM sudhI janma-maraNanI paraMparA cAlu rahevAnI. mATe jema hAlamAM mRtyuno bhaya nathI tema, jIvAya tyAM sudhI mRtyuno mahotsava mAMDavAno che tenI taiyArI AtmA pAse karAvavAnI che mATe badhI ja avasthAmAM samabhAva keLavajo. jIvatAM ane maratAM jene samAdhi tene sadgati nakkI. maraNa Ave to taiyAra chuM, jIvAya to viratimAM chuM arihaMta paramAtmA mArA hRdayamAM che ATalo ja vicAra karavo. bIjo koI vicAra hRdayamAM pravezavA devo nahi haMmezAM e ja vicAra karavo. ahAhA, mane namaskAra mahAmaMtra maLyo ! arihaMta paramAtmA maLyA ! guru maLyA ! dharma ane prabhunI AjJA pALavAnI badhI sAmagrI maLI ! mAro janma saphaLa thaI gayo vagere..... . suzIlAbahena - dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenane kahezo ke bIjo koI vicAra azakti ke pIDAne lIdhe Ave tyAre karma bAMdhelAM che te jAya che, bhale jatAM, have khAsa samAdhinI coksAI rAkhavI. Arta dhyAna na thaI jAya te mATe kALajI rAkhavI. zarIranuM kAma zarIra bhale kare, mArAM karma khape che ane huM halako thAuM chuM, mane e karma khapAvavAmAM arihaMta bhagavAna sahAya karI rahyA che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 9 je.va. 6 bhAvapUrNAzrIjInA dharmalAbha. maNIbahenane Atma jAgRti kevI che ? zuM vicAro Ave che ? badhAnI sAthe kSamApanA haMmezA karatAM hazo. citta arihaMtamaya banI gayuM che ne ? tame mahA puNyazALI cho, karavA jevuM ghaNuM ja karyuM che, have tamAruM citta saheja paNa zarIranI pIDAmAM jAya to tarata sAruM vAMcana sAMbhaLavuM tethI te tamane sajAga rAkhI zake. zarIranI pIDA e kAyamI nathI. pIDA e to dehane che. AtmAne kaMI thatuM nathI. nArakInA jIvo keTalI pIDA bhogavatA haze ? atyAre paNa hospITalamAM rahelA dardIo keTalI pIDA bhogave che ? e AMkha sAme rAkhavuM. jethI A pIDA ApaNane duHkha rUpa nahi bane. sahana zakti vadhaze. tamArI samAdhi ane samatAnI anumodanA karIe chIe. je.va. 9 207 Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 je.va. 11 dharmalAbha ! namaskAra mahAmaMtranAM upAsikA maNIbahena. tamArA samAcAra jANyA. have chUTAya to sAruM. A vicAra ArtadhyAna kahevAya. te vicAra tamArI samAdhi ane samatAne lUMTI leze. karma bAMdheluM che te pramANe ja thavAnuM che, temAM kAMI pheraphAra karavAnI ApaNI zakti nathI to zA mATe chUTavAnA vicAro karI manane bagADavuM? bIjAne tamArI bahu sevA karavI paDe ane thAkI jAya mATe chUTavAno vicAra Ave che? tamArAM azubha karmo khapatAM hoya te vakhate tamane durthAna na thaI jAya te mATe tamArA chokarAM - vahu tamArI sevA karIne tamane karma khapAvavAmAM sahAyaka banI rahyA che. karma khapAvavAnuM AvuM sarasa anukULatAvALuM sthAna maLyuM che, AvA vitarAga deva, guru ane dharmanI sAmagrIvALuM ghara maLyuM che, namaskAra mahAmaMtra jevo aciMtya ciMtAmaNi ratna jevo maMtra maLyo che. tenI anumodanA karavAnuM choDIne chUTavAnA vicAronuM durgAna karI zA mATe mana bagADo cho? chUTavAnA vicAro ane pIDAnuM jo dudhdhana cAlatuM hoya ane AyuSya baMdhAya to tiryaMcanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. bhagavAna pArzvanAthanA marUbhUtinA bhavamAM jayAre te potAnA bhAI kamaThane khamAvavA gayA tyAre kamaThane krodha hovAthI marUbhUtinA mAthA para paththaranI zilA nAMkhI, khoparI phuTI gaI. te vakhate bhAI kamaTha upara dveSabhAva nathI thayo ke huM tene khamAvuM chuM chatAM mane mArI nAkhavAno prayatna kare che? jo te vicAra Avyo hota to raudra dhyAnamAM jAta ane narakamAM javuM paData paNa phakata mAthuM phuTI gayuM te vakhatanI pIDA sahana na thaI zakI. ararara A pIDA zuM sahana thAya ? have sahana nathI thatuM. AvA vicAramAM ne vicAramAM temanuM AyuSya puruM thaI gayuM ane hAthInA bhavamAM gayA. marUbhUtie AkhuM jIvana dharmamaya gALyuM hatuM, zuddha zrAvaka jIvananAM vato ane kSamAnuM pAlana cheka sudhI karyuM chatAM pIDAnA dudhdhane tiryaMca gatimAM dhakelI dIdhA. A karmasattA che teno bharoso na rAkhavo, ApaNI pariNatine tapAsyA karavI. je je vicAro Ave te tamAre suzIlAbahenane kahevA. te amane jaNAvaze to tenA upara ame be zabda lakhI tamArI asamAdhi TALavAmAM nimitta banI sevAno lAbha laI zakIe. bIjuM, temane vAraMvAra samajAvazo ke manuSya bhavanI eka miniTa devalokanA eka karoDa palyopamanA varSo jeTalI kiMmatI che te manuSya bhavanuM zarIra ApaNane maLI gayuM che paNa tenI kiMmata ApaNane nathI. manuSya jIvana e rasALa kSetra che temAM sAruM ke khoTuM je kAMI karIe tenuM phaLa kaMI gaNuM maLe. puNya karo to puNya paNa vadhAre phaLa ApanAruM baMdhAya. pApa karo to pApa paNa vadhAre phaLa ApanAruM baMdhAya. kAraNa ke manuSya bhavanA zarIramAM jIvanamAM abhuta vastuo paDelI che tamAro AtmA manuSya zarIranA khoLiyAmAM che eTale navakArazI, covihAra, namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karI zako cho. tiryaMcanA bhavamAM to tevI buddhi viveka ja nathI. devalokanAM sukhamAM AtmA dabAI jAya che, narakanAM duHkhamAM AtmA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 208 Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dabAI jAya che. narabhava e sukha ane duHkha baMnene sahana karI temAM samabhAva rAkhI zake evA zarIravALo bhava che mATe ja A zarIrathI tame ghaNuM zarIranI pIDAnuM duHkha sahana karyuM che, vaLI tamane dharma karavAnI dhUna lAgI hatI, A bhavamAM khUba dharma karI lauM, cAritra lauM ane karma khapAvuM AvA bhAvathI tame tamArA zarIranI keTalIye pIDAone avagaNI zakayA cho, tamane ema lAgatuM haze ke have to kaMI dharma thaI zakato to nathI ? mATe jaldI chuTAya to sAruM paNa ema nathI tame je arihaMta paramAtmAnA nAma smaraNathI samatA ane samAdhi rAkhI zakayA cho eja moTo dharma karI rahyA cho, bIjA bhavamAM (anya gatiomAM) AvI samAdhi ke samabhAva pIDA vakhate na rahI zake, mATe jeTalA divaso jaze eTalI samatAnI sAdhanA vadhu thaze ane mokSa najIka thaze. tamane chUTavAnA vicAro zA kAraNathI Ave che ? e khAsa jaNAvazo. bahu lAMbuM jIvyA 85 varasa eTale ghaNuM thaI gayuM mATe have ahIMthI jaIe to sAruM ema thAya che ? dharma pAmyA tyArathI ApaNo janma thayo gaNAya bAkIno badho vakhata eLe gayo che. mATe samajaNa (dharmanI) AvyA pachI jeTaluM vadhAre jIvAya e badhuM saphaLa che. have niraMtara arihaMta-arihaMtanA jApamAMja citta parovazo. e khAsa amArI bhalAmaNa che. tamAre tyAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano phoTo haze tenAM darzana karatA hazo, jayAre jayAre chUTavAno vicAra Ave tyAre tyAre e bhagavAna pAse mAphI mAMgI levI. meM khoTo vicAra karyo, he prabhu ! mane A durdhyAnathI bacAva. evI mAMgaNI karavI. 11 aMtardezIya maLyuM che. temanI samatA ane samAdhi jevA che tevA cheka sudhI rahe eja abhilASA ane te jaLavAvavA mATe satata ochAmAM ochuM eka jaNa temanI pAse rahe ane arihaMtanuM smaraNa yAda karAvatA rahe. atyAra sudhI gharanA badhAe ghaNI sevA karI, have khAsa sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. eka kSaNa paNa arihaMtanA smaraNa vagaranI na jAya tevI kALajI sevA karanAre rAkhavAnI che. temane avAja khamI zakAya te rIte arihaMta-arihaMta evI dhUna paNa thoDo thoDo samaya karI zakAya. jethI emanuM citta sahelAIthI arihaMtanA upayogamAM rahI zake. badhA khabara kADhavA Ave emAM paNa bIjI vAto na thAya te mATe kahetA rahevuM. yogendrabhAInuM lakhANa vAMcyuM. tame to temanI banatI sevA karI che, bhAva davA cAlu che te ja temane rAhata ApI rahI che. spesIphIka davAno naMbara AvI jAya to bhale nahitara aphasosa na karavo. A bhAva davA evI che ke kensara jevA dardo paNa maTI jAya che. paNa lAgu kone paDe ? arihaMta paramAtmAnI aciMtya zakti upara zraddhA baLavAna hoya tene maNIbahenanI zraddhA akhUTa che. temanuM AyuSya baLavAna haze to sAruM thaze nahitara samAdhi to jarUra Apaze. samAdhi e AtmAnuM Arogya sAdhakano aMtarnAda 209 je.va. 14 Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, eTale zarIrano samaya thaI gayo hoya to tenI IcchA bAkI AtmAnuM Arogya jaLavAya che teno ja AnaMda mAnavo. 12 dharmalAbha ! dhIrubhAIe lakhela aMtardezIya maLyuM. maNIbahenane AvI bhayaMkara pIDAmAM paNa ATalI suMdara samAdhi rahe che te jANI khUba AnaMda thAya che. te pote Avela vyAdhine saharSa sahana karI zake che te badho prabhAva namaskAra mahAmaMtranA jApano che, ane gurudevano che. AvI samAdhipUrvaka javAya to zrAvaka dharma saMpUrNa pAmyAnI nizAnI che. maNIbahenane mAlUma thAya ke haMmezA prabhu pAse prArthanA karajo ke bhavobhava mane vitarAga arihaMta paramAtmA maLe, tathA paMca mahAvratadhArI guru maLe, bhagavAne kahelo sarvaviratirUpa cAritra dharma maLe ane namaskAra mahAmaMtra maLe, temanuM ja zaraNa maLe. bIjuM mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. ane bhAvanA karajo ke sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jaI cAritra lauM, temanA samavasaraNamAM besI temanI dezanA sAMbhaLuM ane kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe jauM. tame devalokamAM jAva ke mahAvidehamAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jAva paNa ApaNe badhA sImaMdhara svAmInA samavasaraNamAM bhegA thaIzuM. kAraNa ke dharma ane arihaMta paramAtmA pratye bhakti A bhavamAM che eTale bIjA bhavamAM arihaMta paramAtmAnA samavasaraNamAM dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA vinA rahI zakIe nahi ane bhava paNa evo ja maLe. eTale ame ane tame dezanA sAMbhaLavA jaIzuM ane tyAM bhegA thaIzuM. mATe ame jayAre tamane maLIe tyAre tyAM pAchA oLakhajo. dharmano saMbaMdha bhUlI na jatA. dharmano saMbaMdha to jayAM sudhI mokSa na thAya tyAM sudhI A jIvane khUba jarUrI che dharmamAM sahAyaka bane mATe. 8.4. oll mahendrabhAI, yogendrabhAI, dhIrubhAIne jaNAvavAnuM ke, tamo badhA maNIbahenanI khUba sevA karI temane samAdhi ApI rahyA cho tenI khUba anumodanA karIe chIe, paNa A meM lakhelA puNyamAM lAkha rUpiyA nahotA lakhyA lAkha vakhata namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa lakhyo hato to tamAre emAMthI ochuM karavAnI kema jarUra paDI ? haMmezanI eka navakAravALI (bAMdhI) gaNo to ya traNa varSe te devuM puruM thaI jaze. tamArA mAtuzrI jevI samAdhi joItI hoya to ya e jApanI ja jarUra paDaze. to A nimitte te mahAmaMtrano jApa karI AtmAne pavitra banAvavAnI taka gumAvazo nahi. A nimitta pAmIne tamArI jApa mATenI ALasa choDI dejo. suzIlAbahenane mAlUma thAya ke tame khare vakhate khasI gayA jevuM karyuM, samAdhi rAkhIne samAdhi ApI zakAya che, samAdhi bIjAne ApatAM ApatAM potAnI samAdhi jAya kharI ? zarIrano dharma saDana, sAdhakano aMtarnAda 210 Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDana, vidhvaMsana che. eka eka rome 1ill roga che. te jayAM sudhI bahAra nathI nIkaLyA tyAM sudhI sArA che. jeTalAM karmo bhogavAI jaze teTaluM karmanuM devuM cUkavAya che. sArI gatimAM jaI sukha, zAMti ane zAtA bhogavavA mATe azAtAnAM karmo thoDA samayamAM vadhu bhogavI levAnAM hoya eTale roganI azAtAnuM svarUpa ugra dekhAya paNa temAMya zubha bhAvanAmAM te TakI zake che te temanI bhAvinI ujvalatA sUcave che, ati zAtAmAM javAnuM che e batAve che. mATe jenuM bhAvi sAruM che teno AnaMda hovo joIe, ApaNe to AtmAnI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAno che mATe durthAna na karavuM. rAjulAne mAlUma thAya ke siddhagirinI yAtrAnuM ane zaMkhezvara jaIne akrama karavAnuM puNya tuM kaheje. eTale emanA jIvananI badhI ArAdhanAnuM sukRta AvI jAya. A badhuM jayAre anukULatA hoya tyAre karI zakAya mATe kahetAM na thaI zakavAno Dara na rAkhavo. temanI vahuone bIjuM na thaI zake to maNIbahenane khUba vahAlI sAmAyika to thaI zake. to temaNe sAmAyika kahIne paNa kRtArtha thavuM. 13 a.zu. 3 dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanI jeTha vada 14nI ArAdhanA ane AnaMda temanI uttamagatine sUcave che. AvIne AvI AtmAnI pariNati Take te mATe tamAre badhAe sahAya karavAnI che. pIDAmAM citta jAya ane darda sahana na thAya tyAre temanA vicArane badalAvavA mATe bIjI vAta karavI. "siddhagirinI yAtrA ApaNe kevI sarasa karI hatI." tame to keTalA badhA lAkha navakAra gaNyA? amane paNa AzIrvAda Apajo ame paNa AvI samAdhi rAkhI zakIe vagere vagere kahI vicAra badalAvI nAMkhavo. paraMtu Ama bolAya ? ema na kahevuM. Ama kahevAthI temane sahana karavAno utsAha na jAge. A kArDa lakhatI vakhate ema thAya che ke maNIbahena haze ke nahi hoya? hoya to amArA dharmalAbha kahejo ane kahejo ke bhAvanA jevI che tevI ja rAkhazo, have thoDo samaya ja A zarIra sAthe laDI levAnuM che mATe hiMmata hArazo nahi. bhagavAna arihaMta paramAtmA tamArI pAse ja che, enA nAmano moTo sahAro che, eNe ja tamane AvuM darda chatAM prasannatA rakhAvI che. jagatamAM enA nAmano ja evo prabhAva che ke jethI game tevA duHkhamAM AzvAsana maLe che. zAsanadeva temanA AtmAne zAMti Ape eja IcchA. 14 a.zu. 4 dharmalAbha ! tamAruM kArDa zu-3nuM ane enI bahena prabhAvatI rAvalanuM kavara tA. 10nuM lakhela Aje maLyuM che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 211 Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhA bahenane mAlUma thAya ke tamArI samAdhi saMbaMdhI vyAkhyA jANavAnI ItejArI che te jANyuM. paramAtmAnA nAmanuM smaraNa, manana, nididhyAsana karatAM karatAM mana AtmAnI najIka pahoMcI nija dehanuM bhAna bhUlAya tyAre samAdhi maLe che, te mATe to ApaNA jevA mATe lAMbA samaya sudhI satata sAdhanAnI jarUra che. maNIbahene atyAra sudhI tapa karI kAyAnI mAyA choDI dIdhI che. kAyAne svecchAe kaSTa ApIne duHkha sahana karavA taiyAra karI dIdhI che, ane japa eTale paramAtmAnuM nAma smaraNa karI karIne manane puSTa banAvI dIdhuM che. - have atyAre temane zarIranI pIDA manane bagADe tevI avasthAvALI che, paNa keLavelI kAyA ane mana temanI pIDita avasthAne mahattva ApavA de nahi. tethI dardamAM citta na jatAM prabhunA nAmane yAda karI zake che tenuM nAma ja samAdhi che. A pIDita avasthAnI samAdhi che tenI kiMmata ArogyanI avasthA karatAM anekagaNI che. jayAre potAnI pAse potAnA pUratuM ja khAvAnuM hoya temAMthI pote UNA rahIne dAna Ape tenuM phaLa vadhAre che, kAraNa ke jAta karatAM dAna bIjAne ApavuM (paropakAra) te mahattvanuM lAge che tethI tenI kiMmata vadhu che. tevI ja rIte A avasthAmAM (pIDAmAM) bhagavAnanuM nAma yAda AvavuM ane pIDA bhUlI javI. (jAta bhUlavI) tethI tabiyata sArI hatI te vakhate prabhu nAma smaraNathI je nirjarA thatI hatI tenA karatAM aneka guNI karma nirjarA thAya che. te nirjarA karavAnI taka temane sAMpaDI che ane tame badhA sahAya karo cho tethI tamAre badhAne mahAna ArAdhanA thaI rahI che te jANI AnaMda thAya che. prabhAvatI bahenane jaNAvavAnuM ke maNIbahena pAse besI prabhu smaraNa karI vAtAvaraNane vadhu pavitra ane prabhumaya banAvI temanA bhAvane vadhu puSTi maLe tema karI rahyA cho ane sevA karI moTo lAbhaAtma lAbha uThAvI rahyAM cho. samAdhistha avasthAnI vAta have pachI. ame badhA te mArga tarapha prayANa karI rahyA chIe. A bhavamAM nahi to bIjA bhavamAM maLaze ja. sAcI jhaMkhanA te vastunI prApti karAvaze ja, evI AzA che. 15 a.zuM. 7 dharmalAbha ! tA. 14mI nuM kArDa Aje maLyuM che. maNIbahena AvI bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa paramAtmA sAthe manane joDI zake che. temanI evI apUrva ArAdhanA jANI khUbaja saMtoSa thAya che. AvI avasthAmAM zarIranI pIDA tarapha keTalA bedarakAra banAya tyAre bhagavAna yAda AvI zake che. temanI jhaMkhanA bhagavAna pAse javAnI che te ja temanI tyAM javAnI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 212 Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nizAnI batAve che. A manuSya jIvananI eka eka paLa have tamArI sonA karatAM vadhAre kiMmatI jAya che kemake A paLomAM bhagavAnanuM nAma smaraNa e AtmAmAM UMDA saMskAra dRDha kare che. to prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa tevuM ja cAlu rAkhazo. 16 dharmalAbha ! tamAruM aMtardezIya tathA kArDa maLyuM che. maNIbahenane mAlUma thAya ke asamAdhi karAve tevI tamArI dardanI sthiti che paNa tene samabhAve sahana karI rahyAM cho te rIte ja paramAtmAnA nAmanuM AlaMbana laI sahana karajo. kadAca sahana na thAya to pUrvanA bhavomAM A jIve tiryaMca ane naraka gatinAM asahya du:kho aneka vakhata bhogavyAM che te yAda karajo. te vakhate ApaNane paramAtmAnA nAmano paNa Azaro nahoto maLyo ke jIvane AzvAsana rUpa bane. ane te vakhate pIDAne dUra karavA mATe koInI sahAya paNa na hatI ke jethI du:khamAM rAhata maLe. vaLI Avo dharma samajAvanAra paNa koI na hatAM ke duHkha sahana karavAmAM utsAha thAya. e gatinI pIDAo ane du:kho AgaLa A tamArI roganI pIDA ochI che. vaLI AtmA paNa tapa karIne bhUkha ane tarasa veThIne taiyAra thayo che jethI AvI bhUkha - tarasanI pIDAmAM ATalI samAdhi rAkhI zake che. jo e abhyAsa na hota to AvI azaktimAM prabhunuM nAma tamane koI yAda karAvata to paNa kadAca yAda karavAnuM na gamata ane pIDAmAM citta jatuM raheta. jaina zAsananI ApaNane A apUrva bheTa maLI che ke je namaskAra mahAmaMtra jIvatAM zAMti Ape, maratAM samAdhi Ape ane parabhavamAM sadgati Ape. jaDa evA A zarIranA saMsargathI anaMta zaktinA dhaNI evA AtmAnI avadazA thaI rahI che, sadAne mATe eno saMsarga choDavo che, evI taiyArI tame karI rahyA cho, have anaMtakALa sudhI tenA saMsarge rakhaDavuM nathI. A deha upara karme karelAM je AkramaNo AvavAM hoya te bhale Ave. tuM paNa tAruM laheNuM laI jA. huM tethI haLavo thaIza ane jaladI jaDanA saMgathI chUTIza. A bhAva rAkhazo. sAdhakano aMtarnAda azu. 8 atyAre je pIDAo Ave che te ApaNe pote jAte ja karelAM karmonuM phaLa che. bAMdhelAM karmo bhogavavAM to paDe ja che. tamArI pAse atyAre zubha bhAvarUpI-arihaMta paramAtmAnI bhaktirUpI saMpatti sArI che, e avasare leNiyAta levA Ave to zI ciMtA ? evA pAvaravALuM mana banAvazo. 213 Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 a.zu. 10 dharmalAbha ! dhIrubhAInuM 17mI nuM lakheluM kArDa maLyuM. maNIbahenane AvI azaktimAM mana ane magaja be svastha che. e ja mahAna puNyano udaya che. manamAM paramAtmAnuM nAma raTaNa karI karma khapAvavAnuM kArya paNa A zarIra pAsethI kADhI rahyAM che. magajathI pUrve karelI ArAdhanAno abhyAsa kAma lAge che. kAMI pravAhI paNa levAtuM nathI temAM paNa samAdhi jALavI be mAsakSamaNa jevA tapa jevo AnaMda anubhavI rahyA che. pUrvanA mahApuruSo anazana karatAM, temAM samAdhi rAkhavA mATe bIjAnI paNa sahAya khUba jarUrI gaNAtI. tenuM eka ja kAraNa ke badhA karatAM bhUkha-tarasanI vedanAmAM zarIrathI manane alaga rAkhavAnuM agharuM che. maNIbahenane darda evuM AvyuM che ke anazana jevuM karIne zarIrathI judA thavA jevo anubhava meLavavAno rahyo. A badho abhyAsa tamAre bhavAMtaramAM khUba kAma lAgaze. jevI dardamAM zAMti rAkhI che tevI ja rAkhazo evA amArA zubhAziSa che. zAsana deva tamane te sahana karavAnI zakti vadhu Ape ane samabhAvathI pIDA sahana karI lAkho bhavonAM karmo khapAvavAmAM sahAya kare. jarAya akaLAtA nahi, ghaNuM jItI gayA cho, tamArA AtmAne A mAnava jIvananuM kiMmatI zarIra maLyuM che mATe pUrepUro kasa kADhI kamANI karI levI lAge che. kemake eka mAnava jIvananA zarIramAM ja AvAM karma khapAvavAnI tAkAta che. tapa paNa A zarIrathI ja thAya. tame AvI chellI sthitimAM paNa navakArazI, cauvihAra karI rahyA cho te navakArazI, cauvihAranI kiMmata pahelAM karatA hatA tenA karatAM vadhI jAya che. jeTaluM jIvAya che teTaluM lAbhamAM che. moTI kamANI thaI rahI che tema mAnajo. bIjAno vicAra na karatAM, A badhAne mArI pAchaLa samaya kADhavo paDe che evuM manamAM na lAvatAM, e tamArA dIkarA, dIkarIo pAchaLa temanI sevAmAM tame jeTalA kalAka kADhayA che eTalI miniToye temane tamArI sevAnI maLI nathI, e tamArI sevA karIne kamAvAnA che. sahana karanAra (dardathI) thAkatA nathI to sevA karanArane kaMI sahana karavAnuM nathI. khAI pI ne sevA karavAnI che. A to tamAro bIjAnI agavaDano vicAra karavAno svabhAva che eTale lakhuM chuM ke tamane evo vicAra Avato hoya to na karatAM, parivAra paNa sevAbhAvI che. namaskAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva aciMtya che, tethI tamArI mAMdagInI Aju-bAjunuM vAtAvaraNa suMdara goThavAI gayuM che eTale tame zubha bhAvanAmAM jhIlI zako cho. kaMI levAtuM nathI eTale pariNAmamAM aNAhArIpaNAnI vAnagI cAkhI rahyAM cho evo bhAva rAkhazo. zarIra che eTale khAvuM pIvuM paDe che. AtmAno svabhAva aNAhArI rahevAno che, te svabhAva pragaTa karavA game te bhavamAM mahenata-puruSArtha to karavAnAM ja che, ahI tamane roga evo Avyo ke khAvA pIvAnuM baMdha thayuM. zarIrathI baMdha thayuM che, paNa mananI aMdara paNa zubhabhAva lAvajo, kayAre evo divasa Avaze ke huM svecchAe khAvA pIvAnuM baMdha karIne mArA AtmAnA aNAhArI padane pragaTa karIza? sAdhakano aMtarnAda 214 Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhUkha, tarasa ane gAMThanI pIDA je tamane che tenA karatAM anaMta guNI pIDA asaMkhya nArakIo sahana karI rahyA che. paNa temAM jenI samyak dRSTi khUlI che evA jIvo pote karelAM karmanAM phaLa che evuM mAnI prasannatAthI sahana kare che. keTalAMya tiryaMco bhUkha-tarasa ane bhayaMkara rogonI evI rIte pIDA sahana karI rahyA che ke tenI pAse ApaNe ghaNI anukULa sAmagrI vacce sahana karavAnuM che eTale ochuM duHkha che, duHkhamAM rAhata maLe che. e arihaMta paramAtmAnI kRpAnuM phaLa che. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM hRdayamAM evI rIte sthApana karajo ke bhavobhava tamArI sAthe rahe. eTale mokSa mArgamAM cAlatAM nirvidanapaNe pahoMcAya. jIvananI chellI kSaNa sudhI jeNe hRdayamAM arihaMtane sthApyA che te ja nikaTabhavI (najIkamAM mokSa janAra) thaI zake che. 18 dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanI dardamAM sahanazIlatA ane AvI pIDAmAM paNa manamAM satata arihaMtanuM raTaNa rAkhe che vagere panubhAIe tyAMnA samAcAra lakhyA hatA. kharekhara ! AkhI jiMdagInI mahenatanuM A phaLa che. chelle samAdhi joItI hoya teNe arihaMta paramAtmAne niraMtara hRdayamAM padharAvI raTaNa karavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. AthI jIvana jIvatAM paNa zAMtino anubhava thAya che ane chelle A duniyAmAMthI vidAya letAM hasatAM hasatAM javAya che. koI paNa vastunuM mamatva rahetuM nathI. namaskAra mahAmaMtranA jApanuM A lokanuM phaLa zAstramAM je batAvyuM che te ApaNane temanA dRSTAMta dvArA sAkSAt dekhAya che, ane pote teno anubhava karI rahyA che. jeNe arihaMta paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che tene have kAMI ciMtA nathI. ApaNe paNa evI Teva pADavI joIe. maNIbahenane kahezo ke have tamane mahAna ane samarthanuM zaraNuM maLI gayuM che. mATe karmane bhogavatAM Darazo nahi ane thAkazo nahi. udayamAM to je AtmAnI sAthe baMdhAyelA che temAMthI ja AvavAnAM che. jeTalA samabhAve bhogavAya che teTalA AtmAthI chUTA paDI ochAM thatAM jAya che ane sAthe AtmAmAM samabhAva keLavAya che. tamArI ArAdhanA to je nikAcita karma nahi hoya te bhogavAI jaze tenI asara paNa nahi thavA de ane nikAcita bhogavatAM samAdhi rahevAmAM sahAya karaze. azu. 15 19 dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanA samAcAra jANI khUba AnaMda thAya che. temanI mAMdagI kharekhara samAdhi mATe eka AdarzabhUta banI rahI che. temaNe temanI sAsunI mAMdagImAM sevA karIne khUba saMtoSa Apyo che sArA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 215 a.va. 1 Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AzIrvAda meLavyA che tenA badalAmAM temane cAre bAjunuM suMdara vAtAvaraNa UbhuM kare tevo parivAravahu dIkarA maLyA che ane khaDA page sevA karI rahyA che. emanA jIvanamAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM zIkhavA maLe tevuM che. niSkapaTa bhAva, sahunI sAthe milanasAra svabhAva, ochuM to temane koInA upara paNa nathI AvyuM, gharanI sattA maLavA chatAM moTAI rAkhI nathI, sAsu tarIke moTAI rAkhIne vahu tarapha ochuM lAvyAM nathI. maNIbahena jatAM jatAM paNa gharamAM dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa vadhu banAvI rahyAM che. temane garIbo para bahu ja karuNA AvI jatI. mane khyAla che ke temane tyAMthI koI bhikhArI ke kUtaruM emane ema pAchuM jatuM na hatuM, dAnarucino paNa mane ghaNo anubhava che zAstramAM kahyA mujaba samaya thAya eTale supAtranI rAha jotAM hatAM ane AvI jAya to rAjI rAjI thaI jatAM. koI sAmAnya sthitinuM ghara haze tyAM kapaDAManAja kayAre ApI de koIne khabara na paDe. AvI samAdhi meLavavA mATe AkhI jiMdagImAM keLavAyelA guNo, paropakAra, dayA, dAna vagerenI sahAya joIe che, AtmAnI lAyakAta A eka divasanI bAhya ArAdhanAthI AvI jatI nathI. bIjAnA mATe kaMIka maLelI saMpattino-zaktino sadupayoga karyo hoya, bIjAne duHkhamAM sahAya karI zAMti ApI hoya, tyAre AtmA potAnI samAdhi prApta karI zake che. huM patro lakhyA karuM chuM temAM Azaya temanI samAdhimAM mAro ekAda zabda kAma lAgI jAya to mane mahAna puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI tathA karma nirjarAnI prApti thAya. dhIrubhAIne mAlUma thAya ke tamAre koI koI vakhata tamArA koI kAraNasara mAnI pAse bALakanI jema magaja gumAvAI gayuM hoya tenI mAphI mAMgI lezo. maNIbahena to vAtsalyano jharo che. temane to kAMI lAge tevuM nathI hotuM paNa tamane pAchaLathI pastAvo na thAya ane jIbhathI bolAI javAthI je karma baMdha thayo hoya te jIbha vaDe kharA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA mAMgI levAthI karmathI mukta thavAya che. jo ke tame badhAe micchAmi dukkaDam to dIdhA ja haze paNa othe (sAmAnyathI) micchAmi dukkaDam kAma na lAge. je je bhUlo thaI hoya te yAda karI mAphI mAMgIe to karmathI chUTAya. mana, vacana ane kAyAnA joDANathI AtmA niraMtara karma sAthe baMdhAya che. anAdi kALanA abhyAsathI jIva krodha, lobha, moha, ajJAna vaza banI aneka jAtanAM karma bAMdhe che. emAMthI keTalAyanI to ApaNane khabara ja nathI hotI ke meM zuM bhUla karI ane kevuM ugra ke maMda karma bAMdhyuM, paNa je je moTI moTI manathI vacanathI ke kAyAthI bhUla thAya te ApaNA khyAlamAM rahe che. manathI bAMdhelAM karmanuM phaLa manane moTe bhAge maLe che, vacananuM jIbhane, ane kAyAthI kareluM phaLa zarIrane bhogavavuM paDe che. A to ATaluM nimitta pAmIne meM tamane jAgRti ApI che. jarUra aMtaHkaraNathI khamAvI daI karma mukta banazo. A to eka bhAva dayA AvavAthI lakhAI gayuM che, amalI banAvazo. suzIlAne paNa maNIbahena pratye ghaNI lAgaNI che. chatAM ajJAnathI koI vakhata utAvaLathI bolAI gayuM hoya tenI mAphI mAMgI leze to aMtaHkaraNa haLavuM banI jaze. AtmA paNa karmathI haLavo thaze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 216 Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 90 a.va. 5 dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanA deha tyAganA samAcAra jANyA. temanI chellI ghaDI sudhInI satata jAgRti ane samAdhi jANI saMtoSa thayo che. AvI samAdhi ! ema tamane badhAne Azcarya thatuM haze. AvI samatA rAkhavAnuM zIkhavyuM koNe ? je divasathI guru mahArAje ApelA namaskAra mahAmaMtre emanA jIvanamAM praveza karyo te divasathI ja temanAmAM samAdhie praveza karyo che. navakAre ja A baLa temane ApyuM che. namaskAra mahAmaMtra zuM Ape ? te tamo sahue anubhavyuM che. - have ApaNe paNa duHkhamAM sahanazaktinuM baLa, ApattimAM dhIratA vagere emanA jevA guNo joItA hoya to AjathI ja e namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jIvanamAM praveza karAvavAnI jarUra che. tame eka vakhata ene samarpita thaI jAva pachI eno prabhAva juo. ame maNIbahenanI pAse hoIe ke dUra hoIe emAM amAruM kartavya ekaja hatuM ke temanI samAdhi mATe amAre sahAya karavI ane te kArya ame dUra rahIne paNa ghaNuM sArI rIte namaskAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve karI zakayA tethI saMtoSa thayo che. paNa tame badhA lakho cho ke AvI samAdhi to hajAramAMlAkhamAM koIkane ja prApta thatI haze. evuM lAge che. eTale amane paNa ema thayuM ke AvI samAdhinA darzananA lAbhathI ame vaMcita rahI gayA. tame badhA puNyazALI cho ke AvI dhanyamAtAnI traNa traNa mahinAthI saheja paNa thAkayA vinA satata caDhatA pariNAme sevA, bhakti karI mAtAne sadgati sAdhavAmAM sahAya karI ane tamArA AtmAne puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI bharI dIdho. mAMdA mANasane temane anukULatA-zAtA upaje tevI rIte cAkarI karavA sAthe dharmazravaNa-nirdhAmaNA karAvIe te temane vadhu grAhya thaI zake che. tamo badhAe te banne vastu pUrI pADI che tethI temanI samAdhimAM dIna-pratidina vizeSa vizeSa caDatI AvatI hatI. ra1 rAjakoTa dharmalAbha ! tamAruM tA. 28nuM lakheluM kavara maLyuM maNIbahenanA samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAganA samAcAra jANyA. amArI jhaMkhanA temanI samAdhinI hatI te saphaLa thaI. sarmanoratho haMmezAM sahelAIthI phaLe che. maNIbahene ghaNuM rogAtaka kaSTa sahana karyuM ane khUba sattvazALI banI karmo sAme jhajhumyA, aMte vijaya prApta karI gayAM, kaSTa temanI samAdhine lUMTI zakayA nahi, e ja ApaNe to AnaMdano viSaya che. AvI lAMbI mAMdagImAM samAdhi rahevI ghaNI durlabha che ane samAdhi rakhAvanAra maLavA e to enAthI ye sAdhakano aMtarnAda 217 Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ durlabha che. kevo suMdara yoga maLI gayo ? gharanA paNa sevAnI bhAvanAvALA banI gayA. cAturmAsa nimitte susAdhu mahArAjano yoga je ghaNo durlabha gaNAya te paNa maLI gayo. temanA pratye temanA dharma mATenI lAgaNIne joI prerAIne dharma zravaNa karAvavA AvatA, darzana ApatAM. chelle sAdhunuM darzana maLavuM gRhasthane ghaNuM durlabha che te paNa temane maLyuM. atidurlabhamAM durlabha vastuo te meLavI gayA che. teno khUba saMtoSa che. AvA durlabha yoga meLavavAno puNya temaNe arihaMta paramAtmAnuM nAma laI laIne bheguM karyuM che. bhagavAnanI AjJA zakti ane samaja pramANe temaNe khUba bhAvathI pALI che. tenuM phaLa tame badhAe najare joyuM. temano Adarza sAme rAkhajo ane maLelI sAmagrI, zakita, samajano sadupayoga karI bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahI jIvanane saphaLa banAvajo. ghaNI puNyAIthI A mAnavanuM zarIra maLyuM che. jema maNIbahene zarIrano kasa kADhI AtmA mATe kamANI karI lIdhI tema ApaNe badhAe te karavAnuM che. bAkI chevaTe badhAne javAnuM to e ja mArge che. tame badhA paNa AtmajAgRti niraMtara rAkhajo ane arihaMta paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karavAnI Teva pADajo. arihaMtanA zaraNe rahevuM te ja sAco sukhano mArga che te bhUlazo nahi. mRtyune najara sAme rAkhajo. AyuSyano bharoso nathI. mATe karmamukti mATeno mArga A jIvanamAM vegathI lejo. ALasu banazo nahi. maNIbahenanA AtmAne jayAM gayA hoya tyAM zAsanadeva zAMti arpe e ja abhilASA. li. pAlattAzrInA dharmalAbha 22 samAdhipatra rAjulAbena upara namaskAra mahAmaMtra smArikA rAjulA. dharmalAbha pUrvaka lakhavAnuM ke ame badhA devagura sAthe sukhazAtAmAM chIe. bIjuM sANaMdathI patra hato maNIbahena gayAM. mane to lAge che ke ATalI suMdara samAdhi sAthe gayA, eTale temanI nizcita sadgati sadhAI che. emAM zaMkA rahetI nathI. ATalI vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa temaNe AtmAne keTalo baLIyo karI dIdho ! kharekhara je dharma sAthe otaprota thaI jAya che, tene dharma karavAnI ADe vRddhatva ke roga AvatAM nathI. jhaMkhanA e koI alaukika vastu che. vastune prApta karavA mATe maratA mANasane paNa Ubho karI de tevI tAkAta dharma pratyenA rasamAM ane siddhi mATenI jhaMkhanAmAM che. temanA jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM zIkhavA jevuM che. vRddhatva ke roga temane dharma karatAM aTakAvI zakayA nathI. e dharma pratyeno rAga temano kevo haze? saheja saheja zArIrika agavaDamAM, vyavahArika agavaDamAM ArAdhanA anuSThAnone mUkI denArA ApaNe kayAM? chelle samAdhi mATe A badhI pUrva taiyArI joIe. niSThAvAna banI dharma ArAdhanAmAM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 218 Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maMDI paDavuM joIe evuM temanA deSTAMtathI sacoTa lAge che. ghaNI vakhata dharma pratye rAga paNa saMyogAdhIna tenI karaNI ochI thatAM thatAM zuSka thaI jAya che, mATe 24 kalAkamAM je nakkI karelAM anuSThAnomAM joDAyA te pUrAM karavAnI niSThA rAkhavI joIe. jethI AtmasAt thatAM svayaM AMtarika samAdhi sahaja prApta thaI jAya. kemake vadhAremAM vadhAre asamAdhi karAvanAra ApaNuM ja zarIra che. AtmAthI bhinna hovA chatAM zarIranI aMdara ekameka thaIne raheluM che. mATe ja zarIrane kaMI paNa thAya ke AtmA khaLabhaLI UThe che, ane becenI anubhave che. maNIbahena pAchalI avasthAmAM moDA moDA paNa jAgyA tyArathI joradAra ArAdhanAmAM lAgI gayAM ane jIvana saphaLa karI gayAM. zarIra pratye bilakula bedarakAra Aje AThama che ? caudasa che ? AyaMbIla to karavuM ja joIe. zarIramAM tAkAta che ke nahi ! e vicAra gauNa rAkhatAM. parva divase tapa to avazya karavuM joIe. kevo tapa pratyeno prema ! ekeka anuSThAna pratye temanI niSThA hatI. karyA vinA cAle ja nahi evI mAnyatA zarIra mAMdu hoya to cAle paNa oLInA divasomAM tapa karyA vinA na cAle. mane to lAge che ke temane anuSThAnonI niSThAe ja ATalI samAdhi sudhI pahoMcADayAM. na amuka navakAravALI to gaNavAnI ja te niSThAe temane mAMdagImAM paNa banI zakyuM. (bIjAthI to na banI zake) mAMdagImAM paNa 25 bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNavAmAM rasa pUryo. namaskAra mahAmaMtranA jApanA phaLa rUpe lakhela che ke A mahAmaMtranA jApa karanArane maratAM samAdhi avazya rahe che, e ApaNane pratyakSa dekhAyuM. temano ghaNo kharo samaya navakAranA smaraNamAM ja jato hato. lAkhonAM jApa thaI gayA tenA prabhAve saMsAramAM koI ThekANe citta lepAyuM nahi, ane bhayaMkara azAtAmAM paNa arihaMtanuM smaraNa ja priya lAgyuM. kevo mahimA che A navakArano ! vRddhane paNa tAre, rogIne paNa tA. bIjuM maNIbena 85 varSe gayAM to paNa temanI khoTa to sAle ja ! kemake mAnuM vAtsalya kayAM maLe? jagatamAM vAtsalyamAM 'mA' no joTo na maLe. potAnA saMtAnanA saheja paNa du:khamAM duHkhI ane sukhamAM sukhI, saheja paNa svArtha vinA. temAM A mAtA to dharmapremI, zAMtasvabhAvI, sahanazIla, aneka guNavALI, potAnAM saMtAnomAM paNa te ja saMskAro nAMkhI anekAneka upakArono varasAda varasAvanArI, ekalA zarIranI nahi paNa AtmAnI ciMtA karI sanmArge vALanArI, ghaNA puNye AvI 'mA' maLe. paNa tuM to dharmane samajanArI chuM. mA karatAM paNa adhika vAtsalya varasAvanArA arihaMta paramAtmAnuM zaraNa maLyuM che. temanA vAtsalyamAM mAnuM vAtsalya samAI jAya che. anekAneka bhavothI ApaNI ciMtA temaNe karI che ane aMtanA bhava sudhI karaze. te arihaMta mAtAnA vAtsalyamAM jhIlI AtmAnA saMtApane dUra karavo. ArtadhyAnathI dUra rahevuM. te to janmathI mAMDIne te jIvyA tyAM sudhI sArI sevA karI che. temane dharmanAM anuSThAnomAM sahAya karI temanI AtmAnI paNa sevA karI che sevA maLyAno saMtoSa anubhavavo. bAkI to badhAne e ja mArge javAnuM che. koIne vahelAM to koIne moDAM. sAdhakano aMtarnAda eja li. padmalatAzrInA dharmalAbha 219 Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 je.va. 7, pAlItANA. jasu bahena, dharmalAbha ! namaskAra mahAmaMtrano prabhAva avarNanIya che. tenuM sAmarthya adbhuta che, ApaNe jema karmasattA nIce dabAyelA chIe, tenI pAse lAcAra banIe chIe tema dharmasattA paNa ApaNI pAse che, pUrvanAM karmo bhogavavAM paDe che, bhogavatAM jayAre hiMmata hArIe chIe tyAre dharmasattA ApaNane AzvAsanarUpa bane che. arihaMta bhagavaMtonuM zaraNa svIkAravAthI bhayaMkara karmo samAdhipUrvaka khapAvI zakAya che. tame ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che tene amalamAM mUkavAno samaya Avyo che to saheja paNa gabharAyA sivAya te jJAnanuM ciMtana svasthatAthI karavuM. zarIra ane AtmA judA che. teno anubhava thoDo paNa thAya che ? zarIrano saMbaMdha pIDAkAraka che. jeTaluM zarIramAM mana teTaluM duHkha. prabhunAM vAkyo kSaNe kSaNe yAda karI dhIme dhIme zarIramAMthI manane bahAra kADhavAnA abhyAsamAM upayoga karavo. AMkha sAme gajasukumAla munI jevA mahApuruSone rAkhavA. A kALanA kAntivijaya ma.sA. vagere mahArAjane paNa rAkhavA. jethI zubha AlaMbanathI mana nirmaLa banaze. 24 kalAka namo arihaMtANaM eka padanuM smaraNa rAkhazo. citta badhAmAMthI UThADI temAM ja sthira karavA jevuM che. ra4 a.zu. 4, amarelI, dharmalAbha ! bahena ! karmasattAnI japtI tamArI upara AvI che, paNa kharekhara to A jatI nathI. paNa tamane cetavaNI Ape che ke A lokanI sAdhanAmAM tamane ATalAM varSa ApyAM. have bAkI je samaya che te tamAre paralokanI sAdhanA mATeno che. to tame paNa have te mATe taiyArI karazo. jethI evA sthAne javAnuM thAya ke tyAM jatAMnI sAthe ja jinezvara deva, tAraka guru ane namaskAra mahAmaMtra maLe. te mATe badhethI manane UThADI mahAmaMtramAM joDavAnuM che. sAco snehI te ja che. jayAre jagatanA tamAma zaraNabhUta padArtho zaraNa ApavA asamartha bane che tyAre evI aMtima paLe ekAeka zaraNa ApavA-samAdhi ApavA te ja AvI pahoMce che ane sAthe rahe che mATe saMsAranA sarva padArthone ane dharmane satyarUpe oLakhI tenuM vibhAgIkaraNa karI dharmane AtmIya bhAve svIkAravAnI jarUra che. pratipaLe duSkataniMdA, sukRta anumodanA ane cAranuM zaraNa yAda karavuM. ra5 amarelI. jasubahena, dharmalAbha! sAdhakano aMtarnAda 220 Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAlitANA girirAjanI sparzanA bhAvapUrvaka karI janmano lhAvo lIdho haze. tamArA badhA manoratha uttama hovAthI devAdhidevanI kRpAthI jaladI pUrNa thayA. sahAyakoe paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM. have to phakata mana durdhyAnamAM na jAya tevA prasaMgo yojavA. adhyavasAya sArA rahe mATe zubha vAMcana, zubha ciMtana, zubhanuM raTaNa rAkhavuM. zubhanuM raTaNa prabhunA nAmanuM raTaNa. sadvicArathI zubha manoratho jAge che jeTaluM sAruM thaI zake che tenI anumodanA karavI. AvI mAMdagImAM paNa AtmA dharmane jhaMkhe che, kaMIka karI lauM. sAco sathavAro puNyano che te sAthe Avaze ane bhAvimAM anukULatA sAthe dharmanI sAmagrI meLavI Apaze. A badhA vicAro bhAvi zubhanA sUcaka che. saMsAra eTale bhava. tenI ghaTamALa cAle che. teno aMta lAvavA prabaLa puruSArtha karavo paDe che. paMcama kALamAM tenA aMtanI zakayatA nathI paNa e ghaTamALa lAMbI na cAle tevI yogyatA AtmAnI karI zakAya che. kasoTInA prasaMge dhIraja na khUTe to jItyA chIe, yogyatA AvI che ema mAnI zakAya. have to e dhairyanI mAMgaNI prabhu pAse karo. duHkha joItuM nathI, paNa pUrvanAM karmajanita che to have tene kAMI karI zakAya tema nathI. te karmane bhogavavAM paDe eTale ke te je vipAka-phaLa dekhADe te anubhavavuM paDe. paNa jo teve vakhate cAranuM zaraNa, pApanI niMdA, satkAryanI anumodanA (puNyaprakAzanA stavanamAM AvI jAya che) satata cAlu rahI zake to tIvrapaNe je pIDA vagere duHkharUpa phaLa maLavAnuM hoya temAM pheraphAra thaI alpa pIDArUpa phaLa ApanAruM bane che. bAkI to koI upAya karmodayajanita duHkhamAM hAlamAM dekhAto nathI. bAhyopacAramAM pheIla gayA eTale have atyaMtara upacAra tarIke A sivAya vizeSa tamArAthI bIjuM zuM thaI zake ? 26 a.va.prathama 6, amarelI. dharmalAbha ! tamAro bhaktipUrNa patra suda pUnamano maLyo. bhAvapUrNAzrIjIne to tamArI girirAjane bheTavAnI ane guruvaMdananI jhaMkhanA chatAM pUrNa na thaI te vAMcIne AMkho bhInI thaI gaI. aMta samaye guruno viyoga ? bhale bAhya dRSTithI hoya paNa kharI rIte to nathI, phakata kSetranuM aMtara che te khaTake che paNa tame deva-gurune hRdayamAM sthApita karelA che tethI jarAya aMtara nathI najIkamAM najIka che. hRdaya jeTaluM dUra che teTalA ja dUra che. paNa najIkamAM najIka to hRdaya che mATe jeNe deva ane gurunuM zaraNa svIkAryuM che ane hRdayamAM sthAna ApyuM che tene teno viyoga ja nathI. paNa bAhyathI kSetranuM aMtara naDe che te hAlanA saMyogomAM TaLe tema nathI. je TALavAnI tamArI Atma jAgRti mATe khUba ja jarUra che. jemAM AtmA ghara karIne rahyo che, potAnA saghaLA pradezone phelAvIne kSIranIranI jema ekameka thaIne rahyo che te zarIrane pIDA ane te zarIra chUTI javAno bhaya (maraNa bhaya) AkhA jagatane mahAdu:khadAyaka che ane te pIDA ane bhayamAM jayAre mana bhUluM paDe, doDavA mAMDe tyAre tene jAgRti ApavA sAdhakano aMtarnAda 221 Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zabdo pahoMcADavA mATe kSetra aMtara naDe che paNa jeNe cittamAM devagurune sthApita karyA che tene pIDA ke maraNabhaya vagere cittane gherI laI asamAdhi bahu karAvI zakatA nathI. chatAM darekane AlaMbana joIe che. rAjulA teno thoDo samaya tamArA mATe kADhe ane samAdhi mATe yogya vAMcana vagere kare to ThIka rahe. gharanA mANaso lAgaNIvazatAne lIdhe tamane dhIraja na ApI zake evuM paNa bane. kAraNa ke saMsAranA saMbaMdho ja evA che ke e paramArthane bhUlAvI de, e to sahaja jagata svabhAva che, emAM navInatA nathI. paNa sAcA snehIjana banavuM hoya to teo paNa hRdaya majabUta banAvI, saMsAranA saMbaMdhonI nazvaratA vicArI, tamArA AtmAnI vadhu ciMtA kare. gharamAM badhAya buddhizALI, samaju, vicArazIla che. duniyAmAM keTalAyane e mArge jatA joyA che, ApaNe paNa eja mArga levAno che evuM samaje che. A to ApaNane cetAvI denAra roga che, eTale pahelethI AtmajAgRti mATe ciMtA karavAnI zakyatA che. adhyavasAyane svaccha ane sthira banAvavA, keLavavAno samaya rahe che. hArTapheIlavALA kahevA rahI zakatA nathI ke huM jAuM chuM game te hAlatamAM ekAeka kALa upADI jAya che, mananI bhAvanA manamAM rahI jAya che. jasubahena puNyazALI che jethI Avo roga AvatAM pahelAM deva-gurune oLakhI tenI bhaktimAM cittane joDI dIdhuM che jethI A avasare ArtadhyAnathI bacavAnI taka maLI zake tema che. bIjuM-sanmArge dravya kharcavAnI tamArI bhAvanA jANI AnaMda thayo. hetu samajIne kharcazo to anumodanAno ane RNamuktino AnaMda vadhaze ane puNyabhAtu potAnA hAthe ja taiyAra thaze. kharekhara to A badhI tamArI teyArI ghaNIja agamacetI sAthe AtmajAgRtinI che tenI ame khUbaja anumodanA karIe chIe. tamArI nabaLA mananI paristhiti ame najare joyelI ane anubhavelI che, chatAM jyAre dardaja evuM AvyuM che ke bhAvi najara AgaLa khaDuM thaI jAya, evA samayamAM paNa tamArI samyagu samajaNanA kAraNe jIve pahoLI karIne pAtharelI bAjI sameTI letA ane bIjA navA gharamAM rahevA mATe sArI sAmagrI bhegI karavAnI taiyArIne sUcavatA vicAro jANI amone saMtoSa thayo che. bahena ! jarAya muMjhAzo nahi. tamArA zarIranI, mananI tathA AtmAnI paristhitinA samAcAra tamArAthI lakhI zakAya to jaNAvatA rahezo. na lakhI zakAya to bebI agara rAjulA pAse paNa lakhAvazo. dravya kharacavA vipe. amadAvAdamAM ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM tame nakkI karelA rUpiyA bharI dezo to paNa siddhagirimAM sadupayoga karavAnuM kArya tamAruM thaI jaze. bAkInA rUpiyA mATe garIbone dAna te anukaMpA dAna che temAM paNa rUpiyA vAparI zakAya. mUka prANIone kasAIne tyAMthI choDAvI abhayadAnamAM vAparI zakAya. sAta kSetramAM vAparI zakAya. A traNemAM hetu vicArI te ApaNe karelA kAryanI anumodanA karavAthI AtmAmAM tevA zubha saMskAra sAthe Ave che ane puNyaprApti sAdhakano aMtarnAda 222 Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya che. anukaMpA dAna kharekhara to te jIvonA duHkhathI kaMpatA ApaNA hRdayanI zAMti mATe che. hRdaya kaMpa kaThora hRdayavALAne thato nathI paNa dareka jIva ApaNI jemaja sukha duHkhano anubhava karanAra che ethI tenA duHkhathI ApaNuM hRdaya kaMpe che. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM vacana che ke ApaNI jema ja sarva jIvone sukha game che, du:kha gamatuM nathI. anukaMpAthI bhagavAnanI te vANIno sAkSAtkAra thAya che. abhayadAna - maravuM koIne gamatuM nathI, jIvavuM game che tene maravAnuM hatuM temAMthI jIvavA mATe ApaNuM dravya ApavAthI jIvitadAna nAme moTuM dAna thAya che. sAtakSetra - e ApaNA upakArI arihaMta paramAtmAe jIvonA upakArane arthe sthApelA "zAsana' nAmanI saMsthAnAM sAta kSetro che, tenuM rakSaNa, pracAra ane saddhara rAkhavA mATe tana, mana, dhanano upayoga thAya teTalA pramANamAM te upakArInuM yatkiMcit RNa vALyAno saMtoSa mAnI zakAya. kaMI paNa mUMjhavaNa thAya to jaNAvazo. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM smaraNa ane zaraNa eka sekaMDa paNa na visaravuM, samAdhi tyAMthI maLaze. 20. bhA.zu. 7 dharmalAbha ! rAjulAnA patramAM hatuM ke jasubahenane dIna pratidina pIDA vadhatI jAya che. to bahena ! sahana karavAmAM hiMmata hArazo nahi. samAdhi jALavavA mATe AvI pIDAmAM bhagIratha puruSArtha karavo paDaze. A puruSArtha manano ja karavAno che. karma pariNAma sAthe eka vakhata to laDI levAno nirNaya karyo ja chUTako che. kemake karma ApaNA potAnA ja karelAM che emAM to be mata nathI, to kema mAre tyAM AvyA? zuM kAma AvyA? ema bolI zakAya tema nathI. to Avo, mArI pAse paNa ghaNI sAmagrI che tevA samaye AvyA cho mATe A samaye mArI ja jIta che, devAdhideva vitarAga paramAtmA mArI sahAyamAM che, temanuM zAsana-dharma mane maLyo che, temaNe mane zikhavADayuM che ke sahana karI le pachI tenI pAchaLa ghaNuM sukha che eTale have huM nizcita chuM vagere vicAra dhArA manane majabUta banAvazo. bahena tame vahelAM cetyA cho sAthe Atma jAgRti paNa ghaNI che, sadgati sadhAya e ja lakSya rAkhI prabhunuM nAma smaraNarUpa auSadhi choDazo nahi. "roga jarA mRtyu vakhate nahi trANe dharma vinA" gharanAM paNa badhA samaju cho saMbaMdho badhA vinazvara che, ApaNuM kAMI ja cAle nahi evI karmasattA nIce dabAyeluM AkhuM jagata tathA ApaNe chIe. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 223 Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 amarelI. dharmalAbha ! hAla mananI zuddhi rahe te mATe pUrvanA je kAMI mana, vacana, kAyAthI thayelA prabhunI AjJA viruddhanA vartAvanI prabhu pAse mAphI mAMgI levI, bIjA badhAM svajana vagere sarvanI sAthe thayelI ApaNI bhUlonI mAphI mAgavI. jene ApaNe kSamApanA kahIe chIe te karI levuM. vaira virodha koInAma para thaI gayo hoya tene bhUlI javo agara tenI pAse kSamA mAMgI levI. A eka ArAdhanAnuM aMga che. A eka nAnakaDuM pustaka che te vAMcI tamArA AtmAne yogya doravaNI maLaze e AzayathI mokaluM chuM. je bhAIno anubhava che tene ame sAMbhaLelA che. prabhunA nAma smaraNamAM zuM camatkAra che te emAM jANavA maLaze, paNa sAthe je cAra vastu lakhelI che tenI khAmI ApaNane e anubhava thavA detI nathI. ghera phoTA AgaLa caityavaMdana vagere vidhi karI kRtArthatA anubhavavI. anukaMpAdAna koI paNa jaina - jainetara game te garIba, duHkhI, dInane ApI zakAya che. 29 kA.zu. 4 dharmalAbha ! mAnasika svasthatA kevI che ? darda evuM AvyuM che eTale pIDA to thavAnI ja. emAM Azcarya nathI. mAtra Azcarya, pIDA hovA chatAM cittane pIDAmAMthI kheMcI dharmamAM joDo temAM che tamAre evo vicAra na karavo ke ekAgratA thatI nathI. AvI zarIranI viSama avasthAmAM karma cittane pIDA bAju khece ane dhArmika lAgaNI dharma tarapha bhagavAnamAM khece, emAM Azcarya che. ane ekAgratA to ema prayatna karatAM karatAM ociMtI sahajabhAve Avaze. game tevI pIDA Ave paNa bIjAne kahI rAkhavuM arihaMtanuM nAma yAda karAve. pA kalAka dhUna macAvavI emAM khUba layalInatA Avaze. 30 mA.zu. 6, junAgaDha dharmalAbha ! tamArI samAdhinA samAcAra jANavAnI ItejArI che to jaNAvazo. anaMta upakArI arihaMta paramAtmAne eka kSaNa paNa na visarazo. dardanI pIDAmAM rAhata haze. pIDAmAM citta javAnuM paNa tene puruSArtha karI paramAtmAnA nAma smaraNamAM joDavAnuM. A kArya niraMtara prayatnapUrvaka karavAnI jarUra che. narakanAM duHkho karatAM kaMI guNI ochI pIDA A che. A jIva nArakI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 224 Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thayo tyAre te duHkhone anubhavyA che, paNa Aje te anubhava yAda nathI eTale A pIDAo asahya lAge che, ghaNI anukULa sAmagrI vacce azubha karma bhogavAya che, ane AvI pIDAmAM AzvAsana ApanAruM prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM che. jethI navA gADha pApa karmo bAMdhatAM AtmA bacI zake tema che. karmabaMdha koI paNa bhUlathI thayo che. have tene samabhAve bhogavye ja chUTako che. AvA to anaMta bhavo thaI gayA. anaMta kALamAM pIDAo yAtanAo duHkha ghaNAM sahana karavAnuM banyuM che. paNa A bhavamAM samaja sAthe pIDAo AvI che eTale ArttadhyAnanuM kAraNa to na ja banAvuM evo nizcaya karazo. khaMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utarI tyAre e vicAra kare che ke mArAM karmo khapAvavAmAM sahAyaka mAro upakArI A cAmaDI utAranAra che. ApaNe to kayAM evo vipAka bhogavavAno che ? to paNa sahana nathI thatuM. 31 mA.va. 6, junAgaDha jazubahena, dharmalAbha ! na tamAro javAba mane turata maLyo paNa saMtoSakAraka na maLyo. je manuSya jIvana devo paNa niraMtara jhaMkhe che. tyAMnI UMcAmAM UMcI bhogavilAsanI sAmagrI tuccha lAge che. kAraNa A eka ja jIvana evuM che ke dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM parataMtratA nathI. devalokamAM deva jIvana evuM che ke tana-mana banne parataMtra che. dharma karavo hoya to sukha sAmagrI ADe Ave. devane prabhu bhakti karavI hoya to bIjA rUpe javuM paDe. tene vartana ane vicAranuM baMdhana che. ApaNe vartana ane vicAra mATe svataMtra chIe. paNa mAnava jIvananI kiMmatI paLone kyA mArge laI javI e nirNaya ApaNe pote ja karavAno che. A zarIra ghaNuM puNya kharcIne meLavyuM che. tenuM vaLatara levAnuM zuM nakkI karyuM che ? ApaNI hoziyArIno upayoga tenA hADakAmAMthI paNa kasa kADhI levAmAM karavo khUba jarUrI che. manane je game te karavAmAM to toTo maLavAno. manane ATalI jiMdagImAM vadhu abhyAsa bIjo maLyo che. A eka nahi paNa aneka bhavo bIjA abhyAsamAM gayA che, je hAla vagara preraNAe mana rasa letuM hoya che. paNa have e kayAM sudhI ? je bhavamAM aneka sAdharmiko, gurujano ApaNA AtmAnI ciMtA karanAra maLyA, preraka sAmagrI maLI, sAthe sAthe ApaNA zarIre ja hAkala pADI ke cetI le tane pahelethI khabara ApuM chuM ne samaya ApuM chuM. je kAMI sArabhUta sAthe levuM hoya to laI le. have je pramAda thAya te amane paNa pAlave tema nathI. ame arihaMta paramAtmAnA AdezathI tamArA uddhAranuM kAma mAthe lIdhuM che. have tamane saMsAranA kAryamAM ane vinazvara dehamAM rasa nahi levA daIe. kema parama pitA, ananya upakArI, bhavobhavanA sathavArA arihaMta paramAtmAnuM nAma na game ? game che to kema dhyAna na rahe ? saMsAranI kaI vastumAM have rasa che ? bhavabhramaNano kaMTALo Avyo hoya to paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM levuM ja paDaze. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 225 Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ATalI sAmagrI vacce paNa A bhUlyA to amUlya maLeluM jIvana nakAmuM, phero nakAmo gayo samajavo. have to tamAre khUba jAgRti rAkhavI paDaze. satsaMganI jarUra che mATe je maLavA Ave tenI pAse dharmanI vAtonI mAMgaNI karyA karavI. saMgane sat banAvavA mATe tamAre paNa puruSArtha karavo paDaze. bIjI vAta karanArane kahI devuM, bhAI ! atyAra sudhI e ciMtA karI. have enuM kAma ene karavA do. mAruM kAma Atma samAdhinuM baLa meLavavA mATe che tevI vAta karo. bahAranI koI bAbata AtmAne aDe nahi tevo abhyAsa karavAthI AtmAmAM samAdhi pragaTa thAya che. AtmAmAM eka 2sa thavuM, sthira thavuM te samAdhi, jene samarasIbhAva kahevAya che. paNa ahIM e vAta nathI. te to lokottara vastu che. paNa ApaNe zarIranI pIDAmAM ke saMsAranAM baMdhanomAM eka 2sa thaI ArtadhyAna raudradhyAnamAM na paDI jaIe ane dharmadhyAnamAM citta rAkhIe e rUpa samAdhi rAkhavI. samAdhi prabhunA nAma smaraNathI maLe. IcchAe ke anicchAe paNa namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karyA karo tenAthI samAdhi jarUra maLaze. maMdavADano kaMTALo Ave che ke jIvavAno ? bebI, bAbo zrAvaka nathI kaMTALyA ne tame zuM karavA kaMTALo cho ? roga Ave che te potAne ja sahana karavAno che, koI laI zakatuM nathI. zAMti paNa eka dharmaja ApI zake che, mATe temAMthI ja zAMti meLavavA prayatna karo. tamAruM zarIra have kAma Ape tema nathI mATe vANI ane manane sadA dharmamAM jAgatAM rAkho. eka kSaNa paNa nakAmI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkho ane te mATe tamAre pote ja saMkalpa dRDha karavo paDaze. tamArI IcchA, saMkalpa AgaLa traNa jagatanuM paNa cAlatuM nathI. AkhA jagata karatAM paNa potAnI IcchAnuM baLa vadhAre che. tamArI IcchA hoya to ArtadhyAna karo, tamArI IcchA hoya to dharmadhyAna karo. jApano prayatna karavA chatAM bAjue rahI jAya che. temAM tamArI tevI majabUta IcchA nathI mATe tema bane che. sadgati meLavavI che, jJAnInI AjJA pramANe jIvavuM che, evo dRDha saMkalpa karo. A baLa haju nathI khUTayuM tyAM sudhI mana pAsethI kAma kADhI lo. samaya che cUkazo nahi. mane vegavALI ArAdhanAnA zubha samAcAra atre ja Apazo. 32 dharmalAbha ! nAhiMmata thavAnI jarUra nathI. A zarIra ApaNuM nathI. enI mudata purI thaze tyAre te javAnuM ja che. tame to arihaMta bhagavAnane paDakhe rAkhyA hazene ? chellI ghaDI sudhI bhagavAnane paDakhe rAkhavA enuM nAma samAdhi. arihaMta bhagavAnanuM nAma na laI zakAya to paNa temanI zaraNAgati na choDavI. temanA zaraNe rahenArane bhavano bhaya hoto nathI ane hoya to raheto nathI. temanA zaraNAgatanI nizce sadgati sAdhakano aMtarnAda 226 mA.va. 8, junAgaDha Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja thAya che. tame to Aja sudhImAM ghaNuM samajayA cho, AtmAne temAM sthira karyo che to tame manane nirbaLa zA mATe banAvo cho? je tamArA (AtmA ane prabhu) che te tamArI sAthe ja che ane te ja rakSaka che, te ja deva che te ja guru che to ciMtA zI? tamAre A bhavamAM prabhunA nAma smaraNa sivAya saMsAranuM koI kAma bAkI rahyuM che ? je kAma bAkI hoya te badhuM vosirAvI dejo. koInI lAgaNIomAM kheMcAzo nahi to ja tame svastha rahI zakazo. evo AtmavizvAsa jarUra keLavavo ke huM jayAM jaIza tyAM arihaMta bhagavAna jarUra maLaze. prabhu tenA bhaktane maLyA vinA rahetA nathI. evuM tenuM agAdha vAtsalya che. tame bhale rAjulAbahena ke suzIlAbahena nathI paNa arihaMta bhagavAnane mAthe rAkhanAra puNyAtmA jarUra cho. arihaMta bhagavAnanA khoLAmAM ja huM sUtI chuM evo bhAva rAkhavo. jethI zAMtino anubhava thaze ane mana nirbhaya banaze. tamArI pIDAno jayAre vicAra karIe tyAre manane Azcarya thAya che ke A pIDA tame kevI rIte sahana karatAM hazo? khUba ja anumodanA thAya che. jarUra pUrvanA koI paNa bhavamAM evuM duSkRtya jANatAM ajANatAM thaI gayuM che. tenAthI baMdhAyeluM karma atyAre udayamAM AvyuM che atyAre karma jeTaluM udayamAM Ave che teTaluM tame bhogavI rahyA cho paNa je bAkI rahyuM hoya te mATe te bhavanA karelA duSkRtyanI prabhu pAse niMdA karI kSamA mAgo, jethI bAkI raheluM karma khapatuM jAya ane atyAre paNa karma bhogavatAM je kAMI Arta dhyAna thatuM hoya tenI prabhu pAse kSamA mAMgavI. 33 jUnAgaDha. dharmalAbha ! jo ke darda evuM che ke tame nA jaNAvo to paNa anumAna karI zakAya ke pIDA vadhatI haze. paNa AvuM darda AvatAM pahelAM tame dharmane pAmyA cho te tamAro mahAna puNyodaya che dharma pAmyA pahelAM darda AvyuM hota to prabhunuM smaraNa paNa durlabha banI jAta. zarIra ane AtmA kSIra - nIranI jema che eTale zarIrane pIDA thAya ke tarata AtmAne pIDAno anubhava thAya che. AtmA temAMthI mukta thaI zakato nathI. paNa te vakhate temAM rahelA ApaNA upayogane ApaNe badalIe to teTalo samaya pIDAne bhUlI prabhumAM citta joDI zakAya. ethI arati karIne je navuM azubha karma bAMdhIe chIe te aTakI navuM puNya baMdhAya che ane dharmamAM citta sthira thavAthI te vakhate zubha saMskAro paDe che. te bIjA bhavamAM udayamAM AvI dharmanI sAmagrI prApta karAve che. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 227 Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 phA.va. 1, jUnAgaDha. dharmalAbha! tamAruM kArDa caudasanuM lakheluM Aje maLyuM che ane TapAla pAMca vAge nIkaLI jAya che eTale kadAca mArI TapAla tamone moDI maLaze ema lAge che paNa aMtarathI AziSa to A TapAla maLI ke vAMcIne turata ja ApyA che. bahena ! tame zaMkA na karazo. tamAro AtmA ja temAM sAkSIbhUta che. tamArA zabdo "huM paMca parameSThi bhagavaMtane samarpita thaI gaI chuM' e ja kahe che ke have tame paMca parameSThine samarpita thaI zakyA cho, ane A ja manuSya jIvananuM phaLa che. tamArAthI jIvanamAM duHzakaya evuM eka moTuM kAma thaI gayuM che. je anAdinA saMsAra vAsita saMskArothI bhareluM hRdaya hatuM tenI zuddhi thaIne arihaMta paramAtmAne vAsa karavA yogya te banI gayuM. kemake hRdaya svaccha banyA vinA paramAtmAno vAsa thato nathI. samarpita thayA eTale have tamArAM badhAM vidano dUra thavAnAM. have tamAre koI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI, bAkI to vihvaLatA AvI jAya te koI moTI vastu nathI. e to mananI caMcaLatA kAma karI jAya. samarpita thavAmAM kacAza hoya to huM samarpita thaI gaI chuM, evo vizvAsa ja na jAge. 35 vai.va. 1, rAjakoTa. dharmalAbha ! Akho divasa ArtadhyAna vagara pasAra thato haze. citta pIDAmAM jAya paNa samatAno nAza na thavo joIe. samatA keLavanAra dareka pariSahomAMthI sahelAIthI pasAra thaI zake che. tamArA mATe A azAtA - pIDA vedanIya karmanI bhayaMkaratA keTalI che te batAve che. temAMthI samacitte pasAra thavAthI pUrvakRta ghaNAM karmono nAza thaI jaze. samatAnI sAthe dhIratA AvI ja jAya che. A samaye tenI khUba jarUra che. ane te tamArAmAM AvI che. bAra bAra mahinAthI eka sarakhI pIDita avasthA bhogavatAM je sahanazakti rAkhI che tevI rAkhazo. 3s vi.va. 10, rAjakoTa. dharmalAbha ! Aja sudhI tame ghaNI zAMti rAkhI darda sahana karyuM che, have kasoTI AvatI jAya che, hiMmata hArazo nahi. keTalA varSa sahana karavAnuM che? ane eTaluM sahana karavAmAM lAbha keTalo? e vicArazo. koI paNa rIte darda sahana to karavuM ja paDaze to prasannatAthI zA mATe sahana na karavuM? jethI navuM duHkha UbhuM sAdhakano aMtarnAda 228 Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na thAya. citta pIDAmAM jAya tyAre 'arihaMta' A cAra akSaranuM raTaNa karavuM. Aja sudhI tame jAte samAdhi rAkhI zakayA have jAte nA rahe to bIjAnI sahAya levI, paNa gAphela na banazo. puNyaprakAzanuM stavana sAMbhaLavuM, bIjA stavana, sajajhAya vairAgya janaka sAMbhaLavA. A avasara cUkazo to anaMta janma maraNa AMkha sAme UbhA ja che. A eka maraNa sudharaze to anaMta janma maraNa aTakaze. eka samAdhi maraNamAM eTalI tAkAta che. 30 dharmalAbha ! tamone pIDA asahya vadhI gaI che. tevA samAcAra jANyA, eTale tamArI asamAdhinI ciMtA thAya che. jo ke tamArA dardo tamArA AtmAne pIDA sahana karavAno ghaNo abhyAsa karAvyo, pUrva bhavamAM te abhyAsa ocho thayo haze paNa A bhavamAM to arihaMta paramAtmAe (temanA nAme) tamane sahAro Apyo, jethI tame AvI asahya pIDA sahana karI zakayA cho, sahana karatAM - karatAM te pIDAne kayA dhyAnano viSaya banAvavo e aciMtya zaktinA dhaNI AtmAnA hAthamAM che. jo zarIranA vicAramAM paDayA to ArtadhyAnano viSaya banaze, ane zarIra e karmakRta che, karmaphala che, te AtmAthI eka judI cIja che, te mAruM (AtmAnuM) nathI. me mAruM mAnIne tenI ghaNI sAra saMbhALa karI pALyuM, podhyuM paNa teNe mane ATalo herAna karyo ane chevaTe mane dago daI rahyuM che te sAkSAt anubhavuM chuM e dhyAnano viSaya banAvazo to dharmadhyAna thaze, ane pIDAthI kaMTALI te zarIrathI chUTI pIDA mukata thavAno vicAra ArtadhyAna che. prazamarekhAzrIjInI pIDA tame joI che tevI pIDA AgaLa samaju ane zANA mANasanuM paNa kaMI cAlatuM nathI. paNa temanI jhaMkhanA hatI samAdhi maraNanI. jo eka maraNa sudharI jAya to anaMta janma maraNanI paraMparA aTakI jAya. A AkhA bhavanI chellI paLa hasate moDhe jAya pachI to pachInA bhavonI bahu ciMtA nahi. ahIMthI pUrepuruM cUkavyA vinA gayA to kayA kSetramAM, kevI paristhitimAM, kevA saMyogomAM te bharavAno vakhata Avaze, te kAMI nakkI nathI. mAno ke ahIMthI gayA paNa jIve karmo bAMdhyAM che te to cheDo choDavAnA nathI. to A samajaNamAM deva - guru maLI gayA. vaLI tevI puNyAI bhogavI rahyA cho ane cAre bAju tamArI sevA karatAM koI kaMTALyuM nathI. tevA anukULa vAtAvaraNamAM jo karmano hisAba (devuM) jeTaluM bharavAno vakhata Avyo teTaluM bharatI vakhate mana taiyArI kare to AtmA to taiyAra ja che, eTale manane ja samajAvavAnuM rahyuM ke karme je pratikULa paristhiti sarjI che tene sahI levAmAM prasanna rahevA mATe sahAya kara. vai.va. OIL, rAjakoTa. ame tyAM AvI zakayA nahi te paNa te karme ja bhAva bhajavyo che. zuM karIe e karmane ? te je paristhitimAM mUke tene vadhAvI laIe to ja tenAthI chUTAya. arihaMta paramAtmA pAse prArthanA karajo ke A pIDA sahana karavAnI zakti Apa ane samAdhinI mAMgaNI karajo. sAdhakano aMtarnAda 229 Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAne pariSado ane upasargo kevA prasanna haiye sahana karyA che, temanI pAse mAMgo ke e zaktino eka aMza Apo to huM jItI jAuM ! naraka ane tiryaMcanA zarIro paNa A AtmAe dhAraNa karyA che tyAre teNe zuM zuM sahana nathI karyuM? jo tenuM jJAna thaI jAya ane tamArA anubhavelA bhavo dekhAya to A pIDA tenI pAse mAmulI lAge. A paNa eka cAnsa che duHkho - pIDAo sahana karavAno, abhyAsa karavA dvArA AtmAnI aMdara daDha saMskAra pADavAno, pachI jayAre jayAre (parabhavamAM) duHkha pIDAkAraka karmo udayamAM Avaze tyAre te bhogavatAM AtmA navo azubha karmabaMdha nahi kare, ane nirjarA ghaNI thaze. asahanazIlatA vagere vidano je AtmAne karma mukitamAM ADe Ave che te aTakI jaze. tamane je je vicAro Ave te khuzIthI lakhazo. gurune badhuM jaNAvI zakAya. dardanI pIDAnuM khAsa lakhazo. to amane patra lakhavAnI preraNA thAya. patra vAMcI zubha dhyAnamAM citta lAge e ja abhilASA. 38 je.va. vaLI, rAjakoTa. dharmalAbha ! maNIbahenanI Akhara sthiti jevuM che eTale tyAM patra lakhavAmAM samaya pUro thaI jAya che tethI tamane lakhI zakAtuM nathI. navakAra gaNyA, puNyAI vadhI, bAra mahinA vadhu jIvyA. te konA mATe jIvyA ! baMgalo, bagIcAnuM mamatva karavA? tame bacyA cho vadhu navakAramaya thavA mATe to je kAMI mamatva thaI gayuM tenI navakAra pAse mAphI mAgI lezo ane vadhu navakAra gaNI vadhu puNya upArjana karajo ke je mokSamAM jaldI laI jAya. savAre sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAna pAse javAnI bhAvanA karavI. bhAvanA vagara koI uttama vastunI prApti thatI nathI ane bhAva karyA pachI te vastu prApta thayA vagara rahetI nathI. 39 a.va. 2, rAjakoTa. dharmalAbha ! gaI kAlanA suzIlAbahenanA patramAM hatuM ke tame bebhAna thaI gayA hatA. tamAre have saMbhaLAvanAranI khoTa paDI che. tame svastha ho to navakAravALI bAMdhI hAtha upara na phAve to saMkhyA vinA jayAM sudhI gaNAya tyAM sudhI navakAra Akho gaNyA karavo. Akho na gaNI zakAya tevI paristhitimAM navakAranuM paheluM pada gaNyA karavuM. chevaTe "arihaMta' e cAra akSaranI dhUna lagAvavI. e dhUnanA abhyAsathI arihaMta arihaMta karatAM samAdhi maraNanI tamArI bhAvanA pUrI thaze. A navakAranA akSaromAM ja evI sAdhakano aMtarnAda 230 Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jabbara zakita che ke sarva pApano, duHkhano, vipattino nAza thAya. paNa samarpita bhAve gaNanArane enI zaktino anubhava thaI zake. sarvasva mAruM te ja che evuM ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa bole tyAre ApaNA AtmAmAM samarpaNano bhAva jAgI zake. mRtyuthI to have tame DaratA nathI eTaluM to tamAruM manobaLa daDha A parameSThi bhagavaMtoe banAvI dIdhuM che. have phakata zarIra kAma na karI zake tevuM chatAM haju mana saMsAranAM kAryomAM rasa le che tene pheravavAnuM che. ghara vyavasthita tame rAkhI zako tema nathI chatAM mana phakata vicAro karI karma bAMdhe che. have kayAM sudhI ghara ane kampAunDamAM citta rAkhavuM che? AMkha baMdha thaze pachI temAMnI eka paNa vastu tamArI nathI e vastu sArI rIte samajayA pachI enI anityatA upara vairAgya nathI Avato ? vyavasthita ApaNuM rAkheluM kazuM ya rahyuM nathI. tamAruM zarIra paNa vyavasthita rahyuM nathI to bIjI vastu mATe to zuM kahevuM? DokaTare tamane gaI sAlamAM javAnuM thaze evuM kahI dIdheluM. paNa arihaMta paramAtmAnI kRpAthI tame bacI gayA cho to A AkhuM varSa tamane vadhu jIvavAnuM maLyuM. e varSanA divaso, kalAko, miniTo, keTalA kiMmatI che ema tamane na lAgyuM? e divasono upayoga zemAM karavAnI pharaja paDe che ? eka eka miniTane prabhunA nAma smaraNathI, darzanathI, pUjanathI saphaLa banAvavI e tamArA hAthamAM che. darzana karavA javAya che? karma to maherabAnI tyAre kare ke dharma tarapha tamAruM mana jhUke. ApaNe tyAM to sUtAM sUtAM paNa mahAmaMtranA smaraNAdithI tamArA manane bharI do to paNa dharma thaI zake tevuM che. azakta na karI zake tema nahi. zaktizALIe yathAzakti zarIrathI anuSThAno dvArA manane dharmathI puSTa banAvavAnuM che. - zarIramAM ane saMsAramAM mana vadhu jatuM rahe to paNa bahu mUMjhAvAnI jarUra nathI. gayelAne pAchuM lAvIne paramAtmAmAM joDavuM. paramAtmAnI sAthe maLavAmAM je AnaMda che te anubhavyo? tyAM AnaMda Avaze tyAre saMsAramAMthI ochuM thaze. hamaNAM to rAjAlA maNIbahenamAM che. tamArI pAse sAdharmika koNa ? navakAranI sobata vadhu karo. saMyogo dharma mATenA anukULa banI jaze. sArI jhaMkhanA che eTale phaLaze. sAdhakano aMtanada 231 Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * mArI noMdha * sAdhakano aMtarnAda Jain Education Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -sarvanuM bhapha IcchanA, sarvanuM kalyANa - umatA , , tavaMnuM 13bha jhaMkhatA ane saMvaMja | ma mAtA, aAtma sAdhanAnA apama nA dharDa, thA nma mUrti, kSamA dharmanA A dha6 nejasvI nomane, pra. pAsavartha phI bhathaMkara tvajaa jI mahArAja Apa amArA sarvanuM laka pharanArA jA ! Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ noudal Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gIranAyanA chellAA~na za Mkhezvara taraph bihAra 2017_2 23-7 jA-prakhama ni samavALA jatA rastAmAM 22 koI dikhAvo giranAra, have mane koI dekhAyA ranara tyAM to birAjenema prabhujI, rAjulanAbharatAra - have mana dRzya za samarUM, pala pala samarUM, visare nAMya lagna, have mane dhyAna dharI have kurma khapAyuM, pAmuM AnaMda apAra have mana tema prabhunuM samaraNa karavA, yu ullase apAra - have mana sahasAvanameM saMyama lIdhA, kurma khapAvyA dhAtI cAra have mana devalajJAna pAmI rbhAva jIvane, dezanA dIya jaladhAra, 5 mane teSTa bhUminuM sparzana karatAM, kurma khapAvyA meM sAra. have mane phula javA che tA haLavA thaIne na pArasa darabAra, have mAtR viTA jaIna dhyAnanI puSTi, karI? zudhdhAtma vicAra, have mane sajAnaMdanI mIThI madhurI, pAmIza laTa apAra. have mana p bI, pAnazrI Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e girivarane sevatAM, Atamaniramala thAya 0] ]]] chaLI u0 sAdhakanA pUrvasarjana www.lainelibrary.org