Antar Vaibhav

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divyagyan Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005891/1

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citrabhAnuM.

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AM ta ra ve bha va : pravacanakAra : pU. munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja citrabhAnu '

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prakAzaka : kAntilAla nahAlacaMda divya jJAna saMgha kavInsa yU, vAlakezvara muMbaI - 6 mUlya : rU. 1=50 suka : kevalya zAha lipinI prinTarI 380, giragAma reDa muMbaI - 4

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dhanya paLa candranI cAMdanI kumudanA hRdayane khele che te sUryanAM kiraNe kamaLanA haiyAne ughADe che paNa pU. gurudeva zrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrInI vANI yugayugathI biDAyelAM mAnavahadane vikasAve che. emanI preraka premALa vANIthI Aje keNa ajANyuM che? emanI vANI sAMbhaLavI e jIvananI sarvottama paLa che. A prabhAvaka vANIe hajAre nahi, lAkhe hRdayane mAnavatA ane ahiMsAnA prakAzathI bhaya che. pU. gurudevazrInuM saM. 2024nuM cAturmAsa pATI zrI kalyANa. pArzvanAthanA upAzraye hatuM. pravacanamAM zrotAvarga vadhate ja gaye. cAlu divasomAM paNa pravacanakhaMDa sAMkaDe paDavA lAge. ravivAranuM te pUchavuM ja zuM ? mUMjhavaNa hatI. - zrI mahetA kuTuMba pUjyazrInI bhakita mATe jANItuM che. emaNe AvIne pUjyazrIne vinaMtI karI: "amAruM rokSI thiyeTara A mATe na cAle ? gurudeva ! sahuno sthAna Apa ApanAM pagalAMthI pAvana karo te amAruM A sthAna pAvana na kare? AMtaravaibhavanI pravacanamALA rekSImAM zarU thaI. khurazIomAM samAvA uparAMta vadhatA jatA zrotAone zakya eTalI badhI ja sagavaDa mahetA baMdhuoe ApI. uparanI gelerImAM, nIce gAlIcA bichAvIne zrotAone

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samAvyA ane sarvatra vanivardhakayaMtranI beThavaNI karI. zrotAo maMtramugdha banI sAMbhaLatA ja rahyA. tyAM ApelAM pravacanamAMthI prathamanAM ATha pravacane je divyadIpamAM pragaTa thatAM rahyAM che te A pustikAmAM parvanA TANe akSaradeha pAme che. - A amRtavacanane atyaMta zrama laI Tepa parathI utArI ApavA badala ku. vasalAbahena amInane AbhAra saheje manAI jAya che. pU. gurudevanA Azayane jANatAM ajANatAM koI anyAya thaye hoya te ame kSamA cAhIe chIe. saMvatsarI mahAparva saM. 2025 li. | divya jJAna saMghanA TrasTIo

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.. vrajatyadhaH prayAtyucarnara: svagva karmabhiH / lAva: Hca thana: prAgaTaTY : // rastAmAM be dazya joyAM. keTalAka kaDiyAe bhegA thaI eka makAna bAMdhI rahyA hatA. keTalAka majUro kR dI rahyA hatA. banne potAnAM tana ane manane upayogamAM laI rahyA hatA paNa bannenAM sarjana judAM hatAM. makAna bAMdhanArA, prAsAda sarjana karanArA kaDiyAe jema jema makAna bAMdhatA gayA tema tema te upara ne upara, prakAzamAM, AkAzamAM AgaLa vadhatA gayA. kUvo khodanArA majUre jema jema khADe chedatA gayA tema tema te nIce ne nIce, aMdhakAramAM UMDA ne UMDA UtaratA gayA. zrama banne kare che paNa zramanI preraka rUpa sAdhanA bhinna che ane pariNAma paNa juduM che. ekanA zramathI avakAzamAM javAya che, prakAza prati prayANa che, sajana thAya che; bIjAnA zramathI khADo khodAya che, nIce javAya che, aMdhakAramAM javAya che. mANasanA jIvanamAM AvuM ja kAMIka jovA maLe che. mANasane je vicAra che, karma che, kriyA che, vartana che enA vaDe dhAre te prAsAda bAMdhI, avakAzamAM ane prakAzamAM e jaI zake; ane bIjI rIte vALe to e khADo khodI ane gAmI bane che. mahApuruSoe kahyuM: 'reva karma mANasa Urdhvagati

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AMtaradhabhava 2 ke adhAti pAmatA hAya teA e khIjA kAine lIdhe nahi paNa peAtAnA ja kathI, peAtAnI ja kriyAthI pAme che. jIvanamAM UdhvagAmI ke adheAgAmI banavAnAM AdhAra ApaNAM kama upara che, ` ApaNI karaNI upara che. manuSya e mAtra hADa, cAma ane leAhInuM khAkhuM nathI, enI pAse kAI divya vastu che, jenA AMtaravaibhava anaMta che. e vaibhava tarapha mANasanI dRSTi jAya, e vaibhavane jANe, te Aja manuSya peAtAnA karmane sAmAnya, nimna ane tuccha gaNIne jIvanane nirAzAmaya khanAvI beTho che ene badale e peAtAnA jIvanane samRddha, suMdara ane AzAvaMta khanAvI zake. meATA bhAganA mAnavIe pachI e udyogapatie haiAya ke dhaMdhAdArI hAya, sahu peAtAnA jIvananI karaNIne mAtra vaitaru' samaje che; jIvana maLyuM che te pUruM karavuM, kAMI na karIe teA jIvana jAya kema ! ema samajI peAtAnA jIvanakAryane sAmAnya ane tuccha banAvI beThA che. A AMtaravaibhavanI vAta tamane samajAI jAya te pachI tamArI pratyeka kriyAmAM-khAvAnI haiAya ke sUvAnI -paribhramaNanI hAya ke pravAsanI - tamane ema ja lAgaze ke A kriyA dvArA huM mArA dehane TakAvI rAkhuM chuM, jenA vaDe huM jIvanaprAsAda nirmANa karI zaku. je deha dvArA prakAza ane avakAzane pAmI zakuM ema chu e dehanI aMdara teA prabhunA peAtAnA nivAsa che. dInabaMdhu enDrayujha iMglaeNnDanI zerIe zerIe pharatA ane je dArU pItA hAya, jugAra ramatA haiAya emane samajAvavA ane sudhAravA prayatna karatA. laMDananI eka galImAM eka jugArI dArUDiyeA hatA jene samajAvavA mATe dInakha dhu rAja jatA.

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AMtarabhava "mitra ! A tane zobhe ?" e roja kahetA. eka vakhata pelAe ciDAIne kahyuM: "huM tamane hAtha joDuM chuM, tamAro upadeza baMdha kare, mane tamArA bhagavAnamAM jarA ca vizvAsa nathI. te pachI rija A ne A vAta zuM karavA kare che ?" dInabaMdhue eTalI ja zraddhA ane zAMtithI kahyuM: "tArI vAta sAcI che. tane bhagavAnamAM vizvAsa nathI; paNa bhagavAnane tArAmAM vizvAsa che ja. te bhagavAnamAMthI viAvAsa gumAvyo che paNa bhagavAne hajI tArAmAMthI vizvAsa nathI gumAvyo !" pelo to A sAMbhaLI vicAramAM ja paDI gayo. eNe kahyuM: "pharI bole to!" "meM tane kahyuM nahi ke tane bhagavAnamAM vizvAsa nathI; paNa bhagavAnane tArAmAM vizvAsa che ja." "hajI vizvAsa che? mArAmAM ? jugArI dArUDiyAmAM vizvAsa che ?" "hA, prabhu jANe che, prakAza jANe che ke hajAro varSa jUnA aMdhakAramAM paNa prakAzane saMbhava che. guphAmAM bhale hajAra varSa jUnuM aMdhAruM hoya paNa prakAza kadI hArato nathI. prakAza pahoMce che ne ajavALuM prasarI jAya che. prakAzane petAnA ajavALAmAM zraddhA che. aMdhakAra game teTale nibiDa hoya to paNa Akhara e aMdhakAra che." mANasanA hRdayamAM game eTaluM aMdhAruM hoya, jIvana game eTaluM nimna haya, game teTalAM vyasane haiya, kharAbIo bharelI hoya tema chatAM paramAtmAne vizvAsa che ke game te kharAba mAnavI paNa eka divasa mATe raste AvavAne che." A ja kAraNe jJAnIne, divyatAnA anubhavIne, mAnavInA AMtaravaibhava upara vizvAsa che. mANasa bahArathI game eTale kharAba thaI jAya te paNa enI aMdara eka evuM suMdara tattva paDyuM che je ene sadA cetave che. meM ene joyA che. e hRdaya khole tyAre sAMbhaLavA

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AMtaravaibhava jevuM hoya che. "mahArAja ame saMtAne page paDIe chIe kAraNa ke amane manamAM thAya che ke amAruM jIvana kharAba che. ame lokone lUMTIe chIe kAraNa ke e bIjAne lUMTe che. e loke zaheramAM lUMTe che to ame emane jaMgalamAM lUMTIe chIe; e leke divase lUMTe che to ame emane rAtanA lUMTIe chIe. paNa tyAganA mArgane joIne amArA hRdayamAM ahobhAva jAge che." cera jevA corane paNa A anubhUti che, je sArI vastune cAhe che. duniyAmAM tamane evuM koI mANasa nahi maLe jenA jIvanamAM ekavAra paNa AMtaravaibhavanA anubhavanI suMdara abhIsA na jAgI hoya ! A abhIsAne ja ApaNe jagADavAnI che, pradIpta karavAnI che. A abhIsAne jema jema khAtara maLatuM jAya, siMcana maLatuM jAya tema tema e vadhAre ne vadhAre pradIpta ane projajavalita bane che. pradIpta ane prajavalita abhIsA e ja ApaNA samagra jIvananI AzAnuM dRSTibiMdu che. jIvananuM dayeya jaDI jAya te je jIvana jIve che emAM satata abhIpsAnI zikhA vadhatI ja jAya. "mArAmAM chupAyelo je AMtaravaibhava che ene huM kaI rIte pragaTAvuM !" ApaNAmAM je suMdara tattva che, e bhUlAI gayuM che. dunicAnI tuccha vastuo sAthe mAnasika rIte evA joDAI gayA chIe ke e joDANa ane Tevane kAraNe je paramajIvana ApaNane dekhAvavuM joIe ane enI sAthe saMbaMdha joDA joIe e ApaNe joDI zakatA nathI. laganuM joDANa vidyutapravAhathI juduM paDI jAya to baba hovA chatAM tyAM prakAza thato nathI. plaga jyAre mahAna vidyuta

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AMtaradaubhava pravAha sAthe joDAya che te e nAnakaDe baba prakAzathI jhagamagI #The che. baba nAnakaDe che, emAM mAtra sAmAnya tAMbAnA ja tAra che; paNa jyAre enuM joDANu vIjaLI (electricity) sAthe thAya che ke tarata enAmAM tejane saMcAra thAya che. je tAra sAme tame joI zakatA hatA tenI sAme have mITa paNa mADI zakatA nathI. e prakAzathI tamArI AMkha aMjAI jAya che. ba9ba ahIM che paNa enuM joDANa mahAna pAvara hAusa sAthe thayuM ane pAvara hAusanuM samagra teja A baTabamAM AvI gayuM. - ApaNuM sthaLa jIvana baba jevuM che. e paramaprakAzanI sAthe joDAya te prakAzathI sabhara banI jAya. mANasa jayAre A paramaprakAza sAthenuM joDANa gumAvI bese che tyAre te eka sAmAnya mANasa bane che. pachI to AhAra, nidrA, bhega ane parigrahane Dhagalo vadhArI prasiddhi meLavavAnI doDAdoDamAM ja e enuM jIvana samApta kare che - ApaNuM jIvanayAtrA e mAtra A pacAsa ke se varSane gALo nathI, A to eka visAme che. ApaNuM yAtrA anatathI zarU thaI che ane ApaNuM prayANa anaMta prati che. mAnavajIvana sittera varSanuM hoya ke so varSanuM hoya paNa e eka ArAma levAnuM sthAna che, yAtrAne aMta nathI. Longfellow e kahyuM : "Dust thou art and dust returnest Was not spoken of the soul " miTTImAMthI sarajAyo, maLaze miTTInI mAMhya - e kIdhuM kAyA kAje AtmAne mRtyu nhAya. dhULamAMthI Avyo ane dhULamAM maLI javAne, e vAta AtmA mATe nathI kahI. e vAta to dehane lAgu paDe che. AtmAne

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AMtaravaibhava to satata AgaLa vadhavAnuM che, e te yAtrika che. jayAM sudhI ApaNuM jAta nirmaLa ane ujajavaLa na bane tyAM sudhI aM yAtrA cAlu rahevAnI. A jAta divya banatAM aMtaramAM je alaukika zAMti, sukha ane AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya te varNavI. na jAya. te mATe sAdhanAnI jarUra paDe che. tame jANe che ke mahine pAMcasothI hajAra rUpiyA meLavavA mATe chavvIsa divasa sudhI zeThanI ophise barAbara dasathI sAMjanA cha sudhI kAma karavuM paDe che, tyAre AkhA mahinAmAM zu maLe che ? mAtra pAMcase ke hajAra rUpiyA. . - ApaNe paramajIvananI prApti karavAnI che. ene mATe kAMI karavAnuM nahi? zuM ema ne ema paramAtmAnI prApti thaI jAya. mAnavI chalanAmAM paDyo che. jarUra paDe tyAre tahevArane divase maMdire jAya, lokalAjanI khAtara DuM dAna de ane AtmasaMtoSa meLave. A AtmasaMtoSa to eka jAtanI UMgha che. jAgRta banIne vicAre te khyAla Avaze ke kharekhara, zuM ATalethI jIvana darzana thaze ? je jIvanane pAmavA mATe sAdhanA karavI paDI e zuM Ama ja prApta thaze ? | tilakanA pUtaLAne prasaMga yAda Ave che. muMbaInI : myunisipAliTIe nakkI karyuM ke pATI upara tilakanuM pUtaLuM mUkavuM. ghaNA zilpIone bolAvyA, emAMthI eka zilpI, jeNe ghaNuM varSo sudhI sAdhanA karelI tenI pasaMdagI karI ane tene A kAma saMpyuM. zilpIe pahelAM tilakanuM mATInuM model banAvyuM. sudharAIe be sabhyone model jevA mokalyA. AvyA. tilakanuM pUtaLuM joyuM, me joyuM, samasta AkRti joI, khuza thayA. AbehUba jANe zrI tilaka ja UbhA joI le. pachI

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AMtara vaMbhava bemAMthI eka pUtaLAnI khUba najIka Avyo. zilpIe kahyuM "aDazo nahi, mATInuM che." "Ane trIsa hajAra rUpiyA ?" zilpIne hasavuM AvyuM. "mATIne mApanArA mANase sAdhanAne satkAra kema karI zake ?" zilpIe kahyuM : "tame je paisA Ape che e mATInA ke bronjhanA nahi, paNa sAdhanAnA che. mATImAM mAnavIne mULa AbehUba AkAra ANavAnI sAdhanAne A satkAra che? sAdhanA amUlI che. tame gaI kAle laeNTa laIne cUMTAyA che, tamane mATInAM mUlya karatAM AvaDe, sAdhanAne satkAra tame zuM samaje ?" bIjA sabhya kSamA mAgIH "A te amastI vAta che, gerasamajUtI bhI na thAya." zi9pIe kahyuM H gerasamajUtInI vAta nathI, paNa mANasa pote zuM laIne Avyo che e batAvI Ape che. tame kRti jovA nahi, prakRti batAvavA AvyA." mANasa bahu dhULa dRSTithI jue che. mANasanAM kapaDAM, dAgInA, hedo, DigrI dekhAya; paNa emAM kaI mahattA bharelI che ane mANasa e mahattAne svAmI che enA sAme jonArA duniyAmAM bahu thoDA che. - vikAsa karato karato mANasa ke mahAmAnava banI zake che e vicAravAnuM che. A vicAra aMdara utarato jAya, ApaNI mane sRSTimAM enuM darzana thatuM jAya to AjanuM je jIvana jIvAya che enA karatA zreSTha jIvana jIvavAnI manamAM abhIpsA jAge. je divasathI A abhIsA jAge, bhUkha jAge te divasathI jANavuM ke jIvana navuM parivartana laI rahyuM che. * * mALI bIjane mATImAM vAve, khAtara nAkhe, pahelavahele phaNago phUTe tyAre mALI samajI jAya ke have AmAMthI vRkSa

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AMtaravaibhava banavAnuM che ghaNAnA jIvanamAM te bIja ja vavAyAM nathI, ane bagIcAnA svAmI thaI beThA che. alabatta UgyAM haze thoriyA, - kAMTALAM jhADa ke sugaMdha vagaranAM kareNa. ene mATe bagIce mAnI beThA che. theriyA, kAMTALAM jhADa ke karaNa e bagIce nathI. bagIce e judI vastu che. bagIce thAya to jIvana ja juduMbanI jAya che. ApaNAmAM jyAre abhIsAne choDa lagI nIkaLe . che tyArathI ema lAge ke navajIvana have zarU thAya che. abhIsA jAgatAM sAmAnya jIvana jIvavuM ja na game. asAmAnyatAnI bhUkha jAge che. pArthiva nahi, pArthiva banavuM che. A sthaLa jIvanamAM divyatva pragaTAvavuM che. - - jIvananA bagIcAmAM AvI bhAvanAnA choDa khIlavA joIe. A jIvanavRkSanI nizAnI che. bhAvanAnI A kaMpaLa jema jema vadhatI jAya tema tema vRtti ane daSTi badalAtI jAya. thoDA vakhata pahelAM vinobA bhAvene maLavA eka amerikana AvelA. vAtavAtamAM emaNe kahyuM : "tame to padayAtrA karI che paNa amerikA to eTaluM badhuM pragati karI rahyuM che ke AvatA varSomAM evAM moTAM totiMga makAna taiyAra thaze jemAM jIvananI jarUriyAto e bilDiMgamAMthI ja pUrI thaze. 80 me mALe janmelo bALaka 80 varSa jIve to paNa ene nIce utaravAnI jarUra ja na paDe evI sagavaDa ame karI ApavAnA chIe. keTalo vikAsa ! kevAM adhatana sAdhanothI e bilDiMga samRddha hovuM joIe enI kalpanA tame ja kare !" vinebAe hasIne eka ja vAkaya kahyuM : "80 varSa sudhI jIve ane 80 varSa sudhInA jIvanamAM e janmelA mANasane jIvanabhara nIce taravAne prasaMga paNa na Ave evI racanA jo tame karI zake te eTaluM jarA karI che ke mANasa jyAre marI jAya tyAre paNa ene nIce utAra

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AMtaravaibhava na paDe, enI kabara paNa upara banAvo. je 8 varSa sudhI nIce Utare nahi tene bicArAne have chelle marI gayA pachI zA mATe utAravo paDe !" - je mATImAMthI janmele mAnavI e mATIne aDe nahi, jIve tyAM sudhI e mATIthI judo rahe ane jayAre maravAne divasa Ave tyAre ja e mATI pAse jAya che. A saMskRti che ke . vikRti? Aje dRSTibiMdu badalAyuM che, ke gaganacuMbI Skyscrapers ane adhatana sAdhane tarapha deDI rahyA che. huM sAdhanane virodhI nathI paNa sAdhya bhUlAI jAya eno virodhI chuM. sAdhananI bhabhakamAM tamAro sAdhya cakAI na jAya! je mANasa sAdhanomAM aTavAI jAya che ane sAdhyane bhUlI jAya che enA hAthamAM mAtra sAdhana rahe che. sAdhya vagaranA sAdhakanuM jIvana niSphaLa bane che. mAre kahevuM eTaluM ja che, A sAdhanane upayoga tamArA sAdhya mATe karo. tame tamArA sAdhya tarapha vadhAre taMgathI, vadhAre ekAgratAthI AgaLa vadhI zake e mATe ja tamArA AjanA A adyatana sAdhanene upayoga kare, jethI tamAruM sAdhya najIka AvI zake. mANasane sadA e lakSya hovuM joIe ke mAre jIvanamAM koIka sAdhya che. je mANasane sAdhyane khyAla na hoya ane mAtra sAdhane ja bhegAM karyA kare to evI paNa paLa Ave ke sAdhana bhegAM thaIne sAdhakane ja dATI de. dabAyelo mANasa UMce kema AvI zake ? - mANasane thAya che ke ATale vyavasAya, ATale udyoga, kevI rIte huM bahAra AvuM ? paNa thayuM zuM ? je sAdhane sukha mATe hatAM e sAdhane e ene evo paravaza banAvI dIdhuM ke have e je sAdhanone choDe te e nowhere je thaI jAya, kyAMya na rahe. ene thAya, have karavuM zuM ?

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10 , AMtaravaibhava keTalAka loko pUche che : "A badhA bhabhakAne lIdhe te ame chIe. A badhuM cAlyuM jAya te ame ja maTI jaIe." ene artha e thayo ke sAdhane vadhatAM vadhatAM eTalAM badhAM vadhI gayAM ke khuda sAdhakane potAne ja dabAvI dIdhuM. A to kevI gajabanI vAta ke na kare eTalA badhA vadhI jAya ke zeThane ja rahevA mATe rUma na rahe. je sAdhano ApaNuM sukha mATe, sagavaDa mATe hatAM te ja baMdhana ane du:kharUpa bane. pUjAmAM ho ke japamAM, jAtrAe jAo ke jJAnavArtA sAMbhaLavA jAo, tyAre paNa sAdhane vacce AvI DekiyuM karI jAya; e zuM sUcave che? sAne gumAvI mAtra sAdhanane saMgraha karavAmAM ja samagra jIvana pUruM karyuM. varSonA vadhavA sAthe AMtaravaibhava dhImedhIme kSINa thaI rahyo che. sAdhaka, sAdhana ane sAdhya A traNeno vicAra karavAne che. sAdhaka mANasa che, sAdhana ene maLelA jagatanA padArtho che ane je tarapha javAnuM che e sAdhya che. sAdhanene vakheDavAmAM samaya bagADaze nahi. keTalAka leke AjanA vijJAnanAM sAdhanAne vakhoDatA ja hoya che. "are ! vijJAnanAM sAdhanee satyAnAza vALyuM !" kahIne jayAre ane tyAre e sAdhanene vakhoDatA ja hoya. sAdhana kharAba nathI, sAdhanane upayoga karanAra sAdhaka koNa che enA upara bahu AdhAra rahe che. vijJAna zuM che ? vijJAna te mAtra vastumAM raheluM, tattva secret batAve che. upaganI rIta sAthe ene kAMI lAge vaLage nahi. vidyatu eka zakti che. tame ene sadupayoga kare to tamane prakAza Ape, paNa durupayoga karo to tamane jalAvI paNa nAkhe.

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AMtaravaibhava vidyutuM zuM che ane kema utpanna thAya che te batAvavAnuM kAma vijJAnanuM che. sArAM sAdhanane kharAba upayoga thAya ane kharAba sAdhanAne sAro upayoga paNa thAya. * ghaNA mANaso emaja mAnI beThA che ke sAdhana ja kharAba che. je sAdhana kharAba na hota to sAdhakane vAMdho na Avata. A eka samajaphera misconception che. enA ja kAraNe sAdhaka sAme najara nathI nAkhatA paNa vIse kalAka sAdhanane ja vakhoDyA kare che. * tamane ja pUchuM: "zuM dharmanAM sAdhane mArAmArImAM kAma nathI lAgatAM ? " sAdhanene durupayoga karavo hoya te dharmanAM sAdhanane paNa thaI zake. pAkA pUThAMmAM bAMdheluM, dharmanuM pustaka hoya ane AvezamAM AvIne koInA upara ethI ghA kare te zuM enAthI mAthAmAM lohI nIkaLavAno saMbhava nathI ? cepaDI ahiMsAnA pravacanonI che paNa ghA kare to ethI paNa hiMsA thAya ne ? evI ja rIte tamArA hAthamAM dharmanuM sAdhana hoya ane krodhamAM AvI ene chUTuM pheke te e sAdhana vaDe mANasane marI javAne paNa saMbhava che. aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAM eka dAkhalo che. rANI prabhAvatI pUjAnI sAmagrI laIne pUjA karavA jAya che. jatAM pahelAM dAsI pAse pUjAnAM kata kapaDAM maMgAve che. ene lAla dekhAya che. rANIe dAsI upara ThaMdhamAM AvI hAthamAM rahela darpaNane chUTo ghA karyo, dAsI tyAM ja DhaLI gaI. pUjAnuM sAdhana hiMsAnuM kAraNa banI gayuM. - : sAdhana karatAM sAdhaka koNa che e juo. sAdhakanI daSTi mahatvanI che.

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12 AMtaravaibhava muMbaImAM eka kAcanuM kArakhAnuM cAlatuM hatuM. mazInarImAM kAMIka bagaDyuM ane mazIna baMdha paDI gayuM. mazIna jyAMthI lIdhuM hatuM tyAM tarata khabara ApI. jarmana kaMpanI e eraplenamAM Ijanerane mokalyo. e Avyo, mazIna tapAsyuM, sAta divasamAM mazIna cAlu karI ApyuM, kArakhAnuM cAlu thayuM. jatI vakhate kArakhAnAnA mAlike Ijanerane mATI bakSisa dharI. Ijanera kahe: "mAre ApanI bakSisa nahi joIe." kema ?" "tamArI bakSisa lauM te mAruM mana lobhIyuM thaI jAya, lAlacu thaI jAya. mane te mArI kaMpanI taraphathI pagAra maLe ja che. eraplenanuM bhADuM, ahIM hoTelamAM rahevAne kharca, badhuM ja maLe che. je pagAra lauM chuM e mATe mAre kAma karavAnuM che." udyogapati sajana hato, ene vadhu jANavAnI IcchA thaI. pUchayuM: "mane e na samajAyuM. AmAM lAlacuM kema thavAya ?" Ijanere kahyuM : "Aje tame mane bakSisa dharI paNa kAle bIje ThekANe huM kaMpanI taraphathI jAuM ane mAne ke e mane bakSisa na Ape to te vakhate manamAM vicAra Ave ke pele udyogapati sAre hato, mATI bakSisa ApI ane A udyogapati te kaMjUsa che, ANe kAMI ja na dhayuM! mArA manamAM eka jAtane khoTo vicAra AvI jAya, mana khUTuM paDI jAya." - pagane khAlI caDhI jAya to e cAlatA nathI, nakAme thaI jAya che tema manane khAlI caDhI jAya to e paNa cAlatuM nathI, nakAmuM thaI jAya che. jenArane thAya ke A bhAinA paga te barAbara che, kema jabhA thatA nathI ? paNa aMdara khAlI caDhI gaI che, cAlatAM lathaDiyAM khAze enI bahAranAne kayAMthI khabara !

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AMtaravaibhava 13 mananI vAta paNa bhAI evI ja che. manane khAlI caDhI gaI che; e teA jAgRta sAdhaka hoya te ja jANe. eTale ja ijanere kahyuM : " ne huM tamArI kSisa lauM ane khIjA khakSisa na Ape te mArA manane khAlI caDhI jAya, mAru mana khATuM thaI jAya. pachI ema ja thAya ke bakSisa Ape enuM ja kAma karuM. pachI kAma khAtara niha, kAryamAM kuzaLatA lAvavA mATe nahi, paNa bakSisa mATe ja kAma karatA thaI jAuM. je mANasa dRSTi sAme mAtra paisA rAkhe, peAtAnuM kartavya na rAkhe e mANasa paisAnA jevA jaDa ane nakAmA khanI jAya che. paisA nahi, tamArA prema e bahu meATI vastu che.'' sAdhaka jAgRta hoya teA sAdhana game eTalAM prakSeAbhaka hAya paNa e pralebhanamAM Ave nahi. jAgRta manavALA mANasa AgaLane AgaLa vadhI zake che. tame kaheA che ke zuM karIe ? jamAnA badalAi gayA che! paNa mANasa pAte keTalA sthira che, keaA jAgRta che enA vicAra peAte na kare ane jIvanabhara mAtra sAdhanAne javakhADyA kare te sAdhana tA eka jAya ane khIju` Ave. sAdhana vinA mANasa kadI paNa rahI zakatA nathI. mana jAgRta ane sphUrtivALu hAya te! jema phuvArAmAMthI pANI chUTe ema enA manamAM suMdara vicAreAnA phuvArA chUTyA kare. rAtanA UThe ke prabhAtanA jAge paNa enA manamAM suMdara vicArAnI sphUrti che. e keAne lIdhe ? jAgRtine lIdhe. jAgRta sAdhakane khyAla haiAya ke mAru sAdhya A che. mAruM sAdhya zuM che ? mAruM sAdhya divya jIvana che. huM je kAma karuM

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14 AMtarabhavA chuM e kAmanI badhI ja prakriyAo mArA jIvananI sAthe, paraMparAomAM AvavAnI che. eka mAne cAra putro haze to darekanI IcchA, darekanI jIvana-rIta, darekanA bhAva judA haze. enuM kAraNa zuM che? gatajanmathI A je saMskAra laIne Avelo che e saMskAro pramANe . e bane che. keTalIkavAra moTo kharAba hoya ane nAne sAre hoya.' mahAbhAratane eka prasaMga che. zukadevane vyAsa kahe che : tuM saMsAramAM rahe, saMsArane anubhava kara ane pachI tyAga kara. paNa zukadeva sAMbhaLatA nathI ane cAlyA jAya che. putrane pakaDavA vyAsajI pAchaLa doDI rahyA che. rastAmAM sarovara Ave che. sarovaranA kinAre keTalIka kanyAo snAna karI rahI che. zukadevajI AgaLa cAlyA jAya che, enI pAchaLa thoDe dUra vyAsajI AvI rahyA che. zukadevajI sarovara pAsethI pasAra thayA, kanyAo snAna karatI ja rahI. paNa vyAsa tyAM AvyA eTale pelI kanyAoe jaladI kapaDAM paherI lIdhAM. aMga DhAMkI lIdhuM. vyAse A banne prasaMgo joyA. emane thayuM mAro yuvAna dIkaro pasAra thayo to A kanyAoe kapaDAM paheryA nahi ane mArA jevA vRddhane joI vacce kema paheryA ? pAchA vaLatAM kanyAone pUchayuM : "jyAre mAro putra jato hato tyAre tame niHzaMka banIne snAna karatI hatI paNa mane joI tame kapaDAM kema paherI lIdhAM ?" A sAMbhaLIne eka kanyA hasI paDI. pUchayuM : "tamane khATuM nahi lAge ?" "nA, nahi lAge." "vikArane saMbaMdha varSo sAthe nahi paNa viveka sAthe che."

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AMtaravaibhava 15 zukadevanA aMtaramAM jAta jAgI, viveka jAgye, vikAra mATe A mAnava deha nathI; vicAra mATe che. enI dRSTi vikAsa abhimukha hatI. zukadevane amArI sAme najara nAkhavAne paNa samaya nahotuM. paNa tamArA manamAM kAMIka juduM ja rame che." ame tamane pUchIe. tamane kevI rIte khabara paDI ke zukadeva gayA tyAre ame kapaDAM nahotAM paheryA ane tame AvyA tyAre paheryA ? tame ja kahe ? tamArI najara kyAM hatI ?" vyAsane khyAla AvI gayo. sukhadeva eTale je sukhane deva che, ene mana jIvana vikAsa mATe nahi, vikAsa mATe che. varSo vadhatAM vikAro ghaTe ema nathI, viveka vadhatAM vikAro ghaTe. vivekane A dIpaka prajavalita thAya che tyAre ja khyAla Ave che ke mAruM A jIvana, mArI A yAtrA, mAre A janma, vikAsa mATe che, AMtaravaibhavane pAmavA mATe che, enI ja siddhi mATe che. jayAre A sAdhya jaDI jAya che pachI sAdhaka sAdhananI paravA karyA vinA sAdhya tarapha AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che. mANasa sAdhaka che, duniyAnA badhA padArtho sAdhana che ane divya jIvana e sAdhya che. sAdhaka A sAdhanane upayoga : kevI rIte kare che jethI e pitAnA sAdhya tarapha AgaLa vadhI zake ene mATenuM A ciMtana che.

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manuSya ane pazune pArakhavAnI rIta judI che. pazunI kiMmata enA bAhya dekhAvathI, enI ummarathI, enI dUdha ApavAnI zaktithI thAya che. paNa manuSyanI kiMmata bahArathI nahi paNa enA AMtarika jIvananA vikAsathI, enA vicAra, ucacAra ane AcArathI thAya che. kapaDAM ane DigrI uparathI mANasanuM mA5 nathI nIkaLatuM. jene AMtarika darzana nathI e mANasa jema jema DigrIo meLavato jAya, bahAranAM kapaDAMnI TApaTIpa karatAM jAya tema tema e chalanAnuM pratIka banato jAya che. enAthI samAjane avarNanIya nukasAna thAya che. vibhava be prakAranA che ! bAhya ane AMtarika. dunyavI mAnavone eka ja vaibhava dekhAya che paNa je ciMtananI najIka che, vikAsa kramamAM AgaLa vadhelA che; jemanI abhIsA ucca prakAranI che emane bIjA prakArano vaibhava dekhAya che. pahelA dazya (visible) che, bIjo adazya (invisible) che. ghaNIvAra sAmAnya lAge, zarIra upara alaMkAmAM kaMI ja na hoya tema chatAM enA samAgamamAM Ave, ene zravaNa karo, enAM UMDANamAM avalokana kare te thAya ke jIvananuM jhaverAta to ahIM ja paDyuM che. A jhaverAta maLI jAya to A duniyA to suMdara bane paNa AvanArI navI duniyA paNa suMdara banI jAya..

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AMtaravaibhava * je pitAnA jIvanane suMdara banAve che e jatAM jatAM duniyAne paNa suMdara banAvIne jAya che. A saMsArane suMdara naMdanavana banAvavA mATe dareka mANase mALI banIne potAno choDa repIne javAnuM che. gaIkAlanI peDhInA premane ApaNe ATalo badhe lAbha uThAvyo hoya to AvatIkAlanI peDhI mATe ApaNe kAMIka to karIne javuM joIe ne ? enuM nAma ja tarpaNa che, zrAddha che. pitA pAsethI lIdheluM che te have dIkaro navI peDhI mATe kAMI kare e ja kharuM zrAddha che. kAgaDAone jamADavA, bharelAM peTane vadhAre bharavAM e kAMI zrAddha che ? zrAddha eTale je AcAra, vicAra ane uccArane vAraso vaDIla pAsethI meLavyA e vArase jatAM pahelAM AvatI kAlanI peDhIne arpaNa karo. - vartamAnanA mAnavIne huM bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALa vaccene eka maNake link kahuM chuM. e pitAnA jIvana dvArA bhUtakALanA vArasAne ujajavaLa banAve che ane AvatIkAlanA mArga para prakAza pAthare che. bhUtakALa pAsethI meLavyuM e AcarI batAve che ane AcaraNa dvArA AvatI kAlanI peDhIne ApIne jAya che. manuSya mAtra dehane piSavA, Indriyone tRpta karavA, pitAnuM ghara bharavA mATe nathI Avyo; eNe te kAMi ApavAnuM che. e kyAre bane ? jenuM AMtarika jIvana vaibhavapUrNa, samRddha hoya e mAnava ja duniyAne kaMIka ApIne jAya che, e ja le smRtimAM ciraMjIva bane che. AvAM keTalAM ya ajJAta naranArIo haze jemanAM jIvanacaritra nathI lakhAyAM paNa jemanA AcAra, vicAra ane uccAranA prakAze Aje mAnavajAta zAMtithI, sukhathI jIvI rahI che.

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AMtaravebhava mArTina lyuthara kiMganuM khUna thayu. ane lokAnI lAgaNIe uzkerAI gaI. teAphAne caDhayA, AganA bhaDakA thayA. hiMsAnuM tAMDava racAyuM. tyAre AMsubhInI AMkhe enI patnIe Telivijhana upara AvIne amerikanAne e ja eTala kahyA : " mArTina lyuthara kiMga duniyAne kahyuM hatuM ke ' ahiMsAthI duniyAmAM zAMti Avaze ane e ahiMsA khAtara eie teA mArA prANa ApIza.' prANa ApIne paNa ahiMsAnI zakitanuM eNe dana karAvyuM, ahiMsA mATe ja e jIvana jIvyA ane e mATe ja jIvana samApta karyuM. enA upAsakA, tame, hiMsA karIne enA AtmAnI viruddha jaI rahyA che, enA AtmAne zAMti kaeNma maLaze ? ene je pasa nahetuM e kAma karI enA cAhaka tame kema banI zake ? '' ane A zabdee te! jAdu karyuM. hiMsaka vAtAvaraNa ekadama zAMta banI gayuM 18 je AMtarika vaibhavathI jIve che te enI sAthe rahenArane paNa enA sadguNanI suvAsathI bharI de che. .mANusa cANyA jAya paNa enI pAchaLa enI saurabha mUkI jAya che, duniyAnI A ja samRddhi che. AMtarika vaibhava e bahu divya vastu che. emAM veranI sAme vera nathI, veranI sAme prema che. e vicAre che, jeNu kharAba karyuM... enAmAM ajJAna hatuM eTale duSTatA AcarI; huM sAre haiAuM tA mAre ene sudhAravAnA che. 66 ciMtake sarasa vAta kahIH leAhIthI kharaDAyelAM kapaDAne lehIthI dhAvA prayatna karaze! teA ujajavaLa nahi khane. ene te premanA vArithI dhAvAnAM che. " dugu NAne sadguNAthI svaccha karavAnA che. A sadguNa pratye manamAM abhiruci, mAna ane ahe|bhAva

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* AMtaravaibhava 19 jAgavAM joIe. saddaguNanI pUjA sAthe saddaguNamAM rahelI zakita pratye Adara jAga joIe. Aje saddaguNanI pUjA ghaNA kare che, paNa manathI mAnatA hoya che ke saddaguNamAM sAmarthya nathI. eTale ja mAna che paNa AcaraNa nathI. jevI rIte mUrtinI AratI utAre paNa enA jevA banavA prayatna na kare, evuM ja saddaguNa mATe bane che. pUjA sAthe sadaguNa mAM rahelA sAmarthya mATe hRdayamAM abhiruci ane zradhdhA jAgavI joie. zradhdhA zakitamAM ane sanmAna vastune - kharAbamAM kharAba leke paNa ema to kahetA hoya che ja ke A te saMta che, sadguNI che paNa manathI mAnatA hoya che ke saguNa eTale sAmarthya vagarane. emAM zuM che ? vicAromAM dvidhA che, mAna saddaguNanuM ane AcaraNa durguNanuM. alabatta, keTalIkavAra evuM bane che, kaIka kSaNamAM saguNa nirbaLa dekhAya, durguNanI sAme hArato ane ghavAte paNa dekhAya paNa tame tAtkAlika tarapha nahi, TaMkAlika tarapha juo. keTalIka vastuo tAtkAlika jItI jAya che paNa saikAlika daSTie enI hAra hoya che. Temporary ane permanent vacce A aMtara che. saguNanI zakita temporary nathI permanent che; jayAre durguNanI zakita temporary che, permanent nathI. mAthuM dukhatuM hoya ane enesinanI goLI laI lo te kadAca e kSaNa pUrato mAthAno dukhAvo baMdha thaI jAya paNa ethI roga nathI maTa. reganuM mULa kayAM che ? ati "vicAra karyo tethI ke vicAramAM gharSaNa UbhuM thayuM tethI ? koinI sAthe

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20 AMtaravaibhava kalaha karyo tethI ke ISyane lIdhe manamAM baLatarA UbhI thaI tethI ? koInuM zubha joIne manamAM azubha vicAra jAgyA tethI ke kherAkanA niyamono bhaMga karyo tethI ?' A zodhavAne badale enesinanI goLIothI patAvo to lAMbe gALe pharI uthalo mAraze ja. ema durgaNamAM tAtkAlika sahAya ApavAnI zakita che paNa cirakALa nahi. becAra vAra saphaLatA maLI jAya paNa aMte to . te niSphaLa jAya ja che. | durgaNe duniyAmAM phAvatA dekhAze, moTI gADIo lAvatA dekhAze, pratiSThA ane Ijajata paNa apAvatA dekhAze, paNa e tAtkAlika zakita che. lokone tAtkAlika zakitaone moha che , eTale saikAlika zakitao sAme dRSTi jatI nathI. jeo AMtarabhavanA svAmI che teo tAtkAlika lAbha letA hovA chatAM emanI asIma zraddhA saikAlika tarapha che. loko jyAre hiMsaka yajJa, somapAna ane ghatamAM cakacUra banyA hatA tyAre eka dharma gurue pitAnA ziSyone kahyuM : "juo, Aje cAre bAju semapAna, hiMsA, chUta-badhuM vadhI gayuM che enI sAme tamAruM cAritramaya ane tapomaya jIvana ja kAma lAgaze. upadeza nahi, AcaraNa kAma lAgaze. pustake mokalavAthI nahi, tamArA javAthI prakAza patharAze." mAtra pustakothI mANasa sudharI jato hota to hiMdustAnanA dareka chApAmAM dara aThavADiye eka pAnuM dharmane mATe rAkheluM hoya che. te reja chApAM vAMcanArA badhA ja mANase sArA thaI gayA hota ! eTaluM vAcana kAMI kAma nathI karatuM. e vyasana banI jAya che. enAmAM vAcanazakita reading capacity vadhI

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21 AMtaravaibhava jAya paNa pAcanazakti digestive capacity ochI thaI jAya. - je AcaraNa dvArA parivartana Ave che e mAtra bhASaNathI ke lakhANathI nathI AvatuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane buddhanA samayamAM je parivartane dekhAyAM enuM kAraNa jIvaMta AcaraNavALI Adarza vyakita loko samakSa UbhI hatI. Aje cUMTAvavA mATe netAo sadAcAra, satya ane pavitratAnI vAto kare che paNa AcaraNa sAthe ene zuM lAge vaLage ? Drinking wine za preaching water 37 VaaHi parivartana nathI lAvI zakatuM. je sat puruSa che, sadAcArI che enA AcaraNane pratidhvani emanI pAchaLa AvanArAomAM paDe che. dhvanino ja pratidhvani che, AcaraNane paDagho paDavAne che. dharmagurue kahyuM "ahiMsAne pracAra karavA dUradUranA pradezamAM javAnuM che. DuMgarALa pradezanI pelI pAra pagapALA javAnuM che. pratikULatAne sAthI samajIne javAnuM che." eka ziSya thaye, namana karyuM ane kahyuM "gurudeva! mane AjJA Ape." "vatsa ! A pravAsa e tapazcaryA che. mArgamAM ghasAre eTale lAgaze ke tArAM jIvananAM rapa varSa ochAM thaI jaze. A vArtAlApa bagIcAmAM cAlI rahyo hato. bAjumAM gulAbanA cheDA upara eka sukumAra puSpa khIlyuM hatuM. ziSya kAMI na bolatAM mAtra najara pelA puSpa para mAMDI. guru samajI gayA. kahyuM: jA vatsa! huM tane AzIrvAda ApuM chuM." - puSpa keTaluM jIve che ? paNa jeTaluM jIve che eTalAmAM suvAsa,

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22 - - AMtaravaibhava sukumAratA ane sauMdarya sarajIne e cAlyuM jAya che. thoDuM jIvavA chatAM e aMtarane vaibhava vahAvI jAya che. puSpane AMtaravaibhava che suvAsa, sukumAratA ane sauMdarya e samaje che ke AMtaravaibhava vahAvyA pachI vadhAre paDatuM jIvavAnI IcchA e jIvananI mUcha che. A vicAra jIvanamAM Ave te samAjanA vRddha, prAjJa, anubhavI puruSone lAbha gharane, samAjane, dezane maLe. paNa mANasa ema vicAra kare ke yuvAnImAM paisA pedA nathI karI zakyo ane have taka maLI che te huM saMcaya karI dIkarAone deto jAuM, peDhIne vadhu samRddha karato jAuM, to e mANasa dIkarAone paisAne badale durgaNe ja Apato jAya che. jIvananI aMtima bhUmikAnA pratyAghAto samAjanA mAnasa upara paDe ja che. zuM puSpa ApI zake enA karatAM mANasa. vadhAre na ApI zake ? puchyuM to eka ja sthAnamAM Ape che paNa mANasa te yAtrI, pravAsI che. e potAnA vicAranI suvAsa, AcaraNanI sukumAratA ane jIvananuM sauMdarya jyAM jAya tyAM ApI zake. keTalAya puruSa jIvaMta pustakAlaya jevA hoya che, emanuM AcaraNa AdarzarUpa hoya che. AvA puruSa jyAM jAya tyAM pitAnA AMtaravaibhavane vahAvatA hoya che. je vaibhava dazya che e sahunI najare Ave che paNa je adazya che ene jovA mATe te bIjI vastunI sahAyatA levI paDe che. Bacteria adazya nathI. paNa eTalA jhINu che ke sUkSmadarzaka kAca magnifying glassthI ja dekhAya. * - dhyAnanI, aMtaraavalokananI sahAyatA laIe to ja A vastu dekhAvA mAMDe che. ApaNuM sUkSma tatva amuka paLamAM ApaNane sUcanA

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AMtaravaibhava Ape che. ApaNane kAMika kahetuM pazu Aya che. je jAgRta che e ja ene sAMbhaLe che ane e avAjane AdhAre AgaLa vadhe che. 23 mahApuruSAne jayAre vicAromAM garakhaDa lAgI tyAre kahyuM : mane upavAsa karavA de, mauna karavA DhA, AtmaAlecanA karavA de. evA de ke bhUla kayAM che. '' ane A rIte tee zeAdhI kADhatA ke aMtaranA avAje je kahyuM enI virudhdhamAM karyu. tethI garabaDa thai. paNa khIne eka va evA che je miTAvavAnA upAya le che-dArU, vastue avAjane dAkhI de che. A tattvane khAvavAnA, kAma ke kAi vyasana. A mANasa dArUnuM zaraNuM zA mATe le che ? cAkkasa mAna ke kharAkha kAma sAme enuM aMdaranuM tattva nA pADatuM haiAya che, kahetuM hAya che: ' tuM kayAM jaI rahyo che ? tArA AcArane mUkIne tuM tArA. kuTuMbane mUkIne, tArI vizvAsu vyakitaone mUkIne hatuM kayAM jAya che ? ' tarata pyAlI bhare, peTamAM ThAlave ane jayAtane bUjhavI nAkhe, have e avAja zu' kahevAnA che ? dabAI gayeA. avAja ene parezAna na kare enA A upAya che. jayAta jhAMkhI paDatAM pazumAM ane enAmAM kAMI phera rahetA nathI. pazune paNa bhUla mATe a*sAsa nathI ane vyasanane AdhIna khanelAne paNa asAsa nathI. banne eka ja bhUmikA upara che. aMtara eTalu ja che ke pazune madirAnu zaraNuM levuM nathI paDatuM jyAre mANasane enuM zaraNuM levuM paDe che. jAgela tattvane madha na karI zakAya te enA upara AvaraNa te| jarUra lAvI zakAya. e AvaraNu zu che ? naze. jaya' sudhI e

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24 AMtaravaibhava tatva ughaDeluM che tyAM sudhI e mANasa mAnava rahevAno che. TolsToya eka vArtAmAM lakhe che. eka mANase enI patnInuM . khUna karavAne vicAra karyo. rAtanA patnI bharanidrAmAM sUtI hatI. pati to khUna karavAnA vicAromAM jAgRta hato. hAthamAM sAdhana laIne patnI pAse gayo. e to bharanidrAmAM poDhelI hatI. mehuM eyuM ane vicAra AvyoH "eNe mAre zuM gunho karyo. che? mAtra mane kharAba mAge jatAM aTakAve che, paNa ene mArA upara keTale badhe vizvAsa che ke huM ene mAravAnuM vicAro karI rahyo che e vicAra mAtra paNa ene Avato nathI. AvI nirdoSa strIne kevI rIte mArI zakuM ?" . Ama aMdarathI avAja Avyo. chare saMtADIne pAchA sUI gayo. pachI eNe bIDI saLagAvI. vyasanathI vivekabuddhine dhumADAnA geTAmAM mUjhavI nAkhI have e pharI UbhuM thayuM ane charo halAvI dIdhe. vyasana avAjane ke guMgaLAvI de che ? " Aja te sigAreTa ane dArU samAjamAM sudhArAnuM sthAna laIne beThA che. e na le te vediya ! kAIka koIka vAra evuM paNa bane ke ghaNu patharA bhegA thaI jAya te hIrAnuM teja dabAI jAya, kAraNa ke patharAonI bahumatI thaI, hare ekalo paDI gayo. khUna mANase nathI karyuM paNa vyasana karyuM che. jayAM sudhI e mANasa hato tyAM sudhI e khUna na karI zake paNa jayAre mANasa maTI gayA tyAre ja e khUna karI zako: jyAM sudhI mANasa "mANasa" che tyAM sudhI e kharAba kAma nahi karI zake paNa jyAre aMdarane "mANasa" marI jAya che tyAre ja e AvuM kaMIka karavA taiyAra thAya che.

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AMtaravaibhava 25 . - - - - mahApuruSoe kahyuM: mANasa kadI kharAba hoI zake ja nahi. mANasamAM amane zraddhA che. paNa jayAre koI kharAba kAma kare che tyAre e mANasa nathI hotoH pazutatva Ave che ane kAma karI bese che. jevuM e tattva jAya che ke pazcAttApa zarU thAyaH "meM bahu khoTuM kyuM.' nabaLI paLomAM bhUla thaI jAya che. rAtre sUtAM pahelAM prArthanA karavA jAya tyAM e nabaLI paLa ane kRtya yAda Ave, ane kaheH "bhagavAna ! mane kSamA kare, mArAthI bhUla thaI gaI." . vicAre, kSamA karo ema kahenAra koNa ? ane peluM tya karanAra koNa? jyAM pAcho mANasa AvyA eTale kahe che ke kSamA kare. paNa jayAre e kAma karyuM tyAre e mANasa nahote. mANasa AvezamAM AvIne kAMI karI bese che tyAre e mANasa nathI ja. AMtarabhavanuM darzana thatAM samajAya che ke mANasamAM eka evuM tatva che je suMdara, suvAsita ane prasanna che. * AjanA vAtAvaraNamAM A tattva jhAkhuM thayuM che. bahArathI meLavelI bhautika vastuo vacce ApaNe khuda DhaMkAI gayA chIe. jIvananI suMdaratA samajAtI nathI. taka gayA pachI mANasa game teTalo pazcAttApa kare paNa ene kAMI maLatuM nathI, mAnavabhavamAM maLelI A taka AvA vAtAvaraNathI DhaMkAI na jAya, mATe maLelAM sAdhano sAdhakane sAdhyanI dizAmAM laI jAya che ke nahi e mATe jAgRta rahevAnuM che.

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AMtaravabhava - sAdhana kharAba nathI. sAdhaka sAdhanane upayoga karI jANe te jagatamAM badhAM ja sAdhane enA vikAsamAM sahAyaka to banI jAya. - be prakAranA vibhava che, dazya ane adazya. dazya vaibhava sahune dekhAya che, adazya vaibhava bahu thoDAone dekhAya che. paNa dazya vaibhava e adazya vibhavanuM ja pariNAma che. * sAmAnya rIte loko dazya vaibhavane vadhAravA mATe dazya vastuone sahAro le che ane emAM niSphaLa jAya che, na phAvatAM nirAza thaIne besI jAya che. paNa duniyAnA dazya vaibhavanI pAchaLa adazya vaibhava kAma kare che te je jANe to teo jIvanamAM jarUra pragati sAdhI zake. duniyAmAM zodhakhoLanA pariNAme je bahAra Ave che, sa zodhananA pariNAme je prApta thAya che e lokone dekhAya che, chApAmAM Ave che paNa jeNe-AvuM saMzodhana karyuM eNe aMdara keTalI ekAgratA keLavI haze, e keTalo UMDe zataryo haze, eNa e prApta karatAM pahelAM aMdara keTalI zakti keLavI haze ke jenI dvArA vastu zodhI zakAI e tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna nathI jatuM. zuM zedha karI e khabara paDe che paNa zodha karanAre aMtaramAM zuM zodha karI enI ApaNe kadI tapAsa paNa karatA nathI. je aMdara ekAgra nathI banato, ekacitta nathI banato, saMgItamaya ane saMvAdamaya nathI banato te koI ja sarjana nathI karI zakate. duniyAnA moTA vaijJAnikoe jIvanane moja majA karavAmAM, sinemA, nATaka ane kalabomAM rakhaDavAmAM khalAse nahotuM karyuM. tenA ja pariNAme A navasarjana che..

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AMtaravaibhava AInsTAInane potAnI dhUnamAM be mahinA sudhI dADhI karavAne khyAla paNa naheAte Avyo. mATe tame mAtra sAdhana tarapha ja na juo, sAdhaka tarapha paNa juo. sAdhaka sAdhanAthI zuM sAdhya karI zake che; zuM sarjana karI zake che ? ApaNe mAtra emaNe karelI zodhane lAbha uThAvI upaga ja karIe ane kAMI paNa navasarjana karyA vinA, duniyAne kAMI paNa ApyA vinA emanA ema ja cAlyA jaIe te zuM ApaNe A jagatanA devAdAra nathI banatA ? aMdaranA palaTAthI bahAra zuM palaTo Ave che ane bahAranAM sAdhane aMdaranA jIvanane ghaDavAmAM kevAM madadagAra bane che e vicAra karavAne che. khetavADInA pradarzanamAM eka kheDUte eka suMdara phaLa mUkayuM hatuM. dUrathI juo to pANIne kuMjo lAge. kokane thAya khetavADInA pradarzanamAM kuMbhAre banAvelA kuMjAnuM zuM kAma paDayuM ? paNa najIka AvatAM khyAla Ave ke e kuMbha nathI, Jug nathI. paNa eka kALuM hatuM. badhAne Azcarya thayuM. badhI jAtanA AkAre thAya paNa keLAmAM kuMbhane AkAra kevI rIte ? kheDUtane 'pUchayuM to kahyuM: meM akhatare experiment karyo. kALuM nAnuM hatuM tyAre kaMjAmAM mUkI dIdhuM. dhIme dhIme peluM aMdara vadhatuM gayuM. vadhatAM vadhatAM jyAre eno vikAsa growth pUre thavA AvyA tyAre outer shell toDI nAkhyA. aMdarathI kuMbha jevuM kALuM nIkaLyuM. - jIvanane zuM A siddhAMta lAgu paDato nathI ? mANasa pitAnA vicAranI bahAra jaI zakato nathI, outer shellnI

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AMtaravaibhava bahAra kadI jaI zake nahi. vicAre che maryAdita heya, emAM je amaMgaLa tatva bhareluM hoya, emAM nimnatA paDelI hoya te tame koI divasa UMce nahi jaI zake kAraNa ke bahAra rahelI vastu aMdara rahelI vastune dabAve che. ene AkAra Ape che. ' vicAre UMcA hoya to vyaktitva khIle che. vyakitatvanI upara vicArene kuMbha che, e ja AvaraNa banI AkAra ApI rahyo che. tamane e koI mANasa nahi maLe je potAnA vicAre karatAM AgaLa gaye heya. vicAronI maryAdAmAM ja mAnasa moTuM thAya che. mANasa vicArone ghaDe che, pachI vicAre ja mANasane bAMdhI le che. A eka anyonyayukita vALo nyAya che pote ja karelA vicAro bahAra AvIne cekyiAta. thaIne UbhA rahe che. vicAra jeTalA pramANamAM hoya eTalA ja pramANamAM mANasa bahAra jaI zake, AgaLa vadhI zake. zeTha koI anADI cokiyAtane pasaMda karI nekara rAkhe ane kahe: "tAre have A bAraNA upara ubhA rahevAnuM che; aMdaravALAne bahAra javA devA nathI ane bahAravALAne aMdara AvavA devAne nathI." hukama karyo eTale e dvArapALa banIne Ubho rahe. pachI zeTha kahe: "mAre bahAra javuM che ?' to kahe : "nahi javA dauM." "kema?" "tame ja mane hukama karyo che. huM vaphAdAra nokara chuM. AjJApAlana pahelAM." ema tame je vicAra kare che e ja vicAre tamArA dvArapALa banI jAya che, cekiyAta banI jAya che. bahAra

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AMtaravaibhava javA na de, aMdara AvavA na de. mANasa vicAra kare ane vicAra mANasane potAnAmAM pUrI rAkhe. - ghaNA kharA mANaso amuka vicAro nakakI kare che, pachI . enI bahAra jaI zakatA nathI. jyAM sudhI bahAra na jAya tyAM sudhI bahAra raheluM prakAzapUrNa anaMta jagatanuM darzana ene kayAMthI thAya ? keTalAka mANaso sudhAraka hovAne, vicAraka hevAne dAvo kare che paNa avasara AvatAM e tyAMnA tyAM ja hoya. bahAra javAne dekhAva kare paNa jaI na zake. jora kare che paNa pelA vicAro khUba joradAra hoya che. hamezAM zeTha karatAM cokiyAta pahelavAna hoya che. zeTha bhera karavA jAya to e bAvaDAthI pakaDI besADI de "besI jAo zeTha!" zeTha zuM kare ? pelo moTo cha hAthane ane A nAnakaDo mANasa, pakaDIne besADI de. ' 'tamArA vicAro ja eTalA baLavAna banI jAya che ke tame AMkha baMdha karI jayAre dhyAna dharavA prayatna kare ane paramAtmAnA dvAre pahoMcavA prayANa kare tyAM pelA jUnA rIDhA | vicAre kaheH ahIMthI AgaLa nahi javAya. tame kaheH mAre bahAra javuM che. paNa tyAM pelAM baMdha dvAranI dIvAlo sAme Ave, sAme aMdhAruM Ave, tamAruM mana zUnya banI jAya, tamane kAMI ja na jaDe. mAnasika bhUmikA evI thAya ke tame aMdara ne aMdara guMgaLAI jAo. pachI eka ja rasto rahe. "dhyAna nathI dharavuM. jayAre jyAre vAnamAga para prayANa karuM chuM tyAre na AvavAnA vicAra Ave che, mUMjhavaNa UbhI thAya che, gabharAmaNa thAya che, cena paDatuM nathI, eTaluM aMdhAruM ja . aMdhAruM, infinite darkness dekhAya che."

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30 AMtaravaibhava . kAraNa zuM ? tamArI AsapAsa cAre bAjuthI vicAroe tamane pUrI dIdhA che, anaMta tarapha prayANa karatA mANasane vicAre maryAdita karI mUkayo che. paNa je nekarane pahelethI kahI rAkheluM hoya ke tAre dvAra upara UbhA rahevAnuM nathI, dUra UbhA rahevAnuM che ane eronI. cekI karavAnI che. sArA mANasone AvatAM jatAM rokavA nahi. te nekara reke ? nekarane je maryAdA Ape che tyAM e Ubho rahe che. , mukhya vAta zuM che ? vicAre che. vicAronI eka dUniyA che. kArya ane bhASAnI duniyA dekhAya che paNa vicAranI duniyA adazya che; je nathI dekhAtI, paNa kArya ane bhASAnuM sarjana karanAra vicAre che. vicAramAM jeTalA pramANamAM zubha tatva hoya eTalA pramANamAM e zubha tattva bhASAmAM ane AcaraNamAM Ave. ghaNA mANase kharAba kAma karavA nathI mAgatA. icchatA hAya, "ame sAruM ja karIe." paNa jIvanamAM evI paLa AvIne UbhI rahe che, kharAba karI nAkhe che. kharAba thaI gayA pachI ekalA paDatAM manamAM thAya ke A nahetuM karavuM, karavA jevuM nahetuM paNa thaI gayuM. pachI pazcAttApa paNa kare. dharma ane adhama samajAvavA zrIkRSNa duryodhana pAse AvyA. daSTAnta ApI ghaNuM samajAvyuM. kRSNa bAlI rahyA eTale duryodhane kahyuM: "mAre be ja vAta kahevAnI che. tame je kahevA mAgo che e huM nathI jANato ema na mAnazo. tame kahevA mAge che enA karatAM huM vadhAre jANuM chuM." duryodhane kahyuM :

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AMtaravaibhava * 31 "gAnA dharman na pravRttiH jAnAmi adharmam nacame nivRtiH| kenA'pi devena hRdi sthitena yathA niyukto'smi tathA kromi"|| tame je dharma kahevA mAge che e huM jANuM chuM paNa e mAge huM jaI zakato nathI. adharma zuM che te huM jANuM chuM paNa emAMthI huM pAcho vaLI zakato nathI. haiyAmAM evuM kAMIka' che jenA dhakkAthI A badhuM karyuM ja jAuM chuM. haiye kAI zayatAna beThele che je mane dere che ane evI kSaNa AvatAM e pramANe huM karI nAkhuM chuM." duryodhane je kahyuM e kadAca tame paNa kahI zake. "tame je badhuM kahevA mAge che e amane paNa khabara che zuM ame amArA chekarAne zikhAmaNa ApavA besIe chIe tyAre ame sArI zikhAmaNa nathI ApatA ? ame to IcchIe ke amAre dIkare satyavAdI harizcaMdra thAya." paNa kaI maLavA AveluM hoya ane na maLavuM hoya te dIkarAne kahI devAyaH jA, jaIne kahI Ava ke bApAjI ghare nathI." - eka yugala mArI pAse AvyuM. patnInA dekhatAM e kaheH mane dArUnI gaMdha Ave che, havethI huM e nahi lauM. mahinA pachI emanAM patnI phariyAda karatAM AvyAM. "e te cAlu thaI gayA pAchA !" bhAIne belAvIne pUchayuM : "zuM A vAta kharI che ?" bhAIe kahyuM: "huM tamane kharuM kahuM chuM. atyAre mane thAya che ke e kharAbamAM kharAba, gaMdI vastu che. paNa jayAre mitro maLe, kalabamAM bhegA thaIe ane e dabANa kare, sta! le ne have !" ane huM khAlI peTamAM nAkhI dauM chuM.

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3ra. AMtaravaibhava nAkhyA pachI bhAna nathI rahetuM. paNa jyAre ahIM AvuM chuM. temane maLuM chuM. tyAre thAya che ke A beTuM thAya che. " A kSaNa, je kSaNamAM mANasa nirbaLa bane che e kema Ave che ? AvuM kAma mANasathI kema thAya che ? mANasa pote nathI karavA mAgato tema chatAM karI bese che. zA mATe karI bese che ? potAnI IcchA viruddha kare che enuM kAraNa zuM? zodhavAnuM A ja che, research AnI ja karavAnI che. je nathI karavA mAgato chatAM ene e karavuM paDe che. kekavAra je nathI cAhato e cAhI le che, evAM kAma tarapha taNAIne, kheMcAIne cAlyo jAya che. - koI paNa kAma ekadama nathI thatuM. dareka kAryanuM background che, pAzvabhUmikA e vicAra che. vicAronI duniyAmAM juduM ja tattva paDayuM che. e vicAre chupAIne beThA che. jIvanamAM evI paLa AvatAM chupAIne beThelA vicAronA dabANane lIdhe mANasa aNadhAryuM kAma karI bese che. vizleSaNa karaze,uMDANamAM utarIne ciMtana karaze to lAgaze ke tame je kArya karI rahyA cho enI pAchaLa tamArA ajJAta manamAM, ajJAta bhUmikAmAM paDele vicAra che e tamane kokavAra evI rIte prere che. dere che, dhakko mAre che ke tame vagara vicAryuM ja e kAma karI nAkhe che. sAMkaDA daravAjAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA pacIsa mANase UbhA hoya ane tamArI AgaLa kaI sajajana bhale hoya. sahune bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya, utAvaLa hoya emAM tame dhakako mAre ane AgaLa ubhele sajajana paDI jAya. e dhakako koNe mAryo.? tame mAryo ? nA tame nathI mAryo paNa pAchaLa ubhelAmAMthI koIke dhakako

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AMtaravaibhava 33 mAryAM, e tamane vAgyA, tamArA sajjanane vAgyA ane e upasIne paDI gayA. mANusa peAte pADavA nathI mAgate paNa pAchaLathI dhakakA AvI jatAM e samatulA (balance) gumAve che ane paDe che. evI rIte vicArAnA dhakakA cAlyA Ave che ane e nabaLAM kArya tarapha, kharAba bhASA tarapha, kharAba vartana tarapha DhaLI paDe che. mATe tame kAryaMne (action) khadalavAne bahu prayatna nahi karA, bhASAne sudhAravAnA paNa bahu prayatna nahi kare. paNa vicArene sudhAravAnA prayatna karo. tricArA, kAya ane bhASAnA janaka che. janmadAtA che. vicAro badalAtAM phrAya badalAi jAya che,

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3 parziyAnA eka rAjAne suMdara, dekhAvaDA rAjakumAra che paNa e jarAka kUbaDA che. rAjAe meTA mATAM veDhDhAne kheAlAvyA, khUba davAe karI paNa aMte saune lAgyuMI ke A khUMdha maTADI zakAya tevI nathI. eTalAmAM eka zilpI AvyA. eNe kahyuM: huM maTADI 4uM. rAjakumAranuM eNe suMdara UMcuM pUtaLuM banAvyuM; mAddha', AkAra badhuM ja jANe jIvaMta rAjakumAra. paNa jarAka pheraphAra hateA. A pUtaLuM TaTAra UbhuM hatuM. zilpIe rAjAne kahyuM : rAjakumAre eTaluM ja karavAnuM che ke rAja A pUtaLAnI sAme mAtra dasa miniTa UbhA rahe ane vicAra kareH A mAruM pUtaLu che, AnI kharAbara TaTAra hu* kema UbhA na rahuM ? rAjakumAra rAja dasa miniTa pUtaLA AgaLa TaTAra UbhA rahevA prayatna kare ane aMdarane aMdara, manAmana prayatna kare. ema karatAM karatAM dhIme dhIme kUbaDe UbheA rahevAne badale e TaTAra UbheA rahevA lAgyA. rAjakumAra jayAre pacIsa varSanA thayA tyAre sIdhA... ane kaDaka, tall, straight pelA pUtaLAnI jema ja UbhA rahevA lAgyA. Only ten minutes a day. rojanI dasa miniTa, khIjuM kAMi nahi. tamArI khADane sudhAravA mATe, khUMdhane sudhAravA mATe, sIdhA banavA mATe divasanI mAtra dasa miniTa ja ApavAnI che. .

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AMtaravaibhava 35 dasa dasa miniTanA prayatnathI rAjakumAranI khADa nIkaLI gaI tema mANasa paNa peAtAnA vicArane taiyAra kare, vicArene khArAka Ape, vicArAne U'gAmI khanAve, jAgRta kare te aMtaramAM je duniyA UbhI karavA mAge che e jarUra UbhI karI zake. tamArA vicAre nIce na cAlyA jAya, kAInuM kharAkha karatA naM thai jAya, emAM amaMgala tattva AvI na jAya eTaluM x dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. rAjakumAra jarAka maiM vaLI gayA te pALe kUbaDeA rAjakumAra Hunchback Prince thai javAnA. paNa jene TaTAra thavu... hAya echuM teA pUtaLAnI sAme sIdhA kaDaka UbhA rahevAnuM che. TaTAra UbhA rahetA rahetA TaTAra thai javAya che. mANasane asatya, ama`gala ane abhadra vastue gamatI hAya tA enuM mULa kAraNu enA vicAre che. sArI vAtanI cApaDIe keTalI khape che ane gaMdI vAtanI kevI UpaDe che ?. sArA sArA mANusA gaMdAM lakhANu! vAMcatA haiAya che. mANasanuM mana, kharAba taraphe jaladI DhaLI jAya che. phAinI bibhatsa vAta thatI hAya, tame bahu utAvaLamAM DhA tema chatAM jarA UbhA rahI zuM kaheA che ? " jaladI kahI de, e miniTamAM . kaheA, mAre jANuvuM che. " AMvI vAtA bahu jaladIthI game che. vRddho paNa gaMdI vAtA thatI hAya, kAinA anAcAranI vAta thatI haiAya te| kahe, " jANI levA deA, jANyuM hAya teA kAma lAgaze. " <<

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36 AMtaravaibhava zuM kAma lAgaze ? vicArone saDAvavA mATe ? jANeluM kAma kAma nathI lAgatuM, nukazAna kare che, vicAronI duniyAmAM kharAba vastu nAkhI de che. dUdhanA pAtramAM tejAbanuM ekAda TIpuM nAkhI de te zuM thAya ? TIpuM eka ja che paNa dUdha badhuM phATI jAya. paNa e ja dUdhamAM chAzanAM be chAMTA paDe to kevuM sarasa dahIM bane, jAmI jAya. dUdha tamAruM che, bahAranuM meLavaNa zuM Ave che e jovAnuM che. huM ogaNIsa varSanA hatA tyAre mArA pitAe eka sarasa vAta batAvelI. e dIvAsaLInI peTI lAvyA. mane vizvAsa hato ke e bIDI nathI ja pItA. tema chatAM emaNe A dIvAsaLInI peTI kema kADhI ? emaNe dIvAsaLI saLagAvI, enAthI kAgaLane TUkaDo saLagAvyo. mane kahyuM: "joyuM? A kAgaLane saLagAvatAM pahelAM dIvAsaLIne pitAne saLagI javuM paDayuM, bIjAne bALatAM pahelAM potAnuM moTuM ene bALI nAkhavuM paDayuM. je dIvAsaLI pitAnA moDhAne kALuM kare nahi e koIne ya bALI zake nahi. ATaluM tuM dhyAna rAkhaje. have tAre kyAM javuM hoya tyAM jA." emaNe to gajabanI vAta karI nAkhI, jIvanane Akhe pATha ApI dIdhe. je vAtane samajAvavA keTalAM zAstro lakhAyAM e vAta match boxnI nAnakaDI dIvAsaLImAM kahI nAkhI. huM to vicArato jaM rahyo. vAta sAva sAcI che. duniyAne kharAba karavA pahelAM potAnA moDhAne kharAba karavuM paDe che, duniyAne jalAvatAM pahelAM potAne jalI javuM paDe che. koIne kALo cItaratA pahelAM potAnuM meTuM kALuM karI nAkhavuM paDe che.

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'37 AMtaravaibhava mANasa potAnI aMdara vicArone kharAba karyA vinA pote kharAba bolI zakato nathI. kharAba bolavA mATe ane kharAba karavA mATe eNe pahelAM aMdaranI duniyAne kharAba karavI paDe che. je hiMsA kare che e pitAnA AtmAnI hiMsA karyA vinA bIjAnI hiMsA nathI karI zakatA. - bhagavAne kahyuM : "tuM bIjAnI nahi paNa khuda tArI ja hisA kare che. tuM bIjAne nahi, paNa tuM khuda tane ja nukazAna kare che." * A duniyAmAM sukha lAvavuM hoya te ekalI vAtothI nahi bane. aMdarathI palaTe lAvavA paDaze. dharmanI bhASAmAM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane tyajavA paDaze. ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane lIdhe karmabaMdhana che ane karma baMdhanane lIdhe ja AtmA durgatimAM jAya che. dharmanI A kaThina bhASA dIvAsaLInI bhASAmAM saraLa dekhAya che paNa satya eka ja che. vicAramAM palaTo lAvyA vinA bahAra kadI palaTo lAvI zakAto nathI. vicAramAM palaTe kema Ave ? dhIre dhIre Ave che. Ajane Aja tame sAMbhaLIne ghare jAo ane saMpUrNa sudharI jAo tema thavuM kaThina che. Teva ghaNA vakhatanI che, vicAra ane saMskAre UMDA tarI gayA che. - eka vidvAne sAcuM ja kahyuM ke mANasanI Teva elastic che; vijana roller nIce dabAve, sIdhI karavA prayatna kare paNa roller kADhI lo eTale e Teva mULa svabhAvamAM AvIne UbhI rahe. mATe ja satata zravaNa, manana, dhyAna, ciMtana-A badhAM sAdhane batAvavAmAM AvyAM che.

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AMtaravaibhava sAdhaka taiyAra hoya te| ja sAdhananA upayAga thAya, sAdhaka pramAdI haiAya te sAdhana sAme paDayAM haiAya te! paNa zu` vaLe? e mAtra mALAthI ja meAkSa maLatA haiAta te mALA vecanArA badhAMja meAhne jAta. sAdhana te! sAme ja paDayAM che paNa gaNanAre taiyAra na heAya teA mALA bicArI zuM kare? 38 sAdhana kharAba paNa nathI ane sArAM pazu nathI. sAdhana teA sAdhana ja che. khUkhI teA sAdhakanI che. sAdhaka je rIte taiyAra haiAya e rIte sAdhana ene madadagAra khane che. jevI rIte khALakane suMdara devA pADIe chIe ane dhIme dhIme meTuM karIe chIe ema tame tamArA vicArene Teva pADIne meATAM kare. kAi evA mUkha khApa nahi maLe je dIkarAne mATe karavA patnIne kahe ke tuM be hAtha pakaDa, huM e paga pakaDuM ane kheMcIe, jaladI meATA karI nAMkhIe. e mATeA nahi thAya, marI jaze. suMdara vicAre ekadama bahAra nathI AvatA, enA pazu vikAsa growth thAya che. ene UgavA de. tamAru kAma khAtara ApavAnuM che, sArA vicAranuM zravaNu e peASaNu nourishment che, e tamArA vicArAne khArAkarUpe ane khAtararUpe maLe che. ahIM jai zravaNu karyuM. e khAlI jatuM nathI, e khArAkanuM kAma karI ja rahyuM che. A khAtarane lIdhe pAMca varSa, dasa vadhe tame ekadama badalAyelA haze. jene jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavu' che, jIvanane suMdara manAvavuM che, peAtAnA AMtaravaibhavane vadhAravA che eNe pahelAM peAtAnA

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AMtaravaibhava vicArone palaTAvavAnA che. vicAramAM traNa tattva lAvavAnAM che; satya, zubha ane suMdara; truth, goodness ane beauty A traNe, vicAronuM surUpa che. ApaNA vicAramAM satya ramatuM hoya te ja jIvana satyamaya bane. paNa vicAre asatya hAya ane uparathI AvaraNa satyanuM karavA jAo te daMbha bane. aMdaranuM vyakitatva bahAra AvavA prayatna kare ane tame uparathI AcaraNanuM dabANa kare to daMbhanI vikriyA sivAya zuM thAya ? abrAhama liMkananA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. eNe vakIlAtanI zarUAta karI tyAre prAraMbhamAM gharAka ochA AvatA. paNa emaNe nakakI karyuM. mArA dhaMdhAne huM mArA vicAra ane AcArathI suMdara banAvIza. dhaMdhe kharAba nathI. je mANasa dhaMdhAne apanAve che. enA upara dhaMdhAnI pratiSThA ane kIrtine AdhAra che. dareka dhaMdhAmAM kharAba tatva maLI AvavAnuM ane dhvagAmI tatva paNa maLI AvavAnuM. pachI e vakIla haiya, DokaTara hoya, enjiniyara hoya ke vyApArI haiya. dhaMdhe nahi paNa dhaMdhe calAvanAra vyakti keNu che enA upara dhaMdhAnI pratiSThA AdhArita che. : liMkane nakakI karyuM: "mAre dhaMdhe mane nIce nahi paDe paNa huM. dhaMdhAne UMce lAvIza." ke emanI pAse eka mANasa AvyoH "mAre eka mANasa pAsethI aDhI Dolara levAnA che, e mATe tamAre mAre kesa . laDhavAne che." "aDhI DaoNlara ?" "hA, aDhI oNlara. mAre enuM abhimAna toDavuM che. aDhI Dolarane prazna nathI paNa e - mAthuM UMcuM rAkhIne phare che, mane sAme maLe to namato ya

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40 AMtaravaibhava nathI. e mArI bAjumAM ja rahe che, meM ene aDhI rDolara ApyA hatA paNa e have ApI zake tema nathI." liMkane kesa lIdho ane pachI pelAne belA, pUchayuM, te kaheH "sAheba, huM to garIba mANasa chuM. meM to ene aDhI DaoNlara kyAranA ya ApI dIdhA. mane namAvavA mATe, mArA upara kesa karavA mAge che. " asIlane bolAvIne liMkane kahyuM: "huM tamAro kesa laDhIza. khare paNa mArI phI jANe che ne ?" "keTalI phI ?" "dasa Dolara." "aDhI DaoNlaranA kesa mATe dasa DolaranI phI ?" mANasanA manamAM abhimAna ane moTAIne pavana bharAya pachI e game te ApavA ke phanA karavA taiyAra ja hoya che. kabUla che. paNa, e mANasa paisA ApI zake ema nathI. eTale e jelamAM ja javo joIe." dasa Dolara laI, kesanI hakIkata laI ene chUTo karyo. - likane pelA garIba pADezIne bolAvyo. "le, A pAMca Dolara laI jA, AmAMthI aDhI Dolara ene ApI enI pAsethI rasIda laIne mane ApI jaje, jo " pele rAjI thatA pAMca Dolara laI pelAne bAraNa zo rahyoH "zeTha, A tamArA aDhI Delara laI le ane mane rasada, lakhI Ape. mAre tamArI sAme laDhavuM nathI. huM garIba mANasa tamane kema pahoMce ?" rasIda laI jaI liMkanane ApI. - bIje divase pelA asIla zeTha gADImAM AvyA. "vakIla sAheba ! have ApaNe kesa nathI laDave." "kema?" "have javA do." liMkane pelI rasIda ApI ane kahyuM: "A le."

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AMtaravaibhava 41. rasIda ? tamArI pAse ?" " hA, huM vakIla chuM, laDhAvavA mATe nahi, samAdhAna compromise karAvavA mATe. huM lokone lUMTavA mATe nahi, nyAya batAvavA mATe chuM. ahaMkArane poSavA mATe nahi paNa garIbone bacAvavA mATe chuM." - pelo tyAM ja besI gayo. " liMkana tamArA je vakIla to ke'ka ja maLe. AvA mANase Avaze te ja A dha dhAnI ane samAjanI patiSThA vadhaze. ' . . jUThA mANasone pakSa levo, emane bacAvavA, emanI vakIlAta karavI emAM to potAnI buddhithI mANasa dhIme dhIme nIce ane nIce cAlyo jAya che. pAMca varSa, pacIsa varSa evA mANase pAse paisA ghaNA thaI jAya che paNa e vicArenA taLiye beThelA hoya che. evA ghaNA ya che je paisAthI UMcA, vicArothI nIcA, emanA jIvanamAM samatolapaNuM ja nahi, saMvAda vinA te kAMI jIvana che ? A mANasa nIcA vicAra karyA kare, halakA vicAramAM AvyA kare te dhIme dhIme e vAmaNe ja thAya ne! bahArathI moTo lAge paNa aMdarathI vAmaNo ja hoya. duniyA mATe jANe paNa aMdarathIe duHkhI ya duHkhI hoya. zAMti maLatI na hoya, manamAM parezAnI hoya. | vicAromAM satya tatva AvavuM joIe. tame satyanI paDakhe UbhA rahe. dasa Dolara maLatA hoya ke lAkha maLatA heya paNa pakSa satyano hovo joIe. asatyanI dalAlI karatAM karatAM mANasa khuda asatyamaya banI jAya che. bIjuM zubha tattva vizvanuM bhaluM thAo e vicAre mane bhUmi vilIragAhovI joIe.

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AMtaravaibhava - - - satya ane zubhanA saMskAro jyAre tIvra bane che tyAre jemANasanA vicAre UrdhvagAmI bane che ane ene suMdara tatvanuM darzana thAya che. mAtra cAmaDInI suMdaratA jovAnuM kAma to gIdhaDAM paNa karI zake. mANasanA vyakitatvamAM, bhASAmAM, vicAramAM, kartavyamAM, : jIvanacaryAmAM suMdaratA dekhAya. prakRtinA pratyeka pAsAmAM saundarya darzana thAya ane e suMdaratAne joine AMkha bhInI thAya. kavivara TAgore bagIcAmAM pharatAM pharatAM khIleluM phUla joyuM. phUla jotAM jotAM emanI AMkha bhInI thaI gaI, "he prakRti ! te A duniyAne kevI suMdara bheTa ApI che. mATImAMthI utpanna thanArA tatvamAM suvAsa, sukumAratA ane saundarya che. e ja prakRtine bALaka huM, mArAmAM azubha ane bIjA vicAre kema AvI gayA ? kema AvI zake ?" vicAra karatAM karatAM azru dhasI AvyAM ane jIvananI kAlimAne dhAvA lAgyAM. bhagavAna mahAvIra ane buddhanA samayane prasaMga che. prasenajita rAjAe saMyama levAne vicAra karyo. badhe ThekANe pharI pharIne AvyA, sAdhuone, yogIone maLI AvyA. kahyuM : "mAre sAdhu thavuM che, zramaNa thavuM che." badhA kahe : "thaI jAo." rAjAe kahyuM : "mArI eka zarata che. jenA AzramanuM AMgaNuM moTuM haze ene huM ziSya thavAne." bicArA sAdhuo A bhASA na samajI zakyA. emaNe to AsapAsanI jamIna levA ja mAMDI, kharIdavA ja mAMDI ane pitAnA AzramanAM AMgaNune vizALa ane virATa karavAmAM lAgI gayA.

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AMtaravaibhava 43. eka varSa pachI rAjA nIkaLyA. eka kahe: "mAre tyAM pAMca vIghAnuM AMgaNu che." bIjo kahe: "mAre tyAM daza vIghAnuM." * badhe pharI pharIne e zramaNa bhagavAna pAse AvyA. pUchayuM: - "tamArI pAse ? tamAruM AMgaNuM keTaluM lAMbu che?" - prabhunA mukha para caMdrazItala smita AvyuM ane kahyuM : prasenajita ! jene vADa bAMdhavI paDe ane gajathI mApavuM paDe evuM AMgaNuM amAruM nathI tuM ahIMthI ghoDA upara besI deDavA mAMDa. AkhI jiMdagI sudhI tuM doDa ane tema chatAM paNa aMta na Ave evA che jene che e AMgaNuM amAruM che. amAro Azrama ane amArA AzramanuM AMgaNuM "vasudhaiva kuTumbakam" che. AkhI pRthvI amArI che. pRthvIne cheDo e amAruM AMgaNuM che. "prasenajita amAruM AzramanuM prAMgaNa jovA to tAre AMkha badalavI paDaze. A saMkucita najara anaMtane infinitene nahi joI zake. tArI AMkhe maryAdita che, maryAdita amaryAditane kema joI zake ? ' "ame amaryAditanI duniyAmAM rahIe chIe." . prasenajita emanA caraNamAM besI gayA. kahyuM: "bhagavana! "vAta sAcI che. jemaNe jamInane vadhArI, makAnane vadhAryA e to gayAM." - tamArI ATalI ja duniyA che, bAkInI duniyA tamArI nathI. jagatathI tame ja judA paDyA, jagatanA pravAhothI tame * kaMpAI gayA; vizvabhAvane lAbha tamane have kyAMthI maLe che vicAramAM anaMtanI vizALatA AvatAM emAM A traNa

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44 AMtaravaibhava tane samAveza thAya che. paheluM saca, bIjuM zubha ane trIjuM sauMdarya. A paNa ghaNA kahe cheH "cAla, vicAramAM, amArA magajamAM satya, zubha ane sauMdaryane rAkhIzuM paNa jIvana jIvavuM che te amane asatyane jANavA do, azubhane jovA de ane asuMdara zuM che ene anubhava karI levA do. jyAM sudhI anubhava na karIe tyAM sudhI vastusthiti samajAtI nathI. padArthane sAce anubhava karavA mATe A anubhava paNa karI laIe." mAre eka ja prazna pUchavAne che. tamane e kaI mANasa maLaze je joto hoya nIce ane caDhate hoya upara ? je taLeTI tarapha jue che e zikhara tarapha kadI AgaLa nahi vadhI zake. AjanA yuvAnomAM A mAnyatA dekhAya che. duniyAne joI levA de, duniyAmAM kharAba zuM che e paNa jarA jANI levA de. ekavAra kharAba jANuM laIe to sAruM zuM che e jANI zakIe. taLeTI tarapha moDhuM rAkhIne zikhara tarapha javAno prayatna kare te e zikhare to nahi pahoce paNa e nIce gabaDI ja paDavAne. je vicAramAM asatya, azubha ane asuMdara rAkhe che e * jIvanamAM kadI upara jaI zakatA nathI. tamAre duniyAmAM je lAvavAnuM che, jenuM sarjana karavuM che, ene pahelAM mane sRSTimAM lAvavuM paDaze. jema jema manasRSTimAM e khIlatuM jaze tema tema bahAranI duniyAmAM enuM parivartana AvatuM jaze. bahAranA hajAro hathoDAthI paNa sudharI na zake e je aMdarathI parivartana ANe bahAranI badhI suSTi vinA zrame

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. AMtaravaibhava 45 sahaja rIte palaTAvI zake. vicAronI zodha karanAro ja khare krAMtikAraka che. * krAMti eTale zuM ? eka rAjyane khatama karI navuM rAjya lAvavuM, lAMbA kapaDAMomAMthI TUMkA (mini) kapaDAM paheravAM, hAthathI khAtA hAIe tenA badale charIkAMTAthI khAvuM- e krAMti che? sAta varSa pahelAM eka bhAI bhUlezvaramAM rahetA hatA te hamaNa phaleTamAM rahevA AvyA. e kaheH "mahArAjazrI ! tame joyuM? amArA gharamAM krAMti thai gaI che." ' meM pUchayuM "thayuM zuM ?" kahe "ame bhUlezvaramAMthI sIdhA ahIM blAmAM AvI gayAM. nAnA nAnA oraDAone badale vizALa oraDA, emAM Adhunika modern pharnicara, moTAM moTAM ghaDIALo, tame AvIne juo to krAMtine tamane khyAla Ave ! paheravezamAM, khAvAmAM badhe ja krAMti." ' Aje "krAMti' zabda keTalo sasta banI gayo che! kevI aNasamajathI vaparAI rahyo che! - jhArane mArI bolazevijhama lAvavuM ene loko bhale "krAMti kahe paNa sAcI krAMti mANasanA mAnasanA palaTAthI Ave che. * aMdara palaTo kare te bahAranA jIvananA pravAhane palaTo sahaja thaI jAya. aMdaranA palaTA sAthe bahAra palaTo thAya ja. Aje alaeNparI mAM, vaidakIya kSetramAM ke mAnasazAstramAM zuM kahe che? vicAre badalo. keTalIya mAMdagIonuM nidAna x-ray mAM nahi maLe te vicAromAM maLaze.

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46 AMtaravaibhava vicArothI thAkI gayo e kahe ke huM bimAra chuM. ane bimArInA vicArone lIdhe dhIme dhIme bimArIo vadhatI ja jAya.' bhagavAna mahAvIra, rAmacaMdrajI, bhagavAna buddha e badhI mahAna vyaktioe aMdaranI duniyAmAM parivartana ANyuM ane bahAranuM badhuM palaTAI gayuM. gADIne bIje mArge vALavI hoya to nIce UtarIne cAre TAyarane pheravavAnI jarUra nathI; steering ne jarAka jerk Apo, badalo ane cAra paiDAM e rIte pharI jaze. . . A DrAivIMgane anubhava e ja vicArone anubhava che. vicArenuM steering jenA hAthamAM barAbara che e je dizAmAM jIvana pravAhane badalavA mAge che, e dizAmAM e parivartana lAvI zake che. uparanI duniyAmAM javuM heya te nIcI bAjunA vicArone jovAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe, evA mitrone maLavAnuM baMdha karavuM joIe ane evuM vAcana paNuM na karavuM joIe. satya, zubha ane saundaryanA vicAre ja mANasane kogAmI banAve che.

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4 A jagatamAM je kAMI vAstavika bane che enI pahelAM mANasanI kupanAmAM e vicAra AkAra le che. citrakAranA manamAM vicAranuM eka rekhAcitra AkAra le che pachI ja e hAthamAM pIMchI le che ane phalaka (canvas ) upara citaravAnuM zarU kare che. zilpInA manamAM AkRti AkAra le che tyAre ja ene paththaramAM kaMDArIne sAkAra kare che. . sarjana pahelAM mane bhUmikAmAM thAya che, pachI jagatamAM dekhAya che. je dazya seen che enI pAchaLa adazya unseen kAma karI rahyuM che. je dekhAtuM nathI e kAraNa che. ane je dekhAya che e enuM kArya che. kAraNa zAzvata che, kArya nazvara transient che. pIMchI vaDe dorAyeluM citra nAza thAya paNa jeNe e citranuM manamAM sarjana karyuM e Atmazakita koI divasa naSTa thavAnI nathI. che je sukhI banyA, samRddhivAna banyA, prathama kakSA prApta karI e pahelAM vicAronI duniyAmAM taiyAra thayA. " * mANasane A je AMtaravaibhava che. - jene sukhI banavuM che, AnaMdamaya banavuM che e potAnA vicAramAM evo bane, ene lAgavuM joIe ke huM AnaMdamaya chuM. jyAM sudhI potAnA vicAromAM pote AnaMdamaya che ene anubhava na kare, e ja dhUnamAM jyAM sudhI e vicare nahi tyAM sudhI e AnaMdamaya kema banI zake ?

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48 AMtarAva ekavAra huM marInaDrAIva dariyAnI pALe pALe cAlyo jato hate. sAmenA makAnamAM chaTTe mALe kUtare bho ubho bhasa hatA. pAchaLa vaLIne joyuM te mArI pAchaLa eka garIba kUtaruM cAhyuM AvatuM hatuM. ene joI pelo cha mALethI bhasyA kare, kAraNa ke e ajJAnI che. eTale e duHkhI che, herAna che, ene. AnaMda ja nathI. bhale e dariyAnI sAme beThelo che, miTA makAnamAM beThelo che, kaDapatinI kAramAM sAMje pharavA jAya che paNa ene potAnuM jJAna nathI. zeThanI khurazI agara gADI upara, jayAM munIma paNa na besI zake tyAM e besI zake eTaluM ' mAna ane sthAna maLeluM che enuM bhAna bicArA e kUtarAne nathI. ene khabara nathI ke huM karoDapatine sAthI companion chuM. ema jayAM sudhI mANasa aMdara nakkI nahi kare ke huM sukhI chuM tyAM sudhI ene keAI sukhI nahi banAvI zake. tame ene paisA Apa, dAgInA Ape, hara ane pannA Ape, moTAmAM moTI gADI ane UMcAmAM UMce flat Apo, sArAmAM sArI sagavaDa Apa paNa e du:khI rahevAno. zA mATe ? ene khabara ja nathI ke aMdara kaeNNa birAje che! e to mAne che ke huM duHkhI chuM, pApI chuM. che. Aje mAnavInA mana upara evA vicAre ThasAvI devAmAM AvyA che ke tuM pApI che, adhama che, pApathI bharelo che, tArA pApamAMthI tane bhagavAna Ave te ja choDAvI zake. eTale ja te leke avatAra mATe prArthanA kare che paga avatAra AvIne bhe rahe che tyAre kahe ke tame amArI vacce kema AvyA? ame te pApI chIe ja; have tame amArAmAM AvyA te tame paNa pApI, ame tamane khatama karIzuM. - mANase vicAre badalavAnI jarUra che, vicAramAM navI

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AMtaravaibhava 49 daSTa lAvavAnI che. bhagavAna svarUpa evo huM AtmA, pApI kema? bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM tuM bhagavAna che. tuM bhUlI gayo che eTale bIjI rIte AcarI rahyo che. tuM bhagavAna che e je yAda karIza, samajI laIza te tuM nirbaLatAmAMthI Ubho thaIza. mANasa upara ladAyelA kheTA saMskAra, aNasamajabharI mAnyatAo ane na samajAya evA bhayathI e pApI na hovA chatAM potAne pApI mAne che. je potAnI jAtane pApI mAne che e game teTalI DUbakIo mAre to paNa ujajaLa, nirmaLa, svaccha ane pavitra nahi banI zake. je kALA cazamA pahere ene AkhuM jagata kALuM dekhAya che. Aje pApanA bhayanA mAryA sahu marI rahyA che. tAva Ave to TI. bI. ne vicAra, gaLAmAM dukhe to kensarane vicAra Ave. jAgRta bane, cetatA bhale rahe paNa bhayabhIta na bane. bhayane lIdhe jidagImAMthI AzA ane utsAha cAlyAM jAya che ane je karavAnuM che e ja rahI jAya che. - sArAmAM sAre mANasa nakArAtmaka vicArothI hatAza bane che. e jotISIne janmotrI batAve. jyotISI kahe ke tamArI grahadazA kharAba che, pelo nirAza thaIne AvIne besI jAya. pUcheH kema ? kahe hamaNAM kaMI ja nathI karavuM, stars against che. pitAnI IcchAzakti (willpower) gumAvI dIdhI, pitAnAMmAM je zraddhA hatI e gumAvI dIdhI. dhIme dhIme bhayane lIdhe, nirbaLatAne lIdhe e khalAsa thato jAya che. jatAM jatAM

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50 AMtaravaibhava duniyAne paNa e cepa Apato jAya che. je nirbaLa che e mAtra khuda nibaLa nathI paNa AkhA gharane, samAjane, prajAne nirbaLa banAve che. - pApI chuM, huM duHkhI chuM, mane bhaya che; A raga bhayaMkara che. A cepI roga che. e yAda ApavA mAguM chuM ke tuM AnaMdamaya che paNa tArA AnaMdamaya svarUpa upara AvaraNa che. AnaMda tArAmAM che paNa tuM to nathI kAraNa ke te duHkhane pacheDe Avyo che. tArA manamAM, tArA vicAromAM, tArI bhAvanAomAM satata duHkha, duHkha ane duHkhane ja paDachAya che. mANasa je jAtanA vicAro aMdara kare che tevuM dhIme dhIme bahAra thaI jAya che. citrakAranA manamAM aMdara habasInI vicArarekhA hoya to enA citramAM habaMsI sivAya bIjuM kAMI nahi hoya. je Mona LisanA vicAra kare che enA phalaka upara Mona LisanuM rahasyamaya sauMdarya ane smita AvyA vinA nahi rahe. ema jenA manamAM duHkhanuM ja citra che e sukhI bane kevI rIte ? hajAre DokaTare Ave, mAnasazAstranA niSNAto Ave ke pachI philasUpho Ave paNa e kahe ke huM duHkhI chuM. e zuM kare ? - hA, kadAca ene IMjekazana daIne e bebhAna karI zake. eTalIvAra e bhUlI jAya, ene ArAma maLe paNa jevo e jAge ke tarata vicAre ke huM duHkhI chuM. duHkhane vicAra mANasanA manamAM ghara karI gayo che. e vicArane kADhavA mATe enI sAme sAro vicAra mUkavAne

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AMtavairabhava 51 che: huM... Anamaya chuM. du:kha e teA bahAranA vicAra che, leAkAe besADeleA vicAra che. tame e sukhI thavA mAMgatA haiA-kevaLa sukhI thavA mAMgatA hai teA kAlathI ja thai zakeA ema che.. paNa leAkeA peAte sukhI thavA nathI mAgatA, khIjAnI apekSAe sukhI thavA mAge che. peAte be sukhI thavA mAge te khanI zake, paNa badhA leAkeAnI najaramAM sukhI bane e kema banI zake ? leAkeAnI apekSA tamArA hAthamAM nathI ane leAkeAnA sukha mATe tamAro abhiprAya (opinion) mahu vadhAre paDatA che. guNNAnI khAkhatamAM nahi, dunyavI vastu mATe. khIjAnI pAse ekAdI gADI haiAya te tame mAnA ke AhAhA ! enI pAse keTalu badhu... che, A mANasa keTaleA sukhI che! have enI apekSAe tame sukhI kevI rIte bA ? tamane game teTalu sukha maLe chatAM tame tamAruM echuM ja mAnavAnA ane khIjAnuM vadhAre ja mAnavAnA. eTale tamAruM mAnasika, laghutAgraMthIjanya duHkha cAlu ja rahevAnuM. paNa tame manathI nakkI karo ke mAre nirapekSa sukhI thavuM che teA thaI zakeA. keTalAka kahe che: Happiness is relative sukha sApekSa che; sAcuM. bIjAnA upara AdhAra rAkheA che tyAre sApekSa (relative) che, paNa jayAre tame independent khanI jAme che, svataMtra khanI jAe che, tyAre relative nIkaLI jAya che, pachI tame tamArI rIte sukhI banavA mAgeA che. ta niya kare che! ke huM sukhI khanavAnA chuM, huM AnaMdamaya, 1 zA mATe mArA upara du:kha Ave ? zA mATe huM duHkhI thauM e je ghaDIe A vicAra jAgyA, pachI je nAnI nAnIdhyA khIjAne herAna karatI haiAya che tene te! tame gaNuArezuM tha

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para AMtaravaibhava jIvana pratyenuM tamAruM darzIna ja badalAi gayuM haze. kudaratamAM thAtu anukUla ane thADuM pratikUla cAlyA ja kare. enA AM svabhAva che . ane e svabhAvamAM theDuM gAThavIne mANase adjust thavAnuM che. peAtAnI jAtane anukUla karIne zAMtithI rahI zake te du:khI na bane. ravivAre taiyAra thAe ane vyakhyAnamAM AvavAne samaye varasAda AvyA te! tame zuM kaheA ? * atyAre A varasAda, kAMthI AvI paDayA ! varasAde te herAna herAna karI nAkhyA. varSARtumAM varasAda Ave che te herAna thAe che ke varasAda nathI AvatA te herAna thAo che. e vicAryuM ? mANasane tAtkAlika (temporary) sagavaDa joie che. enI pAse chatrI nathI, ene gharamAMthI TeksImAM besavuM che tyAM sudhI varasAda UbhA rahI jAya te enAM kapaDAM bhIMjAi na jAya ! keTaleA svAthI! peAtAnI sagavaDa sAcavavA, peAtAnAM kapaDAM baMgalAmAMthI nIkaLI gADImAM bese tyAM sudhImAM bhIMjAi na jAya mATe varasAda na Ave ema IcchavuM ? paNa e varasAda na Ave teA keTalAya leAkeA duHkhI banI jAya, dezanI paristhiti zu' thai jAya enA vicAra ene nahi Ave ! pravacanamAM AvatAM jarAka kapaDAM bhInAM thayAM eTale enI te! mA bagaDI gaI ! meDhA kheDA jIva khALyA kare. enuM mana pravacananA ciMtanamAM nahi, kapaDAMmAM che. khahAra nIkaLe, pUche : sAMbhaLyu ke ?" are, sAMbhaLyuM zuM ? AvatAM A kapaDAM bhIMjAI gayAM, huM te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA !'' (6 (C eNe nAnI-zI vAtamAMthI kevu', meTuM du:kha UbhuM karI nAkhyuM ! gharamAM lagna hAya, sAMje satkAra samAraMbha (reception)

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* AMtaravaibhava parva hoya e vakhate vAdaLAM AvI jAya to e duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya. have AkhuM reception bagaDI javAnuM. tAruM ekanuM reception bagaDI javAnuM, paNa badhA lekenuM conception sudharI javAnuM. varSAnI lo ke te pratIkSA ja karatA hoya che. mANasa jyAM sudhI Ama bahAranI nAnI nAnI vAto para kUdAkUda kare tyAM sudhI e kaI paNa sAdhanamAM, sagavaDamAM ke saMjogomAM sukhI nahi banI zake. eka bhikhArI eka jhADanA nIce eka ja ThekANe besIne ekavIsa varSathI bhIkha mAgato hato. enA manamAM hatuM ke huM eka divasa Ama karatAM paisAdAra banIza, moTara lAvIza ane gADImAM besIne gAmanA lokone lift ApIza. - eka divasa bhikhArI marI gayo. gAmaDuM hatuM, badhA bhegA thayA. badhAe kahyuM: A jagyAe, Aja patharA upara besIne eNe ekavIsa varSa sudhI bhIkha mAgI che, te have ene A ja jagyAe dATIe. ene dATavA UMDe khADo khodayo to e ja paththaranA nIcethI moTo khajAne nIkaLyo ! - je jagyAe besIne ekavIsa varSa sudhI sukhanAM phAphA mAryA, paisA mATe valakhAM mAryA ane marI gayo tyAM ja khajAne hato. jarAka khodayo hota to A khajAno ene ja maLata. ghaNA mANaso sukha ane zAMtinA khajAnA upara ja beThelA hoya che. upara besIne roja vicAreH "eka divasa huM jarUra zAMti meLavIza. I shall live a happy life - bicAre sukhanA sthAna (spot) upara besIne sukhanI bhIkha mAgyA karato hoya che. jiMdagIbhara sukha, sukhanA vicAra karato.

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AMtaravuMbhava 54 du:khamAM ja marI jAya ! je vastune mATe bahAra phrAMphrA .mArIe chIe, je mATe tIrghAmAM bhaTakIe chIe e vastu khIje kAMca nathI, ApaNAmAM ja paDelI che. paNa pelA bhikhArIne khabara nahi ke jyAM huM ekavIsa varSathI kheThele chuM enA nIce ja khajAnA paDelA che. A jIvane paNa khabara nathI ke sukha ane zAMti khAra nahi paNa aMdara bharelI che. jema peleA bhikhArI khADe khAde nahi ema A aMdara jAya nahi, vicAra kare nahi, aMdara DUbakI mAre nahi. be DUbakI mAre te! sukha ja sukha. alakhatta zarIranI mAMdagI AvI jAya, asaMhya vedanA paNa thAya, tema chatAM zAMta rahI zake| ane kaheAH kAMI nahi, zarIra becena ae paNa theADI prAthanA karIza, zAMtithI paDayA rahIza, theADuMka vAMcana karIza, svajanA sAthe besIne sArI vAta karIza ema karIne A mAMdagIneA samaya vItAvIza. paNa rADe! nAkhIne, ciMtA karIne, utpAta karIne bagADIza te nahi ja. mAMdagI eTale zuM ? tana ane mananI deADAdeDa. Heart attack thAya teA DaeNAkaTara kaheH cha aThavADiyAM sUi jAe. sUI jAya paNa cUpa rahe nahi. enA cardiogram le .paNa enA mananAM taraMgA (waves) te cAlatA ja hAya. CardiogrammAM phera kema paDe ? zAMti kevI rIte levI e ja dhame khatAvyuM che. maryA pachI zAMti maLe ema khatAvatA dharma e dharma ja nathI. dhama teA kahe che ke je jIvatAM zAMti na mANe, AnaMdanA anubhava na kare, vicArAmAM suMdaratA na lAve e mANasa maryA pachI A badhu kevI rIte lAvI zakaze ?

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AMtaravaibhava 55 keTalAka kaheH "tame je che te kharA ! eka divasa evuM jIvIza jANe svarga.' kahyuM : je Aja nathI jIvato te kayAre jIvavAne ? je bhaviSyamAM karavAnI dRSTi rAkhIne beThA che e vartamAnamAM, pitAnI pAse je kSaNe che ene pelA bhikhArInI jema durupayoga karI rahyA che. sukha aMdara zodhavAnuM che. zodhavA mATe nakkI karo ke huM AnaMdamaya chuM. A vicArane mukhya siddhAMta (fundamental principle) tarIke svIkAravAne che. svIkAryA pachI ja AgaLa vadhI zakAze. jyAM sudhI A vicAra tamArA mananA UMDANamAM bese nahi tyAM sudhI AgaLa nahi vadhI zakAya. gADI tyAM ja aTakI jAya che. gADInAM AgalAM paiDAM (wheel) AgaLa mATe pathara. mUkI do ane pachI gADIne cAlu start) kare to gADI start jarUra thAya ,paNa AgaLa vadhe nahi. ema ApaNe ApaNA vikAsanA mArgamAM pahelAM ja eka duHkhane patharo mUkI dIdhe che. mAnI lIdhuM che ke huM pApI chuM, huM du:khI chuM. khalAsa ! have AgaLa nahi vadhI zakAya. * jayotane cImanI sAthe kAM sarakhA ? aMdaranI jAta te UjaLI ja che, cImanI kALI thaI gaI che. cImanIne jayotanI sAthe eka na kare. cImanI e mana che, vAsanA che, vRtti che. tyAM meMza jAmI jAya che. je tane to koI aDatuM nathI. jayotane je aDavA jAya e ja jalI jAya che. Apa sahumAM A AtmAnI jayota che. ene kaI kALI karI zake ema nathI.

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AMtaravaibhava je AMkha dvArA jue che, vANI dvArA vidyA banIne vahe che e jayAta zuddha che, niLa che; e kharAkha kema hAi zake? cImanI upara caDhelI mezane lUchavAnI che. cImanI pAradarzaka transparent !rI aMdaranI jayAtanA prakAzane bahAra. lAvavAnA che. 56 ne huM AnaMdamaya chuM te| huM AnaMdamaya kema dekhAte * nathI, AnaMdaneA anubhava kema karatA nathI? mArA mananI aMdara AnaMda svarUpanA ullAsa ane bharatI kema AvatAM nathI ? zaizavamAM mArA zikSake mane eka suvAkaya geAMkhavA Apelu Sow a thought and reap an action. tuM tArI manAmibhUmAM eka suMdara vicAranuM khIja vAvIza teA emAMthI suMdara kArya nA mAla Utaraze. je jAtanA vicAre pIza e jAtanuM kArya Ugaze. duniyAnI saphare Lady Blavatsky nIkaLyAM tyAre sAthe theADAM suMdara phUlanAM khIja laine nIkaLyAM. jyAM sArI jamIna jue, suMdara bagIcA jue ke tarata e khIja kADhI tyAM vere. ko'ke pUchyuM: " A zu kareA che ? " 'suMdara phaLeA ane phUleAnAM bIjane vAvuM paNa e Ugaze kayAre, ene tame evA Avaze! kayAre ? {' ,, 66 chuM. " ,, <" hasIne kahyuMH evuM kharu` ke je kAMI karIe e eIe teA ja enuM phaLa maLe ? jene mATe karIe e jue teA ja ApaNe kArya karelu kahevAya ? dd ApaNAM sukRtyA kadI niSphaLa jatAM nathI. khIjA mATe karIne jAe che e jiMdagIbhara AzIrvAda Ape che. e aMtaranA AzIrvAdanA AMdelanA (vibrations) adRzya duniyAmAM paheAMcatAM haiAya che.

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'AMtaravaMbhava : 57. che. thoDA samaya pahelAM kidney nA rogonA eka amerikana niSNAta AvelA. ghaNa kuzaLa. emanI salAha levA, madada levA mATe moTI gADIvALAo doDAdoDa karavA lAgyA paNa samaya thaDe hovAthI appointment ApI zakatA nahi. e je. je. hospiTalanI mulAkAte gayA. tyAM kheDa sAthe janmeluM deDha varSanuM bALaka hatuM. DekaTaranuM dhyAna kheMcAyuM. jaladI javAnuM * hatuM chatAM emanuM aMtara dravI gayuM. e nirAdhAra bALakanuM emaNe pote ja oparezana karyuM. traNa kalAka cAlyuM. sarasa oparezana thayuM ane bALakanI kheDa nIkaLI gaI. emane phI ApavA koNa gayuM ? A mAnavatAne pukAra ! * A bALakanA pitAe ja mane A vAta karelI ane vAta pUrI thatAM avakAzamAM hAtha joDIne kahyuM: "e jayAM hoya tyAM enuM bhaluM thajo." DakaTare A sAMbhaLyuM nathI, A jANyuM nathI paNa zuM enA aMtaranA uddagAra tyAM nathI pahoMcyA ? e pahoce ja che. " paNa ghaNA to kaheH "A pATa upara mAruM nAma lakhe to huM pATanA paisA ApuM." kevI kamanasIbI ! - have tamAre nA pATha zIkhavAno che. je dazya (seen) che e asthAyI che ane je adazya (unseen) che e zAzvata che. adazya vastuonuM rahasya tamane samajAya to tamane lAge ke vicAranA taraMgo, bhAvanAnA to, aMdarathI UchaLatI vRttio vizvane pahoMcyA vinA rahetAM nathI. - je bIja vAvIe chIe enAM mULa ane phUla jevAM ja

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58 AMtaravaibhava joIe ? are! kalpanAne paNa AnaMda che, vicArene paNa AnaMda che, bIja vAvyAne paNa AnaMda che. tamAre tamArA vicAronA kyArAmAM suMdara vicArane vAvavAne che. vicAra vAve che ane kArya bane che. tamArI dareka kriyA pAchaLa bhAva kAma kare che. jenA vicAre kharAba hoya paNa kArya sAruM dekhAtuM haze te tyAM daMbha haze, e kAma bahu lAMbu nahi cAle. je jAtanA tame beThA beThA aMdara vicAra kare che e ja jIvana che. pachI bhagavAna pAse jAo, guru pAse jAo ke yAtrAe jAo, game tyAM jAo, tamArA vicAro aMdara UgI ja rahyA che. unox 3129: Sow an action and reap a habit. mANasa moTe bhAge Teva pramANe jIvI rahyo che. sArI Te sArA mArge laI jAya che. kharAba Tevane lIdhe e nakAme bane che. niyamita UThavAnI, prArthanA karavAnI, sArA vicAre karavAnI, sAruM bolavAnI, sAruM AcaraNa lAvavAnI Teva pADavI hoya te kArya vAvo. satata karAtAM kArya Teva banI jAya che. pachI sahaja rIte ja ema jIvAya. ghaNA pathArImAMthI UThe, zuddha thAya, hAtha joDI paramAtmA sAthe ekatAra thaI jAya, aMtara khelIne prakAzane avakAre. A zuM che? Habit che, Teva che. keTalAkane kahe: prArthanAmAM Ave. kahe ? "are, A te mAthAnA duHkhAvA jevI vAta che. AjanA A Adhunika

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AMtaravaibhava jamAnAmAM samayanI jyAM samaya kayAM che? vakhatanI karIne besavuM ? '' 59 kheMca che tyAM nakAmI vAteA mATe mArAmArI heAya tyAM AMkheA badha ene mAthuM duHkhe che kAraNa ke ene Teva nathI. theADIkavAramAM ja e becena ane herAna herAna thai javAnA. vicAramAMthI ` kA` UbhuM thAya ane kA mAMthI Teva UbhI thAya. Teva paDe pachI tamane ema thAya ke lAva huM sAruM karyuM. jemaNe sArI TevA pADI che emanA jIvanamAM pachI e saheja khanI gai che. pachI emane karavuM nathI paDatuM, thai jAya che. phAine khIDI pIvI paDe che. chIMkaNI sUMghavI paDe che, chA pIvI paDe che. A khadhI Teva che. ema sArA vicAra karavAnI, sArA bhAve| pheMkavAnI, sAruM jovAnI, kharAkha tattvone phai kI devAnI paNa Teva che. sItAphaLa lAve che. tyAre zuM kare che? uparanAM phetarAM phekA che, aMdaranA khIyAM paNa pheke che! ane vaccenA mAla khAi jAo che. sItAphaLamAM keTaluM badhuM pheMkI devuM paDe che tema chatAM paNa khAnArA lai Ave che. lenAra vicAratA nathI ke. ATaluM khaluM pheMpheMkI devuM paDe che ane khAvAnuM te khasa ArTaluM ja ! jIvanamAM A zIkhavAnuM che. saMsAra sItAphaLa jevA che. tamane badhA ja sArA dekhAya evuM nahi bane. badhuM sAruM ja maLaze ema paNa nahi mAnA, kAraNa ke tame khuda pAte paNa eTalA khadhA sArA nathI. e tame sAmbeseALa AnI sArA hai| teA te| vAta judI che, paNa jarA tapAsI jue ! A teA cauda kereTanu sAnuM vIsa kereTanA seAnAnI TIkA kare.

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20 AMtaravaibhava sAruM jovAnI Teva paDI jAya pachI badhe sAruM sAruM ja jue. ene vizvamAM, sarvatra suMdaratA dekhAya. siloy! 21201 : Sow a habit and reap a character. cAritrya e jIvananuM baMdhAraNa che, jIvananuM astitva che. TevamAMthI svAbhAvika rIte cAritrya ghaDAya che ' caraNa : Sow a character and reap a destiny cAritryanI vAvaNuM kare te bhAgyanuM nirmANa thaze tamAruM bhAgya e pelo bicAre joSI zuM levAne? tame tamAruM H cAritraya jANe che. bhAgya tamArA hAthamAM ja che. vicArane vAvIne AcaraNa lIdhuM, AcaraNane vAvIne Teva lIdhI, Tevane vAvIne cAritrya ghaDyuM ane cAritrayane vAvIne bhAgyanuM nirmANa karyuM. tamArA bhAgyanA nirmAtA tame ja banyA ne ? tamArA sarjanahAra tamArA sivAtra koNa che? vA vicAra ke huM AnaMdamaya chuM. tarata tamArA moDhA upara thoDAM thoDAM AnaMdanAM kiraNe dekhAze. moDhA upara ekavAra AnaMda dekhAze pachI dhIme dhIme AnaMdamAM rahevAnI Teva paDaze. tamArI AMkhomAM, tamArA zabdomAM, tamArA mukha upara AnaMda ja dekhAze. pachI tamAruM AkhuM ghaDatara AnaMdamaya banI jaze. - bhagavAne kahyuMH je dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnamAM rahe che e navA karmamaLane saMcaya karato nathI ane jUnA maLane kSaya kare che. dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna zuM che? sadA pramodabhAvamAM ane AnaMdabhAvamAM rahevAnuM. sArAne joIne tamArAmAM pramodane uchALo Ave ane

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AMtaravaibhava 61 duHkhIne joIne karuNAnuM jharaNuM vahe. cetanA ane citta prasanna hAya te dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnane jIvanamAM nivAsa thAya. A duniyAmAM je kAMI sAruM agara kharAba dekhAya che enuM sarjana pahelAM mANasanI mane bhUmimAM thAya che. mane bhUmimAM je thAya che e adazya che paNa e ja zAzvata che, sAcuM che. - A adazya jagatamAM jenI vAvaNI karIe chIe enuM ja pariNAma eka yA bIjI rIte jagatamAM dazyamAna thAya che. jagatane AnaMdarUpa jevuM hoya, tamAre AnaMdarUpa banavuM hoya to pahelAM tamArI mane bhUmine eka ja vicArathI bharI do. huM AnaMdamaya chuM. AnaMdamAMthI prAdurbhAva che ane AnaMdamAM ja mArI pUrNa nirvANa samAdhi che.

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pa eka bhAI maLavA AvyA tyAre khUba rAjI rAkhuM. hatA: emanA kAMThe eka ghaDiyALa hatuM, enuM DAyala khUba ja AkarSIka hatu.. pUchyu. tA kahe : " bArasAnuM OmeganuM ghaDiyALa mane mAtra peANAkhasAmAM maLI gayuM " meM kahyuM: " bahu sarasa kamANI karIne AvyA ! '' "C khIje divase emanA ghaDiyALI mitrane e khatAvavA gayA. eNe khAlyu, yu., elI UThyo: bhalA mANusa, A mazIna teA banAvaTI che, pUrA paccIsanuM paNa nathI ! hA, DAyala OmeganuM che. eka aThavADiyuM cAle te tAru bhAgya.'' e pA! mArI pAse. AvyA. mahArAjazrI, huM teA khanI gayA, sAva banI gayA." " paNa zuM thayu ? * gai kAle rAjI hatA Aje nArAja ! palame* tAlA palame mAsA." "mazIna banAvaTI nIkaLyuM, pacIsanu paNa nathI." jIvanamAM paNa AvuM ja che. bahAranuM vana DAyala che, aMdaranuM jIvana mazIna che. je mANusA DAyala upara mAhI paDe che ane mazIna sAme zvetA paNa nathI emanA hAthamAM DAyala rahe che paNa mazIna badalAi gayeluM hAya che. sArI vastu vasAvavI haze te! DAyalanI sAthe mazInane paNa zvetAM zIkhavuM paDaze. mazInanI pArakha anivAya che.

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* AMtaravaibhava 63 mAnava jIvanane suMdara banAvavuM hoya te bhautika - vastuonI jema pArakha ane kALajI kare che tema AdhyAtmika vastuonI paNa kare. tamane jANe che tema manane paNa jANe. tana e DAyala che, mana e mazIna che. mana canA (mechanism) nahi jANe te hAthamAM DAyala rahI jaze ane mazIna sAva TheThiyuM AvI jaze. AMcakAnI sAthe baMdha paDI jaze. jIvanamAM eka AMcako lAgatAM hRdayano humalo (heart attack) thaI jAya che ne ? pachI cha aThavADiyAM sudhI ArAma! eka- hA, A hRdaya eka AMcake sahana karI zakatuM nathI. tanane vyAyAma che tema manane paNa vyAyAma che. ethI mana AghAtakSama (shockproof) thavuM joIe. ghaDiyALamAM shockproof hoya che ne ? paNa paheranAra shockproof che? ene keTalA AMcakA (shocks) lAgavAne saMbhava che ? dhAryuM na hoya e banI jAya, dhAyuM hoya e sarakI jAya, kalpanA na karI hoya e jovuM paDe, karelI kapanA dhULamAM maLI jAya ane je bIjAnA gharamAM na joyuM hoya e potAnA ja gharamAM banI jAya. thAya, have jIvIne zuM kAma che ? jIvanamAM have zuM majhA che ?' vAta khoTI che. tame koIne mATe jIvavA nathI AvyA. tame mAtra lokone pALavA mATe, piSavA mATe, khavaDAvavA mATe, kIrti vadhAravA mATe, bheguM karIne ApavA mATe ja nathI AvyA. paNa aMdarane vikAsa sAdhavA mATe ane anaMtanI yAtrA pUrNa karavA mATe AvelA che. e vikAsane vicAra na kare ane mAtra bahAranuM sAcavavAmAM rahI jAo to je meLavavAnuM che e ja rahI jAya.

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AMtaravaibhava | sAdhanAthI tana ane manane ghaDavAnuM che. game tevo AMcako lAgI jAya tyAre samAvIne tame hasIne kahI zakeH vA nahi, - evuM paNa bane. bIjAne tyAM ane e mAre tyAM paNa banI jAya. bIjAnI jema huM aMtarathI kAyara ke duHkhI nahi banuM. kAraNa ke meM mArI aMtaranI duniyA taiyAra karI che. sArI ghaDiyALanI kiMmata DAyala uparathI nahi paNa enA mazIna uparathI, enA yaMtronI racanA uparathI, enI jhINavaTa uparathI thAya che. mazIne taiyAra thayA pachI emane tapAsavA mATe, prayoga (experiment) mATe, emane AMcakA (shocks) ApavAmAM Ave che. mUlyavAna ane sArI vastune barAbara tapAsIne, enI parIkSA karIne ja bajAramAM mUkavAmAM Ave che. nahitara kaMpanInuM nAma badanAma thAya. na jevI rIte kaMpanInA mAlika badhI rIte parIkSA (test) karIne ghaDiyALAne bajAramAM mUke che tevI ja rIte manane jJAna dvArA, dhyAna dvArA, cittanA vizleSaNa dvArA, tapazcaryA dvArA, sAdhanA dvArA taiyAra karIne vizvamAM viharavAnuM che. Aje tamAruM mana sub-conscious mind nabaLA vicArenuM zikAra banI gayuM che. nabaLA vicAre nAnapaNathI ApavAmAM AvyA che.' * sukhImAM sukhI mAbApa dIkarAne duHkhImAM duHkhI banAve che. ene je tAlIma ApavI joIe te nathI ApI zakatAM. kaTheratA ane duHkha paNa amuka pramANamAM jiMdagImAM khAtaranuM kAma kare che. - jUnA jamAnAnI A vAta che. jayapuramAM eka zikSaka kSatriyakumArane bhaNAvatA. e khUba ja pramANikatAthI bhaNAvatA.

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AMtaravaibhava vidyArthImAM bhUla dekhAya to bhaNAvatI vakhate ko'kavAra paMdara miniTa to kovAra arthe kalAka eka paga upara rahevAnI sajA paNa karatA. zikSA ane parIkSAnI e ghaNI rIto vAparatA. paNa vidyArthI sarasa taiyAra thaI jato. tyAMnA rAjAne saMtAna na hovAthI eNe dUranA sagAnA A chokarAne dattaka laI gAdI upara besADyo. gAdI upara AvyA pachI navA rAjAe pelA zikSakane bolAvIne kahyuM: "have mAre vAre che. tame mane mAryo, eka paga upara Ubhe rAkhyo ane zikSA karI te huM bhUlyo nathI. mArI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDatAM hatAM tyAre paNa tame svastha rahetA." zikSake hasIne kahyuM: "badalo levo hoya to bhale le. paNa mane ja khabara paDI hota ke tame rAjA thavAnA che te huM AnA karatAM paNa vadhAre zikSA karata. mane khabara nahi ke tamane AvI moTI sattA maLavAnI che, tame prajAnA pAlanahAra banavAnA che." je prajAnA pAlanahAra banavAnA hoya ene jIvananI badhI ja zikSA ane dIkSA ApIne enI daSTine vyApaka ane pUrNa vyavahAru banAvavI joIe. * je ghaDAmAM amRta bharavAnuM che e ghaDo ja pAke na hoya te amRta paNa DhaLe ane ghaDo paNa jAya. sAcA mAtApitA koNa che? je potAnAM saMtAnone taiyAra karavA mATe jIvananI kaDaka sAdhanA tarapha paNa laI jAya che te. mANasane sagavaDee nahi, paNa sAdhanAe mahAna banAvyo che. sAdhanAthI sabaLa baneluM mana game evA prasaMgamAM aNanama rahI zake che. suSupta manamAM jeTalA pramANamAM sahana karavAnI zakti vadhe che eTalA pramANamAM e mANasa mahAna bane che.

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AMtaravaibhava ApaNuM zikSaNa paNa kevuM che ? maravAnA ja vicAre Ape; nikhaLatAne poSe. huM marI javAnA chuM, mArAthI zuM thavAnu mATInA mANasa karI karIne zu' karI zake tema che? AvA nabaLA vicAra| jenA jIvanamAM che te sukhanI havAnAM AnaMdabharyAM svapro paNa kayAMthI saivI zake ? 66 tamArA manamAM, vicArAmAM evI tAkAta bharavI eie ke jethI te akalpya banAvAmAM aNunama rahI zake. keTalAMka DAyala dekhAvamAM sAmAnya hoya paNa kAma sabaLa rIte kare. lAlakhahAdura zAstrI vaDA pradhAna thayA tyAre ghaNA kahetA ke A zu* karaze ? emanuM DAyala sAmAnya dekhAtuM hatuM, paNa mazIna sarasa hatuM. gAMdhIjI, sAkreTisa e badhAM AvAM DAyala hatAM, paNa emanAM mazIna eTalAM majabUta (sound) hatAM ke duniyAnA game evA AMcakA lAgI gayA chatAM e bagaDyAM nahatAM. ghaNA kahe ke have pAkA ghaDe kAMi navA kAMThA caDhI zake? AjanA jamAnAmAM skin grafting. hRdaya badalI (heart transplanting) zake teA jUnA ghaDAne navA kAMThAnA zuM vAMdhA Ave ? A eka. 1ka mAnasika vRtti che. have amArAmAM kAMi parivatana (changes) nahi thAya. mAnI lIdhuM. mANasa pekhate ja jyAM Ama mAnate thAya pachI ene kANu khadalI zake ? ema kaheA ke jIvananI chellI paLa sudhI sudhArAne avakAza che, vicArAne badalavAnI taiyArI che, jiMdagInI chellI paLa sudhI

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AMtaravaibhava huM vizvazALAne chAtra chuM, abhyAsa karavA mATe utsuka chuM. pachI juo tamAruM mana kevuM grahaNa kare che, tamArI smaraNazakti kevI vadhe che ! pachI tame keDiyAne nahi, tane jotA thaze. jyata pILI ke kALI nathI. jayotane kaI raMga nathI. duniyAmAM game tyAM jAo, dI saLagAve paNa tane raMga eka ja haze. hiMdustAnane mANasa hoya, ke AphrikAne paNa badhA eka ja jAta laIne beThA che. cImanIo judI judI hoI zake che, e cImanIo upara raMga (colours) jUdA jUdA caDhI zake che. je jAtanuM tela aMdara baLe che e jAtanA raMga upara caDhatA jAya che. AtmAnuM AnaMda svarUpa kadI pApa svarUpa nathI banI zakatuM. pApa svarUpa koNa bane che? mana. manane lIdhe jIvanamAM pApavRtti praveze che ane ene lIdhe laghutAgraMthi (inferiority complex) baMdhAya che. - bahene nAnI hoya tyArathI ja emanA manamAM bharavAmAM Ave che ke ApaNe chokarInI jAta kahevAIe, ApaNAthI A na thAya, ApaNI cAre bAju bhaya che. e bAI pacAsa, sAMThA ke sittera varSanI thAya to paNa ema ja mAne ke ApaNe te strInI jAta, nabaLI jAta kahevAIe. - sItAe rAvaNa jevA rAvaNane ke javAba Apelo! e paNa strI hatI, paNa te jamAne svIkArane puruSa strIne nahI paNa strI puruSane pasaMda karatI. , - rAvaNe sItAne kahyuM : "vidhie bhUla karI ke tArA jevI rUparamane jaMgalamAM pharanArA rAma jevAne soMpI dIdhI. tAre

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68 AMtaravaibhava pAMdaDAM upara sUvAnuM hoya ? valkala paheravAnAM heca ? phaLa khAvAnAM ane jaMgalamAM jIvavAnuM hoya ? A vidhinI bhUlane huM sudhAravA mAguM chuM. tane senAnI laMkAthI zaibhavIza, suMdara vastro ane uttama bhejanathI satkArIza, tane sAmrAjyapade mahArANuM karI besADIza." sItAe zuM kahyuM? "rAvaNa tane khabara nathI, tuM kAgaDo che. eThuM koNa khAya ? kAgaDA ane kUtarAM. tuM eThuM khAvA. nIkarAyo che. tArI jAtane tuM rAmanI sAthe sarakhAve che ? tArI bahena zUrpaNakhAe AvIne rAmane ghaNI vinaMtI karI paNa rAme enI sAme paNa nathI joyuM. rAma jaMgalamAM phare che, jamIna upara sUe che, paNa eMThavADa nathI khAtA. rAvaNa, tuM vAmaNa che, rAma virATa che." rAvaNane celenja karavAnI zakti kyAMthI AvI? A aMdaranI zakita che, ApaNA badhAmAM che. tame je AvA nahi banavA mAgo te tamane kaI banAvI zake ema nathI. ApaNe je ApaNI cImanI nahi mAMjIe te koI AvIne mAMjI zake ema nathI. ApaNe svAdhyAyamAM, pravacana zravaNa karavAmAM, dhyAna dharavAmAM zuM karIe chIe ? cImanI tarapha nahi, ekalI jata tarapha ekAgra banIe chIe. enI ujajavaLatAne khyAla Ave che. ghaNAkharA mANaso AtmAnI A tejomaya tane joI zakatA nathI, enA sAme UbhA rahI zakatA nathI. loko zarIrane dhUe che paNa manathI zarUAta kare to bahu majA Ave. vyAkhyAna pahelAMnI ApaNI A prArthanA mana devA mATe che.

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AMtaravabhava - tame bahArathI Avo, keTalAya ADAavaLA vicAro laIne Avo, vAto laIne Avo, ciMtA laIne Ave, jarAka prArthanA kare, mana devAI jAya, vAte ane vAsanAne maLa nIkaLI jAya ane citta zAMta thAya. jamIna sarakhI thAya to enA upara sarjana thAya. samUha prArthanA pachI mana zAMta thatAM ApaNAmAM ekAgratA Ave. caitanya tarapha, parama ta taraphanajara nAkhatAM ullAsa Ave. AtmAnuM darzana thAya. * Aje tamArAM mana azAMta che, manamAM bhaya che. rAtre tamane bhayajanaka svapno Ave che. tame tamane pANImAM DUbI maratA juo, tamane jaMgalanAM jAnavare khAI jatAM juo-A badhAM svapna kema ? manamAM beThelA bhayane kADhI nAkho, pachI pANImAM tame tamane DUbatA nahi taratA jozo ane jaMgalanAM jAnavaro tamane khAtAM nahi, prema karatAM dekhAze. - manamAM AnaMdamaye svarUpanuM adhiSThAna thayuM pachI pratyeka prasaMga tamane judI rIte ja dekhAze. paristhitinA svAmI banazo ke dAsa ? paristhitinA svAmImAM tAkAta che, e hiMmatathI kahe cheA paristhitine huM kAbUmAM (control) rAkhIza. paristhitine dAsa zuM kahe ? arere ! have mArAthI zuM thAya ? A vAta vakhANavA karatAM vicAravA jevI che. " bIjA vizvayuddhamAM jarmanInuM lazkara joIne iMgleMDanA vaDA pramukha cembaraleInanI chAtI besI gaI. - pArlAmenTamAM AvIne kahyuM : "ApaNe to khalAsa thaI gayA. have nahi jItI zakIe. ApaNuM kAMI nahi vaLe." enuM

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70 AMtaravaibhava mana taiyAra na hatuM, thAkI gayA hatA. sAmethI carcAla bhe thayo: "are, emAM zuM che ? ApaNe kaI kama chIe?" jemAM eka hAra joI, bIjAe emAM ja jIta joI. ghaNAkharA paristhitinA dAsa banIne, ene AdhIna banIne, paristhitinA pravAhamAM taNAI rahyA che. je taNAya che e nadInA pravAhamAM taNAto taNAto mahAsAgaramAM pheMkAI jAya che. je tare che, mahenata kare che e ja kinAre pahoMce che. paristhitimAM taNAyA ja karIzuM te zoka, ciMtA, duHkha ane dugatimAM pheMkAI jaIzuM. paNa taravAno prayatna karIzuM to jarUra pAra karIzuM. alabatta, bAvaDA duHkhaze, pANInAM mejAnA jabaradasta dhakkA khAvA paDaze, gulATa paNa khAvI paDaze, paNa kinAre jarUra pahoMcAze. puruSArthathI taiyAra thayela caitanya jema mAne che ke huM AnaMdamaya chuM tema mAne che ke huM jJAnamaya paNuM chuM. . ghaNAkharA mAne che ke ApaNe te ajJAnI, ApaNe kAMI ja jANatA nathI, bhaNue eTaluM jANIe bAkI ApaNAmAM zuM 'huM abhaNa chuM, huM ajJAnI chuM, huM tuccha chuM. A vicAranuM zuM pariNAma AvyuM ? Aje kaI kahe to tarata javAba maLaze huM bhUlI jaIza, mane bahu yAda rahetuM nathI, lakhI levA de.' je potAne ajJAnI ane bhulakaNe mAne che ane A

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71. AMtaravaibhava vicArane ghara karavA de che e lakhI to paNa ene yAda nathI rahetuM. lakhyuM che e yAda karAvavA mATe paNa ene ke'kanI jarUra paDe ! - eka kaeNphesare nakkI karyuM ke mAre koI divasa keInA ya lagnamAM na javuM. ene mitra ene lamamAM ja moye, pUchayuM : "tame ahIM kyAMthI ?" "are ! to bhUlI ja gayo ke mAre * lagnamAM nathI javAnuM. tame kahyuM tyAre yAda AvyuM !" - nA, tame have navA vicAra karo. huM jJAnamaya chuM, huM anaMta jJAnane svAmI chuM. mArI aMdara anaMta jJAna paDeluM che; mAre ene bahAra lAvavuM che. hIrAmAM teja che te mArI aMdara jJAnane prakAza che. Aje e DhaMkAI gayA che, ene ja bahAra lAvavAnuM che. kevI rIte bahAra lAvaze ? cakamakanI aMdara agni paDyo che. cakamaka hAthamAM leze to kAMI nahi dekhAya. paNa ghasavA mAMDaze to emAMthI agninI zakti bahAra Avaze. - ApaNAmAM jJAna che; enI upara mohanuM AvaraNa che. jema jema prayatna karatAM jaIe tema tema AvaraNa ghasAtuM jAya ane aMdaranuM jJAnateja bahAra AvatuM jAya. - jJAna bahArathI nahi, aMdarathI Ave che. jevI rIte TeliphonamAM eka bAjuthI bIjI bAju avAja saMbhaLAya che ema mANasanA manamAM pravAha ane aMtarapravAhanAM UchaLelAM meja sAmA kinAre pahoMce che. - je caitanyanI zakti upara dRSTi rAkhI kAma kare che, anaMta zaktione svAmI e AtmA potAnAmAM tema ja sahumAM

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AMtaravaibhava birAjamAna che evI anubhUtithI je pravRtti kare je enAmAM aMtaHsphuraNA - (intuition) vadhAre tIvratAthI kAma kare che. 2 peAtAnA manamAM thatA vicArene dhvani sAmAnA manamAM thAya che ane peAtAne kahevAnI vAta sAmAnA mukhathI kahevAI jAya che. sAmAne kahI javAnuM kAma kANa kare che? ApaNuM anaMta jJAnamaye caitanya. A jJAna ghaNI rIte aviSkAra le che. vidyA meLavavAthI, prayatna karavAthI, ekanI eka vAta upara ekAgratA karavAthI. zaizavakALamAM amArA zikSaka amane kahetA : Give maximum strain to your brain and everythiug will be clear. bane eTaluM manane ekAgra kare ane tamane javAba maLI jaze. lokeA khAvAnuM jeTaluM pasaMda kare che eTaluM vicAravAnuM nathI karatAM. khAvAnuM traNavAra joie paNa vicAravAnuM eka vAramAM patI jatuM heAya te! kevuM sAruM? kahe ke amArA vatI tame ja vicArI leA, tame je kaheze| e barAbara ja haze. Less to stomach and more to brain. peTane echuM ane magajane vadhAre. atyAre duniyAmAM UMdhuM cAlI rahyuM che. peTane khUnna ane magaja khAlI. zarIra mATuM thAya ane magaja nAnuM thAya, khalAsa thai jAya. eTale ja te psychiat rist ane psychology analyse karanArA DokaTarAnA rAphaDA vadhatA ja jAya che. magaja khAlI thatuM jAya ane zarIra vadhatuM jAya pachI sthiti zuM thAya ? avaLI thAya. ekAgratA e zakita che, e jeTalA teTalA pramANamAM caitanyanI jJAnazakita pramANamAM vadhe. bahAra Ave.

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AMtaravaibhava dhyAna e jJAna meLavavAnu sAdhana che. dhyAna sAdhya nathI, jJAna sAdhya che. dhyAna sAdhana che, sAdhyane prATa kare che. jema jema tame dhyAna dharatA jAe tema tema jJAna AvatuM jAya che. ApaNe AtmA pote ja jJAnI che, jJAnamaya che, jJAnasvarUpa che. e jJAnane ApaNe peAte pAmI zakIe e mATe dhyAna e sAdhana che, means che. 73 jema nIcethI upara AvavA mATe nisaraNI che ema jJAnanI duniyAmAM paheAMcavA mATe dhyAna e paNa nisaraNI che. dhyAnanI nisaraNI dvArA jJAnAnaMda mahelamAM praveza karavAnA che. sI. vI. rAmananA pitAe ghAsanAM taNakhalAM bhegAM karIne dIkarAne khelAvyA ane kahyuM: " beTA ! A taNakhalAM upara sUrya kiraNa paDe che paNu baLe che ?'' da tA pachI e aMdarathI magnifying glass lai AvyA, ane enA para sUrya'nAM kirAne kendrita karyAM. tyAM te ghAsanAM taNakhalAM saLagI UThayAM. pitAe kahyuM : " eyuM ? sUryanAM kiraNe| te tyAM ja hatAM pazu vikharAyelAM hatAM. A magnifying glass e zu karyu ? kiraNAne ekAgra karyAM. emanAmAM zakti AvI. zaktie A taNakhalAMone khALI nAkhyAM, " AkhA divasa sUryaM tapyA kare paNa e ghAsane khALaze nahi. paNa pAMca miniTa ne tame sUryanAM kiraNAne kendrita karA tA ghAsanI gaMjI paNa saLagI jAya. 66 pitAe putrane kahyuM : kara, teA emAMthI zakti pedA thaze. Aje ApaNI zakti vikharAyelI che, eTale e vahI jAya che. tu je kAMi kAma kare te ekAgratAthI ""

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AMtaravaibhava badhA kahe che ke pANI maLatuM nathI. paNa cAre bAju naLa khulA hoya ne pANI cAlyuM jAya te jyAre pANI joIe tyAre na ja maLe ne ? ApaNI zakti paNa Aje ema ja vahI rahI che. A divR evAmAM, sAMbhaLavAmAM, bolavAmAM, ciMtA karavAmAM, pArakA bhAre uThAvavAmAM, lokonI paMcAta karavAmAM zaktio naSTa thaI rahI che. pachI joIe tyAre kayAMthI maLe ? " A zaktione kendrita karavAnI che, ekAgra thavAnuM che. jema jema zakitao saMcita thatI jAya che tema tema ApaNuM svAmitva pragaTa thAya che. loko mAne che ke jJAna bahArathI Ave che. nA, bahArathI nathI AvatuM. je che te ja bahAra Ave che. . tame pUchaze ema kema ? zALAmAM badhA vidyArthIo bhaNavA jAya che. badhAne eka ja zikSaka bhaNAve, eka ja pustakamAMthI bhaNAve chatAM eka vidyArthI pharsTa kalAsa, eka sekanDa kalAsa, eka thaDa kalAsa ane keka te vaLI UDI ja jAya che. zuM zikSake pakSapAta karyo? zuM pustaka judAM hatAM? nA. pahelA naMbare Avyo eNe ekAgratAthI bhaNavAno prayatna karyo ane aMdaranI zakitao bahAra AvI. je jJAna bahArathI ja AvatuM hota te ce paDIethI, zikSakathI, zALAthI badhA ja vidyArthIo parIkSAmAM ekasarakhA uttIrNa thAta. paNa pustako eka hovA chatAM, zikSaka eka hovA chatAM vidyArthIonA abhyAsanI aMdara aMtara paDatuM jAya che-enuM kAraNa otareka zakataone vikAsa judo che. .

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75 AMtaravaibhava * zAna aMdara che, bahAranAM sAdhane, bahAranAM nimitto ene madada kare che. - God helps those who help themselves. bhagavAna tene madada kare che je potAnI jAtane, pote madada karavA taiyAra thAya che. je potAnI jAtane tayAra karavA mAgatA nathI ene bhagavAna paNa madada nathI karatA. - tame beThelA he, pagamAM khAlI numbness AvI jAya, UbhA thavA prayatna kare paNa bhA na thaI zake te bAjuvALo zuM hAtha nathI Apate ? e jANe ke tame UbhA thavA mAgo che eTale hAtha Ape che. paNa tame ArAmathI beThA che to koI AvIne nahi kahe ke cAle, tamane UbhA karuM. - je pite upara AvavA mAgatA hoya, emane ja adazya zakita mardada kare che, paNa je pite UbhA thavA nathI mAgatA emane duniyAnI koI zakita ke vyakita madada karatI nathI. - jyAre dhyAnamAM besIe chIe, ekAgra banIne vicAra karIe chIe, ApaNe vizvabaLane nimaMtrIe chIe ane svAgatathI baLa Ave che. ' isa 5 gulAma hato. enA mAlikane eka divasa vicAra AvyoH "gAmamAM sAco mANasa koNa che? koNa pitAnI jAtane madada karavA mAge che ?' 'e gAmanA kUve eka sAMkaDe raste jato hato tyAM eNe rAtre khADo khodAvIne aMdara azaraphInI nAnI thelI mUkI ane

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AMtaravaibhava enI upara moTo jabarajasta pathara mukAvI dIdhA. vahelI savArathI mAlika bAjunI havelImAM beThe beThe badhAne joyA kare. pANuM bharavA jatAM AvatAM strI puruSo Thekara khAya ane gALo de. ane babaDayA kareH "rastA vacce kayA nAlAyake A pathare nAkhyo?" koI vaLI sAruM dekhato hoya te bAjumAM thaIne cAlyA jAya. ghaNue Thokara khAdhI, ghaNA gabaDayA, keTalAke gALa dIdhI, keTalAka bAjumAM thaIne cAlyA gayA. eTalAmAM Isapa pANI bharavA nIkaLyo. eNe joyuM ke rastAmAM moTo pathare paDa che. thayuM "ko'kane vAgaze to ?" vAsaNa nIce mUkI patharAne halAvavA lAgyA. patha mATe hate. bAjumAMthI janArane eNe vinavyAH " dosta ! jarA madada karaze ? hAtha Apaze ?" "kema? ame kAMI maphatamAM majUrI karanArA chIe ?" isape jera ' karI eka joradAra AMcako mAryo, tyAM to pathare chaLIne bAjumAM jaI paDayo. khADAmAM joyuM te azaraphIonI thelI!. - Isapa hasI paDaye. "sAruM thayuM pele madade na AvyuM !" eTalAmAM enA mAlika AvyA. "isapa, A azaraphIe tArI che, AjathI tuM mArI gulAmImAMthI mukata. ..A gAmamAM mANasa koNa che te jovuM hatuM." loke kevA edI che ? paDI javuM kabUla che, duHkha sahana karavuM kabUla che paNa koIne puruSArtha karavo nathI. zrama vinA siddhi saMbhave ? mANase ghaNuM che paNa mANasa kyAM che? puruSArtha vinA puruSa zene? "mANasa" ja puruSAthathI aMdaranI zakitaone bahAra lAve che.

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AMtaravaibhava ApaNuM jJAnamaya zakita bahArathI nahi Ave. jarAka pelA paththarane khaseDavAnI jarUra che. patha khaseDazo to jJAnanI azaraphIo tamAre tyAM ja che. - abhizApa devAthI Thokara maLaze, jJAnanI azaraphIe nahi. zarIra sAme jovAmAM ghaNA varSo kADhayAM. have bAkInAM varSo AtmA sAme jovAmAM kADhavAnI ghaDI AvI gaI che. e nizcaya daDha kare. - huM AnaMdamaya chuM, zekane pheMkI daIza. huM jJAnamaya chuM, ajJAnane aDavA nahi dauM.

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huM ajJAnI chuM A nirbaLa vicArane lIdhe mANasanI smRti ochI thaI che. e yAda rAkhavAnuM yAda rAkhI zakato nathI. yAda rAkhatAM pahelAM ja e vicArato hoya che ke mAruM magaja kAcuM che, mane yAda nahi rahe. "huM bhUlI jaIza" e vicAra ja tamane bhulAvI de che. pUrNa zraddhAthI vicAra ke zA mATe huM bhUluM ? mArI pAse suMdara magaja che, evI koI vAta nathI je mane yAda na rahe. nakAmI vAto yAda rahe che te kAmanI vAta yAda kema na rahe? huM jJAnasvarUpa ja chuM. jJAna e mArA AtmAne mULa guNa che. - Ama vizvAsa (confidence, vadhato jaze tema tema tamAruM AtmajUraNa (intuition) paNa vadhatuM jaze. sUrya pahelAM aruNa Ave tema kArya pahelAM kAraNa Ave. Aje mANasanuM vAcana vadhAre che, vastuone saMgraha khUba che, mAhitI khUba bhegI karI che paNa AMtaraskUraNa kSINa thaI rahI che. eTale ja e jevIo upara, beTA (bogue) mANase upara, jAdumaMtra karIne camatkAra karanArA bAvAo upara, samayane anurUpa mIThuM mIThuM bolanArA dhUrto upara vadhAre AdhAra rAkhe che. ' " tamAre hAtha joIne e joSIe zuM kahevAnA ? enAmAM jo jIvana bhAkhavAnI zakti heta te e AvA pAMca-pacAsa rUpiyA mATe tamArA hAtha jovA ane tamArI janmotrInAM kAgaLiyAM

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AMtaravaibhava 78 vAMcavAne vyavasAya karata kharA ? pote ja duHkhI che te tamane sukhI kema kare ? - huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM, e baLavAna vicAra AvatAM jUnA ajJAnanA saMskAro nIkaLI jaze ane aMdara rahelo jJAnane strota bahAra Avate dekhAze. nirbaLatA, thAka, kaMTALA, satata AvatI ALasa-AnuM mULa kAraNa zuM che ? AtmazaktinuM vismaraNa ane zArIrika azaktinuM smaraNa. eka divasa mAthuM dukhe to bIje divase paga, trIje divase zarIra duHkhe to cothe divase becenI. manathI svIkArI lIdhelI A paristhiti che. AtmA te taMdurasta che, ene koI roga nathI. rogane saMbaMdha zarIra sAthe che, zaktine saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe che. jema jema tame dehapradhAna banatA jAo che tema tema nirbaLa ane regI bane che. ane pachI to tame rogamAMthI UMcA ja AvatA nathI. rega Akhara to mananI ja paristhiti che. - tamane khUba krodha Avyo hoya, koInA upara khUba khIjAI gayA che, krodhanI tame jabarajasta tANa anubhavI hoya ane e ja kalahanA vAtAvaraNamAM rAtre tame sUI jA . savAranA UTho tyAre sakhata duHkhAvAthI mAthuM phATI jatuM hoya tyAre tame kahe ke rAtanA zaradI lAgI gaI eTale mAthuM phATe che! paNa tame bhUlI gayA ke mAthAno du:khAvo zaradIne lIdhe nahi paNa gaIkAlanA krodhane lIdhe che. krodhanI avasthAmAM jJAnataMtuone vadhAre paDatuM jora ApyuM, khUba dabAvyAM, tANyAM, ene lIdhe mAthAne roga thayo. * * e krodha na kare, samatA rAkhe, kahevA lAyaka vAta eka be zabdomAM kahI de te A sthiti kayAMthI janme ?

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50 AMtaravaibhava amerikAmAM DaeNA. meyeA Dr. Mayo ane emanA mitre bhegA maLIne vizvavikhyAta Mayo Institute nI sthApanA karI. ekavAra be mitro vacce matabheda thayA, mitra krodhamAM AvyA ane AvezamAM AvIne na beAlavAnA zabde kheAlavA lAgyA. pAMca-drusa miniTa khAyA. aMte thAkayA: 'huM ATaluM badhu khAlu chuM te tuM kema kheAlateA nathI ? DaoN. meyeAe hasIne kahyuM : One madman is enough in this room, A eraDAmAM eka,ja gAMDA khasa che. ' e gAMDA bhegA thAya tA ja dhAMdhala thAya. 66 99 je krodhanA AvezamAM AvIne peAtAnu samatolapaNuM balance gumAve che e paristhitine AdhIna banIne paristhitithI ja dukhAi jAya che. e gAMDA na kahevAya teA zuM kahevAya ? paristhitine AdhIna nathI banavAnuM paNa paristhitine AdhIna banAvavAnI che. traNa prakAranA mANusA che. eka prakAra paristhitine AdhIna banI vicAre ke sAgA je.bAju lai jAya te bAju gayA vinA cAle tema nathI. Man is a creature of circumstances paristhitinuM jaMtu khanI jIvyA kare. paristhitinA pravAhamAM taNAyA kare. enI gaNatarI kAMi nathI. duniyAmAM evA lAkhA janme che ane mare che, emanA janmane, jIvanane ke maraNunA kAMi artha nathI. khIne prakAra vicAre ke mAre paristhitiomAM taNAvuM nathI paNa paristhitinI bahAra nIkaLI javuM che. e pANInA pravAhamAM taNAvA nathI mAgate tema sAmA pravAhe javAnI enAmAM pUratI zakti nathI eTale e bahAra nIkaLI kinAre jaine besI jAya che.

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AMtaravaibhava trIjo vicAre che. mAre te paristhitinI sAme thaIne paNa pele pAra javuM che. duniyA paNa jotI rahe ke paristhitinA pravAhamAM taNAyA vinA e bAhubaLa tarIne bahAra AvI gayo. . je paristhitine tarIne sAme kinAre jAya te ja mAna, sanmAna ane Adarane pAtra bane che. tame jarAka mAMthuM UMcuM karaze, sAruM kAma karavA nIkaLaze te tamArI vAto karanArA virodha uThAvanArA, pAchaLathI kheDanArA ghaNA UbhA thavAnA.kAraNa ke moTA bhAganA mANase vAmaNa pigmies che. eve samaye zuM hArI jaze ? zuM ema kaheze ke huM zuM karuM ? sahu virodhamAM UbhA rahyA, sahu sAme thaI gayA; keIne sAtha nathI te huM jIvanamAM AgaLa kema vadhuM ? kavi TAgore zuM kahyuM? "tArI jo hAka sUNuM koI nA. Ave te ekale jAne re." - tArI sAthamAM kaI na Ave, tArAM dUra dUranAM svapnAM samajavA mATe sAmA mANase pAse hRdaya ane buddhi na paNa hoya te ya tuM ekale nIkaLI paDaje. . 'svajano ane mitra sadA sAtha Ape ja evI apekSA na rAkhazo. zubhecchA mAtra eTalI ja rAkhavI ke sAtha Ape te sArI vAta che, paNa badhAne badhA sAtha Ape ja evuM jIvanamAM nathI banatuM. vaLI svajane ane saMbaMdhIone ApaNA jeTalI samaja ne paNa hAya.. che. eka ja kuTuMbamAM traNa bhAIo hoya; eka DAhyo, bIjo madhyama te trIjo vaLI sAva ja pAgala. .. jo eka kuTuMbamAM ja AvuM bane te saMsAramAM zA mATe na

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82 AMtaravaibhava bane ? zA mATe mAnI levuM ke "dhAnA sAtha ane sathavArA maLe teA ja jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya? jeNe AsapAsanA mANasAnA abhiprAyA (opinion) pUchavAmAM ja jIvana pUruM karyuM. tenA jIvanamAM kdI pragati thAya ? kahe, mArAmAM anaMta zaktie paDI che. ene bahAra lAvavA mATe mAre prayatna karavAnA che. virAdhanAM tattvA khaLavAna haiAya tyAre ja AgaLa vadhavAmAM majhA Ave che. kAma kare tyAre thADAka lokonA gaNagaNATa haiAya te cAkkasa jANajo ke tamArA kAmamAM bhalIvAra che. mANasamAM kAMika che te sAme zakti UbhI thAya che. pataMga cagAvavA hAya teA sAme vana joradvAra havA eie. pavana na hoya teA pataga paDI jAya. jene jIvananA pataMga upara caDhAvavA che, dUra dUra laI javA che ene paristhitinA sAmA pavana jarUra joie 'tamArI sAme kAi kahenAra na heAya te tame koi kAma vyavasthita karI zakatA nathI. taNAyA vinA tarI jAya tenI ja duniyAmAM yAda rahI jAya che. zarIrane nahiM AtmAnA vicAra karavAnA. mArA AtmAmAM anaMta zaktie paDI che. zarIrane lai janAra, vega ApanAra Akhara te AtmA che, aMdara beThelI Atmika zakti che je ghaDIe mana thAke che, tyAre zarIra thAkI ja jAya che. tamane jamavA mATe kheAlAve, manabhAvatI vAnagIo pIrase, kALiyA hAthamAM le ane tamArA yajamAna tamane apamAnajanaka zabda kahe, pachI jue jamavAmAM keTalI majA Ave che? thALImAM bhAvatI vastue che paNu manane AghAta lAgyA pachI bheAjanamAM majA nathI AvatI, bheAjana ja nIrasa thai jAya che.

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AMtaravaibhava zarIra tyAM che, jIbha vAnagIe sAme ja paDI A badhu ja nApasaMda. / 83 tyAM che, khAnAra meDhu tyAM che, paNuM aMdaranuM tattva bagaDyu eTale jIvananA mATe AdhAra mana upara che, AtmA upara che. A vAta bhUlIne leAkeA cAvIse kalAka zarIra upara ja dhyAna Ape che. punaH puna: vicAravuM ghaTe: huM zaktienA svAmI Ave ni`La kema banI gayA ? dhAruM te karI zaku evA huM atyAre dareka khAkhatamAM za`kA ane vahemathI kema gherAi gayA ? mANasanuM mana keTaluM niLa banI gayu che ? rajAe mAM kayAM javuM te mATe paNa niNaya na lai zake. kaheH lAve, have ApaNe cIThThIe nAkhIe. cIThThIe nAkhavI paDe e vicAra zaktinuM apamAna nathI ? nAnapaNuthI ja tamArA magajamAM vaDIaA ThasAvatA AvyA che, "tuM zuM karavAnA ? tuM zuM samaje? tArAthI kAMi nahi thAya, bheMsI jA.." 99 .. tame zALAmAM jAe tyAM jene jIvananuM dazana nathI evA mAtra khI e. thayelA zikSako zu bhaNAve? "khesI jA, tuM nahiM samaje, tane zuM AvaDavAnu che ? ThATha, besI jA. '" pachI guruonA vAre Ave, "tame sa`sArI lAke, pApamAM paDelA, ajJAnI. tame AtmAnI khAkhatamAM zu... jANuM! ? saMsAranA khADAmAM paDelA svarganI vAta zu' jANuM!?" tyAM paNa eve nikhaLatA ane hInatAnA upadeza devAmAM Ave pachI samAjamAM jyAM kAma karavA jAva tyAM paNa e ja paDaghA paDe, evuM ja sAMbhaLavA maLe,

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84 AMtaravaibhava A ajJAnamaya jherI vAtAvaraNa manane evuM nikhaLa, nAkhe ke mANusa khalAsa thai jAya thAkeluM..., azakta, ajJAnI karI ane udAtta kai vicArI ja na zake. 66 e kAma kare paNa sAMje enI avasthA te jue ? thAkele, kaMTALelA; gharamAM kAi kheAlAve teA kahai " kheAlAvaze! nahi. jotA nathI, AkhA divasa kAma karI karIne marI gayA. ' bhalA AdamI, tuM maravA mATe kAma kare che ke jIvana jIvavA mATe? tamAruM pratyeka kAya tamArA jIvananA AnaMda hovA joie, pratyeka pravrutti manane prasannatApUrvaka upara uThAve evI heAvI joie pravRtti AnaMa na ApatI haiAya teA pravruttine AnaMdamaya khanAvA je meALu' che emAM AnaMdanI mIThAza reDavAthI e madhura khanI jAya che. rasa reDIne kAma kare| pachI e kA mAM thAka nahi paNa utsAha Ave. utsAhamAM mANusa zubha dhyAnamAM rahe, pachI karma baMdhana kayAMthI? du:khI, thAkelA, karatAM karatAM zeka karanArA mANusa je kAMi kAma kare che emAM e kama khAMdhe 'zAke saMsAra vadhe ghaNuAM, zAka narkanI khANu.' ' kAma karatAM karatAM mANase mukta banavAnuM che. satata prazna pUchavAnA che: "mArI pravrutti mane jIvananA dRSTikeANu tarapha lai jAya che ?" pacAsa varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. eka jhaverI kuTuMba dhaMdhe sameTI dezamAM javAnuM hatuM paNa pitAnI icchA dIkarAne jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM rAkhavAnI hatI. dIkarAne sArAmAM sAre jhaverI banAvavA, dhaMdhAmAM taiyAra karavA peAtAnA anubhavI mitrane soMpyA ane e dezamAM gayA.

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AMtarabhava 85 AjathI mArA pitAnA sthAne Apa che, Apa jema kaheze| tema huM karIza." jhaverIe kahyuM: " A jhADu le, dukAna barAkhara sAthI vALI, badhA kacarA kADhe, " 66 yuvAnane kSaNabhara vicAra AvI gayA. "zuM huM ahIM jhADuM kADhavA rahyo chuM?" paNa vaDIlanI AjJA mAnIne AkhI dukAna barAbara tyAM jhaverIe pharI kahyuM: "A kacarA bahAra nahi; A DabbAmAM nAkhavAneA " sApha karI. khIjA divase paNa e ja kahyuM: "tAre A ja kAma karavAnuM. dukAna cAkhkhI karavAnI, kacarA kADhavAnA, kharAkhara cAkhkhA nIkaLavA joie. e kacaro bahAra pheMkavAnA nahi paNa A DabbAmAM nAkhavAnA ". Ama karatAM cha mahinA nIkaLI gayA. cha mahinA sudhI yuvAna pAse eka ja kAma karAvyuM: dukAna sApha karavAnI, kacarA kADhavAnA, DabbAmAM nAkhavAnA. koI koI vAra bapAranA samaya maLe tyAre hIrA batAve. 66 A eka divase vaDIle yuvAnane khelAvyA. pelA DakhkhA laI Ava." "kayA DakhkhA ?" "kacarAne." DakhkhA lAvyA. Tebala upara UMdhA kara." kacarA?" "hA, huM jema kahuM tema kara." pachI sArA jhINA cALaNAthI cALavA beThA. dhIme dhIme kacarA caLAI gayA. thoDA nAnA nAnA hIrA kacarAmAMthI nIkaLI AvyA. ! vaDIle kahyuM : " jhaverInuM pahelu kAma A che: kacarA kema kADhavA. jhaverInA dhaMdhA ja eve che ke e game teTalI cekasAithI

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86 AMtaravaibhava hIrA khete haiAya te paNa ekAdA horA game tyAre UDI jAya, lapasI jAya, hAthamAMthI sarI jAya. jhaverIne tyAMnA kacarAmAM paNa hIrA haiAya. je A nAnA kAmamAM dhyAna rAkhI zake te ja cIvaTathI khIjAmAM dhyAna rAkhI zake, AgaLa vadhI zake zrama karyA vinA AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. A pArDa paNa mAre tane zIkhavaveA hateA.' jhaverAtanA dhadhAmAM niSNAta banyA pachI peAtAnA jIvana prasaMga lakhatAM e lakhe che : "mane kacarA kADhavAnuM kahyuM tyAre mArA vaDIla mane kaDavA lAgyA hatA. paNa Aje huM emanA upakAra kaI rIte vyakta karuM ? emaNe pAyAnuM jJAna (basi: knowledge) ApyuM te huM ATalA AgaLa vadhyA ! '" kacarAmAM hIrA zeAdheA te hIrAmAM tame zu' na zeAdheA ? bhaLelA yuvAnonA manamAM eka mAnyatAM baMdhAI jAya che: " AvuM nAnuM kAma mArAthI kema thAya ? mArA jevA mANasa kare kADhe ? " eTale ja savAre sA sA i Da beThaka karanArA yuvAneA pitAne pANInA glAsa bharIne ApatAM zaramAya che. 'nA, pANI lAvavAnuM kAma huM kema karuM ? e kAma nAkaranuM ! 66 eNe kAmane halakuM mAnyuM. kharI rIte kAma halakuM nathI, enA vicArA halakA che, jenA vicArA halakA che e ja mAne ke A kAma meTuM ane A kAma nAnuM, mANusane je ka'i kA` maLyuM haiAya te dvArA ene upara AvavAnuM che. enA kAryAMnuM lakSya pUrNatA haiAvuM ghaTe. jIvanamAM A dRSTi AvatAM tamArA pratyeka kAryamAM sa'gItanA anubhava thavAnA kArya dvArA vikAsanAM padmacihnonuM dazana thavAnuM. je mANasa ekAgratApUrvaka kAma karatA nathI e jIvananI koi paNa bAbatamAM AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI.

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AMtaravaibhava 87 bALapaNanI e kavitA sAMbhare che ? Work while you work and play while you play. bhaNavA bese tyAre bhaNavA mAMDaje ane ramavA bese tyAre ramavA mAMDaje. rame tyAre bhaNavAnA vicAra na karateA ane bhaLe tyAre ramavAnA vicAra na karatA. bALakonI A zikhAmaNa prauDhAne paNa eTalI ja upayogI che. mANasa eka kAma karatAM karatAM khIne vicAra kare che. pUjA karatAM dukAnanA vicAra kare ane mALA pheravatAM zAka samAravAnA vicAra kare. vicAra zaktine eka dizAmAM vALavAnI Adata nathI. A paddhati na heAvAne lIdhe je kAya karavuM eie e pUrNa nathI karatA ane na karavAnA kAryanA vicAra karavA mAMDe che, enA paDadhA vyApAramAM, vAteAmAM ane jIvanamAM paDe che. mATe ja A vicArane vikasAvI manamAM daDha karavAnA che ke huM zaktimaya chuM, dhAruM te huM karI zakuM. mAruM zarIra te! eka uttama sAdhana che; paNa aMdara kAma karanArA te mArA AtmA che. enI preraNA pramANe ja A zarIra kAma kare che. eka aMti vRddha puruSa hatA. khATalAmAMthI UbhA thavuM haiAya tet ya nAkara UbhA kare teA ja e UbhA thai zake. evI parAdhIna avasthA hatI. eka divasa e gharamAM pahele mALe Aga lAgI, khUmAbUma thaI. tamane Azcarya thAya evI A vAta che. pAMca mALanA bili~DagamAMthI pAMce mALanA dAdarA UtarIne pahelA nIce AvanAra hAya te| e dAdA hatA ! je khATalAmAMthI UbhA na thaIzake e pAMca dAdarA UtarIne kevI rIte AvI zake ? enuM kAraNa zarIra nahi, AtmA che.

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AMtaravaibhava AtmavIya anaMta che, e sphuratAM mana taiyAra thai gayuM. hukama karyAM ' cAla ' eTale pachI zarIrane teA cAlavuM ja paDyuM, DheDavuM ja rahyuM. 88 A zarIramAM kAMI ja nathI. zarIra te! mAtra eka paMcabhUtanu' mizraNa che. ApaNe sahuthI vadhAremAM vadhAre mahatva Ane ApI beThA chIe. paNa e pacamRtanA tattvanuM je saMcAlana kare che, ene ciMtana Ape che, e dvArA je kAma le che enA te abhyAsa paNa karatA nathI, ene abhyAsa vadhatAM khyAlamAM Avaze ke A paMcabhUtanA mizraNa pAchaLa eka addabhuta tAkAta kAma karI rahI che. A caitanya je rIte dere che e rIte A zarIra jAya che, enAmAM peAtAnAmAM kAMI nathI. zarIrane bahAranA sAdhana tarIke rAkhe ane sAcaveza paNa aMdara kAma karI rahelI zakti sabaLa ja rahe ane niLa na bane e vicAravAnuM che. saMskArAne lIdhe, vAtAvaraNane lIdhe ane paristhitine lIdhe mana nibaLa bane che. paristhiti ApaNA upara savAra thAya tyAre sAvadhAna banIne vicAra karavA ke A paristhitine dabAvIne upara kema AvavuM ! ane tame prayatna karo te paristhitimAM palaTA jarUra Ave. zilpIenI duniyAmAM jenu nAma gaNAya che evA vizva vikhyAta mAIkala enjale Michel Angelo nA jIvananA A prasaMga che. ghaNAM zilpA karyAM. aMte izunu eka apUrva zilpa banAvavA eNe svapna sevyuM. te mATe mAsuma, nirdoSa, jenI AMkheAmAM prema ane maitrInA bhAva bharelA DhAya evI AkRtinI jarUra hatI. AvA bALakanI zeAdhamAM dADha va nIkaLI gayuM. eka divasa eka bALaka ramatuM dekhAyuM. ene vAMkaDiyA vALa hatA, suMdara AMkhA hatI, mADhA

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AMtaravaibhava 89 upara jANe hamaNAM ja prabhune tyAMthI AvyuM hoya e prakAza hato. enI AkRti suMdara ane saumya hatI bALakane jotAM ja ene thayuM ke IzunuM rUpa paththaramAM kaMDAravA mATe A bALaka yogya che. mAtAne kahyuM: "kahe eTalA paisA ApuM paNa tame tamArA bALakane laIne Ave, mArI sAme besADe, huM A saumya AkRtine paththaramAM kaMDAravA mAMgu chuM." mAtA kAbUla thai, zilpa taiyAra thayuM, Christ nI nirdoSatA ane mAnavatA jIvaMta banyAM. ghaNAM varSo vItI gayAM. mAikalane thayuM : jevI rIte izunI suMdara pratimA sajI evI ja rIte enI sAme have jenI AMkhamAM khUnInuM khunnasa hoya ane mAM para DAku jevo bhAva hoya evA juDAsa JudasnI AkRti taiyAra karUM. bAra varSa pachI eka evo ja mANasa jaDI Avyo. dArUDiyA, jugArI ane vAMsanAthI cakacUra. paccIsa varSane e yuvAna hato. zilpIe zi95nI vAta karI, yuvAne hA kahI. juDAsanI AkRti taiyAra thaI ane zilpIe A kRtine pelA IzunI pratimAnI bAjumAM mUkI. yuvAne banne AkRtio joI. izunI ane juDAsanI. A jotAM jotAM ene bhUtakALa sAMbharyo, mana bharAI AvyuM. AMkhamAMthI. azrunI dhArA vahI rahI. AMsuthI AMkho dhevAI tyAre enI e ja AMkhe saumya ane karuNALu banI gaI. - mAIkala joyA ja kare "A zuM thayuM ? jenI AMkhe. karatAthI bharI hatI, jenI AMkhomAM dayAne chAMTo paNa na hatA e AMkhe ATalI saumya! ATalI mRdu !" A yuvAna to pazcAttApathI dhrusake dhrusake raDI ja rahyo hate. mAIkala najIka Avyo. khabhe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM: "bhAI! raDe che kema ?" yuvAne javAba Apyo "A Izune tame kaMDAryo che te bIjuM

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90 AMtaravuMbhava kAI nathI paNa huM pote ja chuM. e vakhate huM kevA nirdeSa hatA, mAtAnI sAthe AvyA hateA. ahIM besADIne tame mArI AkRti derI hatI. A bAra varSoMnA gALAmAM kharAba saMgate huM kevA khanI gayA ? dArUDiyA banyA, vyasanI banyA, jugArI ane anAcArI banyA, rUpa ane lAlasAnI pAchaLa DheDI DhADIne pazu banyA. Aje huM cArI karI zakuM chuM, kharAba najara nAkhI zakuM chuM, nIca ane aprama kAma hasIne karI zakuM chuM, aMtarAtmA mane have DaMkhatA nathI. paNa Aje A be AkRtio zvetAM huM juDAsa chuM te ja huM Izu hateA tene khyAla Ave che. izu juDAsa kema banI zake che ane juDAsa Izu kema banI zake che e ja joyA karuM chuM, bIjuM kAMI nahiM. mAruM ja tattva mane kema nIca banAvI zake ane nIce lAvI zake che ane mAruM tattva mane kema UrdhvagAmI banAvI upara lAvI zake che e enA jema jema vicAra karatA jAuM chuM tema tema mAruM hRdaya bharAi Ave che, pazcAttApathI huM baLI jAuM chuM." mAikale kahyuM: mArA zrama Aje saphaLa thayA che. meM te mAtra paththaramAM AkRti kaMDArI hatI paNa Aje mane tArAthI jIvaMta prabhunuM darzana thayu` ke bhagavAna ane zayatAna kAMya nathI, aMdara che mANusa ja krAisTa che ane mANasa ja juDAsa che. yAda AvyuM " The kingdom of Heaven is within you.'' svarga nuM sAmrAjya bahAra nathI, tArAmAM ja che. tuM dhAre te sva racI zake ane bhUle te| jIvanane naraka paNa banAvI zake. naraka ane svarga banAvanAra A zarIra nahi, AMkheA ke iMdriyA nahi, paNa ApaNe khudR chIe.

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AMtaravaibhava tamArAmAM Izvara beThe che, zaktine svAmI beTho che. dhAro eTale vikAsa karIne upara ane upara jaI zako cho, duniyAne kAMIka ApI zako tema che. - mANasane A jAgRtinI jarUra che, ke kAMIsTa paNa mArAmAM che ane rAma paNa mArAmAM che, bhagavAna mahAvIra paNa mArAmAM che ane bhagavAna buddha paNa mArAmAM che. jayAre huM ahiMsA, saMyama ane karuNAbharyuM jIvana jIvuM chuM tyAre huM mahAvIranA paMthe cAlyo jAuM che ane jayAre huM hiMsA, vilAsa ane karatAbharyuM jIvana jIvuM chuM tyAre huM ? gozAlakanA paMthe cAlyo jAuM chuM. . uttamatA ane adhamatA A eka daSTi che, paristhiti che. Ane pUrNa khyAla AvatAM ApaNAmAM je phuraNa Ave, skUrti janma-huM zA mATe A na banuM? mArI A zreSTha zaktione huM zA mATe bahAra na lAvuM ? mANasane AvA preraNAdAyI vicAra AvatA nathI. te kahe: huM zuM karIza? mArAthI zuM banI zakaze ? huM nirbaLa mANasa karI karIne zuM karavAne ? . . - nirbaLa vicAra jIvanamAM kAryane utsAha kayAMthI lAve ? dariyAnI bhInI havAmAM jema zekelA pApaDa havAI jAya che tema nibaLa vicAramAM utsAha ThaMDe paDa, marI jAya che. - tamArAmAM eka baLavaMta jIvaMta tattva che tene je divase tamane anubhava thAya te divase tame jAgyA kahevAo, jyAM sudhI A vicAra na jAge tyAM sudhI tame UMghatA che. . . - "anaMta zaktionI zakayatA mArAmAM paDI che", "huM dhAruM te karI zakuM " A khyAla Avyo ane navaprabhAta thayuM.

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AMtaravaibhava Aje AtmA dhAra teA nathI, karavA mATe nirNaya .karateA nathI; taMdrAne uDADIne e mArge lAgyA nathI eTale jIvana duHkhI che. taMdrA UDe pachI ene mATe koipaNa vastu azakaya nathI. 92 UMghavuM ane jAgavuM e mAtra AMkhA sAthe ja saMbaMdha nathI dharAvatAM, kharI rIte te vicAra| sAthe ja dharAve che. AMkha khullI hAvA chatAM ghaNA vicArAmAM nathI UMghatA ? bagIcAmAM kAyala ane kAgaDA aDAi paDyAM, athaDAine e jhADa upara jaine beThAM. kAgaDAe '"kA, kA' karIne peAtAnA karkaza AvAjathI vAtAvaraNane kaluSita karI nAkhyuM tyAre pelI kAyala vicAre che: kAgaDAne bhUlathI mArI cAMca te! nahi lAgI hAya ne ? ene zAMti ApavA mATe lAva, madhura gIta gA; mIThA avAjathI vAtAvaraNane madhura ane saMgItamaya banAvuM. jhADa nIce beThele kavi vicAre che: mANasa kAgaDA ke kAyala? e dhAre te banI zake. madhura avAjathI vArtAvaraNane guMjatuM karI zake ane peAtAnA kalahabharyAM svabhAvathI jayAM jyAM jAya tyAM vAtAvaraNane ciMtAmaya ane khaLatarAbhayu paNa khanAvI zake. A kAma keANa kare che ? bhAgyanA upara dveSa na dezeA, kAika mane karAvI rahyuM che ema paNa na kaheze, e karanAra mANasa pAte ja che. zA mATe mane AvakAra nathI maLatA e vicArI mANase peAte pAtAnI zaktiene vikasAvavI joie, peAtAnA cAritrane suMdara banAvavuM joie ane jIvanamAM kAyalanI madhuratA lAvavI joie. ghaNAkharA mANase jUnI Teva pramANe ja kahetA haiAya che: have zuM pheraphAra thavAnA che ? jema cAlyuM tema cAlavA de. have navI

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AMtaravaibhava 93 vastu AvI zake tema nathI ane jUnI mArAthI kaMI chUTe ema nathI. ghaNuM jIvana vahI gayuM ne thoDuM rahyuM che te paNa emane ema pUruM thaI jevA de. * huM pUchuM, zuM sUkA lAkaDAne raMdo mAro to suMvALuM na thAya ? pAliza karo te enAmAM cakacakATa na ramAve ? ane enuM suMdara pharanIcara na bane ? ApaNuM jIvana zuM sUkA lAkaDAthI paNa gayuM ? ene vicArane ane ciMtanane raMdo mAro to jIvanamAM parivartana kema na Ave? aMdaranI zaktione AviSkAra kema na thAya ? - A zakti o aMdara birAjamAna che, bahArathI AvelI ke lAdelI nathI. AtmAne A mULa svabhAva che. enA astitvamAM A zaktionuM astitva che.

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AtmA du khI nathI, ajJAnI nathI ane pANI paNa nathI. - je mAne che ke "huM pApI chuM" tenI sAme jaina darzane bIje vicAra Apyo. 'tuM pApI hoI zake ja nahi. je tuM khuda pApI hoya, tArI buniyAda je pApanI hoya ane pApa e ja tAruM jIvana ane sarjana hoya to tuM paramAtmA kema banI zake ? jene tANAvANA pApano ja hoya e kApaDa pApanuM ja hovuM joIe. paNa nA, tAre tANAvANo to darzana ane jJAnane che. eTale pApa tArAthI para che. bahArathI AvIne bhaLeluM che." * * , marI javAne ema mAnanAranI sAme bIju satya A che tuM marato ja nathI, duniyAmAM evuM koI ja tattva nathI je tane khatama karI zake. plega, kensara, TI. bI.; A badhA roga zarIrane thAya che tane nahIM, AtmAne nahIM. mATe ja ghaNAne mUkIne AvIe, smazAnamAM mUkIne AvIe, maratAM joIe tema chatAM gabharAIne jIvavAno vicAra mAMDI nathI vALatA. hasIne jIvIe chIe kAraNa ke aMdara beTheluM, tatva kahe che bhale keIne bALI Avyo, kabaramAM dATI Avyo, Tower of SilencemAM mUkI Avyo paNa huM marate nathI. manuSyanA jIvanamAM be jAtanI vicAradhArAo vahI rahI che. AMkhathI dekhI zakAya che ke loko marI rahyA che, paNa vyaktimAM rahela AtmAne lAgatuM nathI ke huM marI javAne chuM.

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AMtaravaibhava 95 jo ema lAge huM marI javAnA chuM teA rAtanA UMgha ja nahi Ave. fAIne paisA cUkavavAnA hAya, ceka lakhI Ape! ane Agale divase khabara paDe ke beMkamAM balance nathI te AMkhI rAta UMgha Ave che ? kAI kahe ke tamane TI. bI. thayA che teA keTaleA gabharATa chUTe che? UMgha UDI jAya che, nahi ? tA, badhAne vidAya ApIne AvanArA jIve che, hase che, khuzIthI jIve che. hase che, khuzIthI jIve che enuM kAraNa e ke zarIramAM beThelA jANe che ke jagatamAM `mRtyu dekhAya che paNu AtmAmAM amRtatva paDelu che. A amRtatvanI suSupta mana (sub-conscious mnd)mAM rahelI zraddhAne kAraNe AtmAne thaI gayelI pratItine kAraNe ja khIjA maratA hai|vA chatAM pAte marI javAnA che ema te nathI mAnatA ilekTrika thAMbhalA UbhA karatAM pahelAM khADA kare, pachI thAMbhaleA mUkI AsapAsa mATI, kAMkarA, patharA mUkI cAra jaNA bhegA thaI thAMbhalAne khUba jorajorathI halAve. zA mATe hulAve ? kayAMka jarA paNa * kAcu, DhIluM rahI na jAya, nahitara rAhadArInA jIvanuM ekhama. halAvI halAvIne khADA jarAka DhIlA thAya eTale vaLI patharA nAkhe, kAMkarA bhare ane pharI halAve. ema karatAM karatAM evA majabUta karI nAkhe ke cAvIsa jaNA halAve te ya macaka na Ape. evI ja rIte dharmAMnA thAMbhalAne paNa haiyAmAM pe. zaMkAe karIne, prazno pUchIne ene halAvatA jAme tamane pUrNa khAtarI thavI eIe ke hu je mArge jaI rahyo chuM e mA sAcA che - e ja mAga sAceA che.

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AMtaravaibhava praznothI mANasa sAco dharmI bane che. A - je dharma zaMkA karavAnI nA pADe che, prazno pUchavAnI manA kare che e tamane ajANyA kUvAmAM utAravAnI vAta kare che.. zaMkA na karo ane emane ema svIkArI (accept) le te jIvanamAM ko'ka evI paLa AvatAM AMcako lAgaze, ane zradhdhAnuM tatva bahAra nIkaLI jaze. tame khAlI banI jazo. zaMkA karyA vinA, prazno pUchayA vinA, jANyA vinA, dhamane svIkAranAra zuM sAce dharmI che.? - tejAbamAM mUkyA vinA, siTI upara caDhAvyA vinA, barAbara joyA vinA je senuM le che tene koI pUcheH A senuM che ? e uparathI kadAca "hA" kaheze paNa tarata manamAM zaMkA mbhI thavAnI. 'meM barAbara tapAsa karAvI nathI, kadAca reDageDa paNa hoya. paNa je barAbara tapAsa karIne le che e to chAtI ThokIne kahe che: meM barAbara tapAsa karIne lIdhuM che, emAM mane jarAya zaMkA nathI. prazna thAya ke je huM AnaMdamaya chuM, amara chuM te. Aje huM duHkhI kema chuM ane marI kema jaiza ? enuM kAraNa jaDane saMga che. pudgalanI bhAgIdArI che. senAnI khANamAM sonuM ane dhULa sAthe maLelAM che, enAdikALathI sAthe ja che, chatAM tenuM senuM che ane dhULa dhULa che. sAthe rahevA chatAM pitAnA mULa svabhAvane gumAvyo nathI. bannenuM vyaktitva bhinna che. hA, puruSArthathI dhULane gheIIne zuddha karatAM dhULa eka bAju jAya che ane sonuM hAthamAM Ave che. A Akho eka puruSArthane kriyA prayoga che.

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AMtavaibhava " evI rIte ApaNe AtmA anAdikALa (infinite time thI jaDanI sAthe, kamanI sAthe, vAsanA ane vRttionI sAthe maLelo che chatAM teNe potAnuM svataMtra vyaktitva nathI gumAvyuM. enAmAM rahelA guNa (quality)ne bahAra kADhavA hoya, enuM zuddha svarUpa pragaTAvavuM hoya to prayatna karIne enI sAthenuM jaDa tattva dUra karavuM paDaze. zuddha karyA vinA khANamAMthI nIkaLelI dhULane sonAnA bhAve vecavA bese te koNa le mATe puruSArtha to karavuM ja rahyo. eka philasUphe jIvananI cAra bhUmikA ApI che. bhUla kare te mAnava, bhUla karIne hase te dAnava, bhUla karIne pazcAttApa kare te sajajana ane bhUlamAMthI prayatnapUrvaka kUdake mArI bahAra Ave te mahAmAnava. bhUla karavI e mAnavIne svabhAva che. e game teTale sAvadhAna * hoya, jAgRti rAkhatA hoya, chatAM kyAMka to akasmAta thavAne. eTale ja vImA kaMpanIo javI rahI che. vImA kaMpanI o. zuM batAve che ? mANasanuM perfection game teTaluM hovA chatAM paNa enA jIvanamAM bhUlane saMbhava che. jIvanadaNa bhUlone karuNAbharI najarathI jue che bicAro mAnava che, bhUla thaI gaI che, ene mAre hAtha ApIne uThAvavAne che. -kIcaDa khUba thayo hoya, jamIna lIsI hoya tyAre pahelavAna paNa lapasI jAya.

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AMtaravaibhava nabaLI paLomAM sArA sArA mANase pralezanamAM AvI jAya che. e pralobhana pachI paisAnuM hoya ke sattAnuM padavInuM hoya ke pazutAnuM. patananI paLamAM mANasa nirbaLa ane niHsattva hoya che. Plato e prazna karyo: mANasa prAmANika che paNa te kyAM sudhI? jyAM sudhI tame enI kiMmata cUkavatA nathI, tyAM sudhI tame kiMmata cUkave pachI prAmANika keTale prAmANika che te juo. meTA hoddA para rahelAne pAMca hajAra rUpiyA Apo, e lAMca nahi le. kaheH uThAvI jAo, mane lAMca ApavA AvyA che ? paTAvALAne bolAve, polIsa pAse pakaDAve, chApAmAM Ave, jagajAhera kare. "kevo prAmANika amaladAra ! pAMca hajArane Thekara mArI." bI jaIne pacAsanI ophara kare. pelo kaheH tuM mane jANato nathI ? sI. AI. DI. ne bolAvI pakaDAve. * hajI enI prAmANikatAnI kiMmata (value) cUkavI nathI. jarA AgaLa vadhe. kaI pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laIne Ave ane kaheH "sAheba tamAre pagAra keTalo ?" "be hajAra." "vAru, tame karI karIne keTalA varSamAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyA meLavI zakazo ? vicAra karI juo, vicAra karo, bIjuM kAMI nahi.' - pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnuM vajana vadhatuM jAya. prAmANikatAnuM paluM upara jatuM dekhAya. bicArI prAmANikatA vecAI jAya. pAMca hajAramAM nahi, pacAsa hajAramAM nahi, pAMca lAkha prAmANikatAne kharIdI zake ! mANasa prAmANika che" ene artha e ke enI prAmA

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AMtaravaibhava NikatAnAM mUlya cUkavanAre hajI sudhI ene mATe nathI. mUlya cUkavanAra maLe chatAM paNa na caLe te mAnavuM ke ene AtmAnA astitvanI pratIti thaI che. sAmAnya rIte tame bahu sArA che paNa tamArA sArapanI barAbarImAM UbhI rahI zake evI kaI vastu jIvanamAM nathI AvI eTale sArA ! tamArI pAse lAkha rUpiyAne hare hoya ane ene kaI dasa hajAranI ophara (offer) kare to zuM kahe ? "cAla cAla, have be thaI jA." AgaLa vadhatAM navANuM hajAranI ophara kare tyAre paNa tame kahI zakoH mane navANuM hajAranI offer hatI paNa meM ene Ubhe rahevA na dIdho. paNa ema kadI bane ke "savA lAkha ApavA Avyo hato tema chatAM paNa meM nA pADI !" pralobhana oLaMgIne bahAra Ave tyAre jANavuM ke enAmAM AtmazraddhA ane paramaprakAzane dIvo prajavalI rahyo che. enI AsapAsa have game evAM mUlyo Ave paNa potAnI nIti ane prAmANikatAne e choDavA taiyAra nathI. - bhUla kare te mAnava. paNa bhUla karIne je hase che te dAnava che. manamAM rAjI thAyaH "kevI kuzaLatAthI meM bhUla karI ke koIne khabara paNa na paDI." gharAka pAsethI pUrA paisA le paNa kApaDa evuM padharAve ke dhue tyAre rUe. .. vikAra he to sati vikriyanta yeSAM na cetAMsi ta eva dhIrAH - kAlidAsa | *vikAra upaje evI paristhitimAM paNa jemanAM citta avikArI rahe te ja dhIra purUSa.

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100 AMtaravaibhava paisAnA pralobhana khAtara halakI vastu padharAvavA badala pazcAttApa nathI paNa abhimAnathI chAtI phulAve che.. . trIje paNa prakAra che, je bhUla karIne raDe che, manamAM pazcAttApa kare che. meM A bahu khoTuM karyuM evo Atapa anubhave te sajajana che. | durguNamAMthI bahAra AvI zakatuM nathI paNa AvavAnI tAlAvelI che. manamAM duHkhI che, potAnI nabaLAIo mATe jAgRta che, pharIthI nabaLAIone vaza thaIne bhUle na thAya mATe sajAga che paNa nabaLI paLomAM nabaLAIo sAme jhUkI jAya che. manamAM rahela nibaLatAnA tattvane sAmane karI zakato nathI. e name che, paDI jAya che. paNa enA mananA UMDANamAM duHkha che. bhale paDI gayo, paNa paDI rahevAnuM nathI, UbhA thaI javAnuM che. Ubho nahi thAuM to pAchaLathI AvatI gADIo nIce cagadAI jaIza. paNa je bhUlamAMthI chalaMga mArIne bahAra nIkaLI Ave che e te mahAmAnava che. AvA mAnavathI mAnavajAta UjaLI che ane emanAmAMthI preraNA meLave che. keneDAnA bagIcAmAM jhADa nIce eka yuvAna baeNTaeN beThe vicArI rahyo hato. jugArI mitro maLyA, bhaNavAmAM mana na lAgyuM. mAbApe je thoDA paisA mokalyA te meM vyasanomAM emanA ema kharacI nAkhyA. have amAMthI huM bahAra kevI rIte AvuM ? jIvanathI thAkelo yuvAna vicAra karatAM karatAM ADo paDyo. pAse nAnI-zI suvAkayonI eka capaDI paDI hatI. tenuM pAnuM kholyuM. vAkya vAMcyuM :

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AMtaravaibhava 101 dUranA aspaSTa bhaviSya tarapha najara karI asAsa kare che. enAM karatAM najIkanA spaSTa padArthoM sAme najara karIne AjanI paLamAM UbhA tha jA. atyAranI A paLamAM ja UbhA thaI jA. je paLa tArA hAthamAM che e. paLane tuM dhanya "" banAva. 66 yuvAne vAMcyuM ane jAgRta thayA. UbhA thai gayA ane kAme lAgyA. dhImedhIme AgaLa vadhatA vadhateA e DaeNAkaTara thayeA. iMglenDamAM sasthAe sthApI ane saranA ene IlkAkha maLyuM. sara viliyama veskaranuM jIvanacaritra lakhAyu. vyasanAmAM paDelA, khadIemAM DUbeaA, jugArIemAM samaya pasAra karanArA pacIsa va ne A juvAna eka vAkaya vAMcI Ubhe thai gayA. evu. jIvana jIvyA ke evI 1464 pAnAMnI jIvanakathA lakhavAmAM AvI. jugArInA jIvana mATe ATalAM khadhAM pAnAM rAkayAM! e kevu jIvana jIvyA ? mAtra vamAnane jaine AgaLa vadhatA gayA. manamAM eka ja sa`kalpa karyAM: jema bane tema huM vamAnane, Ajane sarasa rIte jIvIza. mANasAM bhaviSyanuM AyeAjana (planning) kare che paNa vamAnanI kSaNeAMne nabaLAiethI bharIne beThA che. bhaviSya mATe vicArA bahu sArA paNu va mAnanI vAtA kare te kahe : atyAre javA de; bhaviSyamAM amAre ghaNAM ghaNAM sArAM kAma karavAM che. ghaDapaNamAM amAre A ja karavAnu che. dhanapatie zuM Dhahe: amArA theADA problems prazno che e patI jAya pachI dAna karavuM che, ArAma leveA che, sevA karavI che. pUche| atyAre? kahe nAha, hamaNAM nahi, bhaviSyamAM. : pAgalane khabara nathI ke bhaviSyanI paLa kaiAnA hAthamAM che? mANasanA hAthamAM che te karI zakatA nathI, karatA nathI,

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102 AMtaravaibhava ane je nathI te mATe bhAvinAM svapnAM seve che, UMghamAM ja jIvana puru' kare che. AjanI paLa gaikAle bhaviSya hatI ane e ja paLa AvatI kAle bhUtakALa thaI javAnI che. gaI kAle je bhaviSya . hatI te paLa ane AvatI kAle bhUtakALa thanArI paLa atyAre te tamArA hAthamAM ja che, A paLa be upayAgamAM na le, A paLamAM je sAvadhAna na khanA, A paLamAM nakhaLAImAMthI khahAra na AvI zake te mAnI lejo ke tame kadI paNa bahAra nathI AvavAnA. je atyAre nathI AvatA e kadI nathI AvI zakateA. atyAre ene vicAra AvyA, enAmAM khaLa che, sArA vicAra karI zake che ane manamAM abhIpsA jAgI che e samaye bahAra na Ave teA pharI teA e kayAre AvavAnA che ? je paLa sAme AvIne UbhI che e spaSTa che, tamArA hAthamAM che. bhaviSya game teTaluM suMdara hAya paNa aspaSTa che, hejI tamArA hAthamAM nathI. khalAsa thaI gayelA, daTAI gayelA bhUtakALane yAda karIne paNa have zu karavAnuM che ? atyAre rezana maLatuM haiAya tyAM karoDapati pitAne yAda kare zuM vaLe ? atyAre teA rezananI dukAne lAinamAM UbhA rahIza teA rezana maLavAnuM. pitA karoDapati hatA e yAda karIne ghare besavAthI rezana nahi maLe. je daTAI gayuM che ene daTAi javA de. paNa je vartamAna che, je jIvaMta che e ApaNA hAthamAM

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'AMtaravaibhava 103 che. vartamAnamAM je banavuM hoya e banI zakIe tema che kAraNa ke enAmAM cetanA bharelI che. je kAMI kArya karavAnuM che emAM hRdaya reDavuM paDe che. jemAM hRdaya reDe che e jIvanamAM amRta banI jAya che. AjathI ja A nirNaya thavo joIe, "Ajane huM suMdara banAvuM, huM mArI Ajane bagaDavA nahi dauM. keI kharAba 'belaze to huM e kacarAne kAnamAM nahi javA dauM, mArI sAme garama thaze te enI sAme huM ThaMDI tAkAtathI kAma laIza, mArI niMdA karaze to samajIza ke gAmamAM gaTare ghaNuM che, AvIne lUMTI jaze te bacAvuM jarUra karIza paNa huM mArA manathI duHkhI nahi thAuM." | Live by day. eka eka divasathI jI. kaheH Ajane divasa mAre du:khI nathI banAvavo. duHkha nathI, tyAM karmabaMdhana kyAMthI ? - ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna e kharAba ane ciMtAjanaka vicAre che. A vicAro AtmAnA kAcane dhUMdhaLo ane mela kare che. * . - bIjuM kaMI nahi to eTaluM to kare ke "Aja to mAre mArA AtmAne kAca cekha rAkhave che." kharAba vicAra nahi, nabaLA vicAra nahi, koI pratye dhikkAra nahi ne IrSyA paNa nahi. - A rIte tamAruM aMdaranuM tattva eka divasa mATe suMdara banavAnuM. 'pachI to Teva paDavAnI, Aje sArA rahe te kAle paNa sArA rahevAnA. kAle sArA to pachI parama divase paNa sArA. sArA rahevAnI Teva paDI jAya,

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104 AMtaravaMbhava - eka pitAe dIkarAne khUba bhaNAvya, sarasa rIte taiyAra karyo. eka divasa abhyAsakhaMDamAM beThA beThA dIkare vicAre che. jIvanamAM keTalI vastuo upayogI che, enuM lisTa banAvuM. pahelAM lakhyuM taMdurastI - zarIra svastha joIe. paNa kiI cAhanAra na hoya to taMdurastIbharyuM jIvana paNa zuSka lAge. mATe prema paNa joIe. mANasa priyajanane cAhate hoya paNa khAvAnuM na hoya, rahevA makAna na haiya te mANasa duHkhI thaI jAya, AnaMda UDI jAya mATe saMpatti paNa joIe. saMpatti hoya paNa jIvananI gatAgama na hoya te pazu jevo lAge mATe AvaData joIe. AvaData hoya paNa zakti na hoya te namAlAmAM khape eTale thoDI zakita paNa hovI joIe. ekalI zakitathI gharamAM sukha kayAMthI ? eTale sArAM chokarAMo paNa joie. A badhuM hoya paNa gAmamAM koI jANe nahi ke pUche nahi eTale A badhAnI sAthe kIrti paNa hevI joIe. - have vadhAre AmAM kAMI umerI zakAya tema nathI. jIvananI anivArya jarUriyAte ATalI ja che. | manamAM vicAryuM : jIvana aMge mArI samajadArI kevI suMdara ane ucca che, te lAva huM mArA pitAjIne batAvuM. pUchuM: have AmAM kAMI umeravA jevuM che ? lisTa laIne chAtI phulAva phulAvato e pitA pAse AvyuM. lisTa ApyuM, pUchayuM : pitAjI duniyAmAM A sivAya bIjI koI vastu meLavavAnI bAkI che ? pitAjI lisTa joI gayA. "barAbara che, paNa....!"

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AMtaravaibhava 105 - hAMziyAra dIkare vicAra karavA lAgyo. * pitAe kahyuM: "beTA, dhyAna rAkhaje. huM je kahuM chuM e be zabdo na hoya te A badhuM ya nakAmuM che, A pheMkI devAnuM che." "pheMkI devAnuM ? badhuM pheMkI devAnuM ?" "hA, badhuM pheMkI devAnuM . "pitAjI, evI kaI vastu che ?" * eka ja vAkya lakhyuM: mananI zAMti ! manamAM zAMti na hoya to tagaDA mANase herAna thaIne pharatA hoya che. magajamAM zAMti na hoya to priyajana paNa na game. paise hoya paNa zAMti na hoya te e raghavAyo thaIne pharyA kare. zAMti vagaranI AvaData paNa zuM kAma Ave ?" sattA game teTalI hoya paNa enI sAme ene uthalAvI pADavAnA prapaMce cAlatA hoya to e sattA, e hoddo ene zAMti Ape kharAM ? AkhI duniyAmAM kIrti hoya paNa manamAM zAMti na hoya te vizvavyApI kIrti paNa sukha nathI ApatI !" '. "beTA, tuM deza ane paradezamAM bhaye, nathI bharyo, paNa ATaluM kahevA mAguM chuM : "badhuM lakha paNa pahelAM mananI zAMti (peace of mind) lakha. badhuM joIe e barAbara paNe badhA pahelAM mananI zAMti joIe. mananI zAMti hoya te A badhuM kAma lAge. e na hoya to A badhuM kAMI ja kAma na lAge." A vAta sAcI che, muddAnI vAta ja rahI gaI.

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AMtaravaibhava 106 - sIvatA pahelAM gAMTha vALavAnuM bhUlI jAya to AkhuM seveluM nIkaLI ja jAya. darajane dIkare pahelAM zuM zIkhe ? pahelAM gAMTha vALa, pachI sIve. ema jIvanamAM badhuM maLe paNa mananI zAMti na hoya to badhuM hovA chatAM paNa e sukhethI jIvI zakato nathI. vAsanAo, vRttio ane vikArone lIdhe mananI zAMti DahoLAI jAya che. jIvananI yAtrA mananI zAMti meLavavA mATe ja che ne? AtmAne kamamAMthI mukata karavA mATe ja A vicAramALA che ne?

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sTImaranA kaptAne jAhera karyuM: " sTImara upaDI rahI che, jene besavuM hoya te besI jAya. " baMdara upara UbhelA musAphare besavA gayA tyAM eka prazna pUchayo : "A sTImara kayA baMdare jaI rahI che.?" : kaptAne kahyuM ke AvI pAgala jevI vAto zuM kare che ? sTImara kyAM javAnI che e jANavAnI zI jarUra ? tame tamAre besI jAo. jayAM javAze tyAM jaIzuM, pahoMcAze te paheAMcIzuM, DUbaze te marI jaIzuM. jene besavuM hoya ene mATe sTImara taiyAra che. kyAM javAnuM che e to mane paNa khabara nathI." - A sTImara badhI ja sagavaDo vALI che, emAM eNrakanDIzana paNuM che, are!" maphata besavA maLe tema che chatAM emAM musApharI karavA kANu tayAra thaze ? sahu kahezeH "kastAnane ja khabara nathI ke A sTImara huM kyA baMdare laI javAne chuM te emAM kayo mUkha besavA taiyAra thaze ?" huM paNa bhavanA musApharane e ja pUchuM chuM : " tuM kayAM javAno che? DigrI meLavI rahyo che, paisA bhegA karI rahyo che, meTAM moTAM totiMga makAne bAMdhI rahyo che, roja navI navI zodhakhoLa karI rahyo che, divasa - rAta doDAdoDa karI rahyA che tuM A badhuM karI rahyo che paNa kahe to, tArI A sTImara kyA baMdara tarapha jaI rahI che ?"

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108 AMtaravaibhava kayAM pahoMcavAnuM che e khabara nathI tema chatAM musApharI. cAlu che, khaDakAnI vacce thaIne, moTAM jAo ane tophAnI , vacce cAlI ja jAya che. ene kaptAna ke gAphela che ! pramAdamAM ke cakacUra che ! kahe che: " jayAM jAya tyAM javA do. koI baMdara maLI jAya te ThIka che. nahi maLe te koI khaDakanI. sAthe athaDAIne yAtrA pUrI karIzuM. bhagavAna karaze te kharuM. izvara-IcchA baliyasi, takadIramAM lakhyuM haze te thaze." bhagavAna jema karaze tema ja be karavAnuM hoya te pachI tuM zuM karavAno? te kaheH "huM te je gorakhadhaMdhA karI rahyo chuM, asatya bolI rahyo chuM, lokone zIzAmAM utarI rahyo chuM; sAcA-khoTAM karI, banAvaTa karI paisA bhegA karI rahyo chuM e ja karavAne." " tArA jIvananuM zuM ?" te pAcho kahezeH bhagavAna jANe." A nAdAna kaptAna ATalethI nathI aTakato. kahe cheH bhagavAne je rIte goThavyuM haze e pramANe thaze. vidhinA lekho te kaMI badalAtA haze ?" jANe, vidhinA hAthamAM badhuM che ane mANasanA - hAthamAM kAMI nahi! mANase pitAne ke arthahIna mAnato. thaI gayo che! sAva ghasAI gayelAM, nirbaLa vAkayo bolatAM bolatAM mANasa potAne puruSArtha gumAvI bese che, balahIna banI jAya che. jIvanayAtrA je A rIte ja pUrI karavAnI hoya, nirAzAnAM vAkaya ja je bolavAnAM hoya to jene zastro chedI zakatAM nathI, pANuM bhIjavI zakatuM nathI, pavana sUkavI zakato nathI ane pAvaka bALI zakatuM nathI evA aMdara baeNThelA joti svarUpa AtmAnI zakitane koI artha ja nathI ! AnaMdamaya, sukhamaya, zAzvatamaya evo samartha kaptAna

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AMtaravaibhava 109 tamArAmAM hovA chatAM zuM tame ema ja kahyA karaze ke bhagavAna kare te kharuM, takadIramAM lakheluM te kAMI have badalAvAnuM che ? saMsAranI bAbatamAM badalAvI zake ane AtmAnI bAbatamAM kAMI nahi ? mAla ApavAne sedA karyo hoya ane bhAva vadhI na jAya te tame karAramAMthI kevA chaTakI jAo che ? vAta kevI badalI nAkhe che ? vacana ApyuM hoya te paNa zuM kahe ? e te amastI vAta ja hatI, vacana keyAM hatuM ? jyAM anukULa na paDe, phAyadAmAM na hoya tyAM badalAya paNa jIvananI yAtrAmAM puruSArtha vaDe sukAna na badalAya ? mAtra nirAzA ane nirutsAha. * - Ama kema cAlaze ? nirAzA sAme AzAbharI dRSTi keLavo, jIvaMta vicAra mUko, praNAlikAone paDatI mUkI mULa siddhAMtane pakaDe. tArA jIvananuM nirmANa kAI bIjI vyaktinA hAthamAM che ja nahi. tuM ja tAro nirmAtA che, tuM ja tAre ghaDavaiyo che. Man is himself responsible for his own fortunes. pitAnA kAryonI javAbadArI potAnI ja che. bIjAo che te mAtra nimitta ja bane che. . mATe have jAgRti ane javAbada rInI dora hAthamAM levAnI che. je ghaDIe A samajAI jaze, pachI tame ja kaheze : "mArA jIvanane kharAba karanArA be hAuM to huM chuM, to sAro karanAra zA mATe na banuM ? huM bIjAne zA mATe doSa dauM ? meM mArI jAtane evA saMjogomAM mUkI te e saMjogonA kAraNe huM nimna koTimAM cAlyo gayo. te have, huM mArI jAtane emAMthI uThAvIne UMce kema na lAvuM ?"

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110. AMtaravaibhava ja prabhu pAse paise nahi, saMtAne nAha, AyuSya nahi paNa prakAzanI mAgaNI kare. kahe ke mane mAtra prakAza Apa. prakAza haze te raste dekhAze. koka sAdhake kaheluM: "he prabhu! bIjuM kAMI nahi, paNa thoDA thoDA divase mane duHkha maLatuM rahe eTaluM tuM jete raheje. duHkhane tApa abhimAnanA himAcalane ogALI nAkhe te huM. saritA banIne tArA caraNane jovA deve AvuM." ahaMkAranA himAcalane gALanAra duHkhanI uSmA che paNa jJAna te e ahaMkAranA himAlayanuM astitva ja miTAvI de che. duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti ja rahI nathI. jarAka du:kha Ave ane tarata UMghanI goLIo (tranquiliser) le, manamAM mUMjhavaNa UbhI thAya te ene ukelavAne badale bhUlavA zarAba le. DIkavAra bhramanI gulAbI duniyAmAM pharI Ave, svapnanI duniyAmAM vicare, sUI jAya. savAra paDe, bhAre AMkha khole tyAre e ja mUMjhavaNa DokiyAM kare. bhUlavAne prayatna karyo paNa bhUlI nathI za theDIkavAra mATe hakIkata jarA dUra dhakelI zo paNa ene maTADI na zakyo. tamAre bhUlavuM che ke miTAvavuM che? zAMtithI besIne kema na vicAroH "duHkhanuM kAraNa koNa ? duHkha kema AvyuM ? dayAMthI AvyuM ?' zuddha senuM dhULa sAthe maLI gayuM tema nirmaLa, pAradarzaka AtmA kama sAthe baMdhAyA. AkhuM vizva pudagaLanAM jhINAM paramANuothI bhareluM che.

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AMtararvabhava 111 AMkhA jene jevA mATe samartha nathI evAM akho aNue najara samakSa kreDI rahyAM che. ene bevA sUkSmadarzaka kAca (magnifying glass)nI madada levI paDe che. tema chatAM e sUkSma "paramANue dRSTinA avaleAkananA vyApAramAM avarodhaka nathI banatAM. vacce anaMta paramANue hAvA chatAM mANasa ekabIjAne ei zake che. tamArA kAmaLa, UjaLA ane zveta dekhAtA hAtha upara paNa rAganAM asaMkhya jaMtue che, aNue che. mATe ja cikitsakA hAtha cAkhkhA rAkhe che, emanAM hathiyA2ene ja turahita (sterilize) kare che. javA ane pugaLAnA paramANuonuM mizraNa enuM nAma te vizva.. kazuM cIja che? tame je kAma kareA che! e kama nathI, e te kAya che. tamArI sArI ane kharAba pravRttionuM pariNAma (result) eka. tame vicAra karatA hai| tyAre e vicAranI prakriyA (process) sAthe tamArA AtmAmAMkakhaMdhana cAlyA ja kare che. mANasa je jAtanA vicAra kare che e jAtanI asara (effect) enA zarIramAM thAya che ne? mAravAnI vRtti jAge te kredha Ave, leAhI garama thAya, dAMta pIsavA mAMDaeN ane ene anurUpa hAthanI ceSTA paNa thAya. tevI ja rIte jIvananI zAMta padmAmAM bhUtakALanuM madhura smaraNa tAju thatAM ekalA ekalA ja malakAi javAya, hATho upara AchuM AchuM hAsya camakI jAya e paLe svajana ke mitra AvI caDhe. pUche : " kema ekalA ekalA ja haseA che ? ''

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112 AMtaravaibhava tame kahoH "huM kyAM hasuM chuM ?" paNa manamAM je vicAre cAle che enuM pratibiMba (reflection) AMkhomAM, heThaupara ane sArA ya caherA upara AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. je aMdarathI ghavAyo hoya, jenuM apamAna thayuM hoya ene tame lagna prasaMgamAM laI jAo. badhA hasatA hoya eTale e paNa dhakko mArIne, prayatna karIne hAsyane bahAra lAvavA mathAmaNa kare paNa sahaja rRtinuM mukata hAsya deDI nahi Ave. dhakko mAravo paDe, hoTha pahoLA karavA paDe. gAla khecavA paDe. kahe : tuM bahAra Ava. A hAsya batalAvavA mATe che, mANavA mATe nahi. bahAra che, aMdara nathI. - catura samajI jAya che. pUche : kema tame duHkhI cho ?" : kahe: "nA, nA kAMI nathI." "kAMI nathI' ema bhale kahe paNa ene "kAMIka' te che ja. mATe to sahaja saMskRtinuM mukta hAsya e nathI karI zakato. vicArane lIdhe enI prakRtimAM palaTo Ave che. | vicAronI prakriyA ghaNI UMDI che. lohacuMbaka jevI che. lohacuMbakane TukaDe jema lohanI jhINuM rajakaNane kheMcI le, aTakAvI de che tevI prakriyA vicAranI che. eka bhAI mArI pAse AvyA, kahe mahArAjazrI, meM evI siddhi prApta karI che ke huM hAtha UMce karuM ane A ghaDiyALa baMdha thaI jAcaM. e bhAI ghaDiyALa najIka UbhA rahyA, aMdara gayA ane bahAra AvyA, ane ghaDiyALa baMdha thaI gayuM. adbhuta camatkAra ! beThelA badhA ene mUkI paDyA.

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AMtaravaibhava 113 meM kahyuM : "khissAmAM lohacuMbaka te laIne nathI AvyA ne?" kahe: "nA, nA." jyAM keDamAM tapAsavAnI vAta thaI tyAM pelA bhAIe cAlatI ja pakaDI. ' lohacuMbake ghaDiyALanA bhAga (part)ne sthagita karI dIdhuM. A camatkAra. Aje duniyA AvA camatkAra pAchaLa, AvA dhutAruo pAchaLa doDI rahI che. hAthamAMthI rAkha kADhe te badhA jevA dADe. are bhAI ! dharatImAM rAkha kyAM ochI che te have addharathI rAkha kADhavAnI jarUra paDI ? jyAM camatkAra pAchaLanI deTa che tyAM samajaNa kyAMthI ? camatkAra samAjane ja reke che. camatkAra AvatAM prakAza, prajJA ane puruSArtha ocho thaI jAya. camatkAra e ajJAnanI ja sudharelI AvRtti che. camatkAra karanAra ajJAnI che ke enI pAchaLa doDanAre ? ghaNIvAra bhaNelA jeTalA ajJAnI banI doDe che eTalA te abhaNa paNa nathI doDatA. , jeNe vicAra karavAnI zakti bAjumAM mUkI dIdhI e khalAsa thaI gayo. duniyAmAM camatkAra jevuM kAMI nathI. je vastu hatI nathI, te kadI AvI zakatI nathI, lAvI zakAtI nathI ane je lAve che eNe ene evI kaLAthI kyAMka chupAvI che je tame joI zakatA nathI. eTale ja tame ene devI vastu kahe che, ane chI te enI pAchaLa kalpanAnI dera chUTI ja mUke che. prajJAne camatkArathI khalAsa karavAnI nathI paNa jJAnathI vadhAre vikasAvavAnI che.

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114 AMtaravaibhava mananI prakriyA lehacuMbaka jevI che. AtmAnI sAkSIe mana vicAra kare che. mana vicAranI je dizAmAM paDyuM te pramANe rAga ane dveSa baMdhAyAM. manamAM cAlatA rAga ane dveSa e ja lohacuMbaka. rAga ane dveSa thayA, lohacuMbaka AvyuM ane vizvamAMthI jhaNa (karmaphapI) paramANuone svasaMcAlita rIte (automatically ) kheMcavAnuM zaru thayuM. je paramANuo kheMcAIne aMdara AvyA, AtmAne sparzayA ane AtmA sAthe baMdhAtA gayA e karma. karma bIjuM kAMI nathI. sArA ane kharAba vicAra karIne vizvamAMthI je paramANuo (atoms)ne AtmAe pakaDyA e rakama. jayAM sudhI A kama khare nahi tyAM sudhI AtmA kamamAMthI mukta bane nahi, tyAM sudhI enI ja asaramAM AtmA ane manane rahevuM paDe. paNa jevI enI asara kAyama mATe nIkaLI gaI tyAM AtmA sahaja banI gayo, mULa svarUpane pAmI gayo. A kama che te ja janma maraNanI ghaTamALa che. manamAM sArA ke kharAba je vicAra Ave che, te enA sajAtIya paramANuone kheMcI lAve che. sArA vicAranuM phaLa puNya che ane kharAba vicAranuM phaLa pApa che. rAga ane dveSanA lohacuMbaka dvArA jevA sajAtIya paramANuo pakaDAya tyAM ene anurUpa janma thAya, rUpa maLe, AyuSya nakkI thAya, smRti vadhe ane sAru ke kharAba karavAnI zakita prApta thAya. . sArA vicAra karyA hoya, e vicArane sukRtyo dvArA AkAra Apyo hoya to suMdara zarIra maLe, taMdurasta mana maLe, jayAM jAya tyAM AvakAra maLe, jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe preraNA maLe.

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AMtaravaibhava 115 paNa manamAM koIne mAravAne vicAra karyo tyAM zreSane janma thayo. A dveSanuM lohacuMbaka pApanAM paramANuone kheMcavAnuM kAma zaru kare. pachI te vizvamAM rahelAM pApanAM kharAba paramANuone saMgrahe ja jAya. jyAM sudhI dreSa manane bALyA kare tyAM sudhI e kharAba paramANuone kheMcyA ja kare. A kharAba paramANuo AtmA sAthe baMdhAtA jAya tema sArA vicAra karavAnI, sArAM kAryo karavAnI Atmazakti dhIme dhIme kSINa thatI jAya. - kaI pUche ke meM dasa varSa pahelAM mAtra dveSa ja nahi paNa eka vyaktinuM ghaNuM ja kharAba karI nAkhyuM hatuM, chatAM e pApanAM paramANuo mArA upara haju asara kema karatAM nathI ? huM te ArAmathI mejamajA karyA karuM chuM ! AjanA tarkavAdamAM mANasanI sAme A moTo prazna Ubho thAya che. "je mANasane kharAba vicAra kharAba paramANuone pakaDe te e kamabaMdhanathI e mANasa te vahelo khalAsa thaI javo joIe, duHkhI duHkhI thavuM joIe. paNa ene badale je pApa kare che, cerI kare che, jUThuM bole che, lokone phasAve che, jIvatA mArI nAkhe che e to duniyAmAM sanmAna ane sthAna bhigavata dekhAya che tenuM zuM ? zuM kamarAjAne tyAM paNa nyAya nathI ?" ema nathI. * mitranuM mAthuM khUba dekhatuM hoya tyAre tame ene enesInanI gaLI Apo. jevo e goLI meDhAmAM nAkhe eTale kahe: have tAruM mAthuM UtarI jaze." paNa zuM tarata ja UtarI jAya che ? e zarIramAM jaI pitAnuM kAma zaru kare, dhImedhIme paMdara miniTa, pacisa miniTa pachI AkhA zarIramAM prasare pachI ja mAthAnA dukhAvAne ArAma (relief) maLe. gALI lIdhI ane sAruM thayuM ema nathI.

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116 AMtaravaibhava vAyaDI vastu khAdhI hoya, vAla khAdhA hoya ane khAIne ArAmathI kahe ke juo, meM vAla khAdhA, uparathI IlAyacI paNa khAdhI, chatAM mArA upara vAlanI koI asara thaI ? bhAI! hamaNa asara nahi thAya paNa cAra- cha kalAka javA de. dhIme dhIme e jyAre tArA zarIramAM prasaraze, pachI je vAyu Ubho thaze, je herAnagati UbhI thaze te tuM jeje. ema mANasa je azubha kare che enI tarata asara nathI thatI, ene paNa AtmapradezanI sAthe maLI vipAkane samaya paripakava thavA mATe thoDo samaya lAge che. pachI ja enuM pariNAma (result) jaNAya che. ghaNIvAra A janmamAM kareluM karma dhImedhIme prasaratAM AvatA janmamAM enI asara jaNAya che. zuM sAMje sUtA pahelAM lIdhelI UMghanI goLI .UMghI gayA. pachI vadhAre UMgha nathI ApatI ? hA, koikavAra kama tIvra hoya to A bhavamAM paNa enI asara jaNAya. dareka karma potapotAnI rIte, potAnA svabhAva pramANe vyakata thAya che, udayamAM Ave che. koIne rUpa maLe te paise nathI maLato ane jene dhananI rAzi maLe enAthI rU5 risAI jAya che. . eka yuvAna karoDapatine kahetA sAMbhaLelA, "mAre mAthe A TAla paDI gaI che, have wig paherI paherIne thAkI gaye. je koI mAre mAthe vALa ugADe te eka lAkha rUpiyA ApI dauM." koInI pAse rUpa che te keInI pAse cAturya che; kedanI

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AMtaravaibhava 117 pAse dhana che to koinI pAse buddhine vaibhava che keInI pAse zarIranuM sAmarthya che te koInI pAse prajJAnI smRti che. * A badhuM Ama kema ? zuM bhagavAna pakSapAtI (partial) - che ? koIne rUpasuMdara banAve te kaIne kadarUpa ? koIne eMzI varSa bakSe to koIne cAlIsa? kaIne tavaMgara banAve te koIne raMka ? je pakSapAta kare e bhagavAna hei zake ja nahi. bhagavAnane pakSapAta kevo ? . ApaNe je karyuM, ApaNe je vAvyuM te ja have laNavAnuM. zrI lAlabahAdura zAstrInI AyuSyanI dorI tUTI to raziyAnA vaijJAniko paNa laMbAvI na zakyA, sAMdhI na zakyA. saMdhAvavAnuM hoya te sAMdhavAnuM nimitta maLI jAya paNa je tUTavAnuM ja hoya te uttama nimitta paNa na maLe. jIvananI yAtrA je divase samApta thavAnI hatI te ja divase samApta thaI. A karmavAda che, enI sAme IzvaravAda paNa che. emAM Izvara ja vizvane kartAbhartA manAya che. paNa mANasa ghaNe ustAda che. e izvaravAdamAM mAne paNa che ane nathI paNa mAnato. *. svArthanAM kAma hoya, pitAthI thAya evAM saphaLatAnAM kAma haiya tyAre bhagavAnane yAda paNa nathI karato. paNa jyAM musIbata AvI, duHkha tUTI paDyuM tyAM jhaTa daIne bhagavAnane lAvIne vacamAM mUkI de. kaI pitAe hajI sudhI kaMkotrImAM ema nathI lakhyuM ke amArA putranAM lagna bhagavAna kare che. nA, tyAM to lakhe ke amArA ciraMjIva chagananAM lagna ame pUname nakkI karyA che."

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118 AMtaravaibhava bhagavAne nahi. tyAM bhagavAnanI zI jarUra ? kAraNa ke lagnetsava che, zahanAIo vAgavAnI che, moTAI dekhADavAnI che. vaibhavanuM pradarzana karavAnuM che, chAtI phulAvIne maMDapamAM pharavAnuM che, dIkarAne bApa che nA ?" paNa jyAre koi marI jAya tyAre zuM lakhe ? "bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM." maravAnI vAta kaNa mAthe le ? na davA ApanAre mAthe le, na Ijekazana ApanAro mAthe le, na snehI le ke na mitra . kaI kahetAM keI na le. badhAM eka avAje kahe, 'bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM.' janmotsavamAM, lagnamAM; AraMbha samAraMbhamAM pitAnuM nAma ane mRtyu thAya tyAM kALotrImAM bicArA bhagavAnanuM nAma ! kema bhAI ? bhagavAnane AvI rIte varace kema lAve che? ane te paNa kharAba kAmamAM ? musIbata Ave; duHkha Ave ke Apatti Ave tyAre bhagavAna kyAM dUra che ? pUche: "paisA kema kamAya ?" kaheH "Business Administration special course lIdhe have, ghaNuM huMziyArI ane AvaDatathI dhaMdhe karyo to paise Avyo." jyAre devALuM phUke tyAre pUcho: "devALuM, kema kADhayuM ?" kaheH "bhagavAne kaDhAvyuM, huM zuM karuM ?" bhagavAnane bolAve paNa jarUra paDe tyAre ja. . bhagavAnane yAda karo ja che te badhAthI enI upAsanA nahi karo ? paNa mANasane bhagavAnamAM zradhdhA nathI, jarUra pUrato eno upayoga ja kare che. e to bhagavAnane paNa chetarI zake che.

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AMtaravaibhava 119 Man is a rational animal. mANasa dareka vastune buddhithI siddha karI ApavA mAge che. je kare tene buddhithI nyAya Ape. jayAM vyartha takavAda che tyAM kamaMvAda kayAMthI ? A paNa je karmavAda samajAya to manamAM bIje ja prazna udbhave. je gaIkAle bhUla karI, kharAba sibatamAM AvIne ke ajJAnamAM rahIne koIne nukasAna karyuM, kama bAMdhyuM to A janmamAM bhegavavuM paDe. paNa "bhogavavuM ja paDe" ema nathI. pazcAttApa ane tapanA baLathI e kamane bALI paNa zakAya. - korTamAM kesa cAlyo ane gunegArane phAMsInI sajA phaTakArI devAmAM AvI. paNa e zuM karTanI cheTalI sajA che ? nA, enI upara vaDI adAlata che. tyAM hArI jAya te enI upara suprIma korTa che. ema gayA janmamAM je karma bAdhyAM e AtmAnI AsapAsa jarUra baMdhAI gayAM. paNa jo e suSupta (dormant) avasthAmAM hoya, haju ene udaya na thayo hoya te te avasthAne abAdhAkALa kahevAmAM Ave che. evI avasthAmAM tame je prayatna kare, jAgI jAo, prabaLa puruSArtha kare to e pApane Dhagalo kadAca puNyamAM paNa pheravI zakAya. - cIkaNAM nahi evAM karmane puruSArthathI pheravIne mAnavI jIvana palaTAvI zake che. amerikAmAM rokaphelara Rockfellar ekavAra mAMdA paDyA. zarIramAM khUba saNakA mAre. niSNAtone bolAvyA, davAo karI, iMjekazane lIdhAM paNa saNakA ochA na thAya. veMkaTanuM mAnavuM hatuM ke oparezana karavAthI kadAca AMkha gumAvavAno vAro Ave.

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120 AMtaravaibhava AzvAsana ApavA sahu Ave paNa dardamAM bhAga leNa pADe ? eka rAtrie jayAre snehIo ane svajane zAMtithI UMghI gayA hatA tyAre rokaphelara dardathI khUba pIDAtA hatA. emane vicAra Avyo? "mAnato hato ke dhanathI duniyAne mukAvI zakAya che, AkhA vizvane caraNe namAvI zakAya che paNa e ja dhana mAruM zArIrika duHkha dUra nathI karI zakatuM: saNakA mAre che ane mAruM mAthuM phATI jAya che. have zuM karuM ? saMhana thatuM nathI. je mAruM dhana mane AvA duHkhamAMthI bacAvI zakatuM nathI to dhana pAchaLa mAre ghelA thaI zAne maravuM ?" " manamAM saMkalpa karyoH jo huM sAro thAuM te garIba mATe moTAmAM moTI haispiTala kheluM. huM dhanapati chuM eTale davAo laI zakuM chuM UMghanI goLIo kharIdI zakuM chuM. ane thoDA samaya mATe dardane visarI zakuM chuM. paNa jemanI pAse kaI ja sAdhana nathI e kevA taraphaDatA haze ? . prArthanA karI, aMdara rahelI Atmazakitane jAgRta karI, sabaLa saMkalpa karyo ane jIvanamAM palaTo Avyo. aMdarathI saMka95nuM cakra phare ane AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNamAM palaTe AvI jAya, saMkalpavALA puruSo ja mahAna banyA, e duniyAmAM adbhuta palaTe lAvI zakayA. rokaphelare saMkalpa karyo huM sAre thAuM ane lokonI sevA karuM, loko mATe paisA kharacuM, saMsthAo kheluM. savAra paDI ane rekaphelare chUTe hAthe dAna devAnuM zarU karyuM. enA nAme cAlatI saMsthAo Aje vizvavikhyAta che.

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AMtaravaibhava 121 icchAzakita (will power)thI azAtAnuM karma palaTAI gayuM. azAMtimAMthI zAMtimAM AvyA. manamAM zubhasaMka9panuM bIja vAvo. "mArAthI have koI sAruM kAma thavAnuM che, e kAma huM karIza ja." - navI saMkalpa zakitathI tamArAmAM evuM baLa Ave, evI tAkAta Ave ke kharAba kama phekAI ane duHkha ApanAruM tattva sukhamAM palaTAI jAya. abAdhAkALamAM-karma haju udayamAM na AvyuM hoya tyAre sArA vicAre, sArA saMko, sAruM vAtAvaraNa, sArA mitro maLe to e mANasa kharAba kamane sArA karI zake. a5rga avasthAmAM, pratikULa dazAmAM saMkalpa baLa keLavyuM te pratikULa kevuM anukULa banI gayuM te helana kelaranA jIvanamAM jevA jevuM che. suMdara dRSTivALA, sArA zravaNavALA ane vAcALone emanA gAmamAM paNa ghaNA oLakhatA nathI ane helana kelara (HelenKellar) jevI aMdha baherI ane muMgI strIne AkhI duniyA oLakhe ! jene maLavAmAM sahu gaurava anubhave ! kAraNa zuM ? pratikULatAmAM mane baLa vaDe bIjI zakitaone e bahAra lAvI. AMkha gaI e nikAcita kama hatuM, cIkaNuM karma hatuM, e mATe koI zakaya nahatuM paNa eNe parizramathI bIjI zakitao khIlavI. apaMgatA upara vijaya meLavIne duniyAne batAvI ApyuM ke AtmazakitanuM sAmrAjya kevuM prabaLa che! Atmazakitane khyAla Avaze pachI "bhagavAna jaze tyAM jaIza', 'takadIramAM je lakhyuM haze te thaze kyAM laI evA

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122 AMtaravaibhava nirbaLa vAkyo nahi bolo. pachI to prArthanA karazeH "prabhe ! mane tuM prakAza Apa. rasto kApavAnuM kAma mAruM che. mAro rasto jo nahi kApuM to bIjuM kaNa kApaze ?" loko vimAnanI vATa joIne beThA che. je narasiha mahetA mATe vimAna AvyuM te mAre mATe kema nahi ? huM game tevA . dhaMdhA karuM paNa ekavAra tilaka karI dhUna lagAvIza te vimAna jarUra Avaze. eraNakI corI kare, diye sAyako dAna; upara caDhakara dekhato, kaba Ave vimAna ?" ema vimAna nahi Ave. evA bhramamAM na paDaze. jIvananA paramatone jANune tamAre mATe zuM zakaya che, zuM karI zakAya tema che te jANuM le. rAjya choDayA pachI bhatRharI beThA beThA geDI sIvI rahyA hatA tyAM sAMja paDI gaI. seca derAmAMthI sarakI gaI. uMmarane lIdhe AMkhonuM teja ochuM thaI gayuM hatuM. prakAza e hato, bhartRharIne seya pavavI hatI. eTalAmAM tyAMthI lakSmIdevI pasAra thatAM hatAM. pUchayuM : "bhatRharI ! A zuM phATelI godaDI sAMdhe che ? le, A navI rezamI godaDI laI le, bhatRharIe kahyuM: 'mAre tamArI godaDI nathI joItI. mAre to mArI ja gAdaDI sIvavI che" lakSmIdevIe khUba Agraha karyo paNa bhartuharI aphara rahyA. aMte thAkIne devIe kahyuM: "huM khAlI hAthe kema jAuM ? belo, tamAre zuM joIe che? kaMIka to mAge ja." lo, A samayamAM doro parovI Apo !" "zuM kaho cho ? mAgI mAgIne A mAgyuM ?" .

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AMtaravaibhava 123 devIe pUchayuM : "tamAre sukha nathI joItuM ?" bhartuharIe kahyuM : "je citta aMtarayAmImAM lAgI gayuM ene pharI pAchAM sukha, sAhebI, bhega maLe te sukhanI eSNAmAM mana tRSNAmAM lAgI jAya. aMtarayAmImAM lAgeluM mana sukhanI eNamAM lapase te upara janAruM mana nIce AvI jAya. A godaDI ThIka che, sIvatAM sIvatAM aMtarayAmImAM huM DUbI gayo chuM te zA mATe sukhanI eSNAmAM manane javA dauM ? sukha ane pase Ave che paNa aMte azAMti mUkIne jAya che. mAre azAMti nathI joItI. mAre A phATelI godaDI majAnI che na ene koI levA Ave ke na ene mATe koIne IcchA thAya; na ene e mATe mArAmArI ke na koI jhaghaDA." bhale A rUpaka thA che paNa enI pAchaLa vicAra che,ciMtana che. prApta paristhitimAM sukha ane saMtoSa mAnI prayatnathI prArabdhane jagADe te mANasa jarUra upara AvI zake. paristhitine preraNuM banAvI zake. paristhitine palaTAvavAnI che ane e kAma Izvarane nathI sAMpavAnuM, tamAre karavAnuM che. bhagavAna bolatAM hota to kaheta ke tane ATaluM badhuM te maLyuM che. have kAma kara. Akho divasa bhikha ane madada tuM zuM mAMgyA kare che ? - nA, have madada nahi, puruSArtha. have sTImara game te baMdare nahi jAya paNa nizcita baMdare ja javAnI. - kaptAnane jAgRta karavAne che, sAvadhAna kaptAne plan ane chart sAme rAkhavAnAM che. vizALa samudranA kinAre keTalAM baMdare che ane kaye kaye baMdare tAre javAnI zakayatA nathI ?

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124 ' AMtaravaibhava je kaptAnanI sAme sarasa chart hoya, e dizAmAM niaukAyaMtra goThavI dhIme dhIme e dizAmAM AgaLa vadhato jAya che. rAta ane divasa patha kapAto jAya ane baMdara najIka AvatuM jAya. 'karmavAda samajAya pachI divaso jAya, varSo jAya ane AtmA enA dhyeya tarapha najIka ane najIka Avato jAya. enA jIvanamAM nabaLatA nahi sabaLatA che, enA vicAromAM nirmAlyatA nahi, saMkalpabaLanuM darzana che. jyAM saMkalpa che. tyAM ja sAphalyatA che.

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