Book Title: Non Violence Ahimsa (Marathi
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita ahiMsA krodha mAna kaSAya mAyA lobha Marathi Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita ahiMsA mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNlejacyA mAge, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 39830100 (c) All Rights reserved - Shri Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : 1000 novheMbara 2018 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 35 rupaye mudraka : aMbA oNphaseTa B-99, ilekTraoNniksa GIDC, ka-6 roDa, sekTara-25, gAMdhInagara-382044 phona : (079) 39830341 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra namo arihaMtANaM namo sidvArNa namo AyariyANa namo uvajhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso maMca namukAro, savva pAvapyaNAsaNI maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDarma havAi maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalelyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarupAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa ? bhagavaMta koNa ? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta ? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtacyA carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa ! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' yAbaddlacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, "he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e. ema. paTela' Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka'ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta ! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta ! mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' 11 vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI, koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataHcyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhI pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? ___ - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvogAvI, dezavideza paribhramaNa karUna mumukSUnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrUmA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUnA satsaMga va AtmajJAna prAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAna prAptI karavita asata, he kArya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara Aja suddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAna prAptInaMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSaprAptIsAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAnaprAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA cAluca Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalita karU zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karUnaca svataHcA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMcI uttare detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhuta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaMDAvara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karUna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAce khare marma jANAyace asela, tyAMnI yA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla trUTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. vAcakAMnA... * hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULata: 'ahiMsA' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe-jithe 'caMdubhAU' yA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svataHce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jasecyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya hiMsecyA samudrAta hiMsAca asate, paraMtu hiMsecyA samudrAta ahiMsA prApta karAyacI asela tara parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlelI ahiMsecI vANI vAcUna, manana karUna, pholo karaNyAta AlI taraca ahiMsA hoU zakela ase Ahe. bAkI, kholavaracI sthUla ahiMsA pALaNAre tara puSkaLa Aheta. paNa sUkSma, sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama ahiMsA samajaNe heca kaThINa Ahe. maga ticyA prAptIcA praznaca kuThe rAhilA? sthUla jIvAMcI hiMsA taseca sUkSmAtIsUkSma jIvAMcI hiMsA, jase kI, vAyukAya-teukAya ityAdIpAsUna te theTa bhAvahiMsA, bhAvamaraNAparyaMtacI kharI yathArtha samaja jara nasela tara tI pariNAmakAraka hota nAhI ANi phakta zabdAtaca kiMvA kriyetaca ahiMsA aDakUna rAhate. hiMsecyA yathArtha svarUpAce darzana tara je hiMselA saMpUrNapaNe olAMDUna ahiMsaka padAvara basalele Aheta teca karU zakatAta ANi dusar2yAMnAhI karavU zakatAta! 'svataH' 'AtmasvarUpAta' sthita hotAta, tevhA te ekaca ase sthAna Ahe kI jithe saMpUrNa ahiMsA vartata asate! ANi tithe tara tIrthaMkara ANi jJAnIMcIca vartanA!!! hiMsecyA sAgarAta saMpUrNa ahiMsakapaNe vartatAta azA jJAnI puruSAMkaDUna prakAzamAna jhAlele hiMsA saMbaMdhIce, sthUla hiMsA-ahiMsepAsUna te theTa sUkSmatama hiMsA-ahiMseparyaMtace acUka darzana yethe saMkalita karUna te yA aMtaraAzayAne prakAzita karaNyAta Ale Ahe, kI jeNekarUna ghora hiMseta sApaDalelyA yA kALAtIla manuSyAcI dRSTI thoDIphAra tarI badalela ANi yA bhava-parabhavAce zreya tyAMcyAmArphata sAdhale jAIla. bAkI, dravya hiMsepAsUna koNa vAcU zakela? svataH tIrthaMkarAMnI suddhA nirvANa hoNyApUrvI jo zevaTacA zvAsa soDalA tevhA kitItarI vAyukAya jIva mele hote! tyAMnA jara azA hiMsecA doSa lAgalA asatA tara tyAMnA tyA pApAsAThI punhA koNAcyA tarI gharI janma ghyAvAca lAgalA Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ asatA. maga mokSa zakya jhAlA asatA kA? mhaNUna tyAMcyAkaDe azI koNatI prAptI asela kI jyAcyA AdhArAvara te sarva puNya-pApAMpAsUna mukta rAhU zakale ANi mokSAlA gele? ase sarva rahasya prakaTa jJAnI kI jyAMcyA hRdayAta tIrthaMkarAMcyA hRdayAtIla jJAna jase Ahe tase prakAzita jhAle asela, teca karU zakatAta ANi te yethe jase Ahe tase prakAzita hota Ahe. yA kALAtIla jJAnI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlelI vANI ahiMsecyA graMthAdvAre saMkalita jhAlI Ahe, jI mokSamArgAcyA cAhatyAMnA ahiMsesAThI atyaMta saraLa mArgadarzakAcyA svarupAta upayogI siddha hoIla. -DaoN nIrUbahana amInace jaya saccidAnaMda Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukramaNikA ahiMsA 35 prayANa, 'ahiMsA paramodharma' pratI 1 pujecyA puSpAta pApa Ahe kA ? TaLate hiMsA, ahiMsene... 2 phulAMcI pAkaLI jithe dukhAvate... 36 samaja, ahiMsecI 38 2 ekeMdriya jIvAMcI sRSTI 3 sidhdI, ahiMseca 40 DhekUNa, eka samasyA ( ?) DhekUNa mAraNAre, tumhI DhekUNa ... bhagavaMtAcyA bAgelA luTUnaye .. 5 AdhI moThyA jIvAMnA vAcavA 6 koNatA AhAra uttama ? 6 vijJAna, rAtrIbhojanAce 7 kaMdamULa, sUkSma jIvAMce bhAMDAra 8 sarvAta moThI hiMsA, kaSAyAta 8 hI goSTa samajA tapa, prApta tapa mAtene saMskAra dile ahiMsA... svacchatA ThevA, auSadha... saMpavA pemenTa paTApaTa te rakta pitAta kI dehabhAva... nAhI te niyamAbAherace sarva Apaleca hizoba karu naye kuThehI, hiTalarIjama kAhI pharaka nAhI, kATA... jagaNyAcA adhikAra toDU... sahamata hotAta tyAcA gunhA zikSaNAta hiMsA ? vegaLe hizoba pApAce niyama, zetIta puNya-pApAcA spezala pratikramaNa,... svarUpajJAnIlA puNya-pApa... hiMsaka vyApAra uttama dhaMdA, javAhir2yAcA sAThA karaNe hI suddhA hiMsAca sAmanA, paNa zAMtIpUrvaka hiMsecA virodha, vAcavate... kRSNAce govardhana-gAIMce vardhana 41 43 44 47 48 48 49 9 'AmhI' suddhA niyama pALala... 10 ukaLalele pANI, piNyAta... 10 hiravyA bhAjIpAlyAta samajale... 11 enTIbAyoTiksane' hoNArI hiMsA 10 AhAra, DevalapamenTacyA AdhAre 13 cIDa, mAMsAhArIvara 15 svataH kApUna khAla ? 18 mahimA, sAtvika AhArAcA 20 mAMsAhArAmuLe narakagatI ? 21 hizobAnusAra gatI 22 nAhI sparzata kAhI ahiMsakAlA 24 gunhegAra, khATika kI khANArA ? 27 kabutara, zudhda zAkAhArI 28 aMDe khAU zakato ? 29 dUdha gheU zakato kA ? 30 hiMsaka prANyAcI hiMseta hiMsA ? 30 jIvo jIvasya jIvanam 33 saMpUrNa ahiMsakAlA nAhI kasalI.... 9 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 58 59 60 62 62 63 65 66 67 67 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvAMcI baLI 69 svata:ce bhAvamaraNa kSaNokSaNI ahiMsece anumodana, bhAvanA... 69 ahiMsene vADhalI buddhI 92 sarvAta moThA ahiMsaka koNa? 71 moThI hiMsA, laDhAIcI kI... 93 abhayadAna koNatyA jIvAMsAThI? 72 buddhIne mAratAta te hArDa... abhayadAna he mahAdAna! 73 itake karA, ANi ahiMsaka banA 96 to Ahe vAcavaNyAcA ahaMkAra 74 sAvadha vhA, Ahe viSayavikArAta 97 te doghehI ahaMkArI Aheta 75 manAcyA para ahiMsA 98 phakta ahiMsecyA pujAr2yAMsAThIca 77 'he' sarvAMsAThI nAhI jJAnIpuruSAMcyA ahiMsecA... 100 mAraNyA-vAcavaNyAce gupta rahasya 78 ahiMsA, tithe hiMsA nasate 100 maraNakALAtaca maraNa 79 hiMse-ahiMsecyA para 101 'mArAyace nAhI' hA nizcaya... 81 jJAnI, hiMsecyA samudrAta saMpUrNa..102 nAhI 'marata' koNI bhagavaMtAcyA... 82 saMparNa ahiMsA tithe pragaTate... 106 bhAratAta bhAvahiMsA khUpa 84 carama ahiMsece vijJAna 107 bhAva svataMtra, dravya parataMtra 86 zaMkA toparyaMta doSa 107 bacAva karA, prathama bhAvahiMse... 86 vedaka-nirvedaka-svasaMvedaka 108 azI hote bhAva ahiMsA 87 'lAITa' lA cikhala raMgava... 111 sarvAta moThI AtmahiMsA, kaSAya 88 nAhI sparzata hiMsA... 112 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA prayANa, 'ahiMsA paramodharma' pratI praznakartA : 'ahiMsecyA mArgAvara dhArmika, AdhyAtmika pragatI' yAviSayI kRpayA samajavA. dAdAzrI : ahiMsA hAca dharma Ahe ANi ahiMsA hIca adhyAtmAcI unnatI Ahe. paraMtu ahiMsA mhaNaje mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha hoU naye yAkaDe lakSa asale pAhije, ApalyA zraddheta asale pAhije, tevhA te zakya hote. praznakartA : 'ahiMsA paramodharma' hA maMtra jIvanAta kazA prakAre upayogI paDato? dAdAzrI : te tara sakALI gharAbAhera nighatAnA 'prApta mana-vacanakAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo' azI bhAvanA pAca veLA kelyAnaMtaraca gharAbAhera nighAve. maga jara koNAlA duHkha jhAle asela, tara te lakSAta ThevUna tyAcA pazcAtApa karAvA. praznakartA : koNalAhI duHkha hoNAra nAhI ase jIvana ApaNa yA kALAta kase jagU zakato? dAdAzrI : tumhAlA tazI bhAvanAca karAyacI Ahe ANi tyAsAThI dakSatA ghyAvI. ANi tarI dekhIla duHkha jhAleca tara tyAcA pazcAtApa karAvA. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA praznakartA : ApalyAzI juLalelyA, AjubAjUcyA kuThalyAhI jIvAlA duHkha hoNAra nAhI ase jIvana jagaNe zakya Ahe kA? ApalyA AjubAjU asalelyA pratyeka jIvAlA pratyeka paristhitIta ApaNa saMtoSa deU zakato kA? ___ dAdAzrI : jyAcI ase (saMtoSa) deNyAcI icchA asela to nakkIca karU zakato. jarI ekA janmAta siddha nAhI jhAle tarI dona-tIna janmAta te siddha hoIlaca! tumace dhyeya mAtra nizcita asAyalA pAhije, lakSya asale pAhije, maga dhyeyasiddha jhAlyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. TaLate hiMsA, ahiMsene... praznakartA : hiMsA TALaNyAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : niraMtara ahiMsakabhAva utpanna kelA pAhije. malA loka vicAratAta kI, 'hiMsA ANi ahiMsA kuThaparyaMta pALAvI?' mI sAMgitale, hiMsA ANi ahiMsecI bhedareSA mahAvIra bhagavaMta AkhUnaca gele Aheta.' tyAMnA mAhIta hote kI puDhe duSamakALa yeNAra Ahe. bhagavaMtAMnA kAya he mAhIta navhate kI hiMsA koNAlA mhaNatAta ANi koNAlA nAhI? mahAvIra bhagavaMta kAya sAMgatAta kI hiMsecyA samora ahiMsA ThevA. samoracyA manuSyAne hiMsece hatyAra vAparale tara ApaNa ahiMsece hatyAra vAparAve, taraca sukha utpanna hoIla. nAhI tara hiMsene hiMsA kadhIca baMda hoNAra nAhI, ahiMseneca hiMsA baMda hoIla. samaja, ahiMsecI praznakartA : adhikatara loka hiMsecyA mArgAneca jAta Aheta, tyAMnA ahiMsecyA mArgAvara vaLavaNyAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : ApaNa tyAMnA samajAvale pAhije. samajAvale tara te ahiMsecyA dizekaDe vaLatIla. tyAMnA sAMgAve kI, 'bhAU pratyeka jIvamAtrAta bhagavaMta virAjamAna Aheta. tevhA tumhI jara tyA jIvAMnA mArAla tara tyAMnA Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA khUpa duHkhaM hoIla, tumhAlA tyAcA doSa lAgela tyAmuLe tumacyAvara (jJAnAvara) AvaraNa yeIla ANi tumhAlA bhayaMkara adhogatIta jAve lAgela.' azA prakAre samajAvalyAne te ahiMsekaDe vaLatIla. jIva hiMsemuLe buddhI suddhA bighaDate. tumhI ase samajAvatA kA koNAlA? praznakartA : ahiMsA pALaNyAcI ApalI bhAvanA ThAma asela, paraMtu kAhI vyaktI tyAta ajibAta mAnata nasatIla tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : ApalI ThAmapaNe ahiMsA pALaNyAcI bhAvanA asela tara ApaNa nakkIca ahiMsA pALAvI. tarI paNa kAhI vyaktI ahiMseta mAnata nasatIla tara tyAMnA haLUvArapaNe samajavAve. tehI haLUhaLU tyAMcI samajUta ghAlAvI, mhaNaje maga tehI mAnU lAgatIla. ApalA prayatna asela tara kadhI nA kadhI he zakya hoIla. praznakartA : hiMsA thAMbaviNyAcyA prayatnAta nimitta banaNyAsAThI ApaNa yA pUrvI samajAvale hote. je ahiMsA pALaNyAta mAnata nasatIla tyAMnA premAne samajAvUna sAMgAve. paraMtu premAne samajAvalyA naMtarahI te aikata nasatIla tara kAya karAve? hiMsA cAlU dyAyacI kI zaktI vAparuna tyAsa thAMbaviNyAcA prayatna karaNe yogya mAnale jAIla? dAdAzrI : tumhI jyA devAlA mAnata asAla tyAMcI azA prakAre bhaktI karAvI, kI 'he devA, pratyekAlA hiMsA rahita banavA.' azI tumhI bhAvanA karA. DhekUNa, eka samasyA (?) praznakartA : gharAta khUpa DhekUNa jhAle asatIla tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : ekadA AmacyA gharAta suddhA khUpa DhekUNa jhAle hote! bar2yAca varSAMpUrvIcI hI goSTa Ahe. tara te DhekUNa ithe gaLyAlA cAvAyace, tevhA mI tyAMnA ucalUna mAjhyA pAyAvara ThevAyaco. kAraNa gaLyAvara Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA cAvaleleca mAtra sahana hota navhate. mhaNUna gaLyAlA cAvale kI tyAMnA pAyAvara ThevAyaco. kAraNa ApalyA haoNTelAta koNI Ale ANi te upAzI rAhile tara te cukIce mhaTale jAIla nA?! to ApalyAkaDe yeUna jevUna gelA tara cAMgaleca Ahe nA! paNa tumacyAta evaDhI zaktI yeNAra nAhI. mhaNUna mI tumhAlA tase karaNyAsa sAMgata nAhI. tumhI tara tyA DhekaNAlA ucalUna bAhera ThevUna yA. mhaNaje tumhAlA samAdhAna vATela kI hA DhekUNa bAhera gelA. AtA niyama asA Ahe kI, tumhI jarI lAkha DhekUNa bAhera neUna soDale tarI paNa Aja rAtrI tumhAlA sAta DhekUNa cAvaNAra asatIla tara te sAta cAvalyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhIta. tumhI mArUna TAkale tarIhI sAta cAvatIla, gharAcyA bAhera phekUna AlAta tarIhI sAta cAvatIla, dUra phekUna AlAta tarIhI sAta cAvatIla ANi tyAMnA kAhI kele nAhI tarI suddhA sAta cAvatIla. DhekUNa kAya mhaNatAta? tU jara khAnadAnI asazIla tara tU AmhAlA AmacA AhAra gheU de ANi tU jara khAnadAnI nasazIla tarI paNa AmhI jevUnaca jANAra Ahota, paNa jevhA tU jhopazIla tevhA. tyApekSA tU AdhIca khAnadAnIpaNA dAkhava nA!' mhaNUna mI tara mAjhA khAnadAnIpaNA dAkhavalA hotA. pUrNa zarIrAlA cAvata asatIla tarI cAvU dyAyaco. te DhekUNa mAjhyA hAtAne pakaDalehI jAyace. paNa mI tyAMnA ucalUna punhA pAyAvara ThevAyaco. nAhItarI ApaNa jhopalyAvara te poTabhara jevaNa jevUnaca jAtAta nA! ANi te DhekUNa sobata kAhI bhAMDe vagaire tara gheUna yeta nAhIta. svata:purate khAUna nighUna jAtAta. ANi punhA asehI nAhI kI dahA-paMdharA divasAMce ekadama khAUna ghyAyace! tara maga tyAlA upAzI kase jAU dyAyace? ho, itake sagaLe jevUna jAyace, nivAMtapaNe! maga rAtrI AmhAlA AnaMda vATAyacA kI itake sagaLe jevUna gele, dona mANasAMnA jevU ghAlaNyAcI zaktI nAhI ANi he tara itakyA sagaLyAMnA jevU ghAtale! Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA DhekUNa mAraNAre, tumhI DhekUNa mekara AhAta kA? praznakartA : paNa gharAta DhekUNa-macchara-jhuraLa trAsa deta asatIla tara ApaNa tyAvara kAhI upAya kele pAhije kA? dAdAzrI : gharAta DhekUNa-macchara-jhuraLa hoU naye mhaNUna ApaNa sAphasaphAI karUna ghara svaccha Thevale pAhije. ANi jI jhuraLe jhAlI asatIla tyAMnA pakaDUna bAhera kuThetarI, khUpa dUra, gAvAcyA bAhera dUra jAUna TAkUna yAve. paraMtu tyAMnA mArAyalA tara nakoca. eka khUpa moThA kalekTara sArakhA mANUsa hotA. tyAne malA tyAcyA gharI bolAvale hote. malA mhaNAlA, 'DhekUNa tara mArUnaca TAkale pAhijeta.' mI mhaNAlo, 'ase kuThe lihile Ahe ?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'paNa te ApalyAlA cAvatAta nA, ANi Apale rakta pitAta.' tyAvara mI mhaNAlo, 'tumhAlA mAraNyAcA adhikAra kitI Ahe he mI tumhAlA niyamAnusAra samajAvato. maga tumhI mArA kiMvA nakA mArU, tyAbaddala mI kAhI sAMgata nAhI. yA jagAtIla kuThalyAhI manuSyAne svataH eka jarI DhekUNa banavUna dilA tara maga mArA. je tumhI 'krieTa' (nirmANa) karU zakatA tyAcA tumhI nAza karU zakatA. tumhI kriyeTa karata nAhIta, tyAcA tumhI nAza karu zakata nAhI. __ mhaNaje jo jIva tumhI banavU zakatA, tyAlA mAraNyAcA adhikAra Ahe. je tumhI banavU zakata nasAla, 'krieTa' karU zakata nasAla tara tyAlA mAraNyAcA tumhAlA adhikAra nAhI. hI khurcI tumhI banavU zakatA mhaNUna tilA toDU zakatA, kapa-bazI banavU zakatA mhaNUna tilA toDU zakatA paNa je tumhI banavU zakata nAhI, tyAlA mAraNyAcA adhikAra tumhAlA nAhI. praznakartA : maga te cAvAyalA kA yetAta? dAdAzrI : tyAMcAzI tumacA hizoba Ahe mhaNUna yetAta. hA deha kAhI tumacA nAhI, tumacyA mAlakIcA nAhI. hA sagaLA mAla tumhI Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA corUna ANalA Ahe, mhaNUna DhekUNa tumacyAkaDUna tyAtale corUna netAta. he sarva hizoba cukate hota Aheta. tevhA AtA tyAMnA mArU nakA. __ bhagavaMtAcyA bAgelA luTU naye ase Ahe, samajA ithe ekhAdI bAga asela va tyA bAgebhovatI kuMpaNa asela. ANi tyA kuMpaNAcyA bAhera turaI, dudhI vagaire loMbakaLata asatIla tyAcyA mULa mAlakAcyA jAgebAhera loMbakaLata asatIla tarIhI loka kAya mhaNatIla? 'are, hI tara tyA sulemAnacI bAga Ahe, toDU nakosa. nAhItara to miyA~bhAI mArUna-mArUna tela kADhela. ANi jara koNI ApalyA lokAMcI bAga asela tara loka toDUna netAta. kAraNa tyAMnA mAhIta Ahe kI hI bAga ahiMsaka bhAvavAlyAcI Ahe. to ApalyAlA kAhI karaNAra nAhI. leTa go karela. ANi sulemAna tara cAMgalAca copa deIla. mhaNaje jara tyA sulemAnacyA bAgetUna eka suddhA turaI kiMvA dudhI gheU zakata nAhI, maga yA bhagavaMtAcyA bAgetIla DhekUNa kazAlA mAratA? bhagavaMtAcyA bAgelA tumhI kA luTatA? samajalaM kA tumhAlA? mhaNUna ekAhI jIvAlA mArU naye. tapa, prApta tapa praznakartA : paNa maga DhekUNa cAvatAta tyAce kAya? dAdAzrIH paNa tyAcA AhAraca rakta Ahe. tyAlA ApaNa khicaDI dilI tara to khANAra? bharapUra tUpa ghAlUna khicaDI dilI tarI to khANAra kA? nAhI. kAraNa tyAcA AhAraca 'rakta' Ahe. praznakartA : paNa tyAlA cAvU deNe he tara yogya nAhIca nA? dAdAzrI : paNa upAsa karatA tevhA Ata jI Aga hote tI cAlavUna ghyAyacI? maga he tapa karA nA! he tapa tara pratyakSa mokSAce kAraNa Ahe. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA svataHhUna ubhe kelele tapa kazAlA karatA ? samora yeUna Thepalele tapa karA nA! samora Alele tapa he pratyakSa mokSAce kAraNa Ahe ANi tumhI svataHhUna ubhe kelele tapa he saMsArAce kAraNa Ahe. 7 praznakartA : ho, khUpaca majedAra goSTa sAMgitalI. AmhI oDhavUna ghetalele tapa karata asato, tyApekSA tara he je yeUna Thepalele tapa Ahe te hoU dyAyace. dAdAzrI : ho, te tapa tara oDhavUna ghatalele asate ANi he tara prApta tapa Ahe, samorUna sahajapaNe Alele ! ApaNa kAhI sarva DhekaNAMnA bolavAyalA jAta nAhI. jevaDhe DhekUNa Ale asatIla tevaDhyAMnI ArAmazIra jevAve. 'tumaceca ghara Ahe.' maga tyAMnA khAU ghAlUnaca pAThavAve. mAtene saMskAra dile ahiMsA dharmAce mAjhI AI mAjhyApekSA chattIsa varSAMnI moThI hotI. mI tilA vicArale kI, 'gharAta DhekUNa jhAle Aheta te tulA cAvata nAhIta kA ?' tevhA AI mhaNAlI, 'beTA, cAvatAta tara khare. paNa te dusar2yAMsArakhe Tiphina thoDeca gheUna yetAta, kI 'AmhAlA, dyA mAya-bApa ?' te bicAre sobata bhAMDe gheUna yeta nAhIta ANi tyAMce khAUna jhAlyAvara nighUnahI jAtAta ! ' mI mhaNAlo, dhanya Ahe azA mAtelA ! ANi yA mulAlAhI dhanya Ahe ! mI jara koNAlA dagaDa mArUna Alo asela nA, tara AI malA kAya mhaNAyacI?' are, tyAce rakta nighela. tyA bicAr2yAcI AI nAhI, maga koNa auSadhapANI karela ? ANi tujhyAsAThI tara mI Ahe. tU mAra khAUna yeta jA, mI tujhI malamapaTTI karena. tU svataH mAra khAUna ye paNa (dusar2yAMnA) mArUna yeU nakosa.' bolA AtA, azI AI ApalyA mulAlA mahAvIra banavaNAra kI nAhI ? praznakartA : sadhyA tara yAhUna ulaTaca cAlale Ahe. Aja tara mhaNatIla, bagha haM, mAra khAUna AlAsa tara ! Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : Ajaca nAhI, he pUrvIpAsUnaca ulaTe Ahe, AttAcyA kALAmuLe kAhI badala jhAlelA nAhI. pUrvIpAsUnaca ase ulaTe hote. jaga he aseca Ahe! yAmadhUna jyAlA mahAvIrAMcA ziSya vhAyace asela to hoU zakato, nAhI tarI zevaTI lokAMce ziSya tara vhAveca lAgaNAra. te guru, te baoNsa ANi ApaNa tyAMce ziSya. maga mAra khAtaca rAhA nA! tyApekSA tara mahAvIra bhagavaMta Apale baoNsa jhAlele cAMgale. kAraNa te vItarAga tara Aheta. bhAMDaNa vagaire tara karata nAhIta. svacchatA ThevA, auSadha mArU nakA kityeka jaNa DhekaNAMnA mArata nAhIta, paNa godhaDyA vagaire unhAta vALata TAkatAta. AmacyA gharAta tara yAcI suddhA mI manAI kelI hotI. mI mhaNAlo, 'kazAlA tyA bicAr2yA DhekaNAMnA unhAta trAsa detA?' tevhA te mhaNatAta, 'maga tyAMcA aMta kevhA yeIla?' mI sAMgitale, 'DhekaNAMnA mAralyAne tyAMcyA saMkhyeta ghaTa hota nAhI. hA eka gairasamaja Ahe kI DhekUNa mAralyAne DhekUNa kamI hotAta. mAralyAne kamI hota nAhIta. kamI jhAle ase vATate, paNa dusar2yA divazI parata tevaDhecyA tevaDheca asatAta.' mhaNUna ApaNa nITa sAphasaphAI kelI pAhije. svacchatA asalyAvara tithe DhekUNa utpanna hota nAhIta. paNa tyAMcyAvara auSadha phavArale tara to gunhAca mhaTalA jAIla nA! ANi auSadhAne te kAhI marata nAhIta. ekadA marUna gele ase vATate, paNa punhA dusar2yA ThikANI tyAMcI utpattI hoteca. DhekaNAMcAhI eka niyama asato. mI he zodhUna kADhale hote kI, kAhI kALAta ekahI DhekUNa disata nAhI. kAraNa te TharAvika kALAnusAraca asatAta ANi jevhA tyAMcA sijhana yeto ANi te puSkaLa pramANAta vADhatAta, tevhA tumhI kitIhI auSadha phavArale tarI dekhIla te vADhataca jAtAta. ___ saMpavA pemenTa paTApaTa praznakartA : DhekUNa tyAcA hizoba asela tevaDheca gheto nA? Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : AmhI tara AdhIca pemenTa cukate karuna TAkale hote, mhaNUna sadhyA jAsta bheTata nAhIta. paraMtu AttA suddhA jara kadhI DhekUNa AmacyA javaLa Ale tara te AmhAlA oLakhUna ghetAta kI he kAhI mAraNAra nAhIta, trAsa deNAra nAhIta. AmhAlA oLakhatAta. aMdhArAtahI te AmacyA hAtAta yetAta. paNa te jANatAta kI he AmhAlA soDUna detIla. AmhAlA oLakhatAta. itara sarva jIvAMnAhI te oLakhatAta kI he nirdayI Aheta, he ase Aheta. kAraNa tyAMcyAtahI AtmA Ahe. maga kA nAhI oLakhaNAra?! ANi hA hizoba cUkatA kelyAzivAya suTakAca nAhI. jyAMce-jyAMce rakta pyAyalA asAla tyAMnA rakta pAjAve lAgela. mhaNaje tI blaDa ba~ka asate nA? tazI hI DhekUNa ba~ka mhaTalI jAte. koNI dona gheUna AlA asela tara dona gheUna jAto. yAsa ba~ka mhaTale jAte, ba~keta sarva jamA hota asate. te rakta pitAta kI dehabhAva soDavatAta? mhaNaje jara DhekUNa cAvata asela tara tyAlA upAzI jAU deU naye. ApalyAsArakhyA itakyA zrImaMta mANasAkaDUna to garIba DhekUNa bicArA upAzI jAIla he kase paravaDela? __ ANi malA ase mhaNAyace Ahe kI, te jara ApalyAlA sahana hota nasela tara tyAMnA bAhera neUna soDAve. kharaM tara ApalI kSamatA asAyalA havI. tyAMnA jevU ghAlaNyAcI zaktI asAyalA havI ANi tI zaktI nasela tara ApaNa tyAMnA bAhera neUna soDAve. kI bhAU, tumhI dusar2yA jAgI jevAyalA jA. ANi jevU ghAlaNyAcI zaktI asela tara tyAlA jevaNa karavUnaca pAThavAve. to jara jevUna gelA tara tumacA khUpa moThA phAyadA karUna deIla. AtmA mukta karUna deIla. dehAta thoDA bhAva rAhilA asela to dehabhAva suTela. ANi he DhekUNa kAya mhaNatAta? 'tumhI kA mhaNUna jhopatA? tumace (AtmyAce) kAhI kAma karUna ghyA nA!' mhaNaje te tara pahArekarI Aheta. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA nAhI te niyamAbAherace praznakartA : ANi he DAsa suddhA khUpa trAsa detAta? dAdAzrI :ase Ahe, yA jagAta jara koNatIhI vastU trAsa deta asela nA, tI niyamAbAhera trAsa deUca zakata nAhI. mhaNaje te niyamAbAhera nAhI. tumhAlA niyamAnusAraca trAsa hota Ahe. AtA tumhAlA tyApAsUna bacAva karAyacA asela tara maccharadANI bAMdhA. kiMvA ase anya kAhI upAya karA paNa tyAMnA mAraNe hA gunhA Ahe. praznakartA : bacAva karAvA, paNa mArU naye. dAdAzrI : ho bacAva karAvA. praznakartA : paNa DAsAlA mArale ANi 'zrIrAma' mhaTale tara to ucca gatIta jAto kA? dAdAzrI : paNa to ApalI adhogatI karela. kAraNa tyAlA trAsa hota asato. praznakartA : saMtAMnA macchara cAvatAta kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : bhagavaMtAlA suddhA cAvale hote nA! mahAvIra bhagavaMtAnA tara khUpa cAvale hote. hizoba cukatA kelyAzivAya soDataca nAhIta nA! sarva Apaleca hizoba mhaNaje ekhAdyA DAsAcA sparza hoNe hI kAhI thApa nAhI. tara maga dusarI kuThalI goSTa thApa mhaNAcI?! are, ithe pAyAlA cAvAyace asela tarI cAvU zakata nAhI, ithe hAtAvaraca cAvela tevhAca jamela. nemake tyAca jAgevara! itake AyojanapUrvakace he jaga Ahe. he jaga mhaNaje nusatI thApa Ahe kA? ekadama 'regyuleTara oNpha da varlDa' Ahe ANi varlDalA sadaiva 'regyulezana' madhyeca Thevate, ANi he sarva mI svataH pAhUna sAMgata Ahe. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA karu naye kuThehI, hiTalarIjama yA jagAta koNIhI tumacyAta DhavaLADhavaLa karu zakela azA paristhitItaca nAhI. mhaNUna jagAcA doSa kADhU nakA, tumacAca doSa Ahe. tumhI jevaDhI DhavaLADhavaLa kelI Ahe tyAcAca hA pariNAma Ahe. tumhI DhavaLADhavaLa kelI nasela tara tyAcA pariNAma tumacyAvara hoNAra nAhI. mhaNaje eka DAsa suddhA tumhAlA sparza karU zakata nAhI, jara tumhI DhavaLADhavaLa kelI nAhI tara. samajA khUpa DhekUNa asalelyA aMtharuNAta tumhAlA jhopavale paNa tumhI dakhala kelelI nasela tara eka suddhA DhekUNa tumhAlA sparza karaNAra nAhI. tyAmAge kAya niyama asela? DhekaNAMsAThI loka vicAra karatAta nA, kI 'are, tyAMnA ucalUna phekA, ase karA, tase karA' azI dakhala karatAta nA sagaLejaNa? ANi auSadha phavAratAta kA? hiTalarIjama sArakhe karatAta? ase karatAta nA? tarIhI DhekUNa kAya mhaNatAta, 'AmacA vaMza nAza pAvaNAra nAhI. AmacA vaMza tara vADhataca jANAra.' arthAta jara tumacI DhavaLADhavaLa baMda jhAlI tara sAre kAhI svaccha hoUna jAIla. tumacI dakhala nasela tara yA jagAta tumhAlA koNIhI cAvU zakata nAhI. nAhI tara hI DhavaLADhavaLa kuNAlAhI soData nAhI. nehamI, hizoba cukatA jhAlA ase kevhA mhaTale jAIla? tara maccharAMcyA madhomadha basalA asAla tarIhI macchara sparza karata nAhIta, tevhA khar2yA arthAne hizoba cukatA jhAlA ase mhaTale jAIla. macchara svata:cA svabhAva visarato. DhekUNa svataHcA svabhAva visarato. ithe jara koNI mAraNyAsAThI AlA asela nA, tarI malA pAhatAca to mAraNyAce visarUna jAto. tyAce sarva vicAraca badalUna jAtAta, tyAcyAvara pariNAma hoto, ahiMsecA itakA sArA iphekTa hoto. DAsAlA mAhIta nAhI kI, mI caMdubhAUkaDe jAta Ahe ANi yA Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 ahiMsA caMdubhAUlA suddhA mAhIta nAhI kI hA DAsa mAjhyAkaDe yeta Ahe. hI 'vyavasthita zaktI' saMyoga, kALa vagaire sarva ase juLavUna ANate kI doghAMnA ekatra karUna ekamekAMce bhAva cukate karavUna mokaLe hotAta. itake sAre 'vyavasthita' Ahe! mhaNaje DAsAlA haveta oDhata-oDhata ithe ANato ANi DaMkha mAruna to DAsa punhA haveta oDhalA jAto. naMtara to kitItarI maila dUra nighUna gelelA asato! maga tithe jo vAkaDA asela tyAlA phaLa deto. kAhI pharaka nAhI, kATA ANi maccharamadhye hA DAsa cAvato tevhA lokAMnA DAsAcA doSa disato ANi jevhA kATA Tocato tevhA kAya karatA? evaDhA moThA kATA pAyAta rutato tevhA? kATA ANi macchara yAta ajibAta pharaka nAhI, bhagavaMtAne yAta pharaka mAnalelA nAhI. jo cAvato nA, to AtmA nAhI. te sarva kATeca Aheta. paNa tyA kATyAcA doSa disata nAhI nA! tyAce kAya kAraNa? praznakartA : tethe koNI jivaMta nimitta disata nAhI! dAdAzrI : ANi to DAsa tara jivaMta disato nA, mhaNUna tyAlA vATate kI hAca malA cAvalA. 'svataHlA' bhrAMti asalyAmuLe tyAlA jaga suddhA bhrAMtimayaca disate. AtmA koNAlA cAvataca nAhI. he sarva anAtmA hoUna jagAlA zikSA deta Aheta. paramAtmA zikSA deta nAhIta, AtmAhI zikSA deta nAhI, he tara bAbhaLIce kATeca sarvAMnA Tocata rAhatAta. DoMgarAvarUna bhalA moThA dagaDa DokyAvara paDalA tara AdhI vara mAna karUna baghato kI koNI varUna gharaMgaLavalA tara nAhI nA? tithe koNI disale nAhI kI cUpa! ANi jara ekhAdyAne choTAsA khaDA mAralA asela tara tyAcyAzI haLadIghATAce yuddha suru karato. yAce kAraNa kAya? tara bhrAMtadRSTI. he 'akrama vijJAna' kAya sAMgate? kI to kATAhI nimitta Ahe ANi hA bhAU suddhA nimitta Ahe. doSa tara tumacAca Ahe. yA phulAlA Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA tuDavale tara tyAce phaLa yeta nAhI ANi kATyAlA tuDavale tara phaLa yete, taseca manuSyAtahI Ahe. mhaNUna japUna cAlA kATA TocaNe kiMvA viMcavAce cAvaNe donhIhI karmaphaLa Aheta. he phaLa Ale, paNa koNAce phaLa ? mAjhe svataHce. tara mhaNe, 'tyAMce kAya gheNedeNe?' te tara bicAre nimitta Aheta. jevU ghAlaNAre koNa asatAta ANi vADhaNAre koNa asatAta? mhaNUna sAvadha vhA. he jaga khUpa vegaLyA prakArace Ahe. agadIca nyAya svarUpa Ahe. mI saMpUrNa jIvanAcA hizoba (sAra) kADhalA Ahe, to hizoba kADhatA-kADhatA asA chAna hizoba kADhalA Ahe ANi eka divasa to hizoba mI jagAlA deIna tevhAca jagAlA zAMtI vATela. tyAzivAya zAMtI vATaNAra nAhI. anubhava tara ghyAvAca lAgela nA! anubhavAcyA kakSeparyaMta ANale taraca kAma hoIla nA! kI 'yAcA kAya pariNAma yeIla' ase risarca (saMzodhana) tara karAve lAgate nA! jagaNyAcA adhikAra toDU zakato kA koNAcA? mI yAcA suddhA tapAsa kelA hotA. kAya paNa yA akkalavAlyAMnI abrU miLavalI! uMdIra he mAMjarIce bhojana Ahe. khAU dyA nA tilA! ANi jara cicuMdrI jAta asela nA, tara mAMjara tilA zivata suddhA nAhI. mAMjara jara upAzIca asela tara uMdIra, jIvajaMtuMnA khAUna TAkate maga tyA cicuMdrIlA kA khAta nAhI? paNa tI cicuMdrIlA zivatahI nAhI. yAvara tumhI vicAra karA. he tara kAhI puNya kele hote mhaNUna basalyA-basalyA, ArAmazIra khAyalA miLate. ANi yA majUrAMnA tara kaSTa kelyAnaMtara paise miLatIla tevhA khAyalA miLate. mhaNUna ApaNa AtA ApalyAkaDUna koNAlA du:kha hoNAra nAhI, prANyAMnA, choTyA jIvajaMtUnAhI duHkha hoNAra nAhI azA prakAre vartana ThevAve. tase tara loka devAce nAva gheta rAhatAta ANi jyAta deva basale Aheta tyAMnA mArata rAhatAta. sApa nighAle tara tyAMnA mArUna TAkatAta, DhekaNAlAhI mArUna TAkatAta. ase zUravIra (!) loka! loka Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA ase mAratAta kA? moThe zUravIra mhaNAyace nA! mhaNaje loka mAraNyAta kase zUra! ANi he koNAce sarjana Ahe kI tumhI visarjana karAyalA tayAra hotAta?! tumhI jyAce sarjana karu zakatA tyAceca visarjana karu zakatA. kAhI nyAya asela kI nAhI? ase Ahe, he tara rileTivha vyu paoNiMTane DhekUNa Ahe ANi riyala vyu paoNiMTane zuddhAtmA Ahe. tumhAlA zuddhAtmyAlA mArAyace Ahe kA? jamata nasela tara bAhera jAUna TAkUna yA nA! mhaNaje manuSya sagaLyAMnA mArUna sukha zodhata asato. maccharAMnA mArAyace, DhekUNa mArAyace, je Ale tyAMnA mArAyace ANi sukha zodhAyace, he donhI ekAca veLI hoNe kase zakya Ahe? praznakartA : gharAta khUpa muMgyA jhAlyA tara kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : jyA kholIta muMgyA jhAlyA asatIla tI kholI baMda ThevAvI. yAsa upadrava mhaNatAta. nisargAcA niyama asA Ahe kI kAhI divasAMparyaMta asA upadrava cAlU rAhato. maga TAIma pUrNa jhAlyAvara upadrava baMda hoUna jAto, ApoApa, naisargikapaNeca baMda hote! mhaNaje ApaNa tI kholI baMda ThevAvI. yAcA jara tumhI zodha ghetalA tara tumacyAhI lakSAta yeIla. hA upadrava paramananTa Ahe kI TempararI? praznakartA : jAsta karUna muMgyA svayaMpAka gharAtaca yeta asatAta. maga svayaMpAka ghara kase baMda ThevU zakato? dAdAzrI : he tara sarva vikalpa Aheta. ApaNa he samajUna ghyAyalA have. upadrava asela tithUna bAjUlA vhAve. dona svayaMpAka ghara ThevA. eka sTova vegaLA ThevA. tyA divazI kAhI tarI ukaLUna khAUna ghyAve. mAraNe hI khUpa bhayaMkara jokhIma Ahe. praznakartA : dararojacyA vyavahArAta jyAMcyAmuLe trAsa hoto tyAMnAca mArato. dusar2yA koNAlA tara mArata nAhI. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : jyAlA jIvajaMtu mArAyace Aheta tyAlA taseca yoga juLUna yetAta ANi jyAlA mArAyace nAhI tyAlA tyApramANe yoga juLUna yetAta. ___ kAhI divasAMsAThI 'mArAyace nAhI' asA prayatna karAla tara yoga badalatIla. jagAce niyama jara samajU zakAla tara toDagA nighela. anyathA mAraNyAcI paraMparA suTata nAhI ANi saMsArAcI paraMparAhI tuTata nAhI. najaracukIne mArale gele tara tyAbaddala mAphI mAgUna pratikramaNa karUna ghyAve. praznakartA : AmhI suddhA dainaMdina jIvanAta vividha prakAracI auSadhe TAkUna jIvajaMtuMnA mArata asato, tara tyAcA iphekTa (pariNAma) ApalyAvara hoto kA? dAdAzrI : tumhI jevhA mAratA tyAcaveLI AtIla paramANU badalatAta ANi tumacyA Ata suddhA (jIva) maratAta. jitake tumhI bAhera mArAla titake Ata maratIla. jevaDhe jaga bAhera Ahe tevaDhe jaga AtahI Ahe. tumhAlA jitake mArAyace asela titake mArA, tumacyA Ata suddhA marata rAhatIla. jevaDhe yA brahmAMDAta Ahe tevaDhe yA piMDAta Ahe. itake sAre cora asatAta kI, ApaNa tyAtUna vAcU zakataca nAhI. ApaNa kadhI koNAcA khisA kApaNyAcA, corI karaNyAcA vicAra karata nAhI mhaNUna te tumacA khisA kApata nAhIta. arthAta tumhI hiMsaka na rAhatA ahiMsaka rAhAla, tara tumhAlAhI hiMsece yoga juLUna yeNAra nAhIta, ase he jaga Ahe. jagAsa jara ekadA samajUna ghetale tara ulagaDA hoIla. sahamata hotAta tyAcA gunhA praznakartA : pAvasALyAta gAvAMmadhye mAzyA va macchara adhika pramANAta asatAta, tevhA myunisipAliTIvAle kiMvA ApalyA gharace sarva 'phlITa' (phavArA) mAratAta, tara te suddhA pApaca mhaTale jAIla nA? ANi jara tase nAhI kele tara bhayaMkara rogarAI pasarate. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, tyA saramukhyatArAne baoNmbagoLA phekalA, tyAcyAta ANi tujhyAta kAya pharaka ? tU tara tyAMcyAtalAca choTA saramukhyatAra jhAlAsa ! 16 praznakartA : paNa hI tara gAvacI goSTa jhAlI nA ! pAvasALyAta tara sagaLIkaDe ghANa asateca. tyAmuLe sagaLIkaDeca macchara, mAzyA vagaire hotAta. mhaNUna maga myunisipAliTIvAle kAya karatAta kI sagaLIkaDe auSadha phavAratAta. dAdAzrI : myunisipAliTIvAle karatAta, tyAta ApalyAlA kAya gheNedeNe ? ApalyA manAta mAtra ase bhAva asAyalA nako. ApalyA manAta tara aseca asAyalA have kI ase nasela tara bare. praznakartA : tara maga myunisipAliTIcI kAma karaNArI jI mANase Aheta, jI sattevara asatAta, tyAMnA doSa lAgato kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAMnAhI doSa lAgata nAhI. praznakartA : maga koNAlA doSa lAgato ? dAdAzrI : te tara phakta karaNAreca Aheta. tyAMcyAkaDUna he kAma koNa karavUna ghetAta ? tara tyAMcA variSTha adhikArI varga. praznakartA : maga variSTha adhikArI koNAsAThI karatAta ? dAdAzrI : tyAMce kartavya mhaNUna karatAta ! svataHsAThI karata nAhIta. praznakartA : paNa ApaNa tara takrAra kelI, patra lihUna noTisa dilI. dAdAzrI : paNa jyAMnA nAkArAyace asela te nAkAru zakatAta. jyAMnA karAyace nasela te mhaNatIla, 'kI bhAU, malA he nako. malA he AvaData nAhI'. maga kAya ? maga svataHcI jabAbadArI nAhI. paNa jyAMnA AvaDate tyAMcI jabAbadArI. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 17 praznakartA : mhaNaje pratyekAcyA bhAvanevara avalaMbUna Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, jyAcI jazI bhAvanA asela tyAnusAra tyAcI jokhImadArI! praznakartA : samajA pANyAcI TAkI Ahe, tyAta uMdIra melA asela kiMvA kabutara mele asela, tara tyA TAkIcI sAphasaphAI karAvI lAgate, sAphasaphAI kelyAnaMtara tyAta auSadha vagaire TAkAve lAgate kiMvA myunisipAliTIvAlyAMnA bolavUna auSadha mArUna gheto. jeNekaruna tyA sarva jIvajaMtuMcA nAza hoIla nA? tara te pApaca jhAle nA? maga tyA pApAce baMdhana koNAlA lAgate? karaNAr2yAlA kI karaviNAr2yAlA? dAdAzrI : karaNArA ANi karaviNArA doghAMcyAhI vATyAlA yete. paNa tasA ApalA bhAva nasAvA. ApalA asA abhiprAyahI nasAvA. praznakartA : ghANa miTaviNyAcA bhAva Ahe. kAraNa ase ghANa pANI pyAyale tara sagaLyAMnA trAsa hoIla, te AjArI paDatIla. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa to doSa tara lAgelaca nA! he tara ase Ahe kI, jara ase doSa mojata basalo nA, tara yA jagAta niraMtara doSa hotaca rAhatAta. tevhA tumhI dusar2yAMcI kALajI karu nakA. tumhI tumace sAMbhALA. 'saba sabakI saMbhAlo.' pratyeka jIva janmAlA yetAnA ApApale maraNa vagaire sarva sobataca gheUna AlelA asato. mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale kI koNI koNAlA mArU zakata nAhI. paNa hI goSTa opana (ughaDa) karU nakA, nAhI tara loka yAcA durupayoga karatIla. __ gharAta dahA mANasaM rAhata asatIla ANi pANyAcI TAkI kharAba jhAlI asela, tevhA TAkI sApha karaNyAsa koNa jAto? jyAcyAta ahaMkAra asato toca jAto. to mhaNela kI, 'mI svaccha karena, he tumace kAma nAhI.' mhaNaje ahaMkArI asela tyAlA doSa lAgato. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA praznakartA : paraMtu to tara karuNecyA bhAvanene karato. dAdAzrI : karuNA aso kI kAhIhI aso. ANi to pApahI bAMdhela. praznakartA : maga kAya karAve? kitIhI ghANa pANI asale tarI te pyAyace? dAdAzrI : yAta kAhI cAlaNAraca nAhI. to ahaMkAra kelyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhI. tumhAlA kALajI karaNyAcI garaja nAhI, tumhAlA svaccha zuddha pANIca miLata rAhaNAra. ekhAdA ahaMkArI tumhAlA te svaccha karUnaca deIla. ho jagAta pratyeka vastU Ahe. azI kuThalIhI vastU nAhI kI jI miLaNAra nAhI. paNa tI miLaNyAsa phakta tumace puNya kamI paData Ahe. jevaDhA tumacA ahaMkAra asela tevaDhe aMtarAya (vighna) yetAta. ahaMkArAce nirmUlana jhAle kI pratyeka vastU tumacyA gharI hajara asela. yA jagAtIla azI kuThalIhI vastU nasela kI tI tumacyA gharI nasela! arthAta ahaMkAraca aMtarAyarupa Ahe. zikSaNAta hiMsA? praznakartA : hA kRSI vidyAlayAta zikata Ahe, ithalA vidyArthI Ahe, to mhaNato kI, AmhAlA zikaNyAsAThI phulapAkharU pakaDAve lAgatAta. ANi tyAMnA mArAve lAgate, tara tyAmuLe pApa lAgate kA? phulapAkharU pakaDale nAhI tara AmhAlA parIkSeta mArkas miLata nAhIta, maga AmhI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : tyAsAThI dararoja eka tAsa devAlA prArthanA karA kI he devA, mAjhyA nazibI ase kase Ale? sarvAMnAca kAya ase asate ?! tujhyA vATyAlA Ale mhaNUna tU devAlA prArthanA kara kI, 'he devA mI kSamA mAgato. AtA punhA kadhI mAjhyA vATayAlA ase yeNAra nAhI ase karA.' praznakartA : mhaNaje, yAta je preraNA deNAre zikSaka asatAta te prerita Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA karatAta kI tumhI yA phulapAkharAMnA pakaDA ANi azA prakAre albama tayAra karA, maga tyAMnA kAhIca pApa lAgata nAhI? dAdAzrI : tyAMcyA vATyAsahI yete. preraNA deNAr2yAcyA vATyAlA sATha Takke ANi karaNAr2yAlA cALIsa Takke, ase vibhAgale jAte. praznakartA : kuThalIhI ghaTanA ghaData Ahe tI vyavasthita zaktIcyA niyamAnusAra barobara Ahe ase nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? te nimitta banale ANi tyAMnA karAve lAgale. tara maga tyAMcyA vATyAlA pApa kA Ale? dAdAzrI : pApa tara evaDhyAsAThIca lAgate kI, ase kAma ApalyA vATyAsa nasAve. tarI suddhA ApalyA vATyAsa Ale? bakare kApaNyAce kAma ApalyA vATyAsa Ale tara bare vATela kA? praznakartA : bare tara vATata nAhI. paNa dAdA, karAveca lAgela ase asela tara? nAilAjAstava karAveca lAgate. tyAzivAya suTakAca nasela tara? dAdAzrI : karAve lAgale tara... pazcAtApapUrvaka karAve lAgale taraca kAmAce. roja eka tAsa pazcAtApa karAvA lAgela, tU eka kITaka banavUna de, baghu? phaoNrenace sAyanTisTa tarI banavU zakatIla kA eka kITaka? praznakartA : nAhI, te tara zakyaca nAhI nA, dAdA! dAdAzrI : ApaNa banavU zakata nAhI maga tyAMnA mArU kase zakato? yA sarva lokAMnI bhagavaMtAlA prArthanA kelI pAhije kI he ase kAma kuThUna Ale AmacyA vATyAlA... zetIce kAma kA mhaNUna Ale... zetIcyA kAmAta tara nivvaLa hiMsAca Ahe paNa tI azA prakAracI nAhI, ANi hI tara ughaDapaNe hiMsA Ahe. praznakartA : phulapAkharAMnA mArUna khUpa cAMgalA namunA gheUna yeto. ANi vara khuza hoto kI, mI kase mArUna ANale, kitI chAna namunA Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA miLavalA. mI kase chAna pakaDale ! tyAce jAsta mArka miLatAta. mI kase chAna pakaDale! 20 dAdAzrI : khuza hotAta nA ! maga tithe karmahI taseca bAMdhale jAIla, maga tyAce phaLa suddhA yeIla, jevaDhe khuza jhAlAta tevaDhe duHkhahI bhogAve lAgela. vegaLe hizoba pApAce mANasAne jhADa praznakartA : ekA mANasAne gavata kApale, dusar2yA kApale, tisar2yA mANasAne macchara mArale, cauthyA mANasAne hattIlA mArale, pAcavyA mANasAne manuSyAlA mArale. AtA yA sagaLyAta jIva hatyA tara jhAlIca paNa yA pApAce phaLa vegavegaLe yeIla nA ? dAdAzrI : ho vegavegaLe. ase Ahe nA, yAta gavatAcI kAhI kiMmataca nAhI. praznakartA : paNa tyAtahI AtmA tara Aheca nA ? dAdAzrI : AtmA Ahe he khare. paNa te gavata tara svata:ca bezuddhAvastheta bhogata Ahe nA ! praznakartA : pApa Ahe ? mhaNaje samoracyAlA kitI duHkha hote tyA AdhArAvara dAdAzrI : samoracA kitI duHkha bhogata Ahe, tyA tyAnusAra ApalyAlA pApa lAgate. praznakartA : baMgalyAcyA sabhovatAlI svata:ce gArDana banavato. dAdAzrI : tyAta harakata nAhI, titakA veLa ApalA vAyA jAto, mhaNUna nAhI mhaTale Ahe. jIvAMsAThI nAhI mhaTalele nAhI. praznakartA : paNa ApaNa nimitta banalo ase mhaTale jAIla nA. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : nimittAcI harakata nAhI. jaga nimittarUpaca Ahe. ApaNa tyA ekeMdriya jIvAMnA du:khaM deta nAhI. bAkI, ase tara cAlataca rAhaNAra. jyA ekeMdriya jIvAMcI ciMtA karAyacI nAhI tithe goMdhaLa ghAlUna dilA. paNa rastyAne jAtAnA vinAkAraNa jhADAcI pAne toDU nakA, anarthaka kriyA karU nakA. ANi dAta ghAsaNyAsAThI dAtavaNa have asela tara tumhI jhADAlA mhaNAve kI, 'malA kADIcA eka tukaDA havA Ahe.' ase mAgUna ghyAve. praznakartA : eka mANUsa phuTapAthavara cAlata asela, dusarA mANUsa gavatAvara cAlata asela. yAta pharaka tara Aheca nA? dAdAzrI : ho, paNa tyAta jAsta pharaka nAhI. he tara lokAMnI DokyAta ulaTe bharavale. moThayA goSTI rAhUna gelyA ANi lahAna goSTIMnA adhika mahattva dile gele. lokAMvara ciDaNe yAsa moThI hiMsA mhaTalI Ahe. kAraNa samoracyAlA du:kha hote nA! niyama, zetIta puNya-pApAcA praznakartA : zetakarI zetI karatAta tyAta pApa Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : sagaLIkaDe pApa Ahe. zetakarI zetI karatAta tyAtahI pApa Ahe ANi dhAnya vikaNyAcA dhaMdA karatAta tyAtahI pApa Ahe. dhAnyAta kiDe paDatAta kI nAhI paData? ANi loka kiDyAMsakaTa bAjarI vikatAta. are, dhAnyAsobata kiDyAMcehI paise ghetale, ANi te khAlle! praznakartA : paNa zetI karaNAr2yAlA ekA ropAce jatana karAve lAgate ANi dusar2yA ropAlA upaTUna TAkAve lAgate. maga yAtahI pApa Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : Aheca nA! praznakartA : maga zetakarI zetI kazI karatIla? Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : tyAce ase Ahe, eka kArya karatAta tyAta puNya ANi pApa donhIhI sAmAvalele asatAta. he zetakarI zetI karatAta tevhA ekA ropaTyAlA upaTUna TAkatAta ANi je ropa kAmAce asate tyAlA vADhavatAta. yAta tyA ropaTyAlA vADhavilyAbaddala khUpa puNya bAMdhale jAte ANi je ropa upaTUna TAkatAta, tyAce tyAMnA pApa lAgate. he pApa paMcavIsa Takke bAMdhale jAte ANi puNya paMcyAhattara Takke bAMdhale jAte. mhaNaje pannAsa TakkyAMcA phAyadA jhAlA nA! praznakartA : mhaNaje maga te pApa ANi puNya 'plasa-mAyanasa' (vajA-berIja) hote kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. te 'plasa-mAyanasa' karaNyAta yeta nAhI. vahIkhAtyAta tara donhIhI lihile jAte. jara ase 'plasa-mAyanasa' jhAle asate nA tara koNAkaDe thoDe suddhA du:kha rAhile nasate. maga tara koNI mokSAlA suddhA gelA nasatA. to tara mhaNela 'itheca cAMgale Ahe, ithe kAhIca duHkha nAhI.' loka tara khUpa pakke asatAta. paNa ase kAhI ghaData nAhI. jaga pApAtahI Ahe ANi puNyAtahI Ahe. pApAsobata puNyahI hota rAhate. paNa bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale kI lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAra karA. spezala pratikramaNa, zetakar2yAMsAThI praznakartA : mI ApalyA pustakAta vAcale hote kI 'prApta mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo 'paraMtu AmhI Tharalo zetakarI, AmhI taMbAkhUce pika gheto tevhA AmhAlA pratyeka ropaTyAcA koMba mhaNaje tyAce Doke toDAveca lAgate. maga yAmuLe tyA ropaTyAlA duHkha tara hoteca nA? tyAce pApa tara lAgelaca nA? lAkho ropaTyAMcI DokI (zeMDe) ciraDUna TAkato. maga yA pApAce nivAraNa kazA prakAre karAve? dAdAzrI : yAsAThI tara manAta azI khaMta vATalI pAhije kI jaLo, asA dhaMdA karaNyAcA yoga mAjhyA vATyAlA kuThUna AlA? basa evaDheca. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA ropaTyAMcA koMba toDUna TAkAvA paraMtu manApAsUna hA asA dhaMdA mAjhyA vATyAlA kA AlA, asA pazcAtApa jhAlA pAhije. ase karAyalA nako, azI manAta khaMta vATalI pAhije, basa. 23 praznakartA : paNa he pApa tara hotaca rAhaNAra nA ? dAdAzrI : te tara Aheca. te tumhI pAhAyace nAhI. he je pApa hota Ahe tyAsa pAhAyace nAhI. tumhI tara aseca TharavAyace kI mAjhyAkaDUna ase hoU naye, asA nizcaya karAyalA havA. hA asA dhaMdA mAjhyA vATyAlA kasA AlA? dusarA cAMgalA vyavasAya miLAlA asatA tara AmhI ase kele nasate. pUrvI pazcAtApa hota navhatA. joparyaMta ase jANale navhate toparyaMta pazcAtApa hota nAhI. ulaTa khuza hoUna ropaTyAlA upaTUna phekAyaco. tumhI AmacyA sAMgaNyApramANe karA nA. maga tumacI sarva jabAbadArI AmacI. ropaTe phekUna dile tyAsa harakata nAhI paNa pazcAtApa jhAlA pAhije kI he mAjhyA vATyAlA kuThUna Ale ? praznakartA : samajalo. dAdAzrI : yA zetakar2yAMpekSA vyApArI jAsta pApa karatAta. ANi hyA vyApAr2yAMpekSA he gharI basUna rAhaNAre adhika pApa karatAta. pApa tara manAne hota asate, zarIrAne pApa hota nasate. tumhAlA hI goSTa samajUna gheNyAcI garaja Ahe. itara lokAMnA he samajaNyAcI garaja nAhI. tumhI tumacyApurate samajUna ghyA. itara loka je samajatAta te tyAMcyAsAThI barobara Ahe. praznakartA : kapAzIlA auSadhAcI phavAraNI mArAvI lAgate tara kAya karAve ? tyAtahI hiMsA tara hoteca nA ? dAdAzrI : nAilAjAne jI-jI kArye karAvI lAgatAta, tI pratikramaNa karaNyAcyA uddezAne karAvIta. tumhAlA yA saMsAra vyavahArAta kase cAlAve te jamata nAhI. te AmhI tumhAlA zikavato. mhaNaje nave pApa bAMdhale jANAra nAhI. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 ahiMsA zetI karatAnA pApa tara bAMdhaleca jAta asate. paNa he pApa bAMdhateveLI AmhI tumhAlA auSadha (upAya) deto kI, tyAveLI tumhI ase bolA. mhaNaje pApa kamI hotIla. AmhI pApa dhuNyAce auSadha deto. auSadha nako kA? zetAta gelAta mhaNaje nAMgaraNe-vakharaNe yAta pApa tara hoNAraca. tyAta kitItarI jIva mArale jAtAta. Usa kApatAta tyAsa pApa nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? te sarva jIvaca Aheta nA bicAre? paNa tyAsAThI kAya karAve te AmhI tumhAlA samajAvato, jeNe karuna tumhAlA kamI doSa lAgatIla ANi bhautika sukha cAMgalyAprakAre upabhogU zakAla. zetIcI kAme karatAnA jIvajaMtu maratAta, tyAcA doSa tara lAgato nA? mhaNUna zetI karaNAr2yAMnI dararoja pAca-dahA miniTe devAlA prArthanA karAvI kI, he doSa jhAle tyAcI mAphI mAgato. zetakarI asela tyAlA sAMgAve kI tU hA vyavasAya karato tyAta kityeka jIvajaMtu marata asatAta. tyAce tU azAprakAre pratikramaNa kara jA. tU je cukIce kAma karatosa, tyAsa mAjhI harakata nAhI. paNa tyAce tU azA prakAre pratikramaNa kara. svarUpajJAnIlA puNya-pApa sparzatanAhI praznakartA : AmhI jaMtunAzaka auSadha tayAra karato ANi maga te zetAta phavArato, tyAmuLe bareca jIva mArale jAtAta. tara tyAce pApa lAgate kI nAhI lAgata? ANi te auSadha tayAra karaNe yAsa pApa mhaTale jANAra kA? dAdAzrI : ho. kAraNa te auSadha jIvAMnA mAraNyAcyA hetUneca banavale jAte. auSadha ANatAta tehI jIvAMnA mAraNyAcyA hetUneca ANatAta ANi te pikAMvara phavAratAta te suddhA jIvAMnA mAraNyAcyA hetUneca phavAratAta. mhaNUna he sarva pApaca Ahe. praznakartA : paNa yAta pikAMcI cAMgalI vADha vhAvI va bharapUra utpanna miLAve asA hetU asato. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, kI he pika kazAcyA AdhArAvara hota asate, zetakarI kazAcyA AdhArAvara zeta nAMgarato, kazAcyA AdhArAvara perato, he sagaLe kazAcyA AdhArAvara cAlate te malA mAhIta Ahe. yA sagaLyA goSTIMce rahasya mAhIta nasalyAmuLe lokAMnA ase vATate kI 'he tara mAjhyAmuLeca hote. he mI auSadha phavArale mhaNUna te pika vAcale.' AtA hA AdhAra deNe (ase mAnaNe) heca bhayaMkara moThe pApa Ahe. ANi nirAdhAra jhAle mhaNaje te sarva gaLUna paDate. praznakartA : tara maga puruSArtha kuThe gelA? dAdAzrI : kharA puruSArtha tara, je kAhI hota Ahe tyAsa pAhaNejANaNe hAca puruSArtha Ahe, dusare kAhI nAhI. manAta vicAra yetAta tI 'phAIla' Ahe. vicArAMnA tara tumhI pAhAyace. dusar2yA bhAnagaDIta paDAyace nAhI. praznakartA : maga hI zetI karAyacI kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : zetI karaNyAsa harakata nAhI. praznakartA : paNa tyAne pApAce ojhe vADhate tyAce kAya? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, yA jJAnAnaMtara tumhAlA pApa zivata nAhI nA! AtA tumhI 'caMdubhAU' rAhile nAhI. tumhI 'caMdubhAU' asAla toparyaMta pApa zivate. 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' ase tumhAlA nakkI vATate kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : tara maga pApa kase kAya sparza karaNAra? he cArjaca hoNAra nAhI nA! ApalyAjavaLa jI zetI Ahe ticA nikAla karAvA. tI 'phAIla' Ahe. samora AlelyA phAIlIMcA samabhAve nikAla karAvA. paraMtu jara mAjhyA sAMgaNyApramANe 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' azI jAgRtI satata rAhata asela tara maga tyAne kitIhI auSadha mArale tarI tyAlA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 ahiMsA (pApa) sparza karaNAra nAhI. kAraNa 'svataH' 'zudhdAtmA' Ahe. ANi auSadha mAraNArA koNa? tara 'caMdubhAU' Ahe. ANi tumhAlA jara dayA yeta asela tara maga 'tumhI' caMdubhAU vhAla. praznakartA : ase auSadha tayAra kelyAne, vikalyAne, kharedI kelyAne, pikAMvara phavAralyAne tyAlA karmAce baMdhana hote kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : ho, jyAMce auSadha tayAra karaNyAce kArakhAne Aheta te sarvaca malA vicAratAta kI, 'dAdA, AtA Amace kAya hoIla?' mI sAMgitale, 'mAjhyA sAMgaNyApramANe vAgAla tara kAhIhI hoNAra nAhI.' praznakartA : mhaNaje yAcA artha asA jhAlA kI, zuddhAtmA bhAvAne hiMsA karU zakato nA? dAdAzrI : hiMsA karaNyAcI goSTaca nAhI. zuddhAtmA bhAvAta hiMsA hotaca nasate. karAyace kAhIca nasate nA! praznakartA : maga AcArasaMhitecyA dRSTIne doSa mhaTalA jANAra nAhI? dAdAzrI : AcArasaMhitecyA dRSTIne doSa mhaTalA jANAra nAhI. AcAra-saMhitA kevhA asate? joparyaMta tumhI caMdubhAU AhAta toparyaMta AcArasaMhitA asate. maga tyA dRSTIne doSaca mhaTalA jAIla. paraMtu AtA yA 'jJAnAnaMtara' tumhI caMdubhAU rAhile nAhIta, tara tumhI AtA zuddhAtmA jhAlAta ANi te tumacyA lakSAtaca asate. 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe.' he niraMtara lakSAta rAhaNe yAsa zukladhyAna mhaNatAta. 'mI caMdubhAU Ahe' he ahaMkArAce dhyAna Ahe. Apale itake sagaLe mahAtmA Aheta, paNa koNIhI durupayoga kelelA nAhI. te yA saMdarbhAta malA vicAratAta kI, 'AmhI, hA dhaMdA baMda karu kA?' mI sAMgitale, 'nAhI, dhaMdA ApaNahUna baMda hota asela tara hoU dyA ANi baMda hota nasela tara suru rAhU dyA. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 27 hiMsaka vyApAra praznakartA : pUrvI jevhA te jaMtunAzaka auSadhAMcA dhaMdA karata hote, tevhA hI goSTa tyAMcyA lakSAta yeta navhatI, aseca vATAyace kI karmAcyA hizobAne jo dhaMdA nazibI AlA Ahe tyAta kAya vAITa Ahe? koNAcyA vATyAlA maTaNa vikaNyAce Ale tara tyAta tyAcI kAya cUka? tyAcyA karmAcyA hizobAne je hote teca Ale Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : he ase Ahe, kI jara Ata zaMkA vATalI nasatI tara taseca cAlata rAhile asate. paNa tyAMcyA puNyAImuLe tyAMnA hI zaMkA AlI. jabaradasta puNya Ahe. nAhI tara jaDatA AlI asatI. tithe kityeka jIva mele te kamI jhAle nAhIta, tumacyA Ataca jIva maratAta ANi tyAmuLe jaDatA yete. jAgRtI baMda hote. maMda hote. praznakartA : ajUnahI malA pUrvIce sagaLe june mitra bheTatAta, tara mI tyA sarvAMnA sAMgato kI, tumhI yAtUna bAhera nighA. tyAMnA pannAsa udAharaNe deUna samajAvale kI baghA mI itakI ucca pragatI karUnahI khAlI ghasaralo. paraMtu sagaLyAMcyAca DokyAta he basata nasela! mhaNUna maga zevaTI Thokara khAUna sagaLe tyAtUna bAhera nighAle. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje kitI pApa asela, tevhA hA asA hiMsaka dhaMdA karaNyAce ApalyA vATyAlA yete. ase Ahe kI jara, ApaNa hyA hiMsaka kAmAtUna suTalo tara uttama. dusare puSkaLa dhaMde asatAta. ekadA eka mANUsa malA mhaNAlA hotA, kI mAjhyA sagaLyA dhaMdyAMpekSA hA kirANyAcA dhaMdA khUpa phAyadezIra Ahe. mI tyAlA samajAvale kI, jevhA jvArI, bAjarI ANi itara sagaLyA dhAnyAta kIDe paDatAta tevhA tU kAya karatosa? tyAvara to mhaNAlA tyAta AmhI kAya karaNAra? AmhI te cALUna TAkato, sAphasUpha karato, kALajI gheto. sarva kAhI karato. paNa tarIhI tyAta kiDe rAhatAtaca, maga AmhI kAya karu? mI mhaNAlo, 'kiDe rAhatAta tyAsa AmacI harakata nAhI, paraMtu vajana karatAnA dhAnyAbarobara kiDyAMcehI paise Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA tumhI ghetA? ho, jarI dona toLe vajana asela ! are, he jIvana Ahe ? tyA kiDyAMce vajana asate ekhAda toLe ! tyA vajanAcehI paise ghetale. uttama dhaMdA, javAhir2yAcA mhaNaje khar2yA puNyavaMtAlA koNatA dhaMdA miLato ? jyAta sarvAta kamI hiMsA asela asA dhaMdA puNyavaMtAlA miLato. tara AtA asA dhaMdA koNatA? to mhaNaje hire - mANikAcA kI jyAta kAhIca bhesaLa nAhI. hallI tara tyAta suddhA corIcI suruvAta jhAlI Ahe. paNa jyAlA bhesaLa nasalelA dhaMdA karAyacA asela to hA dhaMdA karU zakato. tyAta jIvajaMtu marata nAhIta. kasalIca upAdhI nAhI. yAnaMtara dusar2yA naMbaravara sonyAcAMdIcA. ANi sarvAta bhayaMkara hiMsaka dhaMdA koNatA ? to mhaNaje khATIkAcA. naMtara kuMbhArAcA. tI bhaTTI peTavatAta nA! mhaNaje hI sagaLI hiMsAca Ahe. 28 praznakartA : hiMsA kuThalyAhI prakAracI aso paNa tyAce phaLa tara miLateca nA ? hiMsece phaLa tara bhogAveca lAgate nA ? maga tI bhAvahiMsA aso kiMvA dravyahiMsA aso ? dAdAzrI : loka bhogataca Aheta nA ! divasabhara nusatA manastApa, manastApa... jevaDhehI hiMsaka vyApAra karaNAre Aheta nA, te vyApArI sukhI disata nAhIta. tyAMcyA cehar2yAvara kadhIhI teja yeta nAhI. jamIna mAlaka svataH nAMgara cAlavata nasela tara tyAlA jAsta sparzata nAhI, paraMtu nAMgaraNAr2yAlA sparzate, mhaNUna to sukhI nasato. pUrvIpAsUnacA asA niyama Ahe. mhaNaje 'dhIsa ija baTa naeNcarala' (he naisargikaca Ahe) asA dhaMdA miLaNe ANi he sarva naisargika Ahe. tumhI dhaMdA baMda karAyace mhaTale nA, tarIhI to baMda hoU zakela ase nAhI. kAraNa tyAta koNAce kAhIhI cAlata nAhI. nAhI tara sagaLyAca lokAMcyA manAta vicAra yeIla kI, 'mulagA (jAvaI) sainyAta Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA bharatI jhAlA ANi to mAralA gelA tara mAjhI mulagI vidhavA hoIla.' maga tara ApalyA dezAta ase koNI janmAlA yeNAraca nAhI. paNa nAhI, azI mANasehI pratyeka dezAta asatAtaca naisargika niyamaca asA Ahe. mhaNaje he sarva nisargaca utpanna karata asate. yAta kAhI navIna nAhI. yAmAge nisargAcA hAta Ahe. mhaNUna jAsta kALajI karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. sAThA karaNe hI suddhA hiMsAca praznakartA : vyApArI naphAkhorI karato, ekhAdA udyopatI kiMvA vyApArI mehanatIcyA mAnAne kamI paise deto, taseca koNI mehanatIzivAya kamAI karato, tyAsa hiMsAkhorI mhaTalI jAIla kA? dAdAzrI : tI sarva hiMsAkhorIca Ahe. praznakartA : AtA azA prakAre phukaTacI kamAI karUna dharmakAryAta paise vAparato, yAsa koNatyA prakAracI hiMsA mhaTalI jAIla? dAdAzrI : jevaDhe paise dharmakAryAta kharca kele, jevaDhyA paizAMcA tyAga kelA, tevaDhA doSa kamI lAgalA. samajA lAkha rupaye kamAvale hote, tyAtUna aiMzI hajArAcA davAkhAnA bAMdhalA tara tevaDhyA paizAMcI javAbadArI tyAcI rAhilI nAhI. tyAcyAvara phakta vIsa hajAra rupayAMcIca jabAbadArI rAhilI. mhaNaje he cAMgale Ahe, vAITa nAhI. praznakartA : loka lakSmIlA sAThavUna ThevatAta yAsa hiMsA mhaTalI jANAra kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : hiMsAca mhaTalI jAIla. sAThavaNe hI hiMsAca Ahe. kAraNa dusar2yA lokAMcyA kAmAsa yeta nAhI nA! praznakartA : lakjurIyasa lAipha (aizoArAmavAle jIvana) jagaNyAsAThI saMhAra karUna adhika lakSmI prApta karatAta, yAsa kAya mhaTale jAIla? Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : to gunhAca mhaTalA jAIla nA! ApalA jevaDhA gunhA asela tevaDhI ApalyAlA zikSA miLate. jitakyA kamI parigrahAne jagatA yeIla, te jIvana uttama Ahe. sAmanA, paNa zAMtIpUrvaka praznakartA : corI karU naye, hiMsA karU naye, ase ApaNa sAMgatA. paNa samajA ekhAdyA vyaktIne ApalI vastU coralI, ApalI phasavaNUka kelI. tara ApaNa tyAcA sAmanA kelA pAhije kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : sAmanA karAyalAca pAhije, paraMtu ApaNa asA sAmanA karu naye kI jyAmuLe Apale mana bighaDela. agadI zAMtapaNe ApaNa tyAlA sAMgitale pAhije kI, 'bhAU mI tumace kAya bighaDavale kI jyAmuLe tumhI mAjhyAbarobara ase karata AhAta?' Apale zaMbhara rupaye corale asatIla ANi ApaNa tyAcyAvara rAgAvalo tara tyA zaMbhara rupayAMsAThI Apale pAcaze rupayAMce nukasAna kele. mhaNaje zaMbhara rupayAMsAThI pAcaze rupayAMce nukasAna karu naye. ApaNa zAMtapaNe bolAyace. rAgavAyace nAhI. hiMsecA virodha, vAcavate anumodanepAsUna... praznakartA : mAnasika duHkha deNe, koNAlA phasavaNe, vizvAsaghAta karaNe, corI karaNe vagaire sUkSma hiMsA mhaTalI jAte kA? dAdAzrI : tI sarva hiMsAca Ahe. sthUla hiMsepekSA hI hiMsA moThI Ahe. yAce khUpa bhayaMkara phaLa yete. koNAlA mAnasika duHkha deNe, koNAcI phasavaNUka karaNe, vizvAsaghAta karaNe, corI karaNe he sarva raudradhyAna mhaTale jAte ANi raudradhyAnAce phaLa narkagatI Ahe. praznakartA : paraMtu tyA sUkSma hiMselAca mahattva deUna moThI dravyahiMsA, mukyA prANyAMprati kruratA, hatyA ANi tyAMcyA zoSaNAne kiMvA hiMsene miLavaNyAta yeNAr2yA sAmagrIcA vApara karaNe, kiMvA tyAsa protsAhana Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA deUna moThyA hiMseprati udAsInatA ThevaNyAta AlI tara te ucita mhaTale jAIla kA? dAdAzrI : te ucita mhaTale jANAra nAhI. tyAcA virodha asAyalAca havA. virodha nasela tara tumhI tyAce anumodana karatA, donhIMpaikI ekA jAgevara (sahamata) AhAta. jara virodha nasela tara anumodana karata AhAta. maga to koNIhI aso, kiMvA jJAnI aso, paNa tyAlA virodha darzaviNyAcI garaja Ahe. nAhI tara tumhI anumodanekaDe vaLAla. praznakartA : hiMsA karaNArA koNatAhI pazu-pakSI aso kiMvA itara koNIhI aso, jara tyAMcyA udayAtaca hiMsA AlI asela, tara tyAsa thAMbavaNyAsAThI ApaNa nimitta banU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : koNAcyAhI udayAta te Alele asela ANi tumhI te thAMbavaNyAsAThI nimitta jhAlA nAhIta tara tumhI tyA hiMsece anumodana kelyAsArakhe hoIla. mhaNUna tumhI te thAMbavaNyAcA prayatna kelA pAhije. tyAcA vATela to udaya asela paNa tumhI to thAMbavaNyAcA prayatna kelAca pAhije. jase rastyAne koNI jAta asela tyAcyA karmAcyA udayAne to paDalA va tyAcyA pAyAlA dukhApata jhAlI, ANi tumhI tithUna jAta asAla, tara tumhI gADItUna khAlI utaruna svata:cyA kapaDyAne tyAcyA pAyAlA paTTI bAMdhAvI. ANi tyAlA gADIta basavUna gharI soDUna Ale pAhije. bhalehI te tyAcyA karmAcyA udayAne jhAle asela, paNa ApaNa bhAvanA dAkhavalI pAhije. nAhI tara tumhI tyAcyA virodhI bhAvanene bAMdhale jAla ANi mukta hoU zakaNAra nAhI. he jaga ApalyAlA mukta karela ase nAhI. praznakartA : adhyAtmyAta rucI asaNAr2yAMsAThI hiMsA thAMbaNyAcA prayatna karaNe he garajece Ahe kA? jara garajece asela tara ApaNa tyAviSayI mArgadarzana, upadeza kiMvA sallA dyAla kA? Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 ahiMsA dAdAzrI : adhyAtmyAta rucI Thevata asatIla ANi hiMsA thAMbavaNyAsAThI prayatna kele nAhIta, tara hiMsece anumodana kele ase mhaTale jAIla. mhaNUna koNatehI adhyAtma aso, paNa hiMselA thAMbavaNyAcA prayatna karAyalAca havA. praznakartA : azA saMyogAta moThyA dravyahiMsece nivAraNa kA sucata nasAve? dAdAzrI : dravyahiMsece nivAraNa atyaMta garajece Ahe. tyAsAThI ApaNa dusare prayatna karAve, vyavasthitapaNe sagaLyAMnI ekatra yeUna maMDaLa ubhe karAve ANi garvhameMTakaDehI ApaNa nivaDalelyA mANasAMnA pAThavale tara tyAcAhI bharapUra phAyadA hoto. sagaLyAMnI bhAvanA karaNyAcI garaja Ahe, majabUta bhAvanA karaNyAcI garaja Ahe, protsAhana deNyAcI garaja Ahe. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, zevaTI tara hA hizobaca Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : hoya, hizobaca Ahe. paNa sarva prayatna karUna jhAlyAnaMtara hizoba Ahe ase mhaTale pAhije. AdhIca hizoba mhaTale tara sarva bighaDela. ApalyA gAvAta bhoMdUbAbA Ale asatIla ANi te mulAMnA paLavUna neta asatIla tevhAhI ApaNa mhaNato nA kI, yAMnA pakaDA, yAMnA thAMbavA! mhaNaje jase svataHcyA mulAlA koNI paLavUna nele tara ApalyAlA kitI duHkha hote? taseca yA gAyI-mhazI kApalyA jAtAta tyAsAThI manAta khUpa duHkha vATale pAhije. ANi tyAcA virodha kelA pAhije. nAhI tara te kAma saphaLa hoNAraca nAhI nA! gappa basUna rAhaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. tyAsa karmAcA udaya mAnatA paNa deva suddhA ase mAnata navhate. deva suddhA virodha prardazita karata hote, mhaNUna ApaNahI virodha prardazita kelA pAhije, ekatA nirmANa jhAlI pAhije ANi tyAcyA virodhAta rAhile pAhije. yAta koNI hiMsecA virodhI nAhI, paraMtu hA tara ahiMsaka bhAva Ahe! Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 33 kRSNAce govardhana - gAIMce vardhana kRSNa bhagavaMtAMcyA kALAta hiMsA khUpaca vADhalI hotI. mhaNUna kRSNa bhagavaMtAne kAya kele ? govardhana parvata ekA boTAvara ucalalA, AtA hA govardhana parvata boTAvara ucalalA he zabda tara sthUlAtaca rAhile. loka tyAmAgIla sUkSma bhASA samajaleca nAhIta. govardhana mhaNaje gAIMce saMvardhana kase karatA yeIla yAsAThI ThikaThikANI Ayojana kele, ANi gorakSecehI Ayojana kele. saMvardhana ANi rakSaNa donhIMce Ayojana kele. kAraNa hiMdustAnAtIla lokAMce mukhya jIvanaca yAvara avalaMbUna Ahe. mhaNUna jevhA hiMsA atizaya vADhate tevhA dusare sarva soDUna AdhI yAMnA sAMbhALA. ANi je hiMsaka prANI Aheta, tyAMcyAsAThI tara ApalyAlA kAhI karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. te prANI svata:ca hiMsaka Aheta. tyAsAThI tumhAlA kAhI karaNyAcI garaja nAhI. tyAMnA koNI mAratahI nAhI ANi tyAMnA koNI khAU paNa zakata nAhI nA ! yA mAMjarAlA koNa khANAra ? kutryAlA koNa khANAra? koNI khAta nAhI ANi koNI khAU zakaNArahI nAhI. mhaNUna phakta he ekaca, govardhana ANi gorakSA, yA dona goSTIMcIca kALajI gheNyAsArakhe Ahe. govardhanAsAThI khUpa upAya kele pAhije. kRSNa bhagavaMtAne ekA boTAvara govardhana kele nA, tI khUpa ucca prakAracI goSTa kelI hotI. tyAMnI ThikaThikANI govardhanAcI sthApanA kelI hotI ANi gauzALA cAlavalyA hotyA. hajAro gAIMce poSaNa hoIla ase Ayojana kele hote. govardhana ANi gorakSA, yA donhIMcI sthApanA kelI. rakSA kelI mhaNUna hiMsA thAMbalI. ANi tyAmuLe maga ThikaThikANI dUdha-tUpa vagaire sarva padArtha miLU lAgate nA! mhaNUna gAI vAcavaNyApekSA gAIMcI saMkhyA kazI vADhavatA yeIla yAsAThI khUpa kAhI karaNyAcI garaja Ahe. gAI pALalyAne itake phAyade Aheta, gAIcyA dudhAce aneka phAyade Aheta, gAIcyA tupAce aneka phAyade Aheta, he sarva ughaDa karUna Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 ahiMsA samajAvaNyAta Ale ANi saktIne nAhI paNa svataHcyA marjIne lokAMnA samajAvUna pratyeka gAvAta gAI pALaNyAcI prathA karaNyAta AlI tara gAIMcI saMkhyA puSkaLa vADhela. pUrvI sagaLIkaDe gauzALA Thevata hote, tithe hajArahajAra gAI pALata asata. mhaNaje gAIMcI saMkhyA vADhavaNyAcI garaja Ahe. AtA tara gAIMcI saMkhyA vADhata nAhI ANi dusarIkaDe he ase sarva cAlale Ahe. paNa ApaNa kuNAlAhI nAhI mhaNU zakata nAhI! nAhI mhaTale tara gunhA mAnalA jAIla. ANi koNI cukIce thoDeca karata Ahe? vAcavataca Aheta nA! praznakartA : AmhI gAIMnA soDavata nAhI, paraMtu yeNAr2yA gAIMnA thAMbavato. dAdAzrI : ho, yeNAr2yAMnA thAMbavA. tyAMcyA mULa mAlakAMnA samajavA kI ase karU nakA. sadhyA tara tumhI govardhana ANi gaurakSA, AdhI he dona niyama pALA. itara sarva naMtara, sekaMDarI! he kArya pUrNa jhAlyAnaMtara maga dusare. mhaNUna govardhana ANi gorakSA, yA donhI goSTIMnA kRSNa bhagavaMtAnI vizeSa mahattva dile hote. govardhana karaNAre mhaNaje gopa ANi gopI. gopa mhaNaje gopAlana karaNAre! praznakartA : govardhana, hI navInaca goSTa aikAyalA miLAlI. dAdAzrI : ho. yA sarva goSTI Ahetaca. paNa jara yAMce vivaraNa jhAle tara kAmAce. bAkI, sarva goSTI tara asatAtaca ANi tyA khar2yAhI asatAta. paraMtu loka tyAsa sthUla rupAta samajale. mhaNe, 'govardhana parvata ucalalA.' mhaNUna maga te phaoNrenace sAyanTisTa mhaNatIla, 'yA goSTIta kAhI tathya nAhI, parvata koNI ucalU zakato kA?' ANi jara ucalalAca tara himAlaya kA ucalalA nAhI? ANi maga bANa lAgatAca kase maraNa Ale? paraMtu he ase nasate. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 35 govardhana tyAMnI khUpa suMdara rityA kele hote. kAraNa tyA kALI hiMsece pramANa khUpa vADhale hote. hiMsA jabaradasta vADhalI hotI. phakta muslima lokaca hiMsA karatAta ase nAhI. hiMdu lokAMtahI amuka ucca kvaoNliTIce lokaca hiMsA karata nAhIta, bAkIcI sarva janatA hiMsA karaNArI Ahe. hiMsaka bhAva tara nasAvAca! mANasAta ahiMsaka bhAva tara asalAca pAhije nA! ahiMsesAThI jIvana vyatIta karaNe, yAlA ahiMsaka bhAva mhaTale jAte. pujecyA puSpAta pApa Ahe kA? praznakartA : maMdirAta pUjA karaNyAsAThI phule vAhilI jAtAta, tyAta pApa Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : maMdirAta pUjA karatAnA phule vAhilI jAtAta he dusar2yA dRSTIkoNAne pAhAyace Ahe. phule toDaNe hA gunhA Ahe. phule vikata gheNe hA suddhA gunhA Ahe. paNa dusar2yA dRSTIne pAhilyAne tyAta lAbha Ahe. koNatyA dRSTIne he mI tumhAlA samajAvato. Aja kityeka loka mAnatAta kI phule vAparaNyAta mahAdoSa Ahe ANi kityeka loka phule devAlA vAhatAta. tara AtA yAta kharI hakIgata kAya Ahe ? hA vItarAgAMcA jo mArga Ahe to lAbhAlAbhAcA mArga Ahe. gulAbAcI dona phule toDUna ANalI, tyAta tyAne hiMsA tara kelI. kAraNa tI phule tyAcyA jAgevarUna toDalI mhaNUna hiMsA tara jhAlIca. paNa tI phule to svataHsAThI vAparata nAhI. tI phule to devAlA vAhato kiMvA jJAnI puruSAMnA vAhato, tI dravyapUjA jhAlI ase mhaTale jAIla. AtA hI hiMsA kelyAbaddala pAca Takke daMDa karA, ANi devAlA phUla vAhile mhaNUna cALIsa Takke praoNphITa dyA. kiMvA maga jJAnI puruSAMnA vAhilI mhaNUna tIsa Takke praoNphITa dyA. tarI dekhIla paMcavIsa Takke vAcale nA, Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 ahiMsA mhaNUna lAbhAlAbhAcyA vyApArAsAThI he jaga Ahe. lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAra kelA pAhije. ANi jara tyAta lAbha kamI hota asela va nukasAna jAsta hota asela tara mAtra te baMda karA. paNa ithe tara nukasAnApekSA lAbha jAsta hota Ahe. paNa tU phule vAhilIca nAhI, tara tujhA vyApAra baMdaca jhAlA samaja. phulAMcI pAkaLI jithe dukhAvate... praznakartA : AtAparyaMta jI phule toDalI asatIla, tara tyAce kAhI doSa, pApa lAgale asela kA? dAdAzrI : are, phule eka hajAra varSe toDalI, ANi eka AyuSya lokAMzI kiMvA gharAta kaSAya kele, tara phUla toDaNyAcyA doSApekSAhI hA kaSAyAcA doSa jAsta lAgato. mhaNUna devAne AdhI kaSAya baMda karaNyAsa sAMgitale. phulAMcI tara kAhI harakata nAhI. paNa tarIhI vinAkAraNa phule toDU naye. AvazyakatA asela, mhaNaje devAlA vAhaNyAsAThI toDalI tara harakata nAhI. hausesAThI toDU naye. praznakartA : paNa ase mhaTale Ahe nA kI 'puSpa pAMkhaDI jyAM dubhAya, jinavaranI nahI tyAM AjJA.' (phulAMcI pAkaLI jithe dukhAvalI jAta asela tithe jinavarAMcI AjJA nAhI.) dAdAzrI : he tara kRpALUdevAne mhaTale Ahe. tIrthaMkarAMnI lihile hote, te tIrthaMkarAMce zabda kRpALUdevAne lihile Aheta.paNa te koNAsAThI? tara jyAlA yA saMsArAtIla kuThalIhI vastU nako asela azA zreNIparyaMta pohocalA asela tyAcyAsAThI! ANi tumhAlA tara ajUna hA zarTa ghAlAyacA Ahe nA? praznakartA : tohI istrI kelelA! dAdAzrI : ho, ANi tohI istrI kelelA! mhaNaje yA saMsArAtIla Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 37 lokAMnA tara pratyeka vastU havI Ahe. mhaNUna sAMgatAta kI, 'bhagavaMtAlA phule vAhA.' ApalyA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtAMcyA murtIvara phule vAhatAta kI nAhI? he tumhI ajUnaparyaMta pAhile nAhI kA? mUrtipUjA karaNyAsa geleca nAhI nA?! tithe mUrtIvara phule vAhatAta. devAne sAdhUMnA sAMgitale hote kI tumhI bhAvapUjA karA ANi jaina loka dravyapUjA suddhA karatAta. dravyapUjA kelyAne tyAMcyA aDacaNI dUra hotAta. mhaNUna AmhI kAya sAMgato kI, jyAMnA aDacaNa asela tyAMnI jJAnI puruSAMnA phule vAhAvI ANi aDacaNa nasela tyAMnA kAhI garaja nAhI. sagaLyAMceca kAhI sArakhe asate kA? kityekAMnA bar2yAca aDacaNI asatAta! tyA sarva dUra hotAta. ANi 'jJAnI puruSAMnA' tara yAta kAhI aDatahI nAhI ANi naDatahI nAhI. tarI kityeka loka malA mhaNatAta kI, 'puSpa pAMkhaDI jithe dukhAvate jinavarAMcI tithe AjJA nAhI. devAcI AjJA nAhI nA?' mI mhaNAlo kI, 'hI tara kAlejacyA tisar2yA varSAcI goSTa Ahe, tilA AtA zALecyA dusarIcyA vargAta kazAsAThI ANatA? kaeNAlejacyA tisar2yA varSI yA goSTIMkaDe lakSa dyAve. maga tumhI he sarva zALecyA dusarIcyA vargAta kazAlA ANatA?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'hI kharokhara vicAra karaNyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe.' mI mhaNAlo kI, 'maga vicAra karA. he dusar2yA, tisar2yA vargAta ANaNyAcI garaja nAhI. tumhI zevaTacyA varSAta yAla tevhA karA nA!' tevhA mhaNAlA 'yAcI limiTa kitI asate?' mI mhaNAlo kI 'zevaTacyA janmAta mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnI lagna kele hote he tumhAlA mAhIta nAhI kA?' tevhA mhaNato kI,' ho, lagna kele hote.' mI vicArale, 'kitI varSAMparyaMta saMsArAta rAhile? tevhA mhaNe, 'tIsa varSAMparyaMta.' mI vicArale kI, 'saMsArAta rAhile yAcA kAhI purAvA Ahe kA tumacyAkaDe?' tevhA mhaNAlA kI, 'tyAMnA mulagI hotI nA! mI mhaNAlo, saMsArAta rAhile mhaNUna te strIce aparigrahI tara navhateca nA? te parigrahI hote. parIgrahI asatIla taraca mulagI asela nA? nAhI tara purAvA kasA asela? mhaNaje Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 ahiMsA tIsa varSAMparyaMta te parigrahI hote. maga bhagavaMtAnI ase kAya pAhile kI, strIcA (patnIcA) parigraha tyA janmAta asela ANi tyAca janmAta mokSAlAhI jAtA yeIla. maga tyAMnI ase kAya zodhUna kADhale? mhaNaje hI aMtima zreNIcI goSTa Ahe. mhaNaje devAcyA mUrtIlAhI phule vAhU zakato ANi ApalyA tIrthaMkarAMcyA mUrtIlAhI phule vAhU zakato. tase tara hA puSpa pAkaLIlAhI dukhAvata nAhI ANi pAhAyalA gele tara javaLacyAMzI kaSAya karuna karuna tyAMcA dama kADhUna TAkato. phulAcI pAkaLI paNa dukhAvata nAhI asA manuSya jara kutre jhopale asela tyAcyA javaLahUna nighAlA tarI kutryAlA jAga yeNAra nAhI, ase asate. phulAcI pAkaLI suddhA dukhAvaNAra nAhI he tara zevaTacyA janmAta, mokSa prApta karaNyAsAThI zevaTacI paMdharA varSe bAkI asatIla tevhAca baMda karAyace asate. mhaNUna akheracyA paMdharA varSAta he sarva baMda karAyace asate. ANi jevhApAsUna strIcA sahavAsa soDato tyAnaMtara ApaNahUna phUla vagaire sarva soDUna dyAve. ANi te tara ApoApaca baMda hota asate. toparyaMta vyavahArAta kasalIhI DhavaLADhavaLa karU naye. ekeMdriya jIvAMcI sRSTI praznakartA : he apakAya, teukAya, pRthvIkAya, vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya he sarva kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : he sAre ekeMdriya jIva Aheta. praznakartA : pANyAta jIva Ahe he AmacyA zraddheta basale Ahe mhaNUna AmhI pANI ukaLUna pito. dAdAzrI : mAjhA sAMgaNyAcA artha asA Ahe kI, pANyAtIla jIvAMbaddala tumhI je samajale AhAta ANi je sAMgata AhAta, te tara Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA lokAMnI sAMgitalele tumhI mAnUna ghetale Ahe. bAkI, hI goSTa sahaja samajela azI nAhI. Ajace moThamoThe vaijJAnika suddhA samajU zakaNAra nAhIta! kAraNa hI atizaya guhya goSTa Ahe. he phakta jJAnI svataH samajU zakatAta. paraMtu tumhAlA jarI vistArapUrvaka samajAvale tarI tumhAlA samajaNAra nAhI, azI hI goSTa Ahe. he je pAca ekeMdriya jIva Aheta nA, yAta phakta vanaspatikAya he ekaca tumhI samajU zakAla. bAkI vAyukAya, teukAya, jalakAya ANi pRthvIkAya yA cAra jIvAMnA samajaNyAsAThI khUpa ucca levala (zreNI) pAhije. praznakartA : sAyanTisTa yAvaraca saMzodhana karIta Aheta nA ! 39 dAdAzrI : paNa sAyanTisTa samajU zakaNAra nAhIta. phakta yA jhADAMviSayIceca samajU zakatIla. tehI phArase nAhI. kAhI aMzIca samajU zakatIla. ase Ahe, he mI tumhAlA bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta sAMgato. hI jhADapAne jI ughaDyA DoLyAMnI disatAta, te vanaspatikAya Ahe. yA jhADAta suddhA jIva Ahe. maga he vAyukAya, mhaNaje yA vAyutahI jIva Aheta, tyAMnA vAyukAya jIva mhaTale. naMtara hI mAtI Ahe nA, ticyA Ata jIva suddhA Ahe ANi mAtI suddhA Ahe. yA himAlayAta mAtI Ahe, dagaDa Ahe, yA sarvAta jIva Ahe. dagaDa suddhA jivaMta asatAta, tyAMnA pRthvIkAya jIva mhaTale Ahe. yA AgIcyA jvALA uThatAta tyAveLI tyA koLazAta agni nasato. te teukAya jIva tyA jvALAta jamA hoUna jAtAta. te teukAya jIva Aheta. he pANI pitAta, te tara nivvaLa jIvANUMpAsUnaca banale Ahe. ho, jIva ANi tyAcA deha - donhI ekatra jhAlyAne he pANI Ahe. tyAsa bhagavaMtAne apakAya jIva mhaTale Ahe. jyAMce pANIrUpI zarIra Ahe, ase kitItarI jIva jamA hotAta tevhA eka glAsa pANI tayAra hote. AtA pANI he jIva, anna he jIva, havA hehI jIva, he sarva nivvaLa jIvaca Aheta. Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 ahiMsA sidhdI, ahiMsecI praznakartA : tara AtA ahiMsA kazI kAya siddha hoIla ? dAdAzrI : ahiMsA ? ohoho ! hI ahiMsA siddha jhAlI tara manuSya devaca hoIla! sadyA tumhI thoDIphAra ahiMsA pALatA kA ? praznakartA : sAdhAraNa, jAsta nAhI. dAdAzrI : maga jarA jAsta pALaNyAce TharavA nA! are, ahiMsA siddha hoNyAcyA goSTI kazAlA karatA ? ahiMsA siddha jhAlI mhaNaje manuSya devaca jhAlA ! praznakartA : ahiMsA pALaNyAcA upAya sAMgA. dAdAzrI : eka tara, jyA jIvAMnA ApalyAkaDUna trAsa hoto, tyAMnA duHkha deU naye, tyAMnA trAsa deU naye. ANi gahU, bAjarI, tAMduLa vagaire sarva khAU zakatA. tyAsa harakata nAhI. tyAMnA ApalyAkaDUna trAsa hota nAhI, te bezudhdAvastheta Aheta. ANi yA kiDyA muMgyAMnA trAsa hoto mhaNUna te paLatAta, tevhA tyAMnA mArU naye. he zaMkha ziMpalyAce je jIva Aheta kI je hAlacAla karaNAre jIva Aheta, azA dona iMdriyAMpAsUna te pAca iMdriyAMparyaMtacyA jIvAMnA mAru naye. DhekaNAlAhI tumhI pakaDale tara tyAlA trAsa hoto. mhaNUna tumhI tyAMnA mArU nakA. samajale kA ? praznakartA : ho, samajale. dAdAzrI : ho. dusare mhaNaje sUryanArAyaNa mAvaLalyAnaMtara jevaNa karU nakA. AtA tisare, ahiMseta jIbhevara khUpa kaMTrola ThevAvA lAgato. tumhAlA koNI mhaTale kI tumhI nAlAyaka AhAta, he aikUna tumhAlA sukha vATate kI duHkha ? praznakartA: du:kha vATate. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 41 dAdAzrI : tevhA tumhI itake samajUna ghyAve kI ApaNa tyAlA nAlAyaka mhaTale tara tyAlA duHkha hoIla. hI paNa hiMsAca Ahe, mhaNUna ApaNa ase bolU naye. ahiMsA pALAyacI asela tara hiMsesAThI khUpa sAvadhAnatA bALagalI pAhije. je bolalyAne ApalyAlA duHkha hote tase ApaNa dusar2yAMnA bolU naye. naMtara manAta kharAba vicAra suddhA yAyalA nako. koNAkaDUna phukaTace miLavAyace, hisakAvUna ghyAyace, ase vicArahI yAyalA nakota. khUpa paise jamA karaNyAce vicAra paNa yetA kAmA naye. kAraNa zAstrakArAMnI kAya mhaTale Ahe kI, yA janmAta tujhyA hizobAta jevaDhe paise Aheta, tevaDhe tara tulA miLataca rAhaNAra Aheta. tevhA khUpa paise jamA karU asA vicAra karaNyAcI tulA garajaca nAhI. asA vicAra karazIla tara yAcA artha hiMsA karaNe asA hoto. kAraNa dusar2yAMce paise haDapaNe, mhaNajeca dusar2yAMcA koTA ApaNa miLavaNe, azI jI icchA hote, tyAta paNa hiMsAca sAmAvalelI Ahe. mhaNUna ase bhAva karU naye. praznakartA : basa, he tInaca upAya Aheta kA ahiMsece ? dAdAzrI : ajUnahI dusare Aheta, naMtara mAMsAhAra, aMDe kadhIhI khAU naye. naMtara baTATe, kAMde, lasUNa yAMcA vApara karU naye. nAIlAja asela tarIhI gheU naye. kAraNa kAMde, lasUNa hiMsaka asalyAmuLe mANasAlA krodhI banavatAta ANi krodha kelA mhaNaje samoracyAlA duHkha hote. dusar2yA jyA bhAjyA tumhAlA khAyacyA asatIla tyA tumhI khAU zakatA. AdhI moThyA jIvAMnA vAcavA AtA bhagavaMta kAya sAMgU icchitAta kI sarvAta prathama tumhI mANasAMnA japA. ho, ApalyA mana-vacana-kAyene kiMcitamAtra paNa duHkha hoNAra nAhI, evaDhI bAUnDrI (sImA) lakSAta ThevA. naMtara paMcendriya jIva gAI, mhazI, koMbaDI, bokaDa, yAMcIhI hiMsA karU nakA. bhale manuSyApekSA Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA thoDI-phAra kamI paNa tyAMcIhI kALajI ghyA. tyAMnA duHkha hoNAra nAhI azI kALajI ghyAvI. ithaparyaMta japAyace. manuSya vyatirikta paMcendriya jIvAMnA japAyace paNa te dusar2yA kramAMkAvara. naMtara tisar2yA kramAMkAvara koNa yetAta ? dona iMdriyAMcyA varIla jIvAMnA sAMbhALAyace. 42 AhArAta sarvAta ucca prakaracA AhAra koNatA ? tara ekendriya jIvAMcA! jyAMnA mokSa prApta karAyacA Ahe tyAMnA dona iMdriyAMpekSA varIla jIvAMcA AhArAsAThI upayoga karaNyAcA adhikAra nAhI. arthAta dona iMdriyAMpekSA jAsta iMdriya asalelyA jIvAMcI jokhIma ApaNa patkaru naye. kAraNa jitakI tyAMcI iMdriya, titakyA pramANAta puNyAcI garaja asate, tevaDhe mANasAce puNya vAparale jAte ! manuSyAlA AhAra ghetalyAzivAya suTakAca nAhI ANi tyA jIvAMce nukasAna manuSyAlA avazya hoteca. ekendriya jIvaca ApalA AhAra Ahe. tyAMcA ApaNa AhAra mhaNUna upayoga karato mhaNUna te bhojya ANi ApaNa bhoktA Ahota ANi toparyaMta ApalyAvara jabAbadArI yete. paNa bhagavaMtAne hI sUTa dilI Ahe. kAraNa tumhI mahAna zillaka (puNya) vAle AhAta ANi tumhI tyA jIvAMcA nAza karatA. paNa tumhI tyA jIvAMnA khAtA tyAta tyA jIvAMcA kAya phAyadA Ahe ? tyA jIvAMnA khAllyAne tyAMcA nAza tara hotoca. paNa yAta ase Ahe, kI tyA jIvAMnA AhAra mhaNUna tumhI khAlle mhaNUna tumhAlA tyAcA daMDa lAgato. paNa te khAUnahI tumhI jAsta naphA kamAvatA. pUrNa divasa jagale ANi dharma kelA tara tumhI zaMbharAcI kamAI karatA. tyAtIla dahAcA daMDa tumhAlA tyAMnA cukavAvA lAgato. mhaNaje tumacyAjavaLa navvada zillaka rAhatAta. ANi tumacyA kamAItUna dahA tyAMnA miLAlyAne tyAMcI urdhvagatI hote. mhaNaje hI tara nisargAcyA niyamAcyA AdhArAvaraca urdhvagatI hota Ahe. te ekeMdriyAtUna dona iMdriyAta yetAta. mhaNaje azAprakAre he kramAkramAne vADhataca cAlale Ahe. yA manuSyAMcyA phAyadyAtUna te jIva phAyadA miLavatAta. azA prakAre sarvAMcA hizoba cukatA hota rAhato. ase sAyansa lokAMnA samajata nAhI nA! Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 43 mhaNUna ekeMdriyAta hAta ghAlU nakA. ekeMdriya jIvAta tumhI hAta ghAtalA tara tumhI igoIjamavAle AhAta, ahaMkArI AhAta. ekeMdriya jIva he trasa jIva (jyAMnA trAsa hoto, ase jIva) nAhIta, tevhA ekendriya jIvAMsAThI vikalpa karaNyAcI tumhAlA garaja nAhI. kAraNa hA tara vyavahAraca Ahe. khAve-pyAve lAgela, sarva karAve lAgela. ____ bAkI, saMpUrNa jaga he jIvajaMtuca Ahe. ekeMdriya jIvAMce tara sarva he jIvanaca Ahe. jIvAzivAya yA jagAta dusare kAhIca nAhI. ANi nirjiva vastU khAU zakataca nAhI. mhaNUna jIva asaNArI vastUca khAvI lAgate, tyAneca zarIrAlA poSaNa miLate. ANi ekeMdriya jIva Ahe tyAmuLe tyAta rakta, pU, mAMsa nAhI, mhaNUna ekeMdriya jIva khANyAcI tumhAlA suTa dilI Ahe. maga yAta jara tumhI itakI ciMtA karata basAla tara kadhI pAra yeIla? tyA jIvAMcI ciMtA karAyacIca nAhI. kharokhara jyAcI ciMtA karAyalA pAhije te rAhUnaca gele ANi jyAcI ciMtA karaNyAcI garaja nAhI tyAcyA ciMteta paDale. yA azA bArIka hiMsecI ciMtA karaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. koNatA AhAra uttama? praznakartA : kramika mArgAta kAhI TharAvika prakAracA AhAra khANyAsa kA manAI kelI Ahe ? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, AhArAce prakAra Aheta. tyAta manuSyAlA atyaMta ahitakArI AhAra, kI jyApekSA jAsta ahitakArI dusare kAhIca nAhI, ase aMtima prakArace ahitakArI mhaNaje manuSyAce mAMsa khANe. AtA yApekSA cAMgale koNate? jyA prANyAMcI pille adhika pramANAta vADhata asatIla tyA prANyAMce mAMsa khANe te cAMgale, mhaNaje yA koMbaDayA, badake yAMcI prajotyattI jAsta asalyAmuLe pillyAMcI saMkhyA vADhate. yA gAI-mhazIMcyA pillAMcI saMkhyA kamI pramANAta vADhate. yA mAzyAMcI Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA saMkhyA khUpa vADhate. tara tyAMce mAMsa khANe cAMgale. tyAhUna puDhe jara koNI mhaNela kI, 'AmhAlA pragatI karAyacI Ahe.' tara tevhA he mAMsa khANehI nukasAnakAraka Ahe. tyApekSA tU aMDe khA. mAMsa khAU nakosa. AtA yAhUna puDhe jAyace asela tara tyAlA mhaNena kI, 'tU kaMdamULa khA.' yAhUna puDhe jAyace asela tara tyAlA AmhI sAMgU, 'yA kaMdamULAzivAya varaNabhAta, poLI, lADU, tUpa, guLa he sarva khA.' ANi yAhIpekSA puDhacI pragatI karAyacI asela tara ApaNa sAMgU kI, 'he sahA vIgaI Aheta, jasekI guLa, tUpa, madha, dahI, loNI ityAdI, he sarva khANe baMda kara ANi varaNabhAta, bhAjI poLI khA.' yAnaMtara bAkI kAhI urata nAhI. yApramANe AhArAce prakAra Aheta. yAta jyAlA jo prakAra AvaDela to tyAne ghyAvA. he sarva mArga dAkhavale Aheta. yApramANe AhArAce varNana Ahe. ANi he varNana samajaNyAsAThI Ahe karaNyAsAThI nAhI. bhagavaMtAne AhArAta ase bheda kA pADale? tara tyAmuLe AvaraNa tuTAve mhaNUna. yA mArgAne cAlalAta tara AtIla AvaraNe tuTata jAtIla. vijJAna, rAtrIbhojanAce praznakartA : rAtrI bhojanAviSayI kAhI mArgadarzana dyA. jaina lokAta tyAcA niSedha Ahe. dAdAzrI : jara rAtrIbhojana kele nAhI tara te sarvAta uttama Ahe. hI cAMgalI dRSTI Ahe. dharmAzI yAce kAhI deNegheNe nAhI, tarIhI yAsa dharmAta samAviSTa kele, yAce kAya kAraNa asela? kI jevaDhI zarIrAcI zuddhI asela tevaDhI dharmAta pragatI karatA yete. yA kAraNAne dharmAta samAviSTa kele. bAkI, dharmAta yAcI kAhI garaja nAhI. paraMtu zarIrAcyA zuddhIsAThI hI sarvAta cAMgalI vastU Ahe. praznakartA : maga vItarAgAMnI lokAMnA rAtrIbhojana karU naye ase je sAMgatile te pApa-puNyAsAThI hote kI, zArIrika svAsthyAsAThI hote? Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA hote. 45 dAdAzrI : zArIrika svAsthyAsAThI ANi hiMsesAThIhI sAMgitale praznakartA: paraMtu rAtrI bhojana kA karu naye ? dAdAzrI : sUryAcyA hajerIta saMdhyAkALace jevaNa karAve. ase jainamata Ahe ANi vedAMtAtahI ase sAMgitale Ahe. joparyaMta sUryAcI upasthitI asate toparyaMta Ata pAkaLI ughaDI asate mhaNUna tyAveLI jevUna ghyAve, ase vedAMtAta sAMgitale Ahe. mhaNaje tumhI jara rAtrI AhAra ghetalA tara kAya nukasAna hoIla ? tara te kamaLa baMda jhAlyAmuLe rAtrI annapacana lavakara hotaca nAhI. zivAya dusare kAya nukasAna hoIla te yA tIrthaMkarAMnI sAMgitale kI rAtrI sUryAsta jhAlyAnaMtara je jIvajaMtu phirata asatAta te sarva jIva ApApalyA gharI paratatAta. kAvaLe, kutre, kabutara, naMtara AkAzAtIla jIva, sarva gharI paratatAta, ApApalyA gharaTyAkaDe prayANa karatAta. aMdhAra hoNyAcyA Ata gharAta ziratAta. puSkaLa veLA AkAzAta jabaradasta Dhaga asatAta azAveLI sUrya mAvaLalA kI nAhI nAhI he samajata nAhI. paNa jevhA he jIva gharaTyAkaDe paratatAta tevhA samajAve kI AttA sUryanArAyaNa mAvaLalA. te jIva tyAMcyA AMtarika zaktIne samajU zakatAta. AtA tyAveLI lahAnAta lahAna jIva suddhA gharAta ziratAta ANi atizaya sUkSma jIva kI, je ApaNa DoLyAMnI pAhU zakata nAhI, durbiNInehI pAhU zakata nAhI, ase jIva suddhA gharAta ziratAta. Ata ziralyAvara jithe anna asela tyAvara basatAta. ApalyA lakSAtahI yeta nAhI kI te Ata basalele Aheta, kAraNa tyAMcA raMgaca asA asato kI te jara bhAtAvara basale tara bhAtAcyAca raMgAce disatIla. bhAkarIvara basale tara bhAkarIsArakhe ANi poLIvara basale tara poLIsArakheca disatIla. mhaNUna rAtrI he anna khAU naye. rAtrIbhojana karu naye, tarIhI loka karatAta. ANi kityeka lokAMnA tara he mAhItahI nAhI kI rAtrIbhojanAne kAya nukasAna hote. ANi jyAMnA Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 ahiMsA mAhIta Ahe te dusar2yA saMyogAta guMtalele asatAta. bAkI rAtrIbhojana kele nAhI tara phAraca uttama Ahe. kAraNa te mahAvrata Ahe. itara pAca mahAvratAbarobara he sahAve mahAvrata Ahe. praznakartA : kAhI kAraNAne rAtrIbhojana karAve lAgale tara yAta karmAce baMdhana Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : nAhI. karmAce baMdhana vagaire kAhI nAhI. te kazAmuLe toDAve lAgate? ANi rAtrI bhojanAcA tyAga kelA, te koNItarI zikavale asela nA? praznakartA : jaina lokAMce saMskAra asatAta nA! dAdAzrI : ho. tara maga mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMce nAva gheUna pratikramaNa karAve. hI bhagavaMtAMcI AjJA Ahe mhaNUna AjJA pALAvI. ANi jyA divazI pALale gele nAhI tevhA tyAMcI mAphI mAgUna ghyAvI. mhaNaje jara ahiMsA pALAyacI asela tara zakyatovara divasA jevaNa kelele uttama. tumace zarIrahI khUpa suMdara rAhila. tumhI nehamIca lavakara jevatA kA? praznakartA : nukatIca suruvAta kelI Ahe. dAdAzrI : koNI karAyalA sAMgitale? praznakartA : svata:cyA iccheneca. dAdAzrI : paNa AtA he ahiMsecyA hetUne karata Ahe ase mAnA. 'dAdAMnI' malA (ahiMsecI) samaja dilI ANi tI malA AvaDalI, mhaNUna mI AtA he ahiMsesAThIca karata Ahe ase samajUna karA. kAraNa te jara hetUzivAya asela tara vyartha jAte. samajA tumhI mhaTale kI, mI phaoNrenalA jANyAsAThIca paise bharata Ahe tara phaoNrena jANyAce tikITa tumhAlA miLela. paNa tumhI ase kAhI sAMgitaleca nasela tara maga tumhAlA kazAce tikITa detIla? Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 47 kaMdamULa, sUkSma jIvAMce bhAMDAra praznakartA : kaMdamULa khAtAta tyAta kAhI niSedha Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : khUpa moThA niSedha. rAtrIbhojanAvara evaDhA niSedha nAhI. rAtrIbhojana dusar2yA naMbara vara yete. praznakartA : kAMde-baTATe yAta anaMta jIva Aheta? dAdAzrI : ho, te anaMtakAya jIva Aheta, maga? praznakartA : maga tumhI te khANyAcA bodha detA kA? dAdAzrI : bhagavaMtAne manAI kelI Ahe. bhagavaMtAne manAI kelI Ahe he tumacyA biliphamadhye asAyalAca pAhije. ANi tarI dekhIla tumacyAkaDUna khAlle gele tara to tumacyA karmAcA udaya Ahe. tarI paNa tumacI zradhdA mAtra bighaDAyalA nako. bhagavaMtAne je sAMgitale Ahe, tyAbaddala zraddhA bighaDAyalA nako. praznakartA : kaMdamULa khAU naye, ase kA sAMgitale? dAdAzrI : kaMdamULa tara meMdUlA jAgRta hoU deta nAhI. praznakartA : ekeMdriya jIvAcI hAnI hoIla yAsAThI nAhI? dAdAzrI : he tara loka ase samajatAta kI, baTATyAtIla jIvAce rakSaNa vhAve mhaNUna khAU naye. AtA jara kA baTATe AvaData asatIla tara jAsta puDhemAge karu nakA, kAraNa hyA kALAta lokAMnA dusare kAhI AvaData nAhI. ANi tehI soDale tara kAya karatIla? praznakartA : paNa ase mhaNatAta kI baTATe khAlle tara pApa lAgate? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, kuThalyAhI jIvAlA duHkha dile tara pApa lAgela. khare tara navar2yAlA, bAyakolA, mulAMnA, zejAr2yAMnA duHkha dayAla Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 ahiMsA bha) utpanna hone jaDatA yete ANi bhAvAMce bhAMDAraca Ahe. tara pApa lAgela. bAkI, baTATA khAllyAne tumhAlA kAya nukasAna hoIla? tara tyAmuLe meMdUcI sthUlatA yeIla, jaDa budhdI hoIla. kaMdamULAta sUkSma jIva puSkaLa pramANAta Aheta, nivvaLa jIvAMce bhAMDAraca Ahe. tyAmuLe kaMdamULa khAllyAne jaDatA yete ANi kaSAyabhAva (krodha, mana, mAyA, lobha) utpanna hotAta. ApalyAlA tara jAgRtIcI garaja Ahe. mhaNUna kaMdamULa kamI khAlle gele tara cAMgale. paNa tehI bhagavaMtAMcyA AjJeta AlyAnaMtara jAgRtIcI garaja Ahe. ANi kaMdamULa khAla tara jAgRtI maMda hoUna jAIla ANi jAgRtI maMda jhAlI tara mokSa kasA miLavaNAra? _mhaNaje bhagavaMtAne yA sarva khar2yA goSTI sAMgitalyA Aheta. ANi he sarva tumacyAkaDUna pALalyA gelyA tara pALA ANi nAhI pALalyA gelA tarI harakata nAhI. jitakyA zakya asatIla titakyA pALA. jara pALalyA gelyA tara cAMgalIca goSTa Ahe. sarvAta moThI hiMsA, kaSAyAta he tara sarva ulaTeca dharuna Thevale Ahe, ekA bAjUlA ase karatAta ANi ekA bAjUlA kaSAya karatAta! mhaNaje tIna rupayAcA naphA karatAta ANi karoDa rupayAce nukasAna karatAta! AtA yAlA (kharA) vyApArI kase mhaNatA yeIla? ANi baghA nA, he ase zevaTaparyaMta dharuna ThevatAta ANi tazI tara apAra hiMsA karatAta. yA jagAta sarvAta moThI hiMsA asela tara tI mhaNaje kaSAyAMcI! koNI vicArale kI bhAU, hA manuSya jIva mArato ANi hA manuSya kaSAya karato, tara jAsta pApa koNAlA lAgela? tara kaSAya karaNAr2yAlA jAsta pApa lAgela, kAraNa kaSAyacI evaDhI moThI kiMmata Ahe, jIva mAraNAr2yApekSAhI kaSAya karaNyAta jAsta pApa lAgate. hI goSTa samajA yA azA sarva goSTI bhagavaMtAnI sAMgitalelyA Aheta ANi he tumhAlA samajaNyAsAThI sAMgitale gele Ahe. yAta Agraha dharAyacA nAhI. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA tumhAlA jevaDhe zakya hoIla tevaDhe karA. bhagavaMtAne ase nAhI sAMgitale kI tumacyA kSamatepalIkaDece karA. jJAnI ekhAdyA goSTIce zepUTa (Agraha) dharuna ThevatIla ase nasatAta. ANi dusare loka tara zepUTaca dharuna ThevatAta. jJAnI tara kAya sAMgata hote kI lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAra pAhA! zarIrAlA kAMdyAcA paMcavIsa Takke phAyadA jhAlA ANi kAMdA khAllyAne pAca Takke nukasAna jhAle, mhaNaje ApalyAlA vIsa TakkyAMcA phAyadA jhAlA azA prakAre karata asata. jevhA kI yA lokAMnI lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAraca uDavUna TAkalA ANi mArUna-ThokUna 'kAMdA khANe baMda kara, baTATA khANe baMda kara' ase karAyalA sAMgitale. are, paNa he kazAsAThI? baTATyAzI tumace vaira Ahe ? kI kAMdyAzI vaira Ahe? ANi tyAlA tara je soDale asela nA tyAcIca satata AThavaNa yeta rAhate. devAsArakhI, satata tyAcIca AThavaNa yeta rAhIla! ___ 'AmhI' suddhA niyama pALala hote mI kAhI jaina navhato. mI jenetara hoto. paNa tarIhI he AtmajJAna hoNyApUrvI kAyamasAThI kaMdamULAcA tyAga hotA. nehamIca coviyAra asAyacA, nehamI garama pANI (ukaLUna) pita hoto. bAheragAvI gelo kI kuThehI gelo tarIhI ukaLalele pANI asAyace. AmhI ANi AmacA bhAgIdAra, AmhI doghehI ukaLalelyA pANyAcyA bATalyA sobata Thevata hoto. mhaNaje AmhI tara bhagavaMtAcyA niyamAtaca rAhata hoto. __ AtA koNAlA he niyama pALaNe kaThINa vATata asela tara ase kAhI nAhI kI tumhI sarva niyama pALaleca pAhijeta. mI tumhAlA ase sAMgaNAra nAhI kI tumhI aseca karA. tumacyAkaDUna hoIla tara karA. hI cAMgalI goSTa Ahe, hitakArI Ahe. bhagavaMtAne te hitakArI Ahe mhaNUna sAMgitale Ahe, tyAlA (AgrahAne) dharuna ThevaNyAsAThI sAMgitalele nAhI. tyAce AgrahI hoNyAsa sAMgitale nAhI. Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 ahiMsA AmhA jJAnI puruSAMnA tara tyAgAtyAga nasato. tarI paNa kityeka loka itake duHkhI hotAta kI, 'tumhI coviyAra karata nAhI? AmhAlA khUpa duHkha vATate. mI sAMgitale,' 'maga ceviyAra karu.' kAya karAve maga? kAraNa jJAnI jhAlyAnaMtara tyAgAtyAga saMbhavata nAhI, paNa maga lokAMnA samajela tyAnusAra karatAta. bAkI, AmhAlA koNatyAhI goSTIcI icchAca nAhI nA! AmhAlA tara bhagavaMtAne hiMsecyA samudrAta ahiMsaka mhaTale Ahe. bAkI, AmhI tara pUrvIpAsUnaca kAyama coviyAra karIta hoto. AtA tara AmhAlA kadhI satsaMgAsAThI jAyace asate nA, tevhA kadhI coviyAra asato ANi veLa prasaMgI dona-cAra divasa coviyAra nasatohI. paNa AmacA hetU mAtra coviyArAcA asato. tI mukhya vastU Ahe. / ukaLalele pANI, piNyAta... praznakartA : pANyAlA ukaLUna piNyAce sAMgitale Ahe te kazA sAThI? dAdAzrI : te kAya sAMgU icchitAta? kI pANyAcyA ekA theMbAta anaMta jIva Aheta. mhaNUna pANyAlA khUpa ukaLale kI te jIva marUna jAtAta. ANi naMtara te pANI pyAyale tara tumace zarIra cAMgale nirogI rAhila ANi tyAmuLe AtmadhyAna rAhila. tevhA loka yA goSTIlA bhalateca samajUna basale. bhagavaMtAne tara zarIra nirogI rAhaNyAsAThI sarva prayoga sAMgitale Aheta. mhaNUna pANI ukaLUna piNyAsa sAMgitale. pANI ukaLale nAhI tara tyAsa jIvahiMsA pALalI ase mhaTale jAIla. svataHce zarIra jarI bighaDale tarI cAlela paNa AmhI tara pANI ukaLaNAra nAhI. paraMtu bhagavaMtAne tara pANI ukaLUna piNyAce sAMgitale Ahe, kAraNa tyAmuLe tumace Arogya cAMgale rAhIla. ANi ATha tAsAnaMtara punhA tyAta jIva paDatIla mhaNUna ATha tAsAnaMtara te pANI piU nakA, naMtara dusare pANI ukaLUna ghyA, ase sAMgatAta. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 51 mhaNaje pANI garama karaNe he hiMsesAThI sAMgitale nAhI, he tara zArIrika ArogyAsAThI sAMgitale Ahe. pANI garama kelyAne tyAtale jalakAya jIva maratAta. paraMtu he tyAcyA pApAsAThI sAMgitalele nAhI, tumacyA zarIrAsAThI khUpa lAbhadAyaka Ahe, poTAta jIvANU utpanna hoU naye ANi jJAnAvara AvaraNa yeU naye, yAsAThI sAMgitale Ahe. pANI garama kelyAne je moThe jaMtU asatAta te sarva marUna jAtAta. praznakartA : maga tara tI hiMsA jhAlI nA? dAdAzrI : yA hiMsecI harakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra nirogI rAhile tara tumhI dharmakArya karU zakatA. nAhI tarI sarva hiMsAca Ahe nA. yA jagAta nusatI hiMsAca Ahe. hiMsecyA palIkaDe eka akSarahI nAhI. tumhI je khAtA, pitA he sarva jIvaca Aheta. ___ tara AtA bhagavaMtAne ekeMdriya jIvAMsAThI ase sarva karaNyAsa sAMgitaleleca nAhI. he tara sarva ulaTeca samajUna ghetale Ahe. ekeMdriya jIvAsAThI jara ase sAMgitale asate nA, tara 'ukaLalyA zivAyace thaMDa pANIca pyA, pANI ukaLalyAne sarva jIva marUna jAtAta' ase sAMgitale asate. pANI garama karaNyAta kitI jIva mArale? praznakartA : aneka. dAdAzrI : tyAta jIva disata nAhIta. paNa he pANI Ahe nA, te apakAya jIva Aheta, tyAMcI kAyA, tyAMce zarIraca pANI Ahe. bolA AtA, tyAta jIva kuThe basale asatIla? lokAMnA te kase sApaDatIla? he tara zarIra disate. yA sarva jIvAMce zarIra ekatra kele. teca pANI Ahe. pANIrupI jyAMce zarIra Ahe ase te jIva Aheta. AtA yAcA kadhI aMta yeIla? hiravyA bhAjIpAlyAta samajale ulaTe praznakartA : pAvasALyAta hiravyA phaLabhAjyA pAlebhAjyA, khAU naye ase sAMgitale Ahe te kazAsAThI? Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : hiravyA bhAjIpAlyAviSayI paNa lokAMnI ulaTeca samajUna ghetale Ahe. hiravyA bhAjyA mhaNaje jIvAMcI hiMsA navhe. hiravyA bhAjyAMvara sUkSma jIvajaMtu basatAta ANi te jIvajaMtu poTAta gele tara roga hotAta, zarIrAlA trAsa hoto mhaNUna maga dharma kArya karu zakata nAhI. yAsAThI bhagavaMtAne pAvasALyAta hiravyA bhAjyA khANyAsa manAI kelI Ahe. AmhI kAya sAMgU icchito kI, tumhI ase ulaTe kA samajatA. mhaNaje je copaDaNyAce (auSadha) hote te sarva piUna TAkale ANi je piNyAsa sAMgitale hote, te copaData rAhatAta mhaNUna tara roga barA hota nAhI. 'enTIbAyoTiksane' hoNArI hiMsA praznakartA : tApa AlA, phoDa jhAle, tyAta pU jhAlA, maga te jaMtu mArUna TAkaNyAce auSadha detAta... dAdAzrI : azA jaMtuMcI ciMtA karAyacI nAhI. praznakartA : poTAta kRmI jhAle asatIla ANi tyAlA jara auSadha dile nAhI tara to mulagA maruna jAIla. dAdAzrI : tyAlA ase auSadha pAjA kI jyAmuLe Ata kRmI vagaire kAhI rAhaNAraca nAhI, te karAveca lAgela. praznakartA : AtA Atma sAdhanesAThI dehAlA cAMgale ThevAve paNa te karatAnA itara jIvAMcI hAnI hota asela tara te karAve kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, AtmasAdhanA kazAlA mhaNatAta? kI tumhAlA dehAcI kALajI ghyAyacI Ahe, asA bhAva ThevalA tara sAdhanA kamI hoIla. jara pUrNa sAdhanA karAyacI asela tara tumhI zarIrAcI kALajI gheU nakA. zarIra tara tyAce sarva sobata gheUna Ale Ahe, sarvaca prakAracA sAMbhALa gheUna Ale Ahe. tumhAlA tyAta kAhI DhavaLADhavaLa karaNyAcI Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA garaja nAhI. tumhI AtmasAdhaneta pUrNapaNe, hanDreDa parsenTa lakSa ghAlA. ANi he dusare sarva kampliTaca Ahe. mhaNUnaca mI sAMgato nA, kI bhUtakALa nighUna gelA, bhaviSyakALa 'vyavasthita-zaktIcyA' tAbyAta Ahe. mhaNUna vartamAnAta rAhA. tarI suddhA AmhI kAya sAMgato kI, jyA dehAne jJAnI puruSAMnA oLakhale, tyAsa mitra samAna mAnA. hI auSadhe hiMsaka asatIla tarIhI tyAcA upayoga karA paNa zarIrAcI kALajI ghyA. kAraNa hA lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAra Ahe. yA zarIrAne jJAnI puruSAMnA oLakhale Ahe ANi ase he zarIra jara ANakhI dona varSa jAsta Tikale tara dona varSAta tara te jabaradasta kAma karU zakela. ekIkaDe hiMsA jhAlyAbaddala nukasAna hoIla, paNa yA nukasAnIpekSA vIsa paTIcI kamAI Ahe. tara vIsamadhUna ekoNIsa tara ApalyAkaDe rAhile. mhaNaje hA lAbhAlAbhAcA vyApAra Ahe. ___bAkI, kevaLa jIvajaMtuca Aheta. he jaga mhaNaje nivvaLa jIvaca Aheta. hA zvAsa gheNyAta tara kitItarI jIva marUna jAtAta, maga ApaNa kAya karAve? zvAsa ghetalyAzivAya basUna rAhAyace? basUna rAhile asate tara cAMgale, tyAMcA nivADA (!) lAgalA asatA. hA tara ugAcaca veDepaNA kelA Ahe. AtA yA sarvAMcA tara kadhI aMtaca yeNAra nAhI. tevhA tumhI je kAhI karata asAla te karata rAhA. yAta kAhI DhavaLADhavaLa karaNyAcI garajaca nAhI. phakta jyA jIvAMnA ApalyAkaDUna trAsa hoto, azA jIvAMnA zakyatovara duHkha deU nakA. AhAra, DevalapamenTacyA AdhAre phaoNrenavAle kAya mhaNatAta? 'devAne he jaga banavale mhaNUna yA manuSyAMnA banavale. ANi dusare sarva bokaDa-mAse he AmhAlA khANyAsAThI devAne banavale.' are, tumacyA khANyAsAThI banavale tara maga he mAMjara, kutre, Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA vAgha yAMnA kA khAta nAhI ! khANyAsAThI banavale asela tara sarva sArakheca banavale asate nA? deva ase karata nAhI. devAne banavale asela tara tumacyAsAThI sarva khANyAlAyaka vastUca banavela. paNa he tara tyAcabarobara aphINa suddhA banavato kI nAhI banavata ? ANi kUca (eka prakArace jaMgalI ropaTe ) suddhA asate nA ? tyAlAhI banavato nA? jara deva banavata asela tara he sagaLe kazAsAThI banavela ? kUca ANi yA sagaLyAMcI kAya garaja Ahe ? manuSyAlA sukha deNAr2yAca sarva vastU banavela nA! mhaNUna cukIce jJAna prApta karUna ghetale kI, he devAne banavale. ANi he phaoNrenavAle tara ajUna punarjanmalAhI samajata nAhIta. mhaNUna tyAMnA ase vATate kI, he sarva ApalyA khANyAsAThIca Ahe. AtA jara punarjanmAlA samajatIla tara tyAMcyA manAta vicAra yeIla kI, jara ApalA asA janma jhAlA tara kAya hoIla ? paNa tyAMnA asA vicAra yeta nAhI. 54 ApalyA hiMdustAnAtIla lokAMnA asA vicAra AlA, mhaNUna he brAmhaNa loka mhaNatAta kI, AmhI mAMsAhAra karU zakata nAhI, vaizya mhaNatAta kI, AmhI paNa karU zakata nAhI. kSudra mhaNatAta AmhI karu zakato. paNa te loka tara melelyA prANyAlAhI khAtAta. ANi he kSatriya suddhA mAMsAhAra karatAta. cIDa, mAMsAhArIvara dAdAzrI : tumhI vhejiTeriyana pasaMta karatA kI naoNna vhejiTeriyana ? praznakartA : mI ajUna naoNnavhejiTeriyana cAkhalele nAhI. dAdAzrI : paNa tI cAMgalI vastU Ahe ase kadhI bolale nAhI ? praznakartA : nAhI. mI vhejiTeriyana Ahe. paNa yAcA artha asA nAhI kI, naoNnavhejiTeriyana vAITa Ahe. dAdAzrI : barobara Ahe. mI tyAsa vAITa mhaNata nAhI. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 55 mI vimAnAne yeta hoto. mAjhyA sITavara mI ekaTAca hoto, mAjhyAjavaLa dusare koNIhI navhate. eka moThA musalamAna zeTha hotA, to tyAcyA sITavarUna uThUna mAjhyA zejArI basalA, mI kAhI bolalo nAhI. naMtara to haLUca malA mhaNAlA kI, 'mI musalamAna Ahe ANi AmhI naoNnavheja khAto. tara tumhAlA yAbaddala kAhI duHkha hota nAhI?' mI mhaNAlo, 'nAhI, nAhI. mI tumacyA sobata jevAyalA basU zakato. phakta itakeca kI mI te gheta nAhI. tumhI je karata AhAta te tumacyAnusAra yogyaca karata AhAta. tyAta Amace kAhIca gheNedeNe nAhI.' tevhA zeTha mhaNAle,' tarIhI AmacyAviSayI tumhAlA abhAva hota asela nA?' mI mhaNAlo 'nAhI, nAhI. tumacI hI mAnyatA soDUna dyA. kAraNa tumhAlA te janmajAta miLAlele Ahe. tumacyA AIne naoNnavhejiTeriyana khAlle Ahe ANi tumace raktaca naoNnavhejiTeriyanavAle Ahe. maga AtA harakata koNAsAThI Ahe? tara jyAcyA raktAta naoNnavheja nasela, jyAMcyA AIcyA dudhAta naoNnavheja nasela, tyAlA mAtra khANyAcI sUTa nAhI. ANi tumhI khAtA te phAyadekAraka-nukasAnakAraka yAcA vicAra kelyAzivAya khAtA. phAyadA-nukasAna samajUna gheta nAhIta.' mhaNUna mAMsAhAra je khAta asatIla, tyAMcyAvara ciDaNyAsArakhe nAhI. hI tara phakta ApalI kalpanAca Ahe. bAkI, jyA lokAMcA svata:cA asA AhAra Ahe, tyAsa AmacI harakata nAhI. svataH kApUna khAla? praznakartA : paNa Aja tara sosAyaTIta rAhAyalA gele mhaNUna mAMsAhAra karata asatAta. dAdAzrI : hA tara zauka mhaTalA jAto. ApalyA AIcyA dudhAta Alele asela tara tumhAlA nehamIsAThI khANyAsa harakata nAhI. praznakartA : AI mAMsAhAra karata nasela tara kAya karAve? Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : tara maga tumhI kase khAU zakatA? tumacyA blaDamadhye Ale nasela tara te tumhAlA kase pacela? tumhAlA Aja pacana jhAle ase vATate, paNa zevaTI tara nukasAnaca hota asate. he tumhAlA Aja samajaNAra nAhI. mhaNUna nAhI khAlle tara uttama Ahe. suTata nasela tara 'nukasAnakAraka Ahe, soDale tara uttama Ahe' azI bhAvanA ThevAvI. bAkI, ApalyA yA gAI kadhIca mAMsAhAra karata nAhIta, he ghoDe ANi mhazI suddhA mAMsAhAra karata nAhIta, ANi te zaukahI Thevata nAhIta. khUpa upAzI asatIla tarI paNa mAMsAhAra samora Thevale tara te khANAra nAhIta. itake tara yA janAvarAMmadhyehI asate. paNa AtA tara hI hiMduMcI mule ANi jainAMcI mule, jyAMce AI-bApa kadhI mAMsAhAra karIta nAhIta, tehI AtA mAMsAhAra karaNyAce zikale Aheta. tevhA mI tyAMnA mhaNAlo, 'tumhAlA mAMsAhAra karAyacA asela tara mAjhI harakata nAhI paNa tumhI svataH kApUna khA. koMbaDI asela, tara tumhI svataH koMbaDI kApUna khA.' are, rakta pAhaNyAcI tara zaktI nAhI ANi mAMsAhAra karatA? rakta pAhile tarI kitI ghAbaratAta! mhaNaje mI kAya khAta Ahe yAcehI bhAna nAhI. ANi jevhA tU rakta pAhazIla nA tevhA te tulA baghavaNAraca nAhI, he tara je rakta pAhatAta nA, tyAMceca kAma. je raktAta kheLale asatIla azA kSatriyAMce te kAma Ahe. rakta pAhilyAvara ghAbarAyalA hote kI nAhI? praznakartA : ubaga yeto. ghAbarAyalA hote. dAdAzrI : tara maga azI vyaktI mAMsAhAra karUca kazI zakate? dusarA koNI kApato ANi te tumhI khAtA he miniMgalesa Ahe. jevhA koMbaDyAlA kApale jAte tyAveLI tumhI tyAcI kiMkALI aikAla nA, tara AyuSyabhara tumace vairAgya jANAra nAhI, evaDhe pracaMDa du:kha asate. mI te svataH aikale hote. tevhA malA vATale kI arere, tyAMnA kitI duHkha hota asela?! mahimA, sAtvika AhArAcA / praznakartA : bhagavaMtAMcyA bhaktIta zAkAhArI lokAMnA ANi Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA mAMsAhArI lokAMnA kAhI aDathaLA yeU zakato kA ? yAviSayI Apale kAya maMtavya Ahe ? 57 dAdAzrI : ase Ahe kI, mAMsAhArI kasA asalA pAhije ? tyAcyA AIcyA dudhAta mAMsAhArAce dUdha asale pAhije. azA mAMsAhArIlA bhagavaMtAcyA bhaktisAThI harakata nAhI. tyAcyA AIce dUdha mAMsAhArI nasela ANi naMtara to mAMsAhArI jhAlA tara tyAsa harakata Ahe. bAkI, bhaktisAThI zAkAhArI ANi mAMsAhArIta kAhIca harakata nAhI. praznakartA : tara maga zuddha ANi sAtvika AhArAzivAya bhaktI hoU zakate kI nAhI hoU zakata ? dAdAzrI : nAhI hoU zakata. paNa AtA yA kALAta tara kAya karu zakato ? zuddha sAtvika AhAra ApalyAlA prApta vhAvA kiMvA te asaNe he khUpa kaThINa Ahe ANi azA kaliyugAta manuSya ghasaraNAra nAhI, kaliyugAcA prabhAva tyAcyAvara paDaNAra nAhI azI mANase phAra kamI asatAta. nAhItara tyAMnA tase mitra bheTatAta kiMvA ase koNI bheTatAta kI je tyAlA cukIcyA mArgI lAvatAta. tyAMcyAta kusaMga zirato. praznakartA : ajANatepaNI aghaTita AhAra ghetalA gelA asela tara tyAcA kAhI pariNAma hoto kA ? dAdAzrI : sagaLyAMce ajANatepaNIca hota rAhile Ahe. tarIhI tyAcA pariNAma hoto. jara cukUna ApalA hAta vistavAvara paDalA tara ? lahAna mulAsahI vistava bhAjata nAhI kA ? lahAna mule suddhA bhAjatAta. ase he jaga ajANatepaNI kelelyA kiMvA jANatepaNI kelelyA, sarvAMnA sArakheca phaLa dete. phakta bhogaNyAcI rIta vegaLI Ahe. ajANatepaNI karaNAr2yAlA ajANatepaNI bhogAve lAgate ANi jANatepaNI karaNAr2yAlA jANUna bhogAve lAgate. itakAca pharaka Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje annAcA pariNAma manAvara paDato, he paNa nizcita Ahe ? Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : hA sarva AhArAcAca pariNAma Ahe. he je anna khAto, te poTAta gelyAnaMtara tyAcI brAnDI tayAra hote ANi brAnDImuLe divasabhara bezudhdapaNe tanmayAkAra rAhato. hA jo sAtvika AhAra Ahe nA, tyAcI suddhA agadI thoDyA pramANAta brAnDI hota asate. ANi tI bATalItalI brAnDI pito tevhA tara zuddhIca rAhata nAhI. taseca he je anna poTAta jAte, tyAcI suddhA brAnDIca hoUna jAte. he lADU Aheta, hivALIpAka mhaNatAta nA, te sarva kAhI sAtvika navhe! sAtvika mhaNaje khUpa halake jevaNa ANi lADU tara nazA vADhavaNAre. paNa loka ApalyA AvaDIpramANe svIkAra karatAta, soyIskara karUna ghetAta. praznakartA : yA mAMsAhArAcA AdhyAtmika vicArAta kAhI pariNAma hoto kA? dAdAzrI : nakkIca. mAMsAhAra hA sthUla AhAra Ahe, mhaNUna AdhyAtmika buddhI utpanna hota nAhI. AdhyAtmyAta jAyace asela tara lAiTa phUDa-halake jevaNa asAve kI jyAcyAmuLe nazA caDhaNAra nAhI ANi jAgRtI vADhela. bAkI, yA lokAMnA jAgRtI Aheca kuThe? te phaoNrenace sAyanTisTa ApalI goSTa samajU zakata nAhIta. te sAyanTisTa mhaNatAta, 'oho! hI tara khUpa vicAra karaNyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe. paraMtu AmhI ase mAnU zakata nAhIta. mI mhaNAlo, 'ajUna tara puSkaLa veLa lAgela. puSkaLa koMbaDayA khAlyA Aheta mhaNUna veLa lAgela. tyAsAThI tara varaNa-bhAta lAgela. pyaoNra vhejiTeriyanacI AvazyakatA Ahe. vhejiTeriyana (zAkAhArI) annAce AvaraNa pAtaLa asate, mhaNUna te jJAnAlA samajU zakatAta, sarva ArapAra pAhU zakatAta ANi tyA mAMsAhAra karaNAr2yAMce AvaraNa jADa asate. mAMsAhArAmuLe narakagatI? praznakartA : ase mhaTale jAte kI mAMsAhAra kelyAne narakagatI jAve lAgate. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 59 dAdAzrI : hI goSTa pUrNapaNe satya Ahe ANi khANyAsAThI dusare aneka padArtha Aheta. maga bokaDAlA kA kApatA ? koMbaDIlA kApUna khAtAta, tara kAya tilA trAsa hota nasela ? tyAMcyA AI - vaDilAMnA trAsa hota nasela? tumacyA mulAlA koNI khAUna TAkale tara kAya hoIla ? mAMsAhAra karaNe mhaNaje kuThalAhI vicAra na karatA karaNe. nivvaLa pazutAca Ahe, avicArI avasthA Ahe. ANi ApaNa tara vicArazIla Ahota. phakta ekadAca jarI mAMsAhAra kelA tarI mANasAcI buddhI naSTa hoUna jAte, pazusamAnaca hoUna jAtAta. mhaNUna Doke (buddhI) jara cAMgale ThevAyace asela tara aMDe khANyAparyaMtacA sarvaca mAMsAhAra baMda kelA pAhije. aMDyAMpAsUna khAlIla sarva pazutAca Ahe. mAMsAhArAta tyA jIvAlA mAraNyAcA doSa lAgato tyAhIpekSA Ata je AvaraNa yete tyAcA jAsta doSa lAgato. mAraNyAcA gunhA tara ThIka Ahe. hA gunhA kazAprakAre ghaDato ? mULa vyApAra karato tyAta vATale jAte. khANAr2yAcyA vATyAlA tara amukaca doSa jAto. paNa he tara Ata svata: vara ase AvaraNa ANate, mhaNUna mAjhI goSTa samajaNyAsAThI tyAlA khUpa AvaraNe yetAta. yA vyavahArAcI goSTa kityeka loka spIDIlI ( paTakana) samajUna jAtAta, tyAsa grAspiMga pAvara mhaTale jAte. hizobAnusAra gatI praznakartA : paNa ase ghaDU zakate kA kI, hiMsaka mANUsa ahiMsaka yonIta jAto kiMvA ahiMsaka mANUsa hiMsaka yonIta jAto ? dAdAzrI : ho, khuzAla jAto. yA janmAta ahiMsaka asela ANi dusar2yA janmAta hiMsaka hoto. kAraNa tithe tyAlA hiMsaka AI-vaDIla miLAle. mhaNaje AjubAjUsa tase saMjoga juLUna Ale tyAmuLe to tasA jhAlA. praznakartA : yAce kAraNa kAya ? Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, ahiMsaka asato nA, to jara pazugatIta gelA, tara gAya hoIla kiMvA mhaisa hoIla. ANi hiMsaka asela to vAghAta jAIla, kutryAta jAIla kiMvA mAMjarIta jAIla, jithe hiMsaka prANI asatIla tithe jAIla. paNa manuSyAta ahiMsaka asela nA, tarI to hiMsakAkaDe janma gheto. tevhA maga tyAcyAvara hiMsakAce saMskAra paDatAta. tohI RNAnubaMdhaca Ahe nA! hizobaca Ahe nA ! rAga-dveSa hoto toca RNAnubaMdha. jyAcyAvara rAga kelA tithe cikaTato. ANi jyAcyAvara dveSa kelA tithehI cikaTato. dveSa kelA kI 'hA nAlAyaka Ahe, badamAza Ahe, asA Ahe, tasA Ahe, ' tara maga titheca tyAcA janma hoto. nAhI sparzata kAhI ahiMsakAlA 60 praznakartA : hA kutrA cAvato tyAta koNatA RNAnubaMdha asato ? dAdAzrI : RNAnubaMdhAzivAya tara eka rAIcA dANA suddhA tumacyA toMDAta jAta nAhI, khAlIca paDato. praznakartA : jara ApalyAlA kutrA cAvalA tara ApaNa tyAcyAsobata kAhI karma bAMdhale asela kA ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tase tyAcyAsobata karma bAMdhalele nasate. paNa he tara ApalyA ithe manuSya asUna suddhA cAvata nAhIta kA ? loka asehI mhaNatA nA kI, hA melA malA cAvata rAhato! eka jaNa tara malA mhaNata hotA kI, 'mAjhI bAyako tara azI kI tilA nAgINa mhaTale tarI cAlela. rAtrI cAvataca rAhate. AtA kharokhara tI cAvata nAhI. paNa tI ase kAhI bolate kI, te ApalyAlA cAvalyAsArakhe duHkha vATate. AtA ase bolalo nA, tyAcyA phaLasvarupAta ApalyAlA kutre cAvatAta, dusare sarvahI cAvatAta. nisargAcyA gharI sAmAna tayAra asate, sagaLIkaDe baoNmbArDiMga karaNyAsAThI. tumhI jI karma bAMdhalI Aheta tI karma cukate karaNyAsAThI nisargAkaDe sAdhana tayAraca Ahe. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA mhaNUna jara tumhAlA yA jagApAsUna, yA du:khAMpAsUna mukta vhAyace asela tara tumhAlA jarI koNI duHkha dile tarI paNa tumhI tyAMnA du:kha deU nakA. tumhI tyAMnA thoDe jarI duHkha dile tarI puDhIla janmI tI nAgINa banUna tumhAlA cAvela, hajAro prakAre vaira vasUla kelyAzivAya rAhaNAra nAhI. yA jagAta ajibAta vaira vADhavaNyAsArakhe nAhI. naMtara hI jI du:khaM yetAta, tI koNAlA tarI duHkha dile hote, tyAmuLeca hI sarva duHkhaM yetAta nA! nAhI tara duHkha nasateca yA jagAta. praznakartA : mhaNaje, he jIvana eka zAzvata saMgharSaca Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa jara tumhI ahiMsaka vAtAvaraNa tayAra karAla tara sApa dekhIla tumhAlA cAvaNAra nAhI. samoracyAne tumacyAvara sApa TAkale tarIhI to tumhAlA cAvaNAra nAhI, paLUna jAIla bicArA. vAgha suddhA tumacyA vATyAlA jANAra nAhI. yA ahiMseta evaDhe baLa Ahe kI vicArUca nakA! ahiMsesArakhe koNateca baLa nAhI ANi hiMsesArakhI nirbaLatA nAhI. hI sarva duHkhaM phakta hiMsemuLeca Aheta, nivvaLa hiMsemuLeca duHkha Ahe. bAkI, yA jagAta tumhAlA cAvU zakela asA koNI nAhIca. ANi jara koNI cAvU zakato tara to tumacAca hizoba Ahe. mhaNUna hizoba cukatA karUna TAkA. ANi cAvalyAnaMtara Ata tumhI jo bhAva karatA kI 'yA kutryAMnA tara mArUnaca TAkale pAhije, ase karAyalA pAhije, tase karAyalA pAhije.' to maga tumhI navIna hizoba cAlU kelA. kuThalyAhI paristhitIta samatA ThevUna samAdhAna ANA, Ata sahajahI viSamatA nasAvI! praznakartA : paraMtu azA paristhitIta tara jAgRtI-samatA rAhata nAhI. dAdAzrI : hA saMsAra pAra karaNe khUpa kaThINa Ahe, mhaNUna he akrama vijJAna deta Ahota. Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA gunhegAra, khATika kI khANArA? praznakartA : jara ekhAdA khATika 'dAdAM' kaDe jJAna gheNyAsa AlA, va 'dAdAMnI' tyAlA jJAna dile. paNa tyAcA dhaMdA cAlUca Ahe ANi cAlUca ThevaNAra Ahe, tara tyAcI kAya dazA hoIla? dAdAzrI : paNa khATikAcI dazA kAya vAITa Ahe ? khATikane kAya gunhA kelA Ahe ? khATikAlA tumhI vicAruna tara baghA kI, 'bhAU, tU kazAlA asA dhaMdA karatosa?' tevhA to mhaNela kI, 'bhAU, mAjhe bApa-dAdA karata hote, mhaNUna mI karato. mAjhyA poTAsAThI, mAjhyA mulAMcyA pAlana-poSaNAsAThI karato.' ApaNa vicAru, 'paNa tulA hA zauka Ahe kA?' tevhA to mhaNela, 'nAhI, malA zauka nAhI.' mhaNaje yA khaTIkApekSA tara khANAr2yAlA jAsta pApa lAgate. bicAr2yAcA khATIkAcA tara to dhaMdAca Ahe. tyAlA mI jJAna deto. ithe mAjhyAjavaLa AlA asela tara mI tyAlA jJAna deto. tyAne jJAna ghetale tarI kAhI harakata nAhI. bhagavaMtAkaDe yAsa harakata nAhI. kabutara, zudhda zAkAhArI ApalyA ithe hiMdustAnAta kabutarakhAne asatAta paNa kAvaLAkhAne Thevale nAhIta? popaTakhAnA, cimaNIkhAnA ase kA nAhI Thevata ANi phakta kabutarakhAnAca ThevatAta? kAhI kAraNa aselaca nA? kAraNa phakta he kabutaraca vhejiTeriyana Ahe, naoNnavhejalA te zivatahI nAhI. tevhA ApalyA lokAMnA vATale kI, pAvasALyAta te bicAre kAya khAtIla? mhaNUna ApalyA ithe kabutarakhAne banavUna tithe jvArIce dANe TAkatAta. AtA jara tyAta saDalelA dANA asela tara te khAta nAhIta, kAraNa tyAcyA Ata jIvajaMtu Ahe mhaNUna te khAta nAhIta. kabutara mhaNaje pUrNapaNe ahiMsaka! yA manuSyAMnI bAunDrI soDalI, paNa he kabutara bAunDrI soData nAhI. kabutara suddhA pyaoNra vhejiTeriyana Ahe. mhaNUna saMzodhana kele kI Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 63 kabutarAce blaDa kase asela? tara khUpaca garama. sarvAta jAsta garama rakta kabutarAce Ahe ANi te khUpa samajUtadArahI Ahe. kAraNa te vhejiTeriyana, pyaoNra vhejiTeriyana Ahe. mhaNaje phakta manuSyaca phaLAhArI Aheta ase nAhI. paNa ApalyA gAI, mhazI, gADhava he suddhA phaLAhArIca Aheta. hI kAya sAmAnya goSTa Ahe ? he gADhava khUpa upAzI asatIla ANi tyAMnA jara mAMsAhAra khANyAsa dilA tara te khANAra nAhIta. mhaNUna ApalyAlA ahaMkAra karaNyAsArakhe nAhI kI, 'bhAU, AmhI pyaoNra vhejiTeriyana Ahota.' ase navhe, zuddha zAkAhArI tara yA gAI mhazI suddhA Aheta, maga yAta tU kAya navIna kelesa? he pyaoNravAle tara kadhI tarI aMDehI khAUna yetAta. jevhA kI te tara kadhIca khAta nAhIta. 'AmhI pyAra, pyAra, pyAra, ase bolaNyAsArakhe nAhI ANi je mAMsAhAra karatAta tyAMcI TIkAhI karaNyAsArakhI nAhI. aMDe khAU zakato? praznakartA : kityeka loka vAda ghAlatAta kI, aMDI dona prakAracI asatAta, eka jIvavAle ANi dusare nirjIva. maga te khAU zakato kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : phaoNrenamadhye te loka vAdavivAda karata hote kI, ahiMsaka aMDe! mhaNUna mI sAMgitale, yA jagAta jIva nasalele kAhIca khAU zakata nAhI. nirjiva vastU khAUca zakata nAhI. aMDyAta jara jIva nasela tara te aMDe khAU zakata nAhI, maga tI jaDa (nirjiva) vastU jhAlI. kAraNa jyAta jIva nasela tI jaDa vastU jhAlI. tumhAlA jIvAlA khAyace asela nA tara tyAlA ase kApalyAnaMtara dona-tIna divasAparyaMta nAsaNAra nAhI toparyaMtaca khAU zakato. hA bhAjIpAlA paNa toDalyAnaMtara TharAvika kALAparyaMtaca khAU zakato, naMtara to nAsato. arthAta jivaMta vastUca khAU zakato. aMDe jara nirjIva asela tara tyAsa khAU zakata nAhI, sajIva asela taraca khAU zakato. tevhA he loka jara aMDyAlA sajIva mhaNata nasatIla tara Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 ahiMsA tyA sarva goSTI hambaga (phAlatU) Aheta. maga lokAMnA ase kA phasavatA? tyA dusar2yA prakAracyA aMDayAvAlyAMnI tyA aMDayAlA yA jagAta koNatyA rupAta Thevale heca Azcarya Ahe. tyA dusar2yA jAtIcyA aMDevAlyAMnA vicArale kI, hA dusar2yA prakAracA jIva sajIva Ahe kI nirjiva Ahe, te malA sAMgA. nirjiva asela tara khAlle jAU zakata nAhI. saMpUrNa jagAlA mUrkha banavale, kasalI mANase AhAta tumhI? jyAta jIva nasato te ApaNa khAU zakata nAhI. te akhAdya mAnale jAte. praznakartA : paNa he vhejiTeriyana aMDe phaLata nAhI. dAdAzrI : te phaLata nAhI hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. paNa te jivaMta Ahe. ___ mhaNaje he ase sarva manAta Thasavale, maga yA jainAMcyA mulAMnA kitI trAsa! yA goSTIvarUna tara tI sarva mule mAjhyAzI bhAMDalI hotI. naMtara mI tyAMnA samajAvale kI, 'bhAU, tumhI thoDA vicAra tara karA. nirjiva asela tara harakataca nAhI paNa ApaNa nirjIva khAUca zakata nAhI.' naMtara sAMgitale, kI jara jAsta zahANapaNA karata asAla tara tumhI dhAnya vagaire paNa khAU zakata nAhI. maga tumhI nirjiva vastUca khA.' ANi nirjIva vastU tara zarIrAlA upayogI paData nAhI. tyAta viTAmina nasatAta. nirjIva vastU zarIrAcI bhUka tara miTavatAta, paNa tyAta viTAmina nasate. mhaNUna zarIra jagata nAhI. have te viTAmina miLata nAhIta nA! nirjIva vastU tara cAlataca nAhI. tevhA tyA mulAMnI svIkArale kI AjapAsUna AmhI aMDe khANAra nAhI. samajAvale tara loka samajaNyAsa tayAra Aheta. nAhI tara he loka manAta ase ThasavUna detAta tyAmuLe maga buddhI pAlaTate. he je ApaNa gahU, tAMdULa vagaire khAta asato, lAMba lacaka dudhI khAto, te sarva jIvaca Aheta nA! jIva nAhIta kA? paNa bhagavaMtAne khANyAcI bAunDrI dilI Ahe kI he jIva tumhI khAU zakatA. paNa jyA Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 65 jIvAMnA tumacyAmuLe trAsa hota asela azA jIvAMnA mArU nakA, tyAMnA khAU nakA, tyAMnA kAhIca karU nakA. praznakartA : yA aMDyAMnA tara trAsa hota nAhI, maga tyAMnA khANe cAMgale Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : aMDyAMnA trAsa hota nAhI. paNa aMDyAta jo jIva Ahe to bezuddhAvastheta Ahe. paNa te phuTate tevhA tarI ApalyAlA samajate kI nAhI? praznakartA : lageca samajate. paNa aMDe tara mAgepuDhe hota nAhI nA! maga? dAdAzrI : te nAhI hota. kAraNa te bezuddhAvastheta Ahe. mhaNUna hota nAhI. hA manuSyAcAhI garbha cAra-pAca mahinyAMcA asato, toparyaMta tohI aMDyAsArakhAca asato. mhaNUna tyAsa mArU naye. tyAmadhUna phuTate tevhA kAya hote te ApaNa samajU zakato. dUdha gheU zakato kA? praznakartA : jyApramANe vhejiTeriyana aMDe khAU zakata nAhI tyApramANe gAIce dUdha suddhA piU zakata. nAhI? dAdAzrI : aMDe khAU zakata nAhI. paNa gAIce dUdha ApaNa khuzAla piU zakato. gAIcyA dudhAce dahI paNa khAU zakato, kAhI mANase loNI paNa khAU zakatAta. nAhI khAU zakata ase nAhI. devAne loNI khANyAsa nAhI kazAlA sAMgitale? tI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. tehI TharAvika mANasAMsAThIca nAhI sAMgitale Ahe. gAIcyA dudhAcI khIra karUna khuzAla khAU zakatA. tyAcI bAsuMdI kelI tarIhI harakata nAhI. ekhAdyA zAstrAMnI manAI kelI asela tarI mI tumhAlA sAMgela kI jA kAhI harakata nAhI. te zAstra cukIce Ahe. tarIhI ase sAMgitale Ahe Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 66 ahiMsA kI jAsta khAzIla tara trAsa hoIla. tevaDheca tumhI sAMbhALAyace, bAkI limiTamadhye khAyace. praznakartA : paNa dUdha tara nisargAne vAsarAsAThI dile Ahe. ApalyAsAThI dile nAhI. dAdAzrI : hI cukIcI goSTa Ahe. he tara jaMgalI gAI ANi jaMgalI mhazI hotyA nA, tyAMcI vAsaraM sarva dUdha piUna TAkAyacI. ANi ApalyA ithe tara Apale loka gAIlA cAMgale khAU ghAlUna poSaNa karatAta. mhaNaje vAsarAlA paNa pAjAyace ANi ApaNa sarvAMnI suddhA pyAyace. ANi AdIanAdipAsUna hA vyavahAra cAlata AlA Ahe. ANi gAIlA cAMgalyA prakAre poSaNa dile nA tara gAI 15-15 liTara dUdha dete. kAraNa tilA cAMgale khAU-piU ghAtale tara naoNrmala dudhAcyA mAnAne tI khUpa jAsta dUdha dete. ANi dUdha itakeca ghyAyace kI vAsarU upAzI rAhaNAra nAhI. __ cakravartI rAjA tara hajAra-hajAra, dona-dona hajAra gAI Thevata asata. tyAsa gozALA mhaNata hote. cakravartI rAjA dUdha kase pita asatIla? gozALeta hajAra gAI asatIla, tara tyA hajAra gAIMce dUdha kADhAyace ANi te dUdha zaMbhara gAIMnA pAjAyace, tyA zaMbhara gAIMce dUdha kADhAyace ANi te dahA gAIMnA pAjAyace. ANi tyA dahA gAIMce dUdha kADhAyace ANi te ekA gAIlA pAjAyace ANi tyA ekA gAIce dUdha cakravartI rAjA pIta asata. hiMsaka prANyAcI hiMseta hiMsA? praznakartA : koNatyAhI prANyAlA mAraNe hI hiMsA Ahe. paraMtu hiMsaka prANI kI je itara prANyAMnA kiMvA manuSyAMnA ijA pohocavatAta kiMvA jIvahAnI karU zakatAta, tara tyAMcI hiMsA karAyacI kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : koNAcIhI hiMsA karAyacI nAhI asA bhAva ThevAvA. ANi tumhI sApAlA mArale nAhI tara dusarA koNItarI mAraNArA bheTela. Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 67 mhaNaje tumacyAta sApa mAraNyAcI zaktI nasela tara ithe tyAMnA mAraNAre khUpa Aheta, bharapUra Aheta ANi tyAMnA mAraNArI anya jAtI paNa puSkaLa Aheta. mhaNUna tumhI tumacA svabhAva bighaDavU nakA. hiMsA karaNyAta kAhI phAyadA nAhI. hiMsA tara svata:ceca nukasAna karate. jIvo jIvasya jIvanam praznakartA : manuSya buddhIjIvI prANI Ahe mhaNUna tyAne pazuhiMsA karAyacI nasate. paraMtu eka prANI dusar2yA prANyAlA khAUna jagU zakata asela tara te mAnava ANi prANI yAMcyAtIla buddhIcyA pharakAmuLe asA bhedabhAva Ahe kA? prANyA prANyAMmadhIla hiMsece kAya? dAdAzrI : prANyA prANyAMmadhIla hiMseta yu Ara naoNTa risponsibala Ta oNla. kAraNa yA samudrAcyA Ata kAhI zetaM nasatAta kiMvA rezanacI dukAnehI nasatAta. mhaNUna tithe hiMsA cAlUca rAhate. moThe toMDa ughaDUna moThe mAse basalele asatAta, ANi lahAna mAse tara tyAMcyA poTAtaca ziratAta. Ahe kAhI bhAnagaDa? naMtara toMDa baMda kele mhaNaje sarva khalAsa! paNa tumhI tyAsAThI jabAbadAra nAhI. hA tara jagAcA niyamaca Ahe. ApaNa manAI karato ANi te sarva bakar2yAMnA khAUna TAkatAta. moThe jIva lahAna jIvAlA khAtAta, lahAna jIva tyAcyAhIpekSA lahAna jIvAlA khAto. tyAhUna lahAna tyAhUna lahAnAlA khAto. ase karata-karata saMpUrNa samudrAce jaga cAlata Ahe. joparyaMta manuSya janmAcA viveka yeta nAhI toparyaMta sagaLI sUTa Ahe. AtA tithe tara koNI vAcavAyalA jAta nAhI ANi ApalyA ithe loka vAcavaNyAsAThI jAtAta. saMpUrNa ahiMsakAlA nAhI kasalI AMca praznakartA : paraMtu he ahiMsaka mANasAvara goLIbAra karatAta. dAdAzrI : ahiMsaka mANasAMvara goLIbAra hotahI nAhI. koNAlA goLIbAra karAyacA asela tarI hoNAra nAhI. jo ahiMsaka Ahe nA, tyAlA Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA zaMbhara bAjUMnI goLyA mAraNyAsa suruvAta kelI, tarIhI tyAlA goLI zivaNAra nAhI. he tara hiMsakAMnAca goLI lAgate. pratyeka vastUcA svabhAva Ahe. AttAcyA kALAta phakta ahiMsA pALaNyAta AlI tara yA saMsArAta luTUna ghetIla. thoDayA veLesAThI jara sUTa deNyAta AlI nA, tara ithe basUhI deNAra nAhIta. kAraNa kaliyuga asalyAmuLe lokAMcI mane bighaDUna gelelI Aheta. aneka prakArace vyasanI hoUna gele Aheta. mhaNUna vATela te karatIla. mhaNaje ekA bAjUlA goLyA asatIla tara dusar2yA bAjUlA ahiMsA TikU zakela, nAhI tara baLajabarIne ahiMsA pALUna ghyAvI lAgela. paNa tarI AtA hA kALa yAlA badalavata Ahe! AtA kALa yA sarva goSTI badalavata Ahe! tevhA AtA tumhI khUpa cAMgalA kALa baghAla. tumhI svataHca he sarva baghAla. praznakartA : eka saMta ahiMsA pALata hote tarIhI tyAMcA khUna kA jhAlA? kAraNa AtAca tumhI sAMgitale kI jo ahiMsA pALato tyAcyAvara goLIbAra hota nAhI. dAdAzrI : ahiMsA kazAsa mhaNatAta? kI koNAcyAhI koNatyAhI bAbatIta hastakSepa karata nAhI, tyAsa mhaNatAta ahiMsaka. ekAlA sAMgatila kI yAMnA jAsta dyA. kAraNa te nAThALa Aheta. bhale te nAThALa asatIla, tarIhI tyAMnA jAsta dyA. ase mhaTale, kI dusar2yA pakSAlA vAITa vATate. mhaNUna te rusatAta. mhaNUna yAsa hiMsA mhaTalI jAte. yAta paDUca naye. asA nyAya karuca naye. jo ahiMsaka asela to nyAya karataca nAhI. nyAya karatAta tithe hiMsA Ahe. bAkI, jara tumhI saMpUrNa ahiMsA pALata asAla tara tumacyAvara koNIhI goLI jhADU zakata. nAhI. AtA saMpUrNa ahiMsA mhaNaje kAya? tara eka suddhA pakSapAtI zabda toMDAne bolU naye. ANi bolAla tara amukaca zabda bolU zakatA. dusare zabda bolU naye. koNatyAhI dona pArTIta paDU naye. dona pArTIta paDale tara ekAcI thoDI-phAra hiMsA hoteca! Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 62 jIvAMcI baLI praznakartA : kityeka maMdirAta jIvAMcA baLI detAta, te pApa Ahe kI puNya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : tyA baLI deNAr2yAlA ApaNa vicArale kI tU yAta kAya mAnato? tevhA to mhaNela, mI puNya karata Ahe. bokaDAlA vicArale kI tujhe kAya mata Ahe? tevhA to mhaNela hA khUnI mANUsa Ahe. tyA devatAlA vicArale tara mhaNela, 'to deta asela tara AmhI nAhI mhaNU zakata nAhI. mI tara kAhI gheta nAhI. he loka pAyAlA sparza karavUna gheUna jAtAta.' mhaNaje yAta pApa-puNyAMcI goSTa tara karuca nakA. bAkI, he je kAhI karatA tI tara sagaLI svataHcI jokhImadArI Ahe. tevhA samajUna karA. maga tumhI kAhIhI arpaNa karA, tumhAlA nAhI koNa mhaNatoya? paNa arpaNa karate veLI lakSAta ThevA kI haoNla aeNnDa sola rispaoNnsibiliTI ApalIca Ahe, dusar2yA koNAcI nAhIca. ahiMsece anumodana, bhAvanA-prArthanene AtA yA mukyA prANyAMcI hiMsA karu naye. gauhatyA karu naye. azI bhAvanA ApaNa vikasIta karAvI ANi Apale abhiprAya itarAMnAhI samajAvUna sAMgAve. ApalyAkaDUna jitake zakya asela titake karAve. tyAsAThI itarAMzI bhAMDAyacI garaja nAhI. koNI mhaNela kI, 'AmacyA dharmAta mhaTale Ahe kI AmhI mAMsAhAra karAvA.' ANi ApalyA dharmAne manAI kelI asela mhaNUna ApaNa tyAMcyAzI bhAMDAyacI garaja nAhI. ApaNa ApalI bhAvanA vikasita karuna tayAra ThevAvI, maga je bhAvaneta asela tI saMskRtI cAlela. ANi vizva samaSTice kalyANa karaNyAcI bhAvanA tara tumhAlA rAtraMdivasa hota asate nA?! ho, maga tyAnusAra rAhile pAhije. praznakartA : tyA bAbatIta ApaNa prArthanA tara karU zakato nA? Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ho, ho. prArthanA karAvI, azI bhAvanA karAvI, tyAce anumodana karAve. ekhAdA manuSya jara samajata nasela tara ApaNa tyAlA samajavAve. bAkI AjapAsUna hI hiMsA tara nAhIca, he tara pUrvIpAsUnaca cAlU Ahe. he jaga ekA raMgAce (matAce) nAhI. AtA mahAna saMta tulasIdAsa hote nA, tyAMnI kabIrasAhebAMcI khUpa khyAtI aikalI hotI. tyAMcI mahAna saMta mhaNUna kIrti pasaralelI hotI. mhaNUna tulasIdAsAMnI Tharavale kI, malA tyAMce darzana gheNyAsa gele pAhije. mhaNUna tulasIdAsa tithUna dillIlA Ale. maga tithe koNAlA tarI vicArale kI bhAU, kabIrasAhebAMce ghara kuThe Ahe ? tevhA mhaNe, kabIrasAheba mhaNaje je vINakara Aheta tyAMcI goSTa karata AhAta kA? tara mhaNe 'ho.' tyAvara to mhaNAlA 'tI tara tithe jhopaDI bAMdhalelI Ahe, tithUna khATikavADyAkaDUna jA. maga tulasIdAsa tara brAmhaNa, zuddha mANUsa, te khATikavADyAta zirale rastyAcyA ekA bAjUlA bakare TAMgalele hote tara ekA bAjUlA koMbaDyA TAMgalelyA hotyA. te tara saMkaTAta sApaDale. te yA bAjUlA ase baghata jAyace ANi thukata jAyace. ase karata-karata te kabIrasAhebAMcyA gharAparyaMta pohacale. tara trAsa nAhI kA hoNAra? azA goSTI tulasIdAsAMnI paeNkTIsamadhye ANalyA navhatyA. kAraNa nehamIca pratyeka goSTa paeNkTIsamadhye ANalI pAhije. mhaNaje hI azI phasagata jhAlI. maga tulasIdAsa tithe jAUna gharAta basale. tevhA tithe eka-dona bhakta basale hote tyAMnI tulasIdAsAMnA sAMgitale kI basA sAheba, kabIrasAheba Ata svayaMpAkagharAta gele Aheta. maga tyAMnA khATevara basaNyAsa sAMgitale. naMtara kabIrasAheba Ale. te mhaNAle, calA, ApaNa satsaMga karU yA. paNa tulasIdAsAMcyA manAta je hote te kabIrasAhebAMnA paTakana bolUna dAkhavale kI, tumhI evaDhe moThe saMta, saMpUrNa hiMdustAnAta tumacI kIrti Ahe. maga tumhI yA khATikavADyAta kA rAhatA? kabIrasAheba tara hajarajabAbI, tyAMnA dohA tayAra karAvA lAgata nase. te bolatIla toca dohA. te tara lageca mhaNAle, 'kabIrakA ghara bAjAra me, galakaTIyoM ke Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA pAsa.' galakaTIyA mhaNaje gaLA kApaNArA khATika, tyAMcyA javaLa mAjhe ghara Ahe. naMtara mhaNAle, ' karegA so pAvegA, tu kyuM hove udAsa ?' mhaNaje jo karela to tyAce phaLa bhogela, maga tU kazAlA udAsa hotosa?' he aikUna tulasIdAsa samajUna gele kI mAjhI sarva bhaktI dhULIsa miLavalI. mAjhI abrUca kADhalI. 71 azI abrU jANAra nAhI ase rAhile pAhije. ApalI bhAvanA cAMgalI ThevAvI. phakta yA kALAtaca navhe, he tara anAdi kALApAsUnaca aseca cAlata Alele Ahe. rAmacaMdrajIMce nokara suddhA mAMsAhAra karata hote. kAraNa kSatriya mAMsAhAra kelyAzivAya rAhatAta kA ? ApalI bhAvanA cAMgalI ThevAvI. tyA lokAMcyA bhAnagaDIta paDUca naye. kAraNa te loka nAsamajUtImuLe bhAMDaNa ubhe karatAta. yAmuLe kAhI phAyadA tara hota nAhI vara nukasAnaca hote. yAlA kAya artha ? te kevhA zakya asate ? kI jara ApalAca rAjA asela ANi tyAne adhikAra gAjavalA kI, 'heya bhAU, kAhI TharAvika divasAta tumhI ase karu nakA. ' paraMtu AttA tara ApalyA hAtAta sattA nAhI maga azA zahANapaNA karAyalA koNI sAMgitale? tumhI tumace kAma karA nA ! devAcyA gharI koNI marataca nAhI. tumhI tumace kAma karuna ghyA ANi (ahiMsecI) anumodanA karA. koNatIhI vAITa bhAvanA karu nakA. sarvAta moThA ahiMsaka koNa ? paraMtu he jIva vAcavaNyApekSA ekaca bhAva karAyacA kI koNatyAhI jIvAlA ApalyAkaDUna kiMcitamAtra paNa duHkha na hovo. manAnehI duHkha na hovo, vANInehI du:kha na hovo ANi vartanAnehI duHkha na hovo! basa, maga yAsArakhA moThA ahiMsaka koNIca nAhI. asA bhAva asela, itakI jAgRtI asUnahI jara dehAne jIvajaMtu mArale gele, te maga 'vyavasthita !' ANi navIna vAcavaNyAcyA goSTI koNAcyA karAyacyA nAhI. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 ahiMsA abhayadAna koNatyA jIvAMsAThI ? praznakartA : mI ase sAMgata Ahe kI jIvAMnA abhayadAna miLAve mhaNUna dahA varSAMpUrvIca AmhI kaMdamULa na khANyAcI pratijJA ghetalI hotI. dAdAzrI : abhayadAna tara, jo jIva hAlU- cAlU zakata asela, jo jIva ghAbarata asela, bhItIcA anubhava karU zakata asela, azA jIvAlA abhayadAna dyAyace Ahe. jyAMnA bhaya samajataca nAhI tyAMnA abhayadAna kase kAya deNAra ? abhayadAna mhaNaje jyA jIvAMnA bhItI vATata asela, lahAna muMgIlA suddhA ApaNa hAta lAvalA tara tilA bhItI vATate. tyAMnA abhayadAna dyA. paNa he gavhAce dANe, bAjarIce dANe yAMnA bhItI vATata nAhI. tyAMnA kAya nirbhaya karAyace ? bhaya samajataca nAhI, maga tyAMnA abhayadAna kase dyAyace ? praznakartA : ekadama karekTa goSTa Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje he sarva samajalyAzivAyaca cAlale Ahe. je copaDAyace (auSadha) Ahe te piUna TAkatAta ANi naMtara mhaNatIla, 'mahAvIra bhagavaMtAcA auSadha pyAyalA ANi marUna gelA!' 'are, mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA kazAlA phajita karatosa.' paraMtu AtA tara hAca vyApAra cAlU Ahe. copaDaNyAce auSadha pitAta ANi maga mhaNatIla dharma khoTA Ahe. are mUrkhA, dharma khoTA asato kA kadhI? pUrvI kAya tU copaDaNyAce auSadha pIta hotAsa ? praznakartA : yApUrvI tara kAhI mAhItaca navhate. dAdAzrI : he copaDAyace Ahe kI pyAyace Ahe teca mAhIta navhate! jyA jIvAMnA bhaya vATate tyAMnA trasakAya jIva mhaNatAta. mhaNaje hI bhayasaMjJA utpanna jhAlI Ahe tyAMcyAsAThI bhagavaMtAne sAMgitalele. dusar2yAMsAThI tara aseca sAMgitale Ahe kI, vinAkAraNa pANI sAMDU nakA. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 73 aMghoLa karA, pyA, dhuvA, kapaDe dhuvA. paraMtu anartha mhaNaje kAhI hetU nasela tara vinAkAraNa sAMDAsAMDI karU nakA. abhayadAna he mahAdAna! praznakartA : maga jaina dharmAta abhayadAnAlA evaDhe mahattva kA dile gele? dAdAzrI : abhayadAnAlA tara sarvAMnIca mahattva dile Ahe. abhayadAna tara mukhya vastU Ahe. abhayadAna mhaNaje kAya kI ithe cimaNyA basalyA asatIla tara ApalyA bhItIne tyA uDUna jAU nayeta mhaNUna ApaNa haLUcakana dusar2yA bAjUne nighUna jAve. rAtrI bArAcyA sumArAsa ApaNa bAheruna Alo asU ANi rastyAta dona kutre jhopalele asatIla tara te ApalyA buTAcyA AvAjAne ghAbarUna jAge hotIla, ase samajUna pAyAtUna bUTa kADhUna haLUhaLU, AvAja na karatA gharAta yeNe. ApalyAmaLe koNI ghAbarela tyAsa mAnavatA kase mhaNatA yeIla? bAhera kutre paNa ApalyAkaDUna bhayabhIta vhAyalA nakota. ApaNa buTAne pAya vAjavata-vAjavata Alo ANi kutre ase kAna TavakArUna ubhe rAhile, tara ApaNa samajAve kI ohoho, ApaNa abhayadAna cukalo! abhayadAna mhaNaje koNatyAhI jIvAlA ApalyAkaDUna bhaya vATatA kAmA naye. kuThe pAhile Aheta kA abhayadAnI puruSa? abhayadAna tara sarvAta moThe dAna Ahe. ___ mI bAvIsa varSAMcA hoto tevhAhI kutryAMnA mAjhyAkaDUna bhaya vATU deta navhato. AmhI niraMtara abhayadAnaca deta asato, dusare kAhI deta nAhI. jara koNI AmacyAsArakhe abhayadAna dyAyalA zikalA tara tyAce kalyANa hoUna jAIla! bhayAce dAna deNyAcI tara lokAMnA pUrvIpAsUna paeNkTisa Ahe, nAhI kA? 'mI tulA baghUna gheIla' ase mhaNela. maga yAsa abhayadAna mhaTale jAIla kI bhayAce dAna mhaTale jAIla? praznakartA : maga he je ApaNa jIva vAcavato te abhayadAna nAhI kA? Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 ahiMsA dAdAzrI : yAta tara vAcavaNAr2yAcA jabaradasta gunhA Ahe. to phakta ahaMkAraca karato. bhagavaMtAne tara itakeca mhaTale hote kI tumhI tumacyA AtmyAcI dayA pALA. basa, saMpUrNa zAstrAta itakeca mhaTale Ahe kI bhAvadayA pALA. dusar2yA kuThalyA dayesAThI tumhAlA sAMgitalele nAhI. ANi vinAkAraNa hAtAta ghyAla tara to gunhA hoIla. to Ahe vAcavaNyAcA ahaMkAra he tara sagaLe aseca samajatAta kI, ApaNa vAcavato mhaNUna he jIvajaMtu vAcatAta. Apale loka tara kase Aheta? gharI AIlA zivyA deta asela ANi bAhera vAcavaNyAsAThI nighAlelA asato! yA lokAMnA tara samudrAta pAThavAyalA pAhije. samudrAta tara bhAjIpAlA, dhAnya vagaire sarva ugavata asela, nAhI kA? mAse teca khAta asatIla nA? nAhItara ApaNa ithUna dhAnya pAThavata asU, nAhI? kA phuTANe vagaire TAkUna khAU ghAlata nAhI? maga tyAMcA AhAra kAya asela? evaDhe-evaDhe, lahAna-lahAna mAse asatAta, tyAMnA moThe mAse giLUna TAkatAta. moThayA mAzAMnA punhA tyAMcyApekSA moThe mAse giLatAta. ase niraMtara ekamekAMnA giLataca rAhatAta. ANi ekA bAjUne navIna mAla tayAra hotaca rAhato! AtA jara tithe akklavAlyAlA basavale tara tyAcI kAya avasthA hoIla? jagAta kazI mAnyatA cAlata Ahe? 'AmhI vAcavata Ahota' ase mhaNatAta ANi khATikAvara dveSa karatAta. tyA khATikAlA ApaNa vicArale kI, 'tU asA nAlAyaka dhaMdA karatosa?' tevhA to mhaNela, 'kA sAheba, mAjhyA dhaMdyAlA tumhI nAlAyaka kA mhaNatA? mAjhA dhaMdA tara bApa-dAdAMcyA piDhyAMpAsUna cAlata AlelA Ahe. hI tara AmacI paraMparA Ahe.' to maga ApalyAlA ase mhaNela. mhaNaje hI vaMza paraMparA mhaTalI jAIla. ApaNa tyAlA kAhI sAMgAyalA gelo tara tyAlA ase vATela kI 'hI binaakalecI mANasaM yAMnA kAhI samajataca nAhI.' Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA mhaNaje je mAMsAhAra khAtAta te asA ahaMkAra karata nAhIta kI 'AmhI mArU ANi AmhI ase karU.' he tara ahiMsAvAleca khUpa ahaMkAra karatAta kI, 'mI vAcavato.' are, vAcavaNAre AhAta tara gharI navvada varSAce mhAtAre vaDIla Aheta, je maraNonmukha avastheta Aheta. tyAMnA vAcava nA! paNa ase koNI vAcavato kA? praznakartA : koNIca vAcavata nAhI. dAdAzrI : tevhA ase kA bolatosa kI mI vAcavale ANi mI ase kele?! khATikAcyA hAtAtahI sattA nAhI. mAraNyAcI sattA asalelA koNI janmAlA AlelAca nAhI. hA tara binakAmAcA ahaMkAra karato.' hA khATika mhaNato kI mI, 'moThamoThe jIva kApale.' to tyAcA ahaMkAra karato, tevhA riyala kAya mhaNate?! yA mAraNAr2yAcA mokSa hoIla kI tyA vAcavaNAr2yAcA mokSa hoIla? doghAMcAhI mokSa hoNAra nAhI. doghehI ahaMkArI Aheta. hA vAcavaNyAcA ahaMkAra karato. ANi to mAraNyAcA ahaMkAra karato. riyalamadhye ase cAlata nAhI. rileTivhamadhye cAlate. te doghehI ahaMkArI Aheta bhagavaMta kAhI kaccI mAyA nAhI. bhagavaMtAMkaDe tara mokSAta jANyAsAThI koNatA kAyadA Ahe? eka dArU piNyAcA ahaMkAra karato ANi dusarA dArU na piNyAcA ahaMkAra karato. tyA doghAMnA bhagavaMta mokSAta praveza karu deta nAhIta. tithe nazA karaNAr2yAlA praveza karu deta nAhIta. tithe nazA na karaNAr2yAlA praveza karu detAta. mhaNaje je loka dArU pita nAhIta tyAMnI manAta khoTI ghemarAjI (ghameMDa) ThevaNe hA bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. te tara dArU piNAr2yApekSAhI vAITa Ahe. dArU pita asela to tara bicArA aseca sAMgela kI, 'sAheba, mI tara agadIca mUrkha manuSya Ahe, gADhava Ahe, nAlAyaka Ahe.' ANi tyAcyAvara dona maDake pANI TAkale nA, tarIhI tyAcI nazA utarate. paNa Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 ahiMsA yA lokAMnA mohAcI jI nazA caDhalI Ahe, tI anAdi janmAMpAsUna utarataca nAhI ANi 'mI kAhI tarI Ahe, mI kAhI tarI Ahe' ase karata rAhatAta. yAce mI tumhAlA eka udAharaNa deUna samajAvato. ekA choTyAzA gAvAta eka jaina zeTha rAhata hote. paristhitI sAdhAraNa hotI. tyAlA eka mulagA tIna varSAcA ANi dusarA mulagA dIDa varSAcA hotA. acAnaka plegacI sAtha AlI ANi AI-vaDIla doghe marUna gele. donhI mule jivaMta rAhilI. naMtara gAvakar2yAMnA kaLalyAvara te sarva ekatra jamale kI 'AtA yA mulAMce kAya karAve? ApaNa yAvara kAhI mArga kADhU. mulAMsAThI koNI pAlaka bheTalA tara bare hoIla. eka sonAra hotA, tyAne moThayA mulAlA sAMbhALaNyAcI javAbadArI ghetalI. paNa tyA dusar2yA mulAlA ThevAyalA koNI tayAra hota navhatA. mhaNUna eka khAlacyA (kSudra) jAtIcA manuSya mhaNAlA, 'sAheba, mI pAlaka banU kA?' tevhA loka mhaNAle, 'are, hA jaina zeThacA mulagA ANi tU tara khAlacyA jAtIcA.' paNa dusare loka mhaNAle, 'tyAne nAhI ghetale tara yAlA kuThe ThevAla? marUna jAIla tyApekSA jivaMta tara rAhIla. maga tyAta kAya cukIce Ahe ?' azA prakAre donhI moThe jhAle. moThA sonArAkaDe vADhalA. to vIsa-bAvIsa varSAcA jhAlA tevhA mhaNU lAgalA, 'dArU piNe hA gunhA Ahe, mAMsAhAra karaNe hA paNa gunhA Ahe. ANi lahAna mulagA jevhA aTharA-vIsa varSAcA jhAlA tevhA to mhaNU lAgalA, 'kI dArU pyAyalA pAhije, dArU banavalI pAhije, mAMsAhAra kelA pAhije.' AtA he donhI bhAU ekA bheMDIce dona dANe, maga ase vegavegaLe kA mhaNAle? praznakartA : saMskAra. dAdAzrI : ho, saMskAra, vegavegaLyA pANyAce siMcana jhAle ! mhaNUna maga koNI mhaTale, 'yAlA tara jaina mhaNatAca yeNAra nAhI nA!' eka saMta hote, tyAMnA vicArale kI, 'sAheba, he tara doghe bhAU hote ANi doghehI Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 77 ase vegaLe-vegaLe sAMgatAta. yAta koNAcA mokSa hoIla?' tevhA saMta mhaNAle, 'yAta mokSAcI goSTa karaNyAce uraleca kuThe? eka dArU na piNyAcA ahaMkAra karata Ahe, mAMsAhAra na khANyAcA ahaMkAra karata Ahe. ANi dusarA dArU piNyAcA ahaMkAra karata Ahe, mAMsAhAra khANyAcA ahaMkAra karata Ahe. yAta mokSAcI goSTaca kuThe Ahe ? mokSAcI goSTa tara vegaLIca Ahe. tithe tara niraahaMkArI bhAva pAhije.' he tara doghehI ahaMkArI Aheta. eka yA khaDDyAta paDalA Ahe dusarA tyA khaDDyAta paDalA Ahe. deva tara doghAMnA ahaMkArI mhaNatAta. phakta ahiMsecyA pujAr2yAMsAThIca loka je mAnatAta tase devAne nAhI sAMgitalele nAhI. deva, tara khUpa samaMjasa puruSa! devAne ase sAMgitale kI yA jagAta asA koNIhI nAhI kI, jo koNAlA mArU zakela. kAraNa kI, sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Aheta. maga kase mArU zakela? kitItarI saMyoga ekatra yetAta tevhA to marato! ANi tyAcabarobara asehI sAMgitale kI, hI pUrNapaNe gupta ThevaNyAsArakhI goSTa Ahe. tevhA koNI mhaNela, 'sAheba, tumhI asehI sAMgatA ANi tasehI sAMgatA?' tevhA deva mhaNatAta, 'he pAhA, hI goSTa zahANyA mANasAMsAThI Ahe, je ahiMsece pujArI Aheta tyAMcyAsAThI he vAkya sAMgata Ahota. ANi je hiMsece pujArI Aheta tyAMcyAsAThI he sAMgata nAhI. nAhI tara te bhAvanA karatIla kI malA yAMnA mArUna TAkAyace Ahe. mhaNaje yA janmAta tara ase hoNAra nAhI paNa azI bhAvanA kelyAmuLe puDhIla janmAta tyAce phaLa yeIla.' tevhA hI goSTa koNAjavaLa karAyacI Ahe ? tara ahiMsecyA pujAr2yAMjavaLa hI goSTa karaNyAce sAMgitale Ahe. ___ 'he' sarvAMsAThI nAhI devAne sAMgitale kI mAraNyAcA ahaMkAra karU nakosa, ANi vAcavaNyAcA ahaMkArahI karU nakosa. tU mArazIla tara tujhA AtmabhAva marela, bAhera koNI maraNAra nAhI. mhaNaje hI svataHcIca hiMsA hota Ahe. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 ahiMsA dasare kAhI nAhI. AtmA kAhI asA marata nAhI, paNa hA tara svataH svata:cIca hiMsA karata Ahe. yA kAraNAne devAne manAI kelI Ahe. ANi tU vAcavazIla tara tU khoTA ahaMkAra karata Ahesa. tI suddhA tU AtmabhAvAcI hiMsAca karata Ahesa. mhaNaje he doghehI cukIce karatAta. tevhA soDa nA hI jhaMjhaTa! bAkI, koNI koNAlA mArU zakataca nAhI. paNa devAne jara ase spaSTa sAMgitale asate kI mArU zakataca nAhI, tara lokAMnI ahaMkAra kelA asatA kI mI mArale! azI koNAtahI zaktI nAhI. binazaktIce he jaga Ahe. ugAca vikalpa karUna bhaTakataca rAhatAta. jJAnIMnI he pAhile Ahe kI, he jaga kazAprakAre cAlata Ahe. mhaNaje he sarva cukIce vikalpa ghusale Aheta, tithe maga nirvikalpa kase hoU zakatIla? he je sarva jIva Aheta nA, te koNI koNAlA mArU zakataca nAhIta. mAraNyAcI zaktI koNAtahI nAhI. tarI suddhA devAne sAMgitale kI hiMselA soDUna ahiMsecyA mArgAvara yA. te kAya mhaNatAta kI mAraNyAcA ahaMkAra soDA. dusare kAhI soDAyace nAhI, mAraNyAcA ahaMkAra soDAyacA Ahe. tumhI mAralyAne marata nAhI, maga ugAca ahaMkAra kazAsAThI karatA? ahaMkAra kelyAne tara ulaTa jALayAta jAsta phasAla, bhayaMkara jokhIma oDhavUna ghyAla. tyA jIvAlA tyAcyA nimittAne marU dyA nA! to maraNAraca Ahe, maga tumhI kazAlA ahaMkAra karatA? arthAta ahaMkAra baMda karaNyAsAThI devAne ahiMsecI preraNA dilI. mAraNyAcA jo ahaMkAra Ahe to soDavaNyAsAThI he sarva sAMgitale. praznakartA : itake jJAna pacavaNe he sAmAnya mANasAsAThI jarA jAstaca Ahe ase nAhI kA mhaTale jANAra? dAdAzrI : nAhI, te pacela ase nAhI. mhaNUna tara ughaDa kele nAhI. sagaLyAMnA aseca sAMgitale kI tumhI vAcavA. nAhI tara te maratIla. mAraNyA-vAcavaNyAce gupta rahasya AtA 'yAne jIva mAralA, yAne ase kele, yAne vAcavale' he sarva Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA vyavahAra mAtra Ahe. he karekTa nAhI. ANi riyalamadhye kAya Ahe ? koNatAhI jIva koNatyAhI jIvAlA mArU zakataca nAhI. mAraNyAsAThI tara sarva sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ekatra hotAta tevhAca to marato. kuNI ekaTA manuSya svataMtrapaNe ase mAru zakata nAhI. AtA jara eviDansa ekatra Ale taraca marela, ANi eviDansa ApalyA hAtAta nAhIta. mhaNUna koNatAhI jIva koNatyAhI jIvAlA vAcavU zakataca nAhI. jara sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa asatIla taraca vAcela. nAhI tara vAcata nAhI. hA tara phakta vAcavaNyAcA ahaMkAra karato. paNa tyAcabarobara asehI sAMgitale kI malA mArAyace Ahe asA bhAva tU manAtUna kADhUna TAka. kAraNa bhAva eka eviDansa Ahe. mhaNUna hA eviDansa ANi dusare eviDansa ekatra Ale tara kArya hoUna jAIla. mhaNaje tyAtIla 'vana oNpha da eviDansa' 'svata:cA' bhAva Ahe. tyAmuLe sagaLyAca eviDansacA 'svataH' igoijama karato. maraNakALAtaca maraNa he tara AmhI ati sUkSma goSTa sAMgU icchito kI koNatyAhI jIvAlA tyAcA maraNakALa AlyAzivAya koNI mArU zakata nAhI. samajA AtA sAta bokaDa asatIla, tara tyAtIla to dona bokaDa vikato, jyAcA maraNakALa AlelA asato tyAlAca vikato. are, tyA sAtAtUna he dona tulA priya navhate? te paNa cAMgaleca Aheta bicAre, maga tU tyAMnA kA vikatosa? ANi bokaDa suddhA khuza hoUna tyAcyAsobata jAte. kAraNa maraNakALa javaLa AlA mhaNUna! maga tyAlA tithe khATikakhAnyAta raMgavatAta-sajavatAta, tevhA to khuza hoto. tyAlA vATate divALIca AlI. ase he jaga Ahe. paNa he sarva samajaNyAsArakhe Ahe. arthAta koNAcA maraNakALa AlyAzivAya bAhera koNI marata nAhI. paNa tU mAraNyAcA bhAva kelA mhaNUna tulA bhAvahiMsA lAgate. ANi tI tujhyA AtmyAcIca hiMsA hota rAhilI Ahe. tU tujhI svata:cIca hiMsA Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA karIta Ahesa. bAheracA tara to jevhA maraNAra asela tevhA marela. tyAcI veLa yeIla, tyAcA yoga juLUna yeIla ANi te tara sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Aheta. kitItarI saMyoga ekatra yetAta ANi te DoLyAMnI disata nAhIta ase eviDansa ekatra yetAta tevhA to jIva marato. ANi tyAlA vATate kI 'mI tyAlA mArale' 'are, tujhI mAraNyAcI icchA tara nAhI maga tU tyAlA kase mArale?' tevhA mhaNato, 'paNa mAjhA pAya tyAcyAvara paDalA nA!' 'are, tujhA pAya? tujhyA pAyAlA lakhavA nAhI hoNAra?' tevhA mhaNe, 'pakSAghAta tara pAyAlA hoto.' maga to pAya tujhA nAhI. tujhyA vastUlA lakhavA hota nAhI. tU tujhyA pAyAvara mAlakIpaNA karatosa paNa tI cukIcI mAlakI Ahe. koNI jJAnI puruSAlA vicArUna tara ye kI he mAjhe Ahe kI parake Ahe ? ase vicAra nA! vicArazIla tara jJAnIpuruSa tulA samajAvatIla kI bhAU, he sarva tujhe nAhI. hA pAya suddhA parakA, he dusare sarva suddhA parake ANi he tujhe. azA prakAre jJAnI puruSa tulA spaSTIkaraNa detIla. jJAnIpuruSAMkaDUna 'sarve' karavUna ghe. hA tara lokAMkaDUna 'sarve' karavUna gheto. paNa he sarve karaNAreca veDe Aheta. te tara parakyA vastUlAca mAjhI mAnatAta. mhaNaje kharA 'sarve' jhAlelAca nAhI. jJAnI puruSa sarve' karUna vegaLe karuna detAta. ANi lAIna oNpha DimArkezana (bhedarekhA) AkhUna detAta kI hA itakA bhAga tumacA, ANi hA itakA parakA. je kadhIca Apale hota nAhI, tyAsa mhaNatAta parake. kitIhI DokephoDa kelI tarIhI te Apale hota nAhI. AtA maraNakALa koNAcyAhI hAtAta nAhI. paraMtu devAne he ughaDa kele nAhI kI yAmAge kaoNjesa (kAraNe) Aheta. kAhI jJAna ase Aheta kI te ughaDa kele jAU zakata nAhI. azA prakAre devAne jara hI goSTa savistarapaNe sAMgitalI asatI tara lokAMnA nITa samajale asate. tarI paNa devAne hI goSTa sAMgitalI Ahe paNa loka samajale nAhIta. devAne sagaLIca spaSTatA kelI Ahe. paNa te sarva sUtrAMmadhye Ahe. tyA lAkha sUtrAMnA viraghaLavale tara itakese viraghaLela. bhagavaMta je bolale te sonyAcyA rupAta Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 81 nighAle ANi te (sone) gautamasvAmIMnI sarva sUtrAMvara caDhavale. AtA jevhA koNI gautamasvAmI sArakhe asatIla tevhA punhA tyA sUtrAMmadhUna sone kADhatIla. paNa te gautamasvAmIMsArakhe yetIla kevhA ANi sone nighela kevhA ANi Apale kalyANa hoIla kevhA? 'mArAyace nAhI' hA nizcaya karA AtA bar2yAca lokAMnI nizcaya kelA kI 'ApalyAlA nAvAlAhI hiMsA karAyacI nAhI. koNatyAhI jIvajaMtulA mArAyace nAhI.' asA nizcaya kelA asela tara maga tyAcyAkaDe maraNyAsAThI koNI jIvajaMtu cukUnahI yeta nAhI. tyAcyA pAyAkhAlI Ale tarIhI te vAcate va nighUna jAte. ANi 'malA jIvAMnA mArAyaceca Ahe' asA jyAne nizcaya kelA Ahe, tithe maraNyAsAThI sarva tayAra Aheta. bAkI, bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale Ahe kI, yA jagAta kuThalAhI manuSya kuThalyAhI jIvAlA mArU zakataca nAhI. tevhA koNI mhaNela,' he bhagavaMta, tumhI ase kA bolatA? AmhI tara mAratAnA baghata asato nA sagaLyAMnA!' tevhA bhagavaMta mhaNatAta, 'nAhI, tyAne mAraNyAcA bhAva kelA Ahe ANi yA jIvAcA maraNakALa javaLa yeta Ahe. mhaNaje jevhA yAcA maraNakALa yeto tevhA tyAcA yoga juLUna yeto, jyAne mAraNyAcA bhAva kelA Ahe tyAlA yeUna miLato. bAkI mArU zakataca nAhI. paNa maraNakALa yeto mhaNUna marato ANi tevhAca to bheTato. hI goSTa khUpa sUkSma Ahe. Aja jara he jagAlA samajale asate nA, tara jaga Azcaryacakitaca jhAle asate! praznakartA : Trenamadhye aeNksiDanTa hoto ANi Trena khAlI mANUsa marUna jAto. tara yAta Trenane kuThe nizcaya kelA Ahe? dAdAzrI : TrenalA nizcayAcI garajaca nasate. he tara jyAMcA mRtyukALa javaLa yeto nA, tevhA to mhaNela kI, 'ApaNa vATela tyAprakAre marU.' tara 'tyAcI parvAca nAhI' ase bhAva asatIla tara tyAlA tase maraNa yeIla. Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA tyAne jasA bhAva kelA asela tyA bhAvAnusAraca tyAcA hizoba yeta asato. paraMtu maraNakALa AlyAzivAya koNAkaDUna marata nAhI. mhaNaje yAta koNate vAkya samajAyace Ahe? kI joparyaMta tyA jIvAcA mRtyUkALa AlelA nasela toparyaMta tyAlA koNI mArU zakataca nAhI. ANi mRtyUkALa koNAcyAhI hAtAta nAhI. ___nAhI 'marata' koNI bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta praznakartA : paNa hiMsA na karaNe hA daivIguNa Ahe kI nAhI? mhaNaje hiMsA karaNe hA gunhA Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : mI tumhAlA gupIta ughaDa karUna sAMgU?! yA sarvAMcyA samora sAMgU, ithe koNI durupayoga karela ase nAhI mhaNUna sAMgato. yA jagAta bhagavaMtAcyA dRSTIne koNI marataca nAhI. bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta koNI marata nAhI, lokabhASeta maratAta. yA bhrAMtIcyA bhASeta maratAta. hI goSTa ughaDapaNe sAMgitalI. mI ase kadhIca bolalo nAhI. Aja tumacyA samakSa bolato. bhagavaMtAcyA jJAnAta je vartata Ahe te mAjhyA jJAnAta vartata Ahe, ANi te ase Ahe kI yA jagAta koNI jivaMtahI nAhI ANi koNI melAhI nAhI. AttAparyaMta he jaga cAlata Ale Ahe tevhApAsUna koNI melAca nAhI. jo maratAnA disato tI bhrAMtIca Ahe ANi janma ghetAnA disato tI suddhA bhrAMtIca Ahe. hI bhagavaMtAcyA bhASetalI vAstavikatA mI tumhAlA ughaDapaNe sAMgitalI. AtA tumhAlA junyA goSTIMnA dharUna basAyace asela tara dharUna basA ANi nasela dharAyace tara navyAlA dharuna ThevA. hI AmacI goSTa samajalI kA tumhAlA? praznakartA : goSTa samajalI, paNa tumhI khUpa moghamamadhye sAMgitalI. dAdAzrI : ho, mhaNaje bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta koNI marata nAhI. samajA Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA ekhAdyA ThikANI hajAro mANase kApalI gelI asatIla he mahAvIra bhagavaMtAMnA samajale, tarI mahAvIra bhagavaMtAvara tyAcA kAhIca pariNAma hota nAhI. kAraNa tyAMnA mAhIta Ahe kI koNI marataca nAhI. lokAMnA aseca vATate kI marata Ahe, kharokhara marata nAhI. he je disate tI sarva bhrAMtI Ahe. malA kadhIhI koNI maratAnA disaleca nAhI nA! tumhAlA disate, mhaNUna tumhAlA tevaDhI zaMkA vATata rAhate. kI, 'kAya hoIla, kAya hoIla?' tevhA mI mhaNela kI, 'bhAU kAhIhI hoNAra nAhI. tU mAjhyA AjJeta rahA.' mhaNaje Aja mI khUpa sUkSma goSTa sAMgUna TAkalI kI bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta koNI marataca nAhI. paNa tarI lokAMnI bhagavaMtAlA sAMgitale kI, 'bhagavaMta, he jJAna Aja ughaDaca karA nA!' tevhA bhagavaMtAne sAMgitale, 'nAhI, te ughaDapaNe sAMgatA yeIla ase nAhI. maga tara loka aseca samajatIla kI koNI marataca nAhI. mhaNUna te koNAlAhI khAUna TAkaNyAcA bhAva karatIla, bhAva bighaDavatIla.' lokAMce bhAva bighaDatIla mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAnI he jJAna ughaDa kele nAhI. ajJAnI lokAMnA bhAva bighaDavAyalA veLaca lAgata nAhI, ANi bhAva bighaDale mhaNaje to 'svataH' tasAca hoUna jAto. kAraNa je Ahe te svataHca Ahe, tyAcA koNI uparI (variSThaca) nAhIca. mhaNUna joparyaMta bhrAMti Ahe toparyaMta ase bolUca naye kI bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta koNI marata nAhI. he tara tumhI nemake teca vicArale mhaNUna malA he rahasya ulagaDAve lAgale. tyAtahI ApalyA 'mahAtmyAM' samora he sAMgaNyAsa harakata nAhI. he 'mahAtmA' durupayoga karaNAre nAhIta. tumhI 'bhagavaMtAcyA bhASeta koNI marata nAhI' ase tithe sagaLyAMsamorahI sAMgAla kA? praznakartA : malA koNAcI bhItI nAhI. mI tara himatIne sAMgela. dAdAzrI : nakA sAMgU. he jJAna sagaLyAMsamora ughaDa karaNyAsArakhe Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA nAhI. bhagavaMtAcyA bhASece he jJAna tara jo 'zuddhAtmA' jhAlA Ahe tyAneca jANyAsArakhe Ahe. dusar2yAMnI he jJAna jANyAsArakhe nAhI. dusar2yA lokAMsAThI he paoNijana (viSa) Ahe. bhAratAta bhAvahiMsA khUpa praznakartA : ahiMsecA vyApaka pracAra karaNyAsAThI khUpa veLa lAgela ? 84 dAdAzrI : khUpa veLa lAgalA tarI dekhIla pUrNa pracAra hoU zakaNAra nAhI. kAraNa saMsAra mhaNaje kAya ? hiMsAtmaka manovRtIca Ahe. mhaNUna te jamaNAra nAhI. he tara hiMdustAnAta loka thoDIphAra ahiMsA pALaNyAsa tayAra hotAta, bAkI itara loka tara ahiMselA samajataca nAhI nA ! praznakartA : paNa jIvAMnA vAcavaNe, yAmAge sUkSma ahiMsecA bhAva Ahe kA ? dAdAzrI : vAcavaNe mhaNaje sUkSma nAhI, hI tara sthUla ahiMsA Ahe. sUkSma tara tyAMnA samajaNAraca nAhI. sUkSma ahiMsA kazI samajatIla ? yA lokAMnA ajUna sthUlaca samajata nAhI, maga sUkSma kazI samajela ? ANi hI sthUla ahiMsA tara tyAMcyA raktAtaca Ahe nA, mhaNUnaca azA lahAna prakAracyA jIvAMcI ahiMsA pALatAta. bAkI, he sarva loka svataHcyA gharAta divasabhara hiMsAca karata rAhatAta, sagaLeca, phakta kAhI apavAda soDale tara ! praznakartA : yA vesTarna kaMTrijamadhye paNa niraMtara hiMsAca karata rAhatAta. khANyAta-piNyAta, pratyeka kAmAta. gharAta suddhA hiMsA. mAzyA mAraNe, macchara mAraNe, bAhera laoNnamadhyehI hiMsA, auSadha phavAraNe, jIvajaMtu mAraNe, bAga-bagIcAta paNa hiMsA, maga te loka kase suTatIla ? dAdAzrI : are, tyAMcyA hiMsepekSA he hiMdustAnAtIla loka jAsta Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA hiMsA karatAta. tyA hiMsepekSA hI hiMsA khUpa kharAba Ahe, divasabhara AtmyAcIca hiMsA karata rAhatAta. yAlA bhAvahiMsA mhaNatAta. praznakartA : he loka tara svata:cyA AtmyAcIca hiMsA karatAta, paNa te (vesTarnace) loka tara dusar2yAMcyA AtmyAcI hiMsA karatAta. dAdAzrI : nAhI. he loka tara sagaLyAMcyAca AtmyAcI hiMsA karatAta. jo koNI bheTato tyA sagaLyAMcIca hiMsA karatAta. yAMcA dhaMdAca ulaTA Ahe. mhaNUna tara te (vesTarnace) loka sukhI Aheta nA! dusare, mhaNaje tyAMnA dusar2yAMnA duHkha deNyAcA vicAra dekhIla yeta nAhI. ANi 'Aya vIla helpa yu, Aya vIla helpa yu' (mI tumhAlA madata karela) ase sAMgatAta. ANi ApalyA ithe tara svArtha ThevatAta, 'mAjhA phAyadA hota asela' tara madata karaNAra, nAhI tara nAhI karaNAra. AdhI hizoba kADhUna baghatAta kI mAjhA phAyadA hoIla kA! asA hizoba kADhatAta kI nAhI kADhata? mhaNUnaca bhagavaMtAne bhAvahiMselA khUpa moThI hiMsA mhaTalI Ahe ANi hA pUrNa hiMdustAna bhAvahiMsAca karuna rAhile Ahe. praznakartA : paraMtu ithe (hiMdustAnAta) tara ahiMselA sarvAta jAsta mahattva dile gele Ahe. dAdAzrI : paNa tarI suddhA sarvAta jAsta hiMsA ithalyA lokAMcI Ahe. kAraNa divasabhara kaTakaTa, kaTakaTa ANi kaTakaTaca karata rAhatAta. yAce kAya kAraNa? tara yethIla loka jAsta jAgRta Aheta. tarI suddhA AjacI jI mule ulaTa mArgAvara vaLalI Aheta, tyAMnA azI jAsta bhAvahiMsA nAhI bicAr2yAMnA! kAraNa te mAMsAhAra ANi vyasana vagaire karatAta, mhaNUna jaDasArakhe hoUna gele Aheta. jaDAta jAsta bhAvahiMsA nasate. bAkI, adhika jAgRta asatAta tithe nivvaLa bhAvahiMsAca asate. mhaNUnaca divasabhara kaTakaTa, kaTakaTa... glAsa phUTalA tarI kaTakaTa! kAhI jhAle tarI kaTakaTa! Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 86 ahiMsA bhAva svataMtra, dravya parataMtra praznakartA : te kAhIhI aso paNa tyAMcyAkaDUna ahiMsA tara jhAlIca nA! dAdAzrI : bhAva hI svataMtra hiMsA Ahe. ANi dravya hI parataMtra hiMsA Ahe. tI svata:cyA tAbyAta nAhI. mhaNaje he parataMtra ahiMsA pALatAta. hA tyAMcA AjacA puruSArtha nAhI. mhaNaje hI jI ahiMsA Ahe tI sthUla jIvAMsAThIcI ahiMsA Ahe. paNa tI cukIcI nAhI. jevhA kI bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale kI, hI ahiMsA tumhI bAhera pALatA, tI pUrNapaNe ahiMsA pALA, sUkSma jIva kiMvA sthUla jIva sagaLyAMsAThI ahiMsA pALA. paNa tumacyA AtmyAcI bhAvahiMsA hoNAra nAhI he prathama pAhA. ANi hI tara niraMtara bhAvahiMsAca hota rAhilI Ahe. AtA loka toMDAne tara bhAvahiMsA bolatAta, paNa hI bhAvahiMsA kazAsa mhaNatAta, he samajUna ghetale pAhije nA? mAjhyAzI carcA kelI tara mI tyAMnA samajAvela. bhAvahiMsA tara koNAlAhI disata nAhI ANi yA citrapaTAsArakhI, mhaNaje jasA citrapaTa cAlato nA, ANi ApaNa to baghata asato, azI disate tI sarva dravyahiMsA Ahe. bhAvahiMseta ase sUkSmarUpAta hota asate ANi dravyahiMsA tara disate. pratyakSa mana, vacana, kAyene yA jagAta je disate, tI dravyahiMsA Ahe. bacAva karA, prathama bhAvahiMsepAsUna mhaNaje bhagavaMtAne ahiMsA vegaLyA prakAracI sAMgitalI kI, pharsTa ahiMsA koNatI? tI mhaNaje AtmaghAta hoU naye. prathama AtUna bhAvahiMsA hoNAra nAhI heca pAhAyalA sAMgitale. tyAaivajI he tara kuThalyAkuTheca pohocale. hI tara sagaLI bhAvahiMsAca hota Ahe, niraMtara bhAvahiMsA hota Ahe. mhaNUna suruvAtIlA bhAvahiMsA baMda karAyacI Ahe. ANi dravyahiMsA Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 87 tara koNAcyAhI hAtAta nAhI. paNa tarI ase bolU naye. bolAla tara jokhIma yeIla. bAhera sagaLyAMsamora bolU naye. samajadAra vyaktIlAca sAMgU zakato. mhaNUna vItarAgAMnI sarvaca ughaDa kele nAhI. bAkI, dravyahiMsA koNAcyAca hAtAta nAhI, koNatyAhI jIvAcyA tAbyAta nAhI. paNa jara ase sAMgaNyAta Ale nA, tara loka puDhacyA janma bighaDavatIla. kAraNa bhAva kelyAzivAya rAhaNAraca nAhIta nA! mhaNatIla 'he tara ApalyA hAtAtaca nAhI, maga AtA mAraNyAta kAhI doSaca nAhI nA!' hI bhAvahiMsAca baMda karAyacI Ahe. mhaNaje vItarAgI kitI samaMjasa! yA bAbatIta eka akSara suddhA lihile Ahe kA? pAhA nA, thoDe tarI likeja hoU dile kA! tIrthaMkara kitI samaMjasa puruSa hote, jithe pAUla ThevatIla tithe tIrtha! paNa tarI dravyahiMsA baMda kelI taraca bhAvahiMsA thAMbela ase Ahe. tarI paNa bhAvahiMsecI mukhya kiMmata Ahe. mhaNaje bhagavaMtAne ase jIvAMcyA 'hiMse-ahiMseta' paDaNyAce sAMgitale nAhI. bhagavaMta tara sAMgatAta kI, 'tU bhAvahiMsA karU nakosa. maga tU ahiMsaka TharazIla.' itakeca bhagavaMtAnI sAMgitale Ahe. azI hote bhAva ahiMsA mhaNaje sarvAta moThI hiMsA bhagavaMtAne kazAsa mhaTalI? kI 'yA mANasAMnI ekhAdyA jIvAlA mArUna TAkale, tyAsa AmhI hiMsA mhaNata nAhI. paNa yA mANasAMnI jIvAlA mAraNyAce bhAva kele, mhaNUna AmhI tyAsa hiMsA mhaTalI Ahe.' bolA AtA, loka kAya samajatAta? kI 'yAne jIvAlA mArUna TAkale, mhaNUna yAlAca pakaDA.' tevhA koNI mhaNela, 'yAne jIvAlA mArale tara nAhI nA?' mArale nasela tyAsahI harakata nAhI. paNa yAne bhAva tara kelA nA kI, jIva mArale pAhijeta. mhaNUna toca gunhegAra Ahe. ANi jIvAlA tara 'vyavasthita' zaktI mArate. to tara phakta ahaMkAraca karato kI 'mI mArale.' ANi jo bhAva karato to tara svataH mArato. Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 ahiMsA tumhI mhaNAla kI jIvAMnA vAcavaNyAsArakhe Ahe. naMtara vAcatIla kiMvA vAcaNArahI nAhIta tyAce jokhImadAra tumhI nAhI. tumhI mhaNAla kI, yA jIvAMnA vAcavaNyAsArakhe Ahe, tumhAlA phakta asA bhAvaca karAyacA Ahe. naMtara hiMsA jhAlIca tara tyAce jokhImadAra tumhI nAhI! hiMsA jhAlI tyAcA pazcAtApa, tyAce pratikramaNa karAyace, mhaNaje sarva jokhImadAra saMpalI. ___AtA azA sarva sUkSma goSTI manuSyAlA kazA samajatIla? tyAcI kAya kSamatA? evaDhe darzana to kuThUna ANela? ANi mAjhyA yA sarva goSTI to tithe gheUna gelA tara sagaLI gairasamajaca hoIla. AmhI pablikasamora ase sAMgata nAhI. pablikalA sAMgU zakata nAhI nA! samajatayaM kA tumhAlA? bhAvaahiMsA mhaNaje malA koNatyAhI jIvAlA mArAyace Ahe asA bhAva kadhIca hotA kAmA naye ANi malA koNatyAhI jIvAlA duHkha dyAyace Ahe, asA bhAva suddhA utpanna vhAyalA nako. mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo, azI phakta bhAvanAca karAyacI Ahe, kriyA nAhI. bhAvanAca karAyacI Ahe. kriyeta tara tU kase kAya vAcavazIla? are, phakta zvAsocchavAsAtaca lAkho jIva marata asatAta. ANi ithe tara jIvAMce thave AdaLatAta, AdaLalyAneca marUna jAtAta. kAraNa ApaNa tara tyAMnA moThayA dagaDAsArakhe vATato. tyAMnA aseca vATate kI hA dagaDa ApaTalA. sarvAta moThI AtmahiMsA, kaSAya jithe krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha (kaSAya) Aheta tI AtmahiMsA Ahe ANi tI dusarI tara jivANUMcI hiMsA Ahe. bhAvahiMsecA artha kAya? tara tujhI svataHcI jI hiMsA hota asate, he krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, he tulA svata:lA baMdhanAta TAkatAta, mhaNUna svata:vara dayA kara. prathama svataHcI bhAvaahiMsA ANi naMtara dusar2yAMcI bhAvaahiMsA, ase sAMgitale Ahe. Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 89 yA choTayA jIvajaMtuMnA mAraNe hI dravyahiMsA mhaTalI jAte ANi koNAlA mAnasika duHkha deNe, koNAvara krodha karaNe, rAgAvaNe, he sarva hiMsakabhAva mhaTale jAtAta, bhAvahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. lokAMnI jarI kitIhI ahiMsece pAlana kele, tarI paNa ahiMsA itakI sopI nAhI kI lavakara pALalI jAIla. ANi daraasala (vAstavika ) hiMsA he krodha mana-mAyAlobha Aheta. he tara jivajaMtu mAratAta, pAraDU mAratAta, mhazI mAratAta, tI tara mhaNA dravyahiMsA Aheca. ANi te nisargAne lihilyAnusAraca hota rAhate. yAta koNAcehI cAlata nAhI. mhaNUna bhagavaMtAne kAya sAMgitale hote kI prathama, svataH kaDUna kaSAya hoNAra nAhI ase kara. kAraNa kaSAya hI sarvAta moThI hiMsA Ahe. tI AtmahiMsA mhaTalI jAte, bhAvahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. dravyahiMsA jhAlI tara bhale jhAlI paraMtu bhAvahiMsA mAtra hoU deU nakosa. tevhA he loka dravyahiMselA thAMbavatAta paNa bhAvahiMsA tara cAlUca rAhate. mhaNUna jara koNI nizcata kele kI 'malA mArAyace nAhIca' tara tyAcyA vATyAlA koNI marAyalA yeNAra nAhI. AtA yAne azI sthUlahiMsA tara baMda kelI kI, malA kuThalyAhI jIvAlA mArAyace nAhI. paNa maga buddhIne mArAyace ase jara nizcata kele asela tara tyAcA bAjAra ughaDAca rAhato. maga tithe yeUna pAkharaM ApaTata rAhatAta, ANi tI suddhA hiMsAca Ahe nA ! mhaNUna koNatyAhI jIvAlA trAsa hoNAra, koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha hoNAra, koNatyAhI jIvAcI sahajahI hiMsA hoNAra, ase vhAyalA nako. ANi koNatyAhI manuSyAsAThI jarA suddhA vAITa abhiprAya asAyalA nako. zatrusAThIhI abhiprAya badalalA tarI tI sarvAta moThI hiMsA Ahe. eka bakarA mAralA tyAhIpekSA hI moThI hiMsA Ahe. gharacyA mANasAMvara ciDaNe, he bakarA mAraNyApekSAhI moThI hiMsA Ahe. kAraNa ciDaNe hA AtmaghAta Ahe. ANi bakar2yAce maraNe hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe. Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA ANi mANasAMcI niMdA karaNe he suddhA mAraNyAsArakheca Ahe. mhaNUna niMdeta tara paDAyaceca nAhI. mANasAcI niMdA ajibAta karAyacI nAhI, kadhIca nAhI. tI suddhA hiMsAca Ahe. naMtara jithe pakSapAta Ahe tithe hiMsA Ahe. pakSapAta mhaNaje AmhI vegaLe ANi tumhI vegaLe, tithehI hiMsA Ahe. tase tara ahiMsecA billA lAvatAta kI AmhI ahiMsaka mANasaM Ahota. AmhI ahiMselAca mAnaNAre Ahota. paNa bhAU, pahilI hiMsA mhaNaje hA pakSapAta. evaDhA zabda jarI samajalA tarI puSkaLa jhAle. mhaNUna vItarAgIMcI goSTa samajaNyAcI garaja Ahe. svata:ce bhAvamaraNa kSaNokSaNI saMpUrNa jagAtIla lokAMnA raudradhyAna ANi ArtadhyAna ApoApaca hota rAhate. tyAsAThI tara kAhIca karAyaceca nAhI. mhaNaje yA jagAta sarvAta moThI hiMsA koNatI? tara ArtadhyAna ANi raudradhyAna! kAraNa tyAlA AtmahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. tyA jIvajaMtuMcI hiMsA, tI tara pudgalahiMsA mhaTalI jAte ANi yAsa tara AtmahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. maga koNatI hiMsA cAMgalI? praznakartA : hiMsA tara kuThalIhI cAMgalI nAhI. paraMtu AtmahiMsA hI moThI hiMsA mhaTalI jAIla. dAdAzrI : he loka pudgalahiMsA tara khUpa pALatAta. paNa tyAMcyAkaDUna AtmahiMsA hotaca rAhate. AtmahiMselA zAstrakArAMnI bhAvahiMsA mhaTalI Ahe. AtA yA jJAnAnaMtara tumacI bhAvahiMsA baMda hote. mhaNUnaca Ata kitI zAMtI vATate nA! praznakartA : kRpALudevAMnI yA bhAvahiMselA bhAvamaraNa mhaTale Ahe nA? kRpALudevAMce vAkya Ahe, 'kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kA aho rAcI rahyo.' yAta samaya-samayace bhAvamaraNa hota asate kA? (samayakSaNAcAhI atyaMta choTA bhAga). Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 91 dAdAzrI : ho, kSaNa-kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNa, mhaNaje te kAya sAMgU icchitAta ? tase tara pratyeka kSaNI bhAvamaraNa nAhI, paraMtu pratyeka samayalA bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNa hota asate. paNa he tara sthUlarupAta lihilele Ahe. jevhA kI he tara samaya-samayace bhAvamaraNa hotaca rAhile Ahe. bhAvamaraNa mhaNaje kAya ? kI, 'mI caMdulAla (caMdulAlacyA jAgI vAcakAne svata: ce nAva samajAve) Ahe' heca bhAvamaraNa Ahe. jI avasthA utpanna jhAlI, tI avasthA 'malA' jhAlI, ase mAnaNe mhaNajeca bhAvamaraNa jhAle. yA sarva lokAMcI ramaNatA bhAvamaraNAtaca Ahe kI, 'he sAmAyika mI kele, he mI kele. ' praznakartA : tara maga bhAva sajIva kazA prakAre hoU zakatAta ? dAdAzrI : bhAva tase sajIva nAhIta. bhAvAce tara maraNa jhAle Ahe. bhAvamaraNAlA nidrA mhaTale jAte. bhAvanidrA ANi bhAvamaraNa he donhI ekaca Ahe. yA 'akrama vijJAnAta' bhAva Thevataca nAhI mhaNUna bhAvamaraNa hotaca nAhI, ANi 'kramika' madhye tara kSaNokSaNI sarvajaNa bhAvamaraNAtaca asatAta. kRpALudeva tara jJAnI puruSa hote nA, mhaNUna phakta tyAMnAca he samajale. tyAMnA ase vATAyace kI, 'he tara bhAvamaraNa jhAle. he bhAvamaraNa jhAle.' mhaNUna te niraMtara jAgRta rAhAyace. dusare loka tara bhAvamaraNAtaca cAlata rAhatAta. bhAvamaraNAcA artha kAya ? tara svabhAvAce maraNa jhAle ANi vibhAvAcA janma jhAlA. avastheta 'mI' mhaNajeca vibhAvAcA janma jhAlA. ANi 'ApaNa' tyA avasthelA pAhato mhaNaje svabhAvAcA janma jhAlA. mhaNaje hI pudgalahiMsA asela nA, tithe suTaNyAcA kAhI tarI mArga nighela. paraMtu AtmahiMsA karaNAr2yAcI tara suTakA hotaca nAhI. loka ase bArakAIne samajavataca nAhIta nA ! sarva varavara samajAvatAta! Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA ahiMsene vADhalI buddhI ase Ahe, he ArtadhyAna ANi raudradhyAna tara musalamAnAMnAhI hota asate, khrizcana lokAMnAhI hota asate, sagaLyAMnAca hota asate ANi ApalyA lokAMnAhI hota asate. maga tyAta pharaka kAya Ahe? Dipharansa kAya? ulaTa ApalyA lokAMnA tara jAsta hota asate. kAraNa jIvahiMseta thoDI maryAdA ThevalelI Ahe. ahiMsA dharma pALatAta tyAmuLe jAsta hote. kAraNa tyAcI buddhI khUpa teja asate, buddhIzAlI asato. ANi duSamakALAta buddhI jitakI jAsta titake bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhato. ANi jAsta buddhI asalelA kamI buddhIvAlyAlA mArato suddhA. phaoNrenavAle ANi musalamAna, koNIhI budhdIne mArata nAhI. Apale hiMdustAnace loka tara buddhIne mAratAta. buddhIne mAraNyAce tara koNatyAca kALAta navhate. he tara yA kALAtaca navIna laphaDe suru jhAle. paNa maga buddhI asela tara mArela nA?! maga buddhI koNAlA asate? eka tara je jIvAMcA ghAta karata nAhIta, ahiMsaka dharma pALata asatIla, sahA kAyacyA jIvAMcI hiMsA karata nasatIla, tyAMcI buddhI vADhate. naMtara koNI kaMdamULa khAta nasela, tyAcI buddhI vADhate. tIrthaMkarAMcyA mUrtIce darzana karatAta tyAMcI buddhI vADhate. ANi hI budhdI vADhalI tyAcA kAya lAbha jhAlA? praznakartA : yA lokAMvara tumhI anyAya karata AhAta. dAdAzrI : anyAya karata nAhI. jAsta buddhI Ahe mhaNUna tyAMce nukasAna hoIla, ase mI pustakAta lihile Ahe. jase Ahe tase nAhI sAMgitale tara ANakhI adhika cukIcyA mArgAne cAlatIla. buddhIne mAraNe hA bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. buddhI vADhalI tyAcA asA durupayoga karAyacA asato kA? ANi jyAMnA jAgRtI kamI Ahe te bicAre maMdakaSAyI asatAta. ahiMsA dharmAce pAlana karatAta, janmataH choTyA jIvAMcI hiMsA Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 93 karAyacI nAhI ase tyAMcyA biliphamadhye (mAnyateta) asate, tyAMcyA darzanAta asate, te khUpa tIkSNa buddhIvAle asatAta. praznakartA : janmalyApAsUnaca ahiMsece pAlana karatAta mhaNUna te jAsta mRdu mhaTale jAtAta nA? dAdAzrI : mRdu nAhI mhaTale jAta. ahiMsA pALaNyAce phaLa Ale. phaLa svarupAta tyAMcI buddhI vADhalI ANi tyA buddhIne lokAMnA mArata rAhile, buddhIne goLyA mAralyA. vinAkAraNa khUna kelyAne ekA janmAce maraNa jhAle, paraMtu buddhIne goLyA mAralyAne anaMta janmAMce maraNa hoIla. moThI hiMsA, laDhAIcI kI kaSAyacI pUrvIcyA kALI gAvAta je zeTha asAyace, te jAsta buddhImAna asAyace nA! gAvAta jara kuNA doghAMce bhAMDaNa jhAle asela tara zeTha tyAMcA gairaphAyadA gheta nasata. te tyA doghAMnAhI ApalyA gharI bolavAyace ANi doghAMcyA bhAMDaNAcA nikAla lAvAyace. ANi vara doghAMnA ApalyA gharI jevU ghAlAyace. kazA prakAre nikAla lAvAyace? tara doghAMpaikI ekAne jara sAMgitale kI, 'sAheba, AtA mAjhyAjavaLa donaze rupaye nAhIta, maga mI AttAcyA AtA kasA deU zakela?' tevhA zeTha kAya mhaNAce, 'tujhyAjavaLa kitI paise Aheta?' tevhA to mhaNato, 'pannAsaeka Aheta.' tevhA zeTha mhaNAyace kI, 'maga mAjhyAkaDUna diDaze gheUna jA.' mhaNaje ase bhAMDaNa miTavAyace. ANi AtA tara lokAMcyA bhAMDaNAcA gairaphAyadA ghetIla! mI koNAvara AkSepa karata nAhI. mI saMpUrNa jagAlA niraMtara nirdoSaca pAhato. yA sarva tara vyAvahArika goSTI cAlata Aheta. malA zivyA dilyA, mArale, cApaTyA mAralyA, kAhIhI kele tarI paNa mI jagAlA nirdoSaca pAhato. he tara mI vyavahArAviSayI sAMgata Ahe. vyavahArAceca jara samajale nAhI tara kadhI pAra yeIla? ANi jJAnI puruSAMkaDUna samajUna ghetalyAzivAya kAmI lAgata nAhI. bAkI, mAjhI koNA barobarahI bhAnagaDa nAhI. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA praznakartA : ApalyA ithe evaDheze lahAna mUla suddhA ahiMsA pALata asate, tara te tyAcyA mAgIla janmAce saMskAra Aheta nA ? 94 dAdAzrI : ho, mhaNUnaca nA! saMskArAzivAya tara ase miLaNAraca nAhI nA! pUrva janmAce saMskAra ANi puNyAcyA AdhArAne he miLAle, paNa AtA durupayoga kelyAne kuThe jAIla he mAhIta Ahe kA ? ! AtA kuThe jANAra Ahe tyAce kAhI sarTiphikeTa Ahe kA ? praznakartA : to tara ahiMsAca pALata Ahe. tyAcA durupayoga kuThe karatoya ? dAdAzrI : yAlA ahiMsA mhaNUca kase zakato ? manuSyAMsobata kaSAya karaNe, yAsArakhI sarvAta moThI hiMsAca nAhI yA jagAta. asA eka tarI zodhUna ANA kI, jo gharAta kaSAya karata nasela, hiMsA karata nasela. he tara divasabhara gharAta kaSAya karaNe ANi svataHlA ahiMsaka mhaNavUna gheNe hA tara bhayaMkara moThA gunhA Ahe. yApekSA tara phaoNrenavAlyAMnA evaDhe kaSAya hota nasatAta. kaSAya tara jAsta jAgRtIvAleca karatAta nA ! tumhAlA he samajate kI jAsta jAgRtI asaNArA kaSAya karato kI kamI jAgRtI asaNArA kaSAya karato ? tumhAlA nAhI kA vATata kI kaSAya karaNe hA bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe? praznakartA : ho barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, maga yAsArakhI dusarI koNatIca hiMsA nAhI. kaSAya hIca hiMsA Ahe ANi hI ahiMsA tara janmajAta ahiMsA Ahe. pUrvI phakta bhAvanAca kelelI ANi Aja tI bhAvanA udayAta AlI. mhaNaje krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, hI hiMsA thAMbalI taraca hiMsA thAMbela. praznakartA : ho barobara Ahe. he samajale. zAstrAtahI ase sAMgitale Ahe. cakravartI rAjA evaDhe sAre yudhda karatAta, hiMsA karatAta tarI suddhA tyAMnA anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya lAgata nAhIta. paNa je kugurU, kudharma ANi kusAdhUnAM mAnatAta tyA lokAMnAca anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya bAMdhale jAtAta. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : basa, yAsArakhI anaMtAnubaMdhI dusarI koNatIca nAhI. he tara ughaDapaNe sAMgitale Ahe nA! buddhIne mAratAta te hArDa raudradhyAna praznakartA : paNa yAta sarva karmAce bheda Aheta kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : paNa he nAhI kA samajaNAra? he lahAna mulAlAhI samajela ase Ahe. ApaNa kaMdIla gheUna jAta asU ANi tyAcyAjavaLa paNatI asela, ANi tyA bicAr2yAlA aMdhArAta disata nasela, tara ApaNa tyAlA mhaNato nA kI thAMbA kAkA, mI yeto, kaMdIla dharato. kaMdIla dharato kI nAhI dharata? tevhA hI buddhI suddhA lAITasArakhIca Ahe. jyAcI kamI buddhI asela tyAlA ApaNa mhaTale kI, 'bhAU, ase nAhI, nAhI tara tumacI phasavaNUka hoIla. ANi tumhI azA prakAre karA.' paNa he tara lageca zikAraca karUna TAkatAta. tAvaDIta sApaDale kI lageca zikAra! mhaNUna mI kaDaka zabda lihile kI hArDa raudradhyAna! cAra AyA kadhIca jhAle nAhI ase yA pAcavyA AyAta jhAle Ahe. buddhIcA durupayoga karU lAgale Aheta. (ArA-kAlacakrAcA eka bhAga) ANi he je vyApArI Aheta te jAsta buddhIvAle mhaNUna kamI buddhI asalelyAMnA mArataca rAhatAta. jAsta buddhIvAlA tara, kamI buddhI asalele grAhaka Ale, tara tyAMnA luTato. kamI buddhI asalelyAkaDUna kAhI paNa luTUna gheNe yAsa bhagavaMtAne raudradhyAna mhaTale Ahe. ANi yAce phaLa jabaradasta naraka mhaTale Ahe. mhaNUna buddhIcA durupayoga karu naye. buddhI hI tara lAITa Ahe. maga koNI aMdhArAta jAta asela tyAlA lAITa dAkhaviNyAcehI tumhI paise mAgatA? aMdhArAta ekhAdyA mANasAjavaLa jara choTAsA kaMdIlaca asela tara ApaNa tyA bicAr2yAlA lAITa nako kA dAkhavAyalA? buddhIcyA sahAyyAne lokAMnI durupayoga kelA te hArDa raudradhyAna, narakAta jAUna suddhA suTaNAra nAhIta. ase hArDa raudradhyAna Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA koNatyAca kALAta jhAle navhate ase yA pAcavyA Ayata cAlale Ahe. buddhIne mAratAta kA? mAhIta Ahe kA tumhAlA? buddhIne mAratAta nA to bhayaMkara gunhA Ahe. ajUnahI jara he soDale, ANi AttAparyaMta je kele tyAcA pazcAtApa kelA ANi punhA navyAne ase kele nAhI tarI cAMgaleca Ahe. nAhI tara yAcA kAhI ThikANAca nAhI. hI bejabAbadArI Ahe. itake karA, ANi ahiMsaka banA ApaNa manAta hiMsakabhAva ThevU naye. 'malA koNAcIhI hiMsA karAyacI nAhI' asA pakkA bhAva ThevAvA. ANi sakALacyA praharI bolAve kI, 'prApta mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo.' asA bhAva bolUna naMtara saMsArI kAryAMcI suravAta karAvI. mhaNaje maga jabAbadArI kamI hoUna jAte. naMtara tumacyA pAyAkhAlI ekhAdA jIva mAralA gelA tarIhI tumhI jokhImadAra nAhIta. kAraNa Aja tumacA tasA bhAva nAhI. bhagavaMta tumacI kriyA baghata nAhIta, tumacA bhAva baghatAta. nisargAcyA khAtevahIta tumacA bhAva baghitalA jAto. ANi yethIla sarakAra yethIla lokAMcyA khAtevahIta tumacI kriyA baghate. lokAMce khAte tara ithalyA itheca paDUna rAhaNAra Aheta. ANi tithe tara nisargAce khAte kAmI lAgela. mhaNUna tumacA bhAva kAya Ahe to tapAsUna baghA. ___mhaNUna sakALacyA praharI ase pAca veLA bolalyAnaMtara gharAbAhera nighAlA to ahiMsakaca Ahe. maga to kuThehI gaDabaDa karUna AlA asela tarIhI to ahiMsakaca Ahe. kAraNa gharAtUna nighAlA tevhA to nizcaya karUna nighAlA hotA ANi gharI gelyAvara punhA kulUpa lAvUna TAkAvA. mhaNaje gharI jAUna ase mhaNAve kI gharUna nighatAnA nizcaya karUna nighAlo tarI divasabharAta koNAlA kAhI duHkha jhAle asela tara mI tyAcI mAphI mAgato. basa evaDheca karAyace. naMtara tumacI jokhImadArIca nAhI nA! koNatyAhI jIvAcI hiMsA karAyacI nAhI, karavUna ghyAyacI nAhI, Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA kI kartyAprati anumodana karAyace nAhI, ANi mAjhyA mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA duHkha na hovo. azI bhAvanA asela tara tumhI ahiMsaka jhAlAta! tyAsa ahiMsA mahAvrata pUrNa jhAle ase mhaTale jAIla. manAta bhAvanA nizcita kelI, nizcita kelI mhaNaje DisIjana. mhaNaje ApaNa je nizcita kele ANi tyAsa pUrNapaNe sinsiyara rAhilo, tyA nirNayAvara ThAma rAhilo, tyAsa mahAvrata mhaTale jAte. ANi nizcita kele paNa tyAvara ThAma rAhilo nAhI tara tyAsa aNuvrata mhaTale jAIla. 97 sAvadha vhA, Ahe viSayavikArAta hiMsA bhagavaMtAne jara kadhI viSayavikArAcyA hiMsece varNana kele tara manuSya marUna jAIla. lokAMnA vATate kI yAta kAya hiMsA Ahe ? ApaNa koNAvara rAgAvata tara nAhI. paNa bhagavaMtAcyA dRSTIne pAhile tara tyAta hiMsA ANi AsaktI donhIhI ekatra yetAta, tyAmuLe pAcahI mahAvrata tuTatAta ANi tyAmuLe khUpa doSa lAgatAta. ekadAcyA viSAyAmuLe lAkho jIva marUna jAtAta, tyAcA doSa lAgato. icchA nasatAnA suddhA tyAta bhayaMkara hiMsA Ahe. mhaNUna raudra svarUpa hoUna jAte. phakta viSayavikArAmuLeca tara saMsAra TikUna rAhilA Ahe. eka hA strIviSaya nasela nA, tara dusare viSaya kadhIca naData nAhIta. phakta yA viSayAcA abhAva jhAlA tarI devagatI miLela. yA viSayAcA abhAva jhAlA mhaNaje itara sarva viSaya, sarvaca tAbyAta yeUna jAtAta. ANi yA viSayAta paDalA mhaNaje viSayAmuLe to AdhI pazugatIta jAto. viSayAne kevaLa adhogatIca Ahe. kAraNa phakta ekA viSayAta tara karoDo jIva maratAta. he jarI tyAlA samajata nasela tarI paNa jokhImadArI tara oDhavUna gheto nA ! mhaNUna joparyaMta saMsArIpaNA Ahe, strIviSaya Ahe, toparyaMta te ahiMsesAThI ghAtakaca Ahe. tyAtahI parastrI he sarvAta moThe jokhIma Ahe. parastrI asela tara narkAcA adhikArIca jhAlA. basa, maga tyAne dusare kAhI zodhUca naye, ANi punhA manuSyajanma miLela azI AzAhI ThevU naye. hIca Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA sarvAta moThI jokhIma Ahe. parapuruSa ANi parastrI he narakAta gheUna jANAre Aheta. ANi svataHcyA gharIhI niyama tara asalAca pAhije nA? he tara ase Ahe nA, svataHcyA hakkAcyA strIzI viSaya he ayogya nAhI. paNa tarI tyAcabarobara itake samajAve lAgela kI tyAta khUpa sAre jarsa (jIva) maratAta. mhaNUna vinAkAraNa tara ase nasAveca nA? kAraNa asela tara goSTa vegaLI Ahe. vIryAta 'jarsaca' asatAta ANi te mAnavabIjAce asatAta. mhaNUna zakyatovara sAMbhALAyace. he AmhI tumhAlA thoDakyAta sAMgatoya. bAkI, yAcA tara kadhI aMtaca yeta nAhI nA! manAcyA para ahiMsA dusar2yA khoTayA ahiMselA mAnaNe yAlA kAya artha ? ahiMsA mhaNaje koNAsAThI kharAba vicAra paNa yeta nAhI, yAsa ahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. zatrusAThI suddhA kharAba vicAra yeta nAhIta. zatrusAThI suddhA tyAce kalyANa kase hoIla, asA vicAra yeto. kharAba vicAra yeNe hA prakRtI guNa Ahe, paNa tyAlA badalaNe hA ApalA puruSArtha Ahe. puruSArthAcI hI goSTa tumhAlA samajalI kI nAhI samajalI? ahiMsaka bhAva asaNAr2yAne tIra mArale tarI jarA suddhA rakta nighata nAhI ANi hiMsaka bhAvAvAlyAne phUla phekale tarIhI rakta nighela. bANa ANi phUla itake iphekTiva (pariNAmakAraka) nAhIta, jitakI iphekTiva hI bhAvanA Ahe! mhaNUna AmacyA eka-eka zabdAta 'koNAlA duHkha na hovo, jIvamAtrAlA duHkha na hovo' asA bhAva AmhAlA niraMtara rAhata asato. jagAtIla jIvamAtrAlA yA mana -vacana-kAyene kiMcitamAtra paNa duHkha na hovo, yA bhAvaneneca 'AmacI' vANI nighAlelI asate. vastU kAma karata nAhI, bANa kAma karata nAhI, phUla kAma karata nAhI paNa bhAva kAma karata asato. he 'akrama vijJAna' tara kAya sAMgate? manAne paNa zastra ugArAyace nAhI, tara maga ApaNa kAThI kazI ugAru zakato? yA jagAtIla koNatAhI Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA jIva, agadI lahAnAta lahAna jIvAsAThI paNa mI manAne zastra ugArale nAhI, kadhIca nAhI. maga dusare kAhI kase ugAru zakato? vANI jarAzI kaDaka nighate kadhI tarI, varSabharAta ekhAdyA divazI. jase khAdI ANi rezImamadhye pharaka asato nA, khAdI kazI asate? tazI thoDIzI kaDaka vANI nighate kadhI tarI. tehI varSabharAta ekhAdyA divazI. bAkI, vANInehI kadhI du:kha dile nAhI, ANi manAnehI kadhIca zastra ugArale nAhI! agadI choTyAta choTA jIva asela, paNa tyAvara mI manAne suddhA zastra ugArale nAhI. yA jagAtIla koNatAhI jIva, ekhAdA choTA jIva asela, hA viMcU jarI AtA cAvalA asatA tarI paNa AmhI tyAcyAvara zastra ugArale nasate! to tara tyAce kartavya bajAvUna jAto. tyAne jara tyAce kartavya bajAvale nAhI tara ApalI suTakA hoNAra nAhI. mhaNUna kadhIca koNatyAhI jIvAsAThI mI mana bighaDavalele nAhI, yAcI khAtrI! arthAta mAnasika hiMsA kadhIca kelI nAhI. nAhI tara manAcA svabhAvaca Ahe, kAhI tarI dilyAzivAya rAhataca nAhI. praznakartA : tumhI samajUnaca gele asAla kI yA zastrAce kAhI kAmaca nAhI. dAdAzrI : ho, zastra kAmAceca nAhI. yA zastrAcI garaja Ahe, asA kadhI vicAraca AlA nAhI. AmhI jevhApAsUna talavAra jaminIvara ThevalI tevhApAsUna kadhI ucalalIca nAhI. samoracA zastradhArI asela tarIhI AmhI kadhI zastra dhAraNa kele nAhI. ANi zevaTI hAca mArga dharAvA lAgela. jyAlA yA jagAtUna paLUna jAyace asela, jyAlA he jaga anukUla vATata nAhI, tyAlA zevaTI hAca mArga dharAvA lAgela, dusarA mArgaca nAhI. mhaNUna phakta eka ahiMsA siddha kelI tarIhI khUpa jhAle. saMpUrNa ahiMsA siddha kelI tara tithe vAgha ANi bakarI sobata pANI pitIla! praznakartA : te tara tIrthaMkarAMmadhyeca tyA prakArAceca hote nA? Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ho. ANi tyA tIrthaMkarAMcI tara goSTaca kuThe ! kase te puruSa ! Aja jaga jara tIrthaMkarAMcyA ekAca vAkyAlA jarI samajale asate nA, ekaca vAkya, tarI saMpUrNa jagAne tyAMcI pUjA kelI asatI. paNa te vAkya tyAMnA samajataca nAhI nA! ANi koNI samajAvaNArA suddhA nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa AhAta nA ? dAdAzrI : mAjhyA ekaTyAcI pipANI kazI vAjela ? jJAnIpuruSAMcyA ahiMsecA pratApa jJAnI puruSAMcA vyavahAra kasA asato ? itakA ahiMsaka asato kI, moThamoThe vAgha paNa lAjatIla. moThamoThe vAgha basale asatIla tarI te gAraThatIla. tyAMnA sardI hoUna jAIla, kharokharacI sardI hoIla nA! kAraNa to ahiMsecA pratApa Ahe. ANi hiMsecA pratApa tara jagAne pAhilAca Ahe nA! hA hiTalara, carcila yA sagaLyAMcA pratApa pAhilAca nA ? zevaTI kAya ghaDale? vinAzAlA AmaMtraNa dile. hiMsA, he vinAzI tattva Ahe ANi ahiMsA he avinAzI tattva Ahe. ahiMsA, tithe hiMsA nasate praznakartA : ahiMsA asate tithe hiMsA asate kA ? dAdAzrI : jithe saMpUrNa ahiMsA asate tithe hiMsA nasate. tI maga AMzika ahiMsA mhaTalI jAte. paNa jI saMpUrNa ahiMsA asela, tyAta hiMsA nasateca. papaIcyA jevaDhayA slAisIsa pADalyA tyA sarva papaImayaca asatAta, tyAta ekahI kaDU nighaNAra nAhI. mhaNaje slAisa ekAca prakAracI asate, mhaNUna ahiMseta hiMsA nasate ANi saMpUrNa hiMsA asate tithe ahiMsAhI nasate. paNa AMzika hiMsA, AMzika ahiMsA hI vegaLI vastU Ahe. praznakartA : AMzika ahiMsA, tyAsa dayA mhaNatAta ? 100 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 101 dAdAzrI : ho. tyAsa dayA mhaNatAta. dayA he dharmAce mULaca Ahe ANi dayecI pUrNAhutI tithe dharmAcI pUrNAhutI hota asate. hiMse-ahiMsecyA para praznakartA : dayA asate tithe nirdayatA asateca. ase hiMsA ANi ahiMsecyA bAbatItahI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : Ahe nA! ahiMsA Ahe tara hiMsA Ahe. hiMsA Ahe mhaNUna ahiMsAhI ubhI Ahe. paNa zevaTI karAyace kAya? tara hiMsetUna bAhera nighUna ahiMseta yAyace, ANi ahiMsetUna suddhA bAhera nighAyace. yA dvaMdvAcyA para jAyace Ahe. ahiMsA, hI paNa soDAyacI Ahe. praznakartA : ahiMsecyA para, hI koNatI sthitI Ahe ? dAdAzrI : hIca, AtA AmhI hiMse-ahiMsecyA paraca Ahota. ahiMsA ahaMkArAcyA adhIna Ahe. ANi ahaMkArAcyA para tI hI 'AmacI' sthitI! hiMsA-ahiMsA mI pALato, tara tyAsa pALaNArA ahaMkAra asato. mhaNUna hiMsA ANi ahiMsecyA para, mhaNaje dvaMdAcyAhI para jhAle taraca te jJAnI mhaTale jAtIla. sarva prakAracyA dvaMdvAcyA para. Apale sAdhu mahArAja khUpa dayALU asatAta. paNa Ata nirdayatA suddhA bharalelI asate. dayA Ahe mhaNUna nirdayatA Ahe. ekA kopar2yAta jarI khUpa dayA Ahe, aiMzI Takke dayA Ahe, tara vIsa Takke nirdayatA Ahe. aThThayAaiMzI Takke dayA Ahe tara, bArA Takke nirdayatA Ahe. zahANNava Takke dayA Ahe tara, cAra Takke nirdayatA Ahe. praznakartA : ase hiMsetahI asate. zahANNava Takke ahiMsA asela tara cAra Takke hiMsA asate, ase? dAdAzrI : ekUNa berIjaca disate nA! berIja svataHca bolate nA! kI ahiMsA zahANNava Ahe maga bAkI kAya rAhile? cAra Takke hiMsA rAhIlI. Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 ahiMsA praznakartA : maga tI hiMsA kazA prakAracI asate? dAdAzrI : tI aMtima prakAracI. svataH jANato ANi tyAcA nikAla lAvato. jhapATyAne nikAla lAvUna mukta hoto. jJAnI, hiMsecyA samudrAta saMpUrNa ahiMsaka are, AmhAlAca loka vicAratAta kI, ApaNa jJAnI asUnahI moTArIta phiratA, maga moTArIkhAlI kitI tarI jIvahiMsA hota asela, yAcI jabAbadArI koNAcI? AtA jJAnI puruSa jara saMpUrNa ahiMsaka nasatIla tara tyAMnA jJAnI mhaNAyaceca kase? saMpUrNa ahiMsaka mhaNaje hiMsecyA samudrAta saMpUrNa ahiMsaka! te mhaNaje jJAnI!! tyAMnA kiMcitamAtra hiMsA lAgata nAhI. naMtara te loka malA mhaNatAta kI, 'tumace pustaka AmhI vAcale, khUpa AnaMda deNAre pustaka Ahe ANi te AmhAlA avirodhAbhAsI vATale. paraMtu ApalyA vartanAta virodhAbhAsa vATato.' mI mhaNAlo, 'koNatyA vartanAta virodhAbhAsa vATale?' tevhA mhaNAle, 'ApaNa gADIta phiratA te.' mI mhaNAlo baghA, 'mI tumhAlA samajAvato, bhagavaMtAne zAstrAta kAya sAMgitale Ahe, te AdhI samajAvato. naMtara maga tumhIca nyAya karA.' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'zAstrAta kAya mhaTale Ahe?' mI mhaNAlo, 'AtmasvarUpa azA jJAnI puruSAMcI jabAbadArI kitI asate!? jJAnI puruSAMnA dehAcA mAlakIpaNA nasato. dehAcA mAlakIpaNA tyAMnI phADUna TAkalA Ahe. mhaNaje yA pudgalacA mAlakIpaNA tyAMnI phADUna TAkalelA Ahe. arthAta te svataH dehAce mAlaka nAhIta. ANi mAlakIpaNA nasalyAmuLe tyAMnA doSa lAgata nAhI. dusare ase kI, jJAnI puruSAMnA tyAga saMbhavata nAhI.' tevhA mhaNAle, 'tyA mAlakIpaNAviSayI malA samajale nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'tumhAlA ase kazAmuLe vATate kI, mAjhyAkaDUna hiMsA hoIla?' tevhA te mhaNAle. 'mAjhyA pAyAkhAlI ekhAdA jIvajaMtu AlA tara mAjhyAkaDUna hiMsA jhAlI aseca mhaTale jAIla nA?' mhaNUna mI mhaNAlo, 'hA pAya tumacA Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 103 Ahe mhaNUna hiMsA hote. jevhA kI hA pAya mAjhA nAhI. yA dehAce Aja tumhAlA je karAyace asela te karU zakatA. yA dehAcA mI mAlaka nAhI.' naMtara mhaNAle, 'hA mAlakIpaNA ANi na-mAlakIpaNA kazAsa mhaNAyace te AmhAlA sAMgA.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'mI tumhAlA eka udAharaNa deUna samajAvato.' "ekA gAvAta eka eriyA (parisara) khUpa cAMgalA Ahe, AjubAjUlA dukAne ANi madhyabhAgI pAca hajAra phuTAcA kimatI eriyA. tyAsAThI koNItarI sarakAralA takrAra kelI kI, yA jAgeta eksAijacA mAla gADalelA Ahe. mhaNUna polisa khAtyAvAle tithe gele. nukatAca pAvasALA saMpalA hotA, mhaNUna tyA jAgevara suMdara hiravaLa ANi lahAna ropaTI ugavalelI. tI jAgA AdhI khaNUna kADhalI. naMtara dona-tIna phUTa khola khaNale, tyAnaMtara tithUna to sarva eksAijacA mAla nighAlA. tevhA phaujadArane AjubAjUvAlyAMnA vicArale kI, 'yA jAgecA mAlaka koNa Ahe?' tevhA lokAMnI sAMgitale, 'hI tara lakSmIcaMda zeThacI jAgA Ahe.' naMtara phaujadArAne vicArale kI, 'te kuThe rAhatAta?' tevhA te amakyA ThikANI rAhatAta ase tyAMnA samajale. mhaNUna polisavAlyAMnA tithe pAThavale kI, lakSmIcaMda zeThalA pakaDUna ANA. polisa lakSmIcaMda zeThakaDe gele. tevhA lakSmIcaMda zeThane sAMgitale kI, bhAU, hI jAgA mAjhI Ahe ase je tumhI sAMgatA te khare Ahe. paNa mI tI jAgA paMdharA divasAMpUrvIca vikUna TAkalI Ahe. Aja mI tyA jaminIcA mAlaka nAhI. tevhA tyA polisAne vicArale kI koNAlA vikalI te sAMgA. tumhI tyAcA purAvA dAkhavA. naMtara zeThane purAvyAcI jheraoNksa prata dAkhavalI. tI prata pAhUna polisa jyAne jamIna vikata ghetalI hotI, tyAcyAkaDe gele. tyAlA vicArale kI, bhAU hI jAgA tumhI vikata ghetalI Ahe kA? tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'ho, mI vikata ghetalI Ahe.' polisavAlyAne sAMgitale kI, tumacyA jaminItUna ase nighAle Ahe. tevhA to mhaNAlA, paNa mI hI jamIna paMdharA divasAMpUrvIca ghetalI Ahe ANi hA mAla tara pAvasALyApUrvIca Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA gADalelA disatoya, tyAta mAjhA kAya gunhA ? tevhA polisavAlA mhaNAlA, te AmhI baghata nAhI. AmhI phakta heca baghato kI, hu ija da onara nAU? Aja koNa mAlaka Ahe ?' Aja mAlakIpaNA nasela tara jokhImadAra nAhI. mAlaka Ahe tara jokhIma Ahe. ' " 104 mhaNaje te loka suddhA samajUna gele. jarI paMdharA divasAMpUrvI ghetalI tarI jokhImadAra tara jhAlAca nA ? bAkI, ase buddhIne pAhAyalA gelo tara to mAla tithe pAvasALyApUrvIca gADalelA hotA. AtA jara itakyA bArakAIne samajela tara ulagaDA hoIla. nAhI tara ulagaDA hoIlaca kasA? he tara pajhala (koDe) Ahe. da varlDa ija da pajhala iTaselpha. he pajhala kase saoNlva karatA yeIla ? dera Ara Tu vyuha paoNiMTasa Tu saoNlva dhIsa pajhala. vana rileTivha vhayu paoNiMTa, vana riyala vhayu paoNiMTa. yA jagAta jara pajhala saoNlva nAhI kele tara to yA pajhalamadhyeca DijaoNlva jhAlelA Ahe. saMpUrNa jaga, sarvaca yA pajhalamadhye DijaoNlva jhAlele Aheta. praznakartA : asA artha kADhUna tara sagaLe loka majAca karatIla nA, kI mI mAlaka nAhI, ase ? ANi maga tara sagaLeca azA prakAre sAMgUna durupayoga karatIla nA ? dAdAzrI : mAlaka nAhI ase koNI sAMgataca nAhI. nAhI tara AtA eka cApaTa jarI mAralI nA, tarIhI mAlaka hoUna jAIla! zivyA dilyA tarIhI mAlaka hoUna jAIla, lagecaca bhAMDAyalA ubhA rAhIla. mhaNUna ApaNa samajAve kI, hA mAlaka Ahe. mAlaka Ahe kI nAhI yAcA purAvA lageca miLato nA! tyAce TAITala disUnaca yete kI, hA mAlaka Ahe kI nAhI ? zivyA dilyA tara lageca TAITala dAkhavato kI nAhI ? veLaca nAhI lAgata. bAkI, ase toMDI bolalyAne kAhIhI niSpanna hote kA ? praznakartA : paNa yA gADyAMmadhUna phiratAta yAta pApa nAhI kA ? Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 105 dAdAzrI : he pApa tara, he jaga nivvaLa pApamayaca Ahe. jevhA yA dehAcA mAlaka nasela tevhAca niSpApI hoIla, nAhI tara joparyaMta yA dehAcA mAlaka Ahe toparyaMta sarva pApaca Ahe. ApaNa zvAsa gheto tevhA kityeka jIva maratAta ANi zvAsa soDato tevhAhI kityeka jIva maratAta. ApaNa aseca phakta cAlato nA, tevhA suddhA kityeka jIvAMnA ApalA dhakkA lAgata rAhato ANi te marata rAhatAta. ApaNa phakta hAta khAlI-vara kelA tarIhI kityeka jIva maratAta. tase te jIva ApalyAlA disata nAhIta tarIhI jIva marata rAhatAta. mhaNaje he sarva pApaca Ahe. paNa hA deha mhaNaje mI nAhI ase jevhA bhAna hoIla, jevhA dehAcA mAlakIpaNA nasela tevhA svataH niSpApa hoIla. mI savvIsa varSAMpAsUna yA dehAcA mAlaka nAhI. yA manAcA mAlaka nAhI, vANIcA mAlaka nAhI. mAlakIbhAvAce dastAvejaca mI phADUna TAkale Aheta, mhaNaje maga tyAcI jabAbadArIca nAhI nA! arthAta jithe mAlakIbhAva Ahe tithe gunhA lAgU hoto. mAlakIbhAva nAhI tithe gunhA nAhI. mhaNUna AmhI tara saMpUrNa ahiMsaka mhaTale jAto. kAraNa AtmyAtaca rAhato. homa DipATameMTamadhyeca rAhato ANi phaeNArenamadhye hAta ghAlataca nAhI. mhaNUna pUrNa hiMsecyA samudrAta saMpUrNa ahiMsaka Ahota. praznakartA : he 'jJAna' ghetalyAnaMtara ahiMsaka hotAta kA? dAdAzrI : he jJAna tara mI tumhAlA dile Ahe, tumhAlA puruSa banavale Ahe. AtA AmacI AjJA pALalyAne tumhAlA hiMsA sparzata nAhI. tumhI puruSArtha kelA tara to tumacA. puruSArtha karAla tara puruSottama vhAla, nAhI tara puruSa tara tumhI AhAtaca. mhaNaje AmacI AjJA pALaNe hA puruSArtha Ahe. ahiMsakAlA hiMsA kazI zivele? praznakartA : naU kalama jo anubhavAsa ANela, tyAlA hiMsA naDataca nAhI. Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 ahiMsA dAdAzrI : ho, tyAlAhI hiMsA naDate. paNa naU kalama bolalyAne AttAparyaMta jI hiMsA jhAlelI asate tI dhutalI jAte. paNa hyA pAca AjJA jo pALato nA, tyAlA tara hiMsA rpazataca nAhI. hiMsecyA samudrAta phirato. saMpUrNa samudraca hiMsecA Ahe. hA hAta vara kelA tarI kitItarI jIva maratAta. he jaga pUrNapaNe jIvAMnIca bharalele Ahe. paNa AmacyA pAca AjJA pALato tyAkSaNI to hyA dehAta nasato. ANi deha sthUla asalyAne itara jIvAMnA te duHkhadAyI banate. AtmA sUkSma asalyAne koNAlAhI nukasAna karIta nAhI. mhaNUna AmhI AmacyA pustakAta spaSTa lihile Ahe kI, AmhI hiMsecyA samudrAta saMpUrNapaNe ahiMsaka Ahota. samudra tara hiMsecA Ahe paNa tyAta AmhI saMpUrNa ahiMsaka Ahota. Amace mana tara hiMsaka nAhIca. paraMtu vANI jarA kuThe tarI hiMsaka Ahe, paNa tI TeparekaoNrDa Ahe. AmhAlA ticA mAlakIpaNA nAhI. tarI paNa TeparekaoNrDa AmacIca mhaNUna tevaDhyApuratA AmacA gunhA Ahe. tyAce pratikramaNa AmhAlA karAve lAgatAta. pUrvIcI cUka tara AmacIca hotI nA! hu ija da onara? tevhA ApaNa mhaNU kI 'vI Ara naoNTa da onara.' tara mhaNe pUrvIce onara AhAta. madhalyA kALAta tumhI vikalI navhatI, madhalyA kALAta vikalI asatI tara goSTa vegaLI hotI. praznakartA : dAdA, tumacyA ahiMsaka vANIne AmhI sarva mahAtmA ahiMsaka hota Ahota. dAdAzrI : AmacyA AjJece pAlana keleta tara tumhI ahiMsaka AhAta, ase itake suMdara sAMgatoya, maga! ANi AjJA kaThINa asela tara malA sAMgA, badalUna deU. saMpUrNa ahiMsA tithe pragaTate kevaLajJAna mhaNaje ucca prakAracA dharma koNatA kI, jithe sUkSma bhedAne ahiMsA samajalI asela. saMpUrNa ahiMsA mhaNaje kevaLajJAna! mhaNaje hiMsA baMda jhAlI tara, samajAve kI ithe kharA dharma Ahe. Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 107 hiMsezivAya jaga nAhIca, saMpUrNa jaga hiMsAmayaca Ahe. jevhA tumhI svataHca ahiMsaka vhAla tevhA jaga suddhA ahiMsaka hoIla. ANi ahiMsecyA sAmrAjyAzivAya kadhIca kevaLajJAna hota nAhI, jI jAgRtI Ahe tI pUrNapaNe yeNAra nAhI. hiMsA nAvAlAhI nasAvI. hiMsA koNAcI karatA? he sarva paramAtmAca Aheta, jIvamAtrAta paramAtmAca Aheta. koNAcI hiMsA karAla? koNAlA duHkha dyAla? carama ahiMsece vijJAna joparyaMta tumhAlA ase vATate kI 'mI phUla toData Ahe, malA hiMsA lAgata Ahe.' toparyaMta tumhAlA hiMsA lAgela. ANi jo he jANata nAhI, tyAlAhI hiMsA lAgate. paraMtu he jANalyAnaMtara je toDatAta tarI paNa svataH svabhAvAta Alele Aheta, mhaNUna tyAMnA hiMsA lAgata nAhI. kAraNa ase Ahe nA kI, bharata rAjAlA terAze rANyAMsobata suddhA, yuddha karata asatAnA suddhA jJAna hajara rAhile hote. tevhA te adhyAtma kase asela? ANi yA lokAMnA tara ekaca rANI asela tarIhI rAhata nAhI. bharata rAjAne RSabhadeva bhagavaMtAnA sAMgitale kI, 'bhagavaMta, mI he yuddha karato ANi kityeka jIvAMcI hiMsA hota Ahe, ANi hI tara manuSyAMcI hiMsA hoteya, itara lahAna jIvAMcI hiMsA jhAlI asatI tara ThIka Ahe paNa hI tara manuSya hiMsA! ANi tehI yuddha karato mhaNUnaca hote nA!' tevhA bhagavaMtAMnI sAMgitale kI, 'hA sarva tujhA hizoba Ahe ANi to tulA cukatA karAyacA Ahe.' tevhA bharata rAjA mhaNatAta, 'paNa malAhI mokSAsa jAyace Ahe, malA kAhI ithe basUna rAhAyace nAhI.' tevhA bhagavaMta mhaNatAta, 'AmhI tulA akrama vijJAna deta Ahota, te tulA mokSAsa gheUna jAIla. mhaNaje striyAMsobata rAhUna suddhA, yuddha karuna suddhA kAhI pazaNAra nAhI. nirlepa rAhU zakela, asaMga rAhU zakela, ase jJAna deta Ahota.' zaMkA toparyaMta doSa 'yA jJAnAnaMtara svataH zuddhAtmA hoUna gelA. AtA daraasala (khar2yA Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 ahiMsA arthAne) zuddhAtmA samajalyAvara koNatyAhI prakAracI hiMsA kiMvA kAhI paNa azubha kele, te svataHcyA guNadharmAta yetaca nAhI. tyAlA zuddhAtmyAce lakSa pUrNapaNe Ahe. paNa ajUna joparyaMta svataHlA zaMkA vATate kI malA doSa lAgalA asela! mAjhyAkaDUna jIva mAralA gelA ANi malA tyAcA doSa lAgalA, azI zaMkA vATate toparyaMta sakALacyA praharI svataH nizcaya karUna nighAve, 'mAjhyA mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo' ase pAca veLA bolUna nighA, ase 'ApaNa' 'caMdubhAU' kaDUna bolavUna ghyAve. mhaNaje ApaNa jarA ase mhaNAve kI caMdubhAU, bolA, sakALI uThalyAbarobaraca bolA, 'mana-vacana-kAyene koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha na hovo, hI AmacI dRDha pratijJA Ahe.' ANi ase 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne bolUna nighAlAta kI maga sarva jabAbadArI dAdA bhagavAnAMcI.' ANi jara zaMkA vATata nasela tara tyAlA kAhI harakata nAhI. AmhAlA zaMkA vATata nAhI ANi tumhAlA zaMkA vATate te sAhajika Ahe. kAraNa tumhAlA he jJAna dile gele Ahe. ekA mANasAne svataH kamAvUna lakSmI jamA kelI asela ANi ekA mANasAlA lakSmI (dusar2yAMkaDUna) dilI gelI asela, tara tyA doghAMcyA vyavahArAta khUpa pharaka asato. kharokhara tara jJAnI puruSAMnI jo AtmA jANalA Ahe nA, to AtmA tara koNAlAhI kiMcitamAtra duHkha deta nAhI, asA Ahe, ANi koNI tyAlA kiMcitamAtra duHkha deU zakata nAhI, asA Ahe. kharokhara tara mULa AtmA asA Ahe. vedaka-nirvedaka-svasaMvedaka eka mANUsa malA vicArata hotA. to malA mhaNAlA, 'DAsa cAvatAta te kase paravaDela?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'dhyAnAta baisa. DAsa cAvalA tara pAhata rahA.' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'te tara sahana hota nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'ase bola kI mI nirveda Ahe. AtA vedaka svabhAva mAjhA Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA nAhI, mI tara nirveda Ahe. mhaNaje thoDayA aMzAne tarI tU punhA tujhyA homa DipArTameMTakaDe AlAsa. ase karata karata zaMbhara-donaze veLA tulA DAsa cAvatIla, maga ase karata karata tU svataH nirveda hoUna jAzIla.' nirveda mhaNaje kAya? phakta jANaNArA, kI 'DAsa' yA ithe cAvalA. ' svataH vedale nAhI, te nirveda! kharokhara svataH vedataca nAhI paNa vedato hA pUrvIcA abhyAsa Ahe. pUrvIcA abhyAsa Ahe mhaNUna to bolato kI 'hA malA cAvalA.' kharokhara svataH nirvedaca Ahe. paNa tumhI hyA satsaMgAta basUnabasUna he pada samajUna ghyAve, he saMpUrNa pada samajUna ghyAve kI AtmA kharokhara asA Ahe. tevhA AtA tara ApaNa zuddhAtmA padAne cAlavUna ghyAyace. itake bolalA tarI tyAce karma bAMdhaNyAce thAMbale. tyA Aropita bhAvApAsUna sUTalA mhaNUna karma bAMdhaNyAce thAMbale. 109 praznakartA : DAsa cAvalA asela tarIhI 'mI vedaka nAhI' ase mhaNAyace ? dAdAzrI : ho, tumhI ase basale asAla ANi ithe hAtAvara DAsa basalA. mhaNaje 'basalA' asA AdhI tumhAlA anubhava hoto. te tumhI jANatA. DAsa basalA tyAveLI tumhAlA jANapaNA asato kI vedakapaNA asato ? tumhAlA kAya vATate ? praznakartA : DAsa basato tyAveLI tara jANapaNAcA asato. dAdAzrI : ho, naMtara to DaMkha karato tyAveLI suddhA jANapaNAcAca asato. paNa maga 'malA DAsa cAvalA, malA cAvalA' ase mhaNato, mhaNUna to vedaka hoto. AtA kharokhara tara to nirveda Ahe, mhaNUna DAsa DaMkha mArato tyAveLI ApaNa mhaNAve kI, 'mI tara nirveda Ahe. ' naMtara DaMkha Ata kholavara jAto tevhA ApaNa punhA mhaNAve kI, 'mI nirveda Ahe. ' praznakartA : AtA ApaNa nirvedacI goSTa kelI. paNa dusarA eka zabda vAparalA Ahe kI svasaMvedana asate. Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 ahiMsA dAdAzrI : svasaMvedana tara bolU zakata nAhI. tI tara khUpa ucca vastU Ahe. svasaMvedana hI tara aMtima goSTa Ahe. AtA tara ApaNa 'mI nirveda Ahe' ase bolAve kI jyAmuLe vedanA kamI hotIla. mAjhe mhaNaNe ase Ahe kI, tarIhI vedanA ekadama jAta nAhI. ANi svasaMvedana mhaNaje tara 'jJAna'ca jhAle. tyAsa phakta 'jANato'ca! jarI DaMkha lAgalA, jabaradasta DaMkha lAgalA tarIhI tyAsa jANataca rAhato, vedataca nAhI. yAlA svasaMvedana mhaTale jAte. praznakartA : paNa DAsa cAvalA ANi tyAcI jI pratikriyA jhAlI kI 'malA hA DAsa cAvalA.' tyA pratikriyelAhI svasaMvedanAta jANato? dAdAzrI : ho, tyAsahI jANato. praznakartA : paNa ApaNa sAMgitale kI, 'mI vedata nAhI. vedata nAhI' mhaNaje loka ase samajatAta kI vedanatA nighUna gelI. dAdAzrI : nAhI, ase nAhI. vedanatelA suddhA to jANato. paraMtu mANasAcI evaDhI kSamatA nAhI. mhaNUna 'mI nirveda Ahe' ase bola nA, maga tyAcA pariNAma hoNAra nAhI. 'AtmyAcA' svabhAva nirveda Ahe. he bolalyAne tyAcyAvara' kAhI pariNAma hota nAhI. paraMtu svasaMvedana hI khUpa ucca vastU Ahe. to jara jANata rAhilA tara svasaMvedanamadhye jAto. tyAta tara tyAne phakta jANAve. kI hA DaMkha lAgalA. tyAsa jANale. naMtara hA DaMkha uDUna gelA tyAsahI jANale. ase karata-karata svasaMvedanAta jAto. paNa nirveda hI tara eka sTepa Ahe kI becaina jhAlyAzivAya to sahana karU zakato. praznakartA : AtmAca svataHsvasaMvedanane jANalA jAto nA? dAdAzrI : AtmA svataH svasaMvedanaca Ahe. paNa tumhI 'he' jJAna ghetale Ahe tarI paNa tumacA mAgIla ahaMkAra ANi mamatA ajUna jAta nAhI nA! Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA 111 praznakartA : svasaMvedanazIla Ahe, tyAce darzana samagra asate nA? dAdAzrI : samagra asate. paNa ajUna azI dazA yA kALAta hoIla ase nAhI. mhaNUna svasaMvedana hI titake kacce rAhate. yA kALAta saMpUrNa svasaMvedana hoU zakata nAhI. samagra dazA tara jevhA kevaLajJAna hote tevhA hote. 'lAITa' lA cikhala raMgavU zakato? tumhAlA AtmyAcyA prakAzAcI mAhItI nasela kA? yA gADayAMcyA lAITacA prakAza jara yA bAMdrAcyA khADIta gelA, tara tyA prakAzAlA to vAsa sparza karela, kI nAhI karaNAra? kiMvA tyA prakAzAlA khADIcA raMga lAgela kI nAhI? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : tevhA cikhalAne mAkhato kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : hA prakAza cikhalAlA sparza karato, paNa cikhala tyAlA sparza karata nAhI. tara yA gADIcA prakAza asA Ahe, maga AtmyAcA prakAza kasA asela! tyAvara kuThehI lepa caDhataca nAhI. mhaNUna AtmA niraMtara nirlepaca asato, asaMgaca rAhato. kAhI sparzataca nAhI, cikaTataca nAhI asA AtmA Ahe. mhaNaje AtmA tara prakAza svarUpa Ahe paNa to asA prakAza nAhI. to prakAza mI pAhilA Ahe, to prakAza Ahe. yA gADIcyA lAITacyA prakAzAlA tara bhiMta aDavate. bhiMta jara madhe AlI tara prakAza aDavalA jAto. 'to' (AtmyAcyA) prakAza bhiMtImuLe aDavalA jAIla asA nAhI. phakta he pudgalaca ase Ahe kI tyAcyAmuLe to aDavalA jAto. bhiMtIne to aDavalA jAU zakata nAhI. madhe DoMgara asela tarIhI to aDavalA jAU zakata nAhI. Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 ahiMsA praznakartA : pudgalakaDUna to kasA kAya aDavalA jAto ? dAdAzrI : he pudgala Ahe nA, te Ata mizracetana Ahe. jara jaDa asate nA, tara prakAza aDavalA gelA nasatA. paNa he mizracetana Ahe mhaNUna to aDavalA jAto. praznakartA : ApaNa yA khADIce ANi prakAzAce je udAharaNa dile te agadI acUka Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa he udAharaNa AmhI ekhAde divazIca deto nAhI tara deU zakata nAhI. he udAharaNa sagaLyAMnA detA yeta nAhI. nAhI tara loka ulaTa mArgI lAgatIla. nAhI sparzata hiMsA, AtmasvarUpIlA AtA yA roDavara caMdrAcA ujeDa asela ANi gADIlA jara puDhacI lAITa nasela, tara loka gADI cAlavatAta kI nAhI ? praznakartA : cAlavatAta. dAdAzrI : tevhA tyAMnA kuThalIhI zaMkA vATata nAhI. paNa jara puDhacI lAITa asela tara zaMkA yete. bAhera puDhacI lAITa asela tara tyA prakAzAta tyAlA disate kI ohoho, itake sAre jIvajaMtu phirata Aheta ANi te sarva gADIvara ApaTUna marata Aheta. paNa maga tithe tyAlA zaMkA vATate kI mI jIvahiMsA kelI. ho, lokAMnA tara lAITa nAmamAtrahI nAhI, mhaNUna tyAMnA jIvajaMtu disataca nAhIta. tyAmuLe tyAMnA yA bAbatIta zaMkA hotaca nAhI. ApalyAkaDUna jIva mArale jAta Aheta ase samajataca nAhI nA! paNa jyAcA jitakA prakAza vADhato titake jIva disU lAgatAta. jasajasA lAITa vADhata jAto tasatase lAITacyA ujeDAta jIvajaMtu disaNyAce pramANa vADhate kI, jIvajaMtu gADIvara ApaTUna marata Aheta. tyAca pramANe jazI jAgRtI Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahiMsA vADhata jAte tasatase svataHce doSa disU lAgatAta. nAhI tara lokAMnA svata:ce doSa disataca nAhIta nA? AtmA hA lAITa svarUpa Ahe, prakAza svarUpa Ahe, tyA AtmyAlA sparzena koNatyAhI jIvAlA kAhIca duHkha hota nAhI. kAraNa jIvAMcyAhI ArapAra nighUna jAIla asA AtmA Ahe. jIva sthUla Aheta ANi AtmA sUkSmatama Ahe. hA 'AtmA' ahiMsakaca Ahe. jara tyA AtmyAta rAhilAta tara 'tumhI' ahiMsakaca AhAta. ANi jara dehAce mAlaka vhAla tara hiMsaka AhAta. to AtmA jANaNyAsArakhA Ahe. asA AtmA jANalyAnaMtara maga tyAlA doSa kasA lAgela? hiMsA kazI sparzela? mhaNUna AtmasvarUpa jhAlyAnaMtara karma bAMdhale jAtaca nAhIta. praznakartA : maga jarI jIvahiMsA kelI tarIhI karma bAMdhale jAta nAhIta? dAdAzrI : hiMsA hotaca nAhI nA! 'AtmasvarupAne' hiMsAca hota nAhI. jo 'AtmasvarUpa' jhAlA, tyAcyAkaDUna hiMsA hoNAraca nAhI. mhaNUna AtmajJAna jhAlyAnaMtara koNateca niyama sparzata nAhI. joparyaMta dehAdhyAsa Ahe toparyaMta sarva niyama Aheta, ANi toparyaMtaca sarva karma bAMdhalI jAtAta. AtmajJAna jhAlyAnaMtara koNatyAhI zAstrAcA niyama sparzata nAhI, karma sparzata nAhI, hiMsA vagaire kAhIca sparzata nAhI. praznakartA : ahiMsA dharma kasA Ahe ? svayaMbhU? dAdAzrI : svayaMbhU nAhI. paNa ahiMsA AtmyAcA svabhAva Ahe ANi hiMsA hA AtmyAcA vibhAva Ahe. paNa hA kharokhara svabhAva nAhI. Ata kAyamasAThI rAhaNArA svabhAva nAhI hA. kAraNa ase jara mojAyalA gelo tara ase khUpa sAre svabhAva asatAta. mhaNaje he sarva dvaMdva Aheta. __mhaNaje goSTa samajaNyAcIca garaja Ahe. he 'akramavijJAna' Ahe. he vItarAgAMce, covIsa tIrthaMkarAMce vijJAna Ahe ! paNa tumhI he kadhI aikale nAhI, mhaNUna tumhAlA Azcarya vATate kI, he kAya ase navInaca prakArace Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 ahiMsA asU zakate kA? mhaNUna maga bhItI zirate ANi bhItI ziralI kI maga kArya hota nAhI. bhItI nighAlI taraca kArya hoIla nA! te AtmasvarUpa tara itake sUkSma Ahe kI agnIcyA ArapAra nighUna gele tarIhI kAhI hoNAra nAhI. bolA AtA, tithe maga hiMsA kazI sparzela? he tara svataHce svarUpa sthUla Ahe, asA jyAcA dehAdhyAsa asalelA svabhAva Ahe mhaNUna tyAlA hiMsA sparzela. mhaNaje jara ase hota asela kI, AtmasvarupAlA hiMsA sparzata asela maga tara koNI mokSAlAca jANAraca nAhI. paNa mokSAcI tara khUpa suMdara vyavasthA Ahe. he tara AtA tumhI jyA jAgevara basalA AhAta tithUna yA sarva goSTI samajaNAra nAhIta, svataH AtmasvarUpa jhAlyAnaMtara sarva samajate, vijJAna ughaDa hote! jaya saccidAnaMda Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ namaskAra vidhi * pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA sAkSIne, vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (40) * pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA sAkSIne, vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre OM parameSTI bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA sAkSIne, vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre paMca parameSTI bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA sAkSIne, vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta viharamAna tIrthaMkara sAhebAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. vItarAga zAsana devI-devatAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * niSpakSapAtI zAsana devI-devatAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * zrI kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * bharatakSetrAta sadhyA vicarata asaNAre sarvajJa zrI dAdA bhagavAnAMnA nizcayAne atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sarva samakitadhArI mahAtmyAMnA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * saMpUrNa brahmAMDAtIla jIvamAtrAMcyA riyala svarUpAlA atyaMta bhaktIpUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * riyala svarUpa he bhagavat svarUpa Ahe, mhaNUna saMpUrNa jagAlA bhagavat svarUpAta darzana karIta Ahe. (5) riyala svarUpa he zuddhAtmA svarUpa Ahe, mhaNUna saMpUrNa jagAlA zuddhAtmA svarUpAta darzana karIta Ahe. * riyala svarUpa he tatva svarUpa Ahe, mhaNUna saMpUrNa jagAlA tatvajJAnAne darzana karIta Ahe. (5) (vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA parama pUjya zrI dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA mAdhyamAtUna pratyakSa namaskAra pohacato. kaMsAta lihilelyA saMkhyenusAra tevaDhyA veLA divasAtUna ekadA vAcAyace.) Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ is i (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pastake ) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 2. eDajasTa evarIvhera 17. sevA-paropakAra je ghaDale toca nyAya 18. dAna saMgharSa TALA 19. trimaMtra mI koNa Ahe? 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI krodha 21. camatkAra ciMtA 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya pratikramaNa 23. vANI, vyavahArAta 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 10. karmAce vijJAna 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra 11. pApa-puNya 25. kleza rahita jIvana 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 26. nijadoSa darzanAne...nirdoSa! 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 27. prema 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 28. gurU-ziSya 15. mAnava dharma 29. ahiMsA hindI jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna 5. maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha 31. ahiMsA pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 33. camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 17. jagata kartA kauna? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. 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