Book Title: Chaitanya Yatra Part 3 Author(s): Bhanuvijay Publisher: Satshrut Abhyas Vartul Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004654/1 JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLYPage #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caitanya yAtrA (bhAga-3) munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja ng laine branc Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3 pa.pU. munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjanA patro : prerikA : sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrIjI mahArAja sAdhvI guNadharmAzrIjI mahArAja : saMkalana kartA: sAdhvI divyadarzitAzrIjI mahArAja : prakAzaka : satkruta abhyAsa vartuLa vatI DaoN. mahendra sI. zAha sarva maMgalam Azrama sAgoDiyA tA. jI. pATaNa (u.gu.) 384265 phona : (02766) 277594 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : prakAzaka : sadbhuta abhyAsa vartuLa vatI DaoN. mahendra sI. zAha sarva maMgalam Azrama sAgoDiyA tA. jI. pATaNa (u.gu.) 384rakapa phonaH (0ra770) ra77594 prathama AvRti : vi. sa. 2016 - poSa suda-5 21, DIsembara 2009, somavAra vitarAga vijJAna kendra, udghATana dina eka prata : 1000 * mUlya: rU. 100 * mudraka : bhagavatI enTaraprAIjha * prAptisthAna : (1) rAIbena I. paTela sarva maMgalam Azrama sAgoDiyA tA. jI. pATaNa u. gu. 384265. phona : (02769) 277594 (2) madhusudanabhAI kR. sonI sarva maMgalama parivAra Azrama verAI cakalA pATaNa u. gu. 384265. phona : (02749) 220237) (3) DaoN. mahendra sI. zAha 2.bI. kelAsa epArTamenTa, kiraNapArka sAme, navA vADaja, amadAvAda - 380013. phona : (079) 27557980 (4) DaoN. esa. 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Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "pU. gurujI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjanA hastAkSaro" kArmika suMda15 mahendra bhAi bhI bhAvu pAli tAnA lavI che jo vAya mA 20vI karato jIve prakAre sAdhanA azubha no ma ! svarUpamA ane 4 paNa kAraNe kama nA vijayanA ubho vAma nirNaya tatva nirNaya karyo nayI ho kA dharmalAbha TapAla ahilI tame tyAM ane lakSya talavicAramA ane rtho sAdhanA karI para Ara rahayo n ya to sabhya ka prakAre nirNaya karyA sAdhu nA + mA aTake nirNacaM samyaka svAnubhava sAdhanA svAnu bhava bhI rahI jAma 5 me 1614ja a Tora karyA prakAre nakI * na < zanivAra che tha samyak ane tyAre karI zubha 41 tala nirNa kyoM ane ke 31 na mayo va nahI zubha r 24 sAdhU 21. o Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "pa. pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja nAnI vayathI tyAga, tarpaNa, ciMtana-manana, ekAMta, mauna, dhyAna ane adhyAtmika rasikatA jemaNe prApta karI che, jeonA hRdayamAM karuNAnI dhArA vahe che, jeonI vANImAM vItarAgatAnI viNA vAge che, jeonA kartavyamAM niSkAmatA vahe che, jeonA cittamAM niraMtara tattvanA ciMtananI dhArA cAle che, jeozrI Agama graMtho, nyAya zAstro, darzana zAstro tathA adhyAtma ane yoganA graMthomAM gurukRpAthI pAraMgata che, jeo satyamArganA bhomiyAno bhekha dharI potAnA dehanI paNa paravA karyA sivAya mumukSuo mATe 44-44 varSathI satata alakhanI ahAleka jagAvI rahyA che evA yogIzrI bhAnavijayajI ma.sA. pATaNa jIllAmAM pU. gurujI tarIke khyAta thayA che. jIvana ekAMgI banAvavA karatAM sarvAgI banAvavAnI bhAvanAe sarvamaMgalam AzramanuM sarjana 1969 mAM karyuM. svanA kalyANa sAthe sarvanA kalyANanI khevanA jAgI ane adhyAtmanA adbhuta raMgothI raMgAyeluM, AdhyAtmika, sAhityika anekavidha paropakAranI pravRttiothI sabhara-patharAyeluM kSetra sarvamaMgalam Azrama sAgoDiyAnA teozrI adhiSThAtA banyA. vyavahArathI AzramanA adhiSThAtA ane janasamUhanA hRdayamAM prema ane karuNAnI dhArA vahAvI anekanA hadayanA adhiSThAtA banyA. adhyAtma ane niSkAma karmanI adbhuta gUMthaNI gUMthI sarva karmamAM rahIne paNa akartA banI, niSkAma karmayogI banyA. virATanuM varNana vAmana zuM karI zake? amo alpajJanA paNa upakArI banyA ane yathArtha bodha ApI karuNA varasAvI amone kRtArtha karyA evA gurujInA caraNakamaLamAM dAsAnudAsa bhAve.... kRpAkAMkSI mahendranI vaMdanA vi.saM. 2069 kArataka suda 5 jJAnapaMcamI, zukravAra vIra saMvata 2536 tA. 13/10/2009 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joradAra prakAzakIya nAnapaNathI ja vividha AdhyAtmika kriyAo, anuSThAno, prabhunI bhakti, snAtrapUjA ane pUjAnI DhALo pratye ruci hatI. bacapananI pUrNAhuti ane yovananA pagaraNa vacce eka evo vicAra phUryo hato ke nirvikalpa dazA AvyA vinA tatvanI, AtmAnI anubhUti na thAya. e umara lagabhaga sattara varSanI hatI ane evI eka nirvikalpa dazAnI jhaMkhanA sAthe cittamAM saMzodhana zarU thayuM. abhyAsakALa daramyAna paNa aMtaranA UMDANa kheDavAnI IcchA rahetI ane tethI ja vividha dharmanA saMtone maLato ane samAdhi prApta karavA viSayaka mAhitI meLavavA prayatna karato. ghaNAM saMta mahAtmAono paricaya karavA koziza karato, namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka paMnyAsa pravara pa. pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje mane tattvArthAdhigama sUtranA abhyAsa tarapha dhyAna doryuM. tyAra bAda vizeSa upakAra pa. pU. AcArya mahArAja zrI mAnatuMgasUrI mahArAje karyo, prazamarati, AnaMda dhanajInI covisI tathA karmagraMtha Adi graMthono abhyAsa khUbaja rasapUrvaka karAvyo ane sAthe sujJazrI kAntilAla laheracaMda zAhe khUbaja rasapUrvaka mane abhyAsa karAvyo. chatAM aMdara samAdhAna thayuM na hatuM. te vakhate huM pATaNa janarala hospiTalamAM sarvisa karato hato. pachI pATaNa khAte prAIveTa prekaTIsa karato hato. jyAre sarakArI nokarImAMthI pATaNa khAte hato tyAre DaoNkaTara mitre dhyAna doryuM ke eka yogI baTukabhairavanI vADImAM birAjamAna che ane yoga dhyAna pratye vizeSa prayatna karAve che. ane bIje ja divase eTale I.sa. 1971nA lagabhaga aMtamAM e yogI gurujI pAse javAnuM thayuM. prathama darzana ane vAtacItamAM ja anAyAse Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jha hRdayamAM samAdhAna thayuM, saMvedana thayuM ane eka ahobhAva pUrvaka kRtajJatA aMtaramAM upasI AvI. tyAra pachI uttarottara satata gurujI pAse jato, abhyAsa karato ane aMtaranA UMDANamAM jhAMkhavA koziza karato. I.sa. 1908mAM pATaNa choDI amadAvAda javAnuM thayuM. paraMtu dara paMdara divase pATaNa Azrama ane sAgoDiyA Azrama AvavAnuM thatuM. gurujI paNa amAre ghare Uta2vAno lAbha ApatA, Ama satata pU. gurujInuM sAnidhya mANavAnA avasaro prApta thatA. amadAvAda gayA pachI adhyAtmanA prazno upasthita thatA. tenA samAdhAna mATe gurujIne satata patro lakhato pU. gurujI tenA javAba lakhatA. vAstavamAM pU. gurujIe lakhela A patro paikI keTalAka mArA praznonA javAba rUpe ane keTalAka teozrInI mauna sAdhanA daramyAna thayela svAdhyAya samaye lakhAyela che. AdhyAtmika mArgamAM jayAM jayAM mane rUkAvaTa thatI tyAM tyAM pU. gurujIe patro ane svAdhyAya dvArA AgaLanI dizAno saMketa karela che, je ghaNAM sAdhakone upayogI ane mArgadarzana banI rahe tema hoI pU. sAdhvIjI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma. tathA sAdhvI guNadharmAzrIjI ma. sAhebanI preraNA ane anugrahathI graMtha svarUpe prakAzana karavAnuM baLa prApta thayuM che. pU. sA. divyadarzitAzrIjI ma. sAhebe saMkalana karI mane upakRta karyo. A graMtha prakAzana karatAM dhanyatA anubhavuM chuM. sAdhako khUbaja UMDANa ane samajapUrvaka tene vAMcI ciMtana manana karaze to sAdhanAnA mArgamAM te pAtheya banI raheze ja e maMgala bhAvanA sahe DaoN. mahendra sI. zAha Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 1 oM ahaM namaH : zrI maNi-buddhi-mukti-kamala-kezara-caMdra-pravicaMdrasUrisargurubhyo namaH prAka-kathana nijAnaMda svarUpanI anubhUti mATe jenA aMtaramAM pyAsa lAgI che. . evA mumukSuo vyAkuLa banI aMtaranA atala UMDANamAM pahoMcavA svayaM khoja : kare che, paNa A to ajJAta pradeza, bhomiyA vinA e pradezamAM kaI rIte AgaLa vadhavuM? vaLI mArganI aTapaTI keDIo, cAre bAju mULa mArgathI dUra laI janArA tattvo, dizA bhrama pedA kare tevA paribaLo. A badhAthI vyAkuLatA ane mUMjhavaNa anubhavatA mumukSune parama - parama puNyodaye jayAre e mArganA anubhavI bhomiyA saMta maLe che tyAre e mumukSu tRptinI jhalaka anubhave che ne anubhavI saMtoe batAvelA mArge Daga bhare che. AvI ja eka avasthAne jIvanamAM varSo sudhI anubhavatA DaoN. zrI mahendrabhAIne I.sa. 1971mAM pATaNamAM pU.gurujIzrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjano prathamavAra yoga thayo ne jIvanamAM samAdhAna thayuM. ( kauTuMbika ane sAMsArika javAbadArIo adA karatAM karatAM satyanA mArge daDhatApUrvaka AgaLa vadhavuM ghaNuM vikaTa hoya che. tethI potAne udbhavelA prazno pU. gurujIne pUchayA ne traNa varSanI mauna sAdhanAmAM paNa gurujIe enA | uttaro lakhI ApI samAdhAna karyuM. ne keTalAka svataMtra svAdhyAya patro paNa lakhyA jemAM pU. gurujInI sAdhako ane mumukSuo pratyenI karuNAnA darzana thAya che. A patronA ciMtana, manana, nididhyAsana dvArA DaoN. mahendrabhAI pote to : satyanA mArge AgaLa vadhatA gayA eTaluM ja nahi paNa te patro rUpI vacanAmRtone kiMmatI ratno karatAM paNa adhika jALavaNI pUrvaka sAcavI rAkhyA. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma mArganA paramapathika amArA gurudevo pa.pU. sA. saubhAgyazrIjI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU.sA. jJAnazrIjI ma.sA. tathA pa.pU.sA. vinayazrIjI ma.sA. Adi upara pU. gurujIe lakhelA patro uparathI I.sa. 2004 vi.saM. 2060 mAM caitanya yAtrA bhAga-1 tathA pU. gurujInA choteramAM varSamAM maMgala praveza nimite caitanya yAtrA bhAga-2 nuM prakAzana thayuM. mArI bhAvanA e rahetI ke DaoN. mahendrabhAI upara lakhAyelA patronuM saMkalana karI jo caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3 nuM prakAzana thAya to aneka gRhastha sAdhako mATe te parama pAtheya rUpa banI rahe tethI meM teo pAse mArI bhAvanA vyakta karI ne teoe te kArya mATe pU. gurujInI AjJA prApta karI ne graMtha prakAzanano nirNaya lIdho. pU. gurujInI AjJA ane AziSathI sA. divyadarzitAzrIjIe-patronuM saMkalana karI A graMtha taiyAra karyo. A graMtha aneka ArAdhaka mumukSuone bodhaprada bane ane ArAdhanAmAM pathadarzaka thAya. mumukSu AtmA aMtaranA atala UMDANamAM kheDANa karI, jIvanamAM samatA prApta karI Atmazreya kare e ja maMgala kAmanA. li. zrI saubhAgya-jJAna-vinaya zizu sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrI vIra saMvata : 2535 | vikrama saMvata : 2075 aSADha suda-14. somavAra tA. /2009 pU. gurujIno 79mo janmadina. - - - - - - - - - - - - INH|| - - - - - - - Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (7 jeonI zubhecchAthI A pustaka chapAI rahyuM che. ) zrImatI hIrAbena pUjAbhAI paTela zrI pUjAbhAI aMbAlAla paTela IsanDa (hAla amerIkA) zrI gautamabhAI pUjAbhAI paTela zrImatI kailAsabena gautamabhAI paTela IsaDa (hAla amerIkA) Jain Education l Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "RNa svIkAra" zrI pUjAbhAIno janma IsanDa gAme tA. 1-1-1978 nA roja mAtuzrI jaDIbAnI kukhethI thayo. teo kevaLa be ja varSanA thayA tyAre temanA pitAzrIno svargavAsa thayo. temanA ucheranI javAbadArI mAtuzrI upara AvI. ochuM bhaNelA paNa ucca saMskArI ane dhArmika evA jaDIbAe pUjAbhAIne UMcA saMskAra to ApyA che. uparAMta paramAtmAmAM zraddhA, bhakti ane ruci upaje tevA uttama vAtAvaraNamAM temano uchera karyo, ucca zikSaNa apAvyuM. tenA pariNAme satata smIta veratA pUjAbhAI greDa vana ophIsara banyA. 15 varSanI vaye jJAti rivAja pramANe temanA lagna zrI hIrAbena sAthe thayAM. tenA pariNAme temanA saMsAramAM traNa putro zrI guNavaMtabhAI, zrI mahezabhAI, zrI gautamabhAI ane eka putrI zrI lakSmIbena ema cAra saMtAnono praveza thayo. vIsa varSa pahelAM zrI pUjAbhAI amerikA gayA, tyAM sthira thayA ane paramAtmakRpAe sAruM evuM kamAyA. emano samagra parivAra paNa amerikAmAM sthira thayo. pa.pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjamAM teo, zrImatI hirAbahena ane emano samasta parivAra atyaMta zraddhA ane bhakti dharAve che. pU. gurujI amerikA gayA tyAre zrI pUjAbhAIe saparivAra temano mahattama lAbha to lIdho ja, uparAMta dara varSe bhAratamAM - vatanamAM Ave tyAre A prasanna vadana daMpati ghaNo samaya pU. gurujInA sAnidhyamAM gALI, pU. gurujInI amRta vANIno lAbha laI, dharmalAbha pAmI, potAnA jIvanane sArthaka banAve che. dharmapremI, Atithya premI evA zrI pUjAbhAI ane zrImatI hIrAbena tathA temanA putra zrI gautamabhAI tathA putravadhu kailAsabene pU. gurujI pratyenI bhaktinA kAraNe A pustaka prakAzanamAM sahayoga Apyo. e badala ame temanA AbhArI chIe. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "traNa svIkAra" saurASTra bhAvanagara jIllAmAM (ghoghA) ratanaparanA vatanI zrI maNibhAI nathubhAI zAha tathA temanA dharmapatnI zrImatI kaMcanabena saraLa svabhAvI ne dharmaparAyaNa hatA. paropakAra guNanA kAraNe grAmyajanonA hRdayamAM sthAna meLavanAra te daMpatInA sadgaNono vAraso temanA saMtAno kamaLAbena, ramaNikabhAI, manasukhabhAI, jazavaMtabhAI tathA gajarAbenamAM utaryo. paramAtmAnI kRpA tathA pU. gurudevonA upadezathI gajarAbena vairAgyavAsita banyA ne vi.saM. 2031 poSa vada dazama tA. 5-2-1975 nA roja papU. yoganiSTha AcAryadevazrI vijaya kezarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA pa.pU.saubhAgyazrIjI ma. nA ziSyA pa.pu. jJAnazrIjI ma. nA ziSyA pa.pU. vinayazrIjI ma. nA ziSyA pU. sA. priyadarzanAzrIjI ma. pAse saMyama grahaNa karyuM ne pU. sA. guNadharmAzrIjI ma. banI saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. zrI ramaNikabhAIne deva-guru-dharma pratye daDha zraddhA hatI ne tattvajJAna pratye prabaLa ruci hatI. teo dhaMdho nItimattAnA dhoraNe karatAM, nivRtta thayA pachI tIrthayAtrA tathA sevAnA suMdara kAryo karatAM hatAM. Atmika zuddhi mATe pU. gurujI pAse AlocanA laI jIvanane pavitra banAvyuM. chellA traNa varSanI mAMdagImAM tattva zravaNa, maMtrajapa Adi ArAdhanApUrvaka jIvana jIvatAM teoe vi.saM. 2015 jeTha suda bArasa, guruvAra tA. 4-7-2009nA roja muMbaImAM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga karyo. zrI jazavaMtabhAImAM samAnatA, paropakAra, sAdhu saMtonI sevAno guNa utkaTa hato. pU. gurujI pratye ananya zraddhA ne bhaktivaMta teoe jyAre avasara maLe tyAre pU. gurujI nI sevA karIne kRpA prApta karI. nAnI uMmaramAM breIna hemareja thayuM. jAgRta avasthAmAM vizeSa prakAranI dharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM teoe vi.saM. 2050 phAgaNa suda bArasa tA. 23-4-1994 guruvAranA roja bhAvanagaramAM samAdhipUrvaka deha choDyo. pU. sA. guNadharmAzrIjI ma. nI preraNAthI sva. ramaNikabhAInA suputro anila, manISa, dIpaka, devAMga tathA sva. jazavaMtabhAInA suputro rAjeza tathA bharata taraphathI teonI puNyasmRti nimitte caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3 nA prakAzanamAM Arthika sahayoga prApta thayo che. te badala temano AbhAra vyakta karIe chIe. 10 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jeonI puNyasmRti nimitte A pustaka chapAI rahyuM che. sva. maNibhAI nathubhAI zAha | sva. kaMcanabena maNibhAI zAha sva. ramaNikabhAI maNibhAI zAha sva. jazavaMtabhAI maNibhAI zAha Jain Education international Personal Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * jemanA nayana yugmamAMthI nitAMta ghemanI pIyUSadhArA vahe che. jemanI karuNA sabhara upadeza dhArAthI aneka AtmAo vItarAga paMthanA anurAga banI rahyA che evA vasa ne saumyavadanI, sa2LatAmAM zizu, jJAnamAM yuvAna anubhavamAM vRdhdha, ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM - aThavAtA ama pAmara jIvone vaDozanA paMthe doranAra pUjaya murujInA pAvana ka2kamaLamAM A graMtharUpa puSpAMjali samarpata karI kRtArthatA anubhavatA ApanA kRpAkAMkSaDaoN. mahendranI anaMtazaH vaMdanAvali. SEEK Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upakArIonI maMgala smRti > 1. vItarAga paramAtmA zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhu je parama tArakanI amI dRSTi tathA pavitra chatrachAyAmAM (sarva maMgalam Azrama sAgoDiyAmAM) A graMtha ratna taiyAra thayo. 2. pU. munizrI (gurujI) bhAnavijayajI mahArAja sAheba jeonI jJAnagaMgA, kRpAdRSTi tathA anujJAthI A graMtharatnano prAraMbha ne) pUrNatArUpa maMgalakArya thayuM. 3. pU. sA. priyadarzanAzrIjI mahArAja tathA guNadharmAzrIjI mahArAja jeoe A graMtha ratnanA saMkalana mATe preraNA karI tathA mArgadarzana ApyuM tathA prastAvanA lakhI ApI. 4. pU. sA. divyadarzitAzrIjI mahArAja jeoe A graMtharatnanuM saMkalana karI mumukSu jagata samakSa mUkyo. 5. Arthika sahayoga ApanAra (1) hIrAbena paMjAlAla aMbAlAla paTela (2) kelAsabena gautamabhAI puMjAlAla paTela (3) sva. ramaNikalAla ma. zAhanA suputro anila, maniSa, dIpaka, devAMga tathA sva. jazavaMtabhAI ma. zAhanA suputro rAju tathA bharata 6. aneka rIte graMtha prakAzanamAM sahakAra ApanAra (1) pramodAbena sonI (2) nAraNabhAI paTela (3) kozikabhAI dave (4) jazavaMtabhAI paMDayA (5) suzIlAbena solaMkI (ka) rAjubhAI cauhANa Adi mudraka : bhagavatI enTaraprAIjha Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukramaNikA anu. naM. nAma peja na che | ja 6 6 - 1 pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAjanA hastAkSaro .......... 2 pU. gurujI munizrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAja. 3 prakAzakIya................. 4 prAka-kathana 5 RNa svIkAra. ...................... 3 upakArIonI maMgalaskRti .. 7 caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3 vibhAga-1... (1) sAdhanA.. (2) tattvajJAna ....... (3) jJAnInI dazA (4) samarpaNa . .... (5) dhyAna - maMtrajapa () prakIrNaka caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3 vibhAga - 2 103 9 jJAnayajJa - pustaka prakAzano ... 1pa9 10 AzramanI pravRttio ................ 193 12 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetavya yAtrA bhAga-3 vibhAga - 1 T T T . . . . . 13 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cocoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot k OXOPOKO MAKES >> >>> >> > >>> >Khoa>>> >> Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naa Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA jene jIvanamAM sAdhanA karavI che ene nimitta tarapha, saMjogo tarapha, paristhiti tarapha nahIM paNa AdhAra tarapha jovuM paDaze. AdhAra tarapha joyA vagara sAdhanAnI zarUAta nahIMthAya. mATe samagra sAdhanA astitvamAM che. e astitvane nahIM jANo to sAdhanAmAM sattva nahIM pragaTe. cetana e ja astitva che. sAdhanA enI karavAnI che. zarIra anukULa thaze, TevAze tyAre sAdhanA thaI zakaze, A vAtamAM jhoka astitva tarapha nathI, para tarapha che. aMdara nirNaya hovo joIe. sAdhanA karavI che, zarIra anukULa hoya to bhale, anukULa na hoya to tenI rAha jovI nathI. mAre mArAmAM zarUAta karavI che. e anukULa thaI jaze ane nahIM thAya to paNa sAdhanA karavI che. A vicAra baLavAna thavo joIe. zarIra vRttio poSavAnA kAmamAM TevAyeluM che, e mATe TevAyeluM che ane covIsa kalAka e mATe taiyAra che. vRttithI para javA, vRtti rahita thavA e nathI TevAyeluM, eTale tyAM avarodha lAgaze. emAM mana bhaLe eTale zarIrane Teko maLe. mATe zarUAta tamAre astitvathI, astithI, AdhArathI karavI paDaze. vRttine jovI athavA AdhAramAM, astitvamAM je bhaLyuM che tene jovuM ane e jotAM jotAM astitvanI aMdara je bhaLyuM che, te bannene judA pADatA javuM. e bheda cokhkho dekhAvo joIe, eTale banne paDakhAnuM pUruM bauddhika bhAna hovuM joIe. astitva ane astitvamAM je bhaLeluM che te, ane e banne, vicAranI bhUmikA upara spaSTa paNe judA dekhAvA joIe, e satata jovuM tyAre astitva ane vaLagaNa e banne judA dekhAze. vaLagaNa chUTatuM jaze, tema tema astitva tarapha javAze, ane jema jema astitva tarapha javAze tema tema vaLagaNa chUTaze. kharo upAya to astitva tarapha jhUkavAmAM che. mATe vRttine jotAM jotAM vRtti jenA AdhAre Take che te AdhArane jovo paDaze. A bahu gaMbhIra prakriyA vacamAM kaMI paNa AvavuM na joIe. to ja jAgRti Avaze. jAgRti mATeno pracaMDa puruSArtha joIe. vRttine paNa enA asalI svarUpamAM jovI. enA upara ApaNe AvaraNa caDhAvIe chIe. vRtti ane vRtti upara AvaraNa-paherAvelAM kapaDAM ApaNe jovA besIe chIe tyAre vastro dekhAya che, vRtti nahIM. mATe vRttine enA mULa svarUpamAM, nagna svarUpamAM jovI paDaze. eTale vRtti zamaze, chUTaze paNa kharekhara to AdhArane jovo ja paDaze. eTale kharI sAdhanA astitvane jovAmAM che. AdhArane jovAmAM che, astimAM DokiyuM karavAmAM che. 16 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdAtA tA. 8-7-1978 bhAI ! paramArtha mArgamAM jIvaMta jJAnI, anubhavI draSTA puruSa e ja eka mAtra AdhAra che. kharekharI sAdhanAno prAraMbha A puruSa maLyA pachI thAya che. maLyA bAda, oLakhyA pachI ane emanA pratye bahumAnano bhAva jAgRta thayA pachI, samarpita thayA pachI ane pratyeka zvAsocchavAsa emanI AjJAe lIdhA pachI ja sAdhanA thAya che. sAdhanAnuM rahasya A che ane e satparuSane enA udaya karmathI para rahIne jovA paDaze. ziSya mATe AkarI kasoTInI paLa A che. mATe ja jJAnI prArabdhane gupta rAkhe che. paNa udaya karmanI dhArA kema karIne gupta rahe? e dazAmAM e puruSane oLakhavo paDe che. pachI ja ekeka bhAva yathArtha thAya, ekeka kriyA yathArtha thAya, ekeka samayanI sAdhanA yathArtha thAya. bhAI ! UMDANathI vicArajo . tA. 18-9-1978 dehAdhyAsa dUra karavAno che. dehAbhimAnathI mukata thavAnuM che. paNa dehane mitra samajI e mitranI kALajI levAnI che. bhAI, sAdhanAno eka mAtra AdhAra, eka mAtra mukhya-AdhAra puruSa che. sahuthI prathama sAdhakamAM tIvra tAlAvelI jAgavI joIe. e tAlAvelImAMthI jhaMkhanA jAge che. jhaMkhanA jAgatAM asahya mUMjhavaNa thAya che. asahya mUMjhavaNa thatAM vicAra UThe che. e vicArathI tIvra viraha jAge che. sapuruSa mATeno viraha, e viraha agnimAM baLatAM zuddhi thAya che. e zuddhithI saraLatA Ave che. citta saraLa thatAM enuM abhimAna ogaLI jAya che ane ahaMkAra rahe che. abhimAna ogaLI jatAM e namra bane che, namavA taiyAra thAya che, e ja paLe satpaSa maLe che. sapuruSa satpAtrane zodhe che. ane e satpAtramAM satpaSe dayamAM sAcavI rAkheluM amRta reDe che. sapuruSane maLatAM zuM karavAnuM? e je kahe che eno ja vicAra, ane e vicAra jenA vizeno che tenuM dhyAna. vicAra ane dhyAna A be ja mukhya sAdhana che. A banne puruSa vinA maLatAM nathI. pragaTa thatAM nathI, yathArtha prApta thatAM nathI. 1 ) Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA bhAI, satu, ati, ati durlabha che. temAM ya vItarAgano mArga to jagatamAM lagabhaga lupta thayo hoya ema lAge che. tattvavArtA durlabha che. tA. 29-3-1979 DaoNkaTara ! sAdhanA e haTha nathI, prayatna nathI, kriyA nathI, vicAra nathI, eka bhAva dazA sAdhanA karavAthI thAya che ema nathI. bhAvanI je abhivyakti te kriyA che, te karma che, te anuSThAna che. bhAva pote to vidheyAtmaka che ja paNa sAthe enI abhivyakti paNa che. vidheyAtmaka bhAvanI abhivyakita paNa che. vidheyAtmaka bhAvanI abhivyakti te kriyA, te anuSThAna, te dharma, mATe jaina zAstroe dharmanI vyAkhyA karI tyAre ema kahyuM "upayoge dharma" upayoga e ja dharma, dharmanuM kendra sthaLa ke kALa nathI; vyakita ke vicAra nathI. cetanAno upayoga te dharmanuM kendra che. e upayogamAM zuM thaI rahyuM che, e jovuM e dharmanI kriyA che, mATe bhAva atyaMta mahattvanuM tattva che ane e bhAva zudhdha banato jAya, parama zudhdha banato jAya tema tema dharma thAya che. bhAva eka avasthA che. tA. 3-6-1979 zarIra hara paLe tamArAthI juduM che evI pratIti karAvavAmAM tatpara che. zarIramAM banatI pratyeka ghaTanA jAhera kare che ke tamArA astitvathI mAruM astitva bhinna che, paNa graMthibheda thayelo hoto nathI e kAraNe zarIra dvArA sahaja rIte karAvAtI A pratIti anubhUtimAM nathI AvatI. azAtA vedanIya karmanA daliko dehamAM vyAdhi utpanna kare che, ane e vyAdhi duHkhamAM nimitta bane che. duHkha e saMvedana che. e zarIramAM nathI thatuM ke azAtA vedanIya karmamAM paNa nathI thatuM. e saMvedana thAya che cetanAmAM. e kriyA jJAnanI hAjarImAM ghaTe che; paNa duHkha cetanano svabhAva nathI, vikAra che. e vikAra paNa AnaMdamAMthI vahetuM gaMdu vikRta jharaNuM che. duHkha ja ema kahe che, mArI hAjarImAM tame vyAkuLa bano cho, paNa mArI hAjarI sahaja nathI, svAbhAvika nathI, mArI hAjarI tamArAmAM thatI viparIta samajanA kAraNe che. mULa to tame AnaMdamaya cho paNa cetanA svabhAvathI khasI dehatarapha DhaLI, DhaLatI gaI, ema AnaMda potAnuM zuddha svarUpa khoto gayo. ne paryAyamAM 18 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA duHkha AvyuM. bhAIzarIramAM jayAre asahya vedanA hoya che tyAre vedaka-vedanAra jAgRta hoya to duHkhanI mAtrA, duHkhanuM pramANa ghaTI jAya che. jema jema deha sAthe tAdAtma gADha, ekatA buddhi prabaLa, tema tema duHkhanuM pramANa vadhavAnuM, veda, vedyamAM DhaLe che te kAraNe, paNa vedaka jAgrata hoya to dehamAM duHkhano prasaMga hovA chatAM duHkhanI mAtrA vadhatI nathI, athavA duHkha vadhatuM nathI. zarIranI sadaMtara upekSA na karavI. upekSA dUra karavI, kAraNa e sAdhana che. enA dvArA kAma levAnuM che. cetanAnuM svarUpa tarapha lakSya jAya eTale e temAM TharIne ja rahe che. dhyAnasAdhanA niyamita karavI e prAraMbhamAM jarUrI che. svarUpamAM TharyA na hoya ane dhyAnamAM jAgRti na rahe to pramAdanA mahAsAgaramAM ja DUbavAnuM thAya. pramAdamAM javuM nathI ane dhyAnamAM paNa rahevuM nathI, svarUpamAM karavuM che paNa svarUpamAM karavA mATe pramAdamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI, dhyAnamAM rahI, svarUpamAM TharavAnuM banaze. zvAsane jovo, paheluM sUtra ane zvAsane barAbara joyA bAda jonArane jovo, A be ja mahattvanA tabakakA che. A prakriyA mATe hara paLe jAgRtinI jarUra che. A prakriyA ja jAgRti lAvaze. jALavIne satata prayatna karazo. jIvana samagra che, akhaMDa che. jene jIvavuM che ane samagramAM jIvavuM paDaze. akhaMDa banavuM paDaze. jIvananA koI pAsAnI upekSA nahIM thaI zake, ne jIvananA koI pAsAmAM Asakata nahIM banI zakAya. samagra jIvana jIvavAnI A cAvI che, dharma jayAre enA sAcA arthamAM samajAze tyAre A samaja prApta thaze, sAdhanA kayAMka kayAMka khaMDita thAya che ane sAdhaka sAdhanA karato hovA chatAM viSAda anubhave che, vikalpamAM aTavAya che. e aTakI ne ubho rahe che. kema AvuM bane che? e jIvanane samagratAmAM joto nathI, mATe evuM bane che. jene svarUpamAM karavuM che e zAMta banato jAya, zAMta banato jAya ne saMgharSa TALato jAya. saMgharSamAM zakitano vyaya thAya ane citta UMDe UMDe tUTelu, khaMDita rahe che ane azAMta rahe che. saMgharSa jIvanamAMthI TaLe zI rIte? e mATe jIvanano saMpUrNa svIkAra joIe. vItarAga prabhu mahAvIra deve jagatano svIkAra karyo. nava tattvonI prarUpaNA eTalA mATe ja karI. tame jayAM UbhA cho tyAM AjubAjumAM A badhuM ja che, hatuM, haze, rahevAnuM tame eno svIkAra karo cho ane sAthe sAthe e paNa svIkAro ke e badhAmAM tame kayAMya nathI. e emanI rIte che, tame tamArI Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA rIte cho. to tamane tamArAmAM javA mATe e khaseDavAnI jarUra nathI, tamAre emAMthI khasI javAnI jarUra che. samagranI sAthe raho paNa tamArAmAM rahIne samagranI sAthe raho. bhAI ! samagra sAthe saMgharSanI, yudhdhanI, kalahanI zI jarUra? samagranA svIkAra sAthe ja tamane samagramAM divyatA dekhAze. tyAM sahakAranI jarUra che. tame tamArAmAM raho ne tamArAmAM jIvo, to samagra sAtheno saMgharSa TaLaze, te ja paLe tame zAMta banazo ane te ja paLe svarUpamAM Tharazo. bhAI! A koI judI ja paNa enA rahasyanI vArtA che. tA.17-8-1979 vItarAga puruSa e ja eka mAtra sAdhanAnuM, sarvotkRSTa siddhinuM kAraNa che. eka mAtra asAdhAraNa, avaMcaka nimitta che, vItarAga puruSanI sAthe cetana joDAI jAya, enAmAM samAI jAya, enA pratyeka bhAvane e jhIlato jAya ane vItarAga puruSanI IcchAne sarva rIte sAkAra karato jAya, e ja sAdhanAnuM gupta rahasya che. vItarAga puruSane IcchA na hoya paNa vItarAga bhAvanI sAthe je karuNA bhAvache enA kAraNe sAdhakanuM hita jemAM che, je rIte che, e rIte sAdhaka samaje ne Acare evo bhAva hoya ene ja sAkAra karavo e ja sAdhanA. bhAI! vItarAga puruSa maLyA nathI. maLyA hoya to oLakhyA nathI, oLakhyA hoya to rAganA prabaLa vegamAM utkRSTa prema pragaTayo nathI. ane prema pragaTyo hoya to te avicchinna Takayo nathI, ne e puruSane khoyA che. tame have meLaveluM khozo nahIM, je maLyuM che e sarvazreSTha che. have enuM jatana karazo. tA.4-2-1980 aMdara je thAya che tene rokanArAM paribaLo sakriya thaI eka vAra to haMphAve che, haMphAvavA prayatna kare che. paNa kharI binA judI che. sapuruSa maLatAM, enA caraNamAM samarpita thatAM, sAdhakanI sat taraphanI yAtrAnA prAraMbha pahelAM eno asata sAthe gADha saMbaMdha hato. temAM tanmaya hato, tadAkAra hato. e saMbaMdha vakhate asat tarapha ene je tAdAbhya anubhavyuM, tanmayatA anubhavI, rasamAM taraboLa banyo, bhAva Avyo, emAM sakriya banyo e vakhate racAyelAM spaMdano, paribaLo, bhAvo, Urmio sat tarapha jatA sAdhakane ema pUche che ke zuM have bhUlI jazo? nAto toDazo? saMbaMdha viccheda karazo? ane asat potAnI tamAma tAkAtathI = 2 = ) Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA potAmAM otaprota, tanmaya, tadAkAra, anaMtakALathI tarUpa banelI vyakitane sat tarapha jatAM roke che. e mATenI asanI je padhdhati che te ja saMsAranI judI judI ghaTanAo che. asat rokatuM nathI paNa e potA tarapha rAkhe che. to sAdhake zuM karavuM? sAdhake mAtra jAgRta banI ane zAMtithI kahevA jevuM che. "vahAlA mitra ! tuM mArA vagara nahIM rahI zake te huM jANuM chuM ane huM tArAmAM tadAkAra hato, paNa dosta! have mAre sat tarapha javuM che. kharekhara javuM che. tame jo parama premathI a ne A tamAro saMkalpa jaNAvazo to asata pote khasI jaze ne tamAro mArga sugama banAvaze, paNa asat tamArI so TakA parIkSA karaze, rokaze, avarodho UbhA karaze. paNa chevaTe tamAro daDha saMkalpa haze to nA nahIM pADe, paNa premabharI vidAya Apaze ne tamane so TakA sahakAra Apaze. kAraNa asat paNa satanuM eka aMga che. ne asano tamane pUro paricaya thayo che, tame asatamAM UMDA UtarIne joyuM ne tamane asamAM asArano anubhava thayo. to asat tamane sat tarapha javAnuM kaheze. kharekhara to asatano satya anubhava ja asanI Asakitane toDe che. mATe ane bhogavo nahI, asatane anubhavo. asano anubhava asanI asAratA batAvaze, te ja kSaNe Asakti tUTaze ne sata tarapha prayANa thaze. sAmAjika prasaMgamAM tame upasthita raho paNa taTastha raho. zuM karavA becenI, viSAda, ne gusso? e paNa prasaMga che. phAIlamAM jamA thayelo che. samabhAvathI eno nikAla karI nAkho ne phAIla baMdha karI do. tA. 6-8-1980 hRdayanA divyabhAvo tyAre ja pIvAya jayAre anubhava samyaka hoya, yathArtha hoya, jema che tema ja hoya. sapuruSanI oLakha vinA, enI bhakita vinA, enA paricaya vinA, enI samyapha prakAre AjJApAlana vinA, enI ArAdhanA vinA, enA anugraha vinA parama tattva samajAtuM nathI, enI sAthe anusaMdhAna thaI zakatuM nathI. badhuM maLyuM, badhuM karyuM, satpaSa nathI maLyA. enI AjJA nathI svIkArI mATe bhava Ubho che. A sarva zAstrono, sarva jJAnI puruSonA anubhavano nicoDa che. 2 1 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA dhyAna sAdhanA mATe gurukuLa eka mAtra sAdhana che. eTalA mATe pU.haribhadrasUrIe ema kahyuM che ke tapa, japa, vrata, dhyAna A badhAM sAdhano ThIka che, paNa mukhya sAdhana che "gurukuLavAsa" bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM, "he ziSya gurujIMdANuvattavRM" tuM eka ja kAma kara, tAro chaMda tuM choDa, tArA chaMda pramANe cAlavAnuM tuM choDa. eka vakhata tuM gurunA chaMda pramANe cAla. duniyAmAM be chaMda che, (1) svano chaMda (ra) guno chaMda. sAdhanA e che ke potAno chaMda choDavo ane guruno chaMda pakaDavo. chaMda eTale dhUna, dhvani, cAla, gItano dhvani, chaMda eTale vyasana, Teva, nAda. e svano TALavo ne chaMda guruno pakaDavo e ja sAdhanA paNa sahuthI vadhAre kaThina ne vadhAre agharI. A sivAya bIjo rasto sAdhanA mATe hoI zake? bIjo rasto hoI ja na zake, jema tarasano upAya zuM? eka mAtra pANI, bhUkhano upAya zuM? khorAka, aMdhakArano upAya zuM? eka mAtra prakAza. mATe A ja eka mAtra sAdhana. AmAM bIjo koI vikalpa nathI, bIjo koI upAya nathI, rIta nathI, hoI zake nahI tarasa chipAvavA zuM joIe? AkhuM jagata Apo ne pANI na Apo to nahIM ja cAle. mAtra e ja joIe. tema guno chaMda eka mAtra upAya paNa kaThina kema che? emAM ahaMkAra upara ghA thAya che. ApaNo ALAmAM ALo bhAga che ahaMkAra. enA upara ghA thAya e kema cAle? ane ahaMkAra ene kahevAya, "potAthI zreSTha zuM hoya? upayoga paryAyamAM rokAya che. e upayoga paryAya vaTAvI dravyamAM javo joIe. paryAyanI hada kUdI dravyamAM kUdavuM enuM nAma ja dhyAna. sAdhaka jo dhyAnamAM jAya ne te paLe vRtti jo upazamI gaI hoya to parama sukhano AsvAda maLe ane e jIvanamAM pahelI vAra maLyo mATe Azvarya thAya ane e maLe pachI doDa zAMta thAya kAraNa have zA mATe doDavuM? bhAI! vItarAga tattva e ja parama tattva che. ane e vItarAgatA jemanAmAM pragaTa thaI che, te vItarAga puruSa ja parama upAdeya, AdaraNIya, pUjanIya, dhyeya sevya che. e vItarAga puruSanI amI dRSTi, emAM ja jIvananuM sArthakya che. emanI AjJAnuM akhaMDa pAlana e ja parama zreSTha dharma che, kartavya che. vItarAga puruSa kayAM maLe che ! sUkSmatama rAga-dveSa paNa jenAmAM na hoya, ane rAga-dveSano atyaMta abhAva hoya, 2 2 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sANatA evA puruSa maLyA pachI, enA pratye samarpaNa bhAva prApta thayA pachI anya kAMI paNa kartavya nathI. 11 vikAro jItavA mATe, kaSAyo jItavA mATe alaga prayatna karavAno hoya nahIM. e rIte kaSAyo jItAya paNa nahIM. paNa tame tamArA svarUpamAM Tharo to ja kaSAyo jAya. svarUpamAM TharatA nathI eTale kaSAyo tarapha jAo cho. A mATe sadguru zaraNa eka ja upAya che. paNa guru sAmA pAtrane jANe che ane jayAM sudhI enI cetanAmAMthI A dhvani na UThe tyAM sudhI guru ene ema nathI kahetA ke mUkI de badhuM ane mAre zaraNe AvI jA. ema kahevAmAM ahaMkAra gulAMTa khavarAve tema che. paNa guru ene javA de che. eTale chevaTe tamAma vikalpothI ene thakave che, e thAke che eTale jJAna, tapa, vrata, zAstra AdinA vikalpa chUTI jAya che tyAre enI cetanA pukAre che, have koI sAdhana karavuM nathI. guru e ja sAdhana. sAdhanAnI A rIta che. 12 nimitto maLe to kaSAya jItAya ne ? nimitto mATe mArI nA nathI, niSedha nathI. kahevuM to e che ke tame jAgo to nimitto apUrva asara kare. tIrthaMkara maLyA paNa hRdayamAM na dhAryA eTale meLa na paDayo. nimitto to banyA che, nimitto hAjara che, paNa upAdAna taiyAra thAya tyAre ne ? eTale upAdAna kAraNamAM rahelI kAraNatA pragaTa thavAmAM nimitta prAthamika avasthAmAM asara kare; paNa upAdAna taiyAra joIe. jemake dharatI tape eTale varasAda thAya ja, dharatIe tapavAnuM che, varasAdane varasavA mATe kahevuM nahIM paDe. sadguru hAjara che. hAjara hoya che paNa tamArAmAM jhaMkhanA na hovAnA kAraNe eno yoga niSphaLa jAya che. enI sAthe saMbaMdha thato nathI. kharI ghaTanA evI bane che jayAre tamArAmAM aMda2mAM, parama tattva mATenI parama jhaMkhanA jAge che, tyAre mArga maLI rahe che. jhaMkhanA, tAlAvelI joIe. sadguru hAjara che to upadezanI asara na paDe ? 23 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAdavA upadezanI asara paDe che paNa je sanmukha thayo hoya tenA upara paDe ne ! kUvAmAM pANI che, ghaDAmAM bharI zakAya paNa ghaDo pANI sanmukha thAya tyAre ne! UMdhA ghaDA upara bAre megha varase to paNa niSphaLa. 13) sAdhanAmAM kharekharuM paribaLa AtmA ja che. maMdira, guru, zAstra, are khuda bhagavAna paNa nimitta kAraNa che. AtmA pote nahIM jAge to bhagavAna paNa kaMI nahIM karI zake. guru paNa kaMI nahIM karI zake, to mukhya AdhAra to AtmA che, to nimitta kAraNanI zI jarUra? nA, e eka kAma kare che AtmAmAM rahelI zaktine jagADe che, puSTa kare che. tuM ja kharekhara mahattvano che. AvuM koNa kaheze? te guru kaheze, bhagavAna kaheze. mATe e joIe ja, paNa e tane jAgRta kare; cAlavuM to tAre ja paDaze. sukha duHkhanuM kAraNa bahAra nathI, aMdara che. tane bAMdhanAra karma nathI, tuM baMdhAya che. tuM baMdhAya to ja karmo tane bAMdhe. jagatanA padArtho moha pamADatA nathI, te pAme che. tuM moha pAme to jagatanA padArtho nimitta bane. paNa tuM sAbado rahe to AkhuM jagata tane kazuM karI zake tema nathI. mATe tuM pote ja mahattvano che. (14) svarUpanI yathArtha zradhdhA ane kyAreya paNa naDage e prakAranuM ane sadAya TakanAruM evuM svarUpanuM darzana, te kSAyika samyatva, paNa svarUpamAM karavuM e prakriyA samyapha cAritranI che. eTale je svarUpa joyuM che e svarUpa tarapha upayoga vALavo paDe, ene TakAvavo paDe. e Take to Tharyo ema kahevAya kAraNa svarUpa darzana pachI paNa upayogane vRtti bahAra laI jAya che. 15 vAsanAkSaya ke tattvajJAnanI game teTalI vAta kare paNa e vAsanAlaya yathArtha svarUpamAM nathI hoto kAraNa sAdhanAnI je kAMI prakriyA nakkI thaze te tattvajJAnanA AdhAre nakkI thaze eTale vicAra, kriyA ane AcAra traNenuM Ayojana tattvajJAnanA AdhAre thaze, ane e tattvajJAna jeTaluM khaMDita, ayathArtha, asamyapha eTalI ja sAdhanAnI prakriyA khaMDita, ayathArtha, asamyapha. eTale tyAM je kaMI anubhavo thAya e mAtra manamAM 2 4 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA * * - - - - - ja grahita che, manamAM je rUDha thayuM che, enA pratyAghAta rUpe che. mATe vAsanAlayanI vAta sthULa bhUmikA upara barAbara lAge che ane vAsanAkSaya to anivArya che ja. vItarAgatAnI sAdhanAmAM paNa vAsanAkSaya anivArya to che ja paNa e vAsanA vizenI samaja spaSTa nathI. jema ke vAsanAno artha mAtra kAmavAsanA ja nahIM, paNa svatattvathI bhinna anya padArtha tarapha DhaLavuM e ja vAsanA che. eTale A khyAla na hoya to e anya dravya tarapha DhaLalo to rahe ja che. bIjuM vAsanA anya svarUpamAM pragaTa thAya che. trIjuM konA lakSya vAsanAkSaya? vAsanAlaya mAtra vAsanAnA lakSe ja hoya to suSupta vAsanA aMdara rahe che. jema ke vAsanA eTale saMskAra, bhAva paNa mukhya to je mULa tattva che, eno sahaja svabhAva che AnaMda ane e svabhAva dabAvI zakAto nathI, DhAMkI zakAto nathI, eTale aMdara rahelI jJAnazakita satata AnaMdane zodhe che. eTale samagra jIvanamAM je kaMI vicAra ne kriyA thAya che te aMdaranuM dabANa che. svabhAvanuM dabANa thAya che. AnaMdane rokI zakAya nahIM, mATe ene talasATa che; e AnaMdano talasATa ja AnaMdanuM kendrane jANatA hovAnA kAraNe anya tarapha dorI jAya che. emAMthI ja AhAra, kAmavAsanA vigere tarapha javAnuM thAya che. eTale A thavuM bilakula sAhajika che. kAraNa aMdaramAM AnaMdanI khoja che, mATe te anya tarapha DhaLe che. anya eTale zarIra mATe zarIranI pUrtimAM e aTavAya che. have e zarIranI pUrtimAM jAya eTale je vAsanA, have A pAcho vaLyo, vAsanA pUrti nahIM paNa vAsanAkSaya, paNa kendra to je hatuM te ja rahyuM. vAsanA pUrti mATe paNa kendra zarIra hatuM, tyAre vAsanAlaya mATenuM paNa kendra zarIra. kendra e ja rahyuM. jayAre A samajAya ke AnaMdanuM kendra bIjuM che ane e caitanya che ane e caitanyanuM vAstavika svarUpa A che tyAre vAsanAlayanI sAcI prakriyA cAlu thAya. spaSTa e karavuM che ke vAsanAkSayanI sAdhanA karanAra vyakitanI sAme kayuM tattva che? zarIra ke bIjuM koI? jo zarIra ja hoya to zarIranuM paDa bhedIne AgaLa nahIM jAya. ane zarIra sivAya bIjuM tattva che to e kharekhara yathArtha che? yathArtha tattvanA lakSe enI anubhUti mATe cetanA Aja jayAM che tyAMthI virAma pAmatI pAmatI jayAre sva tarapha vaLe tyAre vacamAM vAsanAkSaya Ave. adhyavasAyano eka artha kaSAya sthAna. cetana tattvamAM dareka samaye AkAra letA kaSAyonA bhAvo enA paNa judA judA sthAnako hoya che. jema ke krodha, to krodhanA 25 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA asaMkhya sthAno hoI zake. e pratyeka sthAnano rasa judo judo hoya. rasa eTale zakita. te vakhate e krodhamAM cetana pote potAnI keTalI zakita vApare che e pramANe e paramANuomAM racanA thAya che. ghATa ghaDAya che. AvI prakriyA samaye samaye aMdara satata cAlu ja rahe che. arthAt proDakazana mIla eka samaya mATe paNa baMdha rahetI nathI. ane pratyeka samaye samaye karIne anaMta kALathI A racanA thatI AvI che. e racanA pachI nirmANa ane A nirmANa thayA pachI cetana pote pratyakSa anubhava kare che. ne e anubhava vakhate phera adhyavasAya thAya che. to vAstavamAM zuM thAya che? eka vakhata eka adhyavasAya UThayo e nimitte kamaracanA thaI. jene dravyakarma kahe che. e dravyakarma potAnA sakriya thavAnA svakALe sakriya thAya che. e jayAre sakriya thAya che. e vakhate aMdara evo taraMga UThe, UThI zake, e jAtanI bhUmikA race che. ane bhUmikA racAya tyAre cetana tattva ene AdhIna bane to phera evA prakArano ja adhyavasAya thAya. eTale koI paNa dravyakarma, thatA adhyavasAyamAM nimitta banI zake ane koI paNa adhyavasAya karmaracanAmAM nimitta banI zake. A vartuLa kayAMthI bhedAya? evuM kAma karavA mATe kaI paLa (kSaNa) che? tamAma dharmazAstronI sArthakatA A samajAvavAmAM che. e paLa (kSaNa) che, dravya karma jayAre svakALe sakriya bane che ane e banavAnuM ja, e sakriya bane tyAre cetanA sAmethI jo pratyAghAta na Ape to e vartuLa bhedAya, arthAt e nizcita kALamAM kAma karanAruM dravyakarma sakriya banyuM paNa pratyAghAta na maLyo eTale e gayuM. eTale dravyakarma jayAre svakALe sakriya bane che tyAre tame sakriya ho paNa e dravyakarma pratye sakriya na ho eno artha pratyAghAta nahIM. tame sakriya ho eno artha tamArA svabhAvamAM tame ramatA ho. svabhAvamAM ramavuM e tamArA pratye sakriyatA che ane te bilakula kudaratI, svAbhAvika che ane e baLa jJAnanuM che. dravyakarma tamane sakriya banAvI na zake. eTale dravyakarma tarapha tame sakriya nahIM. eno artha dravyakarma nimittaka pratiadhyavasAya nahIM. dareka samaye samaye dareka samayanuM nizcita dravyakarma sakriya che. dhAro ke tame eka vakhata adhyavasAyane pratyAdhAta na Apyo eTale pUruM thayuM? nA, tame A paLa pahelAM jeTalI dravyakarmanI dhvasthA karI rAkhI hoya e tamAma vakhate pratyAghAta na Apo ane 48 minITa satata pasAra karo to pheMsalo thAya. kevaLajJAna (pUrNa AtmajJAna) pragaTa thAya ane samagra karmanI racanA tUTI paDe. 26 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalI paNa jo 48 miniTamAM eka paNa paLa ochI pratyAghAta vagaranI hoya ane temAM pratyAghAta arthAt pratiadhyavasAya Apyo to phera cakra cAlu thAya. jJAna eka zakita che ane te e zakita ke dravyakarmanI sakriyatA vakhate tame pratyAghAta na Apo evI zakita te jJAna. muzkela paristhitimAM mAnasika svasthatA rahe e UMDA saMtoSanI lAgaNI Ape che. sAdhaka mATe saMsAra pote zALA che. pratyakSa jIvanamAM pratyakSa pATha maLe ane emAM sAdhakanI cetanA sthiratA anubhave e sAdhanAnI paripakavatA che. parama kRpALu paramAtmA parama kRpALu che; paNa sAthe sAthe parama vicitra paNa che. e eno kRpAprasAda jene tene Apato nathI. jene e prasAda prApta thAya che enA jIvanamAM viSAda raheto nathI. paNa e prasAda prApta thatAM pahelAM e parama vicitra, sAdhakanI AkarAmAM AkarI kasoTI kare che ane na kalpI zakAya, na varNavI zakAya, na sahI zakAya evI paristhitimAM mUkI de che. eka vakhata to ema thaI jAya, nathI joItA e parama kRpALu. to e jALavIne khasI jAya che. ene eTaluM ja joIe che. ene khasI javuM che. paNa jo sAdhaka e prasaMgamAM, e paristhitimAM, e viSama saMjogomAM aviSama bhAve rahayo, aviSama bhAve pariNamyo, aviSama dazAmAM rahayo, enAmAM samatulA rahI, viSAda na spardho, vyAkuLa na banyo, vyagra na banyo, nimittane AdhIna na rahayo, nimittane AdhIna na thayo, vartamAna kSaNanA udayamAM na joDAyo, mohathI na mUMjhAyo, ane rAgadveSa karavA paDe; saheje thaI jAya, thayA vagara na rahe evI paristhitimAM e rAgadveSathI cetanAne taTastha rAkhI zakayo, to to e parama kRpALu prasAdanI dhArA varasAve che. sAdhakane bheTe che ane soDamAM le che, ene AliMgana Ape che ane AtmasAt karI le che. ene prasAda arpaNa kare che ne tamAma viSAda laI le che. e parama kRpALunI parama vicitra vizeSa zailI che. enuM rahasya je jANe che te pAme che. udaya karmane AdhIna rahIne banatA banAvo ne prasaMgo sAdhakanA parama jAgaraNa mATe che. e nimittono upayoga karavAnI kaLA e ja sAcuM pariNameluM jJAna che. AvA prasaMgomAM sAmA jIvo pratye upekSAno bhAva na Ave, aNagamo na thAya, kaMTALo na Ave. emanA pratye snehanI, vAtsalyanI, karuNAnI dhArA varase, hRdayano prema nicovIne emanA upara siMcavAmAM AvechatAM mamatvabhAva Ubho na thAya, rAgajanita vyAkuLatA na thAya, kartavya karma pUrI tAkAtathI bajAvavA chatAM citta rAgamAM na kharaDAya, 27 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA e ja sarvottama sAdhanA che. dhIraja rAkhIne sahunA pratye yogya kartavya karavAnuM cUkavuM nahIM ane chatAM manamAM vyAkuLa paNa thavuM nahIM. vyagra banavuM nahIM. viSAdagrasta banavuM nahIM. paLe paLe jAgRta rahevuM svabhAvamAM TharavA mATe; svabhAva tarapha vaLavA mATe A ja paLo che. e paLono upayoga karajo . 18) | nikaTanuM svajana choDIne jAya e gamatuM to nathI, paNa AvuM eka satya ene InkArI paNa na zakAya. eTalA mATe jJAnI puruSo dehane kSara kahe che. kSara eTale kharI paDanAruM, kSaya pAmanAruM, nAza pAmanAruM. mAnavI kSarane ja jue che, enI sAthe prIti kare che, sneha kare che, Asakitano tAMtaNo majabUta kare che. enAmAM AkhuM jIvana arpI de che. paNa e bhUlI jAya che ke A kSara che, kharanAruM che ne kALakrame e kharI jAya che. e niyata che, ene rokI zakAya nahIM. kharatuM joI zakAya paNa ene kharatuM rokI na zakAya. tyAre e kSara sAthe je prIta bAMdhI che e raDAve che. mUMjhave che. gamagIna banAve che. kSara jIvanamAM Ave che ane acAnaka cAlyuM jAya che. e jAya che eno viyoga asahya bane che. mATe ja vairAganI jarUra che. kSara sAthe rahevuM kharuM paNa kSara sAthe joDAvuM nahIM, emAM lapaTAvuM nahIM, AsakatA banavuM nahIM. e kSaramAM akSara chupAyelo che. e akSara kSaranA khoLiyAmAM DhaMkAya che. e dekhAto nathI. e akSarane jovo, jANavo te jJAnane e akSara huM chuM enuM satata smaraNa rahe te dhyAna ane smaraNa rAkhavuM na paDe e ja samAdhi. saMsAra kevo che? uparachallo che. akSara e ja AdhAra, e AdhArane pakaDavo paDe. e AdhAra nathI dekhAto, enA AdhAre raheluM kSara dekhAya che ane e kSaramAM jIva mUMjhAya che. jJAnInA anugrahane jhIlavA mATe emanI sanmukha thavAnI jarUra che. sanmukha, sanmukha. emAM ja anugraha jhIlAya che. paraMtu vyAkuLatA, becenI e anugrahane anubhavavA detI nathI. bhAI ! zAMta banavAnI jarUra che. cittanI parama zAMta avasthA, samAdhAnapUrNa avasthA ja anubhavano avasara che. saceta avasthAmAM, jAgRta avasthAmAM samAdhAna, e ja sAcI jAgRta avasthA che. viSAdathI vyAkuLatA vadhe che. enA kAraNe nikaTamAM raheluM akSara dekhAtuM nathI. zAMta, zAMta bano. aMdara je satata hAjara che e 28 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA tamArA DahoLAI gayelA cittane kAraNe jaNAtuM nathI. vyavahAranI bhUmikA upara rahIne tattvanI sAdhanA kevI rIte karavI? A tamAro prazna che. tattvanI sAdhanA ane vyavahAra vacce bheda pADavAnI jarUra nathI. jIvana samagra che ane akhaMDa che. sAdhanA e bhAvanuM kSetra che ane vyavahAra e kriyAnuM kSetra che. sAdhanA mATe nIcenI bAbato jarUrI gaNAya - utsAha, nizcaya, dhairya, niyamitatA, daDha saMkalpa, niraMtara abhyAsa, sadgurunI parama kRpA. satata bhAvanI bhUmikA upara rahIne tame kriyAnA kSetramAM jaI zakazo. kriyA moTe bhAge punarAvRttika hoya che. punarAvRttimAM upayogane bahu joDavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. vyavahAramAM jayAre anyano saMbaMdha prApta karavAno thAya che tyAre vivekanI jarUra rahe che. vivekabuddhi dvArA tvarita samyakranirNaya karI zakAya to saMbaMdhamAM bauddhika prayatnanI jarUra rahetI nathI. moTA bhAge saMsArI jIvo sAthenA saMbaMdho rahevAnA ane saMsArI jIvonuM dhoraNa lagabhaga eka sarakhuM rahevAnuM. eTale eka saMsArI jIva sAthe saMbaMdha goThavatAM AvaDe to bIjAnI sAthe sugamatA avazya thAya. (20) mAnava potAnA bhAvi mATe satata ciMtA seve che. ane bhAvi potAnI kalpanAthI race che. kalpanA pramANe racanA thavI ja joIe evuM mAnavA chatAM, e pramANe thAya ja evo niyama nathI, paNa na thAya to manamAM viSAda ne vyAkuLatA thAya che. ane manane vyagra banAve che. pariNAme samagra ciMtanamAM ArtadhyAna vyApe che. A ja azAMtinuM mULa che. mAnava kalpanA karyA vagara rahI zakato nathI ane kalpanA sAkAra thaI zakatI nathI. enA kAraNe mana taMga rahe che. zAMti vedAtI nathI. - sAdhanA jene karavI che ene kalpanAnI racanA choDavI paDaze. ne je Ave che ene svIkAravuM paDaze. to ja dharmanI dhArA pragaTaze. 29 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAyakA 21 zubha pravRti paNa jayAre karavAnI thAya tyAre eka vAtanuM lakSya rAkhavuM ke kharekhara to koI paNa pravRtti karavAnI che ja nahIM. "karavuM" A zabda ja AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvato nathI. thAya che, thavuM, e zabda sAco che paNa bhAva jarUra pragaTe ane e bhAva pramANe kriyA thAya ja, karma thAya ja, thaze ja evo niyama nathI paNa bhAva pariNAma lAvanAra che. jinamaMdira e zubha bhAva che. e bhAva ThIka che. azubha bhAvane rokanAra che. paNa zubha bhAva je aMdara UThe che, e bhAva sAkAra bane ja evI pUrI zradhdhA hovA chatAM ane sthULa bhUmikA upara saMpUrNa zakitano prayoga karavA chatAM aMdara parama zAMti rahevI ja joIe. thAya, thAya ja, e ja barAbara che paNa cittane emAM tANa anubhavavI na paDe. chevaTe to svarUpamAM TharavAnuM che. svarUpamAM vizrAMti karavAnI che, mATe jinamaMdira arthe paNa cittane kheMcatANamAM na mUkazo. bhAva zubha che. prayatna barAbara che. paNa cittamAM kSobha thAya te barAbara nathI. kAraNa azubhamAM to UbhA rahevuM ja nathI paNa chevaTe zubhamAM paNa TharavuM nathI. TharavuM che zuddhamAM, ramavuM che zuddhamAM, eTale cetanAno samagra pravAha zuddha tarapha ja vahe. paNa jayAre cetanAno pravAha azubha tarapha vaLe, azubha pravRtimAM zakita vaparAya tyAre tyAM vaLAMka ApavA mATe, azubhane rokavA mATe zubhano majabUta AdhAra levAno che. paNa zuddhamAM javAnI paLa jo AvI jatI hoya to tatkSaNa e majabUta AdhAra choDI zuddhamAM javAnuM che. AmAM ALasanI vAta nathI. nirAzAno sUra nathI, pramAdano saMketa nathI. athavA zubhamAM zita na vAparavI ema paNa nathI, paNa A samaja sAthe zubhamAM rahevAnuM che. sAdhanA jene karavI che ene prAraMbhamAM niyamitatA to anivAryapaNe joIze ja. prAraMbha kALamAM sAdhanA mATe nizcita kALa paNa joIze ja. ane haThapUrvaka paNa e sAdhanA thavI ja joIe. kAraNa pramAdanuM bahu sUkSma svarUpa che. mohanI bahu rahasyamayatA che. eTale bAhya pravRti, parapravRtti to thavA deze ja, paNa sAdhanAmAM ja bAdhA Avaze, e nA cAle. ane sAdhakane eka eka kSaNano upayoga karavAno che, e na bhUlAya. sAdhaka mATe pahelAM sAdhanA pachI saMsAra, A dRDhatA joIze. moDuM suvAya ne moDuM UThAya, sAdhanA rahI jAya e kema cAle ? pazcAttApa paNa chaTakabArI banI jaze. sAdhakamAM atyaMta jAgRti joIe. 30 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA rojabarojanA jIvanamAM sAdhanA kevI rIte karavI? te mATe nIce pramANenI rIto che : (1) koI paNa kriyA thatI hoya te vakhate eka kSaNa zAMta banIne jovuM. koNa kare che A kriyA? kriyA ane kartA vacceno bheda pakaDavo pachI kriyA, kartA ane akartA e traNene jovA. (2) zvAsa upara samagrapaNe dhyAna kendrita karavuM ane zvAsane jovo. to jonAra pakaDAze. (3) tattvavicAra-vItarAge kahelA tattvono vicAra. (4) anya prANIonuM paNa eja rIte nirIkSaNa karavuM. (5) chevaTe to A kriyA, UThatA bhAvo e paNa cetananuM kArya nathI, e samagrapaNe jaDanuM ja kArya che. AtmA nathI karato paNa jenI hAjarImAM A thAya che evuM akartA tattva che te cetana. A badhAno kartA te AtmA AvI bhUlabharI samaja na thAya. AtmA vikArI bhAvono paNa kartA nathI. paNa tenI hAjarImAM thAya che paNa akartA che. te koNa? e AtmA. zarIranI kriyAno kartA, vANInI kriyAno kartA, mananI kriyAno kartA te AtmA, e rIte AtmAnI oLakha apAya che e bhayaMkara bhUla che, oLakhANa khoTI che. A badhAno kartA to pudgala dravya che. paNa aMdara je hAjara che ne karato nathI, paNa jenI hAjarI vagara na thAya te koNa? te AtmA che. A samyavicAra che. AtmA che mATe dehanI kriyA thAya che? nA, ema nathI. AtmA na hoya to paNa dehanI kriyA (saDana-pAna vagere) thAya, ne dehanI kriyA thavAnI hoya to AtmA hAjara paNa hoya, AtmA hAjara hoya to bhale hoya paNa e kartA nathI. AtmA vagarano deha khAto nathI, paherato nathI chatAM saDavuM, vikharavuM vagere judA prakAranI je prakriyA che te AtmA vagara paNa dehamAM thAya che to banyuM evuM ke kriyAnI rIta badalAI paNa kartA to deha ja che. mATe khAvAnI kriyA AtmA nathI karato paNa e kriyA vakhate paNa karanAra zarIra che, AtmA nathI.. to pUcho cho ke mAMsa khAvAmAM dArU pIvAmAM zuM vAMdho che? athavA zarIra kare che, AtmA karato nathI to pachI pApa, puNyanI vAta kayAM rahI? : - 31 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA mAMsa AtmAe khAdhuM nathI, zarIre khAdhuM che. zarIra ja khAya che. AtmA khAto nathI. paNa baMdhana zarIrane nahIM, AtmAne ja thAya che. kAraNa zarIrane mAMsa khAvAno bhAva nathI. khAya che zarIra te kharuM, paNa bhAva UThe che AtmAmAM. e khAto nathI jarUra, paNa AtmAmAM je bhAva UThe che e bhAva, e vicAra, khAvAno bhAva, te ja vikAra ane e vikAra AtmAnI kriyA che mATe baMdha AtmAne thAya che. chatAM vikArano kartA AtmA nathI. kAraNa ke vikAra AtmAno svabhAva nathI. AtmA avikArI che. paNa vikAra dekhAya che ne? dekhAya che e vikAra che, e ja AtmAnI vibhAva dazA che, e dazA AtmAnI che paNa gulAMTa mAre to vikAra kharI jAya. mATe vikArano paNa kartA nathI paNa akartA che. vikAro sAme jIve kema vartavuM? vikArone emanI pUrI tAkAtathI pragaTa thavA do. pUrabahAramAM khIle eTale e asara pedA karatAM emanuM kAma pUruM thayuM, tame zAMtithI joyA karyuM, eTale bhaLyA nahIM. tame e vikArone sAkAra thavA na dIdhA, ekazana na lIdhuM eTale punarAvRtti na thaI, to zuM thayuM? nirjarA thaI. A kaThina che ema nahIM paraMtu agharAmAM agharuM che, tame kaI rIte juo cho enA upara AdhAra che, tame kaDakAIthI juo to chupAI jAya, premathI juo to spaSTa dekhAya ane mohathI juo to bhaLI javAya. ApaNe vikArone thoDA thoDA dabAvIe chIe eTale enuM jIvana laMbAya che. ajJAnI vikAromAM bhaLIne punarAvRtti kare che eTale vikAro majabUta bane che. ApaNo dharma, sAdhanA, tapa Adi vikArone pragaTa thavA detA nathI ke mULamAMthI dUra thavA detA nathI. eTale vikAro thoDA thoDA bAkI ja rahe che. anaMta janmo Ama thAya che. vikAranI dhArA zaramALa che eTale kaDakAImAM sAme AvatI nathI. tame pUrA zAMta bano ane vikAranI dhArA zaramALa na rahe to nirAkaraNa thAya. to zuM thAya? utpAdaka karma pUruM kAma karI le eTale e kharI jAya. tame bhaLo nahIM eTale navIna kamaracanA na thAya. mATe ja vikArane zAMta karavo ema nahIM paNa tamAre pUrA zAMta banavuM eTale vikAranI dhArA jevI pragaTa thAya ke tarata ja manane cAre taraphathI kheMcI laI pUrA dhyAnathI, samagratAthI vikAranI bhAvAtmaka dhArAne jovI, kaMI na karavuM. japa ke dhyAna paNa nahIM. eTalA zAMta banavuM ke tamArI hAjarI vikAranI bhAvAtmaka 32 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA dhArAnA prAgaTyamAM avarodha na kare ane pragaTa thavAnI pUrI taka Ape ane samagra ekAgratAthI, dhyAnathI tame juo. kadAca e vikAra jIvanamAMthI kAyama mATe cAlyo jAya. paraMtu A karatAM AvaDavuM joIe. vikA2dhA2Ane zAMta karavI ema vAta nathI, paNa tamAre pUrA zAMta banavuM ema che. 24 jIvana jIvatAM jIvananA vyavahAramAM pratyakSa je prasaMgo, banAvo, ghaTanAo, paristhitio upasthita thAya tene pUrepUrI anubhavI levI ne ene samApta karavI. paNa ajAgrata ke acetana manamAM javA devI nahIM. jAgrata manamAM bhale kaMI paNa dekhAtuManubhavAtuM na hoya to paNa ene tyAre ja, te vakhate, te paLe, te kSaNe pUruM anubhavI te samApta karavuM, jethI enI punarAvRtti na thAya, na karavI paDe athavA enuM rIekazana (pratikriyA) na Ave. upayoga kayAM rahe che enI jAgRti e paNa upayoga ja che. paNa upayoga kAM to svarUpamAM rahe athavA svarUpa tarapha vaLavAnA mArga u52 (zvAsa, maMtra, tattvavicAra u52) 2he athavA to vRttimAM rahe. to jJAtA, jJAtA banyo hoya to te satata jue ke upayoga kayAM rahe che. e jovAthI upayoganuM vaheNa badalAya che. 25 kriyAkAMDa karavA ke kema ? e jarUrI che? kriyAkAMDa jarUrI che e ja vAta pAyAmAM khoTI che. kharI vAta to e che ke aMdara te prakAranI avasthA thAya, bhAvanI dhArA vahe, taraMga UThe to enI abhivyakita thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. e abhivyakita te ja kriyA. jema ke vItarAga dazA samajANI, vItarAga dazAmAM AnaMda anubhavAyo to sAkSAt vItarAga gamavAnA, e jotAM ja ahobhAva thavAno, pUjA, prazaMsA, vaMdana thavAnuM ja, e kriyA. 26 bhUla kayAM che? paristhitimAM pasaMdagInI kriyA cAlu thAya che. pasaMda-nApasaMda, ISTa- naSTa, priya-apriya ane pachI paristhitine palaTAvavAno puruSArtha prAraMbha thAya che emAMthI rAga-dveSa janme che. prArabdhanA svIkArano artha te te vakhatanI, te te prakAranI anukULa-pratikRLa 33 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA kriyA na kare, nathI karato, ema nahIM, kare che paNa e puruSArtha nathI, kriyA che. ane e kriyAthI pariNAma badalAze evuM paNa nathI, A samaja te puruSArtha. ane je ghaTanA ghaTe teno saMpUrNa svIkAra eTale pratikAra nahIM, eTale rAga-dveSa nahIMte puruSArtha. kharekhara to evuM che ke bhAvanI carama sImAmAM kriyA zAMta che, kriyA nathI, kriyA thaI zakatI nathI. kriyA karavI ne kriyA karavAno vikalpa bAdhaka che. jIve tattvanirNaya samyapha prakAre karyo nathI ane sAdhanA karI che tyAre azubhano parihAra karI zubhamAM Ubho rahyo paNa svarUpamAM na karyo ane kAM to tattvano nirNaya karyo, samyapha prakAre karyo, paNa sAdhanA na karI. e kAraNe svAnubhava na thayo. samyaka prakAre tattva nirNaya karyA vinA sAdhanA kare to zubhamAM aTake ane tattva nirNaya karyA bAda sAdhanA na kare to svAnubhavathI vaMcita rahI jAya paNa eka vAta e che ke tattva nirNaya yathArtha thayo ja hoya, to sAdhanA karyA vagara rahI zakAya ja nahI. cittamAM zubha bhAvanI dhArA vahe che, e aMtaranI nirmaLatA sUcave che. citta bhAvamaLathI zuddha thAya to citta svaccha thAya. svaccha cittamAM zubha bhAvanI dhArA vahI zake che. pU.haribhadrasUrie kahyuM che; "bhAvamaLathI citta dUSita thAya che, azuddha thAya che" emAMthI azubhanI, azuddhanI dhArA vahetI thAya che. jayAre cittamAM azuddhanI dhArA vahe che, tyAre samagra cetanA azAMti anubhave che. kAraNa azubhanI dhArA svarUpathI dUra laI jAya che. jeTalA svarUpathI dUra, eTalA zAMtithI, sukhathI, samAdhAnathI, prasannatAthI, svacchatAthI, AnaMdathI dUra; ane azAMtinI, duHkhanI, asamAdhAnanI, viSAdanI najIka. citta mApaka yaMtra che. ApaNI cetanA kayA biMdu upara che, enuM mApa cittanI dhArA uparathI kADhI zakAya. eTale ja atyaMta sUkSmatAthI cittanI dhArAnuM nirIkSaNa karatA rahevuM joIe. anugraha atyaMta sahaja che, puruSanA hRdayamAM akhaMDapaNe niraMtara anugrahano pravAha vaheto hoya che. sAdhake to potAnI cetanAne te dhArA sAthe joDavAnI ja rahe che. e dhArA kema joDAtI nathI? ahaMkAra, matAgraha ane visaMvAdI vicAra, Ano prabaLa avarodha hoya che. sAdhakane bIjuM badhuM karavuM bahu saheluM che, paNa A traNa avarodhane dUra karavA atyaMta muzkela che. 34 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA kayA vicArothI avarodho dUra thAya che? nA, vicAra to bAdhaka bane che, kriyA bAdhaka bane che. potAnI ahaMkAra rahita sahaja avasthA e ja upayogI avasthA che. ahaMkAra vividha svarUpe pragaTato hoya che. "mArAmAM koI jAtano ahaMkAra nathI" e paNa ahaMkAranuM sUkSma svarUpa che. eTale ahaMkAranuM bhAna e ja jJAna ane ahaMkArano tyAga e ja sAcA arthamAM jJAna. jIvAtmA potAnuM alaga astitva jALavI rAkhavA bahu macyo che. e mathAmaNamAM e vividha prakAranI sAdhanA paNa kare che, paNa e sAdhanA aMtarAyarUpa bane che. mArgamAM jarA paNa kaThinAI nathI. kaThinAI to sAcI samaja meLavavAmAM che. patra zAMtithI vAraMvAra vAMcajo. mAtra vRttine jovI e prakriyA nathI. vRtti tarapha bhale joIe, paNa jovo che jonArane, vRttinA AdhArane, kAraNa vRtti ekalI kayAreya paNa na hoI zake. vRttine AdhAra joIe. vRttimAM e AdhAra khovAyo che. e AdhArane ApaNe jovo che. e AdhAra te ApaNe pote, ApaNuM astitva. vRttine jovI e ghara bahAra jovA jevuM che, gharamAM nahIM. ghara to sacit AnaMda che. vRtti to emAM che ja nahIM. eTale vRttine jovI e ghara bahAra jovAnI rIta che ane vRttine jovAthI vRtti nahIM tUTe, paNa vRtti jaNAze paNa jaze nahIM. vRtti sAme na jotAM mULa ghara tarapha juo eTale ke svabhAva tarapha juo. mULa svabhAva jANo to aMdara je UThatuM dekhAya te svabhAva nathI evo nirNaya thAya to ghara bahAra UbhA rahevAthI zuM vaLe? mATe svabhAvane juo. je UThe che te vRtti che. te svabhAva nahIM paNa svabhAvathI judI che. jo pote svabhAvamAM Takayo, gharamAM gayo, pachI vRtti zuM kare? ghara bahAra UbhI rahI rAha jue eTale ke vRtti vidAya le, e zreSTha avasthA che. eTale "sva" tarapha jovuM, svabhAva tarapha joyuM. "sva" ane "para" ne judA pADIne svane jovuM A rIte sAcI ane zreSTha che. jainadarzananI mULa praNAlikA A che. AmAM eka vakhata sva para, svabhAva ane vibhAva vacce bheda pADyA pachI je UThe te svabhAva nahIM, sva nahIM, "sva" to A svabhAva. Ama AmAM Tharato jAya, Tharato jAya. "para" UThe che ene joto jAya. e "sva" nathI, svabhAva nathI ema karatAM pote vRttimAM bhaLe nahIM. pote vRttine jANe. je UThe che ene jANe, e svabhAva nathI ke 35 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA svabhAvamAM nathI ema jANe. upayoga svarUpamAM joDato jAya eTale sAmI bAju vRtti tUTatI jAya. sAcI sAdhanA A che. (30) vRttine pakaDavAmAM rasa che. pakaDanAra ne potAne paNa vRttine jovAmAM rasa che. have pakaDanAra koNa che? A prazna UMDANathI UThe to pravAhanI dizA badalAI jAya, e dhyAna tarapha jAya. vRtti pakaDAya che eno artha mUcha tUTI che, nazo ocho thayo che, ghena ochuM thayuM che. e vagara vRtti dekhAya ja nahIM. jene vRtti dekhAya nahIM ene vRtti Akhone Akho gaLI jAya to ya khabara na paDe. paraMtu tamane eTalI sabhAnatA pragaTI che ke vRtti dekhAya che, eTale tame jAgIne juo cho to zuM thaze? agara jAgIne joyuM ane bhAna thayuM ke A vRtti che to vRtti UbhI nahIM rahe. vRtti tamArI najare nahIM paDe. e ghUMghaTa tANI leze. paraMtu e pUratuM nathI. vRtti ghUMghaTa khole ne tame juo to vRtti bIjI vakhata UbhI nahIM thAya. eTale udaya-baLathI prerita kaSAya ke viSayanI vRttine tame aMdara bhaLyA sivAya pUrI pragaTa thavA do ane tame aMdara na bhaLo to vRtti zAMta thaze. athavA tame tamArI cetanAnA upayogane evo lIna karI do ke karmano udayanI prakriyA enI meLe thaIne e karma vidAya le. A raste thaIne dhyAnane raste javAya to ja dhyAna sthira thAya, eTale vikSepa rahita thAya ane dhyAnano kALa laMbAya. koI paNa dhArA vahe, vahevA lAge ane tamane bhAna thAya to te ja kSaNe e dhArAmAM rahevA mAMDavuM. vahevuM, vahevuM. jayAM dhArA tUTatI lAge tyAM sAdhavI. paNa jayAre dhArA vahetI baMdha thAya tyAre e dhArAnuM smaraNa karI enuM bhAvana karavuM, vAraMvAra bhAvana karavuM. bhAvana karavuM eTale vicAra karavo ema nahIM. e dhArAmAM je sthiti hatI, je saMvedana hatuM enuM smaraNa karavuM ethI e dhArA phera vahetI thAya. bahu vicAra nahIM paNa saMvedana. - - - - 36 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA nimitta eTale anya; jema ke guru, zAstra, mUrti, jema kezubha kriyA, anuSThAna, maMtra japa Adi, jema ke bAkI badhI anya pravRtio. jayAre cetanA A badhA tarapha DhaLelI hoya tyAre aMdara vRtti na dekhAya. paNa kharekhara vRtti nathI ema nahIM; vRtti to aMdara che ja. aMdara koI paNa jAtanA nimitta vagara; nimitta eTale anya; anya tarapha cetanA DhaLelI na hoya ane cetanA bilakula ekalI paDI hoya tyAre vRtti na dekhAya to svabhAva aMza khulyo ema kahevAya. svabhAvano aMza khUle eTale zuM? kevI rIte? pahelA svabhAvanuM bhAna, pachI niraMtara hara pravRttimAM svabhAvanuM dhyAna. e dhyAna vRtti ane svabhAva vacce bhedarekhA doraze. vRtti tamane vRtti tarapha doraze paNa dhyAnanI tAkAta svabhAva tarapha dorI jaze ane cetanA emAM sthira banaze to eTaluM AvaraNa tUTaze. e rIte aMza khIlaze. vikAra kema tUTe? vikAranI je dhArAo UThe che ene pUrI UThavA do. kayAMya paNa, koI paNa rIte ene nadabAvo ane gADha zAMtithI barAbara juo; paNa aMdara na bhaLo ane pratikriyA na karo. A prakriyA kaThinamAM kaThina che, paNa vikAro to ja tUTache. Asakata ene kahevAya je vastumAM, vyaktimAM, kriyAmAM, pravRttimAM pUrepUro khovAI jAya, gaLADUba DUbI jAya. kAraNa e pote che ja nahIM. eTale ke ene astitvanuM bhAna nathI, tyAM ajJAna che mATe Asakita che. jayAre asakata (anAsakta) ene kahevAya; bahArathI jotAM e Asakata mANasanI jema vastumAM, pravRtimAM, kriyAmAM jonArane gaLADUba DUbelo lAge paNa pote aMdarathI pUrepUro judo hoya. eTale vyavahAramAM pUrepUro bahAra, paNa aMdarathI pUrepUro aMdara. kAraNa tyAM astitvanuM bhAna che, eTale jJAtAnuM bhAna che mATe tyAM Asakita nathI. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 jene AtmasAdhanA karavI che te vyakita tamAma bhayathI mukata hovI joIe. satyanA mArge, paramArthanA mArge jene cAlavuM che, tene tamAma bhayo dUra karIne, A mArgamAM hiMmatathI Daga mAMDavA paDaze. jIva rUDhivaza thaIne cAlyo che. paraMparA ane TevomAM jIvyo che. dravyakriyAnI ruci keLavI che paNa paramArtha mArga tarapha vaLyo nathI. sAyalA sAdhu jIvana svIkAravA chatAM bAhyakriyAmAM sAdhanAnI samApti che, ema mAnIne jIve anaMtakALa gumAvyo che. ame bAhya kriyAno niSedha karatA nathI, AvazyakAdi anuSThAno karavAnI nA nathI, paNa A badhuM jenA arthe che, ene jo bhUlI javAya, enuM smaraNa jo na thAya to bAhya kriyAo saphaLa thatI nathI. A badhuM AtmAnA arthe che. tamAruM astitva zarIra nathI. tame zarIra nathI. tame zarIrathI bhinna caitanya tattva cho. e caitanya tattva zuddha banI asalamAM jevo che tevo pragaTa thAya ane e mULabhUta tattvano svAnubhava thAya e mukhya kartavya che. 37 dharmanI sAdhanA mAtra kriyAthI thaI zakatI nathI. dharma jIvananI eka avasthA che. bhAvazuddhi dvArA e avasthA prApta thaI zake che. cittanuM satata nirIkSaNa karavAthI bhAvasRSTinA saMparkamAM AvI zakAya che. sAmAnyataH ema rahetuM hoya che ke bAhya pravRttionA kAraNe dhyAnamUlaka AtmasAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. to be ja upAya che. 1. saMpUrNataH bAhya pravRttio chUTI jAya athavA 2. bAhya pravRttio vacce citta nirlepa rahI zake, evuM citta banI jAya. tamArA mATe citta nirlepa rahI zake ane sAdhanA e ja mukhya sAdhana che. 38) ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna thAya tevA tamAma prasaMgo jIvana sAme upasthita che. paristhiti atyaMta pratikULa che ane emAM cittamAM viSama bhAva thAya tema che. te vakhate jJAnI puruSoe bhAvapUrvaka kahyuM che ke cittamAM samatA rAkhajo ane zAMtithI jIvana yAtrA karazo. vikaTa paristhitimAMthI nIkaLavA mATe samatA e ja zreSTha upAya che. 38 39 cetanA kaSAyothI UbaLatI che. viSayonI IcchA jeTalA pramANamAM nivRta thAya, Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAto teTalA pramANamAM kaSAyono agni, kaSAyonI javALA zAMta thAya ane to ja citta sthira thaI zake. citta sthira thavA mATe cAra upAyo che, (1) nizcalatva (2) asaMmoha (tattva viSayaka bhrAMtino abhAva) (3) pUrvakarmonI nirjarA (AMtarika sattvanI zuddhi) tathA (4) saMga, AzaMsA tathA bhayano uccheda. (1) jJAnabhAvanA (2) darzana bhAvanA (3) cAritra bhAvanA tathA (4) vairAgya bhAvanA dvArA A guNo siddha thaI zake che. YO 13-7-1987 patramAM je ciMtananI dhArA pragaTI te vyakata karI. te zabdazaH bilakula yathArtha che. eno bhAva tamane sparyo hoya, ane marma pakaDAyo hoya to aMdara jarUra kAMIka kAma thayuM che, jarUra kAMIka ghaTanA ghaTI che. nahi to AvI yathArtha ciMtanadhArA na pragaTe. kendrane pakaDavA zuM karavuM? koNa pUche che A prazna? kayAMthI UThe che A prazna? kone thAya che. A prazna? je prazna pUche che, jayAMthI prazna UThe che, jene prazna thAya che te ja kendra, te ja kendra. A kendra pAse pahoMcavAnuM nathI, e kendraja tame cho. e svIkAravAnuM, samajavAnuM, anubhavavAnuM che. eno sIdho eka ja upAya. zvAsocchavAsanI prakriyAne bilakula zAMta karo. zAMta.... zAMta.... zAMta.... taddana zAMta.... zvAsa zAMta to prANa zAMta, prANa zAMta to mana zAMta. mana zAMta to nahi taraMga, nahi tarka, nahi vicAra, nahi vRtti, nahi vikalpa, nahi vikAra. e avasthAmAM e jayoti prakAze che. e jayotinAM darzana thaze ja thaze, kema nahi thAya? A prakiyA jJAna vagara paNa thAya che. jJAna vagaranI prakriyAthI zAMti maLe, paNa kendra nahIM jaDe. mATe jJAna ne AdhAra che. padArtho mATe vRtti UThe, UThavAnI ja. enI pAchaLa, vRttio pAchaLa anaMta bhUtakALa che. anaMta bhUtakALa bhUMsI nAkhazo tyAre vRtti kharaze ne? caitanyamAM DUbakI mAravAthI anaMta bhUtakALa bhUsAI jaze. jIvananA eka bhAgamAM sAdhanA ema nahIM, jIvananI samagra kriyAnI AdhArazilA sAdhanA, eTale samagra kriyAmAM AdhyAtmikatAno raMga. eTale AhAra, 39 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA arthopArjana, chevaTe viSayabhogo paNa enA raMge raMgAyelA hoya, A badhuM ja AdhyAtmikatAnA pAyA upara racAya, thAya DIvAIDa TulAIpha nahIM, ToTala lAIpha'. upayoga viSaya vagara rahe ja nahIM. paNa jo upayoga zeya tarapha eTale padArtha tarapha, vastu tarapha na hoya, ne sUkSma manamAM paNa upayoga vastu tarapha na hoya to upayoge potAnI aMtarayAtrA cAlu karI ema kahevAya. kendra jaDayuM nathI ane je kendra hatuM e chUTI gayuM, eTale upayoga "ekalatA-zUnyatA anubhave. jo sAdhaka hoya to ema kahevAya ke aMtara-yAtrA zarU thaIne mUDha hoya to ema kahevAya ke mUchamAM, ghenamAM cAlyo. svadoSa darzana paNa sAdhanAnuM eka aMga che, paNa bahu sAruM nahIM. kharekhara to doSane IrAdApUrvaka na juo, paNa aMdara tamAro DhALa, tamAro rasa kaI tarapha che ene sUkSmatAthI juo. dAkhalA tarIke krodhano pariNAma aMdara UThato hoya to juo ke cetanA-upayoga krodha tarapha DhaLI rahyo che? krodhane jANanAra paNa upayoga che, cetanA che. ane krodhamAM joDAnAra, krodha karanAra paNa cetanA che. to tamArI cetanA kyAM DhaLe che ene juo ane tyAMthI cetanAne toDo. krodhane toDo ema nahIM, cetanAne toDo, cetanA krodhathI tUTaze to krodhanI dhArA nahIM laMbAya. hara paLe A nirIkSaNa thAya eTale tame cetanAne ja vadhu ne vadhu joI zakazo. krodhane jovo te vibhAvane jovAnuM kAma che. cetanAne jovI te svabhAvane jovAnuM kAma che. AmAM Akho dRSTikoNa badalAya che, eTale cetanAnuM dhyAna thaze. jJAnanI dhArA tarapha DhaLavuM te dhyAna ane krodhanI dhArA tarapha na DhaLavuM te ja upayoganI jAgRti. jIvanamAM be kAma karavAnA che. (1) vyakitagata jIvanamAM dhyAna ane zuddhinI sAdhanA niraMtara joIe. sAdhanA zuM karavAnI? sAdhanA eka ja che. caitanyano upayoga niraMtara caitanyamAM rahe, emAM ja puruSArtha karavAno che. ApaNA hAthanI A eka ja vAta che. ApaNuM jora, ApaNuM sAmarthya AmAM ja cAle kAraNa A ApaNA gharamAM javAnI vAta che. ApaNA gharanA rAjA, YO Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA ApaNA gharanA mAlika ApaNe chIe "upayoganI dhArA avichinnapaNe caitanya tarapha vaLe" A eka kriyA niraMtara thaI zake, karI zakAya, svAdhInatA pUrvaka karI zakAya. A nAnI vAta vAraMvAra vicArajo . vikArI bhAvo ke kaSAya bhAvo aMdara UThe che, UThe ja kAraNa enAM kAraNo aMdara paDyAM che. mATe ja sAdhanAnI taka che. vikArI bhAvo aMdara UThe che. e UThatA bhAvo yathArthapaNe jANavA, jovA, sUkSmatAthI jovA ane e jotA jotA jonArA tarapha daSTivALavI. vikArI bhAvo ane e bhAvone jonAro e bannene judA, jonAra jue. A jovuM, A mahattvanI kriyA che. "vikArI bhAvo UThe che ne? e dabAvavA, dUra karavA, na UThe e mATe koziSa karavI e ja dharma che." ema samajAyuM che paNa te barAbara nathI. A je bhAvo UThe che, e jenA AdhAre UThe che. jenA upara UThe che e AdhArane paNa jovo, ne bannene judA jovA. vikArIbhAvone spaSTapaNe jovA. vikArone pUrepUrA bArIkAIthI, jhINavaTathI jovA, basa jovA enAthI gabharAI javAnI jarUra nathI. jotAM jotAM jonAra tarapha paNa jovuM, tame je paLe jonArA tarapha jozo eja kSaNe vibhAvabhAvo sAthenuM tAdAtma tUTaze, ekatA buddhi tUTaze, e kSaNe tame "sva"mAM Tharazo, e kSaNa cAritranI che, dhyAnanI che, samAdhinI che. e kSaNa abaMdhanI ne karma nirjarAnI che, karma kSayanI che. sAdhakanA jIvana mATe svasvarUpanuM saMvedana, svarUpa anubhUti A ja dhyeya hoI zake. jIvananuM samagra lakSya to mAtra A ja che, svarUpanuM saMvedana. A svarUpanuM saMvedana aMtarmukha upayoga thayA vinA zakaya nathI. aMtarmukha upayoga vikalpo tUTayA vagara banI zakato nathI. vikalponI jALa dUra karavA asaMga avasthA eTale saMgatyAga joIe. saMga tyAga eTale asaMga avasthA ekAMta vinA zakaya nathI. ekAMta to ja rahI zakAya ke jayAre mauna sahaja bane, vANI zAMta thAya. mAro e anubhava che. 46 sAdhanAmAM krama nathI; pariNAmamAM krama hoI zake. eTale sAdhaka to potAnI cetanAne potAnA svarUpamAM kendrita kare, to pariNAme A vikAro, kaSAyo gaLe, ene alaga alaga jItavAnI yojanA nathI. 41 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA (47) sAkSIbhAva kema pragaTe ? sAkSI thavuM e kriyA che ane sAkSI hovuM te avasthA che. e paLamAM tame DUbelA ho ne pAchaLathI smRti UThe evuM bane. A nathI joItuM e sArI vAta che, paNa A badhuM hoya to bhale ho, e enA kAraNe haze. to cAlo je che te joIe paNa aMdara na bhaLIe te bahu sAruM che. apramatta dazA eTale pAMca prakAranA pramAda na hoya, AtmAmAM satata jAgRta hoya, Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA hoya, vRtti kSaNamAtra paNa bahAramAM na jAya ane upayoga svamAM Tharelo hoya. tA. 23-11-1987 AdhyAtmika mArge jene cAlavuM che tene kayAreka kayAreka bhautika lAbho gumAvavA paDe che. enA kAraNe UbhI thatI bhautika pratikULatAo paNa sahana karavI paDe che. koI jIvanuM puNya evuM hoya ke ene AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karavAmAM bAhya pratikULatAo ochI veThavI paDe che. paNa je anukULatA maLI che, temAMthI Asakita UThAvI levI ane te padArthomAM manane Asakata na thavA devuM, sadA nirlepa rahevuM e pratikULatAnuM duHkha sahana karavA karatAM paNa ati kaThina che. jIva bAhya duHkha sahana kare che te dekhAya che. paNa bhautika sukho vacce rahevA chatAM manamAM Asakita utpanna thavA na de, temAM rasa na le, emAM nirlepa rahe evA jIvane oLakhavo ati kaThina che. chatAM AdhyAtmika lAbha e zAzvata che. mATe ja jJAnI puruSo niraMtara anitya bhAvanAnuM manana karavAnuM kahetA AvyA che. pi) tA. 16-12-1987 spaSTa abhiprAya Apavo e khoTuM nathI, vadhAre sAruM che. paNa punaH vicAra mATe ApaNe ApaNA manane khulluM rAkhavuM; eTale ke abhiprAya mATe Agraha na rAkhatAM punaH vicAra karI zakAya te prakAranI mananI avasthA rAkhavI. chevaTe to buddhinA stara upara ja A vAta hoya che. 42 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA AMtarika avasthA koI judI ja vAta che. jIvanamAM saraLatA ane nirAgraha bhAvo jo hoya to mAnasika prazno ochA thAya. tamAruM hRdaya, mana ane buddhi jeTalAM sanmukha haze teTalA pramANamAM dhArAo jhIlI zakAze. saphaLatA, niSphaLatA mATe manamAM ghaNA vikalpo na karavA. jene niSThA che te avazya saphaLa thAya ja che. jayAM sudhI cetanAmAM duHkhanuM saMvedana che tyAM sudhI aMdaramAM rAgano bhAva che. du:kha vikAra che. vikAra vibhAva che. zuddha tattvamAMthI vikAra pedA thaI zake nahIM. tyAre cetanAmAM koI evo aMza dAkhala thayelo hovo joIe, jenA kAraNe duHkha utpanna thAya. te kAraNa te rAga ja che. jIvAtmAne rAga atyaMta priya che. eTalA mATe jJAnI puruSoe rAgane be bhAgamAM vaheMcyo che, azubha ane zubha. azubha bhAva emAM rAganI tIvratA che. zubha bhAvamAM rAganI maMdatA che, paNa rAgano abhAva nathI. e kAraNothI vItarAgano mArga azubhano to ekAMta niSedha kare ja che paNa sAthe zubhano paNa apekSAe niSedha kare che. jayAM sudhI cetanA rAgamAM UbhI che, tyAM sudhI te nija gharamAM jaI zakatI nathI. rAgane dUra karavA rAga taraphanuM valaNa upAya nathI, rAgano rAga e upAya nathI, rAga tarapha duHkhI thavuM e paNa upAya nathI. rAgano niSedha e paNa upAya nathI. A traNe prakriyAomAMthI rAganI tIvratA maMdatA thaze, rAgano abhAva nahIM thAya. to rAgano abhAva kevI rIte thaze? - rAga rahita je vItarAga svabhAva tenA daDha AlaMbanathI ja rAgano abhAva thaze. mATe A samasta mArga aMtaraMga che. bahiraMga nathI. mATe AnuM sAdhana atyaMta kaThina che. badhA ja AdhAro jayAre tUTe che, ane koI paNa AdhAra vagara jenuM hovApaNuM che eno AdhAra letAM rAgano abhAva thaI jAya che. A paramArthano UMDANathI vicAra karazo. vidheyAtmaka rIte svarUpanI anubhUti na thAya tyAM sudhI aMtaraMganuM samAdhAna thavuM saMbhave nahI. vairAgya Adi sAdhano niSedhAtmaka che, jayAre samyagadarzana vidheyAtmaka che. samyagadarzanamAM Atma-anubhUti che ane Atma anubhUti e vidheyAtmaka che. e anubhUti thAya tyAre mananA saMdeho ane saMzayo TaLI jAya, graMthio ogaLI jAya ane manamAM eka zAMta avasthA anubhavAya, jayAM sudhImAM evo anubhava prApta thato 43 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA nathI, tyAM sudhI sAdhakane eka aMtaravyathA rahe che ane tyAM sudhI satata sAdhanA anivArya che. dhyAna svAdhyAya ane tattvaciMtana tyAM sudhI satata thavuM ja joIe. aMdaranA avarodho judA judA prakAranA hoya che. sAdhaka pote kayAM aTakayo che, te kadAca sAdhaka na paNa jANe, paNa ene binajarUrI vikalpo karavA na ghaTe temaja nirAza thavuM paNa na ghaTe. eka vakhata jeNe A mArge prAraMbha karyo che, enAmAM jo satata jAgRti haze to ene anubhava thaye ja chUTako. sAdhaka tyAM sudhI nirAMta anubhavaze nahIM, evI sAdhakanI aMtaraMga dazA sAdhaka mATe zuM bane che? enI prAthamika avasthAmAM eTale prAraMbhamAM ajJAna dazAmAM to koI bheda ja nathI, enI sRSTi mAtra padArtha che, vastu che, dazya che, bhogya che, zeya che, bahisRSTi che. ane emAM evI tAdAmya buddhi che jenA kAraNe draSTAM, jJAtA, bhokatA judo dekhAto ja nathI. A avasthAmrAM vicArano, ciMtanano koI avakAza nathI, tyAM be nathI, eka che, eka ja che. paNa je kAMI che te dazya che eTale jANe draSTA dazyamAM ogaLI gayo che, bhokatA bhAgyamAM ogaLI gayo che. jJAtA joyamAM ogaLI gayo che. ahIM bilakula bahirmukha avasthA che. paNa have jayAre sAdhanAno prAraMbha ja thAya tyAre vicAranI bhUmikA upara eka bheda pedA thAya che. e bheda mAtra padArtha ja che? mAtra dazya ja che? tyAM anubhavI jJAtA ema kahe che, nA, bIjuM paNa kaMIka che, bIjuM paNa kAMIka che, ane e je bIju ene jovAnuM che. e biMdune zodhavAnuM che. A kahevAnuM kAraNa e che enI zodha cAlu thAya ane e mATe padArtha anitya che, apruva che, A prarUpaNA cAlu thAya, paNa A jANavAthI athavA A bolavAthI ApaNane zuM phAyado? zuM lAbha? padArtha anitya che to che, bhale rahayo, paNa eka phAyado thAya. ApaNA astitvano savAla pedA thAya, padArtha anitya che, to bIjuM paNa kAMI che kharuM? A taraMga sAdhanAno prAraMbha che have padArtha tarapha jovAnI vAta nathI. bhogya tarapha javAnI vAta nathI paNa have jonAra koNa e tarapha jovAno prAraMbha thAya A cittanI khaMDa dazA. ahIM cittanI ekatA tUTe che. cittamAM bheda ja na hato e bheda paDe che. cittano eka bhAga padArtha tarapha vaLelo che ane eka bhAga jonArAne jovA nIkaLyo, AvuM citta tUTavuM joIe. 44 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAhitI citte padArthane joyo che eTale sahaja che ke citta padArtha tarapha jAya, DhaLe, kheMcAya. e kheMcAya che ema ja lAge che e kharekhara to citta tUTyuM che enuM cinha che. pahelA kheMcAya che evuM nahotuM lAgatuM kAraNa tanmaya hatuM tAdAbhya hatuM, DUbeluM hatuM, to A kheMcAya che, e taraMga mahattvano che. ahIM eka bhUla thAya che ke padArtha anitya che eTale enAthI chUTavA koziza kare, enI niMdA kare, ene choDe, eno tyAga kare, e ochA kare, A badhuM kare eTale padArtha lakSI valopAta ocho thAya, meLavavAnI, sAcavavAnI vyagratA chUTI jAya, ene zAMti maLe paNa pachI e ahIM ja aTakI jAya che. e sAdhu vairAgI, saMnyAsI banI zake, jJAnI nahIM. paNa bIjI vyakita ahIM na aTake, padArthanA kheMcANamAM, vicAramAM paNa na aTake ke padArtha anitya che, e vicAramAM paNa na aTake paNa padArtha tarapha koNa kheMcAya che? e kheMcANa anubhavanArane khoLavA nIkaLe eTale cittanI be dhArA maTatI jAya ne eka dhArA banatI jAya. e dhArA draSTAne zodhe. drA draSTA, bhokatA, bhokatA e dhArA zodhe. eTale have padArtha bhale rahayo ane kheMcANa che e jANavuM, e kheMcANa pUrvanA tAdAbhyanA saMskAranA kAraNe rahevAnA paNa ene have padArthamAM UbhA rahevAnI jarUra nathI ane bIjuM sAdhanA pUrI na thAya tyAM sudhI padArtha sAthe saMbaMdha paNa rahevAno, ane na Icche to paNa rahevAno ane zarIra che tyAM sudhI anivAryapaNe upayogItA paNa rahevAnI, paNa have e padArtha pAchaLa nahidoDe paNa padArtha sAthe ene saMbaMdha rahevAno, kadAca padArtho enI AjubAju viMTaLAvAnA. ahIM eka nirNaya thAya che padArtha meLavavA javuM nathI. javAnI jarUra nathI. je niyata haze te ja AvI maLaze eTale e mATe ciMtAnI jarUra nathI eTale ciMtananuM kSetra UghaDI jAya che. eTale evuM thayuM ke padArthanI velyu na rahI, padArtha rahayo, padArthano upayoga rahyo, paNa e padArthanI pAchaLa nathI. paNa je jIvanayAtrA che emAM je je padArtho jarUrI haze e meLavaze paNa ahI sUkSmamAM eka arthamAM kharekhara to e padArtho mATe kAma karato dekhAya che, paNa enuM jIvana padArtha mATe, padArthanA AdhAre nathI. ahIM A kendra upara ja sAdAI, saraLatA, bhoga-upabhoganI maryAdA, nIti, satya, udAratA A sadguNo khIlavAnA. padArtho che to bhale, padArtho AvyA to bhale, padArtho gayA to bhale. ane bIjuM UMDuM rahasya e thavAnuM ke keTalAka padArtho AvI AvIne vidAya leze, eTale citta khAlI thaze, vikalpono bhAra jANe tUTI paDaze eTale enuM citta agamyamAM, adazyamAM kUdako mAraze. = 45 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA Aje to citta upara padArtho chavAI gayA che, have padArthanI velyu ja na rahI, pachI cittamAM raheze zuM? mAruM kahevuM jarA UMDuM che. padArthono abhAva hoya to ya bhale, padArtho hoya to ya bhale ane padArtho maLe to ya bhale paNa e enuM kendra nathI. eTale padArtho nathI ke che, maLyA nathI ke meLavavAnA che A prazna ja nathI. eTale samagra jIvanano gUMcavADo zamI gayo. jIvanamAM koI samasyA janarahI, A citta mATe bhAre nirAMtanI avasthA che. A samajAya che? A avasthAmAM kAM jaDatA Ave ne kAM dhyAna thAya Aje to jIvanamAM je ekaTIva che, sakriya che te padArthanA kAraNe, enI velyu tUTI pachI e zuM kare? eTale e niSkriya thavAno, jaDa thavAno, paNa ahIMthI yAtrAno prAraMbha thAya che, cetananI zodha. to dhyAnanI dhArA pragaTe ema kahevAnuM che. - "jaDa thavAno" eno artha e ahIM ja aTakI gayo. bAvA, saMnyAsI, guphAvAsI, digaMbara A badhA enA namUnA che. kharekharatoahIMthaIne A biMdu upara thaIneyAtrAno prAraMbha thAyane adhyAtmamAM praveza thAya, enA badale Ane ahIM zikhara mAnI lIdhuM. kharekhara, AnI sAdhanA ja baMdha thaI gaI. e vairAgyamAM, tyAgamAM, ne chevaTe ahaMkAramAM aTavAI jAya che. "tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna aTake tyAga virAgamAM to bhUle nija bhAna" (zrImad rAjacaMdrajI) eTale ja 1. vRttimAM bhaLavuM nahI. 2. vRttine dabAvavI nahIM. 3. vRttine anya vRttimAM TrAnsaphara karavI nahIM. 4. paNa vRttine jovI jovI, vRttine jovI e ja kaThina che. vItarAgano mArga judo che. rAgIno mArga judo che. rAgI ziSyane samarpaNa karavAnuM kahe che eTalA mATe ke e samarpaNa kare to enuM zoSaNa karI zakAya, ane e tyAre bane ke jayAre ene ema kahe ke tArAthI kAMI nahIM thAya, mArAthI ja thaze. mATe mArA zaraNa vagara chUTakAro nathI. e rIte ziSyane sattvahIna banAve che ane potAno ahaMkAra puSTa kare che. jayAre vItarAga paNa emaja kahe che ke samarpaNa vagara siddhi nathI, paNa e 46 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAvalA eTalA mATe kahe che ke eno saMpUrNa ahaMkAra gaLI jAya. enAmAM ahaM na rahe, ahaMnI koI kriyA na rahe, ahaMnI koI dhArA na rahe, ahaMnI koI preraNA na rahe ane tyAre ahaMnuM paDa tUTe ne nIce dabAyelo, AtmA UghaDe, pragaTe, pragaTa thAya. to vItarAga kahe che ke ahaM je kahe che te tuM nathI, tuM je kahe che te AtmA nathI, paNa tuM AtmA che. thaze to tArAthI ja thaze, tuM ja pragaTa thaIza. tuM ja tane prApta thaIza, paNa tArA upara ahaM che, e ahaM gaLI jAya to, paNa e ahaM nahIM gaLe. kema gaLe? tuM maTe tyAre gaLe. tuM kayAre maTe? ahaM gaLe tyAre ne. ahaMnI bhUmikA upara je kaMI thAya che te kharekhara huM nathI tyAre e jJAnInA caraNe samarpita thAya ane prema pragaTe ane tyAre huM nathI e svIkAra thAya, ane A svIkAramAM ja je che te pragaTe. Avo mULa bheda che. tadana ekAMta, saMpUrNa mauna, kaThora tapa, kaDaka titikSA, nirjana sthaLa, sarva saMgano parityAga, prakRti sAthenuM tAdAbhya, bhUtakALanuM vismaraNa, 24 kalAka akhaMDa paramatattvanuM dhyAna, enuM ja lakSya, eno ja vicAra''A sAdhanA mATe anivArya che. kharekhara paramaprabhu to ekAMtamAM ja maLe. - - - - - - - - -- - --- --- - - - - - - ---- sAdhakanI parIkSA saMbaMdhamAM che. vastu ane vyaktinA saMbaMdhamAM AvavA chatAM na baMdhAya te sAcI kaLA che. - - - - -- -- - deha vikArane AdhIna na bane te zuddha, iMdriyo viSayomAM Asakta na bane te zuddha, mana vikalpane AdhIna na bane te zuddha. ane buddhi ahaMkArane AdhIna na bane te zuddha. 47 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ STUF Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ W nbhon Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tatvakAkA praznaH eka tattvamAM thatuM pariNamana bIjA tattva upara asara kevI rIte kare che? saMsAramAM pariNamananI je kAMI prakriyAo thAya che te sApekSa che. eka tattvamAM banatI ghaTanA bIjA tattva upara kevI ajANapaNAmAM asara nirmANa karanArI thAya che. e rahasyamaya vAta che. eka tattva bIjA tattvamAM kaMI paNa asara karatuM nathI chatAM emAM pariNamana thAya che. emAM je kAMI AvirbhAva thAya che e mULabhUta rUpe enAmAM ja chupAIne raheluM che; paNa e prAgaTya cokkasa kALamAM, sthitimAM, hadamAM, pramANamAM thAya che, enuM kAraNa anya padArthamAM banatI ghaTanA, e kAraNa hoI zake paNa bIjA ghaTakamAM je bane che e prathama ghaTaka kare che ema nahIM, tyAM e ghaTaka kartA nathI, chatAM thAya che, kare nahIM, karavAno IrAdo nahIM chatAM thAya e Azcarya che. e arthamAM jagatamAM banatI koIpaNa ghaTanA sApekSa che. arthAt samagra vizvanA padArtho, ghaTako sApekSa che chatAM saMpUrNa svataMtra che. prazna : kAryakAraNano saMbaMdha thayo kahevAya ne? kAryakAraNa zabda vAparIe chIe, vAparI zakAya paNa e taddana khoTuM che. kAryane peTamAM ja kAraNa che. kArya "a" mAM ne kAraNa "ba" mAM ema nahIM chatAM "a"mAM je kArya thAya enI asara "ba"mAM je thAya che, e hoI zake chatAM saMpUrNa svataMtra. manuSya karmabadhdha avasthAmAM hoya che tyAM sudhI paristhitino dora tenA hAthamAM laI zakato nathI. vaicArika daSTie mAnava bhale svataMtra rahyo, enI sAme je paristhiti Ave che te viSe anukULa athavA pratikULa evA vicAro te karI zake che. paNa te vicAro karavAthI te paristhiti badalAI jAya evuM banI zakatuM nathI kAraNa ke vicAra vartamAna kALamAM che, upasthita paristhitino saMbaMdha bhUtakALanI kRti sAthe che. je vakhate A kRti athavA vRtti prerita pravRtti jIve karI haze, te vakhate kRti pramANe karma racanA thaI haze. te karmacanA vartamAna paristhiti nirmANa kare che. e nirmANa paristhiti vartamAna kSaNamAM ApaNane anukULa na paNa hoya, athavA anukULa hoya ane IcchIe tyAM sudhI na Take evuM paNa bane. ane pratikULa hoya ane na Take to sAruM, evuM IcchavA chatAM e paristhitino kALa laMbAto hoya. enA vacagALAmAM jIvamAM aneka vitarko UThe che. aneka vikalpo UThe che. sAthe sAthe vartamAnamAM cittamAM UThatI vRttio te paristhiti Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAvazAla bAbata judA judA abhiprAyo Ape che. karmabaMdhananI kSaNa ane vartamAna paristhitinI kSaNa ane te vartamAna paristhitimAM UThatI vRttinI kSaNa traNe paraspara virodhI che. A virodha mAnasika bhUmikA upara saMgharSa Ubho kare che. jIvanI anukULatAnI ane pratikULatAnI pasaMdagI nizcita nathI. ene kAraNe enI kRti paraspara virodhI paristhiti nirmANa kare che. paristhiti jhaDapathI badalAya che enA karatAM jhaDapathI vRtti badalAya che. te vRtti prerita kRti judI ja racanA kare che. eTale eka ja vyakitanA jIvanamAM atyaMta virodhI paristhiti vyakitae anubhavavI paDe che. ane emAM manane anukULa nahIM evI paristhiti jhaDapathI badalAvavA mATe te prayatno kare che. saMjogovaza emAM saphaLatA maLe che tyAre te jIva sukha anubhave che paNa A sukha zuddha nathI. kAraNa ke te vakhatanI mananI paristhitine anukULa rahyuM, paNa jayAre mananI mUlavaNI badalAze tyAre anukULatAnI samaja paNa badalAze. te vakhate paristhiti duHkha dAyaka lAgaze. A rIte sukha duHkha mATenI koI nizcita vyavasthA nathI. athavA kAyamI dhoraNo paNa nathI. sukhaduHkhanI kalpanA atyaMta jhaDapathI badalAya che, eTalI ja jhaDapathI vRtti badalAya che. ane eTalI ja jhaDapathI kRtio paNa badalAya che. ane enA kAraNe jIvananI AjubAjumAM jAtajAtanI paristhiti nirmANa thAya che. A ja sAcA arthamAM jIvanano gUMcavADo che. A gUMcavADo koIe pedA nathI karyo. e thayo che potAnI vRttionA kAraNe have jIva jhAvAM nAkhe che. Ama karuM, A rIte karuM? bhale te vicAro kare, paNa paristhitinuM cokaThuM eTalI jhaDapathI toDI zakAtuM nathI. e arthamAM karyataMtra jaDabesalAka che. enA vacceno kALa mAnava mATe AzA, nirAzA, utsAha, nirutsAha, rAjIpo ke nArAjIpo enAthI DahoLAyelo hoya che. eTalA mATe A tamAma saMyogothI astitva bhinna che ane svataMtra che, evo bodha jIvane prApta thavo jarUrI che. A bAbata zAMtithI vicArajo . karmaracanA koI karatuM nathI. karma jevuM koI svataMtra tattva ja nathI. karma racanAmAM je paramANuo bhAga bhajave che te paNa paramANuo ja che. emAM je paramANuo mAdhyama tarIke kAmamAM Ave che, e paramANuonI jAta "kAmaNa vargaNAnI" che. e paramANuomAM phalapradAna zakita nirmANa thAya che tethI tene karmataMtra kahe che. jayAM sudhI 51 Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tattvajJAta enAmAM phaLapradAna zakita nirmANa na thAya tyAM sudhImAM e sAdA kArmaNa vargaNAnI jAtanA paramANuo ja che. e paramANuo cetanataMtramAM kaMI paNa bhAga bhajavI zakatA nathI. cetanataMtramAM bhAga bhajavI zake evI kSamatA 52mANuomAM Ave che tyAre e karma kahevAya che. ane ApaNuM samagra sthULa jIvana, e sthULa jIvananI vyavasthAmAM e niyAmaka bane che. asarakAraka bhAga bhajavanAra bane che. eka arthamAM samagra jIvanano dora e karmataMtranA hAthamAM jAya che. Azcarya e che ke e jaDa 52mANuo che emAM jJAna nathI, IcchA nathI, lAgaNI nathI, hetu nathI, IrAdo nathI, koI svataMtra uddeza nathI ane yojanA karavAnI kSamatA nathI chatAM paNa e cetana taMtra upara asarakAraka - asara karanAra banI jAya che. asarakAraka bhAga bhajavatI vakhate paNa e paramANuone bhAna nathI ke amAre A bhAga bhajavavAno che. AvA prakAranuM phaLa ApavAnuM che. paNa koI paNa jAtanI bhUla vagara e bilakula cokkasa yaMtranI mAphaka kAma karI zake che. e samagra zakita, phalapradAna zakita emAM je nirmANa thAya che ane emAM cokkasa prakAranI je racanA thAya che, enuM mULabhUta kAraNa che cetanamAM-AtmAmAM thato adhyavasAya. adhyavasAya niyAmaka che, sarjaka che. eka arthamAM paramANuo saMpUrNa svataMtra che. cetana saMpUrNa svataMtra che. cetanano adhyavasAya paNa saMpUrNa svataMtra che paNa A tamAma sApekSa che eTale ekamAM ghaTatI ghaTanA bilakula sahaja rIte bIjA mATe asarakAraka bane che, e kartA nathI paNa mAtra nimitta che. nimitta paNa kartA nathI, chatAM Avo saMbaMdha che. e racanAmAM ja karyataMtranI vyavasthA che. mATe adhyavasAya e ja sarjaka tattva che. karmanA 52mANuomAM je racanA thAya che emAM nimitta e adhyavasAya bane che. vividhatA vizvamAM je dekhAya che, saMsAramAM je vividhatA dekhAya che enuM kAraNa che karma racanAnI vividhatA. karmaracanAnI vividhatAnuM kAraNa che adhyavasAyanI vicitratA eTale sAdhanAnuM koI paNa kendra hoya to te adhyavasAya hoya, mATe ja sAdhakane A adhyavasAyanuM rahasya ane enAmAM rahelI sarjaka zakitanI gaMbhIratA jANavI joIe. e adhyavasAyanI racanA e ja cetananA hAthanI, kAbUnI vAta che. adhyavasAya eka mahattvanI ghaTanA che. ApaNAmAM thatI, dareka samaye samaye banatI ghaTanA che. ane e adhyavasAya samaye samaye ne asaMkhya svarUpamAM thAya che ne pratyeka adhyavasAya jaththAbaMdha kArmaNa vargaNAne karmanA svarUpamAM pherave che. e karma ApaNA sthULa jIvananI racanA kare che. ane emAM samagra jIvananI vyavasthA thAya che. e pratyeka ghaTanA 52 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tattvajJAna anubhavavI paDe che. e anubhava adhyavasAyamAM adhyavasAyanI racanAmAM nimitta bane che, e anubhava ghaTanAomAM thAya che. e ghaTanAo karma race che. e karma dravyakarma che. dravyakarma jIvananI samagra racanA kare che. emAM ghaTanAo prasaMgo, vyakitanA saMparko, saMbaMdho, sukhanA duHkhanA sAdhano, banAvo saMcita hoya, ane eno anubhava karavo paDe che. e anubhavomAMthI pasAra thavuM anivArya che. e anubhavomAMthI pasAra thatI vakhate adhyavasAya na janme e ja dharma che. e anubhavamAMthI pasAra thatI vakhate adhyavasAya na janme e ja kaLA, te ja jJAna. pa8 vizva tarapha, saMsAra tarapha najara karatAM saMsAramAM nIce mujabanI pravRttio mukhyatve dekhAya che. (1) svataMtrapaNe jANavAnI, samajavAnI kriyA, lAgaNIno pravAha, saMvedanA, utsAha, ti, vicAra. (ra) paramANuomAM thatI vividha racanA. daSTi samakSa vividha varNanA, vividha gaMdhanA, vividha rasavALA, vividha sparzavALA padArtho jaNAya che ane emAM satata racanA thatI ne vikharAtI pravRtti dekhAya che. (3) gatizIlatA. (4) sthitizIlatA. (5) khAlIpaNuM. (6) parivartana - rUpAMtara - jUnuM, navuM, vikAsa, avarodha. A vizvanI mukhya pravRttio dekhAya che je bArIkAIthI nihALavA jevI che. e pravRttiono abhyAsa karatAM enA ghaTaka paribaLo zodhavA, jANavA evI sahaja jijJAsA thAya che. ane ahIMthI ja tattvajJAnano uddagama thAya che. bhinna bhinna darzano, tattvajJAnane spaSTa karatI bhinna bhinna praNAlikAo ahIMthI, A biMdu uparathI janme che, ane dharma sAthe Ane sAMkaLI levAmAM Ave che. ane e vicAranA AdhAre bhinnabhinna zAstro racAya che. ane AjudA judA lAge che, enA kAraNo che. emAM Adhunika bhautika vijJAna, prathama naMbaranI pravRtio sivAya bIjI pravRttionA ghaTaka paribaLo zodhavAmAM zakitamAna banyuM che. ane naMbara ekamAMthI lAgaNIo, bhinna bhinna starane samajavA prayatna kare che. paNa enA mULabhUta kendra tarapha na jaI zakavAnA kAraNe tyAM ja aTakIne UbhuM rahyuM hoya ema lAge che eTale ghaTanAonA anaMta prakAra che. e judA 53 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tattvajJAna judA prakArane jANavA mathe che ane enuM saMkalana karavA mathe che, enI pAchaLano ekatAno srota zodhavA mathe che. dharma sAdhanAmAM bhAva mukhya che. kAraNa sarjana bhAvamAMthI thAya che. jene zAstrIya paribhASAmAM adhyavasAya kahe che. adhyavasAya eTale cetanamAM UThatA kaMpano, e kaMpano aMdara UThe che enuM kAraNa che pUrva karmanA anubhavamAMthI pasAra thatI vakhate cetanamAM je UThatI lAgaNIo te che. adhyavasAya e ja mukhya baLa che. ane kAma je karavAnuM che te adhyavasAya upara karavAnuM che. adhyavasAya nimitta che. paramANuonI je racanA thAya che, emAM varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza je badalAya che, tathA enI phaLapradAna zakita je vadhe che e mULa Ave che paramANuomAMthI. 52mANu pote ja zakitano bhaMDAra che. e krame krame bahAra Ave che, e Ave che to potAnAmAMthI ja paNa emAM je pragaTa thAya che emAM nimitta tamAro adhyavasAya. emAM je zakti che te tamArI che. eTale tamArI AjubAjumAM je kAMI racanA thAya che, e kare che paramANuo, zakitano bhaMDAra eno potAno, paNa tamArA mATe je racanA thAya che emAM nimitta tamArA adhyavasAya. mATe ja bhinna bhinna racanA che, anaMta prakAranI vividhatA che, A vaividhya che 52mANuonu potAnuM, paNa e pragaTe emAM nimitta tamAro adhyavasAya, ane jo adhyavasAya nimitta hoya to to 52mANuo arthAta pudgala dravya tadna taTastha thaI gayuM, e kazAmAM javAbadAra nathI. ane e racanA thAya che, paNa emAM e javAbadAra nathI. kAraNa e jaDa che. paNa enI kita che. enAmAM zakita che. e bahAra Ave che. emAM nimitta adhyavasAya, to pudgala dravyanA pakSe kaMIpaNa vicAra karavA jevo raheto nathI. jayAre ApaNA samagra vicAranuM kendra pudgala dravya che. cetanA eTalA mATe bahAra che. enuM kendra pudgala banyuM che. mATe enI racanA sArI, khoTI, pasaMda, nApasaMda, priya, apriya, sukhakara, duHkhakara e ja vicAra che. ene badalavAnI, anukULa karavAnI yojanA ghaDIe chIe paNa e zakaya nathI, kAraNa e racanA pahelAno adhyavasAya tamAro, e ja nirNayAtmaka che. mATe paheluM kAma e karavuM paDe ke tamArI AjubAjumAM je racanA che, e mATe Aje tamAro game te abhiprAya hoya, game tevo svIkAra, asvIkAra hoya paNa tamArA adhyavasAye ja e racanAmAM phALo Apyo che. ane e racanA ema ja thAya to, Aje zuM thAya ? mAtra svIkAra, pUrepUro svIkAra, AghAta, pratyAghAta, pratikriyA vagarano svIkAra, e ja upAya ane Avo svIkAra enuM nAma zAMti. 54 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnInI zA . . . - Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI davA paTa tA. 9-9-1977. AMtarika ghaTanA tyAre ghaTaze jyAre vizeSa prakAranI sAdhanA thaze. jene vizeSa prakAranI sAdhanA karavI hoya tene samyapha prakAre, dareka pAsAthI tattva nirNaya karavo joIe. svIkAra te nirNaya nathI, zradhdhA te paNa nirNaya nathI. nirNayanA mULamAM vicAra, tIvra ane satata vicAra cAle che, temAMthI maMthana jAge che. tyAre te jIvananA vyavahAramAM kaMIpaNa karato hoya tyAre vicArAbhimukha hoya che. vikArane lAgaNI bheLavyA vagara jovo. lAgaNIne paNa jovI, Ama thavAthI tenI punarAvRtti nathI thatI. vikAra sAthe vahI jaIe chIe, jayAre vikAra rokavA koziza tame karo cho tyAre paNa vikAramAM vahetA ja cho. jayAre vikAranA prayogamAM sakriya bano cho tyAre paNa vahetA ja cho. (eka trIjI avasthA che.) te vakhate eka vAta bhUlAI jAya che. te e ke aMdara eka evuM tattva, jIvaMta astitva beThuM che te badhA vaMdvothI para che, tenA tarapha dRSTi jAya - te dhyAna che. astitvane ayathArtha svarUpamAM mAnI levAya che te bhUla che. e mATe eka jarUrI vastu che. nIcalI bhUmikA upara e tattvano samyapha nirNaya karI levo. e nirNaya mATe sAdhana e zabda che. e zabda vItarAgano ja joIe, e anivArya che kema ke vItarAgatAnI sAthe jJAnanI zuddhi saMbaMdhita che ane saMpUrNa sadAya rahe tevuM vItarAgatva che. A avasthAmAM jJAna zuddha banIne carama avasthAe pahoMce che, AvA jJAnamAM e tattva anubhavAya to ja te sat, to ja yathArtha. prazna to A gurukRpAthI na thAya? gurukRpA zabda vAparavAnI jarUra nathI. te gurukRpA che te sAcuM, paraMtu A tattva na samajAya to gurukRpAnuM mAhAbhya nahIM samajAya. Aje gurukRpA bahu sArI, sastI ne saraLa vAta lAge che. uparanI vAta jayAre samajAze tyAre gurukRpAnI parama gaMbhIratA samajAze. prazna : je satya ApaNe zodhavuM che te kharekhara kaI avasthAmAM maLe? e vItarAga avasthAmAM ja maLe, e ja avasthAmAM jJAna zuddha hoya. A samajAya to ja gurunI sAcI oLakhANa thaze. (nahIMto gamete gurucaDhI bese.) sAcA zAstranI oLakhANa thaze nahIM to game te pustaka zAstra banI besaze.) ane to ja sAcI sAdhanA thaze nahIM to game te sAdhanA thaze) mukhya vastu e che ke rAgadveSa rahita svabhAva jeno che te.... Avo svabhAva.... tamAro mAro sarvano che ja. 56. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAkInI kathA tattva nirNaya karavA sAdhana, zabda kono joIe? vItarAgano. kema? tyAM ja jJAna zuddha avasthAmAM che mATe. ApaNAmAM rAgadveSa che tenA kAraNe jJAnazakita azuddha che. A avasthAmAM je anubhavAya, dekhAya te yathArtha na hoya tethI ApaNo anubhava kAmano nahIM. (60) tA. rara-3-1978. saMgharSa tyAre Ave che jayAre eka bAju saMpUrNapaNe bhautika bhUmikA upara bhautika padArthonA arthe kAma karavAnuM ane sAthe sAthe AdhyAtmika bhUmikA upara cetanA sAtheno saMparka jALavI rAkhavAno. AmAM jIvananI kasoTI che. zraddhAnI, jJAnanI, vicAranI, samajanI, dhIrajanI, niSThAnI kasoTI che. kharI kasoTI jIvanamAM vahetI dhArAnI che ane tame pote kaI dhArA tarapha cho enI kasoTI che. yathArthapaNe samyagradarzana thAya che tyAre jIvanamAM be dhArA vahetI thAya che. eka jJAnanI dhArA ane bIjI karmanI dhArA. samyagudarzanamAM je paramatattvanI alpakALa svAnubhUti thaI e anubhUti A be dhArA kare che. jJAnadhArA ane karmadhArA. jJAnadhArAno artha thAya che, sAdhakanI cetanA, sAdhakano upayoga caitanya tarapha DhaLelo, vaLelo, vaheto hoya. ene spaSTapaNe jaDacetananA bhedanuM tIkSNa bhedajJAna thayuM che, e kAraNe enA jIvanano samagra vaLAMka e tattvatarapha hoya, paNa sAthe karmanI dhArA paNa vahe che. paNa sAdhaka karmanI dhArAne jANe che, jue che, emAMthI pasAra thAya che, paNa emAM bhaLato nathI. jema koI mANasa nadInA kinAre kinAre joto joto pasAra thAya che paNa nadImAM DUbato nathI. e jue che, pasAra thAya che. kharekhara to karmanI dhArA svAbhAvika rIte ja vahevAnI ane e vakhate sAdhake e dhArAnA kinAre kinAre vahevAnuM che, kAraNa ahIM yathArtha bodha kAma kare che. karmanI racanA thaI cUkI che ane e racanA krama pramANe sAme AvavAnI che, e racanA paNa thaI cUkI che. have to e racanAe pragaTa ja thavAnuM che. jIvanamAM bhautika kSetramAM je kAMI paNa banAva, prasaMga, ghaTanA ghaTaze, saMyoga-viyoga, prApti-tyAga je kAMI paNa thaze e A racanAnA niyama pramANe thaze. (emAM jJAnI pheraphAra nathI IcchatA.) pheraphAra karI paNa nathI zakatA, ane pheraphAra thaI zakato paNa nathI. kAraNa A badhA vartamAna avasthAnA vikalpo che te paNa ajJAna prerita che, mohajanita che. e vikalponI koI paNa asara racanA para paDatI nathI. pa7 Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI varA jJAnI jANe che mATe e je kaMI kare che, karavuM paDe che, karato dekhAya che ane e kALamAM e pravRttimAM gaLADUba DUbelo dekhAya che, paNa UMDe UMDe eTalI samaja enA aMtaramAM parama zAMti, saMpUrNa svasthatA, samatolapaNuM jALavI rAkhe che. kAraNa banavAnuM haze e sAme Avaze eTale badhuM ja karavA chatAM e A pramANe ja bane, banavuM joIe, bane to sAruM A vikalpa tUTelo hoya che mATe atala UMDANamAM parama zAMti hoya che. vyavahAramAM vahe che karmanI dhArA, aMtaramAM vahe che jJAnanI dhArA. jJAnanI dhArA, karmanI dhArA sAthe javA chatAM paNa ene DUbavA detI nathI. e jJAna ane karmadhArAthI judo rAkhe che. eTale enI samagra pravRtti eka daDha zAMtinI majabUta bhUmikA upara thAya che, jethI jIvanamAM kayAMya valopAta, azAMti, dhandho nathI anubhavato. bahArathI e badhuM ja kare che, karmadhArA enI pAse badhuM karAve che. paNa jJAnadhArA ene judo rAkhe che. e kAraNe saMgharSa nathI, samAdhAna che. duHkha nathI, sukha che. valopAta nathI, viveka che. tA. 2-2-1979. DaoNkaTara ! jIvAtmAe anAdi saMsAramAM anaMtakALamAM para ne mukhya kendra banAvI emAM potAnI samagra cetanA kendrita karI che. potAno bhAva reDyo che. ekatA dRDha karI che, tAdAbhya buddhi karI che. jayAre kAmavAsanA tarapha cetanA DhaLe che tyAre jIvanuM kendra strI bane che, vastuo ne padArtho kendra bane che. jayAre cetanA lobha tarapha DhaLe che tyAre dhana, sattA, saMpatti Adi kendra bane che. ane emAM rasa DhALe che, bhAvAnubhUti kare che. rAga daDha kare che, teSa daDha kare che. koI vakhata ajJAnanA tIvra baLavAna prasaMgamAM dharma tarapha DhaLe che tyAre potAno ahaMkAra, potAnuM mAna poSavA, potAnI kalpanA saMtoSavA, asadgara, asazAstra, asatuM sAdhana, asat kiyA, asat anuSThAna daDha kare che. samagra cetanA emAM DhaLe che. bhAvano sAgara tyAM ThAlave che, prema kare che, tyAga kare che, tapa kare che, tarpaNa kare che, emAM tanmaya bane che paNa hAthamAM kAMI AvatuM nathI ne sat thI dUra ne dUra cAlyo jAya che, cheTo ne cheTo cAlyo jAya che ane sata nI prAptimAM baLavAna bAdhA, baLavAna aMtarAya UbhA kare che, pote aTake che, bIjAne aTakAve che. emAM ahaMkArano mITho rasa poSAya che. 58 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI dazA bhAI! A mULamAM bhUla karI beTho che. ane have e bhUlane satya mAnI, satya ja mAnI enI ja punarAvRtti kare che. kamanasIbe Ane loko dharma kahe che. are! bhUlanI punarAvRttine dharma mAnIne cAle che. sat puruSo maLyA che, joyA che, paNa emanA tarapha vaLyo nathI, DhaLyo nathI, emanI tarapha gayo nathI, emanI tarapha cetanA vaLI nathI, bhAvanI dhArA vahI nathI mATe eka vakhata A karavuM paDaze, satpuruSanA caraNa pakaDavA paDaze, emAM asapuruSa, asaddaguru nahIM ja cAle. sonA jevo zuddha satparuSa ja joIe, ene jANI oLakhI, meLavI, prApta karI samagra cetanA emAM kendrita karavI paDaze. samagra bhAvanI dhArA enAmAM vahevaDAvavI paDaze, enI premathI upAsanA karavI paDaze. enI premathI pUjA karavI paDaze, ene premano naivedya dharavo paDaze. enA premamAM DUbavuM paDaze, enA premamAM pAgala banavuM paDaze tyAre mArga e Apaze. ne mokSa to sat puruSanA caraNanI rajamAM rahyo che paNa e satpaSa joIze. karoDo upAya karI eka vakhata badhA sAdhana, vrata, anuSThAna bAju mUkI ene zodho, ene zodho, ene zodho, ene jANo, ene meLavo, ene meLavIne eka vakhata samagra cetanAne enA caraNamAM DhALI do, e ja sAdhanA. e kahe te sAdhana, e kahe te karma, e kahe te dharma, e kahe te dhyAna. Avo saMpUrNa svIkAra e ja samyagadarzana. bhAI ! A koI rahasyamaya gUDha vArtA che. ame amArA viSe zuM kahIe? ame amArA viSe kaMI paNa kahevA nathI IcchatA, jaNAvavAnathI IcchatA. jene AMkho haze e amane joze. jene samaja haze e amane jANaze paNa... paNa... ame amArA viSe eTaluM ja kahIe chIe ke amArI pAse je Ave che, amArAmAM samAyache ane amane samarpita thAya che, ene ame parama satya ja ApIe chIe. amane e ja maLyuM che, pUruMne samagra 10 TacanA sonA jevuM amane parama satya maLyuM che ane jayAre ApIe chIe tyAre parama satya ja ApIe. vAto karIe chIe judI che. anubhava judo che, bhAI! ame amArA viSe vadhu kaMI paNa kahevAnA nathI, kahevA IcchatA nathI. samajanAra samajaze enI rAha joIne beThA chIe. tA. 6-12-1979 vyakita, vastu, prasaMga, paristhiti ne prArabdha emanA satata nikaTamAMthI pasAra thavA chatAM ane emanI sAthe satata rahevA chatAM, jenI cetanA, emanI svataMtra bhinna 59 Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAkInI zA bhinna avasthAne kAraNe, koI tarapha DhaLatI nathI ane saMpUrNa sabhAna avasthAmAM, saMpUrNapaNe jANavA chatAM jenI cetanA caitanyamAM TakIne koI tarapha DhaLatI nathI, e svarUpa sthitinI avasthA che. e avasthAmAM duHkha nathI, sukha nathI, viSAda nathI, mUMjhavaNa nathI, azAMti nathI, vikalpa nathI. nathI enuM kAraNa enA taraphathI pratyAghAta UThato nathI, enAmAM pratikriyA rahI nathI. kAraNa e svataMtra banyo che. e koIthI cAlita nathI, prerita nathI, saMcAlita nathI, e svarUpastha che. e jJAna karyuM che, sthira thayuM che, jAgyuM che. jIvana to vaheto pravAha che. e pravAhamAM vahevuM, e pravAhanA sAme na paDavuM, ene badalavA aMdarathI ahaMkAra ke Asakita prerita Agraha na rAkhavo. jJAnI sapATI upara prayatna karato dekhAto hovA chatAM, sapATI taLe e zAMta che, sthira che. uparanI kriyA che, ane e kriyA paNa vartamAna avasthAnA vikalpanA kAraNe nathI. pUrva prArabdha prerita che. kriyA che paNa karanArano potAno Agraha nathI, kartAnI pasaMdagI nathI, e praraNe aMtara avasthAmAM kayAMya vyagratA nathI. taNAva (Tenzana) nathI. A eka apUrva avasthA che, zAMta avasthA che. A ja sAcuM jJAna che. rAga eTale mUlya, kiMmata, mahattva. jene aMtaramAM cetananuM mUlya AvyuM che ene bahAra kayAMya mUlya ApavA jevuM rahyuM nathI, jene mana bahAra kaMI mUlya nathI, ene enA mATe AturatA nathI, kheMcANa nathI. zI rIte A thAya? sapuruSanA caraNamAM nivAsa karavAthI, emanI pratyeka ceSTAne, potAnA DhALe nahIM, paNa emanI tathA prakAranI avasthA jANI, samajavAthI ane e parama Azcarya AtmasAt karavAthI, emanI paramakRpAthI e avasthA prApta thAya che. AnaMdamAM hazo. tA.20-4-1987 ziSyane jJAnInA aMtaraMga jIvana vize jANavAnI utkaMThA thatI hoya che. kharekhara to jJAnI puruSo potAnA mukhethI AvI spaSTatA karatA nathI. emanuM jIvana to samarpaNathI ja jaNAya. premathI parakhAya ane zraddhAthI, bhakitathI e jIvana pIvAya. e jIvananA vivekathI, prajJAthI darzana thAya. 60 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI zA chatAM jJAnI puruSa koI koI sat pAtra pAse aMtaraMga jIvananI carcA kare che. emanA nikaTanA aMtevAsIne e kahe che. tA. ra7-ra-1994. parama mauna e ja tamAma praznono javAba che. amArI aMtaraMga dazA taddana judI che. sthULa bhUmikA upara thaI raheluM karmanuM vadana taddana juduM che. paNa baMne vacce kayAMya visaMvAda nathI. aMtaraMga avasthAmAM cetanA jayAM hovI ghaTe tyAM ja che ane tyAM ja raheze. jJAnI zuM karavA yAda Ave ane jJAnI zA mATe yAda Ave? kAraNa jJAnI bahArano che e potAne zuM karavA yAda Ave? ene jayAre ema thAya che ke aMdaranA jene mAnyA che e zaraNa nathI ApatA ane zaraNanuM kendra aMdara che tyAMthI dUra rAkhe che. aMdara zaraNanuM je kendra che tyAM jJAnI laI jAya che, mAre tyAM javuM che. kAraNa tyAM zaraNa che ane jJAnI tyAM UbhA che mATe jJAnI yAda Ave. tIvra azaraNatA jJAnInA zaraNe laI jAya. Aja sudhI ApaNe jJAnane zodhyuM che. ApaNane jJAnanI vizeSatA lAgI che. jJAnanuM mahattva lAgyuM che ane e eTalA mATe lAgyuM che ke ene jJAnanuM mAhAtma che. kAraNa jJAnanA kAraNe jJAnIno vistAra che evuM ene lAge che eTale potAno vistAra karavo hoya to jJAna joIe, mATe e jJAnI pAse jAya che, paNa jJAnI mATe nahIM. ene jJAnI joIto nathI, ene jJAna joIe che, eTale enuM lakSya jJAna upara che, jJAnI upara nathI. mATe e jJAna meLave che paNa bahAra Ubho che, jJAna bahAra Ubho rAkhe che. e jJAnI pAse jJAnI mATe jato nathI eTale jJAna maLe che, jJAnI chUTI jAya che. paNa jayAre jJAna nahIM paNa jJAnIne jhaMkhaze tyAre enuM lakSya jJAna nahIM, jJAnI banaze, jJAnI jayAre lakSya bane che tyAre premanI dhArA cAlu thAya che, jema pativratA strIne zuM joIe? ene patinuM dhana, rUpa, baLa, guNa, sattA, vaibhava joIe che? ane A pati pAse che mATe pati joIe? patinuM che mATe pati joIe? javAba jo "hA" to tyAM prema nathI. zarIra joItuM hoya to paNa tyAM prema nathI, vAsanA che. pativratA evI bhUmikA upara UbhI che ke ene patinuM kAMI paNa na joIe, pati ja joIe, to ja e pativratA, to 1 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI zA ja dAMpatya prema, tema jayAre ziSyane thAya ke jJAna nahIM paNa jJAnI ja, ane kazAya mATe nahIM tyAre jJAnI mATe jhaMkhanA jAgI ema kahevAya. jJAna nathI joItuM ane jJAnI joIe ema kema? AvuM zA mATe? jene jJAna joIe che ene potAne Ubho rAkhavo che. jene jJAnI joIe che ene potAne maTADavo che. pote je che te maTavA taiyAra thAya eTale eka arthamAM maravA taiyAra thAya eTale akriya banI jAya, tyAre enAmAM kriyA thAya. eka evuM sUtra che "prema pragaTe eTale jJAnano nAza thAya" eno artha ema paNa thAya ke jJAnano nAza thAya tyAre prema pragaTe. paNa A kevI rIte? jJAna to svabhAva che, eno nAza kevI rIte thAya? paNa enuM UMDANa to e che ke Aje jene jJAna kahe che te jJAna nathI, jJAnano saMgraha che eTale mAhitI che ane mAhitI jene meLavavI che eno hetu ahano vistAra che. ahaMno vistAra e jJAnanI yAtrA, evuM samajavAmAM AvyuM che. A jJAna premane roke che. mAtra jJAna e premano sparza nathI. sparzano artha thAya che, aMdara UtaravuM. aMdaramAM samAvI levuM ane "aMdaramAM samAvavuM" A kriyApremathI thAya.ne AvA premanI saravANI kRpA che, ane pA to thAya ke jayAre kRpA pAtra na rahe eTale kRpA pUrato paNa vikalpa na rahe, tyAre jJAnI aMdara praveze che te kRpA ane jJAnI aMdara Utare te prema. jene puruSano yathArtha svarUpamAM svIkAra thayo che te pratyakSa satparuSathI vimukha rahI zake nahIM. pratyakSa satpaSamAM parokSa jJAnI puruSanA jene darzana thatAM nathI tene parokSa jJAnI mAnyA ema kahevAya nahIM. parokSa jJAnI sAdhaka mATe bhAvanI bhUmikA upara upayogI che paNa sAdhakane enI avasthAnuM bhAna koNa karAvaze? ane zAstra vAMcIne jo e potAnI jAtane jovA besaze to temAM potAno pakSapAta ADo Avaze ja. pratyakSa satparuSa ja ene yathArtha bhAna karAvaze. pratyakSa jJAnI puruSamAM traNe kALanA jJAnI puruSo samAyache, A darzana jene thatuM nathI ane jJAnIne mAnyA na kahevAya. paNa jJAnIne ame mAnIe chIe evo ahaMkAra saMtoSAya. eka evI avasthA Ave che jayAre samagra sAdhanA eka mAtra jJAnI puruSanI bhakitamAM, upAsanAmAM, dhyAnamAM samAya che. enA caraNanA nivAsamAM samAya che ne sAdhana mAtra chUTI jAya che ane cetana samagra azubhathI ane sarvazubhathI viramI jJAnInA caraNamAM vizrAma kare che. e sAdhakanuM sAcuM sAdhatva che. evI paLa kyAre ne kayAre 62 Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAkInI zA jIvanamAM AvavAnI, e paLane AvavA devI, lAvavI nahIM. jJAnI puruSanI pratyakSa hAjarImAM enI AjJAnI AdhInatA sivAya bIjuM kaMIpaNa karavAnI vRtti UThe e ja ajJAna janita ahaMkAra che. prazna kone che? pUrNa puruSane koI prazna nathI. jene ziSyatva prApta thayuM che ene koI prazna nathI. pUrNa puruSane gurunI jarUra nathI. ziSyatva jene prApta thayuM che ane tamAma sAdhano, AdhAro, AlaMbano choDayA che, zaraNa choDayA che. eka mAtra guru sivAya ene koI AdhAra, AlaMbana, zaraNa nathI. ene koI prazna nathI, ene mana zAstronuM koI mahattva nathI. e zAstrane pakkato nathI. gurunI ja mAtra nizrA che, enI koI pasaMdagI, krama, vicAra, nirNaya nathI, e mAtra gurumukha che. ene zAstra tarapha daSTi nathI. je mumukSu nathI, sAdhaka nathI ene guru ke zAstrano koI prazna nathI. tyAre prazna kone che? thoDA TakA sAdhaka bhAva jenAmAM che, thoDIka mumukSutA jenAmAM pragaTI che ene prazna che. kAM to guru tarIke enI jenA mATenI pasaMdagI che, enA tarapha enuM valaNa che paNa samarpaNa nathI athavA guru hAjara nathI to e zAstrane AgaLa kare che, e jIvaMta gurune pakaDavA taiyAra nathI kAraNa ke e jIvaMta guru to sIdhI ja vAta karaze ane tyAre ahaMkAra ghavAya che. jayAre zAstrane mukhya karavAmAM ahaMkAra majabUta thAya che. pratyakSa guru jokhama che. e tamane pUrA jANe che ane tamAruM rUpAMtara karavA tamane sIdhI prakriyAmAM DhALe che. e prakriyAmAM DhaLavuM e kAThuM paDe che. kAraNa ke e mATe potAnA tamAma valaNo badalavA paDe che. ahaMkAra valaNo majabUta kare che. eTale A zAstro AgaLa kare che, ahaMkAra puSTa karavA. saraLa eTale zuM saraLa eTale satya jenAmAM sIdhuM UtarI zake che. saraLa hoya ene koI prazna nathI, jayAre jJAnIne judI judI vyakitao sAthe vyavahAra karavAno hoya che, tyAre zuM thAya che? sAmI vyakita to potAnI bhUmikA upara rahIne vyavahAra kare che ne karavAnI paNa jJAnI puruSane enI sAthe vyavahAra karavo hoya to zuM thAya? 63 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI dazA jJAnI potAnI mULa bhUmikA upara rahI sAmI vyakti je bhUmikA upara che tyAM rahI vyavahAra kare che. ne dhIme dhIme e vyakitanI bhUmikA potAnI je mULa bhUmikA che evI bhUmikA upara ene laI jAya che, laI javAnuM lakSa rAkhe che. eTale te vakhate jJAnI sAmAnI bhUmikA upara Utarelo dekhAya che. paNa sAmo abhAna che, jJAnI sabhAna che. eTale jJAnI karavA chatAMye karato nathI. e bhUmikA ene sparzatI nathI. karuNA bhAva che. eTale sahaja rIte svAbhAvika vahetI karuNAnI dhArA che. emAM koI nimittanI jarUra nathI. pAtranI jarUra nathI. sAme pakSe prayatnanI jarUra nathI. ane aMdaramAM kaMI paNa vikSepa eTale kSobha nathI. pUrNa chatAM sahaja, kriyA chatAM kartA nahIM ane thAya chatAM smRti nahIM. (0) jJAnI kevI rIte oLakhAya? jJAnIne oLakhavA sAmA pAtrano paNa eTalo vikAsa thavo jarUrI che. e jeTalo jeTalo upara caDhe, enA jeTalA paDaLa khase eTalA pramANamAM vItarAga puruSanAM darzana thAya. kAM to ananya prema hoya to tatkSaNa darzana thAya. jIvano potAno tathA prakArano upADa thavo ghaTe. koInA mATe nakkI karavAnI zI jarUra? ane koInA mATe kahevAnI paNa zI jarUra? paNa je yathArtha mArga upara haze ne sat puruSane AdhIna haze ene jevuM haze tevuM aMdara anubhavAze. jene yathArtha tattva nirNaya karyo che ene kayAMya aTavAvAnuM na thAya. jene anubhava thayo che te pUrNa thayo hoya to enuM samagra darzana hoya. jenA kAraNe pote je rIte sAdhanAmAM gayo che e jANe, ane bIjAo paNa bhinna bhinna prakRtiomAM aTavAyelA hoya te paNa jANe. pariNAme prarUpaNAnI vAta Ave to emAM kyAMya ekAMta na Ave. bhUmikA bhede bheda rahevAno. sAdhana bheda paNa rahevAno ane chevaTe kayAMya rokAIne UbhA rahevAnuM nathI, e paNa samaja rahevAnI. eTale e jayAre mArga batAvaze te ekAMtika nahIM hoya. paNa jene khaMDa darzana thayuM che e to pote je rIte gayo che e ja rIte badhA jAya eno Agraha rAkhavAno. 64 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnItI dazA paramArthano mArga bhinna nathI paNa sAdhana bheda rahevAnA. A jo yathArtha na samajAya to prarUpaNAmAM kSati rahevAnI ja. 72 sAdhakamAM ghaTanA ghaTavI e kALano prazna che. vaheluM ne moDuM e kALano prazna che. A vicAra kALanI dRSTie che. paripakavatAmAM kALa nimitta che ane aMtarAyabhUta paribaLo sahaja rIte zamI jAya ne pravAha vaheto thAya te mahattvanuM che. mATe ja bhAva ane Aveza bannemAM pAyAnuM aMtara che. bhAva to jayAre aMda2mAMthI aMtarAyabhUta paribaLo dUra thAya che, khasI jAya che, kSaya pAme che tyAre pragaTe che. jayAre Aveza to vAMcanathI, vicArathI ane keTalAka aMze aMtarAyabhUta paribaLo maMda paDavAthI pragaTe che. e Aveza, e ubharo, zamI javAno. nadImAM jema pUra Ave tyAre nadI banne kAMThe bharelI dekhAya paNa jayAre pUra osarI jAya tyAre nadI sAva khAlIkhama bane che. emAM eka paNa TIMpu pANI nathI hotuM. bhAvanI dhArA to akhaMDa Take che, kAyama Take che, e ja dhArA satpuruSa sAthe sAdhakane joDI Ape che. sAdhakane satpuruSa sAthe dhArA joDI Ape che, tyAre ziSyatva pragaTe che. A dhArA satpuruSathI dUra rahevA chatAM, dehathI, dRSTithI, dUra chatAM pragaTa thAya te sAruM che, paNa A sugama che ane saheluM che, paNa AvI ja dhArA satpuruSanI pratyakSa hAjarImAM, emanA atyaMta nikaTa sahevAsamAM rahevAnuM thAya tyAre pragaTavI joIe, vahevI joIe ane TakavI joIe e atyaMta mahattvanI ghaTanA che. kAraNa pratyakSa hAjarImAM sat puruSanI dareka kriyA, dareka karma, dareka pravRtti jovAnuM prApta thAya che. eTale jayAre emanAmAM udayanI dhArA sAkAra svarUpe pragaTa thatI hoya, prArabdha jyAre potAno khela barAbara khelatuM hoya ne jayAre sat puruSa e prArabdhane, prArabdhathI alaga rahI, sAkSI rahI, jJAtA bhAve, taTastha rIte, anAsakta banI, virakata bhAve jayAre vedatA hoya, anubhavatA hoya ane prArabdhathI saMpUrNa virakata chatAM prArabdhAdhIna thaIne pasAra thatA hoya, te vakhatanI kriyA vakhate, karma vakhate, ziSya atyaMta nikaTamAM hAjara rahIne joto hoya, ane tyAre enAmAM A dhArA vahetI hoya e ziSyatvanI carama kasoTI che, e sarvocca avasthA che. ane tyAre ja ziSyane hajAro zAstrono nicoDa mUrtimaMta jovA maLe. jJAnInI adbhuta kalA jovA maLe, jJAnIno pracaMDa puruSArtha jovA maLe, jJAnInuM divya sAmarthya jovA maLe. jJAnInI aMtaranI pracaMDa dhArA jovA maLe. ahIM jJAnI aMdaramAM Tharyo che ne 65 Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAkInI davA bahAra pasAra thaI rahayo che, ane chatAMya kayAMya tAla tUTato nathI. trAjavuM, trAjavAnI dAMDI bilakula samatola rahe che, rAkhe che, rAkhI zake e jovA maLe ane A ja dharma che. udayAdhIna avasthAmAM bhAvanI dhArA bhaMga thatI nathI, e jJAnImAM pragaTa jovA maLe che. paNa A jovA jeTalI samaja, kauzalya, dhIraja, viveka, vicakSaNatA, sUkSma dRSTi ziSyamAM joIe, ane te vakhate paNa jJAnIne udayathI para, karmathI bhinna, kriyAthI alaga ne taTastha, udAsIna, sAkSI, virakata jovAnI sUkSma dRSTi joIe. A na hoya to ziSya mUMjhAya. kAM premanI dhArA maMda bane kAM bhAvanI dhArA tUTe. kAM viparIta kalpanA karI bese, kAM to khoTI mUlavaNI kare, kAM to bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM paDe, kAM to zAstronA zabdo pakaDI rAkhI zabdothI mApavA jAya ane ziSya bhulAvAmAM paDe che, e enI kriyAne, karmane, vyavahArane jue che paNa enAthI jJAnI sAva taddana judo, alaga che, e joI zake nahIM to jJAnI nahi oLakhAya mATe ja jJAnInA nikaTamAM rahevAnI paNa yogyatA joIe, pAtratA joIe ane te vakhate A dhArA vahevI joIe. mATe ja zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe kahayuM che "jJAnI jayAre prArabdha vedato hoya tyAre kAcApocAe pAse rahevuM." evA gaMbhIra vacano kayA che. te yathArtha che. kharekhara to jJAnI pAse rahevAnI, sarva zreSTha paLa, sarvottama paLa, sarvazreSTha avasara A ja che. A ja dhanya avasara che ane jJAnIne e ja avasthAmAM jovA jevA che. paNa zrImadajIe niSedha kema karyo? A jovA mATenI kSamatA joIe. e vAtane spaSTa karI che. sapuruSanA atyaMta nikaTamAM rahevAnuM prApta thAya e jarUrI che. jJAnI puruSathI dUra rahetAM ziSyane je aMtaradhArA vahe che te jadhArA jayAre jJAnI puruSanI pratyakSa hAjarImAM vahe tyAre judo ja anubhava thAya che. caitanyamAM je bheda dekhAya che te eka apekSAe avAstavika che. kAraNa e bheda upAdhi-janita che. upAdhi karma che. eTale jonAra jayAre upAdhi taraphathI joze to ene caitanyamAM vividhatA-bheda dekhAze. paNa jo najara-daSTi upAdhine bhedI gaI to upAdhithI para caitanyamAM bheda nathI. e mULacaitanyanirupAdhika che. pachI to sidhdhanI cetanA hoya ke sAdhakanI hoya ke saMsArInI, tyAM bheda nathI. e bhUmikAmAM tuM, huM, te nathI. je che te che. che eTale bhedajJAna be prakAre che. pahelo prakAra jemAM puruSano samAgama che, 66 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAlInI dazA enA pratye paripUrNa zraddhA che tyAre enA dvArA pratipAdita je tattva che te yathArtha che. emAM jaDa juduM, caitanya juduM, eno saMpUrNa svIkAra e zraddhA che, athavA yathArtha jJAna che. paNa anubhUti nathI. A vaicArika bhedajJAnanI dazA che ane AtmAnubhava thayA pachI je jaDa ane caitanyano bheda anubhavAya che te pAramArthika bhedajJAna che. samyagudRSTi rAjaya vahIvaTa kevI rIte kare? A vAta samyagRSTinI che, temAM paNa zAMtinAtha kuMthunAtha, aranAtha to parama nirmaLa samakitavALA ne cakravartI che. brahmadattane subhUma sivAya bIjA cakravartIo samyagdaSTi che. jene samyagadarzana thayuM che tevI vyakita eno vyavahAra ane enI AMtarika dhArA be vacce zuM meLa che? samyagadarzana jene thayuM che ene samyagadarzana thatAM ja aMdara be dhArA paDI jAya che. be pravAha vahetA thAya che, be bhAga paDI jAya che. (1) jJAna dhArA (2) karma dhArA. samyagadaSTine bhUtakALa che. bhUtakALamAM samyagadarzananI gerahAjarImAM ene karmo to karyA che, bhAvo, lAgaNIo, saMvedano to karyA che, ane e karma phaLa ApavA samartha paNa hoya to samyagRSTine karma che, karmano udaya che paNa pharaka e che ke samyagdaSTi thatAM ja e draSTAbane che, jJAtA bane che. sAkSI bane che. ene draSTAne dRSTithI barAbara joyo che eTale enI samagradhArA bhAvanI dhArA draSTA tarapha vahe che, ane e sAkSI rahe che, jonAra rahe che. eTale karanAra maTI jAya che. paNa thAya che, thAya che enuM kAraNa e nathI, pote nathI, paNa pUrvakRta karma che, bhAva che, saMvedana che. e sakriya bane che, ene udaya kahe che. ane e udayabhAva bhinna bhinna prakArano rahevAno, paNa koI paNa udaya, game tevo udaya aMdara sakriya thAya tyAre samyagadaSTi to karanAra nathI, jJAtA che ane karma(pote) karanAra che. karma karanAra che, eTale yaMtravat enI meLe udayamAM Ave che. e udayamAM je jonAra che, e udayamAM joDAto nathI, chatAM jANanAra sAkSI hovA chatAM enI cetanA haju pUrI baLavAna nathI. e kAraNe te vakhate enAmAM rAgadveSanI dhArA kAma to kare che, ane e kriyA vakhate tathA prakAranA rAga dveSa paNa thAya che, e thavA chatAM e aMdarathI judo Ubho che, jonAra che. emAM ugratA dekhAya, tIvratA dekhAya, paNa ekatA nathI, tAdAtma nathI. e kAraNe e judo ja rahe che. yuddhanA medAnamAM yuddha kare che. e vakhate e hAjara jarUra che, paNa karmanA kAryane jonArA tarIke. e aMdara 67. Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInA ghaNA joDAto nathI. A avasthAne jJAnI ja jANI zake, ajJAnI zAstrathI A jANe paNa samyagraSTi na hoya ne samyagdaSTinA udaya sAthe potAnI tulanA kare to te durAcArI che, jJAnImAM e durAcAra nathI. e bhogavato nathI, jo e kartA nathI to bhoktA paNa nathI. pUrvakarmane bhogavyA sivAya chUTako nathI, ema kahevuM khoTuM che. jJAnI pUrvakarmane paNa bhogavato nathI. je kartA nathI te bhokatA paNa nathI, paNa pUrva karmane udayamAM AvavuM paDe te udaya pramANe zarIra, vANI, mana kriyA kare, te vakhate paNa jema te kartA nathI tema te bhokatA paNa nathI. e jJAtA ja che, sAkSI ja che, eTale duHkhane paNa nathI bhogavato, du:khane jANe che, sukhane paNa nathI bhogavato sukhane jANe che ane jue che. A bhoga, A bhogavanAra, bhogavAya che e badhAthI cetanA judI che, mATe e bhokatA nathI paNa bhogano sAkSI che, enI hAjarImAM thAya che. samajAya che? A saheluM nathI. bhogo na bhogavAya te saheluM paNa bhoga vakhate hAjara hovA chatAM, bhokatA na banavuM e to Azcarya che. ' e emanA mATe sahaja kharuM paNa emAM paNa eka UMDI vAta che ane te e ke bhoga vakhate hAjara rahevuM paDe che, e emanA mATe asahya vedanA che, paNa enA karatAM eka judI avasthA che, jayAM bhoga paNa hAjara thatA nathI. jJAnI mATe bhoga hAjara hoya ne e te vakhate e hAjara hoya to jJAnI pasAra - jarUra thAya che paNa ene ThIka to nathI lAgatuM paNa pasAra thAya che. emAM jJAnIno jema svIkAra nathI tema virodha paNa nathI. e ene pasAra thavA de che. A atisUkSma vAta che. jema bhogI bhogamAM joDAya che, tanmaya thAya che, tarUpa thAya che, DUbI jAya che, paraMtu bhogInA zarIra, vANI, mana ne sAthe cetanA paNa DUbI jAya che, pUrA DUbI jAya che. jayAre jJAnI paNa karmanA dabANathI bhogamAM joDAya to che, karmanA AmaMtraNathI joDAya to che ane joDAvuM paDe evuM karmanuM jora che ane jJAnI joDAya che ane enA zarIra, vANI, mana bhogInI jema pUrA DUbe che paNa enI cetanA badhAthI bilakula judI ne upara tare che. A kaThina che ema nahIM, A atyaMta kaThina che, enI cetanA pUrI DULyA vagaranI ne upakaraNo zarIra, Indriyo mana pUrA DUbelA. A parama Azcarya che. AnuM kAraNa e paNa che ke kriyAthI karanAra nahi oLakhAya, kriyA thAya tyAre to karanAra ja dekhAya ne anya jonAra je mUlavaNI kare te kriyA sAthe ene bheLavIne joze paNa kriyA vakhate karanAra nathI paNa jonAra che ne kriyA thatI hovA chatAM e jonAra che, 68 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DAhItI havA e samajavuM muzkela che. jJAnIne vyAdhi, roga thAya paNa jJAnImAM riekazana (pratikriyA)to na ja hoya, e mukata hoya. e aMdarathI je bahAra Ave che ene pasAra thavA de che. jJAnI upayoga mUkIne kema jotA nathI? - jJAnIne kutUhala nathI eTale asAdhAraNa kAraNa sivAya jJAnI bahAra jovA upayoga na mUke. paNa jJAnI jayAre bahAra jue che tyAre ene yathArtha dekhAya che. jemake strI dekhAya che, strIno dehadekhAya che paNa jJAnIne emAM rahelI cetanA paNa dekhAya che. eno deha paNa dekhAya che, emAM paramANuonI adbhuta racanA che, e paNa dekhAya che, e racanA kAyama nathI e paNa dekhAya che ane A adbhuta racanA vikRta thatAM vAra nahIM lAge e paNa dekhAya che ane enA dehamAM koI jAtanuM sukha nathI e paNa dekhAya che, ene bhogavavAmAM sukha che e mAnavuMbhrama che te paNa dekhAya che. enA bhogamAM Asakata banavAthI cetanA DUbe che, e paNa dekhAya che. - parama jJAnI je kaMI kahe che te jANIne kahetA nathI paNa te jenA vize kahe che tene pratyakSapaNe joIne kahe che. eTale emanuM darzana akhaMDa che eTale jJAnamAM vastu pUrNa AvI paNa jayAre kahevAno prAraMbha kare che tyAre zabdano AdhAra levo paDe che. e zabda khaMDita che. mATe maunamAMthI vANImAM Utare che, tyAre te asatya banI jAya che. have e jJAnIne sAMbhaLanArano kSayopazama kevo che? ene potAno mata che, mAnyatA che. eTale jJAnIne potAnA DhAMcAmAM DhALe che. e jJAnano pravAha vaheto thayo te khaMDita thayo, mATe te zailI khovAI gaI. jJAnInI pratyeka vAta pUrNa che paNa sAMbhaLanAra jJAnIne sAMbhaLato nathI. e potAno raMgachAMTIne potAne sAMbhaLe che. mAne che ke huM jJAnIne sAMbhaLuM chuM paNa A bhrama che kAraNa e jJAnIne sAMbhaLato nathI. mATe zravaNa mATe traNa zarato che (1) svacchaMdano tyAga (ra) Agrahano tyAga (3) matano tyAga, eTale e sanmukha thayo, e sTenDIMga pojhIzanamAM Avyo eTale grAhaka thayo, rIsepTIva thayo. e thatuM nathI ane hajAro varSa jJAnI pAse rahe che. paNa ema nathI, e potAnI sAthe rahe che, jJAnInI pAse nahIM. che jJAnI pAse, paNa rahe che potAnI sAthe. te aMtevAsI-atyaMta nikaTa rahenAro - zarIrathI che, paNa hRdayathI bahu dUra che. kAraNa mana, buddhi ane karmakAMDa ane jJAnIthI dUra rAkhe che. Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtItI kathA to zuM thAya che? lokhaMDanA kaTakA judA judA che. emAM hajAro paramANu che. saLiyA, jALI, kodALI, pAvaDo, khala, camaco, dasto, tAveto paNa agni para caDhayA pachI e badhA ogaLI gayA eTale eka rasa thayo. tyAre pUcho ke AmAM zuM zuM che? to ghaNuM che. paNa atyAre zuM che? kaMI nahIM. badhuM eka rasa che. jJAnInA anubhavamAM eka rasa che. abheda che. mATe jJAnI pAse rahevuM eka vAta che ane aMtevAsI banavuM bIjI vAta che ane samarpita thaIne rahevuM e to alaukika vAta che. mATe jJAnI pAse rahenArA paNa ghaNAye pAmatA nathI ane dUrathI AvanAro tatkSaNa prApta kare che. jJAnInI anubhUtimAM jagatanuM vaividhya nathI. mATe jagata nathI, mATe dazya nathI, mATe vastu nathI, mATe bheda nathI, mATe vikalpa nathI. jJAnI akhaMDamAM rele che ane khaMDamAM Ubho che. paNa tyAre jJAnI kahe che judu judu paNa anubhave che to badhuM eka ja. bhogomAM jIvana be rIte jAya che. (1) svayaMprerita (2) paraprerita. ajJAnI svayaMprerita che. ene bhogomAM rasa che. tyAgI, ajJAnI hoya to paNa bhogono rasa hoya to e paNa svayaMprerita che. jJAnI paraprerita che. ene bhogono rasa tUTayo che ane AnaMdanuM kendra jaDayuM che. eTale rasa to tUTayo che. to have bhogomAM kema jAyache? to karmaudayanA dhakkAnA kAraNe jAya che. leNa-deNa pUrI karavA mATe jAya che. mATe e bhogomAM dekhAto hoya to paNa aMdarathI bahAra che. paNa A gahana vAta che. kAcA pArA jevI che. na samajAya to anartha thAya. premano pravAha jIvanamAM vahevo e atyaMta mahattvanuM che. cetanA premamaya bane e agatyanuM che. ane e dhArA sapuruSane sparzIne jayAre vahe tyAre e dhArAnuM philTara' zuddhikaraNa thAya che. eTale e dhArA zuddha banIne vahe che. mATe ja to eka vakhata A premanI dhArA vyakita, vastu, padArtha ne prakRtimAMthI saMpUrNataH chUTI puruSamAM ja vahe, tyAM enuM zuddhikaraNa thAya. tyAMthI e prANImAtramAM padArtha mAtra tarapha vahe tyAre e premanA sImADA tUTe che, kAMThA tUTe che. e asIma bane che. sAgara bane che. prANImAtra sAthe te anubhavAya che. ane tyAre emAMthI rAga-dveSa chUTe che ne vItarAgatA pragaTe che. O Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI zA (8) kartAbhAva jayAre TaLI jAya tyAre karma hoya che, kriyA hoya che paNa kartAbhAva nA hoya eTale upayoga bahAra jAya zuM karavA? kartAbhAvana hoya eTale ahaMkAra na hoya. ahaMkAra na hoya eTale Asakita na hoya eTale apekSA na hoya eTale IcchA, cAhana hoya. IcchA na hoya eTale saMgharSa na hoya, eTale taMta na hoya, taMdra na hoya eTale citta parama zAMta hoya, citta parama zAMta hoya eTale zarIramAM tIvra AghAta, pratyAghAta na hoya, tyAre samatulA hoya. samatulAmAM sahaja karma thAya, ane chatAM karavApaNuM na hoya. (79) sAdhu, gRhastha, strI, puruSa, A badhI bahAranI khoLo che. je samajayo che e samAI gayo, enI khoLa upara che, paNa ene UtArI dIdhI eTale khoLa, pATha badho bhajave paNa samajelo draSTA bhAve jue. e game tyAM, game te sthitimAM beTho hoya tyAM enI khoLa hoya, e to enA gharamAM ja hoya. sat puruSanI prApti kayAre thAya? jayAre sAdhakamAM paramArtha mArganI tIvra jhaMkhanA jAge che, tAlAvelI jAge che tyAre puruSano viraha sAle che. roma roma enA mATe jhaMkhe che. e enA mATe jhUre che. e jhUraNAnA kAraNe, virahanI AganA kAraNe aMdara bhAvamaLanI zuddhi thAya che. e zuddhi thatAM enA mATe niyata saguru ene zodhe che. AvA guru jayAre maLe tyAre ene ullAsa jAge che. tyAre paheluM zarIra pachI zarIra saMbaMdhI badhuM ne chevaTe mana ene sope che. potAnI mAlikI haThAvI le che. eno sIdho artha AjJApAlana. jJAnInAM mukhya lakSaNo - AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, akartAbhAva, parama prema ane niSkAraNa karuNA buddhi, jJAnI puruSa hRdayathI oLakhAya. sAcuM to e che ke anubhavI jayAM che tyAMthI bole che. bole che paNa zabdo eTalI UMcAIe pahoMcI zakatA nathI. e jayAMthI kriyA kare che tyAMthI kriyA dekhAtI nathI. mATe e je che teno anaMtamo bhAga jonArane dekhAya che. pachI jevo jonAra, enI jeTalI Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtInI zA UMcAI, eTalI UMcAI ene dekhAya. sIDI upara tame jeTalA vadhAre caDho eTaluM jovAnuM kSetra bahoLuM thAya. dara) gurunuM kAma tamArA manamAM garabaDa cAlu karavAnuM che. tamArA manamAM garabaDa cAlu thaI gaI eTale mAtra zarIra tame cho evuM je mane ghUTeluM enA badalAmAM nA, nA, huM mAtra zarIra nathI, huM kaMIka bIjuM chuM. AvI garabaDa kharekhara sAcA arthamAM manamAM UbhI karavI e gurunuM kAma che. paNa A garabaDa ThaMDA kalejAmAM che. A garabaDanI asahya mUMjhavaNa thaI jAya to raMga jAme. tame je cho, kharekhara je cho, ene jANIne svIkAro ane kharekhara tame je cho, e na pakaDAya tyAM sudhI kharekhara zuM cho? enI zodha karo. sadguru sAthe eTale saddagurunI cetanA sAtheno evo abheda anubhava sAdhaka mATe anivArya che. te pachI ja enI cetanAnuM udghATana thAya che. TITLTLTLT, L pUjA e bAhya dharma che, pUjyanA jevuM jIvana banAvavuM e AMtaradharma che. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --- - - rasathI viMdhAyeluM tAMbu suvarNa bane che tema bhaktirasathI viMdhAyelo AtmA paramAtmA bane che. - --- - - - - - - --- - - - - - - -- - - - - -- paramArtha mATenI tIvra jhaMkhanA jAgavAthI maLazuddhi thAya che ne samyapha puruSArthathI tathA prakAranI aMdara avasthA pragaTe che. Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - -- - - -- - samarpaNa Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa kharekhara evuM che ke jayAre ziSyanI cetanA gurunI cetanA sAthe saMvAda sthApI le che, ne cetanA vilIna thAya che, tyAre e cetanA eka parama tRpti anubhave che. hRdaya tadna zAMta bane che. samAdhAna anubhave che. savAla rahyo buddhino. buddhinA prazno UbhA thAya tyAre paNa cetanA jenAmAM vilIna thaI che enA taraphathI samAdhAna maLatuM hoya to buddhi paNa zAMta thAya che. 84 A eka judI ja avasthA che. e avasthAmAM citta kaMI khoje nahIM. kAraNa atRpti nathI, tRpti che. A upekSA nathI ane dila to eka ja ThekANe Thare e ja anivArya. 85 dhyAna mATeno ApaNo prayatna kRpA vagara saphaLa thaI zakato nathI. sAdhaka game teTaluM mathe, mahenata kare ane prayatno kare paNa nigUDha evuM je parama tattva je sadgurunI parama kRpA vagara pragaTa thaI zakatuM nathI. sadgurunI kRpA saMpUrNapaNe to ja Utare jo ziSyamAM parama AdhInatA Ave. (86) AMtarika avasthA pragaTa thAya tyAre bolavuM, cAlavuM, lakhavuM, khAvuM, UMghavuM, pharavuM, besavuM, UThavuM kAMI paNa gamatuM nathI. upayoga tattvamAM DUbelo ne DUbelo ja raheto hoya che. AMkha ughADavI paNa gamatI nathI hotI. kRpA mAgavAthI maLatI nathI, ane vAraMvAra kRpA mAgavAnI jarUra paNa nathI. kRpAnI dhArA sat pAtramAM sahajapaNe vahe che. sat pAtranuM eka mAtra lakSaNa che 'sarvatobhAvathI cetanAnuM saMpUrNa samagra samarpaNa'. A samarpaNa bhAva je anubhave che ene kRpAnA sAgaramAM mahAlavAnuM thAya che. pachI ene koI jAtanI ciMtA karavAnI rahetI nathI. mokSa to enI hatheLImAM che. 74 pAtramAM sat pAtratA hoya, tAlAvelI hoya, talasATa hoya, jhaMkhanA hoya, to paNa e mArgano parama puruSArtha karavAno ja rahe che. tamane mArga maLyo che. yathArtha mArga je che, jevo che tevo ame tamane jaNAvyo che ne jaNAvIzuM emAM nizciMta rahejo. Asakitao ane vAsanAonA DhagalA sAme zuM karavA jovuM paDe ? sUryanA tApamAM barapha ogaLe tema caitanyanA prakhara tApamAM vAsanAonA DhagalA ogaLI jAya che. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa samaja pachInuM bIjuM sAdhana che gurunI AjJA. paNa jIvane guruAjJA paNa kaThaNa paDavAnI kAraNa guru kaMI lazkarI amaladAra nathI. guru to premanI mUrti che. emAM ziSya potAnA ahaMne ogALavo paDe; ne parama premane anubhavavo paDe, to guru AjJAnuM sahaja pAlana thAya. sahaja rIte eTale tarka vagara, vikalpa vagara, vicAra vagara, pratikAra vagara, avejImAM kaMI vikalpa mAgyA vagara AjJApAlana thAya te. kharekhara to samaja prema pragaTa thavA detI nathI. prema to hRdayamAM pragaTe che, hRdayano vikAsa che. samaja to magajamAM janme che. e buddhino khela che. paraMtu samaja ane prema sAthe pragaTe e to sarvottama che. ane e jene thAya te ja kharo ziSya che. huM panna nathI lakhI zakato enuM duHkha tamArA manamAM che. jJAnI puruSo bole che, lakhe che tyAre ghaNuM badhuM Ape che. paNa jayAre nathI bolatA, nathI lakhatA tyAre sarvathI adhika Ape che. kAraNa jagatanA dhULa sAdhanone maryAdA che, sImA che. jayAre bhAvanI sRSTimAM maryAdA nathI, sImA nathI. e sRSTi amaryAdita che, asIma che, virATa che. je kAMI prApta karavAnuM che e jIvane prApta ja che. prAptanuM vismaraNa e ja moTI bhUla che ane dazya sAthenI tAdAbhya buddhi e ja duHkhanuM mULa che- dazyane jotAM jotAM draSTA na rahyo ane dazya sAthe ekatA buddhi karI e draSTAne je kSaNe samajAyate kSaNathI ja draSTA che. draSTA to jayAre dazya sAthe tanmaya bane che tyAre paNa e pUrNa che, akhaMDa che. ane dazyathI jayAre bhedajJAna kare che tyAre paNa draSTA to pUrNa che. akhaMDa che. paNa dazya sAthe draSTAnI tanmaya avasthAmAM AnaMda nathI, samAdhAna nathI, nirupAdhitA nathI, prasAda nathI, prasannatA nathI. tyAM duHkha che, viSAda che, azAnti che. e svabhAvagata nathI, ajJAnagata che, tyAre paNa e akhaMDa AnaMdano sAgara che. paNa tAdAbhya buddhino avarodha AnaMdane pragaTa thavA deto nathI. jayAre e paDado dUra thAya che tyAre aMdarathI e AnaMdano pravAha vahe che. saddaguru jayAre zabdono Azraya choDe che tyAre e ziSyanI upekSA kare che ema nathI. ziSyane bhUlI gayA che ema nahIM. enI aMtarasRSTimAM pravezI e AvaraNane dUra karavAnuM kAma kare che. kharekhara e AvaraNane dUra karatA nathI, AvaraNa dUra thAya che. sUryanI garamIthI barapha ogaLI jAya che, agninA tApathI mAkhaNa ogaLI jAya 7pa Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa che tyAre vyavahAramAM ema kahevAya che ke agnithI mAkhaNa pIgaLyuM che, e to nimitta -naimittika saMbaMdha che. kartA-karmano saMbaMdha nathI. paNa ziSya to gurune, sadgurune nimitta nathI mAnato, kartA mAne che. sadaguru kartA nathI paNa nimitta ja che. A ziSyanI spaSTa samaja che, paNa bhAvano pracaMDa pravAha evo che ke jethI e saddagurumAM kartutvanuM AropaNa kare che. ziSyane saddaguruno svIkAra spaSTa che. samaja spaSTa che. paNa e jJAnanI dhArAmAM che. buddhinA vizleSaNamAM che. jayAre bhAvanI dhArAmAM eno anubhava judo che. tyAM bhakita pragaTa thAya che, samarpaNano bhAva pragaTa thAya che, AjJApAlananI avasthA Ave che. ziSya jIvaMta pratimA hovA chatAM e upakaraNa banI jAya che. (8) samarpaNa eTale zuM? potAnuM samagra astitva parama astitvamAM vilIna thaI jAya. vyakita rahe paNa vyaktitva nahIM. vyakti virATamAM bhaLI jAya. juduM astitva kharuM paNa juduM vyakitatva nahIM. e avasthAmAM konuM dhyAna ne kono japa? A parama premanI avasthA che. vairAgyanuM phUla jJAnanA choDa upara khIlavuM joIe ke je choDe premano rasa pIdhelo hoya. vairAgyano artha hRdayanyatA ke jaDatAnahIM. hRdayanI saMvedanazIlatA jaLavAvI joIe. eka vakhata sakala jIvarAzI pratye parama prema anubhavyA bAda vItarAga dizAmAM javAze. premanI ghaTanAmAM Ayojana nathI, prayojana nathI, prAgaTya che. buddhimAM Ayojana che, prayojana che, gaNita che. hRdayanA premamAM svIkAra sAthe samarpaNa che. jayAM goThavaNa nathI, Ayojana nathI, daihika saMbaMdha nathI ane padArthanI apekSA nathI, chatAM hRdayano nItarato bhAva enuM ja nAma prema. bolakhANa vagara oLakhANa nahIM thAya, bolakhANa eTale bole evI khANa eTale jIvaMta, pragaTa saddaguru 16 Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna maMtra japa Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna-patra japa 90) dhyAnamAM jayAre cetanA Utare che tyAre aMdara eka rasAyaNika prakriyA thAya che. AtmapradezonI sAthe je kAmaNa vargaNAnA paramANuo coMTayA che, e paramANuomAMthI snigdha sparza banato jAya che. arthAt e paramANuomAM je cIkAza che, te cIkAza baLatI jAya che. cIkAza baLavAnA kAraNe paramANuomAM Atmapradezo sAthe coMTI rahevAnI zakita naSTa thAya che. bIjI bAju paramANuomAM snigdha rasa, cIkAza utpanna thAya temAM nimitta rUpa je bhAva, e bhAva dhyAnamAM thaI zakto nathI. pariNAme paramANuo khare che ane Atmapradezo nirmaLa banatA jAya che. e sAcA arthamAM zuddha thAya che. mATe dhyAnane agni kahyo che. agni prajvalita thAya che tyAre jema maLa baLI jAya che tema dhyAna agni cIkAzane khatama kare che. dhyAnamAM to Atmapradezo niSkapa bane che. AtmapradezonuM niSkapa rahevuM e ja dhyAnanuM zreSTha pariNAma che. dhyAna eTale niSkapa kaMpa rahita, spaMdana rahita avasthA. e ja sAcA arthamAM akriya avasthA che. A AtmapradezonuM kaMpana na thAya te akaMpa avasthA Ave e ja zukala dhyAnanI ghaTanA che. akaMpa avasthA-AtmapradezonI akaMpa avasthA e ja zukala dhyAnanuM hRdaya che. mATe dhyAnanI tamAma prakriyAo A lakSya thavI joIe. pariNAma - adhyavasAya - bhAva e ja kaMpamAM nimitta che. te te vartamAnakALanuM udaya karma e ja bhAvamAM nimitta che ane e udaya tarapha DhaLavuM e ja adhyavasAya athavA pariNAma che. dhyAnamAM cetanA caitanyamAM sthira thAya che. A sthiratA cetanAnI, caitanyamAM sthiratA e ja sparza che, e ja anubhUti che, e ja saMvedana che. mATe cetanA e tarapha DhaLe, DhaLe eTale udayakarmamAM joDANa thatuM nathI, pariNAme joDANa pachInI tamAma prakriyA rada thAya che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa rivarsa thaIne, pAchA pharIne paramANuomAM rahelI cIkAza na thavAnA kAraNe paramANuo khare che. A kSaraNe-kharavApaNuM e ghaTanA zukala dhyAnanuM hRdaya che. dhyAnamAM cetanA UMDI Utare e mATe sAta bAbatothI sauthI pahelA mukata banavuM paDaze (1) bahu pramAdavALI caryA - apadhyAna (ra) viSaya lolupatA (3) kAluSyatA - kaluSita bhAvo (4) para paritApa - parapIDana (pa) paraparivAda - niMdA (6) IndriyonI AdhInatA (7) bina jarUrI zubhakAryamAM javuM. A sAta bAbato chUTe to ja cetanA dhyAnamAM UtarI zake. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAta-matra japa ApaNuM mana dhyAnamAM javA taiyAra nathI. kAraNa dhyAnamAM mananuM mRtyu che, mana mare che, mana rahI zakatuM nathI. manane kAma nathI maLatuM. mananuM jIvana che vicAra, vikalpa, vRtti, vicAra, vikalpa, vRtti vagaranI cetanAnI jAgRta avasthA te dhyAna. e mATe ApaNuM rUDha mana taiyAra nathI. mana Teva mATe, Adata mATe, punarAvRtti mATe, bhinna bhinna jAtanI kriyA mATe taiyAra che. kAraNa A badhAmAM mana rahI zake che. mananuM astitva TakI zake che. mATe maMtra, pUjA, pATha, nAdazravaNa, prANAyAma tarapha mana DhaLe che. dhyAna mATe mana taiyAra nathI. dhyAnamAM gayA vagara nahIM cAle. Atma anubhava pachI dhyAna nathI, kAraNa dhyAna sAdhana che. anubhava pachI jeno anubhava thayo che emAM ramaNatA hoya. paNa sAthe karmaudayanI dhArA paNa che. jJAnI e dhArAmAM joDAto nathI. jue che, jANe che paNa joDAto nathI. e dhArAmAM upayoga jAya che kharo paNa jJAna e upayogane TakavA detuM nathI ane upayoga svabhAva tarapha vaLe che. e gALAmAM dhyAna che. dhyAna sAdhana tarIke, paNa Atma anubhava pachI dhyAna karavAnuM rahetuM nathI; dhyAna rahe che. paryAyanI dhArA che paNa paryAya konI? dravyanI. guNanI dhArA che paNa guNa konA? dravyanA. eTale dhArA to paryAya, guNa vaTAvI dravyamAM ja Thare. mRtyu paNa bodhaprada prasaMga che. dehamAM AtmA AvIne vase che, ene nimitta banAvI rAgadveSa kare che. karmanI paraMparA vadhAre che, kAM to rAga dveSano kSaya kare che ne karmanI paraMparA toDe che. je karmanI paraMparA toDavAmAM dehane nimitta banAve che. e ja kharekhara dehanuM mUlya jANe che. ema kahevAya. janma, vyAdhi, jarA, mRtyu dehanI A svAbhAvika avasthAo che. ene aMdara rahelo jue che, paNa jotAM na AvaDe to harSane zoka kare che. jotAM AvaDe to sAkSIbhAve taTastha rahe che. kaSAya maMdatA thaI hoya to paNa AtmAnA vikAsa mATe avasara banI zake, paNa e pAchA tIvra paNa thAya, paNa kaSAyanI prakRti khasI jAya e mahattvanuM che. cetanAnA aMzo khUlatA nathI tyAM sudhI sAdhanA adhUrI che. paNa emAM eka gUDha 79 Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthAna-patra japa rahasya che. AtmAnA ATha rUcaka pradezo to sadAya khullA che, nirAvaraNa che, AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradezomAMthI AThacaka pradeza svabhAve ja kAyama nirmaLa che. eTale cetanAno e aMza khullo che ja e mATe tamArA puruSArthanI jarUra nathI paNa je aMza khullo che ene dhyeya banAvavAmAM Ave, eTale cetanAno upayoga emAM DhALavAmAM Ave to bAkInA pradezo khullA thatA jAya. nirAvaraNa pradezomAM cetanAno upayoga Thare e ja dhyAna che, ane e ja dhyAna AvaraNane bhedIne bAkInA pradezone khullA kare che. eTale je aMza ughADo che ene lakSamAM laIne Akho aMzI che ane e evo ja nirAvaraNa che, evI zraddhA karI, ughADA aMzamAM cetanA ramatI thAya to dhyAnanI eka gUDha prakriyA banI jAya ane e dhyAna ja AvaraNane toDavAnuM kAma kare. eTale svabhAvamAM pariNamavAno to pUrNa avasara che ja. A na samajAya tyAM sudhI bahirmukha avasthA rahevAnI. vicAranA baLa upara sAdhanA nahi thAya, e baLa koI zAzvata baLa nathI. zraddhAnA baLa upara ja sAdhanA thAya. zraddhA eTale darzana, darzana eTale jonArane jovo. jonArane jovAnuM banI jAya to ja zraddhA thAya. e zraddhA akhUTa baLa che, divya baLa che. e baLe ja jIva sAdhanAmAM TakavAno. vaicArika baLa to tUTavAnuM ja ane jIva pahelAM jayAM hato, je joyuM hatuM, jayAM ramyo hato tyAM ja pahoMcI javAno, kAraNa e joyuM che. jANyuM che, paricita che, anubhavyuM che eTale e tarapha ja DhaLavAno. vicAra e tAMtaNo che paNa tame jAgRta ho to ja e tAMtaNAne pakaDI zako ne? jo A tAMtaNo pakaDAya to vyavahAranA kAmo thaze, paNa bahu UMDI vAta to e che ke vyavahAramAM jayAre, jema, je rIte thavAnuM hoya tema thAya che e badhuM niyata che, enI racanA thaI cUkI che, e racanA krame krame pragaTa thAya che eTaluM ja. ane e racanA vakhate tamAre je pATha bhajavavAno che, karma karavAnuM che, e tame karavAnA, emAM bhaLavuM na bhaLavuM prazna ja kayAM che? paNa aMdaramAM Asakita che, ahaMkAra che, ajJAna che, racanA viSe abhAna che mATe udhAmA che. vicAra, yojanA, Ayojana, kriyA badhuM ja thAya, paNa atala UMDANamAMthI eka dhvani Avato hoya che jema thavAnuM hoya che tema thavAnuM che mATe pakaDa rAkhyA vinA tuM cAlyo jA" eTale vyavahAranAM kAmo pUrA thaze to paNa e aMdara DUbaze to nahIM ja. jIvanamAM sAdhanA mATe gurunI jarUra che ane che ja. jIvanamAM sadguru jene maLyA ene badhuM ja maLyuM, mokSa maLyo. ane sadguru jene nathI maLyA ene kaMI ja nathI maLyuM. mATe ja gurunI sevA bhakita karatAM AjJAnuM mahattva che. prasaMga vyavahArano hoya 80 Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke sAdhanAno, guru AjJA mukhya bane to sAdhakane kayAMya aTakavAno bhaya nahIM. kAraNa gurunI AjJA mULabhUta tattvane pakaDIne haze. jIva ghara tarapha vaLe ne bahAra na jAya, evI ja e AjJA haze. paNa jIvane bahAra javuM che ne guru pAse saMmati mAgavI che, guru na Ape tyAM ja saMgharSa Ubho thAya. guru dUra ho ke najIka, jayAM sudhI tamArI cetanA guruno saMpUrNa svIkAra kare che eTale pUrNa prema che tyAM sudhI jagatanuM koI paNa baLa tamane kayAMya kheMcI nahIM zake, kAraNa jatAM pahelA gurunI AjJA joIe, mATe ziSya zvAsa levo te paNa guru AjJAthI ja. kevI AzcaryakAraka vAta. zvAsanI kriyA kSaNe kSaNe thAya ane gurune pUche huM zvAsa lauM? to to gurune paNa muzkelI thAya, paNa rahasya juduM che. guru tamane eka hada sudhI javA de che ane jayAre e rekhA Ave che tyAre roke che, paNa tamAre satata guru sAthe joDAyelA rahevuM paDe. 4 tA. 21--1979 bhAI, vAto game teTalI karIe, sAMbhaLIe, jANIe paNa enAthI svAnubhava na thAya. svAnubhava vinA AnaMda na thAya. aMdarathI pragaTelo AnaMda duHkha, viSAda, azAMtine dUra karaze. svAnubhavanI kaLI dhyAnamAM khIle che. dhyAnanI sthiratA jarUra Avaze. jene dhyAna vagara kayAMya gamatuM nathI ne cittanuM lakSya satata dhyAna tarapha ja rahe che e citta ja dhyAnamAM UtarI zakaze. dhyAnamAM sthiratA thatI nathI evo niSedhaka bhAva have zuM karavA poSo cho? aMtaranI divya dhArA UThe che e UThatI dhArAmAM samagrapaNe vaho. e dhArAmAM evA paripUrNa DUbo ke jethI tamAma taita bheda maTI jAya. vikalpo ne kaSAyo bicArA doDAdoDa kare che, eTalA mATe ke have ghara khAlI karavuM paDaze. have javuM paDaze. vAraMvAra mAlikanI najara sAme tare che, eTalA mATe ke mAlika jarA sAme jue ane atyaMta jUno, gADha saMbaMdha yAda karIne ema kahe ke raho, raho, huM nahIM kADhI mUkuM. evI dayA jene jJAnIo "mohadayA kahe che, e UThe. A mohadayA moha karatAM bhUMDI che. e dayA na lAvazo ane emane mahattva na Apazo to e javAnA ja. mUlya tUTI jAya pachI e bhAva na rahe. 81. Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAta-vatra japa bhAI, mArga spaSTa che, ane e parama tattva paNa atispaSTa che. vAraMvAra eka vicAra karo cho, anubhava thato nathI, dhyAnamAM cetanA DhaLatI nathI ane saMsAranI pravRttiomAM citta coMTatuM nathI. paNa mAtra vicArathI zuM thaze? e mATe nitya sAdhanAnI jarUra che. pUrI samaja e zreSTha sAdhana che. vastusthiti jevI che tevI, te ja pramANe pUrI samaja prApta thAya, e kSaNe ja cittamAM samULagu rUpAMtara thAya. e ja kSaNe cittano pravAha badalAI ja jAya, pUrI samajamAM e baLa rahyuM che. vitarAga mArganI ArAdhanAmAM samyagrajJAna upara bhAra nathI, samyagdarzana upara bhAra che. samyaga-darzana eTale parama tattvanA anubhavanI kSamatA. kSamatA eTale (kepesITI) jIvanI yogyatA e mATe ja sAdhana. yogyatAne pragaTa karavA mATe ja sAdhana. sAdhanano bIjo koI artha nathI, hetu nathI ane jarUra paNa nathI. aMtaranI yogyatA pragaTe eTale anubhava thAya. roja dhyAna sAdhana ane sapuruSanA vacananuM ArAdhana e anivArya che, ane A karavuM ja paDaze emAM koI vikalpa nathI. jayAre je sthitimAM thAya te sthitimAM te karavuM ja rahayuM. mAtra viSAda kAmano nahIM, samyapha puruSArtha paNa jarUrI che. bhAI, A to karavuM paDe, karavuM ja paDe, karyA vagara na cAle. karyA pachI ema thaze ke are ! A to gharamAM vastu hatI ane kema na jaDI! khoLavI paDe. nirAzA khaMkherI nAkho ane nitya sAdhanAno prAraMbha karo. tA. rapa-6-1984. jaDa padArtho saMbaMdhI koI paNa jAtanI IcchAo na hoya. paNa e pUratuM nathI. svabhAvanI anubhUti na thAya tyAM sudhI satata puruSArtha karavAno rahe che. hAla saMpUrNa nivRtti maLe tevI zakyatA nathI. chatAM pravRtti vacce nivRttino gALo kADhavo ja rahyo. dhyAnano aMkura to phUTI gayo che; paNa e aMkurane navapallavita rAkhavAnI jarUra che. A saMbaMdhI viSAda karyA vagara game te rIte samaya prApta karI dhyAnamAM javAnuM rAkhazo. saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanA vizeSatApUrvaka ane parama AnaMdapUrvaka thaI hatI, 82 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAtatra 5 tamane khamAvuM chuM. eka vakhata samagra daSTine aMtara tarapha vALavI paDaze. pUrNa daSTi prApta karyA sivAya saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale doSa dekhAze. saMsArano artha ja e che ke dharma karanAra vyakita jayAre samaja rahita hoya che, tyAre enA dharmamAM prANa nathI hoto. bhAvanuM kendrahRdaya che, jo hRdaya marI gayuM hoya to bhAvane pragaTa thavAno avasara kayAM rahyo? ane jayAM bhAva nathI tyAM koIpaNa kriyA hoya, bhoganI ke yoganI te nIrasa bane che. Aje jIvana nIrasa che. ane jayAM bhAva nathI tyAM AnaMda kevI rIte pragaTe? samaja ane saMskAra vacce satata saMgharSa cAle che. jJAna thatAM saMgharSa TaLI jAya che. jJAnanuM e sAmarthya che, e saMgharSamAMthI mukta kare che. samaja ane jJAna vacce maulika bheda che, samaja che tyAM bheda che, vaMdu che. jJAnamAM bheda nathI ne vaMdva nathI. tyAM nirbaddha avasthA che. jJAna dazAmAM saMskAro kAma kare che paNa jJAnInI cetanA upara hoya che, e saMskArathI dabAtI nathI. viSayo tarapha jotAM zarama Ave che ane jenAthI zarama thAya che e tarapha kheMcANa paNa thAya che. samaja che enA kAraNe zarama Ave che ne saMskAra che enA kAraNe kheMcANa thAya che. eka trIjI vAta che samajathI ane saMskArathI je judo che enAmAM Thare to banne TaLI jAya. draSTA banI jatAM banne TaLI jAya che. samaja jayAre jJAnamAM pariNamaze tyAre saMskAronI upara cetanA jaze. zarIra sAdhana che e vAta nizcita paNa saMkalpa zarIrane baLa Ape che. aMdarano daDha saMkalpa joIe to zarIra DIsTarba nahIM kare. dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre zarIra taiyAra thAya ja. zarIra taiyAra thAya tyAre dhyAna thaI zakaze e vAta zarIranA hAthamAM gaI. dhyAna karavuM hoya tyAre zarIra taiyAra thaI jAya e tamArA hAthanI vAta che eTale zarIranA tarapha rAha jovAnI rahetI nathI. dhyAna dhyAtAne karavAnuM che. dhyAtA cetana che, e zarIramAM che paNa enI avasthA zarIrathI judI che. zarIra sAthe enI avasthAne koI saMbaMdha nathI eTale baLa pragaTaze. prema ja jIvananuM amRta che. premanA amRtano paricaya ocho che mATe premanuM mahattva samajAtuM nathI. rAga, sneha, sadUbhAva, vAtsalya e badhA karatAM prema zreSTha che. sapuruSa pratye parama prema pragaTI jAya pachI ene koI sAdhanAnI jarUra nathI. Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dazAhaba 5 vicAro Ave che mATe zuM karavuM? vicAra Ave che ne? vicAra paNa adhakacaro na karo. vicArane paNa adhakacaro na juo. pazcAtApa paNa adhakacaro nakaro. ToTala samagrapaNe karo; A tamane yathArtha samajavAmAM eTalA mATe agharuM paDe che ke tamArA manane kaMIka karavAnuM joIe che, manane samajavAnI prakriyA agharI paDe che, kAraNa karavAmAM tame jaDatA pUrvaka karI zako paNa vicAravAmAM, jovAmAM pratyeka paLanI jAgRti joIe. mATe dhyAna agharAmAM agharuM che. stotrapATha, maMtrajApa, prANAyama sahelA che. kAraNa enAthI TevAI zakAya che, e hebITa banI zake che. dhyAna e Teva nathI, Adata nathI, e tamArI gerahAjarImAM nahi thaI zake. tyAM pratyeka paLe tamAre hAjara rahevuM paDe che. kriyAmAM tamArI gerahAjarI cAle, dhyAnamAM na cAle. vicAro sArA ke kharAba Ave che ne? sahuthI prathama e vicArone saMpUrNapaNe UMDANathI samagrapaNe paNa taTasthapaNe jovA, vicArone vicAronI pAse rahIne barAbara jovA. vicAra kharAbamAM kharAba che ne? kharAba vicArane enI parAkASThAe pahoMcavA do, paNa tame e vicArone pUrA juo. vicArone AvavA do. AvavA devA paNa vicAra karavA nahIM. A mahattvanI vAta che. tame vicArone AvavA nathI detA paNa karo cho. e nathI karavA eTale tamAre jovA, jonAra banavuM. vicAra karavAthI karmabaMdha thAya che. paNa vicArone na karavAthI ane vicArone AvavA devAthI ane AvatA vicArone mAtra jovAthI karma nirjarA thAya che. bahu gaMbhIra vAta che. vicAra UThe che te sakAraNa che, vicAra karo cho te bhUla che. 100) tamAma pravRttio karavAnI pAchaLa karanAranI eka mAtra khoja che, ane te AnaMdanI. tamAma kSetre virATa pravRtti karavA chatAM e AnaMdano AsvAda cAkhI zakayA nathI. enA uparathI ema lAge che ke AnaMdanuM kendra jene mAnIne doDI rahyA chIe e sAcuM kendranathI. to zuM AnaMda bhrama che? nA nA, AnaMda to svabhAva che, paNa enuM kendra juduM che. e kendra che astitva eTale parama caitanya. to e kendra tarapha gati karavI. paridhi uparathI kendra tarapha javuM ane e ja prakriyAne dhyAna kahevAya. e dhyAna dvArA paridhi uparathI kendramAM jaI zakAya che. A karyA sivAya mAnavajAta Tharaze nahIM, evuM 84 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAta-maMtra japa anubhavuM chuM. zAMti mATeno pahelo upAya e che ke tame azAMta cho? e azAMtinI tIvra vedanA tamArAmAM che? azAMtinI asahya vyathA tame anubhavo cho? jo hA, to tamAre sahuthI prathama e cittanI azAMtine pUrepUrI samagra rIte samajavI paDaze. azAMtine pUrI samajo eTale tamane azAMtinA kAraNo samajAze. azAMtinAM kAraNo dUra thAya to zAMti sahaja che. azAMtinuM mULabhUta kAraNa eka ja che, ane te vikAro. vikArano artha svarUpa taraphathI khasIne bahAramAM AnaMdanI zodha. enuM kAraNa che ajJAna. to vikAro je paLe zAMta thaze te ja paLe zAMti. to zAMtino upAya vikArone dUra karavA. vikAro dUra to ja thAya ke jayAre nirvikAra caitanya svarUpano anubhava thAya. e anubhava dhyAnamAM thAya. mATe dhyAnamAM UtaravuM paDe. rucaka pradeza caka eTale nirmaLa, zuddha, nirAvaraNa. AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradezo che temAM A ATha rucaka pradezo sivAya badhA ja avarAyelA che. A ATha rucaka pradezo upara AvaraNa thaI zakatuM nathI. e barAbara zarIranA madhyabhAgamAM che. e nAbhi kendramAM mATe A nirAvaraNa pradezonuM dhyAna karavAthI jabAkInA pradezo uparanuM AvaraNa khasavA lAge che. eTale nirAvaraNamAM upayoga javAthI, dhyAna thavAthI bAkInA pradezo uparathI karmamaLa khasavA lAge che. mATe rucaka pradezonuM ja dhyAna karavuM. enuM ghara nAbhi che. mATe nAbhinuM dhyAna karavuM. kAraNa ke e ja saMparkanuM sthaLa che. A nAbhidhyAnanuM rahasya che. atyaMta dhIrajathI A prakriyA karavAthI abhuta anubhava thAya che. zukaladhyAnanuM A AMgaNuM che. (1 ) tA. 23-6-1984. jaDa padArtho saMbaMdhI koI paNa jAtanI IcchAo na hoya paNa e pUratuM nathI. svabhAvanI anubhUti na thAya tyAM sudhI satata puruSArtha karavAno rahe che. dhyAnanA 5. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAta-maMtra japa phUTelA aMkurane navapallavita rAkhavAnI jarUra che. viSAda vagara samaya kADhI dhyAnamAM javAnuM rAkhavuM jarUrI che. 6 07 tA. 4-1-1986 sukhaduHkha sahana karavAnI kaLA titikSAthI prApta thAya che. eno prAraMbha prakRti sAthe saMvAdathI thAya che. mATe ja zAstromAM kahayuM che ke zItoSNa avasthAmAM prakRtinI viSamatA dekhAtI hoya che, tyAre paNa cittamAM samatA hoya. sukhapUrvaka jIvana jIvavAnI A cAvI che. jIvanamAM eka paNa kSaNano pramAda karavA jevo nathI. jene AtmAnI anubhUti karavI che. teNe satata jAgRtapaNe puruSArtha karavo ja rahyo. e mATe dhyAna jevuM bIjuM koI zreSTha sAdhana nathI. 105 106 japa karanAre sahuthI pahelA potAnA manane pUchavuM ke japa zA mATe karavA che? ane pachI mane zuM kahe che te taTasthatAthI sAMbhaLavuM ane emAM saMsAra poSaNano koI paNa maMda dhvani UThato hoya to manane kahevuM re mana! hajI tane bahAramAM rahevuM che? saMsAramAM ja ramavuM che? manamAM ema thAya ke japa anya kazA mATe nahIM mAtra manane zAMta karavA mATe ja, tyAre koI paNa maMtra asara karaze, te pahelA nahIM. (10) maMtra kevI rIte japavo? satata eka ja maMtra japavo. vAraMvAra maMtra badalavAthI maMtramAM caitanya pragaTatuM nathI, badhA maMtro cetanA vagaranA banI jAya che. ghaNA maMtra japavA nukasAnakAraka. maMtra japa karatAM dhyAnanuM lakSa rAkhavuM ne maMtra japu karatAM dhyAnamAM javAya to DUbI javuM. (107) maMtra ISTanI upAsanA mATe che. ISTa eTale ArAdhya deva. deva rAgathI, dveSathI, mohathI, ajJAnathI mukata che. mukta ja hovA ghaTe e ja ISTa. e ISTa be, cAra ke aneka na hoya, ISTa eka ja hoya. jema satI strIne pati eka ja hoya, tema upAsakane ISTa eka ja hoya ane upAsaka samagra bhAvathI, samagra zakitathI ISTanI upAsanA kare. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAta-matra 5 ISTanI upAsanA ISTa jevA thavA mATe che. je ISTanI upAsanA karazo, tame enA jevA thazo. mATe ISTane varavAmAM, pasaMda karavAmAM viveka joIe. arihaMta tattva nirAkAra che, nirguNa che. enI upAsanA atyaMta kaThina che. bhagavAna mahAvIra, pArzvanAtha Adi sAkAra svarUpa che. e ja upAya che. e ja upAsya ane e upAsyanI sAthe cetanAne tadAkAra karavA mATe eka ja maMtra. ISTa sAthe cetanA tadAkAra bane tyAre maMtra siddha thayo kahevAya mATe eka ja ISTa ane eka ja maMtra sAdhanAmAM anivArya che. sAdhakanuM citta zAMta, prazAMta, dhIra, gaMbhIra ane samatola hovuM joIe. to ja sAdhanA thAya. * zuddha Atmatattva bhaktine pAtra che, malina Atmatattva maitrIne pAtra che ane jaDa padArtho anAsaktine pAtra che. ********* * prabhu pratye prema pragaTa thayA pachI temanuM smaraNa e ja japa che. * *** *** cittanI pravRtti athavA cittanuM karma e vicAra che. cittanuM karma ghaTavuM joIe eTale ke vicAranuM vartuLa nAnuM thavuM joIe. to cittane ArAma maLe ane e vizrAma dhyAna mATe jarUrI che. ********* ekAgratA mananI avasthA che. dhyAna cetananI avasthA che. dhyAnamAM citta vilaya pAmatuM jAya che. ekAgratAmAM mananI vikSiptatA TaLatI jAya che. cittano vilaya e ja sAcI avasthA che. - - - - Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ L1000doooooooooooooo00000000000000000000000000000000000000 N 0 000000ooooooooooo0000000ocit Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praDIe Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka tA. 29-12-1981 svabhAvamAM DhaLavuM ane svabhAvamAM ramavuM e ja parama puruSArtha che. vibhAvathI svabhAva tarapha vaLavuM e jIvananI asAdhAraNa ghaTanA che. ane e jIvanamAM ghaTI zakaze. upayogane satata svarUpa tarapha rAkhavAthI upayoga svarUpamAM DhaLI jAya che. sthULa bhUmikA uparanI tamAma pravRtti karavA chatAM upayoga svarUpa tarapha DhaLelo rahe e sAdhanAnI cAvI che. guru satata e ja guMjana kare che "svarUpamAM jA, svarUpamAM jA" bhAI, gurunI dRSTi caitanya para che. enI daSTi sAthe daSTi sthira karavAthI daSTi caitanyamAM DhaLe che. guru pratyeno parama prema ja dRSTine svarUpamAM DhALe che. 10 zvAsa upara dhyAna jaze eTale e kSaNe vicAra tUTaze. pachI chello vicAra, zvAsa uparanuM dhyAna, e paNa vicAra che. e vicAra paNa tUTaze. e vicAra tUTatAM ja aMtarasparza thaze ane anubhavanA dvAra UghaDaze. Atmika sukha ane bhautika sukhanI tulanA na thAya. paNa Atmika sukhano anubhava nathI. bhautika sukhano anubhava che. eTale bhautika sukha karatAM e sukha zreSTha che evuM samajAvavuM paDe. kharI vAta e che ke sukha be prakAranAM nathI. bhautika sukha che ja nahIM, hoI zake nahIM. bhautika eTale paMcamahAbhUtamAM sukha nathI. sukha to Atmika ja che. paNa jyAre e sukhanI abhivyakti bhautika mAdhyama dvArA thAya tyAre bhautika kahevAya. asalamAM e sukhano pravAha vahe che AtmAmAMthI. to bhautika padArthonA viSayomAM sukha kema anubhavAya che? e bhrama che. sukha anubhavAya che e barAbara che. paNa e sukhanuM kendracetanA ja che. paNa e kendranuM bhAna nathI. kendra bhUlavAnA kAraNe sukha manAya che ema nathI paNa kendra khoTuM manAya che. viSayonuM sukha paNa sukha ja che. paNa sukhaviSayonuM nathI, viSayonA kendranuM nathI paNa te vakhate je sukha che te AtmAnuM ja che, paNa kendra viSayone mAne che e bhUla che. to zuM karavuM? eka sAhasa karavA jevuM che. dhyAna, maMtra jApa, stotrapATha paNa nahIM, ane anya Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka koI dhyAna paNa nahIM ne sIdhuM vRttinuM avalokana. e avasthAmAM ja sAcuM darzana thaze. tyAM sudhI sAcuM darzana nahIM thAya. eTale bIjo koI dhvani nahIM, vRttine ja bolavA do, eTale ke pragaTa thavA do tyAre kharI pakaDa Avaze. vRtti jayAMthI UThe che te kendra ane vRtti jemAM zame che te dhyAna. enuM mULa asala kendra cetana che. cetanamAM daSTi Thare to vRtti zame. A mULa prakriyA che. cetanane jovo che, kendrapakaDavuM che paNa cetana dekhAto nathI paNa vRtti dekhAya che. e vRttine jotA jAo to je kendra uparathI vRtti UThe e kendra pakaDAze. e kendravRttino AdhAra che. vRtti ane AdhAra bane judA paDe ne daSTi AdhAra tarapha jAya to vRtti vidAya le. kAraNa vRttino AdhAra, e AdhAra che. e AdhAra tarapha dRSTigaI eTale draSTA - jonAra AdhArane joze, ne AdhArane joze eTale vRtti uparathI daSTi khasaze. te ja paLe vRtti UbhI nahIM rahe, e dhyAna. arthAt vRttine sAdhana banAvyuM kendranI zodhanuM. mATe vRtti sAme laDavAnuM nathI, vRttine dabAvavAnI nathI, vRtti pAchaLa javAnuM nathI. vRtti juo, jotA jAva, jotA jAva eTale chevaTe kendra upara jazo. e kendrane pakaDo te paLe vRtti UbhI nahIM rahe. vRttine uzkeranAra nimitto vAraMvAra maLavAthI vRtti jo uzkerAye nahIM to moLI (nabaLI) paDaze, kharI paDaze. sAcI avasthA evI che ke e racanA joyA pachI paNa racanAra ja dekhAya. racanA pudgalanI thaI, paNa e racanA paNa cetananI hAjarImAM ja thaI ne! eTale pugalanI racanA jotAM jotAM chalAMga mArIne cetanane jovAnuM thAya ane e cetana huM ja e anubhava thAya. eTale pudgala sAme ughADI AMkhe jotAM jotAM pudgalanI hada kUdI javAya, ane cetanamAM javAya. eTale pudgalanI abhUta racanA jotAM jotAM jIva kUdIne dehanI pAchaLa jAya che tyAre cetana dekhAya che. cetanane jovAnI A paNa eka rIta che. '1 1 1) viSaya, kaSAyanA kacarAne ja zA mATe juo cho? e kacarAnI nIce parama zuddha nirmaLa cetana tattva paNa che. tame jonAra kacarAne ja juo cho paNa sAthe jonAra jonArane paNa jue to bIjuM ja dekhAya. - kAdavane jonAra be jaNA, eka mAtra kAdavane ja jue che ane bIjo e vakhate ja emAM nirmaLa jaLane paNa jue che. bIjo je nirmaLa jaLane jonAra haze te mATIne dUra karI pANIne joze ane pachI mATI kADhavI. pANI to che ja. 91 Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka karmabaddha avasthAmAM mukata AtmAne jozo tyAre mukta thavAnI sAdhanA thaze. eTale viSaya, kaSAyano kacaro to che paNa e jenI upara che, jenA AdhAre che ene kema jotA nathI? pahelA to jeNe AdhArane joyo che te ema kaheze ke e Avo che. e vAta lakSyamAM laI vicAranuM gholana cAle pachI te gholanamAMthI dhyAna thAya ane emAMthI anubhava thAya. muzkelI hakIkatamAM nathI, muzkelI svIkAramAM ane anubhUtimAM che. hakIkatamAM to tame na mAno tyAre paNa jaDa jaDaja che, cetana cetana ja che. paNa svIkAramAM bhUla che. bhUla vakhate paNa e banne judA che, jema che tema ja che. paNa svIkAramAM bhUla che. anubhUti bAda paNa paristhiti badalAtI nathI. banne judA ja che. phakta svIkAramAM badalAva che. pahelI vAta svIkArAya to sAdhanAnI keDI bahu ja TUMkI thAya. phakata svIkAramAM je bhUla che te ja sudhAravAnI jarUra che. paNa svIkAranI bhUla sudhAryA vagara mAtra kriyAno mArga bahu lAMbo thaI paDe, e pharato pharato svIkAra sudhI Ave. daravAjo svIkAra che. A kaLa sapuruSanI prAptimAM che. (113 AnaMdanI jhaMkhanA kyAMthI jAge che? e vicAra japAyAno vicAra che. AdhyAtma yAtrAno prAraMbha ahIMthI thAya che. A jhaMkhanA dehamAM - prANamAM - IndriyomAM UThe che? nA. tyAre manamAM ne buddhimAM UThe che? nA. enAthI para evuM koI tattva che jayAMthI A dhvani UThe che. e dhvani jayAMthI UThe che, enA mULamAM javA mATe eka lAMbI yAtrA karavI paDe che. e vikaTa che. paNa jayAre e dhvaninA mULamAM jaI zakatA nathI tyAre bahAra zodhavA jaIe chIe. ane bahAra to che zarIra, je zarIra che enA pratipakSI (vijAtIya) zarIra tarapha DhaLIne emAM AnaMdanI zodhano prAraMbha thAya che. mATe mANasa viSaya tarapha DhaLe che. ane e viSayamAM ekavAra nahIM paNa vAraMvAra javA chatAM atRpti rahe che ane rahevAnI ja, emAM samAdhAna nahIM thAya eTale A asamAdhAna punaH ApaNane jayAM chIe tyAMthI dUra javAnI vAta kare che. to kyAM javuM? eTale phera tyAM ja. eno prAraMbha jeno anubhava che tyAMthI ja karIe. anubhava che viSayano. viSayanuM sukha je maLe che emAM eka kAraNa che e pAtramAM tanmayatA. ane sukhanI anubhUti je 92 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka paLe thAya che te paLe vicAra rahita avasthA thAya che. vicAra rahita avasthAnI paLe ja emAM TocanA sukhanI anubhUti thAya che. AmAMthI eka tattva maLe che ke kharekhara sukha vicAra rahita avasthAmAM anubhavAya che. AtmAnubhava eTale zuM? anubhavano artha thAya che anubhava karanAra pote saMpUrNa pragaTa thAya eTale draSTA dazya banI jAya. jayAre draSTA dazyane mAtra jANe che ema nahIM paNa draSTAne anubhave che. eTale draSTAnA anubhavamAM avarodhaka paribaLa khasI jAya che. eTale draSTA nirAvaraNa thAya che. nirAvaraNa eTale AvaraNa rahita, AvaraNa draSTA upara nathI. draSTA to nirAvaraNa che paNa vacamAM je pratibaMdhaka, avarodhaka paribaLa che e dUra thAya che eTale draSTAnI anubhUtimAM koI bAdhA nathI rahetI, tyAre sAco anubhava thAya che ane jayAre anubhava thAya tyAre samagra akhaMDa thAya che, ene koI pramANanI jarUra nathI. paNa jayAre e anubhavane vyakta karavA jAya tyAre bhASAno Azraya kare che. vANImAM krama che, anubhava akrama che. akramano anubhava kramamAM jayAre kaheze tyAre anubhava samagra kevI rIte vANImAM Ave? mATe anubhavI je anubhave che tene kahI zakato nathI ema nathI. nathI kahetA tyAM sudhI pUrNa anubhava che paNa jayAre kahevA jAya che tyAre krama paDavAno, eTale vANImAM anubhava na Utare, chatAM na ja kahI zakAya ema nathI paNa bIjI muzkelI e che ke jenI pAse anubhavanI vAta kare che e kayAM Ubho che? 1 15 (1) bhAvanA asaMkhya prakAra che, pratyeka bhAvanI guNavattAmAM tAratamya che eTale bhAva jaghanya, madhyama, utkRSTa koTino paNa hoya. (2) bhAva ane vicAramAM aMtara che. bhAvamAM karmakSayanI ghaTanA che sAthe anubhUtino saMbaMdha che. vicAramAM ghaTanA nathI kAraNa tyAM, karmakSayanI ghaTanA nathI mATe anubhUti nathI, paNa vicAranI prakriyA paNa eka jAtanI sAdhanA jarUra che. (3) ane e sAdhanAmAM samaja ane zraddhA bhAga bhajave che. deha judo che e bhoganuM sAdhana che. duHkhano bhoga thaI rahyo che emAM nimita karma che. ane AtmA bhogavanAra nathI paNa jANanAra che. jANanAra dehathI judo che. 3 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratIka paNa A vicAra jo hoya to vedanA vacce paNa thoDI kSaNo zAnti anubhavAya. paNa e vicAranA baLe. emAM vicAranI tAkAta che. e vicAra sapuruSa pAse sat zAstro dvArA samajAyo hoya ane emAM zraddhA hoya to, dhIraja keLavI zake, dhIraja rahI zake, ane vicAranI tAkAta ane zraddhAnI tAkAta je hoya te kakSAnI dhIraja rahI zake, paNa A haju bahAranuM che. vaicArika che. eTale vicAra baLa maMda paDatAM, zraddhA baLa maMda paDatAM e anubhava maMda paDe ne vicAra baLa tUTatAM e samaja, dhIraja, zAMti kharI paDe eTale khovAI jAya. paNa bhAvanI ghaTanAmAM AvuM na bane, e vAta judI che, bhAvamAM vicAra nathI eTale bhAvanI avasthAmAM bhAvanI jatAkAta che. vicAranA baLa upara ke zraddhAnA baLa upara bhAva jIvato nathI eTale bhAvane TakAvavA mATe koI bAhya paribaLa jarUrI nathI. sat zAstra ke sadganA baLanI paNa jarUra nathI. eTale bhAvanI avasthAmAM bhAvanI ja tAkAta che. vicAranA baLa upara ke zraddhA upara bhAva jIvato nathI eTale bhAvane TakAvavA mATe koI bAhya paribaLanI jarUra nathI. sat zAstra ke saMgurunA baLanI paNa jarUra nathI. bhAva potAnI AMtarika tAkAta che. ene potAne potAnuM baLa che. kAraNa? bhAva AMtarika jIvanamAM banelI ghaTanA che. vicAra ane dhyAnanI prakriyA karatAM karatAM eTale sAdhanA karatAM karatAM jayAre cetanAno aMza, potAno svabhAvagata aMza jayAre khIle che. arthAt e aMza khIlatAM darzana mohanuM kavaca-paDala-AvaraNa tUTe che tyAre aMdaracetanAnI thatI upalabdhi te bhAva, e bhAva ene drA banAve che eTale e sAkSI banI zake. dehamAM je kAMI thAya che ene jANe che paNa A mArAmAM thatuM nathI, jonAramAM thatuM nathI ema anubhave che. e kAraNe te vakhate vicAra ke zraddhAnI koI prakriyA nathI, bahAranuM koI baLa nathI. koI prayatna nathI, jema bIjI vyakitane kaMI thAya che te tame juo cho, basa juo cho. ane tame tamArI mojamAM cho evI ghaTanA bhAvamAM ghaTe, kAraNa ke tyAM anubhUti che, jema pativratA strI ne kuzaLa niSNAta narsa banne dardI pAse UbhA che, bannenI kriyA pratikriyA bilakula judI che, narsa kare che paNa bhAva anubhUti strI kare che, narsa nahIM. mATe bhAvamAM prayatna nathI, vicitratA e ke bhAva hoya te vakhate paNa vedanAnA anubhavathI rADa pADI bese, raDato dekhAya, avAja karato dekhAya e sahana nathI karI zakato e eka kamajorI che. kAraNa cetanAnA aMzo khUlyA che kharA paNa je aMzo khUlyA che te eTaluM kAma kare 94 Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka ke ene judo rAkhe che. enA anubhavamAM deha sAthe tAdAmya nathI. ekatA buddhi nathI, judo, judo, judo, judo ja rahe che. ene spaSTa bhAna hoya che. prayatna vagaranuM bhAna hoya, e barAbara joto hoya paNa cAritra zakitanA aMzo khUlyA nathI kAraNa cAritra mohanuM paDala-AvaraNa che, eTale e baLa khUTe che. eTale deha sAthe jAya che, raDe che paNa te ja vakhate aMdara khyAla che A juduM che. huM raDuM chuM, paNa te dehAtmabuddhinA kAraNe nahIM, dehamAM thatI vedanA dehamAM rahIne sahI levAnI mArI tAkAta khIlI nathI mATe raDI javAya che paNa juduM anubhave che. jayAre vicAranI bhUmikA upara hoya ne zAMti anubhavato hoya, hasato hoya, roto na hoya, paNa aMdara ghaTanA nathI. mATe pahelA pAtramAM jayAre ghaTanA ghaTaze tyAre raurava narkamAM haze to paNa parama zAMtimAM haze. bIjuM pAtra vicAra baLa ghaTatAM khovAI jaze. (11) ApaNe zuM karavAnuM che? ApaNe AtmAnubhava, brahmAnubhava karavAno che. e anubhava deha, Indriyo, mana dvArA na thAya, mAtra vicArothI nahIM thAya, koI mata ke mAnyatAthI nahIM thAya, to zenAthI thAya? mana zAMta thAya, nirvicAra thAya to ja thAya. e avasthA dhyAnathI prApta thAya, tamAma upAyothI, prakriyAothI aMtaramAM TharavA jevuM che. paNa koIpaNa prakriyAthI, kriyAthI aMtaramAM nahIMTharAya. badhAthI upara UThIne aMtaramAM upayoga laI jaIe to ja aMtaramAM TharAya, mATe kriyAthI para, vicArathI para ane e mATe vRttiothI ne vikArothI para thavuM, pelI pAra javuM. zuM upAya? aMdaramAM zAMta rahevuM. zAMta rahevuM e bahu moTI sAdhanA che. jIvane karyA vagara cena nathI paDatuM. (1 17 anubhava kayAre thaze? tame nirNaya karazo, samyapha nirNaya karazo te ja paLe, te ja kSaNe. azAMta avasthA barAbara samajAya, pUrepUrI samajAya to azAMti TaLatI jAya. jJAnIo e yathArtha samajane ja dharmanuM bIja kahyuM che. e sakAraNa che. pariNAma mATe pahelethI nirNaya karI laIe chIe tyAre Tenzana vadhe che. kAraNa pariNAma ajJAta che, ajJAta pariNAma mATe Agraha thAya eTale bhAra vadhavAno, manamAM saMgharSa thavAno. 95 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNa dhyAna tarapha lakSya rahe che ne dhyAnamAM javAnI satata IcchA rahe che e bahu mahattvanuM che. jayAre cetanA zAMta bane che, Thare che, zItaLa bane che tyAre dhyAna tarapha cetanA vaLe che. dhyAnamAM gayA pachI kaMIpaNa nahi game, kyAreka dhyAnamAM jatAM koIne mAthAno duHkhAvo thAya evuM bane. enuM kAraNa dhyAnamAM jJAnataMtuo upara zaruAtamAM thoDo bhAra, bojo Ave che ane e sahana karavAnI kSamatA na hoya to e kAraNe duHkhAvo thAya. * kaSAyo ane vRttio pUrepUrA zamyAM nathI tyAM sudhI dekhAva to ApavAnA paNa jarA zaramAtA zaramAtAM, ema ne ema thAya ke have AnI pAse javuM ThIka nathI, paNa Ave kharAM, chatAM Take nahIM. * A thAya te pahelAM eka vakhata to samagra cetanA satpuruSa tarapha vaLe ja. e enAM premamAM taraboLa banI ja jAya, pachI cetanA saDasaDATa aMdara jAya. * sAdhanA jaldI thAya enI utAvaLa zuM karavA? sAdhaka ALasa paNa na kare ne utAvaLa paNa na kare. emAM to dhIraja ja joIe. pairyathI ja cetanA svarUpamAM Tharaze. * sapuruSanA sAnidhyanI IcchA rahe che e pUratuM nathI. paNa satpuruSa vagara eka paNa kSaNa jIvAya nahIM, evI avasthA thaze e virahanI asahya vedanAmAMthI ja kaMIka pragaTaze. *pUrA jAgrata rahevAnI jarUra che. satata je jAgrata rahe che te ja dhyAnamAM jaI zake che ane have ene kaSAyonI vikAronI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI, jAgrata rahevAnI jarUra che. jAgrata rahevAthI e TaLaze. khUba ja zAMta banazo. uzkerATa zuM karavA anubhavavo paDe? virahamAM to dhyAna tIvra thAya. tA. 14-8-1981 parama kRpALu paramAtmA karuNAnidhAna hovA chatAM sAdhakanI AkarI kasoTIo kare che, ane sAdhakane tapasvI banAve che. samatApUrvaka, zAMtipUrvaka, dhIrajapUrvaka, samAdhipUrvaka, samajaNapUrvaka sahana karavuM te tapa. * pratikULa ane viparIta prasaMgomAM dhIraja gumAvyA sivAya jAgRtipUrvaka pasAra thavuM e dhyAna che, ane AvA prasaMgo sAdhaka mATe ja Ave che. * dharmatIrtha pravartananuM divya karma thavuM joIe. cAre tarapha najara nAkhatAM ema 96. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNa thAya che ke mULa dharma, asala dharma, pAramArthika dharma haju apragaTa che, DhaMkAyelo che. e pragaTa thavo ati ati jarUrI che. e kAryamAM aneka avarodho che, dharmanA nAme je mithyA dharmo, asat dharmo pracalita thAya che e sauthI moTo avarodha che. are, avarodho to che ja, uparAMta jIvanuM sahaja valaNa dharma tarapha nathI, puNya tarapha che, bhoga tarapha che, karmakAMDa tarapha che, ane jIva mATe e atyaMta sugamache, saraLa che. "mULa tarapha vaLavuM" emAM jIva taiyAra nathI ane emAM paNa dravyAnuyoga pradhAna, dravya guNa paryAya pradhAna, dharma sAdhanA jIvane karavI nathI. e karyA vagara cAle ema ja nathI. eTale dharmatIrtha pravartananuM kArya ati kaThina che. rASTranI vyavasthA ke samAjasevA sugama che, sahelA che. aMtaranA UMDANamAM e jhaMkhanA rahe che, satata rahe che. zarIra atyaMta nabaLuM paDe che. sAme kAma virATa che. prabhu je mArga kADhe te barAbara, chevaTe to e parama sattAne jema karAvavuM haze tema ja karAvaze. aMtaranI eka mAtra A jhaMkhanA che. aMdaramAM anya koI vRtti nathI, vikAra nathI, vAsanA nathI, vihaLatA nathI, viSAda nathI, vyagratA nathI, vedanA nathI, vyathA nathI, koI prazna nathI, upAdhi nathI. mAtra A eka jhaMkhanA che. parama sattA sAme rAha joIne beThA chIe. 12) tA. 3-9-1981 tamane evuM lAgyA kare che ke amane anubhava thato nathI. bhAI! anubhavanI paLe anubhava thaze. tame utAvaLA na thAva, ne sAdhanAmAM ALasa paNa na karazo. sAdhanA to dIrghakALa karavI paDaze. saMsAranA vyavahAra prasaMgamAM cetanA bhaLatI nathI. na bhaLe, e cetanA alipta raheze. anAsakata raheze. saMsAramAM nahIM bhaLAya. eka vakhata cetanA padArthathI chUTI paDI, judI paDI, pachI parama tattvano bheTo na thAya tyAM sudhI judI ja raheze. e ja sAdhakanuM sAcu lakSaNa che. parama tattvamAM cetanA bhaLIne ja Tharaze. saMsAra to pUrvaprArabdhane AdhIna che. e ja sUtradhAra che. enA niyata karelA karma pramANe ja e cAlaze. emAM to koI vikalpanI jarUra nathI. paNa je loko vacce beThA chIe e kartAbhAvavALA che. emanI najaramAM akartA, ALasu ne bedarakAra dekhAya che. ghaNI cokasAI rAkhavAvALA paNa niyamanI bahAra jaI zakatA nathI. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka (121 e tIrthakara che. tIrthakara e upakAra saMpadA che. vizvamAM jevo upakAra tIrthakara devakarI zake evo koI karI na zake. kAraNa prANInuM sarvazreSTha hita dharmamAM che. e dharmano AdhAra tIrtha che e tIrthanI sthApanA tIrthakarathI thAya che mATe e parama upakArI che. 34 atizaya dhArI che. sAmAnya jIvo to vItarAgane jANatA ja nathI. emane AtmAnI oLakhANa nathI. e to pudgalamAM gaLADUba DUbelA che. eTale emane pudgalanuM ja AkarSaNa che. A AkarSaNa thAya mATe tIrthakara devanI AjubAjumAM pudgalanI sarvazreSTha sauMdaryanI racanA thaI che. ene atizaya kahevAya. e atizaya saMpadA paNa loko mATe upakArI che. upakAra saMpadA ane atizaya saMpadA jemane hoya te jinendra ane mAtra vItarAga te jina. vitarAga + upakAra saMpadA + atizaya saMpadA = jinendra tIrthakara jevA dravya, kSetra, kALa ne bhAva bhagavAnanA che evA dravya, kSetra, kALa ne bhAva banAvavA te sAdhanA. - rAgI sAthe rAga karavo e to laukika vAta che. paNa rAga jenAmAM nathI enI sAthe prema karavo hoya to laukika upAyo kAmamAM na Ave. tyAM koI lokottara mArga joIe. Aja sudhImAM rAganuM kendra rAgI hatuM mATe rAgamAM guNAkAra thato hato. have rAganuM kendra vItarAga, mATe rAgamAM bhAgAkAra thavAno. (122) je vastuno sparza thAya ne kaMpano UThe e vastunA mULabhUta tattvane mULa svarUpamAM jovAno prayatna karavo. jema ke strI ane enA pratyenuM kheMcANa. AnaMda AtmAno mULa svabhAva che. e svabhAva dabAvI zakAya nahIM. eTale AnaMdano anubhava joIe ja. AnaMdano anubhava svabhAvamAMthI anubhavavAnI kaLA AvaDatI nathI ne AnaMda mATe dabANa Ave che. eTale dehanI bhUmikA upara kheMcANa thAya che. vijAtIya tarapha kheMcANa thAya che tyAM vicAra e thAya che ke kharekhara e AnaMdanuM dvAra che kharuM? nA, nathI. paNa tame jo prakRtinAM darzana karatAM zIkho to e AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI zake. dA.ta. khIleluM 98 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka phUla, AkAza, vRkSa, vahetAM jharaNAM, hasatuM bALaka vagere. cittanuM kArya be prakAranuM che. eka buddhipUrvakanuM ane eka abuddhipUrvakanuM. buddhipUrvakanuM eTale sthULa mana dvArA pakaDI zakAya evuM. ane abuddhipUrvakanuM eTale sthaLa mana dvArA na pakaDI zakAya tevuM. sthULa mana dvArA na pakaDI zakAya tyAre ema lAge ke dhULa manamAM vicAro nathI paNa mananA UMDANamAM pravAha to hoya che, paNa manathI pakaDI zakAto nathI. paNa eja vicAro dhIme dhIme sthULa manamAM Ave che. to sAdhakane e samajavuM paDaze. (124) prazna: bhogamAM sukhano anubhava kema thAya che? javAba : tame ema kaho cho ke emAM sukha che. kharuM che, alpa, kSaNika, adhyAtmamAM ghaNuM sukha che." A moTI bhramaNA che. emAM sukha nathI paNa sukhanuM sAcuM kendra jaDayuM nathI mATe deha dvArA e anubhava thayo, thAya che, mATe e sukha che ema kahIe chIe. paNa pAyAnI bhUla che. emAM sukha nathI paNa bIjo anubhava nathI, anubhava A eka ja che mATe sukha manAya che. 125 - cetana tattvasaMkoca-vistAra svabhAva dharAve che, e vAta mAtra vItarAga zAsanamAM che. mATe cetana sAvayava che. have sAvayava eTale sAkAra. ane jo sAkAra mAno to emAM varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza hovA ja joIe. eTale e jaDa banI gayuM. paNa tema nathI. cetananA pradezo che ane emAM saMkoca-vikAsa zakita che. eTale e pAtramAM vyApI jAya. jema pANIno koI AkAra nathI. paNa vAsaNanA AkAre e goThavAya. tema cetana dehamAM goThavAya che. have vALa, nakha Adino bhAga jayAM zastra lAgatAM AghAta na pahoce tyAM cetanAnA pradezo sparyA nathI. eTale cetanAnA saMkoca vikAsanI AgavI padhdhati che. jayAre bhedavijJAna thAya tyAre jaDa judu dekhAya, ne cetana juduM anubhavAya. Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka koI zAstroe jJAnane mukita kahI che. paNa e yathArtha nathI. jJAna bhale hoya, paNa sAthe sAthe pratibaMdhaka vijAtIya tattva eTale Avazyaka karmanA daLo paNa khasI javAM joIe. pUrvanA ghaNAM ghaNAM puNya karyA haze mATe mAnava deha maLyo. uttama kuLamAM janma maLyo. vItarAga deva maLyA. vItarAga kathita dharma maLyo. A to mahA puNya che. A badhA saMjogo zAzvata nathI, anitya che. nAzavaMta che. manane emAMthI kADhI levAnuM che. deha chUTaze tyAre to badhuM chUTaze ja, paNa Asakita rahI jaze to phera emAM sapaDAzo. mATe deha chUTe te pahelA mamatvano tyAga karazo. mane UbhI karelI A muzkelI che, eka bAju mana bheda rekhA dore che ke A deva, A guru. A bheda rekhA "mane dorelI che ane barAbara dorelI che. have manano bIjo bhAga e rekhA bhUMsI nAkhavA koziza kare che. e bhAga ema kahe che. A rIte abheda na pragaTe. mananA be bhAga maTI jAya to tyAre A ghaTe, e manamAM manathI na maTe. bhAga e ja mananuM jIvana che mATe. paNa bIjI eka rIta che. tamane je bhAvo UThe che ane jo tame pakaDI zako to, aMdaranA preraka paribaLo kayA che e paNa jANI zako. e uparathI karmanI kevI avasthA tamArAmAM che te tame jANI zako. ApaNA manamAM bhinna bhinna khyAlo che. guru, bhagavAna, jJAnI vagere, paNa jo samyaka svarUpe prema pragaTI jAya to bALaka jevI avasthA thaI jAya. tyAre ene guru cetanA ja sarvasva anubhavAya. jema eka bALaka sAme "mA" che. enA mATe to "mA" basa, e ja sarvasva che. kAraNa enA manamAM bhAga nathI paDayA, enuM kAraNa manamAM bIjA pAtro nathI AvyA, eTale mananA bhAga paDayA nathI. paNa e to ajJAna dazA che. ane A manamAM nahi bane paNa hRdayamAM jo mana samAI jAya to A ghaTe, eTale premano pravAha jo pragaTe to gurucetanA ja sarvasva bane, to gurunA mATe gurue deva, guru e brahma evo anubhava thAya. mananA stare A thAya to prAthamika taiyArI gaNAya kAraNa manane manAvavAno prayatna che eTale sAme pratikAra AvavAno ja. 100 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNa (12) zuM jagata vibhAva dazAno vistAra che? kharekhara to A eka ja javAba che, ane te ja sAco che. sakaLa vibhAva dazA che ane saMsAra vibhAva dazAno vistAra che. vibhAva dazA kema che? pachI vibhAvanA prakAra asaMkhya bhale hoya paNa vibhAva dazA kema che teno eka ja javAba che. svarUpamAM Tharyo nathI mATe. A eka ja javAba che. (138 zAMta tamAre pote thavuM paDaze, mana zAMta kevI rIte thaze? sat puruSono dhyAna mATe Agraha eTalA mATe ja che ke dhyAnamAM javAthI azAMti spaSTa dekhAya. azAMta avasthAnI nIce ja zAMta avasthA che. zAMta avasthA prApta nathI karavAnI, e to che ja mAtra azAMta avasthA ja dUra karavAnI che. nimittonuM jora che ke nimittonuM jora nathI. e baMne bAbato khoTI che. nimitto, nimitto che. e emanA kAraNe emanI rIte hAjara che. emanI hAjarImAM tamAro eproca(abhigama) kevo che e nirNAyaka che. e dRSTie nimitta enA pakSe so TakA che. paNa tame emane kevI rIte mUlavo cho e ja mahattvanuM che. mANasa zabdo vacce khovAyo che. pote ja khovAyo che e pote potAne to ja zodhI zake ke jayAre pote zabdothI para thAya. eka vakhata zabdomAMthI mukata thavuM jarUrI che. zabdo sAdhana che emAM nA nathI. zabdo sAdhya nathI. eTale zabdo vacce AvavAnA kharA, ne jarUranA paNa kharA, paNa eka vakhata mULabhUta satyanI samaja maLI jAya pachI zabdo sAcA arthamAM sAdhana banaze. Aje to manamAM vikalponI paraMparA che. vikalpono AdhAra zabda che. zabdonA kAraNe zAMta avasthA nathI. satyanI samaja cittanI zAMta avasthAmAM thAya che. 101 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakIrNaka bhinna bhinna prakRtinA mANaso najara samakSa rAkhIne kriyAno ekAMta niSedha na thAya enI paNa jAgRti rAkhavI paDe. kAraNa kamathI kama je kriyA karato haze ene paDakArI zakAze. ene kahI zakAya ke tuM A zuM kare che? zuM karavA kare che? kriyAjaDa thaIne pote jaDa banI gayA hoya emanA upara joradAra tarkano prahAra paNa karavo paDe. eTale enI jaDatA khaMkherAya. jaDa ane cetana banne dravyo bhinna che, svataMtra che, svAdhIna che. anya dravya upara tamArI koI sattA nathI, mAlikI to hoya ja kyAMthI? paNa buddhimAM mAnyatA che huM mAlika, e etva buddhinA kAraNe, mATe A ekatva buddhi tUTarvI joIe. zuM karazo? samagrapaNe dravyAnuyogano vicAra, satata vicAra, emAMthI bhedajJAna. mAtra jJAna nahIM paNa samyajJAna, yathArthajJAna, atyaMta jarUrI che. satya to nirapekSa che ane satyane pAmavAnuM dvAra saraLatA che. potAnA doSa jovA, jANavA ne prAmANikapaNe tene dUra karavA. kapaTa rahita ane mAyA rahita svabhAva e saraLatA che. A zuddhino prAraMbha che. paramAtmA kahe che mane saraLatA game che, premano rasa game, ne samarpaNatA game. 1 35 tapa be avasthAmAMthI Ave che. eka premanI ane bIjI dhyAnanI. premamAM tapa thAya che. dhyAnamAM tapa thAya che. premamAM viraha che mATe anna, pANI, UMgha UDI jAya. dhyAnamAM lInatA che, dehanuM bhAna nathI mATe bhUkha, tarasa, UMgha UDI jAya. tapa eTale bhakitayoga ane dhyAnayoga. bhUla bhayaMkara nathI. bhayaMkara bhUla paNa bhayaMkara nathI, paNa bhUla chUpAvavI athavA anya svarUpe mAnavI athavA rajU karavI te bhayaMkara che. 102 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | caitanya yAtrA | bhAga-3 vibhAga - 2 103 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna oM arha namaH zrI maNi-buddhi-mukti-kamala-keza2-caMdra-prabhavacaMdrasUrisadgurubhyo namaH prAthana parama pUjaya gurujI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAjanI adhyAtmarasa nisyaMdI aMtara cetanAne jAgRta karatI vANInA pAnathI aneka AtmAo aMtarmukha banyA. pATaNa DhaMDheravADAnA vatanI bhAIzrI vajubhAI, a.sau. kalAbena saparivAra vizeSa dharmAbhimukha banyA. pU. gurujI pratye ananya bhaktivaMta teoe pU. gurujInI traNa varSanI ekAMta mona dhyAna sAdhanAnI pUrNAhutinI anumodanArthe tA. 8-3-1980 nA roja zrI sidhdhacakra mahApUjana bhaNAvyuM. pU. gurujI tathA anya sAdhakone ekAMtamAM dhyAna ane bhaktinI ArAdhanArthe tA. 24/8/1979 vi.saM. 2035 bhAdaravA suda bIjanA zukravAre khAtamuhUrta karI dhyAna maMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM tathA dhyAna ane bhaktinA AlaMbana rUpa zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI pratiSThA karI. varSo bAda garbhagRhano pAyAmAMthI punaH udhdhAra karAvyo tathA tridivasIya mahotsava pUrvaka vIra saMvata 2527 tA. 20/5/2001 vi.saM. 2057 vaizAkha vada bArasa ravivAranA roja pU. gurujInA varada haste zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhu AdinI pratiSThA karI. vItarAga ArAdhanA kendranA nAmathI prasidhdha A dhyAna maMdiramAM Aje paNa pU. gurujI tathA sarve ArAdhako bhakti tathA dhyAnano lAbha laI jIvanane dhanya banAve che. pU. gurujInA kRpA pAtra teone ArAdhanA AdimAM je je prazno udbhavyA tenA mArgadarzana mATe pU. gurujIe aneka patro lakhyA. tathA joTANAnA mumukSu zrI narottamabhAI paTela Adine paNa patro lakhelA. sA. divyadarzitAzrIjIe temAMthI keTalAka patronuM saMkalana karyuM ane te A caitanya yAtrA bhAga-3, vibhAga-2 mAM prakAzita thaI rahayA che. A patromAM je jJAnAmRta pIrasAyuM che teno rasAsvAda to mumukSu vAcaka varga ja mANI zakaze. aMtamAM mumukSu AtmA A vacanAmRtonuM vAMcana, ciMtana, manana, nididhyAsana karI mohamAyAmAMthI mukta banI, nija caitanya deva tarapha potAnI cetanAne vALe ne tyAM ja sthiratA prApta karI, parabrahmano parama rasAsvAda mANI, mAnava janmane sArthaka karavA samartha bane e ja maMgala kAmanA. zrI saubhAgya-jJAna-vinaya zizu sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrI vIra saMvata : 2535, vi. saMvata 2065 aSADha suda-14 somavAra tA. 6/7/2009 pU. gurujIno 79mo janmadina 104 Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Jain Education international For Private Personal use only Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna 1 mu. maNuda, tA. 25-3-1974 vi. saM. 2020 cai. su. 11, maMgaLavAra tame tamArA jIvana mATe haju sudhI koI nizcita dhyeya pasaMda karyuM nathI. arthAt jIvanane dhyeyanA sAkAra svarUpa arthe arpaNa karavAno saMkalpa nathI karyo. jIvana to vahetA nadInA nIranI mAphaka vahyuM ja jAya che. e rAha jovA UbhuM nathI rahetuM. ne kALacakra satata ghUmyA ja kare che je jiMdagInA divaso ghaTADatuM jAya che. mATe mAnave bahu ja vivekapUrvaka, mananapUrvaka, coksAIthI ne jhaDapathI jIvana mATe dhyeya nahi paNa potAne prApta thayelI jIvananI samagra zakti, buddhimattA, kAryakauzalya, DahApaNa ne kartRtvazakti uparAMta mAnavIya jIvananA samagra sAdhano e dhyeyane sAkAra svarUpa ApavA ja vAparavA joIe ne e dhyeyane satata sanmukha rAkhI jIvanapathanA yAtrI banavuM joIe. dhyeyanI pasaMdagImAM ja mAnavabuddhinI, ene varelI samajazaktinI, gaMbhIra anubhavanI, eNe meLavelA zikSaNanI, jJAnanI, pRthakkaraNa zaktinI, pasaMdagInI rItanI ne kuzAgra vivekanI parIkSA che. je mAnavane dhyeya pasaMda karatAM AvaDe che e ja mANasa jIvI jANe che ne saMtoe gAyelI mAnavajIvananI prazastine saphaLa karI jANe che. vidyamAna vizva pAse rahelo samagra jJAna vaibhava ne ItihAsanA Adi kALathI mAMDIne Aja sudhInA hajAro RSio, saMto, sAdhako, vivecako ne sAkSaroe sarjelo zAstrono bhaMDAra, eno upayoga mAnave dhyeyanI pasaMdagI mATe ja karavAno che ane ene ja vivekabuddhi kahe che. A viveka mAnava mastiSkano muguTamaNi che. enAM divyacakSu che. jIvana yAtrAmAM kuzaLa doravaNI ApanAra vicakSaNa maMtrI che. vivekanI prApti e mAnavInI ucca siddhi che. viveka eTale IcchAo, Tevo, vRttio, anAdi kAlIna saMskAro, deha, Indriyo, mana, buddhi ne kSudra ahaMnI mAMgaNIo, saMjJAo, sahaja vRttio ane 105 Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - - sanAtana satya, sadAjIvI caitanya ne parama tattvanI vAstavika AkAMkSA e baMne vaccenI sAcI pasaMdagI karavAnI kuzAgra buddhi te ja viveka. kSaNajIvI ne sadAjIvI, nazvara ane Izvara, bhautikatA ne adhyAtmikatA, draSTA ane dazya, caitanya ane jaDa, e be vacce anAdino saMgharSa che. chatAMye mAyAthI, avidyAthI, mohathI Avarita buddhi kSaNajIvInA caLakATamAM, dazyanI mohaka racanAmAM mAnava mana aTavAyeluM che, gUMcavAyeluM che. kSaNika e ja zAzvata che evA bhrame ene dazyasRSTimAM rakhaDato banAvI dIdho che. bhautikatAnA pAMca mukhya IrAdAo :(1) AhAra (2) viSayopabhoga (3) dhanasaMgraha (4) jijIviSA ane (5) saMrakSaNa vRtti. A IrAdAo ja jANe jIvananI ItizrI che, samApti che ema mAnI mAnave anaMtakALathI ghamasANa macAvyuM che. janma ne maraNanI punarAvRttinuM A ja kAraNa che. vivekadIpaka pragaTAvyo nathI mATe ja ghanaghora aMdhakAramAM mAnava aTavAI gayo che. eNe jAgrata banI vivekadIpaka pragaTAvavo joIe. e ja mATe saMto, zAstro ne vicAradhArAono upayoga karavAno che. e mATe "jIvana"ne samajavuM joIe. jIvana viSenI sAcI samaja, jIvananuM pRthakkaraNa karavuM joIe. vAstavika jIvanane jANavuM ja joIe. A jIvananuM vAstavika sarvAgINa satyamUlaka jJAna e ja adhyAtmavAdanuM hRdaya che. adhyAtmavAda tamane ema kahe che mAnava! dazyasRSTimAM maryAdita eTalo ja "tuM" nathI ke mAtra paMcamahAbhUtanuM saMyojana ke mATInuM pUtaLuM ja "tuM" nathI. sImAothI baddha, maryAdAothI maryAdita ne tArA zudra ahaMkAre UbhA karelA je vikRta khyAlo eTalo ja "tuM" nathI. caLakatI mAyAnI suSTino gulAma "tuM" nathI. tuM" cho sanAtana, sadAjIva, zAzvata caitanyamUrti, jJAnamaya, AnaMdapUrNa brahma bhagavAna AtmA. tuM caitanya tattva cho ane A ja tAruM sAcuM vyaktitva che. vicAra dhArA Avo viveka pragaTa karI e vivekanA baLathI mAnave potAnuM dhyeya pasaMda karavAnuM che. 106 Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna saMtono anubhava jo ApaNe upayogamAM laIe to teo ema kahe che : "A caitanyatattvanuM saMpUrNa pragaTIkaraNa", "caitanya tattvanI svataMtratA - mukti" ke "caitanyatattvanAM asalI svarUpane punaH prApta karavuM" e ja jIvana mATe maMgaLa dhyeya A dhyeyane varI, pasaMda karI ene jIvanayAtrAno prAraMbha karavAno che, enuM ja nAma "sAdhanA". ne AvI sAdhanAnI madhurI vaNA jenA jIvanamAM saMvAdita rIte guMjI rahI che, enuM ja nAma sAdhaka, AvuM surIluM saMgIta jIvanamAM pragaTa karI de te ja sadguru. AvuM surIluM saMgIta jIvanamAM pragaTAvI, enuM saLaMga sarvAgINa saMpUrNa zAstra baMdhAraNa, yojanA vizvamAM jeNe pragaTa karI, vizva sAme rajU karI, khullI karI te ja che te ja che "karuNAmUrti arihaMta tIrthakara". enA e baMdhAraNane yojanAne sarvAgIkaraNa zAstrane ja vItarAganuM zAsana kahe che. e baMdhAraNanA mULabhUta traNa siddhAMto che. (1) samyagdarzana (2) samyaga jJAna (3) samyapha cAritra. priya sAdhaka baMdhu! zAMtinI saritAnA kinAre svastha ane gaMbhIra citte A vicAraNA karavI joIe. zarUAtamAM thAka lAgaze, kaMTALo Avaze paNa vAraMvAra vicAra karavAthI ja eka divasa aMtaranuM paDaLa khasaze ne aMtastalamAMthI prakAzanuM kiraNa relAze. tame khUba ja saraLa cho, namra cho, saujanyazIla cho, nirAgrahI cho ne satyanA zodhaka cho. prathama kakSAnA sAdhaka pAse ATalI mUDI ochI na kahevAya. tame ghaNI vakhata kaheluM "huM emane ema to nahi ja mAnuM ne dabANa to mane sahana thatuM nathI. mArA para vicAra lAdavAmAM Ave to mAruM mana virodha kare che" kharuM ne? ane ema paNa kaheluM, "te mArA hRdayamAM jacI jAya, hRdaya svIkAra kare to amala karyA vagara nahi ja rahuM?" mane tamArI A vAta sahuthI vadhAre gamI mATe ja tamane kahuM chuM ciMtaka bano, vicAraka bano, zodhaka bano ane evA banI zako e mATe ja tamane jApanI yojanA ApelI. - 107. Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna thakavI nAkhe evI satata pravRttizIlatA vacce A sAdhanA karavAnI che. eno khyAla rAkhIne ja tamArA mATe kAryakrama ApIza. (1) niyamitatA jaLavAtI nathI e phariyAda haze ja? vAMdho nahi tame cokkasapaNe karo ja ne manamAM dRDha saMkalpa karo ke A samaye mAre sAdhanA karavAnI ja che ne cokkasapaNe e ja samaya jALavavA pUrato prayatna karo. saphaLatA maLaze ja. (2) japa vakhate mana ekAgra banatuM nathI, kharuM ne? mana jene jANe che, jenAthI paricita che, je vicAra je prakriyA pravRttithI paricita che ne manane jemAM rasa che emAM to vagara prayatne mana ekAgra bane che. japanI prakriyA mana mATe navI che. mana enAthI aparicita che. eTale mana navI prakriyA sAthe tarata ja tanmaya banI nahi zake, kaMTALo anubhavaze, virodha karaze ne jemAM rasa che e tarapha ja doDaze. japamAM ekAgra nahi thAya, pahelI ja vakhate zvasura gRhe gayelI mugdha bALA kevI mathAmaNa mUMjhavaNa vihvaLatA anubhave che ne pachI piyaranA svajanone vAraMvAra yAda kare che ne? paNa vadhu sahavAsa pachI, gADha paricaya pachI e praznanuM nirAkaraNa thAya che. barAbara mana mATe AvuM ja bane che. mATe ja roja niyamita satata dIrghakALa abhyAsa karavo paDe che. pachI ja mana ekAgra bane che. nIce pramANe prayAsa karo. maMtrajapa vakhate maMtrAkSarone dhyAnapUrvaka vAMco ne uccAra paNa bhAvapUrvaka karo. maMtrano adhiSThAtA je paramAtmA enuM citra hRdaya paTa para upasAvo ne e jovAmAM DUbI jAva. maMtrajapanA lAbho viSe vAraMvAra vicAra karazo. mana ekAgra banaze. have chellI vAta, sAdhanAmAM rasa utpanna kevI rIte karavo? dhyeyanI pasaMdagI - paramAtmA mATenuM saMvedana - arihaMta paramAtmAnI divya karuNA ane ApaNA upara eNe varasAvelo prema, divya prema ne satata maMtra japa, AnAthI sAdhanAmAM rasa utpanna thaze. uparanI traNa bAbatono vAraMvAra vicAra karazo ne cothI vAta japa satata karazo. patra lAMbo che, thoDoka gahana che paNa jarAye bedarakArI karyA vagara khUba ja zAMtithI pratyeka zabdanuM lakSyapUrvaka vAMcana karazo. AmAM ghaNI bAbato che. vAraMvAra vAMcazo. 108 Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna tamArA pratye hRdayamAM tame jevuM anubhavo cho evI ja saMvedanA che. sAdhaka tarIkenI tamArI yogyatA che. mu. uMjhA, tA. 11-4-1994 vi. saM. 2020 ce. vada 13, zukravAra sAdhakamAM zraddhA kevI hovI joIe? sAdhaka apUrNa avasthAmAM che. enuM caitanya anaMta jJAnanuM bhaMDoLa dharAve che paNa te karmothI avarAyeluM che. ane sAdhakane e AvaraNa dUra karavuM che. Atmatatva atIndriya che. arthAt vastunA jJAna mATe mAnava je Aje upakaraNo vApare che e Indriyo ane mana jaDa che. emanI zakti maryAdita che. svataMtrapaNe te jANavA asamartha che. emane caitanya pAsethI pravAha meLavavo paDe che. mATe Indriyo ne mana Atmatattvane jANI na zake. mAnavInI buddhine maryAdA che, sImA che. buddhinI parAkASTAe pahoMcelo mAnava ke Azcaryamugdha AviSkAro jeNe karyA che evo vaijJAnika paNa chevaTe e sImabaddha che. sthULanI bhUmikA eNe vaTAvI nathI. Indriyo ne mananA pradezamAMthI e bahAra Avyo nathI. mATe ja atIndriya Atmatattvano nirNaya enI tarkapradhAna buddhi karI zake tema nathI. A sthitimAM sAdhaka Atmatattvano nirNaya kevI rIte, konA AdhAre kare? e mATe eNe evI vyaktinA jJAnane AdhAra banAvavo joIe ke je vyakti A maryAdAothI, sImAothI para hoya ne Indriya mana tathA buddhinuM kSetra vaTAvI e atIndriya tattvanA kSetramAM pravezyo hoya, jenuM jJAna saMpUrNataH nirAvaraNa thayuM hoya arthAt jJAnanA tamAma aMtarAyo jeNe dUra karyA hoya, evA puruSane sarvajJa kahevAya che. jJAnamAM aMtarAya karanArA prabaLa, doSo be che - eka rAga ane bIjo dveSa. A banne doSothI je saMpUrNa tathA sadAyane mATe rahita che e vItarAga che. je vItarAga che te sarvajJa che. e sarvajJa paramAtmAnI vANI pUrNa satya che. evI zraddhA sAdhakamAM hovI joIe. arthAtu vItarAga sarvajJa pratye ananya bhakti hovI joIe ane enuM vacana pAramArthika satya che evo svIkAra hRdaye karavo joIe. 109 Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA bIjI bAju dekhAtI A dazya sRSTi e ja parama satya che ema nahi paNa adazya evI draSTAnI paNa divya sRSTi che ane pratyeka mAnavane e paramatattvanA sAkSAtkArano abAdhita adhikAra che evo vizvAsa hovo joIe. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA AtmAnI oLakhANa kayA guNothI thAya? tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA AtmAnI oLakhANa nIcenA guNothI thAya. (1) parArtha rasikatA (2) ucita kriyA karavAvALo (3) gaMbhIra AzayavALo (4) tucchatA, kSudratA, kRpaNatA, matsara doSothI rahita (pa) karuNAmUrti - A guNo jenAmAM sarvocca kakSAe pragaTyA hoya e AtmA tIrthaMkarano hoI zake. A guNo sAthe samyagdarzana paNa joIe ja. vicArono pravAha aMdara vahe che ne? juhunA kinAre besI dariyAmAM pasAra thatAM mojAMone jeTalI taTasthatA pUrvaka juo cho eTalI ja taTasthatAthI vicArone juo. kazuM ja na kase. tA. 3-3-1964 vi. saM. 2020 ve. vada 7, maMgaLavAra satata pravRttinA AMdolanothI vyApta bhUmimAM paNa nivRttimUlaka adhyAtmika sAdhanA kevI rIte thaI zake? thaI zakaze? A prazna paNa vamaLa UbhuM karato haze. sAdhake pratyeka vamaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM ja joIe. sAdhaka banatAM jIvana be bhAgamAM vaheMcAya che. (1) karmanI dhArA (2) jJAnanI dhArA. baMne dhArAo vacceno bheda samyagdarzana kare che. paNa enuM ATaluM ja kArya nathI. vibhAjita jIvanane avibhAjita karI samatulA jALavavAnI adbhuta zakti pragaTAvI e sAdhakane svastha, zAMta, prasanna ne prasAdayukta paNa banAve che. sAdhaka baMne dhArAo vacce potAnuM vyaktitva jALavI jANe che eTaluM ja nahi paNa vidAya letI karmadhArAmAM lipta na banatAM, na aTakatAM, na rokAtAM e jJAnadhArA sAthe satata vaheto rahe che, gatizIla ane pragatizIla rahe che. jJAnadhArA enA jIvananI 11) Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna mukhya dhArA bane che ne e dhArAno AdhAra ja karmadhArAmAM jatAM ene roke che. karmadhArA ne baLavAna karmadhArAthI jJAnadhArA ja caitanyadevanuM rakSaNa kare che ane AMtarasRSTimAM pravezela sAdhaka mATe A divya anubhUti che. samyagdarzana thatAM A vibhAga paDe che. samyagdarzana pahelA to eka ja dhArA hatI ne te karmadhArA. mithyAtvathI mUDha bahirAtmA e dhArAmAM vahI jato. anAdi kALano A saMkSipta ItihAsa che. paNa samyagdarzana bheda jJAnanI tIkSNa chINIthI bhedana kare che. te paLethI jJAnadhArA vahetI thAya che. jJAnadhArA cetanadevano ja Azraya kare che. cetanadevane sparza karatI jJAnadhArA parama AnaMdamAM jhIlaNA jhIle che. paNa sAthe karmadhArA paNa che. enuM vaheNa baMdha thayuM nathI paNa sAdhaka enAthI skhalana pAmato nathI. enAmAM taNAI jato nathI. taTastha rahe che. udAsIna paNa nahi ane Asakta paNa nahi, mAtra sAkSI. A paLe vizvanuM vaividhya TaLI jAya che. vizeSe UbhA karelA bhedo palAyana thAya che. AkAro ane prakAronI racanA tUTI paDe che. ne mahAsattA sAmAnyanI Urdhva bhUmikA para abhedanA darzana thAya che. A eka adbhuta dazA che. je sAdhaka satata A dazAmAM rahe che te vizvanI ne vyaktigata sAmAnya bhUmikA upara jIvavA chatAM te dvaMdvAtIta dazA anubhave che. have to taddana sAmAnya prazna carcavAno rahyo ke A siddhAMta ke je Adarza che teno vyavahAramAM sumeLa kaI rIdhe sAdhavo? eno ati saMkSepamAM uttara che, "parama kRpALu paramAtmAnA caraNe sarvAMgINa samarpaNa." ApaNuM samagra taMtra enuM ja anusaraNa kare ane ApaNA sarva upakaraNo mAtra eno ja sAda jhIle, e mATe ApaNe ahaM prerita kartRtva ne kSudra ahaMkAre utpanna karelo mAnavIya zaktino AbhAsa, e baMnene tilAMjali ApavI ja rahI. DakhalagIrI koNa kare che? ApaNI bhedabuddhi, je ApaNI zaktinA AbhAsamAMthI pragaTa thAya che, e dUra thAya. e sarva zaktimAna jeNe ApaNI samagra javAbadArI lIdhI che, je ApaNo niyaMtA che ne jIvanano ghaDavaiyo che, jeNe potAnI divya karuNAthI ApaNane premAspada banAvyA che enA ja sanmukha banI, enA tAlamAM ApaNe tAla meLavavAno che. paNa A kevI rIte karavuM? enI eka ja rIta che ane te e ja ke "ananya premathI satata enuM smaraNa." 111 Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - - - - satata smaraNa aMdaramAM adhyAtmika AMdolana pragaTa kare che tyAre zuddhinuM kArya cAlu thAya che. AMtarasRSTinuM niyaMtraNa A adhyAtmika AMdolana jJAnadhArA pragaTAvI satata zuddhi dvArA kare che ne bAhya sRSTinuM niyaMtraNa karmadhArA kare che. satata vahetI jatI karmadhArAmAM cetanadeva aSTA na banatAM draSTA bane che. DakhalagIrI karanAra na banatAM samatulA jALavanAra bane che. A gaMbhIra tattva samajavA pUrato prayatna karazo. have thoDIka vyavahAranI bhUmikA uparanI vAta karuM chuM. tamane baMnene je kAryakrama Apyo che teno amala satata niyamabaddhapaNe barAbara karajo. niyamitatA ane satatatA mahattvanAM aMgo che. jIvananA baMne aMgono samanvaya thavo joIe. bhautika aMganA vikAsa mATe jo aneka janmo arpaNa karyA che to adhyAtmika aMganA vikAsa mATe eka jiMdagI ApavI ja rahI. e sanAtana satya che ke "adhyAtmika zaktinuM jyAre avataraNa thAya che tyAre ene jhIlavA zarIra asamartha hoya che, e sthitimAM zarIramAM kRzatA Ave che, paNa e kRzatA jhaDapathI dUra thAya che ne aMdara vegavAna cetanA pragaTa thAya che je skUrti, prasannatA, taravarATa Ape che." tame have sAdhaka tarIke jIvazo emAM jIvanano uccatama AnaMda maLaze. premanI zaktine kSaNa karanArI vAsanA jema jema zame che tema tema premazaktino prAdurbhAva thAya che. je uccabhUmikA parano sAttvika AnaMda Ape che. viSayAnaMda karatA brahmAnaMda sarvazreSTha che. jo jo A nAnakaDo paNa gaMbhIra vicAra sahaja rIte samajazo. mUMjhavaNa na anubhavazo. tame saMnyAsI nathI, vRddha ne lAgaNI vihIna nathI. A samajIne lakhuM chuM. je vicAra tamane Apyo che ene na bhUlazo. vicAra ApanAra to bhale bhUlAya, vicArane na bhUlazo. 1 1 2 Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - - - mu. vaDAlI, tA. 4-7-1964 vi. saM. 2020 jeTha vada 8, zukravAra tamArI sAdhanA barAbara cAle che? bhAI! tamArI pUrvajanmanI sArI taiyArI che ne sArI evI sadguNa saMpatti tame sAthe lAvyA cho, khAsa karIne "nikhAlasatA, saujanyatA, saraLatA, sahRdayatA, saMvedanazIlatA ne lAgaNIthI dhabakatuM hRdaya, bIjAne upayogI thavAnI vRtti, udAra dila" A guNo tamArAmAM vikaselA che. sAdhaka mATe A sadguNa saMpatti che, jenA vinA sAdhanAnAM maMDANa thaI zakatAM nathI. tamAre A mATe ahaM karavA jevo nathI paNa A jANavAnI jarUra che. have A bhUmikA upara racanA karavAnI che. "utAvaLa ne adhIratA" - A thoDAka ghaTADavA jevA kharA eTale vadhu svasthatA prApta thaze. tame buddhipradhAna cho eTale tamArI sAdhanA buddhinA pAyA uparanI ja joIe ne e mATe mukhya sAdhana che vicAra. vicAra jyAMthI UThe che te tattvanI gaveSaNA e maulika sAdhanA che. vicAra "ekSana" gati kriyA che. paNa eno preraka koNa che? enI zodhamAM buddhine kendrita karavI. bAhya sRSTithI adhika raLIyAmaNI AMtarasUSTi che ne buddhinI pagadaMDIe emAM pravezavAnuM che. prAthamika sthitimAM satata maMtrajapa khUba ja mahattvano bhAga bhajave che. e zodhaka ane poSaka che. e vRttinuM zodhana kare che ne sattvanuM poSaNa kare che. 15 miniTa tamAro sthUla prayoga thAya paNa tame cittanI bhUmikA upara caitanyanA svAmI sAthe satata saMbaMdha jALavI zako jene suratA yoga kahe che athavA sahaja yoga kahe che. suratA eTale lakSya, ene alakSya je paramAtmA emAM joDavI e eka yoganI adbhuta prakriyA che. bhAI! skUla zarIra ne kuzaLa Idriyo mATe ja nathI jIvavAnuM paNa aMdara bharelo je nija vaibhava enI prApti mATe jIvavAnuM che. basa AnuM manana karajo. benI sAdhanA kema cAle che? je bhUmikA prApta karI che te gumAvazo nahi. satata vikAsazIla rahezo. tyAMnA vAtAvaraNa sAthe sumeLa sAdhI zakAya che ne? visaMvAda Ubho nathI thayo ne? have japathI AgaLa javuM joIe. maMtramaya cetanAne maMtramaya 113 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna banAvyA pachI arthamaya banAvavI joIe. arthAt maMtrArthanuM satata bhAvana karavuM joIe. maMtrArthanuM satata bhAvana thatAM ja laya prApta thaze. aMtara sRSTi sAthe saMbaMdhamAM rahIne bAhya sRSTi sAthe saMbaMdha jALavavo e kaThina kArya che. vicAranI sRSTimAM ucca uDDayana karavA chatAMya kartavyanI bhUmikA upara sthira rahevuM e vAta samajAya che ne? mu. vaDAlI vi. saM. 2020 a. su. 9, zukravAra niyamitatA mATe zaMkA che? sAdhaka to niyamita hovo ja joIe. be mahinAthI aniyamita kema cho? game te kSetramAM ho, game tevA saMyogomAM ho, sAdhanAno eka paNa niyama tUTavo na joIe. jo enA ja banyA chIe ne jIvana mAtra enuM upakaraNa ja banI gayuM che to to kartavyano saMkalpa paNa na ja UThe ne e to jIvananI adbhuta dazA che. 5 "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahi kartA tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano e ja dharmano marma" (zrImad rAjacaMdra) kartRtva ahaMkAra jeno TaLI gayo che ene bhoktatvano ahaMkAra TaLI jAya che. 7 ahaMkAre UbhI karelI ImArata jyAre hAlI UThe che tyAre buddhi praznakAra bane che. mana asahya mUMjhavaNa anubhave che kAraNa emane emanA astitvanI ciMtA che, emanuM astitva jokhamAya eno bhaya emane vyagra banAve che. "ahaMkAra ja emanuM astitva jALavI rAkhe che. jIvananA tamAma prazno AmAMthI ja janme che ne?" ahaMkAra, buddhi ane manane to mAtra salAmatInI ciMtA che ne praznonI jaDa AmAM che. vizvamAM vyaktio ne vastuo sAthe kuzaLatA pUrvaka saMbaMdha jALavI rAkhavAnI kaLA zIkhavAnI salAha paNa A ja ahaMkAra Ape che ne mAnavI sAdhaka bane che toye ene 114 Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna A saMbaMdho sAcavI rAkhavAnI, surakSita rAkhavAnI ciMtAmAMthI mukta banI zakato nathI ne? kAraNa eNe vizvamAMthI vyaktio ane vastuonuM mUlya pratiSThApaNa karyuM che. ahaMkAranI dIvAla vizvanI pelI pAra rahelA vizvezvarane, arihaMtane jovA detI nathI mATe ja arjunuM mUlya pratiSThita thayuM nathI. sAdhakamAM gUMcavADo UbhuM karanAra tattva to A ja che, tamAma praznonuM A ja udbhavasthAna che, mananI mUMjhavaNa to A ja che ne? arihaMta tarapha prabaLa kheMcANa karanAra tattva aMdaramAM janmyuM che kharuM, paNa nIcalI bhUmikA tarapha kheMcI janAro ahaMkAra paNa jIvaMta che ne? ahaMkAramAMthI janmatI Asakti vizvanI vividha vastuo ne vyaktio tarapha kheMcI jAya che emAM ja vAsanA baMdhAya che ane e saMbaMdha ja arihaMta vacce khAI khode che, jo ke jAgrata saMvedanazIla sAdhaka arihaMtanA sAnidhyamAM pahoMcavA Atura che paNa saMbaMdho jALavavAnI tatparatA ene haraNaphALa bharavA detI nathI A eka mulAyama mUMjhavaNa che ne? ahIM ja prazno UbhA thAya che. kuzAgra buddhi praznakAra bane che ne vedanA paritApa paNa A ja paLe janme che. potAnA jIvana svAmI arihaMtamAM samAI javAnI tAlAvelI che ne pAchaLa najara nAkhatA ahaMkAra janita Asaktie vastuo ne vyaktio sAthe joDelA ne majabUta banAvelA saMbaMdho jALavavAnI ciMtA paNa che ne? ne e ja saMbaMdhanI jALavaNImAM ja ahaMkArane jIvitadAna maLe. ahaMkAranuM astitva UbhuM rahe ne enuM astitva ja arihaMtanI sattAno InkAra kare che. A mUMjhavaNa che ne ? praznonI paraMparA paNa AmAMthI ja UbhI thAya che ne? ahaMkAra ne arihaMta vaccenI A prabaLa kheMcatANa ja mUMjhave che kharuM ne? ane AnuM mULabhUta kAraNa e che ke arihaMta ne AtmAno sanAtana saMbaMdha ApaNe jANyo nathI, sanAtana ne zAzvata saMbaMdhanI kaDI hAtha nathI AvI. ApaNo sAco saMbaMdhI, hitaciMtaka, mitra, sakhA, pitA ne mAtA, rakSaka ne pAlaka, poSaka ne dhAraka e parama kRpALu arihaMta ja che A nathI samajAyuM ne? eNe ApaNane sahuthI prathama ke jyAre prakRtie ApaNane jyAM duHkhabhAsa ne vedanAnI 115 Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna parAkASThA che, jyAM ApaNA astitvano mAtra aNasAra ja maLe, mAtra sUcana ja thAya e sivAya cAre taraphathI kacaDelA ne kAramI jela avyavahArarAzI nigodamAM sabaDatA mUkI dIdhelA, sRSTinA virATa vistAramAM ApaNA mATe koI lAgaNIno sUra ApanAruM na hatuM, e ekalavAyI pAmara dazAmAM ApaNane e vizva vAtsalya, karuNAmUrtie niSkAraNa premathI havarAvelA, ApaNI asahya vedanAthI e samasamI UThelA ne ApaNA para balAtkAra karatA samagra prakRti taMtra pratye eNe karaDI najara karelI ne ApaNane muktino kola ApI, sidhdhAlayamAM laI javAnI badalAnI AzA vagara javAbadArI lIdhelI, ApaNA samagra premano sAco adhikArI to e ja che ne! ApaNI samagra zaktiono svAmI to e che, kAraNa enI ja divya kRpAthI ApaNane A maLyuM che. A samajaNa nathI AvI. mATe to A saMgharSa jAmyo che. kSaNajIvIo azAzvatanuM bheTaNuM dharI zAzvatane kharIdI le che ne rakhaDato karI mUke che, jyAre A avinAzI vinAzInI jALamAMthI mukta banAvI acalAyatana, sidhdhAlaya, zAzvata AnaMdanI moja mANavA sadAkALa sAdi anaMtanI zarate dorI jAya che. A parama satya samajAya to ja arihaMta tarapha premano pravAha vaheto thAya ne? A samaja vedanAno paritApa janmAvaze. emAMthI ja virahano dAvAnaLa pragaTaze ne e ja AgathI smaraNa, sahaja smaraNa "ajapA japa" cAlu thaze. smaraNanI dhArA ahaMkAranI totiMga dIvAlone halAvI jamInadosta karaze, tyAre ja sarvAMgINa samarpaNa thaze ane e ja paLe "sAcA arthamAM AjJApAlana" thaze. tamAma praznono ukela AmAM che. sarva samasyAone ukelavAnI rahasyabhUta cAvI AmAM che ne sAdhakanA kartavyanuM spaSTIkaraNa paNa AmAM ja che. jo aMdara talasATa jAgyo ja haze, parama prabhunA viyoganI jvALA aMdara saLagI ja haze ne AtmAno pratyeka pradeza enI ja pukAra karato haze to sAdhakane A prakriyAno ja svIkAra karavo paDaze. "eNe koIne nirAza nathI karyA paNa pahelAM e raDAve che." 117 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna mahesANA, tA. ra9-5-1965 vi. saM. 2021 vaizAkha vada 14, zanivAra bhAI! sAdhanA kema cAle che? niyamita rIte savAra sAMja japa karo cho ethI AMtarika zuddhi thatI ja jaze paNa mAtra zuddhithI kArya nahi thAya, sAthe samya jJAna zakti paNa joIe. arihaMta paramAtmAnI tattva vyavasthA ene paNa barAbara samajI levI joIe. tattva vyavasthA yathArtha rUpamAM samajAya e ja samyaguM jJAna che. jJAna dvArA zraddhA zuddha thAya che. zuddha jJAna ne zuddha zraddhA cAritranuM ghaDatara kare che. e sthitimAM mAnavI skUla bhUmikA uparathI sUma bhUmikA upara jAya che. tyAre ene saMvedana-svAnubhUti thAya che. emAMthI je AphlAda pragaTe che, ene ja AnaMda kahevAya che. A AnaMdanuM vaheNa mAnavamAM jyAre UtarI Ave che tyAre mAnavIne saMsAra sukhanI bhramaNAnuM bhAna thAya che. e mithyA che, asata che, kAlpanika che evuM ene samajAya che tyAre mAnava bhautika maTI adhyAtmika thAya che. ApaNuM sAcuM jIvana A che. saMtoe A jIvanane navAjyuM che. jIvAtmAnI anaMtanI yAtrAnuM A vizrAma sthAna che. A bAbata UMDANathI vicArazo. bena! dhArelA samaye besI zakAtuM nathI ne? bIjuM to kaMI nathI thayuM paNa sattvaguNa sAthe tamoguNa mizrita thayo che. thAka ne UMgha e tamoguNanA kAryo che. ghaNI vakhata udaya karma aMtarAyabhUta bane che. ajAgrata manamAM kAma karatI niSkarkhatA paNa kAraNarUpa hoya che. e mATe daDha saMkalpa karavo joIe. vizuddhi vadhatI jAya che. A mahattvanuM aMga che. emAM sAdhanAno paripAka che. AMtarika vizuddhi kramathI vadhatI ja jAya ne sattva pragaTatuM jAya e anivArya che. paNa dareka pravRttimAM pApanA bhaNakAra lAge che e niSedhAtmaka valaNa che ne e dUra thavuM joIe. vidheyAtmaka valaNa to Asakti rahita, ahaMkAra rahita, sAkSI bhAva yukta sahaja jIvana Ape che. pApanA bhaNakAra karatAM paNa A ucca sthiti che. Asakti ne ahaMkArano Dhagalo jJAna agnithI baLato ja jAya che. ne AMtara tattva khulluM thatuM jAya emAM vizuddhi che. 117 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA karuNAno vikAsa to joIe ne? eka paLa evI paNa Avaze ke zAka samAratA hazo ne AMkho AMsuthI chalakAtI haze. sakala jIvarAzI pratyenI gADha AtmIyatAmAMthI karuNA janme che. karuNAbhAva bhaya, bheda, kheda, aha, IrSA, upekSA A tattvone ghasArAbaMdha vegathI nAbUda kare che. jarAka asAdhAraNa lAgatA ahaMnuM... sthiratA cAlI gaI . A sthiti mATe to A ahaMnI pratikriyA che ne adhyAtmika thAka che. pramAdano chUpo praveza che e mATe jAgrata banavAnuM. vizuddhi dekhAya che tenuM kAraNa AsaktinuM baMDala nAnuM che. bena! nirAza thavAnI jarApaNa jarUra nathI. jo sarvatobhAvathI enA ane mAtra enA ja banyA chIe to pachI ciMtA zA mATe? "gaI dInatA sabahi hamArI, prabhu tuja samakita dAnameM; prabhu guNa anubhava ke rasa Age, nAvata kou mAnameM." have zuM karavAnuM dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM paramatattva ene samajavA prabaLa prayatna karavAno. e aMga have khIlavuM joIe. dhyAnathI zuddhi thAya che, ethI jJAna pragaTe che. jJAnathI dhyAna vadhe che. jJAnane dhyAnanA pATA upara sAdhaka doDato hoya che. Asana siddhi traNa kalAkanI thavI ja joIe ane te jarUra thaze. dravyaguNa paryAyanuM sUkSma anveSaNa thavuM joIe. e mATe sA. vinayazrIjI tathA sA. priyadarzanAzrI pAse te meLavavuM. cetanA, gaTu, tame to bhAviyoginIo, prabhu e ja jIvananA vizvAsa banI javA joIe. jIvananuM puSpa mAnavanA nahi, IzvaranA caraNe dharavAnuM che. anaMtakALathI bhoganI AgamAM saLagyA, have to yoganuM amRta pIvAnuM che. mukeza! namratA, madhura bhASA, saumya vyavahAra, sahiSNutA ne zAMta mijAja A ApaNA alaMkAra che. sabhyatAmAMthI ja saMskAra saurabha pragaTe che. 118 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna vi. saM. 2033 maunano hetu to e che ke jyAre cittane atala UMDANamAM javA devAnuM hoya tyAre citta asaMga avasthAmAM hovuM joIe. saMga, paricayathI thAya che. paricayanuM mukhya sAdhana vANI che. eno upayoga ochAmAM ocho thAya to citta evI avasthA anubhave che. tamArA je prazno hoya te kaho. 1. prazna vagarano koI manuSya nahi hoya. prazna vagarano mAnava hoya to kAM to te pUrNa puruSa vItarAga hoya ane kAM to jaDa hoya. prazna jyAre hoya to e praznane manuSya pote samaje ane e praznane ukelavAnI zreSTha rIta e ja dharma athavA e ja adhyAtma. 2. mAnava potAnA jIvanamAM je prazno hoya che enA pratye kevuM valaNa dAkhave che emAM ja enI samajanuM mApa che. 3. dharmano marma A che- ApaNe jIvanamAM dharmane jo jIvIe to ApaNe praznAtIta banatA jaIe. mArI vAta e che tame dharma zA mATe karo cho? arthAt dharma karavo eTale zuM karavuM? dharma karavo eTale mAtra koI mAnyatA svIkAravI? ke mAtra koI kriyA karavI? ke mAtra koI vyavahAra karavo? nA, e dharmanuM bAhya svarUpa bhale hoya, dharmano prANa e nathI. dharmano prANa che saMbaMdha. tame tamArAthI judI vyaktinA saMbaMdhamAM kevI rIte Avo cho? eTale bIjI vyaktinA saMbaMdha prasaMge tamArI abhivyakti kevI hoya che? saMbaMdhamAM mAtra prema e abhivyakti jyAM thAya che tyAM dharma che. mATe ja bhagavAna mahAvIrane saMgama cha mahinA bhayaMkara kaSTo Ape che tyAre vidAya vakhate bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu che, kema? A saMgama mArI pAse premanuM amRta na pI zakyo, veranuM era e kADhI na zakyo enI vedanA hatI. 119 Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna dharma karavo eTale ApaNA jIvanamAM A avasthA prApta karavI. ApaNA saMbaMdhonA pAyAmAM prema nathI. ApaNe paraspara premanA tAMtaNe baMdhAtA nathI. tyAre ApaNA saMbaMdhonA pAyAmAM zuM che? ApaNA saMbaMdhonA pAyAmAM kAM to kAmavAsanA che, kAM to rAga che, sneha che, kAM to svArtha che, kAM to moha che. mATe ApaNA parasparanA saMbaMdho zuddha nathI, e jIvanano prazna che. saMbaMdhanuM mAdhyama prema bane e ja dharmanuM paheluM sUtra che. "" e mukhya bane to premanI dhArA tUTe. ahaM jo baLavAna bane to premanI dhArA khaMDita thavAnI. jIvanamAM premanI dhArA nahi hoya to jIvanamAM krodha dveSa IrSyA sivAya bIjuM zuM raheze? tyAre dareka praznanA mULamAM A krodha, dveSa, ISya bhAga bhajave che enuM kAraNa premanI dhArA tUTI che. enuM kAraNa "huM" ahaMkAra che dharma karavo eTale zuM karavuM? eno ApaNane ochAmAM ocho khyAla che. praznane samajIe : ArAdhanA, sAdhanA karavAno hetu rAga dveSano kSaya thAya te che. dharmanI koI paNa kriyA vrata, anuSThAna athavA sAdhana e eTalA mATe ke enA dvArA rAga dveSano kSaya thAya. A mULabhUta vAta jo svIkArIe to praznane ukelavAnI rIta badalAI jAya. I. sa. 1979 jIvana aNamola che, mahAmUluM che enI pratyeka kSaNa moMghI che ane Atmaanubhava, svarUpa anubhavanA divya kArya mATe ja che. AtmAe potAno anubhava nathI karyo, svamAM nathI Tharyo, svanuM darzana nathI karyuM. saMsAranI tamAma pravRttio karI ane bAhya dharma sAdhanA paNa karI. bAhya vyavahAra karyo, nathI karI svarUpanI anubhUti 120 Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna ane e dhyAna vagara nahi thAya. dhyAna ja enuM eka mAtra sAdhana che. dhyAnamAM javuM e ja pracaMDa puruSArtha che. A samajazo. tA. 1-11-1979 jaina AgamomAM - zAstromAM vItarAga paramAtmAnuM biMba - pratimA samyagdarzananI zuddhinuM kAraNa che ane samyagu bodhanI prAptimAM prabaLa nimitta che. evuM vAraMvAra varNana Ave che. jene puNyayoge dhananI prApti thaI che te sAcI samajaNapUrvaka vItarAga tatvanuM samyagu jJAna prApta karI, vItarAga devane yathArtha svarUpamAM jANI emanA pratyenI parama bhaktithI, niSkAma bhAve, badalAnI AzA vagara, namratAthI jinabiMba race che. jina caitya race che te samyagu bodhane prApta kare che. evo zAstra siddhAMta che. paNa A badhuM jaDatApUrvaka gatAnugatikapaNe ane phaLanI AzAthI kare to alpa lAbha pAme. tA.15-12-79, somavAra tamArA mArgamAM kayAreka kayAreka thoDA aMtarAyo Ave che, avarodha karanArA paribaLo bhAga bhajave che. have e paribaLo zAMta thaze. khUba ja dhIraja ane mAnasika svasthatA rAkhI satata prayatna karazo. bhaviSya mATenI pahelethI ja kalpanA karI na levI. kalpanA e manano vikalpa che. jagatamAM mAtra vikalpo ja kAmamAM nathI AvatA. pUrvanA saMskArane paNa dUra karavA paDe che. jene jJAnIo karmano mahA niyama kahe che. A karma racanA karanAra je kartA che eNe eno bhUtakALa dUra karavo paDe che. mATe ja jIvanamAM je prApta thayuM che, prApta thAya che eno vinA virodhe saMpUrNa svIkAra karavAmAM mAnasika saMgharSa Avato nathI. 1 21 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna dhyAnamAM javAthI karmataMtra tUTe che, badalAya che, navIna parivartano Ave che. cittathI prerAIne jIvavuM e ja bhUla che. caitanyanA AdhAre jIvavuM e ja dharma che. citta ane caitanya baMne judA che, svataMtra che, alaga che. Aje ApaNA jIvana upara cittanI sattA che mATe vikSepa che, viSAda che. jIvanamAM caitanyanI sattA joIe. tA.13-5-80, maMgaLavAra jIvAtmAe zudhdha Atma svarUpanuM saMvedana nathI karyuM. svAnubhava nathI karyo, cetana tattvano sparza nathI karyo e kAraNe enI dRSTi nathI badalAI, e ja kAraNe vRtti nathI palaTAI ane kRti paNa nathI palaTAI. eka vakhata puruSanA samIpamAM jaI sarvatobhAvathI emane AdhIna banI potAnA pUrvagraho, potAnI mAnyatAo, potAnA Agraho choDI saraLatApUrvaka parama premathI paramArtha vArtA, zuddhAtma svarUpanI vArtA sAMbhaLe, emAM lIna bane pratyeka zabdanA marmane pakaDe tyAre ja AtmA jevo che tevo samajAya, samajAya to enA anubhavanI prakriyAno abhyAsa thAya to ja anubhava thAya. tA.16-4-81 lAMbA samayathI satsaMga thaI zakyo nahi paNa jIvanamAM A atyaMta jarUrI che. samyapha prakAre jJAnI puruSanA Azraya vinA yathArtha tattva nirNaya thaI zakato nathI. e vagara samyapha rIte dharma sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. saMsAramAM jIvAtmAe vividha prakArathI dharma sAdhanA to karI che, paNa e samyapha ane yathArtha thaI nathI. e kAraNe alpa puNya baMdhAyuM paNa saMvara nirjarA thaI na zakyAM. tattva, cetana tattva nirAvaraNa na thayuM. aMza pragaTa na thayo ane svAnubhavanA baLa vinA samAdhAna prApta na thayuM. A 122 Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna ja kAma eka vakhata karavuM paDaze. saMsAranI racanA to anekavAra karI paNa e anitya ane nazvara che, e kAyama TakI na zake ane e choDIne phera bIjI racanA karavI paDe che. A rIte anaMtakALa gayo. have jAgavuM jarUrI che. tA. 2-11-81 jIva bhAvamaLanA kAraNe malina bane che. jIvatattva ane cetana dravya svabhAve saMpUrNa, paripUrNa, zuddha, buddha, AnaMdamaya che paNa bhAvamaLanA kAraNe e malina thayo che. IrSyA, ahaMkAra, kAmavAsanA, dveSa, lobha, Asakti - A cha doSo baLavAna che. jIvAtmA A doSothI gherAyelo che ane e je kaMI kare che, je kriyA kare che te A cha doSothI prerAIne kare che. kayAreka e dharma anuSThAna paNa kare che, paNa e uparathI, aMdara to A doSo baLavAna hoya che. jema vAsaNa gaMdu hoya, eMThuM hoya, bagADavALuM hoya, emAM dUdhapAka bharavAmAM Ave ke miSTAnna bharavAmAM Ave to e dUdhapAka bagaDI jAya che, vikRta thAya che, te pramANe A cha doSothI jIva gaMdo thayelo che, bagaDelo che, doSita thayelo che. enA kAraNe e je satkarmo kare che, dharma anuSThAna kare che te UgI nIkaLatA nathI. dUSita bane che. anaMtakALamAM anaMta janmomAM anaMtavAra jIvAtmAe A sad anuSThAno karyA paNa ene e spardho nahi, nahi sparyA emAM enI potAnI bhUla che. ene zAstro bhAvamaLa kahe che. A bhAvamaLanI alpatA karyA sivAya dharma pariNAmakAraka banI zakato nathI. AMtara cetanAnuM uddaghATana thatuM nathI. caramAvartakALamAM jIvano praveza thaI zakato nathI. caramAvartakALa e ja dharma pariNamanano kALa che. kAraNa ahIM jIvanI bhAvamaLanI kSINatA thAya che. ane tyAre jIvamAM traNa guNo pragaTa thAya che. (1) duHkhI pratye atyaMta dayA, (2) guNavAna pratye adveSa (3) sarvatra aucitya pAlana. A traNa asAdhAraNa guNo che. 123 Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna sAdhakano divya saMkalpa (1) sarvajJa vitarAga mohamukta, anaMta jJAnamaya, anaMta AnaMdamaya; bhAvakarma, dravya karma aMtargata ghAtakarma catuSTaya ne aghAtI karma aMtargata azubha pravRttiothI rahita; zudhdha, budhdha, pUrNa; je sAdhaka dazAmAM bhAvakaruNAnA parama prakarSabhAvane prApta thatA jemaNe tIrthaMkaranAma karma nikAcana karI arihaMta tIrthakara svayaMbudhdha bhagavaMta banelA sadeha avasthAmAM jeo sAkAra paramAtmA che ne sidhdha avasthAmAM jeo nirAkAra paramAtmA che emano sadeva tarIke svIkAra karuM chuM, svIkAra karuM chuM. emanA zaraNano svIkAra karuM chuM. emanI AjJAno, emanA zAsanano svIkAra karuM chuM ane emano ArAdhaka banuM chuM. (2) jemane dehathI bhinna, jaDathI bhinna, pudgala dravyathI bhinna, nija caitanya svarUpa, bheda jJAnanI divya jyotimAM joI, AtmajJAnanI dazA varI, potAmAM svasvakALe udayabhAvamAM pragaTatI kaeNrmanI dhArA ethI bhinna rahI, potAmAM pragaTelI caitanya dhArAne caitanya devamAM joDavA satata akhaMDa parama puruSArtha karatA, sakala dvAdazAMgInA sArarUpa, parama zAMtarasa svarUpa upazamabhAvane prApta thayelA; jemano samagra vyavahAra, bAhya vyavahAra, vicaravuM, cAlavuM, bolavuM, vAparavuM, samagra kriyA pUrvabadhdha udaya prApta karmanI dhArAnusAra che, parama guru arihaMta paramAtmA jemanAmAM pUrNa jJAna ne pUrNa vANInI saMdhi thayelI te vANI ke je parama zAMta rasanI mULa, viSayakaSAyanA tApane zAMta karanAra, rAga-dveSanA maLane avagata karanAra, paDatI vRttine sthira karanAra, apUrva jAgRtine ApanAra, dehathI bhinna Atmatattvane batAvanAra, sata, cita AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAne oLakhAvanAra, mahAmohane haTAvanAra, ajJAnarUpa aMdhakArane dUra karanAra, ATha karmarUpa cakrane bhedanAra, maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, mAdhyastha bhAvamAM sthira karanAra, samyagudarzana, samyagujJAna, samyapha cAritra, samyapha tapa, cAra aNamola ratnone ApanAra; anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta vIrya, anaMta AnaMda A anaMta anaMta catuSTayane ApanAra, sarvanaya sApekSa evI jemanI apUrvavANI che, ne jemane dhyAna dazAmAM vartatA paramazrutabaLa che evA gItArtha, mahAvratone dhAraNa karanArA, dhIra, madhukaravat AhAra lenArA, yathArtha upadeSTA e ja e ja satapuruSa che. emano e paramakRpALu puruSano sadguru tarIke svIkAra karuM chuM. svIkAra karuM chuM. bahumAnapUrvaka, vinayapUrvaka, nirahaMkAratApUrvaka emanA caraNe sarvAgINa samarpaNa karuM chuM. -- - 124 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA he sapuruSa! ame sarvatobhAvathI tArA chIe. tArI AjJAne zirasAvaMdya gaNI jIvanabhara svIkArIe chIe. (1) sarvajJa vItarAgadeva kathita caitanya tatvane oLakhAvanAra, sva paranuM bheda jJAna karAvanAra, upazamabhAvane arthe kahelA, gaNadhara gUMthita, gItArtha AcAryo racita zAstro te ja sazAstra che. paramagurunI paramezvarI AjJA ne puruSanI parama AjJAnuM akhaMDa pAlana, arihaMta paramAtmA sthApita zAsananuM tIrthanuM manathI, vacanathI, dehathI anusaraNa te ja sadharma che. te dharma jIvananI zAMti, maraNanI samAdhi, IhalokanI nItimaya sAdhanA, paralokanuM suMdaratAbharyuM sarjana ne anaMtasukha dhAma paramapadane arpe che. te dharma puNyatattva dvArA paramArtha mArganA yAtrikanI puSTi kare che. saMvara nirjarA dvArA svaAtmatattvanI zuddhi kare che. anukrame samagra cetana tattvane nirAvaraNa kare che te sadharma vItarAga sarvajJa prabhue niSkAma vAtsalyatAthI upadezela che. ahiMsA jenuM hRdaya che, anekAMta jeno prANa che, trikALa abAdhita AtmasvarUpa avagAhI vizudhdha satyanA avalaMbane pratiSThita che, jenA pratyeka anuSThAnomAM, anuSThAnonA mULamAM mAnakaSAyanuM mardana karanArI namratA-vinayazIlatA rahelI che, krodha kaSAyane damana karanArI khAMti-kSamAbhAvanuM jemAM prAdhAnya che, jenA pAlana karanArane kAMcanamukti karavI paDe che, upazamabhAvanI ajaba keLavaNI ApanAra che te dharmanA zaraNano svIkAra karuM chuM. zrI jine kahyuM che ke AtmA che, AtmA nitya che, AtmA karmano kartA che, AtmA karmano bhoktA che, mokSa che, mokSano upAya che. A papada yathArtha che. anekAMta mUlaka tattvadaSTino svIkAra karuM chuM. (4) duSkata gahapUrvaka, sukRtanI anumodanApUrvaka catudazaraNano svIkAra karuM chuM. (3) 125 Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna (4) "sAdhakanI saMpatti" (1) arihaMta paramAtmA pratye akhaMDa bhakti (2) sat puruSanA caraNamAM akhaMDa prIti (3) sarvajJa dharmanI gADha ruci arihaMta sarjita tIrthanI upAsanA vRtti sarvajJa kathita zAstranI parama zradhdhA zaraNa, smaraNa, samarpaNa, AjJApAlana akhaMDa AjJApAlana samyagu darzana (9) tAlAvelI, vedanA, pazcAtApa, azru (10) parama vinaya (11) satu puruSatna akhaMDa vaiyAvacca, parAbhakti, dAsabhAva, paramasevA (12) divya saMyama (13) parama vairya (14) jAgRta sahiSNutA (15) akhaMDa premadhArA (19) sarva jIvo pratye maitrI (17) duHkhI jIvo pratye atyaMta karuNA (18) sakaLa sattva hitAzaya (19) mahAvrata (20) udAratA, sudAkSiNyatA, pApa jugupsA, nirmaLa bodha (21) viSaya tRSNA, krodhakaMDUti, daSTisaMmoha, dharma pathyamAM aruci A cAra doSajaya (22) khaMta, utsAha, gaMbhIratA, prasannatA, svasthatA, kuzAgratA, komaLatA, tIkSNatA, namratA (23) saMbaMdhamAM AMtarika pragaTIkaraNa (24) divya zradhdhA, akhaMDa vizvAsa, phUrti, pAtratA, paramatattvanA pragaTIkaraNane jhIlavAnI yogyatA - - 123 Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna (25) jAgRti, samatulA, javAbadArI, jAgRtipUrvakanuM vartana, saMyogomAM svAdhInatA, titikSA, sadAya prakRti upara kAbU, akhaMDa cetanA dhArA. (27) coksAI, vyavasthA, kAryakuzaLatA, vidheyAtmaktA, svamAna, gauravazIlatA, akhaMDa vyaktitva. (27) nirapekSatA, anAsakti, zaktiyukta zudhdhi, divya pavitratA, vairAgya yukta prema, vicArabaLa, ciMtanazIlatA, vedhaktA, sUkSamadaSTi, anveSaktA (28) samanvaya zIlatA (29) nirbhayatA, niDaratA, niHsaMgatA, hAsya, mAdhurya, mulAyamatA, saMtulanatA, dhyeyaniSThA, Atmabodha, vivekaniSThA (30) vratapAlana sadAgraha (31) haTha, kadAgraha, jIda, utAvaLa, ekAMtikatA, adhIratA, bhaya, Agraha, aruci, aNagamo, gerasamaja, asahiSNutA, udAsInatA, aprasannatA, tucchatA, kSudratA, saMkucitatA, zaMkA, avizvAsa, droha, bedarakArI, anukaraNavRtti, asamatolamana, vyagracitta, zaMkita hRdaya, azradhdhA. A ati bhayaMkara doSo para saMpUrNa vijaya. "sAdhya" vibhAvadazAmAM vartatA bhAva karma, dravya karma ane nokarmanI vaLagelI upAdhine sarvataH dUra karI nipAdhika dazAne prApta thayuM te ja A jIvananuM sAdhya che. parama AnaMdadhAma je mokSa te ja sAdhya che. "sAdhana" sarvajJa vitarAga praNIta dharma, je samyagadarzana, samyajJAna, samyapha cAritra svarUpa che e dharma. parama kRpALu arihaMta paramAtmAnI akhaMDa bhakti ne emanI AjJA anusAra vartana, karuNAmUrti satpaSanA caraNomAM trividhayoge samarpita thaI emanI AjJAnuM akhaMDa pAlana e ja satya sadanuSThAna che, paramayoga che. e ja sAdhyanuM parama sAdhana che. = 1ra7. Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna "sAdhanA" jJAyakatattva ne zeyatattvamAM darzanamohanA yoge thayelI abheda budhdhi, ekatAbudhdhi, budhdhinI graMthi tene parama prabhAvI bhedajJAnanA tINa zastra dvArA bhedI, zeya tatvathI bhinnatAne pAmeluM e jJAyakatattva ene parama prajJAnA divya prakAzamAM joI, tenI vartamAna malina avasthA dUra thAya ne tirobhUta avasthA pragaTa thAya e mATeno satpuruSanI AjJAnusAra parama puruSArtha e ja sAdhanA che. "sAdhanAnI mukhya cAvI zuM?" vizvamAM je parama sattA che, je samagra vizvanI niyAmaka preraka ane udhdhodhaka che, je parama kRpAno anaMta karuNAno sAgara che, sarva jIvono ciMtaka ne preraka parama prabhu che enA astitvamAM potAnA astitvane samAvI devuM ane e parama kRpALunA upakaraNa banavuM. ahaMkAre UbhA karelA astitvane bhUMsI nAkhI arihaMtanA virATa samudramAM svajAtanuM vilInIkaraNa karavuM eTale pote maTI javuM ne enA banI javuM. A divya sAdhanA che. "pachI ApaNe zuM karavAnuM?" mAtra smaraNa, enuM ja satata smaraNa, enI ja smRti, eno ja vicAra, enuM ja dhyAna, enuM ja lakSya. dareka Indriyo, mana ane budhdhimAM smaraNa dvArA enI ja pratiSThA ene ja japa kahe che. e mATe manane khAlI karavuM paDaze. brahmacarya, satya, tapa ane dhyAna A upakaraNo manane khAlI kare che ane chevaTanuM sAdhana sadguru. - koTuMbika kSetre sahiSNutA, udAratA ne kartavyaniSThA, sAmAjika kSetre sahAnubhUti, sahakAra ne sevA; dhArmika kSetre satya, saMtoSa, brahmacarya ne IzvaraniSThA; AdhyAtmika kSetre anAsakti, samatA, virAga ne maitrI. A cAra aMgono saMtulAtmaka vikAsa e ja sAdhanA. 1 28 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna (19) "sAdhakanA mahattvanA aMgo" nirapekSatA, nirbhayatA, niHsaMgatA A sAdhakanAM mahattvanAM aMgo che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapathI jeNe potAnA AtmAne bhAvita karyo che, mAtra jene eka ja mokSAbhilASA che, paramArtha mArganI parama sAdhanA mATe ja jenuM jIvana che, e ja arthe jenuM jIvita che, samagra AkAMkSAo jenI zamI gaI che, ene konI apekSA hoya? jo ke e sAdhaka AtmA koIpaNa jIvanI upekSA karato nathI, anAdara karato nathI, tiraskAra karato nathI, sakaLa sattvahitAzayarUpa amRta pariNAmathI enuM citta pariNata hoya che. sakaLa jIvarAzi sAthe maitrIbhAva, guNAdhika pratye pramoda, du:khI jIvo pratye atyaMta karuNAbhAva enAmAM hoya paNa ene koInI apekSA na hoya mATe ja enAmAM samabhAva hoya che. e koIthI dabAya nahIM, koInI zehamAM taNAya nahIM ane saMbaMdha mAtra dharma nimitte ja hoya ane pAramArthika mArganI sAdhanAmAM jo saMbaMdha bAdhaka hoya, pratibaMdhaka hoya to, e saMbaMdhano parityAga kare paNa svIkArelA paramArtha mArgano parityAga na kare. A jIvana mAtra paramArtha mArganI sAdhanA mATe ja che. anya koIpaNa kArya mATe nathI. jIvananI pratyeka paLa, pratyeka samaya mAtra sAdhanAmAM ja-vItAvavo. bhaya to paramArtha mArgamAM aMtarAyabhUta che. jyAM bhaya che tyAM zaMkA che, jyAM zaMkA che tyAM saMtApa che, jyAM saMtApa che tyAM ArtadhyAna che. emAMthI ja raudradhyAnanI utpatti thAya che, je cittanI kaluSitatAne vRdhdhigata kare che, pariNAmamAM asthiratA thAya che, vihvaLatA ne vyAkuLatA thAya che, mATe sAdhake sarvataH bhayano parityAga karI nirbhaya banavuM. nirbhayatA e ja saphaLatAnI mukhya cAvI che. jyAre mana tamAma bhayothI mukta bane che tyAre te mana zAMtatA, svasthatA, samatolatA anubhave che ane e ja mana ekAgra banI svAdhyAya, dhyAna tathA yoga sAdhanA mATe yogya bane che, zAstronuM vAMcana ne satpuruSanI divya vANInuM zravaNa karI zake che, e ja manamAM vivekarUpa sUryano udaya thAya che ne jIvanamAM prakAza relAya che. lajjA e sarva sadguNonI jananI che. nirbhayatA e paramArtha mArgano rakhevALa che. jyAre bhaya je mohamAMthI pragaTe che enuM mULa ahaMkAra che, je ajJAnanI pedAza che. 129 Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna dehAtma budhdhinuM e pariNAma che, te saMtApa, khinnatA ne vihvaLatA Ape che. e bhayano tyAga karI nirbhaya banavuM. sarva jIvo pratye AtmIyatA, AtmIpabhya bhAvanA, abheda bhAvanA vikasAvavI joIe. pratyeka AtmA sAme jotA e paramAtmA che, jevo mAro AtmA che evo ja eno AtmA che ne amArA vacce A ja sAmyayoganI parama divya bhUmikA che. jema samudramAM sarva nadIo samAya che tema maitrIbhAvanArUpa sAgaramAM sarva jIvono samAveza thavo joIe, to ja ahaMkAra, bhedabuddhi je pAramArthika sAdhanAmAM atyaMta vidanabhUta che tenAthI mukti maLe. sAdhanAno pAyo" svajJAna ane svajJAnayukta vicAra e ja sarva sAdhanAno pAyo che. karAtI kriyAo, thatA anuSThAno eTalo ja kAMI dharma nathI. e to mAtra eka saMskAra grahaNanI dhImI prakriyA che. dharmanuM aMtaraMga tattva che svajJAna arthAt vicArakanuM jJAna ane enuM sAdhana che vicAra. e vicAranI prakriyA saLaMga rIte cAlI zake e mATe A saMskAranI prakriyA nirahaMkArabhAve, anAsakta bhAve karavI paDe che mATe ja samagra kriyAtmaka pravRttinuM lakSa akriyAtmaktA joIe. A niSkriyatA, A niHsAdhanatA e sAdhakanI eka paramocca dazA che. enuM ja rahasya "dhyAna yogamAM" che. mATe ja dhyAtAne ghaDavo, ene taiyAra karavo ane aMtaraMgamAM dhyAtAne pragaTa karavo e ja samagra sAdhanAnuM kendra che. kharekhara to ApaNe kazuM ja thavuM nathI, ApaNane kazuM ja joItuM nathI. e to badhI ahaMkAranI mAMgaNIo che. ahaMkAra ja sarjaka banyo che. je ApaNA "svatva" upara navo vAgho, navo DhoLa caDhAve che. parama satyane zaNagAravo paDato haze? ane ahaMkAre ApelA zaNagAramAM AnaMda mAnavo e ja eka mAtra jIvananI bhUla nathI zuM? A bhUlanI punarAvRtti karavAnI hoya? ane vAraMvAra punarAvRtti karavI ene ja ApaNe sAdhanA kahIzuM ke? ane e gaMbhIra bhUlane pakaDavAnI kaLA satpuruSa pAsethI zIkhavAnI che. tyAre ApaNe sAdhanA karavI eTale zuM? sarjaka maTI javuM ane visarjaka evA svavicArane pragaTa karavo, A sAdhanA mArganuM UMDuM rahasya che. kharekhara A parama satya jyAre lAdhe che ene ja "sakhya darzana" 130 Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA kahevAmAM Ave che ane A samyagU darzana ja A anAdikAlIna ahaMkArano vilaya kare che. e pachInI avasthAne mokSa kahIzuM. bhale nirvAcana nAmakaraNa to karavuM ja paDaze ne anubhUtine vyakta karavA A virATa vizvamAM zabda sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja AlaMbana nathI ane A zabdo e ja chevaTe zAstro banyA ne? ane pachI to budhdhine dhAradAra banAvI A sAkSaro yudhdhanA medAnamAM UtaryA che. saMpradAyo ane vADAo UbhA thaI rahyA che. parama satya koI baMdhana svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. mATe ja e tamAma divAlone bhedIne pragaTa thAya che, je zAstromAM nathI jaDatuM. jagatanA khUNe khAMcare vicaratA satpuruSo dUrathI A dazya jue che, kyAreka azru sAre che. paNa ghaNI vakhata to e draSTA banIne ja jue che. koIka koIka viralanI dRSTi enA para paDe che tyAre ja e enI godamAM samAya che, tyAre ja satpuruSa dhIme svare kAnamAM kaheto hoya che, "pyArA bALa! satya AmAM nathI. e tuM cho, parama satye tuM cho ne tArAmAMthI ja e tane jaDaze. jA tyAre, sva jJAnanA ne niHsAdhanatAnA divya sAdhana dvArA tuM tArAmAM gati kara". basa A zabdo jANe sarva zAstrono sAra che. sarvadharmono nicoDa che. samagra tattvajJAnano arka che ane e ja potAno aNamola vaibhava che. te zAstromAMthI, anuSThAnomAMthI nahi ja jaDe. aMtaramAM DokiyuM karavuM ja paDaze ne! jinahi pAyA hinahi chipAyA, na kahe kolake kAnameM, tAlI lAgI jaba anubhava kI taba jAne kou sAnameM. hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM (upA, yazovijayajI ma.) basa A ja saMgIta jIvanamAM guMjatuM bane te ja sAdhanA. eNe kazuM ja mAgyuM nathI, mAMgavuM ene gamatuM nathI ne mAtra ApavuM ne ApavuM e ja eno svabhAva che, eNe keTaluM badhuM ApyuM? karuNA-himAlaya parathI khalakhala karatA vahetA vizALa jharaNAonI mAphaka jenA hRdayamAM karuNAnA dhodha vahI rahyA hatA. samyam darzanarUpa divya rasAyaNano sparza thatAM e karuNA bhAvakaruNA banI. karuNAe divya svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM. sthUla sRSTi dRSTimAMthI alopa thaI ne aMtara sRSTimAM e karuNAmUrtie daSTipAta karyo. parama AnaMdanuM janma sthAna zudhdha jIvAstikAya vibhrama pAmI, zokane janma ApI rahI che. e vedanA enA mATe asahya banI. A koI ekanI 131 Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna vAta nathI. svataMtra astitva dharAvatA anaMta jIvono A gaMbhIra koyaDo che, mATe e ukelavo ja rahyo. aMtaramAM tIvra banatI vedanA ane gaMbhIra banAve che ane prajJAnA divya pradezamAM laI jaI koyaDAne ukelavAnuM gupta rahasya khulluM kare che. eNe pote potAno ukela karyo, mukta banyo, prakRti upara svAmitva meLavyuM ne prakRtinuM divya rUpAMtara karI ene skUla sRSTimAM praveza karI udghoSaNA karI "ame AvyA chIe ane samagra jIvasRSTine vAsanAmAMthI mukti ApavA AvyA chIe, AvyA chIe jIvane ziva banAvavA, vAmanane virATa banAvavA, dAsane svAmI banAvavA, Avo ne tamArI jAtane amArA hAthamAM mUko." prakRtimAM spaMdana thayuM. enAmAM jANe divya cetanA pragaTI, eNe madhura madhura hAsya relAvyuM ane A vibhUtinA svAgatamAM, sahakAramAM ja jIvana dhanya mAnyuM paNa ahaMkAra, Asakti, vAsanA ane AvezanI totiMga divAlo pAchaLa kArmaNa paramANuoe UbhI karelI jelamAM khadabadATa karatAM nimna prakRtinA gulAmo A udghoSaNA sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. tyAre karuNAthI chalakAtA enA nayano azru bhInA thAya che. "saMbujhaha kiM na bujhaI saMbohI pecca khalu dullahA" 21) "moha ane rAga vacce zo phera?" "moha" eTale potAnA svarUpamAM, svasvarUpamAM bhrAMti, potAnA viSe viparIta mAnyatA; je pote che, jevo pote che eno asvIkAra ne je pote nathI, jevo pote nathI evo svIkAra karI emAM dRDha Agraha, adhyAsa. jenI potAnAmAM nAsti che enI potAmAM asti mAnavI. jenI potAmAM asti che emAM nAsti mAnavI, kharekhara to potAnA viSe ja potAnI viparIta vikRta samaja, arthAt je be svataMtra dravyo che cetana ane jaDa, e svataMtra be dravyono svIkAra na karatA eka ja dRzya jaDa dravyano svIkAra ne adRzya draSTA eno InakAra. deha sAthe ekatA-budhdhi, jaDa sAthe abhedabudhdhi. para dravyanI vibhAva paryAyamAM potAnA astitvano Aropa te moha che. emAMthI be dhArA vahetI thAya che, be valaNa thAya che. arthAt dezya sRSTimAM jIvaMta vyakti ane vastu, vyaktio ane vastuo pratye be prakAranuM valaNa thAya che. emAM je valaNamAM apekSA che, Asakti che, bacAva che, anukULa che, ISTa che evo Aropa karI je snehAtmaka valaNa, mamatvajanya valaNa te rAga. 132 Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - - "rAga" mohanuM bALaka che, moha janaka che. jethI pote vyaktio sAthe ne vastuo sAthe baMdhAya che, ene majabUta karanArI cetana dravyamAM thatI snehAtmaka vikArI paryAya te "rAga". sneha ane maitrImAM ghaNuM aMtara che. maitrI ane premamAM aMtara che. sneha doSa che. vikAra che. maitrI zubha bhAva che. jyAre prema caitanya dravyano viziSTa zubha bhAva che. A prema vikalpothI, viSayothI, vAsanAothI, apekSAothI para che. vyakti ke vastuonA tamAma baMdhana toDI aMdaramAM vahetI je asmalita dhArA te prema. (22) AsaktimAMthI Ubho thayelo saMbaMdha dIrghajIvI hoI zake paNa sadAjIvI hoto nathI, paNa nirvikArI premamAMthI utpanna thayelo saMbaMdha sadAjIva ne zAzvata hoya che. je sadAjIvI che, zAzvata che ene potAnAmAM vahetI premanI dhArAne jhIlavA zAzvatane sadAjIvane ja zodhavo rahyo. nirvikArI premane koNa jhIlI zakaze? vikArI? nA, nA, enA mATe to asahya bojo thaI paDaze. tyAre zuM vizvanA raMgamaMca para e pAtra nahiM ja hoya? che ane che, e che mohamukta vItarAga. e sAmartha enAmAM ja che. anaMta jJAna sarvajJatAmAM ja e ja sAmartha che. potAmAM vahetI premanI dhArAne paNa zudhdha banAvavI paDaze ne? vikAranI dhArA emAM maLe che ene rokavI paDaze. nirvikArI banelAmAM vahetI premadhArA vItarAga tarapha vahetI thAya che. saMbaMdha to enI sAthe che paNa kSaNajIvI sAthe ramata mAMDIne beselo ene e ramata choDavI gamatI nathI, paNa jyAre divyajJAna enAmAM pragaTe che tyAre talasATa jAge che. enI vyathA asahya che. paNa e bhUmikA para ArUDha banatA jUnA saMbaMdho toDavA nathI paDatA paNa vAstavikatAnA pAyA para racavA paDe che. ane e mATe gaMbhIra, dhIra ne sahiSNu banavuM paDe che. jIvana jIvavAnI sAcI rIta hAtha AvatA samasyAono aMta Ave che. saMtano A prasAda che. nicANanA DhALa tarapha vahetA pANImAM taNAI javuM e to prakRti che paNa dhasamasatA ghoDApUre sAme javuM emAM ja jIvananI saMskRti che. kArya to atala UMDANamAM jaIne karavAnuM che, tyAM ghoMghATa nathI, dhamAla nathI, sthUla sRSTimAM rahevA chatAM AMtarasRSTi sAthe saMbaMdha jALavI rAkhavAnI kaLA te ja yoga. 133 Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna gurudevanA caraNe manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI samarpita banI, temanI pratyeka AjJAnuM virodha vagara, saMgharSa vagara, vikalpa vagara, rucithI, zradhdhAthI, bhaktithI, bahumAnathI, zubhabhAvathI, akhaMDapAlana, prANanA bhoge, jIvana sarvasvanA bhoge pAlana karavuM. bhaMga thAya to prAyazcita levuM. ArAdhanA, sAdhanA, upAsanA, paramArthamArganI. ArAdhanA, samagra ArAdhanA niHzalya bhAve niSkapaTabhAve, nirbaddha bhAve karavI. IzvaranA caraNe AtmasamarpaNa karavuM, karma ane karmaphaLano tyAga karavo; ahaM mamano laya karavo. dareka padArthamAM, dareka saMyogamAM, dareka vyaktimAM Izvaradarzana karavuM. ahamuthI alaga potAnI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa karavuM. zudhdha, budhdha, mukta, pUrNa sata cita AnaMda svarUpaneM satata anubhava karavo. parama upakArI tIrthakara devano puraskAra, sapuruSanA caraNomAM akhaMDa bhakti, akhaMDa prIti karavI, emanA caraNe sarvAgINa samarpaNa karavuM. abheda dazA, advaita avasthA anabhavavI. ApavuM ane levuM e vinimaya che, jyAre zudhdha lAgaNI vinimayanI maryAdAthI para che. jenuM dhyAna dharavuM che te aMtaramAM che. saMskAranA bhAra taLe te dabAyo che. sAdhanonA vegavAna AMdolano e bhArane dUra kare che tyAre pragaTe che caitanya jyota. dhyAna mana dvArA karavuM che, te taddana khAlI joIe arthAta dhyeya sivAya bIjAne pheMkI denAruM joIe. A sAmarthya e ja tapa che. sattva e sAmartha che. game tevA vikaTa saMjogomAM, prasaMgomAM, mUMjhavaNomAM asvastha, vyagra, ciMtAtura, gamagIna na banavuM. lokonA binajarUrI bhayathI saMtapta na rahevuM, mana svastha rAkhavuM. 134 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna A jIvana paramArtha mArganI sAdhanA mATe ja che. e jIvananI pratyeka paLa kiMmatI che. enI pratyeka paLa gaMbhIra sAdhanAmAM ja javI joIe. pramAda kartavya nathI. durupayoga kema ja thAya? kSamA, maMtrI, nirbhayatA, nirapekSatA, paramaprema, zAMti, gaMbhIratA, dhIraja, samatA, karuNA, sahiSNutA, sthiratA, zradhdhA, AtmavizvAsa, nIDaratA, kuzaLatA, svasthatA A guNone khAsa keLavavA. bhayanI prakRti to saMpUrNataH dUra karavI. pUrepUrA nirbhaya banavuM. vizvAsa, vaphAdArI, nirbhayatA e ja jIvananA AdhAra staMbho che, kRtajJatA to parama saguNa che. jene javAbadArI soMpIe tenA pratye pUrNa vaphAdArI, samarpaNa ane tenuM akhaMDa AjJApAlana hovuM joIe. bhakti ane maitrIne bAdhaka bhoga ane parigraha anukrame jANavA. jyAM rAma tyAM kAma nahIM. jyAM kAma tyAM rAma nahIM. kAma, krodha, lobha traNa mahAdoSo che. lobha kaMcana viSe ane kAma kAminI viSe, te bannethI krodha janme che. jApa dvArA, bhaktidhArA, premathI levAtA prabhunA nAma dvArA maLanI hAni thAya che, vikAro zame che, nirvikArI dazA Ave che. vastuo ane vyaktio viSenA vikalpomAM aTavAyeluM citta vicAra karI zakatuM nathI. vikalpanuM kAraNa bhedabudhdhi che. jaDa ane cetana tattva sva sva kALanI paryAyamAM yukta che. e paryAyadaSTi bhedajanaka che. paryAya to te dravyanI te kALanI avasthA che. e paryAya dravya sAthe trikALa nathI. vartamAna avasthA gauNa karI dravya tarapha dRSTi jAya to bheda TaLe. e TaLatAM vikalpa TaLe ane vicAra pragaTe. 135 Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna "nUtana varSanI maMgaLa prabhAte prabhu pAse mAMgaNI" I.sa.1910, vi.saM.2013 prAraMbha ane aMta dRzya padArthamAM che, draSTAmAM nahi, draSTA prAraMbha ane aMtathI rahita che. dazyamAM pragaTa thayeluM rUpa nUtana dekhAya che, paNa kALa ene prAcIna banAve che. dazya to navuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che. jUnuM rUpa choDe che. kALa dazyamAM krIDA kare che. nUtana ane prAcIna e kALanI krIDA che, parivartanano e niyAmaka che, asthiratA eno dharma che, sarjana visarjana enI kriyA che. jagatamAM kALa krIDA kare che. dazya enuM kendra che. draSTA to anaMta che, zAzvata che, purANa che, prAraMbha ane aMtathI para che. nUtana ane prAcInatA ene sparzatI nathI. kALa emAM krIDA karI zakato nathI. kALanI sattA tyAM cAlatI nathI. kALa ene sparza karI zakato nathI. kALane vartamAna kALa che. draSTA trikALa che. kALamAM prakAra che, bheda che. draSTAmAM prakAra nathI. abhedatA che. draSTA satsvabhAvavAna che, cita eno dharma che, AnaMda eno prANa che. dRzya to jaDa che, acita che, AnaMdathI vihIna che, kALane AdhIna che. draSTA dRzyane joI zake che. dazya draSTAne joI zakatuM nathI kema ke dazya pAse cita nathI, jJAna nathI, zakti nathI. draSTAthI dazya gupta rahI zakatuM nathI. draSTA jJAna zaktivALo che. draSTAnuM jJAna, draSTAnuM cita, dazya tarapha vaLIne dezyane jue che, joI rahyuM che, emAMthI sRSTi utpanna thAya che. draSTA jyAre dazyane jue che tyAre sRSTinI utpatti thAya che. pachI dazya sAthe draSTAne abheda budhdhi thAya che, tyAre huM A ja chuM,' evo ahaMkAra utpanna thAya che. e ahaMkAra dazyane potAnuM mAne che, tyAre mamakAra bane che, pachI draSTA dazyano huM kartA chuM ema mAnato thAya che tyAre dazyanuM bhokatRtva emAM UbhuM thAya che, ene ja sRSTi kahe che. draSTA dazya abheda banyA che eTale sat ane AnaMdano Aropa draSTA dazyamAM kare che tyAre "dazya paNa sat che ane e ja AnaMdanuM dhAma che" ema draSTA mAne che, e ja mAyA che, e ja mAyAnA raMge draSTA raMgAyo che, tyAre saMsArI banyo che. A paraMparA anaMtakALanI che. 136 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - kALanI gaNatarImAM eka varSa, viteluM varSa umerAyuM ane have AjathI navA varSano prAraMbha thAya che, anaMtanA siMdhumAM eka biMdu maLyuM, navA biMdunI racanAno AjathI prAraMbha thayo. eno harSa draSTA anubhave che, te ja vikAra che. dazya zAzvata rahe evI prArthanA e ja vAsanA che. draSTA dRzyane joI rahyo che anaMtakALathI, emAM eka varSa umerAyuM. AjathI nUtana varSano prAraMbha che. draSTA dazyane ja joyA karaze, sRSTinI uMmara vadhaze. daSTi nahi kare tyAM sudhI vidAya ane AvakArano vyavahAra che. vidAya je le che te mATe zoka karavAno, praveza kare che tene AvakAra ApIne harSa pragaTa karavAno. A vaMdanuM gheluM draSTAne lAgyuM. nirdadra svabhAva ne svarUpe nirTa e ThaMdranA cALA karI rahayo che. e vaMdranI ramata mAMDIne beTho che, emAM risAmaNAM ne manAmaNAM kare che. rAga enA manAmaNAM che ne keSa enA risAmaNAM, rAga ne vaiSanA vAghA paherI draSTA sRSTimAM sRSTinI raMgabhUmimAM Ubho che, enA pravezano prAraMbha punaH thAya che, eno mahotsava duniyA mAne che, ene divALI kahe che, kema kahevAya divALI ? je divase draSTA potAnI dRSTine dRzya taraphathI pAchI vALaze ne draSTAne joze te ja sAcI divALI, mahotsava eno hoya, e ja nUtana che. eno ja prAraMbha thavo joIe. draSTAnI dRSTi dazyane vaLagIne anaMtakALathI UbhI che. jenA kAraNe sRSTi che e ja kAryano prAraMbha te punarAvRti che, bhUtakALanI Teva che, jUnA kAryanI yAdI che, ene prAraMbha na kahevAya. e nUtana nathI, punarAvRtti che, bhava che. draSTA dazyane bhUlIne draSTAne joto thAya. dazyanI sRSTimAM, dazyano draSTA draSTAne bhUlIne beTho che, ene dazyanuM vismaraNa thAya ne draSTAnuM smaraNa thAya ne draSTA draSTAne ja juve. draSTAnI dRSTi dazyathI pAchI pharI draSTAne ja jonArI bane, eno prAraMbha thAya e kArya nUtana che, enI zarUAta AjathI karavAnI, mATe A besatuM varSa, draSTA dazyane bhUlavAno saMkalpa kare, draSTAne nahi bhUlavAno daDha nizcaya kare, enI maMgala zarUAta ja AjathI karavAnI ane A varSa vidAya le te pahelAM dRSTi draSTAmAM samAI jAya e siddhi meLavavAnI, tyAre AnaMdanI varSA varasaze. A mahAna kArya che. 137 Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna dRSTi draSTAmAM vilaya pAme tyAre sRSTino laya thAya che. draSTAnI dRSTi dazyamAM abheda anusaMdhAna kare che, tyAre sRSTinI utpatti thAya che. draSTA sRSTi utpanna karI rahyo che, enuM pAlana karI rahayo che. e anaMtakALathI A bhUla karIne beTho che, ene utpanna karatAM AvaDe che, pAlana karatA AvaDe che, brahmA banyo che, viSNu banyo che, paNa ene saMhAra karatA nathI AvaDatuM, vilayanI kaLA nathI AvaDatI, e zaMkara thaI zakato nathI. zaMkara banIne mAyAne kaMkara mArI zakato nathI. brahmA to deva che. viSNu paNa deva che. paNa zaMkara to mahAdeva che. jyAre zaMkaranuM trIjuM locana khUle che tyAre dRSTi dazyathI pAchI vaLIne draSTA tarapha jAya che tyAre sRSTi baLe che, enI rAkha thAya che. e rAkhanuM vilepana karI e kailAsa para sthira banyo che, tyAre enI zudhdha cetanA satI pArvatI ene maLe che. himAlayanI e putrI che. badhA parvatomAM himAlaya zreSTha che jyAM tApano saMtApa nathI. badhA guNomAM viveka guNa zreSTha che, Atmaviveka, jaDa cetanano, draSTA dRzyano, brama mAyAno, prakRti puruSano viveka te ja himAlaya. enI putrI che zudhdha cetanA, satI pArvatI, vivekathI cetanA pragaTa thAya che, vairAgyathI te zudhdha thAya che. vivekanI putrI, vairAge zudhdha karelI, zudhdha cetanAne mahAdeva game che. zaMkara ja game che, kAraNa zaMkara saMhAra karI zake che, enI pAse trIjuM locana che, e sRSTino saMhAraka bane che. A kArya muzkela che. brahmA sarjana kare, viSNu pAlana kare paNa saMhAranuM kArya emane halAhala viSapAna jevuM lAge che, kAlakuTa jhera pIvA jevuM lAge che, e viSapAna koNa kare? dRSTine dazyathI draSTA tarapha vALavI e kArya Aje halAhala jhera pIvA jevuM thaI paDayuM che, e viSanuM pAna zaMkare karyuM. ghelI duniyA rAgane amRta mAne che. verAgyane halAhala viSa mAne che. trIjuM locana samyagu darzana ughaDayuM che jenuM, te rAgane halAhala jhera mAne che ne verAgyane amRta mAne che. verAgyarUpa amRtapAnane jagata viSapAna samaje che. rAganA jheranuM pAna tene amRtapAna mAne che. zaMkara halAhala jheranuM pAna kare che to ja te sRSTino saMhAra karI zake che. samyagadarzana rU5 locane draSTA dekhAya che. e jotAM sRSTinI bhrAMti TaLe che, daSTi dazyanA rAgavALI maTIne draSTAnA premavALI bane che. dazyanA rAgavALI daSTi 138 Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna te ja ajJAna che. eno ja aMdhakAra cArekora chavAyo che. e ajJAna aMdhakAramAM vizva aTavAI rahayuM che, chatAMye ame sAdhanA karIe chIe. vrata, tapa karIe chIe, bhogI maTIne yogI banIe chIe. saMsArI maTIne saMnyAsI banIe chIe, bhajana karIne bhakta banIe chIe, ema te mAne che, ane pachI te netA bane che. bIjAo doravAya che. ene saMpradAya kahe che. netA eTale laI janAro, dorI janAro, paNa ajJAna aMdhakAramAM aTavAto jJAna prakAza prApta karyA vagara doravaNI kevI rIte Apaze? doravaze kevI rIte ? ane ene nA koNa kaheze? ane bIjo nA kahe tyAre potAnA netRtvano dAvo na choDe e ja kadAgraha che. enA doravAyelA ahaMkAra kare che tapano, vatano, yogano. ene ja dharma mAnavo te che moha. ajJAna aMdhakAramAM aTavAto eTale dazyanA rAgavALI dRSTine sAcI mAnanAro. draSTAnA premavALI dRSTi te ja jJAna, samyagujJAna, divyajJAna, prakAza. jJAna e ja aMjana. anaMtakALathI draSTAne bhUlIne dRzyane jonAro, sRSTimAM sUtelo, tenI AMkhamAM, dRSTimAM premanI saLI dvArA jJAnAMjana Aje ane draSTAnI AMkha ughADe te sadguru, ene ja namaskAra ho, namaskAra ho ! aho eno upakAra ! eNe je dRSTi ApI e daSTie draSTA joyo. draSTAne jotAM sRSTino vilaya thayo, saMsArano mRtyughaMTa vAgyo. muktinuM maMgala prabhAta UgyuM, duHkhanA dAvAnaLa zamyA. AnaMdanA siMdhu UmaTyA. draSTAe draSTAne dRSTi dvArA joyo. dazya sAthe abheda sAdhelI daSTi e draSTA sAthe abheda thaI. ene sata maLyuM, ene cita maLyuM, ene AnaMda maLyo. A upakAra che sadguruno. zuM emanA caraNe dharIe ? zA emanA sanmAna karIe ? anaMta kALanA aramAna jeNe TALyAM, bhavobhavanA apamAna jeNe TALyAM, eno badalo kaI rIte ApIe? eNe AMkhamAM aMjana AMjayuM, trIjuM locana ApyuM. ajJAna aMdhakAra dUra karyo tyAre draSTA dRzyamAna thayA, dRSTino moha dUra thayo tyAre sRSTinI bhrAMti TaLI, draSTAno bhAsa thayo. zudhdha cetanAnI sAthe ramatA, ajara amara ane avinAzI mAyAtIta draSTAnAM darzana thayAM tyAre te sRSTino kartA maTayo, draSTA banyo, daSTi draSTA 139 Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna tarapha vaLI tyAre akartA thayo ane draSTAnA je sat cita ne AnaMda teno bhoktA banyo, tyAM vikalpa TaLyA, nirvikalpa banyo. aho sadguru! A pAmarane, draSTAne bhUlIne sRSTine jonAro, mAnanAro, bhajanAro e pAmarane Ape prabhu karyo, e ApanI karuNA che, kema bhUlAya Apano upakAra ! ane he prabhu ! zenA thALa dharuM ApanA caraNe ! sRSTimAM UpajatA ne viNasatA padArtho draSTAne joyA pachI mUlya hIna lAgyA. pahelA e aNamola lAgatA hatA ne te tArA caraNe dharyAno garva karatA hatA. draSTAnA sAmrAjayamAM pravezyA pachI sRSTinAM mUlya zAM ! ane mArI pAse to sRSTi hatI, tame dRSTi ApI, draSTAne dekhADayo. e draSTAthI sRSTi hIna che. e draSTAnA darzana tame karAvyA. AtamarAmane tame oLakhAvyo, to have huM sRSTino maTI tAro banuM. mArA draSTA ne mArI sRSTi tArA caraNe arpaNa karuM chuM. A deha, A vANI, A dhana, A vaibhava, sarvasva tArA caraNe dharuM chuM ane dAsa banuM chuM, ziSya banuM chuM. A sadgurunI kRpA che. e ja prasAda che. enI bhaktimAM mukti che. e bhakti e ja zakti che ane e ja muktinI yukti che evI saMtonI ukti che, enI punarukti te zAstra che. bAkI to vANI mAtra che. A jene samajAya te pAtra che, punita thayeluM tenuM gAtra che. sakaLa zAstrano A che marma. draSTA eTale jonAro. caitanya mUrti bhagavAna AtmA. dRSTi eTale jJAnadraSTAnI zakti, dRzya eTale jaDa, pudagala, Indriya gamya sthUla padArtha, ene ja jonArI dRSTi, emAMthI utpanna thAya che sRSTi eTale jagata. draSTAnI dRSTi dRzyane vaLage che tyAre Ubho thAya che saMsAra, sadguru dRSTine draSTA tarapha vALe che. e ja che jIvananI sAdhanA. paramAtmA e ja paramaguru che. enA satata smaraNathI sadgurunI prApti thAya sadguru Ape e ja maMtra che. e ja maMtrathI mana baMdhAya che mATe e maMtra japa e ja sAdhanAnI zarUAta che. maMtra eTale je zabdomAM paramAtmA kendrita thAya che ane japa eTale satata avirata smaraNa. e smaraNathI pApanuM maraNa thAya che. puNyanuM che. 140 Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna jAgaraNa thAya che. enA dvArA paramAtmA sAthe saMmilana thAya che. mATe maMtranI zakti adbhuta che. satata japa karavAthI aMtaramAM AghAta thAya che. enAthI mAyAnA paDaLa bhedAya che, ethI divya saMskArano udaya thAya che tyAre satsaMgano prasaMga prApta thAya che. emAM draSTAnuM saMgIta sAMbhaLavA maLe che tyAre ciMtanano zuddha agni pragaTa thAya che. e agnithI vicAranI azudhdhi baLI jAya che. vicAra zudhdhi thAya che. e thatAM ja vRtti sRSTithI vimukha banI, draSTAnA sanmukha thAya che. dRSTi-vRtti draSTAnAM sanmukha thatAM ja divya zAMtino anubhava thAya che. e ja divya zAMti che. ethI ja prasannatA anubhavAya che. e prasAda che, prAptino AnaMda che. e prasannatA jIvanamAM sphUrti lAve che. sphUrti sphUrti sphUrti. sRSTinI mAyA dUra thatAM ja draSTAnA darzana thatAM je khumArI anubhavAya che te sphUrti, utsAha, nirbhayatA. tyAre lokalAjanAM dhUMdhaTa khUle che tyAre parabrahmanAM darzana thAya che, e divasa ApaNI divALI, tyArathI nUtana varSano prAraMbha, te mATe AjathI karIe saMkalpa, "ame amArA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmikatAnI sAdhanA karazuM." enAM sAdhana che anAsakti, samatA, svabhAva ramaNatA, A meLavI samAjamAM praveza karIzuM. svArthanuM jhera dUra karI sevAnuM amRta varasAvazuM, saMgharSane haThAvI prANI mAtra sAthe sahakAra sAdhaze. kuTuMba sAthe sahiSNutA ne saujanyatA keLavazuM. vyavahAra nItimattAnI zarate karIzuM, ne dhArmika jIvanamAM zIla, saMyamanI upAsanA karazuM. banIzuM prakRti mAnava. paramAtmA ! AkRti mAnava teM banAvyA paNa prakRti dAnavanI che, sAdhanA karIne prakRtie mAnava thazuM tyAre bhajana thaI zakaze tArAM. banaze bhakta bhagavAna tArA, ne jIvanabhara gAzuM gIta tArA, rahIzuM saMsArathI nyArA, AjanA maMgala prabhAte tArA caraNe A ja mAMgaNI che. mArA jIvananA pyArA! tuM svIkAraje, 'he dInonA udhdhAranArA.' 141 Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna I.sa.1990, vi.saM.2017 vAtsalyathI chalakato patra maLyo. AvuM vAtsalya e premanuM eka vaheNa che. nisvArtha, nirdoSa ane niSkAma prema e ja mAnava hRdayanuM amRta che. A amRtathI ja amRtatva maLe che ane e mATe jIvanamAM kaThora tapazcaryA karavI paDe che. AvA prema mATenI tapazcaryA e ja dharmanuM aMtastattva che. mAnavI mATe azakya duzakaya zikhara A ja che, kAraNa mAnavI mohanA vamaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI. jema kAdavamAM khUMceluM prANI taraphaDATa kare che paNa bahAra nIkaLavuM ene azakya bane che tema mohanI A nAnakaDI khAI ulaMghavI muzkela bane che ane e mATe prabaLa puruSArtha joIe ane e ja sAdhanAnuM hRdaya che. chevaTe sAdhanAnuM rahasya zuM che? vyaktinuM samaSTimAM samIkaraNa, vizvAtmAnI sAthe jIvAtmAnuM abheda milana, vyaktino virATamAM laya. vyaktinuM vistRtikaraNa thAya arthAt vyaktino vistAra thAya ane samaSTimAM pariNamI jAya e ja rahasya che. jayAre nAnakaDuM hRdaya tamAma maryAdAo, sImAo ane vajasamI divAlo bhedIne vizvAtmA sAthenA aikyanI divya anubhUti kare che, vizvacetanAnA tAla ane laya sAthe AtmacetanAno tAla ane laya meLave che tyAre ja ne tyAre ja AvI divya anubhUti thAya che. jyAre aMtarAtmA jAge che ne potAne AvA cokaThAmAM goThavAyelo jue che, potAnI AjubAjumAM uttuMga zikharo jue che tyAre aMtarAtmA vyathA ne vedanA anubhave che ane e cokaThuM bhedavA mATenI tamannA jAge che. e ja sAdhanAno prAraMbha che. prathama paLa che. maMgalAcaraNa che. e ja prastAvanA che. jyAre cetanA kaMpa anubhave che, spaMdana pAme che ne cetanA magarUra bane che tyAre ja e totiMga divAlo vadhu spaSTa dekhAya che ane cetanA vadhu vyathita bane che tyAre aMdarathI baLavo pukAre che ke mArI mukti kema nathI? cokaThAmAM zA mATe? ane A abheda divAlo zA mATe? kema? koNe racI? ne have nahIM sAMkhI zakuM. tyAre aMdaramAM prabala talasATa jAge che. e eka Aga che. dAvAnala che. samagra cetanA 142 Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna saLagI UThe che. e Aga, e dAvAnala sAdhakano jusso che, divya baLa che, ene cena nathI, vizrAma nathI, vilaMba poSAto nathI, dhIraja pAlave tema nathI. e pote saLagatI Agano puMja bane che. prabaLa dAvAnaLa bane che ane pratipaLe e dAvAnala ugra svarUpa dhAraNa karato jAya che, A ja apUrvakaraNa che. kAraNa ke have ja e vAsanAgraMthi sAme AvIne Ubho che ane graMthInI pelI pAranI vizva cetanAne e nIrakhI rahyo che ane e vizva cetanAnuM AkarSaNa enA dhairyane DagamagAvI de che. tyAre e joradAra garjanA karI UThe che. javA gho, javA dyo ane vizva cetanAnA e niravadhi siMdhumAM jhIlavA gho ane tyAre vAsanAgraMthi paDakAra pheMke che, bilakula nahi, nahi javAya, anaMtakAlIna A vyavasthA che ane A ja cokaThAmAM anaMtakAla vItyo che ne Ama ja vyatIta karavo paDaze mATe mauna lyo. jAgelI cetanAne A paDakAra vajraghAta jevo lAge che. o graMthi! tAro damAma? have nahi rahuM, bhedyA sivAya nahi rahuM. asahya mUMjhavaNa che. cetanAnI akaLa mUMjhavaNa che. ahIM azrunI dhArA vahe che. nayanonA nahi paNa hRdayanAM e lohInAM AMsu che. e asahya vedanA che. sAtamI nArakInI vedanA ane ghANImAM pIlAtA mAnavanI vedanA, e vedanA pAse ati alpa che. anaMta vedanA che Ane, IMdranA siMhAsanathI ke anutara vimAnanA vaibhavathI e vedanA nahi zame, e ja saMvega che. aho! asahya che e vedanA, asahya che A saMtApa, asahya che A mUMjhavaNa, asahya che A pIDA ane cetanAno valopAta paNa asahya che. cetanAnuM saMvedana saMgIta bane che ne e vedanA vyakta kare che. huM to zuddha, bhUlI gaI, have zuM karuM ? anaMta RddhinA svAmI vizva caitanya vinA eka kSaNa jAya che te anaMtakAla jevI lAge che. A cetanAno taraphaDATa te ja vairAgya che. prabaLa puruSArtha karyo paNa cokaThuM kema bhedAya ? divAlo kema tUTe ? tyAre ja sahAyanI mAgaNI thAya che, pokAra thAya che - che koI mAro hAtha pakaDIne vizva caitanya pAse dorI jAya ? A cokaThAmAMthI bahAra kADhIne mane tyAM dorI jAya? mArI mathAmaNo, mArA prayatno nathI kAmamAM AvatA, tyAre satpuruSa kahe che, 'pyArA Ava, tAro hAtha mane soMpI de. cAla tane dorI jAuM. A cokaThuM hamaNAM ja bhedAze. A 143 Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna totIMga divAla hamaNAM ja tUTaze, pyArA Ama jo." A satparuSa kazuM ja mAMgato nathI, badalAnI AzA rAkhato nathI, vyAjanI vRtti nathI, phalanI AkAMkSA nathI paNa e karuNAmUrti sapuruSa e cetanAnI vedanA vyathA-taraphaDATa joI zakato nathI. e vedanA ane karuNAnuM milana e ja dIkSA che, sAdhanA che, sAdhakanI jyota che. jeTalI vedanA vadhaze eTalI ja asahAya dazA vadhaze. saMpUrNa asahAya dazA e ja ziSyanuM ziSyatva che. asahAya dazAnI parAkASTA e ja samarpaNanI zarUAta che. asahAya banelI, nirAdhAra banelI cetanA jeNe japa, tapa, dharmazAstra, jJAna, prayatna, puruSArtha, vicAra A tamAma AdhAro choDyA che. A samagra sAdhano chUTI jAya che tyAre e asahAya banyo -nirAdhAra banyo ane evo banIne jayAre pukAra kare che ke, "che koI sahAyaka? tyAre ja sapuruSa hAtha pakaDe che. ahIM ahaMno laya - sarva prakArano ahe, sarva jAtano ahe, sarva daSTino ahaM - teno laya thayo. e ja miniTe cokaThuM DhIluM paDe che. ene tyAre ja sapuruSanI sahAya maLe che. puruSanI karuNA asahya vyathA mAge che, asahAya dazA mAge che, nirAdhAra sthiti mAge che ane e sthitino pukAra mAge che. e asahAyadazAnuM bhAna sAdhakane samarpaNano maMtra Ape che. jema pativratA strI patinA caraNe jAta arpaNa kare che. e enuM kazuM ja rahevA detI nathI, e pote paNa enI rahetI nathI. e ane enuM sarvasva e patinA caraNe mUke che. e potAnI maTe che ne svAmInI bane che. enA svano paNa e svAmI bane che. bALaka mAtAnuM bane che. bALakanuM kazuM ja rahetuM nathI. AvI ja rIte jyAre puruSanA caraNe samarpaNa thAya che tyAre puruSanI karuNAno dhodha vahe che ane e karuNA puruSamAM vedanA utpanna kare che. te cetanAne dorI jAya che. jyAre sAdhakanI cetanA sapuruSanI bane che ane tyAre ja puruSa ene vizva caitanya tarapha dorI jAya che. e ja anivRttikaraNa che. vizva caitanya tarapha cetanAnI dhArA vaLe che tyAre ja e rAdhA bane che ane caitanya svAmIne maLe che. e dhArAne vahetI karanAra puruSa che. cetanAnuM asahAyapaNuM e ja vedanA che. 144 Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna - - - I.sa. 1960, vi.saM. 2016 sapuruSanI IcchAe jIvavuM eTale satpaSanI jenA mATe IcchA che enA mATe ja jIvavuM, sasvarUpa paramAtmAmAM vyaktitvane vilIna karavA sivAya anya koI ja IcchA nathI. enI samagra IcchAoe eka ja svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM che, enuM vaividhya TaLI gayuM che. enI IcchAe jIvavuM eTale satathI anya bhinna mATenI samagra IcchAono tyAga karavo, ane jIvana sAdhanAnuM A ja prathama pagathiyuM che. IcchA jayanI A divya sAdhanA che? mana, budhdhi, prANa ane dehamAM je IcchAo janme che ene sAdhaka sthAna Apato nathI, kAraNa emAM satpuruSanI IcchA nathI. jyAre ziSya sapuruSanI IcchAe jIve che tyAre enI vividha IcchAono aMta AvI jAya che. AmAM IcchA nirodhanI vAta nathI. satpuruSa pratyenA ananya premanI gUDha vAta che. jyAre puruSanI pratye evo ananya prema thAya che tyAre e divya premamAM anya IcchAo janmI zakatI nathI. IcchAjaya mATe vividha prayatno thaze paNa jaya nahi thAya. satpuruSa pratye ananya prema jAge che tyAre sahaja anya IcchAo zamI jAya che. satpuruSanI IcchAe jIvavAmAM IcchAjayanI divya sAdhanA che. enA pariNAme ziSyamAM tapaH zakti pragaTe che. anAsakti ne divya virAga pragaTe che. samagra jIvanamAM premano akhaMDa strota vaheto thAya che. prANI mAtra, anaMta sacarAcara sRSTi enA prema sAgaramAM snAna kare che. premathI bhinna bhagavata nathI. A sthitimAM eno samagra vyavahAra yoga bane che. prema svayaMbhU che, divya, sanAtana che, satpuruSanI IcchAe jIvana jIvavuM emAM divya rahasya che.ananya prema mAtra eka enuM sAdhana che. mana, prANa, budhdhimAM ane dehamAM UThatI IcchAo e ja prema prAptimAM vidhdha kare che. e samagra IcchAone Avezone prabaLa puruSArthathI dUra karavA e ja tapa che. ananya prema ja emane dUra kare che. mATe A premanI tapasyA che. premano agni 145 Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna pragaTatAM IcchAo baLIne rAkha bane che. gItAmAM kahyuM che ke "prajahAti yadA kAmAn, sarvAn pArtha ! manogatAn / AtmanyevAtmanA tuSTaH sthitaprajJastadocyate / / e sthitaprajJa bane che. e ja brAhmI sthiti che. parama prema avasthA che. sapuruSa pratyeno ananya prema ziSyanA jIvanamAM vaheto thAya che tyAre sapuruSanI kRpA varase che. e prema ane kRpAnA saMyogathI ziSyamAM dhyAnano agni pragaTa thAya che. mana, buddhi, prANa ane zarIra e ziSyanA karaNa sAdhanone e agni sparza kare che. sparza thatAM tamAma malinatA, azuddhi, azubha saMskAro baLe che, dahana thAya che. e ja pavitratA che, A pavitrakaraNanI prakriyAthI mana divya mana bane che. budhdhi divya budhdhi bane che ane e divya banela karaNomAM parama prabhu paramAtmAnuM avataraNa thAya che. gItA ane jJAnavAna kahe che, bhakta kahe che ane ene ja huM maLuM chuM ema kahe che. A anaMta jJAnIonuM hRdaya valovIne mUkyuM che. tamAma zAstrasidhu A biMdumAM samAyo che. A gAgaramAM sAgara che. karoDo yogonuM gUDha rahasya A che. A sarvottama yoga che. sarva zreSTha jJAna che. parama prabhune prApta karavAnI A divyakaLA che. prabhuno A ja prasAda che. to jIvavAnuM kevI rIte? (1) puruSanI IcchAe - e ja mumukSutA-saraLatA - jitendriyatA (2) satpuruSanA vicAre - e ja divyajJAna, namratA, nirahaMkArItA (3) satpuruSanI bhAvanAe - e ja parAbhakti-prema-divyaprema (4) satpuruSanI AjJAe - e ja samarpaNa e mATe potAnI IcchAno tyAga eTale - ahaMkArano laya e ja jJAnayoga, e mATe potAnA vicArano tyAga eTale manano laya-e ja bhaktiyoga. potAnI bhAvanAno tyAga eTale - vAsanAno laya e ja karmayoga. potAnI AzAono tyAga eTale saMyama-samaparNa-e ja svAnubhUti. 146 Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna u0) vi.saM.2017 caitra suda dazama, ravivAra strI hRdaya sahaja rIte lAgaNI pradhAna hoya paNa AdhyAtmika sAdhanAmAM mAtra lAgaNI, eka mAtra hArdika lAgaNI pUratI nathI, bhAvukatA ja mAtra pUratI nathI. e sAdhanAnuM eka aMga che. hArdika lAgaNInI sAthe vivekayuktatA, dRDhatA, nizcalatA ane taTasthatA bannenuM milana hRdayamAM thavuM joIe. - tamAre kharekhara AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karavI hoya, bhagavatatattvano sAkSAtkAra karavo hoya to ciMtaka banavuM joIe. atyaMtara pariNAmanuM avalokana karavuM joIe. jIvananA taTastha nirIkSaka banavuM joIe ane ApaNA aMtarane, hRdayanA avAjane pichANavo joIe, satata jAgrata banavuM joIe. tame A badhuM zA mATe karI rahyA cho ? ane je kaMI karo cho te pravAhathI prerAIne, Avezane AdhIna thaIne? ahaMkArathI prerita thaIne? svayaM phuraNAthI ke pUrva saMskArane vaza thaIne ? Ano spaSTa javAba ApaNe ApaNI pAse mAgavo joIe. A jIvanamAM kareluM zravaNa, kareluM vAMcana, karelo saMtasamAgama e tamane kaMIpaNa karavA mATe prere che, arthAt A badhAnI preraNAthI tame kaMIka karo cho ? arthAt tamArA badhAnI sAdhanAmAM mAnyatAnI, saMpradAyanI ke zAstranI paNa preraNA che kharI ke ? jo AjanI A sAdhanAnI pAchaLa AmAMthI koInI paNa preraNA hoya to te sAdhanA ApaNI nathI. ApaNe karatA nathI paNa e ahaM prerita sAdhanA che, aMtaranI sAdhanA nathI, haju ApaNe spaSTa nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNI ApaNA viSenI samaja spaSTa nathI, pUrNa nathI. haju ApaNe AtmAno svIkAra karyo nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNo deha bhAva sthira che. haju paNa huM strI chuM, puruSa chuM e ja bhAna che. deha pradhAna A bhAna che mATe ja strIne UThatA bhAvo ne puruSane UThatA bhAvo te mArA che eno svIkAra thAya che. emAM tanmaya thavAya che, vaikArika lAgaNIo netRtva potAnA hAthamAM le che. eTalA mATe ja dhArmika maryAdAo svIkAravI paDe che. jo ApaNuM netRtva ApaNA ja hAthamAM hoya arthAtu ApaNe ApaNuM vyaktitva gumAvI koInI asara taLe AvatA na hoIe to ApaNA mATe koI maryAdA nathI rahetI. 147 Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna AtmajJAnano sAco artha che, (1) vikArono saMpUrNa jaya - nirvikArItA (2) tamAma bhayone tilAMjalI- saMpUrNa nirbhayatA (3) tamAma vikalponuM zamana - nirvikalpatA (4) tamAma mAnyatAonuM nirAkaraNa - parama zradhdhA. A nirvikArItA, nirbhayatA, nirvikalpatA ne paramazradhdhA hoya che tyAM ja sAcI Atma anubhUti hoya che. AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnI sAcI zarUAta A bhUmikAthI che. A to haju ApaNI ahaMkAranI bhUmikA che mATe ApaNAmAM bheda budhdhi che. e mATe Asakti ne bhaya che. emAMthI ja vaMdvo pragaTe che. enA kAraNe ja harSa zoka thAya che. rAga-dveSanA A ja bajako che. tyAre AjanI thatI sAdhanA e ahaMkAra pradhAna sAdhanA che. puruSa jyAre potAne pati mAne tyAre eno pati tarIkeno kaMIka dharma thaI paDe che. manuSya jayAre potAne sAdhu, saMnyAsI ke bhakta mAne che eTale enA mATe sAdhuno saMnyAsIno eka dharma thaI paDe che. pachI ja enuM pAlana e ja mAruM kartavya che, ema manAya che. enA pAlanamAM ja jiMdagInI ItizrI mAnavAmAM Ave che. Ane ApaNe sAdhanA kahIe chIe. dharmazAstra ane muktino upAya kahe che, paNa A to samagra ahaMkAranI sAdhanA che. cittagraMthi mUlaka ahaMkAra pradhAna sAdhanA che. ahaMno saMpUrNa laya thayA sivAya mukti kevI rIte maLe? A badhAmAM ahaMkAra jIvaMta che, tyAre sAdhanA kone kahevI ? A ahaM tUTavo joIe, A ahaMno laya thavo joIe. e ja sAcuM jJAna che. A ahaMkAranI gAMTha tUTatAM aMtaramAMthI premano dhodha vahe che. prANImAtra pratye e dhodha vahe che. enA prema siMdhumAM prANI mAtrano samAveza thAya che, arthAt tyAM bhedabuddhi tUTe che. "vAsudevamidaM sarva A anubhava tyAM sAkAra bane che. e ja sAcI bhakti che. enAthI thatI samagra pravRtti e ja sAcuM karma che. tyAre atyAra sudhImAM ApaNe zuM karyuM? mAtra ahaMkAranI sAdhanA karI che. ApaNe emAM ja krAMti karavI che. tame ciMtana karazo. jIvananuM sAcuM mApa kADhajo. jIvamAM lAyakAta che, yogyatA che paNa jIve sukAna potAnA hAthamAM rAkhavuM na joIe. kuMbhAranA hAthamAM mATI mukAya che tyAre mAtra mATI tarIke ja mukAya che. enAmAM 148 Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA koIpaNa jAtano ahe, saMkalpa ke nizcaya nathI hoto. ene kuMbhAra je AkAra Ape che ene e svIkAre che. sAdhaka A rIte mATI bane. prabhunA - sadgurunA hAthamAM potAnI jAtane mUke to ja ene AkAra maLI zake. vi.saM. 2016, I.sa. 1960 jeTha vada-14, somavAra saMyogo e mAnava parIkSAnuM sarvottama sAdhana che. ApaNI bhUmikAnuM mApa kADhavAnuM e tharmomITara che. pratikULa saMyogomAM ulaTo AnaMda vadhavo joIe, dareka ghaTanAmAM Izvara darzana thavAM joIe, e paNa IzvaranI kRpA che. prabhuno prasAda che. pratyeka ghaTanAnuM mApa ApaNe ApaNI dRSTithI kADhIe chIe. emAM ApaNA pUrvagraho ADA Ave che, ene ApaNe sAruM narasuM ApaNI rIte kahIe chIe, e ApaNe ApaNI AMkhe nahi, IzvaranI AMkhe jovAnuM che, to to badhe ja maMgalamayatA dekhAze. ApaNe jJAna dvArA saMyogo jANavAnA che. jJAna to anukULa pratikULa ene jaNAve che paNa emAM rAga-dveSa nathI karavAnA, mahAkuLa nathI thavAnuM, emAM samabhAva keLavavAno che, emAM paNa Izvarane ja jovAnA che. Izvarane je mAtra maMdiramAM ja jue che, mUrtimAM, pustakamAM ane nAmamAM ja jue che eNe Izvarane joyA nathI. Izvara pratyeka vyaktimAM che, pratyeka padArthamAM che, pratyeka dhaTanAmAM che. e badhe ja che, je kAMI che e badhuM e ja che. sAdhake A dRSTi prApta karavAnI che. te prApta thatAM pratipaLe AnaMda thAya. ApaNe saMyogonuM jJAna karavAnuM che, ne pachI emAM ja Izvarane jovAnA che. A ja ApaNI jIvana sAdhanA che. A kSetra ane kSetranA mANasono svabhAva jANavAno che paNa jANIne dveSa nathI karavAno, udvega nathI karavAno. A to prakRtinI lIlA che. manuSya prakRtinA aneka pAsAM che, emAM A paNa eka pAsuM che, jema dayA, lAgaNI, prema A eka prakRti che, tema nirdayatA, nisnehALatA, krUratA A paNa eka prakRti che. ApaNe bannene jANavAnA che, jovAnA che. prakRtinA kevA vividha svarUpo che, e kevI ajaba che, bahurUpI che, 149 Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna e premALa che ne krUra che, dayALu che ne nirdaya che, badhe ja Izvara, badhI ja prakRti, Izvarano kevo AnaMda? A kema jotA nathI? kevo AnaMda ? e lUMTo. ApaNe koInA pratye dveSa kema karI zakIe? ane A to prArabdhano udaya che. prArabdha A rIte ja udayamAM Ave che. tame enA vacce DakhalagIrI karazo to e paNa tamArI vacce DakhalagIrI karaze. tame jo enA vacce DakhalagIrI na karo to e potAnuM kAma jhaDapathI patAvIne vidAya leze. prArabdha kahe che, 'tame mArA vacce DakhalagIrI karazo to huM tamArI vacce DakhalagIrI karIza.' prArabdhane enuM kAma karavA do. tame eka kSetra choDazo to, eka kSetranA mANaso choDazo to prArabdhane bIje paNa evuM ja taiyAra karavuM paDaze. e badhuM taiyAra karavAmAM prArabdhane samaya lAgaze. pachI e potAnuM phaLa Apaze. e badhuM taiyAra karavAmAM prArabdhane potAnuM kAma patAvatAM keTalo vilaMba thaze? jyAre prArabdha ahiM taiyArI karI lIdhI che, raMgabhUmi taiyAra thaI gaI che, have prArabdha nATaka bhajavaze, ApaNe jovAnuM. tame jarAye asvastha na bano ne nirAza na bano, bhajana ne nAma smaraNamAM khalela na karo, mAtra satsaMga ja karavAno. lokabhaya phagAvI do. e ja gopIonAM vastro che. prabhu jene meLavavA hoya teNe lokabhayanA vastro choDavA joIe. "bharI re bajAre rANA hAthI cAlyo jAya che. kUtarA bhase re hajAra." A kema bhUlo cho ? nirbhaya bano. bhagavAna mATe jIvavuM che ke duniyA mATe? khUba AnaMdamAM rahIne satsaMga karo. 32) tame eka vakhata tamArI jAtane saMpUrNa zAMtithI, saMpUrNa svasthatAthI, saMpUrNa taTasthatAthI pUchI juo ke A badhuM zA mATe ? aMdarathI kaMI spaSTa avAja Ave che? koI sthira dhvani Ave che ? koI nakkara raNakAra Ave che ? mAtra vicAro kaMI kAmanA nathI. vicAro to mAtra bojo che, bhAra che, vikalpanI dhArA pedA karanAra che. paNa tamArI mULabhUta dharatImAMthI koI guMjana UThe che ? koI gIta raNake che ke ? tamAruM samagra astitva kaMI pukArI UThe che ? ane eka vakhata tame tamArA jIvanamAMthI 150 Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna UThatuM saMgIta, e guMja, e dhvani sAMbhaLo. vicAronI bhIDa, vikalponuM ToLuM e kaMI jIvananuM gIta nathI. e to mAtra bhAra che, bojo che ane e bhayaMkara mAnasika saMdharSa che. e tamane korI khAze, tamane cUsI jaze, tamane saLagAvaze. tamArA jIvananI pukAra zuM che ? tamane evo dhvani Ave che, mAre mArI jAtane, mArA astitvane jANavuM che, samajavuM che ane e astitva jene huM cetanA kahuM chuM, enuM UrvIkaraNa karavuM che. e cetanAne saMpUrNa mukta karavI che ? mukta karavI che ane e cetanAne parama cetanA sAthe joDavI che, evo dhvanI UThe che. to to tamAre eka vakhata kaThoratAthI e prakriyAmAM DhaLavuM paDaze. e eka saLaMga prakriyA che ane e prakriyAmAM gUDha vedanA che. 100-100 prasUtinI pIDA karatAM aneka gaNI pIDA emAM che. e pIDAne, e vedanAne jhIlavAnI tamArI taiyArI che ? hiMmata che ? sAhasa che? sAmarthya che? zakti che ? ane e prakriyAmAM DhaLavAnI tamArI taiyArI che ke ? enI sauthI pahelI zarata e che ke e prakriyAmAM ekalAne, sAva ekalAne, bilakula ekalAne DhaLavuM paDe che. e yAtrAno prAraMbha bilakula ekalAe karavo paDe che. hajAra jaNA sAthe yAtrA karavA nIkaLe to paNa pratyeka vyaktine ekalAne ja e yAtrA karavI paDe che. e pIDA e vedanA ekalAe sahana karavAnI che. ane e mATe nirAdhAra, nirAlaMba, asahAya, ekAkI, ekalA azaraNa banavuM paDe che ane evI taiyArI hoya to ja A yAtrA thaI zake che. tamAre kharekhara A yAtrA karavI che ? e prakriyAmAM DhaLavuM che ? jo hA, to tamAre sAhasa karavuM paDaze, hiMmata keLavavI paDaze ane tamAre ekalAe ja prayANa karavuM paDaze. emAM anukULatA e zarata nathI. pratikULatAno svIkAra e zarata che ane sahAyanI yAcanA karavAnI nathI. asahAya banIne jhaMpalAvavAnuM che "asaMga zastreNa daDheNa chitvA" asaMga nAmanI tIkSNa talavAranA dhAre dhAre tamAma majabUta pAza chedavA paDaze, to e mATe tamArI taiyArI che ? eTale ke tamArI jhaMkhanA che ? abhIpsA che ? che to koI prazna ja nathI, koI samasyA nathI, koI vighna nathI, koI aMtarAya nathI. paNa varaNa joIe. varaNa eTale svIkAra, pasaMdagI ane svIkAra ToTala hoya che, samagra hoya che. pasaMdagI ToTala hoya che, saMpUrNa hoya che. jema kuMvArI kanyA varanuM varaNa kare che, va2ne pasaMda kare che, varane 151 Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA vare che, varane varamALA paherAve che, varanA hAthamAM hAtha soMpe che tyAre ema kahe che kharI ke "tamane varuM chuM, hAthamAM hAtha ApuM chuM, paraNuM chuM, paNa tamArI sAthe AvIza ke nahi e nahIM kahevAya. mArA mAtA, pitA, ghara, zerI, sakhIo, benapaNIo e badhA mane nahi choDe, tamArI sAthe AvavA nahi de' to bena ! lagnanA vAjAM paNa nahi vAge. tame koI dhyeyanuM varaNa karyuM che ? dhyeyane varyA cho? to paheluM kAma e karo. tamAre kharekhara vItarAganA mArge DagalA bharavA che? e pahelA tamAre vItarAga banavuM che? jo hA, to rAganA tamAma pAsA chedavA ja paDaze. to pachI vacamAM dAdImA nahi AvI zake, bApujI nahi AvI zake ne hRdaya dulArI priya sakhI-benapaNI paNa nahi AvI zake. e mATe to asaMganI tIkSNa talavAra laIne e pAza kApavA ja paDaze. paNa tame taiyAra cho ? to koI rokanAra nathI ane lAgaNInA suMvALA sUkSma tAMtaNA kApavA muzkela che, to paNa e tamAre kaThoratA pUrvaka kApavA ja paDaze. . jene paramatattvanI sAthe potAnI cetanAne joDavI che eNe sahuthI prathama potAnI cetanAne kAmavAsanAmAMthI mukta karavI ja paDaze. kAmavAsanAmAMthI mukta banavAno puruSArtha e ja sAcuM brahmacarya ane eno artha e thAya ke jIvananA tamAma AdhAra choDavA. jIvanamAM puruSano paNa AdhAra nahi ane strIno paNa AdhAra nahi, mAtra parama cetanAno AdhAra. parama cetanAno AdhAra saMpUrNa nirAdhArane maLe che. tamane Asakti naDe che. AsaktinA AdhAro badalAtA jAya che. dAdA hatA e gayA, bApujI hatA e gayA, have kAkA che, bena che. e badhAne tamArI Asakti pakaDe che. eTale tame AsaktimAM jIvo che. AsaktimAM vaho cho ane vItarAga mArga upara DagalA mAMDavAno vicAra karo cho. A ja "konTrADikaTarI che" virodhAbhAsa che. hiMdu che. saMgharSa che. A tamArI vyathA che. paNa sAcI nathI. jo tamAre cetanAnuM UrdhvIkaraNa karavuM ja hoya to tame kALa gumAvI rahyA che. samaya vyartha gumAvI rahyA cho. jIvananI zakti veDaphI rahayA cho. tame vicAronI bhIsa vacce pIsAI rahyA cho. zuM karavA A pIDA sahana karo cho ? upara Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna tA. 24-7-81 aMtaranI suSupta cetanA jAgrata karI tene saMpUrNa vikasita avasthAmAM DhALavI, e gaMbhIra ane sUkSma prakriyAmAM zrI sadguru parama nimitta che. A prakriyAmAM DhaLavA mATenI saMpUrNa taiyArI ziSya karavAnI rahe che. thoDAka vrata, thoDuM vAMcana, thoDAka maMtrajapa ke thoDuM dhyAna e sAdhaka mATe pUratuM nathI. sAdhake eno ghanIbhUta thayelo (jAmelo) ahaMkAra saMpUrNa ogALavAno hoya che. polAda ke lokhaMDanA majabUta goLA karatAM ahaMkAranI gAMTha anaMta baLavAna hoya che, durbhedyA che. ene saMpUrNa ogALyA vagara parama tattvanAM darzana thatAM nathI. e ogALavAnuM kAma ziSyanuM nathI. ziSya karI zake paNa nahi. tapa, japa, vrata AdithI e gAMTha ogaLatI nathI. sapuruSanA caraNomAM sarvatobhAvathI (mana, vacana, kAyAthI) saMpUrNataH samarpita thayA vinA e gAMTha kadIye koI paNa rIte ogaLaze nahi. ziSya pAse bIjuM badhuM ghaNuM haze, paNa samyaka prakAranI arpaNavidhi nahi hoya to badhuM niSphaLa jaze. jIve A nathI karyuM. A karavuM gamatuM nathI, A karavA jevuM che, ema mAnyuM nathI, A TALavA mATe bIjuM badhuM karyuM che, enA kAraNe ahaMkAra gaLyo nathI. guru jyAre emanI premavarSA kare che tyAre pUrNimAnA caMdranI jema ziSyanuM ziSyatva khIlI UThe che. tA. 5-9-81 saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatAM 84 lAkha jIvayonimAM rahelAM sarva jIvone khamAvatAM ame Apane paNa khamAvIe chIe. duHkhanuM mULa dveSa che. emAMthI ja veranI, virodhanI paraMparA janme che. hiMsAnI prabaLa vRtti emAMthI ja janme che ane hiMsaka mAnavI zAMti anubhavI zakato nathI. saMsAramAM rahelo A jIvAtmA niraMtara jyAM tyAM nAnA moTA prasaMge dveSa bhAvane daDha karato Avyo che. dharmaprAptinI pahelI nizAnI 153 Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna e che ke enA hRdayamAM nirverabhAva pragaTe ane prANI mAtra pratye maitrIbhAva sidhdha thAya. SathI vyAkuLa hRdaya game teTalAM tapa, japa, vrata karaze to paNa cittanI zudhdhi anubhavI zakaze nahi. tA. 23-9-81 jJAnIoe saMsArane viSama kahyo che, anaMta duHkhathI bharelo kahyo che. kSaNabhara mATe anukULatA maLe tyAre jIva A satya bhUlI jAya che. anukULatAmAM sukha vedAya che. ene sukha mAnavuM te ja moha che. jyAre anukULatA khasI jAya che ane pratikULatA Ave che tyAre jIva mUMjhAya che. pratikULatAnuM vadana ene duHkha rUpa lAge che. tyAre e ArtadhyAna - durbAna kare che. niraMtara jenI sAthe sneha karyo te ja dveSanuM pAtra bane che, e sneha kema kahevAya? bhagavAne kahyuM, "A rAga e ja duHkhanuM mULa che e parama satya che. tamArI sAme pratikULa saMyogo che paNa emAM hiMmata na hArazo, bhayabhIta na thazo, vyAkuLa na banazo. cittamAM mUMjhavaNa na rAkhazo. vizvamAM parama sattA kAma kare che. enI sattA taLe jIvavAnuM che. e sattAnI niyati pramANe kArya thaze. manamAM kaMDho karavAthI niyati badalAtI nathI. (37) tA. 10-3-82 jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke lakSmI caMcaLa che. vijaLInA camakArA jevI kSaNika che. manuSyane pUrvanA satkRtyone kAraNe AvI lakSmIno yoga thAya che. moTA bhAganA manuSyo e lakSmIno kAM to saMgraha kare che athavA potAnA bhoga-upabhogamAM ane moja-majAmAM vApare che. potAnI AjubAjumAM rahetA dIna, duHkhI pIDita manuSyo * tarapha e dhyAna nathI ApatA. paNa jyAre zubha saMskAra jAge che tyAre sadbhAva janma - 154 Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna che, e sadbhAva lakSmIno sadaupayoga karavA prere che tyAre manuSyanA hAthe dAnanuM pavitra satkarma thAya che. jIvana sAdhanA mATe che, pramAda karazo nahi. tA. 3-3-1983 jyAre citta (mana) atyaMta vyagra hoya che tyAre dhyAna thaI zakatuM nathI. vyagratAnuM kAraNa kartApaNAno ahaMkAra che. kartApaNAno ahaMkAra dUra thayA vagara cittanI vyAkuLatA maTatI nathI. tA.2-4-94 mRtyu e anivArya che enuM nivAraNa karI zakAtuM nathI. jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che ke janma TALI zakAya, tenI sAdhanA karI zakAya paNa mRtyu TALI zakAtuM nathI. jemanA caraNomAM 64 Indro mastaka mUke che ane karoDo devatAo niraMtara jenI sevAmAM rahe che tevA tIrthaMkara devo paNa mRtyune TALI zakayA nathI. e dehano dharma che. vastuno svabhAva che. vastuno svabhAva TALI zakAto nathI. jIvane dehamAM Atmabudhdhi che. tAdAtya budhdhi che. enA kAraNe pote deha che evI graMthi che. ane bIjAo tarapha jyAre pote jue che tyAre temAM rahelA AtmAne na jotAM sthULa dehane ja jue che. sthULa dehanI sAthe saMbaMdha che. e jatAM caitanya gayuM evI bhramaNA thAya che. sAMbhaLavI na game, vAMcavI na game evI A duHkhada vAta che. jJAnI puruSone AvI na sahana thAya tevI kaDavI vAta karavI paDe che. chatAM dehamAM caitanya jo bIrAjamAna hoya ane e caitanya zubha bhAvathI otaprota hoya to te zarIra maMdira jevuM bane che. tUTeluM jIvana sAMdhI zakAtuM nathI tevI asahAyatA jagatamAM che, evuM samajIne sahana karavuM e ja upAya che. 155 Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna tA.27-4-94 zAstroe vAraMvAra kahyuM che ke mRtyu nizcita che ane TALI zakAtuM nathI. avatArI puruSo, tIrthakaro ane jJAnI puruSo paNa mRtyune TALI zakayA nathI. ApaNA dvArA thatA badhA ja upAyo AyuSyanI baLavAna dorI hoya tyAre nimitta tarIke bhAga bhajave che paNa jyAre AyuSyanI pUrNatA thAya che tyAre te nimitto paNa sahAyaka banI zakatA nathI. tyAM mAnavInI nirupAyatA che ane jayAM nirUpAyatA che tyAM kheda kartavya nathI. jIvanamAM banatA banAvono mAnasika virodha karyA vagara svIkAra karavo anivArya che. vyaktinA viyogamAM pratikULa paristhitino sAmano karavo joIe. dhIrajanuM baLa e moTAmAM moTuM baLa che ane AvI paDelI paristhitimAMthI mArga kADhavo te mAnavInI samajadArInuM lakSaNa che. gharamAM je vaDila hoya emaNe kuTuMba pratyenI javAbadArI adA karavI ja rahI. jayAM tIvra utkaMThA che, tamannA che, talasATa che tyAM prakRtie mArga karI ja Apavo paDe che. karma baLavAna nathI, karanAra baLavAna che, karmano je kartA che e to anaMta zaktino dhaNI che. ene koI karma rokI zake nahi. pote jAge ne potAnI tarapha jue to potAno mahimA samajAya. haju potAno mahimA samajAyo nathI mATe karma roke che, vikAra roke che, vAsanA roke che evA rAgaDA tANe che. eka vakhata pote potAne samaje to bhAna thAya. ahoaMdaranuM cetanatattva to anaMta zaktino piMDa che. ene koNa roke ? pote potAnAthI potAnA kAraNe rokAya che. jIvanamAM nirAzA zuM karavA? jAgo ne aMdara juo. 156 Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAna | vicAronA vamaLamAM aTavAyA karavAthI aMdara azAMti UbhI thAya che. sAdhaka vamaLane jue kharo paNa vamaLathI judo Ubho rahIne jue, aMdara bhaLe nahi, khovAya nahi, aTavAya nahi. vamaLamAM aTavAya che mATe sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. vamaLo kema uThe che? bahAranA padArtho, bahAranA saMyogo, bahAranI paristhiti potAnA manane game evI UbhI thAya to sAruM, e mATe jIvanI mathAmaNa che. paNa e jIvanA bhAvane AdhIna nathI. kAraNa vizva racanA svataMtra che, svAdhIna che ane niyata kramamAM che. emAM ApaNA manamAM UThato kSaNika vikalpa nirNAyaka nathI, niyatamAM nirNaya kAmamAM nathI Avato paNa niyatanA nirNayano svIkAra thAya to ja e kAmano, to vamaLo nahi UThe ane to ja dhyAna mATe avakAza maLaze. krodha kema Ave che? (1) ahaMkAranA kAraNe, (2) huM mAlika chuM ane mArA kahyA pramANe thavuM joIe enA kAraNe, (3) ati utAvaLanA kAraNe, (4) dhaMdhAmAM koI vakhata phAvaTa na AvI hoya ne akaLAmaNa thaI hoya enA kAraNe, (5) tame sAmI vyaktine zAMtithI samajAvI na zako te kAraNe, (9) ane kharuM kAraNa tamArAmAM prema pragaTa nathI thayo e kAraNe. A vicAro ne A kAraNo dUra karo to krodha na thAya. 157 Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanuM samAdhAnA tamArI tabiyatanA samAcAra vAMcyA. A saMyogomAM tame manathI svastha rahezo. zarIramAM roga thAya che. e ghaNA upAyo karyA chatAM na maTe tyAre samatApUrvaka sahana karavuM e ja upAya che. aMtaramAM satata paramAtmAnuM smaraNa rAkhazo. jagatanA sarva jIvo pratye maitrI, prema, udAratAno bhAva rAkhazo. jIvana daramiyAna tamArA hAthe aneka sakarmo thayA che. mAnava kalyANanI vividha pravRtio paNa karI che ane aneka prANIone zAMti pahoMcADI che, haju paNa tamArI jAgRta avasthA che, bane eTalA satkarmo karazo. jJAnI puruSoe kahyuM che, "AtmA ane deha bhinna che, judA che. e AtmAnuM jJAna deha chUTe te pahelA thAya to hita thAya". khUba khUba maMtra japa karazo. navakAra maMtrano japa karazo. ''IMMS 158 158i or one & Famond Use or Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * jJAnayajJa : mahArAjazrIe sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama-pATaNamAM ApelI cAturmAsa pravacanamALA dara varSe aSADha suda-11 thI bhAdaravA suda-15 sudhI cAlatI dhArmika vyAkhyAnamALA 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 7. 7. 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 * 28 29 30 31 32 33 1939 1970 1971 1972 1973 1974 1975 1977 1977 thI 1979 1980 1981 1982 1983 1984 1985 1987 1987 1988 1949 1990 1991 1992 1993 1994 1995 1996 1997 1998 1999 ane 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 2007 2007 2008 sthitaprajJa kaThopaniSada IzAvAsyopaniSada aSTAvakragItA vedamaMtro yogavAziSTa mahArAmAyaNa zivasUtra tAo upaniSada pU. mahArAjazrI sAdhanAmAM zAMDilya bhaktisUtra baMdha bhagavadgItAno karmayoga 11 mo skaMdha bhAgavata bhaktAmara stotra uttarAdhyayana sUtra mahAbhArata zAMtiparva upadezamALA SoDazagraMtho kabIravANI gorakhavANI bhaktamALa . - tAo teha kiMga kIrtana ghoSA bhartRhari zataka suMdaravANI saMtazrI jJAnezvarajInA abhaMgo rAmAyaNamAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM darzana parama kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto parama kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto pU. mahArAjazrInI nAdusta tabiyatanA kAraNe baMdha puruSottama yoga bhagavata gItAno 15mo adhyAya pU. mahArAjazrInI nAdurasta tabiyatanA kAraNe baMdha saMta rahImanI vANI saMta cidAnaMdajI ne saMta dAdUnI vANI gaMgAsatInA bhajano bhAgavatano saMdeza - mAkhaNa thA so viralA pAyA jAgIne joUM to jagata dIse nahi, uMghamA aTapaTA bhoga bhAse 159 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahArAjazrIe sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama-pATaNa AzramamAM dara ravivAre ApelA pravacano zrImad bhagavad gItA jagadaguru zaMkarAcArya kRta pAtaMjala yogasUtro aSTAdaza ratno | nArada bhakti sUtro 19 umAsvAtikRta prazamarati prakaraNa jJAnezvarI gItA | zramaNa sUtra (jaina darzana) SoDazagraMtho dhammapada (bauddha darzana) bhartRharinA nIti ane vairAgyazataka akhegItA yogazAstra - hemacaMdrAcAryajI kRta upaniSado zrI haribhadrasUrijI kRta saMta bhajano SoDazaka prakaraNa AnaMdadhanajInAM pado yogabiMdu yogavAziSTa mahArAmAyaNa yogadaSTi samuccaya viSNu sahastranAma dharmabiMdu jJAnArNava (jaina darzana) zrI upAyazovijayajI kRta aSTa prAbhRta (jaina darzana) jJAnasAra prArthanA ane dhyAna (zrImAtAjI) adhyAtmasAra aMtaragoSThi kavi banArasIdAta kRta bhagavAna mahAvIranA 27 janmo samayasAra datta maMdira - pATaNamAM pravacano paMDita rAma zarmAkRta gurulIlAmRta - raMga avadhUta kRta gAyatrI mahAvijJAna tatvajJAna taraMgiNI yogendra dave kRta cANakya niti paramAtma prakAza gaMgAsatinuM adhyAtma darzana zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kRta 37 saMtavANI : AnaMdaghanajInAM pado 17 Atmasiddhi zAstra | upA. yazo vijaya mahArAjanAM pado - - - can M mahArAjazrIe sarvamaMgala Azrama - sAgoDIyAmAM ApelAM pravacano samatAzataka - yazovijayajI mahArAja 9 gaMgAsatInAM bhajano samayasAra nATaka - banArasIdAsa 10 adhyAtmasAra tatvavicAramALA - anAtha zramaNa sUtra prazamarati prakaraNa - umAsvAti ma. 12 dharmasaMgraha bhA. 1. Atmasiddhi zAstra - zrImad rAjacaMdra 13 samayasAra - zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryakRta yogadaSTi samuccaya - A. haribhadrasUrI 14 pravacana sAra - zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryakRta maNiratna praznottaramALA yogazAstra zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA vacanAmRto 10 yogasAra 17 yogazataka V 10 Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ da ja o 20 22 mahArAjazrIe mahesANA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo gItAno bhaktiyoga 12. upadeza sAra - ramaNa maharSikRta IzAvAsya upaniSada (be varSa) 13 jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe to jiMdagI | nArada bhaktisUtra mahephIla che. yakSa yudhiSThira saMvAda 14 hasatAM hasatA hari maLe bhaktivadhinI ane caturalokI 15 | AMkhamAMthI amRta varase tyAre pRthvI (zrImada vallabhAcAryajI kRta) upara svarga vase | mIrAMnI vANI sukhanuM sAcuM saranAmuM harinA hoya tene hari maLe bhartuhari zataka 18 Arasa to maLyo - mUrti kevI ghaDazuM? kabIranI vANI 19 cAlo sarjana karIe sukha-zAMtinuM venIzIyananAM trIsa dharmasUtro gaMgAsatInA bhajano 10. bhaktamALa dharatIno zaNagAra bhagavAna mahAvIra ane so hi sAhibaku pyArA gautamasvImIno saMvAda 23. saMta raidAsanI vANI mahArAjazrIe pAlanapura jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo pAtaMjala yogadarzana mahAbhAratano marma | IzAvAsya upaniSada yakSa yudhiSThira saMvAda dharmatattvadarzana (vaidika jaina, bauddha)| 8 | praznottaramALA | viveka cUDAmaNizaMkarAcAryajI kRta| 9 | devI prakRti ane AsurI prakRti nAradabhakti sUtra mahArAjazrIe DIsA jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo bhagavada gItAno jJAna yoga, jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe to jiMdagI bhaktiyoga karmayoga-1989 mahephIla che. adhyAtma ane dharma-1990 ughaDe che dvAra aMtaranA-1999 adhyAtma darzana-1991,92,93 hasibA,khelibA,dharibA,dhyAnama-2003 zrImad rAjacaMdra vANI-1994 pAMca kalpavRkSo-2004 yakSa-yudhiSThira saMvAda-1995 13 jIvana jIvavAnA cha siddhAMto-2005 mananI zAMtinA upAyo-1999 [ 14 yazovANI 'upAyazovijayajI ma.nA pado' IzAvAsya upaniSada-1997 15 AThe pahora AnaMdamArahIe-2007 gautama kulaka saMvAda-1998 16 | bhaja goviMda mUDhamati-2008 10. 11 mahArAjazrIe amadAvAda jJAna zibiramAM ApelI pravacanamALAo | jaina dharmanA mULabhUta siddhAMto apUrva avasara evo kyAre apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze 14 thI 21 gAthA Avaze 1 thI 6 gAthA bInA nayana pAve nahi (pAlaDImAM Apela pravacano) apUrva avasara evo kyAre A masiddhi Avaze 7 thI 13 gAthA | mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re 131 Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'mahArAjazrIe anya zaheromAM ApelAM pravacano muMbaI :- (1) Izvara parAyaNatA (2)| 9 | morabI :- (1) bhakti mArganI sarvoparitA jIvanamAM dharmanI jarUra (3) apUrva avasara (2) apUrva avasara (3) atyaMtara pariNAma | (4) mULa mAraga (5) bhaktinA 20 dohara avalokana (4) vairAgya ane upazama (5) (7) aMtima saMdeza (7) Atmasiddhi (8) zrImajIno aMtima upadeza (3) zrImadjInA IDaranI siddhazilA vacanAmRta (7) samyaga darzana ane zrAvakanA Indora :- (1) jIvana kA svarUpa kartavyo (2) dhyAna sAdhanA vavANIyA - prAthamika sAdhanA | bhopAla :- (1) dharmakA svarUpa kobA - (1) jaina darzana (2) samAdhi ke ujjaina :- (1) aciMtyaka ciMtana saptadvAra (3) gautamakulaka saMvAda (4) zivapura - (1) yoga ke dvArA sAcA sukhanI prAptino mArga (5) samyapha daSTinI avasthA. zAjApura :- (1) dhyAna sAdhanA |12| rAjakoTa - (1) mULamArga (2) sama darzana (2) manakI zAMti (3) vairAgya upazama (4) samAdhimaraNa (5) (3) pAMca yoga dhyAna kone kahevAya () zrImadajIno jagata | kheravA :- (1) maNiratna mALA praznottarI upara upakAra (7) zrImadajInA vacanAmRto mALA (2) bhajagoviMdam (8) bhakti mArganA sUtro joTANA :- (1) nArada bhaktisUtra (2)]13 dharamapUra :- (1) zrImadjInA vacanAmRto (2) zivasUtra (3) rAmAyaNa (4) bhagavad jJAnasAra (3) zrI rA.va. tathA AnaMdadhanajI nAmakartana (5) paramAtma - prAptinA ma.nuM zAMtinAthanuM stavana. (4) hadaya pradIpa upAyo (rAmAyaNa aMtargata) ()| | | (5) gaMgA satInA bhajano bhajagovindam - AdhazaMkarAcAryakRta |14 beMglora - zrImadjI no aMtima saMdeza ' Azrama dvArA prakAzita thayelA pustako pAtaMjala yogasUtro sAco mAnava sthitaprajJa - traNa AvRttio 18 prema lakSaNA bhakti prArthanA pustaka - pAMca AvRttio 19 dhanyo gRhasthAzrama : be AvRttio nAradabhaktisUtra - nAnuM IzAvAsya upaniSada (bIjI AvRti) maunano mahimA zrI kRSaNa : zaraNaM mama bhagavadgItAno bhaktiyoga * | 22 jIvana eka saMgrAma 23 tatva ciMtana rAmAyaNamAM bhAratIya saMskRtinuM darzana IzAvAsya upaniSada * | uttarAdhyayana sUtra bhAga-1 dhyAna nAradabhakti sUtra-moTuM * be AvRtti caitanya yAtrA bhA.1 (gurujIe lakhela patro) bhagavAna zrI kRSaNa AtamanuM jharaNuM 11 gharmabiMdu - be AvRttio 28 caitanya yAtrA bhA2 (gurujIe lakhela patro) 12 jIvana ane jiMdagI caitanya yAtrA bhA3 (gurujIe lakhela patro) zrI guru caraNe ' 30 dhyAna patha 14] sAdhanAnAM sUtro mAkhana thA to viralA pAyA 15 | mahArAjazrInI sAthe 21 varSa | bhAgavatano saMdeza | mIrAMnI vANI tatvajJAna taraMgiNI cha cha ?, 24 25 27 29 13 31 19ra noMdha:* A nizAnivALAM pustako mahesANA roTarI kalabanA saujanyathI prakAzita thayelAM che. Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma yoga : AzramanI pravRttio : sarvamaMgalam Azrama I.Teksa mAphI sarTI naM.EXEMO-HQ-133(190) 93/94 tA. 5-10-94 sosAyaTI ekTa raji naM.EGUJ/ IMEH TrasTa raji. naM. epha / 87 mahesANA ta zrI vItarAga ArAdhanA kendra : (dhyAna maMdira) bhagavAna pArzvanAthanuM maMdira zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika dhyAna kendraH dhyAna, svAdhyAya ane saMzodhana kesara dhyAna kakSa zrI vItarAga vijJAna kendra ane zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvana darzana kakSa (myujhIyama) * oDiTorIyama (thIeTara) sAdhakonA AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe samyajJAna prasAraNa yojanA : AdhyAtmika pustaka prakAzana bhAratIya tattvajJAna kendra : Azrama mukhapatra paramatattva prakAzana sazruta abhyAsa vartuLa : pU. gurujInI vANInuM pustaka dvArA prakAzana, dhyAna zibironuM Ayojana * zrIguruvANI : pU gurujInI vANInuM prasAraNa (oDIyo tathA vIDIyo) * buniyAdI mAdhyamika tAlIma zALA, kompyuTara zikSaNa kendra, chAtrAlaya, pustakAlaya pAThyapustaka bhaMDAra, svanirbhara prAthamika zALA. nUtana kumuda gauzALA prAthamika Arogya kendra zrI ema. vasA parivAra mobAIla meDIkala yuniTa sAdhaka kuTIra : sAdhakone rahevAnI sagavaDa ane mArgadarzana atithigRha vAnaprastha ArAdhanA kendra : vRdhdho ane sAdhakone ArAdhanA karavAnI ane rahevAnI sagavaDa * pU. pitAzrI cimanalAla chaganalAla zAha ane pU. mAtuzrI nirmaLAbena cimanalAla zAha bhojanAlaya hari om sahAya yojanA madhyama ane nirAdhArone sahAya * maMda budhdhi apaMga sahAya yojanA zikSaNa vidhavA sahAya yojanA : tejasvI vidyArthIone ane nirAdhAra vidhavAone sahAya : saMparka : sarvamaMgalama Azrama sAgoDiyA, tA. ji. pATaNa (u.gu.) 384265. phona : (02766) 273594 1 1 163 Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 WW (3.3.) sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama TrasTa raji. naM. I 1230, pATaNa TrasTa raji. naM. I 3658, mahesANA tA.22-9-94 varNati dara ravivAre pa.pU. munizrI (gurujI) bhAnuvijayajI ma.sAheba ane DaoN. zrI mahendrabhAI zAhanAM AdhyAtmika pravacano. dara budhavAre AdhyAtmika pustaka upara DaoN. zrI mahendrabhAI zAhano svAdhyAya aSADha suda-11 thI zarU thatI pU. gurujInI tathA DaoN. mahendrabhAInA AdhyAtmika cAturmAsa pravacanamALA * vividha utsavonuM Ayojana AjIvana sabhyone bheTa pustakonuM Ayojana *saMto ane vidvAnonA pravacananuM ane rekoDIMganuM Ayojana * AdhyAtmika pustaka prakAzana, vitaraNa tathA vecANa Ayojana sAdhakone rahevAnI sagavaDa ane pa.pU. gurujInuM mArgadarzana : saMparka : sarvamaMgalam parivAra Azrama verAI caklA-pATaNa (u.gu.) tA. ji. pATaNa. 384275. phona : (02766) 220237 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "guru vaMdanA" samatAnI sAdhanA, yoganI ArAdhanA, gurUdevanA jIvanamAM kSamAnI pradhAnatA, bAnanI upAsanA, jJAnanI prabhAvanA, gurudevanA haiyAmAM premanI prakarSatA. (1) bAlyavayamAM mAtapitAnI sAthe, pravicaMdra gurujInA varada haste, saMyama grahI bhAnuvijaya nAma sohAve, gurudevanA haiyAmAM adhyAtmanI bhAvanA (2) jaina darzananuM UMDuM adhyayana kIdhuM, SaDradarzananuM paNa jJAna ja lIdhuM. matabheda vinA jIvo tatvane pAme, gurudevanA haiyAmAM tatvanI ciMtanA. (3) sarvajIvonA maMgala arthe, dhyAna yoga kerI sAdhanA kAje, sarva maMgalam AzramanuM nirmANa kIdhuM, gurudevanA haiyAmAM vizvanI ciMtanA (4) pukhta vayaskonI jIvana samAdhi, prabhu-bhakti ne svAdhyAyanI mastI, vAnaprastha kendramAM nita nita thAya. gurudevanA haiyAmAM samAdhinI bhAvanA (5) bhAratIya darzananA samanvaya mATe, tatvajJAna kendranA mAdhyama vATe. parama tatva trimAsika jJAna prasAre, gurudevanA haiyAmAM jJAnanI pradhAnatA (9) prabhunA caraNomAM samarpita rahIne, akhaMDapaNe maMtra smaraNa karIne, vItarAga ArAdhanA kendra bhakti thAve, gurudevanA haiyAmAM bhaktinI pradhAnatA (7) sarva darzananA vijJAna kAje, vItarAga vijJAna kendra virAje, tatvaruci jIvo bodha pAme, gurdevanA haiyAmAM tatvanI pradhAnatA. (8) haiyAmAM jJAna kerI gaMgA vahe che, nirmaLa nIre jIve pAvana bane che, "caitanya yAtrA" graMthe teha samAI che. gurudevanA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdanA (9) nizadina AtamanA upayoge rahIne, sarva pravRttimAM nirlepa vahIne, niSkAma karmano bodha ja detA, nirapekSa gurujIne agaNita vaMdanA (10) zrI jJAna - vinaya - zizu. 165 Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAyaka noMgha Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A che sAdhakanI saMpatti vizvAsa sAthe virAga, budhdhi yukta prema, zradhdhA yukta sAdhanA, niSThAyukta AjJApAlana, zakti yukta zudhdhi, gaMbhIratA yukta cakoratA, vyavasthA zakti yukta kuzaLatA, 'nirbhayatA yukta samarpaNatA, khumArI sAthe namratA, saraLatA yukta tIvra buddhimattA, sahiSNutA yukta sahAnubhUti, tarpaNa sAthe arpaNa viSAda rahita pramoda, vihvaLatA rahita AnaMda, UMDI samaja, sUkSmagrAhI budhdhi, samanvaya, svabhAva ramaNa karato caitanya, maitrI yukta mana, karuNAthI chalakatI AMkho, pramoda nItaratuM hRdaya, pavitratA yukta deha, zudhdhi yukta Indriyo. che munizrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja che E cation inte attoriai w wwalinearny.org