Book Title: Aptasutra Full
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008822/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpitA excraecae bhAga 1 thI 5 Ile) IB3 AtmavijJAnI 'e. ema.paTela' nI mahIM pragaTa thayelAM 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra AptasUtra e "kevaLa jJAna' kahevAya che. "kevaLa jJAna' pUrNAhuti che ane kevaLa darzana' zarUAta che. "samaja' e "kevaLa jJAnanI 'biginiMga' che. kriyA lAkha avatAra karIza to ya kazuM vaLaze nahIM. 'parama vinayathI mokSa che. "parama vinayathI "samaja'nAM dvAra khUlI jAya che. ahaMkAra ogaLe to ja "parama vinaya' utpanna thAya. vItarAgano Akho mArga ja 'vinayano che. A vinaya dharmanI zarUAta hindustAnamAM thAya che. hAtha joDavAthI te sASTAMga praNAma sudhImAM je je karavAmAM Ave che tevAM pAra vagaranA vinayadharma che. ane chevaTe "parama vinaya' thayo eTale mokSa thAya. 10. 11 tAre jo mokSapaMtha para vicaravuM hoya to "tAre' kaMI ja karavAnuM' nathI ne saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM hoya to badhuM ja 'karavAnuM che. saMsAravyavahAra 'kriyAtmaka che ane AtmavyavahAra jJAnAtmaka' che. eka kriyA kare che ne bIjo joyA kare che. karanAra ne jANanAra, be eka hoya ja nahIM, judA ja hoya. judA hatA, judA che ne judA raheze. mokSe javuM hoya to khAlI vItarAgonI vAtane samajo. vItarAgo zuM kahevA mAge che eTaluM samajo, ema ja kahevA mAge che. bIjuM kazuM ja nathI kahevA mAgatA. aNasamajaNathI saMsAra ne samajaNathI saMsArano vinAza. jJAnI puruSa" badhI ja jAtanI samajaNa ApI de. te pachI zAstro vAMcavA nA paDe. jJAnanI mAtA koNa ? "samaja'. e samaja kyAMthI prApta thAya? "jJAnI' pAse samajo. jJAna" jANavAnuM nahIM ? nA, kazuM ja jANavAnuM nahIM, khAlI samajavAnuM ja che. huM tamane kahuM chuM te samajo. eTale bahu thaI gayuM. khAlI 'samaja" ja jJAnamAM pariNAma pAmaze. 'pUrNa samaja e "kevaLa darzana' kahevAya ane vartanamAM Ave parama vinaya' eTale zuM ? jeNe kiMcitmAtra koInI 'virAdhanA' nA karI hoya ! jyAM vAda nA hoya, vivAda nA hoya, kAyado nA hoya, tyAM "parama vinaya' che. kAyado e baMdhana che. jagatamAM jeTalAM prAkRta guNo che, te aNasamajaNathI UbhA thayelA che. nakkaratA nahIM samajAvAthI A badhuM thayuM che ! anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka.. kare che ne potAnI jAtane zuM ya mAnI bese che ! A jagata e saMgrahasthAna che. saMgrahasthAnamAM juo ane jANo. khAo, pIo paNa kazuM mahIMthI laI javAnuM nahIM. mamatA nA karazo. bhogavajo badhuMya, bahAra joDe kazuM laI jazo to saMgrahasthAnamAM pAchuM AvavuM paDaze ! jagata e kaMI vastu nathI. e to AtmAno vikalpa che. 'jema che tema' tenAthI UMdhuM dekhAya, tenuM nAma jagata. jagata-vyavahAra dekhAva karavA mATe che, anubhavavA mATe nathI. 12 13 14 15 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 The world is the puzzle, itself; but it is always in principle. A jagatanI cIjo 'bIja' svarUpe nathI, 'phrUTa' svarUpe che. A to khetara taiyAra laIne ja AvyA che. DUMDAM ja laNavAnAM che. jagata eTale UMdhe raste kheMcavuM te. UMdhe raste nA kheMcata to, jagata svarga jevuM ja thaI gayuM hota ne ! be vastu che jagatamAM : poSavuM aham yA bhagna. A jagatamAM A badhAno aham poSAya che ke bhagna thAya che. bemAMthI trIjuM kazuM banatuM nathI. jagata nA kAmanuM nathI, paNa kAma letAM AvaDavuM joIe kAraNa ke badhA bhagavAna che, judAM judAM kAma laIne beThA che. mATe nA gamatuM rAkhazo nahIM jagatamAM. jagata nyAyasvarUpa che. enuM phaLAdeza 'vyavasthita' zakti kare che. bhagavAna nyAyasvarUpa nathI ne bhagavAna anyAyasvarUpe ya nathI. koIne duHkha nA ho e ja bhagavAnanI bhASA che. nyAya-anyAya e to lokabhASA che. ajJAnano svIkAra e ja sAco jJAnamArga. AtmAno jJAtA 'AtmajJAnI' kahevAya. sarva tattvano jJAtA 'sarvajJa' kahevAya. abudha thAya 'te' ja 'sarvajJa' thaI zake ! AtmA, jJAna ane paramAtmA eka ja vastu che. potAnA AdhAre jIve e paramAtmA ane pudgalanA AdhAre 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 AptasUtra jIve te jIvAtmA. 'huM koNa chuM' enuM bhAna ja nathI. 'pote' 'potAthI' gupta rahevAno prayatna kare che. pArakuM jANe badhuM ! pote potAthI gupta rahe che e ajAyabI ja che ne ! sAcA dharma to badhA ja che, paNa je dharmamAM 'huM koNa chuM' ane 'kare che koNa ?' enI tapAsa kare che, e chellA dharmanA mArge che. ane 'koNa' e jANe e chello dharma che ! 'karavAthI' 'huM koNa chuM' e jANI zakAya tema nathI. 'karavAmAM' to ahaMkAra joIe. ne ahaMkAra hoya tyAM 'huM koNa chuM' te jANI nA zakAya ! 'pote koNa che ne koNa nathI' e jANavuM, enuM nAma 'jJAna'. mokSa to jyAM sudhI zuddhatA utpanna nA thAya tyAM sudhI nA thAya. zuddhatA mATe 'huM koNa chuM' enuM bhAna thavuM joIe. 'jJAnI puruSa' e zuddha hoya eTale emane jotAM ja zuddha thaI javAya. AtmasvarUpane jANavAnuM che, e nakkI karavAnuM che. jANavuM to paDaze ne ? emane ema gappegappAM bolIe ke 'huM AtmA chuM, huM AtmA chuM.' emAM kaMI vaLe nahIM. AtmA anubhavamAM Avavo joIe, tyAM sudhI A saMsAranI upAdhi jAya nahIM ne ! khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM, UThavAnuM, jAgavAnuM, e badhA dehanA dharmamAM ja che. AtmadharmamAM eka vAra eka sekanDa paNa Avyo nathI. jo Avyo hota to bhagavAnanI pAsethI khasata ja nahIM. AtmA Avo che, tevo che, Avo nathI, e to badhAM zAstro Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 39 49 AptasUtra ya kahe che, sAdhu mahArAja paNa kahe che. paNa gaLyuM eTale zuM? e jJAna to ekalAM 'jJAnI' ja cakhADe. pachI e jJAna kriyAkArI thAya. 37 AtmA kyAreya paNa azuddha thayo nathI, koI sekanDamAM AtmA azuddha thayo nathI ane thayo hota to ene zuddha koI karI zakata ja nahIM A jagatamAM ! 38 AtmAnuM anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta zakti Aje paNa e ja rUpamAM che. AtmA kyAreya paNa pApI thayo nathI. AtmA saMpUrNa zuddha ja che. mithyAtva cazmAthI mukta ane kartApaNAnA bhAvathI mukta, enuM nAma zuddhAtmA. huM koNa chuM' e nakkI karyA pachI, 'na hoya mAruM kahevAya. "huM" nA AropaNanI bhUla che tethI A "mArA'nI bhUla thaI che. jAte huM koNa chuM' e samajAya nahIM. jo ahaMkAra jato rahe to 'huM koNa chuM e samajAya. paNa ahaMkAra jAya zI rIte ? je ApaNA ahaMkArane bhakSaNa karI jAya ane ApaNane virATa banAve, te 'virATa-svarUpa' kahevAya.' 'virATa-svarUpa" vagara koI name nahIM ! 43 paheluM "jJAna" nathI thatuM, pahelo ahaMkAra jAya che ! 44 ahaMkAra nukasAnakartA che, evuM jANI lo tyArathI ja badhuM kAma saraLa thAya. ahaMkAranuM rakSaNa karavA jevuM nathI. jJAnI' eTale ahaMkArarahita. 46 je 'bilipha' thAya tevAM sAdhano maLI Ave. "sva"nI bilipha thaI pachI tenuM jJAna thavA mATe eka ja sAdhana hoya AptasUtra - 'jJAnI puruSa !" "jJAnI puruSa'nuM nididhyAsana te ja sAdhana ane tethI AtmA pragaTa thayA kare. AtmA prApta thayo kyAre kahevAya? ciMtA nA thAya, 'varIjha' nA thAya. Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhimAM ya samAdhi rahe, e AtmajJAnanI nizAnI. e sivAyanI vAto kare te AkAza kusumavat jevI vAto kahevAya ! A saMsAra ApaNane poSAto hoya to kazuM samajavAnI AgaLa jarUra nathI ane saMsAra ApaNane kaMI harakatakartA thato hoya to ApaNe adhyAtma jANavAnI jarUra che. adhyAtmamAM "svarUpane jANavAnI jarUra che. "huM koNa chuM' e jANyuM ke badhAM 'pajhala' solva thaI jAya che. adhyAtma vastu e kriyA nathI, e to draSTi che. jagatanA lokonI saMsAra draSTi che ane 'A' AdhyAtmika draSTi che. jJAnI puruSa' draSTi pheravI Ape pachI e bAju adhyAtma dekhAya.. AdhyAtmika e "vijJAna' pAse AvavAno rasto che. AdhyAtmika "rIleTiva' che ane 'vijJAna' rIyala che. AdhyAtmika "jJAna" che ane 'A' to 'vijJAna' che. badhA "rIleTiva dharmo' che, te mokSa ApanAra nathI paNa mokSa bhaNI dhakko mAranAra che. dharma karatAM jemAM koI vastunI jarUra paDe e badhA rIleTiva' mArga kahevAya. "rIleTiva dharma'nuM phaLa zuM? puNya. mukti nahIM. mAnavajIvanano sAra eTalo ja che ke pote potAnA svarUpamAM, bhAnamAM AvI ane "svarUpa'mAM ja rahevuM. 51 52 pa3 54 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 57 AptasUtra papa "ame zuM kahIe chIe ? "vijJAna' jANo, to 'tame chUTA ! 'vijJAna" jANo to, 'tame' pote ja paramAtmA cho ! vijJAna nahIM jANo to, jAtajAtanA avatAramAM bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka.... pa6 'vijJAna' haMmezAM, khoTI kriyAo choDAve ne sAcI ya choDAve. 'vijJAna' to svAbhAvika kriyAo karAve. 'vijJAna' AvyuM eTale bhagavAna ja thaI gayo. 'vijJAna' haMmezAM saiddhAttika hoya ane te sarva duHkhono "enDa' lAve. 'vijJAna" ja eno upAya, paNa e "jJAnI puruSa'nuM anubhavajanya 'vijJAna' hovuM joIe. 'vijJAna' eTale jagatamAM jAtajAtanuM bheguM thavuM ne pheraphAra thavuM. samaye samaye pheraphAra thayA ja kare che. pa9 'vijJAna' eTale je jANavA mAtrathI ja mukta thavAya. karavAnuM kazuM ja nahIM. je jJAna kriyAkArI hoya, te 'vijJAna' kahevAya. 'vastu' svabhAvamAM pariName, enuM nAma dharma. tame AtmA cho. "potAna' zo svabhAva che ? paramAnaMda ! niraMtara paramAnaMda !! pariNAma pAme te dharma. mithyAtva khaseDe te dharma. mithyAtvanuM kSayopazama kare te dharma. ApaNuM sukha svAbhAvika hovuM joIe. svabhAvika sukha svadharmamAM utpanna thAya che, svadharmamAM 'svarUpane jANavuM paDe ! 63 AtmAnA dharmane pALavo e "svadharma' che 64 "jema che tema' jANavuM, tenuM nAma "rIyala' jJAna ! 65 eka zabda paNa kriyAmAM Ave to tenuM nAma "jJAna" ane AptasUtra AkhA zAstronAM zAstro vAMce paNa ekuMya zabda kriyAmAM nA Ave, tenuM nAma "zuSkajJAna.' jJAna konuM nAma ke je "che tene che' kahe che ne je 'nathI tene nathI' kahe che ane bhrAMti konuM nAma ke je 'nathI tene che' kahe che ne je che tene nathI' kahe che te. pote potAnA' selphane samaje to pote ja paramAtmA che ! zuddha jJAna e ja paramAtmA che. AtmA e saMjJAsUcaka zabda che. paNa zuddha jJAnanAM 'darzana' thavAM joIe. zuddha jJAnathI mokSa, sajJAnathI sukha ne viparIta jJAnathI du:kha. yogamArgathI jJAna thayA vagara mokSe nA javAya. bhaktimArgathI jJAna thayA vagara mokSe nA javAya. karmamArgathI jJAna thayA vagara mokSe nA javAya. mokSamArga agharo nathI. saMsAramArga agharo che. sahelAmAM sahelo mokSamArga. khIcaDI karavI e enAthI vadhAre agharI 73 vItarAgamArga rUMdhAyo che kema ? vItarAgane samajyA nahIM tethI, matabhedathI mArga rUMdhAya. vItarAgadharma eTale Atmadharma. Atmadharma sivAya koI dharma mAro nahIM, e vItarAgadharma. mokSamArga agharo nathI. saMsAramArga agharo che. sahelAmAM sahelo mokSamArga. khIcaDI karavI e enAthI vadhAre agharI che 75 ajJAna kADhavA zuM karavuM ? jJAna meLavavuM. jJAna meLavavA pustako ke zAstronAM sAdhano sevavAM, ne 'jJAnI puruSa' maLI Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra jAya to bIjA koI sAdhananI jarUra nathI. AtmA avaktavya, avarNanIya che. te pustakamAM utare tevo nathI. AtmA prApta thayo enI nizAnI zI ? potAnI prakRtino phoTo' pADatAM AvaDyo te. 'puruSa' ane 'prakRti be judI vastuo che. puruSa zuddhAtmA ne prakRti pudgala che. prakRti puraNa-galana svabhAvanI che, puruSa jJAnasvabhAvano che. prakRti' parAdhIna che, AtmAdhIna nathI. 'prakRtine oLakhe te paramAtmA thAya. 'puruSa'ne oLakhe to "prakRti' oLakhAya. prakRtine nihALe te puruSa'. 'prakRtine nihALI rahyo te paramAtmA. prakRti'maya thayo eTale paravaza thayo. 'prakRtinA aMtarAya tUTyA eTale 'puruSa' thayo. je prAkRta bhAgathI mukta che, evuM 'jene" "jJAna" che, e 'jJAnI'. kramika mArga' karavAno che ne "akrama mArga' samajavAno che. samajathI zamAvAnuM che. "akrama' e kriyAmArga nathI, samabhAve nikAla' karavAno mArga che. "akrama jJAna' ja svayaM kriyAkArI che. krama eTale atyAre jyAM aTakyA cho tyAMthI AgaLa "sTepa bAya sTepa' javuM te. paheluM jANyAmAM Ave, pachI e vAta zraddhAmAM bese, pachI vartanamAM Ave te 'kramika'. "akrama'mAM to tarata ja paheluM zraddhAmAM AvI jAya, pachI jJAnamAM Ave, pachI pariNAmamAM Ave. kramika mArga eTale dravyanI zuddhi karavAnI ne akrama mArga AptasUtra eTale bhAvanI zuddhi karavAnI ! karma bAMdhe nahIM ne saMsAra cAlyA kare, e "akrama vijJAna ane karma bAMdhe ne saMsAra cAle, te "kramika jJAna'. kramika mArga' e "jJAna" che, e TheTha chelle 'vijJAna' thAya che ! jevuM 'krimika vijJAna che evuM A "akrama vijJAna" che. paNa akrama vijJAna' pustakomAM nathI. e "jJAnI'nA hRdayamAM che. kramika jJAna' 'IphekTane "kaoNjha' kahe che ne "akrama jJAna' kaoNjha'ne 'kaoNjha' kahe che. A mana-vacana-kAyA 'IphekTiva' che. eTale ene je "IphekTa' thAya che. te "mArI IphekTa che" ema mAne che. tenAthI rAgadveSa thAya ne "kaoNjha' paDe che. paNa jo e jANe ke A "mArI' IphekTa nathI', to tene rAga-dveSa nA thAya ne "kaoNjha' nA paDe. koI avatAra leto nathI. avatAra to "IphekTa' che. enI meLe ja avatAra thaI jAya che. "kaoNjhijha' sevelA hoya to avatAra thayA vagara raheto ja nathI. 'jJAnI puruSa' "kaoNjhijha' baMdha karI Ape, eTale "IphekTa' ekalI bAkI rahe. koI paNa kAraNa vagara kArya banatuM ja nathI. kArya e iphekTa' che, kAraNa e "kaoNjhijha' che. "kaoNjhijha' enDa IphekTa' IphekTa' enDa "kaoNjhijha'..... Ama ghaTamALa cAlyA ja kare che ! "kaoNjhijha'mAM pheraphAra thaI zake, pariNAmamAM nahIM. "mane A thayuM, huM karuM chuM' evuM nahIM, paNa "meM A jANyuM rahe, jJAtA-draSTA rahe, to "kaoNjha' nA paDe ! jyAre yojanA ghaDAya che, tyAre "pote' te avasthAmAM tanmayAkAra thayo. eTale avasthAmAM "avasthita' thayo. avasthita'nuM pachI kudarata sAthe milcara thaIne rUpakamAM 90. 83. 92 84 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 101 'huM karuM chuM" e bhAna UDI jAya ane "koNa kare che e jANI jAya, eno ukela Ave. 102 'huM ja kartA chuM' e bhAsyamAna pariNAma che, yathArtha pariNAma nathI. yathArthamAM to "pote' kartA che ja nahIM. 103 A jagatamAM koI eka vyakti karyA che ja nahIM. Federal causes (samuccaya kAraNo) che. scientific circumstantial evidence 89. AptasUtra Ave che, tyAre te vyavasthita hoya che. 94 avasthita' e "kaoNjhijha' che ane 'vyavasthita' e "iphekTa' che. "avasthita zakti' e "kaoNjhijha opha ekzana' che. avasthita zakti' pheraphAra thaI zake, "vyavasthita zakti' pheraphAra thaI zake nahIM. 95 jo tuM ahaMkArI che to tuM ja kartA che ane jo tuM nirahaMkArI che to 'vyavasthita' kartA che. kartA pote che ja nahIM. AkhA jagatanA manuSyo mana-vacana-kAyAnI avasthAne potAnI kriyA mAne che. "rIyalI spIkiMga' "pote' kiMcitmAtra kartA svarUpe che ja nahIM. badhAM ajJAna dazAnAM spaMdano che ane te kudaratI racanAthI utpanna thayelAM che. teno koI bApo ya racanAra nathI. kudarata e koI vastu nathI. kudarata eTale saMjogonuM bheguM thavuM te saMjogono bhegA thavAno prayatna thavA mAMDyo, enuM nAma kudarata ane e saMjogo bhegA thaI rahyA, enuM nAma 'vyavasthita'. avasthita' eTale 'beTarI' "cArja kareluM. 'vyavasthita' eTale "DiscArja thAya te. AtmA jaNAze kyAre ? jyAM sudhI A jagatamAM "huM kartA chuM', "kaMI paNa huM karI zakuM chuM', e je je aNasamajaNa che, e ajJAna jyAM sudhI dUra thAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI AtmA ya nahIM jaDe ne AtmAnI vAte ya nahIM jaDe ! 100 jyAM sudhI A sacara vibhAgamAM eTale ke deha, mana-buddhi citta-ahaMkAra e badhAmAM ja "huM chuM' evo dehAdhyAsa varte che, tyAM sudhI 'vastu' jaDaze nahIM ane 'vastu'no svAda paNa nahIM Ave. 108 The world is the puzzle itself. God has not created this world at all. God is creator of this world is correct, by christians' view point, by muslims' view point, by indians' view point, but not by fact. By fact, only scientific circumstantial evidence 9 al. 105 jIvamAtrane magaja calAve che, karAvaDAve che ane buddhinA enDa' sudhI magajamArI ja che. temAM bhagavAnanuM kaMI paNa kartApaNuM che nahIM. bhagavAnanuM buddhimAM kartApaNuM nathI, mAtra jJAnamAM kartApaNuM che. 106 bemAMthI eka kartA hoya. jo bhagavAne banAvyuM to ApaNa kaMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI ane ApaNe karIe to bhagavAne kaMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. 107 jo jagata bhagavAne banAvyuM hoya to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo? ane ene pAcho koNe banAvyo ?... 108 jo bhagavAna karyA hoya to pachI tamArI kazI javAbadArI rahe? nA rahe. bhagavAne ya kartA nathI ne tame ya kartA nathI. 'vyavasthita' kartA che. 109 zuM bhagavAna nathI ? che. enuM sAcuM "eDresa' zuM ? kaI Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra poLamAM rahe che ? upara ? upara to koI bApo ya raheto nathI. 'huM' badhe pharI Avyo chuM. bhagavAnanuM sAcuM "eDresa" to, God is in every creature, whether, whether visible or invisible. God is in creature, not in creation. 110 jagata AkhuM bhagavAnane jANatuM ja nathI. je zakti A jagata calAve che, tene ja jANe che ke A bhagavAna che. kharekhara e bhagavAna nathI. e to 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' che. onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che. bhagavAna vItarAga che ne A 'mazInarI' ya vItarAga che. 111 eka draSTi kahe che, "banAvyuM'. bIjI kahe che, "banI gayuM.' banAvyuM kahe che e saMsAradraSTi che ne 'banI gayuM kahe che e jJAnadraSTi che. "banAvyuM' kahe che tene pAchuM ko'ka pUche ke 'bhaIne saMDAsa javAnI zakti che ?" "nA." onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che. 112 loka pUche ke A AtmAe badhuM ja karyuM? nA. A to onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che. e kevI rIte? arIsA pAse UbhA raho cho, tyAre tamArI icchA nA hoya to ya ejhekTa' UbhuM thaI jAya che ne ? AtmAne cAlavAnI zakti nathI. paNa pUrvaprayoga karIne siddhakSetra sudhI jAya che. pUrvaprayoga eTale 'DiscArja'. 113 A jagata ja "sAyansa' che. bhagavAna A "sAyansamAM ja rahyA che ne bhagavAna sAyansane joyA ja kare che, ke A kevI rIte "sAyansa'no prayoga thaI rahyo che. e joyA ja kare che. bhagavAna AmAM hAtha ghAlatA ja nathI. bhagavAna to dareka 'kriecara'nI mahIM beThelA che, zuddha cetana svarUpe, jJAtA drA ne paramAnaMdamAM ! 114 "cetana' jANavuM e mahAmuzkelIno khela che. 'A' je jANyuM AptasUtra che, e to 'nicetana-cetana' che. "nizcetana-cetana" eTale 'mikenikala cetana'. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga-dveSa, mana-buddhi, citta ne ahaMkAra e badhuM 'mikenikala cetana" che. 115 "nizcatana-cetana" eTale jaDa hoya chatAM lakSaNo "cetana' jevAM ja dekhAya. paNa guNadharma jovA jaIe to ekuMya nA jaDe. 116 be jAtanA AtmA : eka vyavahAramAM mAnelo. 'huM ja chuM, huM ja chuMevI pratiSThA karelI, te 'pratiSThita AtmA'. ene sacara kahe che. bIjo 'daraasala AtmA' e zuddhAtmA, e ja paramAtmA, e ja acaLa che. tethI jagatane sacarAcara kahyuM che. 117 'mikenikala AtmA' cara che, caMcaLa che, yaMtravat che. sacara bhAgane ja tame cetana mAnIne ene sthira karavA jAo cho. kharekhara daraasala AtmA to sthira ja che, acaLa ja che. 118 je kazuM ja karatuM nathI, enuM nAma cetana. phakta jANe che ne jue che - e be ja kriyA cetananI che. bIjI badhI anAtma bhAganI zakti che. 119 "jJAnI puruSa' pAse AtmA-anAtmAnI lamaNarekhA samajI levI joIe. emanA phoDa traNeya kALa satya hoya. lAkho varSo pachI paNa eno e ja "prakAza' hoya ! 120 "jJAnI puruSa'nA dekhADyA sivAya manuSyane potAnI bhUla dekhAya nahIM. A eka ja bhUla nathI, anaMtI bhUlo pharI vaLI 121 A jagatanA nyAyAdhIzo to Thera Thera beThA hoya che. paNa A karmanA nyAyAdhIza to eka ja. 'bhogave tenI bhUla! A eka ja jAya che, jenAthI jagata AkhuM cAlI rahyuM che ane bhrAMtinA nyAyathI saMsAra Akho ya Ubho che ! 122 rahasyajJAna jagatanA lakSamAM ja nathI. ane jenAthI bhaTaka Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra nanI bhaTaka karavuM paDe e ajJAna-jJAnanI badhAne khabara che. A gajavuM kapAyuM, emAM bhUla konI ? AnA gajavAmAMthI nA kapAyuM ne tAruM ja kema kapAyuM ? tamArA bemAMthI atyAre bhogave che koNa? 'bhogave tenI bhUla ! 123 tIra mAranAranI bhUla nathI, tIra vAgyuM kone tenI bhUla che. tIra mAranAro to jyAre pakaDAze tyAre tenI bhUla. atyAre to mAra khAnAro pakaDAyo ! 124 jyAM jyAM daMDa paDe che tyAM jANavuM ke ApaNo ja guno che. nahIM to daMDa paDI ja kema zake ? 125 jeNe eka vakhata nakkI karyuM hoya ke mArAmAM je bhUlo rahI hoya tene bhAMgI ja nAkhavI che, te paramAtmA thaI zake che ! 126 bhUla konI? bhogave tenI zI bhUla? "caMdulAla chuM e mAnyatA, e ja tArI bhUla. e mAnyatA ja duHkhadAyI che. e mAnyatA khasI ke koI gunegAra jevuM che ja nahIM jagatamAM ! 127 mULa bhUla ja potAnI che eTale bIjo koI gunegAra nathI ema sAbita thAya. AnI pAchaLa rahasya zuM che? cetana guno kare to vAMdho Ave. cetana to guno karato nathI. cetana cetanabhAva karyA kare ane temAMthI A pudgala UbhuM thAya che ! temAMthI A bhAMjagaDa UbhI thAya che. paNa te ya duHkhadAyI nathI. 'huM A chuM e mAnyatA ja duHkhadAyI che ! bIjuM koI gunegAra che ja nahIM ! 128 bhagavAna anaMta sukhanuM dhAma che ! tamane jo sukha gamatuM hoya, duHkha nA gamatuM hoya to bhagavAnane bhajo. ane duHkha gamatuM hoya, sukha nA gamatuM hoya, to jaDane bhajo. 129 sukha enuM nAma kahevAya ke je AvyA pachI duHkha nA Ave. bIjuM, je jagatanA loko sukha kahe che e to laukika sukha che, sAcuM sukha na hoya. AptasUtra 130 sukha to potAnI pAse ja che. A pAraspArika sukho bhogavavAnI je icchA thAya che, te to ajJAna saMgatine lIdhe che. jene A saMgata nathI tene to sAcA sukhanuM "rIyalAIjha' (pratIti) thaI ja jAya ! 131 klezarahitanuM mana thayuM te "mokSa'. kleza sAthenuM mana te saMsAra'. 132 jo mokSe javuM hoya to 'evarIvhera eDajasTa thavuM ja paDaze. 133 "eDajasTa evarIvhera' A vAkya tamAro saMsAra 'Topa' upara laI jaze. vyavahAramAM ya "Topa" upara gayA sivAya koI mokSe gayelo nahIM. vyavahAra tamane nA choDe, gUMcava gUMcava kare to tame zuM karo ? mATe vyavahArano phaTAphaTa ukela lAvo. 134 kaluSita bhAva ja utpanna nA thAya, tyArathI bhagavAnapada utpana thayuM gaNAya. ane kaluSita bhAvo saMpUrNa jAya tathA temanA nimitte sAmAne ya kaluSita bhAva ja utpanna nA thAya, te bhagavAna gaNAya ! 135 jyAM kaMI paNa kleza che tyAM bhagavAne ya nathI ne dharme ya nathI. 136 AtmA sukha pariNAmavALo che ! pote AtmA che, enuM sukha koIthI laI zakAya tema nathI. pote avyAbAdha svarUpI che. gajabanI jAhojalAlI che potAnI pAse ! tyAM duHkha aDe ja kema ? 137 kazI muzkelI Ave tema nathI. mana DagyuM to muzkelI vaLage ! basa, ATalo ja jagatano niyama che ! 138 anukULa "poliza' kare che ne pratikULa ghaDatara kare che. mATe beumAM ApaNane zo vAMdho che ? Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 AptasUtra 148 saMsAranAM viSayasukhanI jeTalI spRhA vadhAre, teTaluM (AdhyAtmika) DevalapamenTa' ochuM. 149 dhaNI thavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa dhaNIpaNuM banAvavAmAM vAMdho AptasUtra 17 139 A "spIDa brekara' che, te zA mATe che ? tamArI "sephaTI' mATe che. mATe A aDacaNo Ave che te tamArA hita mATe che. A aDacaNo nA hoya to badhA spIDamAM aTakyA vagara doDAdoDa kare ne athADI mAre. normAliTImAM rahevA mATe aDacaNo che. 140 tamane duHkha koNa de che ? tamArAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha. emAM kudaratano zo doSa ? 141 A saMsAra 'vyavasthita' che evuM samajamAM Ave to ghaNAM duHkho ochAM thaI jAya. 142 A jagatamAM laDhavADa kyAM hoya ? jyAM Asakti hoya tyAM ja. 143 zAdI (lagna) be rUpe pariNAma pAme : koI vakhata AbAdImAM jAya, to koI vakhata barabAdImAM jAya. 144 A badhA sukhane hAru paiNe che, paNa mahIM duHkhI thAya che bicArA ! kAraNa ke sukhI thavuM, duHkhI thavuM e potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI. e pUrve karelAM karmanA AdhIna ja che emAM chUTako nathI. e bhogavavAM ja paDaze. 145 'hasabaMDe' ya karyA vagara cAle tema nathI, jeTalI saMDAsanI jarUra che eTalI 'hasabaMDa'nI jarUra che. 'hasabaMDa to be-cAra dahADA bahAragAma jAya to cAle, paNa saMDAsa vagara nA cAle. jenI jenI jarUriyAta te khoLe. rasoDuM ya khoLe. AvA jagatamAM lokoe kevA kevA artha vagaranA vikalpo karyA ! 146 strI-puruSano (paraNyA pachI) vyavahAra kema karavo, enI to bahu moTI koleja che. A to bhaNyA vagara paiNI jAya che. 147. 'miniTe ya bhAMjagaDa nA paDe, enuM nAma dhaNI. mitra joDe jema bagaDavA nathI detA tema sAcavavuM. mitra joDe nA sAcave to mitratA tUTI jAya. 15). saMsAramAM bIjuM kazuM nA AvaDe, teno vAMdho nathI. paNa eDajasTa thatAM to AvaDavuM ja joIe. sAmo DIeDajasTa" thayA kare ne ApaNe "eDajasTa' thayA karIe to saMsAramAM tarI pAra UtarI jazo. 151 bAIno dhaNI thatAM AvaDyuM kyAre kahevAya ? ke bAI niraMtara pUjyatA anubhavatI hoya ! 15ra ApaNuM dhaNIpaNuM kyAM sudhI rahe ? ApaNe gunAmAM nA AvIe tyAM sudhI. 153 mULathI A lokone koI vaDhe te gamatuM nathI. alyA, ene ja viTAmina banAvI dene, to kAma thaI jAya. 154 duHkha e AtmAnuM 'viTAmina' che ane sukha e dehanuM 'viTAmina' che. 155 'hasabaMDa' eTale 'vAIpha'nI 'vAIpha'. A to loka dhaNI thaI bese che. alyA, 'vAIpha' kaMI dhaNI thaI besavAnI che ? 156 A to ahIM jIvyo tyAM sudhI dhaNI ne jIvyo nahIM to ? athavA to kAle 'DAyavorsa' le to? pachI tuM zAno dhaNI ? 157 pote' ja 'paramAtmA che paNa aNahakkamAM paDyo che. tethI potAnuM bhAna nathI. bhagavAne kaheluM ke tuM traNa strI kare to amane vAMdho nathI. paNa tuM hakkanI rAkha. ane strInA manane tuM sAcavaje. ane tAruM mana strI sAcave ane karma nA vadhe e khyAla rAkhaje. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 158 19 vyavahAramAM 'normAliTI' joIe. bahu najIkano sago hoya to eka phera vaLagI paDavA Ave ne bIjI phera vaDhavA Ave evuM nA hovuM joIe. 159 matabheda thAya tyAre jhaghaDo thAya. manabheda thAya tyAre 'DAyavorsa' thAya. tanabheda thAya tyAre nanAmI nIkaLe. 160 jANyuM tenuM nAma kahevAya ke koI joDe matabheda nA paDe. Ama gharamAM matabheda paDe te kema cAle ? baI kahe ke 'huM tamArI chuM' ne dhaNI kahe ke 'huM tAro chuM', pachI matabheda kema ? 162 jenuM sAsupaNuM chUTI gayuM, teno badho moha UDI gayo ! pachI pharI sAsu thavAno vAro ja nA Ave ne ! sAsupaNuM jaladI chUTe evuM nathI. 161 163 bIjAne anukULa thatAM AvaDe, ene koI duHkha ja na hoya. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'. 164 pote muzkelImAM koI jagyAe mUkAyelo hoya, tyAre te potAnuM 'eDajasTamenTa' karI le to ya saMsAra rUpALo lAge ! 165 matabheda pADavA e ja 'poIjhana' che. thavuM che amara ne pIe che 'poIjhana' ! 166 saMkucita jJAna e mata che ne vizALa jJAna e ja 'vijJAna' che. 167 matabheda pADo tyAM AtmA kyAM rahe ? matabheda tyAM AtmA nahIM ne AtmA tyAM matabheda nahIM. jyAM matabheda che tyAM AtmA kyAreya pragaTa nA thAya. ahaMkAra hoya tyAM mata hoya. 168 dharmanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM che, matabhedanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM nathI. 169'vijJAna'thI matabheda jAya. 'vijJAna'thI saMpUrNa samAdhi rahe, 20 170 ApaNI vAta sAmAne 'eDajasTa' thavI ja joIe. ApaNI vAta sAmAne 'eDajasTa' nA thAya, to te ApaNI ja bhUla che. badhI rIte bhUla nathI. paNa kaMIka ApaNI bhUla che. bhUla bhAMge to 'eDajasTa' thAya. vItarAgonI vAta 'evarIvhera eDajasTamenTa'nI che. 171 173 AptasUtra niraMtara samAdhi rahe. e 'vijJAna' jagatamAM ko'ka phero UbhuM thAya che. bAkI 'vijJAna' hoya nahIM. 172'zuM karavAthI pote sukhI thAya', eTaluM ja jo AvaDI jAya ne, to badhuM ja 'sAyansa' AvaDI gayuM ene. 'evarIvhera eDajasTa' thAya tyAre vItarAgonI vAta pUrNa pAmyo kahevAya. 176 174 nirvikalpa sukhano artha zo ? vikalpa karavA jeTalI ya emAM mahenata nathI. koI paNa jAtanI mahenata vagara sukha utpanna thAya che e potAnuM svayaMsukha che ane A vikalpI sukha mahenatavALuM che. 177 saMsAramAM sukha to hoya ja nahIM. paNa bhagavata upAya lo to kaMIka zAMti lAge ne jJAna-upAyathI kAyamanI zAMti rahe. 175 jyAM Aropita sukha che ja nahIM, svAbhAvika sukha che tyAM mukti che. 'jJAnI puruSa' niraMtara svAbhAvika sukhamAM ja rahyA kare ane e ja ApaNane svAbhAvika sukhamAM lAvI zake. bAkI, bIjo koI lAvI nA zake. je taryo che e ja tAre. DUbakAM khAnAro te zuM kare ? bahAranI vaDhavADa ekAvatArI hoya ane aMdaranI vaDhavADa so-so avatAra. lAkha-lAkha avatAra sudhI cAlyA kare ! Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 21 178 vaDhavuM e moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra che, gAMDo ahaMkAra che. vaDheluM kAmanuM kyAre kahevAya ? pUrvagraha vagara vaDhe te. 179 vaDhavAthI mANasa cokhkhuM kahe nahIM ne kapaTa kare. A badhAM kapaTa, vaDhavAthI ja jagatamAM UbhAM thayAM che. 180 eka phera jhaghaDo karavo te pAMca hajAra rupiyAnuM nukasAna karyA barAbara che. 181 mati pahoMcatI nathI, tethI matabheda thAya che. mati 'phula' (pUrNa) pahoMce ne matabheda nA thAya evuM hovuM joIe. 182 matabheda e athaDAmaNa che ne athaDAmaNa e 'vIkanesa' (nabaLAI) che. 183 mokSe jatAM aMtarAya koNa kare che ? mata. matane laIne ajJAne ya samajAtuM nathI, jJAnanI vAta to javA do. 184 'amAro mata' kahyuM eTale AvaraNa Ave. svamatanA AvaraNane lIdhe paramata samajAya nahIM eTale pachI tyAM AgaLa vAMkuM ja bola bola kare ! 185 ame zodhakhoLa karelI ke jagata AkhuM 'vyU poInTa"thI jue che. 'vyU poInTa'mAM zaktio nakAmI jAya che. AkhI jiMdagI besI rahe toya sAmAno 'vyU poInTa' badalAya tema nathI. 186 sAmo mANasa bhUla karIne Ave tenI kiMmata nathI, paNa kleza thAya tenI bahu kiMmata che. kleza che tyAM bhagavAnano vAsa nathI. 187 'vyU poInTa'mAM rahevuM, 'vyU poInTa' sAthe 'eDajasTa' thavuM ane senTaramAM rahevuM, e bahu bhAre vastu che ! 188 matabheda paDe tyAM ApaNI ja bhUla che ema mAnIzuM tyAre A AptasUtra jagatano cheDo Avaze. bIjo koI upAya nathI. upAya karavo e ApaNo chUpo ahaMkAra che. upAya zenA mATe khoLavAnA ? 189 vikalponI upAsanA kare eTale zuM maLe ? duHkha ja maLe ne ! bhagavAne kaheluM ke badhA jyAM jAya tyAM jaIza nahIM. badhA jAya tyAMthI pAcho pharaje ! kleza karAvanAruM koNa ? ajJAna !!! 22 190 191 192 193 194 195 koIne duHkha thAya evuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karIe eTale ApaNane kleza Ubho thaI jAya. moDhuM caDhAvIne gharamAM bese, te kleza kahevAya. ApaNane koI vaDhIne choDe te RNAnubaMdha sAruM. enA manamAM rahe ke Ane kevo TADho pADyo ! ApaNe vaDhIne chUTA thaIe e hisAba sAro nahIM. A jagatamAM kyAreya koInI upara zaMkA nA karAya. sAcuM hoya to ya zaMkA nA karAya. zaMkA karavI e bhayaMkara guno che. 196 saMsAramAM duHkha eTale zuM ? tyAre kahe, kuzaMkAthI UbhAM thayelAM duHkha. gharamAM moTA bhAganI vaDhavADo te atyAre zaMkAthI UbhI thaI jAya che. zaMkAthI spaMdano UThe ne e spaMdanonA bhaDakA jAge. ane jo niHzaMka thAya to bhaDakA enI meLe zamI jAya. beu jo zaMkAvALA thAya to bhaDakA zame zI rIte ? ekAdane niHzaMka thaye ja chUTako ! 197 draSTimAM roga hoya to sAmAnuM avaLuM ja dekhAya, game tevuM sAcuM hoya to ya ! 198 corane cora kahevAmAM vAMdho nathI paNa tene kharAba kahevuM, tene Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 23 AptasUtra sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' che. tyAM vahema zo ? tuM AkhA brahmAMDano mAlika che, teno purAvo "huM" ApavA taiyAra chuM. 209 zaMkAnuM samAdhAna nA hoya, sAcI vAtanuM samAdhAna hoya. zaMkAnuM samAdhAna kyAreya paNa thAya nahIM. 210 zaMkA eTale zuM ? potAnA AtmAne bagADavAnuM sAdhana. 211 copaDo jotAM nA AvaDe to vahema paDe ne vahema paDe to duHkha du:kha devuM, te draSTino doSa che. e draSTidoSathI ja jagata UbhuM thayuM che. jagata khAlI bhAsyamAna pariNAmathI che. ekajhekTa' pariNAma nathI. 199 jo zaMkA karavI hoya to TheTha sudhI karavI. ene bhagavAne jAgRti kahI che. jo zaMkA karIne baMdha thaI javAnI hoya to te karIza nahIM. ApaNe kAzIe javA nIkaLyA ne mathurAthI pAchA AvIe, tenA karatAM nIkaLyA ja nA hota to sAruM. 200 loka to badhA ja paryAya bhUlatA jAya. AgaLa lakhatA jAya ne pAchaLa bhUlatA jAya. 201 jo zaMkA karavI to AkhI jiMdagI karavI. khoTanI ciMtA karavI to AkhI jiMdagI karavI, nahIM to karavI nahIM. 202 ko'ka ja dahADo matabheda paDe e mAnavatAnuM pramANa. 203 tamane matabheda paDe eTalI tamArI nirbaLatA. loka khoTA nathI. koI jANI-joIne karato ja nathI. ApaNe to mAphI mAgI levI ke ApaNI bhUla che. 204 matabhedano artha zo ? bhIMta joDe athaDAyo. ApaNA mAthAne vAgyuM. te bhIMtano doSa ke ApaNo doSa ? 205 'koInI sAthe kyAreya paNa athaDAmaNamAM nA Utarazo.' - A mokSe javAnI moTI cAvI che. 206 athaDAmaNa thAya che e ApaNI ja nabaLAI che. 207 athaDAmaNa e ja ApaNI ajJAnatA che. sAcuM-khoTuM bhagavAnane tyAM hotuM ja nathI. bhagavAnane tyAM vaMduM hotuM ja nathI. 208 jene vahema paDe, tenuM AkhuM nikaMdana jAya. vahema e 'TimiDanesa' (bhIrutA) che. AkhuM jagata "sAyanTiphika 212 koInA 'dhU poInTa'ne khoTuM kema kahevAya ? koI AMdhaLo bhIMtane athaDAya to AMdhaLAne kaMI vaDhAya ke kema athaDAyo ? alyA, AMdhaLo hato tethI to athaDAyo. 213 bIbI-chokarAM e to ApaNA Azraye AvelAM che. je ApaNA Azraye AveluM hoya, tene du:kha kema karIne devAya ? sAmAno vAMka hoya to paNa Azritane ApaNAthI duHkha nA devAya. 214 "eDajasTa' thavAmAM vAMdho kyAM Ave che? "A mArI paiNelI' ne A mArI 'vAIpha'. are, paNa na hoya A 'vAIpha'. A 'hasabaMDa' ja nathI, tyAM pachI 'vAIpha' hotI haze ? 215 paiNavAnI kiMmata kyAre hota ? hajAro mANasomAM ekAda jaNane paiNavAnuM maLatuM hoya to. A to badhA ja paiNe, emAM 216 gharamAM to vyavahAra sAro ja rAkhavo joIe ne ! potAnA khetarano choDavo nA vaTAya e ApaNe khyAla rAkhIe chIe ne ?! 217 ApaNane ema che ke A ApaNuM ghara che ne kuTuMba che. nA, karmo khapAvavAnI dukAna che. gharAka-vepArI jevo saMbaMdha che ! Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 25 218 koI prAkRtika puSpa nakAmuM nathI, paNa te zuM kAmanuM che te zodhI kADhavAnuM che. tane veDhamI banAvatAM nathI AvaDatI, A nathI AvaDatuM, te nathI AvaDatuM, ema kahyA karavAnuM nathI. paNa tene zuM AvaDe che, tenI khoja karo. 219 A saMsAra gharanA ja mANasone lIdhe Ubho rahyo che, bIjA kazAthI nahIM. gharano lAbha letAM AvaDatuM nathI. A to pAMca cha jaNAnuM esoziyezana che. 220 phemilI membara' eTale ? ke jeTalo jeno vepAra eTalAM enA gharAka ! nAno vepAra to ochA gharAka ne moTo vepAra to ghaNAM gharAka ne vepAra baMdha thayo, copaDAnAM khAtAM pUrAM thayAM, to gharAka baMdha thAya. 221 kharI rIte duniyA jItavAnI nathI, ghara jItavAnuM che. 222 ApaNo chokaro moTo thayo hoya ne sAmo thaI jato hoya to jANavuM ke A ApaNuM "tharmomiTara' che. A tamAre dharma keTalo pariNAma pAmyo che, enA mATe "tharmomiTara' kyAMthI lAvavuM? gharamAM ne gharamAM 'tharmomiTara' maLI Ave to pachI bahAra vecAtuM levA nA javuM paDe !!! 223 dIkaro to tene kahevAya ke je bApanI badhI ja jhaMjhaTa choDAvI AptasUtra to jagata UbhuM thayuM che. dhAkadhamakIthI to prakRti vizeSa bagaDe. 227 koIne ya sudhAravAno prayatna karazo nahIM, paNa jAte sudharavAno prayatna karajo. koIne sudhAravAno ahaMkAra to tIrthakaroe ya nahIM karelo, e to mokSanuM dAna ApavA AvelA. 228 pote sIdho thayo hoya te ja sAmAne sudhArI zake. 229 sAmAne sudhAravA mATe tame dayALu ho to vaDhazo nahIM. ene sudhAravA to mAthuM toDI nAkhe evo maLI ja jaze. 230 mokSe javuM hoya to tamArA koI putra-putrI che nahIM. saMsAramAM rahevuM hoya to putra-putrI tamArAM ja che. 231 sArI vastu UMdhI bolavAthI bagaDI jAya, tema UMdhI vastu sArI bolavAthI sudharI jAya che. 232 ApaNe" A saMyogo joDe saMyoga pUrA karavAnA che. A saMyogomAM AvI phasAyA chIe to A saMyogo jema tema karIne UMcA mUkavAnA. ApaNe kaMI dhaNI thavA mATe nathI AvyA, A saMyogone UMcA mUkavAnA che ! 233 saMyogo "oTomeTiklI' "sAyanTiphiktI' thAya che ne viyoga niyamathI thAya che. 234 sthaLa saMyogo, sUkSma saMyogo, vANInA saMyogo para che ne parAdhIna che ne parAdhIna karAvanArA che. pAchAM 'vyavasthita' bhAve rahelA che. 235 A "varlDa'mAM koI evo mANasa nathI ke jene saMyogo upara kAbU hoya ! 236 deha pratye jenA rAga-dveSa gayA, tene koI saMyoga naDato nathI. saMyoga naDatA nathI, rAga-dveSa naDe che. saMyoga to zeya che ne 224 jenA gharamAM mA kaDaka hoya, tenA chokarAne vyavahAra nA AvaDe. 225 bApa dharmiSTha hoya to chokarAMnI khoDa kADha kADha nA kare. prakRtinI khoDa kADhavI nA joIe. prakRtinI khoDa kADhavAthI bhagavAnane vAta pahoMce che. prakRti niyamita che, 'vyavasthita' 226 prakRti dhAkadhamakIthI nA sudhare ke nA vaza thAya. dhAka-dhamakIthI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra pote zAtA che. 237 ApaNane saMyogo asaMkhyAta che ane bhagavAna mahAvIrane paNa saMyogo hatA, paNa te gaNI zakAya teTalA ja hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke, 'eka paNa saMyoga mAro nahIM ane huM saMyogomAM tanmayAkAra thAuM nahIM !' 238 saMyogo bhegA karavAmAM loko 'TAIma' bagADe che. saMyoga to kudarata ja bhegA karI Ape che. 239 27 240 koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha Apazo to te vedanArUpe vedanIya karma tamane phaLa Apaze. mATe koI jIvane duHkha ApatAM pahelAM vicArajo. 241 bhagavAna konA para rAjI rahe ? je badhAnAM duHkho laI le ne sAmAne sukho Ape tenA para. mAnavadharma kone kahevAya ke, tame sAmAne sukha Apo to tamane sukha maLe ne sAmAne duHkha Apo to tamane duHkha maLe. 242 koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya evo ahaMkAra hovo joIe. e 'pojhiTiva' ahaMkAra. 244 243 jyAM sudhI tamArA nimitte koIne saheja paNa duHkha thAya che, tyAM sudhI enI asara tamArI para ja paDavAnI. mATe ceto. sAmo 'DieDajasTa' thayA kare, ne ApaNe 'eDajasTa' thayA karIe to saMsAramAM tarIpAra UtarI jazo. bhogave enI bhUla eTaluM ja jo samajAI jAya ne to gharamAM ekuMya jhaghaDo rahe nahIM. A laukika dharma pALavA hoya to be ja akSara samajavA jevA che H (1) ApaNAthI koI jIvane duHkha nA thAya ane (2) ApaNI pAse kaMIka hoya to A lokone ApI dauM e bhAvanA. A be bhAvanA pUrI thaI gaI, te badho dharma zIkhI 28 gayo ! 245 ApaNe A duHkhamAMthI zodhakhoLa zI karavAnI ? sanAtana sukhanI. A sukha to ghaNuM bhogavyuM. enAthI saMtoSa thAya, paNa tRpti nA thAya. 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 AptasUtra 255 saMsArI duHkhano abhAva, enuM nAma sanAtana sukha. bhagavAnane koI divasa duHkha paDyuM nathI. bhagavAnathI bheda pADyo, tene duHkha che. saMsAramAM duHkha zAnAM che ? 'vijhana' 'kliyara' nA hoya tenAM. jyAM kiMcit mAtra duHkha thatuM nathI, tyAM AtmA che. kalpita sukha 'enDa'vALuM hoya ne nirvikalpa sukha 'paramenanTa' hoya. sukha AvyA pachI jAya nahIM, enuM nAma AtmAnuM sukha. 'mULa svarUpa'mAM Ave to ja sAcuM sukha ane zAMti maLe. saMsAranAM sarva duHkhone maTADe, e 'sAyanTiphika' jJAna kahevAya. 254 sukhamAM ane duHkhamAM rAga-dveSa kare tethI 'kaoNjhijha' baMdhAya ne sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM normala rahe, sama rahe to kaoNjhijha baMdha thAya. agavaDa dekhADe te ja mithyAtva ane samyadraSTi-AtmadraSTi agavaDane sagavaDa karAve. 256 sukha-du:kha beu bhramaNA che. tApamAM duHkhanI bhramaNA thaI ane jhADa nIce sukhanI bhramaNA thaI. AkhI rAta jhADa nIce besADe to tyAM ya du:kha lAge. 257'ebova normala' thAya, te pudgala sukha-duHkharUpa lAge. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 270 vyAkuLatAmAM nirAkuLatA rahe, e ja sAcI nirAkuLatA. 271 mahIM sukha hoya tyAM sudhI koI mANasa koInuM kazuM bagADe nahIM. dukhiyo mANasa ja bIjAnuM bagADe. dukhiyo hoya, te bIjAne saLI kare. sukhiyo mANasa to badhAMne sukha ApavAno prayatna 261 AptasUtra 29 258 bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ke kAMTo joyA karaje. jo aMtarasukha ghaTe ane bAhyasukha vadhe to samajaje ke maravAno thayo che. 259 je dharmathI aMtarazAMti nA thAya e dharma dharma ja kahevAya nahIM ne ! 260 jyAM zAMti nathI tyAM kiMcitmAtra dharma nathI. mananI zAMti e manovaibhava che. manovaibhava e "TempararI eDajasTamenTa' che. AtmazAMti e Atmavaibhava che ne Atmavaibhava e "paramenanTa eDajasTamenTa' che. 262 upAdhimAM zAMti rahe, ene bhagavAne puruSArtha kahyo ane upAdhimAM samAdhi rahe, ene bhagavAne "jJAna" kahyuM. 263 anukULatA e 'phUDa' che ane pratikULatA e "viTAmina' che. 264 apamAna "viTAmina' che ane mAna e "phUDa' che. 265 "pyaoNra' samajaNamAM sukha che. A to 'ImyaoNra' samajaNanAM du:kha che. 266 sukha-duHkha jevI koI vastu ja nathI. sukha-duHkha e to ajJAna pariNAma che. A to "enDa'vALA sukha-duHkha che. 267 avaLI samajaNa e duHkha che ne savaLI samajaNa e sukha che. samajaNa kaI maLe che te jovAnuM. avaLI samajaNanI AMTI paDI to duHkha, duHkha ne duHkha ane e AMTI chUTI gaI to sukha, sukha ne sukha !! bIjuM duHkha-sukha che ja nahIM A duniyAmAM ! 268 Indriyano svabhAva che ke Indriyagamya sukhane ja khoLe ane atIndriyano svabhAva che ke atIndriya sukhane ja khoLe. 269 vyAkuLatAthI A badhAM duHkho UbhAM thAya che ane 'jJAnI' pAse nirAkuLatAthI duHkho nAza thaI jAya. 272 duHkha-sukha to AvyAM ja karavAnAM. e "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' che. duHkha-sukha e "iphekTiva' che. temAM ApaNe evuM kaMIka karI levuM joIe ke koI IphekTa' ja nA thAya. 273 "sarva duHkhothI mukti zI rIte thAya', e jANavA mATe ja A jIvana jIvavAnuM che. 274 je jevI rIte jIvavA mAge che, te tevI rIte jIvI zake ja. 275 bahu upayogapUrvaka, vicArapUrvakanuM jIvana jIvavAnuM che. darekanuM pariNAma zuM Avaze e jovuM. pariNAmane vicAratAM vicAratAM AtmA tevo thaI jAya ? nA. e pariNAmanA vicArane je jANe che te AtmA che. paNa pariNAma to sIdhAM ja joIzene ? jhINavaTathI jIvavuM joIe ke nahIM ? 276 A manuSyajanma maLyo che temAM "ApaNuM keTaluM ane parAyuM keTaluM', eno viveka karavAno che. 277 A jagatamAM koI evuM sthAna nathI ke koI evI avasthA nathI ke je tamane DIprasa' karI zake ! 278 koI evo samaya, saMjoga ke avasthA evI nA hoya ke je ApaNane "DIpresakarI zake ! 279 ApaNAthI loka bhaDakavA mAMDyA to jANavuM ke vikarALa jaMgala AvyuM. jo loko rAjI hoya to jANavuM ke rasto sAro che. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 291 AptasUtra 31 280 jeno ahaMkAra gayo hoya, te game te mANasane khuza karI zake ane "samabhAve nikAla karI zake ! 281 sAmAnI chAyA ApaNA para paDI ke eno roga ApaNI mahIM pesI jAya ! pachI enA guNo joIne ke siddhio joIne chAyA paDI hoya ! 282 A varlDamAM evo koI mANasa nathI ke je ApaNane cAvI mArI zake ! jo pIna vAge to tuM "sTava' che ! 283 ApaNuM karekTa (barAbara) hoya to duniyAmAM ApaNane koI halAvI nA zake. paheluM "karekTanesa'ne pachI "ekkekTanesa' thAya. 284 koInI ya chAyA nA paDe evI duniyA tane bAjue mUkatAM AvaDe, tenuM nAma samarpaNabhAva ! 285 jyAM akkaDa thavAnI sthiti tyAM namra thAya, enuM nAma khAnadAnI. jema namratA vizeSa thAya tema khAnadAnI UMcI. 286 je kAma karIe ne kahI daIe ke "meM karyuM, to khAnadAnI jatI rahe. khAnadAna to beu bAjue ghasAya. ApatAM ya ghasAya ne letAM ya ghasAya. 287 'DyUTI' bajAvavI e dharma nathI. 'DyUTI' nA bajAvavI e guno che. "DayUTI' to badhA ya bajAve ja che. paNa kacakaca karatAM bajAve to guno che. 288 jagatamAM badhuM ja pharajiyAta che. maravAnuM ya pharajiyAta che. janmavAnuM ya pharajiyAta che. mATe evI kaMI zodhakhoLa karo ke, 'marajiyAta' zuM che ? 289 jo tAre chUTavuM hoya to 'A' jANavAno prayatna kara. nahIM to je che te barobara che, "karekTa' che. AptasUtra 290 phakta vAta ja samajavAnI jarUra che ke, voTa Ijha karekTa ? enDa voTa Ijha InakarekTa ? sAcI vAta zI che ? karekTanesa" zuM che? "varlDa' zuM che ? A badhuM zuM che ? tame koNa cho ? paramAtmA zuM che ? paramAtmA che? paramAtmA che ja ane te tamArI pAse ja che. bahAra kyAM khoLo cho ? paNa koI ApaNane e daravAjo kholI Ape to darzana karIe ne ? e daravAjo evo vasAI gayelo che ke koI dahADo potAthI kholAya evo che ja nahIM. e to pote taryA hoya evAM taraNa tAraNahAra "jJAnI puruSanuM ja kAma che ! 292 saMsAra che ja pharajiyAta. 'marajiyAtamAM eka sekaMDe ya koI dahADo pote' Avyo nathI. 293 "marajiyAta' bhAga kyAre utpanna thAya ? "pote koNa che e bhAna utpanna thAya tyAre. 294 bhagavAnano zo kAyado che ? koIne chUTavuM hoya, tene bhagavAna kyAreya bAMdhatA nathI ane jene baMdhAvuM hoya ene kyAreya paNa choDatA nathI. 295 chUTavAnAM kAraNo seve, tene chUTavAnA badhA saMyoga maLe. tyAM bhagavAna ene helpa karyA ja kare che ane baMdhAvAnAM kAraNo rAkhe che, tene ya bhagavAna helpa karyA ja kare che. 296 lokonI samajaNe cAlyo tethI baMdhAyo ; "jJAnI'nI samajaNe cAlyo e chUTI gayo ! 297 chUTelAnI samajaNe cAlIza to chUTIza ne baMdhAyelAnI samajaNe cAlIza to baMdhAIza. 298 baMdhAvA mATe nimitto maLelAM che tema choDAvavA mATe nimitta maLe to te choDAve ja che. chUTelo hoya te choDAve. chUTelo Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 33 puruSa ko'ka kALe eka hoya. mokSa durlabha nathI, "mokSadAtA puruSa' ati ati durlabha che. 299 saMsAranAM baMdhano ApaNane bAMdhI zake ema che ja nahIM evuM 'vItarAgo'nuM jJAna che. koI cIjathI baMdhAya ja nahIM evI ApaNI "jAta che. e "jAtane oLakho, enuM jJAna karo, evo AtmA che ! 300 saMsAramAM narI paravazatA ! niraMtara paravazatA ! jAnavaro ya paravaza, manuSyo ya paravaza, kema posAya ? emAMthI svataMtra thavAya evo 'A' mArga che ! 'A' 'rIyala' mArga che, svataMtra thavAno ! 301 A saMsAra eTale paravazatAnuM saMgrahasthAna ! 302 A saMsAra narI phasAmaNa che. phasAyA pachI nIkaLAya nahIM. are, A kAdavamAM UMDo Utare to ya nA nIkaLAyane ! kAdavamAM garakyA pachI nIkaLavA jema jema prayatna kare, tema tema vadhAre ne vadhAre garakAya ! 303 tAre jo mokSe javuM hoya to pachI jhAMkharAmAM bharAI nA rahIza. dhotiyuM bharAya to te bhale phATI jAya paNa kheMcIne cAlavA mAMDavuM. are, nIkaLI jAya to bhale, tene choDIne cAlavA mAMDavuM! 304 A paravaza jagyA che. "ApaNe" svataMtra chIe ! "potAnI' jagyAe jaIe to ukela AvI jAya. jagata AkhuM A paravazapaNAthI mukti khoLe che. 305 hindustAnanA lokone to vibhUti svarUpa bhagavAna kahyA che. tame bhAna jatAM rahelA, to ya bhagavAna cho ! to pachI "mAruM zuM thaze ? sukha kyAMthI maLaze ?" evuM kema ? AptasUtra 306 saMsAramAM sukha kahevAya ja kema ? A to mAnI lIdheluM sukha che. sukha to svataMtratA hovI joIe temAM che. "koI bApo ya uparI nA joIe." jyAM sudhI mAthe "baoNsa' hoya, tyAM sudhI sukha kahevAya ja kema ? 307 mokSa thayo kyAre kahevAya ? ApaNe chUTI gayA chIe, evuM bhAna thAya. mAro koI uparI nathI, bhagavAne ya mAro uparI nathI, evuM bhAna varte. 308 mAthe bhagavAna hoya tyAM mokSa nA hoya. mokSa hoya tyAM bhagavAna uparI nA hoya. eka paNa uparI hoya tyAM sudhI paravazapaNuM kahevAya. paravazapaNuM kema posAya ? 310 'huM pote ja paramAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thAya to mokSe javAya. nahIM to mokSano sAkSAtkAra ja hoya nahIM, jUjamAM darzana kahevAya. 311 tAro uparI koNa ? tArI 'bleDarsa' ane tArI 'misTekasa'. bleDarsa' "ame' bhAMgI ApIe ne 'misTekasa' tAre bhAMgavAnI. teno "ame' tane rasto dekhADIzuM. 312 "caMdulAla chuM e ja moTAmAM moTI "bleDara' che ! bhUlone 'mApha karavAmAM Ave che. "bleDarsane mApha karavAmAM AvatI nathI. 313 'ame' kyuM pada joyuM haze ?! brahmAMDanuM mAlikIpaNuM joyuM che ! e brahmAMDanA mAlikane joIe ke emano zo 'bijhanesa' che te ApaNo 'bijhanesa" thaze, tyAre tamane e pada prApta thaze !! 314 A 'ploTanuM mAlikIpaNuM chUTe to AkhA brahmAMDanA mAlika thAya ne "ploTa'nA mAlika thAya to brahmAMDanuM mAlikIpaNuM jAya. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 35 315 bhagavAna koNa che ? je deha hovA chatAM dehanA mAlika nathI, mananA mAlika nathI, vANInA mAlika nathI, koI cIjanA mAlika nathI, te A jagatamAM bhagavAna che ! 316 jayAM sudhI potAnI bhUlo nA dekhAya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna nA thavAya. 317 bhUla dekhAI kyAre kahevAya ke pharI nA thAya tyAre. 318 potAnA gunA dekhAya te 'samyak draSTi ane pArakAnA gunA dekhAya te 'mithyA draSTi'. 319 jene potAnA doSa jovA che, sAmAnA jovA nathI, tenuM A jagatamAM koI nAma lenAra nathI. 320 "A jagatamAM koI jIve koI kArya jANI joIne karyuM nathI, TheTha mokSe jatAM sudhI." A eka ja vAkya samajI jAo ne ! 321 A jagata karuNA rAkhavA jevuM che, daMDa karavA jevuM nathI. 322 chellA prakAranI jAgRti kaI ke A jagatamAM koI doSita ja nA dekhAya ! 323 saMsAra eTale rAga-dveSavALI draSTi, ne vItarAgadraSTithI mokSa. vItarAgadraSTinuM mApa zuM? jagata AkhuM nirdoSa dekhAya te. 324 tamArI pAse nirdoSa draSTi hoya to tenAthI tame juo. nahIM to bIjuM kazuM jozo ja nahIM. bIjuM jozo to mAryA jazo. jevuM jozo tevA thaI jazo ! 325 jyAM sudhI jagata doSita dekhAze tyAM sudhI bhaTaka bhaTaka karavAnuM thaze ane jyAre jagata nirdoSa dekhAze tyAre ApaNo chUTakAro thaze. 326 gunegAra koNa dekhADe che ? mahIM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobharUpI AptasUtra zatruo che te dekhADe che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kyAMthI pesI gayA ? "huM caMdulAla chuM' e mAnavAthI. e mAnyatA tUTI ke badhAM jatAM raheze. 327 vItarAgoe jagata nirdoSa joyuM. te vaLI doSa kADhanArA ApaNe koNa DAhyA pAchA ?! bhagavAna karatAM ya DAhyA ?!! 328 vItarAgoe jagata nirdoSa zA AdhAre joyuM ? kAraNa badhAM karmone AdhIna che tethI. 329 koI karma svataMtra rIte karato nathI, paravazatAthI karma karavAM paDe che. svataMtra karma kare to ja gunegAra gaNAya. paravazatAthI karma kare eTale paravazatAthI bhogavavuM paDe. A jagatamAM koI paNa mANasa gunegAra ke khoTo dekhAya che e badhI bhrAMti che. 33) bhagavAnane pUchIe ke tyAre A badhuM zuM che ? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che ke A kazuM ja nathI. A badhAM potapotAnAM karmo bhogavI rahyAM che ! 331 lokoe "kartA-thiyarI' joI che paNa 'karma-thiyarI' joI nathI. bhAIe mAruM apamAna karyuM ema kahe te "kartA-thiyarI'! ne mArA karmanA udayathI gALo de che e "karma-thiyarI'. karmanI thiyarI samaje to sAmAno jarAya doSa nA dekhAya. 332 karmanuM mULa zuM? karma zenAthI baMdhAya ? kartAbhAva che tethI. " caMdulAla chuM' e bhAna che tyAM sudhI karma baMdhAya. "caMdulAla chuM" e Aropita bhAva thayo, eTale e kartAbhAva thayo. 333 jyAM sudhI tame kartA cho, tyAM sudhI karma baMdhAze. kartAnA AdhAre karma che. "jJAnI puruSa' e AdhAra kADhI nAkhe eTale karmanuM "cArja thatuM baMdha thaI jAya. pachI DiscArja rahe ! 334 ahaMkArapUrvaka 'deha e huM chuM evuM bebhAnapaNe vartAya e karma. paNa svarUpanI ramaNatAmAM rahIne nATakIyapaNe, jJAtA Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 341 'vItarAga" eTale koI mAra mAre, gALa bhAMDe, enI chokarIne uThAvI jAya, to ya asara nA thAya. "vItarAga' to sukha-duHkha, sAruM-khoTuM vagere kaMdathI para hoya. 342 samyakatva thAya tyArathI vItarAga vANInI zarUAta thAya ne kevaLajJAna" thAya tyAre te saMpUrNa thAya. 343 gharamAM gerahAjara hoya te bahAra rakhaDato hoya, tema saMsAramAM gerahAjara te dharmamAM rakhaDato hoya. 344 samakitI sva-para hitakArI che. mithyAtvI sva-para ahitakArI AptasUtra draSTApaNe karavAmAM Ave te karma nathI. 335 karma ekaluM ja badhuM calAvI letuM hoya evuM nathI. karma to eka viSaya bhogavavAnI icchA karelI, eTaluM ja karma kareluM hoya che. tyAre parasattA zuM kahe che ? amAre ekalo viSaya to duniyAmAM apAya nahIM. AjubAjunuM badhuM ja jovuM paDe. eTale pAchI strI ApavI paDe. sAsu, sasaro, sALo, kAkIsAsu, mAmIsAsu, badhuM ja ApavuM paDe !!! eka bairI karavA gayo tyAM keTalI badhI vaLagaNA coMTI !na DheDaphajeto ! zI rIte mANasa A jaMjALamAMthI chUTe ?! saMsAra sAgara kahevAya. A to vagara pANImAM DULyAM ! pelA pANImAM DUbe to tArI zakAya, paNa AmAM DUbe to zI rIte tArI zakAya ?! 337. saMsAranuM saravaiyuM zuM? napho che ke khoTa che ? bAra rUmovALAne ya khoTa che ne be rUmovALAne ya khoTa che. khoTa rUmamAM nathI, tArAmAM ja che. tene tuM khoLI kADhane ! 338 jene saMsArano bhogavaTo karavo hoya teNe ahaMkAranuM hathiyAra rAkhavuM ke jene saMsArathI mukti joItI hoya teNe ahaMkAranuM hathiyAra mUkI devuM ! 339 igoIjhama' rUpI phAcaranI A badhI phasAmaNa che ! igoIjhama' rUpI AMkaDo che te gADI cAle, tenI sAthe Dabbo ya cAle !!! saMsAramAM jeTaluM UMdhuM cAlyA teTalo igoijhama. ne jeTalo igoijhama ogaLe teTaluM sanAtana sukha varyA kare. 'jJAnI puruSa'ne igoijhama khalAsa thaI gayelo hoya, tethI niraMtara sanAtana sukha rahe. koI apamAna kare to ya potAne mahIM sukha lAge, tyAre ema thAya ke ohoho ! A kevuM sukha !!! 345 mithyAtvI loko pArakAM mATe jIve che ne samakitI loko potA' (AtmA) mATe jIve che. 346 AtmAnuM jeTaluM thayuM teTaluM tamAruM ne bIjuM badhuM pArakuM ! 347 koInA ya cAritra saMbaMdhI zaMkA nA karAya, bahu moTI jokhamadArI che. moTA moTA tIrthakaro je mAne peTe janmyA, temAM strIne kema doSita gaNAya? zaMkA zAne mATe karavAnI ? je kare che te tenI jokhamadArI che. 348 jyAM sudhI rAga-dveSa che, tyAM sudhI koI dahADoya anubhUti thAya nahIM. 349 'jJAnI' ane 'ajJAnI'mAM phera zo ? "jJAnI' badhI ja kriyAomAM rAga-dveSarahita hoya ne ajJAnI badhI ja kriyAomAM rAga-dveSarahita hoya. 350 rAga-dveSa ochAM karavA mATe dhyAna karavAnuM hotuM haze ? rAga vaiSa ochAM karavA "vItarAganuM vijJAna" jANavAnI jarUra che. 351 jenAmAM rAga nAmano roga nathI evAM vItarAganI kRpAthI Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra anaMtakALano roga jAya. 352 rAga-dveSathI mAlikIpaNAno bhAva nakkI karavo, enuM nAma 'parigraha'. 353 parigraha eTale zuM ? kharekhara e graha nathI. tamArI saMsAradraSTi che to parigraha coMTyo. tamArI AtmadraSTi che to parigraha coMTato nathI. 39 354 vastunI mUrchA e parigraha che. vastunI mUrchA nahIM e aparigraha che. 355 paudgalika bhAvanA e badho ja parigraha che ! 356 357 A jagatamAM keTalI cIja vasAvIe ? cIjo apAra che. jarUra paDaye cIja maLI ja raheze. mATe nizciMta raho. 358 jeTalI jarUriyAta ochI, eTaluM jIvana sAruM cAle. 359 parigraha keTalo saMgharavAno ? bojo nA thaI paDe eTalo. jyAM mArApaNAno bhAva hoya, tyAM parigraha che. 'A mAruM' kahyuM tyAM parigraha che ne bhADAnuM kahyuM tyAM che kazuM ? 360 badhI vastu 'iphekTiva' che. jo tamane 'IphekTa' nA thatI hoya, to jaththAbaMdha rAkho ane IphekTa thatI hoya to ochAmAM ochuM rAkho. 362 361 saMpUrNa parigrahomAM saMpUrNa aparigrahI rahe, te chellI 'TesTa ekjhAminezana che' ! saMsAranA padArthomAMthI citta tamAro haTAvavuM che ? haTAvanAra koNa ? tame ne ? tame eTale caMdubhAI ne ? 'tame koNa cho ?' e nakkI thayA vagara zI rIte tame haTAvo ? 40 AptasUtra 363 grahane ochA karavAnA nathI, parigrahane, mUrchAbhAvane ochA karavAnA che. graha to jJeya che. 364 365 ApaNane mUrchita kare, bebhAna kare, e moha kahevAya. moha eTale bebhAnapaNuM. bebhAnapaNuM eTale 'pote' koNa che te nahIM jANavuM te. 366 367 'je che te' dekhAtuM nathI ne 'je nathI te' dekhAya che, enuM nAma ja moha. 368 369 graha jo parigraha nA thato hoya to kazo vAMdho nathI. mUrchA gaI ke parigraha gayo ! ane akartA thayo eTale AraMbha gayo ! AraMbha-parigraha jAya ke 'kevaLajJAna' thAya !!! 371 370 'mahIM' paDelA ghA rUjhAI jAya che te mohane laIne ja. nahIM to vairAga ja AvI jAya ne ?! 372 jyAM jyAM moha pese, tyAM tyAM duHkha thAya. bahu du:kha veThyAM che. jo tenI noMdha kare ne to ya moha chUTI jAya ! chatAM moha Utarato nathI ne mAra khavaDAya khavaDAya kare che ! jema jema ajJAnatA vadhe, tema tema vikalpo vadhe ne tema tema mohanAM sAdhano vadhAre prApta thAya. kAdavamAM garakayA pachI zuM thAya ? mohanI bahAra jAya to mokSa che. moha e vikalpa che. moha pUro thayo e nirvikalpa che ! 373 saMkalpa-vikalpane je jANe te nirvikalpa. mananA dharmane potAno dharma mAne te saMkalpa-vikalpa ne potAnA' dharmane 'potAnuM' jANe te nirvikalpa ! nirvikalpa thAya tyAre nirbhayapadane pAme. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 374 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e vikalpa ne 'A mAruM che' e saMkalpa. 375 AtmA kalpasvarUpa che. kalpasvarUpa nirvikalpa bhAve rahe to te paramAtmA ja che ane vikalpa bhAve rahe to te saMsArI che. nirvikalpa bhAve rahevuM e karoDo avatAre ya prApta thavuM muzkela che. e to "jJAnI puruSa' bhegA thAya tyAre ja e padane pAme. 376 nirvikalpa' to 'jJAnI puruSa' sivAya koI hoya ja nahIM. hA, 'jJAnI'nA kapAvaMta hoya te nirvikalpa banI zake. kAraNa ke nirvikalpInI ArAdhanA kare e nirvikalpa thAya ne vikalpInI ArAdhanA kare e vikalpI thAya. 377 AtmA ekalo ja jANavA jevo che. bIjuM jANavAthI vikalpa vadhe. 378 jagatanAM loko je jANe che evuM jagata nathI. jagata vikalpI che ane "vijJAna' nirvikalpI che. 379 saMkalpa-vikalpa e ja Aropita bhAva che. 380 jeTalA vikalpa che eTalI cIja che. je cIja nathI teno vikalpa utpanna nA thAya. 381 pote potAnI meLe jALuM UbhuM karavuM e vikalpa ane saMkalpa eTale tanmayatA karI e jALAmAM rahevAnuM karyuM e. 382 bhrAMti e buddhijanya jJAna che. buddhijanya jJAna e vikalpI hoya. jyAre sAcuM "jJAna" nirvikalpI che. emAM judAI jarAya nathI. eTale sAcA jJAnanI vAta ja samajavAnI che. 383 AkhA jagatanA tamAma "sabbaka' jANe, paNa ahaMkArI jJAna e buddhimAM samAya ne nirahaMkArI jJAna te "jJAna"mAM samAya. 42 AptasUtra 384 buddhi "inaDAyarekTa' prakAza che ane "jJAna" e "DAyarekTa' prakAza che. AtmAno je prakAza che te ahaMkAranA 'miDiyama" yUAve te buddhi. 385 ahaMkAra e potAnI milakata kahevAya. anaMta avatAranI je kamANI che ke khoTa che te ahaMkAranI aMdara Ave. jevo jeno ahaMkAra tevuM tenuM 'miDiyama' ane tevuM tene buddhinuM 'lAITa' maLyA kare. bahu sArI puNya hoya tyAre buddhi bahu UMcI hoya. 386 A ahaMkAre ja AtmA vacce bhedabuddhi UbhI karI dIdhI che ! enI ja phAcara che !!! 387 buddhi para-prakAzaka che, AtmA sva-para prakAzaka che ! 388 adhyAtmamAM ahita kare ane saMsAramAM hita kare, enuM nAma 'viparIta buddhi'. saMsAramAM ya hita kare ne adhyAtmamAM ya hita kare, enuM nAma "samyak buddhi'. 389 "sabuddhi' enuM nAma ke kyAreya paNa virodhAbhAsa nA lAve. jJAnI puruSa' pAse eka kalAka besavAthI buddhi utpanna thAya. 390. 'amane' buddhi nA hoya. "amane' jo buddhi hoya to 'ameya Imozanala' thaI jaIe. "ame' "abudha' chIe. mATe buddhizALIe 'amane jItavA jatAM vicAra karavo paDe ke abudhane zI rIte jitAya ? 391 buddhi 'Imozanala karAve, A Trena "Imozanala' thAya to zuM thAya ? "eksiDaMTa'. tenAthI keTalAya loko marI jAya. tema A manuSyo "Imozanala' thAya che, tenAthI mahIM pAra vagaranI jIvAto marI jAya che ! mATe 'mozana'mAM raho. 392 jJAna pragaTa thayuM jyAre kahevAya ? vItarAgatA utpanna thAya Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 43 tyAre. vItarAgatA utpana kyAre thAya? buddhino abhAva thAya tyAre. 393 jJAna kAma karAve che e "prajJA zakti' che ne saMsAramAM bhaTakAvI marAve che e ajJA zakti che. 394 ajJA zakti loka-vyavahAranI che ne "prajJA zakti' mokSa mATenI che. 395 ajJA saMsAranI bahAra nIkaLAvA nA de ane 'prajJA' mokSe laI gayA vagara choDe nahIM. 396 'A' vijJAna zenAthI joyeluM che ? "prajJA zaktithI. saMsAramAM buddhithI joyeluM jJAna kAmanuM, paNa ApaNe "ahIM' to nirmaLa jJAna joIze. 397 A "sAyansa'nI rIte bhagavAnane samajavAnI rIta che ane 'pelo' dharma che te adharmane dhakkA marAve. te adharma kyAre pUro thaI rahe ? 398 zAstramAM dharma che, marma nathI. marma 'jJAnInA hRdayamAM che. 399 dharma mokSe laI jAya nahIM, mokSe vijJAna' laI jAya. dharma judI vastu che, vijJAna judI vastu che ! dharma badho kartAbhAve che, adharmeya kartAbhAve che ane 'vijJAna'thI "akartA bhAva" utpanna thAya ane tenAthI mokSa thAya. 400 AkhuM jagata dharma nathI khoLatuM, potAnI 'sepha sAIDa' khoLe 44 AptasUtra 404 aMtaHkaraNa e "ejhekTa pArlAmenTa' jevuM ja che. emAM ahaMkAra - "presiDanTa', buddhi-vaDApradhAna, citta-"phorena DipArTamenTa', mana- homa DipArTamenTa'. 405 aMtaHkaraNamAM mukhya prastAva mUkanAra javAbadAra pradhAna koNa ? AmAM mukhya koI ja nathI. udaya Ave ne cAramAMthI eka bhAga prastAva mUkanAra pradhAna hoya. 406 aMtaHkaraNano udbhava ekadama zI rIte thAya ? e sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' che. "eviDansa' maLe eTale mana UbhuM thAya athavA eviDansa maLe eTale ahaMkAra ubho thAya athavA citta ke buddhi UbhI thAya. AmAM koInI mAlikI ja nathI. badhuM svataMtra che, pArlAmenTarI' paddhati che. 407 aMtaHkaraNanI 'mUvamenTasa' che ja. ene koIne calAvavuM paDatuM nathI. e svayaM saMcAlita che. svayaM saMcAlita eTale 'DiscArja svarUpa. 408 aMtaHkaraNanA cAra TukaDA nathI, eka ja che. paNa je vakhate je kAma kare che te rUpe te hoya che. mana kAma kare che te vakhate manarUpI aMtaHkaraNa hoya che. buddhi kAma kare che te vakhate buddhirUpI aMtaHkaraNa hoya che. citta kAma kare che te vakhate cittarUpI aMtaHkaraNa hoya che ane ahaMkAra buddhinI sAthe ja hoya haMmezAM. e ekalo nA hoya. 409 citta jJAna-darzana svarUpe che. "eviDansa' bhegA thAya che tyAre te "DiscArja thAya che ne temAMthI pAcho pote bhrAMtithI "cArja) kare che. 410 tarata Disijhana ApI de, "solyuzana' ApI de te buddhizALI. gUMcAyo to ochI buddhino. 401 rakSaNa karanAruM jo koI hoya to te dharma ja che. tamane ne dAdAne bhegA koNe karyA ? tamArA dharme ja ! 402 je ApaNane dharI rAkhe te dharma, paDavA nA de te dharma ! 403 je vastu ApaNane aMtaHkaraNanI sthiratA karAve te dharma. Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 411 saMyogI purAvo bhego thAya tyAre mana vicAraNAmAM paDe. vicAro Ave te mana. tyAre citta bahAranuM kArya hoya to bahAra jAya ne aMdaranuM kArya hoya tyAre aMdara pharI vaLe. buddhi "Disijhana' Ape. buddhi pachI cittanuM ke mana bemAMthI ekanuM eksepTa(kabUla) kare ne tenI joDe bhaLI jAya eTale ahaMkAra sahI karI Ape. Ama 'pArlAmenTarI' paddhati cAle 412 buddhinA AdhAre ja IgoIjhama" jIvI rahyo che. tethI to ame abudha thaI javAnuM kahIe chIe. 413 Indriyo to emano dharma bajAvya ja jAya che. paNa e dharmo kyAre baMdhanarUpa thAya che? manane AdhIna thAya tyAre. 414 nirNaya thaI jAya, te buddhi kare che ane tyAM sudhI manano prabhAva che. citte je vastu joI, tenA astitvanA badhA ja svabhAva dekhADe. eTale jJAna-darzana dekhADe. paNa te vastunuM Disijhana' to buddhi ja Ape che. 415 citta khovAyuM, eka jagyAe sthira thayuM, te mUrNita dazA ! 416 AkhA jagatamAM pharo. tamArA cittanuM haraNa koI nA karI zake, to tame svataMtra ja cho ! meM to joyuM ke keTalAya varasothI mArA cittane koI cIja haraNa karI zakI nathI. eTale pachI mArI jAtane' 'huM samajI gayo, taddana saMpUrNa svataMtra thayo chuM !!! 417 manamAM kharAba vicAra Ave, tyAre te cittanuM haraNa kare evo niyama nathI. tema hoya ke nA paNa hoya. 418 cittanuM haraNa thAya eTale citta tyAM rahe ne ahIM mana kUdAkUda kare, buddhi bUmAbUma kare, eTale AkhI pArlAmenTamAM ghora aMdhakAra thaI jAya ne pelo mANasa mUchita thaI jAya. AptasUtra 419 du:kha ke sukha ahaMkAra bhogavato ja nathI. viSaya paNa te bhogavato nathI. khAlI ahaMkAra ja kare che ke "meM viSaya bhogavyo !" 420 mana gAMTho svarUpa che. kUMpaNa phUTe te vicAra che. tamArA mananuM svarUpa oLakhavuM hoya to manano grApha eka mahinAno doro. temAM vadhAremAM vadhAre vicAro jenA Ave che, tenI noMdha karo. te sauthI moTI gAMTha che. pachI bIjI, trIjI... evI pAMca cha gAMTho pakaDAya, to mananuM AkhuM svarUpa samajAI jaze. 421 sthaLa saMyogo, sUkSma saMyogo ne vANInA saMyogo para che ne parAdhIna che. bahAranA saMyogo te sthaLa saMyogo che. mananA vicAro te sUkSma saMyogo che ane vANInA saMyogo che, te badhA para che ne parAdhIna che. ApaNI sattAmAM nathI. 422 mana raDAranI peTha kAma karI rahyuM che. manano nAza karavA jAya to "enseTa mAInDeDa' thaI jAya. mana to mokSe laI jAya. ene kADhavAnuM nA hoya. mana bhaya batADe tyAre "zuddhAtmA'nI guphAmAM pesI javuM. 423 "jJAnI'nuM aMtaHkaraNa kevI rIte kArya karatuM hoya ?! 'pote jo khasI jAya to aMta:karaNathI AtmA judo ja che. AtmA judo thaI jAya to sAMsArika kArya aMtaHkaraNathI cAlyA ja kare che. chUTuM paDyA pachI "jJAnI'nuM aMtaHkaraNa pote ja svAbhAvika kAma karyA kare che. kAraNa ke DakhoDakhala baMdha thaI gaIne ! eTale aMtaHkaraNanuM kArya sArAmAM sAruM ne jyAM jarUra hoya tyAM ja thAya ne lokone upayogI thaI paDe. 424 "jJAnI'ne aMtaHkaraNa "zuddhAtmA' jevuM ja thaI jAya. citta bhaTakatuM baMdha thaI jAya. mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra hAjara hAjara rahe. tenAthI saMpUrNa jAgRti rahe, vItarAga ja rahe. 425 akrama mArganA 'mahAtmAone aMtaHkaraNanI sthiti kevI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 47 rahe? temane DakhoDakhala baMdha thaI gaI hoya. paNa pAchalAM pariNAma Ave che tyAre pote gUMcAI jAya che ke "mArAM ja pariNAma che. jyAre "amane pUche ke, potAnAM pariNAma ke bIjAnAM " to kahuM ke, "A to bIjAnAM pariNAma che.' 426 pariNAmane hetu' mAne, tenuM nAma "kramika mArga' ane hetune 'hetu' mAne, tenuM nAma "akrama mArga'. 427 "akrama vijJAna' eTale ? ke "jema che tema' khulluM karI ApavuM. 428 A 'vijJAna' nahIM jANavAthI jagata UbhuM thayuM che ne 'vijJAna" jANavAthI ja jagata chUTuM paDe che. 429 'mULa svarUpe" nA dekhAtA, anya svarUpe dekhAya, tenuM nAma mAyA. 430 mAyA eTale 'vastuonA" tattvonI ajJAnatA. 431 jagatanI tamAma vastuo vItarAga ja che, paNa pote ja rAga-dveSa karIne vaLagyo che ne pachI kahe che, "mAyA mane vaLagI che, mAyA mane choDatI nathI !' 432 kharI rIte mAyA eTale "roMga bilipha'. A asaro roMga biliphanI che ke "rAITa biliphanI che, tenI ApaNe tapAsa karavI. 433 'riyalamAM rahyA to ja vItarAga kahevAya. 'rileTiva'mAM AvyA ke rAga-dveSa thAya. 434 Akho saMsAra ja pudgalano che. paNa pugalamAM rAga-dveSa thavo, enuM nAma baMdhana ne pudgalamAM rAga-dveSa nA thavo, enuM nAma mukti. 435 rAga e dveSanuM bIja che ne dveSa e rAganuM bIja che. 48 AptasUtra 436 rAga-dveSa, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e badhuM duHkha denArI vastu che. ene ja kaSAya kahevAya. 437 kaSAyo eTale mahIM AtmAne (pratiSThita AtmAne) duHkha thayA kare, ajaMpo thayA kare che. 438 jyAM kaSAyo che tyAM dharma nathI (azubha mArga). jyAM maMda kaSAyo che tyAM dharma che (zubha mArga). kaSAyothI mukti te mokSa. (zuddha mArga). 439 AkhuM jagata zenA AdhIna che? 'jJAnIo jJAnanA AdhIna che ane jagata kaSAya, eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane AdhIna che. lobhiyo lobhanA kaSAyamAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kare, mAniyo mAnanA kaSAyamAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kare, kapaTavALo kapaTanA kaSAyamAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kare. 440 kaSAyasahita vyavahAra te saMsAra. kaSAyarahita thavuM te mokSa. 441 A saMsAramAM bAdhaka zuM che ? kaSAyo. 442 kaSAyonI jeTalI nivRtti teTalI samAdhinI pravRtti. kaSAyonI saMpUrNa nivRtti tyAM saMpUrNa samAdhi. 443 AtmA prApta thayo, enuM nAma ja samAdhi. hasatAM, UThatAM, besatAM, khAtAM, pItAM, mahI samAdhi jAya nahIM, e sahaja samAdhi che, e vItarAga vijJAna che. 444 Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinI mahIM samAdhi rahe, te AtmAnI samAdhi. 445 A pugalanI upAdhi hovA chatAM samAdhi rahe tyAre pugala paNa samAdhimAM rahe che. 446 nAka dabAvIne samAdhi kare e sAcI samAdhi na hoya. e upAya che. mokSa eTale nirupAya pada ! upayabhAva !! Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 49 447 "jJAnI puruSa' maLe to mokSa thAya, nahIM to karoDo upAya mokSa nA thAya. upAyathI mokSa nA thAya, upayathI mokSa thAya. 448 saMsAramAM eka miniTa paNa samAdhi nA rahe, game te upAya karo to ya. kAM to ahaMkAranI mUchamAM hoya ke mAnanA pramAdamAM hoya. game temAM paDI rahelo hoya. eka kSaNa paNa samAdhi thAya to kAma kADhI nAkhe ! Ane ja sarvotkRSTa zAMtarasa kahevAya che ! vItarAga !! 449 jyAM sudhI samAdhi mATe prayAsa che tyAM sudhI samAdhi gaNAtI nathI. 450 samAdhimAM dehabhAna javuM nA joIe. pAMce ya indriyonI saMpUrNa jAgRtipUrvakanI samAdhi rahevI joIe. nahIM to tyAM sudhI samAdhi kahevAya ja nahIM. 451 UMcAmAM UMcI samAdhi kaI ? saMpUrNa jAgRta. kevaLajJAna eno artha zo ? so TakA jAgRta. 45ra jAgRtimAMthI "anubhava" thaze ne jAgRtimAMthI ja "kevaLajJAna' thAya che. 453 AtmA prApta thayAnI nizAnI zI ? tyAre kahe, jAgRti, niraMtara jAgRti. 454 saMpUrNa jAgRti kyAre thAya ? ahaMkArano vilaya thAya tyAre. 455 "pote zuM karI rahyo che enuM 'jANapaNuM', enuM nAma jAgRti. 456 huM caMdubhAI chuM' e vacagALAnI jAgRti che. ene bhAvanidrA kahI che. saMpUrNa jAgRti e saccI AjhAdI che. pote ja paramAtmA svarUpa thaI gayo tyAM ! 457 bhAvanidrAmAM eTale svabhAvamAM UMdhyo che. ne pelI nidrAmAM AptasUtra to svabhAvamAM ya UMghe che ne parabhAvamAM ya UMghe che. 458 ema ne ema saMsArahetu baMdhAI jAya che, tene bhAvanidrA kahevAmAM Ave che. 459 jene A jagatanuM saravaiyuM samajAI gayuM hoya, te navaro ja hoya. nahIM to navaro ja kyAMthI hoya ? A copaDAnuM saravaiyuM to "cArTarDa ekAunTanTa" paNa kADhI Ape, paNa A jagatanuM saravaiyuM koNa kADhe ? e to ko'ka phero "jJAnI puruSa' hoya te kADhI Ape ! jyAM sudhI saravaiyuM nA nIkaLe tyAM sudhI dhI varlDa Ijha dhI pajhala ITaselpha ! 460 A saMsAra rucato nA hoya to chaTakavAno rasto lo. ne saMsAra gamato hoya to je karo cho te mArga pakaDI rAkhajo. 461 A saMsAra bahu agharo ! sAsu Ave, vaDasAsu Ave, mAsIsAsu Ave, kAkIsAsu Ave, phoIsAsu Ave. keTalI sAsuo thaze ?! dhaNI eka ne sAsuo keTalI thatI Avaze ?' mera gAMDI, ahIM tamAruM zuM kAma che ? eka dhaNI sAru, ATalI badhI bhUtaDIo kyAM vaLagI ?! 462 saMsAra Akho jALasvarUpa che. nAyalonanI jALamAMthI chUTe to sUtaranI jALamAM baMdhAya. e to koI chUTelo maLe te ja ApaNane choDAve. 463 duniyAmAM 'jJAnI puruSa' sivAya bIjI ekuMya hitakArI vastu ja nA hoya. 464 hitAhitanuM bhAna kone kahevAya ? A loka nA bagADe ne paraloke ya nA bagADe te. 465 potAnuM ahita ja karato hoya, te bIjAnuM zuM hita kare ? je potAnuM hita kare, te ja bIjAnuM hita karI zake. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 476 mAravAthI jagata nA sudhare, vaDhavAthI ke ciDhAvAthI koI sudhare nahIM. karI batAvavAthI sudhare che. jeTaluM bolyA teTaluM gAMDapaNa. 477 chokarA joDe tame ciDhAva to e navI 'lona' lIdhI kahevAya. jUnI lona to hajI pUrI thaI nathI ! ciDhAvuM e to 'konTrAkTanA bahAranI 'ekasTrA AITama" kahevAya. AnAthI ja navAM devAM UbhAM karato jAya che. 478 potAne gamatuM hoya to ja A jagata coMTe. nahIM to coMTe tevuM nathI. AptasUtra 51 466 potAnA hitanuM bhAna ne saMsAranAM hitAhitanuM bhAna - banne utpanna thAya pachI ja mokSanuM bhAna thAya. 467 'homa" ane "phorena' - banne saMpUrNa chUTAM rahe, e "vItarAgI vijJAna' kahevAya. hitAhitanuM bhAna rakhAve e "vItarAgI jJAna' kahevAya. 468 jene jevI rIte rahevuM hoya, tene te rIte rahevA de tevuM A jagata che. paNa tene potAnI nirbaLatA rahevA detI nathI. 469 pote potAnA ja paga para kuhADI mAre che. tethI to A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. nahIM to A jagata saMpUrNa svataMtra che, koI koIthI dabAyeluM nathI. 470 jagatano sApekSa jAya che, te sAmasAmI hoya to ja thAya. ne nirapekSa nyAya ja sAco nyAya che. 471 je koI jIvane mArato nathI, tene koI mAratuM nathI. je koI jIvane herAna karato nathI, tene koI herAna karatuM nathI evo kAyado che ! kudarata zuM kahe che? ke tane anyAya thayo te ya jAya che ne nyAya thayo te ya nyAya ja che. mATe tuM saMkalpa-vikalpa karIza nahIM. nahIM to raDI raDIne ya nyAya mAnavo paDaze. enA karatAM 'vyavasthita' che kahI de ne, to ukela AvI jAya. 473 A kudarata eka kSaNavAra paNa nyAyanI bahAra vata nathI. jo kudarata eka kSaNa vAra paNa nyAyanI bahAra varte to e kudarata, kudarata nathI. 474 jagata nyAya svarUpa che to ja paramAtmA che ! 475 bhagavAna phasAyelA che, jeTalA jIvo che temAM. have bhagavAna phasAyelA hoya tenA para ciDhAvuM joIe ? 479 jagata jItavuM saheluM che. paNa eka samaya paNa asaMga rahevuM mahA vikaTa che. 480 saMsAra e "rIleTiva' saMbaMdha che, tAttvika saMbaMdha nathI. evuM bhAna thAya to ArapAra nIkaLI javAya. 481 sAco saMbaMdha kone kahevAya ke je koI dahADoya nA bagaDe. AtmA joDe ja sAco saMbaMdha che. bAkI badhA ghATavALA saMbaMdha che ! 482 A saMsAra ghATavALo ja che, jyAM ghATa na hoya tyAM paramAtmA avazya hoya ja. ghATathI bhagavAna vegaLA ! 483 jyAM sudhI sAMsArika kaMI paNa ghATa che tyAM sudhI "sAcI vAta' koIthI nA nIkaLe. 484 AkhuM jagata parArthI che. potAnuM koI che ja nahIM. ane pArakAM mATe ja loka narI gUMco pADIne jAya che. 485 nanAmI eTale kudaratanI japtI. kamANI badhI ahIM mUkIne javAnI ne gUMco joDe laI javAnI ! 486 nanAmI kADhe te dADe caMdulAlano copaDo ahIMno ahIM mUkI Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 487 lokamata e 'rIleTiva dharma' che ane 'jJAnI' mata e marma che, 'rIyala dharma' che. lokamatanI viruddha, vyavahAra dharma (rIleTiva) dharma ja nathI. 488'rIleTiva dharma' zuM kahe che ? sApekSamAMthI nirapekSanuM zodhana karo. jo kudaratanI kRpA Utare to sApekSa karatAM karatAM mahIM samyak darzananuM jharaNuM phUTe ! 489 490 53 javAno. joDe kazuM nA Ave. 'zuddhAtmAno copaDo' khUlyo tyArathI emAM cokkasa rahevAnuM. 491 492 'rIyala dharma' tenuM nAma ke dareka saMjogomAM samAdhAna rahe ane 'rIleTiva dharma'mAM mananA samAdhAnanA rastA khoLe. mana jeTaluM samAdhAna pAme teTaluM nAza pAme ane saMpUrNa samAdhAna pAme, to saMpUrNa vilaya thAya ! mana to vItarAga che. paNa 'pote' emAM bhaLe che. tuM kUvAmAM paDe, temAM mana zuM kare ? manathI cheTA thayA eTale Atma draSTivALA thayA. te paramAtmA thavAnI taiyArI thaI. mana pratyAghAtI che. ApaNe AghAta karelA, tenA pratyAghAta che. AghAta baMdha karI daIe eTale pratyAghAta baMdha thaI jAya. 493 anAmI thAya tyAre nanAmI nA nIkaLe ! 494 AyuSyano kALa badalI zakAto nathI paNa gati pheraphAra thaI jAya che. TikiTa pheraphAra thaI zake paNa maraNa pheraphAra nA thaI zake. maratI vakhate yA matiH sA gatiH' 495 marI jAya eTale saMsArIne TAIma bhUlADe tyAre bhUle ne jJAnI te ja kSaNe bhUlI jAya. bahAra jAya ane marI jAya, te beu sarakhuM che. 54 496 497 498 jeno upAya nathI, tenI ciMtA zI ? maraNano upAya nathI, tethI tenI koI ciMtA kare che ? 500 AptasUtra trIjA bhAganuM AyuSya rahyA pachI mANase cetIne cAlavuM joIe ke have AvatA bhavanA phoTA paDaze. 499 ciMtA kema thAya che ? vicAro Ave ne temAM tanmayAkAra thAya che, tethI ciMtA thAya che. ciMtA e 'greTesTa IgoIjhama' che. jyAM dharma che tyAM ciMtA nathI ane jyAM ciMtA che tyAM dharma nathI. 501 A duniyAmAM tane 'AvyA-gayA' dekhAya che, paNa kharI rIte koI AvyA nathI ne gayA ya nathI. 'AvyA-gayA' dekhAya che, te bhrAMtadraSTi che. 502 dharmamArga ane mokSamArga e be judI vastu che. jene azubhamAMthI zubhamAM javuM hoya, jene bhautika sukhonI IcchA hoya tene mATe dharmamArga batAvyo che, ke tame Ama karajo ne tema karajo. 503 jene mokSe javuM hoya, tene kriyAonI jarUra nathI. jene devagatimAM javuM hoya, bhautika sukho joItAM hoya, tene kriyAonI jarUra che. mokSe javuM hoya tene to 'jJAna' ane 'jJAnInI AjJA' A benI ja jarUra che. 504 eka jJAna-dhArA ne eka kartavya-dhArA. ema be dhArAo judI ja cAle che. paNa A cA ne kaDhI bhegI karIe to bebharamuM thaI jAya. tema A be jJAna-dhArA ne kartavya-dhArA ajJAnIonI bhegI thaI gaI che, tethI teo bebAkaLA thaI gayA che. 505 kriyAo 'thAya che' ane kriyAo 'karavI joIe' e bemAM Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 506 mokSamArga samajavAno che. bAkI A svAdhyAya karo, tapa karo, japa karo, e badhuM ja pudgala kare che. eno lAbha zo ? mULa draSTi badalAyA sivAya je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che te baMdhana che ! 507 kriyAo badalavAnI nathI, tArI draSTi ja badalane ! 508 mokSa eTale zuM ? draSTibheda thavo joIe. 'jJAnI puruSa' draSTibheda karI Ape. 509 510 55 bahu phera che. je kriyA mahIM udaya svarUpe AvI hoya te tame bhale karo. paNa jeno udaya nathI tene mATe tame yojanA nA karo ke, 'A kriyA karavI ja joIe, Ama karavuM ja joIe,' nahIM to e ja yojanA kriyA svarUpe udayamAM Avaze. 511 512 parama vinayathI ja mokSa che. kriyAo karavAnI nathI, parama vinayamAM AvavAnuM che. kriyAkAMDa to tuM laIne ja Avelo che. jJAnakAMDa karavAnuM che. zuddha kriyAkAMDa e jJAnakAMDanuM pariNAma che. kriyAkAMDa zuM che ? jyAre jJAnI nA hoya, mokSamArgano netA nA hoya, tyAre lapasI nA paDAya tenA mATe kriyAkAMDa joIe. e zubha kriyA che. kriyAkAMDa e khoTI vAta nathI. paNa A kALamAM mULa rahyuM nathI. badhI 'roMga bilipho' beThI che. kriyAkAMDa kyAM sudhI Take ? mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekAtmavRtti rahe to. ekAtmavRtti tUTI eTale kriyA kAma lAgaze nahIM. 513 pApa-puNya eTale zuM ? saMsAramAM dareka jIvamAtramAM bhagavAna rahelA che. mATe koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha devAno bhAva paNa nA karatA. nahIM to doSa karyo, mATe tenuM pApa baMdhAze. ane koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra sukha Apazo ke sukha ApavAnI bhAvanA karazo to bhagavAnane sukha ApyuM 56 mATe puNya baMdhAze. 514 pApa-puNya koNe ghaDyAM ? samAje ? nA. pApa-puNya necarala che. 515 jene pApa karatAM bIka lAge che, e moTuM jJAna kahevAya ! 516 puNyano svabhAva kevo ? kharcAI jAya. karoDa maNa barapha hoya paNa teno svabhAva kevo hoya ? ogaLI jAya tevo. 517 AptasUtra 519 518 kusaMgano cepa to TI.bI. karatAM ya kharAba kahevAya. TI.bI. to eka ja avatAra mAre. A to anaMta avatAra bagADe ! satsaMgamAM game teTalAM kaSTa paDe te sArAM, paNa kusaMgamAM game teTaluM sukha nakAmuM. 521 A duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTo puNyazALI koNa ? jene kusaMga nA aDe. 520 saMgano vAMdho nahIM, paNa saMgadoSa nA lAgavo joIe. e cepI che ! 522 523 dharmamAMthI pADI nAkhe, enuM nAma kusaMga. kusaMgathI to bahu cheTA rahevuM joIe. kusaMga e ja 'poIjhana' che. satsaMga para strInI peThe Asakti hoya to ja kAma thAya. bhagavAne ja kahyuM che, 'kusaMga !" e dveSathI nathI kahyuM bhagavAne. tyAre 'satsaMga,' rAgathI ya nathI kahyuM. vItarAgatAthI bolyA che, A satsaMga che - A kusaMga che. kusaMganA DAgha lAkho avatAra sudhI jatAM nathI. tethI ja ame tamane 'satsaMgamAM besI rahejo' ema kahIe chIe. 524 satsaMga eTale taddana 'sat'nI joDe 'huM' ne mArI joDe tame cho, te ! Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra pa7 pa25 "sat" ane satyamAM zo phera che? satya "rIleTiva' che, vinAzI che ane sat e avinAzI che. pa26 vinAzI satyano Agraha karazo to tame vinAzI thaI jazo. mATe satno Agraha karo. 'sat' e zuddhAtmA che, avinAzI pa27 "rIleTiva'mAM nirAgrahI, "rIyala'mAM AgrahI. pa28 jagata "rIleTiva satya' che ane AtmA "rIyala satya' che. jagata mithyA che ja nahIM, "rIleTiva satya' che. pa29 satya kone kahevAya ? koI jIvane vANIthI duHkha nA thAya, vartanathI duHkha nA thAya ane manathI paNa ene mATe kharAba vicAra nA karAya, e moTAmAM moTuM satya che ! moTAmAM moTo siddhAMta che ! A "rIyala' satya nathI, A chellAmAM chelluM 'vyavahAra satya" che ! 53) ApaNe manamAM nakkI karI rAkhavuM joIe ke vyavahAra satya mAre saMpUrNa, saze pALavuM che. je vyavahAra satya pALe che te nizcaya satya pALI zake che. pa31 je "sAcuM jANavAno' kAmI che tene A kALamAM mokSamArga maLI Avaze, tenI 'geranTI' 'huM' Aje "bhagavAna" taraphathI ApuM chuM. 532 mokSe javAnI jenI sacoTa icchA che, tene game tyAMthI mArga maLI Ave. pa33 niyama vagarano saMsAramArga te azubha mArga. niyamavALo saMsAramArga te zubha mArga. ane niyamathI para mArga te jJAnIono jJAna mArga arthAt mokSamArga. pa34 jagatamAM je je kaMI paNa kartApaNe hoya, pachI te dharmanA kartA 58 AptasUtra hoya, zAstranA kartA hoya ke paMDitAInA kartA hoya, to te badhA ya bhUlA paDelA che. mokSamArgathI vikhUTA paDelA che. 535 jyAM sudhI kartApada che tyAM sudhI adhyAtmanI jAgRti ja gaNAtI nathI, tyAM sudhI te adhyAtmamAM UMdhe che. 536 je "jJAna' rAga-dveSa kADhe, e alaukika mArga. pa37 A kleza kADhavA dharmo karavA paDe e prAkRta dharmo che ane mokSa e AtmadharmathI prApta thAya ! 538 mokSe javA nijasvarUpanuM bhAna ane nijasvarUpanuM lakSa joIze. pa39 ekAMtika to badhuM AkhuM jagata samaje che ! paNa "anekAMta' nathI samajyA. "syAdvAda' jyAre samaje, tyAra pachI mokSamArga hAthamAM Ave. pa40 zubha 'ekAMtika' kahevAya. zuddha 'anekAMta' kahevAya. anekAMtathI mokSa. anekAMta eTale Agraha nahIM, dareka satyane svIkAre. vItarAga mArga anekAMta, syAdvAda hoya. 541 syAdvAda eTale koI paNa dharmanuM pramANa nA dubhave. koI paNa dharmanI 'DIrekTa' bhUla nA dekhADe. 542 potAnA draSTibiMdunA AdhAre cAlyA, potapotAnA draSTibiMdune sAcuM TheravavuM, ene ekAMtika kahevAya. vItarAga dharma "anekAMta' kahevAya. badhAM ja draSTibiMduone pote samAvI le, enuM nAma vItarAga dharma ! 543 sApekSa-nirapekSa bannene "eksa' kare, tenuM nAma syAdvAda. 544 syAdvAda zuM kahe che? ke potAnuM je kaMI pada hoya te bhUlIne sAmAnI vAta sAMbhaLaje. pa45 sAhajika vANI eTale jemAM kiMcitmAtra ahaMkAra nA hoya ! Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 546 A je je boluM chuM, te "huM nathI bolato. "orijInala Tepa rekorDa' bole che. A vANIno "huM' eka sekaMDa paNa mAlika thato nathI. tethI game tevo khulAso thaI jAya. 547 vANInuM mAlikIpaNuM, e ja moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra che. dehanuM mAlikIpaNuM to saheje ya sAdhAraNa rahe paNa "mULa AtmA' ja vANImAM varta ! 548 A jagatamAM acaLanI koI nakala ja nA karI zake. jenI nakala thaI zake te badhuM ja caMcaLa. jagata AkhAnI ArAdhanA caMcaLanI-"rIleTiva'nI ja che ! A vANInI tethI 'Tepa rekorDa' thakI nakala thaI zake che. vANI e caMcaLa che. temAM cetana acaLanA guNa na hoya. 549 caMcaLatAthI caMcaLatA bhAMgavI, enuM nAma "rIleTiva dharma' ! 550 caMcaLa "acaLa' nA thAya ne "acaLa' caMcaLa nA thAya. pote' potAnA svabhAvamAM rahevAnuM che. 551 AtmA sthira che ne bIjuM badhuM spaMdanavALuM asthira che. sacara ane acara evuM sacarAcara jagata che. je "acara'no bheda pAme, te "sacara'no bheda pAme. 552 jayAM kaMI paNa caMcaLatA hoya, tyAM saMsAra ja che. 553 jeTalo caMcaLa vadhAre eTalI gUMco vadhAre pADe. 554 pudgalano svabhAva caMcaLa che ane AtmAno svabhAva acaLa che. jeTalI caMcaLatA vadhe, eTalo pudgala tarapha jAya. jeTalI sthiratA vadhe, teTalo AtmA tarapha jAya. 555 jyAM sudhI "acaLa' pariNAmane jANe nahIM tyAM sudhI AtmA zI rIte oLakhAya ?! EO AptasUtra 556 jyAM kiMcitmAtra caMcaLatA nathI, tyAM vItarAgono mata che. 557 je jJAna caMcaLatA karAve, te bhayaMkara baMdhana che. 558 baMdhana e 'ajJAnatA'nuM phaLa che ne, mokSa e "jJAna'nuM phaLa che. 559 jene potAnA mananI joDe kaMI paNa ekatA che te baMdhAyelo che. baMdhana eTale zuM? manathI baMdhAvuM te. pa60 kazuM karavA jevuM nathI ane jo karavA jAya to te baMdhano vadhAre che. pa61 "A sAruM, 'A khoTuM e beu saMsAra che, beu baMdhana che. ne mukti konuM nAma ke beu baMdhana che, te jANe. pa62 bhAvathI baMdhana che, dravyathI nathI. pa63 jyArathI "huM baMdhanamAM chuM' evuM bhAna thAya che, tyArathI chUTavAnI IcchA tene thAya che. pa64 "igoijhamIne lIdhe A saMsAra Ubho che. baMdhana igoIjhama'ne lIdhe che. 'igoIjhama' koI paNa raste baMdha thAya to chUTAya. pa65 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e ja ahaMkAra. jyAM tuM nathI tyAM tuM potApaNAno Aropa kare che te ja "aham'. tuM "svakSetramAM rahe to te AtmA ja che ane caMdubhAI chuM' e kalpita jagyAe Aropa kare, te ja ahaMkAra. pa66 ahaMkAra upara to tAruM jIvana ja che. ene tuM zI rIte kADhI zake? eTale tAre "amane' kahevAnuM ke ahaMkAra kADhI Apo. eTale ame kADhI ApIe ! pa67 "igoIjhamathI 'TempararI lAIpha' maLe che ne "igoijhama' vinA 'zAzvata lAIpha' maLe che. igoIjhama' eTale bhamaraDAne dorI vIMTelI te, "DiscArja thAya te. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 61 pa68 tuM pote ja ahaMkAra svarUpa che. jyAM sudhI ajJAna che tyAM sudhI tuM ahaMkAra svarUpa che ane "jJAna" thAya pachI AtmasvarUpa potAnuM thAya. pa69 "A meM karyuM enAthI ahaMkAra Ubho thAya. "A mAruM' enAthI mamatA UbhI thAya. pa70. potAnA svarUpamAM huM chuM bolyA e ahaMkAra nathI. paNa jyAM "huM" parakSetre bolAya e ahaMkAra che. ajJAnatA ja naDe 571 A mana-vacana-kAyA, ke je vyavasthita'ne tAbe che, tene potAnA tAbe laI le che, enuM nAma ja ahaMkAra ! 572 ahaMkAra eTale zuM ! bhagavAnathI dUra bhAge che. ahaMkAra jema jema vadhato jAya tema tema ADAI, mAna, garva, ghamaMDa zabdo vaparAya. bhagavAnathI jarAka cheTo thayo tyAMthI ahaMkAra jAge. 573 ahaMkAra upara ja karmanuM baMdhana che. bAkI, bIjI kriyA upara karmanuM baMdhana nathI. ahaMkAra upara saMkalpa ne vikalpa, e karmanuM baMdhana ! ahaMkAra zemAM varte che te enuM karmanuM baMdhana! pa74 pudgalano svabhAva adhogAmI che ne AtmAno svabhAva UrdhvagAmI che. adhogAmI svabhAva vajana vadhavAthI nathI thato, ahaMkAra vadhavAthI thAya che. hoya zarIre pAtaLo paNa ahaMkAra AkhI duniyA jeTalo lAMbo pahoLo thAya ! 575 zuddha ahaMkAra' ane 'zuddha cetana' e banne eka ja vastu che. zuddha ahaMkAra eTale jemAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA hoya. pa76 jyAM AtmA tyAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM ne jyAM krodha mAna-mAyA-lobha tyAM AtmA nahIM ! pa77 kaSAya jAya nahIM tyAM sudhI vItarAgano kiMcitmAtra dharma pAmyo nathI. vItarAgano dharma eTale kaSAyano abhAva. AptasUtra pa78 maMda kaSAyane "dharma' kahyo che ne kaSAyarahitane "jJAna" kahyuM che. dharmathI kaSAya maMda nA thayA to kAM to dharma khoTo che, kAM to tuM khoTo che. dharma vItarAgono che, tethI tene khoTo kema kahevAya ? pa79 akaSAyI e mokSa. 580 moTAmAM moTI hiMsA hoya A jagatamAM to kaSAyathI ! 581 ahiMsA to bahu UMcI vastu che. ahiMsAmAM abrahmacarya nA hoya. ahiMsAmAM parigraha nA hoya. ahiMsAmAM asatya nA hoya. ahiMsAmAM corI paNa nA hoya. 582 ApaNAmAM UMcI ahiMsA hoya to vAgha eno hiMsaka bhAva bhUlI jAya. 583 vItarAgo kahe che ke hiMsAnI sAme ahiMsAnuM hathiyAra vAparo. hiMsAne hiMsAthI nA jitAya. e to ahiMsAthI ja jitAya. 584 ahiMsA to konuM nAma kahevAya, ke pUrI zakti hoya, chatAM ene koI kazuM kare, to ya e sAmuM kazuM ja nA kare ! 585 vItarAgo zuM kahe che ? hiMsA sAme ahiMsA rAkho, to sukha Avaze. hiMsAthI hiMsA koI dahADo baMdha thavAnI nathI. ahiMsAthI hiMsA baMdha thaze. 586 ahiMsAnA sAmrAjya vagara koI dahADo ya "kevaLajJAna thAya nahIM. ahiMsA vagara saMpUrNa jAgRti Avaze nahIM. 587 hiMsA konI karazo ? jIvamAtramAM paramAtmA ja che ! kone du:kha dezo ? 588 ahiMsaka bhAvavALo tIra chatuM mAre to pelAne lohI nA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra nIkaLe ne hiMsaka bhAvavALo phUla nAkhe to ya pelAne lohI nIkaLe. tIra ne phUla eTalAM "IphekTiva' nathI jeTalA hiMsaka bhAvo che ! 589 bhAvahiMsA eTale zuM ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhathI tArI jAtanI' je hiMsA thAya che eTale ke krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha tArI 'jAtane' je baMdhana karAvaDAve che, te mATe tArI "jAta'nI pahelI dayA khA ! pahelI potAnI bhAva-ahiMsA, pachI bIjAnI. pa90 ahiMsA jevuM koI baLa nathI ane hiMsA jevI koI nirbaLatA nathI. A duniyAmAM nirbaLa koNa ? ahaMkArI. A duniyAmAM sabaLa koNa ? nirahaMkArI. pa91 jeTalI bhramaNA teTalI nirbaLatA. je bhramaNArahita che tene nirbaLatA kevI ? pa92 saMsAra svabhAva eTale saMpUrNa nabaLAI. pa93 kharI rIte ajJAna dazAmAM paNa evuM hovuM joIe ke, nirbaLanuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe ne baLavAnanI sAmuM thavuM joIe. A to nirbaLane ja mAra mAra kare. pa94 vItarAga puruSo ja nirbaLanA hAthano mAra khAI zake. bIjuM koI nA khAya. pa95 nirbaLatAnuM rakSaNa nahIM karatAM, tene phakta jANo ke mArI A nabaLAI che. eTale te nirbaLatA kSINa thAya. tethI viruddha te ja nirbaLatAno guNAkAra thAya. 596 A badhuM 'rileTiva' che. tenI potAne asara thAya che, te bhayaMkara nirbaLatA che. ApaNI AjubAju koI paNa vastu AptasUtra banI, tenI potAne asara nA thavI joIe. pa97 manuSyoe kazuM ja jANyuM nathI. jANyuM enuM nAma ke nirbaLatA nA rahe. 598 A jagatamAM zuM karavA jevuM che ne zuM nathI karavA jevuM? zuM jANavA jevuM che ne zuM nathI jANavA jevuM ? eTaluM ja samajavAnuM che ! pa99 "bhAva" karavAno paNa huM nathI kaheto. samajavAnuM kahuM chuM. 'A khoTuM che" evuM 'jANe' tenuM nAma 'jJAna' ! 600 jagatane, "khoTuM che' ema jANe tyAM dveSa thAya ne "sAcuM che? ema jANe tyAM rAga thAya. ame to "A khoTuM che" ema khAlI jANIe ane tenuM nAma ja "jJAna" ! 601 samaja e ja AcaraNa che. "huM" AcaraNamAM lAvavAnuM nA kahuM chuM. parANe AcaraNa zIkhavADazo, emAM dahADo vaLe nahIM. AcaraNamAM mUkavuM, e to ahaMkAra che. samAjamAM utaryuM, e vartanamAM Ave ja. 602 dharma eTale koI paNa jIvane koI paNa prakAre sukha ApavuM che. ane koI paNa jIvane koI paNa prakAre duHkha ApavuM te adharma. basa, ATalo ja dharmano artha samajavAnI jarUra che. 603 bIjAne sukha ApavuM te dharma che ane potAno mULa dharma to AtmA prApta thayA pachI ja prApta thAya. 604 dharma to bahu ja jAtanA hoya. mAnasika dharmo, te mAnasika dharmanA keTalA badhA tharo hoya ! tyAra pachI bauddhika dharma, tenA paNa keTalA badhA tharo hoya ! ane bauddhika dharma pUro thAya, tyAre svarUpa dharma prApta thAya. sUrya-caMdra bhede tyAre AtmA prApta thAya. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 65 AptasUtra 605 yathArtha dharma to tene kahevAya ke bhrAMti nA hoya. 606 "jema che tema' nahIM dekhAvuM ne bIjA svarUpe dekhAvuM, enuM nAma bhrAMti. 607 A saMsArano amala caDhe eTale bhrAMti varte. amala UtarI jaze eTale rAge paDaze. "pote' che e ja thaIne Ubho raheze. 608 A jagatamAM 'huM karuM chuM ane huM jANuM chuM" e be bhAva bhegA kare, enuM nAma bhrAMti. 609 bhrAMti enuM nAma ke jUThuM ne sAcuM eka kAMTe tolAya. 610 bhagavAna kone kahevAya ? je A duniyAmAM saMpUrNa svataMtra thayo che te. ane jeno bhagavAna paNa UparI nathI, te bhagavAna ! potAnuM paravazapaNuM ja samajAtuM nathI tyAM svataMtrapaNuM kyAMthI samajAya ? 611 jema vakIla thavAnI darekane chUTa che tema bhagavAna thavAnI paNa darekane chUTa che. je bhagavat guNo prApta kare, te bhagavAna thAya. 612 bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM tArA ahaMkArathI dUra thA, dAsabhAva thA, to tuM ne huM eka ja chIe. nahIM to tuM ne huM judA chIe. 613 bhagavAna cheTe gayA nathI, loka che. gayA che. badhe bhAva Avyo che paNa bhagavAna para bhAva Avyo nathI. bhagavAna para bhAva Avyo hoya to bhagavAna kaMI cheTe nathI. 614 eka bhagavAnane oLakhavA mATe keTalAM badhAM pustako lakhyAM che ? bhagavAna tamArI pAse ja che ! 615 bhagavAnanI vyAkhyA zabdamAM ya nathI. e guhya che, mATe ene rahasyAtmA kahyo che. mATe tenI vyAkhyA zodhavA jazo nahIM. AptasUtra 616 bhagavAna ane bhakta ema dharmanI be ja zreNI che. eno e ja jIva bhrAMtimAM hoya tyAM sudhI bhakta zreNImAM hoya ne bhrAMti dUra thAya, sAkSAtkAra thAya eTale bhagavAna zreNImAM Avyo kahevAya. 617 AtmajJAna thAya eTale AkhA brahmAMDano svAmI thAya. tyAM sudhI badhA bhakto. AtmajJAna thayA pachI e bhakta ya kharo ne bhagavAne ya kharo. jene hadayazuddhithI kevaLa cetana' ja joIe che, bhautika sukho joItAM nathI, tene "jJAnI puruSa' sAmethI maLe ne kAma thaI jAya. sAcA hRdayanI vAta joIe. 619 bhaktimArga eTale bhakta ane bhagavAna judA. 'huM pote ja paramAtmA chuM' evuM jene bhAna thayuM te jJAnamArga ! 620 jyAM sudhI pote' bhagavAna nA thAya, tyAM sudhI bhagavAna maLe nahIM. 621 bhagavAnane prApta karavAnA be mArga : eka parokSa bhakti ne bIjI pratyakSa bhakti. parokSa bhaktimAM vRttio bhagavAnamAM tanmayAkAra nA rahe. pratyakSa bhaktimAM vRttio bhagavAnamAM niraMtara tanmayAkAra rahe. pratyakSa bhakti, pratyakSa bhagavAnanI oLakhANa thayA vagara nA thAya. 622 sAcA bhakta thavuM hoya to zarUAtamAM bhagavAna yAda nA rahetA hoya to bahAra maMdira dekhAya tyAM bhagavAnanAM darzana karaje. pachI ema karatAM karatAM bhagavAna yAda rahevA mAMDyA eTale pachI mahIM AtmAne ja bhagavAna tarIke mAnazo to sAcA bhakta thazo. ane tamAro AtmA jyAre sAkSAtkAra Ape tyAre tame bhagavAna thayA hazo ! Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 623 sAcA bhaktanI nizAnI zI ? svacchaMda nA hovo joIe, abhiniveza nA hovo joIe, draSTiroga nA hovo joIe, kleza nA thAya. ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna nA thAya. 624 bhakti be prakAranI : eka, jJAna thavA mATenI bhakti. e ajJAna bhakti che. bIjI, jJAna thayA pachInI bhakti. e jJAnabhakti che. jagata AkhuM ajJAnabhaktimAM paDeluM che. ajJAnabhaktithI paNa ko'ka dahADo ya "jJAna' Ave ane jJAna bhaktithI mokSa ! 625 bhakti enuM nAma ke dareka vastu mAMgavAno adhikAra ane jJAna" enuM nAma ke kazuM maMgAya nahIM. 626 "tuM hI, tuM hI, tuM hI' ! tuM hI' nahIM. 'huM hI, huM hI, huM hI' !! tuM hImAM to bheda paDyA. e bhagavAna ne ApaNe kAyamanA bhagata rahyA ! 'huM hI : huM ja chuM, badhe !" 627 jJAna sivAya bhakti hoya nahIM ! jene loko bhakti mAne che, te to bhajana kahevAya. jJAna ane jJAnanA izArAthI bhakti AptasUtra 631 nijasvarUpanuM bhAna thaI gayuM eTale jagata AkhuM khulluM thaI gayuM. A to badhI bhrAmaka mAnyatAo che. "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e "roMga bilipha" che. Ano phAdhara chuM e roMga bilipha" che. Ano dhaNI chuM e "roMga bilipha' che. 632 "roMga bilipha' kone thaI? je 'roMga biliphano mAlika thAya 'tene." 633 "zaMga bilipha' apAra che ne "rAITa bilipha' eka che, enuM bhAna ja nathI. 634 A "roMga biliphanI ATalI badhI asaro thAya che, to rAITa bilipha'nI kevI asara thatI haze !! 635 jyAM roMga biliphano abhAva che, tyAM "rAITa biliphIno sadbhAva che. 636 sArA bhAva karyA te mIThAM phaLa Ape ne kharAba bhAva karyA te kaDavAM phaLa Ape ane bhAvAbhAvathI chUTe to paramAtmapada prApta thAya ! 637 jyAre 'bhAvatI' vastunI jarUra nahIM rahe tyAre 'nA - bhAvatI vastu nahIM rahe ! 638 jeno abhAva Ave tenAM vakhANa karavAM. jenA para bhAva Ave tyAre tenI cAmaDI utArIne joIe to badhuM chUTI jAya. "jJAnI' pAse dareka roganA upAya hoya. 639 ajJAne karIne bhAva thayA hoya, tene "jJAne' karIne gALavA paDe. zabda zabda gALavo paDe. to ja pUruM kAma thAya. 64) jyAM 'mithyAtva' che tyAM bhAvAbhAva che, jyAM "samyakatva che tyAM bhAvAbhAva ja nathI. 641 vinAzI vastumAM potAnuM sukha mAnavuM ne "potAnuM avinAzI 628 cetananI bhakti eTale cetana prApta thayA pachI ja cetananI bhakti thAya. bhaktithI AvaraNa tuTI jAya ne vadhAre dekhAya. pote 'bhakti konI kare che enA para AdhAra che. cetana prApta karelA puruSanI-"jJAnI puruSa'nI bhakti karavAthI cetana prApta thAya. 629 pudgalano svabhAva ja che bhakti karavAno ! "brahma sAme brahma laTakAM kare !" vAMka, cUMka, ADAIo ApaNe kADhI nAkhIe eTale pugala bhakti kare ja. 630 "roMga bilipha' e parokSa bhajanA che. "rAITa bilipha' e pratyakSa bhajanA che. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra sukha nA samajavuM e "oMga bilipha', te mithyAdarzana. ne rAITa bilipha' te "samyaka darzana' ! 642 "huM caMdubhAI chuM e ajJAna mAnyatA, 'huM sIttera varSano chuM' e ajJAna mAnyatA, "huM jaina chuM' e ajJAna mAnyatA, " Ano bApo thauM, Ano mAmo thauM, Ano kUvo thauM', e keTalI badhI ajJAna mAnyatAo ! jema A lAkaDAM AvaDAM AvaDAM eka eka judAM hoya, temane badhAMne bhegAM karIne bAMdhIe ene bhArI kahevAya. evuM ajJAna mAnyatAone pachI doraDIthI bAMdhIe ene 'mithyAtva' kahevAya. AkhuM badhuM dorIthI vIMTa vIMTa kare e to gADha mithyAtva kahevAya ane emAMthI AgaLa "huM mahArAja chuM, huM AcArya chuM' e avagADha mithyAtva !!! 643 anAtmAne AtmA mAnavo ne AtmAne anAtmA mAnavo e gADha mithyAtva che ! 644 je je "huM chuM, huM chuM kahevAmAM Ave che te badhuM mithyAtva che. mAruM che' bole che enI ciMtA nathI. jyAM huM caMdubhAI chuM' tyAM badhuM "mAruM, mAruM" che. "huM zuddhAtmA chuM' to kazuM ja rahetuM nathI. 645 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e mithyAdarzana ne "meM Ama karyuM e mithyAjJAna. 646 darzana ane jJAnamAM zo phera che ? darzananuM vizeSabhAva e jJAna che. jJAna-darzana bheguM thAya e cAritra kahevAya. jJAna kone kahevAya ke darzanathI phITa thaI jAya ne pachI te bIjAne samajAve. 647 darzana eTale 'bilipha'. sudarzana eTale "rAITa bilipha'. kudarzana eTale "roMga bilipha'. 70 AptasUtra 648 sAmAnya bhAve jovuM, enuM nAma darzana ane vizeSa bhAve jovuM, enuM nAma "jJAna". 649 baMdhananuM upAdAna kAraNa zuM? ajJAna. mokSanuM upAdAna kAraNa zuM ? "jJAna'. 650 jJAna sAkSAt thayuM, ene "jJAna" kahe che ane je jJAna sAkSAt nathI, ene ajJAna' kahyuM che. "jJAnanuM pramANa ja sAkSAt che ! 651 "jJAna" eTale pote potAnA mULa svarUpane jANavuM, ne tene nA jANavuM te ajJAna. 65ra paugalika jJAnane ajJAna kahevAya che. AtmajJAnane "jJAna" kahevAya che. nirbheLa AtmajJAna thavA mATe pugalanuM jJAna ne AtmajJAna bane joIe. 653 ajJAne ya eka prakAranuM ajavALuM che. paNa te bhautika sukhane dekhADanAruM che ne "jJAna" sAcA sukhane dekhADanAruM che. 654 pariNAma pAme te "jJAna". pariNAma nA pAme te zuSka jJAna'. 655 samajamAM Ave e 'darzana' ane anubhavamAM Ave te "jJAna". 656 pote samaje te 'darzana' ne te samaja bIjAne samajAvI zake te "jJAna'! 657 bhale "jJAna" nA hoya, paNa nakkI karyuM hoya ke mAre lIkeja nathI thavA devuM, te pAme. je potAnI jAtane eka kSaNa paNa lIkeja thavA nA de, enuM nAma tapa kahevAya. 658 "jJAna' to prakAza che. prakAza thayA pachI tapa karIza, to e tapathI mokSa thaze. ane 'A' ajJAna tapathI to deha maLaze. mana tapaze, to tenuM phaLa tane bhautika maLaze. A tApaNInA tapyAnuM phaLa maLaze. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 AptasUtra 671 viSayano sAmAvALiyo thayo, tyAMthI ja nirviSayI thavA mAMDyo ! 672 strInuM bheguM thavuM e jokhama nathI, paNa AMkhanuM kheMcANa thavuM e jokhama che. mATe tyAM pratikramaNa karIne kesa UMco mUkI do. AptasUtra 71 659 kaLiyugamAM cetIne cAlaje. prApta tapa hoya te bhogavaje. aprApta tapa UbhuM nA karIza. 660 tArI prakRtimAM hoya to tuM tyAga karaje. tArI prakRtimAM hoya to tuM tapa karaje. tArI prakRtimAM hoya to tuM japa karaje. paNa eka AtmA prApta thayA sivAya badhuM dhULa che. 661 jyAM mokSa che tyAM kaSTa nathI ne jyAM kaSTa che tyAM mokSa nathI. kaSTa e haThAgraha che ! 662 manamAM viSayo hoya, e badhA pudgalanA viSayo hoya paNa koI dahADo bhAva ja nA bagaDe, enuM nAma tapa. 663 duHkhamAM samatA dharavI, enuM nAma tapa. 664 jeTaluM AzvAsana le, teTaluM tapa kAcuM paDe. 665 nA gamatI rakamane tapathI bhAgo, to javAba zUnya Ave ! 666 AtmA nirviSayI che, tapa-tyAga e viSaya che. koI viSayamAM AtmA nathI, AtmA AtmAmAM che. 667 avasthAmAM 'ebova normala' thAya ke "bIlo normala' thAya te viSaya kahevAya. 668 viSayo kone kahevAya ? jemAM mana-vacana-kAyAnuM ekAkArapaNuM thAya che. ane mana-vacana-kAyAmAM ekAkAra nA thayo te 'niviSaya'! 669 'viSayo e viSa nathI, viSayomAM niDaratA e viSa che mATe viSayothI Daro. A strI che' ema je jue che, te puruSano roga che ane A puruSa che' evuM je jue che, te strIno roga che. nirogI thAya to mokSa che. 673 bhUkha e vedanA zamAvavAno upAya che. badhA viSayo vedanA zamAvavAnA upAya che. tyAre A lokone teno zokha thaI gayo. tyAM "limiTa'mAM raheje, zokhIna nA thaI jaIza. 'normAliTI' khoLI kADho. 674 hakkanuM bhogavavAnI chUTa che paNa aNahakkanuM AnaMdathI bhogave tenAthI ghoDAgAMTha baMdhAya ne AvatA keTalAMya avatAra bagaDe. paNa pastAvo kare to ghoDAgAMTha DhIlI thaI jAya ne chUTavA mATe avasara maLe. 675 manuSyapaNuM kyAM sudhI rahe ? aNahakkanuM kiMcitmAtra na bhogave tyAM sudhI manuSyapaNuM che. 676 A duniyAmAM koI cIja baMdhana karatI nathI. ekaluM parastrInI lUMTa cAle te ja baMdhana kare che. 677 parastrI ane parapuruSa e pratyakSa narkanuM kAraNa. 678 jyAM AkarSaNa tyAM moha. AkarSaNavALI jagyAe "zuddha upayoga' rAkho. enAthI e jagyA tamane herAna nahIM kare. 679 viSaya mAtra kAdava svarUpa che. AtmA ekalo ja jo yAda rahe to e viSaya nathI. bAkI bIjuM badhuM je yAda rahe e badhA viSayo che. 680 AkhA jagatanI koI cIja "mane na kheMce. mArAthI moTI cIja hoya to mane kheMce ne ! 670 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 73 681 bhUkha maTADavA mATe roTalo ne zAka khAvAnuM che, TesTane mATe nahIM. TesTane mATe khAvA jazo to roTalo ne zAka bhAvaze nahIM. mATe e veda thaI jaze. traNa vedathI A jagata AkhuM saDe che. 682 A kudaratanI ramatamAM jo traNa veda ja nA hota to saMsAramAM chUTA rahevAta. badhI ramata ja traNa vedamAM che. A traNane jo khorAka tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyA hota to kazo vAMdho ja na hato. paNa ene veda kahyuM. 683 A jagatamAM jItavA jevuM zuM ? A traNa veda ja che. jeNe veda jItyo, teNe AkhuM jagata jItyuM. traNa veda kyA? strI veda, puruSa veda ne napuMsaka veda. 684 eka viSayamAM je aTakyo, te "bhagavAna" thaI ne Ubho rahyo ne viSayamAM laTakyo, te sIdho narka ja gayo ! 685 viSaya saMbaMdhIno abhiprAya, e ja viSayo saMbaMdhI pravartatA ajJAnano mukhya eviDansa che. 686 lapasI nathI paDavuM evo draDha nirNaya karyo ane pachI lapasI paDe te guno nathI, paNa draDha nirNaya ja nathI karyo ane lapasI paDe te guno che. ApaNe jatAM jatAM ekadama evI sAMkaDI paTTInI jagyA AvI ke jyAM beu bAjuthI dariyAmAM paDI javAya tyAre kevo nizcaya kare che ? tyAM nizcaya kaMI vAraMvAra nathI karavo paDato. e to te ghaDIe ahIM eka phero nizcaya thaI jAya che. pachI niraMtara jAgRta rahe ! 688 nizcaya karavA chatAM ya moLA paDI jAya to pharI pharI nizcaya karavo. paNa "A mArAthI nathI thatuM, te nathI thatuM' evuM bolAya ja nahIM. AvuM bolavAthI to AtmA (pratiSThita AptasUtra AtmA) chinna-bhinna thaI jAya che. 689 nizcaya enuM nAma ke ApaNe nakkI karyuM, te TheTha sudhI rahe. to pachI eno sAMdho AgaLa maLI rahe. 'TAImIMga' paNa maLI rahe. nizcaya pheravI nAkhe to AgaLa sAMdho nA maLe. eka nizcaya kare pachI pAcho bIjo kare to te maLe kharuM paNa enA TAIme nahIM, ne pAcho "pIsIsa'mAM maLe, ekadhAryuM nA maLe. 690 gADI savA daze UpaDe, tene tyAM "eksiDanTa' thAya ke sADA dase UpaDe, tene tyAM "eksiDanTa" thAya ? enI zI khabara paDe? ne vagara kAmanI kacakaca kare teno zo artha ? ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke vahelA javuM che. pachI je banyuM te sAcuM ! 691 jeTalAM nizcaya karyA che, teTalAM ja phaLaze. bIjuM kazuM ja nahIM karavAnuM. 692 nizcaya e ja puruSArtha che ! 693 puruSArtha enuM nAma ke je phaLe ja ! 694 saMjogo bhegA thAya ane tethI je kArya thAya e badhuM prArabdha kahevAya. ane saMjogo bhegA thAya, tethI je kArya thAya, temAM je dhyAna utpanna thAya e puruSArtha che. 65 puruSArtha be prakAranA : bhrAMtivALAne bhrAMta puruSArtha ane jJAnIne jJAna puruSArtha. laukika puruSArtha e ja prArabdha che. vyavasAya karavo, e prArabdha che. upadeza Apavo, te ya prArabdha che. A atyAre sAMbhaLo cho, te ya prArabdha che. jemAM parAvalaMbana che, e badhuM ja prArabdha che. 697 mAtAnA garbhamAMthI mAMDIne TheTha smazAnamAM jAya tyAM sudhI Amatema karyuM, te badhuM ya prArabdha che ! pharajiyAta che. 696 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 75 698 AkhuM jagata je "khoTuM karI rahyuM che', te prArabdhane AdhIna che ne "sAruM kare che, te ya prArabdhane AdhIna che. 699 "caMdubhAI zuM karI rahyA che ene 'tamAre jovuM', enuM nAma puruSArtha'. jyAre brAMta puruSArtha kayo ? je thaI rahyuM che emAM zo bhAva hato ne zo bhAva na hato e ja bhrAMta puruSArtha. bhrAMta puruSArthamAM vacce bhAva Ave ne yathArtha puruSArthamAM jJAtA-draSTA. 700 prArabdha bhogavatAM ja mahIM puruSArthanuM (bhrAMta) bIja paDe che, kAraNa "huM kartA chuM' e bhAna che tethI. nahIM to prArabdha bhogavI le ne pachI mukti maLe ! 701 dAna ApyuM, te prArabdha ne dAna ApatI vakhate mahIM kaI bhAvanA hatI, te puruSArtha (bhrAMta). 702 sthaLa saMyogo bhrAMtimaya che, sumi saMyogo 'mikenikala' che ane vANInA saMyogo "rekarDa' svarUpa che. "ame' jagatane eTaluM ja kahevA mAMgIe chIe ke mana-vacana-kAyAnI badhI ja kriyAo "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' che ne tuM svataMtra che. bhAvathI "tuM" judo che. mATe tArA bhAva pherava. mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyA thAya to ya tuM kalpAMta nA karIza. tuM bhAva pherava. 703 sadbhAva karavo, UMco bhAva karavo e "pojhiTiva' puruSArtha. enAthI Urdhvagati thAya. UMdho bhAva le te "negeTiva' puruSArtha. enAthI adhogatimAM jAya. ane sAco puruSArtha to pote' puruSa thaI kare to mokSe jAya ! 704 ApaNe eka ja vastu "pojhiTiva' jovAnuM. jagata pojhiTiva' ane "negeTiva'ne raste che. jyAre tyAre to e negeTiva'ne pojhiTiva' karaze. to ApaNe pahelethI "pojhiTiva' kema nA AptasUtra rahIe ? 705 negeTiva bhAMgavAmAM jeTalo TAIma nakAmo jAya che, enA karatAM "pojhiTiva'mAM tarata ja "joInTa' thaI jAya che, oTomeTikalI'. azubha karmo dUra karavAmAM nakAmo TAIma zuM karavA bagADe che ?' 706 be ja vastu che : "pojhiTiva' ne negeTiva'. negeTiva rAkhIe to kudarata "helpa' kone kare? ApaNI 'DikSanarI'mAM 'negeTiva' nA hovuM joIe. 707 "ame' 'negeTiva'ne "pojhiTiva'thI jItIe chIe. 708 negeTiva' 'pojhiTiva' nA thAya ne "pojhiTiva' negeTiva' nA thAya. kAraNa bane vaMdu che ne "pote' kaMdhAtIta che ! 709 'hA' zabdamAM bahu badhI zakti che ane 'nA' zabdamAM bahu azakti che. 710 'nothI jagata aTakayuM che. 711 'no' kahevAvALA pudgala pakSanA che ane 'vesa' kahevAvALA mokSa pakSanA che. 712 jyAM koI paNa 'uparI' nathI, jyAM koI paNa "aMDarahenDa' nathI, enuM nAma mokSa! jyAM koI paNa jAtanI kharAba "IphekTa' ja nathI, niraMtara paramAnaMdamAM, sanAtana sukhamAM rahevuM, enuM nAma mokSa ! 713 saMsArI du:khano abhAva e pahelo mokSa ane svAbhAvika sukhano sadbhAva e bIjo mokSa, e saMpUrNa mokSa ! 714 ajJAnathI mukti e bhAva mokSa ne pachI dravya mokSa thAya. 715 mokSanI bhAvanA sAcI kyAre kahevAya ? mokSanI bhAvanA Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra ekadhArI hovI joIe. A to kevuM ke eka dizAmAM mokSanI bhAvanA hoya ane bIjI keTalI badhI dizAmAM saMsArI bhAvanA hoya. tenuM plasa-mAInasa" thaI jAya ! ane "mULa' bhAvanA UDI jAya ! bhAvanA to ekadhArI hovI joIe, to ja e phaLIbhUta thAya. 716 kakaLATa sivAya inDiyana lAIpha nathI ane inDiyana lAIpha sivAya mokSa nathI. e kakaLATanI atyaMta sImA upara mokSa AptasUtra matabheda che. 727 jagatano je bheda che te loko jANe, paNa 'bhedanA bhedane koI nA jANe. AtmA ne deha be judI vastu che evuM jANe, paNa eno zo bheda che e nA jANe. e bhedano bheda che. 728 jagatanA 'bhedano bheda' to saMto-mahAtmAo paNa nA jANe. e 'bhedano bheda' eka 'jJAnI puruSa' jANe. 729 A jagatanuM pajhala solva thaI jAya eTale mahIM samAdhi rahe. 717 mokSa agharo nathI saMsAra agharo che ! 718 saMsAranAM sAdhano pAsethI saMsAra karAvo ane 'tame' juo ane jANo. 719 mokSa Avato nathI, mokSa samajAya che. mokSa svarUpa to 'tuM' che ja, paNa enuM 'tane bhAna nathI. mATe mokSa samajAya che. 720 mokSamAM javAnuM nathI, pote potAnA "svarUpa' thavAnuM che. 721 mokSa eTale khAlI draSTi ja badalavAnI che. 722 jyAM sudhI AtmadraSTi nA thAya, tyAM sudhI badho saMsAra ja 730 saMsAranuM chevaTanuM sTezana zuM hovuM joIe ? samAdhi. 731 saMsAramAM naramAM ya nArAyaNa che ne nArImAM ya nArAyaNa che. nyAro rahIne nihALe te nArAyaNa ! 732 AkhuM jagata nirdoSa ja che. jo nArAyaNane oLakhyA to nara nirdoSa ja dekhAya. AtmA zuddha svarUpa ja che. 733 "caMdu' e nara" ne "tuM" nArAyaNa, te naranArAyaNanI joDI che. loko naranArAyaNanAM darzana karavA jAya che ne ?! 734 jeTalo kepha vadhe, eTalA nArAyaNa cheTAM. 735 je samajaNano kepha caDhe, e bhayaMkara ajJAna che. 'jJAnathI kepha ogaLe. 736 A duniyAmAM jene garaja jatI rahe e paramAtmA thaI jAya, paNa jo teno kepha nA caDhe to ! 737 sAcI samajaNathI kepha Utare. aNasamajaNathI kepha nA Utare. 738 jyAM kepha caDhe, tyAM te Atma - ajJAna kahevAya ! 739 kephanI khabara kyAre paDe? 'tamAruM khoTuM che' ema kahe tyAre. 723 lokadraSTithI koI dahADo ya saMsAranI pAra nA javAya. jJAnI'nI draSTie saMsAra pAra karAya. 724 lokadraSTi eTale zuM? uttarane dakSiNa mAne che. 725 draSTimAM AtmA to thayA paramAtmA ! draSTimAM banevI to thayA sALA ! 726 mokSa eTale draSTi nirmaLa karavI te ane baMdhana eTale draSTinI anirmaLatA. draSTidoSa che tenA ja jhaghaDA che ne Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 74. je samajaNathI kepha caDhe, to e vItarAganI vAta na hoya ! 741 tamAma prakAranA kepha jAya tyAre anaMta zakti pragaTa thAya ! 742 traNa prakAranA dArUH 1. viSayonI icchAnI mUrchA. 2. dArUnuM pINuM 3. kephano dArU - ahaMkArano kepha, "huM zuM kare . 743 jANyuM kazuM nathI ane jANyAno roga pesI jAya, te bahu moTo rogI. jANyAnuM phaLa zuM? bhamaraDAne ramADavAnA baMdha thAya ane AtmAne ramADe. rogI to jANyAno ahaMkAra ja kare che. ahaMkAra e koI vastu nathI. ApaNe je mAnIe ke "A huM chuM' e badho ya ahaMkAra. "huM zuddhAtmA chuM' eTalo ja nir ahaMkAra. 745 ahaMkAranI zUnyatA vagara mokSa nathI. ahaMkAranuM udbhavasthAna e ja baMdhana che. jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI jaMjALa che. ahaMkAra e anAtmA che ne pAchuM prasavadharmI che. 746 ahaMkAra ne mamatA jAya to mokSa thAya. 747 "aham' mare che ne "aham' jIve che. tyAre loka kahe che ke huM maryo ! janme che ane mare che aham ne AtmA tenI te ja jagyAe che. pudgale ya tenI te ja jagyAe che. vacce ahamnI ja vAta che. 748 ahaMkAra eTale potAnA svarUpanI bahAra kalpitarUpe rahevuM 80 AptasUtra 750 A jagatamAM je je paNa kaMI kriyA karavAmAM Ave che te bhrAMti che. "sva"nuM bhAna thayuM to bhrAMtirahita thAya. 751 Aropita bhAve je je kriyA karavAmAM Ave te saphaLa che ! eTale phaLa AvyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. dAna Ape ke gALo de, bannenuM phaLa Avaze. 752 A vyAvahArika kriyA "je kare che, tene jANavuM te "ApaNo' dharma. e kriyA karavAnuM ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. kriyA e to sAdhana che. e to sANasI, cIpiyo ne tavethA jevuM che. khIcaDI khAdhA pachI sANasI, tapelAnI jarUra nathI. 753 game te kriyA kare te baMdhana che. mokSamArga joIto hoya to kriyAmAM nA paDIza. 754 saMsAramAM rajhaLapATa karavI hoya, sakriya rahevuM hoya, to 'vyavasthita'ne bAjue mUkavuM. ne mokSe javuM hoya, akriya thavuM hoya, to 'vyavasthita' joDe rAkhavuM. 755 puNya e kriyAnuM phaLa che, pApe ya kriyAnuM phaLa che ane mokSa e "akriyatA'nuM phaLa che ! 756 puNya ne pApa zuM che? A duniyAne koI calAvanAra nathI. chatAM, puNya ane pApanA saMyogo duniyAne calAve che. 757 sArAM-khoTAM karmamAM paDe nahIM te "jJAnI' ! 758 purvee ja saMsAramAM rakhaDAvyAM che. purvethI indriyonAM, viSayonAM sukha badhAM bhegAM thAya, emAM pachI kapaTa UbhuM thAya. bhogavavAnI lAlasA mATe kapaTa UbhAM thAya. ane kapaTathI saMsAra Ubho thAya che. kapaTa ane verathI A saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. 759 purve paNa "phAIla' che ne pApa paNa "phAIla' che. purve pramAda 749 jenAthI ahaMkAra ocho thAya e vItarAgI jJAna kahevAya. ane je vartanathI, je kriyAkAMDathI ahaMkAra ocho thAya e bhagavAnanI kahelI AjJApUrvakanuM kahevAya. A to ahaMkAra vadhI gayo che ! e ja duHkha che ! Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 81 8 AptasUtra karAve ne pApa jAgRta rAkhe. 760 dharmanI pelI pAra kyAre javAya ? kSamA nAmano guNa utpanna thayo hoya to pelI pAra pesavA de, nahIM to praveza Ape nahIM. 761 "amAre' sahaja kSamA hoya, kSamA rAkhavI nA paDe. kSamA rAkhavI, e to mahenata karavI paDe. mahenata karavI, e jJAna nathI. kSamA e to carama dazAno sahaja guNa che. pAchalAM betraNa avatArathI sahaja kSamA hoya. sahaja kSamAmAM zuddha prema hoya. 762 kSamA moDhethI ApavAnI nA hoya. sahaja kSamA hoya ja. AtmA prApta thayAnI nizAnI ja sahaja kSamA che ! 763 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse jeTalA daMDane yogya hoya, temane paNa mAphI hoya, ne te sahaja kSamA hoya. sAmAne mAphI mAgavI nA paDe. jyAM sahaja kSamA ApavAmAM Ave che, tyAM ja loko cokhkhA thAya che. 764 sArA ane asAra A benA bhAgane samajI javuM, enuM nAma viveka. sArAsAranuM bhAna nathI e manuSya ja nA kahevAya. 765 sArAsArano vicAra Ave te viveka. viveka hoya to vairAga utpanna thAya. ane vairAga hoya to tyAga Take, nahIM to tyAre ya Take nahIM. vairAganA "bejhamenTa' sivAya tyAga Take nahIM. 766 "A mAruM ne A parAyuM' e sva-paranA vivekamAM rahe, e ja chelo mokSadharma. 767 satsaMga eTale satno yoga thavo, sArI vastuno, pojhiTiva vastuno yoga thavo te. ane negeTiva vastuno saMyoga thavo du:khadAyI che. 768 je satsaMga hitakArI thaI paDyo te, kSaNe ya bhUlAvo nA AptasUtra joIe. mArga maLe tyAre kaheze, ke be dahADA ApaNe mukAma karIe. alyA, mArga maLato nathI ne mArga maLyo che tyAre besI rahe, te mUrakha kahevAya. 769 jene satsaMga joIe che, teno satsaMga jato nathI. 77) loka joDe prasaMga pADavA jevo nathI. e kusaMga che. satsaMga joDe prasaMga pADavA jevuM che. 771 "ApaNe" chIe ja asaMga. eno anubhava nA thavA de e badho kusaMga kahevAya. 772 je ApaNAM mana ane cittane bahekAve e badhA ja kusaMga. mana ane cittane ThAre e satsaMga. 773 bhaTakavAnA mArga cittane AkarSita karAve tevA che. mokSamArga cittane AkarSaNa nA kare. 774 dhaNI joDe citta jatuM hoya to e citta saMsArI che. bahAranA mANasa joDe citta jatuM hoya to e labADa citta che. ne jJAnI puruSa'mAM citta jatuM hoya, to bhagavAnapadane prApta thaI rahyo che ! 775 cittane ja zuddha karavAnuM che. mana to kazuM bagaDyuM nathI. manano svabhAva ja che, avaLuM-savaLuM badhuM dekhADavuM. citta ja bagaDyuM che, ne bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka.. karyA kare che ane pAchI TikiTa kazI levAnI nahIM. e to khudAbakSa ! cittazuddhino nAnAmAM nAno upAya, te nispRhI puruSano paricaya ane darzana. ane chellAmAM chello upAya "jJAnI'nuM darzana ! A sivAya cittazuddhino koI upAya ja nathI saMsAramAM, nispRhI puruSo ane vItarAgonI vANI hRdayadrAvaka hoya ! Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 788 dukhiyA loko ja bIjAne duHkha de. sukhiyA to bIjAne sukha Ape. AptasUtra 777 bhagavAna bhagavAnamAM masta che, loka lokamAM masta che. bhagavAna kahe che mArI pAse Avo to AnaMda thAya. 778 jyAM pugalano AnaMda tyAM saMsAra ! ne jyAM AtmAno AnaMda tyAM mukti ! 779 ajJAnI AnaMda kyAMthI lAvyo ? tyAre kahe, mUchamAMthI. 780 zAMti manano svabhAva che ! ane AnaMda AtmAno potAno svabhAva che ! 781 manamAM tanmayAkAra thAya eTale viSAde ya thAya ne AnaMde ya thAya. ne beumAM tanmayAkAra nA thAya eTale paramAnaMda thAya. 782 sarvatra badhe sarakhuM lAge, enuM nAma jJAna kahevAya. vAMdarAnI khADI AgaLa ke bagIcAmAM besADe to ya sarakhuM lAge. kAraNa mahIMno AnaMda teno te ja rahe. bahAranuM to badhuM pheraphAra thayA ja kare. 783 eka mamatAno AnaMda, ne eka ahaMkArano AnaMda hoya che. te vinAzI che ne "mULa' vastuno AnaMda avinAzI che. 784 koI cIjanI apekSA nA rahe, e nirapekSa AnaMda. 785 jyAM AtmA - paramAtmAnI vAta thaI, tyAM AnaMda hoya, tyAM koI sAMsArika vAta nA hoya, guNa ke saguNa meLavavAnI vAta nA hoya.. 786 rUpiyA kamAtAM je AnaMda thAya che tevo ja AnaMda kharca karatI vakhate thavo ja joIe. tyAre e bole ke "ATalA badhA kharcAI gayA !!' 787 tame tamArA gharanuM pArakAMne ApaNe tyAM ja AnaMda che. tyAre loko laI levAnuM zIkhe che ! 789 bhagavAna kahe che ke mana-vacana-kAyA ane AtmAno (pratiSThita AtmAno) upayoga bIjA mATe vApara. pachI tane kaMI paNa duHkha Ave to mane kaheje. 790 tamArA mATe kaMI ja karazo nahIM. loko mATe ja karajo to tamArA mATe kaMI ja karavuM nahIM paDe. 791 dharmanI zarUAta ja "oblAIjiMga necara'thI thAya che. 792 paisAthI ja kaMI "oblAIja' karAya che evuM nathI, e to ApanAranI zakti para AdhAra rAkhe che. khAlI manamAM bhAva rAkhavAnA ke kema karIne "oblAIja' karuM, eTaluM ja rahyA kare teTaluM ja jovAnuM. 793 prAmANikatA ne paraspara "oblAIjiMga necara'. basa, ATalAnI ja jarUra che. 794 paraspara upakAra karavAno, ATalo ja manuSyajIvanano lhAvo 795 potAno ne potAnA "rIleTivsa' mATe koI svArtha nA hoya ne pArakAM mATe ja badhI vRttio vahetI hoya to siddhi utpanna thAya. 796 A jagatamAM be prakAranAne ciMtA maTe. eka jJAnI puruSa ne bIjA paropakArIne. 797 ciMtA e saMsAranuM moTAmAM moTuM bIja che. kAraNa ke ciMtA e moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAra gayo to ciMtA gaI. 798 nAmadhArIne ciMtA thAya ja, svarUpadhArIne ciMtA nA thAya. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 85 8 AptasUtra 799 ciMtA baMdha thAya tyArathI ja vItarAga bhagavAnano mokSamArga kahevAya. 800 ciMtA thavA mAMDe to samajajo ke kArya bagaDavAnuM che ne ciMtA nA thAya to samajajo ke bagaDavAnuM nathI. ciMtA e kAryane avarodhaka che ! 801 gharamAM eka mANasa ciMtAnA vicAromAM hoya to bIjA badhA upara sAmasAmI asaro paDyA kare ane ciMtAmukta thaI gayo to ?! 802 ciMtA thavAnI jagyAe nizciMta rahI zake te enuM nAma vijJAna' kahevAya ! ane ApaNA loko to "ijhI cera' upara bese ne "aijhI' dekhAya che ! 803 yugalanA paryAyane "potAnA" mAnavAmAM AvyA eTale ciMtA AptasUtra 809 "bhagavAna" kazuM nA kare ! "pekiMga" zuM nA kare ? 810 deha zI rIte bhagavAna thAya? deha to maMdira che ne bhagavAna to bhagavAna ja che ! 811 "jJAnI puruSa' e nirvizeSa pada che. emane bhagavAna e vizeSaNa ApavuM e emanuM hInapada gayuM kahevAya. loka kahe che ke bhagavAna AkhA brahmAMDamAM vyApelA che. dareka cIjamAM bhagavAna che. to pachI bhagavAnane oLakhavAnAM ja kyAM rahe ? jyAM 'kriecara' che tyAM bhagavAna che, ne jyAM 'kriecara' nathI tyAM bhagavAna nathI. 813 vyaktitva khIlatuM, khIlatuM khIlatuM, saMpUrNa vyakta thAya che, e paramAtma dazA ! 814 "roMga biliphathI saMsAra che, ne 'roMga bilipha' phare to bhagavAna thAya ! 815 "huM caMdu chuM' evI 'bilipha' thaI ke tarata badho saMsAra khaDo thAya ! 816 jene manathI koI paNa prakArano kleza thato nathI, teno saMsAra AthamI gayo ! 817 kaluSita bhAvano abhAva thayo, e ja mokSa ! 818 kaMIka evI bhUla rahI jAya che ke kleza utpanna thAya che. kleza kADhavA mATe jJAnanI ja jarUra che evuM nathI, buddhithI paNa nIkaLI zake. 819 jeNe bhUla bhAMgI, tenuM kalyANa thaI gayuM ! 820 'bhUla bhAMge te bhagavAna'. thaI. 804 ciMtA e samajaNane nAza karanArI vastu che. 805 bairI-chokarAMne pUche ke, 'tamArI ciMtA huM karuM ?" to e kaheze, "nA, bA, amArI ciMtA nA karazo, to ya e ciMtA karyA vagara rahe ja nahIM ne ! 806 eka phero kaDhApo-ajaMpo kare eTale bhagavAna kahe che ke Ane to mArI paDI ja nathI, ciMtA potAnA mAthe laI le che, to karavA do ene nirAMte ciMtA ! 807 je ciMtA kare che, e bhagavAnane mAnato nathI ane bhagavAnane mAne che, te ciMtA nA kare. 808 bhagavAna e nAma hota, to to ApaNe ene "bhagavAnadAsa kahevuM paData ! bhagavAna e to vizeSaNa che. bhagavat uparathI bhagavAna thayuM che. bhagavat guNone dhAraNa kare te bhagavAna ! Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 834 AptasUtra 821 bhUla kADhanArA maLI Ave paNa bhUla bhAMganArA nA maLe ! 822 jagatane je nA dekhAya te bhUlo dekhADe, mana sAthe tanmayAkAra thaI gayA e dekhADe, e ja AtmA che ! 823 "mArAmAM bhUla ja nathI' evuM to kyAreya nA bolAya. kevaLajJAna' thayA pachI ja bhUlo nA rahe. 824 sAmAnA doSa dekhAya to karma baMdhAya ne potAnA doSa dekhAya to karma chUTe ! 825 jeno doSa nathI, tene doSita TharAvIe to raudradhyAna ! 826 potAnA doSa dekhAya to doSa nIkaLI jAya evuM che. mokSamArga ja potAnA doSa jovA mATe che ane saMsAramArga pArakAnA doSa jovAthI che. 827 A 'dAdA' to be mArga Ape che : saMsAramAM jene hajI sukha lAge che, tene "dharmadhyAna'no mArga Ape che ! ane saMsAramAM jene bilakula sukha nathI lAgatuM, tene "zukaladhyAna'no mArga Ape che ! 828 potAne duHkhanuM pariNAma UbhuM thAya e "ArtadhyAna' ne koIne tArAthI duHkhanAM pariNAma UbhAM thAya te "raudradhyAna'. koIne sukha Ape te "dharmadhyAna'. vaibhava ocho hoya chatAM ya saMtoSa rahe te "dharmadhyAna! 829 ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAnathI saMsAra vadhe, ne dharmadhyAnathI saMsAra kapAya, ne zukaladhyAnathI mokSa thAya. 83) ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna baMdha karAve e dharma ane ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna cAlu rakhAve e adharma. 831 jeTalAM ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna ochAM eTalI saMsAranI aDacaNo AptasUtra ochI hoya ! 832 pote potAnAM duHkhane raDe to e ArtadhyAna ane pArakAne duHkha UbhuM kare e raudradhyAna ane e bannene aTakAve, enuM nAma dharmadhyAna. aTakAvavAnAM je sAdhana che enuM nAma dharmadhyAna. 833 jyAM sudhI 'jJAnI puruSa' maLyA nathI tyAM sudhI ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna thAya che. tenAthI bacavA upAya karavA tene A kALamAM dharmadhyAna kahyuM che. bAkI, A kALamAM dharmadhyAne ya nathI. eTale jenAthI ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna aTake, tene dharmadhyAna kahyuM che. saMyogomAM sukha-duHkha mAnavuM e ArtadhyAna kahevAya che. gamatI vastuno viyoga thAya to duHkha thAya ne gamatI vastuno saMyoga thAya to sukha thAya, e badhuM ArtadhyAna kahevAya ! 835 raudradhyAna ne ArtadhyAna baMdha thayuM e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma. ethI AgaLa moTo dharma ja nathI. ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna nA thAya, tenuM nAma saMyama ! 837 ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna karAvaDAve nahIM, enuM nAma AtmA ! 838 Aje khAvAnuM nathI, tenA mATe ciMtA kare, tene ArtadhyAna kahyuM. ne varasa dA'DA pachInA khAvAnI ciMtA kare tene raudradhyAna kahyuM. 839 bIjAne mATe je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te dharmadhyAna che. 840 saMyogone je AMtare che te ArtadhyAna ne saMyogone dhakkA mAre che te ya ArtadhyAna. duHkhane dhakkA mAre ne sukhane AMtara AMtara kare e badhuM ja ArtadhyAna ! 841 nimitta para kiMcitmAtra dhRNA nahIM, enuM nAma dharmadhyAna. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 89 842 dharma to evI gupta vastu che ke koIne ya khabara nA paDe. maMdiramAM pesavAthI ke pustaka vAMcavAthI dharmadhyAna nA thAya. citta kyAM jAya che tenA parathI che ! 843 dharmadhyAna pALe, tenuM phaLa samyak darzana che. 844 845 dharmadhyAna e parokSa mokSanuM kAraNa che ne zukladhyAna e pratyakSa mokSanI labdhi che. potAnI jAtane jANavAnuM AvaDavuM joIe. ane A nA AvaDe, to dharmadhyAna AvaDavuM joIe. dharmadhyAna nA AvaDyuM, to pharI manakho gayo. ane 'peluM' nA AvaDyuM, to mokSa nahIM maLe. 846 durdhyAna nA thAya, te mATe tuM je upacAro karIza, te ja dharmadhyAna che ! 847 viSayI sukhomAM gamatA - aNagamatA bhAva utpanna thAya, temAM sahiSNutA rAkhIne, koInA upara Aropa bhAva na karavo, e dharmadhyAna che ! 848 duHkha e azAtA vedanIya che, duHkhanAM pariNAma e ArtadhyAna che ! 849 'sAcuM jJAna' hoya tyAM ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna baMdha thaI jAya. eTale pachI saMsAranAM karmo baMdha thaI jAya. 850 zukaladhyAna sivAyanAM je je dhyAna che, temAM tAdAtmya adhyAsa thAya, to saMsAra Ubho thAya ! 851 852 A jagata 'jema che tema' yathArtha dekhI zake, 'rileTiva' ane 'riyala' yathArtha dekhI zake te zukladhyAna. mana ane AtmA tanmayAkAra thAya, to ja ArtadhyAna kahevAya. ane je potAne khabara nA paDe ke ArtadhyAna thayuM Co 853 zukladhyAnapUrvakanI nirjarA, enuM phaLa mokSa ane dharmadhyAnapUrvakanI nirjarA enuM phaLa bahu jabarajasta puNya hoya ! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya ! 854 dehamAM dharmadhyAna hoya to ja AtmAmAM zukladhyAna hoya ! zuddha upayoga eTale sAmAnA AtmAne ane dehane judA joI zake te. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM niraMtara dhyAna rahe te zukaladhyAna ! 855 856 AptasUtra che. ane A ArtadhyAna thayuM tevI khabara paDI, to te ArtadhyAna nA kahevAya, to te mana che ! 857 zukladhyAnamAM jagata AkhuM nirdoSa dekhAvAnI zarUAta thAya, ane dharmadhyAnamAM sAmo doSita dekhAya chatAM TharAve nirdoSa, enuM nAma dharmadhyAna - 'sAmAno zo doSa che ? e to nimitta che. A mArAM ja karmanAM udayathI e mane bhego thayo che '! 859 858 zukaladhyAna pratyakSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. dharmadhyAna parokSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. ArtadhyAna pazugatinuM kAraNa che. raudradhyAna narkagatinuM kAraNa che. 860 niraMtara potAnuM 'zuddha' jue ane bIjAnuM 'zuddha' jue, te zuddha upayoga ! 861 'zukladhyAna' eTale tattvasvarUpanuM dhyAna. 'dhyAna' e svAbhAvika vastu che. ane 'zuddha upayoga'mAM jAgRtipUrvakano puruSArtha karavo joIe. 'A koNa kare che ? huM koNa chuM ? A badhuM zuM che ? kartA koNa ? AnuM nimitta koNa ?' A badhuM 'eTa e TAIma' jema che tema hAjara rahe, te 'zuddha upayoga'! 'zuddha upayogI'ne A jagatamAM kazuM ja aDe evuM nathI. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra nA maLe ?! 872 'jJAnI' koI divasa rUpiyA gaNavAmAM potAno samaya nA bagADe, emAM upayoga veDaphAya. jyAM "inTaresTa', tyAM upayoga ! 873 be arthe loka jIve che : AtmArthe jIve, te to ko'ka ja mANasa hoya. bIjAM badhAM lakSmInA arthe jIve che. Akho dahADo lakSmI, lakSmI ne lamI ! 874 samAdhi kyAre Avaze ? vahAlI cIja vahetI mUkAya tyAre ! 875 lakSmI 'limiTeDa' che ane lokonI mAgaNI "analimiTeDa AptasUtra 862 potAnA upayogamAM kyAre kahevAya ? badhI IcchA maMda thaI jAya tyAre ! 863 AkhA jagatanA tamAma jIvonuM jJAna eka ja AtmAmAM che, paNa je jJAna ahaMkArane ne badhAne zeyasvarUpe joI zake, te jJAnane ja phakta 'jJAna' kahyuM. paNa e to aMzajJAna che, paNa tyArathI upayoga kahevAya. "jJAna" jyAM che tyAM upayoga aMze ke sarvAza hoya. 864 saMpUrNa "zuddha upayoga' e "kevaLajJAna'! 865 jJAna kyAreya ajJAna thatuM nathI, paNa upayoga badalAya che ene ja ajJAna kahyuM che. huM caMdubhAI chuM" e zubhAzubha upayoga. 'zuddhAtmA chuM' e zuddha upayoga'. zubhAzubhanA upayogathI saMsAramAM pratiSThA UbhI thaI ! 867 jene vItarAganA mArge cAlavuM che, eNe azubhamAMthI zubhano upayoga rAkhavo joIe. ane mokSe javuM hoya, teNe 'zuddha upayoga' rAkhavo joIe. mokSe javuM hoya, teNe zubhAzubhanI bhAMjagaDamAM paDavuM nahIM. banne nikAlI bAbata rAkhavI. 868 'zuddha upayoga' eTale paramAtma svarUpa. 869 upayoga e jAgRti gaNAya. 870 jeTalo upayoga rahyo teTalI sattA utpanna thaI gaI. pAMca kalAka upayoga rahyo to pAMca kalAka sattA utpanna thaI. saMpUrNa svasattA utpanna thaI gaI to bhagavAna thaI gayo ! saMsAramAM nA rahyo kone kahevAya ? jene para upayoga ja nA hoya tene. "" eka kSaNavAra paNa saMsAramAM raheto nathI. je saMsAramAM rahetA nA hoya tyAM mokSa maLe. emanI kRpAthI zuM 876 khAvAnI jarUra nathI ? saMDAsa javAnI jarUra nathI ? jarUra che, tema lakSmInI paNa jarUra che. jema saMDAsa saMbhAryA sivAya thAya che, tema lamI paNa saMbhAryA sivAya Ave che. 877 kamANI hoya, tyAre kheda karavAno ke kyAM vAparIzuM ? ne kharco Ave tyAre majabUta thavAnuM ke devuM cUkavavAnA saMjoga maLyo. kamANI e javAbadArI che ne kharco e pheDavAnuM sAdhana che. 878 paisA vaparAI jaze evI jAgRti rakhAya ja nahIM, je vakhate je ghasAya te kharuM. tethI paisA vAparavAnuM kaheluM ke jethI karIne lobha chUTe, ne pharI pharI apAya. 879 paisA khoTe raste gayA to "kaMTrola karI nAkhavo. ne paisA sArA raste vaparAya to 'DIkaMTrola' karI nAkhavAno. 880 nANAMnA aMtarAya kyAM sudhI hoya ? jyAM sudhI kamAvAnI icchA hoya tyAM sudhI. nANAM tarapha durlakSa thayuM eTale e DhagalebaMdha Ave. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 881 icchA e ja paravazapaNuM. 882 jene kaMI paNa icchA hoya to te bhagavAna ja nA kahevAya ! 883 icchAo pugala kare che, te dabAya zI rIte ? jo tuM icchA karato houM, to tene baMdha karI dene ? paNa te tema nathI thatI, mATe icchA pudgala vastu che. 884 icchAo thAya che, te pratyAkhyAna nathI thayAM tethI. smRtimAM Ave che, te pratikramaNa nathI karyA tethI. 885 jyAM sUkSma paNa IcchA che, tyAM 'vastu' prApta thAya nahIM. 886 'jJAna' vagara IcchA jAya nahIM. IcchAthI ja aMtarAya che. jema jema IcchA ghaTatI jAya tema tema aMtarAya tUTatA jAya. tyAM pachI badhI ja vastuo prApta 887 thAya. AptasUtra 893 'ApaNe' cetana ane aMtarAya nicetana, te chevaTe cetanano ja jaya thAya ! 894 AMkhe dekhAya nahIM, kAne saMbhaLAya nahIM, e cetana. kAne saMbhaLAya, 'Telivijhana' dekhAya, 'rekarDa' saMbhaLAya e cetana nathI. cetana to divyacakSuthI dekhAya. 895 AtmA eTale cetana-paramAtmA. teno eka paNa guNa nakala thaI zake tema ja nathI. je nakala thAya che te pugalanA guNo che. vANI e "TeparekarDa' che. vicAra e "DiscArja che. je 'DiscArja thAya che, e pudgala che ! 896 AkhA jagatane 'huM karuM chuM' e bhrAMtijanya bhAna che. kharI rIte to badhAnuM 'DiscArja' ja thaI rahyuM che, paNa tenuM tene bhAna nathI. potAne 'potAnuM ja bhAna nathI. 897 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e ja bhrAMti che ane emAMthI 'cArja thAya che. 'cArja thatuM kyAre baMdha thAya ? jayAre huM koNa chuM enuM 'jema che tema' bhAna thAya tyAre. 898 pAMca indriyothI je je anubhavamAM Ave che, te badhuM ja 'DiscArja che. A to puNyanA AdhAre potAnA dhAryA pramANe thAya tyAre "meM karyuM' kahe, ne khoTa jAya tyAre 'bhagavAne ghAlI' kahe ! nahIM to kahe, ke mArA graho rAzI che !!! 899 'cArja eTale saMyogo badhAnuM bheguM thavuM ne 'DiscArja' eTale saMyogo badhAno asta thavo. 900 'DiscArja' to kone kahevAya, ke je potAnI rUci vagara pharajiyAta karavuM paDe te ! 901 mana, citta DiscArja thAya che tene jagate 'cArja mAnyuM. eTale mana sthira karavA jAya che ne citta sthira karavA jAya che, paNa ema thAya tema nathI. 888 "amane' eke ya aMtarAya kema nathI ? kAraNa ke "amane' saMpUrNa niicchaka dazA che. 889 'amAre" eka ja icchA hoya, te ya AthamatI, jagatakalyANanI'! 890 manuSya to paramAtmA ja che. anaMta aizvarya pragaTa thAya tema che. icchA karI ke manuSya thaI gayo ! nahIM to pote je cAhe te meLavI zake tema che. paNa aMtarAyane lIdhe nathI meLavI zakato. 891 AtmAne ane mokSane keTaluM dUra che ? mAtra aMtarAya eTaluM ja. 892 'bilakula' negeTiva bole, tenA aMtarAya paDe ne 'pojhiTiva'nA aMtarAya nA paDe. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 902 "kartApadanuM bhAna che tyAM sudhI "cArja' thayA ja kare. akramamArgamAM tamAruM kartApada "ame' uDADI mUkIe chIe. 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAna UDI jAya che ne "koNa kare che enI samajaNa pADI daIe chIe. eTale "cArja thatuM baMdha thaI jAya che ! pachI rahyuM zuM ? khAlI 'DiscArja svarUpa ! 903 'cArja thavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya, tyArathI navo saMsAra baMdhAto aTakyo ! "jJAnI' vagara kartApada chUTe nahIM. 904 jyAM 'cArja thatuM aTake, tyAM mokSa mATenAM lakSaNo che. 905 "DiscArja thAya che tenI kiMmata nathI, paNa kayuM dhyAna varte che tenI kiMmata che. 906 cArja" haMmezAM 'DiscArjane bhajyA kare. 907 jyAM pote plAniMga' nathI karato e badhuM cokhkhuM 'DiscArja) che. 'plAniMga' kare che temAM "cArja thAya che. "DiscArja sahaja svabhAvI che. emAM duHkha nA hoya. 908 A jagatano 'pote' kartA nathI. jyAM pote kartA mAne che e cArjiga' che. A sAmAyika meM karyuM, A kriyAo meM karI, eno garvarasa 'pote' cAkhe, tenAthI "cArja thAya che. garvarasa bahu mITho lAge. 910 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e " DiscArja svarUpa che. paNa svarUpanuM jJAna' nA hoya to mahIM pAchAM navA "cArja thAya che. 911 DiscArja eTale zuM ? TAIma vagara khase nahIM. tamArI utAvaLe "DiscArja thAya nahIM. 912 saMsAra calAvavA mATe ahaMkAranI jarUra nathI. Avato bhava bAMdhavA mATe ahaMkAranI jarUra che. Avato bhava bAMdhavo nA hoya to ahaMkAra vagare ya saMsAra to cAle tevo che. saMsAra to Akho ' DiscArja svarUpe che. eTale "DiscArja to enI AptasUtra meLe ja thayA karavAnuM. 913 "DiscArja svarUpa che temAM loko ahaMkAra kare che ke "mAro' kaMTrola raheto nathI. mAro kaMTrola rahe che, te ya ahaMkAra che. A to pArakI vyathA mAthe AvI che ! temAM pote vyathita thaIne pharyA kare che ! 914 A jeTaluM bolo cho, tene ahaMkAra kahevAya. vANI e khullo ahaMkAra che. "meM karyuM ne huM karIza' evuM bole che e to 'Dabala ahaMkAra' che ! 915 "A mane nahIM phAve' ema bolyo e ja 'meDanesa' che, naryo IgoIjhama" che. 'nahIM phAve' ema bolavuM e guno che. 916 "mAnuM nahIM' ema bolavuM e to moTAmAM moTo ahaMkAra che ! 917 "A mAruM sAcuM che' e eka prakArano ahaMkAra che. ene ya kADhavo to paDaze ne ? 918 badhI zaktio "igoijhama" khAI jAya che, ne mAra khavaDAve che te vadhArAnuM ! 919 jyAM 'ekTiviTI' che tyAM ahaMkAra, ahaMkArathI 'ekTiviTI' chUTI nahIM zake. 920 'jInamudrA' zuM kahe che? vItarAgonI padmAsana vALelI, hAtha paga Ama eka para eka mUkI dIdhelI mudrA upadeza Ape che ke "he manuSyo ! jo samajaNa hoya to samajI jAva. tamAruM khAvA-pIvAnuM, jarUriyAtanI hareka cIja tame laIne ja AvelA cho mATe "huM kartA chuM' e bhAna choDI dejo ne mokSano prayatna karajo !" 921 mANasanuM rUpa zenA AdhAre che ? eno keTalo ahaMkAra che tenA para. 'jJAnI puruSa' nirahaMkArI hoya eTale emanA Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra rUpanI to vAta ja zI ? 922 "jJAnI puruSa' AkhA brahmAMDanA mAlika kahevAya. chatAM tyAM saheja paNa "IgoIjhama' nA hoya. jyAM sattA nathI tyAM IgoIjhama' che ne jyAM sattA che tyAM "IgoIjhama" nathI. jJAnI puruSa'nI e ajAyabI che ! "jJAnI puruSa' eTale to pragaTa dIvo ! 923 vahetA ahaMkArano vAMdho nathI paNa ahaMkArane saheja pakaDayo, enuM nAma ADAI. vaheto ahaMkAra te nATakIya ahaMkAra che. eno vAMdho nathI. 924 mokSe koNa javA detuM nathI ? ADAIo ! 925 "amAre" "jJAna" thatAM pahelAM, vacagALAnI dazAmAM ADAIo hatI. tenI "ame' zodhakhoLa karI ke, jJAnaprakAza, A ADAIo nathI thavA detuM. te pachI, te badhI ja ADAIo dekhI ne temano vinAza thayo. tyAra pachI "jJAna' pragaTa thayuM !!! pote potAnuM ja nirIkSaNa karavAnuM che, ke kyAM ADAIo bharelI che. pote "okjharaveTarI" ja che ! 926 ADAIrUpI samaMdarane oLaMgavAno che. ApaNe ADAInI A pAra UbhA chIe ane javAnuM che. sAme pAra. koI ApaNI ADAI utAravA nimitta bane to temAM asahaja na thatAM te nimittane parama upakArI mAnI samatAthI vedavuM. 927 A jagatamAM ADAI sAthe ADAI rAkhazo to ukela nahIM Ave. ADAI sAme saraLatAthI ukela Avaze. 928 moze javuM hoya to saraLa thavuM paDaze. tyAM ADA thazo to nahIM cAle. gAMTho kADhI abudha thavuM paDaze. 929 ADAI to bahAra vyavahAramAM ya nA karAya. "kalekTara' joDe ADAI kare to e zuM kare ? jelamAM ghAlI de. to bhagavAna 98 AptasUtra AgaLa ADAI kare to zuM thAya ? bhagavAna jelamAM nA ghAle. paNa emano rAjIpo tUTI jAya ! 930 saMsAra nathI naDato, tArI ADAIo ne ajJAnatA ja naDe che. 931 ajJAna dazAno ahaMkAra sajIva kahevAya. svarUpajJAna thayA pachI e nirjIva thaI jAya che. e nirjIva ahaMkAranuM jo uparANuM lIdhuM ke "huM Avo nathI' to e pAcho sajIva thaI jAya. nirjIva ahaMkArano nikAla karavAno che, tenuM rakSaNa karavAnuM nathI. 932 ahaMkAra haMmezAM potAnuM khoTuM nA dekhAya evo dhaMdho kare. 933 ahaMkAra e ja adhUrApaNuM che. 934 jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra jIvato hoya, tyAM sudhI mamatA mahIM paDI rahI hoya. 935 bhagavAna to eka ja vastu kahe che ke tAre A saMsAra joDe mamatA bAMdhavI hoya to mamatA tenI joDe bAMdha, kAM to mamatA mArI joDe bAMdha. mArI joDe bAMdhIza to kAyamanuM sukha maLaze ne saMsAra joDe bAMdhIza to tane tRpti nahIM thAya ! 936 'jene' "ahaMkAra" ne "mamatA" che, jene "huM karuM chuM" evuM bhAna che, te badhA jIva kahevAya. ane jene "huM kartA nathI, jJAtAdraSTA paramAnaMda svarUpa chuM." evuM bhAna thaI gayuM to te AtmA' che ! 937 A keTalA prakAranI mamatA ?! vALa vALe mamatA ! eka vALa kheMce to mahIM akaLAya ke mAro vALa kheMcI lIdho. 938 mamatA e ja parigraha che, vastu parigraha nathI. "jJAnI'ne mamatA nathI, vastu hoya. 939 narI mamatA ja che ! eka paMjo vALavAmAM ja mamatA nathI Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aptasatra 1 % rAkhatA ! 940 vastunI mUcha gaI eTale AdhyAtma nukasAna gayuM ! 941 mamatA vagarano ahaMkAra hoya to mokSe jAya, mamatAvALA ahaMkArane laIne phasAmaNa thaI che A ! 942 AtmAnI hAjarImAM jabarajasta mamatA baMdhAya ne AtmAnI hAjarImAM mamatA paNa evI ja jabarajasta rIte chUTe ! 943 "jJAnI'nA caraNomAM paDI rahyA sivAya chUTako nathI, jagatanuM darzana anaMta mohanIyavALuM che, ne temAMthI koIthI chaTakI nA zakAya. 944 mAra khAya ne bhUlI jAya, mAra khAya ne bhUlI jAya, enuM nAma moha! 945 gamo-aNagamo e "DiscArja moha" che. rAga-dveSa e "cArja moha" che. 946 rAga-dveSa nA thAya e mokSamArga. 947 je karato hoya, te karyA karaje. paNa mAtra rAga-dveSa nA karIza. ApaNe" "potAnA pada'mAM rahyA, eTale rAga-dveSa nA thAya. 948 zubha upara rAga nahIM ne azubha upara dveSa nahIM, enuM nAma samatA. jene kaMda nathI te samatA. vyavahAramAM loka sahanazIlatAne samatA kahe che ! 949 samabhAva eTale dveSanI jagyAe phleSa nA thAya ne rAganI jagyAe rAga nA thAya. 950 phUlo caDhAve to rAga nA thAya ne paththara mAre to paNa dveSa nA thAya, te ja samabhAva. AptasUtra 951 A jagatamAM kaMI paNa kAma karo cho, temAM kAmanI kiMmata nathI. enI pAchaLa rAga-dveSa thAya, to ja AvatA bhavanI javAbadArI che. rAga-dveSa nA thatA hoya, to javAbadArI nathI. 952 saMsArano pAyo rAga-dveSano che ane 'jJAnano pAyo vItarAgatAno che ! 953 vItarAga vijJAna sivAya koI sAdhanathI mokSa nathI. bIjA sAdhanothI baMdhana che. te khAlI dahADA kADhe, "jJAnI puruSa' pAse sat sAdhana prApta thAya. 954 sAdhanA be prakAranI. eka sAdhyabhAva mATe ja karavAnI sAdhanA ne bIjI sAdhanAne mATe sAdhanA karavI te sAdhanA. sAdhyabhAve sAdhanA e chellI sAdhanA kahevAya. 955 zAstromAM sAdhanajJAna che, sAdhyajJAna nathI. sAdhyajJAna jJAnI' pAse che. sAdhyajJAna, ke je "AtmA' che te 'jJAnI'nI kRpAthI prApta thAya tema che. 956 zAstro to "helpIMga problema che. zAstra to 'DAyarekazana'(mArgadarzana) Ape che. zAstra e "tharmomITara' che. "tharmomITara'ne kaMI Akho dahADo davAmAM vATIne pivaDAvAya ? 957 zAstro e sAdhana che ne sAdhano kevI rIte vAparavAM, te ya eka sAyansa che. A sAyansa nahIM jANavAthI anaMta avatAra bhaTaka bhaTaka kare che ! 958 A jagatanA jJAnane jJAna kahevAtuM nathI. A to laukikajJAna che. zAstrajJAna e sAdhanajJAna kahevAya. sAdhyajJAna e jJAna" che. zAstro ya sAdhana che ne zAstramAM raheluM jJAna te paNa sAdhana che, jyAre svarUpanuM jJAna' e sAdhya vastu che ! Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 101 AptasUtra 959 "jJAnI' e to sAdhanasvarUpa che. sAthe 'vijJAnasvarUpa AtmA' che ! 960 sAdhya prApta karavAnAM aneka sAdhanomAMnuM sAdhana e zAstra che. ene kADhI kema mUkAya ? 961 sAcuM sAdhana to te ke jenAthI ahaMkAra ne mamatA jAya. 962 je sAdhana sAdhya prApta nA karAve, ene adhyAtma kahevAya ja nahIM ! 963 jagatamAM sAdhano prApta karavAnAM sAdhano che. ahIM' sAdhya prApta karavAnuM sAdhana che. 964 samAdhi kyAM khoLe che? tuM tArA AtmAnA mULa svabhAvamAM AvI jA ne, mokSa ne samAdhi to AtmAno svabhAva ja che ! 965 dareka avasthAmAM anAsakta, e ja pUrNa samAdhi ! 966 parabhAva baMdha thAya tyAre samAdhi thAya. 967 tamane kAyama samAdhi varte, tyAre tamAruM pUrNa kAma thayuM kahevAze ! 968 sarvasva upAdhimAM jo samAdhi lAgatI hoya, to jANavuM ke jJAnI puruSa' mane maLyA hatA ! 969 jeTalA saraLa eTalI samAdhi rahe. 970 bahAra saMpUrNa azAMti hoya ne mahIM zAMti rahe e sAcI zAMti. upAdhimAM samAdhi rahe e 'TesTeDa' samAdhi. 971 samAdhi sukha kyAre varte ? jene kaMI ja joItuM nathI, badhI ja lobhanI gAMTha chUTe tyAra pachI samAdhi sukha varte. bhelADo ne, bhelADo eTaluM tamAruM ! 102 AptasUtra 972 lobhathI A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. tane jalebI bhAvatI hoya, ne tane traNa mUke ne pelAne cAra mUke, to tane manamAM Dakho thAya ! e lobha ja che ! traNa sADIo hoya ne cothI levA jAya e lobha che ! 973 'svarUpanuM 'jJAna' thAya tyAra pachI ja lobha jAya. 974 je vastu priya thaI paDI hoya tenA tAnamAM ne tAnamAM rahevuM, enuM nAma lobha. e maLe to ya saMtoSa nA thAya ! 975 lobha badhAyane ogALI jAya. mAnano paNa lobha hoya ! 976 lobhiyo hasavAmAM vakhata nA bagADe. Akho dahADo lobhamAM ja hoya. 977 ApaNane lobha hoya to guru maLI Ave. ApaNane kamAvAno lobha hoya tyAre guru maLI Ave. 978 lobhane ane viSayane dostI ja nA hoya. kharo nirviSayI thAya tyAre lobhI thAya. eka lakSmInI ja paDI hoya, te teno lobhI thAya. pachI sApa thaIne sAcavyA kare. viSayI bahu lobhI nA hoya. 979 lobhanI gAMTha kyAre phUTe ? 99 bhegA thAya tyAre. 980 mAna che tyAM sudhI lobha nA kahevAya. lobha to mAnane bAjue 981 mahIM lobha paDyo hoya, tyAre lokasaMjJA bhegI thAya. 982 jagatamAM saMgharo karazo to koI khAnAro maLI rahe che. mATe pheza ne phreza upayoga karo. 983 lakSmIjIno durupayoga karavo mahAna guno che. 984 lobhiyAne be guruo eka dhUtAro ne bIjI khoTa. khoTa Ave ne to lobhanI gAMTha saDasaDATa toDI nAkhe ! Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra AptasUtra 103 985 rIkSAmAM besI rastAmAM paisA verato jA. tAro lobhano svabhAva chUTI jaze. 986 lobhano artha zo ? bIjAnuM paDAvI levuM. 987 jenI pAse krodha che, e krodhanA tApathI sAmAne vaza karavA jAya che ane jenI pAse krodha nathI, e zIla nAmanA cAritrathI badhAne vaza karI zake che ! jAnavara paNa enAthI vaza thAya !! 988 pratikULatAmAM kaSAya thAya che ane anukULamAM bahu kaSAya thAya che. paNa anukuLanA kaSAyo ThaMDA hoya. e rAga kaSAya che, emAM lobha ne kapaTa hoya. ane pratikULatAmAM vaiSa kaSAya, eTale krodha ne mAna hoya. 989 AtmA ane nizcetana cetana, e beno sAMdho kaSAya che. 'ame' A kaSAyane nirmULa karI nAkhIe chIe ! 990 kaSAyo dabAvyAthI jAya ema nathI, e "jJAna'thI jAya. 991 kaSAyano abhAva e ja AnaMda. 992 saMsAravRkSanAM mULiyAM kaSAyo che. karmendriyo ke jJAnendriyo e mukhya mULiyAM nathI. kaSAyonAM mULiyAM ja badhuM pANI pI jAya 104 nathI. 996 kaSAyanuM nivAraNa, enuM nAma mokSa. paheluM kaSAyanuM nirvANa thAya pachI 'peluM' ! 997 AtmAnuM ApaNane nA karavA de, e badhA ApaNA virodhIo-kaSAyo, temane ApaNe gAMThIe nahIM. 998 'je che te' dekhAtuM nathI ne "je nathI te' dekhAya che, enuM nAma ja moha ! 999 saMsAramAM koI paNa jAtanAM duHkha che, te badhAnuM kAraNa moha 1000 moha eTale navuM navuM utpanna thAya ane navuM ne navuM ja dekhAya, ne temAM ja tanmayAkAra rahe che. 1001 sAMsArika hitAhitanuM bhAna jatuM rahe, te moha. 1002 ahaMkAranuM svarUpa moha nathI. mohanuM svarUpa ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAranuM janmadhAma moha che. 1003 jema jema moha vyApyo, tema tema khADAmAM UMDA UtaratAM ja gayA ! 1004 moha ja tamane keDI kaMDIne tamAruM tela kADhI nAkhaze ! 1005 A jagatamAM AkarSaNa vastu e zuM che ? pragaTa agni che, tyAM cetavuM joIe. AkarSaNa e pragaTa agni che. mohanuM mULiyuM ja AkarSaNa che. 1006 nirmohI koNa ? 'jJAnI puruSa'. emane ArapAra hADakAM mAMsa-dekhAya. 1007 jyAM sudhI ajJAna khase nahIM, tyAM sudhI moha jAya nahIM. 993 jyAM kaSAya utpana thAya tyAM AtmA bahu cheTo hoya. kaSAyano abhAva tyAM 'vItarAga dharma' che ne jyAM kaSAya che tyAM "rIleTiva dharma' che ! 994 nigraMtha kyAre thAya ? kaSAyothI rahita thAya tyAre. kaSAyo e ja graMthi che. 995 jyAM kaSAyo che tyAM samakita nathI ne samakita che tyAM kaSAya Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AptasUtra 105 1008 jenuM aMdara jeTaluM cokhkhuM, eTalA bahAra saMjogo pAMsarA ! mahIM meluM, teTaluM bahAra saMyoga bagaDe. 1009 saMjoga bhego thAya evo nathI ane thayo mATe enI pAchaLa kAraNa che. dhera Ara kojhijha'. eTale ame badhAM kAraNo pUrAM thAya tema karIe. 1010 keTalAMya saMyoga bhegA thAya tyAre mANasane khAvAnuM maLe che. keTalAM saMyoga bhegA thAya tyAre bhUkhe rahevAnuM maLe che. vadhAre saMyoga bhegA thAya tyAre bhUkhe rahevAnuM maLe. avaLAne mATe saMyogo vadhAre joIe che. savaLAne mATe ochAM joIe. 1011 ajJAnathI saMyoga badalAya ne jJAnathI ya saMjogo badalAya. ajJAnathI saMyogo guMcArA lAve ne jJAnathI saMjogo ukela lAve. jJAna ja saMjogo badalAve. kaMI uparathI bhagavAna ochAM AvavAnA che ? 1012 zuddhAtmA ane saMyogo be ja che. paNa vacce ahaMkAranI phAcara ene jaMpavA nathI detI. 1013 saMyogonA AdhAre ahaMkAra Ubho thayo che ane ahaMkAranA AdhAre saMyoga Takayo che. jeno ahaMkAra gayo, tenA saMyoga gayA. "roMga bIliphathI badhuM UbhuM che ! 1014 saMyogo ne AtmA be ja che : saMyogo sAthe ekatA thAya to "saMsAra'; saMyogono jJAtA thayo, to tuM "bhagavAna'. 1015 jagatamAM ATalI badhI vastuo che. ene nAnAmAM nAnuM, TUMkamAM mUkI do, to zuM rahe? 'zuddhAtmA' ne "saMyoga'. saMyogo pAchA viyogI svabhAvanA che. eTale zuddhAtmAne ema nahIM kahevuM paDe ke "tame jAva.' 1016 bhagavAne kahyuM ke je saMyoga bhegA thAya tene eksepTa (mAnya) karo. saMyoga kudaratI che. temAM 'Ama karo ne Ama nA karo' 106 AptasUtra evuM nA hovuM joIe. saMyoga "vyavasthita che. eno samabhAve nikAla karo." 1017 saMyogo to badhA badalAyA karavAnA. e pote "eDajasTa' nahIM thAya, tamAre "eDajasTa' thavuM paDaze. saMjogomAM bhAva nathI ane ApaNAmAM bhAva che. saMjogone anukULa karavA e ApaNuM kAma. pratikuLa saMjogo e anukuLa ja che. dAdaro caDhe che te ghaDIe hAMpha caDhe che, paNa zAthI caDhe che ? upara javAze, uparano lAbha maLaze, te bhAva rahe che ! 1018 saMyoga - viyoga rahita thavuM, enuM nAma mokSa ! 1019 saMyogo viyogI svabhAvanA che. saMyogomAM rAga thAya to viyogamAM dveSa thAya. 1020 kaDavA upara dveSa ne mIThA para rAga thAya e ajJAnatAno svabhAva che. ajJAna jAya to kaDavuM -mIThuM nA rahe. 1021 rAga-dveSa e IphekTa' che ne ajJAna e "kojha" che ! 1022 mana herAna karatuM nathI, tamArA rAga-dveSa herAna kare che ! 1023 jeTalAthI vItarAga thayo eTalAmAM jAgRti varte ne rAga-dveSa che tyAM jAgRti varte nahIM. 1024 klezanuM kAraNa dveSa che. bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ke dveSa nA rAkhazo. nA game to upekSA karajo. 1025 bahu rAga thAya tyAre aNagamo utpanna thAya. 1026 dheSa thAya che te vakhate ja rAganAM kAraNo sevAya che. amuka hada sudhIno paricaya rAgamAM pariName che ane "rIja poInTa' (Ridge Point) Ave, te pachI AgaLa vadhe to SamAM pariName. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1027 kriyAo badhI prAkRtika che. emAM rAga-dveSa nahIM te ja mokSa che. 1028 kaSAya ghaTe enuM nAma dharma ane kaSAya vadhe enuM nAma adharma. kaSAya gayA e ja svadharma che. 1029 game tevAM saMjoga bhegA thAya, paNa sthiratA nA tUTe, dhyeya nA badalAya, e dharma pAmyo kahevAya. 1030 'artha', sAMsArika svArthamAM pariName, enuM nAma adharma kahevAya ane Atmika svArthamAM pariNAma pAme, enuM nAma dharma kahevAya ! 1031 ahaMkAra zUnya thAya te ja adhyAtma che. 1032 sAmo chaMcheDe to ya chaMcheDAI nA jAya, e adhyAtma vijaya kahevAya. 1033 dharma eTale sAcI vastunI zodhakhoLa Aropita bhAvathI karavI te, ne 'A' to sAyansa che. 1034 bhagavAna 'vijJAna svarUpe' che, 'jJAna svarUpe' nathI. 1035 'sAyansa' haMmezAM 'ekaspIrIyansa' jJAna Ape. 1036 huM zuM kahuM chuM ke, vijJAna jANo. 'AtmA zuM che' ne 'anAtmA zuM che' e jANo. e jANatAM ja vAsanAo UDI jaze. 1037 AtmA jaineya nathI ne vaiSNaveya nathI. AtmA vItarAga che. A vItarAga dharma che. 1038 'A' dharma nA kahevAya, 'A' vijJAna kahevAya. dharma badalAyA kare, vijJAna nA badalAya. 1039 dharma zuM kahe che ? ke tuM bIjAne sAcava, to tane sAcavanAro maLaze ne bIjAne mAra to tane mAravAvALo maLaze. A badhA 'rileTiva dharmo' Ama kahe che. 1040 manuSya jyArathI koIne sukha Apato thayo, tyArathI ja dharmanI zarUAta thaI. 1041 dareka mANasane eka ja prakArano dharma zAMti na Ape. je je 'DigrI' para beThelo hoya, te te 'DigrI'no ene dharma joIe. 1042 kharo dharma to tene kahevAya ke Thokara nA vAge. 1043 jene mokSe javAnI icchA thAya, teNe pote potAnuM 'selpha rIyalAIjha'(svarUpanuM jJAna) karavuM paDaze, nahIM to bIjuM game teTaluM karo paNa mokSa thAya nahIM. 1044 dehane namaskAra karavAthI saMsAra maLe ne caitanyane namaskAra karavAthI mokSa maLe. 1045 samajaNa to konuM nAma kahevAya ke sAmAnI DahApaNanI vAta hoya to 'eksepTa' karI le. A kALamAM DahApaNanI vAta kyAMthI hoya ? 1046 A duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTI adhogati kaI ? corI, luccAI, labADI ? nA. lokomAM 'pUjAvAnI kAmanA' enA jevI hIna adhogati bIjI koI vastu ja nathI. apUjyane pUjAvA phare te ja bahu khoTI vastu che. 1047 moTo mANasa ene kahevAya ke je nAnAmAM nAno thaI zake. 1048 jagata to ghaDImAM jaza Apaze ne ghaDImAM apajaza Apaze. mATe ApaNe jaza-apajazanI zI paDI che ? 1049 jaza maLe te ya joyA karo, apajaza maLe te ya joyA karo. kAraNa ke jaza-apajaza beu pudgala che, pUraNa-galana che. 1050 sAmAnuM sukha jovuM e ja ApaNo dharma. 1051 dareka mANase A traNa kALajIo to rAkhavI ja joIe : huM Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaye sTezanethI Avyo chuM ? kaye sTezane Utaryo chuM ? karya sTezane javAnuM che ? 1052 kALajI potAnA 'svarUpa'nI rAkhavI ane bIjA badhAnI dekharekha rAkhavI. 1053 game teTalo vaibhava hoya paNa eka kSaNavAra paNa baMdhana game nahIM, tyAre vItarAganA vijJAnane samajavAne pAtra thayo kahevAya. 1054 mananuM samAdhAna thAya, enuM nAma dharma ane mananuM samAdhAna nA thAya, enuM nAma adharma. 1055 'huM jANuM chuM' e ja moTuM bhUta che ! 'A mAruM che' e moTI vaLagADa che ! 1056 parasattA, parabhoktA, parakSetra, paranA svAmI thaIne beThA che. 'sva'nA svAmI thAya to maraNa nathI, pote ja paramAtmA che. 1057 jJAna konuM nAma kahevAya ? badhI rIte tALo maLavo joIe, virodhAbhAsa utpanna thavo nA joIe. avirodhAbhAsa 'siddhAMta' to tenuM nAma ke pacAsa varSa pachI ye e bole to tenuM vAkya maLatuM Ave, virodhAbhAsa nA thAya. 1058 'siddhAMta' eTale evarI vhera eplIkebala, bIjuM hoya nahIM, enuM nAma siddhAMta ! 1059 jJAnayoga e 'siddhAMta' che, triyoga e 'asiddhAMta' che. 1060 'rAITa bilIpha'thI ja avirodhAbhAsa utpanna thAya ane avirodhAbhAsane 'siddhAMta' kahevAya. 1061 nakkI kareluM jJAna e 'jJAna' nA kahevAya. nakkI kareluM jJAna e 'siddhAMta' kahevAya. 1062 koI paNa vastu siddha thaI pachI eno aMta AvI gayo. pharI ene siddha karavI paDe nahIM. kAyamane mATe trikALa siddha hoya, enuM nAma 'siddhAMta' kahevAya ! 1063 'siddhAMta' kone kahevAya ke je koI kALe asiddhAMtapaNAne nA pAme. 1064 jyAM sudhI 'spaSTa vedana' thAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI 'siddhAMta' prApta nA thAya. 1065 vAda upara vivAda nA hoya te 'siddhAMta' kahevAya. 1066 kaLiyugamAM AbarUdAra hoya nahIM. kaLiyugamAM to AbarU sarvAMze gaI. A to AbarUnI hariphAI cAlI che ! 1067 AbarUdAra to e ke jene potAnI jAta para vizvAsa che. jAta eTale koNa ? 'zuddhAtmA chuM' te ! 1068 bhagavAnanI bhASAmAM AbarUdAra koNa ? AMkha mAtrathI 'vizvakalyANa' kare te ! 1069 'jJAna' hoya paNa joDe joDe 'karekTanesa' joIe. 'jJAna' hoya ne 'karekTanesa' nA hoya to tame mokSe jazo paNa bIjA bahAranAne lAbha nahIM thAya ! 1070 'badhAnuM kalyANa thAo' e bhAvanA, pahelAM potAnuM ja kalyANa kare ! 1071 jagata kalyANa karanArane ghera to koI divasa duHkha hoya ja nahIM. 1072 'siddhagati'mAM koNa nathI javA detuM ? 'pudgala'. jema A tUmaDuM hoya ne ene mATI coMTADI hoya to tene koNa UMce javA detuM nathI ? 'mATI'. kharAba paramANu hoya, tenuM vajana bahu Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAre hoya. te AtmAne nIce DhasaDI jAya. 1073 paugalika mATI evI che ke nIkaLavAno prayatna kare to vadhAre ne vadhAre khUMcato jAya. 1074 'pudgala' to AtmAnI jela che. 1075 pudgala eTale zuM? 'pUraNa-galana', 'kreDITa enDa DebITa' ane jo AtmA jANIza, to mokSa thaze. 1076 je pudgalano rakSaka thayo, te "jJAnI' nahIM. jJAnI to AtmAno, svabhAvano ja rakSaka hoya. 1077 lokapUjya thayA pachI mokSe javAze, ema ne ema nA javAya. lokaniMdya e to adhogatinuM kAraNa kahevAya. 1078 jyAre AMkhamAM koI paNa prakAranuM jhera nahIM rahe, mukta hAsya dekhAze, tyAre loka tamArAM darzana karaze ! 1079 jenAM vANI, vartana ne vinaya manohara thAya te lokapUjya thAya. 1080 lokapUjya thayelo hoya, tene kAmanA nA hoya. apUjya thayelo hoya, tene kAmanA hoya. 1081 AMkhamAM sthiratA ane citta prasannatA-A be jyAM hoya tyAM darzana karIe to lAbha thAya. 1082 kharuM sukha kone kahevAya che ? 'citta prasannatAne'. jene citta prasannatA maLI gaI, ene ahIM saMsAramAM bhIkha mAgavAnI jarUra ja nahIM ! 1083 citta prasannatAne bhagavAne sukha kahyuM. koI gALa bhAMDe, gajavuM kapAya to ya citta prasannatA nA jAya ! rAte be vAge ya citta prasannatA nA jAya ! 1084 citta prasannatA hoya, tene ja mokSamAM pesavA de. 1085 citta prasannatA sAthe 'igoIjhama' hoya kharo ne nA paNa hoya. citta prasannatA sAthe "igoijhamavALA keTalAMka saMtapuruSo hoya. citta prasannatAthI zarUAta thAya, te TheTha "igoijhama' khalAsa thAya tyAM "enDa' Ave. paNa jyArathI citta prasannatAnI zarUAta thAya, tyArathI enAM darzana karAya ane nirahaMkArI puruSa ne citta prasannatA, A beu hoya tenI to vAta ja judI ! 1086 citta prasanna thAya eTalo vakhata jagata vismRta rahe. 1087 A jagatamAM citta ekAgra karavAnAM sthAna ja nathI. citta sthira thayA vagara citta prasanna thAya ja nahIM. mananI sthiratAnAM sthAna che, paNa cittanI sthiratAnAM sthAna nathI. 1088 mananI sthiratAvALuM sthAna eTale sthira manavALA mahAtmA hoya, temanAM darzana karavAthI sAmAnuM mana sthira thAya, paNa tyAM cittanuM ThekANuM nA hoya. 1089 citta prasannatA vagara mukta thavAya nahIM. 1090 zuddha citta e ja paramAtmA che. 1091 mana sthira hoya eTale spaMdana nA thAya, eTale phaLa maLe. jo joDe joDe citta zuddhi hoya to to kAma ja kADhI nAkhe ne ! 1092 mana sthira hoya tyAM sudhI kaMI ja bagaDe nahIM ne caMcaLa thayuM eTale bagaDe. bhagavAna koIne ApatAM nathI ne letAM nathI, paNa bhagavAna paramAnaMdI svabhAvanA hovAthI temAM mana sthira thayuM eTale bahAranAM badhAM kAryo sArAM thAya. jo bhagavAna ApatAM karatAM hotane to te pakSapAtI thayA kahevAya. A to sAyansa' che ke mana DagyuM ke peluM DagyuM. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1093 mana ja mokSe laI janAruM che ane saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAruM ya mana che. phakta ene chatuM karavAnI jarUra che. UMdhuM thaI gayuM che, tene chatuM karavAnI jarUra che. 1094 "DIprezana'nA AdhAre ke "elIvezana'nA AdhAre je vicAro Ave che te badhA vicAro khoTA che. "normAliTI'thI je vicAro Ave che te ja "karekTa' che. 1095 vicAro to eka marelI vastu che, jIvatI vastu nathI. marelI vastumAM "pote tanmayAkAra thAya, to te jIvatI thAya. 1096 manane vaza karavuM eTale cauda lokanA nAthane vaza karavA jevuM 1097 jyAM ApaNuM ja mana ApaNA kahyAmAM nathI rahetuM, to bIjAnuM mana ApaNA kahyAmAM zI rIte rahe ? evI AzA ja nA rakhAya. 1098 niyama evo che ke jenuM je viSayamAM mana vaza thayuM hoya, te bIjAnuM te viSayamAM mana vaza karI zake. 1099 jene pArakAnAM mana vaza rahe e "jJAnI'. potAnuM mana vaza saMpUrNapaNe varte tyAra pachI bIjAnuM mana vaza tamane varte. paNa potAno ja Dakho che haju, tyAM sudhI kema varte ? 1100 manathI para koNa thaI zake ? mana jeNe jItyuM hoya te. 1101 manane gamatI vAta Ave tyAre manane chUTuM rAkhe to mana vaza thAya. 1102 "ajJAna' spaMdana kare che ane "jJAna' spaMdanane baMdha kare che. 1103 anAtma vibhAganA dhakkAne laIne bhagavAnane dhakko vAgyo che. spaMdanomAMthI spaMdano UbhAM thayAM che. have spaMdano kema baMdha karavAM e "jJAna" "ame ApIe chIe. 1104 jagatanAM AMdolananuM anukaraNa karavAthI saMsAra Ubho che ane pratikaraNathI mukta thAya che. 1105 ApaNe je spaMdano karyA te ja ApaNI para UDyAM. aNasamajaNamAM je kriyA karI, tenI ja pratikriyA thAya che. 1106 A jagatamAM badhI kriyAo thaI rahI che, e buddhithI ja thAya che. jJAnanI emAM jarUra nathI. "jJAna" jJAnamAM ja che. ane buddhinI je kriyA thAya che, ene ya "jJAna' jANe che ! 1107 kriyAmAtra baMdhana che. mokSane mATe kriyAnI jarUra nathI. mokSane mATe jJAnakriyAnI jarUra che. ajJAnakriyA e baMdhana che. ahaMkArI kriyAne ajJAnakriyA kahevAmAM Ave che ne nirahaMkArI kriyAne jJAnakriyA kahevAmAM Ave che. 1108 AtmA prApta thayA sivAya koI jagyAe draSTirAga karavA jevuM nathI, koI jagyAe abhiniveSa karavA jevuM nathI, aTakavA jevuM nathI. 1109 A 'riyala' vastu che, vAstavika che ane vAstavika badhuM ja kriyAkArI hoya. 1110 A jagatamAM je je kriyAo dekhAya che, e pUraNa karelI galana thaI rahI che. emAM kazuM levA-devA nathI mANasane. emAM ja e ahaMkAra kare che ke "meM sAmAyika karyuM, hisAba baMdhAyo ! jhapaTAyo ! garvarasamAM ja majhA karyA kare ! 1111 pAMca sAmAyika kare to kahe, "meM pAMca karI' ema karIne garvarasa le. kharI rIte zuM kahevuM joIe, ke bhagavakRpAthI pAMca sAmAyika thayAM. garvarasa nA levAya. 1112 "meM kevuM sarasa karyuM' karIne garvarasa bhogave che. garvarasa bahu Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mITho lAge che. Aropa kare tenAthI duHkho che. bhagavAna to paramAnaMdI che ane e ja potAnuM svarUpa che ! 1113 deha kare che, dehanA "sperapArTasa' kare che ne ahaMkAra mAtra IgoIjhama' ja kare che ke "meM karyuM ! AmAMthI garvarasa pedA thAya che ne tene laIne ja jIvI rahyo che. meM karyuM, meM duHkha bhogavyuM, meM sukha bhogavyuM, te garvarasa cAkhI le che. A garvarasa jeno gayo, te chUTyo. A garvarasa anaMta avatArathI zAthI cAkhe che? kAraNa Atmarasa kyAreya cAkhyo ja nathI. 1114 khAya pudgala ne khAlI ahaMkAra kare che ke "meM khAdhuM'. ene khabara ja nathI ke bIjo koI che. A to pArakI pIDA "pote' laI le che. 1115 jo kharekhara ja "pote bhogavato hoya to bhogavanAra to thAkI jAya. paNa pote bhogavato ja nathI. e to khAlI "ahaMkAra" ja kare che. 1116 jeTalA mANasa che eTalA badhA ahaMkAranA prakAra che. 1117 jagatamAM koI kartA nathI. "huM karuM chuM' e "IgoIjhama' che. IgoIjhama'nI chatrachAyA nIce bhrAMti UbhI rahI che. 1118 'huM koNa chuM' e jANavuM hoya to 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse javuM paDe. te "jJAnI puruSa' ahaMkAranI hAjarImAM "huM koNa chuM" jaNAvaDAve. tyAra pachI tamAro hisAba besI jAya. 1119 jene kaMI paNa "mArApaNA'nuM bhAna che, e ja 'igoijhama' che. 1120 jeTalo bhAga 'huM chuM', temAM 'mAruM nA hoya. "mAruM" to "huM'nI bahAra hoya. 1121 jeno ahaMkAra gayo, te bhagavAna thayo ! ahaMkAra che, tyAM sudhI jIvAtmA. ahaMkAra gayo, to thaI gayo paramAtmA. 1122 ahakAra-meM karyuM. jyAM pote nathI karyuM, tyAM meM karyuM ema kahe che, te ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAra karI chAtI phulAvIne pharavuM te mAna ne pachI pote karyuM' ema badhAne kahetAM pharavuM, te abhimAna kahevAya. 11 23 apamAna vAge kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI mAnanuM bhikhArIpaNuM che, nAzavaMta cIjomAM bhikhArIpaNuM che tyAM sudhI. 1124 loko mAna Ape te cAkhavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa joDe joDe ema rahevuM joIe ke A nA hovuM ghaTe. 1125 mAna hoya tyAM sudhI mANasa kadarUpo dekhAya ane kadarUpo thAya eTale AkarSaNa nA thAya koIne. moDhA upara rUpa hoya to ya paNa e mAnane laIne kadarUpo dekhAya. 11 26 apamAnano kiMcitmAtra jene bho che te "jJAnI' nathI. mAnanI ruci che te "jJAnI' nathI. 1127 apamAna karanAro jyAre upakArI gaNAze, tyAre tamAruM mAna chedAI jaze ! apamAna karanArAne upakArI gaNavo, tenAM badala apamAna thAya tyAre mANasa besI jAya che ! 1128 'temaNe mAruM apamAna karyuM', e jJAnathI bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAya 1129 Ama "InsalTa' gamatuM nathI ne lokonuM "InsalTa karavAmAM zUro hoya che. ene mAnavatA kema kahevAya ? 1130 jene mAnanI moTI gAMTha hoya tene, "kaMI apamAna thaI jaze, kaMI apamAna thaI jaze' ema rahyA kare. athavA "kyAMthI mAna maLaze, kyAMthI mAna maLaze', emAM ja tanmayAkAra rahe ! 1131 koI ApaNane je je kare, "Avo Avo' kare, tyAM ApaNI chAtI phUlavA mAMDe, to e khoTa ja khAya ne ? AmAM sAmAnI Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to pharaja che eTale tamane Avo kahe paNa tamAre kAcA nA paDavuM joIe. ApaNe ApaNo tAraNano copaDo tarata joI levo ke kyAM khoTa gaI ! 1132 mAna khAvAnI bahu Teva paDI gaI hoya, e chetarAya. 1133 mAna pAmyA pachI apamAne ya eTaluM ja pAmavAno, A bhavamAM nahi to AvatA bhavamAM AvavAnuM. saheja paNa pudgalanuM sukha tame cAkhyuM to teTaluM tamAre pAchuM ApavuM paDaze. mATe vItarAga thaI jAva. 1134 jeTalA UMce bese teTalI paDavAnI bIka. 1135 apamAna pacAvavuM e to mahAna baLavAnapaNuM che. 1136 ahaMkAra che ke nahIM, e zI rIte khabara paDe ? e to koI apamAna kare tyAre khabara paDe. koI apamAna kare to te samajIne gaLI javuM. 1137 jJAna maLyA pachI apamAna pacAvatAM AvaDe, to te "jJAnI" thaI jAya. ane jJAna maLyA pahelAM apamAna pacAve, to naThora thaI jAya. 1138 potAnI vAtanuM rakSaNa karavuM te ja moTAmAM moTI hiMsA che. potAnI vAta sAcI ja che, tevuM ThasAvavA jAya te ja hiMsA 1142 svamAna eTale apamAna nA thAya e mATenuM rakSaNa karavuM te. 1143 vyavahAramAM svamAna e saguNa kahevAya ane abhimAna durguNa kahevAya. 1144 ajJAnadazAnI sadgaNanI 'limiTa' che, svamAna !! 1145 mAna to evuM che, ke amuka hada sudhI apamAna thAya che, tyAre naphaphaTa thaI jAya che ane amuka pramANamAM mAna maLatuM ja jAya to te tene puSTi maLatI jAya che. ane mAna jo khUba ja maLe, to te mAnanI bhUkha maTI jAya. 1146 pramANathI vadhAre mAna Ape, to ya mahIM kaMTALo Ave ne pramANathI vadhAre apamAna Ave, to ya mahIM akaLAmaNa thAya. 1147 apamAnano bho jato rahe, to vyavahAranA mANaso naphaphaTa thaI jAya. ane nizcayamAM apamAnano bho jato rahe, to mANasa svataMtra thaI jAya ! 1148 jeTalo mAnano premI hoya, te eTalo apamAnano premI nA thaI zake, nahIM ? jeTalo naphAno premI che, eTalo khoTano premI nA thaI zake, nahIM ? 1149 nirahaMkArI thavuM paDaze, nirmAnIpaNuM nA cAle. nirmAnIpaNAno bahu sUkSma ahaMkAra che. uparanAM ziMgaDAM kapAyAM ne aMdaranAM ziMgaDAM rahyAM. aMdaranAM ziMgaDAM aMdaranI kaMDa' utpanna kare. 1150 Ama kyAM sudhI anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka karIza ? potAnuM ajavALuM che nahIM. aMdhArAmAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kyAM sudhI karavuM ? aMdhArAmAM koTayAdhi jojana cAlyo che, paNa eNe ajavALuM joyuM nathI. sAco mArga jaDyo nathI. sAcI vAta to jANavI paDaze ne ! 1151 A bIbI ne A "bIbAM' ! anAdikALathI A ja karyuM che. 1139 mAnamAM kapaTa hoya tyAM "jAgRti' utpanna nA thAya. mAnamAM kapaTa hoya tyAM mAna dekhAya ja nahIM. 1140 abhimAna eTale zuM? paugalika 'veITa'ne (vajanane) potAnuM veITa' mAnavuM te. 'moTo chuM' ema mAnavuM. 1141 abhimAna eTale mAnanI jAherAta. Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAM to ApaNuM paramAtmapaNuM khoyuM ! 1152 Ama saMsAra dekhAvAmAM AkarSaka hoya, paNa mahIM peThA pachI chuTAya nahIM. 1153 mukti konuM nAma ke paravazatA nA lAge. deha hoya chatAM paravazatA nA lAge ! 1154 apamAna Apo chatAM ya AzIrvAda Ape te ekalAM "jJAnI puruSa'! 1155 A jagatamAM jANIne ajANa rahevuM e moTo puruSArtha che ne ?! ame jANIe chatAM ajANa rahIe. 1156 matano Agraha chUTe nahIM, tyAM sudhI to mokSano adhikArI che ja nahIM. matamAM che tyAM sudhI mokSane mATe lAyaka ja nathI. phakta bhautika sukhone mATe lAyaka che, devagatine mATe lAyaka 'svarUpanuM avalaMbana maLyA pachI bhautikanuM avalaMbana nA rahe. "pote' nirAlaMba thaI jAya ! 1161 avalaMbana pudgalanuM levuM khoTuM che. AtmAnuM ja avalaMbana levuM joIe. 1162 "sa" zabda 360 DigrIno che. je, je "DigrI'mAM hoya tene tenuM satya lAge. chellAmAM chelluM 'sat che, te 'senTara'mAM che. 1163 jagata "thiyarI opha rileTiviTI'nA AdhAre satya che ane 'riyAliTInA AdhAre satya nathI. 1164 bhagavAne kaheluM ke pAMca jaNa kahe tema mAnaje ne tArI pakaDa pakaDIza nahIM. je pakaDa pakaDe e judo. kheMca karo, to te tamane nukasAna ne sAmAne ya nukasAna. A satyAsatya e 'rileTiva satyache, vyavahAra satya che. enI kheMca nA hoya. 1165 satyane satya TharAvavA jazo to te asatya thaIne UbhuM raheze. A jagatamAM satya TharAvavA jevuM nathI. 1166 bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ke, khoTAne khoTuM jANa ne sArAne sAruM jANa. paNa khoTuM jANatI vakhate enI para kiMcitmAtra dveSa nA rahevo joIe ne sAruM jANatI vakhate kiMcitmAtra rAga nA rahevo joIe. khoTAne khoTuM nA jANIe to sArAne sAruM jANI zakAya nahIM. 1167 nizcaya eTale pUrNa satya, ne vyavahAra eTale amuka hada sudhInuM satya che. 1168 A jagatamAM sAcuM kazuM hotuM ja nathI. sAmAe vAMdho uThAvyo e badhuM ja khoTuM. badhI bAbatomAM bIjA kaMI vAMdho uThAve che? 1169 jyAM sudhI satyano Agraha hoya tyAM sudhI vItarAga na oLakhAya. 1157 dareka mANasane hUMpha to joIe ja.hUMpha nA hoya, tene gabharAmaNa thAya. eTale bahAra hUMpha khoLe, ghera nA maLe to. "jJAnI puruSa' ekalAne ja huMpha nA joIe. 'jJAnI' nirAlaMba kahevAya. bIjAM emanuM avalaMbana le paNa pote nA le. "jJAnI' ekalAM ja varlDamAM evAM hoya ke je nirAlaMba rahI zake. 1158 jagatanAM avalaMbana to dago de ApaNane. khare TAIme khasI jAya. enA karatAM takiyo sAro ke je khare TAIme khasI to nA jAya. jIvato hoya te khasI jAya. 1159 AtmA sivAya je je avalaMbano lIdhAM hoya te jyAM sudhI nA nIkaLe, tyAM sudhI kaMI vaLe nahIM. 1160 nAnuM chokaruM ya ahIM AdhAra vagara besI nA rahe. koI avalaMbana joIe. bhautikanA avalaMbana vagara koI nA rahe. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1170 Agraha che tyAM saMsAra che. 1171 jyAM kaMI paNa Agraha che tyAM dharma nathI ! 1172 eka ja lakSa rAkhajo ke 'AtmA jANavo che.' 'A karavuM ne te karavuM', tenA AgrahamAM paDazo nahIM. je vakhate je thayuM te kharuM. 1173 nirAgrahI thavuM e vItarAgatAno mArga che. jyAMthI tyAMthI Agraha choDI de. satyanA Agrahane ya bhagavAne ajJAnatA kahI. 'amArA'mAM Agraha nAme ya nA hoya ! 1174 matAgrahathI kyAreya paNa mokSa nA thAya. nirAgrahIno ja mokSa che. 1175 vItarAga vijJAnamAM saheje ya kadAgraha nA hoya. matAgraha to hoya ja nahIM. 1176 kheMca ke haThAgraha nA hovAM joIe. kheMcane kahIe ke tame jAva.' to te jAya, tevI kheMca hoya to cAle. 1177 A jagatamAM evuM koI satya nathI ke jeno Agraha karavA jevo hoya ! jeno Agraha karyo, e satya ja nathI ! 1178 jyAM Agraha tyAM pakaDa, ne jyAM pakaDa tyAM vyathA ! 1179 nA gamatI hoya, tema chatAM sAmAnA AgrahathI cA pIvI paDe che. te cA pIvAnI Ave, te ApaNo doSa ne sAmo Agraha kare che, te teno pachI doSa thAya che ! 1180 jene AgrahanuM jhera nA hoya, tenI AMTIo badhI nIkaLI jAya. 1181 jemAM Agraho karyA che, abhiprAyo bAMdhyA che tenA ja vicAro AvyA kare ! 1182 kSaNe kSaNe palaTo mAre evuM A jagata, emAM abhiprAya Ape, te ja potAnI bhUla che ! 1183 jeTalAM abhiprAya jene mATe baMdhAyA, teTalAM abhiprAya ApaNe choDIe to sahaja thaIe. je bAbatane mATe jenA abhiprAya baMdhAyelA hoya, te ApaNane khUMcyA ja karatuM hoya ane te abhiprAya ApaNe choDIe, to sahaja thavAya. 1184 abhiprAya to ahIM rAkhavAno che ke A deha dago che. 1185 opana mAInDa (khulluM mana) hoya, to ja 'karekTa' abhiprAya apAya. 1186 pasaMdagI to bhrAMta abhiprAya che. 1187 koI paNa jAtano abhiprAya Apavo e javAbadArI che ! 1188 abhiprAya baMdhAyo ke rAga-dveSa thAya. jeno abhiprAya nahIM teno rAga-dveSa nahIM. 1189 viSayo rAga-dveSavALA nathI, abhiprAyanI mAnyatA e ja rAga-dveSa che. 1190 prakRti to abhiprAye ya rAkhe, badhuM ya rAkhe, paNa ApaNe abhiprAya rahita thavuM. 'ApaNe' judA, prakRti judI. 'ApaNe' ApaNo judo judo bhAga bhajavavo. e pIDAmAM utaravuM nahIM. 1191 AtmAnuM kriyAvAdapaNuM ajJAnatAne laIne ja che. tene laIne aMtaHkaraNa UbhuM thayuM, prakRti UbhI thaI ! 1192 sAmAnI prakRtinuM oLakhANa thAya to tenI joDe vItarAgatA rahe. prakRtinuM oLakhANa thavuM e 'jJAna' ane jJAna thayuM eTale vartanamAM Ave. Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1193 mana-vacana-kAyA ne prakRtinA AMTA jevI rIte vIMTAyA che tevI ja rIte ukelavAnA. 1194 jeTalI jeTalI prakRti 'pablika' joDe "eDajasTa' nA thAya, te badhI khoTI prakRti. 1195 prakRtine jue, tema ochI thAya. jyAM sudhI prakRtine jue nahIM, tyAM sudhI ochI nA thAya. 1196 'jJAnI' paNa prakRtimAM che. paNa prakRtimAM rahIne pote chUTA rahe te "jJAnI" ! 1197 svabhAva e puruSa che ane bhrAMti e prakRti che. 1198 'puruSa'no svabhAva 'jJAyaka' che ne prakRtino svabhAva to 'DAnsiMga' karavAno che. 1199 pote eka sekaMDa paNa puruSa' thAya to bahu thaI gayuM ! eka seMkaDa paNa 'puruSa' thayo e paramAtmA thAya. eka sekaMDa paNa koI puruSa' thayo nathI. 1200 A prakRti dekhAya che jIvaMta, paNa kharI rIte e jIvaMta nathI. sAmAsAmI je kaMI paNa kare che, tophAna mAMDe che, temAM ya cetana nathI. khAlI "roMga bilIpha' ja che ke "meM karyuM !' AtmAnI hAjarImAM A badhuM thaI rahyuM che. khAlI hAjarI ja che. AmAM javAbadAra koNa ? AmAM bhUla zI ? tyAre kahe, kare che bIjo ne kahe che ke "huM karuM chuM' e bhUla che. ene bhAMgI nAkho to ukela Ave. 1201 potAnI bhUlo dekhe e paramAtmA thaI zake ! 1202 potAnI bhUlo dekhAvAnI zarU thAya tyArathI paramAtmA thavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI ! 1203 je potAnA badhA ya doSo joI zake che. te bhagavAnano ya uparI che ! 1204 pUrNa jAgRti thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI pote potAnA sarva doSo joI zake nahIM, tyAM sudhI nirdoSa thavAya nahIM. 1205 jyAM sudhI jagata doSita dekhAya che tyAM sudhI Indriya jJAna che. tyAM sudhI aMdara zuddhikaraNa thayuM nathI. 1206 draSTidoSa che, tenA ja jhaghaDAM ne matabheda che. 1207 jagatanA doSa kADhe, tyAM sudhI eka akSare ya AtmAno jaDe nahIM. nijadoSa dekhe e ja AtmA ! 1200 jyAre pote potAnA doSa dekhe tyAre svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma thAya ! 1209 jyAre pote potAnA doSa joze, tyAre bIjAnA doSa jovAnI navarAza nahIM rahe ! 1210 svadoSa ane svakalpanAthI UbhuM thayuM che. A badhuM ! 1211 koInI ya khoDa kADhavA jevuM A jagata nathI. khoDa kADhI eTale baMdhAyA. 1212 ApaNe bhUla vagaranA thaI javuM, tethI mAthe uparI koI nA rahe. 1213 bhagavAnane bhUla kADhavAno vakhata nA Ave, te ja bhagavAnano uparI. te ja bhagavAnane vaDhI zake ! 1214 jyAM prema che tyAM doSa nathI. vepArI prema Avyo tyAM badhA doSa dekhAya. 1215 A jagatamAM koI paNa mANasa tamAruM kaMI nukasAna kare che, e to nimitta che. temAM "rIsponsibala' (javAbadAra) tame Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja cho. koI mANasa kazuM karI zake ja nahIM, evuM svataMtra A jagata che ! ane koI karI zakatuM hota to bhayano pAra ja nA raheta. koIne mokSe ja nA javA deta. 1216 ApaNo hisAba hoya to ja koI ApaNuM nAma de. ApaNe mahIM jo sahI nA karelI hoya to koI nAma nA de. A to ApaNI ja sahIne lIdhe che A badhuM ! 1217 koI ApaNI khoDa kADhe to jANavuM ke ApaNAmAM kacAza che. pachI koI UMdhuM ja bolanAro hoya, tenI vAta judI che. paNa evuM khAsa nA hoya. 1218 AkhA dA'DAmAM koIno kazo guno thato ja nathI. jeTalAM gunA dekhAya che, te ja ApaNI kacAza che. 1219 bIjAnI bhUlo jovI e to bhayaMkara bhUla che ! 1220 sAmAne kharAba kahevAthI ke kharAba jovAthI pote ja kharAba thaI jAya che. loka sArA dekhAze tyAre pote sAro thaze. 1221 koIne ya doSa dekhAya te nikAlI bAbata nathI, grahaNIya bAbata che ! 1222 doSabuddhithI doSa dekhAya che. saheja avaLA heMDyA ke badhA ya doSita dekhAze ! 1223 "amane' AtmA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja rUpALuM lAgatuM nathI ane kharAba to A jagatamAM koI cIja che ja nahIM. 'potAnI' bAunDrI cUkavI, enuM nAma kharAba ! 1224 potAnI bhUla potAne' jaDe nahIM, enuM nAma jagata. 1225 potAnI bhUla 'potAne' dekhAya, enuM nAma samakita. 1226 jyAM bhagavAna paNa pahoMcI nA zake e sthiti para "jJAnI' beThelA hoya. kAraNa ke bhagavAnane bolavAnI zakti nathI, AzIrvAda ApavAnI zakti nathI. jyAre A badhI ja zaktio "jJAnI' pAse che. eTale bhagavAna "jJAnI'ne vaza thayA che, bIjA koIne nahIM ! 1227 A badhA "rileTiva' dharmo che, e badhA prAkRta dharmo che. jene bhaya gamato hoya, tene mATe prAkRta dharmo barAbara che. paNa jene nirbhayatA joItI hoya, vItarAgatA gamatI hoya, tene riyala' dharmamAM AvavuM paDaze ! 1228 dharma kone kahevAya ke jyAM adharma nA hoya. adharma hoya tyAM dharma nA kahevAya. bemAMthI eka hoya. dareka bhAvanAnI pAchaLa eka hoya kAM to dharma hoya kAM to adharma hoya. 1229 A mana-vacana-kAyA ekAkAra thAya, ene bhagavAne "mukhya dharma kahyo che. te ekAkAra nA rahetAM hoya to ApaNe eTalI bhAvanA rAkhavI ke "mAre ekAkAra rAkhavAM che', evuM nakkI karIe to ko'ka dahADo e phaLe. 1230 dharma to enuM nAma ke je AdhyAtmikanAM badhAM sAdhana bheLAM karI Ape. 1231 "jJAnI puruSa' pAse badhA dharmano sAra hoya. 1232 prakRti dharma zuM kahe che? prAkRta dharmanI racanA to juo ! moTA moTA "jJAnI'one paNa temAM rahevuM paDyuM ! prAkRta dharma to oLakhavo ja paDaze. "jJAtA-dra' ekalo ja AtmAno dharma ane bIjA badhA ja prAkRta dharma. 1233 eka kSaNa paNa AtmA ArAdhe, teno mokSa thayA vagara rahe nahIM. evuM A padgalika ramaNatAvALuM jagata che ! 1234 ArAdhanA eTale UMce caDhavuM. UMce caDhelA joDe ApaNe Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ potAnA gharamAM ja beThAM che, paNa ene oLakhato nathI ane kahe che ke Ane oLakhuM chuM, pelAne oLakhuM chuM. enAM karatAM tane, "potAne' oLakhane ! 1245 "huM pote koNa chuM' e nA jANyuM e moTAmAM moTo AtmaghAta 'joInTa' rAkhIe to UMce caDhAya ane emanuM avaLuM bolIe to nIce paDIe. 1235 ApaNAthI be DigrI UMco hoya tenI joDe guNamAM rahIe, emanA guNagAna karIe, emanI bhakti karIe, emanI sevA karIe, to e ArAdhanA kahevAya. emanuM avaLuM bolIe, niMdA karIe te virAdhanA kahevAya. virAdhanAthI nIce paDI javAya, ArAdhanAthI UMce caDhAya. 1236 "jJAnI puruSa'nI ArAdhanA karI, e ja zuddhAtmAnI ArAdhanA karyA barobara che, te ja paramAtmAnI ArAdhanA che, ne e ja mokSanuM mukhya kAraNa che. 1237 ArAdhanA ne bhajanAmAM zo phera? ArAdhavuM eTale vAre ghaDIe draSTi tyAM javI ane bhajavuM eTale niraMtara tanmayAkAra. ArAdhanA ne bhajanA potAnA svarUpanI ja karavAnI che. bIjuM badhuM to saheje ya cAlyA kare ! 1238 avinaya ne virAdhanAmAM zo phera ? avinaya eTale vinaya nA kare che ane virAdhanA eTale sAmo thAya te. 1239 'jJAnI'nI virAdhanA jJAna-darzana-cAritra badhAMyane roke ! 1240 "jJAnI puruSa' ane paramAtmAmAM phera mAne to te mumukSu ja nathI. "jJAnI puruSa'ne saheja upAdhi hoya ne paramAtmAne upAdhi nA hoya. 1241 "jJAnI puruSa' deha sAthe 'AtmA' thayA che ! 1242 AkhI duniyAnuM moTAmAM moTuM Azcarya "AtmA che ! e pAmI gayA eTale sarva pAmI gayA !!! 1243 samakita eTale AtmAnI oLakha. 1244 potAnA ja AtmAne oLakhavA mATe keTalI badhI mAthAphoDa ?! 1246 prayogI prayoga svarUpe thaI jAya che e ja bhrAMti ! 1247 AtmajJAna kone kahevAya ke, je "jJAna" "joya'mAM pariNamatuM hatuM, te 'jJAna' 'jJAtAmAM pariNAma pAme. 1248 AtmAno anubhava eTale zuM? niraMtara paramAnaMda sthiti. 1249 cetanano AnaMda to eka vAra Ave pachI pAcho jAya nahIM. cetanano AnaMda sanAtana hoya ! 1250 ajJAnathI mAnasika AnaMda bhogavyo, e ja saMsAranuM kAraNa. 'jJAna'no ja AnaMda bhogavAya. 1251 khoTI samajaNo dUra thAya ne sAcI samajaNa Ave e ja AnaMda che. 1252 jyAM sudhI vyavahAramAM che tyAM sudhI mAnasika AnaMda ne AtmA jANyA pachI AtmAno AnaMda. 1253 manano dharma, buddhino dharma, cittano dharma, ahaMkArano dharma, A badhA dharmo ane AtmAnA dharma, A badhA potapotAnA dharmamAM AvI jAya, enuM nAma "jJAna'. ane ekanA dharma upara ApaNe" dabANa karIe eTale thayuM 'ajJAna' ! 1254 AtmAno svabhAva zo ? badhAnA dharmane jovuM, "koNa kayo kayo dharma ne kevI rIte bajAvI rahyuM che" ene jovuM, enuM nAma AtmAno dharma. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1255 jene sApekSa draSTi kahe che, ene laIne cittanI azuddhi che, nirapekSa draSTi thAya eTale cittazuddhi thaI jAya. 1256 cittazuddhi thaI gaI, enuM nAma ja lAyakadarzana. 1257 cittavRtti bhagavAnanI AgaLa nirmaLa thaI zake, paNa e to lokone AvaDe nahIM. cittavRtti nirmaLa karavAno nAnAmAM nAno upAya eTale ochAmAM ochA nispRhI mANasono saMga ane chellAmAM chello saMpUrNa nirmaLa karavAno upAya eTale vitarAganuM nididhyAsana ! cittavRtti nirmaLa thAya eTale 'jJAnI puruSa' yAda AvyA kare ! 1258 je vRttio anAdithI bhaTakatI hatI, te aMdara AvI nijagharamAM praveza kare, tene nivRtti kahevAya. 1259 citta ardhajIvatuM che ane mane bilakula 'phijhikala' che. 1260 vicAronuM vamaLa pharyA kare, tyAre e mana kahevAya che. mana te vakhate svataMtra rIte hoya che. vRttione ne ene kaMI levAdevA nathI. vRttio to pachI utpanna thAya ne pachI AghIpAchI thayA kare. 1261 vicAro kevI rIte rokavA ? vicArone kahI daIe ke 'tamArI vAta tame jANo, ame tamArA pakSamAM nathI. eTale tame bhagavAnanA pakSamAM beThA. 1262 avaLA vicAre saMsAra baMdhAyo, savaLA vicAre ya saMsAra baMdhAyo ne "avicAre' mokSe jAya ! 1263 mana upara AvatA bhavano AdhAra che. kAyAno AdhAra to ghasAI javAno. 1264 'bhAvamana e "cArja mana che. 'dravyamana' 'DiscArja mana che. 'bhAvamana' saMsAra Ubho kare. 'dravyamana' saMsAra nivAre. ahaMkAra gayo eTale 'bhAvamana' UDyuM ! 1265 jagata zuM zIkhavADe che? ahaMkAra zIkhavADe che. ahaMkAramAMthI to pachI badhA bahu paryAyo UbhA thAya ! 1266 ahaMkAranI zUnyatA mATe "jJAnI puruSa' zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa besADe. 1267 "jJAnI'nA caraNanI velyu keTalI ? AMkI nA zakAya teTalI. jJAnI'nuM caraNa, e to igoijhama ogALavAnuM eka mAtra solvanTa che ! 1268 "huM paNAno IgoIjhama ane 'mArApaNAno pakSapAta che, tyAM sudhI chuTakAro thAya ja zI rIte ? 1269 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e Aropita bhAva che. eTale rAta-dA'Do AropanAmuM ghaDAyA ja kare. 1270 vAstavika rIte bAhyakaraNa bAdhaka nathI, aMtaHkaraNa bAdhaka che. 1271 "sensiTiva' mANasanI, sAmo kaMIka zabda bolyo, ke tarata ja iphekTa' thAya. kharI rIte zabda to "rekarDa' che ! 1272 koI premabhagna hoya, to koI ahaMkArabhagna hoya. eno ene bahu mAra khAvo paDe. 1273 jyAM "igoijhama" che, tyAM "jJAna" nathI. ne jyAM "jJAna" che, tyAM "IgoIjhama' nA hoya. 1274 sahanazIlatA e ahaMkArano guNa che. 1275 "ejhekTalI" je sahana kare che, te kesa' kudaratane soMpe che. koIne ya daMDa ApavAnI jarUra nathI. kudarata ja tene daMDa Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Apaze. 1276 mane sahana nathI thatuM e ja asahanazakti ne mane sahana thAya che e ja sahanazakti. 1277 jenI joDe nA phAvyuM tyAM ja zakti pragaTa karavAnI che. phAvyuM tyAM to zakti che ja. "nA phAve' e nabaLAI kahevAya. 1278 zuddha prema hoya tyAM kheMca nA hoya. kheMca e Asakti che. 1279 saMsAramAM jo 'rilezana' - saMbaMdha che tema jANe to ukela Ave. paNa jo sAco saMbaMdha jANyo to kheMca rahe. "rilezana' saMbaMdhamAM mAruM sAcuM ema karavAnuM nA rahe. 'le, tAruM sAcuM' karIne ukela lAvo. 1280 'ApaNe zuM?" ema kahenAra ja kudaratano moTo gunegAra che. 1281 jyAM AtmA bhUlAya, e sthaLa ApaNuM nahIM. 1282 sarva rIte mananuM samAdhAna karAve te ja saMpUrNa jJAna ane e ja sarva samAdhAnI jJAna che. 1283 saMsArano doSa nathI, saMsAra to sarasa che. tamArI samajaNa UMdhI, temAM saMsAra zuM kare? 1284 samakita enuM nAma ke game te sthitimAM savaLo cAle. 1285 UMdhuM kare enuM nAma mithyAtvI ne chatuM kare enuM nAma samakitI. 1286 AcaraNa enuM nAma ke yathArtha samajamAM AvavuM. 1287 'A' mArga mArI-ThokIne laI javAno nathI. 'A' mArge samajIne javAnuM che. 1288 jyAM karavApaNuM che tyAM dharma utpanna thAya ne samajavApaNuM che tyAM mokSa utpana thAya. 1289 "huM karuM chuM' evuM jyAM sudhI chUTuM nathI, tyAM sudhI yathArtha dharmano eka akSare ya pAmyo nathI. tyAM sudhI zubhAzubha che. 1290 baMdhanamAMthI mukti karAve, enuM nAma yathArtha dharma. 1291 bhUla potAnA mAthe laI le te ja kharo ne ? tANa nA karavI. tANa karavA karatAM, bIjAno vAMka kADhavA karatAM, te vAMke potAnA mAthe laI lo ne ! 1292 pAMsaro thayo teno mokSa che. tema nahIM thAva to loka mArI mArIne pAMsaro karaze. mokSanuM dvAra to sAMkaDuM che. te ADAI haze to zI rIte mahIM dAkhala thaI zakaze ? 1293 mahIM UMdhuM to bahAra UMdhuM dekhAya. tyAre mahIM tapAsa karIe ke A badhAne nathI khUMcatuM ne mane ja kema khUMce che ? mATe mArI mahIM ja UMdhuM che. 1294 potAne jemAM "InTaresTa' (rasa) rahelo hoya, temAM tene potAnI bhUla nA dekhAya. 1295 bIjAnA doSa dekhAya che te ApaNA ja doSano paDagho che, moTAmAM moTo ApaNo ja doSa che ! ene gAMDo ahaMkAra kahevAya 1296 sAcuM jJAna jANyA pachI duHkhane ochuM kare che ne sukhane vadhAre che. e jANyA pachI kAcA paDIe to e ApaNI ja bhUla che 1297 potAne bhUlo paDavAno yoga lakhelo hoya, tyAre sAcI vAta nA mAne, bIjI ja mAne. 1298 je "zuddhAtmA'nA khyAlamAM che te khyAtanAma kahevAya. koI Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakhyAtanAma kahevAyelo nahIM, paNa khyAtanAma kahevAyelA. prakhyAta e "ebova normAliTI'thI hoya che. 1299 je jeno "propegenDA' kare, te prakhyAtimAM Ave ane gupta rahe te khyAtimAM Ave. kiMmata khyAtinI che, prakhyAtinI nahIM ! 1300 jyAM kaMI paNa 'polIza" che tyAM UbhA rahezo nahIM, nahIM to phasAI paDazo. 1301 jyAre (?) dharmamAM paisAno vyavahAra baMdha thaI jaze, tyAre dharma zobhA Apaze ! 1302 "lAIpha' bhogavatAM bhogavatAM mokSe javA mATe che. "ebova normala' ke 'bilo normala' nA joIe. 'lAIpha' to normala joIe. 1303 ApaNe sIdhA thavAnI jarUra che, sAdhu thavAnI jarUra nathI. 1304 puruSone mATe strIo e "kAunTara veITa' che. te ochuM paDe tyAM choDIo "kAunTara veITa' che. "kAunTara veITa' vinA cAle ja nahIM. nahIM to UthalI paDe ! 1305 jeTaluM 'phrI opha kosTa' che e badhuM pharajiyAta che. 1306 A jagatamAM koI cIja maphata nA hoya. tamAruM ja che, te tamArI sAme Ave che ! 1307 kharo svArthI hoya e paramAtmA thAya ! A to parArtha kahevAya. svArthI te 'sva'no artha karI le. 1308 sAco potAno svArtha to potAno mokSa ane potAnuM svarUpa' e ja. 1309 paramArtha karatAM karatAM svArtha prApta thAya. svArthane mATe ja paramArtha karavAno che ane svArtha AvyA pachI paramArtha karavAno raheto nathI. 1310 AcaraNamAM durgadha zenAthI phelAya che? IgoIjhama' ne bIjA durguNathI. 1311 je harSa pAme, tane zoka pAmavAno vakhata Ave. 1312 loko vyavahAramAM coMTI paDe che, e emanI bhUla che. coMTI paDe che, tethI te A jagatano mAra khAvo paDe che. 1313 mAyA eTale ghora ajJAnatA. ajJAnatAne laIne A duHkha che. A jagatamAM duHkha hoya nahIM. duHkha hoya to badhAne hovuM joIe. 1314 dharmathI mAyAnI lUMTa baMdha thaI jAya ne adharmathI mAyAnI lUMTa cAlu thaI jAya. 1315 jyAM ajavALuM thayuM tyAM mAyA nA Ave. aMdhAruM thayuM ke mAyA pesI jAya. "jJAnI puruSa' tamane kAyamanI mAyA jatI rahe evuM karI Ape. 1316 mAyArahita sukha e sAcuM sukha kahevAya. 1317 janma mAyA karAve che, lagna mAyA karAve che ne maraNa paNa mAyA karAve che. paNa AmAM zarata eTalI ke sAmrAjya mAyAnuM nathI. sAmrAjya tamAruM che. tamArI IcchA vagara nA thAya. tame gayA avatAre je sahI karI Apo cho, tenuM phaLa mAyA Ape che. 1318 A 'rileTiva' joIne ja gUMcAro Ubho thayo, enuM nAma saMsAra ! jo 'riyala' joyuM hota, to AvuM hota ja nahIM ! 1319 sAcI vAta che tyAM gUMca nathI ne sAcI vAta nathI tyAM ramakaDAM ramADavAnI gUMcamAM ja che. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1320 jene jagatamAM gUMcavADo jAya, e "saMpUrNa puruSa' kahevAya. 1321 jagata muMjhAmaNathI sapaDAyuM che, dardothI nahIM. dardI e to muMjhAmaNathI thAya che. A jhADane kaMI dardo thAya che ?! A kAgaDAne kaMI 'perAlIsisa' ke 'hAI blaDaprezara' thAya che ?! 1322 je gUMcAyelA hoya tyAM tame tene vadhAre nA gUMcavo to phAyado thAya. agara to tenI gUMca kADho to khUba phAyado thAya. paNa gUMcavAyelAne gUMcave to zuM thAya ? mahIM bhagavAna beThA che ne ! 1323 nANAMno bojo rAkhavA jevo nathI. benkamAM jamA thAya eTale 'hAza' kare ne jAya eTale duHkha thAya. A jagatamAM kazuM ja hAza" karavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke "TempararI' che ! 1324 lakSmI sahajabhAve bhegI thatI hoya to thavA devI paNa tenA para Teko nA devo. Teko daIne 'hAza' karo, paNa kyAre e Teko khasI jAya e kahevAya nahIM. mATe pahelethI cetIne cAlo ke jethI azAtA vedanIyamAM hAlI nA javAya. 1325 mahIM anaMta zakti che. tame mahIM vicAra karo. te jevuM vicAro, tevuM bahAra thaI jAya ! paNa A to mahenata karIne, vicAronI pAchaLa paDe che to ya bahAra tevuM thatuM nathI, eTalI badhI nAdArI kheMcI che manuSyoe ! kaLiyuga Avyo che ! 1326 bhagavAne kahyuM, hisAba mAMDazo nahIM. bhaviSyakALanuM jJAna hoya, to hisAba mAMDajo. alyA, hisAba mAMDavo hoya, to kAle marI jaIza eno hisAba mAMDane ?! 1327 prAmANikatAthI vepAra karaje. pachI je thAya te kharuM. paNa hisAba mAMDIza nahIM ! 1328 eka dhaMdhAnA be chokarA ! ekanuM nAma khoTa ne ekanuM nAma napho. khoTavALo chokaro koIne game nahIM, paNa be hoya ja e to, be janmelAM ja hoya. 1329 paisAnI pAchaLa ja paDyA che te kyAMthI paiso levo, kyAMthI paiso levo. alyA, samazAna(smazAna)mAM zAnA paisA khoLo cho ? A saMsAra to samazAna jevuM thaI gayuM che. prema jevuM kazuM dekhAtuM nathI. paisA je rIte AvavAnA che, eno rasto kudaratI che. "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa' che. tenI pAchaLa ApaNe paDavAnI zI jarUra ? e ja ApaNane mukta kare to bahu sAruM ne bApa !! 1330 lakSmI kyAre nA maLe ? lokonI kUthalI, niMdAmAM paDe tyAre. mananI svacchatA, dehanI svacchatA ane vANInI svacchatA hoya to lakSmI maLe ! 1331 kharI rIte chetaranArA e ja chetarAya che ! ne chetarAyelo anubhavane pAme che, ghaDAya che. jeTaluM khoTuM nANuM hoya, teTaluM ja lUMTAI jAya ne sAcuM nANuM hoya, to teno saupayoga thAya ! 1332 'samajIne chetarAvA' jevI pragati A jagatamAM koI paNa nathI. A siddhAMta bahu UMco che. 1333 je jANI-bujhIne chetarAya te mokSano adhikArI ! 1334 vizvAsaghAta thAya to bhAIbaMdhane ya choDI de. alyA, nA choDAya ! mahIM paramAtma zakti che ane 'svarUpajJAna' prApta thAya to paramAtma dazAM ya AvI jAya ! 1335 jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra zUnyatAne nA pAme tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM bhaya, bhaya ne bhaya ja che. 1336 A bhaya ahaMkArane ja che. jJAnI puruSane ahaMkAra nathI to temane koI paNa prakArano bhaya nathI. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1337 A saMsArano eTalo badho bho nA rAkhavo ke jethI paraloka bagaDe ! 1338 vItarAga kyAre kahevAya ? A jagatamAM koI cIja saMbaMdhI bhaya nA lAge tyAre.. 1339 tamAre bhaDaka zI ? tame paramAtmA cho ! paramAtmA bhaDake to jagata bhaDakI jaze ! 'ApaNe' prakRtine pele pAra chIe. 1340 jagatamAM bhaya pAmavA jevuM nathI. je kaMI thaze, te pudgalanuM ja thaze ne ? 1341 bhaya kone hoya ? jene lobha hoya tene. 1342 vItarAgano sAra zo ? nirbhayatA ! 1343 je niraMtara gAravarasamAM - ThaMDakamAM rAkhe che e kaSAya ja bhaTakAvanArA che. 1344 jyAre apamAnano bhaya nahIM rahe tyAre koI apamAna nahIM kare evo niyama ja che. jyAM sudhI bhaya che tyAM sudhI vepAra, bhaya gayo eTale vepAra baMdha. 1345 saMsAra ke kriyAo naDatI nathI, kaSAyo naDe che ! 1346 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhamAM ja jagatanA badhA ja viSayo samAI jAya che. krodha ane mAyA e to rakSaka che. muLa lobhamAMthI ja utpana thayuM che. mAnIne mAnano lobha hoya che. kapaTa pAchuM enuM rakSaNa kare. 1347 A jagatamAM je saraLa nathI e badhA ya kapaTavALA che. 1348 eka paNa saMyogano lobha hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM AvavuM paDe che, tyAM sudhI rajhaLapATa cAlu ja rahe. 1349 mAnano ya lobha hoya chevaTe. lobhathI saMyoga UbhA thAya. saMyoga Ubho thayo eTale saMsAra Ubho thAya. 1350 darzanamohanIyathI AkhI mAnyatA UbhI thaI, tethI A kaSAya UbhA thayA. atyAre kaSAyathI sAMdho che. paNa kaSAya zenAthI to ke darzanamohanIyathI. 1351 akaSAyI nA thAya, tyAM sudhI manuSyamAtra du:khI ja hoya. 1352 jenA kaSAya gayA te 'darzana karavA yogya. akaSAyabhAva e ja "jJAnI' ! 1353 akaSAyabhAva e paramAtmabhAva che. kaSAya jAya to AkhA brahmAMDano svAmI thayo. 1354 eka ja akaSAyI mANasanAM darzana karavAmAM Ave to ema ne ema pApa dhovAI jAya ! 'jJAnI puruSa' sivAya akaSAyI mANasa hoya nahIM. 1355 jyAM kaSAya che tyAM vItarAga dharma ja nathI. bhagavAnane tyAganI jarUra nathI. kaSAya rahita thavAnI jarUra che. kaSAya rahitane mokSa dharma kahyo ane tyAgane saMsAradharma kahyo. 1356 jyAM kaSAya tyAM naya parigrahanAM poTalAM ja kahevAya. pachI e himAlayamAM paDI raheto hoya ke guphAmAM ! kaSAyano abhAva tyAM parigrahano abhAva, te pachI rAjamahelamAM kema raheto nA hoya ! 1357 zuddha upayogIne kaSAya bhAva hoya ja nahIM ! 1358 game tevA saMyogo hoya paNa mahIM caMcaLatA nA hovI joIe. mahIM caMcaLatA thAya to samajavuM ke hajI kaSAya chUTayA nathI. 1359 gajavuM kapAya ne kaSAya UbhA nA thavA de te "jJAna'. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A bAIno dhaNI chuM, A bAbAno bApa chuM, huM eMsI varasano chuM', kahe che. keTalI badhI bhUlo !paraMparA bhUlonI !! mULamAM ja bhUla !!! mAtra eka ja aNasamajaNa 'A' che ane enAthI ja mokSa aTakyo che ane eka ja samajathI mokSa che ! 1368 kharI rIte koI doSita che ja nahIM. prakRti kare che tyAre AtmA mAlika hoto nathI. prakRti baMdhAtI vakhate AtmA bhrAMtithI mAlika thAya che ne chUTatI vakhate AtmA mAlika hoya nahIM 1360 je "jJAna" vikalpo UbhA thavA nA de, e nirvikalpa jJAna" e ja nirvikalpa AtmA che ne e ja paramAtmA che ! 1361 AtmA kevo che ? kalpasvarUpa che. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' ema thayuM e vizeSabhAva thayo eTale vikalpa thayo. huM mAlika chuM' e bIjo vikalpa. Ano kAko thAuM e trIjo vikalpa. Ama naryA vikalpa ja che ! 1362 pote kalpasvarUpa che. eTale jevuM ciMtave tevo thAya. tyAre ene nirvikalpI kema kahyo ? vikalpI thayo mATe nirvikalpI kahevuM paDyuM ! 1363 tame kaho ke "huM have vRddha jevo dekhAuM chuM,' to tevA dekhAvAnI zarUAta thAya. tame kaho ke "nA, have huM juvAna jevo dekhAuM chuM,' to tevA dekhAvAnI zarUAta thAya. jevuM kalpo tevuM dekhAya. AtmA kalpasvarUpa che ane vikalpa karo eTale pachI saMsAra Ubho thAya ! nirvikalpamAM Avo to 'mULa svarUpamAM AvI javAya ! 1364 'roMga bilipha' e ja mahIM kaiDe che. bahAra koI kaiDatuM nathI. 1365 bahAranuM kAma kyAre sudhare? mahIM zAMti thAya tyAre. 136 6 sAkArane nirAkAra karavuM paDaze. AtmA nirAkAra che. paNa enA mATe abhiprAya che e ja sAkArIbhAva che !nirAkArI mATe sAkArabhAva e virodhAbhAsa che ! virodhAbhAsa kADhavA mATe nirAkArI bhAvamAM AvavuM paDaze. "ame' nirAkArane nirAkAra joIe ane nirAkAra bhAvamAM rahIe. nirAkAra AtmA mATe sAkArabhAva karavAthI AtmAnuM chedana thAya che ! kevI moTI bhUla thaI ! 1367 mokSa kyAre thaze ?!! tamAruM jJAna, tamArI samajaNa bhUla vagaranI thaze tyAre. bhUlathI ja aTakyA cho. 'huM caMdulAla chuM, 1369 A badhA prAkRta doSo che, te cetananA doSo mAne che. tethI to A saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. 1370 koI manuSya duHkhI che nahIM. duHkhanI bUmo pADo cho e tamArI ja bhUlathI che. 1371 ko'kane pArako mAnyo e ja bhUla che. badhuM potAnuM ja svarUpa che. paNa e samajAvuM joIe ne? pArako mAnyo eTale ene mAryuM, paNa e potAne ja vAge che. 1372 'tuM je je kare che, tenI pratikriyA tane daMDa ApyA karaze. mAre tane daMDa ApavA AvavuM paDatuM nathI.' ema bhagavAna kahe che. 1373 je gunegAra hato, te tamArI draSTithI nirdoSa manAIne chUTayo? jo chUTayo to e ja "jJAna" che ane "jJAna" e ja paramAtmA che. avasthA dekhAya ne paramAtmA dekhAya. avasthAno nikAla karyo ke hisAba cUkate thayo. 1374 bhUla to mANasa mAtranI thAya, emAM gabharAvAnuM zuM ? bhUla bhAMganArA che tyAM jaIne kahIe ke "sAheba, mArI AvI bhUlo thAya che, to e rasto batAve.' 1375 je potAno guno Izvara upara nahIM nAkhI detAM potA upara Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmA, e ja paramAtmA ! 1384 bhagavAnanuM nAma kyAre yAda Ave? jyAre ApaNane emanA taraphathI kaMIka lAbha thAya, emanA para prema Ave tyAre ! 1385 khudA oLakhAya tyAre 'ApakhudI' jAya ! 1386 khudAne oLakhavA paDaze. khudAne oLakhyA sivAya allA maLe nahIM. khudAI sattA prApta thavI joIe. khudAI sattA to naryuM sukhanuM dhAma che. tyAM kaMI duHkha nA hoya. gALa bhAMDe to ya sukha paDe ! 1387 "bhagavAna" ane "paramAtmA" be zabda bolAya che. muslimo ke "khudA" ane "allAha' ema be zabda bole che. allAha e paramAtmAnI jagyAe che ne khudA e bhagavAnanI jagyAe leze, tene kudarata mApha karaze. bhagavAna ke je kaMI ja karato nathI, tene bhagavAna kare che, tema kahenArane bahu moTI jokhamadArI che ! 1376 bhagavAna karyA hoya to eno kyAre pAra Ave ?! bhagavAna banAvanAro ne ApaNe banyA (!) ApaNe enAM ramakaDAM eTale thaI gayuM kalyANa (!) ApaNo mokSa pachI kyAre thAya? koI tamAro uparI nathI, koI tamAro "anDarahenDa' nathI ! 1377 koI bApo ya tAro uparI nathI ! to ya loko vIluM moTuM laIne phare ke mAruM laI leze ! alyA, AkhA brahmAMDano tuM mAlika che. tAruM koNa laI levAnuM che ? 1378 "akrama vijJAna evuM che ke paramAtmA paNa pUchanAra nathI ! 1379 tamAre "aMDarahenDa'nI Teva che eTale tamane uparI maLe che. nahIM to tamAro koI uparI nathI ke tamAro koI 'aMDarahenDa' paNa nathI, evuM A "varlDa" che. 1380 "aMDarahenDa ne koI dahADo je TaiDakAvato nA hoya, tene varlDamAM koI "bosa' ja nA hoya ! 1381 bhagavAnanA uparI thayelA e phAvelA ane bairAnA uparI thayelA e mAra khAIne marI gayelA. 1382 A lokone bhagavAnanI zodhakhoLanI kiMmata ja nathI. AmAM UMDA UtaryA ja nathI. paisA kamAvavAe temAM ja UMDA UtaryA che. jogrophI jue, kayA baMdare UtarIzuM?pachI "kenTina' maLaze ke kema ? e badhAMnI tapAsa kare. paNa bhagavAna to sasto (!) enI 'no velyu' ! enI ja tapAsa nahIM karavAnI ! 1383 bhagavAna jIvamAtranI aMdara beThelA che, cetanarUpe. enuM bhAna ja nathI. e cetana e ja paramezvara che ! "zuddha cetana" eTale 1388 jene bhagavAnamAM niSThA beThI e brahmaniSTha. 1389 mokSe janAro kevo hoya ? potAnuM ja sukha bhogave. 1390 "huM koNa chuM' e jANIe tyAre AtmalakSI thavAya. 1391 AtmA jANyA sivAya svasattA utpanna thAya nahIM. 1392 lagnanA, vyavahAranA prasaMgo patAvavAnA che, te tame ya patAvo cho ne "ya patAvuM chuM. tame tanmayAkAra thaIne patAvo cho ne huM' chUTo rahIne patAvuM chuM. khAlI bhUmikA ja pheravavAnI 1393 bhagavAna avatAra le che ema kahe che te khoTuM che. chellA be traNa avatAra bAkI hoya tyArathI avatArI kahevAya che. karma karavAnuM bhagavAnanuM gajuM ja nathI ! manuSyanuM ya evuM gajuM nathI. bhrAMtithI ema thAya che ke "meM karyuM !" Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1394 karmasahita hoya te jIva. karmarahita hoya te AtmA. 1395 sArA karme ya bhrAMti che ne khoTA karme ya bhrAMti che. paNa tethI karIne sArAM karma choDavAnuM huM nathI kaheto. khoTAmAMthI sArAmAM jAya che e sArI vAta che. paNa to ye bhrAMti jatI nathI. bhrAMti gayA pachI sAcA dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. 1396 puSya ne pApa jyAM che tyAM sAco dharma ja nathI. puNya-pApathI rahita sAco dharma che. jyAM puNya-pApane heya gaNavAmAM Ave che ane upAdeyane potAnuM svarUpa gaNavAmAM Ave che tyAM sAco dharma che ! 1397 bhagavAne dharma zAne kahyo che ? tyAgane dharma nathI kahyo. kaSAyarahita thavuM ene dharma kahyo che agara maMdakaSAyane dharma kahyo che. basa, A be ja vastune dharma kahyo che. 1398 sarva duHkhothI mukti thAya, tenuM nAma yathArtha dharma. ahaMkAra jAya, "roMga bilipho' jAya te yathArtha dharma. "roMga bilipho' sAthe yathArtha dharma nA hoya. 1399 jyAM sudhI 'IgoIjhama' che, tyAM sudhI sAco dharma ja kevI rIte thAya ? 1400 'IgoIjhama' ja adharma che ane 'IgoIjhama' nathI te ja dharma che. pratyakSa "jJAnInI hAjarI sivAya "IgoIjhama ghaTe tema ja nathI. 1401 dharma to tenuM nAma kahevAya ke je dharma thaIne pariName. dharma thaIne pariName e kone kahevAya ? sAmo gALa bhAMDe te ghaDIe dharma madada kare. ApaNane jarA ya kazuM nA thavA de. 1402 koIe gALa bhAMDI to te zuM avyavahAra che ? vyavahAra che. jJAnI' to koI gALa bhAMDe to pote rAjI thAya ke baMdhanathI mukita thayA, jayAre ajJAnI dhakkA mAre. 1403 udayakarmamAM rAga-dveSa nA karavA, enuM nAma dharma. 1404 udayamAM joDAya nahIM e "jJAnI" kahevAya. ajJAnI udayamAM joDAyA vagara rahI zake ja nahIM. 1405 A pAMca indriyothI dekhAya te udayAdhIna che. A pAMca indriyonI kSayopazama zakti ja udayAdhIna che, to pachI e dekhe te to udayAdhIna ja hoya ne ! 1406 udaya to darekanA badalAya. udayamAM samatA bhAve rahevuM te jJAnIonI pharaja. 1407 udayakarma svapariNAmI che. eTale udayakarma kare te kharuM. temAM tuM ADo nA thaIza. udayakarma eTale ja phaLa ApavA sanmukha thayelI vastu. emAM Dakho karyA vagara rahe ne ! 1408 udayanA 'jJAtA' thayA eTale ukela Ave ne udayanA 'bhoktA' thayA eTale mAra paDe. hakIkatamAM udaya "potAno' hoto ja nathI. 1409 jene udayakarmano garva gayo, teNe AtmA prApta karyo kahevAya. 1410 ahaMkArane potAnI AMkha nA hoya. e ko'ka dA'Do buddhinI AMkhathI jue. bAkI, AMdhaLAno saMga karavAthI zuM thAya ? 1411 be vastunA AdhAre A jagatamAM manuSyo jIve che : eka svarUpano AdhAra, bIjo ahaMkArano AdhAra. 1412 AdhAra-AdhArInA saMbaMdhanA AdhAre A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. AdhAra khaseDe to AdhArI chUTe. 1413 "aham'thI saMsAra jAgyo che ne "aham' vilaya thAya to mukta ja che. "aham' zenA AdhAre Ubho rahyo che ? Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJAna'nA TekAthI. 1414 A saMsAra zenA AdhAre che ? ajJAnanA. jagata suTevone AdhAra Ape che ne kuTevone kADha kADhe kare che. AdhAra khasyo ke badhuM gayuM ! 1415 AtmAmAM AdhAra-AdhArI saMbaMdha nathI. AdhAra-AdhArI saMbaMdha A duniyAdArInI "TempararI' vastuonA che ne paramenanTa' vastuonA AdhAra-AdhArI saMbaMdha nathI. A pAMca IndriyothI je dekhAya che, te badhuM AdhAra-AdhArI saMbaMdhathI 1416 sApekSa AdhArI che. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' kahIe to te Ubho rahe. huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thAya, to 'tame' AdhAra ApavAnuM choDI do, eTale te paDI ja jAya. 1417 saMsAramAM AdhAra Ape che koNa ? pote ja. ane pAchuM mokSa javuM che ! to nirAdhAra karavuM paDaze. 1418 loka zuM kahe che ? karma gaNI gaNIne nAza karo. eno pAra kyAre Ave ? amArI 'sAyanTiphika' zodha che ke "mULa' vastune ja nirAdhAra karI nAkho. eTale bIjuM badhuM enI meLe ja paDI jAya ! 1419 A jagata AkhuM "roMga bilipha'nA AdhAre ja cAlI rahyuM che. saMsAramAM du:kha kema che ? 'roMga bilipha' maLI che tethI. 'rAITa biliphathI duHkha ja nathI. 1420 'rAITa bilipha' thAya to jagata judI ja jAtanuM dekhAya. "rAITa bilipha' avinAzI tarapha laI jAya ne 'roMga bilipha' saMsAra tarapha laI jAya. 142 1 jJAna mAnyatA enuM nAma samakita. ajJAna mAnyatA enuM nAma mithyAtva. 1422 badhA jainoe eka mAnyuM, AdaravA yogya zuM ? tyAre kahe samakita. samakita prApta karavA mATe anaMta avatAro che. samakita eTale samyak darzana ne A mithyA darzana che, "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e tamArI zraddhA mithyA zraddhA che. 1423 svabhAvane pAmavuM, enuM nAma ja samakita. 1424 svarUpanI mAtra zraddhA ja bese, to jagatamAM koI jagyAe Dara lAge ja nahIM, bhaya jato rahe. 1425 mahIM AtmA beTho che, tenA para jo zraddhA hoya to A jagatamAM dareka cIja tamArI pAse Ave evuM che. 1426 bhagavAna to ema kahe che ke tuM mane kAM to ema kahI de ke mAre bhagavAna ja joIe che athavA to ema kahI de ke mane saMsAra joIe che, to te tane ApuM." A lokone bhagavAna joIe che ja kyAM ? emane to ghara joIe, bairI-chokarAM joIe. 1427 koIne chaMcheDIne kyAreya mokSe nA javAya. koI ApaNane chaMcheDe to zAMti rAkhavI. chaMcheDyAno badalo levA jaIe to mokSa gayo ! 1428 samakita eTale savaLI draSTi. A avaLI draSTi to zuM kare ? ANe mAruM nukasAna karyuM, ANe mane phAyado karyo, ANe mAruM apamAna karyuM, mane duHkha dIdhuM, ANe sukha ApyuM" kaheze. du:kha denAro ke sukha ApanAro koI che ja nahIM bahAra ! badhuM aMdara ja che. 1429 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e ja duHkha ApanAra che ane e ja tamArA duzmana che. bahAra koI duzmana nathI. bahAra to nimitta che. draSTi avaLI che te nimittane bacakAM bharAvaDAve Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ! samakita thAya to jANavuM ke ukela Avyo. 1430 mokSamArga lIdhA pachI pragati kyAreya paNa saMdhAya nahIM e ja ApaNo hetu hovo ghaTe. 1431 saMsAramAM game te karazo, te badhuM saMsAra draSTi che. jyAM sudhI draSTibheda nA thAya, tyAM sudhI kazuM ja tame pAmyA nathI. 1432 praznakartA : saMsAranI badhI ja kriyAo nakAmI jAya che ? dAdAzrI : nA, hetu upara AdhAra rAkhe che. muktino hetu hoya to tevA saMjoga maLI Ave. viSayano hetu hoya to tevA saMjoga maLI Ave. 1433 "jJAnI puruSa' phakta A draSTibheda karI Ape. "A saMsAra draSTi ane A AtmadraSTi' ema draSTibheda karI Ape. bAkI, potAnI meLe koI dahADo draSTi badalAze nahIM. vikalpInI draSTi kyAreya nirvikalpI thAya nahIM ! 1434 tAro ekalo mokSano ja hetu majabUta haze to tuM jarUra te mArgane pAmIza. moDhe mokSanA hetu ne aMdarakhAne saMsAranA jAtajAtanA hetu hoya, te mArgane kyAreya nA pAme. 1435 jagata badhuM kalpanAthI UbhuM che ne kalpanArUpI dharma che. vAstavikatA e ja nirvikalpa che ! 1436 jagatanA dharmo e vikalpa che. vikalpanA be bhAga ! eka zubha ane bIjo azubha. jagatanA dharmo zubha vikalpamAM che ane mokSa nirvikalpamAM che. 1437 "mAruM" ane "huM gayuM, enuM nAma nirvikalpa ! 1438 jyAM "IgoIjhama" che tyAM bhagavAna nathI. jyAM bhagavAna che tyAM "IgoIjhama' nathI. 1439 "IgoIjhama' be prakAranAM : eka jIvatuM ne bIjuM maDadAla. jIvato IgoIjhama" che, tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM lakSa koIne bese nahIM. 1440 ahaMkAranA kendrathI saMsAranAM badhAM ja lakSa suMdara bese ! ahaMkAranA kendrathI "zuddhAtmA'nuM lakSa nA bese ! 1441 ahaMkAra che to AtmAno lAbha nA thAya ne AtmA che to pachI ahaMkArano lAbha nA thAya. 1442 zuM ahaMkArano lAbha hoI zake?! A ahaMkAranA lAbha thakI ja loko choDIo paiNAve, chokarA paiNAve, bApa thaIne phare, mArAM mArAM kare ! jagata AkhuM ahaMkArano ja lAbha bhogavI rahyuM che ane "jJAnIo' AtmAno lAbha bhogave. 1443 mukti "sva-upArjita che ne saMsAra ahaMkAra-upArjita che ! 1444 bhrAMti jAya eTale "jema che tema jaNAya, eTale ajJAna jAya. ajJAna gayuM eTale mAyA gaI. bhagavAnanI mAyA gaI eTale ukela Avyo. 1445 mAyA eTale je vastu jevA svarUpe che tevI nA dekhAya paNa judA ja svarUpe dekhAya. 1446 jyAM je vastu nathI tyAM te vastune kalpavAmAM AvI, enuM nAma mAyA ! 1447 mAyA eTale potAnA svarUpanI ajJAnatA ! 1448 je saMpattino kepha caDhe e badhuM pugala. te pachI vidyA hoya, jJAna hoya ke je hoya te, e badhI mAyA. e mAyA vaLagI, te kyAre chUTaze ? 1449 vastu ke AMkho mAyA nathI, paNa indriyonuM je kheMcANa thAya Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che te mAyA che ! 1450 paugalika rIte koI jitendriya jIna thayelo nahIM. e "jJAna" thAya to ja jitendriya jina thAya. ajJAna hoya ne indriya jIte e bane nahIM. kAraNa ke indriyo pUraNa-galana svabhAvanI che. ekane jIte tyAre bIjI phATe ! 1451 vItarAgo zuM kahe che ? "huM caMdulAla chuM' te zeya che, chatAM bhrAMtithI jJAtA mAne che. jJAtA, jJAtApadamAM Ave ne joya, zeyapadamAM Ave tyAre ene 'ame' 'jitendriya jina" kahIzuM. 145ra A loko jANe che te mokSamArga nathI. e saMsAra mArga che. mokSano mArga kalpita nathI. e zuddha mArga che. jyAM koI ciMtA nA hoya, upAdhi nA hoya. upAdhimAM samAdhi hoya. 1453 bhagavAne kahyuM, "zuM karavAthI mokSe javAya ?" samakita thAya to javAya athavA "jJAnI puruSa'nI kRpA thAya to. 1454 samakita vagara je kaMI karavAmAM Ave te badhuM baMdhana ja che. pachI dAna Apato hoya ke dayA rAkhato hoya. 1455 samakita to draSTi che, draSTi pharI tyArathI samakita thayuM. 1456 samakita draSTi thaI eTale chatuM kare ane A mithyAdraSTi, chatuM hoya tene UMdhuM kare. 1457 samakita rAta dA'Do kAma karyA kare. mithyAtva rAta dA'Do kAma karyA kare. samakita mokSe laI jaze ne mithyAtva saMsAramAM bhaTakAvaze ! 1458 koI pUche ke mokSe javAnuM "tharmomITara' kyuM? to kahIe ke mahIM savaLuM cAle che. 1459 avaLuM eTale nIce UtaravuM ne savaLuM UMce caDhAve ! 1460 'akrama mArga' ane 'kramikamArga' be mArga judA che. jJAna karIne eka che, paNa 'kramikamArga' karavApaNAno mArga che ane akramamArga' lagAmo choDI devAno mArga che. 146 1 pote potAne jANato nathI, e ja moTAmAM moTI mAyA. ajJAna khasyuM ke mAyA vegaLI ! 1462 ahaMkAra khalAsa thayo, enuM nAma ja paramAtmA ! ahaMkAra e ja mAyA che. 1463 A TIpoyamAM mamatAnuM ekuMya paramANuM nathI. AtmAnuM ya kazuM nathI emAM. paNa emAM koI vyaktino mamatAbhAva che. tethI A TIpoya bALI melIe to doSa lAge. 1464 koI mANasa bahu ADuM bolato hoya, tene ApaNe vaDhIe te konA jevuM che ? A saMDAsa gaMdhAya to tenA bAraNAne lAto mAramAra karIe to te sugaMdhIvALuM thAya ? 1465 sAmAne jevuM dekhAya tevuM ApaNe "eksepTa' karavuM paDe. ApaNane jevuM dekhAya tevuM sAmA pAse "eksepTa' karAvAya kema? 1466 sAmAnI kALajI rAkhavI, enuM nAma manuSyapaNuM. 1467 vyavahAramAM "eDajasTamenTa' levuM, tene A kALamAM jJAna kahyuM che. 'DIsUeDajasTamenTa'ne 'eDajasTa' karavAnuM che. 1468 vyavahAra zuM che ? eTaluM ja jo samaje to ya mokSa thaI jAya. vyavahAra badho 'rileTiva' che. ne "ALL THESE RELATIVES ARE TEMPORARY ADJUST-MENTS.' 1469 'rileTiva' vyavahAra che te nAzavaMta che. nAzavaMtamAM potApaNAno Aropa karavo e "roMga bilipha' che ! Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1470 "mAruM-tAruM' e to vyavahAra che. sAmo gALa de evo vyavahAra gamato hoya to e vyavahAra tame karo. dhIradhAra cAlu rAkho. 1471 A kudaratane ghera to nizcayamAM duHkha nathI ne vyavahAramAM ya duHkha nathI. AkhA jagatane A samajaNa nahIM paDavAthI vyavahAra duHkhadAyI thaI paDyo che. vyavahAra ene AvaDato nathI. vyavahAra nirlepa joIe. nirlepa vyavahAra pachI AnaMdano pAra nathI raheto ! 1472 'nirlepa vyavahAra' eTale ? ke koI vastu sArI dekhI, tene joIne AnaMda pAmavAnuM. paNa tyAM cITakI nahIM rahevAnuM, AgaLa cAlavAnuM. to bAvaLa paNa sAro lAge ne gulAba paNa sAruM lAge. paNa jagata tyAM cITakI paDe che. cITakI paDe che e ja duHkha che ! 1473 "jJAnI puruSa'no nirlepa vyavahAra hoya. temanI pAse jaIe to ApaNo ukela Ave. e dekhADe ke A "karekTa' che ne A IkarekTa' che. 1474 kudarata eTalI badhI rUpALI ane lAvaNyamayI che ke nA pUcho vAta ! paNa A manuSyoe enuM eka jagyAe rUpa kendrita karyuM, tethI bIjI jagyAe dekhAtuM nathI ! 1475 gharamAM badhA eka thaI gayAM, sAmasAmA samAdhAna karIne paNa eka thavuM enuM nAma vItarAga bhAva ane judA thavuM te rAga 1478 mana herAna nathI karatuM, rAga-dveSa herAna kare che. rAga-dveSane lIdhe smRti che ! 1479 rAga "jJAnI' para besI gayo to te "prazasta rAgathaI gayo. e kAma kADhI nAkhe. bIje badhethI rAga UDI jAya. kAraNa ke jJAnI' vItarAga che. vItarAga parano rAga sarva duHkhothI mukta karAvanAro che. 1480 vItarAgI mArga kevo che ke ApanAra ne lenAra beu kamAya ne saMsAramArgamAM ApanAra khove ne lenAra kamAya. 1481 jIvananAM be prakAre dhyeya nakkI thAya che : "jJAnI puruSa' ApaNane maLe nahIM to saMsAramAM evI rIte jIvavuM ke ApaNe koIne duHkhadAyI nA thaI paDIe. ApaNA thakI koIne ya kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya e moTAmAM moTo dhyeya hovo joIe ane bIjAmAM to pratyakSa "jJAnI puruSa' maLI jAya to temanA satsaMgamAM rahevuM, tenAthI to tamArAM dareka kAma thAya. 'pajhala' "solva' thaI jAya badhAM. 1482 manuSyanuM dhyeya zuM ? hindustAnanA manuSyo kharekhara paramAtmA thaI zake che. potAnuM paramAtmapaNuM prApta karavuM e chellAmAM chelluM dhyeya che ! 1483 jene kaMI paNa AvaDe che, te ahaMkAranA AdhAre AvaDe che. jJAnI', jene kaMI ja AvaDatuM nathI, tene ahaMkAra ja nathI. 1484 "mane to saMsAramAM kaMI ja AvaDatuM nathI. 'huM kazuM ya jANato nathI. "huM to "AtmA'nI vAta jANuM chuM, AtmA jJAtA-draSTA che te jANuM chuM, AtmA je je joI zake che, e huM joI zakuM 1476 indriyothI jue che - jANe che chatAM rAga-dveSa nathI e atIndriya jJAna che. ane rAga-dveSa che e indriyajJAnathI jue che - jANe che ! 1477 jyAM huM nathI tyAM kahuM chuM bolavuM e ja moTAmAM moTo rAga ! 1485 potAnI AvaData jevI koI vastu raheze nahIM, tyAre bhagavAna jevI sattA utpanna thAya ! eTale je icchA karo te hAjara Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya ! 1486 A jagatamAM kazuM AvaDatuM nA hoya ne vyavasthita che evuM samajAya, evuM anubhavamAM AvI jAya, tene "AtmajJAna' thaI gayuM ema kahevAya. 1487 ApaNane samajaNa nathI ema karIne vyavahAra karIe to te bahu dIpe. paNa samajaNa che ema karIne karIe to bagaDI jAya ! 1488 A saMsAra badho goLa goLa che. eno aMta ja Ave evo nathI. mATe vAtano aMta khoLavA "jJAnI puruSa'ne pUchIe ke 'amAre have kyAM sudhI bhaTakavuM? ame to A phara phara karIe chIe ! ghAMcInA baLadanI jema !' "jJAnI puruSa'ne kahIe ke, mAro ukela lAvI nAkho !" 1489 vyavahAra eTale ja upalaka, vyavahAramAM loko bole che te phUla sTopa' kare che. paNa nA, vyavahAramAM to 'komA' hoya. tyAM lokoe 'phUla sTopa' mUkI dIdhuM. "huM caMdubhAI chuM' tyAM komAM hoya ane "huM zuddhAtmA chuM' tyAM "phUla sTopa' hoya. 1490 vyavahAra eTale "suparaphaluasa." "suparaphaluasa' rahevAne badale jagatanA loka vyavahArane ja nizcaya mAnI beThA che ne pAchA kahe ya kharA ke Ama ja hovuM joIe, Ama ja karavuM joIe. 1491 jalebI cAnuM teja haNe. tevI ja rIte AtmAnuM jyAre sukha cAkhe, tyAra pachI A saMsAranAM sukho moLAM lAge. saMsAranAM sukho moLAM lAge nahIM tyAM sudhI saMsAra chUTe nahIM ! 1492 jalebImAM sukha nathI, tamArI kalpanAmAM sukha che. 1493 kalpita sukhano vepAra duHkha sAtheno ja che. 1494 sukhe ya vedanA che ne du:khe ya vedanA che. sukha vedanA hoya to e sukha ja nA kahevAya. je sukha vadhAre cAkhIe ane te duHkhadAyI thaI paDe e sukha ja kema kahevAya ? A to badhI bhrAMtivALAonI jaMjALa che ! sukhanA samudramAM paDI rahe, paNa abhAva nA thAya e sAcuM sukha kahevAya ! 1495 'potAnuM sukha potAnI samazreNImAM che. samazreNImAM eTale potAnuM trAjavuM UMcuM jAya nahIM ne saMsAranuM nIcuM jAya nahIM ! 1496 tamane jo sukha gamatuM hoya to sukha jemAM che tene bhajo. sukha bhagavAnamAM che. bhagavAna to anaMta sukhanA dhAma che ane jaDanI bhajanA karazo to duHkha thaze kAraNa jaDamAM duHkha ja che. 1497 vItarAganuM vijJAna eTale zuM ? koI duHkha ja nA hoya. vItarAgono eka akSara jo samaje to duHkha ja nA rahe. paNa 'vIra'no eka zabda samajyo nathI. 1498 koI kahe "jJAnI puruSa' 'riyalamAM sukhI hoya paNa 'rileTiva'mAM sukhI ke duHkhI hoya, tyAre huM kahuM ke 'nA'. jJAnI puruSa' rileTivane 'rileTiva' jANe che, tethI rileTivamAM paNa sukhI hoya. 1499 "ame' "jJAna" ApIe e "jJAna'thI zAMti rahe kharI. paNa 'A' 'vijJAna' jANI lIdhA vagara nahIM cAle. A vijJAnano prayoga hoya temAM joItI sAmagrIo paikI eka ja sAmagrI nA hoya to cAle ? nA cAle. tema amAruM A vijJAna paNa pUrepUruM samajavuM paDaze. 1500 "kaDhApo-ajaMpo' nA thAya e ja aMtaraMga zAMti. bahiraMganI joDe jo citta ekAgra thAya to aMtaraMga tUTI jAya. bahiraMgathI to A jagata badhuM UbhuM thayuM che ! Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1501 sAcI vyakti lokone bahu duHkha Ape che tethI tene du:kha ja Ave. sAco mANasa 'huM sAco chuM' karIne badhAne bahu duHkha Ape. 1502 koI paNa mANasa pAMca, dasa ke so jaNanAM mana sthira karI zake tyAre kAma thAya ane mana sthira koNa karI zake ? jenuM potAnuM mana sthira hoya te karI zake. 1503 jagatanA lokone potAnuM mana svAmI thaIne pajave che, to sAmAnA manano svAmI mAnIne cAle to zI dazA thAya ? 1504 manathI chUTuM zI rIte thavAya ? jIvatAM marI jAya to manathI chUTo thaI jAya. 1505 AtmasvarUpe pote koI dahADo marato ja nathI. khAlI 'bilipho' ja mare che ! 1506 jJAnIoe kahyuM ke jIvatAM je mare che tene pachI maraNa AvatuM nathI. rIte ? ApaNe amara chIe !! 1511 samAdhimaraNa eTale potAnA svarUpa' sivAya bIjuM kazuM yAda ja nA hoya. mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra kazuM ja hAjara nA hoya. AtmAmAM ja hoya. 1512 "anaDIsAIDeDa' (anirNita) vicAro, enuM nAma mana. 'DIsAIDeDa' (nirNita) vicAro, enuM nAma buddhi. 1513 buddhi saMsArAnugAmI che. 1514 AkhuM jagata buddhimAM ja paDeluM che. buddhimAMthI jJAna-prakAzamAM Ave, tyAra pachI paramAtmA svarUpa thavA mAMDe. 1515 buddhi saMsAranI dareka bAbatamAM napho khoTa dekhADe. buddhi taMdra dekhADe. buddhi e vaMdanI jananI che ! 1516 jagatanA 'rileTiva dharmo' che te buddhi prakAzaka che. buddhithI AgaLanI vAta zabdamAM Utare evI nathI. 1517 viparIta buddhi thavI e to A kALano vicitra niyama ja thaI paDyo che ne ! ane emAM cetIne cAle che te jItyo. 1518 sAcI buddhi to te ke je kAmano ukela lAvI nAkhe. bIjI badhI buddhi vadhArAnI. e nukasAna kare. 1519 yathArtha vastune dekhADe te samyak buddhi. 1520 koI paNa mANasanuM nukasAna nA thAya ane potAnuM ya rkiMcitmAtra nukasAna nA kare e buddhizALI. 1521 buddhi e AjanI kamANI che, Ajano 'ekaspiriyansa' che ! jayAre akkala e kudaratI bakSisa che ! 1522 buddhi to kone kahevAya ke je krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanuM vivaraNa 1507 janmyo tyArathI ja karavatI cAlu ! ApaNA loko lAkaDuM chUTuM paDe, tene maraNa kahe che ! e to pahelethI ja kapAtuM hatuM ! 1508 ApaNA loko tAva jAya che, tene tAva Avyo kahe che ! je tAva mahIM bharAI rahyo hato, je vikArI khorAkanuM pariNAma che tene 'vAITAliTI pAvara' garamI utpanna karIne zuddhatA lAve che. 1509 jIvanamAM vaheluM maravAnI bhAvanA kare te ya ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna che, ne nA mAravAnI bhAvanA kare te ya ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna che. jyAre sTezana Ave tyAre UtarI paDavuM. maravAnI ye nahIM ne nA maravAnI ke bhAvanA nA rAkhavI. 1510 je duniyAmAM marI javAnuM hoya e duniyA poSAya ja zI Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kare ane e badhAMne bAjue mUkI de ane gharamAM athaDAmaNa thavA nA de. 'evarI vhera eDajasTamenTa' karAve. 1523 jyAM buddhi vaparAya che tyAM mokSa nathI ane jyAM mokSa che tyAM buddhinI jarUra nathI. 'samaja'nI jarUra che. 1524 jene sUjha vadhAre paDatI hoya, te akkalavALA kahevAya. sUjha vadhAre paDe e kudaratI bakSisa che. koInAmAM sUjha vadhAre hoya paNa buddhi nA paNa hoya. 1525 buddhinA 'rivolyuzana' jene vadhAre tema samajazakti vadhAre. kahetAM pahelAM samajI jAya. majUrone miniTamAM pAMceya 'rivolyuzana' nA hoya, jyAre 'InTelIjanTa'mAM miniTamAM hajAra - be hajAra hoya. jema 'rivolyuzana' vadhAre tema A 'jJAna' jaldI samajAI jAya. 1526 buddhi avaLI vaLe to kapaTa che ne savaLI vaLe to kAma kADhI nAkhe. 1527 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' bolIe te ja kapaTa che. mULa caMdubhAI nAma kahyuM, tyAMthI ja badhuM kapaTa karyuM ! 'tamArI jAta'ne chUpAvIne tame bIjuM nAma dharyuM. 1528 caitanya indriyagamya hota to bhagavAnane khoLavAnA ja nA raheta, janmathI ja AMkhe e dekhAta ! jyAM indriyanuM nA cAle, mananuM nA cAle, buddhinuM nA cAle, koInuM nA cAle tyAre bhagavAna dekhAya. tethI to kahe che ne, 'huM hRdayamAM ja chuM.' 'ADI trATI kapaTakI tAse dIsata nAhi !' 1529 'opana mAInDa' rAkhe, tene bhagavAna dekhAya ! 1530 krodha e mAnanuM rakSaNa kare che. kapaTa e lobhanuM rakSaNa kare che. 1531 strIone kapaTanuM AvaraNa hoya tethI tene kapaTanI khabara nA paDe, e svabhAva che. puruSone ahaMkAranI gUMca hoya, tene e gUMca ahaMkAra dekhAvA nA de. svarUpajJAna pachI puruSoe ahaMkArane jo jo karavAno ne strIoe kapaTane jovAnuM. 1532 kapaTa hoya tyAM TapalAM maLe ne mAnanuM phaLa gALo maLe. A amArI zodhakhoLa che. 1533 jagata ApaNo ja phoTo che. tamArAmAM kapaTa haze tyAM sudhI sAmo tamArI joDe kapaTa karaze. 1534 chUpAM kAma rAkhe te kapaTa kahevAya. kapaTanI to dhaNIne ya khabara nA paDe. jUThuM paNa kapaTamAM jAya. 1535 ApaNA loka paramAtmAne mAne che kharA, nahIM ? ane khAnagI kAmeya kare che, nahIM ? je paramAtmA tArI badhI ja kriyAo jANe che, tenAthI khAnagI zI rIte rakhAya ? bhagavAnane oLakhavA hoya to pachI chUpAM kAma karavAnAM nA hoya. 1536 chUpAM kAma kare che, tene savaLuM karavA zuM karavuM ? kAma UghADAM karI nAkhavAM eTale lokabhaya jato rahe. 1537 kapaTane khulluM karI nAkhIe eTale mana baMdhAI jAya. UghADuM karavAthI manane vaza karAya che. 1538 khoTa gaI hoya to ya sAmAne vAta khullI karI devI. eTale sAmo bhAvanA kare eTale paramANu UDI jAya ne pote halako thaI jAya ! ekalo mahIM mUMjhAyA kare to vadhAre bojo lAge ! 1539 saMsAra konI pAse pUrNa pAme ke jyAM kapaTa nA hoya. kapaTa nA hoya tyAM sudhI badhI vastuo bhegI thAya. A jagatanuM badhuM enI meLe cAle evuM che ! paNa kapaTa karyA vagara rahe nahIM, eTale badhuM bagaDe che ! 1540 zarUAtamAM amArAthI koIne duHkha thAya evuM bolAI jAya to Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ene vALI levA ame kahIe ke, 'bhaI, pahelethI ja amAruM magaja jarA AvuM che !!!' eTale sAmo khuza thaI jAya ! 1541 ApaNe chUTavuM hoya to ApaNe harIphAImAM nA rahIe. harIphAImAM hoIe tyAM sudhI sAmo enA doSa saMtADe ne ApaNe ApaNA ! 1542 harIphAI che tyAM 'jJAna' thatuM nathI. 1543 harIphAI e kusaMga che. 1544 jyAM spardhA tyAM saMsAra ne spardhA nA hoya tyAM 'jJAna'. 1545 A 'resakorsa'mAM koIno naMbara lAgelo nahIM. khAlI hAMphI hAMphIne marI jAya ! 'ame' A doDAdoDamAM koI dahADo UtarIe nahIM. 'ame' to eka ja zabda kahIe ke, 'bhaI, amArAmAM barakata nathI.' 1546 anaMta avatAra 'A' 'resakorsa'mAM doDa doDa karIza to ya chelle dahADe tuM chetarAIza, evuM A jagata che ! badhuM nakAmuM jaze ! uparathI pAra vagarano mAra khAvAno ! enAM karatAM bhAgo ahIMthI, ApaNI 'asala jagyA' khoLI kADho ! je ApaNuM 'mULa svarUpa' che ! 1547 A 'akrama vijJAna' che. tame 'resakorsa'mAMthI khasyA ke tarata tamArI 'parsanAliTI' paDaze. resakorsamAM 'parsanAliTI' nA paDe. koInI ja nA paDe. 1548 A jagatane koI jItI zakelo ja nahIM. tethI amArI eka bahu UMDI zodhakhoLa che ke je A jagatane jitADe. 'ame to hArIne beThA chIe, tAre jItavuM hoya to Ava.' 1549 hArIne pachI jItelAne AzIrvAda Ape te mokSe jAya, 'kampalITa' thAya ! 1550 jItavA jazo to vera baMdhAze ne hArazo to vera chUTaze ! 1551 tame kaho ke ame hArI gayelA chIe, to jagata tamane choDI deze. e ame zodhakhoLa karelI. kAraNa ke jagatane pahoMcI vaLavA gayA, tethI keTalAMya avatAra karavA paDyA. e chevaTe ame hAryA kahIne besI gayA. 1552 'jJAnI puruSa'no eka akSara ja jo samajamAM Avyo to kalyANa ja thaI jAya ! 1553 ApaNe cAlatAM pANImAM Dakhala nA karavI. e enI meLe cAlyA ja kare che, emAM koI aTakavAnuM nathI. Dakhala thAya eTale Dakho thaI jAya pachI. 1554 A kALa vicitra che. DakhalamAM UtaravA jevuM nathI. koIne sAruM bolatAM ja nA AvaDe ! evuM bole ke ApaNane 'heDeka' thAya. 1555 ApaNA lIdhe sAmAne Dakho thAya evuM bolavuM e moTAmAM moTo guno che. UlaTuM evuM koI bolyuM hoya to tene dAbI devuM, enuM nAma mANasa kahevAya ! 1556 A jagatamAM koI tamane DakhoDakhala karI zake evI sthitimAM ja nathI. mATe 'varlDa'no doSa kADhazo nahIM. tamAro ja doSa che. tame jeTalI Dakhala karI che, tenA ja A paDaghA che. tame Dakhala nA karI hoya, teno paDagho koI tamane vAge nahIM. 1557 jeNe kiMcitmAtra Dakhala nA karI hoya, tenuM kiMcitmAtra koI nAma daI zake ema nathI. bahAravaTiyAnA gAmamAM kiMcitmAtra Dakho nA karanAro jaI paDyo hoya to tene bahAravaTiyA 'sAheba, sAheba' karIne jamADe ! enI pAse Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ game teTalAM hIrA hoya to ya pelAothI aDAya nahIM ne dasa polisa laIne gayo hoya tene lUMTI le. 1558 eka macchara paNa tamane aDI nA zake evA nyAyavALuM jagata che, jo tame Dakhala nA karo to. tamArI DakhoDakhala baMdha thaI jaze to badhuM ja baMdha thaI jaze. 1559 manuSyagatimAM AvyA pachI manuSya, sva-svabhAvamAM rahIne visarjanamAM Dakho nA kare to mokSe ja jAya. Dakho kare to bIjI gatimAM jAya. 1560 AkhA jagatano eka ja vAkyamAM phoDa che. je visarjana thAya che te jUnuM che ne je sarjana thAya che te navuM che.' koI kucAritranuM visarjana karato hoya paNa joDe joDe mahIM 'jJAnI puruSa' pAsethI zIkhI lAvelo hoya, tethI UrdhvagatinuM sarjana karato hoya ! 1561 sarjana karavuM e 'tamArI' sattA che. visarjana karavuM e 'kudarata'nI sattA che. mATe sarjana karavuM hoya to savaLuM karajo. 'tamAruM' sarjana kareluM, te visarjana karyA vagara kudarata choDe ja nahi ! 1562 AkhuM jagata je je kare che te badhuM kudaratI visarjana ja che. pachI japa karo, tapa karo, badhuM kudaratI visarjana che. phUla caDhAve che, teno upakAra zo ? ane gajavuM kApe, teno apakAra zo ? sarjanamAM pote nimitta hoya che ne visarjana to kudarata ja kare che. A vItarAgonI chellAmAM chellI draSTi che ! 1563 visarjana necaranA hAthamAM che. tethI A ajaMpo che. tethI A paravazatAnAM duHkho che. evI ghaDI manuSyapaNAmAM AvI jAya che ke eka kalAka kADhavo muzkela paDI jAya che ! 1564 pahelAMnI yojanAo karelI, te jo grahaNIya hoya to mahIM 'cUnacUna' thAya ane nikAlI hoya tyAre zAMtabhAve rahe. 1565 yojanA ghaDatI vakhate badhuM pheraphAra thAya, paNa yojanA rUpakamAM AvavA mAMDI tyAM pheraphAra nA thAya. kAraNa ke A jagata ja pote sUkSmamAMthI sthULa thayeluM che. eTale 'sekanDa sTeja'mAM AveluM che, 'pharsTa sTeja'mAM nathI. 'pharsTa sTeja'mAM badalAya. 1566 jagatano svabhAva sarjanAtmaka ja che. visarjanAtmaka bhAga te to 'rIekzana' che. 1567 eka hakIkatathI AtmA sarjaka che. bIjI hakIkatathI AtmA sarjaka nathI. 1568 jyAM kaMI paNa karavApaNuM che tyAM baMdhana che, ne jANavApaNuMsamajavApaNuM che tyAM mokSa che. 1569 jeTalo samajyo teTalo samAI jAya. jeTalo samAI gayo eTalI mukti. ahIM ja muktino anubhava thAya. samAI javuM eTale mokSamAM, potAnA 'svarUpa'mAM samAI javuM. 1570 samaja haMmezA samAve. samAvavAno chellAmAM chello aMza te mokSa. buddhithI ubharAya che ne samajathI samAya che. 1571 samyak samajaNa kone kahevAya, ke duHkhamAMthI sukhanuM zodhana kare. 1572 duHkha konuM jAya ? je bhautika sukhanuM 'oparezana' karI nAkhe tenuM ! 1573 'necara'nI viruddha cAle che tenAM ja badhAM duHkho che ! 'necara' badhuM 'eDajasTa' kare che paNa pote 'necara'nI viruddha 'ahaMkAra' kare che ! 1574 AtmAmAM parama sukha ja che. paNa kaluSita bhAvane lIdhe sukha Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvarAya che. 1575 sat sukhano viyoga thAya to asat sukhano saMyoga thAya. 1576 koI paNa mANasane ke jIvane "ApaNA' lIdhe saheja paNa trAsa ke aDacaNa utpanna nA thAya e ja "Atma dharma' che ! 1577 tame jo sAcA cho to duniyAmAM koI tamAruM nAma denAra nathI. tame koIne jagatamAM duHkha detA nathI, koIne duHkha devAnI tamArI bhAvanA nathI, to tamane koI duHkha daI zake tema nathI. 1578 ApaNane kiMcitmAtra duHkha thAya che, te ApaNe dIdhelAM du:khanA pratyAghAta che. mATe anukULa Ave te karajo. 1579 duHkha Ave ja kema ? pote paramAtmA che tene duHkha kema ? ahaMkAra ja duHkha UbhuM kare che ne bhogave che te ya ahaMkAra ! paramAtmA kaMI bhogavatA nathI ! 1580 bhagavAna duHkhane jANe, veda nahIM ! 1581 A jagatamAM raDavAnuM che te UMdhI samajaNanuM ne hasavAnuM che te ya UMdhI samajaNanuM. raDavA-hasavA jevuM A jagata nathI. jagata to ramaNIya che ! 1582 A duniyAmAM badhAM duHkho mAnelAM che. "roMga bilipha" che ! lokone duHkha bhAse che, bhAsyamAna anubhavamAM Ave che. pratyakSa dekheluM, anubhavamAM nathI AvatuM. bhAsyamAna anubhavamAM AvavuM eTale AkhI rAta bhUtanA bhaDakATamAM marI javuM, enA jevI vAta ! 1583 Akho dahADo kaDavAM ke mIThAM phaLa bhogavyA ja kare che. bhogavavA mATe to A avatAra maLyo che ! 1584 zAtA vedanIya ne azAtA vedanIya kyAM sudhI rahe ? jyAM sudhI kacAza hoya tyAM sudhI. pachI AgaLa upara te nA hoya. zAtA azAtAmAM jJAyaka svabhAva hoya. 1585 je "TesTa' (svAda)ne jANe te AtmA. je 'TesTane bhogave te AtmA na hoya. 1586 "khudA' to 'lAITa' Ape che badhAMne. jene badamAzI karavI hoya tene 'lAITa' Ape che, jene corI karavI hoya tene paNa 'lAITa' Ape che. paNa jokhamadArI 'tArI' che. khudAe zuM kahyuM ke tuM ja A jagatano mAlika che. mArA kAyadA tuM pALIza to tane khudAI sattA maLaze ! 1587 A saMsAramAM duHkha che te to ema ne ema paDI jAya tema che. paNa loko tene AdhAra Ape che. 1588 'tuM AtmA che' ne A pugala che ! tAro bhaDakATa thayo to pudagala tArI para caDhI besaze ! AkhuM varlDa AghuMpAchuM thAya paNa bhaDake e bIjA ! A dehane pakSAghAta thAya ke saLage to ke "apaneko khoTa kabhI nahIM hotI." khoTa jaze to pudgalane ghera, ApaNe ghera koI dahADo ya khoTa jatI nathI. beuno vepAra judo, vyavahAra judo ne dukAne ya judI ! 1589 koIne bahAra duHkha Apo to mahIM duHkha cAlu thaI jAya ! evuM A vItarAgonuM sAyansa che. eka avatAra badhAnAM duHkha laI lezo to anaMta avatAranuM sATuM vaLI jaze ! 1590 jeNe eka duHkha oLaMgyuM. tene pachI keTalAMya duHkha oLaMgavAnI zakti Ave. pachI to duHkha oLaMgavAno bahAravaTiyo thaI jAya. 1591 bahAranI zAtA-azAtA e 'vyavasthita ne AdhIna che. ne aMdaranI zAtA rahe e "puruSArtha' che. Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1592 AtmAnA "upayoga' sivAya 'sukha' to utpanna thAya ja nahIM. 1593 tamAro bahu kharAba doSa hoya paNa teno tame khUba pastAvo karo. 'hArTilI' pastAvo karo, to te gaye ja chUTako. paNa loko 'hArTilI' nathI karatAMne? upalaka ja bole che ke mAro doSa 1594 manano svabhAva sArI che. koI moDo Ave to mana bole ke A kaTAIme tuM kyAM Avyo? te lokhaMDanI beDI paDI ! 1595 ajJAna dazAmAM bahu lokhaMDanI beDI paDe che ! mana zuM kahe che ke mane samAdhAna karAvo. te 'vyavasthita' che, kahIe eTale manane samAdhAna thAya. ane sAmA mATe kharAba vicAra Avyo mATe manane zuddha karo, sAmAnI kSamA mAgI lo. 1596 'jJAnI'nI AjJA mananuM zuddhikaraNa kare che. "svarUpanuM jJAna manane game te saMjogomAM samAdhAna Apaze. 1597 jeTaluM manamAM cItare teTaluM moDhe bole to mokSa vahelo thAya ! mana eTaluM caMcaLa che ke joIe teTalAM ghATa ghaDe ane anaMta avatAra bagADe che ! 1pa98 A kALanA saMjogone lIdhe vicAro bahu vadhI gayA che. gamatA vicAromAM tanmayAkAra rahe, tenAthI "elivezana' Ave. je atyaMta nukasAnakartA che. nA gamatA vicAromAM "DIprezana' Ave. 1599 game paNa rAga nA thavo joIe. nA game chatAM dveSa nA thavo joIe. gamo ne aNagamo e manano dharma che, "ApaNo dharma nathI e ! 1600 A jagatamAM evI koI vastu nA hoya ke je "amane" gamatI hoya ne evI koI vastu ya nA hoya ke je amane nA gamatI hoya ? 1601 nA gamatAne gamatuM kare to rasto Avaze ! 1602 gamatuM nA gamatuM, sAruM-khoTuM, napho-toTo, A badhAM ThaMdra koNe UbhAM karyA? samAje ! bhagavAnane ghera taMdu nathI. A bAju anAja hoya ne A bAju saMDAsa hoya to bhagavAnanI draSTimAM bane "maTiriyala' che. Ane bhagavAna zuM kahe ? "ola Ara maTiriyalsa'. (A badhuM pudgala ja che.) 1603 A sAruM-khoTuM dekhAya che, te pudgalanI vibhAvika avasthA che. ene judA pADazo nahIM ke A sAruM ke A khoTuM. kaMkavALAoe juduM pADyuM badhuM. e vikalpo che. nirvikalpIne sAruM-khoTuM, banne vibhAvika avasthA dekhAya. 1604 "rIleTiva' e taMdra che ! 1605 je kaMDho jItyo e advaita. pAradarzaka draSTithI DhaMkrAtIta thavAya. 1606 jo mokSe javuM hoya to kharA-khoTAno baMddha kADhI nAkhavo paDaze. jo zubhamAM AvavuM hoya to khoTI vastuno tiraskAra karo ane sArI vastu para rAga karo. zuddhamAM sArI ke khoTI vastu para rAga ke dveSa nathI. 1607 jagatamAM sAruM-khoTuM che ja nahIM. A to draSTinI malinatA che. e ja mithyAtva, e ja draSTiviSa. 1608 DhaMDho che? saMsAra ja Ubho karI Ape. ane jo mokSa maLe to laMkAtIta thaI gayA ! 1609 mokSe javAnI bhASA vaMdAtIta che. saMsAranI bhASA iMdravALI che. 1610 jyAre A jagatamAM kaMI paNa taMdu asara nA kare, koI paNa vastu asara nA kare ne huM paramAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thaI jAya Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke thaI gayuM kalyANa !!! 1611 mana-vacana-kAyA e "IphekTiva' che. enI 'IphekTa' 'potAne' kyAre nA thAya ? jyAre potAne' 'potAnuM bhAna thAya tyAre, 'huM paramAtmA ja chuMevuM bhAna thAya tyAre. 1612 mAtAnA peTamAMthI baccuM bahAra Ave che te UMdhuM, mAthethI Ave che. te koNe karyuM ? baccAthI pharAya ? 'DaoNkaTara' kheMce che ? mA dhakele che ? koNa kare che ? A "IphekTa' che ! 'pariNAma' che ! kojhijha' je hatAM, tenAM 'pariNAma' svAbhAvika rIte thAya ! 1617 "IphekTanA AdhAre A badhuM jagata cAlI rahyuM che. bhagavAne AmAM hAtha ghAlyo nathI. A samaja nA paDI tethI lokoe, bhagavAnanA mAthe ghAlyuM ! 16 14 mana-vacana-kAyAnA paramANuo e "IphekTiva' che. "sAyansa' zuM kahe che ? 'IphekTa' kema anubhavo cho ? 'IphekTa'ne to mAtra jANavAnI ja che. 1615 "IphekTasane anubhave to baMdha paDe. "IphekTasa'ne pote ekalo anubhave to cIkaNA baMdha nA paDe. sAmAne sAthe le to cIkaNA baMdha paDe. 1616 mana-vacana-kAyA 'IphekTiva', bahAranuM vAtAvaraNa 'IphekTiva' ne AtmA "anaIphekTiva' rahe te chellI dazA ! 1617 kriyAthI mokSa nahIM thAya, samajaNathI mokSa che. kriyAnuM phaLa saMsAra che. 1618 saMsAramAM badhI ja cIja che. paNa tamArA bhAge kaI AvI te joI lo.... tame sAcA cho to tamane badhuM ja maLaze. loka kahe che ke sAcAne Izvara madada kare che. nA, tema nathI. sAcAne aizvarya maLe che. tamArI pAse sAcI dAnata, satya ane sAcI niSThA joIe. 1619 saMsAra eTale saMsaraNa. niraMtara parivartana thayA ja kare te saMsAra. 1620 paristhiti badalAze, paNa jJAna nahIM badalAya. 1621 karaNanA svAmI, enuM nAma saMsArI. 1622 je vyavahAramAM che, ne jenI vyavahAramAM ja vartanA che te badhA saMsArI. ane "siddha'ne to vyavahAranI vartanA ja nA hoya. eTale e asaMsArI ! ane bIjA eka evA prakAranA hoya che ke je saMsAramAM che chatAM jene vyavahAranI vartanA nathI, evAM 'jJAnI puruSa' asaMsArI kahevAya ! 1623 A jagatamAM je bahAra che te ja mahIM che ! bahAra je doSa dekhAya che te ja mahIM che ! brahmAMDa bahAra che te ja mahIM che !!! bahAra badhA joDe rAge paDI gayuM, to mahIM badhuM rAge paDI jaze, pachI mahIMvALA bUma nahIM pADe ! 1624 potAnA hakkanuM khAya te manuSya thAya. aNahakkanuM khAya te jAnavara thAya. hakkanuM bIjAne ApI dezo to devagati thAya ane aNahakkanuM mArIne lezo to narkagatimAM jAya. 1625 saMsAra eTale upAdhi. ApaNuM kazuMya nahIM. upAdhinAM bIja ropAya ne pharI upAdhi Uge. 1626 A 'amAruM" jJAna che, te A saMsAranuM tAraNa che ke zuM karavAthI sukhI ne zuM karavAthI du:khI ?! 1627 vyavahAra Adarza hovo joIe. vyavahAramAM cIkaNA thayA to kaSAyI thaI javAya. A saMsAra to machavo che. te machavAmAM cA-nAsto badhuM karavAnuM. paNa jANavAnuM ke AnAthI kinAre Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ javAnuM che. 1628 kaSAya che tyAM agni che ne agni che tyAM zakkariyAMnI bharahADa che ! 1629 sAmAne "aNasamajaNavALo' kahevo, e khullo kaSAya che. 1630 AkhA jagatane kaSAya nathI gamatA, chatAM AkhA jagatanA kaSAyo IcchApUrvakanA che. krodha karavAnuM game nahIM chatAM kaheze ke krodha vagara to cAle nahIM ne ! 1631 jyAM kaSAya che tyAM saMsAra che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che tyAM saMsArI ja jIva che. e pachI tyAgI ho ke gRhasthI ho. ane krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI tyAM gRhasthI ho ke tyAgI ho, e asaMsArI kahevAya. 1632 jyAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA hoya tyAM vyavahAra cokhkho hoya. agara to jyAM tenA para upayoga raheto hoya, tyAM sudhI calAvI levAya. 1633 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhano saMyama hoya, enuM nAma saMyama. bAkI, A tyAga kare ene saMyamI nA kahevAya, tyAgI kahevAya. 1634 kaSAyonA saMyamane saMyama kahevAya che. 1635 hiMsakabhAva nA rahe te saMyamI kahevAya. krodha-mAna-mAyA lobhamAM paNa hiMsaka bhAva nA rahe, enuM nAma saMyama. saMyamI mokSe jAya. 1636 saMsAra be prakArano che : tyAgI e ya saMsAra che, gRhasthI e ya saMsAra che. tyAgIne 'tyAga karuM chuM, tyAga karuM chuM" ema jJAna varta. gRhasthIne 'grahaNa karuM, lauM, dauM" ema jJAna varta. paNa jo AtmA jANyo to mokSa thaI jaze. AtmA jANavAno kyAM hoya ? "jJAnI puruSa' pAse. 1637 jagatanA "ola nyU poInTasane je joI zake che, te taraNatAraNahAra hoya ! 1638 ahaMkAra so TakA zuddha thAya che tyAre vyavahAra zuddha thAya che. 1639 sagAIo e badhI "paradeza'nI kamANI che, eka phakta svadeza'nI kamANI sAthe Ave. 1640 A duniyAmAM koI 'tamAruM' kharekharuM saguM che nahIM. A sagAvahAlAM te 'rilezana' svarUpe che. 'rileTiva yU poInTathI che. A to vagara kAmanAM raDAve che badhAM ! 1641 "jJAnI' badhAM duHkhothI mukti apAve. bahAra to duSamakALa che, kaLiyuga che. UlaTuM tamAruM je sukha haze te ya laI leze ! 1642 Atmadharma karatAM je "bAya proDakTa' utpanna thAya che, e saMsAra che. e 'phrI opha kosTa' (maphata) maLe che. 1643 saMsAramAM "bAya proDakaTa'mAM je ahaMkAra che, tenAthI saheje saMsAra cAle che. tyAM AgaLa ahaMkAra vistArIne pAra vagaranI ciMtA thaI ! 1644 "je" "ahaMkAra' nA kare, teno saMsAra thaI gayo baMdha ! 1645 ahaMkAra gayo eTale AkhA jagatanI paugalika badhI ja meTara'no tyAga thaI gayo ! ahaMkAra hoya tyAM mamatA hoya, ne mamatA hoya tyAM chUpo chUpo ya ahaMkAra hoya. "svarUpa jJAna' thAya eTale ahaMkAra ne mamatA beu jAya. mAtra 'DrAmeTika' ahaMkAra ne mamatA rahe ! 1646 dareka jAnavaramAM ahaMkAra bIjarUpe hoya che. te vRkSarUpe ahIM Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manuSyamAM pariName che ! jo IgoIjhama' naSTa thaI jAya to, 'pote' "paramAtmA' thaI jAya ! 1647 ahaMkArano svabhAva zo ? sattAmAM hoya teTaluM badhuM vAparI nAkhe ! 1648 jyAM sudhI ApaNI draSTi maLavAnI che, tyAM sudhI ahaMkAra dekhAya che. mATe maLa kADhavAno che. 1649 jevI draSTi UbhI thAya tevI sRSTi UbhI kare ! "A mAruM' evI draSTi UbhI thAya te pachI, bIjuM parAyuM tevI sRSTi dekhAya. 1650 ApaNo draSTidoSa ocho kare, enuM nAma dharma. draSTidoSa vadhAre te adharma. saMsAra e draSTidoSanuM ja pariNAma che. 1651 A draSTidoSanuM ja pariNAma che. A draSTidoSa jAya tyAre jagata "jema che tema' dekhAya. jeno draSTidoSa gayo hoya evAM anubhavI puruSa' joDe besavAthI ApaNo draSTidoSa jAya. bIjA kazAthI nahIM. 1652 lokadraSTi che tyAM paramAtmA nathI. paramAtmA che tyAM lokadraSTi 1654 vastu eka ja che, paNa bhrAMtithI ruci-aruci thayA kare. kAraNa ke darekanI draSTi judI judI che. 1655 A jagatamAM apAra sukha che. paNa jo kadI enuM 'sAyansa' jANe to ! "sAyansa'thI sukha thAya evuM che. A to bhramita thayA cho, 'roMga bilipha' bharAI che. tethI duHkhI thayA cho. 'roMga bilipha' nIkaLI jAya ne "rAITa bilipha' besI gaI eTale naryuM sukha ja che. 1656 jyAM sudhI "roMga bilipha' jAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI lUMTAyA ja karavAnAM ! 1657 jyAM sudhI bhrAMtinuM calaNa che tyAM sudhI bhrAMtinI vicArazreNI che ne tyAM sudhI e duHkha ja che. "jJAnI'onI bhASAmAM kazuM duHkha-sukha nathI. 1658 parabhAvane potAno bhAva mAne che e ja bhrAMti. kare che ko'ka ne "karuM chuM' ema mAne che e ja bhrAMti. 1659 jyAM huM nathI tyAM huM mAnavuM, te tirobhAva. jyAM 'huM tyAM huMpaNuM mAnavuM, te AvirbhAva. 1660 saMpUrNa asthira vAtAvaraNamAM sthira rahevAno bhAva karo tyAre sthira rahevAze. kAraNa ke tamAro svasvabhAva sthira ja che. pachI asthira joDe zI levA-devA ? 1661 azubha bhAvathI pApa baMdhAya, zubha bhAvathI puNya baMdhAya ne zuddha bhAvathI mokSa ! 1662 indriya jJAna bhAvo badhA UbhA kare. atIndriya jJAna bhAvo ja nA thavA de ! 1663 vastunI mUchanI coMTa jo eka ja kalAka coMTe to so so varasa nathI. 1653 A to badhAM bhUto che. tame Daro to bhUta vaLagI jaze. mahIM bUma paDe ke phAMsIe caDhAvaze to ? tyAre kahIe ke "hA, karekTa' che.' AtmAne phAMsI nathI. AtmAne kazuM nathI. badhI pugalanI karAmata che. phAMsI e pudgala che ne phAMsIe caDhAvanAra hau pudgala che. AtmA koI dahADo phAMsIe caDhayo nathI. A to draSTimAM besatuM nathI eTale gabharAmaNa thAya che. paNa 'jJAnI'nI draSTie enI draSTi maLI gaI ke thaI rahyuM ! enA mATe "jJAnI' pAse paricayamAM rahevuM paDe ! Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e cAle ! ullAsamaya pariNAma ane tanmayAkAra bhAva ene lIdhe vastunI kuTeva brahmAnA divasa jeTalI cAle ! mATe upayoga kyAMya devA jevuM nathI. 1664 udAsInane kazuM aDe nahIM. 'svarUpa jJAna' pachI puruSArtha mAMDe to udAsIna rahI zake che ! 1665 tame je vastunI lAyakAta dharAvatA hazo, te vastu tamane ghera beThAM maLaze. tamArI zuddhatA joIze. tamArI zuddhatAmAM zuM joIe? A jagatanA koI jIvane mArAthI duHkha nA ho. koI duHkha mane ApI jAya che te kAyadesara che. 1666 vItarAgo kahe che : 'tamane je anukULa Ave tevAM bhAva karo. tamane mArA para viSayanA bhAva Ave to viSayanA karo, nirviSayInA Ave to nirviSayInA karo, dharmanA Ave to dharmanA karo, pUjyapadanA Ave to pUjyapadanA karo, ne gALo devI hoya to gALo do. mAre koIno paDakAra nathI. jene paDakAra nathI, te mokSe jAya che ane paDakAravALAno ahIM mukAma rahe che ! 1667 jagata AkhuM jene "mAruM' gaNAve che, "te' "mAruM' nathI, e jJAna e ja AtmA che ! 1668 jJAna be prakAranAM : eka saMsAramAM zuM kharuM ne zuM khoTuM, zuM hitakArI ne zuM ahitakArI. bIjuM mokSa mArganuM. mokSanuM jJAna maLe to sAMsArika hitAhitanuM jJAna ene maLI ja jAya. nahIM to sAMsArika hitAhita jANanArA saMto hovAM joIe. 1669 dekhavAmAM AvyuM eTale samajamAM AvyuM te jANavAmAM AvyuM eTale jJAnamAM AvyuM. dekhavAmAM ne jANavAmAM bahu phera. 1670 traNa jAtanI vAto H 1. jJAnapUrvakanI vAto 2. buddhipUrvakanI vAto. 3. abuddhipUrvakanI vAto. traNa prakAranI vAtothI jagata cAlI rahyuM che. abuddhipUrvakanAnI vAto buddhipUrvakanAne khoTI lAge. buddhipUrvakanAnI vAto abuddhipUrvakanAne khoTI lAge ne jyAM jJAnapUrvakanI vAta che tyAM kazuM ja kharuM-khoTuM nathI. 1671 ghaNAM bole che ke "ame jJAtA-draSTA chIe', alyA, zAno jJAtA-draSTA? "tuM" to hajI "caMdubhAI che ne ! "AtmA' thayA pachI, AtmAnuM lakSa beThAM pachI jJAtA-draSTA pada zarU thAya. 1672 "jJAna' konuM nAma kahevAya ? jarUra vakhate avazya hAjara thavuM joIe. e "jJAna" ApanAra koNa hovo joIe? game te mANasa Ape, te cAle nahIM. vacanabaLavALo hovo joIe. eTale jarUra vakhate e hAjara thAya. jJAna hAjara thAya nahIM to kAma na thAya. 1673 'rileTiva' vastuone invAITa' karavA (AmaMtravA) jevuM kazuM ja nathI. to InvAITa karavA jevuM zuM che ? ApaNe "je gAma' javAnuM che, tenuM "jJAna" jANI levAnuM che. 1674 jyAM sudhI kriyAno kartA pote che, tyAM sudhI ajJAnatA che. ajJAnatA saMsAranuM kAraNa che. 1675 sAkSIbhAva ane jJAtA-draSTA (bhAva)mAM bahu phera che. sAkSIbhAva koI saMtapuruSane hoya, te pachI temaNe AgaLa vadhavA prayatna karavo paDe. sAkSIbhAva hovA chatAM bhrAMti gayelI nA hoya. ane chelluM pada to jJAtA-draSTA bhAvamAM che. 1676 bhagavAnane sAkSI thavAnI jarUra nathI. emane kaMI "korTamAM ochuM javAnuM che ? A to 'tamAre' sAkSI thavAnuM che, jethI karma nA baMdhAya. ane "bhagavAna" to khAlI 'joyA' ja kare che ! 1677 sAkSIrUpe bhagavAna rahe che paNa e laukika bhagavAna che. laukika bhagavAna eTale "igoijhama' sAkSIrUpe che. sAkSIrUpe Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAyama mATe rahe to ene karma nA baMdhAya. 1678 ATaluM ja jANavAnuM che : "AI" ane "mAya'nuM "separezana' karane, to AkhuM zAstra samajI gayo ! AkhuM brahmAMDa samajI gayo !!! 1679 "AI e vastu svarUpa che ne 'mAya' e saMyoga svarUpa che. saMyoga svarUpa ne "vastu' svarUpa e be judAM hoya. 1680 sthULa "mAya'ne bAda karatAM AvaDe, pachI sUma bAda karavAnuM. pachI sUkSmatara ne sUkamatama bAda karavAnuM. A badhuM bAda karatAM karatAM "AI juduM paDI jAya ! 1681 "AI ebsolyuTa' che. ene "mAyanAM bhUta vaLagyAM che ! 1682 "AI" e ja tame pote cho eTaluM ja 'rIyalAIjha' karavAnuM 1687 saMsAramAM sukhI thavAno eka ja rasto che. "mAya' choDIne lokonI pAchaLa paDo ! 1688 "mAya jeTaluM kahevAmAM Ave che te badhuM ja parabhAyuM. 'AI' e "pote' che ne "mA" badhuM parabhAyuM che, pudgala che. vyavahAramAM "A mAruM che' ema bolavAmAM vAMdho nahIM. paNa aMdarakhAne "AI' 'huM koNa chuM' e nakkI karI levuM joIe. 1689 AtmA sivAya bIjuM badhuM zuM che? vyavahAra che. ane vyavahAra parAzrita che ! parAzritane svAzrita lokoe mAnyuM eTale tame ya mAnyuM, eka phero roga pese pachI nIkaLe zI rIte ? A saMsAra roga vadhato vadhato 'kronika' thaI gayo ! te zI rIte chUTAya ? "vijJAna' maLe to chUTe! 1690 mana-vacana-kAyAnAM paramANuM "IphekTiva' che. tethI 'vastu' sArI-khoTI dekhAya che. sArAne khoTuM ne khoTAne sAruM dekhADe che. ane tenAthI abhiprAya baMdhAya che. mana-vacana-kAyAnAM paramANu ja abhiprAya batAve che. 1691 jo vAgha joDe pratikramaNa' karIe to vAghe ya ApaNA kahyA pramANe kAma kare. "vAgha'mAM ne "manuSya'mAM phera kazo nathI. phera tamArAM spaMdanono che ! tethI tene asara thAya che. 1692 'vAgha hiMsaka che' evuM tamArA manamAM dhyAna hoya tyAM sudhI e pote hiMsaka ja rahe ane 'vAgha zuddhAtmA che' evuM dhyAna rahe to e hiMsaka nA rahe. badhuM thaI zake tema che ! 1693 koIne mATe eka ja phera mahIM pariNAma bagaDe ke Ane ThekANe pADI dauM, eTale e to bhagavAnanI sAkSIe nIkaLelI vAta, e kaI rIte nakAmI jAya ? pariNAma nA bagaDe to kazuM ya nathI. badhuM zAMta thaI jAya. baMdha thaI jAya ! 1683 sthaLa "mAya'ne bAda karatAM to badhAne AvaDe. paNa sUma, sUkSmatara ne sUkSmatama 'mA'ne bAda karavAnuM zI rIte AvaDe ? e to "jJAnI puruSa'nuM kAma. 1684 "AI vItha "mAya', enuM nAma jIvAtmA. 'huM " ane "A badhuM mAruM che' e jIvAtmadazA. ane "huM ja chuM ane mAruM na hoya' e paramAtmadazA !!! 1685 "AI' eTale huM, ne "mAya' eTale mAruM. "mA" badho parigraha che. parigraha jeTalo uMcakAya eTalo rAkhavo. 1686 "AI' ane 'mAya" e be judA ja phAMTA che. e kyAreya bhegA nA thAya. Ama kaheze ke, "mAya vAIpha (mArI bairI), ame be eka ja chIe. eka to nA ja kahevAya ne ? be "AI" judA ja hoya ne ? Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1694 je pariNAma pAmI gayuM tyAM ciMtA karavA jevuM nathI. zenA AdhAre pariNAma pAme che tyAM dhyAna rAkhavA jevuM che. 1695 akkala to konuM nAma kahevAya ke jeNe koI dahADo koInIya nakala nA karI hoya te. 1696 "mAre lIdhe koIne aDacaNa nA Ave' evuM rahyuM eTale to kAma ja thaI gayuM ne ! 1697 'ame' to oLakhI gayelA ke koNa godA mAre che ? badhuM tamAruM ne tamAruM ja che ! Nobody is responsible for "you". "you" are whole and sole responsible for yourself. 1698 A jagata anAdikALathI parivartanazIla ja che. paNa "rAunDa' hovAthI "enDa' ja jaDato nathI. 1699 kudaratano niyama evo che ke darekane enI jarUriyAta pramANe sukha maLI ja Ave che. darekanuM TenDara' bhareluM pUruM thAya ja. 1700 draSTi badalAI jAya ke mAre tyAM sopho nathI, te pAcho udhAra sopho laI Ave ne doDha Tako vyAjano Ape ! "nesesiTI' keTalI che tenI pahelAmAM pahelI noMdha hovI joIe. 1701 "ThIka che' evuM nA bolIe. "sAruM che' ema bolIe eTale sAruM ja thAya. 1702 badhA maMtro bhegA bolIe. maMtro e to devone khuza karavAnuM sAdhana che. 1703 saMto dharma upara caDhAve ne "jJAnI puruSa' mukti Ape. 1704 ApaNe badhAMne rAjI rAkhIe e moTAmAM moTo dharma che ! 1705 vyavahAra cAritra eTale koI strIne duHkha nA thAya tema varte, koI strI tarapha draSTi nA bagaDe. 1706 vyasano to kyAM che? je gupta rAkhyAM che te ja vyasano che. je khullAM dekhAya, te vyasano nA kahevAya. 1707 anAyAsa to duniyAmAM kazuM hotuM ja nathI. aMdara "kavarDa kojhIjha' (gupta kAraNo) hoya che. anAyAsa e paNa AyAsanuM phaLa che. 1708 gaI tithi to brAhmaNe ya nA jue, ne akkalavALA yAda rAkhe ke ANe mane dago dIdho hato, ANe mane akkala vagarano kahyo hato!A vANIno pravAha to pANInA pravAhanI jema che!tenI zI rIte puchAya ke tame kaI rIte athaDAtA AvyA ?! 1709 vyakti kone kahevAya ? dehadhArImAM thoDo vyakta thayo hoya, tene vyakti kahevAya. saMpUrNa vyakta thayo hoya to te vizeSa vyakti kahevAya. 1710 "poIjhana' hoya te saMta puruSe pIvAnuM ane amRta jagate pIvAnuM. kAraNa jagatanA loko nirbaLa che. 1711 pavitra bhUmimAM jo tyAMnA AcAra-vicAra nA pALe to jabarajasta baMdhana kare. narkagati bAMdhe ! 1712 dareka mANase eTaluM taiyAra thavAnuM che ke koI paNa jagyA bojArUpa nA lAge. jagyA enAthI kaMTALe. pote kaMTALo nA pAme, eTale sudhI taiyAra thavAnuM che. nahIM to A to badhI anaMta jagyAo che, kSetrano pAra nathI ! anaMta kSetra che ! 1713 sAmAnuM 'dhU poInTa" zuM che te jANIne bolo. potAnI draSTi Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthe toLIne ke joDIne bolavuM e guno che. 1714 tamArI AgaLa AgaLa badhuM ja je jarUriyAta che te taiyAra hoya che. kAraNa mahIM paramAtmA beThelA che. mana-vacanakAyAnI DakhoDakhala nA hoya to !!! 1715 je sAdhana sAdhya nA batAve e sAdhana zA kAmanuM ? 1716 dharma eTale sAruM karavuM te ane duHkha ApavuM te adharma. te dharmAdharma kahevAya. jyAre 'sAyansa' dharmAdharmathI para che ! 1717 azubhamAMthI zubha thAya e ahaMkAre karIne thaI zake che. paNa zubhamAMthI zuddhamAM AvavA mATe ahaMkAranuM kAma nathI. tyAMthI AgaLa pagathiyAM caDhavAnI sIDI ja kyAM che te ja khabara nA paDe ne ! tethI ja to badhuM aTakyuM che ! 1718 zubhamAMthI zuddhamAM kevI rIte javAya ? enA zabda nA hoya. e to 'jJAnI puruSa' svarUpanuM bhAna karAve, bhagavAnanI kRpA utAre to kAma thAya ! 1719 1958mAM A 'jJAna' pragaTa thayuM ! te dahADe 'jJAnI' thayA ! tenA Agale dahADe to 'ame' paNa ajJAnI ja hatA ne ! 1720 A bhavamAM tamAre karavAnuM eTaluM ja ke sAmAne nimitta jANI tamAre zAMta rahevAnuM. mana saheje ya bagADavA nahIM devAnuM. mana bagaDe to nimittanI mAphI mAgavI ke 'he nimitta ! tuM to nimitta che, mAruM mana bagaDyuM mATe mAphI mAMguM chuM.' ATaluM ja karavAnuM che ! e puruSArtha che ! 1721 badhAM nimitta laIne ja AvelAM hoya che. huM ya nimitta laIne Avyo chuM. A dehe ATalAM kAryo AmanAthI thaze evuM nimitta hoya ! 1722 eka jaNa kahe, 'mArI dADha du:khe che.' tArI dADha tane zuM kAma duHkhe ? A to virodhAbhAsI vAkya bolyo kahevAya. je tAruM che e tane kyAreya duHkha nA Ape ne je tAruM nathI e duHkha ApyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. AnuM tuM vivaraNa karI lAva to ukela Ave ne ! 1723 dhIraja rAkhavA jevI vastu nathI, dhIraja zIkhavA jevI vastu che. dhIraja kevI rIte zIkhAya ? dhIrajavALA pAse besavAthI, dhIrajavALAne jovAthI zIkhAya. 1724 bahAra bagaDI gayuM hoya to bhale bagaDI gayuM, paNa mahIM nA bagaDavA daIza. devuM ApavAnI sagavaDa nA hoya tyAre mahIM cokhkhuM rAkhavuM ke ApavuM ja che. te mahIMnuM bagaDavA nA dIdhuM eTale devAM ApavAno samaya Avaze. 1725 loko mitracArI toDe che te mahIMnI ne bahAranI banne toDI nAkhe che. saMjogavazAt bahAranuM bagaDyuM, paNa mahIMnuM nA bagaDavuM joIe. 1726 aMdaranuM nA bagaDyuM eTale 'ApaNuM' nA bagaDyuM. bahAranuM bagaDeluM lAkaDAmAM jaze. pachI bahAranuM sudhare ke nA ya sudhare. 1727 jo aMdara kazuM nA bagaDatuM hoya to bahAra kazuM ja bagaDatuM nathI. jagatanuM A gupta rahasya che. 1728 lokone devAM bahu thaI jAya eTale pahelAM ema thAya ke ApavuM che pachI ema thAya ke zuM ApavuM che ? to e bagaDyuM ! aMdaranI sahI nA karI ApavI. 1729 mahIMthI je khabara paDe che, 'Inpharmezana' (sUcanA) maLe che, e puNya-pApa batAve che. mahIM badhuM ja jJAna-darzana che. mahIMthI badhI ja khabara maLe. paNa te kyAM sudhI maLe ke jyAM sudhI tame AMtaro nahIM. enuM ullaMghana karo to 'inpharmezana' AvatI baMdha Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaI jaze. 1730 AtmA paramAtma-svarUpa che. te khoTuM ya sUjhADato nathI ne sAcuM ya sUjhADato nathI. e to pApano udaya Ave tyAre khoTuM sUjhe ne puNyano udaya Ave tyAre sAcuM dekhADe. AmAM AtmA kazuM ja karato nathI, e to mAtra spaMdanone "joyA ja kare che guNavAna ho, paNa "IgoIjhama hoya to "yujhalesa' (nakAmuM). guNavAna to namratAvALo hoya to ja kAmano. 1739 ahaMkAra kevo hovo joIe ? loko 'eksepTa kare evo. 1740 IgoIjhama' hoya teno vAMdho nathI. paNa e "normala' hovo joIe. "normala' 'IgoIjhama' eTale sAmAne duHkha nA thAya. 1741 bhUtakALa zAthI vAgoLe che? ahaMkAra ghavAyelo che tenI davA 1731 A saMsAramAM A mana-vacana-kAyAnAM traNa bhUta vaLagyAM che. 1732 paudagalika kriyA mAtra saMsAra phaLa ApanArI che. nakAmI nahIM jAya. tame zeraDI vAvazo to mIThuM khAzo ne kArelI vAvazo to kaDavuM khAzo. je rasa tamane gamato hoya te vAvajo, ne mokSa javuM hoya to vAvavAnuM baMdha karI do. bIja ja nAkhavAnAM baMdha karI do. 1733 ajJAnabhAvathI je karavAmAM Ave che te badhuM baMdhana che. jJAnabhAve je karavAmAM Ave che te badhuM mukti ApanAruM che. 1734 koIno ya ahaMkAra bhagna karIne ApaNe sukhI thaIe ja nahIM, ahaMkAra to enuM jIvana che ! 1735 je "IgoIjhama' bIjAne duHkha ApavA mATe vaparAya che, te potAne ja duHkha Ape che. je IgoIjhama" bIjAne sukha ApavA mATe vaparAya che te potAne ja sukhanuM kAraNa thaI paDe 1742 ahaMkArane ne lakSmIne bahu vera che. je kAma karavAnuM che eTalAM pUrato ja ahaMkAra hovo joIe. ethI vadhArAno ahaMkAra hoya, phelAyelo ahaMkAra hoya, tene ne lakSmIne bahu vera. lakSmI tyAMthI cheTI rahe. 1743 khAlI ahaMkAra karIne phare che ne chevaTe pelAM lAkaDAMmAM jAya che evI dayAjanaka sthiti che ! ane bahu sAro mANasa hoya, tene caMdananAM lAkaDAM maLe. paNa lAkaDAM ja ne ?! je mare ja nahIM e kharo zUravIra. 1744 eka "jJAna" ekaluM ja mukti ApanAruM che. sarva sAdhana baMdhanarUpa che ! 1745 jagatamAM koI vastunI "velyu' nathI, tema koI vastunI | 'DIvelyu' karavAnI jarUra nathI. 1746 A duniyAmAM kiMmata konI vadhAre ? jenI achata hoya tenI. 1747 kaLAnI kiMmata nathI, kaLAdhara ochAM che ke vadhAre enI para kiMmata che. 1748 "mArI kiMmata nA karI' evuM keTalAMka kahe che ne ? tArI kiMmata hatI ja kaMI ? tuM A dariyAne pUchI Ava ke tArI kiMmata keTalI? eka mojuM Avaze ne taNAI jaze ! keTalAMya 1736 abhimAna nivRtta nA thAya tyAM sudhI naryuM duHkha, duHkha ne duHkha ja hoya ! 1737 ahaMkArano artha zo ? AMdhaLuM thavuM, potAnI draSTithI. 'jJAnI' ahaMkAra kADhI Ape. 1738 moTAmAM moTI nabaLAI kaI ? IgoIjhama'. game teTalAM Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ! 1757 koI vastu kharI karAvavA pharIe to te vadhAre khoTuM thaI jAya. mATe kharuM nA nIkaLe to ApaNe choDI devuM. 1758 amAruM kharuM karAvavA ame navarA nathI. tAruM kharuM karAvavA paNa ame navarA nathI. 1759 sAmo game teTaluM bole to tenuM laghuttama kADhI nAkhavuM, jagata badhuM vyavasthita che. eTale koIne ema nA kahezo ke "teM khoTuM karyuM. evuM kahevAya to nahIM ne vicArAya paNa nahIM. 1760 "jJAnI' to tenuM nAma ke pote jeTaluM bole teTaluM puravAra karI Ape. evuM nA bole ke "mAruM ATaluM barobara che. tAre mAnavuM paDaze." mojAMvALo mAlika, tArA jevA keTalAMya jaNane e tANI gayo ! kiMmata to jene rAga-dveSa nA thAya enI kahevAya ! 1749 rUpiyo sasto thayo eTale mANasa moMgho thAya ne rUpiyo moMgho thayo eTale mANasa sasto thAya. atyAre mANasa sasto che, pAcho e moMgho thaze. 1750 A baMgaDIo kevI rUpALI che ! paNa koI puruSane paherAve to tene nA game. kAraNa potAnI jAtanI kiMmata AMkI che pote ! pote "tharmomiTara' ne pote tAva banne eka nA hoya ! 1751 gharamAM calaNa nA rAkhavuM. je calaNa rAkhe che tene bhaTakavuM paDe. nAcalaNIA nANAMne loko pUjAmAM mUke ! 'vAIpha' joDe 'phrenDa' tarIke rAkhavuM. e tamArA phrenDa ne tame emanA 'phrenDa'! 1752 dhaMdhAmAM cAlAkI karazo to ya e napho ne cAlAkI nahIM karo to ya e napho. cAlAkI tamane AvatAM bhavanI javAbadArI UbhI kare che. mATe cAlAkI karavAnI bhagavAne nA pADI che. kazo phAyado nahIM ne pAra vagaranuM nukasAna ! 1753 draSTi chatI thAya tyAre potAnA ja doSa dekhAya, ne avaLI draSTi hoya tyAre sAmAnA doSa dekhAya. 1754 je 'DroIga che te pramANe cAlyA kare che, tene "tame' "juo'. icchAo e paNa DroIga che. 1755 potAnI dAnata cora che. nahIM to duniyAmAM koI corI zake ema che ja nahIM, koI lUMTI zake ema che ja nahIM. potAnI dAnato ja lUMTe che. lUMTanAro to nimitta che. bAkI, tamAro ja hisAba che ! 17pa6 loko to je maLyA tenI joDe vAtoe vaLagI paDe che. ko'ka maLavo joIe. AvI vAtothI to anaMta zaktio veDaphAya 1761 sAmAnya bhAve jagata che. koInI mAlikI nathI AvI. jene je anukULa Ave te kare. tenI tame niMdA karI zako nahIM, "e khoTuM che ema kahI zako nahIM, 'A khoTuM che' ema vicArAya nahIM. A badhuM kudaratI saMcAlana che ! 1762 A to AvaDI moTI jaMjALa che, paramANu e paramANu jaMjALa che emAMthI chUTAya evuM che ja nahIM. eTale bhagavAne kahyuM ke jJAnI puruSa' maLe to temanI pAse paDyo raheje ! 1763 gayA avatAramAM jenI joDe hisAba baMdhAyelA hoya te ja joDe rahI zake. 1764 laukikamAM "alaukikatA'nAM darzana thAya to kAma kADhI jAya. 1765 A jagatamAM badhA 'DyUTI' to bajAve ja che. paNa 'DayUTI' bajAve ne uparathI DaphaLAve, te jAnavaragatimAM jAya. pharaja samajIne bajAve to pharI manuSyapaNuM Ave. ane namratAthI bajAve to devagatimAM jAya. Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1766 jyAM letI-detI che tyAM AtmA hoya nahIM. letI-detI che tyAM zerabajAra che. 1767 'AkhI duniyAmAM nAlAyakamAM nAlAyaka huM chuM' e samajaNa paDI tyArathI ja lAyaka thayA ApaNe. 1768 'koI jIva, koI jIvamAM kiMcitmAtra Dakhala karI nA zake' A siddhAMta jo koI samajI gayo to pote svataMtra thaI jAya ! 1769 je 'ApaNo' dharma nathI te 'karavA' jaIe to Dakho thaI jAya. 1770 AkhI rAta tame koIne herAna nathI karatAM to koI tamane herAna kare che ? rAte koI khakhaDAvatuM nathI ne ? divase Dakhala karo cho, tethI herAna thAva cho. eka paNa muzkelI aDe nahIM evuM kudaratanuM niyaMtraNa che, jo tuM Dakho nA kare to. tane aDe che e tAro ja Dakho che ! 1771 ApaNane harakata karanAro che mATe bIjI bAju madada karanAro che e vAta cokkasa che. jema harakata karanAro dekhAto nathI tema madada karanAro paNa dekhAto nathI. harakata karanAro be-pAMca varasathI vadhAre nA Takato hoya to madada karanAro paNa ethI vadhAre nA Take. 1772 je bIjAne 'heDeka' karAve che tethI tenuM mAthuM duHkhe che. 1773 tuM sIdho rahIza to sAmAne sIdhA thaIne Avye ja chUTako che. koI tamane gALa bhAMDe te tamArI jokhamadArI para bhAMDe che ? to zuM bhagavAnanI jokhamadArI para bhAMDe che ? nA, te to potAnI ja jokhamadArI para tamane gALa bhAMDI rahyo che. jo tame sAmI gALa bhAMDazo to e tamArI jokhamadArI thaI. 1774 jUThuM bolavAthI zuM nukasAna thatuM haze ? vizvAsa UThI jAya ApaNA parathI ! ne vizvAsa UThI gayo eTale mANasanI kiMmata khalAsa !!! 1775 A jelamAM kedI hoya, te enI jelanI oraDIne cUno lAvIne dhoLe tethI ema ochuM kahevAya ke ene jela game che ? e zAthI ema kare che ? ene chUTako ja nathI tethI. tema A saMsAramAM chUTako ja nathI, tethI gharabAra, moTara-baMgalA vasAve che ! 1776 koI 'gajavuM' kApe ne pote tenuM uparANuM le ke, 'e zuM khoTuM kare che ? ene khAvAnuM nathI maLatuM, tethI gajavuM kApe ne ?' have pote khissuM nA kApato hoya paNa Ama uparANuM le, e bIje avatAre gajavuM kApanAra thAya ! bicArAnI aMdhArAmAM bhUla thaI che ne daMDa ajavALAmAM maLe che ! 1777 kazAno abhiprAya nA rahevo joIe. abhiprAya eTale tame enI anumodanA karI. khoTuM ene khoTuM 'jANavuM', kharuM ene kharuM 'jANavuM'. khoTA para kiMcitmAtra dveSa nahIM, kharA para kiMcitmAtra rAga nahIM. kharuM-khoTuM hotuM ja nathI. kharuM-khoTuM e dvaMdva che, bhrAMta draSTi che, sAmAjika svabhAva che. bhagavAnanI draSTimAM evuM nathI. bhagavAnanI draSTimAM Tebala para jame che te ya, ne saMDAsa jAya che te ya, banne sarakhuM che. 1778 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM 'gajavuM' koI kApI jAya to 'jJAnI puruSa'ne zuM dekhAya ? 'cAlo jame thaI ATalI 2kama !' ghera vaparAyAM eTalA gayA gaTaramAM ! mArA-tArAnA saMkucita bhAvane lIdhe A zI rIte dekhAya ? vizALa bhAvathI 'jema che tema' dekhAya, enuM nAma 'jJAna' kahevAya. 1779 A saMsAramAM kaMI paNa khaMDana karavuM e bhagavAnanuM khaMDana karyA barAbara che. corInuM ya khaMDana karavuM e bhagavAnanuM khaMDana karyA barAbara che. A corI e to eka jAtano julAba che. e ApaNane svaccha karIne jAya che. 1780 manuSya thaIne prApta saMsAramAM Dakho nA kare to saMsAra evo Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saraLa ne sIdho cAlyA kare. paNa A to prApta saMsAramAM Dakhala ja karyA kare che. jAgyo tyAMthI ja Dakhala ! prApta saMyogomAM saheja paNa Dakhala nA hoya to bhagavAnanI sattA rahe, tene badale Dakho karIne potAnI sattA UbhI kare che ! 1781 koI paNa vastune halAvavAthI nukasAna thAya che. sAhajika che temAM bagADa hoya to sudhAro karavA mATe halAvavAnI jarUra nathI. rasto karavAnI jarUra che. upAya karavAnI jarUra che. 1782 paiNyo tyArathI vahune sudhAravA pharato hoya, paNa mare tyAM sudhI beu nA sudhare. enAM karatAM zAka sudhArata to sudhArAI jAta. eTale vahune sudhAravI ja nA joIe. e ApaNane sudhAre to sAruM, ApaNe to sudhAravuM ja nA joIe. 1783 'ame' to mULathI DakhA vagaranA mANasa. ApaNe DakhA vagaranA thayA eTale badhA DakhAvALA beThA hoya to ya ApaNane zuM aDe ? 'amArI' hAjarIthI ja badho Dakho jato rahe. 'jene' 'AtmA'mAM ja mukAma che, 'tene' zI bhAMjagaDa ? mukAma ja 'AtmA'mAM che, 'tene' vyavahAra naDato nathI. 1784 vyavahAramAM DakhoDakhala karo te azuddha vyavahAra. 1785 saMsAramAM hAtha ghAlyo tyAMthI kakaLATa ne AtmAmAM hAtha ghAlyo tyAMthI AnaMda ! 1786 vItarAgonI zodhakhoLa zI che ? kiMcitmAtra hiMsA, e hAravAnI nizAnI che. manathI paNa sAmAnuM avaLuM vicAryuM, to te hAravAnI nizAnI che. darekanI mahIM bhagavAna beThelA che, e gupta tattvanI zI rIte samajaNa paDe ? vItarAgoe 'Atmatattva'ne guhyatama tattva kahyuM che ! 1787 mazkarI kare te to bahu khoTuM kahevAya. kAraNa ke mazkarI bhagavAnanI thaI kahevAya. bhalene gadheDo che, paNa 'AphaTara ola, (chevaTe) zuM che ? bhagavAna che ! 1788 jyAM kleza che tyAM bhagavAna nathI. 1789 kevuM sTeja prApta hovuM joIe ? ApaNAM gharamAM kaleza kyAreya paNa nA thAya, evI ApaNI buddhi utpanna thavI joIe. bIjuM badhuM cAle paNa aMtarakleza nA thavo joIe. 1790 darekane 'pajhala' to thAya paNa pajhala kema karIne 'solva' thAya eTaluM 'sAyansa' jo lokone jANa thAya to ya ghaNuM che. 1791 dhI varlDa Isa dhI pajhala, ITaselpha. A 'pajhala' je 'solva' kare, tene paramAtmApadanI DigrI prApta thAya ! 1792 pyAlA-rakAbI nokaranA hAthe phUTe to mahIM pajhala UbhuM thaI jAya ! pyAlA-rakAbI koNa phoDe che ? A jagata koNa calAve che ? enI khabara nathI ane A to vacce gesTa ciMtA kare che ! 1793 moTaranA paiDAM baMdha rahe ne gADI cAlu rahe evI kaMIka goThavaNI hoya che ne moTaramAM ? ('nyUTrala') tevuM A saMsAra cAlu rahe ne 'kojhijha' baMdha thaI jAya evuM karI levuM joIe ! 1794 saMsAra eTale zAtA-azAtA vedavAnuM kArakhAnuM ! 1795 jenuM maraNa che, e badhAM ja saMsArI ! 1796 saMsAra eTale thAkavuM ne thAka khAvo. 1797 saMsAra eTale indriyasukhanuM bajAra. saMsAra eTale gappe gappa cumALaso. ne mokSa eTale bAre bAra cumALaso. 1798 jyAM sudhI svArtha hoya tyAM sudhI saMpa nA thAya. paramArtha thAya tyAre saMpa kare. 1799 saMpavALuM jagata che ja nahIM. e to 'jJAnI puruSa' mokSanuM dAna Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ape tyAre ja saMpa rahe. "jJAna" vagara saMpa rahe tema nathI. 1800 AMtarazatruo jeNe haNyA che evA arihaMtane namaskAra karuM chuM. AMtarazatruo che temane oLakho. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e AMtarazatruo che ! 1801 badhAnAmAM zuddhAtmA joIe, e ja vizvamaitrIbhAva ! 1802 je vItarAga thayA hoya, te mAlikIbhAva nA kare. 1803 mAlikIpaNuM karyuM ne tenI upara ahaMkAra karyo eTale bhogavaTo Avyo. koI koInuM mAlika nathI. konI cIja ne kono mAla? e to dariyAmAMthI jeNe jeTalAM mAchalAM pakaDyAM, teTalAM tenAM bApanAM. ne pakaDyAM pachI mAlikIbhAva Ubho karyo, eNe tenI jokhamadArI vahorI lIdhI ! 1804 mAlikIpaNuM hoya tyAM upAdhi hoya. 1805 jenuM tame svAmIpaNuM karazo te badhuM ja sAmuM thaze. chevaTe, maratI vakhate paNa jenI jenI upara svAmIpaNuM dharAvyuM che, te badhuM ja duHkhadAyaka thaI paDaze ! 1806 je jAtane chetarato nathI, tene duHkha nA Ave. duHkho, potAnI jAtane chetare che tethI thAya che. 1807 ApaNe lokone chetaratAM nathI, ApaNA AtmAne ja chetarIe chIe ! 1808 jagata krodhI karatAM krodha nA karanArAthI vadhAre bhaDake ! kAraNa zuM ? krodha baMdha thaI jAya eTale pratApa utpanna thAya. kudaratano niyama che evo ! nahIM to krodha na karanArAnuM rakSaNa ja karanAra nA maLane ! krodha e ajJAnatAmAM rakSaNa karanAruM che ! 1809 krodhamAM paramANunI ugratA hoya ne lobhamAM lakSmI saMbaMdhe paramANunuM AkarSaNa rahe. 1810 tame koInI joDe atyAre gusse thaI gayA ho to e DiscArja kaSAya che. paNa enI aMdara 'tamAro' "bhAva" che, te temAM pachI "cArja'nuM bI paDyuM. 1811 krodha karavo eTale potAnI chatI milakatane divAsaLI cAMpavI. 1812 jyAM sudhI nabaLAI jAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI paramAtmA bhegA thAya nahIM. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e nabaLAIo che. 1813 adhyAtma jANyuM to tenuM nAma ke jayAM roja roja krodha-mAna mAyA-lobha ghaTya ja jAya, vadhe nahIM. 1814 eka phera kaSAyarahita "jJAnI puruSa'nAM darzana thAya tyArathI mokSanI zarUAta thaI gaI. kaSAyarahita kone kahevAya ? kaSAya hato nahIM, che nahi ne thaze nahIM evI sthiti thAya tene. eTale "emane' "parapariNati' ja nA hoya. tyAM 'darzana' kare to kalyANa thaI jAya ! 1815 kaSAyo karavA enuM nAma Thokaro ! ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna thAya enuM nAma Thokaro. 1816 loka kahe ke "Thokara mane vAgI.' tyAre Thokara kahe che, "huM to jyAM chuM tyAMnI tyAM ja chuM. A akkaramI AMdhaLA jevA mane AvIne vAge che !' 1817 saMsAranA loko zuM kare? mahemAna Avyo tyAMthI ja mUMjhAmaNa anubhave. bairIne kahe ke "tuM moDhuM caDhAvaje eTale e jato rahe." moTuM caDhAvIza ke gALa bhAMDIza to ya e nahIM jAya. A to TAMko vAgelo che te zI rIte jAya ! moDhuM caDhAve che e to AvatAM bhavanI silaka bhegI kare che ke Avato bhava zuM vAparIza ? Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1818 ApaNAthI koInuM mana kacavAvuM nA joIe. ApaNe badhAMne khuza karIne nIkaLavuM. 1819 jene mahIM prasannatA rahe, tene bahAra prasannatA rahe. mana to bahArano arIso che ! 1820 ApaNe to paDI gayelAne beThA karavAnAM che. "kema paDI gayo ?" te pUchavAnuM nahIM. 1821 pAtratA kyAM hoya ? saMsAramAM kyAreya paNa kleza nA thato hoya te pAtra kahevAya. 1822 A loko kacakaca karIne potAnI siddhio khoI bese, mATe jema che tema' jANo. A badhI sagAIone laukika jANo, ene alaukika sagAI nA mAno. evI kaMI zodhakhoLa karo ke A pajhalamAM ja zAMtithI rahevAya. e zodhakhoLa tamArI mahIM ja che ! 1823 mANasajAta Takora khAvA mATe nathI. kharuM hoya ne Agraha nA hoya, kacakaca nA hoya to sAmAnA hRdayamAM coMTI jAya. ne kharuM hoya chatAM kacakaca kare ke Agraha rAkhe to te sAmAne sparza nA thAya. 1824 Takora karavAthI sAmAne khoTuM nA lAge to Takora karavI. khoTuM lAge to Takora nA karavI. 1825 jagata TokyA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. paNa TokaToka nA karavuM joIe. TokyA vagara jagata suMdara cAle tevuM che. kazuM ja DakhoDakhala karavA jevuM A jagata nathI. jagata to mAtra jANavA" jevuM ja che. 1826 satya-asatya koI bApoya pUchatuM nathI. mANase vicAra to karavo joIe ke mAruM satya che chatAM sAmo mANasa kema svIkArato nathI ? kAraNa satya vAta kahevA pAchaLa Agraha che, kacakaca che ! 1827 'kriminala' ropha nA joIe, 'sivila' ropha cAlaze. 1828 bhagavAna kahe che, dveSa upakArI che. prema-rAga kadI nahIM chUTe. AkhuM jagata premapariSadamAM phasAyuM che. mATe jALIe rahIne je zrIkRSNa kahIne chUTI jajo. 1829 koIne tarachoDIne mokSe nA javAya. mATe cetajo. 1830 ApaNe nAma kADhavA AvyA nathI, ApaNe to koInuM kAma kADhavA AvyA chIe. 1831 "ApaNe zuM chIe' ne 'ApaNuM zuM che', e ApaNe samajavAnuM che. koIne kahevA mATe nathI. 1832 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che emAMthI svArtha UbhA rahe che. eTale bhAna nathI ke konuM maraNa thAya che ne kono janma thAya che. A to bilIpha ja roMga beThelI che. paNa ghaNA kALe AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM "jJAnI puruSa' maLe to bhAna thAya ke janma-maraNa e to avasthA che. 1833 samakita kone kahevAya ? sarvasattAdhIzane oLakhIne badhAyanI vyavahAra sattA mAnya karavI paDe. jagata maLelI sattAno durupayoga kare che tethI manuSyapaNuM jAya che. ame to jenI je sattA hoya, tene mAnya karIe. 1834 sattA vAparavAthI potAne 'DIprezana' Ave. sattA sukha ApavA mATe che. sattA gunegArane paNa sukha ApavA mATe che ! 1835 chello kALa Ave tyAre kaheze, "have jJAnI Ave ne mane darzana thAya, be kalAka AyuSya vadhArajo mAruM, he bhagavAna !" ema bUmAbUma kare. have bUmAbUma nA karIza. kAlAvAlA zuM karavA kare che ? jyAre sattA hatI tyAre vAparI nahIM. sattA nA hoya Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAre mAgaNI kare ! 1836 parasattAne potAnI sattA mAne che, enuM nAma ja bhrAMti. ATaluM samajAya to ya ukela Ave. A bIjAnI sattA che, ema mANaso samajatAM thaze tyAre kaMIka bhrAMti khasaze. 1837 ahaMkArano svabhAva sattAno durupayoga kare. 1838 'ame' amArI lAIphamAM koIne evuM nA kahIe ke tame mAruM mAno. kAraNa ke e potAnI sattAmAM ja nathI. 1839 varlDamAM evo koI janmyo nathI ke jene saMDAsa javAnI 'potAnI' svataMtra zakti hoya ! e to aTakaze tyAre khabara paDaze !!! 1840 eka miniTa paNa jenI sattA nathI, tene kAyamanI sattA nathI. 1841 eka kSaNavAra paNa svasattAnuM bhAna thAya to te paramAtmA thaI zake che. 1842 vItarAgatA ja bhava pAra-taravA mATe che. 1843 svarUpa sthitimAM lakSaNa zuM ? vItarAgatA. 1844 A lokasaMjJAthI sukha nathI, 'jJAnI'nI saMjJAthI sukha che. lokoe mAneluM sukha che, te sukha nathI. 1845 avinAzI cIjamAM sukha mAnavuM, enuM nAma sakita. 1846 samakita e jJAna nathI, paNa samajaNa che. 1847 samyakdarzana konuM nAma kahevAya ke je 'ITarnala'ne dekhADe, ne mithyAdarzana konuM nAma kahevAya ke je 'TempararI' dekhADe. 1848 'vastu'ne 'jema che tema' yathArtha jovI enuM nAma samakita. ane anya rUpe jovI e mithyAtva. 1849 samakitIne to koI jagyAe vAMdho nA hoya. badhe ya jJAtAdraSTA ja rahe, ene vAMdho ja nA Ave. vAMdhAvacakAM che tyAM sudhI samakita ja kahevAya nahIM. 1850 sabhyatA e samakitanI nizAnI che ane eTIkeTa e mithyAtvanI nizAnI che ! 1851 jyAM kaMI paNa eTIkeTa che tyAM mokSa dharma nathI agara dharme ya nathI. dharma to sAhajikatAmAM hoya. 1852 sabhyatA to svAbhAvika hovI joIe. bIjuM badhuM eTIkeTa kahevAya. mokSamArga eTale sAdAI hovI joIe. tyAM eTIkeTanAM bhUtAM nA hovAM joIe. 1853 sAco dharma kyAM che ? ke jyAM strI, puruSa, chokarAM, bALako, thaiDAM, abhaNa, bhaNelAM badhAM kheMcAya. 1854 jyAM kaMI paNa prakAranI phI nathI, jyAM bodharezana nathI, jyAM vaDhavAnuM nathI tyAM bhagavAna che ! 1855 ApaNI TIkA karavAno lokone adhikAra che. ApaNane koInI TIkA karavAno adhikAra nathI. 1856 koInI saheja paNa TIkA karavA jatAM e 'kevaLajJAna'ne bAdhaka che. are, AtmajJAnane ya bAdhaka che. samakitane ya bAdhaka che. 1857 sAmAnI TIkA karo to tenI ArAdhanAnI TIkA karI kahevAya. te bhayaMkara guno che. tame sAmAne Teko nA ApI zako to kAMI nahIM, paNa TIkA to nA ja karo. jo TIkA che to vItarAganuM vijJAna nathI, tyAM dharma che ja nahIM, abhedatA che ja nahIM ! 1858 koI cetavaNI ApatuM hoya to te dIvAdAMDI che ane dIvAdAMDInI je khoDa kADhe, te sTImara sahIsalAmata kyAre pahoMce ? Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1859 jyAM koI 'polisI' nathI e 'greTesTa' polisI che. 1860 jema saMDAsa vinA koIne nA cAle tema paraNyA vinA cAle tema nathI. paNa tAruM mana kuMvAruM rahetuM hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa jyAM mana paraNeluM hoya tyAM paraNyA vagara nA cAle. 1861 nakha vadhAryA eTale badhA AcAra tUTyA ! eka AcAra tUTyo eTale badhA AcAra tUTyA ! 1862 pUraNa ne galana sivAya bIjuM zuM che !? 1863 bAdhA konI rakhAya ? mUrtinI bAdhA rakhAya. kAraNa ke mUrtino mAlika nA hoya, ne jIvatAnI bAdhA rakhAya paNa dehanA jo e mAlika hoya to temanI bAdhA nA rakhAya. kAraNa ke eka dahADo e Thokara mAre. 1864 eka satIne vezyA kahI to keTalI badhI jokhamadArI AvI paDe ? anaMta avatAra bagaDaze ! vezyAne satI kahIza to jokhamadArI nahIM Ave. 1865 'vItarAga'nAM pANIthI game tevA DAghA jatA rahe ! 1866 gADI be miniTa moDI UpaDI hoya to 'gADI kyAre UpaDaze, kyAre UpaDaze' karIne valopAta kare. valopAta karavA jevuM jagata nathI ! 1867 koInI rAha jovI e bhayaMkara kugatinuM kAraNa che. 'ilekTrisiTI' gaI ne tenI rAha jovI e ArtadhyAna thayuM kahevAya. ardhA kalAkanI rAha jovAmAM vIsa varSanI mahenata nakAmI jAya che. tyAM ApaNe 'eDajasTamenTa' laI ja levuM. 1868 'saraplasa TAIma' zemAM vAparo cho tenA para jokhama che. 'saraplasa TAIma' potAnA AtmA mATe vApare to badhuM pANI potAnAM ja khetara bhaNI jAya che, ne bIje vaparAya to pANI badhuM nakAmuM jAya che. mATe jeno 'saraplasa TAIma' AtmA mATe gayo, teno badho ja TAIma AtmA mATe gayo kahevAya. 1869 kAMTA upara sUI rahevuM, tenuM nAma kaMTALo. 1870 kaMTALo e ja ciMtA. 1871 kaMTALo Ave tyAre zodhakhoLa karavAno TAIma Ave. tyAre kharo puruSArtha karavAno vakhata Ave che. tyAre A loko ene pAchuM dhakele che ! 1872 bhagavAna kahe che, jene saMsAra kaMTALAvALo jarIkeya lAgato nathI, te mokSe javAne lAyaka ja nathI. kamAya to ya kaMTALo, nA kamAya to ya kaMTALo badhe kaMTALo Ave tyAre mokSe javAne lAyaka kahevAya ! 1873 dareka darda tenuM AyuSya laIne ja AveluM che. 1874 jagatamAM pralaya jevuM nathI. vastuno laya thato nathI, vastunI avasthAno laya thAya che. 1875 jANI beThelo jAge, paNa mAnI beThelo nA jAge ! 1876 'rileTiva'thI manoraMjana thAya, 'riyala'thI AtmaraMjana thAya. 1877 tamane majiyAtamAM kazuM mAgavAnuM kahe to zuM mAgo ? pharajiyAtamAM evuM kazuM ja nathI ke jemAM sthira thAya. eka pachI bIjuM joIe ja. eka 'svarUpa'mAM ja bojA rahita rahI zakAya. 1878 'jJAnI'ne mALA pheravavAnI nA hoya. e to 'svarUpa'nI mALA pherave. 1879 ahaMkAra zuM nA kare ? ahaMkArathI ja A badhuM UbhuM thayuM che. ne ahaMkAra vilaya thAya eTale mukti che ! Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1889 loko bolelA zabdo pAchA kheMcI levaDAve che. paNa ene samaja paDatI nathI ke vANI to rekarDa che, eTale pAchI zI rIte kheMcI 1880 A rAjA zuM kahe che ke meM lAkho mANasane mArI nAkhyA ! rAjA to khAlI ahaMkAra ja kare che, garvarasa le che. e to je laDAI upara hatA temaNe mAryA ! rAjA vagara kAmanI jokhamadArI kema le che? AnAthI mAranAra che e chUTI jAya. niyama zuM che ke je ahaMkAra vahorI le, tenA mAthe jokhamadArI jAya. 1881 koI mANasa avaLI vANI bolato hoya to tame che te tamArI vANI nA bagADo. 1882 kaDavuM kahenAro ja A duniyAmAM koI maLe nahIM. A mIThAzathI ja badhA roga aTakyA che. te kaDavAzathI roga jaze, mIThAzathI roga vadhaze. kaDavuM veNa sAMbhaLavAno vakhata nA Ave tevuM ApaNuM jIvana hovuM joIe. chatAM ya kaDavuM veNa sAMbhaLavAnuM Ave to sAMbhaLavuM. te to haMmezAM hitakara ja hoya. 1883 jyAre mauna thazo tyAre jagata samajyA gaNAzo. 1884 mauna jevI kaDakAI A duniyAmAM koI nathI. bolelI kaDakAI to veDaphAI jAya. 1885 jeTaluM mauna pakaDazo, eTalI buddhi baMdha thaze. 1886 vANI bolo teno vAMdho nathI, paNa ame sAcA chIe ema enuM rakSaNa nA hovuM joIe. 1887 ko'kanI upara nAkho te badhI ja vANI chevaTe tamArI upara ja paDe che. mATe evI zuddha vANI bolo ke zuddha pANI ja tamArI upara paDe. 1888 A jagatamAM koI zabda nakAmo bolAto nathI. 1890 jagatano koI zabda ApaNane halAve nahIM evuM 'TesTeDa' thaI javuM joIe. 1891 syAdvAda vANI zuM kahe che ? tame evuM bolo ke pAMca jaNa lAbhane pAme ne koIne ya Dakho nA thAya. 1892 vacanabaLa zI rIte prApta thAya? eka paNa zabda mazkarI mATe nA vAparyo hoya, eka paNa zabda khoTo svArtha, paDAvI levA mATe nA vAparyo hoya, vANIno durupayoga nA karyo hoya, potAnuM mAna vadhe eTalA mATe vANI nA bolyA hoya to enuM vacanabaLa siddha thAya ! 1893 potAnI "sephasAIDa' mATe jUThuM bolo to kyAMthI vacanabaLa rahe ? 1894 manuSyano svabhAva kevo? jarAka ko'ke avaLuM karyuM enI pAchaLa paDe ! 1895 A to 'lAIpha' badhI 'phrekacara' thaI gaI che. zenA sAruM jIve che tenuM ya bhAna nathI. manuSya sAra zuM? je gatimAM javuM hoya te gati maLe, agara to mokSe javuM hoya to mokSa thAya. 1896 manuSyano avatAra ekalo ja evo che ke je cetanano anubhava karI zake. bIjA koI avatAra, devaloko ya anubhava karI zake nahIM ! 1897 manuSya to paramAtmAnI "sekanDa henDa kvaoNliTI' che ! manuSya paramAtmAnI najIkano che !! Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1898 bahAravaTIyA maLyA ne lUMTI lIdhA, pachI raDavAnuM nahIM. 'AgaLa pragati kema karavI' e vicAravuM. ene badhI sahAya maLI rahe. paNa 'mAruM zuM thaze ?" ema karIne raDyA kare to zuM vaLe ? koNa bhogave che ? lUMTanAro ke cUMTAyelo ? je bhogave tenI bhUla ! 1899 'mAruM zuM thaze kahyuM ke bagaDyuM !' eno artha ema ke e AtmAne gaNakArato ja nathI. AtmA anaMta zaktivALo aMdara beTho che to tenI pAse zakti mAgane ! 1900 A 'akrama vijJAna', vyavahArane kiMcitmAtra tarachoDatuM nathI. potAnI 'riyAliTI'mAM saMpUrNa rahIne vyavahArane tarachoDatuM nathI. vyavahArane tarachoDe nahIM te ja saiddhAMtika vastu kahevAya. 1901 'aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI' e vyavahArasattAne AdhIna che ne ame nizcaya sattAmAM ja chIe. vyavahArane kiMcitmAtra tarachoDa vAgavI nA joIe. 1902 eka samaya paNa svasattAmAM Avyo te paramAtmA thayo. 1903 tamAre tyAM koI nokarI karatuM hoya to tene kyAreya paNa tarachoDazo nahIM, cheDazo nahIM. badhAne mAnabhera rAkhazo. ko'ka mANasathI zo ya lAbha thaI jAya ! 1904 jeTalo 'phaleTa' moTo rAkhe eTalI mahenata vadhAre karavI paDe. cha lAkhano 'leTa' hoya to cha ghANIo kADhavAnI. traNa lAkhano 'phaleTa' hoya to traNa ghANIo kADhavI paDe ! A ghANIo ja kADhavAnI che ne ! 1905 AkhA jagatanI mahenata ghANI kADhI kADhIne nakAmI jAya che. pelo baLadane khoLa Ape tyAre ahIM bIbI hAMDavAnuM DhekuM Ape eTale cAlyuM ! Akho dahADo baLadanI ghANI kADha kADha kare che. 1906 A jagata be rIte che : polampola che chatAM niyamamAM che. pAMca indriya ane buddhijanya jJAnathI A badhuM polampola lAge ne 'jJAna'thI niyamamAM lAge. 1907 duniyAno nAze ya ahaMkAra kare che ne vRddhi ya ahaMkAra kare che. 1908 kaDavAza ne mIThAza beu ahaMkAranAM phaLa che. sAruM karyAno ahaMkAra karyo te mIThAza Ape. khoTuM karyAno ahaMkAra karyo te kaDavAza Ape. 1909 ghaNAM mANasane bahu duHkha paDelAM hoya, paNa badhAMnI rUbarUmAM koI vAta kare ke tamane bahu kaSTa paDeluM ne ? tyAre e kahe, 'nA, nA, mane koI duHkha paDyuM nathI.' te pachI ene sukha varte ! mATe 'IgoIjhama' zAno karavAno che ? duHkhamAM sukhano 'IgoIjhama' kara, ke mArA jevo sukhIyo koI nathI ! A loko to sukhamAM duHkhano 'IgoIjhama' kare che. 1910 ciMtA e moTAmAM moTuM abhimAna che. eTale kudarata ene bahu moTo daMDa Ape che. bhagavAnane gALo de enA karatAM ciMtA karanArane vadhAre daMDa che. je kAma bIjo kare che tenI tuM ciMtA kare che ? A kudarata karatAM ya tuM moTo ? 1911 sAmAnI mahIM paNa 'AtmA' che. 'siMha', 'haraNuM' e 'ahaMkAra' che ne mahIM 'AtmA' che. mATe jeno jevo 'ahaMkAra' hoya, te joIne vAta karo to kAma thAya. siMhane paDakArA ya nahIM ne kUtarAne paDakAro to te nAsI jAya ! 1912 A jagatamAM koIne kazuM ja kahevAya evuM nathI. je 'bolIe' chIe, te 'ahaMkAra' che. jagata badhuM niyaMtraNavALuM che. Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1913 A "bola' eka evI vastu che ke e jo sacavAI gayo to badhAM ja mahAvrata AvI jAya ! 1914 dareka zabda bolavo jokhama bharelo che. mATe jo bolatAM nA AvaDe to mauna rahevuM sAruM. dharmamAM bolo to dharmanuM jokhama ne vyavahAramAM bolo to vyavahAranuM jokhama. vyavahAranuM jokhama to UDI jAya, paNa dharmanuM jokhama bahu bhAre. dharmanI bAbatamAM enAthI bahu bhAre aMtarAya paDe ! 1915 "bola' to "eksapensa' (kha) kahevAya. vANI kharcAI nA javI joIe. "bola' e to lakSamI che. tene to gaNI gaNIne ApavI joIe. lakSmI koI gaNyA vagara Ape che ? 1916 DonTa kekyuleTa dha varlDa. A duniyA polamapola che. kekyulezana' karavA besazo nahIM, heMDace ja jajo ! 1917 kaThora bhAva ja jo nA hoya to AkhA jagatano vaibhava maLe tema che ! 1918 saMsAra eTale "roMga bilIpho'nuM pajhala ! 1919 jagata AkhuM "roMga bilIpha'mAM che. 'bilIpha' roMga che to ya potAnuM mAne che ne ! tadana sAcesAcuM mAne che ne ! 1920 saMsAra upAdhi svarUpa nathI, "roMga bilIpha' upAdhi svarUpa che. pArakAne "mAruM" mAne to zuM thAya ? upAdhi. 1921 upAdhi keTalI rAkhavI ? je nA AvatI hoya tene bolAvavI nahIM, ne je upAdhi khasI jatI hota tene nA rAkhavI. 1922 saMsAra e bhrAMtithI UbhI thayelI vastu che. eTale bhrAMtinuM jJAna thAya eTale e nIkaLI jAya. 1923 koI jagyAe yAcakapaNuM karavA jevo A kALa nathI. 'vyavasthita'no niyama evo che ke jeNe yAcanA na karavAno niyama lIdho che, tene yAcanA karavAno vakhata kadI ja nathI Avato. 1924 "mAre keTalAMya varSothI hAtha ja lAMbo karavo paDyo nathI. te A badhuM jagata tamAruM ja che. tamane jotAM AvaDe, jagatadarzana karatAM AvaDe, samajatAM AvaDe to jagata tamAruM ja che ! tame ja mAlika cho ! 1925 vizvAsa konuM nAma ? A aMtaramAM je AkhI 'pArlAmenTa' che, temAM koI virodha nA kare ne ekAkAra thAya tene vizvAsa kahevAya. 1926 mahIM AtmA beTho che, te badhuM ApavA taiyAra che. paNa ene ghaDIvAra evI zraddhA nathI beThI ke mane vAMdho nahIM Ave. jo zraddhA bese to vAMdho Avato ja nathI. A to konA jevI vAta?pUjArI kaheze, "bhagavAna sUI gayA.' te sUI jAya!ne hiMmata jatI rahe badhI ! mahIM bhagavAna niraMtara jAgRtapaNe beThelA che ! je zaktio joIe, te mAgavAthI maLe tema che ! 1927 AkhuM jagata "negeTiva'mAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne marI gayuM. A akrama' to sarasa 'pojhiTiva' mArga che ! 1928 jene potAnI jAta para vizvAsa che, tene badhI ja cIja maLe tevuM A jagata che ! paNa vizvAsa ja nathI Avato ne vizvAsa tUTyo ke khalAsa ! vizvAsamAM to anaMta zakti che, bhale ajJAnatAmAM vizvAsa hoya ! 1929 vyavahAramArgavALAne ame kahIe chIe, saMpUrNa nIti pALa. tema nA thAya to nIti niyamasara pALa. tema nA thAya to anIti karuM to ya niyamamAM rahIne kara. niyama ja tane AgaLa laI jaze ! Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1930 vyavahArano sAra Akho hoya to te nIti. nIti haze ne paisA ochAM haze to paNa tamane zAMti raheze. ane nIti nahIM hoya ne paisA khUba haze to ya azAMti raheze. 1931 naitikatA vagara dharma ja nathI. dharmano pAyo ja naitikatA che ! 1932 A duniyAmAM traNano upakAra jiMdagImAM bhUlAya tema nathI : phAdhara', "madhara', 'guru', jemaNe ApaNane raste caDhAvyA hoya. 1933 mokSe javuM hoya to vaNamAgI salAha nA apAya. jyAre salAha mAgavA Ave tyAre ja apAya. salAha Ape eTale pradhAna thavuM paDe ! 1934 pUche to ja javAba Apavo. tyAM sudhI nA bolavuM. kazuM jagatamAM kahevuM nahi. kahevuM e moTAmAM moTo roga che. kazuM kahevuM nathI paDatuM chatAM dADhI Uge che ne ! 1935 koI pUche to ja salAha apAya, nahIM to ApaNuM mApa nIkaLI jAya ! 1936 "saphAI" eTalI ja mAnya karavI ke melI thAya to ciMtA nA thAya. "saphAI" evI rAkho ne eTalA pramANamAM rAkho ke tamane te baMdhanarUpa nA thaI paDe ! 1937 kAyamanI 'rUma'mAM rahe to kAyamano ullAsa rahe, ne 'TempararI' 'rUmamAM rahe to "TempararI' ullAsa rahe. 1938 akAraNa jagata nathI. jyAM akAraNa thAya tyAM mokSa che ! jyAM badhAMnA "kleIma' pUrA thAya tyAM mokSa che. kAraNa vagara kArya bane nahi. 1939 keTalAMka evo Adeza Ape che ke Ama karo, tema karo, zraddhA rAkho, satya bolo, dhIraja rAkho. A badhAM to pariNAma che. pariNAma kevI rIte badalAya ? 1940 tuM kAryanuM bolIza nahi. kAryanuM sevana karIza nahi. e pariNAma che. paNa "kojhijha'nuM - kAraNanuM sevana kara. kAraNanuM sevana karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI kazuM ja vaLe nahi. 1941 tame amuka "sTepa' para cho. e sthiti potAne mATe hoya, bIjAne e sthiti lAgu nA paDAya. e judA "sTepa' para che. eTale koI mANasane dabANa nA karAya. enuM "onjakazana' nA levAya. 1942 vItarAgIno mArga "ojekazana'no nathI. 'no ojekazana' ApavAno che. "ojekazana' thavAnuM thAya tyAM udAsIna rahe. 1943 vAMdhA, vacakA ne ajJAna mAnyatAo A traNathI jagatanI bhrAMti UbhI rahI che. A traNa ja zabdo kADhavA mATe AkhA jagatanAM zAstro racyAM che ! 1944 A duniyAmAM je kahe ke vAMdho che e ja bhUla che. vAMdho kazAyano nA hovo joIe. 1945 A jagatamAM vAMdhA pADIe ke "sAsu Ama pajave che, sasarA Ama pajave che.' to pAra Ave evo nathI. enA karatAM 'vAMdho ja nathI' evuM ApaNe borDa mAravuM. sAmo vAMdho pADavA phare to ya ApaNane vAMdho nA paDe evuM rakhAya ke nA rakhAya? 1946 bahAranI je vastu che te naimittika che, 'rileTiva' che, vinAzI che. naimittika eTale emAM koInuM cAle tema nathI. e enAM svavaza karato nathI, parasattAne AdhIna che. pachI tamAre vAMdho uThAvavAnuM ja kyAM rahe che ? jyAre tyAre vAMdhArahita thavuM paDaze. 1947 "rileTiva'mAM tame vAMdho uThAvazo e buddhivAda che. "amAre" Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhivAda hoya nahIM. 'ame' to 'rileTiva'mAM abudha ane 'riyala'mAM 'jJAnI.' 1948 A badhA vAMdhA lokoe ja kADhyA che. kaMI bhagavAne kADhyA che ? jene chUTavuM che ene koI vAMdhA nathI, ne jene baMdhAvuM che tene naryA vAMdhA ja che. vAMdhAnA loko to baMdhANI thaI jAya che ! 1949 niraMtara nimitta, naimittikabhAva rahe to ja nirdoSa rahe. 1950 jagata saMpUrNa nirdoSa dekhAyuM, te sarvasva thaI gayo ! 1951 A jagatamAM ApaNe kartA nathI banavAnuM, nimitta banavAnuM che. 1952 kusaMga bhego thayo tyAMthI duHkha, duHkha ne duHkha. mATe kusaMgathI bhAgo. jyAMthI mahIM duHkha lAgavA mAMDyuM tyAMthI jANo ke A kusaMga che, tyAMthI bhAgo. jene jotAM ja mahIM rUce nahIM tyAMthI bhAgo. 1953 jiMdagImAM eka vakhata sAmAnA kaSAya jJAnapUrvaka jIte to e jagatajIta kahevAya. sAmo game teTalAM kaSAya kare paNa mahIM sabhara 'jJAna' sAthe kaSAya jIte, peTanuM pANI ya nA hAle, to e jagatajIta kahevAya ! 1954 koIne ghera gayA hoIe ne ApaNane enI strI sAruM sAruM khavaDAve to teno upakAra mAnavo joIe, paNa evI bhAvanA nakkI nA thavI joIe ke A strI mArI joDe Ave to sAruM ! A khAvA-pIvAnI cIja joDe evA bhAva kare che, tethI AvI vaLagaNa vaLagyA kare che. tethI bhagavAne kahyuM ke, moja kara paNa mojIlo nA thaIza, zokha kara paNa zokhIna nA thaIza. 1955 matabhedathI bheguM rahevuM (saMyukta kuTuMbamAM), tenA karatAM saMpIne judA rahevuM sAruM ! 1956 darekane vizeSa lakSa eka-bemAM hoya ja. bIjA badhA lakSa to rahe ja. jo badhAmAM samalakSa rahe to te 'jJAnI' ja thaI jAya ! 1957 vyaktigata vAta karavI e niMdA gaNAya. sAmAnya bhAve vAta samajavAnI hoya. niMdA karavI e to adhogatie javAnI nizAnI. 1958 koInI niMdA karone eTale tamAre khAte 'DebiTa' thayuM ne pelAne khAte 'kreDiTa' thayuM. Avo dhaMdho koNa kare ? 1959 pAzavatA eTale aNahakkanuM levuM, aNahakkanuM khAI javuM, aNahakkanuM bheguM karavAnA vicAro karavA. hakkanuM ApaNI pAse Ave, tenI koI harakata nathI. 1960 nimittanI niMdA karavAnI jarUra nathI, nimittathI cheTA rahevAnI jarUra che. 1961 tiraskAra ane niMdA jyAM haze tyAM lakSmI nahIM rahe. 1962 'vItarAgo'zuM kahe che ? tAre mAra khAvo hoya to mArI Ava. tAre niMdya thavuM hoya to niMdA kara. 1963 dAna eTale bIjA koI paNa jIvane sukha ApavuM. manuSya hoya ke bIjAM prANI hoya temane sukha ApavuM, enuM nAma dAna. ane badhAMne sukha ApyuM eTale enuM 'rIekzana' ApaNane sukha ja Ave. sukha Apo to tarata ja sukha ghera beThAM tamAre Ave ! 1964 'vItarAga'ne dAna levAno ke ApavAno moha nA hoya. e to 'zuddha upayogI' hoya ! 1965 'vItarAgo' zuM kahe che ? jagata to cAlyA ja karavAnuM. emAM tuM koI DakhalamAM paDIza nahIM. jo tAre mokSe AvavuM hoya to vItarAgatA rAkha ! Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1966 ApaNane game, enA badhA ja guNo ApaNAmAM utpanna thAya. gajavuM kApanAra game to tenA ya guNa utpanna thAya. 1967 puNyathI AgevAna thayo ene zuM ? guNathI AgevAna thavo joIe. 1968 puNya e jame rakama ane pApa eTale udhAra rakama. jame rakama jyAM vAparavI hoya tyAM vaparAya. 1969 puNyanA AdhAre tamAro puruSArtha napho lAve ne puNya paravAre to e puruSArtha khoTa lAve. 1970 ApaNA dhAryA pramANe phaLa Ave te puNyanuM prArabdha che, nA Ave to pApanuM prArabdha che. 1971 svArtha kare tyAre pApakarma baMdhAya ane niHsvArtha kare tyAre puNyakarma baMdhAya. paNa banneya karma che ne ! peluM puNyakarmanuM phaLa che te sonAnI beDI ane pApakarmanuM phaLa loDhAnI beDI. paNa beu beDIo ja che ne ! 1976 imozanala' thAva to ya jagata aTakavAnuM nathI ne imozanala' nA thAva to ya jagata aTakavAnuM nathI. A to imozanalapaNAno ja mAthe bhAra Ave che. bAkI, jagata to cAlyA ja kare che, e koI dahADo aTakavAnuM nathI. 1977 "mozana'mAM hoya tyAre vegamAM hoya ne "imozanala' hoya te | ugamAM hoya. 1978 je jJAna "imozanala' karAve che te saMsArI jAgRti che. sAcI jAgRti imozanala' nA karAve. 1979 "imozanala" eTale "phorenanI vAtamAM 'homa' Dakhala kare te. phorena' 'homa'ne Dakhala kare ema che ja nahIM, tame "pote' emAM (phorenamAM) paDo to ja Dakhala thAya. 1980 gunegArane binagunegAra TharAvo, tyAre ja gunegAra binagunegAra thAya ! 1981 amane to koI kahevA Ave ke A bhAI AvA che, to huM kahenArane ja pahelo pakaDuM ke tuM mane Ama kema kahevA Avyo? tuM kahevA Avyo mATe tuM ja gunegAra che. pUchayA vagara je koI kahevA Ave to tenA para ApaNe cokaDI ja mUkavI. 1982 koInI ya phariyAda karIza to tuM phariyAdI thaI jaIza ne sAmo AropI thaI jaze. phariyAda to koInI karAya ja nahIM. je phariyAda laIne Ave teno ja guno che ema prathamathI ja samajI javuM, pachI AropInI vAta ! 1983 "AtmA'mAM AvyA pachI phariyAda karavAnI hoya nahi. 1984 A jagatamAM be ja vastu samajavAnI che. eka, potAnuM nijasvarUpa ane bIjuM, ApaNI pahelAMnI gogArI che te. te ganegArI mAMgavI to paDaze ne ? 1972 AtmA mATe jIvyA te puNya che ke saMsAra mATe jIvyA to naryuM pApa che. 1973 jyAM sudhI huM koNa chuM' jANe nahIM tyAM sudhI puNya upAdeya rUpe ja hoya ane pApa heya rUpe hoya. 1974 jyAM sudhI jagatanI ghelachA jaze nahIM tyAM sudhI koIno mokSa thaze nahIM. jeTalI ghelachA eTalI aTakaNa, bhUta vaLagyuM hoya ema ! 1975 duniyAmAM badhI ja cIja hAjara che. paNa tamAruM ImozanalapaNuM' ene AvavA detuM nathI. "imozanala' eTale asthirapaNuM. jamavA jAya to kahe ke "mane jamavAnuM maLaze ke nahIM' e ja asthiratA.sthiratA rAkhane to badhuM AvIne paDaze. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1985 jo A duniyAmAM arIsA nA hota to potAnuM moDhuM 'ekjhekTa' jovuM e moTAmAM moTI ajAyabI gaNAta ! 1986 bIjA koIne duHkhadAyI na thaI paDe evAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hovAM joIe. bIjA koIne ya duHkhadAyI nahIM, potAne ja duHkha karyA kare eTalI limiTa hoya tyAM sudhI mokSamArga che. 1987 kaSAya jAya nahi tyAM sudhI bhagavAnano kiMcitmAtra dharma pAmyo nathI. vItarAgano dharma eTale kaSAyano abhAva. 1988 A saMsAramAM manuSya badhAno kedI che. manano kedI, buddhino kedI, cittano kedI, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, badhAMno kedI te zI rIte chUTe ? 1989 AkhuM jagata rAjI thAya evuM che. jagata khoTuM nathI. ApaNI bhUkha ADI Ave che. ApaNI bhUkha maTI eTale 'bAunDrIlesa' thayo ! 1990 manuSyapaNuM e to mahAna siddhi che. hareka cIja maLI Ave. paNa A lobha ene herAna kare che ! 1991 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha thAya to thavA deje, kucAritranA vicAra Ave teno vAMdho nathI, gabharAIza nahIM. paNa tene 'Ama' pratikramaNa karIne pheravI nAkhaje, tenAthI khUba ja UMcuM dharmadhyAna thaze ! 1992 A khAIe, braza karIe, vALa kapAvIe e atikramaNa che ? nA, ema nathI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e atikramaNa che. pratikramaNa karyuM to e badhAMya jAya. 1993 A kudaratano gahana koyaDo che. AmAMthI koI chUTelo nahIM. ne je chUTyA te kahevA rahyA nahIM. huM 'kevaLajJAna'mAM nApAsa thayo eTale tamane kahevA rahyo chuM, mATe saMbhALIne tamAruM kAma kADhI lo. A tamAruM ja che. ame to khAlI kAma kaDhAvavA mATe beThA chIe ! 1994 je punarjanmane mAnatA nA hoya tyAM prArabdha zabda hovo nA ghaTe. 'krizciyana', 'muslima' komanI bhASA che te pUrNa che, paNa 'bilipha' adhUrI che. takadIra, tadabIra, lakI, analakI, A kaMIthI lAvyA ? A to pUrvanuM anusaMdhAna che ! 1995 dvaMdva jAya to jANavuM ke mULa AtmA pAmyA chIe. dvaMdvAtIta dazA thavI joIe. 1996 A badhuM dvaMda che. 'jJAnI' dvaMdvathI para thayelA hoya ane dvaMdva e ja saMsAra ! 1997 AkhuM jagata khoTane vakhoDe che. emAM khoTe te zuM bagADyuM ? bhagavAnane pUcho ke sAheba tamane napho ke nukasAna nathI ? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che ke, 'tuM bhrAMtijJAnathI jue che, 'rileTiva' jue che tethI napho-khoTa dekhAya che. huM yathArtha jJAnathI jouM chuM.' 1998 napho e dehanuM viTAmina che ne khoTa e AtmAnuM viTAmina che. pachI khoTa che ja kyAM ? 1999 A jagatamAM kazuM sAruM nathI ne kazuM kharAba nathI. A bAju phUlanI dukAna hoya ne peNe mAMsAhAranI dukAna hoya to ApaNe thUMka thUMka zuM kAma karIe ? sAruM-khoTuM banne choDavAnuM che. 2000 ApaNI sAcI vAta che ane sAmAnI khoTI che, paNa athaDAmaNa thaI to te khoTuM che. 2001 dvidhA jAya to dvaMdva jAya. dvaM gayuM eTale dvaMdvAtIta thayo. dvaMdvAtIta thayo eTale saMpUrNa thayo, e ja mArga che. 2002 vyavahArane je sAco mAnIne rahyA, temane prezara ne hArTaeTeka Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne evuM badhuM thaI gayuM !ne vyavahArane jUTho mAnIne rahyA e tagaDA thaI gayA ! beu kinArAvALA rakhaDI paDyA ! vyavahAramAM beThA "ame' 'vItarAga' chIe !!! 2003 uparI kyAM sudhI joIe ke mANasanI bhUla thAya che tyAM sudhI. bhUla nA thAya pachI uparI nahIM rahe ! 2004 jene 'aMDarahenDa' nahIM game tyAre uparI enI meLe ja nahIM Ave. e enuM pariNAma che. 2005 jene ekuMya bhUla rahI nathI teno koI uparI nathI, tene vaDhanAranI jarUra nathI. te dhAre tevo thaI jAya tevuM che. ApaNo mArga' koI vaDhanAra nA rahe evo thaI jAya tevo 2006 jene "aMDarahenDa'no zokha che tene bosa' maLI ja Ave ! 2007 ApaNe "aMDarahenDa'ne 'proTekzana' ApIe to "bosa' ApaNane proTekzana Ape. ApaNe "aMDarahenDa'TaiDakAya TaiDakAya karIe to bosa ApaNane TaiDakAya TaiDakAya kare. 2008 koI jIva koI jIvane 'hIca' karI zake ja nahIM. jo koI koIne 'hIca' karI zake to A varlDano siddhAMta khoTo che ema kahI zakAya ! koI koIno uparI ja nathI A jagatamAM ! 2009 coranI kRpAthI cora thaI javAya ne 'jJAnI"nI kRpAthI jJAnI thaI javAya. 2010 tamArI saLIo baMdha thaI gaI to koI tamane saLI karanAra nathI. tamArI saLIonAM ja e badhAM pariNAma che. tame AkhA brahmAMDanA rAjA cho ! koI uparI ja nathI tamAro ! tame pote ja paramAtmA cho !! 2011 manuSya mAnI, bApanI, gurunI badhAMnI AjJA uThAvI che, paNa 'bhagavAna'nI AjJA uThAvI nathI. jo 'bhagavAnanI AjJA uThAvI hota to kAma ja thaI jAta. are, zeThanI ya AjJA pALe ne bairInI hau AjJA pALe ! 2012 jo bojo mAthe rAkho to bhagavAna khasI jAya ! 2013 pote bhagavAna, te bhagavAnanI sattA kayAM sudhI rahe ? satya bole, ahiMsA pALe, corI nA kare, brahmacarya pALe, aparigrahI rahe, tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI sattA hoya ja ! 2014 khudA thavA mATe hathiyAronI jarUra nathI, khudane pichANavAnI jarUra che. khudane jANe te khudA ! 2015 tame satyane vaLagI raho, tamArI niSThA jagatamAM koI DagAvI zake tema nathI. 2016 potAnI niSThA ane satyatA jeTalI hoya teTalo saMsAra phaLe ! 2017 'sinsIyAriTI' ne 'morAliTI', e bhagavAnanI pAse javAno meIna roDa che, bIjA badhA ja "bAya ve' che. 2018 'sinsIyAriTI' ne 'morAliTI' e A jagatanuM bejhamenTa' che ! 2019 'sinsIyAriTI' ne 'morAliTI' be ja zabda saMpUrNa zIkhI lAva to badhuM ja kamplITa thaI gayuM ! 2020 dharma to, potAnI jAtane ane lokamAtrane sinsIyara rahevAnuM kahe che, nahIM to dharma pAme nahIM. 2021 "morala' eTale potAnA hakkanuM ane saheje maLI Ave eTalI badhI ja vastune bhogavavAnI chUTa ! "morAliTI'no A chellAmAM chello artha che ! Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2022 je mANasa pArakAne "sinsIyara' raheto nathI, te potAnI jAtane 'sinsIyara" raheto nathI ! 2023 'sinsIyara' rahevAthI saMsAramAM koI paNa prakArano bhaya nA Ave ne mokSe laI jAya ! 2024 "morala' ekalo rahe ke "sinsIyara' ekalo rahe to ya mokSa jAya ! 2025 paheluM 'sinsIyara' rahevAnuM, pachI "morAliTI' Ave. 2026 jeTalI vastune tame 'sinsIyara' rahyA teTalI tame jItyA. A jagata jItavAnuM che, to ja mokSe javA deze ! 2027 kRpA eTale "evarI TAIma sinsIyara'. naimittika kRpApAtra thayA sivAya "nizcaya' prApta thAya nahIM. e to kramika mArgamAM ya naimittika kRpA kharI. 'ame' to "spezyala' kRpA varasAvIe chIe. parama vinayathI "amArI' kapA Utare che. "kamplITa sinsIyAriTI' ekalI ja joIe. 2028 jeTalI tamArI "sinsIyAriTI' eTalI amArI kRpA. A kRpAnuM pramANa che. 2029 eka mANasane tame 'asinsIyara' rahyA, to te mANasa tamane mokSe jatAM pakaDaze ! 2030 dareka joDe 'eDajasTamenTa' thAya, e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma. 2031 "eDajasTa evarI hera' nA thavAya, to hAthamAM Avelo mokSa paNa jato rahe ! 2032 A kALamAM to judI judI prakRtio, te "eDajasTa' thayA vagara kema cAle ? 2033 vyavahAramAM rahyo enuM nAma kahevAya ke je "eDajasTa' 'evarI chera thayo ! 2034 kasTrakTiva polisImAM eDajasTa evaraThera che, ne DisTrakTiva polisImAM DisaeDajasTamenTanI polisI che. 2035 mana bagaDyAthI saMsAra Ubho rahyo che, dehanA bagaDyAthI saMsAra Ubho rahyo nathI. 2036 ahIM pAMca-pacAsa varasa rahevAnuM, tyAM sArAM gharo khoLe che ne jyAM kAyamanuM rahevAnuM che tyAMnuM ThekANuM nathI, tenI koI tapAse ya karatuM nathI. ThAmaThekANAM vagaranI duniyA che. "A ya karo ne te ya karo.' ahIMnuM nA karavAnI nA nathI kahetA. beu karo. be hAtha nathI tamane ? 2037 hiMsakabhAva enuM nAma ja saMsAra. saMsAra cAlyA kare ne ApaNA'mAM hiMsakabhAva nA hoya, eTale ApaNe javAbadArIomAMthI mukta thayA ! 2038 jyAM kaMI paNa karavAnuM che tyAM saMsAra che ! 2039 sAmAnI bhUla kADhavAthI, sAmAno lAbha levAnI vRttithI saMsAra aDe ! 2040 saMsAra eTale ciMtAno badho Topalo. 2041 niraMtara saMsAra saLagato ja che. emAM bUjhavAnI AzA rAkhavI khoTI che. tyAre ApaNe ya tene kahevuM ke "tuM tAre saLagyA kara !" 2042 lagnamAM, gharamAM badhe "suparaphaluasa rahevAnuM che. tyAM loko UMDA Utare che, enuM nAma saMsAra. 2043 A saMsAranI sagAIo sAcI nathI, 'bijhanesa ereMjamenTa' Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2044 pahelI "silvara jyubilI' Ujave, pachI 'golDana jyubilI' Ujave, pachI "DAyamanDa jyubilI' Ujave, to ya pAcho lAkaDAMmAM jAya ! 2045 A zeThIyAoe nava nava mALanA mahela bAMdhyA, te jatI vakhate mahela mazkarI karaze ke "tame to cAlyA ne ame ahIM UbhA rahyA.' A baMgalA ekalA ja mahela nahIM ne ? A bairA-chokarAM e badhAMya mahela ja kahevAya ! 2046 meLa paDato hoya te ya dIkaro thaIne Ave ne vera hoya te ya dIkaro thaIne Ave che, ne vagara kAmanI bhrAMti thAya ke "A mArAM che, mArAM che !' 2047 jagata AkhuM "biliphInA AdhAre ja TakeluM che, "jJAnane AdhAre nathI. manuSyamAtra 'bilipha' AdhAre ja che. 2048 sAcI zraddhA to jAgRtipUrvakanI hovI joIe. A to "huM caMdubhAI' karIne cAle e ja ajAgRti che. 2049 buddhizALIone zraddhAnuM taLiyuM nA jaDe. taratA rahevuM ne dariyAnI UMDAI mApavI e be nA bane ! 2050 AtmA kabUla kyAre kare? "mAInDa opana hoya to. A zraddhA rAkhavA jevI cIja nathI. zraddhA to AvavI joIe. tamane huM Thapako ApuM, vaDhu, toya tamane zraddhA AvavI joIe. 2051 jenI para ananya zraddhA thAya, te rUpa pote thAya. paNa ananya zraddhA thavI e bahu muzkela vastu che ! 2052 tuM jene jANe temAM zraddhA mUkuM te zraddhA, ne nathI jANato temAM zraddhA mUkuM te ajJAnazraddhA che ! 2053 saMsAramAM badhI cIjo AyuSyavALI che ane 'ApaNe' AyuSya vagaranA, e beno meLa zI rIte paDe? AyuSyavALA joDe sobata karIe eTale ApaNe ya AyuSyavALA thavuM paDe ! teno A badho DheDaphajeto thayo che ! 2054 kalpita avasthAmAM kyAM sudhI rahevAya? ko'kano sasaro kyAM sudhI kalpita tarIke rahevAya ? sAsarImAM jAya to ? tyAM jamAI thavuM paDe. mosALamAM jAya tyAM bhANo thavuM paDe, satsaMgamAM bhANo kahe to cAle ?! 2055 A jagatamAM sagAIo che ja nahIM. A to potAnI UbhI karelI jALa che. A gAyo-bheMso kaMI sagAIo che? emane nathI sAsu, nathI sasarA..... 2056 A khoTuM karIne to moMghA bhAvanuM manuSyapaNuM vecI rahyA che ! 2057 A saMsAramAM jyAM mAlika nathI, kazuM nathI, tyAM paroNA thaIne AvyA che ! te pAchAM jatA rahevAnuM che. mamatAvALA - nA mamatAvALA badhA jatA rahevAnA ! AmAM eka 'miniTa' paNa bagADazo nahIM. hA, pAMca-dasa hajAra varSa jIvavAnA ho to samajyA ! 2058 duniyA jyAM nivRtta che tyAM "jJAnI' pravRtta che ane jyAM duniyAnI pravRtti che tyAM "jJAnI'nI nivRtti che ! duniyAnI pravRtti e to prakRti calAve che ! 2059 "huM zuddhAtmA chuM'mAM cho to pravRttimAM ya nivRtti che ne " caMdulAla chuM' to ghera UMghatA ho, nAkhorAM bolatAM hoya to ya pravRttimAM cho ! 2060 pravRttimAM nivRtti e ja sAcI nivRtti che ! 2061 A saMsAramAM potAnI mAdakatAne laIne potAnuM sarvasva bhAna jatuM rahyuM che. saMsAranI badhI mAdakatAo ja che. khorAka Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAdakatAvALo che, indriyo mAdakatAvALI che. jene mada UtarI gayelo hoya, jeNe mAdakatAno nAza karyo hoya tyAM jAva. tyAM enA sAnnidhyamAM khabara paDe ke, ohoho ! mAdakatA Utare evI vastu che !!! to 'ApaNuM' bhAna pragaTa thAya ! tame paramAtmA ja cho !!! 2062 vItarAga zuM kahe che ? tAre saMsAramAM paDyA rahevuM hoya to lokonA kahyA pramANe cAlaje ane mokSe to mArA kahyA pramANe cAlIza to ja javAze ! 2063 be jAtanI zaktio : potAnI svakSetranI, bIjI parakSetranI. svakSetre brahmAMDa dhrujAvavAnI zakti che, jyAre parakSetre pApaDa bhAMgI zakavAnI zakti nathI. e to 'vyavasthita' calAve che. 2064 bhagavAne jagatanA lokone kaheluM ke jenI pAse je zakti hoya, tene saMbhAravAthI te zakti utpanna thAya. tane bhagavat zakti mAgatAM nA AvaDe ne kUdavuM hoya to vAMdarAne saMbhArIne zakti mAga to te AvaDaze. bhasavuM hoya to kUtarA pAse zakti mAgavI paDe ! 'jJAnI' pAse anaMta zakti hoya, temane saMbhAruM to e zaktio prApta thaI jAya ! 2065 sahanazakti Ijha dha madhara opha IgoIjhama ! 2066 jIvazaktine loko khole che, paNa zivazaktine kholI nathI. 2067 niraMtara aMtaradAha to baLyA ja karato hoya, zAtA vedanIyamAM ne azAtA vedanIyamAM. paraMtu mUrchita bhAvamAM hovAthI khabara nA paDe, bebhAna jevuM rahe ! 2068 aMtaradAha zAthI hoya ? aMtaradAha pApa-puNyane AdhIna nathI. banne vedanIyamAM aMtaradAha to hoya ja. aMtaradAha 'roMga biliphane AdhIna che. 2069 'roMga bilipha' jAya eTale aMtaradAha jAya. aMtaradAha e bhrAMtinuM phaLa che ! 2070 jyAM svarUpasthiti thaI, tyAM aMtaradAha baMdha thaI jAya ! 2071 jyAM sudhI mAlika cho tyAM sudhI saMsAra Ubho raheze. mAlikIpaNuM jAya kyAre ? 'roMga bilipha' UDI jAya to ! 2072 jeTalo pudgalanA svAmIpaNAno abhAva teTalo ja svasvAmIpaNAno anubhava ! 2073 vANInuM mAlikIpaNuM chUTI gayuM tyAM, enDa thAya che 'ApaNo'! 2074 'komanasensa' eTale zuM ? evarI vhera eplikebala thiyareTikalI ejha vela ejha prekTikalI ! 2075 'sensiTiva' mANasane 'komanasensa' nA hoya. 2076 'komanasensa' kevI rIte pragaTa thAya ? athaDAvAthI. athaDAmaNamAM pote koIne athaDAya nahIM, sAmA athaDAtA Ave to ya, paNa pote athaDAvA nA joIe. evI rIte rahe to 'komanasensa' UbhI thAya ! nahIM to 'komanasensa' hoya te ya jatI rahe ! 2077 A AtmAnI zakti evI che ke dareka vakhate kema vartavuM, te badho upAya batAvI de. ne te pAchuM kadI bhUlAya nahIM, AtmA pragaTa thAya pachI. 2078 badhI Atmazakti jo khalAsa thaI jatI hoya to te gharSaNathI. anaMta zaktio gharSaNathI khalAsa thAya che ! saheja paNa TakarAyA to khalAsa ! ApaNe jAgRtipUrvakanA saMyamathI sAmA joDe TakarAIe nahIM to kAma cAle. 2079 TakarAmaNa to thavI ja nA joIe. TakarAmaNathI ja A zakti Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ghaTI gaI che. pachI A deha javAno hoya to jAya paNa TakarAmaNamAM nA AvavuM joIe. deha koInA kahevAthI jato rahevAno nathI ke koInA zApathI UDI jato nathI. e to 'vyavasthita'nA tAbe che. 2080 gharSaNanuM mULa bIja vera che. 2081 gharSaNathI badhI zakti khalAsa thaI jAya. AtmAnI anaMta zakti ene lIdhe dekhAtI nathI. koI avaLo bhAva thayo, AMkha UMcI thaI jAya e gharSaNa. bhIMta joDe gharSaNa thAya to zuM thAya ? mAthuM phUTI jAya ! gharSaNa ekaluM nA hota to mANasa mokSe jAya. basa, eka ja zabda zIkhI gayo ke, mAre koInA gharSaNamAM nathI AvavuM.' to te sIdho mokSe jAya. vacce gurunI ya jarUra nahIM ne koInIya jarUra nahIM. 2082 gharSaNanI pAchaLa pratikramaNa karIe eTale gharSaNa bhUMsAI jAya. navuM gharSaNa UbhuM karIe to AvelI zakti pAchI jatI rahe. 2083 mANasano doSa thavo svAbhAvika che. enAthI vimukta thavAno rasto kayo ? ekalAM 'jJAnI puruSa' ja e dekhADe, 'pratikramaNa'. 2084 jagata zA AdhAre UbhuM rahyuM che ? atikramaNa doSathI. kramaNano vAMdho nathI paNa atikramaNa thAya, tenuM 'pratikramaNa' karavuM paDe. 2085 jagatanA loko mAphI mAgI le che, ethI kaMI 'pratikramaNa' thatuM nathI. e to rastAmAM 'sorI', 'thenkayu' kahe, enA jevI vAta che. emAM kaMI mahattva nathI. mahattva 'AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna'nuM che. 2086 pAchalI bhUlo dhovA mATe, 'rileTiva'mAM pastAvo ane 'riyala'mAM AnaMda-A beu hovAM joIe. 2087 'pratikramaNa' ne 'pratyAkhyAna' karavAnI ja bhAvasattA che. 2088 'pratikramaNa' jo tarata ja rokaDuM thaI jAya, te bhagavAnapadamAM AvI jAya tema che ! 2089 jagata zA AdhAre TakyuM che ? 'apratikramaNa' doSathI ! 2090 smRtimAM nathI lAvavuM chatAM Ave che, e 'pratikramaNa doSa' bAkI che tethI. 2091 tame koIne TaiDakAvo te to prakRti che, teno vAMdho nathI. paNa tenuM jo tame 'pratikramaNa' karyuM to te 'pojhiTiva' guno che ! ne 'pratikramaNa' nA karyuM, to te 'negeTiva' guno che ! 2092 jyAre gharanAM mANaso nirdoSa dekhAya ne potAnA ja doSa dekhAya tyAre sAcAM 'pratikramaNa' thAya. 2093 ApaNe je zabda bolIe chIe te nathI bolavo chatAM bolAI jAya che. prakRti nAce che ne AvuM tophAna UbhuM thaI jAya che. te keTalAMya 'pratikramaNa' thAya tyAre e prakRti baMdha thAya ! 2094 'atikramaNa' thavuM e svAbhAvika che. 'pratikramaNa' karavuM e ApaNo 'puruSArtha' che. 2095 saMskAra kyAre badalAya ? rAta-divasa pazcAtApa kare tyAre agara to 'svarUpajJAna' thAya tyAre. 2096 koI paNa kriyA karyA pachI pastAvo kare che, e mANasa eka dahADo thaze zuddha ja, e nakkI che. 2097 'pratikramaNa' to tame khUba karajo. jeTalAM jeTalAM tamArI AjubAjunAM hoya, jemane jemane ragaDa ragaDa karyAM hoya, temanAM roja kalAka kalAka 'pratikramaNa' karajo. Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2098 'pratikramaNa' karavAthI zuM thAya ? ApaNI Dakhala karelI, tenuM je "rIekzana Ave, tenA upara ApaNane pharI Dakhala karavAnuM mana nA thAya ! 2099 jenAM "AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna' sAcAM hoya, tene AtmA prApta thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. 2100 ApaNuM "sAyansa' zuM kahe che, tuM corI kare teno amane vAMdho nathI, paNa tenuM tuM A rIte pratikramaNa karaje. ane tuM je kare che tenuM phaLa A che, je tane jAhera karIe chIe. 2101 AkhuM jagata pharajiyAtathI kare che, temAM ene vaDhIe ke Ama kema kare che te aNasamajaNa ja che. pelAne vaDhe to te vadhAre karaze, ene premathI samajAvo. premathI badhA roga maTI jAya. zuddha prema' e "jJAnI puruSa' pAsethI ke emanA "pholoarsa pAsethI maLe ! 2102 A "vijJAna' premasvarUpa che ! premamAM kazuM hoya nahIM. krodha mAna-mAyA-lobha kazuM hoya nahIM. e hoya tyAM sudhI prema hoya nahIM. 2103 bhagavAna pAse be vastunI jarUra che : "zuddha prema' ane 'sAco nyAya.' bIje badhe sApekSa nyAya che. jyAM "zuddha prema' ne "sAco nyAya" che tyAM bhagavAnanI kRpA Utare che ! 2104 "zuddha prema eTale vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM. gALo bhAMDIe to ghaTI nA jAya ne phUlo caDhAvIe to vadhI nA jAya, enuM nAma "zuddha prema'. "zuddha prema' e paramAtmA prema gaNAya che. e ja sAco 2106 jeTalo dveSa jAya teTalo "zuddha prema' utpanna thAya. saMpUrNa dveSa jAya tyAre saMpUrNa "zuddha prema' utpanna thAya. A ja rIta che. 2107 "huM laDhavA koIne mAgato nathI, mArI pAse to eka ja premanuM hathiyAra che. huM premathI jagatane jItavA mAguM chuM. jagata je samaje che te to laukika prema che. prema to tenuM nAma ke tame mane gALo do to huM "DIpresa' nA thAuM ne hAra caDhAvo to elIveTa' nA thauM !" sAcA premamAM to phera ja nA paDe. A dehanA bhAvamAM phera paDe paNa "zuddha premamAM nahIM. 2108 A sAruM-khoTuM e buddhine AdhIna che. enAthI dUra thA, anAsaktayoga rAkha. "AtmA'no svabhAva kevo che ? anAsakta'. 'tuM paNa svabhAvathI "anAsakta' thaI jA. 2109 "sanAtana sneha' e ja mokSa. 2110 strI joDe AkarSaNa thAya che te "Asakti' che. paNa AsaktimAM AtmA bhaLe te "rAga" che. 2111 paramANunA AkarSaNathI RNAnubaMdhane laIne bhegA thAya che, te Asakti che. A Asaktine lIdhe dhakkA lAge che. pharI Asakti Ave, anAsakta thAya tyAre ukela Ave. 2112 jyAM Asakti hoya tyAM AkSepo thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. e Asaktino svabhAva ja che. 2113 jyAM prema nA dekhAya tyAM mokSano mArga ja nathI. jyAM phI hoya tyAM prema nA hoya ! 2114 saMsArI prema nAme ya na hoya, enuM nAma paramArtha prema ! 2115 sAmAno godo ApaNane vAgI jAya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa ApaNo godo sAmAne nA vAge e ApaNe jovAnuM. tyAre ja sAmAno prema saMpAdana thAya ! dharma che ! 2105 chelluM svarUpa te premasvarUpa che ! A premalA-premalInA prema tyAM nA cAle. bhagavAnano to "zuddha prema' hoya. je vadhe-ghaTe te Asakti kahevAya. "zuddha prema" mAM vadha-ghaTa nA thAya. Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2116 prema svarUpa thazo tyAre loko tamAruM sAMbhaLaze, 'prema svarUpa' kyAre thavAya ? kAyadA-bAyadA nA khoLo tyAre. jagatamAM koInA ya doSa na juo tyAre. 2117 mamatA nA hoya tyAre ja 'prema svarUpa' thaI zake. 2118 jagata Asaktine prema gaNIne mUMjhAya che. strIne dhaNI joDe kAma ne dhaNIne strI joDe kAma ! A badhuM kAmathI UbhuM thayuM che ! kAma nA thAya to mahIMthI badhAM bUmo pADe, hallo kare ! saMsAramAM eka miniTa paNa potAnuM koI thayuM nathI. eka 'jJAnI puruSa' ja potAnA thAya. tethI bhagavAne kahyuM, 'jIvamAtra anAtha che.' 2119 saMsAra svArthano sago che. badhI 'rileTiva' sagaIo che. eka 'jJAnI puruSa' ekalAnI ja riyala sagaI che. e tamArA pratye atyaMta karuNAvALA hoya. e pote AtmasvarUpa thayelA hoya tethI tamAro ukela lAvI Ape ! 2120 karuNA e sAmAnya bhAva che ne e badhe ja vartyA kare ke 'sAMsArika duHkhothI A jagata phasAyuM che, te duHkho kema karIne jAya ?' 2121 'jJAnI puruSa'no 'zuddha prema' je vadhe-ghaTe nahIM, ekadhAro ja rahyA kare, enuM nAma paramAtmA. e khullA paramAtmA che ane 'jJAnI'nuM jJAnasvarUpa e 'sUkSma paramAtmA' che ! 2122 'zAnI'onuM jJAnasvarUpa oLakhavAnuM che. jagatane prema svarUpe oLakhavAnuM che. 2123 laukika premanuM phaLa ja vera che ! 2124 jyAM sudhI paramANu maLatAM Ave tyAM sudhI abhedatA rahe ne pachI vera thaI jAya. Asakti hoya tyAM vera hoya ja ! 2125 vera vadhe nahIM ne vItarAga rahevuM, enuM nAma 'phAIlono samabhAve nikAla.' vera vadhe nahIM e to saMsAranA lokone ya AvaDe. paNa kharuM to vera vadhe nahIM ne vItarAga rahevAya ! 2126 jene bhIkha sarvasva prakAranI gaI, tene A jagatanAM tamAma sUtro hAthamAM ApavAmAM Ave che ! paNa bhIkha jAya to ne ! keTalA prakAranI bhIkha haze ? mAnanI bhIkha, lakSmInI bhIkha, kIrtinI bhIkha, viSayonI bhIkha, ziSyonI bhIkha, derAM bAMdhavAnI bhIkha, badhI bhIkha, bhIkha ne bhIkha che ! tyAM ApaNuM daLadara zuM phITe ? 2127 jene sarvasva prakAranI bhIkha maTe, tene 'jJAnI'nuM pada maLe ! 2128 saMpUrNa bhIkha gayA pachI ja A jagata 'jema che tema' dekhAya ! 2129 kaMI paNa icchA e bhIkha che. nirIcchaka hoya te 'jJAnI' kahevAya. 2130 je jazanA bhUkhyA nA hoya, tenA upara devaloko rAjI thAya tema che. AkhuM jagata ApaNI para rAjI thAya tema che. paNa ApaNI bhUkhane lIdhe rAjI nathI. 2131 jene A prAkRta phUlAM joIe che, prakRti phaLavALI joIe che, eNe mAtAjInI avazya bhakti karavI ane mokSa joIe to AtmAnI bhakti karavI. ane beu joItAM hoya to beu bhakti karavI. 2132 'jJAna' vagaranI bhakti e saMsAramAM bhautika sukho ApanArI che ne 'jJAna' sahitanI bhakti e 'jJAna' kahevAya, e mokSaphaLa Ape. 2133 mAtAjI kone pragaTa thAya ? sahaja svabhAvI thaI jAya tene. A mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja samAdhi svarUpa thaI jAya tyAre Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtAjI AvyAM kahevAya. Adyazakti utpanna thaI kahevAya. 2134 bhakti vagaranuM 'jJAna' hoya ja nahIM koI dahADo. e to zuSkajJAna kahevAya. e sAcuM jJAna nA kahevAya. 2135 ApaNA loko bhaktine laukikamAM laI jAya che. bhajanane bhakti kahe che. bhakti, jJAna vagara hoya nahIM. bhakti te rUpa banAve, jenI bhakti karo te rUpa ! 2136 samarpaNabhAva e ja bhakti che. jJAnapUrvakanuM samarpaNa e bahu UMcI bhakti che ! ajJAnapUrvakanuM samarpaNa karyuM hoya to ya e bhakti kahevAya. 2137 samarpaNa kone karavuM ? je ApaNI 'TheTha' sudhInI javAbadArI le tene, je tathArUpa hoya tene samarpaNa karavuM. je ApaNane 'virATa puruSa' lAge tene samarpaNa karavuM. nahIM to samarpaNa karyAno artha nathI. 2138 'ahIM' to tame jevA bhakta cho evo 'huM' paNa bhakta chuM ! A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. A to 'e.ema.paTela' che, bhAdaraNanA pATIdAra che. mahIM 'dAdA bhagavAna' beThA che. 'huM' pote ja 'dAdA bhagavAna'no jaya jayakAra bolAvaDAvuM chuM ne ! eTale 'huM' ya bhakta chuM ne tame ya bhakta cho ! 2139 'dAdA bhagavAna' e bhagavAna che, cauda lokano nAtha che !!! mAge e vastu Ape evo che atyAre ! A deha to maMdira thaI gayuM che ane 'pablika TrasTa' che. ane A bole che te koNa bole che ? 'orijanala TeparekarDa' bole che ! bhagavAna bole kare nahIM. 2140 tame pote ya bhagavAna cho, paNa tamane tenuM bhAna nathI. potAnA manamAM ema nakkI thAya ke 'huM bhagavAna chuM paNa mane e pada jaDatuM nathI.' evuM jo nakkI thaI jAya to to pachI vAMdho nathI. A to Ane zaMkA che, hoIza ke nahIM, hoIza ke nahIM, hoIza ke nahIM.......' zAnI zaMkA che ? tuM bhagavAna ja che ! tane tAruM bhAna jatuM rahyuM che ! 2141 A jagatano nyAya kevo che ? ke jene lakSmI saMbaMdhI vicAra nA hoya, viSaya saMbaMdhI vicAra nA hoya, je dehathI niraMtara chUTTo ja raheto hoya, tene bhagavAna kahyA vagara nahIM rahe. 2142 tame pote bhagavAna cho ja, paNa bhagavAnanA guNa utpanna thayA nathI. 2143 je bhagavAna taraphanuM moDhuM kare, enA tarapha phare tene AnaMda ane prakAza maLe. bhagavAna bIjuM kazuM karatAM nathI ! 2144 kalpitathI manano AnaMda thAya ne sAcAthI AtmAno AnaMda thAya. 2145 AnaMdane ane zAMtine kazI levA-devA nathI. zAMti pudgalane AdhIna che ne AnaMda to AtmAno svabhAva che. 2146 AnaMda aMdarathI Avavo joIe. bahArathI, AMkhothI dekhIne Ave evo nA joIe. sanAtana AnaMda joIe ! 2147 saMsAranA badhA rogo AtmAnA svAbhAvika AnaMdathI jatA rahe. zokathI roga UbhA thAya ! 2148 AtmAno svabhAva ja AnaMdavALo che. eTale ene azAtA to joIe ja nahIM ne ! dareka jIvamAtrane azAtA anukULa nA Ave. eTale e tyAMthI khasI jAya ! ApaNe to chellI vAta pakaDavI. anukULa ne pratikULa eka ja karI nAkho. 2149 mULa AtmA to darekane nirdoSa jue. ene sAruM-khoTuM hoya Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM. nirdoSa jue tyAM AnaMda pragaTe. 2150 A bhautika che e koI dahADo AtmA thavAno nathI. AtmA che e koI dahADo bhautika thavAno nathI. baMne nirALI vastu che. 2151 pudgalano svabhAva ja pUraNa-galanano che. suMvALuM gamatuM karyuM te pAchuM karakaruM thaIne Avaze, eTale ApaNe to karakarA joDe ja "phrenDazIpa' bAMdhI laIe. nahotuM gamavAnuM tene ja gamatuM karI nAkhIe. AtmAne to anaMta pAsAM che, je pAsAMno pheravyo te pAsAMno tevo thaI jAya. 2152 kaDavuM phaLa mIThuM che ane mIThuM kaDavuM che evuM jo samajI jaIza tyAre mokSe jaIza ! 2153 mIThA saMbaMdhavALA gothuM khavaDAvI de. 2154 jagatanI "dholo' khAjo. emAM AtmAno svAda che. ApavAmAM svAda nathI. ApIne to UbhuM thayuM che A ! 2155 nakkara thayo tyAMthI ja pote paramAtmA thayo ! nakkara thayo tyAMthI ja svataMtra thayo ! 2156 dhI Isensa opha dha varlDa Ijha saccidAnaMda. 2157 jyAM saccidAnaMda nathI tyAM badhe ja rAta che ! 2158 A saccidAnaMda zabda bolavAthI ghaNI 'IphekTa' thAya che. samajyA vagara bole to ya "IphekTa' thAya ! samajIne bole to to gha ja lAbha thAya. A zabdo bolavAthI spaMdano thAya che ne badhuM valovAya che. badhuM "sAyanTiphika' che ! 2159 lAbhane juo enuM nAma vItarAga vijJAna ane khoTane juo e saMsAra bhaTakavAnuM jJAna ! 2160 "jJAnI'nI saMjJA e dhruvakAMTo hoya te TheTha pahoMcADI de ane lokasaMjJA e dhRvakAMTo hoya te saMsAramAM rajhaLapATa karAve ! 2161 amane koInI joDe matabheda paDyo nathI. kAraNa ke "jJAnI'nI bhASA judI ne ajJAnInI bhASA judI. "jJAnInI 'riyala' bhASA ne ajJAnInI 'rileTiva' bhASA che. 2162 "jJAnI'nI bhASAmAM koI maratuM ja nathI ne ajJAnInI bhASAmAM badhA marI jAya che. ajJAnI kAMNo karyA kare ne 'jJAnI' 'joyA kare ! 2163 jANavAnuM te nA jANyuM ne nA jANavAnuM te jANyuM, teNe ja ApaNane raDAvyA che. AnAthI bojo vadhe che ! 2164 jayAM "jJAna" nathI tyAM saMsAra che ne jayAM "jJAna" che tyAM saMsAra nathI. 2165 vastu du:kha nathI detI, ajJAnatA duHkha de che. 2166 sarva 'dhU poInTa'thI jovuM, enuM nAma "jJAna". 2167 je "jJAna" anAtmAmAM bheLA ja nathI thavA detuM e "jJAna', e ja AtmA che ! 2168 'jJAna' pote ja mukti che !mokSamAM rAkhe, baMdhana thavA nA de !! 2169 'vizeSa jJAna'thI Dakho thAya, 'sAmAnya jJAnathI vItarAgatA thAya. 2170 "jJAna" eTale gurunI anubhava vANI. 2171 hareka TAIme hAjara rahe ane hareka TAIme cetave, enuM nAma "jJAna" kahevAya. e ja AtmA che. AtmA jJAnathI judo nathI. 2172 laukika jJAnanuM nAma ja bhrAMti. Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2173 laukika jJAna buddhithI samajAya. alaukika jJAna buddhithI nA samajAya. e "jJAna'thI samajAya. 2174 laukika-Indriyagamya. alaukika-atIndriyagamya. 2175 lokane sparze nahIM e vAto alaukika kahevAya. 2176 loko kahe che e vAta khoTI nathI, laukika che. loka che tyAM laukika hoya ja ane alaukika vAta A laukika vAtathI tadda judI ja che. Aja sudhI jANyuM te badhuM ja alaukika jJAnamAM khoTuM che. mATe AjathI enA para mAra cokaDI ne mela mIDuM ! 2177 jyAM 'uparI' nahIM, "aMDarahenDa' nahIM evo A vItarAgono mokSa "mane' khape che. 2178 saMsAra to kevo che ? zAka karI khAya, kAcI kerI hoya to chUMdo karI khAya ne pAkI hoya to rasa cUsI jAya. eTale A lokanuM bahu vasamuM che. enA karatAM ahIM satsaMgamAM paDI rahe toya posAya. 2179 saMsAra eTale AkuLatA ne vyAkuLatA. zI rIte game che e ja ajAyabI che ! 2180 saMsArano svabhAva ja Avo che ne ! ApaNe jANIe ke paiDapaNamAM sukha Avaze. tyAre paiDapaNamAM keDo phATe ne jaMpIne besavA nA de. tethI mokSa khoLe chene loka, ke ApaNe ApaNA sthAnamAM jaIe, pachI kazI upAdhi nahIM ne ! 2181 anaMta avatAra bhaTaka bhaTaka kare tyAre ko'ka phero manuSyano avatAra Ave. temAM keDo phATe. thALI mUkI hoya to ya khAvA nA de evAM aMtarAya hoya che ! evuM che A ! mATe joI vicArIne pagaluM bharavuM. 2182 saMsAra che tyAM sudhI deha maLavAno ne deha che tyAM sudhI jaMjALa rahevAnI. 2183 sIttera varasathI dAMta ghasa ghasa karIe chIe to ya cokhkhA nA thayA to te vastu sAcI ke jUThI ? 2184 saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che ? jagatanA jIvamAtramAM bhagavAna rahelA che eTale koIpaNa jIvane kaMI paNa trAsa Apazo, duHkha Apazo to adharma Ubho thaze. adharmanuM phaLa tamArI icchA viruddha che ne dharmanuM phaLa tamArI icchA pramANe che. 2185 koIne "oblAIja' karazo to tamArI icchA pramANe thaze ane koIne nukasAna karIzuM to icchA viruddha thaze. 2186 jagata arIsA jevuM che, jevuM rUpa hoya tevuM dekhADe. khAmI hoya to khAmI dekhADe. 2187 rastAmAM jatAM bhUlA paDyA hoya to rastAnA bhomiyAne pUche to rasto jaDe. tema A loko mokSe jatAM rastAmAM bhUlA paDyA che. temane mokSano bhomiyo maLe to ukela Ave. 'ame' mokSanA bhomiyA chIe ! 2188 jagatanA dharmo abaMdhane baMdha mAne che ane jenAthI baMdha thAya che tenuM temane bhAna nathI. 2189 'pote koNa che evuM jANe, tyArathI ene 'abaMdha dazA' utpana thAya. 2190 AkhA jagate satkAryonI upAsanAne dharma mAnyo che. satkAryo e laukika dharma kahevAya che. 2191 loko satkAryane ya jANatA nathI. A to udaya karma karAvaDAve che, prakRti parANe karAvaDAve che. emAM tAruM zuM? satkArya karavAM e ya pharajiyAta che ! Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2192 adhyAtmamAM Utaryo kyAre kahevAya? "huM AnAthI kaMIka judo chuM' evo ene bhAsa paDe tyArathI adhyAtma zarU thAya. ane dehAdhyAsa jAya tyAre adhyAtma pUro thaI gayo ! 2193 'rileTiva' dharmanI jarUra kharI. jyAM sudhI 'riyala' prApta nA thAya tyAM sudhI 'Devalapa thavA mATe, khaMDaI, khaMDaIne vadhe, tema tema buddhi vadhe. jema buddhi vadhe tema baLApo vadhato jAya ne baLApo sahana ja nA thAya tyAre mokSa khoLe ! 2194 ciMtA - 'varIjha', duHkha e adhyAtmanuM DevalapamenTa' karavA mATe "helDiMga' che. 2195 vaDodarethI muMbaI AvavuM hoya to dakSiNa dizAnAM badhAM cihno game ane dilhI javuM hoya to uttara dizAnAM cihno badhAM game. potAne zuM game che' e uparathI kyo rasto pakaDyo che te hAthamAM AvI jAya. aneka jAtanA rastA che, eka rasto nathI. jeTalAM bhejAM teTalAM rastA che, e badhA buddhimatanA che. buddhimatanuM saMcAlana che tyAM rajhaLapATa che. eka vItarAgano mata ekalo ja "sepha sAIDa'no che ! 2196 adhyAtma jyAM hoya tyAM tame ArAdhanA karo, to adhyAtma prApta thAya evuM che. yathArtha adhyAtma hoya tyAM viSayanI bAbata nA hoya ; corI, hiMsA, jUTha, parigraha nA hoya. jyAM A nA hoya tyAM tame beso to tamArAthI AgaLa vadhI zakAya. 2197 adhyAtma e evo mArga che ke jyAM bhautika sukhonI AzA ochI karatuM karatuM javAnuM che ! ane aMte tyAM potAnuM svayaMsukha utpanna thAya ! potAnuM sAcuM sukha, sanAtana sukha utpanna thAya !!! 2198 "jJAnInI kRpA' mokSe laI jAya ne "bhagavAnanI kRpA' saMsAranAM bhautika sukho Ape. bhagavAna mokSe nA laI jAya. kAraNa ke bhagavAna, "jJAnI' vagara oLakhAya nahIM ne ?! te guptaveSa rahe ! 2199 jagatanA badhA dharmanAM tamAma pustako bheLAM kare, e dhAraNa kare to dharma dhAraNa thAya ! e dhAraNa karelo dharma so TakA majabUta thaI jAya tyAre "marma' nIkaLavAnI zarUAta thAya !! e marma jyAre so TakA majabUta thAya tyAre "jJAnArka' nIkaLavAno zarU thAya !!! te "jJAnArka' ApaNe "ahIM' DAyarekTa pAI daIe chIe !! 2200 jagatanuM je vijJAna che te kramika che, "sTepa bAya sTepa AgaLa vadhavAnuM - pagathiyAM caDhavAnuM ! ane A to akrama vijJAna ! dasa lAkha varSe utpana thayelI vastu che A !! emAM to 'liphaTa'mAM ja javAnuM. pagathiyAM caDhavAnI mahenata ja nahIM. pachI niraMtara samAdhimAM ja rahevAya ! Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhimAM niraMtara samAdhi ! 2201 pAko enuM nAma ke dharma prApta thayA pachI emAM jarAya kacAza nA rAkhe ! 2202 dharma to tadana talavAranI dhAra jevo che, tyAM polampola nA cAle. 2203 virodhAbhAsa vartana karavuM enuM nAma adharma ne avirodhAbhAsa vartana karavuM enuM nAma dharma. 2204 dharma eTale dhyeya prApta karavAnI sAdhanA. 2205 Atmadharma konA mATe che ? je koIthI ya aMjAya nahIM. bhaDaka koInI kema lAgavI joIe? jo bhaDaka koInI lAge to te aMjAyelo kahevAya. 2206 koI paNa jAtanI lAgaNI e "rIekzanarI' che ane nirbheLa Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAgaNI hoI zake nahIM. lAgaNI e paugalika vastu che. lAgaNI ja rAkhavAnI nahIM, zuddha prema ja rAkhavAno che. tame ne huM eka ja chIe ema rAkhavAnuM. "zuddha prema' evI vastu che ke koInI joDe kiMcitmAtra "IphekTiva' nA hoya. lAgaNI jaDa che, tethI IphekTiva' thAya che. "zuddha prema' cetana che ! InaIphekTiva' che. 2207 A jagatamAM AtmA sivAya je kaMI paNa priya karavA gayo, e viSaya thaI paDe. ene priya gaNyuM tyAMthI ja AvaraNa pharI vaLe. eTale enI apriyatA kyAreya nA dekhAya. 2208 kartApaNAnI 'roMga bilipha' tUTaze to Azrita ja nahIM paNa sarvasva cho. 2209 nirAzritamAMthI Azrita thaze, to ja paramAtmA thaze ! 2210 mahalo tApa, bahArano tApa, trividha tApathI jagata pIDAI rahyuM che ! mahIMlo tApa baMdha thaI gayA pachI rahyuM zuM? mahIlA tApa karma baMdhAve ne bahArano tApa choDAve che, nirjarA Ape 2215 A badhAM zAstro brahmane jANavA mATe lakhyAM che. ane brahma prApti thaI nahIM ne anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka, bhaTaka kare che. potAnuM ajJAna jAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI ukela Ave nahIM. A to badhI kalpanA che. lokoe je kalpanA cItarI che te kalpanAno pAra nathI Ave evo ! 2216 vAMcavAthI vikalpa nA jAya, jANavAthI vikalpa jAya ! 2217 zAstro jANavA mATe lakhyAM che. je jANavA mATe hoya, te karavA mATe nA hoya. 'mArAthI thatuM nathI, mArAthI thatuM nathI' ema karI nAkhyuM che. "jhera khAvAthI marI javAya che" e jJAnane tuM jANa, bIjuM karavAnuM nathI. je jJAna kriyAmAM Ave te sAcuM. je jJAna vartanamAM nA Ave tene zuM karavAnuM? 2218 zAstrIya jJAna acetana hoya che, chatAM cetana tarapha laI jAya che ane "jJAnI'nuM jJAna cetana hoya che. "jJAnI'nuM jJAna maLe eTale e jJAna ja kAma karyA kare. 2219 zabdathI AtmA jANe tyArathI phAyado thavAnI zarUAta thAya. zAstramAM zabda AtmA hoya. daraasala AtmA "jJAnI'mAM 2211 Aropita bhAva e karma ane bhogavaTo te karmaphaLa. Aropita bhAvane ja ahaMkAra kahe che ! 2212 A saMsAramAM 'Aropita bhAva" e ja moTAmAM moTo guno 2213 kyAreya gama nA paDe, gama paDI hoya te ya jatI rahe, evo A agama ne agocara paMtha che mokSano ! 2214 'potAnA svarUpanI ajJAnatA' e ja saMsAranuM kAraNa che. zAstronI ajJAnatA jAya, emAM phaLa maLe nahIM. "potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM eTale thaI gayuM ! khalAsa thaI gayuM !!! 2220 A pustakanI aMdara kenDala(mINabattI) cItareluM hoya to enuM ajavALuM Ave kharuM ? kAgaLa para cItareluM hoya to kazuM vaLe nahIM. AtmA to "jJAnI puruSa'nI pAse ja jANavA jevo che ! tAre AtmA jANavo hoya to "jJAnI puruSa' pAse jA. 2221 AtmA anubhavelo joIe, zAstrajJAnathI jANelo nA cAle. zAstrajJAnathI niveDo nathI, anubhavajJAnathI niveDo che ! 2222 'phekTa vastu'nA to eka vAkyamAM anaMta zAstrono sAra bharelo hoya ! Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ubho thaI gayo che. "jJAnI draSTibheda karI Ape. 2233 samakita e koI vastu nathI. e to draSTi che ! mithyAtva draSTi avaLuM dekhADe ne samakita draSTi avaLAne savaLuM karI nAkhe. 2234 indriya draSTi rAga-dveSa karAve, samakita draSTi "zuddhAtmA' ja jue. 2235 je kAyamanI asthira svabhAvano che tene loka sthira karavA prayatna kare che. draSTA ke je kAyama sthira ja che tenA tarapha draSTi paDe to badhuM ja sthira thaI jAya ! ApaNuM "jJAna" joyomAM pharyA kare che. e ja "jJAna' jJAtAmAM paDe, to potAnuM' thaI jAya 2223 paMDita eTale zAstrano jhINAmAM jhINo artha kare che. ane zAstrajJAnI eTale zAstrono sAra kADhe che ! 2224 zAstra lakhavAnuM prayojana zuM? e tharmomITara che. "zAstramAM lakhyuM che te sAcuM che ne ApaNe kahIe chIe e khoTuM che' eTaluM jANavA mATe che ! 2225 zAstro eka mANasane anulakSIne lakhelAM nA hoya. e to badhAMne anulakSIne lakhelAM hoya. devagati mATe, manuSyagati mATe ane mokSa mATe to TUMkuM ne Taca zAstramAM hoya. 2226 A DaoNkaTarI' pustako jADAM jADAM hoya che te lokone zuM kAmanAM? cAra AnAmAM ya koI nA le. jyAre kharI kiMmata ja "DaoNkaTara' kare ! jJAnanAM pustako evAM che ! 2227 zAstramAM mokSa nathI, AtmAmAM mokSa che. 2228 zAstromAM badhuM mUrta jJAna che ne amUrta jJAna to amUrta bhASAmAM hoya. je indriyothI dekhAya e badhuM ja mUrtajJAna che ! 2229 cAra veda pUrA thAya, dhAraNa thAya pachI chevaTe veda 'ITaselpha' zuM kahe che ? dhIsa Ijha noTa dheTa, dhIsa Ijha noTa dheTa (neti neti). tuM AtmA khoLe che te AmAM nathI. "go Tu jJAnI' (jJAnI pAse jA). 2230 AtmAnuM lakSa besavuM e cAra vedathI para che. 2231 veda jJAnasvarUpa che ne bhagavAna vijJAnasvarUpa che. 2232 zAstra zuM che? zabdarUpa che. e zabdo che teno artha khUlatAM khUlatAM zabdArtha thAya che. pachI artha AgaLa vadhe che. te artha khUlatAM khUlatAM paramArthane pahoMce che. tyAM sudhI draSTi pahoMcI jAya che. paNa zAstrathI draSTi badalAze nahIM. draSTi badalavA mATe to 'jJAnI puruSa' joIze. 'A' draSTine laIne ja saMsAra 2236 mokSa sahaja che, saraLa che, sugama che, paNa prApti durlabha che. kAraNa ke mokSasvarUpa puruSa prApta hovAM joIe ! 2237 dareka vastune potAnA svabhAvamAM javA mATe mahenata nathI hotI. vizeSabhAvamAM laI jaIe tyAre mahenata thAya. pANIne garama karavuM hoya to keTalI badhI mahenata karavI paDe che ? ane ThaMDuM karavuM hoya to ? kazuM ja karavuM nA paDe. kAraNa ke e eno svabhAva ja che ! evI rIte AtmA mokSasvarUpa che, svAbhAvikapaNe. eTale "jJAnI puruSa' kapA utArI rasto karI Ape. "jJAnI"nI AjJAmAM rahevAthI mokSa thAya, koI jAtanI mahenata nahIM karavAnI. mahenatathI A saMsAra Ubho thAya. japa karyA hatA, tapa karyA hatA. tene to A badhuM phaLa maLe che. 2238 mahenatanuM phaLa saMsAra ane samajaNanuM phaLa mokSa. 2239 vadhAremAM vadhAre agharo adharma, enAthI ochAmAM ocho agharo dharma ane bilakula mahenata nahIM e mokSa ! 2240 khudAnI sAthe eka thavuM emAM mahenata nathI. khudAthI judA paDavuM Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emAM mahenata che ! 2241 'jJAnI puruSa' maLe to mokSa agharo nathI. e nA maLe ne mokSa maLaze ema mAnavuM bhUla che ! 2242 mokSa to svabhAva ja che potAno ! jJAna-darzana-cAritra samyak thAya, enuM nAma mokSa. 2243 vItarAgono mokSa kone kahevAya che ? dehadhArIrUpe duHkha sparza nA kare, eTale sAMsArika sukhe ya sparza nA kare ! svAbhAvika sukha utpanna thayA kare. 2244 ajJAnathI mukti thaI, enuM nAma mokSa. 2245 anaMta avatArathI mokSanuM niyANuM karyuM che. paNa barAbara pAkuM niyANuM karyuM nathI. jo mokSa mATenuM ja pAkuM niyANuM karyuM hoya to badhI puNye temAM ja vaparAya. 2246 A jagata AkhuM duHkhathI ja sapaDAyeluM che. zAnuM duHkha che ? ajJAnatAnuM. ajJAnatAthI rAga-dveSa thayA kare che ne tenAthI A duHkha che. 'jJAna'thI ja duHkhano abhAva varte. bIjo koI upAya ja nathI. 2247 duHkhano abhAva e pahelo mokSa. dehano, badhAno abhAva thavo e bIjo mokSa ! 2248 A jagata pravAhamAM koIne Arasano rasto AvIne Ubho rahyo hoya, koIne kAMTAno rasto AvIne Ubho rahyo hoya, koIne DAmarano rasto AvIne Ubho rahyo hoya, paNa darekane rastA oLaMgavA to paDe ja ne ?! 2249 Akho saMsAramArga mokSamArga ja che ! jIvo uttarottara, krame krame vardhamAna thAya ja che. A manuSyamAM AvIne phakta gUMcAya che, kAraNa ke manuSyagati e karma bAMdhavAnI jagyA kahevAya. jAtajAtanAM karma bAMdhe ! 2250 saMsAra eTale niraMtara parivartana thayA ja kare ! emAM 'Ama thaI jaze ke tema thaI jaze' ema karavAnI zI jarUra ? Aje bhAva dekhADe ne kAle abhAva dekhADe enA para moha zo ? trikALI vastu ke je potAnuM 'svarUpa' che enA para moha karavA jevo che ane 'svarUpanuM bhAna' karAvI ApanAra 'jJAnI puruSa' emanA upara bhAva karavA jevo che. emanAmAM kyAreya pheraphAra nA thAya. 2251 saMsAra avasthAmAM AtmA saMkoca-vikAsanuM bhAjana che ne mokSa avasthAmAM ekasarakho che ! 2252 sAMsArika bhAvomAM tanmayatA nahIM e mukta bhAva, e ja mokSa che. duniyAno koI bhAva ene bAMdhe nahIM, te mokSa. 2253 mukti e ja eka A jagatanuM sArabhUta che. 2254 mokSano adhikArI koNa ? jenuM mana jevuM vicAre evuM ja vANIthI bole ane evuM ja vartanathI kare, evo thaI gayA pachI mokSano adhikArI thavA mAMDe ! 2255 saMsAranA 2so pratye jene kaMTALo Ave che te mokSano adhikArI. 2256 'akrama'mAM to ame koInI pAtratA jotAM ja nathI. ema joIe to A kALamAM koI pAtra che ja nahIM ! 2257 bhagavAne kahyuM ke, mokSa hatheLImAM che, ajJAna gayuM to. 2258 ajJAna jANavuM agharuM che, 'jJAna' jANavuM saheluM che ! ajJAnano pAra Ave evo nathI ! 2259 ajJAnamAM pesavA nA de, enuM nAma 'jJAna'. ajJAna UbhuM Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thavAnuM thAya ke 'jJAna' hAjara thaI jAya ane kahe dhIsa Ijha dheTa' ! 2260 'jJAna'mAM rahe eTale ajJAna bhUlI jAya. mANasa eka jagyAe rahI zake. 2261 vidyA-avidyA e ahaMkArI jJAna che ane nirahaMkArI jJAna e 'jJAna'. 2262 AtmA ane jJAna bhIDamAM hoya haMmezAM. ekAMtamAM hoya nahIM. ekAMtamAM zAMti hoya, jJAna nahIM. 2263 ApaNo vinaya evo hovo ghaTe ke aparAdhaka jIva an aparAdhaka thAya. 2264 avinaya sAme vinaya karavo, te gADha vinaya kahevAya. avinayI be dholo mAre tyAre paNa vinaya sAcavavo te parama avagADha vinaya kahevAya ! 2265 bhagavAnanA svabhAve svabhAva thaI jAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe parama vinaya rAkhavo joIe. 2266 vinaya eTale vizeSa naya. A jagatanA badhA ja naya te saMsAra mATenA che ane vizeSa naya te mokSe laI janAra che. vinaya eka ja evo che ke je mokSe laI jaI zake. 2267 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e bhAva zuddha bhAva che ane e ja parama vinaya che ! 2268 parama vinaya e prajJA bhAga che. bhagavAnanI dhAtu milApa thAya tyAM sudhI parama vinaya rahevo joIe. 2269 A parama vinayavALo mArga che. parama vinaya eTale zuM ? kiMcitmAtra harakata nA kare, UlaTuM tamane ahIM AgaLa besavAnI jagyA karI Ape. 2270 mana bagaDeluM nA hoya, vANI bagaDelI nA hoya, vartana bagaDeluM nA hoya, e parama vinaya. 2271 parama vinayI hoya te AbarUdAra ! bIje AbarU che ja kyAM ? kaLiyugamAM AbarU rahetI haze koInI ? parama vinaya e AbarU che. lokono vinaya dekhIe ne ApaNe avinayI thaIe e ApaNI AbarU kahevAya ? 2272 amArI pAse avinaya karo teno amane vAMdho nathI, paNa tame tamArI jAta para aMtarAya pADI rahyA cho. tame amane gALa ya bhAMDo cho te ya amane vAMdho nathI, paNa tame potAnI jAtane ja nukasAna karI rahyA cho. ahIM to bahu ja vinaya joIe, parama vinaya joIe ! 2273 ahIM ADuM TeDuM nA cAle. saheja vinayamAM khAmI Ave to mokSa UDI jAya. parama vinaya eTale AMtarika vinaya joIe. bahu jabarajasta vinaya joIe. 2274 'huM jANuM chuM' evuM mAne eTale AvaraNa caDhe, jijJAsAvRtti tUTe. 2275 'huM kaMIka jANuM chuM' evo jarAka vicAra Ave, te pAchI ajAgRti lAvI nAkhe. 2276 ajJAnanuM jJAna jANavAmAM pudgala zaktio vaparAya che, ne jJAnanuM jJAna jANavAmAM prArthanA karavI paDe che. 2277 nIce pADanAruM ajJAna che, temAM pudgala zaktio ema ne ema AvyA ja kare che. jyAre UMce caDhAvanAruM jJAna che te pudgala virodhI hovAthI zaktio mAgavI paDe to ja UMce caDhAya. Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2278 sAcA dilanI prArthanA saMyoga bhego karI Ape. 2279 satyArthanI jhaMkhanA enuM nAma prArthanA. 2280 abhiniveSa chUTyo to te paramAtmA thayo ! 2281 jagata hAni-vRddhinA niyamane AdhIna che. 2282 je kArya karatAM mahIM saheja paNa zaMkA nA paDe to tenuM kAma avazya thAya ja. 2283 vastu kADhavAnI nathI, rasa kADhI nAkhavAno che. jagata AkhuM vastu kADhavA mAthAkUTa kare che. vastu nA jAya, e to lamaNe lakhelI che. rasa kADhavAno che ! 2284 matabheda paDe tyAM ApaNA zabdo pAchA kheMcI levA, e DAhyA puruSonI nizAnI. 2285 'dhU poInTa" ja matabheda UbhA karAvanAra che. 2286 manuSya kevo hoya ? prabhAvazALI hoya. ene jotAM ja ApaNA manamAM vicAro sarasa Ave ne saMsAra bhUlI jaIe. 2287 jenAthI prabhAva utpanna thAya e mAla juo, to ApaNA bhAva ne vicAro phare. 2288 hAjaranA sodA haze, e badhA kAma lAgaze. pachI badhA itihAsa. 2289 A "akrama vijJAnanuM pratyakSapaNuM karI levA jevuM che. parokSapaNuM to sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karyuM. have pratyakSapaNuM karI lo, to AtmA pratyakSapaNe anubhavamAM Ave. 2290 dila TharyA sivAya koI dahADo ya mokSamArga hoya nahIM. mokSamArgamAM dila TharI javuM joIe. dila Thare nahIM eTale to jIvano svabhAva kaSAyI che. nahIM to ene kaSAya ane viSayanI jarUra ja nathI. 2291 najara coMTI eTale saMsAra Ubho thaI gayo ! A jagata ughADI AMkhe jovA jevuM ja nathI. temAM ya A kaLiyuga to bhayaMkara asara kare. A AMkhomAMthI bahu saMsAra Ubho thaI jAya. 2292 viSaya e to ughADI paravazatA che ! 2293 viSayanI yAcanA karatAM ja mAtra jene marI javAnuM lAge, te A jagatane jItI zake. 2294 viSaya e to bhrAMtinI ya bhrAMti che ! 2295 moTAmAM moTo AtmaghAta hoya to te viSayavikAra. 2296 strIno doSa nathI, viSayano doSa nathI, doSa tamArI vRttiomAM che. vRttio ja Dakho kare che ne duHkhI kare che. 2297 viSaya "DiscArja svarUpa che. emAM vRttiothI jokhamadArI UbhI thAya che, Dakho thAya che. vRttionI viSayamAM jarUra ja nathI. sAhajika eTale Dakho nA kare. 2298 mokSe javuM hoya to nirviSayI thavuM ja paDaze. 2299 potAnA svarUpa' sivAya je kaMI paNa smRtimAM raheze e badhA viSayo ja che ! 2300 enDa (aMta) Ave te badhA ja viSaya. jeno enDa (aMta) nA Ave te AtmA. 2301 aNahakkanA viSaya bhogave, tene viSaya saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. aNahakkanA viSayavALAne mokSa nathI. hakkanA viSayavALAne mokSa che ! Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2302 zIla enuM nAma ke mahIM rajamAtra paNa khoTo bhAva utpanna thavo na joIe. 2303 zIla kone kahevAya ? krodhanI sAme krodhathI javAba ApatA nathI, mAnanI joDe mAnathI javAba ApatA nathI, rAgI joDe rAgathI javAba ApatA nathI, e zIla kahevAya. 2304 zIla kyAre hoya ke kyAreya paNa koI jIvamAtrane manathI, ahaMkArathI, aMta:karaNathI jarAya duHkha nA thAya. e bhAva rahe tene zIla utpanna thAya. 2305 jyAM sudhI aMdha che je bAbatamAM, te bAbatamAM draSTi khIle nahIM. enAthI dUra rahe, tyAra pachI e chUTuM thAya. tyAre enI draSTi khIlatI jAya. 2306 je draSTine jeTalI vakhANI, teTalI ja vakhoDe to te draSTi UDI jAya. 2307 bhagavAnanAM darzana karo, to bhAvathI karajo. mahenata karIne darzana karavA jAo, paNa darzana barobara bhAvathI nA karo to nakAmuM jAya. mATe A pramANe darzana karajo - "he bhagavAna ! mArI aMdara ja beThA cho, te ja tame cho. tame vItarAga cho, Apane namaskAra karuM chuM.' A rIte darzana kare to bhagavAnane phona jhAlavo ja paDe, nA jhAle to te emanI javAbadArI che, eTale sAco phona Ave eTale tarata bhagavAna phona upADe. 2308 A kRSNa bhagavAnanA phoTAnAM darzana karIe to te 'rileTiva'ne pahoMce. "ahIM" page lAge, te tenA AtmAne ja 'DAyarekTa' pahoMce. kAraNa ke vItarAga svIkAra nA kare ne ? haMmezAM 'rileTiva' ne 'riyala' beu darzana hoya, tyAM ja mokSa che. 2309 niyamathI ja dareka vastunA be bhAga hoya che : 'rileTiva' ne 'riyala'. phoTAnAM darzana karatAM 'rileTiva'nI TapAla to kRSNa bhagavAnane pahoMce ane 'riyala'mAM ApaNA AtmAnI ja bhakti thAya che. 2310 zraddhAmAM mAgaNI nA hoya. kaMI paNa lAlaca rAkhe che te aMdhazraddhA. 2311 syAdvAda hoya tyAM vAda nA hoya, vivAda nA hoya, prativAde ya nA hoya. 2312 jyAM pakSapAta che tyAM hiMsA che, e hiMsaka vANI che. jyAM niSpakSapAtI vANI che tyAM ahiMsaka vANI che. 2313 vItarAga ane vItarAganI vANI sivAya baMdhana choDAvanAra mArga ja nathI. 2314 'ame kevuM bolyA' e vANIno parigraha. 2315 A zabdo nA hota to mokSa to sahejA saheja che. A kALamAM vANIthI ja baMdhana che. mATe koInA mATe akSare ya bolAya nahI. 2316 koIne "khoTuM kahyuM, te potAnA AtmA upara dhULa nAkhyA barAbara che. 2317 A vAtAvaraNamAM badhA paramANuo bharelA che. tethI to ApaNe kahIe chIe ke koInI niMdA nA karIza. eka zabda ya bejavAbadArIvALo nA bolIza. ane bolavuM hoya to sAruM bola. 2318 vacanabaLa kone hoya ? jene jagatasaMbaMdhI koI spRhA nA hoya, pachI bhale AtmA prApta nA karyo hoya. 2319 zIlavAna vagara vacanabaLa utpanna nA thAya. 2320 saMsArahetu mATe mauna lIdhuM hoya to te amauna che. Atmahetu Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe je kaMI bolavAmAM Ave che te ja saMpUrNa mauna che. 2321 jeTalAM sensiTiva hoya, eNe mauna rAkhavAnI jarUra. mauna rAkhavA karatAM to ApaNI vANI bIjAne zI asara kare che, e lakSamAM hoya to vadhAre sAruM. 2322 AtmA-paramAtmA mATe bolavuM temAM saMsArano bhAga ja nathI. tene bhagavAne 'mauna' kahyuM che. 2323 vANI e pudgalanI avasthA che, eno guNadharma nathI. 2324 syAdvAda vANInI bhUmikA kyAre utpanna thAya ? jyAre ahaMkAra zUnya thAya. jagata AkhuM nirdoSa dekhAya, koI jIvano kiMcitmAtra doSa nA dekhAya, koInuM kiMcitmAtra dharmapramANa nA dubhAya. 2325 saMsArI mIThI vANI slIpa karAve ane syAdvAdI mAdhurya vANI UrdhvagAmI banAve ! 2326 syAdvAda vartana kone kahevAya ke je vartana manohara lAge, mananuM haraNa kare tevuM lAge. 2327 vyavahAra zuddhi vagara syAdvAda vANI nIkaLe nahIM. 2328 syAdvAda vANI che tyAM AtmajJAna che. jyAM ekAMtika vANI che tyAM AtmajJAna nathI. 2329 syAdvAda kone kahevAya ke e vAtathI zarIramAM koI sAmuM nA thAya. mana sAmuM nA thAya, buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra koI sAmuM nA thAya ! 2330 bhagavAnano mArga samAdhAnano che, mArI - ThokIne besADavAno nathI. 2331 syAdvAda eTale ekamAM ne ekamAM rahevuM ane judA judA bhAve rahevuM. 2332 badhAM ja draSTibiMdune pote samAvI le, enuM nAma vItarAga dharma. 2333 'vItarAgonuM sAyansa' chellAmAM chelluM sAyansa che. enI AgaLa kaMI ja jANavAnuM bAkI nathI rahetuM. 2334 'vItarAga vijJAna' eTaluM moTuM che ke jo eno eka ja vALa A jagatamAM paData to jagata Azcarya pAmata ! 2335 A 'vItarAga vijJAna' koIthI samajAya evuM nathI. 'mane' ya A pragaTa thayuM temAM mAro kaMI puruSArtha nathI. e to 'baTa necarala' thayeluM che. 2336 ekAMte mokSa nA thAya. ekAMte dharma thAya paNa dharmasAra prApta nA thAya. 2337 ekAgratA to aMdarathI ApaNA karmano udaya yArI Ape tyAre thAya. udaya yArI nA Ape to nA thAya. puNyano udaya hoya to ekAgratA thAya, pApano udaya hoya to nA thAya. 2338 ekAgratA to kevI hovI joIe ? UThatAM-besatAM, khAtAM pItAM, vaDhavADa karatAM ekAgratA nA tUTe. AkhA zarIramAM bIjo koI matabheda ja nahIM ! 2339 prabhunuM sAmrAjya, zuddhAtmAnuM sAmrAjya hoya tyAM kazuM AghuMpAchuM thAya nahIM. peTamAM pANI ya hAle nahIM. tAva Ave, deha javAno thAya, deha rahevAno thAya to ya mahIM hAle nahIM. kazI Dakhala ja nahIM. potAnuM zuM javAnuM ? jAya to pADozInuM jAya ! 2340 A vAkyo tamArI dukAne lagADazo : (1) prAptane bhogavo - aprAptanI ciMtA nA karazo. (2) bhogave enI bhUla. Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) DisuonesTI Ijha dha besTa phUlizaneza ! 2341 dhaMdhAmAM bhagavAna hAtha ghAlatAM ja nathI. dhaMdhAmAM to tArI AvaData ne tAruM naitika dhoraNa be ja kAma lAgaze. anaitika dhoraNathI varasa-be varasa sAruM maLaze, paNa pachI nukasAna jaze. khoTuM thAya to chevaTe pastAvo karazo to ya chUTazo. 2342 amane koI pUche ke "A sAla khoTamAM gayA cho ?" to ame kahIe ke, "nA bhAI, ame khoTamAM gayA nathI, dhaMdhAne khoTa gaI che !" ane napho thAya tyAre kahIe ke, "dhaMdhAne napho che." amAre napho-toTo hoya ja nahIM. 2343 badhAya naphAnI ja AzA rAkhe che. ekuMya mANasa khoTanI AzA rAkhato ja nathI. eka sAla to khoTanI AzA rAkhIne cAla. khoTa jAya to samajaje ke AzA phaLI ! ame to khoTanI AzA rAkhIe, badhA jevuM nA rAkhIe. 2344 dhaMdho karavAmAM te chAtI bahu moTI joIe. chAtInAM pATiyAM besI jAya to dhaMdho besI jAya. 2345 jyAre saMyoga sArA nA hoya tyAre loka kamAvA nIkaLe che. tyAre to bhakti karavI joIe. 2346 ghera badhAMnI tabiyata sArI hoya to jANavuM ke napho che. te dahADe copaDAmAM khoTa hoya to ya te napho ja che ! dukAnanI tabiyata bagaDe ke nA bagaDe, gharanAnI nA bagaDavI joIe. 2347 dhaMdhAmAM aNahakkanuM levAnuM nahIM. ne je dahADe aNahakkanuM levAI jAya, te dahADe barakata nahIM rahe. 2348 paisA 'vyavasthitIne AdhIna che. pachI dharmamAM raheze ke adharmamAM raheze to ya paisA to AvyA ja karaze ! 2349 nANuM sArA raste ApavuM e ApaNI sattAnI vAta nathI. bhAva karI zakAya paNa ApI nA zakAya ane bhAvanuM phaLa AvatAM bhave maLe. 2350 saMpattimAM zAMti nathI, tyAM vipattimAM zAMti kyAMthI hoya ? vipatti-saMpattimAM sukha nathI, niSpattimAM sukha che. 2351 nispRha thavuM e ya guno che ne saspRha thavuM e ya guno che. 'saspRha-nispRha" rahevAnuM kahyuM che. 2352 gharAka Ave to sAruM eTaluM rAkhavuM, pachI UdhAmA nA nAkhavA. 'regyulAriTI ne bhAva nA bagADavo' e "rileTiva puruSArtha che. gharAka na Ave to akaLAvuM nahIM ne eka dahADo jholejholAM Ave to badhAne saMtoSa Apavo. 2353 'ame' nispRha nA hoIe temaja saspRhe ya nA hoIe. ame' saspRha-nispRha chIe. tamArI bhautika bAbatamAM nispRha ne tamArA AtmAnI bAbatamAM saspRha hoIe. 2354 nispRha thayelo hoya tyAM prema utpanna thayelo nA hoya ne prema nA hoya tyAM kazuM ja kAma nA thAya. 2355 vinAzI sukho bhogavavAnI icchAne spRhA kahevAya. 2356 "vItarAgonuM sAyansa samajavA jevuM che. A jagata tamAruM che, tamArA ja jagatamAM tamane aDacaNa paDe che, e ya ajAyabI 2357 A saMsAramAM agavaDa e ajJAnatAne AdhAre che. amane koI dahADo kyAMya agavaDa dekhAI nathI. 2358 tamane jAtajAtanI aDacaNo Avaze. paNa aDacaNa vakhate enI davA taiyAra tamane maLI raheze. badhI jAtanA loka che ene mATe ! Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2359 je sagavaDo kaLiyugane lAvI che te ja sagavaDo kaLiyugane kADhaze ! 2360 saMsAra bhUlADe e jagyAe besI rahevuM ne saMsAra vadhu cagaDoLe caDhAve tyAMthI jatA rahevuM, evo viveka jene samajAya tenuM kAma nIkaLI jAya. 2361 jema potAnI bhUla dekhAtI jAya tema jagata vismRta thatuM jAya, samAdhi rahe ! 2362 potAnI bhUlane laIne jagata yAda AvyA kare che. jenI yAdagIrI AvyA kare tyAM ja bhUlo che. saMpUrNa "jJAnI'ne jagata vismRta ja rahyA kare ! 2363 jenAthI jagata vistRta rahe, magaja para bojo nA rahe, zAMti rahe, 'riyala'ne 'rileTiva' juduM rahe e ApaNI svataMtratA ! 2364 "jJAnI puruSa'nuM vAtAvaraNa ja mokSano anubhava karAve, jagata vismRta rahe ! 2365 jagata vismRta thAya tyArathI ja mokSano anubhava thavA mAMDyo ! 2366 jagata vismRta karAvI zake, e ja karmonuM 'cArja baMdha karAvI zake ! 2367 saMsAra bhUlADe, enuM nAma "jJAnI'. 2368 vItarAga thayo kone kahevAya ? AtmA ne AtmAnAM sAdhano sivAya bIjuM kazuM yAda ja nA rahe ! 2369 vItarAganI khAtarI zI ? tyAre kahe, saMsAranI koI cIja yAda nathI te. vItarAgatA sivAya jagata bhUle nahIM. 2370 potAnA svarUpa sivAya bIjuM je kaMI yAda rahe e rAga che. 2371 jJAnIono samabhAva to jagate joyo ja nA hoya. jJAnInAM to rAgamAM vItarAgatA hoya. jagata vItarAgatAmAM vItarAgatA khoLe. kharuM to rAgamAM vItarAgatA joIe. 2372 parama upakArakartA para kiMcitmAtra rAga nahIM ne parama upasargakartA para kiMcitmAtra dveSa nahIM, evuM vItarAga cAritra jANavAnuM che. 2373 bhagavAna pote vItarAga che ane tamArAmAM vItarAgatA Avaze, jagata pratye ne deha pratye, eTale thaI rahyuM. jagatanuM to javA daIe, paNa A deha pratye vItarAga thayA eTale thaI rahyuM. 2374 samakitathI vItarAga vijJAna zarU thAya che. 2375 AtmA pote 'vijJAna" svarUpa che. tethI badhe 'vijJAna' ja jue che. zAdI karavAno vAMdho nathI. paNa "mAruM-tAruM' kare che e ajJAna che, badhe "' kahe te 'vijJAna" che, ne ahaMkAra kare te ajJAna che.. 2376 jJAna jANavAthI zuM khoTuM ne zuM kharuM e khabara paDe, sad asahno viveka karAvaDAve, te 'vijJAna' jANavAthI mukti thAya. jJAna jANavAthI hitAhitanuM bhAna thAya. 2377 je jJAnathI baMdha tUTI jAya e "jJAna" kahevAya, ne navo baMdha paDe nahIM e 'vijJAna' kahevAya ! 2378 dharmanuM vijJAna ane dharmanuM jJAna juduM che. "vijJAna'thI mukti 2379 jagata naDatuM nathI, tArI ajJAnatA tane naDe che. ajJAna kyAre jAya ? "jJAnI puruSa' "jJAna" Ape tenAthI jAya. "jJAnI Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puruSa'nuM jJAna kevuM hovuM joIe ? 'vijJAna' hovuM joIe. 'vijJAna' cetana hoya ane jJAna acetana hoya. A jagatamAM je cAle che e jJAna acetana che. acetana eTale kriyAkArI nA hoya ane A to 'vijJAna' che. 'vijJAna' niraMtara kAma karyA ja kare, tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. 2380 A 'akrama' e judI jAtano mArga che. A 'vijJAna' che ! 'vijJAna' eTale je jANavAthI ja mukta thavAya !!! 2381 A 'akrama vijJAna' to 'sAyanTiphika' che ! vijJAna che ! ekajhekTa che ! ane bIjuM badhuM to 'DiscArja' thaI rahyuM che ! 2382 A khaMDana - maMDana na hoya, A 'akrama' to 'DAyavarjhana' roDa che. 'kramika mArga'nA badhA 'brIja' tUTI gayA che, tethI A 'DAyavarjhana roDa' zarU thayo che. 'brIja' baMdhAI jaze eTale A 'DAyavarjhana roDa' UDI jaze ! 2383 krama mArgamAM zuM che ? 360deg nI 'bilipho' che. temAMthI eka 'bilipho' choDAvIne bIjI 'bilipha' Ape. eka eka 'bilipha' hajAra hajAra avatAre phare ! 2384 'akrama' mArga kyAre kahevAya ! jemAM vyavahAra-nizcaya banne hoya ! 2385 kramika eTale karavApaNuM. 'akrama vijJAna' khAlI samajavAnuM ja che. aNasamajaNathI UbhuM thayeluM samajaNathI vikharAI jaze. 'mane Ama thayuM' e nA hoya, khAlI jANavAnuM ja ke 'Ama thayuM' ! 2386 jyAM sudhI mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekAtmavRtti rahe tyAM sudhI vyavahArane AdaravA yogya kahyo che. A kALamAM e rahe tema nathI. tethI A vyavahArane akramamAM samULago 'nikAlI' karI mUkyo che. chatAM 'akrama'mAM vyavahAra saMpUrNa Adarza hoya. 2387 'akrama' je pAmI gayo, tenuM kAma thaI gayuM. nathI baTAkA choDAvyA ke nathI DuMgaLI choDAvI. ajJAna choDavAnuM che !! 2388 jevuM kramika vijJAna che evuM A akrama vijJAna che. paNa akrama vijJAna pustakomAM nathI, e 'jJAnI'nA hRdayamAM che. 2389 samudra jevo ajJAna saMsAra che ! ane emAM janme che ne mare che ! temAM 'nizcaya-svarUpa' potAnuM samajI jAya to kAma thaI jAya !!! 2390 AtmA saMsArI ya nathI ne asaMsArI ya nathI. saMsArI asaMsArI e badhuM dehane mATe che. 2391 saMsArI kone kahevAya ? jene rAga-dveSa ne kaSAyo hoya, te badhA saMsArI. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA saMyama pariNAma nA hoya te badhA saMsArI. rANIo sAthe raheto hoya paNa tenAmAM saMyama hoya to te saMyamI ane tyAga karIne saMyama nA hoya to ya te saMsArI ! 2392 ApaNA ahaMkArane toDavAnuM sAdhana, enuM nAma saMsAra ! 2393 saMsAra e to UkaLatuM sIsAnuM AMdhaNa che ! emAM bhagavAna hAtha ghAle nahIM. ame ya hAtha ghAlatA nathI. bhagavAna svarUpa thayA eTale pachI zuM hAtha ghAle ? 2394 eka vakhata saMsAramAM 'vItarAga' thaI gayo eTale saMsAra bilakula vaLage nahIM evo niyama che ! 2395 juone, A jaDa ne cetana be bhegAM thaIne kevo saMsAra Ubho thaI gayo ! pachI zAdI kare, jamAI thAya, vevAI thAya, vevANo thAya, kAkA sasarA thAya, mAmA sasarA thAya ! keTalI jAtanI Dakhalo UbhI karI che ?! 2396 A saMsAra du:khano samudra che. emAM sukha zI rIte jaDyuM Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lokone te ja samajAtuM nathI. jema dArU pIdhelo mANasa gaTaramAM hAtha ghAle ne kaheze, "mane bahu ThaMDaka thAya che, bahu ThaMDaka thAya che.' enA jevuM loko sukha mAne che ! 2397 sukha che ja kyAM 'ahIM' ? A to bhrAmaka mAnyatAo che. tethI "ame' khulluM kahIe chIe ke, tame je sukha khoLo cho te 'AmAM' nahIM maLe. sukha AtmAmAM che. ame e sukha cAkheluM che, anubhaveluM che. tethI "ame' badhAne kahIe chIe ke, A bAju Avo, pelI bAju sukha nathI ! 2398 ApaNuM svarUpa paramAtma svarUpa che. Ama kema gAphela rahevAya ? eka kSaNavAra gAphela rahevA jevuM jagata nathI. 2399 saMsAramAM koI ApaNuM thAya nahIM. ApaNo AtmA ja ApaNo che. badhuM 'rileTiva' che tyAM zuM ? 2400 A duniyAmAM tamAruM kharekhara saguM koI che nahIM. ane je che e "rIlezana' svarUpe che ! 2401 hisAba kADhavA jaIe to koInI joDe sahiyAruM nA jaDe. tArA bAbAne saMDAsa javuM hoya ne tuM kahe ke huM jaI AvuM to cAle ? nA cAle. AvuM che ! tyAM sahiyAruM kyAMthI ? 'rileTiva' rIte badhe juduM ja che ne 'riyala' rIte badhe eka ja vArApharatI De ! eka kaiDI rahI hoya ne pachI bIjI AvIne kaiDe ! niraMtara kaiDa maiDayA ja kare !!! 2405 dehanuM kensara to sAruM. paNa A to mAnasika 'kensara' thaI jAya, te to anaMta bhavo kharAba karI nAkhe ! 2406 Akho saMsAra zAnAthI Ubho che ? klezathI. 2407 zarIranI amuka avasthA Ave tyAre nAdArI yuga zarU thAya. badhuM ja nAdArImAM javAnuM. mATe pote potAnuM kAma kADhI lyo. jyAM sudhI A dukAna che tyAM sudhI sodA karI lo. 2408 tame pote ja bhagavAna cho ane juone A dazA to juo ! pote ja bhagavAna ane jo strIrUpe keTalI upAdhi bhogavavAnI ? sahu koI hase, A phalANAnI vahu, A phalANAnI vahu ! te ApaNane sAruM lAgatuM haze ? "are, phalANAnI bAIDI cAlI' evuM hau bole ! AvI tarachoDo mAre ! te sAruM lAgatuM haze ? keTaluM apamAnajanaka lAge ! nA lAge ?! juone, A DheDaphajeto !!! 2409 chatAM jagata AkhuM pharajiyAta che. paiNavuM e ya pharajiyAta che. paiNyA vagara cAle tema nathI. 2410 matane mATe marI phITe evA che, AtmA mATe marI phITe evA nathI. 2411 vairAga eTale pote je mAra khAdhelo hoya te yAda Ave che. 2412 jeTalI yAdazakti eTalo vairAga. ApaNAM lokone yAdazakti ja nathI eTale vairAga kyAMthI Ave ? mohane laIne mAra khAdhelo bhUlI jAya che ! 2413 vairAga e to sArAsAranI vicAraNA che, pRthakkaraNa kare ke 2402 A to 'lAIpha' badhI 'phrekacara' thaI gaI che. A "manuSyasAra' kADhavA mATe huM jIvuM chuM ke zenA sAruM jIvuM chuM tenu bhAne ya nathI ! 2403 eka ja phera avaLo dhaNI ke avaLI bairI maLe to keTalAMya avatAra bagADI nAkhe ! 2404 saMsAranI keTalI jAtanI kaiDa ! badhI maiDo ekadama nA kaiDe paNa Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarata enAM phaLamAM virakti utpanna thAya. 2414 saasa viveka hoya to ja vairAga Take. nahIM to vairAga koI dahADo Take nahIM. saasahno viveka 'jJAnathI Ave. 2415 vairAgamAM to anubhavajJAna joIe ema ThokAThoka karyo nA cAle ! 2416 vairAgane jo jJAna prApta thAya evuM sAdhana prApta thAya to kAmanuM, nahIM to vairAga to niSkriyatA lAve. 2417 jJAna hoya ne vairAgya Toca upara jAya tyAre vItarAgatA utpanna thAya. vItarAgatA eTale jyAM jagatane rAga-dveSa thAya tyAM ene rAga-dveSa nA thAya. 2418 sAco vairAgI ne sAco jJAnI emAM thoDuMka ja aMtara che. bahu lAMbuM aMtara nathI. ajJAnI ne jJAnImAM bahu aMtara che. 2419 rAge ya bharelo mAla che ne vairAge ya bharelo mAla che. vItarAgatA' mukhya vastu che. jeTalI vItarAgatA AvI, eTalAM aMze bhagavAna thayo, eTalI bhagavAnazakti pragaTa thaI ! 2420 A saMsAra narI phasAmaNa che. pachI jAya kyAM che ? are, kAdavamAM phasAyA hoya to bahAra nIkaLAtuM nathI, prayatna kare tema kAdavamAM vadhAre UMDo Utarato jAya. to pachI A kalpanAomAM phasAya to zI rIte chUTAya ?! 2421 roTalA ne zAka maLe e mATe zAdIo karavAnI ! dhaNI samaje ke huM kamAI lAvuM paNa roTalA karI Ale koNa ? bAI jANe ke huM roTalA banAvuM kharI paNa kamAya koNa ? ane beu paiNyA, sahakArI maMDaLI kADhI ! jo khAvA-pIvAnuM maLatuM hoya to A dhaNI ne A auratomAM zo artha kADhavAno ? 2422 saMsAra khoTo nathI, saMsAra vyavahAra che. paNa tame tamArI jAtane jANo. potAnI jAtane jANyA vagara vyavahAra zI rIte sAthe thAya ? dehadhArI e vyavahAra che. paNa 'ApaNe koNa chIe' e tapAsa to karavI rahI ne ? aMdhAruM kyAM sudhI ? anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka bhaTaka bhaTaka karavAnuM. eka-be avatAra bhaTakyo nathI, anaMta avatAra.... 2423 jyAM sudhI 'sTezana' nA Ave tyAM sudhI kyAM UtarIe ? A to "sTezana' AvyuM che tethI UtaravAno rasto tamane kahIe. nahIM to 'sTezana' nA AvyuM hoya to ema ne ema paDI ja rahevuM paDe ne ? bhaTaka bhaTaka karyA ja kare che ne ?! 2424 ame ya saMsAranI pharajo bajAvIe chIe paNa kevI rIte ? aham ane mamata vagara ! 'DrAmeTika' !!! 2425 saMsArabhAva eTale aham + mamatabhAva. asaMsArabhAva eTale nATakIya saMsArabhAva. 2426 bhagavAnane pAmavAno mArga eTale "normAliTI'. 'normAliTI'thI mokSa che. "normAliTI' e "varlDa'nI karoDa che. 2427 saMsAramAM sukhI thavA mATe eka ja rasto che, "normAliTI'no. khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM, UThavAmAM-besavAmAM, haravA-pharavAmAM, kAmakAja karavAmAM, pratyeka cIjavastumAM "normala rahe to duHkha nathI. 2428 saMsAranuM sukha 'normAliTI'mAM che. bhIDa nahIM ne bharAvo nahIM, enuM nAma sukha kahevAya. 2429 'normAliTI' zuM che? gamatuM che e bhAga nA rahevo joIe. ne nA gamatuM e ya bhAga nA rahevo joIe. 2430 'ebaoNva normala thayo ke "ebaoNva normala' thayA ja kare. 'bIlo normala' thayo ke "bIlo normala' thayA ja kare. 'bIlo Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ normalane 'normala lAvavuM e dharma che ne "ebaoNva normala" ne normala' lAvavuM te dharma che. 2431 voTa Ijha dhI Isensa opha dha varlDa? normAliTI. abava normala Ijha dha poIjhana. bilo normala Ijha dha poIjhana. kama Tu normAliTI. pudgalamAM "normAliTI' ne AtmA to AtmA UMcA mANasono saMga hovo joIe. ne kharAba mANasono saMga hoya to rAkSasI vicAro Ave. 2443 ApaNo A satsaMga apUrva satsaMga kahevAya ! pUrve kyAreya sAMbhaLyo nA hoya evo ! 2444 A satsaMga kevo kahevAya ? A karo, sAruM karo, phalANuM karo, pratikramaNa karo, sAmAyika karo, japa karo, tapa karo, evAM tophAna ahIM hoya nahIM. ahIM kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya. ahIM to jANavAnuM ne samajavAnuM hoya. samajavAthI ja samakita thAya ane jANavAthI "jJAna" thAya. ane je jANI gayo, ne samajI gayo tenAthI samyak cAritra thAya. 2445 satsaMga eTale "A jagata zuM che ane zuM nathI" eTaluM samajavuM 2432 normAliTI TheTha AtmA sudhI pahoMcADe che ! 2433 "normAliTI' e ja jagatanuM paramatattva che ! 2434 kusaMga pese eTale dila bagaDe ne dila bagaDe eTale bhagavAna mahIMthI khasI jAya. dila para ja badho AdhAra che ne ! dila gayuM ke khalAsa ! 2435 jagatamAM phAyadAmAM phAyado zo ? sArA puruSono saMga. jene kaMIka lokapUjyatA utpanna thayelI hoya te. 2436 jeno saMga sudharyo, tenuM badhuM ja sudharyuM. jeno saMga bagaDyo, tenuM badhuM ja bagaDyuM. 2437 garIbAIno satsaMga sAro paNa zrImaMta kusaMga zuM karavAno ? 2438 dharmathI dUra karAvaDAve e kusaMga. 2439 kusaMgano bhIDo hoya tyAMthI duHkha jAya nahIM ne satsaMgano bhIDo hoya tyAMthI sukha jAya nahIM ! 2440 satsaMga eTale potAne gAme', 'potAne ghera javAno rasto ! satsaMga e potAnI vAta che, bIjuM badhuM parAyuM ! 2441 kusaMgI loko mATe satsaMgI jevo koI tApa nathI. 2442 AtmAno svabhAva kevo che (pratiSThita AtmAno)? e jevuM dekhe evuM kare, zIkhavADavuM paDatuM nathI. eTale sAcA puruSano, 2446 'A' satsaMga ekalo ja bhayarahita sthiti karI zake evo che. bAkI, koI bhayarahita nA karI zake. 2447 jyAM sudhI mANasa nirbhaya nA thAya tyAM sudhI te hUMpha khoLe. hUMpha e ja saMga che ! 2448 ajJAnatA e ja bhaya che. 2449 ahIMthI maravAnuM Ave paNa bho nA rahe to jANavuM ke have mokSane mATe "vIjhA' maLI gayo ! 2450 amane bhaya kema nathI ? kAraNa ke amAruM bilakula karekaTa che. 'karekTa'ne bhaya zo?! mahIM golamAla hoya to bhaya hoya. 2451 je manovyApAra nirbhaya banAve, te vyApAra karelo kAmano. 245ra "lokone kevuM lAgaze?" e bhayane to sthAna nA ApavuM. enA karatAM potAnI rUma cokhkhI rAkhavI sArI. jagatanI TIkAnA bhAgamAM Ave evo vicAra Avyo ke ene dhoIne cokhkho Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI nAkho. 2453 A jagatamAM koI kaMI paNa nA karI zake evuM A jagata niyamasara che, mATe bhaDako nahIM. ane bhaDakATa AvavAno che, te tamArA koI upAye chUTavAno nathI. 2454 je duHkhathI ApaNe gabharAIe nahIM e sAmuM Ave ja nahIM. bahAravaTiyo ya Avato nathI ne bhagavAna paNa AvatAM nathI. jeNe bhaya choDI dIdho che tene kazuM ja thAya nahIM. 2455 jeno tiraskAra karazo teno bhaya lAgaze. A sApano, vAghano tiraskAra che tethI bhaya lAge che. 2456 bhUtakALano bho chUTI gayo, bhaviSya 'vyavasthita'nA hAthamAM che. mATe vartamAnamAM varto. 2457 vartamAnamAM vartI koNa zake ? 'yasa' (hA) kahenAro. 2458 bhUtakALano ane bhaviSyakALano copaDo bhagavAna nA rAkhe. eka sekanDa pachIno copaDo dariyAmAM nAkhI devo. vartamAnamAM ja rahe e bhagavAna. 2459 A nATakamAM je sAmuM Ave te jue ke pAchaluM saMbhArIne jue ? pAchaluM jovA jaIza to atyAranuM khoI besIza. 2460 vartamAnamAM je varte te jJAtA-draSTA. vartamAnamAM varte teno ahIM ja mokSa ! vartamAnamAM kAyama rahevuM, tenuM nAma ja amarapada. 2461 vartamAna bahu sUkSma vastu che. A bAju bhUtakALa ne pelI bAju bhaviSyakALa, e benI vacce sUkSma bhAgamAM vartamAna hoya. tene ajJAnI pakaDI ja nA zake, 'jJAnI' ja ene pakaDI zake. 2462 jagata enA svabhAvamAM che. satyuga, kaLiyuga lokonA bhAvathI che ! 2463 bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ? dvAparamAM ne satyugamAM bhaluM karaje ne kaLiyugamAM bilakula bUruM nahIM karo e ja bhaluM karyA barAbara che ! 2464 kaLiyuganA manuSyone bhagavAna paNa Azraya ApavA taiyAra nathI. kAraNa ke bhagavAnano eka akSara paNa mAnavA taiyAra nathI. vAIphanuM mAne, sAhebanuM mAne, paNa bhagavAnano eka akSara paNa nA mAne. 2465 bUmo badhI mAnasika che, zarIranI bUmo nathI. eTale manane kahI daIe ke hamaNAM bUma nA pADIza, kALa Avaze eTale maLaze. 2466 dahADe coksIone tyAM cora jAya to zuM thAya ? mAra khAya ne rAtre cora coksIone mAre. evuM kALa pramANe badalAya che. kALa pramANe sattA badalAya. darekano kALa judo judo hoya. 2467 ApaNAM puNyano udayakarma hoya to sAmo sAruM bole ne pApano udayakarma hoya to sAmo gALa Ape che. emAM kono doSa ? mATe ApaNe kahevuM ke udayakarma mAro ja che ane sAmo to nimitta che. Ama karavAthI ApaNo doSa nirjarI jaze ne navo nahIM baMdhAya. 2468 tamArI dhAraNA pramANe ja thAya e puNyanuM phaLa ane potAnI dhAraNA dhAryAthI avaLuM thAya e badhuM pApanuM phaLa. potAnI dhAraNA cAle evI ja nathI A jagatamAM. 2469 puNyAnubaMdhI puNya 'jJAnI puruSa'no bheTo karAvI Ape ! 2470 puNya ne pApa heya (tyajavA yogya) thayuM tyAM AgaLa samakita ! 2471 'huM puNya karuM chu', 'huM pApa karuM chuM' beu 'igoijhama' che. 2472 'vItarAga bhagavAne' kahyuM ke pApa-puNya beunI upara jene dveSa Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke prema nathI te 'vItarAga' che ! 2473 bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? tAre jo mokSa joIto hoya to 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse jA ne saMsAramAM sukha joItuM hoya to mAbApanI ne gurunI sevA karaje. mAbApanI sevAmAM to gajabanuM sukha prApta thAya tema che ! 2474 dareka kAmano hetu hoya. jo sevAbhAvano hetu haze to lakSmI bAya proDakaTamAM maLaze ja. ApaNe je vidyA jANatA hoIe e sevAbhAvamAM vAparavI e ja ApaNo hetu hovo joIe. 2475 huM mAruM eka ja jAtanuM proDakazana' rAkhuM chuM ! 'jagata AkhuM parama zAMtine pAmo ne keTalAka mokSane pAmo !" enuM mane bAya proDakazana phrI opha kosTa' nathI maLatuM ? maLyA ja kare 2476 jagatanuM kAma karo, tamAruM kAma thayA ja karaze. jagatanuM kAma karazo tyAre tamAruM kAma ema ne ema thayA karaze, ne tyAre tamane ajAyabI lAgaze. 2477 'rileTiva dharmo' che e saMsAra mArga che, samAjasevAno mArga che. mokSano mArga samAjasevAthI para che, sva ramaNatAno che. 2478 sevAbhAvanuM phaLa bhautika sukho che ane kusevAbhAvanuM phaLa bhautika duHkho che. sevAbhAvathI potAnuM "huM" nA jaDe. paNa jyAM sudhI 'nA paDe tyAM sudhI oblAIjiMga necara (paropakArI svabhAva) rAkhazo. 2479 samAjasevAno artha zo ? e ghaNuM kharuM "mAya' toDI nAkhe che. "mAya (mAruM) jo saMpUrNa khalAsa thaI jAya, to pote paramAtmA che ! ene pachI sukha varta ja ne ! 2480 eka jaNa sevA kare che te prakRti svabhAva che ane eka jaNa kasevA kare che te ya prakRti svabhAva che. temAM koIno potAno' puruSArtha nathI. paNa manathI ema mAne che ke "huM karuM chuM' e bhrAMti che ! 2481 ApaNuM sevyapada chUpuM rAkhIne sevakabhAve ApaNe kAma karavuM. 2482 "jJAnI puruSa' e to AkhA "varlDa'nA sevaka ane sevya kahevAya. 'AkhA jagatanI sevA paNa "huM" ja karuM chuM ne AkhA jagatanI sevA paNa "huM" lauM . A jo tane samajAya to tAruM kAma nIkaLI jAya tema che ! 2483 'ame' eTale sudhI javAbadArI laIe ke koI mANasa, amane maLavA Avyo to ene "darzanano lAbha thavo ja joIe. 'amArI' koI sevA kare to amAre mAthe enI javAbadArI AvI paDe ane amAre ene mokSe laI ja javo paDe. 2484 "meM karyuM" bolavuM e nimitta che, nimittabhAva che ane karAve che e udayakarma karAve che. A be ja mArAM vAkyonI jAgRti rAkhIne AkhI jiMdagI kADhe to te mokSanI najIka AvI gayo ! ATalI ja jAgRti rAkhe, A vAkyone "jema che tema' rahevA de, e saMpUrNa "elarTa' thAya to AtmA ja thaI jAya ! zuddhAtmA' thavAnuM A ja sAdhana che kharuM ! 2485 kartAbhAva chUTe to ja zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa bese. 2486 jyAM sudhI kartA chuM' evuM bhAna che, tyAM sudhI kriyAkAMDa che. "huM kartA chuM'nuM bhAna jAya eTale mokSa ! "huM kartA chuM' tyAM sudhI dharma che ne kartApada chUTe to vijJAna che. 2487 zubhAzubhanA sAmA kinAre zuddha che. tyAM kartAbhAva nathI. huM kartA nathI' e bhAna thAya to mukti thAya. 2488 "karuM chuM huM' ne 'jANuM chuM huM beu bole che, enuM nAma bhayaMkara Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJAnatA. pote zeya thaIne bIjAne joya jANe che. jJAtA thaIne zeyane jANo. 2489 jyAM jANapaNe tyAM kartApaNuM nA hoya. kartApaNuM che tyAM jANapaNuM nA hoya. 2490 jyAM kiMcitmAtra kartAbhAva che e baMdhabhAva che. je guNadharma nathI teno Aropa kema apAya ? 2491 "AtmA akartA che' evuM bhAna thAya tyAre samakita thayuM kahevAya. 2492 kartAbhAva hoya tyAre yojanA rUpakamAM Ave, nahIM to yojanA baMdha thaI jAya. 2493 jayAM sudhI huM karuM chuM, te kare che, teo kare che e hoya tyAM sudhI taraNatAraNa nA thaI zake koI. 2494 A jagatamAM kartA puruSo mATe mahenata che ane akartA puruSo mATe jAhojalAlI che ! 2495 saMsAra sukhane mATe, bhautika sukho mATe 'karavAnuM che. bAkI, mokSa mATe ke bhagavAna prApti karavA mATe kazuM karavAnuM nathI ane AjanA lokoe zuM zikhavADyuM? karo, karo, karo. 2496 karavA jazo tyAM baMdhana thaze. jyAM jyAM karIza tyAM baMdhana ane samajaNathI mukti. 2497 jyAM kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che tyAM puNya baMdhAya ke pApa baMdhAya. 2498 kare che bIjo ne kahe che huM karuM chuM' e AropaNa che. tenAthI Avato bhava maLe che. "koNa kare che? e samajI jAya to Avato bhava baMdha thaI jAya. AropaNa ja AvatA bhavanuM bIja 2499 jyAM sudhI huM kartA chuM' e bhAna che tyAM sudhI AtmAno eka aMza paNa pAmyA nathI. huM kaMI paNa karuM chuM' e bhAna AtmA prApta karAve nahIM. 2500 kaMI paNa karyuM enuM nAma bhrAMti ane jANyuM enuM nAma "jJAna". 2501 "jJAnI' vagara jJAna kyAMthI lAvazo ? A to ajJAnanuM 'jJAna' karyuM. have 'jJAna'nuM 'jJAna' karo. 2502 A saMsAranuM "rUTa kojha' (mULa kAraNa) ajJAna jAya tyAre jAya. ajJAna jAya tenI khabara kevI rIte paDe ? "svarUpa'nuM bhAna thAya tyAre. 2503 jIvane jJAna kema prApta thatuM nathI ? ajJAna bahu priya che tethI. 2504 ajJAna e paNa jJAna che. ajJAna e kaMI bIjI vastu nathI aMdhAruM nathI. paNa e paravastune batAvanAro prakAza che. bahAranI vastu batAvanAro prakAza che ajJAna. ane "jJAna" potAne prakAza kare ne pArakAne ya prakAza kare. 2505 ajJAna to pote koNa chuM' e jANavA nA de, e anubhavavA nA de ane "jJAna' to pote potAne jANavA de. 2506 saMsAra naDato nathI, ajJAna naDe che. potAnA svarUpanuM ajJAna naDe che. 2507 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e bhAna rahyuM ke tarata 'A saMsAra badho mAro che' evuM lAgyA kare. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e "DrAmeTika' hovuM joIe, eTale ApaNane e aMdara naDe nahIM. 2508 ajJAnanuM pariNAma ahaMkAra che. 2509 jyAM ahaMkAra zUnyatA para che tyAM nirAkULatA prApta thAya. Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM to tyAM sudhI eka kSaNavAra paNa nirAkULatA prApta thAya nahIM. 2510 jo tAro ahaMkAra nathI, to tuM mokSamAM che ne mokSamAM nathI to tuM ahaMkAramAM che ! 2511 jyAM 'hama' che tyAM badhA ja prakArano saMsAra Ubho che. A 'hama' ja paraNe che, "hama' ja pALe che ane e ja raDe che pAcho ! e ja tyAgI thAya che ane e ja saMsArI thAya che. e hama' ja che badhuM. e 'hama' gayuM ke badhuM kalyANa thaI gayuM. 2512 darekanAmAM gAMDo ahaMkAra hoya. e gAMDo ahaMkAra savaLAne avaLuM dekhADe. gAMDo ahaMkAra gharanAnuM ya avaLuM dekhADe. vItarAgI vijJAnI zuM kahe che ? gharanAMnI prakRtine jIto, bahAra duniyA jItavAnI nathI. 2513 "nathI karavuM e ya ahaMkAra che ne "karavuM che' e ya ahaMkAra 2518 A duniyAmAM konAthI kAma nA thAya ? kartA hoya tenAthI. 2519 saMjoga bAjhe tyAre kahe, "meM karyuM. ane saMjoga nA bAjhe tyAre ?! 2520 kartApadanuM bhAna gayuM nahIM, eTale bhoktApadanuM bhAna che. eTale kaSAya UbhA rahyA che. kartApadanuM bhAna UDe eTale bhoktApadanuM bhAna nA hoya, to kaSAya jatAM rahe. 2521 jene karavApaNuM bAkI nA rahyuM, tene bhogavavApaNuM bAkI nA rahyuM. baMdhana bhoktAthI nathI, kartAthI che ! 2522 "selphInuM 'riyalAIjhezana' (AtmajJAna) karyA vinA je je kaMI karavAmAM Ave che te narI khoTa, khoTa ne khoTa ja che ! 2523 jagatanA loka kahe che, "kevaLa jJAna' karavAnI cIja che. nA, e to jANavAnI cIja che ! karavAnI cIja to kudarata calAvI rahI che. karavuM e ja bhrAMti che. A zakti keTalI jAhojalAlIthI tamArA mATe karI rahI che ! e zaktine to oLakho. bhagavAna AvuM kare ja nahIM. A to "vyavasthita zaktinuM kAma che. 2524 kudarata je kaMI kare che te tamArAM hitanuM ja kare che, tamArA doSane mAra mAra kare che. kartA pada hoya to svaccheda kahevAya, paNa kartApada jAya tyAra pachI koNa kare che ? kudarata ja ! 2525 kudarata e ApaNo ja phoTo che. kudarata vAMkI nathI, tame vAMkA 2514 jo tame Izvarane kartA mAno to pachI tame tamArI jAtane kartA zuM kAma mAno cho ? 2515 pote kartA mAne che tethI karma thAya che. pote jo potAne e karmano kartA nA mAne to karmane vilaya thAya che. 2516 jJAnadazAmAM AtmA akartA che, ajJAnadazAmAM AtmA kartA 2517 manuSya ekalo ja evo che ke je huM kartA chuM' evuM bhAna dharAve che ane jyAM kartA thayo tyAM AzritatA tUTI jAya che. tene bhagavAna kahe che, "bhaI, tuM karI le che to tuM chUTo ne huM chUTo." pachI bhagavAnane ne tamAre zuM levA-devA ? 2526 kudarate evI goThavaNa karI che ke tamAruM sAruM ja thAya, paNa tame bhaDako to bagaDe. 2527 kudarata enuM nAma ke je virodhAbhAsI bilakula hoya nahIM. "Ho' ane 'O' be bhegA thAya, bIjA amuka saMjogo bhegA Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya eTale enuM pANI ja thAya, tela nA thAya. 2528 kudarata parIkSA le che, emAM vAMdhA-vacakA nA kare to 'pAsa' thaI javAya. 2529 A manuSyo ahaMkAra kare ne kudarata ene phaTakA mArIne utArI pADe. kudarata kahe che, "karuM chuM huM ne tuM zenA ahaMkAra kare che?" 2530 'breIna' cAlatuM hoya ke nA cAle paNa kudarata enI badhI ja hAjato pUrI kare che. cA pAkatI hoya silonamAM, paNa savAranA pahoramAM ahIM muMbaImAM cA pIvA maLe. evuM che A 2531 A kudaratanuM kevuM che? koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra dhAryuM nA thavA de. paNa jenAthI kiMcitmAtra koIne manathI, vANIthI ke vartanathI duHkha thatuM nathI, tene kudarata badhI sattA Ape che dhAryuM karavAnI. 2532 A "varlDa' ja ApaNI mAlikInuM che, paNa sattA prApta thatI nathI. e to jeTaluM jeTaluM cokhkhuM thatuM jAya teTalI teTalI sattA prApta thAya. 2533 kudarata koI jIvaMta vastu nathI. tenI udAratA che te zA mATe che ? ApaNe pote bhagavAna chIe. mATe bhagavAna taraphano teno pakSapAta che paNa ApaNane kudaratanI kiMmata nathI. 2534 kudarata ApaNA AdhIna che, paNa ApaNe tenA AdhIna rahevuM joIe. kudaratanA kAyadA pALavA joIe. 2535 traNa jAtanA kAyadAnA bhaMga duniyAmAM cAlI rahyA che : 1. sAmAjika kAyadAno bhaMga 2. kudaratanA kAyadAno bhaMga. ane 3. prabhunA kAyadAno bhaMga. 2536 sAmAjika kAyadA toDazo - samAjanA, rAjanA, pablikanA to apakIrti maLaze, magaja "DisTarbathaI jaze. kudaratano guno kare, khAvA-pIvAnuM normala' nA rahe, eTale e mAMdo paDe. emAM bhUla thaze to kudarata ene phaLa Apaze. ane prabhunA kAyadAno bhaMga eTale sarvAtma kAyadAno bhaMga thAya, tenAthI mokSa aTakyo che. 2537 sarvAtma kAyado eTale badhe "huM ekalo ja chuM.' AmAM mAre konI joDe judAI rAkhavAnI ?! 2538 "TrAphikanA 'la'ne mAna Ape to gADI kyAMya nA athaDAya. tema jagatanA badhI ja jAtanA 'laoN pALe to kyAMya nA athaDAya. 2539 loko sthULa "laoN'ne samaje tethI tene pALe. sUkSma 'laoN' samaje to sUkSma jagyAe nA athaDAya. sUkSmatara "laoNrma pALe to sUkSmatara jagyAe nA athaDAya ne sUkSmatama 'laoN pALe to sUkSmatama jagyAe nA athaDAya. 2540 badhuM normAliTI' upara che. "normAliTI' hoya to kazI aDacaNa paDe tema nathI. 2541 'laoN'mAM raheto hoya eTale niyamamAM rahe. "laoN'mAM haMmezAM niyamane svIkAre ne niyama haMmezAM "vyavasthita' bhaNI laI jAya. 2542 A pakSIone badhuM 'vyavasthita' ja che ne ! jeTaluM jarUranuM hoya teTaluM ja khAvAnuM maLI Ave. eTale zarIra bagaDe ja nahIM ne? ApaNA lokone vadhAre maLe tenuM duHkha che ! 2543 prAkRta kriyA e "vyavasthita' che ane prAkRta phaLe ya vyavasthita che. pachI Dakho kyAM rahyo ! 2544 'vyavasthita'nuM jJAna "huM' janmathI ja laI Avelo ! anaMta avatAranI "mArI' zodhakhoLa che !! Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2545 kartA pote che ja nahIM. 'vyavasthita' kartA che. A jJAna ane khulluM karyuM che tethI ja 'liphaTa mArga' kahIe chIe ! 2546 zuddhAtmA sivAya mana-vacana-kAyA-buddhi badhuM 'vyavasthita'nA tAve che. badhuM 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa' che. A mAruM che, huM chuM'mAM vibhAjana thayuM ne tethI A badhI muzkelIo, Aropita bhAvo thayA. tethI A potAnuM svarUpa cUkyA ! 2547 ekane gALa bhAMDavAnI ne ekanI gALa sAMbhaLavAnI. banne avasthAo che. A jagatamAM koI kartA nathI. tevuM ja ApaNane dekhAvuM joIe. badhuM 'vyavasthita' che ane 'vyavasthita' 'vyavasthita' ja rAkhe che ! 2548 gADImAM 'DaoNkaTara' besADe che te vyavahArathI che. 'riyalI spIkiMga' (kharI rIte) "vyavasthita' besADe che. 2549 jagata vyavahArane 'vyavasthita' kahezo eTale AzA, tRSNA badhI UDI jaze. 2550 DuMgara caDhavAno yoga Avaze tyAre pagamAM zakti paNa haze evuM 'vyavasthita che ! 2551 tamArI pAse evuM jJAna che ke 'vyavasthita' toDyuM, pelAe toDyuM nathI. A badhAM nimitta che. 2552 'vyavasthita' jo pUruM samajatA hoya to kheMca zabda hoya ja nahIM. sAmAne kahIe tamane jema anukULa Ave tema karo. ApaNe anukULa thaI jaIe. 'vyavasthita'nI bahAra kazuM thAya nahIM. 2553 A bilADInuM 'TiphIna' badhuM Ave che ne 'TAIma' ! ne A loko kahe che, "mAro dhaMdho gayo, have mAruM zuM thaze ?" bilADIne dudha ne roTalI 'TAIma" maLe che. tyAre A manuSyo kahe che ke vakhate dUdha nahIM maLe to zuM karIzuM ? buddhi vAparI ke bagaDyuM ! 2554 A ahaMkAra nA hota to duniyA AvI gAMDI nA hota. ahaMkArane laIne duHkho che. kAma karyuM jAva teno vAMdho nathI. paNa ahaMkAra nakAmAM tophAno mAMDe che. 2555 A 'vyavasthita' zuM kahe che ke tAre kazuM karavuM nA paDe evo sAmAna taiyAra che. tuM tArI meLe joyA kara, A mana-vacana kAyA 'vyavasthita'ne tAbe che. 2556 A "akrama vijJAna' jema che tema bahAra pADyuM che. A 'vyavasthita' 'ejhekTa' 'vyavasthita' che. "ame' A jagata joyuM ke keTaluM thaI gayeluM che ne keTaluM karavAnuM che. thaI gayeluM hoya, ene pharI daLa daLa daLyA karIe eno zo artha ? 2557 "kramika mArga'mAM 'vyavasthita' apAya evuM che ja nahIM. kAraNa ke emAM TheTha sudhI kartApada rahe che. 2558 jayAM sudhI kartA che tyAM sudhI mokSa hoya nahIM. kartA ja bhrAMti. 2559 je kaDavAza bhogave te ja kartA. kartA te ja vikalpa. 2560 samajIne samAI javAnuM che. je karavA gayA, te kyAreya mokSa nA jAya. karavA jAya te kartA thayo ne samajyo te samAI gayo ! 2561 jyAM 'karuM' tyAM paramAtmA nahIM ne jyAM paramAtmA tyAM 'karuM' nahIM. 2562 koI 'A kare che tema kahevuM, te guno che. koI "A nathI karato" te kahevuM, te guno che. ane 'karuM chuM' tema bolavuM te ya guno che. udayakarma karAve che ne kahe che, ANe Ama karyuM. Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2563 tame AnA kartA cho nahIM, mAnyatAmAM bhUla che. je kAma tamAruM nathI, tene kaho cho, 'meM karyuM.' ane tamAruM kAma te to tame jANatAM nathI. eTale tamArAM keTalAM kAma thAya ? ekuMya kAma thayuM nahIM. jAgRti vagara tame AvyA hatA, ahIM janmyA te ya jAgRti vagara ane gayA tyAre jAgRti vagara. kaMI karyA vagara ATalA badhA pApanA daDiyA bAMdhI gayA ? 2564 jyAM karavuM, karAvavuM ke anumodavuM e bhAva ja nA hoya tyAM koI jokhamadArI nathI. 2565 A jagatano koI kartA svataMtrabhAve nathI, naimittika kartA che. koI 'holasela' kartA pAkyo ja nathI. bhagavAne ya Ano kartA nathI. bhagavAna jo kartA thAya to tene bhoktA thavuM paDe ! 2566 'tuM' vyavahArathI kartA che ane nizcayathI akartA che. AvuM bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe che. 2567 mULa kartA pudgala che ne AtmA naimittika kartA che. 2568 AtmA vyavahArathI kartA che, nizcayathI akartA che !! eTale pudgala vyavahArathI akartA ane nizcayathI kartA che !! 2569 AtmAnI anaMta zakti che tema pudgalanI zakti paNa anaMta che. pudgalanI zaktithI to A jagata dekhAya che. badhuM pudgala ja dekhAya che. AtmA koI jagyAe dekhAto nathI. pUraNa-galana. 2570 pudgala eTale 2571 'pajhala'ne karanAruM pudgala. 'pajhala' jANyuM koNe ? AtmAe. 2572 dAdAnI bhASAmAM pudgala AtmAne vaLagyuM che. AtmA pudgalane nahIM. 2573 pudgala AtmAnI jela che ! 2574 A ghauMmAMthI keTalI cIjo bane che ? tema eka anAtma vastumAMthI keTalI badhI vastuo banI jAya che ! 2575 mana manano dharma bajAve, buddhi buddhino dharma bajAve, ahaMkAra ahaMkArano dharma bajAve, e badhA pudgala bhAvo che, e AtmabhAva nathI. A badhA pudgala bhAvane 'ApaNe' jovA ne jANavA e ja AtmabhAva che. pudgalabhAva to badhA pAra vagaranA che. loka pudgala bhAvamAM ja phasAyuM che. 2576 pudgala khANuM, pudgala pINuM ane pudgala ramaNuM che. A traNa ja cIja jagatamAM badhAne che. enAM aneka nAma ApyAM. khANuM-pINuM e bAbata 'limiTeDa' che. paNa ramaNuM 'alimiTeDa' che. AkhuM jagata pudgala ramaNuM kare che ! 2577 tame pote paramAtmA cho, paNa potAnuM bhAna nathI. tethI 'huM strI chuM' kaheze. strI to pekiMga che, gadheDuM e pekiMga che, kUtaruM e pekiMga che, badhuM pekiMga che. 'pekiMga'ne potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. 2578 jyAM sudhI 'pekiMga' draSTi che tyAM sudhI saMsAra che. paNa jo 'maTiriyala' draSTi thaze to mokSa thaze. 2579 game teTalo DAhyo paNa te pudgala guNane ? ane pudgala guNanA rAgI thayA eTale pudgalanA rAgI thayA ! 2580 tArA atyAre jeTalAM guNo dekhAya che e tArA nathI, Aropita che, 'kalcarDa' che. tArA guNa to ora jAtanA che. teM te joyA nathI, jANyA nathI, eya guNa teM jANyo nathI. 2581 Aropita bhAva e vikalpa bhAva ane svabhAvabhAva e dara asala bhAva, paramAtmabhAva. 2582 svabhAvadazA AvI enuM nAma ja mukti ! Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2583 dareka vastu svabhAvathI bhinna paDe che ane svabhAvathI bhinna paDelI vastu ekAkAra nA thAya. 2584 A ApaNuM "akrama vijJAna' zuM kahe che? darekano svabhAva oLakhavAno che. ane te svabhAva pAcho aneka vastuonA milcara'thI thayelo che. te svabhAva oLakhI levAno che, pachI kazo vAMdho nA Ave. 2585 AtmAno svabhAva bhAva ja mokSa che ne vizeSa bhAva e saMsAra che. saMsAra e viruddha bhAva nathI. 2586 khoTAmAMthI kharAmAM laI jAya e khoTuM nathI, paNa potAnA svabhAvamAM AvavuM paDe e kharo dharma che. svabhAvamAM AvI jAo eTale bahAranI vastu koI tamane aDe nahIM. 2587 jene "A mAro svabhAva nathI' enuM bhAna thAya, tene niraMtara AtmA-anAtmAnuM bhAna che ! 2588 sau saunA svabhAvamAM che. koI koInI joDe vera nathI. A varasAda varasAdanA svabhAvamAM che. keTalAkane nA phAvatuM hoya ne keTalAkane phAve. paNa e eno svabhAva choDato nathI. koI koInA svabhAvathI mukta thaI zakatuM nathI ! 2589 tamArA AMbAne game teTaluM khAtara nAkho to te sapharajana Ape ? nA. zAthI ? tyAre kahe, svabhAva nA badalAya. 2590 jeno je svabhAva che tyAM upAya zo ? 2591 upAya karavAnI jarUra nahIM. mAtra joyA karavAnuM ! krodha keTalo vadhyo, keTalo ghaTyo e joyA karavAnuM. "upaya' prApta thaI gayuM eTale upAya karavAnA rahyA nahIM. upAya karavAthI AtmAnuM jJAtApaNuM jatuM rahe. eTale kharo lAbha jato rahe. ATaluM 'Tenzana' AvyuM, ATaluM vadhyuM, have jatuM rahyuM. e joyo ja jo karavAnAM, jJAtA rahevAnuM ne upAya karavAthI to ThaMDaka rahe. 2592 viSama paristhitimAM samatA rahe, enuM nAma "jJAna.' 2593 upAdhimAM samatA rahe tyAre jANavuM ke mokSanAM vAjAM vAgI rahyAM che ! 2594 saMsAranA mANaso niyamamAM Ave tyAre yamadhArI kahevAya. kaMI paNa niyama pakaDe tyArathI yamamAM Avyo kahevAya. tyAgIo niyamI kahevAya ane jJAnIo saMyamI kahevAya. 2595 saMsAramAM rahIne ja saMyama pariNAma UbhAM thAya. saMsAra vagara saMyama Ave nahIM. saMyama Ave ethI saMsAra paNa 'sepha sAIDa thaI jAya ! 2596 saMyama kyArathI kahevAya ? saMyamanI zarUAta zI ? ArtadhyAna- raudradhyAna baMdha thAya tyArathI. asaMyamI kone kahevAya ? pArakI vastuone vaza varte tene. ArtadhyAna raudradhyAna baMdha nA thAya tyAM sudhI yamaniyama kahevAya. 2597 saMyamita deha, saMyamita mana ne saMyamita vANI jenAM thayAM e pote paramAtmA thaI gayo ! 2598 saMyamita mana, saMyamita deha ne saMyamita vANI e traNa potAnI' guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA nA de. "ApaNe" 'ApaNI' guphAmAM ja pesI javuM. cA-pANI pIvA bahAra AvavuM ne pAchuM mahIM guphAmAM pesI javuM. 2599 saMyamanI chApa nA paDe tyAM vItarAgano dharma cAle nahIM. ApaNI dALamAM mATI nAkhI jAya to ya saMyama nA jAya, enuM nAma vItarAga dharma. mahIM samAdhAna rahe ne bahAra moDhuM bagaDI jAya teno vAMdho nathI, e pudgalanI kasara kahevAya. e pudgalanI kasara nA rahe tenI to vAta ja judI ne ! Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2600 "amAro vyavahAra kyArathI sAro gaNAya ke "ame jyArathI saMyamita thayA chIe. saMyama nA hoya to vyavahAra vyavahAra ja nA gaNAya ne ? saheja paNa asaMyamane pUrepUro vyavahAra kahevAya nahIM. 2601 "zuM thAya che' e joyA karavAmAM cUke, ene asaMyama kahevAya. zuM thAya che e joyA ja kare, e chellAmAM chello saMyama. A jJAnIono saMyama kahevAya. 2602 saMyama pariNAma eTale Atma pariNAma ane pudgala pariNAma bane judAM yathArthapaNe rahe che. 2603 'vyavasthita'nA jJAnano AdhAra ane potAnA svarUpanI jAgRti, tenA AdhAre pUrepUro saMyama pALI zakAya. 2604 saMyama, ahaMkAre karIne thAya nahIM. ahaMkArathI tyAga thAya. tyAgamAM kartutva joIze, tyAgano kartA joIze. 2605 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA saMyamane saMyama kahevAya. saMyamanA pAchA be bhAga : eka saMyamamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hoya kharAM, paNa te "kaMTrolebala' hoya, sAmAne kiMcitmAtra nukasAna nA kare. bIjo saMyama amArI peTha. emAM bilakula krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha hoya ja nahIM. e sAmAne ya nukasAna nA kare ne potAne ya nukasAna nA kare. 2606 svacchaMda rokAya, enuM nAma saMyama. 2607 saMyama pariNAmathI ja mokSa che. 2608 saMyama pariNAma eTale zuM? pudgalamAM AtmA bhaLe nahIM, judo ne judo varyA kare. AtmAne bhaLavA do to hiMsaka bhAva thaI jAya. 2609 potAnuM nijasvarUpanuM bhAna thayuM tenuM pramANa zuM ? saMyama pariNAma varte che. 2610 saMyamadhArIne bhagavAne paNa vakhANyA che. saMyamadhArIne maraNanI bIka nA hoya. saMyamadhArInAM darzana karavAM paDe. 2611 je "jJAna" para zaMkA nA paDe e niHzaMka jJAna che. niHzaMka jJAna e paramAtmajJAna che. 2612 jyAM zaMkA tyAM du:kha. "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e jJAna upara zaMkA paDI ke du:kha UbhuM thayuM ane "zuddhAtmA chuM'nuM jJAna thayuM ke niHzaMka thaI gayo, eTale duHkha gayuM. 2613 zabdathI AtmA bolya nA cAle. AtmAnI pratIti besavI joIe. pratIti eTale AtmAnI niHzaMkatA, pote potAne ja khAtarI thaI jAya ! 26 14 zaMkA eka kSaNa paNa nA thAya, enuM nAma AtmA. 26 15 zaMkA tyAM saMsAra Ubho thAya. 2616 zaMkA sAthe jAya, tene mAra paDyA vagara rahe nahIM. 2617 jyAM sudhI AtmA saMbaMdhI zaMkA jAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI saMsAranI koI zaMkA jAya nahIM. 2618 niHzaMka AtmAthI nirbhayatA thAya che. niHzaMkatA pachI asaMgatA. 26 19 AvaDuM moTuM jagata ene nizaMkapaNe jANo. koI jagyAe zaMkA ja nA paDavI joIe. "jJAnI' eTale zuM ? jeNe niHzaMkapaNe AkhuM ya jagata jANyuM che. emanI pUMThe pUMThe vahIne tame paNa evuM jANo to tamAro ukela Avaze. nahIM to A "pajhala' "solva' thAya evuM nathI. A to bhAre "pajhala' che ! Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2620 pragaTanuM mahattva ja tethI che ke dekhatAM ja mahIM zaktio pragaTa thAya. khAlI darzanathI ja zaktio utpanna thAya. pragaTane jotAM ja te rUpa thAya. 2621 "jJAnI puruSa' pAse to pote potAnAM darzana karavAnAM che. 2622 "jJAnI puruSa'ne eka kSaNavAra paNa saMsAra pariNati nA hoya ne saMsArabhAva paNa nA hoya. nijapariNati hoya ne svabhAva bhAva hoya. 2623 "jJAnI' ane 'ajJAnI'mAM ATalo ja phera. 'jJAnI'ne niraMtara svapariNati hoya ane "ajJAnI" svapariNatimAM eka kSaNa paNa rahI nA zake. bIjo pheraphAra nA hoya. 'jJAnI'ne kaMI ziMgaDAM nA hoya, kapaDAMlattAM badhuM hoya, khAlI pariNAmamAM ja phera ! 2624 parapariNati baMdha thAya te svapariNAmamAM rahevAnuM thAya, svapariNAmamAM mukAma thAya tyAre bhagavAna thAya ! 2625 jagata AkhuM parapariNatimAM che, svapariNati joI nathI. svapariNAma e ja paramAtmapada ! 2626 je parapariNAmamAM che, je "DiscArja rUpe che, temAM vItarAgatA rAkhavAnI che. bIjo upAya ja nathI ! 2627 deha e pudgala pariNAma che ne mahIM svapariNAma che. jagata AkhuM pudgala pariNAma che. 2628 "jJAnI puruSa' sivAya dehAdhyAsa chUTe nahIM. 'jJAnI puruSa' e vItarAga che. e svapariNatimAM ja niraMtara rahe. "jJAnI puruSa' dehamAM rahetA nathI, manamAM rahetA nathI, buddhimAM rahetA nathI, ahaMkAramAM rahetA nathI. tethI "jJAnI puruSa' ekalAM ja ApaNo dehAdhyAsa choDAve. 2629 je "tame' nathI, tene "pote' mAna mAna karo te dehAdhyAsa. dehane nA mAno ne manane mAno to te pAcho manovyAsa rahe. 2630 "AtmA chuM' ema varte to ja dehAdhyAsa chUTe. "A strI putrAdi mArAM nathI' ema kahevAthI kAMI dehAdhyAsa nA chUTe. 2631 jANyuM enuM nAma ke dehAdhyAsa jAya. A to dehAdhyAsa gayo nathI ne huM jANuM chuM'no "kepha' rahe, te zI dazA thAya ? 2632 dehane koI saLI kare ne pote jo svIkAre to dehAdhyAsa che. mane kema karyuM ?" kahyuM, to e dehAdhyAsa. 2633 deha sahaja eTale svAbhAvika dazA. emAM vibhAvika dazA nahIM. emAM pote huM chuM' evuM bhAna nahIM. 2634 dehAdhyAsa gayA pachI dehanI sahajatA aMze aMze vadhyA kare. ne jeTalA aMze sahaja thAya eTalA aMze samAdhi utpanna thAya ! 2635 dehAdhyAsa jAya chatAM ya loka vyavahAramAM pUche ke, "tamane khAtAM joyA hatA.' to ApaNe hA kahevuM paDe, paNa ApaNI biliphamAM e vAta nA hoya. 2636 dehabhAva Akho khalAsa karavo paDe. manobhAva Akho khalAsa karavo paDe. vANIbhAva Akho khalAsa karavo paDe. Akho dehAdhyAsa khalAsa karavo paDe. 2637 AtmAne Atmabuddhie jANavo, te dehAdhyAsa chUTyo kahevAya. 2638 dehAdhyAsamAM rahevuM ne dehAdhyAsa choDavo e zI rIte bane ? e to taraNatAraNahAra thayA hoya evAM "jJAnI" pAse jajo. dehAdhyAsathI dehAdhyAsa jAya nahIM. 2639 dehAdhyAsa ane AtmadhyAna e uttara-dakSiNa jeTaluM cheTuM che ! jeTalAM pramANamAM ene AtmadhyAna utpanna thAya eTalAM pramANamAM dehAdhyAsa chUTato jAya. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2640 dhyAna hoya tyAM "IgoIjhama" nA hoya ne "IgoIjhama hoya tyAM dhyAna nA hoya. 2641 ahaMkAravALI vastu ekAgratA kahevAya ne ahaMkArathI je nirlepa rahe te dhyAna kahevAya. 2642 thAtA-dhyeyano tAra saMdhAyo, enuM nAma dhyAna. tAra tUTyo ke dhyAna tUTyuM. je jIvatA che evA "jJAnI puruSa'nuM dhyAna te nididhyAsana kahevAya ane mUrtinuM dhyAna te ekAgratA che ! 2643 mananAM pariNAmamAM AtmA tanmayAkAra thAya, to dhyAna utpanna thAya. 2644 ahaMkAra hoya tyAM dhyAna nA hoya. ahaMkArano svabhAva evo che ke te ghaDIe dhyAna hoya nahIM. eTale dhyAna utpanna thAya che e pariNAma che, kriyA nathI. ahaMkAra koI paNa kriyA kare, temAMthI je pariNAma utpanna thAya e dhyAna che. 2645 dhyAna e pariNAma che. pariNAma karAya nahIM. pariNAma utpanna thAya, svAbhAvika Ave. 2646 dhyAtA - dhyeyanuM anusaMdhAna karavuM e puruSArtha che ne dhyAna e pariNAma che. 2647 puruSArtha evI vastu che ke puruSa thayA pachI ja puruSArtha thAya. A to prakRti parANe nacAve che temAM tame kaho cho ke huM karuM chuM A. ene bhrAMtino puruSArtha kahevAya. e sAco puruSArtha na hoya. puruSa ane prakRti be judAM paDyAM pachI ja sAco puruSArtha thAya. 2648 sAco puruSArtha kyAre utpanna thAya ? jJAnI puruSa' puruSa banAve, tyAra pachI puruSArtha. tyAM sudhI to prakRtinA AdhAre cAlI rahyuM che, A prakRti nacAve tema nAce che, paNa chatAMya ApaNe ene eksepTa to karavuM paDe. e bhrAMta puruSArtha che. 2649 jeTalI cIjano saMyoga thAya e prArabdha ane enI joDe je bhAvAbhAva utpanna thAya e puruSArtha. 2650 be jAtanA puruSArtha : eka prArabdhamAMthI utpanna thato puruSArtha - "rileTiva puruSArtha.' prArabdhamAMthI bIja paDe ane temAMthI utpanna thato "rileTiva puruSArtha." ane bIjo che te puruSa thayA pachIno 'riyala puruSArtha. prArabdhane kyA bhAve bhogave che e bhAva e bhrAMta puruSArtha che ! 2651 puruSArtha e yojanArUpe che, ne prArabdha e rUpaka che. 2652 pharajiyAtamAM 'IgoIjhama' nA kare, enuM nAma puruSArtha. 2653 tame saMsAramAM kaMI bhogavo ne temAM tamane rasa Avato hoya to te baMdhana thAya ne te bhogavatAM jarAya rasa nA hoya tyAre baMdhana nA thAya. te ja sAco puruSArtha che. 2654 sAco puruSArtha to potAnI jAta mATe niSpakSapAtI thAya tyAre thAya. 2655 puruSArtha kone kahevAya ? svataMtrapaNuM hoya, svAdhIna hoya, parAdhIna nA hoya. ahIM to bIjA saMyogo bhegA thAya tyAre kArya thAya. "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensila eviDansa'nA AdhAre thAya che te prArabdha che. 2656 jyAM sudhI koInuM AlaMbana levuM paDe che tyAM sudhI prArabdha che. 2657 bAbo cAle temAM bAbAno zo puruSArtha ? e to prakRti calAve 2658 vakhata puruSArthI nathI, puruSa puruSArthI che. Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kriyAo sArI che ke khoTI che? koI kriyA sArI nathI ke khoTI nathI, paNa ajJAna jo khasI jaze to badhuM paDI jaze. tuM suTevo vALa vALa karIza ne kuTevo kADha kADha karIza to kaMI enAthI AdhAra jaze nahIM. AdhAra rahyo tyAM sudhI saMsAra che. keTalI cIjane khaseDa khaseDa karazo ? enA karatAM pote' ja khasI javuM. A akrama mArgamAM vastune ja nirAdhAra karavAmAM Ave 2659 prArabdha ane puruSArthanI lakSmaNarekhA 'ekjhakTa' jANe te jJAnI' ! 2660 AtmAno bIjo kaMI puruSArtha nathI. jJAtA-draSTA ja eno puruSArtha che ne paramAnaMda enuM pariNAma che. 2661 bhagavAnane tyAM bIjo koI guno jovAmAM Avato nathI. emane to 'tame "jyAM cho ne jevAM cho' tema varte nahIM, teno guno che ! 'tame' 'pote' jJAtA-draSTA padamAM cho, temAM tame raho ! 2662 jyAM sudhI ajJAna che tyAM sudhI AtmA zaiya che. jJAna thayA pachI jJAtA che. 2663 joya-jJAnane jANe enuM nAma zAstrajJAna ane jJAtA-jJAnane jANe enuM nAma anubhavajJAna. 2664 jene tame jJAtA mAnI beThA cho, e jo zeyarUpe samajAze to tame jJAtA thazo ! 2665 satsaMge ya chevaTe zuM kahe che? karazo nahIM. je pariNAma thAya e joyA karo. 2666 kazAnuM mULa khoLavA jevuM nathI. mULa khoLavA jaIe to mAra paDe. je bane te jANavAnuM' ne 'jovAnuM! 2667 jyAM upAya nA hoya tyAM joyA - jANyA karavuM. AtmajJAna nA hoya to indriyajJAnathI ya joyA karAya. paNa indriyajJAnathI joyA karavuM ne AtmajJAnathI joyA karavuM, emAM 'Dipharansa che. indriyajJAnathI jovAmAM 'igoijhama' rahelo che ! 2668 badhI ja kriyAonA jJAtA-draSTA raho to badhI ja kriyAo galana svarUpa che. kuTevo ne suTevo badhuM ja galana svarUpa che. 2669 jagata zenI upara UbhuM rahyuM che ? ajJAnanA AdhAra upara. 2670 jJAyakatA e svaramaNatA che. 2671 jenAmAM aham bilakule ya na hoya te 'jJAnI puruSa'. 2672 AtmAno svabhAva evo che ke jevI 'bilipha' phare tevo thaI jAya. temAM AtmA to teno te ja rahe, mAtra pariNAma badalAI jAya ahaMkArane laIne. 2673 paugalika ramaNatAmAM punarjanma thAya ne AtmAnI ramaNatAthI mokSa thAya, ekAda avatAramAM. 2674 pratyakSa mokSanuM kAraNa zuM ? svaramaNatA. jagata AkhuM pararamaNatAmAM che. 2675 eka kSaNavAra paNa AtmAne ramADe to paramAtmA thavAya ! 2676 AtmAno svAda Ave tyAra pachI AtmaramaNatA utpanna thAya, tyAM sudhI koI dahADo ya AtmaramaNatA utpanna thAya nahIM. 2677 "AtmA chuM' ne A mArA guNadharmo che ema ciMtavana thavuM, eTale ke svarUpa ane svabhAvamAM rahevuM e svaramaNatA che ! 2678 jyAM sudhI AtmAno svabhAva utpanna thAya nahIM, cAkhe nahIM, tyAM sudhI prakRti ja ramyA kare che. svabhAva cAkhyA pachI potAnI ja ramaNatA kare che. Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2679 AtmAnI ramaNatA kyAM sudhI ? potAnI purNa dazA UbhI thaI eTale pachI ramaNatA rahI ja nahIM ne ! pote' "pote' ja thaI gayo ! eTale ramaNatAnI dazA pUrI ja thaI gaI ! 2680 'para pariNati' eTale pArakAM pariNAma. 'vyavasthita' kare che tene potAnAM mAnavAM, enuM nAma "parapariNati'. paradravyanAM pariNAmane svadravyanAM pariNAma mAnavAM e 'para pariNati'. 2681 "huM karuM chuM te "papariNati' kahevAya. kaMI paNa "para pariNAmane potAnAM mAnavAM te "papariNati'. A "akrama jJAna' maLyA pachI parapariNati thatI ja nathI. 2682 kSAyaka samakita eTale zuM ? parapariNati ja nahIM, niraMtara svapariNati ja rahe te ! 2683 je jJAna vartanamAM lAve te jJAna sAcuM. bIjAM zuSkajJAna kahevAya che. A "akrama vijJAna' vartanamAM lAve tevuM che ! 2684 je jJAna vartanamAM nA Ave te jJAna ja nathI, ajJAna che. jJAna haMmezA vartanamAM Ave ja. 2685 vartana e pahelAMnA vakhatanuM ajJAna che ane samajaNa e keTalAya avatAronI silakI sAmAna che ! 2686 saMsAra e samasaraNa mArga che. bahu lAMbo mArga che. eTale gayA avatAramAM tame cAlyA karo cho, A avatAramAM tame cAlyA karo cho. e mArga upara jevuM jJAna tame juo cho, tevAM jJAna para tamane zraddhA bese che. e zraddhAnuM rUpaka Ave che. bIjA avatAramAM bIjA prakAranuM jJAna maLe che ne rUpaka pAchalAM avatAranA jJAnanuM Ave che ! AnAthI dvidhA utpanna thAya che ke mananA hisAba pramANe rUpaka kema nathI AvatuM ? jeTaluM jJAna bharyuM eTalI dvidhA utpanna thAya. 2687 atyAre "thatuM nathI' ema thAya che tyAre AjanuM jJAna "A karavuM joIe' ema batADe che ne pAchaluM jJAna kahe che ke "A karavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI." "thatuM nathI, thatuM nathI' kahevAthI zuM thAya ? bolanAranA bhAva phare. "karavuM joIe, karavuM joIe' e AjanA jJAna para zraddhA beThI eTale Avate bhave evuM rUpakamAM Ave ! 2688 jene jevuM jJAna maLe tevI rIte cAlyo jAya ane jo savaLuM jJAna maLe to tevuM cAle. 2689 jagatanuM adhiSThAna ja jJAna che. jJAnanA AdhAre ja jIvo cAlI rahyA che ! e jJAna ke ajJAna ? ajJAna e ya jJAna ja che. e to "jJAnI'e juduM pADyuM. bAkI, jIvane je jJAna che tenA AdhAre ja cAle che. eTale jJAna ja calAvanAruM che. A jagatane. 2690 ahIMthI jUhu javuM hoya ne be rastA AvyA temAM kyo rasto sAco? koI batAve e jJAnanA AdhAre tame Avo. A kriyA jJAna ja calAve che. 2691 "jJAna" ja calAve che. kriyAo badhI jJAna ja karAve che. 'jJAnI'onA kahelAnA AdhAre cAlelAnuM phaLa viratI ! ane jagatanA jJAnanuM phaLa aviratI ! 2692 chokarAM mAbApane jIvaDAM mAratAM jue eTale e ya mAre. je jJAna jue tevuM kare. eTale eno mAra paDe. 2693 jJAna e ja paramAtmA che. jJAna kyAreya ajJAna thatuM nathI, paNa upayoga badalAya che, tene ja ajJAna kahyuM che ! 2694 ame 'jJAna'mAM jema che tema hakIkata joI che, te kahIe chIe. koI bApoya bAMdhatuM nathI. ajJAna bAMdhe che ne jJAna choDAvaze. baMdhAvanAra ajJAna to Thera Thera che, jyAre choDAvanAra jJAna to Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'jJAnI puruSa' bhegA thaI jAya to e maLe ! 2695 tane je laukika jJAna maLyuM che te laukika jJAnanA AdhAre nyAya nA karIza. A ame 'vyavasthita' kahyuM che e jJAnanA AdhAre nyAya karaje. laukika jJAnano AdhAra to tane herAna karaze. laukika jJAna chUTe to saMsAra chUTe. 'vyavasthita'nA jJAnathI laukika jJAna chUTe. 2696 'vyavasthita'nuM baMdhAraNa kyAre thAya ? tamane koIe saLI karI ne temAM tame tanmayAkAra thAva, te avasthita thayA te ja 'vyavasthita'nuM baMdhAraNa che ! 2697 'vyavasthita'nA niyamo jANavA jevAM che. A eroplenanI zodha karI, te kaMI niyamanI bahAra nathI. A kALamAM AyuSya to tenuM te ja rahyuM ne karmo jaththabaMdha che, teno nikAla karavA jhaDapI sAdhano UbhAM thayAM che. te 'vyavasthita'nA niyamathI nimitta game te bane. 2698 'vyavasthita' kevuM che ? e samaSTi zakti che ane 'A'(jIvo) vyaSTi svarUpa che. vyaSTinA, badhA bhrAMtinA bhAva samaSTimAM paDe che ane 'kompyuTara' dvArA samaSTinuM phaLa maLe che. 2699 'vyavasthita'no artha samajavo joIe. prayatna karavo, pachI je thAya te, je pariNAma bane te 'vyavasthita'. 2700 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa'mAM badhA ja niyamo AvI jAya che. niyati paNa 'vyavasthita'mAM samAI jAya che. 2701 'vyavasthita'ne lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che. enuM khoTuM avalaMbana nA levAya. badhA prayatno pUrA thAya ane kArya thAya. UMdhuM vaLe to bolavuM ke 'vyavasthita' che. 2702 'vyavasthita' AgaLathI bolavAno kone adhikAra che ke je A prakRtinA guNomAM kaMI paNa Dakhala nA kare ene !! 2703 'vyavasthita'nI bahAra kazuM thavAnuM nathI, evo 'vyavasthita'no artha nA karavo joIe. 'vyavasthita' kahevuM hoya to ApaNo prayatna hovo joIe. ApaNI icchA prayatna karavAnI hovI joIe. pachI 'vyavasthita' je prayatno karAve te kharuM ! sahaja prayatna hovo joIe. 2704 bhUtakALane mATe 'vyavasthita' che. vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALane mATe 'vyavasthita' nathI. 2005 'vyavasthita' buddhithI samajAya evuM nathI, darzanathI samajAya tevuM che. 2706 ApaNo bhAva ane kriyA ke je rUpaka che te 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensila eviDansa' che. bhAva eka 'pArlAmenTano membara' che. 2707 'vyavasthita' jagatane calAvanAra che, e jagatano 'kriyeTara' nathI. jagata to svabhAvathI baneluM che. 2708 'A huM karuM chuM ke bIjo koI kare che' e atyaMta nikaTavartI che, tethI 'potAne' khabara ja nA paDe. 2709 'nizcita che' evuM noMdhAruM nA bolAya. 'anizcita che' evuM noMdhAruM ya nA bolAya, jokhamadArI che, guno thAya. nizcitaanizcitanI vacce e che. badhI ja kALajI rAkhyA pachI gajavuM kapAI jAya ane samaje 'vyavasthita' che, te yathArtha che. 2710 'vyavasthita' zakti koNe banAvI ? koIe banAvI nathI. parIkSAnuM 'rIjhalTa' koNa Ape che ? ApaNuM ja lakheluM, tenuM ja A 'rIjhalTa' Ave che ! Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2711 ApaNA hAthe to keTaluM thaI jAya che ? yojanA ekalI ja ghaDAI jAya che. te ya ApaNA ekalAthI nahIM, naimittika rIte. kArya vakhate ApaNe nimitta nahIM. kArya to kudaratI rIte thayA 2712 "necare ya calAvatI nathI. khAlI 'necarala eDajasTamenTa' che ! 2713 'DiscArja vakhate kartA judo che ne 'cArja vakhate kartA judo che. e A jagatane zI rIte samajAya ? A vItarAgonI bahu jhINI vAta che ! 2714 'vyavasthita'nI preraNAthI pudgala kartA bane che. Ama dekhItI rIte pudgala kartA lAge paNa te "vyavasthita'nA eviDansathI che ane temAM ya AtmAnI hAjarI hoya to ja bane. 2715 kharekhara pudgala kartA che evuM kyAre kahevAya ? "svarUpa jJAna" thayA pachIthI. nahIM to Udhe raste jAya. "svarUpa jJAna" thayA pachI "jJAnI'nI AjJAmAM rahe tyAra pachI ja badhuM pudgala kartA che, tamArI jokhamadArI nathI ema kahevAya. te sivAya kahe to badhA Udhe raste cAle. 2716 jo kharekhara kartA hota to koI chUTata ja nahIM. kartA kone kahevAya ke je svataMtra "pAvaravALo' hoya. 2717 A meghadhanuSya, enA pAchA saptaraMga badhA dekhAya che, te koNe banAvyuM ? koI bApo ya banAvanAra nathI. A to sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa'thI badhA bhegA thAya che, e svAbhAvika vastu che. te karoDa varSa pahelAM ya che te sAta raMganuM hatuM, atyAre ya e sAta raMganuM che. bIjo kazo pheraphAra thayo nathI. 2718 A to "sAyansa' che ! bhagavAnano "sAyanTiphika' prayoga che. karma ya nathI ne kartA ya nathI, koI bApo ya nathI. khAlI "sAyansa' che ! 2719 A jagata cAlI rahyuM che. A "aMjIna' cAlyA kare, emAM 'DrAIvara' kahe ke "huM calAvuM chuM' to e kaheluM cAle ? vItarAgoe 'A' bhUla bhAMgavAnI kahI che. 2720 kaMI paNa kare tyAM samakita prApta nA thAya. 2721 kartApadanI bhrAMti potAthI nA tUTe. 'jJAnI puruSa' ekalAM ja e toDI Ape. 2722 bhrAMti gaI eTale jema che tema jANyuM. bhrAMti gaI eTale ajJAna gayuM. ajJAna gayuM eTale mAyA gaI ! 2723 bhrAMtijJAna e vikalpI jJAna che ne sAcuM jJAna e nirvikalpa jJAna che. mATe sAcA jJAnane ja samajavAnI jarUra che. 2724 jyAM saMpUrNa vikalpI che tyAM AdhyAtmika DevalapamenTa' che. 2725 A badhuM kalpanA ja che. pachI kalpanAmAM A sAcuM ne A khoTuM ema hotuM nathI. 2726 saMkalpa-vikalpa thAya to to hajI AtmAnI prApti thaI nathI ema kahevAya. saMkalpa-vikalpanA karanAro thayo eTale nirvikalpa thAya nahIM ! 2727 dhoLAM pahere, bhagavAM pahere to ya vikalpa jAya nahIM. saMsArIne grahaNanA vikalpo rahe ne tyAgIne tyAganA vikalpo rahe. bolo have, naryA vikalpa, vikalpa ne vikalpa ! tyAM nirvikalpa zI rIte thavAya ? 2728 tyAga vagara to kazuM thatuM ja nathI. tyAga zeno ? bhrAMtino sarvasva tyAga ! ahaMkArano sarvasva tyAga ! mamatAno sarvasva tyAga !! Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2739 satyanI zodha mATe AkhuM jagata bhaTakI rahyuM che. je paramAtmA potAnAmAM prakAza thaI cUkyA che, te sat che ene khoLavAnA 2729 tyAga sahaja hovo joIe. enI meLe ja chUTI jAya. 2730 jeno ahaMkAra ne mamatA saMpUrNa jAya, te saMpUrNa tyAgI kahevAya. 2731 vrata konuM nAma kahevAya ? A dAdAne pAMce ya mahAvrata varte che ! saMsAramAM rahe che ne mahAvrata varte che, e zuM haze ? jene pudgala pariNati ja utpanna thatI nathI ! mahAvrata tyAM pugala pariNati nahIM. aNuvrata hoya tyAM amuka aMze pugala pariNati hoya ane amuka aMze ochAM thaI gayA hoya ! 2732 AtmA mahAvratavALo ja che, paNa e bahAra mahAvrata vartavAM joIe to AtmA pUro thayo kahevAya. saMsArI bhAva ja utpanna nA thAya, enuM nAma mahAvrata. e bahu UMcuM che ! 2733 mana-vacana-kAyAthI koIne duHkha nA pahoMce, emAM badhAM ya vrata AvI gayAM ! 2734 upavAsa eTale 'svarUpa'mAM vAsa te, svakSetramAM vAsa te. 2735 ApaNe dehane upavAsa karAvyA pachI ApaNe ApaNA 'upayoga'mAM rahevuM joIe. upavAsa upayogamAM rahevA mATe che, kaMI bhUkhe mAravA mATe upavAsa nathI. 2736 A badhuM je je tyAgazo, enuM phaLa bhogavavuM paDaze. tyAga karavo ApaNA hAthanI sattA che ? grahaNa karavuM e ApaNI sattA che ? e to puNya-pApane AdhIna sattA che ! 2737 A jagatamAM je che, emAM AtmAnI koI vAta ja nathI. A vyavahArane jovo - jANavo, enuM nAma ja AtmA ! 2738 svarUpajJAna ane bhAna sivAya je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. 2740 pahelo potAno svabhAva' kevo che te jANavuM. tenI pratIti karavI, enuM nAma samakita kahevAya. A badhA svabhAvamAM mAro koI svabhAva che ? tyAre 'jJAnI' kaheze, 'nA'. tuM jIbha Ama kara ke tema kara, kuMDalinI jAgRta kara ke zAstro vAMca, paNa temAM AtmA nathI. badhuM pudgala che ane AtmAmAM bIjI koI vastu nathI. 2741 A badhAM sAdhano che ne pAchAM sthaLa che. sUkSmamAM javuM paDaze. sAdhanone ja sAthe mAne to zuM thAya ? 2742 tattvane jANe nahIM, te tattvanI vAta zI rIte karI zake ? atattvane jagata jANe che. 2743 eka bAju 'TempararI' che, eka bAju paramenanTa' che. 'tamane' phAve tyAM mukAma karo. 'TempararI'mAM mUrta joIze, "paramenanTa'mAM amUrta joIze. 2744 'TempararI'ne vaLagazo to 'TempararI' thaI jazo, mATe paramenanTa'ne vaLagajo. 'jJAnI puruSane vaLagajo. jJAnI puruSa dehadhArI paramAtmA che ! 2745 "rileTiva'ne 'riyala' mAnavuM, enuM nAma bhrAMti. 'rileTiva'ne 'rileTiva' kahe te "jJAnI' ! 2746 'riyala' eTale saMsarga vagaranuM ane 'rileTiva' eTale saMsargavALuM. A saMsargajanya 'rileTiva'nI koIne khabara nA paDe, e to "jJAnI puruSa' e saMsargane toDI Ape eTale 'riyala' potAnAM pariNAmane bhaje. Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2747 mULa vastu kone kahevAya ke jene kazuM ja nA thAya. sanAtana, avinAzI vastu che. avinAzI sanAtana vastuono saMsarga thAya eTale vizeSa pariNAma utpanna thAya. e vastuno saMsarga 'jJAnI puruSa' toDI Ape. eTale vastu vastusvarUpamAM AvI jAya. 2748 'riyala'ne ArAdhanA karavAnuM che ane 'rileTiva'ne jANavAnuM che, 'riyala'nI ramaNatA karavAnI che. 2749 vyavahAra mAtra 'rileTiva' che, parAdhIna che. 'rileTiva' mAtra poluM che, vAstavika nathI. nakkara hoya te vAstavika kahevAya. 2750 'riyala' 'nyU poInTa' ane 'rileTiva' 'dhU poInTa' e bhAvamAM niraMtara rahe te 'kevaLa jJAna'. e bhAva pUro thaye saMpUrNa "kevaLa jJAna" thAya. 2751 'rileTiva'mAM AtmA che ane 'riyAliTI'mAM paramAtmA che ! jyAM sudhI vinAzI cIjono vepAra che tyAM sudhI saMsArI AtmA che ne saMsAramAM nathI to paramAtmA che ! 2752 lokabhASAmAM A sAruM, A khoTuM kahevAya che ne bhagavAnanI bhASAmAM eka ja kahevAya che. vastu e "vastu' ! pula pudgala svabhAvamAM che ne AtmA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM che. 2753 'riyala karekTa' e vAstavika che ane 'rileTiva karekTa' e amuka kALavartI che. 2754 vinAzIne vinAzI kahenAro avinAzI hovo joIe. 2755 "sat" avinAzI hoya ane jagatamAM je dharmo cAle che te badhuM 'rileTiva' che, vinAzI che. "satya vijJAna' kriyAkArI hoya, jyAre bahAranA jJAna mATe mAthAphoDa karavI paDe. 2756 je vakhate je avasthAmAM hoya che, te avasthAne pote 'nitya satya' mAnI le che ane gUMcAyA kare che. 2757 'riyala' eTale tattva. 'rileTiva' eTale avasthA. tattvadraSTithI avasthAnI kiMmata UDI jAya. tattvadraSTi thAya to 'vastu dekhAya. avasthA draSTithI kepha caDhe. 2758 koI AtmA strIrUpe ke puruSarUpe hoto ja nathI. A to avasthA che ane avasthAo badhI 'TempararI' che. ola dhIjha. rIleTijha Ara TempararI eDajasTamenTasa, riyala Ijha paramenanTa. 2759 jagatanI koI paNa avasthAmAM mastI rAkhavA jevI nathI, tema ja "DIpresa' thavA jevuM nathI. 2760 janma-maraNa AtmAnAM nathI. AtmA 'paramenanTa' vastu che. A janma-maraNa "IgoIjhama'nAM che. 276 1 jagatanA loko avasthAne ja potAnuM svarUpa mAne che. avasthA hiMmezA 'bigina' thAya ne teno "enDa' thAya. 2762 AcAra, vicAra ne uccAra e traNevanI avasthAo kSaNe kSaNe badalAyA ja kare che. 2763 'riyala karekTa' e vastu che ne 'rileTiva karekTa' e vastunI avasthAo che. avasthAo 'TempararI eDajasTamenTa' che ne vastu paramenanTa che. 2764 avasthAo badhI kudaratI ne svasthatA ApaNI ! 2765 A duniyAmAM be jAtanI mAnyatA : azuddha mAnyatA te bhrAMtinI mAnyatA. zuddha mAnyatA che riyala. 2766 'huM karuM chuM' e ya bhrAMti che ne 'mAruM che' e ya bhrAMti che, paNa 'huM chuM" e sAcuM che. Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2767 mana-buddhi-citta e badhAM potapotAnA dharma bajAve che. emAM ApaNo Dakho che. ApaNo eTale AtmAno nahIM, A benI vacce 'huM'nI phAcara che. "IgoIjhama' zAthI che ? "zaMga bilipha' UbhI thAya che tethI. 2768 "ame' tamArA ahaMkArane "phekacara' nA karIe, "roMga bilipha'ne 'phrekacara' karI ApIe chIe. 2769 AtmA ekalo ja jANavA jevo che. A jagatamAM bIjuM kazuM jANavA jevuM nathI. bIjuM je jANyuM te badhuM 'rileTiva' che ane vinAzI che. bhautika sukhonI icchA hoya to vinAzI dharma jANavo paDe. 2770 'rileTiva'nI game teTalI "slAIsa' pADIe to ya ekya 'riyala'nI "slAIsa' paDe kharI ? 2771 tamAre kazuM ja choDavAnuM nathI. mokSamArga e grahaNa - tyAgano mArga ja nathI. grahaNa-tyAga to zubhAzubha mArgamAM hoya. A to mokSamArga che, paramAtmapadano mArga che. khAlI samajavAnuM 2776 tyAga ane saMyama be judI vastu che. tyAga che te, strI-puruSa, chokarAM, lakSmI, gharabAra badhAM tyAga kare ene tyAga kahevAya. saMyama kone kahevAya ? krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, rAga-dveSa e saMyamita hoya tyAre saMyama kahevAya. 2777 tyAgamAM ahaMkAra hoya, saMyamamAM ahaMkAra nA hoya. 2778 mokSamArge to, 'jJAnI puruSa' pAsethI saMyama laIe ane e saMyamathI mokSa thAya. saMyama vagara mokSa nA thAya. 2779 saMyama eTale zuM? bahAranA upasarga ane aMdaranA pariSaha e benI asara nA thavA de, ane thAya to asarane jANyA kare ane vede nahIM ane vakhate vede to ya jANe, enuM nAma saMyama. 2780 ahaMkArasahita vastuno abhAva karyo, ene tyAga kahyo. ane nirahaMkArasahita vastuno abhAva thAya to saMyama kahevAya. 2781 mokSanA cAra pAyA che : jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa. emAM bhagavAne bAhya tapane mokSanuM tapa nathI kahyuM, aMtara tapane ja mokSa mATenuM tapa kahyuM che. 2782 jyAM sudhI jJAna nA hoya tyAM sudhI tyAganuM phaLa Ave. ane jJAna thayA pachI tyAga hoto nathI, vrata hoya che. vrata eTale enI meLe varte che. 2783 tapa-tyAga karavAnuM kahe che e to parasattAmAM che. e kevI rIte thAya ? tapa-tyAga e badhuM ja parapariNAma che. svapariNAma nathI ane te pAchuM svAdhIna nathI. 2784 kharuM AMtara tapa kone kahevAya? mahIM hRdaya kharekharuM tape tyAre pote teno zAMtabhAve jJAtA-draSTA rahe te. 2785 "A parapariNAma che ane e mArAM pariNAma nathI' ema 2772 "jJAnI' maLe to vAta ja samajavAnI che ne tyAgI maLe to vAta karavAnI che; e karavAnuM dekhADe te ApaNe karavAnuM che. je karavAnuM che e badho saMsAra che. 2773 grahaNa karavuM ya ApaNA hAthamAM nathI ne choDavAnuM ya ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. banne para che ne parAdhIna che. 2774 tyAganuM phaLa mokSa nathI, jJAnanuM phaLa mokSa che. 2775 'jJAnI' ane tyAgImAM phera eTalo ja, 'jJAnI' saMyamI hoya ane tyAgI niyamI hoya. 'jJAnI' sivAya saMyama hoya nahIM. Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svapariNAmamAM majabUta rahevuM, enuM nAma tapa. 2786 'jJAtA-oNya" vacce jAgRta rahe e ja tapa. 'jJAtA', 'joya' nA thaI jAya e ja adITha tapa. 2787 bhagavAna potAnuM tapa pote ja jotA hatA ! 2788 jenAM ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna baMdha thaI gayAM, te ekAvanArI thAya. 2789 A tyAga che te udayanuM pariNAma che ane saMyama e samajaNanuM pariNAma che. 2790 prathama buddhinA 'lAITa'thI tame grahaNa karo ane pachI samajaNa UbhI thAya ne pachI saMyama UbhA thAya. 2791 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse besavAthI viparIta buddhi samyaka thAya ne pachI samajaNa samyaka thAya. 2792 saMyama pariNAma e Atmika kriyA nathI. vacagALAnuM che. svataMtra AtmA dekhAya tyAre Atmika kriyA thAya. 2793 saMyama pariNAmI ene kahevAya ke jene viSayano vicAra ja nA Ave. 2794 tyAga ne grahaNa e badhI vastu chULamAM che ane cIDha thavI ne prema thavo e sama che. e beno guNAkAra thAya nahIM. evuM kAma tame zA mATe karo cho ? bene levA-devA nathI. 2795 'potAnuM' ghora ahita kare, enuM nAma ajJAna. 'jJAna' konuM nAma ke potAnuM ahita kADhIne pUrepUruM hita kare ane mokSe ja cAlyo jAya, 2796 pramAda be prakAranA sAMsArika bAbatamAM pramAda rahe, tene ALasa kahe che. dharmanI bAbatamAM upayoga jAgRti nA rahe, tene pramAda kahe che. niraMtara upayoga rahe te apramatta che. 2797 Aropita bhAvamAM sthiratA kare te mada. Aropita bhAvamAM raMjana kare te pramAda. 2798 pratyakSa darzanathI apramatta thAya ane parokSa darzanathI pramAda thAya. 2799 'vastu' vastuno svabhAva cUke eTale pramatta bhAva kahevAya. 'vastu' enA mULa guNadharmamAM rahe e apramatta bhAva. 2800 ApaNo mata ema kahe che koI gunegAra nathI. gunegAra dekhAya che e ApaNI kacAza che. gunegAra je dekhAya che te ja tamAro prakRtibhAva che. apramatta bhAve jagata nirdoSa dekhAze ane ApaNane rAmarAjya jevuM lAgaze ! kAyamane mATe apramatta thavAnuM che ! 2801 badhuM nabhAvI le, enuM nAma tyAgI kahevAya. 2802 je tyAgathI kaSAya vadhe, te tyAga na hoI zake. 2803 tyAgavAnuM zuM che ? ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna. A che tyAkhyuM nathI to kazuM ya TAgyuM nathI. 2804 dharmamAM jANyuM kyAre kahevAya ? raudradhyAna to nA thAya, paNa raudradhyAnanuM saheja pariNAma paNa UbhuM nA thAya, evo saMjoga paNa bhego nA thAya ! 2805 ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna baMdha nA thAya tyAM sudhI kaMI ja jANyuM nathI. tyAM sudhI evuM kahevuM ke, "kaMI ja jANuM nahIM, jJAnI puruSa jANe.' 2806 je gAma javuM che te gAmanuM ja ArAdhana karavuM paDaze, nahIM to bIje sTezane UtarI paDazo ! Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thora vyavahAra. 2819 nizcayamAM kazuM kAcuM na rahevuM joIe, paNa vyavahAramAM ya kAcuM rahe to te bhUla ja kahevAya. vyavahAramAM kAcuM rahe to nizcayamAM paNa kAcuM paDI jAya. 2820 bhagavAna eTaluM ja kahe che ke vyavahAramAM koIne bAdhakarUpa nA thAya evo vyavahAra hovo joIe. 2821 vyavahAramAM 'vyavahAra'nI rIte varte. jo vyavahAranA premamAM oTa AvelI lAge to khasI jAva. 2822 gajavuM kApe to asara nA thAya to nizcayanI hadamAM peTho. vyavahAranI hadamAMthI nIkaLI ane nizcayanI hadamAM zarUAta karI. 2807 be rIte vAta hovI joIe : vyavahAranI vyavahAra pramANe ane nizcayanI nizcaya pramANe. nahIM to ekAMtika thaI jAya. A to syAdvAda ! 2808 'riyala' puruSArtha e zukaladhyAna che ne 'rileTiva' puruSArtha e dharmadhyAna che. 2809 'rileTiva'no artha ja zo ? 'suparaphaluasa.' 2810 A jJAna zuM che ? nathI vyavahAra ke nathI nizcaya. A to akrama vijJAna' che ! "akrama vijJAna' eTale ? zuddha nizcaya ane zuddha vyavahAra. 2811 "akaSAyI vyavahAra' te zuddha vyavahAra ane potAnA svarUpanuM lakSa e nizcaya ! enAthI mokSa ! 2812 nizcaya potAnuM svarUpa che, vyavahAra potAnI ganegArI che. 2813 vyavahAra badho sAmAjika che ane nizcaya abheda che. 2814 sAcuM vijJAna karyuM ke je vyavahArane eksepTa kare che. vyavahArane khaseDe te sAcuM vijJAna nA kahevAya. 2815 vyavahAra mAtA Ape ne nizcaya "jJAnI' Ape. pachI kazuM jANavAnuM rahetuM ja nathI. 2816 AvI paDelA vyavahArane kyAreya paNa dhakko nA marAya. pahelo vyavahAra pachI nizcaya. 2817 vyavahAra ApaNo cokhkho hovo joIe, to ja AtmA cokhkho thAya. koIno bUmabarADo nA hovo joIe. 2818 tamAro vyavahAra koIe bagADyo nathI. tamAro vyavahAra tame ja bagADyo che. yu Ara hola enDa sola rIsponsibala phora 2823 vyavahAra samaje to nizcaya samaje. 2824 jeno jeTalo svabhAva che teTalo ja vyavahAra thAya. 2825 ApaNe to bane cIlA pUrA karavAnA che. mokSano cIlo ne vyavahArano cIlo. saMsAra vyavahAramAM jarAya khAmI nA AvavI joIe. vyavahAramAM khAmI tyAM mokSa nA thAya. 2826 A vyavahAra tame sAcavyo eTale vyavahAra ja tamane helpa kare badhuM. 2827 vyavahArano vAMdho nathI, paNa vyavahAramAM ekarUpa thaI jAo cho teno vAMdho che. 2828 vyavahAra eTale sAmAne saMtoSa Apavo te. 2829 jyAre khAvAnuM choDI dezo tyAre vyavahAra choDI dejo. nizcaya zenA AdhAre Ubho rahyo che ? vyavahAra che to nizcaya che. Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavahAra tame dUra karazo to nizcaya nathI. 2830 vyavahAra eTale laukika, DrAmeTika ane nizcaya eTale alaukika, riyala, asala, DIsAIDa. 2831 nizcaya e svAdhIna che, vyavahAra e parAdhIna che ane pariNAma to parAdhInanuM ya parAdhIna che. ApaNe nizcaya ekalo karavAno, vyavahAranI mAthAkUTa nahIM karavAnI. vyavahAra parAdhIna che. 2832 vyavahAra nikAlI bAbata che, nizcaya grahaNIya bAbata che. 2833 bhagavAne kahyuM ke vyavahAra Akho nikAlI che. mATe vyavahArane pakaDI rAkhavA jevo nathI, eno jhaTapaTa nikAla karI nAkhavo. 2834 jyAM sudhI 'jJAnI puruSa' maLyA nathI, tyAM sudhI vyavahAra 'karavA yogya' che ane 'jJAnI puruSa' maLyA pachI vyavahAra 'nikAlI' che. 2835 je mANasa nizcaya cUke, eno vyavahAra 'vyavahAra' ja na hoya. 2836 vyavahAra e parAzrita che ane saMyogonuM milana che, ane saMyogo potAnA AdhIna nathI. 2837 je kaSAya nirmULa karavA A vyavahAra karavAno che, te ja vyavahArathI A kaSAya UbhA thAya che ! 2838 kaSAyane TANe jene kaSAya thAya che te kyAre UMdhuM nAkhI de te kazuM ya kahevAya nahIM. ne kaSAyane TANe je jAgRta rahe che te taryo ! 2839 kaSAyo daMDe nahIM, enuM nAma jJAna. kaSAyo daMDe e ajJAna. 2840 kaSAyabhAvathI rahita tene bhagavAna kahe che. 2841 AtmA ane anAtmA vacce kaSAyarUpI sAMkaLa che. 2842 kaSAya e AvatA bhavanuM kAraNa che ane viSaya e gayA bhavanuM pariNAma che ! 2843 viSaya viSaya ja che. viSayamAM ajJAnatA hoya tyAre kaSAya UbhA thAya ane jJAna hoya to kaSAya nA thAya. 2844 kaSAya kyAMthI janmyA ? viSayamAMthI. viSayano doSa nathI, ajJAnatAno doSa che. 'rUTa kojha' ajJAnatA che. 2845 jJAna upara AvaraNa te ajJAna ane darzana upara AvaraNa te adarzana. ajJAna ane adarzananuM pariNAma zuM Ave ? 'kaSAya'. ane jJAna-darzana enuM phaLa zuM ? 'samAdhi'. 2846 sanAtana jJAna e pote ja AtmA che. AtmA e jJAna che ane te ja paramAtmA che. bIjA koI paramAtmA khoLavAnI jarUra nathI. tamArI mahIM ja e paramAtmA beThelA che, AtmA ya beThelo che ne dehadhArI ya beThelo che. mUrti ye beThelI che ne amUrte ya beThelo che ! 2847 A lokono mAnyo, buddhimAM samAya evo AtmA nathI. e to amApa che. jyAM 'mejhara' nathI, tola nathI, kaMI ja cAle evuM nathI ! AtmA to 'jJAna'thI jaNAya evo che. e to 'jJAnI'nA 'jJAna'thI ja AtmA jaNAya. 2848 'huM koNa chuM' e jJAnano vahema paDI gayo ke kharekhara 'huM A na hoya.' atyAra sudhI jANelA jJAna para vahema paDe, tyArathI ja ame jANIe ke jJAna tUTI javAnuM thayuM ! je jJAnamAM zaMkA paDe e jJAna UDI jAya. sAcA jJAna upara koI divasa zaMkA nA paDe. 2849 koI paNa vastu 'jJAna'mAM Ave pachI pharI e vastu ajJAnamAM Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA jAya, virodha utpanna nA thAya. dareka siddhAMtane "helpa' karI karIne siddhAMta AgaLa vadhato jAya. koI paNa siddhAMta toDe nahIM, virodhAbhAsa utpanna nA thAya. 2850 AtmajJAna kyAre kahevAya ? jyAre pariNAma pAme tyAre. bAkI, 'huM hIro chuM' ema bolya kaMI hIro nA pamAya. ema AtmajJAna thavA AtmAne guNadharmo sahita jANavo joIe, ane guNo jo pariNAma pAme to AtmajJAna thAya. 2851 amane koInI vastu paDI gaI hoya to "eTa e TAIma' badhAM ja pariNAma dekhAya, enuM nAma "kevaLa jJAna'nA aMzo. 285ra upayoga upayogamAM rahyo te kevaLajJAna. 2853 kevaLajJAna eTale 'jJAna' sivAya bIjA koImAM nahIM. bIjAmAM mAnyatA nahIM ne "jJAna'mAM nahIM, "jJAna" ja, prakAza !! 2854 vartanamAM Ave tyAre e ja samaja "jJAna'rUpe pariNAma pAme che. samaja haMmezAM anubhava karAvyA kare che. "jJAnI'e samaja pADI hoya teno anubhava thayA kare ne pachI eka dahADo e jJAnamAM pariNAma pAme. 2855 'potAnA' pradezamAM "jovA-jANavApaNuM' ja che. bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. paramAtmapaNuM che ! "jovA-jANavApaNA'thI AgaLa gayA eTale muzkelI ! 2856 vyavahArane 'jovo - jANavo', enuM nAma ja AtmA. emAM rAga-dveSa kare e AtmA hoya. 2857 "jovuM-jANavuM' e zuddhAtmA. rAga-dveSa kare e pratiSThita AtmA ! 2858 jue-jANe paNa rAga-dveSa nA thAya, enuM nAma vItarAga cAritra ! 2859 vahu nAsI gaI tene ya "jANavuM'. vahu paiNI lAve tene ya jANavuM'. 'jANanArane rAga-dveSa nA hoya ! 2860 "nizcaya cAritra'mAM AvyA, e to bhagavAna thaI gayA ! kevaLa jJAna' sivAya "nizcaya cAritra" pUrNa dazAe nA hoya. 2861 paramAtmAnuM bhAna thAya to samakita che. paramAtmAno anubhava thAya to pote paramAtmA ja che ! 2862 eka AtmAmAM keTaluM jJAna che? A jagatamAM badhA jIvo che te badhAMnuM jJAna bheLuM kare teTaluM eka AtmAmAM jJAna che !!! 2863 ApaNe "ApaNI' sattAthI vimukha rahIe, e kaI jAtanuM kahevAya? "pote' sarvasattAdhIza, moTA rAjano mAlika, kedI thaI beTho ! 2864 kusaMgano adhyAsa thaI gayo che. tethI saMsAra roga 'kronika thaI gayo che ! ane satsaMgano adhyAsa thAya to ?' 2865 'A' satsaMgamAM tamArI buddhinAM badhAM bAraNAM vasAI jAya. dhIme dhIme badhA ja khulAsA thAya, jevA "jJAnI puruSa' che evAM ja karI nAkhe ApaNane ! "jJAnI" pote paramAtmA svarUpa thayelA che. emanA saMgamAM ApaNuM paNa te svarUpa pragaTa thaI jAya. 286 6 muktinuM karoDo avatAre ya ThekANuM paDe ema nathI. e to jJAnI puruSa' pratyakSa maLyA tethI kAma thAya. saMpUrNa "jJAnI' eTale jene "varlDamAM koI cIja jANavAnI bAkI na hoya, e pote niraMtara paramAtmA joDe vAto ja karyA karatA hoya, evAM jJAnI puruSa' cAhe so kare ! 2867 zAstrono AtmA nahIM cAle. yathArtha AtmA joIze, je agamya che, zAstramAM UtarI zake tema nathI, je avarNanIya Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, avaktavya che. jyAM zabda pahoMcI zake nahIM, jyAM draSTi pahoMcI zake nahIM tyAM AtmA che ! e AtmA nirlepabhAve rahelo che, asaMga bhAve ja rahelo che ! 2868 tame pote ja "jaja', tame pote ja vakIla, tame pote ja AropI. bolo, have 'jajamenTa' kevuM Ave ?! 2869 'sarvAtmA e zuddhAtmA che' evI samajaNa paDI tyArathI ja paramAtmAnI ApaNane zreNI maMDAI ! 2870 "jJAna" to phalANA jevuM ja che evuM bolyA to e "jJAnanI virAdhanA thaI kahevAya. jJAna e "jJAna" che ane ajJAna e game teTaluM ajavALAvALuM hoya to paNa ajJAna che. ajJAnane jJAna kahe to "jJAna'nI virAdhanA thAya ! 2871 ajJAnamAM rahevAthI saMsAra "cArja thAya. "jJAna'mAM rahevAthI saMsAra 'DiscArja' thAya ! 2872 khAnAra deha che. khAnAra jANato nathI ane jANanAra khAto nathI. kriyA kare e paratattva ane jANanAra svatattva che ! lUTe che ne lUMTAya che e beu anAtmA che ! 2873 guru saMsAramAM tAre. 'jJAnI' mokSa Ape. 'jJAnI" pote deha sAthe AtmasvarUpe thayA che. 2874 koIne aDe nahIM, naDe nahIM, enuM nAma AtmA. ajJAnane ya e naDe nahIM ! ajJAna ene naDe, e ajJAnane naDe nahIM ! e paramAtmAnI dIvA jevI vAta che ne ! 2875 AtmA e jJAna nathI, 'vijJAna-svarUpa' che. A jagata 'vijJAna'thI oLakhAze. bAkI, jJAnathI jagata nA jaNAya. ame A 'vijJAna' joIne pachI bolIe chIe ke "A badhuM svAbhAvika rIte che !" ema ne ema nathI bolatA. 2876 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e mithyAdarzana che. e jAya ne "huM zuddhAtmA chuM'nuM lakSa bese, te samyak darzana che ! 2877 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA hoya, tene cAritra kahyuM. 2878 bhagavAna AMkhe dekhAya e cAritrane cAritra kahetAM ja nathI. jJAna-darzana-cAritra e badhAM AMkhe dekhAya nahIM evI vastu che, indriya pratyakSa nathI e vastu. eTale e cAritra to juduM ja hoya. 2879 badhAnAM je cAritra dekhAya che te gayA avatAranAM pariNAma che ane astitva atyAre bIjI jagyAe hoya. astitva so. upara hoya ane cAritra aThThANuM para hoya. astitva A bhavanuM che ane cAritra gata bhavanuM che. 2880 bAhya tapa ane tyAganuM phaLa saMsAra, eTale bhautika sukho prApta thAya ane dhIme dhIme mokSamArga paNa ene prApta thAya. paNa "AtmajJAna' sivAya mokSa nathI. 2881 A mazInarI kevI rIte cAle che ? AtmA calAve che? nA. AtmA to khAlI prakAza ja Ape che, tenAthI A "mazInarI' cArja thaI jAya che ne cAle che. 2882 sthiratAthI cAritra pragaTe ne jAgRtithI darzana UMcuM Ave ! 2883 jyAM jAgRti pahoMcI e ja AtmA najIka pahoMcyA. jeTaluM najIka gayA eTaluM ajavALuM vadhAre, eTalo prakAza vadhAre. 2884 kyAreya paNa duHkha lAge che, te pUrepUrI jAgRti nathI tethI. 2885 saMsAranA hitAhitanuM bhAna thAya eTale saMsAranAM sarva prakAranAM hitanuM bhAna ne saMsAranAM sarva prakAranAM ahitanuM bhAna thAya, tyAre sAMsArika saMpUrNa jAgRti thAya. saMsAranI saMpUrNa jAgRti thAya pachI AtmAnA hitAhitanI jAgRti Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utpanna thAya. 2886 saMsAranI jAgRtivALAne saMsAramAM kyAMya matabheda nA thAya. 2887 je jAgRti jaMpIne besavA nA de, jaMpIne khAvA nA de, jaMpIne kazuM karavA nA de, te jAgRti "phUlizanesa' (mUrnAI) che. je jAgRti asthira jagyAmAM jaMpIne besavA de te kharI jAgRti che. 2888 saMpUrNa jAgRta draSTie jagata 'vyavasthita' che ne ajAgRta draSTie "avyavasthita' dekhAya che. 2889 hitAhitanuM bhAna to kone kahevAya ke eke ya gUMca joDe nA laI jAya. 2890 je jJAna "imozanala' karAve e saMsArI jAgRti che. sAcI jAgRti "imozanala' nA karAve. 2891 jAgRti zemAMthI utpanna thaI che ? kaDavAzamAMthI. 2892 jagata AkhuM UMdhe che tyAM "jJAnIo jAge che ane 'jJAnIo Udhe che tyAM jagata jAge che. 2893 AkhI jiMdagInA dareka kArya jo philmanI peThe jovAmAM Ave to koI kArya ene aDe nahIM. 2894 kAbUmAM kazuM AvavAnuM nathI. kAbUmAM levAnuM ya nathI, khAlI jANyA karavAnuM. jJAtA-draSTA - paramAnaMdI 'ApaNe'. 2895 jANyA karavuM e ApaNo svabhAva che. bagaDyA karavuM e pudgalano svabhAva che. 2896 kriyA mAtra pudgalanI che, e prakRtinI che. ane te 'ApaNI' sattAmAM nathI. 2897 kSaNe kSaNe jagata pharyA kare che. AtmA sthira che ne asthirane jovAnuM che. sthirane jovAnuM nA hoya, asthirane jovAnI majA che ! eka pachI eka joyA ja karavAnuM ! 2898 bhagavAne 'kramika jJAna' mUkyuM che tevuM ja A "akrama vijJAna' che, paNa jJAna tenuM te ja che. 'kramika jJAna' A kALane AdhIna cAle tevuM nathI. tethI A kALamAM "akrama vijJAna' kudaratI rIte prakAzamAM AvyuM che. 2899 'pudgala'ne ja jANavuM ne samajavuM, enuM nAma "jJAtA.' 2900 jANanAro eka ja che. jANavAnI vastuo anaMta che ! 2901 "huM karuM chuM ne huM jANuM chuM' enuM mizcara, enuM nAma zeya ane huM jANuM chuM" ne "karato nathI", enuM nAma jJAyakabhAva. 2902 jyAM kartApada UDI jAya e "vijJAna kahevAya. 2903 zuddhAtmAno jJAyaka svabhAva che ! e svabhAvanuM phaLa zuM? paramAnaMda ! 2904 ya ne jJAtA ekAkAra nA thAya, enuM nAma "jJAna'. 2905 badhuM barAbara che' e jJAna jANuM, e chelluM 'vItarAganuM jJAna'. 2906 ajJAnano prabhAva jyAM ne tyAM pratibaddha thaI jAya, ne jJAnano svabhAva apratibaddhatA che ! 2907 prazno baMdha kare, enuM nAma "vijJAna'. 2908 zeyane jJAtA mAne che tyAM sudhI che te saMsAra. 2909 koI paNa paristhitimAM mAyA mUMjhave nahIM, enuM nAma vItarAgI vijJAna'. 2910 vItarAgono mata niraMtara paramAnaMda prApta karAvanAro che. temano mata loko pAse che. paNa savaze nathI. sarvAze to Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'jJAnI' pAse hoya ! 2911 vItarAgonuM 'jJAna' to 'nirbhaya jJAna' che. jo 'jJAnI puruSa' maLI jAya to e 'jJAna' maLI jAya. 2912 bAhyavijJAna 'ebaoNva normala' thAya to te 'poIjhana' che. temAM 'normAliTI' rAkhavAnI che ne AMtarravajJAna TheTha sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM che. je vijJAnathI lokonAM sukha vadhe, duHkha ghaTe te vijJAna sAcuM. 2913 uparathI 'eTamabomba' paDe to ya peTanuM pANI nA hAle. 'eTamabomba' paDe te 'e. ema. paTela' upara paDaze, 'mArI' upara ochuM paDavAnuM che ? evuM ApaNuM A vijJAna che ! 'akrama vijJAna' che !!! 2914 vijJAna be prakAranAM : eka bAhya vijJAna eTale bhautika vijJAna. bIjuM AMtavijJAna eTale AtmA saMbaMdhI vijJAna. AtmA-anAtmA A badhuM zuM che hakIkatamAM ? pudgala zuM ? badhuM vijJAnathI jANe, anubhavathI jANe, zAstronA zabdothI nahIM, jAte joyeluM-jANeluM, vAta kareluM, enuM nAma 'anubhavajJAna'. e AMtarika vijJAna kahevAya. bAhya vijJAna vinAza karAvanAruM che ane AMtarika vijJAna mokSe laI janAruM che. 2915 drazya ane draSTA beu judAM ja hoya haMmezAM. drazya kaMI draSTAne coMTI paDatuM nathI. ApaNe hoLI joIe to hoLIthI AMkha dAjhatI nathI. eTale jovAthI jagata naDatuM nathI. jovAthI to AnaMda thAya che. 2916 'jovuM' ne 'jANavuM' e beu cetananA guNo che. ane 'karavuM' e pudgalanA guNo che. je kare te jANe nahIM ne jANe te kare nahIM. kartAbhAva ne draSTAbhAva be judA che. 2917 'pote' niraMtara jJAtA-draSTA padamAM raheto hoya te 'jJAnI'. 2918 zeyomAM tanmayAkAra hoya tyAre brahmAMDanI aMdara kahevAya ane zeyone zeyarUpe dekhe tyAre brahmAMDanI bahAra kahevAya. 2919 eka vastunuM traNeya kALanuM jJAna, traNeya kALamAM zI sthiti thaze enuM jJAna, ene trikALajJAna kahyuM che. mAcIsa e mATImAMthI jhADa, jhADamAMthI kapAIne saLI ane pachI bIjuM badhuM thAya ane pachI pAchuM mATI thaI javAnI tyAM sudhInA badhA paryAyane jANe, ene trikALajJAna kahyuM. 2920 trikALajJAna ekalA 'sarvajJa'ne ja hoya. 2921 1990nuM jJAna Aje dekhAtuM hoya to to pachI e vartamAna kALa ja thaI gayo. bhaviSyakALa rahyo ja nahIM ne ! bhaviSyanuM dekhAvuM e jJAna nathI, sUjha che ! 2922 jyAM draSTi draSTAmAM paDe, jJAna jJAtAmAM paDe, tyAre sAkSAtkAra thAya. 2923 kaDavuM ke mIThuM pIvAnuM nathI, mAtra draSTi ja pheravavAnI che. draSTi draSTAmAM paDe to kAma ja thaI gayuM. 2924 dareka bAbatamAM 'normAliTI' tene ja huM 'ekjhekTanesa' kahuM chuM. 2925 'ekjhekTanesa' eTale saMpUrNa jAgRti ! 2926 bhautikane jANe te 'elarTanesa' kahevAya ane A saMsAramAM 'riyala' zuM ne 'rileTiva' zuM e badhuM jANe te 'ekjhekTanesa'. 2927 'ekjhekTanesa'mAM AvavAnuM che. emAM 'riyala' paNa sAcuM che ne 'rileTiva' paNa sAcuM che. 'rileTiva' jJeya svarUpa che ne 'riyala' jJAtA svarUpa che. 'jJeya-jJAtA' saMbaMdha Avyo e ja 'ekjhekTanesa'. 'ekjhekTanesa'mAM jIvatA ja mokSa anubhavAya. Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2928 sAmo hAra paherAve ke gALo de to ya "ekjhakTanesamAM beu zeya che, eTale ene kaMI ja nA thAya. 2929 sAmo gALo bhAMDe che e to ApaNA ja karmano udaya che, sAmo to nimitta mAtra che. 2930 dareka karma enA nirjarAnuM nimitta laIne AveluM hoya che. konA konA nimitte nirjarA thaze e nakkI hoya che. 2931 karma zAnAthI baMdhAya ? zubha-azubha bhAvathI. zuddhabhAvathI mukti-mokSa. 2932 kartA-bhoktAmAM karma baMdhAya ne jJAtA-draSTAmAM karma nA baMdhAya. 2933 jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI karma che. ahaMkAra vilaya thaI gayo eTale karma baMdha thaI jAya ! 2934 dareka yaza ane apayaza laIne Avelo che. 2935 A dAdAne badho jaza zAthI maLato haze ? meM kaMI ja karyuM nA hoya to ya loka mane AvIne kahI jAya ke dAdA, tamArAthI ja mAruM A badhuM kAma thayuM ! huM nA pADuM to ya jaza ApIne jAya. A yazanAma karma zuM che ? bhAvanAnuM phaLa che. bhAvanA zI hatI ? ke A jagatanuM koInuM kaMI paNa kAma karo, ghasAI chUTo, oblAIja (upakAra) karo. chevaTe kazuM rUpiyA nA hoya to dhakko khAI chUTo. 2936 jagata kalyANanI bhAvanAmAMthI ja yazanAma karma utpanna thAya che, ane jagatane godA mAre tyAre apayazanAma karma thAya. 2937 sattAno upayoga enuM nAma karuNA ne sattAno durupayoga eTale rAkSasI vRtti kahevAya. 2938 koI paNa jJAnano sadupayoga thAya to e jJAna ja vijJAna thAya che ane durupayoga thAya to jJAna ajJAna thaIne UbhuM rahe che. 2939 jyAre bilakula paravazapaNuM nA rahe ane AkhA brahmAMDanuM mAlikapaNuM lAge tyAre saMpUrNa sattAdhIza thAya ! bhagavAna thAya ! 2940 svasattAmAM eka samaya paNa Ave to samayasAra thaI gayo ! 2941 svasattA zemAM che? je bhUla thAya che, temAM je jAgRti rahe che ne cetave che, e svasattA che. parasattAmAM kyAMya nA pese tyAM svasattA che. 2942 parasattAne potAnI sattA mAne che, enuM nAma ja bhrAMti. A bIjAnI sattA che ema samajatA thazo tyArathI kaMIka bhrAMti khasaze. 2943 kiMcitmAtra potApaNuM' rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI, 'pote' che ja nahIM. A astitva lAge che te ja bhrAMti che. 2944 "mArAmAM meM mArApaNuM choDI dIdhuM eTale A pablika TrasTa" thaI gayuM. "amArA' thakI tamane je maLe che te tamAruM ja samajavAnuM. "jJAna" to tamArI aMdara bharyuM paDeluM che. amArA nimittathI eno ughADa thAya. 2945 potAne mATe je vApare nahIM, tenAmAM anaMta zaktio hoya ! 2946 ahaMkAra ne mamatA vagaranA hoya, temane to jema kudarata rAkhe tema rahe. temAM potApaNuM nA hoya. 2947 pote cokhkho to A jagatamAM koI tamAruM kaMI bagADanAra nathI. pote cokhkho to so jaNa eksiDaMTamAM mAryA jaze, paNa pote bacI jaze. evuM A "ejhekTa' 'vyavasthita che. Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2948 'vyavasthita'no niyama evo che ke je vicAra nA kare, tenuM ejhekTa' cAle ne vicAra kare tenuM jarA AghuMpAchuM thAya. mahIM paramAtmA beThA che, te badhuM maLe tema che ! 2949 je sthaLa che te 'vyavasthita'ne tAbe che ne "ekajhekTa' che, ne sUkSma che te pote ghaDe che. 2950 A 'vyavasthita' zakti kAma kare che. 'huM nahoto karato, mArI ja bhrAMti hatI' evuM ahaMkArane potAne ya samajAya. nahIM to saMDAsa javA gayelA pAchAM AvelA. 'meM' joyelA ! 2951 'pote' akartA thAya to 'vyavasthita' kartA che evuM samajAya, to ja jagata "jema che tema' samajAya. 'vyavasthita' samajAya nahIM tyAM sudhI saMkalpa-vikalpa jAya nahIM, bhaya jAya nahIM, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jAya nahIM. 2952 azubhano kartA chUTIne zubhano kartA thAya paNa kartApaNuM chUTe nahIM ! 2953 'vyavasthita' 'ekjhakTa' AkhuM ya samajAI jAya to to tame pUrNa paramAtmA ja thaI jAva ! jeTaluM jeTaluM 'vyavasthita' samajAya teTalo teTalo manuSyamAMthI paramAtmA thavA mAMDe ! 2954 kudarata karyA kare ne tame 'jANyA' karo e ja mokSamArga che. 2955 kudarate hAtha kApyo. kApanAra kudarata, kapAyo te 'ApaNe' na hoya. A badhuM 'tame jANyA karo' e jJAna'. ane jyAM sudhI bhogavaTo lAge tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa AtmajJAna nathI. 2956 nirupAyapada AgaLa "vyavasthita' khaDuM rahyuM che ! 2957 'vyavasthita'no artha ja e che ke prakRtinA kAryamAM ane bahAranA 'eviDansa'mAM Dakho nahIM karavo te. hAtha UMco thAya, paga AghopAcho thAya ke mahIM aMdarathI kahe, 'haMDo have', te heMDavA mAMDe. emAM kazo Dakho nahIM karavAno, jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM. 2958 "zuddhAtmA' sivAyano bhAga te prakRti. prakRti ane bahAranA saMyogo badhA bhegA thaIne je kArya kare te 'vyavasthita'. 2959 bhagavAnanA nimittathI prakRtti UbhI thAya che ane prakRtithI sAyansa' UbhuM thAya che. prakRti pUraNa-galana svabhAvanI che, jyAre AtmA pUraNa-galana svabhAvano nathI. 2960 prakRti eTale AtmAnA ajJAna bhAvathI je UbhI thAya che te. huM caMdubhAI chuM' e Aropita bhAva, e prakRti ! 2961 ApaNe puruSa chIe. 'zuddhAtmA' tarIke svavaza chIe, prakRtie karIne paravaza chIe. prakRti ane 'regyuleTara opha dha varlDanA hisAbe A badhuM cAlI rahyuM che ! 2962 prakRtino eka paNa guNa 'potAno' mAne nahIM ane potAnA" badhA guNo jANe e "jJAnI'. eka guNa 'potAno' mAne to saMsAramAM phasAya. 2963 A AtmA che ne A prAkRta che, e samajavAnuM che. prAkRtine potAnuM mAne che tene lIdhe mahIM saphIkezana lAge che. te ame samajAvIe ke A tAruM na hoya, eTale e choDI de. 2964 prakRti vAMkuM kare, paNa tuM aMdara sIdhuM karaje. 2965 prakRti nA sudhare teno vAMdho nathI, te potAnI "aMdara' sudhArane !(?) pachI "rIsponsibiliTI' nathI. ATaluM ja 'sAyansa' 'huM samajAvavA mAguM chuM. 2966 prakRti joDe tAdAmya thaI jAya to ApaNe tarata kahevuM ke "A Ama nA hovuM joIe.' eTale 'ApaNe javAbadArImAMthI Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chUTyA !' 2967 A pulane zuddha karavAnI "ApaNe" kaMI jarUra nathI. pudgala to enI meLe zuddha thayA ja kare che. "ApaNe' jo "ApaNI' zuddha dazA che emAM azuddhi manAya nahIM, to pudgala to zuddha thavAnuM ja che. 2968 pudgalane jo DakhoDakhala nA thAya to e to cokhkhuM ja thayA kare che. Dakho kare ne pachI Dakhala thaI jAya. DakhoDakhala karanAra koNa ? ajJAna mAnyatAo ne pachI vAMdhA ne vacakA. 2969 vAMdhA ne vacakA saMsAramAM aTakAvanArI vastu che, pachI game teno hoya. satyano vAMdho rAkhe to ya vacako paDI jAya. asatyano vAMdho rAkhaze to ya vacako paDI jaze. kAraNa ke satya-asatya jevI vastu ja nathI, banne vinAzI che. "sat' ekaluM ja avinAzI che. 2970 saMjoga anusAra prakRti baMdhAya ane prakRti anusAra saMsAra cAle. AmAM kono doSa jovAno ? 2971 prakRti eTale potAnA svabhAvanI ajAgRti ne bhrAMti. 2972 prakRti to sahaja che, paNa buddhi Dakho kare che. prakRtine paMkho mAphaka nA Ave temAM paMkhAno zo doSa ? prakRtino zo doSa ? doSa dekhAvo e buddhine AdhIna che, AtmAne AdhIna nathI. 2973 sahajabhAve nIkaLelI prakRti sahaja che. koI anyane nukasAna kare ke koI jIvane duHkha thAya teTalI ja prakRti mokSane bAdhaka che. bIjI game te prakRti hoya, moDuM uThAya, vaheluM uThAya, amuka thAya, amuka nA thAya, tevI prakRti mokSane bAdhaka nathI. 2974 "zuddhAtmA' to zuddhAtmA ja che, vItarAga che. paNa prakRti rAga keSavALI che, eNe vItarAga thavAnuM che. prakRti vItarAga" thavA zuddhAtmAnuM jJAna thavuM joIe. 2975 pote zuddhAtmA thAya to spaMdana thavAnuM baMdha thAya, ne spaMdana baMdha thayAM to dhIme dhIme sahajatAmAM prakRti Avaze. banne sahajatAmAM AvI jAya, enuM nAma vItarAga. 2976 prakRtinI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela che. prakRtinI bahAra koI nIkaLI nA zake. prakRtinI bahAra nIkaLe enI vANI ora jAtanI hoya ! e svataMtra thayo hoya ane enI nirbhikatA batAve. duniyAnA svAmInI peTha pharato hoya che. ane bIjA badhA to bhagato ! bhagata ne bhagavAna judA. A prakRtinI pAra gayo, e pote ja bhagavAna thaI gayo. 2977 koIka kare che ane kahIe 'huM karuM chuM' te ahaMkAra. koNa kare che te jANe to te bhagavAna. 2978 bhagavAna to akriya che, vItarAga che. bhagavAnane sakriya kahevuM e bhUla che. 2979 vItarAgonI ekalI vAta ja samajavAnI che, bIjuM kazuM ja karavAnuM nathI. karavAnuM hoya tyAM mokSa nathI ne mokSa hoya tyAM karavAnuM nathI. phakta ATaluM ja samajo. 2980 jyAM koI paNa kriyA che tyAM baMdha che. tyAM pachI puNyano hoya ke pApano hoya, paNa baMdha che ! ane "jANe' e mukti che. | 'vijJAna' jANavAthI mukti che. 2981 kriyA eka ja prakAranI, paNa koNa kare che e Aropita bhAvathI kare to saMsAra Ubho thaI jAya ane svabhAvika bhAvathI kare to kazuM levA-devA nathI. 2982 jagatanA loko kriyA kare che, paNa tenA pariNAmanuM lakSa nA hoya tethI UMghe che. dareka kriyAnA pariNAmanuM lakSa rahe, enuM Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAma jAgRti. je jeTaluM jAgyo eTalAM kAryo ochAM thaI jAya 2983 mokSe jatAM koI kriyAnI jarUra nathI. paNa udayamAM AvelI - kriyAo AtmasvabhAvamAM rahIne kare. 2984 tame AtmA cho ne tamAre 'jovA-jANavAnuM ekaluM ja che. tene badale 'karavA' hau maMDI paDyA ! 2985 jJAnamAM to zuM kahe che ? tame 'ejhekTa' samajo ane jANo. paheluM samajo ne pachI jANo. eTale kriyA enI meLe thaI jAya. amalamAM mUkavAnuM nahIM. 2986 ApaNuM jJAna zuM kahe che ke tamAku pIvI e AtmahitakArI nathI, e jJAna jANavAnI jarUra che. e jJAna upara zraddhA kyAreya paNa caLa-vicaLa nA thavI joIe. kriyAo pachI je thAya te jovAmAM AvatI nathI, jJAna ja jANavAnI jarUra che. 2987 jJAnamAM kazuM karavAnuM nA hoya, buddhimAM karavAnuM hoya. 2988 saMsArI koI paNa kriyAmAM buddhino ja upayoga hoya che ane 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e jJAna upayoga che. 2989 buddhie karIne saMpUrNa iphekTiva' thayelo, jJAna karIne anaiphekTiva' thAya. 2990 buddhi bilakula vaparAze nahIM, ahaMkAra nirmULa thaze, tyAre AkhuM "kevaLajJAna' dekhAyA karaze. amAre buddhi vAparavAnI nahIM, ame "abudha' chIe. 2991 'abudha' thayA vagara 'kevaLajJAna' utpana thAya ja nahIM. 2992 'ImozanalapaNuM jatuM rahe, enuM nAma 'abudha'. 'Imozanala' thavAnI jagyA hoya tyAM "Imozanala" nA thAya, enuM nAma abudha'. 2993 'huM abudha chuM' evuM bhAna thavuM, e moTAmAM moTuM jJAna kahevAya. 2994 'buddhino vairAga' e bhAre zabda che. buddhi para aNagamo thayA kare pachI buddhi para vairAga Ave. buddhi para vairAga pachI abudha' thAya. 2995 jo saMsAramArgamAM 'Devalapa' thavuM hoya to buddhimArgamAM jAo, ne mokSamArgamAM javuM hoya to abudhamArgamAM jAo. 2996 'ahIM' satsaMgamAM besavAthI viparIta buddhi hatI, te samyaka buddhi thAya. e samyaka buddhi TheTha mokSe laI jAya. e TheTha sudhI helpa' kare ! 2997 bhedabuddhi jaze tyAre paramAtmA sAmA AvIne bhegA thaze. 2998 'huM', 'tuM'nA bhedane kAraNe manuSyo karma bAMdhe che. 2999 huM judo ne AtmA judo ema meLa paDe nahIMne koI dahADo ! 'huM ja AtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thAya tyAre meLa paDe. 3000 jagata jyAre buddhino pracAra choDaze ane 'hArTa' para Avaze, 'hArTilI' thaze, tyAre pAchuM badhuM saraLa thaze ! 3001 amArI vAta samajavI bahu agharI che. 'vastu'nI oLakhANa paDe nahIM AmAM. buddhizALIo to buddhithI mApa kADha kADha kare. buddhithI tolAya evI 'A' vastu nathI. 3002 A vItarAgonA 'sAyansa'mAM buddhi nA vAparazo. nahIM to mAra khAI jaIza. saMsArI trAjavAthI ene nA mapAya. vItarAgonA mArgamAM to 'darzana' vAparavAnuM hoya. emaNe dekhyuM te ja kharuM, paNa tane jyAre dekhAya tyAre kharuM. nA dekhAya to vAtane ema ne ema ja bAju para rAkhaje, paNa buddhi nA Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAparIza. 3003 A kALamAM ja AvI vAta nIkaLI ke buddhi hitakArI nathI. sarvakALe buddhi hitakArI ja kahetA hatA. kAraNa ke sarvakALe samyak buddhi ja rahetI hatI. A kALa ekalo ja evo Avyo ke jyAM AgaLa viparIta buddhi thaI gaI. tethI 'dAdA' 'abudha' che, ema ame kahIe chIe. 3004 A badhA mananA rogane laIne A saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. mananA roga hoya pachI tanamAM roga Ave. pachI vANImAM Ave. mokSe jatAM badhA ja rogathI mukta thavuM joIe. ApaNuM 'akrama vijJAna' mananA rogane maTADe evuM che ! 3005 mana nirogI eTale zuM ? manane kyAMya kazI harakata ja nA Ave. tame moLuM khAvAnuM mUko ke khATuM mUko paNa manane asara nA thAya ! mana rogI eTale khATAno roga pesI gayo hoya eTale khATuM ja joIe ! 3006 ajJAnatAmAM thaI gayelA rogane have zuM karavuM ? 'akrama vijJAna'nI navI ja zodhakhoLa che ! navo roga utpanna thAya nahIM, jUno roga dhIme dhIme kADhe ne nirogI avasthA prApta thAya ! pachI jeTalI avasthA prApta thaI tenuM rakSaNa kare ! 3007 bhagavAna mahAvIra 'samaya vicArI' kahevAya, chatAM tadAkAra nA hoya. vicAra 'samaye samaye' palaTAya ! ApaNA loko to dasa-dasa, paMdara-paMdara 'miniTa' sudhI eka vicAramAM khovAya ! keTalAMka to kalAka-kalAka rahe ! eka kalAkamAM to duniyA navI racAya ! paNa pote zemAM ya paDyo hoya ! gamatA viSayamAM ! ya 3008 mananI icchA pramANe dUdhapAka maLyo eTale mana marI gayuM. paNa dUdhapAka khAtAM khAtAM pharI Avo dUdhapAka maLe e tRSNA UbhI thAya, eTale mana pAchuM jIvatuM thaI jAya ! 3009 koInI joDe ApaNA vicAro maLatA Ave, te bahu jokhamakAraka che. vicAro maLatA AvavAM joIe enI jarUra nathI, samaja joIe. vicAro mokSe laI jatAM nathI, samaja mokSe laI jAya che ! 3010 'ame' vicArIne javAba ApIe to koI sAMbhaLe ya nahIM. A vicArelA javAba nathI. A to nirbheLa javAba kahevAya. jJAna javAba kahevAya. vicAra e to pudgala che. amArAmAM tadAkArarUpe e nA hoya. 'ame' 'kevaLajJAna'mAM joIne ja javAba ApIe chIe. 3011 bhaya pAmavA jevuM jagata ja nathI. 'ApaNe' 'zuddhAtmA' ne 'vyavasthita' zakti kAma karyA karaze. mana to amane ya kahe ke AgaLa gADI athaDAze to ? eTale ame tene kahIe, 'teM kahyuM enI ame noMdha karI, have bIjI vAta karo.' eTale e bIjI vAta kare. mana evuM nathI ke AgalI vAtanI pakaDa pakaDe ! ApaNe tanmayAkAra nahIM thavAnuM. tanmayAkAra thavAthI to jagata UbhuM thayuM che ! mana e to 'DiscArja' bhAvo che. e DiscArja bhAvamAM jo ApaNe kadI tanmayAkAra thaIe to 'cArja' bhAva utpanna thAya. 3012 'brahmAMDanI aMdara ane brahmAMDanI bahArathI jovuM' eTale zuM ? manamAM vicAra Avyo temAM tanmayAkAra thayo eTale brahmAMDamAM che. manamAM vicAra Avyo ne tanmayAkAra nA thayo eTale brahmAMDanI bahAra kahevAya ! 3013 citta 'mikenikala cetana' che. mana 'mikenikala cetana' nathI, e 'DiscArja' thatuM che ! 3014 jagata kalyANamAM mana parovI daIe to mana ThekANe rahe ! cittane ThekANe rAkhavA 'jJAnI puruSa'nI 'kRpA' prApta karavI paDe ! Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3022 cittanI ekAgratA to mana kUdAkUda karatuM hoya to ya rahe tema che. ghaNAMne mananI sthiratA hoya paNa cittanI ekAgratA nA hoya. ApaNe "ahI" kaMI ora jAtanI cittanI ekAgratA thAya che. cittanI kharI ekAgratA kyAre thAya che ke jyAre mANasane kharAba vicAra Ave che, tyAre 'pote' AkhA jagatathI chUTo thaI jAya che ! kAraNa ke kharAba vicAra potAnAthI sahana nA thAya ! 3023 saMsAranI bahAra citta rahevuM, asaMsArI dazAmAM citta rahevuM eTalA mATe A badhA dharmo che. eTalA mATe mUrtimAM citta rAkhe, cakro upara citta rAkhe paNa eka jagyAe enuM rahevuM muzkela che. loko citta mUrtimAM rAkhe, paNa te citta bhagavAnamAM rahe nahIM paNa eTalo vakhata saMsAramAM nA rahe eTale saMsAra moLo paDe. ane "ApaNuM' to citta bhagavAnamAM ja rahe che 3015 AkhA zarIramAM moTAmAM moTI vastu citta che ! manano kazo vAMdho nathI. citta amArA vaza rahyA kare pachI mana chone kUdAkUda kare ! 3016 citta vaLyuM vaLe tevuM nathI. tethI yogIo cakro upara cittane goThavyA kare che. e mananI sAdhanA nathI, cittanI sAdhanA che ! 3017 mana to 'kamplITa phIjhikala' che, jemAM jarAya cetana nathI. mana joDe AtmA tanmayAkAra thAya to ja asara thAya. 3018 manamAM kharAba vicAra Ave che tyAre kharI UMcI dazA hoya che. kAraNa ke kharAba vicAra Ave tyAre "pote' enAthI chUTo rahI zake. nahIM to chUTuM rahevAya evuM ja nathI. Avo skopa maLe tyAre ene kaMTALo Ave ke A kyAM AvyA ? 'amane' kharAba vicAra Ave to tenI ame velyu ja nA gaNIe. ame to cittane ja joIe ke haju kema kharAba jagyAe jAya che. 3019 manamAM sarasa vicAra Ave che tyAre ajJAnatAne lIdhe tanmayAkAra thaI jAya che. kharAba vicAra Ave tyAre chUTo rahe, tethI mana 'ApaNAthI juduM che e samajAya. 3020 cittano bhaTakavAno dhaMdho che. cittanI savArI karatAM AvaDe to kAma thaI gayuM. ene jo pheravatAM AvaDe to pAchuM pharI jAya teme ya che ! DAkora jaIne darzana karAvo to te ya kare pAchuM ! citta ekAgra thaI gayuM eTale thaI rahyuM ! "amAre' citta niraMtara ekAgra ja rahe, jarAya AghuMpAchuM nA thAya. 3021 A jagatamAM citta ekAgra karavAnAM sthAna ja nathI. citta ekAgra karavAnAM sthAnomAM jAya che tyAM mana sthira thAya che, citta sthira thatuM nathI. citta sthira thayA vagara citta prasanna thAya nahIM. citta prasanna thayA vagara mukta thavAya nahIM ! 3024 jyAM sudhI AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM nathI, tyAM sudhI vItarAga mUrtinI ArAdhanA karo. mUrti tamane samakita sudhI laI jaze ! kAraNa enI pAchaLa zAsana deva-devIo che. 3025 vyavahAranA deva mUrta svarUpe che ane nizcayanA deva amUrta svarUpe che. 3026 mUrti zAthI mUkI che ? enI pAchaLa zI bhAvanA che ? sAheba, tame sanAtana sukhavALA cho ne huM to 'TempararI' sukhavALo chuM. mAre ya sanAtana sukhanI icchA che." bhagavAna sanAtana sukhavALA che, tethI to juone mUrtimAM che to ya ApaNA karatAM rUpALA dekhAya che. jANe joyA ja karIe ! 3027 ApaNe bhagavAnanI mUrtinAM darzana karIe chIe tyAre mUrti zuM kare che ? 'bhAI, A mAla mAro nathI, A mAla tArA ja Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmAno che." eTale mUrti tamArA zuddhAtmAne pAchuM mokalI Ape che. Ane parokSa bhakti kahevAya ! 3028 parokSa bhakti eTale zuM? pote jenI bhakti kare che te kharekhara tenI nathI karato, paNa potAnA ja AtmAnI kare che ! A mUrtio, maMdiro nA hota to hindustAnanA lokone bhagavAna yAda ja na Avata ! 3029 khudAI camatkAra eTale sAmAe ApaNane gALo bhAMDavI hoya, ghara nakkI karIne Avyo hoya to ya tenAthI bolAya nahIM, evuM karI nAkhe ! 3030 jene camatkAra karavo nathI, tyAM camatkAro bahu hoya ! 3031 ghaNAMne dhyAna thAya eTale sUryanA teja jevuM ajavALuM ajavALuM dekhAya che. e zuM che ? e citta camatkAra che. cittanI ekAgratA thAya eTale evuM badhuM thAya ! 3032 azuddha citta kyAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI ene lAlaco che. 'AmAM sukha che, AmAM sukha che.' e jyAre potAnA gharanuM sukha jue pachI bahAra nahIM nIkaLe. 3033 cittanI azuddhine laIne A jagata UbhuM thayuM che ! cittazuddhi thaI jAya eTale kAma thaI gayuM ! citta azuddhimAM potAnI saMsAra abhimukha draSTi che, jene sApekSa draSTi kahe che. ene laIne cittanI azuddhi che. nirapekSa draSTi thAya eTale cittazuddhi thaI jAya ! 3034 buddhi che tyAM sudhI saMsAra che ne buddhi gaI eTale saMsAra khalAsa thaI jAya. buddhi che tyAM sudhI caMcaLatA che, ne caMcaLatA gaI to thaI gayo bhagavAna ! 3035 buddhine laIne ahaMkAra Ubho rahyo che. ahaMkArane laIne saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. jyAre ahaMkAra-buddhi beu vaparAze nahIM tyAre muktino mArga, jJAnaprakAza thaze ! saMpUrNa prakAza !!! 3036 buddhino prakAza evo che ke athaDAmaNathI utpanna thAya. naphA khoTanI buddhi athaDAmaNathI Ave che. buddhi e athaDAmaNano saravALo che. 3037 akkala to konuM nAma kahevAya ke je naThArAmAM naThArA mANasa joDe 'eDajasTa' thaI jAya che ! 3038 upAdhi ghaTADe, enuM nAma akkala. 3039 saddabuddhi enuM nAma ke kyAre ya paNa virodhAbhAsa nA lAve ! 3040 samyak buddhi eTale A lokanuM sudhAre ne paralokanuM ya sudhAre. viparIta buddhi Aloka ne paraloka bannenuM ya bagADe. "jJAnI' pAse besavAthI buddhi samyak thAya. samyak buddhi vyavahAranA bhAgane 'vyavasthita goThavI Ape ne viparIta buddhi UMdhuM karI Ape ! 3041 buddhi evI 'Devalapa' thaI zake che ke potAnAM sarvasva duHkho maTADI zake. 3042 samyak buddhinuM atyAre devALuM nIkaLyuM che ! ko'ka jarAka kahe to tarata asara thaI jAya che ! vyavahAra "eDajasTa' kare, navI khoTa khAya nahIM ne jUnI khoTa vasUla kare, te samyak buddhi. 3043 buddhinAM bAraNAM baMdha thAya tyAre mokSanI taiyArIo thAya. 3044 bhagavAna zuM kahe che? ke tuM ne huM judA tyAM sudhI saMsAra, ne ekatA thaI tyAM pote bhagavAna ! 3045 A tame jeTaluM juo cho, vAMco cho, sAMbhaLo cho, e badhuM ya kalpita che. bhagavAna buddhithI agamya che ane jagata buddhithI jue che. te kemano meLa khAya ? Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3046 AtmAthI judo, enuM nAma buddhi. jeTalI buddhi samAI gaI eTale AtmAmAM samAI gayo ane buddhi savaze samAI gaI eTale AtmAmAM saMpUrNa te rUpa thaI jAya ! 3047 badhAMe buddhinA gharanI vAta karI che. jyAM buddhi nA pahoMce e khudAnA gharanI vAta. ane jyAM buddhi pahoMce e saMsArIonAM gharanI vAta. 3048 jyAM sudhI buddhi che tyAM sudhI AtmAnI anubhUti koI dahADo ya thAya nahIM. 3049 saMsAramAM badho buddhivAda che. jJAnavAda hoya to ja tyAM AgaLa kAma thAya. bhagavAnano jJAnavAda hato. vItarAga vijJAna eTale jJAnavAda. 3050 buddhi e paraprakAzaka che. eTale ApaNe svarUpane jovuM hoya to ya nA jovA de. bIjuM dekhADe. 3051 buddhi ApaNe baMdha karavI hoya to ya nA thAya. buddhi baMdha to 'jJAnInI kRpAthI thAya. bahu kRpA hoya to thAya. 3052 sukha potAnA svarUpamAM che, tyAM ahaMkAra nathI. tyAM ahaMkAranI repha nathI, tyAM AgaLa sukha che ! 3053 sIdhAMne sIdho ahaMkAra Ave. vAMkAne vAMko ahaMkAra Ave. ahaMkAra eka ja prakArano ne raMga judA judA lAge ! 3054 ahaMkAra evo hovo joIe ke jANapaNuM vadhe. tene badale jANapaNA para AvaraNa Ave evo ahaMkAra che ! ahaMkArathI aMdha thaI jAya, jANapaNuM khovAI jAya, e ahaMkAra bahu nukasAna kare. 3055 Aropita bhAva e ahaMkAra che. tane jo saMsArI sukha joItAM hoya to eno pojhiTiva" upayoga kara, emAM negeTiva' nA ghAlIza. tane du:kho ja khapatAM hoya to 'negeTiva' rAkhaje ane sukha-duHkhanuM mikSacara khapatuM hoya to beu bhegAM kara ane tAre mokSe ja javuM hoya to Aropita bhAvathI mukta thA. tArA svabhAva-bhAvamAM AvI jA ! A traNa vAkyo para jagata AkhuM cAlI rahyuM che ! 3056 darekano ahaMkAra judo judo hoya ane ahaMkAra "dhU" prakAza nIkaLe che, tethI darekanI buddhi judI judI hoya ! 3057 Atmadarzana' thayA pachI bhedabuddhi nA rahe. pachI 'buddhi e karIne' abhedatA rahe ne vyavahAra dareka joDe judo judo rahe. vyavahAramAM je bheda dekhAya e to viveka che. 3058 A badho bheda Ubho thayo che te dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAva judA judA che, tenAthI bhedabuddhi UbhI thAya che ! 3059 buddhine gIro kyAM mUkavAnI ? e to "abudha' thavuM paDaze, jo 'riyala' svarUpa thavuM hoya to. buddhino to anaMtakALano vAsa thayelo che. eTale ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke have buddhi nA joIe. eTale "abudha' thavAze. 3060 ame "abudha' chIe. 'vyavasthita'nuM jJAna nA hota to "ame' paNa buddhi nA choData. eTale 'ame tamane kahIe chIe ke vyavasthita che, abudha thaIne besI jazo to cAlaze." 3061 buddhi haMmezAM "sensiTiva' kare ne "sensiTivanesathI saMsAra Ubho che ! 3062 buddhi eTale 'nyU poInTa', saMsAramAM cAro carAvanAra ne mAra khavaDAvanAra. 3063 koIne ya ApaNA nimitte saheja paNa aDacaNa nA paDe, enuM nAma buddhi. Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3064 vinAzI cIjo joI 'Imozanala" thAya e buddhi. 3065 avadhAna zakti e dhAraNazakti che. e buddhine anusarIne che, buddhinI jAgRti che e ! jJAnane anusarIne nathI. jJAnane ne avadhAnane levAdevA nathI. chevaTe jJAnanI jAgRti joIze. 3066 samyak buddhi e saMskArelI buddhi che. e saMskArelI buddhi hotI ja nathI. "jJAnI puruSa' pAse besavAthI buddhi samyak thAya tema 3067 AtmAmAM Atmabuddhi e mokSa che ane dehamAM Atmabuddhi e saMsAra che ! 3068 samaja e kAyamanI milakata che. buddhi e "TempararI' milakata che. 3069 vicAra karIne "jJAna' samajAya evuM ja nathI. darzanathI samajAya e kharuM. "kramika mArgamAM jJAnane vicAra karIne samajavAnuM che. akramamAM evuM nathI. kramikamAM to 'nona sTopa" vicAro AvyA ja kare. 3070 mana e to 'leboreTarI' che. emAM kazuM mUko ne vicAraNA karo to te tAraNa kADhI Ape. mana badhA paryAya dekhADe, "raDAra'nI 3074 je cittane DagAve e badhA ja viSayo che. 3075 azuddha caitanyane citta kahe che. azuddha paNa caitanya che ! 3076 cittanI jeTalI zuddhi thAya, pachI 'philma' paDatI eTalI baMdha thatI jAya. citta azuddha che tyAM sudhI 'philma" paDyA ja karavAnI ane e ja 'philma' che saMsAra ! 3077 citta je jue tyAM "philma' paDe. "A sarasa che, A kharAba che" ema be bhAvo utpanna thAya, tyAM kartAno Aropa kare, eTale navI 'philma" cArja thAya. 3078 cittane jeTalo vakhata "ApaNe" "joyA' karIe eTalI enI zuddhi thatI jAya. cittanI zuddhi thatAM sudhI A yoga barobara jamAvavAno che ! ene sAtha nA ApIe ne ene joyA karIe eTale ApaNe chUTA thaIe ! 3079 "svarUpa jJAnanI prApti pachI cittanI navI philmo' paDatI baMdha thaI jAya. mananuM jUnuM hoya teTaluM ja 'DiscArja thayA kare. navuM utpanna nA thAya. ahaMkAra kAma karato baMdha thaI jAya, jUno che eTalo ja "DiscArja thAya. buddhi paNa jUnI che e DiscArja' thayA kare. navI utpanna nA thAya. 3080 aMtaHkaraNanA kayA bhAgane pahelI asara thAya che ? pahelI buddhimAM asara thAya che. buddhi jo hAjara nA hoya to asara nA thAya. 3081 pahelI asara buddhimAM thAya che. tyAMthI pachI manane asara pahoMce che. "amane' buddhi nA hoya tethI kazI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM. buddhi svIkAranAra hoya to bhAMjagaDa che. buddhi pachI mana pakaDI le ne pachI mana kUdAkUda karI mUke ! 3082 vAgoLavAnI kriyA koNa kare che ? mana, buddhi jo vacce jema. 3071 citta potAnI svataMtra "philmane laIne bhaTake che ane mana e graMthione lIdhe che. 3072 cittane mATe ja A badhA dharmo karavAnA che, eTalAM pUrato ja cittane avakAza maLe che. nahIM to e citta anaavakAzapaNe bhaTakyA kare. 3073 bhayaMkara bhIDane laIne mana potAnI rakSA karavAnuM khoLe che. eTale vicAro Ave nahIM, te ghaDIe kharI majA Ave !! Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pakaDanArI nA hoya to mana sudhI pahoMcatuM ja nathI. 3083 mana-citta-ahaMkAra ne aMtaHkaraNano badho 'hisAba', e badhuM pudgala che. buddhi ekalI pudgala nathI. buddhi to AtmAno Ano A ja prakAza che, paNa ahaMkAranA 'mIDiyama' 'ghU' paDe che eTale ene buddhi kahevAI. 3084 buddhinA paramANu ya nA hoya. prakAza che e pUraNa-galana nA thAya. pUraNa-galana thAya e pudgala kahevAya. mana-cittaahaMkAra badhuM phIjhikala che, jaDa che. buddhi phIjhikala nathI. 3085 zuddha citta e paryAyarUpe che ane zuddhAtmA dravyaguNarUpe che, paNa ekanI eka ja vastu che badhI ! 3086 AtmAnI dravya-guNa-paryAyathI ekatA ja che. AmAM paryAyanI zuddhikaraNa thaI gaI te thaI gayo pUrNa zuddhAtmA. 3087 jJeya pharyA kare che mATe jJAna phare che. jJAna pahelAM pharatuM nathI. jagata AkhuM parivartanazIla che, tethI jJAna phare che. 3088 ajJAnIo bhayane anubhave, jJAna ApyuM hoya te bhayane vede ane bhayanI asarane jANe te 'kevaLa jJAnasattA' ! 3089 AtmA e 'jJAna-svarUpa' ja che, bIjI koI vastu nathI. A dIvAno prakAza jaDa che, paNa ene kApIe to e kapAI jAya ? AtmAno prakAza to ora ja che ! bhaTTI saLagAvIe to ya e jJAnane aDe nahIM eTaluM badhuM e sUkSma che ! A agnino bhaDako e sthULa che, AtmAnI apekSAe. AtmA to eTalo badho sUkSma che ke ene A kazI asara ja nA thAya ane te ja paramAtmA che ! 3090 mokSamAM paramazAMti nA hoya, paramAnaMda hoya ! 'pote' ja paramAnaMda svarUpa che. zAMti to jyAM azAMti hoya tyAM hoya. zAMti dvaMdva svarUpa che, jyAre paramAtmA to paramAnaMda svarUpa che ! anAdikALathI je khoLatA hatA, te potAnuM paramAtmasvarUpa ane zaktisvarUpa ! 3091 AtmAnI pAse kazuM hoya te ja duHkha che. kazuM nA hoya tyAM pAra vagaranuM sukha che ! pote svabhAvathI ja sukhIyo che ! 3092 saMpUrNa parigraharahita thayo ke pote prakAzamAna, sUryanArAyaNa jevo prakAzamAna, anaMta sukhanuM dhAma thAya ! 3093 je khAya, tene saMDAsa javAnuM. je AhArI che te ja vihArI che ne te ja nihArI che. ApaNe zuddhAtmA tene jANanArA. 'AhArI' AhAra kare che ne 'nirAhArI' 'zuddha cetana' mAtra tene jANe che ! 3094 jaDamAM koI divasa cetana hoya nahIM. cetanamAM koI divasa jaDa hoya nahIM. mAtra A zarIra ekaluM ja 'mizra cetana' che ! cetana jevuM kAma kare che, paNa e kharekhara cetana nathI. 3095 bhagavAnanuM rUpa ja avarNanIya che. ene koI divasa mela lAgato ja nathI. 'ekTiva' (caMcaLa) bhAgamAM bhagavAna nathI. 'InaekTiva' (acaLa) bhAgamAM bhagavAna che ! emanI hAjarIthI ja A badhI lIlA che ! 3096 jagata jene sthira karavA jAya che te 'mikenikala' cetana che. e kharekhara 'ekjhekTa' cetana nathI, tuM mULa svarUpane khoLI kADha. mULa svarUpa sthira ja che ! 3097 'caMcaLa' sAthe zAdI nA karavI, 'prajJAdevI' sAthe zAdI karavI. prazAdevI to bahu sArAM che, e to niraMtara cetave che ! 3098 paheluM 'zAna' ane bIjI 'amArI' kRpA. jJAna hoya ne kRpA nA hoya to kAcuM paDI jAya. kRpA hoya ne jJAna nA hoya to Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ya kAcuM paDI jAya. 3099 jagatamAM AtmAnuM ja nahIM, paNa anAtmAnA eka paramANunI paNa vadha-ghaTa thatI nathI. ATalI badhI laDhAIo thAya, tophAno thAya, ATalAM badhAM mANaso marI jAya to ya eka paramANu paNa ghaTatuM nathI ne vadhatuM nathI. "jema che tema' jagata che, Ano pheraphAra thaI zake tema nathI. 3100 tattvonI khUbI kevI che e "jJAnI puruSa' ja joI hoya. bIjA koIne buddhithI samajAvI zakAya tema nathI. AtmatattvanI khUbI evI che ke enI hAjarIthI ja badhuM thaI jAya ! Ama draSTi kare to Ama thaI jAya ne tema draSTi kare to tema thaI jAya ! AtmAnI draSTi cogaradama hoya, tenAthI badhuM hAjara ja thaI jAya ! AtmAnI anaMta zakti che, enI hAjarIthI A badhuM utpanna thAya che ane enI hAjarIthI ja A badhuM cAle che. 3101 A "caMdubhAI' e to 'mikenikala' che. peTrola, tela, eMdhaNa badhuM ja karavuM paDe. aMdhaNa pUro to cAle, nahIM to baMdha thaI jAya. yaMtra ene pheravI ja rahyuM che. jyAM sudhI ene nijasvarUpanuM bhAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI ene e yaMtra pheravyA ja karaze ! 3102 jagata to bahu moTuM, vizALa samajavA jevuM che. jagatamAM bIjuM kizuM banyuM ja nathI ! enAM e ja cha tattvonI A badhI ghAlamela che ! 3103 jagatamAM keTalA badhA vikalpo ?! vikalponI koI limiTa kharI ? jagatamAM koI vastu evI nathI ke je "analimiTeDa hoya ! 'limiTa' nA hoya to mokSa sudhI pahoMcAya ja zI rIte ? 3104 brahmAMDa cha tattvo mAtrathI bhareluM che ! A cha bhAgIdAronI 'limiTeDa kaMpanI' che. (1) dhaMdhA mATenI jagyA ApanAra avakAza" kSetra. (2) dhaMdhA mATe mAlasAmAna ApanAra pudgala'. (3) mAlasAmAna lAvavA, laI janAra - "gati sahAyaka tattva'. (4) mAlanI vyavasthAnuM kAma karanAra - 'sthiti sahAyaka tatva'. (5) uparanA cAreyano nikAla karanAra - 'kALatattva." (6) dekhabhALa karanAra - "zuddhAtmA' - jJAtA-draSTA'. 3105 A cha tattvonI bhAgIdArInI limiTeDa kaMpanI che. badhAnuM jokhama maryAdita che. chaThTho bhAgIdAra, AtmA e lAgaNIpradhAna (cetanavaMta) che. te badhA upara dhyAna rAkhe che. paNa te bole eTale bIjA bhAgIdAro kahe, 'tuM bhAgIdAra che, paNa sarakhe bhAge che. bIjA bhAgIdAro vaDhe che zuM kAma ? dekhabhALa rAkhavAne badale tuM AkhI dukAna laIne beTho che. "mAruM mAruM" kare che ! eTale bAkInA pAMceya bhAgIdAroe paDI rahevA mAMDyuM ! A rUpaka haLavA bhAve ApyuM che. dareka jaNamAM cha bhAgIdAro che. lokamAM paNa cha dravyo che. bhAgIdAronI vaDhavADane kAraNe ciMtA che. jo chaThTho bhAgIdAra mAtra jJAtAdraNa ja rahe to bAkInA pAMceya sarakhI rIte kAma kare. dekhabhALa ja karye rAkhe to badhuM barAbara thAya. 3106 jAgRtine amuka jagyAe nakkI karavuM, enuM nAma upayoga. zuddha upayoga" kone kahevAya che ke je zuddha AtmAne aMge ja upayoga goThavo te ! 3107 upayoga e caMcaLa bhAganI vastu nathI, paNa yoga badho ya caMcaLa bhAga che. chatAM, upayoga saMpUrNa acaLa paNa nathI, paNa te kAraNa svarUpe acaLa hovAthI caMcaLatA upayogane vize kahI zakAya. 3108 AtmAnA guNo badhA "agurulaghu svabhAvanA che. vadhe nahIM Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne ghaTe paNa nahIM. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha to vadhe-ghaTe evAM svabhAvanAM che. AtmAne paramAnaMda nAmano guNa che. e jarAya vadhe nahIM, ghaTe nahIM ! jJAna nAmano guNa. darzana nAmano guNa......... e vadhe nahIM ne ghaTe paNa nahIM ! 3109 AtmA saMkalpa-vikalpa karI zake ja nahIM. kAraNa ke AtmA nirvikalpa che ! 3110 jyAre draSTi draSTAmAM paDe tyAre AtmajJAnI kahevAya ane jJAna jJAtAnI mahIM paDI jAya eTale nirvikalpa thaI gayo ! 3111 jene udayakarmano garvarasa gayo, teNe AtmA prApta karyo kahevAya. AtmAe tatUpa thaI kalpeluM kyAre UgI nIkaLaze, te kahevAya nahIM. 3112 dehamAMthI spaMdana thayelAM, vANImAMthI spaMdana thayelAM ane manamAM kalpelA eke ya paramANumAM jo upayoga rAkhyo to mAryo gayo samajaje ! ne keTalAMya bhava rakhaDavuM paDaze ! 3113 ahaMkAra e kalpanA svarUpa nathI, hakIkata svarUpa che ! 3114 jyAM kaSAya che tyAM samAdhi nathI. jyAM samAdhi che tyAM kaSAya nathI. AkhuM jagata kaSAyane AdhIna che, pote potAne AdhIna nathI. potAne AdhIna hota to AvuM kare nahIM. kaSAya kema UbhA thayA? ajJAnatAne laIne ! ajJAnatA kema UbhI thaI ? saMjogonA dabANathI ! 3115 kaSAyane AdhIna che eTale parAdhIna che. jIvavAnuM ya parAdhIna che ne maravAnuM ya parAdhIna che !ne pote potAnI jAtane ema mAne che ke huM svAdhIna chuM, svataMtra chuM !" 3116 A duniyAmAM tamAre eka zodhakhoLa karavAnI ke, "A duniyAmAM mAro janma thayo to mArI zakti keTalI ?! ane mArI kaI zakti che ne kaI zakti nathI?" e beune jANavuM to joIe ne ? 3117 A premamaya mArga che. jagatamAM koI upara tiraskAra nA Ave te paramAtmA thaI zake ! 3118 savaLI anumodanA karI hoya to mokSe laI jAya ne avaLI anumodanA bhaTakAvI mAre ! 3119 "jJAnI puruSa'nuM vacanabaLa to saMsArano ADo pratibaMdha toDI nAkhe ! 3120 vartanane ane jJAnane kaMI levA-devA nathI. jJAna jJAnanA svabhAvamAM ne vartana pudgalanuM che ! vartana zubha hoya ke azubha hoya, zuddha nA hoya. 3121 saMyoga mAtra avastu kahevAya. vastu sanAtana hoya ane saMyoga kSaNika hoya. saMyoga thAya e avastu kahevAya. 3122 AtmA vRttione zuM kahe che ? he caMdubhAI ! tamAre jo tamAruM karavuM hoya to huM chuM ja. ane jo tamAre mArI joDe ekatA karavI hoya to je joItuM hoya te maLaze, kAyamanuM sukha maLaze. ane ekatA nA karavI hoya to tamAruM sukha khoLo, bahArathI. 3123 cittavRttio je bahAra bhaTakatI hatI, te potAnA ghara bhaNI vaLI tyArathI ja jANavuM ke muktinA benDa-vAjAM vAgyAM. cittavRttinA baMdhanathI mukti thavI, enuM nAma ja saMsArathI mukti thavI. cittavRtti ekalI ja baMdhAyelI che. A citta lapaTuM paDI gayuM che ! 3124 vRtione jeTaluM bhaTakavuM hoya teTaluM bhaTake. paNa pAchuM te ya svataMtra nathI. chevaTe e ya parataMtra che. chevaTe pAchuM "ahIM Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmA bhaNI Avye ja chUTako che ! 3125 citta ekAgra thAya eTale AnaMda Ave. 3126 'jJAnI'nuM citta Akho dahADo AtmAmAM ja hoya, sApa jema muralInA tAnamAM hoya tema ! pachI vyagratA thAya ja nahIM ne ! 3127 A tamane 'zuddhAtmA' 'ame' Apyo che te 'pharsTa sTepa' che. enI AgaLa to ghaNuM che. pachI zuddhAtmAnuM svarUpa enA guNa sAthe pragaTa thAya ! 3128 cittanAM 'rIvolyuzana' darekanAM judAM judAM hoya. koInAM eka miniTanAM traNa hajAra hoya, to koInA eka miniTanAM pacAsa hoya ! cittanuM kAma levuM hoya to sAmA joDe 'kAunTara pulI' joDavI paDe ! 3129 saMsArI citta e azuddha citta kahevAya. azuddha citta e mizra cetana che. zuddha citta thAya che te zuddha cetana che. 3130 avasthAone ja nitya mAne e azuddha citta. avasthAomAM ja pravartanA kare e azuddha citta ane vastumAM ramaNatA kare e zuddha citta. 3131 sacitta eTale jJAna. asacitta eTale ajJAna. 3132 asacitta kone kahevAya ? pudgalapakSI citta e asacitta kahevAya ane AtmapakSI, svapakSI thayuM eTale sacinaMda thayuM ! 3133 lokasaMjJAthI cAle to naryuM duHkha ja che ne 'jJAnI'nI saMjJAthI cAle to naryuM sukha, sukha ne sukha ja che. lokasaMjJA eTale lokoe jemAM sukha mAnyuM, bhautika vastuomAM sukha mAnyuM, temAM ApaNe paNa sukha mAnyuM te. ane AtmAmAM ja sukha che ema mAnavuM e 'jJAnI'nI saMjJA ! 3134 cittane sanAtana vastumAM rAkhavAnuM che. svarUpamAM rAkhavAnuM che. japa, tapa, dhyAna, yoga, maMtra e sanAtana vastu nathI. e badhuM 'TempararI eDajasTamenTa' che. koI vastu sanAtana nathI. AtmA ekalo ja sanAtana che. emAM jo citta besI gayuM, pachI e bhaTake nahIM ! tyAre mukti thAya ! 3135 citta sanAtana vastumAM maLI gayuM eTale thaI gayuM zuddha citta ! eTale videhI thaI gayo ! eTale mukti thaI gaI ! 3136 azuddha cittanA jJAtA-draSTA rahevAthI e UDI jAya ! jJAtAdraSTA raho to enI meLe UDI jAya ne nahIM to pratikramaNa karavuM paDe ! 3137 cittane dareka kAmamAM hAjara rAkhavuM. enA jevuM koI dhyAna nathI. 3138 citta to A zarIranuM mAlika che. ene kema gerahAjara rakhAya ?! 3139 cittane badhe hAjara rAkhavuM joIe. 'prejhanTa' rAkhavuM paDe. khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM, saMDAsamAM badheya citta hAjara rahevuM joIe. 3140 'amAre' citta jarAya AghuMpAchuM nA thAya. jyAM che tyAM ja badhuM rAkho. rAjA ye tyAM ne lazkare ya tyAM ! amArI joDe beso to tamAruM lazkare ya evuM thaI jAya ! 3141 A kALamAM jIvo ghaNAM kharAM evAM che te tiryaMcanA 'sTezane 'thI AvyA che ne 'rITarna TikiTa' laIne AvyA che ! 3142 'ame' jJAna ApIe chIe tyAre citta zuddha karI ApIe chIe ! pApano nAza karIe chIe ane divyacakSu ApIe chIe, badhI rIte enA AtmA ne anAtmAne chUTA pADIe chIe !!! Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3143 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse besI besIne buddhi samyak thaI jAya to e buddhi mokSe javA de. 3144 jevo jeno 'IgoIjhama' tevI tenI buddhi. koIno 'IgoIjhama' moLo hoya to buddhi tenI khUba 'lAITa' mAre ne jeno ahaMkAra kaDaka hoya tenI buddhi avaLI kAma kare. 3145 ahaMkAra eTale sudhI 'Devalapa' thaI zake che ke paramAtmA ne ahaMkAramAM eka aMzano ja phera rahe ! 'kramika mArga'mAM ahaMkAra 'Devalapa' karato karato jAya. 3146 'A mANasa sAro che' kahe che te zuM che ? sAro eTale eno 'IgoIjhama' 'DevalapDa' che ! 'IgoIjhama' 'Devalapa' karavo e ja 'kramika mArga'. 3147 'IgoIjhama' pUrNa 'Devalapa' thAya, enuM nAma ja bhagavAna ! 3148 dharmamAM ATaluM ja karavAnuM che ! IgoIjhamane 'ornAmenTala' (zobhAno) karavAno che. ghareNAM jevo ahaMkAra kevo sarasa lAge ! 3149 'akrama mArga' to 'AuTa opha IgoIjhama'(ahaMkArathI 52) che ! A mArga ja judo che ! 3150 'IgoIjhama' eTale mizra cetana. emAM kharekhara cetana jarAya vaparAtuM nathI, mAtra 'roMga bilipha'thI cetana vaparAya che. jagatamAM je je mAnavAmAM Ave che te badhI ja 'roMga bilipho' che ! 3151 badhI vastuo para vahema paDyo che, paNa ahaMkAra para koI dahADo ya vahema paDyo nathI ! 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' enA para vahema paDyo eTale ahaMkAra para vahema paDyo kahevAya. 3152 'svarUpa jJAna' thayA pachI ahaMkAra khasI gayo. ahaMkAra potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thaI gayo. have, paudgalika ahaMkAra, jene 'DrAmeTika' ahaMkAra kahe che e rahyo. e badhuM kArya karyA ja kare ! paudgalika ahaMkAra sivAya koI kArya thAya evuM ja nathI. kArya thavAmAM ahaMkAra e 'vana opha dhI eviDansa' che paNa evo koI kAyado nathI ke jIvato ja ahaMkAra joIe. 3153 'svarUpa jJAna' maLyA pachI kaSAyo nirjIva thaI jAya. nirjIva ApaNane duHkha nA de, paNa 'potAnAM' sukhane AMtare, jyAM sudhI tenuM astipaNuM che tyAM sudhI. 3154 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nirjIva hoya tyAre kharekhara te krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha kahevAtAM nathI. paNa jagatane oLakhavA mATe to tema kahevuM paDe. 3155 AkhA jagatane sajIva krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hoya. kaSAyonuM ja sAmrAjya cAle che. AtmAne to kyAMya cheTe bhaMDAriyAmAM pUrI rAkhelo che ! paNa vedanA AtmA sudhI pahoMce che, nirvedane vedanA pahoMce che ! e ya ajAyabI che ne ! paNa AmAM AtmA kazuM ja bhogavato nathI. 3156 AtmA pote ja sukhano kaMda che. ene duHkha hoya nahIM ne aDeya nahIM. sukha koNa bhogave che ? ahaMkAra. duHkha koNa bhogave che ? ahaMkAra. lobha koNa kare che ? ahaMkAra. khoTa koNa bhogave che ? ahaMkAra. zAdI koNa kare che ? ahaMkAra. (vidhura) vidhavA koNa thAya che ? ahaMkAra. A badhuM ja ahaMkAra bhogave che ! 3157 bahAranA vyavahAra che te ajJAnamaya pariNAma ja che khAlI. ajJAnamaya pariNAma enuM nAma bhogavavAnuM ane jJAnamaya pariNAmamAM bhogavavAnuM che nahIM. che cakkara to enuM e ja ! saMsAra e ajJAnamaya pariNAma che ne AtmA e jJAnamaya pariNAma che ! Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niyamathI ja sAmAne asara thayA karavAnI. e IgoIjhama' ogaLI ja javo joIe. 3158 AvAgamana kone che ? AtmAne ke dehane ? AvAgamana ahaMkArane ja che. AvAgamanano AdhAra ahaMkAra che. e nirAdhAra thayo ke vastu paDI jAya. jeno ahaMkAra khalAsa thaI gayo, tenuM AvAgamana baMdha thaI gayuM ! 3159 "meM karyuM' kahyuM eTale AdhAra apAya ne AdhAra Apo to e karmaphaLa Ape. 'mane vicAra Avyo, huM vicAra karuM chuM evuM bolo ke Teko Apyo ! "ame koI cIjanA kartA nA hoIe. 3160 Igolesa(ahaM zUnya) karavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe koNa chIe, e jANavAnI ja jarUra che ! 3161 upAya nA karavo te paNa ahaMkAra che ne upAya karavAnA prayatno karavA te ya ahaMkAra che. "nirupAya upAya' thAya te thavA devA. sahaja upAya thavA devA. "amAre' sahejAsaheja upAya thaI 3166 A saMsAramArga che. emAMthI AtmA pasAra thaI rahyo che ! enI ja A badhI asaro che. bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. asara che, IphekTa che. 3167 A to badhI, duniyAmAM khAlI Iphersa (asaro) ja che. duniyAmAM duHkha jevI vastu ja nathI. khAlI "roMga bilIpha che. chatAM sAmo sAcuM mAne che, e emanI draSTi che, paNa ApaNane enI asara nA thavI joIe. ApaNe cokhkhA thaI javuM joIe. ApaNe cokhkhA thayA eTale bIjuM badhuM cokhkhuM thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. 3168 meM mArA anubhavathI joyeluM che. jyAM sudhI mane IphekTo vartatI hatI badhI, jyAM sudhI mane evuM pariNAma hatuM, tyAM sudhI sAmAne duHkha hatuM. paNa jyAre mArA manamAMthI gayuM, zaMkA gaI, to badhuM gayuM! e A pagathiyAM joI, anubhava karIne huM caDhelo chuM. eTale huM mArga batAvI zake. A badhAne huM 'jJAna' ApuM chuM, te mArAM joyelAM pagathiyA upara ja lauM chuM ! 3169 mAro "IphekTiva' zabda jo samajI jAya to mokSa thAya evuM jAya. 3162 'amAre' 'nirupAya upAya' hoya. ame upeya bhAvane pAmelA eTale amAre upAya nA hoya, ne tamAre to ame je dekhADIe e upAya karavAM paDe. 3163 jyAre koI paNa upAya karavAno bAkI nA rahyo hoya tyAre 'upeya' prApta thayuM kahevAya ! 3164 bIjAne duHkha thAya che e je dekhAya che, e eno sensiTivanesa'no guNa che, ane "sensiTivanesa' e eno eka jAtano IgoIjhama' che. e "IgoIjhama' ApaNAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI sAmAne duHkha thAya ja. e "IgoIjhama' ApaNane nahIM hoya, te dahADe duHkha ja nahIM hoya ! e IgoIjhama' dhIme dhIme ogaLavo joIe. 3165 potAnA "IgoIjhama'no ukela Ave eTale sAmAno ukela AvI jAya ! paNa potAno "IgoIjhama' che tyAM sudhI 3170 krodhane dabAva dabAva karavAthI krodha nA jAya. krodhane oLakhavo paDe. krodha e ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAranA kyA prakArathI krodha thAya che enI tapAsa karavI joIe. pyAlA phUTavAthI krodha thAya to temAM naphA-nukasAnano ahaMkAra che, tethI ahaMkArane vicArIne nirmULa karavo joIe. 3171 "IgoIjhama' e darzanane AMtare che. 3172 buddhinI mahIM ahaMkAra bhaLI jAya che ne kArya thaI jAya che. Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jemAM ahaMkAra chUTo paDI jAya, te kArya ja nA thAya ! 3173 zeya vastuo vItarAga che, jJAtA ya vItarAga che ne vacce ahaMkAra che te rAga-dveSa karAve che. ahaMkAra UDI gayo eTale zeya joDe vItarAgI bhAva rAkhavAno, zeyane tarachoDa mArIe to e paNa tarachoDa mAre. chatAM, mahIM paugalika bhAvo kharAba nIkaLe to pratikramaNa karavAnuM tamAre kahevuM. 3174 maranArAno je mAlika thAya teNe maravuM paDe. maranArAno mAlika nathI, tene maravuM ja nA paDe. huM amarapada laIne Avelo chuM ane tamane paNa te ja pada ApuM chuM. 3175 A ajAyabI che saMsAramAM mokSa dekhAvo te ajAyabI che. ane A akrama mArga dasa lAkha varSe thayo che ! ajAyaba mArga che ! dhI Azcarya che ! AkhA "varlDa'nA kalyANa mATeno A mArga che. AkhuM varlDa baLI rahyuM che "peTrolanI agnithI, te have to saLagI gayuM che ! ene mATe huM nimitta chuM, chatAM gupta rAkhyuM che. ame palaMgamAM sUtA sUtA badhuM karIe. majUro mahenata kare ne "jJAnI'o ghera beThAM kare ! 3176 saMsAramAM bIjuM kaMI ja karavA jevuM nathI. phakta "huM" "huM'nI jagyAe nathI, tene ja potAnI jagyAe mUkavAnuM che. mana mananI jagyAe che. buddhi buddhinI jagyAe che. citta cittanI jagyAe che. ahaMkAra ahaMkAranI jagyAe nathI. 3177 zuddhAtmAmAM aham nathI Avato. jyAM pote ja che tyAM aham zeno ? Aropita jagyAe '' kahe, te ahaMkAra kahevAya. 3178 garvarasa nA levAya tenA mATe zuM karavuM? "karavAnuM kazuM nahIM, ApaNuM "jJAna" jANavAnuM ke "garvarasa cAkhanArA ApaNe na hoya; ApaNe koNa chIe? e jANavuM joIe. enuM lakSa rAkhavuM paDe. emAM kazuM karavAnuM hotuM nathI. ApaNuM "jJAna" evuM che ke garvarasa cakhAya nahIM ane vakhate thAya to tarata pratikramaNa kare. pahelAMnA abhyAsathI vRttio tyAM vaLI jAya to tarata ukheDI nAkhe ne pratikramaNa karI dhoI nAkhe. 3179 mAnanI AzA rAkhe ne tyAM ja apamAna thAya eTale AzA badhI tUTI paDe, pachI bhAna thaI jAya. ene ahaMkArabhanna kahevAya. e keka hoya ! jema premabhagna hoya tema ahaMkArabhagna hoya. 3180 AtmA pote 'paramenanTa' che ane anAtmavibhAgamAM je "khoTI mAnyatA' dharAvanAro che, "roMga bilipha' dharAvanAro je ahaMkAra che te paNa 'paramenanTa' che. ahaMkAra kyAM sudhI paramenanTa che? jyAM sudhI potAne potAnuM bhAna nA thAya tyAM sudhI paramenanTa' che, lAMbA kALanuM che. paNa kharekhara paramenanTa' nathI. 3181 ahaMkAra e caMcaLa vastu che, acaLa nathI. acaLa vastu to, jyAM ahaMkAra nathI, kaMI ja nathI tyAM che. daraasala paramAtmA ja che tyAM ! AtmA e ja paramAtmA che, enuM bhAna thavuM joIe, enuM jJAna thavuM joIe. 3182 agharAmAM agharI cIja AtmajJAna che. je caMcaLa vibhAganuM varNana kare che te buddhigamya vAta che. buddhigamyanI ekuMya vAta mokSamAM nahIM cAle. buddhi paNa caMcaLa che. e acaLa thavA ja nA de. eka "jJAnI puruSa' ekalAM ja "abudha" hoya. 3183 "AtmA' e ja potAnA nijasvarUpanuM jJAna che. e "kevaLajJAna svarUpa che ane temAMthI "prakAza' utpanna thAya che, e badho prakAza svayaMprakAza che. 3184 be vastu kAyamanI alaga hatI, che ne raheze. A to 'biliphanI ja bhAMjagaDa che ne ?? nathI tyAM huM mAnIne beTho Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja 'roMga bilipha'. 3185 vizeSabhAvamAM zuM thayuM? 'huM kaMIka chuM' ane 'A badhuM huM jANuM chuMne "karuM chuM' A vizeSabhAva thayo basa. tenAthI A saMsAra Ubho thayo ! pachI lokonuM joI joIne karavA mAMDe. 3186 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e konA guNadharma che ? AtmAnA ke jaDanA ? e AtmAnA ya guNadharma nathI ne pugalanA ya guNadharma nathI. to e AvyA kyAMthI ? AtmA ane pugalanA bhegA thavAthI vizeSa guNadharma utpanna thayo, te ja krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che. ene vyatireka guNo kahyA. ApaNe samajavuM ke A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha mArA ya guNadharma nathI ne pudgalanA ya nathI. 3187 A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha e vizeSa guNo kyAM sudhI rahe che? jyAM svarUpanI ajJAnatA tUTe ke tarata vizeSa guNa tUTI jAya. svarUpanI ajJAnatA kyAM tUTe? "jJAnI puruSa' pAse. 3188 A vizeSa guNathI je pugala pahelAM cArja thaI gayeluM, je patharA garama thaI gayA che, tene cAritramoha kahe che ! svarUpanuM jJAna' thAya eTale kartA rahe nahIM, eTale Dakhala rahe nahIM ne cAritramohano nikAla thaI jAya ! 3189 bhagavAne to "AtmA zuM che eTaluM ja jANavAno moha rahyo. tene ya "samyakatva moha' kahyo. bhagavAna, A ya moha ? 'hA, AtmA jANyA sivAya moha zI rIte jAya ?" 3190 moha be prakAranA : 'darzanamoha" ne "cAritramoha." 3191 darzanamoha eTale 'huM caMdubhAI ja chuM' e nakkI che, e ja darzanamoha. jyAM pote che te jANato nathI ane jyAM nathI tyAM Aropa kare che e 'darzanamoha'. 'darzanamoha" eTale ughADI AMkhe aMdho ! 3192 'cAritramoha' e pariNAma che. 'svarUpa jJAnanI prApti pachI cAritramoha rahe che. 'darzanamoha' jAya tyAra pachI ja cAritramoha, "cAritramoha' kahevAya. tyAra pachI ja mohanA be bhAga paDe. nahIM to moha ja kahevAya. 3193 'darzanamoha' eTale "cArja moha', 'cAritramoha' eTale DiscArja moha'. 3194 "svarUpa jJAna' pachI rahyuM zuM ? "cAritramoha' ekalo ja. cAritramoha'no samabhAve nikAla karI nAkhavAno. cAritramohane kADhavAno nathI. 'jJAna' pahelAM je je bhAva karelAM, teno udaya Ave te cAritramoha. 3195 'cAritramoha' eTale A kALe, A kSetre ATaluM AvIne chUTI jAya. 3196 'tuM copaDI lakhe che' te ya "cAritramoha' che. kAraNa ke koI e laI le to moha Ubho thAya. 3197 dAna Apato hoya tene kahIe, 'tame akkala vagaranuM UMdhuM kAma karo cho.' to te kahe ke "A rahyuM dAna-bAna' e 'cAritramoha.' 3198 kriyAno vAMdho nathI, kriyAmAM moha che teno vAMdho che. jyAM sudhI darzanamoha che tyAM sudhI japa karo, tapa karo, dAna karo, e badho ja moha kahevAya. 3199 be prakAranI nirmaLatAne bhagavAne mokSanuM kAraNa kahyuM. eka darzana nirmaLatA ne bIjuM cAritra nirmaLatA. darzanazuddhi pachI bahAranA saMyogo UbhA thAya ne temAM tanmayAkAra thAya te cAritramoha ne jJAtA-draSTA rahe to cAritra nirmaLatA. 3200 "svarUpa jJAna' pachI je "cAritramoha' rahe che e pharI saMsArabIja nAkhe evo nathI, paNa e jyAM sudhI hoya tyAM Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sudhI "samAdhi sukha' utpana nA thAya ! 3201 vItarAgo eTaluM ja kahIne thAkyA ke "cAritramoha'no laTakelo haze to ame calAvI laIzuM, paNa 'darzanamoha'no laTakelo 'ahIM' nahIM cAle ! "cAritramohanA laTakelAnA be-cAra avatAra vadhAre thAya, paNa 'darzanamoha'nA laTakelAnuM to kazuM ThekANuM ja nA kahevAya ! 3202 'darzanamoha' 'jJAnI puruSa'nA "jJAnathI jAya ane 'cAritramoha' jJAnI'nI 'AjJA'thI jAya. 'eTale "ame' 'jJAna' ane AjJA' beu ApIe chIe'! 3203 jJAnI puruSanI AjJA e to bhavomAM javA mATenI ADI dIvAla che. 3204 darekane je je vastuo bhegI thAya che te tenA buddhinA Azaya mujaba ja hoya che. buddhinA AzayamAM hoya ke mane jhUMpaDAmAM ja phAvaze, to karoDa rUpiyA hoya to paNa tene jhUMpaDA vagara game nahIM. enI eNe pratiSThA karI che tethI. 3205 bhAva karavo nA paDe. buddhinA Azaya' pramANe ja mahIM seTalamenTa' thaI gayuM hoya, temAM pote pratiSThA karIne pUtaLuM taiyAra kare che. 3206 buddhinA AzayamAM bharI lAvyo hoya ke "corI karIne ja calAvavuM che, kALA bajAra karIne ja calAvavuM che. te pachI corI kare temAM pachI puNya bheguM thAya eTale koI ene pakaDI nA zake ne pApa bheguM thAya to ema ne ema pakaDAI jAya. je rIte bhogavavAnI IcchA karI hoya tevuM maLI Ave che. 3207 AkhI jiMdagI bhatrIjA pAse cAkarI karAvI ne maratI vakhate badhI milakata chokarAMne ApI dIdhI ! e buddhino Azaya ! 3208 ame buddhinA AzayamAM evuM lAvelA ke A chokarAMnI lapa zuM ne bhAMjagaDa zI ? tethI dAdAnA chokarAM marI gayAM, te buddhino Azaya evo hato tethI. buddhinA AzayamAM bhaNavuM nahotuM, AtmA khoLI kADhavo hato, te meTrikamAM nApAsa thayA ! buddhinA AzayamAM nokarI nahIM karavAnI icchA, te nokarI nA karIne kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karyo ! 3209 avazya mokSa pAmavAnuM sAdhana jo A jagatamAM hoya to svacchaMda rokavo ekaluM che. A moTAmAM moTuM sAdhana che. svacchaMda eTale potAnA DahApaNe mokSa khoLavo. 32 10 A saMsArarUpI vRkSa e svachaMdanA AdhAre ja UbhuM che. enAM keTalAMya DALAM ne keTalAMya pAMdaDAM phUTe che ! 32 11 svacchaMda rokAya enuM nAma saMyama. 32 12 svacchaMda eTale adhikaraNa kriyAne AdhArarUpa thavuM te ane svacchaMda nahIM te adhikaraNa kriyAne nirAdhAra karavI te te chaMda vagaranI dazA ! 32 13 eka sekanDa paNa svaccheda koIno chUTe nahIM. 'huM ja caMdubhAI chuM, huM ja caMdubhAI chuM' che tyAM sudhI svacchaMda jAya ja nahIM. 32 14 svachaMda eTale zuM ? pote jaja, pote vakIla ne pote ja AropI ! 32 15 potAno svaccheda koIne oLakhAya nahIM ne jene te oLakhAya e "jJAnI' kahevAya. 3216 samakita eTale UMdhI samajaNa chUTI javI te. samakita samAdhi karAvaDAve, svacchaMda roke. 3217 vaDhanAra haze to mANasa mokSe jaze. jo vaDhanAra nA hoya to svaccheda vihArI thAya. pratyakSa sadguruno yoga eTale ja Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaDhanAro yoga ! 3218 pUchIne karavAthI je kahe tenI jokhamadArI, svacchaMdathI karavAmAM potAnI jokhamadArI. 3219 saMpUrNa "sva" thayA pachI chaMda raheto nathI, ne Aropita bhAvamAM badhA chaMda UbhA thAya che. svacchaMda rokAya te ja saMyama pariNAma. 3220 'zuddhAtmA' sivAya pugalamAM astitva ja nahIM, enuM nAma svacchaMda rokAyo kahevAya. kiMcitmAtra potAno chaMda nA hovo joIe. 3221 svacchedanuM mULiyuM to badhAne rahe ja. mATe TheTha sudhI jAgRta rahevAnuM. kAraNa ke svacchaMdanuM jhADa thatAM kaMI varasa - be varasa lAge ? e to kSaNamAM moTuM thaI jAya ! 3222 jenuM svacchaMdanuM mULiyuM gayuM, te jJAnI ja kahevAya. svacchaMdanuM mULiyuM zuM kare e khabara che ? e jene Azare rahyA hoya tenI AdhInatA toDAve. e svachaMdanuM mULa to bahu bhAre che. e jAya to to e 'jJAnI' ja thaI gayo. e che tyAM sudhI phUlAM nA bese. 'jJAnI'mAM ne tamArAmAM eTalo ja phera che. tamAruM svacchedarUpI mULa gayuM nathI. 3223 svacchaMda to bahu bhAre roga che. enuM mULiyuM jANI levAnuM che. jANeluM hoya to sAruM paDe, nahIM to e rajhaLAvI mAre ! 3224 mokSamArga zarU thayo kone kahevAya ? je mokSasvarUpa thaI gayA che evAM jJAnI puruSa'nI pAchaLa cAlavA mAMDyuM, eTale mokSamArga zarU thayo. emanI pAchaLa cAlavAnuM nakkI karyuM ke vahele-moDe emanI pAchaLa ja have javuM che eTale mokSamArga zarU thaI gayo. enI mukti avazya thavAnI ! 3225 svaccheda zuM kare ke abheda buddhi utpanna thaI hoya tyAM bheda pADI Ape. "Ama karIza to ja mArI kiMmata raheze" ema karIne bheda pADI Ape. koI mArI joDe risAyuM hoya to te zAthI risAya ? bheda paDe tyAre. Ane ja mAyA kahI. 3226 mAyA eTale pote je che tene te rIte nA jANavuM ne bIjI rIte jANavuM te ! 3227 'huM koNa chuM' e nA jANavuM ne bhaTakAyA karavuM, enuM nAma mAyA ! 3228 be prakAranAM jJAna : eka mAyAvI jJAna ne bIjuM cetana zAna. sAcuM jJAna cetana jJAna kahevAya. sAcuM jJAna kone kahevAya ke jAyuM eTale te pramANe pachI thayA ja kare. ApaNe kazuM karavuM nA paDe. 32 29 mAyA eTale ajJAnatA. e ajJAnatA jAya eTale mAyA jevI vastu ja nathI. badhI mAyA 'rileTiva' che. mAyA vinAzI che ane "ApaNe" avinAzI chIe. e keTalAM dahADA rahe? jyAM sudhI ApaNane vinAzI cIjo upara moha hoya tyAM sudhI UbhI rahe. ApaNane "svarUpano moha utpanna thayo eTale khalAsa thaI gayuM ! 3230 AtmA prApta thayA pachI ja AtmadharmamAM AvI zake. 3231 AtmAno dharma zo che ? badhA dharmane jANe te. mana-buddhi-citta deha - badhA zuM karI rahyAM che tene jANyA kare, enuM nAma AtmA. badhAM potapotAnA dharmamAM che ne 'tame' tamArA dharmamAM raho. 3232 AtmAno dharma zo che ke jANavuM, jovuM ane paramAnaMdanA anubhavamAM rahevuM. Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3233 vItarAgano mArga koIne "osTrakaTa' (aMtarAya) karavAno nathI, "enkareja' (protsAhita) karavAno che. jyAM "osTrakaTa' karavAnuM thAya tyAM udAsIna raho. 3234 vItarAgone virodha nA hoya. jyAM virodha hoya, mamata hoya, tyAM vItarAga mArga nA hoya. 3235 vItarAga mArgamAM to UMcA thAseya bolavAnuM nA hoya ane mana to jarAya bagaDavuM nA joIe. 3236 dIkSA eTale jJAnane jJAnamAM besADavuM ane ajJAnane ajJAnamAM besADavuM te. 'jJAnI puruSa' sivAya A dIkSA koI ApI zake nahIM. 3237 AtmadazA sAthe te sAdhu. 3238 sAdhu kone kahevAya ke jenAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kaMTrolebala (saMyamita) hoya. enAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha koIne ya harakata nA kare evAM hoya. 3239 lokone sIdhA karavAnI jarUra nathI, ApaNe sIdhA thavAnI jarUra che. sIdhA thayA e sAdhu. 3240 jyAM bAdhakatA che tyAM sAdhu nathI. sAdhu sAdhaka-bAdhaka nA hoya. khAlI sAdhaka ekalo ja hoya. 3241 potAnA kaSAyano nikAla karavo e sAdhupaNuM. 3242 je saMsAramAM rahe, badhI rIte saMsArI che, paNa saMsAranA bhAvamAM eTale parabhAvamAM nathI, svapariNatimAM che te saMnyAsI. agara to svapariNatinI jenI zarUAta thaI che, haju pUrNAhuti nathI thaI e saMnyAsI. 3243 saMnyasta kone kahevAya ke je parapariNatine khaseDa khaseDa kare ! 3244 parapariNAmane ne svapariNAmane samajIne cAlatAM hoya te saMnyAsI kahevAya. 3245 saMnyAsI eTale saMsAramAM mUrti dekhAya, paNa mUrtirUpe hoya nahIM. 3246 jyAM krodha che tyAM saMnyAsa nathI, jyAM lobha che tyAM saMnyAsa nathI, jyAM ahaMkAra che tyAM saMnyAsa nathI, jyAM kapaTa che tyAM saMnyAsa nathI ane "jJAnathI sAcA saMnyAsI thaI zakAya tema che, saMsAramAM rahIne paNa ! 3247 A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanI sRSTi kyAM sudhI UbhI rahI che? jyAM sudhI huM caMdubhAI chuM' evI ApaNI pratiSThA karelI che tyAM sudhI. have koI ahIMthI AcArya thayo to pAchI "huM AcArya chuM'nI pratiSThA thaI !!! "huM zuddhAtmA chuM'nuM bhAna thAya, nijasvarUpamAM Ave tyAre A badhI pratiSThA tuTI jAya. tyAre ja krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha jAya. nahIM to temane mAra mAra kare to ya nA jAya. UlaTAM vadhyA kare. 3248 krodha konuM nAma kahevAya ? jenI pAchaLa hiMsakabhAva ne tAMto hoya. eka apavAda che AmAM. mAbApa potAnAM chokarAM joDe krodha kare to tenI pAchaLa hiMsakabhAva hoto nathI, khAlI tAMto ja hoya che. tethI te puNya bAMdhe che. 3249 tAMto e ahaMkArano guNa che ne hiMsakabhAva e krodhano guNa 3250 krodhamAM tAMto ne hiMsakabhAva nA hoya to te ugratA kahevAya. lobhamAM tAMto nA hoya to te AkarSaNa kahevAya. 3251 ahaMkAra vagaranAM je krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che te duHkha kare nahIM. Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3252 tAMto vera vadhAryA kare ane tAMto tUTyo to vera ghaTe. 3253 jeno tAMto tUTyo teno saMsAra baMdha ! pachI bhalene saMsAra Ubho hoya !!! 3254 jyAM rAga-dveSa che tyAM jagatanI smRti che. rAga-dveSa nirmULa thayA to jagatanI vismRti che. 3255 jJAnamAM yAdagIrInI jarUra nahIM. yAdagIrI e pudgala che. 3256 A jagatamAM kazuM ya yAda rAkhavA jevuM nathI. AtmAnI eTalI badhI anaMta zaktio che ke je vakhate je jarUra paDaze, te vakhate vAta pUchene to bahu suMdara nIkaLaze. 3257 ajJAzakti pAse yAdazakti che ne prajJAzakti pAse pratikramaNa zakti che. 3258 je yAda Ave che te pratikramaNa karAvavA mATe Ave che. 3259 jyAM vItarAga tyAM smRti nA rahe. keneDA roja tamane yAda Ave che ? nA. 3260 jagata vismRta kyAre thAya ? sanA caraNamAM hoya to. asatnA caraNamAM kyAreya paNa jagata vismRta thAya nahIM. 3261 jJAna hAjara to duniyA gerahAjara. jJAna gerahAjara to duniyA hAjara !!! 3262 AtmAnA hetu mATe jagatane bhUlavuM, tenuM nAma samakita. 3263 'rileTiva'ne jue-jANe te vItarAga cAritra. jue-jANe chatAM ya rAga-dveSa nA thAya. 3264 kaSAya gayA, enuM nAma cAritra kahevAya, ene samyaka cAritra kahevAya. ane daraasala cAritra to jovuM ne jANavuM ene kahe che. samyaka cAritra hoya to daraasala cAritra Ave. lokone A cAritra dekhAya nahIM. loka to bairI-chokarAM tyAgyAM, ene cAritra kahe che. 3265 A sukha kyAMthI Ave che ? viSayomAMthI, mAnamAMthI, lobhamAMthI... kyAMthI Ave che ? emAM kazAmAMthI nA Ave to samajavuM ke A samakita che. 3266 jyAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha che tyAM kazuM ja jANyuM nathI, tyAM badhI nirbaLatAo ja che. jANyuM to tenuM nAma ke badhI nirbaLatAo jAya. 3267 A duniyAmAM evI ekuMya jagyA nathI ke jyAM krodha karavo paDe. krodha karavo e to bhIMtamAM mAthuM pachADyA barAbara che. aNasamajaNathI krodha kare che. 3268 A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha koNa karAve che ? mahIM A badhA bhAvo thAya che te 'bhAvaka' karAvaDAve che. mahIM bhAvaka che, krodhaka che, lobhaka che, mAnaka che. 3269 AtmA bhAvya che, bhAvako bhAva karAvaDAve che. temAM jo AtmA bhaLe to bhAvakane bhAvya ekAkAra thAya, to yonimAM bIja paDe ne enAthI saMsAra Ubho thAya che. jo bhAvaka ne bhAvya ekAkAra nA thAya to saMsAra baMdha thaI jAya. 3270 loko ema mAne che ke A badhA bhAvo AtmA kare che, paNa tema nathI. bhAvako bhAva karAvaDAve che. 3271 jagata bhAvaka che, "pote' bhAvya che. bhAvya jo bhAvamAM ekAkAra thAya to phasAya. "tuM" paramAtmA che, mATe bhAvane jANa. jJAtA-draSTA rahyo to phasAIza nahIM. bhAvaka nA hoya to tuM paramAtmA ja che. Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3272 bhAvako bhAva karAvaDAve che. ene jo sAcA mAnyA eTale emAM pote bhaLyo. enAthI ja bIja naMkhAya che. 3273 bhAvaka koNa che ? pahelAMnI ganegArI che. 3274 potAnI pratiSThA vadhatI jAya tema tema krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha vadhatAM jAya. moTo pratiSThita puruSa samAjamAM hoya ene mAna vadhe, krodha vadhe, lobha vadhe. potAnI pratiSThA UThe eTale krodhamAna-mAyA-lobhanI sRSTi UThI. 3275 vItarAgonuM 'vijJAna' kevuM hovuM joIe ? niSpakSapAtI hovuM joIe. pakSapAta e badhA ja gacchamata che. 3276 mokSa e koI pakSamAM rahIne prApta nA thAya. mokSa ane pakSa virodhAbhAsa che. 3277 vItarAgano mata sAMpradAyika nA hoya. jyAM vItarAga che tyAM saMpradAya nathI. jyAM saMpradAya che tyAM vItarAga nathI. 3278 jyAM sudhI pakSapAta che tyAM sudhI pUrNatAnA aMzamAM ya nathI ! pakSapAta che tyAM kartA che. 3279 pakSapAtathI AtyaMtika kalyANa nA thAya, paNa pAkSika kalyANa thAya ! 3280 pAkSika jJAna e mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. chevaTe to niSpakSapAtI jJAna joIze. 3281 eka miniTa ja jo saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI thAya to te bhagavAna thAya ! niSpakSapAtI guNa e to vItarAgatA che. 3282 mokSamArgamAM, 'tAruM khoTuM che' evuM kyAreya nA kahevAya. 3283 pakSamAM paDavuM e raudradhyAnanuM bIja che ! 3284 matabheda eTale ahaMkAranI hAjarI. 3285 pAyAno matabheda hoya to mana judAM pADI nAkhe. ekabIjAnI akkala khoLavA jAya tyAM pAyAno matabheda thAya. tyAM kALajI rAkhavI paDe. 3286 mata eTale potAno abhiprAya. 3287 draSTirAga eTale ene lAgyuM ke A ja jagyA satya che, A DigrI satya che. eTale tyAM AgaLa e coMTI rahyo che. tyAMthI khasato nathI, te. 3288 vItarAganA mArgamAM matabheda nA hoya. matabheda che tyAM vItarAgano mArga na hoya. 3289 saMsAramAM ADAI hoya to cAlI zake, paNa 'ahIM' ADAI nA kare to kAma thAya. 'ame' jAtrAe jaIe to badhe darzana karavAnAM. pakSavALA to kaheze, 'ahIM nahIM, ame to jaina eTale vaiSNavanAM darzane nA javAya.' ema badhe ADAI karelI. te bhUla dhovI to paDaze ne ?! tethI ame rAmanA, kRSNanA, jainanA maMdiramAM badhe darzana karavA jaIe. 3290 jyAM svAbhAvikatA Ave tyAM vADo hoya ja nahIM. vibhAvikatA hoya tyAM vADA. svAbhAvikatAthI sahajatA utpanna thAya. jhADapAna, gAya-bheMsa badhAmAM bhagavAnanAM darzana karo cho pachI koInI joDe judI vADonuM kyAM sthAna ? badhe ja bhagavAna dekhAya tyAM ! 3291 A dvaitanI AgaLa lAkha mAIla para advaitanuM 'sTezana' Ave, tyAMthI lAkha mAIla para zabdanuM 'sTezana' Ave. tyAMthI ghaNe dUra niHzabdanuM 'sTezana' Ave. tyAra pachI traNa 'sTezana' Ave : (1) sahaja pratItinuM moTuM 'sTezana' che tyAM ! (2) pachI Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja lakSanuM 'sTezana' ne (3) chelle sahaja anubhavanuM sTezana' che ! A badhAM vADAnI bahAra ja hoya. 3292 saMsAramAMthI mukti apAvaDAve te guru sAcAM. bAkI, bIjA badhA guru to ghaNAM ya hoya, te zuM kAmanA ? e to ahIMthI sTezane' javuM hoya to ya rastAno guru karavo paDe. 3293 rasto dekhADanAranI kyAM sudhI jarUra ? dekhADanAro "mAmAnI poLa'mAM pesI jAya ne ApaNane e dekhADe ke have ahIMthI A 'lAIna'mAM chaThuM ghara che, tyAM jA. eTale pachI ApaNe e jJAnathI tyAM pahoMcI zakIe. ApaNe je dhAraNa kareluM jJAna che, tenAthI pachI pahoMcAya. 3294 jenAmAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha dekhAya nahIM, 'huM' dekhAya nahIM, tyAM vAta sAMbhaLajo. nahIM to mokSa thavAno nathI. 3295 guru eTale bhAre. A saMsAra samudra, emAM vaLI guru bhAre. tenI para pAchAM ApaNe beThAM eTale DUbuM, saDasaDATa ! 3296 gurukillI vagara guru zI rIte thavAya ? "ame jJAnIo' gurulliI ApIe. pachI nA DUbe. 3297 kiMcitmAtra svArtha nA hoya to tene tuM guru karaje. evo maLyo koI ? 3298 je ziSya thAya te ja potAno guru thaze. mATe cetIne cAla. gurupaNuM karI besazo nahIM. 3299 gurunI eka khoDa kADhe to jJAna AvatuM baMdha thaI jAya. ziSya to guruno prazaMsaka hoya, gurunI pUMThe pUMThe cAlyo jAya. 3300 guru-ziSyano kyAreya bheda nA bhUlAya, te taryo. eka kSaNa paNa bhUlyo ke huM ziSya chuM ane A guru chete paDyo, ne je kyAreya nA bhUlyo ke huM ziSya chuM, te taryo ! 3301 jyAM "mArA' che evuM manAyuM tyAM kakaLATa. "mArA ziSyo' kahyuM, tyAM kakaLATa hoya ! 3302 mUrtinA darzana kare tyAM sudhI ApaNuM mUrtipada jAya nahIM. amUrtinA darzana kare to kAma thAya. 3303 amUrta AtmAne joI zakyA nathI, mATe AkhuM jagata mUrtine bhaje che. mUrtine bhajavAthI mokSa na maLe, amUrtane bhajavAthI mokSa maLe. 3304 jyAM sudhI amUrtanAM darzana thayAM nathI tyAM sudhI mUrtinAM darzana avazya karavAM. mUrtinAM darzana e to hindustAnanuM sAyansa che. maMdira dekhe tyAMthI ja page lAge. 3305 vinAzI bhAga mUrti che. "nizcatana-cetana' che. mUrti bhAga e AtmA nathI. AtmA amUrta che, mUrtinI mahIM rahelo che. amUrta e 'riyala' che, mUrta e to khokhAM che. 3306 cetana dekhAya che, paNa jeno vinAza thaI javAno che ene ja jagata cetana kahe che. kharekhara e cetana nathI, "nizcatana caMtana' che. 3307 anyane anya jANe e mukta. anyane anya jANe ane 'sva'ne 'sva' jANe e mahAmukta. 3308 jyAre anyane anya jANe, e samaye jo mana-vacana-kAyAno yoga kaMpAyamAna nA thAya to e "sva'ne 'va' jANe ane jo kaMpAyamAna thAya to "sva'ne "sva" jANyuM nA kahevAya. 3309 jagate mAnelo AtmA, e 'mazInarI' AtmA che ne pAcho caMcaLa che. mULa AtmA to acaLa che, eTaluM samajyA hota to ya mokSa thAta ! 3310 AtmA jyAre tenA svaguNane jANe, sva-svarUpane jANe, Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svajJAnane jANe tyAre 'aIphekTiva thAya ! 3311 AtmA tevo ja che, paNa mana-vacana-kAyA inphekTiva' hovAthI A saMsAra khaDo thayo che. A vAta pahelI vakhata bahAra paDe che. A iphekTiva" nA hoya to kazo vAMdho nahoto 3312 A mana-vacana-kAyAnI IpheTsa' enI meLe thayA kare che, paNa pote' aMdara "kojhijha" kare che. AdhAra Ape che ke, "meM karyuM, huM bolyo." "IpheTsamAM koIne karavAnI jarUra nA rahI. e to enI meLe sahaja bhAve "IphekTa' thAya ane tene ApaNe" Teko ApIe ke "karuM chuM' e bhrAMti che ane te ja che te "kojha' che ane A "kojhanuM "kojha' eTale 'rUTa kojha' ajJAnatA che. 3313 jagata zuM kahe che? AtmAnI IcchAthI A badhuM UbhuM thaI gayuM che. AtmA IcchAvAna hoya to enI IcchA kyAreya Athame nahIM. 3314 A jagata AkhuM vijJAna ja che ne bhagavAna emAM vicaryA kare che. jema eka vaijJAnika hoya ne e thaI rahelA prayogane joyA kare che tema bhagavAnanuM che. 3315 AtmAno anaMtaguNI svabhAva hovAthI AtmAne sparza thavAthI ja "cArja thaI jAya che. "huM caMdubhAI chuM' kahetAM ja jabarajasta cArja thayuM. pachI 'thiyarI opha rileTiviTI(sApekSavAda)mAM ja rahevuM paDe. AmAM AtmA pote to kaMI ja karato nathI. e to bilakula sthira che, chatAM mana cAle che. kAraNa ke mana e "DiscArja svarUpa che. 3316 jema A "beTarI' 'pAvarathI cAle che tema ja A jagata 'pAvara'thI cAlI rahyuM che. e pAvara UtarI jAya to baMdha thaI jAya, paNa UtaratAM pahelAM bIjo 'pAvara' umerAya che. 'cArja thAya ne "DiscArja thAya ! 3317 jagata calAvavA mATe AtmAne kazuM ja karavuM paDatuM nathI. A badhA "pratiSThita AtmAo'nAM je pariNAmo che te moTA komyuTara'mAM jAya che. pachI bIjA badhAM 'eviDanso bhegA thaIne te "komyuTara'nI mAraphata bahAra paDe che, te rUpakamAM Ave che. ene "vyavasthita' zakti kahIe chIe. onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ! 3318 AtmA to zuddhAtmA ja che. paNa ApaNane jyAM sudhI roMga bilipha hatI ke huM caMdubhAI chuM', lokoe temane kahyuM ke tame caMdubhAI cho'. te tame e mAnIne ja kAma karavA mAMDyA. eTale zuM thayuM ? A mUrtimAM "huM chuM" ema mAnI enI pratiSThA karo cho ane tethI navI mUrti ghaDAI rahI che. eTale pratiSThita AtmA' pharI pAcho pratiSThita thaI rahyo che. te AvatAM bhave 'tame' ne 'pratiSThita AtmA' e be sAthe rahe. svarUpa jJAna' pachI navo pratiSThita AtmA' baMdhAto nathI ne jUno 'ekjhosTa' (khalAsa) thayA kare ! 3319 tame "phAIlano nikAla karo. e phAIlo 'pratiSThita AtmA'nI che. e ApaNI gunegArI che. kAraNa ke "ApaNe" ajJAnabhAve AvuM UbhuM karyuM che ! 3320 bhAvamanathI navo pratiSThita AtmA utpanna thAya che, ne dravyamana eTale "DiscArja thato "pratiSThita AtmA'. ahaMkAra hoya to ja cArja thAya. 3321 bhAvamana eTale astitvanuM sthApana karavuM. jyAM pote nathI tyAM astitvanuM sthApana karavuM te. 3322 Aje to evuM che ke "pratiSThita AtmA' mULa AtmAno Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratinidhi che. eTale "pratiSThita AtmA' doSa kare che ne pahoMce che mULa AtmAne ! 3323 zarIramAM AtmA kazuM ja karato nathI. khAlI prakAza ja pheMke che. temAM mana-buddhi-citta ne ahaMkAra tenA prakAzamAM kAma karyA kare che. A "caMdubhAI "kamplITa DiscArja che ! 3324 AtmA kevo che? AtmA eTalo badho sUTama che ke AhAra to ene aDe nahIM, paNa viSaya paNa aDato nathI. A loka kahe "meM viSaya bhogavyo.' e badhI vAta ja khoTI che. khAlI ahaMkAra karyA kare che, tethI ja saMsAra baMdha paDe che. AtmA viSaya bhogavI zake ja nahIM. AtmAnuM eTaluM badhuM sUkSma svarUpa che ane viSayo eTalA badhA sthaLa che ke e beno meLa ja paDe nahIM. A badhI pote zuddha svarUpa thayA pachInI vAta che ! 3325 bhagavAna kahe che, "AtmAne agni bALI zake nahIM, agni sthaLa che ne AtmA sUkSma svarUpa che. sUkSmane dhULa bALI zake nahIM." 3330 A jagata je che tene satya mAnavuM che temAM ja ramaNatA karavI te azuddha citta, ane A jagatanuM je jJAna-darzana che te sAcuM nathI ema mAnavuM ne sAcI vastumAM ramaNatA rAkhavI, enuM nAma zuddha citta. zuddha citta e ja zuddhAtmA che. 3331 azuddha cittanI ya jJAna-darzana zakti hoya che ! 3332 vizeSa jJAna ane vizeSa darzana eTale azuddha citta. 3333 cittano svabhAva bhaTakyA ja karavAno. emAM ahaMkAra bhaLe ke nA bhaLe to ya citta bhaTakyA kare. 3334 citta bIjI jagyAe hoya to ya saMsArI kAryo thAya evAM che. kAraNa ke saMsAranI joDe enuM azuddha citta raheluM ja che. 3335 je citta jJAtA-zeyane jue e zuddha citta. 3336 jJAna-darzana bheguM kare te citta. e citta jo kadi potAnA svarUpa bhaNI nA vaLatAM bIjI bAju jue eTale azuddha thaI jAya. anya draSTi thaI ke azuddha kahevAya. potAnA svabhAva tarapha jue to zuddha kahevAya. 3337 lokonAM citta saMsAradraSTi tarapha jue che. eTale krodha-mAna mAyA-lobha badhAM UbhAM thAya che ane emAMthI bahu duHkha paDe che, paNa eno upAya jaDato nathI. eTale jyAM ThaMDaka lAge tyAM rAga kare ne garamI thAya tyAM dveSa kare. 3338 vicAro Ave, te saMkalpa-vikalpa nA kahevAya. vicAromAM tanmayAkAra thavuM, enuM nAma saMkalpa-vikalpa. 3339 mana gAMThonuM baneluM che. manamAM je vicAro Ave che te managraMthimAMthI utpanna thAya che. e vicAro Ave tyAre enAthI chaThTho rahe, vicAromAM tanmayAkAra nA thAya, teno jJAtA-draSTA rahe to 'graMthibheda' thayo kahevAya. vicAromAM 3326 "jJAnI puruSa' zuddha karAve nahIM tyAM sudhI zuddha zI rIte thAya ? jJAnI puruSa" zuddha karAve pachI tamane 'zuddha upayoga" utpanna thAya tyAre zuddha kahevAya. 3327 "svarUpa jJAna' pachI saMpUrNa citta zuddhi thaI. enuM nAma ja kevaLajJAna'. tyAM sudhI "kevaLa darzana' kahevAya ! 3328 vItarAgoe potAnA svarUpanI bahAra game tyAM citta jAya, tene parigraha kahyo. A parigraha chUTaze to mokSe javAze. 3329 ame "svarUpa jJAna' ApIe chIe tyAre eka samaya zuddha cittane pAme che. eka samayanI ja jarUra che. eka ja samaya jo zuddha citta thaI gayuM to thaI rahyuM : "kevaLajJAna' sudhI e choDe nahIM !! Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmapada prApta thAya ! tanmayAkAra thayo eTale jevo vicAra Ave tevuM dhyAna utpanna thAya. 3340 mananI gAMThomAMthI vicAra phUTe che to ene doranAra koNa? necara !" paNa tamAre e samajavuM joIe ke, "A jJAna khoTuM che, ahitakArI che. tyArathI e jJAna ja gAMThone chedI nAkhe. jJAna ekalo ja prakAza che A jagatamAM ke je mananI gAMThone chedI zake. 3341 manane AtmAmAM lIna karavuM e mahAna guno che. prekSaka ne 'philma" be eka thaI gayAM to jue zuM ? mana to "philmo' batAve, tenA ApaNe jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM. sUkSma, sUkSmatara ne sUkSmatama saMyogonA jJAtA-draSTA rahevAnuM. 3342 mana e to gata AtmA kahevAya. gayA mAIlano AtmA judo, A mAIlano AtmA judo ne AvatA mAIlano judo ! 3343 jagata e prameya che ane AtmA pramAtA kahevAya che. AkhA brahmAMDamAM AtmA prakAzamAna thAya tyAre e kharo pramAtA kahevAya. prameya AkhuM brahmAMDa che, lokavibhAga che, alaka vibhAga nathI ! 3344 svarUpanuM bhAna thatAM pahelAM 'pratiSThita AtmAne ja ApaNe jJAtA" mAnatA hatA. "svarUpa jJAna" pachI e "jJAtA" pote ja zeya thaI jAya che ane tyAM AgaLa "jAgRti' pote ja jJAtA" thAya che. eTale ke pahelAM pratiSThita AtmA' tarIke 'huM hatuM te have jAgRti tarIke "huM" thAya che ane mULa AtmA to enI AgaLa rahyo haju ! saMpUrNa jAgRta thayo eTale mULa AtmA'mAM ekAkAra thaI jAya che. saMpUrNa jAgRta nA thAya tyAM sudhI judu rahe. tyAM sudhI aMtarAtmA tarIke rahe. tyAM bahirmukhI pada chUTI gayeluM hoya che. aMtarAtmadazA pUrI thAya ke 3345 jAgRtinuM pariNAma sUkSmatA lAve, paNa sUkSmatAthI haju bahu AgaLa javAnuM. e badhA killA oLaMge tyAre AtmA svasaMvedanamAM Ave. svasaMvedana vadhato vadhato jAya ne chevaTe spaSTavedana utpanna thAya ! 3346 koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya evuM potAnuM avyAbAdha svarUpa" che, chatAM pote "sApa chuM' evuM mAnIne AropitabhAva karI sAmAne bacakuM bhare to mANasa marI jAya che ! juone, A ya ajAyabI che ne ! kAraNa ke enI mAnyatA che. evuM mAne tevI zakti utpanna thAya. Ane mArI ja nAkhavo che evuM nakkI karyuM hoya to tevuM jhera mahIM paDI jAya, paNa jevuM mAne evI zakti jo svataMtra thaI hota to badhuM bahu jAtajAtanuM thaI gayuM hota, paNa vacce 'necara' Ave che. A zaktinI sAme pAchI pratikAra zakti "necaralI' thavAnI. eTale pratikAramAM pote gUMcAI jAya che ! nahIM to potAnI gajabanI zaktio che, anaMta zaktio che paNa zakti veDaphAI rahI che ! 3347 bhAvazakti to jabarajasta zakti che, jagatamAM samaratha dekhADe evI zakti che. paNa sAmuM 'necara' kharuM ne ? samaratha dekhADavAnI lIMka maLe nahIM ne? ko'kane ja lIMka maLe. ko'ka ko'ka mANasa TheTha upara jaIne kevAM sarasa sarasa samaratha dekhADe che ! jevAM ke, tIrthakaro !!! 3348 saMsArI AtmA pAse bhAvanA bhAvavA sivAya bIjI koI zakita nathI ane bhAvanA ya pAchI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansanA AdhAre utpanna thAya che. potAnI icchA pramANe bhAvanA bhAvI zake tema nathI ane te ya pAchuM bhAvanA ekalI ja karavAnI chUTa che. bIjuM badhuM Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'mikenikala' che. 'mikenikala'mAM hAtha ghAlyo to hAtha baLI jaze ! bhAvanA ekalo ja puruSArtha che ! 3349 bhAvanA kevI thaI rahI che, tenA parathI ApaNe hisAba kADhavAno. kharAba bhAvanA AvyA kare che, mATe samajI javAnuM ke bagaDavA kALa Avyo che. eTale bahu tyAre ApaNI jAtane sameTI levAnuM. niSpakSapAtIpaNAno bhAva rAkhe to thAya. AmAM ye ApaNA hAthamAM saMpUrNa sattA to nathI ja. 3350 bhAvanA ne pratibhAvanA karavAnI sattA che, paNa te amuka ja mANasonI zakti hoya che. pratibhAvanA karavAthI zuM thAya ? AjanI bhAvanAmAM pheraphAra thato nathI, paNa Avato bhava bagaDato nathI, 'prinTa' bhUMsAI jAya che. paNa A bhavamAM to enuM phaLa maLyA vagara raheze ja nahIM. ja 3351 eka rAIno dANo ya AghopAcho thaI zake ema nathI mANasamAM, ane jyAM thaI zake te e jANato nathI ! rAIno dANo AghopAcho karavo che evo bhAva karyo to ko'ka dahADo thaze. bhAva ja nA karyo hoya to zI rIte thAya ? ajJAnadazAmAM bhAva karelA, tenuM badhuM phaLa AvyuM. jJAnadazAmAM have bhAva karavAnA nahIM. have to svabhAva kahevAya. svabhAva e svadharma, ne bhAva e paradharma. 3352 AtmA nirAlaMba che. bilakula nirAlaMba che ! koI 'Taca' thAya nahIM evo tamArAmAM AtmA che ! ne AmanAmAM ya evo ja AtmA che ! phAMsIe caDhAve to ya deha phAMsIe caDhe, AtmA nA caDhe, dehane vIMdhe to ya AtmA nA vIMdhAya. AtmA jene prApta thaI gayo, ene pachI bho kharo kazo ? 3353 jagata avalaMbana vagara jIvI ja nA zake. kaMInuM kaMI avalaMbana joIe. manane khorAka joIe. je avalaMbanathI rahita thayo e chUTo thayo. 3354 sat e nirAlaMba vastu che. tyAM AgaLa 'avalaMbana' laIne khoLavA jAya to zI rIte maLe ? e to eka 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM avalaMbana le to kAma thAya. kAraNa ke e chellAmAM chelluM sAdhana che ! AtmA nirAlaMba che ! 3355 A jagatamAM evuM koI kAraNa nathI ke jenA mATe kiMcitmAtra paNa kleza karavA yogya hoya. kAraNake AtmA sukha pariNAmavALo che. enuM sukha koIthI laI zakAya evuM nathI. pote 'avyAbAdha svarUpa' che ! jAhojalAlI che potAnI pAse ! eTale A parabhArI vastumAM, 'phorena DipArTamenTa'mAM 'eTaluM badhuM' nA rAkhavuM joIe. 'phorena' eTale 'phorena' - 'supara phluasa' ! 3356 AtmA kevo che ? 'avyAbAdha'. je koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha na kare ne koIno AtmA koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha na de evo badhAno AtmA che ! paNa mAnyatAmAM keTalo badho pharaka ! kAraNa ke ajJAna mAnyatAo che. e kema jAya ? 3357 'jJAnI puruSa' evo AtmA jANyo che ke je koIne kiMcit mAtra duHkha nA daI zake ! 'avyAbAdha svarUpa' !!! 3358 zuddhAtmA pote svabhAvathI ja 'asaMga' che. pachI ene ApaNe asaMga karavA kyAM javAnuM ? 3359 jevo saMga tevo raMga lAge. AtmA 'asaMga' che. tuM 'asaMga' che to tane raMga aDato nathI, 'caMdubhAI'ne aDe che. 'ApaNe' to 'jANyA' karIe ! 3360 spaSTa vedana kyAre thAya ? saMsArI 'saMga' - 'prasaMga' nA thAya tyAre. saMsArI saMgano vAMdho nathI, prasaMgano vAMdho che ! A dehano saMga ja bhAre paDI gayo che, te pAcho prasaMga kayA karavAM jaIe ! Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 336 1 che pote asaMga, ne paDyo che saMga-prasaMgamAM ! 3362 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha potAnA "DiscArja bhAva'nAM UbhAM thAya te saMga, ne sAmAnA nimitte UbhAM thAya te prasaMga ! 3363 kharo satsaMga te asaMga-satsaMga. paudgalika saMgane kusaMga kahe 3364 "jJAnI puruSa' eTale mUrtimAna mokSasvarUpa kahevAya ! mUrtimAna mokSa eTale parama sat kahevAya. parama sattA saMgamAM amathA besI rahIe, to ya parama sasaMga che ! enuM phaLa maLyA ja kare !!! 3365 tRSNA anaMta che, manuSyonA vikalpo asaMkhyAta che. emAM manuSyono meLa zI rIte khAya ? 3366 lokone saMtoSa thAya che, paNa tRpti thatI nathI. saMtoSa zAthI thAya che ? eNe icchA karI hatI ke rasa-roTalI khAvA maLe to ThIka. te maLe eTale saMtoSa thAya, paNa tRpti nA thAya. tRpti to jJAnIne hoya. 3367 pharI bhogavavAnI IcchA nA thAya, enuM nAma tRpti. 3368 saMtoSa e to pariNAma che. pUrve saMtapuruSonuM sAMbhaLeluM hoya, tenA pariNAme saMtoSa utpanna thAya. 3369 saMtoSano kharo artha ja samatRSNA ! 3370 AzA nirAzArUpe sAMpaDe e AzA zA kAmanI ? 3371 gADI tane maLaze evI AzA rAkha, paNa vakhate gADI nA maLI to AzA nahotI evuM rAkha. 3372 saMsAranI AzA rAkhIe, lAlaca rAkhIe, to ya enuM e ja phaLa AvavAnuM che. AnI zI lAlaco ? 3373 lAlacathI lapaTAyo che, tenAthI ja saMsAra Ubho che ! AkhuM jagata lAlacathI lapaTAyuM che ! 3374 jene lAlaca nA rahe, te brahmAMDano svAmI che ! 3375 lAlaca dInatA karAvaDAve ane dInatA thAya eTale manuSyapaNuM khoI bese ! 3376 lAlaca peThI ke peThuM badhuM. "kevuM suMdara' kahyuM ke vaLage ! 3377 A duniyAmAM chetarAya koNa ? lAlacu ! jo lAlacu nA hoya to tene bhagavAna paNa chetarI nA zake. lAlaca nA hoya to jagata kalyANa thAya. 3378 bhagavAne eka zarata mUkelI ke lAcAra nA thaIza. 3379 lAcArInuM kAraNa zuM ? lAcArInuM kAraNa ahaMkAra che. bahu ahaMkAra thAya tyAre lAcArI anubhavAya. 3380 'vAstavika' jANyA sivAya koI mANasa svataMtra thaI zake nahIM. bAkI, jagata to svataMtra ja che ! 3381 jIvamAtra saMpUrNa svataMtra che. potAnI ajJAnatAthI A badhuM ene bhAse che. 3382 A jagatamAM koI jIva koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra Dakhala karI zake ema che ja nahIM. dareka jIva saMpUrNa svataMtra che. bhagavAna paNa Dakhala nA karI zake eTalI badhI svataMtratA che ! 3383 game tevI 'IphekTasa'mAM, asaromAM huM mukta ja chuM' evuM rahyA kare e ja saccI AjhAdI ! 3384 saMsAra aDe nahIM, enuM nAma mukti. saMsAranI upAdhi aDe nahIM e mukti. AkhA jagatanA tamAma jIvo mukti jhaMkhe che. Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3385 A jagatamAM koI cIjathI mukti nathI. zAstranA jJAnathI mukti nathI, 'jJAnInA jJAnathI mukti che. 3386 mokSa eTale saMpUrNa mukta bhAva. bhAvano jyAM abhAva che tyAM mokSa che. 3387 mokSa eTale sanAtana sukha. sarvaduHkhothI AtyaMtika mukti ! 3388 ahaMkAra ne mamatAno mokSa karavAno che. tamAro to mokSa thayelo ja che. tamAruM svarUpa ja mokSasvarUpa che. "IgoIjhama' rUpI phAcara mokSa nathI thavA detI. 3389 je paravaza kare, teno saMga kema karAya ? 3390 ADA joDe ADuM thavuM e jagatano svabhAva che. ADA joDe sIdhA thavuM e "jJAnI'ono svabhAva che. 3391 ADAI UbhI thaI eTale kadarUpA dekhAya ane ADAI gaI to rUpALA dekhAya. 3392 je lAIna ApaNI nahIM, je ApaNe jANIe nahIM teno tola zI rIte thAya? potAnI buddhithI 'jJAnI'nI vANI nA samajAya to samajavuM ke teTalI ADAI paDelI che. 3393 naMgoDa mANasane ApaNe namIe to e vadhAre akkaDa thAya, ane namrane namIe to e vadhAre namra thAya. 3394 ADAI e ja ajJAna. mokSe jatAM A moTaro - baMgalA nathI naDatA, paNa ADAI naDe che. 3395 sIdho ne saraLa haze to mokSe jaze ne ADo thaze to rakhaDI maraze. jeTalo kUNo eTalo mokSane lAyaka. e 'DevalapamenTanI nizAnI che. 3396 saraLa eTale jevuM sUjhe evuM bole. 3397 saraLatA be prakAranI : eka ajJAna saraLa ne bIjA jJAnathI saraLa. ajJAna saraLa bhoLA hoya ne ajJAnatAthI chetarAI jAya. jJAna saraLa to jANIne chetarAya ! 3398 buddhipUrvakanI namratA, buddhipUrvakanI saraLatA, buddhipUrvakanI pavitratA, A badhA guNo hoya to mokSanA daravAjAmAM pesAya. A badhA guNono saMgraha hoya tyAre jJAnI bhegA thAya. tyAra vagara "jJAnI" bhegA nA thAya. 3399 A "vItarAga bhagavAna' pAchAM potAno mArga sAco che evuM dabANa nA kare. 'zAthI?" dabANa kare to emanI vItarAgatA tUTI jAya. mokSa nirAgrahIno che, AgrahIno nathI. vItarAga bhagavAna Agraha kyAreya nA kare. AgrahI e pakSamAM paDe ne pakSapAtIno kyAreya mokSa nathI ! 3400 koInA sArA mATe Agraha karIe, to e khoTuM nA kahevAya, paNa ApaNA AgrahathI sAmo ApaNI sAme Agraha kare to ApaNe choDI devuM. Agraha e jhera che. 3401 Agraha e ahaMkArano phoTo che. sAmAno ahaMkAra enA AgrahathI samaja paDe. 3402 caDase caDhavuM eTale potAnuM sthAna choDIne nIce paDavuM. 3403 jJAnanI vAtothI kalyANa nathI, nirAgrahatAthI mokSa che. 3404 AtmajJAnanAM lakSaNa zAM? nirAgrahI hoya, koI paNa jAtanA Agraha nA hoya. 3405 nirAgrahIne koI paNa graha naDe nahIM. 3406 ame nirAgrahI chIe evo ya Agraha nahIM, enuM nAma Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ syAdvAda ! 3407 nirAgrahatA e ja vItarAgatA che ! 3408 doSo dekhAya te saMsAranI adhikaraNa kriyA ane nirdoSa dekhAya te mokSakriyA. 3409 ame tamane khullI rIte kahIe chIe ke tamArI "bAunDrImAM koIne AMgaLI ghAlavAnI zakti nathI ane tamArI bhUla che to game te AMgaLI ghAlI jaze. are, lAkaDI paNa mArI jaze ! 3410 potAnA doSa dekhAya tyArathI taravAno upAya hAthamAM AvI gayo ! 3411 mokSe janAro potAnI bhUlo joyA kare, ne pArakAMnI bhUlo jonAro saMsAramAM bhaTakyA kare. 3412 gunegArane daMDa karavAno adhikAra che, dveSa rAkhavAno nathI. daMDa e to je bhAga saDI gayo hoya e bhAganI marAmata che. bAkI, e to AtmA ja che, paramAtmA ja che ! bAya riyala bu poInTa, hI Ijha zuddhAtmA. 3413 mANasa pUrvagrahathI rahita thAya to paramAtmA thAya ! 3414 A indriyo naDatI nathI, abhiprAya naDe che. 3415 jevo abhiprAya vartAya che tevuM AvatAM bhavanuM bIja paDe che, tyAM ja cArja thAya che. 3416 abhiprAyane lIdhe A badhI vastuo rahelI che. abhiprAyane lIdhe vastuno rasa rahelo che. vastuno tyAga karavAno nathI. vastuno abhiprAya che e khoTo che, evuM samajavAnuM che. 3417 sAmo cIkaNo che evo abhiprAya hoya to sAmo pratipakSI 'nobala' che evo abhiprAya krieTa (utpana) karavAno che ! 3418 pUrvagraharahita mANasa thAya to kalyANa ja thaI jAya. gaIkAlanA jhaghaDA mATe Aje huM pUrvagraha rAkhuM to te mArI bhUla che, pachI bIje dahADe bhale tame tevAM ja ho. pUrvagrahane lIdhe AkhuM jagata mAra khAya che ! tame cho evuM mAnatA nathI ne tame nathI evuM mAno cho ! 3419 saMjogavazAnA corane cora nA kahevAya. saMjogavazAt to rAjA ya corI kare ! pUrI khAtarI karyA sivAya abhiprAya nA apAya. pUrI khAtarI karavAnI zakti kone hoya ? 3420 jene pUjya gaNyA pachI e game teTaluM kharAba kare paNa tuM tArI draSTi nA bagADIza. mAro pahelethI siddhAMta che ke. meM je choDavAne pANI pAIne ucheryo hoya, ne tyAMthI 'relave' lAIna laI javI hoya to tene bAjuethI vALI lauM, paNa mAro ucherelo choDavo nA ukheDuM. abhiprAya to zuM, paNa sAmA mATe draSTi paNa badalAvI nA joIe !siddhAMta hovo joIe ! 3421 'vItarAga vijJAna' kevuM che ? je abhiprAya baMdhAyo ke, "A mANasa khoTo che, ne A bhUlavALA che.' to e bAMdhanAro pakaDAya ! 3422 jyAM sudhI 'karavuM paDe evuM bolAya che teno vAMdho nathI, paNa tevo abhiprAya varte che tyAM sudhI AtmA pUrvavat nA thAya. khAnagImAM aMdara 'karyA vagara thAya ja nahIM' evo abhiprAya varte che. te nA jAya tyAM sudhI 'vyavasthita' pUrepUruM samajamAM nA Ave. A vAta jhINI ye che ane jADI ye che. samaje to kAma kADhI nAkhe. abhiprAyane lIdhe to Akho AtmAno anubhava aTakyo che. 3423 "potAno' saheja paNa abhiprAya peTho eTale samAdhi tUTe. potApaNuM' ja khoI nAkhavAnuM che. 'Ama to karavuM ja joIe, Ama to nA ja karavuM joIe" e abhiprAya rAkhe to samAdhi Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tUTe ! 'potApaNuM jyAM AgaLa kaMI paNa che te badho Dakho che ! 3424 "potApaNuM" nAza kyAre thAya ? jyAre saMpUrNa AjJAmAM rahevAya tyAre ! AjJAmAM rahyA eTale svacchaMda rahyo ja nahIM ne ?! 3425 "mukta puruSa'nI AjJAvaza rahevuM, enuM nAma dharma. pustakanuM pachI kAma nathI. 3426 dharma karavAno kayo? 'jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJAmAM rahevuM te. AjJA e ja dharma ne AjJA e ja tapa, dharma zuM che ? potAnA svarUpanI ramaNatA karavI te ! laukika dharma eTale bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahevuM te. 3427 AzA bhUlyo tyAMthI du:khadAyI. AjJAmAM rahyo tyAMthI sukhadAyI ! 3428 "jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJApUrvaka TheThanuM karavuM hoya te karI levAya, evo vakhata pharI pharI nA maLe ! 3429 "amArI' 'pAMca AjJA'nI bahAra A jagatanuM eka paNa paramANu nathI ! 343) tame "amArI' "pAMca AjJA'mAM raho te ja puruSArtha che, e ja dharma che ! bIjo koI puruSArtha nathI. emAM badhuM AvI gayuM. 3431 "amArI' eka ja AjJA saMpUrNa pALe ne, to ekAvatArI thaI javAya tevuM che ! pachI jevI jenI samajaNa. paNa abudha thaIne kAma kADhe to. 3432 "amArAM pAMca 'phaMDAmenTala' vAkyo che. enAthI AkhA varlDane kAma kADhI levuM hoya to tema thaI zake tema che. "svarUpanuM jJAna" nA hoya to ya A vAkyonI ArAdhanAthI ghaNuM kAma cAlI jAya. 3433 tamAre AjJAmAM rahevuM che e nakkI karavuM. pachI AjJAmAM rAkhavuM e kudaratanuM kAma che. 3434 AjJA ApavI e kaMI sahelI vastu nathI. enI pAchaLa to jJAnI'nuM pratyakSa baLa joIe. e to evo saMyoga Ave to AjJA apAya. 3435 'parastrI mAtA samAna thavI joIe. nItinuM dhana AvavuM joIe ane trIjuM, mane kazuM ja AvaDatuM nathI." ATaluM jene thayuM, tenI javAbadArI "ame' laIe chIe. 3436 saMsAranA sArAmAM sAra ekalAM "jJAnI puruSa' ja che. 3437 ApaNane duHkhamukta kare e "jJAnI'. duHkha vadhAre e jJAnI nahIM. 3438 jyAre AtmA jANe tyAre "sat puruSa' kahevAya ane AtmA jANIne temAM ja mukAma kare, temAM ja kAyama sthiratA rahe, e 'jJAnI puruSa' kahevAya ! 3439 mukta hAsya utpanna thAya nahIM, mukta vANI utpanna thAya nahIM, mukta vartana utpanna thAya nahIM, tyAM sudhI manohara thavAya nahIM. 3440 kaSAyathI mukta thAya tyAre mukta hAsya utpanna thAya. 3441 akhaMDa prema svabhAvI bhagavAna hAsyane AdhIna che. akhaMDa rAga svabhAvI mANasa zokane AdhIna che. Asaktine AdhIna 3442 jagata AkhuM nirdoSa dekhAze tyAre mukta hAsya utpanna thaze. eka paNa mANasano doSa dekhAya to mukta hAsya utpanna nA thAya. ane mukta "hAsya'vALAnAM darzanathI ja ApaNuM kalyANa thAya ! Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3443 A duniyAmAM jyAre juo tyAre 'phreza' ne 'phreza' dekhAya, enuM nAma 'jJAnI'. 3444 'mukta hAsya' sivAya jagata vaza thAya nahIM. tamArAmAM 'mukta hAsya' Avaze tyAre ghaNAM lokone lAbha thaze. mana bagaDe to 'mukta hAsya' tUTI jAya, zarU thayA pachI ya tUTI jAya. 'mukta hAsya' eTale zuM ? manathI mukta, buddhithI mukta, ahaMkArathI mukta, cittathI mukta ! 'mukta hAsya' e ja A duniyAnI moTAmAM moTI ajAyabI che ! 3445 mukta hAsya 'varlDa'mAM eka 'jJAnI puruSa'ne ja hoya ! vItarAgatA hoya tyAM 'mukta hAsya' hoya ! 3446 'jJAnI puruSa'nI AMkho saMpUrNa svaccha hoya. koI paNa saMsArabhAva nA hoya tyAre e svacchatA utpanna thAya. jyAre koI saMsArabhAva nA rahe tyAre 'temanI' AMkhamAM 'vItarAga paramAtmA'nAM darzana thAya ! 3447 'vItarAgo' kaMI Ape nahIM ne le nahIM. vItarAgo to kahe che ame mokSa ApIe, bIjuM kazuM nahIM. mATe mokSa laI jAva ! 3448 loko vItarAga pAse ghoDiyAM maMgAve ! 'vItarAga'nAM darzanathI tamane paulika mAla maLaze, paNa tyAM paudgalika mAla nA mAgIza. 3449 'udAsInatA' 'vItarAgatA'nI janetA che. pahelI 'udAsInatA' Ave, pachIthI 'vItarAgatA' Ave. 3450 'udAsInatA' eTale badhI nAzavaMta cIjo para bhAva tUTI jAya ane avinAzInI zodhakhoLa hovA chatAM te prApta nA thAya ! 3451 jemAM vRttio jhalAI rahe, enuM nAma bhoga. jemAM vRttio jhalAI nA rahe te udAsInatA. 3452 jene vItarAga ja thavuM che, tene koNa AMtarI zake ? rAga-dveSa kare ja nahIM to tene koNa AMtare ? 3453 manuSyano svabhAva parAI vastu potAnI karavA phare che. vastu kAyama nathI, parAyo kAyama nathI, tuM lenAra paNa kAyama nathI. AtmAno svabhAva 'paradravyathI sadA ya udAsIna ja chuM' te draSTino che. 3454 A sadguNo-durguNo, suTevo-kuTevo e vinAzI che paNa jagatane enI jarUra che. jene saMpUrNa vItarAga thavuM hoya, tene enI jarUra nathI ! 3455 'vItarAgatA' karavAthI zIkhAya nahIM, 'vItarAgatA' joIne zIkhavAnuM che ! 'vItarAgatA' karavA jevI cIja nathI, jANavA jevI cIja che ! jemAM kaMI paNa karavAnuM che, te badhAM paulika sAdhano che. bhagavAnane tyAM to paudgalika koI sAdhana mokSe laI javA mATe kAma lAge nahIM. 3456 ApaNA 'jJAna'thI pahelo dveSa jAya, pachI rAga jAya. pahelo vIta-dveSa thAya che. dveSamAMthI rAga utpanna thAya che. dveSamAMthI rAganuM bIja utpanna thavAnuM baMdha thAya eTale dhIme dhIme rAga baMdha thaI jAya che. rAgane ogALavAnuM sAdhana che jagatamAM, paNa dveSane ogALavAnuM sAdhana nathI ! 3457 AtmAnI vibhAvika avasthAthI rAga-dveSa che ane svAbhAvika avasthAthI vItarAga che ! 3458 vItarAga kone kahevAya ? 'samabhAve nikAla' karato thayo tyAMthI mAMDIne saMpUrNa vItarAga thAya, tyAM sudhI vItarAga kahevAya. are, 'samabhAve nikAla' karavAnuM nakkI karyuM tyAMthI ja vItarAgatAnI zarUAta thAya. te TheTha saMpUrNa vItarAga thAya tyAM sudhI vItarAgatA kahevAya ! Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3459 krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhamAM nA rahe te sAcI vItarAgatA. e sivAya je vItarAgatA rahe te ahaMkArI vItarAgatA. 3460 AkhuM jagata pharI vaLene to ya "vItarAgatA" evI zakti che ke koI vastu ene coMTe nahIM ! 3461 prAkRtika zakti utpanna thavI, vyaya thavI ne AjanI zakti, e badhuM vItarAgo jotA hatA. eTale emane rAga utpanna nA thAya. 3462 vItarAga kone kahevAya ke je koInA duHkhe duHkhI nA thAya. vItarAgamAM karuNA hoya ! dayALu hoya te duHkhI thAya, karuNAvALo nA thAya. dayA e kaMTha guNa che. dayAnI sAme nirdayatA hoya ja. 3463 dayA koI ApaNA para rAkhe to ApaNane hInatA lAge. jyAre karuNAmAM evuM nA hoya. 3464 dharmanI zarUAta dayAthI thAya che ane "enDa' (aMta) karuNAthI thAya che. 3465 svaccha AMkho nA thAya tyAM sudhI sAmAnuM kalyANa nA thAya. tethI ja to "huM' badhAMne darzana karAvuM chuM. svaccha AMkho e ja kAruNyatA, bIjo koI bhAva nahIM. 3466 loka darzana kyAre kare ? AMkhamAM koI jAtano kharAba bhAva nA dekhAya tyAre darzana kare ! emanI AMkho jotAM ja samAdhi thAya ! 3467 A jagatamAM kAruNyamUrti thavAnI jarUra che. jo kAruNyamUrti thAya to mokSa sAmo Ave, khoLavA javo nA paDe. virodhInI sAme ya karuNA hoya ! 3468 eka citta thayA pachI ja kAruNyamUrti thavAya. 3469 potAnA sukhanuM nahIM, paNa sAmAne zI aDacaNa che te ja rahyA kare tyAMthI kAruNyatAnI zarUAta. amane nAnapaNathI ja sAmAnI aDacaNanI paDelI. potAnA mATe vicAre ya nA Ave te kAruNyatA kahevAya. tenAthI ja "jJAna" pragaTa thAya. 3470 karuNAthI ja "jJAna" utpanna thAya. kAruNyatAnuM bIja paDyuM che, tene "jJAna" pragaTa thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM. 3471 koI jIvane koI paNa jAtanA kAmamAM levAnI icchA nA hoya, tyArathI ja karuNA utpanna thAya. paraspara AdhAra che tyAM sudhI karuNA nA hoya. AdhAra-AdhArI nA hovuM joIe. pote ko'kano AdhAra thAya kharo paNa pote AdhArI nA hoya koInA ! 3472 karuNA ja A jagatanuM chellAmAM chelluM pemphaleTa' che ! 3473 "jJAnI puruSa'nI karuNA "varlDa vAIDa' hoya, jIvamAtra para hoya ! 3474 koIne ya koI paNa raste kaLavAmAM nA Ave e "jJAnI puruSa'! "jJAnI puruSa' oLakhAya eka emanI vItarAgatAthI ! 3475 "jJAnI puruSa' haMmezAM "opana' hoya, e saMsAramAM ja hoya, e kAMI guphAmAM nA hoya, gupta nA hoya, guphAmAM to abhyAsIo hoya badhA. pUrNa dazAe pahoMcelA evA "jJAnI" to saMsAramAM ja hoya ane lokakalyANa karatAM hoya. 3476 'vItarAga' sivAya koI tAraNahAra nathI A duniyAmAM ! 3477 potAno ahaMkAra ane buddhino Dakho khalAsa thaI jAya tyAre mANasa "potAnuM kalyANa kare. 3478 A baMdhanamAMthI chUTavA mATe je baMdhanamukta thayA hoya evAM jJAnI puruSa'nA Azraye javuM. Azrayano artha zo ? Tu eproca Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niyara enDa niyara (najIka ne najIka javuM). Azraya eTale te rUpa thavuM. 3479 'jJAnI puruSa' vicare, te tIrtha kahevAya ! 3480 ajJAnInI sAhajikatA rAga-dveSavALI hoya. jyAre 'jJAnI'nI sAhajikatA "vItarAga' hoya ! 3481 prakRti sahaja thAya to AtmA sahaja thaI ja jAya. agara AtmA sahaja thavAno prayatna thAya to prakRti sahaja thaI jAya. bemAMthI eka sahajatA bhaNI cAlyuM ke beu sahaja thaI jAya. 3482 deha sahaja eTale svAbhAvika, temAM 'ApaNI' Dakhala nA hoya, ahaMkAranI Dakhala nA hoya ! A amAro deha sahaja kahevAya. eTale AtmA sahaja ja hoya ! ahaMkAra UDe eTale badhuM gayuM ! 3483 zarIra UMcuM-nIcuM thAya, koI dajhADe to hAlI jAya e badho dehano sahaja svabhAva. ane AtmA parapariNAmamAM nahIM, e sahaja AtmA. sahaja AtmA eTale svapariNAma. 3484 prakRti prakRtinA bhAvamAM hoya ja che. kaMTrola karavAnI tamAre jarUra nathI. 'tame' sahajabhAvamAM AvyA to prakRti to sahajabhAvamAM che ja. 3485 prakRtino sahajabhAva eTale "jema che tema' bahAra paDI javuM sAhajikatA. 3489 'Ama nA thayuM' ema kahyuM ke roga peTho. sahaja rahevAnuM. 3490 sahajatAthI bahAra je je hoya te badhI cAlAkI. sahajatA toDe e badhI cAlAkI. 3491 vikalpI svabhAvavALAe to pote kazuM ja karavuM nA joIe. eNe to koI sahaja mANasane khoLI kADhavo ne te kahe tema karavuM ! 3492 dareka jIvamAtranI prakRti enA sahaja svabhAvamAM ja che. A manuSyonI prakRti ekalI vikRta thaI gaI che. ene lIdhe AtmAmAM phoTo vikRtatAno paDe che. eTale AtmA vikRta thaI jAya che (pratiSThita AtmA). 3493 A kALamAM prakRti sahaja thAya tevI nathI. tethI ame AtmAnuM jJAna' pahelAM ApIe chIe. pachI prakRti enI meLe sahaja thayA kare. sahajamAM koI jAtano doSa nathI, vikRtimAM doSa che ! 3494 zarIra-mana-vANInI jeTalI nirogItA, eTalI AtmAnI sahajatA. 3495 sAhajika mana-vANI ne kAyAvALuM dareka kArya saraLa thAya. anubhava asahaja hoya to te kArya nA thAya. anubhava sAthe sAhajikatA hovI joIe tyAre kArya thAya. 3496 sAhajika vANI eTale jemAM kiMcitmAtra ahaMkAra nA hoya te. 3497 badhuM sahaja rIte cAle che enuM bhAna thaze tyAre AtmajJAna thaze. sahaja eTale zuM ? vinA prayatna cAlI rahyuM che. tene A loko kahe che, "meM karyuM, meM karyuM ! 3486 udaya pramANe bhaTakavuM, enuM nAma sahaja. 3487 sahaja eTale zuM ? A mana-vacana-kAyAnI kriyAo cAlyA kare che. enuM nirIkSaNa karyA karo, temAM Dakhala nA karo te. 3488 prakRti ne AtmA vaccenI caMcaLatA UDI gaI, enuM nAma Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teTaluM saraLatAthI maLe. A bALaka saraLa che eTale ene je joIe che teTaluM maLe che ne? ahaMkArathI bhagavAna joDe bheda paDe. jeTalo ahaMkAra gayo eTale abheda thayo. 3509 eka thaI javuM, enuM nAma vItarAga bhAva ane judA paDavuM, enuM nAma rAga-dveSa bhAva. 3510 mata e saMsAranA bhedanuM kAraNa che ne sat e abhedanuM kAraNa 3498 sahaja eTale saMpUrNa aprayatna dazA. aprayatna dazAthI cA Ave, khorAka Ave to vAMdho nathI. 3499 prayAsanuM phaLa saMsAra che, aprayAsanuM phaLa mokSa che. 3500 prayAsathI badhuM UMdhuM thAya. sahaja hovuM joIe. prayAsa thayo eTale sahaja rahyuM nahIM. 3501 sahaja prayatna niyamathI phaLa Ape ja. 3502 aprayAsa tene "jJAna" kahevAya che ane prayAsa te vikalpa che. 3503 prayatna karavA jAo tyAM saMsAra che. prayatna karavAthI doSa jAya nahIM. sAcuM "jJAna" hoya tyAM ja doSa jAya. 3504 'jJAnI puruSa' kone kahevAya ? je niraMtara aprayatna dazAmAM hoya te. jagata AkhuM prayatna dazAmAM che ane "tame" yatna dazAmAM cho. (mahAtmAone). sAruM-khoTuM karo cho, temAMthI Dakho karo cho. tamane ema thaze ke A pugalanI vaMza jatI raheze to zuM thaze ?! A pudgalanI vaMza koI dA'Do jatI nathI. jJAtA-draSTA akriya evo AtmA che. mane ya nA hoya ne prayatna ya nA hoya. 3505 jene dehanI mastI nathI, vANInI mastI nathI, mananI mastI nathI e "jJAnI'. 3506 ajJAnIne chaMcheDe eTale ajJAna UbhuM thAya. "jJAnI'ne chaMcheDe eTale "jJAna" UbhuM thAya ! 3507 ajJAnI to kalekTara thaI jAya to unmatta thaI jAya. "jJAnI puruSa'ne AkhA brahmAMDanA sAmrAjyanI sattA che chatAM saheja paNa unmatta nathI. 3508 kudaratano kAyado evo che ke jyAM jeTalo ahaMkAra ocho tyAM 3511 ekanA allAha, ekanA goDa, ekanA bhagavAna, ekanA paramAtmA, e badhI laTTAbAjI che. vastu eka ja che. manuSyonAM 'bU poInTa' judAM judAM che. manuSyanA phoTAmAM, raMgamAM, UMcAImAM, jADAImAM, enAM 'sperapArTasa'mAM kazo phera paDyo nathI, to manuSyanA bhagavAnamAM kevI rIte phera paDe? ApaNe pote ja bhagavAna chIe ane A bhagavAnapaNuM saMtAI rahyuM che, e ya ajAyabI che ne !! 3512 kharI rIte A jagatamAM vAstavikapaNe jovA jAya to, bhagavAna potAnI avasthAo laIne pharyA kare che. koI pAMgaLo, lUlo, duHkhI, TI.bI.vALo, Ama badhI avasthAo laIne bhagavAna pote pharyA kare che. ApaNe avasthAne joIe chIe ane jo bhagavAna jotAM AvaDyuM to kAma thaI gayuM! 3513 badhAmAM paramAtmA dekhAya, kUtarAmAM, gadheDAmAM, badhAmAM dekhAya eTalAM mATe A manuSyajanma che. pote paramAtmA thAya tyAre bIjAmAM paramAtmAM dekhAya. 3514 vyaktitva je juduM mAnato nathI, tene A duniyAmAM kazuM ja karavAnuM bAkI rahetuM nathI. A badhuM 'huM ja chuM, huM ja chuM !" 3515 badhAnAmAM "ekjhakTa' mahAvIra dekhAze, tyAre tuM mahAvIra thaIza ! Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3516 bheda eTale saMsAra ane abhedatA e paramAtmapaNuM. jeTalI lokonI joDe abhedatA varte eTaluM paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa thAya ! 3517 bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? tame jo caMdubhAI cho, to ApaNe bheda che. tame jo zuddhAtmA cho, abheda cho, to ApaNe be eka chIe ! 3518 AtmA abheda che, bhedabuddhithI saMsAra che ! 3519 bhagavAnano kAyado ja che ke jyAM 'huM kaMIka chuM' ema thayuM ke bhagavAnathI e judo. 3520 saMsAranI bIjI badhI cIjo parathI bhAva chUTI jAya to | 'amArI' joDe abhedatA utpanna thAya. 3521 ekarUpatA thAya tema nathI, paNa ekatA thAya eTaluM karI levAnI jarUra che ! 3522 zaraNAgati eTale zuM ? abhedabhAva. zaraNAgati eTale huM, tuM, ame eka ja chIe, ekabhAra ! 3523 jyAM paramAtmA vyakta thayA che evAM 'jJAnI puruSa'ne pUrepUrA arpaNa thaI javAnuM hoya, tyAM ApaNo AtmA AtmasvabhAvamAM ne deha parama vinayamAM hoya. 3524 gurutama bhAva e avinaya che ne laghutama bhAva e parama vinaya che. 3525 je laghutama pada che ne te ja gurutama pada ApanAruM che. ane peluM gurutama ke 'huM kaMIka chuM', e to nAza karaze. gurutama pada joItuM hoya to laghutama padanI ArAdhanA karo. 3526 je moTo thavA gayo, e nAno thaI jAya. moTo-nAno e paudgalika che. pratyakSa laghupaNuM batAve eTalo moTo thAya ! 3527 ame laghutama puruSa chIe. amArAthI koI jIva nAno nathI. bIjI bAju ame gurutama chIe. amArAthI koI moTo nathI. 3528 bAya rileTiva vyu poInTa ame laghutama chIe. bAya riyala vyu poInTa ame gurutama chIe. nizcayamAM ame gurutama ne vyavahAramAM laghutama e amAro svabhAva ! 3529 amAro dekhAva-vartana badhuM laghutamanuM hoya ne vaibhava gurutamano hoya. 3530 laghutamamAM to kAyamanI 'sepha sAIDa che, gurutamavALAne bho ! 3531 AtmazaktinI laMbAIno pAra ja nathI ! dareka mANasanA vicArane 'eksepTa' kare eTale sudhI laMbAI che. cora corI kare te ya 'eksepTa' kare, dAnezvarI dAna Ape te ya "eksepTa' kare, badhuM 'ekasepTa' kare evI e Atmazakti che, paramAtma zakti che ane e ja AtmA che ! 3532 A duniyAmAM jyAM sudhI tamane koI paNa virodha che, tyAM sudhI tamArAmAM virodha che. jyAM sudhI tamArAmAM virodha che, tyAM sudhI tame brahmAMDanA svAmI nA thaI zako. 3533 virodhAbhAsamAM pote sthira rahe, enuM nAma ja mokSa. jAte kapAI chUTavuM paNa ApaNe koIne nA kApavuM. 3534 virodha kare tyAM vadhAre doSa bese. A jagatamAM virodha karavA jevuM ja nathI. je je tame virodha karo cho, te tamAro potAno ja virodha karI rahyA cho ! mATe projekTa (yojanA) evo karo ke virodha nA thAya. 3535 jo ApaNe sAmAno virodha karIe to sAmo ApaNA virodhanA pakSamAM besI jaze ne e emAM vadhAre majabUta thaze. enAM karatAM ApaNe virodha ja nA karavo. vItarAgatAthI ja bhagavAna Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chUTelA. 3536 virodha cAle, paNa virAdhanA nA cAle ! 3537 virodha prAkRtasaMbaMdhI che ne virAdhanA AtmasaMbaMdhI che. 3538 je jJAnathI Thokara vAge e jJAnane jo 'jJAna' kaho to 'jJAna'nI virAdhanA karI kahevAya. 3539 A duniyAmAM je 'jJAnI'ne maLelA, te sivAya koIno ya mokSa thayelo nahIM. 'jJAnI' eTale prakAza. prakAzane dIvo aDe to ja prakAza thAya. 3540 pAMsaro thayo teno mokSa che. pAMsaro nahIM thAya to loka mArI mArIne pAMsaro karaze ! 3541 jyAre jagatamAM 'huM mUrkhamAM mUrkha chuM' evuM samajAya tyAre AtmajJAnanA udayanI zarUAta thAya che. 3542 AtmA to jANavo ja paDaze ne ? nahIM to pAra ja nA Ave ne ? tamAre mahIM ghI, dIvo, dIveTo badhuM taiyAra che. zenA vagara bAkI che ? dIvAsaLI joIe. ahIM AgaLa Avajo, eTale dIvo saLagI jAya ! 3543 atyAre tamArI mahIM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, rAga-dveSanuM sAmrAjya che. 'jJAnI puruSa' A badhAne 'geTa AuTa' karI de ! ane AtmArUpI bhagavAna, 'potAnuM' sAmrAjya sthApI de ! tyAre 'pote' jJAtA-draSTA padamAM Ave ! 3544 A duniyAmAM jANavA jevo eka AtmA ja che. bIjuM kazuM jANavA jevuM nathI. pustakamAM AtmajJAna na hoya, AtmAmAM AtmajJAna hoya. 3545 tamArI milakatane jo jANone to e to agAdha milakata che. A to pArakI milakatane bathAI paDyA che. 3546 ekalo AtmA jANavAno che, samajavAno che ne emAM sthira thavAnuM che. sAkara gaLI che evuM badhA bUmo pADe che. ne 'jJAnI puruSa' gaLI eTale zuM evuM dekhADe che ! 3547 AtmajJAna jANyA vagara AtmAno svAda jarA ya na Ave. 3548 AtmAthI AtmA jANavo, enuM nAma AtmajJAna. saMpUrNa AtmajJAna kone kahevAya ? 'kevaLa darzana' hoya tene. 3549 saMsAranuM ekeya duHkha aDe nahIM, enuM nAma AtmA jANyo kahevAya. 3550 ANaMdamAM rahevAthI AnaMda nathI thato, kalyANamAM rahevAthI kalyANa nathI thatuM, svarUpamAM rahevAthI e thAya che ! 3551 AtmA ne dehanuM eTaluM badhuM sAmIpya che ke judApaNAnuM bhAna nathI rahetuM. bhrAMti utpanna thAya che. je badhI asaro thAya che - TADhanI, tApanI, bhUkhanI, tarasanI, te AtmAne nathI thatI. asaro pudgalane thAya che, paNa AtmA pote mAnI bese che ke mane ja asara thAya che ! 3552 AtmA ane anAtmA beu anAdikALathI bhrAMtirasathI ekAkAra thayelA che. A bhrAMtino rasa eTalo badho cIkaNo che ke varlDamAM koI cIja evI cIkAzavALI nA hoya ! A bhrAMtino 2sa kyAMthI lAvyA ? 'huM caMdubhAI' bolyA ke tarata rasa utpanna thayo. ane 'A bega mArI che' bolyA ke tarata rasa utpanna thayo. A beu rasa bhegA thaIne bhrAMtirasa utpanna thAya che. te niraMtara A rasa paDyA kare ne jUno nIkaLyA kare. 3553 bhrAMti eTale jotAMnI sAthe ja tanmayAkAra thaI javuM te. Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTalo badho sAmIpyabhAva che ! 3554 AtmA zuddha karavAno nathI. 'tArI' viparIta mAnyatA pheravavAnI che. zuddha azuddha kevI rIte thAya? A to tArI 'bilipha roMga" che. AtmA zuddha ja hato, che ja, karavAno nathI ! 3555 AtmA vItarAgatA choDato nathI ne pudgale ya vItarAgatA choDatuM nathI. avaLI samajaNa thAya to phaLa bhogavavuM paDe. roMga bilipha'nuM phaLa duHkha ne 'rAITa biliphanuM phaLa sukha maLe svabhAvanI apekSAe advaita che ne paryAyanI apekSAe daita che ! 3563 AtmAnuM spaSTa vedana jyAre tamane thaze tyAre kAyamanI samAdhi raheze. 3564 "AtmA amara che' evuM bolavAthI kaMI dahADo vaLe nahIM. e to AtmA enA svabhAvamAM Ave to bolAya. maraNano bhaya TaLe to bolAya. 3565 AtmA zabdathI para che ne niHzabdathI ya para che ! svarUpa zabdathI kAma nA lAge. niHzabdathI ya kAma nA lAge. pratIti thavI joIe. 3566 eka 'samaya' paNa svarUpanA bhAnamAM rahyo, te kyAreya parano svAmI thavA nA iche. 3556 je jJAnathI jagatanI asara nA thAya te AtmajJAna. 3557 zuddhAtmAnuM upAdAna ApyuM eTale niyamathI ja saMsAranuM apAdAna thAya. 3558 bahAranuM pekiMga' krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanA AdhAre che, ne mahIM zuddhAtmA che te vItarAga che. 3559 svakSetranuM astitva-avinAzI; parakSetranuM astitva-vinAzI. 3560 AtmA kyAre ya vedaka thayo nathI. vedaka eTale mamatA. mamatApadamAM vadana hoya. bhoktApadamAM mamatA baMdhAI jAya to zAtA vedanIya. bhoktApadamAM mamatA nA baMdhAI jAya to azAtAvedanIya. 3561 deha che tyAM sudhI AtmA daita ne deha nA hoya, siddhagatimAM hoya to ata che ! bhagavAna mahAvIra vicare che zA AdhAre ? daitanA AdhAre. bhagavAna mahAvIra zukaladhyAnamAM zA AdhAre rahe che ? advaitanA AdhAre. 3562 AtmA DhaMte ya nathI ne advaite ya nathI. AtmA dvaitAdvaita che. 3567 pahelAM viparIta jJAna jANavAno prayatna hato, tenAthI baMdhanamAM avAya. samyak jJAna jANavAno prayatna e potAnuM che. enAthI svataMtra thavAya. viparIta jJAna e ya jJAna che. e jANavAno ya 'TesTa' Ave, paNa enAthI baMdhanamAM avAya. 3568 samyak jJAna svasukha ApanAruM che, svAvalaMbI che. viparIta jJAne parAvalaMbI che. 3569 A vItarAga mArga che. emAM vyavahAra Adarza thAya, to vItarAga thavAya. vyavahAra choDavAno nathI, Adarza karavAno che. vyavahAra Adarza kyAre thAya ? AtmajJAna thAya tyAre. AtmajJAna kyAre thAya ? "jJAnI puruSa' bhedajJAna karAve tyAre. 3570 vyavahArane "riyala' mAnyo to ya vyavahAra AvaDyo nahIM. vyavahAra kevo hovo joIe ? "Adarza' ! A to ghera ghera DakhA ! ghera ghera DakhA !! 3571 nizcayane nizcayamAM rAkhavo ne vyavahArane vyavahAramAM rAkhavo, Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ enuM nAma zuddha vyavahAra ! 3572 jenAM vANI, vartana ne vinaya manohara thaI jAya, eno vyavahAra badho ya Adarza thaI gayo ! 3573 Adarza vyavahAra ane nirvikalpa pada, e be prApta thaI jAya, pachI zuM rahyuM ? AkhA brahmAMDane pheraphAra karI Ape. 3574 gharaDA thayA pachI Adarza vyavahAra thAya te zA kAmano ? Adarza vyavahAra to jIvananI zarUAtathI hovo joIe. 3575 Adarza vyavahAra kevI rIte prApta thAya ? tamane (mahAtmAone) nirvikalpapada prApta thayuM che eTale emAM rahevAthI Adarza vyavahAra enI meLe Avaze. 3576 jeTalo vyavahAra Adarza thato jAya, teTalI samAdhi vadhatI jAya. 3577 samabhAvathI je vyavahAra thAya, te zuddha vyavahAra kahevAya. 3578 je vyavahAramAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nA vaparAya e zuddha vyavahAra kahevAya. 3579 zuddha nizcaya jyAM AgaLa che tyAM badho vyavahAra zuddha che. 3580 ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna nA thAya, enuM nAma 'vyavahAra zuddhi.' 3581 zuddha vyavahAra nirahaMkArI hoya. jemAM ahaMkArano chAMTo ya nA hoya e zuddha vyavahAra ! 3582 jyAM sudhI vyavahAra cokhkho nA thAya tyAM sudhI mokSa nathI. vyavahAranA AdhAra para ja mokSa che ! Adarza vyavahAra hovo joIe, bIjA koIne duHkhadAyI nA thAya evo. 3583 bhagavAna kahe che ke, "vyavahAranAM vAkyo koI dahADo nizcaya thavAnAM ja nathI. ame badhAM ja vAkyo vyavahArathI bolyA chIe, nizcayathI bolyA nathI. tame nizcayanAM mAnI lo, temAM ame zuM karIe ? tapa karavAthI mokSa thaze ema tame nizcayathI mAnyuM, temAM ame zuM karIe ?" 3584 mokSe javA mATenI badhI mahenato vikalpI che. nirvikalpI mahenata hoya to jANe ThIka che. vikalpI mahenata eTale DuMgaLI kADhI nAkhIne zeraDI rope enA jevuM ! 3585 mokSe javA bhayaMkara prayatno kare che. emAM emano doSa nathI, emane saMjoga bAjhato nathI. samakitanAM sAdhano Ama to bahu bhegAM karyA che paNa samakitano saMjoga bAjhato nathI. 3586 pote bhegAM karelAM samakitanAM sAdhanone pote sAcAM mAne che, paNa e sAcAM nathI. suthAra hoya te kaDiyAnAM hathiyAra laIne Ave to cAle ?! eTale sahu sahunAM sAdhano joIe ! 3587 samakita prApti mATe sauthI moTAmAM moTuM sAdhana eTale 'jJAnI puruSanuM maLavuM e che. A sAdhana maLyuM ke bIjA koI sAdhananI jarUra nathI. 3588 saMsAra e vagara mahenatanuM phaLa che. mATe bhogavo, paNa bhogavatAM AvaDavuM joIe. 3589 jo mahenatanuM phaLa saMsAra hoya to zeThIyA khAtAM nA hoya. majUro ja khAtAM hota ! 3590 jeTalI mahenata eTalo aMtarAya, kAraNa ke mahenata kema karavI 3591 kAyamanuM sukha, enuM nAma ja mokSa. 3592 mokSe kyAre jAya? je "phullI Devalapa' thAya tyAre mokSe jaI zake. AtmA ne anAtmAnuM vivaraNa thAya ane beu judAM paDI jAya kAyamane mATe ! Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3593 "jJAnI puruSa' jJAna Ape pachI varlDamAM ApaNo koInI joDe jhaghaDo rahe nahIM. phakta pAchalI banegArI rahe ! gunegArI eTale ApaNe pahelAM karelI bhUlo. je ApaNane kalamAM lAgI gayelI che te. e kalamono ApaNe hisAba cUkavavo paDe! 3594 mokSa eTale saMsArane mATe "kampalITa aphiTa' (ayogya). eTale tame "aphiTa' thatAM jAva cho e tamArA hitamAM che ke ahitamAM che, e tamAre jovuM joIe ! 355 zabdano parama artha eTale mokSa. vastuno chellAmAM chello artha te mokSa. 3596 vyavahAramAM rAMDe tyAre gharane khUNe bese. saMsAramAM rAMDe tyAre mokSane khUNe bese. 3597 nirvANa AtmAnuM thAya che ke anAtmAnuM ? "anAtma vibhAganuM'! AtmA uparathI anAtmAnuM AvaraNa chUTuM paDI jAya che ! 3598 mokSa e meLavavAnI vastu nathI. mokSa to potAno svabhAva ja che. tame mokSasvarUpa ja cho. paNa tamAruM mokSa sukha tame bhogavatAM nathI. tamane tamArA svarUpanuM bhAna thavuM joIe. 3599 jJAna-darzana-cAritra samyak thAya, enuM nAma mokSa ! 3600 koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra pramANa nA dubhAya e ja ApaNo bhAva hovo joIe. dharmanuM pramANa dubhAvavuM che ane mokSa karavo che e be bane nahIM. 3601 vAraNathI nivAraNa ne nivAraNathI nirvANa ! 3602 duzmana sAmo AvIne Ubho rahe ne aNagamo thAya ke turta ja vAraNa mUkI devuM, tenA mATe saheja paNa avaLo vicAra AvavA dezo nahIM. sAmo anaMta upakArI che ema mAnajo. 3603 ApaNo hAtha kApI nAkhe, game teTaluM tophAna kare to ya tene bIjI draSTithI nA juo. tene zuddhAtmAthI juo. avaLo vicAra Avyo eTale avaLuM 'vahIla' pharyuM. 3604 jo mokSa joIto hoya to eka avatAra A dehanA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAkhe to ya calAvI levuM. A dehanA kakaDe kakaDA thAya to ya mokSamArga nahIM cUkuM, e nizcaya thAya tyArathI ja mahIM apAra sukha utpanna thAya tevuM che. A dehane eka avatAra saTTAmAM mUkI do pachI juo. 3605 jyAM kAyado che, tyAM mokSa nathI. A amArI anaMta avatAranI zodhakhoLa che. 3606 jyAM kAyado che tyAM dharma che, paNa AtmajJAna nathI. 3607 jyAM kAyadA tyAM laoN-korTa, Atmadharma nahIM. jyAM kAyado nahIM, tyAM bhagavAnano vAsa ! 3608 jyAM "laoN' hoya tyAM saMpUrNa vItarAgI jJAna nA hoya. ahIM to 'no laoN-laoN" hoya ! 3609 'no laoN-laoN' eTale svasaMyamI ! 3610 A badhAM kaSAya UbhAM thAya che, te viSayamAMthI UbhAM thayAM che. e cAritramoha evo hoya ke "jJAnane paNa uDADI mUke ! bhaDako karI devaDAve ! 36 11 bhaya rAkhavA jevo hoya to viSayano rAkhavA jevo che. bIjI koI A jagatamAM bhaya rAkhavA jevI jagyA nathI. mATe enAthI cetatA rahevuM. 3612 viSayanI caMcaLatA e ja anaMta avatAranA duHkhanuM mULiyuM che. 3613 eka ja vakhatanA viSayothI abajonuM nukasAna che. bhayaMkara hiMsA che ! Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3614 eka miniTamAM vairAgya Ave evuM A jagata che. emAM vairAgya Avato nathI e ya eka ajAyabI che ! 3615 viSaya hoya chatAM ya yAda nA Ave, enuM nAma nirviSaya. viSaya nA hoya chatAM yAda Ave, enuM nAma viSaya. 36 16 je bhoga ApaNane yAda Ave e upabhogamAM pariNAma pAme. je bhoga yAda nA Ave te aDe nahIM, nirlepabhAva rahe. 3617 vAsanAo zuM che ? te kevI rIte jAya ? "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e miTe to ja vAsanAo jAya. nahIM to vAsanAo jAya nahIM. 36 18 sarva prakAranA bhAvo utpanna thAya evuM A jagata che. emAM dehaniMdrA Avaze to cAlaze paNa bhAvanidrA nA AvavI joIe. 3619 A Trena sAmI Ave che tyAre kaMI niMdrA Ave che ? A Trena to eka avatAranuM maraNa lAve, paNa bhAvaniMdrA to anaMta avatAranuM maraNa lAvaze. citra-vicitra bhAva utpanna thAya evuM A jagata che. emAM tAre tAruM samajI levAnuM che. jo tane bhAvaniMdrA haze to jagata tane coMTaze. 36 20 jyAM bhAvaniMdrA Ave tyAM ja pratikramaNa karavuM ane jenI AgaLa bhAvaniMdrA Ave tenAM ja AtmA pAse brahmacarya pALavAnI zakti mAgavI. e DAyarekTa vAta che. jenI sAthe dukAna maMDAya che tenI pAse ja zakti mAMgavI eTale hisAba cokhkhA thAya ! 3621 brahmacarya eTale zuM ? A puraNa thayuM e galana nA thAya te brahmacarya. A to pUraNa jene niyamamAM hoya, te brahmacarya pALI zake ! 3622 A kALamAM bahAra nIkaLyA eTale "opana' bajAra ! sAMja sudhI sodo kazo ya karyo nA hoya paNa bAra sodA to ema ne ema lakhI nAkhyA hoya ! khAlI jovAnAM ja sodA thaI jAya ! bIjo sodA to thavAnA haze te thaze, paNa jovAnAM ja sodA karI nAkhe ! e bhayaMkara roga kahevAya ! jovA mAtrathI ja sodo thaI jAya. "svarUpanuM jJAna ApaNuM maLyA pachI sAmAmAM zuddhAtmA dekhAya. 3623 A to AMkhanA camakArA che. AMkha aDe ke citta coMTe ! emAM AMkhano zo doSa? manano ya zo doSa? ApaNe kAcA tyAre mana caDhI bese ? guno ApaNo ja. 3624 eka patnIvratano kAyado hoya e 'limiTavALuM kahevAya. e UrdhvagatimAM laI jAya. mokSe javAnI 'limiTa' kaI ? "eka patnIvrata." 3625 A kALanA manuSyonuM brahmacarya pALavAnuM gajuM nathI. A paiNelo zuM kare ? tethI ame kahIe chIe ke A kALamAM je eka patnIvrata dharAvaze teno mokSa thaze evI gerenTI' ApIe chIe ! paNa amArI pAse AvIne vAtane samajo. 3626 jyAM AkarSaNa thayuM, AkarSaNamAM tanmayAkAra thayo tyAM coMTyo. AkarSaNa thayuM teno vAMdho nahIM, paNa tanmayAkAra nA thayo e jItyo. 3627 viSayo viSayamAM varte che. A to vagara kAmanA "IgoIjhama' kare che. "IgoIjhama' jAya nahIM tyAM sudhI to, "IgoIjhama' karyA vagara rahe nahIM ne ? e "IgoIjhama' kyAre jAya ? eno AdhAra jAya tyAre. eno zo AdhAra che? "ajJAna." ajJAna kyAre jAya ? jJAnI maLe tyAre. 3628 AtmA e ja brahmacarya che. jene Atmasukha lAdhe, tene abrahmacaryanA vicAra ja nA Ave ! Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3629 ApaNane zuddhAtmAmAM ja sukha che evuM yathArthapaNe samajAI jAya to viSayamAM sukha nA rahe. 3630 jagatanI sarva cIjo adhogAmI che. vIrya ekaluM ja jo dhAre to UrdhvagAmI thaI zake ! 3631 'svavIrya'nuM sphurAyamAna karavuM te parAkrama ! te 3632 viSayane je jIte, tenA para traNa lokanA nAtha rAjI thAya ! 3633 jenI vANIthI koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya, jenA vartanathI koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya, jenA manamAM kharAba bhAva nA thAya, te zIlavAna ! 3634 zIlamAM brahmacarya AvI jAya eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa tenI sAthe koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya, jotAM ja AnaMda thAya ! 3635 tamAruM zIla joIne ja sAmAmAM parivartana thAya ! zIlavAna bahu UMcI vastu che. A satsaMga zIlavAna thavA mATe ja karavAno che. bAkI, AtmA mokSasvarUpa ja che. jyArathI 'selpha riyalAIjha' thayuM tyArathI mokSasvarUpa ja che, mokSanI zI utAvaLa che ? zIlavAna paheluM thavAnuM. enAM guNo utpanna thAya, tenAthI jagatanA badhA pheraphAra thaI jAya ! 3636 zIlavAna vagara vacanabaLa utpanna nA thAya. 3637 sauthI moTAmAM moTI kamANI cAritranI che. cAritrano 'sTroMga' thaI gayo to jagata jItAI gayuM ! 3638 A hakkanA vaibhava bhogavavA te Urdhvagati che. aNahakkanuM vAparavuM te adhogita che. 3639 deha DAhyo thayo, enuM nAma 'vyavahAra cAritra.' AtmA DAhyo thayo, enuM nAma 'nizcaya cAritra.' AtmA DAhyo thayo, tenuM nAma jJAtA-draSTA. paramAnaMdamAM ja rahe. bIjI kazI bhAMjagaDamAM hAtha ghAle nahIM. 3640 'vyavahAra cAritra' kone kahevAya ? vItarAga mArgamAM hoya tene. vItarAga mArgamAM hoya eTale ke koI dharmane parAyo mAnato nA hoya, chatAM vItarAga dharmane potAnuM dhyeya rAkhato hoya. vItarAgone mAnya rAkhe ne bIjA koIne anyAya nA kare. koI dharma para, koInA para dveSa nA rahe tyAre 'vyavahAra cAritra' kahevAya ! 3641 AtmAnuM cAritra eTale jJAtA-draSTA ne paramAnaMdamAM rahevuM te. 3642 A dehamAM krodha, harSa, zoka badhuM ja bhareluM che. paNa temAM AtmA tanmayAkAra nA thAya ne pudgalanAM dareka saMyogone parapariNAma jANyuM, ene samyak cAritra kahevAya ! 3643 bahAra sannapAta thayelo hoya, teno vItarAgone vAMdho nathI. aMdara jJAtA-draSTA rahe che ke nahIM eTaluM ja jovAnuM. 3644 zAna-darzana-cAritra e rUpI nathI, arUpI che. loko rUpI khoLe che. pratyakSa dekhAtuM khoLe che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra e rUpI nathI. bhagavAna vItarAgonuM kaheluM rUpI nathI, arUpI che. jene mokSe javuM hoya, teNe vItarAgonuM kaheluM mAnya karavuM paDaze ! 3645 cAritra pragaTa thayuM che te kevuM che, tenuM pramANa e ke mahIM baLatarA keTalI baMdha thaI ! 3646 kaSAyarahita cAritra e samyak cAritra ne kevaLa cAritra e chelluM cAritra che. 3647 karmo khape, nirjarA thAya, saMvara rahetuM hoya to mokSano mArga che. ane saMvara nA rahetuM hoya to A badhe cAle che evo sAmAnya mArga che, emAM khoTa nathI. Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3648 saMvara eTale navAM karmono baMdha thato aTakato hoya. saMvara kyAM hoya ? syAdvAda hoya tyAM. jyAM 'yathArtha jJAna' hoya tyAM syAdvAda hoya ! 3649 samakita kone kahevAya ? paheluM vyavahAra samakita thavuM joIe ke A badhAmAM kyA deva che, te mokSe laI jaze ? evI ene samajaNa AvavI joIe. samajaNamAM evuM bese ke A strIvALA, hathiyAravALA devo mokSa nA laI jAya. phakta vItarAga mokSe laI jaze, evI khAtarI bese tyAre vyavahAra samakita thAya ! tyAra pachI AtmAnI kaMIka paNa zabdothI ane samaja bese tyAre sAcuM samakita thayuM kahevAya, zuddha samakita. ane ApaNe ahIM akramamAM paramArtha samakita ApIe chIe ! 3650 'vyavahArathI kartA' nA mAnavuM te ya mithyAtva. ane 'huM nizcayathI kartA chuM' te ya mithyAtva. 'huM kartA chuM' e bhAna e mithyAtva che. 3651 'jJAnI' sabhyamAM rahe ne duniyA mithyAtvamAM rahe. 'jJAnI' samyakmAM jAge ne duniyA mithyAtvamAM jAge. 3652 zAstrajJAnathI samyak darzana thAya nahIM. anubhavajJAnathI samyak darzana thAya ! 3653 ajJAna gayuM tyArathI ja muktino anubhava thAya. ajJAnathI baMdhana che. zenuM ajJAna ? pote potAnAthI ja ajJAna che. kRSNa bhagavAne Ane guhyatama 'vijJAna' kahyuM che. guhya ja koI samajI zakatA nathI to guhyatara ne guhyatama kyAre samajAya ? ne 3654 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e UMdhI zraddhA beThI che te ghaNuM ya bhUlavA mAge to ya e bhUlAya ? e to rItasara 'jJAnI'nA AdhAre eno tAra kapAI javo joIe. sUkSma tAro, zraddhAnA tAro beThelA hoya che. e 'roMga bilIpho' tUTe ane 'rAITa bilIpha' bese to kAma lAge ! 'rAITa bilIpha'ne 'samyak darzana' kahyuM. 'roMga bilIpha'ne 'mithyAtva' kahyuM. 3655 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' A zAstronuM jJAna mane moDhe che, zrutajJAna mane moDhe che' e badhAMne bhagavAne dehAdhyAsa kahyo. kAraNa ke 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e adhyAsa tUTyo nathI. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e bhAna thayuM ke badho ukela AvI gayo ! 3656 samakita to AtmajJAnI puruSa pAse prApta thAya. nimitta joIe. samakita thayA pachI ciMtA-upAdhi nA thAya, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna nA thAya ! AtmajJAnInI bhakti karavAthI, emanI pAsethI emanI kRpA Utare eTale samikata thaI jAya ! 3657 sakita nA thAya tyAM sudhI 'viSarasa' TapakyA kare. eTale vANI viSavALI thaI jAya, vartana viSavALuM thaI jAya, badhuM viSavALuM thaI jAya. ane samita thAya ke tarata ja mahIM amRta paDavA mAMDe ! eTale dahADe dahADe amRtavALI vANI thAya, vartana amRtavALuM thAya, badhuM amRtavALuM thAya, krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha jatAM rahe badhAM ! 3658 A pUrva dizA jANIe eTale pachI bIjI badhI dizAno phoDa paDe ke nahIM ? ajJAnanI dizA jANe to sAmI jJAnanI dizA jaDe ke nA jaDe ? A to ajJAne ya jANyuM nathI. ajJAna jANyuM eTale bAkI rahyuM te peluM jJAna. ajJAna ja jANavuM bahu muzkela che. jJAna jANavuM saheluM che. 3659 saMsAramAM rahIe chatAM saMsAra aDe nahIM, enuM nAma 'samakita.' e to 'jJAnI puruSa'nI kRpAthI prApta thAya. 'jJAnI puruSa'mAM bhagavAna pragaTa thaI gayelA hoya ! Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3660 jyAM kaMI paNa kartAbhAva che tyAM samakita prApta nA thAya. 3661 kartAbhAvamAM moha che, akartAbhAvamAM 'cAritramoha' che. mohamAMthI bIja paDe ne cAritramohamAMthI bIja nA paDe ! saLI karo ne moDhAnA bhAva badale to huM jANuM ke ene moha che. 366 2. darzana mohanIya A saMsAranuM 'kojha' che ane cAritra mohanIya A saMsAranI 'IphekTa' che. 3663 darzanamoha eTale zuM ke pote je che te nahIM hovA chatAM Aropita bhAve bolavuM ke 'huM caMdulAla chuM' e darzanamoha ! 3664 jagatanuM 'rUTa kojha' darzanamoha che. darzanamoha e kayA svarUpe che ? 'IgoIjhama' svarUpe che ! 3665 darzanamoha eTale zuM ? potane potAnI vismRti thaI gaI, enAthI UbhuM je thayuM e moTI bhUla. e bhUlane laIne saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. e ApaNe toDI ApIe chIe. 3666 akartAbhAna e saMvara, kartAbhAna e Azrava. 3667 paudgalika levA-devAno vyavahAra jene baMdha thayo, tene niHzaMka AtmA prApta thayo kahevAya. tene kSAyika samakita kahevAya. 3668 kSAyika samakita eTale pudgala pariNatino Akho ya tyAga. e to darzana karavA jevAM gaNAya ! AkhA 'varlDa'nI ajAyabI kahevAya ! 3669 mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma 'jJAnI'nAM caraNomAM arpaNa karavAnuM che. nokarma eTale 'DiscArja' thatAM karma. bhAvakarma eTale 'cArja' thatAM karma ane dravyakarma eTale draSTi. je che tenAthI viparIta dekhADe te. viparIta dekhAya eTale pachI viparIta cAle. 3670 je AvatAM bhavane mATe bIja nAkhe che te bhAvakarma. je bIja vagaranAM karma che e nokarma. ane dravyakarma zuM che ? e gayA avatAranAM kayA cazmAM lAvelo che ? cAra naMbaranAM, ATha naMbaranAM ke bAra naMbaranAM cazmAM che ? jevA cazmAM lAvyo, tenAthI AkhI jiMdagI dekhAya. cazmAM laIne Avyo hoya, te pramANe sUjha paDe. 3671 dravyakarmamAM zaktio paNa lAvelo hoya che. AtmAmAM anaMta zaktio che. paNa ene aMtarAya karanArI zaktio paNa lAvelo hoya che. bIjuM, mUrchita bhAva, moha lAvelo hoya che. 3672 dravyakarma eTale bhAvakarmanuM 'rIjhalTa' ! paNa te rIjhalTa sthULa nathI. AvatAM bhavanA cazmAM svarUpe che ! 3673 gALa bhAMDe e 'nokarma', te vakhate raudrabhAva utpanna thAya te bhAvakarma ane raudrabhAva utpanna thatI vakhate mahIM mULa 'mazInarI'nuM 'lAITa' dabAya, draSTi bagaDe te dravyakarma. ame 'jJAna' ApIe chIe eTale A draSTi uDADIe chIe. eTale bhAva UbhA thAya paNa draSTi nA bagaDe, hiMsaka bhAva nA utpanna thAya. tethI karma 'cArja' nA thAya. 3674 draSTi nA bagaDe eTale bhAvakarma je thayAM te paNa 'DiscArja' che. bhAvakarma ane draSTi bagaDe tenuM nAma 'cArja'. 'akrama'mAM bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma badhAM ja 'DiscArja' banI jAya che ! 3675 AtmA svabhAvamAM ja che, paNa dhummasa bahu che tethI dekhAya nahIM. dhummasa jAya eTale dekhAya. dravyakarma dhummasa jevuM che. dhummasamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe tyAra pachI ya 'ene' keTalAMya kALa sudhI asara rahe. 'jJAnI' tene choDI Ape. 3676 pILA cazmAM caDhAve to jagata pILuM dekhAya. A cazmAMno khyAla che tethI samajI jAya ke A cazmAMne lIdhe pILuM dekhAya Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ! A pUrvajanmanAM dravyakarmanA cazmAM caDhAvyAM che. enAthI A badhuM dekhAya che ! jo cazmAM lakSamAM rahe, pote lakSamAM rahe ane bahAranI hakIkata lakSamAM rahe, to kazo vAMdho nathI. 3677 AtmajJAnI ane temanA AzrayavAna ja dravyakarmane samajI zake. dravyakarma eTale pariNAma pAmI gayeluM hoya, 'IphekTiva' hoya te.. 3678 saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAro dharma che, ene zubhAzubha dharma kahevAmAM Ave che ane mokSe laI janAro dharma, ene zuddha dharma kahevAmAM Ave che ! 3679 zuddha vyavahAra pratyakSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. savyavahAra parokSa mokSanuM kAraNa che. 3680 zuddha vyavahAra kone kahevo? "svarUpanuM bhAna' thAya tyAra pachI ja zuddha vyavahAra zarU thAya che, tyAM sudhI savyavahAra che. 3681 zuddha vyavahAra ne savyavahAramAM zo phera che ? savyavahAra ahaMkAra sahita hoya. zuddha vyavahAra ahaMkAra rahita hoya ! 3682 zuddha vyavahAra saMpUrNa dharmadhyAna Ape. savyavahAra alpAMze karIne dharmadhyAna Ape. 3683 jeTalo zuddha vyavahAra hoya teTalo "zuddha upayoga' rahe ! 3684 "zuddha upayoga' eTale pote' jJAtA-draSTA hoya paNa jue zuM? zuddha vyavahAra jue ! 3685 zuddha vyavahAra eTale kaSAyarahitano vyavahAra. 3686 jyAM "zuddha vyavahAra' nathI, "vyavahAranuM phAunDezana (pAyo ja) nathI, tyAM 'nizcaya' jevI koI vastu ja nathI ! 3687 jyAM zuddha vyavahAra nathI, tyAM nizcayanuM ArAdhana phaLa ApatuM nathI. 3688 vyavahAra to hovo ja joIe, paNa zuddha vyavahAra hovo joIe ! 3689 ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna nA thAya, enuM nAma zuddha vyavahAra. ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna thAya te azubha vyavahAra. ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna zalyanI mAphaka khUMce, tyAre zubha vyavahAra. 3690 yathArtha vyavahAra e sApekSa vastu che. eTale saMsArI vyavahArane yathArtha vyavahAra kahevAya. sAdhu vyavahArane yathArtha vyavahAra kahevAya. paNa jyAM AtmA ne paramAtmAnI vAta hoya tyAM je vyavahAra hoya, te zuddha vyavahAra hoya. e vyavahAra hoya chatAM baMdhana nA thAya ! 3691 kharo yathArtha vyavahAra kone kahevAya che ? zuddha vyavahArane. nizcaya prApta thayA pachI bAkI je rahe, tenuM nAma zuddha vyavahAra ! 3692 zuddha vyavahAramAM kazuM ya karavuM nA paDe. e to "oTomeTika' thAya. e nikAlI che. zuddha vyavahAramAM ahaMkAranI jarUra nathI hotI. zubha vyavahAramAM ahaMkAranI jarUra hoya che. 3693 nizcaya zuddha haze to vyavahAra jaldI zuddha thaze, nahIM to nizcayane lakSamAM rAkhIne vyavahAra zuddha karavo paDaze ! 3694 'nija svarUpanuM bhAna thayA sivAya vyavahAra 'helpa' karI zakaze nahIM ane zuddha vyavahAra sivAya nija svarUpanuM bhAna helpa' karI zakaze nahIM. A beu "rIleTeDa' che ! 3695 A to vijJAna che. zuddha vyavahAra ne zuddha nizcaya sahita ! zuddha vyavahAra thayA sivAya mokSanI vAta koIe karavI nahIM! 3696 A to khAlI vyavahAra Ubho thayo che samasaraNa mArgano. Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arIsA AgaLa vyavahAra Ubho nathI thato ? arIsA AgaLa kazuM dekhAya che ke nahIM ? zuM e "ejhekTa' vyavahAra nathI ? ApaNe jeTaluM karIe eTaluM e ekjhakTa' kare che ne ? A arIsAnA vyavahArane loko ghoLIne pI gayA ! A ApaNo ya evo ja vyavahAra che. bIjuM kazuM ja nathI. 3697 jeTalo vyavahAra tamane sparze nahIM e vyavahAra "vyavahAra' kahevAya. ema karatAM karatAM Akho ya vyavahAra sparza nahIM, eTale thaI gayuM "kevaLajJAna'. 3698 zuddha vyavahAramAM bilakula buddhinI jarUra nathI. 3699 chevaTe buddhi vagaranuM vijJAna thaze tyAre kAma thaze. "akrama vijJAna' zenAthI joI rahyuM che ? prajJAzaktithI ! 3700 eka ajJAzaktithI jagata UbhuM thaI gayuM che ! ajJAzaktithI jagatanI adhikaraNa kriyA cAlyA ja kare che. 3701 kramikamArgamAM cheka chelle "sTezane' ajJAzakti vidAya le ne prajJAzakti hAjara thaI jAya. ahIM "akrama mArga'mAM pahelI prajJAzakti utpanna thAya che ne ajJAzakti te ja vakhate vidAya le che ! 3702 ajJA nAmanI zaktithI pApa-puNya racAya che. 3703 prajJA nAmanI zakti "jJAna'thI utpanna thAya che ! 3704 ajJAzakti saMsAramAM ne saMsAramAM bhaTakAya bhaTakAya kare ! ajJAne buddhinI madada pAchI ane prajJAne AtmAnI madada. 3705 A buddhi ke A prajJA, enI vyAkhyA zI? saheja paNa ajaMpo kare te buddhi, prajJAmAM ajaMpo nA hoya. 3706 ajJAzakti utpana kema thaI ? AtmA para saMyogonuM jabarajasta dabANa AvyuM. eTale jJAna-darzana viparIta thayuM, svAbhAvika rahyuM nahIM. eTale ajJAzakti utpanna thaI. 3707 ajJAzakti AtmAnI kalpanA che, vikalpa che. evuM kahyuM tevo deha baMdhAI jAya. ene kazI mahenata karavI nA paDe. pachI IgoIjhama" joDe ne joDe ja hoya. jUno IgoIjhama' pUro nA thayo hoya tyAM navo IgoIjhama" cAlu thaI jAya. 3708 saMjogonA bhIDAthI ajJAzakti utpanna thaI ane jo 'jJAnI puruSa' maLe to prajJAzakti utpanna thaI jAya. pachI ajJAzakti vidAya thaI jAya ! prajJAzakti saMyogo ane AtmAne bannene judA pADI Ape che ! 3709 saMkalpa zaktithI jagata cAlyA kare che. rAtre aMdhArAmAM moTara'nI "lAITa' cAlu thAya eTale ema lAge ke jIvaDAM mare che. te zuM pahelAM nahotAM maratAM ? paNa prakAza thavAthI tene dekhAyuM ke jIvaDAM mare che. te pachI pote mAne ke huM jIvaDAM mAruM chuM ! 3710 A kaDhI banAve che te dekhItA sAMyogika purAvAo che ne A jagata calAve che te to gupta sAMyogika purAvAo che. 3711 dravya-kSetra-kALa ne bhAva bhegA thAya to ja kAma thAya che. nahIM to kazuM ja thAya tema nathI to pachI ahaMkAra karavAno rahyo ja kyAM? bhagavAnanI vAta samaja nA paDI tethI jagata phasAyuM che, chatAM ya jagata to AvuM ja rahevAnuM. ahaMkAra karyA vagara rahe nahIM ne? svabhAva che ne ! paNa jene A samajavuM hoya tene to samajavA jevuM che. 3712 ATha ne pAMtrIse zuM thavAnuM che e kALanA lakSamAM ja hoya, e "eviDansa' che. dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva ne bhava A badhAM Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhegAM thAya tyAre kArya thAya ! 3713 'vyavasthita' te nadI ane ApaNuM nAvaDuM. te nAvaDuM nadIne kahe che, 'tuM vAMkIcUMkI nA cAlIza." tyAre nadI nAvaDAne kahe che, mUA, tuM vAMkuMcUMkuM nA cAlIza. tAre jo jIvatA rahevuM hoya to huM karuM tema karaje, huM cAluM tema cAlaje. mane anukuLa thaje. nahIM to tArA bhAMgIne bhUkkA thaI jaze. marI jaIza !" 3714 vyavahAramAM 'thaI jAya che evuM ekaluM mAnanArA ne karavuM paDe che" evuM mAnanArA beu kAcA che. A be AMkhavALuM jJAna che. jagata AkhAnuM jJAna eka AMkhavALuM che. ekAMtika jJAna che. "A karavuM paDe che' evuM vyavahAramAM bolavAnuM ne "thaI jAya che' e lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che. "karavuM paDaze' e bhAva che ne "thaI jAya che' te "vyavasthita che. 3715 'vyavasthita" eTale kAMI chApelI vastu nathI. tame jevAM pariNAma karo tevuM ja vyavasthita' goThavAyeluM hoya che. 'vyavasthita' potAnAM pariNAma upara AdhAra rAkhe che. potAnAM pariNAmano Ama sIdho badalo nathI maLato paNa e kudarata'mAM jAya ne temAM bIjA saMyogo bhaLe, ne kudarata bhaLatAM je pramANa thAya, je raMga-rUpa thAya tevuM rUpaka Ave. 3716 A 'vyavasthita' nA hota to A muMbaI zaheramAM koI navA mANasane ghara ja nA jaData !paNa A 'vyavasthita' helpa kare che ! 3717 'vyavasthita' upara "vyavasthita'nI ya sattA nathI, 'vyavasthita' to khAlI "rIjhalTa" Ape che ! jo "vyavasthita'nI sattA hota to te kahetA ke mAre lIdhe ja badhuM cAle che!' jo bhagavAnanI sattA hota to te "ropha'mAM AvI jAta ! koIthI bolAya tevuM nathI. khAlI nimittathI ja jagata UbhuM thayuM che ! 3718 nimittano tyAga karavo e ya guno che ne nimittanI AgaLa dIna thaI javuM te ya guno che. 3719 'vyavasthita'nuM jJAna jagatanA lokone apAya evuM nathI. kAraNa ke jo "svarUpanuM jJAna' nA hoya to bahAranuM badhuM 'vyavasthita' che karIne sUI rahe, kazo vAMdho nathI kahe. eTale avaLA bhAva kare ne Avato bhava bagaDe. A bhavamAM nA bagaDe evuM 'vyavasthita' che. 'vyavasthita' bahu samajavA jevuM che, bahu UMDI vAta che. 3720 amAruM anaMta avatAranuM saravaiyuM 'A' che ! huM 'je' lAvyo chuM, te anaMta avatArathI saravaiyuM karato karato, karato, karato. lAvyo chuM. e saravaiyuM che, "vyavasthita' ! sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa " je jagatane calAve che ! 3721 eka AtmAmAM AkhA brahmAMDanI zakti che ! ene pragaTa karavA mAMDo. jema jema saMsAra bAjunI draSTi ochI thatI jaze, tema tema AtmAbhaNI draSTi thatI jaze, tema tema Atmazakti pragaTa thatI jAya ! paNa A bAju pAra vagaranAM khetarAM che. te haju kheDavAM ja paDaze ne ? 3722 paramAtmA eTale pote potAnI "phUla' (saMpUrNa) zaktio Devalapa thaI jAya, badhI zakti pragaTa thAya ! te paNa A zaktio mAtra AvarAI gaI che. nahIM to pote ja paramAtmA che. koI karoDapatinA abajo rUpiyA jamInamAM daTAyelA hoya paNa nA jaDe ne e pAMca rUpiyA mAgavA jAya evuM thaI gayuM 3723 saMyamamAM Ave tyAMthI svabhAva sattA pragaTa thatI jAya. 3724 AtmA vItarAga che ke rAga-dveSavALo ? AtmA vItarAga che ! to pachI rAga-dveSa kevI rItanA choDAvo cho ? tuM to vItarAga ja che ! "tuM" kevI rIte vItarAga che, te tuM samajyo nathI. mATe Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI puruSa' pAse te samajI Ava. tane A saMsAranA saMyogonA dhakkAthI mahIM bhramaNA UbhI thaI gaI che ! 3725 rAga-dveSa e guru-laghu svabhAvanA che. AtmA aguru-laghu svabhAvano che. bannenA guNadharma judA che. 3726 AtmA navo deha grahaNa kare che ke pudgala ? e AtmA ya grahaNa karato nathI ne pudgale ya grahaNa karatuM nathI. e mizra cetana grahaNa kare che. 3727 ajJAnatAno svabhAva ja cIkAza che. te jarAka mIThuM bole eTale AkarSaNa thAya ne kaDavuM bole eTale vikarSaNa thAya. 3728 koI paNa saMyoga je ApaNane prApta thayo, tenI phariyAda UbhI nA thAya tema ukela lAvavAno che. khuza nA thAya teno vAMdho nathI, paNa phariyAda nA hovI joIe. 3729 mizra cetana to, A je cetana dekhAya che ne, te badhAM mizra cetana ja che. A to khAlI "roMga bilipho' badhI pesI gaI che. bilipha eTale bhagavAnanI 'bilipha', te jevI tevI nA kahevAya ! 3730 A badhI pudgalanI sthiti che, AtmAnI nathI. jagate pugalanI sthitine AtmAnI sthiti mAnI lIdhI che. AtmA to Ane jANyA ja kare che ke zuM thAya che ne zuM nahIM? ene kazuM AnI joDe levA ya nathI ne devA ya nathI. 3731 anaicchika dazA e ja mokSa. dazA paripakva thaye svadazA prApta thAya. 'vyu poInTa'mAM je dekhAya che, temAMnuM 'senTaramAM kazuM ja dekhAya nahIM. "senTara'vALAne to badhA "vyu poInTa'nI samaja paDI jAya. 3732 mokSa eTale chellI svAbhAvika dazA. 3733 mokSa eTale kyAreya paNa karmanuM coMTavApaNuM nA rahevuM te. 3734 ahaMkAranI nivRtti, enuM nAma mukti. 3735 kriyAo zene mATe che? badhuM A saMsAramAM Urdhvagati mATe che. paNa jene mokSa sivAya bIjuM kazuM joItuM nathI, teNe A kriyAonI bhAMjagaDamAM paDavA jevuM nathI. e to draSTirAga che. 3736 jIvatAM mokSa eTale bhayaMkara upAdhimAM samAdhi rahe te. 3737 "problema' UbhA nA thAya, enuM nAma mukti. atyAre mane gALo bhAMDo to mane 'problema Ubho nA thAya ne tamAre Ubho thAya, kAraNa ke tame baMdhAyelA cho, ajJAnanA doraDAthI. e doraDuM "jJAnI puruSa' toDI Ape. 3738 bhagavAne moTAmAM moTuM karma karyuM kahyuM? rAtre 'huM caMdulAla chuM' kahIne sUI gayA ane pachI AtmAne kothaLAmAM pUryo, te moTAmAM moTuM karma ! 3739 AtmA dekhAto nathI paNa karmaphaLa dekhAya che. 3740 karmaphaLa Ave temAM 'TesTa' paDe eTale temAM tanmayAkAra thaI jAya, tenAthI bhogavavuM paDe. 3741 karma udaya kone kahevAya? je DhasaDIne laI jAya che. saMjogonA sakaMjAmAM AvI jAya ne javuM paDe che. rAjIkhuzIthI jAya, tene karma udaya nA kahevAya. karma udayamAM potAnI icchApUrvakanuM nA hovuM joIe. polIsavALo mArIne mAMsAhAra karAve tevuM hovuM joIe. 3742 karma e saMyoga che, ne viyogI eno svabhAva che. 3743 jyAM ApaNuM cIkaNuM hoya tyAM ApaNane cIkaNAM karmono udaya Ave ane te ApaNI cIkAza choDAvavA Ave che. badho ja Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te sivAyanI bhajanA badhuM prAkRta satya che. 3753 ApaNe to AtmAnA grAhaka chIe. bIjuM badhuM enI meLe AvyA ja kare. IcchA ja nA karavI paDe. icchA karavA jevo hoya to ekalo AtmA. bAkI A badho eMThavADo ! AmAM zI icchA ?! 3754 jene icchA hoya tene dekhAya nahIM, kAraNa icchAnuM AvaraNa hoya. 3755 yAda Ave tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM. icchA thAya tenuM pratyAkhyAna ApaNo hisAba che. 3744 karma bAMdhatI vakhate yAda nA rahe che pariNAma A Avaze. 'svarUpanuM jJAna' hoya to jAgRti rahe. 3745 karma baMdhAtAM baMdha nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna bhegA nahIM thAya ! 3746 ajJAnIne jyAM jAya tyAM karma baMdhAya. "jJAnI'ne jyAM jAya tyAM karma chUTe. 3747 ullAse bAMdhelAM karma pazcAtApa karIne nAza pAme. 3748 atyAra sudhI mANaso raghavATamAM paDyAM hatAM. have karmo raghavATamAM paDyAM che ! 3749 karma bAMdhavAno adhikAra manuSyone ja che, bIjA koIne nathI. ane jene bAMdhavAno adhikAra che tene cAreya gatimAM rakhaDavuM paDe che. 3750 karmo keTalA prakAranAM che ? jeTalAM manuSyo eTalAM karma. nirvikalpa eka ane vikalpo pAra vagaranA che. jeTalAM vikalpo che eTalAM karmo che. 3751 je "vastu che teno vikalpa Ave. nathI teno vikalpa zI rIte Ave? 'A che' e "roMga bilipha' eTale vikalpo Ave che. roMga mAnyatA' kADhI nAkhe ke "nathI ja' to eno vikalpa kema Ave? je je mAnyuM che e badhI "roMga bilipha" che. "rAITa bilipha' thAya eTale kazuM ja rahetuM nathI. 3752 jagata niraMtara prakRtine ja pUje che. eka kSaNa paNa AtmAne pUje to kAma thAya. pote vikalpI te nirvikalpIne zI rIte bhaje ? pote nirvikalpI thAya tyAre AtmAnI bhajanA thAya. 3756 icchAo pUrI kyAre thaze ? zuddhAtmA thAya tyAre ! A icchAono samudra che. eka icchA pUrI thAya tyAre bIjI zarU thAya ! 3757 mokSanI icchA karavAthI bIjI badhI icchAo chUTI jAya che ! 3758 je icchAmAM koI paNa prakArano mela nathI, koInI pAse levAnI bilakula icchA nathI, te nirbheLa icchA kahevAya. te icchA phaLIbhUta thAya. 3759 je thavAnuM hoya tenI pahelAM icchA thAya. aMtarAya tUTe eTale potAnI icchA pramANe bheguM thAya. 3760 'jJAnI puruSa'ne eTalA badhA aMtarAya tUTI gayelA hoya ke dareka vastu sAmethI AvIne paDe ! aMtarAya ahaMkArane lIdhe paDe che, "huM kaMIka chuM' enAthI. 3761 jeno vicAra nA Ave, te vastu tamAre tyAM hAjara hoya ane jenA bahu vicAra Ave te tamAre tyAM hAjara nA thAya. jeTalAM mATe vicAra nA Ave teTalAMnuM ja kudarata saMbhALI le che ane Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenAM vize bahu vicAra Ave che tenuM kudarata nathI saMbhALatI. 3762 vikalpI thAya eTale javAbadAra thAya. javAbadAra thAya eTale kudarata phaTako avazya Ape ja. kudarata koIne duHkha ApatI nathI. kudarata to badhAne "helpaphula' ja che ! 3763 sarakArI gunA dArzanika purAvAvALA hoya, ne kudaratanA gunA "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansavALA' hoya. 3764 kudaratI racanA kone kahevAya ke je saMyogI padArtha hoya ! 3765 kudarata eTale svAbhAvika. 3766 A kudaratano gahana koyaDo che. enAthI koI chUTelo nahIM, ne je chUTelAM te kahevA rahelAM nahIM. eka "huM" "kevaLa jJAna'mAM nApAsa thayo, te kahevA rahyo chuM ! 3767 "avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA che' evuM jayAre 'phITa' thaze tyAre AtmajJAna utpanna thaze. 3768 "kevaLa jJAna'nI vyAkhyA zI ? "kevaLa ajJAna'nI vyAkhyA pahelI zI ? "kevaLa ajJAna no jaththo che. enI "slAIsa' pADIe to ekuMya "slAIsa' prakAza nA Ape ane jo "kevaLa jJAna'nA jaththAnI "slAIsa' pADIe to ekuMya "slAIsa' aMdhakAra Ape to kaheje. 'ekeeka slAIsa' prakAza Apaze." 3769 buddhi-matino jyAM "enDa' (aMta) thAya tyAM "kevaLa jJAna' thAya ! 3770 pAMceya indriyo 'regyulara' hoya to kevaLa jJAna' thAya. indriyo buTTI thaI gaI hoya to te nA thAya. 3771 "kevaLa jJAna' e karavAnI vastu nathI. karavAnuM e saMsAra che. kevaLa jJAna' e jANavAnuM che. 3772 kevaLa Atma pravartana, enuM nAma "kevaLa jJAna'. darzana-jJAna sivAya bIjuM koI pravartana nahIM, enuM nAma "kevaLa jJAna. 3773 "jJAnI'nI kRpAthI badhuM thAya, kRpAthI "AtmajJAna' thAya. 3774 zraddhApaNe kevaLa jJAna thayuM hoya to deha sAthe mukti thAya ne jJAnapaNe "kevaLa jJAna' thAya to mokSa thAya ! zraddhApaNe kevaLa jJAna' eTale "kevaLa darzana !" 377pa kevaLa AtmAnI ja jene zraddhA che e kevaLa darzana' che ! 3776 A jagatamAM je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave te jagatane posAya thA nA paNa posAya, chatAM huM kaMI ja karato nathI evo je niraMtara khyAla rahevo e "kevaLa darzana' che ! 3777 AtmadazA badhA manuSya mAtramAM ekasarakhI ja hoya che, paNa dehadazA jeTalI pAradarzaka thaI hoya teTalI AtmadazA vyakta thAya, ajavALuM Ape ! 3778 dehadazA darekanI judI judI hoya. manuSya mAtranAM pariNAma judAM judAM hoya che. AtmadazA badhAMnI eka ja prakAranI. 3779 zraddhA e dehaguNa nathI, AtmaguNa che. 3780 jene lAgaNI UbhI thAya emAM cetana che. jemAM lAgaNI nathI, kazI asara thatI nathI te jaDa che, AtmA nathI. 3781 "jJAna' che tyAM cetana che. jyAM "jJAna' nathI tyAM cetana nathI, jaDa che. 3782 A jagatamAM "jJAnI puruSa' eka ja nimitta che ke je jaDane ne cetanane chUTuM pADI zake ! 3783 sadasano viveka ja samajavAno che ke pudgala asa che, AtmA sad che, avinAzI che. ApaNe avinAzIe Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vinAzInI ciMtA karavAnI hoya nahIM. 3784 pudgala joDe ekatA karI eTale pudgala vinAzI che to 'ApaNe' ya vinAzI thavuM paDe. 'pote' jo pudgalathI judo rahe to avinAzI che, potAnuM amaratva mAlUma paDI jAya. kartApaNAnA bhAnathI pudgala joDe ekatA thaI jAya che. 3785 vinAzI vastunI mudata hoya, avinAzI vastunI mudata hoya nahIM. vinAzIne vinAzI samajanAro 'avinAzI' hoya ! 3786 caitanya avinAzI che ne acetana paNa avinAzI che, paNa caitanya tattva svarUpe jANavAnuM, ne tattva svarUpe avinAzIpaNuM samajavAnuM che ! 3787 cetanamAM halanacalana karavAno guNa ja nathI. AtmA halanacalana kare to te thAkI jAya, tene sUI javuM paDe. eTale eno 'enDa' (aMta) AvI gayo kahevAya ! AtmAmAM bolavAno guNa nathI. bolavAno guNa hoya to to bolI baMdha thaI jAya. AtmAnA guNa to 'paramenanTa' hoya. A 'TempararI' guNa, 'rileTiva' guNa e 'rileTiva AtmA'nA che. 'riyala AtmA' ne 'rileTiva' AtmA be che. 3788 jagatamAM upAdAna badhAM bahu jAtanAM che. paNa chellAmAM chelluM upAdAna, mokSanuM upAdAna potAnuM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che ! 3789 AtmAno kharo artha 'selpha' - svajAti che. 3790 (1) dharmAdharma AtmA - adharmane dhakkA mAre ne dharmane saMghare, e saMsAraphaLa Ape. (2) jJAnaghana AtmA - eTale 'riyala ane rileTiva'nuM jJAna hoya te. (3) vijJAnaghana AtmA - eTale ebsolyUTa (kevaLa). ame 'vijJAnaghana AtmA'mAM beThelA chIe. 3791 AtmA pote ja paramAtmA che. e tapa svarUpa nathI, japa svarUpa nathI. A bIjI badhI kalpanAo che. 'svarUpanuM bhAna' thAya tyAra pachI ja A bIjA badhA saMyogo baMdha thaI jAya. 3792 je badhuM jovAmAM Ave che te badhI adhAtunI kriyA che. jo dhAtunI kriyA jovAmAM Ave to dhAtu zuM che te samajAya. 3793 kriyAomAM jJAna hotuM nathI, ne zAnamAM kriyA hotI nathI. banneya judA svabhAvanAM che ! 3794 jeTalAM prakAranA jIvo che, teTalAM AtmA che, daraasala AtmA che ! A je dekhAya che te ekuMya AtmA na hoya. A badhA 'mikenikala' AtmA che. e sAcuM cetana nathI. 'DiscArja' cetana che ! 3795 ame 'DiscArja' thatI vastuone Teko nA ApIe. tame DiscArja thatI vastuone Teko Apo cho. te Teko ApavAthI pharI 'cArja' thAya che. e 'cArja' thAya che e ja saMsAranI adhikaraNa kriyA che ! bahu gUDha 'sAyansa' che A ! A 'sAyansa' badhuM ApaNe samajavuM to paDaze ne ?! 3796 ahaMkAranI hAjarIthI niraMtara 'cArja' thayA ja kare che. 'A meM karyuM' bole ke 'cArja' thayuM ! 'A vIMTI mArI' bolyo ke 'cArja' thayuM ! 3797 jaDamAM 'mamatva cetana' che, jIvamAM 'ahaMkAra cetana' che ! 3798 AtmAnI avasthAne jIva kahyo, ne paramenanTa' e AtmA che. jIve-mare e jIva ! jene 'jIvavuM che' evuM bhAna che, 'huM marI jaIza' evuM ya bhAna che, e avasthAne jIva kahyo ! 3799 A caMdramA bIja, trIja........ pUnama dekhAya che te zuM che ? e enAM 'phejhijha' (avasthAo) che ! caMdra to teno te ja che ! Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ evuM tame AtmA cho, ne bIjuM badhuM 'phejhijha' che. A 'phejhijha' che te loko mATe che ke A caMdubhAI che. caMdra kaMI bIja thayo ? e kaMI kapAyo ? e to caMdra ja che ! A to phejhijha opha dha mUna, evAM phejhijha opha dha mena che ! 3800 jIve ane mare e jIva ne amarapada prApta kare e AtmA ! AtmA e 'selpha' che ne A rileTiva selpha che. jIva to avasthA che. 3801 jIvane vinAzI cIjomAM zraddhA che. vinAzI cIjono ja ene bhogavaTo che ne paramezvarane avinAzI cIjamAM zraddhA che, avinAzIno ja bhogavaTo che. 3802 bhagavAne kharI virAdhanA kone kahI ? 'jJAna'nI virAdhanA karaze, te virAdhaka kahevAze. ajJAnanI virAdhanA karanAra ArAdhaka kahevAze. 3803 ame ajJAnanI virAdhanA karIe chIe. jJAnanI virAdhanA to eka kSaNa paNa amAre nA hoya. ame jJAnanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe AvyA chIe ! jJAna e ja AtmA che ! jJAna e ja paramAtmA che ! jJAna e ja tIrthaMkara che ! jJAna e ja siddha che ! eTale jo jJAnanI virAdhanA thaI to tIrthaMkaronI virAdhanA thaI, siddhanI virAdhanA thaI, paramAtmAnI virAdhanA thaI ! jJAnanI virAdhanA thaI, tenI juo ne kevI dazA thaI ! 3804 khoTAnI ya virAdhanA nA karavI. tamAre ArAdhanA nA karavI hoya to nA karo. sAmAnuM e 'vyu poInTa' che, khoTuM nathI. tamane nA posAya to nA karo. virAdhanA sAcAnI ya nA karavI ne khoTAnIya nA karavI. virAdhanA mAtra du:khadAyI che. 3805 dharmanI virAdhanA eTale koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra du:kha devAno bhAva thavo te. 3806 saMsAramAM je duHkha paDe che, te ApaNAthI dharmanI virAdhanA thavAthI thAya che. 3807 ArAdhanA konuM nAma ? jenI ArAdhanA karI, enI kyAreya virAdhanA nA thAya, bhale jIvana-maraNano prazna hoya ! ArAdhanA eTale ArAdhanA. 3808 A UMdhuM jJAna maLe che, tenAthI tRSNA thAya che ane A UMdhA jJAnanI ArAdhanA karo cho, tenAthI A badhAM duHkho che ! 3809 ajJAnatA e ja hiMsaka bhAva che. jJAna e ja ahiMsaka bhAva che. 3810 darzana konuM nAma ? kaipha utAre. koI paNa sthitimAM peTanuM pANI nA hAle te 'jJAna'. 3811 'DIprezana' Ave ja nahIM, enuM nAma jJAnanI pUrNAhUti. 3812 'seboTeja' (bhAMgaphoDa) kare e ajJAna. 'helpa' (nivAraNa) kare e jJAna. 3813 indriyajJAna sImita che, atIndriya jJAna asImita che. 3814 je avinAzI tattvo che te divyacakSugamya che, ne bIjI badhI vinAzI cIjo indriya pratyakSa che. 3815 indriya pratyakSamAM buddhi che ne atIndriya pratyakSamAM 'jJAna' che. 3816 A saMsAranI sarva jaMjALo indriya pratyakSa che, 'zuddha cetana' atIndriya pratyakSa che ! 3817 AtmA sivAya bIjuM badhuM pUraNa-galana che. deha paNa pUraNa galana che. deha galana thato thato chelle sTezane jAya che ! 3818 dehanI badhI kriyAomAM ajJAnIno AtmA paNa judo rahe tema Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. ahIM jamato hoya paNa pote hoya "ophisamAM ! mananI kriyAmAM ne vANInI kriyAmAM chUTo nA rahI zake ! 3819 AtmazaktinuM lIkeja bolathI che, kriyAothI nahIM. 3820 parAI zaktine potAnI mAne che, enuM nAma bhrAMti. 3821 eka AtmAmAM AkhA brahmAMDane AMgaLI para UMcakavAnI zakti che ! jema jema pragaTa thAya tema tema anubhavamAM Ave. 3822 ApaNI pAse zuM che e jovAnuM che, zuM nathI e jovAnuM nathI ! 3823 jyAM sudhI 'igoijhama' che tyAM sudhI AtmAnI pratyakSa zakti maLatI nathI. 3824 AtmAnI zakti vyakta thaI jAya, pachI bahAranI kazI mAthAkUTa ja karavAnI nA rahe. khAlI mahIM vicAra ja Ave ke te pramANe bahAra badhuM enI meLe thaI jAya. 'vyavasthita badhuM karI nAkhe.' pelA rAjA karatAM ya AtmAno vaibhava ghaNo UMco che ! A to bhagavAnapada che ! 3825 AtmAnI be jAtanI zakti eka svakSetramAM rahe to potAnI svazakti utpanna thAya ne bIjuM, bahAra hoya to vibhUti zakti utpanna thAya ! 3826 AtmAnI anaMta zakti che ! tame AtmA jANyA pachI AtmAmAM ekatAra thAva to te pragaTa thAya. 3827 AtmAnI to anaMtazakti che. jeTalI bAjue zakti pheravavI hoya teTalI bAjue phare tema che ! ene pheravanAra joIe. karoDo bAjue pheravI zakAya ! jo pote gUMcAya ke "ATalI badhI bhAMjagaDa AvI, have zuM thaze, zuM thaze' kahe to zuM thaI jAya? kaMInuM kaMI thaI jAya ! kaikeyIe karyuM hatuM ne ?! 3828 eka eka mANasamAM anaMta zakti che, paNa ghauM-bAjarImAM veDaphAya che ! 3829 ApaNe baLavAna thavAnuM nathI, nirbaLatA kADhavAnI che. tame pote ja anaMta zaktinA dhaNI cho ! sukhe ya bahAra khoLavAnuM nathI, mahIM apAra che ! 3830 bhagavAna bhagavAna ja che ! anaMta zakti che !! anaMtu sukha che ! anaMtu jJAna che ! anaMtu darzana che ! anaMtA guNo che ! anaMta zakti che emanI pAse !! bhagavAna pAse jo ATalI badhI anaMta zakti nA hotane to A mokSe nA javA deta. A je anAtmAnI mAyA che te bhagavAnanA bApane ya mokSe nA javA de ! paNa bhagavAne ya anaMta zaktivALA che ne ! 3831 "mokSe jatAM vighno aneka prakAranAM hovAthI tenI sAme "zuddha cetana' anaMta zaktivALo che !' A to mAyAnAM vidgo che !! 3832 AtmAmAM eTalI badhI zakti che ke bhIMtamAM pratiSThA kare to bhIta bole tema che ! 3833 AtmA nirguNa che eTale jyAM AgaLa prakRtino eka paNa guNa rahyo nathI. 3834 saguNa eTale dehadhArIrUpe paramAtmA AvyA hoya, te saguNa paramAtmA ! 3835 AtmA arUpI che. A AMkhathI dekhAya che, e to badhI bhrAMti che. kharuM 'divyacakSu'thI dekhAya ke "A bhagavAna ne A bhagavAna nahIM." be bhAga judA dekhAya. bhagavAna amUrta che. eTale AMkhathI, rUpI vastuthI e dekhAya nahIM. bhagavAna arUpI jJAnathI jaNAya, cAritrathI oLakhAya. 3836 AtmA arUpI che ne rUpI ya che. ekaluM rUpI bolazo to khoTo Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Tharaze. dehanI apekSAe rUpI che ne kharekhara arUpI che. ekano Agraha karyo to khoTo Tharaze. "jJAna" thAya to arUpI che. 3837 "jJAnano svabhAva ja evo che ke kazAne aDatuM ja nathI, nirlepa rahe che ! ajJAna joDe ya jJAna nirlepa rahe che. kriyAmAM ya jJAna bheguM thatuM nathI, nirlepa ja rahe che ! 3838 lepAyamAna bhAvomAM nirlepa rahe te mokSa che ! 3839 jene kaMI paNa vedanA thAya che, te ApaNo bhAga nathI. ApaNA bhAgamAM vedanA nAmano guNa ja nathI. 3840 je bhAga "DIpresa' thAya che, te 'ApaNo' na hoya. je bhAga eliveTa' thAya che, te bhAga "ApaNo' na hoya. je bhAga ThAThaDImAM jAya che. te bhAga ApaNo na hoya. A jagatamAM je janmelAM te badhAnI revaDI dANAdANa thaI gayelI. evAM jagatamAM te kaMI paDI rahevAtuM haze ? A jagata joDe kaMI levA devA nathI. 'ebsolyuTa' (kevaLa) thayA vagara kAma thaze nahIM. 3841 bhagavAne tethI kaheluM ke, AtmajJAna jANo. AtmajJAna ane kevaLa jJAna'mAM bahu lAMbo phera ja nathI. AtmajJAna jANyuM e "kAraNa kevaLa jJAna' che ne peluM kArya kevaLa jJAna" che ! 3842 AtmA e to "jJAna svarUpI' che ! 'kevaLa jJAna svarUpI' che ! bIjuM kazuM ja nathI !! 3843 "AtmA' ema pamAya evo ja nathI. anaMta 'prAkRta' avasthAomAMthI "pote' bahAra ja nathI nIkaLato, to te AtmA' kema karIne pAmI zake ?!! 3844 koI paNa kriyA thAya to tenuM pRthakkaraNa karIe to, cittano bhAga ATalo che, ahaMkArano bhAga ATalo che, indriyono bhAga ATalo che, jJAnendriyono bhAga ATalo che, to AtmAe zuM karyuM? AtmA e to vItarAga' ja che. eNe to joyuM ne jANyuM ! badhA bhAga judA pADe to chevaTe "kevaLa jJAna' ekaluM ja rahe ! te kevaLa jJAnano bhAga te ja AtmAno ! 3845 saMsAranA vicAra pesI gayA che. e pAchAM kADhI nAkhe eTale kevaLa jJAna ! jeTaluM lIdhuM eTaluM pAchuM dIdhuM to kevaLa jJAna ! kevaLa jJAna eTale zuM? lIdhuM eTaluM dejo ! vAta ja TUMkI ! 3846 svasattA parasattAmAM bilakula praveza nA pAme, enuM nAma ebsolyuTijhama(kevaLa). svasattA parasattAmAM praveza karavA jAya te, thIyarI opha rIyAliTI (nirapekSavAda) ane parasattA ekalAmAM ja varte, te thIyarI opha rIleTiviTI (sApekSavAda) 3847 AtmAnuM astitva e thIyarI opha rIleTiviTI, AtmAnuM vastu e thIyarI opha rIyAliTI ane AtmAnuM pUrNatva e thIyarI opha ebsolyuTijhama. 'ame' 'thIyaram opha ebsolyuTijhama'mAM chIe ! 3848 ebsolyuTa eTale sAMsArika vicAra ja AvatAM baMdha thayA hoya. pote potAnA ja pariNAmane bhaje ! 3849 jaDamAM koI divasa "cetana' hoya nahIM ne cetanamAM koI divasa jaDa hoya nahIM. mAtra A zarIra ekaluM ja 'mizra cetana' che. cetana jevuM kAma kare che, paNa kharekhara cetana nathI ! vastutvanuM bhAna bhedavijJAnathI thAya. jaDa ane cetanano bheda paDe. 3850 jagatanuM rahasya zuM che? 'cetana' bolatuM nathI, sAMbhaLatuM nathI, kaMI ja karatuM nathI. A to loko bole che, sAMbhaLe che, kare che, emAM "cetana' samajI, emAM 'cetana' khoLe che. mana-buddhicitta ne ahaMkAra badhAM 'nicetana cetana' che, 'rileTiva' che ! zAstra to "nizcetana cetana' vAMce che ane 'cetanathI to AkhuM jagata gupta ja rahyuM che ! Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3851 A vItarAgonA "sAyansa'nI bahu UMcI zodhakhoLa che ! kevuM gUDhArtha ?! atyaMta guhya !!! A 'riyala" ne A 'rileTiva" eno bheda pADavo, te "jJAnI puruSa' sivAya bIjA koInuM kAma ja nahIM ne ?! 385ra AkhA jJAnanuM saravaiyuM zuM kahe che? jo tuM 'riyala' jANIne beTho hoya to, 'rileTiva' to "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa' che. mATe tuM joyA kara. kazuM ja tuM karIza nahIM. je thatuM hoya te thavA de. je nA thatuM hoya, te nA karIza. mAtra joyA kara. 3853 tamAma kriyAmAtra 'parasattA' che. kriyAmAtra ne kriyAvALuM jJAna paNa parasattA che. je jJAna akriya che, jJAtA-draSTA, paramAnaMdI che, je A tamAma kriyAvALA jJAnane jANe che, te ApaNI svasattA" che, te "zuddhAtmA" che. 3854 "mULa 'A' 'lAITa' che' paNa jagatanA lokoe kahyuM, 'tame caMdubhAI cho' ne tame ya mAnI lIdhuM ke "huM caMdubhAI chuM' ! eTale "IgoIjhama' Ubho thayo. e "IgoIjhama' mULa lAITano 'riprejhanTeTiva thayo ! ane e 'riprejhanTeTiva'nA 'lAITathI joyuM, te buddhi thaI ! 3855 A 'lAITa' che, tenuM AkhI rUmamAM ajavALuM che, paNa lAITa' te tyAMnI tyAM ja che. evI rIte vizvamAM ajavALuM kare che bhagavAna paNa bhagavAna bhagavAnanI jagyAe che ! 3856 eka AtmA che ne bIjo ahaMkAra che. jene sAMsArika pagalika vastu joItI hoya, teNe ahaMkAranuM 'baTana' dabAvavuM. ne jene AtmAnuM sukha joItuM hoya, teNe AtmabhAvanuM baTana' dabAvavuM! 3857 tamAruM citrAmaNa karanArAM tame ja cho. A tamAruM citrAmaNa koIe karyuM nathI. bhagavAna to mahIM beThelA che. jyAM sudhI 'tame tamArA svarUpane nahIM oLakho, tyAM sudhI "bhagavAna" judo che. ane "svarUpane oLakhazo to 'tame' pote ja bhagavAna" cho ! jyAM sudhI "svarUpane nA oLakho tyAM sudhI 'tuM hI, tuM hI' karavuM paDaze ane "svarUpane oLakhyA pachI huM hI huM hI' karavuM paDe ! badhe "huM ja ' ! 3858 saMsAra je doSathI bharelo che te vastuonA saMsargadoSathI che ! e saMsargadoSathI "jJAnI puruSa' juduM pADI Ape. pachI banne potapotAnA guNane bhaje. jema A cakalI arIsAmAM cAMco mAra mAra kare, te kALa pAke eTale baMdha thaI jAya. tema arIsAno saMsargadoSa lAgavAthI mahIM tamArA jevAM ja bIjA 'prophesara' dekhAya che ne ?' 3859 ahIM arIsAbhuvana hoya ne te ApaNe ekalAM UbhAM hoIe to doDhaso dekhAya. evuM A jagata che. A to vikalpa kare eTale dekhAyuM. vikalpa karyo ke dekhAyuM, vikalpanA paDaghA paDe 3860 A arIso to moTAmAM moTuM sAyansa che ! AtmAnuM phijhikala' varNana karavuM hoya to arIso ja eka sAdhana che ! 3861 hoLI jovAthI AMkha nA dAjhe. tema A jJAna jJAnamAM rahe che ! jJAna dajhAtuM ja nathI. e devatAmAM paDe to ya dajhAya nahIM, garama nA thAya, kAdavamAM paDe to kharaDAya nahIM, vAMdarAnI khADImAM paDe to gaMdhAya nahIM ' kAdava aDe ja nahIM ! A khADImAM 'gADI'nuM 'lAITa' jAya to 'lAITa' kAdavavALuM thAya ? 'lAITa' gaMdhAya ? nA. tema jJAnanuM che. sparza, paNa kharaDAya nahIM ! 3862 dehathI AtmA judo ja che. gadheDAmAM ya AtmA judo che. ekAkAra kazuM thayuM ja nathI. "roMga bilipha'ne lIdhe tanmayAkAra Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ varte che ! AtmA tanmayAkAra thato ja nathI. mAtra 'roMga bilipha' ja thAya che ke 'huM ja chuM A' ne 'mane ja aDyuM' ne 'A mAruM ja' ! basa, ATaluM ja tophAna che ! tenAthI A paramAtmAnI dazA to juo ! 3863 meM to duniyAnI zodhakhoLa karI ; 'pote' paramAtmA thaIne A dazA !!! te krUra mazkarI che ApaNI ! paramAtmA thaIne polIsavALo TaiDakAve to ApaNe sAMbhaLyA karavAnuM, Ama karIne ?! krUra mazkarI che A to ! A mazkarI thAya che to ya rIsa caDhatI nathI ? to ya pAcho zAdI karavA jAya che ! alyA, A to mazkarI che, mazkarI ! 3864 bhrAMti e ja tArI mAyA, e ja tAro ahaMkAra, e ja tAruM ajJAna ne e ja tArI bahirmukhI dazA ! 3865 yathArtha svarUpe AtmA 'kevaLa jJAna svarUpa' che. tenI 'roMga bilipha' besatAM besatAM zI dazA thaI gaI che te to juo ! 'roMga bilipha' kevI rIte to, mAsI sAsuno chokaro Ave to ya tarata ja khabara paDI jAya ! zuM thAya have ? 'paDI paToLe bhAta te phATe paNa phITe nahIM !' 3866 A jagata badhuM naimittika che. A jagatamAM koI kartA thayo ja nathI ne koI kartA janmyo ya nathI. A bhrAMtithI kartA thAya che, tenAM kevAM kevAM karmo coMTe che ! 3867 jyAM sudhI pote kartA thAya tyAM sudhI 'koNa kartA che' te samajAya nahIM ane je kartA che e samajAI jAya to pote kartA rahe nahIM ! 3868 laukika bhagavAna sarjanahAra che. alaukika bhagavAna sarjanahAra nathI. 3869 A varlDamAM koIthI ema kahI zakAya evuM nathI ke 'A huM karuM chuM !' evo koIne hakka lAgu nA thAya. bhagavAnathI paNa ema nA kahevAya ke meM A banAvyuM che ! bhagavAna 'meM banAvyuM' kahe to bIjAM tattvo kahe ke 'le bhaI, banAva tyAre bIjI duniyA, ame khasI jaIe chIe.' te khasI jAya to bhagavAna to Ama lakhoTA mAryA kare ! have bIjAM tattvo rophamAM AvI jAya tyAre bhagavAna kahe, 'huM khasI jauM chuM.' eTale pelAM bIjAM tattvo kahe, 'nA bhaI, ApaNA badhAMno hakka che !' A to cha ye tattvonI 'ikavala pArTanarazIpa' (sarakhI bhAgIdArI) che ! 3870 kudarate evI kaLA mUkI che ke A jagata baMdha thAya ja nahIM. bhagavAnane paNa baMdha karI devuM hoya to ya nA thAya ! eTale pachI bhagavAne dhIraja pakaDI ke 'zuM bane che' e joyA karo. ane jene chUTavuM hoya te evI dhIraja dharajo. jene A jagata poSAtuM nA hoya, te zuM banyA kare che te joyA karo to chUTazo. 'ame' paNa evuM ja karIe chIe. AvI phasAyA bhAI, AvI phasAyA ! 3871 jagata AkhuM nimitta bhAve che, paNa e nimitta bhAve che ema bolI nA zake ne vartI ya nA zake. ame nimitta bhAvamAM ja hoIe. 3872 jagata AkhuM naimittika bhAve cAle che. naimittika bhAve eTale tame mArA dabANathI karo ne huM koInA dabANathI karuM ema cAlyA ja kare ! 3873 DuMgara uparathI patharo paDe, tene loka kazuM nathI kahetA ne koI mANase mAryuM to bUmAbUma karI mUke che ! loko evuM jANe che ke A mANasa jIvato che ! kharI rIte banne sarakhuM ja che, paNa A samajAya nahIM ne ?! A ja bhagavAnanI mAyA che ! e ja phasAve che ! jJAnIoe Ane prakRti kahI. emAM AtmA Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. bhIMtanI jema ja che ! 3874 duHkha zAne AdhIna che ? draSTine AdhIna che. 'vastu' duHkhadAyI nathI, 'pote' duHkhadAyaka nathI. 'bu poInTa'nA AdhAre ja duHkha che. AtmA svabhAvathI ja sukhIyo che. ene du:kha kyAMthI hoya ? A devatAne TADha kema vAya ? 3875 duHkha kema paDe che ? upAdAnanI ajAgRtithI. upAdAna jAgRta hoya to du:kha paDe ja kema ? AtmA cheTo ja beTho che. tene khAlI sparza ja che. 3876 upAdAna e nija jAgRti, nimitta bhAva e jJAnI. enuM phaLa mokSa. 3877 upAdAna ne nimitta be bhegAM thaze tyAre chUTazo ane baMdhAyA tyAre ya nimittathI ! 3878 nimitta ane upAdAna be kAraNo koI divasa bhegAM thAya nahIM. be 'relave lAIna' ko'ka dahADo ja bhegI thAya. nimitta ekalAMnI bhakti kare to devagati maLe. upAdAna ekalAMnI bhakti kare to ya devagati maLe.. 3879 jyAre ekanuM apAdAna thAya tyAre bIjAnuM upAdAna thAya. mithyAtvanuM apAdAna thAya tyAre samakitanuM upAdAna thAya. 3880 "he dAdA bhagavAna ! tame to mokSa laIne beThA cho. amane tame mokSa Apo. nahIM to amane nimitta bheguM karI Apo !' A prArthanAthI ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya ! 3881 nimitta-naimittikanA AdhAre A jagata cAlI rahyuM che. emAM tamAro bhAva joIe. bhAva hoya eTaluM badhuM goThavAI jAya ! 3882 nA gamatA nimittane bacakAM bhare to te adharma kahevAya. ne nimittane nimitta jANe ne zAMtabhAve rahe te dharma kahevAya. 3883 A corane nimitta kevI rIte maLe ? corane corInI icchA thAya ne enuM puNya jAgeluM hoya ne ApaNA hisAbanA javAnAM hoya tethI gajavuM kapAI jAya. cora to nimitta banI jAya. coranuM pApa jAgeluM hoya to cAra AnA ya nA maLe. nimitta banavAmAM ya pApa-puNyanA hisAbe thAya che. 3884 koziza karavAnuM tamArA hAthamAM nathI, paNa bhAva karavAnuM tamArA hAthamAM che. koziza karavAnuM bIjAnI sattAmAM che, bhAvanuM phaLa Ave. kharI rIte bhAva paNa parasattA che. paNa bhAva karo to tenuM phaLa Ave che. 3885 tamArA mananA ucca bhAvo hoya to te phaLe ja, paNa mananI bhAvanAmAM bIjo koI roga hoya to te bhAvanA nA phaLe. 3886 phAMsI karanAra mANasane 'svarUpanuM jJAna ApeluM hoya ne ene phAMsI bhAge Ave, paNa enAM bhAva pharelA hoya to ene kazuM baMdhana nathI ane jenAM bhAva evAM che ke Ane phAMsIe caDhAvavo, te koIne phAMsIe nA caDhAve to ya baMdhana che ! 3887 'ame' koI jIva joDe kyAreya mana ugAmyuM nathI. eTale mAnasika hiMsA kyAreya karI nathI. 'ame' talavAra jamIna para mUkyA pachI kyAreya uThAvI nathI. sAmo zastradhArI hoya to paNa ame zastra dhAraNa nA karIe, manathI paNa nahIM. 3888 jene A jagatathI bhAgI chUTavuM che, jene A jagata anukULa AvatuM nathI, teNe to 'A' ja rasto levo paDaze ke "koI jIvane manathI paNa nA mAro !' bIjo rasto nathI. 3889 AkhuM jagata cAra prakAranA bhAvomAM rame che : 1. hiMsaka bhAvo, 2. pIDAkAraka bhAvo, 3. tiraskAra bhAvo, 4. abhAva Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvo. A cAra pagathiyAM caDhyA pachI pAMcamuM pagathiyuM bhagavAna mahAvIra caDhyA hatA, te chelluM vItarAga vijJAna'nuM pleTaphorma' che 3890 hiMsaka bhAva eTale kaMI paNa kiMcitmAtra ne hiMsA athavA koInuM nukasAna karavAnuM, koInI para gusse thavAnuM, duHkha devAnuM, pIDA devAnuM evAM bhAvo, te pahelAM javA joIe. 3891 hiMsakabhAva jAya pachI pIDAkAraka bhAva javA joIe. UMcI nAtamAM hiMsaka bhAvo jatA rahyA che ane pIDAkAraka bhAvo rahyA che. Akho dahADo kaSAyo kare che ! e javA joIe. 3892 pIDAkAraka bhAva jAya pachI tiraskAra bhAva javA joIe. mahIM chUpA tiraskAra rahe, sAmAnI kriyA para tiraskAra AvyA kare 3893 tiraskAra bhAva jAya pachI cotho abhAva bhAva javo joIe. abhAva bhAva eTale potAnA doSa to gayelA hoya paNa sAmAnI bhUlane laIne potAne abhAva Ave. e keTalo moTo guno kahevAya ? "mahAtmAo' cothA "sTeja'mAM AvI javA joIe. abhAva bhAvanAM pratikramaNa karyA karavAM paDe. 3894 bhagavAna mahAvIra hiMsaka, pIDAkAraka, tiraskAra ne abhAva bhAvanAM cAreya pagathiyAM caDhIne chellA "vItarAga vijJAnanA pleTaphorma para pahoMcyA hatA ! 3895 jagata baMdha thaI jaze to? baMdha thAya evuM ja nathI. kAraNa ke jagata svAbhAvika che. eno svabhAva ja evo che ke niraMtara cAlyA ja kare. vaDamAMthI bIja ne bIjamAMthI vaDa. loka kahe che ke bhagavAna calAve che. jo koI calAvanAra hoya to vaheluM moDuM baMdha thAya ja. mokSa thAya che te ya svabhAvathI ja thAya che ! mATe kazuM aTakI jaze, bagaDI jaze evuM che ja nahIM. rAmacaMdrajI gayA, kRSNa gayA to ye jagata cAlyuM ! A jagata koIe banAvyuM nathI, A to svabhAvathI ja cAle che !!! 3896 koI bApo ya kartA A jagatamAM utpanna thayo nathI. bhagavAna jo kartA thAya to tene karma baMdhAya. 3897 jagataniyaMtA zakti che, paNa te bhagavAna nathI. loka e zaktine ja bhagavAna kahe che. 3898 bhagavAne A jagata banAvavAmAM kazuM ja karyuM nathI. e to khAlI nimitta che, emanI khAlI hAjarI ja che. bhagavAnanI hAjarIne laIne A "sAyansa' badhuM cAlI rahyuM che ! 3899 "sAyanTiphika siddhAMta zuM che ? bhagavAnanI hAjarIthI "roMga bilipha' utpanna thAya che. bhagavAnanI hAjarIthI saMsAra baMdha thAya che. bhagavAnanI hAjarIthI paramAtmapada utpanna thAya che. 3900 "kartA pote che ema mAnavAthI jagata UbhuM rahyuM che ne kartA koNa che' e jANe to chUTe. A "bhagavAna" kartA nathI ne loko' ya kartA nathI. kartA to bIjI zakti che, je kAma karI rahI che. ame ene 'vyavasthita zakti' kahIe chIe. 3901 'vyavasthita' eTale ? onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa che ! 3902 avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA che, teno koI bApo ya racanAra nathI ane te "vyavasthita che. 'vyavasthita' che te svAbhAvika che ane anaMta kALa sudhInuM che. koIne banAvavuM paDe tevuM A che nahIM. 3903 A jagatanAM "mULa tattvo' che te "svAbhAvika' che. te 'rileTiva'mAM Ave che tyAre 'vibhAvika' thAya che. 3904 'ekjhakTa'mAM A jagatamAM zuM che ? mULa "cha vastuone Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ laIne A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che ! mULa "cha vastuo avinAzI che, ane ekamekanuM saMmelana thavAthI A badhI avasthAo UbhI thaI che. tenAthI A AkhuM jagata dekhAya che ! avasthAo badhI 'rileTiva' che, vinAzI che, niraMtara pheraphAra thanArI che ! 3905 "riyala' e to mULa svarUpe avinAzI che ane avasthA svarUpe vinAzI che. vastu "paramenanTa che ane vastunA paryAya 'TempararI' che. manuSya e paryAya che. gAya-kUtarAM-gadheDAM e paryAya che. 3906 pote 'riyala' hato, te 'rileTiva" thaI gayo. ghaNAM "rIlezana' thaI javAthI potAne bhrAMti utpanna thaI. bhrAMtithI 'huM caMdulAla chuM' kahe che, e "IgoIjhama' kahevAya. 3907 AkhA brahmAMDamAM cha "paramenanTa' tattvo che. cha tattvomAM zuddha cetana eka che. bIjAM pAMcamAM cetanabhAva nathI, paNa temanAmAM bIjA anaMta prakAranA guNadharmo che. te badhAnA guNadharmane laIne A 'riyala" ne "rileTiva bhAva" utpanna thayo che khAlI. AtmA to AtmA ja rahe che. niraMtara cetanarUpe ja rahe che. eka kSaNavAra paNa te badalAyo nathI, khAlI "roMga bilipha thAya che. 3908 "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e vinAzI che, tene potAnI jAta' mAnI beThA cho. tame pote' to sanAtana cho, paNa e bhAna utpanna thatuM nathI. e bhAna thAya ke thayo mukta ! 3909 A jagatamAM koI vastu vadha-ghaTa thatI nathI. vadha-ghaTa zenI dekhAya che ? vastuonuM sAmasAmuM saMmelana thavAthI bIjo eviDansa Ubho thAya che. ene avasthA kahevAya che. avasthA vinAzI che, khAlI AkArano nAza thAya che ne navA paryAya utpanna thAya che. chatAM eka paramANu vadhatuM nathI temaja eka paramANu ghaTatuM nathI. A badhuM niyamamAM che. 3910 samaya vastu nathI. eka paramANu bIjA paramANune oLaMge tyAre 'samaya' kahevAya ! 3911 vastu pote avinAzI che. 'tame' pote avinAzI cho, paNa tamane to roMga bilipha' che ke huM caMdubhAI chuM eTale tame vinAzI cho. 3912 "jJAnI puruSa' "roMga bilipha' phrekacara karI Ape ne "rAITa bilipha' besADI Ape, eTale 'tame tamArA svabhAvamAM pesI jAva. "roMga bilipha' jAya, ahaMkAra phekacara thAya eTale "tame' bhagavAna" thaI jAva ! 3913 "pote' paramAtmA to che ja, paNa paramAtmAnI sattA kyAre prApta thAya ? bhUla bhAMge to. e bhUla bhAMgatI nathI ne sattA prApta thatI nathI ane lokonAM sasarA ne sAsu thaIne majhA mANe che ! 3914 AtmA niraMtara judo che, dehathI niraMtara judo ja rahe evo che, evuM bhAna thAya tyArathI ja paramAtmA che ! 3915 AtmA TaMkotkIrNa che. eTale eka vastu bIjI vastu sAthe kyAreya ekAkAra nA thAya. bhegI hovA chatAM, potAnA guNadharma kyAreya choDe nahIM. 3916 vItarAgoe kahelA "riyala AtmAne bhAva ja nathI. vRttine bhAva-abhAva kahe che. kharekhara AtmAne bhAvAbhAva che ja nahIM. nahIM to eno e guNadharma thaI gayo kahevAya. 3917 icchApUrvakanI vRttine bhAva kahevAya. bhAva e ja pudgala che. 3918 AtmajJAnI puruSo je hoya te AtmA-anAtmAnA bheda pADI Ape. anAdikALathI AtmA je "vibhAva dazAmAM che tene Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'svabhAva dazAmAM' karI nAkhe, svabhAva sanmukha karI nAkhe. 'svabhAva sanmukhadazA'ne AtmajJAna kahevAya ! tyAra pachI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha bhUgarbhamAM jatAM rahe. 3919 jyAM sudhI 'pratyeka bhAva' che tyAM sudhI AtmA pratyeka che, ne 'svabhAva-bhAva' che tyAM svabhAve karIne eka che. 3920 AtmA bhAve ya nathI karato ne abhAve ya nathI karato. AtmA svabhAvamaya ja che ! 3921 tethI A 'akrama vijJAna' evuM che ke e bahAra kazAmAM hAtha ja ghAlatuM nathI. e to kahe che, tuM tArA bhAvamAM, svabhAvamAM AvI jA. 392 2. AtmA to teno te ja rahe che, paNa khAlI 'bilipha' badalAya che, dravya nathI badalAtuM. 3923 A rUpI tattva, pudgala tattvane laIne A jagata UbhuM thayuM che ! rUpI tattva ja mUMjhave che ! rUpI tattva AtmAnI 'bilipha' badalAve evuM thaI gayuM che. AtmA badalAto nathI. 'kalpa'nAM vikalpa thayA. 'bilipha' ja A badhuM zarIra taiyAra kare che. emAM 'bilipha' kAma karatI nathI, e 'bilipha'thI paramANu kheMcAya che. ane paramANu pote svAbhAvika rIte kriyAkArI thAya che. AMkha-kAna-nAka-deha badhuM svAbhAvika rIte thAya che. 3924 eTaluM badhuM gUDha 'sAyansa' che ke tame eka kharAba vicAra karo ke tarata ja A bahAranA paramANu mahIM kheMcAya che ane teno jevo hisAba bese tevAM ja phaLa ApIne jAya. bahArathI koIne phaLa ApavA AvavuM paDatuM nathI. bahAra phaLa ApanAro koI Izvara che ja nahIM ! 3925 kharAba bhAva karyo ke paramANu evAM kharAba mahIM Ave ke je kaDavAM phaLa Ape. sAro bhAva karyo te mIThAM phaLa Ape ane bhAvAbhAva nA karyo, 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' thaI gayo, to kartA baMdha thaI gayo. pachI jUnAM phaLa ApIne cAlyAM jAya ne navAM phaLa nA Ave. paramANu ja badhuM karI rahyAM che. 3926 pudgala ekalAmAM ja kriyAvI zakti che. pudgala ekaluM ja sakriya che. bIjAM pAMca tattvomAM kriyAvI zakti nathI. pudgalanI kriyAvI zaktine lIdhe A badhA AkAra thaI jAya che. 3927 pudgalano pUraNa-galana svabhAva ja che. pUraNa thAya ne enuM e ja pAchuM galana thAya. barapha paDato hoya ne mahAvIranI mUrti jevuM dekhAya, pachI pAchuM galana thaI jAya. 3928 jyAM cetana nathI tyAM ya pudgalanI kriyA hoya. lAkaDuM paDyuM hoya te saDyA ja kare. pudgala svabhAvathI ja kriyAvAna che. 3929 AtmAne kriyAvAna kahyo, tyAMthI ja bhrAMti UbhI thaI gaI ! 3930 svAbhAvika AtmA kevo che ! 'akriya che.' zarIramAM ya e svAbhAvika ja che. jarAya vibhAvika thayo nathI. AtmAmAM vibhAvika thavAnI zakti ja nathI. je 'meM' AtmA joyo che, temAMthI koI dahADo pheraphAra thayelo meM joyo nathI. 3931 jJAnakriyA ne darzanakriyA e AtmAnI svAbhAvika kriyA kahevI hoya to kahevAya. bIjAM dravyo ya potAnI svAbhAvika kriyAmAM hoya. 3932 mana-vacana-kAyA sahaja svabhAve kriyAkArI che. te badhuM karyA ja kare che ne sahaja svabhAve AtmAnuM jJAna-darzana kriyAkArI che. A badhI vastuo paDI hoya to tene AtmA sahaja svabhAve joyA ja kare, jANyA ja kare ! Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3938 pudgala vastu samajAya evI nathI. e to "jJAnI' vagara bIjuM koI nA samajI zake. pudgalanI karAmata ora jAtanI che ! juone, eka pudgale ja AkhA jagatane mUMjhavI mAryuM che ?!! 3939 badhuM pudgala karI rahyuM che ane A loko mAne che ke "huM karuM chuM" ! e huM ya pudgala che. A pudgalanI karAmata che ! 3940 vItarAgonuM eka ja vAkya samaje to ukela Ave ! pulamAM ja kriyA che, AtmAmAM koI kriyA nathI. jagatane ahIM ja bhrAMti paDI jAya che ke zI rIte A cAle che ? jagata jene AtmA mAne che tyAM AtmAno eka aMza nathI. AtmA to jJAnIoe judo joyo che, judo jANyo che, judo anubhavyo 3933 anAtma bhAga che te pariNAmI svabhAvano che ane AtmA e paNa pariNAmI svabhAvano che. pariNAmI svabhAva eTale kSaNe kSaNe paryAya badalanArA. AtmA ane anAtmA banne potAnAM pariNAma vaheMcI le che. eka kriyAnI dhAra che ane eka jJAtA-draSTAnI dhAra che, je "jJAnI'mAM chUTI varte, tyAre ajJAnIne eka kaDavuM ane eka mIThuM ema 'milcara' dhAra va. tethI tene bebharamI kaDhI jevo svAda Ave. 3934 eka mANasa ATaluM aphINa ghoLIne pI jAya, to pachI ene mAravA zuM bhagavAnane AvavuM paDe che ? pudgala paramANunI zaktithI ja thAya che e. AtmAnI to alaukika zakti che ja, paNa jaDanI paNa bhayaMkara zakti che. AtmA karatAM paNa enI zakti vadhI jAya evuM che. eTale ja A badhuM phasAyuM che ne ! nahIM to AtmA phasAyA pachI dhAre tyAre kema nA chUTI jAya ! jyAM sudhI asala vijJAnamAM nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI chUTAya nahIM ! 3935 A baMdhana kevI rIte thayuM? baMdhanathI mukta kevI rIte thavAya ? paheluM to keTalAMkane A baMdhana che e ya bhAnamAM nathI AvyuM. paravazatAno anubhava thAya tyAre baMdhanano anubhava thAya. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhanuM baMdhana, gharanAM baMdhana, bIjAM badhAM baMdhana. baMdhanano anubhava thayA pachI muktino mArga jaDe ! 3936 eka kSaNavAra paNa baMdhana game nahIM tyAre vItarAganA vijJAnane samajavAne pAtra thayo kahevAya. game teTalo vaibhava hoya paNa baMdhana lAge. 3937 AtmA ane pudgala be ja vastu che. jeNe AtmA jANyo hoya, te pudgalane samajI gayo ane pugalane jANe e AtmAne samajI gayo. 3941 "pariNAmika bhAva zuM che ? zakkariyuM khAIzuM to vAyu thaze e "pariNAmika bhAva'. ene saMsArI jAgRti kahevAya. pAriNAmika bhAva' zuM che ? e to "ApaNe' je chIe, te rUpe bhAva utpanna thavo. potAnAM ja guNadharma sahita enuM nAma pariNAmika bhAva." 3942 A pAMca indriyomAM je dekhAya che, te badho mAro bhAva nathI. A to "pAriNAmika bhAva" utpanna thAya, eTale AtmAno potAno ja bhAva ! 3943 zAstra vAMcIne baDabaDa baDabaDa karyA kare, tame nA karo, nathI sAMbhaLavuM kaho to ya baDabaDa kare, te badhA "sanepAta bhAva" kahevAya. 3944 khAMDane cAmAM vATIne nAkhavI nathI paDatI. kAraNa ke teno svabhAva pANImAM ogaLavAno che. tema AtmAno svabhAva jJAtA-draSTA ane paramAnaMdI che. AtmA potAnA guNadharmamAM ja rahe che ! Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 394pa A saMsAramAM AtmA nAme ya vaparAto nathI. khAlI prakAza ja vaparAya che. AtmA AmAM Dakhala karato ja nathI. 3946 A be ja vAkyamAM huM AkhuM "sAyansa' kahevA mAguM chuM : jIvamAtramAM paramAtma zakti rahI che. te paramAtma zaktine koI Dakhala karI zake ja nahIM. 3947 Dakho e "kojha' che. Dakhala e pariNAma che. 3948 saMsAra samudra eTale jeTalAM spaMdana tuM uchALIza eTalAM spaMdana sAme Ave che. 3949 saMsAramAM zuM sukha che ? potAnuM paramAtma sukha varte evuM che. koI Dakhala ja nA karI zake evI saccI AjhAdI thAya evuM che. je Dakhala Ave che te Dakho karelo tenAM pariNAma che. 3950 jyAM sudhI pUrNa paramAtmAno anubhava nA thAya, saccI AjhAdI nA thAya, tyAM sudhI aTakavuM nA joIe. 3951 tame (mahAtmAne) Dakho baMdha karI dIdho paNa hajI Dakhala zAnI Ave che ? je Dakhalo dhIrelI, te pAchI Ave che ! 3952 AtmAnI zakti khoTA mArge kema jaI rahI che? mAnyatA avaLI che eTale, 'bilipha roMga' che tethI. "rAITa bilipha' hoya to zakti sAcA raste vahe. 3953 hindustAnanA lokone eTaluM bhAna thayuM che ke "mane kaMIka bhrAMti varte che." "phorenavALAne to bhrAMtinuM ya bhAna nathI. emane pUchIe, 'tamane bhrAMti che ?" tyAre e kaheze, "mane bhrAMti nathI. huM caMdubhAI ja chuM." bhrAMtinuM bhAna thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI AgaLa mArga jaDe nahIM ! 3954 bhrAMtinI vAtothI badhI bhrAMti ja maLe ne bhrAMtirahita jJAnathI nirAkULatA rahe. 3955 kazuM joDe laI javAnuM nahIM ne mamatA che khAlI, ke A deha mAro, A bairI mArI, A choDI mArI. AtmAne deha ja nathI. dehadhArI dekhAya che, e to bhrAMti che, bhrAMti ! bAkI 'tame' dehadhArI nathI. tamane bhrAMti che ke "huM A chuM.' 'tame" Atma svabhAva" choDI dehanI pIDAmAM pesI gayA ! 'tamAro' "AtmA' 'amane' ughADo dekhAya che. A to ahaMkAranA amalamAM bolo cho, "huM caMdulAla chuM !' AtmAne deha to hoto haze ?! AtmAne choDI ye nA hoya ne deheya nA hoya ! AtmAne deha hato nahIM, che nahIM, thaze nahIM !! badhI viparIta mAnyatAo pesI gaI che. 3956 'IgoIjhama' thoDo che ke vadhAre che e mahIM je samajAya che, te "ITaselpha' kahe che ke pote tenAthI judo che. 3957 "IgoIjhama' e tAttvika vastu nathI. tAttvika vastu to vadhe nahIM ne ghaTe nahIM. polIsavALo TaiDakAve tyAre "IgoIjhama' ghaTI jAya ne ? 3958 ahaMkAra e cetana nathI, pudgala che paNa e "cetananA prakAzathI "cetana bhAvane pAmI gayo che. emAM cetana jarAya nathI. 3959 sthaLa, sUkSma ne kAraNa "IgoIjhama' jeno khalAsa thaI gayo hoya, tyAre ja te nirapekSa vAta samajAvavA sApekSita vAta bolI zake ane te "jJAnI puruSa'nuM ja kAma. 3960 ahaMkArane lIdhe ja saMsAramAM bhaTake che. eka utpAta karato ahaMkAra ne bIjo samAI jato ahaMkAra che. pAcho pharato ahaMkAra, Utarato ahaMkAra e ja mokSe jAya che. Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3961 jeTalo jeTalo samatA bhAva thAya eTalo ahaMkAra gayo kahevAya. eTalo ughADa utpanna thAya. saMpUrNa samatA thaI gaI eTale pUrNa ughADa thaI jAya ! 3962 AtmAno mokSa karavAno nathI, AtmA to mokSa svarUpa ja che. ahaMkArano mokSa karavAno che ! 3963 ahanuM sthAna kyAM sudhI rahetuM haze ? kAzmaNa zarIra ane zuddhAtmA A benI vacce "je che te' nA UDe tyAM sudhI rahe 3964 saMpUrNa ahaMkArarahita zI rIte thavAya ? ApaNe "zuddhAtmA' chIe enI saMpUrNapaNe khAtarI thAya, enuM niraMtaranuM lakSa besI jAya tyAre ahaMkAra jAya, paNa khAtarI thayA pachI ya paDachAyArUpa ahaMkAra rahe, mULa ahaMkAra jAya. paDachAyA eTale "DrAmeTika' ahaMkAra.. 3965 samajamAM ahaMkAra nathI, buddhimAM ahaMkAra che. mATe buddhi UMdhuM dekhADaze. samajane sUjha kahe che. tame bahu vicAra karo tyAre mahIM ekadama sUjha paDaze. ene koThAsUjha kahI. 3966 samaja e darzana che. darzana AgaLa vadhatuM vadhatuM kevaLa darzana' sudhI jAya che. 3967 prajJA ne samajamAM khAsa phera nathI. samaja 'phUla' (pUrNa) dazAmAM hoya tyAre prajJA kahevAya. saMsAramAM badhI sUjha paDe paNa potAnI sUjha nA paDe ke "huM koNa chuM,' tyAM sudhI "kevaLa darzana' nA thAya. 3968 anaMta bhUlanuM bhAna che A manuSyamAtra, chatAM ene enI bhUla dekhAtI nathI. bhUla bhAMgaze tyAre mokSe javAze. bhUla bhAMgaze zenAthI ?! jIvamAtrane mahIM sUjha nAmanI zakti che. A ekalI ja zakti mokSe laI jAya che. 3969 sUjha nAmanI zakti khIle zenAthI ? jeTalI bhUla bhAMge tema sUjha khIlatI jAya ! ane bhUla kabUla karI le ne mAphI mAgI le tyArathI to e zakti bahu vadhatI jAya. 3970 potAnI bhUla bhAMgaze tyAre kAma thaze. nahIM to 'jJAnI puruSa' tamane tAre to kAma thaI jAya. AmAM pote taryA che ane aneka lokone tAravAne samartha che evAM 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM ja kAma. 3971 saMsAra AdhAra che tyAM sudhI mithyAtva sUjha hoya, e sUjha vinAzI cIjomAM ja sukha khoLe. ane jyAre sAcuM avalaMbana maLI jAya to pachI samyak sUjha utpana thAya. 3972 jIvamAtrane sUjha paDe che. vizeSa prakAre manuSyone paDe che tethI to manuSyadeha uttama gaNAyo. 3973 sUjha be prakAranI : eka nizcayanI sUjha, bIjI vyavahAranI sUjha. vyavahAranI sUjha zeya kahevAya ne nizcayanI sUjha zeya nA kahevAya. 3974 jyAM sudhI bhrAMti khasI nathI, tyAM sudhI nizcaya zI rIte prApta thAya ? pahelI bhrAMti khaseDavAnI, pachI nizcayanI vAta. vyavahAra, nizcaya bane joIe. eka nA cAle. 3975 sakriya e badho vyavahAra ne akriya e nizcaya. nizcaya sakriya nA hoya, vyavahAra akriya nA hoya ! 3976 vyavahAra sparza nahIM, enuM nAma nizcaya. vyavahAra eTalo pUro karavAno ke nizcayane sparze nahIM, pachI vyavahAra game te prakArano ho ! 3977 vyavahAra to mahAvIrane hato, jJAnIone hoya. jagatanA lokone vyavahAra hoya ja nahIM. vyavahArane ja nizcaya mAne Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che loko ! vyavahAra eTale "supara phaluasa'! 3978 paramArthanA pratipAdana karyA sivAya je vyavahAra karavAmAM Ave che te saMsAra vadhAranAra che ! je vyavahAra nizcayanuM pratipAdana nA kare, te vyavahAra, vyavahAra kahevAya nahIM ! 3979 jyAM sudhI yoga che, tyAM sudhI vyavahAra rahe ja. jyAM yoga nathI raheto, tyAM nizcaya jevuM pachI che ja nahIM ! 3980 AtmAe koI viSaya bhogavyo ja nathI. AtmA viSaya bhogavI zake ja nahIM. tyAre ame ya viSaya bhogavato nathI. aham evI sUkSma vastu che ke viSaya bhogavI ja nA zake. phakta "bhogavyuM'no ahaMkAra kare ! "meM bhogavyuM', "meM to bhogavyuM nahIM' evo khAlI ahaMkAra kare che. 3981 ahaMkAra A badhuM bhogave che. ahaMkArane AmAM 'TesTa' zAthI paDyo ? ahaMkAre bhAvanA karI hatI ke A joIe che. e prApta thayuM eTale AnaMdamAM AvI gayo e ! AnaMdamAM Avyo eTale ene pachI mastI lAge ! bAkI, badhI bhAMjagaDa ja ahaMkAranI che. mana-buddhi-citta to khAlI "helpara' ja che ene 3986 Aje je draSTi tamane che, te drazyane ja jue che. aMdara muralIvALA kRSNa dekhAya che, te drazya che. draSTA dekhAya nahIM. draSTi draSTAmAM paDe, eka kSaNavAra paNa paDe to bhrAMti rahe nahIM, ukela Ave. 3987 draSTi draSTAmAM kyAre paDe? svarUpane jANe tyAre ja. e 'jJAnI puruSa' svarUpanI oLakhANa karAvI Ape. 3988 draSTi draSTAmAM paDe ane jJAna jJAtAmAM paDe tyAre "nirvikalpa samAdhinuM sukha Ave ! 3989 jyAM sudhI sAdhanonuM avalaMbana che tyAM sudhI savikalpa samAdhi. "nirvikalpa samAdhi' eTale vikalpa koI prakArano nahI. 3990 je nirvikalpapadane Ape ke e padanI najIka laI jAya, e zuddha vikalpa. nahIM to bIjA vikalpono pAra ja Ave evo nathI. 3991 pote vikalpI kyAreya nirvikalpI nA thaI zake. e to nirvikalpI puruSa'nuM nimitta joIe. 3992 ahaMkArazUnya thAya tyAre "nirvikalpa samAdhi' kahevAya. ahaMkAra hoya te savikalpa samAdhi kahevAya. 3993 kharI samAdhi kone kahevAya ? niraMtara jAgRta hoya tene. bahAranuM bhAna jatuM rahe, ene samAdhi nA kahevAya. e nidrA kahevAya. dehanuM ya bhAna jatuM rahe e sAcI samAdhi nA kahevAya. e badhI laukika samAdhio che ! 3994 loko mananA tharamAM ja hoya che. mananA ghaNAM badhA tharo che! laukika samAdhimAM mananA tharamAM pesI jAya ne tyAM ja khovAI jAya. eTale pachI zarIranuM ke bahAranuM kazuM bhAna bilakula nA rahe. mananA badhA thara oLaMga tyAra bAda buddhinA "leyarsa' 3982 nirahaMkArIonuM koNa calAve che? ahaMkArIo calAve che. 3983 tuM je je vicArIza te ahaMkAra che. tuM je je bolIza te ahaMkAra che. tuM je je karIza te ahaMkAra che. jagatanuM tuM je je jANIza te ahaMkAra che. jyAM sudhI draSTi nA badalAya tyAM sudhI zuM vaLe ? 3984 jevuM dekhAya che tevuM A jagata nathI, draSTi roga che. 3985 "mULa vastu' to draSTi badalAyA vagara prApta nA thAya. draSTi kyAre badalAya ? "jJAnI puruSa' jAte hoya tyAre. Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ oLaMgavAnA. buddhinA badhA tharo oLaMgI chello thara paNa oLaMgI jAya tyAre "jJAna-prakAzamAM Ave ! "yunivarsala Tutha'mAM AvI jAya ! 3995 mananA tharamAM khovAI jaIne samAdhi bhogavavI, ene sAcI samAdhi nA kahevAya. e to "TempararI" avasthA che. e avasthA pUrI thAya eTale hatA tyAMnA tyAM ! ene to niMdrA kahevAya. 3996 AkhuM jagata ughADI AMkhe UMghe che. potAnuM ahita ja karI rahyA che te khabara nathI. jyAre jAgRti to potAnuM ahita eka kSaNa paNa nA thavA de. niraMtara jAgRta ja hoya. 3997 jAgRtinuM pariNAma samAdhi che ! 3998 bhagavAna kahe che ke sUtI vakhate jAgazo nahIM ne jAgatI vakhate UMghazo nahIM. loko Akho dA'Do jAgatI vakhate UMghe che ! parabhavanI jAgRti ja nathI hotI. parabhava avazya che ja. roTalI khAtAM khAtAM rADAM khAvA javAnuM che e samajAtuM nathI. 3999 saMpUrNa jAgRta thayA pachI A jagata eka kSaNa paNa sahana thAya tema nathI ! 4000 'svapaNuM' jemAM (avasthAmAM) varte, te badhuM ja svapna kahevAya. svapaNuM' 'sva'mAM varte te jAgRta kahevAya ! 4001 saMpUrNa jAgRta kyAre thAya ? ahaMkArano vilaya thAya tyAre. 4002 mokSanuM pariNAma jAgRti nathI, jAgRtinuM pariNAma mokSa che ! 4003 jAgRti to kone kahevAya? vicAra AvatAM pahelAM ja samajAya ke A to zeya che ne huM jJAtA chuM' ! 4004 'jJAnIo kyAM jAge che? "svapariNatimAM." ane teo kyAM UMghe che ? "parapariNatimAM." "parapariNati' eTale saMsAra badho !!! 4005 "riyala'ne 'riyala' jANe ane 'rileTiva'ne "rileTiva' jANe te svapariNati ! 4006 "papariNati' koNa utpanna kare che? "jIvato IgoIjhama'. 4007 chellAmAM chellI dazA kaI ? je 'para pariNati'mAM ja nA rahe, niraMtara "svapariNati'mAM rahe che. 4008 A jagatamAM bhagavAna kone kahevAya? "svapariNati'nI bahAra je nIkaLatA nathI, game te veSa hoya, tyAMthI bhagavAna pada zarU thAya che. te pUrNa thatAM sudhI bhagavAna kahevAya che. 4009 'svapariNatimAM rahevuM e "varlDa'mAM eka ja mANasa hoya, bIjo mANasa ja nA hoya ! eTaluM ajAyaba pada che e !!! 4010 paramAtmA kone kahevAya ? jene 'para pariNati' utpanna nA thAya, niraMtara svapariNAmamAM ja hoya, e dehadhArI paramAtmA kahevAya ! "jene kiMcitmAtra "parapariNati' nA hoya, parakSetre kiMcitmAtra mukAma nA hoya', tyAM sudhI bhagavAna kahevaDAvavuM e bahu moTo guno che ! kahenAra to chUTI jAya, paNa kahevaDAvanAro baMdhAya ! 4011 A "e. ema. paTela' dekhAya che te to manuSya ja che, paNa e. ema. paTela'nI je vRttio che ane je emanI ekAgratA che te 'para ramaNatA' ya nathI ne "parapariNati' paNa nathI. niraMtara 'svapariNAma'mAM ja mukAma che ! niraMtara "svapariNAma varlDamAM ko'ka vakhata, hajAro - lAkho varSe hoya ! "sva ramaNatA" amuka aMze thAya, paNa sarvAze svaramaNatA ane saMsArI veSe nA hoya. eTale Azcarya lakhyuM che ne ! asaMyati pUjA nAmanuM dhI Azcarya che A !! Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4012 tame 'sva pariNati' tarapha jaI rahyA cho (mahAtmAone). pahelI 'vastu'nI pratIti bese 'jJAnI puruSa'nI kRpAthI, pachI pratIti AgaLa vadhatI vadhatI saMpUrNa darzanamAM pahoMce. saMpUrNa darzanamAM pahoMce evuM A 'akrama jJAna' che. tyAra pachI 'svapariNati' zarU thAya. 'vastu'mAM jyAre puruSArtha jAge, 'vastu'no svAbhAvika puruSArtha jAge, 'vastu' svarUpe thAya, tyAre 'svapariNati' utpanna thAya ! sva pariNatI e alaukika vastu che ! laukikamAM jovAmAM ke sAMbhaLavAmAM nathI Ave evI A vastu che !!! 4013 lokasArano sAra zo ? tyAre kahe, tattva. tattvasArano sAra zo ? tyAre kahe, 'jJAnI'nI vANI. 'vItarAga vANI' sivAya avara na koI upAya. 4014 anaMta avatArathI 'ame' pUrNa puruSottama khoLatA hatA, te A avatAramAM 'amArA' ja dehamAM pragaTa thayA !!! 4015 AkhuM 'varlDa' mArAmAM che ane huM 'varlDa'mAM chuM ! 4016 A badhuM tamAruM ja rUpa che, dhola mAranAro ya tamAruM rUpa che ne phUlo caDhAvanAro ya tamAruM rUpa che. badhuM ekanuM eka ja rUpa che. 4017 sarvAtmAmAM zuddhAtmA joyA eTale thaI gayo paramAtmA ! 4018 dehamAM, manamAM, vANImAM 'huM'paNuM rAkhe che, tenAthI bhagavAna cheTA rahe che ane 'svarUpa'mAM 'huM'paNuM rAkhe che, tenI sAthe abheda thaI jAya che bhagavAna ! 4019 'caMdubhAI' bUmAbUma kare tyAre 'tamAre' 'caMdubhAI'ne kahevuM, AmAM tamane zo phAyado ? amArI joDe ekAkAra thaI jAone ! emAM bahu sukha che !! pAra vagaranuM !!!" 'Amane' judAI che mATe ApaNe kahevuM paDe. 4020 zarIra bUma pADe tyAre 'tamAre' 'caMdubhAI' joDe arIsAmAM vAtacIta karavI. 'dehanuM dhyAna zuM kAma rAkho cho ? dehamAM Ama Ama thAya che, te cho ne thAya. 'tame' 'amArI' joDe AvI jAone Tebala upara ! 'amArI' joDe pAra vagaranuM sukha che !!!' 4021 buddhie bheda dekhADyA ane divyacakSu abheda dekhADe. 4022 AtmA ja badhe dekhAya eTale thaI rahyuM ! anya dekhAtuM baMdha thAya eTale 'ananya' utpanna thAya ! 4023 koInuM ya mana tamArAthI saheja paNa juduM paDyuM, to tame 'kevaLa jJAna'thI judA paDyA ! ochAmAM ochAM mana ApaNAthI lokonAM judAM thavAM joIe. nahIM to tyAM sudhI 'mukta hAsya' Avaze nahIM ne 'mukta hAsya' vagara jagata vaza thaze nahIM, ne tyAM sudhI jagatanuM kalyANa thAya nahIM. 4024 jagatakalyANanI to ApaNe khAlI bhAvanA ja karavAnI che. pachI kArya to kudarata karaze. 4025 ApaNuM kalyANa thaI gayuM, have bIjAnuM kalyANa thAya evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. e ja ApaNane saMpUrNa-pUrNa dazA utpanna karAvaze. 4026 'jJAna' jo 'jJAnI' ekalAM pAse rahe to jJAna rasAtALa jAya. 'jJAna' to pragaTa karavuM ja joIe. ajavALAno dIvo ko'ka phero utpanna thAya che. tyAM sudhI ghora aMdhAruM rahe. A to suratanA sTezane 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa'nA AdhAre kudaratI rIte utpanna thayuM che ! dhIsa Ijha baTa necarala ! to pachI emAMthI jeTalAM dIvA karavA hoya teTalAM thAya. Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAkI, ghIno dIvo to badhAya lokoe pUrI rAkhyo che ! 4027 jagatanuM kalyANa koNa karI zake ? potAnuM je kalyANa kare, te bIjAnuM kare. 4028 'jJAnI puruSa' oraDImAM beThAM beThAM bhaTake che. evuM to koI bhaTakatuM ja nathI. jagata kalyANanuM jenuM 'niyANuM' nA hoya, te 'jJAnI' na hoya. jene bIjuM 'niyANuM' hoya, te 'jJAnI' jJAnI ja nathI. 4029 bhAvanAthI paNa kalyANa thAya tevuM che. bhAvanA koNa karI zake ? mahA puNyazALI hoya ke jene jagatamAM kazAyanI bhIkha ke lAlaca rahI nathI te. 4030 jagata kalyANanA 'ame' nimitta chIe, kartA nathI. ApaNe jagata kalyANanI bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe, te eka dahADo rUpakamAM Avaze. je je bhAvo thAya che te rUpakamAM AvyA vagara rahe nahIM. kriyA karavAnI jarUra nathI, rUpaka enI meLe Ave che. mATe bhAvanA bhAvo. 4031 AtamabhAvanA bhAvazo to enuM rUpaka mokSa Avaze. dehabhAvanA bhAvazo to saMsAra rUpakamAM Avaze. 4032 'amArI' e ja bhAvanA che ke bhale eka avatAra moDuM thaze to vAMdho nathI, paNa A 'vijJAna' phelAvavuM joIe. 'vijJAna'no lokone lAbha thavo joIe. jagata AkhuM zakkariyAM bharahADamAM mUke ema baphAI rahyuM che ! phorenavALA ya baphAI rahyAM che ne ahIMvALA ya baphAI rahyAM che. are, have to zakkariyAM saLagavA hau mAMDyAM !!! 4033 jene kevaLa jagata kalyANa karavAnI ja bhAvanA rahetI hoya ane saMsArano koI moha nA rahyo hoya, badhuM 'DrAmeTika' karato hoya, te 'tIrthaMkara gotra' bAMdhe ! 4034 A duniyAmAM jeTalA sevya banelA, e sevakapadamAMthI ja banelA. 4035 ApaNe to vItarAgonI draSTi rAkhavI. vItarAgo zuM kahe che ? AkhA jagatanA ziSya thavAnI draSTi jeNe vedI nathI, e 'jJAnI' thavAne lAyaka nathI. 4036 pUrNa thavA mATe 'laghutama bhAva' jevo bIjo koI bhAva ja nathI. paNa jagata laghutama bhAva kevI rIte pAme ? agharAmAM agharo bhAva hoya to te laghutama bhAva ! 4037 moTo thayo ne moTo mAnyuM ke bhaTakyo. pUrNa puruSo moTA hotAM ja nathI. 4038 gurutama koNa thayelA ? je laghutama thayelA e ja gurutama thaI zake. 4039 draSTi laghutamamAM rAkho to ja pelA gurutamamAM pahoMcAze. nahIM to gurutamamAM kema pahoMcAze ? 4040 laghutamamAM rahe, tene gurutama pada 'phrI opha kosTa' (maphata) maLavAnuM ja ! 4041 laghutama bhAvamAM rahevuM ane abheda draSTi rAkhavI, e A 'akrama vijJAna'nuM 'phAunDezana' che ! 4042 'ame' A jagatamAM be bhAve rahIe chIe : laghutama bhAva ane abheda bhAva, e amArI bAunDrI che. 'rileTiva'mAM laghutama bhAve chIe, 'riyala'mAM 'ame' gurutama bhAve chIe ane 'svabhAva'thI abhedabhAve chIe ! 4043 jo tAre mokSa joIto hoya to 'huM gurutama chuM' jo tAre gALo Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAMDavI hoya, mAra mAravo hoya to "huM laghutama chuM." laghutamane mAra nA aDe, gALo nA aDe. ene kazuM aDe nahIM. laghutama AkAza jevuM hoya ! 4044 vacalAM pada badhAM vinAza karAvanArAM che. laghutama pada gurutama padane ApanAruM che. "huM kaMIka chuM' e vacalAM pada che. A vacalAM pada te astitvavALAM che paNa e astitva nAstivALA 4045 AtmA prApta karyA pachI ja parama vinaya utpanna thAya, pachI judAI lAge nahIM. abheda draSTi thAya. 4046 naya hoya tenAthI draSTibiMdu samajAya, paNa vinaya hoya tenAthI mokSe javAya. 4047 bahAranA vinayathI avatAra maLe, aMdaranA vinayathI mokSa maLe. 405ra parama vinaya eTale saMpUrNa samarpaNa. 4053 parama vinayamAM potAno mata ja nA hoya. aMdara badhA hAlAhAla kare tene "joyA kare', koI kheMca nA pakaDe. 4054 mokSano mArga zo che? vivekamAMthI saviveka, savivekamAMthI vinaya, vinayamAMthI parama vinaya ane parama vinayathI mokSa ! 4055 A 'dAdo to evo pAkyo che ke je kazAthI kharIdAya tevo che ja nahIM. eka mAtra parama vinayathI ja kharIdAya tevo che ! vinaya ane prema koIthI tarachoDAya tema nathI. 4056 "jJAnI puruSa' eTale zuM ? arIso. tamAruM jevuM hoya tevuM dekhAya. kAraNa ke "jJAnI puruSa' svadravya, svakSetra, svakALa ne svabhAvamAM rahe che, cAreya rIte "sva"mAM rahe che ! 4057 A arIsAne potAne A badhuM jagata dekhAtuM hoya, te arIso pote jonAra hoya, to tene keTalI badhI upAdhi thaI jAya ?! tema A caitanya pote jonAra che. jyArathI e jANe che ke A mArA svabhAvane laIne A badhI vastuo prakAzamAna thAya che ne vastuo to bahAra ja che, tyArathI potAnuM sukha cAkhe che ne upAdhio chUTI jAya che ! pachI AtmAnuM sukha jatuM nathI. 4058 A jagata potAnI aMdara dekhAya che tene upAdhi mAne che, tenAthI jagata UbhuM che. 4059 AtmA ja prakAzamaya che. A arIsAmAM ApaNe badhAM dekhAIe ke nA dekhAIe ? e arIso cetana hota to ? 4060 AtmA vyavahAramAM Avyo che, te jagata tenA prakAzamAM jhaLake che. kharI rIte AtmAnA prakAzamAM AkhuM jagata jhaLake che. ajJAnatAthI pote' kahe che ke A zuM che ? eTale pote draNa 4048 "parama vinayathI mokSa che ane saMsAramAM ya parama vinayathI tuM bahu sukhI thaIza. 4049 parama vinaya eTale zuM? ApaNA nimitte koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya e ja ApaNo parama vinaya che ! 4050 vinaya to prajJA UbhI thayA pachI ja Ave. saMsAramAM loka jene vinaya kahe che e kharI rIte vinaya nA kahevAya, e viveka kahevAya. 4051 viveka eTale kharA-khoTAMne juduM pADavuM te. saviveka eTale sArAne grahaNa karAve che. vinaya eTale vyavahAra pramANe cAle che tenAthI AgaLa gayA che. parama vinaya eTale je dekhAya che te taraphano AdarabhAva nahIM, paNa je nathI dekhAtuM te taraphano AdarabhAva ! Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hato, te drazya thaI gayo ! AtmAnI bAbatamAM 'A' samajAvuM e bahu moTI vastu che ne 'jJAnI' vagara samajAya tema nathI, paNa te nimittanuM ThekANuM paDe tema ja nathI. AkhuM jagata tethI mUMjhAyuM che. 4061 'jJAnI'o nimitta hoya, ajJAnIo kartA hoya. 4062 bhagavAna koIne bAMdhavA AvatAM nathI. A to ajJAnathI baMdhAyelo che ne jJAnathI chUTe. eka phera chUTayo to pharI nA baMdhAya. ajJAna e ya nimittathI maLe ane jJAna e ya nimittathI maLe. 'jJAnI puruSa'nA nimittathI jJAna prApta thAya. 4063 janmyo tyAre 'tuM caMdulAla che, A tArI bA, A tArA bApA' ema badhuM ajJAna ene nimittathI bheguM thayuM. loko e ajJAna mATe nimitta banyA. jyAre 'jJAnI puruSa' zuddhAtmA banAve. ne kahe, 'tuM zuddhAtmA che, akartA che.' te jJAna thayA pachI pote chUTato jAya. 4064 A jagata ajJAnanuM ja pradAna che. saMsAre sajjaDa ajJAnanuM pradAna karyuM che. 'jJAnI' pAke tyAre 'jJAna'nuM pradAna kare. saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa ja ajJAnanuM pradAna che. 4065 'jJAna' 'jJAnI'nA hRdayamAM beTheluM che, bahAra nathI. 4066 A jagatanI adhikaraNa kriyA ja ajJAna che. 4067 jyArathI ajJAna UbhuM thAya che tyArathI deha sAthe saMbaMdha zarU thAya che ne jJAna maLavAthI chUTuM thAya che. 4068 sarva jJAnanuM phaLa AtmasthiratA. sarva ajJAnanuM phaLa capaLatA. 4069 jJAna konuM nAma ke ajJAna UbhuM thAya tenI tarata khabara paDe, te jeNe jANyuM enuM nAma ja 'jJAna' ! 4070 prakAza enuM nAma ke 'Thokara' nA vAge. Thokara vAge to jANavuM ke 'prakAza' hajI lAdhyo nathI. jeTaluM ajJAna teTalI Thokaro. 4071 'ApaNe koNa chIe' e zraddhA bese e 'samakita' ane 'ApaNe zuM chIe' e 'jJAna' thAya e 'jJAna' ! 4072 'jJAna' konuM nAma ? zraddhAnI pratIti upara UbhuM rahe te. zraddhA to 'jJAna'nuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. zraddhA nathI to 'jJAna' nathI. 4073 jene nija svarUpanuM lakSa beThuM ene saMsAranuM lakSa UDI gayuM ne jene saMsAranuM lakSa che, ene nija svarUpanuM lakSa rahe nahIM. eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahe nahIM. 4074 sAcuM cAritra eTale jJAtA-draSTAbhAva ! 4075 jenAthI ajJAna ghaTe te 'jJAna'. 'jJAna' kriyAkArI hoya. zAstrajJAna kriyAkArI nA hoya. 'anubhava jJAna' kriyAkArI hoya. 4076 kriyAkArI jJAna kone kahevAya ? je 'jJAna' prApti pachI ApaNane ema lAge ke, 'huM kazuM ja karato nathI.' to koNa kare che ? A 'jJAna' ja cetave. cetavanAro ya jJAna ne cetanAro ya jJAna evuM ApaNane lAge ! zAstranuM jJAna cetave nahIM. 'vijJAna' cetavanAruM hoya ! kriyAkArI hoya ! 4077 zubhAzubha jJAna e 'paramAtma zakti' che. zuddha jJAna e paramAtmA che. 4078 vItarAgo eTaluM ja kahevA mAge che ke karma naDatAM nathI, tAruM ajJAna naDe che ! 4079 ajJAna che tyAM sudhI karma to thayA ja karavAnAM. ajJAnatA jAya, rAga-dveSa baMdha thAya, eTale karma baMdha thaI jAya !!! Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4088 dareka avasthA sArI ke kharAba, chUTavA mATe ja Ave che. tyAM ApaNe upayogapUrvaka rahIe eTale cokhecokhkhuM thaI jAya ! 4089 eka tattva bIjA tattvamAM bhaLatuM nathI, ane judAM ja rahe che. ekabIjAnI najIka AvavAthI avasthAo utpanna thAya che ! 4090 avasthAnuM jJAna nAzavaMta che. "svAbhAvika jJAna' avinAzI 4080 anaMtA zeyane jANavAmAM pariNamelI anaMtI avasthAomAM 'saMpUrNa zuddha chuM, sarvAga zuddha chuM. (A vAkyano artha yathArtha kare te paramArtha svarUpa thaI jAya !). 4081 'mithyAtva' eTale zuM? avasthAmAM tanmayAkAra rahe che. tenuM phaLa zuM? "asvasthatA'. 'samyak darzana' eTale zuM? "svastha', sva'mAM mukAma kare te ! 4082 duniyAmAM 'riyala karekTa' e badhI vastuo che, ane 'rileTiva karekTa' e badhI avasthA che. A dekhAya che te vastu nathI, vastunI avasthA che. vastu avinAzI che te vastunI avasthAo vinAzI che. avasthAo badhI TempararI eDajasTamenTa' che 4083 avasthAmAM avasthita rahe, tanmayAkAra rahe te asvastha ne zuddhAtmAmAM rahe te svastha. 4084 vastumAM mukAma te svasthatA. avasthAmAM mukAma te asvasthatA. 4085 avasthAomAM tanmayAkAra rahe, enuM nAma saMsAra. e ja saMsAra bIja nAkhe che ane svarUpamAM tanmayAkAra, enuM nAma 4091 jyAM jyAM "TempararI eDajasTamenTa' che tyAM cetana nAme ya nathI. jyAM "paramenanTa eDajasTamenTa' che tyAM cetana che. 4092 indriyothI je je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te badhuM ja 'TempararI' che. 4093 "paramenanTa' che te nirvikalpa che, "TempararI che te vikalpI che! 4094 'paramenanTa' vastu ja "TempararI'ne samajI zake. 'TempararI' 'TempararIne samajI zake nahIM. 'TempararI' "paramenanTane samajI ja nA zake. jo badhuM ja 'TempararI' hoya to pachI 'TempararI' kahevAnuM raheta ja kyAM? "paramenanTa' kazuM che mATe 'TempararI' kahevuM paDe che ! 405 tuM che "paramenanTa', paNa "TempararI'ne 'paramenanTa' mAne che ! 4096 AtmA "paramenanTa' hovAthI AtmAno anubhava paNa paramenanTa' che. saMsAranI badhI vastuo TempararI che. mATe teno anubhava paNa "TempararI' che. 4097 AtmAno anubhava eTale zuM ? niraMtara paramAnaMda ! 4098 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evo nirNaya thavo, enuM nAma ja AtmAnubhava ! mokSa. 4086 jagatamAM bIjuM zuM che ? badhI avasthAo badalAya che. AtmA teno te ja svarUpa rahe che. "vastuono vinAza thato ja nathI, vastuonI avasthAno vinAza thAya che ! "huM caMdu, A mAro dIkaro, A mArI vahu" ema avasthAmAM ja mukAma kare che. pAcho kaheze, "huM paiDo thayo'! AtmA te vaLI paiDo thato haze ?!!! A badhI prAkRta avasthAo che, AtmAnI nathI. 4087 A jagata vAstavika nathI, chatAM vAstavika lAge che e ya ajAyabI che ne ?! avasthAo avAstavika che ne mULa vastu" vAstavika che. Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4099 sAco prema bahAra khoLe, paNa e kyAMya nA maLe tyAre AtmA pragaTa thAya. 4100 AtmA mAnyo. manAya tevo nathI. jema A pudgala anubhavamAM Ave tevuM che tema AtmA anubhavamAM Ave tevo che ! 4101 ahaMkArano amala Utare to AtmAno anubhava thAya. 4102 riyalane jANe te 'jJAnI' ! paNa riyalanAM aMge je badhuM jANe te 'anubhava jJAnI' ! 4103 eka kSaNavAra paNa saMsAramAM rahe nahIM te 'jJAnI'. je dehamAM jeTalo rahe teTalo ahaMkAra rahe ne ! jyAre 'ame' to vIsa varasathI dehamAM rahyA nathI. 4104 pote to anaMtakALathI vItarAga ja hato. kyAreya potAnA guNadharma badalyA ja nathI. 'jJAnI puruSa' bannene chUTA pADI Ape, to daraasala AtmAno anubhava thAya. eka paNa anAtmAnuM paramANu AtmAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI anubhava nA thAya ! 4105 pote potAnA 'selphanuM riyalAIjha' karyuM te sAkSAtkAra ! 4106 AtmasAkSAtkAra thAya tyAre pratyakSa bhakti thaI kahevAya. 4107 'huM ja ziva chuM' evuM bhAna thavuM joIe, enuM nAma anubhUti. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thavuM joIe, enuM nAma anubhUti. 4108 anubhUti thatAM sudhI bhagavAnanI parokSa bhakti karavI sArI. tenAthI ApaNe A bhautika sukho maLe, AgaLa AgaLa adhyAtmano rasto jaDato jAya, paNa tyAM anubhUti nA hoya anubhUti to, jIva-zivanI bhedabuddhi TaLe, tyAre anubhUti kahevAya. 4109 A jagatanA badhA ja anubhava thAya pachI ja 'Atmatattva'nI prApti thAya. 4110 je jJAnathI saMsAra chUTI jAya e AtmajJAna kahevAya ane e jJAna vaparAya te ghaDIe prajJA kahevAya. 4111 amArI vANI tame sAMbhaLo te dhAraNa koNa kare ? AtmA ? nA, AtmA dhAraNa nA karI zake. prajJA ane samyakatva, A be dhAraNa karAve che. kSAyaka samakita dhAraNA svaccha rAkhe ne prajJA dhAraNa kare. saMsAramAM dhAraNa ahaMkAra kare. 4112 prajJA zakti game te raste mokSe laI jAya. ajJA zakti ya evI bhAre ke game te raste saMsAramAM rakhaDAve. 4113 prajJA zakti to zuM kahe che ? ceta ane jo. bIjuM kazuM Dakho karavAnI jarUra nathI. 4114 prajJA e AtmAnI pratinidhi che. AtmAno 'pAvara opha eTarnI' enI pAse che. 4115 'riyala' - 'rileTiva' e prajJA jue che, AtmA joto nathI. prazA jue eTale e AtmA khAte ja gayuM. jagatanA loko jue e ajJA jue che, eTale e ahaMkAranA khAte gayuM. beunA jovA-jANavAmAM phera che. peluM Indriyagamya che ne A atIndriyagamya che. 4116 je vartanAmAM rakhAve che te AtmA che ane je zraddhAmAM rakhAve che te prajJA che. vartana eTale cAritra. 4117 samaja eTale darzana. 4118 sAcI samaja kyAreya bhUMsAya nahIM. Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4119 samaja jJAnamAM pariNAma pAme eTale vartanamAM pariNAma pAme. 4120 samaja kone kahevI ? je jJAna jANIe kharAM, paNa vartanamAM nA Ave, e samaja kahevAya ane je jJAna vartanamAM Ave, te jJAna kahevAya. 4121 ajJAnathI thayelAM karma te "jJAnathI nAza thAya. bAkI, bIjI kazI kriyAothI pheraphAra nA thAya. 4122 karma eTale zuM? jyAM koI bIjo karato hoya ne tyAM ApaNe Aropa karIe ke "huM karuM chuM', enuM nAma karma. 4123 Aropita bhAva eTale zuM? jyAM tame nathI tyAM Aropa karo cho ke "huM caMdubhAI chuM' te ane je cho te jANatA nathI. tame 'rileTiva svarUpane potAnuM svarUpa mAno cho. e tamAruM mULa svarUpa, 'riyala' svarUpa nathI. "rileTiva' svarUpathI kartA, 'riyala' svarUpathI akartA. 'rileTiva' svarUpathI saMsAra, riyala' svarUpathI mokSa. 4124 A zarIra nathI, A to karmanuM poTaluM che te jevuM poTaluM maLyuM hoya tevuM bhaTakAya bhaTakAya kare ! 4125 prArabdha karma, saMcita karma ne kriyamANa karma e zuM che ? saMcita karma badhAM sUkSma che, tanna sUkSma che. saMcitamAMthI jeTaluM sthULarUpe thAya che eTaluM prArabdha gaNAya. ane prArabdha thayA pachI kriyamANa kone kahevAya ? prArabdha bhogavatI vakhate "A huM karuM chuM' evuM bhAna thAya che, tenAthI kriyamANa karma utpanna thAya che. 4126 jagata jene karma kahe che te karma ja nathI, e karmanAM pariNAma nA baMdhAya. 4128 karmano paripAka thAya tyAre karmo kharI paDe. 'vItarAga bhAva" thAya to karmano paripAka jaldI thaI jAya ! A to loko "ahaMkAre karIne karmano paripAka thavA detA nathI ! 4129 'jJAnI" A dehanI bahAra rahIne joyA kare che ke vALa hAle che, mana zuM kare che, citta-ahaMkAra zuM kare che, buddhi zo Dakho kare che ? e badhuM 'jJAnI' jue ! 4130 'jJAnI' sakAma karmaya karatAM nathI ne "niSkAma karma' ya karatAM nathI. sakAma karma' karo to baMdhana ne "niSkAma karma' karo tyAM ya baMdhana che ! jyAM kaMI paNa karavAnI lAgaNI che tyAM baMdhana che ! 4131 traNa prakAranI cetanA : 1. karma cetanA - "huM kaMIka karuM chuM' e Aropita bhAva, e karma cetanA. 2. karmaphaLa cetanA - karma cetanAnuM phaLa Ave tyAre e raDehase, e karmaphaLa cetanA. 3. zuddha cetanA - 'paramAtmA svayaM! 4132 paraspara asamAdhAna thAya, paNa emAM kartApaNuM nA hoya to karma nA coMTe, kartA thAya tene karma baMdhAya. 4133 karmano kartA maTI gayo, tyArathI nirvikalpa dazA ! 4134 kartApada e ja bhrAMtipada che. e azubha karo ke zubha karo, beu bhrAMti che. eka sonAnI beDI ne eka lokhaMDanI beDI ! 413pa jyAM kartAbhAva che tyAM paradharma che. paradharmanuM phaLa che saMsAra. 4136 jyAM sudhI 'tame karo cho tyAM sudhI bhrAMtimAM cho. tyAM sudhI 4127 karma karo chatAM karma nA baMdhAya evuM 'vijJAna" jANo to karma Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmAno eka aMza paNa cAkhyo nathI. 4137 AtmAmAM karavAno guNa ja nathI. jenAmAM je guNa nathI, eno Aropa Apavo e doSa che. emAM ja badhAM gothAM khAya che ! 4138 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e draSTi rAkhavI e 'zuddha upayoga'. sAmAmAM zuddhAtmA dekhavo e 'zuddha upayoga'. sAmo kartA nA dekhAya te ya 'zuddha upayoga' ! 'zuddha upayoga' e saMpUrNa cAritranuM kAraNa che, TheThanuM cAritra ke jemAM bhagavAna hatA ! 4139 'huM kartA nathI' e bhAna karAvavAnI jarUra nathI. 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e bhAna ja 'ITaselpha' kartApada uDADe che ! 4140 kartA thavuM eTale zuM ? yojanAne AdhAra Apavo. akartA thavuM eTale zuM ? yojanAne nirAdhAra karI devI ! 4141 kartApada UbhuM thayuM e ja bhrAMti che. 'kartA koNa che' eTaluM jANyuM to jJAtA-draSTA pada UbhuM thAya ! 4142 kartA hoya to karma baMdhAya. kartA thayo mATe bhoktA che. karma to phAcara che vacce ! karmathI kaMI jagata cAlatuM nathI. jagata 'vyavasthita' calAve che. 'vyavasthita' kALa bhego kare, kSetra bheguM kare ane badhA saMyoga bhegA karI Ape tyAre kArya thAya ! 4143 vItarAgonA matamAM to badhA ja pakaDAI jAya - karanAra, karAvanAra ne anumodanAra ! 4144 AtmA karmano kartA kevI rIte che ? 'bAya rileTiva vyu poInTa' AtmA karmano kartA che. te ya pAcho 'A' karmano kartA nathI, bhAvakarmano kartA che. 'A' karmano kartA to kudarata che. 'bAya riyala vyu poInTa' AtmA svabhAva bhAvano kartA che ! 4145 jyAM sudhI AtmA saMsArI bhAve che, tyAM sudhI te bhAvakarmano kartA che. te kAyamano kartA nathI. e to A bhAIno Amane dhakko vAge ne e kare, tema A saMjogonA dhakkAthI bhAva kare che. bhAvakarmathI saMsAra che. 'akrama'mAM bhAvakarma ja uDADI mUkIe chIe ! 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e pahelo bhAva, huM Ano dhaNI' chuM e bIjo bhAva.... badhI 'roMga bilipha' che ! 4146 'jagatano kartA koI che ja nahIM ane kartA vagara thayuM nathI !' 'kartA vagara thayuM nathI' e kahevAno bhAvArtha zo che ke e naimittikathI thayuM che. naimittika kartA kharekhara kartA kahevAya nahIM. 4147 kharI rIte jagatano koI svataMtra kartA che ja nahIM. jo kartA thAya to to thaI ja rahyuM ! naimittika kartA che. 'pArlAmenTarI' paddhatithI thAya che. parANe kartA thavuM paDe che ! koI kharekhara kartA nathI, mATe chUTI zake che ! 4148 AtmA kartA nathI, jaDa kartA nathI. to kartA koNa che ? svabhAva kartA che ! 4149 jagata svabhAvathI cAlI rahyuM che. dareka vastu svasvabhAvamAM ja che. svabhAvathI bahAra kazuM thayuM nathI ! 4150 A pANIne UMce caDhAvavuM hoya to paMpa calAvavo paDe ne khAlI karavuM hoya to ? khAlI thaI jAya, te svabhAvathI ja thAya. 4151 pANIne ThaMDuM karavuM hoya to mahenata karavI paDe ? e to enA svabhAvathI ja ThaMDuM thAya che. 4152 A jagata cAle che te svabhAvathI cAle che ane calAve che 'vyavasthita' nAmanI zakti. vaDanuM bIja rAIthI ya nAnuM hoya che, chatAM temAM AkhA vaDanI zakti che. zaktirUpe Akho vaDa Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAM samAyo che. 'vyavasthita' saMyoga bheLA karI Ape ane vaDarUpe pariName svabhAvathI. 4153 vyavasthita eTale "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa." ene ApaNAM loka "necara' - kudarata kahe che. je je saMyoga bhegA thAya, te sau saunA svAbhAvika bhAva batAvI, bhegA thaIne pAchAM navI jAtanA bhAva batAve che. eca Tu ane o bhegA thAya ne pANI thAya ! evuM A bheLuM thAya che, vikharAya che. khAvAnuM-pIvAnuM, pAchuM saMDAsa javAnuM, A badhuM "sAyanTiphika sarakamasTensiyala eviDansa' che ! 4154 pugalano svabhAva ja prasavadharmI che. A jagatamAM je dekhAya che, te badhuM prasavadharmI che. ApaNI AjubAju arIsAo goThavyA hoya ne ApaNe eka lApho lagAvIe to ?! keTalAMya dekhAya ! tevo A pudgalano prasavadharma che. enuM mULa kAraNa zuM ? "spaMdana'. spaMdanathI avAja thAya che ane avAjathI A badhuM UbhuM thaI jAya che. 4155 vAvamAM jaIne bolo ke 'tuM cora che.' to zuM maLe tamane? thoDI vAra pachI e ja zabda pAchAM maLaze. vAvano dAkhalo tamane samajavA ApuM chuM. bAkI, jagata AkhuM spaMdana svarUpa che. 4156 'vyavasthita' eTale 'ame' zuM kahevA mAgIe chIe ? "tuM" zA mATe "IgoIjhama" kare che ? tuM zA mATe spaMdana kare che? A mana-vacana-kAyA e "vyavasthita'nA tAbe che, tenI preraNAthI ja e cAlI rahyAM che ne tuM kahe che ke "meM calAvyuM...! 'tuM' tArA "svarUpamAM rahene ! 4157 A aMdana kema thAya che ? 'caMcaLa'mAM 'pote tanmayAkAra thAya che tethI. caMcaLa ane tanmayAkAra thanAra ema be judA che. tanmayAkAra thanAra che e svabhAvathI acaLa che ane A 'caMdubhAI" sacara che. 'tame pote mULa svarUpe acaLa cho ane A vacce je che te tamAruM "IgoIjhama' che. 4158 A arIsAmAM hAtha UMco-nIco karo to zI prakriyA thAya ! tevI ja pratikriyA thAya. ane badhI ja prakriyA baMdha karavI hoya to zuM karavuM paDe ? jagata baMdha karavuM hoya to ApaNe acaLa thaIe to e ya acaLa thaI ja jAya ! ApaNe acaLa ja chIe. paNa ApaNAmAM aNasamajaNathI caMcaLatA UbhI thaI gaI che ke A koNa AvyuM? 4159 A jagata arIsA jevuM ja thayuM che. A AMkho evI che ke arIsAmAMthI jue che ane ene potAnI prakriyA badhe dekhAya che. pote potAnI ja prakriyAmAM sapaDAyo che ! 4160 mana-vacana-kAyA, buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra, A jeTalo caMcaLa bhAga che te badho 'vyavasthita'nA tAbAmAM che, ne acaLa bhAga ekalo ApaNo ! acaLa sivAya badhuM ya vyavasthita'nA tAbAmAM che. kAraNa ke kazuM "calAyamAna karI zakIe evuM 'ApaNA'mAM che nahIM. paNa 'A' ajJAnatAthI pratiSThA thayA kare che. pratiSThA baMdha thaI jAya eTale mukti thaI jAya. 4161 'puruSa' acaLa ja che, kAyamane mATe. atyAre paNa acaLa che ane "prakRti' sacara che. prakRti 'mikenikala' che. mATe tene caMcaLa kahyuM. A 'mikenikala'paNuM koI dahADo ya chUTe nahIM. 'tamArI' je 'roMga bilipha' che, tenAthI 'huM' paNAno Aropa thayo che ke "A huM chuM.' je 'tame' nathI tyAM Aropa karavAmAM Avyo che. 4162 prakRti vinAzI che. kSaNe kSaNe Ayojana thaI rahyuM che ne kSaNe kSaNe vinAza thaI rahyo che. 4163 prakRtinuM astitva che, paNa te vinAzI che, 'rileTiva' che. puruSanuM astitva che, te 'riyala' che, avinAzI che. Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4164 prakRti tadana jaDa nathI, 'nicetana cetana' che. nicetana cetana eTale "DiscArja cetana che. vastu 'cArja karyA pachI DiscArja' enI meLe ja thAya ne ? emAM ApaNe kazuM karavuM paDe che ? A badhuM "IphekTiva' che. "IphekTiva' zaktine huM nizcetana cetana' kahuM chuM? 4165 puruSa' ane prakRti saMkaLAyelAM nathI. beu sAmIpyabhAvamAM che. 'puruSa' jJAnamaya che. prakRti badhuM kare che. sAmIpyabhAvamAM ene potAnA jJAnamAM vibhramatA utpanna thAya che ke "A koNe karyuM? pachI "meM karyuM" kaheze. jJAna badalAya che eTale prakRti utpanna thAya che. pote' vizeSa bhAvamAMthI jJAna svabhAvamAM AvI jAya eTale "prakRti' nAza thaI jAya ! 4166 "puruSa' pote AtmArUpa che, bhagavAna ja che pote. paNa bahAranA dabANathI prakRti UbhI thaI gaI ! A badhuM koNa? A badhuM koNe karyuM ? "meM karyuM e badhuM bhAna utpanna thAya che, te vizeSa bhAva che ane tenAthI prakRti UbhI thAya che. 4167 "A vizeSabhAva zo che ? prakRti kevI rIte enI meLe UbhI thAya che ? A badhuM meM joyeluM che. "huM" e badhuM joIne kahuM chuM. eTale A "vijJAna" khulluM thAya che. koI cIjano koI kartA ja nathI ne karyA vagara kazuM thayuM nathI !! 4168 lokhaMDa dariyA kinAre mUkI rAkhIe to pheraphAra thAya. AmAM lokhaMDa kazuM ja karatuM nathI. tema dariyAnI havA paNa kazuM ja karatI nathI. havA ja karatI hota to badhAne kATa Avata ! A to be vastuno saMyoga che eTale trIjI vastu utpanna thAya che. e vizeSa bhAva che. je kATa thAya che te prakRti che. lokhaMDa lokhaMDanA bhAvamAM che, te prakRti prakRtinA bhAvamAM. A baMne chUTAM pADo to puruSa puruSanI jagyAe ne prakRti prakRtinI jagyAe. jyAM sudhI ekAkAra che tyAM sudhI kATa vadhyA ja karavAno, vadhyA ja karavAno.... 4169 mULa puruSane kazuM ja thatuM nathI. bahAranA saMyogone laIne A vizeSabhAva utpanna thayo che. jyAM sudhI puruSa potAnI jAgRtimAM nA Ave tyAM sudhI prakRti bhAvamAM ja rahyA kare. prakRti eTale potAnA svabhAvanI ajAgRti ! 4170 be sanAtana vastuo bhegI thavAthI beumAM 'vizeSa bhAva" utpanna thAya che. emAM beunA potAnA guNadharmo to rahe ja che, paNa vadhArAnA vizeSa guNo utpanna thAya che. cha mULa vastuomAM jaDa ane cetana be sAmIpyamAM Ave tyAre vizeSa pariNAma utpanna thAya che. bIjAM cAra tattvone game tyAM, game tevI rIte sAmIpyamAM Ave to ya kazI ja asara thatI nathI. 4171 sUryanArAyaNanI hAjarIthI ArasanA paththara tape, temAM mULa dhaNI ema mAne ke patharAno svabhAva garama che, enA jevuM A vizeSa pariNAmanuM che. sUryanArAyaNa AthamI jaze eTale e khalAsa thavAnuM. patharA to svabhAve karIne ThaMDA ja che. evI rIte AtmA ne pudagalanA sAmIpyabhAvathI 'vizeSa pariNAma' UbhuM thayuM, temAM ahaMkAra Ubho thayo. mULa je svAbhAvika pudgala hatuM, te nA rahyuM. 4172 be vastuo bhegI thavAthI bannenA svabhAvamAM phera thato nathI. paNa "ajJAna dazAmAM trIjo 'vizeSabhAva" utpanna thAya che. jema A copaDI arIsA sAme dharIe to copaDI teno svabhAva badalaze nahIM. tyAre zuM arIso eno svabhAva badale che ? nA. arIso to potAnA svabhAvamAM ja che. paNa tenI sAme jAva to 'te' potAno svabhAva paNa batADe ne 'vizeSa bhAva" paNa batADe, A bahu jhINI vAta che. sAyanTIsTone jaldI samajAya. Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4173 jagatamAM koIna karanAranI jarUra nathI. A jagatamAM je vastuo che te niraMtara parivartanazIla che. tenA AdhAre badhA vizeSa bhAvo badalAyA ja kare ne navI ja jAtanuM dekhAyA kare badhuM! 4174 saMsArane cItare che "pote'. pachI vicitratA lAvavAnuM necara'nA hAthamAM che. citranA vizeSa pariNAmane laIne vicitra karavAnuM kAma necaranuM che. emAM koI hAtha ghAlI nA zake. DakhoDakhala nA karI zake ! 4175 "pudgala' e jIvaMta vastu nathI. paNa e "AtmA'nA vizeSabhAvane grahaNa kare che ne evuM taiyAra thaI jAya che. eTale enAmAM ya pheraphAra thAya che. "AtmAne kazuM karavuM nA paDe." "eno' vizeSabhAva thayo ke pugala paramANu kheMcAya pachI e enI meLe mUrta thaI jAya ne potAnuM kArya karyA kare ! 4176 je parabhAyuM che te "ApaNA'mAM dekhAya che. jema arIsAmAM bahAranI vastu dekhAya che tema !pote prakAzita bhAva che eTale mahIM dekhAya, paNa che. bahAranuM. "AtmA'no sva-paraprakAzita svabhAva che eTale "ene' bahAranuM aMdara dekhAya. te 'ApaNI mahIM A pesI gayuM ?" kharekhara mahIM pesatuM ja nathI ! svaparaprakAzaka che tethI dekhAya kharuM, "amane' paNa dekhAya, paNa ame kyAM gUMcAIe che ke amane A pesI gayuM ?' pese ja nahIM ne ! 4177 pariNAmI vastuo saMjogone pAmavAthI vipariNAmane pAme che, eTale saMsAra Ubho thAya che. A sonuM lAkha varSo mUkI rAkho to ya enuM pariNAma nA badalAya. dareka vastu potAnA svabhAva pariNAmane bhajyA ja kare ! 4178 vipariNAma eTale vizeSa pariNAma, viruddha pariNAma nahIM ! 4179 'amAre to AtmA' Atma pariNAmamAM rahe ane 'mana' mananA pariNAmamAM rahe. mananI mahIM tanmayAkAra thAya, eTale vizeSa pariNAma thAya. "AtmA' svapariNAmamAM paramAtmA che ! banne potapotAnAM pariNAmamAM Ave ane potapotAnAM pariNAmane bhaje, tenuM nAma mokSa ! 4180 vastuonA saMjogone lIdhe A vipariNAma dekhAya che ane vipariNAmane joIne loka mUMjhAya che. huM kahuM chuM vAtane samajo. mahenata karavAnI jarUra nathI. svapariNAmane samajo ane vizeSa pariNAmane samajo. AtmA vibhAvika nathI thayo. A to vizeSa pariNAma che ane kharI rIte vizeSa pariNAmano enDa' AvI jAya che. 4181 dUdhanuM bagaDI javuM e eno svabhAva che. paNa dahIM thaI javuM e enuM vizeSa pariNAma che. 4182 "vastu" avinAzI che. enAM pariNAma paNa avinAzI che. phakta vizeSa pariNAma vinAzI che. jo ApaNe A vAtane samajIe to bannenuM 'milcara' nA thAya. eTale bane potapotAnAM pariNAmane bhaje. 4183 'dAnezvarI' dAna Ape che ke "cora' corI kare che. e banne emanAM pariNAmane bhaje che. emAM rAga-dveSa karavA jevuM kyAM rahyuM ? 4184 A "vizeSa pariNAma' che, e je "pote' jANyuM, te ja 'ravapariNAma che. 'vizeSa pariNAma'mAM sAruM-khoTuM hoya nahIM. 'ajJAnathI mukti eTale, A "potAnAM pariNAma ane A 'vipariNAma', ema bannene judA samaje. ane "mokSa' eTale 'vizeSa pariNAma' baMdha thaI gayAM te ! "svabhAva pariNAmane ja "mokSa' kahevAya che. Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4185 'vizeSa pariNAma'thI zuM thayuM ? A 'mikenikala cetana' UbhuM thayuM, 'pudgala' UbhuM thayuM, 'pUraNa-galana'vALuM UbhuM thayuM. 'e' svarUpa jyAM sudhI 'ApaNuM' che e 'bilipha' paNa che, tyAM sudhI chUTAya nahIM. 'ApaNA' 'vipariNAma'ne lIdhe A saMyogo bhegA thAya che, te pratikramaNathI bhUMsAI jAya. kharI rIte daraasala sAyaMTisTane pratikramaNanI jarUra ja nathI. A to ApaNo loko bhUla thApa khAI jAya tethI. asala sAyaMTisTa to AMgaLI ghAle ja nahIM. dha varlDa Ijha dha sAyansa' ! 4186 pratikramaNa zenAM karavAnAM 4187 'jJAnI' eTale potAnA svarUpanuM ane svabhAvanuM ja ciMtavana thayA karavuM. 'svarUpa' eTale 'pote koNa che' e DisAIDeDa thavuM, ane svabhAva eTale AtmAnA guNadharma, emAM ja rahyA karavuM enuM nAma 'jJAnI'. 'jJAnI' 'svarUpa'mAM ja rahe niraMtara, saMsAramAM eka kSaNa vAra paNa nA hoya ! 4188 AtmAno eka guNa evo che ke jevo ciMtave tevo ja thaI jAya. mULa guNa nirvikArI che, paNa e ciMtave ke 'huM vikArI chuM.' to te vikArI thaI jAya. 'mULa guNa jAya nahIM, ciMtavelo guNa nAza pAme.' 4189 'AtmA' ratnaciMtAmaNi che, kalpavRkSa che. pote jevuM kalpe evo thaI jAya. 'tame' kaho ke 'huM nAdAra thaI gayo' to nAdAra, 'tame' kaho ke, 'nahIM, kaMI thayuM nathI.' to kaMI asara nA rahe ! 4190 jevuM kalpe evo thaI jAya. japa kare, tapa kare to tevo thaI jAya. jevo vicAra kare tevo thaI jAya. jevuM bole tevo thaI jAya. jevuM vartana kare tevo thaI jAya. 'AtmA' kalpe tevo thaI jAya. 4191 AtmAnA guNane laIne kalpe tevuM thAya che. AtmA 'mULa vastu"mAM pheraphAra nathI thato, avasthAmAM pheraphAra thAya che. kharekhara to 'AtmA' AtmA ja rahe che paNa asara thAya che, 'roMga bilipho' besI jAya che ! 4192 mULa dravyane kazI asara ja nathI thatI. A to bhrAmaka mAnyatAo ja che. dravya bagaDatuM nathI. dravya bagaDatuM hoya to to mokSa thAya ja nahIM koIno. 'jJAna' badalAtuM nathI, khAlI 'bilipha' ja badalAya che. 4193 'ame' je joyelo che 'AtmA', e ora vastu che ! tethI to 'tamArI' kalAkamAM ja draSTi badalAya che ! nahIM to je lAkho avatAre nA badalAya !!! 4194 paryAya eTale avasthA ApaNe joIe chIe, temAM nAnAmAM nAnI avasthAne paryAya kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAyanA AgaLa bhAga nA thAya. 4195 AtmAnI sAthe je kAyama rahe e 'jJAna' kahevAya, guNa kahevAya. ane je avasthA pUratuM rahe, tatpUratuM rahe e paryAya kahevAya. je jJAna potAnA doSane dekhADe che e jJAna jJAna nathI, paNa e jJAnano paryAya che ! 4196 A sUryanArAyaNa hoya che, tenA 'Rays'ne paryAya kahevAya. e pote to cakacakita che ja, paNa 'Rays' utpanna thAya. 'lAITa' e 'paramenanTa' vastu che ane Rays e 'TempararI che. Rays navAM navAM banyAM ja karavAnAM. A bahu nIcenI bhASAmAM samajAvavA kahuM chuM ! 4197 'AtmA' to 'jJAna svarUpa' che, paNa eno 'prakAza' utpanna thAya che, e svabhAvika prakAza che. te bahAranI avasthAone jo jo karyA kare che. eka jue, pUruM thAya, pachI bIjuM jue, trIjuM jue. Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4204 AtmA jaDe evI vastu nathI. A zarIramAM AtmA zI rIte jaDe? AtmA evo che ke gharanI ArapAra jato rahe. ahIM lAkha bhatA hoya enI ArapAra jato rahe evo AtmA che. 4205 "AtmA' saMpUrNa jANavo enuM nAma "kevaLa jJAna'. AtmA jANavo, 'ebsolyuTa" AtmA jANavo, tenuM nAma ja "kevaLa e avasthAo kevI hoya? utpanna thAya, thoDo vakhata Take ane pAchuM laya thAya. pudgalamAM ya AvAM ja paryAya UbhAM thAya che. pugalanA paryAyane 'tame' joI zako cho. 4198 kerI dekhADe eTale AtmAno paryAya kerInA AkArarUpa thaI jAya. pachI bIjuM jovA maLe eTale enA AkAre thaI jAya ne paheluM jatuM rahe. ema niraMtara cAlyA ja kare.... 4199 saMsAra ajJAnathI Ubho thAya che ane prajJAthI AthamI jAya che. AtmAe AmAM kazuM karyuM ja nathI. 4200 A sUryanArAyaNa hoya tyAM gadheDAnuM citra kApIne dharIe to bhIMta para gadheDAnuM citra dekhAya. emAM sUryanArAyaNane zuM karavuM paDyuM ? AmAM sUryanArAyaNa kaI apekSAe kartA ? ne kaI apekSAe akartA? potAnA astitvanI apekSAe e kartA che ane bIjI apekSAe kartA nathI. sUryanArAyaNa to jANatAM ya nathI ke gadheDAnuM citra mUkyuM che ! 4201 A 'lAITa'nI hAjarImAM ahIM kUdAkUda karIe, paga UMcA nIcA karIe, temAM 'lAITa" zuM kare che? 'lAITa'nI to khAlI hAjarI ja che. evI rIte A cetana kazuM ja kArya nathI karatuM. A vAta jagatanA lakSamAM nathI. 4202 A to "akrama vijJAnathI badhuM khulluM thaI gayuM che ! "meM "AtmA' joyo che te "AnA jevo joyo che, je kazuM ja kAma nA kare evo. ane enI hAjarIthI ahIM badhI kriyAo cAlyA kare ! 4203 AtmA jANavA jevo che, paNa jaNAya tevo nathI. e to 'jJAnI puruSa'nI kRpAthI ja jaNAya tema che. "jJAnI puruSa' "cAhe so kare.' kAraNa ke te kartAbhAve nathI, paNa nimittabhAve che ! 4206 "zuddhAtmA' e kaMI paramAtmA nathI. "zuddhAtmA' to paramAtmAnA yArDamAM AveluM sthAna che ! 'tamane' (mahAtmAone) zuddhAtmapada kema ApavAmAM AvyuM che ? 'tame" "zuddhAtmA', ane "caMdulAla' je kaMI paNa kare che, tenA 'tame' rIsponsibala' nathI evI khAtarI thAya. sAruM karI teno ya DAgha nathI paDato ne khoTuM karI teno ya DAgha nathI paDato, kartApada ja mAruM hoya' e zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThuM kahevAya. 4207 "zuddhAtmA' zabda e to khAlI saMjJA ja che. enAthI "huM zuddha ja chuM, traNe kALa zuddha ja chuM,' e saMjJAmAM rahevAya. zuddhatA mATe niHzaMkapaNuM utpanna thAya. tyAra pachInuM pada eTale kevaLa jJAnasvarUpa" "ApaNuM ! 4208 tame (mahAtmAo) "zuddhAtmA' tarIke raho, ame 'kevaLa jJAna' tarIke rahIe ! 4209 AkhA varlDano ajAyaba puruSa che 'A' ! 'kevaLa jJAna svarUpI" AtmA jANyo, tene "jANyuM" kahevAya. 4210 "kevaLa jJAna svarUpa" kevuM dekhAya ? AkhA dehamAM AkAza jeTalo ja bhAga potAno dekhAya. AkAza ja dekhAya khAlI. bIjuM kazuM dekhAya nahIM, koI mUrta vastu emAM nA hoya. 'jJAnI puruSa'nA kahevAthI A pramANe abhyAsa thayo, eTale zuddha thaI gayuM ! Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4211 jJAyaka bhAva sivAya bIjo koI bhAva nathI, enuM nAma kevaLa jJAna. 4212 kevaLa jJAna eTale zuM ? badhAM joya ne zeyanA badhA paryAyane jANe te ! sarva yono jJAtA thAya tyAre kevaLa jJAna thAya. 4213 "kevaLa jJAna svarUpa eTale "ebsolyuTa' jJAnasvarUpa che. kevaLa jJAna AkAza jevuM, AkAza jevo svabhAva che, arUpI che ! AtmA AkAza jevo sUkSma che. AkAzane Ama agni aDADIe to te dajhAya nahIM. agni sthaLa che. bIjI badhI ja vastu AtmA karatAM sthaLa che ! 4214 "jJAna' eka ja che. enA bhAga badhA judA judA che. ApaNe A 'rUma'ne joIe to rUma', ne 'AkAzane joIe to "AkAza', paNa "jJAna' tenuM te ja ! jyAM sudhI A vizeSa jJAna jue, sAMsArika jJAna jue, tyAM sudhI AtmA ja dekhAya nahIM. ane AtmA jANyA pachI beu dekhAya. AtmAne jANe nahIM to kazuM dekhAya nahIM, AMdhaLAbhUta badhAM ! 4215 buddhithI paramAtmA saMbaMdhI vAto karavI te AtmAnI niMdA karyA barAbara che. AtmA avarNanIya che. 4216 mananI badhI ja kriyAone DiscArja samajI gayo, vANInI badhI ja kriyAone "DiscArja samajI gayo, dehanI badhI ja kriyAone 'DiscArja samajI gayo, eTale thaI rahyuM ! ATaluM ja je mArI vAta samajI gayo to tene kazuM ja karavAnuM rahetuM nathI, kazuM ja vAMcavAnuM rahetuM nathI, kazuM ja sAMbhaLavAnuM rahetuM nathI. 4217 buddhivALA pAsethI buddhi tuM lAvyo ane "jJAnI' pAsethI jJAna maLe. 4218 AtmA bhramita thayo tyAre saMsAra Ubho thayo ! buddhi bhramita thaze tyAre jJAna pragaTa thaze !! 4219 jJAna ApI zakAya? 'jJAne ya ApI zakAya ne ajJAne ya ApI zakAya. A jagata ajJAna ApI rahyuM che. jayAre jJAnI' "jJAna" ApI rahyA che. "jJAna" ane "ajJAna' banne naimittika che. "jJAna" to tamArI aMdara bharyuM paDeluM che. "amArA' nimittathI eno ughADa thAya. huM to mAtra nimitta chuM. amAruM kartApaNuM nA hoya koI paNa bAbatamAM. 4220 AtmA kartavya svarUpa nathI, kriyA svarUpa nathI, AtmA kriyAono jJAtA-draSTA che ! 4221 jJAna to apAra che paNa vItarAgo je jJAnane jItyA, enI pAra jJAna ja nathI. koI jagyAe hAre nahIM, enuM nAma vItarAga. vakhate deha hAre, mana hAre, vANI hAre, paNa pote' nA hAre. vItarAga kevAM ! 4222 vijJAnI kyAre thaI zake ? AkhI mananI graMthio oLaMgI jAya, buddhinA badhA paryAyo oLaMgI jAya, pachI "jJAnanA paryAyo zarU thAya, e ya pachI oLaMgI jAya, ne "jJAnanI bahAra nIkaLe, tyAre "vijJAnaghana AtmA' thAya ! 4223 anaMtA joyone vItarAgoe eka ja zeyamAM joyeluM, tevuM A 'dAdA'e eka ja zeya, eka pudgala joyuM che. pudgala to svAbhAvika rIte eka ja che, mULa svabhAvanuM pudgala,vizrasA nuM baneluM ! jagata eka che, Net (neTa) cokhkhA paramANunuM !!! 4224 "anaMtA joyone jANavAmAM pariNamelI anaMtI avasthAomAM zuddha cetana' saMpUrNa zuddha che, sarvAga zuddha che. te zeyonAM anaMta paryAyomAM 'pote' jJAtAbhAva kheMcI lIdho eTale e zuddha thayuM. 4225 sapharajana juo eTale zeya pramANe jJAna thAya. eTale te Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4230 atyAre tame saMsAranI sanmukha thayelA cho ane "jJAnIthI vimukha thayelA cho. jyAre "jJAnI'nI sanmukha thazo tyAre saMsAra chUTaze ! 4231 jema kamaLa ane pANIne koI jhaghaDo nathI, tema saMsAra ane jJAnane koI jhaghaDo nathI. beu judAM ja che. paNa mAtra 'bilipho' ja roMga che. te jJAnI puruSa' "roMga bilipha' 'phrekacara' karI Ape, tyAre saMsAra chUTe. jJAnAkAra thaI jAya, te coMTatuM nathI. paNa tyAM te rUpa, tadrupata thaI jAya che teno vAMdho che. tyAM te chUTe zenAthI ? te tadrupa zenAthI thAya che ? mAnyatAthI. kharI rIte tadrupe ya nathI thato paNa "roMga mAnyatAothI tadrupatA bhAse che. mAnyatA savaLI thAya tyAre te potAnA asala svarUpamAM ja hoya. 4226 be jAtanAM zeya avasthA svarUpe che. ane eka tattva svarUpe ya che. tattva svarUpanuM hajI tamane nA samajAya. (1) jJAtAbhAva zeyabhAve dekhAya tyAre potAnA svabhAvamAM samAveza pAme. (2) zeyamAM mamatvapaNuM hatuM te chUTayuM ane zeya zeya svarUpe dekhe tema tema AtmapuSTi thAya. jyAre tattva svarUpe A AtmA dekhAze tyAre badhAM ja bAkInAM tattvo dekhAze. kharo zeya tattva svarUpe che ane tattva svarUpe jJaya 'kevaLa jJAna' vagara nA dekhAya. paNa zraddhAmAM Ave eTale kevaLa jJAnamAM Ave ja. jJAtAbhAva kheMcAI gayo eTale Extract kheMcAI gayo. 4227 "ApaNe" jJAtA-joyanA saMbaMdhamAM AvyA tyArathI ya cokhkhAM thatAM ja jAya. je zeyano nikAla thaI gayo e pharI nahIM AvavAnuM. kAraNa ke e cokhkhAM thaIne nikAla thayAM. eTale tattvasvarUpe thaI gayAM ! 4228 A "akrama vijJAnanuM saiddhAMtika svarUpa che. bilakula avirodhAbhAsa siddhAMta ene kahevAya. jyAMthI pUcho tyAM siddhAMtamAM ja pariName. kAraNa ke svAbhAvika jJAna che A ! 4229 prakRtino eka paNa guNa "zuddha cetana'mAM nathI, 'zuddhacetana'no eka paNa guNa prakRtimAM nathI. sAmipya hovAthI bhrAMtithI ekarUpa lAge che ane tenAthI jagatanI adhikaraNa kriyA thAya che.