Yogvinshika Part 02

Author(s): Yugbhushanvijay
Publisher: ZZZ Unknown
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005860/1

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18 zrI pArzvanAthAya namaH|| // papU.zrI yugabhUSaNavijaya sadgurubhyo namaH|| ane pUjyazrInA saMparka bAda dharmanA DhoTAmAM thA guNo vikasAvIe to AnAkalyANa thAya. 1 tamAma bAbatonuM vizudhdha jJAna thayuM. mATe e jJAnanA rai32nsa mATe ja pU.zrInI vaNIne cAra kaida Apyo che. A cAra da 25 pU. zrInI vANImAM mArI alpa matinA DA jUnatA virudhdha ke pUjyazrInA AAtha virudhdha DAIpUrNa mALathI bhUlacUka thaI hoya to '' "huM ? *gividha gividha micchAmI dukkaDaM mAgu chuM. prastuta lakhANano saMpUrNa prathAma bAda ja prastuta padArthano vidyAr bAdathI . sI. dIvAnA rAjI

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// OM zrI pArzvanAthAya namaH| // khapU. zrI yugabhUSavajayajI sadgurubhyonamaH 1 4-95 somavAra bhAdaravA suda dasama yogavizIkA pravRtti bhAvadharma / govApriyA anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthakkara paramAtmAno jagatanA jIvone saMsAramArga ane mokSamArgI samyak baudha karAvavA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare. A jgatamAM saMsAramArga ane mokSamArga banne perelala cAle che. A saMsAramAM saphaLatAne maikhavavA je sTepa banAvyA che, tevA ja sTepa adhyAtmamArgamAM AtmakalyANa mATe batAvyA che. saMsAramAM jema mithyA jJAna, mithyA darzana, mithyA cAgi che. tema dharmanA baigamAM samyajJAna, samyagdarzana , samyag cAdhi che. have pradhAna bhAvadharma pravRtti bhAvadharma, vinaya, sidhdhI. vinIyoga A pAMce bhAvadharmamAM mIkAmArganA bhAvonI gUMthaNI karI che. tema saMsAramAM paNa mAja rIte pAMca sTepa batAvyA che. jema saMsAramAM bhautika dRSTIe sadakhatA maikhavavI che mATe paisAnI jarUra che. ve paisA meLavavAnI nirNaya thAya pachI tame dhana prApti mATe nIkaLo. mATe pahelA paimA kamAvavAnuM pradhAna Ave che. dhana meLavavA lAyaka che mATe avazya meLavavuM eIe. tema mau meLavavA lAyaka che te avazya meLavavo ja naIe. jo Avo bhAva Ave to prAdhAna AvyuM kahevAya saMsAramAM viSaya dhana che. jyAre dharmanA kotramAM viSaya AtmIka saMpatti che. saMsAramAM bhautika caMpatti meLavavAno nirNaya vAnI che. jyAre mahiyA mAtmAnI saMpatti meLavavAno nirNaya karavAnI che. Ama banne sAma sAme perelala cAle che. have zrImaMtAI meLavavA jevI lAgI, tenAM nirNaya paNa kartho pA je

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te maeNLavavA mATe bhauga ke parizrama ja na hoya to emanema hAMI paisA varasavAnA nathI. mATe te meLavavA pravRtti joIza, ane dhaMdhAmAM paNa e pravRtti uMghI, cI. ADI avaLI, khAmIvANI karI to saphaLatA na maLe. mATe paisA kamAvavAnA je nitI niyamo hoya tene vaLagIne rahevuM paDe, . to ja saphaLatA maLe , tema dharmanA rogamAM paNa Aja rIte pravRrti AvI. kavai tame sAbadA thaIne ubhA zamAvavA taiyAra thayA paNa paisA kamAvavAnA anukM saMyogamAM viddha AvIne ubhu rahyuM. paNa e tainuM nivAraNa na thAya tI saphaLatA maLe nahi. taima dharmanA kauTAmAM paNa AvI. mATe A jhIe sTepa vihmajya che. atyAre huM pAMce bhAvadharmanI AuTalAIna ApavA mAMgu chuM. ( vimbanI na karI zakI to kyAMya samatA mamatI nathI. saMsAranA nAnAmAM nAnA kAryamAM paNa A pAMce sTepa bAvara. ve je juva pradhAna, pravRtti. vijayane jItI jAya che tene saphaLatA sAme cAlIne maLe hai. mATe cothI sTepa sidhdhI bhAvadharma che. have tenA pachI je sidhdhI prApta thaI teno paga daravo te vinIyoga che che ke mA badhA DamI buddhithI vicAra karI to tabaddha che. - A pAMce sTepa bhAvadharma che. ahiyA pravRtti eTale kiyA nahi paNa DiyA karavAnI bhAva levAno . temAM pATha bhAvano artha samajavAmAM thApa nahi khAnA. jaima sAmAyika karavAnI IcchA te kAMI bhAva nathI. tema upavAsa pratimA, muja zvAnI IcchA te kAMI bhAva nathI. atyAre bhAva zabbA bahu ja goTALA thAya che. A bhAva vaira jaima sAmAyikamAM mananA pazigAma, mAtmAnA bhAva keLavavA zAstramAM 12 batAvyA che tene kepavo to bhAva kAvyo DovAya. - tema badhI dizAmAM Avyo. sAva sai. mArA mAnazIka bhAva che.

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bhAva IcchA rUpa samajavAnI nathI, dA.ta. tamane zI levAnI IcchA che. eTale dIdhAnI bhAva AvI gayI tevuM nathI. paNa bhAva e judI vastu che. sAcI zrAvakane The samyagaTIne saMyamanI IcchA tI hoya ja. have je saMyamanI IrachA ja cAnI bhAva devAya to tame badhA bhAva sAdhu ane ame badhA dravya sAdhu ThavAIjhe. paraMtu evuM nathI . cArikanI IrachA judI vastu che. cArionA . pariNAma judI vastu che. pariNAmane bhAva karIe chIe. jaima cha mahinAnA tapa karavAnI IcchA darekane haulI Iai. havai IrachA che paNa pariNAma nathI. arthAta te pravRtti karavA mATe puruSArthane phauravavAnI taiyArI nathI, sabhA - bhAva pujA kone kahevAya ? : sAhebasu - je vakhate bhagavAnanI pUjA tame cana-kezara, abhiDa AdithI karI , pachI catyavaMdana karI chI , tyAre sUTI bolavA jevo bhAva DaravAnI kahI che tevA pariNAma pharI tI bhAva pujA kahevAya, nahitara te dravya pUjA kahevAya che. mana-vacana-kAyAthI jaivA bhAva kahyA che tevA karavAnA hai. stavana gAtA paNA zAstramAM jevA bhAva DaghA che te lAvI zako to ja bhAvapUjA nakti2 dravya ja kahevAze. A rIte darzana sAmAyika, praja, dAna bavAmAM Avaze. jaima mAmAne vahorAvo che. te vakhate sAdhupaNa sArI cIja che. paNa maNavrata, tapa-tyAga, saMyama sArI vastu che. AmanuM niSpApa jIvana che. ApaNI je jIvana jIvIe chIe teM choDavA jaivuM I ane Aja pAmavA jevuM che. A saMsAramAM sukha nathI. pramukha A mAmAnI pAse ja . AvA bhAva sAthe mannAna guna gamatA ane tame vahIzo nI leprani prarvaka bhAvadharma kahevAya. chatAM paNa pravRtti sannI bhAvadharma nathI. sAdhu game che mATe tame ullAsathI vahorAvo cho, paNa sukhadana ; - kasI vakhate je bhAva che tevA na Ave to pravRtti bhAvarmi yugala ne vinA.

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have DroIpaNa kiyA karatA vidhi-vidhinI vAta Ave 8. saMsAramAM paNa vidhi-vidhi hoya che. dhaMdhAmAM paNa tamAre ghara jAnI - niyamI khA ne e sAthavo na ja lAbha thAya. rasoI karatI vakhate paNa niti nithIne vAgIne ja cAlavuM paDe che. DII vicAra kare che maga bharelI tapelI pahelAM culA para muDa, pAkA culI kalAka pachI perAvuM tau maga raMdhAya praza1 taima kapaDAM UMtA kare pahelA ghA mArI lauM ane pachI pANI ne sAbu lagADuM tI zuM 3paDAM dhovAya che phATI ja atha tema dareka kriyAmAM vidhi-avidhi Avaze. tema dharmanI badhI phiyA vidhi pUrvaka karI tI pravRtti bhAvadharma Ave. ane jai khAmIvALI kiyA karI hatI pravRtti AtrI bhAvadhirma na Avyo kahevAya. dharmanI jhiyA mana-vacana-kAyAthI vidhi pUrvaka karaze to ja pravRtta bhAvavamAM Ave che. bhagavAnanI pUja, darzana, sAmAyika, pratimA che sI anuSThAna lo, temAM je vidhi avastharI karazo to te vyakita pravRtti bhAvadharmanI 38mAM Avato nahi. prakiAvAvamAM tamane ArAdhanAmAM kartavyatAnuM bhAna joIe, sAthe zeya prAptinI saMkalpa joII. bhagavAnanA darzana ratAM pAmavuM che? zuM nathI pAmavuM tenuM tamArI vicAradhArAmAM spaSTIkaraNa eI. pradhAnamAM ATalI DImAnDa che tyAre pravRtti bhAvadharmamAM to laI DImAnDa che. . . jema tame munine dAna ApI che. te vakhate dravya uga-DALa- bhAva jovA zAstramAM batAvyA che te pramANenI pravRti joIe. temanI bhakita karavA temane prape tevAja dravya tamArI pAse hovA joIe. bhakina ThatA amArA guNone dhakko pahoMce tevuM dravya na joIe. paNa amArA mAcArane, vicArane, tapa tyAga, saMyamane puSTI maLe taiyuM dravya I. tema phona paNa tyAM muni cogya te vadorI zake tevuM kauIe. ane DALa para muni vahorI zake naivo ne,

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pa zudhdha bati nyAyathI upArjana karelA dravyathI, je tamArA mATe lAvelA hoya pAchuM. nirjIva hoya tevuM ja amane khape. mATe supatradAna karavuM te kAMI baccAnA khela nathI. jo supAtradAna zAnA DA pramANe Ape tI A saMsAramAMthI ApanAra ane lenAra banne tarI jAya che. tenI khuba ja. marimA hai. tamArA atyAranA je vAMdhA vacaThA che te ane temAM na cAle. temAM sauthI pahelAM to lame dravya zudhdhimAMthI ja uDI jAco cho. sabhA: eka bApaDe khIra vahorAvI hatI temAM badhI vidhi hatI. saMgamanAM jIva sAvaja te paNa vidhi pUrvakanuM dAna nathI. saMgamano jIva haju saDana pAmelo nathI. te mithyAtvamAM che. paraMtu pradhAna pUrvanuM tenuM dAna che. dAnanuM pA ATaluM mahAna phaLa che. ane samAna pUrvanuM dAna dAya to tenA karatAM asaMkhya ghaNu phaLa maLe che. ane e pravRtti bhAva pUrvakanuM dAna hoya to tenA karatAM to DaI ghaNu] adhika phaLa maLe che. atyAre tamAre tyAM to sAdhune daravAjA ja khakhaDAvavA paDe tema che. je pUrvanA mAtmA vA hoya to maiMDa divasa tamAre tyAM vahoravA na Ave. amArAmAM pahelAnA mahAtmAyo jevuM satva nathI DhIlA chIe mATe ja hovA AvIe chIe. supAtradAna karavA mATe tame mRtyAre lAyaka rahyA cho kharA! kharuM saMyama pALato sAdh tamAre tyAM paga mUke kharI! A badhA 5' Abdo che. paNa kharekhara A atyAre skrIna che. tame atyAre dravya, kSetra, DAkha badhAmAM ja uDI jAo tema che. jemane bAkho saMsAra choDyo che. jemane duniyAnI I paDI nathI. . jeo saMpUrNa niSpApa jIvana jIvanArA paMca maNavratadhArI sAdhuo tamAre AvI zuM laI le ! ane ame je paNa laIe chIe teno upayoga paNa ame dharma mATe dene poSavAnA sAdhana rUpa karavAnA chIe. rAgamAM dahata Avelu 13 rathakAra mAngAne vahorAvI rahyo che. jyAre te vakhate haraNa tene temAM sahAya karI rahyo che. meTala thaGAra dAna TharI rahyA hai ane haSNa tyAM

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DarAvI rahyI che. jyAre mahAtmAnI temAM anumati che. mATe InA bhAva te vakhate sakhA che. pronI zudhdhi hai vakhate sarakhI che. mAre praNe jaNA tarI gayA che. mahAtmA tI tarelA hatA, paNa A banne paNa tarI gayA che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana pAmelI zrAvaka guNane oLakhato hoya, mATe tene khabara ja hoya ke mArI karI kA rathInI ArAdhanAmAM ja jvAnI che. jainI viziSTa DIrInI sAdhanAmAM upayoga thavAnI che. je zaktinA upayogathI jagatanuM ane jAtanuM parAkASTAnuM AtmakalyANa karaze. mATe vicAre 3 huM to saMyama nathI pAkhI zaDatI, samyagajJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanAne dhArA nathI karI zakato paNa mAru bhAgya kyAMthI ke A dIyAno upayoga tenI upAsanAmAM vaparAya. zrAvaDane potAnuM sarvasva nyochAvara vAnI bhAvanA jeIe. AnA jeTalo sadupayoga jagatamAM kyAMya nathI. jyAre tamane tau sArI vastu vahIrAvatAM zAtha je ne ? bIe sulabhA bhAviDAthI vahoravatA lApAla telano eka bATalI phUTI gayo. chUTyo trIjo phUTyo chatAM paNa tene asara thaI nathI. jyAre tenI pAse eka paNa bATalo thI nahi tyAre ApavA mATe vastu na rahI tethI tene asara thAya che Ama tenuM vAkuM raDe tema nathI. keTalI dilanI udAratA, vizALatA, bhaktibhAva hoya to mAvo bhAva Ave. saMgamanA jIve DI DIne khIra meLavyA pachI aDathI vIzavAnI IcchAthI vahIrAve che. paNa badhI apAI jAya che to tene asIma nathI thato ! kAraNa mahAtmAnA pAtramAM gayelu saphaLa ja che. sabhA:- te bALakane A badhI samaja hatI 1 sAdevajI : hA, temanA guNonI tene bokhakhANa che. sadbhAva bahumAna che. ThArA A mahAtmA mamAmAnA tapakSI che. temane dararoja te sAdhanAmAM ubhelA jue che. tethI vaine ghaNu ja bahumAna che. mATe te sarvasva Ape to paNa hAI thAtha tema nathI .

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tamane tau sAdhunI bhaktimAM kiMmatI vastu vAparavAnI Ave tI rAya 1 dhruje nai sabhA:- sAhebajI, eka vakhata aivI kiMmatI vastu vahorIne 1 sAhebajI:- ame lI jeTalA sadA hIe teTaluM ja sAkSa che. amane to eTalA vargavyA che ae kAraNe paNa jo ame AvI kiMmatI vastu vAparIe to tame niMdavAmAM kAMI bADI rAkho tema nathI. atyAre saMghamAM sAdhu mATe pahelAM karatAM somA bhAganuM mAna nathI. hA 3dAca kauInAthI tamane kaDavA anubhava thAya. Ama nI bhUtakALamAM kaDavAM anubhava thatAM hatAM, paNa sArA sAdhu mATe to te vakhate sadbhAva raheto hato. paraMtu atyAre to sAdhu saMsthA mATe A chApa ja bhUMsAI gaI che. pahelAM to rAjA, mahArAjA mahAtmAnA mAdara, satkAra DaratAM. jyAre atyAre to dararoja dharma karanArane paNa sAdhunI phUTI koDInI kimana nathI. ame ThAI jagatanA mAna sanmAna levA dIkSA lIdhI nathI amane tenI apelA paNa na hoya, paraMtu deva- guru - dharmanI zradhdhA bahumAna, bhakitanA kAraNe temAM bhale ArAdhanA mahAtmA kare paNa je tainathI tamane puNya maLatuM hatuM, te baMdha thaI yu. atyAre amAre sAdhuoe bahu ja sAvaceta rahevA jevuM che. RSabhadeva caritramAM ApaNe joI gayAne Dai mahAtmAne daivI kiMmatI vastunI jarUra paDI! jaimaDe lIpAta tela, gauzara cena, 2nAMbala, A badhAnI kiMmata kaiTalA kIDa thAya khabara che ne ? tamane ja vyAje vyAvu karavAnu Ave to zuM thAya? aevA duvikasyo thAya! paraMtu A dharatI AmanAthI ja pAvana thayelI che. jyAM paNa jo tyAM pavitratA pamADI. tathA temanA AcAra ane upadezAthI DeTalA jIvo pAmaze . sabhA - paNa sAhebajI amArA bhAva kema badalAI gayA che ? GAkha kArA, sArebajI:- nA, dharmagurunI cIre ane byurethanI niMdA tenuM kAraNa che. atyAre evuM kahenArA tathA lakhanArA che ke samAjanuM matanuM dAmanuM khAnAza che. A samAjane teo niraupayogI che. khAlI khAI pIne paDyA rahe che . ApaNI jainano

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paNa cha varga AvuM mAnanA hai. paraMtu tame pharI vicAryuM che 8 paviga sAdhu duniyAmAM le zuM? ane sAme Ape hai keTaluM ? A galamAM pavitra thI manIeaNA rI che. UMnA mAvAre 1 . jyAre skUlamAM bhaNatI hatI tyAre pATha AvatI hatI InDiyAmAM bAvana hajAra sAdhu 8. je samAja para bhAra rUpa hai. dAMI utsAhana karatAM nathI . A vAta 22thI 25 varSa pahelAnI che. have nai Avu bhAgIne taiyAra thAya teM mAdhune zuM mAne 1 pAchu ema lakhe hai jo A bAvana hajAra sAdhune DAyadI karIne mIlITrImAM jor3a de tI dezanuM rakSaNa thI DaravI. mATe tamAre amane sAdhu pAse cokIyAtanuM kAma karAvavuM che ne ? - tame gukIne oukhI zako tevuM tamAruM mAnasa ja nathI rahyuM. atyAre rUpAnI bhakivane mahAne dharma mAnavAmAM Ave che. - paraMtu supA dAnamAM sarvasva dharavAnuM kAve to pachI hIcakIcATa na thAya jema saunAnI bA jevA dhaMdhAmAM paisA raDatA hIcakIcATa thAya kharI ? jaine supAtranI parakha che tene tI tainA bhAvamAM viauSatA hoya ja have pravRttimAM kholI bhAvI nathI mAthA pappA sAthe pravRtti vidhi pUrvakanI naiIe. . prAidhAnamAM ya zuddhi sagI che. paNa ahiyA nI je anuSThAna karI temAM badhA niyamone vaNI devuM paDe . tameM tamArI prAlI jIMdagImAM - $II svisa saMpUrNa vidhi pUrvakanI pujA karI che 1 anai jai maivI pujA thAya tau taino AnaMda, svAda anusuti devI Ave ! te ja karavAmAM jhALa paNa barAbara joIe. jema tamAre prabhu prajA madhyAna koNe karavAnI che. jyAre tamAre to game tyAre tamArI sagavaDa mukta gvAnI che neparaMtu tame dhaMdho tamArI sagavaDa mukta 9o cho kharA? tame dhaMdhA pramANa eDajasTa thAo cho ke tamArA pramANI dhaMdhAne eDajasTa karI che ? tame kahezo ke vajara chUTyA pachI ja moDethI huM dhiMdho karavA jAu. to cAle kha

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nA. basa tyAM badhu nakkI che. cIDAI che. jyAre dharmamAM badhuM ja cAle. sabhA:- pAlItANAmAM dAdAnI pAla kema nava vAge karAve che. sAheba - tyAM samuha che. temAM badhA vidhi pUrvaka karI zake tevA na hoya, tathA bALaka hoya , tathA SkAne zarIranI anukuLatA na hoya tevA paka.. haya. mATe praNidhAna pUrvaka karI to lAbha che. paNa pravRtti bhAvapurma pUrvaka karo nI lAba vadhAre . mATe tamArI taiyArI hoya to tyAM paNa tame madhyAna kALe bAjumAM rahaSabhadeva laIne prajA hI hADo chI. paraMtuM . tamArI taiyArI joIe keM nathI DaravI . tathA thogya dravyathI ja bhuja kacchI che. dumArapAlarAja madhyAne temanA parivAra, vaibhava sAthe, uttama vastra paherIne vaSIdAna detAM prabhu pujA karavA jatAM . sAthe 1400 kITAdhipati taiya, lima paithA mATe paNa vana vAva 8 te vAMca to khabara paDe. tame lad, khAlI cauTethI traNa lIDanA nAtha bIlI cho, paNa e lIs vavA nI dhyathI maNa lIDanA nAtha mAnatA hatA. pratyAre pujAnA dravyamAM paNa ThekANA khasa jemake padmANa mATe dudha to gAyanuM tAju dudha pANI U~ varasAdanuM matarika gaulu pANI ane puNya pAka ThevA suidhI tAja levAnA. jyAre tamAre ne atyAre uranA aDhAra vAMkA jaivuM 8 ne ! pachI kahI bhAva nathI gAvatI tI kyAMthI cAhai ghaNAnA tI pUjAnA kapaDAM joI lI vicAramAM paDI javAya naivA hoya che. kAM relA melA DAM khAdInA laghu vaivA hoya. Ama pAchA ne bazara nI apaDeTa thaIne gADImAM nA hoya. prajamAM thI uttamamAM uttama . kumArapALa zame pujAnA vastro meLavavA yuddha karyuM . @AMthI taiyo vajhA haitA hatA tyAMnA rAjA te navA vAne eka vakhata paherIne ja pachI vecavA - deto saithI te aika vakhata paherelA vastra pujAmAM paherAya nahi. mATe kumArapALa rAjAe kahyuM mane bAvA va cAle nahi. tethI navA ja joIe. paka

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10 nAnamAM hatA mATe mAnyI rvAda. ane AvA uttama vastra bIjai na maLavA nA kArI temane tenI sAthe yudhdha karIne prajAnA vastro navA ja sIdhA maLe te rIte DaryuM. AnA parathI temano dharmano bhAga, bahumAna,samarpA, asiA samajI 4] cho. sabhA:- dharma mATe yudhdha zuM ThAma Davu ? OMvA sAdevajI :- Avu mAnanAra vevalA sAthe zuM vAta thAya? dharmamAM mamatA ne guNa che. mATe adhamI dharmamAM vighna kare tyAre ja sAMkhI lI tau ne namAlApaNlR hai kAMI mA nathI. atyAre tamArA dharmanA dhoraNa zuM che? je tene barAbara rIte samaje ta tamAro vivaika judI ja hoya. jo kumArapALane vantra mATe AATalI tabIja hoya to bIjI badhI vastu mATe to vicAravAnuM ja hoya nahi . tethI temane bhAva paNa Ave tame bhagavAna pANai jAmI cho tyAre tamAruM yu nAce che kharuM? nA, kAraNa tamane vidhino sma ke mAmada ja myo nathI.tamane to atyAre avidhi ja vyAjvI lAge che. dadezasara baMdhAvavAmAM murti bharAvavAnI vidhi vAMco to khabara paDe . jema prabhunI apratima mudrA hai, temanuM apratima svarUpa che. mATe kevA zIlpI gotavA eie, tenI pAsethI kaI rIte kAma levuM joIe. me atyAra sudhImAM lopena pAMca murti paNa banelI eI nathI. je ei che nai prAcina che. tIrthaMkaranI AkRti lIgo devA hoya ne samajyuM paDe. temanA 1008 lo dahyA che. jyAre tame to 32 lamaNo paNa rAkhyA nathI rai! tamAruM temAM dhyAna nathI, DALajI nathI. atyAre konTrekTa bejha thaI gayI che. temAM paNa vepArI daura DarI nodhyu che. mATe ja tamane bhAva nathI AvatA. jyAre zaMkhezvanI murti sAme ArAdhaka jIvane bhAva kaima Ave che! viziSTa rIte pratiSThA vidhi thayelI che. De paryuSaNanA vyAkhyAnamAM Ave chai Dai jai samaDina pAmelI nathI tene bIvIbIja pamADvA s tuM sAmAna vIraprabhu gRhastha avasthAmAM uSmA avasthAmAM ubhA che tyAM jaIne Abehuba joI, dhAraNa karI levI temanI murti banAva. have AvI murtino prabhAva devo hoya? pachI te pratiSThA daivakhI pAse karAve che. murti kAMI mAnavanI AkRtinI ja banAvAnI che! mATe devatAne pA

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avalIzana karavA javuM paDe. mATe badhe vizISatA . ane A jAkhavI nI ja pravRtti bhAvadharma Ave. je ghaNuM ja kaMThakA che. jene A pravRtti bhAvadharma Ave rane kharA M , AsvAda maLavAnA cAlu thAya. | mAyAe azruna anuSThAna karyuM che. zAstromAM eka khamAsamaNya ApanAM jevA bhAva joI , jevI ekAgratA joIe te hIne tene anuSThAna uryA che. tamAre . tI uparakAnA paNa ThekANA na hoya ne ? pachI tI kriyA mATe to zuM bolAya che tamane dharmanA kaMgamAM badhu ja cAle tema che. hA, bhAko jamavA besI nI bahuja vyavasthIta joIene? je mIThA vagaranI kAcI joI Ape to zuM karI ghara ubhu karI ne ! paNa A mAM badhu ja cAle che. kAraNa zuM? . sabhA - bhagavAna kayAM jue che ? sAhebanuH- hA, tamAre to bhagavAna ajJAna che ? paraMtu teo ta ga lokane jue cheApaNA badhAnA parAkramane jue che. ho eTaluM kharu jue che paNe kAna paDatA nathI. sabhA:- mATe ja amAre pIluM vIla che. ' sAheba - hA, laMpola calAvI che. tema nadi para tamane taimAM ja rasa che. atyAre ame vidhinuM varNana karI no ghAne vIja lAge che. tamAre pujA karatAM sIveluM dhotIyuM na vaparAya. vagara phATelA, nahi sAMdhelA, rAja ghIlA, uttamamAM uttama vasyA joIe. jyAre ghA de che ke sAheba levo paherIe to zuM vAMdhI paraMtu je dharmanuM spa akhaMDa maiInuM hoya to akhaMDa sAdhano ja joI. mATe tamArA sAMdheluM vastra paMDita dIya to ghAMthI akhaMDita bhAvI AvemA badhA uI mahApurupIe nava paiTha baiThA taraMga nu mULyA nathI. paNa tenI pAchaLa cIsa che. pAlamAM paNa varasAdanuM cokhkhuM pachI Thema joIe tenA paNa cokakasa ao che. varasAdanuM pANI mA zudhdhA che. phuvA, taLAva, nakha, nadInA bahAnA pANImAM mizraNa che. bhegA gaTaranA pANI paNa hoya che. * , na pola che.

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12 rastAmAM vaseluM paNI badhIja gaMThImAMthI pamAya thaIne duvA, tAva, nadImAM jyuM hoya che. mATe badhu azudhdha pANI ja che. tethI ja levA pANIthI padmAla thAya nahi. pahelAnA zrAvako sau pIvA paNa A aMtarIkI jAnI upayoga karatI . bhagavAnanA dasa zrAvakonA vratonA varNana sAMbhaLo to AbhA thaI jvAya. temane vrata hatA ke, aMtarIna jaLane choDIne bIjuM pANI pIvu nahi. joke tamAruM atyAre vijJAna paNa mAne che. A jaLa saMpUrNa Arogya jALavI zake tema chaeN. dasa zrAvakanA vanamAM sAtamAM bhogapabhoga nanA varNanamAM zuM khAvuM zuM na khAvuM tenuM varNana vAMco no lage OM tethI AyurvedanA DevA niSNAta do. jyAre atyAre tamArI zuM sthiti che 1 tamArA saMsAranA bhoga paNa bagaDI yA che. pahelAnA jIvana ja evA hatA teo dravya zudhdhi jALavI zakatA hatA. paraMtu have to tamArA jIvananA DArI pratyeka kriyAmAM vidhimA~ ghaTI rahyo che. mAre tamAre to pravRttidharma sAMbhaLavAnI, samajavAnI ane tene Adarza tarIke rAkhavAnI nai vicAravAnuM The jo A bhAvadharmane pAmyA haze temane kevI AnaMda, svAda haze. kevA karmonI nirjarA karatA haze. AvA jIvI lagabhaga prAya: karIne teja bhave modI nArA hoya che, kadAca nAcIna bhAre karma hoya to ekAda be bhavamAM moDI jyA2 hoya che. tevA jIvono saMsAra khAbociyA jevI hoya che. AnA upara AgaLa vizeSa vivecana Avaze. sAthe sAthe ApaNe prAina bhAvadharma ane pravRtti bhAvadharmanI tulanA DaratAM jaIzuM. A jaina zAsanano mArga gAna ane ISTa che. A zAsananI kriyA bIja dharma kassAM UMcI che. jaina zAsananI kriyA jALavavA utkRSTa ArAdhaka bhAva eIe. zrIpApa mathAnA vanamAM bhoga, vyAraMbha, samAraMbha vadhAre pA, jyAre tevo dharma Dare tyAre ekameka thaIne batAvela bhAvone jALavIne kare. pahelA sukhI mAvaDI potAnuM aMgata dahezasara rAkhatA hatA. dA.ta. pethaDamaMtrI potAnA jInamaMdiramAM madhyAna kALanI purjA kavA nisiddhi TharIne atha pachI game tevuM kAma bhAve to paNA temane bolAvAnA di

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tao zeja kAra pharvaka prabhunI evI AgI kare ke bIjAne pA bhAva thAya. eka vakhata teo prabhunI puja bhakita karatA to tyAre rAjAne tatkALa zAma paDyu. rASTranA saMkaTanA dvArA temane bolAvavA mokalyA paNa maMtrIzvaranI patnIe taimane pUchyA vagara karI dIdhuM ke teo hAla paramAtmAnI pUjA bhakita kare che. mATe hAlamAM AvI zake tema nathI. A saMdezI maLyA pachI paNa zaja praNa vakhata saMdezo mokale che paNa nAmAMja jvAba maLavAthI rAja pIra Ave che. tame vicArIe teo kevA eThAjhAra bhAva, samarpakA, nanamayanA. sAthe, Akho saMsAra bhUlIne mukha karatA do. devI svAdamaya bhakti do. rAjA vicAre che ke bIju koI nahi paNa mAre have jhIzvaranI prabhuja jevI che. mATe Ave che. maMtrIzvaranI ekAgratA, bhakina ullAsa joIne thAya che ke zuM Izvara tatvanI upAsanA krare che . kharA sitvazALI bhala che. lAva huM pa7 hai baktimAM bhAga lauM. tIvra pIte jArI phUlathI prabhunI aMga racanA kare che ane guMthe che phUla eka pachI ei ane levAmAM paramAtmAnA darzanamAM aMtarAya thAya. bhaktithI mAgatAmAM vikIpa Ave mATe taiDa saivane aivI rIte taiyAra karyo che ke kyAM 3thu phUla kayAre IvI , te pramANe te aika pachI 25 phUla laIne marIzvarane Ape jethI bhaktimAM vikSepa na thAya. Ama mAsa 2AkhavAmAM paNa bhAva samAyelo 0 , harve rAjA A makAnane ubhI karIne pIne tyAM vase che. rAjAne tau dAMI khabara na hovAnA dvArA bIju phula apAI gayu. khuda atyAre sevaka banIne phula Ape che. paraMtu phula ApavAmAM gorA thavAthI esIlvara pAchaLa jue che to tyAM rAjA khuda vela che. rAjane narana ja thAya che ke mane mArAthI vipa paDyo. sAcuM 3 mAM lokonI prabhu bhakitamAM samaSThiA chevuM raho tame vicArajo kadI prabhu darzana mATe tamArI dhokho tarasI roya 8 scii evuM thayuM che. prabhu darzana DraratAM tame dharAyAja na hoya. yAre AvuM paramAtmA sAthe milana thayuM che ?? vicAraje.

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5-9-95 * / / 54 zrI yugabhUSAvijyajI sadgurubhyo namaH / / bhAda* suda agiyArasa maMgaLavAra yogaviddha 5 pravRtti bhAvadharma gauvApiyA daMDa anaMta upaDArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMDara paramAtmAo ApaNane sarva dISathI mukta ane sarva guNathI paritRpta karAvavA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI daSTIe jo ApaNe badhAe moMkAmAM vuM hoya tau ApaNA vyAtmAmAM rahelA badhA doSonuM guNomAM parivartana karavuM paDaze. jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM doSo rahelA haze, ane gurgomAM kacAza haze tyAM sudhI ApaNe paritAne pAmI zaThIzuM nahi. mATe jyAre sarvadoSathI rati ane sarva guptAthI paritRpta thazuM tyAre ja momanA sukhane pAmI vADIzuM. guNa have pAtsAmAMthI game lai doSa kADhavAno vyAlu kazmI ane game te OMkhavavAnI cAlu kavo tevuM nathI. paNa sauthI pahelAM jIvanamAM moTA doSono tyAga karavAnI che. ane nAnA guNauno svIThAra karavAno che. pachI jema jema sAdhanA ucI thatI jAya tema tema nAnA doSono ane moTA guNo meLavatA jvAnuM che. mATe krama pramANe 'DavAnuM Avaze. tethI teno krama zabara samajyA paDe. dAta. jema tamAre eka melu dATa masotA jevuM thayeluM kapaDuM dhovuM che, tene tame jyAre pahelIvAra pANI, sAbumAM dhovA nAMkho tyAre moTo moTo mela nIkaLe. jyAre bIjIvAra nAMkho tyAre tenAthI vadhAre jhINo mela nIko . tema trIjI vArakaratAM tenAthI jhINo mela nIkaLI cokhkhuM thAya . teja rIte jema tamAre ghara vyokhkhu karavu hoya to pahelAM tame moTA mola bAvA Adi kADhazo pachI jamIna mA karo. pachI paraMtu "marazo eTale sugA sudhna katho jANa thaze.jema skula mepa ThAravA zrocho prayatna ane suryama ela kADhavA vadhAre prayatna karavo paDe che. basa tenI jema moza doSo ochA prayatne nIkaLe che. ane jINA doSono tyAga karavo mahA duSkara che. ane je vyakti zrcA karI zake teja sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI zake che. mATe khAsa dhyAnamAM AkhavAnuM che doSonA tyAgamAM zarUAAna morA doSothI karavAnI che. jyAre guIInI prAptimAM rUAta nAnA guNothI karavAnI che. ane te karavA mATe pradhAna bhAvadharma batAvyo che 14 ''

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15 tame koIpaNa yA ugha layathI 8 laya ca thaine pharo to te pravRtti | moTA doSavAnI kahevAya che. jaima tamAre kaja 32vI che. paNa zuM kAma karavI ? DarIne zuM meLavavuM che ! tana tamane spaSTa khyAla nathI vitarAganI prajA pharavA Avyo che paNa jene vitarAgatA sAthe meLa nathI. sAMsArika bhAvInI maine tyAga karavo nathI. te bhAvone kharAba . mAnavAnI taiyArI nathI AvA vicAravAnI bhAvazUnya DiyA kahevAya che. bhale pachI te traNa lADa lakhI lakhIne jUjya, saMgIta, ullAsa sAthe prabhubhakti karato hoya paNa temAM pradhAna bhAva na hovAthI te moTA dISavAnI kriyA kahevAya che. je AnmI raTIe viroSa phaLa na Ape. aima tame sAmAjJi Daro cho te virati dharma che. have ene avirata kharAba ja na lAgatI hIya, tene vininuM AphakA ja na hoya tenuM sAmAyika praNidhAnavALu Thema daivAya praNidhAnavALAne tI vinithI trAbha thato hoya. virati eTale pApono virAma ane virati eTale pApono avirAma. ' ' deha, Indriya, mana vacana - jhAyAnA pApauthI je gAmaila hoya, tenAthI becena thayelI hoya te kAraNe je sAmAyikamAM AvavA mAMgato haya, bhale pachI sAmAyikamAM udAca tene pApanA vicAra na jatA hoya. paraMtu tene aMda2mAM je teno ullega hoya to te sAmAyi praNidhAnavAnuM kahevAya. jaima hoI upavAsa, thAyelIla kare che. tene cAhAra virapa na lAgatI hoya, tenI AzakitathI TAmela na hoya to tenuM tapa mAnavApu nathI. kAraNa nI zciAmAM UMI laya dhyeya nathI. AvI badhI riyA maTA daSavANI svAya che. AvI kiyA bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM tame varSo sudhI karI, 8 jIdaMgIbAra karI to paNa tainuM * vizeSa dhyAtmIka rUpa nathI maLatuM. je thiA praNidhAnavALI 6 teja tasvAnuM sAdhana bane che. mATe pratyeka kriyAmAM praSTiAdhAna AvavuM joIe. je praNidhAna pAmyA che tevA jIvone je pravRtti bhAvadharma pAmavo choya te khuba ja prayatna karavo paDe che. je

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vyakitane pravRtti bhAvadharma Ave che te to have sAdhanA ka2vA taiTa bAMdhIne nIkaLyo che tema kahevAya che. te pote AtmautthAnA mArgamAM prasarI tAkAta lagAvIne AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. pravRtti bAvanI ziyAmAM zapa pramAda, Abha uThatA na cAlai. tamane to pratimA che vyAkhyAna jarADa lAMbu cAle to thAyane 3 harva kyAre 2 puru thAya? tamane kadAca UMI vakhata dharma vadhAre thaI jAya to udga sthAnI jathane atyAre tame paryuSNanA sATha divasa dharma karIne dharAI gayA cho nehave tamArI bhUkha to bAra mahine ja ughaDIne ? tamane atyAre zarIrno thAi lAvyo che che mAnasIka thAka lAgyo ? sabhA:- mAnasIka thA lAgyo che. sAhebanuM ... sAme tame zarIrathI vadhAre dharma karaze tema nathI. tamane thAya che ke vai badu dharma thaI gathI mATe resTa zrI laIe. dANA esTathI tamane dharmanI bhUkha nathI. mATe je urvaga cAle che te ja batAve che huM tamane dharmamAM zna keTalo moko che. tamArI apekSA karatAM jarA vadhAre thAya eTale ema thAya kyAre puru thAya.kadAca tame isvA bIjAnI sAthe gayA hova ane lai ja zAMtithI paNa karI hauya to ucAnIcA thaI javAne ' are tamane to khAlI ArAdhanA kara purI thAya teTaluM ja nahi paNa tainuM phaLa paNa jhaTa maLe tevI adhIrAI hoya che. mATe tevI adhIrAI paNa na cAle. ghaNAne lI dharma thaso karavI che ane chULa thaNa mI jaIe 8 ane apekSA pramANe phaLa na maLe to tamAre tarata ja dharmamAM oTa AvI jAya ne ? eTale aMtaramAM phaLanI adhIrAI 0 ane kithA jhaTa pUrI kakSAnA bhAva . atharva tamane dhamamAM rasa nathI. AgaLa vadhIne pravRtti bhAvadharma mATe to lakhe che che temAM utkRSTa prayatna joIe. pautAnI jeTalI zakti che tene kAme lagADIne sAdhanA karavAnI I. je vyakti potAnI zani govIne kare I taine vRtti bhavadharma Ave nahI. paNa dAca pradhAna AvI zake. paNa vinAmAM lakSya dhyeya hoya tene ja bhAve. pradhAnavALAnA jIvanamAM mANasa, pramAda. khera, upedhA hoI zaThe che. te satata sAvadhAna thaIne ekatra thaIne puruSArtha phoravIne dharma s2nAza hotA nathI. kyAre pravRttibhAvadharmavALA chanI hAlata dharmamAM

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17 gopavanA nathI. sabhA:- A kALamAM pravRttibhAvadharma vyAtmasAta thaI zaOM 1 sArebajI! A DANamAM pravRttibhAvadharma AtmasAta thaI zake tema nathI. paraMtu tene pAmavA mAdI rUpe 2AkhI zake che. temAM jyA mATe lakSya rAkhI puruSArtha TharavAno che. sabhA:- zAstrayoganA anudAnamAM A bhAvadharma hoya che . sAebajI:- tame to zAstrayoganA anuSThAna lo cho jyAre prAtI bhAvadharmanI vAta.che. zAstrayogamAM gayelAne to AA badhA AgaLanA bhAvathama AvI gayelA ja hoya che. zAstrayoganA sTejamAM jvAvALAne pahelAM A sTejamAMthI pasAra thavu ja paDe. sabhA:- 6I dRSTImAM A bhAvadharma Ave 1 sAhebajI:- pAMcamI dRSTImAM AvI zaDhe che.chaThThI raSTImAM jyAra sAthe hoya che. atyAre moTAbhAganA jvAne joie tevo dharma gamanI ja nathI. je kare che maiM parANe kare che. nayaNAnA nAte bAra niAmAM amuka divasa dezasara AvI jatA hoya che. tevAnI vAta nathI. ApaNe be jJAAnA vo naiie chIe. have ghaNAne dharma game che. te jIvone zuM hoya che te temane dharma game che paNa tenA karatAM saMsAra vadhAre game che. .. sabhA:- AmAM sATeba phITI phIrI cAle? sArebajI:- zuM tame temAM paNa AvI tema cho ? rITTI phIzInI bartha karIza to samaNAM bhAgI o. saMsAramAM zakti vAparatAM AnaMda utsAha Ave che. seTalI zakti dharmamAM vAparatAM AnaMda utsAda Ave che! gharanA kuTuMbanA DAma jeTalA utsAhathI karaze chI veTalA utsAthI saMghanA kAma karo cho kharA? sabhA : - paNa sAeba eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahI zake. -- talavAra sAhebajI eka myAnamAM be talavAra na raoI zatru paGA aDadhI aDadhI be tI rahIzaOM ne tame phITI phIchI volyA cho. sabhA:- samakrItIne cAvI rasa hoya ? sAlTejI!- are samyagrInI vAna choDo temane to saMsAramAM ratIbhAra sa na hoya. pA

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1 jai samaDIta pAmyA nathI ane gADha mithyAtvamAMthI bahAra nI upI gayA che . tevA saMkrAntI samayanA jIvone saMsAramA rasa hoya paNa temano saMsAranI rabha ane dharmanI rasa samAna Ano hoya. AvA jIvo trIjI daSTImAM AvelA hoya che. pahelI ane bIjI TaSTImAM dharmanI phsa ocho ane saMsAranI s vadhAre hoya che. paNa jema jema AgaLa vadhe tema saMsAramAM rasa ochI ane dharmamAM s vadhAre hoya che. pAMcamI rImAM to jIvIne saMbhAramAM saMpUrNa rasa nathI hotI. tene lo dharmano ja phsa hoya che. dharmamAM sa dhruvI hoya te bagalA 3hai dhai OM sasArarasIka jIva yuvAvasthAmAM rahelo, zrImaMta hoya, budhdhIzALI, catura, vaibhava saMpanna hoya jene apsarA jevI strI hoya, devatAi jevuM saMgIta hoya tevI vyakti levAnI che. atyAre duSkALamAM bhaugapriya jIvo hoya che. tevA yuvAnInI mastImAM pharatAM jIvIne saMgIta myujhIka, 51ma poTha vAlImAM rama hotha che. utsAha hoya che. arthAta utkRSTa sesArasIDa jvIne utkRSTa bhogasAmagrI maLI hoya ane temAM jeTalI sa hoya tenA karatAM samajhIlIne dharma sAlavAmAM, samajvAmAM anaMta gaNa? utkRSTa rasa hoya che. tamAre saMbhAramAM jalasAo goThavAya che. temAM TIkITa mATe kaiTalI paDApaDI thAya che? rAtano ujAgarI karatAM paNa TIkI TIkIne juo kharAbe 1 joDu paNa khAva nahi ! devo tyAM rasa che. tevo rasa kadI jIvanamAM dharma sAMbhaLavAmAM lAgyo che kharo ? A tamArI phIThThI phIchInI vAta karu chuM. jyAre samakrItIno to anaMta gaNo sahyo che. ii daSTIvALAne samAna sa hoya che. mATe samaDItamAM AvavuM deluM nathI. lagabhaga jIvone saMsAramAM rasa vadhAre ane dharmamAM rasa sojo hoya che. kAM pachI dharmamAM rasa ja hotI nathI. vaiM jene dharmamAM ja rasa nathI tene tI prAidhAnano savAla ja nathI. jaina dharmamAM sAthI, asalI rama hai tevA jIvImAM praNidhAna Ave che. paNa jyAM sudhI pramAda, ALasa, nabaLAI hoya,satva ddoravI na zakatA hoya tevA jIvIne pravRttibhAva rmana bAve. mATe temanA tapantyAga, saMyama badhI thA chatI zaktie khAmIvApI thAya. tamArA jIvanamAM khAmIvAkho puruSArtha kyAM? ane pAmI vagarano puruSArtha kyAM che" kahI vicAryuM che kharuM ? hA, vyA vAta zRtivALA mATe ja che. jema lakavA thayela vyakti

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mA thaIne kAusaga karavAnI nathI. vAta vAkhAnI vAta ke Ama nathI paraMtu tame puruSArtha kyAM phoravo cho ? jyAM tamArI utkRSTa rasa hoya tyAM ja zo chI) pADInuM ma hoya to utkRSTa 2sa phoravI tema cha9 vAre bhA beThA hova tyAM to vaDitanI atire karI che ne ! TIvI, viDIyauthI ja cAmAM AvI gayA che hama hoya tyAM zaktino vicAra karaze tema nathI. ghaNI vakhata mAthu duHkhI jAya ! javAnuM choDI kharA aNiyA mAthuM dukhatu daya ane pharIe jarA vAMcI lo to. a qhezo tamAre saMsAramAM zaktino atirake thAya che. tethI tyAM tamAro pratibhAva dharma che. bhAvadharmane tame saMbhAramAM jheLavIne beThA cho. chatAM paNA dharmanA dezamAM kema 6Thara che, krArakA jyAM sudhI jIva kalyANabhAvanAmAM nathI AvatI tyAM sudhI pravRtti bhAvadhinne pAmI zakatI nathI. have potAnI jeTalI zakita hoya tairalI dharmamAM vAparavAnI che. mana-vacana-kAyAne yogya rItai, yogya mArga sAdhanAmAM lagADI nI pravRtti bhAvadhimAve. haju mA bI bhAvadharma che. pAMca sudhI pahocAya tema che praja sabhA:- dharmamAM rama kema nathI ? sAvaja :- saMsAranA svarUpane ane dharmanA svarUpane tame DarI vAstavIkatAthI vicAratA nathI. zrImaMtAInA lAbha zu che ane garIbAInA nukazAna zuM che tenI jene avara hauya tene zrImaMtAImAM rasa paDyA vagara rahe kharI myA tyAre khAvA pIvAmAM rasa hatI, paNa paisAmAM rasa hatI kharI? nAnapaNamAM cokaleTa ne paisA muke to zuM pass; paNa jaima vema samajatA thayA aurve ja zrImaMtAImAM 2ma paDavA mAMDyAne 1. tema dharmanA lAbha zuM che ane adharmanA nukana thayuM che te ja pachI 2ma bhAvyA vagara rahai kharI? A sabhA:- mAvajI varmA lAbha dekhAtA nathI jyAre paisAnA lAbha mayakA che. sAheba:- A tamArI vicAravAnI parAThA banAve che. paisAnI lAbha sthaLanathI. zuM paisA khIsAmAM Ave eTale zarIrane ane tamane galagalIyA thAya che. sabhA:pA paisAthI sukha maLe ne ? sAbay - 4thu sukha maLe?

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-sabhA- bharanika sukha maLe. sAheba - huM tamane 36 karIDa sA laIne bajAramAMthI jarAka sukha letA AvI. je maLe to pachI zrImaMtone tyAM to sukhanA goDAuna bharAvo. sabhA:- paNa cIjo maLe ne ? bhAvanuM - cIjo maLe eTale zuM sukha maLyuM? tame sukhanI vyAkhyA sAcI rIne vicArI ja nathI . tame eka mInITa pAka sukhano anubhava paisAthI meLavIne to lAvo. sabhA:-pA sAheba paisA hoyane sukhI na hoya tevA chA che sAhebajI:- nA, paisA hoyane sukhInA hoya tevA meDanImama che. zrImaMtanA gharamAM jailI hokhI sArI che taiTarlIgarIbanA gharamAM nathI. jaine paisA nathI tevA marsa sunArA hoya che. sabhA:- kevI rIrte che. sAhaiivajI - mathI tenI tame zuM artha ii chI? mathI eTale tene suvA mATe gaNI nathI levI paDatI. jyAre tamAre gaukhI vagara ugha nathI AvatI. pelI tI paDyA bhegAM suI jAya che. sabhA:- thA eTale suI jAya che. mAdevajuM -samarsa tamane bhaya vadhAre che tene bhaya vadhAre ? tame varAchAma jatAM hova tyAre sAthe jai bIjo hoya tene puchone "bhAI tArI pAse zaukhama mATe paisA e jokhama che. te mATe bhaya che ne pharva bhaya eTale duHkha thayune tethI ja kalamane ugha nathI AvatI. jyAre te mathI suI zake che. tame sAcA sukhanA gIta ja paDyA nathI. mATe paisAthI sukha maLe te vArtha sata2 ja che, sAthI sukha meLavI zakyo hoya tevo eka paNa dAkhalo ItihAsamAM noMdhAyo nathI. ane - e tame meLavI ApI tI camatkA2 ka2vAya. paisAthI sukha ratabhAra na maLe . paisAthI sukhanA sAdhana paNa na maLe . hA paisAthI bhaganA sAdhana maLe.

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poce IndriyanA bhauganA sAdhana mApavAnI vAta paisAmAM che. paisAthI tame taimAM daTAI jo telI passlI kahI zako tema cho. mevA mIphAInA pIpa bharI zako tema chI. paisAthI badhA jara-jarvezana , sonuM, rUpuM,baMgalA kapaDAM, duniyAmAM devAtAM badhA bharataka sAdhanI mekhavI zaDI tema cha. ame satyanI InkAra karavA mAMgatA nathI .natina ama asatyanuM pApa lAge. mATe zrImaMta tenI zakti pramANe bhaganA sAdhananI khaDakalo pharI che. have boti sAmagrI bharapUra pramANamAM Ave to paNa je puya na hoya to eka vastu paNa bhogavI na zako. jenA gharamAM mevA -mIThAInA DabbA bharelA paDyAM che taimAMthI g cAkhI paNa zake tema nathI. sau suTa paDyA che paNa che paherI ache tema nathI. paisAthI bhauga sAmagrI manI paNa puSya na hoya to davA khAtA ubhA devuM paDe. ane joI joIne vakhyA svAnuM pathArTImAM ukAsatA paDyA rahevAnuM mAne. je tene paisAthI sukha maLatuM hoya to badhI saMsthati ApI de tema che. mATe tame vAstavikatAnI vicAra karaze to lAgaze cA hAtha ja nathI. dhe zAla bhauganI sAmagrI maLI, dAca hArIra paNa nirogI maLyu bhoga bhaugavavAnA cAlu thaI paNa te vakhate je mana vaicena hoya tI , mana azAMta hoya to sukha maLe para atyAre tamArA mInIsTarone mIThAI khAtAM udAca svAdanI paNa pa2na paDe ne jhAraNa temane dezanI citA cheTalI mATe jeTalI sattA, saMpati vadhAre tailI citA vadhavAnI. mahArASTramAM che kezanA 312mAM I thAva lI narasiMharAvane Tensana thAyane? tamane kema thatuM nathI ? kArakhI tene sattA saMpati dharI che. tamane roka chokarI hoya to ciMtA vadhAre che pAMca choDaza hoya to ciMtA vadhAre ? A sabhA:- na hoya to vadhAre citA hoya. sAhebanuH- te upAdhInuM kAraNa judu che. tamAre lI beuvAju valopAta che. mATe tene. aMda2mAM azAMti tene zcaya zAMti nathI. dharmanuM traNa pratya che ke paisAnuM rUpa prathA che ? dharmanuM phaLa ja prathA che. paisAnuM rUpa to paroke che.

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22 paisAnuM paroThA phaLa paNa pAchu maLe ke na paNa maLe. jyAre dharmanuM raLato adiyAja tAtkAlIka maLe che. sukhazAMtinI thAya che. anubhava tamArA khissAmAM 500nI nauTa paDI hoya to kAMI zarI2 Indriyane sIdhu sukha maLatuM nathI. paraMtu dharma karaze, mA karo. mI karaze tyAre tyAM ja sukhazAMtinuM phaLa maLe che. Ato rokaDiyo dhaMdho che. hA tamane karatAM AvavI joIe. khAlI dekhAva 3svAthI na maLe. maLyu sabhA:. sAreba paisAnuM dAna karyu nI sukha maLe che ne? sArebajI - paisAthI dAna karyu to sukha maLyu te honAthI tamane manamAM azAMti zainI hatI 1 lobanI aMti hatI. zuM tamane paisAthI zAMti maLI! khAlI paisA choDavAthI zAMti na maLe. sAthe mamatA choDI nI ja zAMti maLe. kadAca tamArI sAme guMDo AvIne pistola lakhe to paisA ThekI kone? pachI ghare jaIne chAtI kuTI, ' kaho " huM kyAM halavAI gayo ! mATe paisA sAthe mamatA na choDI ta'zAMti na maLe. te khAlI paisA choDavAthI zAMti maLatI hoya to badhA luTArA tamane zAMti apAvI deze. tamAre tyAM reDa paDe, tyAre mAMdA paDI jAo cho ne ? ghaNAne to eTeka AvI jAya che. mATe paisA sAthe mamatA choDavI paDe che. tame kharuM du:kha zuM sukha samajyA nathI. tyAre tamane azAMtinuM du:kha dekhAtu nathI. d dharmanuM pracakA phaLa anubhutI rUpe sacoTa phaLa Ape che. ane paralokanuM to pAchuM judu phaLa Ape che. saMsAramAM bIjI koI vastu nathI keM je tatkALa dukha Ape. mATe dharmanI tAMDAla sAme koInI tAkAta Ave tema nathI. sabhA:- barahI khAya to svAda Ave ne? sAdhdhajI: te paNa bhUkha hoyane khAya tau baraphIno svAda Ave. cAlo jUkha hoya paNa jaba jo vaDelI hIya nau svAda Ave kharI? cAlo jIbha paNa sArI paNa jai mana azAMta vaidhyAna hoya to svAda maLe kharo? paraMtu dharmamAM koI evI de tenuM phaLa na hoya. vastu nathI sabhA:-sapTeMbaja paisA AvavAthI nizciMtatA Ave che.

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23 sAebajI:- jo paisA AvavAthI nizciMtatA Ave to pachI ghara khullA mukavAnA cAlu Daraze. paraMtu lobha kema karI jo! jupaDapaTTIvALA ghara khullA mUkIne ATalA 52 suI jAya che. tame suI ii tema cho? kAraNa paisA ekhama che mATe tamane ciMtA ane bhaya vadhAre che. mATe ja gurakhA sIkyorITI rAkho cho ne? tame tamArA ghAM - baMdha daravAje puNaIne ho cho. bela vAge to paNa joIne kholo cho ? 1 Ama tamane DoI purUM to zuM karo ? sabhA:- sAdevajI udAca amArI eka vuDa khovAI to paisA hoya to ame bIjI lAvI chIe . mATe nizciMtatA kahevAya ne? sAdeAjI:- dA, paisAthI bIjI bujha, lAvI zakavAnI tAkAta che. sAdhananI nizciMtatA kyAre gAya OM je eItuM haze te gametyAre tenAthI maLaze. to nizcitatA kahaivAya . paNa tamane to maLaze ke kema ! maLelu Takaze ke kemanuM tene sAthavI zo OM kema? tenI DethsI citA hoya che. kyAre kyAM vAvuM paDaze khabara hai 1 A vI mITI sthitA che. tamane moTI citA ja phAve che. tame moTI citAnA bhADI nAnI nizcitata meLavavA mAMgo cho. tame maurI ciMtA satata mAthe rAkhIne raze cho. hA tame jIvanamAM ghaNu du:kha bhogavo to thoDI lAbha thAya . jema ghoDA khAdho to zarIra majabuta thAya. to zuM tame vadhAre ghoDA khAzo! jema narasiMhAAva ATalI citA, ATalA jekhama laIne phare che te jyAM jAya tyAM tene mAna sanmAna maLe che. tamane cA DAMTAnA tAja suvALA lAge che. A badhI tamArA jIvananI kIDI sthiti che jeTalI sattA, saMpatti teTalo du:khano guCAkAra. ane jeTalI sattA, saMpatti cIMthI teTalo du:khano bhAgAkAra. hA, te kaztA AvavuM joie. rAjA, mahArAjA, cakravartIyo, manIco badhAai Dema prabhunI mArga apanAvI vananI vATa paDI ? tIrthaMkaroe pA Dema vananI vATa pakaDI ! bhute bradhAne sukha bhogavanA nahotu bhAvatuM. zAstramAM rAta Ave che ne ? bhagavAnanA pagalA joIne temane thakavI

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24 samajIne te pAchaLa pAchaLa Ave che. paNa jyAM prabhune AvA nagna naiyA tainA hisAbe bhikhArI jevuM jIvana jene thAya cheDe mAruM zAstra khoTu paDyuM. tyAre Indra nIce AvIne kare che ke emanI pAse atyAre je vaibhava che tevI vaibhava koinI pAse nathI. ane tenuM je sukha che tevuM sukha A jJatamAM kyAMya nathI. tamane lAge che ke kharI mA mA saMyama jIvanamAM ja hai? tamane dharmanA rUpa ane adharmanA nukazAna samAyA nathI. jo te samAthA hoya tau namane dharmamAM javuM paDe to du:kha thAya. Duzapa Tve agaLa pAchu zuM lakhyu hai pravRtti bhAvadharmamAM rahelo jIva ati thaine dharma Dare. jema saMsAramAM UMdhuM ghAlIne paisA meLavavA prayatna kare to zuM thAya? mAre gharmanI pratyeDa pravRtti jharatAM, aticAra, manAvyAra, atikrama, vyatikrama, vidhi avidhi jArI.. ane tenA tyAganI tene kuzaLatA joIe. tamane khamAsamaNAnA vidhinI paNa khabara che ? hai goTALAja vALo. jANakArI, kuzaLatAnI anurupa AvaData nathI. jema ghaNA rasoi para phlaksa khole, lekacara ApI de. paNa rasoi banAve to koI mAM paNa na nAMkhe. mATe khAlI jANakArI na khaiIe paNa sAthe kuzaLatAno samanvaya aiie. bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe te DaI bhUmikAmAM Ave? ghaNA kahai huM pratikamaNa nathI karato paNa pApanA bhAvone choDavAno prayatna karuM chuM. paraMtu bhAva thA vALA 1 te samajavuM pa. bolAya. A huM thiA khAmIvALI DaruM chu paNa bhAva uMcA che tevuM paNa na koI ramADavAnI vAla nathI. mATe pravRttine bhAva sAthe saMbaMdha che,tame kahI dIza para lAgaNI che. vaiM tame jnmavA beThA tyAre bAjumAM jo tamAro dIkaro beTho hoya to tamArA bhANAnI sArI tene khavaDAvavAnuM mana na thAya vastu sI manAya - kharuMOM tamane dIkarA 52 lAgaNIno bhAva che? tame kahI bhagavAna para bhAva ghaNo che. paNIno bhAva hoya tene bhagavAna pAse AvavAnuM mana thayA vagara rahe kharuM? cena paDe kharuM?

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25 bhAva dharmano propara mInIga dazyo hoya to praNidhAna bhAvadharma che. mATe ja maiM bhAvadharmanuM vadhAre varNana karyuM che. AgaLanA badhA bAvadharma Adarza rUpe rAkhI tenI zarUAtanI ThaThThAmAM jvAnI prayatna karavAnI che. A bhAvadharmane pAmelA jIvonI AbaththA kevI hoya te samajavAnuM che. ghaNA atyAre sIdhI samatAnI vAta kare athavA OMe huM dhyAna karuM chuM. paNa zaika hai ghaDInA sAmAyikamAM 25 vAra paga ucInIcI kare. mATe pote kyAM che ane tyAMthI AgaLa kyAM jve che tenI khabara na hoya ane Topa levalanI vAto kare to zuM vaLe? sabhA:- saebhajI bhATalAeka praznano jvAba ApI done? paNa bhUkhanuM du:kha paisAthI cAlu thaI sukha maLe 12 sAdebabhu! huM ema kahuM chuM ke jo koI khAvAmAM sukha che te puravAra karI zake ta ame tenA gulAma thavA taiyAra chIe. khAvuM e to bhUkhanA du:khanuM nivAraNa che. lakha e zArIrIGa du:khanuM nivAraNa che paraMtu khAvAthI ratIbhAra sukha nathI maLatuM. tame sukha maLyu je te je mAno cho te bhUla che. jema macchara karaDe ane bIne sukha maLe to pachI tame 622Ija mazkarane karaDAvI, jema koI thappaDa mAre pachI pepAkhIne sukha maLe no te zuM sukha kahaivAtha duHkha utsu darI tenuM nivAraNa DaravuM te je sukha devAya to ame tamane Ara upAya banAvIe . mATe tame sukhanI vyAkhyA barAbara samaje. .

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7-9- 5 * guvA2 . || papU. zrI yugabhuSAkAviyA sazubhyo nama: | yogavizI bhA.suda gauvADiyA 25 vinaya bhAva terama - anaMta upajhArI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmA prApaNA AtmAmAMthI saMsAranA bhAvono nAza karI madhyAtmanA bhAvIne prApta karAvavA dharmatInI sthApanA kare che. ApaNA mAnmAe anaMtajhAkhathI saMsAranA bhAvone ja ghUTyA che. mATe te bhAva asthImajavata thayA che. have tainI sAme gadhyAtmanA bhAvone vikasAvavAnA che - tame saMsAranI kriyAmAM jyAM sudhI tarakha nathI thatA tyAM sudhI vizeSa lAbha thatI nathI. saMgIta paNa dhyAna thaIne sAMbhaLI te vizeSa mAnaMda thatI nathI. zikA skA dhyAna paNa jamI nI majA AvatI nathI. mATe saMsAranI bhaugakriyA che UMIpaNa sAMsArIka pravRttimAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI jhADAratA sAthe puruSArtha ane khipukAnA anivArya I. nahitara vikIya rIte lAbha anubhavI zAjhA nathI. tema dharmanA DIjhAmAM Avaze. . - have tamAre dharmanA kogamAM pahelA mArAdhanA kuvA praNidhAna pAmavuM - paDe. praNidhAna mAM motanuM lakatha tamane baMdhAyuM. tamAre dareka kriyA karatAM A ", choDavuM , A meLavavuM che, ATaluM tyAga karavA jevuM cheATaluM makA karavA vuiM che tenuM spaSTIkaraNa karavuM joI. havai tamArI DiyA pradhAna yukta hoya to pakA te gambalIta nathI. jyAre pravRtti bhavadharmanA anuSThAna to gambalIta hoya che 1. tamaNA jIvananA dareka 4 mAM khuba cIThasAI tarapha AgaLa vakvA mATe te te - pravRttinI nipuNatA joIe che. jema cisI sI ghaNA banAvatA hoya che. paNa vizeSa citra banAvanI zreSTha be vakhai 8 lITI gatipUrvakanI hoya che. tenI nipuchAtA nA dANo pachI evI rIte phare che ke je cikAnI jIvaMtatAnI mAhAra haya che. mATe dareka pravRtti mATe nipukAtA jII e. to ja viSa lAbha maLI zake. tenI jema jene "akhiAddha anuSThAna karavuM che tene anuSThAnanI dukAtA joIe. paraMtu tamAre to ajhizuddha manuSThAna vATa ja nathI ne?

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29 dardI chUTAMtathI vicArIe. sAmAyika azuidhdha karavA zuM 91LajI levI jIIe ja tame be ghaDInuM sAmAyiDa laine beThA. have te be ghaDIno samayana? tamane tamArI sAdhanA dvArA khyAla AvavI jaIe. jyAre tamane sI be ghaDI thaI gaI hoya chatAM paNa khyAla na hoya, mATe tenI jANakArI mATe ghaDIyAkhanI upayoga DarI cho. pahelAM ghaDIno upayoga karatA. A, vastuno upayoga karI cho mATe te kiyA khAmIvAI che. jaimaDhe tame ghaDIyALa cAlu karI te tamArI samayanI jANakArI mATe mazIna calAvyuM kahevAya mATe temAM doSa che. ghaDImAM pANI De mATI Tapake temAM dasA AdinA doSa lAge che. tamArA sAmAyikamAM aivI jarUrIyAtanI vastu rAkho jo ke jemAM dikSA doya . mATe te sAmAyika doSayukta ja phuvAro sabhA:- ghaDImAM 6I rIte dikSA che? -- 3 sAdeba - temAM vAudmathanI hiMsA thavAnI.temAM kAMi vekyuma nathI, aMdara to vAyu hai sabhA:- sAmAthinI TAima pUro thAya te emanema kaI rIte khabara paDe ! sArejI:- ApameLe khyAla AvavI eIe. amane paNa Avo khyAla nathI bhAvato. AnA mATe aAiyudhdha jAgRti breie. dhyAkAzamAM sUryanA hiNI ke tAnA mApathI padelAM samaya bhaNI zakatA ane rAtre grahothI jANI zakatA. manthAre tamAre ghaDiyALa AvI eTale ja apaMga thayA cho. kheDUtI gAmaDAmAM aSkAza beIne samaya kahI Ape. atyAre tamane nAnA doSanI DalpanA nathI. zudhdha sAmAyika jevuM hoya ? dravya-dvaMga-tobhAva, upayoga aAizudhdha joIe. ane AvuM karanAra jIvo bahu ja cochA nIrUpe .mATe pravRtti bhAvadharma pAmanAza viralA hai, ane je pAme tene paNa ghUmanI AsvAda Ave. ApaNI yiAmAM khAmI ane maMdatA sAthe ThAMsI ThAMsIne pramAda bhA yA che. tamane spAma gharmamAM ja Ave ! tame saMsAramAM udyamazIla cho mATe tenI thATha tame dharmamAM utAro cho? tI zaktine azuidhdha thaI zake tevI AzadhanA tame nathI 'jIratA. mA jU ApaNe vadhADhI A pravRtti bhAvadharmane pAmavAnI badI che. paNa je pAmyA che tene to cokkasa AsvAda sAthe La maLe che. zAstramAM OM hyu pnuM mATaluM rUpamAM, sAmAyika, kAusagga, ni, tapanuM ATalu ATalu dUkha maLe

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paNa te kone lAgu paDe ? tamArI dhaMgadhaDA vagaranI kthiAmAM krAMI lAgu paDe nahi 1 abhA:- ochu rUpanI maLe ne ' sAhebajI:- jeTalI tamArI sakriyatA, jAgRti hoya teTalu phaLa maLe. jema jhauIne mavaja rU.maLe, doine 100 3 dasa maLe, DoIne pAMcavA maLe. tamArI zkirI hajAra rUpiyAnI vastu pAMcamAM ApI Ave to zuM kaho? mUrkha te zuM karyuM ! temaja kone ! pAcho badhAnI A sthiti sAme kare te. bApA pAMca aa. to laI Avya ne? basa, ApaNa che. tamane saMsAramAM puru phaLa eII hai jyAre A DogamAM ochA AthI saMtoSa che. kAraNa rUkhanI tAlAvelI nathI. pravRtti bhAvadharmanI zudhdha, aspalIta, kuzaLatAvAkhI kriyA zAstramAM jevI banAvI che, maiM kriyAmAM mana-vacana-kAyAthI je bhAvI banAvyA che te pramANenI kriyA, pravRtti bhAvadharmamAM Ave che. have pachInI bhAvadharma vighnajya ba ja upayogI che. atyAre vagara vidarbhe dharmamAM ALasa karo cho ja thaI jAvane 1 jevI che. tenI mANata ne vighna Ave to lAMbA bhAvadha che. 1 paNa paNa khUba samajyA paNa paNa have koIne dharma Davo che paNa vighna Ave che jyAre koII vighna nathI Avavu, ane dharma DavAnI zakti ane sAmagrI bedarakArIthI nathI karatI. tene to GadAca vighna Ave to zuM kare! ne bIjA bhAvadharmamAM uDI jAo to pachI prIjane bhAvava tI kevI rIte AvavAno ! paraMtu ApaNe A bhAvadharmanuM vina varNana karazu dvArA vizeSa bhar3akArI maLe tema che. jema tame saMsAramAM paisA 9mAvA nIDo tyAre dhana kamAvavAnI vaMza hoya, paNa jo puruSArtha mAMdalo hoya to ThekANu paDe kharuM ! have tame puruSArtha karo paNa namAM nipuNatA na hoya to haLa maLe kharu? mATe aAvaDatavALo ja puruSA eIe. jAtiniyamone neve rIne karI to bilkhatA maLe che. saphaLatA mATenA jai diyA dhArA, ghoraNI che, te badhA dharmamAM lagADavAnA che.

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-. 29 havai tamane sAmathas StAM viti pAmavAno saMkalpa hoya pApathI chuTavAnuM mana hoya pApa pratye asthI dIya savirati mAsadAi lAgatI hoya tathA sAmAThi pratye tIvra haga abhirUcI hoya. A badhu hIMtha pappA mana parva taima pramANathI, parasamajathI ThedhaDa zo tI puja phaLa maLe khasa mATe zAstramAM lakhyA 'zmANanA puruSArthamAM adhu na cAle. sabhA - amAre puru phaLa meLavavA zuM karavuM joIe? sAbar:- pahelAM tI vidhi pAvA vidhi samajavAnI mAve che. vidhi, avidhinAM zA che. zuM dhamamAM niti niyamI nathI jema phAve tema karo te giI thA cahesAI je. "sAmAyaNa levuM che jhArA aviratathI thI gayo chuM. saMsAranA aviratanA sozauthI jhaLathI . mATe hai ghaDInuM jai sAmAyi% lau to A saMsA2nI cAddha vyAdhithI chuTu zA mATe sAmAyika karyuM che. Avo saMkalpa kharI? jo Avo saMlpa na hoya to tamAzamAM prasAdhana bhAvadharma nathI, - sAmAyika jharIna khavavA jaivuM je batAvyuM che tenI IrachA che! mAdhi, . vyAdhi, upAdhIthI aviratinA saMkalIsTa bhAvathI maMgAthA cho kaMTALyA cho ? jema mAchI ThaMDI na phUDanI zetha to te rogathI kevA iMrAkhyA hatA tevA aviratathI. bArsela cho. paraMtu hajI tamane aviratamAM ja rasa che. khATale moTI khoTa prAdhAnanI ja che. saMkalpa ja nathI. jyAre tame sAmANika laIne vo bhAre hArI thAya che ke sAmAyika pAse tyAre vaDapI thAya ! tamane lI sAmAyika bhArarUpa lAge che ne avinimAM tame hune paraMtu AkhI duniyAnI pApano bojI aviratamAM che. tamArA mAthA para laI je pa0 kilonuM vajana maTe to zuM thAya paraMtu atyAre tame sAmAyika vagara mAthA pa2 pApanuM vajana laIne phI - mATe vicArajo devI zaikI paristhitI che. . sabhA:- paNa sAbiju pApano bhAra bhArarUpe amane lAgatI ja nathI. sAheba- have jene pApano bhAra lAgato nathI te vyakita dharmamAM kaI rIte goThavAya. dharma zuM kAma karavAno 8. mAtmAne pavitra pharavA ja dharma karavAnI che pApathI mukta

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thavA dharmavAno che. mATe ja kare che ne ke pativane pAvana kare te dharma, pApathI TayuM dharmanuM mULabhUta lakaNa che. sAmAyika e mAdharma che. tamAma pApathI gvAnuM sAdhana sAmAyika che. nIrthakaro paNa sAmAyikane ja zaru gayA che ne? jyAM sudhI sAmAyikanA zaraphare nahotA gayA tyAM sudhI taio paNa AkhI duniyAnI pApathI chUTI nahotA zakyA. to pachI tame kyAMthI chuTavAnA? koI nIrthakarIe sAmAyiDa dharmane AcAryA vagara pApathI mukti meLavI hoya tevuM banyuM nathI. to pachI tamAre mATe zuM navuM AlaMbana Avaze? | sAmAyika pApathI mukta thavA mATe che. temAM pApano virAma che. pravitithI pApa kaI rIte baMdhAya che. avini dhyA rahe che manamAM che LiyAmAM 1 thI DyA padA thAya che. manamA. tema pApanA bhAvo paNa manamAM rahe che AkhI duniyAnA pApanu dhara mana che. 24 kalA saMsAranA aviratinA bhAva manamAM paDyA che, mATe sAmAyika DaravuM eTale oDa. i pApatrI bhAva kADhavAnA che. sAmAyikamAM ane pApanA bhAva 3DhavAno che. mai jaima mAMsAhAra,dAru, vyasana 8 cIrIno tyAga karI caTale zuM che A duniyAmAM jeTalA prakAranI corI che tenI tyAga karyo. harSe cA to amArA hisAbe sAmAnya tyAga che. jyAre sAmAyikamAM duniyAnA badhA pApo mana -vacana-kAyAthI bI 62vAnA , nahi DaravavAnA. tame sAmAyi lI te pahelAM moTaramAM TvasavAnA bhAva paDyA che. paMkhI, zauna, lAITa pANI DhIkhavAnI taiyArI che. dha dha lAo prakAranA pApa 6ravAnI tamArI tathA te gavaDatA, sukha mATe 4 pApa 32vuM paDe karavAnI tamArI taiyArI che. mATe tameM sAmAyika lI Tale caTaTha manamAMthI A badhA bhAva nAbuda thAya, je tyAganI patrikAma jarmanI. mATe sAmAyiza (39tAM asaMkhya pApa na 32vAnA bhAva jagADavAnA che. anidhi sAmAyika 62vA mATe tamArI AjubAjunI bhIlijha duniyAthI ghaDI mATe alipta thavAnuM che. paraMtu tame kAMI maratAM surgha paNa dhaMdha dhA, benDabelensa koDavAnA nathI. maratAM paNa hasNI ke phrema

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sabhA:- maratAM to choDavuM ja paDe ne sAheba- hai kaI manathI choDI dI' nA, paNa manamAM ne vadhu sAthe laIne mare cho. 24 kalaha AkhI duniyA aMdaramAM cIrADIne vaThA cho. paraMtu bhagavAna che be ghaDI mATe A vadhu meDI tI sI ughu vahI javAnuM nathI. kuTuMba, ghara,belensa 'koI bhAgI javAnA nathI. mATe tenI asara, bhAvI, Azani mamanAM AkhI ' jIdagI na cho paNa beghaDI mATe to cho, sabhA:- vicArathI paNa A badhuM zuTatuM nathI, sAhebajI:- tame vicArathI to kadAca choDI . prakRtithI loko tema nathI, udAca tamane eka kalAka choI managamato viSaya ApatI badhu bhUla jI. paNa, pravRtithI bhUlo taima nathI. mATe khAzudhdha sAtha karavA vidhi, bhAva keLavavA doya to jAkArI barAbara aiI. jema upa32aunuM jJAna , upathI bhUTA 3I rItai bolavA, tenI zabdArtha zuchevA bhAvo 6thI 7I rIte lAvavAno, kaI rIte dhAM kuI mudrA che, jyaNA, upayoga kevI ? A badhu aiI. AmAMthI tame jeTaluM karI za teTalA tame pravRtti bhAva ta22 jamo cho. ' atyAre to tame to zaktiI gITANA vALo chI pAchA volI. enI ema ja uzaya , mA vadhI para dhyAM karAya. eTale tamane vidhinI 2 3 Araha nathI. ane tethI ja tamane temAM svAda nathI cAvalI . pAyA prAvakane jevo. dhAsvAda AvatI hatI tevI 3gii anubhavyo che kharo ? tame atyAre jevI kuja, darzana, sAmAyi. pratikramaNa karI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo cho tevI rIte e akhatarA pe saMsAranI kathA karI to che thaze mata mana bI hoyanI svAda mATe trAsa thAya sabhA:- paNa sAvaja vyAkhyAna sI ame dhyAna daIne sAMkhI chIe. sAva:- je vyAkhyAna dhyAnathI sAMbhaLatAM hova to parIkSA lau chuM.sAMbhaLyuM temA keTalA chabaraDA vApazo. vaSodhI vyAkhyAna sAMbhI che paNa hajI tamArI ! sthiti vai nalijanI TIcI paNa tame kyAM che? zAstramAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI

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3ra. -vidhi kadI 8 te pramANa kI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM che vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA kaI rIte vasAya , sI mudrA joIe , hAtha daI rIte joDelA joIe, pAMkho dhrAM zakhavAnI ,, karIra para kaI rIte meseja maiIe. ATalu paNa sAcavyuM che paNa ghaNI vakhata to na bagAsA ja khAtA hava. jhokA paNa khAnA dava , are AjubAju DaraNA AvyuM. jhI gayuM. bAjuvALI zuM kare te badhAnuM dhyAna hoya che, cariyA daI ne kAMI navuM kare to tamAruM dhyAna tyAM gayA vagara 2 kharu 1 mATe upayoganI satejatA kyAM che. paisA gaNAtAM AvuM thAya kharuM? nathI thatuM temAM kAraNa dayA 2sa che, jyAre tyAM roTalI rasa nathI. ja rasa hoya to A 7 lAkha juvAnImAM eka divasa rahevAnuM mana thAya? zrema thAya ke huM thAre temAMthI chuTu. jelamAM janmaTIpa vALane kahe ke tuM ATalI mahenata 'ka to temAMthI chuTI jaIza. urva mAthe laTakavA paNa taiyAra thAya . bhavanI jelamAMthI chuTavo game te karavA taiyAra cho paNa anaMtA bhavanI jelamAMthI chUTavA kAMI svA taiyAra nathI. tIvra nirveda naiIe. roDa svisa paddha A saMbhAvamAM rahevA jaivuM na lAgavuM joIze. tamaneRju game teTalA bhava thAya to vAMdho nathIne! mATe vicArajo zu thI - have AgaLa vadhIai . : : kathA pramANu sAmAyiA kare, temAM vidhi vagere jALave, paNa te strI sudhI ! jyAM sudhI vilana na Ave tyAM sudhI paNa je viba Ave ne te alIta thaya nI jhIna bhAvavamAM nathI. paraMtu je trIjA bhAvadhimAM che tene to vinI jhaDI varase nI paNa te vicalIta na thAya. paNa mana-vacana-kAyAthI aDIkhama che. vaine atyaMta da2tA, sthiratA yAve tene trIjo bhAva vAve. ne pachI sidhdhi bhAvadharma Ave che. bhagavAnamAM zrAvaNa mAnaMda DAmadeva Adi uSadha sAmAthis Adi kare tyAre kadAca devatA manuSya Adi AvIne upabhaga 8 pariSada phare to paNa sahaja kevI rIte kare thAya temane alanA thAya nahi. I vAtAvaraNanI asa2 na hoya. ane AvI aNadhanA vALane ja vijJAtha dhyAve . pradhAna prAthamika kakSAnA jIvIne lAve che. pravRtti bhAvathama bane

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33 vighnajya bhAvatha sAdhu-zrAvaka bannene AvI zaDhe che. tyA piThIkA sAthe vighnajyanA gaNa prakAra ane nainai jInavAnA traNa prakAra batAvyA che, jene adhyAtmanA ArgamAM kharI sAdhanA DavI che tene AmAMthI ghaNu ja mArgadarzana maLe tema che mATe tenuM vistRta varNana kaththai. saMsAra mAM dhyeya sAthe pravRtti karavAnI che.temAM jo bhAgya sAruM hotha vighna na pAve. mATe saMsAramAM paNa vizrvano saMbaMdha bhAgya sAthe hai, mATe ghaNAne dhaMdhAmAM sarakhatAthI saphaLatA maLe ane ghaNA vighno AvavAnA kAraNe saphLatA na meLavI kADhe. tema dharmamAM paNa vighna AvIne ubhuM 2e che.jyAre tene dUra kare tyAre ja aAgaLa vadhI 23Aya. vyAtmakalyANanA mArgamAM puNyazAkhI jIvane vighna AvatA nathI. karma ane pApanA udayathI ja vighna Ave che. mATe vighna dhyAve tyAre azubha DarmanI udaya mAnavo paDe, jene azubha karmano udaya nathI tene vighna nathI vyAvanuM. mATe ghaNA juvo saraLatAthI sAdhanA karI mA pAmI gayA che. mATe ja mAdevAmAtA, bharata thavI, IlAcIkumAra cAvA badhA dAkhalA sAMbhaLI tyAre tamane momAM pANI Ave che. OM khAlI nAcatAM nAcatAM devaLajJAna thaIgayuM. corImAM phreza pharatAM jaivAna thaI gayuM. marudevImAtA tau ebADI para beThA beThA samovasaraSTA jotA pAmI gayA .mATe tamArI daSTIe teoe kazuM karyuM nathI. atyAre tamane kaSTanuM nAma paDe ne tame dharmanA drIthI bhAgo cho. paraMtu saMsAramAM jarApaNa gabharAtA nathI. DAraNa bheMsAramAM utpAda che. hA, paisA ne emajema maLe to ja aiie tevI vAsta kharI! jyAre cariyA DAi kare monamAM jvA mATe anaMtu sukha mATe cAralI sArvanA karavI paDe tyAre karI ne ke kaSTa na paDe, zrama na hoya, vighna na hoya tevI mArga batAvI. A je khIrI vAta hoya to InkA2 Do. dharmanA kSetramAM badhAne T vevu ja paDe tevuM nathI. zUkhI para cakSu paDe, ghANImAM pIlavuM paDe, mAthe aMgArA cUDAvavA paDe, jIvatA cAmaDI utarAvavI paDe ta? ja devaLajJAna maLe. tevu zAstramAM kyAMya lakhyu nathI. mATe zAstramAM be prakAranA dRSTAMta AvI ghaNA lagnanI corImAM pharatA nAcatA devaLajJAna pAmI gayA. ane raiIne De

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34 cAmaDI utarAvatA 2 ghANImAM pIlAnA valajJAna thayuM. cA vaiu brAMbhaLI tyAre zuM thAya che tyAre thAya che. mAre to mahAlanAM, mahAlatAM morka javuM che. tamArI zuM taiyArI ' A vRna zuM dazA sUcave 8 haju dharmanA katrimAM mahinAnI pUrI taiyArI nathI. badhA ghANImAM pIvAIne ja mIThI jAya tevuM nathI. hA, kaSTa vaiyA vagara paNa mIThI javAya. paraMtu kaSTa vekvAnI gabharATa hoya to moka thavAnI nathI. tame sabhAmAM eka saMkalpa karI jema Do, che enjanIyara banavuM che basa pachI tyAM game te thAya, badhAne pahoMcI vaLavavuM paNa banavuM to che ja. mA saMsAranuM gaNita che ane dharmamAM paNa eja gati che. dharmanA trimAM game te saMghaMTa A vizna Ave papha moho javuM ja che. mAre pariNAma AvavI joIe pachI bhale mane jyAM sudhI eka marachara na che. puNyavANI | AtmAne zraDa vikta che $Ta na sArve paNa tenI taiyArI devI joIe mATe sAdhanAmAM saMzaya adhacI . machavA mAtAnI cAvI hatI game tevA saMjoga Ave paNa sAdhanAmAMthI - asavuM nathI. paNa temanuM puNya tu mATe koI temane jhaTa na AvyuM. viddha Ave che na Ave ne sAthe saMvadha che. paNa sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavIne ja rahIza tevA bhAva jaIe. . . vaLI traNa prakAranA ve. tene jIvavAnA paNa prakA mAya che. vidAyanI - prakiyA pakA nA prakAranI che. Aje mane sunI jaya tene mATe kSidhi varamALa laine ubhI ' rere che. jene AgaLa che tene prAmAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. 1. vinA mArA prakAra banAvatA 2 8 *. : : - utkRSTa viSNa', -- - - - - - - - - - - - - -madhyama vina,-- ---- ---- ---- -- --- ane jaghanya viktA - eTale prabaLa mAjhAnA vidabo | madhyama mAgAnA viDI ane alya mAtrAnA vikkI. .

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jaima tamArA jIvanamAM tamAza choDazaai selpa karyo Do bhagavA baiTho che padhdhati sara bhaNI rahyo . ve jo vighna AvI zake che. temAM A traNa kreTegarI po: utkRSTa vighna ha 35 banavuM 3. coTalI bAMdhIne pApano ughya hoya to tene madhyama vighna jaghanya vighna game te AvI OM, tema adhvAnsanA mArgamAM paNa kreTegarI paDe che. have jema saMsAramAM choDI bhASA jaise ane macchara kuNDavAnA cAlu thAya. vAtAvaraNamAM eTalI garamI hotha De vecenI cAlu thAya, DAi bradhAne tyAM 1-8- pappA na hoya. mAre bArAmAM paNa vAMcavA bemavuM paDe ne ? tema tame kharA unAkhAmAM pA kamAvA janmI ne 1 sabhA- vuM paDe che. sArebajI :- vuM paDe tema nahi. paNa jvA mATe taiyAra cho. aDadhI rAte paNa taiyAra cho. tyAMtevI stutI hai? jyAre diyA ja sustI AvI jAya che. `pA saMsAramAM tamAre nAnA nAnA 31manA DIrsTabansa Ave che. Dagale pagale nAnI talI Ave che. jema dhaMdhI DaravA jyA dIva anai koi marI jAya mArIne sagu tI mana bone 1 eTale vighna Avyu. paNa teTalAthI lakSya paDI bhAMgatuM nathI. khAlI Donsa Avyu . mATe saphaLatA lAMbA gALe maLe o. dhImI gatie maLe che. tevA viztI badhA prAthamIka 3DhAnA jaghanya vighnI kathA che. ATalAthI je pANImAM UbhI nava to svAgaLa vadhI zakAya kharuM? jema marachara Dare che mATe caupaDI vAMcavAnI muThThI de to cAle ! tema brAhma'lyANanA mArgamAM jyAre dharma kuvA beso to nAnA vinI AvI kahe che. jema sAmAyika lIdhu ane davAmAM bAro hoya to temAM tamane sAmAyika DavAnuM zave kharuM ? tame dharma kyAre karI + badhI ja anukuLatA hoya toja phAve neka thoDA DIsTarbansa calAvo kharA? A eriyAnA choDarAyo evA bhaNI gaNIai taiyAra thayelA che mATe ja derAsara nathI AvatA . 32e bAI marAya che, vyAkhyAnamAM pA

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jamIna para vaimavAnuM. DeDa duHkhI jAya mAre ja nathI mAnatA. - sanA:- badhAnuM sAru tame paththakaraka karyuM che. sAba:- AvuM joIe chIe mATe ja karIe chIe. tamAre atyAre zuM DimAnDa . sau haula hoya, temAM paMkhA hoya. .9oya, DIjhI cera hoya. zarIrane phAve tevuM vasavAnuM hoya ane kAnane game tevuM sAMbhaLavAnuM marya tI ane cAvIe. mATe ja upAzamAM tamAre khurazIne paMmA AvI gayA ne hajI tamane prasaMge khapAvIe chIe mATe ja TacchA cha ne 3 vakhata huM dilhI gayelI tyAM daherAsaramAM paMkho cAlatI hatI tyAre pUchyuM tI 88 ke paMkho cAlu hathi lo anutAthI bhagavAnanI prA karatAM kAmatA 22. mATe mananI maDAganA paMdhI hoya to mArI de che ane paMkhI leya to pazInI paNAna thAya mATe AzAnanA paNa na thAya. atyAre jaina, netAmAM dhyAnanI zivira thAya che. temAM kare khuba majA AvI gaI mAvI anubhava to dhyAre paNa thayo nathI. khuba ja prasannatA AvI gaI. tyAre phaLI te vakhate devI pojhIzanamAM vaiThA hatA ? to zu javAba Ape. pharsTa kalAsa ThaMDAM, davA khAtA, besanA uThatAM DrIksa pIne. AvI rIte sthAna che eTale zuM dhyAna thaI nathI ne ? je lo badhI sagavaDa meLavIne che tenI addhiA sAthe sthAne daravA jaise 6 tenuM dhyAna bagalAnuM sthAna che. jema vagaNI zAMta beTho haya, jANo samAdhImAM lIna thayelo lAge , paNa tenI nara thro thIya1 mAchalI paDavA ja te zAMta veThI hoya che. mATe tenuM dhyAna ArtadhyAna, rIsthAna che. je mA zubha karmabIbu makkA che. - sabA amArA dhyAnamAM ThaI mAchalI paDavAnI che. sAbijI:- tamAre zarIranI sukhamIlanArUpa mAchalI padaghAnI che. zarIranI mamatA, sazani sdhana kAraka che. te sabhA vAre teno vicAra to nathI-kastAM , zahevAtha:- bhalma uMghatA tara mukhIlatAnI vidyA che. uthamA che e marachara karaDe to

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- 35 kapa khIlyA vagara tene patAvI ne mATe vagara vicAra vRtti kevI che mane jarA koI gAma Ape to tene dama hI javuM. marachara DAMi tamane AkhA khAI jatI nathI. tamArA zahImAMthI laI laIne keTaluM lohI zai, aika TIpu lITI hai 8 mATe narmatene jIvavA na do ne? paraMtu tame maccharane prANI mArI nAkhyo to tamane . karavAnuM aliyA mA kone vadhAre karavAnI ! maracharanuM dhyAna vadhAre khAva 8 tamAru? to vicAra karI ke na gaNe paNa vRkSa chevI che. mATe dhokhI ' mIcIne besI jAya zuM dhyAna rahI jAtha mA vadhA dharmamAM lIkA nathI; sabhA- pA bhAvyA te vakhate AnaMda kema hoya che. * * mAvaja :- nazIlI kvA laIne vyakita je phUTapAtha para paDyo hoya tyAre tene kevI . mastI hoya che. eTale vAnaMda maLe tecchA mArAthI thanma AvI gayuM chavAya nahI. mAnaMda hIno che ? thothI maLe che ? te vicAravAnuM re che. tamane lAkhanI nakkI maLe to mana nAce che ne? paraMtu yA yAda vikArI che. viSaya $SAyamAM AveganI vRptino AnaMda che. paNa AnsAno nivAhI A yAda nathI. zAstramAM dhyAna DaranAra mATe bhArata sUDI I che jene zarIranI paDI na hoya, paravA na hoya. aoI thapu laIne cholI nAkhe to paNa tene vAMdho nahi. AvI taiyArI che tamArI nA. mATe A sthAna che ja nahi.

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38 -9-95Qisaie bhAda. suda layasa * 5-putrI yugabhUSAvijyajI sadagurubhyonama: >> vijya bhAvadharma govALiyA re. anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthadara paramAtmA jagatanA ju vahelAmAM vahelI take paramapadane pAme teTalA mATe dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. - cApANI saMsAramAMthI sakhA nI Iccheda DahI parikha mAne pAmIe taja jJAnI puruSaunI manIjhAmanA che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM mArgadarzana paNa tenuM ja banAvyuM che. A lAkha juvAnImAM moTAbhAganA jIvo janmIne durganImAM sabaDI savaDIne marI jAya che. ane maththatImAM paNa sukha maLyA pachI paNa smAM tallIna thaIne bhava vitAve che. mATe ghaNAne pujya cau? sukha maLyuM che ane ghaNAne pApa thI duHkha maLyuM 6 mATe bannemAM dharma AcanA chA hItha che. na hai ghAne zuM che ke dukha Ave to bhagavAna yAda Ave. je puSya yoge anukULatA hoya to bhagavAna yAda na Ave. jyAre eka vyakita jIvanamAM giI anitA ke vI anubhava thAya tyAre dharmanuM zaraNu svIkAratA hoya che. mATe mA banne rItanA dAkhalA che. ' bIjIbAju dharma karanAramAM sAmAnya varga vadhAre che ane sukhI varga cho che. jIvanamAM thoDu du:kha Ave to daiva-guru-vimarja yAda ane sajajanetA aSTa visatI de. mATe ja ghA prArthanA kare che ke de bhagavAna thoDuM du:kha Ave thI tane huM bhula nahi. mA saMta kabIre paNa karAyu che. tAtyartha mane haMmezA thoDu dukha thAva tI huM bhagavAnanuM nAma bhUlI nahi. tamane cA badhI vAta gaLe utare che ghaNA vanamAM mukhanI pamAM dharma yAda na kare, paNa du:khamAM bhagavAnanuM 1 nAma, mA japatA thaI gayA hoya. A badhI prathA vAta che. paraMtu A vAta --- ApaNu zAstra svIkAratuM nathI. sarva duHkha AvavAthI je vyakti varnAkyA ane tI dhamaMI merIrI thAya. - pa du:vadhAre Arve che ke sukha vadhAre bhAve che; A duniyAmAM dukhI vadhAre che sudhI vadhAre mATe du:khathI je dharmAsmA banI jyAM hoya to vimAnI mersaTI thAya

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39 paNa dukha Ave tyAre jIvane dharma yAda nathI Avato , DI le, hAthavaya " Dare , ThAM duHkhanA nimitta maLe che. aAganna kare, gAkho Ape . ane yAja vana che - vicArIye che narakamAM sauthI vadhAre du:kha che. mATe tyAM sauthI vadhAre vimammA hoya ne 1 - - - - - - - - - - - - - sabhA - nigIranA bhavane vadhAre dukha nahi , bhAdeva - nigI jIvane vyaktanI zraddhAe dukha vadhAre nathI. prathama cIkAe dukha che. nArInA avanI apekSA nigInA jIvone dukhanA nimimI vaphA hai isa duHkha ghaNuM ochuM che. nArInA jIvone anubhutInI addhiI du:kha vadhAre che. jyAre nigodanA . ane nimittanI apekSAo dukha vadhAre che. nigImAM dukhanA nimittI mbaradasta unA thAya che paNa nArakImAM AvuM nathI. paraMtu bAraDInA jIvI du:khane tIvratAthI anubhavI zaDe che. tamAre anyAre tamArA boDInI rIlIvsa DeDa nathI. pAchA tame jo temAM paNa bebAna nathI paNa sabhAna cho. mATe tamane koI jarA cITIyo paNa to du:khano anubhava thAya che paraMtu ,uthamAM rIrIthI paNo to vedanA solI thAya . jema jagata ai macchara karaDe to tarU pAra paDe. paNa uMghamAM eTalA marachara TharaDe ke savAre vI DhImacA thaI gayA hoya chatAM khabara na paDI hoya. mATe uMghamAM saMvedanA maMda paDI jAya che. jagatAM saMvedanA nIvra hoya che. have uMghamAM davA pIvaDAvI nayAmAM veNazImAM laI jAya ane pachI cIrIthI pachI to khabara paDe? nA. DakhA bhiAna dazAthI saMvarabA buThThI thaI gaI che. paraMtu tyAre cITIyo paNa che, te du:khanuM nimitta hAra che. jema oparezana DaranAM sughADInI vaibhAna dare pachI vadhu peTa cIre to paNa pezanTa emanema paDyo hoya che. ane je vaibhAna na karyo hoya to bumAbuma kare. have zA davAnI asa2 jaLa pachI bhale ToDA lIdhelA hoya nA devo dhAvo

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40 thAya che. dANA have sabhAna dazA che. mATe jagnana avasthAmAM du:khanI saMvedanA nA thAya che ane vaibhAna avasthAmAM du:khanI saMvedanA alpa thAya che. tema nigIenA avone tIvra dukhano anubhava malya hoya 6. nAraDInA javA bebhAna 8 ma bhajaina nathI , paMcendriya che jyAre nigInA javI aici che. nAstrInA ane paMcendriya che teTaluM ja nahi, mana paNa taimanuM Devalapa thayuM che. temanAmAM jJAna budhdhi mArA tamArA hatAM paNa vadhAre che. temane vinaMkha jJAna hoya . paramAvAmI temane dUrathI mAravA yAvatA dekhAya che. mATe ja dhrujavA lAge che. mAnI je jANajhArI ja na hoya to kAMI thAya nahi. nArakImAM jJAna , buddhi, Indriya mana sartaka 8 mATe temane tIvra du:khano anubhava thAya che jyAre nigInA jIvane tIvra anubhava nathI paNa tenI sAmagrI vipula pramANamAM che. jo nigInA javInI cetanA nara3nA jIva jaiTalI vikasita thAya to tenA islAM kaMI ghaNI vadhAre :khano anubhava nigInA javIne thAya saima atyAre sI jarA Aga kApe tI kaillI vedanA thatI. paNa paisAna . avasthAmAM ja AkhuM peTa cIre to paNa tenA snAM kaI ghaNI thI du:khI anubhava thayo. Ama ThIkatamAM dukha kayAM vadhAre che jema jAgRta mANasane eka ke thappaDa mArIe to vadhAre du:kha paNa vaibAna mANasane daMDI mArIye to pachI khabara na paDe. mATe anubhUtinA kAraNo judA 6. " eka bAju zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke mA lAkha jIvAthInImAM naraka che prAdu:khanI gati che. jyAre bIjIbAju ema paNa lakhyuM che gIranA jIvomAM ghaNA dekha . mATe thAI phuI capaLA lakhyuM che te samajavuM paDe. ' have muLa vAta para AvI. -- - A duniyAmAM dukhImAM DUbI javI narakanA che. paNa tyAM thI vadhAre che adhama vadhAre dudhathI buddhi dezI AvatI ya ane va zAtmakalyANa mAM thare to amArI nA nathI. je du:kha paNa pAchallAkAnuM sAdhana vare te A AvakArya che.

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41 have bIjI bAju ghaNA ema paNa dalIla Dare che OM aneka prakAranA prAsamAM sArI rIte AzadhanA na thAya . barAbara sAMbhaLo A tamArI dalIla AvI bhAmrAthiDa karavuM hoya paNa jau tyAM macchara kaNDatAM hoya, bAra hoya, jamIna jA kharabacaDI hoya tau tyAM sAmAthi DavuM phAve? sAme kahezo je bAbaMra anuzrutA rotha to sAdebajI citta sthira che . pratikuLatAmAM mana deDo na 22. Ata dhyAna, raudradhyAna thAya. mATe sukha, sagavaDatA hoya to dharma barAbara thAya. eDa vaju re duHkha AvI, ghoDA paDaze nI sIdhA cAlathuM, dharma vuzuM. bIjuM bAju anukuLatA hoya to dharma sAro thAya. have cA 46 IcchA daivI che? beu vikalpa bAbara hai ? nA, zabara vicArIne nA pADI. tamArA magajamAM bAbara besavuM eIe . bhautika duHkha paDyAthI jIva dharma pAse navuM ekAle nathI. ane bhautika sukhamAM jIva dharma pAme tevuM eAne nathI. bhautika sukhadu:kha AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM ceDAMne mAdhaka paNa nathI ane ekAne bAdhaDa paNa nathI. ane hA pAyAnA sidhdhAno che. . ja kyAre paNa jIvanamAM du:kha AvyuM te pApanI udayathI vyAvyuM ane kyAre paNa sukha Avyu le puNyanA udayathI Avyu che. A duniyAno ala sidhdhAna . pachI bhale sAva sAmAnya nAnuM paNa pApa hoya . anukuLatA ochI maLe tyAM pApano ja ughna che. jyAM bhaulika maLe che tyAM puNyano udaya che. mATe anukrupatA anu ukhatA prApta thaI che. paNa puNyathI maLatAM sukho dharmamAM sadAya thAya navI niyama nathI. tema pApathI maLatAM du:kho dharmamAM sahAya thAya tevo paNa niyama nathI. mATe moTAbhAganA jIvone pApano udhyu che. jeo temAM saMkSeza kare che pApa bhogavatAM navA pApo bAMdhe che jenAthI A ghora saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. tema A duniyAmAM puNyApI jIvo mAinorITImAM che. manuSya, devalokamAM mA jIvo che. ane temAM paNa sukhI to coA che. paNa je sukhI jIvo che. temAM paNa A pAmIne ane

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dharmabI AtmaulyA karanArA tI eka raDI pakA nathI. paraMtu A mIla mukhamAM masta thaI pApI bAMdhIne durthatImAM nA dhA che. mATe jIvanamAM bhautika sukhaduHkha dharma prAptinuM mAdhana bane tevo niyama nathI. paraMtu tamane malA sukhadu:khanI daivI masara tame lo cho tenA para badho mAdhAra che. je tenI sArI asara lo to sAru sAdhana bane ane kharAba asara lo no ghara saMsAramAM rUkhaDI. mATe lAyaka jIva ja sukha maLe to kalyANa karI ane lAyaka juva je dukha maLe to paNa kahyA karI. * sabhA:- lAyajhanI vyAkhyA kare ne ? sAhebaT:- cIDansa vyAkhyA DIza. pachI te AgaLa mAvaze. atyAre pahelA niyama gokhI rAkhI che sukhadu:khanI sArI asara lI nI sAra sAdhana bane ane kharAba asara lo to bhAmAM bhAre karma baMdha dvArA durganImAM khavADathI. mATe vadhA rAdhAra asa2 para che. atyAre mApaNI A saMsAranA kSetranA TAMta joIe chIe. AnA parathI mAre tamane varganA kAmAM laI javA che. A badhI madAra amara parad. - jema koI tamArI niMdA karI, temane herAna thai marachara kaccha gamI thaI sAdhI takalIpho AvI tenI kevI asara la ii, tema DoI tamArI prazaMsA karI, - khAvApIvAnuM sAruM maLyuM. vaibhava sukho maLyA, puchayano udaya maLyo. badhAnI tame jIvanamAM zuM asaM lohI pI asara lo te pramANe bhAvi nirmANa thAya che. mATe vI vyasara levI te tamArA potAnA hAthamAM che. mAre to vizeSamAM zuM kahevuM che 8 jIvanamAM putha ne pApanA udaya 4 kalA che. tenI asara paNa jaDalAza che. tema artha ane pApa lAza tamArI budhdhIne kevI karavI te vIja judA che. mATe jIvanamAM pApa zarma judA che. - pApa rUzavanArA krarma judA che. tema puNya karma judA che paNa putha kAvanAra rma nathI. cele pApa karma, pApa karAvanAra ane putha Tharma che. paNa pujya karma mATe to jAte ja puruSArtha karavAno che.

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sabhA- sAheba. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pAkA nathI ? sAheba - bAvara emane, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya nAmanI prakRti mATha karmanI prakRtimAM che. jyAre puNyAnubaMdhI puNya holo cho tyAre enAlIsIsa badalAI jaya hai. atyAre ApaNe karmabaMdha ane AkarmanuM vivara cAle I. 4 vAha zarmamAM pahelA je cAra karma chetene dhyApako ghAsIkarma kahIe kI. bIjA je cAra karma che tene aghAtI karma kahIe chIe. jJAnAvaraNIya, dazaktiAvazIya, mohanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra ghAtakarma che. A zAnI vAta che. muda khAsa samajavA jevI I. zAstramAM upamA ApI kahyuM che AtmA mATenuM mA ghAnImAM pAMjaruM che. jaima vAghasiMhane pAMjarAmAM pUrI zrada bilADA jevA thaI jAya. kAma siMbI zani deTalI moTI hAthI pakA sAme na Ave tema AtmA anaMta zaktinI vinI che. duniyAmAM dera karavI hoya to te vAta sanmAmAM che. pANImAMthI phIza banAvI Ape. paththaramAMthI sonuM banAvI Ape jaDamAM je saMbhavIta dezara che te badhu zvAnI vAta mAtrAmAM che. mATe ja cakalA cakalInA bhavamAM uDI zake che. calInuM pIMchIthu uDe che ke teno cAnnA uDe che2 bhavamAM te zakti khIlelI che. daivatAne che ke paththaramAMthI saunuM kahI cAre tI charI vyApene pANImAMthI zrI paNa banAvI Ape che. mATe zani konI vadhAre! cetananI che jasnI 1 vicAra karI tI yA 36mAM cetananI zaktinI tIla sI mAvI zake nahI. jaDa karanA anaMta ghArI zakti cetanamAM che. paraMtu atyAre mApaNI badhA sAyagalA, kapala banI gayA chIe. jema siMhanI sAme jaMgalanuM koI prANI TakI zarTa praza? paNa eja sine pArAmAM purI pachI hAlata kevI taino mAlika zakhe tema rahevAnuM khAvAnuM maLe lAM khAvAnuM lukhya zarve sukhyA rahevAnuM, mAlapANI sAthe to te khAvAnuM, ha22 mAre to te sahana $2vAnA. have atyAre Trala pAMjarAmAM pharanAranA hAthamAM che. mATe atyAre tenI paristhitI devI che, tema AtmA mATe A cAra thAtI !

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44 pAzanuM kAma kare che. dareka bAbatamAM karma nacAve tema nAcavAnuM. uMgha paNa ma9thI Ave che puchyuM hoya to te mATe baMdha karma ko tema gaqvAnuM. paDyuM na hoya to jADo, pezAba pappA baraDI jatha. mATe AvI zakitavALA mAtmAne pappA kaTIvADIne rAkhyo che. mane A khoTI vAta nathI. mATe. barAbara vicAra karbha. - ghAlIma grAnmAnI zaniguNono ghAta kare che. tevI rIte kare che ke anaMta zaktino dhaNI havA mAM atyAre anapebala , sabhA- AtmA baLavAna nahI ? sAvaja - hA, jyAM sudhI pAMjarAmAM na purAya tyAM sudhI vaLavAna. mATe ja pIrU khIlavAnI tAkAta joIe. - sanI pija pone jAte ja kholavAnuM hai sAvaja - zAsto pijarAmAM jAte ja ghusyA hatA ke huM ghusADvA Avyo hato? potAnI jAte ja purAvA chI. sabhA:- paNa piMjara kholavAmAM nimitta na banI zals sAba9:- za, mATe ja pATa para beTho chu. jema kIjiyo potAnI lAgaNI jAnuM bAMdhe, pachI mae2 nai aMdara pote purAya. tema pAMjaru tame jAte banAvyuM, purAya paNa jI, ane temAMthI nikaLavAnuM paNa bane. bAkI ame to mArgadarzana bApIko. 1. vedAnamAM paNa lakhyuM che ke karoLiya La karIne temAM purAya hai tema A brahmamaya AtmA zarta mAyA karIne phasAya che. ane yA prApaNAne paNa mAnya che. A upamA bhArA vAlIDarmanI prakRti samajavI che. sabhA:- mArgadarzana muData thayelA jIvI ja vApI tA! sAhebajI:- hA, ame to mukta thayelA juvoe mArela mArinanA saMdezA vAha8 chIe. je ghAnI kamI toDe te paNa jJAnI che. vaLajJAnathI nIkarI pirAmAMthI nIlakhelA che. mATe je munna thayelA che, temane ja mAdana mApyuM che. ame

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to khAlI vAhaka chIe. ame poThIyAnuM kAma karIe chIe. tIrthakaroe je tava pIrasyuM che, je sAco rAha batAvyo che. tene loko sudhI amAre pahoMcADavAno che. jema TapAlI TapAla laIne Ave che te lakhI che vIe, parIcADavAnI bIjane 8: mATe mane pATa parathI koI svataMtra bolavAnI adhikAra nathI. amane eka vAta devA phajJAnInA vacananI ja mAdhAra joIe. game sudharmAsvAmInI pATa para vasyA pachI loko sAMbhaLavA zuM kAma bhAve che ke amane hAtha joDIne vaso cho tenuM pAkA kAraNa tamane prANI che prabhu mahAvIranI ja upade zrApathI. mATe AvI chI. mATe lakhyuM che ke ame UMI. svataMtra vAta na karI zakIe. A 4mArI jvAbadArI che. amane vIja kaI othorITI nathI. thorITI to pachI jJAnInI ja IM. ' pravadhaze paNa zuM lakhe 8: zrutakevI 8 purvadharo kare chuM The ane bhagavA pAsethI Ama sAbhaLyuM che, bharyu che. je 14 parvadhara gAdharo paka caudharITI na mUtA hoya tI mA zAsanamAM bIjo koI sauthIrITI kema laI tA. atyAre tamAre tyAM saMghamAM zu hAlata che DII hAlato cAlatI mANasa paNa zuM che. Ama pheraphAra karavA jaivA I pahelAnuM badhuM junavANI . pahelA mATalu vijJAna viSNu nahInuM mATe vazavara, parA cAvA zAradA joI . alvAre tamAre to velA thayA che. hamaNAM eka bhAI ne sAMbhaLIne AvelA temane AvIne tainA gAMdhInI vAla vI. - - - - - - - - - - " hA menakA gAMdhI gukhathI pelI che. chatAM tenAmAM dayAmAtAnA guphA vIralA che te mArI pratye turatA thALe to tenuM dIla halI jAya I. grAma te nAnapaNathI mAMsAhAra karatA hatA. Ivana mereja thayA pachI paNa mAMsAhAra tenA jIvanamAM cAlu hatI. chatAM lAgaNI che prANI pratye turatAno vyavahAra thAya to te sahana na karI zake. mArI mamI pratye mapa vatI rAkhavuM joI

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Du navA lekho paNa lakhatA. eka vakhata saMjya jyAre beDa Dora sattA para hato tyAre tene kahyu OM tamArI pAse sattA hai to A badhI je praNIonI katala thAya che, katalakhAnA cAle che te baMdha thAya tenA mATe tamAre mane sathyoga ApavI joie. have cAne to A badhI bAbatamAM rasa na hovAnA kArI saMbhaLAvyu ke tuM ATalI prANI hiMsAnI vAto kare che paNa tArA jIvanamAMthI to pahelAM choDa. cA sAMbhakhIne teja divasathI tene nonaveja choDyuM. tene jIvaththAnI pravRtti ghaNI karI tenI ApaNe TIkA TippaNa nathI karatAM. paraMtu tene jaina dharma sAthe parizrcaya nathI. chatAM jainanA laicara ApavA damaNAM biralAmAM bolAvelI. tyAre tene jainanI ahiMsA, TiMsA mATe devuM devuM karyu hatuM. tamAre jenoe ja pahelAM risAmAM samajvA jevuM che. tame atyAre disAnI vAto karanArA varakha, rezamI kapaDAM, tabalA vAparo cho. rajI sudhI mane koI namArA sAdhu evA nathI maLyA ke vAno sAthI javAba ApI zaOM. have jene jainanI dikSA, mAresAno paricaya nathI tevI vyavhakta AvI salAda ApI jAya te DevuM behudu kahevAya. tene jhAI jaina othIvITI che! eka cho paNa khabara nathI. TiMsAnI bAbanamAM sUksanAthI, uMDANathI sAMgopAMga vivecana jaina dharmamAM karyuM che. ApaNu zAstra tukkA taraMgathI lakhAyelu nathI. prajAmAM jai rezmI kapaDAM vaparAya che temAM gAna tatva che. nainI dRSTIe to je enImala proDakTa pIDhI te mAMsAhAra che. ame pA dUdha, ghI laIe chIe eTale ame mAMsAhArI thaI gayA tema kare che. cApaNA zAstramAM zaikSmI kapaDAM, kasturI, gorakha caMdana, cAmara, varakha OMma dharmanA DhogamAM vAparavA tenA para ghaNI ja carcA karI che. vyApA zAstramAM arimAnI vyAkhyA karI che. jIva mAtranI hiMsAne zrApI hiMsA kadIe chIe. eka DIDIne laine bIjI jgyAe mUko to paNa hiMsA mAnI che. sAthe zuM kahyu che te samavuM paDe. paNa

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tamAre sA, arisAnA kATalA kevA ? jIvanamAM je hiMsAne kharAba mAno che ane ahiMsAne sArI mAnI cho tau tamAre sauthI parelAM caritA kyAM pAvAnI che mATe sauthI pahelAM jatathI hiMsA pAkhavAnI che. tethI pahelAM hiMsA thasI pachIthI te risAthI thatI dharma choDavAno che. ane je pahelAM te hiMsAthI thatI dharma cho to pApa lAge, - tame mITaramAM mathI taisI, harI-pharI rakhaDI paNa bhagavAnane kadAca eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe gADImAM laI kvA hoya to jhI TAmAM to. kailI hisA tharI mATe na laI jvAya. have yA bhAva zuM vyAjyanI 6 gAvA dhyAhu to lucAne svAthIkahevAya. mATe jyAre tame jIvanamAMthI hiMsAnI , cAga karo pachI ja te sTejamAM hiMsAthI thato dharma karavAno nathI. " - jema tamAre baMgalI baMdhAvatA pAtho para tI pApa nahI pakA upAzraya baMdhAvI to pApa lAge. tamane lagnamAM jamA karatAM pApa yAda nathI zrAvanuM paNa saMgha jamA karatAM zisA yAda Ave che. have mArI vAvIne te kaI samajI zake tema nathI. mA zAsananI cothIrITI jhINa jyAre amane na sAdhune paNa nathI to pachI zA menag iaa cane pAchuM yAnI AvI vAto sAMbhapIne jaino pAchA nAkhI pADe che. sabhA: jenI pAchA tenA lekacarane prAyojana kare che , sAbu - , teja du:khanI vAta che. mA badhAne kaI-kaI bAra nathI. | saMvaiga nAmanA AcArya AnA para ghaNI carcA karI che. zuM che rezamamAM kIDAnI ATalI hiMsA che to te kaI rIte vaparAya ! vAIsukhI lakhyuM nathI. mATe game tene samIkSA karavAno adhikAra nathI. pahelAM jaina zAstra bhaNI. tatva samaje, ane bhathA pachI paNa karavA mATe zAstrAnI cAvAra I. amAre sAdhune siI cA vadhuM vAparavAnuM nathI. ane teno sarNa tyAga kare che. paNa zrAvanA avananI je bhUmikA che tyAM to A

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vAparatAM pApa na lAge paNa te puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane che. paraMtu atyAre tamArI jIvarathI dharmamAM ja ubharAya che. eka rezamI rUpavuM banatA be, pAMca hAra javI marI paraMtu tame eka vakhata saMDAsa bAtharUmamAM saMDAsa bhI cho te gaTaramAM jAya che jenAthI vAyA vAyA anaMtA jIva mare che. tamArI eka moTara banatAM vadhAre hiMmA che greDa rezamI kapaDAmAM vadhAre hiMsA mITara banatAM bhale vadhAre hiMsA thAya tenI tamane vAMdho nathI ne ? paNa bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM ATalI jIvo marI, mAre kaI rIte bhakina karAya? jarUra paDe gharamAM tame Dolona Dolo bharIne pANI DhokhanA hIva. paNa prabhu pApa mATe eDa nA pADI letAM thAya che eka TIpAmAM asaMkhya jIva che nI Dema vaparAya ane enAthI AgaLa vadhIne vadhAre karyuM che paute zarabata pIve ' no vadha nahI. paNa koI tarasyAne caka glAsa pANI pIvaDAvatA hiMsA dekhAya tI 3vuM kahevAya? yA to kevI vaiduThI dayA kahevAya? - cAvI hiMsA dekhAtI hoya che. mATe tamAre jIvanamAM zApa ththA sUkavo . tamAre jIvana mAM Thabutarane cako narI nAkhavI AvI bAdhA lezo nI anAjano no AkSA jIva bacI ne vaizayathI AvuM ja mAne che. taima tarasyAne pANI nadI pAvuM to pANInA jIvanI risA bacaze. mATe dharmamAM jeTalI hiMsA thAya che te badhI baMdha daravI che, - tamAre lagnanA vadhas stavAmAM vAMdho nathI paNa dharmanA varaghas sa) nahIM. AvI vicAradhArAvALA vAyaDA ne vivedI che. pItAnA jIvanamAM hiMsA thaI rahI chete risAthI thatI dharma ne je dharma na mAne to te mithyAvI che. samadhIta paNa nA rahe ane baudhI vIja paNa durlabha thAya . sabhA:- paNa sAva sAdhuo paNa AvI upavA bApe che. sAvaja - na samajelA hoya te ja goTALA vALI. (

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ja sabhA:. tamane vahIrAvavAmAM zmiA che; sArejI:- zuM amane vIrAvavAmAM dizA hai ! krayA gaNita kyAM pADI cha sAdhu je bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba gaucarI letI hoya to jarApaNa resA na lAge. tamArAthI amane vahorAvatAM rastAmAM eka maracAMnI jIva paNa mare lo huM vA kharo? tamArAthI amArA mATe hiMsA thAya tema hoya to huM vahe kharI ? mATe amArI vyavasthA judI che. dA, khAsa mArA mATe banAvI to bAbara, paNa tame krAMI rasoI mArA mATe banAvI che, na jaima brIDIne pote jAte mAre to pApa lAge. ghATIne ko 3 pIvuM 32 ane DIDIco mare to pApa lAge. peluM jAte ryuM ane mA bIjA pAse karAvyuM. tema bIju Do DaranuM doya ane temAM tamArI saMmatI daya ane vapatara lavAnI bhAvanA, taiyArI hoya mATe vAyA vAthA paNa InvolvamenTa hoya to pApa lAge. paNa kyAya paNa InvolvamenTa hoya to pApa na lAge . sabhA:- paNa tamArA mATe banAve lI3 sArebu :- ThauIDadeze hai mAre tamArA nAmathI kIDIne A mane pApa lAgI! be zvAma ja pApa lAgatuM hoya to chuM to pachI narakamAM ja jaIne! mATe jyAM ryuM, DAvyu, anumolyu hoya to ja pApa lAge . mATe TemezA pApanI vyAkhyA spaSTa che. : lo OM mAruM zuM . tamAre ghare sAdhu na vauvA Ave to zuM tame soI nathI banAvavAnA? bhUkhyA rahezo ? ame zuM ' tamane rakSoI 32vA mATe kahevA aAvyA hatA? kAMI tenA mATenA malAra sUcana prApyA hatA? mATe amane papa na lAge thai tame tamArI jAta para hiMsAnI 715 mUkI, tame nakkI karaze te huM - 3dI pA vAnamAM nahI bemu . tau tamArUM vahAmAM besIne jANa karavA javAnI nathI. 42 zrAma tame yiAthI zIkharajI 3 pAlotaNA Ava tI rastAmAM

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pa0 vahAre jIva maro ke rezamI kapaDAmAM vadhAre garI: have je rezamI DapaDAthI vadhAre pApa lAge to pachI tame pAlItANAnI jagA karIne AvI to ema sdevuM paDaze ke huM mApApa DavI gAyo lI. A sabhA baTanI sIlDa mujA sivAya paherI zake sAba" - pUja sivAya paheravAnI vAta nathI. huM tamane aima pAka zuM huI sArA kapaDA bau paherazna , be paiDanA badale cAra ja rAkho . amAre dharmanA viSayamAM dhya, vIdha, upadeza ApavAnI javAbadArI che , sukha dharmamAM bolavAnuM cAlu kare eTale zuM svIkArI levAya? mATe tatvane barAbara samaje. menakA gAMdhI kahyuM ke mane jvAba nathI maLyI pakA soI sAdhune maLe nI javAba mane ne tamAre A DAyenA tene te roDa divasa . ame zajaDITa hatA tyAre tyAM cAvI hatI, te vakhate hu vAcanA mApatA hatI. pachI zu aiTale mArI pAse AvIne kare che tamAruM jIvana jaIne khuza thaI che. paNa temAM zrAvI maMdirane to hiMsAnuM dhAma banAvyuM che. enA para : te AvuM ja eka ApyuM. tyAre meM kahyuM tame jaina zAstranI hiMsA ahiMsA bhacA cho ne nA pADI. tyAre kahyuM to pachI tamane cA thorITI DIkI pI che mATe pahelA bhAgI. - tame zAkabhAjInI ziMsA karI che. have I mahemAna Ave to tame tene - khavaDAvo te sA ma che ne? have mA kAmane mAruM mAnIne zuM khavaDAvuM ? nA. DArakA meM javA mATe choDI dIdhuM che. mATe te samajyA paDe. . sabhA:- potAnA jIvanamAM mananagAyanI bAdhA hauya nI rahezara baMdhAvAya? ma :- daherAsara baMdhAvatA anaMtakAyanI hiMsA thAya hai. tenA mATe patharanA mitronI dizA thAya che. hA, tyAM paNa bInajarUrI zikSA karavAnI nathI. paNa bIjavasIno artha karI uttama bhAvane paidA karavAnuM sAdhana na banatuM hoya tevI hiMsA $2vAnI nathI. paNa paththo lAvanAM 2 hiMsA thAya te calAvavAnI che. temAM tela nathI

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padma paNa . tene doSa mAne tenAmAM mithyAtva che. have muLa vAta para AvIe. manaDA kure hai dudha, ghI vApare te mAMsAhArI che. ApaNA tIrthaMkarI ghI . dudha khAdhA hai. namArA Do kare che ke dahImAM bekTerIyA che. e hoya to ApaNA bhagavAna vAparavAnuM karai nahI. paraMtu tamArI bAyAlonuM adhurI che. jo temAM jIva hoya to vAparavAnuM na kare. jo temAM jIvahiMsa hoya no po? vApare khuza! pote SaTkAyanA rIjha, teno upadeza ApanArA.. apratima, sUkSma asiAne batAvanArA AvI hiMsA thatI hoya tevo khorAka batAvI paraMtu bekTerIyAnI vyAkhyA zuM khabara che? tamArA bAaulIjInA niSNAtane besADI no ame vijJAnanA ghIzyuthI paNa puravAra karI AkIe tema chIe . carcA karavA taiyAra jIe sabhA:- atyAre sAdhu kAMI karatA nathI. : sAdeva :- amane DoI puchyA mAve tI jvAba ApIe. DAI sAmethI puchaDA bharAvavA javAya nahI. amArI vidyAnuM pradarzana karavA game koI pATa para besatA nathI. jIjJAsAthI mAnavAra garaja hoya te zAMbhaLavA vyAve. tene upadeza ApavAnI che. DAI tenA gaLe vaLagavAnuM nathI. jainadharma samajAvavAnI amArI jvAbadArI kharI paNa jaine satyanI rama hoya tene. satyanI zodha karavI hoya, maiM udAtraha vagara mamAkattAthI, saraLatAthI bhagavA vyAve tene tenI virodhI vAto hoya to zAMtithI samajAvIe. 31 pA sabhA:- paNa mAdeba, vAmananI dilanA thatI hoyanI nA kahevuM paDe? sAheba: zAsananI linA koNa kare che? tame ja karo cho mATe ja temaNa dhyAna dIsa mATe tamAre cAvI khoTI samIkAne samarthana nahI ApavuM jaIe. cA bAInI prazaMsA karu chu maiM ATalA DomaLatAnA bhAva AvI DomyunITInI hovA chatA che, paNa jaina zAstrane jhyA vagara AAtI . samInA kare te jarApaNa na cAle. chu.

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pa22 saba:- AmAM mAgevAnonI upekSA kAraka nathI. sAheba - AgevAnonI upaitA hai ja bhArabhAra temAM bhAga bharve I. InI sAthe jhaghaDa, mAzamAhI karavAnI nathI. dhamAcakaDI karavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM nathI mATe sArA zrAvaka je taiyAra thAya ame zAstrIya rIte vadhu phIlIMga karIne mUDI. tevI hIte amane phoI puchavA bhAva nI ame samajAvavA taiyAra chIe. amArI javAbadArI che ke mA pATa para bailIne zAstranA sAdhAre ja dalIlI ApavAnI che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana gahana che. zAstranuM tatva mAmulI nathI. mATe jaina zAsananI ahiMsAmAM sUkSmatA che. - aiTha bAju kahe kIDIne mAravAmAM pApa che, hiMsA che. ane sAthe lIlIvarI bacAvallAnI pAra vAta karIe. , - ame paryuSAramAM lIlotarI vAparavAnI manAI karIe . paNa paryuSaNamAM phula vAparavAnuM kahI. sauthI vadhAre paryuSaNamAM AgImAM phula caDhatA haze ne? mATe khAvAmAM pahelo tyAga karavAno che bhakitamAM tyAga kazyAno che - tamArI zu evI mAnyatA che ke gharamAM risA pharIe paNa bhaktimAM " kisa karavAnI nathI. paryuSaNamAM lIlIvarI pAIe paNa phula caDhAvIe nahI. eTarsa pabubhaktimAM dayA pAvAnI paNa javanajhAM na pApIe to cAle. paraMtu jAta mATe pahelI hathA pALavAnI Avaze. . ame ahiMsaka jIvana jIvIe chIe, amArI dayA ghaNI ja ucI che, ane dAMI khAvAnuM DIIne ApatA nathI. chatAM kahyuM ne vaphA,gAya, unne koI mArUM hauthatI aTakAvavAnuM che. rIDIne huM bacAvavA jaI ne mArI sAme mAratuM hoya tene bacAvavAnI javAbadArI kharI. urva mAvuM kaima jyAM dalIla ApI ke tamane koI maravA aAve to tame zuM karo cho ? ame atyAre sI dalAnA sAdhu chIe amane sI mAravA Ave to lAgI jaIza. amArI jAnuM rabA chIe chIe. mATe bIjAne bacAvavAnuM . jyAre amArI caivI zakatA Ave che ubhA ubhA amane vIkI nAkhe paNa hAlI nahI) kAMI thAya nahI tyAre amAre vaLAvavA javAnuM nathI. paraMtu jyAM sudhI jAtanuM raka rIye tyAM sudhI jagatanuM hakkA karavAnuM che.

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// panja zrI yugabhUSAvijya sadgurubhyInamaH| vighnajya bhAvadharma 11-9-5 somavAra lAsuda bIja 43 govALiyA Teka anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe cAtmAnuM parama zreya karAvavA mATe dharmasIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI TIe - AtmAnuM parama zretha karavuM hoya to peka ja upAya che. sarva karmano naya karI guNothI thapUrNa thaI mokamAM javuM. jve pAvI sAthenA jabaradasta puruSArtha mArga che. jeTaluM lakSya ucuM teTalI sAdhanA kaThaNa hoya che. jema ssc thavuM oya to keTalo puruSArtha joie ! AgaLa grejyueTa thavuM hoya to keTalo puruSArtha aiie ! ane enAthI mAgaLa vadhIne PH-6 karavuM hoya to keTalo vadhAre puruSArtha eIe? jema lAkhkho pati banavA keTalI mahenana ThavI paDe 1 ane karoDapati OM abajapati banavA kaiTalI vadhAre mahenata DavI paDe. tenI jema lAInI posTa levA jeTalI lAthaDatane maTTenatanI jarUrI hai tenA karatAM codIsara banavA mATe vadhAre mahenata ane lAyakAta jarUrI che. mATe jema hoI uMcI tema puruSArtha ane lAyakAta vadhA2e jAIe. maukAmAM to vyanetA anaMta janma maraNanA vyAdhi, vyAdhi upAdhIthI mukti che. tathA sAthe anaMta sukhanI prApti paNa che. mATe mo pAmavA mATe kaiTalI sAdhanA joIe ! sukhanI daSTIe to A pADASTAnuM lakSya che. mATe AvA dhyeya mATe sAdhanA uMcI karavA puruSArtha vadhAre joie. saMsAramAM niyama hai ke rUpa moTuM evuM hoya to puruSArtha pachA vadhAre joie. tamAre saMsAramAM to badhe phaLa moTA ja beIe jene have tame praNidhAnanuM laya bAMdhyu. ane tene banurUpa bhAvo karavA tame prathana DI cho. jyAre pravRtti bhAvadharma Ave tyAre to jIva pUrI zakti zaivIne dharma ArAdhanA karavAmAM mAnada thaI atha che. te jIva mana-vacana-DAMyAthI tenI pravRtti DavAmAM thAya kyAya rAkhatI nathI. te jIva puruSArtha kA

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b sAdhanA alIta pachI kare che paNa tene temAM viddha Ave to badhA savanA SArI te maTI jAya che. atyAre viddha DIne daivAya tenI samaja bahu ja sthala 6. dharmamAM vija cAve geTale zuMtame takalIpha Ave, $ Ave taine viddha mAno cho. jema dhiMdha? 32vA jatAM mAMdagI AvI gaI, jenAthI bajAramAM jatAM tame baMdha thaI gayA. athavA jyAM dhaMdho karavA jAya che te jagyAe puSkaLa marachara che, tyAM khUba ja garamI , bharUArI che. AvI nAnI nAnI takalIphane tame vidana mAno cho tenI jema dharmanA kaLamAM paNa AvI nAnI takalIze cAve tene tame vila mAno cho. DroIpaNa prakAranuM uSNa kAvavuM tenuM nAma viddha nathI. paNa te kRSNanI asara thavI tenuM nAma viddha che, dA.ta. 8. thavuM . te kAma sArI rIte to che paraMtu garIba che. mATe tene sagavaDatA nathI. maDe ghara bheDaDuM che. cAre bAju avAja, ghoMghATa che. vAtAvI tene vAMcavA mATe viparIta che. jaima gadaDI, kaDA, avAja, garamI, bA vigerUne lIdhI. have AvA vinInI jai jai basa2 le to tenI spIDa aMDI jatha. paNa je tenuM pAvaraphula dhyeya hoya to AvA vinonI da2kAra daryA vagara bhaNI. mATe jene je takalIpha AvI ane tenI asara e lIdhI to te viddha bane che. nahitara vina banatuM nathI. taima dharmanA paiDAmAM paNa tame vinano artha ja karI da. 5 mApanA udayathI Ave che. saMsAranA kaThomAM paNa 52 pApanA udayathI Ave 8. caLatA maLe che te puNyanA udhathI maLe che. - anurUpatA ane pratikuLatA banne sAdhanAmAM vilana banI zake je. sma parIkSAno TAIma hoya ane tamAre TI.vI. para sAro progrAma Ave to tene RvAnuM mana thaI jAya ane jovA besI jAya eTale bharavAmAM vizna ubhu thayu kavAtha, tema umA heramAM anukuLatA pratikuLatA vina banI zake che. pAvI aoja viktA che tevuM nahIM mAnatA . paraMtu anukULatA pa vika che. tamArI sAdhanAmAM

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je paNa ADakhIlI rUpa thAya te vidata che. - dhaMdhAnI sIjhanamAM be dikarAnA lagna Ave to te viddha bane . vyavahAramAM AvuM tame juo paNa jo tenI tame asara lo to sAdhanA. spalIta thAya I. * sabhA:- asa2 levI te mananuM kAma che ? sAheba - hA, cokaDama . temAM tamAruM mana ja Dara che. upAdhyAya yazovijyajI vivecana karyuM che ke jeTalA vilo mAryuM : che temAM mULa jhAraNa maunIya krame che. vistArathI teno vicAra karIe to cAra ghAtI karma che. banne TAmAM anurUkhatA. pratikuLatA puNya ane pApanA udayathI ja Ave che. mATe dhaMdhAmAM ADakhIlI AvartI, bhamavAmAM takalIpha AvavI, dikarAnuM sagapaNa DaravuM, dhyeya vAyu, paNa temAM gADakhIlI DhovavI. A badhA pAca , pApanA udayathI ja bhAve che. mATe banne prakAranA 3 pAmya, pApanA udayathI che. 4 vA vAya nImItInI asara ghAnIthI thAya che. mATe ghAtIjharmanI udaya AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM vihnarUpa che. 8 dharmanI jhiyAnA bhAvo karavAmAM avarodha ubho phare, te te vimba che. mA thavIdha s2vAmAM pradhAna rUpa maunIya karma che. pachI te nAnuM vizva roya mauTu viddha hoya. mIhanIya karmanA kAraNe ja dvArAdhanAmAM viddha ubhA thAya che. dAna. ma pUba ullAsa sAthe bhagavAnanI A mujabU aNIzuddha pUjA karavAnI bhAvanA bhAve zakita pramANe sAmagrI laIne pujA karavA mATe nIkaLyA chI. jo ke tame koI A rIte karavAnI bhAvanAvALA nathI paNa sapajha have tame dazamara pahoMcyA, pUjA karavAnI taiyArI karI tyAM tamArI dizI. samAcAra prApavA dhAve che prarajanTa ghare kAma AvyuM che mATe vAvIdhe mA vAta te vRMkhate tamArA mATe zuM banI? viddha mATenuM prANa nimitta ubhu thayuM. atyAre moTe bhase zuM thAya! badhuM mUkIne tarata ja bhAgI. pachI je

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dharmamAM vaLagI rahenAra haya tene zuM thAya? dAca na jAya nI prajamAM mana re ! makkamatA hoya to hama Dare paNa mana vyAkuLa thaI jAya. manamAM sattara vikalyo cAlu thAya. have A mAnasIka asare vyAkhanA cAlu thAya te vilana che paraMtu kAze doDanI tamane kahevA AvyA te viddhanuM nimitta hatu. paraMtu tame jene viSTha mAno cho tene ame vizva mAnavA yAra nathI. ane ame ne vikta mAnIe chI tene tame vizva mAnavA taiyAra nathI. ghaNI amane jovA Ave che sAheba upavAsa Tharavo gathI ne tabiyata bagaDI. viba cAvyu mATe ArAdhanA na thaI. paraMtu hakIkatamAM A vina nathI. mA to viddha mATenuM nimitta che. tame jarA nimitta mA rile pANImAM vasI jAya cho. tame tenI asara lo cho mATe sAdhanAmAM skUlanA thAya che. - savA rUma karatAM mRtyunA samAcAra cA no rUma pharI pharAya zAbiju - hAM, caukasa karAya, gAlaukanA nAthanI praba karavAmAM zuM vAMdhI che. gAma nI vidhi pramANe koI bolAvA dhAve to bAra jvAya nahI. tame vidhi karI mATe AvA samAcAra maLyAne 1 mATe dhArAdhanA karavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. paraMtu malma satva hIvAnA kAraNe nimitta maLatAM tenI asara jhIlAI jAya che. . mATe ja sAdhanA karatAM mana sAtha6 rAkhavAnuM che. game tevA nimitta mAvaze paNa huM tainI bhAme phAITa DarIza. AvA saMkalpathI vidhyaya thAya che. ne AtmA ene paze tenuM mAnasa kevuM hoya te vicAtyAnuM che. tamane "TalA anu6La, pratikuLa bimino ubhA thAya ane tenI asara jhIlI nare viddha bane nadinI jarUra paDe te ja nimitta namane viddha karavAnA badale . sahAyaka bane. sabhA:- sahAya kevI rIte sAheba - dA.ta. tame sAmAyika daravA vaidA ane tAva Avyo ane te vakhate name " sthira thaI, tAvanI asara na jhIlA tI te vAvavA, tamAru sAmAyika vadhAre Dama nirjAnuM sAdhana bane che. te tAva caDapItI kyAre bane che jyAre tame tenI

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acara loTa lo. jema tame jhAusagga DaratAM mANa vIsirAmI DarI DAusanA ka cha tyAre dhAroDe macchara tamane karaDe che. kAraNa tamArI pApano ughya hai. azAtA vedanIya karmano udaya che. mATe macchara karaDavA rUpa tamane vighnanuM mitta ubhu thayu. ve tame tenI je mAnasIDa asara lo to vighna bane. kAusagganI ekAgyatAmAM ADakhIlI ubhI thAya. paNa e asara na lo to marachara karaDIne ne karmanI nirjarAnuM sAdhana bane. 3 3 sArI rIte apI jAya chai, mATe pApa ke puNyanA udayathI Avela pratikuLatA ke anukunAnI asara lo to ja vighna bane che, sara je thAya che te mohanIya karma ane ghAnI karmathI ja thAya che. kAraNa gAtma$lyAganA mArgamAM mATe cavarodhaDa ghAlImeM ja che. tama jIva uthA DAMne avarodhaka mAno cho? para sabhA:- maunIya ane aMtarAya . sAdebajI:- temAM azAtA ane patAyane, paNa etarAyamAM ut sabhA:- lAbhAntarAyanai. puruSArtha sAdavajI:- saMsAranA DhAmAM lAbhAnarAya naDe che OM dharmanA begamAM! saMsAranA DInamAM lAbhAntazaya naDe che ne huM jAgu chu. tame. jenAthI trAsI gayA cho : : saMsAramAM namAre 24 3lADa lAbha, lAbhane lAbha jaIe hai. tamAre jIvanamAM ghaNI IcchAmI adhUrI rahI gaI che temAM kAraGga zuM? lAbhAntarAya che. game teTalo karIne marI jAcI paNa ja lAbhAntarAyana ucca hoya to maLe nahI. tamAhI IrachA pramANe tamane yakSa, dIpti, mAnapAna, sattA, saMpattI, saMyogI na ~nukuLa maLyA, uraNa lAbhAntarAya kharuM? jaiIddhe tevI dIkarI paNa na maLyo kAraNa Aja mATe dareka kaoNMgamAM lAbhAntAya naDyuM che. lAbhAnarAyanuM phIlDa ghaDyu ja vizALa che. DarmanuM svarUpa, tenI vyAkhyA ane pachI tenA peTAbhedanuM je varNana jaina DarmavAdamAM che tevuM bIja koI dharmamAM nathI. tenuM glAsIphoDeyAna bAbara samaje nI ADIna thaI jvAya. DII ghaTanA evI nathI ke temAM cokkasa prakArano

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karmano udaya vatAvI na zakAya. Amato badhA dharma karmane mAne che. paraMtu tenuM mATaluM vibhAjana kayAMya narI mane. - gA bhAinI cAmaDI dhakhI Dema Amane cazamA kema ane sAmane cazmA nI badhe prakAranA karma banAvI zakAya che. pAchuM eka karma bIja zarmamAM dhumatuM nathI . karmanI ane bIba DarmanI prasaramAM paNa thatI nathI. duniyAmAM jeTalI vastunI IrachA hovA chatAM maLatI nathI. temAM lAlInarAya ja che. ma dharmanA kagamAM paNa che. tame Iracha ke mAre samadIna pAmavuM che paraMtu lAlAntarAya hoya to mare nahI. A mAtmAnuM sukha pAmavuM che temAM mAlika nI 1 tamArA mAtmAnI vastu te kAMI pAraDI nathI. havai je lAbhAntarAya | naDatI hoya to tamArI mAlikanI vastu pakA na pAmI hakI, ke na bhogavI DI. taima samatAnI svAda levI hoya, paNa lAbhAnarAyanA zarI na pAmI zakI. mATe baMne prakAmAM lAbhAratha kAma kare che. paraMtu temane kayA kalaranuM lAbhAntirAya khaTaDe 8 - sabhA:- sAbu kAle ame taimane gha yu paNa thAye vyAkhyAna AgaLa vadhAre - calAvyuM nathI temAM amAre lAbhAnarayano uya hato? sAheba - hA, eTalu ja nahI. hakIkatamAM huM samajavuM temAMthI amuka TakA jagaM utare amuka TaDA gaLe na utare, amuka tamane samajAya , amuka na samajAya. sAthe hoya to paNa ama 27 ja mAnI hai badhAmAM lAbhAnarAya ja che. tenI zAkha duniyAno vahIvaTa kare tema che. * sabhA:- amArI kathopakAma kare che, sAheba":- hA, paNa kathAma kema nathI thayo, jJAna guna kono? tamArI potAnI mAlika che, chatAM tamAre joIe tyAre nathI maLatuM. tamArI vastuno chIne lIdhI che. jJAnAvaraNIya naDe che ane sAthe lobhAnAtha paNa naDe che. ghAnI che ' 'bInA stro che. tene joDIdAra thaIne DAma kare che. 3rmamAM mepa thI samajanI

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- pa9 ' dhaNI ja che. bIbha aivA haLImaLIne kAma kare che ke kyAMya vadhI lAve nahI. sabhA:- vIyantarAya kayAM naDe che? saba - vIyantarAya paNa 24 kalA naDe che. tamAre ghaNI zani "inI. phtI itAM nathI maLI. kAraNa zuM ? kvAmAM uDavAnI zakita joItI hatI . paNa Drama nathI maLI1 paththaramAMthI sonuM banAvavAnI zakti joItI hatI paNa nathI maLI , " maLe tame nyAla thaI java ne ? duniyAnA badhA paththarane . saunuM banAvI dI ne 1 mATe barve vIryantarAya paNa naDe che. tethI tame 4 TAITa pas cho . karma halAvI za to ja halI zako tema cho, jyAre je karmanI vAta Ave te batAvuM chuM jJAnAvaraNIya naDe che mATe to duniyAmAM keTalIya vastunA niSNAta banavuM hatuM paNa banI zALA nathI, A temAM niSNAta thavAnI zakita nathI maLatI haimAM vIyattizaya kAraka che. paNa nizAna banavAnuM jJAna nathI maLatuM tamAM jJAnAvaraNIya zAstra che. cAtmA sarve guNo , zani, sukhono bhaMDAra che. chatAM tenuM badhuM sukha, zani, guNa kAI gayA che. ApaNe atyAre jevA dekhAIye chIchI temAM mukhya kA kA ghAvI karyo che. tyAre thALa vAta karI gayA tA vaLavAna - siMha paNa je pAMjarAmAM puzaya nI mAthA vane che. tenI jema mAtmA paka yA thAtI rUpI pAMjarAmAM purAvAthI pa7 thaI jAya che. tame saMsAramAM paNa vadhI zakta vAparI nathI vAto mATe 24 kalADa ghAlI karma no che. taima dhirmanA dvajhamAM paNa che. je vyakita yAtmakalyANanA mArgamAM jaya vaine A vAnI " kramasara DIsTarba kare ja che. sarve temAMthI je ne pAra utarI jAya to vilAya thAya che. mATe yAtmakalyANanI sAdhanA karavAmAM atharSa aida2mAM vahelAM . dhAmonI sAme ja sthAna che. jyAre tame DAITa DInI sAthe karI jo tame pujya ane pApa sAme ja phAITa karI chI . tamane duHkha ApanAra imathI gabharAmaNa che ane sukha

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ApanAra kamanI lAlaca che. mATe sukha ApanAra nI phAna pakaDI pakaDIne udayamAM lAvavAno puruSArtha tamAro cAlu hai. ane sainI sAme dukha ApanAra nI sAme ja phalADa na Ave tenI lakka cAlu che. roDa pApaDa udayamAM mA zaiTale tenI sAme mIrathI mAMDI kI. za.. lIva Avyo , peTamAM dukhe che zuM karazo ? sabhA:- davA laIe. sAheba - khAlI davA ja lI & bIja vadhI rIte paNa phAITa karI 1 kAma namane eka divasa nhAyA vagara na cAlatuM hoya, paNa tAva mAd ne kare che nyumoniyA thaI jaze to cAra divasa sudhI nhAva kharA pANIne paNa maDI nahI ne. mATe je 32 ullu thayu che tenI sAme cAre bAju surakSA salAmatI gauThavI chI. 100 mAkAsamAM tame ja kema mAM paDyA che kAraNa azAtA vaMdanIya karma che. dasa mArAma ja rasoDe jamatAM chatAM tame ja kema mAMdA paDyA che mATe karmane mAnavuM ja paDe. tyAre vijJAna che rasIsTansa pAvara teno cho to mATe te mAro paDyo. paNa dasamAMthI resIsaTansa pAvara saina ja kema cho? mATe mane mAnyA vagara chUTachA ja nathI. tame je mAMdA paDyA temAM jo phAITa ne Apo to 25 divasa sudhI te iSTa na jAya. te ghaNu ja uSTa Ape tema che. paraMtu tame tenI sAme phAITa ApI mATe te karma bhAgI gayuM. eTale tame kamane sIdhuM karI nAMkhyuM. mane pheIla karyuM - sabA kamane pheIla thI phAya? sAhebajI - hA, thaI hArTa mATe ja thAya che. cAnmA 52 bAMdheluM me jyAre udayamAM Ave te vakhate tame jo avaLo purapAI karaze to DarmanI tAkAta tare che. ane tene anu9La puruSArtha kare to te karmanI tAkAta vadhe che. tamArA puruSArtha para karmanI amaranI TaDAvAthI thAya che. karma jevuM bAMdhyuM che tevuM ja udathamAM ' mAvo tevo paNa niyama nathI.

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sabhA:- puruSArtha karyA pachI macaka na Ape to nikAcIna ma sAbija:- adhikacaro puruSArtha na cAle. 1008. puruSArtha karyA pachI Darma maca6 na Ape to te karma nizAcIna mAnavuM. pachI tyAM prakAranA karma che nidAcIta karma ane aniDAcIna pharma, * nikAcIna karmamAM to tenA udaya pachI game teTalA mAthA pachADIne marI jAo to paNa teno hisAba ane 32vo ja paDe. paNa anivAcIta karmane to puruSArtha niSphaLa banAvI zaDe che. mATe ja tame ghaNA pApaDaMI asarane MLa banAvo cho, tamArI mahenata ane puruSArtha. - have ai mArAma paDI rahyo che. tene tame je saporTa mApa to tamArA saporTathI tenI dIvAnI spIDa vadhI jAya. jema cAnA mANasane Teko Ape tI tenI thavAnI spIDa vadhI jAya paNa sAmethI je bhaTakAva nI zuM thAya? jaima be UrsavALI vastu sAmasAmI athaDAya nI chUgarsa pelAne kIvaraTeka dare che. eTale vais Brma udyamAM Ave che tenI sAme tame uMdhA pharsathI laDI tI te karmanI tAkAta ghaTe che. lai hIvarsamAM pharsa thAya to karmanI asara mAInasamAM thAya che. mATe tamArI humalo je karma sAme vadhAre hazo nI 100 karma pheIla thaI zake che ane meM tene 23 mApo to te puru rUpa Ape che. paraMtu ja nigacIna 9 uthamAM hoya to mAinamAM thAya nahI. mATe jene darzananI karmavAda prekaTIkala che. je karmamAM ekane je thavAnuM che te ja thavAnuM che to pachI puruSArtha zuM kAma karavAnI ApaNe tyAM bhAgyavAdanI sAthe purUSArthavAda paNa I ai karmathI tAva Avyo ane karma puna thI cAre ja lava nahI to pachI tAva kADhavA mahenata thavAnI jarUra che? A sabhA - sAhebajI.pazu sai vakhane zuM purUSArtha 68 69 , mAba" - are tamane khabara nathI, mANasa karatAM A bAbatamAM pazuo vadhAre DAhyA che. teo nI vALanamAM vadhAre jazna che. tevI ja mAM paDe eTale pahelAM khAvAnuM baMdha karI de che. jyAre mANasa nI mAMdo paDe to paNa khAvAnuM

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dI zakhe ne vaizva roga thAya tyAre Apa meLe carI pADavAnuM cAlu kare che. ane jarUra paDe thI pAkhavA mATe amuka padhi rUpa pADA vagere khAya che. zAnA mATe eka laeNba Avyo hato. A vAta nIkhI che mATe kahyuM che temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke mApaNAne ja khAlI roganI bAbatamAM davA vagembhI jANakArI che tevuM nathI. pazu paNa zaganI bAbatamAM vadhu jANe che. lakhyuM hatuM ke vAMdarAo zuM kare? jema savAre vahelA uThI jAya pachI jaMgalamAM jaI taimAM cokkasa prakAranA jhADIne suMdhIne vanaspati gInIne teo nayA che dhi tarI8 khAya che. tamane ema che tene bhAvatI phI mATe khAya pANA tevuM nathI. teo zuM kare che prAtA jAya ane moTuM bagADvA jAya. ane pachI ja bIje khIcaDa khAvA jAya. A taine barAbara sTaDI karIne lakhyuM hatuM. mATe taimane paNa te bAbatamAM akkala che. yA tamArI udhaI kevI lAge ? tame tene nakAmI go cho thAya tevI khalAsa karI nAkhI cho. paraMtu mArAma jata 32tAM udhaImAM paraspara kevI vyavasthA che. rAphaDAmAM karoDo sAthe raI za8 che. tame cAra bhegA thAya to paNa jhaghaDo ne ? temanI nagara vyavasthA, khAnapAnanI vyavasthA kevI se karIDa sAthe haiM to jhaghaDe nathI. tethI mATImAMthI naga2 banAve. tamane to te badhu dAvacIna lAge. paNa lakhyuM che ke tenI aMda2 23nDIzana jevI kaMDa% hoya. mATe vicArane temanAmAM ghaNA maThala che, pAvana che - A badhu nI mAtmAnI jJAnazani , bhAvakana kaeNTalI che tenA mATe dharadasta purAvA che. vagara bhaNAve, vagara samajave vihISatA bIlatI hoya che. tamane AtmAnI zakti para vizvAsa karAvavI che mATe ja mA vadhI vAto chu. tamane ja mA braTi jatA zrAvaDe to mAtmAnI zakti para vizrvAsa vasI jAya. A. mAtmAnI grI ane hAnino pAra nathI. tenA para jaDavaibhalA vizvAsa besI javI aiI. mAMdA paDelA pazu paNa temanI zakina, mAvaDana, samajaNa vAsaNo puruSArtha kare che.

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tame pApaDanI sAme laDI cho mATe ja te thoDA phaLa ApIne cAlyA jAya che. tame puNyakarma sAthe bhAIbaMdhI mitratA karI che ane pApa9mI halA mArIne pAchA pADavAno puruSArtha charI jhI mATe tamAre 24 kalAka karma sAme saMgharSa cAlu ja che. paraMtu tamAre khara saMgharSa kyAM TharavAnI che ? - tamAre saMgharSa ghAlIma sAthe karavAno che. tamane dharmanA 69mAM jJAnAvaraNIya naDe che. mATe jJAna che. darzanAvaraNIya, atazaya vagere naDe" che. ve ne AnI sAthe saMgharSa karIne tame varada karI to tame maalIna pachI ArAdhanA 6thI zas. prabhu mahAvIrane 12 varSanI sAdhanAmAM tamArA hisArtha ghaNA vitI. kAvyA. paraMtu hakIkatamAM A vikI nautA. paNa viddhonAM nimittA hatA. meM yA badhA upasargo. pariSahanI temane asa2 lIdhI hIta to taimanI sAdhanA smalIna thAta. paraMtu prabhu amara na lIdhI mATe sAdhanA alIna na thaI. je 8 prabhu nI viddhatha janIne ja vaiThA hatA. mATe temane A upasarga, paraSaNI to sAvavAmAM sakSaya thayA. bAtha nimitInI temane koI ja asara nathI. aMda2thI tethI voTarapura phalA. mATe broya temane sAdhanAmAM ADakhIlI thaI nathI. - have tamAre aNIzuddha sAmAyika karavAmAM naData2 ze tame zuM mAnI 3 mArI pAse jaI tevA upakarI nathI. tathA tAva mAvyo, nikuLa saMDAra 8 8 sAmAyika thAya tema nathI. paraMtu A badhA hakIkatamAM vitI nathI. paraMtu sAcu mane aNIzuddha karavA mATe tamane jJAnAvaraNIya darzanAvaraNIya atarAya ane mIzana naDe che. tainA kAraNa sAthe sAmAyika Thema karavuM tenuM jJAna nathI, jANakArI nathI. prayatna Avazva saiI nathI. temAM 3thA karma naDe che. mATe vicAra tamAre kyAM saMgharSa karavAnI che. taima prabhubhakita mAgIzuddha karavA va naDe che jJAnAvaraNIya Adi naDe che. jema vIvazaga ne kahevAya temanuM svarUpa zuM temanA guNo thA, tene zikhakhIne prabhune bhajavA mATe vyAre vAre 8thA bhAva lAvavA joIe tenI re

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64 jANakArI nathI temAM jJAnAvaraNIya naDe che. mATe tamArI spIDane breka lAgI jAya che. mATe tenI sAme ja phAITa Apazo tI AgaLa vadhI zakAya. jema sAmAyikamAM saMsAranI mamatA choDavAnI che. pApanA bhAvo choDavAnA che. A badhAnI jANakArI che chatAM te vakhateM tene choDI utA nathIkAraNa maunIya karma naDe che. IrachA hauvA chatAM jo puruSArtha na 3ii tI vItarAya naDe che. sabhA:- te pramANe nathI thatuM nI khaTaDI tI ubho thAya che. te kSayapAsa bhAva raivA sAbiju te tamArA guNa che, paNa kayopama bhAva na kahaivAya. atyAre ta tamAre zuM che koNa tamane kyAM naDe che tenI khabara nathI mATe havAmAM goLIbAra karavA jevuM thAya che. je ghaNI vakhata hakkIkatamAM tamane chaDAvavA AvatuM hoya tenI sAthe ja bAkhaDIne paDI. te samajAvavA mAMgu chuM. - - A thAlIka naDe che mATe ja tamArI pA ziyAmAM ThekANuM paDyuM nathI, je patharI nAkhyA che. atyAre tamane saMgharSa pharavAnI rIta batAu che. lokono svabhAva zuM che 9nA, parizvaranuM vani sAMbhaLIne gabharAya che. mATe namane lAge ke AvuM 38 ApaNane na Ave to ja sAdhanA sarasa thAya. ghaNA mahApuruSone 5STanI jhaDI varSa pachI temAMthI pAra utarIne moka pAmyA che. ApaNAne AvuM na Ave AvI mAnyatA che. ; sabhA:- eTale rAjI ame dhIraja rAkhI che. sAbaT:- ghIraja rAkhI tamane laDavAnI talasATa ja nathI. madhamAM, vanasukha che. tevuM manamAM vaiThA pachI mIkA aiLavyA vagara cena paDe ) pachI . saMsAramAM eka bhava paNa vadhAre jAya to kevI vecenI thAya. tamane mobanA sukhanI bazara khabara nathI. mATe mokanuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM thothI majA Ave. jyAre samyagIne maLanuM nAma paDanAM vADA ubhA thaI jAya. tamane to karoDa rUpIyAnuM nAma paDe tyAre vAMs ubhA thAya che . - tame gucha sudhamAM mana sukha mAnIne harakhAlI Dho. tamane madhanI sAcI palpa nathI teno talasATa nathI.

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65. >Na uttama vighna, madhyama vighna ane vighna e jaghanya vikkI vighnajayanA varNanamAM pAve. jenI saMkalpa kAco che tenI vAta ApaNe nathI karatAM paNa jema puNiyA zrAvakane sAmAyika karavuM che te to kevA saMkalpa sAthe sAmAyika karaze. have tene paNa A traNa prakAranA vighnanA mita AvI zake che. jema koI vyakti sAmAyika karavA bese. bArI hovAthI vArImAM becenI thaI DuM ghoghATa che athavA gAbha bIja nAnI temAM jayanya nimitta devuM hai che tyAre bhaya32 unALo che mATe tevuM vAtAvaraNa che. maccharanI che. kInA bAdha nimitto che. have be te vakhate A kaSTonI tai asara hai vI vana jayanya vighna Avyu kahevAya. jarAka paNa mAnasIka asara thAya nI prAthamika ThAnuM vighna kahevAya. tenAthI tenI sAdhanA aTaDI tI nathI. paNa gati tenI sauthI thAya che. zAstramAM AA vighnane chaMTaka mulya vighna jaNAvyuM che. jema koI eka mANasa ughADA page bIjA gAme jAya che tyAre rastAmAM jhAMjhara, kAMTA tenA pagamAM vAge hai tethI sainI jvAnI spIDa thI thaI jAya che. jema koTI vAgavAthI DADhavA mATe ubho chelR che mATe spIDa ochI thAya che, azyiA te makkama che. mATe besI nathI jatI paNa tenI gati mochI thAya che. tema nAnA vighnanA nimittathI vicalIta thAva to sAdhanAnI gati cothI thAya che. cAMnA mATe maitha umAranuM dRSTAMta Avaze. garI prakAranA vighno mATenA zcaMta AvI. te tame tamArI sAthe prazabara TelI karazo to khyAla Avaze ke ApaNe kyAM pheIla IDI lI. mATe sAbadA thavAhai. A rAtane bAbara samajazo to Apa pRSTI khUlI jaze.

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-12-9-5 ke gavA2, bhAda,va8. gIja - I-pa-pU. yugabhuSAvijaya sadagusaccI nama: gauvapiyA che ane upakArI ane nAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zarmanA svarUpane viSamatAthI samajavavA dharmanInI sthApanA kare 8. mApuruSonI TIvI ane zakhathI AtmA mATe sarva baMdhanu muLa kAraDarma che. Ama pAchu pharmanuM sarjana sanmAnuM potAnuM che. bIjo koI AvIne AtmA pa2 karma vartI gayI nathI. ke jakaDI gayo nathI. paNa mAtmAnA ja avaLA puruSArthathI karma baMdhAyA che. ane tenAthI ja mata DANathI sanma sAdhanAmAM ADakhIlI ubhI thaI che. AtmAnI suti 8 sukha pAmavAmAM mA zArka kama bAhaTha ke, modI jyAmAM 48 kaika mAM vikharUpa che. A kamano svabhAva zuM tamAre mAtmaguNonI, saMpattinI bhogavaye karavAmAM ADakhIlI ubhI kare che - karma dIpaka dharma sAdhanAmAM sadAya thatuM nathI. paNa dharma sAdhanAmAM bAdhaka ja thAya che. zramanI sahAyathI krIInI paNa mota thayo hITa veva paikAmalI nathI che ke atyAre ghaNA zuM kahe che ke sAva amAsa krama grevuM che ke dharma cho thAya che. jyAre amAra zarma udayamAM AvI tyAre dharma karazuM. paraMtu te vakhate Avu bIlanAra bhUlI jAya che ke dharma karAvanAra karma zAssAmAM mAnya nathI. * pApa karma karAvanAra Brma mAnyu che. paraMtu guNono vikAsa kare tevuM Darma eDa paNa nathI. paraMtu guno rAsa re tevA ume che. salA:- pApa karAvanAra karma che to pachI dharma DarAvanAra karma kema nathI ! sAheba - damano svabhAva mAtmAnuM baMdhana karavuM che. mAtmA baMdhAya cyAre durjathvI vAva tI mAtmA baMdhAya che tevughI Ave to levAya? tamArA jIvanamAM paNa tame zAre phasAyA cho jema tema bhAgIdAra para vizvAsa mukathI ane tamane khyAla na rahIne tame phasAyA. mATe karmanuM kAma ja uMghI budhdhI, udhI , uvI.

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jagAe doDhI jvAnuM che. sabhA:- samakrIta modanIya ? sArRnu :- samaDIta sAhanIya baMdhAya che ! paraMtu te to AtmAnA puSArthanI pedAza che. jyAre mithyAtva maunIya karma baMdhAya che. hle mithyAtvanuM kAma zuM? avau raste laI jyu. hye tene AtmA puruSArtha lArA zudhdha DarI rIphAina jherI anukuLa kare che. *majadAra ane hozIyAra mArAsa nI vardhI paNa sagavaDatAnA sAdhana banAvI de che. cA mAvata vyaktinI potAnI che. dA.ta. DauI purI jyAM mATe doraDuM bAMdhI a gayuM. pA mANasa be hozIyAra hoya to te dIAno paNa sAro upayoga karI le. jaima macchara karaDe ane khAvA mATe te doraDAno upayoga karI zAMti meLave. mATe tene to te dauDu pA upayogI thayuMH mA AvaData maiM vyaktinI che. jene doravuM bAMdhyu tene to tene phsAvA mATe ja bAdhyu hatu. tema AtmA Darsane sAyaka banAvI le te to te AtmAnI vizeSanA che. paraMtu muLathI Darmano svabhAva tuM ? jema DariyAtAno svabhAva DavAza che. paNa vyakti temAM goLa sAkara nAkhIne upayogI banAvI zake che. have samyaktva monItha paNa jIva ja sAvadhAna na rahe to te aticAranuM sAdhana bane che. madaramAM rasa to mithyAtvano che. mukhathI te rasa azubha che. sainI jema tamArA jIvanamAM karmo che te tamane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvavA, kAma karAvavA, tenAthI navA karmI ubhI karavA, ane tenA vipAka rUpe sasAramAM khosI rAkhavA. Aja tenuM kAma che. paNa DAI malhAryAM DarAvavA, sadguNo vikasAvavA te DAI karmanuM muLathI kAma nathI. khoTA bAdhaDa Done sahAyaka tarIke upayoga karI le te sAdhakanI duzaLatA. para mAdhAra zakhe che. bhApaNo AtmA zarIramAM purAyo che mATe ja ApaNane prAsa ubho thayo che ne? patharI vAge ane vaidanA ubhI thAya che. mATe tenA kAraNe ja bhavanI vacamAM rahevAnuM vyAvyu ne ! kAraNa zuM ? pathaze koI mAmAne vAge 5

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zarIra che ne tene vaNa che ja mATe ja vedanA thAya che. nahitara AtmA to pahADamAMthI paNa pasAra thaI jAya che. mAre zA deha ja AtmA mATe baMdhana . chatAM mArAIDa jIvI mA baMdhananI ja upathaga karIne mArI mAdhanA karI moba pAme che. gAma nI vArIra muuthI zonuM sAdhana che. chatAM mAdhaDa javo kevo upayoga karI le che, Ama mA Da mAtmAne baMdhana rUpa , dharmanI sAdhanAmAM avarodhaka kyuM te ja tenuM kAma che. mApaNI kAgaLa joI gayA che, pApakarma che, puNyakarma che, pApa karAvanAra karma che paNa puNya karAvanAra karma nathI, kAraNa mukhathI pharmano svabhAva ja nathI. te satakArya 32AvavA de, mata preraNA 32vI che dharma karAvavo te tenuM DAma nathI. paraMtu kamanI sAme phAITa karI puruSArtha karI guNo keLavavAnA che. mamatA &LavavA mATe laI puruSArtha karavI paDI nathI. paNa udAratA &LavavA 3 sAme saMgharSa karavo paDaze ja. mAre mamatA karAvanArA karma che. paNa udAratA paira karAvanAruM Darma nathI. - tamane DIdha TharAvanAra kIdha saunIya krame che. paNa dhamAM pedA DarAvanAru eke karma nathI. mamAM to puruSArtha dvArA ja keLavavAnI che. DI maunIya para tamArI prabhAva, varcasva sthApIta karI lau ja kSamA paira kI vADI, mATe dhamAM keLavavA puruSArtha karavAnI che. DItha karAvavAmAM puruSArthanI mahnA 8 8 karmanI mahattA che mATe dareka haiDA karmanuM DAma che te spaSTa hovuM eIe. " have mAtmakalyANa karanAra jIvane prArtha karIne vino AvavAnA ja. tenA mATe lakhyuM ke muva mArA kAma karavA nikaLe eTale so viddha gAve. ane tenAthI ula mAM lakhyuM che madharma ke pApa ka2vuM hoya tyAre viknI chuM thaI jAya che. mATe ja duniyAmAM pApa vadhAre karI zake che. putha aiI vare karI vADatA nathI. mATe mADakhIlI putha 62vAmAM ja che.

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- 69 au sa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevu ke jyAre pAka khIru vAma karavAnuM mana thAya, aA bhAve ja te karmanI ja asara che. mATe te karmanI asarane saMgharSa karIne loko to ja dharmanuM kAma thAya. mATe dharmanu zame vI mATe uthAre pau &aa nadi zakhavAnI che ma ha tI dharma thaze. pharma dharmamAM sahAya karatA ja nathI. mATe te paikA ja bITI che. karmanuM kAma nI temAM patharI nAkhavAnuM ja che. ADakhIlI ubhI karavI teja tainuM jhAma che. mATe A karmanI khAsIyata Asa oLakhavAnI che. tame mane nathI jANatA mATe je karmanuM laIne besI jA chI. paraMtu jIvanamAM dharma sAdhanA svA. puruSArtha ja che. A sabhA:- pujyathI zubha nimitta maTe che. mATe vadhArAdhanA thAya che ne, sAheba -zubha nimitta maLe che te Na, puNyathI maTe che. paNa te maLavAthI zuM sAdhanA thaI jAya che mATe vicAra zarmanI tAkAta keTalI? ApaNI AgaLa vicArI gayA che anupuLatA ane pratikuLatA pANI sAthe che tethI ja Ave che. mATe teno to ApaNI pahelAM svIkAra karI lIdhI che. karma tI khAlI tamane sAmagrI ApI deze. pachI zuM karmanI to mATalI ja tAkAta che. sabhA:- eka dravyanI bIjA dravya para asara nathI thatI. sAba:- AvuM bolanArane lAzI mAre tane zuM ? kudakA ja mArI ne akhataro kavo che ? hamakA bhIMta sAthe mAthuM pachADo to buma pADIne mATe badhI vAhIyAta vAta che. A eka pedhAe vAta sAcI che. paraMtu mAthu bhaTakAyu ane vAyu tyAre bhIMta bIju dravya che ne ? eTale bIjA madhyanI asara thAya che. mATe A vAdhya bolavAno adhikkA2 kone che ? je ja samatAmAM cAlyA gayA . tene che. jemane ubhAne ubhA cIrI nAkhe che hoThI ne nI paNa . - basara na thAya. tavA bhuvane adhikAra che. DAzA tethI puravAra darIne banAve, che. atyAre tamArI sAme varaNI, paiDA, gulAbajevuM che to momAM lapalapa thAva . mane pAchA bole che eka dravyanI bIja va paka asara thatI nathI. tamAre

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AtmAnI asara vadhAre che para dravyanI asara vadhAre 8 mATe bartha vicAravAnuM Ave. ghaNA baR 8 mAtmA sacidAnaMda , niraMjana , nirAhAra ,zudha buddha che, tene pudgalanI koI asara nathI. Da ne cetana judo ja che. jaDanI cetana para dhasara nathI. sabhA:- paNa sAvaja samAdhi TakAvavA mA vicAravAnuM nahIM, sAvaja - badhI sumikA pramANe vicAravAnuM Ave che. mATe apekSAe badhI, vAta che. je bhUmikAmAM nava gIkvAtha re jImaDAnA bhAvo pharavAnA che. mAthuM bhIMta sAthe bha&AyuM tyAre zuM vicAravAnuM ke " ne bhUtakALamAM bhUla karI ra mATe ja Ama thayuM che. mArI potAnI bhUlanuM ja pariNAma che. mATe haju paNa nahI sudharatI adhika du:kha AvavI. vItarAge che, zudhdha chuM , niraMjana che, nirAhAra che. gAvuM bolavA mAtrathI thaI javAtuM nathI. hamaNAM tI ka marachara karaDe to zuM karI dIdhuM gALa Ape to tarata ja dhuMTApuA thA chI. mATe A badhI vAto na kAsI uDADvA jevI che. atyAre to tame niraMjana thI 8 badhAthI : kharaDAyelA cho tethI vAstavIka sthitinI svIkAra karavAnI hai. nahitara cAnsavecanA thI, sI bhIkhArI kahe che " zahenazAda che, mavapata che. mAre mora badhA jhIle che. mane badhA salAmI Ape che. AvuM bIjai to tame tene thayuM mAnI , thakamaja ne basa mA tenA jevI vAta che. mATe ApaNuM sTeja zuM vaivala zuM che te jovAnuM Ave. Ama hIlo pApaDa na toDI paDatA hauI ane killA tathvAnI vAta karIA te kema cAle, - ApaNo dharma vAstavavAdI che. atyAre to tamArA re saivalanA hauSI che. tene zuddha kema ravA taino ja vicAra 32vAnI che. paraMtu tame atyAre khAtA bIla ke A huM khAtI nathI, deha khAya I . caitana jaDane khAto nathI. paraMtu kAma pAchA te vakhate cakarI capa capa khAtA hoya. mATe Ato eka jananI mAyA ja hovAne je ThagavAnuM che. paraMtu te vakhate tame vicAre che

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L A zarIranI svabhAva zuM? AAtmAnI kaiTalI paravazatA hai. Ama AtmA anaMta ktinI ghaNI che. chatAM jaDa khIzaDane khAvo paDe che. 1 ajaMtA jIvonI hiMsAthI bane che. A badhI vastu DauDane DoDa jIvanA klevara ja che. tene mArIne mAre jIvavuM paDe che. mATe A saMsAranuM svarUpa jevuM che. jIvone mArIne mAre temAMthI svAda ane mAnada levAnI ? be mArA zarIranA lITTI, mAsanuM TesTa hI varNana kare to mane tevuM lAge ! to pachI mAre koi jIvone . khArIne svAda, laI temAM vyazakti zuM kAma DaravAnI! mArA para koI anyAya karelI mane kevuM lAge ! e paNa jIva che. mATe je AmAM Azakti rIza to kama vadhArI. ane jyAre bhogavavAnA AvI tyAre zuM DarIyA. sabhA!- sAdeba, samItI Avo vicAra kare, sAhebazvaH J:- hal, 3 bhAvA vicArI karUM, paNa temAM tenI viveka khUba ja uDo hoya. atyAre tamArI dazA zuM che 3 napeTImAM ubhA rahevAnuM ThekANu nathI ane zikharanI vAto karavI che. atyAre koI ema ka? hai baika TUthya para bIjA dravyanI masara nathI eja rIte sArI anubhuti che . to huM tene hamaNAM khamAsamaNuM ApuM. paNa e koI | mATe bartha bhUmikA vicAravI paDe. . upAdhyAya thazovijayajIe lakhyuM che kai prabhunI breSTha pUjA kaI che? abheda upAzanA che te zreSTha upAsanA che. jevA Apa paramAtmA che, tevI ja huM chuM. tamArA bAtmAnuM svarUpa jevuM che tevuM ja mAruM svarUpa che. namArI mAtmAnI zudhdhI che tevI ja mAza mAtmAnI zudhdhI che. ApanI mANDa zudhdha, budhdha, niraMjana, nirADAra chuM. Aja kharI upAsanA che. paraMtu A rItanI upAsanA kyAre karavAnI che 1 jyAre jIva samatAnI bhUmikAmAM Ave tyAre A abheda upAsanA karavAnI tuM . paNa jyAre atyAre tI bheda upAsanA karavAnI che. bhagavAna zrApamAM kuMvA guNo che ane zuM khAmIothI bharelo chuM. Apa devA mAnA sAgara cho ne.huM OMvA odhathI dhamadhamI kSI chuM. ATe paramAtmAnA guNonI atyAre stavanA

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ga 2 karavAnI che ane mApaNA doSanI nizA karavAnI . mATe sTeja pramANe bhAvanA, bhakti che, - have ApaNI muLa vAta zuM hatI 8, jeTalA paNa che ke te prasaMge kharAba asara kare che. AtmakalyANamAM upayogI thAya tevuM eka paNa karma nathI. mAtma ulyANamAM to khAlI te nimitta mApavAnuM kAma phare che. ' saMsAramAM ke dharmamAM je anukuLatA Ave che temAM puNyakarmanuM zama che. jainuM puNya uMcu hoya tene dharmanA kaMgamAM paNa uMcI sAmagrI mane. ane A 'puNya hoya to nIthI jhabAnI sAmagrI maLe. jema manuSya bhava maLyo, paEL mavasarapINImAM, bharata hIrAmAM mahAvidehamAM na mathI raNa ApaNuM eTaluM puNya kAyu hatuM. jene kAAsana makhya paNa maratAM sudhI pakA sAta tIrthadarano yoga nahI thAya. DevaLI ke 14 parvadhara, mana:paryavakSAnI, avadhijJAnI che bulavaNIno yoga nadI thAya. jethI dharmanI viziSTa samajAnI prApti nahI maLe, kAraNa ApaNuM eTaluM puNya karyuM. mATe dharmanI sAmaNI mane temAM purA jhAraNa che. | tyAre manuSyabhava, jhAryadeza, naLa, jaina jAti, pAMce Indriya pariNa, lAMbu AyuSya, dharma samajavAnI budhdhiI, A badhu pAka puyathI maLyuM che. atyAre ghaNAMne AvuM nathI maLyuM te pacaThA che. mATe mInsa provAIDa karavAnuM prama puNyanuM che. puSya vadhAre hoya to dharmaMI sAmagI uMcI mane. grevI rIte bhoga sAmagrI apAve tevuM puNya bAMdhyuM hoya to bhavAnsamAM bhauga sAmagrI maLe 8. mATe jevuM - pujya vadhu hathi tevI vipATha vakhate sAmagrI mATe mApa anaMtIvAra vuiM puSya bAbu ke jenAthI manuSyabhava, cothI bArI , na phukha, jaina zAsana , sAta tIrthanI yoga, samavasarAmAM rasapUrvaka dezanA, pAMce IndriyathI pazkilA, dharma mATenA badhA ja anaqLa sagAM maLyA hatA. | dezanA sAlakhIne zradhdhA pUrvaka puruSArtha karI niraticAra cAra pAmyuM AvuM pujya bAMdhyuM ane bhogavyuM paNa kharA, tAM jIva carI na zakyo. zAha te vakhate mApakA puruSArtha na hatI

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- 53 sabhA te pukathAnubaMdhI puNya na hauya sAraibalsa:- pusthAnubaMdhI puNyamAM papa puNyanuM zuM kAma? R navuM pujya ubhuM dare, paraMtu AtmAnA guNIno vikAsa karAvavI te DAma daI padyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM nathI, AtmAmAM puruSArtha karIne sI TheLavavAnA . mATe tamArA vidhAna sAcu banatu nathI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM kAma paNa sAmagrI apAvavAnuM ja che.' have lAyaka jIva ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe che, mATe lAyaka jIvane sAmagrI : mo. zreTaA te puruSArtha bhAve zo ja. karmabaMdhathI thAre paNa mukti maLatI nathI. paNa karmanA baMdhane takavAthI ja mukti maLI. mATe dharma chavAmAM jherI paNa karmanI addhiA rAkhavAnI nathI.' jema tame guga pA dAnanI gaIkA zarmA to kevuM kahevAthI te tamane luMTI lerI che dAna cApI ? basa karmanI jAta paNa tevI ja che. " - sA:- amane puruSArtha karavAmAM sAbabhu karma kuma 32 ? sAheba" :- puruSArtha ThasthAmAM ja kAma na kare pachA, karmane taka to puruSArtha thAya. vIrthAntarAyanuM zuM kAma hai aNI cho ? te ADakhIlI ubhI kare che. mATe puruSArthathI Darma tIDavAnA hai. AtI tamArI prevI vAta thaI mAre sAja thavuM che to taimAM mane kaI mAMdagI sAva Thare 1 mAdagIne dUra 8 tI sAjA thavAya tainI sahAtha la to sAja thavAya? basa tainA jevI tame vAta karI. jJAna meLavavuM hoya to jJAnAvarIyane toDavuM paDe che. mATe temAM tI, karmano kSaya, Darmono kSayIpakAma, karmano upAma 3vAnI che. A gImAM mane tIvvAnA ja che. thI AtmAnA guNI magare karma eTale lI karI para dhyAvaraNa che. avarodha charI mAtmAnA guNone toDI devAnuM kAma pharmanuM che. mATe Anma gaNA visAvavA maMA AvarANAne ja toLA paDe. mATe dharma s2vAmAM Darma sAme saMgharSa karavAno che. karma ja vicha che. temAM mukhya ghAtI ja vUibarUpa che. je mA ghAtI karmo na hoya to 2 aghAtI hama to mAyakAMgalA che. te dhyAtmAne jhaDI vADe tema nathI. mATe jyA sudhI mAtmA para ghAtI karmano *

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74 udaya che tyAM sughI cAtmAne mAyakAMgalA banIne jIvavAnuM che. tamArI vyAkti ghAtI sapeza kare che. ApaNe AtmAmAM anaMta vIrya mAnII chIe. chatAM ApaNe atyAre nabA banI gayA chIe. te zaktinuM AvaraNa vInirAya che. ' Da saMsAramAM OM dharmamAM je paNa puruSArtha karI che. te hInA kAraNe 1 thoDuM vIntizaya tuTyU mATe ja ne ? atyAre tamArA hAthapaga hAle che, yogapI halAvI zako cho, pAMca DhIlo vajana ucI zako ? / pAmato AtmA TacalI bhAMgapI para pahADa ucaDI Aae tema che. lai zakti atyAre dabAyelI che. paNa thI vIntarAya mATe ATalI dauDadhAma karo cho ! temAM kANuM pADyu Dyu tema saMsAramAM paNa thoDI budhdhI vAparI zaDo cho. kAraNa zuM1 lIDyu mATe. mATe banne DIgamAM ghAnIko je ADakhIlI rUpa che tenuM nivAraNa karIne saphaLatA meLavavAnI che. ghAtIDanuM nivArazo to ja Atmazakti khIlI zakze. jema eka mANasane karI'ti banavuM che paNa nainI upAya tai jANatI nathI. eTale phAMza mAre che chatAM te DoDapati banI zaDato nathI. AmAM ArA ajJAnatA che. have e jJAnAvaraNIya karma tUTe to hozIyArI cAvI jAya. mATe koIkA kAma DaravAmAM vAnIkarmanI ja naDanara che. tame jIvanamAM dareDa kaLA, jJAk, vijJAna nathI pAmI 2AkunA jhAraNa ghAlIDAno udhdha che. paiTAbhedathI asaMkhya ghAsIDIno uthya che. tame jeTalA bhoga Iccho cho teTalA bhogavI zakatA nathI. tamAre vyAnmAnA guNono svAda mANavo che chatAM mANI zakanA nathI. bhaugamAmagrI hovA chatAM mANI zakatAM nathI temAM DAN bhaugAntazaya che. sabhA:- saMsAranA mAM saphaLatA mATe puruSArtha kAma nathI karato? sATebajI:- jo meluM puNya ja kAma 6nuM hoya tau dhaMdho karavA jvAnI zuM jarUra hai. puNya kI nI emanema ApI deze. mATe bAre maTinA godaDA cIDhIne I baco. sabhA:- paNa puruSArtha karIe chatAM mapanuM nathI. sAhebajI saMsAranA dAmAM puNyanI pradhAnatA che. paNa sAthe puSArtha khaiIe ja.

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gu ekalA bhAgyavAdane mAnanArA bole che 8 nasIbamAM haze to mauthI. to pachI nasIbamAM khAvAnuM karI lI mArI. nI dema soI banAvAnI puruSArtha karI rahI che A sabhA paNa ghaNI vakhata puruSArtha nakAmI jAya che. . sAheba:- nai prabaLa aMtarAya hoya to puruSArtha nakAmI jaya che. pakA nasIbamAM hoya to AkhI jI. paivuM ja hoya te ghera beThAM ja maLI. . sabhA:- zAlIbhadrane sapanuM hatuM ne sAheba - te vakhate tamane svIkAravA hAtha na laMbAvyo ta to maLI? mATe . melA puSyathI makhyAno dAkhala nathI. DadAca mImAM AvIne paDe to pAka cAvavAno aSArtha kalpI paDaze. nahitara DucI vaLI. ane te ja vAstavavAdIne anurUpa vAnI che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ekalI bhAgyavAda mAne ke chellI puruSArthavAda zAne, tI te mithyAtva che. mATe banenI samanvaya karavo paDe. tethI dareka Dara thAnuM ATalA TakA mahatva che cAnuM mATalA zA mahatva 8. trima baulAya, saMsAramAM bhAgyavAdanI mahAnatA . paraMtu ekalI bhAMyavAda nI manAya ja nathI. ApaNA zAsanamAM ja anekAntavAda che. badhA dhamae mAnyu che. paraMtu je karmathI ja thavuM hoya to puruSArthanI zuM jarUra che ane purUSArthathI ja thavuM to karmanI zuM jarUra 1 mATe hRpanI prAptimAM ceDAne bhAgya kAraNa nathI. $LanI prAptimAM tene puruSArtha phAraNa nathI . ane A samaja anya dhama pAse na hovAnA kAraNe temane jvAba ApavAmAM muza8nI unI thAya che. vai Apako vitha 52 zrAvI. saMsAra ane dharma vane DhAmAM vidana mATe karma ja kAraNa che. dharmanA dvajhamAM vicArIe. jyanya viddha, madhyama vakha, ane utkRSTa viddha, , dA.ta. eka mAsama cIkkasa dhyeya, saMkalpa sAthe dilhI javA nIkaLyo

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che. hava tene puNya sAthe hoya to rastI paNa rUma, sIdhA, khADA TeDA, kAMkarA vagaranI maM . DII va2mI nahI, ThaMDI nahI, varasAda nahI paraMtu je pApanI udaya hoya to tyAre ja taDako nIDo, badhI jatanA nAnA nAnA TI Ave. mATe tene muzkelI ubhI thAya. have A badhI muzkelI ubhI thaI te dara tulya vina . taine jaghanya vina kahevAya che. have madhyama vidhA mATe vicArIe. jaima koI mANasa nIkaLyo che. tene rasto paNa sAro che. gADI, taDI, ThaMDI koI natuM nathI. paraMtu rastAmAM cAlatAM cAlatAM ekadama mAthuM dukhavA AvyuM, tAva Avyo, vA bharAI gayI. mAre eka DagaluM cAlatA paNa muzkelI paDe che. cAle to mahAprayatna cAle paNa spIDa pakaDAya nahI. pelAmAM ApaNI vAta nAsto lIdha, aNiyA zarIsnA DaTa lIdhA che. jenAthI tene IcchA hovA chatAM paNa jI cAlI zake tema nathI. mane gati ma dhImI thaI gaI che. A viddhIne madhyama vina ubhA che. : have utkRSTa vinA vicArIe. dave e mANasane bANa vadhI anukrupatA che. hIra paNa svastha che. tene javuM IlTiI paNa cAlatAM cAlatAM tene jama thaI gayo A uttarane vahai ki dizA chemATe te nara cAlavA lAgyo ane pachI sIne phaLyu tyAre te sukha Rya che tenI IrAdo kharAba hoya to dilhIno teja rasto banAve. mATe te have game teTaluM cAle to paNa dilhI pahoMce kharI? athavA cAlatAM cAlatAM cA cAve, vaibhAna thaI jAya, Tha vaLagADa vaLagI jaya, gAMghaka AvI gayuM. te vakhate tema hatuM hAlata thAva jethI sAcA latha para pahoMce nahI. mane ubRha vina batAvyuM che. mA to upamA che. rIte traNa prakAranA viddho batAvyo . jaghanya vihata chaMTakatulya madhyama viddha zaiganulya ane utkRSTa viddha dizAbrama, budhdhIbama tulya. sarve sI rIte

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99 che te vicArII. jaima tame sAmAyika karavA beThA te vakhate bahAranI pratikuLatA, anukuLatA Ave. mane tenI jo asara thAya to vighna kahaivAya je kAMTA tulya . je mAmulI vighnI che. jema chokaro ghoghATa kare che ane tame amara lo tI mana asvastha thAya. tema DoI mahemAna AvyA, tema dhaMdhAdhApA, kuTuMbanA kaIka samAcAranA nimitto AvyA. jai badhA mAmulI phraMTeDa mulya che. jo te vakhI tame je tenI asara na lI to ArthanA karI zakI. ane e sI tamArI gati zrIthI thAya. hmA AMTA jevA jaghanya vidhna che. have madhyama vighna asara lI jema sAmAyika karavuM che. paNa 4 DIgrI tAva Avyo, ubhA nathI thaI rAGatA. pUjA karavA jve che paNa pagamAM vA che. jenAthI ubhA nathI thaI zakatA. IcchA hai chatAM karI zakatA nathI. jaima sAmAyika zudhdha karavuM che tenA mATe ghaNI maenata kare che, paNa sAmAyikanuM svarUpa mahenata karavA chatAM ThaMDAthI sa Dato nathI. mATe kriyA zudhdha karI vADato nathI. khAmI vALI kriyA thAya che te madhyama prakAranA vighna che. have utkRSTa vighna vicArIe. have tene badale pUjA OM sAmAyika karavA beThA, temA seii Avyo. TIvImAM sArI progrAma Avyone gharamAM badhA te progAma juye che; mA Dare hai, 1 vakhate thAya OM A badhA daivI majA Dare che, vyApI prazaI gayA, phasAI gayA. jema auIe upavAsa karyo te divase samAna vyAvyA. jethI badhA mAlapaNI prAtha che. tyAre ema thAya OM badhA mAlapANI khAya che. ApI rahI gayA. ApaNI mA cAlI gaI. A badhA utkRSTa vighna che, kAra pAyathI churavAnu lakSya hatuM. mAM thAya pApane choDIne ahiyA kyAM besI gayo ! je pApamAM hota to majA paData. mATe dazAbhramathI budhdhI kharAba thaI gaI. have tame vicAro AvuM jIvanamAM kaiTalI vakhata bane che ?

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jenAthI AvA vicArone prAdhIna thaIne dharma anudAnamAM chabaraDAM vALatA jIva thI. utkRSTa viddhathI anuSThAna TIlI phala thAya che. jaghanya viddha - DAMTA jevuM | madhyama vikta - rIMga jevuM ujUra viddha dizAmAM budhdhijama jevuM che, sabhA:- sAmAyika karatAM vila Ave tene pApa vadhAre baMdhAya hai na sAmAyika kare tene vadhAre pApa baMdhAya. sAba- sAmAyika sphrI hoya na Darato hauya paNa tene cAvA vicArathI bhaya32 pApa levAya che. sAmAyajha na kare eTale zuM ? vidana nahI ? A sabhA:- Ape kahyuM ke mArA kAmamAM vizna Ave. sAheba - sAru kAma karavA nirUche tyAre khabara paDe che vina AvyuM. pachI na nikaLe to valenma tarIke sI paDyA ja hai. vaiunA bhAva sarakhA che mATe sarakhu pAya badhAya che. ghaNA 88 ke bAdhA laIne tUTI jAya to pApa lAge. A sabhA:- paNa sAhebaja eka cIra zaurI kare che ane aika ja corI kare che tI temAM Darane pApa vadhAre baMdhAya sabaja- tame je A upamA ApI che te prITI che. jhArA sAmAyika kare che te paNa saMsArI che. rahastha che. nathI karato te paNa sabhya che. mATe tame ema kahe 8 saMsArI mANasa ja vadhe ane sAdhu ja bole re ) tramAM zaune pApa vadhAre kAma ho to bAvara. azitha mAdhune vadhAre pApa baMdhAya . kAzI bAvajhanA vAmAM sahastha ja bole che enA karatAM sAdhunA vaizamAM sAdhu ja bole tyAre vadhAre pApa lAge. mATe bhUmijhA - jema tame paisA pI nI pApa lAge che. atyAre tamArA khissAmAMthI thIDA to paisA nIkaLavAnA ja. jyAre mane tapAse ne paisA nIkaLe to konuM pApa moTuM kahevA badalavI paDe.

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saba:- Avu thAya to pachI bApe thAya. sAva - tamArA vA badhA vaiThA che mATe caDhAve . paraMtu A tI bhayaMkara pApa 4. tamArA kartavya che ke temane samajAvavA bIjI rIte prayatna ka2vI joII. jemAM dharma nidAya nathI. paraMtu jo AvI rIte karI lo .. tame bhava bhava khaI nAkhazo. | mATe kA badalAya to pApa lAgI. mATe sAdhu UbhA to vadhAre pApa lAge che. tethI sAmAyika dasthA velAne vinA nimittanI asara levAthI pApa lAge che. tema pelAne paNa vega sAmANike tevA bhAva havAthI pApa lAge . mATe bAdhA laIne tUTe to pApa lAge ane bAvA na letI pApa na lAge tevuM nathI. mATe evI zaijhAne niyama na levAya.

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gurUvAra bhA.va. pathama - " papha zrI yugabhuSAvijayanu saddagura strI namaH 14-9-5 vinaya, sidhdhI bhAvadharma gavANiyA Teka anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI nIThThira paramAnmAe ApaNI AtmA sarva prakAranI sidhdhIne pAme te mATe dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. | mahApunI dRSTIe micchI pa6 eTale temAM mAtmAnI sarvazakti ane sauno parAkASTAno vijJAbha thAya che. siddha bhagavaMta sarva rIte paripUrNa che, jyAM anaMta zakti anaMta vIrya nirAvRta thayelu che, sidhdha bhagavaMtane bhaunika wtamAM kaMI rasa nathI. paraMtu temane jai maLyuM che tene mANavAmAM ane bhogavavAmAM ja rasa che. mATe te sanmAnA guNone bhIjharve 8. sidhdhI maraDAmAM samAyelI che. are kevaLajJAnImAM paNa tamAma prakAranI bhautika sidhdhI , labdhi, camAra samAyelA che. A badhAnuM phaLa kevaLajJAna . - tame gautamasvAmIne mata labdhinA svAmi zo cho. temanA jevI badhI - labdhi vakhazAnImAM hoya che. gatamasvAbhijue khImAM maMguThI rAkhI tene atUTa rAkhI hatI. tema kevaLajJAnI vagara aMguTho pe matUTa banAvI za8 8. DhavAnImAM . na temanAM hatAM paNa vadhAre che. -- - - jagatanI ballI rIdhdhI, sidhdhI, varna meLavIne pAmavAnI tAkAta , - sidhdhImAM che. mATe ja temane mApaNo sidhdha karIe chIe. AvI parAkASThAnI zilpIne pAmavA mATe dharma sAdhanA sAdhana che. temAM eka pachI epane siddha karavA paDe. adhyAtmanI draupanI bhUmikA makka che, paNa tene pAmavA mATe nIcenI thavI athAtmanI bhUmikA masara sara karavAnI che, | tane pAmavI ane sidhdha thavI, tenuM nAma ja miththI bhAvadhirma che. have te pAmI jhINA ke je vyakti urma dharAvanA karatAM vilaya karI zake te ja saLIne pAmI zake che. tamane kaIpaNa sadAcAra, ArAdhanA siddha thaI hAre daivAya jyAre tame tenA virIdhI vine justhA kauva na.

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naima amujha sadAcAra, udAratA pAmavI che. temAM tene 2 levalanA vikAsa karo cho teM kyAre sidhdha thathI kahevAya che jyAre te levalanA viddha Ave tene pAra pAmI zako to ja siddha thayo chavAya che. dharma Akho sadAcAra, saguNImAM samAI jAya che. dharmanA trimAM preraNA ke upadeza sagukA, bhacAranI ja aApavAmAM aAve che. duzathAra mane durgAnI ni ne sadAcAra ane sarakAranI Ada2 paidA thAya tenuM nAma ja upadeza che. - - hai saguNa sadAcAra sAmAnya rIte $ mAMdalA, mAlA karI paNa asthimajavrata na thAya to tene siddha thayA na kahevAya. tenA para tamAro adhikAra, jhIpa sthApIta thaI kvo IrI, grIna sidhdha DaravA mATe tainA vizailI vikkIne pAra karavAnI vAta "Ie. tame dhamAnI prayatna chatAM dava cAre dhyAM sudhI dhamAM keLavI zako za,3ya puNya hoya ane krIdhanuM nimisa na maLe tyAM sudhI ne jema tame atyAre vyAkhyAnamAM zAMta beThA cho eTale tamane kAmAM siddha thaI ThaPSvA kharI nimitta mane to hamaNA ja uzkerAI java tema cho. mATe tainI jema mITAbhAganI thiAmAM paNa jyAM sudhI viddha nathI AvyuM tyAM sudhI karI zake kI. mArI ekapaNa evI dhaDayA kharI ke vaimAM vilo vAvyA hIyA tyAre tame tene dezavI, toDIne temAM sthira rahyA hova. atyAre tame vikkIne banelA nathI paNa vidothI tame unALelA jI. sabhA:- A kALamAM A bhAvadharma Ave kharI ? sAba":- saMpUrNa na Ave paNa ame raDA AvI zake. paraMtu atyAre to tamane amuDa yA paNa nathI. pUjA karatA nimitta maNe mane vicalItatA Ave. 8. mATe 24 kalA vidArInI asara nIce ja chI, sidhdhI bhAvane pAmanAra mANasanuM stara levala ghaNuM ja ucu hoya che. pAMca sAvadharmamAMthI eka bhAvane pAmava paNa mahA mAdhya ane temAM eka bhAvadhiSmAthI bIjamAM zrAva

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auTale to sIdhI hAIjampa ja kahevAya. ane jene pAMceya bhAvadharma AvI bhaya te sau pachI saMsAranI mahemAna ja che. tene tarata maurya jvAnI taiyArI che. viddhajaya karavI te to mahAsAvaDa mATe paNa kaThaNa che. ApaNI AgaLa gaka prakAranA vino I gayA. jaghanya, madhyama, utkRSTa viddha jarA thoDuM vicArI laIe. jaghanya viM - bAtha nimitta 5STanA, dukhanA jene kaMTa vA kahyA che. jaima eDa mama musApharI karavA nIso che taine rastAmAM kAMbA, khAMDa, jha, bhukha tarasa , garamI ThaMDInA jhArI tene musApharInA prayAsamAM ADakhIlI ubhI thAya. mAnI ne te asara hai to tenI gati maMda thAya. paNa tenAthI tenI sAdhanA maTatI nathI. - have madhyama vina, jaima musApharImAM tAva Avyo vA kAvyo, paga macakaDAI gaye, kAramAsara mazakti AvI, jenA zAre cAlI na zakavAthI AgaLa vadhavAmAM kasauTI ubhI thAya tema sAdhanAmAM paNa AvA vilI Avai, tyAre sAdhanAmAM avarodha ubho thAya che. A madhyama : prakAranA viddha che. . ' utkRSTa vizvamAM vyakitane buddhi bhrama thAya che. jaima musApharImAM jatAM kokane rasto paDyo ane tene uMdhI rasto batAvyo. tI vakhate vyakti game teTalI cAle to paNa tenA bairya pIve nahi. kAraNa mArgadanamAM ja bhrama thayo & ane ghaNI vakhata svayaM potAnI buddhi bagaDavAthI paNa bhrama thAya che. athavA cAlatAM cAlatAM hAtha kaMTALo Ave muDI havAnA phAraNe thAya che vuM nathI. "mATe ghaDIkamAM hAM, ne thaDI mAM nI ema tenA saMkaltha badalAla hotha sthA dhyeya badhdhatA na hoya. mAM badhAne bUmo utkRSTa viddha zuM che. A badhA upamA sarpa ththA . temAM TAMta rUpe paNa vicArI laIe. jema tapa, upavA, sAmAyika. 4ja karavI che. temAM vighna Ave jema upavAsanuM pakhAka lIdhu che. ne pitta cAlu thAya, sukha, tarasa lAge. zA mA to 'zarIrano svabhAva che. eka sI tapanA zAhI aMdaranI garamI nAma ane bANa

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'paNA gamI hoya to vaccenI vadhe. ane A badhAnI je asara thAya to mAnasIjha vyagatA , thArUpatA Ave nI tapanI ArAdhanA azudhdha karavAmAM alanA mAryuM. paraMtu tamane paracakhANa letA pahelAM ja , bhAva dIya che. paccakhANa letAM pahelAM ja kahI de evuM paccakhANa ApI. huM koI sSTa na cAle. mATe dharma karavA jatAM pahelA ja tamArI zuM saMkalpa che basa sAdhanAmAM koI jAtanuM 4STa na AvavuM joIe. vagara jhaSTa pAra utAravI joIe. paraMtu koI jhaTa nahi mAvavuM te bhAvanA che te ja amArI .. TIe viddha che. tamane zArIrijha, InDIyanI TIe badhI rIte tranurUpatAnI apekSA che. anupatA sAthe dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI ja bhAva che te AdhyAna che. - aDDapatAnI mA ane pratikuLatAno te te mArtadhyAna TI. mATe ArtadhyAna sAthe dharma ArAdhanA karavAno tamane bhAva che. sabhA:- Avo bhAva Ave pachI AtmA duHkhI thAya che. sAdeva -te sAta che. huM tenI nA nathI pADatI. pakA pahelAM ArtadhyAna to AvyuM ja. - jaima tame uMghatA zaiva tyAre cI2 sapanIne luTe che te tamane khabara nathI paDatI. paraMtu je tenI khabara paDe to taino upacAra thAya te mATe dhyAna, yoga, ArAdhanA , sAdhanA karatAM addhiA che ke koI taklIpha na "Ie. mATe ja dhyAna karatAM pahelAM DrIma pI lo cho. sAthe zArIrIka anuSphaLatA mATe paNa paMkhA, DanalopIlo badhAnI vyavasthA zI cho. A badhAno zuM artha thAya che mAdhyAne pahelAM sthira karIne pachI palAMThI vANIne dhyAna karavA besavAnuM. mATe tenAthI tenuM dhyAna thAya ane temAM zuM baMdha baMdhAya tamAre mahupatAnI apekSAe keTaluM phIlDa che. ane pravuinAnI

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- keralI maracI che, haiSa che te vicArajo. tamane 24 DalADa pratikuLatAnA viryoganI apekkA ane anukuLatAnA saMyoganI apekSA rahe che. ane tenuM ja nAma mArtadhyAna che. vaima sAmAyika TharavA besI to zuM bhAva 8 mane machara na karo, garamI na lAge, ThaMDaka joIe. A badhI apaidhA che mATe ArtadhyAna aMda2 paDelu ja che. sabhA - dharmakiyAne anuSkuLa mAmagI mane lai ArtadhyAna che, mAvaja - viThiyAne nuThThaLa sAmagrI maLe ne bhAvanAne kAMI vArtadhyAna nathI detA. jaima mane prabhu sArI TharavA sArA phaLa sArA veda, kesara, puSpa mI jAya tevI bhAvanA rAkho te mArI che. tainAthI sAnI bhakti karI trA te ArtadhyAna nathI. sAmAyika davA banmatAM mi bhAva thAya ke huM vidhi mujaba barAbara sAmAciTha karI ha te mATe koI evo prasaMga na Ave che huM sAmAyika na karI zakuM. mA bhAva zubha bhAva che. bArtadhyAna nathI. e sabhA - saMyogI barAbara hoya to dharmakriyA barAbara thAya sAheba tamane kevA saMyogI jaIe che? barobarano tame zuM kartha karazo? sukhaka ja thAya. ema to tamane viddha Ave che saine mane DaravAnuM baLa mAMgI. je nimitto che tenI asara tame lo to te vidata che. anukuLa saMyaugI davA joIe che ? taima saMsAranI badhI javAbadArI, zrama, ciMtA, . pAra utarI jAya pachI navarA paDo, eTale dharma karavAno. barAbara : tamAre saMsAranuM kAma sAthe veTale tame dharmane paDatI ho jI.. .- jema sAmAyika karavA vasatAM acAnaka na Ave to gharAka. vise Avyo che. sAro sIdI thAya tema che. A samAcAra maLatAM zuM karI sAmAyika paDatuM mUThAne saMsAramAM nI nAnA bI hajAra rahe che. mATe tene - pahelAM sulaTAvA ne pachI ja dharma karavAM vasavuM te tamAre nirvikatAnuM bhakti che. tame saMsane prAyoTIkI cApI dI. ane dharmano to tame

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chello naMbara che. saMsAranuM badhu pAra paDe pachI navarA dhupa jevA chIe | mATe sva dharma karI, Avo anurUpatAno artha nahI karavAnI. tame sAmAyika karavA beThA ne na Avyo. teTalA mAkhathI tene vizvanA devAya. paraMtu sAthika karavA vasatAM acAnaka pagamAM lacakA paDI gaI jethI vaDA paNa vadhI che . mATe barAbara khamAsamaNa ApI zako te mATe A dUra thAya tema mAMgavAnuM che. . prAthamIka zraddhAnA viddha Ave ane sahana na karI zaphI tI che thaI tenuM saMta methInuM che. | meghamAra rokIjhanA putra che. temane AgalA bhavanI AzAthI evuM putha vAMche ke jenAthI 2pa, caturAI, budhdhi. JvarSa. vivIpa maLela 8. bhautika TIvI temane badhuM ja maLyuM che. paNa prabhu mahAvIranI vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLI ne utkRSTa vacagya thavAthI rIkkA levAnA bhAva thayA che temane dIkSA levAnI khUba mAmane che mATe temanI mAtA dhArakone page lAgIne kahe che huM prabhu mahAvIranI dezanA sAMbhaLIne Avyo chuM. mArA zalapatA mAnA rAju thayA pachI paNa kahe che ke "huM A saMsAramAM thavA mAMgato nathI." A sabhA mAtA vaibhAna thaI gayAM. jyAre bhAnamAM AvyA pachIthI temane dhakkA na levA mATe khuba ja samajAve che. saMyama pApavuM te hAI ramata vAta nathI. paraMtu temanA mananI mAtA che. mATe mAtAnA vadhanI koI ja asara thatI nathI. ane ko e mAtmaguNone visAvavA ke huM badhuya haba karI. rIvarAja paNa temane khuba ja manAve che ke moTI uMmare mA leje. paraMtu te mAnavA taiyAra nathI. . chelle pitA e che ke dIkSA letA pahelAM huM tAro che rAja upara rAjyAbiDa karavA mAMgu chuM. kamIzarAjane temanA vazarathanI kasoTI daravI che. magadha rAja upara rAjyAbhiSeka karI magadhanI samA.

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86 banAvavo che, meghamAra temanI Imane purI karavAnI hA pADe che. zreNI zA pote rAjyAbhiSeka kare che. ki vakhata jatIlaka karIne gAdI para besADe pachI vinA hauya to paNa temanI sAme hAtha joDIne ubhA rahai. zremI rAja puche che pha2mAvo mArA vAM che tyAre temanI pAse ATalI sTA saMpati hovA chatAM kahe che ke mArI AzA che ke Avo ane pAtarA lAvI., vicArane temanI kevI vairAgya nI mAnya saMkalya kevI haze? pachIthI prabhu pAse jaIne dIkSA le che. sarva dIkSA lIdhA pachI prabhue temane sthavIzane sopyA che. saMsAramAM game tevI moTI vyakita hoya paNa dIkSA lIdhA pachI to kama pramANe vara Ave che. varmalA kendramAM mA sattA, saMpani. ezvaryathI moTI vyakti gAya nahI. caDavavI pApa dIdhA le to tene nAnI mAryuM ja daivAya 8. - sabApA navadIkSIta haya to tenA pariNAma to apavavA joIene? - sAba - bIlI pariNAma jALavavA zuM kare? khINAmAM laIne kare paraMtu nava dIdhIvane badhA sAdhubhagavaMtanI vaiyAvacce sIdhI devI ke pANInA ghaDA lAvavAbadhAnI bhakti karavI, gaucaTI levA halavA, Avu badhu narata ja na mope. paraMtu vitha dharma to zIkhavADavI paDe. mATe nAnAne kaI mIrI banAvAya nahI. navAbItanA pauima jaLavavA temanI pAsethI - Thaura carcA re vavAnI sevA, zukAnI amo Aya nathI. paraMtu te aparipakva rIvAbA kAzI jara paDe rA yugavela temane sAdhu ziyAmAM sAtha re. -- -- - - - - - - - - - - mane emane vIlane soMpyA che. have Amane dhanathaRbole gvI e chelle vAge saMthAro karAvatAM temanA 7ma pramANe chello naMbara TIvAthI temanI saMthAre daravAjA pAse bAvyo. kuLanI thAmAM sunArane hA suvAnuM AvyuM? pavamAM zo thA mIhI havA chatAM paNa tame

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da rAtripauSadha DI nahI ne ! kAraNa A rIte saMthArAmAM suvuM phAve nahI ne! have yiA zuM banyu ke hajAra mAtmAno ghaDImAM dhyAna mATe, svAdhyAya mATe, kai mAnaza mATe badAra natha Ave che. mATe teonI avara jvara cAlu hovAthI retIvALA badhAnA paga temanA graMthAza para pavAthI temAM AkhI rAta sUI nADatA nathI. temane A prathama DamAnuM vighna che. temane hAthA pariSa cAlyo che, mATe temane Avyu Ama huM e pAMca oinaTa pAna suI zaku to A rIte AkhI jIMdagI kaI rIte jIvAthI, mATe temane lAge che ke huM saMyama nahI pAkhI zaku. mAzamAM graMthama pALavAnI matA nathI. thayu 3 A hai bhAva thayA che temAM te vighnanI asara thaI che. A asarathI saMyama pALavAnuM kAma saha nadI ema emane thAya che. paNa gemano khyAla nakkI hatI 3 saMsAra taravA mATenuM kharuM vyAdhana tau saMyama ja che. mATe temane saMyama mATe ja atyAre paNa jAga che ane saMsAra para atyAre paNa vaikha che, temane ema nathI thatu hai huM kyAM A vyayamamAM bharAI gayI. jo Avo bhAva thayo hota to te trIjA prakAranuM vighna banI jate, paraMtu temano bhAva che ke A uttama mArga che te jIvavA zaivo che paNa mAruM Ama nathI. sabhA:- temane sAdebajI pahelethI A badhAnI khabara nahIM hoya? sahebajI:- Ama pote 2AkumAra che. sukumokha de che. khuba ja sukhanA uya hovAnA kAraNe prekTIkalamAM Ama thAya tevuM khabara na hoya. temane mA DoI akhatarA rUpe DarAvyuM na hoya. paraMtu varNana sAMbhaLIne mAnasI 2Ite seMDalpa karIne dIA lIdhI hai, jema tame atyAre baMgalA ane phleTomAM rahI cho, huM atyAre tamane jhupaDapaTTInuM varNana DaruM to kevI asara thAya! pA jyAre prekTIDabamAM rahevAnuM mAve tyAre daivI asara thAya ! atyAre ghaNA mAdhuaunA nAnA nAnA TopI joIne sAda ApatA hoya che OM . na karavuM joie, Ama DaravuM naiie, sAdhuo atyAre DathuM DaratA nathI. Ama

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paNa bhAva snAne devuM paDe ke tame eka vakhata to tame 4 pramANI karI { banAvo. ghaNA kare che tyAre eka mAdhu guru banavA lAyaka nathI je na lAgatA hoya to tame bavAnA guru banIne vatA. tame sAva sAdhune mA kALa pramANa pAka. mulyAMkana na karI zako to kema cAle? mane zIthIlAcArI sAdhunI vAta karatA nathI. paraMtu atyAre eka vADInuM sAmAyiDa paNa karavuM nathI ane AvI vAne karI dema cAle, | have meghamAyane anubhavathI lAgyuM che ahiyA rAma gaju nathI. mATe savAre prabhu pAse jaIne laI ghare jaI. mAma vicAra kare che. mA prAthamika kakSAnuM vidhya che. madhyama ke utkRSTa vijhA nathI. tema tama vidhi karatAM vadhAvA bhAva Ave, ke ApaNuM kAma nathI, mATe judI devAnuM mana thAya che temAM chuTachATa levAnuM mana thAya to prathama kakSAnA vizvanI asara che. je pArAvAmAM AvanA, avarodha ubhA karyA kare che. mathA khAsa upAdhyAya thavige kyu che ke vine navAno sma ulaTo . pahelAM utkRSTa plAnA vistone jInavAnA che. pachI madhyama bAvA, ane pachI thavya kaLAnA vidanIne jIvavAnA che. ane ApaNe ahiMyA ja thApa khAIe chIe. uSTha ThaThThAnA vikathI to mukhathI ja AInA bagI paDe che. jayAre jaghanya ane madhyama vinothI tI mAMdalI, mAMdalI paNa AhAdhanA cAlu che che, mATe utkRSTa kaLAnA viddhAno pahelA, vijya thavAno che nahItara dharma ja lipa jo. . . che. jema samejaTharavADAmAra te evo bhAva Avyo ke mA dhaMdhAnI sIjhana poSAkhA kAraNe strI paNa kathA karAI rahyA che : 6 atyAre kyA kAvyo mATe zrI I. athavA lAMbI rAIma phajamAM thavAthI have homa lakhI che ja.42 prakI thAtha to sAru. athavA nI ApappI A kaSa karI chIe paNa ApaNane tenAthI huM maLe che, je nathI karatAM hatAM lahera kare che. mATe kAMI pUjA karavA vadhI khavI. 2. AvA badhA

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- 9 1 badhA bhAva Ave to te digama . kA sArAne praba mAnI thI, khazavane sAru mAno cho. jema hizAbama thavAthI game taiTavu cA to paNa. te sthaLe paNa nathI ane sainI ArI-atpayo . tenI jema ghama -. ArAdhanA vijJAthI pIgaTa thAya . ------------- - paraMtu meghamArane vizvanI amara thavAthI thotha che ke A kAma nathI. mATe saMyama choDavA taiyAra thayA che. temAM lIlA AvI paNa zrama nathI thatuM che meM mAvI upAdhI vahorI, rAjasattA sukha vaibhava. ATaluM hovA chatAM huM thA dayA bharAI gayo. mAvA koI lAva thatA nathI. - mabA - 1daLA choDe che te vadhAre kharAba na devAya sAheba - do choDe che paNa atyAre paNa temane dIdhA to levA jevI ja. lAge che. te vakhate rIbA levAnI kharAba lAge to vadhAre kharAba kavAya. temane atyAre paniyApa jIvana ja game che. saMbhArana kathA zaga nathI. tame ja karo cho, lAMbA ImathI bhakti kAma karo cho. mane bhaDita na karatA vyakti tamArA karatAM vadhAre izAI jAya to zuM thAya? AvA bhAva Ave che, sAba- paNa sAbija bhakti karanArane dhana vadhatu jaya mATe viTa bhakita kare to ha1 : saba - adiyA to tame bhaktinuM phaLa nAM mAnya bhaktinuM rUpa pApa mAnyuM che. nema pApa vadhatuM jAya tema tame vadhAre rAjI thAva cho. roTale saMsAranI pApa pravRtti tamane sArI lAge che. mATe sAro mAjama che. digama che. beTha pA guNa keLavavA jevI na lAge ane paNa hoya zaiLavavA jevI lAge to game che. mATe AvI bhAvanA mAsUDalyANAnuM sAdhana bane nahI . tame sITamAM besIne saDasaDATa eDa jagAthI bIjI gAme pahoMcatA dha DI. tyAre amane vihAra karatAM taDako, ThaMDI, garamI, sukha vaiThIne javAnA kAraNe je hama thAya ke A loko koI takalIDa vagara aya che tyAre mApaNI sI rIte

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( svAnuMAvI bhAva bhAvyo eTale vinA Avyu devAya. pachI dIdhA che ke na chaDe. paraMtu meghadumAra jyAre TIkA choDe che tyAre mAne che zuM ke dIkaro ja sAro mArga che. dIdhAne ja sArI mAne che. paNa potAnI nabaLAInA DArI choDavA taiyAra thAya che, paraMtu e bhagavAne banAvela mArga pratye arUcI thaI jAya to digammada thavAthI utkRSTa viddha kahevAya. sabA utkRSTa vi dayA karmanA udayathI bhAve ? sAheba - utkRSTa vina mithyAtva maunIya jarmanA udayathI ja Ave che. | sabhA- vaine joDavA che DavAnuM? savajI:- te bAvI, paNa dharma karanArarne khabara che che A mane utkRSTa viddha Avyu ke pachI tamane te vizva, vidhya ja nathI khAtu mATe ja tame gulATa khAo cho. ane mahAmAdhanA karanAra paNa mAnA gulATa khAI gayA che. meghamArane prAthamIka zALAnA viddhathI maunamArganI sAdhanA kaThI klI nathI. sabhA - YthI vihana thA damanA udhyathI bhAve sAbijI te cAminIyanA DarmanA udayathI Ave che. jaghanya ane madhyama bane. mAM upavita sthana molIyanA udayathI lAve che. jenAthI mIkSa mALI mArAthanA vaDAI jAya che. sabhAmamAchalIne uzvaSTa vila lAvI . sAheba tene paNa AvI za6 4. za, bAkI samItInI vAta kakSA kauvata barAba - dad meghamArA saMtane tamArI jAta sAthe tulanA karI. tamane dharma bhAvanA bAnA jhamAM mUkavAnuM mana thAya to te prAthamIka vidana che. jema kAmA dekhavavI che. pikA 1NA sudhI nimitta bathI maLyuM tyAM sudhI prAthamIka vijJa bhAve eTalI vAra. jema ghaNA sAheba pAI cho paNa temAM mAvAnI nathI. paraMtu te vAre khAvA be cAre tene vadhu garamAgarama vaseluM hoya. bhArthe cI, , pApaDa badhu ja I. meDalI roDhI to bhAve nahI. zaha, caNI sAthe naI che. ane pachI te mane ApI

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nathI. amane bhAdhu mATe paNa kamITI karavA kahyuM che ke sArI vastu khaba vastu bane taigI thaI jaya nI ciMtA karavI nahI. Da aa, be zaTha, kamANA badhuja bhalu thALa to jarApaNa ciMtA karavAnI nathI. pariNAma bagAvanAvaNI mA-udhIyu thaI jAya.---- sAbijudA lakhana tame ahiyA mAvo pachI tamane mArI khAdhI.. paraMtu tamArI badhI dhamAna zuM hoya che cIna umADI hoya che. tame roTalI hADa judA hoya ane bhegA karIne khAI-lI paga daupa, hoya te arUcI kahI khAI lI para doSa. sabhA:- mAne siMha bhojana kare che, saba-vainI bhAkho judo gala . jaima mi bhojana pharavA nI re galanuM koI prANI tenI sAme bAtha na sIDI che. chatAM kakkaDIne bhUkha lAge tyAre te bhojA DavA nI che. tamAre Avo niyama kharI? zatA pachI ssoI vaLavA banAva sAheba - te vakhate rasoI karavAnI vAta nathI. paNa kaDakIne hUkha lAge tyAre ja jamavA beso chohuM bIga2 tAba boluM chuM. tame vadhAre atyAre DabbAmAM para cho ne ane koInuM nAma nI mAthAna thAya amAre che kAraNa vagara gIcakI levA nIkapAya nahI. jema sahana na thAya tevI bhUkha hoya, vinaya vaiyAvaccanI ba hoya, - bhakti yAda karavAnI hoya svAdhyAya, tapa karavA sahitanI jarUra che mATe. sabhA:- hIMganuM kAmba nahI mAlapu:- hoya paNa te apavAda mArga che. roga che je na hoya. paraMtu mA to da2oja gozI lAvavA mATenA ja ThArI che. ane A kahANI gatharI levA nIkaLe pachI pakA gIthI kevI rIte tai? ema mira satva sAthe te

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Ge tema nirdoSa rIte satva,khumArI sAthe gIthI levAnI che. RRbhA:- badhuM bhegu DarIne khAvAthI zarIramAM vitI na thAya? sAdebajI - zarIramAM vikRtI thAya tevI rIte amane bhagavAne khAvAnuM kyu nathI. bhagavAne kAraNe khAvAnI chUTa ApI che temAM DaI rIne zuM khAvuM ? badhI ja tAtino vicAra karIne pathya bhojana daI rIte levuM te banAvyu che, kAMI lIbune ddha bhegA karIne nathI khAvAnuM kahyu . dhana vAda DhAMI bhegA karIne nathI mAvAnuM kahyu . paraMtu viveka sAthenI badhI vAto che. adiyA sau svAdane mAravAnI vAta che DAI mArIra 3 Indrayane mAravAnI 3 toDavAnI vAta nathI. mATe rIMga. ubhA thAya te. rIte khAvAnuM nathI. mAnAmAM pUro viveka che. mArAdhanAmAM nArIrI viDIya unI na thAya te rItanI viveka jai, nahitara to bakaruM kADhatAM uMTa paime dhruvI vAta thAya . paraMtu anAsakatI kaikhavavAmAM be bhAta ekalA Ape ane na khAva to prAthamIjha vighna devAya. game tevA roganA kAraNe jIbha bagaDI TIvAthI game ravI. besvAdavALI vastu kadAca khAI jAya. paNa trIjA prakAranA utkRSTa vighnamAMthI paNa utaravuM ghaNu ja muzkela che. za atyAre prAthamIka mane madhyama brAnA vighnone nara jInI vaDo tema nathI. ame apeA paNa rAkhanA nathI. paraMtu mArI mArAdhanA karI mAtma sAdhanAmAM mAgaLa vadhavA tI utkRSTa vighnIne junavA ja paDe, tame karo cho 3 sAmAyikamAM kharAba vicAro Ave che. paNa kaI kAnA ne vicArI mAve che. te jevA paDe, jema laDyA mAghvInuM TraSTAMta Ave che. tethI bAkha vidhavA che. temane kAma mukha mAkhyu nathI. temane pahelAM bAbaDatI bhAva hato paNa pachI choDIne hInA lIghI haiM, eka vyakalA, cakalInuM nAnuM nimitta temane madhyu. cUDalA cakalIne DIDA karatAM joine bhAva bhAvyo ke devA nirdoSa AbellI kayA DarI rahyA che. ghaNAne paMkhInuM jUvana nirdoSa lAge che. te mAmithyAtva che. paMkhIbo paNa vikothI bharelA che. tema bAkhaDone paNa

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93 nirdoSa sAno hai mithyAtvanuM lakSaNa che. have bamaNAzrIjIne ATalo vicAra Avyo te utkRSTa vighna che, A sITI bhUla che. temane pachIthI khyAla AvavAthI pAchA vaLyA che. tarata ja micchAmI. dus Apyu che. ane pastAvo ii che, je ThAnI hai mAtrAnI jula DarI te pramANe sajja maLe. moTI bhUla kare to amarabaMdhI paNa salAmata nathI. salAH- saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma kare to? sAhebajI-- hai to bhayaMkara bhUla che. ma to komanInsanI vAta che. tamAre gharmane kyAM DAunTa vI che, dharma pavitra thavA karAya ? ghapavitra thavA tha! pavitratAne poSavA mATe dharma che hai * apavitratAne poSavA mATe dharma che. saMsAra AkhAne ApaNo pApamaya kahII cho. mATe saMsAra vadhAravA be dharma Thare te nau utkRSTa vighna che. budhdhinama che, mahAdoSa che. jaina zAsanamAM DoinA ATe plAjho mArTI nathI ke cAvI bhulathI mahAdoSa na lAge. jaina zAsanamAM koInI IjAro nathI. gharmanI to cokhkhIne spaSTa che. vyAkhyA ghaNA zuM kare che ke saMsAranI kAmanAnI ii thAya te mATe pApa karIe nainAM kazmAM dharma karIye to zuM khoTu ! tuM ai tame saMsAranI kAmanAnI pratI mATe dharma DavI sArI te nathama bAMdhI tI kAle zuM kare, cora corI karavA Atha tyAre navAra gaNIne jAya ? mAruM . eTale caurImAM saphaLa thavA navakAra gaNe te vyAjmI. sabhA- pA lenAthI navakAra para tenI zradhdhA vadhI ne ! sAdebajI? caiTale teno artha tame chuM kyA hai anAmanA saphaLa thAya tema zradhdhA vadhaze. paraMtu ApaNA zAtmanamAM pradhdhAnI cAvI vyAkhyA kyAMya nathI. atyAre ghaNA kaiTarIne Tru vIlone, dharmanI thamatkAra banAu nI pAchaLa kare. tyAM temane tenI zradhdhA thaI hai. mArA para hai camatkAra para zradhdhA hai ! je AvI rIte dharmamAM zradhdhA karAtI hoya to prabhunI taiysI pAchaLa.

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9 vani hatI devatA hAjara hatA. badhAnI pAse camatkAra karAvIne upamADI dIdhI hatI. paraMtu prabhu AvuM na karyuM te tamArI TIme temane zuM bhUla karI ! mArI zraddhAthI ThAtA dharmathI mAnma kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. sabhA - hAsananA ThAmo tenAthI thaI ne , sAvaja - paNa pahelAM tamArI zakina teTalA to zAsananA DhAmAM DI. mAmulI DAmo nI karavA nathI ane moTI moTI vAto karavI che.

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| wwii gaNavi sabhyo nA 1-9-5 vidAya bhAva, govALiyA ke kAya. mAMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaka paramAtmA bhagatanA jIvone , AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM guja, vadhunA khyAlano viveka TharAvavA dharma tIrthajI , sthApanA kare che. mApuruSonI TIme mAtma kalyANa karavA nIDamanya avane vaLI havuM paDe ke mAtra abhyAsa karavA mATe cAvIda guNone daivavAnA che. ane pahelAM AvA doSono cA karavAnI che. temAM prAyorITI ThIta kApavI te samajavAnuM che. guNA badhA ja sArA . doSo badhA ja tyAga karavA jevA che. paraMtu je guNonI pAyAmAM jarUra che tene pahelAM keLavavA paDe . pachI moTA moTA ema daivavAnA . tenI jema pahelAM moTA bhAma doSano ka2vAnI che. pachIthI nAnA nAnA ema tyAga karanA javAnuM che. nAnA, nA doSI haze lAkha che. vaka e nathI 4 greDa A sarvopoNuM ummulana DI tA. | mATe ghare AvAmAM prAyorITIno savAla mAve . grAma to tarata ja badhA ja tI sA. paraMtu pachInI kakSAnA vaipanI pahelI vAra ka bAbara nathI. mATe grAma prati ane SanA thAno dama barAbara samajavA jaIe. bAvathaDa ne miThAnA vistronI thAya tema siddhi maLe che. tamAre taDa duniyAmAM paNa A siddhi pAme che temane lAba I che te tenA vihIne jIvavA paDe che. dhaNA vA che temane moTA mora lAbha koI paNa tenA mATe puruSArthanI taiyArI nathI. AvI rIte kAma * ka2nA2ne tI bovika duniyAmAM paNa lAkha maNanA nathI. dhaMdhAmAM vasatA purvaka puruSArtha karI sapanA apanI hoya che. mATe koIpaNa DivAmAM . jeTalI tenI vidhi ochI japavo teTaluM tenuM ghara maLatu hoya che. ane

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'sITI vidhi karo to Tola DeIla vAgI chI. have pradhAnamAM dhyeyanI saMkalpa mAMge ane pachI te AvavAthI tene anurUpa puruSArtha karavAnI badhI ne taiyArI mAve kauTa pravRtti bhAvadhi Ave che. je jIva upakA ke vedarakArIvApI vRttivA hoya tene to aNIzuddha karavAnI bAva hoya che. ane te ja pravRtti bhAvavamAM Ave che. tamArI atyAre ghaNI DyiA adhakacarI . kASTA temAM vApasIda thayA ja che. azuddha TharavAnI cokasAI che bhAva nathI. jaine gaNIzuddha ka2vAnI bhAvanA che paNa pachIthI tene ADA thavA nimitto Ave ne tenI asara le to te vizna Avyu chevAya che. temAM traNa gADI pAka che. - prAthamIka kaLAnA viddhAthI dhanAnI gati mAM paDe che. sAdhanAnI sahI taiyArI I. mAthAnA bhAva sAthe mana -vacana-kAyAthI vidhi apavavAno bhAva che. paNa gocitA sumAre zaesI karanathI cAvI jAya to te vakhate sAmAyikamAM paNa harakha, haradhdha thAya te mATe sAmAyikamAM tenI asara thaI. eTale vA prathama viddha mA kahevAya. sAmayikamAM kula kavIlA badhA pratyenI amanA vIsIvIne besavAnuM che. ghaNA nI mamatAne sArthe laIne ja bese che. tenuM to pahelethI ja vidAvA sAmAciTha che. pachI je mamatAne vIsIvIne beMka 8 ane tene bAvA nimittanI amara thAya to prathama vizva mAvyuM kahevAya. tamArI paristhitImAM to tamane upamA ja hoya che. tame saMsAramAM mAtvanI vastumAM keTalA elarTa 2hI che. ghaNA kare che saMsAramAM paNa bIjA vighAra Ave che. paNa tamAre aMdhArAmAM javAnuM zreya tyAre koI cho yA rastAmAM kSApa nIve che to tyAM tame bedhyAna thaIne cAlI kharA tyAM nI kavA laI rahI chIpa ThAkA nAM pAchA javAnI zakyatA che, jema ke, 'batha che. mATe ramanA vipaNamAM tame ekAkAra thaI javo cho. mATe hAra thavAnI tamArA vAli. pAzcavA . na dha DemamAM badhe utA che. sabhA sAmAyikamAM utha Ave to pAka che 4 vidA che, - sAba - mAthAmAM vAgInA ThAge uMgha mArve to pramANa che. ane kApavuM

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97 rAkhavA chatAM uMgha Ave tau vighna che. dhaNI vakhata tame sAmAyikamAM jhoDA, bANA khAva cho te to uDAvI che. tyAre doSa na lAge tevuM mAnnAthaDa DaravuM hai tevo mepa ja nathI. badhe tame zarIranI anukuLatA juo cho, kAga sAmAyikamAM tamane pUrI navarAzane! mATe haMgha vyAve ne ! sabhA:- pratijJabhAmAM kyAM navazA hoya che ! sArebajI:- pratikramaNa tame kaI rIte lagAvo cho! mAM cAlatu hoya ane magaja uMghatu hoya ne ! hai pachI kyAyanu dhyAya doDanuM hoya che. tame jelI dharma ArAdhanAmAM navarAza anubhavo cho tevI saMsAramAM tamAre navarAza hoya che.! saMsAramAM to ThAma maLatu ja hoya chai. DArA tamane tyAM badhA ja DAma managamatAM che. thiA karI managamanu DAma hai kharuM! mATe upamA pAvatA ThArIne vighna na kahevAya, paraMtu badhI rIte jAgRta hoya ane elarTa thaIne kare ane Avu thAya to vighna Avyu kahevAya che, paraMtu tenAthI kriyA pAyamAla thatI nathI. paNa gatimAM thoDI thoDI avarodha ubho thAya che. jaima tamArI pUrI taiyArI hai paNa evA caMtAtha cAve ke tame mArAdhanA barAbara na karI zako . jaima ghaNAnI budhdhI eTalI ochI che ke te sAmAyikanI ThaMDI vidhi, somaya bhAvArtha, paripUrNa rIte na samajI zake. aa, thoDA thoDA samaje. jema khamAsamaNuM ApatA pAMce ega jamInane paDavA joIe. vAdamA A rIte ApavA khaiIe. Avu samajI zake paraMtu iio Avo artha che . DaremIbhaMtenu ATalu uMDu rahasya che. A badhuM tene samajAve tyAre teno samajyA mATenI puro puruSArtha che chatAM te samajI na hADe to jJAnAvaraGgIya gADha che. DANa yathAzakti prayatna karavA chatAM paNa samajI na nAde mATe te madhyama vighna che, jema pagamAM roga thayA hoya ane IcchA hoya to paNa khamAsamaNuM na ApI zake, roganA kAraNe manane barAbara gIThavI navAI. badhA madhyama vighna che. rogathI mubhArImAM cAlavAnI gati ekadama maMda paDe paNa vIlapAvara hovAthI saMpUrNa aDhI jatI nathI. thoDI thoDI paNa cAlu 22e che.

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jayAre utkRSTa viddhamAM mANasa sAco purUSArtha na karI zake tevo ja sToreja AvI jAya che. jene ide che. ghaNA ullAsa sAthe pravRtti cAlu kare paNa vIvarIMga mAInDa hIvAnA kAraNe hA, nA, hA, nA hoya AvA mANaso 27ma lAge ne ? jema dilhI javAno TArgeTa karIne nIkhe ane pachI kaMTALo Ave ne pAchI phare. dvArakA sacI palAI gaI che. athavA koI taine pravRtimAM mImagAIDa 42 jethI tenI dizA badalAI jAya , athavA ghaNAne magajanA roga Adi thavAthI , gAMDapaNa AvavAthI tenuM ullu mulya thaI jAya. ThA badhAne utkRSTa viddha kahyA che. - jema kII mAkAma tapa kare ane amuka upavAsa thAya ne jhaDaDIne sukha lAge tyAre badhAne khAtA joIne thAya ke huM rahI gayo. upavAsa na hota to AvuM khAvA mane. mATe tapamAM kaMTALA AthI. tapa na karavA jevuM lAgyuM. AvA AvA to ghaNA vikalpI Ave che teM badhA giNi che. ane mAnAtha sAdhanA khalAsa thAya te 2 ka2vA jevuM che te mAnIne ka2tAM temAM kaMTALe, udvaiga macI thavA mAMDI. chavvA jevuM che tene meLavavA jevuM lAge, meLavavA jevAne jovA jevuM lAge. mATe sAdhanA karavA chatAM dhyeya sudhI pahoMcI na zake. paraMtu kadAca temAMthI pAchA phare paNa jeTalA uMdhA cAlyA teTalI to mahenata vaugaTa jaya ne ? mATe utkRSTa vita atizaya jokhamI che. mATe AtmarUlyANa mATe tene junI vaivA ja "Ie. sabhA:- sabhyazraSTine utkRSTa vina zAve tyAre zuM kare? sAheba - sambaSTine te vakhate zarUyAnamAM ati roya I mATe te phAITa ApI. jema tame jaganAM hova tyAre koI humalo kare to pratikAra karI zako cho. 6thatA dumalo thAya to te humalAne khamI zakatA nathI, pA jaganA humalo thAya tyAre pratikAra ka2vA chatAM khamI na zakI nI pachI tene tAbe udevuM paDe che. - jaghanya ane madhyama vaba gADha cA mohanIyanA udayathI Ave che. jayAre uttara vinA darzana mohinIyanA udayathI Ave che. mATe utkRSTa bina tI tene dhanAmAMthI annati na hoya tI ghaMTIco paDIne pADe che. jyAre pelA be viddha

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99 cAlu sana tI gatimAM bhavarodha kare che, mATe maithaDumArane jaivighna 1 prAthamika viddha che. nainI jema marIcIe jyAre dIkkA choDI te vakhate temane prAthamIka vighna che. mATe dIA choDavA chatAM temanI sAdhanA caDhI nathI. te vakhate paNa temanAmAM vizeSa puNya tathA guNo gharabAyelA che. temanAMmAM judI Akti paNa hai mATe ja TInA choDyA pachI temane upadeA ApIne kaiTalAyane pamADyA che. varSo sudhI marIcI graMthama sArI rIte pAmyuM che, pahelethI pariSado vaidyA che. paraMtu caDavInA putra hovAnA kArako suDomaLa hai. mulanI naima ucharyAM che. mATe mArAdhanA Dare che. pariSadI bhaugavai hatAM mana vyADu thaI gayuM che, temane eka vakhata zuM thayu che hai unALAnA dhoma dhamattA tApamAM vaitInA paTamAM kharA na vihAra karavAnuM Avyu che. tyAre cAlatAM paga nIce dAjhe che ane upara mAthu tape che mATe bAmasaNa garamInA kAraNe temane saMyama jIvana pAvuM have 5. thaI gayuM che. emane thAya ? hai A rIte saMyamamAM kaSTI kai rIte karI zakIza. temane sIdhA saMsAranA sukhanA bhogonuM bAkarSaNa nathI. paNa ati kaSTa sana na thatAM lAgyuM have saMyama pappI nathI. mATe vai SravuM. zuM pote lAyaka hovAnA kAraNe ghare pitA pAse jaI zake tema nathI. kAraNa pitAe nA pADI hovA chatAM haTha pakaDIne dIA lIdhI che. mATe karavuM zuM 1 lethI taiyo vacalo C zodhe che. Ama temane bhauganI IcchA nathI paNA DATa sadana na thatAM vicAre che 3 huM pAmAM zejDI paherIza. tako sahana nathI thato mATe mAthe rAkhIza. kapaDAM bhagavA paherI kAraNa mArAmAM A badhI zakkI che. mATe vyathyi bhAva DevI che? dIsA choDI tyAre tevo 12 vratadhArI zudhdha gADItI che. temane cAraNa samAraMbha rvAzmada nathI mATe vaDanA vrata paNa uMcI DabAnA pALe . ane temanI pAse je Ave tene upadeza hArA pamADIne bhalu pAse mokale che. prabhuno bhAga pamADe che, mATe te vakhate vaimanI sAdhanA ATakatI nathI, paNa gati maMda thaI che, prathama hunAnA vighnanI cAlI ja tyAta che. paraMtu TInA doDatAM mevo thayo hataOM kyAM adiyA sAI gayo. mAkhI jiMdagI saMsAranA raMga rAga vagara cAlI gaI bhAva R

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100 'saMsAranI lava tI karavA jevI che. jo A bhAva hota tI utkRSTa vakta devA, mApaNI badhI dhyiAmAM saMsAranA raMga-rAga dIvAnA che. jemAM saMsAranI mojamajanI tyAga che. paraMtu tame dharma DaravA DevA bhAvathI thAva cho? je. mojamajano tyAga ka2vA lAya che. te jai tamane mANavA lAyaka lAge to zuM khevAya tamAre ta dharma karavAnI bAbatamAM lImITa che ne ! ane koI vahAre dharma kare to atireDa lAge ne ! jaima tau dAna che paNa tyAre pA zuM mAno cho? kAna paNa lImITya karavuM joIe. dhananI saMgA karavI joI. badhAnuM dAna karI devAya nahI. mATe dhanane vAkhavuM te tamArI rANIe pApa nadI ne 1 aparigarI nI sAdhune ja banavAnuM che. mA badhI sainTAlITI hoya to utkRSTa viddha manamAM paDelA che. pauTA mane sAco mArga mAnIne uMdhI upAmAM cAlo cho mATe utkRSTa viddha che. saMsAranI cI, mAja bahumAna che. saMsAranuM sukha meLavavA jevuM che. tene vana hArA saipavavA mAMgo cho. mATe te ugR vihAra che. kAraNa buddhino bhama che. - sabhA:- utkRSTa viM viddha ja nathI lAgato. maheba - te to budhdhinA bhramanI paNa bhrama che. jema gAMDapaNa che. chatAM te - gAMDapaNane paNa mAne che. mATe bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM kahyuM ke utkRSTa viddha sAthe paNa ArAdhanA kare te jIvonuM AtmakalyANa thAya nahI paNa khAlI pukya baMdha iza. je saMsAramAM rakhaDavai. - lakSmaNa sAdhvIne cakalA cakalInI DIDa joIne thayuM ke A majA mANavA jevI hai. teo kevI AnaMda bhogavI rahyA che. prabhue saMyama jIvana mANavAnI chu Dema na vApI bhatravAna nI avI che temanai veTanI pIDA thI hoya? tame tamArA jIvanamAM AvA AvA keTalA vikalpo karatAM hova cho. jema tamArI dikarI pa pachI lahera karavA mATe hanImuna mATe jAya tyAre tamAvA devA bhAva hoya che. te jaya ne barAbara 6. jarUra paDe pre , tathA sagavaDa paNa karI ApI. te vakhate A dello viveka devAtha AvI rIte mojamajA karavI temAM tame tenI sArthakatA mAnI

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10 cho ais 2ThThI paNa evuM mAnatA zIva to ghora avika che. temAM zarIranI zakti vaDavA zivAya kAMI nathI, chatAM temAM tamane sArthakatA dekhAya che. mATe utkRSTa vidhya devAya hai. jema TI.vImAM jatAM ghaNAnuM raMga-zagavA javana mA rUpe lAge- AkhavavA vuiM lAge, mATe tamAre manuSyabhavanI sArthakatAnI vyAkhyA zuM jyAre bhagavAna no manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA dharma ArAdhanamAM ja banAve che. mATe prabhue karelI vAta ja magajamAM beThI nathI. mATe mahA vira che. - a lakema sAdhIne AvI vicAra Avyo che te utkRSTa vidata . " tArA prabhue sAdhu sAdhIne vahacaryano upayA Apyo che. Adarza tarIke badhAne bAvyartha che. te pApavAmAM jIvananI sArthakatA . jyAre tenA badale lakSmaNa sAdhvIne sArthatA mA Doma lIgamAM lAgI. cariMyA temanI vIra viveka che. Ama temane te vakhate kAMI anucIta pravRtti mana-vacanaDAyAthI DarI nathI. bAlI bhAva Avyo che. prabhue dalA vacanathI udhI dizAmAM bhAva thayo te mATe utkRSTa viddha kahevAya. mATe mArAdhanAmAM tamane paNa pacI, lApAno bhAva thAya. gAvA egala hoya to utkRSTa viddha che. sabhA pachI zuM thazadhanA baMdha ka2vI; sAhebaja. A tI udhI vAta che. zu ArAdhanA baMdha raza tArI jIka dhaMdhAmAM tamAre koI takalIpha mAve to zuM ghadha beu karIne ghare vaisI jI to zuM thA. tasvAnI mArga tI dharma ja che. temAM zuM zuM jokhama vyAM che ? banAvyA. mATe zuM tamAre AhAthanA baMdha karI devI ? yA to sAva uvI vAta che, sabhA:- u4 vidana DhIne na Ave che sAheba: kathiDa samaDInIne utkRSTa vilana na Ave. paraMtu bIjane te AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. paraMtu vyakti jo sAvadhAna jagyA hoya to tene na parama AveM. na urjaSTa viddhane khamI zakI tema cho. mATe utkRSTa vidanane

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jItathI pachI ja bIjA vichII jInavAno krama AvarI. sabhA:- vighnI zcAvavAmAM DayA DarmanI pradhAnatA che? 102 sAdebajI:- jaghanya ane madhyamamAM cAritra mohanIyane pradhAnatA apAya che, paraMtu Ama to gIya vidanomAM ghAnIrmanuM jhanezana hai. tenAthI udaya Ave che. jaine mu samajavavA chatAM Idama,pUrvAya sudhI nathI samajatuM naimAM DAkaNa jJAnAvarIya De che. mATe nai caMtazaya thayA jhahevAya. tethI zai1 vighna DahevAya. sabhA:- dhArmika kriyA DakkAM saMsAranA vicAra AvI jAya ? bhAreDamI kahevAya? sAdebajI :- khAlI saMsAranA vicAra AvavA mAgathI te bhArejharmI na bI. paNa te vicAro DaI DeTegarInA che te jovuM paDe. tame mA moghama bolo cho. samyag TIne paNa saMsAranA vicAra AvI jAya che, teTalA magathI ThAMi nenI sAdhanA paDI bhAMgatI nathI. paraMtu te vicArI na bhAve to vadhAre sApta che, ane Ave che te khAmI to che ja, paNa leTalA sAthI bhAre DIna bane. jema tamane vicAra * Ave ke vyA karavAnuM dattu ne rahI gayuM . mA devAnuM hatu kahevAnuM hatu ne rahI gayuM, mAnI gADI mAma doDatI ja hoya che, paraMtu saMsAranI pravRtti sArI che karavA lAyaDa che temAM thIno bhAva na hoya ane viratInI pravRttimAM aruthI, upamAno bhAva na hoya tau bhAre DI na bane, paNa vyaktine e dharmane badale adharmanI dizAmAM ja zrI vyAvyo jAtha to te vicAro bhAreDIne sUcavanArA cho. ane te utkRSTa vighno che. w karI thaya pahelAM bhAgyu 3 Dodha nathI karavA jevI, bamA kaikhavavA jevI che. dhamuka hada sudhI daivI pA zakyA. paNa pachI thayu hai mA dekhavavAthI badhA dabAvI jAya che, dezana che. mATe prasaMge kIdhuM kravA joie. athavA DAdha DavAthI maLa thavAya che. mATe mALe balle krodhane karavA jevo lAgyo. mATe valaNa badalAI gayuM. tethI AvA bhAvI bhayaMDa2 thaI gayA. je dharma sAdhanAmAMthI uthalAvI nAMkhI, pI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI bahu ja Avaze. have madhyama vananuM mRtta laIye chIe. je sAnakhIne tamAza jIvanamAM

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103 samIkA che. A saMta bahu pracalIta nathI. valata nAmanI deva che. je bhAgalA bhavamAM jANaka phlo. tainA ThA ane patnI tathA pote taima vAva ja che. teo nona se hatA. paraMtu 'ka vakhata gItArtha mahAtmA sthiratA vicaratA temanI bAjunI vastImAM pare che. pUrvamAM to mAtmA phaLImAM gocarI mATe jatA. tethI temanA ghare paNa jaya Ave . mAmA najIka hovAthI temanA AdhAra vicAro ne jANavA maLe che. mATe temanA taraha barUmAna thavAthI mahAtmA pAse jAya che. . mAtmAne lAyai javI lAgavAthI te carene dezanA Ape che. dezanA sAMbhaLIne pachI te cAre dharma pALe che ane ArAdhanA kare hai. have ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM thAya che ke je mAnyA jevuM jIvana maLe to manubava sArthaka thAya. mATe te care japa kIdhA le che. pachIthI paNa ArAdhanA sArI Dare 8. - have varSonA vANA vItI jatA thApa chApa dharma pAmI gayA. pachIthI banne bhAIo pachI mArI prArAdhanA kare che. paraMtu nAnA bhAI thorDa mAyAvI svabhAvanI che. mAmulI mAyA vinA svabhAvamAM che. sAmA kAvAdAvA, uMDA dAvo che koIne bATalAmAM pUrI devAnI vRtI nathI, nema vihAra karavAnI hoya tyAre zuM 21 pote karakasara mIThA udhyA hoya, ane bhAI taiyAra thaI gayA hoya to de huM hamaNAja AvuM . ane bA chavAi bI bo. hamaNAnI cartha zuM? . DAi lAge tema che chata ke hamaNAM huM AvuM chuM. ane bA lADa laTakAvI rAkhe. mA mAyA devAya. tame mArI mAthAne mAthA mAno cho kharA? sabhA - juva pratyenI mAyA che. mATe tenI sAthe nyu che. tethI kAma dare che. mATe tenI sAthe javuM che. paNa mAyAno artha arayA mamatAnA vyakti nathI. paNa tenI badhIga kapaTanA arthamAM che. je tamArA svArtha vA pUrI thAya tyAM game teTalI mamatA hoya to paNa tene paDI zako tema cho. paraMtu mA nI bhAI khUba ja mau che. mATe vADalADa thavA chatAM koI vAMdhala dhamAla thatI nathI. cA paNa tame heva nI majhAvA mAMDI ne ? paraMtu nAnA bhAIo svAva

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104 AvI hovAthI dareka bAbatamAM AvI AvI thoDI thoDI mAyA kare. ma kAma mA tI ke mAthu du:khe che, paga du:khe che. tame AvA bazanA ThAalne? A 'badhI nAnI nAnI mAyA che. malA - paraMtu koIne kahyuM hoya ke pAMca mInImAM AvuM chuM ne pachI gurubhagavaMta mA ne moDu thAya to mAyA kahevAya? sAbiju - te mAyA na kahevAya, hA tamAre IzadI nathI. gurubhagavaMta vItA AvyA che. paraMtu tamane khabara hoya 8 on klAka thAya tema che to kaho pAtha mInITa mAM jAvuM che to te mAyA kahevAya hai. aima tamArI budhdhI caukI hoya ne vadhAre batAvo vadhAre hoyane pachI batAvo. dArA koI vakhata lAge che guegI vadhAre I re batAvazuM to kAma mAthe AvI paDI. mATe taiya tenAthI thoDI banAvo te mAyA che. paraMtu tau taine mAthA nathI mAnatAM paNA ne pIyAnI mAno cho. paraMtu A eka matanI chetarapIMDI che. gharamAM paNa tame jainonA ja corImAM paNa vadhuM lakhyuM che ke gharamAM tamArA bhAInI, hibAnI, patnInI vastu - puSyA vagara upADIne vAparaze to te vIhI karI gaNAya che. kI bhAva vicAra | mAvyo che tema jeTalA pAnA cho tenAthI vadhAre rUpALA dekhAvA mekaapa karo cho ne A mAthA che. kArakA uThA bhaNAvavA mekaapa karI che. --- * sabhAnI macchara pAghakAne che ane lohI pIe che to tene corI karavAthI sAheba thorI karI kavAtha , tenAthI tene pApe paNa bhADI 4. paNa te vakhate tame tene uDI to tamane paNa pApa lAge che. grAhaka tame khAvAmAM vaparAya ho ho. ' samAna uDADe to corI karavAmAM tene mAtha kI devAya : - mAba corImAM tene sahAya karI thAre revAya jo tame tene thoDI karavAmAM sAdhana purA pADo lI. tame bhUkhyA hova ane bhAsethI koI ukADe to vAM jovAya Ama nI tame paNa bhANAmAM je je lIdhu 84 badhI thoDI karI kahevAya che. te ivIe kahyuM hatu mAruM zarIra laIne vATIne masAlA nAkhI, dhI pAje. mATe Ama to tamane sAruM badanAdInane pAya lAge che. mATe sAmAjIka nyAyathI mA

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105 mAmulI sadAcAra che. eka mAmanI bhanaka thA karI tenA dvatA vyaka sAmAyinI ArAdhanA te uMcI bArAdhanA che. uMcI dayA che. temAM sarva jIvonI vyA che. have A mAmAnA jIvanamAM vAvI nAnI mAyAmI che. jemAM tamane pratikamaNA ubhA ubhA karatAM paga du:paNa grAma koInI sAthe gapATA mAravA hoya to eDa lai ubhA raho. mATe pramANItAthI sarakhatAthI jIvana jIvavuM saraLa nathI. jevA dIlanA aMdaranA bhAva che tevA ja bahAra rahevAnuM che. paraMtu. A bahu ja muzkela che. jema tamArI patnI sAme mIDu mIThu bolo to tene lAge : ne te cokkasa kAMI kAma AvyuM haze. mATe A badhI mAyA vaktA, luccAI che. mATe A rIte jIvana barabAda karI devA jaivuM nathI. | mA mAyAvI mahAtmA AkhI jIMdagI zAAi pAmyuM che. koI vabhAganI vaima jIvana jIvyA nathI. badhA mahAvrato pAmIne mArAdhanA karI che. paNa mAthA karatAM jAgRtI nathI. mATe avalokananA abhAve mAvA karI tenuM du:kha che paratA nathI. mATe aMtarAya karma baMdhAya che paNa sAthe aneka darzaka sadAcAra che. mATe devagati vadhe che. AvI mAthI sAthe cArjiA na hIla, ane sAthe ja bhAva mAvaDanA dezaviratanA bhAva paNa na chIya tI vIcItamAM jAta. paraMtu A jIvana mAdhupAnAM bhAva che. mATe devagatimAM paNa svaimAnimAM sabhA:- sajjaDIta na hauya to paNa, zAstra - mithyAtvanI avasthAmAM paNa thithI zikAma paNa mAvI hoya to pahelA guNasthAnamAM paNa adhyAtmanI bhUmiDA che. tame sAmAyikama kavyabhAva paNa lAvI zako cho. mane zavya cArAnA pAma che. amadInanI hAjarImAM to jIvane mAmulI karma baMdhAya che. paraMtu mithyAtvanI vyavasthAmAM pahelA . guNasthAnathI adhyAtmanI bhUmikA che. bA banne marIne devalokamAM gayA che. taisI dharmanA saMskAra paNa gADha pAmIne daivalIDamAM AvyA che. mAre devalamAM gayA che

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103 ATalo vaibhava che. uMcA bhogo che paNa temane thAya te ApaNe kyAMthI AvyA chUMDhI. mATe upayoga sUDIne juThThI che, dharmanA prabhAve vyA chIe. mATe paramAnmAnI suMdara bhakti taiyIne karavI che. pAma to devalokamAM sthApanA tIrthaMDI to che pa temane AJAna tIrthaMDaranI bhakti karavA mATe upayoga sUde che te prabhu kyAM che! have mahAvIra prabhu devaLajJAna pAmIne vicarI rahyA che. atyAre samovasaraNamAM bIrAjamAna che. "mATe bhakti karavA banne devo tyAM Ave hai. bhakti rUpe caMdana lepa bAda karIne parelA vtha bhakti kare che. pachI bhAva bhakti mATe stuni stavana zrAdi DatAM khubaja bhAvIllAsa mAvavAthI lAlabadhdha nRtya sAthe nATaDa kare che. teo devatAI thati pramANe jevA pAtro bhajavavAnI IcchA kare tevA bhajvI dvAde . pahetu A mAtrA karanAra jIvane zuM vana hai ke e jevA bhAva Thare tenAthI uMdhuM thAya. jemake tene thAya che atyAre DIlInuM paNa A Theko bhajavavuM che paNa te pramANe karI zake. kAraNa pailI mAyAnA ThAraNe bAMdhelA baMtazaya temane naDe che. na

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||54.zrI yuganuSAvijyanuM sadgu,bhyo namaH|| vighnajya bhAvadharma 107 govALiyA Teka banaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAnmIe jgatanA jIvone AtmakalyANanI sAMgopAMga margadarzana batAvanArA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mona ane monamArganuM varNana karanArA ghaNA dharmo che, paNa pUrNa rIte vana karanAra to jaina zAsana ja che, jemAM lakSya zuM? te layane meLavavA puruSArtha Devo DAno! ane e puruSArtha TharanArane vighno DevA devA Ave te badhAnuM jaina zASana darzana Dazave che. ane sAthe A vighnonA nivAraNanA upAyo zuM te paNa batAve che. mane je vyakti A vilhIno puruSArtha dvArA vijaya Dare hai tene pachI kSadhdhi prApta thAya che, ane pachI teno viniyoga karavI. paTela bhAvadharma :-7) prAdhAna bhAvadhama c) pravRtti bhAvadharma 3) vighnajya bhAvadharma idhdhi bAvadha (5) viniyoga bhAvadharma. A pAMceyamAM monamArganI tamAma bhUmikA pAvI jAya che. sidhdha bhagavaMtI mukti prApta DaryA pachI teo viniyoga kare hai. basa pachI temane maLeluM mANavAnuM bhogavavAnuM basa. bhogavaTI ja karavAno che. ApaNe ja TAMto vicArIye chIe temAMthI ApaNane vighnI kaI rIte baMdhAya che. tenI parNa khyAla Avaze. gaI vakhate ApaNe madhyama vijJamAM javalaMta devanuM dAna vicAryuM hatuM. jemAM AgalA bhavamAM cAreya jaNAe, mAkhA kuTuMbe dIA lIdhI. mayama pAkhI sArI ArAdhanA karI. be bhAImAM moTAbhaI saraLa che. nAno bhAI mAyAvI ?, Ama tenA jIvanamAM nAnI nAnI mAthAo hatI. be ghaNI vakhata avalokana-na hotha to te mAthA, mAthA tarIke lAge pachA nahI.. jema nAnI nAnI corInA prakAzane na vicAro no thorI lAge nahI.

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108 zata. pANI pAsethI koI sAdhananI tamAre jarUrIyAta che. gAma nene ApavuM gamatuM nathI. paNa tame jenI pAse koInI hAjarImAM mAMgI to zaramanI SArA nA na pADI za8. mATe te rIrca karIne tame te sAdhana meLavI, eTale ke corI jharI kahevAya. kAraNa tenI irachA nathI chatAM tame meghavIne vAparI chI. nI vastunI mAlikI roya ane tenI IrachA vagara tame vAparI to adattAdAna kahevAya. jema gharamAM paNa bhAIno TuvAla bIjo bhAI vApare to gamanuM nA hoya ane te nA na pADI zakatI hoya. tema chatAM te TuvAla vAparI nI adAdAnanuM pApa lAge. tame tamA2A bhAvI ane bIjanA bhAvIno vicAra ja karatAM nathI. bIjane je lAgavuM hoya te lAge. ulyuM parANe vApI mATe te zA na hoya. bA bhAva 24 kalADa karma baMdha karAve che. - tamArI strI devI hoya che ke bIjAne ghamA ApavI paranAne ghasAro hoI ApavA Ave to bahAnuM kADhIne chaThThI javuM. mAre mAyA, mRSAvAda, vaDanA AvA badhA bhAvI hovAnA kAraNo javI 24 kalAka karmacaMdha cAlu che. A sabhA:- ApanAranI IrachA na hoya to tene pApa lAge sAba:- vyAjabI mAMgaNI dIya chatAM na Ape to saMgItAnuM pApa lAge. Ama pADozamAM, evA saMbaMdha hoya ke game tyAre eka bIjAnI vanyu para to vAMdho nahI. Ama patAne joItuM hoya tyAre mAMgavAmAM vAMdho nathI. ane lAvIne vApare. pakA panAne mApavAnuM Ave baiTa uMcInIcI thAya. mATe pApa lAge che. hA athatha mAgaNI mATenI vAva nathI. koI sIdhA tamArA gharabAra mAMgavAnI nathI. sAmAnya jarUrIyAtanI mAMgaNI haya. gAma pachI tamAtA gharamAM te vastu te vakhate zramanema paDelI hoya ane ApavAnI nA pADe tau pApa lAge. | he mA ja mAthA karelI tyAre mAthe temane cAAinA pariNAma che. mATe temano bacAva thathI che. mArtadhyAna, mAyA, suSAvAda 2 badhA tIrthadhagatinA kAraNo che. ane bhAja pariNAmo pAchA lIdhagatimAM pIvAya che. kuke jIvajaMtuo paNa keTalI mAyA viA mahe che. dA.ta. maracharano svabhAva ? gharethI ghusI jAya, ane evI

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109 haLavAzathI karI DaDyA pachI cacare eTale khabara paDe, tema DIDImAM paNa zuM? hai tame tene aDI to ekadama madA jevI thaI jAya ane pachI thoDI vAramAM dIvA lAge, jyAma sana Thazu thayu na haauya. A badhI mAyA che, jema nAnA chokarImAM paNa zuM1, rastAmAM i joinuM hoya anai mammI na pAve tI ApITavA mAMDe, 2vA mAMDe, mAtra vyApamAM pANI kyAMya na dekhAya. have bA badhI mAyA ja che ne ! ghaNA Dare che bApaDo nirdISa hoya che temanAmAM mAyA, Akti, I vagere badhA ja kaSAyo hoya che. parNa khuNAmA pazuyonImAM janmathI ja mAyA hoya che. jema krUtAna zailI noma lo zuM kare? bIjai nA upADI jAya e pahelAM pote laIne khAvA mATe bharAI jAya. jyAM udaranuM dara hoya & staranA mALI hoya tyAM bilADI pA devI chupAIne zAMtithI baimI jAya. jethI khabara ja na paDe. A badhI mAyA ja che. mATe pazuyInImAM mAyA poSavAnA kAraNe, marIne pAchA te pazuTInImAM ja sava che. . sabhA:- aDAma nirjarA hovAnA kAraNe pakSI lagabhaga marIne devalokamAM na jAya! sarabajI:- evareja mAMDo to anaMtA pazue eka pazu devalokamAM jAya. sabhA paNa phulanI apelAe asaMkhyAtA jAya! sAdeba -dA, phulanI mIrA asaMkhyAtA jAya, paNa kathA pazunI devalAmAM jaya. aAma barnaza kare tevA. nIthI devalokamAM jAya . paraMtu aDAsa niga karatI kAMI sahelI che? khAvAnA khela nathI . jema tame koinuM DAI gADyu na hoya ane tamane AvIne DoI ghoDA mATe to zAMta raho ! no, vagara vI tamane koI gAma Ape, vaidanA Ape tyAre zAMtithI sarana Daze to akAma niza thAya. mAvA vakhate sAmenI vyakti prantha vaiSana karavA cI sana DavuM ne jhAMI arelI vAta nathI. mAre manelAmAMthI eka jIva pazuyonImAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che. sabhA:- devalokamAM pazuyonI ane anuSyamAMthI ja bhAve ne ! sAbavuH-hA, valoDamAM manuSya ane pazuyonImAMthI ja Ave che. mA gatamAM

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110 manuSyanI saMkhyA gaulI che. manuSya DaratAM devanI saMkhyA asaMkhya gukhyA vadhAre che. mATe badhA manuSyo marIne devalokamAM jAya to paNa devaloka khAlI hai, mATe tyAMnI jgyA dUrI pazuo ja Dare che, paNa kayA pazucI ThareluM je aDAma barjAthI mare 1. sabhA:- aThAma nirjarA DavA zuM karavAnuM ! sAreva:- vagara kAraNe du:kha ApanAra pratye jarApaNa dveSa, maMDale nahI DaravAno AnA mATe eka daSTAMta Ave che. eka hAthI hatI jaine pa00 hAthINImo hatI. te vyAkho svima tenI sAthe jaMgalamAM 3, DIDAthI Dare. bhogasukho bhogave. eka visa zuM banyu hai tai hAthI tenI 500 hAthINImAM tathA tenA saMtAno sAthe te jaMgalamAM pharato hato. tyA jegalamAM dAvAnala thayo. mA dAvAnala joIne motanA bhayathI ne hAthI ekadama gAyo. tethI tene zuM karyu? OM potAnA bhAkhara parivArane paDanI sUdIne pote bhAgyo. dUra dUra jaMgalamAM bhAgatAM khyAla na ramI, eka moTA khADA para pAMdaDAthI paDelA hovAthI khabara na hI de aa khADo che. ane temAM ja te udhe mAthe paDyo. have tenI temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI UI zathatA nathI. porna padmAthI ghaNI ja ghAyala thayo. tene have velnAno pAra nathI, sAthe bhrUkha, tarasanI paNa vedanA che. tene koI janAra nathI. have A TAIme hAyavoya thAya, dveSa Ave, 'paNa tene to AnA badale evA vicAro Ave che ke huM Aja lAgano phlI. huM keTalo svArthI chuM. mArthA saMtAno ane hAthINIne motanA mukhamAM paDatAM sUDIne mATe jIva bacAvavA bAthI. mATe huM mA lAganI ja hatI, meM mAre bannIta rahevAthInA 2ADe lAgaNIono ApaNa vicAra na karyAM. AvA vicAre tene Ave che. mAnAthI tene mukAma nirjA thAya. mabhA samudima jIvo baDAna narkaza DavI zaherU saTTAnu rA DAma nirjalA DarI dvAre. marudevImAnA AgalA bhavamAM basanI to. temane te vacce maThAma nirjarA karI che. te navamAM teno TheLanA jhADamAM che. ane tenI bAjumAM ja ekakSma aDIne bAvaLiyAnuM jADo dekhanA pAMdaDA beDama mIrA ane sukomaLa

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112 dIya I. havai zuM bane che ke vAraMvAra mA bAvaDIyAnI krAM pAMdaDAne vAge, ane pavana Ave tyAre to ekadama jorathI pAMdaDamAM pesI jaya. mAnAthI temane sakhata kAma thAya che. Avo trAsa ApatA hoya to zuM bhAva AvelIlI pI sI .. thAthI nI mA. AvA bhAvI temane thatA nathI. tenA pratye &ya che kAMI thatuM nathI. sane veDa senA che. paNa temane sukhadu:khano anubhava to thAya ja. Ama temane jhIkA mAre che nai khabara na paDe. paNa bAjumAMthI vedanA thAya che te to khabara paDe. udAratA, mA, saSNutA hoya to maThAma nijA thAya. : sabhA:- sanIne ArtadhyAna thAya sAheba - temane vArtadhyAna hoya che. temane zuddha ke dharmasthAna hoya nathI. amenIne mArtadhyAna, dhyAna azubha ledhyA doDha che. azubha dhyAna, athuna (zyA maMda 5%AnI hoya che. paraMtu sagatinA che DAramAMthI eka DAra paDI lo to zani nakkI thAya. pachI bhale te vakhate sagatanA bIjA pAMca Dara na hoya. duninA pAMca phAra hoya. grAmane kAma kA paDI che mATe ja mAdevA mAtAne dekhanA jhADamAMthI sadgati thaI che. | ha tIvratAthI duHkha AvyuM ane sahana karavA ataya hAyatha Dare lI karma paNa du:kha bhogavatA je dama khapAve tenA karatAM vadhAre navA DamI baMdhAya che. roTale zuM thAya che bAra kADhatA uMTa pare che. tIvra saMDalevAthI du:kha bhogave te azAma nirjarA thatI nathI. nirjarA zabdano artha ja zuM chekarma apavuM joIe. je 9 khapIne ghare to ja nirjarA thaI ThahevAya. kama khapAvIne ThamanA sTokamAM ghaTADo thavo joIe ta ja nirjarA thaI DadevAya. - zAMtithI dukha vaidanAra mIThamArganI bahAra hoya to tene cakAma nihA thAya che. ghaNA pazuone temanA mAtA pratye vaiSa thato hoya che. ghaNA pazuone tane duHkha to De che. mane du:khanI asara thAya che temanA mAlika temane khAvAnuM paNa kasI kamIne jarada kAma Dare to ThaMDA doDe, tenI

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11 ho DA mAla kADhatAM hoya che. A badhAthI temaunuM haiyuM valavAI jatuM hoya che. mATe ghaNI vakhata taimI raDatA hoya che, mA badhAnA DAra taimane mAryo mAvo hoya I paNa paravaza thaIne kAMI na karI zake. ane du: kha bhaugarva. paNa riyA temane dukha bhaugavatA chatAM aDhAma nirjarA na thAya. sabhA - sakAma nirjarA dyAre thAya? maheba- sAma nijA mATe te adhyAtma joIe. jene mAtmAnA sukhano anubhava thayI nathI, je madhamAkhI miDAne pAmyo nathI. tene sakAma nirjarI na thAya. urja DaranA2 jIva maunamArganI bazara hoya to tene sadAma nirjarA na thAya. pachI bhale. sAdhupaNu pALe to paNa. sAma nirjAne badale caDAma nirjarI thAya. madhamAkhI parelI bhUmijhA Ave tyArathI maThAma nirja vAvanI cAlu thaI kahaivAya. apurnabaMdhaka dazAthI sakAma nirja cAlu thAya che. mAM mArganusArInA gunAmAM sakAma nirjaza thAya ? abaja - tameM kathA mAgabuksArInA guma lo thI 35 guNomAM mIlamArga nathI. e 35 3omAM adAme nirjI thAya. pAkA maktamArgAnusArInA guNa vaitA hava to temAM sAma birA thAya. havai vyAre sAdhupaNAnA gura dekhavI chatAM mota - mAnI bahAratha tane mAma nirjarA che to pachI A pAMjhIsa mAnusArInA gukarpamAM kyAMthI sakAma ni jA thAya A sabhA makAma nA karatAM saDAma nirjAmAM lAbha vadhAre - sAdhu mahAma nirja karatAM sakAma nirjavAmAM anaMta gaNI lAbha vadhAre che. sabhA sakAma nirja eTalesAbiju sAma. kAma hai vAmanA. je vAsmArTa samakya che, dhAtmAnA mukhanI caNA che. te muninI tamAthI sAdhanA kare, te sAdhanAne sAma sAdhanA ThaviAya. grI te sAdhanA iratA nirja thAya te mAma virA ThaviAya. A sabhA:- saeNnimArgamAM pravezatI vakhate maThAma nija RAma nizA - sAba - pravezatI vakhatano bartha zuM karo ? maulamArga pAmatI vakhane aMta: bhuti

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. vakhate sAmaniza che. te pahelAM aDhAma nirjI che. maukamArganI jumaDA pAmelI jIva pratimA saphAma nirbhara kare che. sagarathI avane uthamAM paga pratikA saDAma nirjI che. asaMkhya bhava bhaugavIne je karma apAve te DI te manamAM khapAve che. sabhA:- anaMta guNa vizudhImAM. sAheba - temAM tenI anubhuti ane sukhI thatI jaya hajhA te mAtmIka paNa che je gaNo che te kSati Ape. Ama DII gaI azAMti nI paidA karatA nathI. viDa bhAvanA guNo mananI zAMti Ape 8. samyagarIne adhyAtmIka guNInI vikAsa che. mATe tene pratimA A guNInA AtnI anubhutInA dhArako guNa tene zradhdhA rUpI sAdhana thatu jAya che. tene pratikSA nirmapatA vadhe che. uthamA paNa A nirmaLatA cAlu che. uMghamAM paNa koI jas nathI banI jatA jema uMghamAM TahagI pI vI paDa pADI cho ne koI baphAvAmAM suvADe ane pachI maThanDIyAma suvADe to be vacceno taphrAvata khyAla haima Ave che kAraNa tamAruM sukha pratyenuM valaNa uMghamAM paNa cAlu ja che. rAjupa ane nArInuM valaNa udhatA agatAM cAlu ja 6. mATe bhacASTine uMghamAM paNa guNInI pratikaNa nikhitA vadhe I. mane taithI ja sa guphAne pravadhamAna gup sNI che je vadhatI jAya vadhato ja jaya. sabhA:- uMghamAM vicArIye to pApa na sAheba - ughamAM tamane TaisNI khozane to vAgavI, vAgI tema vicAstA hova cho. game tyAre vagara vicAre sukha Ave tane cauTI paDI che ne ke ane dukha mAve to bhAgI e ne. narana nevI bATha paNa sabhya 2ii hIya che. are garbhamAM pake samaDIta hIya che. Ama tene nI khaba2 na ya chatAM paNa samaDIta hoya che. tamAre pahelA amadIna meLavavA ane tene TakAvavA dayA bhAva joIe te samajavA * paDe. tamane khabara nathI mATe ja goTALa TharI cho, sabhA - muDI hoya to TaDAvavAnuM mana thAya ne? mAba:- to pahelA muDI bhegI karI. paNa mana che kharA ? mana nathI mATe ja

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114 puruSArtha thatI nathI. sabhA:-moDamAnI miThA AvI gaI che te kevI rIte khabara paDe sAheba:- nenA lakSaNo parathI khabara paDe. tamane zaradI 8 nadI tenI nizAnI che? tenA lakSaNo parathI ja jANI DAya. taai maunamArgamAM cha 8 nahIM lainI badhI nizAnIo zAadArI mApI che. paNa te bhaNAvI paDe. makAma nirja karatAM sAma nirA ghaNI maphranvanI che, pAchA suLa viSaya para AvIe. mA bhAIe AvI nAnI nAnI mAyA kaDI paNa caritranA nAde tenAthI tamane tIrthadhagati nA baMdhAI. temane devagati bAMdhI che. bIjA devatA chatAM temanI khAmI vATI devagati che. vigata bAdha che sAthe mAyAnA kAraNe pApa prakRti paNa bAMdhI che. ane te ja tamane A devanA bhavamAM anarAya kare che. temane temanI mAyA . mAyA tarIke oI nathI. mATe ramIe rAyazcita chuM nathI. e taimane khyAla Ave to prAthambina kare tevI temano svabhAva che. paraMtu temane taimanA loko dekhAyA ja nathI. mATe mAyA karata anAtha baMdhAya che. A TatI parathI tamane khyAla sAvavo joI8 kamI sI hata badhAya . devatAmAM vakIya labdhi hauya che. manuSyamAM AvI labdhi nathI. devatA A labdhita kAraNe tene va pa , hAvabhAva daravAM hoya tevA te karI zake che. tamane mArIne tArA 35 ghAlatA AvaDe to zuM ka to . gAmane hAla maLI . paNa thAya che taimane yuvAna strInuM paNa bhavavuM hoya to yuvAnanA vA nI kaLInuM pAka taimanAthI bhajavAya. krArA 1 je mAthAnI mALakhA bhavamAM saMtazaya karma bAMdhyA chatA te atyAre temane naDe che. # prabhubhakti mATe nATakamAM te vicAre te rIte barAbara pAtra bhajavInAM nathI. strI mATe madhyama viddha che . tamAre bhakti mATe sumadhura saMgIta sAthe gAvuM hoya IcchA hoya chatAM na gAI cho te aMtarAya che. mATe jene gaNA sudhI 32vAnI IcchA hoya chatAM na karI de to tene madhyama vikta kare che.

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115 jaima dAnAtarAya naDe che. paNa eTale zuM phAna mApavAnI zakti che, sayogI paNa che. sAthe bhArobhAra IcchA paNa che. ane na ApI vAI to madhyama vihata devANI. saMsAramAM lAkha kharacatA tha saDasaDATa cA. ane dharmanA kasamAM pa, A pracavA hoya to hAtha pAchI paDe tyAM kAma 1 mohanIya kAma , jyAre ahiyA dAnAMtathino artha che ke dAna ApavAnI IcchA che. pote mAne. che dhanano sadupayoga dAnamAM ja che. chatAM dAna ApatAM hAtha na cAle to , dAnatazaya che. jema khAvA na maLe to togatarAya De khAvAnuM maLeluM havA chatAM, sAthe IrachA paNa che, chatAM na khAI de to bhogAtazaya samanve. . tenI jaina dharmamAM ArAdhanA karavAnI IrachA . chatAM muzkelI utnI thAya to madhyama prahAranA saMtAya che. rema pratikramaNa vidhi pUrvaka uryuM che tenA mATe IrachA ane mahenata hovA chatAM vidhi na lAgI gaDo no viktarUpe saMtAya naDe che. malA zIkhavuM ja nathI tenuM zuM? sAbijaH- jene zIkhavAno puruSArtha nathI tene tI samyaga jJAna ja gamatuM nathI. te to utkRSTa vistAramAM zrAvI. moTA bhAgane to utkRSTa vihI ja De che. mATe ja badhI dhana badhAthI ane mAlo thAya che. dharmane dharma sAmagrI pratye aNagamo che tyAM to utkRSTa vina che. sabhya jJAna, samyaga darzana , samyaga vyAsanI arajI che tyAM utkRSTa vilana che. sabhA. 2 sAdhanA na kare tene vidano naDe! sAba:- je sAdhanA che ke tene viranI sAme labAnuM gAve che. paraMtu je sAdhanA nathI karatAM tenA para vino A jamAvIne besI gayA che, tejhIna vitI game che, tene ja thAbaDe che. mATe sAdhanA na karanAra no utkRSTa vinamAM ja sarje che. jenA jIvanamAM utkRSTa vijJa che tenI sAdhanA lekhe lAge ja nahI. mAnuSa munInI dakhalo Ave che.

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111 . temane zAstronuM adhyayana karavAnI IcchA che. te mATe mahenata paNa kare che. paraMtu jJAnAvaraNIya evuM naDe che ke gurubhagavate vAskAnA mA2 25 be vAbo hA jJA te pachI te bhaNI zakatA nathI. te pachI AvI vyakti IrachA hovA chatAM zA dhyAthI bhAgI zake. ziyA temane aMtarAya naDe che viddha naDe che. - ghAne zuM hoya che 8 varamAM barAbara kAma karI zakatA hoya, badhI ja sujha, samaja paDe. paNa dharma zvA jAya to viddha naDe, jema roDa suspaSI paNa barAbara na papaivI gaI. ThAkara maMtarAya nahnAM hoya mATe te samajI ja na zake muhapanI kema palevavI ; sabhA-pANI te vakhate tenuM nyU jhapAI jaya kha? sAheba - madhyama tAna vina hoya to na karI DhADavAthI tenuM roya kapAya, du:kha thAya. paNa utkRSTa vinna hoya to kAMI na thAya. mATe maMtarAya mane nivAravA mATe hAITa DavI ja paDe. sabhA aMtarAya mane DaI thI nivAsthA sAheba9:- Dona khivA mATe che ? upAya batAvyA che te vIte upAya ThaMdhIne vanarAya nivAravAnA che. dAnAMtarAya toDyA ne upAya batAvyA che te pramANe upATo karI te AtmaghANA . . sabhA:- sadaiva saikI mahArAja na pa Na nahInA laI hatA ane lai to temanA pachApa sAMgI jatA te sAcI vAta che sAheba - A vAta khoTI che. zaikIka mArAja vrata laI zakatA hmA ane jiMdagI sudhI sArI rIte pAkhI hatA paNa hatA. paraMtu temane bhAva vani nahItI. vAstramAM che zokhITha mahArAjA paNA pa27mANI lIdho che ane kRSNa mahArAjI paNa paThAko lIdhA che. samosAmAM naminAtha bhagavAne prAraMbha, samAraMbhana vakha karyuM. temAM gama gamana sArA chellI smiA thAya che. mA badhA varNavI temane roTalI asara thAya che ke teo ubhA thaIne prabhu pAse pabA le haju mane comAsAnA cAra madinA vArikA nagarInI bAra vavuM nahI, tathA zAsanA paga bharavI nahI. dArA tenA mATe keTalAya rAtrI

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' bahArathI Avato. jethI zilA tho mATe rAjasabhA bharavI nathI. ane mA paccakhANa mAgIzuddhi pAmyA che praphanI sajA 3 navakArasInuM paracakhANa paNa nahotA karI zakatA, te sAnyatA tI, e bhrama che. sa, caNiyA ema kahevAya che te bhAvathI paccakhANa nahotA karI zaDatA. bhAvathI paccakhANa judI vastu che. dravyathI pacabAga judI vastu che. vya paNa te laIne zuddha pANI zakatA hatA. sabhA:- bhAvathI paccakhANa samajavIne sAhebajI:- tenuM varNAna AmAM ja gAgaLa AvaLe . - sthAna yogomAM bhAvavininuM paccakhANa chuM tenuM vivecana Avo. mA 20 gAvAnA saMthamAM gAkhI mokSamArga samAI gayI che, sabhA- bagIkarAne temanA DogI raDA mAsA hatA kAraNa? mAvajI:- zrI rAja ane DhIkhITha 2 siI sAmAnya vyakti nathI. paNa bannenA bhUtakALanA vaivA Dama baMdhAyelA che ke sAma sAmA mAvA saMyogo ubhA thayA che. mATe madhyama vize ghaNA prakAranA jIvanamAM AvatA hoya che. - tene kaI rIte dUra karavA tenuM ciMtana pUrvaka samIkA DI nI pratikramaNa, sAmAyika , bhakti ja, tamaNI baghI sAdhanA sArI rIte karI zakazo. mATe zuddha dharma karavA nirbaddha thavAnI jarUra che. atyAra sudhI jALamAM mAyA saMtAthI bAMdhyA che. paNa yA badhAnA ciMtana hAza navA banavAthI na baMdhAya strI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI che.

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19-9-5 maMgaLavAra bhAra. suda dasama 15.pU. zrI yugabhUSAvijaya sadguNyAM namaH|| / / vighnajya bhAvadharma govAkhiyA ?Tha w anaMta upaDArI anaMta nAnI zrI lIrthaMkara paramAtmAo paramAnaMdane prApta DarAvavA dharmanIrthanI sthApanA Dare che. mApuruSonI daSTIe vyAtmA maune jaya eTale parama bAnaMda parama sukhane prApta kare te paraMtu vyA AAnaMdane prApta karavA mATe AtmA svayaM sAdhanA karavI paDyo. ane A prApta karavA mATe IcchA thavI te ja uttamatAnuM lakSmaNa che, anaMta DAkhathI AtmA saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. tenuM kAraNa jIvane saMsAra game che, tene muktinI DAmanA nathI mATe ja sAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA nathI. jIvanI IcchA vagara DAMi ja banatuM nathI. have mukitanI IcchA ja janma nahi to saMsAramAMthI chuTavAno prazna ja kyAMthI Ave paraMtu A saMsAra ghora hai, saMsAra asAra che. mA bhayaMkara hai, AvA saMsAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLaM sI ja parama sukhane pAmI thAzuM. AvI bhAvanAvA jIva ja pradhAna bhAvadharmane pAme che. jagatanA jIva mAgane 11 paNa ve DoI jIvane garIbAImAMthI chuTavuM che ane zrImanAI meLavavI che. tena meLavavA mATeno jo puruSArtha na thAya to tene zrImaMtAI maLI zake! tenI jema muktane prApta karavA mATe paNa jo puruSArtha na thAya tau mukti meLavI DhAtI nathI. A saMsAramAM jeTalA jIvI che temAMthI anaMtA jIvAe eka jIvane mukta thavAnI mAMDa IcchA thAya che. atyAre zuM che ke ghaNAne mola khaiIe che paNa vagara mahenane saLe to jaIe che. AvA jIvone pravRtti bhAvadharma na pAve. na paNa je vyaktine lagna pAmavuM che, laba nizciMta che, te pAmavA mATe bhagIratha puruSArtha karavAnI taiyArI hai. have AvA jIvo paNa sidhdhine prApta karI sau sudhI pahoMcI vaDe temAM DANa vikkI che. jene moye jvAnI tamannA nathI tenI tI moDA thatI ja nathI. DArapu tenI IcchA ja nathI, eTale tenI puruSArtha nathI, paNa IcchA che, puruSArtha che chatAM nathI pahoMcI ADatAM temAM DANa vighno che. dA.ta. maju mahAvIre dI lIdhI. temane khaDe page 24 lA5 ubhA zdI mAdhanA

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DaravAnI taiyArI 8. mAtmA sAdhanA mATe upavAsI DaravAnI taiyArI che. tenA mATe jaivI puruSArtha karavI paDe te mATe karavA taiyAra che. chatAM mokSa prApti mATe temane varSonA vahANAM vItyA, kAraNa vinA naDe che. | ghaNAne to zuM lakya ja baMdhAyuM nathI. kAM lava badhAya che tau puruSArtha : nathI. mATe ja tene mauddha meLavavAmAM sIdhI vilaba thaI rahyo che tene niSphaLatA ma0 8. paNa azuddha karavAnI taiyArIvAyA ja . sAthe puruSa che. kyAM nathI . pAmatAM tene vinno naDe che. uttama bhAvane paNa cA vinA bhaMsAramAM lAMbo thaIma jakaDI rAkhe 4. sabhA:- sAhebanuM AtmAnI tADAna vadhAre nahIM . mahebanuH- amuka adhie mAtmAnI tAkAta vadhAra, pAkA amuka rogomAM nirapeke paka mAtmAnI tAThAna vadhAre taima bolo to pachI je ka muninI IcchA thAya tenI bIja e ja sauddha thaI jAya. paNa tevuM bane che nAdAna che. paNa jema amaTha saMyogamAM gametevA pahelavAnanI tAkAta paNa kAma latrekhaDI che tenI jema mAtmAne che. - aniprAcIna mane sanmAvI che, toDI paNa nikAcIta mAM kipaDI vAra toDI na zake. zrane pahelA siMcIta DaudayamAM Ave to bhaugavavA ja paDe. tame baM ne parata nathI ane e paNa svatA paNa nathI. - tamArA hAthamAM kamanI naka che. nikAcInadamana nimittI, lebanI, puruSArtha hA tame toDI chI cho, khamI zakI che, rane niu banALa cho. ane tame tenuM ughu rIjhalTa paNa lAvI zako cho.---- - - mabA nikAcIta kane haLavI ba TharI zakAya ! - sAbijI nA jarApaNa nahI , temAMthI kAkIco paNa ame nahI. puruSArtha lAza temAM jAptA parivartananI zakatA nathI. A sAtapa karIe to nikAzIla khape - sAbiju = uga tapathI nirAcIna-karma apane vAta sAthIpaNa vAtapanI artha

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samanvo paDe. upAdhyAya vire lakhyuM che kAnathIgatapazudhdha ...... tapathI nirjI thAya, gharamAM thI nikAcIna ma pa. kyA bhayaMkara 9 khapAvI nADI tyAM tapa kAme lAge. tapa dvArA rUma ghAsanA pULAnI jaima saLagatA cAle che. paraMtu taya thI levAto ? tame ta5 tane mAnI : upavAsa , cha, ama ,mA khamaNa badhA tapa che. paNa tapanA paNa ghaNA bheda che. temAM cha prazAstrI bAla tapamAM AkAzane tapa Ave che. paNa te tapa atyaMta2 tapanuM sAdhana bane to ja tai kharI tapa kahevAya. nahitara te tapa balI DAyA DIza che. je agAma nirjaranuM sAdhana che. have atyaMta sapanuM sAdhana bane tevI napa thAre devAya? jaima tapa kare to kevI che pradaramAM kaMIka vizudhI paidA kare, vairAgya pedA kare anAna , vikArono sukhamAthI thIDI ghaNI ucheda Dare AvA tapane adhyetara sapanuM sAdhana bananArI kahyuM che. - tame bhAvapaNAmAM mAsakhamaNa karI. paNa kevI rIte hoya. tame aika mahinA mATe khAvAnA paccakhANA lIdhA chatAM mAma tamArA jIvanamAM judI keTalI hiMsA hoya? -koI tamArA pauSadha sAthenA upavAsa hoya che. tamAre mA khamakAmAM aneka prakAranI himA hoya che. mATe kharA bhAva sAdhunA zaika visanA bhAva cArAnuM traNa tamArA mAsapramANanA banI tole na Ave. ' A sabhA:- to pachI mAsa...mA DAma karIe ? sAhebajI:- mAvo lADavo levI hoya tI laI lone bhavAnI. A to zuM ? sarvavaratI levI nathI ane mAmakhamAma pAkA DaravuM nathI. mAmakhamomAM lAbha nathI tema nathI. paNa sarvaviratImAM vadhAre lAbha che. mAdhunI eka navaDAthI paNa zrAvakanA AkhI jIMdagInA tapa AgaLa vadhAre che. adiyA bhAva mAvada ane bhAva sAdhu levAnA. ame pA bhAva sudhI nathI. sarvavastInuM dhyAluM uMcu phaLa banAvyuM che. ame pAka dAva nathI karatAM 8 barma bhAvasAdhu chIe. A graMthanA maNItA paNa Dare che ke ame bhAva sAdhu nathI. ame vya sAdhu chIe haju atre cArAno aOAma DarIe chIe.

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12. mATe guNa sthAnaDa bhaNo to khabara paDe ke bhAva sAdhu zvA chIya. taimane zuM kahyuM ke, 4 . zu guNAThA bhavaaDI . taimane zuM kahyuM ke je bhAva sAdhu pAme te saMsAra rUpI avIne pAra pAmyA che. moTe - bhAge eka vakhata jIva bhAvasAdhu pAme teno mI ekAda bhavamAM thAya che. ane kadAca pAchA paDe to paNa - bhave naDaThI che. bhAva cAhirAnA sAta-A bhava gaNAvAnA . tainA saMbhAra thaDamAM eka vakhata bhAva sAdhu pAmela jIva pAchI paDe to paNa tenA bhAva sAdhunA sAta-mAi bhavamAM teno no mokSa thAya. jema gIzALAe ghora pApa kartha mATe temane karma pachADe ja. paNa temanA mATe paNa bhAva sAdhunA bhava sAtathI ATha ja hIya. sabhA:- bhAvasAdhunA mAna-Ada bhava pAmavAmAM TheTalo TAIma thAya sAheba - Ama to bhAvasAdhu pAmyA pachI tarata moha thAya paNa udAca paDe to pachI vadhAremAM vadhAre sAta-sATha bhava pAmatAM sudhI rahyo sLa rAkhavuM paDe teTalI jIva rakhaDe. Ama tI zuM che jeno hai AvI gayo che te je cha guNAsthAnaDa pAme. - mahApuramAM lakhyuM che ke AvA ja guNasthAna pAmelA maNasmAnA saubhAgyanI came game teTalA prayatna karIe to paNa vakhANa karI pIve tema nathI. mATe vicArajo tevA juvaunI avasthA kevI rIte mabAra bhAva zrAva pAka mATe kahyuM guNasthAnaka! bhAbijI tene pAMcamuM guNasthAnaka hIjana rUpe I. have pAMcamuM zAsthAna sahe mA cautha Ave pachI ja mATe zrAvaka mATe bolAya che meM hA --- sabhya sula vAvana, bhamyadhU mula dharma madhyatva sula ke vita. mATe pAyo . mamaThIta che. samaDIta pAmelA badhA ja bhAvazrAvaDapaNa pAmelA hoya tevo niyama nathI. pakA bhavizrAvaDapaNa pAmavA mATe sarcIne to joIe ja. -- ekI mahArAja, paNa mahArAjA hAthIDa samakIna pAmela lIvinA

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1220 jIva che. temanI mahAvIra paramAtmA pratye bhakita, bahumAna kevAM che; dRSNa mahArAjane ' AvIne saMdezo Ape ke naminAtha prabhu samavasarAmAM padhAryA che. A samAcArathI eTalA da2khIlA thaI jAya ke vadhAmaNI ApanArane 12 TharI. subrA ane potAnA zarIra paranA badhA alagArI ApI de, mATe vicArane kevI bhakti karatAM rahI? vadhAmAmInA samAcArathI ATalI ullAmAM Ave tevI vyakita prabhunA darzana, vaMdana auvI rIte karatA , darzana karavA jAya tyAre kevA ThATha sAthe jatAM hatI! tamane Avo ullAsa pharI jIvanamAM Avyo te kharI? mi enI mahArAjanI paNa daivI bhakti che. temane abhiga paNa evo lIdhela che ke savAre uThIne pahelAM zaivaDIne mArate ghoDe prabhunA samAcAra lAvavA mokale. mabu sI dizAmAM vicAre che I pRthvIvalane pAvana kare te temanA mAM nirAyamanA pUrva sukhazAtA che. A badhAnA samAcAra maLe pachI prabhu je ziAmAM vicaratAM hoya te dizAmAM prati 25 sonAnA jvalAthI sAthiyA kare ane temAM mItInA sAthiyA phare. ane te AimAM manune vaicavAna Adi bhakti karIne pachI ja mImAM pANI nAMkhe. AvI mane khabara che. sAcu kada mA bavAnI devI bhakti . chatAM paNa DhAmAM kahyuM ke mA paccakhANa paNa bhAvatha nathI. kathathI che. AkhI jILI eka nAnuM sarakhuM paccakhA paNa temane bhAvathI nathI AvyuM. bhAvathI paccakhANa uvAM te kAMI baccAnA khela nathI. abhyAre to thA viSayonI lAkkI karavAnI ja cAlu karI che. koI . jarA dAna kare caDhe kare che AtI vastupALa jevA dAnezvarI . jema DII javA - vavAre bhakti kare tene zuM kahe anupamA che. jema tame na cho, kAvaDa thI mane tamane game tenI sAthe sarakhAve to zuM thAya? A vIrya bharAve to DIvelyuvAna lAge te mATe mahApuruSone game tenI sAthe sarakhAvAya bI. sabhA - atyAre badhA kumArapALa banInai AratI utArI che, | sAvaja-te vIte AnI utAravA mATathI kAMI kumArapALa banI jatAM nathI. zuM kumArapApano DeTA paravA mArAthI kumArapApa banI javA mATe game tene game

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12 tyAM jaDI devAya nahIM. | mA to uttama puruSanuM anukarAya che. jema snATAmAM jamadArAjanA nAmathI prabhune sLA Dage che mATe zuM Ija banI gayA. Ina banavAnI viDa paNa che kharI. anukaraNa pA cauca ne DaravAnuM hoya che. prabhunA peca . kalyANaka uttva cho tyAre prabhunA mAtA-pitA bane I. tyAre huM mAsavA mAtA taima mAnI levAya kharu 1 ti banavAnuM ApaNuM DaoNI levala nathI. AnI zAstronI vidhi che mATe anukarama darIe chIe. paNa mArA koI levala nathI. zrA tI devuM davAthaOM koI ThaMDA gopALa hoya ane ida che huM bane pati che. * eTale zuM abajopati thaI gayo. Ama vicAravAthI vagara kAraNe jIvano vikAsa sevAI jAya che. SArA je pAcA nathI ne pAmavAnuM bAkI che chatAM mAne ke huM pAmI gayo che. mATe vikAsa thothI thAya? bhAva zrAvakapaNa pAmavuM mAtmAne durlabha che. aNizudhdha samaDIta sAthe viratinAM pAMcamAM guNasthAnada thISya pAma pragaTe to bhAva zrAva paMkhAne 'pamAya che. tame eka paga bAdhA bhAvathI svIkArI che - bhAvathI svIkAryanI arthava tame je pakhANI lo cho temAM teno tyAga viveka Tu Daro cho, samyagamula sarka tyAga karavAnI che. tyAM zagaheba je kADhavAnA hauya te kADhI zako to vipraNa DadevAya. naima 6khalA tarI8 tame kaMdamuLanI je bAdhA lo cho te sI zake che. tamAre kaMdamuLa khAvuM nahI te hItanI hiMsAno tyAM tyAga karI . pachIIpaNa rIte kaMdamuLanI hiMsA nahI karavI tevI tyAga nathI karI zaktA mATe zrAvada sukhanI AkhI vAvA laI zakatA nathI. sabhA:- sI rIte ? mAvaja - jema tame rastAmAM gayA ane gADI nIce kaMdamuLa AvIne cagadAI gayuM

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124 to dimA thaIne 1 12 vratadhArI, bhAva zrAvakra jIMdagImAM aika jIvane paNa saMpUrNa abhayadAna ApI zake nahI. maika dAkhalA banelI vAta chu. eDa DoTara mArA prasidhdha phorena jaIne mAvelA. temane jIvadhyAmAM khUba ja rasa. nai prasaMge zuM Dare 3 baiTha jIvane mabhayadAna ApavAmAM sonAnA TharIDa maMdira baMdhAvI tenA karatAM vadhAre lAbha che. eTale teno matalaba zuM thayI hai. abanne rapiyA kharcIne jai phaLa meLavI te khAlI eka vakhata 250, 500 rUpiyA kharacIne eka jIvane abhayadAna ApavuM temAM vadhAre lAbha che? mAvuM temAM eka vakhata mArI sabhAmAM bolyA. pachI zAMtithI temane tamane khabara hai devA abhayadAnathI A lAbha maLe? zAmAM zuM lakhyuM che te khabara che? * te bhaya tame beDa jIvane abhayadAna ApIne choDAvyo. have AgaLa jatAM DadAsya jIva tamArI moTaranI haDapheTamAM AvIne marI De che. mATe tene tamArA taraphathI che OM abhaya che! game tyAre disA karavAnI taiyArI che mATe DarmabaMdha cAlu ja che. pachI pravRtti thAya OM nathAya. mATe tame jIvane saMpUrNa abhayadAna vyApI vADo nahI. jema yiyA khacIne kutarI laI AvyA cho. je jIvathI tamane vahAlo che. tamArA phemIlI membara jevI hoya dave e kunarI kadAca tamArI ja gADI nIce besIne Agama karatI hoya ane khabara na devAthI tamArI ja gaDI nIce cagadAIne marI atha! mATe dikSA thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. khuna DarI to ja pApa lAge OM khUna karavAnI bhaMbhAvanA che mATe paNa pApa lAge tamArA gharanI bhIMna paDene marI jAya to, sI paNa tamane pApa lAge, tamArA sAdhanathI DII paNa mare nI tamane pApa lAge. mATe bhAvaka 12 vrata uMcAmAM uMcI rIte laII pAkhe to paNa te saMpUrNa abhayAna na ApI zake, saMpUrNa mabayAna ApavA mATe to mAdhupaNu ja svIDAravuM paDe. A A bhabhayAnanuM ATaluM DaLa che. dAna karatAM abhayadAna uMcu te mA apeAe che. mATe apeA vicAravI paDe. game te vAtha game tyAM besADI do to na cAle. baiTha narma

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15 gAya ke baMne chIMDAvI da auTalA mAtrathI daherAsara baMdhAvA karatAM vadhAre lAbha thAya tevuM nathI. anukaMpA dAna to dalaDI dharma che. ane dahezara baMdhAvavuM te to daI gaDI kaMthI dukAno dharma che mATe sI upelAe bolAya che te samajavuM paDe. saMkura abathadAna bhAvaDhAvaDa ApI haDatI nathI. saMta abhayadAna ne sAdhupaNAmAM ja thaI zake che. amAre eka paNa jIva nathI mAravAnA rivIrdha zivadhanA paracA che. e hItanA paccakhANa tamAre saMsAramAM thaI zakavAnI nathI. mATe tamane 24 kalAka aviratInuM pApa lAge che. bharapAI javAya tevuM aviratInuM pApa hauya che. aviratImAMthI choDAva tevA viratInA pAima nathI mATe ja aviratI choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tame saMsAramAM baTeTAnI hima nahI karavI tevA paccA lIlA paNa tamArA kapaDAM, za badhAmAM kaMdamuLa vaparAya . caTale zuM thayu ke tame tene khAlI nahI bAvA nimittanA pakhAka thayA. tema tamAruM ghara karavA mATe paNa jamIna mApha karavA mukhIthI kApI nAkhI chesataDAya che. mATe te anaMtakAyanI himA thaIne tamArA lIghelA paccakhANAmAM zuM che kaMdamuLa jarAtamAM bhAre prakAranA che. zrInTITI paNa tenI ghaNI che. jenA lAo na thAya. have eka eka kaMdamuLamAthI. keTalI vALI banatI hoya che. A badhI vAnagIo nI khAvAnA paNa tane lIdhA temAM paNa kaMdamuLa khAvA rUpe ja. tamAre paccakhANa che. kAMI pavazatA ra la nahI ne A paccakhANAthI tamArA manamAM A vardI banatI vAnagIo pratyenI zaga-lepa kapAI ja II. paraMtu tamane masAlA mAnI sugaMdha Ave to manamAM pANI re ne bhale tame choDyuM che paNa svAda gamatI hoya to pApa lAge. kAraNa manamAM banI che. tethI paccakhANAmAM khAmI gaNAya. duniyAmAM kaMdamuLamAMthI banatI lAo vAnagIo pratyeno gamo che magamo manamAMthI

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121 nIkhI rvI jaIza, anaMtA anaMta DAthI mA pariNAmo aMdara evA paDyA che ke bhAva viratIne lAvavA mATe kaSAyanA jhuMDane phuDa sApha karavA paDe. TheTadvIya vizudhdhI karaze tyAre bhAva viratI A 8 - tane kariyAtu pIdhI na pI paNa tene pratyeno aNagamI cAlu ja I. mATe karmabaMdha cAlu che. tame upavAsa karaze tyAre paNa tamArI bhAvatI vastu pratyenI zaga paDyo hoya ne tame paracakhANAmAM zuM vosirAvI dI vastune vaoNbhivavI che? tenA pratyenA rAga-ma mAnIne vIsIzavI , A sabhA - vastune vasIvIe chIe. sAvaja - vastune vImIzavI dezo to pachI vastune saDAya paNa nathI. mATe vastu nathI paNa tanA zaga-pa vasAvavAnA che. mane to ja bhAvathI vihatI AvI kahevAya. bhAvavAnI e mahAna dharma che. saipha ane paMDita ApA nuM pusaTha vAMcIne sakhana vadhyaprema thayelA. te kat PS AvI rItanI vrato, tainA bhAga viThThI thAya meM vAMcyA nathI. mAre ja mahApuruSa yoga zAstramAM lakhyuM che anya dharmanA sabhAsI DaratAM paNa amArI zAvaka dhakho 6cI che. bAvaDanA javanamAM vininA dharI che tevA gharabAra choDelA anya cAMsInA jIvanamAM nathI. mATe saMsArI javA mATe paNa marI vI dharma banAvyo che. paraMtu temane mAre to 12 vrata vaivAnuM mana ja nathI thatuM. cauma thAya che je vana lai nI phulavAI jA. te saMsAramAM rahIne majhathI 12 nI pAkhI zako tema cho rAjA mahArAjAne rAjapATa calAvavAnA hoya to paNa te pANI za8. paraMtu tame na pAkhI zIne AmAM vAMdho tamane kyAM che 9 IcchA ja nathI mATe 1. paraMtu A vano na levAthI kaiTalA pApa baMdhAya che teno kadI vicAra karyo che ahI mATe viratino mahimA skI jache. bhAva mAvaThanA mAmakhAnA parathakhANa karatAM bhAva mAdhunI navaThAthI thatI jAya che. kAraNa tyAM bhAvathI sarva vihata che, sarva mApa agAkhanA mudA para vicArIe.

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ApaNI vAta hatI ke tapathI nidAyIna Darma khape nI mahAvIra prabhue vaMdanamunInA bhavamAM nira atiyAra thAa pAmyuM che. jyAM nirmapanA kada a pAbu dro te vakhate temane 1lAkha varSa sudhI mAmakhamalanA pAra mAsama A . paNAne vakhane eka pachI nirAcIna Tharma khaDuM nathI. ane je niDAyIta kama khapI gayA che. to - pachI temane 12 varSadhI AvI ghora sAdhanA daravI paDane nahI . mATe cA tapa pharatA uMcI tapa nAnathIganI tapa che. karmayoga ane jJAnayIga ma hai haida . - karmayoganA tapa karatAM jJAnayogamAM asaMkhya ghaNI nirja vadhAre hai, hama khapAvavAnI tAkAta temAM ghaNI che sabhA:- jJAnayoga eTalai, sAhebanu. jemAM badhI IjayanA vidhyo virAma pANI gyA . zubha, zubha bhAvomAMthI je para thaI gayA che. na dhAmA mAMja rana karanArA jevI hoya che. AvA juvIne jJAnayoga mALI kahevAya che. - anya dharmamAM jJAnayoganuM vakRti gItAmAM pyuM che. temAM paNa lakhyuM che ke mAtmAne choDIne bIjI DII vastumAM kAnayogavALAne hoya nadI. tene mAtmAmAM ja rasa hoya. AvA javIne rati eTaluM nahIM paNa temAMthI be mAsvAda maLI rahI che temAM tenI vRpti che. temane 24 kalAka AtmaramANItA che. temane hA bhaNavAmAM ke bhakti karavAmAM - 2ma nathI. AvA mAnavInI mAtmA bAjumAM je prabhu hoya to paNa te dakha javAta jaya. bane che temane darzana karavAnI bhAvanA thAya to temane jJAnayogamAMthI nIne utaravuM paDe. e ke atyAre mApaNA mATe A vadhu paumIbababathI zI vApare bhakti badhuja revAnuM che. sAra A bhUmikAmAM keTalI vAra kI zake sAba-lAMdhI rAIma na upara vaDa nIce utare. samatAmAM bAMaraIma che tADAya. pA kAnathIga nI samatAthI AgakhanI miAnI vAta che. amanAmAM zailA avane . paNa paramAtmAnA daramAM DaravAnI bhAvanA ne haya. teonA AcAra-vicAraja ja hoya che AvA mAtmane sAme guna maLe to paNa hAtha na le. tenuM eja ja judu . badhA mATe mA vAta nathI.

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12 atyAre to kApI nAThAta keTalI & aniDAthI DamIne puSArtha dvArA toDI zakIe. paNa niDAcIna kamIne tI halAvI hakIe tema nathI. atyAre tamAre samatA jAba bahuja sIdho thaI gayo che. paNa game tyAM vAparavAno savAla ja nathI. samatAvAnA avanuM mAnavuM che te badhA mATe kalpanAtIta che. te bhUmikAmAM bhagavAna jaivA AcAravivAra pANatA hatA te ApaNe pAkhI zakIe tema nathI. harirI iSTa rIte nathI paNa jema manu AdinAtha je upayoga sUche to khabara che ke temane 12 mahinA gocarI maLavAnI nathI chatAM vIja jAya che. jema khabara che ? A piyAthI 3La maLavAnuM nathI. tamane khabara chItha ke A DivAthI phaLa madhvAnuM nathI to tame te kiyA DI kharA? saMsAramAM koI lakatha vaga2 kiyA karI tema nathI. jyAM lakacanI IrachA kAvI tyAM samajAnI bhUmikA cAlI jAya che. mATe mokSamArbI bhUmiDAko barAbara samajune zabdo vAparavAnA che. te have tame maniSThAthI kAma puruSArtha bhAra khapAvI lo . paNa varSa nikAcIna 3 udayamAM AvI jya lo tene bhogavyA sivAya chuTa nathI. aniDAcIna imara toDIne tame AgaLa vadhI vadhI tenI geraMTI che. te utkRSTa kakSAnA vidyAnuM na joIe. temAM atidattanuM rata che. jemAM spaSTa karkanA vinI vA bhAvathI baMdhAya. tathA te udayamAM Avai tyAre bhalabhalA sAThanI daivI dazA thAya che. tenI temAM thanAra aApyo che. AnA mATe menAraja munInuM pA rata Ave che . tame dharmanA kamAM deva-gurunI bhakti ka2tAM hova paNa tyAre khabara paNa na hoya ke vA kevA bhAvathI utkRSTa vijhInA DamAM baMdhAya che. jaima tame dararoja pUname vAMkhezvara jaIne bhakti karatAM hova. athavA tamArA bAjunA darisare pabunI khUba ja bhakti karatAM hova, prabhunI sajA karyA vagara momAM pANI paNa na nAMkhatA hova. have koI vakhata ekadhAru 312 Ave tyAre zuM vicAre? ApAga AkSI bhakti karI chatAM mApaNAne mAvuM kaSTa AvyuM. bhagavAne mAravuM paNa dhyAna na rAkhyuM

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129 sabhA:- zradhdhA nathI mATe AvA vicAro Ave cheka sAebajI:- hA, cokkasa. zradhdhAmAM paula hai mATe ja. nahitara vitarAgane bhajvAthI AvA vicAra Ave kharA! tame atyAre bhagavAnane namAza cokIdAra mAnI lo ne ! tame jene vakho. tenA bAra ja vAge ne 1 tamAza bhAve tI bhagavAna tamArA vaDane ! tamane lAge kaiM bhagavAna akhA 2he che. paNa aLagA mere te ja bhagavAna kahevAya. atyAre raTImAM ja. muLamAM khAmI che. tatvana viveka na hovAnA kAraNe magajamAM ghaNo kacaro bharyAM che. mATe pu ja ciMtana. manana mAMge che.

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130 - 1pa-rU. zrI prabhuSAvijaya sadaguru Oii nema://. - viddhajaya bhAvadharma govANiyA 25 anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAnmA gatanA jIva maNa zuvizuddha yoganA mAne prApta kare tenA mATe dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare te mahApuruSonI rahI gaIpaNa dhArA cogane na pAme tyAM suI tene mAtmAnuM sukha pAmavAno savAla ja mAvatI nathI. jIva thoDAne pAne pachI ja uttarI-ta. vRdhdhi karIne parAkASThanA sukhane pAme che. mAruM vana karatAM pahelAM harIbharIne maNidhAna yAdi pAMca bhAvanuM vana banAvyuM che. bhAvathamane pAmyA vagara caDI banAnuM nathI. pAMceca masara tharIyAnA che. have pahelA pradhAna bhAvadharma pAmyA che. pachI sArAmAM sArI abhilASA pragaTI che tene mAgaNanI bhAvadharma pAmavA mATenI yogya puruSArtha paNa cAlu che. paraMtu apekSA mujyanI yoga na pAmI za temAM kAraka bhUtakALamAM karAyelI jIlI che. te bhUlo dharmAntarAyanuM ThAra vana . Apa pragaLa jaghanya viddha mATe meghagvAranuM daSTAMta vidyApI gayA. tathA madhyama vakta mATe jvalaMtadevanuM vicArI gayA. have utkRSTa kalAnA vina mATe tadananuM raNa Ave che. A thAna nathI pappA temAM tatvasabhara vAto che. - : anazanuM nAmanA rAjA che temane tra prA enuM nAma aparAjIta ane bIjA "manuM nAma che. je banne yuvAvasthAne pAmyA che. 72 phalAmAM tathA zAkhAmAM nipukA thayA che. aparAkRta ne yuvarAjanA pade sthAI 8 ane bIja amuka zarthanI vAha.sI vIja karone sIpe che. have eka vakhata zuM banyuM ke sarahada paranI baMDI ja sattAnA monA kAraNe taimanI sAme baLavo padArtho che. junArAja pote ladhvA javA taiyAra thAya che. tyAre temanA putra aparAjIta nA pADe che. ame beThA hoIene Apa jo te amane zobhatuM nathI. mATe pitAnI saMmatI laIne pote laDyA jAya che. pachI mapAna vIne rAjAne jItIne pAchA kare che tyAre cInuyoga zuM banyuM che tyAM mahAkALa AcArya mahAtmA padhAryA che. teo temanA darzana vaMdana karI vinayathI temanI dezanA

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131 sAMbhaLavA bese che. - dezanA aiTalI hadhyastha che ke temane prema amara thaI gaI mATe utkRSTa vairAgya thavAthI pivAnI maMjurI maMgAvI tyAM ne tyAM dIkSA le che. temane mArAmAM mArI saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI, adabhUta rIte tatvanI bova karI zake tevA vidvAna - thayA che. gItArtha thayA che AmanA gurune mane lAgyo che. temAMnA amuka ziSyo je ujana nagarImAM hatA te padhAryA che. temanI badhI giA patI gaI pachI gurUbhagave temane khabara aMtara pUche che tyAMnA rastAnA che anabhava che. ujaina nagarInI saMgha kevI , ' devI dharma ArAdhanA cAle che mAdhu-sAdhvIjI vihAra mATe kevI sthiti tyAM , anamodI kevA cheA badhI vAtacIta cAle che tyAre aparAjIna bhAnmA cAM beThA che. have ziSya javAba maLe che tyAMno saMgha baja sAre che. bhaddhivALI che. dararoja hAthI juna maNIlcavI pUja, bhakita, varaghoDA thAya che. ArAdhanA bhAvI thara che. vArSika ArAdhanA pachI mArI thAya che. pAna-dhyAna saMyama mATe sArAmAM sArI sAmagrI upalabdha che. Ama badhI rIte tyAM unamatA che. paNa tyAM eka moTuM vilana che. je viddha sAdhu-sAdhvIne vihAramAM muzkelI kare che che tyAM hAjanAM yuvarAja mane tyAM purohitanAM pu baMne mitra che. temanI bane na sAdhunA khuba ja hepI che. taimanA saMparkamAM je paNa mahAtmA Ave tene khuba jaigba, dezanagati kare che. upasargo ubhA kare che. mATe A eka moTuM jokhama. A badhI vAta apazajIna mAM che. temane vicAra vAve che ke mA nAhI lI mArA bhAIne be rAjya sauNa hatuM temAM ja Ave che. tyAMnI sajA to mArA bhAInA zathamAM che. mATe temane khuba ja mAthAna lAge . mAvA khAnadAnamAM dhAvA pI pADyA . cine savA mathata karyo che to paNa temane pitA temanA para koI niyama hatA nathI, tethI temane lAge che ke A kAma mATe ja karavuM paDyo. nakkira AvA zahI te badhA ja dutimAM jo

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12. ahiMyA mahAtmAne ThAI mamatAnA DArI A badhA vicAra Avyo nathI. tema no nirdha mahAtmA che paNa pelA benI duninA kArakI bhAvadayA mAvavAthI mA avaLA mAthI vALavA mATe vicAra kare che mATe gurune ekAMtamAM jaIne pUche che ke ApanI mAzA hoya to mA virnanuM nivAraNa karavAnI mArI IcchA che. guru nAnI 8 mATe hA pADe che. A paNa gItArtha che. A vAta cothA mAAnI che mATe gItA ekalA vicarI zake. tethI gusI temaneM saMmatI ApI. pachI tene tyAMnA saMghanA upAzraye jAya che. tyAM bIja dhamacArye paNa potAnA parivAra sAthe sthira thayelA che. amAre navA AvelA mahAtmAne prakADa karI che. tame jema mahemAnonI vivoe sarabharA kare tema amAre pama hoya hai. mATe guru temanA ziSyone kare che temanI khUba bhakti kare. cApa gocarI mATe padhArI, ame gacI lAvaze. tyAre yA mahAtmA ja che ke huM mAnma labdhithI gItharI lauM chuM. mATe ziSyone gusa kare che ke A nagaramAM tethI navA che. mATe gocarI mATenA yogya Duul, bhaktivALA DuM, jyAMthI - nirdIpa gorI maLI haDatI dIya saivA gharI banAvavI. - cA badhu jANyA pachI te ziSyone I che ke upadravavAnA bhakina vagaranA ghI kathA che tyAre rAjakumAranuM ane tAjaputinuM ghara banAve che. ane pachI te DhiA pAchA phare che . have Amana hareza nI sAva judo hatI mATe sIdhA rAjamahelamAM gayA che. ane daravAje jaIne aithI "dharmalAba" kApIne unA harI che tyAM dAsI ane khImI gAmane joIne IzArAthI cupa radaivA Dare che. vahorIne padhAro nahItara upathI hama ubhI thazai. paNa A to pharIthI nirathI "lAba " bole che. baMdara rAjakumAra ane purIti paTa barna baiThA che temanA kAne avAja paDe. che mATe te bahAra Ave che. - AmanI prasiddhinA ThArara sI manmA padhAratA nahotA. vANA vakhane TIkhaLa mastI karavAno temane cAnsa makhyI, mATe pahelAM ja nathI mabhanI daravAje

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( baMdha jhI 2 8, jethI mahAtmA jatA na rahe. sAdhu mahAtmA grAmanA lakSaNo karI gayA che. have e banne mA temane kaI che ke "tamane nAcatA AvaDe 4 " je Avajhu phIya tI nAcIne banAvI. jaithI amane thoDuM manaraMksa thAya. tyAre mahAtmA jhare che jhaI emanema nAcavAnI majA na Ave paNa sAthe saMgIta vagADanAra, tAlavadha gAnAra hoya to Ave. te I che tame ciMtA na kare ane e jaga vagADa ane eka ja gA. paNa tame nAtha. . tyAre maNabhA kare che ke mane nRtya karatI vakhate muLa Ave to huM addabhuta rIte . paNa gAnAra, vagADanAra barAbara tAlabadhdha, avIra vAkhA zrI je temAM kyAMya paNa sula thAya to pachI mAro pittI jaya.. . mariyA banI mitrone thAya che ke Amane khItamAM zuM khabara paDavAnI ane khabara paDaze to teo zuM karI zakavAnA che paraMtu zA maghatmA 72 kalAne bhalA ja che. te evuM kRtya zodhe che ke jemAM DapathI tAla, mArI, avaroda badalAtA ho. have temane AvA pradAranuM nRtya daravAnuM cAlu chuM nAthI te bane temAM thApa khAI gayA . jethI mahAtmA cAIne banene dhamakAvavAnuM cAlu karyuM. zrA vane paNa sattAnA madamAM thayelA hatA mATe nAnamAM AvavAthI bolAcAlI parathI ke mArAmArI sudhI pahoMcI gayA. | mA bAju be ja che ane banne juvAna che. jyAre pelI bAju IMDalA mahAtmA che ne te paNa moTI umaranA che. paNa mammA khuba ja zaLa ravAnA DAraNa banene devI temane paDaDamAM pakaDIne temanA moM, hAtha, paga kammara vadhAre mIDIne sAMdhAmAMthI zasThA utArI dIdhA. AkhuM zarIra mathakIDI sIdhu che. ThA paNa dha zA che. maravAnA vAMke jIvatA hoya tevA vIne temane karI . nAkhyA che. grAma ThAma puza chavIne teo to pachI latA thayA. paraMtu game nema to mAdhu hadhya . kIDIne pAna dubhA naivuM sAdhunuM hadaya hoya, to cA pALa panmatha manuSya hai to temane

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134 ' dubhAvavAthI temane TheTaluM duHkha thAya mATe mAtmA khuba ja duHkhI . aMdaramAM temane tenI khuba ja asara thaI che. taimane thAya ke meM tene keTalo ajAtha karyo che, taimane AhAra, pANImAM paNa aMtarAya karyo che. mAre paNa gocarI, pANI levAnuM zuM kAma che mATe teo gocarI lIdhA vagara upAzraye pAchA phare 8. prasta bhAvanAthI kAma kare tenA vyAMtaSThi pazigrAma daivA dIya tenI A namuno che. temane lAgyuM ke Ama dharma pamADavo hoya, taiaone durgatimAMthI bacAvavA hoya, zAsananuM hita TharavuM zauya to AnA sivAya bIjo upAya nathI. mATe ja temane A rInanI pravRtti karI che. sabhA:- lAbhAlAbhanI zreSThIrya pAtra 1 sAba- da, cIDama, thAre nubrAna zIghu che ne bhAvamAM lAbha vadhAre che, mATe vivekathI A pravRtti kahI che. mahAtmA upAzraye pahoMcIne khuNAmAM svAdhyAya kraravA besI jAya che. paNa temanuM cAya mana cITanuM nathI. vAraMvAra te bannenA vicAro ja temane mAve che. tyAM temane dama moTu zukana thAya che. tethI temane lAge che ke zukana sarasa che ' mATe cokkama bhAvi bhAsa 3aaaa temane nimitta hAsyAnI jANakArI che. te parathI taimane thAya che ke cIjha venuM bhAvi hitamAM che. mATe temano zIka dUra thaI ga, ciMtA vadhI thaI gaI. tethI svAdhyAyamAM magna thaI mAdhanA cAlu kare che. * have mahelamAM vaLyuM che. Ama to mAthe mAnyA AvyA pachIthI avAja gharamAM karIne vasI gayA hatA. badhAnI java tALave coMTI gayo dalo damAM sIDa thI nyAM thoDI mArAmArI. bolAcAlI sAMbhI , paNa pachI gema vAtAvaraNa zAMta thaI javAthI te badhA bahAra AvyA. paraMtu A bannenI dazA joine badhA gabharAI gayA. rAjamahelamAM doDAdoDa thaI gaI. zaba paka cAvI gayA che. rAjAe badhI pachaparacha daratAM khaba2 paDe 8 ke A paristhiti uI dInathI thaI che. mATe ja tarata ja temanA parivAra sAthe cIna upAzrI mAne che tyAM gurubhagavaMtane vaMdana karI vinayathI bese che ane kare che bhagavAna

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135 mArA dikarAne jai jala karI che tenI 6 kramA mAMgu chu. ceto to dakSezA udAra dilanA hoya mATe tenI bhUlane mA mApI tenI majA pUrI TharI! tene pharIthI sArja DarI Apo. zubhagavaMtane vAtanI jhaMI ja khabara na hovAnA kAraNe mA dIkta sAMbhaLIne teyo navAImAM paDe che, pachI teo vadhAre puchatApa karIne haDIta meLavIne ziSyone bolAvIne pue che. ke cA kAma koNe karyuM che! paNa vadhA ja zikhI nA pADe che, tyAre eDama khyAla Ave hai OM A+ navA mAtmA padhArela ii. temane puchI juo. ja taithI rAjA turaMta temanI pAse jAya che paNa jevA vaMdana DaravA jAya che De tyAM ja temane soLakhI jAya thai ke A to mArA moTA bhAI ja che. cokkasa mArA avaLacaMDA diDarAnI dvAna haiDAo bAvA ja Avu kRtya karyuM do . pahelAM rAjA lobha pAmI besI de che. DAI bolatA nathI. paraMtu thoDIvAra pachI kahe che Dhe Apa mAM Apo, skUlane mArga karo tyAre mahAtmA kahe che ke ApaNu phuLa yu ! khAnadAna yu! ApaNA krupamAM cAvA putro pADe ! mane cAvI anucIta pravRtti kare ane chatAM tame calAvI lo! mainA para samAna DoI nayA nahIM tyAre rAma Da che. A amArI khuba ja moTAmA moTI bhUla thaI hai have rIthI DIpaNa AvI thaze nahI. Apa temA pApo. kAraNa teo bannene asahya pIDA thAya che. vanAnI koi pAra nathI. Apa AvIne temane mAna karI, temanA gunAne mAra karI. la tyAre gurubhagavaMta vicArIne kare che ke AvA gunAnI mAhI premakhema nA maLe. jai taico banne cA gunAnA prAyazcita rUpe dIA le to ja temane mAdI maLe, rAjyane paNa khubaja amara thai che mATe Dare che te-re te bannenI dAhoyato mArI tI nebane saMyama mATenI vajA che. mAvA maNe vyAve to huM khUba ja khuddA chu. nabhe vicAraze rAjane paNA devI magara thaI haze ke vyAvA udgAra temanA mAMthI nIkhyA ye bhave vidyAnI upeAnA ThAravu? la thaI hatI. l basti maLanAM temane kevI asara thaI che! jo tamArA kuMvana cAvI prasaMga bane ane tamane

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16 patI Ape to zuM thAya? ane temAM mAnanA pAchI thavI vAzta kare to zuM kahe mA ThekANe tamAne zuM jvAba daugha? tamAruM jJAnama DevuM che tenA pAzIbIna mATe pUchuM chuM. A gAle tame gurune nA ApavA besI jAva ne, bhAre vicAre Deo tadAvata che. namArI TIe bhA thaIne AvuM kaDaka pagaluM bhare te vyAjabI che temAM ATalo bhayaMDara trANa Apavo, hAtha, paga, DoDa badhu ja mathI nAMkhavuM ane AvI amaNa vaidanAmAM mUDIne cAvyA vu. ane temAM pAchA mA mAMgavA Ave tyArI AvI Dajha nArala vI rAkheto bhAyada dIvAnA DArI khUba ja cagara thaI mATe temane to dIThA ApavA mATe pUrI saMmatI batAvI, paNa mAngA Dare che tame pahelA temane puchI Avo rAja kare che pahelAM Apa padhArI temane sAjA karI, DArA jvAba ApI zake tevI pothitamAM nathI. d mAtmAM tyAM paMdhAre OM ane pahelAM te bannenI DIke sIghI TharI Ape che. mahAtmAne jhAMI evI IcchA nathI te vainAmAM sabathI Dare, paNa bhAvi ditamAM lAgavAthI ja Avu pagalu bharyuM che. gAma hR pazrvirtana vagara dIA bApI zakAya nI, ne vaizagra dIya nadI ane saMsAramAM jaine vadhAre mahIya tene dIA apAya nahI. mATe "mahAtmAme teonI koi sIdhI kyAM pachI devAnA Ape che. Axi mA 4 lAkha jIvAthInInuM viSaya, kaSAyonuM, bheMsAranA svarUpanuM evuM hRdyaspara varNana kare che ke A dezanA sAMbhaLIne teo banne kI rahyA che. AvA uttama manuSya bhavane pAmIne tame Anma kalyAA mATe nuM AdhanA karI ? tenA mATe naimo jhAI jyAva ApI vADatA nathI. dezanAnI pelI amara thaI ii kare te ke, annana ... bheMsAramAthI DapathI chIMDAvI. tyAre zA paNa saMmati Ape hai, ane pachIthI ke bInasA Dare che, pahelAM AvI vIte badhA dADA sAMdhAmAMthI uttArI kADhavA ane pachI pAchA barAbara vA nA levA tarata ja rI ApavA A badhI eka jAtanI dhAvyo che, kalpanamAM vyAve che, bhadrabAhusvAmIe caMpI karanAra AmanuM varNana DaratAM lakhyu che. meDa phlAmAM paDIlo tela mAlIza karIne utArI Ape. basa amana

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137 pAchu sabai pachI kadI to te pAMca kilo tebha bahAra paNa kADhI ApI za A badhI dAbI hatI, DAI gappA nathI. jema komyAnuM varNana vyAve che ne OM be caMpAnA kula 522aa DalADa nAcI hatI. mAvI to ghaNI vAto zAstromAM Ave che. ve mahAtmAe A bannene sAja DaryA pachI temanI vyabhixda pUrNa thavAthI gocarI levA gayA. ane gocarI lAvIne vAparI. A bAju banne mitra vaizanthamAM thanaganI rahyA che. mATe temane dIA ApI gurune mopyA. punama temane bhaNAvI-gAvI, dhaDatara karI anuzAsana soMpyu hai, temAM bannene e amane AvA guru na maLyA hota to ame banne devA phukarmo bAMdhatA hota jainA kAraNe camAruM zuM thI! mATe dararoja guruno upakAra temAne dekhAyA kare che kRtajJatAnA kAraNe mAna upakArI dekhAya che. paNa A bannenA mAnasamAM kyAM. taddAvana pathI . thAya guru rAjAnA gI to thAya che ke A gurupe ekAMte amArA ta mATe ja A badhuM karyuM che. amArA khuba ja upArI che. A 4 lAkha jIvAyonImAMthI temane ja mane tAryA che, paraMtu purohita putrane AvA vicAro mAthe prema vicAra paNa Ave che zuM amane je baLajabarI karIne TImA ApI te eka vyAjabI nathI. . mA dekANe tamane ema thatu zeDhe A purohita puga Avu kema vicAre che! paNa tamane zauka bAjbarIthI sAmAyika rAve to nAM thAya! amane to jAte vagara DArI varSa darzAvavA pAchaLa paDavAnI nA ja karI che. viziSTa kAraNa ke viISa lAyaDAta jIva hoya tI ja karAvavAnuM che, paraMtu tamane badhAne beTha pauSadha DazavIDhI lo thAya ! Ama to bA bannenA bhAva mAza ja che. dIA levA jevI ja che. lIdhI ? paNa bhAta ja karyu hai, Ava anupama mArga maLe mApI vulI ne mAnmakalyANanA mArgamAM sthira kathA khuba ja amArA upaDArI che. paNa zapurIzti putrane cATalo trAsa ApIne bAnI karI phI e tene bakSa khaTake che. sAthe

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mATe tame 3ii cho ne ? kapAmI javA jevuM nathI, sabhA:- mA to cothatA ene che ne, sAbiju - , thIgalI ane Ama karyuM che. za, mAre amAre maryAdAmAM pIne DaravuM che mane paNa mane daI mA mukavA mAMgatA nathI. paraMtu tamArI yagratA joine paNa tamArA pAra bhalu karyuM to paNa tamane kevuM lAge, jemAM pAcho taimano koI svArtha na hoya. tamArI ja zikSiAnI vAta sAMbhaLI vaDara, svIkArI zako khAla sabhA:- eka vakhata akhanI do. sAhebag:- amAre koI makhanI karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa tamArA mauDha ane ja ame mabaju jaIe chIe tame dhyAM cheTalAmAM cho mATe amano DavA jevo nathI. tamane sadaguru paNa thI maLe che. ane mane pachI paNa bhAgya tI lAbha thaI zaS - sabhA - thApaMthaka paNa na sAhebay- yogAvaMcApa te judI vastu che temAM to sadguru paNa khakhI na zake vaMthaDapa ane saguna maLe pachI opakhIne darzana karI de te thavavecaDapa. paraMtu tamAre to kArAmAM tamArA apalakSaNa che. atyAre moTAmAM moTI dukhanI vAta che 4 24 kalAka tinI ciMtA kare tevA tamane joItI bAra tame koIne khyA che kharA? na jApaka samA rAzinI bhAvanA na hoya. ulyA mira, ilyakAra irachuDa sagu A badhAnI jarUra kharI paraMtu ja satata potAnA kathAkAnI IcchA hoya tene ja sadagurunI khapa paDe. ( sabhA:- elle ja ame lAvIe chIe ne. sAheba- bama AvIne mane pATa para besADI do, amAru vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI lo, aurve patI gayu che paraMtu tamane vAlA yodhyAthInuM mahatvana joIe che ? jene potAnA hyAnI paDI hoya te to mAru hita 4 1 MNata adhyA vagara rahe kharA badhu ja zukane puchI puchIne 62. re sAheba khoTAmArga kto hoI to

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- 139 mane vApa, mArI khAmImI banAvaje. je banAvazo to huM rAjI thaIza. jene sAcu samarma phIya tene ja AvuM vadhu thAya. jyAre guru zita budidhathI bula banAve to khuba rAju thAya. tamane atyAre bula batAvI e to za thAya ke asLAo bhagavAnanuM anuzAsana 8 bhakti levA mATe lAyaka thI | saraguna maLyA pachI jene gurunI ApelI zikSikA game nahI ane . aMgata kAraNothI gunI avagaNanA kare tene kevA karmo baMdhAya ? sabhA:- bhAgyazA. sAsva:- za, cIDaca. saraguru makhyA chatAM upekSA, avagaNanA karavAnuM mana thAya tonuM to bhAgya badalAyuM bhAca raDyuM che. ane taDAmamAM je maLyuM nathI. ane mane chatAM Ama thAya tene bIjuM zuM kahevAya che. dareka dharmamAM deva-guru, tA vadhu che. tenI sAthe tulanA karazo to khabara paDI ke namatre kahyuM uttama maLyuM che. jemAM tamAruM eThAM bhavyuM . kAM teno anAdara karI, pea Daze, avagAnA Dare to zuM thAya ? sArA maguru jue ke sAme lAyaka nathI tI anuzAsana na Ave. sAme paNa jhIle tevI vyakti joIe. atyAre tamane yoge mArgadarzana thayA mAma: ApatA nathI? kAkA, temane khabara che ke mAnAthI samaya ane Akti ja bago . mATe manaMtIvAra sadaguru mA pAka lAyakAtanA abhAve, rakhaDatA rahyA chIe. rAtmakalyANa karavA A badhI pAyAnI lAzano , Iko. dharmanA trimAM cAmaNI karIne vRkSane pasaMda karo ane yogya lo. pachI temAM samapAvuM eIema ma ya vaghagavAnuM nathI. bIlo cho aza amane uMcAmAM uMcA deva maLyA paNa cA paNa mamarA kairavuM temanI mAttAnI vAta Ave tyAre zuM thAyama hIro che mane uttama vApa maLyA che. paraMtu te ja bApanI vAnanI dize svagaNanA kare tonuM vAya mATe e marvoDa deva-guru lAgatA to kSamA devuM hoya , bhagavAnanI mAtA cAvatAM tarata ja thoDI ja kabA paraMtu Avu mAnavA

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vALAnuM mAnasa devuM hoya te ja tame samaya nathI. ka muLa mudA para AvIe. | mA guru sAmAnya sajA karI nathI. bhayaMkara da8 kApIne rIDhA ApI che. paraMtu bannenuM ene athANA IrAne tA ApI che. chatAM purita purAne ema thAya che ke guru badhusAra karyuM paNa A rIte je te barAbara nathI karyuM. mAre taimanA mace thoDo basaMtI, arazI che. Ama mane Abudhdha saMyama pAvyuM che. baMne samAdhirvacazana paddha saMvaiSamA vI-DA thaI. pa7 pelo je bhAva hato tenI mAlocanA dahI nathI. mATe mAnAthI gADha mithyAtva baMdhAyu nathI bIdhi durlabha pAmyA. ahiMyA tamArI TI A nAnI hoya che ne paNa A doSa nAnI nathI moTo daula che. suva, sagara, sudhanI bI. upaeNke, agAnA te kAMI nAnI doSa nathI. jyAre guja rilamAM DI cane bacI thAya te kAMI nAnI doSa che? A utkRSTa vilana che.

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141 "zuddhAra bhajda-vada taima 5-. zrIyugabhuSaNaviyabhu sa bhyonama aa - yogavilI. gIfpayA utkRSTa vijJa anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI nIDara paramAtmA AtmAnuM jJAna zAnuM nivAraNa karavA dharmanInI sthApanA dare che. mahApuruInI TIme mArA anaMtakALamAM duSkAryo pApI dya che. temAM je koI moTAbhAganuM jJANa hoya to te ajJAna dazA che. grAma 18 pApasthAnamAM kyAMya ajJAnane sIdhu pApa nIde vasAvyuM nathI. ajJAna karmabaMdhamAM kA2NA che, tevI vAta paNa karmavAdamAM nathI. . . . paNa mAnamAM tAkAta che, pApane pApa nI pakhAve nahI. mATe apekSAe mAnane pApanA bApa tarIke kahyuM che. jema tamAre saMsAramAM babuka : bAya game tyAM hAtha nAkhene game te vastu saumAM sUI re ! ane nAnI vastuthI paka moTu khima ubhu kare. ramatAM ramatAM paNa barelI DIlamAM uva mAthe paDIne dhaNA bALa marI jyAM hoya che. ajJAnanA kAraNe tene siI jAtino khyAla naravAthI mAmulI nimittathI moTA jakhama ubhA karI de che. tenI jaima java azAnatAnA kAraNe evA ja bAMdhI de che ke te kyAre udayamAM Ave tyAre jIvanA bA2 vAgI jatha. - AnA mATe kAle ApaNo dAMta vicArelu ke purohita cha je mannA hai tera tainA guru pratye thoDI bacI zI che. Ama to Thahaka paNe vyAjabI lAge naivu vai. gue rIDI ApI temAM pahelAM ne vyavahAra zarthI temAM Avo bhAva Ave te navAI nathI. je tamAre tyAre Avo prasaMga nathI thaya to tame zaarsIne lma DAyanAkhI ne ! A gujae to vivekapUrvaka, hitANitano vicAra karIne apavA, mArge karyuM che. ane lAzane paNa prema che. jyAre AjanA ane AnI jApa7 raMja nathI. tenI sahabhAva to guru pratyena TakI rahyo che - purohita mahAtmA sarabhAva che pappA sAthe thoDI ja rahI gaLo che. kAraNa anucIta karyuM che mATe temane mathI rahI che. zrA rUpInA ThArako tema saMI guru sAthe udhdhatAI bharyuM vartana karyuM nathI. ke vyAMya jIvanamAM temane azathI

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'abhivyakta paNa karI nathI. paraMtu A vAtathI tene kevuM karma baMdhAvyuM ke bhavAMtaramAM varSo sudhI game teTalo prayatna dare to pAma dharma pAmI zake nahIM. badhI bIja durlabha yogya karma bAMdhu. eka same sAmAnya mANasa prI gauSa karI ane karma baMdhAya, ane eka vizeSa vyakti pratye rAga-dveSa karI temAM karma baMdhAya. te tramAM DhaLamAM ghaNo ja tathAvata che. vyakiva beraluM utha tenI maravI, avaLANAnA bhAre karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. jeTalI vyakti gunnIthala temanI karavI, avagaNanAthI bhAre karma baMdhAya. A guruvo uttama saddaguru che ane temane te tenA hita mATe ja A kAma karyuM che. chatAM temane basathI thaI mATe AvuM baMdhAyuM che. mATe uttama purUSa, uttama mAnmA, uttama dharmAsmiAmo pI athI, agamo ke abhAva na thavI joI. AnAthI baMdhAtA kone choDanAM jUThA bolAI jazo. A paDhAtmA pratye paNa upaka. ke anAdara bhAva thAya to tyAre mAM bhAre tIvra ima baMdhAya che. prabhu to uttamamAM uttama paNa che. jema tame prabhunI ghaNI bhakti karI ane tamane kazI temanI prabhAva na dekhAya to zuM thAya? je saMsAranI apekSAthI dharmaka tene to A moTuM jokhama che. phaLa na maLavAthI nasa bolavA mAMDI che kazI prabhAva nathI. eTarsa. pa2mAtmAnuM avamUlyana thayuM. ATalA uthA vyaktitvanA DagezanathI kevA karma baMdhAya " mA ghaNA bhagavAna karatAM deva devIne vadhAre bhaje che temAM paNa avamulyana chuM devAya sAva - za, cauba ene to bhagavAna karatAM bIjanuM mulya vadhAre che, ane bhagavAnanuM mulya yag chemATe ja tene vadhAre kare che. tamAre tyAM sAmAnya mAmAna Ave mane vizeSa mahemAna Ave te zuM paDe ke nahIM haima dura kaMthI tema hai paDavo ja naI che. mATe AyA paNa ththAM paramAtmA ane athAM devI devatA. teo saMsAramAM khaDatAM pAmara juvo che. paNa paravaza che. A cAra vanimAM paDatAM mAM meM temane daivaloDanI uco bhava Apyo che. pachI tyAMthI karma sthA gaLiyo tyAM jaze.

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143 samyagaTI devatA viratidharathI nIcA ka2evAya. bhAva zrAvaka karatAM paNa vaitA nIyA DadevAya che. jyAre bhAva sAdhu to chaThThA gurusthAna che, mATe deva-guru-dharma pachI daivI daivattAnu sthAna che. ane temAM paNa pAchA hai paramAtmAnA bhakta hoya, temanuM je sthAna paNa hai maiM bhakta mATe, jema moTA hoThane mANasa hoya to tenI sAthe kevI rIte vyavahAra ka kI! devI-devatA bhagavAnanA bhagata che mATe puje che. bhagavAnanA nAte mAnavAnA che. Ato kevuM bhagavAnane paDanA muDavA ane temane pujvA, jema rIkane paDanI muko ane tenA sAmane pakaDI tevI vAta kahevAya. sabhA:- maNibhaAvIranuM sthAna kaI rIte ? mAdevyaju:- tap gacchanA rakrIDa tarIke temanu sthAna che. temane tenA mATe vacana vyApyu che, ane bhutakALamAM rakriSNa mATe temane DAma paNa karyuM che. temanuM sthAna upADmayamAM hoya. DArA garachanA 2Ika che. mATe saMbaMdha kyAM thayo. tethI upAzrayamAM ja hoya. paNa tame to atyAre dezasomAM laI gayA cho. mane lAga bhAve no ekadama bhagavAnanI bAjumAM ghusADI do tema cho. mA badhAmAM kAraNa tamane svArthanI budhdhi che. sAthe tamAre penAthI ja saMbaMdha hoya che ne! tamArI arpI na guru paNa poSAya ta sa mATe pA arUcI thatAM tamane vAra lAge tema nathI. tame vaMdana DaravA mAvo tyAre ne ame kAmamAM doIe to jarA bhAva na ApIe nI zaba lAgI jAya ne mATe tame sadguru pAse paNa apeA rAkho cho. jyAre tamArI bAvI pAsthita che to tamane kadAca prazaMga mAa madbhuja tamArI bhula banAve, kapaDo Ape, kadAca ucA avAne, DaDAIthI kare to sarana karI vADo khA! mATe vicAra karaze. atyAre sArI-dhamAtmA paNa amArI pAle Ave ane DAya tenI ape na poSAya to kharAba lAgI jAya che. ghaNAne zuM hoya che te prazna laIne game tyAre bhAve cha mAdhu to navA ja hoya. paNa mAdhu DAmamAM hoya ane kadAca te vakhate nA pADe to khoTu lAgI jAya. sabhya:- gurja pAsethI zuM apanA hoya '

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14 'sAheba - tamArA hita mATenA mArgadaktinI ja apekSA hoya. sAthe pUrI bhakita samakA zauca. atyAre to tamArA saMbaMdha guru sAthe judI volITInA hoya che. AtmAlyAnA nAnAthI tamAro saMbaMdha baMdhAya che pa1 tamane prema thAya che ke temanI zaivI bhadhika 8 mAru hita karavAnuM temane mana thAya. huM lAyaka che tema batAu to mArA guru thaDaksa mAja hina ka2vI. te to niSNu gIthala che. cokkama mane sAyu mArgadarzana Apo. AvI bhAvanAvALI vyaDina ja deva-gurunI sAcI bhakti karI zake. nahItara bhakita kyAre mahina bano te kahevAya nahI. mATe Apa guru pAme tamAza hitanI ja rakhAya. guru hita mATe bahu Dare badhu kahe, bhAvI apekSA sAdhu 3 bhAvaka rAkhe to doSa nathI. sabhA:- zu vAMkAnuM samAdhAna na kare ? sAhebanuH- kare, paNa tamAre emanI para anukuLatA jevAnI che nArI! tamAzamAM kadAya lAyakAta na lAge to guru dhyAna na paNa Ape. lAyaka na hoca nI 2ma na paNa le, ame pA bhama kI tI tenuM phaLa tI mAMgIe ti che halyA to amane khAvuM -eII ne? amAre ArAdhanA mATenA ghaNA yoga che. mATe khUba lAyaka jIva hoya ane zita dekhAtuM hoya, to ane mahenata karI, jema phaLadrupa jamInamAM eka bI vAva to para TAla raMga maLatI; tenI jema ame paNa khAtrI karIne lAtha pAchaLa mahenata karIe. sabhA- to pachI bhagata ghaNA nahIM thAya. sAheba amAre mArI sApaka vyaktinI jarUra nathI. ame mAkhI saMsAra choDIne nIuthA vai. to pachI huM tamane gaLe bharAvIne amAre pharavAnuM pramANa vadhAbhaDalyANa karavA ame nIkaLyA chIye vadhAre bhagatanA jillA ne amAre karavuM nathI. AnA mATe kaMI barma saMsAra choDIne AvyA nathI. te - mAvI apekSAvANAne saphaguru gau ja nahIM. ane kadAca mAraguru maLI jAya to paNa te temanI pAsethI lAbha maeNLavI zake nahIM. mATe mokalyAga mATe bhAva badalavA ja paDe. mA badhA mA doSo che. A badhA bhAvothI evA karma baMdhAya che jyAre te

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145 udayamAM zrAvo tyAre mArI jI vanarI pAmI zakaze. paraMtu atyAre to tamane mAna che te mATe vicAra ja cAlI Ave. paNa daiva-guru-dharmanI dhIra upaikI, avagaNanathI evI kama baMdhAtI bhavAnaramAM mA zu maLI nahIM: atyAre ghaNAne zAsana maLyuM che ja enA mATe ke bhavAMtaramAM na maLe : sabhA:- saurale dukhane durlaba banAvavA mATe ja ne ! sAheba":- hA, durjanmane durlaba banAvavA mATe ja dhAne maLyuM che. kadAca te . bIje chata to mATalI upekSA karavAnI tene vana na Avata. ahiyA che mATe ja upekSAthI AvA karma baMvAya che. deva-guru-dharmanI athI, uhanA, avagaNanA A badhAthI dulli bIghI thAya tevA karma baMdhAya che. jainAthI janmajanmanAra varmasAmagI na ma. sane maLe te dharma na pAmI che. atyAre. mithyAva sahanIya che. jeTalAM kamI trimAM kAma ApanAra, saMbhAmAM rakhaDAvanAra, bhAremAM bhAre mithyAtva che. ane vaimAM lIdhI durlana thAya te * bhAre jahA2 che. - - - havai purohita purAne mA ajJAnathI baMdhAyu che. temane azuddha cAlikA pAmyuM che. mATe marIne daivanamAM gayA che. paraMtu dharmanA evA saMskAra paDelA hovAthI teo devabavamAM varmana bhulyA nathI. mATe teo prabuMnA kalyANa ujavavA jAya che. tIkhAmI kare . zAstranA prathathana have haiM. ema dharmamAM divaso pasAra : Dare che. - - - - - - - 6thA devalImAM devatA ne eTale daivatA temane badhI ja mAhiti Ape. bA vinA mano , vinavAbI che, temanI A rIte karavI te tamArA Dartavya che. mA zAstro che. tenuM ciMtana, manana, adhyayana karavuM nimArtavya che. vadhu : umaktA devane mA vadhu mavAthI bahu ja ullAbha thAya. teo jInezvara devanI - dADha hoya tenI prajA pADa. 1thAre nirvANa pAme pachI devatA temanI dALane vilamAM laI java. tame bhakjhAmamAM vIlo cho paramAmAno nirasI vAmina thva paramArAmAMthI banAvela che. zaracchanI chAvAvALI che. taimanA dezanA

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146 paramANunA sAnidhyamAM Ave to zAMti thAya. mATe devaloDamAM tejI dADhA laI jaya che. ane tenI paNa Dare I. vAvakhata zuM tyAM paNa kaSAyono udaya che. mATe paraspara jhaghaDA thAya, mArAmArI pA thAya , laDAI yudhdhI thAya, mAma sAme baLIyA hovAthI upadrava thaI jAya: mA azAMtine zAMta karavA mATe A kAmanuM Aga karI tenuM nava laIne chAMTe jenAthI A badhA hAra thaI jAya. nahItara dara varSa sudhI mArAmArI cAlana. tyAM darekanI saMpatti cokkasa rIte sopAyelI rahI che. chatAM vIjane vadhAre maLela hoya te joIne dAkyA kare. mATe tyAM pAzAMti nathI. nAnA devatAonI to evI sthiti hoya che 8 sad maDabAM Dare to mArIne bahAra kADhI muke. vyAM sudhI jharmano uya che tyAM sudhI cAlu rahevAnuM che. sabhA - mariyA jevA zAstrI hai teja tyAM che sAheba - tyAM zAstrI zAzvata che. utnIthI maDhelA che. ahiyA prabhu mahAvIranA thAya che. tAtparya, bhAvArtha ba Da ja hoya. lavamAM kayAMya taphAvata na hoya. arthathI te dvAdazAMgI eka ja che. paNa zabdomAM phera hoya. jema koI AtmA 82, aI cetana Thare koI jIva kare tema zonI vajubAnamAM phera hoya. sabhA tyAM te zA samajAve che 'sAheba- hAM hoI devatA bhAve nahIM tethI badhA daivaLazAnI pAse ja vAya. aNiyA chevapajJAnI vigaranA to tame mAruM moTuM jo kharA? ane koNa pasaMda kare. nIrtha, kevaLajJAnI pAse jAya. .. sabhA:- tyAM samAja vyavasthA che. sAheba- hA, mAlika che. praja che DIyara che, jhADu vALanAra che badhu ja che. samAja vyavasthA nIcenA devalImAM hoya. sabhA:- tyAM upAzraya che, mahepazu- tyAM viratinI viA nathI mATe taino savAla ja nathI AvatI. jina me che. kla tIrthamAM bolo cho ne jana pratimAo hoya. dIpyamAna maM ioya. samAja vyavasthA nIcenA devalImAM che. tyAM posTa pramANe aizvarya mahelA hoya che. tamArI

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147 bheMsAra pramANe ja tyAM paNa cAle che. mATe tyAM ghaNA jIvo to evA mAnasIka du:khI hoya ke mAre zuM AkhI jIMdagI Ama ja rahevAnuM. temane AkhI bhegI maphatamAM bIjA devInI sevA karavI paDe. DampalasarI vI ja paDe, na phare tI mAra paDe. sevA karyA pachI vaLataramAM temane DAI maLe nahIM, ja snAtramAM Ave che ne ke vuja IndrI meruparvata para prabhunI vyabhiSeka vA DaroDo devatA sAthe jAya. adiyA temane bilaika dgazyo thai sAre, bIjA devatAmIna orDara Darene ke ATalA praNo lAvo, ATalA puSpo lAvo, enDru mAnI dharmanI kriyA che. paNa kAma sope ne ? mATe je jIvone tyAM sevAnuM kAma soMpeluM che tene . AkhI jIMdagI sevAnuM ja kAma karavuM paDe. ahiyA to sevaka paNa zeTha banI zake che. jyAre tyAM to sevaka AApI jaMgI sevaka ja de che. sabA:- devalokamAM svAdhyAya kaivI 4ne phroya 1 sAhebajI:- svAdhyAya 2 vittinI kriyA thoDI hai! cAzimAM dhvani Ave. svAdhyAya e sau samyagajJAnano prakAra che. sabhA- svAdhyAya tapa to pachI kai rIte pustaH sAdebhaja:- iita,guptimAM phrIne svAdhyAya kare to te vinimAM jAya. mATe tyAM te to nathI. tame loDo goTALA Daraze cha. jema soDAmAM lAMbA paga DarIne besIne dhArmika vAMco to 3dethI ane svAdhyAya kyo~. to te zuM svAdhyAya DadevAya ! svAdhyAya tapa mATe to pahelAM mili guptimAM AvavuM paDe. mATe sAmAyika karavuM paDe, kAM IyiAviza karI mekalpa sAthe beso to svAdhyAya kahevAya. sabhA-bhuta sAmAyika 1 sAhebajI :- zruta sAmAthika mATe paNa bAra kahIne becavuM paDe. saMsAranA badhA ja bAvI vicArI, bAAtine voziAvIne adiyA AvI cho? ghare DaranAM pachA iriyAvidA karIne osavuM paDe: maMDalpa sAthe, eka vyAsane besIne saMsAranA bhAvono tyAga karIne bebI to svAdhyAya thAya. vizata pa tapa levuM hoya to kyAya paNa pApano vizvama Davo paDe, tamArA badhAnuM zuM atyAre RRta sAmAyika che ! A

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149 dakSaNA gharethI tamAro dikaro bolAvavA Ave to mane paDatI mUDIne ubhA thai navanezva game tevuM mahtvanuM kAma Ave to levAdevA nahIM ne ! e mA badhu nathI to kyAMthI zruta sAmAyika paNa thAya. vita rUpa svAdhyAya lapa Dahyo che te devatAna nathI, devatAne nA saplAna ciMtana, khanana rUpa hoya che. adiyA rahelA juvI dharmazradhdhA DarI zake, dharmanI vAto sAlakhI ke temAM thI paidA karIvAda, atyAre tanavAdIno kahe che hai, natvaciMtana karI4, vAMcIe eTale badho dharma temAM AvI gayo. mane kare ane svAdhyAya rUpa tapa karIe chIe, paNa svAdhyAya napazuM che tenI ja khabara nathI. sauAmAM besI lAMbA paga karI dhArmika pustaTha divasamAM pAMca kalAka vArca eTale devo pAtha kalAkano svAdhyAya DA~. sabhA:- to pachI Ane zuM karyuM kahevAya ? sAdebajI:- dhArmika pustaTha vAMcatI vakhate paNa vivaipUrvaka tatva meLavatI hoya lI samyag jJAnanuM ciMtana hevAya. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujbanuM pustaka khaiIe. jema dhyAna mATe paNa zuM ! ejhAjhanA AvI tene dhyAna mAnanA hoya che. zruta kaiTaluM satva, saMkalpa, tyAga eDAJatAnI zudhdhi mAMge che. devatA paNa sthitana, manane DarIne dharmabhAvI puSTa kare che. paNa temane svAdhyAya nAmano tapa Avato nathI. daivalokamAM sAmAyika nathI. to pachI viti rUpa sAmAyikanI savAla ja nathI. tyAM kAnAcAra, darzanAcAranI ja dharma che. thAritrAsthAra ane tapAcAranA dharma tyAM nathI. tama anukuLa bhava nathI. vyabhAH devatA dezanA sAbhaLe tyAre sAmAyika kharuM? sAheba: dezanA sAbhaLe tyAre paNa devatAne zruta sAmAyika nathI, IziyAvihA paNa bhAvathI jIvu hoya nI pAcamuM guNAsthAnaka khaiIve, zruta ApaNA zAstramAM be mahAvAkya che. (1) micchAmI duDAM (ra) appANa vosirAmI,

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970 koIpaNa pacakhANA levA hoya to "maus vosirAmI" Ave. kAvyamAM "micchAmI duai " Ave. mAM pApanA tyAganI saMlpa che. ane riyA pApanuM prAyazcita che. A 4 mahAvAkya che. A be vADhI para pAnAnA pAnA bharAya taiyuM mArumAM vana che. tame sAmAyikamAM "adhyArU vasirAmI" bolo cho tyAre AkhI duniyAnA vibharAvo thI ghara-bAra, kuTuMba, parivAra, dhaMdhA, dhApA badhAne vosirAvAnA che. eTalI 48 miniTa mATe bApane riDara tarIkenI koI saMbaMdha nahIM. te vapati tame sAdhu jIvananI najIkamAM AvI che. je sAdhu vA nathI banatI. tamArA sAmAyikamAM ane amArA sAmAyikamAM jamIna AsamAnanuM aMtara che. tamAre jIvate jIvatAM kuTuMba diDavA, patrivArane vosirAvavuM ghaNA che. ahiyA haiyAmArthI mamatA kADhavAnI vAta che A kroI ramata vAta nathI. khAlI mITethI bolI ke "vaoNsirAmI "dilA mArAthI nathI thaI . pAMcamA sthAnaka vagara ekapaNa dithI A rIte na thaI tA. sabhA - tI pachI zuM amAre A hI paNa nahIM bolavAnuM ! sAheba- bhAvathI lAvavA mATe paNa bIlatI hoya to vAMdho nathI. tene eDaDI zIkhavI che te pahelAM lITIDA pADe to vAMdho nahIM. tenI jema jene mAnuM sAmAyika pAmavuM che tenA mATe te kare che to vAMdho nI. paraMtu jene pAmavuM ja nathI , baMDalpa nathI koI dhyeya nathI tenI nI gamI gaNAtI ja nathI. hajI cApako pAmyA nathI te nakkI che. kadAca te artha paNa hoya, paNa pAmavuM che tevo ne. dhyeya hoya ane karelo maMjutha che. -mabhA:- avathikSAnI zAna bhAgavA paDe sAheba - avadhezAna viSatha juNo che. zAstrone baphAvA te viSaya judo che. baMnenI haija judI che. avadhijJAnIne pakA RtajJAna meLavavA zAstrI bhaNAvA paDe che. avadhijJAnI to tenI ja pramANe khAlI jaI zake che. bAbA banane viSaya judA che. have A banne nI revanA bhavamAM dharma ArAdhanA kare che. 20-2AgamAM mAyA nathI. devalImAM devatA ane anya jJAna najIDa Ave tyAre amuka

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1pa0 ' lamaNo dekhAya che. Ama taimane thApA jevuM ghaDapaNa AvatuM nathI. chelle sudhI vAnI hoya che, paNa mRtyunA mahinA paheMlAthI zuM thAya che gIramAM julIvaTe teja ghaTe, temanA bAmAM pa7 heva paDe, phUlanI mALA daramAya , thAvA AvA ghaNA lakSaNo dekhAya. tethI puronipuna AvA badhA lakaNo dekhAvAnA cAlu thamyA tethI tene lAgyuM ke mArA santha dave najIka che. tene thAya chezve mAruM bhAvi zuM che mATe jAgavA mATe te mahAvidezamAM jAya che. tyAM prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI prabhune puche che "prabhu mAru bhAvi zuM che ?"cAre prabhu dare chetArI manuSyanI bhava che. Daba nagImAM tu manuSya thaI . tamane kaI che ke tamArI sadagati che. to teTalA mArAthI tame khuza thaI javama : mA Ane to ATaluM jANyA pachI khuzI nI mATe puche che "prabhu huM tyAM gayA pachI sulabha coghI durlakSma bodhI " jene AtmAnI ciMtA dautha tene ja AvA vicAra Ave. prabhu kahe che "nuM suvIdhI che." tI kAgaLa pUche che A cha tIvra maMda che atitIvra karma hoya to anaMta kALa sudhI dharma na maLI . pAkA ane abhyAkhanuM durlama bIdhI che. kAgaLa pud - manu ane vIdhI kaI rIrta prApta tha veja bhavamAM prApta thaze. to puche che ke donA dvArA prApta thaze. tyAre prabhu jvAba Ape che ke tAro bhAI muke tenAthI tene badhI prApta thaI. have te Da Dha tenuM paNa zaSTi jaNAvA jevuM che. dara che. " saidhI nagarImAM tApasa nAmanI nai bahuja zrImaMta che. A di mAkhI divama tenI saMpatti, dhaMdhA-dhApAmAM ja pauvAlailA ude che. tethI AdhyAna AdinA DArAne marIne te tenA gharanI bAjumAM gaTara pAsa nuMs tarIke janme che. Ama A mere. sI khUna , vIdhI karyA nathI, anyAya, anani, vizvAsaghAta che badamAtAgIrI karI nathI. pAchA temane thatuM ke basa Akho divasa paisA kamAvavA tainAthI moja majA luMTavI. tema ja parovAyelA rahevuM. jema anyAre paNa ghaNAnI duniyA cheTI 8 ghara-kuTuMbane, paitrI vabha temAM ja pavAyelA devuM. thA atyAre kahe che ke Araba ame nitithI jIvIe chIe. amArA jIvanamAM me cAMca anyAya, anini mitAM nathI . eTale pona gema mAnatAM hauya che ke A rIte

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1 pa1 "javIe chIe mATe mArI sagati nakkI che. paNa A zIda vInA Darane marI nuM thAya te jarA vicArajo. - have A bhuMDa pharatAM hatAM tainA AgalA bhavanA ghara pAse Avyo. jevuM tene thara joyuM. tyAM tenA dikarA , patnI parivArane joyAne uNapa thayI. tenAthI . tene smaraNa thayuM. tethI tene tenI AgalI bhava barAbara yAda Avyo. AnA kAraNe te AkhI divasa te gharanI AjubAju pharyA kare che. havai banyuM che tenI ja bAra mahinAnI tIthI AvI . mATe gharamAM paNa Aje mahemAno mATe rasoI banAvaze. temAM mAMsa AdinI vAnagIo DAvaje. pANInI AvI tithi che. paNa rasoI taiyAra thayA pachI bilADIe tema mAM ghusADI PSdhu. dave cAvI . rasoI karaNA bAya 1 yiA nI mahemAno AvavAnI taiyArI hai. bIjI rasI banAvavA mATe zuM karyuM ke A baMs AjubAju karatuM hatuM tene pakaDIne laI AvyA. ane temAMthI ja navI moI banAvI. ahiMyA e jIvanuM DokA motane . A ghaTanA parathI vicAro saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che? yA paNa te ArtadhyAnathI maryo. mAre te ja eziyAmAM sApa thayo. mamatAnA kAraNe pANI thI laInamAM ( phutAM karatAM ne ja thara teja kuTuMba, parivAra joyA jenAthI uhApa thayI. jAnismaraNa thayuM. A jIvane tenA pUrva bhavo najare khAgha I . mATe have tene Anma, parI, pAya, pApa badhu barAbara magajamAM besI gayA che. ahiyA te teja tharamAM thave eka divasa bahAra nIutAM rasoI karavAvALa bAIe joyo, jethI hI macAvI dIdhI. pachI badhAe begA thaIne mArI nAkhyo. AthA atyAre tene manA piDanI amara thaI che. tene thAya che ke mAyA ja gharamAM mArI devI sthiti saMmapanuM AvyuM 24pa che. A badhA vicAro AvavAthI te zAMta thI che. gAma nI ApanI bhAva phaMDA mAravAnI hoya paNa najara mAmai karma vipAko jue che. mATe zAMtithI bhogavI adAma miksa kare sai nathI tene pujya baMdhAya che ane te ja jIva marIne pautAnA dikarAne tyAM putra tarI jajo . hayA para amuka caIma jarA paNa upa thatAM vasatimmara thAya che. tene thAya che ke A tharanAM mAlika che. atyAre

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152 mArA bApanI bApa huM ja tI. mATe eTalI asara thaI che ke dikarAne huM bApa vI rIte OMOM. darAnI vahune huM Dema DarIne 'mA' chuM. tene jAtismaraNa dareka bhavamAM thayu che. , sabhA- amane amAro paraloka dekhADI Apo, to ame sudharI jaIzuM. sAbanuM:- atyAre koI jJAnI puruSa nathI. vaLajJAnI, tIthaMkara DoI ja nathI. ane be enA mATenI rAda joine baimI rahelI sI Amane Ama rakhaDanAM dezo, huM tamane bIjane tismaraNa thayelAnA dAkhalA banAvI zaku. paNa tamArI paraloka banAvuM tethI apekSA rAkhazo to moM vaDAsIne besI dezI. amArI koI evI nADAta nathI ke ame AvI tamArI ape pUrI karI zakIe. ghaNA zuM kare che ke sApane prabhue bujhabujha Dahyu mATe narI gayo. amane paNa e ema bhagavAna maLe to ame tarI jaIe, paraMtu ApaNu puNya DAcu hai mATe bhagavAna maLyA nathI ! mATe ja sAmagrI mIThI maLI eka paNa jyAre prabhu maLyA hatA, dezanAbI sAlakhI hatI chatAM paNa tA nadI ne? atyAre devI, avadhijJAnI, mana:paryAyavajJAnI ke lIdara Doi ja diyA nathI, ane tame bapeA rAkhI ke zramane amAro palIDa dekhADo, bI te karI zakya nathI. paNa ame baLathI davA sAthe hIe chIe te ja ThoDa nAstITha pA bhAme Ave to navatatvane narka sAthe mAbIna TharAvI DIe. zrutanA

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153 ||panna yugabhUSAvijyanuM sagurubhyI nama:11 11 vighnajaya bhAvadharma gopayA Teka anaMta upaDAvI anaMta jJAnI zrI tItharDara paramAtmAo jagatanA jIva mAtrane karmanA samyak vipAThanI baudha karAvanArA dharma tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ghaNA mahApuruSonI TIme ajJAna dazAmAM laganI nAnI bhUlothI thakA moTA baMdhAtA hoya che, ane tenA vADo sakhI rIte samAve tevA dAkhalAthI na zAstramAM che, temAM dhyAna zakhavAnuM ke Darma baMdhAya che tyAre DAi te vIranIMga ApInai OM plAnIga mAthe baMdhAnu nathI. baMdhAi gathA pachI to ghaNA varSo sudhI khabara paNa na paDe, jyAre teno vipAka Ave tyAre khabara paDe, jema TAima bIba suthI hoya to kazI khabara na paDe paNa jyAre teno TAIma pArTI ane tenI vyapATha batAve tyAre kuEkuracA bolAvI nAkhe, jyAM sudhI karma ughyamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI bhAre Darma sTokamAM paDyu hoya to khabara na paDe paNa udayamAM Ave eTale moTA eprama ubhA thAya. vyavahAra A rAjjA ane puIzti puge dIA lIdhI, aNizudhdha saMyama pAkhI devalIDamAM gayA. tyAM paNa AgalA bhavanA gADha dharmanA saMskAra hovAnA kAraNe dharma bhUlyA nathI. ATalA devalokanA raMgarAga vacce paNa dharma ArAdhanA karI che, dharmanI tIvra bhAva to mATe. sAmAnya rIte temanI lAyAta keTalI che! dharmane aMtarathI visare nahI tevI lAAna che. guNIyala, uttama gurue ucIta vartana karyuM che paNa dekhAvamAM DAIvALu tu mATe temana yu hai maiM ATalI baLa jgarAIthI te rAno do! A bhAvathI kaiM 3 baMdhAyu 2 sTokamAM paDyuM che. paNa parabhavamAM deva bhava choDIne bIja bhavamAM jo pachI te udyamAM Avaze. e manuSya bhavamAM jaze tyAre tyAM evo lIyAI jaLI ke dharma bhulI jo, valoDanA raMgarAgamAM tenA bhADAmAM dharma gayo nathI. devalImAM cAzTiAcAra ane tapAcAra dvAvya nathI. jJAnAcAra ane darzanathAra zakya che, samaDItanI mikA zakya che, tyAM Dtha badhI ja AradhanA rI che. ghA to dharmaja mevo kare hai mAtmA para dharmanA DA ja saMskAra na paDe, jyAre ghaNA evI rIte dharma sarve hai dharmanA vyAtmA para gADha saMskAra paDe, varSane bobA sAthe rAkhavI

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15 tIya to dharmanA saMskAra AtmA 52 AdhAna thAya tevI dha karavI paDe. nahItara bIja bhavamAM dharma bhUlI jvAya. sabhA:- eTale tIvra racI pUrvaka dharma ka2vI joIau. sAbA , cIkkasa. saMsAra sTIka jIvane puchIe tamane zIkha vInI 6 koIne thavA 2vA, khAvA, pIvAnI, saMgIta, pikacara AvA aneka prakAranA zIkha hItha.paNa 2 vastu temAM 2sanI viSaya hoya te maLe tyAre te bhogavavAmAM kevI ThAra bane che. dhAne khAvAmAM ja khuba 2sa hoya to va laMpaTa thaIne khAya che vA saMskAra mAtmA para paDe che trIjA bhavamAM tIro gatimAM jAya tyAM khAvA mATe game tyAM moTuM nAMkhyA che. ghaNA dharma kare, zradhdhA paNa che. DaravA lAyaka che tema mAnIne kare paNa temAM sma, racInI evI ubhI na Ave ke AtmA para tenA saMskAra paDe. sabhA:- pahelAM to pApanI tIvrarUcI hatI tene badalavI paDI. mAheba jema ghaNAne zrImaMtAIthI ATalI zranukuLatA che, khAvApIvA mojamajhA maLe che. zrImaMtAInA devA paNa lAbha che te badhA jaDabesalA besI gayA che. tema garIvAInA ATalA nukazAna che te paNa jaDabesalAka besI gayA che. tenI jema dharma-adhA lAbha ane nukazAna jo jaDabesalA besI jAya pachI thI badalAtA vAra lAgatI nathI ApI bA duHkha ApanAra karmathI karI chIe, 62 bhAgI chIe. zuM A ApanArA ka tUTI jAya to AvI ja chIe. have tame ugamAM ugra duHkha veThIne jevA & nArInA) karma apAvo teTalA karma tame eka navakArazInA paccakhANamAM khapAvI che te je jaDabesalAi vegI jAya to yathAzakti tapa su kharA? AmAM ATalI lAbha che to kaDI khaza1, " tamane dalAmAM koI evI TekanIka banAve che jemAM thoDAmAM ghaNI lAbha che to te vyakitane paNa na choDI ane te 25nI AkhI jIMdagI ajamAvyA vakha rahe kharA? tema zvariyA A kauramAM panI zraddhA nathI mATe rUcI vadalAI nathI. jema va79 sAmAyiDa 32vAmAM eTalo lAbha che vizvAsa bese che kharI ke pachI mAdhuLI tI dIdhA che. zAstromAM lakhela bathe vAtomAM atithI lAge che ne ke upajAvI kADhelI lAge che, majA - upajAvelI lAgatI nathI paNa vizvAsa bemata nathI.

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155 sAhebajI:- upAvelI lAgatI nathI, mane vizvAsa paNa besato nathI, mAno artha nI zu thayo ke dAkhamAM ThaMika DAkhu che. e upAvelI na lAgatI hoya to zAstramAM jai thai. temAM vizvAma baimavI ja eIe. tame muttinA bolamAM bolo cho ne lakhyu ha 'sUjhA mathuM tatva karI... '' gadhara bhagavaMne racelA sUgo ke nai dvAdazAMgI rUpa che . temAM karelo artha je jagatanuM satya che. je mA magajamAM besI jya no pachI to budhdhi ja durI jAya. saMsAranI vAna jyAM magajamAM besI jAya che pachI tyAM DavI puruSArtha karo cho? sabhA:- azthiA krama besatu nathI ? sAdebajIH- AA bAju tamArI nirvicArIkatA che. eka kULa evu nathI ke je narkathI budhdhimAM na besI zake. mATe muLavAta. nIvra rUcIthI karAyelo dharma ja mAvatA bhavamAM sAthe Avaze. devalokamAM banne gA dharma bhulyA nathI. puraaiti purAne potAnA jyAM laNo parathI khyAla Avyo ke have potAnuM mRtyu najIka che, avadhijJAna amuDa InuM hoya ane tenAthI badAranA DagamAM e janma hoya to dekhAya nahI. dAca teTalAM maigamAM janma hoya paNa jo vizeSa avadhijJAna na hoya to jyAM jvAnuM che te khabara paDe paNa lAMbu bhAva zuM che te khabara na paDe, mATe tene thAya che ke mAruM bhAvizuM che? te puchavA mATe mahA vadamAM gayA che. tamane kadAca bhaviSyavaitA koI sArA maLe to pahelAM yuM. put paimA keTalA? Dai rIte ? mA ja badhu puo ne! tamArA jIvananA sArano sama paisA ja che ne? jyAre mAsane dyuM pUchyuM che OM huM bhulana bodhI te durlaba baughI ciMtA rInI che? dharma maLelo gumAvI to nahI nAMkhuM ne! tenI ja tene ciMtA che. vicAjo DeTalo dharmazaga thaze prabhue kahyu durjana bAMdhI cho to lAvA gALAnuM hai TUMDA gAdhAnuM ! TUMkA gALAnuM jai no Darma puruM thayA pachI dharma DonAthI pAmIza nArA AvatA bhavamAM je mUDa nAmano moTo bhAI che je samaDInI hai, Ama tenuM nAma azaukatta che. paNa muDa nAma pradhdhi thaI gayuM hai. tenAthI dharma pAmIza. o o nApama nAmano loka tenA kuTuMba parivAra sAthe dhaMdhA dhApAmAM rAzyo mAththo ze che. Ama tenA jIvanamAM DaoNi rIdhyAna ke dasAo, luTanA bhAvo nathI paNa tIvra

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151 ja tainA . meM AzaktinA kAraNe marIna tIrthaMca gattimAM jAya che. khAvA pIvAmAM, haravA, pharavAmAM saMsAranA sukho bhogavavAmAM ja masta rahenAra nIce gatimAM aya. pazubaMdhanA DAramAM ArtadhyAna paNa kahyu che. nIla ThApota saiA hoya che, A vIka marIne bAjunI gaTaramAM bhuMDa tarIke janme che. ghaNAne zuM amuka hatyAnI khuba Azakti hItha lI yoga thAya. jema amuka vyakti amuka vastunI khuba rAga hoya to teno vAraMvAra yoga thayA kare. tamane jaino tIvra rAga che te AvatA bhave maLe, maLe, moja. jaima ghaNA pharavA bhaya banne akruDa sthaLa ekadama gamI jAya to AkhI zlama tenuM Azakti pUrvarDa varNana f kare. khuba anurAga baMdhAI jAya OM tyAM pachI ghAsa OM DIDI tarItenI bhava maLe, jema goLa 52 khuba zaga hoya to marIne temAM DIDI thAya. Tana Ave che ne? strI para ghaNI rAga hatI. to te marIne tenA ja peTamAM DoDo thayo. rUpa, lArIra para mora no mATe rIra pharI maLye . basa have temAM paDyo yoga DazavI dIdho, mATe tIvra rAga game tyAM nahIM DaratAM, sArA mANaso ke uttama banyA para rANI vI nI temano yoga thI tamAza gharamAM Doi vI hoya ane tenA para rAga karI ane te maLaze tyAre tamane dharmamAM upayogI thaze. nara atyAre DAI visAga nathI. 2AgaDha vagara koI hI vADo tema nathI. mATe karI lI yogya pAtra 52ja Dalle, bhavAMtaramAM ne game levI vyakti baTakAvI ta adhaHpatana thaI jaze. mATe Na karavo paDe nI guru para, dharma para, deva para za karI. -gone `pAta para rAga na'ththare eie. adhamI para gaDA no badhdhAda thaI jazo. tamArA jIvanamAM 2ga karavA, saMbaMdha bAMdhavA mATe vyaktinI pasaMdagI re. ghaNAne mano-nAstika hoya, AthamI hoya, ane temAM je badhu ja haga thAya to te jyAM jatI tyAM nAga samane prethI jathI. te tI barabAda thI pAlame paNa babAda thaI javI, kaNa tenAthI tamane dalaDI bhava ughyamAM Ave che, zaga dAMta Ave che ne ke rAjAne vANI para anahada anunAga che. jai ghuravIra,khIca, mAcAra, nitimAna rAjA che. paNa tenA vAyue zuM karyuM ke tene chApaTa karIne mArI noMpyA. te zuravIra hovAthI yudhdhamAM bhaDanAM lAnAM marda che. khuba khumArIthI laDyA che, khuba

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157 paNa Aveza khuba Avyo che 3 AvA luccA badamAza che ? jai chakkapaTa karI2 jItavAnI prayatna Dare hai. AvA badamAza gAkhIne tI bAra pUro karavo eI mATe AvelA pUrvaka TheTha chelle sudhI tene ArtadhyAna che, kruratA cAranA bhAvo che. mATe mahIne chaThThI naDe jAya che. A mRtyunA samAcAra patnIne maLe che, te khubaja OM che ane kare che citA saLagAvo, mAre marI jyuM che, huM jIvI thADu tema nathI. amAre eka thvisanuM paNa AMtara na paDavuM oie. mATe ramAM ja citA saLagAvo. te rANI paNa Ama tIvrarAgathI marIne vhI narake gayA. maratAM temano saMkalpa zuM che ? jyAM jA gayA hai tyAM temanA sahavAsamAM rahevu che. vyA bhAva naimane tIvra che. mATe AgamAM bhaDyA tyAre tene anurupa bhAva Ave che. te emane maLavuM che. temano tIvra anurAga che mATe mahIne tyAM chaThThI narade gayA che. grAma DAI ThThI naraOM na te, paNa AvA paganA kAraNe have koDI, ane varSa sudhI mAra khAI khAIne jIvana purI karaze. mATe sauthI pahelAM to zaga karavo ja nahI paNa e zA DaryA vagara na rahI zaTho to uttama pAtro sAthe karaze . * halakA pANI sAthe 2Na karyA to ekhama cokkasa ubhA thavI. zrIpALa thAnuM daSTAMta Ave che ne ke AgalA bhavamAM zrIpALa adhama che. jyAre maghaNA samyaphTI che. paNa zrIpALa sAthe zaivA bhAga bAMdhyA %0I koDhiyAnA bhavamAM maLavAnuM bAvyuM. samyadRSTI hovA chatA madharI sAthe raNa bAMdhyA che, tamane jenA para rAga che. tenA jIvanamAM pApanI anucIta jaiTalI pravRtti dvI tenI anumodanAnuM pApa lAgI, sabhA- tenI jema dharmanI pravRtti hoya tenI anumodanAnuM paga vaLa makhkhane sAdeja: hA, tamane zve dharmano rasa hoya to, DarmanA kAyadAmAM puchya, pApanA siddhAMto belensavALA che, azubha bhAva jeTalA che. tenAthI pApa baMdhAya, zubha bhAva jeTalA che tenAthI puNya baMdhAya, jema tamArA didarAne tame dhI banAvyo hIya ane te dharma kare to tame hAjI thatAM hova. to tevA svabhAvavALo bApa marIne paralIDamAM jAya pachI A zkiro je dharma kare tenI anuti ane anuaudanAnI vAbha maLe. DarAvAnI

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158 paNa lAbha maLe. have naivI ne pApa karavA mATe vAra prApa, evA sAdhano ApyA pApa pravRtti tenA jIvanamAM gIDavI hoya to te tenAthI jaiTaluM pApa da2 temAM anumati ane anumodanAnuM pApa lAge che. sabhA - vIsIvI laIe to bAbaH- moDhathI baulI te judI vastu che. paNa aMtathI mamatA maratI vakha vImIrAvavAnI che koI jJAnI purUSa ema che ke tamArI dizai paisA bIIne bimArI thathI 8 nI zuM thAya ? asara thAya ke nahIM bhabhA:- saMbaMdha tuTI gayA pachI asa2 na ja thAya. sAba- sAdhu bIla cAra koI ema kai A baMgalo tamAro nau, A jarA jhaverAta bahu tamAru hanu to zuM thAya? mATalu badhu mAru hatu mATe aMda2 mamatA paDI che. mAsa ane mArA hAthamAM nathI mATe janmaujanmanA zaba vobhizavavA te sahelI vastu nathI. che. sabhA pAkA ame pApa, putrala vosirAvavAnI thiA dazaai rIe. - sAba:- nA mAMDI che lI yiA karI lI TallA mArathI patI gayu haiyAnI DIra jevI tamAro vize bhaya ane bIjA bhavamAM jJAnI re tamArI dikaro che to basa na thAya che. atyAre khAlI DakanI suMdara gADI nakazA juo cho to galagaliyA thatA hoya che. ane tene soI Dare A daivalI nA tamAza ja jhavezana, deva vijJAnI A badhu tamAru hata no zuM thAya najare dekhAtuM nathI paNa najare dekhAvAnuM cAluM thAya to AnuM thAya ? manane pahelAM , narmapa banAvavA mATe sIdhana daravuM paDe taima che. mauTA bhAganA lokone devalIka na banAva nI mA nanara jaIne gAMDA thaI jAya. | hALA prAsA je nI jevI . AvI pausTamAM rahelI akSA aiine 4 hAlana thaI che pa0ne paDatI suDIne jaine vizaga nathI ne bhaugomAM tIvra zaga che te to devalI jAya teTalI vAra tenI to hAlata vicAravA jevI nathI. sabhA - devatA muLa svarUpe AvatA nathI ne bAju- muLa svarUpe sarve ne hAlata kharAba thaI jAya. bijhAthArtha mAthArtha

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- 159 pAra Indra AvyA tyAre badhA ja sAdhu bhagavaMto bahAra gayelA che. temane ane mahArAjanI oLakhANa thayA pachI kahyuM hamaNAM badhA mAdhu AvavI. zAstromAM DovI devaloka praya che. tenI khATI tamArI hAjarIthI thI. mATe ubhA . tyAre jI mahArAja kare che ke Avo akho karavA jevI nathI. mAru muLa .. svarU5 "ko to TheTalAya sAdhu niyAA karI. mATe huM rauDatI nathI. paraMtu upAzrayanA badhA raghAja ne bhIta badalI dauM chuM. Ane camatkAra dadaivAya. Ane camatkAra tarIke ame mAnIe pAchA kharA. A rIte karavuM vijJAna chIe paNa chAza nathI. A rItanI kepesITI kAMI zaSya cheparaMtu Inta mahArAja to rana : DarIne cAlyA gayA. have mahAtmAo Ave che paNa jyAM daravAje lo tyAM bhIMta jue che mATe Amatema pharyA kare che. ' - bharata mahArAjane Izva mahArAjA sAthe saMbaMdha keTalo hato. samosAmAM >Sabhadeva pAse IndramahArAja AvyA tyAre bharatarAjAe kahyuM amAre ApanuM amalI 3pa evuM che. tyAre temane kahyuM ke tamAre mATe yogya nathI. khuba sAgara 'dhya pachI phakata aMguThI dekhADyo che. ane te joIne paNa khuba ja camaThI gayA che. auDa aMguTho AvI che to deha kevo hoya sabhA - manuSyone devalamAM laI jaI . mAvajI - majethI laI thaI che, je pujya hoya to pAMce pAMDavone dhakko je temanI molamAM laI gayA . bhakti karI bahumAna karyuM che. paNa tenA mATe pujya joI. dave mA Tokane zaga che, zani che mATe marIne laMDa thayo che. nAM pAnAM te sthiAmAM AvatA te sthAne AvatAM, baMgalo uNapa thAya che ke, bhatirmArakA thAya hai. jenAthI khabara paDe che , patna, baMgalo badhu mAna che. paNa koI atyAre baMgalAmAM pesavA de tema nathI. aMdaramAM devuM thayuM pachI tenI ja tIthI lAvI tyAre tene ja mArIne mRtyu tIvInI ujamaNI thAya che. dhI ja cIcIyArIo pADe che. paNa mAMja pachI garIne mApa thayo. te bhavamAM paNa ja vastuo vInA tasmaSThA thayu. tene zarmanA vipADI"

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130 anubhavamAM AvyA. mATe sApa hovA chatAM thoDI zAMta banyo. tyAM paNa tene mAra mArI, mArIne mArI nAMkhyo. paNa maratI vakhate mA DarmathI devI hAlata thAya che te vicAre che. mATe kajabhAvanA havAnA 32 te marIne tenA diDAnA dikarA tarIke jI . pachI cAM thas? samaya pamAra thayA pachI uhApo thatAM dhArI dhArIne ? enAM atismA thayu. ! gAmane bhavathI bhatismaraNa thAya che. mATe bhavamAM paDato mAra dekhAtI jAya che. ane abdha cheDA dhAvatI jaya che. badhAno vaDIla huM baMDa thayo, sApa thayo, have siDAne tyAM divo thayo, paNa huM Dizane bApa kema kazuM? tenI vahune mA Thema 461 mATe te khAya che. pIe che paNa kAMI bolato nathI, AghAtanA kAraNe te mugo thaI gayo che. mATe jAya evI paDI che te muMgI che. gAma khas pAyA vagaranI 6. budhdhizALI che. paNa bALaTha tarIke paNa sAva zAMta thaI gayo che. mAre aDadatta nAma hovA chatAM muTha nAma paDI gayuM. yuvAnImAM AvatAM paNa koI unmAda, tolAna, mastI ke saMsAranuM AkarSaka raMga dekhAtA nathI. : Ama dharma pAmyo nathI, paNa saMsAramAM DA geTalA khAdhA che ke koI prIya vikArI AvaData dekhAtI nathI. yuvAnImAM paNa ghIra vIra zora thaIne jIve che. vaDa vakhata jJAnI naga2mAM padhAryA che. temane upayoga sU cA nagaramAM zoka lAyaka java , tene zodhIne mahenata karIne dharma pamADu. Amane lAyaDa jIva tarI 4 A muMgI dekhAya. upAmavA lAyaka che. lAyaka varge nirmANa thAya to ghaNA tonA Avego zAMta thaI jAya. A jJAnIe temanA ziSyane bolAvIne vAta pharI. * ziSyane goLI vahosvA mokalyA che. jaivA mahAtmAne joyA che ullAsathI ubhI thaIne vahAve che. IrachA, ullAsathI pravRti jhave che. tyAre mahAtmA kahe che che tApasa zreSThI hoTha mAvatinA kAraNe bhUMDa thayA, sApa thayA, parva mugI thayo . pratyakSa bhava thA IM chatAM hajIpaNa tuM AvuM saMsAranuM svarUpa ane dharma pAmavA taiyAra nathI. have to huM pAma. tene thayuM che mArI IrachA Amane kema karI ? mATe temane puche che tame nakyuM thothI mane upahelA Aryo. te che che ke ame kahyuM

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- 16 jaNAtA nathI. amArA gurue kahyuM che, tame tyAM AvI. tethI te tyAM jAya che. ' guru tene dhAradAra dezanA Ape che. tethI te mithyAtva vamIne samadInane pAme che. atyAra sudhI tene tatvanI viveka nahoto mATe samadInane pAmyo nathI.' dIkSA laI zake tevuM nathI mATe A muka zrAvaDanA 12 vrata pALe che. A moTA bhAInA nimittathI purI rita purA samaDIta pAmaze. te prazna kare che daivI ne pAmI? AnA javAbamAM jaNAve che 8. - vaitADhya parvata para mithyAcaka maMdiramAM mamarIna pAmI che. tyAM zrA ThaMDaLa nuM jaI tyAre samaDIta pAmIza. mATe vaMdana karIne te tyAM upI, tene atyAre motanA vicAra AvatA nathI. paNa sIdhI te deva mugA pAse Avyo. A vicArane kevo dharma hazemuMgA pAse AvIne camatkAra dekhAthI, daivanA nI muLa svarUpa banAvyuM. ane badhI vAta karI ke huM AvatA bhave tamAro nAno bhAI thaIvA. tamAre mane tyAre varSa pamADavAno che. bhagavAne kahyA pramANe tamAre mane virya pamADavAno che. temane DuMsLa Ape che. ciMtAmaNI ratna AvI jAya che. pachI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM samAvI dalI emane tyAM jame che. te vakhate zuM thAya che ke devInI sIjhana na thavA chatAM tenI mAtAne DerI khAvAnA hauda thAya che. temane daivI khAvI che. bALa garbhamAM mAtAnI mathI nikaTa hoya che. mATe mAtAnA vicAro pa2 bAunA ane bALakanA vicAro para mAtAnA vicAjonI amara thAya che. tamAre mAtAne zuM khAvAnI IcchA thAya . . sabhA:- zaubhamA khAvAnI bhAvanAthI thAya che. 'sAheba - je bAda IrachA che. je bhAvi vyakti uttama hoya to uttama bhAva thAya. zilAmAtAne devA bhAva thayA che. rAjapATa para beba, badhAne bathadAna Apu. kevA kevA bhava thAya che. kAraNa devara uttama javI, ' tema kAmane kevI khAvAnA bhAva thayA che. kerInI sIjhana nahIvAthI manoratha purA thatA nathI. paraMtu mune lAge che ke te ja jIva Avyo che mATe ciMtAmaNIthI te kone pure hai pharva tI gharamAM badhA A roDanI bava

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162 (ma) bhagavAthI dharma Dara 6. dharmane anukuLa vAtAva2Na . jevo bhAi janme che tevA ja bhAI tene navaDA saMbhaLAve che. nAma paNa atadatta e che. 40 divasa purA thaI gayA pachI tene muja hazad 8. murti dekhADe che jethI dharmanA saMskAra paDe. dharma pAme mATe kSakzananA caraNano spAIDare che. mArA mATe saMskAra ApavAno prayatna kare che. pAi ve mAne pelu madhyAnva: - maunIya uthamAM Ave che. - A vaDa Ama khIlanuM ramatuM hoya paNa jaivA bhagavAna dekhADe , guru. banAve ne thavA lAge. hA macAvI de ane bhAra laI jAya to tarata ja vAta thaI jaya. vizALaje mAgalA bhavamAM dharma mATe keTalA valakhAM mAro hakko . mATe ja bhAIne sAvadhAna ivI jAya che. bhAI paNa thApaNo ja puruSArtha kare che. gharamAM paNa purepurA dharmanuM vAtAvaraNa che. paNa dhirma game nahIM. jene bIvI pAmavA mATenI sAmagrI maLI paNa dharma game nahIM te mATe badhA saMhAra atyAre keIla jaya che. jene bahAra lADI aDavuM hoya to ArAmathI ukhaDI vaDe paNa dahezasamAM pa lAda pAna besI ache. tevuM tene karma bAMdhyuM che. mATe sAmAM tene A ja paDato nathI. ane A sAdhanAmAM utkRSTa vinna AvyuM. mudeva, muguru, adharmanI AlaMbana khyiA vame nahIM te jIva AtmahatyA karI nahIM. utkRSTa vidata bhalabhalA mAthAne Ave to tenI sAdhanA sTopa thaI jAya che.. cAne nAnapaNamAM badhA saMskAra TreIla gayA. pachI moTI thayo, badhI rIte taiyAra thaya che. tenI moTI bhAI vAraMvAra cAgalA bhavamAM karelI vAto yAda ruve che. paNa Ane gamatuM nathI. badhI upAdhI vAto lAge che. tene bhajavAnI AvI che. rUpALo Dhe. kaDavA mAthe paraNyo che. raMgamAM masta thaI che. yAma varSonA varSo vItI gayA I. bhAIne thAya che ke A jIva AgalA bhavamAM dharma ane samaThIta mATe valakhAM mArato hato, thAre atyAre to te jIvanI paristhiti juyo. kevA bhAvathI kevA karma baMdhAtha. jyAre tenI vipATha Ave che tyAre jIvanI zuM paristhiti thAya che. AvuM elAkhanuM sva5 jatA moTAbhAIne nirveda thavAthI khubaja AghAta lAge che. tethI thAya cheThe A

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- 163 saMsAramAM rahevA jaivuM nathI. je AvuM karma baMdhAI jaao tI bAra vAgI jatI. mATe saMsAra choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. pelA juve devu pharma vadhu jyAre udayamAM AvyuM tyAre kevI dazA thaI bhutakALamAM karma bAMdhalA udayamAM na Ave te pahelAM mArI athavA pAraNA karI levA. e. uttamamAM uttama javane paNa nAravA sAkSAta tIrthakara maLe paNa tene utkRSTa vizna Ave to tene paDatAM koI na bacAvI che. eka vakhata to tene paDavuM ja paDe. sabhA niDAcIna DamaDaI vIte bane sAheba nAcIna rma parInA tapamAM tuTe. biDAthIna udayamAM Ave te pahelAM bhaDI jAva to jokhama na thAya. A moTAbhAIe dIkSA lIdhA pachI sAdhanA karI lA DarI valama gayI. * tyAM gayA pachI upayoga mukyo. AgalA bhavanI badhI paristhiti jANI tethI temane khuba ja azakta thAya che ke huM tene dharma na pamADI hADayo. mArA vacana pramANe huM cAthI na paDyo. mAre ne vacana puru ka2vuM che. paNa bhAI dharma pAme tema nathI to have zuM DaravuM? mAvI zIzna pAchaLa paDanAra na hoya, jIva jarA sAvaceta na rahetI dukhImAM jAya. devatAnA bhavamAM gayA pachI paNa bhulyA nathI mATe AvyA che. paNa raju mA virya pAme taima nathI. mA 4 patnIjo mALe evAmAzamathI mojamajA phare che. mATe dharma pamADavA zuM karavuM? | devatA tenA zarIramAM bhayaMkara yoga jaithI peTa thaI jAya che. ane vairAnA kAraNe trAsa trAsa thAya che. te have yamA yoya bApa re 8. upacAva karavAno thai ja prayatno Dare che paNa A vaNima devatAI zakathI ubhu thayeluM che. mATe mAnuM nathI. AvI paristhiti zaivAthI maMtra-taMtra paNa vadhyA che. bhabhA:-devatA DarmanI utINA mArI vAta mobag:-ha, devanA anAthI jarmanI UMcA kI Ape. tamArA karmamAM ulaTasulaTa kahI Ape, pAtara paNa DIAI ajuka prakAranI temanAmAM vAniya che. badhI

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164 udayamAM lAve, seimamAM paNa krarI Ape. have AnA kAraNe zuM thayuM ke tenA eTalI thAya che nemAMthI chuTavAnuM mana thAya che. mATe kahe che huM mArI I to ja mane hAMta thayo. mATe citA saLagAvI ane mAravAnA saMkalpa sAthe ubho thayo che. tyAM mA devanA bhIlavenu rUpa laIne Ave che. ane te che huM game tevA rogane maTADI zakuM chuM. sarva roganI citmiDa che. mAma na mAvA koI vairane batAve nahIM paNa eTalo TAsya che ke vAya 68 vAgyu to tIra nahIM to tukkI, mAre tene bolAve che ane roganuM nivAraNa davA kare che tevI badhI rIte tenI tapAsa karI 8 che A bavaMDara voga che, jemAM jIvanuM jokhama che. paNa mArI pAse jaDIbuTTI che. tenAthI te ja paNa temAM DaDaDa zarato che. gharabAra choDI devA paDI. patnIone choDI devI paDato. ane pachI mArI pAipa havuM paDaze. mAre naivI dinacaryA pAkhavI paDaze. badhI cakI pAkhavI paDayo. pailI to atyAre badhu ka2vA taiyAra che. mAre za pADe che, ane pachI A ne Dugama vagane maTADI dI. pachI tene tenI sAthe AvavA kare che. jaDIbuTTIno je kothaLo che te tenA khabhe mukIne sAthe laI jaya che. ane pachI zarata pramA ravAnuM kahe che. tene Dugama sAdhuno veza mApe che. ane AkhI dinacaryA batAve che, sAthe bhaNAvI gaNAvIne taiyAra thI pachI kare che ke Ama have kavvAnuM che. . have thoDA TAIma pachI te daivanA gayo. thI thoDI TAIma vityA pachI tene tenI patno , mojamajA yAda AvyA mAre ve pano jIDIne ghare Avyo. mAma kathA lA. mA vitAe tenI paristhiti jaNavA pAcho upayoga mULI. uDA avadhijJAnathI mAmAnA mananuM rIDa karI che. deve joyuM ke mA ja dharma pAmI zake tema nathI mATe pharIthI roga pedA . tIvra vedanA ubhI thavAthI pAchI maravAnI taiyArI karI ubho thAya I tyAM pelo vada pAchI AvI che che mAru chavuM na mAnyu mATe mA thayuM che. A sAMbhaLI te 4 I. huM have kadI AvuM vartana pharI nahIM. Ama kabulAta karAvI roga maTADyo. pachI vicAre che ? dharma pamADvA 4

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vamAyAthI rastAmAM tene ma ya . Akhu gAma saLagatu banAve che pachI pIDha nA dAvavA mATe temAM thAma nAMkhe che. tyAre pelo che ? 'bags DAma Do cha Agane ThAvo to sii vAsa nakhAtu AvuM uMdhu Dama Dema haro cho tyAre te vada cane samajAve che ke mane tuM saMlATa Ape paheluM samaja bAviSatha shtha sadhI " kAsvA sakatA pANI chAMTavAnA badale viSaya zaSAyane vadhAre tevI pravRtti kare che, te A gupacupa sAMbhaLI che mATe Tevane thAya che je amara thaI nathI. mATe bIju Tastha dekhADe che. - muMDa vijhAmAM mAM nAkhI khAya che. sArI vastune te khAto nathI. mATe A joI pelo bole che ke baMDa kevo chesArI vastu choDIne gaMdAmAM gaNI vastune DelI sI khAya che tyAre vaida % hai 8 nuM kevI che te 4 karyuM sArI vastu chINIne madhuvera tuM pANI ththo gayo . ' che, havai TAIma thaI gayI . - be vAdInuM TAMta vicAra , .

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136 ga ' * 1 papU. zrI yugabhuSAvijyaja saddaguru bhya namaH | 'saMgaLavA2 yaugavazIDA | govALayA TeDa bIja utkRSTa vidA anaMta upakArI anaMta jAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvone mokSamArga thI anupama bukhanI sAmagrIne ApanA dharmanInI sthApanA kare che, - ati durlabha ane zreSTha sAmagrI mApavA paramAtmAe mAMgIyAra mAtma kalyANAnI mArga banAvyo . jagatanI aMdara jeTalA dharma 6 tenAthI khyAtma ghaNA na thaI za8. paNa mApaka dharma tevo nathI. anya momAM aAvI cheTha mAMgopAMga sAmagrI maLe tema nathI, mATe ja kalyANa thaI zaThe tema nathI. mArI sAmagrI puNyano, marI ja janmathI maLe che. paraMtu A hAsana garma dhyare? mithyAtva gADha ba hoya to ja gara ApaNI magalA TenamAM maiI gayA tainA para jarA pAIpathI vicArIe. purata pagane devalInA bhAvamAM lakSaNo dekhAvAthI anyU sAme dekhAyuM. tethI ciMtA thaI De 6 varSathI vikhuTo to nahIM parU ne bhavobhava dharma mArI sAthe TakI 2 tevI bhAvanA che. jema DIIne paiDama priya vastu hoya tenI viyoga hoI Iracha nathI. saMsAranI gamanI vastu para DAyama rahI che tevI IcchA thAya che, - tenI jaima dharmazaga tenA jIvanamAM vaNauyelo hato. mATe dharmathI vikhuTI pavA taiyAra nathI, paNInA bhavamAM tene mammI paNa mapI che. teno bhAI magaTI . pachI kramanI vipAka cAlu thAya che mATe zAsana maLavA chatAM tene dharmanI cAda2 bahAra thatI nathI. jarneluM vAiDa hovA chatAM tene devaramAM laI jAya nI che. guMja pAse laI jAya to paNa che. pachI karAvaDAve to macAvai. pAchI saMsAranI badhI pravRtti majethI Dare. bALakane dara varSa mATe rASa nathI paNa mananA bhAva kevA 8 bethI varmanuM sAdhana ja na thaI che. yuvAna thayA pachI paraNIne badhA kha bhogave che. ane mIzabhAI vacce pAmI hI le che. mA nAnA bhAIne karaNa ja sine niveda thAya . saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che te vicAre che. te dIkSA laI Azadha DarI daivalokamAM gayA che. tyAM to AyurNa pA lAMbA hoya che

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- 16 prasaMgo paNa lAMbA hoya 8. mATe bahAra nIkaLe to ahiyA to paikIbonI paikI purI thaI gaI hoya. sabhA - tyAM 30 mInITano ilAka haraka | sAdevabhuH A badhI rItanI gaNI to tame phugama ubhI karelI . A mApa . to hamaNAM thayuM che. 200 varSa pahelA bovuM. tyAM zAstrIya rIte chIya. - sabhA - tyAM vinma zata hoya 1 -- sAheba - divasa rAta sI na hauya. tyAM aMdhArA thatu nathI. vimAnI ja evA tejasvI utha De prakAza, prajJA ja pathAyelo hoya tyAM ghaDIkamAM ThaMDI garamI na hoya. khuzanumA ja vAtAvaraNa hoya. badhI gAma manuSyalokamAM ja che.' sabhA:- telI ughatA nathI ? * * sAheba - thAI to thoDo resTa Dare. uthA devaloDamAM anuttara tenA devatA janme tyAthI maratAM sudhI trIyAmA ja hoya che, ane majevI samaya pasAra thAya che. sabhA batrA vaNInA udayanuM 1 , sAheba ni vIna, udayamAM pramAda sAve eTale upayoga thaso meha paDe. te nAnI udaya che. tame jo khAIne gabaDI paDo che. nAnI amala thapu mAre mAnI che. tamArI mATha tharA pATa thaIne sUI jAya tevo udaya nathI. sAmAnya rIte thoDI upacoga ma paDe tene ni chaThThI che. tyAM mean khuzanumA vAtAvaraNa hoya . kAyama tyAM ephaDI na haththa. bAgabagIthA hoya. tame janmAnAzamAM na joyA hoya tevA kotha. dharmanA prabhAve kanyA jaI zakAze. tyAM gayA pachI je dharma bhulI gayA to praDAmAM ja paDavAnuM che. sabhA:- tyAMnA bAga-bagIcAmAM utpanna thaI dvADhIne 1, sAheba , , paga mArA jhADapAna thavA mATe thayuM puNya vadhAre che. dhAma daivI te 63.8 evI jagyA ul haju to pachI phare tyAM to paga nIce kacaDAI kacaDAIne maravAnuM Ave. ghaNA rAka pAna evI rIte uge che

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138 khorAkanuM pANI na maLe ane rIbAI rIbAine maravAnuM Ave. dhA devI phIte uge De kyAM chupa jamIna hoya, khAtara rasaThama maLatAM hoya aithI pAIpIne thAka ghaTAdAra banI jAya. dhANA aivI DIrezanamAM uge ke taDazAnI huMpha maLe ane jyAre taDako na joIe te vakhate bagalAnI chAyA mo. mATe pukya hoya to badhu maLe . nahInara janmathI ja thoDA cAlu thAya. tyAM buddhi, dAmana lagADavAthI anupuLatA maLavAnI nathI mATe pRtha 32 I. ghA dhanerA kevI rIrve janme sIdho janma bharelI gragamAM ja thAya. puNya ane pApanI amara juo tI pracalita che. A dhanerA naivuM to zuM karyuM che De tene janmathI khAvAnI moja majA maLe che. vIjane makhanuM nathI mATe DArakAmAM puNya mAnavuM ja paDe. devalIDamAM jhADa banavuM che? AvA jhADa banI tamane saMtoSa che bolo javuM 01 nAstIkane paNa pucho to nA pADI. gata nI sADI ja joIe. ane sArI gata vavAya tenA mATe zrelaranesa joI . magatinuM eka kAnakhara jo jaDabebhalATha pakaDI lIdhu pachI vAMdho nahIMteno konphIDanma cAvI jAya pachI thAya che mAre mATe durvatI nathI. dunImAM te vacA teTalI vAra che. pachI to tyAM dharma mATenA vika cAlu ja hoya. A saMsAramAM sanimAM javA mATe bahu ja ochA bhava che. pachI to dharma sAmagrI maLe to uMce AvavAnA. nahItara agAtha dariyAmAM takama nAkhyuM hoya pachI khabara paDe zA che tevI hAlata thayo. tyAre pAyonimAM keTalA prakAranA ja juo cho. ThaI ke AmAMthI pasaMdagI kare to 4 bhasLIne ja bhAgane . saMsAranI A ja sthita , pAchu pasaMbbIthI koI janmatuM nathI. DarAja thAM laI jAya tyAM javAnuM che. soI mArAma zIkhara para beTho phrIya ane cArebAju lIssI an hoya .nIce cArebAju uDI bI hoya , have khara para uThelo gavaDe to hAlata thAya. vo paNa hApha mo basa tenI jema ApaNI saMsAramAM beThA chIce. 24 daMss. ja vApa javAnI khullA che. badhA ja daravAjA khullA che. paNa jo dunImAM gayA

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no bhayaDa2 hAla thaI javAnA che. , have mA puronipugane ucI dharma sAmagrI maLI che. anuo vAtAva paka makhya paNa paisA karmano utha evo che ? dharma pratye garavI ja , moTAbhAI devatAnA bhavamAM upayoga mudI vicAra dave che sai ApeluM vaca4 vADI che, mATe ahiyA Ave che , avadhijJAnI upayoga dvArA sAmenAnuM mana DIThakkI che. tene lAge che ke . da" A dharma pAmI thoDe tema nathI. prabhAvatI vALIne udayanajAranuM paNa Tana : Avai che ne ke rAjAne vacana ApIne prabhAvItI gayA che. mATe prabAvatIno jIva Ave che paNa rAjA dharma pAmI che tema nathI. jyAre zahIe dIkSAnI vAta karI tyAre ghaNI nAThAnI DavelI. paNa pachI mane dharma pADavA ave nI dIkSiA yA. mATe dharma pAmavAnI hairI tAlAvelI darzane dharma pAmavo pAmI zakatA nathI. DAkA utkRSTa viddha I. vidhyatva mohanIya naDe che. ativArImAM rasa paDyA ja che. mAvo bhava dharma dare to ja pada8 dhA nAmathI adharma game. athavA dharma ja na game. ja IcchatA nathI. tene utkRSTa vijJa Dare che. paNa ghaNAne vi game che pA deva-guru- dudharmane pakaDIne kahe che, sabhA :- A vehamAM tene prApabaMdha vadhAre , sAbija:- mArA upara ja deko. morI roga paNa maMda haze to dUra thaI jAya nema nAnI chA paNa jo tIvra rahI to haTako nathI. | darya A devatAne thAya che ke Ane haju dharma pamADavo bahu ja muzkela che. mAre hatI te tenA dvArImAM evo loga ubho kare che. te sahana na thavAthI tene maravAnI. taiyArI TharI che. tyAM deva uThI vaidanuM rUpa laIne Ave che. pachIthI kAgaLa amara ivI roga vAta thAya che ane pAcho potAnI sAthe laI jAya che. rastAmAM devatA evA ra ubhA kare che ane tenA dvArA ma vaidha [akhAmI Ape che. tenAthI e paluM Da jarA haLavuM paDe che. tene asa2 thayA vagara rahe nahIM.

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170 parelu ramya Aga ThAravA ghAMsa nAMkhe ? . pachI bhuMDane viSTA khAtA batAve che, tyAre pelo kare che A bhuMDa devo che. sAru choDIne gaMdAmAM moM nAMkhe che, tyAre vI Dare che tu paNa dhruvo che, te zuM DaryuM bhAvaiyA joDIne pAchI gharamAM gayo. tenAthI AgaLa vadhIne prabhAvazALI devatAnI munI batAve che, paNa tene page pAge to nIce paDI jAya. pAchI ThaMDI krUDI ne koI page lAge to paDI jaya. page lAgI to gabaDI jAya ane page na lAgo to ubhI hai. sAmAnya rIte bhakti, vinayane jhIlIne akkaDa thAya tyAre mA no DoI bhakti Dare to gabaDI paDe che. mAre te A breIne hame che. tyAre kare che dase che. pagaluM DevI che! tane madhuveza Apyo jenAthI badhA tane namaskAra Dare, page lAge, bhakti Thare chatAM te muDIne nuM ghare bhAgyo. tema eka ghoDI, bIjane hathoDI, Ijo Ama prahAra thatAM thatAM tenuM karma dIvu paDe che, tene have satata vicAra Ave che ke bhale A veMTa thaine sArI mAthe phare hai paNa A vaida nathI lAgato, DoI viziSTa vyakti lAge che, mATe caDAsagI Dare che. tene caDAsaNI DaratA daivI puruSa hoya tevI vAMDA thai. mATe ja Aralu te mAruM dhyAna ApIne DI rahyo che. pelA vara upayoga sUDI paNa kyu OM dhAne have khabara paDI gaI che. mATe.tenI sAthI bokhaprANa Ape che. tAro ja bhAI marIne devatA thayo chuM. bhAgalA bhavamAM tane vacana ApeluM te pApavA Avyo chuM. tene badhuM thAda DarAve che paNa dana yAda nathI AvatuM. vicAramAM paDI gayo che. tene hajI zrAvaNa gADha che, mATe prabala maMmitta vagara yAda nadI Ave. tethI naine vaitADhya parvata 52 laI jAya che, sidhdhAyatana maMdiramAM laI jaI DuMDapathI yAda Dazave che. mArI sAthenI tAvI zasta yAdadara, AgalA bhavano vicAra Thara, prabhunI vANI yAda 6ra. Ama khuba derIMga kare che. tyAMsrma khasyuM hovAthI upa thAya che, jethI jAtismaraNa thAya che. AgalA bhavamAM huM devatA, puni su, pachI to tene vadhu ja upanthIna thAya che. satya dekhAya hai, have hRdya palaTo thavA mATe vedhaka paristhiti ubhI

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10 thayelI che. Darmano nai tahasso hatI te have purI thayo che. niDAcIna 5 puru thayu ? 8 dave 2 vADI che te manaDAthI karma 8mATe devatAnI ane tenA puruSArtha uNapa thavAthI khyAla Avyo ke huM mArA bhAI" ATale mArA mATe puruSArtha chamAM javAnImAM mArI saMbhAra eNe racI. devatAnA bhavamAM capsazIthI na . dharAya to mAthA mAnavadehamAM mAyI. huM temAM zAM lapasaI gayI jhAMkvAna japanI mAphaka sAthI. | mATe khuba ja ucca thavAthI mokAbhilASa eTale thAya che ke have che, miniTa paNa A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. Ama to aMdara vadhu paDyuM che. paraMtuM : mahApuruSane paNa je 2. vapana utkRSTa karma baMdhAya to paga pachADIne paNa pAchA pAke. dave nA jIva mArA sadaguru pAse thI le che. ane vija zivase abhimA kare che ke mAre maratAM muLa have uttama gurubhati, vaiyAvacca 321ii. have tene khabara che ke guru pratye arUcIthI DevuM karma baMdhAya che. mATe khuba ja guNa bhakti karI mahinA karI sLa karIne devalokamAM jato ane tyAMthI vIja bhavamAM mahAtmA thaI sAdhanA karI mITho cAlyA javI. A utkRSTa vidatano dAkhalo che. nAnAmAM nAnuM paNa utkRSTa vizna Ave to zuM hAlata thAya. mA jIve te karma bAMdhu navI vIte karma bAMdhanArA atyAre keTalAka ghA sAdhunI mi hare, ghasAtu bole. atyAre vAne sAdhuo mATe laDI brA. pAchA koko ahiyA paNa saMmata che tema tyAM paNa taimane saMsAra ja che. badhA ja dhu. mithilA bha che baba che, khAmIvALA , tamane becAramAM anubhava thAya eTale badhAne e ane mukavAnA na duniyAmAM eka - evuM ba nne pAMca kA issanubhava na thayA hoya. be pAMca DonA vaDavA anubhava thAya to vA ema DI bau hoTalI kharAba. abhyAre pa0 pAnI najarathI thaI che. kAra pAsethI bIna : jaya ceThInI lIlI paDAve che. na jIya tI paNa badhA re zI. jemAM mane pa mIzana maLe. sArA vAtA DokTaranI pAna A hAlana che. to koi sArA ane pAchI ss 8 sto ane sevAnuM kAma karIe chI- stone taMtra

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272 samAjamAM viduta mAno cho ne ? * sabhA:-vaipArImAM paNa kaDavA anubhava thAya che. sAhebane chatAM paNa vepAra cAlu rAkhI ne daroDAnI rAhe cAlu rAkhI ne khAlI bolavAnuM na thayA ja che ne! dalaDA anaprAya bAMdhI niMdA kare. temAM TheTalAka bAMdha che. e mATe paNa abhAva eTale sAdhu saMsthA mATe arUcI, mArA guru mATe paNa sAcI thaI. mArA dAkhamAM guru mATe je bahumana tu nA karatAM paDatAM DhApAmAM tI sArA guru mATe vadhAre bahumAna thavuM joIe. jyAre atyAre tamane uMdhu , AvuM kema ? vaLyuM che sabhA:- bhAratamAM bhavya saMskRti che chatAM Dema mAsa bane che. sAheba bhAratanI bhavya saMskRti TakkI che to kevI vAta thaI re polIsa hato ja nahI * je pIlImanI hAjarImAM thoDI Thema thaI tyAre tamArA gharamAM saMskRti ane tema che e ghara evuM bane che je Arya saMskRti pramAka jIvavuM hoya? AvI sarasa davA hovA chatAM zagama thayo paNa davA khAya to roga jaya te mama davA hovA mArAthI roga jaya copaDAmAM lakhela bhavya. saMskRtithI udhdhAra thaI jAya che tamArA gharamAM saMskRti rAkhI hoya to udhdhAra thAya . utkRSTa viranI juva zodhI zaThe tevA bhaya sthAno banAvavA jevA che. A jAtamAM - utha deva, guru dharmanI sAmagrI mapI . AnA kAca ochI thAya tevuM bane paNa teno anAdara, maracI upekSA, avagakAnA TIlanA na ja thAya, tamane AvuM nathI thatuM tema nahI bIvI hAtha dhake pachI prasaMga mATe sAte pramANe, sAdhu saMsthA mATe na bolavAnuM vomAM jonejaima thI zuM kare che tema ghaNA thayA che, have navAnI ja nathI. paNa banAvane khabara che ke rAma bolIne daI vastunI AzAtanA dare 2. tenAthI daivA s* baMdhArI, - tame devadravyane opo cho A jagatamAM jeTalA sArA daryo che tenI mukhya AdhAra lIbA che, kaththo to jinamauna kikA thatI. jinamaM ii cAM mAu evo Avaze. jenAthI junavANInuM zravaNa thaze. sagukono pracAra thI

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11 1utkRSTa, sArI vAtI harIphAI tarIke paNa che. mATe A vAtamAM je paNa sAruM che tenI AdhAra lIlA revadravya che. Ama ame pabinne pApa karIe chII chatA vikravyanI zrAvake darzana karavA . pavitra che. zAsananI AdhArazIlA che. jethI zAsana aDIkhama . TakA. zAsananI zu vIka devakaLa jI. | devakathanI vyAkhyA zuM upayoga thaze lAbha zu khabara hoya nahI ne sITa bAdhI che 8 devadravya ghaNu che. lai jarUra nathI. bIju badhu ubhu karI. mAthamika bhaktimAM vAparavA jevuM che. hA, sAdharmika bhaktimAM vAparavA jevuM che paNa tamAre jhaTa thA karavuM che. Aja maLyuM che tamArA moja zokha ochA DIne bolo kharA mATe peTamAM kathA e che jema mIro mobhava thAya tau 25 lAkha kharacAya to zuM che mATalA sAdharmiko sukhe mare 8ne AvA lADavomAM ubhA kharacavAnA * upadhAna thAya, ujamA thAya, samyapha dana-jJAna cArikAnA adhyAtma anuSThAnonI sarakhAmaNI mAnavatAnA kAma sAthe kare che. mATe ThaMthI vastunI sarakhAmaNI nIcalI vastu sAthe karI che, mAdhune mAlapANI vahIrAvo tyAre kahe che ATalA garIbo bhUkhyA rade ne mAdhune mAlapANI vahAve che ke zrITa sAdhune tame sAmAnya bapArI sAthe sarakhAvI che chellA padamAM bhAthe sarakhAva tema chema cAle? sabhA:- zI vrukSetre sAhebanu tana khoTI vAta che. zAstrA karI artha zuM thAya? mAro asAthI tene mAre dAvo karI nathI. paNa manabhera paDe tyAre pANI naivAnA abhiprAya levAnA nahI paNa taTasthatAthI satyanuM mulyAMkana kare naivA vIlara vilAna sAthe prAmANika vyA hoya te doInAthI kharIdAya tevo na hoya tene I. ame amArI cAco . che tema dAva DaratA nathI. mAru e sApu nahI paNa mAnyuM che mAsa eja nyAyathI kama navamI svIkAre che.

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tAMbara, dIgamAM manabhe che, je koI samAvI Ape & gabara sAcI to hamaNA ema mAne tilAMjalI ApIe. saMsAra mAo, puruSa pavAra, sattA saMpAna badhu choDyuM tyAM vagaraDA mamarAnuM mamatva zuM dAma karavAnuM game to jAme kahIe chIe ke ame baMne lobIrtha chIe temAM jUla hoya to nAnAmAM nAnI mANAbha paNa amane samajAvavA Avo to samajyA taiyAra chIe. ame paNa amastha chIe ke ajJAnatAthI khuba thaI zake che. dhyAna doravAnI javAbadArI kharI. paNa dhyAna hovAthI caDhI beme te cAle nahIM. kIgaMbara Ave ta DahIe 3 varAnI vAta khoTI che te samajavI Apa, vastra bhAI dharma zaya nArI ne nAtAmAM ja dharma che te samajavI sApa. ame damaNamAM chIdI I. DuTuMba, parivAra sattA badhu choDyuM ne che be kapaDAmAM amAro jIva bharAI jaze. mAre pahelAM puravAra paNa emanema caDhI bese te na thA, mAmethI amArI A prastAvanA che. amArI bhUla hoya to samajavuM. pachI ame sAcu kadI nI asNAvavAnuM pAnI. bhAcu kahIne khoTuM lAge, moDha caDha, khIru lAge sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI nadI ne kema cAle vacamAM koI zrIma mATe prazna puchelo. te vakhatathI ja samIkA sAbapInai te bhAI zrAvanA adha thaI gayA. amane e vyakti pratye dAMI kela nathI. paNa temanuM ATaluM sAcuM ane Ahalu khAvuM te purAvA ne dAkhalA ApI samajavI thatAM khoTuM lAge to Dema ? bhagavAne 8 AvA mANAne na dharma saMbhaLAvavI nahI. - tame tamArA jIvanamAM sAcu zuM khoTuM zuM na samaju tADo ne mamatvane paDazo to DadAtha eTalu nukzAna nahI thAya paNa kharAnI paDaThaDa na hovI eJI. phalANAM Ama, kare che, e Ama kare . ane khoTAnI sAma, dAmaka zakhazo to tene taravAnI koI ja Aro nathI. kudAjhadavALI e cA haze te paNa re moIimAjhI bahAra che. sabhA sAthI vAnagI pachaDa cAle. mAbajI - mAthI vAnanI paga pass na cAle.

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175 pITAnI sadAgara sAro paNa sAcAnI udArgara kharAba. tamane jainamAM paNa zvetAMbara dezavAsI dharma maLyo che. have prasaMga Ave sAme digaMbaranI vAta Ave tyAre khaMDana kare tyAre A sAcu kaima che ? taikhabara na hoya ? khoTu'kema che tenI paNa khabara na hoya paNa hoya! janmyA che mATe A sAcuM.mane pelu khoTu . ema mAnIne e mamanAthI paDe to khoyu. samajune prAmANikatAthI sAcI pakaDa hoya paNa kadAca tene khabara paDe ke AmAM tula thAya paNa samajavAnI taiyArI na hoya ane samatvathI jaina dharmane garachane gurune paDe che te badhA dAmI che. SU's te bhagahIka mithyAtva che. te jIvonI mokSamArgamAM praveza nathI, mATe pahelAM saraLatA, taTasthatA, satyanA dhaDa bano. tamane uthAmA uMcI kvIlITInuM zAsana maLyu hai tene pramADatAthI oLakhatA bano. to ja Atma kalyANa karI zakazo. vyatyAre ghaNI vastumAM paraspara vAdavivAda cAle che, paraMtu badhI bAjuthI vicArI taTasthatAthI samajIne pramANiktAthI mulyAMkana Do. na samajane tyAM sudhI banne bAju samAna rAkha joie. ane jyAre sAcu pakaDAya pachI tene maratAM sughI paDI rAkhavAnuM che. devadravyano A artha thAya . ema ame naTasthatAthI pramANikatAthI karIe vIe tAM barAba2 na lage to jainetara vijJAnane puchI juththo . sabhA: devadravyathI putra thAya sAdebajI:- apavAda thAya .pA ugraMthI na ja thAya. atyAre tuM thAya che ke vAnane evI copIne zrIqhI davAmAM Ave ? ke mamatvanA kAne anya jamAi jAya. jainA DArI bhoLA loko temAM levAi jAya. vagara kAraNa khoTAnA pracAra tIthI zAsanane DoLe tene evA karma baMdhano hai no DalpanA paNa nahI. TharI zaDo, udyamAM Avo tyAre zuM hAla havAla thaze. hAza amane sau koInA pratye dveSa nathI. sArI vAtonuM bahumAna che. prabheThI prabhA

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176 karI samA paNa ApIe chIe. are bhagavAne eTalai muvI sdhu che & nAstInI paNa sArI ane sAcI vAta hoya to virodha karavo nahIM. mATe je game tenuM peDana karIe to te zAsananuM ja khaMDana che. satyanuM khaMDana che. paNa unmArgathI 45 vastu sthapAtI hoya to kahevuM paDe che mA unmArga che. temAM koine khoTuM lAgI jaze to zuM mAre satvane chupAvI devuM ? khoTuM na lAge, vAdavivAda na thAya te mATe hAmAM hA bhaNAvavI atyAre tamArI zuM mAnyatA che enA karI. paga maca khAtara virodha na karI no doSa che, ane anya khAna2 jhaghaDo Daro nI zAstramAM hoya kahyo nathI. , eTaluM cIDama amATe binajarUrIghaDo ubhI karI nathI. paga jarUra paDe khaMDana jharavuM ja paDe. - bhagavAna zIva sAme gozALI gusse thayo tyAre bhagavAna kahe che virAga che chatAM satya choDatAM nathI. mane jhaghaDA na thAya te mATe je satyane te choDe to dauSa che. koI cAvIne ema kahe che mAtmA nathI, puSya nathI, pApa nathI, paralauDa nathI Ama dare Tale zuM huM svIkArI lauM apekSAe vAta sAcI che tema kahI ne thAbaDIne mADuM je khoTu zu lI thI thAya. dharmanI sthApanA karavA mATe adharma sAthe jhaghaDo thavAno ja. satya paDavuM che tene asatya sAthe jhaghaDI thatI,thone thI ja. bau sAthe ema samaju, samanvaya, enA kare to zuM thAya? bAMdhachoDamAM satya januM vavAnuM ja dhAvai. dharmanA mAM gata rAga-pa rAkhavAnA nathI. je aMgata chA-vaiSa rAkhIne 4thazI to pAthamAla thaI jazo. emA2mAM tene dabAvIne ja AvaM. lAgA sAdhu Ama bole che paNa te kayA pakSanA che A ponA mATe bole 02 pro ane gAmanA madhu che ne bole che mATe sAyu. DII kahyuM mAla bimAya chemahAvIra dara hai mAre mAthu nathI mAnano paNa mahAvIra Dare che te sAcuM che mATe mahIne mAnuM chuM. guru bole che ke rAmanuM ja Ayu tema nathI paNa mA, guru vIla che mATe mAnuM chuM. mane to taTasthatAthI bIlavA mAMgIe chI. koI digaMbara khoTA che. benAMbara sAcA che. hA, je divase zvetAMbara

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khoTA lAgI te divase ame bariyA nadI hA hoIe. atyAre ahI 2 veal che te ja purAvo che ke zvetAMba2 bhAco lAge che. duniyA kare tame ja mAthI. nA, amane je mAthu lAge che tene ja ame paDyuM che. DadAmaNa karavAnI nathI . sergaNa jevo koI bhayaMkara durgu nathI ane - - bhAga vo- koI sagIrA nathI . . . mATe prasaMga mA sacanA khapI , zodhaka banaze. madhu saMsthAmAM atyAre ja che. paraMtu ame nIkhAlamanAthI zaheramAM karIe chIe, zithIlA cAra, manane siMdhana, virudhdha ubhI thAya tevI paristhitI che. mATe amAre bhalAmaNa daravI paDe che sAthA sane oLakhI pADI, paNa badhAne nikI na nAkhI : ' hA hai pAMca dazamara kadAtha ThATha jarUrI na hauya ane ubhA thayA hoya to RTalA sArathI AkhA devaAvyane nadI nAMkhavAnuM tenuM ghasAtu bIla lo kevA karma baMdhI' ereskITa ArAdhanAnA anuSThAna kevI rIte kApI nAMkhI cha mAma karavuM mIIod, Ama nI dazatha nahI na zAkhAnI kalAnI 6 jaNAtA hauva nathI ne zikhAmaNa ApavA besI jI. sAdhue paNa kAma kahevuM na joIe, kAma karyuM na che. zAkhA gAmanuM gurUpada tamane sopyuM che vAsa bhathA cho 1 cAlu bolIne kevA $ bAMdhI cho khabara che puro putra je karma bAMdhyuM te koI nathI. pAchA AnAthI to lAmbo daroDo bava sudhI dhamamape nahI ane mane no dharma game nahI tene to duniyAmAM rakhaDavAnuM phiksa thaI jAya. utkRSTa vijJAnI mamara je Ave te vakhate khuba ja sAvadhAna rahevuM paDe. Akhu jIvana ochI vastI dharma thAya to cAle paNa utkRSTa viddhanA to navA Tharma na ja baMdhAvA joIe. bAthanA bI pAra pAmI javA dharmanuM jha I. dharma ka lavAnuM utkRSTamAM urdUSTa sAdhana che. tema manuM ni DubavAnuM paNa utkRSTamAM utkRSTa sAdhana che. mA zAsana pAmIne anaMtA taya che. ane mA zAsana pAmIne ananA DravyA che. tIvramAM tIvra zarmathI chuTavAnuM A sAdhana che tema

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10 tIvramAM tIvra durmane bAMdhavAnuM paNa mAM sAdhana che. ucA pApa bAMdhavA dharmanuM jhA sAdhana che. uMcA puNya bAMdhavA paNa dharma ke sAdhana che. pharmana tha 62vA dharmanuM > che. DarmanI baMdha 62vA paNa dharmanuM kiTa che. sabhA:- saMsAramAM nathI sAbam: saMsAramAM prajA Thare to tenI dare ahiMyA nI bhagavAna mahAvIranI mukha 32. mATe puSya ane pApa baMdhamAM nahAvA paDazo ja. jeTalI vyakti ucI, pavana naiTalo pApa, puyabaMdha ucI. mATe A kaMgamAM mAvanAre buddhi DeDANI rApavAnI che. ' tamAre phoDa na thAra thAya koI mIThA-maracAnA vepAramAM thAya tema moTuM nukazAna paNa ghImAM thAya! te mATe tame dhArI to mA kITAne tAra paNa banAvI zako cho ane dhArI nI mATha paNa banAvI zakI thI. * purohita pura Akho saMsAra choDyo, gurubhakina paTa jhevI karI, bahumAna panuM keTaluM che. paNa breka maci thaI temAM kevuM bhogavAnuM cAvyA

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1.54. zrI yugabhuSAvijaya sa bhya nama: goupayA Te. tA 28--5 guvAra , mAma da vItha anaMta upakArI ane kSAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA sarva jIvonA ajJAnane samyatvano baMdha DaranArA dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI TIme na zAsanamAM gAdhanAnA mArgamAM Atmatatvano anupama mahimA che. pArA AtmAne bhavadhaTha tatva zarma che. jenA kAraNe ja AtmA anaMta ane DAthI khaDe che. karNa vyAre baMdhAya tyAre khyAla nathI AvI. jema tamAra, zarIramAM roga thAra, zAM pedA thayo. ane tenA vA nukazAna thI teno pahelethI khyAla Avato nathI. 24 3lADu vApIra sAthe rahI thI. tenA para eTalu tAdAstha keLavyuM che, paNa aMdara zuM thaI rahyuM che tenI paNa khyAla nathI Avato. DAra ajJAna dazA hai, tema AtmAne kayuM karma dhyAre baMdhAyu devu bhayaMkara, devu sAmAnya karma baMdhAyu teno khyAla nathI AvatI. mATe karmavAdanuM jJAna ati AvathaDa che. karma baMdhAtA vakhate ghaNI ja sAvacetI mAge che. mATe kahyuM kai ne 8 " baMdha samaya juvaceta urtha so saMtApa , purepurI sAvadhAnI karma baMdhAtA samaye khAsa rAkhavAnI che. baMdha devI rIte thAya I, ke mAMgopAMga za sama itI jIvananA dareDa ddha khabara paDe ke " cApa zA LAM sAvacetI rAkhavAnI che. have traNa prakAranA vikta Ave che temAM mukhyatA mohanIya darma ane mithyAtvanI prabaLatAthI Ave hai. te magI rIte baMdhAya che tenI mAvavAnI hoya to dhe bhaviSyamAM AvA bano na mAre. 2 manISAthI A kama baMdhAya che teno tyAga karI Icche to bhaviSyakALa mAM vikkI na Ave. atyAre bhUkhanA zamanA dimAd, purA DAku laIne AvyA cho mAre ja uDA - zivasapikanImAM, mAvA devA mAM janma thayo che. mAdhAta tIrthakara vaLI, avadhijJAnI koI ApakAne upalabdha thayA nathI. paNa sAthe thoDuM puSpa para bAMdhavuM mATe uttama manuSyabhava, bAIkuLa, jainadharma, deva,guru, dharmanI yoga tevI sAmagrI maLI. parevu sAthe

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buvyu paNa ghaNA 8 DArakA gayA bhavamAM jyAre A Darma bAMdhyuM tyAre zubha bhAvanA pariNAma kAcA kRtA. mATe DAcI sAmagrI maLI. paraMtu parva uttama sAmagrI apAve tevuM puNya bAMdhavAno prayatna karavAnI. atyAre bhale vikto Ave paNa bhaviSyamAM AvA vikko na Avai tenI vAju tamAre hAthamAM che. saMsAramAM evI rIte jIva, ane dharmanA mAM paNa evI cIne pariNAma sAthe pravRti Da1 dharmamAM anarAya Dare tevA Darma na baMdhAya. varma na ja baMdhAya tema no nathI kaheto. mAtmAne -mAta gumAsthAna paNa karma to baMdhAya che to pachI saMsArIne tI baMdhAvAnA ja. 24 lATha mAne mAta karma baMdhAya che. eka mAga paNa baMdha vagara jatI nathI. | mabA - tene aTakAvavA 2 DaravAnuM? sAba:- TesTrIjha na aTakAvI zaThI. paNa zuM 32vAnuM che bhAre karmanA baMdha na thAya te evAnuM. bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa temane jaNATha karmabadhAnA zatA, mAyo tyA baMdha be prakAranA hai.c1) khamI baMdha 1 khama vagaranA baMdha. jokhama vagaranA baMdha zeDo varSa cAle teTalA baMdhAya to paNa ciMtA nathI. bhagavAnane dIdhA pachI paNa choDI bhava cAle teTalA karmo baMdhAnA hatA paNa aikhama panotu. tene kAgaLanA pattAnI jema DI vAya. paraMtu majabuta bAMdha nI hAlata kharAba thAya. - - - - dharmamAM vihana kare tevA karma badhA bhArekhama ja hoya. asaMkhya prakAranI kama dhAmA para hoya, paNa maMda jhAnA hoya tene jarA puruSAdhiI vikharAvI lAThI, mAthApAiDarI vALI. jaghanya viddha pachI sAmAnya karmathI prAvanA nathI. madhyama ane utkRSTa to savAla ja nathI. A badhA viddhauthI ja asmiA mukta thayI tenI bhaviSyanI sAunA nirvina thaI jAya. pachI karmamAM ThATha 3sii chIe. temAM dareka karma palAnI asara, khAsiyata dharAve che. temAM mukhya vibhAjana ve che. A ghAnika ane athAta ima ghAniyanuM kAma che. AtmAnI zAna ane tenAthI pethanAM guNono dhAna sva.

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jema jJAnAvaraNIya 4 jJAnanI zaktine chuMdIta kare darzana molmiIya karma viveka zaninI nA kare. mahAya puruSArtha vAda vadala nA Dare. . . a maghAtI karma che. tenuM zuM kAma taithI sIlI mAtmA para asara jharatA nathI. paNa te jaDa padArthahArA amara kare che. jaDa dvArA mAtmA pa2 vikRti pedA karI. mAthuSya . DamanuM kAma che mAtmAne khoLIyAmAM TakAvI rAkhavAnuM tema gaDamanuM mana tamane bhAnuvaMzIka vAraso sAro che kharAba Apavo te gIgArmanuM kAma I. jema . 'kroI vyakita uccakuLamAM janma pachI bhale te kuTuMba garIba thAya pachI teno janma to uccacLamAM ja gaNAya, tema thAyI vakhata halakA pULamAM janma thAtha, pAne vaibhavazALI hauya chatAM paNa kahevAthI zuM che halakA kuLamAM janma thayo che. kuLanI lohInA vArasA mAthe saMbaMdha che. hala kuLamAM pAga dhamasmiA hoya to tenuM gauNa to nIza ja ' kahevAya che. tema ucca gojhamAM badamAza kava tI paNa tenuM gotra nI utha ja devA. tamArA zarIramAM sAnuvaMzI vArasI sArI ke kharAba aApavo te tenuM kAma che. jaima devA ane RSabhadAsa zrI bAlA che. jo ke bAhaLa apekSA uccakuLa che. paNa tIrthakaranA janma mATe yogya kuLa nathI. A bAraNA che paNa sAmAnya nathI. temane tyAM sonAnA siMhAsana hatA, sakhAnA bATI tA. kAI bIkha mAgIne pharanArA nAnA. mAnavazALI hatA. tamAre 2bala, khurazI DhInI hauya? atyAre to tamaneM laDaDu pa7 poSAya tema nathI. mATe ja netara sapIyAnI cAvI gaI? devAnaMdA ne DhIyAmAM sUtA hatA tenuM varNana vAMco to khabara paDe. temanA hAthanAma paNa chevA hatA, tame to jamAnArAmAM joyA naI chIya. vaibhava nIcaJbanI che. paga vArasAnI rAkhIe tIrthakarane yogya goLa nathI. - tamArA bApadAdAnI be lAhANIDAtA hoya che te vArasAmAM utare che. Doka lANItA bApanI hoya ke koI dAdAnI hoya che je mAnI hoya. paNa Ave to kuLa-vaMzamAMthI ja Ave. mATe gaurakarmanI asa2 pratyakSa dekhAya che jema InDayana bApa nIne cAM janme parI ane InDiyanane tyAM nI vyAkhas janme kharI?

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InTaDAsTa mereja Dare te judI vAta. nIganA bApa ne dAkhI cAmaDI , vADIyAvALa, hIM jaDA ja AvavAnA. mATe zahIra para paga vAramAnI keTalI amara che mana ane prakRti patI asara paDe ja che. mATe gorakamane svataMtra da mAnyu che. tenI jema nAmakarma 4 SAma tamane badhI rItanA lebala lagADavA tenA mATe nimitta ubhA karI mApavA. zaika rUpA, eka dAkhI eDa lAMbI, Teko A badhAmAM kono prabhAva che, nAma kamI. bAma nI badhA AtmA A che tema kAgaLa pakA badhA sarakhA che. pAna . zALa zikArane Ape to kevuM sarasa citra banAve. jyAre vIme DAgaLa sAmAnya mANasane ApI tI kevA lITA pADe. tenI jema citArAnI mAphaka te kAma 32 hai. tamane cA kIrti, zobhAya. ThaMI paNa te badhAmAM nAmakarma javAbadAra che. jaima paMcendriya kahevAya che , mAma davAo zo, nai badhAmAM nAmaTharma jvAbadAra che. bANa vAvIra sAthe joDAyelA ADArI, badhAmAMja nAmaDhavAbadAra che. saMsAramAM rAjA mahArAja, i badhI posTa maLe temAM paNa nAma javAbadAra che. tama bhItika duniyAmAM kaI rIte saMkaLAyelA che te badhAnI asara, vipAkko temAM nAmakarmanI asara che. * ' have vedanIthakamanuM kAma zuM tamArA jIvanamAM sukha ane dukhanu veba zavavuM ane tenI sAmagrI mApavI te sainuM kAma che. jaima tamane zrImaMtAI maLI, zAtA vaibhanIya krama temAM paNa che. jema tamane dipaka managamane maLyA. ghaNA loNuM maLyA ja nathI. vADIyA kare che jyAre ghaNAne maLyA to mAthuM ! tevA maLyA chASpa mAtA vaiidanIya che. vAtA vendrIya paka cakrakhya prakAranA che. sukha-dudhanI anukuLa pravuiLa sAmagrI mane temAM ghaNA-aDhAnA vazanIya che. - jaDa jagatamAM anuSphaLa maLe che pratikuLa maLe temAM Ino udaya mAnavo ja paDe. karmanA utha vagara jaDa vastuno saMyoga thAya nahIM. caitana evA zrApano sAthe saMyoga bA uthathI ja thAya che. nAnAmAM nAnI anukhanA paTTA na mo no zAtAdeIya udayamAM che. ane anukuLatA nAnAmAM nAnI paNa Ape to nAvedanIya udhyamAM che.

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183 atyAre mAtmA pa2 lAkha prakAranA zubha jharmanI 6ya che. sAthe lAkha prakAranA azubha karmano udhya che. mATe ghaNAne na dhAreluM maLyuM che ane dhAreluM makhya nathI. atyAre tamArI je mavasthA vaipAya che remAM aneka prAranA DamanI asara phAraNA . A Ama mukhathI AtmA sarakhA che. AtmA anAmi, anaMta jJAna , anaMta : gagano dhaNI chatAM badhA judA svarUpe che. dareTha vyahitanuM je svarUpa dekhAya che temAM sNa Darma che. jema kAnamAM paNa darekane judA judA sasara nI hoya che. mATe : saMsAranI dareka pravRttimAM ghAtakarmono kSapaNAma joI ane aghAtano udaya naI jema paisA maLyA tA lAbAnAthano lopAma thaI ane zAnA vaibIyano udaya eI. jema paisAthI mevA-mIThAI bhauga maLyA paNa te khAI DhADI, bhogavI hADo tenA mATe bhoLAnAthanI hathopazama joI. ane sAthe sArI hIrI, jIbha joI, tejasa nAmano utha joIe. tame atyAre hAlo, cAlo,vivAre kAMI paNa karaze temAM karmanI amara che. eka mAMgaNI kalA temAM paNa darzanI asara che. na DoI vastune AmathI ja temAM paNa daryanI udaya che. bhArata tamArA jIvananuM koI pAsu evuM nathI che jemAM karmanI asara na hoya. pAchu khAlI ekadhu karma ja bhAga bhajave che tevuM nathI. paNa mAthe bIjA keDara paNa kAma kare che. tamAre jUvanamAM paivI Teva pADavI joIe ? kaMI paNa bane to temAM khyAla sAvavo joIe 8 mA kathA DInI amara che. ane A karmabaMdhAyu huI ne. Do. zivama mAvo vicAra Ave che ane sabhA - pharmano ulya che mATe ama evA vicAra AvatA nathI. sAba- karmano udaya sAthe kharI paNa muLa ne te na cAvavAmAM tame ja kAra DI. tamane jaDatA game che mATe ja jaDabhagata thaIne pharo cho. tamane jIvanamAM bhautika lAbha dekhAya tyAre vicArazIlatA thavI jAya che. paNa tame badhe vicArazIla banI . jo to kAma thaI jAya. jema peTamAM dukhe che tyAre vicAra Ave che kharI che kathA karmanA udayathI A thayuM che. ane te karma bethayu I rIte.

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184 sabhA:- khIrADathI, sAhebasu - tamane je khavaDAvI te ja bIjAne khavaDAvIe to tene phoI na thAya. tamArAthI te ja vastu Dabbala khAya nauya pacI jAya. hA tame evuM khAdhu mAre gheTamAM du:khya pAka bIjane tenAthI nathI dukhanu temAM paNa IjI kAraNa che mATe khAlI khorADane SAraNa na manAya. kamane mAnavuM ja paDe. mATe saMsAranI dareka pravRttimAM dekhAvavuM joII 8 mAvA pAmanA dvArA bAMdhalA mathI TAu chuM. te ja bhAna AvI. paraMtu atyAre maMdiramAM avalokana nathI. tamane paisA maLe tyAre tamArI khAlI hIyArI yAda Ave ne ? lAbhAM <Page #189
Doka taDAvI 4, upADI jAya, dUra upayoga DarI . - jeTalo DarmavAda sArI rIte bhAgyo hoya tenI sAkha dethA udhADI jaya. atyAre tamArI paristhiti e cheDa DaI rIte vadhAtha che tenI khabara ja nathI ne Apane ko prakAranA vidhyo sI zarta Ave che te joyA. ghan vizva mATe methAmaNanuM madhyakti mATe javaletavanuM, ane viSTa vihata mATe matadattanuM kevA bhAva mane kaivA baMdhAIne uthamAM Avyo tyAre ja thayuM. vivAha. mathakumAre zuM karyuM haao 8 viSaya- kAyamAM jyA cAkina hAthInA bhAvamAM sii hato. tenAthI thAchA monItha tIvra baMdhAyu. mATe dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa jayAM. 802nA kAraNe vicAra AvI gayo ke eziyA ApaNuM kAma nathI. mAre ghare ja. Avu cAAi mohanIya baMdhAya kaI rIte jIvane jarA pratipunA mane vaiTale mAmA thAya ane jarA anukuLatA maLe eTale jIva rolamAM AvI jAya tame aa meLAmAM bhoga bhogavanAM AyAti DI alhe AvA mo baMdhAya. - karmamAM viSacaka che. jema ke devI eTale mohanIya baMdhAya, te udhyamAM Ave coTa mApavo pAchu modanIya baMdhAya. tema cAlyA ja kare. jema jherI vIne vAvI to jhahI ja um - tene pharI vAva tI karI rUrI ja bI 6jhe. tenI jema Ama caDa cAlyA ja re, maighaDumAre evuM kAMI moTu pAya nahInuM zuM che sIne pAra karI zuM lIdhA mArI lIdhA. paNa jarADa gADha AlinathI java nI AvA . baMdhAya. janAvI varmamAM jaghanya viddho cAle. sabhA:- paLe paLe bhAvata rahevAnI jarUra che. sAba-hA, karma to mane zaDIne ubhu ja . Darmano baMdha ne jIva jarA bhAna bhulene 6 co. jema avAva, khADA2A rastA para jIva sAvadhAna thayA vagara cAle to zuM thAya? basa tenI jema che. sabhA zreSTha mAdhanA thI mAdhanA ,navI tAva thAyane. bhAbA nuM zreSThamAM zreSTha dharmaka, uMcI ArAdhanA , mAro pahelo naMbara Ave to , paNa huM ja dharmArAdhanAmAM pahelI mAnu. una nA cAra ja vadhAre

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'- paNa bIja nathI. badhAmAM huM ja mAvyuM te bhAva doSa che. A bhAvathI zuM thayuM ? huM ja dharma vadhAre karu bIja ochI dharma re. athavA na kare. mAvo bhAva thayo, eTale badhA pratye aMtarAya karavAno bhAva che. mATe 24 kalAka maMtarAyanuM pApa lAge. eka mAsa Icche che mane sAru mane 8 % ane mane ja jJAna maLe, huM ja AgaLa Ava. TI bImanuM nAma mAru jaI zake tema nathI. tamAru cAle to tame vImane sAru meLavavA do tema nathI. AvI nathI anaMtA jIvone aMtarAya kyanuM karma baMdhAya. ava vRni DevaLamAM sAvadhAna na hai to 24 37 kevA pApo baMdhAya che . mallInAtha bhagavAne devI bhAvanA karI hatI . tapa karavAnI bhAvanA te sArI bhAvanA che. badhAmAM huM AgaLa 26 te mArI bhAvanA che. paNa huM ja AgaLa rahuM ne co che. temaNe mAyADanI paNa Ama to bhArA kAmamAM mAyA karI che. bhAva sAro che. paNa temAM ADakatarI rIte zuM AvyuM che vIja ochI dharma che. mATe AvA tIrthara bAmarmane bAMdhanArA yogya jIvane paNa thayuM 1 TheTha mithyAtva para AvIne ubhA ratha mamAM paNa momanI IcchAthI Dare tI. sAheba.. paNa mokanA amilAvI ja che ne eka dIka gamI gayo ne mithyAva "evI gaNe. . aviDa mATenuM vAskAmAM TaTAna maLe che ne ? e sAdhu mahAtmA gAcAd. A vAMcanA ApI rakSA che. te vAMcanAmAM teo vaiyAvaccanuM mahattva batAvI rahyA che. parsamAM eka sAmAnya sAdhu alya budhdhivALA che temane thAya che 8 DuM daI bhANI thaDano nathI ane je mA vaiyAvarAthI mATalI badhI lAbha che. ane mArI Dita parve che huM thAva mArI DhIne karI . mATe te ubhA thaI pAyakhAra meM che? mane stI paNa radhu mAM paDe to tenI vaiyAvacca DaravAno lAbha maLe. pA abhiga AThI. diva dagva, maNinA vItatA jAya che paNa thIgAnuyoga evuM banyuM che kaI sAdhu mAMdA pathA nI mATe taitra thayAdo cheThe dhyamisada karyo paNa mane vaiyAvacano lAbha maLyA nathI. mATe maMdiramAM asobhana aa Dare che. roTale bhAva zuM thatho ke koI mAMdA

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paDelI mane lAbha maLe. mATe koi mAM paDe to sA. have A bhAvathI DhavA karma badhAtha. tame cAre bAvA, AvA TheTalA bhAva DallA hoya che . tamane khabara paNa nathI zonI. nma tamArA janma divaAd mAya sAne te thI bIlIne pahelI pUjA Da. have te vakhate DoI sahArathI sAme AvI gayo mATe dararoja 25mamA lAbha - tra tenA badhe te divase 250 maNAmAM lAbha na maLI za8 nI zuM thAya ghI volata ema ja thAya che te navohe to sAru mane ja maLe to sAruM. ane tenA vaheroja 500 maNAmAM dhake su hoya ane tamane kadAca 50 100 makAmAM lAbha maMI jaya to zuM thAya? rAjune ADaThanarI bhAva 1 thayo mane lAbha je cAre koI na bole, zreya koI dAna na Ape tevI bhAva thayo ne sAthe vicAryuM sthALAM ho cho. stra ja karavAmAM zuM vacamAM ghusIne phADI. tyAre bhAva e thayo .bIjane 'tazaya thAya to cAle. mATe AvA paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAmAM aMtarAya DonI ! chA pharma baMdhAtha1 jaima ghAne che ke saMghamAThImAM anuSThAna karAvavAnuM hoya temAM temane pApa, dasa : lakhAvavA paDe tema hoya eTale kare chaiIpaNa baNanA ApI anuSThAna uDADI . jaiche atyAre dhaMdhAnI sIjhana che koI Avaze nahI, parIkSAno TAIma che. atyAre koI prANatA nathI 8 mArI rIte thaI zake. mAkhA anudAnanA lAkhanA prazAmAMthI tene vai pAMca ja mApavAnA Ave paNa chatAM AkhuM anuSThAna unakI de. AvI bhAvanAthI kevA karma baMdhAya ? cA badhAthI utkRSTa vizva baMdhAya. jenAthI bhavAMtaramAM kAmana na maLe , baudhI durlabha thAya. - atyAre ghaNA moTA bhAganA e che ke sAdhu vanA vilAna hoya upathogI thAya tevA joIe. paNa AvA sAdhu pAme paNa cape zuM hoya tene cAra - moTA dharmAcArya kema balavatA nathI. hAthI bAMdhavAnuM dama ApaNe narI eTale zuM thayuM mAthe bhAra na AvavuM joIe. ghaNAne khabara paDe che A sAdhu nispRhI che. rAI dhAMdhala dhamAla DarastA nathI. mATe yAM roDa ane re amane milcI sAdhu game che

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18 mATe Apa comAsA mATe hA pADo. tyAre Ama karavAnuM kAraNa che huM tamane sAdhuna : nizvarI guphA gamyo mATe niSNAhI sAdhu vAge che, tema bIju bAju paga ke tame A kAma mATe agA karI. eTale ame maryAdA sudhI to tame vANune Ama na ba vicArame. tamAM saMghanA vahIvaTa karI, DAma che, badhu ja saMbhALI , paNa emAM bhAva thI chAmAM pate to sAru. daisNa tamAre pahelAM tamArI zakti mApI levI joIrtha ane tenI sAthe DAM sudhI bhAva che te joI levAnA. paNA vaNanA dADhIne sachavAnI vRtti. AnI ropI AnA mAd, AnI TIpI AvA mAthe. mAre cAra bhAva 41 mATe mArI bhalAmaNa zuM che jaranI rAkhIne koI paNa kAma kare. nItara AvA bhAvathI jeTalAne dharmamAM atazaya vatI nathI evA jhama badhAne chakaDA dhaDAvI nAMkhaze. - tame sAdhune ullAsathI dAna ApI, ane pachI pALa thI aAsosa thAya nI rahIne mammata thazo. zAlIbhadra nI khAlI khIra vahAvI hatI jyAre mammara to uMcAmAM uMthI vastu che rIkSA lADu) vahorAvI che. te vakhate ullAsathI ApyuM che paNa pachIthI khuba ja aphasosa thaI che. mATe pariNAmanI vAva khuba ja samajavAnI che. saMghamAM ghaNA ja ATha jIvI che. tame paNa dharma sArI rIte karI ane sAthe bIja paNa mArI rIte prArthanA karI kArDa tevI mArI anukuLa sAmagrI prApavI OM sAru vAtAvaraNa ApavuM te pratyeka dharma ka2vA AvanArI pharaja che. mATe dareka ki. vicAravAnuM Ave. madhyama viddhanA TAMtamAM eka devatAnA ja nAnI mAyA dI temAM uvA Darma baMdhAyA. : - tema dharmanA kavAmAM Avo paNa tamArA thaDI DIIne nAca na thAya tenI vika zakhavAnI. * sabhA:- bhAthathI ja maLe ne ? sAhebanu dharmanA dvamAM je gIdha TharI te pAmo. saMbhAramAM paNa je maLe che te ja maLe che. ghare beThA koI makhvAnuM nathI. ziyA mAvIne tarasa chIpAvavA dha DarathI paDI. anaMta kaLama ApA mithyAmomAM bhaththA bIbe DAchA satyane zodhavAnI

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189 tAlAvelI nonI mATe AyA paNa tAlAvelI nahIM hoya to kAMI mamavAnuM nathI, paNa atyAre tamAre zuM karavAnuM I paNa dharma karAvavAmAM. mAdhanA karAvavAmAM anukuLa thavAnuM. amArA mATe paNa thayuM che, 8 je mArA vartana ke vyavahAranA kAraNe AvanAra vyakita dharma hArIne jaya nI mane paNa kevuM pApa lAge che. sArAmAM sAsa cArA pApu paNa evuM vartane 8 nAthI zaiTalAya juvo dharmamAMthI 62. thAya to pApa ne guru thaI gayA eTale zuM amane badhu ja lAthamane maLI gayu bhagavAne amA pa2 paNa ghaNI ja matha, baMdhano suvyA che. mAre amArA uparA, AcAra vicAra evA na joie 3 jenAthI jIvI varma hArI jAya. kAgaLa zuM lakhyuM che sI sAdhune mInImama AcAra vicAra na pANI thaI tema hoya to sAdhupaNa choDI ne rahastha jIvana javuM. paraMtu jo e rIte eTaluM pANI na utkRSTa vize cAve tevA pharma baMdhAya. che , me paNa kAMI sarva saMpanna nathI. mATe koI nAnI khAtrIthI ukaLI java tI tame varSa hAthI jI. naimAM amArI bhUla nathI . : : -- - ghaNI vakhata che koI phAI kachavA parva tyAre ane kAmamAM vana hajI je nA pADI voTa thAya - - - - - - - - | da, kamAzathI dhama, hAsananI apanA thAya tevA vyAcAra vivAra na aie. je AvA bhAthu te na maLe ane tene pronmAna ApanAra pakA marI tenI jema tame vyavahArathI A vAsanAmAM sabhyapada thI. mArI mA tIrthakare ne zAsana sthApyuM che jemAM tamArA thakI dhaso na lAgavo joIe. tamArI mani aitI na hovI joIne zAzmanane nukzAna thAya, - madhyama viddha dharma pratyenI arUcI, da, ugathI Ave che. A vadhAre dharma vavAre dhArAdhanA zvAnI mAve to zuM thAya che jema ghAne va. bAvAe kahelA thogomAMthI amu thI ja mane amuDamAM aradhI hoya, anAdara upekSA hoya to prathama vidhI baMdhAyA - - - - -

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194 utkRSTa viSNu zAsananI apAMjanA, guru dro, zAsana proTa, tIrthanI proTa, naunI niMdA utsUga bhASaNa AdithI baMdhAya. DamAM jaNAvyuM ke tevA ponnAmathI vighno mAve che, ane Ave tyAre jIvanI daivI dayA thAya che.

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1 . . pazrI yugabhuSaNavijaya sadaguruconama : anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmA AtmAnI karma jaya SAvavA mATe dharma tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. - mahApuruSonI TIe anaMta.ThANathI AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM e gI vijaya to te methita dalA karyo cheje nakALamAM karma baMdhAI gayA che tene aDhAvALo upAya nathI. mAra ne karma vipaDa pe Ave tyAre tenI asara jo khamI zakI to te karma virUpa bane nahIM. A vipAkanI kharAba asara thavI nA joI che. bakti cArAdhanA 62vA mATe A eka ja upAya che. ApaNA AtmA para anaMta Da che. jemAM mInI TAima lImITa kurIthI airahe te karma TapakI paDI. saMsAramAM kahevAtA mahAnAne pachA dhAreluM bane che. vina udayamAM Ave tyAre je tenI mAnamIda asara na thAya to te viddha nathI. mAre mApanane avAbha asara ja thAya che DamI udhya ArzI ne zarIrazA nakkI paNa thaI. TuMbamAM prazna ubho thaya ne tenI raga rUpe asara thaI no vina kahevAya. sAjakalyANAmAM vizva ubhu pharI zaThe tevI tAkAta dharmamAM che. ane tenI sAme ApaNA jhajhumavAnI tAkAta nathI. paNa sAvavI asaramAMthI mukta thAya te ja sArI rIte ArAdhanA ThavI . ve jatha, madhyama ane utkRSTa viro > mAnabhIra asarathI ubhA thAya che. - jema tame sAmayika 32vA vaiThA temAM jaLa viddha nabu thavAtha che * ThaMDI paDI garamI paDI, mAMs mchara karaDavA lAgyA, sukha, nabha, thADa thA vadhI nakalI urmI thaI barna tenI be tamane mAnasIka amara thAya eTale jaghanyavihna kahevAya. - maNamavilanamAM utha che ke tame mahenata kare to paNa sAmAyikanA u pazikAmonI jodhA, parijhaf vidhino khyAla na Ave. ane tenI samI, asara thAyaNI madathama vija kavAya.

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192 ' dha re u8 vijJamAM to sAmAthAmAM carathI, uSNa, daMTApo cAlu thAya. jene manamAM thAya te paNa utkRSTa viddhanuM bahaNa che. jema kumArImAM eka mANasa cAlyo jayo - thAya yA 2sto barAbara nathI ane pelI vAju jvA javuM che tema mAnI gADI ro paDe tene mAjama vAya. tenI mA sAmAyika DaratA carathI, uga che DaMkha mAryuM eTale eno matalaba zu thayo che je sIDI vAnI mAI te khoTo mArga che mATe temAM rAkhI Avyo. eTale te matabhrama thayI. e virani da2vA lAyaka nathI ane avirata 62vA lAyaka lAgI. mAM mArganA uttama mArgamAM na ma paDyo ane sAtho mArga choDavA jevo lAgyo mAre tene utkRSTa vikra kahevAya che. dizAmAM vyaktine mArgamAMthI unmArgamAM reDI de che. prasaMge dayA, dAna, sahiSNunA , tapa, pIpaDA, magugI haipavatA ja vadhAre | pharavAnuM cA eTale thAya aaN mAthu eno matalaba nema dardo, iMToLa Avyo. jema meghAmAra hAthInA bhavamAM A divasa eka page ubhA rahyA te vakhate udAratA , sahiSNutA, paropakAra, meDI DAnI uo bhAva che. potAnI jagyAmAM potAnI manAthI mAMDalu banAvyuM. pachI mahinA bhayathI bacavA temAM cAvyo tyAre Akhu mAMDalu bharAI gayu ha6 chatA tene mArI kyArA dhI badhA bharAI gayA ane mArA mATe jagyA zakhI nahI Avo aAbha vicAra sAvavAne * varlDa mArA vicAra ja AvyA che. ane temAM paNa vathA pramavA mATe paga ThaMthI Daryo tyAre eka samalu paga nIcce AvI gayu. rve mAvA vakhate jIvane devA bhAva thAya ! paraMtu temane te vakhate paNa dayA upakAra, paropakAra, maitrI, kAnA bo bhAva pragaTelA che. " mATe davAnAM kAraNe caDhI divasa paga uMcI rAkhIne sthA. ane tenuM pakiAma e AvyuM che ne rIvAI rIbAIne maravAnuM cAlyu. have tyAre sAcInA bhAva thAya te utkRSTa vina Avyu devAya. paraMtu temane to jApa athInI bhava thathI nadInI .pA mAM tamane samajAvavA mATe saMta ApyuM hatuM. je utkRSTa vina AvI jatha to karelI vAbha mana upara pa vI jAya. krodhane , paNa dharma DAvavA Agraha ame nathI kasa kAraNa zuM? aphathInA DAka tene utkRSTa

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193 E', vighna baMdhAI javI nI bhavAMtaramAM dharma maLaze nahI. ane maLI to tere gamo nadI bADane praMsAthI vAdhamaDIthI, ane lAbhathathI dharma DarAvI DAya. tene tI dharmanuM vAtAvaraNA maLe ane dharmanA saMskAra maLe tenA mATe, dharma karAvIe re, ane vikIya bhASAbhAbha lAge to: jhInArtha purUSo parANe dharma karI, paNa Ama sau parANe dharma DazavAya nahI. jaina zAsanano viveka ghaNo che. bhathathI, lAlacathI paNe dharma GavavA hoya to jIgTananI jema' ApI paNa lAlathI dharma DazavI ghaDIe tevI pakhta ApaNI zAsanamAM mAtA nathI. nahItara bhagavAne kailAyana jaina banAvI dIdhA hota. dharma nI hRdayamAM utAravAnI vAta che. bhAre ApaNe dharmano pracAra ke delAvA paNa DaratA nathI. ApaNI jaina DomyunITI nAnI hovA chatA paNa dAnanA kauTAmAM ApI ja zana vizeSa thAya che. mATe ApaNe krIsthyananI mAdaTha vadhu DarI dIdhI . bhokone to khAvA, pIvA, kapaDA Apo ane kaho nee jaina banI jAva to te loko A badhu ApavAthI jaina bannIAya 13 ema jaina banAtu nathI. muslimAM paNa bhUtaDALamAM ghaNAne pazo banAvyA che. che. hA, AcAryonA ghaNA dAkhalA Ave hai ke je jaina dotA leyone jaina banAvyA paNa upadeza lArA banAvyA che. jema gayone paNa jaina upadezA dvArA ja banAvyA he, tema prabhudhe paNa keTalAya ajaitane jaina banavyA che, bhagavAnanA dhAvAmAM bhAra paNa che ane luhAra paNa che . zaile teno artha praznabe pratibodha karI jainone mana banAvyA che. pratibaMdhano artha zuM pratibaMdha kyAM thAya! hathamAM, eTale hadhyamAM dharma vasAvI ArArthanA DazavavI. anya thama prasaMge prabhunA pathiyamAM bAvyA tyAre prabhuce mithyAmatane samajAvI hRdaya parivartana karI jaina banAvyA. anane paNa dharmAntara karI jaina bane to Apa rAjI chIe. pA hRdayapalaTo karIne bane to.

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194 mATe tame paNa je dharma schtAM hova temAM paNa kyAMya ujjaina, jhaMTApo joIe nahI ghI spUrvaDa karavAno hai. Amato padelAM cAluM DaranAM lagnane ghaNo umaLaDo doya che paNa pachIthI ja hyuma uDI jatI hoya che, paraMtu dharma karanAre khAma AvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che OM dharma DaztA kyAtha arUcI, DaeNTAkho Avavo ei nathI. have traNe vighnone jItavALuM karavAnuM ! jaghanya vighnane navA mATe - pratispardhI bhAvanA kAnI hai bhAvanAnA bakhavI mukha du:khane DaranArA karmanA udhdhathI jai mAnasIka abha thAya hai maiM vilina thaI ya. jema sAmAyimAM tamane takSNa, garamI, macchara DaraDavA AvyA, have A badhA kaSTanA kAraNe amara thAvu thAya to pratispardhI bhAvanA lAlavAnI. A saunIya Darmano viDA che. 3 Apare bALa banAvAnuM che, te mATe vicAravAnuM che ? saMsAmAM anaMtA janmamAM keTalA karNe Adana karyA durgAtImAM pAo DuMgarI jeTalA duHkho veThyA che . evuM koI kaSTa nathI huM? hukamanA ultha rUpe veLu na hoya . thANImAM paNa pIlAyA chIe, kuvatathI DapAyA chIe, culAmAM pAchA rokAyA chIe AvA to ghaNA prakAranA duSTo veThyA che. ve tenI bhAre to atyAre, bA DAi Dara nathI, tema A bhavamAM paNa artha kAma mATe, bhoga mAgI mATe kaiTaluM kaSTa vaidhyu che ane vaThIe chII. have A kara vehIne pAchu pApaja bAMdhIe chIe. jyAre dharmasAdhanAthatI kaSTa veThIdhe tI AmAnI nirjAza thAya, 'guNonI vikAsa Aya tenAthI manane, AtmAne kaiTaluM sukha maLaze. mAma vicAzI lI vistone pAra DarI noMdhaNI. jyAre udayamAM Ave tyAre vyAta po sivioA bhAvanA joIe. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA kaiTaluM sahana karyuM ? tenA dasAthe no vyApa badhuM sahana karatAM nathI. teba to ma ArIrI hovA chatAM keTaluM luTa vaidhyuM che. A badhI bhAvanAthI jaghanya vighna thaze. ' nAbuda madhyama vinanuM to khAlI bhAvanAthI nivA thAya tema nathI. jJAnAvaragIya, darzanAvaraNIya, atazaya mohanIya naDatAM hovAnA kA2Na zuM thAya hai AnI hai gAmAthakanI vidhi samajAya nI sainAmAM uDANapUrvaTha spaSTanA samajAtI nathI. mATe madhyama vighna che, paNa have zuM DaravAnuM ke tenI vidhi bhAva khubaja puruSAI jIvAno, 'qtn'

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195 uhApo TharavAno, ciMtana, manana karavAnuM. mATe pUrepUro puruSArtha karavAno che, jema mAtuSa munIne DaoNI yAda nadInu zaMkhu, eka zabda yAda rAkhavA temane keTalo puruSArtha ii ane puSArthathI jJAnAvaraNIya sIDI, zAstranuM vidhijJAna" ra prApta karI. mAtAnI nInA anyA. ane gruvanuM jJAna IkhavI paDazreNI mAMDI ApaNe tyAM paDazreNI bhAvAbhATe pUrvanuM jJAna joIe. zuddha kzana moDavAna aiie. mAre AtmAya matAnI jIvo nIcalI lImaDAmAM ja hoya che, te hAnI bane sau ja uMcI bhUbiDAmAM jAya. ajJAnI ghaNA tA paNa ajJAna sAme jhajhumI nAnI banI natha che, mASatumunI mattAnI hatA tyAre khuba ullAsathI vyani pAnAM pA, A pravRtti ucIttale hai anuzcita che tenI temane nadInI sAvatI . tamane khyAla AvI jAya 3 A sthita pravRtti che ke manucita che sabhA:- sAmAnya rIte to AvI aya . jJAna pyAla sAde baMjI : - to ekAda sau dAkhalo Apo. ramato. sAsAyiDamAM beThA cho ane te vakhate tamArA gharanA badhAne bdAra jvAnuM thayuM. khane te vakhate bahAra jatAM Da? ame badhA badAra jjIe chIe. tame " gharamAM 4kalA cho, khyAla rAkhe. tyAre tame zuM kahI 1 bhare tame baulI nahI pa mAthu halAvIne1 kuMDA paNa Dazene ? mAsa karavAthI doSa lAge te khabara paDe che, beghaDI mATe aa ghara tamAruM nathI tema mAnI "appANa vomizamI bolIne beThA jo. have kuMDArA bhaNIne gharanI jvAbadArI svIkArI lIdhI ? pachI. temonA AvyA pachI thamAM dikSA thaze, have bAdamA davAnA sAdhananI tame rIDarI meTale zuM tame dazAnuM sAdhana diyA tamane nathI dekhAnI DAvidhinuM ajJAna che. ApyuM. tyAre saMsAranI paNa vAta kare so jvAba na Apone ! ane te vakhate te vAna e pachI mAMbhaLI lo no AK bI. jula lAge che kharI? pA tamane mula bAda to te vakhatevuM kahe deAjI: Do be ghaDI maMsAra choDIne beTho chuM. A sAthe atyAre viSaya nathI. pa tameto saMsArane sAthe lakhIne ja sAmAyikamAM baimo jone tAre jema

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196 dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che tema amAre paNa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. ASatuSa munIthI jaivI pravRtti thaI nI hoya de vAyA vAyA majJAnatAthI vyAzimAM doSa lAgI jAya . Ama DAi temane skUlanI upakI nathI, temane to aNizudhdha carita prAkhavu che. jUla karavAnI doI temanI vRtti paNa nathI. e temane doSa hai tema khabara paDe to sAbadA thaIne temane choDavAnI taiyArI che. paNa majJAnanA kAraNe banatuM. khabara ? amane nAnA nAnA doSa paNa devA lAge - jema raste jatA amane koI puSTha ke phalANI jagyA, maMdira, aAma kyAM Avyu 1 havaihuM rasto batA to doSa lAge. tamane khabara nadI hoya, paNa amane cAvIne zrAvaDa ja pUthru ne ? bhAraMbha diyA kevI rIte jvAya? tame amane AvI mAhiti ApavA ja nimyA che nai tuM do sabhA:- padma pu%0 maiM pAyadhunI vuM che kaivI rIte jvAya? to Apa bhA2ebajI :- pahelAM khabara na hotha to, karIe khabara nathI. OM paNa khabara hoya to ema kahIe. A amArI viSaya nathI. bIjAne puchI leze. sabhA- bIjane puchI lejo, tema kahevAya! sAheba :- AjJA pe nahI, paNa ame karIe bInane puchyu ucita che. amane puchyuM thita nathI. Dartavya, sthita arthamAM bolIe. pAtA pe nahI. tamArA karatAM kaiTalI maryAdAvALu amAru dhupaNu che. gItArtha na hoya, bhAskAnI abhyAsa na hovAthI, dIrghadI, viveka na hovAthI keTalIya pravRtti evI thaI jatI hoya hai de vAyA vAyA dizAmAM Inavolva thaI jvAya. tema tamAre sAmAyika Te. saMpUrNa vidhi jANavI jarUrI che. paNa abAH-dharma sthAnaDo para javA mATe rasto pu loname batAvI vATho kharA? sAvaja:- tene banAvavAno pA camArI vyavahAra nathI. paNa Ama te bhrubhamAM jAya, chatA putra amAro vyavahAra nathI, ame tamArA zrAvakonA vyavadAra eIe ne to ema thAya ke sAvaDa amArI pAsethI zuM apeA rAkhe hai, jema namAre bahAra javuM

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10 hoya to zuM karaze ? che, A thelI mudIne jau chuM. mAre tane mahArAjane cokIdArI : sopIne 1 thelImAM je sAmAna bhayo hoya teno upayoga tama sAramAM ja 32o ne, tema ghaNI vakhata amane davAno khapa hoya tyAre lAvavA tamane kadI tyAre tame puchazo ke sAbi A davAnI tame ronA mATe upayoga karI pAchA stii A tI mA zine takalIpha che mATe puchu chuM. eTale mArI pravI upayoga maMmAramAM 32zI. ane ame na zIe na pIvuM lAge. prema thAya che ane mArA verIe na mAru - vamathArthI Ayurvede, Arojha zAstrI jANatA hoya mATe lA parathI * takalIpha paNa bhAgI zake ane tenA nizAna upacAra paNa jatA hoya paNa tamane kadI vAjhe kharA ? mane na to devA lAge mArA mAmAthI samajo cho amAre vidya-vidha tyAga hai, mAre gheTalI caNa Ave tamArA AraMbha, samAraMbhamAM ame saoya Inavolva thavA taiyAra nathI. ane thaI to kevA doSa lAge martha ,ni dha samajatI pApathI dUra thazaizo. tamAre sAmAthAmAM bhautika paropakAra paNa karavAnI nathI. IcchavAno paNa nathI. cA adharmanI vAta nathI, paNa dharmanI vAta che. tamArothI sAmAthAmAM davAnI mANita ane adhyaya. sabhA - sAdhune mApI zazathI - sAbag - da, cauma. sAdhu to jIvana jIve che. mAre hAthano upaya AzaunAmAM ja vaparAyo. jyAre haiyAmAM lo ke vAyA vArA paNa Ana, samAraMbhamAM Ivadhyane mAve che. mAmalukamanIne jJAnAvaraNIya ja che. to tenI ughAmamA puSArtha vyA che. vAnAvItha mAre te laDe che, jyAre kApA karI mAe . jajumavAnI taiyArI nathI. jA bATale palAMchIvAIne besI jaIye. paraMtu dhAmanuM to marIna cAlu ja che. bihAthIna purA thayu eTalIvAra pachI tI je eatbda cAdanInI rAha jo temane aneka zInuM jJAna meLavI lIdhu

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19ta tamane Ama viddha Ave to pAchA paDIne toDI nAMkha khA) jJAnAvaraNIthamAM paNa ghaNuM che8vaLajJAna pAmavA mATe ghaNA tabakkA che. paka temane paheluM nAnAvaNItha DayuM tIrtha che niticAra cAzi pAmavA kaiTalu jAna joIe teTaluM temane khavyuM. eNe teTalI dizA pramANa che. emAM temane haga I. mATe paInI brAmiDa pAmavA mATe paNa satata mota cAlu che. pachIthI mamatAnI bhUmikAmAM gayA. mamatAnI bhramikAmAM javA nizAcAra thA iDaratAM vadhAre jJAna joIe. tema challAM devapAna pAmyA pahelA nuM jJAna mekhavyuM. mATe vicAvajo temanA kerala thaI, manana hatI ? - madhyama vina puruSArthathI ja junI phADAya che. jayaviddha lAvanI bhAvavAthI anI zakAya che. pAMDa AnI sAme to puruSArtha ja joI. je karmanaDe che tenI sAmeno puruSArtha joII. sabhA:- muvImAnAe kaI cIne phanuM jJAna mekhavyuM hatuM sAhebag-madevImAnA bhaNyA vagara AvA toDI nAna khavyuM hatuM. jJAna tI mora ja che, sAvara che mATe jJAna che. koI vyakita hatuM te prathAne laIne daravanathI ghaNI ghasIne Do. ane tenI mA meM koI baLavAna vyani hoya to Ama dIne kApI nAkhe. tenI jema che . - thApAne nAnAvAyanA sAvarakAthI pahelAM kaThAnI nahauno AvaDano. paNa : dhIme dhIme puruSArtha bhAveza thAvaNa nInA gayA tema AgaLa vadhatA gayA . Apane | vAha bhAge Ave nu nathI. paraMtu kvADakI mAtA nIzAna joIe. " mASaSa munIne lA baLyuM te camatkAra che . dhAre to cAnsa badhu ja DarI vAke tema che. have utkRSTa vilA mATe to te utkRSTa vinno bhAvAvALA che te udayamAM na Ave te pahelAM saDhI javano ja pI majA che. sabhA:- 'dAzA, nirArA

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- 19 sAheba" - jaima sAva khuba che. to vAvamAM ubhA ubhA kAusa kema karazo mATe vinna ubhu thayu. hogAda hovAnA karI te dharma DiyAmAM zuM puruSArtha paDI have temAM apathya bhojana DALa bane che. mAre madhya ane utArI bhojana DaravAnuM che. sAdhune paNa pathya ane naThArI bona ja vAparavAnuM che. ' atyAre navA TaDA rogo bhojananA pheraphAranA kAraNe ja thAya I. badhAja poSaka navI peTamAM peTa thAya che. have temAM resAra thAya eTale vANiI pAva4 tha. mATe ja hoLI pedA thAya che. jana kalpI svIkArelA mahAtmA pAse zarIra kAna che. taimane khyAla Ave che vAyunI vIga thayo che mAvA, bAvA virodhI mAdA | laM nI mo. mATe te vIte mANAra laI nivAraNa kare. mIrA bhAganA sAdhu A rIte ja rogonuM vivA2A karatA hoya che. bane tyAM sudhI vijhA eso paNa me nahIM. mATe ghaNA nirAra sAdhana . temAM khAlI bAvanI nahIM puSA joie. A mAdhyama vina mATenI vAta thaI. utkRSTa vizvamAM nI vALa monIyanI udaya bhAve che. teno thaIma prI thAyane nai udayamAM Ave te palAM jIva sarI jAya to lIlA lahai. sabhA kyAre udyamAM Ave te kema khabara paDe? sAhebajI:- bAMdhailA matatkALa udathamAM AvatA nathI. miDalanA samayamAM je jIva mAthAmAM mAga vadhI jAya to kAma patI nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIre ATalI sAvinA kI chatAM bharAvI bhava thayA ane chellA bhavamAM paSA vAvarSanI mAdhanAmAM ucA viddha sthana karavA paDyA. tenI sAd gaydArIdhAvA DuDama kyala pakA ja enAmAM vIgayA. prabhu to mALA bhavamAM saMthama pAmyuM che. mAM chellA bavamoTo tapa utkRSTa pariSI saba karavA paDyA. sva hakIkatamAM mA mAM bhAre mIrA ) 28madArI che tamArI jaiSA pA to bhagavAne thanathI. chatAM temanI samaya laMbAya. paisA pAra utarI gayA kAraNa 1 bhagavAna mahAvIratA Anya pa2 TilA nI strI tenA karatA prANInA AmA para vadhAre sausI. ne e ja

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200 'badhA udyamAM AvyA hona to te jIvanA chakkA choDAvI nAMkhana. paNa haju A karmI sTokamAM ? ane nai GA~ uzyamAM Ave te pahelAM te jIva sarakI gayo. jema tamane sAme khithI mAravA cAve, tyAre tamane lAge hai tame bhAra TI dvATho tema nathI Are te tamane pakaDe te pahelAM jo maDhI jIva to koi nadI paNa eka vakhata maiM bocI pakaDI le to pachI mAra khAdhe ja chuTaDo thAya. tenI jema mahAvIrane mAnI uththA thaI gayI,mATe temane bhogavyA vagara cAlu ghuTaDo nahotI. jyAre mahArI chaDI gayo. prabhu tamane avamare khabara paDe 3 jokhama che to iDI avane badhAne khabara paDe tevI niyama nathI paNa atyAre khabara jaine ke ApaNe game tyAre Darma rAmanuM prama che. mATe sAdhanA karI chaDhI jAva. utkRSTa mithyAtva kramAM 3prahArIne sattAmAM che, jo te udyamAM Ave tI dharmano abhAva dvAre, paNa te uthamAM bAve te pahelAM ne chaThThI gayo. udayamAM Ave te pahelA 6thI sAdhanAnI naH jhDapI lIdhI. puSArtha cAlu karI dIdho, vyavamara ne taDa pramANe AvAna thaIgayA, atyAre ApaNA dhaMdhA para bhAre darzana maunIya paththu ja do. temA koi zaMkAne sthAna nathI. ajJAnadazAmAM deva-guja-dharma para vizethI bhAva dekhavI, arUcI paDI hoya to AvA karmo baMdhAya ja. e ulthamAM Ave tyAM sudhI dharmathI vimukha ja zIvAM. A moTI bhAI-maTenana DarIne marI gayo chatAM kailo dharma na pAmI kyo ne 2 mATe ApaNA mATe paNa AvA ko uzvamAM Ave te pahelAM chaTaDI jhAnuM che. sabhA:- prabhune avadhijJAna nI hatu nai? mAM chaDI na zakyo mA yaju:- hA, temAM nAnA ratA chatAM udyamAM Ave te pahelAM chaTaDI AthAnI 30 varSa gharamAM tema thA ! mA AvalI hatI mATe+ pAvighna darakhA) Da tu mATeja cchA che, maMthana mATenuM nikAcIna Tharma sTokamAM dhai paNa ju zyamAM nathI. mAre pachIthI bAgaLa vadhI gayA, paNa jaivakhajJAna mATe haju che. mATe pAmyA nathI. deznArI suraMga kuTavA de tema nathI. atyAre mApo to aTakIne kema baiThA hai 1 sAdhanAmAM mAthe mokSa cAlIne beho mATe. AgA mATe AvA vighnonA rmono Izya thAya te

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pahelA mAdhanA dvArA AgaLa pahocI jaI to marImalAmata nIpI javAya. paNa tamane to unAvA nathI ne? sToka pharma che tene nA maLavI joIe na.paNa sAdhanAnI laDa mape to jaDapIne AgaLa vadhArI devI I A sabhA:- A zakhamAM brAM sudhI pahocI zakAya? sAva: - IcchAthoga ,mAdhAna bAvadharma, zika nibhAvatharmacotha, pAMcamAM, chA guNasthAna sudhI jaI zAya che, teTaluM karI lo to AgalA bhavamAM vadhAre AgaLa vadhI pAra pAmI javAya. darzana nIcano 6ya Ave to tIrthane paNa DII bacAvI zo bI. ulda8 viddha cA pahelAM ja marI jvAmAM majA che, paNa mAM , thANA juvoI aivA nizAthI bAMdhyA haze ke je te uthamAM AvI jAya to bIgavI, bhogavIne Duco nIuI jAya. paNa je jIva te pahelAM sAdhanA DarI chaThI jAya to asaMkhya bhava dukha Ape tevA kAmo vAsIne rahI jAya. thA jIvI A rIte karI gayA . sabhA-pA bhAva A rIne to nimanA thoDA jIvana kIya sAba:- nA nA hoya samagra jIva sRSTinI apekSA ratA hoya. chelle sudhI AtmA para eTalA niyAthI 3 zetA hoya che. mATe ja bharIne ja jyA hoya che. laMDa saoDane zuM thayuM che, jhADanA pAnane vAvavA nathI. badhAne bAkhIne khArI dIghA che. tathA tenI dravI che nI ; sApane devA jaga kailI laIe paNa mamatva, keTalo che. have A badhA bhAvothI keTalA bhava sudhI barakamAM javuM paDe. chatAM re jo gaNI ne marI gayo. AvA kSa hAthI, lAkhkho Tana che. sabhA:- nasIba phAma kare sAvaja - nA puruSArtha rUma kare che. sabamanuM maLyA temAM nazIbe DAmarthane?

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sadevajI:- i, prabhu maLyA ho tene puchyathI maLyo, paNa prabhu jene maLe eTalA badhA ja tI jAya| maLyA pachI tene puruSArtha devo kyo che, agAna karI devI rIte rahyo . A jIva Garmane hAthatAkhI ApIne marI gayo che. sakhA:- bAno matalaba hamaNAM ja puruSAI karI levI joIe ne? sAhebajI: hA, cokkasa. utkRSTa vighna Ave te pahelAM ja vanasArane pAra pAmI gayo to ja samAja bhalu che, mATe bane teTalI uttAvAnI jarUra che. atyAre tamAre dharmamAM zani ne dhIraja che ne! ja have to saMsAramAM keTaluM rakhaDyA mAre bhAro vyA to mAruM, paraMtu tamane to talasATa nathI, Darmano bhaya nathI. mithyAtva mohanIya udayamAM Avo to budhdhi bagADavo, bIja karmI nI DAya kaSTa Apo. sabhAmAM tame eDa Amane thama DarI eTale tenuM badhu puNya naDAnuM vai! paNa maTha mama bale sAmAnya do paNa budhdhizApI daze to tene jIvavA jevuM zaivo. peluM saMsAranuM bhautaka gAMDapaNa che, jyAre utkRSTa vighna te AtmAnuM gAMDapaNa che. gaDhaDarsa uthamAM Ave ane ramAI jAva mATe zuM karavuM? jema devatAne to khabara paDI gaI huM dharmathI vimukha paDavAnI chu mATe tene pahelAM upAya karI lIdho. paga atyAre tamAre DarI levAnuM ! tame atyAre saMsAramAM DoI kalyANa go che kharA. kalyANa mitro rAkhavAnA ane temane kahevAnuM ke mAruM AAma ATalu karaje. kyAya paNa huM dharma bhulu to mane pamADajo. tame saMbhAramAM to Dola DAra Daro cho, teza ghA Dola karAra karyA e prA%0 saMkhyA khaze dharmAntA to tene kahe hai huM DyAreya paNa dharma bhulano hoto ane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne pamADo, Aya AtmAnuM hita pharaze. guru sAthe kardI khaza? jarUra ja nathI 19, paNa AvA phazara sabhA:- ame tamArI sAthe karI. sAdebhajI hA, paga pachI ame spraMgata nahI paNa ATalI hai tamAre tenA mATe atyAre jIvanamAM cAlI dharmano eIe amu 202 apeA to AkhIe te

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upadeza hamcamAM rAkhavA e e lakhyu che ke jIvanamAM avazya ulyANa bhago karavA ane sabhA:- kalyAg2a magrInI vyAkhyA zuM 1 sAhebajI:- namArI pAsethI tenA AtmAnA dita, kalyANa savAyanI koi apeA na - hoya. ane sAthe tamArA AtmAnI hita ciMtA ja hoya. tenA AtmAnI tithinA hoya tevI ja tamArA AtmAnI citA hoya, prasaMga Ave dharma mATe te preraNA kare, saporTa Ape. A bathA kalyANa mitro kahevAya. tamArA phrenDa sarkalamAM AvI vyaktiyo che? paNa tamAre to saradhe sarakhA ja ne! paraMtu mA tamAre khuba nI sAthe nikaTatA hoya, prasaMge badhI dilakholIne vAta DaratAM hova tevI Dinane tamAra hevuM ja naiva e che mAruM dhyAna rAuche. prasaMge sArI coTalI pa354. sAta dina Dara jaina grAsananA brAgamonI racanA sudharasvAmIe karI che paNa graMthArada to ThAmabhI karI che. A mahAtmAnI madAna upakAra che. AgalA bhavamAM te devanA hai rAyiDa indranA hai . 6rsa ArAdhanA sAthe devanAnI bhava vitAve hai. paNa aMta samaye bhAvizuM! mATe tIkDarane puchyu . khabara paDI hai dharma pAmavI durlabha che. mATe temane tuM DaryuM ! devaloDamAM indra, sAmrAni senApatinI posTa che. e posTa para eka devanA DAkha Dare ane e posTane thogya puNya paidA kare te vyakti tyAM jaze. mATe temane te jagyA upara lakhyu suhai A posTa para AvanA devanAe A deDI AvIne mAruM ATaluM DAma avatha che . tethI temane AvanAra devanAI dharma pamAkko che. tema bakhadevo ddhA le, temane pratibodha davA koNa Ave khabara che ? palAM bakhadeve lezanI sAthe vyasta karelI hoya te sAve. mATe pampa AvA saMkalpa DarelA hoya, bhalAmaNa DarelI hoya, to prazaMge vighna Ave to AyI thayo. sAma sAthe paNa bAvA saMkalpa karyA hoya to bhAremAM bhAre karyuM paNa jema ghukhInI dhA SonI jema tema nIkaLI jvAya. patetu mA vadhu byugone 203 11 ne ema hoya ke mArAthI badhu aNu

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thAya no vAMdho nahI, paNa dharma to apago na ja thavI eIe. paraMtu jene diyA ja bhAvI zthiti che tene bavAtamAM vyu sakhI. paraMtu dharma nI thavo joIe tevuM bhALe te ja mammI AAvI bhalAmaNa kare. maratI vakhate nI zuM bhalAmA Daze? sauthI agatyanu ke jvAbadArInuM mAnatA hova tevI ja bhalAmaNa karo ne na ja ApI tenI jema kalyANa mitro, bhadguru pAse saMkalpa DaNNA eie . 204

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205 pa* ghI yuganuSagvacanu mAgurubhyo nama: gauvAyA somavAra 9-10-95 mAmane va6 thoDama. anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI nIri paramAtmA ApaNA AtmAne samidhvI prApta karAvavA dhamalIkkI sthApanA kare che, mahApuruSonI TI e muLathI viyAvIsai ta yAmAmAM zakti vadhe geTa che ke jagatanI roTalI zakti che te badhI vAtmAmAM mamAyelI che ane A vAnagIne khIlavavA mATe ja dharma che. te rUmamara evI rIte pIlavAnI che jenAthI parama padane pAmIvADI. A saMsAramAM badhAne kaLa mIThA lAge che paNa tene mekhavavAnI sAdhanA ja sIrIyala I. anADAthI AtmAmAM adhiSmA gADha saMskAra jaDAyelA che tene mamara mAdhanAthI navAnA che. - have sAvavAnA DamI sTejamAM paheluM pradhAna bhAvadharma che. vagara mAthI sAdhanA thatI nathI. prAidhAna pAme eTale ne aiyane meghavavAnI bAbatamAM zaithamAM spaSTa thavA chatAM te jIvane dhyeyane pAmavA mATe puravIna puruSArtha ke taramatA pravRtti bhAvadhimAM ja Ave che. pahelA bhAvadhimAM khAlI IrahyA che jyAre A varSamAM barAbara ramatA sAthe puruSArtha che. have puruSArtha lArA dhyeyane prApta karavA juva macI paDyo hoya, paNa je bhUtakALanA ma tha ta tene vikko Ave che. have te vino ya na karI zake to sidhdhI. bhAvathI pAmI zakato nathI. | viktA DarelAne mAthAmAM vino Ave che pANI ne sAdhanAmAMthI koI halAvI zakatu nathI. vina Ave ke na mA pA vikkIne junavAnI tAkAta paNa karI lIdhI che tene ja bhillI nAmanI bhAvadharma prApta thAya , vija Ave tevA karmo ja jUtAmAM vahyA hoya athavA vAdhelA te ka sTomAM ja paDyA hoya ane tenI utha Ave te pahelA jIva carthI sAdhanA karI Aga nIDathI jaya to te niti pama pAne pAmI jAya che.

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206 - 24 nISTharamAMthI 17 tIrthajInI sAdhanA I no je AgalA trIjA bhave ja pahelavahelI sAtho dharma pAmyA che. baMnaDApamAM sAcI dharma tane pAmyA nathI. za, vyavahArathI hAtha mArAdho hoya, paNa palavalI to zrA AgalA bIjA bhavamAM ja sAcI varmapAmI, samadina Adi pAmI, zathinA kI niraticAra cAra pANI na DarI- devaloka pAmI pachI sIdhA nIra tarIke janmyA che. sabhA temAM kAraNa zuM sAbag:- SArakA vino Ale tevA Do bAMdhyA na hoya, ane bAMdhyA hoya to tene udaya Ave te pahelAM to bhAvanA grI maDhI jAya. mATe badhA mAdhaDane purAvuM paDe tevo niyama nathI . jema tame sAmAyika vabara karavA mATe vijya karIne beThA che. nema bIjI vyakti tapa karavA mATe viSNajaya karI lIdhI che. jema mAthAnuM dahana vyApaka opImAM evuM che tene jInabhata daivI siddha karI lIdhI che. tene janabhakita karatAM viddha AvI zake paNa tene tenI kroI cabhava thAya nahIM. tenuM varNana anuSThAna che je viko vagaranuM ja hoya. * sabA - DIpA tIrtha, tIrthakara nAmakarma kyAre niyata kare ? saba-dIpaka lIghara AgalA trIjA bhavamAM ja nIrthakara nAmakarmanAvIne kare. 'zaparelA baLe tevuM bane che, pachI nirAcIna katha pachI to gelerI che ke avazya tenI banaze. aniDAthIna karma to khoravAI pakA jAya. jyAre nikAcIna karma Thama La Ave che. zuba kharAcIna ane azubha nikAcIna ane potapotAnI rIte vaLa Ape ja paDazreNImAM mArA jIva bhogavyA vagara niDathI karmono Tebalo karI zake che. zubha nizAcIna karmathI to jIvane anukuLatA rahe che. jyAre azubha biDAyIta karma jokhama ubhuM kare che. viddharanAmakarma te AkhA jagatamAM kIrvAda apa che. pautAnA mAAne ane jagatanA juvo te kalyANanI banI. za, badhA ja pujya pipI ne ja tevuM nathI. paNa tIrtha2nAma no dhawbhAvanAnI parADANa che. te kyAM jAya

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203 tenA darzana mAthI jIvo dharma pAmI jAya. temanI mAni evA mAgathI to ghaNA jIvo bAMdhIbIja, sADatta Adi pAmI jAya. temanI prazAMta AvRtti, ahinIya |AI thAyaOM AvA jIvane DeTalA bhoga maLe tema hai chatAM ATalo tyAga, AvA adabAvathI ja AkRti jatAM dharma pAmI jAya. rUpa jyAre ghaNA puNya to evA hoya ke jIvane ulthamAM Ave eTale cAnsI rIe pAyamAla karI nAMkhe. ane tenA panAre je paDe tene paNa barAbara karInAe. bAbAne hitakArI bane che . tIrthaMDara thavAze. mATe to sa bhava nizcita che. bIja jIvo to GadAca eja bhavamAM sAco dharma pAmI sAdhanA karI navI paramapadane pAmI jAya. paNa A puchya gata va ajJA daze sA bhakti kare OM tyAre tene daze2e vighno Ave nevuM nathI. paNa kadAca traNe prakAranA vido dhAve to tene te jItelA che, 3 praznAranuM satva zI AtmavaLa tenuM khIleluM che. be vyaDita ekacitte ekAkAra thaIne bhakti kare che, temAM breDane tevuM che ke teno rasa je vighna Ave to ne bhakti karatAM gaghaDI paDe, jyAre bIjane vina cA to tene DoI asara thAya nahI. mATe bannenI eDaDAratA,ullAma, vidhi, aNizudhdhatA samAna dekhAya paNa 28nAnI karIe pithArIe to vAvata kaiTalo badho che. bhAvI dharmanI DhatA ane cAlI gaI che tene vighna pA Ave paNa vighnajya tene thayo che. of athANAnuM satva keTaluM che. tene jIna vathananA samAna khAtara gAvu pagalu ba tene bhakita DaranAM DoI vinna bhAve to vizvaLanA peza karI zake nema nathI. mAre tenuM anuSThAna mRna manuSThAna che, sAmAyika, pujA, bhakti, tapa hai koNa kthAGastAM dvaMIpaNa vighnI amara na thAya to ja tene te sthAno vighnA kahevAya. ane vizvajyavAkhI vyakitane ja ne dharmanI saMdhdhI maLe, mabhA tyAkhyAna mAM nabbAnI prithAmAM vinaya kyAre thayo kahevAya

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20 "sAdeba :- :- vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA DoIpaNa vastunI maiM koiyaNa vAtAvaraNanI asara na thAya. natva zravaNanA bhAvomAM garmIvA vAtAvaraNanI asara na thAya to vinaya DadevAya. atyAre to uparathI eka pATIyu paDe nI paNa najara kyAM jAya ? sabhA:- tene to 'caDInA DovAya. na sAdeba!-- tame mAne vaDItAM kahetA hazo to pachI meDAubhamAM vhelA vadhAre caDI devAyo. temanA mapramAM asaMkhya vicA2e vyAlyA ja kare, jarUra hoya ke na hoya. hamaNA dhA vicAra DaranAM hoya tyAM bIjI mInITe bIjo vicAra hoya, mATe magajamAM gama tyAMthI game 1 vicAra cAlatA hauya tene DAI karastA nakahevAya, paNa nama game ne vAtane, tenI upayogItAne badhu ja jhDapathI paDaDI ghaDI tenuM nAma cakronA hai atyAre tamArUM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM baiju kyAM kyAM cAlatuM hoya ze? koNa Avyu, DoNa gayu, koNa zuM kare ! are jarUra na hoya tyAM paNa na hastI hoya ne ! oI vyakti cAvIne jA rADa pADe to tamArI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM kveDAganA dekharI dhyAna tamAruM kyAM tha? mATe ceDAJanA nathI. h " jaima nI eka khamAsamaNu vyApatA "IcchAmi" bolo cho. eTale IcchAthI khamAlamakyuM Apu chu. deva-gurune ja khamAsamaNu ApavAnuM che. A ja tatva pUjanIya, vadanIya che. tevuM lAgyu che mATe svecchAe koinA paNa dabANa vagara ke zarama vagara tame ApI cho . badhI dharma IcchAthI jaDavone haiM mATe ja dareka jgyAe "IcchAmI " gauvyuM che, " jAvaNijjAai " bolo tyAre AI zuM thayo? mAnA sAgarlR vaMdana karI cho ne vakhate mana-vacana-GAthAnI eDADAranA joIze, mATe mAruM mana, indriya, UdAranA nimittImAM,viSaya, kaSAyomAM nahI` Aya. tevA beMkalpa mAthe khamAsamaNlR Apu chuM. khAlI bIna jaravI vighno kare tevA jeTalA viSaya, kaSAyo che. tenI nirodha karI khamAsamaNuM ApavAnuM thai . pachI niiidayAe meM bolo cho ceTale mAnA dhA bhAvone vIsIrAvIne vyApavAnuM che. atyAre sA) saMgIta vAgavAnuM cAlu thAya nau pachI mArA zabdo tamane DAna athaDAIne ja pAchA Ave ne! devalAI saMgIta paNa jo vAgatuM hoya to khamAsamaNAmAMthI

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209 bIje mana bhaya nahI. tame to atyAre bIlo thI judu ane Dara jo judu. pratyeka yiAmAM bolyA pramANe vartana karavAnuM che. tyAre tame karo cha ? je pratijJA cho tenAthI virudhdha ja vartana karatA hova cho. eDa mATalA khamAsamaNAmAM paNa Delo tyAga suNo che. duniyAnA badhA dharmomAM vinaya, namaskAra, vade paNa kyAMya ATalA nita niyama nathI. atyAre dareka kiyA tamane kevI lAge che, sabhA:- mahAmulI lAge che. bhAva-mahAmulI ja lAgavI Ige paNa tamane to mAmulI lAge che tevuM ja tamAruM varNana . saMgItanI vAta karI paNa te vakhate be kadAca tamane managamatI * vAnagInI gauDama Aje to momAM pANI ghuse ne ? tema pAceya indriyanI vAta che. are koI Daca rUpALI vyakti na hoya paNa je te vakhate dhAve to dhyAna DhAM jayI eka khamAsamaNuM mApavuM ne paNa evaratinI dithA che. '' mApaNI ekeyA evI nathI ke jemAM hajAro pApono tyAga nahI.eka bamAmamAmAM adA karI che satyanuM kAvya A paribanI tyAga keTalI Ave te vakhane paisAmAM mana hoya to na cAle kharA ? mamarAnI tyAga sii khamAsamAM ApavAnuM che. eka khamAsamaNAmAM paNa TheTalA prakAranI ghara che. khAsamaApanAM udAca kauI bole ne vapane gusso Ave to cAle khasa duniyAnA koI dharmamAM AvuM vaMdana nathI. mATe vina DIjha khANuM ApavuM je I-vacAnA khela nathI. ghaNA ya mAne che. pAMDya che namAvI pUjA, pramAnA DamI , bhugonA artha barAbara samaja pramANu kApI aise barAbara vidhi sahita sthApyuM devAya. paNa pAMceya bAvadharma purvaka khamAsamanuM ApavAnuM che. te ja barAbara ANu kahevAya. Avu thApI kALI bI. ApaNane pAtha mAM " lavajI " thaI gayA. temane ghaNI suMda2 2canA karI che. temane "bhavanAtha" pazunA vanamAM bhaLu che "oDavAra nuM vedanA re Agama lIna thAya dhana AgamamAM karI ne pIne ja mArI { Apane vedanA thAthanI mArI mA bhava sALa che. huM Apane prAdhAnya 3

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ke eka vakhata vidhipUrvaka varabA kI hAphu. mATe vicArane AvA mahApu e thAvuM kahyuM che mATe keTaluM 672 vI. atyAre tamArAthI khavidhiveda na thaI zake. paNa eka Tako vra ThA, pAMca TakA ema karatAM karatAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya. paNa tamArI no atyAre eka thAmAM paNa naMbara Ave tema che ? sabA - AvI samajI ja nahItI. mArNava - rasa nahoto mATe samajaNa nahInI meLavI. paNa hAsyAmAM badhuja lakhANa che, "javaNajA" nI bhAvArtha vAcI tyAre temAM haja prakAranA mana-vacana- DAyAvI pAMca Indriya dvArA thatA tamAma viSatha-kaSAyono tyAga karavAno che, je maduSkara che. ANamahArAjA nemInAtha bhagavAnanA 1dAra mAdhune vaMdana karyA jenAthI ja nArInuM nivAraNa thayuM. temAM ZTalo lAla thayo ke dhAyika samInane prApta karI janAkInuM nivAraNa karyuM. sAthe cabuta karmanI ni . vAtmAnA sukhano anubhava ththaratA te vena thithI ja hatuM. te bhAvavaMdana nadInuM. te mATe vicAraje bhAvavana 82dhu dura haze. saMta ne karavuM mAmula che. ne zAmanano vedanA ume lokottara dharma che. sAmAnya dhamamAM zuM mAne che bahumAna para page lAgavu namaskAra karavI tenuM nAma vaMdana. dave vya vedanathI je 4 nAradI 1ii ATalu na hoya to bhAvavana nuM to TheTalu pa : ..' sabhA:- "Issovi namudAyo" te A namaskAra Arabay:- te tauddhapakIno namaskAta che. te te pachI to juva evaH munamAM vijJAna pAme. e namaskAra lAvavA mATe bekagrAunDa pe to lAkhkhI namaskAra DavA paDaze. uthI jUmakAna namaskAra prApta karavA AvyAma rUpe thA bhava jaya. sabhA kRSNAzAne vana 02nAM bhAva bhaLyo to bIjI traNa nArI tarI jana ? , lAvavihatamAM naragamana thAya poSa te vakhate bAtha bhI hota to vizeSa lAbha mA. paNa TakI nArI tuTI

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21 jAya tevuM na kahevAya. bhAviAtanI hAjjImAM nagamana thatuM nathI. temane tema vu paDyu 3 temI bhAvAti pAmyA nahotA. gayA che. jyAre bhAva navavAdamAM vyA 7stA hai Dai samadInI no phaiTalA marIne narI kas cAritrI to eke naraDa gayA nathI. paNa bAMdhelu roDamAM hoya te khapI jAya tevuM nathI. naDDAmAM janmanAra paNa e bhAvathI vistRtI pAse to tene uccakupano ucca thAya. azubha Da tuTI jAya . pApakarmanuM puNya karmamAM tatkALa kULanuM rUpAMtara thAya . mabhA:- bhAvirata dema na pAmI vALyA1 sAheba :- yAgi modanIya nikAcIna che. atyAre te toDI zaOM tema nathI, cAi modanIya toDyuM maheluM nathI, tIrthaMkarane pappA te karma besADI rAkhe che, badhA domAM modanIya karmanI tAkAta vadhAre che, ane temAM nakAcIta modanIya hoya to tenI sI vadhAre tAkAta che. hatA have mayakhAnuM jInagnimAM vighna mAvaOM na Ave paNA bunabhaktimAM je bhAva vijyavALA ja hatA. vizvothI te temAM vacalIta thAya tema nathI. ghaNA eTalA satvazALI hoya che OM dharma karavA beThA eTale beThAM. temAM saMsAranA koI saMyoganI ke vyaktinI tAkAta nathI ke temAMthI temane vicalIta DI zake. jema sAmANika jharAvai| tyAre dinA khapra samAcAra Ave pA DAI thAya nahI. pachI mAmAzDa puSTha thAya pachI te game teTaluM rahe, pA A vighnayanA tene pariNAma che. lo jema kRSNamahArAjA yudhdho kare, sAmrAjya mekhate paNa aThThamanI sAdhanA karavA bene tyAre kevI rIte bece. temanI ekAgratAne DoI toDI nA vA mA viSNunI nizAnIo che. ApaNe eka paNa kriyAmAM vizvajya meLavyo che? jo thoDo thoDo pachA vizvajja thayela hatI teTalo lAbha maLe. pA utkRSTa vistavAkhAnI kriyA ta javA bhAdAyI banatI nathI. have jene tamAma viddhaya thaI gayo tene sidhdhi bhAvadarbha AvI jAya. .

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21 2 sidhdhibhAvadharma ke je dharma siddha thayo nai dharma tenA jIvanamAM niraticAra anuSThAna hoya. jaima sAmAyika davA beThA te vakha bethImAM mana-vaSyana- DAyAvI ekapaNe aticara na lAge tevuM tenuM sAmAyika hauya. tene niraticAra kriyA daivAya. tamAma thiA aticAra vAta TharavA yogya bhAva. AnA mATe navAra eka prakArano doSa che. ApaNI tyA daSinA 4 madAra batAvyA atikrama vyatama tathA anAcAra. lIdhailI pratijJAno bhaga nivArathI thato nathI. aticAra sudhI bana anuSThAna gaNAya che. temAM khAmI che. paNa vata bhALI javuM nathI . paNa anAcAra maivAthI eTale ghara bhAgI jAya che. jema upavAsanuM paccakhANa lIdhuM ane tene khAvAnI IrachA thaI tI tavAra lAge paNa paracA bhAMgI nuM nathI. paNa paccapADA lIdhA pachI te je khAvA besI jAya to na bhAMgI jAtha hai, dArU anAcAra sevAI gayI che. khAvAnI IcchAthI aticAra lAge pa7 muLamAMthI vrata tuTanuM nathI. ; sabhA:- upavAsamAM pArakAnI citA 33 tI maticAra lAge. sAMjI:- tama patha najAra volo cho te che " pAraka tanI cinA kIdhI " paNa pAMu, sAmayika na lIdhu hoya anai pArAnA divasa mATe kAca vAnagI banAvI to pApa nathI. upavAsa karo tyAre mAre A khAvuM nahI tevA paccakhA che paka dAve khAvuM nathI tevA paccakhANa nathI. vaima te divase mAre khAvuM nathI tevA paccakhANa pama bIjane khavaDAvavuM nahIM tevA pauLa nathI, mATe to khavaDAvo upavAsa banI thI. tema chalanA sAda sI vAnagI banAve teTalA mArAthI anicA2 na lAge. pahuma rinI ciMtA cho, IrachA karI to koSa lAgI. have tame pAranAnI ciMtA thA zArAthI seo I 1 vyavasthA rUpe vithAra Do DI DuM peTamAM kurakuriyA bole che ke mI pachI Ave che. jethI savAre garamAgarama rAba pIvuM, maga khAva. AvI je IcchAthI thinA ta vAvya, manamAM AkarSaNa che mATe do che. anicA2 bhAge, jaima pAraNA mATe mArga banAve te vakhane tenI sugaMdha mAthI moMmA pANI

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* 213 Ave. mATe anivAra lAge che. upavAsamAM bhAvatI vastu mI mADakA thAya to coma atathA lAge paNa je dhvasthA mATe banAve to aticAra na lAge . DArA atyAre je vastuno tyAga karyo che tenI viruddha bhAva nathI zabdo - niraticAra eka navArathI daravI che IrathA karavA che pramANamAM ApavuM ghaNuM ja muzkela che. sAmA kahyu che ke dhyiA niraticAra karavI "sadhAra paNa 56NA che. je atyAre tamAre veda raNA ja nathI. tamAre anya e zastrI, AvyA che 8 mitipUrvaka e bhavuM hotha to paNa laDatha vaNa tIrtha jJAnI davA chatAM paNa misAIlone hAthIne AI nathI. huM niti zuM anina badhAnuM vana tItharDara karyuM che. cothI DaranAra mA kAmane paNa niti niyaMma ya ne para batAvyA che. sabhA- corI thavI e ja aniti nI mArebag:- kaparA saMyogomAM corI karanArane nAlAyaka na karI zakI . A DhAmAM bahAra vaMTIyAna zuM chApa, Imeja hatI. bahAraghathA ImAnadAra ja hoya. tevI juvAna jodha ii nIkaLe hAtha para na caDAve, koIne paNa game te rIte na le. jaMgalInI jema na ja leTe. ' are bhAInI vAne paNa kubAvAra hautha. jaima game te vyakti gaNiI sthA jaI vare tAre Ama karavAnuM che to te pAI, 9 mA to amArA nAthAranI vizvaEda kAma che. ame paNa amAre hRAcArathI vidhya javI to pApa lAgI. tamane tamArA dukhAvAnI khabara che tane kaiTarI hAI kAsTa karavAtha. chatAM tamane purI tamArA kuLayAra, kukathA to khabara che; ja thAvizIkA lakhI tevI temane kula vIma vijhA lakhI che. temAM laI viMs che. temAM dareka vyakti mATe potapotAnA guNadharmavA che tenuM pAlana karI tau pujya baMdhAya te badhAnuM varNana che. ja kAmamAM udyo DucAra dharma evo te khabara che tathA

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214 AzramamAM cho sabhA:- gRhasthAzramamAM chIe sAheba - are ghaNA la vAnaprasthAzramamAM che. nenI dharma zuM che ne khava2 che. myunITI tarIke tamArA vaidhya kuLa I. have temAM samAcAra che I ne khabara che dhanA sArthavAhanI juva AgalA bhavamAM zreSThIpura tA. ne vakhate temane mistrI sAthe bagIcAmAM na karI. temanA bApAne khabara paDI taithI dade che sapA kuLane mA pravRtti hathita nathI. bhale te sAma sAruM kAma che paNa ApaNA sukha mATe 6thata nathI. - pA tame atyAre kyAM pahoMcyA cho? tuLadharma barAbara pAme to vyakti aneka zukano vikAsa karI lauM. ane tenAthI tene puNya baMdhAya. bhUtakALamAM priya pachI tyAre janamA dIna jaya vara jAya che tenuM khADu ' jaya ane kanyA paNa tenI sAthe po. kSatriyANI paNa IraI parADanI dvatrijoie. AbhAra sAhebanuM amAre tyAM lagnamAM zuM Ave sAhis - tamAre mATe vaiSNakuLamAM dikarInA lagna thAya to mA-bApa kyAre AgAmAM thathAlaData dhana-vaibhava, saMpatti AjIvana cAle naiTaluM Ave che. mATe ja zA chIecIjha che. atyAre tamAre tyAM caDakhaDa honI cAlad karI munIone sArtha vyavasthA 3ravA pAchaLa gahana zasya nuM - diDAne vArA pe saMpattI mane, pApa dikarIne kyAre bApanI saMpatti che. parAnIne atha tyAre ja sthAvara milkata to ApI zake nahI mAre AmA ja yathAmati saMpatti Ave. sabhA. Ama Ape to zanivAthInI thAya sAhebajI - cA badha mA kho gapyA che. diDa tame jeslI vAra Apyo tenAthI karI kirIne vadhAre ApyuM hoya tevuM banyu kha A parapo to pI 2 dikarI Adi vALathIthI jezI sudhI sukhI che te mATe prabhupaM, ane pitta bane yathAptADita Ape.

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215 daksanI ja vyavasthA che ? 'mA' to strIne ja banavAnuM che. kudarate tenA para saMtAnone 42 juDaya che. mATe tenA ghaDatara mATe, tene saMskAra ApavA mATe mAtA gharamAM ja che. paraMtu atyAre teM paristhiti sAva uMdhI I. A tamArA zikSaka, bane chApA megejhIna mIDIyA dvArA badhI paraMparA taDI bhathadara sthita satI kI che. saMskAra, zIla, mAra mAre zIdhyA jaDe tema nathI. tamArI dikarI citthATe Dole jamAM jaIne devI taiyAra thaI che. vAna thAya nema 1 mATe A badhu dudharmanI viruddha che. uccakuLanI cIrI bajAramAM phare 1 vakha jatA daiyAmAM strIo ne paNa DhIla, sadAcAra che tema nathI . lagna loko Dumana varI ja prApya 8, jaima sAmAyika pratimAne, pUjA , bhakti adhyAtmIka dha0. jyAre pelo sAmAjika dharma che. mATe sAmA jakAtane tArI jatI nathamAM na pAme to pApa lAge . zuLadharmane UMDavAnA kAraNe tamane A badhI vAta bAbAmAmanI jamAnAnI vAta lo che. junI vAto kharAba hoya to ame vausvA taiyAra chIe. paga A badhI vAto lakhanAra te pUrvadhara najIka che. mATe badhA DuLadharma pAmavA cogya che. ane pAkhanAra magana Adi badhA puca dhAya che. ' daheja prathA mATe Aje keTaluM ukhADAya che. pAga khabara che A vyavasthA gone sthApI che te mApuruSoe sthApelI vyavasthAnI miA kara, vakhoDelI pApa baMdhAtha huM nahIM 1 prabhu tamArI saMsA2 pAga jhaTalI ciMtA urI haze. kuLadharmanuM vana e svataMtra viSaya che. mATe vyavasthA tauDavAthI sva. ane paranuM khUba ja mahatta thaI rahyuM che. dave middhi bhAvavadhAkhA anicAra rahIna, azuddha kiyAre eka paNa doSa na lAge tevI temanI yiA hoya. jo eka doSa paNa lAgI jAya to : jIva siMdhine lAya? nathI. jema sAmAyikamAM aticAra devA devA vyAM lAge che, have tame sAmAyikamAM be hI ane huM mayaNA zrIpAkhanuM vana 8 9

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216 mAM Ave che ke dhavalanA nikI drAkSane mAravA vAvyA. A pApa A pAtra che eTale tene zI zI jADAya. cA pA para AdamaNa thAya te vakhate mane sAnA ema thAya che zrIpALa jenI jAya to sAru, dhavala hAre to sAru. je lAvI bhAva tamane bhAmAthAmAM Ave to paNa anivAra lAge, naima zrIpALa khAlI ! hA mijA che paNa jyAre temane ja-va- masA bahu ma Dha tyAre te ' sAMbhaLatA ja ghaNA thA lI zoka lAge , - je tamArI dikarI sAthe ke khothA nA sI samAcAra tame sAmAyikamAM hova maLe. te vakhate zaga dha thAya vAra lAge. nA samAdhimAM tamane magha DADhavAnI, AMgI pha2vAnI, prabhunI AratI utAravAnI AvI AraMbha-samAraMbhavALI dharmanI paga mananI IcchA thAya nI auSa lAge. , sAmAdhimAMthI uDyA pachI A badhu ja vizeSa rIte karI zako cho , jema upavAsamAM khavAya to nahIM paNa khAvAnI IcchA haze to paNa doSa lAge . mATe mAna thAra thI uMDI vastu che. tethI niticAra kriyA karavA mATe pahelAM khuba samajavuM paDe che ane cha a sI vI anivAra lAge . ? kathA bhAva doSa rUpa che, kathA bhAva gukha pe , sabA - sAmAyikamAM zuM bhAva bAya , sAheba - viveda bhAva vAya . sArI kharAba zikSA na hoya tevA prakAranA dharmanA vicAra karI vADI. jaima bhagavAnanA guNonA, svarUpanuM ciMtana, sonA svarUpanuM ciMtana , bhAvAnanI saMthamALanI sAdhanAnuM ciMtana, AtmAnA svarUpanuM ciMtana , navatatvanuM ciMtana, svAdhyAtha Adi karI vADa cho. aneka prakAro che, paNa vAthI vAyA paNa sAheba- mAraMbhavA pravRti nenA bhAvI na karI vADAtha. ThANa tame pratikAmAM sAutha pApono tyAga dhyache . : jema tame sAmAyikamAM 48 cho ne TapAlI AvIne 8 A nAmanI pAba tamArI che ane tame 2 pADo. have eka TapAlamAM seii tamArA dikarA

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217 3mInA sapA dhaMdhA mATenuM sucana 58121 bAbatanI vAta hoya, OM pachI hoya, ane te pramANai Dare tyAre temAM jeTalI dikSA thaI te vAmAM tame bhAgIza jaima TapAla AvyA pachI ja te sUcana pramANe zidiThamInA sagapaNa thathA ane pachI je teno malAra cAlI te badhAmAM tamArI disyo, have AvuM mAmAyikamAM cAle kharuM?, mAre A vA doSo che.

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* * 10-105 Finale: Aso vada bIja. | pa-pU. zrIyuganuSaNovALa bhagubhya nama: madha bhAvadharma govANiyA 25 anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthakkara paramAtmA bApA AnnA mATe niraticAra dharma anuSThAnane prApta karAvavA dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI TIe krodha dharmayAtmAmAM thApa niraticAra paNa pragaTe che tyAre ja te jIva tenA parirUpane prApta kare che. paripUrNa phaLanI upalabdhI mATe agiddha, cauDasAI sAthe niraticAra anuSThAna ja joIe. jema vasaI banAvAmAM paNa jo tenA niti niyamo barAbara na pADI to phaLa barAbara mane kha jaima sI taLavA besazo tyAre je tela barAbara garama na thayu hoyane vastu nAkhI to zuM thAya athavA vadhAre paDjha tela garama thaI gayu hoya ne vastu nAkhI to paNa zuM thAya 1 mATe vagara cokaThasAI kriyA karI nI adhuru phaLa maLe , u, Dha maLe tevI ApaNA badhAnI bhAvanA che. zALImAM vAMco ! AvA pachI Avu , mAvI bhakitathI Avu phaLa , ceka sAmayinuM ? AvuM , A badhu jANI tyAre ema thAya che amane paNa Avu La maLe . paraMtu je agni, niraticAra anuSThAna karyA hoya tene ja mAvA phaLa maLyAnA dAkhalA zAstrAmAM che. che paNa kiAAmAM mana-vacana-DayAne samajhanAthI joDavA joIe. paraMtu mana thathaLa chovAnA kaccha dhyiA karatAM bIjai bartha mana jatu rahetu hoya che. jema zAyA pachI purI sAtha ApatI nathI, paraMtu nirjanathAra DaranAranA upayanuM vani vAMcI to khyAla mA 8 temanA mana-vacana -DAthAne bIje kyAMya javAno savAla ja na hoya. cAvI lagatA lAvavA mATe khuba ja prayatnanI jara che. sabhA - 2ma nathI mATe prayatna thato nathI ne. sAheba - jema A nathI tene nI pridhAna sAvadha paNa nathI .avanamAM dharmamAM kaMTALo, uga, abhAva, upako je Ave che te badhA mithyAtvano utha che. uldaSTa vino che. AvA jIvane to pradhAna bhAvadharmanI anAva che ,

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219 219 jyAre midhibAvadharmavALAne to dharmamAM purepurI 2 che. sAthe purUSAnI tanyastA che uparzata viranI Ave to tene DhatAthI junI DhADavAnI pazigAma che. mATe je AgalI ane pAsa nathI karato tene upalI s&AmAM praveza mapI phADatI nathI. atyAre to ApaNI nirInahAra sthAvALAnuM mAnasa devuM che te samajavAnuM zAstramAM vaja AmInuM darzana mAve che ke 26 vakhata temane hAthIthayelA, tyAre ziSyone kahyuM ke sui gatharImAM lAvaje. AyurvedanI TI zaradI mATe suMTha amIra davA che. gIthI vabane guru mahArAjane upasthIta karIne saMdano gAMgaDI Apyo. te pachIthI vAparavAnI hovAnA Thage temane jJAna pAchaLa : bharAvya . daLe bhojana thaI gayA pachI te suMThanI vismRti thavAthI gAMgaDo parva hI. paNa jyAre pratimA karatAM muhapanI saDavAthI cheka nIce paze. te vakhate temanI umara 0-5nI che. temane traNa varSaMI umare &iaa lIdhI hatI. ATalA lAMbA saMyama pathathamAM AvI viskRti pahelI vakhata thaI che. mATe vicArajI te keTalu upayoga pUrva jIvatA rahI ApaNo vadha lo vAtavAtamAM khUlI jatAM hoIe chIe. che paraMtu koipaNa kithAmAM zuM bolavAnuM zuM karavAnuM. devA bhAva karavAnA te bhUlI javAnA ThAra] na karI zakIe to temAM praticAra lAge. niraticAra anuSThAna S2vAvALAne ya vila na hoya. vartamAnamAM vaDiyA DaravAnI che, bhUtadAkhamAM kevI rIte kriyA karI tathA bhaviSyamAM kevI rIte karavAnI che te badhAnI sagopAMga uuthA tene hoya. jema goLI mArI jAya to cAlatAM, cAlavAra ja upayoga hoya, baulatAM bolavAmAM ja upacoga zotha mAre namanI sthiImAM thothA ana upatha : . na hoya. sabhA:- "upayoga e dharma AcaryamAM bolAya che. sAra:- "upayoga be dharma " tamAre vyavahAramAM baulAya che. te jaya rA arthamAM vaulAya . mATe jyA DaravAnI hoya tyAM kahIe chIe upayoga khame. Ama ta upayoga, e pAgalAne khAlI dharma na kahI jAya .TamamAM jema ugarA

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Po hoya tema azubhamAM paNa jhAjhatA hoya che. * tame atyAre ekAgratAno paNa che artha Daro cho ? jema bhAratamAM koI tallIna thaIne badhuM ja bhUlI jAya tene tame ekAgratA mAno cho. paraMtu Ama badhu julo javu naine pra ekAganA nathI hotA. A to eka dhunI kahaivAya. ghelA gvAya. phugAvatInu Tana ave che. bhagavAnane samavasarAmAM sUrya, caka muLa svarUpe mAvyA che. prabhunI devAnA pANI cAlI rahI che. paNa suI, canTa hAjara hovAnA dAra rAgI paDI gaI te khabara paDatI nathI. te vakhane DAkAra thaIne te dezanA sAMbharI rahyA che. paNa khyAla na rahI 8 zagI paDI che. mATe zAstramAM temane mATe zuM lakhyuM che temane bhUla karI, doSa lAgI. mAre je samaye je upayoga karavo joIe ne na DarI. thaDathI. mATe tene DAratA na karI paNa jula bI tema kahyuM. jyAre taimanuM khyAla Avyo ke rASTrI paDI gaI che tethI uThI gayA. DArA temane samayanuM bhAna hatuM. mATe samayanu bhAna na hai tene upayoga zunyanA kahevAya. paNa ekADAratA na devAya. manuvANI tI 16 pora cAlI che. temane hAstranA koI baMdhana na hoya. te na zo vizara paNa karI zake. zAstranA baMdhana to chaTamastha mATe che. mATe zrotA narIke vAparI Ave zakti thAya pahelAM uThI javuM joIe . . sabhA:- sAdhu bhagavaMta vaTI besI ravAnA sAMbhaLI zake, bhAda- za, mobad ache. tethI to AkhI rAta paNa rahI zake che, sabhA saMbakhavA AvelA zrAvikAo e bemI za1, sAvaja - temane skA cAlyA javuM joIe. hAtha ma Atha nIne vinimAM nathI. thAye sAthI sarvavinimAM che. temane prazvanI thAi pADavAnI Avai. ! mATe upayoga, mAvadhAnIno artha judo che. sabhA:- to badhA gAya che "ame samayanuM bhAna bhUlyA" mAdhu:- tevuM hoya to dIka ja che AvI baktine ghelachA karI che. jaima name sAmAyika puravA beso tyArathI tamane barAbara khyAla hovo joIe ke zu kAM 3ravA

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221 cIza vI. sabhA sAmAyika - miniTe pANI ja levuM joIe . sAhebajIniricAra karanAraneM to pANI javuM joIye samayanuM paNa te jAta pUrvakanuM bhAna joI che. hakIkSAnI tane khyAla rahevo joIe. sabhA to pachI amAre badale patalata mInITa thAya to hauSa lAge. sAhebaja - vaiSa kharI, paNa tamAre je moya moTA doSonuM nivAraNa karavuM nathI ane AvA nAnA nAnA dauSone paDI ciDAsa karaze to. paraMtu pahelAM moTA bI ja kADhavAnA che sAthe nAnA dIpI DyA lAge che te samajavAnuM che. paNa dUra te pahelA namo ja doSI 2vAnA che. sva tame bhakta thatA vA ne je te vakhate tame zAstrAnA tatvanAthananamAM pana pIvo nI doSa rUpa che. 2 avasare nahotuM thavAnuM temAM tame mana parovyuM. jema vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA vicAro Ave OM ja pUjA bA che mA vidhi bAkI 4 mAvA mArA vicAra karI tau paNa AricAra IM. te mATe yogya vyavasare uthita vastunuM samaganAthI bhAna rahevuM tenuM nAma eDADAnA upayoga che. jema zu vaiyAvacca karatAM bIjA yogamAM mana jAya to cAle kharuM? sabhA:- maMda budha ravAnA Dage bhUlI jaIe to mAlajI:- namane maMda budidha dharmamAM ja naDe che ne dhaMdhAmAM thotha kare kharI? tamArA rasanA viSayamAM badhAne bhAna hovuM ja hoya che. tame koI mANasuSamunI jevA bulaDA cho. bhara bhAminI oLakhANa ApI zako tema cho . ceTaluM ja nahI te vyaktinI bIjI keTalIya mAhitI yAda che. A vA svabhAvano che. tenA us so, mAmA lakSma 1 bIju deTalI paMthAtI bharelI hoya che. bIlo lITa mApu saMsAramAM jarI bAbatanI mAhitI hIya, paNa adhyA ja yAda nathI rahevuM kAraNa zuM? puruSArthanI mattejanA nathI. 2sa nathI. tamArI kAMI bhAva

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chI buddo dvIpakSama nathI. pallu cAvADa hovuM joIe tenI ja tamane khyAla nathI. mATe DhagalAbaMdha aticAra lAge che. | niraticAramAM AvyA te jIvI saMbhAvanA cheDe pahoMcyA che. zAha ha4 temane dharma sidhdha thathI che. je jhaDapathI tene upavAno che. che ghaNA ne sAco dharma maLato ja nathI. jo maLe to gamato nathI. zradhdhA nathI, game te puruSArtha nathI. have puruSArtha che te vizvane junI che ke tema nathI. mATe mithvibhAvadharma pAmavA nI thI ja duas2 che. pagathA ghAvanuM sAmAyika AvuM hatuM. zAstramAM je rIte mana-vacana-kAyAnI upayoganI samaganAthI eka DAratA sAvadhAnI sAthe banAvI che. te rIte tenuM A anuSThAna hatuM. jema tame kAusaga pharatAM paNa je tatvaciMtanamA caDI jAya to daoNSa lAge. sabhA:- te vakhate azvinana kare to doSa. sAhebajI - tame te vakhate vistAramAM cAlyA ja ne samaya vadhAre thAya to doSa lAge. je thaI samaya thAya te paNa doSa lAge. gabaLave rAkho to paNa doSa, ane vadhAre samaya lo to paNa che. mATe nirAcAra anuSThAna khubaja jAgRti mAMge che. : sabA -vijayavALA aNizudadha anuSThAna kema nathI dathI vAtA. sAhaibaja - tene kiyA tAM ema thAya ke kadAca kithAmAM jUla na thaI jAya. mAre 'je sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe che te ja tacAra . bhUla thavAnI ciMtA che te ja * batAve che ke haju manuSThAna sidhdha thayuM nathI. bhUla na thaI jAya tenI ciMtA rahelI hauya te paNa eka bhUla che. jema nA 3paDanA vepArIne lADo lADanA ciMtA hoya che te ADo phAkI jo ke kAkA , 1 sabhA:- Adata paDI gaI che mATe svAbhAvika thaI gayuM che. sAhepa- atyAre tamAre dharma, sadAcAra Ana pe thayA che ke parANe 12vA paDe che basa jyAre svAbhAvika thaI jaze tyAre siddha thaI jaze. tamArA vyavahAramAM 6 che ne huM ane A pagAsana sidhdha thaI gayu che.

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* 223 eTale zuM che ubhA paNa te mAsanamAM besI che ne tene kAMI thAya nahIM. mako besI zake. necarala jema besatI hoya tema besI zake. mATe nagarala levalamAM je thAya tene siddha thaya udevAya, tamArI yAmAM khAmI mAva tevI paNa meM tene citA hoya to sidadha thatuM na kahevAya. sapha maNizuddha kriyA karavA kaiTala hAIdai lIdhara . hajI bApA to tenAthI deTalA dUra chIe. jyAre mayaNAne badhI jakhabara che bhakti karatAM kyAre kathA pariNAmathI DaravAnuM che. eka gyA karatAM bIje vicAra na hoya, jema TIvI karatAM, cAmara vIjavAnA bAkI che tevo bhAva paNa na Ave. ' sabhA:- sAbiju 40 mInITa pachI sAmAthaDa pAro te doSa nahI 1 hajI vAta | magajamAM besatI nathI. sAhebajI:- dISa cauma che paNa nAno dIka che. paraMtu pahelAM to moTA doSo kADhavAnA che. mATe mahatva moTA dIkane ApIne phUra karavAnA che. jema tamAre bhAmAM moTo Dacaze paththI hoya tene pahelAM dUra karI bAjumAM ja paDI hoya tene pahelA 62 22. RnI jema dayA Ave. ghara sApha daranA pahelAM moTA moTA bAvA dUra karyA pachI nAnA carI DAyane sabA - jaminiTa pachI pANI che to te vadhAre samayano lAbha maLe. sAhebaT:- roTalA vadhAre thaIma suthI je pApapravRtti nathI karI teno lAbha maLe, paNa lIgho bIjA sAmAyikano lAbha maLe. paNa sAmAyika ya thaI gayuM che. - gaIkAle TAMta chApe tane mAmAyikamAM hovAne hAthane tamAro dikarI amerikAthI zaiva Avyo hoya to khuza thAunais Asara thAya ne tenA ATAno Anada thathI era thiA AvatA sudhI je miA thaI nai vadhAmAM tamArI anumodanA thaI a mA dISa moTo de relI doSa moTo mATe samaju, ANI masara doSanuM nivAraNa ka0AnuM che. tame je pAchalIdhA tainA vidadha bhAvone pravRtti purI lo lI motha a d. tame to zuM kare che moTI chI 2 kastAM nathI ane nAnI nAnI

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224 gadaDInI pIMga al. have Ane mATe zAstramAM upamA ApI che. jema zarIramAM daMDI ubhI thAya tyAre tene 21 2vA mIthu AgamAM ja jhaMpalAve. have ThaMDI caDhI che tene haravA gamInI jarUra che. tethI tApaNu pacavI paNa pachI kare che tenI bAjumAM bemI to ThaMDI 62 thatAM vAra lAgato mATe lAva, sIdhu tApaNA para ja bacyuM. cIle kahyuM che nAnI evI ThaMDI uDADavA mATe sIghu Akhu banI sasthAnuM pasaMda karyuM che to chevI vAta kahevAya . mAre tame nAnA DI pI Tokane uDADavA mATe moTo banI maravAno doSa sevyo. tamArI hAlata che ke nAnA nAnA daoNSonI pIksa karIne moya doSo thoDatA nathI. paNa pahelAM to moTA dIdhI ja DADhavAnA che. atyAre nAnA doSonI tI dhyAna doravA puranI vAta che. khyAla rAkhavAnI che ke cA yA doSa lAge che. | DivAmAM bhUla na thaI jAya tenI ciMtA te roSa che. paNa tamAre to atyAre thiAmAM jalana thaI jAya tenI ciMtA ka2vAnI che. AvI dayanA doSarUpa che. nAM tamArA mATe atyAre sevavA lAtha . kAraNa zuM? kaI vamaDAmAM 9thA doSa zaivavA, kathA choDavA tenuM barAbara jAna joIe. puja madhyAhana samaye ja DaravAnI che. caitravahana karatI vakhate A sutra vane yA , A ja vIrya zabdoccAra, ma aTakIne bolavAnuM hoya tyAM maga bolo, uMcA avAje kyAM bolavAnuM hoya tyAM nIcA avAje, laMbAvIne bolavAnuM hoya tyAM TUMkAvIne. AvA lo pheTa deTalA ropI che. je badhA ja aticAra kahevAya. mATe gaIkAle kahyu hatuM ne dhAveda Davo daI marelo paganinI cAra mAnuSThAna karavuM maza67ra . aima dhAveda karavo paNa keTalo sula che. dhanuSa vidyAmAM kaThaNAmAM sThA A 3LA che. pAMca pAMaothI khAlI ana ja zIkhI vAthI. DIvI para koI nA zIkhI gyA. droNAcArya jevA guNa hovA chatAM ekalA arjune ja zIkhI lAvyA. pAchA che?

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25 khabara hai rAdhAveda kaI rIne DaravAno hoya che . jema nIce ei-upara rahelI pharatI A punImAMthI vacalI putInI DAMbI Apa vaidavAnI che. kuranAM ratAM 01 eDanDa kadAtha punapInI AMkha dekhAya temAM teno vaida karavAnI che, mAre vicArane "keTalo upayoga, kuzaLatA, aMDAgratA joIe. ATaluM kaThaNa hovA hAM 63 dhu hai A zuM sarelu te paNa jInAsananI niticAra kriyA karavI duSkara che, mATe niraticAra dharma mAmulI nathI. jema atyAre dhaNA DeDogImAM lakhe che te temanuM ATalA varSonuM niraticAra vyAginI ame anumodanA karIe chIDho. paraMtu cA kApamAM niraticAra kriyA kuvAvALu Dora che kharuM 1 sabhA:- pradhA 6zmAM sALa pALe eTale nirsiMcAra .. para sAdebajI:- dhaMdhA DastA eTale pUrvanA mahAmunI pAkhatAM to tenA karatAM sAruM pA OM vartamAna jJAkhanI apeDhI mATe A DALamAM game teTaluM sAruM pAkhanAra hoya to paNa AvuM vidhAna hai Avo thavo Davo te asabhya bhASaNa che. jema DoI sAmAyiDa dharma zrAvaka sArI Dare to puNiyA dvAvaDanA sAmAya sAthe sAvuM to kevuM lAge 1 sabhA:- "kalikAla sati' evuM viruda kaima vyApyu sAdevajI:- DANa no "kalikAla sarvajJa" to mATe, sarvanano artha tha Do thAya che te khabara che ? tenA aneka I che . sarvajJa eTale sarva zAstranA niSNAta. sarvajJa eTale jJAnakaghAmAM niSNAta tema satAnIne paNa sarvajJa kahevAya. A DaliDAkhamAM jeTalA zAstro che. temAM tevo niSNAta che. ane sAre ja A bina da Apyu che.

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227 hpaYzrI yuganuSagnavijayajI sadagusabhyo nama: | gIvakhayA Te : 12-10-5 zarUvAra mAvada cotha. anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI taraIDara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvAne ratnAkInA sukhanI prApti mATe dharmanInI sthApanA kare che, mApurUSonI TIme na zAsanamAM samyaga na samyage jJAna, samya cArika vAyeluM che. ma prAthamika dhamAM AMzika rahI ane atizaya dharmamAM vizISa rIte ratnatrayI vaNAyela che. vaima tama pAMca rUpiyAnuM dAna karo. navasArathInuM paccakhANa karI che eka khamAsa maNa ApI, IrayAvidA karI de sAmAyika na pratikramaNa karo pAma badhAmAM maga daLakha , samyaga jJAna , sa cAritra samAyela che. nAnAmAM nAnI kriyAne niticAra s2vA mATe TIvI bhUmikAmAM praveza karava eII atyAre mane &lpanA ja nathI. ane tene khiricAra manuSThAna kayA zevAya tenI parakhabara nathI che jemake nitiyAra kiyA karavA mATe zAstramAM te zayAnI je rIte vidhi,bhAvo banAvyA che tene 1004. vAgI rahevuM paDe. jemA aMzA paNa khAmI na joIe. ' . mApAtrAmAM nAnAmAM nAnuM anuSThAna paNa karavuM hoya ne usthAnakamAM jaIne ja karavuM joIe. tyAM mA nA saMsAranA badhA bAvIno tyAga karavono Ave. voTsa "nadi Ave. - - - - - - - - - - - - tamA pazithila vyakita che vanuM mATe tamane saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA zaga , temAM je azubha bhAva che ne bathA anucita bhAvI che. A anucita bhAva kiyA karatAM nIve nahIM to kayA azuddha kahaivAya nahItemanI khamamamaNa ApI te vakhate tamAre dukhamAM che virIthI che ke cInane - bhAva paDyo hotha nI khamAsamaNa azizuddha apAtha baLI - * A paidhA hovAnA kArI seksI manikA karatAM palAM kamApanA AkhI jili rUDI che. Ama to mApana dara da2vAnI che. kAMI bAra mahine eka vAra ja DaravAnI nathI. paga dharma no zuM apekSA rAkhe che ke tame smabhAmAM

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- 220 rAga-repa thatAM hautha paNa dharma DaravA be teTalo TAIma to azubha bhAvI lila klI ApavI ja joIe. agigdha dharma karavA mATe ATalu nI mInImama joI. saMsAramAM DII badhA azubha bhAvothI mukta nathI, je tevA hoya to ame biradAvI . paNa saMsAramAM te azubha bhAva vatI hoya paNa dharma kare tyAre, teTalo TAIma tene kADhavA ja joIe ; sabhA:- amane to eka eka bane azubha bhAva AvyA ja kare che. sAhebajI: - kArAmAM tI ananakha azubha bhAvIne gADha sevIne asthamajavA . DathI , jaima ene janmathI ja roga thayo hoya tene zaiga ja prakRti banI jaya . tene AganuM sukha tI kalpanA bahAranI vastu che ne dArakA zaiga stranAya gAma vAI gayI che. tenI jema alIvAra jIve adhuba bhAva OMLavyA hai. ApaNe moTe bhAge dudhImAM ja DAkha vitAvyo che. ane durgatinA bhI jI bhagatanI bhava pAmyA chIe. jema pura bilADAnA bhavamAM kayA sthAne thI haa udAratAno bhAva thavAne chedo ja bhUkhyA tarasyA radetA hoya tenA kAraDI DII roTalAne karyuM che to badhA ja kutarA tarApa mAre. are eka bIjAnA moDhAmAMthI chInavI le. pazu nI mA, dirAnA momAMthI suthvI le. dilDara mAMnA mothI chInavI leare eka bIjane bacaDA paNA bhare. e jUkhI dUrI hoya to tenA tAja ja janmelA baccAne khAI jAya che. sthiti vadhu cheAvI sthitimAM zI uzara sariNuM, popaDA banI zakAya? svAthI ja bane ne! mAre AvI bhavamAM jyane tyAM trATa azubha bhAvo khavyA che. svAbha bhAva DAvA mATe pahelA azubha bhAva ne vAca, cabha bhAva vone karavAthI te bhamavuM eI , tamane koIpaNa vyakti pratye adhuba kAmanA thAya to azubha bhAva thayo. atyAre tame sAva lukhkhA banI jAya tevI vAta nathI. name lAgI hA paNa devI zakhavAnI. tenuM bhaluM thavAnI bhAvanA joIe. atyAre to Apane kevuM che ke ApaNane koI zaka naDe evI

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228 thAya OM kyAre A thAthI TaLe. tamane saMsAramAM nimitta maLe ne azubha bhAva thAya paNa dharma daranA sro azubha bhAva naDavo ja vIie.. ATalI sIDa dharmamAM . pratikramaNa karavA beso tyAre jIva mArA pratye samApanA thAya pachI ja sAcuM. pratikramaNa thAya. manathI paNa koinA mATe azubha bhAva kyA hoya tene parNa UmA ApavAnI che. have je marachAmI dukkaDaM ApIne pratikramaNa DaravA beso ne pachI pratikramaNanI kriyAmAM to te na ja e/e . thaI gayelI micchAmI dukaMsma che. mATe sidhdhabhAvadharma pAmelAnuM mAnasa Devu hoya ke temane jIvamAtra pratye ucIta bhAva hoya. ane maiM ja sidhdhI nAmanA bhAvadharmamAM pravezI zake. brahmanu have ucIna zabda barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhane, bhAva DavAnA eTale ke mATe zuM bhAva ka2vAnA bhAI-bardhana mATe kevA bhAva daravAnA, deva-guru pratye devA duzmana , E bhAva DaravAnA, pApI te adhamI pratye paNa zuM bhAva DaravAnI, badhA che DeDANe eka sarakho bhAva DaravAno nathI. paNa da2eka pratye karavA lAyada ja bhAva karavAnI che. eka'sarakho bhAva zakhI tene DoI niraticAra nathI detA. jema zrIpALa, mayaNA caityavaMdana kare tyAre temane jagatanA jaivA jIvo che tene anup bhAva temanAmAM pragaTelA hoya. jema kuTuMbamAM, parivAramAM, hai prajAjanomAM paNa te ghaNI kaDavA anubhava thayelA, tenI ghaNAe niMdA paNa karelI chatAM paNa kriyA karatAM A DoinA pratye paNa arucI, aNagamAnA OM krodhanA bhAva na hoya athavA mA mATe lAgaNInA bhAvI hoya, Dhe tenA TekAmAM lAne mATe gaganI jo paGgiAma hoya no nuM caityavaMdana dhAmIvApu kahevAya. tamArA manamAM DoipaNa kathA karatAM jAtanA jIva mAtra pratye ucIta bhAva lAvavAnA che . jo anucIta bhAva doya to te kriyAmAM doSa lAge che. anya varSomAM bhagavAnanA darzana karatAM oya AvA bhAvone vosirAvAnuM Datu nathI. mAvA AdhAro yoya nathI. Ama zrAvaDa dahIne praniyAga karI AmApanA dano ya che. paNa na

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229 'Do joya te paNa 12 mahine eka vakhata pratiDama karI dhamApanA ApavAnI che mApanA eTale jeTalI paNa geravartAva thayo hoya tenI tamAma zadha thaye, DoInI sAthe verajhera thayo hoya tenuM ja khAlI micchAmI dugDe zamAM thathAdotha tenuM paNa micchAmI dukkaDaM AdhyAnuM Avene mATe paNa " yuvA pratye anunivaninuM micchAmI duess ApavAnuM Ave, DIjIpAnA jIva pratyenuM anucIna vartabanuM micchAmI duhas mApavAnuM Ave. . anucIta kiyA e doSa :- dhaSyiA karanAnuM hadaya haiyu , tenA mATe deTa, dAbIbara ahIna che, tamane bhAmAM karAM pADozInA dIvA kharce aNagamAnI bhAva hoya to sAmAyikamAM aticAra de che. Ama nI badhA zubha bhAvone tilAMjalI ApavAnI che, paNa e A rItai na ApI zakatAM nI eTalIsTa dhathiApI DAM to ApavAnI ja che. '' A sabhA- mana upara amArI kAbu nathI, sAheba - mananI cAvI DonI pAse vIja pAse ne? hamaNA Doka svItha terIvAra ne tamArA mana-vacana-DAyA ane saupI dIdhA che. AMtara TIe vicAra to te ApaNI pAse ja che. sAmenAne davA javAnI jarUra nathI. tame "khAmemi maLe javA" bolo cho tyAre kAMI badhAne maLavA jAya che A jagatamAM eka jIva evo nathI jene kApA pIDA na ApI hoya. A saMsAramAM rika jIva sAthe banelIvAra saMbaMdha bAMdhyA che. dareka bhavamAM badhAne herAna che. A bhavamAM paNa jANyA tyArathI keTalAya du:kha ApIe . ane haju anaMta jIvone duSpa apAya che ne mAre te vakhate nAnA nAnA jIvanI paga mApana thavAnI che dhamApanA ApavA koI dhAne manI lADavAjA vathI mAre adiya be veda ja nathI dhamApanA kApavAnI che. tame AgalA bhavamAM dezana karelA avIne dAMI atyAre maLIne kamApanA karI zakavAnA nathI, paraMtu tene dhamApanA to karavAnI che. mAre paNa diyA karatA sAravu mAnama rtI e ja.

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230 * gIjha mahArAjA kRSNa mahArAja dhAyika samIkI hovA chatAM temanAmAM AvuM mAnama na hovAnA kAraNe bhAvathI ziyA-vina nahotA karai dhyA. dharma zAsananI badhI kriyAmAM hita samAyelI che.' sabhA:- to temane samakita kaima maLyuM. ' sAbajI - kRSNa mahArAjane 10 hajAra madhune vana DaranA umauDo Talo che sAkSI vila 32vA te laI mana vAta che. tame nI 1 sAdhune paNa vedana karatAM thAkI javane sabhA:- ATalA vaMdana kema thaI an sAheba - temanAmAM traNa TheTalu hoya? vAsudevanuM che. atyAre cheva saMghayAmAM paNa 200 2eo ukhema DaranArA che. ceTha lIkhaDA sakhiyAne paga toDI nAkhavo temane mana vAta hoya che. ane temanAM hADakA sabayA karatAM majapUna thayA ne? AvA to keTalAya tamArI halpanA bahAranA kharADI karI vADatA hoya che. have to chevA methayA, pAMcamI aro, 6s avamarthiNImAM AvuM thaI zakatu hoya to A to vAsudevanuM baLa sAthe paheluM saghayakA to kema na karI zake. teo temanA baLathI eka karIne pANI sAme pahoMcI zake. tame temane tamArI sAthe sarapAvo to kema cAle? tame to eka sAdhune vaMdana karavo hoya to paNa maratAM maratAM Dara cha. -- | zrIeNA vaMba kare che tyAre smanI sAthe pharI khaMDIyA rAja che. zAstra ATalA ullAsathI vaMdana kare te mATe sAthe badhA zapathI paNa vaMdana kare che. bau zaba havA mAM paNa eka eka karatAM badhA thAkIne vImI gayA. phata tenI bartha "vikImAMthI " sevA kare che. te paNa Ama to thAkI gayo che.paNa tema thAya che ke vAbhudeva vaMdana dare ne huM kema vI zreNI jau mATe chelle sudhI te vedana kare che. jema jIva thI prabhune pAmya daravavAnI bhAvanA darI ane abhinava hI paNa AvyuM che temane tyAM 1 3 mokAnI vRddhi thaIbA vakhate pI

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231 jarA vIkane maLyuM che. thara banava yone rI sana 1a sals sonAnuM ja che maLyuM che, ane tenI khAte mAlika kema thaya kAraNa AgalA bhavamAM evuM puNya bAIla hatuM. mATe ja saurayA thA che, paraMtu bhagavAnane dAva ravAthI tene koI maLyuM nathI. puthabaMdha paNa nathI thayo . --------- - -- A sabhA:- puNyavedha pAna thAya sAhebai - zubha kriyA paNa jo zuba bhAvathI kare to ja puNya baMdhAya. have zrIkRSNa prabhune de che ke "prabhu mahA 393 yudhdha khelyA tyAre paNa mane jeTalo thAka nahoto bhAgye tenAM hastAM kaMI ghaNI vAra Aje mane lArgo che." tyAre prabhu do e che "vA lAgI tema na hI paNa thAka utarI garla taimo ', DArakA dhAthi samyatva pAmI tIthara nAmakarmanI baMdha thAya che sAthe ? nArI nA nivAraNa thayA che. rAjA bhAvavibhora thaI che ke mA te mA bhAga khulI gayuM. A rIte kriyA karavI te paNa kAMI ramana vAta nathI. tame vicAra tamArI pasthiti atyAre kaao che 1 I AgaLa. jIva mA pratye ApaNI A DaravAnI I. ' guNIyala mATe prabhAvanA Mii mATe sagAno bhAva joI. pachI te ApaNu dugrana hoya de mi hIya. tamAro jIgarajAna miga pApI hoya to kazAnI bhAva Ave para che rAganA kAraNe vadhu kAI jAya. tenI sAme tamArI duhamana guNIyala hoya to pramoTa bhAva Ave ne , mATe ati bhAva na hoya te kriyA khAvAi gacchA.. thama Ide che A sAbiju amane sAtha utA khuba AnaMda thaya. suMdara bhAvanAthI sAmAyika thayu I. eDa paNa kharAba vicAra Avyo nathI. A sabhA:- mA je AnaMda thayo te kathA gharane thathI AtmAno ke mananI 1 bhArabaT:- hthI pakkama bhAvanA hoya to mAtmAno bAda, ane thii bhAvanI hoya to mananI mAnada devAya. Ama na vivArathI kyAre paNa mAne maLI zake nahI. koIpaNa jIvane bhInA uMjhAmAM de dhArmika utramAM AnaMda to

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232 'guNathI ja akharI. ii guNa paNa audayiTha bhAvanA dardI nI mananI AnaMda maLaze, ane kopIma bhAvanA guNathI to sau AtmI AnaMda maLaze. abhA:- amAre khAtrI kairIne karavI hai A kathA gharano AnaMda che sAhebazuM:- tamArI jAtane tapAmI. darzana sonIyanI IyopIma karyo che? karmomAM 4 ghAtimAM layopaddhama bhAvanA hoya, 4 athAtimAM kIyopakrama nathI. vetemAM sauthI paulI darzana mohanIyanI bayopakrama karavAno che, jene darzana mohanIyanI yopama nathI tene bIna badhA guNo vAvI nathI. jyAre jaine darzana modIyano DAyAma ryo hoya tene tenA guNI AtmI AnaMda apAvI zake. paNa jo darmyAna modanIyanI nayapadmama na hoya paNa sAthe lAkha guNa bIjA hoya to te guNo tene AtmITha AnaMda apAvI denahIM. paNa tu gabhA:- amane bhrabhunA vacanamAM khudhdha ja zradhdhA che ? sAhebajI thI anezrvara devo prI zradhdhA che! ve tame temanI vArto mAno cho, paNa game che! cavI bhagavAna B teja bhagavAna tema tame mAno cho, sAcu te game che kharuM ! ja tramanuM hoya to meLavavAno prayatna keTalI hoya? prabhu kahevu zaithama jIvana ja svIThA2vA vu hai, to cAritra game che! meLavavAnI talasATa hai! nathI maLyuM sau du:kha che! mAre khubaja vicAra mAMge tevo poinTa che. khAlI emanema bolavu judI vAta che. sabhA:- to pachI tenA laNo zuM ? sAba:- purrabaMdhakanA hai laDhANo banAvyA che te darzana maunIyanA thopamanuM pahelu banA che. have tene becAra mATe bahumAna hoya tene apunabaMdhaka dazAna hoya." bahumAnanI artha eTale sauthI vadhAre mAna. tame kahI zako te sauthI vadhAre amane saMbhAra karatAM paNa deva-gupta-dharma para che ? khAlI methI bolavAnuM nathI. paNa puravAra karavAnuM che. sabhA - amane deva-gu- dharma para 2DA che. devajI- uThA kema bhogAvo cho! tamArA hAtha-paga emanema cAle che ! tamAruM mana

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233 TorDara DarI to paga uThavInai mATe A badhA tamArA gaNyA che, tamArA mI. paNa emanema IrachA Daze pachI ja bole che ne mAre che InDiyana sUnanA gulAma 8. tamAM vAvIra para hAI koreTI cAle che. mana upara mane uthanI amara thAya che paNa tame toDavI te mApaNA dAthI vAta .. sabhA - samagInInuM madhamAM vizva che ane zarIra saMmAramAM che I ii) sAheba - Aja bolAya che tevadAra bhASA che. kima saMsAramAM utkRSTa premIo . judA paDe che te ravI ja paDe che ke manathI judA paDe che. varSa jamA game teTalA : dUra hoya to pA banenuM manathI milana ta cAlu ja hoya ne ? taine 50 vAra " doze juo chatAM AnaMda AvyA ja kare , kAga manathI te jeaAlA , tA : te khAvAnI thA karatI hoya, vaMdhI karato ya, vAthI kathA paNa karatI dIva chatAM paNa te vakhate tene zaga te vyakti para vadhAre che. che tema tamAro mIthI vadhAre zaga ne mo para dauthatI ame chIe ke tamane mIThA mATe zaga che. pachI bhale tame saMsAramAM khAvA pIvo, DhoIpaNa diyA dara mArA te vakhate tamArI manohA kevI hoya che Ama tamArA bhAgIdAra sAthe devI hine vAta ThAlA hova tyAre ke tamane tenA mATe deTala zaga che. paNa te vakhate paNa namAvI priya pAra mATe ja vadhAre zaga hoya tenuM nAma Ave che je bAcI tema tamane soi divasa mananI vAta sAMbhAnAM , nAthI uSNa che ravADA ubhA thaI gayA che, mATe samaDInInI kAcA mokSe javA taiyAra nathI tema nathI paNa atyAre chIpa nathI, sADAsa nathI mAre te saMsAramAM voDo che. " " kumAra je nona ja che. paNa tenI aai tene prabhunA darzana mATe laI gayo che. tyAM tene mUrti maitA uuo thatAM, jAtismaraNa thayu ane vadhu yAda AvavAthI samadIna sudhI pahoMcI gayo. tyAre te prabhunI stuti gAya che. temAM lakhyu che ke je prabhu ApanA darzana , ApanA svarUpanI jhAMkhI thA che ApanI pAme chevo AnaMda che, te pachI daI mane A saMsAramAM hADakAM nathI, zaga nathI,

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ane ti paNa nathI. ane AgaLa dardI hai paNa aMdaranA DarmanA vipADI evA OM mane je diyA javuDIne rAkhe che, jene toDavAnI mArI pAse atyAre tAkAta nathI De jene toDIne tamArI pAme huM cAvI zakuM. mATe samIlI morganI utkRSTa banA hoya che. mATe tene paramAtmAnA vizvanI vaidanA hoya che. tema tame bhagavAnane yAda TharatAM kyoya vhecena thaI gayA cho ? A svarUpa de kyAre pAmI tevuM thAya hai pa AnaMdAnajI e lakhyuM tyAM bhaTavA taiyAra chu. dariyA pAr Da, za OM prabhu tAmilana thatu hoya to ? parvatomAM 2khaDu, NomAM akhaDu, tuM kahe tyA javA taiyAra chuM." mATe vicArane daivI utkRSTa abhilASA do] temAM kAraNa temane kharA mAnaMdanI anubhuti che. jyAre ApaNane kema thatu nathI. jI maiM vrumiDA sudhI nathI pahoMcyA mATenejuM povAnI IcchA che kharI ? samyagzTI AtmA bhagavAna juene aDadhI aDadhI thaI natha. have AgaLa - sidhdhi dharma pAmelAnuM mAnasa DhevuM hovu naiIe te barAbara samaja adhika guz2I pratye vinaya, bhotAnI bahumAnano mavatha bhAva zaiIe. pachI bhale te mApaNI aMgata game teTalo vizaighI hoya . ApaNo duzmana paNa hoya paga guNI hoya to bhakti bahumAnano bhAva eIDo. ena hoya to te midhdhi bhAvadhama ' lAyaka nathI. pathika ri h hai 234 sabhA:- prema zabda vaparAya chai te cAdAjI: ApaNA zAstramAM prema zabda nathI. jIva mAga pratye sIbhAva lakhyo hai prema zabda vAparyo? A prema ho tamArA memAmAM kathA rUpe ghumI thI che. ApaNe tyAM vAtsalya zabda vaparAya che. mATe ApaNe mAdharmika vAtsalya bolIe chIe. sabhA:- naida dvAbda vapazaya che. -4 . AdevAjI- temAM paNa rita ciMtA vaNI levI paDe, bhAIcalamAM Ave cheOM "lava Ijha gaura ane goDa Ijha lava ! blU AkhI duniyAne thAre che. mATe mAnava mAtra prae ema DeLavo. mATe A devI che ke dhALakanA prema DhAza bhAlAnano graMtha karAve che.

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* 235 paraMtu mApaNI to dikarAnA premane pama modI 2 tene doSa kahau che. pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. jyAre teo mAne che ke mArA vakhuM vyApaka je mare nI a vana ja maLe che, teM jAtamAM kyuM nathI. DAkA bhAkha8 haju kAMI pApa nathI. mATe te vanamAM ja aya che. temane vana mola che. tethI pazumAM AtmA mAnatA nathI. mAnava mAMja AtmA mAne che. mAnava pappA e bAIbala pramANa na Thare to tene pAya lAge che. ane tenA uNa pramANe Dare tene vana maLe che. jyAre traNa varSanuM bAkhaDa haju kAMI pApa irnsa nathI mATe ja tene | hevana maLe che. tyAre sAme dalIla karI che je badhA nAnA bALa mI Dayama khAte svargamAM jyAM hoya to badhA nAnA bApane mArI nAkhyuM. tyAre pAdarI kahe che haiM pA nuM naraThe . to kahe che 8 bhale, lAkho svarga jatAM zreya to huM A TharavA taiyAra che. tyAre pAdarI kare che ke tuM A badhA naI ive che. mATe cAlubhavuM to ghaNuM che dAre ApaNA zAsanamAM mA- bApa-dikarA pratye prema maudI pazijhAma che. je pAghalvaLanuM kAraNa che. mAre badhA bhAI- bana, pati-patni, mA-digdarA badhAnA prema koLA lAyaka che. - Arme tyAM masta zaga karavAnI paNa nIcalI miThAmAM che. ' tamArA karatAM dalaDI jImahAmAM hoya tene pratye rukAno bhAva pharavAno che. atyAre tamArA DaranAM duniyAmAM lAkhkho loDo nIcalI bhAmAM che. tainA pratye aMgata zaga-vaipa nathI , karavAnI paNa jaNAne bhAva lAvavAne che. ane sAhitInuM sthiti che. je tamane naimanA pratye te thato hoya to te anuthIna bhAva che. mAre name selpha DI mATe eka divasa Denamane tha Ini pramANe kevA bhAva hAtha che. ane tyAM devA bhAva karavA joII. tenuM barAbara ahI karazo to khyAla Avyo ke A anu cIna bhAva ja ya che. jenI pAse hitAdinanI uas Rya te ghora pApa vadhAro. dhathi gurunI pratye bhakiravAnI che, samAna guNa pratye vAtsalya bhAva $vAno che. dInI pratye sagA bhAva ravAnA che. mATe dhyAna mAga pratye yogya pratibhAva joI . .

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236 . .5-. zrIyugabhuSaNavijya saragurubhyAM nama: govApayA 25 '13-1995 sue mAma vaTa pAMcama anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI nIdira paramAtmA jhalanA jIvamA ane 6thIna bhAvane prabodha karanArA nirdanI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI TI paramAtmAnuM zamana gananA jIva mAtra ane kaI rIte ucIna bhAva karavA teno bodha ane karavAthI tenA lAbhane thodha karAve che. jagatanA jIva mAtra ane e atuthIna bhAva hoya te anivAra lAge che. A mtamAM navA jIvI che. temAM badhA jIvo jhAMI samAna skiAmAM nathI, sayA saMgImAM paNa nathI. hu mAnnI pIca guNI che. thANA javI hInakarI che. ghaNA selAmAM sukhI che. ghaNA saMsAramAM kupI che. mATe badhA jIvo judI judI kakSAmAM che. temAM jevo jIva tevI tenA bI bhAva thavo joIe. je manathI bhAva pragaTe to tema lAMDo che, ke have mahApuruSoe ja bhAvanI tArA pratyeka jIva bace devA bhAva karavA joIe te banAvyuM che. A jagatanA jIva mA anya strI DaravAnI che bImAMthI koI jIvanI vANabAI nathI. pachI bhale te guMDo hoya ke vAma kamAI hoya. paNa badhA pratye mIlAva karavAno. 8 bIna a nA praDha lAgaNI. joIe tevuM nathI paNa jIva tarIke te cetana che. mATe tenuM mana thA zrI kAmanA che. jema bApane dikarA mATe sAcI lAgI hoya to tene dhamakA paNa che, tyAre temanA kohamAM paNa tenA hinAnI bALA hoya. enIbhAvavA para nizAnI che. zagamAM paNa tibudhdhi ne laya to aurIbAva nathI. temAM nigchI hoya to strIbAvA hI zake che. sabhA nizitA sAmAjIka ane dhArmika AGIla karavAnI bhAbig:- hA, bane pIne niciMtA karavAnI I sAdhu tarIke paNa ame tamArA. bInA pIe sArA nathI IchanAM pAna pAtha paNa nathI IcchatAM. tame garIba thAya to bhAja, jayA e to mAru, evuM e ame na IcchIe.

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230 jemAM DoDanuM bhalu hoya ane bIjAnuM temAM buru hoya tevI zubha bhAvanA amArAthI DarAya nahI. paNa ame bhautiTha tamAru kharAba IcchatA nathI. paNa je bhautiTha tamane dharmamAM upayogI bane <= tevuM ame icchIe. mATe to paNa ma dhamamiA hova to kevuM bhInika icchA che ke bhautika tamane dharmanuM sAdhana banatuM hoya, jaima mAMdo mANasa jlI sAthe thaine khAIpIne moja kare jethI pApa cAMdI, mATe AvuM zrAvaka na icche, ane cAvuM icche to tene mAre pApa che. paraMtu dharmanu sAdhana na banne navuM Iccho to zubha bhAvathI puNya baMNatha ku-jaina tarI yogya bhAvanA nathI. praza bhalu paNa sama jema tamArA mebaMdhImAM takalIpha Ave, mAMdagI Ave tyAre thAya jhaTa jAya to sAru, jema DoIne saMtAna na hoya ne ema kare tene piDI thAya tI . tyAre tame huM Iccho cho OM tenI takalIpho dUra thAya. mATe A bhAvanA badhI sArI zubha hai. maiM vyAjabI nathI. sAru paNa ch bhautika TIe doInuM kharAba icchavuM ? pApa che. mATe ja bhautiDa rRSTIe DoInuM buruM IcchatA nathI. paNa bhanika TIe sA Icche to te thayo kahevAya. paNa dharmAi tarIke te barAbara nathI. zubha bhAva tathA tamAza paricayamAM Doine dhaMdhAmAM vyApasI AvI tyAre te ApattinA jhAraNe sajbudhdhi jAge, te puNya, pApane mAnato thAya,dharmamAM vadhAre jaiDAya ane tenI saMpatti DadAca kamAine te dharmamAM upayoga kare tevI bhAvanA karo to vAdha nathI. | '' sabhA:- pachIte kadAca dharmamAM upayoga na Thare to 1 DorI bhAvanA kahevAthI sAreAja:- nIrthaMkarII "bhAva thuva daza zAsana mI " AvI bhAvanA karI paNa tedhI DAI badhAne vAmana na pamADI zakyA. teo kahI DaurI bhAvanA nA re. mATe ja teIe A zAsana sthApIne puruSArtha o che, paraMtu jIvInI lAyakAta nathI, temano sahayoga nathI dvAre ja teo tarI na zakyA. DIrI bhAvanA kyAre kahevAya OM karyA pachI Doi puruSArtha na kare ane racyuhara thai jAya. mATe bhAva to jIva

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(mA pratye zubha rAkhavAnI I. - tamArI bhAvanAthI tamArA kuMTuMbamAM dharma pAme paNa kharA ane na paNa thAma chatApaNA tamArA aMtaramAM to zubha bhAvanA ja Ie. vai tame saMsAramAM eka chI mATe kadAca bIju badhI bhAvanA tamArA zikarA, diDarI mATe hoya, jema es moTo mANasa bane, zrImaMta bane, moTI DIgrI mepave, AvI badhI IcchA che kepaNa tamane hoya, jhAjhA to DhoI haju vitarAga nathI . ga che mATe lona : IcchA hoya para khAsa & samajyAnuM che tyAra nI sAmAyika, praja, pratikamaNa karI tyAre A badhI IrachAo nI ja vI joI. - biratibhA thAjivAtA jIvanuM kevuM mAnama che te samajavAnuM che jema zrIpALa gharethI damAvA mATe vidAya le che tyAre mayArA temane vidAya Ape che tyAre tene manamAM ema tI na hoya che mA je jaya ne hIne pAchA cArva, pazu evI irachA hoya 3 mAM paNa mArA taikhavI, sA cAine pAchA Ave. dA ju temAM sthiratanI miDAmAM nathI. mane paNa saMsAranA bhAga meLavavAnI irachA che. maheno rAju paNa . ane bhogave paNa che. paraMtu hai jyAre prabhubhakti kare, sAmAyika dare tyAre mArI IcchA haze haDe paNa vyakta pANI paNa na hoya ane je hoya to aticAra lAge. jema tame sAmAyikamAM hova tyAre ema hoya peDhI vIkhanI vAle karI khUba kamAya to pArA aticAra lAge. ' sabhA:- to pachI bhAmAthaDa na karIe, sAba:- to pachI to asithAranuM paNa mahApApa lAgatI. vana lo ane bhUla thAya to ja pApa lAge paNa evuM nathI. tema dhaMdhAmAM bhUla thAya to poTa thavAnI eTale zuM karelo daive vaidha vo ja nathI. to pachI te che aikhavo. atyAre thA damAvAnA badale nukazAna paNa kare che. to zuM tenI khaNI laIne ghare lakSmI dezo mAthA no cema thAya che bhale te bhUla thI paNa mArAthI to jala thato ja ahIH saMsAranA trimAM tame bhAvArtha thaIne so thI. re dharmanA bramAM ja nivAsI ke mAre e banI sokha thA ja gumAvAnuM thAya che. thoDo ghaNo paNa lAbha thayo nI

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mATe sAmAyaDamAM mamatA hoya to paNa cAra lAge. bAre bhAvAyanA ane thAkyamAna karavAnI I. mI juva pratye carcA bhAva ja joIe. mA badhA adhyAtmanA zikharo che. A sabhA:- hbhavi niraticAravA_nuM mana kevuM hoya sAya:- gusthAna nA niraticAravALAnuM mana hoya tevuM ja tenuM mana hoya. doTa dakSiI ja hoya, paNa tene prAna zA che ke te jIva guNasthAnaTha nathI. mAre enA badhA dharmanI velyu nathI. guNasthAna vagaranA dharmanI svastha kuTI koDI strI pAchA nathI. anaMtakALamAM thApaNo jIva badhu ja pAmyo che paNa sthAnaka nathI pAmyo. lakhyuM che ke vidhAyA vagaranuM motI game teTaluM suMdara hoyaM pakAne mALAmAM parovAI zakatuM nathI mATe tenI kiMmata relI nathI. tenI jema guNasthAnaka vaMzanI dharma vidhAthA vagaranA motI jevo che. te A tharmathI pujya vadhaya pA pAmI eii 2 naDAmAM che. te cAAi laIne barAbara ArAdhanA karI. tyAre tenI mAsagI bahenane ubA mArI nAkhe to paNa tene manA rUpe amara thAya. ene potAne paNa mArI nAkhe to asara na thAya. lakhAmAM dhama, dayA, nA badhA jamAvI . e sivAya I navamo saiyada nA maLe. navamAM dheyaka kvA mATe paNa zubha pariNAma joII. te temAM ja jhIlato hoya. sabhA - tene monI IcchA hoya che. sAhebajI:- mALanI IcchA tene apacArika hoya morDanI IcchA tene tatvathI na hoya. morkanA svarUpanI samavA tene tAtvIda na hauya. vighAma rUpe, mahA , dIya che bhagavAna TharI gayA 6. zAstramAM nA hoya. mATe cIsa mI che. sAthe lakhyuM che modhamAM anaMnu sukha che. mATe meDI javA jevuM che. paNa anubhuti rUpe ne, sukhanI prANI che jhAMkhI tene nathI. bama Doho vizvAsa che. adhyAtmanA kAma khAlI vizvAsa cAlatI nathI. sabhA-2mAtamAM vizvAsa kAma na laNe.

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Pos sAthijI zakAtamAM vizvAsa mA gAvAmAM sahAyaka bane paNa pachI tI anubhUti bhaLavI ja nathI. tatva saMvedana vagara bImArgamAM praveza nathI. apdha daza pAme che tene tatvanuM saMvedana , jene satvanuM saMvedana nathI te ethI puSkA yoganI TapInuM varNana karatAM jaNAve che patI TInA adhyAtma bhAvane pAmelA avane mAtmAnA mAdhukhI anubhava devo hoya to sNuM ke tame zeraDI khAdhI ane je mIThAvAnI anubhava thAya to AnaMda pahelI TakImAM yAM gAMThA vagaranA vauvaDInA bhAgamAM TuthA, nA hoya to khAnArane temAM mIThA mAnada hoya - jyAre DoIDa 8 la gAMdhI khAva. nI dave temAM 2 hoya pada rIjanala mIThAvAna svAda tene na bhAve. tene 2sa ma, paNa parI zaraDInI anubhava tene na TharAvai, prabhavI, durbhavInA jIvana mAM gAMThAnA 2ma jevo anubava hoya che. jyAre mAsannabhavIne vacalA dIThAnA jevo 2ma hauya che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI dharmanA morIjInala svAda meLavI zakatA nathI. to guNone vikAsa karyA hauya ne tenA jIvanamAM mAnasiTha svasthatAno anubhava tene thAya che. kAraNa temanAmAM paNa thayelA cAMDi guNI che. - jema gADAmAM che para tenAmAM viziSTa svAda nathI. tenI jema mA thavImAM zubha taiththA mAsika pAnada nI bhanubhava TharAve che. paNa te mAnmAnathI to vikhuTa " ApaNe vaghA bhavya nathI. bhA dhIrtha paNa roraThInI mAMdo e romamAM paDyo to teno vyAMthI vAra Ave tene mamarAvavI paDe. basanainI jema bhavine paNa mAtmAnI sthAne mamarAvavA puruSArtha daravo ja paDaze. - bhabA :- sI raSTimAM niraticAra cAtri Ave tene anubhava hoya che. mAdevanu yoganI bI TImAM nararacAra caraba Ave. te bhArathI paNa vadhAre mIThAzano anubhava hoya. have Apa Agakha vicArIe . pumIyA vAvaDanuM sAmayikamAM devuM mAnama hoya. yAma no tene sAramAM zaga-dveSa

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241 "zubha ja hoya tevuM nathI. tene bAna paNa rAga-vaika thatA hoya. jema patni para pakA saga che, paraMtu te jyAre sAmAyikamAM bane tyAre to mA badhA bhAvathI te alipta hoya tenA manamAMthI badhA ricAra te vakhate nIkaLI jAya. jo A badhA bhAvonI . asara vade tI atacAra lAge. mATe mana nirlepa bho . sabhA:- mana nilaya zAre bane. sAdhu:- sthAnaka che, tenA mAsvAbiI rega lAge to, jema koI vAnagInI svA2 . coMTI jAya to te vAnagI na maLe tyAM sudhI tame joyo parI jemAM lAlaca lAge pachI . tene mekhavyA vagara zAMtithI besI kharA nivacAra cAlisanI anubhUti hevI hoya , tenI tamane jhAMkhI nathI. sabhA:- atyAre niraticAra zA zaa , ' sAhebajI:- ma zartha nathI. paNa tame prayatna karo to tenI nabuka pahocI zako. niyara savAuTa prAvI zako. pANI atyAre sthiti che 8 thaSThAna karatAM kailA lIcA lApasI bhaya che. che niraticAramAM je ATalI apeka 4 pachI samatAmAM to kevI addhi eI) niraticAramAM jIva mAtra pratyethIna bhAva che. jyAre samatAmAM suvA mAga pratye mAna bhAva che. niraticAramAM jIva mA pratye samAnabhAva karavAno nathI. ma madhamI paNa zrImaMta Ave to tame zA thAyone tenI manAInI ja prabhAva tamArA para paDe neparaMtu te mALI chI pI . chatAM tamane tenA pratye uNAno bhAva na janme to cIna bAva nathI. jaima aMtirIe chI niA kharce kazA na janme to dila thi thAya.- -- jaima tamArA paga nI doDI AvI gaI tI bhASaghAyaare meM tene pIDA ApItene mAra thaI jAya to mAru, mI nathI mATe te bAju para * laI DI. te vakhate tame bI heppI ciMtA cha mI na jAya te mATe upathAra paNa karI. paNa cAra mAthe thAya che mA 4 lAkha vAyabImAM pApakarmathI dathI mATe AvI tene maLI che. te saMdarya bAMgyo temAM pay tenA

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pApa karmI ja kAraNa che. ApaNe paNa AvA navA pAmyA chIe. tuM DatuM nahI to mA bhavomAM paDyuM paDyo. atyAre cA bavamAM te tenA AtmAnuM DeIja kalyANa DarI thaDanI nathI. mATe nu mAga paNa tenuM zuM thaze 1 tamane khAlI te vakhate tenA zarIranuM 8:dha dekhAya che te tenA AtmAnuM paNa du:kha | dekhAya che te vakhate A besAranA svarUpanI vicAra Ave che kharo? A DIDI banne prakAre du:khI che . mATe be tenA prace banne prakAranI jharaNA na janme nau ucIta bhAva adhurI che. A gatamAM jIvo pratye jevA bhAva karavA lAyaka che tenAthI virudhdha bhAvo DarI A mATe tenuM 24 kulADa pApa lAgyA kare che. tene sakhyu sukha sabhA:- khAlI bhasiDa khIce suprIne joIne huM bhAva karavAnA? sAdebajI:- bhatika TIe puNya karyuM davA mATe bhautika che. paNa haju paNa te dharma nathI Darato mATe mA saMsAramAM tenAM mAtmAnuM paribhramaNa cAlu ja raheze. mATe anenA du:khIne pAmaze . mATe tenA vyAtmAnI ciMtA thavI joIe. sukhI qhI paNa jharaNA na karo to na cAle. tenI jema du:khI pratye paga phulaNA na karI to na cAle. guNI pratye pramodabhAva na karI to na cAle. guglIna pratye pramodabhAva Tharaze to paNa na cAle. ane lAyaka pratye madhyastha bhAva karI to paNa na cAya . tenI jema gelAyaDa pratye madhyastha bhAva na Tharaze to doSa lAge. bhautika TIdhe du:khI hoya to Ara. DagA rasTII du:khI na doya ane kaNAdarI nI doSa lAge. je jIva panna jIva na jes mahAtmA khullA page gocarIe janA dIya tyAre thAya. Amane kaiTalo gAma che. phaiTalA DA~ che . jo Avo bhAva pragaTe lo pApa lo, DArA A anucIta bhAva che. jyAM DA DaravAnI nathI tyAM tame dANA karI hai. jema panna A,dena, bApa pratyenA ucita bhAvadharma kutAM beie . kAraNa AbhA ne tyAtmIka jara Are

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243 (tamAre ApI manine badalavI paDe. sabhA te vakhate prati valI zakAya? sAba- hA, absa. 23 kalAka pelI prati cAlatI hovA chatAM paNa tamane je agatyanuM lAge to tame badalI zI thI ! jema InDasavALAne jItI kevI prIta badalAI jAya 8, sabhA:- tyAM bhaca dekhAya che. . mAvaja - bhaya, ke lAla dekhAya to prakRti badalAI jAya che. uthalapAthala thaI jaya tevA vakhate thAma AvI jAya che. jema koI kAmanI pahelA vAha vAha hoya to tumAkhIthI cAle. paNa pachI upara sAbha ane nIce dharatI hoya evuM bane. to sIdhA TaTaNa thaIne cAle tyAre DavI prakRti badalAI jAya che | sabA - no saMga kare che. - sAhebajI:- eTale tame emanema gIthA cAlo tema nathI nesaMjoga chavA laja sIdhA thAya. paNa bhAva umAzathavA lAye re 8 : to zuM jenA pratyAkhAnI kAyadoya te ja jIvana dharma TharavA lAyA sNa che. je pAyane jyAre eDavA hoya tyAre eDI ! mane Are tovA hoya tyAre sIDI che. nA sutaranA tAMtaNA vADajAya hoya mATe sAmAyika AdimA hota 1 uSAthone toDI pADe. ane jyAre sAmAyikamAMthI u4 pachI jevA hoya to - DI thI. AvA javo ja rUrI lAve che. A tame mAmAyiDamAM besatAM "IvidyAvidAbavo . temAM koI juvAnI&mApanA bAkI rahetI nathI. kalamane kiravA hoya mATe mAlo mAru evabhAva hoya. Dhora mAra mAlA jeTalA yuvAne gAma - temAM re vaLI kApaNu-2thAbathI. ghaNI vyAvi bolatA sArI hamApanAthothI thayo. mAre core bhAge tathathI ja priyA thAya che. atyAre tamane kadI ke dhyathI maLI che te ghaNAne bahu lAgI jAya che.------ -prANA IAiviA -trathI bhAvathI nathI. vAchAmAM

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ja dIla dIyara batAve che. tamabhAvathI dhyAna karavAne lAyaka hauva ane huM zuM ? na lAyajha nathI to mane sayAvAnuM pApa lAge, sabhA- pAga atyAre ja sthAna, samAnAnI ghaNI vAto thAya che . " sAvaja dara atyAre siddhinAvanI yiA dhanorA nathI. tyAre dhyAna ane mamatA to tenAthI uMcA che. jenuM AmAM ghaNuM paDyuM na hoya ane have sthAna ane bhamAnI kare to e kahevAthI zAtA rA bhAvanI vA dare tene mATe che ke strI hojarI maganuM pANI pacAvI vAtI nathI ane bAsuM khAvuM che tevI vAta kare tevuM kahevAya ? dhyAna 6 3 0 tevI vyaktine azuddha sAmayika TharavAnI vaDanathI na dhyAna karu che. to hathothI thavAnuM | mATe lakhyuM che poSAnA rastAM caddigI mArca vizva vaiyAvacca bhaktibhAva joIe. sama siDAvA mATe vAtsalya che. ane je potAnAthI hIna che tenA mATe DAno bhAva joIe. je A bhAvo na hoya to te midhi bAvaLamAM nathI, - parIcA Dhags 8 zrIpA mathALA dharma ArAdhanA DaranA keTalA bhAvomAM cenja lAvatA hoya che. jema zrIpA mAthA para rAga che. bhoganI IcchA paNa che, zaja vaibhava, sattA paNa temane joIe ke, atyAre sAdhu thavAnI taiyArIvA nathI paNa strAre dharma karavA bese cAre temane saMsAranA bhAvo koI anicAra lagADI za nahI . amane sAdhu jIvanamAM paNa che anucIna bhAva thAya to pApa lAge. nma be zrAvaka cAvatA hoya, temAM e mAvada bhakti kare chebanne bhAva bhakita karato nathI . joke amane bhaktinI paDI na hoya. paNa je bhakti nathI karatI te uMco dhamammI che. kyAre bhakti kare che te jo graha che. paNa te mAnI bhakti kare che. mAre mane tenA pratye uMco bhAva Ave ane pelA ma halavo bhAva Ave na amane dau thAbu thaI jatha. amArI bhakti karanAra sAro che tenuM badhuM ja sAru thAya jo Avela vAva amane Ave to tamAro Akho saMsAra amane vAgo. jenAthI amAsa cArA

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to khIrIe ja TIMgAI jaya. amAre privIrtha privIrdhAnA paccakhANa I. - sAdhu mATe nI evI ja chApa hovI Ige che tethI alipta jaI, temanI pAsethI te AtmakalyANanuM ja mArgadarzana maLe. zrAvake guru pAsethI A ja apekSA rAya bIju ke kaTha upAya nathI. tame sAmAyika karavA beso tyAre evI chApa kharI OM A vyakita sAmAyika DaravA tyAre tene marI paNa zAya nI zu ja karI pAna kALathI | sAmAyiDamAM beThA hova ane koI bahAragAmathI mAre to so ugAvI . OM IzAre kare to paNa matavAra lAge ne , A badhI samaja niraticA2 . anuSThAna 12vA mATe apIla che. * sabhA:- sAmAyiDamAM ya lakhAvAya mAvajI:- muLa mA sAmAyikamAM zapa paNa na lakhAvAya, paNa TIpa lakhAvavAmAMthI chaThI jyA mATe sAmAyikano upayoga nathI karavAno. je pAMca aMzanuM pA dAna va ApI zake te vyakti "yau vazimI vakhata kevI rIte vomirAvI zakaze ? sabA - diDA mATe saMsAramAM zubha bhAvanA hazaya evI kAyA sAhebaT:- hA, dikarI AtmakathAne anurUpa saMsAramAM yogyabhAva ane ucIta prakRti sAthe jIve. je tene dharmamAM mAdhanarUpa dhare. bhAvI dizA mATe paNa zubha bhAvanA hoya to tamane lADapu idhaMdhAyaparaMtu tamArI zubhabhAvanA mAmA thaDamAM pANI rIya ane vA2 sAmayiDe paNa judI hoya te khAsa lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM che.

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2 - samavA2 - "IfpapU.zrI yugabhuSaNavijyanuM sAcuM nama:| 10-05- -- -- mithvibhAva - gIvAkhiyA 2 - ane upaDAvI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmAe dharma-dharmanI samA, thANA samajavavA dharmasIddhI sthApanA kared. - mahApunITI mA jagatamAM dharma adharma sthalatAthI samajavuM muDa nathI. duniyAmAM sAru ? kharAba zuM che te sAmAnya mANasa pachI samag zake che. paNa tene sukamatAthI samajavA mATe ja uMDI prajJA I. madhya dhamAM prarvaza ka2vA, niraticAra anuSThAna kyA A mAryAnivArya che. A dasthA mauda aticAronuM sAMgopAMDA kAna banavArya che. cha pravRttinuM aMtima rIjhalTa tyAM sudhI je vyaktinI sahI pahoMce te ja vyakti nanivAra anuSThAna DarI rahe che. zAstramAM eka TAsa Ave che ? bhagavAna mahAvIranA vakhatanI vAta che. eka mahAtmA jIra zalpa svIkArIne viharatAM pharatAM prabhu AcAra pALe hI ja AcAra pAkhIne jIvatA zIya lai juna thI vAya. jIna lhI palAMThIvALI jamIna vra Ise nahIM. nai udhe paNa nahIM bhagavAna 21 lA sthAnamAM che. tema juna kalpI paNa 21 kalAka dhyAnamAM 22, prabhunA sAcA jevA ja temanA pracAra hoya, dha medAnmA ne levalanA che. . te vicaranA pitharatA kAusaga thAnamAM madhyama kakSAnA nagaramAM ubhA che. tethI vAgaramAM thI para rastA para vyAM pachI Ave tevI kyA para ubhA rI mATe tyAM ubhA che. nArI zA madhyama DAno che te zAne eka suMda2 3nyA che. te gumathI yuddha che tainI kIrti loDhAM ghaNI relAyelI che. A kanyAnI vAta thaspyota rajA sudhI pahoMpI che. te ja samI sattA dharAvanAra che. te khuba ja DAmI prakRtivALane che. mATe tene A inzA mATe mAMga mIDablyu. paLa DajyAnA pitAne thAya che ke A ja tI. dhanI cA paDjha 8 mATe mArI dIkarI mATe te yogya nathI. tethI tene nA pADI. A kAkAthI zAne thaze A ja to mANI bAnI kaLAno rola chatAM mAru mAMgu

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20 pAchuM Thelyu." mATe te laDAI laIne cAvyo. cA zabda nI gabharAImaiM prathA killA baMdha DarIne besI gayo. pelI zA nI devI ghAlIne beTho che. mATe rAjya khuba ja ciMtA thAya che, tethI maMgIne bolAvIne kare che OM mA Ahata kyAre TaLavaLI ? tame kaMIDa vicAra DarI, te ApI zuM DaravuM1 maMtrI zastronAM jADAra che tema thAya che hai DarI jAna jInava paDe, DAM OMnyA ApavI paDe. A be sivAya jhIne vikalpa raipAto nathI. paNa DaiDa dhAryuM evu bane OM jenA nisithI khabara paOM OM ApaNe zuM karavuM. su mAre tevI bhAra nIkaLyA che, have nimitta zAgamAM 33 tamArI sAthe DoIne saMbaMdha na hoya, mATe te gaNitathI koI bole, ane te vakhale DAMIGADIka tamArI ja ghaTanAne anulIne lobhI jAya, ane tenA brAdhAre tame pagalAM bharo to saphaLa thAya. zAstramAM Ave che je 3 uththana maMtrI padelAM eka sAmAnya DAnA sAma hatA. potAnI rIte ponAnuM DAma calAve tevA ja hatA. have caMDa vakhata rastAmAM jyAM khetaramAM loDo vAta karatAM hatAM. tyAM Ine temane mukyu OM tame DInA naukara tarII DAma Thage che ! tyAre kare ame phulANA, phalANAnA nokara narI DAma DIye chIe. tyAM A puche huM ArA nokara cAkara kyAM hai? to sAme DauInAthI bolAI gayu OM tamAma boDara cAkara gujarAtamAM che. basa tenA para temane nakkI karyu ke mAru bAli guAnamAM che. mATe sIdhA gujAnamAM AvyA ane tyAM temanuM bhAvi khulyuM. have A mekanI rastA para nIkaLyA che. tyAM kaiTalAda, chIMDAo gelamAM ramatAM danAM ledhone maMtrIe vyAvIne ekadama AvIne khuba ja dhaDI ApI. jAro bhAravA sudhInuM vartana karyuM. jethI A braza gabazane uMdhI pUchaDIe gyA. raDanAM, ghImAM pAkanAM doDatAM. temAMthI grega chaDA A mahAtmya kAuksaga dhyAnamAM ubhA hatA temanI pAchaLa 2iNa mATe bharAI gayA. * mAnya cAnamAM tallIna che. paNa upayoga kUdI AjubAjunI paristhiti

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248 joIne bolyA "Daze nahI tamane koi bhaya nathI." A rIte temane Azcamana ApyuM. A bhAMbhapIne saMgIai sevana pakaDI lIdho. AvA mAtmAnuM vacana DI mithyA thAya nahI. ATe ne dAne damaNAM ja lAI karIe to cokkasa ApI vijya pAse AvIne de cheOM bama ApA dAMne hamaNAM A thAya. mAre zama zA para caDAI karavI hai lazkara sAbadu karI.DillAnA daravAjA kholI yudhdhanI navana vagADI. manI para rAjane vizvAsa che. mATe zA hA pADe che ane laDAI mATe temane prayANa karyuM. A bAju caMDaprayonA rAjA kalyanA paNa nadI hai Ama cAI chI, mATe tenuM sainya bhAra na hovAnA kAya A rAzaya vijya meLavyI. pachI tene pADIne nagaramAM lAve che. vyutana banAvIne have daDInA pinAne thAya OM OM AvA khoTArAjane dezanavAno mInIMga nathI, mATe membara pUche che ke ApaNe zu karavuM ? maMtrIzkara kahe che ke ArA zmibe sau Ama jamAI banAvAmAM DAI vAdhI nathI. mAre rAjanai sanmAna sAthe marelamAM bolAvIne potAnI ThanyAne te paraNAve che. tethI caprathona gajA khUba ja khuza thAya che, have baiTha divasa A rAjANI bahAra vA nIkhyA ? tyAre zAne cAkhu nagara tenAM thAya ke OM bhAnuM varya, saMpatti, bakha DAMI nathI chatAM naine mane kevI rIte jItyo, te khabara nA paDI, tethI zaNIne puche che te vakhate dhA DaLyA hasI paDI. tethI rAjAne thayuM thoDasa Ama kAMI bheda che. mAre khuba ja mAtrathI vAta che che. tyAre kanyA vijhanavAra prasaMganI vAta kare che. vAta sAMbhaLI zA maJA Dare hai ke mAre AvA mahAtmAnA darzana karavA mATe banne darzana karavA gayAM. tyAM AvIne ja bole che / namasIda mahAtmA bhAvinA bhApana rAjI Apa zAnAma cho ? tyAre mahAtmAne sTrAIka thayuM OM koi bhAvi bhAkhyu nathI itA A kaima hAvuM eAdhana Dare che. upayoga mUkyo. jInalpI khUba ja sateja hoya che, Are temane khyAla Avyo te mAre bolI gayelI hai " bhaya nathI cittA nathI " tenuM ja A pariNAma che, mahAe rANIne dharma saMbhaLAthI jethI rAjArANI khuba ja khuza thayA che.

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paNa mAtmAne te khuba ja lAgyuM mArA ThAra ja ATalu yudhdha khelAyu AmanA lagna thayA, delA zagI vAMdhArI DelA AraMbha-samAraMbha thayA na thavI. 'mArA eka vADakanA trAsathI ATalu banyu a A mATe tAra bacce, mATe temane prAyazcita dvArA zudhdhIkaraNa karyuM pachI ajAnA paka have gAvuM ne ' bolAya tenA mATe jhilpa karyo sabhA - lIDarAyanA rA mATe paNa na bolAya? sAva -tamane nI bhaviSya vaktA tarI ja sAdhuo joI ne tamane khabara paDe evA ai sAdhu pAse doDI gayo dAca ThaI mAthu bhANAnA e to nahIM paNa kare to zuM thAya. nA badhA purAvA che. amane koI ' AvIne puche ke "bhautanuM bhAvi che ke A varSa devuM ja ! mAvu tArAthI chAya kharA ? ane amArAthI giI bolAya kharuM? mane ja AvIne rU 8 : varlDa vora dhyAre thayo tyAre me kahyuM bhAI amAro A viSaya nathI. kadAca bhAganA coI paNa vecAya nahI. ane bolI ane te pramANe varlDa vora thAya na amArA to mazazvanI ThaMDA paDI jAya. * : - mATe tamArA sTeTamenTanuM vAyA, vAyA paNa thAya kanezana AvI jAya ne nirati cAra sAmAyika Adi thAya nA. tame nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM sAmAyika ArimAM bhAva va cho. paNa vAyA- vAyA ne prakRttinuM zuM rIjhalTa AuM te tame vicAstA nathI. mAre ja niticAra anuSThAna thatuM nathI. AvI buma vicAra I urmamAM nathI. jema pas dhoIne pANInI Dola pAthajamamAM pI thI cAre vhAla thAze? AnuM alTImeTa majhaTa | mAvo je dhvAbha mATe nI tame bhalI jIjema te paNa DIva2vadhu che, te pachI tame DhaLatI tyAre gaTaramAM te . pANIthI 2jI Thas juvo guMgaLAine maDhI. A deTalI bhAva mirche. pAkanI aotAM khyAla Ave che ke huM A pravRtivI relI baye ki karI chuM, jema pIlI pala che te upADIne stAmAM raDI dIdhI. tyAre thayuM ?

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khoDa pApa . jemAM tamAre vIvIo AdimAM pInI mArelI hoya che te paDu kholIne pIne sAthe ja kuzavajI rastAmA rUDIro. eja phAgaNane puthA gAya bAhI cAre tenA peTamAM jI, basa pachI zuM thaze sepTeDa sudhI te bIna pADo e kIbAI zIvAjIne tarasyuM te janAvara maracI. tamane I thAya che kharuja che ane kevA kevA pApa bIe chI. jarA vicAra karazo to khyAla thAya che tevI tevI sthAe pApo thatA hoya che. tevI 9tI bAbatamAM | nAra bhaDAtA hoya . jema DaoNI vyakita navI navI ja dharma karavA upAzrayamAM dhArtha ane tene khabara na hautha ke te koI bhUla hare tyAre te te batAvavA mAMDI. bama pachI te gabharAIne dharma davA Avato baMdha thaI jAya. cAre tamane lAvavatA khyAla Ave che ane keTalo moTo aticAra lAgI rahyo che. Ama pAchar to tamArI kriyAmAM dara dore sevatAM dava cho. paNa bIje kaI bAno hoya eya no paNa akaLAI java. tamane je gupada Apyu che. amane paNa sAmai vyakti lAlaka lAge ane je moTe doSa hoya to mane kahIai nahIna vadhu upadezamAM ja samajAvIe. jema tame riyA sahAyika daranI prajAnA pas, alaMDA paherI cho . have A badhA doSomA ame vyani gana nA kArya paNa saMDo upadezamAM kahIe 6 mArga A che - tamAre sdAca savuM paDe tevuM hoya tyAre paNa je te vakhate delAM na Ave che te khyAla yAke "asthiIrIra" anivAra lAge che. mA badhA aticAra mane lAgI rahyA che. A mATe niraticAra kriyA karavA paNa zAstrajJAna jaIe. koI vimA yatAnI niticAra kithA karI zakatI nathItame gharamAM da2vAne khullI rAkhI, aNI baMdha gIne sAmAyika 2vA beThA sthAne havAmAM AvI che ke vana che nahIM, thane tame DI; halAvo, tyAre thAya che pApa 8 nagna zA pADI eTale - rIMga vagADazo tema sA .pachI 2 bahena bahAra Avaze tyAre AvatA paNa mA,

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rapa. pichI ke dudha uchAkhI temA paNa miA mATe vicAra eDa pAvAthI kevA pApa thAya. - Ama tamane 7 loThanI sarva vastunuM prApa anumati at to lAge ja che paNa A IzAro karyo tenAthI to kAvyAnuM pApa lAge hai , sabhA- jema amAre pApanuM nezana che tema puNyanuM kanekazana kharu ne sAvaja - hA, coisa, edaramAM evI bhava hoya puDI baMdhAya. jemanI eka sArA sAgharmine dharavA mATe sArI anukuLatA darI sArI paDIne anukuLanAnA zAne je dharma karo temAM tamArA bhAva pramANe tamane asukaDA lAbha maLavo. jema pApamAM mAna tema puchayamAM paNa che. . paraMtu tamane na lAganI bAbatomAM paNa tamArA devA pApo saMdaLAyelA hoya che. jema tame UMi vAtane koI salAha ApI , tene vadhu samajavI dIdhu, pachI te vyakti teno kare temAM je badhA pApa thAya temAM tamArI lI lAgI jAya. mATe mAnasi0 - vAciTha -yika zAM zAM ati vAra lAge che tenI khubaja bhaNAvI joIe. tenAthI vadhIna jArI tarma caoya halavA nahIM. ghaNI vakhata baheno sAtha athANu che vAnagI mA jaNAnA hoya to zA bahenone samajo. have te boja gharamAM banAvo. tathA te jIva zAne - samajavaze Ama TapAthane zIkhavADavI. tyAre khabara paDe che ke mArAthI keTalI hiMsA thaze bA- AmAtha bhagavAne badhI ja vyavasthA kema patAvI mAvaja-ne ApaNe kaSabhadeva thAmAM dhyAvatI. tenI zAstramAM khuba ja carcA che. buepde che tamArA bhagavAne mArAmArI uMmaravI te zIkhavyu che A badhAnuM va ALamAM budha ja che. mAnI pAchaLa bhagavAnanA dhAya - * cAkhI ja che mAre ja zrAva, vatAvatAM paNa temane puSya ja dhAM che. atyAre cA pakhavakAre cheDanI navI. -- -- -- duAimAM jeTalA mAunI thAya che. tenA upara jeTalA rakSA

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252 ( pI thAya te badhAmAM te mAdhana zodhanAranI vArI AvI che ane evA zodhine pAchA nAkhIothI vadhAvo. mAre vivAde pApa lAge che. - jema eka miThathara hodhAyu have tenA dvArA keTalI vakhatana-tuccaradhANa nIDalo , basa zIvanArane to vAnara sAthe matalaba che. jema eka sAmAnya vastu mA lo. have cazmA paherIne radhuvana upayogI jaze, vaMthalI , jyAM tyAM carama parI AMkhano upayoga thI vA bAMdhI tenAthI paNa zivanA deTalA darma baMdhANo. pApanI zaramALano khyAla Ave che sabhA:-- bhAbiju calana apAya kharuM. bhAva- cabudAna para che geralAyakane apAya to paralokamAM pApanuM bhAthumakhyA baLe. salAM pApa dha nI sArA bhAvathI vyApI e thI ye , sAheba - sArA bhAvathI khuba Dara to cAle? sArI bhAvanAthI talakhAnuM polI no thAne garIbone phI thI cArja khAvA mATe mAMsa ApavA chatalakhAnA kholI ne zake kharA mATe pAlI bhAva sare na cAle paNa sAthe pravRtti paga sArI eIe . soThathI dabI davA pharatAM dhAnuM rIjhalTa paba AvavAthI darImarI jAya to pagalA levAya che nahIM tyAre DokTara che ke meM te davA mArI bhAvanAthI ApI hnI. vyA sone 8 meDIkala vidadha A davA na apAya to kema ApI.jaja tene javA deza mATe prazna paNa sAthe mArI joI. bhAva sArA mAtrathI vastu mArI nathI banI ksI tenuM svarupa para javuM paDe. mATe badhe ja svarupa, mAvo. kaI kare mAchImAra nabaLA che mATe tene vadhI s2vA jaLa apAvuM to zuM kaha1 mAvA nI sau pota che. ghaNI vakhata vImA bhAva sArI hoya paNa te prazna ghaNI vakhata maNa bhayaMkara banatI hoya che, sabhA: lohInuM Donezana hAya. sAbag - dupAkane pAya nahI. tamane khabara hovI joIche ke ApaNI vastu ApaNe lAyakane ja ApIe chIe. khAlI blaDa baeNnkomAM, vadhu lIhI sudhI te ane pachI te karma tene kApe te na cAle.

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253 anu kaMpAmAM khAlI prAthamiTha jarUriyAtanuM dAna ApavAnuM hai supAgamAM game te dAna Apo temAM vAMdhI nathI. mATe pAnano vicAra karyA pachI ja dAna ApavAnuM Ave che. sabA jenerazna apAya bhAva6:- zrInaMtara paNa jo bhajana, bhaNuNI dIlI apAya. dAna hatI jarUriyAtavAkhAne apAya che. AvA vacalA tInI mAlIka banIne besI jAya te &ma cAle? jema tame ene sAthimi nakti karavA pAMca lAkha Ave. pachI vahIvaTa sii dave tamArI daTha nathI mATe huM mai tyAM Apu nI cAle kharuM? mAre jenI te mAlida che tenI IcchA pramANe ja karavuM paDe. tyAre tamArI ceDIkala lAInamAM ghaNA badhA dAdA banI thamI gayA che. pA dAna ApanAranI IcchAne 'mAna ApavuM ja paDe, : A paraMparAmAM dAna zuM dAna ApanAra dai dAna lenAranA daie. A badhAnuM vivarUpa che. atyAre to vijJAna mAnava jananA 26 paDAvI lIdhA che 'saradAra paNa badhe ja mAthu mAre che. dezamAM daI davA lAvavI, kaI vAna lAvavI te thadhAmAM sarakAra mAthuM mAre che. cAre tamArA gharamAM koI paNa zuM bane to mAre paNa cAstarI rIte sarakAra mAthe mAre che. ApaNA zAstramAM badhu ja vakta Apela che. zatha vyavasthA kevI hoya, samAjavyavasthA kevI rIya 1 - pAda bacAve bilAlanA nAmathI artha manana cAlI rahyuM che, che ApaNI TAIma pUrI thaI gacI. vihopa vAM.

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254 17-10-95 magapavA2 khAsIvAda mADama 1pa-pu. zrI yugabhuSaNavijyajI gurubhya nama: viniyoga bhAvadharma gauvapiyA roDa anaMta upakArI ane nAnI zrI tIrthadara pAsAco viniyoga nAmanA bhAvadhirmane pravRtti rUpe dharmatIrthaMI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI zreNI thApaNa tyAM mArAthanA, sAdhanA dvArA amuka guNone sidhdha karI pachI teno viniyoga karavAno che. eTale ke potAne prApta thayelo sidadha thayelI, dharma bIjamAM makAna karavuM. enuM nAma ja viniyoga che, jene sihya gharmane prApta tenA mATe ja viniyoga bhAvadharma che siddhi nAmanA bhAvadharmane pApalI mAtmAI TopalevalamAM pahoMcavAno prayatna kare tyAre ja viniyoga Ad, che. jagatamAM mArgadarza puru pADatA pahelAM tene siddha daryuM che. jema tamAre dAna ApavuM hoya to tame kyAre ApI vADa mArI pAse je hoya tenuM ja tame dAna ApI DaoN. saMsAramAM vana dAna hoya che. tame saMsAramAM kamAIne tamArI pAse dhana hoya tyAre ja tamAre mArA dIgamAM dAna ApavuM hoya to AvI zast ' atyAre narca kAnanuM dAna karI zakavAnA nathI. zA mArI pAse samyam zAna nathI. tIrthaze haka nAnane siddha kare che. pachI ja jagatane viniyoga kare che. A ja uMcA sTejanI vAta che. atyAre to viniyoga pAmelAnI manodazA, adhyAtmIka stara kevuM hoya te javAnuM che. niraticAra dharma cAkho mAtmAmAM grAnTamAna thAya pachI kAgaLa javA mAMgI tyAre viniyaraga nAmanI bhAvadharma cAlu thAya che. te dharmamAM samajAnuM anusaMdhAna che. samatAmAM AvelA jIvanuM avinIya manobaLa hoya che. temano vila pAvara, AtmabaLa, cabuna khilelI hoya che. samanvayogamAM Avela vyaktine game te vyakti game te saMyogAmAM Avego paNa na karI zake. pachI zA mahArAja hoya, daivatA hoya, sattAdhIza dIya che Insa hoya paNa koInI majAla nathI ke tene samajAmAMthI vicalIna karI zake. tame

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2 55 tIrtharanA TAMnI juo cho ne? mahAvIra prabhu rIkSA lIdhA pachI samanvayogamAM strI hoI temane calAyamAna karI zaThe tema nathI. temane vihAra karavo hoya to DaoNI zakI na zake. sthira rahevuM hoya to koI aTakAvI na de. saMgama devatA cha mahinA sudhI deva pAchaLa paDyo che. te paNa te temane calAyamAna karI zaao nathI. gAma nI saMgama vinA sAmAnaka deva che, tenuM aizvarya, baLa InTa ne inuM hoya . khAlI sAmAnya vaimAni . devanI tAkAta paNa lI hoya che te pApA jaMbulapane capaTImAM colI nAkhe. jyAre sAto ja sAmAjika vi che, mATe navI AkhI pRthvIne te velAvI 8. hai Avo deva trIjuM zuM nA karI ke kharAba javuM hoya tenuM kharAba karI che. sAru karavuM hoya tenuM bhAra karI che. AvatA ja phATha grevI mA che ke prabhumAvIne temanA vijaLI ' calIta che. ane tene mATe tene jeTalA vikalpo juThyA te badhA ajamAvI joyA pachAta jarApaNa saphaLa na thaI alsii pUrepUro bipaLa gayo che. tene ghaNI vakhata lI manu gaucarI mATe gAmamAM jAya evI corIno mArapa temanA para suDe che Akhu gAma temane sAravA doDe. koI vakhata pone prabhu jevuM 3pa kI gAma dIva minI cheDatI karI prAve. keTalAya vakhata sudhI gocarI paNa varavA dhI nathI. AvA AvA ne keTalAya upakhavI thache. pa7 prajane ciMtA nathI deza re alI. chAre gocarI pANI mATe teno paNa vicAra thanathI. prabhu to samanvayogamAM sthira che. mATe vicAra samava thaga pAmelA jIvanuM kevuM mAna hauya che. che jyAre bhagama va thADIne jAya che tyAre tene lAge che ? prabhune meM ATalo prAsa Apyo che ke mArAthI te taMga thayA haze. mA manune jyAM kare che 2" gAI zamaNA Apa A pavItala para suna zanai vicarI pADo je DuM - Apane upa 3 nAma nahIM . Aja sudhI je karyuM che tainI dhamA, yAcanA karU chuM." mAmane sAdhvAsana Ape che. tyAre khabara che bu jvAba Apyo che A temanA javAba parathI khyAla Ave ke prabhunuM matva keTaluM hI paka huM tamane

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256 pUchu che ke prabhue zuM javAba Apyo daze? sabhA:- tArI jevI arajI. sAehmaj:- zuM prabhu enI marajI para vicarai che, Aja sudhI tenI maheravAnI nahotI mATe herAna thatAM hattA! paNa have tene AvuM AzvAmana cApI bharavAnI karI ATe alu zAMtithI vicarI zakaze? jo Avo jvAba Ape to naimAM tau dInatA AvI OMdevAya. paraMtu prabhu to satvavAkhA che mATe darda hai hai " huM vicaru chuM ne koinI dezmAnI hai mAyathI vicarato nathI. ane sthira huM zuM paNa koInI sahAyathI sthira rahetI nathI. paraMtu huM Aza svapnathI sAdhanA kI chuM. tuM kare che ke have huM prApta udbhava nahIM karuM, Apa zAMnithI vicaze, paNa lI lAza kahevAthI DAya vicaravAnI ? vAMno nathI. paNa huM svecchAcArI svataMtra chuM. mArA mananI IcchA para DonuM Adhipatya hai kaMTrola nathI. OM ApaNe AvuM kahI zakIe kharA? nA, aema? kAraNa ApaNA mana para DeTalAyanA DAbu che. samanAmAM jaIe eTale Doine paNa UMbu nahI. atyAre tame koinI lAgaNI, dabApune vaza thaine jeTalu Tho cho ! badhI rIte ApaNe baMdhAyelA chIe. jyAre samanA eTale no kharI muktatA che. jainAmAM paNa rAga-dveSa Avego che. te vA baMdhAyelA che. jema khIle udhAyela Dhora hai doDAnI reMjamAM darI karI zake. tenI IcchA mujaba, mana phAve tyAM na pharI che. tenI jema ApaNe vAdhA paNa baMdhanathI baMdhAyelA chIe. baMdhana tamane dekhAya che kharuM? prabhue kevo jvAba Apyo, ne 52thI samajAya hai devI manodA, satva haze? sabhA A devatA che sAranAthI vadhAre upadrava karI zake? sAreba: hA, varSo sudhI paNa karI che. na sabhA:- prabhu tene raDAvavA bhaya kharA! ane ya sau lemane vajJAna na thAya? bhA2eba :- paNa prabhu aDAvavA ja taima jAya? temane DoI IcchA doya to 4TakAvavA jyane paraMtu taiyolI sAdhanathI mukta che, tebhyo dezamAM deje paNa haidathI sukta che. zAstramAM 3thu hete tevI cA bhikAmAM 02-klega- DALa- bhAva badhAthI apratibadhdha che.

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' 250 1 pratibadagha eTale koI sAthenuM baMdhana nathI. jyAre atyAre ApaNI jArI vastuthI baMdhAyelA chIe. badhI vastuno ApaNe vicAra s2vI paDe tema che. mATe badhI rIne parAdhInatA che. - jyAre sagava cogamAM rahelA mAtmA para koInuM varcasva nathI, vAivI relI - nirapeka mAre tene zuM thai rahI IchA paNa na hoya. have je IcchAo tI bA AvI kahevAya kA e baMdhana che. jyAre samatAmAM sI badhA baMnathI mana hoya che. temane vizalpa, mAnnI 35 nareDI, linI jAgatA nathI. jema daricAnA pImAM moSa uchAnAM hoya tyAre cAre bAju taraMgo hAra uvavATa cAlato hoya . paNa thAre pavana zAMta thAya -Are tema vilya 25 paiDapaNa nA pAna thAya tyAre mamatAmAM mAne che. temane IcchA hoya tevuM mAnasa 4 lokasAvI . menDa pA jevuM nathI. temane mATe badhI IcchAo vilina thaI gaI che. temane IcchATha bherAI gayu che. zubha azubha eDa paNa kAmanA nathI. sabA - mAdhuvezamAM ja emanA mATe . sarevanyu- bhAvamAdhupaNu pAmyA pachI ja samatA Ave che, chUA-sAnamAM guNasthAnaTha uMcA levalamAM mAte pachI samajA Ave che. AvAmAM paNa sthapaNuM hoya cAM sudhI samatA vALa nathI. bhAva mAthapaNu AvavuM ja joIe. bhAvamAdhupaNa homa DaryA pachI ja te jamA haththa . samA:sAheba temane vikalpa dUra karyA che. paNa avyakta vikalyo paDyA che. sAdhune bhAvatha kaSAyonI cAga che. tejone nirava thAya hoI za. tamAre mAvaya kaSAya hoI zake. paNa te sAvaya jhAya pachaL pAchA mata ja davA che. jyAre mAsAvaya mahApta kapAya paNa na DarIvAde. temane nirava, sSAthIja hoI . jyAre emanAmAM relAne niravaca sSAyono paNa cAga hoya che. jyAre ApaNe tyAM zregIranArane paNa dhyAna jAtha maLyA I. usane guNasthAna

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25 'paNa avyavRta DaSAya hoya che, dave nI ghaNI vakhana koI vastu jumI tyAre te tamane bhArI lAgI mATe zaga thAya. emAM ghaNI vakhana vastu khaiI zaga thAya paNa tene sevavAnI IcchAo nadI' jyAre ghaNI vakhata rAga evo tIvra thAya OM tene meLavavAnI IcchA thAya. mATe jenI manamAM AvegAtmaTha sArI ke kharAba IcchA paidA na thAya teja bAtmA samanAmAM I zake. jyAre vItazmano artha zuM ke jenI badhA ja kaSAyo dU2 thayA che, samApta thayA che, jyAre samanAmAM delAI edara DAyo che. pANI caiTalA mera che ke AvegAtma kaSAyI thaI zaOM . na sabhA-bheda kaSAya samanAmAM rahelA anubhuti karI zake ! sAde bhajI:jI:- TA, anubhuti hoya ja. je levalanA DAya doca te rItanI anubhuti hoya. AgA DA jANa che, tyAre ja ApaNe samanAmAM praveza pAmI zakIe nahI. mAre viniyoga bAladhA ApaNe mATe zakya nathI. paraMtu zAstramAM che. mAre Az narIke varNana karIe chIe. atyAre vyA jamaDA viccheda pAmela che. paraMtu lene pAmelAnI devI alTsana anIzA, vizpAvara, AtmabaMdha hoya che, temane rIDa maNama paNate dazAmAthI vicalita DerI dvAde nadi. AkhI duniyA eDa bAju hoya to paNa calAthIna DarIza nahI. ATalu apratima bakha dovAnA kAraNe ja te jIvo viniyoga bhAvadharmane pAsI zake che. ve AvA AtmAnA sAnidhya mAtrathI lAthaH jIva zauya no ne dharma pAmyA vagara rI nahIM. pone pAmelA dharmane bInamAM seDAna Tharavo tenuM nAma ja vidyioga che. e mAtmAe dharma evo sidhdha kyo che. sAme dhAvanAra jIvane lAyaDAla pramANe dharma te pamADI ja zake. jema huM kahuM ? tuja karo ane tame khUba DarI hoTale tuM dharma pamADya kahevAya! jema lagna tapa Daro,dAna karI pleTale tame dharma pAmI gayA jhahevAya! paraMtu haitI pravRtti karaze to dharma pAmI gayelA kavAdyo tenA mATe pahelA mananuM parivartana duzmAnuM che. dharma manamAM padmAvAnI che, dharma e hRdayanI vastu che, anenakApathI manamAM je adharma che tenI chApa bhUmIne dho rasIDa banAvavAno hI. mATe tenA para mana

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25: para dharmanI asara, prabhAva pADavAnI I. hya Avo prabhAva homa pADI za8, prabaLa manIzaktivALA nabaLA mana para asara karI za8. nabaLA manavAI $iI prabaLa manIlavANAnA mana para asara na pADI zake. zinI sIjhanamAM paNa A ja siddhAMta che. jema koI nAstiTha vyakti Ave tyAre ane buddhithI samajAvavA prayatna bIe paNa je te prabaLa manovavAnI hoya to amArA tanI tene DhAMI vasara thAya nahIM.' kAraNa adharmamAM tenuM manabaLa vadhAre che mATe asara thatI nathI. sabhA:- zrakriyA ApanuM manobaLa Saa kavAya. sAvAH - jI lA jIva hoya che ane tene asara na thAya te mApa mana ' nabaLu paNa 2lAyaDane tI tIrthadarI paNa pamADI zakyA nathI. paraMtu vicAra mATe zuM kahyuM ke je lAyaka chava hoya to tene mavatha pamADI hAI vAra ene seIca sAme lAyaka jIva hoya to paNa tenI lAyakAta pramANe pUrepUruM pADI zakAya tevI miDAnne pAmyA nathI. kyAre viniyogavApA mAtmA to tenA upadeza lArA , sAnidhya hA, lAyaka jIvane tenI lAyakAta pramANa pamADI ja de che. ane AvA juvo sidhdhiyogI udevAya . jaima hAsyAmAM zrIkRSaranA bhAI baLadevanuM vAchAmAM TAla Ave che. te dIkSA lIdhA pachI utkRSTa sAdhanA kare che. tapa-tyAga-dhyAnamAM magna thaI cAnsa ramAnAmAM che. temane paNa deha TakAvavA mATe mA khamaNanA pAra paNa gaucaDhI mATe bahAra javuM paDe. paNa temAM zuM bane che temanuM rUpa evuM che ke jyAM gocarI mATe nagaramAM jAya tyAre cAkhu nagara zapa jevA Tapu thaI bhegu thaI jaya. strIo eDITarsa sthira thaI jAya. loka vA rapa jovAmAM sthira thaI jAya . pote je phAma pratA hoya tene bhUlI jAya. badha jemAM paNa 25 na hoya tevuM te dhAra7 DaranArA che, mATe gIthI je kuvAmAMthI pANI paMcanI haya to adhavaca dIra pakaDI jhI Tarsa maiyA ja kare, bALaka hAthamAM doya to evAmAM bApa nIce

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250 naya pyAre dudha bhavAnu pAsethI musAphara 'paDIAya raDyA kare to paNa khabara na paDe. are ghare gIyarI mATe gesa para hoya ubharAIne dAsI jAya to paNa khabara na paDe. AvA to keTalAya aghaTIta banAvo bane che mATe temane thAya IM ? mArA nimitte AvA ano ubhA thAya 0 mATe gocarI mATe gAmamAM vuM nahI tethI temane gAmamAM baMdha karyu. ane jaMgalamAM je Do gauthI maLe nA pAraNu cu nahItara taya maga calAvavA Avo temane cAbha karyo che. temAM jyAM sAdhanA karanAM hatAM tyAM temanI bAjumAM vAmida -DunA -samalA badhA bAjumAM vyAvIne sAthe besI jAya. temImAM eDabIane AvAno hai dukhAno bhAva paNa Ave. premanI samranAnA kAraNe manobakhanA ThAre, temanI manovargagAnI asara sAme gheTalI thAya De sAmenAnA mAvego zAMta thaI bhaya. ve jenA paDakhe besavA mAtrathI je vicArI zota thaIjAya malInatA dUra thAya sI, tevI vyakti ne upadeza Ape to kaivI asara thAya. sAthe temane jJAna paNa eTaluM doya ke lAyaDAna pramANe coDaThama dharma pamADI zake. na , viniyogavAkhA jIvano paropaDAra avaMyache. jeDI paNa niSphaLa na thAya. sapanAne pAme tevIja pravruttina ghANa karanArA juvo A doya che. jo hai atyAre AvI DanInA mAtmo koi nathI. paNa bAvA mahAtmA sAthenA jIvanuM jyAM sudhI yogyatAnuM dhIrA hoya tyAM sudhI tene pahoMcADI zake. hA, lAyakAta na doyalI taiyo paNa na karI zake, jaina viziSTa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya tene ja AvA mahAtmAonI maipApa thAya. ApaNA dhaMdhAnuM ghavuM puNya nathI mATe ja AvA mAtmA, upadezaTha tarIOM pratibodhaDa tarIke prakhyA nathI. sabhA:- tame je jJAna pAmyA cho ane tame amane atyAre Apoto ne viniyoga na devAya debajI - te DAI jJAna dhamArAmAM AtmasAna thaIgayu chai! ame to je jJAna dAna ApIe zIe lai bhavya viniyoga 3devAya, ame jeTaluM jANIe chIe teTaluM I dhanmAna hai pariAtI u camane thayu nathI . bhamattAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI nI

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26 dathaNI ane DarImAM taphAvata hoya che. jyAre tene mAne che te ja Acare 4. je cAcare che te ja mAne che. temane DII taThAvata hoto nathI. mAre amAre to matha vinithoDA ja kahevAya. sabhA:- mApanI maLa viniyoga bhAva vinIyAne pAmavAnA hetuthI hoya mATe : te avacaya thAya? sAheba - hA janmAntare thAya. paNa atyAre to na ja thAya ca banI4 thI hai amArI karelI mahenata deTalA TakA saphaLa thaze. sabhA:- sIe sI . maLa thI . sAvaja - amane zikhara para caDhAvI do cho. paraMtu ame popaDA buddhithI nisvArtha bhAve bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba upade sthApI to amArI DarmanI nirbhara thAya. paNa mAne mArI mahenata mataLa thAya che na pAkA thAya. jyAre A mahAtmAnI helo ekapaNa hA niSphaLa thAya nahIM. mATe ja temanI dezanAne amogha devAnA karI che. tIIDaranI paNa amogha dezanA hoya che. samatvanA dArANI dharmImadha thaI mATe dezanA dhAra pasara Thare che, jyAre amArI dezanA tI lyA. niSphaLa thAya che tema che to paNa khoTuM nahI. sabhA:- temAM to amAre mAmI sAhebajI:- te to amArI khAmI paNa mane tamArI pA pAmI che. karaNa amane evuM kAMI jJAna nathI ke huM kyu vAdhya vapara to sAmenA jIvane asa2 thI zAstramAM vaDathalanuM na Ave che. temAM vaMDacubane mAtmA dhama kema pamADI dhyA? kAra, AvI siDAne varelA mAnyA che. mATe temane khabara che 6 6 ve upadeza ApIza to A dhArI asara tha1. A zarthatamAM A mAtmAne sega AvyA che temane thoronI pallImAM - rahevuM paDyuM che. A pallInI sarara veThala che. mATe vicAra cIronA saradAranuM vyaktitva chevuM che. Ama to te bhUlAkhanI rAjumAra che. O mAtmA tenI pAse jaIne kare che che "amAre thAra madinA mArAthanA karavI

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che.mATe sthAna eIe che." tyAre A veDyula kare che "eka vArata aMdiyA jevA sthAna vyApu . cAra marinAmAM ane ke mArA sAgarItone upadeza ApavAnI nahI. kAraNa veDaculane khabara 3 A maNasmA upadeza lAza kaiTalAyanA hadaya parivartana karI nAMkhaze, jethI mAruM jnmAvela baMdhu ja bhAMgI jaze. have kriyA vicArI tenI vRtti dhruvI che ? potAnA dharma pAmavI nathI ane bIjAne pAmavA devo nathI. have AvAva amArI pAse Avato zuM varSe dharma pamADI zaDIe" pAsAtmA jJAnI hai, mATe jANe che tethI Dare che... " sAruM arI cAra saranA DoI upadeza nahI ApIe . paNa ! tame khAlI amane raheThANlR ane prAthamIDa ? jarUrIyAta hoya te Apane ri ve temane cAra mahinA sudara ArAdhanA karI che. badhA sAdhunA suMdara- prakRti guNo che. mATe temanA DoInAthI A lokone DIjhma thayu nathI. ghaNI vakhata sAyo svAdhyAya DaratA hoya, amuka mAthuM dhyAnamAM doya, DaiTalAka sAdhuco tatvanuM ciMtana manana DaratAM hoya, keTalAyane cAra-cAra dinAnuM tapa hoya. ATe Avu badhu khaiIne greMDa mArI chApa ubhI thAya ja. mAtmAe cAra maniA sudhI eDa vAdyanI paNa pideza Apyo nathI. paraMtu jyAre cAra mahinA pUrA thayA tyAre mahAtmAo kahe ? " ame dave jaIe chIe . vyA badhu tamane bhaLAvyu paNa amAre kyA raste jvAnuM te Do. tyAra vaDayula de hai OM huM "tamane mukavA AvuM chu DAraNa A badhA sArdugonA vartanathI. khuba ja sArI chApa tenA mana para paDI che. mATe lAgaNIthI mahAtmAne vaLAvavA jAya che ve. jyAre tenA eyiAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA pachI badAtmA de che te "ahai nAma! ThahyA pramANe cAra mahinAmAM kyAreya upadeza Apyo nathI. paNa have ame jaI rahyA chIe tyAre je tArI IcchA darzAyI ane varI joIDa tane ApavA mAgIe chIe. tyAre vaDathulane mahAtmAne nA pADavAnuM mana thanu nathI. paNa kare che te "mAru jIvana vuM che te Apa jANo jI mAre mArA jIvanamAM je zakya hoya tevo ja dharmanI vAta Daze. mAtmA jJAnI che. mAre bhaNe che ke A mukhathI lAyaka jIva che, hai dharma pAmI thAOM tema che. ne dharma Dai rIte pAmaze, tenI bhAvi ghaTanAo cA mAtmA jo che. tyAre sIdho tyA, paraloDa, mArgano upadeza nathI ApanAM. pote bhaviSyavettAnA kAraNe ra

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053 ; jANakArI sAme rAkhIne pratijJA Ape che. 2 capaNa sAva sAmAnya mAmulI, pratijJAmo lAge. - eka pratijJA evI ApI hatI ke"amathuM na khAvuM. -vAlI pratijJAmAM DoIne tALI paDe na.pA mAtmA jANo zuM che te sArI pratijJAthI ghA - pAmI zake tema che. mATe ja kare che. tenI cAre pratijJA tene madazrAvaka banAvavAmAM dAyakA banI. te mAjhmA ja che. thAre ame pAluna DI lAThI-chAlane to sAme prANI manumAna karI jJAna pIrI. mAre ochI asara thAya. koI vakhata lAyakAta pramADe pAmI paNa zake. paraMtu DAMsa eNvo niyama na thAya ? amArA 6padezathI lAyaka jIva pAme che. sthAre cAvI mAnmAnA sAnidhya mAnavI ane ama dezanA dvArA para pazuyonimAM paNa lAyaka jIva hoya to pAmI jaya: jema rAma-sItA- lagnaga vanavAmamAM nIkaLyA che tyAM eka jhADa para jAyuM 4. te paMkhInA zarIramAM ghaNA ja jogI che. tenA dvArA te khuba ja rIbhAta . paNa vAjumA hAusajhA sthAnamAM middhiyogI ubhA I. A mazatmAnA bhAvanI asara mA paMkhInA mana para thAya che. tethI te khuba ja zAMta thaI gayuM. tethI tene yA maNabhAnA sAnidhyamAM devAnuM khuba ja gamavA mAMDyuM. tenA para tene vyA ' mAtmA pratye khubaja lAgaNI pera thaI che. jema vadevanI citA pApapI ja hAlamAM 62tA hatA. temAM keTalAka sthAna zI ane marInmAe vApanathI mATe Aje upavAsa che. pArAnI citA para pazupaMkhI ja karatA tA. hA zuM dara jaMgalamAM jaI sa6 vAsa khA... pachI pI le pachI AvI pAtha ne ma nnAnA pagamAM vasI jAya. ane temanI mukhamudrA ane AnaMda pAme rara vadhu tIvrarvamAM daDI tA. mAre to phare che jelamAM joI bhAve ke koI vaTemA AvI che tepI pAme bhAthu che? na 1 ane 1ii bazara paDe te mIdhi mahAtmA pAse cAvI temanA pahelA 35s kheMcIne tyAM bhibriA mATe laI jAya. pazupavI para paNa AvA manakhanI chellI asara thatI to pachI lAyaka mAnava patI deTalI varaha thAya. tema jarAya paNa bA mahAtmAnI nAnaka cAvIne vezI jAya che. ghaNI vakhata

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PSY *khuba-ullAsa ane mahAtmAnA pagamAM paDI temanA thI sparza kare. have mamatAmAM delAne labdhi pedA thayelI hoya che tame nijharamamAM bolo cho ne "khelA sAda .... jenA zarIrane parasevo, kha, thaDa, makha-su Sadhi zulya hoya. mATe A mazansanA camyafthI yuno zo cAlyo gayo. tethI tenI vedanA zAMta thaI gaI. tethI ja to thAya che ? potAne nava bhava maLyo che. mATe mAnmA jyAre paNa DII javana nA A cAre te pote AvIne sAMbhaLe che. Ama ratAM TekAnA lArA daiTha samaDIta dharma pAmI jAya che. have sthAne rAma-lahevA- cInAne A mA padeza che tyAre paNa jAya temanA pagamAM paDe che. mAre rAma puche che ke cA pachI ma pagamAM paDe che. tyAre mAkhyA che "dhA paMkhI gharmane pAmela che. mATe te snAna karavA sAdharmi che." mA sAMbhaLyA pachI zama-lakama- sItA ne badhuM ja barAbara paDAve che, padhAre che, tenI mAra melApa barAbara rAkhe che sabhA-zAhe jaza Dalo vI bhAdhA - 1 pa1 jIra thaI gayA jemanai paDhANa sAthe vANImAM paDyA brA. cAnI dra nAma ja che. temAM jIva A jarAyu che. caba zugathI athamathI. khera pAme dezanA sAMbA paNa jAya che. dezanA mobhIne prabhAvita paNa thayA che. rAjA rAma nAnI nathI. paNa A sAupara je che tene dAvapeca karIne pAme evuM puravAra karyuM ke A mAluma nathI paNa oo che. AvAnI vANIya ci cAlatA hoya. mATe mane lAgyu? A sAhu sAthe je pa00nAthad RbarenA sIniDo che. mATe tene vAmane mAnI le che aA vyakti nAnAtha che. mATe jAo ne ThIka lAge che. kAma vAsI koI kathanathI. paNa muDa saMganI kAra je vayiA tenAthI zamIne ghaNA ja segavALu paMkhI banyA. +--- paNa viziSTa mahAtmA maMvAnA kAraNe nismaraNa thayu. sArIvanI dhyA bhavamAM navI gayA. viniyogavALA mahAtmA maLyA che A jIvano udhdhAra thaI gaLyo, pahelu tyAre ApaNane AvA mahAtmA maLI zake tema nathI .

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196-90-64 guruvAra tA 19 n5-pU.zrI yugabhUSa vijayajI sadgurubhyo nama:|| gavANiyA Da 265 anaMta jJAnI anaMta upakArI zrI lIDara paramAtmAe zreSTha popaDAra DaravAnI prAntarI dharmatIrthanI sthApanA jhare che. mahApuruSonI daSTIe AtmA anaMta kALathI ja bhA bheMsAramAM aDe che temAMthI sama bahAra jIDI moImArga para caDhAvavA, teja jIvamAtra para DaravA lAyaTha zreSTha upakAra - che. ane tenA Are ja tIrthaMkara praNa atipriya zAsana sthApe che, badhAe tIrthaMkare pote parelA khuda pAme che ane pachIja cA yA kare che, ApaNa. gyA khuba dhyAnamAM zakhavA jevo sidhdhAMta che. potAne pahelA khuda pAmavAnuM che. hA, tame tamArI bhasiDa thavA na DI ane bIja mATe tevI cinI karI le uttama che. paraMtu anaMtakALamAM ApaNA smAre A bAbatamAM svano jayAra DI 0 : bhauti gamAM svAthI vanavA kaphtA * dhopakArI banavuM che. sAru paraMtu A vAta khAlI bhautika vagamAM ja lAgu paDe che. . jyAre adhyAtmanA DojhamAM AnAthI ? niyama che . tyAM parelA svanI ciMtA 62vAnI che. pachI ja paranI citA karavAnI chai. davA pahelA tamArA AtmAnI Daze pachI ja bIjAnA AtmAnI vA karavAnI che, mATe azthiA svanuM paheluM laya ane pAnuM pachI. bhattika baigamAM paranI sthitAne sadguNamAM khatavavAmAM Ave che. varSa Atmane mahattva vadhAre Ape che te jDanI ciMtA DastonathI . nA jIva mAtra 52 jema tame tamAza khAvApIvAnI, kSApharavAnI ne DIipaNa cittA 6nA dAva pA e tamAre bIjAnI A badhI ciMtA puravAnI Ave tyAre tI tene gagaga gaga? upeA karI, te svAthI thayA hevAyo. tamArI anukuLatA mATe ciMtA paga vIsana maLe na maLe tenI pachyA paNa narI. mAre tamAro svArtha jya bhAva nathI.. sthitaprajJanI bhUmikAmAM jIvane jarApaNa svArtha hoto nathI. te paNa khAlI - bhautiTha vagamAM ja, paraMtu AtmAnA DagamAM pahelA svanI upaDA2 5thI ja para

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upakAra DaravAno che. padelAM tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM pachIja bIzanA AtmAnuM kalyANlR ka2vAnuM che. tamAre adhyAtmanA DAMgamAM dAna- popaDAra- ghyA karavI hoya nI pahelA tamAre ttamArA jIvanamAM tene aAtmamAna DavA paDe.. tenA vagara tame bIjane ApI na blaDo. parelA dharmane sidhdha davAnI hai pachI ja viniyoga karavAno che, je AtmA sidhdha nathI karato te vyAtmA viniyoga pAmavAno cadhikArI nathI. tIrthaMkare pA gatanuM kalyANa karavAno prayatna kyAre ? jema potAnuM kalyANa thatuM gayu. tema nA paropakAranI pravRtti AvatI gaI. 'savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI" A bhAvanA jhInna bhavamAM Dare hai, je pahelAM samaThIna pAme. veTale viveka Adi dharmane pItte pAme pachI jAta AkhAnI GalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA kare che, svano viDa DaryA vagara AkhA gatanA kalyANa karavA mATe pravRtti nI nathI. mATe cAdaC yuM che? parelA potAnA AtmAnI upaDAra karI pachI ja vISano upaDAra DavAno che mATe ApaNe AtmAmAM je dharmanuM Atmaya na mAdhI vADIai tyAM sudhI te bIjane ApI ApI thaDatA nathI. mATe padelAM svamAM gha` sidhdha Davo cAkhavAr hI: daju pAna enDru gharma bidhdha thayo nathI. vagara bhI viniyoga thano nathI. mATe dajI svaya mATe ghaNI ja sAdhanA vADI che . 1 atyAre tame dharmanA DIMgamAM 3 bhauliDa UgamAM kaivyathI paropakAra DarI vADo bhInika DITAmAM je prAmiDa jarUriyAta hoya te Apo tene bhakttiDakAno paropakAra DovAya. dharmanA kAmamAM jema Do AvatI nA deya tenI na AvavA mATe preraNa Do. jema koI AtmA, paraloDa, puNya, pApa na mAnatA doya nene samajAvo . 4 01, Dei jIva A badhu mAna che paNa tene ullAsa vagere na Avano zoya to tene tame salAdasUryana lArA dharmamAM ullAsa dazavo. AmatI dharmamAM vApI zako ke tame Ama DaravAthI koIne dharmanA kaoNMga sAthe vI baiDI ApI. zaeNDo cho. paNa sacoTa tha pamADI blaDatA nathI. viniyoga pAmelA AtmAnuM cacacchA che AjI ja lAyaka va mATe dharma prAptinuM ka

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vaDaLa | DAraNa bane che. temanuM Ala zAmaLa ghaNA ja hoya che. temanA parathayAM Ave che temAM dahIMno upayA mAba na mAne lAyakAta pramANe guer prApta thayA vagara lo nathI---- - ApaNu AgAhI - pArtha bhAvadhiSka vana DaruM temAM mAMgopAMga para modInA bhAvomAM temAM vaLI lIdhA che. AnA pachI navo vivI. mATe 2 sidhdhi pAmIna-sIDI joremAvadharma-pAmIne jo ----- - viniyoga pradhAna AcArANA pratyeka prakRti samaya hoya che. temanI mana-vacana-dAthAno thaI ja purAI mALane apanArI che. jyAre pachI bhAdhanAnI savArathI sAMja sudhInI pravRttimAM jeTalI saphaLa ane chellI , birUpa che te purI canelIjIyA . mAro laMDa ugamAM paNa badhI ja puruSArtha satu ja ca cotha ja vicAra karo cho. paraMadhyAtmanA dazAmAM vicAra tamArUkhANI rahyA vaitaru ja do -r------- - jema tame savArathI uo ane je bhAva kare te vyathA bhAre tamArI - sapanA prerita ja hoya tevuM tamane je vicAravAnI zakti makhI tene yogya upayoga ja karo cho kharA. moTe bhAge tamArI kSatti vaiDAya ja . badhI surpanA che. niphaLa prati lo gAMsmANamAM kare. DAha mAmale bhAjI vicArIne gAlapujha ja mani kure papha atyAre tamArI DhagalAbaMdha na niSphaLa ja che. A DelAmAM TheTalA lATha bajhAmAM vicArI mAM ja jAya che kAma bolavAmAM paNa keTalI kAmi vaivAya che. A badhAnI sii vicAra che kharI, sabhA :- bhalyA pachI khabara paDe che ke nA bolyA sAju ghAmanI vicAra karIne ja vIlavAnuM che. gAMDAnI haoNspITalamAM 42tA bahAra gAMDA vadhAre che. mATe AvI nakhaMbharI prazani vanamAM vadhAre che. thAra viniyogane pAme che te koIpaSTa sani niSa mA daya. eka mAMgaNI chalAvA pApa paNa temanuM prayojana hoya. vagara prayone eka vAra

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26 Sal paNa temanAM mAMthI na nI. 3 vagara prayoe vicAre paNa narI, temanI bolavA, cAlavAmAM badhI pravRttimAM Dela hai, badhAmAM samajga ane vivaiTha zauya che. sAre ApaNA jIvanane tapAmavAnI bahu ja RR jarUra che. dApuruai DAghA mAgamanuM lagaNa zuM ? to kahe che i vagara mananuM vicAra nahI tenuM nAma ja DAhyA mANamAM ane udAca tene vicAramAM AvI gayu to vaNImAM to te sade ja nahI. lakhyu hai 3 - mabha :- paNa plAna daraMA to vicAravuM ja paDe ne ja mAeAjI:- plAna karavA mATe vicAre paNa jenuM mULa koITha sAruM hoya tevuM ja vicAre 3 navarA beThA tukkara taraMga kare. tamArA jIvanamAM A badhu nathI te ja sarpanAna sucave che. * viniyoga prApta karelanI pratyeTha pravrutti avacaya aniGgaLa hoya, tenI dareka pravRtti cokkasa prakAranI saphaLatAne vyAvanArI oya. prabhu 12 // varSa vIcA eDa zabda para temanA moMmAMthI nakkAmo nIkaLyo nathI. thaMDa Daka prabhanuM Daba ApavA Ave che, phuMphADA mAre che, tyAre paNa prabhu zuM ja bolatA nathI, paNa lAgyu ke have te zAMta paDyo che tyAre ja e zabda bolyA ? '' buja-busta pA vAkyathI cAlu to tene Akhu vAkya paNa bole tema nathI. zaMka tozika" bolyA te tenI pUrvabhava yAda karAvavA ja bolyA che. tenA pUrvabhavamAM thaMDozika nAma che, teja temane yAda DarAvavuM che, " th . caMDo prabhune karaDe che tyAre lAdInA badale dudha nIkaLyu che, Ama to tenI rakhI mAtrathI jI bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya. jyAre prabhune jarApaNa gabharAmaNa nathI. sthira che ane prabhu to gaMbhIratAthI DagalA bhAgaLa bharI rahyAM che. are tene lAge che ke A mAgamane mArI hAjarInI DoI ja cammara nathI, mATe te khUba ja cIDAya che, ane napura jaIne DaMkha mArI o sAme jethA kare che. DAqha tene thAya J2 mArA jherathI dhasara thavAthI mA vyakti mArA para paDaze, jethI huM dabAI jaIza. paNa tenA badale to tene matsya banAva banyo. mATe te nizce'AgratAthI vicAre che. udApo kare

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239 211 hai, Ama pIne pUrvabhavamAM Adhuno putra che. tyAM tene tIrthaMkaranI paDita karI che mATe prabhunI mubhA maiDAgalAnI jaitA paNa thAya che. hyane bama teja khane prabhu "ja bujha zeMkaDI cakA cAlu baththA. ane mA zabda vicArana tene kevI amara karI gayA. ha. AnA lArA maudrasudhInI tenI sAdhanA baDDIne viniyoga che. vothoga pArelA mAnmAna paropakAra dIpaka niSphaLa naya nahI. ane tenAthI sArailAna jaibhAvardhanI prApti thAya te avicchInna paNa mIThI pahoMcADe ja. AvA uttama parapaDAra karanArA madApuruSonI mAgha thavo te e uMcu puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya sau janmI. bhAthajIvana 'paNa puNya kALu hoya to tene cAvI sAmagrInI thotra thAya ja nahI. mATe evuM nathI OM lAyaka jIva dIya te narI ja jAya. sabhA:- bhAva AtiI pachI paDI zakuM sAdebaju.- 11mAM kamyAnadethI vItarAga paNa paDI zake che. tene pI paDyA hai, tene puruSArtha dvArA DIpakrama DarIne zAra pADyA che. pA nimitta "sakhatA * bhAvanavyatA azaba hoya ane bhAre ThAno udatha hoya ane jIva jA ma pramAdI bane to paDatAM tene vAra na lAge, pA je kAyaka bhAvane pAmyA te ja AtmA nA paDe, paNa jeTalA caDyA hai hai dhAja paDe tevI niyama nathI. paNa paDe koNa ? je thI te ja paDe ne DhAi piye beThelAne paDavAno savAla nathI. mATe patananI bhaMbhAvanA caDanArane ja che . paNa temA badhA rekTara Ama kare che, paraMtu monamArgamAM aika vakhata caDelI paDe to paNa rUrI te upara thaDI Topa kaivalamAM javAnI ja che, tamAre selAramAM rapati mANama ja potAnI mahata gumAve to kairaMTI kharI ke te pAchA kokapani banI...jyAre A tau adhyAtmIka juDI che. eka vakhata mukhamAMthI je avazya AtmAve toLu ? tenA pa jharIvA2 AvarI thavAnuM nathI. ane teja mAtmAnI vizeSatA che ane DaranI nabAI che. jema khANamAMthI saunu nIkI pachI tenA para prosesa daro tene zudhdha banAvo pachI DadAva tenA para maila jAma paNa pahelAM jevo ghera jAmI 2 ja

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27) 'azudhdha to na ja thAya. DAka pahelA naivI athananA AvatI nathI. tenI jema adhyAtmanA mAM paNa karma jamIM paNa te uparachallA ja lAgaze. je tIvvA va6 saMdelA che { sabhA -14pravaFpaNa naraka khagomAM jAya che tenAM mota kyAre ? sAheom - tevA mAtmA strIno paNa mauna mejhImama pudgala pAvarsamAM bauThI. Ama to moTe bhAge te pahelAM ja moDo pahocI jAya che. Ama to 14 vI dunithAnA bhAremAM bhAre Darma kare to paNa teno mokSa apula parAvarnamAM na ii. geraMTI kevI che ! tIrthe jaIne jIva pahoMce tI paNa ATalA TAImamAM goLa nathI che. paNa e AvA pApa na dare to jaLa mAM ja sabhA :- apugala parAvarta DALa paNa keTalI badhI lAvyo che. sAvaja - sApa jUDIkhamA AvA netA pugala-pAvaDAkha vakhazA chIe. mATe tenI pAse to A magaranA biMdu jeTaluM paNa nathI. - - | caMs snA jIvana dha Avyo che paNa pathaI che. paNa thavA sii- utha lAvyo ane enuM mimina maLyuM ke koI AvI gayo. |, temanA mATe zuM banyu hai ke temanA paga nIce reDamI marI gaI che. tyAre temanI . eka bAlamunIne tenI eTalI asara thaI che te vAre vAre prAyazcita mATe kA Dare ]. | vAre vArevAthI temA ja aDapAI gayA ane vanyu pa kevuM che te ja vakhate temano AyuSyanI baMdha paDya. che. tenI zI jANavA jevI che -- - -- ---- te khAmAM vartana zakya hatA. paNa te vakhatanI temanI sdhA ja kAca zrAva paNa maLI zake nahI. je kula rUpiyA 5mAI zake tema che, chatAM tethI bhAgIthI jIve che. moTA moTA zrImaMto, zreSThI, marI, loDo --- AmanI malAda levA mAvatAM. temanI budhdhi, caturAI dhaNI ja hatI. zAstranuM tine agAu ThAba che. mATe te bAhya sabhAno cArja laI lapakA DoDapati thaI natha. 'inA taimane saMtoSa che, jyAre AvA marI, hokIthA badhA salAha laIne ja jyAre

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temane thAya che bATalI manA, saMpatti che kyAM temane aMdara zAMti nathI. khAte bhAra thaI rahyomAM phare che, paNa aMdarathI to keTalA DibAya che. Ama vicAratA vicAratA te darama vizaga thAya che. eka vakhata tene devI prasanna thaI che che ke"nuM mAnI haipaNa tyAre paNa te nA pADe che. A vakhate ta na pAmai nathI. tenAmAM vikAro dvAna I. mATe evI prasanna thaI I. mATe vidyAre tenAmAM sattAvAra sabbara TheTalA do dharma pAmI dIkSA laI zAstra bhaNI mA pADe che. sUrya temA vanyu ke temane zIza nAnuM paNa 8 mATe govaDI mA jaI . te vakhate rastA para cAlanAM khyAla na Avyo ne kI eka cheDI paganI AvIne zI' . gaI. te jhaDapathI cAlI rahyA che. paNa vakhate nAnA sAdhuno upayoga to mATe temane khyAla AvI gayo mATe kare che ke mahArAja ApanA paga nIve deDakI AvIne marI gaI. tyAre te che ke mA vaDa para keTalIya deDakI varelI che te zuM badhI meM mArI che hAtha AgaLa varasAda nA 2 vAnInI avarajavara ravAnA 'phAra dhI ja jhI marI gayelI dUtI, tyAre munI DAMI bolyA nahIM. pada temane A nonajara che. mAre jyAre gorI cAlavAnI AvI tyAre pArtha yAda devasArya chetyAra pachI temane khAlI mAgaNI va6. mATe jyAre guvaMdana s2vA nathI tyAre paNa pAchu yAda devaDAvyuM che. te vakhate paNa bolyA nahIM. 1thAre pratimA ka2tA pAchu yAda devaDatha che. grAma vAre ghaDaLe yAda karAve che. cAma A mAtmA tapasI 8 mATe prakhayA . bhabhA:- AlocanA karI levAmAM vAdhI 1 sAdhu:- tame bhUla nA karI hoya ane tamane koI che ke ATalI AlocanA laI lo to tame 4 sii : sabhA:- paNa bIjA mA jula joI che ne, sAheba che, tamane daI vIja kare che tene A bhUla dahI che to mAnI lI kharA. mATe na mAthe lalanA maLe. ApaNe badhAne 7 AvI sarakhatA lAvavI samiI

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27. nathI. ApaNe to bula karI hoya ne kada ne paNa sahana karI zaktA nathI. te A bhazAne sAthe kharAba nihAcIna Dama paNa udayamAM AvyuM ane te ja vakhata AyuSya baMdha paDyA che. Amate navamAM uttama juva che. moTe bhAva java paDe to paNa Azcarya kahevAya. temane mATe patana saMbhavIta na gAya tevA te paDyA che. A mahAtmAne tapanA dvAra zakti ghaTelI ane temAM koi sarakhuM hemIMga thavAthI Ave Avyo che. mATe DI laIne temane zaku tema thavAthI te TocyA che ane te vakhate arisAnA cAritranA mahAvratonA je pariNAma smA te cAlyA gayA che. te vakhate sabhAnatI navI 2hI che A Dare che ne kharu che ke khoTuM che. mATe vizvaka AvI jvAthI mithyAtva cAvI gayuMparaMtu te vakhate AtmAmA ghaNa-gu che. lecchA pazuo che. paNa mAravAnA vicAramAM toDyA tyAre vAlI maTakAthI ane lohI luhANa thaIne gaDI paDyA. te vakhate eka bhAthu mAravAmAM vicAramAM che, haMsAnA vicAramAM che. ghaNI vakhata-sAmAnya ne rAdhA vicAramAM narala jIvanA ee2mAM thayu hoya to sAthe paya prakRti paB tene ghaNI baMdhAtI rIya che. mATe ja te marIne revalokamAM gayAM. -6-TalI sajA karI je mAnmAM AvA pazizAma naguNA no tema 4mAM nava thAta. paNa tainA badale te thAtaSa deva thayA. tevadharta prakRti uttama 'I, tethI zubathAmAM che mATe vAtamAM kayA che e bhUla karI eka thaus apI, pasiI sIdhA lIca che jaimAM ja gayA. teyo revalImAM gayA paNa tyAM tenA nA moskAra gayA nahIM tyAM paNa aA bhava saMskAra purAvA mATe AgaLa jyAnuM banyuM nathI. paNa mAthe AvIthanI Adi rela davAnar s299 manuSyanI sarva maLyo. ame tamane ApI paNa lai temane kApI nathI. tyAM po nAkhathayA thA mane sapa, tyAga, methama pancAM paNa temanI dhaga-mI. sane. dhovarALa che temanuM nAma reha paDyuM. temAM thora azubha raMgavA mAd so purI ,Ine marIne sApa yathA. sApa yonimAM panna DhIlI jagAmAM 4thA che.

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arathA jo tene praba namasyA hala to te marIne narahe ala. 12 pharma sattA yogya rIte ja Aja che che. sAdhupaNAmAM pujya bAMdhyuM te temane revara Thare che. pocAM sudhI pakavAnI che. mATe gavaDatI ja jAya , paNa prabhu variyA purI tane tArI lIdhI . - - - - - vinithI bIja 20 vAdI thama ghanaghora vRkSanI jema khIlI u . mATe ujha DakkAnI paropakAra ne devAya te samajavAnuM che, -jema DokaTara pai laIne javA do teM paropasn2 nathI. tema vAta vagara , para majurIthI Dare pachI popaDA na devAya. tamArA jIvana nAnA nAnA javAnA balidAnathI 2 che. mATe e badhA ' jIvo che tamArA upANI che te tamArA upathInI devAya.' mATe jhADa-pAna edjaya Adi upayo kahevAya paNa paropakAra na ThavAtha. ane te uthArI mA to viveka kahevAya. tame zAmavAsa lo je mATe jIvo che, te vakhate vadhudAyanA kI maTe che. mATe te che upara dharmamAM zuM Ave che. vadhuNavI, ani, surtha 2. pANI vadhA devatAne kAraNe enA vagara soI jIvI zake tema nathI. mAre ja te devatA mAne che. jo Avu mAne to pachI tane tALA-bhAvI vAha paNa jIvI dvADo taima nathI. tI tene paNa tame page lAgI sabhA:- dukAne jAya tyAre tene page lAge che , sAvaja - A sIvAdI che. dhAne ja mithyAtva @ che. grAhaka nathI, taLAva, ba zAnI prajA nathI jyAre anya dharmamAM che. A viveka che. khristI dharmamAM IzvaranI aA popa gawAya che. emanA popa pahelA gharanIne . ThIma kare che. kAraNa IzvaranuM sarjana zreNI kare che. paNa Apa mA zArI spaSTa 67 A badhI dharma nathI. vadha-gharatIne page lAgI to pApa lAge . sabhA - janamaMdiramAM thatAM pagathIyAne namaskAra che te jAya?

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204 sAlu - hA hAya . janamaMdira mAnu kAnIya vai Na lokanA nAthanuM jIna maMdiranuM pagathI paNa AgaLa vadhAravAmAM sAdhana banI. zubha bhAvathI te vAmana thayela che, mATe pUjya che. Ama nI caravI paNa jaDa 4. paNa Anma ghANAmAM je sAdhana bane tene yavAhI manAya. jIna- daarma - cAchi jaima ema temAM bAyaDa sAtha paNa mukhya che. lagna jInamaMdirane hAtha Dema jevI chekAraNa ne paramAtmAnuM sthAna che. tema gunI pA pratye paNa bahumAna rAkhavAnuM che. gujyane page lAgI rahI sNa paramAtmAnA paramANathI te vANita thayela che. mATe DI bAtha nathI.

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pa 20-90-4-4 "papU. zrI yugabhuSNavijyajI madgurubhyo namaH|| yogavI viniyoga bhAyadharma zukravAra AmAM vaTa sama anaMta upakArI aneda jJAnI zrI nIrthaMkara paramAtmAJoe jagatanA jIva mAtra para zreSTha paropakAranI pravRnni rUpe dharma tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. aApuruSonI daSTIe uththAmAM uMcA paropakAra karavo hoyattI enA mATe Ada namuno tIrthaMkara che. nIrthaMkarIe pote zAsana sthApIne pote sAdhanA karI bareDa paropakArI che. tIrthaMkara sthApela rAmana dvArA camadhya jIva moDI gayA che para prabhu pRthvInA para vicaratAM hoya tyAre lAyakAta pramA badhAne teno dharma pamADe, vizeSa java dharmAcArya gaNadhara bane. Doi jIva tIrthaMDara nAma Darma vadhe,nai bhAvi tIrthaMkarapaNa nizcita kare. sIdI ja jagatamAM sannAtana mokramArganA sthApaka che. Ama lIDarsa zreSTha paropakAra kare che. --govALiyA TeDa have jeTalA viniyoga pAmalA AtmA pA 1. ii dhAnA jIvanamAM paNa zreSTha paropakAra che. tIrthaMkaronI dezanA vizeSa hoya che. khAlI tIrthaMkara paropakArIne viniyoga pAmelA AtmA na kare tevuM nathI. ame paNa parIyaDAra DarI vADIe che. viniyoga pAmelAne gItArtha karatAM paNa vidjJAna doya che. evuM nathI pUrNa temane pUrvanI najIkanuM jJAAna hoi zake che. mATe popaDAra nAmanA dharma nAkti saMpanna ja 32 vADe che. abhaNa, abujha zreSTha popaDAra karI ADato nathI. paropaDAraDavAvALA jIvo uMcA ane sanama hoya che. have amArI rIrcI UMcAmAM uMco popaDAra vyo! paropakAramAM paNa ghaNI 32gamI hoya che. ApaNane morA DavAmAM mA-bApanI udhaDAra kharoDe nahI'1 jyAre mArI paDe che tyAre bALakanI mevA karavA mATe A AkhI rAta jAgatI rahe che. nAnA nAnA upakAra tamArA jIvanamAM hAra thatAM hoya che, mahA upakAra nathI . chatAM upakAra to dharo ne ja CHIUS paNa lagna nisvArtha bhAve karI ane sAme vaLataranI bhAvanAnI AzA na hova ta ne upakA2 3 kahevAya, e sAme vapataranI bhAvanA zcAvo to upaDAnI

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TakAvArI ghaTa. jema mA-bApa saMtAnone uchera kare che mATe dila mAre e upavAthI bane che. pachI bhale mA-bApa apekSAthI mINa Dare. addhiA thI paNa Avo tyAM upahAra banato nathI. . have deva-gurunI bhakti karavAnI che tyAM upakAra DaravAnI nathI. mATe tyAM badalAnI bhAvanA, IcchA na cAle. jema tamAru DAma koI DarI mArI ane te vakhate tamAre bilAmAM kaIka karavAnuM hoya to tamane mArI nAva thAya ane tyAM tame jANo jI re sAme rejharI DI levAno che. tyAM sahAyanI bhAvanA nathI, paga vAtanI addhiA che sAyanI bhAvanA hoya no upakAra gaNAya che. ! atyAre tamArI sthiti che bhAI tamAre mAro paDe tyAre tame sevA cAkarI | Daro, ane jo tame mArA paDo ne bhAI tamArA khabara aMrnara na maLe to zuM thAya? tame koinA pAka mATe koIpaNa karo cho temAM tamane apekA ya ja che. tamAre kuTuMbamAM manabheda ne jhaghaDAnuM kAma kAja hoya che. prasaMge tame zuM bolo che A vadhato khAlI nAmanA sagA che. jeTalI ubare nIDaro teTalo nAkhIne, paraMtu kharI maitrIbhAva gharamAMthI cAlu ka2vAna che * * tamArA svabhAvanI trIbhAvanI para tI tharavALA para ja paDe. 2ste cAlatA mAmanuM kharAba thaA & sAra thAya temAM to tamane giI vAMdho hoto ja nathI. paraMtu tamArA bhAvanuM pratibiMba nI sAme paDe che jenI sAthe tamAre rahevAnuM che. mAre ' tyAM popaDAra dharmabhAva kaho che. je nAnA nAnA parArthathI cAlu thAya che. ane zreSTha para paDAra bhAvadhine viniyoga nAmano bAvadharma kaNo che. tame koI paNa janano paropakAra karI tyAre sAme vaLataranI bhAvanA DAvAnI che. tamArI badalAnI bhAvanA eTalI suTa thaI gaI che ke tame to bhagavAnanI bhakti 32no paNa sAme vaLataranI AvA zakhI che. atyAre daivI paristhiti che ? ApaNI vadhu mAtanuM cAle paNa Apako DIne mananuM ApavA taiyAra nathI. ane A uktinA kAraNo ja ApaNAmAMthI paropakAranI bhAvanA nAbuda thaI jAya che. paropakAranA ghA ja stara che. jema mA-bApanI diDaze bhakti kare paNa je

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rana mahilA Ave to bhakti tenI sAcI bhakti banatI nathI. to pachI bhagavAnanI ' sAme tame je badalAnI addhiA rAkho to vicAra e che ke tamArI vRni TalI dIna devAya ? kharekhara saMkalpa karavA jaiva che deva -gunI bhakita Dou jatanA badalAnI bhAvanA vagara ja DarIvA. gholI Dara hai saMzalpa1 kI daDI 'bApanI sevA khaDe page karatI hoya bApa pAse vIla lakhAvavu che mATe temane khuba ja rAju rAkhato hoya, e pote khuza na rAkhe to pachI temAM bIbhanuM kAma thaI jAya.' mATe A ThArathI te game teTalI mA-bApanI sevA cAkarI kare to paNa te cAdarInI keTalI kiMmata je divase tamane lAbha na dekhAya tyAre tame mA-bApane paNa paDatA salii ne 1 bama bApanu badhu tamArA DabamAM mArI jAya pachI bApane paNa ulALIyA karIne mATe ja atyAre mITA bhAganA mA-bApa moTI uMmareja vIla Dare che. ane te paNa gupta rAkhe che. ane kadAca jagAve ne e DabbA anubhava thANe te vIla badalI paNa nAkhe che. A saMsAmbI nagna thanAra che. - jene tamArA mAnIne AkhI jIMdagI rAkhyA ja AvuM kare to " mATe thAta. vAlamAM evuM paNa lakhe che ke amArA jIvanA nahi paNa maryA pachI tene maLe. Ama ThArI zuM vizvAsa nathI mATe tene tamAro Akho kSemAra jee 8ute thI ja cAle che. paraMpadArathI cAlato nathI. tamane sukhI rAkhavA e bhAvathI nathI karatA. ne e bhAvathI tame karo to cokama putha baMdhAya .pare alyA sAtha ane upakAranI bhAvanA . ja narma. mATe ja azubha karma baMdhAtA hoya che. jema dIva mAMdo paDe tyAre mA bIrAta jAgIne mevA pharatI hoya che paNa temAM papha paropakAranI bhAvanA AvatI nathI. tyAre paBC e mAre thAya ne tamArI apeka karI kare evA ja bhAva hoya che. moTe bhAga paropakAranI bhAvanA hotI nathI. A jyAre tamane koI vAtaranI bhAvanA vagara sAthe karI tyAre tamAre tIkhI . ! upakAra mAnavo ja paDe. ane mAne ja tamArAmAM dhRtajJatAno guNa che. - - jyAre mA-bApa sAme paNa paropakAranI bhAvanA rAkhavAnI to pachI bhagavAna sAme to pavI ja paDe. tyAMthI hoItanI apekSA hovI joIthI ja nAnI ara

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238 ApaNA jainI game tyAM rakhaDe che. jyAMthI DAma thayu tyAM bauvAmI jAya ne 1 ApaNA dezasara choDI ne bIjai bhakti DaranALa DelA che . basa DadaMDa lAbha thAya tyAM zuM kare? bama cAvI kAma sAco dharma DavAne lAyada nathI. jema mAvAyanI paNa sAcI bhakti Dokksa srI zaDe ke jene koi apaiyA na hoya. khAlI eTaluM ja hoya ke basa mane janma Apyo. tamane badhA dharma sarappA ane sAthI na lAgavA khaiIe. ApaNA zAstramAM Ave che OM. 1) sarva dharma sahiSNutA 2) sarva dharma samabhAva 3) sarva dharma samanvaya pratyAre ApaNA mATe sarva dharma samabhAvanA janathI. padma sarvadharma sahiSNutAnA sTeja che. badhA dharma pratye divrutAno bhAva rAkhavAno che. sarva dharma jo samakhA lAge to huM mAnuM 3 tamArI cabhaDI gayu che. dA badhA dharma paraspara vIvI vAta ja kare che . eka disAne dharma kare che jyAre bIje desAne dharma kare che. eka mAMsAdAra ane zobhAjanane pApa kare ? jyAre vIne mAMsAhAra ane Agabhojanane pAma mAnavI nathI. chatAM ema Dare badhA dharma sAtha nI sA. to te vyA ja karavAya. atyAre A bolavA mATe ApaNu sTeja nathI. jema eka mANama kahe huM bolu paNa chuM ane mAna paNa chu to tene zuM kahevAya? brahma evI ja A vAta hai. hA, badhA dharmamA jeTalu sAruM hoya eno svIkAra karIe tene chatA to na ja kahevAya. ghaNI vakhata cAlu vaulanAra vyakti ja saMghanuM netRtva kare to nukzAna thAya. samanvaya ane samabhAvanA nAmathI dharma ane adharmano zabhumeLo thaI ya che. jyAre zramanAnuM sTeja Ave tyAre ja dharma ane adharmamAM samAna bhAva Ave. je atyAre ApaNA mATe nathI. mA apara levalanuM sTeja che. sarakhA samatAmAM tA. cAtmA ane paramAtmA vacce paNa tAvana nathI. enI no

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baI niraMjana nirAkaranA ja darzana thAya. tene te sAkSAta tIrthaDara maLe to paNa e paga na lAge. jene potAnA mAtmAmAM ja parama tatvanuM darzana thAya e bIjanA page na lAge. mATe A uMcA sTejanI vAta 6. atyAre mANe karIye to tana vaidakI vAta lAge. ame thAre bhAgatA hatA tyAre pATha Avata "mAmA so paramAnnA" A zAkhA pAThamA nI ThekI ja che. mATe kutarAmAM paNa pachI bhagavAnanA . darzana s . A eka prakAranuM dharmanA nAme jhaDapaNa che. A ja badhA AtmA mATe samAna vahevAra karI to pApa lAge. samAjanI vyavasthA nA pAmI jaya. eka tapasvI zrAvaka ane eDa mAmAnya zrAvamAM bheda kho hai nahIM jemA vadhA gara tevuM bahusmAna kuvAnuM che. mATe jorAva rAkhavAno che. sarva dharma samAna samatAmAM AvyA pachI ja 42vAna che. - eka yAM gItAmAM eka lokamAM lakhyuM che sAcI paMData koNa 1 sAthe saMta ke rastAmAM DutarI jatI hoya ke gAya ke hAthI jyo hoya.rta badhAmAM samAnatAnuM darzana kare te ja sAthe nAnI basa A vAta pakaDIne pAMDamAM mukI dIdhu. paraMtu sIdhI samajAnI vAta cAlu na thAya te pahelA amuka ja pasAra karavA ja paDe, mATe sTeja samajIne vAta karavAnI . A varSo virtaka che.. . ----- - sarva dharma pariSada kathA vamavi Te hoya. AvI pariSadamAM mAgha lIlatA hoya, loko potAnA va ivadAra thaIne bolatA nathI. duniyAmAM evA anuyANI - zarata levA thai hoya tevI paNa rahI ne duniyA sAthe chetarapIMDI kare che. sarvadharma pariSada baravAmAM amane kI-vartInathI. junAgamAM paga bharAvI llI . paNa te e niyama & sI dharmavApotAnA uMI mAthI-vAla para bIjA gharmanuM khaMDaNA nA , ne re te tene puravAra paNa karavuM paDe. khAvI bIlI . javA mathI cAlatuM nahatu acAno prAlI camacAgIrI cAle che. viAne sAru ane sAru lAge eTale vadhAvadhA kare. Avo amekho ane khIcaDIyA mA mithAva gAtha. matya ane amane jAve to te vyAjanI.

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20 kasu rI ka puvAra amane paNa bhagavAne che e ekalA jainonI sabA hoya to judo upadeza AApavAnI ane jainetara mA hoya to judI rIte upadeza ApavAno, hindu nAmano DII dharma ja nathI. AvI popa kalpanAthI ubhI thayelI vAta che. ApaNa jaina dharmane dindunA sekzanamAM ghusADI dIdhI che. hindu dharma kone kahevAya enI DI/ kaiphInezana nathI. pacAsa varSathI AvuM cAle che. vica mANasa vicAra karIne samajavA jevuM che. jaina dharma e aiDa svataM dana che, e atyAre tema chuM. ApaNI pAse AcAra vicAranI atIya DrIlosophI che. ApaNe puvAra DarI ADIe tema che. pI A badhAnI nathI. amane bhagavAne yogya mArgadarzana ja ApavAnuM dvIdhu che. paNa vyavahAranI badhI pravRtti AraMbha-samArebhavApI jI mATe te to bhAvaDanI ja che. ane bhAvanI jAgRtI nathI mATe ja atyAre zAsananA AvA seDaDo DA raDe che. A aiDa vivAdAspada viSaya hai. paraMtu haju zAsana cavatu che vicaNa vaDIlo ane sAduMvyo bAje paNa che. paraMtu A mArgadarzana Ape tene jhIlavAnI taiyArI hovI joIe. emanema salAha ApavA mATe ame navaza nathI. paNa daI nakkatAthI cAve nI adma vicAra karIne saLaMda ApIe. ja *bhagavAna amArA upara vyAjJAnanI evI javAbadArI ApI che ame AkhI jIMchI ne vAMcIe to navarA nA paDII, dharmAcAryone samaya,samayanI kiMmata che. zAstramAM lakhyu hai dharmAcArya aiDAMtamAM 28 naiAstranuM adhyayana kare. khAlI jAheramAM upadeza ApavA ja Ave. nIkara paNa devAjIMdAmAM rahe ane naheramAM samovamarAmAM upadeza ApavA pAve. devajIMdA samovaranA bIjA 13mAM hoya. tIrthaMkara povAnA zaSTa sAthe paNa saphrukSA na bese. te ekAMtamAM ja re, caMtana, manana Dare, eja rIte dharmAcArya pAtra AvuM ja jIvana vilaple, tamArI rIce atyAre brAcArya 3 Dare 1 ghaDI ghaDI upadeza Ape vAsaDIpa naple, pagalA kare. baMne dharmAcAryano samaya bagADa paNa pApa lAge. zAstranI vyavasthA pramANe ame vyAvIye to ja lAbha thAya . have divApI pachI AmAM vizeSa vicAraze. lo

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30-10-5 momavAra " pa-1. zrI yugabhuSAvijyajI sadagurubhyo nama: viniyoga khAvadharma govALiyA reDa A anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jyanA jIva mAtrane zreSTha paropakAranI pravRtti DarAvavA rupe dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. | mahApuruSonI TaTIe cA jagatamAM jIva upara uMcAmAM uMcA upavAsa karavo . modhamAnuM pradAna daI pAMce bhAvagharmamAM viniyoga pAmelA AtmA ja upakAra karI zake che te ja pramAne cAvI Tha upakAra da2vAnI adhikAra che. paropakAra, dAna , e evI vastu che ke, mA kudaramAM niyama che ke je tamArI pAse hoya te ja tame dAna aApI Do. jenA dvArA tamAre paropakAra dAnamAM ApavAnuM che tene pahelA pAmavuM paDe. jenA para tamAruM Adhipatya, varcasva joIe. temAM dharmanuM dAna, dharma , pamADavo 5 parIpaDAra 62vA pahelAM pote AtmAmAM ta. dharmane bidha ka2vI paDe. * ame jANatA hazo, tamane sama AvatA paNa hII . upadeza lAlA kolI thi ame jIvanamAM koI cAnmAna karyA nathI. - - - samAnI bhilAmAM sthira thayela AtmA ja yA darI zake che. momAkhI miDAmAM samatA suna dharma zAstra dvArA pAmI zakAya . tenA pachInI sAdhanAma AtarasujhathI pAmavAnI che. zAstrAno viSaya to mamatvanA yA sudhIno ja . sarva - aiAnAM vizArada paNa kSamatA sudhI DI che. sabhA:- tene pratibhAna DaghAyA. -- sAheba:- hA, temAM pratiba kAna AvI jAya. sAdhanA maNamAM, upaka hAvA pAmI 'hAkAya ? pamADI zakAya te ArAdhanAnI mA mamatA sudhIno ja che. amAre zAstra hAra pAmavA yogya haju ghaNuM pAmavAnuM bAkI 8 upara meLavavA thorA ghaNA ja thayuM meLavyuM nathI. ane sAthanAmAM madhuza chI . mArI sAme vadhAre lAyakAtavALa java Ave to paNa ame pamADI sadI nahIM. kAraNa haju amAre pAmavAnu ghaNu . bAkId, tame paNa dAna thAre cha vAyA tamArI pAse naiveya reja tyAre ne.

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mATe sarva zreSTha popaDAra karavAnI adhira viniyoga bhASadhama pAmelA vAkhAne ja mUkyo che, taane upadeza lA badhA dharmane sidhdha karyo che. vartamAnamAM eDa mahAtmA paNa jo AvA hoya lI meghanI Ina badalAI jAya. atyAre sidhdhI navadharmavALA paNa eka pachA mahAtmA nathI, tau pachI vinIyoganI to vAta kyA DavI. paraMtu je jhALamAM jyAre tebo vicaratA hoya tyAre temanA sAnidhya mAtrathI bhAyaDa jIto pAmI jAya. ane temanI dezanA pachA amogha hoya che. mATe je jIvone AvA mAtmAnI prApti thAya tethInI to beDo pAra thaI jAya. AvA mahAtmA tane AzIrvAda rUpa che. Ape? 'sabhA:- sIDara "A bhUniDAmAM upadeza sArebajI:- jInakalpImI upadeza Ape che. lIko dIpachI mauna seve che. paNa lAyaka jIva hoya to te jIvane TaThauza jevI marmIda upadeza Ape che. rIkSA pahelAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAna Gamane upadeza ApavAno prayatna karyA che. temane 'khabara che ? A lAyaka jIva nathI. paNa tenA oThA nIce kaiTalAya jIvo pAmI gayA. bhabhA:- dIA pahelAM A Apela upadeza dravya viniyoga kahevAya? sAbajI::- hA, dbhavya viniyoga ja kahevAya, kAraNa tebhane haju bhUmiDa pAmavAnI bADI che. darthamAM AvI upadeza vyApe pachI dIA pachI to ApI zake, paNa dharUpa vidyAr momArganuM varNana thAya te rIte na Ape. paNa yathApriMcIta viniyoga jharanA hoya che. AvA jene guru maLe 3 elAyaTha hoya lo cokkasa teno udhdhAra thaI jAya. sabhA: 'chelle 'janakalpI kyAre thayA? sAhebajI :- dabharo varSa pahelA jIna dalpI hatAM. samatAnI jIbhaDA vyAje viccheda che. niraticAra cAritra paNa atyAre zakya nathI, pAMcamA AAnI kSaocAtamAM AvA mahApuruSo hatA. lAyaka juvo to temanA darzana mAtrathI pAvana thaI ya, vAgha, siho paNa pAmI jAya. jyAre AvA madAtmA miMdonI guphA pAse dhyAnamAM ubhA rahe tyAre vAgha,

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sido pApelA junA jevA thaI jAya. samatA pAmela jIvano prabhAva paDe ja. samatva thaugavALa mAtmA ahinIya manobaLavApI hoya che. jagatanI koi nADAna temanI mana calita DarI zake nahIM. temanA manamAM harakha, lauha, ti, ati gAllAnI tADAta DIenAmAM nathI. koipaNa megImAM amara thavAno savAla ja nathI. temanA manamAM asAmAnatA Ave ja nahI, jIva mAtra, vastu mAtra pratye mAna bhAva ja hoya to ja samatA Ave, temane mADakA, anArDa hoya nahi. 34 annI badhA devatA be thAya to paNa AvA mAtmAne calAyamAna karI vAI nahI. vikalpa pe zagaDha gADI nahIM. mAre vicAraje keTalo vilapAvara hatI ! jeno vila pAva jevadAra hoya te bIjAnA mana para jAradasta prabhAva pADI hArI che. A vAta to vijJAna paNa mAne che. amArI rAkhIe to AvA madAjhmAnA sAnidhya mArAthI vAgha-siMha vAta thaI jaya mAM sI prAcarya nathI. ' atyAre tamArI bAjumAM eka patharo paDe toya gabharAI jAva ne tamane bhayanA othA nIce ja jIvo cho ne atyAre kailA prakAranA bhayo che, jyAre samatAmAM bAne sthAtha bhaya nathI. temane smazAnamAM, nagaramAM, thoranI pallImAM vAva-mA vacce maDadA vacce thAya paNat #so to temanuM rUvADuM ya 8 nahIM. temane jIvanano moha nathI mRtyuno bhaya nathI. mATe temanI pAse vAgha.. hiMda, kutarA-bilADA jevA thaI jAya temAM navAI nathI. DAkkA temanuM satva ahinIya che A zApamAM dhamIna manobaLa nabaLA hoya chejyAre duSTonA manavA : makkama hoya che. junA jevI simita lakhavI hA teaolI mAthuM hAthamAM rAkhIne ja pApa karatA doya che. temanAmAM 3STatA 32vAnA levalanI sAhasiDatA hoya che . samanAmAM rahelA javAnI sAhasiDanA satva kaI paNa adhika hoya che. temanI eDa Da Dhabda sAmelAne asara karatI hoya che. AvA mahAtmA ne maLI jaya ne tenI lAyakAta pramANa pachI ja aya. AvA mAtmA popakAra karI niSphaLa naca bI te zreSTha phaLane ApyA vagara te janI

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24 " zreSTha para paTTA pharavA mATe A bhAvadharma vAkhAne ja adhikkAra che - ApaNo mohe ktAM pahelAM A bAvadharmane pAmavAno che. mA jyA pahelA utkRSTa pariSaha Ave na paNa sarve paNa tamAma pariSaha sadana pravAnI kamatA na Ave to jIva kapaDazrI mADI AgaLa vadhI zake nahIM. atyAre ApaNane saMyogonI zubha amara ochI thAya che, paNa azubha asara vadhAre thAya che. mane haju thoDA vadhAre AgaLa vadhalAne zubha asara vadhAre thAya che. ane azubha ochI thAya che. jyAre mAM mahAtmAo to badhAmAM sthira, prazAMta na pa dIya che. temane eka paNa vAtanI zubha ke azubha amara thatI nathI . ane pachI ja jIva paNI mAMDI za8. sabhA:- IlAcIkumAra DaI rIte A bhAvane pAmyA sAjI - tethI svayaM puruSArthathI cA bhAvanAne pAmyA che. A jIva pUrva bhavamAM mahAtmA che. te janma-janmanI ArAdhanA 42nA jIva che. paraMtu pUrvabhavamAM jA nimitta maLatAM alabha amaramAM levAI gayA. A naTaDI temanA bhAgalA bhavanI patni Rii atizaya sukhI dAMpatya jIvavAvALA hatA. pachIthI temane mahAtmAnA paricayathI vairAgya thayo. ane rInA lIdhI. Ama te bAmaNA kuMTuMbanA hatA. * temanA patni pUba ja pALA hatA. temane patni pratye khUba ja anurAga hatI. have hI lIdhA pachI vicaratAM, vicaratAM mAvAnuM bane che. te vakhate kAgaLane anurAga IlAcIphumArane uzya thayo. chatA temane kroI anucIna vartana karyuM nathI, paNa evo bhAva AvI gayo che pAcho saMsAramAM jAuM. patnine khabara paDI tyAre thayuM ke A to zuM temanA patana mA nimitta banI mATe te pamI gayA pachI to A mahAtmA ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhI aAma karI devaloka mAM gayAM. | samane patninI anurAga thayo che. jyAre patnine kuLano garva thayo che." - amAru ghaNuM ja utha vI. daramAM cA bhAva rahe che. grAma ane temane halakA cItaryA nathI. atyAre anekonA manamAM mA bhAva rahI hoya che.

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sabhA:- AvI nAva thayo chatAM devaloDamAM gayA sAheba - temane ArAdhanA karI hatI mATe devalokamAM gayA che. temane dharma mAmagI pANI mapI che. nache ke tIrthamAM nathI gayA. mA doSa devo che ? 8 dIpa samabhaya to tUTI jaya te vIle mevAyo che. mithyAtvamAM doSanA phaLamAM guNAkAra DaravAnI vAta hoya che. samI samaDInamAM daSanA phaLamAM bhAgADhAra DaravAnI tAThAta hoya che. naTaDInuM karma temanI patnaLe bAMdhyuM nica gIra samaThInanI ' hAjarImAM na levAya. dharmanA kAmo mAvanArane paNa AvA nAnA nAnA dISa pAchalA bAraNa ghusI jaya hai. jema tame kAThathI prajA karatA hova to thAya ne 4 ANA jevI prA. 62nAra koI nathI. huM chuM te vizeSa che. A rIte jamajA to jhaRvAnI hoya. basa A bAva mAvyo eTale ahaMkAra AvI gayo. ane A khAmI je na dekhAya to mithyAtva AvI jAya. roSanuM doSa tarI8 bhAna na thAya to mithyAtva cAvI jaya. mATe ATha sabAnadazA to joIe ja. temanI manane garva AthI teno khyAla na raho mATe temane prAthaAita nathI. mAre madhyAnvanA kAraNe temane nIca gaNa baMdhAyu. mATe ja nakkI thayA cAre IlAcIkumArane nIca go baMdhAyuM nahIM paNa temane uthI prakRti vALI mATe ja devalokamAM gayA ane pachI zreSThIne tyAM purA nArI jakyA che. temano janma thaNA manAtha-mAnatA pachI thayo che. mArUlanI jema uchatha che: budhi, 5, caturAI saMpatti ghaNI ja che. sAme cAlIne rUpAkhA mAMgA Ave tema che. chatAM nAkhanuM darya che. mATe ja banyuM. sAmAnya rI? A uMmaramAM unmAda, lokAna kevA hoya tenA badaleM A umara lAyaTha thavA chatAM temane vikAra, unmAda nathI. temane saMsAramAM ramanathI mATe mAtA-pitAne thAya che. A koI rIte menA rama le thAya. mA bhAgaMC bhavanI AcAunAnuM phaLa che. mATe AvA vikAra, unmAda nathI. paNa pelA karmathI vAM vanyuM - eja nagaramAM eka mahA kalAkAra che.jejUtha-vAstrano vikAra che. jene "

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naTarAja devAya che. teno te pAmI che. tene e kyA che. vAja:3yAne. zaramAve tevuM tenuM pa . tenAmAM budha, caturAI lAvA rUpa apratima che. mAM IlAcIkumAra ane prasaMga jevA gayI che. tyAM A naTakIne joIne evA maudita thaI gayA che tyAthI rane khamavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. DArA tyAM AgaLa bhavanuM ma udayamAM Avyu che. mATe ghare AvIne kahe che ke paraNIza to huM mAne ja pI .paiDAunDa tarI8 tane zI ja khabara nathI. paNa arvanI anurAga tenA kaMdAmAM rasAve che. mA-bApa tI A sAMbhaLIne mukta thaI gayA che. pachIthI mane tenI sAthe na paraNavA ghaNuM ja samajAve che. paNa te nI che " jo mane sukhI karavo hoya to AnI sAthe ja paraNAvI " pachIthI mAtA-pitA mAne che tethI nADInA bApane vAta kare che. teno bApa paNa kAMI ocho nathI. mATe che ke amArI 'lAna vizArada thaIne duniyAmAM nAmanA meLave tene mArI nA pappAvuM. have A zarata svIkArI badhu ja choDIne AnI sAthe nIkhI paDyo, Darma udhyamAM Avai eTalI vAra che. mohanA Ava2NanA jhAjhuM AvI - dazA thoDIvAra de che, paNa nimitta makhanAM AgavI ArAdhanAno DArI AgaLa cAvatA pakha vAra lAgatI nathI - temane chevuM nimitta makhyuM mAthuM maMdAjhmAne vadaranAM lone joyA che, tamane AvA keTalA nimitta maTe che. paNa 2 thayu . zaraNa lAtha 3na dA ochI che. . have sAmane che thAya zuM che ne atyAre A kalAmAM khuba ja pAraMgata thayelA che. A phalA 22nA teo atyAre khuba ja thAkelA che. paraMtu rAma taraphathI temane prazaMsA maLI nathI. mATe prAMsa khavavA mATe mA chellA tabakkA vaThavAyA che. zA mAma to tenI kalAthI prabhAvita thayelA che. paNa Aja te ja nADI para mohita thaI gayA che ane temane khyAla paNa AvI jAya che ke A banne - 5252 mahuvAnA che. eTale je A naTa paDIne marI jAya to ja A nADI mane mane. mATe tenI prazaMsA DaratA nathI .

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sohamAM keTalo khuvAra thAu atyAre IlAcIkumAra khuba ja thADelA che. temane thAya chai OM huM eka naDI khAtara ja vakhata sAme AMgaNAmAM soLa DhaNagAra chuM. have te sajalI rUpApI, suMdara strI DI jhuDIne sAdhumAnsane doravA gada DarI rAche. paraMtu mahAtmA to voztA nathI. ane potAnI maryAAmAM ja che, uMcI Akha DarI tenA deda, upane jAtAM nathI. mahAtmAM paNa bharayuvAnImAM che. Ame boksa, Adara badhu hovA chatAM A jotAM nathI. tyAre temane thAya che ke te paNa yuvAna che, huM paNa yuvAna chuM. paNa huM kaiTalo madamAM phasAyo chuM. tyAre mahAtmA devA nividArI che. bama sA nimitta sapanAM temaai ciMtana cAlu thayuM. Ama aMdara to badhuM.bhareluM che, teo hara DAna bhaNelA che . 72 kalAmAM pradarzana paNa AvI jAya. mATe aMdaramAM ghaNu ja che. tethI ciMtanamAM caDhatAM AgaLa ni'khI gayA. pachI to navA navA baudha thatAM tenA svAdamAM tanmayatA thaI jAya to jIva AgaLa nIDI jAya. basa svAda Ave eTalI vAra che. IlAcIDumArane mInITomAM kaivajJAna thayuM che. vagara upayoga te keTalu nAcI de! mATe alpa samayamAM dhyAnanI dhArAmAM Aga nIGapI gayA . dA,tame Ama 2Ada ene vhemI detA nahI. A badhAne pUrvabhUmikAnI . have ApaNe AgaLa vicArIe samanAnA tatvane pAme te "sarvazAstra pAra pAme che. zAstra lArA te jIvana doryupAmavAnuM bADI raheluM nathI. diyAthI viAnayoga bhavadharma cAlu thAya che. enA pahelAno bhavya viniyoga devAya amAre paNa va ciniyoga kahevAya ane tamArI paNa dravya viniyoga vAya: A pAMca prakAranA bhAvamamAM sAMgopAMga mArgaNuM varNana che. A pArtha praDAranA bhAvadharmathI ThAyelI anubhava moddhA mAM paNa caDhAve che, have A gAthAno methaDAra upasedAra-jharatA kare che ke zarIramAM hayanuM sthAna kaiTaluM mahatvanuM che ! tema cA bhAvadhAmAM tatva zuM te huM jaNAvuM chuM. A samajavA jevuM che. jene mAnI daSTI AkhI jAya teno beDo pAra

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thaI acA. - have dha Dona devAya 1 dharmanA ne mAra pADyA che. () mAnubaMdha - nirajubaMdha, ye hai kone kavAya tainA phaLa zuM? temAM samAvavA kare che - A duniyAmAM dharma na devAya-------- A duniyAmAM dharma ghaNA , dharma zAssA paNa ghaNA che.uparADo paNa ghaNA che stI te pANIne aDo to pApa. jyAre koIne pANI na paDI ja nathI. mAre anuSThAnamAM ghaNo ja taphAvata Avo: mAre AmAM didhazALI paNa guMcavAI jaya. mATe AvI paristhitimAM sarvavyApI ane mAMgopAMga vizva vyApI dharmanI vyAkhyA banAvanA che je manuSThAnathI mAnjhAma gAdi malanI nAkA thAya ane tenA nirAzA tArA manamAM pedA thatI zudhdhi tenuM nAma dharma vAsanA vikAro thavAthI manamAM pAthanI pavitratA te dharma che. tame keTalI . dharma pAmyA te jANavuM hoya to A pIne mapAya namo zagAdi doSI -vAsanA, cA thAya tenAthI tamane je mananI zAMti madha, pavitratA Ape, teTalI dharma mArAthI - zaravAgha bAkInuM anuSThAna DrAya letA gaNAya. jo koI matalaba nathI - manamAM zubha bhAva Ave te pAchodha thAya ane maitrI nirjalA thAya. mATe ( dhemanI A vyAkhyA che. musalamAna paNa tenA kARA tamArI tapa, tyAga, anuSThAna kare to tenAthI zaga, lepa, vidyA zAMta thAya ane manamAM nirmapanA Ave to teTalo dharma thayo kavAya. pachI koIpaNa dharmamAM hoya , game te jamaDAmAM hoya, game te saMpradAyamAM game te uMmaramAM hoya. cA vyAkhyA je vabara samajI to A be mITarathI keTalA kaSAyo vivAre - aota thayA, doSo ghasyA tenA parathI tame mApI zako. have huM temane pu chuM ? tamane dharmanI ane vyAkhyA koI ukApa lAge che kharI. salA:- nA.

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. . 9 'tI urya saMghAra che ke A paga vyAkhyA sAcA dhaMI vyAkhyA nathI. tame jaina dharmamAM janamyA che paNa sAcA dharbI vyAkhyA samakyA nathI. haju AgaLa vadhIne che AvI dharma paNa adharma I. vara dharma jenAthI Rule chA thAya che viSaya- kaSAyo zAMta thAya che. chatopaNa te dharma adharma che. ' rAgAdi malanuM nivAraNa thAya , DapAyo zAMta thAya tenAthI anelIvAra dayA, dAna, sItA, udAratA, paropakAra AvA to keTalAya gAma pAmyA hatA paNa tenAthI udhAra thayo nathI. mATe A adharma ja che. mA kaMtha vyAvizIkA) mAM palI gAthAmAM prAraMbha adha dharmanI prApti che badhA bhAvadhimonuM varNana karyuM che. mane upasAramAM samajAve che ke sAcA dharmanI vyAkhyA nahI samajanAra duniyAmAM keTalA nId mA te va nAce mahAkApIne puja Ave ane mAne che amAre 6 thaI gaya: 67-varga duniyAmAM Avyo che. - A duniyAmAM, A jIvanamAM saMDaTa, sAphasa cAle te vakhate AzvAsana mATetakalIphamAMthI chuTA, AdhAra tarIke dharma ja joIe che. temane samaja nathI meM A - thAbalA che jhADa che gAyanepa lAgavAthI goI udhAra thavA basa A badhA vinA nAmathI , hepa ,swAyo dhikAra poSavAnA che. jethI te adhama ja , A savamaramAM ja keTalAya bhinisTarI mAnatA davA Ave che. tema lIrapatI paNa lAve &> je lagabhaga dhamAM vepAranA jevA zo thAya . basa sthAno prabhAva batADa tyAM lo. dareke duniyAmAM 95. AvA dharma cAle che. Ane vAmanA vikAro, kharAba lAganAM ja nathI. mATe zaga hepa poSAya. paga thI 20veda zAMta thAya nirmapata maLe tene dharmade haiM. paNa Aga vadhIna nI ema Dade che ke A paNa dharma nahi paNa adharma che. have mAvA ghI tathAgyA sudhI hA paTTIthI kAI pachI lona dharma . chAta jema ghamare che tema ApaNA tIra thatA nathI. tIrthakara je dharma kare che te dharma mAnavAmAM jagatane muzkela paDe che. mATe ja

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E0 ApaNA dharma loDonara che. - jagata jyAM pahoMcyuM nathI tyAM sIIrI patocyA che. e jagatamAM je dharma manAya che te che parijha hota te tIrtharane zAsana sthApavAnI jaya2 ja nahotI. paraMtu jo che ! AnAthI chAtanuM kalyANa nathI. paraMtu teo jANe che 3 AlanI vAvonuM sthANA zAnAthI che. mATe ja smane zAsana sthApyuM chehave AvuM vAmana tamane to maphatamAM maLI gayu che nemAre ja imata laThAnI nathI ne ? tamArI hAlata to kevI che 8 uMcA kApaDanI dukALe jaIne thApATa laIne Avo nuM kahevAyaA zAsanamAM janmyA che te saphaLa udyAre tIrthaa sthIna lorenara dharma e kaNIyA jeTalo paNa pALa eTale A bhava saphaLa thayo kahevAya. dama barAbara 1. | tame pratimAkAmAM bolo cho ne huM "namostu.... "." tamane maunuM zAsana deve che te konA de che tIrtha bIja mATe pahere che. tIrtharane koNa oLakhI zake, samajI zak. na batAve che ke mithyAraNInI tAkAta nathI tIrthadarane paDI zake samajI zake che, jainelara che adiyAno misyA ne kahI paNa paDa rI. no kaI rIte che temane karelI dharma temanI oLakha te barAbara samajI nahIM - A zAsanamAM janmelo ne vitarAgane na oLakhI che to te taLAve ne tarasyo che. tenA bhavanI phUTI koDInI kiMmata nathI. . have caNAnI najara vyA hoya IDha ApaNe TheTalI ArAdhanA karI , peTalA tapacAga 3tha, paga thA to saravaiyuM sthAM mAMDyuM - jyAre tene paNa dharmanI vyAkhyAmAM saDavA mAgatA nathI. mAre vicAra udasya havuM che tyAre dhvare lakhyuM 8 zAstrAnA bhAra nI 6 dhakhI vyAkhyA ApavA maNa che. je mA jene samajAI jo tene cAra mahinAnuM mabaluM vyAkhyAna mApa che, vadhAnuM vizleSaNa samIdavAra zapa Avaze. tenI evI vyAkhyA che. bhalabhalAne covI che . za, zaIma thaI gayo che, vizva DAbe vicAra!

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- 2 pazrI yugabhuSAvijayajI sabhya nama: upasaMhArA gaokhayA reDa * 31-10-5 maMgaLavAra kAna cAma anaMta upara ane nAnI zrI nIrthadara paramAtmA A jagatanA jIva mane samyagadarzananI prabodha DarAvavA mATe dharmanI sthApanA kare che. ' mApuruSonI TIme A saMsAramAM 7 lAkha javAyonImAM jIvane bhaTakatA prArya karIne rAtre DIne dharmanI thoDA thAya tevA bhava mokA maLyA che. guTha savamA to dharmanuM nAma paNa sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI. thanA te evA bhavo. jaimAM dharmano paDachAyo pAra nathI. alpa bhavomAM ja dharma pamAya chemAnava suNInI sADA pAMca abajanI vastI che. temAM dharmanA saMparkamAM lokonI merITI. DerI amuDa lIlI paraMparAthI unne svIkAratA hoya enI upAsanA karatA hoya, DIi dizAnIrIne svIkAre , choI IslAmana mAne, kIdhA dharmamAM sthira thayelo varga ocho thI evA lojhI dharmane anusarI lIjhI mATe dharmanI vyAkhyA zuM che? dharmanuM svarUpa ? Ane vai6Dha rIte samajanArA ochA ya che. daribhadravitra evI vyAkhyA karI che jenAthI aMdara aMdara manabheda nA thAya. temane vyAkhyA karI che nainI aMdara vAsanA de vivAra nAza pAme. ane mananI bhikhatA Ave. e rAgAdi doSI nabaLA paDavAnA dArA manamAM puNI ane dilla pedA thAya. purI ciraNa puthano thaga arna zaddhi eTale durmani. ApaNA manamAM zubha bhAva paNa thAya che te puNyanI upacaya kare che. dayALI, kA pramoda bhAva A badhAne purI karI zakAya che. tenAthI prasthanA saMcaya thAya kevA prakAranA bhAvIne puSTI karI zakAya. jeTalI mAnasika zubha bhAvanA paDe teTalI pI. ane kaSAyo ane sthAnIka sUvAnA jhAro zuddhi thAya che duniyAmAM Doepama anuSThAna kAramAM purI ane zubdhi thatI hoya tene dhama

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kahevAya, amuka dharmavALA ne namAja pas soI re prArthanA che te dharma tema judA jo dharmagnAM judI judI upAsanA batAvI darya taimAM dhirmI 2nuM dhoraNa zuM jema tame khamAsamaNu kApo, mane sI uThIma kare che. to uThamarna dharma devAyara chAre pramAmamaNAne ume devAya. tenI pAchaLa-kAra zuM eka maMdiramAM prArthanA kare tene mApa dharma kahI. ane eka nIjha kine mAjI Dare tene dharma chevAya ane badhA levA I. tene dharma devAya. koI bhikSA levA jAya tene dharma devAya che - varmanI vyAkhyA batAvatA kahyuM re je pravRttithI vivAra vAsanA ghaTatA hoya, doSa zAMta thatAM hIya, jenAthI puSTI thatI dIya ane zuddha thatI hoya tene dharma devAya, - jema upavAsa kare che tene paNa dhamakI . tema naizcaropathImULA paNa bhUkhyA rAkhe che tene dharma nA nathI. musalamAna hojamAM 12 kalAkanI upavAsa - dare che tene dha DarIe chIe. jyAre nepathIvALA 24 ThATha bhUkhyA rahe che chatA tene dharmaThatAM nathI. kAraNa zu muslIma dharma cre che "amArA gurAnamAM sdhu ho 8 khAvA-pIvAnA tyAga ya Azakti IDavA pa tyAga che. mATe A rIte ke to dharma kahevAya. jyAre necaropathIvALA dedanI mamatA poSavA bhUkhyA rahe che, taimAM zani nigama nathI paNa saMcaya che. jema tame savAre vIDIDA karavA jo che tene dharma na kahaivAya. jyAre amArA vizarane dharma s&vAya. pravRti Takazyansa sarakhI che. paNa tyAM vidyAre poSavAnI vAta che. jyAre yiA zagArni vAmAvI, zata da2vA mATe che. badhA dharmanuM mulyAMdana A rIrya daravAnuM che. phoIpaNa pravRttithI zaranuM nigama thatuM hoya to te dharma che. - sva kAMI bartha thAmAM jyA, tatvanuM ThaMDaNI na hoya, emane tyAM prArthanAmAM ThaMDu tatva dhyAM che temAM to mAgaNI Ave che. ApaNe tyAM pahelAM bhakti che. pachI maukhI che. jyAre emane tyAM parelI mArcanA che. tame kahyuM zu che koI Ape.

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chelTa mATe prArthanA e bhAna dharma nathI, jyAre ApaNe tyAM prArthanA nirmapa bhakti karyA pachI AnusaMgIka anuSThAna che. ane temAM paNa paviga mAgaNI hoya che. bIjA dharmamAM AvI viveTha nathI. paNa roTalI rAIma arthamAM prAddha karatI vakhate tenA viSaya- dalAyA aota thayA hoya to dharma che. mApaNe tyAM urmanI braDa levala para vAta krarI che. badhA mATe phuTI eDa ja muThI che sApa tyAM evI ja khyiA banAvI che. jaina derAsara jyAM pahelAM ja bisiri sudhI. eNe saMsAranA zaNa-lekha, kaSAyone choDIne dezabharamAM praveza karavAno che. jyAre. tyAM te saMsAranA pApo ja maMdiramAM thAya che. jema lagna carcamAM ja daravI tevuM vidhAna temanA zAstramAM che. ane pAdarIyau ja sAthIvada ApI, emanA . bhavAna samakA saMsAranu muLa kahevAya tevI zakayA tyAM thAya . vedhaDa rI kahevAya che ke temane ja karAvyuM. paraMtu ame to zrama ThahI chaa 8 jemAM rAgAdi vidyAre zAMta thatA hautha ane pachI ane zudhdha cAvatI hoya tene dharma TharevA taiyAra chIe. pachI bhale game te phremamAM hoya. zeja paNa samaNi prarvaDa, zradhdhA pUrvaka karatAM hoya, temA 12 bhIDa sArvagone zAMta kakSA hoya to te dharma che. jaina dharma pratyuDAImathI vAto thatI ja nathI. ' ' | udhdha dharmamAM pahelI nmA vizA zAMta karatI hoya, zubha bhAva karatI rIya to te dharma che. temane tyAM pramANitA mATe keTalI mAlakina karavI paDe. mAre eTalA pramANamAM dharma kAvyo devAya: mATe relA sazuka-sadAcAra che te badhAne dharmamAM khapAvyo che. sAthe khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI vAta che 8 - tame zananI pravRtti DarI temAM zubha bhAva na hoya to te dharmanI vyAkhyAmAMthI. kensala thaI jaze. svAIthI game teTalI -Aga karaze tene atre unI vyAkhyAmAM mudanA nathI. mATe mAna mAnavAvALA badhA ja dharmamAMthI nIpI bhaya che, jema taithapathIvADA khAnA nathI, uSAnuM pANI pIe chIe te badhA vikArone

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vadhAvo kare che. mATe dharmamAM khapAvavAmAM Avaze nahIM. jema tame dharma bhAvanAthI DAI tyAga karI, ane joma namane diDA para raga che, mATe tenA mATe koI rAga kaze to te dharma kahevAze nahIM, tema mAvA mATe tame eka TAIma khAvAnuM choDI jai ta dharma nathI. paNa kAma kare to te dharma hai, DAre tyAM vikArone ghaTADavA mATe che. jemAM mAtmA mananI nirmaLanA, pIvAnA sarjana thatI nathI tene dharma kahevAya nahi. jema mAnA diDA mATe keTalo bhoga Ape che. divasa-rAta, ThaMDI-garamI, ujAgara, bhUkha, tarasa , mAna, apamAnanI paravA zaratI nathI. AnA mATe keTalI dhamAM, sahiSNAnI devI haze. paNa tene koI dharma na devAya. sabhA - mAMdu paDe tyAre zuM ? sAheba - tyAre A bhAvanA sAme thAya. ane sArja thaIne re ApaNe koInuM dukha IrachatAM nathI. paNa te mA thaIne sva ane paranuM hita kare tevI bhAvanAthI eNvA jhare lai vodo nathI. paNa daDo zA thaI hasNI thai dare re. mATe tyAM vikAra vAsanA poSavAnI vAta AvI gaI. bhesA2 poSaTha diyA adharma che : : : sabA - kuTuMba pratye karaja bajAvavAmAM pApa che? sAvaja - mI pha2ja bajavo to tame tamArA zartadhyamAM rahyA, pAga Dharaja na bajavI to te pApa che. pANI pharaja bajavI eTale prema na karIe na dharma tha.. pharaja paNa svArtha nA ThAra karatA hova to papa ja bova cho. paNa pharaja na bajavo to paNa pApa bAMdha cho.- - - - - - - - - - - jaivI bhAvanI DIgI phare tevuM pApa baMdhAya , bhAva sAthe kAMTo ucca, nIcI thavAnI che. tAmasI manovRttivALA jIvo svArthI jhartavya zrI Thare che. rAjasI manovRttivALA jIvo sauthI adA kare che. rane paNa pApa to lAge che. svAIthI mahA 2nA2ne vadhAre pApa lAge che. mAMDavI adA Dare che tene sIdhu pApa lAge che.

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25 jema saMtAna ja ne tame khaDanI sUdIdI, to tenuM jIvana jeTaluM varabAda thAyane?huM tamane pApa lAge paNa saMbhAramAM nevuM TakA vArthathI kartavya adA kakSA hoya che. patni paNa kyAM sudhI upayogI thAya tyAM sudhI ja pharaja adA karavI game che. pachI tenuM DaravAnuM Ave to ghI lAge ne ? sago bhAI paNa nira upayogI thAya te mAthe paDelo lAgo ne kartavya adA DaravA mATe paNa paivuM hadaya joIe. A bhavamAM bhIti rahI tenI pAsethI sa pAmavAnuM nathI. chatAM pharaja adA. karavAnI che. A siI devI vAtuM nathI. ekalI kurtayanI bhAvanAthI kartavya. ahI 42nA2A machA hoya che -- have zubha bhAvanA $AthI puNya baMdhAya che. ane kaSAya jeTalA pAtaLA paDe teTalI a9manirjarA thAya che -- sSAthanA &yathI nikkI thAya che. ' AnuM ja nAma purNa ane zudhi che. moTe nA saMsAranI pravRtti pApanI ja che. DArka che te vidyAra poSaka che. jyAre dharmanI koIpaNa kriyAmAM vikAra vAmAvAnI vAta Ave che. ' jaima badarI IdamAM dizA che. tene zuM bhAvanA DaravAnI che. pusA risAno bhAva che. tenuM pApa bevAya che ane samarpaNa ne bhAta che teTalI prabhAganuM pAya baMdhAya che. temAM tyAga, bhakti che. teTalA pramANenuM puNya baMdhAya che. sAthe jeTalo aviva - ghelachA che, puratA che teTaluM pApa che. sabhA:- eraNe vadhAre bakarI caDhAve mAba:- vadhAre badarI levA deTalA paisA lAga; eka ja gAvuM nathI. teonI moTA bhAganI pravRttithI pUbaMdha hoI ane pApodha vadhAre che. paNa plI zubha bhAva I teTaluM puNya baMdhAya che. ane tethI tene mahAma nirjarA thaze. koI * paNa vyakti dharma chavA jAya tyAre koI aMgata rIte balidAna, tyAga Avaze ja. dava choIpaNa mama derAsara Ave tyAre saMsAranA bhAva sudhI dezabharamAM

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bhakti dare to teTalI TAIma kALI, vikAro zAna thAya. sabhA:- eTale AzAnI hoya cAle? sAhebajI - vai avaLacaMDI hoya to ja moTI jAtanA kare to te na ja cAle. je na jANI zauya te moTI AzAlanA . paNa vaDa ja vadhAre AzAnanI ' Dare. ane AvA tI dharma na kare to sAruM. A badhu kAgaLa AvatI. mahA vidhithI dharmaThare te na cAle. bhabhA- zradhA e dharma nadi 1 sAhebanuH- sAcI zraddhA sAcI samaja e dharmanI vyAkhyA nathI. duniyAmAM ghA mANasa che. patha para adhdhA Dare tema che. thAne DokaTara para evI zradhdhA che ke DeDaTarane page lAgatAM hoya che mATe - 4 dharma DahevAya ? sabhAH kRtajJatA e dharma nahIM sAheba kRtajJa bhAve, upakArI bhAve. cAdara satkAra kare temAM pUjya buddhi hoya? pujya budhithI vaMDI lAge to mithyAtva kahevAya. mA-bApane upakArI buddhithI cho lAgavAnuM che. ghaNI vakhana dIkaro vadhAre dharma karyuM che guNIyala hoya tyAM mA-bApa aothI pUjya thAya tevI no upakArI che. saMsAramAM koI vaDIla mane nI hAtha - eDavAnA che. paNa tyAM kAMI dharmabhUdhithI hAtha joDavAnA nathI. jema zaba pAse jatA tyAre paNa hAtha joDIne ubhA retA. prajA para hAjano upazAva 8 tame nizcaya natha bhANyA nathI. sabhya raNa yAtmAne nizcaya naya dharma nathI mAnano. madhurA bholA ja mAnu vAvyA kare che. upAdhyAya sUrie lakhyuM che bhaDhaga TaTIne nizcaya vaya dharma manomathI vyavahAra nava dharma mAne che. tenI pAse dhaMI zradhdhA, sanmajAka che. tenI bhAvapaNAmAM paNa uma mAne che, | nizcaya vayane puchIe to te sau sAyagarIne kahe che A madhamI pAthamAM guNasthAnaka pahelAM nizvaya naya dharma mAnatI nathI. bAvAne thatuvidha zreya sthApyo temAM ya samItIno naMbara nathI. mATe samagIne zAsananuM sabhyapada makhanuM nathI. - lIganI zAsananuM sabhyapada kone maLe e kAMI mAmulI sabhyapada 89 badhA

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2STa dAlatAM cAlatA ne mo samahata pahelAM dha na hoya mATe tenI pahelAnI tI yathI bhiDA thI ropaNImAM nizcayatha nAMkho to zuM samItane paDatuM nathI. paraMtu prathA janarala vAta jarI che tenAthI ga=2Sa-5SA Avega zAMta thAya, purI thAya ane zuddha thAya tene ame dhastvA tayAra chIe. mApaNI pratikramaNa te pApa zudhdhinI kiyA hai. eTalA samaya pura rAga-vaiSa yAra thAya ane puchI zuddhi thAya to teTalI dharma savya karNavAya. ApaNe tyAM tema anya rma mATe paNa kare che. taTastha mulyAMkana che. ugharanA pUrvajanI ApaNI apAya che.. { have bANa kare che jema kathA, paropakAra DarI, upavAsa karaze tyAre upAya prApta thAya', sSAyo pAtaLA thAya, DArA upavAsamAM koI vALA khAvAnA che khAvA pIvAnI kAme taiTalI sAmagrI mA chatAM eka karIne pakA moMmAM nadI juvAna. tenA mATe eTalI bALakane choDavI paDe, eraNe sSAthI pAtaLA paDyA che jema kAbIlamAM dharma budhdhithI vAra khAya che. jyAre thaI sIMgamAM bApu pAvAvAkhA che. te zuM kAma zAkhAya che zarIrane nigI karI Avyakti poSavA Dare , ' , | melA. ghaNAne AyaMbIlanuM bhAvatuM nathI mATe upavAsa kare I. sAvaja - bhale sAyebIlanuM nathI bhAvatuM paNa lALA to Ave che ne mane upavAsamAM choDe che je mATe zubha bhAva prasta bhAva che, have cA umaM HLa 1 upavAsamAM 24 kalAka khAvAnI Azakti choDI, 3SAthI zubha ya nathI mAgu, mAcAra mAvyo, gAdi malanI nigamathI, 'vikAro zAMta thayA. pachI bhale tapa e, tyAga kare 8 garimA patha. have ApaNA badhAnuM mAnasa zuM che ke AvuM badhu mApaNo joIe tyAre 20 varSanI prazaMsA ravAnuM mana thAya. paraMtu kaMthaDAra kare che ? mA dharma nathI. AnAthI 3% se baMdhAya. ane sadAma nA thAya. tenAthI sAni, bhautika sAmagrI mane, hA, puNyanA sukha-sagavaDatA maLe. du:khamAM sabaLyAnuM roTalA TAIma suratta

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' aTaDI jAya. mATe tatkALa tene sAru 4La maLyuM. sabhA:- zubha bhAvadharma sAmagrI apAve ? sAedma::- vyubha bhAva dharma sAmagrI apAve levI hoya to maLe, bhautika sAmagrI paNa maLe, ane dharma sAmagrI paNa maLe. banne sAmagrInI puNyathI ja maLe che. sabhA- dharma sAmagrI joie tI 3vI-bhAva karavAnI sAhebajaH- bhagavAnanI bhakti karanA zubhabhAva evI eie tAru kArakhyu maLaze, zAsana maLI, tArI bhakti, upAsanA maLI, zakti mA jethI satkAryo karI DhADuM. jo te vakhana vyAvI bhAvanA doya to te bhavAMtaramAM maLe tevuM puNya baMdhAya. sabhA- bhagavAna pAse badhI mAgaNI karI zakAya . sAhebaza:- sArI mAMgaNI karI DAya. "jya vidyAyamAM badhuM bolo cho? mahApuruSo prAvA suganI racanA ArA tamArI pAse maMgAve che. temAM deva-guru pAse mAMgavA lAyaDa ghathI ja vastu temAM che. na mAgavA layada temAM eka paNa vastu nathI. jema rskiro A-bApa pAse badhu mAMgI zaDhe. nAno hoya tyAre ramakaDAM mAMge. jarA moTo thAya to tene einI anukuLatA, DapaDAM mAMge. paNa tenA badale tamAku bIDI-ru mAMge to zuM te vyAjvI mAgaNI che, te vakhate to tevA diDarAne ghIkha mArIne ja besADI devA paDe. tame bhagavAna pAme Do kai sAre thIrI daravI thaito temAM saphaLatA 5mI Apaze. ghAvI mAgaNI thAya? tame hazamArI TharI hoya ane do mArI harAmakhorIne paMpALo to cAve! ane pAlI mAMgavAthI maLaze OM bhaktinA prabhAvathI maLI mATe vyApaNA manamAM padelAM bhakti che, pachI prArthanA che. atyAre vyApaNA ghaNA jenI kaheche ke ApaNe tyAM bhagavAnane prArthana karavA mATe koI zAMta vAtAvaraNa nathI. mATe ame ghare vaimIne ja prArthanA DIle chIdhe, paraMtu prArthanA pahelI te bhAta padevI 1 cane pachIthI prArthanA paNa nathI. ane sArI baiIe. mATe bhaktiryA pachI ja che jyaviyAyamAM vadhI mAMgaNI . tethI bhakita aa pachI mAgavA lAyaDa che te da22oja mAMgI.

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sAcI bhakti paNa tenuM nAma jenI pAse sAcI mAMgaNInI peThA hoya. A 14 arvadha mAMgaNI karI I." A bIdilAbhI .. 4 cAvI mAMgaNI karanArA mAthA satna nahotA tyAre ghaNA ? ke huM mAge e kharo bhanna nahi. paraMtu sAthI mAMDI haze te to tamArA meDalpa outre purU thanAra che. pauly levAthI parikSAmAM majabutAI mAd 8. tama zArIriTha mAgaNI DaravAthI tenI tamannA, tAlAvelI tIvra thAya tethI tenA pratAthaam tUTe. mATe prArthanA e tI - damane tolAnI zAna . mAre mArI jogaNI to DaravAnuM kahyuM che. - samatAmAM gayelAnI mAMgaNI nathI. ApaNe to meDamanIthI dharma ravAne ilo che. kyAre gItAmAM niSkAma maDha kahI che. satnAI karI te prabhu caraNe . samapI javAnuM che. zAnI IrachA nArI zakhavAnI cAlu teo kahe che: - jyAre ApaNe teM kupanI IcchA rAkhavAnI che amAre paNa IrachA zakhavADhI che. vyA pramANe baMkhyAma cAhirA che jenAthI emane bhAva cAra maLe. tevI amArI hoya che. mA zArA zubha kAmanAthI che. rAme dezamara jaIe tyAre paNa " amArA manItha sidadha thAya, amArA manorathI purA Dera, purA karavA ja tArI pAse AvuM chuM, huM bhakita chavA nathI." te manI sAthe ja jaIe chIe upAdhyAya to AgaLa vadhIne thatI kramasara vAto karI che. A mAMga.... A ... mAMgu ... chelle to ema kahyuM ke tamAzamAM amAre udhdhAra DaravAnI zakti che. badhA tamArA dAma che. tamArA thI ja huM taravAno che. ane tame ja mane tAravAnA che. gAvuM vAMcatA thAya che upAthiAya sUrine bhaktinuM rULa nadI maLyuM che paNa teo kahe che mane to sAcI bhaktinuM A bhavamAM ja maLyuM ane te ame anubhavI vaiThA chIe. amArI nI dInatA marI gaI che. para huM cAnAthI loDI ne samajAvavA mAMge che tame mA rIple mAMga karo $ 2me - AgaLa kahe che ke, adhyAtmanA mArga je pAmyA che tene nA chupAvyuM che. kA raka potAno anubhava bIjane banAvI vADAnI nathI. je nathI pAmyA te havAmAM

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30 'phare che. anubhavanI vAna DaravAthI ThAMI thatuM nathI. to pachI te che ke mane kaI rI' to jvAba Apyo 2 jene adhyAnma pAmavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI tene tenI zISma anubhava thayo. ane te anubhava jene thaze te ja duniyAnI vAja che. bhagavAnane bhI ane mAMgI. arne temane ApavuM paDe te to temanI adhurAvA sUcave che paraMtu temanA a nya prabhAvathI ja tamArI bhaktinuM rUpa mane te ja kharA bhagavAna I. prabhu devA che ke teo nI koI levaDadevaDa uranAM nathI . tenane je geLavyuM che te Ape to paNa karI khuTavAnuM nathI. ane tevA khamabAnI ma banIne te beThA che prabhu tI achata che paNa temanI sevAthI ja ApaNA manoratha middha thAya. " prabhubhaktimAM ja A tAkAta che ane te ja kharI prabhusevA che. tIrthakaranA pAlavanamAM tI, teja bhavamAM tamane tIrthakara pada pamADavA sudhInI tAkAta paDI che saMthakAre zudhdha dharmaMI vyAkhyA DAM pahelAM azudhdha dharma banAvyo. - - azuddha dharma paNa kraLa na Ape ja. kAraNa dharma coI divasa nikaLa thato nathI. hA, pachI dharmanA nAmathI ne khAlI thatA ja hoya to zuM na maLe. azuddha dharma sii pUNya ane makAna nikkA 32Ave. A lokamAM, saMsAramAM che dhaMkhA 6ramAM anukuLatA mane temAM prabhAva dharmo ja che. - duniyAmAM sArA dekhAya che. te vaLyuM . ------ ane prAdhya dekhAya che te amanuM I -- huM mAre duniyAmAMthI ja tharmane dabAtala TharIe to sspanA karI zake duniyA kevI hoya

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302 1115 gIlAkhiyA TeMka 11 papU.zrIyuga suvijayajI guocI nama:11 11 upasAra budhavAra anaMta ughaDArI aneta jJAnI jJI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAhIye jagatanA jIva mAna saphaLa anuSThAnanI prApti mATe A varNa tIthanI sthApanA karI che. mahApuruSonI rahI ApaNe dharmanA DojhamAM je kai paNa puruSArtha karIe chIe 1 e anuSThAna saphaLa kyAre bane jyAre paramapada pAmIthe tyAre bane. jarma moDInuM mAuna bane ane ene parama pada pamADe e vAstavamAM dharma che. vyavahAramAM eka kahevata che jenI ata sArI nuM badhu sAru. eja rIte hoTha aMtima prAima sudhI jenI rRTI hoya teja dIrtha rIvA che. tame je dharma Daro cho enuM aMtima pariNAma zuM - au rIte dharmanuM vadhaboyDavAnuM che jema vyavahAramAM dhaMdhAnI aMdara DoI mANasa napho karatI hoya paNa bhaviSyamAM barabAda thAya evA pagalA jo ne laI 2ii hoya to tene naDazAna thAya ? lAbha ? atyAre kAmacalAu lAbhathI ene nukazAna thavAnuM che. bIjI jAbu DIi nukzAna karIne mAla atyAre kharI? paNa ta sAmya1 hovAna kANe bhaviSyamAM lAbha thAya. to ane to lAbhaja thayo kahevAyane jema atyAre tame joDazone caDAine compulsion karIne bhaNAvI cha 1 mA-bApa zuM jue che de bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thAya to ene lAbha che, jema vyavadAramAM lAbhanI vicAra karo cho eja rIte jaina dharma aMtima pariNAmanI vicAra Dare che . amrudhdha dharmanI vyAkhyA zuM DarI! AkhI duniyAne raMjADanAra vikAra'ne doSo che. ananI nimamatAthI bhaData thAya e dharma anuSThAna DadevAya. chatAM lakhyu hai khAne ame azudhdha dharma kahI] lIho. kAraNa zu? cA je pravRti Dare enuM vyaMtima pariNAma baMdha che. jai pravRttinuM uthAmAM ucu pariNAbha c6U dharma che. e ja bhASA dharmanI vyAkhyA che. zudhdha dharma eTale aMtima rIdhe paNa dharma hoya. jai nadI nukzAnImAM thavAnI hoya to e kharekhara no che ae pachI nukzAnInuM sAdhana che je navI bhaviSyamAM paNa nI tarIke zaeNpAMta2 thavAno hai eja cAthI jo che. peDhImAM je kharcI .

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02 hoya e mAgInuM sAdhana che. paNa jo mANI nA thAya te mAthe paDelo lage . je dharma bhaviSyamAM dharma graMpArita thatI e ja sAco dharma. je paisA navA paisA lAve e saMpatti gaNAya paNa je paisA barabAdInuM sAdhana bane ane saMpatti na gaNAya. - jema koI makAna mATe zrevI vAta sAthe che tyAM DoI sakhI ne sajana mA rAma navI kalA to e mahAna sastA bhAvamAM vecAya. to paNa e koI levA taiyAra thAya nahi. jema koI jvavAna no karatu hoya ane ema thAya che cA 5 karoDanA hIrAthI barabArI Avo. to pachI e e 5 DarI DanA hIrA pa rUpiyAmAM vecavA jAya to paNa e I hai nahIM', 2 saMpatti AbAdInuM sAdhana bane e ja mAMcI saMpatti DadevAya. je dharma uMcAmAM uMcA parAThANAnA dharmanI prApti 8 zave e ja sAcI varma che, - gAdI malanA nigamathI jo tame dharmanI zreNI upavAsa kare to tamArA aMtaramAM 24 kalADa amuTha mA zatina tyAga Ave, peTamAM sukha che. pAvAnI tAdAta paNa che, paNa lAlasA para Daryo hovAthI bIja khAtA. hoya to paNa TUkaDe moDhAmAM nA suDe. have e tyAganA bhAvamAM amuTha prakAranI khAmI doya ema thAya & Aje ja mAlapANI DaryA ne huM rahI gayo. chatAM mane amuTha - prakArano tyAganAM bhAva che je ema vidhipUrvajha upavAsa karanArA chA hoya che, . dharmabudidhI tapa, tyAga, zrema kare che enAmAM gAdI malane nigama - thAya che. ghaNA varSanA anukAnamAM tyAga mAne che ghasA mAvA murala I. svArthathI choDa to lohI kahevAya paNa budhie tyAga karaze to dharma kahevAya , duniyAmAM koI paNa ujjI vyakita tainA dharmanI pravRtti kare ane je temAM dharma budidha hoya to zramuka prakArano vagAra malanI nigama thAya che. greTa karavA taiyAra che. jema ke sarva dharmamAM zreSTha dharma jaina zAsana che paNa bIjA dharma paNa ume devAya.

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- 303 upAdhyAyae kahyuM che ke marIcInuM A vAkya " tyAM paNa dharma che, adiyA ? paNa dharma che " e sAcuM che. marIthI vAra vratadhArI uMcA dhamanniA zrAvaDa che. badhA saMsAranA dhaMdhA dhApA nathI karatA, bhAva zrAvaDa che. emanI pAse aA dharma che. bhagavAna pAme dharma che ane emanI pAse bhAvavadharmI eTale e re - " che tyAM paNa dharma che rithA paNa dharma che. teno vAMdha? nahIM paraMtuM pIlanA pUchavvAnuM tAtparya ema che ke bhagavAnanA sAdhumAM paNA dharma che ? tamArA bharIthI)nA bhagavA kapaDAmAM paNa dharma ke marIcInA bhagavA kapaDAmAM mukInA AcArathI ja dharma che. ipIla je saMdarbhamAM puche teM mehamAM marIcIe kahevuM joI? mArI pAse bhagavA, paDAmAM dharma nathI paNa mAgamArI bAravrata pAlamAM dharma . paNa emane gAvuM na kahyuM eTale zI asatya gAtha.. hemA mAmavAlA je arthamAM che te arthamAM ja javAba ApavAnI hoya. eTale sacanA , casacana nA thaI jaya, ' duniyAnA badhA dhamone ceDAM adharma na devAya. jo evuM kahIe to pachI ApaNa pradhAna sarva miniAma sIrya thI enA badale ema karavuM paDe ke pravAne sarva adharmAnAma. ta ii navu sajhA thaI ja. badhA dharmamAM sauthI parelI jaina dharma che. sAmAnya rIte badhA ja dharma kahe che ja nahI. gholavAnu carI retI pApa lAge. mahApuruSa de che ke satyavAdI brA banI DAya. jyAre viSaya uSAyana tyAga thAya ane zubha bhAva thAya. tyAre dharma pratra2. paNa A dharmamAM azudhi nirUbaMdha hovAnA kAraNe azuddha che. jema eka vyakti mA padhe che paNa bhe gre mAthI bhaviSyamAM krodha pedA thavAnI hoya te e kAmAnI kiMmata che , jema dayAna ni: svArtha bhAva lAva to puNya baMdhAya. paNa 4 puNya je bhaviSyamAM adhamamAM rUpAMtarita thavAnuM hoya to ene dharma nA kahevAya. je Arogya bhAvayamAM rIMga bane eno matalaba che 1 thI steroid Ave che je dardIne tAtre mAje 6rI . ekadama rtimAM AvI jaya pAga 2 dose nuM daimade ouLk

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304 e DALa thI hADakA khalAsa thaI jaya. A vanane asthamA hatI, bahu ucI enI hato . bhayaMkara paristhitimAM hatA. DAkaTare dhIre dhIre sterod nA Dojha para caDhAvyA. emane tyAre evI zarata thai gai ne ema lAgyuM ke mane dDaTara bhagavAna rUpa maLyAM. amuka varSo davA lIlI paNa e davAnI eTalI sAIDa IphekTasa thaI hADA zAca jevA thaI gayA. jarA kyAMya dhyAna na rAkhe to taithara thaI thAya. khabara paDI ke Daoid nA lIdhe. tyAre kAmacalAu rAhata mapI paNa pachI darda pAtha upaDe. ( saMsAramAM paNa kAmacalAu zahanane Arogya gaNo nI ne mahAroganuM sAdhana che. jaina darzana pariNAma lakI che dareDamAM aMtima pariNAma jovAnuM che. tame tapa, tyAga, saMyama, bAmayiTha varase paNa bhagavAnane eTalAmAM 2sa nathI. paNa kaze enuM aMtima mA hovuM joIe. vyavahAramAM che niyama che je sidhdhI varabArInuM kAraNa bane caMne siddhi na devAya. - dariara mahArAja kahe che ke anubaMdha jana zAsananuM mahatva che. : haribhakariI yoga zatakamAM lakhyuM che ke tIrthakaranI khANa zuM ? tIrthakara eTale kone mAnavedha dharmanA upadeza. lADI koI sAnubaMdha dharmano upadeza . prApyo nathI. caTale ja tIrthadara lIDa che. anubaMdha eTale ajuka paccAsa baMdha - pracAra karelI pravRtninuM pariNAma. e pravRttithI navu baMdha nizcita thaze. jema greDa dhI hoya -ghauMnA dANAmAM jo sudhI utpAdana vAhita jIvIta hoya ane ene vAva nI aneka ghaMu usI paNa e jIvIta anla jarI de pachI enAmAM ugavAnI rIvaDa nathI. sarva enI khAvA mATe ja mA upayoga karI zake, je utpAdana zakti vagaranA dANA ne nAjanI daNI pAo pachI jhADI pezAba thaine nIkaLI to nI pI tarIke kiMmata TheravI ane anAja tarIke hiMmata keTalI ? vai thanA dANAmAM swaaN utpAdana zakti vIDamAM nathI. nAmAM utpAdana zani 6 nathI Doro bhAvI thavIbamAM nathI tenAthI mA jUkha mI.

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zrama roDa Tana paramAtmAnI mArI pUjA kare che. ane bIe saMsAranA visAra ne vAsanAne bhAvavA dIdhA vagara umakhAthI azAhI pUjA kare che. bannenI bhakti zudhdha dharmanI pravRtti che. sainI bhathiI bAlI-DI baMdhAyune saMsAranA moja sukha ne bhoganI sAmagrI bhogavIne pApa-poliyo mane saMsAramAM rUpaso. bIjanI bhaktithI bhAgalA bhayamAM navI smRtinuM sarjana thayo. roma karIne parAkASThamI bani . sudhI paca. enI brIja rUpanI bhakti ene parAkrANasukha bho) ApI. jA sabIja bhakti che, utthAna livAnI bhakti thAre paivI mati nibaja halI, jema eka vyakita nisvArtha bhAve koInI thA ne paropakAra kare che. jenAthI gevu putha bAMdhI che jenAthI saMbhAramAM lIlA lahera thaI jaze paNa pAtha bhaugavIne aneka prakAranA pApane raMbhA Do. meM sthAnuM pariNAma zuM AvahI saMsAramAM sImAM khaMDavAnuM mAnavI ne pApa paa uso. AnuM nAma anubaMdha che. sana hakti vachAranA dANAne nira anubaMdha ThahaivAya prakA varSa junuM anAja ure nahI advA anAjano upayoga keTale rIDa vakhatanI tamArI bhUkha bhAge jyAre pAna zanivApI dANA AkhI duniyAnuM IMTa bhAve. - dharma sii kahevAya e niravIja rIya to nianubaMdha ane mahudha dharma che. na saLIja hoya te stra bhAnubaMdha ane zuddha urma che. eka vakhata vighara bhale kAme paNa je te vivAra navA vikAranuM sarjana kare to ene dharma na kahevAya. bhagavAna ApaNI pAse dayA, paropakAra saMthama, tapa, dhyAna dazavA mAge che paNa bhaLI ja mane enI paraMparA ApaNA AtmA para cAlavI joI. jaina zAsana anubhavanI rahI rAkhanAra che. jaino anubaMdha sArI ronuM vadhu sAru. je anubaMdhamAM jIte vadhAmAM - eka mArAma babaja rUpiyA kamAya paNa junI badhI saMpatti pAyamAla Dare to ja abaja rUpiya barabAdInuM sAdhana gaNAya che zvAzAhInuM? kisUri mahArAje lakhyuM che lakSmInI sakhI evI laggI e lakSmIne koI parI lakSmI mAne nadI ane samajadAra makAma AneTa pAma paNa nathI. koI tamane

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paisA zakha paNa AnAthI tamAruM nukzAna thavAnuM che totame e 3' kahe A rUpiyA rAkho khA jai dharmo adharmanu bIja hoya ? bhaviSyamAM adharmamAM rUpAMtarIta thavAno hoya evA varjhana koI mulya nathI. atyAre tame koI guNIthala . sAcArIne joine enA vakhANa karI ga na cInI dhUma sabIja nA hoya tau koi mulya nathI. jaino dharma bhale pahADa jeTalI hoya pa1 naanubaMdha hAtha to te dharmanI mana nathI. jenI dharma mAnubaMdha hadIya na AI jeTalo hoya to paNa ghaNI hiMmata che. tame dharmanI aMdara DaI rIte gaNita mAMDatA hova cho.1 to pahelI vyAkhyAmAM ja uDI jvAnA che, cAzakti emanema ? ne dAna karI to koi mata nathI. cAnubaMdha dharmanI vadhAre Dimata che. dAde sarjanAkti makhaMDiva rahe che. atyAre choDelI mamatA bhaviSyamAM navI mamatAne sarjavAnI hoya to eno zuM matalaba 1 DAyA jevI dharma paNa je utpAdana zaklivAkhI haze to tame cAla thaI jazo - tamane 25 vImA che. ghaNAne to ghaNu karIne paNa ghasatA rahevuM che. tamane Quantity Hi 2H1&d & Quality Hi T tamane khAlI majUrImAM rasa che. ame tamane sarelo ne .tizaya lAbhadAyI upAya batADyo che. tamane koI OM OM namana evo DiptithI batADu ke dezI mahemane maphata maLI. lI tame thaze ke tamAro utsAha vI de ghaTe! e sAnakhIne tamArA thara kAna thaI javA e/e atyAre tamAro hook cAvI jAyane moTo lAbha maLe to, evI vAta karu chuM. mAnubaMdha thoDo paNa dharma DerI tau mahAmbabha che. dadIvratamAM mAnubaMdha dharma mATe pAMca bhAvadharmamAMthI koIpaNa DAiMthA jeTalo paNa vAve to mAnubaMdha dharma Ave: bhAja bhAvadha che ane ba bhivAva dvIe badhI dharma vya dharma che. sarva dharma vyApAra para kyAre baMne DoIpaNa guNanuM prAdhAna kavuM hoya to pAyAmAM vairAgya zerI, vaizadhya pUrvaka karAyelo dharma e ja pradhAna yukta dharma devAya. bhagavAna saMsArane vo he daivI amAra lAge to ja

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39 . guphAna khAvAna AvyuM devA. keLA pAva para chAlane devI mAno cho ? jai divase saMsAra dukhamaya lAge choDI gaDI nA choka maDI e savAla nathI. paNa saMsAramAM madhuratA to nA ja hovI joI. dharma-chI kare to cAle paNa dharma gamavA jaIe. --vaizaSya adhyAtmanI paNa cheDAlAne DavA lAgdhA mATe zuM DaravuM paDaeN cauppI jIbha rAkhIne cAkhI. e phI vairAgya lAvavA mATe saMmAranA svarUpanI vicAra DI. jheDa paga vyakti hI nathI de jene irAna manuMbhava nathI thayo. saMsAra madhura hoya mane bhagavAna ene lava kare to ema pANe pApa lAge bhuvanamAM tame mahatvanI vAta bhUlo kI. game tevI sArI miThAI khAnAra khAto jI zcima gharano ja ene ene enI cakAsagamo thaI jatI. tarase game teTalI lAgI hautha para moDhAmAM dariyAnuM pANI nAMkhe to ! ThaMDaka lAge paNa pIdhA pachI are are thAya ne 1 sekSAramAM vachara uganA bIMga kharA eka dAkhalo batADa jemAM tetra na mAd, sesAramAM tolI mIThAzAno bhAva thayo che? 22 sadharna game che e game teTalI urma Darato hoya paNa azuddha varSa thavAnI. jene adharma gamavAnuM baMdha thAya ene thoDI paNa dharma lAddha kahevAya. sabhA:- prathama game che e gamatuM nathI. bhAvi :- vAida mATe caturAI cukI che. bIlavAnI vAtamAM gauzaLA thAya che. AvuM so cho ke dharma cro che tevI 4 alaga che ane dharmane bhAva judo che. kharekhara ama game 8 PS gADI le chI - jema eka mANasa ema che ke gusso DaryA nathI paNa gusse thaI jaya che. je ema 8 gussAne zAna DaravA mATe jhukuM chuM paNa chatAM e gussI thaI jAya have ThA mAve chetamAre mAM paDavuM nathI paNa mAMdA paDI java chetamArI mahenata tAva lAvavA mATe ke tAva kADhavA mATenI banne vaccenI taphAvata samajAya che. tame ema kaha mane kaSAya gamatA nathI paNa thAya thaI jAya che. mArI,

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pUrI ajhA lagADIne kaSAya sAme jhajhumuM chuM pa kI zakti prabaLa I jevI huM nirAza jAuM chuM to huM samaju che mAru mithyAtva che Maa name enI sAme saMda kare che. ane tamane enuM du:kha chetamAre tamArA jIvananuM prAmANikatAthI mulyAna karavAnuM che. pratyAre tamane jeTalA dohae sSAya Ave 8 4 mAre lAvavA hoya eTa Ave che. lAvavA che mATe lAvo cho e kharAba che, sane premathI lAvI vadhAre bhaya che.

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2-11- 5 " || pa.pU. zrI yuga jupaNavijaya sadguruzya nama:Jy-=- - - A kArtaka suda dasama pa upasaMdazA - - -govAuithA re savAra. anaMta upANI ane zAstrI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmA jAnanA jIva mAtrane A vizvatharamyAnA svarUpane samajavanAra urjalInI sthApanA kare che.--------- - mahApuruSonI TakaNIyA saMsArathA britibiyama para cAle che tenuM jJAna khavavA jevuM che. kudaratanA niti niyamane jANyA vagara mana mAnyu vadha-daravAthI lAbha. thavAno nathI. mATe saMsAranA pAyAnA tatva sI rIte ThAma kare che te jANavuM jarUrI che. : ApaNo AtmA che te sanAtana satya . ane tene e na samaju yA to pAyAmAM ja khAmI gaNAhI. mane yA tatva upara zethana zenA che ane tenA mini niyamo, dhA, vaccha zuM che te samajavuM ja joIze. ' - badhA jIva mAtmA nahI samAna che. paNa badhA pa2 karmano khela judI ja che. ane tene samajIne na tenA astitva svIjhAhavuM evo. - badhA dharma crmanI vAto kare che. puNya pApanI vyavasthAne paNa svIkAra kare che. patha-pApanuM svarUpa samajavA jevuM che. saMsAramAM sArI vastu apAvanAra putra che. ane kharAba vastu apAvanAra pApa che , dharma ane naTha bane mATe A ja sidhAna che. duniyAmAM koI pAtha. evuM nathI che jyAM putha, pApa asara na pADatA hoya. jema puNyanuM sAdhana dharma che ane pApa vyA che temAM DAvA adharma che. mATe purA pApa dharmanA DArtha rUpa banAvavAmAM AvyA che. cA siddhAMta badhA ja dharma svIkAre che. A duniyAmAM badAra ne sArA dekhAya che te dharmanuM spa che. ane emAM paNa je sArA dekhAya che te hamaNuM ja DAra che. jema udAratA, sahiSNutA, paropakAra, davA, pramANikatA te ThAra 4pa varSa che. ane tenAthI vecAtA puchayanA vipATha 35 badhI bhautika sAmagrI che. mATe zubha bhAvathI sarjana thatuM paNa sArI vastu apAve che. - hA, puNyanuM sAdhana dharma che. paNa badhA ja puNyanuM na pUchaya nathI. gA putra to evA che ? tenuM phaLa pApa che. ane mATe ja A saMsAramAM pApanuM Atma para

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10 thai che. ane tenI darI pujya ja che. * AtmA anaMnaDApathI bharI de che kema paribhramaNa kema kare che kAraNa temAM pApa che. paraMtu eDalu pApa akhaMDANathI annA kogavano nathI. paNa temAM sAyakala I . pApanu phaLa duHkha AvyuM tyAre bIju pAya . tenuM rUpa dukha Avyu. nema che avarachInsa pachI pApanI paraMparA na cAlatI hoya to pApa nogavAI jAya. paNa tema banatuM nathI. paNa pravAha cAle che. ane mA pApanI hAramAkhAnI dharI puya ja che, - AkhA nI bejha dharI para che. je hI tUTe nI Akha pa . tenI bejhIka AdhArazIlA tharI bane che. tema A saMbhAranA badhA pApanI varI, bejha prahAra patha che. pApa 32vAnI zakti puthathI bane che. mA mane koI bahu DaravuM hoya, dutA pApa s2vA zakti no pujyathI makhe che. zakti puthathI maLe ane puNya dhirmathI baMdhAya che. mATe paristhiti zuM thAya ke lau majjAI Dare tenA phaLa rUpe vidArI , 3SAyI zAMta thAya. paNa tenA vipATha rUpe phaLa zuM Ave - pazudhdha dharma dekhAvamAM mAre paNa aMtima kuLa lo vAstavamAM grAnmAna khaDAvanAra bane che. kudaratanI A vyavasthA che. . A duniyAmAM khoTuM bolavA hoziyArI mahe che ne nAthI maLe che. pIthI maLe che. puSya vadhI mahe che. jema thorane corI karavAnI saghatA puNyathI maLe che. A saMsAramAM koI rAvuM pApa nathI ke te karavAnI zakti pApathI maLI. - "ane tevuM hota to karI DubavA savAla thAva nahI paraMtu hareka zani patha pasAthe ja maLe che. - - wAthI upavo DaghAnI zakti taothI mI puNyathI. ne puya dazAvI dhaMdhA mAgalA bhamAM zagAmilana nigama thAI tevI dharmatha haze. tyAre ta thI 2hepane puSTa kare to pApa ja baMdhathapuya na ja baMdhAya. A zani, mamarAnI cAga bI dayA, paropakAra uNAsA, deLavI lI phAgAdi malanA nigamathI thatAM harSathI puNya thAya. atyAre ghaNA kathA mANaso che. jema meDa gAMghI thI Dare che. tenAthI tene

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DIru mukhya baMdhAya. paNa tene temAM anuMbaMdha nA paDe, bhale tenI kathAmAM svArtha nathI, ag hasyanI DomaLatA che. paNa temAM vaizagya AdinA bhAvI ja nathI. mAre gama telI dayA, paropakAra, udAmatA, mA che . paNa temane baMdhAyeluM puNya to pApa DaravAnI tene 'tAThAna ApI. azudhdha varSathI puNya puNyathI pApa, dharma na joIe. zughdha dharma ja joie. tenAthI azubhanuM paDa bhAtuM nathI. uttranuM guNone evIne temanA doSo mana Dare A vAta samajavA kyAya maLI nI che. ane pApathI paribhramaNa mATe zudhdha azudhdha dharma apanAvA jevo nathI. kAraNa ghaNu majabuta bane che. ghaNA jIvo A jaina dAnanI lokottara dahI che anubaMdha e jaina zAsananI sonopolI che; tIrthaMDara bivAtha DoI dharmamAM dvA tatvanI vAta karI nathI . 1 yuM ke atyAre tame RguNa, sadAcAyanI vRtti rAkho cho paNa tenuM nima vicAravuM paDe. aMtima pa e sAruM na hoya to te dharAbara nathI. paraMtu atyAre khAba paNa jetenuM aMtima rUpa sAruM hoya to sa sAruM che . mATe saraSTinIdoSa paNa niThArI che ane mithyAtvIno cukhta paNa niThArI che . DAca samyag grodha kare tyAre tene pApa baMdhAya, paNa pApa uthamAM AAvaze tyAre tene satbudhdhi lArA guNa poSaka banI . tenuM pti thaze. jyAre mithyArI mA dekhave tenAthI tene puNya baMdhAya. tene puNyathI saMsAramAM sukha sagavaDyA "kho. ane te bhogavatAM tenI budhdhi bagaDaze, maithI AzAnA DAae hai pApane bAMdhavI . tyAre te ma tenuM pApanuM paDa banI. cA bahu ja gaMbhI2 truTI che. saMsAramAM bArIyA vepArI devA hoya ke je nuDasAnIne nazAmAM derave. ane ghaNA gamAra jevA hoya ke nAne paNa nuksAnImAM hai. ghaDrI DepanIdhI ochA mArke cho paNa sAthe prophITa DanI hoya che. jo nano nejara sArI hoya to . paNa mainet

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--------- DobI Ave ronanI kaMpanIne DvanI paNa karI nAMkhe. sabhA:- me to pote tare ane DIane DubADe, sAvazuM:- te gAra nahIM paNa lucco menejara hoya to tevuM kare, paNa pote Dobo hoya to joDA kaMpanIne DubADe, tevI ja rIte sadithA paNa jene sAthe anubaMdha pachI te to nukasAnane paNa nAmAM bavato jato, be nuvadha uMdho to to teno nahI 'paNa nukzAnamAM jaze, mATe tevA te to badhuM karIne povAnuM thAyato jyAre pelAmAM no je Dare che temAM lAbha ja lAbha che. tamA vyavahAramAM pA soeka pozaDa khAvo cho, nai paccha pradezaDA tamArA nArIramAM jaIne roga vadhAre to tenuM kahyuM ! have tenI sAme kai OM koI vastu khAvAthI roga maTe. Ama nI davA 32 rUpa che, chatAM paNa pedA, je zenuM navAda kare to te amRta kahevAya, pachA poSaka khAi khAine ghA ne roga vadhe to e devAya che, tenI jema dharma prathama poSaThAne to bayaMdara, baMne je dharma poSata bane te sArI. dharma bhaviSyamAM adharmamAM rUpAMtara pAmato. anubha atyAre tame dharma bheDa paNa poInTa kADhI DhAko tema cho? jaima cAyika kahI che paNa je nirAMtathAra Thare tenA manamAM to greDa badhubha bhAva paNa banAvI TIvI di. bApu sAmrAciTha karavA amanA jovI paDe, thA, pIpAra, nainI, keTalA gu dekhavavA paDe. tena dharmanI yogazudhdha kriyA vyavadAmAM karavA paNa 6Aro guNo devA paDe che. Ana vartanuM mALakhuM che. Al jema sAmAyikamAM kaiTalA jhAranI cAdalA, satyano bhava, aparigrahano bhAva, mana vayaMnaDAyANI bAtharyanI bhAva lAvavo paDe. mATe pranTeDa kriyAmAM hajAro gu lAvavA paDe. gaMbhIstA, UMTAntA, samA paNa kaI AgAnI eIe. are bhAmAyikamAM hasavuM paNa na AvavuM joIe. te vakhane gharamAM game te varma nI vastu naane tenI asara na thavI. eIe. dave ke AvA guNo dekhane tenI pravRtti paNa daivI bhAgezva sabhAra- povAnI murkhAI ghara hasavuM Ave nare ? pa

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- 313 'sAhebai:- pIvAnI paNa saMsAranI apafI para hasavuM Ave che potAnI mAnI mukhai para hasavuM Ave che ! sabhA- mAnnI murkhAI para kamavuM Ave. sAdhas - te to prasta dAmya che. amane munIra paNa prasta dAsa che, mATe . tamArA mATe mAthAkyAM prasta hAsyano vAMdho nathI. prAstAne gAma nI " khAvavAmAM Ave che te to keLavavAnA che. paraMtu kahevAno azuddha paNa lAge keTalo sama. temAM keTalA loko prathA keTalA guNo keLavyA hoya. je koIne ahobhAva thAya tevI azuddha dharma hoya mATe tenuM vAma zuM che, pravR ibhAve anuSThAna siMha banIne ame nakAmo : gaNI chIe. ane tame e mAre bhamajI jAo to netaranA maNakumAra jaIne je levAI jAya che jyAM na levAI jayo. te vakhate temane ane tamArI dharma anuodhavI che ke na teno vicAra che. tame manubaMdhI nathI samajAta mATe ja game ke dharmanI chAyA tamAma mana para paDe che. atyAre tame sAmApuDa prAI rabArane juo jI nI keTalA prabhAvita thAta cho jema Dara javI pezanTane phI cArja sevA Ape to tamane kevA bhAva thAya che . madhara TeremA, maDAgAMdhI, jyatAnAthaNA mA bhavAnI mana ane keTalA jaI gayA cho. jayaprakAza nArAyaNa mATe zuM bole che ke cAnI vica-ToNI - he che, paraMtu AvI upamA apAya rahI temane brahathaIvaNathI pAkhya hanuM. tenI bA nathI. tenI jema vidhavA sAthe mAre paNa che ke jyAre marI gayA tyAre evuM nA che ke vinobA mAvInA saMsthA anuyAyI hatA. je svarga gayA hatA, temane agamana kareluM. ane te vakhate temane kahyuM ke " bahuja svasthatA sAthe mIne vAghanA chAlA mAMguM chuM. ane AvA karI amana chuM pachI temAM sAta divasa jIvyA. sabhA tene samApta karavu karavAthI

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'bhArabA-kSAvi mInI che te paNa temane khabara nathI, temanA vicArI pravRtti tame sAMbhaLI che che, temanA jIvanamAM bhagu. sadAcAra thanA, lAomAM ta nIko navI bhajanatA nI. saphaLatA, tyAga, dayA, mA, mAnavatAnA bAvI, A vadhu mAM ja hatuM. inAM mA badhA guNa kevA ? hA, yA tathA gurU zagaI. malanA nigamathI magaravA. paraMtu teai anubaMdha zo ya maLe tema nathI. bhalAma sAhebajI samaDhInamAM nahIM paNa samadInanI bhUmikAmAM navA nahi sAba- samadIna pAmavA mATenI pahelI bhUmikA purnabaMdhaka avasthAthI thAya che. vaizaza vagara apurvavida avasthA mAnI nathI. jene saMbhAranuM vahumAna che ke game teTalI guNIyala hoya to paNa te samaDInI jamaDAnI vAta che. le, vyavaNamAM te vakhANavA lAimAmo pA pA zudhdha vadhI rahI gulyAMkana karI no temanA para rahI yuvI ja paDe. jemAM jhIro ja Ave.------------ prANavAna AtAtha vagInA urmI poInTa vananuM paNa mAtra na mare paNa bane te vyakti sadAcArI hoya te guNIyala rIya. temanuM zAmilana nigamavA, . pachI ane vAyu viSa hatuM, paNa anuotha vadhu nA. bhAre lI navathanI duniyAnuM sulyAMkana karatA thaI tyAre nArA loDara vipAmyAlA. -- ... , , , cha mA InDiyAmAM sajana mAkAsa thAya che. jemAM thawr boDapati-vane velAM chatAM ghaNA vaNI mATe ghasAI javAnI vRttithI mA DAmo karI bAdagIthI jIvyA. paraMtu temanAmAM aAvAno hovAthI te guNo ja yu nathI. - lAkha suvimAra sudhI ja karyuM che paraMtu mAnuotha varka AvI jAya pachI ja jIvana ve para thathI. mane mA yogInuM che. ame A adhyAtmanI bheda rekhA che. - babA - sAzaka, mahAvA Ave che paNa mobAimathaka, mAthAra Ave to paNa te miththAmAM manAM ghaya. temanI pAse samAna vibhaLI. kSeto. te A bathA guNo keLavavA pa tharanavAna maLI.

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315 jyapraDA nArAyaNe yuvAnImAM brahmacarya svIDArI lIdheluM. kAraNa temane ema thayu ke amArI zaktino sadupayoga lokonA mATe rIhe . mATe temane "deza mATe eTaluM velyu ! A DavuM patra bhareluM nathI. te vinobA bhAve e jUdAna mATe keTalo bhoga Apyo che. tema gAMdhIjI paNa puNya, pApa mAnanArA tA. mATe kahevuM paDe che AvA vyaktitvavALA jIvo paNa ghaNA ochA hoya che, vagara balIdAne AvA guNI dekhavAnA nathI. chatAM paNa ApaNI urjA tenuM mulyAMkana I rIne kareja sabhA:- atyAre mithyAtvanI matA che sAdebajI - eka eyopakama anurupa maMdatA ane heDa aviDa bhAvanI prathyAtvanI maMdanA che. apuSpardhaka avasthA cArve pachI mithyAtvanI mA DAghanI sabhA- dhaDa bAvanI mithyAtvanI maMdatAmAM tene saMsAranI AAti nI ochI thaI gaI hoya che. bhAdevaja - rA, tene saMbhAranI cAAti ochI thaI gaI doya che . name -vicAro anavInI jIva kaiTalo anarAta doya che. sabhA- varga bhAMbhaLe dharma pamAMtha khaze? sAdebajIka- praNavAna zabda na sAMbhakhyo hoya tene paNa dharma AvI zake. samaDhIna DhAbdana mAMthI doya tene paNa sannaDIta AvI zake che, paNa vagara dhruvo lAkhamAM eDane haLavI pADe, mATe rAjyAga tI samaga ane magAma che. paNa zeDa kuva besanema paNa pANI tha hai. sabhA- emanema je pAme te pUrvanA saMskArathI pAma dedhajI:- nisargathI dharma pAme te pUrvanA saMskArathI na pAme paNa tenA bhAva tUTatAM dharma pAme che. vAgha-siMda jaMgalamAM beThA paNa dharma pAmI jAya che, purUSArtha daravAthI zrAvaNa tUTatAM dharma pAme che, DoDAmAM eTha nisargathI thAya che.. jyAre DarIka prajAgdhI pAme che,

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1 papU.yugabhUvijya sadgurubhyo namA upaKRIT 11-5 DAyaneka jI agiyAmAM yuvAna 399 govAyA ka anaMta upaDArI anaMta jJAnI zrI nIssra paramAtmA jyAvanA jIva mAne subAnubaMdhanI prApti kALavA mATe dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. adApurUSonI TIme ApaNA hyAtmA para anubha anubaMdhanuM cakra advaita kApathI cAmI rahyu che, ApaNA mAnyAmAM edara sArA bhAva thayA nathI ke sArA sadgura deLavyA nathI tevuM sau nathI. ApaNA dhyAtmAne sAda bhAva paNa karyA che ane mArA sadguNa paNa dekhavyA che, paNa te alTImeTa zubhanA pada bane te rIte anaMta DApamAM saivyA che. kudaratamAM je kharAba che. te badhu sAyanA moThA nIce ja rahe che, tenI vyavasthA che. jema cIca kAma DaravA, lubyA karavA, anini davA makhkhanAnuM codu levu paDe. tamAre tene kahevuM paDeOM huM tane sAtha karavA Avyo chuM. tame tene vizvAsamAM lo pachI ja tene ThaMDI tAre re, tema A jagatamAM asatya paNa satyanA cAre ja rahe che. cabena DAkhathI AtmAM para pAMpa thyu che. pApanI paraMparA thAlI che . temAM bejha pukhta che, A uniyAmAM pApa karavA sa1mI, kSati, anukuLatA vadhu puNyathI maLe che. mATe tharmanI ja puNya OM dharma bane che. koI jIva adha dare bane puNya baMdhAya tevuM nathI. mA kudaratano krama che. ApAga tIrthaMDaze e kayuM hai khAlI vihAranITha ane guNa pauSaTha bane tevo vRddha paNa e anubaMdha vagI hoya to te annaDasyAnuM sAdhana banato nathI. koNe dharmadhAM A rIte puNya-pApanI samIkA DarI nathI, jo A vyAkhyA brAhmara thaI jAya to khAlI sAthI tamane manISa thAya nadi ane bIja dare no tene vadhAvAtha paNa nadi. paraMtu tenuM enima pAima zuM che teno vicAra dazyAno che . atyAra sudhI azubha anubaMdha ja AtmA para cAlyo che. puNya bArbare cho temAMthI pApa ubhu thavAnu ane tenAthI dukha, duHni .. ja DavAnuM. mATe jyAM sudhI azubha anubaMdha toDI nadi, ane zubha anubaMdha pAo 3 pApa ... Ama thAsthA

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5. nahi tyAM sudhI AtmA mAmaDalyANanA mArga para caDhI che nA. game teTalA saMda2 ' bhAva anubaMdha vagaranA hoya to te sonA gharanA ke monA poSa che. ApaNI A rI devazuM to sAcI bharI Avaze tame nisvArtha bhAve dayA-dIna- paropakAra karo ane tene vartana kare che tevo koI dharma baro, paraMtu ApaNu jene zAsana ja eka judI vAta kare che. A jene vAmana ja alIhaTha tatvane samajAve che. mATe anudhane mAtra ja go anubaMdhanA upadezAne je maLI jAya to nIDara upara vArI jAyo. . vItarAganuM zAsana AtamAM DAM judu paDe che tene samajavo to temane bAM temano ananya upahAra deuche. jethI vAmAna vadhavuM jo. vItha bhAve tulanA karo tevuM na samaThIna na pAmyA hova to pAmavAne sTaMpa ubhI thaze. ane e pAmyA hova to mepa thayo. e junA manamAM ananya hIne zraddhA ane sthira banavuM hoya to bIjA varganI viyA, mAyA upare badhAmAM - taTasthatAthI ane pramANikatAthI suvyo na karo. - - badhA sabhya zaNagaI, ahama, parama AdinuM vAIba kare che. vyAya caurI hatI tevuM lakhyuM nathI. duniyAmAM varmA nAmathI vAta nI mArI karavAnI ja. Ave che. ane gavuM varSa nI dizA phulI- va nadi, tharI thavI bIjI nadi, mA bahu urmamAM Avo . satkArya madAcAra karavAnI vAta badhA ja uma kare che. pazcimanA umaue A vAta to e che, thANe paNa tIrthakaro na che ke tamArA sadArtho, mAcAra zuba anubaMdhavALA che tenI - alma lAbhude je A badhu minughala zotha nI thALImAM ghIlITImAM jarUrI - guru paNa cAne aThavI ne vAta lokone vra lAge che. Ama nI - . auTabAmAM sArI pravRtti che. te I- thApA nathI. mArIrI malma bAbhAi ene sabhAvIna thI. paNa bhAi para je anubaMdha vaLatuM nIyamAM ja banAvo. tamAre aA vennAi maNIka paNa rajA paMkAI gayA che. Ama

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to te sajana mAgama I. rIDo ApI to paNa khoTI yAna mA che. pahelA bhagu pachI bIjI vAta. khoTA sAma sAme vadhyAmAM, noDavAmAM ne zAMta pAchI pAnIno bhAva thAya vI. prasaMga Ave kuTuMba ke potAnuM avirAna paNa ApI che. AnAthI puNya thAyapaNa te puNya pApAnubaMdhI puya , mApuSya te vAte udyamAM AvI tyAre sattA, saMna maLI ane tenI upabhauga--- vo ne 3. pA pApa bAMdhI duninAM rakhaDatI. A loDo paya, pApa, onmAne mAnava na hoya. pAlakhIvAkhA Na lakhyu ke bhagavAna kaI maMhamAM junA nathI. bhagavAna nI phoTo ane nyAyAlayomAM che. mATe A vAto parathI tame mAjI - zaso cho ke tenuM thIkIMga kevuM che. teo mAtmAne mAnatA ja hoya mATe temanA bhagothI nathI pApAtuthI ja purA paMtha, ane te sthAne ucamAM AvI tenAthI pApa marjuna co. sabhA:- je samaDI hoya ane lAlacathI che te puNyano vanubaMdha paDe sAbichaDa zapathanI evaM paDe. paDakA samI na bhAvavuM kahela che. sadInanI : jamA lAvavI paNa ghaNI mukela che. anubaMdha pADyo hoya tenI pradhAna che. ' ane pradhAna bhaMbhANI vaizaSya vagara A4 nI. jakha mAsanamAM bhAzAdharmanI thI varajhane ja banAvI che. hAtha vagara zubha bhAvanAnI zI vAmanI paNa hiMmata nathI. sabhA:- zubha bhAvanA pachI vazaSya AvI jAya to - sAba - zubha bhAvanA paI vaizaSya AvI jAya to peluM bimitta banyuM. paNa AnmAe zanIvAra ba bhAva ryA paNa vaizayama pAmyo nathI. mATe e geraMTI apAtha na. vAgyane lAvavA sAdhana-sAmagrI apanAvA paDe. zAstramAM 24 tIrthakaronA ca iAlekhAyA che. zAstramAM ja tIrthonI denA bakhI che. te vAthInI vAthe vArtha vALa Tapake che. tenA manamAM munI jIvanamAM upazamAM ghovA maLyo che atre bhAvAra, jANo upadeza ApIye pakA bau mera upadeza ApanAM mArI TI vyAM hoya che sakha vyasananA cAnavApI devAnA paA vairAgyane pedA kare tethI . senTara poInTa no vairAgya ja meIe.

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- 19 : mA- vaizaSyano zaNa khavavAno che. sAbaH- vAgyanI bhalASA keLavavAnI chemA zAsana pAmIne mArA manamAM pApa mane, bau pratyeno saMsAnanI bhAgI paNa thavo joIe. vIyAyamAM . zuM mAMthu ? "? vInAga ApanI bhaktinA prabhAve A masAmAMthI uge pathAya." thI nahi hoya to ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA jevuM che. pachI bhale tame 24 kalA mArI vinA 31, dezanI paravA na konI paNa vAstha na dIya bhAnmAna na paNa eDava vaDAlanA mIThA barAbara che. vaizayathI ja mAyA varSanI prAraMbha thAya che. pratyeka uthAmAM, pAyAmAM Aja pAima eI. vAne cAhyuM mahatva jema ApyuM che jAgyA tyArathI jAvuM, nati thavI kharAbI, di paya, vAdimA mAne che. A vithavItha vALane hadayamAM utare vAre vAre prahAba pI thAyI thAya pachI ja sAru hadayamAM utare. thoDI paNa managamanI hoya to ahI ladisa gamatI nathI. eka marcanuM pariNAvina lAvavuM ya no tene anya akAga thavo eIe. paNa da pratye aNagamI hAre peer thA bhai viNa pAsA cAra -thA saMskAranuM ravAparavuM che teao Dagave ne pagale dIpo sevavA paDe che. satyane vakhANatA hova to paNa je saMsAra namano hoya to amanyane apanAvuM ja pI. emA cAlo dhyAre tamAruM nathI ne tamAruM mAno cho mATe zAsabhyane so ne pagale apAvuM paDatuM. ------ bA vivAdanI sini kevI vIvarsa cAlavA kurAne zana nI niti hovAthI te mAnI pagatha, denA inalakhAne sutha ne tene cA mahAd khI ApyuM tenuM mITa tanI mAmiDInuM tema tame DapI bolI paNa tene . niti mATe ke temanI mana makkama prayatI ja mAre temane amuka nitina gamo che amuka mini game che. tethI tene eka paNa rAmanuM khAvAna hAnI. reDa pADI tene samI- khAya lAgavI. ---

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dareDa doSa A saMsArano pAyo che. 19 pApasthAnaDamAMthI kyuM sthAnaTha saMsAranI patha nathI! pazmira saMbhArano pAyo ne ! padmA mukhane 1 abrakSane kharAba mAno to ja vyasacaryanuM pradhAna Ave, je brahmacaryane sAruM mAnavuM hoya to kSArane khazaba mAnavo ja paDe, yA badhI ekaDA jevIvAno che. rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM A vAmanamAM janmyA to thoDI to lAyaDAna joie. AvuM loDottara zAsana pAmyA pachI ame thoDI namArI pAme capelA khIce AvI pAyAnI vAno nI gaLe utaravI ja e/e. 327 atyAre lAge che ? jaina vAmana ghaNAne to bhaDAI gayu che, purUM vaLagADI hIdhuM che, paNa bIjA dharmamAMthI na maLe te ANyAthI pAmIne jAvano bhava sA kahevAya. adhyAtmanI pATa pAmI jAya to paNa ghaNu che. nanara thoDA dharmathI puNya bAMdhI pachI bhautika sAmagrI pAmI, pApa bAMdhI, dupta meLavI saMsAramAM anaMta jhALa cAlyo che. ane cAlyA Dayo, mATe azubha anubaMla dethA ja toDavAnI che. bIje kyAMya bA sAsarI nakhavAnI nathI. gama eDa guNa mukhamAMthI caro bhAgI bane pachI bhale kadAca AtmAmAM lAkha doSa hoya. vyAtmAmAM lAkha doSa hoya paNa tene e zaba mAnavo doya no ne mAre che koI sadAcArI vasanmiA che teno InTaravyu lo. ATalA sAdhAra, sadguNa dekhavo cho! buTIyA 62 karI che paNa mesAne Dhelo mAno cho? to dAmAMthI keTalA nIkaLavo ja kadevI 59mALI, guMDAgIrI karavI nahI paNa bhAra to moja chaNavA jevI che. mA tene muLamAMthI eka paNa dISa praNavya vAgato nathI. A leAdaramAM geDa gA evI nathI ke jIvavA mATe tame patti, anyAya vage2 jIvI Dare, nabaLA jIvo para anyAya, nirmAna karIne ja nagai jIvI zakI tema cho. pavRkSa, rama-tema A badhA saMsAranA pAyA che, ..... nabA:- 1tyuM pApasthAnaTha natha palI grIna dhyAve mAdevajI AvaDyuM mApasthAnaka ja 17 pApamyAnaDI sAthe mavanAra che. 3 ne nI bhayanI 17 to OM vA lAgatA hoya che. Ana vAmanA viSatulya,

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31 pAga nulya, zekha mulya che A badhu deza baumAM nathI. vIjI prajA "vyA badhAthI Dema dUra che. tenI eDa vAta karuM, hIrenamAM praudesara gAvatA daitA tyAre aiDa jye prazna karyAM re tama damA, kvorIne zaba kaho te to barAbara, paNa abhrama ane pAgrahane kharAba ema kadI cho, vakhoTo e tema! jemAMthI tamAro janma thayI hai, dRSTi sarjana jemAthI thAya che. cA jIvanamAM vyakti mAnada che tene tame kaima vakhIDo cho, mA prazna mAbhapIne 2 prophesare eka badAne Ano prazna Do. te vakhate mAnyA sujhAyA . tyArapachI mane pUchyuM ke Ane zuM jvAba' ApavI. ke tame duniyAmAM dharma mAM bhaLyo che. dharmanI vyAkhyA samajyA eja jaina dharmanI vyAkhyA judI hai, je tame kadAca vaoNthI vicArI paNa nahI hoya, anee AnIe chIe ApaNe dhA cetana chIe, anya dIvAnA nAte pAtmAne choDIne jyanI badhI prakRpti 3 ananecarala che. pachI su jaDamAM rAcavuM, jDa upara audita thavuM, jaDane bogavavu te ananaiyala che. cetana ane jDa svataMga nA padArthI, tame pADozInA gharamAM mAthumArI nau cAle kharca tenI jema ApaNA mA AtmA vagaranI bIjI badhI vastu parAI che . mAre temAM mAthuM mAravuM te kudaratanI caparAdha che. kAmamAM dhyAnathaya vyazakti jaDa uparanI ja che, mATe ja tene pI bartha kadIye zo. mATe A AnaMda vyAjavI nathI. tame DoDane lUTIne banaMda meLavI te vyAjabI gaNAya? tame jDamAM mAthu mArI, jaDa upara varcasva sthApIna karI mAnaMda mAnI te gera vyAjvI ja gaNAya, paNa tannAtha AtmAmAM uttarI AnaMda meLavI te ja takSAze kharI mAnada che mATe vagara varAge A TarI vicArI 11tha kharI? nakSa mAlITI OMOM cA vadhu DIvI chIdhe te ThAI prauDhunathI, eka bhAIne prazna DI ? tamA prIsTa paNa merIDa lAIpha jIva tI kare hA, akSAza prInTa merIDa bhAI juve, samAya na mukhya netA ja merIDa lAipha Tve no pachI bIja to badhA jIve ja ne ! to kahe ke ame to mAnIdhe ja lIdhe hai maireja *

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karavA joIe. kA jIvananI bAda tenA vAra nathI. pAku temane puravuM na zuM karo cho? to kahe AkhA divasamAM DeDalAi mAtmAnuM dhyAna Tha che. seTa bhAvanA che. pavitra jIvana jIvavA prayatna ja chuM. paraMtu narca vicAre emanuM ve bIka thI ThIMga kevu? vaida paNa hIla muLamAMthI paraba mAne nIra. eka paNa doSa muLamAMthI kharAba lAge pachI ja gurUnuM prakidhAna AvavAnuM che. mAdhana vagara gharma manubaMdha vagaranI che ane anubaMdha vagarano dharma ja saMsAra cakane calAve che. A manubaMdhanI samajathI ja na gharmamAM praveza thazo. atyAre tamAre dharmamAM IchA hovI joI che badhe ja khAvAna bhAvI rahelA dIvA ie. ane te bhAvaLe lAvavA mATe vairAgya bhAvavA mana sana banavuM paDe. sajAga banavA prayatna svI joIe. ane enA mATe saMsAranA svarUpa nI vicAra ThadhI eI. samAna saMmAranA svarUpanI zuM vicAra karavAnI sAbaH A zarIranI Aja divasa sudhI TheTaluM paMkhyuM che. keTa keTalI saMkhyA vadhI karI . ane atyAre aMla che zArIva mAre chellI trAsa Ape che. ane bhaviSyamAM paNa keTala bAma Apo. tame vepArI strI kevI hIne gaNo? taimavAM. A lAgaNI jo tame mA khokhIdhu keTalu sAlI jIvo pamAyu che tenI pAsethI meLavyu zu ane na tene ApyuM keTaluM nahI maLI bAI paNa je samAre ThAvavare kahe mane ja upayogI thI dayanI kevI lAge? vAre A zahIe ene vahAla thAya che. mAranA nAma bhaugo stra bhA rIrathI ja ekAvavAnA chI.vaizAyarI vikRtIbaMDAra che. jenAthI pANInI pAra nathI. tenI DIgAnInI pAra nathI. A Tha bhUta che je kAra vApaNI sanmA eka enDa vocI laDanI jaTI. - garabA zIra pAsethI kAma levAtuM ke nI ma lepa thAya bhAva- bhAgIkAra pAmethI kAma karavAnuM hoya tyAre hAI bAI ghama karo paNa | mAM thAya mATI bhAre paDI zake che. mATe zaga thAya zarIrane

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nukazAna karavAnI vAta nathI paNa tenA svAstha nI mamavuM joIe.-ma----- bhAgIdAra lAge che A lI thI banAve che ane pAchAthI te pote vavAre zrI jaya che to zuM thAya? tame sdAca tenAthI dabAyelA hovAnI tene sAcavI paNa emAM to zuM thAya? - mAla va Ale e zarIra paNa evuM che. pachI vIy sI vastu para mada pavA. mAMthI mAtA nI pachI zuM ? gharamAM paNa koI - - zo nahIM. sana-pAvaThIne AbhArI | macane karapAra jovAnuM che. samApaNA zarIra pAsethI vorAdhanA dAvavAnI che --- --- -- bhAdeva samA gharamAM nokarathI ghaNA kAma thAya che. to zuM tame tene sakha para vesADI paga dabAvI yAja zivama sudhI tame zIrI lAbhavadhI lIdho che % - zazire tAre lAbha 1 lIdhA che. jevo saMsAra che tenI khautha tevuM nAmaja-vaSya-vaizavyagara javA saMramAM gamA ja thaI rahe che. mA zuM aNita mA jhINA , pAra koNa A thavI te kaI khabara che -- - aAre zarIranI pALInanI che. amAre te nAre bannene zarIranI parAdhInatA che. palaMbI chIe. - - - A zArIrano bhAuna tarI upayoga karavAno che. paNa tame sAuna narIhoma paNa kare che. 1 vepAra ne naravA sAthaba nI8 upayoga avAno . vaipArI hAnanA mAdhana tarI8 upacIga karavAnI prathAre to tame AtmA khADAmAM paDe te ja hIte upayoga karo el . - sabhA : bhAI thoDo lo lAbha thAya che ne sAba:- nA, jyAM sudhI vairAgya vadhI tyAM sudhI thoDo paNa lAbha nahi . thavAno. mIrane rAjAnI upamA ApI che. temAM zu che 8 "AvavA devAmara jAya che. tapajyAga kare che. jo tene che. mATe A jIvo nI tamArA varcasvanI bahAra nIkaLI gayA che. be vAre mozA ema kare che ? bhale tame ciMtA na karo. teyonane

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34 teralA guNI kharca paNa bacco to mArA tAbAmAM ja che. kAraNa te je banyAre kaIcchA kare che te badhu mArI prAthI ja kare che. mATe mArA lAbhamAM ja che. mATe ja kahyuM che ? biranubaMdha dharma moka pITha ja bano. e dhamAM kevI paNa baLano krodhane ja maLavAnuM che. tyAthI paNa bhaviSyamAM mAne ja pratsAhna maLavAnuM che. mATe jyAM sudhI saMsAranA svarUpanI samaja ane vairAgya na Ave tyAM sadhI badhu ja nAnuM che, mATe nAnI jarUrIyAta che ke kema karIne huM pahelA ziSya pAmuM. mATe "thavIyazayama para pahelI mAM9NI che sadI; "bhavanI va... kema kAMI kAma mA thAya, viThArI vAta thAya evuM badhuna mULyuM? samA bhavanirvAdavA, pachI zuM mAM. sAvaja - eDavAne pAmyA hoya tenAthI AgaLanI DahAna vairAgya mAMge. pahelI mAgaNI che. A ja mAMgavAnI . e mane pachI ja bIjI badhI vAta. tamane vASya mAMgavA lAyakalA cheAkaro Doka lAge che ne? cenna matalaba tane uMdhI divAne sArI mAnI cho ne ? . -- tamAmane choDavI che paNa hiMsAne mArI mAnIya kheDavI I. mAre -- - sA apanAvI che paNa mAne khaba mAnId apanAvavI che. AthathI che.. paraMtu mArI hArma mAthI nahITha mAnavI ja paDyo. ----- saMsAra kharAba to ja mote jvAnI jarUra che, paNa e saMbhAra sArI hIvalI sIDI javAnI jarUra pa sAra thatI maLelI kAre haju moDa nI maLyo nathI. to pachI kahyuM DaravAnI jarU21-12 pAga saMbhAraga che tI A vastu vApare che. paNa temAM 14 vAra sArI rIte kaI rIte goThavAvuM te ja bhairavuM che ------- --- samaDIna mA nAnI vadhi mAMge che. ' jayAre cAra AcAranI diva mAMge che. te mATe polA mAnavAmAM gaDabaDa DhAkhavAnI nathI. samadIna kAMI paDIku vALavAnI vastu nathI. nI re dharma sthANI ne mAnma clyANa mATe sthApyo che. mane

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darama DAI saMbhAramAM seTa karavA mATe sthApyo nathI. tamAre saMmAMthI Apaze thayuM che ?-seTala thavuM che ke esArane noDyo hoya to ja dharmanI jarUra che. ne have eka bhANama ke jene banyA vaizagra pAmavAnuM levala nathI. paNa Ane vAtha pAmavo ja joie. te vAta sAcI che tene ane Icchuka nai bhoLI kadIe. paNa je ema kahe huM name tamArI vAta tamArI pAme rAkhI pant ame to A saMsAranI takalIphonuM nivAraNa tamArI pAsethI ezo che. e ema Dahe ke mAre mA, AAnsakalyANa DaravuM nathI paNa prANI Aya bhautika kalyANa ja Daravu che. ane e rIte je dharma paDe tene nI avaLacaMDo ja kahevAya. AvA dhama karIne vadhAre nukazAna ja karI. AvA nI dharma na kare to. sAru . jema DAI enna kade ke huM pukhta DarI paNa dezasaramAM AvIne cA pIyA no hyAnI pUjA nakAmI che, pachI bhaleM ema kahe che paNa huM pUjja to za chu ne? jema lethamAM prajA dare no eTaluM nukathAna nathI. avaLacaMDA dharsa na kare to sAruM, kAraNa davAthI te vadhAre nukazAna kare che. mANasa jema juvAna choDAvyone vadhAre EaulYN karIne putra TharAvo to tene ati sAme vaiSa Ave ane niMdA karavA mADe, mATe tenA karatAM teo na kare sI sA. mAre khAlI dharmanA prabhAvathI je budhdhi suDe to pachI no abhavyanuM pakSa kalyANa thAya. tame bhagavAnane oLakho cho? bhagavAnanA prabhAvano artha che ? tama game ? DarI ichatAM bhagavAna tamane tAravAnAjanai1 ceDakroziyAe bhagavAnana DaMkha mAryo. eTale te naryAM hai ? lAyaka hI maTe naya ApaNA bhagavAn devA che1 tame bacaku bharI de pukhta daza paNa tAre koro tAre to patrane ja. apAnanI vAvyArI temane lIdhI nathI.

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32 s . . 15 zrI bhuSAvijayanu maghusI nama upasaMhAra gavANiyA 25 * zanivAra 1 - 5 kAranai cha vAgya anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAnmAe javananA dhva mAne vItarAvavAnI anubhava karAvavA mATe utIrthanI sthApanA karI che. - mahApuruSonI TaNIe ApaNA AtmAnI svabhAva muLabhuta hIte vicAhIye te vItarAgatA ke zagadazA ii yAtmAnI muLabhuta svabhAva nathI. rAgadazA hoya te sukhAnubhava dazA thIya. paNa atyAre badhA rogI jIva ne yaulAnA anubhavanuM vizleSaNa kare na vecenI , saMtApa vivapanAno ja anubhava thAya. tene khanI anubhava te pAtra zAstrAno svabhAva nathI. mAtmA cetana che. ane AnmAno aLabuna svabhAva sukhamathe che. mAnyo mata bhukhanI ja jhaMkhanA kare che. dareka padArtha potAnA svabhAva taja lepana hoya . 2 pANIne garama karIne sukI to na pAchI ss lara ja jaze. kAraka che hass pachIno svabhAva che, huM dhyAna nImItta dava kI 23 te kaMi 23 ja &LI, lAkaDI lIdhI hoya che vaLI para klI tene choDI ne lo pAchI zIthI thaI . kAzmA' pArtha mAtra tenA supaDyula svarUpa narava ja jAya che. che . " vAgayA AtmAnI svabhAva che evuM mAnIye to du:kha cAnmAnI vAva DovAya. paraMtu AvuM karI zakAya nahIM. kAraNake ApaNane koIne duHkha gamatuM nathI. ane pI ne AtmAnI svabhAva nathI. cAnI ja ilAja gati kaI barapha che je grahazAne AtmAno svabhAva nI nI nazva gati che tema manAya. paraMtu du:kha ApAi svAbhAvathI seTa thatuM nathI . rAga-dazAne vidAya kema kadIye chIe ane vItarAganAne annAno svabhAva &ma kahIce chIe1 mAM ja DahAya AnnAnA loko che. ane e manabhavavA vibhAva dazA hI hai. Apako kAMI bakarIne sthA nathI. sAnIdhyAe thI bhaNIne canubhavanA AdhAre lakhyuM che , rala zagadazA thI karI teTalo javanamAM zAnaMda maLyo che. ja AtmA thI dharma che ane nainAthI apavitramAMthI pavitratAmAM

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* daupamAMthI guNamAM, pakSamAMthI pAyamAM, mayubamAMthI vAsamAM jayAre karelI varka parikSA TAIyano dharma . pahelA rAIpanI eraNe zagAmilanI naga) zagamananA bhigamathI ra dha karyo te dharma . paNa vAsanA thayuM ' kahe che ke tame suMdara pravRtti karI paNa che tenuM pariNAma masuMdaramAM AvavuM to te ahaja che.------- - macAre bA bhAvamAM avinA mAba bhAvanI mAIba zasI. . varalI, mAlapANI khAya che tenuM mahatva vadhAre che je khorAka zarIramAM Isamane , poSaka Ave tenuM mahatva vadhAre che apathI vAyata AgaLanI paNa rAhata aya ' manyAre tame ja karo cho temAM bhAvimAM zubhanI sAthe ke nahI . tenI caDAmaNI kaI hIte pro. cAre tamArA vaLI je rAkhavAnuM che te nI parabhavamAM ja maLavAnuM che. paravAmAM A zarIra nathI AvavAnuM puya ga . pApa sAthe Avayo. paNa tyAre paralokamAM pApano vipA bhavacAre che zaba pAma jarA tI hai aba che. atyAre tame je prakRtine jI tenuM paraMparAnI chI zuM pariNAma te najaramAM rAkhavAnuM che. A maninA 8La pe bhara budhane jJADavAnI che. ane teno pAyo viga ja che. vizas vagaranI davAnI budidha te mAMdabudhdhi che. tene ApaNI madha mAnIe chIe paNa te vAsnavamAM mabudhdhi nathI. mavaddhinA name ya ka 1 sAru karavAnI bhAvanA jAge tenuM nAma AvI ma dha bhagavAna pAse. bhakti rahI mAganA hoya che ane mane phalANAne paNa sadabuddhi Apaje. kAvya tarI8 A mAMgaNI sArI che paNa maLyudhdhinI honAna che . vaza pI ja siddhi Ate. vItha vagara khabara nathI ke mA, potAnuM bhaluM kamAla ne bhalu zuM che ne . nakalo nathI te potAnuM che bIjanuM bhaluM karazo tyAre virAga e budhdhi pAmavAnI AvazlIlA, kejabinu che. ame cA2 , je bAra mahinA upadeza ApIdhe temAM zrIlAne emanI

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makvanI bhalAmaNa cA hoya che ke jIvanamAM vizaga nahIM pAmo to mA... kalyANa sAthe koI samAja dAna nahi thAya mATe amArI vadhAre che te ke nA maLe tyAre prayatna DIne vaLagya bhAva AmmAna karI levo joIe. A ni nahi karo je pachI badhu bharNayo lA-pAkA saMbhAra tamArA kapApe lakhAyo che.---- mA sukhamaya bhAra kharAba lAge. temAM je jIva rujhAto hoya, gamanI haya, guMgaNAto hoya, tevo ja jIva vizaga mATe cAra thAya che. - sabhA - vizaga mAra- sAdhu thavu jarUrI : sAheba - vizaga mAre sApha thavuM jarUrI nathI. sAcI bhAvaTha koIpaNa vima vizaga vaga thi nadi bhAva bhAva pAka vizALa vagaranI roya nahIM. are samaDInI pAka virAga vagaranI hoya nahIM, mAga vadhIne-sAtho vana paNa virAgI ja hoya. saMsAramAM vadhIne AjIvana virAgI yAtmA hoI zake che. bhesADamAM rahIne paNa vizaga meLavI zakAya che. amArI rIte virAga pAmavA mATe lAyaka sthAna saMsAra ja che nimittanI hAramALA taiyAra ja che. sabhA- channA paNa kema nathI thatuM? - sAbatha bhagavAne karelo saMsArano anubhava thatI nathI. kema maLyuM moMmAM suNo nI tIkhAzana ja anubhava thavAnI che. dAMI gaLapakAno svAda cAvavAnA nathI. tema saMsArano svAda ja cAvI che. nA ma thato nathI .vasa cAja vibhAga dazA che. koI mAmane muhI baMdha karI 4 pucho che dhAmA cheto pelo sAra nAma vIThA kare. ane tame sasapanmamAM nA pADyA che. grAma muThThImAM DAM ja nA hoya. paNa pArtha zuM thAya? sabhA - vAMdhI muThI lAkhanI sAba:- pA atithI bAMdhI muThThI khAlI sudhI che. jayAM sudhI upaDI nathI tyAM sudhI thAya che aMdara thI jhavezana, mADI monI ..... mA tenI

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jema ja A masAra che. tamane saMsAramAM nathI maLyu tenuM ADA kA che, ane moha ja moTAmAM moTuM tenuM baLa che, je maLyu hai teno jANI lIdhe haiM ke vuM che. jema garIbane zrImatAi nathI maLI tyAM sudhI thAya OM zrImanAimAM ja sukha che. mAre nathI maLyuM tenA valakhAmAM ane tenA brADAmAM ja jIva marI Aya che. jema baMgalI mArAmAM sAro darzAya te na maLyo hoya tyAM sudhI 25IyAmaNA. paNa joDa vakhata aMdara hainA thAva pachI DoI vizeSatA . lAge ? mAre nathI maLyuM tyAM sudhI ADa che. paNa maLyA padhI ADarSa zvetu nathI. tamAre gujarAtImAM kahevata che ne ke 'DuMgarA dUrathI priyAmaNA sabhA: bhalASa mAnIe to zaLayAmaNo lAge. mApaja - tame vizeAbhAmI vAna TharI che. 2LiyAmaNo lAge no saMtoSa hoya. tAzasanoSanI vyAkhyA zuM? thoDo opha rAkhavo, ghaNo saura rAkhavI tenuM nAma amanAya, paNa zAstramAM kyAya zrAvI saMtoSanI vyAkhyA hai? saMtoSa eTale nispRhInA, IcchAnA abhAva . JcchA thoDI mAnIne onI saMtoSa thAthI kahevAya? paNa sArI anuka ge sabhA: jeTalI akSatoSa pAthI tenI bAda che. ' sadevanu :- paraMtu asaMtoSa eja pAyAmAM du:kha che, thicAmaNI ne mArI mAnI, have sArI vastunI IcchA hoya ke saMtoSa hoya, je maLyu kharAba che! AvazyaktA game teTalI hoya to jhADe vaizAkha vu paDe to tene bhAna kahevAya ? to tene sAruM karavAya. mAza zavanA zaITa ezyiA nakkI che. 3 ne mAru hai? vastu mArI manAya? tamane zaratI thaIno kapha kADhavo paDe jema dakSA bAba. dizA bhArI cAsa nI thAya. nahitara acuka risA baLaba, dazA sArI lekha kahevAya.

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Ama duniyA vaiza nathI pAmatI tenuM muLa Aja che. jeTaluM jIvanamAM Avazyaka che. temano jIvanamAM sAruM mAne che. mATe ja vAgya nathI pAmI DhAktA, lagna- thoDA pApa-sAru mAnI ane thoDA pApane zaba mAnI tI viga nathI. aAma nI re saMsAra pApaaya che. taAre 18papasthAnaDa saMsAramAM samAyelA che. 330 moTaramAM jemo eTale prAgAnipAta AvyuM, name tene tamArI mAnI jai pAraDI che. bhAre cothI AvI, te parigraha che, pAMca indriyanI khojamajA mANI eTale abrahna Avyu. temAM kairathI UThA, tyAM badhe rAga, dveSa, krodha vadhu ja Ave che. te gADIne jarzI gALo pADeno tenA para kAMdha Ave. mATe tame bhaMsAramAM beThA cho ? cesAztrI-DoipaNa pratti lo temAM 16 pApasthAna baiThelA che. mATe. AkhI saMsAra pApamaya che. thatAM saMbhAra bhAro lAge che, tene pApa sAru lAge che, mATe tene anubaMdha pApano paDe che. jene no ajaina sAnna mAno cho tenI rUcIthI evA saMskAra paDavAnA hai bhaviSyamAM durbuddhi paidA thaze, sATe saMsAranuM paribhramaNa cAlyA DI. ATe zudhdha dharma kakSA strI vagya bheIo, pachInavA2 cho ke khamAsamaNu Apo paga pAyAmAM ziSya eIA. paMtha pamaMda jena gamatAM nathI te pachI game teTalA navA2 gaMjhona nakkAmA che. saMyama gaDhe tene maMthana zaba lAgyA vagara ja na.i mAre paMtha parastra pratye zradhdhA hai bahumAna lAvavuM hoyato vAgya eIro. mATe jene paNa moDAsAmAM prayANa karavuM hoya tene aa tathArI joize ja. tame kaheza amane zastrapadA thato nathI to amAre zuM karavuM 1 dharma vo te nadi 1 vaizaRR vagano dharma azubha che. mATe zuM karavuM? no tamane amArI che hai bhale vaizavya nathI bAthI paNa mA dharmathI ane vairAgya paidA thAya. A maMsAramA jevuM satya che te mane samajanuM jAya. jIvanamAM tatvanuM pAmavA sivAya ArI kAI abhilASA nathI. bhalAmaNa

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65 tamAre eDakI nathI juvo to lITA pADI, paNa lI kema pADI & eDI zuravI mATe. sabhA:- khAlI lITa che mATe ja ukhaDI thI 4. . sAbaT:- hA, ma DAhI karI pATI laIne emI jaya. paNa ada2 koI jue tI khavara paDe 8 lITA ja che. aneka DALathI bhula jamaNA A ja che. jyanA hisAvaze. tamane atyAre taka maLI che. pUjya guru, sadAcAra maLyA do. mATe maLyuM che, aba dharmathI zuddha dharma pAmavAnI taka ubhI thAya che. paNa taka ubhI thayA pachI badhA ja pAme nevuM nathI. jema vaivAmAM che tema Anma kalyANa mATenI cAnsa athathI maLe che. pApanI sAmagrI 8 zakti te paNa dharmanA prabhAve ja maLe che, tema puNya karavAnI zakti che sAmagrI hirmathI maLe che. abha dharma A phaLa Ape che. dharma niSphaLa yAre bane che. dhyAre temAM zagA malanI nigama na thayo hoya to. paNa temAM ja gAra salano nigama thayo hoya to miTha nathI pADI zapa I saMsAranA pApa karavAnI zakita ke dharmanA nAme puya TharavAnI hAdina tenAthI maLe che. mAre azubha banne bAju sTIya mApe che. abhyAre thA bI 6 8 temane ghaNI naThI 8 che te ghaNA pApa dhI zake, taima thaI u karI zake tevI paNa ghaNI vaDa temano che. A banne naDI cAgamanA uddhA puthanA prabhAve ja maLe che. have temAM kaI dizAe javuM te nakkI karavAnuM che: - sabhA - sI zaR, sAvaja - hama tenuM nAma ja sadhdhi che. ApaNo kyA cArathI pannu jIvana ApaNI mAlikInuM che. ' AjubAjuvALA jIgA, sabadidhya ApI paNa tamAre ka ra te tamArI rajA para che. tamArI badhI IcchA nA thAre che4 3lAka name basa

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DAnI sAthe che. tamArI buddhi sAthe ja samA alTImeTa salAhakAra tamArI buddhi jarna mATe bao SlyAnna ane majhalTAnnanuM suLa mathudidha che - sabhA:- to mAlvikAra-puruSArthanAsAbabu-za, na puruSArtha karIne virAga mAre te puruSArthanne ---AvI che.--------- - dubuddhi nara laI javAnuM kA, paNa mAro puruSArtha ne. tamArI vyathimAM mAlika Doga sabhA - pUrve karelA karma ThAra nadi - sAheba - te bANa nimina vAmo. bAjhI gADInuM sTIyarIMga DanA hAthamAM ! che jJAna saMpA hu te pAchA tamArI marajInI vAta che. tyAM paNa puruSArtha Avyo. tame pual2ao to ja meLavI hAiao. sabhA:- mATe Dagale pagale puruSAcAvomAba:- nI zuM tamAre uthIM vuM chepuruSArtha to pAyo che : puruSArtha nI umathIla . avavuM hoya to hArTa paNa calAvavuM paDaze ane AtmA jIvavA mATe manana puruSArtha karI 2o che. mAre ve che. vatra pukathA kaI lAvvA - maLavAnA nathI. paNa mAre puruSArtha nAmathI vo te dazAmAM hovA mAravAnA thI, paNa atyAre tamAre vairAgya mATe puruSArtha karavAno che, abhyAre tamane virAga nI kaDavI lhA jevo lAge che. tamane janIno "upade rahe che amAre upavA kAve te zuM karelA IchA thAya eTale mana sUIne bhagavavuM. temAM maya, saMyama, laMba rAkhavu nahi. mATe A davA ja mIThI lAge chepareDa amAre to tamane kaLI vA pAvI che. malA:- sArevAjI valaNa amIne thAI che. bhAva- bhadelamAM zA mATe jeTaluM kahevAya teTaluM karI I. bahuM lathaDAvALA jIva leya tI cArma parsanala stii. vAdI arimAM ja karI daIe.

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paNa A badhI vAna no ApaNe ApaNI jAnmA paTe ja lagADavAnuM che. cA graMthamAM palI gAthAmAM pAMca cogAnuM vAna karela che, 20 gAthAmAM 0 thIganuM vAna Darela che. ane temAM rAkhI sIDImArga khAI gayela che. ApaNo joI gayA tevA bhAva na AvI jAya to nonI karela badhI dha yoga ja darI. yahI banyA sivAya koI mokSamArgamAM praveza karatuM nathI, yama DyiA tapa karIye chIe temAM pANI ja prAdhAna na hoya to mAre paNa batrathI ja zakyA gaNAya. tamAre jema upadhAna mae doya nema . rAkhavANI, junavacana, rIjInala romamAM bhAgavuM hoya to amuka ' hilA, tapa, aru6 vartana, mADa abhyAma cA vadhI lAyakAta pravartI paDe che . pachI ja te kaLIbhUta thAya che. mAre ghaNA zuM kahe che mArI mArI vastu saMtADI zuM rAkhavAnI jarUra! patu uMcI ane sArI vastu amuTha lAyakAta vagara apAya nI levAya paNa da. mATe upadhAna AdinA ziyAtapa suNo che. navakAra gaNAvA mATe mInImaya 12aa upavAsane ra nA karavAnI che. pachI ja tene lagatI gaNavAnI uMDAra maLe che. tame teno adhikAra vidhivaDa nathI meLavyo mATe ja tenuM DA barAbara nathI maLatuM. prakA thAna Azaya kAsa ja urma haya nI tene yoga samajavAno. ane va yA bebI bacatI prathAna pAmavAno saMkalpa AvI jya. gukhanI prAptinuM vAta karavAnuM che, jene game tene pradhAna sAthe virodha thavAno che. paNa zarata zuM koIpaNa gujarI game kyAre ja tamane mAra kharAba lAgI cAre. baMdara rA game che tema holo cho pakA athaDathI game che. paraMtu 'gA pAyAmAMthI game to ja pradhAna vAje. have A ga ga avitha game che tenuM mApadaMDo - --- - name cho mane udAratA game che. vAna, mA game che. tyAre ame e che kathA HhAranI hAlanA game che prakAranI udanAM

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334 amuka praDAnI game che ! udAratAnI vizethI lona. eTale amuTha lona gonI udAstA nathI gamatI. mATe eja guNa pratye aDaghI DhacI che, mane aDaghI carathI che. sare vArtha thI- arUcIno zaMbhumekho thAya che. dhAgAnI paristhiti to ke thoDI varSa game che ghaNI prathama game che; ghaNAne ghaNo dharma game che thoDo adharma game che, paNa 1004 dharma game ane 1704 pradharma na game tevuM bananuM nathI. sabhAH game che dharma paNa aAcaraNa nathI: sArAzura AcaraNa nathI paNa praSNadhAna nau mAvI zake, mAcaraNa na hoya no pravRtti bhAvardhanamAM na AvI zaDAya, paNa gAvAnI bAbatamAM to zuM joIe? paNa pAyAmAMthI guNa ja gare ane doSa na game tevuM banyu nathI. mAre ja aDyA chIe. jema sAkara amuTha bAjuthI gaLI ane asuTha bAjuthI kaDavI lAge tevuM bane 81 jyAre tamane muTha guNano bhAga game che ane amuka guNanI nAga nathI gamato. jema mArA lagana nA ThAmatA nathI gamatI paNa udAra aNama game che. anaMna DAkhathI jIva badhA guNamAM Aja rIte DI AvyA hai. abena DAkhamAM mithyA anaeNna DApathI ThaMthI khoparI bheTa darI che, jenA kAraNe vadhe bhrAnI sAthe ja darzana thAya che. te annana darzana to karAve janAda sAthe paNa atyAre tame khanana na Tharaze ane lAkha rUpiyA ame to zatru thAya. thAya OM A prApa Avyu 1 6udha tenAthI vardhA, upAdhi varSa hai! bhA badhuM ahIM sUDIne jvAnu che . jo sArA mArgamAM upayoga zrIza to ja DAmanuM che. te vakhate A badhA vicAro Ave che ! have AgaLa tame dA- popakAra - -tapa-tyAga bhAgnane sArA DAma mAno cho . vinayana sAthe DAma mAno cho te daMDAra kharAba DAma mAno cho! Are cadaMDAra Ava tyAre thAya ? cA khoTu kAma che, kharAba DAi che.

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335 ApaNe sekSI chIe eTale khabara che ke je karIe bhIe te sAruM. paNa sAra ja sAruM lAgavuM jeIe ane kharAba to kharAba ja lAgavuM joIe. khazaba choDavAnuM DahettA nathI paNa kharAba no kharAba lAgavuM eIDa e kanDo2Ana sUDI. karI julathI paNa na vana hai sArAne khazaba mAno ne kharAba * sAru. tasArI peThI! ThazmAM tamAro diTharI vadhAre dhama kare to sAthe gai), DoIpaNa vyaktimAM mAru eIe to rAju ja thavAnuM . tame sArApaNAmAM ttoSa rAkho te doSa che, ane bAbamAM cacatto rAkho no zreSTha che. sArI vastu DaravAnI IcchA ne abhA thavA ja joIe . vadhArai udAratA dekhavavAmAM saMtoSa na manAya. pUrNa udA2 bana ravI ja bhAva eIe. paNa A badhuM kyAre bane ? saMsAra asAra lAge nI, saMsAra asAra nadi lAgelo. AA 24 lAkha jIvAyInImAM jazo. tamAre kyAM vuM che neno vicAra karI levAnI che. kyAya samAI

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339. . . . pachI yugabhulakavijya maghurI namo . upasaMzazA 16-11-5 somavAra anaMta upakArI prata jJAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAnanjAmI gananA jIva mAtrane yogamArganI prApti mATe dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI zIe DoIpaNa jIva anaMtA bhavathAmAM thIgane pAme tyAre ja vyANa mArgamAM sthApita thayo kahevAya. potAnuM ulyANa karavAnI mA jIva kyArathI thoDI bane che tyArathI thAya . thavAnuM judI judI rIte varNana che. yoganI vyAkhyA sacAnamAM karI che te yAda karI mApaSTa upasaMhAra eI.. - parizuddha dharma vyApArane yoga kahIe chIe. khAlI dharmI Apane yoga nathI karatA. azuddha varma vyApArane mApaka yoga nathI karatA. ' zudhdha dha vyApArane Apa yoga karIe chIe. pAva bhAvayukta dharma te zudhdha dharma che. pAMca bhAva rAta viddha sApara aA ukahIe e chIe. jenI yogamArgamAM samAveza thato nathI. vAstavamAM koIpaNa pazciAdaLa dharma vyApArane mApaka yoga karIe chIe. . * koipaNa pravRtti mana-vacana-kAyAthI yAtma kalyANanuM mAdhana bane tene tha vyApAraNIye chIye. sAmAnya rIte pukha, pratikamaNa, sAmAyika karavuM teja dharma nathI. paNa je paka AtmakalyAnuM sAdhana bane tevI kapAI batha ja dharma vyApAra che. - - sAdhunI carcA ane zrAvakanI ghaNI carcA yoga che. varma-vyApAra che. je 'bhagavAnanI lAza mujaba kare to pachI sApha urtha, gocarI jaya vihAra dareka jhADa, pezAba thAya. ane temAM joralI vAjJA lApIe teTalo dharmadhyApAra na bane tema mAvaTha mATe paNa bhagavAnanI AzA kajA karaze to ja dharma vyApAra DadevAya. Apako Akho dharma yAjJA sAthe guMthAyelI 6. zaruAtamAM "prANI

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352 - dho* kahyuM che. lI dareka pravRttimAM mANA samAyelI che. A jema jamavA beThA tyAre bhagavAnanI mAzA nathI lukhA mare. dharmanI svIkAra karaze tyArathI ja huI Asana svIkArI lI. tevuM hoI sNa nathI. paNa khAvuM zA mATe bhAvathI khAvuM kevI rIte khAva mA badhu samajIne -. ze lo dharma natira adharma. bhAthuM khAya pIe te badhAne ja vyApAra ide che, paNa temAM jeTalA amArA gorA hoya teTaluM pApa che, tema tamArI bremikAnI AjJA cUDo to paNa pApa lAge. tamAre saMsAra calAvavA mATe javAbadArI nibhAvavA zaga-8Sa karavA paDe che. cAla, samAraMbha karavA paDe, parigraha karavo paDe. paNa temAM pANI sudhI sSAya karavA paNa mAsta kapAya karavA. aprasta sSAya TharavA nahi. vagara sSArtha tame saMsAra na calAvI vALo. tamAru 8 bIjanuM rina pha2vA maMgni s2vA uSAya karavA paDazo. paNa yAjJA zuM banAvI OM jenAthI badhAnuM ti thAya tevI pravRtti karavI. -- zava jevI kaLAmAM hoya tevI ja AjJA prabhue pharamAvI che. tamane khAvA mATe soI rAMdhavAnI chuTa thAyI, paNa dhanA chevA bhAva ravAnA, kevI thakA rAkhI pravRtti karavAnI te badhuM ja banAvyuM che. ane e ja pramANe so to dharma che. je nasaeN 24 7lAka prabhunI AjJA mujA manavacana-kAyAthI pravRti karo to tamAruM mana megA prasana, mana dama ja hoya. ane je uga evA pApa na thaI hoya to vyakti hIro pAma takalIpha na Ave, pApakarma AjJA pAlanathI vIkharAI jAya che. mATe AjJA pAlana jIvana Apatti vedana, saMvAya na banAve che. paNa dhAne to manunI AjJA zuM che te ja khabara nathI. ane jene khabara che tene tAlAvelI nadI che ke puruSArtha karI mArA mAnavI . A badhA graMthomAM judI judI rIne yogonuM varNana Ave che A

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ra 'beda hoya, thai ma bheda hoya. paraMtu koIpaNa prakAre vana ustAM temAM ApI sAunAnI guma vaNI lIdhelo hoya che. tema A pAMcamAM rAkhI momAI samAI jAya che. ghaNAne atyAre evo khyAta che bhUtaDApamAM ja vAa dRnA dvAdazAMgImAM vistArathI vivecana hanuM. paNa atyAre to lAgyuM sUtyu ja maLe che. paNa te samaja koi bhUla che. - atyAre paNa mArAthanAno mata mArga upalabdha che. zAstramAM vivecanamAM vizallA nahAvata che. paNa mAMgopAMga somaernI DakI, samajI e eka graMthamAMthI maLI jAya che. jethI dizA maLI jAya che. jema paikI che. paDIkaMI tyAMthI lAvo cho, te nAkhI pIvAmAM vizeSatA che, svAda che, tema eka peDamAM paNa che. eka paiDAnA 5IyAmAM pAchA ja svAda vizeSatA che. khAlI che to kyorITInI che. hasI lo khAlI mAtrA ochI Ave. temI jema yogamA, gharmanuM vA judI rIte kare che paNa temAM AkhI rbha, badhA jJAna ane vaLI ppiA taimAM samAI jAya che. che. jema ta cAkhI apramANamAM samAI jAya. tema Akho dharma jJAna ane kriyAmAM samAI jaya. che tema che to trayImAM veTale satha jJAna, sthadarzana sUjha carimA. vadhA dharma samAI jAya paNa temAM thAya guTI na hoya, thAlIno dAna-zIla-supabhAva temAM A maLamArga AvI jaad - tema paMcAcAramAM cAkhI cArAdhana kSamA macI - - mATe te vartasthAnathagi, udyoga, marthayAga, sAlaMbana yoga, anAvalaMbana yoga-vyA pArtha yagamAM Topa : boTama mAnmanI vaLI bhumikA AvI jAya che mATe jemAnuM vistRta varNana samaje to lAkha momAI maLI jAya . Aja viSanA na zAsananI lIlImAM che. - - - - - 8 apane sAmAnya reno kAbdArtha TharIe. thAna dharale che? koIpaNa thi anuSThAna karavA mATe mahattva DAthAnuM parva

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che. kAthAne vyavasthIta mane ArAdhanA mATe jovAnI che, tene jovA mATe cauma mu, mAsana hoya. amuDa Ine baiso to te bhAvI ivAmAM vimA bane che, bhADavAmAM sugama vane che. mATe DAyAnA cakAma cAsanI muDhA sudhI che. ane tene sthAne yogasuo che.--- pANA gAla zuM zIkhavAnI che te saMsArano vizagI . te mumu. bhAva pragathya che. mAthe manamAM sukAnuM pradhAna goThavIne dao hai. te ati sAyika, pratikramaNa karatAM caDakama mudrAmAM bersa taine sthAna co Daho che te jo barAbara cA Ite kare to tene karma nirdazanuM sAdhana kayu hai - jaima svavItharAthamAM kai rIte . . . cavaTanamAM ja che - - kAusaga mA nI - - - - - pratiSThAmAM to 1 mudrAcI batAvI che. amuka mudrAmAM amuka bhAva karavAnA hoya che. DAyAnI Thanna avasthA, bhAvane karavAmAM nimitta bane che. dareka anuSThAnane anurUpa graMthomAM tene dhyAne bhavI Ave che paNa atyAre jAvA, samajavAnI phurasada nathI. paraMtu bhagavAnanI mAjhA mujaba TharavA mATe pANI pahelAM badhuM jANAvuM, samajavuM paDaze. mArAthanA ka2vA, mana-vacana - kAthAne joDavAnA che mA jhI mukhya sAranA ArAdhanA mATe che jas evA pujyanI sahAyathI pravRtti DarI vADI tema chIe. . sivAtha mA pradezo halI zake tema nathI evA ApaNe karmathI baMdhAyelA chIye. saMsAranA pApa nema mana-vacana-kAyAthI bALI chI. tema dharmanA hakamAM AvanA pa mana-vacana-kAyAthI DarI jAya che ane mana-vacana-kAyAne .....yoga karI have vANI mATe utAbda kahyo che uno artha sAbathaga - vacanayoga che. paNa diyA karatAM cakama prakAranA sukho vANIne zAba hAtha vaDe che.

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380 tene urjA yoga kare che. temAM vithIpUrvaka je rIte uccAra karavAnA che te rIte karavAnA, jaina moTA avAje jyAM bolavAnuM, temanAnA avAje jyAM bolavAnuM . tema muDa ThaMDI - aTaDI, aDIne, mamuTha jgAe saLaMga rIte pAma "vidhipUrvaka uccAra karavAnA che. vidhi pUrvaka rvANazudhdha nago bolavA adbhuta ekAgratA mAMge che. sI AgamamAMthI ekAda mANasa bhAgye mArIne bolanAra nIDo, vainomAM nI lagabhaga A rIte baulavAnI Teva pADavAmAM AvanI nathI. paNa vaidika dharmamAM yajJo bahuja thAya. temAM 50 juvAnIyA beThA hoya sai vedanA maMtronuM uccAraNa Dare to temAM eka ja bolatuM hoya tevuM lAge. temane tyAM vaidanA pAkonI TrenIMga Ape che. ApaNe tyAM A prakAranI prekaTIma ApavAmAM mAvanI nathI. mATe grANa thIgya rIte naDaze to tenI amacyAM haira paDI jAya. A ApaNe bIe 6Ryoga na hyAArtha tho, ve Ine te artha yoga :- jemAM mananuM anusaMdhAna che. eIpaNa kriyA karavA DATAne sthira karIne beThA. uccAra tarIte spaSTa, zudhdha sUtro bolo cho. have teza mAM dvArA arthamAM anusaMdhAna karavAnuM che, koIpaNa kriyA karavA kAthAne sthira karIne bedA, uccAra tarIke- spaSTa, zudhdha sUtro bolo cho have temAM mana tyAga arthamAM anumAna karavAnuM che. thiA ana AvI ya che, A tI sAmAnya zabdArtha che. paNa temAM gaMbhIratA ghaNI che. sthAnayoga praNidhAna AdivAkhAne Ave, UrgayAga no cATalAM dekhAyelA hoya tenI Ave. sAmAnyathI paga Ave, jyAre artha yoga to sadAgInA ja A 48 ' jA " juththu bolo ne " juththu ahiMnAAM " daMta bhagavAnane askAra thAze, nanuchyuM e prArthanA che . IcchAyogano namaskAra che..

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" namo jimaNAM " hA yogano namaskAra che. Ijhovi namu kArI" temAM sAmartha yogano namaskAra che. jema "logassa" bIlo temAM nAma tIrtharanI stavanA che. arihaMta stavanA nIrdhadaranI stavanA che. maMDhAM padharAvelI rtinI stavanA che , " je aIyA sidhdhA " temAM dravya tIrthakarane namaskAra che. nAma karatAM sthApanA katha, bhAvano mahimA gAve che. mATe te ' ' hamasara mATe che mATe vicArane dareka ThaMDANa keTalI gaMbhIstA do. koI ema . taraMga luchAthI gaukavyuM nathI. mATe tenA artha samaja sAthenuM zAstranuM uDANA Ile. mATe thaI yoga sAmAnya sAdhu paNa na karI zake. have bhAvina yogamA---- . mana-vacana-kAyAne joDavAnA che paka saimAM mAmeruM Alayana suvAnA che. AlaMbana tarI pratimA, mA levAnA che. temAM ' viyanA pUrva anusaMdhAna thAya to. A mAlaMbana yoga che. saimAM e barAbara praveka nI veDo pAra thaI jAya. - pharva anAvalaMbana yoga- - - - : --- jema vAla fatttanI asara : te ja banAvavAmAM jaya. AmAM gayelA dI Alevana sAvanA pravRttinI jarUra naM. basa ne manAmAM ' rIrya AgaM va che. pachI kapaDAgI. kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. ----cANase ApaDI pAMthAnuM varNana karyuM. - cI tenuM 0 thomAM vA thIgonuM viSa rIte vana DaveluM che, * caityavaMzamAM sthAna ufarthamAlavana, anAvalaMbana yoga kaI rIte zAne pAmavA ImAno jIva hoya tenI bhramiThAva... . tema vijoya, vijaya rIte varNana Ave che - - - - tame varSamAM dezamAM ekapaNe maMthanuM manana ciMtana mAhIM vicArI

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34 AkhI ArAdhanAnI maunamArga spaSTa thaI ya che, tamane pUche te cothA guNasthAnaDamAMthI pAMcamAM gurusthAna mAM jIva jAya to kuM anutta thAya, devo vAsa hoya, cothAmAMthI pAMcamAMmAM kema jaI zakatI nathI. A badhdhanI khabara che, paraMtu tamane saMsAramAM badhI khabara hoya che. tyAMnA gahnita to tamALa ghaNA ja jutha che, A maMtramAM ja bAvarAnI jema karo cho kema kharuMne tame eka paNa yogana graMtha sAMgopAMga bhaNyA nathI, mATe ja bAvaza thaI daro bai, tame khAlI paMca pratikramaNa paNa inaDeptha samaje to vadhu maLI aya . 3 14 pUrvadhara AthAryothI racelA che, n ja namrutyuAM 1 Ina Deptha bhaNo to paNa mAnma kalyANa mArga ApI jaya.. temAM jaina dharmanA Izvara tatvanI virodhanA che. " namutyuH " A eka paNa tIrthaMDaranuM nAma nathI, paNa temAM stavanA devI cheM! jagatanuM Izvara tatva kevuM hoya tenuM dhaMdhA pAzathI vuktamaya rIte mAMgoyAMga varNana che. eka vizeSatA pachI bIjuM vizleSatA tema paNa sA pAchaLa ramya che. abhaya dayALuM " pachI ja H !! cappu yAAM " kema adhyu 1 tenI pAipa paNa nIM, zamya che. mA badhu bacara bhaLo to tamArI ghaTI khulI jAya. paraMtu anyAre prabaLa guMjJAsA ja nathI. je vyAkhyAnamAM nathI AvatA tene sau kahevAnI savAla ja nathI. paNa je Ave che tene paNa ju jIllAmA nagI nathI. mAMdA prAMtAja Ave che. jIjJAsA jAgato. sabhA- ghImesAdevajI:- hajI keTalo samaya jeIe, tyAM sudhI paraloDamAM paradezI jazo, ghaNA to varSothI dharmanA lekhamAM che. atyAre AmAMthI ghaNA to A pAMca thoDAnI nAma para pahelIvAra bhamyA ze. mA: sAdya bApa juvo chIe.

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sAbiy - mamatA sudhI vyAkha avaja rahevuM che. saMsAramAM tamane mAM bApa kare to khoTuM lAgI jAya. ane ariyA sAI bApa cho tame vadhAvI lo cho, - sabhA amane to khamAsamaNa dema ApavuM te paNa prakAra ahI. sAbatamAM paNa keTaluM tathya, tatva che. varakhamAsamArga Aga na levAya mATe vijaya deTI, khamAsamaNI pachI thayo IcchANa sidabhagavAna artha mAM tamAre paNa dharma ai chAe daravAno che. tamane ya ' nizrAmAM AvI. paNa temAM baujAra, dANA, lAla, za, cAra nathI. mATe Dalane pagale IchAnI vAta che . icchAkAraNa te pAribhASiTha vAddha che. dharmamAM svataMtratA, 3thI , te svecchAe karavAnI vAta che. dharmamAM chA rUthI Tha no lAbha che. Avo vinaya vyavahAra koI dharmamAM jovA nahi maLe. pAchu bhagavaMtanuM baMdumAna - parelA phI dharmadeva-gurunI AimAM ja vArtA che. guru na hoya to sthApanA sthApIne paNa DaravAno che. mATe niSNA, anuzAsana paravuM joIe ane sAthe svecchAe karavAnuM che sAthe vinaya paNa eI. e khA kare sAdhue vahevArathI alipta hovuM joIoo. A zrAvakono viSaya che pA A badhu khoTu do tIrthakaranI A mumbamAM thAya bhUla thatI ci to aTakAvavAno adhikAra che. methanA mAlika Thad nathI. tame che - kI che amArI mIThI te pramANe te thAya. cA sattA ApI ssaMghanA vahivaTa chavAmAM paNa guNanI mALa, salAha joI. palamAM paNa pAMkha pappaTAvavA ke vAma je cAle che te karavA mATe tame sAthe badhAnI be mAdeza mogI lI. maTe cheA paNa gurunI AjJA vagara paTapaTAvAnI na hoya to pachI saMghamAM te sAdhunI AjJA ja. ApaNe tyAM lokottara diyA bagaDI che. thApaNa koIpaNa mAhinA vagara karaze to ja AtmakalyANa thaze. * thoDA 32vI hoya to sAnidhya yogamAM Ave che. ane A vAta

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"guNAkAra karIne parama padane pADo. o comAsAnA parvamAM A hIka bhaMkalpa karI lekSo nA dhu ja mApa thaze, Xx

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