Book Title: Kahe Kalapurnasuri Part 03 Gujarati
Author(s): Muktichandravijay, Munichandravijay
Publisher: Shanti Jin Aradhak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032615/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 - paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi - 5. municandravijaya gaNi Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahAyogI dira hai mArga mukti kA ke # # # bAra ho tAra prabhu.... . nAcodhadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNa sUcchika Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaya AcAryadevathInuM sAhitya disibuage vi. sarijI ma. moham caklApUrNasUrijI eka: pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma mile matra bhItara bhagavAna pujya AcArya deva zrI kalApUrNa sUrijI mahArAja saryel sari kAli muniyA vizvama maNi yuniyanta pina kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ki mudri vijaya - gati prakriyA vijayaH Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe kalApUrNasUri = 8 (adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) (aSA. va. 3, 19-7-2000, budhavArathI bhA.va. 4, 17-9-2000, ravivAra sudhI, pAlitANA) | vAcanA pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. AlaMbana) pUjyazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThA, vi.saM. 206 2, mahA vada 6, tA. 19-02-2006, ravivAra, zaMkhezvara preraNA pU.A.zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNi huM avataraNa-saMpAdana) paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi, paM. municandravijaya gaNi prakAzana zrI kalApUrNasUri sAdhanA smAraka TrasTa Agama maMdiranI pAchaLa, posTa zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa (u.gu), pIna : 384 246. zrI zAnti jina ArAdhaka maMDala manapharA, (zAntiniketana), jI. kaccha, tA. bhacAU, pIna : 370 140. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Dita pustaka : kahe lApUrNazi (pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) prathama AvRtti : i.sa. 2000, vi.saM. 2016 dvitIya AvRtti : i.sa. 2006, vi.saM. 206 2. 32 avataraNa-saMpAdana : paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi 5. municandravijaya gaNi 0 mUlya : rU. 120/ 0 nakala : 1000 saMparka sUtra : ri. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI - 400 001. * Ph. : (022) 23436369, 23436807, 23441141. Mobile : 9821406972 SHANTILAL / CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj 'A', Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), MUMBAI - 400 086. * Ph. : (022) 25101990 CHANDRAKANT J. VORA : Phool Wadi, Bhachau, Kutch (Guj.). Ph. : (02837) 223405 te mudraka : Tejas Printers 403, Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380 007. * Ph. : (079) 26601045 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te ) ODD DDO @aa punaH prakAzana prasaMge.. suvighAMjana-sparzathI aAMkha jyAre ja avidyAnuM aMdhAru bhAra vidAra; jue te kSaNe yogIo dhyAna - tejI nijAtmA viSe zrIparAtmA saheje - - jJAnasAra 14/8 znara - padAvAda jJAnasAramAM A rIte AvatA varNana mujaba ja pUjyazrInuM jIvana hatuM, e sau koi supere jANe che. e mahAyogI potAnA hRdayamAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA, jyAre loko temanAmAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA. [ AvA siddhayogInI vANI sAMbhaLavA - vAMcavA loko Atura hoya te svAbhAvika che. pUjyazrInI hAjarImAM ja 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanA cAreya bhAgo bahAra paDI gayA hatA, jijJAsu ArAdhaka loko dvArA apratima prazaMsA paNa pAmelA hatA. chellA ghaNA samayathI ArAdhako taraphathI A pustakanI mAMgaNI hatI, paNa nakalo khalAsa thai jatAM ame e mAMgaNI saMtoSI zakatA na hatA. pahelA bhAganI traNa-traNa AvRtti bahAra paDavA chatAM lokonI mAMgaNI cAlu ja hatI. pachInA traNa bhAgo to bahu ja durlabha banI gayA hatA. kAraNa ke tenI eka ja AvRtti bahAra paDelI hatI. - zaMkhezvara tIrthe vi.saM. 206 2, mahA vada 6, tA. 1902-2OO6nA pUjyazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM laine prastuta pustakanA cAreya bhAgo hindI tathA gujarAtImAM eka sAthe bahAra pADavAmAM AvI rahyA che, te khUba ja AnaMdaprada ghaTanA che. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A graMthanA punaH prakAzana mATe mukhya preraka parama zAsana prabhAvaka, vartamAna samudAya-nAyaka pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadharya pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara tathA pravaktA pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kIrticaMdravijayajI gaNivara Adine ame vaMdana karIe chIe. A graMthanA khUba ja cIvaTa ane khaMtapUrvaka avataraNasaMpAdana tathA punaH saMpAdana karanArA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mukticaMdravijayajI gaNivara tathA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI municaMdra-vijayajI gaNivarano ame khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A graMthamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanArA mahAnubhAvone ame hArdika dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. | divaMgata pU. munivaryazrI muktAnaMdavijayajIno paNa AmAM apUrva sahayoga rahyo che, jene yAda karatAM ame gadgad banI rahyA chIe. hindI prakAzanamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanAra phalodI cAturmAsa samiti tathA phalodI nivAsI (hAla, cennai) kavaralAla ceriTebala TrasTa tathA cennainA anya dAtAone vizeSataH abhinaMdana ApIe chIe. jo zrIyuta dhanajI gelA gAlA parivAra (lAkaDIA) dvArA nirmita guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM rAkhIne prakAzita thatA A graMtha-ratnone vAcakonA kara-kamaLamAM mUkatAM atyaMta harSanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. atyaMta zIghratAthI cIvaTapUrvaka cAreya bhAgone hindIgujarAtImAM chApI ApanAra tejasa prinTarsavALA tejasa hasamukhabhAi zAha (amadAvAda)ne paNa zI rIte bhUlI zakAya? - praHzake Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrInI vANI jijJAsu vargamAM vadhune vadhu prasAra pAme, evI bhAvanApUrvaka prastuta graMthanuM prakAzana karatAM AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. la. zrI kaccha vAgaDa sAta covIzI jena samAja saMcAlita velajI dAmajI bhaNazAlI yAtrika bhuvana, pAlItANA. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahayogIone dhanyavAda | hemAMjali TrasTa surendranagara .. . zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ArAdhanA bhavana zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha, goregAma, muMbai.... 2 bharUDiyA jaina saMgha bharUDiyA, kaccha-vAgaDa.. , 1 25 navajIvana jaina zve.mU.pU. saMgha muMbai-8 ...... zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha aMdherI (vesTa), muMbai ... Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya anaMtAnaMta siddhonI puNya dharA pAlItANA khAte kaccha-vAgaDadezodvAraka, parama zraddheya adhyAtmayogI pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., madhurabhASI nUtana AcArya zrImad vijaya kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvarya pUjaya paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI, pravaktA pU.paM.zrI kIrticaMdravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI (hAla paMnyAsajIzrI) mukticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI pUrNacandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kumudacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kIrtiratnavijayajI, pU. munizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI, pU. munizrI hemacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI vimalaprabhavijayajI Adi 30 jeTalA pU. sAdhu bhagavaMto tathA 429 jeTalA (lagabhaga saMpUrNa vAgaDa samudAya. mAtra 40 jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAlItANAthI bahAra cAturmAsa hatA.) sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM vIsa varSa pachI vAgaDa vIsA osavALa jaina saMgha tathA sAta covIzI jaina samAja banne taraphathI avismaraNIya cAturmAsa thayuM. cAturmAsa daramyAna 18 pUjya sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 98 pUjya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bRhad yogodrahana, mAsakSamaNa Adi tapazcaryAo, (alaga peja upara tapasvIonI sUci ApI che.) jIvadayA AdinA phaMDo, paramAtma-bhaktipreraka vAcanA-pravacano, ravivArIya sAmUhika pravacano, jina-bhakti mahotsavo, upadhAna Adi anekavidha sukRtonI zreNi sarjAI. cAturmAsa pachI paNa 99 yAtrA, 15 dIkSAo (bAbubhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga tathA maNibena, kalpanA, kaMcana, cArumati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA, bhAratI) tathA traNa padavI (pUjaya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajIne paMnyAsa-pada, pU. tIrthabhadravijayajI tathA pU. vimalapravijayajIne gaNi pada) vagere prasaMgo zAlInatAthI UjavAyA. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A badhAmAM sau jijJAsu ArAdhakone sauthI vadhu AkarSaNa hatuM : adhyAtmayogI pUjaya AcAryazrInI vAcanAonuM. pUjayazrIno managamato viSaya che : bhakti. A cAturmAsa daramyAna namutyuyuM sUtra paranI pUjya zrI haribhadrasUrikRta lalita-vistarA nAmanI TIkA para vAcanAo cAlI. lalita vistarA eTale jaina-darzananuM bhakti - zAstra ja samajI lo. lalita-vistarA jevo bhaktipradhAna grantha hoya, pUjayazrI jevA vAcanA-dAtA hoya, pAlItANA jevuM kSetra hoya, prabhu-premI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI jevA zrotA hoya, pachI bAkI zuM rahe ? A vAcanAomAM pUjyazrI pUrepUrA khIlyA hatA. vAcanAonI A vRSTimAM bhIMjAIne aneka AtmAoe parama prasannatA anubhavI. vadhu AnaMdanI vAta to e che ke A vRSTi tAtkAlika avataraNa dvArA noTa rUpa DemamAM saMgRhIta paNa thatI rahI. | amArA ja gAmanA ratna pUjaya paMnyAsajIzrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara tathA pUjaya gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI dvArA A vAcanAonuM avataraNa thayuM che, te ghaNA ja AnaMdanI vAta che. A pustakanI jhaDapathI presakopI karI ApanArA pU. sAdhvIjI kumuda zrIjInA ziSyA pU. sA. kalpajJAzrIjInA ziSyA pU.sA. kalpanaMditAzrIjInuM ame kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karIe chIe. pustakanA A kAryamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanAra paNa abhinaMdanane pAtra che. pUjya baMdhu-yugala dvArA avataraNa karAyelA anya traNa pustaka (kahe, kalApUrNasUri-1, kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie-2, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3) nI jema A pustaka (kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4) paNa jijJAsuo avazya AvakAraze tevI zraddhA rAkhIe chIe. A pustaka vAMcIne prabhAvita thayelA vAcakonA patrothI amArA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ utsAhamAM niraMtara vadhAro thato rahe che. keTalAka jijJAsu gRhastho to A pustaka vAMcIne navA pustaka mATe potAnA taraphathI agAuthI anudAna ApavA mATe tatparatA dharAve che, te A pustakanI lokapriyatA ane hRdayasparzitA kahe che. bhUkaMpa - grasta amAruM gAma vi.saM. 2057, mahA su. 2, zukravAra, tA. 26-1-2001nI savArano 8.46 no samaya kaccha - gujarAta mATe gojhAro nIkaLyo. mAtra aDhI-traNa miniTomAM ja seMkaDo gAmo dharAzAyI banI gayA, hajAro loko kATamALanI nIce dabAIne 'bacAvo, bacAvo, kADho'nI cIso pADavA mAMDyA, bIjA hajArone to cIso pADavAno paNa avasara na maLyo. vajanadAra chata, pattharAo vagere nIce te ja kSaNe cagadAI gayA ne mRtyune bheTyA. 8.1 rikTara skelanA AvA bhayaMkara bhUkaMpathI AkhuM vizva hacamacI UThyuM. (bhAratIya bhUstarazAstrIo pramANe A bhUkaMpa 6.9 rikTara skelano hato, jyAre amerikana bhUstarazAstrIo tene 7.9 ke 8.1 no kahetA hatA. bhAratIya bhUstarazAstrIoe tenuM kendrabiMdu kaccha - bhujathI uttaramAM loDAI-spraMga pAse kahyuM che jyAre amerikana bhUstarazAstrIoe svayaM zodhIne kacchanA bhacAU tAlukAmAM baMdhaDI-manapharA-cobArI pAse kyAMka kendrabiMdu hovAnuM kahyuM che. nukazAnI jovAmAM Ave to amerikana bhUstarazAstrIo sAcA lAge.) bhUkaMpanuM kendrabiMdu amArA gAma manapharAnI pAse ja hovAthI aneka gAmonI sAthe amAruM gAma saMpUrNa dhvasta thaI gayuM, je tasvIra jovAthI khyAla Avaze. bhacAU, aMjAra, rApara ane bhuja A cAra nagaro sahita cAreya tAlukAomAM bhAre khuvArI thaI. hajAro mANaso jIvatA daTAyA. pelA 9 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bephAma kavie kahyuM che : 'jIvanano rasto mAtra gharathI kabara sudhIno che." paNa ahIM to ghara ja kabara banI gayA hatA. je chata ane chAparAe atyAra sudhI rakSaNa ApyuM hatuM te ja atyAre bhakSaNa karanArA banyA hatA. 'je poSatuM te mAratuM evo dIse krama kudaratI' kalApInI A paMkti keTalI yathArtha che ? aneka gAmo sAthe amAruM manapharA gAma paNa dharAzAyI banyuM. derAsara, upAzraya Adi dharmasthAno sahita lagabhaga tamAma makAno jamInadosta banyA. amAruM gAma vikramanI 17mI sadInA prAraMbhamAM ja (vi.. 1606) vaseluM che. tyAranI UbhelI gAma vaccenI jAgIra (lagabhaga sADA cAraso varSa jUnI A majabUta jAgIrane joI koI niSNAta Ijanere kaheluM : haju ochAmAM ochA baso varSa sudhI A jAgIrane koI ja vAMdho nahi Ave.) paNa pUrNatayA dhvasta thaI. gAmanI zobhArUpa devavimAna jevuM rUpALuM 34 varSa junuM tIrtha jevuM derAsara paNa pattharonA DhagalArUpe pheravAI gayuM. manapharAnA 450 varSanA ItihAsamAM gAmano pUrepUro saphAyo pahelI ja vakhata thayo. jo ke dharatIkaMpano pradeza hovAthI kacchamAM avAranavAra dharatIkaMpo AvatA rahe che. Avo ja moTo dharatIkaMpa I.sa. 1819, 16mI jUnanA divase Avela, jenA kAraNe siMdhu nadInA vaheNa kacchamAM AvatA kAyama mATe baMdha thaI gayA. kaccha kAyama mATe verAna thaI gayuM. "kacchaDo bAre mAsanI ukti mAtra lokajIbhe ja rahI. vAstavikatA taddana viparIta banI gaI. e dharatIkaMpathI pazcima kacchamAM vadhAre nukazAna thayuM haze, pUrva kaccha (vAgaDa) bacI gayuM haze, ema 450 varSa jUnI jAgIra ane 800 varSa jUnA bhadrezvaranA jinAlayane jotAM lAge che. e pahelAM vi.saM. 1256mAM bhayaMkara bhUkaMpa Avelo. jenA kAraNe nArAyaNa sarovaranuM mIThuM pANI khAruM thaI gayeluM, ema itihAsavettAo kahe che. hajAra varSamAM be-traNa vAra AvatA AvA bhUkaMpathI pahelA karatAM paNa atyAre tArAjI khUba ja thaI che. kAraNa ke bahumALI makAnonI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ racanA pachI Avo moTo bhUkaMpa bhAratamAM kadAca pahelIvAra Avyo che. kaccha pachI vizvabharamAM InDoneziyA, cIna, jApAna, aphaghAnistAna, amerikA, AsAma Adi sthaLoe zreNibaddha thayelA bhUkaMpanA AMcakAoe vizvabharanA lokone bhUkaMpa aMge vicAratA karI dIdhA che. doDha be hajAranI vasatIvALA nAnakaDA manapharA gAmamAM bhUkaMpathI mAryA gayelA 190 jaNamAM 60 to jaino hatA. ghAyala thayelA to judA. be-pAMca hajAra varSa pahelAnA jUnA maMdiro kema Aje jovA maLatA nathI ? nadIo kema lupta banI jAya che ? nagaro kema dhvasta banI jAya che ? nadIonA vaheNa kema badalAI jAya che? loko kema sthaLAMtara karI jAya che ? "moMe jo Dero" jevA TIMbA kema bane che ? - evA ghaNA praznono javAba AvA dharatIkaMpo che. mANasa mATe moTo gaNAto A bhUkaMpa kudaratamATe sAva nAnakaDuM taNakhalA jevuM kArya paNa hoya ! kudaratamAM to AvA pheraphAro AvyA ja kare. dhArmika dRSTie vicArIe to AmAMthI anityatAno bodhapATha maLe. mamatAnA tANA-vANA toDavAno avasara maLe. ane gharamAMthI mane bahAra kADhanAra tuM koNa ? evuM kahenArA mANasane bhUkaMpano eka ja AMcako bahAra kADhI mUke che, A ochI vAta che ? mamatAne dUra karavA mATe, anityatAne AtmasAt karavA mATe AnAthI vadhu bIjo kayo prasaMga hoI zake ? samagra vizvane eka taMtue joDI devAmAM nimitta bananAra Avo bIjo prasaMga kayo hoI zake ? bhUkaMpa pachI gujarAta-bhArata sahita samagra vizvamAMthI je sahAyatAno dhodha vahyo te jaNAve che ke - Aje paNa mANasAI marI paravArI nathI. Aje paNa mANasanA hRdayamAM karuNA dhabake che. dukALa, vAvAjhoDuM ane bhUkaMpanA prahArothI jarjarita thaI javAne Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ badale khumArI pUrvaka cAlatI kacchI prajAne joIne koIne paNa lAge : AvI khumArI haze to khuvAra thayeluM kaccha thoDA ja samayamAM beThuM thaI jaze. chekacchI mADu A khuvArIne khumArImAM, A abhizApane AzIrvAdamAM badalAvI zake, evuM sattva dharAvato TaTTAra Ubho che. | 'navasarjana pahelA vidhvaMsa paNa kyAreka jarUrI hoya che." evuM koIke kaheluM che, te yAda rAkhavA jevuM che. zArIrika, Arthika, dhArmika, sAmAjika - badhI ja dRSTie khuvAra thayelA mANasane atyAre beTho karavAnI jarUra che. enA hRdayamAM bhagavAna ane jIvana pratye bhakti ane kRtajJatA pedA karavAnI jarUra che. mAnasika rIte bhAMgI paDelA mANasanA saMtapta hRdayamAM AvA pustako jarUra AzvAsananuM amRta siMcaze. ja na che. TakA ja Singly rAja che ema - che kara 12 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAlitANA (sinI tapazcaryA pa1 upavAsa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI hemakIrtizrIjI ma. 2. punazIbhAI mekaNa sAvalA (manapharA) 36 upavAsa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsadhvanizrIjI ma. 2, sAdhvIjI zrI IndravaMditAzrIjI ma. 3. sAdhvIjI zrI nirmaladarzanAzrIjI ma.sI 4. sAdhvIjI zrI abhayaratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI adraratnAzrIjI ma. 6. sAdhvIjI zrI puNyarAzizrIjI ma. ) mAsakSamaNa (30 upavAsa) : munizrI amitayazavijayajI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI divyaratnAzrIjI ma. 3. sAdhvIjI zrI cArubhaktizrIjI ma. 4. sAdhvIjI zrI zreyajJAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI saMvegaprajJAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI surabhiguNAzrIjI ma. 7. sAdhvIjI zrI bhavyagirIzrIjI ma. 8. sAdhvIjI zrI cArUstutizrIjI ma. 9. sAdhvIjI zrI viratikRpAzrIjI ma. 10. sAdhvIjI zrI virAMgapriyAzrIjI ma. 11. sAdhvIjI zrI jinakaruNAzrIjI ma. 12. sAdhvIjI zrI jayakupAzrIjI ma. 13. sAdhvIjI zrI cArukSamAzrIjI ma. 14. sAdhvIjI zrI cAruprasannAzrIjI ma. 15. sAdhvIjI zrI amIjharaNAzrIjI ma. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 1 ts - 16. sAdhvIjI zrI zAsanarasAzrIjI ma. 17. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsakIrtizrIjInA ziSyA 18. sAdhvIjI zrI vinayanidhizrIjI ma. 19. sAdhvIjI zrI prazAntazIlAzrIjI ma. 20. kAMtilAlajI hajArImalajI (madrAsa) . 21. hIrAcaMdajI cunIlAla 22. velajI bhacu caralA (AdhoI) 23. lIlAbena baida (madrAsa) 24. bIjalabena jayaMtilAla (amadAvAda) 25. caMpAbena dhIrajalAla dozI 26. ratanabena jasavaMtarAya 27. vimalAbena chaganalAla (beMglora) 28, bhAvanAbena ghamaMDImalajI (DIsA) 29. zAMtAbena ThAkarazI DuMgANI (bakutrA) * 17 upavAsa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI bhaktipUrNAzrIjI ma. 16 upavAsa : munizrI ajitavIryavijayajI ma. bhadra tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI puSpadaMtAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI saumyapUrNAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI smitapUrNAzrIjI ma. siddhi tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI cAruvinItAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI muktinilayAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI hitavardhanAzrIjI ma. cattAri addha : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma. sArA * Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha avasara bAra bAra AyA - pUjya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. - pUjya AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. adhyAtmalakSI pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasUri ma. prati Ameya pahelethI AkarSaNa hatuM ja. kAraNa parama tAraka pUjya gurudevazrI (5. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma.) nA teozrI khUba ja nikaTanA saMbaMdhI sAdhaka ane navakAra mahAmaMtranA parama Asakara NI upAsaka ane cAhaka ! AthI; A comAsuM pAlItANA khAte sunizcita thayuM. I tyArathI ja AnaMda ane galagalI zarU thaI gaI hatI ane Aje to e AnaMda hRdayanA cAre kinAre laherAI rahyo che. kemake, vigata comAsAmAM pUjyazrInuM khUba ja sAruM naikaTya mANyuM.. jIvanamAM sarva prathamavAra ja pUjyazrIno saMparka thayo, paNa sajjaDa thayo. navA jyAre-jyAre paNa pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM gayo mArA parama tAraka pUjya gurudevazrInA smaraNamAM nimagna banyo chuM. mArI pUjya gurudevazrInA jIvanamAM traNa tattva spaSTa rUpe najara - gocara banatAM hatAM. (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA (2) sAdhu sAmAcArI (vyavahAra dharmanI custatA) nI ArAdhanA (3) jinabhaktinI upAsanA pUjayazrInI nizrAmAM kyAreya koI sAmUhika-Ayojana hoya cAhe te vyAkhyAnanuM, Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAcanAnuM ke, khAsa beThakanuM hoya bAra navakAranI udghoSaNA pUjyazrI jarUra karatA ane tyAre upasthita sahu maitrIbhAvanA maMDapa nIce bAra navakAra gaNavA lAgI jatA. maitrIbhAvathI vAsita hRdaye gaNAtA A zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve ja Akhu comAsuM ekatA ane ekasaMpitAbharyuM pasAra thayuM, evuM sapramANa anumAna karI zakAya che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra pratye pUjayazrIno vizeSa lagAva banyo rahe che, enuM udAharaNa e che ke pUjyazrInA vAsakSepa mATe katArabaMdha lAIna ane janatAno jaththo ubharAto hoya che paNa pUjyazrIe janarala niyama banAvI rAkhyo che ke, rojanI pAMca bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe ene ja vAsakSepa nAkhavo, AthI zrI navakArane japanAro bahu-moTo bahoLo varga ubho thavA pAmyo che. vizvazAMti mATe A keTaluM moTuM paribaLa gaNI zakAya ! ane zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra vize vAcanAmAM paNa avAra-navAra AlaMbana ane preraNAtmaka upadeza pharamAvatA nihALyA che. sAmAcArI viSe paNa pUjyazrIne jyAre jyAre moko maLe tyAre tyAre eno pakSapAta karyA vinA rahetA nahIM. sAmAcArI svarUpa vyavahAra dharma upara ja nizcaya dharma TakI zake che. A vAta vAraMvAra dahorAvatA, eTaluM ja nahIM, plAsTikanA ghaDA ke plAsTikanA pAtarA vagere dvArA sAmAcArImAM ghUselI vikRti prati kyAreka bhAre kaTAkSa mAratA paNa sAMbhaLyA mane barAbara khyAla che ke eka vakhata to be hAthamAM be ghaDA laI pANI lAvavAnI vikRta prathAne Akramaka rIte vakhoDI kADhI hatI. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTaluM ja nahi; ghaNAne A rIte nahi vartavA pratijJA paNa levarAvI hatI. paMcAcAramaya sAdhu-sAmAcArIne sAcavIne ja anya pravRttine mahattva ApavA pratye pUjyazrI vAraMvAra prerita karatA hatA. jina-bhakti e to jANe pUjyazrIno jIvana-paryAya banI gayo hoya tema lAge che. te paramAtma-tattva jaDanI jema naryuM niSkriya tattva nathI. e vItarAga to che ja, paNa enI sAthe niSkaruNALu che ema nahi karUNAvaMta ane kRpAvaMta paNa eTalA ja che) ane ethI sariyAma sakriya che - A vAtane paunaHpujena ghUMTatA ApaNA jIvananI ghaTatI pratyeka ghaTamALamAM paramAtmAnI sakriyatA rahelI che. jema dIkarAnI pratyeka muvamenTamAM mAnI hastakSepatA che. ema ApaNA jIvanamAM paramAtmAnuM astitva che. paNa nAma-sthApanA-dravya-bhAva rUpe paramAtmA sadA hAjarAhajura che. 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana-bhItara bhagavAna." A pUjyazrInuM manamAnItuM khAsa slogana gaNAya. paNa nAma rUpe paramAtmA Aje paNa hayAta che.) paramAtmAnuM nAma svayaM eka maMtratulya che. tamArI koIpaNa samasyA paramAtmAnA nAmathI nirmuLa thaI zake che. pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM pratidina A vAta to Ave Ave ne Ave ja. eTale je vastu amane amArA pUjaya tAraka gurudevazrInA jIvanamAM satata anubhavAtI e vAta ahIM paNa maLatI hovAthI supere AkarSaNa thatuM. A sivAya paNa pUjyazrInI vAcanAnA aneka kendrIbhUta tattvo hatA : vAcanAnA AraMbha biMdumAM svayaM paramAtmA, gaNadhara bhagavaMto ane emanI paraMparAne Aja sudhI lAvI mUkanAra AcAryadevAdi pUjya tattvonuM smaraNa prAtidainika pAsuM rahetuM ! ethI potAnI vAtanuM anusaMdhAna svayaM paramAtmA che e vAta 17 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DAyarekaTalI ke InDAyarekaTalI puSTa karatA. vAcanAmAM navI-navI anuprekSAnI phuraNA jyAre skuTa thatI tyAre mAna-kaSAyano jarAya AMTo na jovA maLe prabhue kRpA karI mane Ama sujhAvyuM, Ama batAvyuM ema kahI potAnI jAtane paramAtmAthI satata anugRhIta rUpe pradarzita karatA. pUjyazrInI vAcanAnI sauthI dhyAnAkarSaka vAta e jovA maLatI ke, koI paNa vAta pramANa vinA na mUke zrI bhagavatIjI, zrI pannavaNAjI, zrI jJAnasAra, zrI yogasAra, zrI adhyAtmasAranI ke bhaktAmara, kalyANamaMdiranI paMktio ApIne ja saMtoSa mAnatA... AthIya vizeSa vAta e rahetI ke saMskRta-prAkRtanA pAThone gujarAtI bhASAnA stavanAdimAMthIya raju karyA vinA na rahetA. A mATe zrI devacaMdrajI ma., zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma., zrI yazovijayajI ma.nI racanAo pUjyazrInI khAsa pasaMdagI hatI. te sivAya je graMthanI vAcanA Ape te graMthanA racayitA tarapha pUjyazrI, bhAre bahumAna ane Adara vAraMvAra vyakta karatA. . enI pAchaLa pUjyazrInI mAnyatA ke ethI ApaNo kSayopazama vadhe che. vAcanAmAM pUjyazrInI dRSTi bahu ja cakora rahetI ane vANI pANInA vaheNa jevI sarala ane sarasa vahetI... ApaNane ema ja lAge ke basa, jANe vahyA ja karIe... vahyA ja karIe.. pUjyazrInI vAcanAne zabdastha ane pustakastha karavAnuM kAma AtmIya mitro paMnyAsazrI mukticandravijayajI ma. gaNizrI municandravijayajI ma.no khUba khUba AbhAra... 18 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ SIR khaMtIlA khaMta ane jabbara jahemata mAMgI letA A kAmane karatA baMne mitrone najare joyA che. eka patrakAra karatAM paNa vadhu jhaDapathI lakhavuM ane pachI tatkAla enuM saMmArjana ane presakopI karAvavI e SS keTalI sphUrti, tAjagI ane apramattatAnuM kAma che ! e to jonArane ja khyAla Ave... AvA sAhitya prakAzana badala baMne mitro dhanyavAdArha che ! ema jaNAvavA pUrvaka huM eka doDha DAhyAnI adAthI te baMnene vaNamAMgI bhalAmaNa karavAnI kuceSTA karavAnuM TALI nathI zakato ke AthI mArUM vAcanA-zravaNa sAnubandha banyuM... e upakAra karyo gaNibandhuoe... anne upakRta banIne huM eTaluM ja jaNAvIza... ke ... yaha avasara bAra bAra Aya ! She fel pustakanuM nAma 'kahe che kalApUrNasUri'nA badale 'vahe che kalApUrNasUri' vadhu saMgata lAgata. kahevA ane vahevA vacce bahu antara che. kahevAmAM tanmayatA / nimagnatA jarUrI nathI, vahevAmAM baMne anivArya che. Este fic pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM kaheNa karatAM vaheNano anubhava vizeSa che. kAza ! mArI bhalAmaNa saphaLa thAya ! mane Amukha lakhavAnI taka ApI tyAre huM AnaMdita banyo. [12]S kAma lai r 19 5115 315 irisust 15 8 Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ KG 4 OHNY LOGO | prItama chabi nainana basI...' pUjayapAda, adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kilApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane sAMbhaLatI vakhate sAMbhaLavAnuM ochuM, jovAnuM vadhuM thatuM hoya che... "paramAtmA A rahyA", kahetI vakhate temano hAtha havAmAM addhara toLAya che tyAre jovAmAMya mIThI mUMjhavaNa e thatI hoya che ke tame emanI e aMgabhaMgimAne juo, mukha para relAtA smitane juo ke be nayanone juo, AMkhone kyAM kendrita karavI ? sadgurunA nayano... jyAM jhaLake che paramAtmA pratyeno UMDo samAdara. rahIma yAda Ave : "prItama chabi nainana basI, para chabi kahAM samAya ?' pUrI AMkhomAM paramAtmA ja chavAI gayA che. tyAM bIjuM zuM rahI zake ? bIjAnI chabI zI rIte pragaTI zake ? ane sagurunI A mohaka aMgabhaMgimA. havAmAM laherAto jhUlato A hAtha. IzArAmAM peka karIne sadguru paramacetanAnuM rahasya nathI pakaDAvatA zuM ? ane A nirmaLa smitaH kavacit muskAna, kyAreka mukta hAsya... paramAtmAne meLavyAnI rasamastI ubharI AvI che. A smitarUpe. ane eTale ja bhAvaka mUMjhAya che ke e potAnI AMkhone kendrita kyAM kare ? jo ke, khyAla che ke sadgurunuM pUruM astitva ja dvAra che : jyAMthI paramAtmA joDe saMparka thaI zake. gurucetanA dvArA paramacetanAno sparza. saddaguru che dvAra... vAtAyana... bArI. eka bAraNAnI ke eka bArInI oLakha zuM hoI zake ? sIsamanuM ke sevananuM lAkaDuM vaparAyuM hoya te bArI, AvI koI vyAkhyA na hoI zake. chatanI nIce ane bhIMtonI vacce ApaNe hoIe tyAre asIma avakAza joDe jenAthI saMbaddha thavAya te bArI... saddaguru ApaNA mATe eka mAtra bArI che paramacetanA joDe saMbaddha banavAnI : nayano dvArA, aMgabhaMgimI dvArA, smita dvArA, upaniSad dvArA. 0 0 0 0 0 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'lalita vistarA' jevo bhaktinI prabaLatama uMcAIno grantha hoya ane tenI eka-eka paMktine anubhavI janAra mahApuruSa ene kholatA hoya tyAre bhAvakone to occhava-occhava thaI jAya. paNa pahelA kahyuM tema, sAhebajIne 'jovA' jatAM 'sAMbhaLavAnuM' cUkI gayelAo mATe ane A bhaktiparvane cUkI gayelAo mATe che prastuta pustaka. pustakane pAne pAne, kaho ke tenA eka eka phakare che paramapriyanI majhAnI vAto. eka gaMgA vahI rahI che. ne tame ene kAMThe besI tenA madhura jaLane AsvAdI rahyA cho. eka anubhava. tame AcArya bhagavaMtanI AMgaLI pakaDI prabhunI dizA tarapha jaI rahyA cho tevuM lAge... anubhavaH je tamane pUrA pUrA bharI de. vAMcavAno krama Avo raheze : 2-4 phakarAM ke ekAduM pAnuM vaMcAyuM. have AMkho baMdha che. tame e zabdovaDe tamArI jAtane bharAI jatI, badalAI jatI anubhavo cho. ahIM vAMcavAnuM thoDuM thaze, anubhavavAnuM ghaNuM thaze. kavi manoja khaMDeriyAnI kAvya paMktio ApaNe gaNagaNatAM hoIzuM : 'mane sadbhAgya ke zabdo maLyA, tAre mulaka jAvA.' nahitara to mAtra ApaNA caraNo para bharoso rAkhI cAlIe to jugonA jugo vIte ane prabhuno pradeza eTalo ja dUra hoya. prabhunA pradeza bhaNI laI jatA sazakta zabdothI sabhara pustaka tamArA hAthamAM che. have tame cho ane e pustaka che. vaccethI huM vidAya lauM. tame vaho A zabdomAM. DUbo. His Jap AcArya yazovijayasUri A.zrI a~kArasUri ArAdhanA bhavana, vAvapaMthaka vADI, dazA poravADa sosAyaTI, amadAvAda, 35 21 poSa sudi pAMcama, vi. 2057 >> 93 [rojec the Draf alis per 1 Fir Bipe *+63+8 sipfiber pfe e Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya mRtyu pachI to ghaNAya mahAna banI jatA hoya che ke daMtakathArUpa banI jatA hoya che, paNa keTalIka vyaktio to jIvate jIva ja daMtakathArUpa banI jatI hoya che, jaga batrIsIe gavAtI hoya che. - mAnavajAta eTalI abhimAnI che ke te koi vidyamAna vyaktinA guNo joI zakatI nathI. kadAca guNa jovAI jAya to kadara karI zakatI nathI. hA, mRtyu pachI jarUra kadara karaze, guNAnuvAda paNa jarUra karaze, paNa jIvita vyaktinI nahi. mANasanA be kAma che : jIvitanI niMdA karavAnI ne mRtanI prazaMsA karavAnI. 'marAntAni vairANi' (vera mRtyu sudhI ja rahe che.) eTale ja kahevAyuM haze ! paNa, AmAM apavAda che : adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja. jeo svavidyamAnatAmAM ja daMtakathArUpa banI gayA che, loko dvArA apUrva pUjyatA pAmelA che. pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayaratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI mahArAje pUjyazrI mATe surata-navasArI vagere sthaLoe kaheluM Aje paNa manamAM guMjyA kare che : 'pUjyazrImAM pAtratA-vaibhava, puNya vaibhava ane prajJA vaibhava A traNeyano utkRSTarUpe subhaga samanvaya thayelo che, je kyAreka ja koIka ja vyaktimAM jovA maLatI virala ghaTanA che. ApaNI kamanasIbI che ke vidyamAna vyaktinI ApaNe kadara karI zakatA nathI. samakAlIna vyaktinI kadara bahu ja ochI jovA maLatI hoya che. utkRSTa zuddhi ane utkRSTa puNyanA svAmI AvA mahApuruSa ApaNI vacce beThA che, te ApaNuM ahobhAgya che.' - pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayahemaratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAje thANA, mulunDa vagere sthaLoe kaheluM : "vastRtva, vidvattA Adi zaktinA kAraNe mAnava-medanI ekaThI thatI hoya, evI vyaktio ghaNI joI, paNa viziSTa prakAranI vaknatva zakti vinA eka mAtra prabhu-bhaktinA prabhAvathI lokomAM chavAI janAra A ja vibhUti jovA maLI. jemanA darzana mATe loko traNa-traNa, cAra-cAra kalAka sudhI lAInamAM rahe evuM pahelIvAra jovA maLyuM." Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya yazovarmasUrIzvarajI mahArAje suratamAM kaheluM : "pUjyazrInI bhaktino joTo jaDavo muzkela che.' zreNikabhAI (ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInA pramukha) potAnA vaktavyomAM ghaNI vakhata kahetA hoya che : "mane jaina dharmamAM praveza karAvanAra A pUjyazrI che. pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM prathama ja vakhata (vi.saM. 2039) meM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karyuM. pUjyazrI pAse nava tattva AdinA pATha zIkhavA maLyA, e mArA jIvananI dhanyatama paLo hatI." AvA to aneka avataraNo ApI zakAya, je ApavA ahIM zakya nathI. nirmaLa ane niSkapaTa hRdayathI thayelI bhagavAnanI bhaktino zuM prabhAva hoI zake ? enuM uttama udAharaNa pUjayazrI che. pUjyazrI kharA arthamAM paramAtmAnA parama bhakta che, jemanI cetanA niraMtara parama-cetanAne maLavA talasI rahI che, jemanA upayogamAM niraMtara (UMghamAM paNa) prabhu ramI rahyA che, jeo sarvatra prabhune joI rahyA che. | AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI, devacandrajI ke cidAnaMdajI vagere prabhubhakta mahAtmAone to ApaNe joyA nathI, paNa A prabhu-bhakta mahAtmA to Aje ApaNI vacce che, e ApaNuM ochuM puNya nathI. ( prabhu-bhakta kevo hoya ? tenA lakSaNo gItAmAM suMdara rIte batAvyA che. sarva jIvono adveSI, mitra ane sau pa2 karUNAzIla, nirmama, nirahaMkAra, sukha-du:khamAM samAna vRttivALo, loko jenAthI kaMTALe nahi tathA je lokothI kaMTALe nahi tevo, harSa, krodha, bhaya ane udvegathI rahita, nirapekSa, pavitra, dakSa, udAsIna (gamA-aNagamAthI para rahenAra), vyathA-rahita, sarva AraMbhano parityAga karanAra, rAjI ke nArAja nahi thanAra, zoka ke IcchA nahi karanAra, zubha-azubha karmono tyAgI, mitra ke zatru, mAna ke apamAna, ThaMDI ke garamI tathA sukha-duHkhamAM samAna vRtti rAkhanAra, saMga-rahita, niMdA ke stutimAM samAna vRtti dhAraNa karanAra, mauna, game te padArthathI santuSTa, ghararahita, sthira buddhivALo ane bhaktimAn mANasa mane (zrI kRSNane) khUba ja game che. adveSTA sarvabhUtAnAM maitraH karuNa eva ca / nirmano nirahaMda, sama-surauM-TuHg: kSamI 24 . yasmAnnodvijate loko, lokAnnodvijate ca yaH / harSomarzamayonI: mujjo yaH sa ra ne priya: // 26 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ NOVNO anapekSaH zucirdakSaH udAsIno gatavyathaH / / sarvArambhaparityAgI yo madbhaktaH sa me priyaH // 16 // yo na hRSyati na dveSTi, na zocati na kAGkSati / zubhA'zubhaparityAgI, bhaktimAn yaH sa me priyaH // 17 // samaH zatrau ca mitre ca, tathA mAnA'pamAnayoH / zItoSNa-surad-du:zeSa sama: sa Avivanita: | 28 // tulyanindAstutiaunI santuSTo yena kenacit / nived: sthiramati: mAna ne priyo naraH II 21 //. ye tu dhAmRtamidaM yathoktaM paryupAsate / zraddadhAnA matparamA bhaktAste'tIva me priyAH // 20 // - zatA, adhyAya - 62 bhaktanA prAyaH A badhA ja lakSaNo pUjayazrImAM ApaNane ghaTatA dekhAze. AvA prabhu-bhaktanA zrImukhe nIkaLelA uddagAro keTalA mahattvapUrNa haze ! te agAu prakAzita thayela traNa pustakonA abhiprAyothI khyAla Ave che. A pustaka aMge Amukha lakhI ApanAra pravacana-prabhAvaka, yogamArganA rasika pUjaya AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI mahArAja, pravacanaprabhAvaka baMdhubelaDI pUjaya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI mahArAja, pUjaya AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI mahArAja dvArA ame anugRhIta thayA chIe. - A traNeya prakAzano aMge svArasyapUrvaka mUlyavAna mArgadarzana ApanAra vikrarya pUjya paMnyAsa pravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivaranA ame RNI chIe. A avataraNa-saMpAdananA kAryamAM kyAMya pUjyazrInA Azaya-viruddha Alekhana thayuM hoya to te badala micchAmi dukkaDuM yAcIe chIe. anya traNa pustakonI jema A pustakane paNa jijJAsu vAcako umaLakAbhera vadhAvI leze tevI zraddhA rAkhIe chIe. - paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi - gaNi munindravijaya ho che ke teo (24 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vivArI sAmudAyig ggyana = pAlItANA, Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkSAdivo mAgasara suda tA 1 = 1& &(r)(c)7, zukavAra pAlItANA Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMnyAsa-gaNi-pada-pradAna tathA 14 dIkSA prasaMga Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manapharA- (kaccha - vAgar3a jinAlaya Trth bhUkaMpa ke bAda pUrNarupa se dhvasta usI jinAlaya kI tsviir| aise saiMkaDo gAMva, maMdira Adi kaccha - gujarAta meM dhvasta ho gaye hai| bhUkaMpa : di. 26-1-2001, mAgha suda-2, zukravAra, subaha 8 8-45 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaMIka vadhu vi.saM. 2057, mahA suda bIjanI savAre zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthe ame aSTaka prakaraNano pATha pUro karI UbhA thayA ne thoDI ja vAramAM Akho upAzraya DolavA mAMDyo. ame tarata ja nIcenA medAnamAM AvI gayA. lagabhaga aDhI miniTa sudhI cAlelA A bhUkaMpa vakhate ame cArebAju badhuM DolatuM joI rahyA. dharatInI bhayaMkara gharagharATI sAMbhaLI rahyA. amArI pAse ekaThA thayelA loko zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI dhUna bolAvavA mAMDyA. | bhUkaMpa zAnta thayo ne pachI dhIre-dhIre khabara paDatI gaI ke A bhUkaMpe to kaccha-vAgaDamAM bhayaMkara tabAhI sarjI che ne AkhA gujarAtane DolAvI mUkyuM che. judA-judA gAmanA 200 jeTalA jinAlayo dhvasta thaI gayA che, aneka loko mRtyu pAmyA che, aneka ghAyala thayA che ne lAkho loko beghara banyA che. badhI rIte behAla thayelA mAnavane jo kharekhara koIno sahAro hoya to ekamAtra bhAvita thayelA jina-vacanono che. sakala zrIsaMghanA parama zraddheya pUjya AcAryazrInuM hRdaya jina-vacanathI atyaMta bhAvita thayeluM che. bhaktithI bhAvita thayelA hRdayamAMthI nIkaLatA zabdo sattata hRdayane amRtanA phuvArA samAna banaze, evI AzA sAthe. - paM. mukticandravijaya - gaNi municandravijaya Agama maMdira jaina upAzraya, zaMkhezvara tIrtha, ji. pATaNa, pIna : 384 246. phA.su. 11, 6-3-2001, maMgaLavAra, vi.saM. 2017 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * majA : 54 $ che . ke . : : - haribhadrasUri mokSanI sAthe joDI Ape te yoga pAlItANA khImaIbena dharmazALA, caMpAbena cAMpazI hola, aSADha vada-3, 19-7-2000, budhavAra grantha : lalitavistarA praNamya bhuvanAlokaM, mahAvIra nirottamam | caityavaMdana - sUtrasya, vyAkhyeyamabhidhIyate // - Aje je lalita vistarA granthano prAraMbha thaI rahyo che, tenA kartA zrI haribhadrasUrijI che, jemane anya darzanIo paNa yogAcArya tarIke oLakhe che. emaNe jo kalama na upADI hota to yogathI ApaNe ajANa hota. | 'yoga ke dhyAna jenono viSaya nathI.' evA anyonA AkSepono emaNe sacoTa javAba Apyo che. jenA paraMparAmAM yoga kaI rIte vaNAyelo che, ja eka eka sApha ka ka ka ka ka ra sA ka rI Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te emaNe jaNAvyuM. dhyAna ane samAdhinA sUcaka yoga [mana, vacana, kAyAno sUcaka yoga zabda nahi zabdanI emaNe vyAkhyA karI ? muvA no gogo savyavi ghamavAvA'' - yogazataka. ApaNA cAlatA anuSThAno mahAna yoga che, kAraNa ke e mokSa sAthe joDI Ape che. "mokSanI sAthe joDI Ape te yoga...' AvI yoganI vyAkhyAthI jainetaro paNa cakita thaI jAya. A vyAkhyAno koNa InkAra karI zake ? pataMjalinI vyAkhyA [parizvattavRtti-niroya ] mAM zubhavRttino paNa nirodha thaI gayo che, mATe doSa che. koIpaNa zaktino parimita upayoga thavo joIe, zaktio veDaphAya nahi. Aje ghaNA evA vaktAo che, jeo yuvAnImAM khUba ja jussApUrvaka bolelA. vRddhAvasthA AvatAM pastAya che. yoga ApaNane sastulita jIvana zIkhave che. * dhyAna karavAnI cIja nathI, dhyAna mATenI bhUmikA utpanna karavAnI che. bhUmikA taiyAra thaI jaze to dhyAna sahaja rIte pedA thaI jaze. dhyAna mATe alaga prayatna karavAnI bahu jarUra nathI. mAtra tame bhUmikA banAvo, cittane ArisA jevuM banAvo. prabhu-candra svayaM camakaze. - caityavaMdana mahAna yoga che, jemAM sarva yogo rahelA che. AthI ja saMskRta Adi zIkhavatAM pahelA cetyavaMdanAdi bhASyo zIkhavavAmAM Ave che. jeo A zIkhyA vinA ja nyAyAdinA abhyAsamAM paDyA teomAMnA keTalAka pelA mUrNa taiyAyika jevA banyA ke je AdhAratAne AdheyatAne tapAsavA ghInuM vAsaNa ja UMdhuM karI de che ! - haMsa ane paramahaMsa nAmanA ziSya -muninA akALa mRtyuthI vicalita thayelA temane hiribhadrasUrijIne koIe kahyuM : tame ziSyonI vAta mUkI do. granthonuM sarjana karo. tamArI aMdara e zakti che to ene pragaTa karo. enA dvArA mahAna upakAra thaze. pachI teo grantha ja ja ja ra ja sa # # # # # # # Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - sarjana pAchaLa evA maMDI paDyA ke jIMdagInA aMta sudhI pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi, 1444 grantho banAvIne ja rahyA. - pU. haribhadrasUrijInI bhASA khUba ja saMkSipta che. saMkSeparucivALA jIvone te khUba gamaze. emanA saMkSipta vAkyo khUba ja gaMbhIra hoya che : koIpaNa sUtranA daMparya- artha sudhI temanI prajJA pahoMcatI hatI. - kALa hIyamAna che. buddhi - baLa Adi ghaTatA dekhAya che. 25 varSa pahelA ghI, anAja AdimAM je mIThAza hatI te Aje che ? te baLa Aje che ? AvA paDatA kALane khyAlamAM rAkhIne ja mahApuruSoe saraLa kRtio banAvI che. haribhadrasUrijInI paNa TIkA agharI paDavA maMDI tyAre zrI municandrasUrijI jevAe tenA para paMjikA banAvelI che. A granthakAro para bahumAna dhAraNa karajo. bahumAna haze to ja emanI kRtinuM rahasya samajAze. - lalitavistarA grantha sau prathama beDAmAM pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. pAse hatA tyAre vyAkhyAnamAM vAMcyo. khUba ja AnaMda Avyo. tyAra pachI cArathI pAMca vAra vAMcyo. pachI to caityavaMdana jaldI pUruM na thAya, evo AnaMda Ave. kAraNa ke enA artho yAda Ave. sthAna mudrA yoga bahu kaThaNa nathI, thoDo prayatna karazo eTale enI prekTIsa thaI jaze, paNa manano upayoga sUtramAM rahe, sUtrathI vAcya bhagavAnamAM rahe, te mahattvanI vAta che. manane bhagavAnamAM joDavuM A ja moTI vAta che. tame tamArI meLe guNonI prApti karI zako nahi, tamAre prabhu sAthe anusaMdhAna karavuM ja paDe, prabhu anaMta guNonA sAgara che. emanI sAthe anusaMdhAna thatAM ja emanA guNo ApaNAmAM AvavA mAMDe che. IlekTrIka ApaNA zarIramAM praveza karatAM ja kevo jhATako lAge che ? jo enI mAraka zakti kAma karI zakatI hoya to bhagavAnanI tAraka zakti kema kAma na kare ? paNa bhagavAna sAthe ApaNe saMbaMdha joDyo nathI eTale ja bhagavAnano mahimA samajyA nathI. * A bhagavAna to dAdA che, karuNAnA sAgara che. pitA to haju ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ja eka eka ja ka ka ja Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thappaDa paNa mAre, paNa dAdA to pautrane khoLe ja besADe. ApaNe ahIM AdinAtha bhagavAnane dAdA ja kahIe chIe ne ? 0 AvA bhagavAnanI AzAtanA saMsAra banAvI Ape paNa bhakti saMsArathI pAra karI de. AvA bhagavAnane yAda karyA vinA, emanuM caityavaMdana karyA vinA tame paccakakhANa paNa pArI zaktA nathI, vAparI zaktA nathI, e bhagavAnano mahimA keTalo ? paNa ApaNe kadI A samajavA taiyAra nathI. - huM to tyAM sudhI kahIza : A saMsAra taravA mATe bhAvita karelo eka zloka ja kAphI che. kyAreka to vRddhAvasthA ApaNA saunI AvavAnI ja. kyAreka to A badhuM bhUlAI ja javAnuM. tyAre bhAvita karelo Avo eka zloka ja kAma Avaze. A arthamAM ja upA. yazovijayajIe kahyuM : nirvANapadamapyekaM, bhAvyate yanmuhurmuhu: / - tame caityavaMdana to karo ja cho, paccakakhANa pAro ja cho, pratikraNAdi kriyA karo ja cho. goThavaNa ja evI che ke karavuM ja paDe. have e kriyAmAM upayoga joDo to tamAruM jAya zuM ? samaya to Ameya javAno ja che. mAtra tamAro upayoga tyAM joDavAnI jarUra che. zA mATe ApaNe manane tyAM nathI joDatA ? bahu takalIpha paDe che ? hA..., tyAM manane takalIpha paDatI hoya che. tyAM mAnasika vIryanI jarUra paDe che. zArIrika vIryanI jema mAnasika vIrya paNa joIe. to ja sUtrAdimAM mana lagAvI zakIe. zArIrika vyAyAmamAM zArIrika takalIpha paDe che tema mAnasika vyAyAmamAM paNa alaga prakAranI takalIpha paDatI hoya che. - siddharSi gaNi bauddha darzanano abhyAsa karavA gayelA. tyAM jaI calacittavALA banyA. Aje paNa AvuM bane che ne ? vipazyanAnI 11 divasanI zibira karIne AtmAnubhUti thaI gayAno dAvo karanArA ochA nathI. AvA ghaNA loko AtmAnubhUtinA bhramamAM pUjAdi sarva choDI mArgabhraSTa banatA hoya che. ra ja sa ka eka ja eka ! Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ siddharSine buddha mahAkAruNika lAgyA. arihaMta mAtra vItarAga lAgyA. Aje paNa ghaNAne bhagavAnanI vItarAgatAno khyAla che, paNa kAruNikatAno khyAla nathI. ghaNA kahe che H Izukhrista dayALu che. e sarvanA pApono nAza karI Ape che. A vAta sAva khoTI nathI, paNa kaI rIte pApo nAza thAya che, te teo samajatA nathI. ApaNe paNa mAnIe chIe : 'eso paMca namukkAro savvapAvappaNAsaNo' hinduo paNa mAne che H sarva dharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja / ahaM tvA sarva pApebhyo, mokSayiSyAmi mA zuca : / / -gItA bhagavAnanI zakti A pApano kSaya kare che, ema sau prathama svIkAravuM paDaze, mAtra ApaNI zakti nahi. 21-21 vakhata sudhI bauddhadarzana tarapha kheMcAI janAra siddharSine jaina darzanamAM sthira karanAra A lalita vistarA che. emaNe pote ja upamitimAM kahyuM che : namo'stu haribhadrAya tasmai pravarasUraye / - madarthaM nirmitA yena, vRttirlalita vistarA / / A lalita-vistarA para paMjikA racanAra zrI municandrasUrijI che. municandrasUrijI eTale vAdidevasUrinA guru. vAdidevasUrie digaMbarAcArya kumudacandrane harAvyA enA ja kAraNe gujarAtamAM Aje digaMbaro dekhAtA nathI. AvA mahAvAdI devasUrine taiyAra karanAra municandrasUrijI kevA vidvAna haze ? TIkAkAra kahe che H gaNadhara kRta sUtronA badhA ja artho/badhAja rahasyo kholavAnI mArI zakti nathI. kAraNake bhagavAnanI vANImAM to anaMta artho chUpAyelA hoya che. moTA jJAnI paNa e artho na kahI zake. kAraNa ke vANI kramabaddha bolI zakAya che. AyuSya maryAdita hoya che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * 5 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNuM mana svaccha bane eTale bhagavAnanuM pratibiMba paDe ja. aSADha vada-4, 20-7-2000,guruvAra sAmUhika vAcanA [sarvasamudAyanA pUjyonuM Agamana] - moharAjAnA AkramaNothI dabAyelA, saMsAramAM rakhaDatA ApaNane kaI rIte mArga maLata jo bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA dvArA mArga na batAvyo hota ? davA na hota to rogInuM zuM thAta ? A zAsana na hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta ? ApaNe sau rogI chIe. A zAsana enI davA che. dhavaMtari vaida karatAM ya bhagavAna mahAna vaida che. kAraNa ke AMtara roganI davA dhavaMtari vaida pAse paNa nathI. A bhAva auSadhithI bhAva Arogya maLe che. gaNadharo AvA ja ArogyanI bhagavAna pAse prArthanA kare che : 35 vodinAma"-logassa. ArIsAnI IcchA hoya ke jai jai ka Ta Ta TUMka ka Ta ka ka ka ka ka ka ka Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na hoya paNa te jo svaccha hoya to pratibiMba paDe ja. ApaNuM mana svaccha bane eTale bhagavAnanuM pratibiMba paDe ja. cittane nirmaLa banAvo. bhagavAna tamArA cittamAM pravezavA kyAranAya utsuka che. AvA zAsananI tathA AvI siddhagirinI bhUminI sparzanAnI prApti keTalo mahApuNyodaya che ! A to anaMta siddhonI bhUmi che. ApaNA para anaMta siddho chatrarUpe rahelA che, je satata ApaNane upara kheMcI rahyA che. ThaMDaka meLavavA mANasa zItala chAMyaDe, paraba pAse Ave tema ApaNe A tIrthasthAne AvyA chIe. ahIM badhA ekaThA thayelA chIe te saunI eka ja bhAvanA che: AtmakalyANakArI sAdhanA karavI. thoDA divasa pahelA sau mahAtmAoe vicAreluM ? zA mATe sAmUhika vAcanAnuM Ayojana na goThavAya ? e kAraNe ja A goThavaNa thaI che. saMghanI paNa ApaNI pAsethI moTI apekSA che. koInI pAse saMgaThananI zakti hoya ke koI pAse pravacana - lekhana AdinI zakti hoya te ahIM lagADavAnI che, zAsana mATe lagADavAnI che. ApaNA saunuM kartavya che : je maLyuM che te ApaNI bhAvi peDhIne ApavuM. viniyoga vinA guNa sAnubaMdha na bane, bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. - ema haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. gRhastho mATe vyAkhyAna cAlu che. paNa ApaNA [sAdhuo mATe zuM ? eTale A vAcanAnuM Ayojana thayuM che. ahIM cAturmAsa sthita lagabhaga badhA mahAtmAo eka vicAravALA che. paraspara sahakAra Ape tevA che. sAmUhika vyAkhyAnanuM nakkI thayuM. viSaya kyo rAkhavo ? te vAta thaI tyAre meM kahyuM : sau prathama maMtrI rAkho pachI bhakti. paNa sau prathama je kahIe te jIvanamAM hovuM joIe. jANakArI to vAMcIne paNa meLavI zakAya, paNa jyAM sudhI e vAMceluM ApaNA jIvanamAM na utareluM hoya tyAM sudhI kahelI e vAtamAM dama nathI hoto. mATe ene bhAvita banAvo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 7. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ game teTalo moTo paMDita paNa bhAvanAothI bhAvita nathI banato tyAM sudhI mohanA AkramaNathI bacI nathI zakato. mATe ja bhAvanAone dharmavRkSanuM mULa kahyuM che. ApaNe sau trIjA AvazyakanA kAussagnamAM je gAthA bolIe chIe : "sayaNAsaNanna pANe ceia jai sijakAya uccAre / samii bhAvaNA gutti, vitahAyaraNe a aiAro // " jJAnIone ApaNI parama dayA che. teo satata Icche che ? ApaNe kaI rIte nirmaLa rahIe? A gAthAmAM samiti sAthe bhAvanA AvI ke nahi ? bhAvanA bahu UMDo zabda che. zAnta sudhArasa granthano pahelo ja zloka juo. tamane eno mahimA samajAze. sarvottama sAdhaka sAdhu che. e jo AtmasAdhanA nahi kare to bIjo koNa karaze ? A lakSa to hovuM ja joIe. e mATe bhAvanA jarUrI che, ema lAge che ? je divase bhAvanA na bhAvIe te divase gunegAra chIe,ema lAge che ? uparanI gAthAmAM tame juo cho : bhAvanA na bhAvavAthI aticAra lAge che. 2-3 varSa sudhI pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. pAse rahevAnuM thayuM. ghaNIvAra teo kahetA : saMpUrNa Agamane sUtra, artha, tadubhayathI bhAvita banAvavAnI to tAkAta nathI, paNa eka navakArane barAbara pakaDI lauM toya ghaNuM. mATe ja meM navakAra pakaDyo. emanI vAtothI samajAyuM : ApaNe dhUmadhAmamAM paDI gayA. A mahattvanI vastu chuTI gaI. | mana sthira nahi rahevAthI kadAca dhyAna na thaI zake, paNa bhAvanA to bhAvI zakIene ? jo ke dhyAna paNa dhyAvavAnI cIja che. mATe ja aticAramAM ApaNe bolIe chIe ? "Arta-raudra dhyAna dhyAyA, dharmadhyAna, zukladhyAna dhyAyA nahi" pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = vyAkhyAnamAM dharmadhyAna AvI ja gayuM 8 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrI H AvI jAya to balihArI ! emane namaskAra, paNa AvI jAya che, ema tamane lAge che ? cAra bhAvanAmAM paNa mukhya maMtrI bhAvanA che. zAstramAM A kyAM Ave che, e na pUchazo."khAmemi savvajIve." roja nathI bolatA ? A zAstra nathI ? dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya vagere dravya tarIke eka che tema jIvAstikAya paNa eka ja dravya [jIvo anaMtA hovA chatAMya che, - ema bhagavatImAM AvyuM. ahIM juo..., jIvAstikAyamAM nigodathI mAMDI siddhonA sarva jIvono saMgraha thayela che.eka paNa jIva bAkAta nathI. "jIvAstikAya anaMta pradeza che" e vAMcatAM jarA zaMkA paDIH kyAMka azuddha nathI ne ? paNa pachI khyAla Avyo : are ! A to sarva jIvonI vAta che. sarva jIvo anaMtA hoya to tenA pradezo paNa anaMta ja hoya ne ? jIvAstikAya dravyathI eka, kSetrathI lokavyApI, kALathI sarvadA, sadA che ane raheze. - pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : "3 rakSaNa' e svarUpa-darzaka lakSaNa che. "parasparopagraho nIvAnA' A sUtra jIvanuM saMbaMdha darzaka lakSaNa che. eka bIjA vinA jIvI na zakIe te batAvanAruM A lakSaNa che. tame bIjAne tamArA jevA jANo nahi, jANIne emane rakSavA prayatna karo nahi tyAM sudhI mokSa nahi thAya; bhale game teTaluM dhyAna dharo. pahelA hRdayamAM sarva jIvo pratye maitrI joIze. - hamaNA bhagavatI - pATha cAlato'to. mahAtmAe pUchayuM : hamaNA sAmUhika vAcanA thaze to zuM bolavuM ? tenI ciMtA nathI ? meM kahyuM : "A bhagavAna jema bolAvaze tema bolIza."[sAme ja bhagavAnano phoTo hato te tarapha joIne kahyuM.] ahaMkAra na Ave mATe bhagavAnane satata sAme rAkho. "dharmadhyAna, zukladhyAna na dhyAyA' e aticAra kyAre lAge ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * ja ja sa 9 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmadhyAna, zukladhyAna dhyAvAnuM vidhAna hoya tyAre ja ne ? A aticAranA vAkyathI paNa nakkI thAya che ? dhyAna denika dhoraNe hovuM joIe. - "mAre dIkSA levI che, paNa pelAnI sAtheno verabhAva huM choDavAno nathI." evuM koI kahe to maherabAnI karI tene dIkSA nahi ApatA. bIjAnI sAthe vera rAkhaze te tamArI sAthe nahi rAkhe ? lAMbo cAlato ekapaNa jIva sAtheno verabhAva anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI sUcanA che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre sAmAyikanI pratijJA lIdhI. sAmAyika eTale zuM? sarva jIvo pratye upazamabhAva. e vinA sAmAyika zI rIte Avaze ? e vinA saMyamanuM pAlana zakya ja nathI. "sAmAyika zabda ghaNA viziSTa arthothI bharelo che. zruta-samya-cAritra A traNeya sAmAyika eka sAmAyika zabdathI abhivyakta thAya che. sAma, samma ane sama - A traNa prakAranA sAmAyika AmAM bhagavAna sAthenI be prakAranI aiizvaryopAsanA ane mAdhuryopAsanA upAsanAmAM bhagavAna sAthenuM joDANa mAdhuryopAsanAthI ja thAya che. mAtA- pitA - bhAI - baMdhu Adi sarva saMbaMdhono Aropa bhagavAnamAM karavAthI ja mAdhuryopAsanA janme che. - "huM jayaNA nahi rAkhuM to mAro ja vadha thaze..." Avo bhAva rAkhIne sarva jIvo sAthe ekatA sAdhavAnI che. AcArAMgamAM lakhyuM che : "sacaMsi nAma tumeva = daMtavyaMti mannati ' "jene tuM mAre che te tuM ja che." AgaLa vadhIne siddho sAthe paNa ekatA sAdhavAnI che. jIvAstikAya padArthane A saMdarbhamAM samajavAno che. mAtra jANavA khAtara jANavAno nathI. chaye jIvanikAyanuM jJAna na thAya, tenA para karuNA na Upaje, tenI jayaNA jIvanamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI sAdhupaNuM kevuM ? mATe ja to dazavaikAlikanA cAra adhyayana [jemAM cothuM adhyayana che jIvanikAya 10 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che.] bhaNavA anivArya che. e vinA vaDIdIkSA na thAya. anaMtapradezI jIvAstikAyamAM eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya tyAM sudhI jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. eka pradezane paNa pIDA thatI hoya to te potAnI ja pIDA samajavAnI che. - dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : "kSama bhAva mutta'' ahIM vacce * bhAvanA kema ghusI gaI ? uttara : bhAvanA vinA gupti AvI nathI zaktI te jaNAvavA A krama batAvyo che. jayaNA vinA munipaNuM na hoya. mAkhI mAravAnI na chuTI zake tevI AdatavALI eka pravrajita vyaktine utpavrajita karavAmAM AvelI. A ghaTanA banelI che. cha jIvanikAyanI dayA na hoya to ApaNAmAM ne bhIkhArImAM koI pharaka nathI. nirdaya hRdaya cha kAyamAM, je muni veSe pravarte re; gRhi-yati liMgathI bAhirA, te nirdhana gati varte re..." -upA. yazovijayajI ma. - karaNano artha sAdhana paNa thAya. vyAkaraNamAM Ave che sAdhavata rAma ! e karaNa ahIM nathI levAnuM, paraMtu ahIM karaNa eTale varSollAsa. e vakhate evo vIryolAsa pragaTe ke karmanA bhUkkA nIkaLI jAya. karaNa eTale samAdhi. apUrva bhAvothI utpanna thayelI A dazA vinA karmo kapAtA nathI, granthi bhedAtI nathI. - sAta prakAranA adhyAtmamAM devavaMdana Adine paNa adhyAtma gayuM che. adhyAtma ne bhAvanAmAM pharaka zo ? e ja padArthone punaH punaH bhAvita banAvatAM bhAvanA Ave che. tyAra pachI dhyAna Ave che cintA - bhAvanApUrvakaH sthirAdhyavasAyaH dhyAnam / -dhyAna vicAra. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 11 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ciMtAmAM - saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgI. ciMtanAtmaka zrutajJAna. bhAvanAmAM - darzana - cAritra, vairAgya. eTale ke bhAvanAtmaka paMcAcAranuM pAlana. A banne hoya to dhyAna Avaze ja. A badhA padArtho tamArI samakSa mUkyA che. ciMtana karajo. bhAvita karajo. tame sau mArAthI paNa adhika zreSTha vaktAo cho. A vakhate padhAryA cho tema pharI - pharIne paNa padhArazo. AcArya zrI yazovijayasUrijI thoDuMka dasa miniTa kaheze. huM to tyAM sAMbhaLavA AvI zakuM nahi. A bahAne mAre sAMbhaLavAnuM bane. pU. yazovijayasUrijI H upA. yazovijayajIe adhyAtmopaniSaddhAM jIvanane sparzatI eka vAta kahI che : tenAtmavarNanAkSI jJAnAntarmullo mavet | sAdhutA eTale antarmukhatAno rAjamArga. zrutajJAna evuM maLyuM che je antarmukhatA Ape. - bhaktiyogAcArya padmavijayajI ma. kahe che... Aza dharIne huM paNa Avyo, nija kara pITha thapeTIe padravijayajI ma. jevA Ama kahe ne ApaNe vaMcita rahI jaIe ? paNa potAnI pasaMdagInA bhaktone bhagavAna zI rIte bakAta rAkhe ? prabhuno sparza adhyAtma ane bhAvanA pachI maLe che. e ja divase bhagavAnano sparza maLI gayo. sAMje AcArAMga vAMcatAM AvyuM : keTalAka anAjJAmAM hoya che, keTalAka AjJAmAM nirutsAhI hoya che. paNa te muni ! tane evuM na ho. A vAMcatAM azrudhArA nIkaLI. jANe bhagavAne mane A upahAra mokalyo. pachI prabhue tamAco paNa mAryo. AcArAMgamAM AgaLa AvyuM H gesa ane kaLA.....to tuM AjJA bahAra che. bhagavAna AvA dayALu che, je kyAreka pustaka rUpe ke kyAreka anya rUpe kRpA varasAvatA rahe che. ApaNe baDabhAgI chIe ke AvA 12 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [pU.kalApUrNasUrijI) mahApuruSonI nizrAmAM ApaNane sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe che. sAMbhaLavA karatAM mahApuruSonA orA sarkalamAM hevuM moTI vAta che. vAvapathakamAM chuM chatAM pUjyazrInA orA sarkalamAM ja huM chuM - evuM mane lAge che. kAraNake sAdhanAnI UMcAI vadhu tema * orA sarkalanuM vartuLa vizALa hoya che. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = zuM tame ekalA ja raho cho ? ApaNe badhA ja rahIe chIe. mAne tenA mATe orA sarkala che. na mAne te svayaM te sarkalathI bahAra che. huM jaina chuM" amerikAmAM vasatA e bhAIne bALapaNamAM jainakuLamAM mAtApitAnA saMskAra maLelA. amerikAmAM bhaNavA gayA, kamAyA. ekavAra evuM banyuM ke temanI kaMpanInA mAlike kahyuM ke tamAro hoddo ane vetana vadhAravAmAM AvyA che. bhAI khuza thayA pachI pUchayuM ke mAre kAma zuM karavAnuM? "carabImAMthI banatI davAonI cakAsaNI ane nirIkSaNa karavAnuM." A bhAIe tarata ja javAba Apyo ke huM A doddo laI nahIM zakuM. huM jaina chuM." anyatra nokarI javAnuM pasaMda karyuM. ghare jaIne patnIne vAta karI. patnI kahe : ApaNe sAdAIthI rahIzuM. kira nA karazo. tame bahu sAruM karyuM. jainakuLa maLyAnuM nimitta paNa pApathI bacAve che. ' - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 13 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 pate UhIb IbIcO i ISbg Ipe2e? D aSADha vada-5, 21-7-2000,zukravAra bhagavAnanI vANI AgamomAM Aje paNa jaLavAI rahI che. bhagavAnanI vANI eTale TamaTamatA dIvaDA...! kalikAlanA ghora aMdhArAmAM enA vinA cAle ema nathI. bhagavAnamAM acittva zakti che, tema temanA nAmamAM paNa acintya zakti che, mUrtimAM paNa che ane AgamamAM paNa che. AgamomAMnI vANI atyaMta UrjAthI bharelI che. kAraNa ke bhagavAna dvArA kahevAyelI che. bhagavAna paranI ananya zraddhApUrvaka vAMcIe to emanI zakti anubhavAyA vinA nahi rahe. sAmAnya mANasanI vANI paNa asara kare to bhagavAnanI vANI kema na kare ? haribhadrasUrijI prAraMbhamAM ja * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ potAnI azakti jAhera karatAM kahe che : bhagavAnanI vANInA saMpUrNa artho [gama, paryAya Adi sahita kahevA huM samartha nathI, paNa jeTalA mane yAda che teTalA kahIza, je mArAthI alpabuddhivALAne jarUra kAma Avaze. adhika buddhivALAne to mArA jevAnI jarUra nathI. A to binazaratI sAMbhaLavA maLe che eTale ATalA Avo cho. jo saMpUrNa pATha pAko karavAnI zarata hoya to keTalA Avo ? jo ke, huM to mAnuM chuM ke tamArA sauno upakAra che. A rIte mane to phAyado ja che. mAro pATha pAko thaze. bAkI Aje Agama sAMbhaLanArA keTalA ? - pUrvAcAryo lakhatAM pahelA ISTadevatA, zrutadevatA Adine namaskAra karatA, durjanane paNa yAda karatA. ratnAkarAvatArikAnA maMgalAcaraNanA zlokamAM durjanone yAda karavAnuM kAraNa kahetAM kahe che H durjano to upakArI che. e na hoya to bhUlo koNa kADhaze ? - haribhadrasUrijI ahIM be prayojana batAve che ? anaMtara ane paraMpara. (1) anaMtara prayojanaH vaktAnuM prayojana jIvo para anugraha. zrotAnuM prayojana arthano bodha. ApaNuM kArya siddha thaI gayA pachI emane ema besI rahevAnuM nathI. bIjAne ApavAnuM che. dukAnamAM koI grAhaka na Ave to vepArI jAherAta Adi kare tema tamAre tyAM koI zrotA na Ave to koI prayatna kharo ? siddharSi gaNie upamitimAM spaSTa lakhyuM : mArA jevA bekAra vepArI pAse kyo grAhaka mAla levA Ave ? mArA jevA pAse AvanArane potAnI Ijjata ochI thatI lAge. mATe meM to lAkaDAnI peTImAM uttama padArtho mUkI e peTI bajAra vacce mUkI dIdhI che. jene joIe te laI jAya. bIjAne samajAvatAM "mAruM kAMI nathI thatuM. mArA mATe kAMI karato nathI.' evo vicAra Ave to samajavuM : haju sva-parano bheda TaLyo nathI. ahIM koNa para che ? ApaNe badhA eka DALanA paMkhI ja eka ja ka ja ka ka ka ka ka sa ka ra ja 15 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chIe. sva-paranA bheda UbhA che eno artha e ja ke ApaNI cetanA haju vizALa banI nathI. eka vakhata pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. e kaheluM ? tame upayo nakSa" para lakho cho, paNa "parasparopagra bavAnA ' enA para lakhavAnuM kema mana nathI thatuM? paropakArano padArtha emAMthI ja maLaze. acchA, tamAro janma kyAre thayo ? "vi. saM. 1980mAM mAro janma thayo che." meM kahyuM. "to tamAro doSa nathI. kALa ja evo che. prathama vizvayuddha pachI tamAro janma thayo che. te pachI mANasomAM svArthavRtti khUba ja vadhI gaI. te pahelA paropakAra sahajarUpe vaNAyelo hato." pU. paM. e kahyuM. nagInadAsa karamacaMdano saMgha kacchamAM Avelo tyAre loko sAme cAlIne maphatamAM ghI, dUdha, dahIM Adi ApavA AvelA. Aje AvI vRtti kharI ? dUdha to ThIka, Aje chAza paNa koI matamAM na Ape. Aje to pANI paNa veMcAya che. (2) paraMpara prayojana H zrotA ane vaktA - bannenuM paraMpara prayojana mokSa - prApti che. prazna : caityavaMdana ja nakAmuM che. tame namutthaNa bolo, bUma barADA pADo eTale tamAro mokSa thaI javAno ? mokSa ATalo sasto che ? uttara : prakRSTa zubha adhyavasAyanuM kAraNa hovAthI caityavaMdana nakAmuM nathI. zubha adhyavasAya sadgati ane siddhigatinuM parama kAraNa AnA dvArA granthakAra caityavaMdanAdi kriyA zubhabhAvapUrvaka karavI joIe, ema jaNAve che. ApaNAmAMnA keTalAka guruvaMdana ke caityavaMdana evI rIte kare jANe veTha UtAratA hoya. A rIte caityavaMdana saphaLa zI rIte bane ? | zubha adhyavasAyapUrvaka caityavaMdana karavuM eTale karmonI chAvaNI para eTama bomba mUkavo. Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caityavaMdanathI sau prathama samyagdarzana maLe. samyagdarzana AvatAM ja jJAna samyajJAna banI jAya. cAritra samyakcAritra banI jAya. dIkSA letI vakhate rajoharaNanA pradAna pahelA eTale ja caityavaMdanAdi kriyA karAvavAmAM Ave che. AveluM muhUrta na sacavAya, kyAreka moDuM thaI jAya to samajavuM : dIkSArthInA lalATe je samaya lakhAyelo hato te AvI pahoMcyo che. ...kyAreka traNa navakAra saMbhaLAvIne paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya. dIkSA vidhi vakhate caityavaMdanAdinI zI jarUra ? evA praznanA javAbamAM e ja kahyuM che H caityavaMdanAdi kriyA zubha bhAvo na hoya to utpanna kare che. utpanna thayelA hoya to TakAve che. : prazna H caityavaMdanathI zubha bhAva thAya ja, evuM koNe kahyuM ? kyAreka na paNa thAya. vinayaratna Adi jevA koI mAyAthI paNa kare. uttara H vidhipUrvaka caityavaMdana thAya to zubhabhAva pedA thAya ja. vidhipUrvaka caityavaMdana thAya e mATe to A prayAsa che. jethI jANakAra banIne kapaTa-mAyA Adino tyAga kare. prazna H koI labdhi AdinI lAlacathI paNa caityavaMdana Adi kare to ene zubhabhAva zI rIte hoya ? uttara H sUtrAnusAra vidhipUrvaka AzaMsAdi doSa rahita banI sArI rIte caityavaMdana Adi kriyA kare to zubhabhAva thAya. AvuM na kare, karavA Icche paNa nahi, te A caityavaMdanano adhikArI ja nathI. prazna : to pachI adhikArIne ja A saMbhaLAvo. uttara H ame adhikArIne ja saMbhaLAvavA mAMgIe chIe, anadhikArIne, apAtrane nahi. ghaNA eTalA apAtra hoya che H kaMIka vidhi samajAvIe to gusse thAya ne kriyA ja choDI de. eka bhAIne pratikramaNanI vidhi samajAvI to pratikramaNa karavAnuM ja choDI dIdhu. A apAtratA che. AvI vyakti A caityavaMdana sUtra mATe adhikArI na kahevAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 17 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vaLI, e paNa jovAnuMH je deza ke sarva virati dharma ApIe chIe te pALavA e samartha che ? ghaNA evA paNa hoya ? mane abhigraha Apo, paNa pUchIe to kahe nahi. to na apAya. jAmanagaramAM derAsaramAM eka bahena mane kaheH abhigraha Apo. meM pUchyuM "zAno abhigraha ?" "e na karyuM to huM evo bhoLo nathI ke bAdhA ApuM !" meM nA pADI. koI khUna karavAno paNa abhigraha laI le to bhAre thaI jAya ne ! 9 zrotAnI yogyatA mATe traNa vastu vicAravAnI : (1) tenA hRdayamAM bahumAna che ? grantha - granthakAra para bahumAna jarUrI che. bahumAna vagaranA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA haze to paNa bhUlo ja kADhaze. pamADI devAnI ghelachAmAM game tene ApatA nahi. (2) vidhi paratA H vidhino Adara hovo joIe. (3) ucita vRttiH gRhasthonI AjIvikA sAdhuonI gocarI Adi aucityapUrNa joIe. aucityapUrNa na hoya to yogyatA na kahevAya. prabhu huM mUDha chuM. hitAhita jANato nathI. ApanI kRpAthI hitano jANakAra banuM. ahitathI aTakuM. have huM ArAdhaka banuM. ucita pUrvakanuM sau sAthe vartana karuM." - paMcasUtra. | game tevuM vartana karIzuM to paNa mokSa maLI jaze, ema mAno cho ? sau prathama guru ane guru je kahevAnA che te zAstra pratye bahumAna joIe. nahi to koI phAyado nahi thAya. anadhikArIne zIkhavavAmAM ghaNA nukazAna thAya tema che. anadhikArIne vidhinI vAta karIzuM to UMdhuM paNa pakaDI le : vidhi thatI ja nathI to have choDI ja done ? ema mAnIne badhuM choDI deze. mATe ja ayogya mATe jJAnIo kadI prayatna karatA nathI. nahi ja A ja che ke eka ja sa ja sa ja sa : Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to jamAli ke gozALA jevAnI bhagavAne upekSA na karI hota. koI paNa saMyogomAM gurune choDavA nahi, guru paranuM bahumAna choDavuM nahi. jo e chuTI gayuM to koI kALe mokSa nahi thAya. jo tame gurune choDI dezo to tamane paNa tamArA ziSyo choDI deze. avyavasthAnI paraMparAmAM tame nimitta banazo. maitrI : bIjAnA hitano vicAra. ahIM svahitano vicAra na lakhyuM. potAnI suvidhA mATe jeTalo vicAra Ave teTalo vicAra bIjA mATe Ave tyAre maitrI janme. pramoda : bIjAnA guNone joI rAjI thavuM. potAnA guNone joIne rAjI ghaNA thayA chIe. mATe to mokSa nathI thayo. karuNA : bIjAnA duHkha para anukaMpA. potAnA duHkha para anukaMpA ghaNI karI che. bIjAnI kyAre karI ? madhyasthatA : nirguNo pratye paNa taTasthatA, tiraskAra nahi. Ano artha e thayo ke bIjAnA vicArathI ja dharmano janma thAya che. nipaTa svArthavRttivALA jIvo dharmanA ArAdhaka banI zaktA nathI. snAna karyA pachI gRhasthomAM tAjagI Ave tema derAsaramAM jaI caityavaMdana karyA pachI tAjagI AvavI joIe, AnaMdano eka ullAsa anubhavAvo joIe. bhaktimAM ullAsa vadhe tema tema AtmAnubhUtinI zakti vadhe. roja-roja ullAsa vadhavo joIe. havethI ullAsa vadhArajo. pustako mokalavA badala AbhAra. khUba ja suMdara che. AtmAne DhaMDhoLatA AvA pustako bahAra pADatA rahejo. ApanuM kArya nirvighne thAya evI prArthanA. * AcArya jayazekharasUri dhAravADa - hubalI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * 19 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aSADha vada-6, pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI mahArAja 22-7-2008,zanivAra (parama pUjya, dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. sA. nI svargatithi.) mokSa eTale chuTakAro ! saMsAra eTale jela !! e jelamAMthI choDAvavA tIrthakaro tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jelamAMthI choDAvI ApanAra karatAM paNa saMsAranI jelamAMthI choDAvanAra mahAna upakArI che. evuM samajAya to tIrthakara bhagavAna para ananya bhakti jAge. karuNatA e che ke ApaNane saMsAra jela nathI lAgato, mahela lAge che. potAnI jAta kedI nathI lAgatI ! jela jela na lAge to temAMthI chuTavAno prayatna zI rIte thAya ? bhagavAna ApaNane dhIre dhIre samajAve che ke tame kedI cho. kedamAM rahelA cho. ATaluM pahelA samajAya, pachI 'tArI kRpAthI jo AMkha maLaze to huM tArA mArge AvIza." - jayamalla 20 # # # eka ka ka ka la ka ka ka Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja kedamAMthI chuTavA kedI prayatna kare. A kedamAMthI chuTelA to dhanya che ja , chuTavA prayatna karanAra paNa dhanya che. Aje evA dhanyapuruSanI vAta karavI che. Aje pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.nI 77 mI svargatithi kaccha-vAgaDanA manohara manapharA gAmamAM vi. saM. 1896, ce. suda - 2 nA zubha divase mAtA avalabAI ane pitA ukAbhAIne tyAM jayamallano janma thayelo. nAnapaNathI ja mAtA-pitA taraphathI jayamallane dharmanA saMskAro maLelA. vAgaDamAM manapharA prasiddha che. ahIM paNa ghaNA mahAtmAo manapharAnA che. 12 varSanI vaye jayamalane AMkhanI pIDA zarU thaI ne 16 varSe saMpUrNa aMdhApo AvI gayo. aMdhApAnuM duHkha yauvanamAM ja AvI paDe e keTalI karuNatA ? janmathI ja AMdhaLAne bahu duHkha na lAge, paNa eka vAra dekhatA hoIe ne pachI AMdhaLA thavuM paDe tyAre duHkhano pAra na hoya ! e to anubhave te ja jANe. jayamalla jena tattvanA jANakAra hatA, samajatA hatA ? meM koinI pUrva janmamAM AMkha phoDI haze ke evA zabdo kahyA haze. te ja kAraNe Aje mArI AMkho cAlI gaI che. mArA karyA mAre ja bhogavavA paDaze. badhI davAo vyartha thaI tyAre emane manapharAmAM birAjamAna zAntinAtha bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM pakaDyuM H prabhu ! anAthano nAtha tuM che. have huM tArA zaraNe chuM. tArI kRpAthI jo AMkha maLaze to huM tArA mArge AvIza. sAce ja camatkAra sarjAyo. dRDha saMkalpathI dekhatA thayA. camatkAra tyAM namaskAra nahi, A namaskAra tyAM camatkAra hato. cothA ArAmAM to nami rAjarSinI dAha vedanA, anAthI muninI AMkhonI vedanA. A rIte dUra thaI hatI, paNa A to pAMcamA ArAnI ghaTanA che. - je zAntinAtha bhagavAna samakSa emaNe prArthanA karelI te pratimA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 eka ja ja ra ka ja ja ra ja * * 21 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aje paNa manapharAmAM vidyamAna che. [tAjetaramAM vi.saM. 2017, mahA suda-2nA divase AvelA bhayaMkara bhUkaMpathI Aje A gAma saMpUrNa dhvasta thaI cUkyuM che. jinAlaya paNa jamInadosta banI cUkyuM che. Aje A pratimA muMbaI-vesTa pArlAnA jinAlayamAM birAjamAna che. bhUkaMpamAM dhvasta thayelA manapharA-jinAlayanI tasvIra A pustakamAM ApavAmAM AvI che.] potAnI A pratijJA saphaLa karavA ahIM pAlItANA AvIne caturtha vratanI pratijJA lIdhI. tyAra pachI gurunI tapAsa karatAM-karatAM ghaNA varSo nIkaLI gayA. Akhare temaNe padmavijayajI mahArAjane [padmavijayajI nAma yati-avasthAnuM che. saMvegI dIkSA svIkArI tyAre guru paM. maNivijayajIe premavijayajI nAma ApeluM, paNa moTI uMmare saMvegI dIkSA lIdhI hovAthI padmavijayajI nAma ja pracalita rahyuM. saMvegI dIkSAmAM potAnA ziSya jItavijayajIthI teo phakta eka ja varSa moTA hatA.] zodhI kADhyA. ADIsara gAmamAM temanI pAse vai. suda3 nA [vi. saM. 1925] dIkSA lIdhI. tyAre 29 varSanI uMmara hatI. dIkSA prasaMge rAyaNanuM sUkuM vRkSa nava-pallavita thayuM ne je kUvAmAMnA pANIthI dIkSA pUrvenuM snAna karavAmAM AvyuM te kUvAnuM pANI mIThuM thaI gayuM. . padmavijayajI ma. prakhara jyotirvettA hatA, naimittika paNa hatA. AvI ghaTanAthI temaNe jANI lIdhuM H A jayamalla jItavijayajI banIne have mahAna prabhAvaka banaze. vi. saM. 1938, vai. suda-11nA jo ke guru padmavijayajI ma. kALadharma pAmyA, paNa emanA AzIrvAda sadA temanA para varasatA rahyA. pachI jItavijayajI mahArAje mAravADa, mevADa, gujarAta, kaccha Adi sthaLoe vicaraNa karI khUba ja dharma prabhAvanA karI. ame 1 2 varSa pahelA vAvamAM cAturmAsa hatA. tyAre tyAMnA vRddha puruSo kahetA : ahIM dAdA jItavijayajI mahArAje cAturmAsa karyuM che. emaNe comAsI caudazanA divase kaheluM : tame ahIM zAMtithI pratikramaNa karo. varasAdanI ciMtA nahi karo. kharekhara evuM ja banyuM. ja e ja 4 je ja 4 ja ja ja eka ja Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratikramaNa pUruM thatAM ja varasAda tUTI paDyo. AvA vacanasiddha pUjyazrI hatA. ame pUjyazrIne joyA nathI, paNa jemaNe joyelA temanI pAsethI pUi. kanakasUrijI ma. pAsethI emane ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyA che. jaMbUsvAmIe bhagavAna mahAvIrane bhale joyA nhotA, paNa sudharmA svAmI pAsethI sAMbhaLyA jarUra hatA. bhagavAna mahAvIra kevA hatA ? tenuM varNana sUyagaDaMgamAM thayeluM che. [vi. saM. 2036 pAlItANA cAturmAsamAM sUyagaDaMga para vyAkhyAna ApyA hatA pharI - pharIne kaccha AvI AvIne pUjyazrIe kaccha - vAgaDavAsIone dharmavAsita karyA. ujjaDa raNabhUmine vRMdAvanamAM emaNe palaTAvI. emano upakAra Aje paNa tame sau yAda karo cho ne ? paNa samudAya pratye tamArI javAbadArI yAda Ave che ? mArA kuTuMbamAMthI koIkane huM A upakArI gurudevo pAse bhaNavA mokaluM - evuM yAda Ave che ? savAre viSNu maMdire jatA, vAsI khIcaDI khAtA, A samAjane dharma-mArge vALavA emaNe athAga parizrama karyo che, te bhUlatA nahi. tame tamArA saMtAnone A mArge vALavA preraNA Apo to kaMIka aMze e upakArono badalo vALI zakAya. pU.jItavijayajI mahArAja e yugamAM sarva samudAyonA mahAtmAo dvArA prazaMsA pAmelA hatA. emano ziSya parivAra pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. ANaMdazrIjI Adi paNa prazaMsA pAmelA hatA. AvA upakArI pUjyazrI AjanA divase palAMsavA mukAme siddhonuM dhyAna karatAM vi. saM. 1979[kacchI saMvat 1980] mAM kALadharma pAmyA. 0 vi. saM. 202 7mAM khaMbhAtano khUba ja Agraha chatAM pU.devendrasUrijIe AghoI cAturmAsanI IcchA darzAvelI. AghoIne A rIte aneka moTA cAturmAsa maLyA che. Aje AghoI saMgha tathA vAgaDanA saMgho je kAmo karI rahela che. temAM A upakArI gurujanono prabhAva che. - mAlazI meghajI : tabIyata nabaLI hovA chatAM upakArI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 23 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurujanonA upakAro varNavyA vinA rahevAtuM nathI. ame kheDUta hatA. vahelI savAre jamIne khetare jaI rAtre pAchA AvatA. jADA roTalA ane chAsa dvArA calAvIne pU. guru bhagavaMtoe je upakAra karyo che te zI rIte bhUlAya ? emanA upakAronI hAramALA yAda AvatAM AMkho AMsuthI chalakAI jAya che. AMkhomAM AMsu A prasaMge mAre pUjyazrIne vinaMtI karavI che : "o pUjyazrI! Apa kaho cho ke, "tamArA saMtAno A zAsananA mArge Ave." paNa huM kahuM chuM H teo zI rIte AvI zake ? Aje 99% samAja muMbaImAM rahelo che ne muMbaI Apa padhAratA nathI. amArI navI peDhI ApanI paraMparAnA sAdhuone zI rIte oLakhaze ? mArI khAsa bhAvabharI vinaMtI che : Apa parivAra sahita muMbaI padhAro. A pATa para muMbaIthI maLelA 20-25 sAdhuo birAjamAna hoya, evuM huM jIvate - jIva jovA mAMguM chuM. bolavAmAM avinaya thayo hoya to "micchAmi dukkaDa' mAMguM chuM. khetazIbhAI meghajI H Aje pUjyazrInI svargatithinA avasare IcchIe emanA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave. bhagavAna paranI pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.nI zraddhA kevI phaLI ? te ApaNe vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLyuM. dRSTi maLyA pachI emaNe samagra vAgaDa samAjane dRSTi ApI e emanuM moTuM pradAna ApaNAthI zI rIte bhUlI zakAya? -Aje pahelI ja vAra ahIM Avyo chuM. 800nI gaNatarI hovA chatAM 1400 jeTalI ArAdhakonI saMkhyA thaI che, tenI javAbadArI paNa che. ArAdhakonA pAsamATe ghaNI paDApaDI thaI che. haju paNa cAlu che. te pUjyazrInI nizrA pAmavA lokone keTalI tamannA che te jaNAve che. pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.ne je rIte zAMtinAtha bhagavAna para zraddhA hatI te rIte sarva ArAdhakone pUjya AcAryazrI para zraddhA che. emAM ame kAMI paNa nimittabhUta banIe, e paNa amAruM moTuM sadbhAgya che. koIne kAMI kaTu-vacana kahevAyuM hoya to mAphI mAMgIe chIe. -AvatI kAle savAre 9-00 thI 12-00 sarva samudAyanA raja Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAtmAonuM pravacana sAta covIzI dharmazALAmAM thaze. -Aje tamAma ArAdhako AyaMbila karaze, evI vinaMtI che. 1000 jeTalA AyaMbila to nakkI che ja. DuMgarazI zivajI : pUjya gItArtha gurudevanA mukhe Aje guNAnuvAda sAMbhaLyA. guNAnuvAda ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyA che, paNa Aje sAMbhaLatAM hRdaya jhaNajhaNI UThyuM. - pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. para bolavA mATe huM ghaNo nAno paDuM. - pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. nA gurudeva pU. padmavijayajI ma. amArA bharUDIyA gAmanA satrA kuTuMbanA hatA. emanA svargavAsane 118 varSa thayA. haju bharUDIyAmAM pU. padmavijayajI ma. pachI bIjI koI vyakti (sAdhu ma.) A samudAyamAM dIkSita banI hoya tema jAyuM nathI. pUjya gurudeva ! Apa kRpA varasAvo ane kaMIka evuM karo jethI A maheNuM bhAMge. hIrajI premajI : ame bhale pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. ne joyA nathI, paNa sAMbhaLyA jarUra che. ame osavALa bhAIo, mAtra viSNumaMdiromAM jaI TokarI vagADavAnuM jANatA ! paNa pUjya gurudevanI mIThI najara paDI ane amArI aMdara suSupta jainatva jAgI UThyuM. pU. devendrasUrijI, pU. kalApUrNasUrijI Adi mahAtmAono AdhoI temaja- samagra kacchavAgaDa para ghaNo ja upakAra che. pUjya AcAryazrInI pratyeka AjJA AghoI saMghe sadA svIkRta karI che, haju paNa karaze, tevI khAtarI ApuM chuM. kesarIcaMdajI : mahApuruSoM kA guNAnuvAda jIvana kA parama saubhAgya hai / __ pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. ko jisa prakAra prabhu-bhakti thI, prabhu para zraddhA thI, vaisI zraddhA hamAre hRdaya meM ho aisI prArthanA hai / nAraNabhAI travADIyA dvArA guru guNa gIta. [A nAraNabhAI trevADIA khUba ja sArA prabhu-bhakta, gurubhakta ane kavi hatA. AdhoI mukAme bhUkaMpanI durghaTanAmAM temano svargavAsa thayo che.] kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 + * * * * * * * * * * * 25 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bapore vAcanA : * jeTaluM paNa zrutajJAna Aje bacyuM che te ApaNA kalyANa mATe paryApta che. paNa Aje to hAlata evI che ke 45 AgamanA nAma paNa barAbara AvaDe toya moTI vAta gaNAya. 45 AgamamAM varNana to maLe, paNa e pramANenuM jIvana jovA-vAMcavA maLe tyAre khUba ja AnaMda thAya Aje evuM ja eka jIvana (pU.zrI jItavijayajI ma.nuM savAre ApaNane sAMbhaLavA maLyuM. - asaMga-anuSThAna meLavavA ApaNe utsuka chIe. jaldI AtmAnubhava thaI jAya to keTaluM sAruM ? paNa AtmAnubhava [asaMga mATe bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana [vacana yoga] joIe. bhagavAnanI AjJA to ja barAbara pALI zakAya jo emanA para hRdayapUrvakanI bhakti [bhaktiyoga hoya. bhakti to ja Ave jo bhagavAna para hRdayano prema priItiyoga hoya. zarUAta haMmezA prItiyogathI thaI zake. paNa ApaNe sIdho ja cotho mALa [asaMga yoga] caNavA mAMgIe chIe. pAyA vinA ghara banI zake to prItiyoga vinA asaMgayoga AvI zake. lagabhaga 1500 varSa pUrve thaI gayelA [pUrvadharonA nikaTavartI] pUjyazrI haribhadrasUrijInA A padArtho che. emanA keTalAka padArtho ApaNane sAva ja navA lAge, AgamamAM na hoya tevA lAge, paNa samajavuM paDaze : emano kALa pUrvadharonI najIkano hato, pUrve bhale vicchinna thaI gayA haze, paNa emanA kaMIka chAMTAo rahI gayA haze, je AvA padArthothI ApaNane samajAya che. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : viziSTa prakAranA kSayopazama vinA AvA sUtra cityavaMdana sUtra pratye prema na pragaTe, vidhi tatparatA na Ave, aucitya paNa na Ave. A loka viruddha vartana (jugAra Adi sAta vyasana vagere. karanAro AvA sUtra mATe yogya na gaNAya. mAthuM ThekANe na hoya te ja A loka - paraloka viruddha kArya kare. buddhizALI to banne lokamAM hitakara hoya tevI ja pravRtti kare. 26 * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A lalita-vistarA [A nAmano bauddhomAM paNa eka grantha che.] no jo tame barAbara abhyAsa karo to tamAruM cetyavaMdana mahAna yoga banyA vinA na ja rahe. AthI tamArI dareka pravRttinA kendramAM bhagavAna raheze. bhagavAna hoya tyAM kaSAyo kevA ? tyAM akalyANa kevuM ? , "e jinadhyAne krodhAdika je AsapAsathI aTake." -nyAyasAgarajI bakhtara paherelA yoddhAne zastra na lAge, tema prabhu-bhaktinA bakhtaravALA bhaktane mohanA zastro lAgatA nathI. "viSaya laganakI agani bujhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; bhaI maganatA tuma guNa rasakI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA ? -upA. yazovijayajI ma. - traNamAMnA darekanA pAMca-pAMca lakSaNo ahIM batAve cheH [kula 15 lakSaNo thaze.]. * bahumAnavALAnA pAMca lakSaNo H (1) tatkathAprIti (2) niMdA-azravaNa (3) niMdaka para dayA te te yogyavALI vyaktionI kathA sAMbhaLatAM prema jAge, bahumAna jAge, te IcchAyoga che. icchA tadvatkathAprItiH / bhagavAna para prema che, ema kyAre jANI zakAya ? emanI niMdA thatI hoya to sAMbhaLI nahi zakAya. AgaLa vadhIne niMdaka para paNa dveSa nahi Ave, paNa karuNA Avaze : bicAro AvI rIte bhagavAnanI AzAtanA karIne jyAM jaze ? (4) cittano vinyAsa : cetyavaMdanAdi je je kriyA cAlatI hoya te te vakhate citta temAM ja hoya. phona vakhate mana kevuM ekAgra hoya che ? (5) parA jijJAsA : prakRSTa jijJAsA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 27 Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vidhitatparanA pAMca lakSaNo : (1) guruno vinaya : (2) sakALanI apekSAH je kALe je karavAnuM hoya te karavAnI apekSA jarUrI che. dA.ta. trikALapUjA. savAre vAsakSepa pUjA, bapore caMdana pUjA, sAMje Arati pUjA. (3) ucita Asana : (4) yukta svaratA : anyane vyAghAta na thAya tevo avAja kADhavo. derAsaramAM vaDIlo beThelA hoya tyAre moTe svare na bolAya. A avinaya che. nAnA-moTA koInA yogamAM bAdhA na Ave te rIte avAja kADhavo. Ane yukta svaratA kahevAya. dA.ta. AdinAthanA darabAramAM gayA hoIe ne badhAnI sAthe meLa jAmato hoya to sAthe stavanAdi bolI zakAya. jo ema na thatuM hoya to viveka rAkhavo. (5) pAThano upayoga H cityavaMdana vakhate bolAtA sUtra vakhate dhyAna hoya. eka vakhata nahi, haMmeza upayoga hoya. ucita vRttinA pAMca lakSaNo : (1) lokapriyatA : (2) agarNita kriyA H A loka-paraloka viruddha kAryo ja na hoya ke koI niMdA kare. (3) saMkaTa vakhate gherya : (4) zakti pramANe tyAga : (5) labdha lakSatA H je dhyeya nakkI karela hoya te na maLe tyAM sudhI besI na rahe. A 15 guNo maLatA hoya tevA adhikArI jijJAsune A pATha Apavo. nahi to doSa lAge. * pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : eka navakAra barAbara AtmasAt karIe toya ghaNuM. eka navakAra sUtra, artha, tadubhayathI AtmasAt karavA dvAdazAMgI joIze. tadubhAya eTale evuM bhaNyA chIe tevuM jIvanamAM UtAravuM ! 28 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnAcArano A bheda hovA chatAM A cAritrAcAra hoya tevuM lAge. jJa parikSA ane pratyAkhyAna parikSA, grahaNazikSA ane Asevana zikSA- ahIM pratyAkhyAna parijJAthI tathA Asevana zikSAthI jIvana jIvavAnI vAta ja AvI che. dUdhapAka sArAmAM sAro che, paNa khAnAranI hojarI joIne ja apAya. tema sUtra sArAmAM sArA hoya paNa sAmevALAnI yogyatA mujaba ja apAya. TAIphoIDavALAne dUdhapAka na apAya tema ayogyane sUtra na apAya. ahIM ayogya para dveSa nathI, paNa karuNA ja che. TAIphoIDavALA para dveSa thoDo che ? e jo dUdhapAka khAze to ene ja nukazAna thaze. ayogya sUtra bhaNaze to sau prathama ene ja nukazAna thaze. koIpaNa kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavavI hoya to bhagavAnane AgaLa karo. bhagavAna sAkSAt na hoya to bhagavAnanuM vacana [zAstra] AgaLa karo. e jo AgaLa che to bhagavAna ja AgaLa che, ema mAnajo. bhagavAna jyAM AgaLa che tyAM saphaLatA maLe ja maLe. "cAle che tema cAlavA do ne ! vidhi-avidhinI mAthAkUTa mUko. badhA kare tema karo.' AvI vRtti lokasaMjJA che. lokasaMjJA eTale gatAnugatikatA ! lokaherI ! Ano tyAga karyA vinA vidhimAM Adara nahi keLavI zakAya. dukAnamAM besADatAM pahelA putrane pitA aneka bAjuonuM jJAna karAve tema granthanA prAraMbha pahelA yogyatA - ayogyatA AdinI vAto granthakAra kahe che. eka vAta samajI lo : mArga para cAlavuM hoya to zAstrAnusArI vacano sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. pUjya muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : buddhi ApaNane bhrAnta kare che. buddhine eka bAjue rAkho. mRtavat jIvo. ahaMkAranuM mRtyu eja sAdhunuM jIvana ! gRhastha mRtyu pachI sapheda kapaDuM oDhe, te haMmezA ApaNe oDhIe chIe. kAyadAnI bhASAmAM ApaNuM 'sivila Detha' thaI cUkyuM che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 29 Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahaMnA mRtyu vinA guru-samarpaNa na Ave. e vinA sAdhakatA na pragaTe. sAdhakamATe sadguru e ja zAstra. korTamAM jaja bole te ja kAyado kahevAya tema. prabhumAM DUbelA sadguru [pU. kalApUrNasUrijI] tamane maLyA che, te tamAruM moTuM saubhAgya che. bhagavAnanI vAta karatAM gadgad banI jAya, pratipaLe bhagavAna ja yAda Ave, e ja saguru che. haribhadrasUrijI yAnniI mahattAne kyAMya nathI bhUlatA. tema prabhubhakta upakArIne kadI nathI bhUlatA. bhale e upakArI sAva nAno hoya. saMyama lIdhuM eTale pasaMdagI choDI. mane A phAve na phAve e zabda sAdhu- sAdhvInA na hoya. game tevI paristhiti haze, huM gurunI pratyeka vAta mAthe caDAvIza. eka ajaina prasaMga kahuM ? sau prathama AvelA sAdhakane guru kahe che : kacaro kADha. pelo kacaro kADhavAnuM zarU kare che. guru nathI kahetA tyAM sudhI te kacaro kADhato ja rahe che. ApaNane to "svAmI sAtA chejI ?' no javAba na maLe toya moTuM caDI jAya. 12 varSa sudhI pelo kacaro kADhato rahe che. gheryA vinA gAMTha na chUTe, mArga na maLe. gurue zuM karavuM joIe ? te nahi, ApaNe zuM karavuM ? te zIkhavAnuM che. gurue zuM karavAnuM ? evuM vicAranAranuM A zAsanamAM sthAna nathI.12 varSe gurue pUchyuM : "beTA ! tuM zuM kare che ?' kacaro kADhuM chuM ApanI AjJA mujaba !' "jA, beTA... ! tAro badho kacaro nIkaLI gayo." pelAno aMdarano badho ja kacaro nIkaLI gayo. mana zuddha thaI gayuM. ahIM guru AjJApUrvakanI pratyeka AjJAo nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. 20 Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe vyAkhyAnamAM sTeTasa mAnIe, paNa pANI lAvavuM, kAjo kADhavo vagere sTeTasathI bahAranA kAryo mAnIe chIe. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. ne ghaNIvAra pUchato : ApanA pachI amAruM zuM ? amane koNa mArgadarzana Apaze ? sadgurune kaI rIte oLakhavA ? teo kahetAH "je potAnA sadguru ane bhagavAnane yAda karatAM gadgad banI jAya te sadguru che, ema mAnajo. jJAna na jozo..'' mAtra aSTapravacana-mAtAnuM jJAna cAlaze, paNa te prabhumAM khovAI gayelo hovo joIe. e vyakti badhuM ja ApI zake. mAtra grahaNa karanAre khAlI thavAnI jarUra che. prakAma-tIvra, nikAma-vAraMvAranI nAnI-nAnI IcchAomAMthI mukta thavAnuM che. e vinA guru-samarpaNa nahi Ave. IcchA thaI tyAM samarpaNa gayuM. IcchA che tyAM bhAvanidrA che, IcchAthI tame doDo to paNa UMghatA ja cho. muni sadA jAgatA hoya. IcchAnA kAraNe gurunI zaktinI dhArA aTakI jAya. peTrolathI moTara doDe, tema prabhu-zaktithI ApaNe dharmakriyA karI rahyA chIe ema mAnIe to ja sAco dharma bane. - ApaNo dharma saMsAra-hetu ! prabhuno dharma mokSa hetu !! ApaNe ApaNo dharma mAnI beThA. 'ziSyasya sarvaM gurvAyattam / guroH sarva paramAyattam' parama [prabhu]ne AdhIna na hoya te guru ja nathI. prabhu guru vinA sIdhA na ja maLI zake, ema paMcasUtramAM spaSTa kahyuM che. IcchAothI nirAvaraNa bane te ja gurunA anugrahanA pAtra banI zake. mAre kazuM karavuM nathI. guru kahe te ja karavuM che. meM karyuM mATe to saMsAramAM bhamyo. - pakaDe che polIsa, paNa kharekhara sarakAra pakaDe che. karIe chIe dharma ApaNe, paNa karAve che prabhu. guru prabhunA mAdhyama che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 31 Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ) vAgaDa sAta covIzI dharmazALA pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivara aSADha vada-7 23-7-2000, ravivAra. sAmudAyika pravacana, viSaya : maMtrI pUjya AcArya zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrijI H dharma-kalpadrumasyaitAH mUlaM maitryAdi bhAvanAH | yairna jJAtA na cA'bhyastAH sa teSAmatidurlabhaH / / anaMta guNonA bhaMDAra anaMta karuNAnA sAgara tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe je muktimArga batAvyo tenA dvArA aneka AtmAo mokSe gayA. 700 sAdhu - 1400 sAdhvIjIo, gautamasvAmInA 50,000 ziSyo vagere aneka mokSe gayA. prabhunI kRpAthI ja nigodathI nIkaLIne ApaNe ahIM sudhI barAbara bIjAnA hitano vicAra te maitrI 32 # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ madhyamAM AvyA chIe. haveno mArga ja kaparo che. atyAra sudhI prabhu-kRpA hatI, tema have paNa prabhu-kRpAthI ja mArgamAM AgaLa vadhAze. - lalita vistarA vAMcavAthI khyAla Avaze : tIrthaMkarano keTalo mahimA che ? A vAMcavAthI hRdaya prabhune samarpita banaze. Aje tame joI rahyA cho : anekAneka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ahIM upasthita che, je sau siddhAcalanI sparzanA mATe AvelA che. svayaM bhagavAna AdinAtha AvatA hoya to bIjA kema na Ave ? sAmudAyika rUpe saune bhAvanA thaI ke badhA ekaThA thaIne zA mATe maitrInA taMtune saDha na karavo ? bhagavAna, saMgha tathA sakala jIvarAzino upakAra mAne. kAraNa ke emanA paranI karuNAthI ja teo bhagavAna banyA che. bhagavAnane bhagavAna banAvanAra karuNA che. e karuNA ja emane sarva jIvo pratye vinaya karavA prere che. bhagavAna paNa vinaya na choDe to ApaNAthI kema choDAya ? Aje maitrI bhAvanA para bolavAnuM che. meM kaheluM : pahelA ApaNe jIvIne batAvIe. pachI saune kahIe. maitrIbhAvathI otaprota banelo ApaNo saMgha keTalo zobhe ? Aje vAtsalyabhAva, maitrIbhAva je mRtaprAyaH banI gayo che, tene punarjIvita karavo paDaze. cAra bhAvanAonuM svarUpa svayaM bhagavAne kahyuM che. dharma jo kalpavRkSa che to A cAra bhAvanAo tenA mULa che. zAstronuM dohana karIne tAraveluM mAkhaNa che - A cAra bhAvanAo. jeo A jANatA nathI jeo ene jIvanamAM lAvatA nathI teo dharmanI AzA choDI de. je bhAvanA vinA dharma mUlyahIna gaNAya e bhAvanAonuM mahattva keTaluM ? ja kAla ja na ra ja eka ja na * 33 Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parahitarittA maitrI - bIjAnA hitano vicAra te maitrI. ApaNe mAtra potAno ja vicAra karIe chIe. te ja moha che. A dharma mohanI cuMgAlamAMthI sau prathama choDAve che. caturvidha saMghano pratyeka sabhya eTale moharAjAnI sAme jaMge caDanAro bahAdUra yoddho ! moha-parAjayanuM lakSa na hoya te jaina nathI. anAdithI cAra kaSAyo ApaNAmAM kabajo jamAvIne beThelA che. kaSAyathI mukti na maLe tyAM sudhI saMsArathI mukti nahi maLe. kaSAyothI bhAvanA dvArA ja mukti maLI zakaze. maitrIthI krodha, pramodathI mAna, karuNAthI mAyA, mAdhyacyathI lobha jItAya che. tame vicArazo to barAbara samajAI jaze. maitrI haze tyAM krodha nahi rahI zake, pramoda haze tyAM mAna nahi rahI zake, karuNA haze tyAM mAyA nahi rahI zake, mAdhyathya bhAvanA haze tyAM lobha nahi rahI zake. gayA guruvAre vAcanAmAM sau AcAryabhagavaMto amAre tyAM AvelA tyAre maitrInI vAto nIkaLelI. tyAre maitrI mATe zAstrAdhAra Apyo hato. jIvonA eka - be - traNa ema ghaNA bhedo che. eka bheda kaI rIte ? upayoganI apekSAe. upayoga sarvamAM che. upayoganI apekSAe sarva jIvo eka che. jIvAstikAya dvArA paNa ekatA siddha thaze. meM kaheluM : jIvAstikAya Adi samajIne ApaNe maitrI na keLavI zakIe to sAcuM sAdhupaNuM nahi AvI zake. sauthI paheluM vrata : prANAtipAta viramaNa che. e maitrInuM pUraka ja che. prazna vyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA 60 paryAyavAcI zabdo che. jemAM eka nAma "zivA" paNa che. zivA eTale karuNA. e ja tIrthaMkaranI mAtA che. marda tistharamAyA sivAva' A zivAdevI te karuNAdevI ! A pAyo che. AnA para caNAyelI sAdhanAnI imArata ja majabUta banaze. have anya pU. AcArya bhagavaMta kaheze. emano avAja moTo 34 = = = = + ma = = ! Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. badhA sAMbhaLI zakaze. badho samaya huM ja laI lauM - e na zobhe. bhale mArA mATe ardho kalAka rAkhyo hoya paNa mAre vicAravuM joIe. pU. A. zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : sAhebajI ! ame evA kaMjUsa nathI. Apa haju calAvo. pUjyazrI H je divase koI sAthe kaMIpaNa kaTutA thayelI hoya te divase sAdhanAmAM mAruM mana na lAge. ApaNe ApaNI sAdhanA paNa barAbara karavI hoya to paNa sarva sAthe maitrI keLavavI paDaze. koIne paNa tame kahezo : "tuM mAro mitra che." e cokkasa rAjI thaze. jIvo sAthe pahelA mitratAno saMbaMdha, pachI Atmatulya saMbaMdha ane pachI ekatAno saMbaMdha keLavavAno che. ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne sarvamAM paramAtmadaSTi Avaze. sarvamAM birAjamAna paramAtmA dekhAze. ApaNo saMgha maitrIpUrNa bane, e ja zubhakAmanA ! pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI H ATalA badhA AcArya bhagavaMtonuM eka sAthe darzana ghaNA mATe pahelIvAra haze. dhanya che A kSaNa jyAM A badhAnuM darzana thAya che. A ja samavasaraNa che. ahIM ja bhagavAna che, ema anubhavAze. ApaNA parama sabhAgye prabhunA parama bhakta, AgamonA rahasyonA ughATaka pUjya AcArya zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrijI mukhya AcArya bhagavaMta tarIke che. pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA zabdo bhale tamane na saMbhaLAyA hoya, paNa e zabdonA taraMgo to ahIMthI vahyA ja che. tamane e pavitra zabdo spa ja che. tamane enI asara paNa thaI ja che. tamane saMbhaLAtuM na hovA chatAM tame zAntithI beThA rahyA te ja A vAtanuM pratIka che. ahIM pU. rAmacandrasUrijI, pU. sAgarajI, pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI, pU. dharmasUrijI, pU. nemisUrijI, pU.3OMkArasUrijI, vimalazAkhA, tristutika, acalagaccha Adi samudAyanA mahAtmAo hAjara che. - Aje ziSyo AgaLa beThA che. guru pAchaLa beThA che. jANe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * 35 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziSyonI pITha thAbaDI rahyA che. prAcInakALamAM cAra jaina rAjadhAnIo hatI evo ullekha maLe, che. samyakatva samatikA granthanA malavAdInA prabaMdhamAM lakhyuM che : paTaNA [pATalIputra], paThaNa pratiSThAnapura, valabhIpura [vaLA], jIrNadurga jUinAgaDha] A cAra jaina rAjadhAnI hatI, jyAM badhA ja gacchanA upAzrayo hatA. atyAre rAjanagara [amadAvAda] ane pAlItANA rAjadhAnI gaNAya. Aje tame ahIM upasthita cho, te saubhAgya mAnajo. koIno avAja nAno hoya toya ciMtA nahi karatA. darzana karIne saMtoSa mAnajo. | badhAne moTI AzA che : ATalA AcArya bhagavaMta zuM karaze ? amAre maitrI karavAnI che, laDavAnuM nathI. laDavAnuM che; karma sAthe. bhaLavAnuM che; prabhumAM ! A ja amAruM kartavya che. zrI bhadrabAhusvAmI nepALamAM mahAprANAyAma dhyAna mATe gayelA. 12 varSano dukALa paDyo. zruta paraMparA vicchinna thavA lAgI. tamAro dhaMdho copaDAthI cAle tema prabhuzAsana mRtathI cAle. badhAnI pharaja che : zrata paraMparA acchinna rAkhavI. jenI pAse je zruitajJAna hoya te levuM. vidyArthI banIne AcArya bhagavaMta paNa tenI pAse jAya. pATalIputramAM zramaNasaMgha bhego thayo. 11 aMga maLyA, paNa dRSTivAda na maLI zakyo. dRSTivAdanA jJAtA ekamAtra bhadrabAhu svAmI nepALamAM hatA. be sAdhu dvArA temane nimaMtraNa ApavA chatAM "jarUrI dhyAnanA kAraNe huM nahi AvI zakuM." tevo javAba maLyo. pharI be muni dvArA temane pUchAvyuM H je saMghanI AjJA mAMge tene zuM prAyazcitta Ave ? - bhadrabAhusvAmI coMkyA : huM saMghano dAsa chuM, je kahe te karavA baMdhAyelo chuM. zramaNasaMghanA movaDInA A zabdo che. tIrthakaro paNa'ramo tityasa' kahIne jene name tene bhadrabAhasvAmI zI rIte avagaNI 36. * * * * * * * * * * * * , Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zake ? * tyAM na AvI zake, paNa sAMbhaLIne yAda rAkhI zake tevA buddhimAna munione mokalo." huM roja 7 vAcanAo ApIza." A che saMghanI garimA... "kAriya kavannAI' A sUtranI prathama gAthAmAM AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, sAdharmika, kula, gaNa sAthe je kaSAyo karyA hoya tema kahyuM, paNa pUjya' zabdano prayoga thayo che sakala zramaNa saMgha mATe. AgaLanI gAthAmAM juo, "tavyasta samasaMvatsa mAvo" saMghane "bhagavAna" zabdathI navAjyo che, bhagavAna zabda pUjyatAvAcI che. evA zramaNa saMghanuM mUlya AMkI na zakAya. A tIrthanI yAtrA dararoja darzanarUpe karI zakAya. dara ravivAre A darzana thaI zake. bhegA thavuM e ja maMgaLa ! e ja zaktino saMcaya ! eka bIjA pratye sabhAvavALA munio bhegA bese, tethI evI mahAzakti utpanna thAya, jenI kalpanA na thaI zake. bolaze to koI eka ja, paNa te badhAnI vatIthI ja bolaze. mArI zI tAkAta bolavAnI ? paNa badhAnuM pIThabaLa che ne ? tame sau gAma-gAmanA bhegA thayA cho, paNa kyAMya jhagaDo thayAnuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. thAya paNa kyAMthI ? zarUAtathI ja zramaNasaMghanA darzanathI maMgaLa thayuM che. have e maMgala dara sAta divase thatuM ja rahevAnuM. IzunA 2000 varSa pUrA thayA che, have mahAvIra svAmInA varSo zarU thavA joIe, IzunA varSo eTale laDAInA varSo. have laDAInA nahi, maitrInA varSo joIe. ' amArA gurudeva pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nI A ja IcchA hatI. bhale Aje hayAta nathI, paNa e adazyarUpe sakriya che A sakala saMghanuM milana teno purAvo che. - pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI : kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 37 Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yena jJAnapradIpena, nirasyA'bhyantaraM tamaH 1 mamAtmA nirmalIcakre, tasmai zrIgurave namaH || dharmacakravartI prabhu zrI mahAvIradevanA prabhAve ApaNe samatAMgaNamAM upasthita thayA chIe. saune maitrIbhAvathI bhAvita karavA che. aMtarAtmA kahe che : koIne maitrI mATe kahevAnI jarUra nathI, jANe maitrI pragaTelI ja che. koI paNa kSetramAM maitrI vinA na cAle. sAdhupaNAmAM paNa maitrI joIe. mitro haze paNa maitrI na hoya to ? maitrI vagaranA mitro nakAmA ! pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanI adhyakSatAmAM maitrInuM maMgala mANatAM ApaNo AtmA samyagdarzananI sparzanA karato sati ane siddhigati pAme, eja. pUjya AcArya zrI yazovijayasUrijI : A cAturmAsa ahobhAvanI dhArAmAM jhUmavAnuM banI jaze. ajaina saMta sUradAsa kahe che H sadA amArI AMkhomAM varSARtu ho. prabhune jotAM ja AMkhomAMthI harSAzrunA toraNo baMdhAvA joIe. pUrUM cAturmAsa A rIte pasAra karavAnuM che. mArA khAsa traNa zabdo che H rUpa paramAtmA, veSa paramAtmA, zabda paramAtmA. mAma pU. yazovijayajI e gAyuM che H ItanI bhUmi prabhu ! tuM hI ANyo, pari pari bahuta baDhAvata he prabhu ! nigodamAMthI UMcakIne Apa ja ahIM sudhI lAvyA cho. have be cAra guNaThANA AgaLa vadhArI do to zo vAMdho che ? 3. putra pUche che H mammI ! mAmAnuM ghara keTale ? mammI : 'dIvo baLe eTale' bhagavAna kahe che H have muktinuM ghara kyAM dUra che ? josepha mekavAne eka iMglIza kRtino anuvAda karyo che H eka # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yAtrika bhakta raNamAM ekalo jaI rahyo che. pravAsamAM ekalA majA na Ave. iMglIzamAM loko mATe traNa kaMpanI che, cAra bhIDa che. ApaNe tyAM eka kaMpanI che. be bhIDa che. "prabhu ! mArI sAthe tame na Avo ?' pelA yAtrike bhagavAnane kahyuM. ApaNe karIe tethI parama cetanA ApaNI vadhu pratIkSA karI rahI che. bhagavAna AvavA taiyAra che, mAtra ApaNA AmaMtraNanI jarUra che. thoDIvAramAM ja tene be paDachAyA dekhAyA. prabhu che, tema tene lAgyuM. pharIthI joyuM to eka ja paDachAyo. tene lAgyuM H prabhu jatA rahyA lAge che. kAnamAM avAja Avyo : huM duHkhamAM tane UMcakIne cAlI rahyo hato eTale eka ja paDachAyo dekhAto hato !! bhagavan! tame bhale mArA cittane coryuM hoya, paNa huM to AkhAne AkhA tamane corIne hRdayamAM mUkI daIza.' svAmI tume kAMI kAmaNa kIdhuM, cittaDuM amAruM corI lIdhuM..." -pU. upA. yazovijayajI "prabhu ! mArA hRdayamAM zI rIte Avazo ?" "tAruM hRdaya kamaLa jevuM komaLa banaze tyAre." bhakta ane bhagavAnano A saMvAda che. "hRdaya kamalameM dhyAna dharata huM." - have prabhunA zabdo sAMbhaLavA nathI, pIvA che, astitvamAM saMgharI levA che. cAtaka game teTaluM tarasyuM hoya, nadI AdinuM pANI na ja pIe. kAraNa - ? tene gaLAmAM kANuM hoya che. ema prAcIna kavionI mAnyatA che. e jema varSAnuM pANI pIe tema bhakta ahIM zabdone pIvAnA che. ame to vaikharI vANIvALA chIe. parAvANInA svAmI pU. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * 39 Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A. bhagavaMta (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI) ahIM birAjamAna che. vyAkhyAna, zabda paramAtmA che. rUpa paramAtmA to sarve birAjamAna pU. sAdhu - sAdhvIjI bhagavAna che ja. hRdayane kamaLa jevuM banAvo. prabhu birAjamAna thaze. parama tapasvI vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLInA ArAdhaka, pUjya AcArya zrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI H kharekhara ! Aje huM baDabhAgI banI gayo chuM. IcchIe to paNa ATalI tyAgI-saMyamIonI saMkhyA kyAM maLe ? Aje eka sAthe badhAnA darzana thaI rahyA che; je zAsananA zaNagArarUpa aNagAra che. e paNa AvA uttama kSetramAM ! potAno dhaMdho Adi choDIne AvanAra zrAvaka - zrAvikA paNa uttamatAnI koTie pahoMcyA che. | sarva duHkhathI mukta karavAnI tAkAta prabhu-zAsanamAM che. anaMta maitrInA mAlika bhagavAna jagatanA sarva jIvone duHkhamAMthI mukta karavA karuNA bhAvanA bhAve che. jIva zAsanano rasIo thAya to ja e duHkha-mukta banI zake. maitrI kone kahevAya ? haoNTala ke gArDanamAM be - cAra dosto khAI-pI Avo te maitrI kahevAya ? tyAM to karmanA DhagalA ja khaDakAvAnA. tyAM pudgalono rAga ja vadhavAno. AtmAnA doSonuM umUlana karavAnI IcchA hoya tyAM maitrIno janma thAya che. 'mA kArSIt ko'pi pApAni.' A mitrI na hoya tyAM dharma nathI ja. haribhadrasUrijInuM vacana TaMkazALI gaNAya, jene sarva gacchanA munio svIkAre che. teo kahe che ? game teTalA dharmAnuSThAno karo paNa maitrI na hoya to badhuM ja mIMDuM ! dharma te kahevAya jyAM bhagavAnanI AjJA hoya tathA matyAdi bhAvanA hoya. abajonA dAna Apo, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo paNa maitrI na hoya to dharma nathI. AtmAne paramAtmA, jIvane ziva, narane nArAyaNa, khudane khudA * * * * * * * * * * * * * Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banAvanAra maitrIyukta dharma che. tALIothI maitrI nahi Ave. siddhAcala kahe che : sIghA vata! atyAra sudhI ApaNe vAMkA ja cAlyA chIe. AtmAno svabhAva sIdhA cAlavAno che, paNa moha hoya tyAM sIdhuM cAlatuM nathI. mATe ja kalyANa thatuM nathI. meru parvata nAno paDe teTalA oghA karyA chatAM kalyANa na thayuM - kAraNa ke UMdhA ja cAlyA. mA+Uha=moha. jyAM sArAsAranI vicAraNA na hoya te moha. AvI uttama bhUmimAM majAnA vAtAvaraNamAM AvIne AtmAne saraLa banAvo. to cAra mahinAmAM eTaluM maLaze ke jenI kalpanA nahi hoya. koIne batAvavA mATe nahi, paNa AtmA mATe karavAnuM che. -x-- pUjya AcArya zrI vijayasiMhasenasUrijI H 'mA kArSIt ko'pi pApAni.' - kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI yogazAstramAM maitrI bhAvanA batAve che. maMDapamAM dazya joIne ja lAge : maitrI hRdayamAM otaprota thaI gaI che. tIrthakararUpa saMghanA darzana mahApuNyodaye thAya. mahApuNyodaye sarva dharmasAmagrI maLI che. have saMkalpa karo : mAre koI pApa nathI karavuM. "sadgavikhyAta" mArA namaskArathI anaMtAnaMta pApo naSTa thAya che. koI pApa kadAca thaI jAya to pazcAttApa karo. aImuttAjI pazcAttApathI kevaLajJAna pAmyA che. koI duHkhI na bano. saMsAra che tyAM sudhI duHkha che. duHkhamaya saMsArathI mukta banelA siddho che. " namo siddhALa' no jApa karavAthI anaMtA siddhone namaskAra thAya che. jagatanA sarva jIvo sarva duHkhothI mukta thAo." kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 41 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaDa rAga ane jIva Sa ja anAdikALathI ApaNe karatA AvyA chIe. eka sAdhake brahmAne kahyuM : "sukha maLe tevuM kAMI Apo." brahmAe kahyuM H A be poTalA le. ekamAM tArA jIvananA pApo che. bIjAmAM tArA pADozInA che. tAru AgaLa ane pADozInuM poTaluM pAchaLa rAkhaje." ...paNa nIce utaratAM poTalA AgaLa - pAchaLa thaI gayA. A rUpaka paranuM ciMtana keTaluM preraka che ? mANasane haMmezA pADozInA ja pApo dekhAyA kare che, potAnA kadI nathI dekhAtA. pADozInuM poTaluM AgaLa ne potAnuM pAchaLa thaI gayuM che ne ? pUjya muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ? eka ajaina gAMvameM rAta ko merA pravacana huA / pravacana pUrA huA to bhI koI uThA nahIM / 9 se 10, 10 se 11, 11 se 12 baja gaye / to ne vedAH "pApa nahIM ne tava tavarAma nahIM kare " ajainoM meM bhI itanA vinaya ho to hama jainoM meM kitanA vinaya honA cAhie? aba Apa meM se koI nahIM uTheMge aisI merI apekSA hai| pUjya AcArya zrI pradyumnavimalasUrijI : potAnuM duHkha bhUlI bIjAnA sukhano vicAra karavo te maitrI che. paramATe jIve te ja paramAtmA kahevAya. AvA mahAna puruSo sAthe jo RNAnubaMdha baMdhAI jAya toya kAma thaI jAya. ghoDAne pratibodha ApavA munisuvratasvAmI bhagavAnane AvavuM ja paDeluM ne ? AvA adhyAtmayogI sadaguru pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta [pU.kalApUrNasUrijI] sAthe ApaNe saMbaMdha joDIzuM to ApaNuM kAma nahi thAya ? "sadguru merA sUramA kare zabdokI coTa." 42 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka paNa jIva evo na hoI zake ke jemane sadguru vinA mArga maLyo hoya. A guru bhagavAna rUpe maLyA che. jIvanamAM emanI pratiSThA thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. moha haTAvavA guru-kRpA ja joIe. caMdananA naMdana-vananI sugaMdha sadA maLyA karo. caMdanamAM AMbo lAge to te caMdanAmra kahevAya. e kerImAM caMdananI sugaMdha pragaTe. puSpamAM sugaMdha, makaraMda,raMga ane mArdava hoya che. ApaNe bhaktino raMga, maitrInI mRdutA, jJAnano makaraMda ane guNanI sugaMdha meLavavAnI che. - eka saMvAda : "phUla ! tuM suMdara khIlyuM che, paNa sAMje tuM cagadAI jaIza." "he mAnava ! tuM pote mATImAM nathI maLavAno ? huM to sugaMdha phelAvIza tuM zuM karIza ?" phUlano A javAba kahe che : he mAnava ! tuM paNa A jIvanamAM kaMIka karato jA. sadA Avo mAhola, AvA guru ane AvuM ja vAtAvaraNa maLe, evI kAmanA che. acalagacchIya pUjya gaNi zrI mahodayasAgarajI : maMgalamaya vizvametrInI vAta karI rahyA chIe tyAre vizvamaitrIthI bharelA be gujarAtI blokonuM paThana karIne pachI maitrI para bolIzuM. "sakala vizvamAM zAnti pragaTo, thAo sau koInuM kalyANa; sarva jagatamAM satya prakAzo, dilamAM pragaTo zrI bhagavAna. zAnti-tuSTi-puSTi pAmo, jIvo pAmo maMgaLa mALa; Atmika Rddhi siddhi pAmo, pAmo sau koI pada nirvANa." mAMDavagaDhanA maMtrI jhAMjhaNa lAkhathI paNa adhika saMkhyAmAM cha rI' pAlaka saMgha sAthe siddhAcala AvatAM rastAmAM karNAvatI [amadAvAda] AvyA. rAjA sAraMgadeve kahyuM : "mukhya yAtrakone laIne ja ja ka ja da ja eka ja rA 43 Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhojana mATe padhAro, jhAMjhaNa : "rAjan ! mAre tyAM koI mukhya ke amukhya nathI. sau sAdharmika samAna che. ekane paNa choDIne huM AvI zakuM tema nathI." pAchaLathI AkhA gujarAtane jhAMjhaNe jamADyuM. bhagavAna paNa kahe che : he bhAvika ! tuM mAro jApa to kare che, paNa te saphaLa kyAre thAya ? sarva sAthe maitrI rAkhe to. savi jIva karuM," ['bhavi jIva karuM nahi! Ama bhagavAne bhAvanA bhAvI che. eka paNa jIva bakAta haze tyAM huM nahi AvI zakuM, ema bhagavAna kahe che. | '99 sAthe maitrI rAkhIza, paNa eka sAthe to nahi ja rAkhuM.' Avo bhAva haze tyAM sudhI bhale cAturmAsa karo, tapa karo, 99 yAtrA karo, upadhAna vagere game teTaluM karo, paNa AtmakalyANa nahi thAya. ahIMthI ghera jaIe e pahelA veranuM visarjana karIne ja jaIzuM. ema nakkI karajo. "eka paNa jIva bakAta rAkhyo to bhagavAnanI kRpA nahi varase." Avo mAhola joI amArA pU. gurudeva pU. AcAryazrI guNasAgarasUrijI yAda Ave che. jemaNe kaheluM : "jinazAsanamAM anaMta zakti rahelI che. chatAM zakti paraspara TakarAvAmAM veDaphAI rahI che. sakala saMgha eka thato hoya to huM mArA gacchanI samAcArI ke tithino Agraha nahi rAkhuM." AvuM maitrIbharyuM vAtAvaraNa joIne svapUjyazrIno AtmA jarUra prasanna banato haze. pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : jinezvara prabha- kathita majhAnI vAto mANI. sthira Asane. sthira citte saue AnaMda mANyo, enI anumodanA. sau sAMbhaLanArane lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda ! ame game teTalA bhegA thaIe, nimaMtraNa paNa hoya, tame AvyA paNa ho, paNa jo zravaNamAM tamAruM citta ekAgra na bane to tame babbe kalAka besI ja na zako. mATe ja 44 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamane saune lAkha - lAkha dhanyavAda! badhA ja mahAtmAoe je suMdara zailImAM maitrInI vAto karI, te saunA bhAvane AvarI leto A zloka sau sAthe bolajo : "zivamastu sarva bAta" tattvanI vAta samajAya che tyAre amadAvAdamAM tattvajJAnanA vargo cAle. eka bahena maMDaLanA sabhya hovAthI vargamAM Ave. be mAsa pachI ekavAra maLavA AvyA. khUba raDyA. kAraNa pUchatAM kahe ke huM adhogatimAM jaIza tethI raDuM chuM." 'tane evuM koNe kahyuM ? 'tame' "are ! mArI pAse kyAM evuM jJAna che ke tane tArI gati zuM thaze te kahuM?' 'tame tattvanA vargamAM kaheluM ke atikrodha, asatya AdinA pariNAmathI jIva adhogati pAme che." 'tuM eka kAma kara, hajI AyuSya baMdhAyuM che ke nahi tenI khabara nathI, paNa tuM prabhubhaktimAM lAgI jA. te ja (darzana pUjana) tane ugArI leze." ane asatya nahi bolavAnA vigere niyama levarAvyA. eka varasa pachI tenA pati maLavA AvyA ane kahe ke bahena! jIvanamAM, gharamAM zAMti zAMti thaI che. Apano AbhAra. - sunaMdAbena vorA pUjyazrIe [A. zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijIe ekavAra jJAnasAranA zamASTakanA sArarUpe kahyuM ke AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che. te jJAna pragaTa thAya tyAre tenA paripAkarUpe AtmA samatAmaya bane che. kAraNa ke AtmA jevo jJAnasvarUpa che tevo samatAsvarUpa che. baMne guNo abheda bane che, tyAre jIva saccidAnaMda svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. - sunaMdAbena vorA che eka eka ja ja sa ja sa ma ma 45 Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya paM. muktivijayajI ma.sA. 338 46 * IbIcO IPDo elcII.J jinamUrti mauna bhagavAna che. T aSADha vada-7 : 23-7-2008, ravivAra. ApaNI pAse atyAre nathI tIrthaMkaro,nathI gaNadharo ke nathI pUrvadharo ! Aje ApaNI pAse be ja AdhAra che H jinamUrti ane jinAgama ! jinAgama bolatA tIrthaMkara che. jinamUrti mauna tIrthaMkara che. mUrti paNa bhagavAna che. 'vida nibhA'mAM sthApanA rUpe mUrti paNa bhagavAna che, ema bhASyamAM ApaNe bhaNyA ja chIe. AvA jinAgamono eka bhAga Avazyaka sUtro che. temAMnA eka sUtra [namunthuNaM] nI TIkA A lalita vistarA che. cha AvazyakomAM paheluM sAmAyika sAdhya che. sAmAyika dvArA samatA maLe. samatAnA AnaMdanI jhalaka vinA mokSanA AnaMdanI kalpanA zI rIte karI zakIzuM? sAmAyikanA pariNAma ghaNA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ durlabha che, paNa nirAza nahi thatA. ene lAvanArA bIjA pAMca cauvisattho Adi Avazyako che. AcArAMgano adhikArI koNa ? zIlAMkAcArya lakhe che ke jeNe Avazyaka sUtro sUtra - artha - tadubhayathI bhAvita karelA che, jeNe sUtronA joga karI lIdhA che te [ sAdhu ] Ano adhikArI che. te ja AnA rahasyo samajI zakaze. jeTalA rahasyamaya zAstro che te adhyAtmazAstromAM AcArAMga pradhAna che. karma sukha Ape to paNa vizvAsa karatA nahi. puNyanA bharose paNa rahevA jevuM nathI. karmo kyAre dago Ape te kahevAya nahi. sAdhanAnuM paNa abhimAna karavAnuM nathI. upazama zreNie caDelA zrutakevaLI paNa anaMtakALa mATe nigodamAM jaI zake che, gayA che. cAra jina [nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAvajina] mAM atyAre bhAvajina ja nathI. bAkInA traNanI barAbara ArAdhanA karIe to bhAvajina maLaze ja. - arthI eTale mAtra abhilASI nahi, tIvra abhilASI. roga maTADavAnI tIvra IcchA hoya tevA dardIno ja kesa vaida hAthamAM le. tema tIvra arthI ja ahIM adhikArI gaNAyo che. arthI te kahevAya je sAmethI zodhato Ave. ApaNe lAkhonA ToLA bhegA karIne temanI vacce javAnuM nathI. loko zodhatA Ave temAM arthipaNuM jaNAya. gaIkAle ja A vAta thavI joItI'tI paNa pAnuM palaTAI gayuM eTale vAta rahI gaI, paNa kAMI vAMdho nahi. emAM paNa sAruM ja haze. vadhu chaNAvaTa thavAnI haze ! A caityavaMdana jene acitya cintAmaNi lAge te sAco arthI che. haribhadrasUrijIne acijya cintAmaNi lAgeluM, ApaNane lAge che ? lAkho bhavonI aMdara ekaThA karelA karmothI AvelA dorbhAgya, durgati Adine UDAvI denAru A cetyavaMdana che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 47 Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvuM caityavaMdana hovA chatAM vidhi na jaLavAya to duSpayukta auSadhanI jema akalyANakara bane. eka ja caityavaMdana jo lAkho - karoDo bhavonA karmo UDAvI detuM hoya to tame [sAdhuo to dararoja 7-7 caityavaMdana karo cho. keTalA bhAgyazALI ? caityavaMdana vidhipUrvaka thAya che ? sAdhu sabhA = prayatna karIzuM. pUjyazrI H gocarI AvyA pachI "khAvAno prayatna karIzuM ema javAba Apo cho ? ahIM utkaMThA hoya, talasATa hoya to vilaMba thAya ja zI rIte ? davA vidhipUrvaka lo to Arogya maLe. avidhithI lo to hoya te paNa Arogya cAlyuM jAya. mATe ja vidhine ahIM mahattva ApyuM che. aMjAramAM yu.pI.deDhiyA DaoNkTara amArA paricita hatA. pUrvAvasthAmAM pharatI hospiTala [eTale ke moTara laIne nAnA gAmaDAmAM javAnuM calAvatA. eka vakhata temaNe potAno anubhava eka bhAIne kahyo : eka bhAIne kahyuM : divasamAM traNavAra paDIkAM levA. traNa divasa pachI roga na maTatAM pUchyuM, tyAre teNe jaNAvyuM H sAheba ! tame kahyuM tuM ne ke paDIkA levA ! meM paDIkA lIdhA, aMdaranI bhUkI pheMkI dIdhI ! caityavaMdanamAM ApaNe AvuM nathI karatA ne ? prabhunI bhakti karavAnuM bhAgya maLe kyAMthI ? devacandrajI kahe che tema anaMta puNya rAzi ekaThI thAya tyAre prabhu-bhakti karavAnuM mana thAya. * saMyamamAM nizcalatA Avaze to gurunA prasAdathI ja Avaze. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI ja Avaze. saMyama to lIdhuM paNa have AnaMda nathI Avato. jyAM mArA bhoga lAgyA ke dIkSA lIdhI ? AvuM vicAratA ho to sAvadhAna thaI 48 6 Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jajo. saMyamathI AnaMda vadhe ja; na vadhe to samajajo H vidhimAM bhUla thaI gaI che. garama pANIthI koDha thaI jAya che.' evI zaMkA eka kuSTagrasta sAdhvIjIne thayelI. AvuM nathI thatuM ne ? bahu moTuM vighna che A ! rAjanAMdagAMvamAM huM hato tyAre mArA ja nikaTanA mane kahetA : "zuM karazo tyAM dIkSA laIne ? sAdhuo to laDe che dAMDa-dAMDa... !'' huM kaheto : 'Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA' jagata AvuM che. saMsAramAM vighna Ave to koI sahAyatA karavA na Ave paNa saMyamamAM vighna nAkhavA badhA ja taiyAra ! avidhithI karo ke, vidhithI karAtA dharmAnuSThAno tame roko to teno pratyapAya khataranAka che. mATe ja vidhipUrvaka sUtra Apo. anadhikArIne na Apo. meM to zubha AzayathI ApyuM. teNe UMdhuM vetaryuM emAM huM zuM karuM ?'' ema bolIne tame chaTakI zako nahi. tamArI paNa javAbadArI che. adhikArIne ApavAthI ja bhagavAnanI AjJA ArAdhI kahevAze, bhagavAnane bahumAna ApyuM gaNAze, loka saMjJA choDI kahevAze, dharmAcAra sevyo gaNAze. A sivAya hitakara koI mArga nathI. loko kare tema karIe te na cAle. A to lokasaMjJA thaI. AnAthI mithyA paraMparA UbhI thaze. game tevo mANasa tamane kahe H tamArA gharamAM nidhAna che. to tame kAMI khodavA mAMDatA nathI, paNa je 'pitA ke dAdAno mitra hoya, vizvAsu hoya, te kahe to ja tame evo prayatna karo. amadAvAdamAM eke jarAka bhUla karI enuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne sosAyaTImAM rahevAnuM maLavuM muzkela banI gayuM. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : roDa para besavA karatAM [kAraNa ke tenAthI zAsananI niMdA thAya, je moTuM pApa che.] lIlotarI para besavuM sAruM ! savAso gAthAnA stavananA arthomAM padmavijayajIe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 49 Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lakhyuM H je Ama puruSo che, zraddheya che, enuM pratyeka vacana Agama che. A ja arthamAM haribhadrasUrijI, yazovijayajI jevA Agamika puruSonA vacano paNa Agama che ja, paNa mArAmATe [pU. kalApUrNasUrijI mATe to traNa covIzImAM pU. yazovijayajI, pU. AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI A traNanI] paNa Agama che. mane to moTI uMmare vadhu yAda nathI rahetuM eTale mArA mATe A ja AdhAra che, A ja Agama che. pU. devacandrajInA stavano to dravyAnuyoga ane bhaktino khajAno che. tame vidvAna vaktAo cho, lAkhone pahoMcADanArA cho, eTale tamArI pAse vAta karuM chuM. ghaNA kahe che : A vAcanAomAM bolavAnuM DevA do. zrama paDaze. paNa huM kahuM chuM : A zrama nathI. A ja zrama utAranAruM che. hamaNAM ja vAcanA pUrI thaze ne vAsakSepavALAonI lAIna lAgaze. vAsakSepa vageremAM samaya jAya tenA karatAM AmAM samaya jAya te vadhu sAruM che. vaLI, cintA zAnI ? dhyAna rAkhanAra bhagavAna beThA che. paM. jinasena vi. ma. : dravyAnuyoganI vicAraNA zI rIte karavI ? pUjyazrI H pUchayuM che to saMkSepamAM kahI dauM : zuddha Atmadravya eTale paramAtmA! ApaNA saMsArI jIvanuM azuddha dravya che, karmathI kharaDAyeluM che. prabhunuM AlaMbana laIzuM to ApaNuM Atmadravya paNa zuddha banaze. pU. devacandrajI kahe che : mArI zuddhatA nahi thAya tyAM sudhI tArI zuddhatAnuM AlaMbana huM mUkavAno nathI. "sakala siddhatA tAharI re, mAhare kAraNa rUpa." jagatasiMha zeThe 360 mANasone karoDapati banAvelA. je AvyA tene kroDapati banAvyA. bhagavAna ApaNane badhAne potAnA jevA, kroDapatithI paNa vadhu banAvavA mAMge che. zeThano paiso ocho thAya. ahIM prabhu pAse kazuM ochuM thatuM nathI. ra ja sa ja A ja A eka ja eka eka ja ? Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I.] Icle Ixele Ijo-bd leo IDeE 38 [elcIJ kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 STD aSADha vada-8 24-7-2000, somavAra. duniyAnuM thoDuMka jJAna meLavIne phUlaNajI banI janArA amArA jevAnI hAlata zuM thAta ? jo A jinAgamo amane na maLyA hota ? --A udgAro zrI haribhadrasUrijInA che. ApaNI buddhi kUpamaMDUka jevI che. kUvAno deDako kUdako mArIne kahe : zuM tamAro sAgara AnAthI paNa moTo che ? hoI ja na zake ! ApaNI AvI tuccha buddhi che ! chatAM Azcarya to juo ! tuccha buddhinuM paNa abhimAna keTaluM ? A abhimAna ja ApaNane jinAgama samajavA nathI detuM. svabuddhinA aMhakAranA tyAga vinA jinAgamo kadI samajAtA nathI. adhyAtma-tattvanA UMDA abhyAsI AnaMdaghanajIe paNa 9 mA 51 Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanA stavanamAM pUjAvidhi batAvI che, te ema batAve che ke - sAco adhyAtma - vettA kadI prabhu-pUjAnI upekSA karI zake nahi. upekSA kare te adhyAtmavettA hoI zake nahi. A adhyAtmanuM varNana 11mA stavanamAM AvyuM che, jemAM lakhe che : jyAM adhyAtma hoya che tyAM kAmanAo samApta thaI jAya te kevala niSkAmI re." kAmanAo samApta thAya to ja potAnA nAma ane rUpanuM prabhumAM visarjana thaI zake. to ja ahaMnuM aImAM vilopana thaI zake. - bhakti vinA jJAnanI saphaLatA nathI. mahAna vidvAna jaMbUvijayajI ma.; jemanuM nAma tame sAMbhaLyuM ja haze. AgamonA zreSTha saMpAdaka - saMzodhaka tarIke prasiddha che. paNa emano prabhu - prema to juo. 20 mALA gaNyA pahelA kadI paccakhANa pAratA nathI. bhakti yukta jJAna ja pravartaka jJAna banI zake. bhakti hIna jJAna to kevaLa ahaMkAra poSaka ane ahaMkAra pradarzaka ja kahevAya. badhA jIvo jAya, pachI ja huM mokSamAM jaIza. jagatanA badhA ja jIvonA pApo mArAmAM saMkrAnta thaI jAva.' buddhanI AvI karuNAnI vAtothI ja siddharSi aMjAI gayelA. temane thayuM haze ? "ApaNA bhagavAna to vItarAga che. ApaNane saMsAramAM rakhaDatA choDI pote mokSamAM cAlyA gayA. karuNA to kharekhara buddhanI ja !" A rIte vicArI - vicArIne 21 vakhata bauddha bhikSuka banavAnI IcchA dharAvanAra siddharSi gaNinuM mAthuM ThekANe lAvanAra A lalita vistarA che. A lalita vistarA atyAre vAcanAmAM cAle che. prazana : caityavaMdana saMpUrNa vidhipUrvaka sthAna, varNa, artha, AlaMbana Adi sAthenuM karanArA keTalA ? eTale apavAda mArge 50 * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avidhithI caityavaMdana thAya to zuM vAMdho che ? uttara H bhAI ! tame apavAda-utsarganA samyag jJAtA nathI. apavAda kone kahevAya ? game tene apavAda na kahevAya. mArge caDAve te apavAda kahevAya. unmArga poSe tene na kahevAya. A rIte to avidhinI ja paraMparA cAlaze. apavAda haMmezA adhika doSanI nivRtti mATe hoya che. jaMgalamAM muni jatA hoya ne te vakhate doSita vAparavuM paDe te apavAda che. kAraNa ke upavAsa to jhAjhA kheMcI zakAya nahi. pUrvanA sattvazALI mANase sevelo ane zubhanA anubaMdhavALo apavAda hovo joIe. game te pravRttine apavAda na kahI zakAya. ahitanI ke guru sUtrane bAdhA AvatI hoya, hita lAghavanI vicAraNA na hoya tene apavAda na kahevAya. Avo apavAda to bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA zAsananI apabhrAjanA karanAro che. kSudra sattvoe AcarelAne apavAda na kahevAya. nAnakaDA ghAsanA taNakhalA ke pAMdaDAne taratuM joIne, enA AlaMbane tame tarI zako nahi, tema AvA kSudra apavAdathI tame TakI zako nahi. - A zAsananuM tame gAMbhIrya vicAro. zAsananuM gAMbhIrya tame lokone paNa jaNAvo. A ja granthamAM AgaLa Avaze : abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa ke bodhi bhagavAna pAsethI ja maLaze, bIje kazethI nahi ja. A vAta barAbara samajAvaze. - - A granthamAM eka bAju vizeSaNo AvatA jaze. sAthe kumatonuM khaMDana paNa AvatuM jaze. anya darzananuM nirUpaNa ekAMgI haze, ahIM anekAnta haze. A moTo pharaka haze. bhagavAnanI karuNAne batAvanArA anya darzanIonA sAthe anya - jaina darzana eTaluM vizALa che ke duniyAnA sarva dharmo samAI jAya. eka RjusUtranayamAM bauddha darzanano samAveza thaI gayo. AthI ja jaina darzana rAjA che. sarva dharmono eka puruSa banAvIe to mastakanA sthAne jaina darzana che. bIjA badhA darzano kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * 53 Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hAtha-paga, peTa vagerenA sthAne che. nAstika darzana paNa peTanA sthAne che, ema AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che. jaina darzana vizALa sAgara che, jyAM sarva dharmonI nadIono samAveza che. jenadarzana mALA che, jemAM sarva dharmo maNakArUpe goThavAyelA che. paNa yAda rahe ? sAgaramAM nadI che, nadImAM sAgara nathI. mALAmAM maNakA che. maNakAmAM mALA nathI. jenA darzanamAM sarva dharmo che. sarva dharmomAM jaina darzana nathI. AvA syAdvAdamaya jaina - darzanane koNa parAsta karI zake ? kAzImAM eka vAdIne kAzIno koI vidvAna parAsta na karI zakyo tyAre ApaNA upA. zrI yazovijayajIe tene parAsta karelo. A jaina darzanano vijaya hato. puruSoe AcareluM apavAda tarIke na levAya. sattvazALIonuM AlaMbana levAnuM che. vajamunine calita karavA pelA deve alaga-alaga rUpa karI kevA prayatno karelA ? eka paNa doSa na lAgavA dIdho AthI prasanna thayelA deve temane AkAzagAminI tathA vaikriyalabdhinI vidyA ApelI. AvA sattvazALI puruSonuM AcaraNa pramANa gaNAya. evAonA AlaMbana levAya, zuddhasattvavALAonA nahi. - vajanA akSare hRdayanI takatI para eka paMkti lakhI rAkho, je huM vAraMvAra kahuM chuM ? "prabhu - pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA; aLagA aMga na sAjA re." je guphAmAM siMha hoya tyAM bIjA zuddha pANI AvI zake ? jyAM bhagavAna birAjamAna hoya tyAM mohAdi AvI zake ? bhagavAna mokSe gayA eTale emanA atizayo vagere paNa gayA, tema nahi mAnatA. emanI zaktio Aje paNa kAma kare che; nAmarUpe, tIrtharUpe. emanA zAsanathI ja to ApaNane ATaluM mAna maLe che. 54 * * * * * * Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dakSiNamAM joyuMH seMkaDo - hajAro mANaso dUra-dUrathI doDatA Ave. A kono prabhAva ? A pUjAtizaya bhagavAnano nahi to kono ? mAro ? bhagavAnano A prabhAva 21 hajAra varSa sudhI Avo ja rahevAno che. ahIM ja juone ! ATalA ThANA che, chatAM vastra, AhAra, vasati aMge koIne takalIpha paDI ? koIne paDI hoya to kahejo. A zAsanano prabhAva nahi ? 20 varSa pahelA ahIM cAturmAsamAM 240 sAdhvIjI hatA. koIne kAMI kahevuM na paDe, vastra vagereno Dhagalo svayameva thato jAya. AdhoI saMgha, je mukhya cAturmAsa karAvanAra hato, tene kAMI ja lAbha na maLyo. - tame jUTha na bolo to tamArA vacanamAM vacanasiddhinI labdhi pragaTa thaze. tame koIne pIDA thAya tevuM vartana mana - vacana - kAyAthI na karo to upazamanI labdhi pragaTa thaze. tame saMyamanuM suMdara pAlana karo eTale avanavI labdhio utpanna thaze. paNa sAMbhaLo. A labdhio tamArI che, ema nahi mAnatA, A bhagavAnano prabhAva che, ema mAnajo. loko kevI havA phelAve ? mane avadhijJAna thayuM che. evI vAta karNATaka - AMdhra - tAmilanADu Adi pradezomAM khUba ja phelAI. keTalAya phona Adi AvyA. huM kahuM chuM H AvuM kAMI thayuM nathI. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI = thayuM hoya to zI khabara? pUjyazrI : ApaNane thAya ke na thAya, lokone pahelA jJAna thaI jAya. eka dAkhalo batAvuM. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM meM caturthavrata lIdhuM eTale lokoe aphavA UDAvI : A akSayarAjajI to dIkSA levAno che. tyAre mArA manamAMya nhotuM. dIkSAnI koI vAta ja nhotI. saMyoga paNa na hatA. paNa be ja varSa pachI dIkSAnA bhAva jAgyA. huM te vakhate kaheto : "tamArI vAta sAcI paDo." ahIM paNa evuM ja thaze ne ? atyAre nahi to AvatA bhave. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * papa Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kyAreka to kevaLajJAna thaze ne ? ApaNane nahi thAya to kone thaze ? avadhijJAna nahi, anubhavajJAna thAya evI tamannA che, jene haribhadrasUrijIe saMsparza jJAna kahyuM che. avadhijJAnanI zuM vAta karo cho ? kevaLajJAnInA graMtho kaMThastha hoya to ApaNI pAse kevaLajJAna che. tame avadhijJAnanI kyAM mAMDo cho ? sakala kuzalavallI bolIe tyAre jagaciMtAmaNi, caityavaMdana nathI bolatA. zuM kAraNa ? pUjyazrI H jagaciMtAmaNino bhAva sakalakuzalavalI mAM AvI gayo. A ja kAraNa che. tame vicArazo eTale khyAla AvI jaze. akSaro, artha tarapha laI jAya, abhidhAna, abhidheya tarapha laI jAya. A niyama che. paNa tame to jagaciMtAmaNi. vagerenA akSaro eTalA jhaDapathI bolo cho ke akSaro ja pakaDAya nahi. pachI artha kyAMthI pakaDAya ? gocarImAM tame je je nAma gaNAvo te te vastu tamArA pAtrAmAM AvI jAya ke nahi ? nAma-nAmIno saMbaMdha samajAya che ? ahIM jagaciMtAmaNi, bolatAM tevA prakAranA bhagavAna ApaNA mAnasapaTamAM kema na Ave ? ciMtAmaNi to jaDa che. bhagavAna parama cetanyarUpa che. A moTo pharaka che. AvA ciMtAmaNi pAse zuM mAMgazo ? "sakala pratyakSapaNe tribhuvana-guru, jANuM tuja guNagrAmajI; bIjuM kAMI na mAMgu svAmI ! ehi ja che muja kAmajI..." pU. devacandrajI mahArAjanI A prArthanAmAM zuM bAkI rahyuM ? kevaLajJAna sudhInuM AvI gayuM. A badhuM samajIne jo tame jagaciMtAmaNi bolazo tyAre apUrva bhAvollAsa vadhaze. bhagavAna jagannAha - jagatanA nAtha che, tema jagatanA guru Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa che. jagatanA rakSaka paNa che. (jaga-rakSaNa) durgati durbhAvathI thAya che. bhagavAna durbhAvone rokIne ApaNane durgatithI bacAve che. A rIte bhagavAna jagatanA bAMdhava che. bhagavAna TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcADanAra sArthavAha che - satthavAha ! - bhagavAnanA saMghamAM ekavAra tame joDAI jAva. mokSa sudhInI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI ! pUjyazrInuM vAtsalya ane vacana labdhi A vAta che; I.sa. 1985nI. ekavAra koI gRhasthane tyAM jUnA pustako kADhavA mUkelA. temAM tattvajJAna pravezikA para najara gaI. be traNa pAnA vAMcyAM ane jANe koI navuM rahasya maLyuM hoya tevo bhAva thayo. upara-nIcenA pAnA phATI gayelA eTale samajAyuM nahi ke koNe racanA karI che. tapAsa karatAM khabara maLyA ke pU. AcAryazrInuM A tattvadohana (kRti) che. manamAM thayuM ke A tattvadohana to jaina mAtrane prApta karAvavA jevuM che. tyAM vaLI kacchanI tIrtha yAtrAe javAnuM thayuM. sAMje mAMDavI pahocyA. khabara maLyA ke AcAryazrI padhAryA che. sAMja paDI hatI. tethI tapAsa karI to koI bhAIe kahyuM ke sAMja paDI che. pUjyazrI have maLaze nahIM. meM kahyuM ke pUcho koI bahena amadAvAdathI AvyA che. ane tattvajJAna pravezikA viSe vAta karavI che. koI puNyodaya haze, ghaNA jIvonA sadbhAgya joDAyelA haze ! ane pUjyazrI bahAranI osarImAM AvyA. ame traNa baheno hatA. AdarapUrvaka vaMdana karI beThA ane pUchyuM. sAhebajI, tattvajJAnapravezikA paradeza laI javI che ane jijJAsuo sudhI tenuM rahasya pahoMcADavuM che. Apa kaMI bodha Apo. pUjyazrIe eka pAThanuM rahasya samajAvyuM. paNa camatkRti e thaI ke e pustaka ekavAra vAMcyuM ane prathama ja vAra emAMnA rahasyo samajAtA gayA. A pUjyazrInI vacana labdhi ja hatI. pachI to 500 pustikAo maMgAvI. AphrikA, laMDana ane amerikA sudhI pahoMcI. lagabhaga be hajAra jevA jijJAsuomAM abhyAsa thayo. - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 57 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustako potAne yogya vAcakonI pratIkSA karatA pustakAlayamAM beThA che. aSADha vada-9 25-7-2000, maMgaLavAra * guNo Adi mATe puruSArtha karavA chatAM te gauNa che, bhagavAnanI kRpA ja mukhya che. bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja te te guNo Ave che. deva ane gurunI kRpA bhaktine AdhIna che. gurunI IcchA na hovA chatAM ziSya bhakti dvArA temanI kRpA meLavI zake che. ekalavya AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. droNAcAryanI kyAM IcchA hatI ? chatAM ekalavya arjunathI paNa caDIyAto bANAvaLI banI ja gayone ? pAMdaDAmAM A chidro koNe karyA ? bhasatA kUtarAne koNe zAnta karyo ?" A kAma ekalavyanuM che e jANIne droNane bhAre Azcarya thayeluM. "droNa gurunI kRpAthI ja huM A zIkhyo chuM.'' -evo javAba sAMbhaLIne to droNanA AzcaryanI avadhi nA rahI. 58 ka ja je ja eka eka ja ka ka ka ka * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka ka pha Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A hakIkata ApaNe jANIe chIe. gurunI tame sevA karatA raho. guru kadAca alpajJAnI haze to paNa tame temanAthI paNa adhika jJAna meLavI zakazo. gautamasvAmInA 50 hajAra ziSyo AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. gautamasvAmI pAse kyAM kevaLajJAna hatuM ? chatAM pa0 hajAra ziSyo pAmI ja gayA ne ? gurunA vinayathI AveluM jJAna abhimAna pedA nathI karatuM. je jJAnathI abhimAna thAya tene jJAna kahevAya ja zI rIte ? - lalita vistarA grantha mATenI pAtratAnA traNa guNo khAsa yAda rAkhajo. e ja eno pAyo che. pAyAmAM e guNo nahi hoya to lalitavistarAnuM zravaNa tamAro uddhAra nahi karI zake. saMsAra rasIo jIva dharma karI zake nahi. kadAca kare to potAnA bhautika manoratho pUrNa karavA ja karaze. bhale e zaMkhezvara jAya, mahuDI jAya ke ahIM Ave, paNa manamAM saMsAra beTho haze. AvA jIvone bhavAbhinaMdI kahyA che. AvA jIvo dharma mATe apAtra jenA karma kSINa thaI gayA hoya, jenA hRdayamAM zuddha Azaya hoya, jeno saMsAra pratyeno rAga maMda paDI gayo hoya, tevA jIvo ja AnA zravaNa mATe yogya che. bhAre karmI, malinAzayI, saMsAra rasika jIvo to A mATe bilakula anadhikArI che. AvA apAtra jIvo bhagavanAnanI zuddha dezanA sAMbhaLI ja na zake. zuddha dharmadezanA eTale siMhanAda ! e sAMbhaLatAM ja haraNIyA jevA saMsAranA rasIyA jIvo to dhrujI ja UThe ! AvA loko vidhinI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja camakI UThe. dharma karavo ja choDI de. Ama karavuM, Ama na karavuM, Ama bolavuM, Ama na bolavuM, Ama besavuM, Ama na besavuM, A badhuM zuM vaLI ? ApaNuM AmAM kAma nahi. bhavAbhinaMdIne tame vidhi samajAvavA beso to upara mujaba kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 59 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicArIne je karatA hoya te dharma paNa choDI de. yogya jIvo pAse yogya pustaka Adi ke yogya pravacana Adi maLatAM nAcI UThe ! - jJAna bhaMDAramAM rahelA pustako nakAmA nathI ja. ene yogya koI ne koI jIva A vizvamAM che ja. yogya kALe e AvI ja pahoMcaze. pustako potAne yogya vAcakonI pratIkSA karatA aMdara beThelA che. ja apAtrane zAstra zravaNa karAvavuM eTale caDatA tAve davA ApavI ! e rIte davA Apo to urdu vadhu nukazAna thAya ! jenI buddhi zAMta banI nathI, je satata ukaLATa ane vihaLatAmAM jIvI rahyo che, enI pAse AvI vAto karavI nakAmI che. AvA mANasonI pAse bhagavAnanI kRpA ke karuNAnI vAto karazuM toya ulTo artha karaze : beThA che ne bhagavAna ! karaze e badhuM ! bhagavAna karuNAnA sAgara che ! pote niSkriya thaIne besI jaze. e mATe bhagavAnanI kRpAne AgaLa dharaze ! ne bhagavAnanI karuNAnI vAta karavAno bhagavAnanA bhakta sivAya bIjAne adhikAra nathI. prabhu - bhakta bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM jaI nisIhipUrvaka sAMsArika sarva - pravRttiono tyAga karIne traNa pradakSiNA ApIne, bhUmi traNavAra puMjIne bhagavAnane gaLabhAve name ! bhaktino prakarSa evo vadhe ke hRdayamAM bhaktino sAgara uchaLe. candrane joIne sAgara uchaLe tema prabhune joI bhaktanuM hRdaya uchaLe !! "jina guNa candra kiraNazuM UmaTyo, sahaja samudra athAga; mere prabhuzuM pragaTyo pUraNa rAga' -upA. yazovijayajI. bhaktinA atizayathI evo vega Ave ke AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu Ave! [paNa jojo, thUka lagADIne ke bIjI koI rIte AMsu lAvavAno dekhADo nahi karatA.] AkhuM zarIra romAMcita thaI UThe. sADA traNa kroDa romarAjI bhagavAnanA nAmathI khaDA thaI jAya : Aje bhagavAnanI bhakti 60. ra ra ra ra ra ra rAka ja ja eka ra ka ra : Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karavAno avasara maLyo che. emanA caraNomAM evAnuM bhAgya maLyuM che. kevI durlabha che A bhagavAnanA caraNonI sevA ? mArA jevA rAMkane A maLI gaI? mArA bhAgyanA zA varNana karavA ? keTalAya bhavonA prazya ekaThA thayA haze tyAre AvA bhagavAna maLyA che. mAno ke na mAno : pUrvanA anekabhavonI kamANI rUpe ja Avo bhava ane AvA bhagavAna maLyA che. e nakkI vAta che. AvA bhavanI eka paNa kSaNa veDaphatA nahi. "samartha royala nA panIra sUtra sadA yAda rAkhajo. cintAmaNi, kalpavRkSa, Indratva, cakritva ke bIjuM kAMI paNa maLavuM saheluM che, paNa prabhunI sevA maLavI muzkela che. saMsAra eTale bhayaMkara sAgara ! jemAM mithyAtvanuM pANI bhareluM che. aneka kadAgrahonA magaramaccha vagere jalacara jIvo che. AvA A saMsAramAM bhagavAna maLe kyAMthI ? AvA durlabha mAnava-bhavanuM jIvana paNa keTaluM caMcaLa che ? kSaNavAra pahelA khulI AMkha kSaNa pachI baMdha paNa thaI jAya ! kone khabara ? madrAsamAM ame jotA : keTalAya bicArA hArTa AdinA oparezana mATe AvatA. nAnA bALakane paNa hArTanA oparezana ! emAM paNa jIvana - maraNa vacce jholA khAtA mANaso ! joIne AyuSyanI anityatA yAda Ave. | mArI rojanI Adata : vAparatAM pahelA derAsaramAM jaI catyavaMdana karavAnI ! e pahelA huM varasIdAnanA varaghoDAmAM gayo. [bhUjavi.saM.2046] mane kyAM khabara hatI : have huM derAsaramAM nahi, hospiTalamAM hoIza ? hajAro mANaso hatA, paNa koIne nahi, mane ja gAyanA kAraNe dhakko lAgyo. phrencara thayuM. goLo tUTyo. huM hospITalamAM dAkhala thayo. yAda rahe : A kSaNa ApaNA hAthamAM che. AvanArI kSaNa hAthamAM nathI ! jeTaluM thayuM teTaluM ApaNuM ! mATe ja karavAnuM jaldI karI lo. madrAsamAM paNa javA jevI hAlata thaI gayelI. evI sthitimAMthI bacAvanAra bhagavAna che. ema huM to mAnuM chuM. bhagavAnamAM huM mAtAnuM svarUpa jouM chuM. e potAnA bALakane zI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 61 Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rIte duHkhI banavA de? bhagavAna potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa bhaktane ja batAve. bhakta sivAya bhagavAna ane bhaktinI vAta bIjAne samajAya ja nahi ene to ghelachA ke gAMDAI ja lAge. bhaktane samajavA bhakta thavuM paDe. jJAnIne samajavA jJAnI thavuM paDe. bhaktanI UMcAIe pahoMcyA pachI ja bhaktinI vAta samajAya. bhaktanA hRdayamAM bhagavAna Ave che. e vAta tamane na samajAya. mAtra bakavAsa lAge. paNa bhakta mATe A sIdhI - sAdI vAta che : citta ArIsA jevuM nirmaLa banyuM eTale bhagavAna cittamAM pratibiMbita thayA ja. emAM navAI zI ? abhakta hRdayane A vAta nahi samajAya. buddhi ane zraddhA buddhi dAkhalA dalIlo karI saMdharSa ubho kare che. zraddhAvaDe AtmA paramAtmAmAM DUbakI mAre che, tyAre samAdhi meLave che. buddhie nirNaya kareluM jJAna kathaMcit vyavahAramAM sAcuM hoI zake. AtmajJAna vaDe pragaTa thatuM jJAna sarvadA sAcuM hoya che. tene dAkhalA dalIlovaDe ke koI leboreTarImAM cakAsaNI karavAnI agatyatA rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke e sarvazanA strotamAMthI pragaTa thayeluM che. anubhava-jJAna ghaNA zAstronA pAraMgata paMDitone je anubhave jJAna nathI hotuM te sAcA bhaktamAM hoya che. kAraNa ke anubhava jJAnamAM kevaLa buddhi praveza karavA asamartha che. paramAtmamaya banelI buddhi jene prajJA kahIe chIe te anubhava jJAna bane che. e prajJAvaDe AtmA jaNAya che. Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cellent jo zakti mujane maLe, ApuM saune sukha kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 S aSADha vada-10 sAta covIzI dharmazALA, 26-7-2000, budhavAra sAmudAyika 'azciMta pada' jApa pU.hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : 19 zrI pUjya AcArya vijayakalApUrNasUrijI barAbara samaya para padhArI cUkyA che. maMtra-grahaNano samaya thaI gayo che. calo, sau sAthe bolIe : jo zakti mujane maLe, ApuM saune sukha; karmanA baMdhana TALIne, kApuM sahunA duHkha....1. mujane duHkha Ape bhale, to paNa khamuM tAsa; sukha pIrasavA sarvane, che mAro abhilASa...2. jaganA prANI mAtrane, vhAlA che nija prANa; 63 Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe mana AzIrvAda mujane maLo, bhavobhava e muja bhAva ; trasa sthAvara jIvo badhA, duHkhIyA ko vi thAva....4. bhavobhava e muja bhAvanA, jo muja dhAryuM thAya; to zrI jinazAsana viSe, sthApuM jIva badhAya....pa. [pUjyazrInA vaMdana pachI AtmarakSA maMtra] pUjyazrI taraphathI saune traNavAra navakAra apAyo. - 64 vaca- kAyathI, sadA karuM tasa trANa....3. pU. jinacandrasAgarasUrijI dvArA 'namo arihaMtANaM' 108 vAra bolAvAyuM. pU. munizrI dhurgaMdharavijayajI ma. H samavasaraNamAM aSTa prAtihArya yukta bhagavAna beThA che, evA bhAvapUrvaka sau eka kalAka sudhI 'namo arihaMtANaM' no jApa kare. pU. paMnyAsa zrI kIrticaMdravijayajI mahArAja dvArA ApazrIjInA saMpAdita pustako 'kahe, kalApUrNasUri" ane "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie'' baMnne maLyA che. baMne pustakomAM vAcanAono suMdara saMgraha karela che. kharekhara ! anubhavanI khANI evI sUri ''kalApUrNa' nI vANI che. bhaktiyoga- paramAtmA pratyenI ananya zraddhAnA pratIko pustakamAM Thera-Thera nihALavA maLe che. pUjya AcAryadevezazrIjIe ucca prakAranI sAdhanA jIvanamAM AtmasAt karela che. Apa pUjyoe paNa pUjyazrInI vANIne aneka bhAviko sudhI pahoMcADavA pustaka dvArA suMdara prayAsa karela che. -sAdhvI zrI caMdanabAlAzrI amadAvAda # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zoka, dInatA vagerenA kAraNe ghaNIvAra AMsu paSlA che. bhaktinA kAraNe kyAreya AMsu paDyA che ? aSADha vada-10 2 6-7-2000, budhavAra jinAgamanuM koI paNa sUtra anaMta arthathI bhareluM hoya. vAta magajamAM nathI besatI. barAbara ? ghaNAne nathI besatI. paMjAbamAM vyAkhyAna ApI rahelA samayasuMdarajInI A vAtamAM tyAMnA zrotAone vizvAsa na beTho tyAre temaNe bIje divase eka ja vAkyanA ATha lAkha artho karI batAvyA. Aje paNa e grantha [aSTalakSI] vidyamAna che. rAnIno te saudarya... !' A vAkyanA e granthamAM ATha lAkha artha che. sAmAnya vAkyanA paNa ATha lAkha artha thAya to bhagavAnanI vANInA anaMta artha kema na thaI zake. gaMbhIra arthothI bharelA AvA jinAgamo maLatAM keTalo AnaMda thavo joIe ? 'namaskAra - svAdhyAya' nAmanA che je eka ja ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka 65 Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustakamAM "namo arihaMtANaM' nA 108 artha karelA che. vAMcI jojo. caityavaMdana sAta vAra roja karIe ja chIe, paNa ahIM lakhelA bhAvo hRdayamAM jAge che ? huM kahuM chuM : mane AvA bhAvo nathI jAgatA. zrI haribhadrasUrijI ajaina kuLamAM janmelA hatA chatAM emane AvA bhAvo thatA hatA. AthI ja emaNe lakhyuM : caityavaMdana karatAM AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu na paDe to samajajo : haju mArI bhakti adhUrI che. zoka, dInatA vagerenA kAraNe ghaNIvAra AMsu paDelA che. bhaktinA kAraNe kyAreya AMsu paDyA che ? bhagavAna pratye gADha prema hoya to ja AvuM banI zake. haribhadrasUrijIne dIkSA levI nhotI, chatAM levAI gaI. gurue yogyatA joI temane dIkSA ApI. chatAM temane prabhu pratye apUrva prIti jAge ane ApaNe prabhu-premathI lAkho jojana dUra hoIe, e kevuM ? mana prasanna na hoya tyAre maherabAnI karI maMdire nahi jatA. nahi to guru samakSa jema tema bolI nAkho cho, tema kyAreka bhagavAna samakSa paNa bolI nAkhazo. prasanna citta vinA prabhu-bhakti nahi thAya. sAthe sAthe e paNa samajI lo : prabhu bhakti vinA citta-prasannatA paNa nahi maLe. prazna thaze : citta prasanna hoya to bhakti thaI zake ke bhakti karIe to citta prasanna bane ? banne paraspara sApekSa che. sAmAnya rIte citta prasanna hoya tyAre ja prabhu-bhakti karavAthI citta vizeSa prasanna bane che. atyaMta kaluSita mana prabhu-bhaktimAM ekAkAra nathI banatuM. gRhastho mATe eTale ja dravyapUjA jarUrI che. aneka AraMbha samAraMbha dhaMdhA-dhApAthI citta vyagra baneluM hoya. dravya pUjA karatAM karatAM mana kaMIka nirmaLa bane. pachI caityavaMdanamAM mana lAge. AthI ja AnaMdaghanajIe 9 mA stavanamAM dravya-pUjAnI vAta karI haze ne ? caityavaMdana karatAM svAdhyAya bagaDe che, ema kadI nahi mAnatA. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 66 Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svAdhyAya dvArA Akhare A ja karavAnuM che. samaya bagaDato nathI, paNa saphaLa thAya che, ema mAnajo. caityavaMdana karatI vakhate anya sarva kartavyano tyAga joIe. gRhasthoe dhaMdhA AdinA vicAro nahi karavAnA. sAdhuoe vasati vagerenA vicAro nahi karavAnA. mana saMpUrNa bhagavAnamAM lIna joIe. - zrI haribhadrasUrijI lakhe che : "ra 4 3taH paraM kRtyanati " AnAthI cityavaMdanathI] caDe tevuM bIjuM koI kArya vizvamAM nathI. gRhasthone pradhAnamaMtrInI sITa maLI jAya to keTalA rAjI thAya ? ethI paNa vadhu AnaMda ahIM thavo joIe. sattAnA siMhAsana para besavAnA AnaMda karatAM prabhu-caraNamAM besavAno AnaMda caDIyAto che. AthI ja bhakta, cakravartI thavAnuM nahi Icche, paNa prabhu - sevaka thavAnuM Icchaze. saMsAranI sevA ghaNI karI. have prabhunI sevA karavAnI che. hamaNA ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA badhAja karmacArIo [pUjArIo vagere AvelA tyAre meM kaheluM : koI moTA zeThIyAone paNa na maLe evuM mahattvanuM kArya [AjIvikA mATeno dhaMdho tamane maLyuM che. mahApuNyodaya mAnIne A prabhu-pUjA AdinA kAryo karajo. temaNe kaheluMH gurudeva ! have ame AvuM hiDatALa para utaravAnuM kadI nahi karIe. * koI bhavamAM sAtha na choDe evA mitra, dosta, baMdhu ke sagA bhagavAnane choDIne anya koI che ? mATe ja AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : RSabha jinezvara prItama mAharo re, ora na cAhuM re kaMta." ahIM cetanA ja potAnA cetanane kahe che : have to basa mArA eka ja pati che : paramAtmA ! mane have bIjA koI kaMta na joIe. kAraNa ke A paramAtmAno ja sAtha evo che ke je kadI chUTe nahi. Avo prema jAge to bhakti jAgyA vinA na rahe. badhAnuM mULa prabhu-prema che. prItiyogano vikAsa ja bhaktiyoga che. teno vikAsa vacana ane teno vikAsa asaMga yoga che. bhakti, ja ja rAka ja mada ja jA ja ra ja sa ma ja 67 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vacana ane asaMgamAM prema nathI, evuM nahi mAnatA. kramazaH prema tyAM vadhato ja jAya che. bhagavAna jevo prema bIje kyAMya na hoya te prItiyoga che. dhana, zarIra, makAna, kIrti, ziSya Adi sarva padArthothI caDI jAya tevo prema prabhu pratye joIe. jo bIje prema haze to bhagavAna nahi Ave. bhagavAna kadAca vicAratA haze : bhaktane haju bhaTakavuM che. bhaTakavA do. thAkIne Ave tyAre vAta ! ApaNe banne bAju prema rAkhIe chIe. dUdha ane dahIMmAM, saMsAramAM ne bhagavAnamAM prema rAkhIe chIe. A rIte bhagavAna na maLe. huM ATaluM kahuM chuM chatAM tamane prabhu-prema pragaTato na hoya to javAbadArI mArI nahi. na kahuM to javAbadArI mArI, paNa kahyA pachI paNa tamArAmAM parivartana na Ave to huM zuM karI zakuM? jamAligozALA mATe bhagavAna paNa zuM karI zakyA hatA ? amArA phalodImAM vIMchI ghaNA ! emAMya amAruM ghara eTale vIMchIonuM ja ghara ! roja mArA pitAjI DolamAM 10-15 vIMchI ekaThA karIne jaMgalamAM mUkI Ave. eka vakhata baniyana utArIne huM spaMDila gayelo. jaIne AvyA pachI baniyana paheryuM ke mane kAMTA jevuM lAgyuM. joyuM to moTo vIMchI ! saMbhALIne bahAra mUkyo. 29 varSamAM mane kadI vIMchI karaDyo nathI. A jIvadayAno prabhAva che. ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa jIvonI dayAthI bhareluM hoya to koNa zuM karI zake ? mArI ATalI vAta to mAno : caityavaMdana to zAntithI karo. huM ghaNAne pUchuM: cetyavaMdanamAM keTalo samaya kADhyo ? mAtra 10-15 miniTa ? ADI-avaLI pravRttimAM to ApaNo ghaNo samaya jAya che, paNa caityavaMdana jevI mahattvanI cIja mATe ApaNane samaya nathI ! kharekhara to caityavaMdana ApaNane mahattvanuM nahi lAgatuM hoya. kadAca ema hoya ? jIMdagI ghaNI lAMbI lAgatI haze. mArA jevA vRddha mATe jarUrI haze, tamane - yuvAnone jarUrI nahi lAgatuM 68 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya ! athavA to svarga ke mokSa nizcita haze ! nahi to ATalo pramAda zAno hoya ? hasavAnI jarUra nathI. tame badhA vicAro cho H mahArAja bIjAne kahe che, mane nahi. "mane ja kahe che" evuM lAge tyAre ja parivartana zakya bane. | nAnA hatA tyAre mAtAne keTalI takalIpha ApelI ? ramavAmAM evA mazagula rahetA ke jamavA jAya je bIjA. mA parANe ghasaDI lAvatI ne jamADatI te yAda che ne ? zrI haribhadrasUrijI ahIM mA banIne Ave che, ne kahe che : bALako ! samajo. ghaNuM ramyA. have mahattvanuM kArya karI lo. AnAthI vadhu mahattvanuM bIjuM koI kArya nathI. "ra vAgata para nRtyamati " - cetyavaMdanane, bhaktine gauNa karIne dhyAna, kAussagna karI juo. ne bhaktine mukhya karIne dhyAna kAussagna karI juo. baMnemAM pharaka haze. bhakti vinA dhyAna kAussagna saphaLa na ja bane. dhyAna konuM karavAnuM ? kAussagna kono karavAno ? logassa [cauvisatyo mAM bhakti ja che ne ? samyaka sAmAyika bhakti svarUpa che. cAritra sAmAyika dhyAna svarUpa che. guru, zAstra, bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanA upadeza vagere vinA sIdhuM ja sAmAyika maLI jatuM hota to bAkInA pAMca Avazyako bhagavAne batAvyA ja na hota. sAmAyika prAptavya che, e kharuM, paNa e maLaze bhagavAna ane gurunI bhakti dvArA ja. "mane bhakti dvArA ja maLyuM che. tamane paNa e dvArA ja maLaze." ema bhagavAna svayaM jIvana dvArA kahe che. bhagavAne pote pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM bhakti dvArA ja meLavyuM dhUmadhAmathI ke bhASaNabAjIthI tIrtha nahi Take, sAmAyikabhAvathI Takaze. moharAjA tamArA moTA dAMDAthI nahi Dare, tamArI aMdara thayelA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 69 Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmAnA saMsparzathI Daraze, e barAbara vicArajo. - have to haribhadrasUrijInI vAta mAnazone ? "A caityavaMdanathI adhika koI zreSTha kRtya nathI." e vAta svIkArazone ? derAsaramAM tamArI AMkhone bhagavAnanI AMkhomAM joDI do. tamAruM mana pratimAmAM joDI do. AMkho prabhunI AMkhomAM joDAze to tAraka thAna thaze. pratimAmAM mana joDAze to rUpastha thAna thaze. mATe ja ahIM lakhyuM : "bhuvanapura vinizitanayanamAnasaH " 4 caityavaMdana vakhate sUtro akhkhalita Adi guNopUrvaka bolavAnA che. tenA arthonuM anusmaraNa paNa tyAre thavuM joIe. ahIM anusmaraNa eTalA mATe lakhyuM ke bolatAM-bolatAM pAchaLapAchaLa bhagavAnanuM tevuM-tevuM svarUpa yAda AvatuM jAya. anu eTale pAchaLa. ATha saMpadA [vizrAma sthAna] pUrvaka namutthaNe bolavAnuM che. namutthaNamAM 32 AlAvA che. anya AcAryo "viyaramA' sahita 33 AlAvA mAne che. A bhaktiyoga che. bhaktiyoga vinA badhuM zuSka ane niSphaLa che. bhakti eTale samyagadarzana. samyagdarzana vinA jJAna ane cAritra vagere vyartha che, e to jANo cho ne ? jo samyagdarzana pedA na thayuM to ApaNAmAM ne abhavyamAM koI bahu pharaka nathI. bAkI A sthAne to abhavyanI jema ApaNe paNa anaMtIvAra AvI gayA chIe, paNa bIja nhotuM paDyuM mATe badhA prayatno nakAmA gayA. samakita bIja che. A to tamane maLeluM ja che. gRhasthapaNAmAM ja maLeluM che. huM to mAtra yAda karAvuM chuM : bhUlAI gayuM nathI ne ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' nuM bahumUlya najarANuM hamaNAM ja hAthamAM AvyuM. - pUjyazrInI A vAcanA-prasAdI aneka AtmAone sulabha karI ApavAnA tame AdarelA samyapha prayAsa badala tamane khUba khUba dhanyavAda.... -AcArya vijayaratnasuMdarasUri # # # # # # # # # Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhaktino atizaya pragaTAvavo hoya to lalitavistarA eka vAra jarUra vAMcajo. aSADha vada-11 27-7-2008, guruvAra [sAmUhika vAcanA. sarva samudAyanA pUjyonuM Agamana] - abhimAnI IndrabhUti gautamanA abhimAnanuM jhera harI laIne temanAmAM vinayanuM amRta bharanAra bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI karuNAzaktinuM zuM varNana karavuM ? 5 IndrabhUtinI sAthe temanA 500 ziSyo paNa sAthe ja dIkSita banI gayA. temano potAnA guru pratye samarpita bhAva kevo haze ? paramAtma guNagAna maMgalarUpa che. e guNa-gAnamAM upasargo dUra karavAnI ane cittane prasanna banAvavAnI zakti che. - prIti Adi cAreya anuSThAnamAM uttarottara prabhu-prema balavattara thayelo jaNAze. prema vadhato jaze tema tema prIti ja bhaktimAM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 jai jai zaiH sUTa ka sUTa # phyUTa 71 Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ badalAI jaze. bhakti ja AjJA-pAlanamAM parivartita thaze ne AjJApAlana [vacana] ja asaMgamAM rUpAMtara pAmaze. asaMgayoga prabhu-premanI parAkASThA che. kAraNa ke tyAM prabhu sAthe ekatA thaI gaI che. prabhu pratyenA bahumAnathI ja IndrabhUti Adi gaNadharo prabhu pAsethI meLavI zakyA hatA. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijIH upAdAna kAraNa paNa taiyAra joIe ne ? pUjyazrI : upAdAna kAraNane paNa taiyAra karanAra prabhu che. IndrabhUti upAdAna rUpe vidyamAna hatA ja. bhagavAna na maLyA tyAM sudhI temanuM upAdAna kema taiyAra na thayuM ? mATI paDI che. kuMbhAra vinA ja kema ghaDo banI jato nathI ? ApaNe moDhethI zaraNAgati bolIe chIe, paNa badhuM ApaNI pAse rAkhIne. mana - vacana - kAyA ja nahi, AtmAnuM paNa prabhune samarpaNa karavAnuM che. tame badhuM prabhune soMpI juo. zuM maLe che ? te juo. IndrabhUtie e karI joyuM ne pAmI gayA. Agamika dRSTie dhyAnanA bhedo batAvanAra dhyAna-vicAra uttama grantha che, jemAM badhA dhyAnanA bhedo AvI gayA. divasamAM sAtavAra caityavaMdana ane 4 vAra svAdhyAya prakRSTa dhyAnayoga che. caityavaMdanathI bhakti ane svAdhyAyathI sthiratA maLe. banne maLIne prabhu sAthe joDI Ape. AvuM hovA chatAM emAM ullAsa na jAge tenuM kAraNa mithyAtva mohanIya che. moharAjA zAno Icche ke koI jIva pAmI jAya ? 2 bhaktino atizaya pragaTAvavo hoya to lalitavistarA ekavAra jarUra vAMcajo. huM mArA anubhavathI kahuM chuM. enA dvArA vizvAsa thaze ? bhagavAnanI zakti kArya karI 7ii che. udAra-dhanavAna dAna Apato rahe che, tema arihaMto potAnA guNonuM dAna satata karatA ja rahe che. teo ja siddho, AcAryo, 72 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAdhyAyo ane sAdhuo taiyAra karatA rahe che. bhakti yogano vikAsa thaze to ja bIjA guNo AvI zakaze. enA vinA ekeya guNa nahi Ave. have zakya hoya to sAmudAyika vyAkhyAnamAM AgalA ravivAre prabhu-bhakti, pachInA ravivAre gurubhakti ane pachI saMgha-bhakti para vyAkhyAna rAkhajo. [A pramANe ja sAmudAyika vyAkhyAno rahyA hatA.-saM.] koIpaNa anuSThAnanI saphaLatAno AdhAra prabhu-prema che. bhagavAnanI prIti niSkAma joIe, AnaMdaghanajInA zabdomAM kahIe to nirupAdhika joIe. bhagavAnano prema jema jema vadhato jAya, tema tema ApaNe tevA banatA jaIe. "uttama saMge re, uttamatA vadhe." pU.A.zrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI = jJAna karatAM bhaktiyoga caDe ? pUjyazrI H bhakita vinA jJAna ahaMkAra karaze. sAruM vyAkhyAna ApyuM, sArI stuti bolyA ke kAMIpaNa sAruM karyuM te abhimAnanuM kAraNa banI jaze. jJAnanI nA nathI paNa sarakhAmaNImAM bhakti pahelA. koInuM paNa varNana cAlatuM hoya tyAre bIjuM gauNa samajavuM. paNa eno artha e nathI ke enI taddana upekSA karavI. pU.A.zrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI H bhagavAnanI sarvajJatAe ja IndrabhUtine AkarSita karelAne ? pUjyazrI H enI nA nathI, paNa bhagavAnamAM rahelA bIjA guNo, guNo para jAgelo prema, e paNa kAraNa kharUMne ? - bhagavAna cAra rUpe che; nAma-sthApanAdi rUpe. upAsanA karIne, bhAvarUpe hRdayamAM bhagavAnane pragaTAvavAnA che. zrI jJAnavimalasUrijI kahe che : nAme tuM jagamAM rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravya bhavamAMhi vase, paNa na kale kimaNI, bhAvapaNe savi eka jina, tribhuvanameM trikAle," - ApaNe mAnIe chIe ke bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA, paNa A kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 73 Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahApuruSa ApaNane sAttvanA ApatAM kahe che : bhagavAna nAmAdirUpe ahIM ja che. cintA zuM karo cho ? tapAgacchanA Adya mahAtmA AcArya zrI jagaccandrasUrijInA ziSya zAsanane samarpita AcArya zrI devendrasUrijI paNa sva-racita caityavaMdana bhASyamAM kahe che : "nAma ni ninAma" pU. A. zrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : samavasaraNamAM dezanA Ape tyAre ja bhAva bhagavAna kahevAya ? pUjyazrI H evaMbhUta nayanI apekSAe A vAta che. bAkI ApaNe to cyavanathI ja prabhune prabhurUpe mAnIe ja chIene ? cyavanathI ja zA mATe ? tIrthakara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA pahelA paNa temane bhagavAna mAnI zakAya. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI mUrti gaI covIzImAM ghaDAyelI. AvatI covIzImAM thanAra padmanAbha ane amamasvAmInI mUrtio paNa atyAre pUjAya ja che ne ? nAmanI ArAdhanA nAma-manna dvArA karavAnI che. sthApanAnI ArAdhanA pratimA dvArA karavAnI che. gaIkAle meM eka zloka Apelo te yAda che ne ? "mamUrti samavAya, devavaH svayaM ninaH | sarvajJaH sarvaH zAntiH soyaM sAkSAt vyavasthitaH " "prabhu-mUrtimAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to pattharo, prabhu-nAmamAM che zuM paDyuM ? che mAtra e to akSaro; evuM kaho nA sajjano ! sAkSAt A bhagavAna che, nija-nAma-mUrtinuM rUpa laI pote ja ahIM AsIna che." ApaNA jevA chadmasthone to nAma ane sthApanA ja dekhAya. bAkInA be drivya ane bhAva bhagavAna to hRdayamAM pragaTAvavAnA che. vAtacItamAM paNa ApaNe zuM bolIe chIe ? maMdiramAM kaI mUrti che ? tema nahi, kyA bhagavAna che ? tema pUchIe chIe ? mUrtinuM to jayapuranA mUrti - mahollAmAM pUchIe chIe. 74 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAma-sthApanA rUpe bhagavAna jANI zakAya, dravya tIrthaMkara na jANI zakAya. bhagavAna kahe ne sulasA Adine jANI zakAya te vAta judI che. bAkI ApaNe ajJAnI kyAMthI jANI zakavAnA ? mATe to saMgha bhaktino ATalo mahimA che. A ja saMghamAMthI tIrthakara Adi thavAnA ne ? haju anaMtA tIrthakaro ahIMthI ja thavAnA ne ? huM to kahuM chuM : ahIM beThelA A samUhamAM paNa dravya tIrthaMkara kema na hoya ? - "mAthA sAmAi' evo pATha maLe ja che. chatAM mAtra sAmAyika ja Avazyaka tarIke nathI batAvyuM, tene prApta karavA bIjA pAMca Avazyako batAvyA che. sAmAyika rUpI sAdhyane siddha karavA bIjA pAMca sAdhana che. | deva pAsethI darzana. guru pAsethI jJAna. dharma pAsethI cAritra maLe. A devAdi traNeya kramazaH chaye AvazyakomAM dekhAya che ne ? sAmAyikanA pariNAma cauvisattho dvArA ja pragaTe, prabhunA AlaMbane ja pragaTe. mATe sAmAyika pachI cauvisattho Avazyaka che. mATe dIkSA ApatI vakhate sIdho ja ogho nahi ApatAM te pahelA devavaMdana karAvIe chIe. - bhakti jeTalI dRDha teTaluM samyagradarzana jaldI maLe. maLeluM hoya to bhaktithI vadhu nirmaLa bane. gaIkAle sAmUhika jApa karyo te prabhu bhakti ja che. A padastha dhyAna che. padastha dhyAnamAM prabhu-nAma. rUpastha dhyAnamAM prabhu-mUrti. piMDastha dhyAnamAM prabhunI avasthAo, rUpAtIta dhyAnamAM prabhunI siddhAvasthA dhyAvavAnI che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 75 Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvatIrthaMkara paNa be prakAre che. eka to sAkSAt bhagavAna svayaM. bIjo bhagavAnanA upayogamAM rahelo ApaNo AtmA. prabhu nAma japatA rahIe tema tema prabhunuM sAnnidhya anubhavAze. nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna. nAma sAthe ekAgra banavAthI prabhu sAmIpya jainetara mIrAM, rAmakRSNa ke narasaiMyAne anubhavAyuM che. prabhu-nAma sivAya temane kyo AdhAra hato ? prabhunA hajAro nAma che. koIpaNa nAme prabhune japo. prabhu hAjara thaI jaze. pU.A.zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : e kaI rIte ? emanI mAnyatA tAttvika zI rIte kahevAya ? pUjyazrI : ApaNe saMpUrNa nathI pakaDavAnuM. thoDuMka ja levAnuM che. juo kalyANamaMdiramAM H tvameva vItatamasaM prabhu ! teo bhale harihara rUpe bhaje, paNa vastutaH tane ja bhaje che. zaMkha sapheda ja hoya, paNa koI netrarogIne pILA vagere raMgano dekhAya, tethI zuM thaI gayuM ? zaMkha thoDo pILo thavAno che ? AkhuM zakrastava vAMco. buddha, mahAdeva, zaMkara, brahmA, viSNu vagerenA nAmo prabhunA ja nAmo che. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to duniyAnA badhA ja suvAkyo, badhuM ja susAhitya bhagavAnanuM ja che. ahIMthI ja UDelA chAMTA che, prabhu nAmathI jIbha ane sthApanAthI AMkha nirmaLa bane. ApaNe bhale bhagavAnane kahIe : huM patita chuM, pApI chuM, paNa bhagavAna ApaNane tevA nathI mAnatA, teo to pUrNarUpe ja jue che, 76 doSa levA haze te doSa joze. guNa levA haze te guNa joze. # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ duryodhana ane yudhiSThiranuM prasiddha dRSTAMta khyAla che ne ? duryodhanane koI sAro na dekhAyo. yudhiSThirane koI kharAba na dekhAyo. duryodhananI AMkhe vizvane joIzuM ke yudhiSThiranI AMkhe? | duryodhana jevI draSTivALA to prabhumAMthI paNa doSo zodhI kADhaze. gozALo kaheto : huM sAthe hato tyAre bhagavAna sArA hatA. have ThaThAro vadhI gayo che. deva - devIono keTalo parivAra sAthe sAthe rAkhe che ? vItarAga bhagavAnane A vaLI ADaMbara zAno ? 363 pAkhaMDIo prabhu pAse jAya, paNa duryodhananI AMkha laIne ja jAya. AthI ja teo prabhu pAsethI kazuM meLavI zake nahi. - jo saMghamAM jAgRti lAvavI hoya, kaMIka kalyANa karavuM hoya to eka kAma karajo. huM eTale ja ahIM sUtrAtmaka bolI rahyo chuM. tame vidvAna vaktAo cho. hajArone A vAta pahoMcADazo, evo vizvAsa che. sau prathama hRdayane maitrI ane bhaktithI bhAvita banAvajo. pachI sakala saMghamAM A vAtano pracAra karajo. ja prabhu-nAmAdinuM AlaMbana ApaNe laIe, pavitratAno saMcAra bhagavAna karaze. pANIno svabhAva che ? saphAI karavAno. prabhuno svabhAva che : pavitratA phelAvavAno. [pUjyazrInA gayA pachI pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. - pUjyazrIe majhAnI vAto karI. koIne kadAca nahi paNa saMbhaLAI hoya. prabhu sAthe ekatA sAdhanAranA azrAvya zabdo paNa asara kare ja. azrAvya dhvaninA taraMgono paNa prabhAva hoya che. mArA gurudeva pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. tathA pUjyazrIno mukhyasUra A ja che : ATalA varSonI sAdhanA pachI paNa ATalA hatAza zA mATe ? jAtane halakI najare zA mATe jovI ? enuM kAraNa prabhunA dharma sAthe saMbaMdha thayo nathI. kriyA karIe chIe. e dvArA dharma pAmavAno che. paNa garva che : huM dharma karuM chuM. dharma huM zuM karuM? prabhu ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka 77 Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karAve che. dharma ApaNAthI utpanna na thAya. mATe ja dharma prabhuno, ApaNo nahi. ApaNo dharma nahi, prabhuno dharma kalyANa kare. A vAta samajavAnI che. tRpti maLe te ApaNI kriyAnuM phaLa ke annanuM phaLa ? spaSTa vAta che H anAjanuM phaLa che. hAtha-moMnI kriyAno nahi. tarasa chipAvavAno svabhAva pANIno che, ApaNI kriyAno nahi. kriyA ApaNI paNa kartRtva pANI Adino. kriyA ApaNI paNa dharma prabhuno. kriyA ApaNe karIe paNa dharma prabhu Ape. jyAM sudhI ApaNI pradhAnatA che tyAM sudhI dharma na maLe. prabhunI pradhAnatA pachI ja dharma maLe. mUrti ghaDanAra ApaNe, paNa pachI paramatattvanuM phaLa prabhu taraphathI che. mUrti ghaDI zakAya, prabhu nahi. ghaNI badhI kriyA dvArA ghaNuM phaLa meLavavA mAMgIe chIe paNa jyAM sudhI prabhune mukhyatA nahi ApIe tyAM sudhI badhI kriyA ahaMkAra ja poSe. ahaMkAranuM carama phaLa hatAzA che. A ahaMkAra ja toDavAno che. mATe ja navakAramAM namo prathama che. 'he prabhu ! tame ja cho, huM nahi eno svIkAra 'namo'mAM che. prabhu taraphathI dharma AvI rahyo che. huM dharma utpanna karuM chuM ema khyAlamAM nathI rAkhavAnuM. na hoya. 7. - gaNi pUrNacandravijayajI ma. H sAdhu-jIvanamAM hatAzA hoya ? uttara H mAtra veSa-kriyA hoya to hoya. sAcA sAdhune hatAzA koIpaNa bhakta kavie prabhunI bhATAI nathI karI, paNa hRdayanA bhAva jaNAvyA che. ''tuM gati tuM mati Azaro, tuM AlaMbana muja pyAro re.....'' --pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paga mArA, gati tArI. hAtha mArA, spaMdana tAruM. nAka mAruM, zvAsa tuM. jIbha mArI, svAda tuM. nAka mAruM, gaMdha tuM. zubha tuM, azubha huM. A svIkAra nahi karo tyAM sudhI tamAro dharma tamane maLe nahi, phaLe nahi. emano svIkAra karo to ja dharma maLe ane phaLe. jyAre huM marI jAya, tyAre ja zuddha dharma Ave. nahi to nahi. azuddha dharma saMsAranuM kAraNa. prabhuno dharma mokSanuM kAraNa. saMsAra Ubho thAya tyAM duHkha - hatAzA hoya ja. dainika kriyA eTale ja karavAnI che. pUjayazrI eTale ja A badhuM kahe che. bhakti dvArA prabhune ane maitrI dvArA prabhunA [sarvajIvo che temane svIkAro. bhagavAnanA [jIvo] ne na svIkArIe te paNa na cAle. pariNItA strI patine ja svIkAre, bIjAne na svIkAre te na cAle. prabhue jemane sva-svarUpe joyA te jIvono svIkAra na karo to na cAle. jyAre dharma hoya che tyAre tuM pribhu ja hoya che. prabhu kyAM nathI ? nAmAdirUpe sarvatra che. eka paNa AkAzapradeza evo nathI jyAM anaMtA dravya arihaMto na hoya. nigodamAM rahelA anaMtA jIvo arihaMto thavAnA ja che. badhA ja bAjumAM che. tame jyAre te svarUpe svIkAro tyAre te kAryakArI bane che. mUrtine bhagavAna rUpe svIkAro tyAre te kAryakArI bane che tema. cAre bAju arihaMtonI vacce ApaNe chIe. tamArA guNonI vRddhi karavI te bhagavAnano svabhAva che. kamaLavikAsano svabhAva jema sUryano che. zarIra, upakaraNa tamArA paNa zakti emanI pribhunI.] kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka mA ja na ja ja sa ka la sa sa ka ja 79 Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenI zakti hoya temaNe ja kArya karyuM kahevAya. muMbaI tame gayA, paNa tame gayA ke gADI ? mukhya koNa? gADI ke tame ? gADInA sthAne prabhune tame juo ! gADImAM ja beThA te badhAne mokSe laI javAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. A ja zaraNAgati che. kAMIpaNa sAruM thAya eTale tarata ja meM karyuM bhAva AvI jAya. "teM zuM karyuM ?' tArA mAdhyamathI bhagavAne karyuM. tuM zuM darzana karavAno ? bhagavAna ja bhagavAnane jue che. ApaNI aMdara rahelA prabhu ja prabhune jue che. pUjA paNa prabhunI prabhu ja kare che. azuddha cetanA prabhunI pUjA na karI zake. rAjA bhikhArIne khoLAmAM besADaze ? tame tamArI jAtane azuddha karo cho, azuddha mAno cho. kartutvabhAvanA kAraNe ApaNe azuddha banIe chIe, prabhu azuddha nathI banatA. mAtra bolavA khAtara nahi, paNa hRdayathI A svIkAravAnuM che. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta to spaSTa kahe che : huM zuM bolavAno ? bhagavAna bolAve che. gADInI zI zakti? calAvanAra DrAIvara che. dharmanI skUlanAo ApaNI; dharma prabhuno ! zuddhadharmano prAraMbha karAvavA mATe ja A umare pUjyazrI ATalo zrama le che. Aje pUjyazrIno avAja moTo hato, kAraNa? bhagavAna bolatA hatA. guru bhagavarUpa bane tyAre ja guru bane. prabhu emanAmAM Ave to ja zuddha dharma batAvI zake. nahi to kadI padi naH jevo tAla thAya. guru - ziSya banne paraspara prazaMsA karyA kare. cittanI prasannatA UbharAya te prabhunI padharAmaNI thaI tenuM cihna che. A ja anubhava kartutvabhAva hare che. 80 # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnane bolAvo. badhA guNo Avaze. bhagavAnane bhUlo. badhA guNo bhAgI jaze. aSADha vada-12 28-7-2008, zukravAra - sAkSAt tIrthakara maLyA hoya tevo AnaMda jinAgama vAMcatAM thAya che, jina-mUrtinA darzana karatAM thAya che. kAraNa ke jinAgama ane jina-mUrti bhagavAnanA ja rUpo che. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM paNa traNa biMbo mUrtinA ja che. tyAM samavasaraNamAM beThelA loko mUrti nahi, bhagavAna rUpe ja tene jue che. * nAma jinanI stavanA logassa dvArA gaNadharoe sau prathama karI che. '3 mithu9T' eTale sAme rahelA bhagavAnane stavyA ! 'jaya vIyarAya !" "he bhagavan! tuM jaya pAma' Ama tyAre ja bolI zakAya, jyAre bhagavAna sAme che, ema lAgatuM hoya. - pukhavaradI, Ama to zratastava che, chatAM pahelI gAthAmAM zrutanI nahi, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * # je je jai jai # # # # # # # 81 Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aDhIdvIpamAM rahelA bhagavAnanI stuti karI che te e jaNAve che : zruta ane bhagavAna judA nathI. zrata eTale ja bhagavAna. zratane AgaLa karyuM eTale bhagavAnane ja AgaLa karyA kahevAya. zAstre puraskRte tsmaad| paM. vIravijayajI ma. kahe che : jinavara jinAgama ekarUpe, sevaMtA na paDo bhavakUpe." A paMkti to saune yAda che ne? A badhuM tame mAtra sAMbhaLo cho ke yAda rAkhIne UtAro cho? dukAnamAM AvI khAlI mAla joI janArA grAhako tamane pasaMda paDe ? bIjuM kAMI nahi to zraddhA to vadhe che ne ? zraddhA vadhe to paNa prayAsa saphaLa che. che A lalita vistarAmAM abhuta bhAvo bharelA che. divasamAM sAta vakhata to namutthaNaMi bolIe ja chIe. A vAMcIzuM to bolatAM ahobhAva khUba ja vadhaze. A namutthaNaMmAM 9 saMpadAo che. saMpadAono artha mAtra vizrAma sthAna nathI, paNa bhagavAnanI paropakAra Adi saMpadAone batAvanAra paNa che. che game tenI stuti na karAya. doSI - pApInI stuti karazo to tenA doSonI/pAponI anumodanA thaI jaze. jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa guNI ekamAtra bhagavAna che. emanI ahIM stuti che. stuti karanAra gaNadharo jANe che : ame to doSonA DhagalAthI bharelA hatA. amArA doSone dUra karI guNo pragaTAvanAra bhagavAna che. e bhagavAnano upakAra zI rIte bhUlAya ? prabhu - upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na mAya re," -upA. yazovijayajI ma. bhagavAne sarvaguNono saMgraha ne doSonuM nirasana karyuM che. ma ma ma ma ma ma ma * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ma ma ma ! Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ '"guNa saghaLA aMgI karyA, dUra karyA vi doSa'' ApaNe e mArge cAlavAnuM che. doSa dUra karatA jAva eTale guNo pragaTa potAnI meLe thaI jaze. krodha dUra karo eTale kSamA hAjara ! mAna dUra karo eTale namratA hAja2 ! prayatna doSone haTAvavA karavAno che, guNo to aMdara paDelA ja che. doSono paDado haTaze eTale guNo potAnI meLe pragaTaze. krodhAveza vakhate kSamA nathI hotI evuM nahi, e aMdara dabAyelI beThI hoya che. eTale lAge che H jANe kSamA che ja nahi ! kharekhara kSamA na hoya evuM kadI hotuM ja nathI. kSamAdi to ApaNA svabhAvarUpa che. e na hoya evuM bane ja zI rIte ? bhagavAnane bolAvo. badhA guNo Avaze. bhagavAnane bhUlo. badhA guNo bhAgI jaze. mAro to A anubhava che. bhagavAna jAya eTale badhuM ja jAya. pachI bhagavAnane manAvavA paDe, vinavaNI karavI paDe H "Aja mArA prabhujI ! sAmuM juone ! rUThaDA bAla manAvo re !'' A vAta haribhadrasUrijI ApaNAmAM ThasAvavA mAMge che. siMhapaNuM oLakhI gayelA siMhane bakarA ke bharavADa na DarAvI zake tema potAnuM paramAtmatva oLakhI gayelA AtmAne moha Adi DarAvI zake nahi. "gurutva svasya novRtti.' gurutva kyAre pragaTe ? kSapaka zreNimAM. gurutva eTale paramAtmatva ! aMdaranuM parama tattva pragaTe pachI gurunI jarUra nahi. tyAM sudhI guru jarUrI ! kSapaka zreNi vakhate eTalI bhayaMkara dhyAnanI Aga hoya che ke vizvabharanA jIvonA karmo temAM nAkhavAmAM Ave to badhA baLI jAya. paNa evuM thaI zakatuM nathI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 23 Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - dIvo potAno prakAza bIjA dIvAne ApI zake tema jJAnAdi guNo bIjAne ApI zakAya. guNo tame bIjAne Apazo to ghaTaze nahi. lonathI ApanAranI rakama ghaTe nahi ne lenAra kamAI le, evuM bane che ne ? tyAM kadAca evuM na paNa bane, paraMtu ahIM to bane ja bane. denAranuM ghaTe nahi. lenAra samRddha thayA vinA rahe nahi. guNanuM mAtra bahumAna karatA . guNonuM Agamana svayameva cAlu thaI jaze. guNo meLavavAno A ja mukhya upAya che. (1) namutyu rihaMtANaM. A be stotavya saMpadA che. (2) sA. Adi traNa, sAdhAraNa-asAdhAraNa hetu saMpadA. (3) purizu. Adi cAra, asAdhAraNa hetu saMpadA. (4) togutta. Adi pAMca, sAmAnya upayoga saMpadA. (5) samathayA. Adi pAMca, upayoga saMpadAnI karaNa saMpadA. (6) ghamakA. Adi pAMca, vizeSopayoga saMpadA. [upayoga eTale upakAra (7) maMhi. svarUpa saMpadA. (8) nikhA. Adi cAra Atmatulya paralakatRtva saMpadA. (9) vyakUi. Adi traNa abhayasaMpadA. ziSya kahe : ApanA pasAyathI huM pAmyo. guru kahe : sAyarA saMtiyaM - mAruM nahi, A to AcArya bhagavaMtanuM che. gaNadharo kahe : badhuM bhagavAnanuM che. amane bhagavAna dvArA ja maLyuM che. * prabhue dharma para saMpUrNa kabajo jamAvyo che. tamAre dharma pAmavo hoya to bhagavAna pAse javuM ja paDe. bIje kyAMyathI na ja maLI zake. mATe ja Dagale- pagale deva-guru pasAya" ApaNe tyAM bolAya che. A bolavA khAtara nathI, vAstavikatA che. viSayothI nivRtti, tattvanI ciMtA ke sahaja avasthAmAM sthiti - A badhuM gurunI kRpA vinA maLI zakatuM nathI, e tame jANo cho ne ? gurunA mAdhyamathI ahIM bhagavAna ja Ape che. 84 ja Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zuddhAtmakavyavaSie ema bolIne zuddha Atmadravya pakaDI laIe. have guru ke koInI jarUra zI ? ema mAnIne deva-gurune choDI nahi detA. jJAnano avaLo artha nahi karatA. niMdA-stuti. tRNa-maNi, vaMdaka-niMdaka, AgaLa vadhIne mokSa ke saMsAra--banne para samabhAva rahe te samatA che. AvI samatA bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA na maLe. kavi dhanapAla kahe che : "jyAM ApanI bhakti na maLe tevI mukti mAre nathI joItI' ahIM muktinI upekSA nathI, paNa bhakti parano dRDha vizvAsa che. bhakti haze to mukti kyAM jaze ? gautamasvAmI AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. emaNe bhakti khAtara kevalajJAna jatuM kareluM. zI jarUra che kevaLajJAnanI ? bhagavAnanuM kevaLajJAna mAruM ja kevaLajJAna che ne ? Avo ucca samarpaNa bhAva emano hato. AthI ja teo ucca guru banI zakyA, potAnAmAM na hovA chatAM sarva ziSyone kevaLajJAna ApI zakyA. ja bhagavAnanI bhakti haze to badhA ja guNo AvI jaze. kyo evo padArtha che je bhaktithI na maLe ? e to kaho. sarva AtmasaMpattionuM mULa jinano anurAga che. e thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. bIjA padArtho karatAM vizeSa anurAga bhagavAna para thaI gayo che ne ? sarva-samAM pUrva nAtha vinAnurAH ' A mAruM nahi, siddhasena divAkarasUrijInuM vAkya che. bhagavAna mAtra upadeza nathI ApatA, badhI jAtanI saMbhALa le che. tamAruM kAma che H mAtra rathamAM besavAnuM ! bAkI badhI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI ! cAlaze ghoDA, calAvaze sArathi ! tamAre mAtra eka ja kAma karavAnuM H besavAnuM ! bahu saheluM nathI lAgatuM ? saheluM che chatAM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * eka eka eka eka eka eka eka ja ra ka ka sa ra 85 Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ agharUM che. kAraNake ahIM saMpUrNa-samarpaNabhAva hovo joIe, je khUba ja kaThaNa che. bhagavAna pratye samarpaNa-bhAva keLavavo eTale emanA rathamAM besI javuM. bhagavAna ApaNA jIvana-rathanA sArathi banaze. bhagavAnane kahI do : " yAvannApnomi padavIM, parAM tvadanubhAvajAm / tAvAya zakhyatve, mA mukhya zaraNaM khriste / / '' he bhagavan ! tamArA prabhAvathI utpanna thayeluM paramapada jyAM sudhI huM na pAmuM tyAM sudhI zaraNe rahelA mArA viSe zaraNyapaNuM choDatA nahi. kalikAla sarvajJa AcAryazrInI AvI prArthanA ApaNA hRdayanI prArthanA zA mATe na bane ? bhagavAnanI eka ja zarata che H tame barAbara besI rahejo. rathamAMthI UtarI nahi jatA. UtarI jazo to huM zuM karI zakuM ? tame rathane vaLagI rahezo to pahoMcI jazo. ratha choDI dezo to saMsAramAM cagadAI jazo. "prabhu-pada vaLagyA, te rahyA, tAjA; aLagA aMga na sAjA re'' prabhu ! Apa ho cho tyAre mArA mana-gRhanI zobhA vadhe che. Apa jAva cho tyAre mananuM ghara verAna bane che. prabhu ! have Apa kAyama ahIM ja rahejo. ApanA Agamane mAruM ghara zobhAthI jhaLahaLI UThaze. mAruM mana vaikuMTha banI jaze. bhagavAnane mahemAna rUpe rAkho tyAM sudhI haju khaseDI zakAya, paNa pratiSThA thayA pachI ? bhagavAnane hRdayamAM mahemAna rUpe ja nahi padharAvatA, pratiSThA ja karI dejo. bAhya maMdiramAM bhagavAnanA praveza-pratiSThA ItyAdi manamaMdiramAM bhagavAnanA praveza-pratiSThAdi karavAnA che, enA sUcaka che. 86 * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyAM sudhI e na thAya tyAM sudhI maMdiramAM roja-roja javAnuM . bhagavAnanI vizeSatA che : sva sevakane jIvanabhara sevaka na ja rAkhe. potAnA jevA banAve ja banAve. tame tamArI saMpatti tamArA putrane ja Apo. bhagavAna potAnI saMpatti potAnA badhA ja bhaktone Ape. bhagavAna mATe jagatanA sarva jIvo putro che. potAnA samAna banAvavAnI zakti bhagavAnamAM che. bhagavAnano svamA che. tatra bhavatA preSitaM pustakaM "j salsUrime" iti samadhigataM / samavagataJca tatragataM tattvaM kiJcit. / bhavataH pustaka-sampAdana-paddhatiratIva ramaNIyatarA / pustaka-paThanAvasare saMviditAnubhUti-retAdRzI yat tatrazrImatAM zrImatAM pUjya pravarANAM kalApUrNasUrIzvarANAM sannikaTasthAna eva upavizya yathA zrUyate sAkSAt rUpeNa vAcanA/pravacanaM vA etAdRgvailakSaNyamanubhUya pramuditaM AsmAkInaM antazcetaH / etatsampAdana-kArya-kauzalyena bhavadbhyAM prakRSTapuNyakarma samupArjitam / etadarthaM dhanyavAdAjhai bhavantau / pustaka-preSaNa-kAryeNa bhavadbhyAmAvAm nizcitarUpeNopakRtau / punaH smaraNIyau AvAmiti -jinacandrasAgarasUriH, -hemacaMdrasAgarasUrizca pAlItANA 5d, IpUsUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 87 Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 'kalApUrNa' che, paNa huM ells le 8 3 Jhubs les * A e S aSADha vada-13 29-7-2000,zanivAra bhagavAnanA nirvANa pachI temanA vatI temanuM kAma dharma kare che. AdinAtha bhagavAnanuM to 84 lAkha pUrva varSanuM ja AyuSya ! temAMya dIkSA paryAya to mAtra eka ja lAkha pUrva ! paNa, emaNe sthApelA tIrthanuM AyuSya 50 lAkha kroDa sAgaropama ! tyAM sudhI tIrtha satata upakAra karatuM ja rahe. bhagavAnanuM nAma to enAthI paNa vadhu samaya sudhI upakAra karatuM rahe. bhagavAnanA vizeSa nAma [AdinAtha] badalAyA kare, paNa sAmAnya nAma [arihaMta] nathI badalAtuM. nAmAkRtidravyamavaiH e zlokamAM sAmAnya arihaMtonI stuti che, vizeSanI nahi. bhagavAna AdinAthathI mAMDIne badhA ja tIrthaMkara atyAre siddha che. to kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI 'rihaMte vitta !' kema lakhyuM ? atyAre paNa teo dravya arihaMta che ja. vaLI ApaNe temane arihaMtarUpe dhyAvAnA che. ja kSAyikabhAvanA guNo siddha avasthAmAM lupta nathI thatA, parArthavyasanitA guNa paNa siddha avasthAmAM lupta nathI thato, atyAre paNa te guNa sakriya che, ema mAnavuM rahyuM. pU. haribhadrasUrijIe 1444 graMtho zA mATe racyA haze ? te yugamAM ghaNA dUdhamAMthI porA kADhanArA AvuM pUchatA paNa kharA ? AgamamAM badhuM che ja. tamAre navA prakaraNa graMtho banAvavAnI zI jarUra che ? teozrIno javAba hato ke tamArI vAta kharI che, paNa badhAnI pAsethI eno arka kADhavAnI zakti nathI hotI, keTalAkane gurugama paNa nathI maLato, mATe A racuM chuM. vaLI, je maLyuM che te bIjAne ApavAthI ja sAnubaMdha banI bhavAMtara sahagAmI bane che. ApIe te rahe. na ApIe te na rahe. siddhi pachI viniyoga joIe-ema haribhadrasUrijI mAnatA hatA. bhagavAnanA ahIM lilitavistarAmAM] sadbhUta vizeSaNo che. ApaNA jevA nahi. mAruM ja nAma "kalApUrNa che. paNa huM kyAM kalApUrNa chuM ? kalA+apUrNa kalApUrNa chuM. kalApUrNa to bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI kalApUrNa banAze, eTalo vizvAsa che. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : sattAgata to che ja. paNa e cAle nahine ? udhAranA paisA vyavahAramAM cAle ? pelA pAsethI tame paisA laI lejo, ema koIne kaho to cAle ? saMgrahanaya ApaNane pUrNa kahe che, na cAle, evaMbhUta kahe to cAle. saMgrahanuM udhAra khAtuM che. evaMbhUta ekadama nagadamAM vizvAsa dharAve che. zabdanaya sudhI pahoMcI jaIe toya ghaNuM kahevAya. koIpaNa nAma ke padArtha anaMta dharmone batAve paNa te badhA dharmo ekI sAthe bolI zakAya nahi, ekanI mukhyatAe ja bolAya. te vakhate bIjA dharmo gauNa rAkhavA paDe. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja ka ka ka da ka ja # 89 Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAntinA lagna vakhate kAntinA gIta gavAya. moTAbhAI zAntinA gIta na gavAya. tethI e nArAja paNa na thAya. tema ahIM anyane gauNa karI kathayitavyane mukhyatAe kahevAya. sAme zrotAne jenI jarUra hoya te nayane AgaLa karIne bhagavAna dezanA Ape. "pitAnarpitasihe " - tattvArtha. AvuM na hoya to kAMI paNa bolI ja na zakAya. eTale prazna pUchatAM khyAla rAkhavo ke huM atyAre kyA nayane AgaLa karIne bolI rahyo chuM. je nayane AgaLa karIne bolAtuM hoya teno artha e nathI ke bIjAnuM mahattva nathI. te vakhate bIjA nayo gauNa hoya che. * zAstranI vyAkhyA cha rIte thAya. saMhitA, pada, padano artha, padano vigraha, cAlanA ane pratyavasthAna. ke "namo stu'mAM namaH pUjA arthamAM che. dravya-bhAvathI saMkoca karavo te pUjA che. kAyA ane vANIno saMkoca te dravyasaMkoca. manano saMkoca te bhAva saMkoca. hajAro jagyAe pharatA manane eka ja sthAne pribhumAM] kendrita karI devuM te bhAva saMkoca che. dravya saMkocathI bhAva saMkoca kaThaNa che. manane sUtra, artha ke AlaMbanamAM kyAMka joDI devuM joIe. e jo joDAI jAya to tamAre alaga dhyAnanI koI jarUra nathI. rUpAtIta avasthAnuM bhAvana te anAlaMbana yoga che. ApaNe e cIja samajatA nathI eTale caityavaMdana jhaTapaTa karI dhyAnamAM besavA prayatna karIe chIe. caityavaMdana choDIne bIjuM kyuM dayAna karazo ? kAussagnamAM dhyAna nathI? 'jhANeNaM zabdano artha zuM thAya? caityavaMdanamAM kAussagna nathI Avato ? - AgaLanI bhUmikA AvatAM to artha ciMtana pUrvakano eka logassa paNa kAphI che. pachI tyAM saMkhyAno Agraha nathI raheto. e rIte ghaNo jApa thayA pachI [aMdara anAhata nAda pedA thayA pachI] 90 % * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka navakAra basa che. tyAM saMkhyAno Agraha nathI raheto. pathasa paDyuM natyei ! - AcArAMga azabda AtmAne zabdathI pakaDI zakAto nathI." paNa A vAta pakaDIne hamaNAthI ja jApa choDI nahi detA. sAmAyika dharma pustakamAM - upayoganI vAta Ave che. upayoga ane dhyAnamAM koI pharaka nathI. dhyAna zuM che ? upayoga [jAgRti vagaranuM dhyAna hoI zake ? upayoga eTale ja jAgRti ! dhyAna ! satata upayoga pUrvakanuM jIvana eTale satata dhyAnanI dhArA cAlu hoya to dainika pravRtti kaI rIte thaI zake ? - e prazanano paNa tyAM suMdara javAba Apyo che. viSayAMtara thavAthI ahIM vadhu kazuM kaheto nathI. bIjA viSayomAM manane na javA devuM te prabhunI pUjA che, evuM samajAya che ? bIjA viSayomAM manane javA devuM te prabhunI AzAtanA che, evuM kadI samajAyuM ? - namutthaNamAM paheluM ja AvatuM "namaH" bahu ja adbhuta che. badhA ja dhyAnono AmAM samAveza che. huM koNa Apane namaskAra karanAra ? ApanA prabhAvathI mane namaskAra karavAnI zakti maLo - e batAvavA "namo stu' lakhyuM. "namoDastu' eTale namaskAra ho. "huM namana karuM chuM." evuM kahevAnI hiMmata nathI cAlatI. pU.hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H puruSArtha taddana gauNa ? pUjyazrI H puruSArtha to karavAno ja, paNa ene saphaLa banAvavA prabhune prArthavAnuM che : prabhu ! ekavAra paNa namana karavAno puruSArtha saphaLa thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. "ekavAra prabhu vaMdanA re, Agama rIte thAya; kAraNa satye kAryanI re, siddhi pratIta karAya." -pU. devacandrajI. naka ja eka ja roka ka ka ka ka ja sa ja 91 Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puruSArtha choDavAno nathI, paNa vadhu ne vadhu karavAno che, paNa prabhune prArthanA karatA rahevAnuM che : prabhu ! ApanA pasAyathI mAro A puruSArtha saphaLa thAva. doDa mamaM tuda bhAvo ' - jaya vIyarAya. "oya samma riA ' - paMcasUtra. . ghaNA nathI kahetA ? : "gurudeva! mAsakSamaNa karavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI. ApanI kRpA joIe." eno artha e nathI ke mAsakSamaNa karavAno puruSArtha choDI devo ! puruSArtha cAlu rAkhIne bhagavAna pAsethI namrabhAve baLa mAMgavAnuM che, kRpAnI yAcanA karavAnI che. vyAkhyAnA 7 aMgo che. (1) jijJAsA (2) guruyoga (3) vidhiparatA (4) bodha pariNati (5) sthiratA (6) uktakriyA (7) alpabhavatA [alpasaMsAra (1) jijJAsA : ApaNA zabdomAM kahuM to jhaMkhanA ! tAlAvelI ! e hoya to ja guru Adino yoga maLe ane AgaLanuM kAma thAya. AvI tAlAvelInA kAraNe ja ghoDAne munisuvratasvAmIno ne udAyana rAjAne zrI mahAvIrasvAmIno yoga thayelo, tamArI jhaMkhanA prabaLa bane tyAre guruyoga thAya ja. ghaNIvAra joyuM che ? tamane je grantha vAMcavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA thAya, gurune paNa te ja grantha vaMcAvavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA thAya. je jijJAsA sAthe sAdhakamAM sthiratA paNa joIe. e na hoya to puruM na bhaNAya. AryarakSitasUrijI bhaNatA hatA ne gharamAMthI vAraMvAra teDuM AvyuM H janma-bhUmimAM padhAro. vajasvAmIne pUchyuM : keTaluM bhaNavAnuM bAkI che ? "biMdu bhaNyo che; sAgara bAkI che." vajasvAmInA A javAbathI adhIra ane asthira banelA AryarakSitasUrijI janmabhUmi tarapha cAlatA thayA. eTale ja sADA navapUrvathI vadhu teo pachI bhaNI zakyA nahi. 92 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che jeno saMsAra lAMbo hoya te A vAcanAne lAyaka nathI. enA jIvana parathI enI khabara paDe. saMvega-nirvedAdithI Ano khyAla Ave. zrotAmAM bhavabhramaNano bhaya joIe. - nigodamAM to anaMtakALa kADhyo ja. tyAMthI nIkaLyA pachI paNa anaMtA bhavo karyA che - evA vicArothI vairAgya Avato hoya teno alpa saMsAra samajavo. to ja saMsArathI chuTavA tame puruSArtha karo. je Avo puruSArtha kare tene ja bhagavAnanI kRpA maLe. Avo puruSArtha karavAnI IcchA thAya temAM paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA samajavI. tame ukAbhAI paTela sAthe mokalelI "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" nI be kopI parama divase rAtre malI che. sukhasAtAmAM hazo. atre paNa deva-guru kRpAthI sukhasAtA che. badhAne vaMdanA-sukhasAtA-pRcchA jaNAvazo. TapAla jatAM-AvatAM ghaNo samaya lAge che. eTale have patra lakho to haridvAranA saranAme lakhavo. kArataka suda pUnama sudhI ahIM chIe. pachI barapha paDavA lAgaze tyAre posTa-oksi paNa baMdha thaI jaze. uttara dhruvamAM jema cha mahinA divasa ane cha mahinA rAta hoya che tema ahIM paNa lagabhaga cha mahinA jana-jIvana baMdha prAya: rahe che. pazu - pakSI - mANaso badhA ja ahIMthI nIce utarI jAya che. thoDA be- cAra yogIo tathA lazkaranA thoDA mANaso ahIM rahetA hoya che. -jaMbUvijaya, badrInAtha (himAlaya) kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 93 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 Llblc) IIae huM bhale nabaLo chuM. ' aaIP te le leo Inoo aSADha vada-14 30-7-2000,ravivAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA maMDapa maiM) sAmudAyika pravacana, viSaya : bhakti pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : mahApuNyodaye A mAnavajanmamAM prabhu-zAsana maLyuM. sAcI oLakha ApanAra guru maLyA, duHkha mukti ane sukhaprAptino mArga maLyo. Indrane paNa IrSyA Ave evI prApti thaI che. sAco bhakta prArthe : Indra cakrI pada na joIe. mAre to prabhu zAsana ja joIe. tame Indra sAthe A sodo karo to Indra taiyAra thaI jAya ne Indrane tame mUrkha samajo. Indra tamane mUrkha samaje. Aje viSaya che H bhakti ! * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 - - Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvakane bhakti batAvavI na paDe, vaNAyelI ja hoya. saMsAramAM kaI vastu che, je prabhu - bhaktane na maLe ? -A siddhasena divAkarasUrijIno zakastavamAM TaMkAra che. zakrastavamAM svarUpa saMpadA batAvyA pachI upakAra saMpadA batAvI che. jagatamAM koI pAse na hoya tevI saMpadA bhagavAna pAse che. enI zraddhA karIe toya kAma thaI jAya. 34 atizayo, 35 vANI-guNo, ATha-prAtihAryo joIne ja virodhIo paNa jhAMkhA paDI jAya. pAMDitya batAvavA nahi, paNa upakAra karavA prabhu jagatamAM padhAryA che. - pUjyazrI haribhadrasUrikata lalitavistarAmAM bhagavAnano abhuta mahimA batAvyo che. parArtha saMpattithI bhaktane khyAla Ave che : huM bhale nabaLo chuM. mArA bhagavAna nabaLA nathI. mane e tAraze ja. eka anubhavI saMte kahyuM : "namo arihaMtANa" mAMthI mAtra namo' AvI jAya toya ghaNuM ! ekavAra bhAva namaskAra AvI jAya toya ghaNuM ! e mATe ja A dravya namaskAro che. namaskAra pUjA arthamAM che. pUjA eTale dravya-bhAvano saMkoca. tana, dhana, vacana Adi prabhunA caraNe dharavuM te dravya saMkoca. mananuM arpaNa karavuM te bhAva saMkoca che. prabhunA vakhANa karyA eTale ezvaryopAsanA thAya, paNa mAdhuryopAsanA karavI hoya to prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavo joIze. e vinA prabhu sAthe prema nahi pragaTe. "vuM che mAtA pitA netA' A mAdhuryopAsanA che. saMsArano rAga Aga banIne bALe che. prabhuno rAga bAga banIne jIvanane ajavALe che. prabhuno rAga karavAthI doSono nAza ane guNonuM prakaTIkaraNa thAya che. A vAta gaNadharoe jaNAvI che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 + ma = * * * * * * * * 5 Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cha Avazyako eTale mAtra pratikramaNa nahi, paNa saMpUrNa jIvana cha Avazyakamaya hovuM joIe. khAvA-pIvAnuM kyAreka thAya paNa zvAsa to pratipaLa joIe, tema prabhu vAsa banavA joIe. ekeka zvAsamAM prabhu yAda AvavA joIe. samaya-samaya so vAra saMbhAruM ! AvI ApaNI sthiti banavI joIe. upamitimAM eka dRSTAMta Ave che ? eka bAbAjIne coroe evo vaza karelo ke teo badhI saMpatti luMTIne bhAgI gayA to paNa teone tyAre khabara na paDI. sagAonI vAta bAbAjI na mAnelA. ApaNA AtmAnI AvI ja hAlata karmoe karelI che. bhUkhyA, tarasyA bAbAjIne hAthamAM cappaNIyuM ApI bhIkha mAMgatA karyA. jene mAna-sanmAna ApIe chIe te viSaya-kaSAyo AvA ja coTA che. pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA bAbAjI jevA ApaNane joIne prabhune karuNA na Ave ? bicAro ! corothI kevo dabAI gayo che ? gurunA mAdhyamathI prabhu ene tenuM svarUpa samajAvavA mAMge che, paNa samaje koNa ? "bhUkhyAne jima ghebara detAM, hAtha na mAMDe ghelojI" - cha AvazyakamAM prathama mukhya sAmAyika che. kAraNa ke e ja sAdhya che. paNa enI prApti cauvisattho Adi pAMcathI thAya che, e bhUlatA nahi. je je saMbaMdho tame duniyA sAthe bAMdhelA che te tamAma saMbaMdho have tame bhagavAna sAthe joDI do. bhagavAna sivAya kazuM yAda na Ave, evuM vAtAvaraNa banAvo. prabhu para prema pragaTe e ja bIjAdhAna che. ApaNe zAbdika zaraNa laIe chIe. paNa mane evuM lAge ke hRdaya zUnya che. gautamasvAmIne zaraNAgati eTalI priya hatI ke e mATe kevaLajJAna jatuM karI dIdhuM ! chaThThanA pAraNe prabhunI 96 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gocarIno lAbha maLene ? kevaLajJAna pachI gocarI koNa javA de? pAMcamA ArAnA jIvone emaNe jANe jIvana dvArA guru-bhakti zIkhavI che. 'muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI.' e vAta gautamasvAmImAM caritArtha hatI. AthI ja yazovijayajIe Ama gAyuM che ne kahyuM che H samagra zAstrono sAra prabhu-bhakti che. bhakti padArthane samyag samajavA mATe lalitavistarA jarUra vAMcajo. prabhuupakAro keTalA agaNita che. ne ApaNe kevA kRtaghna chIe e khyAlamAM Avaze. prabhunA guNo gAtAM ja doSo bhAgI jAya che. guNo AvavA lAge che. AvA prabhu ApaNA hRdayamAM, raga-ragamAM vase evI sAdhanA karIe. - bhakti vinA mukti maLI nathI ne koIne maLaze paNa nahi. e vAta lakhI rAkhajo. Akhare jJAna vagere badhuM ja prabhu-premamAM paryavasita thAya che. jJAnayoga vagere dareka mArgo bahArathI judA lAge che, paNa chelle prabhu-premamAM badhA eka thaI jAya che. prabhu-bhaktine tAttvika banAvavI hoya to vItarAga stotra khAsa kaMThastha karajo. temAM lakhyuM che : bhavatprasAvenevAnuM prabhu ! Apa ja nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhIne ahIM sudhI mane lAvyA. have Ape ja mukti sudhI mane pahoMcADavAno che. evI prArthanA hemacandrasUrijI jevA karatA hoya to ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA? mArA kahevA mAtrathI sAmudAyika pravacananA viSayamAM bhakti viSe sau sammata thayA che teno AnaMda che. bhakti viSe bIjA vaktAo tamane samajAya tevI bhASAmAM kaheze. jaina saMghanuM ujjavaLa bhAvi maitrI ane bhaktithI ja banazeevo dRDha vizvAsa hovo joIe. jo vizvAsa haze to sau prathama e jIvanamAM UtArIzuM ne pachI jagatamAM phelAvIzuM. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 05 Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ agara ve satya saMyama kA hRdaya meM bIja na bote, sabhI saMsAra-sAgara meM khAte rahate gote; na pAvana AtmA hotI, na jIvita maMtra ye hote, kabhI kA deza miTa jAtA, jo aise saMta na hote. sarva prathama aSADha suda-11nA divase taLeTIe sau maLyA. te vakhatano mAhola jotAM ja dareka pUjyanA hRdayamAM bhAva jAgyo : dara ravivAre maMca para sAthe zA mATe na maLIe ? prathama ravivAre maitrI para pravacana rahyA. budhavAre arihaMtano jApa thayo. Aje bhakti para che. maitrIbhAva saraLa nathI. vacce moha paDyo che. ene bhakti vinA dUra karI zakAto nathI. moha jIva sAthe maitrI ane jaDa pratye anAsakti keLavavA deto nathI. maitrIbhAvane siddha karavA bhakti anivArya gaNAI che. 27 miniTa sudhI prabhupremI pU. A.zrI kalApUrNasUrijIe bhakti para pharamAvyuM. paNa saune nahi saMbhaLAyuM hoya. ghaNA suMdara muddAo pharamAvyA che. kevA rahasyo kholyA che, te jaNAvavA pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ne huM vinaMti karIza. bIjA gacchAdhipati pU. sUryodayasAgarasUrijI nAdurasta tabIyata hovA chatAM padhAryA che, te ApaNo puNyodaya che. kevo suMdara yoga banyo che. upara birAjamAna banne gacchAdhipati ane dhuraMdhara vijayajI paNa parivAra sAthe dIkSita banyA che. banne gacchAdhipatinI uMmara 77 che. na saMbhaLAya toya zAntithI besajo. pU. muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : (pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI e pU. kalApUrNasUrijInI vAta saune saMbhaLAya mATe moTA avAje kahI saMbhaLAvI.) 98 ma ma ma ma ja Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhunA parama bhakta pU. A. kalApUrNasUrijIne jemaNe nathI sAMbhaLyA temane paNa jharaNAnI jema temanA zabdonA spaMdano to sparyA ja che. A maMca para pUjyazrIe bhakti viSaya carco. gayA ravivAre carcAyelI maitrI ahIM sAkSAta dekhAya che. maitrI bhaktithI ja siddha thAya. nAnI-nAnI vAtamAM vADADAyarAo bAMdhanArA ApaNe maitrIne zI rIte samajI zakIzuM ? e Adata bhaktithI ja jaI zake. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : gautamasvAmIe kevaLajJAnano lobha paNa jato karyo. aImuttAnI vAta to tame badhAe sAMbhaLI che ne ? prabhunA prathama gaNadhara gocarI jAya ? keTalI namratA ? dravyathI bhakti zrAvakonA jIvanamAM vaNAyelI che : zrAvakapaNAnA badalAmAM indro paNa indratva ApI devA taiyAra che. indra mAtra adhuM tana ke thoDuMka mana ja Ape. tame tana-manadhana badhuM ApI zako. - A pharaka che. anupamA devI A siddhAcala para saMgha sAthe AvyAM tyAre temanI bhopalA nAmanI dAsIe 21 lAkhanA ghareNA caDAvI dIdhelA. prabhune samarpita thayA vinA emanA guNo maLI zakatA nathI. prabhunA anugraha vinA ekeya guNa dAna, zIla, tapa Adi karI zakAya nahi. maLyuM che temAMthI prabhuno bhAga kADhatA jAva. e bhakti kahevAze. 30 miniTa sudhI je kahyuM temAMthI huM jo bolIza to pharI lAMbu thaze. kAraNa ke pUjayazrInI bhASA sUtrAtmaka che. mAla pUjyazrIno che. tame grAhaka cho. huM vacce dalAla chuM. huM paNa koro na rahuM. pUjyazrInA mAlane ApatAM UDyuM te tamAruM. coMTyu te amAruM ! ApaNe mAnIe chIe te prabhune Apo. to ja sAdhanAmAM baLa Avaze. dravyapUjA thayelI hoya to bhAvapUjA Ave. saMkSepamAM eTaluM ja pakaDavAnuM che : je maLyuM che te prabhunI kRpAthI ja maLyuM che. te have prabhune ja samarpaNa karavAnuM che. samarpaNamAM = = = = = = = = = 9 Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAmanI kAmanA paNa na joIe. prabhu-bhakti dvArA zakti prApta karI sAcI zAsana-prabhAvanA karI zakIe. eka bAbAjInI pUjyazrIe vAta karI te sAMbhaLIne ? bhakto ghaNI vakhata gurune ThagI jatA hoya; jo guru sAvadha na hoya. bhakti nathI tyAM bhIkha che, bhUkha che, bhaya che. bhaktithI bhAgya ane bhoga pragaTe che, bhIkha ane bhUkha cAlI jAya che. e tyAgamAM pariName che. bArAkhaDImAM bhaktino bha zIkhavAno che. najara ApaNI mAtra prabhu tarapha ja rahe te sAcI bhakti che. "stra ne mAtA pitA'' A zloka rajU karIne pUjyazrIe kahyuM H prabhu ! tuM ja mAruM sarvasva che. * guru potAnA nahi, prabhunA bhakta banAve. - pUjyazrI paNa A vAto bhagavAna taraphathI kahe che, potAnA taraphathI nahi. A rIte RNamuktinI pUjyazrIe kozIza karI che. thoDoka huM mAdhyama banyo teno AnaMda che. pUjya A. zrI sUryodayasAgarasUrijI : arihaMta maMgaLamaya che. jaina zAsananA pAyAno maMtra namo arihaMtANaM che. namo arihaMtANaM samarpaNa bhAva che. ahIM pahelA "namo' che. pachI "arihaMta' che. arihaMtamAM nahi, 'namo' mAM ApavAnI zakti che. namo' eTale bhakti ! samarpaNa ! arihaMta tyAre ja phaLe, jo tame namo. * tame derAsaramAM jAva ne nisIhi bolo. paNa pachI koNa AvyuM ne gayuM te khyAla rahe to nizIhi kevI gaNAya ? kAMsAnA vAsaNamAM 24 kalAka pANI bharo. khAlI karo tyAre pANI kevuM ? mATInA vAsaNanuM pANI kevuM ThaMDuM rahe ? tamAre kevA thavuM che ? mATInuM vAsaNa bhale tUTI zake, paNa arihaMtano yoga maLe to 100 # # # # sata sata sata ja ja A # # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja eka ja . Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atUTa banI zake. anAdinA bhavyatvane tathAbhavyatArUpe pariNamAvavuM hoya to traNa vAta karavI joIe H zaraNAgati, duSkRta gaha, sukRta anumodanA. ghamaM sara pavana ' A zaraNAgati che. pAponA pazcAtApa dvArA pachI aMtaranI zuddhi karo. A duSkRtagaha che. duSkata gaI karazo to jagatamAM sarva prANIo sarasa lAgaze. ne tethI sukRta anumodanA thaze. pUjya kalApUrNasUrijInA hRdayamAM bhAvanA che : badhA anuyAyIo bhagavAnanA bhakta banI jAya. bhagavAnanI "savi jIva karuM zAsana - rasI' nI bhAvanA sAkAra karavA ApaNe sau sAthe maLIne prayatna karIe. - pUjya muni zrI ghuraMdharavijayajI : pUjyazrI taraphathI sUcanA AvI che. upadravo zamyA nathI, mATe dareka ArAdhako potAnA rUmamAM roja nava smaraNono traNeya TAIma pATha kare. prabhu-bhakta je sUcanA kare te prabhunI sUcanA che. jo te pramANe karIe to prabhune tema karavAnI pharaja paDe che. pU. muni zrI bhAgyezavijayajI H zAzvata girirAjanI godamAM ATalA suvizALa caturvidha saMghanA darzana kadAca jIvanamAM pahelIvAra ! bolavAno prasaMga paNa pahelIvAra! - eka saMta pAse eka yuvAna kahe che : keTalAya varSothI eka jhaMkhanA che ? mAre prabhu sAthe milana karavuM che. rasto batAvo." "sAme jhADanA pAMca pAna toDIne laI Ava." saMte kahetAM pelAe tema karyuM. pAMce pAMca pAna jhADa para lagAvIne Ava." "gurudeva ! toDI zakuM, paNa joDI nahi zakuM !" ja ja ka ka ka ka ka la ka ka o roka ja 101 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joDavuM muzkela che. toDavuM to saheluM che. tame sau sAthe joDAva, mATe ja prathama maitrI bhAvanA che. ' anaMtA jIvo rahI zake tevA be ja sthAna che. nigoda ane nirvANa. jIvo sAthe abheda kare te nirvANamAM ane bheda kare te nigodamAM jAya che. dazavaikAlika TIkAmAM haribhadrasUrijI : sAdhuvaM viM nAma ?" sarvanava-da-pariNAmavaM sAdhutvam !' sAdhutA eTale premanA vartuLano vistAra, saMkoca nahi, pahelA sAdhu gharano hato have sarvano thayo che. tame paNa jeTalA aMze vistaro cho, teTalA aMze sAdhu cho. samano Dha tAva deva naSNA ' sAmAyikamAM premanuM vartuLa vikase che. caMDakauzikanA prasaMgamAM bhagavAne A ja vAta batAvI che. caMDakauzikane prabhu maLyA ne uddhAra thaI gayo. eka bhAIe pUcheluM ? amAro uddhAra kema thato nathI ? meM kaheluM : eka vAta cheH caMDakauzikane bhagavAna na maLyA tyAM sudhI badhe ja gera hatuM. paNa ApaNe jIbhamAMthI jhera dUra kadAca karIe chIe, hRdayamAM jhera rAkhI mUkIe chIe. maitrInuM amRta AvatAM hRdayanuM jhera nIkaLI jAya che. bhagavAna kyAM janme ? kalpasUtramAM lakhyuM che : tuccha, daridra, kRpaNa Adi kulamAM prabhuno janma nathI thato. tuccha kulamAM bhagavAnano janma na thAya to tuccha dilamAM bhagavAnanuM Agamana zI rIte thAya ? hRdayane vizALa banAvo. lIluM jhADa sarva pakSIonA AmaMtraNanuM kAraNa bane che. 102 , Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lIluM haiyuM sarva jIvonA AzrayanuM kAraNa bane che. tukArAma raste jatA'tA ne caNatA kabUtaro UDI gayA. tukArAmanA hRdayamAM ghA paDyoH mArA dvArA keTaluM duHkha thayuM ? keTalo aMtarAya thayo ? koInI bhUkha to kadAca huM na bhAMgI zakuM, paNa koIne sukhe khAvAya na dauM ? AvuM mAruM jIvana ? teo tyAM ja besI gayA, nakkI karyuM : jyAM sudhI kabUtara pAchA na Ave tyAM sudhI anna-jaLano tyAga ! tukArAmanI saMkalpa zaktithI kabUtaro pAchA AvIne temanA khabhe beThA. -- eka benanA hAthamAMthI vIMTI nIce paDI gaI. bIjA bene kahyuM : bahu khoTuM thayuM. pelIe kahyuM : bahu khoTuM nathI thayuM, corAI hota to sAruM thAta. kama se kama ko'kanA upayogamAM to Avata ! khovAI gaI to kone kAma Avaze ? yogI na banIe to koIne upayogI to banIe ! sau prathama gharathI maitrIno prAraMbha karavo paDaze. gharamAM nokara AdithI prAraMbha karo. mATe ja kalpasUtramAM kauTuMbika zabda, nokaro mATe vAparavAmAM Avyo che. nokara tamane kyAreya kuTuMbI lAgyo ? plAsTIkanA phUla rUpALA lAge, paNa huMphALA nahi. zrImaMta paNa rUpALA lAge, paNa huMphALA nahi. huMphALA banavA mATe maitrIthI bhAvita banavuM paDe. bhakti, maitrI ane zuddhine janma Ape che. bhaktithI zuddhi, zuddhithI siddhi maLyA vinA na rahe. bhaktinI vyAkhyA : je rIte hamaNAM pUjyazrIe [pUjya A. zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijIe] kahyuM tema prabhune pUrNa samarpaNa. I am nothing. huM kAMI nathI. I have nothing. mArI pAse kAMI nathI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 103 Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI ja pUrNa samarpaNabhAva Ave. I am something hatuM tyAM sudhI gautama svAmI paNa samarpaNa karI zakyA nathI. - ekAgratA nathI te khaTake ke ahobhAva nathI te khaTake ? ekAgratA nathI te khaTake che paNa ahobhAva nathI te khaTakatuM nathI. pANInA be glAsa che. ekamAM patthara bIjAmAM patAsuM che. ApaNe pattharanI jema mAtra maLavuM nathI paNa patAsAnI jema prabhumAM bhaLavuM che. prabhu badhuM ApavA taiyAra che. ApaNA taraphathI mAtra samarpaNanI jarUra che. pUjya muni zrI ghuraMdharavijayajI : Aje parama zAsanaprabhAvaka pU. A.zrI vijaya rAmacandrasUrijInI svargatithi che. pUjyazrInA guNAnuvAda mahArASTra bhuvanamAM thayA. AvatI kAle pU. sAgarajI mahArAjanA guNAnuvAda AgamamaMdiramAM savAre thaze. gaI kAle pustaka "kahe, kalApUrNasUri" DaoNkTara rAkeza mAraphata maLI gayuM che che. huM te maMgAvavAnA prayatnamAM hato..... ane AvI gayuM. bahu AnaMda thayo. pUrve bIjAnI mAraphata atre Avela e pustaka atre mane maLela ane lagabhaga te huM pUrNapaNe vAMcI gayo chuM. bharapUra prasannatA thaI che. sAdhusamAcArInI vAto/ane pUjyazrInA mukhethI vahetI vANI khUba asarakAraka banI rahe che. mane ghaNuM gamyuM che. rUbarU malyA tulya AnaMda thayo che. A kALamAM pUjya paMnyAsajI mahArAja bAda pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta khUba zraddheya vyakti che. tamo gaNivaroe khUba zrama karIne pustaka taiyAra karyuM che. dhanyavAda che. -muni jayacandravijaya, surata 104 ra ra ra ma ma ma ma ma Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. AcAryazrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI pU. sAgarajI ma. mAM sAgara jeTalA guNo hatA. Agama-maMdira prAMgaNa aSADha vada-30 31-7-2000,somavAra pU. A. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijInA guNAnuvAda pUjya A.zrI sUryodayasAgarasUrijI : game teTalI gALo ke pattharano varasAda varase paNa pUsAgarajInI dhIratA ane vIratA gajabanI. emanuM rUMvAdhya na pharake. zaMkhezvaramAM abhaya-sAgarajInI dIkSA vakhate ame najare joyuM. oTalA para svasthatApUrvaka belA e pUjyazrI Aje paNa mane yAda Ave che. AcArya pada pachI paNa teo potAnA mATe AcArya AnaMdasAgarasUrijI nhotA lakhatA. kAraNamAM kahetA : vyavahAra khAtara AcAryapadavI levI paDI, paNa kharekhara mArAmAM pAtratA nathI. mAtra be ja AgamamaMdiramAM [pAlItANA-surata) AcArya AnaMdasAgara ema lakheluM che. e paNa kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * | sa ka ka ka ka ja A ja je eka ja 105 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvinA ItihAsakAro bhUla na kare mATe. pU. sAgarajImAM sAgara jeTalA guNo hatA. bolanAra ghaNA che, samaya sImita che, mATe mAruM vaktavya ahIM ja pUrNa karuM chuM. - pUjya A. jagavallabhasUrijInA ziSya pU. munizrI darzanavallabhavijayajI : Aga lagI AkAzameM, jara-jara paDe aMgAra / yaha zAsana na hotA. agara, jala maratA saMsAra / / sAgarane camacIthI na ulecI zakAya. pU. sAgarajInA guNAnuvAda karanAra huM koNa ? na joyA che, na jANyA che, paNa emanI kRtie emane amara banAvyA che. teo bhale vidyamAna nathI paNa teonI pratikRti ane kRti vidyamAna che. AgamanI suMdara paraMparA calAvanAra pUjyazrI hatA. jenA vinA jIvavAnI gama na paDe te Agama che. pratikRti kadAca vilIna thaI jaze, paNa Agama maMdira rUpI A kRti kyAM jaze ? emanA guNagAna karIne uThI jaIe te karatAM ekAda guNa grahaNa karIe, ame Agamano abhyAsa karIe, tame zravaNa karo te sAcI bhAvAMjali kahevAze. * pU. vAna munizrI mAnasArane H sAre loga jAnate haiM ki yaha tasvIra kinakI hai ? [thoDuMka bolatAM aTakI gayA, to paNa loko khuza thaI gayA.] - pUjya A. yazovijayasUrijI ? pU. sAgarajI jJAnano samudra hatA ja, dhyAnano paNa samudra hatA. darzanano lAbha nathI maLyo, paNa tasvIramAM dhyAnastha mudrA jotAM jhUkI gayelo. svarUpa ramaNatAnI anubhUti dekhAI. dazavaikAlikano eka zloka che : NANamegagga citto a Thioa ThAvai paraM / suyANi ahijittA, rao sua-samAhie / / 106 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnane svarUpa-ramaNatAmAM badalavAnuM kArya temaNe karI batAvyuM. TIma-varka mATe virATa kArya kahevAya tevuM kArya ekalA hAthe zI rIte karI zakyA haze ? lAge che ? dhyAnanI pRSTha bhUmi para prabhunA jJAnane avatarita karyuM hatuM. dhyAna vinA prabhunuM jJAna jhIlI nathI zakAtuM. jJAnavimalasUrijIe AnaMdaghanajI para stabaka lakhavAnuM nakkI karyuM; paNa lAgyuM : vivecanA jAmatI nathI. tarata ja samajAyuM : AnaMdaghanajInI prasAdI dhyAna vinA nahi samajAya. suratamAM sUrajamaMDana pArzvanAthanuM cha mahinA dhyAna karyuM. prArthanA karI : prabhu tuM mane baLa Apa pachI emaNe kalama calAvI. Aje paNa e Tabo vidyamAna che. Ane kahevAya jJAna mATenI pRSThabhUmikArUpa dhyAna ! chellA samaye 15-15 divasa sudhI dhyAnAvasthAmAM rahelA, te to khyAla che, paNa emanuM AkhuM jIvana dhyAnamaya hatuM eno khyAla che ? Aje to jJAna-dhyAnanI paraMparA vilIna banavA AvI che. pU. jJAnavimalasUrijI kahe che : vIMjhe che zuddha muja cetanA..." mahAvidehamAM bhale jaI na zakAya, paNa videha avasthA pAmIne ahIM ja ApaNI aMdara mahAvideha pragaTa karI zakAya. bhaktinagarI e ja puMDarIkiNInagarI. mAro sAhibo Atmadeva te ja sImaMdharasvAmI che. AvuM pUjya sAgarajIe prekTIkala banAveluM. roja jJAna-dhyAnamAM DUbIne ja emane sAcI aMjali ApI zakAya. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : pU. kalApUrNasUrijInA pratinidhi tarIke pUjya gaNi zrI pUrNacandravijayajI tathA pUjya gaNi zrI municandravijayajI banne pAMca-pAMca miniTa bolaze. * pU. gaNizrI pUrNacandravijayajI : ja ja eka ja eka eka ja ja eka ja eka ja ka ja 107 Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahyuM.] maMtra-mUrti{-Agama e utkRSTa sAdhanA paddhati che. maMtra-mUrti-Agama dvArA prabhunuM bhAvamilana karI zakIe. [pU. A.zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. padhAratAM vaktavya adhUruM pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : zAsananAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA anugrahathI tIrthanI sthApanA thaI che tyArathI gaNadharothI laIne Aja sudhI paraMparA maLI che, temAMnA ekeka mahApuruSone yAda karatAM ApaNe pavitra banI zakIe. bhagavAnanI jema gurune yAda karavAthI paNa pavitra banI zakAya. zAstra kahe che : 'guru-vahumALo moskvo / ' jIvanamAM guru bahumAna jAge e ja mokSa. ATha karmono kSaya thaIne mokSa thaze, tyAre tyAranI vAta. e pahelA Avo mokSa pragaTAvavAno che. gurune bhagavAna tarIke jovAnA che. bhagavAnane oLakhAvanAra bhagavAnathI paNa caDI jAya. guru na hota to bhagavAna kyAMthI jANI zakAta ? guru bahumAnathI mokSa zI rIte ? mokSa to karmakSayathI thAya ? karmakSayathI thato mokSa guru-bahumAnathI ja maLaze mATe ja guru bahumAnane ja mokSa kahyo che. ATalI vAta jANyA pachI guru pratye apAra bahumAna utpanna thavuM joIe. guru-bhaktinA prabhAvathI ApaNo AtmA bhagavAna sAthe joDAI jAya che. je bhagavAna pratimAmAM che, te ja bhagavAna gurumAM paNa che. na hoya ema bane ja zI rIte ? munirAjanA mAnasamAM haMsanI jema siddho ramI rahyA hoya che. siddho siddhazilAmAM bhale rahyA, paNa muni jyAre dhyAna dhare tyAre temanA hRdayamAM padhAre ja. hamaNAM Agama-maMdiranA darzana karatAM pU. sAgarajInA darzana nathI thatA ? hRdayamAM Agamo kotarAI jAya pachI divAla para * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 108 * Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kotaravAnI zI jarUra ? ema tamane thatuM haze; paNa je AgamanA sparzathI loDhA jevo mAro AtmA suvarNa jevo banyo tenuM darzana bIjA paNa zA mATe na kare ? Agamo kotarAvavA pAchaLa pUjyazrInI AvI bhAvanA hatI. * kalikAlamAM be ja bhagavAna che. jinAgama : bolatA bhagavAna. jinamUrti H mauna bhagavAna. Agama para jeTalo Adara vadhaze te pramANamAM bhagavAna maLaze. je Agamone TakAvavA ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe prANo paNa ApavA taiyArI darzAvelI emane keTalA dhanyavAda ApIe ? jesalameramAM tADapatrIo zA mATe ekaThI thayelI che ? koInA humalA tyAM jaldI na AvI pahoce mATe. e rIte AgamonI surakSAmATe pU. sAgarajIe A AgamamaMdira banAvyuM. jIvana Agamamaya banAvIne jIvIe e ja pU. sAgarajI ma. ne sAcI aMjali ApI kahevAze. e mahApuruSonA viSayamAM jeTaluM kahIe teTaluM ochuM che. emaNe kapaDavaMja-pATaNa vagere sthaLoe be-cAra vAra AgamavAcanAo goThavelI, temAM amArA pU. kanakasUrijIe paNa lAbha lIdhelo. AgamamAM bhagavAna che ema samajAya to svAdhyAya karatAM paNa bhagavAna yAda Ave. bhagavAna judA che ja nahi, paNa bhaktanI bhUlanA kAraNe bhagavAna judA lAge che. Agama pATha karIzuM to cokkasa pU. sAgarajIno AtmA prasanna banaze. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. nA praziSya dhuraMdharavijayajI : jIvaMtA jaga jasa nahi, jasa viNa kA jIvaMta ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 na rA 109 Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je jasa leI AtamA, ravi pahelA Ugata." -zrIpALa - rAsa, pUtaLInA mukhe upA. yazovijayajI jIvatAM jasa nahi, tenuM koI mUlya nathI. yaza hoya che tenuM nAma sUryodayathI pahelA gavAya che. pU. sAgarajI mahArAje vRddhone samajAvI - samajAvIne hastalikhita pratomAM sacavAyelA Agamo hatA, tene bahAra kADhyA. A moTo upakAra che emano. zAsanamAM Agama sthira-surakSita rahe evA hetuthI traNa tabakke moTA parivartano thayA che. (1) vIra saM.980mAM devaddhigaNie valabhIpuramAM zramaNa saMmelana karI Agamo granthastha karyA. (2) vikramanI navamI - dasamI sadImAM zIlAMkAcArya ane kapaDavaMjamAM svargavAsI thayelA AcAryazrI abhayadevasUrijIe Agamo para TIkAo lakhI. zAsanadevIthI saMketa prApta thayelo : duraha Agamo para TIkA lakho. zAsanadevIe sUrijIne niHzaMka banAvavA oDhaNI ApIne kaheluM : sauthI pahelI prata A oDhaNI (ratnajaDita thI vIMTajo. enA paisAmAMthI prato lakhAvajo. e oDhaNIne ghaNA paisAthI te vakhatanA gurjara rAjAe kharIdelI, ne tenI rakamathI e prato lakhAyelI. (3) trIjo tabakko 100 varSa pahelA hastalipi jANavAnI paraMparA lupta prAyaH thaI. paisA khAtara hasta-prato vaheMcAvA lAgI. eka prasaMga tamane kahuMH suratamAM eka mANasa gUDhako histaprato, veMcavA Avyo. pelAe 35 hajAra rUpiyA mAMgyA. pU. sAgarajIe kahyuM : "33 hajAra apAvI zakuM." pelAe kahyuM : "huM jouM'. pachI be kalAka pachI bolAvyo ne kahyuM H 35 hajAramAM Apa. pelAe kahyuM : "eka aMgreja 36 ApIne laI gayo. 110 . Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A rIte eTalA grantho bahAra gayA ke na pUcho vAta. eTale pU. sAgarajI mahArAje Agama surakSAnA nirNayane vegavaMta banAvyo. e TAImamAM khUba ja virodha thayo H Agama chapAvAya nahi. Agama sAdhu sivAya koIthI jovAya ja nahi. jeno virodha thAya e ja sarva svIkRta thAya. virodha na thAya tene baLa ja na maLe. virodhathI ja baLa pUruM paDe che. ekalA hAthe saTIka 45 Agamo chapAvyA. bIjA paNa ghaNA grantho chapAvyA. emanI prastAvanA mULa grantha karatAM paNa kaThaNa hoya. khAlI prastAvanA lakhatAM paNa keTalI vAra lAgI haze ? badhI prastAvanAonA saMgraharUpe eka alaga pustaka paNa chapAyuM che. abhayadevasUrijInA gAmamAM ja janmelA A sUrijIe TIkA to na lakhI, paNa prastAvanA paNa adbhuta che. emanA vyAkhyAna paNa adbhuta hatA. amArA pU. mukticandrasUrijI kahetA : sUtrane pahoLuM karavuM hoya to pU. rAmacandrasUrijInA vyAkhyAna, UMDuM karavuM hoya to pU. sAgarajInA vyAkhyAna vAMcavA joIe. Agamo to teozrIne kaMThastha hatA. emanA vyAkhyAna to Agama tattvono khajAno hato. haju vyAkhyAna sAhitya aprakAzita paNa ghaNuM che. teozrI nAnakaDI jIMdagImAM badhuM pUruM karIne gayA. TIma hovA chatAM ApaNe te kAma karI zaktA nathI. - pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nuM sAhitya vAMcuM to thAya : A zailI konI ? pU. rAmacandrasUrinI to che ja nahi. pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI to nAnA hatA. to A pradAna konuM ? mArA gurudeva pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : huM ATha varSano hato tyAre moTA bApA [bhogIbhAIe] pATaNamAM 1973mAM pU. sAgarajIne vAcanAomATe 3 varSa rAkhelA. ATha varSano huM, roja tyAM beTho raheto. teo lekhana-vAMcanamAM rakta rahetA. jJAnanI jhaLahaLatI jyota lAgatI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 *** 111 Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nizcita pU. sAgarajInI pAse beThA hatA tethI ja temanI asara emanA sAhityamAM jhIlAyelI che. * bhUrAbhAI paMDita (sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAravALA] kahetA : zAsananA cAra staMbha thayA. 1. maMdira-jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. nemisUrijI. 2. Agama-jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. sAgarajI ma. 3. dIkSA-jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. premasUrijI; pU. rAmacandrasUrijI. 4. zrAvaka-jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. valabhasUrijI. A cAra zAsana staMbhoe bahu ja kAma karyuM che. pAchaLanA vArasadAro mAtra saMbhALe eTalI ja apekSA nathI, ene AgaLa paNa vaghAre. hemacandrasAgarasUrijInA AcAryapada vakhate meM lakhyuM : je paraMparAmAM tame Avo cho, te mujaba 45 Agamone dhAraNa karIne bhAvAcArya banajo, evI apekSA rAkhuM chuM. AgamanA vArasadArone kahevA mAMguM chuM? jema abhayasAgarajIe sAcavyuM tema sAcavajo. pUrva puruSo pratye amArI prArthanA ke ame AgamonA vadhu gUDha artho kADhI zakIe. pU. gaNivarya zrI mahodayasAgarajI H thoDIvAra pahelA nAnA mahArAje ATalI sabhAmAM ubodhana karyuM tethI sAnaMda Azcarya thAya. ahIM bIjA paNa bALa munio che. eka kALa evo hato ke bALa munione dIkSA hotI ApI zakAtI. evo kAyado paNa pasAra thavAno hato. te kALamAM Ano pracaMDa virodha karanArA A. pU. sAgarajI ane pU. rAmacandrasUrijI mahApuruSo hatA ne te saphaLa paNa banyo. amArA pU. gurudeva ghaNIvAra nAma letA, temAM be nAma mukhya hatA : pU. sAgarajI ane pU. rAmacandrasUrijI. emanA prabhAvathI ja A bAla munione ApaNe joI zakIe 112 * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ; Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chIe. vidvAna to nathI paNa vidhavA sAdhvIjIo maLaze." - ema pU. guNasAgarasUrijI cAturmAsa mATe vinaMti karavA AvatA zrAvakone kahetA. 20 varSa pahelA pratijJApUrvaka 45 AgamonuM adhyayana cAlu hatuM, tyAre amArA pU. gurudeva kahetA : Aje Agamo maLe che, temAM mukhya upakAra pU. sAgarajI mahArAjano che. AjanA zubha divase saMkalpa karIe : 45 AgamonuM ekavAra to jarUra vAMcana karIzuM. zrAvakavarga saMkalpa kare : zravaNa karavAno. bALakone dhArmika vidyApIThomAM bhaNAvavAno. Aje digambara samAjamAM zrAvako jovA maLe, paNa zvetAmbaramAM zrAvako vidvAna na jovA maLe. vidvAna zrAvako mATenA AgamomAM vizeSaNo Ave che ? taddA Adi gurukuLa, zrAvikAzrama, mahesANA saMsthA vagere ghaNA vidyAdhAmo che. emane uttejana ApIzuM to ja pU. sAgarajI mahArAjane sAcI aMjali ApI gaNAze. chellA 15-15 divasa sudhI dhyAna-dazAmAM rahevuM keTaluM agharUM kahevAya ? " zALAsaMcaya' - paMcasUtra kALanA prabhAve dhyAna-sAdhanA viluptaprAyaH thaI gaI che. dareka kriyA dhyAnamaya hovA chatAM tene te rIte karI zakatA nathI. AthI anya zibiromAM jaI jaina-zAsanathI vimukha thaI jatA jeno jovA maLe che. ahIM dhyAnamArgI pU. kalApUrNasUrijI, pU. yazovijayasUrijI jevA ja 10-15 divasa sudhI cAle tevI dhyAnapaddhati mUkaze to ghaNo AnaMda thaze. pU. zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : : "gurvAdhInyaM susattvaM ca, saMyame supratiSThitam / maratAM nakSai sUrya, vipu jJAnamaH " kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 113 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ savAla che H mahAna koNa ? mahApuruSa banavAnA aramAna badhAnA hoya paNa koNa mahApuruSa banI zake ? A zlokmAM 4 vAta che : 'AdhInatA. (1) guru (2) sattvazIlatA. (3) saMyamamAM custatA. (4) vipula jJAnavaibhava pU. sAgarajImAM A cAreya hatA. eTalA mATe ja teozrI mahApuruSa kahI zakAya. potAnA gurudeva pU. jhaverasAgarajIno saMyoga mAtra 9 mahinA ja, chatAM guru-sevAnA mAdhyame je kRpA prApta karI te adbhuta hatI. kALadharma vakhate pU. jhaverasAgarajIno hAtha temanA mastaka para hato. ne kaheluM : beTA ! AgamonuM dhyAna rAkhaje. sattvazIlatA, emanI ghaTanAomAM jovA maLe che, cAritramAM keTalA custa hatA ? keTalAya abhigraho dharatA, je pUrNa na thaI zake tevA hatA. to paNa te abhigraho pUrNa thayA. vipula jJAnavaibhavanuM varNana to sAMbhaLI ja lIdhuM che. e mahApuruSanA guNAnuvAdathI ApaNe guNAnurAgI banIe, e ja abhyarthanA. ''kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie'' pustaka maLI gayela che. joyuM. khUba ja ciMtanIya - mananIya suvAkyono khajAno bharela che. saMkalanakartA Apane paNa khUba khUba dhanyavAda..... vyAkhyAnamAM ochA loko Ave, paNa pustaka rUpe bahAra paDelA vicAro hajAro loko vAMce eTale hajAro loko sudhI pUjyazrInI prasAdI pahoMcADavAnuM bhagIratha kArya karyA badala khUba khUba anumodanA saha dhanyavAda..... 114 * - hemantavijaya kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ @ NI NaeE] [23ke I.ah kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * maiM aSADha vada-30 31-7-2000, somavAra jenA hAthe dIkSA thaI hoya te potAnI zakti dIkSitamAM sthApita kare. bhagavAna jevA dIkSA ApanAra hoya tyAM keTalI zakti pragaTe ? bhagavAne A tIrthamAM zakti mUkI che. A zakti Aje paNa kAryazIla che. (1) jijJAsA : 'bhavaM hri tatta ?' gaNadharano A prazna aMdaranI utkaTa jijJAsA jaNAve che e jijJAsA paNa vinayapUrvaka bhagavAna pAse mUkI; pradakSiNA ane vaMdanapUrvaka. prazna aMdaranI jijJAsAne jaNAve che. jijJAsA vinA prazna thaI zake nahi. jijJAsA vinA tame koIne jJAna Apo cho, te bhUkha vinA tene jamADo cho. grAhakanI mAMgaNI vinA tame mAla Apo to bhAva ghaTADavo paDe. eka praznathI samAdhAna na thayuM * 115 Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to gaNadharoe bIjo ane trIjo prazana paNa pUchayo ne emAMthI tripadI maLI. tripadI dhyAnanI mAtA che. emAMthI dvAdazAMgIno janma thayo. utpatti, vyaya ane dhrauvya A traNa mULa bIja che, emAMthI samagra jJAnano janma thAya che. nAnA bIjamAMthI moTuM jaMgala utpanna thAya. marudevI eka hatA, paNa emanI saMtati keTalI ? keTalo vakhata sudhI e paraMparA cAlI ? A traNa padomAM dhyAnanA bIja che. e zabdomAM prANa pUranAra bhagavAna che. grahaNa karanAra gaNadharo che. AthI ja emane viziSTa sthAna lAge che ne temAMthI dvAdazAMgI sarjAya. e ja tripadI huM boluM ne tame sAMbhaLo to dvAdazAMgI na sarjAya. * ahIM lakhyuM che : gharma prati mUrvabhUtA vandanA | aMtaranA bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhI dharmano janma na thAya. mana-vacana-kAyA traNeya namra bane to ja bhAva namaskAra Ave. * bhUkha darekane lAge, paNa jijJAsA koIka virala AtmAne ja jAge. "Ano zo artha thAya ?' ema jANavAnI IcchA te jijJAsA che. jijJAsA vinA samyagrajJAna nathI. samyajJAna vinA sammakriyA nathI. mithyAtvIne kadI e maLI zakatI nathI. (2) vidhi parata : koI paNa vastunA nirmANa mATe vidhinuM jJAna joIe. khIcaDI banAvavI hoya to paNa jJAna joIe. hAMDalImAM kema rAkhavI ? cokhA+maga keTalA nAkhavA ? vagere jANyAvinA khIcaDI banAvI zakAya ? * tame dhIraja rAkho. bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanuM zAsana badhuM ja tamane ApavA taiyAra ja che. bhagavAna para aTala AsthA joIe ? 'dezo to tumahI bhaluM, bIjA to navi yAcuM re.. -pU. upAyazovijayajI A acala dhairya che. bhagavAna maLyA pachI upA. mahArAja gAya che ? "mAre to bananAruM banyuM ja che, huM to lokane vAta zIkhAuM re." 116 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhanya dina veLA dhanya ghaDI teha.'' A prabhu-milanano AnaMda che. e A paMktiomAM vyakta thayo che. jJAnIo kahe che H paLe-paLe zvAse zvAse prabhune samaro. prabhune yAda nathI karatA tyAre cokkasa mAnajoH mana saMkilaSTa che. prabhu hoya ne mana saMkilaSTa bane, e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. tuma tyAre taba saba hI nyArA...' (3) guruyoga : bhagavAna dUra to badhuM dUra, bhagavAna najIka to badhuM najIka. AvA bhagavAnane namo. A namomAM vinaya che. navakAramAM prathama 'namo' che pachI arihaMta che. namutkSaNamAM prathama 'namo' che. dazavaikAlikamAM lakhyuM : 'gAyArasa mULa vigo / ' A badhuM vinaya namonI mahattA batAve che. gurunA vinaya vinA kadI samyak kSayopazama UghaDato nathI. AvA mANasane bhaNavAnuM mana paNa na thAya, vicAra paNa AvA ja Ave : abhaNane paNa celA thaI jatA hoya to mAre bhaNavAnI mAthAphoDa karavAnI jarUra zI ? A ajJAnanA gharanA vicAro che. jijJAsA jagADavA sau prathama mohano kSaya jarUrI che. e [kSaya] na thAya to kSayopazama joIe. mATe ja ahIM 'viziSTa kSaya kSayopazanimittA phla[bijJAsA] na lasamyadaTeH matti / '' ema lakhyuM che. nahi to kSaya pachI kSayopazama lakhavAnI jarUra nhotI. gRhasthone to upadeza ApIe chIe, paNa ApaNe ApaNA ja AtmAne bhUlI jaIe chIe. jAnamAM vararAjA ja bhUlAI gayA che. - bodha ApanArA gurumAM ochAmAM ochA cAra guNo joIe. (1) yathArtha nAmavALA. " 'tattvaM gRNAtIti guru : / ' e vyAkhyA lAgu paDe tevA guru hovA joIe. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 117 Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (2) sva-para zAstronA jANakAra. (3) paranA hitamAM tatpara. (4) sAmenA Azayane jANanAra. guru kevaLajJAnI thoDA che : je bIjAnA Azayane jANI le? kevaLajJAna bhale na hoya, kevaLajJAnIno sahAro to hoya ne ? ghaNIvAra zrotAo mane kahI jatA hoya che ke amArA mananI ja vAto Ape kahI dIdhI. amArA mananuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM. ziSya kyA AzayathI rajA mAMgato hoya ? te guru barAbara samajI jAya. bhale e bole nahi. huM pahelA khulAso karI dauM ? mArAmAM cAreyamAMthI ekeya guNa nathI. to vyAkhyA karavA kema beThA ? ema tame pUchatA ho to kahI daUM H pU. haribhadrasUrijInI TIkA, pU. municandrasUrijInI paMjikA, pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijInI vyAkhyA sAme che. emanA para bahumAnapUrvaka boluM chuM. bAkI mArAmAM zakti kyAM ? mArI bhUlo mATe tame sau mane mApha karajo. umAsvAti mahArAja kahe che : meM bhikhArInI jema dANA vINIvINIne badhuM bheguM karyuM che. meM paNa e ja rIte bheguM karyuM che. ApaNane guru joIe gautamasvAmI jevA. mATe ja prApta guruno vinaya karatA nathIne ? paNa ApaNe jANatA nathI : gautamasvAmI jevA gurunA ziSya banavAnI paNa yogyatA joIe ne ? ApaNI yogyatA vicAratA nathI. vartamAnamAM maLelA gurunuM bahumAna karazo to AgAmI bhavamAM gautamasvAmI jevA guru maLaze. yazovijayajIne potAnA guru nayavijayajI para keTaluM bahumAna vinayavijayajI to potAnA gurunA nAmane [kIrtivijayajI) maMtra mAnatA: AvuM guru - bahumAna hoya to ja jJAna Ave. 118 rana ja na pa ka na ka ka aa . Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guru-bahumAnathI jJAna maLyuM che mATe ja e gurunuM kahevAya. - cAMDAlano sparza varSa gaNAya. prabhunA caraNano sparza karavA paDApaDI thAya tenuM zuM kAraNa ? azubha sparza azubha asara kare. zubha sparza zubha. e vAta AnAthI samajAya che. tAMbAne suvarNa-rasano sparza thatAM te sonuM thaI jAya che, ema kahevAya che. A sparzano prabhAva che. prabhuno sparza na maLe tyAM sudhI ApaNe tAMbu chIe. bhagavAnano sparza to vedhaka-rasa che. eno sparza thatAM ja ApaNo pAmara AtmA parama banI jAya. aprakAzita dIvo prakAzita dIvAnA sparza vinA prakAzita na banI zake tema prabhunA sparza vinA ApaNo AtmA parama AtmA na banI zake. prabhunA guNo kadAca na meLavI zako, na keLavI zako, paNa te guNo pratye prema to keLavI zakone ? prabhunA guNono prema e ja vedhaka rasa che, je tamane suvarNamaMDita banAvI deze. gurumAM paNa bhagavAnanI zakti kAma karI rahI che. mATe ja to guru caraNa-sparzano ATalo mahimA che. e jyAM beThA hoya te pATa, Asana vagerene kevA bhAvapUrvaka sparzIe chIe? vAMdaNAmAM zuM che? aho kArya-kAya-saMphAsa dvArA guru-caraNonI kalpanA karIne teno bhAvathI sparza karIe chIe. bhAvapUrvaka sparzathI bahumAna pedA thAya che. bahumAna guNo mATenuM praveza-dvAra che. (3) vidhiparatA : gurune vaMdananI jarUra nathI, paNa A vidhi che. e vinA jJAna na Ave. keTalIka vidhio che : jemake mAMDalImAM besavuM, sthApanAcArya, vaDIlono anukrama, ucitatApUrvaka AsanAdi pAtharavuM, vikSepano sarvathA tyAga karavo. [vAcanA AdinuM phaLa meLavavuM hoya to vikSepano tyAga joIe ja, ADA-avaLA prazno, ADI-avaLI dRSTi vagere vikSepakArI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * eka ja eka rasa che e ja ra ja sa ja sa 119 Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paribaLo che.] upayogapUrvaka sAMbhaLavuM. A guru pAsethI jJAna meLavavAnI vidhi che. Ama karazo to kalyANa thayA vinA raheze ja nahi, ema zAstrakAra geraMTI Ape che. upAya upeyane ApIne ja jaMpe. A niyama che. dIvo pragaTAvo to prakAza thAya ja. pANI pIo to tarasa chIpe ja. vidhipUrvaka karo to kalyANa thAya ja. bhagavAnanI bhakti karo to maMgaLa thAya ja, durgatino bhaya jAya ja. bhagavAnanA bhaktane durgatino bhaya kevo ? bhakta nizcita hoya che. ApaNe AvA nizcita kharA ? bahena' tarIke saMbodhananI taka amerikAmAM vasato e yuvAna bALavayathI paricita. tethI kAkI kahIne bolAve. tenA zaheramAM pravacana mATe javAnuM thayuM. tenA ghare gaI. gharamAM joyuM : madirAno bAra hato. dezanA veza pramANe vyasana sevana thatuM rahyuM. meM tenuM bALapaNa yAda karAvyuM. kyAM tArA mAtApitAnA saMskAra ? ane kyAM A durAcAra? pachI gharmanI ghaNI kathAo kahI. sAMje pravacanamAM tene mAro paricaya ApavAno hato. tyAre meM kahyuM bahena" kahIne paricaya Apaje. teNe paricaya ApatAM jAheramAM kahyuM ke, "bahena" saMbodhananI mane je taka maLI te mATe huM AjathI dArU pIvAno tyAga karuM chuM. puNyayoge tene dharmanI bhAvanAvALA bhAInI mitratA hatI te vadhu paricita thaI ane pote ja yathAzakti dharmabhAvanAmAM joDAI gayA. - sunaMdAbena vorA 120 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMcAMgI AgamamAMthI eka paNa aMga nathI mAnato te bhagavAnane nathI mAnato. zrA. suda-2 1-8-2000, maMgaLavAra * paMcAMgI AgamanuM apamAna te bhagavAnanuM apamAna che. AgamamAMthI koIpaNa aMgane tame nathI mAnatA eTale bhagavAnane ja nathI mAnatA. enA aMgane chedo cho eTale bhagavAnane ja chedo cho. "cUrNi bhASya sUtra niryukti, vRtti paraMparA anubhava re; samayapuruSanA aMga kahyA e, je chede te durbhavya re." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI. anubhava ane paraMparA paNa sAthe laI lIdhA che. A cha mAMthI ekanuM paNa apamAna eTale bhagavAnanuM apamAna mAnajo. TIkAkAra haribhadrasUrijI svayaM AgamapuruSa che. emanI racanA Agama-tulya gaNAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * eka ja ka ka ka ra sa ha ka ma ma ka 121 Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upA. yazovijayajI kRta savAso gAthAnA stavana para padmavijayajI mahArAje dabo lakhyo che. temAM lakhyuM che : haribhadrasUrinA graMtho paNa Agama ja gaNAya. emanI vAta tame nathI mAnatA to Agamane ja nathI mAnatA. AgamAdi vAMcavAmAM to navuM navuM AvavAthI hajue rasa Ave, paNa denika karAtA caityavaMdanAdimAM rasa lagabhaga nathI Avato. haribhadrasUrijI vakhate paNa kadAca AvI sthiti haze ! eTale emane lalitavistarA lakhavAnuM mana thaI gayuM haze ! upamiti, samarAIthya, vairAgya kalpalatA Adi vAMcavAthI paNa vairAgya na jAge to samajavuM H A jIva durbhavya ke abhavya haze! anaMtA bhavo na karavA hoya to A bhavamAM thoDuM sahana karI laIe, thoDI sAdhanA karI laIe to kAma thaI jAya. vRddha mahAtmAo pahelA eTale ja vairAgyakAraka graMtho kaMThastha karAvI pachI vyAkaraNAdimAM praveza karAvatA. * ApaNe to 5-50 varSamAM vidAya thaI javAnA, paNa A Agamo TakavAnA. hajAro varSo sudhI enA AdhAre ja zAsana cAlavAnuM che. e AgamonI ApaNAthI upekSA na karI zakAya. bhAvi peDhInI upekSA na karI zakAya. jaina zrAvaka potAnA saMtAnanI ciMtA kare : kyAMya mAro putra durgatimAM dhakelAI na jAya. pelI vAta ApaNe tyAM Ave che ne ? koI rIte dharmakriyA nahi karatA potAnA putrane dhArmika banAvavA pelA pitAe gharanA bArazAkha para bhagavAnanI mUrti besADI, bAraNuM nAnuM karAvyuM. bhale e putra marIne mAchaluM banyo, paNa pachI ThekANuM paDyuM ne? tyAMthI marIne AThamA devaloke gayo ne ? zrAvaka ciMtA kare to ApaNe ApaNI bhAvi peDhInI cintA nahi karavAnI ? A badhI vAta huM komaLatAthI karuM chuM. ThekANuM paDazene ? ke haju vadhu kaDaka bhASAnI jarUra paDaze ? "nati ve Teva 122 ja ra ja sa ka la sa ca ja * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja ra sa ja : Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAtoM se nahIM mAnajo" evuM nathIne ? - yugalika kALamAM to mAtra hakAra, makAra, dhikkArathI kAma patI jatuM, paNa jema kALa paDato Avato gayo tema vadhune vadhu zikSAnI jarUra paDavA lAgI. jIvonI vakratA-jaDatA vadhu tema anuzAsana kaThora banatuM jAya. (4) bodha pariNati : - bodha sAco te ja kahevAya je pariNAma pAmelo hoya. pariNAmamAM kAMI na hoya te jJAna zA kAmanuM ? vyAvahArika jJAna paNa pariNAma na pAme to saphaLa bane ? jJAnabhaMDAramAMthI copaDA maMgAvyA. ahIM sAMbhaLatI vakhate kholyA. pachI baMdha karI dIdhA. tyAM jaIne khole te bIjA ! AvuM jJAna kalyANakara banaze, ema lAge che ? AvuM jJAna mohanA pAMjarAmAMthI chuTakAro apAvI deze ? AvuM jJAna graMthiomAMthI chuTakAro apAvI deze ? 14 graMthio che. A graMthiothI chuTe te ja nircantha. 14 granthio sAMbhaLI lo. 9 nokaSAya + 4 kaSAya + mithyAtva = A 14 granthio che. AkhA bhavacakramAM mohanIyano upazama pAMca ja vAra thaI zake che. kSayopazama asaMkhyavAra thAya. kSaya eka ja vAra thAya. kSaya thaI gayo eTale kSAyika samyakatva maLI gayuM. kSAyika samyakatva maLyA pachI jAya ja nahi. mohanuM jora ghaTyA pachI ja bodha pariNAma pAme che. pachI tyAM kutarka nathI hotA. Avo mANasa jyAM tyAM jaI potAnA jJAnanuM pradarzana karato nathI. ratnone to DhAMkIne rakhAya. pradarzana na karAya. koI vAta cAlatI hoya ne ApaNe kaMIka jANatA hoIe ne vagara pUchuye tarata ja bolI jatA hoIe to samajavuM H ApaNuM jJAna pradarzaka che. sAcuM jJAna mArgAnusArI hoya. unmArge laI jAya te UMdhuM jJAna. mArgAnusArI jJAna bhale thoDuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 123 Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya, paNa UMdhuM to na ja hoya. kyAreka ajANatAM kaMIka bolAI jAya athavA gerasamaja AvI jAya paNa te haThAgrahamAM pariName tevuM na hoya. davAthI dUra thAya tevA darda jevuM A ajJAna hoya che. gRhastho pAse dhana saMpatti che, tema ApaNI saMpatti jJAna che. dhana nAza pAme. A saMpatti akhUTa che. dhanane cora lUMTe. ahIM to koI na lUTe. kadAca koI lUMTe to paNa ahIM to na ja khUTe. cakravartInuM sAmrAjya TakatuM nathI. Akhare choDavuM ja paDe che. na choDe to narake laI jAya. Akhare ene ahIM ja sAdhupaNAnA zaraNe AvavuM paDe che. je na Ave te narake jAya. ' | gRhasthomAM dhanathI keTalAkane abhimAna AvI jAya tema sAdhupaNAmAM jJAnAdi saMpattithI keTalAkane abhimAna AvI jAya. jJAnanuM ja nahi, bIjI koI paNa labdhinuM abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. bIjAnA ajJAna para hAsya - majAka karavAnuM mana thAya to samajavuM : ApaNuM jJAna abhimAnakArI che. ANaMdajIbhAI paMDitajI na AvaDe to kahetA : "sAva buddha che, Dha che." jo ke teo to vidyArthI pATha pAko kare mATe kahetA. A abhimAna na kahevAya. paNa bIjAno apakarSa karavAnI buddhithI AvA vAkyo kahevAmAM Ave temAM abhimAna che. sAco jJAnI potAnI Rddhino garva na kare, bIjA ajJAnIono upahAsa na kare, vyartha vivAda na kare, bhoLA lokomAM buddhi-bheda na karAve. samaju mANasone e potAnI samajaNa Ape, bIjAne nahi. AnuM nAma ja pAtratA che. pUjya paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ghaNIvAra amane saune pUchatAH tamAre zuM banavuM che ? vaktA ke paMDita ? prabhAvaka ke ArAdhaka? gItArtha ke vidvAna ? pachI teo kahetA : ArAdhaka - gItArtha banajo. jo gItArtha javAba Apyo hoya to tevA banajo. pU. nUtana AcAryazrI : Ape to pUchI lIdhuM haze ? pUjyazrI : to pahelethI ja nakkI karI lIdheluM ja hatuM. pUchavAnI jarUra ja nhotI. 124 # # # # # # # # # # # # # # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM temane vaMdana karato. mane nA pADatA. teo kahetA : tame AcArya cho. vaMdana na karAya, paNa huM kaheto : atyAre huM AcArya nathI, vidyArthI chuM, ziSya chuM. to paNa pATa para to mane joDe ja besADe. emanI hAjarImAM huM bolato paNa hato. bhagavAna jema bolAve tema bolIza. kaMIka ADuMavaLuM hoya to paMnyAsajI ma. jaNAvaze, tema karIza. cintA zI? evA vicAra sAthe bolelo paNa chuM. (5) sthiratA H sAco jJAnI kadI vivAda cheDe nahi. tame ja juo cho : keTalAyanI jIMdagI vAda-vivAdamAM ja pUrI thaI jatI hoya che. jema keTalAka gRhastho korTa-kacerInA lapharAmAM jIMdagI pUrI karI de ! sAco jJAnI bhoLA mANasonI buddhimAM bheda na kare. yogya vyaktine te potAnuM jJAna Ape. AnuM nAma ja pAtratA che. A pAtratA ja guNI puruSone mAnya che. A to mUrtimaMta zamazrI che! bhAva saMpattinuM sthAna che ! dravya saMpatti to ghaNAne maLe. bhAva saMpatti maLe te kharo bhAgyazALI gaNAya. jJAna bhaNavuM hAthanI vAta che, guNo meLavavA hAthanI vAta nathI. thAna lAgI javuM, sthiratA meLavavI, hAthanI vAta che ? tame nakkI karoH Aje mAre mana sthira rAkhavuM che ne mana bhAgavA mAMDaze. mATe ja AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che ? "manaDuM kimahI na bAje ho kuMthujina !" emanI paNa AvI dazA hoya to ApaNI to vAta ja kyAM? manane sthira karavA prayatna karo - eTale lAge : jANe mAMkaDa joI lo! pakaDavA jAva eTale bhAge ! mananI cAra avasthA samajI lo. vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane sulIna. zarUAtamAM tame sthiratAno prayatna karazo eTale mana vikSipta thavAnuM, bhAgavAnuM. A prathama avasthA che. ja rasa eka vAra eka ja eka ja ja 125 Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ manane sthira banAvavA varSo sudhI satata sAdhanA karavI paDe. mana mohane AdhIna che. eTale e kUdAkUda karatuM ja rahevAnuM. manarUpI A vAMdaro kUdAkUda na kare to ja navAI. dhAraNA dvArA thoDuMka mana sthira banyA pachI thoDIka sthiratA AvavA mAMDe che. pachI bIjI avasthA Ave che ? yAtAyAta ! thoDIkavAra sthira rahe. vaLI asthira thAya. koIka mahAtmAe jo dhyAnamAM sthiratA meLavI hoya to samajavuM: varSonI sAdhanA ja nahi, kadAca janmAMtaranI sAdhanA haze ! A badhA padArtho abhyAsa vinA na samajAya. Apa kRpAlu dvArA mane yAda karIne mokalAvela parama pUjya bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrijInA bhAvone raju karatuM pustaka "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" maLyuM. khUba khUba AbhAra. pustaka maLyuM, khUba ja AnaMda thayo. paramAtma-svarUpa pUjyazrInA pustaka mATe alpajJa evo huM koI paNa abhiprAya ApuM e bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrijInuM avamUlyana karanAra bane evuM lAge che. je vAMcatA ja AtmAnA bhayAnaka Aveza-Avega vagere bhAgI jaI zAMta-prazAMta-upazAMta avasthA(svanI) prApta karAve evuM A zAstra aneka bhavyAtmAne Atma-kalyANakArI banaze ja e zaMkArahita vAta che. astu...... - vimalahaMsavijaya, bAraDolI. 126 . Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmAMDamAM sarvatra arihaMtanI karuNA kAma karI rahI che. zrA. suda-3 2-8-2000,budhavAra - sajjana koI kedIne mukta karavA prayatna kare tema mohanI kedamAMthI choDAvavA bhagavAne prayatna karyo. samyaktva eTale kedamAMthI chuTavAnI jhaMkhanA, samyakatvamAM paNa apUrva AnaMda Avato hoya to mokSamAM keTalo AnaMda Avato haze ? samyaktvAdinI prabhAvanA karIne bhagavAna saune AnaMdanI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. A ja bhagavAnanI karuNA che, parArtha vyasanitA che ! "hajAra varSamAM mane maLyuM te ekAda kSaNamAM koI mirudevI Adi] kema meLavI le ?' evo bhAva ApaNane AvI zake, bhagavAnane nahi. brahmAMDamAM sarvatra arihaMtanI karuNA kAma karI rahI che. siddhoe eka eka eka eka ka rI eka eka eka ja eka eka eka 127 Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhyA, e kharuM, paNa siddhone siddha banAvanAra paNa arihaMta ja che ne ? ApaNane mAna-sanmAna maLe che te zuM ApaNA nAmathI maLe che ? ahIM pratyakSa bhagavAnano upakAra che, tene to svIkAro. tame bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM na ho to tamane koNa pUche ? - AtmA nimittavAsI che. jenI pAse rahe tevo bane. ApaNo janma kasAI vagerene tyAM thayo hota to ? kevA saMskAro paData ? mAra-kApanA dRzyo ApaNane kyAreka [amadAvAdamAM spaMDila jatAM maraghA kApatA jovA maLatA. nAnapaNamAM haidrAbAdamAM khulleAma laTakatA prANIonA maDadA jovA maLatA. paNa huM e mArga ja choDI deto.] jovA maLe che to paNa kSubdha karI de che. e dRzyo jemane roja jovA maLatA hoya te dhIre - dhIre dhIThA thaI jaI tevA ja banI jatA hoya che. A che sahavAsanI asara. * ATaluM nakkI karo H A janma have eLe nathI javA devo. bhale ochuM bhaNAya, paNa e bhaNeluM bhAvita thayeluM haze to AtmakalyANa thaIne ja raheze. jJAna bIjAnuM kAma AvI zakaze, paNa bhAvitatA tamArI ja joIze, zraddhA tamArI ja joIze. * bodhapariNati : jJAna pariNatimAM AvyA pachI sthiratA joIe. abhimAna jJAnane sthira banavA detuM nathI. mATe ja sarva prathama jJAnanA anutsakanI vAta kahI. jJAna vadhatuM jAya tema ajJAnanuM bhAna thatuM hevuM joIe. jema jema bhaNatA jaIe tema tema potAnuM ajJAna dekhAtuM jAya to kadI abhimAna nahi Ave. hamaNA eka svapna AveluM H cAre bAju hariyALI. cAre bAju nigoda ! kyAM paga mUkavo ? jyAM nigoda nhotI tyAM meM paga mUkyo. jayaNA ane karuNA bhAvita thAya to ja AvA svapna AvI zake. svapna tamArI aMdaranI pariNatine kahe che. - hamaNA kolerAnA vAyarasa cAle che. koIne paNa jhADAulTI thAya eTale tarata ja hospITalamAM dAkhala thaIne bATalA laI 128 * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ levA mAMDIe chIe, goLIo laIe chIe, tema AtmA sTeja paNa bhUla kare to tarata ja sAvadhAna thaIne tenI pratikriyA karavI joIe. che atyAranuM jJAna mAtra paralakSI che - evuM mane satata lAge che. vyAkhyAna AdimAM upayogI banaze, evuM mAnIne bhaNIe chIe. AtmalakSathI bhaNanArA keTalA ? jIva zarIrathI alaga che e kharuM, paNa ApaNe tene alaga joI zaktA nathI. dUdha ane pANI bhegA hoya, haMsa temAMthI dUdha pI le. pANI choDI de. A ja sAco viveka che. atyAre ApaNe cetana hovA chatAM jaDa jevA banI gayA chIe, pugalanA pakSamAM besI gayA chIe. satata deha-bhAva poSI rahyA chIe. ApaNuM parkAraka cakra UMdhuM pharI rahyuM che, je bAdhaka thaI satata karma-baMdhana karAvatuM rahe che. have jo ene sAdhaka banAvIe to enA dvArA ja karma-visarjananuM kAma karI zakAya. - hamaNA bhagavatImAM nigodanI atyaMta sUkSma carcA cAlI rahI che. goLA, nigoda, jIva vagerenI carcA vAMcatAM thAya ? ApaNA ja Atma-baMdhuo kevI dazAmAM che ? ApaNe paNa eka divasa ahIM ja hatA. koI siddhano upakAra ke emAMthI ApaNe bahAra nIkaLyA. bahAra nIkaLIne TheTha mAnava-bhava sudhI pahoMcyA. paNa ahIM AvyA pachI sau jIvono upakAra laI rahyA chIe, paNa prAyaH koInA para paNa upakAra karatA nathI. ApaNane jIvADavA mATe pRthvI, pANI, havA, vanaspati AdinA keTalA jIvo satata potAnA prANonI Ahuti ApatA rahe che ? - e viSe kyAreka to vicAro. - jJAna ane darzana banne maLIne ja cAritra maLe. jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha, jJAna ekatvatA dhyAnageha." - pU. devacandrajI - adhyAtma gItA AgamamAM hoya to ja AvI vyAkhyA pU. devacandrajI ahIM lakhe. nahi to kadI na lakhe. juo, pU. upA. yazovijayajI kahe cheH kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 129 Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnadazA je AkarI, te caraNa vicAro;" nirvilpa upayogamAM, nahi karmano cAro. banne eka ja vAtane kahe che. je rIte jANeluM hoya te rIte jIvavuM te ja jJAnanI tINatA! te ja cAritra ! ahIM caityavaMdana viSe tame zIkho cho. zIkhyA pachI caityavaMdana te mujaba ja karo to te jJAna tIkSNa banI jAya. azubha vikalpamAM pApano Azrava. zubha vikalpamAM puNyano Azrava. nirvikalpa dazAmAM saMpUrNa saMvara. (6) ukta kriyA : je rIte mudrAdi mATe lakhyuM te rIte zakti pramANe karavuM te ukta kriyA. huM atyAre DAbo paga uMco nathI karI zakato. kAraNa ke tevI zakti nathI. mATe lakhyuM : yathAzavittaH | AhAranA jJAna mAtrathI bhUkha na bhAMge. davAnI jANakArI mAtrathI Arogya na maLe. caityavaMdananI jANakArI mAtrathI saphaLatA na maLe. davA na laIne tame roga mATe pharIyAda na karI zako. uktakriyA nahi karIne tame caityavaMdanamAM AnaMda nathI Avato, tema pharIyAda na karI zako. pUrNa phaLa joItuM hoya to jANeluM amalamAM mUkavuM ja rahyuM. ahIM kahyA mujaba caityavaMdana karazo to A ja janmamAM tame nyAla thaI jazo. ahIM ja AnaMdano anubhava thaze. * logassa eTale zuM ? 24 bhagavAnanI svayaM gaNadharo dvArA karAyelI stuti. gaNadharonI gRhasthapaNAnI sthiti ApaNe jANIe chIe. bhagavAna maLyA pachInI sthiti paNa ApaNe jANIe chIe. teo to ema ja mAne H ame sAva ja loDhe hatA. bhagavAne amane suvarNa banAvyA. teo bhagavAnane kaI rIte bhUlI zake ? 130 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teo stuti dvArA ApaNane zIkhavADe che : bhagavAna dvArA ja Arogya, bodhi, samAdhi vagere maLaze. bhagavAna na maLyA hota to karmanA A rogamAMthI thoDAka aMze paNa mukta banI zakyA na hota. "huM rogI chuM" evuM bhAna paNa bhagavAna vinA thatuM nathI. zarIrano roga khaTake che paNa zarIramAM beThelA AtmAne roga che eno vicAra suddhA nathI Avato. vicAra Ave to bhagavAna pAse Arogya mAMgavAnuM mana thAya ne ? "prabhu ! prasanna thAo ane mane A traNa padArtho jarUra Apo : Arogya, bodhi ane samAdhi." A traNamAM gaNadharoe pUro mokSa mArga mAMgI lIdho. gaNadharonI A mAMgaNI che. tamArI mAMgaNI kaI ? bhagavan! ekalo chuM. ekAda celo maLI jAya to kAma thaI jAya ! AvuM kAMI nathI mAMgatAne ? gRhasthonI potAnA kSetranI IcchAo hoya che. ahIM paNa AvA prakAranI IcchAo hoI zake che. AvI IcchA hoya to samajavuM H ahIM AvIne ApaNe navo saMsAra Ubho karI rahyA chIe. * niSNAtanA kahyA mujaba auSadha na lo to roga to na maTe, paNa utsu roga vadhaze. ahIM paNa pratyapAya saMbhavI zake. kAlagrahaNa AdimAM goTA vaLI jAya to keTalIka vakhata gAMDapaNa, vaLagADa Adi thatA jovA maLe che, guru bhale kAMI na kare, paNa AsapAsanA devo thoDuM mApha kare? eka sAdhvIjIe "garama pANIthI koDhano roga thayo che." ema kahyuM tyAre zAsanadevIe tenI khabara laI nAkhI. pachI sAdhvIjIe potAnI bhUla kabUlI. garama pANIthI roga Ave ke jAya ? atyAre kolerAnA vAtAvaraNamAM to DaoNkTaro khAsa karIne UkALeluM pANI pIvAnI salAha Ape che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 131 Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhu-bhakta mUrti, guru, tIrtha ane AgamamAM bhagavAnanA darzana kare che. zrA. suda-4 3-8-2000, guruvAra - jenA hAthe A tIrthanI sthApanA thaI temanuM sAmarthya apratihata ane aciMtya hatuM. Aje paNa e sAmarthya sakriya che. tIrthanI bhakti karavAthI e sAmarthyano anubhava thAya che. potAne pUrNa samarpita thaI jAya tene, tIrtha, tIrthakara banAve che. dareka tIrthakaro tIrtha dvArA ja tIrthakaro banyA che te emanA namaskAra ['namo tisthassa'] dvArA jaNAya che. tIrthakaro bhale nathI maLyA, paNa jemAMthI tIrthakaro pedA thAya che e tIrtha maLyuM che, e ochA puNyanI vAta nathI. | divya nayanavALA tIrthakaro bhale nathI, paNa emanA zAsananA rAgI jJAnIo maLe ja che. "vastu vicAre re divya nayanataNo re, viraha paDyo niradhAra; 132 * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 kadde Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taratama joge re taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI tIrthakara bhagavAnano prabhAva gaNadharomAM to spaSTa utarelo dekhAya ja che. nahi to emanI dezanA pachI gaNadharonI dezanA sAMbhaLavA koNa rokAya ? paNa zrotAne gaNadharonI dezanA bhagavAna jevI ja lAge. ahIM bhagavAnano prabhAva kAma kare che. e ja prabhAva Aje paNa kAma karI rahyo che. gaNadharonI sthApanA bhagavAne karI che tema tIrthanI sthApanA paNa bhagavAne ja karI che ne ? AgamamAM Thera-Thera Avato "ttibemi' zabda kahe che : huM mArA taraphathI nahi, bhagavAna taraphathI kahuM chuM. "sudi ne Apatti temAM bhAva meM bhagavAna pAsethI Ama sAMbhaLyuM che. je sAMbhaLyuM che te tane kahuM chuM. bhagavAna bhale Aje hayAta nathI, chatAM guru Aje paNa dhyAna dvArA maLatI samApattinA yogathI bhagavAnanA darzana karAvI zake che. sAmAyika dharma nAmanA pustakamAM bhAva-sparza dvAra jarUra vAMcajo. AnAthI A samApattino padArtha vadhu spaSTa banaze ? guru kaI rIte ziSyane bhagavAnano sparza karAve che ? prIti thaI hoya te vyaktine jovAnuM mana thAya te svAbhAvika che. AnaMdaghanajInI covIzInA prathama stavanamAM prabhunI prIti batAvI che. cothA stavanamAM darzananI jhaMkhanA batAvI che. jhaMkhanA tIvra bane to ja prabhunA darzana thAya, prabhunA darzana karAvI ApanAra guru maLe. A vAta yAda karAvavA ja jANe guru tamane dararoja jinAlaye darzana karavA mokale che. AgaLa vadhIne sAco prabhubhakta mUrtinI jema, gurumAM, tIrthamAM ane AgamamAM paNa bhagavAnanA darzana kare che. bhagavAne jemanI sthApanA karI hoya temAM temanA darzana kema na thAya ? ja ka ja eka eka eka ka ka ra sa ca na ra ma 133 Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana cAlaze, temAM ApaNI zakti kAma nathI karatI, bhagavAnanI zakti kAma karI 7ii che, e samajAya che? tIrthaMkara prabhunI apratima zakti hatI mATe ja to Indra chelle thoDIka ja kSaNo AyuSya vadhAravAnI vinaMti karelIne ? Indra jANatA hatA ke bhaMgavAnanI mAtra dRSTi paDI jaze to paNa A krUra graha kAMI nahi karI zake. kSaNavAranI dRSTimAM paNa ATalI zakti hoya to tIrthaMkaranI samagra kSaNonI zakti keTalI ? tenuM anumAna ApaNe karI zakIe chIe. e zaktinA prabhAve ja ATalA jhaMjhAvAto vacce jaina zAsana jayavaMtuM varte che. muslImonA AkramaNo AvyA, maMdiro, mUrtio tUTyA, pustako banyA vagere ghaNuM thayuM, chatAM zAsana haju cAle che ne cAlatuM ja eze. A bhagavAnanI zakti gurunA mAdhyamathI ApaNe anubhavI zakIe. mATe ja kahuM chuM H gurune kadI choDatA nahi. gurune choDazo to bhagavAna chuTI jaze. bhagavAna chuTI jaze to badhuM ja chuTI jaze. bhagavAnanI stuti mAtra karavAthI koI mANasa bhagavAna jevo banI jAya ? e zI rIte bane ? kavi potAnA ja praznano javAba ApatAM kahe che : emAM zuM Azcarya che ? eka zeTha paNa potAnA Azritane potAnA jevo zeTha banAvI deto hoya to bhagavAna kema na banAvI zake ? sAkara jevI sAkara paNa potAnA saMsargamAM AvanAra darekane mIThuM banAvatI hoya, pANImAM sAkara nAkho to te mIThuM bane, ghI yukta loTamAM sAkara bhaLe to te zIro bane, mAvAmAM sAkara bhaLe to te peMDA bane, baraphI bane. eka sAkara keTakeTalA padArthane madhura banAve? sAkaramAM paNa ATalI zakti hoya to bhagavAnamAM na hoya ? - yogasAranA prathama prastAvamAM chelle prabhunA be vizeSaNo mUkyAH bhavinAM bhavadambholiH 'svatulya padavI-pradaH' saMsArane toDavAmAM vaja jevA.-nigraha guNa. potAnA jevI padavI ApanArA.-anugraha guNa. nigraha guNathI bhagavAna tamane zUnya banAvI de che. anugraha guNathI tamane pUrNa banAvI de che. 134 mI ka ca da ka ma ma ka ka zaka kahe Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaI pIDA vadhu khataranAka ? kAMTA, talavAra vagere bAhya pIDA khataranAka ke aMdara kaSAya AdinI pIDA khataranAka ? UMDANathI jozo to aMdaranI pIDA khataranAka jaNAze. aMdaranI e pIDAne haranArA bhagavAna che. 'tubhyaM namastribhuvanAtiharAya nAtha / ' bhagavAna traNeya bhuvananI AvI pIDAne haranArA che. -bhaktAmara. krodhanI kevI pIDAthI caMDakauzika pIDAto hato ? AMkhomAM jhera kyAMthI AvyuM ? pUrvabhavamAM krodhanA je UMDA saMskAro pADelA tenA prabhAve. krodhane jhera kahyo che, te mAtra upamA ja nathI, paNa A rIte vAstavika paNa che. potAnI dRSTimAM rahelA jherathI te anyane bhasmIbhUta karato hato eTale bIjA ja pIDA pAmatA hatA ne te svayaM pIDA - mukta hato, ema rakhe mAnatA! koIpaNa krodhI mANasa bIjAne paDe che, te pahelA te jAtane ja paDe che. e mahAna satya samajI lejo. jaina gurunuM sanmAna jagatamAM sarvotkRSTapaNe thAya che te bhagavAnano prabhAva mAnajo. madrAsamAM pratiSThA prasaMge hajAro ajaina mANaso darzanArthe AvatA te vakhate jaNAyuM : ajenomAM paNa jena saMto pratye keTalo Adara che ? bhale e loko mAMsAhArI hatA, paNa hRdayanA saraLa hatA. sAta vyasana khataranAka che. eTalI vAta karIe ne teo sAteya vyasana choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. ahIM tamane kaMdamULa mAtra choDAvavuM hoya toya amAre lohInA pANI karavA paDe ! eka DaoNkTarane meM mAMsAhAra choDavAnI vAta karI ne teNe tarata ja svIkArI lIdhI. kAMI vadhu samajAvavAnI jarUra na paDI. phI levAnI to vAta ja kyAM ? osavALo badhA mAMsAhArI kSatriyo hatA, paNa pArzvanAtha saMtAnIya pU. ratnaprabhasUrijInA upadezathI [aMbikA devInI preraNAthI mAMsAhAra choDI jena banyA. Aje paNa badhA osavALo e devIne siccAI devIne mAne che. osIyAmAM rAjakumArane sApe DaMkha mArelo. te vakhate devI ja samaja ja ra ma ma ma ma ma 135 Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhAvathI pU. ratnaprabhasUrijIe tene nirviSa banAvelo. tenA prabhAvathI te vakhate eka lAkha rajapUto jaina banyA. viIra saMvat - 70] te ja badhA osavALo banyA. osavALono eTalo prabhAva hato ke jodhapura Adi sthaLe maMtrI vagere pada para temanI ja niyukti thatI. AnA dvArA mAre guru tattvano mahimA batAvavo che. A sAdhvIjIno samUha paNa kAMI ocho upakAra nathI karato. A. haribhadrasUrijI na hota to lalitavistarA kyAMthI maLata? yAkinI sAdhvIjI na hota to haribhadrasUrijI kyAMthI maLata ? A sAdhvIjIno upakAra che. municandrasUrijI na thayA hota to emanI paMjikA vinA lalita vistarA zI rIte barAbara samajAta ? bhuvanabhAnusUrijI na thayA hoya to parama teja vinA lalita vistarAnuM savistara varNana zI rIte jANI zakAta ? A badhA guru bhagavaMtono ApaNA sau para mahAna upakAra che. guru mokSanA avadhya kAraNa kahevAyA che. vaya eTale vAMjhiyo. vAMjhiyA AMbAmAM phaLa na lAge. guru AvA vadhya nahi, avadhya kAraNa che. avazya phaLa [kArya Ape te avadhya kAraNa kahevAya. mATe ja "guru-vahunAno novo " kahevAyuM che. guru-samAgamano prathama ja prasaMga yAda karo. jyAre tamane gurue samajAvavA prayatna karelo, tamane niyamo levA samajAveluM. huM mArI potAnI ja vAta karuM. AvA niyamothI ja mAro dharmamAM praveza thayo. gurue mIThA vacanothI bolAvIne samajAvIne bAdhA na ApI hota to Aje A sTeja para ApaNe pahoMcyA hota ? kalyANanI paraMparA guru dvArA ja cAle. puya guru - bahumAna dvArA ja vadhe. guru tamane bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape. bhagavAna sAthe joDAI jatAM ja tamArI kalyANa paraMparA akhaMDa banI jAya. jeTalA tIrthakaroe pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM tIrthakara nAmakarmanI 136 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nikAcanA karI che, te saue gurunuM AlaMbana lIdhuM che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM ja juone ! nava jaNa tIrthaMkara pada mATe yogya ghoSita thayA. je guru maLyA che tenI sevA karo. emanI yogyatA jovA prayatna na karo. e tamAruM kAma nathI. kadAca yogyatA ochI haze, jJAna ochuM haze to paNa tamane vAMdho nahi Ave. tame emanAthI vadhu jJAnI ane vadhu yogya banI zakazo. upA. yazovijayajI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. gurutattva vinizcayamAM to mahAnizIthano pATha ApIne spaSTa lakhyuM H bhagavAnanA virahamAM guru ja bhagavAna che. guru ja sarvasva che. guru caMDadrAcArya krodhI hatA, chatAM kSamAzIla ziSya kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. gautamasvAmI pAse kevaLajJAna nhotuM, chatAM 50 hajAra ziSyoe kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. A gurutattvano prabhAva che. ahIM vyakti gauNa che, tattva mukhya che. vyaktimAM ayogyatA hoya to paNa kAyama mATe thoDI rahe ? sonAnA kaTorAmAM zarAba bharelI hoya to paNa sonuM sonuM ja che. zarAba kAyama thoDI rahevAnI che ? tamArAmAM yogyatA hoya to guru pAsethI tame meLavI ja lezo. savAla e nathI ke guru kevA che ? savAla e che ke tame kevA cho ? tamAruM samarpaNa kevuM che ? * vyAkhyAnuM sAtamuM aMga che : alpa bhava. lAMbA saMsAravALo AtmA A grantha mATe taddana ayogya che. carama pagalAvartamAM paNa dvibaMdhaka, sakRbaMdhaka ke apunabaMdhaka jIva ja A mATe yogya che, bIjA nahi. daridra ane durbhAgI mANasane ciMtAmaNi na maLe tema dIrgha saMsArIne AvuM caityavaMdana na maLe. caityavaMdana tamane maLyuM temAM tamAruM keTaluM puNya che te vicArajo. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : A vAta huM nathI kaheto, AgamanA rahasyane jANanArAoe A vAta kahI che. * ja ra ja sa ja 137 Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma game che eno artha e ja thAya mAre dharma joIe che. zrA. suda-5 4-8-2000, zukravAra koIka AzaMsAthI karavAmAM Ave to ApaNuM anuSThAna viSa ke garala banaze. gatAnugatikathI karIzuM to ananuSThAna banaze, bhagavAnanI AjJA sAme rAkhIne karIzuM to taddhatu ane tanmaya banIne karIzuM to amRtAnuSThAna banaze. anuSThAna to karIe ja chIe, paNa e anuSThAna kevuM banAvavuM che? A anuSThAna jhera paNa banI zake, amRta paNa banI zake. ApaNe kevuM banAvavuM che ? - namutthaNaMmAM pahelI stotavya saMpadA che. stotavya arihaMta che. ahIM kahyuM : namoDastu | namaskAra ho. namostu mAM paNa asya che. rahasyadarzIone ja A samajAya che. namaskAra haju thayo nathI, mATe ja huM kahuM chuM : namaskAra ho! huM to mUDha 138 . Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chuM, ajJAna chuM. huM koNa namaskAra karanAra ? namaskAra karavAnI mArAmAM kaI zakti ? dravyaprANanI ciMtA karIe chIe, paNa bhAvaprANanI koI ciMtA kharI? dravyaprANa paNa Akhare bhAvaprANanA kAraNe maLyA che, chatAM te [jJAna darzana Adi] yAda na Ave te ApaNI karuNatA nahi? jeTalI saMbhALa dravyaprANanI rAkhIe teTalI ja bhAvaprANonI rAkhIe to kAma thaI jAya. mArAmAM bhAvaprANa che. enI khabara paNa asaMjJIne na paDe. mATe ja dharmano sAco adhikArI saMjJI paMcendriyache. A grantho dvArA bhAvaprANonI puSTi thaze. namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karyo che," ema na kahetAM namaskAra ho' ema kahyuM tenuM kAraNa svanI asamarthatA darzAvavAnuM che. asamarthatA jANIe te ja mAMgavAnuM mana thAya ne ? putra pitA pAse mAMge. bhakta bhagavAna pAse mAMge. bhaktanI ATalI ja mAMgaNI che : prabhu ! mAro eka ja bhAva namaskAra thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya ! mATe ja lakhyuM : "kurApo bhAvinanAraH " manuSya janmanI jema bhAvanamaskAra khUba ja durlabha che. AtmAmAM bIjAdhAna thayuM hoya to ja bhAva namaskAra AvI zake. vidhipUrvaka kheDUta bIjanI vAvaNI kare to ja te phaLa pAmI zake. kheDUta pahelA kheDe pachI vAve. bIja na vAve to Uge ? ApaNA hRdayamAM paNa dharma-bIjanI vAvaNI na thaI hoya to phaLa na ja maLe. dharmIonI prazaMsA te ja dharma-bIjanI vAvaNI che. jIvanamAM dharma bhale na hoya paNa tenI prazaMsA AvI gaI to sAco dharma Avaze ja. bhAvadharma haMmezA pachI ja Ave che. te pahelA tenI prazaMsA ja Ave che. ApaNane Aje A dharma maLyo che, tenuM mULa kAraNa pUrvamAM ApaNe tenI prazaMsA karelI te che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma 139 Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazaMsA karavI eTale te cIja jIvanamAM lAvavAnI IcchA karavI. kharekhara to "mane game che." eno artha ja e thAya : "mane joIe che.' tame koI dAgInAnI prazaMsA karo cho eno artha e ja thAya ke mAre AvA dAgInA joIe che. koIno baMgalo tamane game che, eno artha eTalo ja ke baMgalo tamane joIe che. dharma game che eno artha e ja thAya ? mAre dharma joIe che. phaLanI AzAthI ja bIja vavAya. muktirUpa phaLanI AzAthI ja dharmanI prazaMsA thAya. ahIM pAlItANAmAM comAsuM kema thayuM ? pahelA pAlItANAmAM comAsuM karavuM gamyuM. gamyuM na hota to thAta nahi. Aje tame kema bhaNelA cho? kAraNake pahelA tamane bhaNavAnuM gameluM. Aje tame paisAdAra kema cho ? kAraNa ke pahelA tamane paisA gamelA, paisAdAra thavuM gameluM ! je vastu gamavA mAMDe te mATe jabaradasta puruSArtha thavAno ja. dharma gamavA mAMDe pachI sarva prathama te kaI rIte maLe ? tenuM ciMtana cAle. pachI dharma-zravaNa thAya. pachI tenuM pAlana Ave. tenA phaLarUpe deva-manuSyarUpa sadgati maLe. A ja dharma-bIjanA aMkUra, thaDa, DALa, phUla vagere samajavA. A badhA AnuSaMgika phaLa che. mukhya phaLa to mokSa ja che. kheDUtane mana mukhya phaLa dhAnya che, ghAsa nahi. dharmIne mana mukhya phaLa mokSa che, svargAdi nahi. mATe ja pradhAna phaLarUpa lakSya kadI cUkAvuM na joIe. dharmanuM carama ane parama phaLa kevaLa parama-pada che, e kadI na bhUlAvuM joIe. vihAromAM jema amuka gAma Adi lakSa hoya to rastAmAM game teTalI vinaMtio thAya, AkarSaNo Ave chatAM rokAtA nathI, tema ahIM paNa parama pada sivAya kyAMya rokAvAnuM nathI. mArga e mArga ja kahevAya; bhale game teTaluM AkarSaNa hoya. mATe ja zANo mANasa maMjhila prApta karyA sivAya vacce kyAMya rokAto nathI. 140 * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 : Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNI maMjhila Atmaghara che, parama-pada che. A saMsAra to mArga che, sTezana che. tamArI bhASAmAM kahuM to sAsaruM che. sAsarAmAM mahemAnagatIthI AkarSAI jaIne tame vadhu rokAI javA cAho to zA hAla thAya ? "tArA sula vasarA, do dinakA AsarA; jyAdA rahegA vaha, dvArA tA." A saMsAramAM jo vadhu vakhata rahyA, be hajAra sAgaropama sudhImAM mokSe na gayA, [kAraNake trasakAyanI sthiti be hajAra sAgaropamathI vadhu nathI.] to A saMsAramAM khAsaDA ja khAvAnA che. A badhI vAta ahIM sAMbhaLo cho, paNa mukAme jatAM ja bhUlI jAva cho. badhuM guru para nAkhI do cho. tame tamArA ja AtmAnI ciMtA na karo to bIjuM koNa karavAnuM ? mana-vacana-kAyAnI cokI ApaNe nahi karIe to koNa karaze ? bhagavAna mArga batAve, guru preraNA Ape, paNa cAlavuM to ApaNe ja paDaze ne ? nimitta kAraNa game teTaluM puSTa hoya paNa upAdAna taiyAra ja na hoya to zuM thaI zake ? bhagavAna to rAha joI rahyA che ? kyAre A jIvo mArI pAse Ave. paNa ApaNane ja kyAM utAvaLa che ? samya-darzana dvArA AtmAnubhUtinI jhalaka meLavI che ? na meLavI hoya to nirAMte zI rIte besI zakAya ? ekavAra e jhalaka meLavI hoya to saMsAra AkarSI zake ? maMjhila na maLe tyAM sudhI musAphara aTakato nathI. dhAnya na maLe tyAM sudhI kheDUta aTakato nathI. to paramapada na maLe tyAM sudhI ApaNAthI kema aTakAya ? ghAsathI kheDUta saMtoSa na mAne to bhautikatAthI ApaNe zI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 141 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rIte saMtoSa mAnI zakIe ? bIjuM kAMI nahi to dharmanI sAcI prazaMsAthI prAraMbha to karIe. ke ahIM ja garabaDa che ? bhAva namaskAra samyagna-darzana sUcita kare che. enA pahelA apunabaMdhakAdimAM prazaMsA jovA maLaze. prazaMsA haMmezA guNInI, dharmInI thaze. kAraNa ke guNa ke dharma guNI ke dharmI sivAya bIje kyAMya jovA nahi maLe. bIjAnA dharmanI prazaMsAno artha e thayo ke e dharma mArAmAM paNa Ave evI IcchA thaI. bIjAnuM bhojana sAruM lAgyuM eno artha e thayo ke mAre ghera roja AvuM bhojana banAvIne khAvAnuM mana thayuM. * namostu I ahIM IcchAyoga che. mArAmAM bhAva namaskAra karavAnI zakti nathI, paNa IcchA jarUra che. mane kyAre Avo namaskAra maLe ? A IcchAyoga che. IcchA thaI e paNa moTI vAta che. dharmanI IcchA karanArane paNa anubhavIo dhanyavAda Ape che. "dhanya tuM AtamA jehane, evo prazna avakAza re." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI. tane zAntinI cAhanA thaI ? tane AvI prasannatA meLavavAnI IcchA thaI ? dhanyavAda che tane ! adhanyane AvI IcchA paNa thatI nathI. tane khAvAnI IcchA thaI ? have tAro roga gayo. rogamAM khAvAnI IcchA thatI nathI. saMsAra-roganI tIvratAmAM dharmanI IcchA paNa thatI nathI. viSaya-abhilASAno atireka kadI dharma tarapha gati karavA deto nathI. je khAvA-pIvAmAMthI UMcA nathI AvatA te pazuo dharma nahi karI zake. kAraNa ke prAthamika IcchA ja emanI pUrI thaI nathI. viSaya-kaSAyanI tIvratA jemanAmAM paDelI che, te dharmanI IcchA nahi karI zake. kAraNa ke haju enI cetanA aMdhakAramAM bhaTakI rahI che. 142 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ enI cetanA haju ghaNA nimna staranI che. ene zikharanI kalpanA kyAMthI Ave? ene paramano prakAza kyAMthI game ? e to aMdhakAramAM athaDAI rahI che. aMdhakAracArI ghuvaDane prakAza na game tema bhavAbhinaMdIne dharma na game. Avo mANasa viSaya-kaSAyanI Dagalepagale prazaMsA karyA ja kare. polisI [mAyA vinA to cAle ja nahi. lobha vinA thoDuM kamAI zakAya ? krodha vagara bIjA para thoDo kanTrola raheze ? mAna vaDagara teja kevuM ? A ja enI vicAradhArA ! ene kaSAyo khUba ja game. kaSAyo gamavA eTale ja saMsAra gamavo. kaSAya ja saMsAranuM mULa che. kaSAyo gamatA hoya to have eTaluM karo : krodha karavo hoya to krodha para ja karo. abhimAna AtmaguNono karo. mAyAnI sAthe ja mAyA karo. jJAnAdino lobha rAkho. kAma thaI jaze. A prazasta kaSAyo che. aprazasta kaSAyo prazasta kaSAyothI ja jItI zakAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri" "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" nAmanA pustaka maLyAM che. lakhANa ghaNuM ja sAruM che. khUba ja upayogI pustako che. zrutajJAnanI ArAdhanAmAM ApanI apramattatA anumodanIya che. Ape emAM khUba ja prayAsa karela che. zAsana-deva Apane AvA kAryomAM khUba khUba zakti Ape. vAMcavAmAM sarva samajI zake tevA saraLa tattvadarzI ane game tevA ApanA pustako che. -muni hitavardhanasAgara, moTA kAMDAgarA, kaccha hI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 143 Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma satata, vidhipUrvaka ane AdarapUrvaka thavo joIe. zrA. suda-6 5-8-2000, zanivAra * "muktinA mArgamAM prabhu sivAya koI sahAyaka nathI.' e vAtanI daDha pratIti ja prabhu para ananya premabhAva ane bhaktibhAva pedA karAve che. bhagavAna mAtra dharmanuM pratipAdana karIne rahI nathI jatA, paNa sAdhanAya karAve che. prAraMbhathI laIne TheTha zailezIkaraNa sudhI bhagavAna sahAyaka bane che. bIja khetaramAM potAnI meLe nathI paDatuM, kheDUta vAve che. dharmabIja paNa ApaNAmAM bhagavAna dvArA paDe che, e samajAya che ? caturvidha saMghanA koI sabhya dvArA ja dharmanuM bIja paDe, A caturvidha saMghanA sthApaka bhagavAna che, ema to ApaNe svIkArIzuMne ? aSTa prAtihAryo, 34 vANIguNo Adi dharmanuM ja phaLa che. dharmane 144 eka ja ja A ja ya zuM che e ka ja ja eka ja Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAne siddha karyo che. evo siddha karyo che ke dharma emane choDIne kyAMya jaI ja na zake. dharmano prabhAva dekhAya che ? atyAre kolerAnuM vAtAvaraNa thoDo samaya cAlyuM. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM 13 varSano chokaro bahAra pharavA gayelo. gaMdI vastImAM javAthI kolerA lAgu paDyo. te vakhate koI AvA upacAra hatA nahi. niraMtara jhADA-ulTI thavAthI e chokaro marI gayo. e vakhate koI niSNAta DaoN. maLI jAya to ? atyAre ATalA keso banyA, paNa badhA bacI gayAne ? A DaoNkTarano upakAra che. bhagavAna paNa A rIte ApaNA para satata upakAra karatA rahe che paNa bhagavAnano upakAra nathI samajAto. A ja takalIpha che. bhagavAnanuM A ja kAma che : mAMdAnI mAvajata karavI. ApaNe mAMdA chIe. bhagavAna dhanvaMtari vaida che. muzkelI e che ke ApaNane ApaNI ja mAMdagI samajAtI nathI. badhA vaktAnI e javAbadArI che H zrotAone bhagavAna ane dharmano upakAra ThasAvavo. emanA hRdayamAM ahobhAva Ubho karavo. ATaluM thaI jAya to bIjuM kAma ghaNuM saraLa banI heze. dharma satata vidhipUrvaka ane AdarapUrvaka thavo joIe. Avo dharma thato rahe to duraMta saMsArano paNa aMta AvI zake. kharo saMsAra aMdara che. janma-maraNAdi to bAhya phaLa che. ene pedA karanAra karma che, sahajamaLa che. mukhya ghA enA para paDavo joIe. DALI, pAMkhaDA para nahi, mULa para ghA paDavo joIe. ahIM prazna thAya : bhAva namaskAra mATe ja A dharma che. to bhAva namaskAra jene maLI gayo che ene to namaskAranI jarUra nathI. e to kRtakRtya thaI gayA. kadAca e A pATha bole to paNa mRSAvAda gaNAze. je siddha thaI gayuM che tene pharI siddha karavAnI zI jarUra ? uttara H tame haju tattvanuM parijJAna pAmyA nathI. bhAvanamaskAramAM paNa taratamatA che ja. bhAvanamaskAravALAne paNa haju vadhu utkarSa kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * 145 Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prApta karavAno hoya ja che. je bhUmikA para vhelA hoIe tyAM sthira rahIne AgaLanI bhUmikAne meLavavA prayatna karavo ja joIe. na karIe to jyAM chIe tyAM paNa sthira na rahI zakIe. koI pagathIAmAM vacce UbhA Ine joI lo. cAlanArA kaheze : bhAI ! tame vacce kema UbhA cho ? kAM to nIce jAva. kAM upara. vacce na Ubho. ApaNe paNa vacce UbhA na rahI zakIe. upara javAno prayatna na karIe tyAre potAnI meLe nIce AvI jaIe. :: AgaLanI bhUmikA meLavavAnI IcchA na hoya to vidyamAna bhUmikA paNa TakI zake nahi. ''muLavavuM-vahumAnAve nityasmRtyA 4 sayiA / jAtaM na pAtayedbhAvamajAtaM janayedapi / / " --jJAnasAra guNavaMtanA bahumAna AdithI, nitya smaraNathI, zubhakriyA, utpanna thayelA bhAvane javA na de ne na thayelA bhAvane pedA kare. mATe ja guNanI vRddhi mATe dararoja A kriyA karavI joIe. keTalAya sAdhako 12-50-100-1000 logassanA kAussagga sudhI pahoMce che te A mATe ja. huM UMcI kakSAmAM pahoMcI gayo chuM, mAre koI bAhya kriyAdinI jarUra nathI, evuM mAnIne kadI kriyAkAMDano tyAga nahi karatA. eka samAna bhAva to mAtra kevaLI bhagavAnano ja rahe che. ApaNe kevaLI bhagavAna banyA nathI. [hAtha lAgatAM copaDI paDI gaI.] joyuM ? jarA dhyAna na rAkhIe to A copaDI kevI paDI gaI? ApaNA bhAvo AvA che. mATe ja satata sAvadhAnInI jarUra che. prAraMbhamAM guru tamane preraNA Ape. pachI guru dvArA maLelo viveka tamane satata preraNA Apato ja rahe. tamArI aMdara pedA thayelo viveka ja tamAro guru banI zake. upamitimAM A ja vAta samajAvI che : gurunI gerahAjarImAM * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 146 Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pelo bhIkhArI vAraMvAra gaMduM anAja khAI le che tyAre pelo vinavaNI kare che : gurudeva ! kAMIka evuM karo, koI evI paricArikA Apo jethI te mane gaMduM khAtA aTakAve. gurunI taddayA [karuNA e tene sambuddhi nAmanI dAsI ApI, je ene malina anAjathI aTakAvavA lAgI. A ja viveka che. bhagavan! Apa mokSamAM gayA cho, chatAM nAtha kahevAo cho. yogakSema to karatA dekhAtA nathI, pachI nAtha zI rIte ?" Avo prazna pU. devacandrajIe 7mA bhagavAnanA stavanamAM UThAvyo che. vItarAgatA hoya tyAM karuNA zI rIte hoya ? AvA prazno ApaNane UThe, paNa samajI lo : bhagavAna camatkAranA bhaMDAra che. bhagavAnamAM kRpAlutA che tema kaThoratA paNa che. nirjhanthatA che tema cakravartipaNuM paNa che. AvA eka - be nahi, anaMtA virodhI dharmo bhagavAnamAM rahI zake, e vAta syAdvAda-jJAtAone samajAvavI na paDe. bhagavAna kRpALu che, jagatanA jIvo para. bhagavAna kaThora che, karmo para. alaga-alaga apekSAe paraspara virodhI dharmo paNa eka vastumAM ghaTI zake. pU. AnaMdaghanajI ma. nuM peluM "zItala jinapati lalita tribhaMgI" stavana paraspara virodhI guNadharmone kahenAruM che. pU. devacandrano majhAno prazna che : saMrakSaNa vinA Apa nAtha cho. dhana vinA Apa Izvara cho, dhanavaMta cho. "saMrakSaNa viNa nAtha ho, dravya viNa dhanavaMta ho." . pANI vAparatAM A paMkti hamaNA ja mane yAda AvI. vAraMvAra ghuTelI A paMktio bhUlAya zI rIte ? mATe ja vAraMvAra kahuM chuM : A traNa covIzIo khAsa kaMThastha karajo. amAma guNone meLavI ApanAra ane prAma guNonI rakSA karanAra bhagavAna nAtha che. ApaNAmAM guNo na AvatA hoya to kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 147 Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajI levuM e bhagavAnane ApaNe nAtha tarIke svIkAryA nathI. bhagavAnanI rajA vinA ekeya guNa AvI zakato nathI. bhagavAnanI guNo para ananya mAlikI che. mArI A vAtanuM khaMDana karI juo. mArI madade siddharSi gaNinuM peluM vacana Ave che : eka paNa zubhabhAva bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA maLato nathI. zubha bhAvathI ja guNa maLe che. zubha bhAva bhagavAnanI kRpAthI maLe che. mATe ja guNo para bhagavAnanI mAlikI che, ema kahuM chuM. Aje savAre vaMdana vakhate paccakhANa na ApI zakyo. zaMkA hatIH Aje kadAca vAcanA nahi ApI zakuM. paNa bhagavAne beThA che ne ? emaNe mane taiyAra karI dIdho. huM zI rIte bhagavAnane bhUluM? bahu ja nAnapaNamAM huM paNa bhagavAnane A rIte nhoto jANato. paNa Aje jANuM chuM, paLa-paLe bhagavAna yAda Ave, evI bhUmikAe bhagavAne ja pahoMcADyo. e bhagavAna mArAthI zI rIte bhUlAya ? guru dvArA, pustaka dvArA, koI ghaTanA dvArA ke game te dvArA tamArA jIvanamAM guNo Ave te Akhare bhagavAna dvArA ja Ave che. mukhya dhArA eka ja che. jyAM kyAMya paNa verAyeluM che, te bhagavAnanuM ja che, eTaluM mAnatA thaI jAva to kAma thaI jAya. "kahe, kalApUrNasUri" pustaka maLyuM. pUjyazrInA kohinUra hIrA jevI ratna-karNikAone zabdonA doramAM bAMdhI, eka navalakhA hAra jevI adbhuta racanA ApI khUba khUba upakAra caturvidha-saMgha para karyo che. jIbha bole, hRdaya bole evA zabdo ghaNI vAra malyA che, paraMtu anubhava bolato hoya evA tAkAtavara zabdo to kyAreka ja maLe che. evA zabdo pahoMcADyAnI kRtajJatA hRdayapUrvaka vyakta karuM chuM. "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" pustaka hamaNAM bhUpatabhAIe ApyuM che. AvI zreNi bahAra paDe ane zabda-zabda sacavAya evI zubhAbhilASA. -saMyamabodhivijaya, ghATakopara, muMbaI 148 6 Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'deva-guru-pasAya' kahevuM eTale bhagavAna pes Sle (pgJId [fc pe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * D zrA. suda-7 6-8-2000, ravivAra sAta covIzI maMDapa [sAmUhika zaMkhezvara aTTamano prAraMbha zatruMjaya tapano prAraMbha...] ['OM hrIM zrIM arha zaMkhezvara paarshvnAthAya namaH / ' nI pAMca mALA sAmudAyika rUpe bolAvAI.] pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI 0:0 pAlItANA cAturmAsamAM rahelo caturvidha saMgha ekaTho thayo che. nirvighne ArAdhanA thAya te mATe sAmUhikarUpe zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano jApa karI rahyA chIe. traNeya [caturvidha saMgha, dvAdazAMgI, prathama gaNadhara] prakAranA tIrthanI sthApanA karanAra tIrthaMkara che. prathama gaNadhara paNa tIrtha che. eTale Qian 149 Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurutvanI sthApanA svayaM tIrthakara dvArA thaI che. bhagavAna gaNadharonA guru thayA ne ? eTale ja bhagavAna, bhagavAna paNa che ne guru paNa che. "sthApanA' eTale potAnI zaktino nyAsa karavo. ajenomAM zaktipAta zabda prasiddha che. pAta eTale patana. ahIM sthApanA zabda che. bhagavAnanI zaktinI sthApanA caturvidha saMgha, dvAdazAMgI ane prathama gaNadharamAM thayelI che, e samajAya che ? eka AdinAtha bhagavAnanI A zakti [tIrthamAM mUkelI zakti] 50 lAkha kroDa sAgaropama-ardhA cothA ArA-sudhI cAlI. A zakti Aje paNa kAma kare che mATe ja to ApaNe devaguru pasAya' zabdano prayoga punaH punaH karatA hoIe chIe. 'deva guru pasAya' kahevuM eTale bhagavAna ane gurunI zaktino svIkAra karavo. ApaNI upAdAna-zaktino ughADa puSTa nimitta bhagavAna dvArA ja thaI zake, eTaluM to svIkAravuM ja paDaze. deva-gurunI kRpAthI ja muktino mArga maLaze. atyAre bhale sAkSAta bhagavAna nathI, paNa nAmAdi traNa to che ja. A vAta guru dvArA jANavA maLe che. mATe ja gurunI ArAdhanAthI mokSa maLe, "guru vahunAno novo " ema kahevAyuM che. guru para bhakti bahumAnavALo avazya mokSe javAno. eTale te sAdhanA vagara ja mokSe jAya ema nahi mAnatA. gurunuM bahumAna enI pAsethI sAdhanA karAvaze ja. e ja guru-bahumAna kahevAya. guru bahumAna kadI niSkriya na hoya. e sAdhanA karAve ja. - pU. AnaMdaghanajIe bhagavAnane "mukti paramapada sAtha" kahyA che. paramapada na maLe tyAM sudhI bhagavAna sAthe rahe che. bhaktanI jIvana-nayA mohanA tophAnathI bhale hAlaka-Dolaka thAya, paNa DUbatI nathI. kAraNa ke bhagavAna sAthe che. - guru bhaktinA prabhAvathI A kALamAM paNa samApatti dvArA bhagavAnanA darzana thaI zake che - ema yogadRSTi samuccayamAM lakhyuM che. 150 ja Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ enI pratIti AnaMda dvArA thAya. bhagavAnanA darzana thatAM ja yogInA hRdayamAM AnaMdanI laharIo pragaTe. e AnaMda ja kahI Ape H bhagavAna maLI gayA che. sAdhanAmAM kacAza che mATe ja bhagavAnanA darzana nathI thatA. * bhagavAnanA darzana karAvI ApanAra AvA guru haze tyAM sudhI jena zAsananI jAhojalAlI rahevAnI. AvA guru potAno nahi, paNa bhagavAnano mahimA loka-hRdayamAM pratiSThita kare. bhakta "meM karyuM ema nahi kahe, "bhagavAnanI kRpAthI thayuM" ema ja kaheze. "deva-guru pasAyathI thayuM" ema ja kaheze. kahevA khAtara nahi, paNa hRdayathI ja kaheze. A ja vastu ahaMkAra-nAzaka che. yogazAstranA anubhava-prakAza nAmanA 12mA prakAzamAM lakhyuM cheH gurukRpAnA prabhAvathI yogI evI sthitie pahoMce che, jyAre tene mokSanI paNa paravA nathI hotI, te "nakSatu vA mAgatu' evuM kahI zake che. huM to ATalI vizALa sabhAnA dareka sabhyanA hRdayamAM bhagavAna ane guru pratye hRdayamAM raheluM bahumAna joI rahyo chuM. * A saMgha jayavaMta varte che, jenA prabhAvathI sAdhu-sAdhvI Adine kadI AhAra-vastra Adi aMge ciMtA karavAnI nathI rahetI. je saMgha ApaNA mATe [sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mATe ATaluM karato hoya te saMgha mATe kazuMka karavAnI javAbadArI amArI che. amane paNa A pATe besADanAra guru bhagavaMta ja che. jo emaNe amane na besADyA hota to ame paNa tamArI jema rakhaDatA ja rahyA hota. guru to jina che, kevaLI che, bhagavAna che." ema mahAnizIthamAM vAMcyuM tyAre huM nAcI UThyo. guru tattvanuM keTaluM sanmAna ! - siddhacakramAM bhagavAna mATenA be ja, paNa guru mATenA traNa pado che. AmAM bhagavAnanuM mahattva nathI ghaTatuM, bhagavAna khuda ja kahe cheH je gurunuM mAne che, te mAruM mAne che. aka rapa ra ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ja 151 Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvA gurunI bhakti karazo to mukti dUra nathI. gurunI bhakti kadAca na thaI zake to paNa AzAtanA to nahi ja karatA. guruvaMdana bhASya bhaNazo to gurunI AzAtanA khyAlamAM Avaze. pUjya AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrIe atyAre pravacanamAM gurutattvanI mahattA batAvI. - umAsvAtijIe samya-darzana, samyagU-jJAna, samyakacAritramAM mokSamArga batAvyo che. pUjyazrIe to TUMkuM - Taca kahIne mokSano mArga batAvI dIdho. - vanA mauvavo ' paMcasUtranI A paMkti dvArA jaNAvI dIdhuM. guru vinA koI bhagavAna meLavI zake nahi. je gurune mAne che te ja mane mAne che je gurune nathI mAnato te mane paNa nathI mAnato, ema svayaM bhagavAna kahe che. A siddhAcalamAM to ATalA badhA gurupuMgavonA darzanathI ApaNe sau nyAla thaI gayA chIe. kalpasUtramAM lakhyuM che : "nAradarTiviTinA hitamALA' hajAro AMkhomAMthI jovAtA bhagavAna. ahIM paNa hajAro AMkho dhanya che, je guru bhagavaMtane joI rahI che. - roga-upadravane dUra karavA atyAre zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthano sAmUhika jApa thaI rahyo che. nAma letAM ja bhagavAna tamArI sAme Avaze. hamaNAM ja tame AMkha baMdha karo ne huM nAma lauM : zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha. tamane e dekhAzene ? eTale ja kahyuM che : "nAma grahetA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna.' 1pa2 * * * * * * * * * * Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazna thaI zake : ahIM AdinAthajInI nizrAmAM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajI zA mATe ? je pANIe maga caDe te pANIe caDAvI devA. A kahevata sAMbhaLI che ne ? vidana nivAraNa mATe zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna utkRSTa manAyA che. sAkSAt neminAtha bhagavAne svayaM paNa jarAnA nivAraNa mATe pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI mUrtinA snAtra-jaLano upayoga karavAnuM kaheluM. huM beTho chuM ne ? jhukAva mAthuM. tAruM kAma sidhdha thaI jaze." ema neminAtha bhagavAne nathI kahyuM. vidana dUra karavAnI monopolI mAtra zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthamAM che. - arjuna : "he kRSNa ! tame bhaktane zI rIte sahAya karo cho ? , zrI kRSNa : 2 mAM thathA prapadyanta. tAMtaLeva manAgadam ' - gItA. je rIte mane je svIkAre te rIte huM tene sahAya karuM." mAnava, deva, rAjA ke bhagavAna je rIte bhakta svIkAre te rIte tene sahAya karuM. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajI mATe ApaNo eMgala kevo ? ke vizvAsa ja nathI ? bhikhArI ane udyogapati banne maMdiramAM gayA ? bannee eka sarakhI prArthanA karI : "prabhu ! have to kAma karavuM ja paDaze. paMdara divasathI prArthanA karuM chuM. maMdiramAMthI nIkaLyA pachI bhIkhArIe bhIkha mAMgavAnuM zarU karyuM. ne pelo gADImAM ravAno thayo. bhIkhArIne pacAsa rUpiyAnI noTa maLatAM te rAjIreDa thaI gayo : kharekhara bhagavAne mArI vAta sAMbhaLI. pelA udyogapatino mAla, je koI letuM nhotuM, tene lenAro maLI gayo. rUpiyA pAMca lAkhano napho thayo. bannenI samAna prArthanA chatAM ekane pa0 rU. ane bIjAne pAMca lAkha maLyA. bheda bhagavAnano nathI, paNa bhaktanA manano che. - prabhu e ja, paNa tame emane kyA eMgalathI svIkAro cho, e kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 153 Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja mahattvanuM che. atyAre jApa pUro thAya ne kRpA varase ja evI zraddhA hovI joIe. palAMThI vALIne kammara sIdhI rAkhIne badhA besI jAva. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthano jApa karAvanAra pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI zaMkhezvara - pArzvanAthanA utkRSTa bhakta che. emanA mukhethI prabhu-nAma zravaNa maLe kyAMthI ? [sAmudAyika jApa punaH zarU]. pUjya muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI H pU. kalApUrNasUrijI beThA che tyAM sudhI koIe UThavAnuM nathI. AjJA-pAlana pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoe paNa karavAnuM che. A maMtra-jApa mAtra sAMbhaLavAno nathI, bolavAno paNa che. bolavAthI ja ApaNA mukha Adi pavitra banaze. badhA ja bolajo. pU. A. zrI nI pharIyAda che ? haju joIe tevo avAja Avato nathI. [jApanI vacce pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI : eka prasaMga kahuM. eka kuMbhAra bhagavAnano pUjArI banI gayo, kAMI AvaDe nahi, chatAM mahAvarAthI suMdara AMgI banAvatAM zIkhI gayo. nAma rAmajI. zaMkhezvarano pUjArI. te roja mArI pAse Ave. teNe eka vakhata kahyuM : patnIne gaLAmAM gAMTho thaI. mahine hajAra rUpiyAnI davA. kyAMthI lAvavA rUpiyA ? 700 rUpiyAno ja pagAra. meM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajIne patra lakhyo : "prabhu ! ApanA para AdhAra che. Apane je karavuM hoya te karajo." bIje ja divase gAMTho gAyaba! Aje paNa e rAmajI pUjArI, patnI, bALako vagere vidyamAna che. A pratyakSa prabhAvI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA jApamAM koI kacAza rAkhazo nahi. pUjya munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI : keTalIka sUcanAo : 154 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ moTA bhAganA lokonI "taLeTIe aSTaprakArI pUjA karavI ja joIe" e mAnyatA che. nirmAlya na Utare tyAM sudhI pUjA karI zakAya nahi. AjanA dUdha kevA Ave che ? te tame jANo cho. pUjArI gAyanA dUdhathI pakSAla karI le te ThIka che. bAkI tame sau kUvAnuM pANI dubhAtAkhAtAmAM vAva che.] tAMbA-cAMdI ke sonAnA kaLazamAM laI abhiSeka karazo. dUdhathI ghaNA trasa jIvonI virAdhanA thAya che. avasare kUtarA paNa cATI jAya che. plAsTIkanI AITamamAM koIpaNa pUjAnI sAmagrI have nahi laI jatA. koI baherA mAjIe A na sAMbhaLyuM hoya to tame saMbhaLAvI dejo. jalapUjA paNa nirmAlya UtaryA pachI ja karI zakAya. jaya taLeTIe sikkA bhaMDAramAM nAkhI zakAya, paNa girirAja para e sikkA na caDAvAya. sonA cAMdI Adi caDAvI zakAya, naivedya - phaLa vagere taLeTI para na mUkAya, pATalA para ja mUkAya. T zivamastu sarva-zataH | kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" pustaka malyuM. khUba ja rasathI dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcuM chuM. khUba ja AnaMda Ave che. jIvane jo jAgavuM ja hoya to ApanA A sUtro vAgoLyA ja karavA paDe. ApanA A lakhANa mATe Apane huM zuM lakhI zakuM ? enA mATe mArI pAse zabdo nathI. paraMtu mane vAMcI khUba ja AnaMda thayo che. "guru ene kahevAya je zAstra sAthe joDI Ape. e ApanA kathana mujaba Apa amArI AdhyAtmika zAstra-vAMcananI bhUkha, AvA zAstro mAraphata mITAvatA rahejo e ja abhyarthanA.... - ukAbhAI DI. paTela, mahuvA ja ja sa ma ma ma ma ma 155 Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrA. suda-7 6-8-2000, ravivAra bhaktimAM ullAsa vadhavAthI samyagradarzana nirmaLa bane che. granthibheda sudhI pahoMcADanAra bhakti che. - gRhasthapaNAmAM ApaNe sau pUjA karIne AvyA chIe. have nathI karatA teno artha e nathI ke e vyartha che. kolejIyana bhale kakko bArAkhaDI choDI de, paNa bALaka mATe te jarUrI AtmA vararAjA che. mana, vacana, kAyA vagere to jAnaiyA che. che ja. * Avazyaka sUtra sAdhanAnuM mULa che. vidyamAna AgamomAM sarva prathama Avazyaka sUtra che. A mULa Agama che. tenA para niryukti Adi paNa bahu ja che. A caityavaMdana sUtra paNa AvazyakanI antargata ja che. Avazyaka niryukti, cUrNi, TIkA, vizeSAvazyaka bhASya Adi Avazyaka paranuM ja sAhitya che. AthI ja enI mahattA samajAya che. 156 ka ka ka ka ka ka jeka eka ka ka ka ka ka >> kahe Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAmAyika mAtra uccAravAthI nahi Ave. te mATe bhakti joIze. cavisattho Adi pAMca Avazyaka bhakti-vardhaka ja che. sAdhu-sAdhvInI eka sekanDa paNa zAnI ArtadhyAnarodradhyAnamAM jAya ? e mATe to cAra vAra svAdhyAya, sAta vAra caityavaMdana kahyA che. caityavaMdana karavAthI svAdhyAyamAM prema vadhe. svAdhyAya karavAthI caityavaMdanamAM prema vadhe. banne ekabIjAnA pUraka che, virodhI nathI. jima jima aAi sevIe re, tima tima pragaTe jJAna saluNA... 45 AgamanI pUjAmAM AvuM eTalA mATe ja lakhyuM ke jJAna, prabhu-bhakti sAthe saMkaLAyeluM che. jema jema tame ahiMtanI ArAdhanA karatA jAva, tema tema tamAruM jJAna vadhatuM jAya. 99 bhAvanamaskAra siddha thaI javA chatAM namaskAra eTale karavAno che ke haju tene vadhu nirmaLa, vadhu prakarSavAna banAvavAno che. '"mArA guNasthAnamAM haju je apUrNatA che, te maTo, mArAmAM vadhu nirmaLatA pragaTo'' evA bhAva sAthe chadmastha gaNadharo paNa A 'namunthuNaM' bole che 'namaH' no artha pUjA thAya. pUjAno artha dravya-bhAvano saMkoca thAya. niryuktinA AdhAre A artha karyA che, gharanA artha nathI. Ama jainetaroe puSpa, AmiSa, stotra ane pratipatti pUjAnA cAra prakAra pADyA che, je kramazaH vadhu zreSTha che. vItarAgane paNa pratipatti pUjA hoya che. pratipatti eTale AjJA-pAlana. dezaviratine cAreya prakAranI pUjA hoya che. sarAga-saMyamarUpa sarvaviratine be prakAranI [stotra ane pratipatti] pUjA hoya che. 11-12 ane 13mA guNaThANe mAtra pratipattipUjA hoya che. pratipatti eTale saMpUrNa AjJAnuM pAlana. AjJAnuM jeTaluM pAlana ochuM karIe teTalI pratipatti pUjAmAM khAmI samajavI. pU. devacandrajIe bAramA bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che H kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 157 Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazasta ane zuddha ema be prakAre bhAvapUjA [pratipatti pUjA che. (1) prazastapUjAmAM prabhu-guNagAna hoya che. prabhu pratyeno viziSTa anurAga bhaktane temanA guNagAna karavA prere che. prazasta bhAvapUjAnA ArAdhanathI vizuddha bhAvapUjAnuM sAmarthya pragaTe che. (2) zuddhabhAvapUjA H svabhAvamAM saMpUrNa ramaNatA vakhate munine zuddha bhAvapUjA hoya che. "jJAnadazA je AkarI, te caraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahi karmano cAro." A dazAmAM zuddha bhAvapUjA hoya che. * pataMgane tame dorIthI kheMcIne lAvI zako, paNa guNaThANuM ema kheMcavAthI na lAvI zako. e mATe Atmadravyane jANavuM paDe. jihAM lage AtamadravyanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM, kima Ave tANyuM.." -pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. ApaNA mana-vacana-kAyA e to sAdhana mAtra che. bhale e bhagavAnane jhUke, paNa kharekhara to AtmA mUke che. AtmA jhUke to ja kAmanuM ! mana vagere to pudagalanA banelA che. ene prabhu sAthe zuM levA devA ? eno upayoga karIne AtmAne prabhu-premathI raMgI devAno che. vararAjA e che. mana vagere to jAnaiyA che. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ? AtmA ane cetanAmAM zuM pharaka? pUjyazrI H guNa ane guNInI jema kiMcit bheda che. AcArya bhagavaMta prazana pUche to mAre javAba Apavo ja joIe. jijJAsA tIvra bane to ja roja AvavAnuM mana thAya, haju jijJAsA ochI che eTale kyAreka ja TapakI paDo cho. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : cAbakho mAryo. pUjyazrI H duHkha lAgyuM hoya to "micchAmi dukkaDuM." anya darzanIo mIrAM Adi pAmI jAya to ApaNe kema na pAmI zakIe ? prabhu-prAptino AnaMda mahApuruSoe chupAvyo nathI. 1pa8 ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMskRta na jANanArA paNa e AnaMda meLavI zake. mATe ja gujarAtI kRtio banAvI che. jJAna sAthe ahIM koI saMbaMdha nathI. bhASA sAthe lAge - vaLage nahi. abhaNa paNa prabhu-prema pAmI zake. A mAtra vidvAnono IjAro nathI. huM kAMI vidvAna nathI. keTaluM bhaNyo chuM tenI mane khabara che. paNa jyAre je jarUrI hoya te yAda AvI jAya. prabhu barAbara ApI de che. prabhu bolAve tema boluM chuM. >> suvidhinAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM pU. devacandrajI kahe cheH prabhu ! mArA guNo bhale kSayopazamanA che, paNa te bhaLyA che, ApanA kSAyika guNo sAthe. have zuM bAkI rahe? biMdu siMdhumAM bhaLe. pachI akSaya banI jAya tema ApaNuM kSullaka jJAna, kSullaka guNo prabhunA guNomAM bheLavI daIe to virATa banI jAya, akhUTa banI jAya. zuddha svarUpI prabhumAM ApaNI cetanA bhaLI jatAM teno AsvAda maLe che. A thaI zuddha pratipatti pUjA. tamane A viSaya gamyo ? prazna eTalA mATe pUchuM chuM ke tamArI jijJAsA jANI zakuM. atyAre namaH nuM varNana cAle che. namaH pUjA arthamAM che. pUjA eTale saMkoca. ApaNe to dravyathI paNa saMkoca karatA nathI. amadAvAdI' khamAsamaNuM ApIe chIe. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Apa paNa amadAvAdI ja ne ? pUjyazrI H nahi, huM rAjasthAnI chuM. gujarAtI boluM chuM, paNa gujarAtI nathI. pUjya devacandrajI AdinA prAcIna stavano atyaMta bhAvathI bharelA che. e vAraMvAra eTalA mATe bolavAnA che ke emanA bhAvo ApaNane paNa sparze. A badhA kartAoe dhyAna dvArA prabhu sAthe abheda sAdhelo che, e emanI kRtiothI jaNAya che. * prabhu kahe che : tuM to haju mitranA gharamAM che. haju kyAM sva-gharamAM Avyo che ? huM to tane mArA jevo banAvavA mAMguM chuM. 12mA guNaThANA sudhI haju mitranuM ghara kahevAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 159 Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atyAre ApaNI cetanA nimittAlaMbI che. bhagavAna kahe che : tuM ene upAdAnAlaMbI banAvI mArA jevo zA mATe na bane ? jyAM sudhI AvI kakSA na maLe tyAM sudhI sva-bhUmikA pramANe pUjA cAlu rAkhavAnI che. prazna : 'sarihaMtANaM' mAM bahuvacana zA mATe ? uttara H advaitavAdano vyavaccheda karavA mATe. vaLI ghaNA arihaMtone namavAthI ghaNuM phaLa maLe. ghaNI mUDInuM ghaNuM vyAja maLe tema. "mane ghaNuM phaLa maLaze.'' A jANyA pachI namaskAra karanArano bhAva keTalo vadhe ? A dhuraMdharavijayajI hamaNA AvyA ne mane hamaNA ja emanA guru mahArAja pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. nuM ciMtana yAda AvyuM : dravyathI vRddhi guNathI ekatA paryAyathI tulyatA. pahelI najare A vAMcatAM navuM lAgyuM, paNa pachI vicAratAM ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLyuM. huM badhA munione, AcAryone kahevA mAMguM chuM. A dravyAnu yogano abhyAsa karavA jevo che. A sAdhu jIvana maLyA pachI zA mATe bakarAnI jema beM beM karyA karavuM ? zA mATe siMhapaNuM na jagAvavuM ? siMhapaNuM oLakhavuM hoya to siMhane [prabhune] oLakhavo paDaze. e mATe dravyanuyoga khAsa jarUrI che. eka kaDI kahIne pUruM karuM.'' "je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga mAyA te jANo re; zuddha dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva diye prabhu saparANo re...'' Ano artha samajo cho ? cAlo, kAle batAvIza. 160 * # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ke abhimAna tamane guru banavAnuM kahe che. vinaya ziSya banavAnuM kahe che. zrA. suda-8 7-8-2008,somavAra * sarvotkRSTa dharma sAmagrI A bhavamAM ApaNane maLelI che. khUba - khUba dhanyavAda ApIe prabhune, jemaNe A sAmagrI ApI. emanI kRpA vinA A sAmagrI kyAM maLavAnI hatI ? emAM paNa siddhakSetra jevI uttama bhUmi maLI ! sAdhanA mATe AnAthI vadhu zuM anukULatA hoI zake ? ahIM AvIne sAdhanA nahi karIe to kyAM karIzuM ? ahIM lAgatA doSo sAdhanA dvArA ja dhoI zakAze. Avo avasara pharI-pharI nahi Ave. bIjA sthAnomAM to moTA-moTA saMghone saMbhALavAnA hoya. ahIM AvI koI javAbadArI nathI. ahIM tamAro TAIma bagADanAra koI nathI; jo tame sAvadha raho ! - A caityavaMdana kolAhala nathI, anuSThAnomAM rAjA samAna A je ja jeka ja sUra eka ka ka jai jai ka ka Ta 161 Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to mahAna yoga che. * namaskAra traNa prakAre. (1) kAyika : kAyAnI sthiratApUrvaka (2) vAcika : zuddha pAThanA uccArapUrvaka. (3) mAnasika : mananI sthiratApUrvaka. A namaskAra evo kema na banAvIe je saMsArathI pAra UtArI - traNa yoga che ? IcchAyoga, zAstrayoga ane sAmarthyayoga. yogagranthomAM A traNeya yoga prasiddha che. IcchAyoganA baLe ja AgaLanA be yogo maLI zake che ne te tamane kevaLajJAna sudhI laI jAya che, ema yogAcAryo kahe che. eno artha e thayo ke haribhadrasUrinA yugamAM A traNa yoga vagerene jaNAvanArA anya grantho, anya AcAryo haze. emanA AdhAre ja haribhadrasUrijIe A traNa yoga kahyA che, potAnA taraphathI nahi. (1) IcchAyoga -- vikala dharmapravRtti (vikala eTale apUrNa (2) zAstrayoga - avikala dharmapravRtti [avikala eTale saMpUrNa.]. (3) sAmarthya yoga - adhika dharmapravRtti. ahIM khUba ja saMkSepamAM A vyAkhyA batAvI che. saMkSepamAM batAvIe to vAMcanAra ullAsapUrvaka vAMcI jAya. moTo grantha hoya to enI vizALatA joIne ja vAcaka mUkI de. tattvArtha sUtra saMkSepano utkRSTa namUno che. "pomAhyAtti saMpradItara" ema hemacandrasUrijIe vyAkaraNamAM noMdhyuM che. umAsvAtinA saMgrahanI tole bIjo koI na AvI zake. - bhadrabAhusvAmI jevA kahe che : huM madhyama vAcanAthI sUtronA artha kahIza. vistArathI kahevAnI mArAmAM zI zakti ? 162 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 pUrvI paNa AvI namratA batAvatA hoya to ApaNuM zuM gajuM? ApaNe to evA phulaNajI chIe ke ekAda sArI stuti ke sakjhAya bolIe ne koI prazaMsA kare to phATIne dhUmADo thaI jaIe! A ja jJAnanuM ajIrNa che. caMdAvinjhayamAM kahyuM che ke vinaya svayaM paNa sAdhya che. vinaya dvArA jJAna sAdhya che, ema ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM paNa vinaya sAdhya che, evuM kadI sAMbhaLyuM ? e [caMdAvijhaya] grantha bhArapUrvaka kahe che : guru banavAno nahi, ziSya banavAno prayatna karo. abhimAna tamane guru banavAnuM kahe che, vinaya ziSya banavAnuM kahe che. * pU.labdhisUrijInA guru pU.kamalasUrijI moTI uMmare paNa svAdhyAya AdimAM ramamANa rahetA. grantho hAthamAM paDyA ja hoya. koI pUche to kahetA : A to mAro svabhAva che. A to zvAsa che. enA vinA zI rIte jIvAya ? darajIno dIkaro jIve tyAM sudhI sIve! jJAna bhaNavuM e ja ApaNo dhaMdho ! 80 varSanI vaye paNa ApaNe vidyArthI ja rahevAnuM che. vidyAno arthI te vidyArthI ! pRthvIcandra - guNasAgara AdinI vArtAo nAnapaNamAM sAMbhaLato, tyAre manamAM thatuM ? ApaNeya AvA zIlavAna kyAre banIzuM ? nAnapaNamAM pUjAmAM "saMyama kaba mile sasanehI pyArA." bolatAM hRdaya bolavA lAgatuM ? huM kyAre saMyama svIkArIza ? bacapaNanI ApaNI bhAvanA ja moTI uMmare sAkAra bane che. * ahIM beThelA moTA bhAganA bAladIkSito che. nAnapaNamAM ghaNuM bhaNyA che. paNa huM pUchuM chuM : have keTalu kaMThastha che ? atyAre beThelA bAlamunione khAsa kahevuM che : tame je karo te bhUlatA nahi. vepArI kamAyA pachI mUDI khoI na de, to ApaNAthI jJAnanI mUDI zI rIte khoI zakAya ? bAla munione kahevAnuM ke A zAstramAM kadAca koI vAta tamane na samajAya to paNa kaMTALatA nahi. manoratha sevajo : moTA thaIne ame A badhA graMtho bhaNIzuM. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * eka ja ja ka ka sa ja sa ja 163 Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * tharmomITarathI tAvanI garamInI mAtrA jaNAya tema A traNa yogo dvArA, ATha dRSTi dvArA ApaNe kyAM chIe ? te jaNAya. ApaNI sAdhanAnI mAtrA jaNAya. je sAdhanA pahelA karI hoya tene choDIne AgaLa nathI vadhavAnuM, pratyuta tene vadhu puSTa banAvavAnI che. koI kroDapati banI jAya te zuM pUrve kamAyelA hajArane choDI de ? hajAra ja vadhatAM - vadhatAM kroDa bane, tema pUrvanI sAdhanA ja vadhatI vadhatI parAkASThAe pahoMce ! ApaNA pUrvAcAryo yoga sAdhanAmAM eTalA AgaLa vadhelA ke sAMbhaLatAM daMga thaI javAya. dhyAna vicAramAM Ave che ke puSpabhUti nAmanA AcArya keTalAya divasa sudhI samAdhimAM rahetA. e AcArye eka ziSyane ja samAdhimAMthI jagADavAnuM rahasya samajAveluM. bIjA ziSyone thayuM : kyAMka A ApaNA AcAryane mArI na nAkhe ! bIjA ziSyoe hohA karI nAkhatAM ziSya aMgUTho dabAvIne e AcAryane samAdhimAMthI bahAra kADhyA. kAraNa pUchatAM AcAryane ziSya jaNAvyuM H A bIjA gurubhAIonA kAraNe Apane vahelA jagADyA che. mApha karazo. samAdhi ApaNI mokSa yAtrAmAM pracaMDa vega Ape che. pAkelI kerI khAvA kIDI paNa jAya ne pakSI paNa jAya, bannenI pAkelI kerI mATe IcchA che, paNa vega kono vadhu ? dharmAcaraNanI sAcI IcchA e ja IcchAyoga. IcchAyoga avazya zAstrayogamAM laI jAya. zAstrayoga sAmarthyayogamAM laI jAya. A ja tenI kasoTI che. sUtra ane artho jANanAra jJAnI dharmAnuSThAna karavA Icche che, paNa pramAdathI apUrNarUpe te kare che. A ja IcchAyoga che. vidhi pramANe thatuM nathI [jANI joIne vidhimAM anAdara na thavo joIe. mATe anuSThAno choDI devA sArA - ema samajIne choDI denArA vicAre. teo IcchAyogane ja choDI de che. pU. munizrI bhAgyezavijayajI : gaIkAlanI "je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA" tathA "dravya-guNa-paryAya" nI vAta samajAvavAnI 164 che. Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAkI che. pUjyazrI : yoga AdinI bIjI badhI jALamAM ja aTavAI nahi jatA paNa enA arka sudhI pahoMcajo. tame to nAnI uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhI. meM to 30 varSanI vaye lIdhI ne mAre "rAma rAma rAmaH' bhaNavAnuM AvyuM. manamAM adhyAtmanI tIvra IcchA, chatAM A badhuM bhaNyo. kAraNa ke huM jANato hato ke pUvAcAryono pUro paricaya bhASAkIya jJAna vinA nahi thAya. huM kahevA mAMguM chuM : jIvanabhara nyAya, kAvya ane kozamAM aTavAI nahi jatA, A badhA sAdhana graMtho che, e bhUlatA nahi. pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma.ne pUchI jojo. nyAyamAM khUba UMDA UtaryA. emanA guru mahArAja vAraMvAra kahetA : "ghaTa-paTa ne gadheDo-mAM ja samaya na kADha. sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadha. kAgaLamAM zuM lakhe che ? kALajAmAM lakha. caturvidha saMghanA hRdayamAM kAMIka UtAra." emanI vANIthI teo bhaktimArgamAM AgaLa vadhyA. | mAyA eTale prapaMca nahi. vistAra. e vistAranA jaMgalamAM aTavAI nahi jatA. zuddha dravya-guNa paryAyanA dhyAnathI prabhu sAmethI mokSa Ape che. ahIM "parANe' zabda Avyo che. teno artha jANo cho ne ? vItarAga stotramAM Ave che : "parAtti ' | eno artha vicArajo. zuddha dravya guNa paryAyanuM dhyAna te pakSIno mArga che. ApaNo mArga kIDIno che. jo ke e paNa hoya to sArI vAta che.] kIDInA mArge vidana ghaNA che. rastAmAM to ghaNA khADATekarA Ave, koInA paga nIce dabAI javAnI paNa saMbhAvanA. gagana mArgamAM AvI koI saMbhAvanA nathI. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA hatA : paMcaparameSThimAM arihaMtasiddha zuddha Atmadravya che. emane pakaDI lo eTale zuddha Atmadravya pakaDAI jaze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * 165 Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMca parameSThInA anaMta guNomAM ApaNA AtmAno laya thaI jAya tyAre dravyathI vRdhdhi thaI. loTamAM ghI-sAkara nAkhavAthI vajana vadhe tema ApaNo AtmA parameSThInA saMgathI puSTa bane. loTa=ApaNo AtmA. ghI-sAkara=paMca parameSThI. loTamAM paNa kaMIka to mIThAza che. A kAMI lImaDAno bhUkko nathI. ApaNo AtmA paNa jJAnamaya che, jaDa nathI. guNathI ekatA=AtmA ane parameSThI ekameka thaI gayA. loTa- -sAkara ane ghI maLI gayA. have alaga svAda nahi Ave. dareka kaNamAM mIThAza anubhavAze. paryAya [kArya]thI tulyatA. je koIpaNa A mAla khAze tene samAnarUpe tRpti thaze. A vAta AdhyAtmika saMdarbhamAM ghaTAvI juo eTale badhuM samajAI jaze. A prakriyA jANavAthI jANakArI maLaze, paNa anubhava karavo hoya to sAdhanA ja karavI paDaze. AcArya bhagavaMta ke ciMtana kA khajAnA prApta huA / " kahe kalApUrNasUri" beMgaloravAle bhaMvaralAlajIne AyaMbila karane Ate vatta vidyA / sAhabajI kA puNya, sAdhanA, ciMtana, bhakti evaM unakA teja itanA ucca koTIkA hai ki pUcho hI mata / philahAla thor3A sA hI ciMtana paDha pAyA hUM / usameM bhI itanA AnaMda AyA ki varNana nahIM kara sakatA / aise parama yogI puruSa kA Apa bahuta umadA ciMtana kA saMkalana kara rahe hai / evaM Apane bhI unakI chatra-chAyA meM adbhuta jJAna khajAnA prApta kiyA hai / mujhe bhI samaya samaya para aise khajAne ko lUTane kA avasara dete rahe / -azo ne. saMdhavI.. venora 166 ** # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aticAra eTale kharca-khAtuM! samajadAra mANasa kharca ocho kare zrA. suda-9 8-8-2000, maMgaLavAra zAstra, adhyAtma, karma AdinA rahasyo grahaNa karIne ApaNA jevAne upakAra thAya mATe pUrvAcAryoe AvA zAstro racyA che, je ApaNA AtmAnA hitakara bane. lalitavistarA graMtha temAMno eka che. ""namoDastu'' mAM rahelo tu' zabda ema batAve che ke haju mane utkRSTa bhAva namaskAra maLyo nathI. huM e bhAvanamaskAranI IcchA jarUra dharAvuM chuM. IcchAyoga AdinA AvA rahasyo zrI haribhadrasUrijIe ahIM kholyA che. gaNadharo paNa jyAre AvI namratA pragaTa karatA hoya tyAre utkRSTatAno dAvo karanAra ApaNe koNa ? - pUrvakALamAM yogodvahana satata cAlatA ja rahetA. Aje to yogoddhahana pUrA thaI jAya pachI badhuM abharAI para. 3 ceka ceka jeTa eka eka ka ka ka jUH ka Ta ka jeka 167 Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mULa uddeza kyAMya dUra rahI gayo che. uddeza, samudeza, anujJA vagere zabdonA artho jANo to khabara paDe : ApaNe keTalA dUra chIe ? uddeza=sUtra pAkuM karavuM-sUtrano AtmA sAthe yoga karavo. samudeza=e sUtrane sthira-paricita banAvavuM. anujJA=anyone ApavA samartha banavuM. eka navakAra paNa A rIte karo to kAma thaI jAya. navakAra para pU.paM.bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nuM suvizALa sAhitya che. bolo, vAMcI jazo ? bhAvita banAvazo ? - sUtra bolatAM arthanI vicAraNA cAle che ? ke jhaTapaTa patAvI daIe chIe ? mArA jevo paNa kayAreka kahI de : jaldI bolo. dhIre-dhIre sUtra bolAya to arthamAM upayoga rahe. - jJAna che, paNa sAthe pramAda paNa che, AthI dhArIe tevuM anuSThAna thaI zakyuM nathI. AnuM ArAdhakane duHkha che. AthI namratA rahe che. abhimAna nathI AvatuM. A ja IcchAyoga che. Avo ArAdhaka bIjA dvArA thatI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne phUlAI nathI jato. potAnI kamajorI jANe che. - sAmarthyayoga eTale kevaLajJAnanI pUrvAvasthA. sUryodaya pahelA jema arUNodaya thAya che. kevaLajJAnanI pUrve A yoga hoya che. paNa e pahelA IcchAyoga joIe. IcchAyoga pAyo che. zAstrayoga madhyabhAga che. sAmarthya yoga zikhara che. aticAra eTale kharca khAtuM ! samajadAra mANasa kharca ocho kare. koI karato hoya to paNa na karavA samajAve. kAraNa Avaka ochI ne kharca vadhu che. be-traNa TakA vyAjathI paisA lIdhelA ahIM paNa ApaNo kharca [aticAra vadhu che. Avaka [ArAdhanA 168 * * * * * * * * * * * * * Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ochI che. pariNAma zuM Ave ? te tame samajI zako cho. gharabAra choDyA pachI, ATalI ArAdhanAo karyA pachI ApaNane je guNaThANuM [cha] maLe tenuM nAma jJAnIoe 'pramatta' ApyuM. AvuM nAma game ? pramAdI koI kahe te game ? na game toya zuM thAya ? jJAnIoe nAma ApyuM che. jJAnIoe badhuM barAbara joIne ja kahyuM che. eTale ke ahIM sudhI AvyA pachI paNa pramAdanI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. mATe ja lakhyuM : 'jJAnino'pa pramAvinaH / ' jJAnI hovA chatAM pramAdI ! AvAnuM vikala anuSThAna te IcchAyoga. bIjAnuM samyaktva bodhi kahevAya, tIrthaMkaranuM samyaktva varabodhi kahevAya. zuM kAraNa ? kadAca bhagavAnanuM kSAyopazamika hoya toya varabodhi kahevAya. bIjAnuM kSAyika hoya toya bodhi ja kahevAya. eno artha e thayo ke tIrthaMkaranA samyag darzanamAM kazuMka vizeSa haze ! sarva jIvomAM svanuM rUpa jotA haze ! bIjAnI pIDAne sUkSmapaNe svamAM saMvedatA haze ! zAstrayogavALAnI zraddhA tIvra hoya che. pramAda bilakula nathI hoto. tIvra zraddhAnA kAraNe bodha paNa tIvra hoya che. AthI temanuM pAlana saMpUrNa hoya che. vRddhAvasthAmAM saMgamAcArya sthiravAsa rahelA. eka vakhate temano koI datta nAmano praziSya Avyo. gocarI nahi maLatAM kaMTALelo joI AcArye tenI samAdhi mATe eka ghare raDatI chokarIne capaTI vagADIne zAMta karI. AthI khuza thayelA gRhastha pAsethI gocarI apAvI. ziSya ulTI khoparIno hato. teNe vicAryuM H joyuM ? ATalI vAra mane pheravIne herAna karIne have gocarI apAvI. pote sArI gocarI levA sthApita gharomAM upaDI gayA. pelo ziSya Akho divasa doSo ja joyA karato. AvA doSavALA, ekalavihArI sAthe na rahevAya ema mAnIne alaga rahyo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * 169 Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAtre zAsanadevIe aMdhAruM karatAM pelo Daryo ne AcArya bhagavaMtane prArthanA karavA lAgyo. tyAre AcArya bhagavaMte AMgaLI uMcI karatAM labdhithI prakAza relAyo. tyAre pelAe vicAryuM : are ! A AcArya to agnikAyanuM paNa sevana kare che. have hada thaI gaI. zAsanadevIthI na rahevAyuM. pelA ziSyanI joradAra tarjanA karI. tame jyAre tamArA AtmadharmamAM saMpUrNa sthita bano cho tyAre AsapAsanA devo tamArI rakSA karavA Avaze ja. Aje samaya ocho che. kAraNa ke sAdhvIjI suguNAzrIjI kALadharma pAmyA che, temanI agni saMskAra vidhi bAkI che. temaNe amadAvAdamAM ja moTA bhAganA cAturmAsa karelA. cAturmAsa mATe ame paNa tabIyatanA kAraNe nA lakhelI, paNa khUba ja bhAvanA hovAthI emane anujJA ApI. kensaranuM darda hovAthI gayA, paNa koIe zoka nathI karavAno. khUba ja ArAdhaka hatAM. emanA AtmAne zAMti maLe mATe ja A vAcanA rAkhI che. Aje savAre ja huM jaI Avyo. mane joIne khUba ja prasanna thayelAM. jAgRta hatAM. pachI gaNi mukticandravijayajI paNa jaI AvelA. emanI samAdhinI khUba-khUba anumodanA karIe chIe. [jAherAta : Aje pU. sAdhvIjI suguNAzrIjI mahArAja kALadharma pAmyA che, temanA agni-saMskAranI bolIo sAta covIzI dharmazALAmAM che. ahIM vAcanA pachI sau gRhastho tyAM padhAre.] S pUjyazrI to tIrthaMkara-tulya che. emanA moDhAmAMthI nIkaLelo zabda puNyAnubaMdhI ja puNya bAMdhyuM hoya to ja sAMbhaLavA maLe huM to dararoja vAMkImAM vAcanAmAMthI AvIne kahetI : derAsaramAM trizalAmAtAnA lADakA vardhamAnasvAmI che jyAre trizalAbhavanamAM khamAdevInA lADalA tIrthakara-tulya pUjyazrI che. tyAre badhA zabdo kadAca nahi paNA sAMbhaLyA hoya, paraMtu A pustakamAM rahelA zabdo sAMbhaLIne ema ja thAya ke haju jANe vAMcyA ja karIe. pustaka vAMcyA vinA cena paNa nathI paDatuM. - sA. muktipriyAzrI 170 ja * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 eka Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna ja ApaNI saphaLatAnA pradhAra che. zrA. suda-10 9-8-2000,budhavAra * nikSepa eTale svarUpa ! paryAya ! te kadI dravyathI bhinna na hoya. bhagavAnanA paryAyo bhagavAnathI judA na hoya. mATe ja nAmAdi cAra bhagavAnathI judA na gaNAya. [dareka vastunA cAra nikSepa thAya ja.] bhAva bhagavAnanI jema nAmAdi paNa pUjya ja che. bhAva bhagavAna bhale na maLyA, nAmAdi traNa to maLyA che ne ? A jANIne ke vo bhAvollAsa vadhe? bhAvollAsathI karma-nirjarA vadhe. karmanirjarAthI Atmazuddhi vadhe ne tethI cittanI prasannatA vadhe. tRmi na thAya tyAM sudhI bhojana karIe chIe. paNa prasannatA na maLe tyAM sudhI dharmAnuSThAna karIe chIe kharA ? AtmAne prasanna-tRpta banAvavo che ka ka ka ka ka ka Ta ka jai jai jaika ka 171 Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya to guNo joIe. pudgalothI thatI zArIrika tRpti nazvara che. guNathI thatI tRpti avinazvara che. AvuM jJAna AtmA sAthe avazya joDI Ape. nakalI paisA paNa hoya, paraMtu bajAramAM cAle ? nakalI jJAna paNa hoya paraMtu sAdhanAmAM te ja jJAna cAle jenAthI doSa-nivRtti ane guNanI prApti thAya. guNathI ja sAcI tRpti thAya. bhagavAnane kahI do H prabhu ! huM dhUmADAthI tRpta nahi thAuM! peTamAM paDe to ja tRpti-maLe ne ? bhagavan ! have Ape pratyakSa darzana ApavA ja paDaze. dhUmADe dhIjuM nahi sAhiba, peTa paDyA patIje.'' sAdhaka avasthAmAM bhagavAne sarva jIvo sAthe prema sAdhyo che. emanuM jIvana kahe che : jo mokSamAM javuM hoya to sarvajIvone Atmavat gaNavA paDaze. dazavaikAlikanA cAra adhyayana [cothA adhyayanamAM cha jIvanikAyanI vAta che.] vinA vaDI dIkSA na apAya, tenuM A ja kAraNa che. e pahelA AcArAMganA zastra-parikSAnA adhyayana vinA vaDI dIkSA nhotI apAtI. dazavaikAlika mULa Agama che. Avazyaka ane dazavaikAlikanA to darekanA joga thayelA che. enA paranuM maLatuM tamAma sAhitya vAMco to paNa nyAla thaI jAva. niryukti, bhASya, cUrNi, TIkA vagere keTaluM vizALa sAhitya che ! emAM UMDA Utaro to paNa tamAruM jIvana yogIzvaranuM jIvana banI jAya. A mULa Agama che. e majabUta haze to AgaLanuM saheluM thaI paDaze. pAyo majabUta hoya to uparanI ImArata nirbhayapaNe tame bAMdhI zako. pachI tamArA AnaMdamAM thatI vRddhine koI rokI na zake. anya darzanIomAM te vakhate paNa AnaMdamAM garakAva rahetA yogIo hatA. mATe ja bhagavAne gautamasvAmIne kahyuM : amAro jaina sAdhu to mAtra bAra mAsamAM samasta devonA sukhane paNa oLaMgI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 102 * Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya. [mAnavonI to vAta ja choDo.] sAdhunA e sukhamATe tejolezyA zabdano prayoga thayelo che. * zarIranA traNa doSa H vAta, pitta, kapha. AtmAnA traNa doSa : rAga, dveSa, moha. ArAdhanAnA traNa sopAna : zaraNAgati, duSkata-gaI ane sukRta-anumodanA. cha AvazyakomAM A traNeya ArAdhanA jaNAze. * puNiyo zrAvakapaNAmAM hato chatAM eTalo AtmAnaMdamAM magna raheto ke bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe tenI prazaMsA karelI. ApaNane AvA AnaMdanI koI jhalaka kharI ? ApaNane to jAvajIvanuM sAmAyika che. cAbakhA nathI mArato, mAtra pUchuM chuM. A loko tapasvIonI bhakti mATe aneka prakAranI khAdya sAmagrIo banAve che, tema bhagavAne AtmAnA AsvAda mATe aneka prakAranI sAdhanAnI sAmagrIo banAvI che, paNa ApaNe e ArogIe tyAre svAda maLe ne ? * ApaNA chaye Avazyako pAMceya AcAranI zuddhi karanArA che. logassamAM nAma, arihaMta ceIANuM mAM sthApanA, namutthaNe mAM dravya ane bhAva bhagavAna che. pukharavaradI mAM bolatA bhagavAna [Agama] che. pukharavaradI mAM Agamane bhagavAna kahyA che. suivAsa mAvo] kAraNa ke zrata ane bhagavAna judA nathI. "jinavara jinAgama ekarUpe, sevaMtA na paDo bhavakUpe..." -paM. vIravijayajI zAstre puraskRte tasmAd vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmin, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH / / - jJAnasAra - upA. yazovijayajI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI kAryamAM saphaLatA maLe to kadI abhimAna nahi karatA : mArA kAraNe saphaLatA maLI che. bhagavAnane ja AgaLa karajo. kAryane saphaLatA ApanAra ApaNe koNa ? ApaNI zI tAkAta ? bhagavAna ja ApaNI saphaLatAnA sUtrAdhAra che. mATe ja yogo dvahana AdinI kriyAmAM "mAsamA pratye" pUrva maharSi kSamAzramaNone hAthe huiM nathI Apato. huM to mAtra vAhaka chuM.] huM tamane ApI rahyo chuM." ema kahevAtuM hoya che. AvI vicAraNAthI bhakti vadhaze. bhakti vadhaze to ja samagra sAdhanAno bagIco mahorI UThaze. bhakti ja pANI che, je tamArA sarva anuSThAnone navapallavita kare che. namutthaNanuM nAma bhale zakrastava hoya, paNa banAvanAra Indra nathI, gaNadharo ja che. Indra to mAtra bole che. IndranI zI tAkAta AvA sUtronA nirmANa karavAnI ? Indra avazya samyagadRSTi hoya. pUrvabhavanuM yAda hoya. mATe te namutthaNe bolI zake. dA.ta. hamaNAnA saudharmendra pUrva janmanA kArtika zeTha muinisuvratasvAmInA zAsanamAM thayelA che. to temane namutthaNe yAda hoya ja. Ama paNa Indra pAse avadhijJAna che ja. * namoDastu mAMno vAstu zabda IcchAyoga jaNAve che. haribhadrasUrijI svayaM kabUle che : mArAmAM haju zAstrayoga nathI Avyo. IcchAyogathI ja huM bhagavAnane namuM chuM. 'natvecchAyogato'yogaM yogigamyaM jinezvaram / ' / -yogadRSTi samuccaya. IcchAyogamAM IcchA saMpUrNa pAlananI hoya che, paNa pAlana apUrNa hoya che. jyAre zAstrayogamAM saMpUrNa pAlana che. zraddhA ane jJAna eTalA tIvra hoya ke jyAre je karavAnuM hoya tyAre te yAda Ave ja. paNa evo zAstrayoga ghaNo durlabha che. IcchAyoga paNa AvI jAya toya moTI vAta che. pU. AnaMdaghanajI jevA kahe che : "sUtra anusAra vicArI boluM, suguru tathAvidha na mile re; 174 ja ja ja ja ra ja sa ja eka ja che ke je ja 4 Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghaLe re...'' pU. upA. yazovijayajI jevA kahe che H "avalambyecchAyogaM, pUrNAcArAsahiSNavazca vayam / mavA paramamunInAM, taTIyapavImanusarAmaH||'' -adhyAtmasAra kALa labdhi lahI paMtha nihALazuM re, e AzA avalaMba; e jana jIve re jinajI jANajo re, 'AnaMdaghana' mata aMba.'' atyAre bhale IcchAyogathI pALIe chIe, paNa zAstra-sAmarthya yogathI paNa bhAvimAM avazya pALIzuM. A AzAthI ja ame jIvIe chIe. pU. AnaMdaghanajIno A AzAvAda che. IcchAyogamAM dRDha praNidhAna [AjanI bhASAmAM dRDha saMkalpa, dRDha nirdhAra] hoya che. AthI ja AgaLanA zAstra ane sAmarthya yoga AvI zake che. dRDha saMkalpa vinA dIkSA maLata ? dRDha saMkalpa vinA ahIM cAturmAsa thaI zakata ? dRDha saMkalpa vinA koI kArya thaI zake ? have mokSamATe dRDha saMkalpa karI lo. mokSa pachI maLe. pahelA mokSano mArga maLe. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakcAritra mokSano mArga che, e jANo cho ne ? mArge cAlazo to maMjhila AvavAnI ja. ratnatrayInI sAdhanA karazo to mokSa maLavAno ja. mokSano saMkalpa sAco tyAre ja gaNAya jo ratnatrayImAM ApaNI pravRtti hoya. AvA zAstro dvArA ApaNane khabara paDe che H ratnatrayImAM ApaNe keTalA AgaLa vadhyA ? tharmomITarathI zarIranI garamInI khabara paDe tema zAstrathI Atma-zuddhinI mAtrAnI khabara paDe che. davA jANI paNa lIdhI nahi. to darda nahi jAya. zAstra kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ** 175 Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAMcyA paNa te mujaba vanyuM nahi. to Atma-roga nahi jAya. * sAmarthyayoga zAstrayoganuM phaLa che. tyAM sAdhaka eTalo AgaLa vadhI jAya che ke zAstra paNa pAchaLa rahI jAya che. zAstramAM nahi batAvelA anubhavo tyAM thAya che. pU.A.hemacandrasAgarasUrijI tyAM zAstra to choDavA ja paDaze ne? kAraNa ke, ahIM "atikrama" zabda che. pUjyazrIH zAstrane choDavAnI vAta nathI, zAstrane atikramavAnI vAta che. lAkha rUpiyAvALo kAMI hAra rUpiyAne choDato nathI paNa atikramI jAya che. samajI gayA ? Atmazaktino [AtmavIrya-janya udraka eTalo tIvra hoya che ke sAdhaka sAdhanAnA agamya pradezamAM kyAMya AgaLa cAlyo jAya che. zAstrayoga pachI sAmarthyayoga na Ave to kevaLajJAna na maLe. AjanA kALamAM paNa sAmarthyayoganI kaMIka jhalaka maLI zake. dhyAnavicAramAM Avato "karaNa' zabda Atma-zaktinA ullAsano vAcaka che. 4 thI pa karaNanI kakSA yogazAstramAM jovA maLe che, pachIthI na jovA maLe. kAraNa ke zabdamAM e zakti nathI. '3 varasa paDyuM natyi ' -AcArAMga pAlItANA pahoMcavAnI mukhya-mukhya mAhitI tame meLavI zako, paNa saMpUrNa anubhava to cAlavAthI ja maLe. zAstramAM paNa mukhyamukhya muddAo ja hoya, anubhava to ApaNe ja karavo paDe. zAstra mAtra dizA batAve... cAlavuM to ApaNe ja paDe. "phavi namuao' mAM je eka ja namaskAra saMsArathI pAra UtArI de, ema kahyuM che, te A sAmarthyayogano namaskAra samajavo. 176 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ virajI ma.sA. | M212429 2.4L. E - A parIzvarajI ma. daramiyA. zrIpaghusavamala sozvara chama.sA. sa kAtisena sUravira jI ma.sA | zaka zrI lAMca sarovarajI ma.sA karIrahela gAra sarvagurujI heaoje guru mAtra nema UghaISnArA nathI, dhya ApanArA paNa che. zrA. suda-11 10-8-2000, guruvAra - jJAnano prakAza, zraddhAnuM baLa ane antarmukhI dRSTi vadhe mATe A siddhAcalanI zItaLa chAyAmAM ApaNe sau AvyA chIe. zrI saMgha ApaNI pAsethI moTI AzA rAkhe che. Aje guruvAra che. guru tattva para haju vadhu anuprekSA karavAnuM mana thAya che. - A lalitavistarAmAM mukhyatAe svarUpa ane upayoga saMpadAnuM abhuta varNana che. sAMbhaLatAM bhagavAnanI aciMtya zakti Adino khyAla AvazeH A atizayokti nathI. vAstavikatA che. roja vAMcIe, sAMbhaLIe, ghuMTIe to ja eno khyAla Avaze. sarva prathama pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje A grantha mATe salAha zaika ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka 177 Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApelI. Atmazakti kadI samApta thatI nathI. atyAre paNa prabhunI zakti kAma karI ja rahI che. siddhono upakAra atyAre paNa cAlu ja che. vadhu zuM kahuM ? siddho vadhu upakAra karavA ja tyAM gayA che. : pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H upakAra kaI rIte samajavo ? pUjyazrI : buddhimAM bese to ja mAnavuM, e lokone A nahi samajAya. huM ja pUchuM H gRhastho to sAdhu para upakAra kare che. sAdhu gRhastho para vadhu upakAra kare che, e samajAya che ? tame ja samajAvo. sAdhu para upakAranI bhAvanAthI paropakAra kare che. sAdhune bolavAnI jarUra nathI, emanA astitva mAtrathI paropakAra thAya ja. sUryane to haju bhramaNa karIne prakAza phelAvavo paDe che. sAdhu vagara paribhramaNe paNa paropakAra phelAve che, e samajAya che ? - cAritramAM AnaMda gurubhaktinA prabhAvathI ja maLe che. gurune bhagavAna tulya mAnIe to bhagavAnanuM apamAna nathI thatuM, paNa bhagavAna vadhu rAjI ja thAya che. Akhare guru-padanI sthApanA bhagavAne ja karI che ne ? traNa tIrthamAM prathama gaNadhara paNa tIrtha che. tenI sthApanA bhagavAne ja karI che. caturvidha saMghanI paNa sthApanA bhagavAne ja karI che. ApaNA saumAM bhagavAnanI zakti kAma karI rahI che. vizvanA badhA ja padArtho kaMIka ne kaMIka paropakAra kare ja che. paropakAra na kare evo eka to padArtha batAvo. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya to upakAra kare ja che. AkAza paNa jagA ApIne upakAra kare ja che ne ? pudgala paNa upakAra kare che. zarIra, mana, vacana, pudgalamAMthI ja banelA che ne ? e vinA mokSane yogya sAdhanA thaI zakaze ? vajaRSabhanArAca saMghayaNa, pudgala vinA zuM che ? siddhomAM jIvatva che ne ? jyAM zuddha jIvatva hoya tyAM sahaja paropakAra hoya ja. tIrthaMkaro paNa siddhonA AlaMbane karma khapAve. 178 * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNI zakti tevI kharI, paNa apragaTa che. pragaTa zaktivALAnA AlaMbanathI ja apragaTanI zakti pragaTe. guru kevA hoya ? naya-nikSepa pramANe, jANe jIvAjIva, sva-para vivecana karatAM thAye lAbha sadIva; nizcaya ne vyavahAre vicare je munirAja, bhavasAya2 tAraNa nirbhaya teha jahAja. -adhyAtmagItA. AvA guru ja jahAja banIne tArI zake che. adhyAtmagItAnI A gAthA che. pahelA hinduonI gItAnI jema Ano paNa svAdhyAya thato. durgatimAM javA na de te guru che. guru mAtra netra UghADanArA nathI, netra ApanArA paNa che. be AMkha che, paNa trIjI vivekanI - jJAnanI AMkha ApaNI pAse nathI te guru Ape che. AvA gurunI sevA kema karavI ? dardI DaoNkTarane samarpita he to ja Arogya prApta karI zake. ziSya gurune samarpita he to ja bhAva Arogya prApta karI zake. bhagavAna hAjara nathI, paNa emanuM pada guru saMbhALI rahyA che. gurunI zakti to kAma kare ja che, paNa ziSyanuM samarpaNa kevuM che te para badho AdhAra che. siddhone, bhagavAnane ke gurune ApavuM nathI paDatuM, paNa ziSya sva-yogyatA mujaba te meLavI ja le che. ahIM balba prakAze che, paNa eno prakAza pAvara hAusamAMthI Ave che. gurumAM jJAna-prakAza paNa bhagavAnamAMthI Ave che. AvA gurunI jeNe amRta-vANI pIdhI teo amara banI gayA. pANI vinA jIvI na zakAya. gAmanA vasavATa pahelA pANInI sagavaDa jovAya. AdhyAtmika jIvana paNa jinavANI vinA na cAlI zake. e jinavANI saMbhaLAvanAra guru che. jinavANI eTale jJAnanuM amRta ! kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 179 Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jemaNe jJAnanuM amRta pIdhuM, kriyAnA amRtaphaLo cAkhyA, samatAnuM pAna khAdhuM tenA hRdayamAM AnaMdano niravadhi samudra hiloLA leto rahe che. bhAvanA jJAnathI bhAvita thayelo AtmA karmathI lapAto nathI, paNa e bhAvanAjJAna paNa guru pAsethI ja maLe che. jJAna saMpUrNarUpe gurune AdhIna che. guru-bhaktane zAstranA guptamAM gupta rahasyo maLI zake che. abhayakumArane AkAzagAminI vidyA nhotI AvaDatI chatAM padAnusAriNI prajJAthI teNe te vidyAnI pUrti karI dIdhelI, te samarpaNano ja prabhAva che. koIne paNa tame pUcho teo potAnA guruno prabhAva ja varNavaze. anya darzanIo to gurune brahmA, viSNu ane maheza kahe che : "guru-rvA guru rviSNu, juvo mahezvaraH " amane paNa keTalAka ajena bolAve to kaheH "mu! mArA vA' Ama teo prabhu kahIne bolAve. guru-kRpA vinA AtmAnubhUtinuM vikaTa kArya pUruM nahi thAya. dareka janmamAM badhuM maLyuM che, paNa AtmAnubhUti nathI maLI. gurukRpA vinA e na ja maLe. ekAda padane paNa bhAvita karavAthI te mokSanuM kAraNa banI zake, jo temAM guru-samarpaNa bhaLeluM hoya. mApatuSa, cilAtIputra Adi AnAM udAharaNo che. ApaNane to keTalAya Agamo-zloko kaMThastha che. paNa khAmI e che ke e jJAna bhAvita nathI. hamaNA pANI vAparatAM zAstrIya padArtha yAda Avyo che, jeno nirdeza haribhadrasUrijIe karelo che : koIpaNa jIva sarva prathama dharma kaI rIte pAme ? kayo jIva pAme ? yogAvaMcaka prANI ja dharma pAmI zake. yogAvaMcaka eTale gurumAM bhavatArakanI buddhi dharAvanAro prANI ! A bhavamAM ke pUrvabhavamAM yogAvaMcakapaNuM maLyuM hoya te ja dharma pAmI 180 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zake. yogAvaMcaka thayA vinA koI jIva dharma pAmI zake nahi. nirmaLa sAdhu-bhakti laha, yogAvaMcaka hoya; kriyAvaMcaka tima sahI, phalAvaMcaka joya." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI atyAra sudhI guruno yoga maLato' to paNa ThagAro hato. gurunA nAme ghaNA ThagArA paNa bhaTakAI gayA. sonuM Apo bamaNuM karI ApIza" AvI bAvAjInI vAto sAMbhaLI ghaNA ThagAyA che. pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI H temaNe aparigrahanuM pAlana karAvI dIdhuMne ! pUjyazrI H che ne guNAnurAgI ! muni dhuraMdharavijayajI : to pachI hatyA karIne svarge mokalI do ne ? pUjyazrI H paiso gRhasthone agyAramo prApya che. teNe tyAga nathI karyo. AvA guruo joIne ja koIe kahyuM haze ? "kapaTI guru lAlacI celA; donoM narakameM laThelA." eTale ja jJAnI, kriyAvAna, niHspRha AtmAnubhUtimAM ramaNa karanArA guru ja svayaM tare ane bIjAne tarAve. AvA gumAM tAraktAnA darzana thAya te yogAvaMcakapaNuM che. AvA gurunA darzana karo ne pApa jAya. darzana mAtrathI keTaluM badhuM Ave ? mATe ja to gocarI-pANI vahoratI vakhate dharmalAbha Apo cho ne ? dharmalAbhathI moTo lAbha kayo ? na vahorAve toya dharmalAbha Apavo. AvuM ApaNA gurudevoe zIkhavADyuM che. AvA guru ApaNI aMdara raheluM vIrapaNuM [siMhatva jagADe che. "vIra jinezvara caraNe lAguM, vIrapaNuM te mAMguM re; kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 181 Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mithyA moha timira bhaya bhAMgyuM, jIta nagAruM vAgyuM re,," AvuM vIrapaNuM ApaNe meLavavAnuM che. vIra parathI ja vIrya zabda banyo che. vIryazaktithI ja dareka kArya saphaLa bane. jJAna bhaNyA pachI paNa kriyA AdimAM AgaLa vadhavA vIrya-zakti joIe. paMcAcAranI ArAdhanAthI ja vIryAcAranI zakti vadhe che. guru tamArA pramAdane UDADI tamane kriyAmAM joDe che. mATe ja pachI kriyAvaMcatA maLe che. pU. muni dhuraMdharavi.ma. : kriyAmAM joDI rAkhazo to dhyAna kyAre? pUjyazrI H kriyA karatAM nirvikalpamAM javAya. pU. dhuraMdharavi.ma. : kriyA karatAM DosA thaI gayA. atyAre to dhyAnano krejha cAle che. pUjyazrIH huM kyAM dhyAnano niSedha karuM chuM ? paNa kahuM chuM: savikalpamAMthI ja nirvikalpamAM jaI zakAya. pahelA mana, vacana, kAyAne zubhamAM palaTAvo pachI nirvikalpamAM jAva. sIdhA sAtamA mALe na javAya. pU. dhuraMdharavi.ma. H guru dhyAna na ApI zake? ghaNA guru dAvA to karatA hoya che. pUjyazrI H bhale Ape. joIzuM. pU. dhuraMdharavi.ma. = kevuM Ape? pUjyazrI H e loko jevuM zIkhyA hoya tevuM ja Ape ne ? tamArA guru mahArAja [pU. paM. bhadraMkaravi.ma.) nuM sAhitya vAMco. emAM A badhuM ja che. - sAmAyika dharma pustaka emanuM ja che, emanA ja padArtho che. nAma mAtra mAruM che. emanI ja bhalAmaNathI dhyAna-vicAra grantha vAMcavA kADhelo. meM e kADhyo ne mane lAgyuM mane sAkSAt sarvajJa maLI gayA. 182 ja ja ra ja sa ka da ka ja ja Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrvAcAryonA akSaro vAMcavAthI ja jaina dhyAna paddhati para parama zraddhA thaI. jaina zAsana baMdhAyeluM che. jyAM tamArI aTakelI sAdhanA che tene AgaLa vadhAravA mATe. | manamAM koI duHkha nahi lagADatA, jaina zAsana pratyenA premathI ja A badhuM bolyo chuM. tame AnA AdarathI nirvikalpa samAdhi prApta karo - evA manoratha che. nIti para dRDhatA amerikAmAM vasatA eka bhAI beMkamAM DIrekTaranA hoddA para AvyA. temane aneka grAhakone lona ApavAnuM kAma soMpavAmAM AvyuM. ekvAra lonanA kAgaLo jotAM khyAla Avyo ke AmA to katalakhAnA jevA kAryo thAya che. ane temaNe te hoddAno tyAga karyo. cha mAsa nokarI vagara rahevuM paDyuM. ghaNI takalIpha thaI paNa khoTuM kArya choDyAno AnaMda temane takalIphamAM muMjhavato na hato. sadbuddhi vaDe zraddhAmAM TakyA. sAMbhaLavAmAM AveluM ke mAchalA pakaDavAnI jALanI moTI phekTarI ubhI thayelI. tenA zero jainoe paNa lIdhA hatA. AmAM budhdhi paNa kevI ? zraddhAno to jANe duSkALa ja ! - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 183 Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 Kle Pe as Iclehg Poo as old, eley thle STD zrA. suda-12. 11-8-2000,zukravAra svAdhyAya sAdhuno khorAka che. svAdhyAya joradAra teTalI AtmAnI puSTi joradAra. svAdhyAyathI mana zAstramAM rahe. AthI dhyAnanI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra thaI jAya. svAdhyAya premI sahaja rIte dhyAna karI zake. mATe ja atyaMtara tapamAM svAdhyAya pachI dhyAna kahyuM che. upayoga ane dhyAna ekArthaka che. upayoga eTale ja dhyAna. dhyAna eTale upayoga. upayoga nathI raheto mATe ja ApaNI kriyAo dhyAna nathI banatI. upayoga vagaranI kriyA dravya kriyA gaNAya. svAdhyAyamAM vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA sudhI haju dravya kriyA hoI * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zake. paNa anuprekSA upayoga vinA na ja thaI zake mATe anuprekSA dhyAna mAtra upayogane siddha karI laIe to badhuM dhyAnarUpa banI jAya. pU. AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : "dahatiga paNa ahiMgama sAcavatAM, IkamanA dhuri thaIe re..." ekamanA dazatrikathI thavAya che. ekamanA eTale ja upayoga sahita sAdhaka ! yoganI vyAkhyA : mokSa [bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape te yoga. mokSa ane bhagavAna kyAM judA che ? TUMkamAM, AtmAne paramAtmA banAve te yoga. IcchAyoga vageremAM paNa yoga zabdano prayoga thayelo che. IcchAyoga ruci che. sAmarthya yoga anubhUti che. anubhUtinuM mULa ruci che. rucimAM ja khAmI hoya to anubhUtinI AzA choDI devI joIe. dareka anuSThAno upayogapUrvaka thAya to kAma thaI jAya, badhI kriyAo bhAva-Avazyaka banI jAya. upayoga na hoya tyAM sudhI caityavaMdana, pratikramaNa Adi dravyakriyA ja kahevAya. upayoga bhaLaze to bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAgaze. arthamAM mana bhaLe eTale bhagavAna pratye bahumAna jAge ja. namutthaNe nA artha jAyA eTale ja siddharSine bhagavAnanI karuNA samajAIne ? eTale ja jainadarzanamAM sthira thayAne? upayogapUrvaka AnaMdaghanajI AdinA stavano bolo. tamArI cetanA jhaMkRta thaI UThaze. abhinaMdana jina darisaNa tarasIe..... bolatAM kharekhara tamArI cetanA darzana mATe talasATa anubhavaze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 185 Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ candraprabhasvAmInA stavana bolatAM lAgaze : anAdi kALamAM kyAM AvA darzana thayA che ? atyAre darzana thayA che to dharAIne karavA de. vimalanAthanA stavanamAM darzana thayAno AnaMda che : vimalajina...! dIThA loyaNa Aja...' * pudgalAstikAya jema dravyarUpe eka che tema jIvAstikAya paNa eka ja dravya che, jemAM nigodathI siddha sudhInA sarva jIvo AvI gayA. ekapaNa jIva bakAta nahi. A jIvone Atmavat jovAnA che. kAtmivat sarvabhUteSu " AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to jIvo paramAtmatulya jovAnA che. A kakSA AvyA pachI bheda khatama thaI jaze. - atyAre je rIte badhA bhegA thaIne kAma karIe te rIte haMmeza mATe bhegA thaIne kAma karavAmAM Ave to jaina zAsanano jaya-jayakAra thaI jAya. ahIMyA mArA-tArAnA bheda kevA? yoga eTale dhyAna, samAdhi vagere. TUMkamAM, mokSanA badhA ja sAdhano yoga che. bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape te yoga. bhakti paNa yoga che, je bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape che. "tasmin paramapremarUpa bhagi : ' -nAradIya bhaktisUtra vyavahArathI samyagdarzana vinaya che. caityavaMdana Adi vinayanA sUcaka che. samakitanA saDasaTha bhedo juo, deva-guruno parama vinaya ja dekhAze. pAMca zaMkA-dUSaNa vagere TALavA eTale deva-guru pratye avinaya TALavo. sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA zuzruSA. zuzruSA hoya tyAM jJAna Ave ja. anuSThAnonI ArAdhanA te samyak cAritra che. matalaba vinayathI samyagdarzana, zuzruSAthI samyagrajJAna ane anuSThAnArAdhanathI samyacAritra maLe che. 186 ja ja * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 sa ja ja Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogaviMzikAno saMpUrNa sAra jJAnasAranA yogASTakamAM mAtra ATha zlokomAM batAvyo che. temAM lakhyuM : cetyavaMdana AdimAM sthAnAdino upayoga karavo. sthAna, varNa - kriyAyoga. artha, AlaMbana, anAlaMbana jJAnayoga che. artha AdinuM bhAvana karIe to ja caityavaMdana bhAva caityavaMdana thaI zakaze. sthAna-varNamAM prayatna ane arvAdimAM vibhAvana karavAnuM che. A pAMca [sthAna Adi] mAM dhyAna rAkhavuM kyAM ? evuM nahi vicAratA. manano eTalo zIdhra svabhAva che ke eka sAthe cAreyamAM pahoMcI vaLe. mananA bALakane chuTa ApI devAnI H A cAramAM game tyAM jA. chuTa che. sthAnamAM kAya. varNamAM vANI. arthAdimAM manane joDavAnuM che. manane joDavuM ja kaThaNa che. mana joDo. kadAca chaTakI jAya to pharI tyAM joDo. nAmuM lakhatI vakhate mana be dhyAna bane to pharI manane tyAM joDo cho ne? tema manane ahIM paNa pharI pharIne joDo. TreniMga Apo to A thaI zake tema che. mana sAva bevaphA nathI. thoDuMka to mAnaze ja. rasagullAmAM mana ekAgra thaI zakatuM hoya to AvA anuSThAnamAM kema ekAgra na thAya ? azubhamAM ekAgratA mATe to prayatna karavo ja nathI paDato, zubha mATe ja karavo paDe che. | mana jo tame kaho ne karavA mAMDe to ja te tamAro sevaka gaNAya. mana IcchA pramANe karyA kare ne tame lAcArIpUrvaka joyA karo to temAM tamArI svAmitA nathI. - bhagavatImAM ullekha Ave cheH zivarAjarSine 7 dvIpa-samudranuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * 187 Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avadhijJAna thayuM ne teNe jAhera karyuM jagata ATaluM ja che. pudgala parivrAjakane pAMcamA devaloka sudhI jJAna thayuM ne teNe te pramANe jAherAta karI. AjanuM vijJAna A ja kare che ne ? jeTaluM jANe che te ja saMpUrNa che. ema ja mAne che ne? A ja kUpamaMDUkavRtti che. kUvAnA deDakAe kUvA sivAya kAMI jANyuM ja nathI. te dariyAne zI rIte jANI zake ? te vakhate lokomAM AvI vAto phelAvIne tenuM nirAkaraNa karavA gautamasvAmI bhagavAnane pUchatA ne bhagavAna tenuM nirAkaraNa karatA. adhakacaruM jJAna khataranAka che. zivarAjarSi Adine to bhagavAna maLyA, paNa ApaNane? ApaNe adhUrA jJAnathI chalakAI rahyA chIe. * kSapakazreNi, kevaLajJAna, ayogI guNasthAnaka ItyAdinuM varNana zAstramAM maLe ja che. paNa zAstra vAMcavA mAtrathI kAMI kevaLajJAna thaI jatuM nathI. e mATe tamAre zAstrathI atikrAnta thavuM paDe. zAstra ahIM thobhI jAya che. zAstranuM kAma mAtra dizA batAvavAnuM che. cAlavAnuM to ApaNe che. bIjo mANasa maMjhilanI mukhya-mukhya mAhitI Ape, paNa cAlavAno anubhava to anubhavathI ja maLe ne ? zAstro mAIlasTona che. mAIlasTona tame keTaluM cAlyA ? te ja batAve, paNa bIjuM badhuM na batAve. tema zAstranI paNa maryAdA che. koI mANasa rasoInI AITamonA nAma kahe eTalA mAtrathI peTa na bharAya. e mATe bhojana karavuM paDe. e ja rIte zAstranI vAto jIvanamAM UtAravI paDe. pachI AgaLa jatAM evI dazA Ave ke zAstro paNa pAchaLa rahI jAya. A sAmarthyayoga che. sAmarthyayogathI prAtijajJAna maLe che. pachI prAbhijJAna kevaLajJAna sudhI laI jAya che. yogAcAryoe khAsa prAtibhajJAna zabda prayojyo che. * je bhUmikAmAM hoIe tyAMthI zarU karavuM paDe. ApaNe ahIM pAlItANA AvyA. koI pa00, koI hajAra, koI aDhI hajAra ki.mI. 188 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUrathI AvyuM. to jeo jeTalA dUra hoya tyAMthI temane cAlavuM paDe. ApaNe je bhUmikAmAM hoIe tyAMthI prAraMbha karavo paDe. taLeTImAM ubhelo zikharathI yAtrA zarU na karI zake. * prAbhijJAnamAM AtmavIryanI pradhAnatA che. te kSapakazreNi vakhate hoya che. jema koI vepArI amuka samaye ekeya leNadArone potAnI pAse AvavA deto nathI tema zrapakazreNigata AtmA ekeya karmaprakRtine vacce AvavA deto nathI. mudata ApI hoya eTale leNadAro mAMgavA Ave ja. eka sAthe mAMgavA Ave tyAre Ajano vepArI devALuM phUMkI de ne ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H vepAra karyo lAge che. pUjyazrI H badhA nATaka karyA che. paNa AvuM kyAreya karyuM nathI. bhUlathI paNa anyAya nathI karyo. koI bhUlI jAya to sAmethI yAda karAvyuM che. bAMdhelA karmo to udayamAM Ave ja. bAMdhatI vakhate tame svataMtra, bhogavatI vakhate parataMtra ! bhogavatI vakhate samatA ja rAkhavAnI hoya ! tamane zuM ? mane paNa jIvaleNa vyAdhi AvI che. te vakhate bhagavAnanA tattvajJAne ja mane durgAnathI bacAvyo che. nahi to te vakhate gusso paNa AvI jAya : koI sevA karatuM nathI vagere. paNa eka AMgaLInI pIDA bIjI AMgaLI laI zakatI nathI to ApaNI pIDA bIjA kema laI zake ? yaza-apayaza-sAtA-asAtA badhuM ja azAzvata che, cAlyA janAra che. vihAramAM sAro ne kharAba banne rastA cAlyA javAnA che, ema mAnIe ne? tema ahIM paNa A badhuM cAlyuM javAnuM che, ema mAnIne samatA rAkhavAnI che. Ama karavAthI ja rAga-dveSAdi luMTArA jItI zakAze. bhagavAnanA bhakta para te sau prathama humalA kare. kAraNa ke temane gusso che H bhagavAne amAruM apamAna karyuM che. have emanA bhaktone nahi choDIe. eTale rAga-dveSAdi bhakta para humalo kare che, paNa bhakta kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 189 Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa kyAM gAMjyo jAya tema che? ene vizvAsa cheH mArI mananI guphAmAM siMha jevA bhagavAna beThA che. rAga-dveSAdi pazuonI zI tAkAta che ke teo AvI zake? gAmanI bahAra siMhanuM pUtaLuM mUkI juo. bIjA rAnI pazuo joIne ja bhAgI jaze. pUjya navaratnasAgarasUrijI : siMhanA pagalAne joIne paNa bhAgI jAya. pUjyazrI H ApaNe sau to bhagavAnanA killAmAM chIe. ahIM azubha bhAvono sparza kyAMthI ? sAmarthyayoga ApaNe saue meLavavAno che, paNa e maLaze zAstrayoga dvArA ne zAstrayoga maLaze IcchAyoga dvArA. atyAre to IcchAyoga AvI jAya toya moTI vAta che. prabhu ! mane e mATe baLa Apo, ema bhagavAnane prArtho. kahe, kalApUrNasUri" tathA "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" baMne pustako che maLela che. pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA sAdhanA-jinabhakti rasapUra jIvanathI nItaratI sAdhaka vANI upalabdha karAvavA badala dhanyavAda..... AnaMda..... anumodanA...... A zubha prayAso cAlu rAkhavA vinaMti.... zrutabhaktimAM suMdara udyama karI svAdhyAya-zIla raho cho te badala abhinaMdana.... -AcArya kalAprabhasAgarasUri haidrAbAda 10 ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ma ; Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka kSamA guNa AvI jAya to kTalI tRpti anubhavAya ? zrA. suda pra. 13. 12-8-2000,zanivAra A janmamAM vizvAsa thaI jAya : "have mAro bhavabhramaNano bhaya gayo.' evI sAdhanA karI lo. Aja bhava-bhramaNano bhaya maTayo.' AvA udagAro kyAre nIkaLe ? anubhavIonA grantho vAMco. temanI kRtimAM Avo Atma-vizvAsa chalakAto dekhAze. ekendriya jIvo mATe paNa bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che : teo mAnavajanma pAmI jaldI mokSa meLave. [ekendriyAdyA api hanta jIvA : -vinayavijayajI, zAntasudhArasa] paNa ApaNe to ApaNA AtmA mATe paNa AvI bhAvanA nathI bhAvatA. bhagavAnano svabhAva che : je zaraNuM svIkAre tenuM bhava-bhramaNa dUra karavuM. bhagavAnanuM "matinAM mavati : ' vizeSaNa che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * la & 191 Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka ja ghauMnA loTamAMthI ghaNI jAtanI mIThAIo bane tema eka ja A muddA [bhavabhramaNano bheda] para alaga-alaga prakAranA zAstro racAyA che. guNothI AtmA tRpta thAya. pudgalothI zarIra ghaNIvAra tRpta thayuM, paNa AtmA anAdikALathI atRpta che, eno kadI vicAra Avyo ? eka kSamA guNa AvI jAya to keTalI tRpti anubhavAya ? AtmA to tRpta bane ja, zarIra paNa svastha bane. krodha, Aveza, adhIrAI ItyAdithI zarIra paNa rogagrasta bane che, ema have siddha thaI cUkyuM che. sadA prasanna ane kSamAthI yukta muni eTale ja nIrogI hoya. 'tojyamAro vanivuratvam / '' yoga pravRttinA prathama cihnomAM Arogya paNa che. sarva jIvone karuNApUrNa najarathI jotA sAdhunA cittamAM sadA samatA rahe che. lIlotarI vagere para najara karatAM paNa sAdhunI A ja dRSTi hoya che. bhagavAnamAM to AvA anaMtAnaMta guNo UghaDelA che. kevaLI sivAya e guNo koNa jANI zake ? koNa varNavI zake ? A guNo jANyA pachI e meLavavA lobha nahi jAge ? ahIM lobha jAgavo pApa nathI. ekAda guNathI ApaNe keTalA gAjIe chIe ? guNa Ave e pahelA ahaMkAra AvI jAya che. ne guNadoSamAM palaTAI jAya che. AvA chIe ApaNe. darzana mohanIyanA kSayopazama vinA guNo Ave to AvI ja hAlata thAya. darzana mohanIya Adi sAta [anaMtAnubaMdhI saptaka] prakRti khUba ja khataranAka che. jJAna meLavavuM alaga vAta che, ene kriyAnvita karavuM alaga vAta che. yoga ApaNane jJAnane kriyAnvita karavAnuM kahe che, pradarzaka nahi pravartaka jJAna meLavI levAnuM kahe che. pravartaka jJAna AvatAM ja jIvanamAM parivartana zarU thaI jAya che. A ja enI nizAnI che. ** kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 192 Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI apUrva jJAna maLatAM besI na raho. ene jIvanamAM UtArI lo. samaya bahu jhaDapathI sarakI rahyo che. bhagavAna gautamasvAmIne kahe che : dAbhanI aNI para rahelA biMdune paDatAM vAra zI ? A jIvanane jatAM vAra zI ? mATe pramAda nA karo. paNa bhagavAnanI vANI paNa lokoe nathI svIkArI to mArI vAta to kyAMthI svIkAravAnA ? sAMbhaLavA roja Avo cho e paNa moTo upakAra ! - sAmarthyayoga be prakAre : (1) dharma saMnyAsa. (2) yoga saMnyAsa. saMnyAsa eTale virati. saMnyAsa eTale aTakavuM. bIjA apUrvakaraNa [AThamA guNaThaNe] mAM A sAmarthyayoga sAcA arthamAM Ave che. e pahelA atAttvika sAmarthyayoga dIkSA letA samaye hoI zake che. - UMcI bhUmikAmAM gayA pachI nIcI bhUmikAnA guNo lupta nathI thatA, e ja puSTa banatA cyuM che. mArgAnusArI, zrAvaka vagerenA guNo vadhu ne vadhu puSTa thatA e che. lAkha rUpiyA thayA eTale pahelAnA dasa hajAra gayA tema nahi, paNa te dasagaNA thayA. AThamA guNasthAnaka sivAya zreNi maMDAtI nathI. zreNi vinA kevaLajJAna nahi. kevaLajJAna vinA mokSa nahi. atyAre A badhuM nathI maLavAnuM eTale ApaNe udAsIna thaIne beThA chIe. A ja ApaNI bhUla che. atyAre maLelI sAmagrI paryApta nathI, sAmagrI paryApta maLaze tyAre joradAra sAdhanA karIzuM, mahAvidehamAM jaIne sImaMdhara svAmI pAse ghora sAdhanA karIzuM, AvuM vicAranArA e jotA nathI ke atyAre maLelI sAmagrIno paryApta upayoga na karyo to kyA AdhAra para AgaLanI uttama sAmagrI maLaze ? mahAvideha maLI jaze kadAca, paraMtu tyAMthI mokSa maLaze ja evuM nizcita che? tyAMthI mokSe janArA che tema sAtamI narake janArA paNa che, e bhUlazo nahi. . - manane phare tema pharavA daIe chIe, mana capaLa bane eno ApaNane jarAya vAMdho nathI. maLelI sAmagrIno koI upayoga nahi. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 193 Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanAnI koI dRSTi nahi. chatAM ApaNe kahIe chIe : mokSa kema nahi? manane jabaradastIthI kheMcavAnuM nathI. kheMcazo to mana vadhu chaTakaze. upA. yazovijayajIe lakhyuM H mana sAthe premathI kAma loH he bALaka mana ! tuM kema caMcaLa che ? tAre zuM joIe che ? AnaMda. e AnaMda tane sthiratA batAvaze. tuM jarA sthira thA. tArI asthiratA ja tane AnaMdano khajAno batAvatI nathI. Ama premathI manane samajAvavAthI ja te dhIre-dhIre vazamAM Ave che, sAdhanA mATe anukULa bane che. pU. AnaMdaghanajI, pU. yazovijayajI, pU. devacandrajI, Adi mahAtmAonuM mana bhagavAnamAM lAgI gayuM, sAdhanAno mArga khulI gayo, eno artha e thayo emaNe pUrva janmamAM sAdhanA karelI haze. adhUrI sAdhanA pUrI karavA ja temaNe yogikulamAM janma lIdho che. mane potAne paNa Avo anubhava thAya che. je bhakta bhagavAnane samarpita thaI gayo tenI badhI adhUrAza pUrI karavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che, ema mane to satata lAgI rahyuM che. vipattau kiM viSAdena, saMpattau harSaNena kim / / "jJAnIe dIThuM hoya te thAya." A vAta bhaktane vadhu preraka bane che, ArAdhanAmAM vadhu sakriya banAve che ne abhaktane niSkriya banAve che. siddhagiri jevI uttama bhUmimAM AvyA cho to sAdhanAnA mArge cAlavAnuM zarU karI ja dejo. bIjA sthAne je saphaLatA meLavatAM varSo lAge te ahIM thoDA samayamAM thaI jAya, A bhUmino eTalo mahAna prabhAva che. koIpaNa jIva game tyAMthI siddha thaI zakto nathI, tene ahIM aDhIdviIpamAM AvavuM ja paDe. liphTamAM besIne uparanA mALe jaI zakAya. tema ahIM AvIne ja siddhazilAe jaI zakAya. pelI liphTa to taiyAra che ne tame besI zako, paNa ahIM koI "liphTa' taiyAra nathI, tamAre pote ja e taiyAra karavI paDe. 114 * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e rIte AkhuM aDhIdvIpa tIrtha che. kAraNa ke badhA ja jIvo ahIMthI ja mokSe gayA che. aDhIdvIpamAM paNa siddhAcala sauthI uttama kSetra che, jyAMthI sauthI vadhu jIvo mokSe gayA che. A bhUmino viziSTa prabhAva che. ahIM AvatAM viziSTa Atma-vIrya unnasita thAya. AtmavIryane jaNAvanAra ATha zabdo che : vIrya, zakti, bala, parAkrama, utsAha, sthAma, ceSTA ane sAmarthya. Atmazakti alaga-alaga prakArathI kAma kare che, mATe tene jaNAvanArA zabdo paNa alaga-alaga che. koI zakti dhobInI jema dhoIne karmone vikhere. koI zakti uMcI UchALIne nIce paTake. koI phUTI phUTIne karmone vikhere. ema dhyAna-vicAramAM batAvyuM che. kevaLajJAnanI jaghanya-madhyama-uttama avagAhanA keTalI? Avo zAstramAM prazna Ave che. A tejapuMjarUpa kevaLajJAnanI avagAhanAnI vAta che. utkRSTa avagAhanA lokavyApI, je samuddAtanA cothA samaye hoya che. lokavyApI dhyAnathI kevaLIo karma khapAve che, te A rIte. Avo samuddAta dara cha mahine ekavAra to thAya ja. eno artha e ke dara cha mahine eka kevaLajJAnInI to mukAlAta thAya ja che. ApaNI jo bhUmikA taiyAra hoya to Atma-zaktimAM ullAsa vadhe. samaya sUkSma hovAthI bhale pakaDI na zakAya, paNa kAryarUpe anubhavI zakAya. cakravartInI strInA vALanA sparza karAvavA dvArA moharAjA jo potAno camatkAra batAvI zake to kevaLIno sparza camatkAra zA mATe na sarjI zake ? tame saMpAdita karela 'kahe, klApUrNasUri'' nAmanI pustikAno sAbhAra svIkAra che. zrutabhaktinI bhUri bhUri anumodanA..... AcArya vijaya prabhAkarasUri amadAvAda kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka 195 Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArI vAta rahevI joIe' A IcchA tuTe to ja guru- samarpaNa thaI zake. zrA. suda tri. 13. 13-8-2000, ravivAra sAmUDika pravacana sthaLa : vAgaDa sAta covIzI. viSaya : gurubhakti pUjya muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma.: traNa ravivArathI pAlItANA birAjamAna pUjyazrIo padhAre che. saMgha paNa ullAsapUrvaka ekaTho thAya che. bhinna-bhinna viSayo para pravacano thatA rahe che. prabhu-bhakti, arihaMtano jApa, zaMkhezvaradAdAnA aThama vagere para pravacano rahyA. have Aje guru-bhakti para raheze. pUjya muni zrI jItaratna-sAgarajI H vaha dina pATaNa ke lie kharAba sAbita huA thA / hara AdamI kI AMkho meM AMsu the / kyoMki kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kA svargavAsa huA thaa| gujarAta para jitanA upakAra zrI hemacandrasUrijI kA hai, utanA dusaroM kA 196 ka. 4 ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAyada hI hogA / ___ agni saMskAra ke samaya kumArapAla bacce kI taraha ro rahe the / kAraNa meM kahA : duHkha isa bAta kA hai ki aise guru milane para bhI ekabAra bhI gocarI bahorA nahIM sakA / kyoMki rAjapiMDa ve le nahIM sakate the / kyoM na maiMne rAjya kA tyAga kiyA ? yaha hai guru bhakti ! prabhu - AjJA kA pAlana guru karate hai / guru-AjJA kA pAlana hameM karanA hai / gurutattva ke binA kabhI kisIkA uddhAra nahIM ho sakatA / deva-guru aura dharma ina tInoM ke bIca guru hai / mukhya hotA hai vaha bIca meM hI rahatA hai / dIpaka ko bIca meM rakhane se donoM kamare meM prakAza A sakatA hai / ise dehalIdIpaka nyAya kahate hai / deva aura dharma donoM kI pahacAna guru ke dvArA hotI hai / prApta karane jaisA guNa guru-samarpaNa hai / hRdayameM guru base ho vaha to ThIka hai, lekina guru ke hRdayameM hamArA sthAna ho jAya to kAma ho jAyegA / ekalavya kA sthAna guru ke hRdayameM bhI thaa| zAstrameM kahA hai : ho sake to gItArtha guru bano, yA phira unake zaraNAgata bano / tIsarA koI vikalpa nahIM hai / __ hamAre nagara meM guru Ate hai aura hama unakI parIkSA karanA cAhate hai / yaha hai hamArA samarpaNa ! guru kI parIkSA nahIM, pratIkSA karo / prathama svayaM kI parIkSA karo / abhI guru kI parIkSA kA hameM adhikAra nahIM hai| eka prasaMga yAda AtA hai : kisI guru ne ziSya se kahA : gocarI ke sAtha dhAradAra cappu bhI le aanaa| samarpita ziSya ne vaisA kiyA / madhya rAtri meM guru usI ziSya kI chAtI para jA baiThe ! aisA ho jAya to kyA kareMge Apa ? lekina yaha to samarpita ziSya thA / gurune aMgulI meM se cappU se khUna liyA aura cale gaye / ___ subaha guru ne ziSya ko pUchA taba usane kahA : jisako maiMne * * * * * * * * * * * * * 197 Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apanA saMpUrNa jIvana soMpa diyA, unase kyA DaranA ? jo bhI kareMge mere hita meM hI hogA / guru ne kahA : terA koI pUrvajanmakA vairI sAMpa tujhe DaMsane AyA thA, usakA nivAraNa maiMne isa prakAra kiyA / agara maiM aisA na karatA to terI jAna calI jaatii| gAya mAlika kI zaraNAgati svIkAratI hai to usakI surakSA hotI hai / hama guru kI zaraNAgati svIkAreMge to hamArI surakSA hogI / pUjya munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = jeNe gurunI upAsanA karI hoya tenuM jIvana dhanya che. jemaNe dIkSA laIne mAtra guru-bhakti ja karI che, te paM. vajasenavijayajI have pharamAvaze. - pUjya paM. vajrasenavijayajI ma. : mArA ajJAnano nAza karanAra guru che -ema lAge to guru yAda Ave ne ahaM tuTe. anAdikALathI "mArI vAta ThevI joIe tevI IcchA che. A IcchA tuTe to ja guru-samarpaNa thaI zake. emAM paNa je gurue viziSTa upakAra karyo hoya temanA pratye viziSTa samarpita rahevuM joIe. - paMca parameSThImAM arihaMta ane siddha parama guru che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu guru che. gurunI gerahAjarI hoya athavA guru ApaNAthI alpa buddhivALA hoya to paNa samarpaNathI kAma thAya ja. ekalavye mATInA pUtaLA dvArA ja samarpaNathI saphaLatA meLavelIne? pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma. ne potAnA guru pU. bhuvanavijayajI ma. para kevI bhakti che? darzana karavA javuM hoya to paNa phoTAnI rajA laIne jAya ne darzana pachI paNa kahe : huM darzana karI Avyo. sthApanAcArya para paNa eTalo ja bhAva. kadAca paDI jAya to te ja divase upavAsa kare. AvA bIjA paNa ghaNA mahAtmAo haze. A to mArA anubhavamAM AvelI vAta huM kahuM chuM. gurunI smRtimAM 40 varSathI 198 eka Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aje paNa teo dara mahine aThThama kare che. gurunI sahAya maLe che, tema temane satata anubhUti thayA kare che. kRtajJatA vadhu tema guNa-prApti vadhu. guprAptinuM mULa kRtajJatA che. upakArIne roja yAda karIe to guNa vadhe. pU. kalApUrNasUrijI jevA kahe che. jenI pAse bhaNyo chuM te saune huM roja yAda karuM chuM. tame keTalAne yAda karo cho ? Atma-vikAsa mATe yogyatA prApta karavAnI jarUra che. yogyatA vadhe tema tema yogya vastuo maLatI ja jAya. kadAca vyakti hAjara na hoya to divyakRpA Utare ja che. thoDI ghaNI paNa jemaNe sahAya karI hoya tene yAda karIne navakAra gaNazo to navakAramAM paNa pAvara vadhelo jaNAze. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : mArA parama upakArI gurudeva pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. nI sevAmAM rahenAra paM. vajasenavijayajIe majAnI vAta karI : gurujano pratye kRtajJatAnI! girivihAramAM caturvidha saMghanI abhuta bhakti thAya che tenA preraka guru hatA. potAnA gurunI bhAvanA sAkAra karavA temaNe A kArya upADyuM. havethI eka ja rUpiyo [traNa rUpiyAnI jaMgyAe bhojanamAM levAmAM Avaze. A che gurubhaktinuM utkRSTa udAharaNa ! have saguru svarUpa ane svarUpa ramaNatAmAM lIna pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI vaktavya Apaze. pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya klApUrNasUrijI mahArAja H [saune bAra navakAra gaNavAnI pUjyazrI taraphathI sUcanA apAI.] gata ravivAre gurutattva para vicAra karelo. Aje paNa A viSayamAM aneka mahAtmAo AnuM rahasya batAvaze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 199 Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAMceya parameSThIo guru che. AthI ja e paMca gurumaMtra paNa kahevAya che. A pAMca parama maMgalarUpa che. jaganuM maMgaLa karavA baMdhAyelA ema kahevA karatAM emano tevo svabhAva che ema kahevuM vadhu ThIka gaNAze. A pAMceya hatA, che ne rahevAnA. enA AdhAre ja AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvI zakAya. emanAmAMthI jJAta ane ajJAtanA upakAro paNa svIkAravAnA che. adaSTa guru anaMtAnaMta che, ema siddhacakrapUjanamAM ApaNe jANIe chIe. koIpaNa janmamAM jarA paNa upadeza Apyo hoya, mitra banIne mArgadarzana paNa ApyuM hoya, te paNa ApaNA guru gaNAya. te jo bhUlI jaIe to jJAna bhUlAI jAya. dharma na gumAvavo hoya to devagurune bhUlatA nahi. anyamAM kahyuM che : prabhu ! ApanuM smaraNa e ja saMpatti ane vismaraNa teja vipatti che. gautamasvAmIne duniyA mahAna mAne, paNa pote to gurumahAvIranA caraNomAM ja lIna. tApasoe jyAre gautamasvAmInA mukhe guru mahAvIra-devanI vAta sAMbhaLI tyAre stabdha thaI gayA. kevaLajJAnI banelA tApasI paNa pAchaLa ane chaprastha gautama AgaLa ! A che gurunuM bahumAna ! 1444 graMtho haribhadrasUrijIe, gurune samarpita karyA. eka upakArI sAdhvIjI yAkinI mahattarAne teo kadI na bhUlyA. dareka granthamAM dharma-mAtA tarIke teoe temano ullekha karyo che. hamaNA vajasenavijayajIe potAnA gurunA nahi, paNa jaMbUvijayajIno dAkhalo Apyo. emanA gurudeva [pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma.] kevA mahAna hatA, te amane khabara che. "guru dIvo guru devatA, guru viNa ghora aMdhAra." aMdhArI guphAmAM dhAtuvAdIo peThA hoya ne tyAM dIvo bujhAI jAya to zI hAlata thAya ? 200 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvI ja hAlata gurune choDI detAM ApaNI thAya. bhava-bhava bhaTakyA enuM kAraNa A ja che. guru maLyA haze, paNa ApaNe samarpita nahi thayA hoIe. "oDa je daM saMgI' mane AvA guruno saMyoga ho." huM emanI sevAne lAyaka banuM. huM temanA vacano mAnanAro banuM, niraticAra pAlana karIne temane jaNAvanAro banuM. -paMcasUtra Ama karIzuM to ja ArAdhaka banIzuM. ahIM kevA AnaMdathI sau mahAtmAo maLe che? mAtra ravivAre ja nahi, ame to lagabhaga kyAMka ne kyAMka roja maLI jaIe chIe. hRdayano premabhAva A rIte saMghamAM vadhe to ja unnati thaze. bAkI saMghamAM koI khAmI nathI. zaktio saMgaThita bane e ja jarUrI che. guru-bhakti viSe je sAMbhaLo teno amala karajo. Aje paNa evA zrAvako che jeo kahe : guruvacana tahari ! kyAreka kumArapALa vI. zAhane pUchajo. guptarUpe karoDo rUpiyAnA kAma karanArA gurubhakto keTalA che ? chUpA ratno ApaNA caturvidha saMghamAM che. AthI ja ratnonI khANa samo saMgha Aje paNa jayavaMta varte che. gurubhaktino prabhAva sAkSAt ahIM paNa anubhavI zakAya, A ja bhavamAM bhagavAnanA darzana karI zakAya. pU. haribhadrasUrijI AvI vAta puiramAimAna kyAMthI lAvyA? siddhAMtonA akSaro vinA to AvI vAta thAya nahi. emane paMcasUtramAMthI A akSaro maLyAH gu-vahumALI novo guru ane bhagavAna eka ja che. gurune samarpita bano cho, eTale vyaktine nahi, bhagavAnane ja samarpita bano cho. kAraNa ke guru bhagavAna dvArA ja sthApita che. samApattidhyAna dvArA Aje paNa bhagavAnanA darzana thaI zake. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 201 Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvI vyakti svayaM bhagavAna bane athavA bhagavAna pAse pahoMce. sAdhu-sAdhvI sau sva-guru pratye Adara dharAve ne bhakti vadhAre to aTakelo Atma-vikAsa pUra jhaDape cAle. darzana moha, mAna kaSAya vagere guru-bhaktimAM naDe che. paM. vajasenavijayajIe kahyuM tema guru-bhaktinA prabhAvathI ahaM haTI jAya che. dharmarAjAnI ImArata namaskAra para UbhI che. moDarAjAnI ImArata ahaM para UbhI che. ahaM para phaTako paDe eTale khalAsa! saMsAranI samagra ImArata dharAzAyI ! lalitavistarA, [parama teja] vAMco to guru ane parama gurunI bhakti vadhaze, samarpaNa bhAva vadhaze. saunA hRdayamAM AvI bhaktinuM pariNamana thAya tevI abhilASA. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = guru para tIvra bahumAna e ja mokSa che. ethI ja mohakSaya thAya che. maitrI prabhu-anugraha vinA na maLe. prabhu-anugraha, guru-anugraha vinA na maLe AvI vAto ApaNe pUjyazrI pAsethI sAMbhaLI. have pU. bhadrasUrijInA AjIvana aMtevAsI pU.OMkArasUrijInA AjIvana aMtevAsI pUjya yazovijayasUrijI H prArthanA sUtra jayavIyarAyamAM prabhu sanmukha roja doharAvIe chIe sudAmurugono prabhu! tuM mane sadgano yoga karAvI de. mArA samagra astitvanuM joDANa sadguru sAthe na thAya tyAM sudhI jIvanano artha nathI. A viralatama ghaTanA che. sadguru eka bArI che, jenA dvArA paramano asIma AkAza joI zakAya. bArI ane kabATa bahArathI sarakhA dekhAya, paNa kholatAM khabara paDe. jenI pAchaLa bhata hoya te kabATa. jenI pAchaLa khAlI hoya te bArI. je bhItarathI zUnya banI gayA te saguru ! 202 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoI zake H pU. hemacandrasUrijI ke pU. haribhadrasUrijI vakhate paNa ApaNe hoIe, paNa te sadguru sAthe joDANa nhotuM. saguru dvArA ja paramaguru maLe che. sadgurunA caraNe mAthuM jhukAvyA pachI koI IcchA nathI rahetI. sadguru-caraNa vinA mohe kachu nahi bhAve." "bhavasAgara aba sukha gayo hai, phikara nahi mohe tarananakI, mohe lAgI lagana guru carananakI.' -mIrAM sAgara sUkAI jAya pachI taravAnI jarUra zI ? eka sAdhakane sadgurunI talapa lAgI. te sadgurune zodhavA nIkaLI paDyo. mane sadguru kyAM maLaze ?' ema jaMgalamAM maLelA gurune sAdhake pUchyuM. e gurue kahyuM : guru dareka mATe nizcita che. yogya samaye maLe che. jaMgalamAM amuka vRkSanI DALa nIce tane maLaze." A sAMbhaLatAM pelo doDyo. pAMca varSa sudhI jaMgalamAM rakhaDyo. paNa kyAMya patto na lAgyo. guru che to vRkSa nathI, vRkSa che to guru nathI. kyAMka mArI samajamAM bhUla to nathI. pachI yAda AvyuM H e ja guru vRkSa nIce hatA. pharI pAMca varSe e ja guru vRkSa nIce maLyA. te vakhate paNa teo te ja vRkSa nIce UbhA hatA. ziSya potAnI vedanA ThAlavI ?" "mane to khyAla nhoto guru ! tamane to khyAla hato ne? jarA kahevuM to hatuM. pAMca-pAMca varSa sudhI mArA TAMTIyAnI kaDhI karI nAkhI." "mAre pAMca varSa sudhI tArA mATe eka ThekANe coMTI rahevu paDyuM tenuM zuM ? tArA ziSyatvanI paripakvatA te vakhate nhotI. e vinA sadguru-yoga thaI zake nahi." gurue kahyuM. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 203 Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sadga-prApti moTI ghaTanA che. araNika munine sadguru maLelA. bapore paga dAjhayA. emanuM patana thayuM. te jANIe chIe. mA gAMDI thaI gaI. pachI mAtA pAse te bolyA : "tAro hatabhAgI putra huM ja chuM." cAla guru pAse sAdhvI mAtAe kahyuM. gurunuM nAma paDatAM ja araNika muni pAchA AvyA tyAre gurue kazo ja Thapako na Apyo. guru jANe che ke, "savArano bhUlelo sAMje pAcho Avaze ja." guruno sazakta hAtha paDyo ne zakti maLI. vAsakSepa karo, vAsakSepa Apo" ema bolAya, 'vAsakSepa nAkho' ema na bolAya. vAsakSepa dvArA gurunI zakti maLe che. e ja araNika munie dhagadhagatI zilA para saMthAro karI lIdho. A zakti guru pAsethI maLI hatI. A jIvana mAtra saguru-yoga mATe ja che. saMpUrNa samarpitatA AvI jAya to jIvana maMgaLamaya banI jAya, pUjya dhuraMdhavijayajI ma. ? Aje utAvaLa nahi karatAM. 11-15 sudhI besajo. guru sAme ja hoya che. paNa ApaNe emane oLakhI zaktA nathI. A zAsanamAM kyAreya sagurunI gerahAjarI nathI hotI, mAtra ApaNI pAtratA nathI hotI. guru hAjara hoya tyAM bhagavAna hoya ja. pUjya vIraratnavijayajI : prabhu ne kevalajJAna se dekha kara sabhIke lie mokSamArga dikhAyA hai / skUla meM kyA paDhe the ? yAda hai ? abhI dimAga meM yAda ho aura usa mArga para cale to guru ke AzIrvAda mila sate hai choTe the taba varNamAlA sIkhI thI / -mana, gha-varAzi, -ANeza, gha-ghara rUtyAti | ka kA kamala kahatA hai jiMdagI kamala kI taraha jIo / anAsakta bhAva se jIo / 204 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kharagoza kI taraha tejagati se samaya calatA hai / samaya ko pakaDa lo / neza : T-phaeNza - TTgharo cho yAda karo | ghara : apane ghara-mokSa ko yAda karo / hama ina saba ko bhUla gaye aura hamane itanA hI yAda rakhA : - rumanA kha - khAnA ga - gahanA banAnA gha - ghara (miTTI kA ghara) banAnA buddhimAna khar3A - khar3A hI ghara se nikala jAtA hai / kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai khar3A-khar3A nahIM nikaleMge to ADA hokara to nikalanA hI par3egA / / pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : eka prasaMga : guru : vatsa ! tAre mArAthI alaga thavAnuM che. sAdhaka : tamane choDIne kyAMya nahi jAuM. guru : mArI AjJA mAnIne eka hajAra mAIla dUra jaIza to paNa tuM mArI pAse che. AjJA na mAnI ne tuM mArI pAse rahIza to paNa tuM dUra che. Avo gurukulavAsa te ja brahmacarya che; ema zAstromAM kahyuM che. AvatA ravivAre saMgha-bhakti para pravacana raheze. naMdalAlabhAIH [dharmazALAnA TrasTI) pUjya AcArya bhagavatazrI tathA sau pUjyazrIne vaMdanA ! cAra - cAra ravivArathI A sthaLe je vAtAvaraNa jAmyuM che. te bhAratabharamAM sarvatra prasare evI bhAvanA che. enuM mULa ahIM che, tenuM amane gaurava che. paryuSaNa pachI paNa anuSThAno ahIM yojAya tevI apekSA rAkhIe chIe. - pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 205 Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya AcAryazrI zAnticandrasUrijIe abhuta vAta batAvI cheH " te dhannA jesiM hiyayammi guruo vasaMti te dhannANa vi dhannA guru-hiyayammi je vasaMti" gurune tame hRdayamAM vasAvo to tame dhanya cho paNa guru-hRdayamAM vasavATa karavAno che jo jIvanane dhanyatama banAvavuM hoya. dareka vakatA pAse alaga-alaga dRSTikoNa jovA maLyo. kyAreka nAnA sAdhu pAsethI paNa abhuta vAto sAMbhaLavA maLI jAya. * vanaspatimAM paropajIvI nAmanI eka mAtra 2-3 iMcanI vanaspati che. pedA thayA pachI ghaNuM jIvavAnI tene tamannA hoya che, paNa tAkAta nathI. karavuM zuM ? jIvanane alpajIvI nathI banAvavuM, dIrdhajIvI banIne dhanya banavuM che. to upara pahoMcI zakuM tema nathI. te potAnI AsapAsa najara kare che. [ AMkha nathI hotI. A to mAtra ApaNI kalpanAnI vAta che.] ne najIka rahelA totIMga vRkSanA mULamAM lapeTAI jAya che. mULamAMthI badhuM cUsyA karatuM rahe che. moTA vRkSanA badhA lAbho ene maLatA rahe che. A vRkSanuM dRSTAMta ApaNAmAM ghaTita karavAnuM che (1) sAnnidhya H e na ja choDe. choDe to mRtyu. (2) samIpatA : niphTatA abhedabhAve saghana kare che ! (3) samagratA H AkhuM potAnuM zarIra mULa sAthe ekameka karI nAkhe che. A traNa mukhya niyamo che. AthI ja te vanaspati lAMbA kALa sudhI TakI zake che. vartamAna kALamAM ApaNe paNa A vanaspati jevA tuccha chIe. je mULIyuM (guru) parama sAthe joDAyeluM hoya tene pakaDI laIe to kAma thaI jAya. tamane tamArI sAta ja peDhInA nAma mAMDa yAda haze. ame TheTha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI sudhInI peDhInA nAmo gaNAvI zakIe. 206 Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Akhare chelluM nAma bhagavAnanuM Ave. A badhA guruo bhagavAna sAthe joDAyelA che. jo guru sAthe joDAI jaIe, sAnnidhya, sAmIpya ane samagratA - A traNa apanAvIe to bhagavAnanI e zakti Aje paNa prApta karI zakIe. pUjaya AcArya zrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI H trikAlAbAdhita zAsananA zaraNe AvyA sivAya kalyANa nathI. bhagavAna paNa je tattva vinA zAsana na sthApI zake te gurutattva che. abhuta che A gurutattva ! - gurunA keTalAka paryAyavAcI zabdo : guru : "gu' eTale ajJAna ru' eTale ulecanAra. ajJAna Ulece te guru ! bhikhu : karmane bhedI nAkhe te. yati : yatanAvaDe tarI jAya che. saMyata : samyaka prakAre yama-niyamAdi dhAraNA karI tattva prakAze te. aNagAra : jene ghara nathI te. ghara eTale chakAyano kUTo. saMsAranuM mULa AraMbha che. AraMbhano aMta kare tenuM nAma aNagAra. muni : mauna rahe te muni. athavA jagata-tattvonuM manana kare te muni. ekeka zabdamAM kevA artho che ? tattvatracImAM guru vacce che. pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI vacce che. mahattvapUrNa vacce bese che. traNa lokamAM mahattvapUrNa mRtyuloka vacce che. mana-vacana-kAyAmAM mahattvapUrNa vacana vacce che, jethI paropakAra thaI zake che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * 207 Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guru na hoya to zAsana na cAle. 1 lAkha pUrvanA dIkSA paryAyamAM eka hajAra ane 89 pakSa nyUna zAsana AdinAtha bhagavAne calAvyuM, paNa bAkInA ardhA cothA ArA sudhI zAsana konA kAraNe cAlyuM ? navamA ane dasamA tIrthaMkara vacce guru nhotA mATe ja zAsana vicchinna thayuM. * IlAcI-putra naTaDI pAchaLa divAno hato. paNa gurunA darzane kevaLajJAna pAmI gayo. gurunA darzananI keTalI tAkAta ? sAMbhaLyuM che ke vartamAna kALamAM pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijInA AcAryazrI jagaccandrasUrijInA saMsArI moTAbhAI pUrvajanmamAM kUkaDo hatA tyAre kasAI kApato'to. koI bacAvanAruM nhotuM. raste pasAra thatAM munine joyA ne pelA kasAIe tene kApI nAMkhyo. aMtima samaye muninA darzanathI te jainakuLamAM janma pAmyo. tIrthaMkara padavI paNa guru-padanI ArAdhanAthI ja maLe che. guru bhagavaMtoe zAsana calAvavA keTa-keTaluM sahana karyuM che ? eka-be prasaMga kahuM zAsananI apabhrAjanA rokavA, A pAlItANA jemanA nAmathI vaseluM che te pAdaliptasUrijI jIvatA baLavA taiyAra thaI gayelA. taraMgavaI lolA mATe sAhityacorIno Aropa thayelo. tene miTAvavA temane ema karavuM paDeluM. jo ke pelA paMDitane pazcAttApa thayo ne AcArya bhagavaMta bacI gayA. zAsananI apabhrAjanA rokavA ja kAlakAcArye sva mRtyu notaryuM hatuM. AvA guru bhagavaMto maLyA che to barAbara ArAdhI lejo. AvA gurunA zA varNana karavA ? "saba dharatI kAgada karo, kalama karo vanarAI; saba samudra svAhi karo, guru-guNa likhA na jAI." zrIkRSNa guru-vaMdana dvArA ja 7 narakamAMthI cAranA pApa khapAvelA tathA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdheluM te ApaNe jANIe chIe. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : gurunuM sAnnidhya maLe teTaluM ochuM. mATe A sAnnidhyane tame 208 * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ choDatA nahi. pUjyazrI hIravijayasUrijI pAchaLa te kALamAM saMgha pAgala hato tyAre ekeka nagaramAM kroDopatio hatA. guru-bahumAnathI ja Aje lakSmI vadhelI dekhAya che. kumArapALabhAI AnuM guiru-kRpAnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. kumArapALa vI. zAha : vakatavya nathI ApavuM. eka vAta karI dauM. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA darzanArthe ame AvyA chIe. zravaNa na maLyuM hoya, ochuM ke aDadhuM maLyuM hoya to paNa saMtoSa che. darzanathI dRSTi dhanya banI che. hamaNA pU. AcArya zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijIe mane kahyuM H UbhA thAva ne A dRzya juo to kharA! bhagavAna zrI kRSNano ratha vRMdAvanamAM Avyo ne gopIo vagere doDI AvyA. rathamAMthI bhagavAna na UtaryA. mAtra sArathi Utaryo to paNa saue dhanyatA anubhavI. prabhu ! bhale tame na AvyA. bhagavAnanA darzana karIne AvelA bhaktanA darzanathI paNa ame dhanya banyA chIe. ame paNa pUjyazrIne e ja kahevA mAMgIe chIe. ATalI moTI sabhAmAM bolavAnuM mana khUba thAya. paNa e lAlacane rokI rAkhu . pUjya gururbhAgavatone mAre mAtra eka ja vAta karavI che : o guru bhagavaMto ! ame gurunI sevA karavAmAM moLA ke moDA na paDIe, evA AzIrvAda bharapeTa Apajo. prakAza dADhI : AvatA ravivAre pUjyazrI girivihAra padhAraze. girivihAramAM bhojanamATe traNamAMthI mAtra eka ja rUpiyo nizcita thaze. ghI-dUdha paNa DerInA nahi, paNa cokhA ApavAmAM Avaze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 209 Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIM sAruM che te bhagavAnanuM che. barAbara na hoya te mAruM che. zrA, suda Dhi. - 13 13-8-2000, ravivAra * kAlanI apekSAe bhAva tIrthakara sauthI ochA samaya sudhI upakAra kare che, paNa e eTalo utkRSTa hoya che ke emanA gayA pachI paNa e upakAranI dhArA cAlyA kare che. thoDo paNa samaya hovA chatAM e mahattvapUrNa che, jo e na hoya to nAma,sthApanA paNa kyAM kAma karavAnA hatA? nAma konuM? sthApanA konI? badhAnuM mULa bhAva tIrthakara che. - sAdhu ja nahi, zAsanamAM sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA paNa upakAra karatA rahe che. sAdhvIjIthI pratibodhita paNa mokSe jAya. zrAvaka-zrAvikAthI paNa pratibodha thAya. zrAvaka subuddhi maMtrIthI pratibodha pAmelo pelo rAjA jaina dharmI banyo * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 210 ja che je je ja sa je je je je ja je eka ja Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hato. juo jJAtA dharmakathA sUtra. * tApI ke narmadAnA pula para huM cAlato tyAre vicAra AvatoH oha ! ATalo nAnakaDo pula na hota to ? athavA nAvaDI na hoya to? nAnakaDo pula ke nAnakaDI nAva keTalo moTo upakAra kare che ? nadI bhale bhayaMkara hoya, pula para cAlanArane bhaya nathI. majabUta nAvaDI para besanArane bhaya nathI. saMsAra bhale bhayaMkara hoya, paNa enA zAsanamAM besanArane bhaya nathI. bhagavAna mAlIka che. guru nAvika che. ApaNe besanAra chIe. bhagavAna kyAMya gayA ja nathI. mAtra bhautika zarIra ja adRzya thayuM che. zaktirUpe to bhagavAna ahIM che ja. [ gAya AvavAthI avAja thayo.] gAya jeTaluM paNa zista ApaNAmAM che ? rAparamAM spaMDila bhUmithI huM pAcho vaLato hato. bajAramAM khUba ja bhIDa. eka bAI nAnI bAlikAne laIne jaI rahI hatI. pAchaLathI moTo baLada ane gAya doDatA AvI rahyA hatA paNa bAlikAne jotAM ja UbhA rahI gayA. pATaNamAM gAya doDI rahI hatI. vacce bAlikA AvI to tenA para paga na mUkatAM kUdI gaI. A rIte ApaNe joIne cAlIe kharA? tame kahezo : bhUjamAM tamane gAye dhakko kema mAryo ? eka khulAso karavA do : gAye dhakko nathI mAryo. kyAMya jagyA na maLavAthI e mAtra tyAMthI pasAra thaI. eNe mAro sparza nathI karyo. paNa enA nimitte dhakko vAgatAM huM gabaDI paDyo. gAyano dhakko mAravAno koI IrAdo nhoto. * pula hoya paNa te para na cAlIe to nadI pAra karI zakIe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * 211 Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi. prabhu-zAsana vidyamAna hovA chatAM tenuM AlaMbana na laIe to saMsAra pAra karI zakIe nahi. bhUtakALamAM ghaNIvAra zAsana maLyuM haze, paNa ApaNe enA zaraNamAM gayA nahi hoIe. mATe ja bhaTakIe chIe ne ? * jaina darzana mAtra mAnasika dhyAna ja nathI mAnatuM, vAcikakAyika paNa dhyAna mAne che. vaLI te pravRtti ne nivRttirUpa paNa hoya che. A manane sIdhuM zUnya nathI banAvavAnuM nirvikalpanI atyAranI vAto khataranAka che. pahelA azubha vicAro roko. mana to bahu suMdara sAdhana che. ene zUnya nathI banAvavAnuM, eno suMdara upayoga karavAno che. zUnya manathI je pApa khape tenA karatAM zubha vicArathI pUrNa bane tenAthI vadhu pApo khape. prAraMbhamAM A rIte ja sAdhanA karavAnI che. hA, AgaLanI bhUmikA maLatAM mana pote ja khasI jaze, ApaNe khaseDavuM nahi paDe. upara jatAM pagathIA nIce rahI ja jAya che ne ? pagathIAne saMpUrNa choDavAnA nathI, niMdavAnA paNa nathI. dhyAna dazAmAMthI pAchA nIce to AvavuM ja paDaze. tyAre mana joIze ja ne? * mArgAnusArInA guNo vinA zrAvaka na banAya. zrAvakanA guNo vinA sAdhu na banAya. sAdhunA guNo vinA kSapakazreNi na maMDAya. ahIM to kramazaH ja caDAya. vaccethI ghusaNakhorI thaI ja zake nahi. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI = vacce ghusAya nahi? pUjyazrI H vacce ghusI gayA chIe eTale ja A takalIpha UbhI thaI che. vyavahArathI A badhuM maLI gayuM che. nizcayathI kyAM chIe ? te ApaNe jANIe chIe. athavA bhagavAna jANe che. - sAdhanAmAM sarva prathama yoga-bIja joIe. yoga-bIja che : prabhu pratyeno prema. 212 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jinenu zarta citta" prabhuno prema hoya tene guru ane zAstra para prema hoya ja. AvI vyakti guru pAsethI vAcanA sAMbhaLe, Agamo lakhe, lakhAve, pracAra kare. A badhA lakSaNo temAM dekhAvA lAge. eka mAtra prabhu-premanuM bIja paDI gayuM to dharmano gheghUra vaDalo banatAM vAra nahi lAge. * prathama apUrvakaraNa samyakatva prApti vakhate thAya che. sAmarthya yoganuM varNana karatAM samyakatvanI vAta eTale karavAmAM Ave che ke jethI siMhAvalokana thaI zake ne ApaNI sAdhanAnuM barAbara nirIkSaNa thaI zake. A nirIkSaNa paNa bIjAnuM nahi, paNa potAnuM ja karajo. nahi to pharI garabaDa thaI jaze. cappa tamArA hAthamAM che, have bIjAne Apavo che to kema Apazo? cappano hAtho sAmAnA hAthamAM Ave tema ja apAyane ? potAnI pAse rAkhavAnI vAta alaga che. bIjAne ApatI vakhate eMgala alaga che. A ja vAta ahIM lAgu karavAnI che. ema to maitrI-pramoda vagere jAta para ochA che ? sauthI vadhu maitrI potAnI jAta para che ja. sauthI vadhu pramoda potAnA guNo para che ja. sauthI vadhu karuNA potAnA duHkho para che ja. sauthI vadhu mAdhyacya potAnA durguNo para che ja. paNa have e eMgala badalavAno che. bIjA para karavAnuM hoya te jAta para karI rahyA chIe. jAta para karavAnuM hoya te bIjA para karI rahyA chIe paganA joDA mAthA para, ne mAthAnI TopI pagamAM ghAlI rahyA chIe. A ja ApaNI taklIpha che. - sAmarthya yoga avAcya che, e anubhava gamya che. jo te zabda gamya hoya to anubhavagamya na kahevAya. anubhava gamyatA ja ene kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 213 Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahevAya jene varNanathI pAmI zakAya nahi. mATe ja enuM varNana ahIM nathI karyuM. zakya teTaluM kahIne bAkI mATe "avAcya' kahI dIdhuM. - dhyAna-vicAramAM be zabda khAsa Ave che ? (1) karaNa, (2) bhavana karaNamAM zikSaNathI maLe. bhavanamAM sahajatAthI maLe. marudevI mAtA koI zikSaNa levA nahotA gayA, chatAM kevaLI banI gayA te bhavana yoga hato. paNa moTA bhAganA jIvo guru pAsethI zikSaNa pAmIne ja kevaLajJAna pAmatA hoya che. marudevI jevA to koI virala ja hoya. * prathama apUrvakaraNa thayuM che ke nahi te ApaNe svamAM jovAnI khAsa jarUra che. A muddA para huM khAsa bhAra ApuM chuM. kAraNa ke mokSamAM javAnI mane utAvaLa che. paNa huM tamane choDIne kema jAuM ? ahIM sAruM che te bhagavAnanuM che. barAbara na hoya te mAruM che. * paMca parameSThImAM pUjyano krama arihaMtathI zarU thAya, paNa sAdhanAnA kramamAM prathama sAdhu Ave. eTale ke prathama sAdhu banavuM paDe. bhagavAnanI vANI parAmAMthI nIkaLe, pazyantI, madhyamAmAMthI pasAra thaI vaikharI banIne nIkaLe. paNa zIkhatI vakhate vaikharI vANI prathama Ave. gurupATha Ape te vaikharI vANIno prayoga kare. tame skUlamAM jAva ne gurune tame banne mauna raho to bhaNI zakAya ? vaikharI vANIno moTo upakAra che. bhagavAna jo bole nahi to upakAra thAya ? bhagavAna bole che te vaikharI vANI che. guru na bole to zuM thAya ? guru bole te na game te barAbara, 214 ka da ka rI rAka Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa e vinA kyAM ThekANuM paDavAnuM che ? A gurunuM mahattva samajAvavA ja be ravivAra guru tattva mATe rAkhyA. guruno vinaya na karo kadAca, paNa AzAtanA to kadI nahi karatA. A----zAtanA---- cAre bAjuthI guNono nAza karI de te AzAtanA ! gurunI sAme bolavAnuM mana thAya tyAre A yAda karajo. gurunI AzAtanA te bhagavAnanI AzAtanA che. pUjya paM. kalpataruvijayajI ma. = guru tattva para bahumAna hoya, paNa potAnA vyaktigata guru para bahumAna na hoya, evuM na cAle ? pUjyazrI H jene samasta guru para prema thaI gayo tene sva-guru para prema na thAya evuM bane ja nahi. eka tIrthakaranI AzAtanA sarvanI AzAtanA che. eka gurunI AzAtanA sarva gurunI AzAtanA che. sannipAtano rogI game tema bole, vaida tenA para gusse na thAya, tema AvA uddhata para guru gusse na thAya. vaDI dIkSA pahelA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta maLyA. cAra prakaraNa Adi thaI gayelA. meM pUchyuM : have zuM karuM ? pU. AcArya bhagavaMta H sijUra prakara karo. tarata ja meM 'tahatti' karyuM. bhagavatImAM zataka puruM thatAM chelle Ave : "sevaM aMte sevaM maMtte' prabhu Apa kaho cho tema ja che. AnuM nAma svIkAra che. AvI zraddhA Ave tyAre AstikatA Ave. AstikatA AvyA pachI svanI jema anyanuM jIvatva paNa svIkAra karavAmAM Ave che ne tenuM duHkha potAne lAge che. pagamAM kAMTo lAge to mAthAne zuM ? ApaNane zuM ? ema mAnIne ApaNe enI upekSA karatA nathI, tema bIjAnI pIDAnI upekSA thaI zake nahi. kAraNa ke badhAnI sAthe ApaNe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 215 Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paradayA joDAyelA chIe. appadayA parapIDA . appapIDA parahiMsA appahiMsA jIvavaho appavaho A Agama-sUtro A ja vAta kahe che. tame bIjAne kaThora bolo to tamane ja e phaLe. eka bhAI gaI kAle AvelA. kammarathI nIceno bhAga zunya. bhayaMkara pIDA. kaheH "ne visa varase nara vI . resA ?" ___"isa janma meM nahIM to agale janma meM hamane pIr3A dI hI hogii| surakSA dara vada pa hai " ema mAre tene samajAvavuM paDayuM. AvI vicAraNAthI anukaMpA Ave. anukaMpA dravya-bhAva be prakAre che. dravya prANanuM rakSaNa te dravya anukaMpA. bhAva prANanuM rakSaNa te bhAva anukaMpA. koInA zarIranA dardI mATe hamadardI batAvavI te dravya anukaMpA che, tema tenA abhimAna Adi doSa mATe dayA ciMtavavI te bhAva anukaMpA che : guNahIna bicArA A AtmAnuM zuM thaze ? anukaMpA AvatAM AvA guNahIna ane doSa-pUrNa saMsArathI chuTavAnuM ne guNapUrNa doSahIna muktimAM javAnuM mana thAya ja. A ja saMvega - nirveda kahevAya. A badhAnA phaLa rUpe zama maLe che. A samyagradarzananA lakSaNo che. A samyagadarzana meLavI sau muktine meLavo. Si "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" nakala eka prApta thaI che. zrutabhaktinI khUba ja khUba anumodanA. -AcArya zrI kalyANasAgarasUri amadAvAda-nAraNapurA. che 216 * * * * * * * * * * Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sainika rAjAne sope tema bhakta badhuM ja bhagavAnane sope zrA. suda-15 15-8-2000,maMgaLavAra. - bhUkhyAne bhojana, tarasyAne pANI, nirvastrane vastra, gharahIna ne ghara ApanAra upakArI gaNAya to dharma ApanAra bhagavAna keTalA upakArI gaNAya ? emanA upakAranI koI sImA nathI. A dharma avyAbAdha sukhanI geraMTI Ape che; jo e pALIe. A dharmanA praNetA bhagavAnano upakAra keTalo ? "3gvyo [pAyo" A dharma apUrva kalpavRkSa, apUrva cintAmaNi che. durgatimAM paDatAne bacAvI laIne sagatimAM sthApita karanAra AvA dharmanA udgAtA bhagavAnano upakAra keTalo ? e upakAranuM RNa zI rIte cUkavAze ? je kAMI karo te bhagavAnanA caraNomAM samarpita karo. munIma zeThane sope, senika rAjAne sope, guru - jUsa ha ka ka ka da ka eNka ja #ka je ka 217 Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziSyane sope tema bhakta badhuM ja bhagavAnane sope. tapa, japa, svAdhyAya Adi bhagavAnanA caraNe ApavAnuM che. 'guhyAtiguhyagoptA tvaM gRhANA'smatkRtaM japam / ' - zakrastava. haribhadrasUrijI A ja kahe che ? mane ja nahi, A grantha racanA dvArA saune phaLa maLo. tame bhojana karo to tRpti maLavAnI ja. emAM mAMgavAnuM na hoya H he bhojana ! tuM tRpti Apa. e rIte tame dharma karo to tamane phaLa maLe ja. mAMgavAnI jarUra ja nathI. mAtra anya mATe tame bhaluM Iccho. mane AvA karUNAzIla haribhadrasUrijInuM nAma pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. dvArA mAMDavImAM [vi. saM.2013] maLyuM. pachI to eTalo rasa lAgyo ke jeTaluM bese teTaluM guru mukhe laI besADato. prAraMbhamAM Ama paNa sUtra rUpe Ave, pachI ja artha Ave ne pachI tadubhaya rUpe, daMparya rUpe to bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja Ave. mArA zramathI mane maLyuM hoya tema nathI lAgatuM, bhagavAne kRpA varasAvI ne mane maLyuM ema ja lAge che. haribhadrasUri para bahumAna vadhaze to ja A granthanuM hArda ApaNane samajAze. evuM hArda samajAze ke eka granthathI aneka granthonI cAvI khulI jaze. atyAre lalita vistarAmAM sAmarthyayoga cAlI rahyo che. tenA tAtvika -atAtvika be bheda che. ApaNane saune atAttvika sAmarthya yoga maLI ja gayo che. kAraNa ke ghara Adino tyAga karyo che. gRhastha jIvanamAM nizcala dhyAna na thaI zake. kAraNa ke tevuM vAtAvaraNa gharamAM jAme ja nahi. mane AvI preraNA na maLI hota to huM gharamAM ja rahyo hota. ahIM bAhya vAtAvaraNa, bAhya tapa vagere keTalA sahAyaka bane che ? bAhya tapa atyaMtara tapane vadhAranAruM che. bAhya tapane kADhI nAkhavA jevuM nathI. je divase upavAsa karelo 218 2 Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya te divase dhyAnAdimAM khUba ja mana lAge - ema huM mArA anubhavathI kahI zakuM chuM. A bAhya tapanI upekSA nahi karatA. AtyaMtara tapanA lakSa vagaranuM bAhya tapa saphaLa nathI banatuM. koI pati - raMjana atighaNuM tapa kare re ? e rIte tapa nathI karavAnuM, IrSyA ke hariphAIthI paNa tapa nathI karavAnuM yuvAnInA josathI thaI jAya, paNa pachI pariNAma sArA nathI AvatA. A vAta eTalA mATe yAda AvI ke, Aje eka sAdhvIjI pUchavA AvyAM H 51 thaI gayA che. AgaLa juM ? zarIra kSINa joI AjJA ApavAnuM mana na thayuM. amane anubhava che : eka sAdhvIjI 68 upavAsa karavA gayA to Aje paNa emanI tabIyata bagaDelI che. AvI rIte tapa na karAya. "tadeva hi tapaH kArya, durdhyAnaM yatra no bhavet / yena yogA na hIyante, kSIyante nendriyANi ca / / " - jJAnasAra. A vAta barAbara samajI lo. zarIra e ghoDo che. ene bAhya tapathI tAlIma ApavAnI che, paNa kacaDI nAkhavAno nathI. zaktithI vadhu karIne kacaDI nAkhavAno nathI. dareka sthaLe eTale ja "yathAzakti' zabdano prayoga karavAmAM Ave ahIM paNa lakhyuMH "yathAzavacanavinaH " "nA 4 vaMsa veva, caritta ra to tArA ! vIriyaM uvaogo ya, eaM jIvassa lakkhaNaM / / " A jIvanuM lakSaNa che ne? ke A pATanuM ? gAthA mAtra gokhavA mATe che ke jIvanamAM utAravA mATe ? juo upA. ma. nA zabdo : jihAM lage AtamadravyanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM, kima Ave tANyuM." kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 219 Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Thapako ApavAno mAro svabhAva nathI. A to mahApuruSoe je lakhyuM che te kahuM chuM. A badhuM tamane eTale jaNAvyuM che. sau prathama tame tamAruM svarUpa to oLakho. gRhasthone to dhamadhokAra zIkhavADIe chIe, paNa sva-jIvanamAM kadI najara karIe chIe ? " paze pAMDityam' bahu ja utAvaLa karIe chIe. ApaNA khokhalA zabdonI keTalI asara thaze ? - adhyAtma-mataparIkSA, adhyAtmopaniSad Adi aneka granthonI zreNi upA. mahArAje khaDI karI dIdhI. e parathI lAge che ke emaNe ApaNI jema eka miniTa paNa bagADI nahi hoya. grantha zA mATe banAvyA ? ahaMkAranA poSaNa mATe nahi, paNa paropakAra bhAvathI, karuNAbhAvathI. kyAMka lakhyuMH svaskRcartham - mArI smRti mATe. AvA grantho koka yogyanA hAthamAM AvI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. emano jJAnasAra grantha devacandrajInA hAthamAM Avyo ne teo bolI UThayA : upA. to mArA mATe bhagavAna che ! emane e grantha adbhuta lAgyo ane tenA para jJAnamaMjarI TIkA paNa lakhI. ja ApaNA badhA ja anuSThAnone saprANa banAvanAra bhagavAnanI bhakti che, jIvonI karuNA che. cetyavaMdana ApaNe karIe chIe, paNa ullAsa joIe tevo nathI. e meLavavA ApaNe A graMtha vAMcI rahyA chIe. thoDuMka jJAna vadhatAM ApaNe kriyAmAM zithila banI jaIe chIe. pratikramaNa, paDilehaNa Adi karIe chIe paNa kyAreka veTha jevuM karIe chIe. huM paNa bhego chuM. pUjya paM. kalpataruvijayajI ma. "jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM kare karmano che; pUrvakoDI varasA lage, ajJAnI kare teha." A vAta paNa Ave che ! 220 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrI H e kharuM ! paNa kyo jJAnI ? samitithI samita ane guptithI gupta muni ! evo kadI kriyAnI upekSA na ja kare. jJAna-darzana-cAritra tapa A cAranA jeTalA bhedo che teTalA ja [36] bhedo vIryAcAranA che. eno artha e thayo ke vIryodyAsa vinA ekeya AcAranI ArAdhanA thaI zake nahi. pAMce AcAranA kula bhedo 72 thaze. - varSollAsapUrvaka kriyA karavAthI ja dhyAnano agni pragaTe ne tyAra pachI ja "jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM' e vAta lAgu paDe. nyAya-kAvyAdika graMtho vAMcavAthI ja varSollAsa vadhI jaze,e bhramaNA che. ahIM sudhI AvyA pachI paNa pramAda ? to pachI ghara zuM khoTuM hatuM? zA mATe pramAda haTAvatA nathI? A mArI vedanA ThAlavuM chuM. marudevI - bharatanI jema beThA-beThA kevalajJAna maLI jaze, evA bhramamAM nathIne ? marudevI mAtAmAM sAmaryAdi badhA ja yoga AvI gayA, paNa AvyA kyAMthI ? bhagavAna pAsethI. Aje pATha maLyo : dhanevara sUri kRta zatruMjaya mAhAbhyamAM ema lakhyuMH marudevIe jyAre samAcAra sAMbhaLyA H RSabhadevane kevaLajJAna maLyuM che. A sAMbhaLatAM ja zokanA AMsu harSAzrumAM badalAI gayA. putranA virahamAM raDI-raDIne AMkhomAMnI rozanI cAlI gaI hatI. emane khyAla hato ke mAro putra bhagavAna bananAra che. tamane khyAla hoya ne emane na hoya ? sau prathama emane [14 svapnathI] ja khabara hatI. AvA bhagavAna jevA putra parano prema e bhagavAnano prema na kahevAya ? AjanI mAtA jevo mAtra putra pUrato prema nahoto. jasodA ItyAdi jainetaranI mAtAno prema paNa bhagavAnano prema gaNAya. mAtA-pitAno prema sAva aprazasta na gaNAya. bhakti-rAga che. sneharAga na kahevAya. * pU. A. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H neharAga na kahevAya ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * 221 Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrIH nA... na kahevAya. putrane sneharAge jovA, tIrthaMkara mAtAnA khoLAmAM beThA che ne paraspara banne snehapUrvaka joI rahyA che. evA zilpo maLe che ne evuM dhyAna paNa dharI zakAya. dayAna vicAra grantha jojo. zaMkhezvaramAM AvuM citrapaTTa che. bIjA paNa ghaNA maMdiromAM AvA citrapaTTo che. A prAcIna dhyAna paddhatinA cihna che. caNakapuranI kotaraNI jozo to tyAM tamane dhyAna vicAranA dhyAnanI zreNi maLaze. siddhacakra pUjana ghaNAne navuM lAgatuM haze ? paNa huM kahuM chuM H jIrNoddhAra thAya. paNa navuM koNa kADhI zake ? atyAre che tevuM ja tAMbAnuM siddhacakranuM mAMDaluM [yaMtra] osiyAmAM joyeluM. osiyAmAM maMdiramAM pradakSiNA ApatI vakhate najaramAM siddhacakra yaMtrano ardho bhAga Avyo. vicAra AvyoH Ano bIjo ardho bhAga paNa hovo joIe. pachI ardho bhAga paNa maLI Avyo. lagabhaga 2500 varSa pahelAnuM e maMdira che. badhA ja osavALonI utpatti tyAM thayelI che. zAntisnAtra ja jUnuM che, siddhacakra pUjana jUnuM nathI - evuM kahenArAne barAbara javAba ApI zakAya tevo A pUrAvo maLyo. jUnA jamAnAmAM AvA tAMbAnA yaMtra para loko siddhacakra pUjana bhaNAvatA haze. meM pachI phalodImAM siddhacakra pUjana e ja yaMtra para bhaNAvavA preraNA karelI. mAtA ane putrano prema mAtRvalayamAM vyakta thayelo che. putrano prema ane mAtAnuM vAtsalya-banne ApaNAmAM pedA thAya mATe tenuM dhyAna karavAno ullekha che. 24 valayamAMnuM A eka valaya che. ahIM sAmarthyayoganI vAta AvI che. karmone mULathI ukheDavAnI tAkAta sAmarthyayogathI ja Ave che. jJAnAdi mATe haju abhyAsa karIe chIe, vIryoAsa mATe jarAya prayatna karatA nathI. "jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM' kahIne besI jaIe 222 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chIe. vIryodyAsa vinA karmono kSaya nahi thAya. marudevI mAtA putra bhagavAna sAthe 83 lAkha pUrva gRhasthapaNAmAM sAthe rahyA. ATalA kALa sudhI jeNe putrano saMparka karyo hoya te mAtA mAtra putranA ja virahathI raDe, evuM bane ? nahi.... mA putramAM bhagavAnanuM rUpa jotA hatA. mAtAno prema to adbhuta che. mAtA taraphanA A premanA kAraNe ja pravacana mAtA, dharmamAtA ItyAdi zabdo zAstromAM prayojAyA che. pU. gaNi mukticandravijayajI : nAbhirAjAne kaMI na thayuM? pUjyazrIH mA te mA che. mA jeTalI lAgaNI pitAmAM spaSTa rUpe na dekhAya. eTale ja pravacana mAtA ItyAdi zabdono prayoga thayelo che, pravacana pitA ItyAdi zabdono nahi, nAbhirAjA te vakhate jIvita hatA, tevo koI ullekha jANyo nathI. saMbhava che ? tyAre te vidyamAna na paNa hoya ! jeTaluM zAstramAM maLe che teTaluM to pakaDo. marudevI Indro dvArA thayelA abhiSeka nhotA jANatA ? Indra dvArA rAjyAbhiSeka - lagna - dIkSA Adi nhotA jANatA ? emane khabara ja hatI ke mAro putra bhagavAna che. gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAnathI guru-bhakti vizeSa priya lAgI hatI. kadAca pAMcamA ArAnA jIvone gurubhakti samajAvavA ja emaNe Ama karyuM hoya ! kadAca na karyuM hoya to paNa ApaNane to e AdarzarUpa che ja. muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." A paMktino virodha karazo ? jema gautamasvAmIno bhakti - rAga hovA chatAM bhagavAnano rAga paNa hato ja. manamAM khabara ja che : A bhagavAna che. AthI ja emano zoka virAgamAM palaTAI zakyo. bhagavattA yAda AvIne kevaLajJAna thayuM. e ja rIte marudevIno putrano prema paNa bhagavAnanA premamAM palaTAyo. prabhunI prIti e to yoganuM bIja che. e tamane mokSa sAthe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 223 Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joDI Ape. evI prIti marudevIne thayelI. marudevI mAtAne prabhu parano prema thayo te yoganuM bIja gaNAya ke nahi? zAstra-pATha ApuM? " niSu zitta vitta tanamAra va ra " prabhu-premanA kAraNe marudevI mAtAnA varSollAse eTalo uchALo mAryo ke TheTha AThamI dRSTi sudhI pahoMcI gayA. huM to kahuM chuMH pratimAnA AlaMbanathI paNa zreNi mAMDI zakAya, kevaLajJAna pAmI zakAya. "nimitta samAna sthApanA jinajI, e AgamanI vANI re - pU. devacandrajI. nimittarUpe ApaNI sAme sAkSAt tIrthaMkara hoya ke pratimA hoya, koI pharaka paDato nathI. nAgaketune mUrtinI sAme ja kevaLajJAna thayeluM ne ? marudevInI jema vihaMgama gatithI mokSa-mArge javuM hoya to prabhune pakaDavA ja paDaze. che je vicArone ApaNe saMpUrNa naSTa karavA mAMgIe chIe, te vicAro to zukala dhyAnanA pahelA pAyAmAM paNa che. vAMkI tIrthamAM ApelI vAcanAnuM pustaka maLyuM. gamyuM. majhAnI sAmagrI pIrasI che. vigato kyAMka kyAMka adhUrI lAge che. .ta. solApuranA comAsAnI vAta che tyAM vyAkhyAnamAM paryuSaNa pachI vyAkhyAna baMdhanI vAta che. pachI zuM thayuM e jijJAsA vaNasaMtoSAyelI rahe che. -AcArya vijayapradyumnasUri zAMtinagara, amadAvAda-13. 4 Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanA prema sivAya bIjo koI ja yogano mArga nathI. zrA. vada - 1 16-8-2000, budhavAra * gaNadhara bhagavaMta racita nAmastava - zakrastavAdi sUtro eTalA mahAna che ke e ApaNA caityavaMdana devavaMdanamAM joDI devAyA. A sUtro keTalA artha-gaMbhIra che ? namaskAra svAdhyAya pustaka vAMcazo to khyAla Avaze. dayAna- vicAranI vivecanA lakhavI hatI, paNa AdhAra kayo levo? vicAramAM hato. meM navakAra gaNyA. namaskAra svAdhyAya pustaka sAme rAkhIne saMkalpa karyo. je pAnuM khule te ja vAMcavuM. kholatAM ja dhyAna vicAra mATeno ja masAlo maLyo. eka sAthe cAra grantha maLyA. mana nAcI UThayuM. zrI bhadraguptasUri racita arihANa stotra, zloka-30 granthamAM 24 dhyAna bhedonA nAma AvyA. jANe bhagavAne kRpA varasAvI ! kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 22pa Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AgamomAMthI ja dhyAna-vicAra Avelo che, tevI pratIti thaI. eka citte sAdhanA karatA rahIe to tattva maLe ja maLe. vaijJAniko paNa eka ja padArtha para dattacitta banIne keTaluM zodhI kADhe che ? yogIe paNa AvA ekAgra thavAnuM che. bIjAdhAna vinA to yathApravRttikaraNa abhavyo paNa anaMtIvAra karI zake. eTale have nakkI karI lo : mAre bIjAdhAna to karI ja levuM che. huM pUchuM chuM ke tamane A grantho vAMcatAM-sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda Ave che ? AnaMda keTalI mAtrAmAM ne kevo Ave che ? te parathI tamArI bhUmikA nakkI thAya che. kSAyikanI vAta javA do. kSAyopathamika bhAvanA guNo to AvI gayA che ne ? - bhagavAnanA prema sivAya bIjo koI ja yogano mArga nathI. bhagavAnano prema na jAgyo hoya to samajavuMH haju saMsArano prema beTho che, bIjo koI uddeza beTho che. prabhu-premanI gehAjarI e ja batAve cheH haju bIjI bIjI AkAMkSAo aMdara beThI che. A badhA khUba ja khataranAka bhayasthAno che. badhI sAmagrI ApaNI sAme che. mAtra ApaNA udyamanI khAmI che. paNa ApaNe to vATa joI rahyA chIe H jaldI mahAvidehamAM janma maLI jAya ne mokSe jatA rahIe paNa kyA AdhAre mahAvideha maLaze, teno vicAra karatA nathI. vartamAnamAM maLelI sAmagrIno upayoga nahi karanAro bhAvimAM tethI uttama sAmagrI meLavI zakato nathI. vartamAnamAM maLato roTalo khAIne je atyAre jIvana jIvI nathI leto tene bhAvikALamAM gulAbajAMbu zI rIte maLI zakaze? je mANasa jIvato ja na rahe te gulAbajAMbu zI rIte meLavI zake? - marudevIne jema putra RSabha para prema hato, tema trizalAne paNa vardhamAna para prema hato. temaNe paNa bhagavAnanuM bALaka rUpe dhyAna karyuM, ema kahI zakAya. anya darzanomAM putronA nAma nArAyaNa ItyAdi eTale rAkhe che ene bhagavAna yAda AvyA kare. 226 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H trizalA to devalokamAM gayAM. pUjyazrI H jAya. tIrthaMkaranI mAtA mokSe athavA svarge jAya. trizalA pachI mokSe jaze. bhagavAnano prema ja temane mokSe laI jaze. * koI caMdananuM vilepana kare ke koI vAMsaDAthI chole. paNa jenI samatA khaMDita na thAya te sahaja kSamA che. AvI kSamA na Ave tyAM sudhI kSayopazama bhAvanI kSamA to rAkhIe. bhagavAna pAse ApaNe pratijJA lIdhI che : "rAga-dveSa nahi karIe. sAvadyanuM sevana nahi karI, koInA pratye vera-virodha nahi karIe." A pratijJAnuM pUrNapaNe pAlana thAya che ? maraNAnta kaSTamAM paNa ApaNA pUrvarSioe samatA rAkhI che. 0 14mA guNaThANe mana-vacana-kAyArUpa yogono paNa tyAga thatAM yoga saMnyAsa thAya che. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : dharma-saMnyAsamAM zAno tyAga thAya che ? pUjyazrI H kSayopazama bhAvanA kSamAdi guNo choDavAnA hoya che. kSAyika bhAvanA kSamAdi guNo meLavavAnA hoya che. navuM pagathIyuM meLavavuM hoya to pAchaLanuM pagathIyuM choDavuM ja paDe. jUnA pagathIAne pakaDI rAkhIne tame navuM pagathIyuM meLavI zako nahi. prabhunI zAnta mudrA jotAM marudevI mAtAnI aMdara badhI ja bhUmikAo jhaDapathI AvatI gaI, chevaTe nirvikalpa avasthA pAmIne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayAM. * prabhu yoga-kSemaMkara kahevAya che. AgaLa Avaze : bhagavAna dharmanuM pAlana kare, dharmanuM pravartana karAve, sthira kare. bhagavAna AvA che. pahelA dharma sAthe yoga karAve, pachI sthira paricita karAve, pachI viniyoga karAve. - A badhA bhedo-prabhedo hamaNAM batAvavAnI jarUra zA mATe ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 227 Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamaNA to kAMI e sAdhavAnA nathI. paNa eTale jANavA che ke A badhuM jANIne IcchA to pragaTe. icchA pragaTe toya kAma thaI jAya. ja traNa yoga namutyAM thI icchAyoga. namo niNA thI zAstrayoga. pho vi namuvAra thI sAmarthyayoga batAvAyA che. saMsAra sAmarthyayoga vinA tarI zakAya nahi. zAstra tamane mArga batAvaze, paNa jIvanamAM amalIbhUta tamAre ja banAvavo paDaze. e puruSArtha prabaLa bane tyAre kSapakazreNi maMDAya, sAmarthya yoga pragaTe ne saMsArathI pAra UtarI zakAya. sAmarthya yoga ApaNane anubhava dazAmAM jhIlavAnuM kahe che. zabda adhyAtma artha suNIne, nirvikalpa Adarajo re; zabda adhyAtma bhajanA jANI,hANa grahaNa mati dharajo re." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI. zabda adhyAtma eTale adhyAtma zAstra ! ajeno tene zabda brahma kahe che. zabda brahmathI para-brahma pAmI zakAya. zAstra dRSTithI zabda brahma ne jANI zakAya. anubhava dRSTithI parabrahmane mANI zakAya. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI zabdabrahma eTale zAstrayoga, parabrahma eTale sAmarthyayoga. barAbara ne ? pUjyazrIH hA ema ja. sAdhaka banavuM hoya to sIdhA anubhavamAM [asaMgamAM nahi javAya. prAraMbha to prItiyogathI ja karavo paDaze. vAha ! vAhaAvA bhagavAna? AvA AcArya ? AvA zabdo nIkaLe to samajavuM : prItiyogamAM tamAro praveza thaI gayo. pU. yazovijayajInI covIzI joI lo. tamane premalakSaNA bhakti dekhAze. A ja prItiyoga che. prIti bhaktine janmAvaze. prIti-bhakti jAgyA pachI vacanayoga Avaze ja, zAstra para prema jAgaze ja. zAstra para ApaNane prema nathI eno artha e thayo ke ApaNane 228 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna para prema nathI. bhagavAna para prema hoya ne temanA vacana [zAstra] para prema na hoya evuM bane ja nahi. - vacana ane asaMga anuSThAna joDAyelA che. vacana yoga AvatAM asaMgayoga AvavA lAge che. asaMgayoga e ja anubhava dazA ! anubhava dazAnuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM DaratA nahi. bIjuM kAMI na karI zako to prabhuno prema to karI zakone ! paNa te mATe bIjo prema choDavo paDe. eka patnI paNa "bALaka kono ?' ema pUcho to tenA pitAnuM nAma Apaze. kAraNa ke prema saMpUrNa tyAM samarpita karI dIdho che. te potAnI jAta kyAreya AgaLa na kare. prabhu-samarpita vyakti paNa kadI potAnuM nAma AgaLa na kare. gautamasvAmI keTalA samarpita haze ? bhagavAnanA kahevAthI zrAvakane micchAmi dukkaDa ApavA gayelA. ApaNe samarpaNabhAva khoI nAkhyo. eTale ja na bhagavAnanI zakti meLavI zakIe chIe, na gurunI ! je zUnya banI gayA te ja pUrNa banI gayA. A bhagavAna ja amane badhuM Ape che. bAkI atyAre amArA para koNa rahyuM ? vAdaLo gherAyA che eTale jaldI pUrNa karuM chuM. kahe, kalApUrNasUri" pustaka malyuM. AdhyAtmika vAcanAonuM sarasa saMklana karyuM che. adhyAtma-yogI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAne-pAne vividha mudrAo dvArA darzana paNa thAya che. tattvanA khajAnAthI bharapUra che. kharekhara ! tamAruM saMpAdana dAda mAMgI le tevuM che. - AcArya vidyAnaMdasUri kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 229 Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMca parameSThIne namaskAra te saMghane ja namaskAra che. zrA. vada-2 17-8-2000, guvAra, - 2500 varSa vyatIta thavA chatAM Aje paNa saMgha jayavaMta che. saMgha guNaratnonI khANa che. tIrthakara "namo tityarasa' kahIne jene name te saMgha anyane pUjanIya nahi ? enI guNa-garimAnuM varNana bIjo koNa karI zake? 14 pUrvI ane kevaLI paNa bhagavAnanuM varNana karI zake nahi te saMghanI zI vAta ? kAraNa ke saMgha to tIrthakara mATe paNa pUjanIya che. pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = "mo titha' ATaluM pUjanIya hovA chatAM paNa navakAramAM enuM sthAna zA mATe nathI ? - pUjyazrI : saMghamAM navakAra che. navakAramAM saMgha che. paMca parameSThI kayAMthI utpanna thAya ? A ja saMghamAMthI ne ? pAMce pada tIrtharUpa paNa che. 230 eka ka ka ka ka ka ka ra sa ca & ; Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ siMdUra-prakaramAM saMghanI mahattA batAvato zloka joI lejo. arihaMto eTale saMghane name che ? mane tIrthakara banAvanAra A saMgha che. ApaNane dIkSA ApanAra guru che. paNa e gurune dIkSA ApanAra emanA guru che. ema AgaLa cAlatAM chelle bhagavAna Avaze. AkAzamAM tAralA keTalA ? rohaNAcalamAM ratno keTalA ? tema saMghamAM guNo keTalA ? 'ityAlocya viracyatAM bhagavataH saMghasya pUjAvidhiH / ' -sijUra prakara. ApaNane zakti maLI rahI che te saMghano prabhAva che. navakAramAM saMghane namaskAra zI rIte Avyo ? tIrthakarane namavAthI tIrthane namaskAra AvI ja gayo. bAkInA parameSThIo svayaM tIrtharUpa che. navakAramAM saMghane, [tIrthane namaskAra AvI ja gayo che. mATe ja alaga namaskAranI jarUra nathI. tIrthakara pote tIrthaMkara paNa che ne tIrtha paNa che. tIrthaMkara pote mArgadAtA paNa che ne mArga paNa che. juo bhaktAmara - 'tvAmeva samyagupalabhya jayanti mRtyu / rAjaH zivaH zivapavastra munIndra pranyAH" marudevI mAtAne tIrthaMkaranA AlaMbane ja kevaLajJAna maLeluM ne? marudevI mAtAe tIrthakarane joyA ne prabhunuM dhyAna lAgI gayuM. mATe ja anyaliMga ke atIrtha siddhanI vAta Ave tyAM bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanuM nAma AlaMbana rUpe samajI levuM. upAdAna pote ja puSTa nimitta vinA kAryakArI banI zakatuM nathI. e pU.devacandrajInI vAta [upAdAna Atama sahI re, puSTAlaMbana deva] barAbara yAda rAkhajo. upAdAna ane upAdAna kAraNatA alaga cIja che. ApaNe upAdAna chIe, paNa upAdAna kAraNatA haju pragaTI nathI. e to prabhu ja pragaTAvI zake. 231 Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "upAdAna kAraNapaNe re, pragaTa kare prabhuseva." devacandrajI. eka paNa pratimA lAkaDA ke pattharamAMthI potAnI meLe banI gaI hoya to batAvo. eka paNa jIva potAnI meLe mokSamAM gayo hoya to batAvo. are, ekapaNa guNa pAmyo hoya to batAvo. pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = nisarga samakita zI rIte ? pUjyazrIH nisargane dhyAnayogamAM bhavanayoga kahyuM che. karaNamAM upadeza hoya. bhavanamAM pratyakSa tenI jarUra na hoya, moTA bhAge bhavanamAM paNa pUrva janmanA guru to kAraNa hoya ja che. marudevI mAtAne bhale pUrvajanmanA guru nhotA, paNa e janmamAM to bhagavAnanuM AlaMbana maLyuM ja hatuM. saMghano upakAra ghaNo moTo che. ApaNane caturvidha saMghanA sabhyo na maLyA hota to A kakSA saMbhavI ja na zakata. dhArmika mAtA vagere na maLyA hota to ApaNI hAlata kevI hota ? keTalAka AtmA to garbhamAM hoya ne mA upadhAna kare che. keTa-keTalA vidhi-vidhAnanA saMskAra garbhAvAsathI ja maLe. pachI stanapAna Adi dvArA, kuTuMba, zikSaka Adi dvArA paNa saMskAro maLe. mATe ja kRtajJatAnA svAmI tIrthakara e saMghane name che. emanI yogyatA anya jIvo karatAM bhagavAnanI gerahAjarImAM 21 hajAra varSa sudhI saMgha ja zAsana calAve che. eTale navakAramAM paMca parameSThIne namaskAra te saMghane ja namaskAra che. tame ne tamArI peDhI eka ja gaNAya. peDhIno napho tamane ja maLe tema tIrthaMkara ane tIrtha eka ja gaNAya. tIrtha eTale bhagavAnanI peDhI. e peDhI atyAre paNa cAlI rahI che. jema tamArI gecchAjarImAM muMbaImAM atyAre paNa peDhI cAlI 7ii che. - aDhIdvIpanI soyanA agrabhAga jeTalI paNa evI jagyA nathI, jyAMthI anaMtA siddho na thayA hoya, anaMtAnaMta kALa vItI gayo eTale apaharaNAdi dvArA samudra-nadI vagere sthaLothI paNa anaMtA siddho thayelA 232. ja ja ja ka ka sa ra pha Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = meru parvatanI Toca khAlI na rahI jAya? meru zikhara to urdhvaloka gaNAya ne ? pUjyazrI H badhuM bhareluM che. kyAMya jagyA khAlI nathI. kubaDI vijaya [adholoka mAMthI siddha thaI zake to UrdhvalokamAMthI kema na thaI zake ? pU. dhuMradhara vi.ma. : gRhastho saMghamAM Ave ? pUjyazrI : zrAvaka-zrAvikA Ave. temano janma bhale ajena kuLamAM thayo hoya ! zrAvaka-zrAvikA banyA pachI ja sAdhu-sAdhvI banI zakAya. ApaNe guNo na meLavIe to ApaNe paNa saMghathI bahAra gaNAIe e paNa yAda rAkhajo. A nizcaya-nayanI vAta che. paNa vyavahAra to vyavahAra nayathI ja cAle. A saMgha keTalo udAra che ! keTaluM tamane Ape che ? saMpatti ane putra suddhAM paNa zAsanane samarpita karI de che. saMgha svayaM pacIsamo tIrthakara che. AthI ja saMghanA darzana eTale bhagavAnanA darzana ! * paMcasUtramAM sAdhunA sAta vizeSaNo che. e vAMcazo to khyAla Avaze : sAdhu kevA hoya ? sAthe-sAthe e paNa khyAla Avaze : ApaNe kevA chIe ? AvA sAdhu svayaM tIrtharUpa che. "tArthamUtA di tAvaH " saMgha guNavaMta che. eTale ke sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvaka-zrAvikA guNavaMta che. AvA guNavaMtanI svayaM bhagavAna prazaMsA kare. 'jAsa pasaMsai bhayavaM dRDhavayattaM mahAvIro / ' duryodhanane eka guNI na dekhAyo. yudhiSThirane ekeya durguNI na dekhAyo. ApaNI pAse yudhiSThiranI AMkha haze to saMghamAM guNIonA rzana thaze. saMgha guNavaMta che eno artha e ke asaMkhya tIrthakara emAMthI thavAnA che. Aje paNa tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nikAcita karelA asaMkhya devo che. mahAvidehamAM paNa che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * 233 Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. nikAcita hoI zake ? pUjyazrI H nikAcita thayA che ke kema te to jJAnI jANI zake, paNa tamArA guru bhagavaMta [pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI gaNiI mATe AvI kalpanA thaI zake ? nakkI koI bhagavAnano AtmA haze! guNIne oLakhavA guNI, jJAnIne oLakhavA jJAnI, banavuM paDe. emane oLakhanArA keTalA ? AnaMdaghanajIne oLakhanArA keTalA hatA ? pU. upA. yazovijayajI svayaM paNa AnaMdaghanajIne pahelA kyAM oLakhatA hatA ? - gurunI bhaktimAM paNa saMghanI ja bhakti che. 48 guNovALo A saMgha che. 27 sAdhunA tathA 21 zrAvakanA. kula 48 guNo thayA ne ! AkAzamAM tArAnI gaNatrI na thAya, tema saMghanA guNonI gaNatrI na thAya. kalikAlamAM, paDatA kALamAM AvuM badhuM na hoya, ema nahi mAnatA. haju AcAryo, yuga pradhAno vagere ahIMthI ja thaze. evA bhAviko ame najare joyA che. mAtA-pitAnI jema sAdhusAdhvIjInI bhakti kare. eka divasa vahoravA na Ave to nArAja thaI jAya : mahArAja ! koI vahoravA nathI AvyuM ! ame kahIe : "AvyA'tA ne !' teo kaheH "AvyA'tA, paNa kAMI vahoryuM nahi.' ame dakSiNamAM kyAMya sudhI jaI AvyA, paNa kyAMya vAMdho nathI Avyo. A saMgha ja hato ne bhakti karanAro ? pUjya dhuraMdhara vi.ma.: moTAnuM puNya moTuM. moTAnI vAta nathI, saMgha-niSThA keTalI che te juo. saMgha pratye bhakti na hoya to kroDo rUpiyA koNa kharcI zake? hamaNA ja lAkaDIothI dhanajIbhAIe siddhAcalano saMgha kADhyo temAM be kroDathI vadhu kharcA ahIM AvIne vaLI temaNe 21 lAkha jIvadayAmAM lakhAvyA. 234 * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAlazIbhAI H ahIM jIvadayAmAM doDha kroDa thayA. paisAnI vAta nathI, emanI niSThA juo. saMgha AvI bhakti karato hoya to ApaNI pharaja kaI ? tamArA guru mahArAja pUi. paM. bhadraMkaravi.ma.] yAda AvyA vinA rahe? saMghanI divasa-rAta ciMtA karatA. mAro saMgha TukaDAmAM kema vaheMcAI jAya ? ekatAnA prayatnamAM saphaLatA na maLe to paNa jarAya nirAza thayA vinA puNya vadhAravAnI ja teozrI vAta karatA. A saMghanI bhakti teo [zrAvaka-zrAvikA dravyathI kare, ApaNe bhAvathI karavAnI che. eTale ja zAstrAbhyAsa karavAno che. mATe ja caturvidha saMghanI jema dvAdazAMgI paNa tIrtha che. dvAdazAMgIno abhyAsa e tIrthanI ja bhakti che. tame tamAruM jJAna bIjAne na Apo to gunegAra cho. huM jo tamane koI zAstra-padArtha na ApuM, ADI-avaLI vAtomAM samaya pasAra karI dauM to gunegAra banuM ! saMghanI bhakti te tIrthakaranI bhakti gaNAze. saMghanI AzAtanA te tIrthaMkaranI AzAtanA gaNAze. paMcaparameSThI svayaM ja saMgha rUpa hovAthI alaga rUpe "namo tisthassa" kahevAnI navakAramAM jarUra na paDI. bIjI rIte kahuM to navakAramAM namo hindussano ja vistAra che. mo susa' AvuM bhagavatInA prAraMbhamAM AvyuM. namo susa' mAM tIrtha AvI gayuM. kAraNa ke zruta [dvAdazAMgI] svayaM tIrtha che. A tIrthanI sevA karanAra tattva pAme ja. tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra' -pU. AnaMdaghanajI. pUjya dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = eTale vyAkhyAnakAra thavuM ja ne ? pUjyazrI H vyAkhyAnakAra thavAnuM nathI kaheto, gItArtha banajo. - pU. premasUrijI ma., pU. mukti vi. ma. bhAnu vi., bannenuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 235 Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne kahetA: AmAM zuM AvyuM? zAstrIya padArtha to kAMI na Avyo. pU. premasUrijI ma. na hota to tame taiyAra thAta?. jeTalA AcAryo maLyA te badhAnI amane A ja salAha hatIH Agamane kadI bhUlazo nahi. Avazyaka niryukti, anuyoga dvAra, naMdI A AgamanI cAvIo che. e hAthamAM AvI jAya to badhA ja AgamanA tALA khulI jaze. chApA vAMcIne vyAkhyAnakAra banavAnI bhramaNAmAM nahi rahetA. zAstrIya padArtho joIe. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. ne manoratha hatoH ekatrita saMghamAM maitrI AdinuM vAtAvaraNa kevuM jAme ? atyAre A badhI vAto yuvAna ane bAlamunio sAMbhaLe che. bhaviSyamAM teo paNa moTA banazene? teo AvuM vAtAvaraNa sarjavA prayatna karaze. saMghanI bhakti karavAthI zuM phaLa maLe ? siMdUra prakarakAra kahe che : niSkAma paNe bhakti karazo to tIrthaMkara padavI AnuM phaLa che. AthI moTI padavI kaI ? pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = siddhanI moTI padavI nahi? pUjyazrIH siddha to che ja. paNa tIrthaMkara banIne siddha zA mATe na banavuM? cakravartI-devendranuM pada to AnuSaMgika phaLo che. mukhya phaLa to tIrthaMkara-pada ane siddhapada che. ApaNe paNa zrAvaka-zrAvikAne sthirIkaraNa, upavRMhaNA vagere dvArA saMgha-bhakti karI zakIe. ATha darzanAcAramAM pahelA cAra svamATe che. bIjA cAra saMghamATe che. 236 sara ka ka ka ra ka la sa ka la ka ka ? Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ game te nAmathI, game te rUpe, game te anuSThAthI prabhune panDI lo. prabhu tamane tAravA taiyAra che. zrA. vada- 3 18-8-2000, zukvAra. * ahIM namutthaNa mAM nAma Adi cAramAMthI bhAva tIrthakarane namaskAra karyo che. logassamAM nAma tIrthakarane arihaMta ceIANamAM sthApanA tIrthakarane ane je a aIA. mAM dravya tIrthakarane namaskAra karyo che. samavasaraNamAM nAma Adi cAreya bhagavAna hAjara hoya che. ApaNuM Atmadravya bhagavanmaya bane te ja dravya tIrthakara gaNAya. ahIM bhUta-bhAvi paryAyarUpa dravya nathI levAnuM. jo ke bhUta-bhAvinuM kAraNa paNa Atmadravya ja banazene ? - dhyAtA jene dayeya rUpe rAkhe te rUpe te banI jAya. pudgalane dayeya tarIke goThavIne cetane khUba mAra khAdhI. have bacavuM hoya to paramAtmAne dhyeya tarIke goThavo. paramAtmAmAM ApaNe raMga nathI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 # # # # eka 237 Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagAvatA eno artha eTalo ja ke pudgalamAM raMga ApaNe karIe chIe. jIva vicAra Adi badhuM bhaNIe, badhuM jANIe, paNa svamAM kAMI na ghaTAvIe, badhuM bIjAmAM ja ghaTAvIe. ApaNe korA ja rahIe, eno zo artha? . prabhunI je saMpatti pragaTa che. ApaNI te tirohita che. eTalo ja prabhu ane ApaNI vacce pharaka che. AvirabhAvathI sakala guNa mAhare, pracchanna bhAvathI joya." -padmavijayajI Atma-saMpattine pragaTa karavA prabhune zaraNe jAva. cAranuM zaraNuM svIkAro. e zaraNuM svIkAratAM ja prabhu ApaNo hAtha pakaDI leze, Atma saMpatti pragaTa thaze. A prabhue to kaSTa sahIne paNa duHkhI jIvone tAryA che. prabhu karuNAsAgara che. eka ghoDAne bacAvavA munisuvrata svAmIe eka rAtamAM 60 yojana [480 mAIla) paiThaNathI bharUca sudhIno vihAra karelo. bhagavAna sAthe bIjA paNa muni vagere haze ne ? paNa bhagavAna vagere AmAM kaSTa nhotA jotA. ApaNe vihAra karIe, jo celA maLatA hoya, pratiSThA ke nAma maLatuM hoya ! ahIM to celo nahi, paNa ghoDo hato. karuNA sivAya bIjuM zuM kAraNa hatuM vihAranuM? game te nAmathI, game te rUpe, game te anuSThAnathI prabhune pakaDI lo. prabhu tamane tAravA taiyAra che. ApaNI muzkelI e che H koIne samarpita nathI thatA, deva-guru ke dharma-koIne paNa nahi. A svataMtratA te ja mohanI parAdhInatA che, te ApaNe jANatA nathI. gurunI parataMtratAthI ja mohanI parAdhInatA dUra thAya. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. A vAraMvAra samajAvatA. ja bhagavAna to pahelethI ja paropakAra vyasanI hoya : "gAAinamate parArthavyasananaH " paropakAranuM vyasana sahajarUpe hoya te ja tIrthaMkara banI zake. - eka peDhImAM cAra phona hoya, game te naMbare phona lagAvo, 238 A ja ka sa ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ja da Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ peDhI sAthe saMparka thaI zake ne ? ahIM paNa nAmAdi cAra bhagavAna che. koIpaNa ekane pakaDo. bhagavAna pakaDAI jaze. hAthIe vagara gurunI preraNAe pelA sasalAne bacAvelo ne te meghakumAra banyo. "sa gIvA na daMtadhyA' bhagavAnanI A AjJAnuM ahIM ajANatAM paNa pAlana thaI gayuM to paNa phaLa kevuM adbhuta maLyuM? - anaMtIvAra duHkha bhogavavuM hoya to ja koI jIvanI herAnagatI karajo. ulTAvIne ema paNa kahI zakAya ? tamAre anaMtuM sukha joItuM hoya to bIjAne sukha Apajo. tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkamATe zaraNAgati Adi traNa che. bhagavAnanI stavanA karI eTale temanA guNonI anumodanA thaI. pApanI gaha na karo to te gADha bane tema puNyanI anumodanA na karo to te gADha na bane. pApano anubaMdha toDavA duSkatagaI che. puNyano anubaMdha joDavA sukRta anumodanA che. ApaNA anuSThAno ja evA che jemAM Dagale-pagale A traNeya vaNAyelA ja che. bhale ApaNe jANIe ke na jANIe ! ajANatAM paNa bhojana-pANI karIe chIe to paNa zakti maLe ja che ne ? "svAdhyAyamAM mana lAge che, kriyAmAM nahi." evo eka prazna gaIkAle mane eka vyaktie karelo. huM kahuM chuM H jJAna vinA kriyA nakAmI che, tema kriyA vinA jJAna paNa nakAmuM che. kadI ekAMgI nahi banatA. pU. municandrasUrijI H "kriyAhInaM ca yajjJAnaM, jJAnahInA ca yA kriyA / anayorantaraM jJeyaM,bhAnukhadyotayoriva / / " - jJAnasAra. - jJAnasAranA A zlokamAM kriyAthI jJAnane vadhu mahattva apAyuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 239 Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che, te kema ? pUjyazrI H jemanA jIvanamAM jJAna na hoya temane A rIte samajAvavuM, paNa kriyA na hoya tene bIjI rIte samajAvavuM paDe. patramAM saranAmuM lakho, paNa te vyaktine pahoMce ja nahi to te patranI kiMmata keTalI? bhagavAnanuM nAma laie ne bhagavAna sAthe ApaNuM joDANa na thAya to e nAmagrahaNanI kiMmata keTalI? vicArajo. nAma Adi dvArA Akhare bhagavAna sAthe joDANa karavAnuM che, e bhUlatA nahi. bhaganA 14 artha che, paNa ahIM 6 arthamAM bhaga zabda levAno che. aizvarya, rUpa, yaza, lakSmI, dharma ane prayatna - A chane bhaga kahevAya. A chae jemanAmAM sarvotkRSTa rUpe hoya te bhagavAna kahevAya. 1. aizvarya : Indra jevA dvArA bhagavAnanI bhakti tathA aSTa mahAprAtihAryAdi bhagavAnanuM e aizvarya che. 2. rUpa: jagatabharanA traNeya kALanA Indro paNa bhagavAnanA aMgUThA jevuM rUpa paNa na banAvI zake. kadAca banAve to bhagavAna pAse kolasA jevuM lAge ! bhagavAnanuM AvuM rUpa paNa upakAra mATe ja hoya. e jovA samyagdaSTi jIvo paDApaDI kare. are! emanI mUrti joIne paNa bhakto pAgala bane : "amIya bharI mUrti racI re, upamA na ghaTe koya; zAnta sudhArasa jhIlatI re, nirakhata tRpti na hoya." - pU. AnaMdaghanajI saMprati mahArAjAnA samayanA biMba juo. mana nAcI UThaze. bhagavAnanI mUrti paNa ATalI manohara hoya to bhagavAna kevA haze? 3. yaza : duniyAmAM evI koI vyakti nathI, jeno yaza bhagavAnanI tole Ave. rAga-dveSAdi aMtaraMga zatruo jItIne bhagavAne A yaza 240 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meLavyo che. e yaza paNa kSaNajIvI nahi, paNa sadAkALa rahenAra hoya che. bhagavAna pAse rAga-dveSAdi jItavAnI utkRSTa zakti hoya che. AthI ja vardhamAna "mahAvIra' tarIke oLakhAyA che. bhagavAnano yaza paNa lokone AnaMdakArI hoya che. jIvanamAM kazuM na hoya ne yaza phelAvavA prayatna karIe to loko tucchakAre : chaTa ... AvA mammaNanuM nAma kayAM lIdhuM ? bhagavAnanuM ke gautamasvAmI jevAnuM nAma ApaNe laIe chIe, kAraNa ke emanuM jIvana sAdhanAthI samunlala hatuM. gautamasvAmInuM nAma to Aje paNa gocarI pahelA munio le che ? "yasyA'bhidhAnaM munayo'pi sarve, gRhNanti bhikSA - bhramaNasya kAle / miSTAnnapAnAmbarapUrNakAmAH, sa gautamo yacchatu vAJchitaM me / / " 4. lakSmI : kevaLajJAna rUpI utkRSTa lakSmI bhagavAna pAse che. jJAnano AnaMda abhuta hoya che. ene bIjA koI padArtha sAthe tolI na zakAya. "jJAnamaca yarna, talvavatuM nava pArvate . " -jJAnasAra. AtmAnA ekeka pradezamAM anaMta guNo che. ekeka guNano AnaMda keTalo ? dareka mIThAIno svAda alaga tema dareka guNano AnaMda paNa alaga-alaga ! koNa jANe bhagavAna keTaloya AnaMda anubhavatA haze? ghebara, amRtI, gulAbajAMbu, rasagullA, peThA, malAInI purI - vagere darekano svAda alaga-alaga kharone ? badhA mIThA che, paNa pharaka paNa che. tema bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana Adino AnaMda alaga-alaga hoya che, e kadI vicAryuM ? ' bAhya padArthothI thatI tRpti nazvara che. AvA guNothI thatI tRpti ja anavara che, ema yazovijayajI kahe che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja ja ra ja na ja rA ja ra ja sa ja 241 Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhunA guNo ApaNAmAM bhale pUrA pragaTe nahi, eno kSayopazama thAya, thoDA-ghaNA pragaTe ne je AnaMda pedA thAya te paNa evo hoya ke zabdomAM kahI na zakAya. jJAna-dhyAna AdimAM magna raho. pachI je AnaMda pedA thAya te avarNanIya haze. paMcasUtrakAre sAdhunuM suMdara vizeSaNa ApyuM che : "zALA saMyA " sAdhu dhyAna ane adhyayanathI saMgata hoya. dhyAnathI thAka lAge to jJAna, jJAnathI thAka lAge to dhyAnamAM magna bano. A banne haze tyAM cAritra haze ja. cAritra eTale ja sthiratA. vArivaM sthiratApan' - jJAnasAra -3/8. AvI sthiratA siddhomAM paNa hoya. koI AgamamAM siddhone je acAritrI kahelA che tethI gabharAtA nahi. sthiratArUpa cAritra siddhomAM paNa hoya che. AgamomAM siddhone avIrya kahelA che, te bAlavIryanI apekSAe. AtmavIrya to anaMta che ja. mana asthira banyuM eno artha e ja ke ApaNe svabhAva choDI vibhAvamAM gayA, kaSAyamAM gayA. akasAyaM khu cArittaM, kasAya-sahio na muNI hoi - bRhat kalpabhASya. bAra kaSAyanA kSaya-upazamathI ja A cAritra Ave che. saMjvalana kaSAyane bhale choDI daIe, paNa bAra kaSAyano kSayopazama to karavo ja paDaze. anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya hoya tyAM bIjA kaSAyono kSayopazama na hoya, na hoI zake. anaMtAnubaMdhIno hoya tyAM mithyAtva hoya ja. mithyAtva nathI gayuM, ne anaMtAnubaMdhInI visaMyojanA [kSaya karelI hoya, to paNa te sthiti antarmuhUrtathI vadhu nahi e. kAraNa ke tenuM bIja [mithyAtva paDayuM che. 242 # # * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 # # # # Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe ja mULamAM palitto cAMpyo sivAya jIta nahi maLe. badhAnuM mULa mithyAtva che, mithyAtvanA kAraNe thatA kaSAyo che. potAnI meLe A kaSAyo nathI javAnA. e mATe pUrI tAkAtathI laDavuM ja paDaze. tamArA jevA AtmAnI maLelI sITa ema e zAnA choDe ? bhagavAna to emanI sAme evA jaMge caDyA, evA haDadhUta karIne kADhI mUkyA ke gusse thaIne badhA kaSAyo bhAgI gayA. bhAgatAM-bhAgatAM kahI gayA ? kaMI vAMdho nahi, tame na rAkho to amane rAkhanArA bIjA ghaNAya che. "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" pustaka maLI gayuM che. Ape e pustaka mokalAvyA badala Apano khUba-khUba AbhAra. amo ApanA RNI chIe. bIjuM.... amArA bIjA mahAsatIo atre padhAryA che. emaNe A pustaka joyA ane emane paNa jo e prApta thAya to sAruM evI bhAvanA che. to jo Apa e molI zako ema hoya to "kahe, klApUrNasUri" ane "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" e baMne pustaka mokalAvavA kRpA karazojI. -anasUyAbAI mahAsatI rAjakoTa banne daLadAra graMtha maLyA. ghaNI khuzI thaIpUjyazrInI A pavitra vANI-gaMgAne vahetI karI tamo banne pUjya gaNivaryAe atIva mahattvanuM saMpAdana kArya karyuM che, je dhanyavAdAI che. ' -paMnyAsa vizvakalyANavijaya -zrI pArzva prajJAlaya tIrtha 243 Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrA. vada-4 pU. A. zrI vijayakanakasUrijI ma. 19-8-2000, zanivAra vyAkhyAna : [ pU. A. zrI vijayakanakasUrijInI 36mI svargatithi pU. AcArya zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI H guru sivAya bhagavAna maLI zakatA nathI. guru vinA pada-pratiSThA Adi kazAnuM mUlya nathI. mahArAjA kumArapALane gurubhakti pAse rAjya tuccha lAgatuM hatuM. pU. kanakasUrijImAM bhIma ane kAnta banne guNa hatA, jene tame negeTivapojhiTiva rUpe kahI zako. emanI pAse kunehabharI dRSTi hatI. samAdhAna karavAnI, javAba ApavAnI emanI pAse jabbara kaLA hatI. sAmenI vyaktinI pUrI vAta sAMbhaLatA, paNa eka kalAkano javAba mAtra eka ja vAkyamAM hoya, evI saMkSipta artha- * paristhiti palaTAvavAnI salAha Ape te mitra mana:sthiti palaTAvavAnI salAha ApelyANa-mitra 244 za ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ja kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka 4 Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaMbhIra vANInA teo svAmI hatA. je sAMbhaLIne mahAbuddhimAna paNa prabhAvita thaI jatA. jeTaluM saMkSipta bolAya teTaluM ja te asarakAraka bane che. - guru eTale garimA ane gauravanuM kendra ! tIrthaMkaranI gerahAjarImAM guru ja tIrthakara gaNAya. paMcasUtramAM majhAnuM vAkya che : mitra tarIke jo tamAre koIne rAkhavA hoya to gurune ja rAkho. guru ja tamArA kalyANamitra banI zake. paristhiti palaTAvavAnI salAha Ape te mitra! manaHsthiti palaTAvavAnI salAha Ape te kalyANa mitra! mammaNane pUrvabhavamAM kevo mitra bhaTakAI gayo ? kalyANamitra maLyo hota to kadAca mammaNano itihAsa judo hota. paristhiti karmanA kAraNe bane che, paNa tethI tamAre palaTAI javAnI jarUra nathI. mATe ja manaHsthiti palaTAvI ApanAra kalyANamitrano saMyoga jarUrI che. caMDakauzikane mahAvIprabhu na maLyA hota to zI avadazA thAta ? kalyANa mitrane dareka ghaTanAonA kendrasthAne rAkhIe to kayAreya akalyANa na thAya. guru eka tattva che, vyakti nahi. gurunI sevAthI tattvanI prApti thAya che. ApaNe sagarA chIe, nagarA nathI, e pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kanakasUrijI jevA gurudevone AbhArI che. pU. AcAryazrI vijayapUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. : "guru-pitta-vmAvena, tIrtha tim samApacArmeina, nivenavandanam " Aje ApaNe eka evA mahApuruSane yAda karavAnA che ke jeo mAtra kaccha ke gujarAtamAM ja nahi, gupta rUpe samagra bhAratanA jenomAM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 245 Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chavAI gayelA. guptarUpe eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke temaNe prasiddhimATe koI ja prayatna karyo nhoto, koI chApA vageremAM kyAreya temanI jAhera khabara AvatI nhotI. jeTalA temanA guNo gAIzuM, ApaNAmAM teTalA guNo pragaTa thaze. doSo bolIe to doSo Ave, guNo gAIe to guNo Ave. ApaNe joIe te bolavAnuM che. jenI kharIdI karavI hoya te dukAnamAM jAvane? mATe ja kusaMganI nA pADI che. kharAba pADoza hoya tyAM rahevAnI paNa nA pADI che. mArgAnusArImAM A paNa eka guNa che, te jANo cho? bhujanI vANiyAvADamAM tame jAva eTale tamane badhA jaino ja jovA maLe. tyAM kusaMga jaldI na AvI zake. hamaNA aSADha vada-6 nA divase pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.nuM jIvana joI gayA. Aje temanA ja praziSya mahApuruSane yAda karavAnA che. emanuM jIvana ja vyAkhyAna hatuM. emane kazuM kahevAnI jarUra nhotI rahetI. 1939 bhA.va.5, pUrva kacchanA palAMsavA gAmamAM caMdrA nAnajIbhAI - navalabenane tyAM e mahApuruSano janma thayelo. gRhasthapaNAnuM temanuM nAma kAnajIbhAI hatuM. e jamAnAmAM AMgaLInA veDhe gaNAya teTalA ja saMvigna pU.sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo hatA. pU. padmavijayajIe yati paraMparA choDI saMvegI dIkSA svIkArelI. temanA ziSya te pU. jItavijayajI ma. ! pU. jItavijayajI mahArAjanA AjJAvartinI vizuddha saMyamI pU. sA. ANaMdazrIjInI najaramAM palAMsavAno A kAnajI vasI gayo. vinaya-vyavahAra Adi joI bhAvi zAsana-prabhAvaka lAgyo. haribhadrasUrijIne taiyAra karanAra yAkinI mahattarA sAdhvI hatAM. tema A mahApuruSane taiyAra karanAra ANaMdazrIjI sAdhvI hatAM. temanA ja saMsArI kAkA hIravijayajI prathamathI ja dIkSita hatA. jemanA parivAramAM eka dIkSita bane tyAM bIjAne paNa mana thAya ja. 246 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAlazIbhAI ! tamArA parivAramAMthI keTalA dIkSita thayA ? mAlazIbhAI H kAMI kahevA jevuM nathI. kAnajIbhAI sau prathama sA. ANaMdazrIjInA saMparkamAM AvyA. sAdhvIjInI preraNAe temanAmAM vairAgyanuM vapana karyuM. kAnajIno AtmA saMsAranI kedamAMthI nIkaLavA talasI rahyo. dIkSA mATe dRDha saMkalpa karyo. keTalAka dRDha saMlpavALA hoya cheH vedaM tathA kArya sAthayama emanA jevA dRDha saMkalpavALAthI ja A zAsana cAlyuM che. dRDha saMkalpavALA kumArapALa jevA ekAda AtmAe zuM karyuM? te ApaNe jANIe chIe : ahiMsA to mArI mA che. enuM pAlana mArA dezamAM thavuM ja joIe. kasAI - mAchImAroe pharIyAda karI to emane traNa varSa mATe AjIvikA bAMdhI ApI, paNa ahiMsAnuM pravartana to karAvyuM ja. daDha saMlpa zuM na karI zake ? potAno saMlpa siddha karavA ja emaNe yauvanavaye cothA vratanI pratijJA svIkArI. 196 2 mAga-suda 15 nA zubha divase bhImAsaramAM 23 varSanI yuvA-vaye dIkSA thaI. palAMsavAnA ThAkoranI icchA hatI : buddhizALI kAnajIne berisTara banAvavAnI paNa A bhAvi jaina AcArya thanArA kAnajIbhAIe AvI ophara sAdara ThukarAvI dIdhelI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI vinaya, viveka, tyAga, vairAgya vagere guNonI vRddhi sAthe jJAnavRddhi paNa thavA lAgI. vinayapUrvaka zIkhelI vidyA, viveka pragaTAve. viveka vairAgya, vairAgya virati, lAve. virati vItarAgatA ane vItarAgatA viTha-mukti Ape. vinaya-viveka-vairAgya hoya tyAM vItarAgatA dUra nathI hotI. ahIM [pAlItANA] AvyA pachI dAdA keTalA dUra ? vi. saM. 1975 mAM temane paMnyAsa padavI siddhisUrijInA haste apAI. pU. meghasUrijI temanA khAsa sahapAThI hatA. che ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ja 247 Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrIe anupacaMda malakacaMda nAmanA zrAvaka pAse bhaNavAmATe bharUcamAM khAsa cAturmAsa kareluM. pU. sAgarajI ma. pAse kapaDavaMja-pATaNa Adi sthaLe AgamonI vAcanAo paNa lIdhI hatI. paMnyAsa padavI laIne pUjyazrI palAMsavA padhAryA tyAre pU. jItavijayajI ma. svayaM paNa zrAvako sAthe sAmaiyAmAM AvelA ne kAraNamAM jaNAveluM : huM tArAmATe nahi, tArA padanuM sanmAna karavA Avyo chuM. gurunuM keTaluM vAtsalya haze? ziSyanI kevI bhakti haze ? te AvA prasaMgothI samajAya che. caMdAvijhayamAM AvatI vAta "vinaya zIkhavAno che. jJAna nahi. vinaya Avaze to jJAna Avaze ja." pUjyazrImAM caritArtha thayelI dekhAze. guru-vahunA movo " paMcasUtranI A vAta paNa pUjyazrImAM spaSTa dekhAze. guru para bahumAna rAkhavuM nathI ne ApaNe muktinI AzA rAkhIe chIe ! mukti to zuM maLe ? muktino mArga paNa nahi maLe. dazavaikAlikamAM vinaya samAdhi zabda Ave che. vinayathI evI samAdhi, evI prasannatA pragaTe che ke jenI barAbarI devo paNa karI zake nahi. pUjyazrInA vikAsanuM mULa vinayamAM hatuM. emane najare jonArA samakAlIna sAdhvIjI [sA. caturazrIjI Adi] oe noMdhyuM che ke - pUjyazrImAM vinayanI eTalI parAkASThA hatI ke potAnA cAra vaDIlo [dAdA guru pU. jItavijayajI. pU. guruvaryazrI hIravijayajI, pU. siddhisUrijI, pU. meghasUrijI] nA mukhe "kanakavijayajI ! ahIM Avo" A vAkyano "ka" akSara sAMbhaLatAM ja game tevuM kArya choDI hAtha joDI teozrI bALakanI jema vinIta mudrAmAM hAjara thaI jatA. bhoyaNI tIrthamAM 1985 mAM pU. bApajI ma. pU. sAgarajI ma. 248 eka zoka caka caka caka caka caka : Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdinA hAthe upAdhyAya padavI thaI. 1986 mAM pU. guruvaryazrI hIravijayajInuM svargagamana thayuM. 1989 mAM amadAvAdamAM AcArya padavI thaI. dIkSAnA yogoddhahanathI mAMDIne badhA ja yogoddhahana pU. siddhisUrijIe karAvelA. ame dIkSA lIdhelI tyAre pU. siddhisUrijI vidyamAna hatA. pUjyazrI svayaM 250 sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA nAyaka chatAM saMpUrNapaNe pU. bApajI ma.ne samarpita hatA. meM najare joyuM che ? rAdhanapura saMghanA cAturmAsanI vinaMti hatI. pU. bApajI mahArAje lakhyuM : tyAM cAturmAsa karI zako cho. A kAMI AjJA na kahevAya, ema mAnIne temaNe pUjya bApajI ma. nI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa karavA vihAra karyo. jeTha mahinAnI bhayaMkara garamImAM pahele ja mukAme [gocanAdamAM tabIyata atyaMta bagaDatAM, rAdhanapuranA zrAvako svayaM pU. bApajI ma. pAsethI AjJA-patra laI AvyA tyAre ja pAchA pharyA. pachI e cAturmAsa sAMtalapura thayuM. emanuM jIvana amane to najare jovA maLyuM che. ANaMdajI jevA moTA paMDito Ave ne koInA taraphathI kalAko sudhI dalIlo kare tyAre pUjyazrIno javAba eka ja vAkyamAM hoya ? tamArI vAta kharI che, paNa ame to pU. bApajI ma. kare che tema karIe chIe.' eka kalAkanI dalIlono javAba A eka ja vAkyamAM ApI detA. emanI brahmacarya niSThA kevI ? rAdhanapuramAM sAdhvIjIone yogoddhahana karAvatI vakhate velajIbhAIne kahyuM : "beso ahIM.' thoDIvAra pachI kahe "have jAo." paNa kAraNa zuM ?' "atyAre koI puruSa hoto. mATe meM tamane ahIM besADyA." haLavadamAM pU. kAMtivijayajIe joyuM : sAdhvIjIne je AjJA ApatA, tarata ja tahatti karIne teo svIkAratAM. strI-jAti ATalI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 249 Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJAMkita ? pUjyazrIno keTalo prabhAva ? teo kahetA : kharekhara, kalikAlanA A to sthUlabhadra che ! pUjyazrIne ziSyAdinI koI tamannA nhotI. te mATe koI prayatna nathI karyo. paNa emanuM dhyAna rAkhanAra uparavALA beThA che ne ? gulAbane kahevuM nathI paDatuMH bhamarAo! tame Avajo. taLAvane kahevuM nathI paDatuMH mAchalIo! tame Avajo. yogya vyaktine yogya pAtra maLI ja rahe che. pUjyazrI bhale kyAMya nhotA gayA, paNa emanA saMyamanI suvAsa sarvatra prasarelI hatI. mAruM ahIM AvavAnuM kema thayuM ? te kahuM? dIkSAnI bhAvanA thayA pachI meM sasarA mizrImalajIne jaNAvyuM. kAraNa ke mA-bApa vagere koI vaDIla hatA nahi. sasarAe kahyuM : mAro paNa dIkSA levAno ja vicAra che. vAgaDavALA pU. kanakasUrijInI pAse levAno vicAra che. paNa mArI IcchA pU. rAmacandrasUrijI pAse dIkSA levAnI hatI. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM rahelA pU. munizrI rUpavijayajI pAse AvatA pU. rAmacandrasUrijInA jaina pravacano vAMcIne mane vairAgya thayelo. gujarAtI jo ke hotuM AvaDatuM, to paNa bhAvArtha samajI leto. e vAMcatAM saMsAranI asAratA manamAM ThasI gaI. saMsAra bhUMDo che, evuM varNana karavAmAM na Ave to koI enI nirguNatA na samaje. dIkSAno pravAha vadhyo che te A mahApuruSono prabhAva che. pU.sAgarajI ma., pU. rAmacandrasUrijI vagere mahApuruSono prabhAva che. eTale mAro vicAra pU. rAmacandrasUrijI pAse dIkSA levAno hato, paNa sasarAjIe jyAre potAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI tyAre huM paNa temAM sammata thaI gayo. have e paNa batAvuMtemane pU. kanakasUrijI pAse dIkSA levAnI kema bhAvanA thaI ? 250 * * * * * * * * # # # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. labdhisUrijInuM cAturmAsa vi.saM. 1996mAM phalodImAM hatuM, tyAre hamaNA jemaNe saMgha kaDhAvelo te jasarAja lukkaDanA pitAjI bhomarAjajIe jesalamerano saMgha temanI nizrAmAM kaDhAvelo. eka vakhata sasarA mizrImalajInA pitAjIe temane pUi.labdhisUrijIne rAtre pUcheluM H A kALamAM utkRSTa saMyamI koNa? guNarAgI pU. labdhisUrijIe tyAre pU. kanakasUrijInuM nAma ApeluM. tyAre kamaLa vi.ma. paNa tyAM hatA. ne temaNe manamAM gAMTha vALIH dIkSA levI to A ja mahAtmA pAse. dIkSA lIdhA pachI lAgyuM? kharekhara bhagavAne mane khUba ja yogya sthAne mUkyo che. pUjyazrInA jeTalA guNa-gAna karIe teTalA ochA che. amane temaNe ja jAmanagara bhaNavA mokalelA. be varSa pachI kahevaDAvyuM : yA to pATaNa jAva yA to amadAvAda jAva. jAmanagara choDo. kAraNa ke be varSa thaI gayA che. vadhu vakhata eka sthAne na rahevAya. amane thayuM H have pUjyazrI pAse ja javuM. ame pUjyazrInA caraNomAM bhacAu pahoMcyA. tyAre pUjyazrI svayaM Avazyaka niryukti, AraMbha-siddhi Adi bhaNAvatA tathA paM. amUlakhajIne paNa bhaNAvavA rAkhyA. paNa kudaratane maMjUra hoya te thAya. amAre gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsArtha javAnuM thayuM ne doDha mahinAmAM to dAdA paralokanI vATe saMcarI gayA. amane sadA mATe choDI gayA. paNa bhaktane kadI guruno viraha paDato ja nathI. e vakhate pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. hiAla AcArya ma.] cAturmAsa mATe AvyA mATe amAre alaga thavuM paDeluM. te vakhate javAbadArIo ochI hatI eTale adhyayana Adi sArI rIte thatuM. AvI javAbadArI jemanA para nathI temane khAsa sUcanA : sonerI samayano sadupayoga karI lo. - pUjyazrIe kALadharmathI 2-4 divasa pahelA ja jAte ja loca kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 251 Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI lIdhelo. aMtima divase - aMtima samaye pUjyazrIe paMcasUtra sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA vyakta karelI. tyArathI ja paMcasUtra para mAruM mana ThareluM ne atyAre paNa vyAkhyAnamAM paMcasUtra ja cAle ja che ne ? te vakhate temanI sAthe sadA rahetuM ghaDIyALa paNa baMdha thaI gayeluM. jANe e paNa AghAtathI stabdha thaI gayuM hatuM ! [pU. kanakasUrijI-gurupUjananI bolIH harakhacaMda vAghajI gIMdarA, AdhoI. Aje 1500 AyaMbila thaze. atyAre 20 rU. nuM saMghapUjana che. bapore samUha sAmAyika ane sAMje kumArapALanI Aratino kAryakrama raheze.] - jinavANInA zravaNanuM mAhAbhya amAre paradeza javAnuM thAya. pravacana ApavAmAM kaheluM ke je mAMsAhAra kare tenA hAthanuM ame jamatA nathI. tenA AgaLanA divase eka bahene je mAMsAhArI hatA temaNe amane kaMI vastu pIrasI hatI. 'teo amArI pAse AvyA ke mane prAyazcita Apo." meM kahyuM prAyazcita ame karIzuM. pachI to bIje divase pravacanamAMthI uThIne mArI pAse AvyA ane pote ja mAMsAhAra tyAgano niyama laI lIdho. bhale ajJAnavaza jIvo pApAcAra seve che. paNa koI puNyodaye mArge caDhavA prayatna kare che. - sunaMdAbena vorA 252 ka ka ka ? Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. A. zrI vijayakanakasUrijI ma. zrA. vada-4 19-8-2000,zanivAra - caturvidha saMgha svayaM muktimArgamAM cAle, anyane paNa calAve, A caturvidha saMghanA darzana puNyanI parAkASThA kahevAya. keTalA pugalAvarta saMsAramAM gayA ? anaMta gayA. haju paNa keTalA pagalAvarta bAkI haze, te bhagavAna jANe. A tIrtha ApaNane bhUtakALamAM paNa anaMtIvAra maLyuM haze, paNa ApaNuM upAdAna kAraNa taiyAra nhotuM. ApaNI aMdara "durbhavya' beTho hato. Aje paNa durbhavya nathI beTho ema zI rIte kahevAya ? durbhavyane kadI bhagavAnanI dezanA gamatI nathI. apunabaMdhaka eTale dharmano Adi sAdhaka, Adi dhArmika, je kadI have mohanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthiti bAMdhavAno nathI. pUjyamAM jeTalI zakti che, te badhI ja zAkti pUjanemAma namaskArathI maLe. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja * * * ka ja eka eka ja eka to roka 253 Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanA cAra vibhAga che : 1) apunabaMdhaka 2) samyakatvI 3) dezavirata 4) sarvavirata bhUmikA joIne ja dezanA ApavAnuM vidhAna che. sAmAnya grAhakane UMcI kalAsano mAla batAvo to zuM thAya? e grAhaka UMcA mAlanA paisA nahi ApI zake ane utaratI kakSAno mAla levA taiyAra nahi thAya. ahIM paNa evI ja hAlata thAya. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H bhagavAna pahelA sarvavirati batAve pachI dezavirati batAve ne ? pUjyazrIH anya darzanIne sarvavirati batAvAya. dA.ta. haribhadra bhaTTa. paNa je samyagdarzana pAmelo che ane dezavirati rUpa bhUmikA mATe taiyAra karI sarvaviratimATe yogya banAvavo. ekadama UtAvaLa nahi karavI. makAna banAvatAM pahelA pAyo majabUta karavo paDene ? samyadarzana pAyo che. pachI dezavirati ne sarvavirati rUpa mALa caNI zakAya. chatAM ekAnta nathI. uttamAtmA hoya to sarvavirati paNa pahelA ApI zakAya. paNa e jJAnIono viSaya che. ApaNe emanI hoDa na karI zakIe. - huM ahIM upadeza nathI Apato, ApaNe sau sAthe maLIne svAdhyAya karIe chIe. parihAra vizuddhimAM jema eka vAcanAcArya bane ne? huM paNa tema vAcanA ApuM chuM, ema mAnajo. bhagavan! tArI AjJAnuM pAlana to dUra rahyuM, Adara paNa thaI jAya toya kAma thaI jAya." Avo bhAva paNa tAranAro bane. * namutthaNanA A artho jANazo to jyAre te bolazo tyAre zubha bhAva vadhato jaze. | zubha bhAvathI samyagradarzana maLaze, mananI prasannatA maLaze. je bajAramAM bIjA kyAMyathI nahi maLe. mananI prasannatA, samAdhi Ape. 254. A ja ra ja sa ca na ra ja * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 sa ja na ja Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samAdhi mukti Ape. prabhu mananI prasannatA bharapeTa ApavA taiyAra che. kAraNa ke prasannatAno pUrNa bhaMDAra bhagavAna pAse che. gaIkAle bhaganA cha artho batAvyA hatA. mahattvanA chellA be bAkI che. sAMkhya darzana - nirasana vagare carcA huM gauNa karIza. kAraNa ke A sabhAmAM enI jarUra nathI. - ApaNI aMdara guNonI vividha vAnagIo che. vividha mIThAIo ke vividha padArtho tarapha thatuM AkarSaNa kharekhara e ja vAtano saMketa che. paNa ApaNe e saMketa samajatA nathI. vividha padArthothI tRpta thaI jaI guNa tarapha parAbhukha rahIe chIe. bhagano chaTho artha prayatna thAya. 6. prayatna H prabhumAM utkRSTa puruSArtha hoya. AkhI rAta eka ja pudgala para animeSa rahIne prabhu sAdhanA kare. AMkha jarA paNa palakAro na mAre. keTalI bhISaNa sAdhanA ! keTalo bhayaMkara puruSArtha ! bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAdhanAno zrema to juo. bhagavAna sivAya Avo zrama koNa karI zake ? ApaNe to bharata cakrInI jema kevaLajJAna maLI jaze, ema mAnI laIne ArAmathI beThA chIe. bhagavAna to pariSaha-upasargo vadhu Ave tema vadhu majabUta bane. samudyAta vakhate ocho parAkrama hoya che ? emAM prayatnanI parAkASThA hoya che. yoga-nirodha vakhate paNa prabaLa puruSArtha hoya che. kevaLajJAna pachI paNa keTalo bhavya puruSArtha ? sAmAnya kevaLI ja samughAta kare ema nahi, paNa tIrthaMkara paNa samughAta kare. AyuSya ane karma samAna sthitivALA na hoya to samudghAta karavo paDe. A puruSArtha AtmavIryathI pragaTelo che. ahIM badhe ja samagra zabda lagADavo. aizvarya, rUpa, yaza, zrI, dharma ane prayatnanA svAmI bhagavAnane kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 = * * * * * * * * * * * * 255 Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe namaskAra karavAno che. pUjyamAM jeTalI zakti che, te badhI ja zakti pUjakane mAtra namaskArathI maLe. je kaMpanInA tame zera holDara banyA che te kaMpanIno napho tamane maLe ne ? je namaskArathI A badhA guNo maLe, e namaskAranuM mUlya keTaluM? e namaskAra pAchaLa bhakti-bhAvanAnuM jeTaluM baLa hoya teTalo A namaskAra zaktizALI bane. A namaskAra tamane parama sAthe joDI Ape. jene tame namo cho, tenI sAthe tame namaskAra dvArA ja joDAI zako. pU. kIrtisenasUrijI H bodhi ane sabhyatvamAM zuM pharaka? pUjyazrI H bodhi ane sabhyatvamAM Ama kAMI pharaka nahi. chatAM Ama thoDo pharaka paNa che. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijIH ane varabodhi? pUjyazrI H varabodhi to bhagavAna pAse ja hoya, bIjA koIe AzA ja nahi rAkhavI. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijIH ApaNe bhagavAna banavuM che ne? pUjyazrI H manoratha kone na hoya ? paNa bane koNa ? bhagavAnano bhakta kadI bhagavAna banAvAno koDa na kare. e koDa kare to bhakta na banI zake. paNa tame bhale niHspRha , bhagavAna tamane bhagavAna banAvaze ja. * sAMkhyadarzana Atmakartutva nathI mAnatuM. jainadarzana anyanI jema jagatkartutva nathI svIkAratuM, paNa samyagadarzana Adi guNomAM nimitta rUpe bhagavAna karyA che, ema jainadarzana mAne che. sAdhanA mATe ema mAnavuM jarUrI che. huM pote bhaNyo chuM' ema vidyArthI kadI na kahe. gurue bhaNAvyA che, ema ja kaheze. tema bhakta paNa bhagavAne ja guNo ApyA ema ja kaheze. sAdhanAmATe A dRSTikoNa khUba ja jarUrI che. A dRSTikoNa nahi rAkhIne keTalAya bhUlA paDI gayA che. AtmA sarvathA akartA che, ema sAMkhyadarzana mAne che. jainadarzana 256 rana ja ka ja ra ja * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 sa ja ja # , Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmAnuM kartRtva svIkAre che. karma svayaM AvIne nathI coMTatA, AtmA zubhAzubha pariNAma kare che te pramANe karmo coMTatA rahe che. AthI AtmA karmano kartA che, ema jenadarzana mAne che. jainadarzana bhale sarvathA kartutva [jagatkartutva nathI svIkAratuM, paNa A rIte kathaMcit katRtva svIkAre che. sAMkhyadarzana kahe che : tame pudgalane ja kartA mAnI lone ? AtmAne kartA mAnavAnI zI jarUra che? ApaNe kahIe chIeH pudgalomAM coMTavAnI yogyatA che, tema AtmAmAM paNa tevI teinI sAthe cIpakavAnI] yogyatA che. bannemAM tevo svabhAva che. mATe ja karma sAthe saMbaMdha thaI zake che. - tivairAM ! bhagavAna tIrthane karanArA che. * ApaNe AtmAnA guNonuM kartutva karI zakatA nathI, eTale, eno Aropa pudgalomAM karIe chIe. ApaNA SakAraka atyAre bAdhaka banIne kArya karI rahyA che. tene bhagavAnanA AlaMbane sAdhaka banAvavAnA che. ApaNe kArya karIe chIe, paNa e kArya ApaNuM nahi, pudgalanuM [zatrunuM karI rahyA chIe. ApaNI ja zaktithI zatru majabUta thaI rahyA che e keTaluM Azcarya che ? tamAruM kAraka-cakra tamAre ja badalavAnuM che. e bIjo koI nahi karI Ape. bIjA mANasa bahu bahu to tamane pIrasI Ape, paNa khAvAnuM kAma to tamAre ja karavuM paDe. bhagavAna ane guru mArga batAve, paNa cAlavAnuM kAma tamAre ja karavuM paDaze. karmo bAMdhavAnuM kAma tame ja karyuMtuM ne? ke bhagavAna ane gurue karyuM'tuM? have e karma choDavAnuM kAma paNa tamAre ja karavuM paDazene? . e kAma bIjA karI ApatA hota to bhagavAna ekeya jIvane kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 eka * * * * * * eka eka eka eka ja eka ja 257 Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAramAM rahevA na deta ! saMsAra khAlI thaI gayo hota. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H bhagavAna to mA che; eNe badhuM karI ApavuM joIe ne ? pUjyazrI H mAM stanapAna karAve, paNa cUsavAnI kriyA to bALake ja karavI paDe ne ? mAno mA tarIke svIkAra to bALake ja karavo paDe ne ? eTaluM paNa karavA taiyAra na hoya tevA bALakane zuM kahevuM ? ApaNe badhA evA chIe. - bhagavAna tIrthanA Adi karanArA che. e vizeSaNathI vedanuM apauruSeyapaNuM nirasta thayuM. keTalAka ema mAne che ke kevalajJAna thAya eTale tarata ja jIva mokSamAM ja jAya. saMsAramAM rahI ja na zake. tenuM khaMDana paNa A vizeSaNathI thAya che. sUrya svabhAvathI prakAza Ape che, tema tIrthakaro svabhAvathI ja tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ema na kare to emanuM karma na khape. jenA sahArAthI jIvo tarI jAya te tIrtha kahevAya. bhayaMkara magara-masya [rAga-dveSa AdithI bharelA A sAgara [saMsAra] ne taravA tIrtha [ghATa] nI jarUra paDe che. ene bAMdhanArA tIrthakaro che. janma-jarA ane mRtyu ahIM pANI che. - nigodanA jIvo eka zvAsamAM 17 vakhata janma-maraNa karI rahyA che. vicAro ! janma-maraNanuM keTaluM duHkha ? AvA anaMta pudgala-parAvarto ApaNA bhUtakALamAM pasAra thayA. have bhAvimAM pasAra karavA che ? bhAvinuM sarjana ApaNI ArAdhanA para AdhArita che. * saMsAra-sAgaramAM mithyAtva - aviratinuM khUba ja UMDANa che. bhayaMkara kaSAyarUpa pAtAla che. mohano bhayaMkara cakrAvarta che. vicitra duHkho bhayaMkara jalajatuMo che. rAga-dveSano pavana khaLabhaLATa macAve che. 258 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabaLa manoratha rUpa bharatI che. - mithyAtvano eka paNa aMza hoya che tyAM sudhI ApaNane dehamAM Atmabuddhi rahe che. potAnA AtmAne pUrNarUpe na mAnavo te paNa mithyAtva che. dehamAM Atmabuddhi karIzuM tyAM sudhI A deha pharI-pharI maLyA ja karaze. paradezanI pAThazALAo paradezamAM vasatA kuTuMbo sthira thavA lAgyA. tema tema temane temanA saMtAnonA saMskAranI phikara thavA lAgI. jo ke ekAda be peDhI to cAlI gaI, temAM je kaMI svacchaMdatA ane durAcAra joyo ane vaDIlo jAgI gayA. havenI peDhImAM saMskAro jaLavAI rahe te mATe temaNe pAThazALAo kholI, ane bALapaNathI ja AhArAdinA saMskAronuM siMcana karavA lAgyA. sUtro, stutio zIkhavavA lAgyA. tyAM lagabhaga bAreka varSanA bALako navatattva vigere jhaDapathI zIkhI le che. prathama temane buddhithI samajaNa pedA karavI paDe che. pachI to teo poteja bodhane grahaNa kare che. koI vAra evuM bane ke Adata pramANe mAtA-pitA mAMsAhAra karatA hoya paNa pAThazALAno bALaka te AhAranuM sevana kare nahi. A che jinazAsananA saMskAranuM siMcana ! -sunaMdAbena vorA pAThazALAno prabhAva paradezanI eka pAThazALAnA bALakane pUchyuM : tuM zA mATe pAThazALAmAM Ave che ? teNe javAba Apyo ke dharma zIkhavA. dharma eTale zuM ?' pApa na karAya, pApa karIe to duHkha paDe. dharmathI sukha maLe.' - sunaMdAbena vorA rAka ka ka ka ka aa ka ka ra 259 Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAne sthApelo A saMdha dIrghakALa sudhI jagatanuM maMgaLa re, evI zakti bhagavAne sthApelI che. zrA.vada-5 20-8-2000, ravivAra sAmudAyika pravacana viSaya : saMghabhakti pU. munizrI darzanavallabhavijayajI. sAtacovIzI dharmazALA - A pAvana bhUmi che. anaMta siddhonI bhUmi che. amArA upakArI gurudeva pUjya premasUrijI lagabhaga 100 varSa pahelA ahIM ja dIkSita banelA. A bhUmimAM AvuM snehabharyuM vAtAvaraNa na jAme to bIje kayAM jAme ? - saMghano mahimA anupama che, jyAM sudhI A saMgha A bharatakSetramAM raheze, caturvidha saMghano ekeka sabhya paNa vidyamAna haze tyAM sudhI chaTho Aro nahi bese. sUrya maryAdA nahi mUke, kudarata nahi kope. Avo saMgha ApaNane maLyo che. enI saphaLatA zAmAM ? 260 * je eka je ja ka ra ka ra ja sa ja 6 Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka gharathI bIje ghare, eka gAmathI bIje gAma javAya te yAtrA. eka bhavathI bIjA bhavanI paNa yAtrA ja che. cAra gatinI yAtrA anaMtI vakhata karI have e yAtrA baMdha karI paramalokanI yAtrAno prAraMbha karavAno che. A saMghane pAmyAnI A ja saphaLatA che. pUjya gaNi zrI pUrNacandravijayajI H relavemAM 3 lAIna hoya che. ApaNA manamAM paNa 3 lAIna che H broDageja, mITarageja ane nerogeja nero lAIna sAMkaLI hoya, spIDa ochI hoya ne bhAra paNa vadhu na UMcakI zake. mITara geja tethI pahoLI, spIDa vadhu ane bhAra paNa vadhu UMcakI zake, jyAre broDageja ethI paNa spIDa vageremAM adhika hoya che. mANasonA mana paNa traNa prakAranA hoya che ? koIka mAne che ke huM sukhI banuM. koIka mAne che? ame sukhI banIe. koIka mAne che H ApaNe sukhI banIe. tIrthakaronI ApaNe sukhI banIe evI bhAvanA hoya che. tIrthakaro svayaM A saMghane name che. AthI khyAla Avaze : vyakti nahi, saMgha mahattvapUrNa che. saMgha bhAvanA, vyaktitvano ahaMkAra toDI nAkhe che, vizALa bhAvanA pedA kare che. bhagavAne sthApelA AvA saMghanA sAdhune joIne ahobhAva jAge che? " tiryaM viSA niyAdi sAdhu vinA tIrtha na hoya. AjanA vijJAna yugamAM paNa eka paNa paisA vinA, eka paNa vAhana vinA, jIvana jIvanArA A jaina sAdhuo che, ema vicAra Ave che ? bhagavAnanA A sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA Adi che, ema lAge che ? saMgha tIrthakaranuM proDakazana che. pAMceya.parameSThinI A khANa che. A saMghamAM jJAnI, dhyAnI, dAnI vagere aneka guNIo che. - kalpavRkSano AdhAra naMdanavana, tejano AdhAra candra tema guNano kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * 261 Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhAra saMgha che. eka sAdhunI sAdhanA AkhA jagatane bacAvI zake che. Aje paNa kaMIka sAruM che te A saMghano prabhAva che. saMgha dvArA saMghanI bhAvanA pedA thavI joIe. koIpaNa saMghamAM pedA thatI devadravyanI Avaka bhAratanA koIpaNa saMghamAM mokalIe chIe. A che saMgha bhAvanA ! saMgaThita rahIzuM teTaluM baLa vadhaze. AjanA yugamAM saMgaThita thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. "saMghe zavitaH vana yuge " ekatrita rahIzuM to baLa vadhaze, vikharAyelA rahIzuM to tUTI jaIzuM. "vaha saMgaThana saMgaThana nahIM, jisa meM phUTa hai, vaha vyApAra vyApAra nahIM, jisameM lUTa hai / prAmANikatA kI pUjA to hara jagaha hotI hai, vaha dharma dharma nahIM, jisameM jUTha hai / / " saMgha bhAvanAnI kadara AcArya bhagavaMta paNa kare. AthI ja AcArya bhagavaMta tamArI cAturmAsanI vinaMtI svIkAre che. nAgapurathI punaDe siddhAcalano saMgha kaDhAvelo tyAre vastupAla vinaMti karIne dhoLakAmAM e saMghane lAvelA. saMghanI UDatI dhULa paNa maMgalakArI che." ema vastupAla kahe che. tamAma yAtrikono dUdhathI prakSAla karI badhAnI bhakti vastupAla karatA hatA. aMkevAliyAmAM vastupAlanuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre 13 mo saMgha hato. tyAre AcArye kaheluM : kharekhara jinazAsananA gaganano sUrya AthamI gayo. tyAre e AcArya bhagavaMte cha vigaIno tyAga karelo. A saMghanI bhakti tame garIba ho to sopArI - muhapattI AdithI paNa karI zako. saMtatinuM samarpaNa karIne paNa uttama zramaNa saMghanI bhakti thaI zake che. * tamAro chokaro bImAra hoya ne sAdhu paNa bImAra hoya tyAre 262 * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 6 Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelA kayAM jazo ? chokaro mAro paNa sAdhu, upAzraya, maMdira vagere konA? saMghanA? saMghamAM tame nahi ? - keTalAya sAmUhika prazno saLagI rahyA che, tyAre "mAre zuM ?' kahIne besI rahetA nathI ne ? AvA saMghanI kadI AzAtanA karatA nahi. avarNavAda karazo to bodhi durlabha banavuM paDaze. saMghanA eka sadasyanI pUjA te sakala saMghanI pUjA che. saMghanA eka sadasyanI hIlanA te sakala saMghanI hIlanA che, eTaluM yAda rAkhazo. saMgha - bahumAna hRdayamAM haze to jinazAsanano jaya jayakAra thaI jaze. pU. virAgacandrasAgarajI H saMgha amArA mA-bApa che. enI sAme game tevuM bolIza toya cAlaze. jenA vinA jainazAsananI kalpanA muzkela che, evA upA. yazovi.nA yogaviMzikA granthanuM vAkya : "vidhisampAdakAnAM, vidhivyavasthApakAnAM darzanamapi prtyuuhvyuuhvinAzanamati vacaM valAmaH " vidhinA karanArA ane vidhinA vyavasthApakonuM darzana paNa vinonA yUhano vinAza karanAruM che, ema ame kahIe chIe." TaMkAranI bhASAmAM upA. ma. A vAta karI rahyA che. saMghane ApaNe kahIzuM ? "ghanya kSa tava kurtama Tarzana, mathura vana tava saMgIta sparzana! roma-roma purNavihata 3nIvarSa, jaya jaya ama hRdaya nivasaMta" saMghanA sadasyo prabhAvanAmATe doDe che, ema nahi mAnatA. vagara , kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 263 Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhAvanAe mAtra darzana mATe ahIM dara ravivAre doDI Ave che, te tame juo chone? vyakti ekalI hoya tyAre sAmAnya hoya, paNa prabhue AtmadhyAnathI zakti prApta karI vyaktione eka karI jenI sthApanA karI tene ApaNe saMgha kahIe chIe. maLavuM e ja saMbaMdha ! Meeting is Relationship! ghaNI vakhata maLavuM eTale zuM? e samajyA vinA ja ApaNe chuTA paDI jaIe chIe. prabhue sUtra ApyuM : "3thA ' prabhue ApaNA vyaktitvane eka karyuM. te siddho ! tame eka cho, saMgaThita cho. amArA para saMgaThitatA ane ekatAne varasAvo. taMtuothI baneluM doraDuM hAthIne paNa bAMdhI zake che. lAkaDAnA bhArAne pahelavAna paNa toDI zakato nathI. bAhya ane atyaMtara vidanano nAza ApaNI ekatA karI zake che. "nAtmavat sarvabhUteSu'' "basane niSpa cha iNa ?" "sarva jIvone AtmAnI jema mAna." i daMtumiti sAva nAgadi" jene haNavA icche che te tArI jAta che, ema mAnaje. A saMvedanazIlatAnI parAkASThA che. saMghamAM maLyA pahelA ApaNe sAmAnya hatA. ApaNI zaktio suSupta hatI. vyakti tarIke ApaNe sAmAnya hota, paNa prabhue ApaNane saMgaThita karyA, viziSTa banAvyA. dareka AtmAmAM tamAruM pratibiMba jhIlo. samAnA hAni - veda 'to parama' AtmA e paramAtmA che. - ema prabhu kahe che. prabhu bhakta pachI banajo, pahelA bhaktanA bhakta banajo. bhagavAnano bhakta eTale caturvidha saMgha ! 264 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUdha eka ja hoya che. tejAba bhaLe to phATI jAya, sAkara bhaLe to mIThuM bane. ApaNe zuM banavuM che? tejAba ke sAkara? ekatAvAdI banajo, bhAgalAvAdI nahi. ekatAnA sUtradhAra saMghane anaMta namana. candrakAntabhAI : bhA. suda-6nA sAmUhika rathayAtrA nIkaLaze. 3-4 ratho haze. bhA.suda-5 nA sAmUhika kSamApanA tathA caDAvA thaze. Avaka ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM jaze. bhA.suda-6nA sAdharmika vAtsalyano saMpUrNa lAbha pArvatIbena harakhacaMda vAghajI gIMdarA-aghoI-kaccha taraphathI levAmAM Avyo che. pU. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. = Aje paryuSaNa parvano chello ravivAra che. paryuSaNa pachI paNa A cAlu rAkhavA mATe prayatna karajo. sabhA pUrI thAya te pahelA Aje koIe UThavAnuM nathI. Ubho thaze tene sabhA toDavAnuM pApa lAgaze. A vinaya che : pU. AcArya bhagavaMta pachI ja UThavuM. pU. munizrI udayaprabhavijayajI ma. = guNa, paryAya, uMmara vageremAM ghaNA vaDIlo nIce che, temanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. kadAca mAphI na mAMguM to paNa huM pholTamAM nathI, saMghanI AjJAthI beTho chuM. gharane mUkyA vinA aNagAra na thavAya, manane mUkyA vinA sArA ziSya na banAya. kadAcya ane svAtaMtrya mUkyA vinA saMgha-sevaka na banAya. nyAya ApatAM AvaDe te ja saMghanI ekatA karI zake. svArtha choDa, sAdagI apanAve te ja saMgha netA banI zake. vastupAlane saMghane pUjatAM pasIno chuTI rahyo hato tyAre temaNe kaheluM: atyAre janama-janamano thAka huM UtArI rahyo chuM. A sAdagI che. A bahumAna-sUcaka che. keTalAya zrAvako Aje paNa loca vagere karAve che. A sAdagI te saMgha bahumAna che. e tapa, jJAna vagere kSetre kAco hoya toya A saMgha bahumAnathI mukti meLavI le. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * ja ja sa sa ma ma ma ma ma ma ma 265 Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ judA-judA samudAyamAM gocarI-vaMdana vyavahAra na hoya te bhedabhAva nathI, paNa eka vyavasthA che. - sAco nyAya koNa ApI zake? potAnA ghera rahelI vyaktine ayogya vartanathI aTakAvI zake te ja nyAya ApI zake. sau prathama ekatA-maitrIno prAraMbha gharathI thavo joIe. moTAI dhananA AdhAre nahi, guNanA AdhAre che. ekatA mATe potAnI mAnyatA paNa eka bAjue mUkavI paDe. e rIte ApaNe eka banIe. atyAre dekhAtI ekatA mAtra zabdomAM na rahe, jIvanamAM Utare tevI apekSA. - pUjya AcArya zrI vijayalApUrNasUrijI bhagavAne sthApelo A saMgha dIrdhakALa sudhI jagatanuM maMgaLa kare, tevI zakita bhagavAne sthApelI che. "thama tithore nine " samagra vizvane kevaLajJAnanA prakAzathI bharI denArA A prabhu upakAronI varSA kare che te svabhAvathI ja che. sUryanI jema upakAra temano svabhAva che. A saMgha para keTaluM bolavAnA ? ApaNI zakti parimita che. svayaM tIrthaMkara paNa kahI na zake. mAtra "namo tistha' kahIne bese. ATalAmAM zuM na AvyuM? mArAthI paNa pUjanIya A saMgha che." saMghane namaskAra karIne Ama tIrthaMkaroe svayaM kahI dIdhuM. dhuraMdharavijayajIe pUcheluMH bhagavAnathI paNa pUjya hoya te saMghanuM sthAna navakAramAM kema prathama nahi? chelle paNa nahi? meM kaheluM : navakAra saMghathI bahAra nathI. navakAramAM saMghane namaskAra che ja. tIrthakara svayaM kahe : tame A tIrthane namo. A zAzvata maMtramAM ApaNe zuM bhUla kADhI zakIe ? ApaNI buddhi keTalI ? namo' zabda prathama che, te tIrthakara banavAnI kaLA che. e kaLA 266 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamane tIrthakara banAve. jeTalA tIrthakara banyA che, te A rIte ja saMghanI bhaktithI ja. caturvidha saMgha khANa che, jemAM pAMceya parameSThIo taiyAra thAya che. tIrthakara gRhastha jIvanamAM hatA tyAre paNa temanA mA-bApa koI tIrthaMkaranA zrAvaka-zrAvikA ja hatA. eTale ke saMghamAMthI ja tIrthaMkara taiyAra thAya che. A saMghanA guNagAna gAvAnI zakti nathI, chatAM gAIe chIe. jethI kaMIka saMghanA RNathI mukta banI zakIe. jIrNoddhAra mAtra derAsara ke upAzrayano ja nahi, caturvidha saMghanA koIpaNa sabhyano paNa thAya. A paNa saMgha-bhakti che. emane tame guNa-mArge AgaLa vadhAro te paNa saMgha bhakti che. guNInI prazaMsA na karo to aticAra lAge : "saMghamAMhi guNavaMtataNI anupabRhaNA kIdhI." saMbhavanAtha bhagavAna pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM dukALanA samaye zrI saMghanI bhakti karIne ja tIrthakara banyA che. A saMghabhakti tIrthaMkaranI mAtA che. - dIna-duHkhIno uddhAra vagere karavAmAM na Ave to doSa lAge. lokamAM paNa niMdA thAya : teo utsavo kare che, paNa garIbonI paravA nathI. mATe ja vastupALa evI dAnazALAo baMdhAvatA, jemAM jenaajena badhA ja jamatA. madrAsanI pratiSThA vakhate ajenone paNa badAmanI katalI vagere ApavAmAM AveluM. temane lAgyuM H jainoe pahelIvAra amane A rIte yAda karyA. saMghamAM ghaNI vakhata AkhAya gAmanA tamAma lokone AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvatuM. anna peTamAM jAya eTale svabhAvAki rIte ja te jaina dharma tarapha anurAgI bane. apUrNatAnI dRSTie joIzuM to khAmIo dekhAze, paNa vizALa dRSTie guNo ja dekhAze. mane to A saMghanA guNo ja dekhAya che. ahIM 1600 ThANA che. koIne vastra, pAtra, vasati, anna AdinI takalIpha kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 267 Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDI ? zrAvaka-zrAvikA kadAca pAchA gayA haze, paNa koI sAdhusAdhvIne pAchA javuM paDyuM ? A saMghano prabhAva nahi ? koI puNyodaye ahIM ekaThA thayA chIe to sArA kAma thaI zakaze. Avo maitrIno mAhola jAmyo che, te mAtra bolIne nahi, jIvIne batAvIzuM to teno paDagho sarvatra paDaze ja. kadAca A prayatna saphaLa na thAya to paNa manoratha to niSphaLa nahi ja jAya. bhAvi mATe maitrInuM A vAtAvaraNa bIjarUpa banaze. tIrthaMkara paNa jene name eno artha eTalo ja ke A saMghathI vadhu koI pUjanIya nathI. namo vArita + 3 = rihaMta nI AjJAne namaskAra. AjJA eTale ja tIrtha ! saMgha ! "mALakhu saMgho " have navakAramAM saMgha Avyo ke nahi? mArI vAta khoTI hoya to pAchI Apo. huM to anubhava karuM chuM. badhI ja vAto navakAramAM maLatI jAya che. AthI ja navakArane choDIne bIjuM koI AlaMbana levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. bIja nAnuM hoya paNa teno vistAra keTalo moTo hoya che. tame koI moTo vaDa joyo che? pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = kabIra vaDa 1 ki.mi. moTo che. pUjyazrI: ame luNAvAmAM moTo vaDalo joyo che, tenI nIce dIkSA vagere prasaMgo thatA. A vaDalAnuM mULa nAnuM bIja hoya che. A jaina zAsanarUpI vizALa vaTavRkSanuM mULa bIja "namo che. namo ne ulTAvo eTale om ni thaze. o mAM paMca parameSThI che. A ja bIja che. SoDazAkSarI, saptAkSarI maMtro AmAMthI ja bane che. mahAnizItha jevAmAM kahyuMH A navakAra to paMca-maMgala-mahAzrutaskaMdha che. 268 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AkAza kayAM nathI ? AkAza na hoya tevI jagyA batAvazo ? jagyA eTale ja AkAza ! A navakAra kyAM nathI ? AkAzanI jema sarva vyApI che e. A saMgha pAse jyAM sudhI A navakAra che, deva-guru vaMdana che, tyAM sudhI kalyANa thatuM ja rahevAnuM ! savAre saMgha bhaktino utkRSTa kAryakrama girivihAramAM rahyo. TAImanA abhAve huM bhale jarA jaldI UThI gayo. jaldI UThI gayo mATe ja ahIM AvI zakyo. nahi to haju sudhI AvI na zakata. ApaNA pUrvajo je A mUDI mUkI gayA tene ApaNe vadhu samRddha banAvI bhAvi peDhI mATe mUkavAnI che. - parama tapasvI pU. A. zrI vijaya rAjatilakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne ame najare joyA che.100+100+89 oLInA mahAna ArAdhaka hatA. A vikrama haju koI toDI zakyuM nathI. pU. AcAryazrInI Aje bIjI svargatithi che. tapa-sAdhanAthI emano AtmA to uccagatimAM ja haze, paramapadanI sAdhanA karato ja haze, paNa ApaNI eTalI ja prArthanA che : ApaNA sau para teozrI kRpA varasAvatA rahe. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = pUjyazrInA hRdayamAM saMgha pratye khUba ja ahobhAva che. tamane na saMbhaLAyuM hoya to paNa zabdonA AMdolano to tamArA sudhI pahoMcyA ja che. navakAramAM saMghane namaskAra kema nahi? ema meM pUcheluM. emaNe Aje pharI javAba ApI dIdho. rihaMta + 3 -ahaMtanI AjJAne namana. AjJA pALanAra saMgha ja che. arihaMtathI tIrtha juduM nathI. joDe ja namana thaI jAya che. tamane A javAba gamI gayone ? | tIrthakara ane tIrthaMkaranI AjJA kadI judA nathI paDatA. jyAM saMgha che. tyAM tIrthakara che ja. AcAryazrI niraMtara prabhumAM DUbelA che. eTale pUjyazrI mona ze, kaMI nahi bole to paNa emanuM astitva mAtra utsava banI heze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 269 Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. yazovijayasUrijI H mArA jIvananI A dhanyatama eka ghaTanA che : caturvidha saMghanA darzana ahobhAva pUrvaka karavAnuM maLyuM. eka paNa sabhyane prabhunA mArge jatA joIne AMkha harSanA azruthI chalakAI UThe che. saMghanuM darzana mAtra ahobhAvathI bhInI bhInI AMkhothI ja karI zakAya. kyAreka vihAramAM kalAko sudhI AMkho bhInI rahe che. eka gAmanI ghaTanA kahuMH savAre 8 vAge pahoMcyA, zrAvakonI vinaMti : padhAro upAzraye. vahoravA padhAro. be ja ghara chatAM apAra bhakti ! nayanAkarSaka paramAtmAnI pratimA hatI. huM abhakta chuM, eTale paramAtmAnI pratimA kahuM chuM. kharekhara to paramAtmA ja kahevA joIe. maMdiramAM nahi, samavasaraNamAM beTho chuM." - ema mane lAge che. -jJAnavimalasUri. tamane kyAreya maMdiramAM samavasaraNa yAda Ave che ? zaMkhezvara-amadAvAdano e rUTa. niraMtara sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA vihAra cAlu ! ame vihAra karIne gayA tyAM ja pharI 10 sAdhvIjI AvyA. sAthe DoLI vagerenA mANaso paNa hatA. emanI paNa eTalA ja ahobhAvathI bhakti karI. vihAra vakhate kahe : gurudeva ! mAre tyAM pagalA karavA paDaze. meM kahyuM : tAre tyAM pagalA nahi karuM to kyAM karIza ? dukAnamAM 5-7 hajArano mAla joIne thayuM H zuM kamAto haze? zuM vahorAvato haze ? paNa aMdara zrAvikAe roTalInI thappI UpADI. huM cakita banI gayo. huM gocarI jato tyAre kayAreka gocarI vadhI paNa jAya. bIjuM badhuM gaNatrImAM Ave, paNa bhaktinuM vajana gaNavAnuM rahI jAya. eka vAge sAIkalavALAne gAmanI bhakti aMge pUchatAM teNe kahyuM Aje mane mArI mA yAda AvI. mAtAnA premathI temaNe mane jamADyo che. 270. ra ka ra sa ja sa je eka eka eka eka ke Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bapore traNa vAge cAmATe vinaMti AvI. meM pUchyuM : "tamAruM kema cAle che ?' prabhunI kRpAthI tathA ApanI kRpAthI Apa kalpo tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre saraLatAthI jIvananI naiyA cAle che." eka kAma kara. amArI to tuM bhakti karIza, paNa amArI sAthenA mANasonI bhakti tuM bahArathI kara. bIla amArA para mokalI deje. zaheranA lokone lAbha maLaze." nahi sAheba ! e nahi bane. je covIseya kalAka ApanI sevA kare temanI sevA amAre nahi karavAnI ?" A teno javAba hRdaya para coTa kare tevo hato. " Week End hoya tyAre Hill station para na jatAM AvA ko'ka gAmaDe jaIne jojo. bhakti dekhAze." ema zrImaMtone kahevAnuM mana thaI jatuM hoya che. mane to AvI ghaNI zrAvikA mAtAo maLI che. 11 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI che. aneka mAtAono sneha maLyo che. vadhAre mAre kazuM kahevAnuM nathI. kALa kharAba che. amArAmAM paNa doSa hoI zake. paNa ene najara aMdAja karajo. guNa joIne rAjI thaI kRtArtha banajo. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H pahelethI chelle sudhI vacce phaTakA HR-112L (2414 Player te gni] open Batsman munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI chelle bole che. pUjya munizrI ghuraMdharavijayajI : pAlItANA cAturmAsa nakkI thayuM tyAre vicAra Avyo : tyAM jaI prabhunI ArAdhanAmAM lIna rahevuM, paNa ahIM AvyA pachI badhA taraphathI eTalo prema maLyo ke vAraMvAra tamArI samakSa AvavuM paDyuM. prabhu - saMghanI khUba ja mahattA che, jenI kalpanA thaI zake nahi. je koI UMcA AvyA che te saMghane hRdayamAM sthApIne ja. te potAnAthI saMghane jemaNe adhika mAnyo te ja vastupALa, ja ja roka roka ka ka aa ma ma ma ma ma 271 Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tejapALa, kumArapALa Adi banI zakyA che. jhAMjhaNa maMtrI moTo saMgha laIne karNAvatI [AjanuM amadAvAda] Avyo. vIradhavalano vaMzaja sAraMgadeva rAjA hato. maMtrIne kahyuM : tame jamavA Avajo, sAthe keTalAka sArA mANasone lAvajo. jhAMjhaNaH "ahIM badhA ja sArA mANaso che. ekane paNa mUkIne na AvI zakuM. badhAne jamADavAnI taiyArI hoya to ja huM AvI zakuM." rAjA : " mArI A tAkAta nathI." jhAMjhaNaH AkhA gujarAtane hu jamADuM, tame padhArajo." 10 divasa sudhI jhAMjhaNe gujarAtane jamADyuM. tyAra pachI paNa mIThAIonA bhaMDAra bharelA hatA. saMgha sAthe Avo nAto joDAya pachI ja AgevAna thaI zakAya. saMghano nAno bALaka paNa pyAro lAge te ja AgevAna thaI zake. AvA AgevAno hatA. tyAre moTA samrATo paNa zrI saMghanA kAmo karI ApatA. AjanI hAlata badalI gaI che. nAno ophIsara paNa jaina saMghane dabAvI zake che. ANaMdajI kalyANajI jevI moTI peDhIne nAno pAlItANAno meyara paNa dabAvI zake che. AnuM kAraNa saMgha karatAM vyakti potAne moTI gaNe che, te che. kaccha-saurASTra vagerenA saMgho, saltananI paNa sAme paDI zakatA. kAraNa ke saMgha-bhAvanA hatI. lAlabhAI dalapatanA mAtA gaMgAmAnA ghera sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI abhuta bhakti rahetI. emanA ghera 300-300 to pAtrAnI joDI rahetI. e paNa raMgelI. gaMgAmAnA puye ja zeThIyAonI zeThAI TakI che. je TrasTIone saMgha pratye ahobhAva nathI temanuM puNya vadhatuM nathI. AthI temane koI kAryamAM saphaLatA maLavI muzkela banI jAya che. caturvidha saMgha tarapha Adara joIe. e ja A saMghanI rakSA karI zake. 272 ra ja sa ja sa ha ka ka ka ka ka ka ra ? Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMgha bahu udAra che. nAnA paNa kAryano moTo pratisAda Ape. vAvapathakano dAkhalo ApuM. rastAnA bhIkhArIne kaMIka ApavAnI meM vAta karI ane aDhI lAkha be miniTamAM thaI gayA. saMgha pratyeno ahobhAva duzmanI paNa toDI nAkhe. nAgapurathI saMgha lAvanAra pUnaDa moyuddInano maMtrI hato. vastupAla varadhavalano maMtrI hato. banne vaccenI duzmanI zrAvakane nAte tUTI gaI. potAnA hAthe vastupAle tenA saMghanI bhakti karelI. A ja zrI saMgha che, jemAMthI zAsana staMbho pedA thayA ne thaze. bahArathI nathI AvyA, A ja saMghamAMthI AvelA che. hamaNAM hamaNAM ja thaI gayelA mahAna AcAryonA nAmo gaNAvuM? tIrthonA uddhAraka pU. nemisUrijI, dUra-dUranA tIrthonA uddhAraka pU. nItisUrijI, saMghasthavira pU. siddhisUrijI, AgamoddhAraka pU.sAgarajI, zramaNa-saMsthAnA uddhAraka pU. premasUrijI-pU.rAmacandrasUrijI, zrAvaka saMghanA uddhAraka pU. vallabhasUrijI Adi. saue potapotAnI rIte khUba ja khaMtathI prayatna karyo che. pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI, pU. paM.zrI abhayasAgarajI, pU. AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI jevA sAdhako A saMghamAMthI ja maLyA pU. A. zrI vijaya rAjatilakasUrijIe vardhamAna tapanI 289 oLI karI. ItihAsamAM Avo dAkhalo maLato nathI. vAgaDa samudAyanA eka sAdhvIjI puSpacUlAzrIjIe trIjIvAra oLI karI kharI, paNa toya A AMkaDAne AMbI zakyA nathI. e mahAtmAnuM chellAthI pUrvanuM cAturmAsa ahIM ja thayeluM. te vakhate khUba ja tapazcaryA thayelI. A vakhate to ghaNA AcAryo che, eTale jabaradasta tapazcaryA thavI joIe. . be varSa pahelA giradharanagara-amadAvAdamAM pU. AcAryazrI kALadharma pAmelA. ja sa da ra da ka ma ma ma ma ma ma 273 Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emanuM gRhasthapaNAnuM nAma ratilAla hatuM. dIkSAnI koI bhAvanA hotI. ratilAlane parANe gurujIe dIkSA ApelI, ema kahI zakAya. e dIkSA levA nhotA AvyA. joganA AyaMbila mAMDa karelA, paNa parama guru premasUrijInI parama kRpAthI AyaMbilamAM khUba ja AgaLa vayA. AvA ratnonI khANa A zrI saMgha che. AvA tapasvInI svargatithi Aje ja AvI. A paNa eka yogAnuyoga ghaTanA che. pU. rAmacandrasUrijInA kALadharma pachI temanA pachI koNa?' nI ciMtAmAM mUkAyelA sAdhuone meM kaheluM: "rAma" Aje paNa hAjarAhajura che. juo : rAjatilakasUrijI tathA mahodayasUrijI -A bannenA pahelA akSaro maLIne "rAma" thAya. banne eka ja varSamAM dIkSita banelA hatA. puNya tyAre ja vadhe, jyAre sakala muni bhagavaMtone pUjya rUpe jovAmAM Ave, potAnA karatAM adhikarUpe jovAmAM Ave. muni-veSanI avagaNanA kare tene A zAsana maLatuM nathI. "yAdazo tAdaza vAri, diyA hIno ivA'' game tevo kyiAhIna saMyamI paNa ahIM pUjanIya che. AvuM vidhAna dhanezvara sUrijIe zatruMjaya mAhAmyamAM kareluM che. navakAra gaNanArA sarva zrAvako paNa saMghamAM ja gaNAya. ApaNA AyojananuM phaLa e ja cheH paraspara prema vadhe. jamavAthI prema pAko thAya ne? vyavahAramAM paNa Ama ja che. A harakhacaMdabhAIe je jamavAnuM notaruM ApyuM che te svIkArajo. phakta mahArAja [vallabhadatta vi.] kahetA : kadI saMghanuM notaruM ThelavuM nahi. vihAra paNa kensala karavo. 274 ja na ja ka sa ra ka ra sa ja che eka ja pha Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhakta griguptie gupta hoya tyAre ja bhagavAnadarzana Ape che. zrA.vada-5 20-8-2000,ravivAra * tIrtha sthApanAne 2500thI adhika varSa thavA chatAM Aje paNa te sakriya che te prabhunA acitya prabhAvane jaNAve che. arihaMtamAM 1 2 guNo hoya, 18 doSo na hoya, e badhuM to ApaNe jANIe chIe, paNa bhagavAnano acitya prabhAva nathI jANatA. A lalita vistarA dvArA acitya prabhAva jANavA maLaze. atyAre bahu-bahu to kSayopazamanuM samakita haze, kSayopazamanA guNo haze, paNa kSAyikabhAvanuM samakita bAkI che. darzana saptakanA kSaya vinA kSAyikabhAva nahi maLe. rzana saptaka mare ke mAMdu paDe to ja aMdarano AnaMda anubhavavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanA thAya. kSapakazreNi mAMDanArane 14 pUrva kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 275 Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ joIe ja evuM nathI. jo ema hoya to mASatuSa muni kevalajJAna na pAmI zakyA hota. mASataSa muni jevA kevalajJAna pAmI zake tyAM prabhuno acitya prabhAva dekhAya che ? - A kAlamAM anAlaMbana yoga sudhI jaI zakAya. anAlaMbana yogamAM zukala dhyAnano aMza hoI zake, ema yazovijayajIe lakhyuM che. anAlaMbana yoganI sthiti agama agocara che, zabdathI vAcya nathI. sAmarthyayoganI hamaNA vAta AvIne ? banne [anAlaMbana ane sAmarthyayoga eka ja che. ghI-loTa hoya paNa sAkara na hoya to ? ziro banI zake ? sAkara ke goLa vinA mIThAza AvI zake ? AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM paNa mAdhurya samyagU darzana [vinaya thI ja AvI zake. bhagavAna ane guruthI ja samyagadarzana maLI zake, bIje kyAMyathI nahi. - lalita vistaro vAMcavAthI mArI zraddhA khUba ja vadhI che. mATe ja A grantha huM punaH punaH pasaMda karuM chuM. A granthano adhikArI caturvidha saMgha che. koI para pratibaMdha nathI. kadAca tamane kyAMka na samajAya to paNa A granthanuM mahattva ghaTatuM nathI. atyAre "tisthara' pada para vivecana cAle che. Aje savAre ja tIrtha siMgha para pravacano rahyA'tA ne ? have haribhadrasUrijInA zabdomAM tIrthanI vyAkhyA sAMbhaLIe. umAsvAtijIe svabhASyamAM kahyuM che, je sau jainone mAnya che. sUrya svabhAvathI ja lokane ajavALe tema bhagavAna tIrtha-pravartana kare che, te mATe dezanA Ape che. bhagavAnanI zakti vadhu ke temanA vacananI zakti vadhu? bhagavAnanI jeTalI zakti teTalI ja vacananI zakti che. vacanamAM zakti AvI te paNa bhagavAnamAMthI ja AvIne? e zabdomAM tAkAta 276 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ keTalI, jenA prabhAvathI tIrtha banI gayuM, dvAdazAMgI banI gaI ? je zabdomAM prANa puranAra svayaM bhagavAna hoya tyAM zuM bAkI rahe? AvA bhagavAnane jotAM ja hRdaya nAcI UThe : "adya chinnA mohapAzA, adya rAgAdayo jitAH / adya mokSasukhaM jAtamadya tIrNo bhavArNavaH / / " A bhaktanA udgAro che. dUra rahelA bhagavAna paNa bhaktane najIka ja lAge che. paNa bhagavAna darekane darzana nathI ApatA, bhaktane ja Ape che. bhaktane darzana ApyA vinA rahetA ja nathI, ema paNa tame kahI zako. tIrthanA namaskAramAM tIrthakarane namaskAra AvI gayo ke nahi ? jina-vacananA bahumAnathI jinanuM bahumAna AvI gayuM ke nahi? jemaNe zAstra [jina-vacana AgaLa karyuM temaNe bhagavAna AgaLa karyA ja. to ja karma-kSaya thAya, zAstra mUkyA, vidhi mUkI to bhagavAna mUkyA. bhakta triguptie gupta hoya tyAre ja bhagavAna darzana Ape che. Ane ja samApatti kahevAya che. traNa gupti ApaNane nAnakaDI cIja lAge che, paNa ApaNe jANatA nathI : AmAM to samApatti chUpAyelI che ! AmAM to bhagavAnane maLavAnI kaLA chupAyelI che ! huM to tyAM sudhI kahIza : A eka muhapattInA bolamAM samagra jaina zAsana paDeluM che. emAM bolIe chIe ne ? "mana gupti, vacana gupti, kAyagupti AdaruM." muhapattI paDilehaNa ApaNane nAnI kriyA lAge, paNa anubhavInI najare bahu ja virATa che, emAM sAdhanAnA bIja che. enA mAdhyamathI tame kevaLajJAna rUpI vRkSa meLavI zako. - A tIrthano mahimA samajavo hoya to saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samajavI paDaze. sAgaranI bhayaMkaratA samajyA vinA jahAjanI mahattA samajAya nahi, rAvaNa vinA rAmano, duryodhana vinA yudhiSThirano, aMdhakAra vinA prakAzano mahimA samajAya nahi. A saMsAra keTalo bhayaMkara che te to juo. A saMsAra sAgaramAM janma-jarA-mRtyu rUpa pANI che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 277 Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mithyAtva-aviratithI e UMDo che. mahAbhayaMkara kaSAyo pAtAla che. A kaSAyo mahAbhayaMkara lAge to ja te kADhavA tame prayatna karone ? kaSAyo bhayaMkara ja nahi, "mahAbhaMyakara che. enI bhayaMkaratA nathI lAgI mATe ja te kADhavA prayatna nathI karatA. bhUta, rAkSasa bhayaMkara lAge che, tenAthI tame Daro cho, paNa kaSAyothI Daro cho? tIrthamAM pravRtti thatI nathI, kAraNa ke saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA haju samajAI nathI, kaSAyothI Dara haju lAgato nathI. kaSAyo kADhayA vinA karmo koI divasa javAnA nathI, eTaluM lakhI rAkhajo. viSaya-kaSAyo bhUMDA lAgyA eTale ja tame saMsAramAMthI nIkaLyA cho ne ? paNa have e viSaya-kaSAyanI bhayaMkaratA bhUlI nahi jatA. - A saMsAra-sAgaramAM mohano Avarta che. nAvika paNa ghaNIvAra AmAM phasAI jAya. temAM jo vahANa phasAI jAya to bhUkkA ja nIkaLI jAya. kAmarAga, sneharAga, dRSTirAga, cAra kaSAyo, nava nokaSAyo, darzana mohanIya vagere mohanA ja prakAro che. mohanA kAraNe karma baMdhAya. e karmathI duHkho maLe. mATe pachI lakhyuM : duHkhonA samUharUpa duSTa jalacarothI bharelo A saMsAra-sAgara keTalAka magaramaccha ke mAchalA evA hoya ke AkhA ne AkhA mANasane ja khAI jAya. are, jahAjane paNa UthalAvI de tevA paNa matsya [zArka mAchalI vagere hoya. duHkhathI to haju bacI zakAya, paNa doSa to tenAthI paNa khataranAka che. rAga-dveSanA doSathI bhalabhalA bhrAnta thaI jAya che. mATe kahyuM : rAga-dveSanA pavanathI A saMsAra-sAgara satata khaLabhaLI rahyo che. A saMsAra sAgara ekalA hAthe na ja karAya. deva-guru karNadhAro tarIke joIe ja. rAga-dveSa-mohanA tophAno AvavAnA ja, paNa te 278 ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka pha Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vakhate DarIne ApaNAthI sAdhanA choDI na devAya. mATe bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lo. - saMyoga-viyoga rUpI mojAo ahIM AvatA rahe che. sAgaramAM mojA eTalA UMce UchaLe ke vahANa paNa tUTI paDe. keTalAka saMyogo jIvanane UMce paNa lAvI denArA hoya che. keTalAka saMyogo jIvanane pAyamAla karI denArA paNa hoya che.paraMtu eka vAta yAda rAkho : saMyoga sAro hoya ke kharAba, viyoga to thavAno ja. saMyoga-viyoga vinAnuM eka mAtra sthAna che : mokSa. e mATe to ApaNo A saghaLo prayatna che. kaSAyonA UkaLATa vakhate, saMyoga-viyoga vakhate ApaNo AtmA aDola rahe, svastha rahe, e mATe A badhuM zIkhavavAmAM Ave saMyoga-viyoga nahi Ave, kaSAyonA kAraNo na Ave, pariSado ke upasargo na Ave evuM na banI zake, paNa te vakhate ApaNuM mana svastha De te banI zake. bhagavAnane paNa pariSaho-upasargo Ave to ApaNe koNa ? mATe to vijaya nAmano eka Azaya khAsa haribhadrasUrijIe batAvyo che. keTalAka vidano evA hoya ke je ApaNA zubha praNidhAnane toDI nAkhe che. mATe ja AnAthI sAvadha thavAnuM che. pariSaha-jaya ke vidanajaya banne paryAyavAcI zabdo che. pariSahone jItyA vinA kArya-siddha nahi thAya. haju paNa saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA juo. * AzAonI bharatI ahIM AvatI rahe che. - ApaNI AzAo, IcchAo eTalI khataranAka hoya che ke je ApaNI ja sAdhanA bagADI nAkhe che. bIjA tarapha na jotAM ApaNI aMdara AvI spRhAo, mahattvAkAMkSAo hoya to te choDI dejo. yazovijayajI ma.nI zIkha : paranI spRhA mahAduHkha che, niHspRhatA mahAsukha che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 279 Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "parakI Aza sadA nirAzA, ye hai jagajana pAzA." evA manoratha ja zA mATe karavA ? viSaya-kaSAya saMbaMdhI IcchAo ja zA mATe karavI jethI duHkhI thavAya. Avo A saMsAra-sAgara khUba ja lAMbo che ? sAdhanAthI saMsAra TUMko karI zakAya che. e mATe ja ApaNe saMyama-jIvanamAM praveza karyo che. vacanAmRtam pUjyazrI [adhyAtmayogI pU.A.zrI. I.sa. 19mAM kacchamAM bhadrezvara tIrthamAM padhAryA hatA. agAuthI jaNAvyA pramANe amerikAnA jijJAsu mitrone samaya Apyo hato. satata vihArano ane janasaMparkano zrama hovA chatAM pUrI 45 miniTa upadeza Apyo. pUjyazrI : "amerikAmAM vaso cho ne? puNyodaya che ke pApodaya ? tyAM sukhasAmagrInI vipulatAne puyoga na mAnatA. e maLavAmAM anyanuM leNuM mAthe caDe che. A janmanA A zubhayogamAM te cUkavI devuM. kyAre cUkvazo ? darda thAya tyAre davA kyAre karo ? tarata ja ne? tema bhakti Adi dvArA dharmano yoga saphaLa banAvavo." - sunaMdAbena vorA 280 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAranI bhayaMkyatA samajAya tene ja tIrthanI mahattA samajAya. zrA.vada-6 21-8-2000, somavAra bhagavAna mahAvIre kevaLajJAna pachI 30 varSa sudhI dezanA dhArA calAvI pote sthApeluM tIrtha evuM majabUta banAvyuM ke ekavIsa hajAra varSa sudhI AMca na Ave. puSkarAvarta megha evo joradAra hoya che ke 2 1 varSa sudhI vinA varasAde dharatImAMthI pAka AvyA kare. bhagavAne paNa evI vANInI varSA karI ke 21 hajAra varSa sudhI dharmano pAka AvyA karaze. * tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI jema gaNadhara nAmakarma paNa hoya che. gaNadhara nAmakarma bAMdheluM hoya te ja gaNadhara banI zake. mATe ja 14 hajAra ziSyomAMthI 11 ja gaNadhara banI zakyA. agiyAreya gaNadharo brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmelA hatA. haribhadrasUri paNa brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmelA hatA. chatAM juo to kharA ! jai jai jai jaika ka ka ka ka ka ka la ka ja 281 Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emanA hRdayamAM jaina zAsana pratye kevuM ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bahumAna bhareluM che. emanA graMtho vAMcatA A badhuM samajAya che. vidhinuM bahumAna, avidhino niSedha, bhagavAna pratye pUrNa bahumAna vagere Dagale-pagale tamane emanA zAstromAM jovA maLe. nAnI nAnI vAtomAM paNa jovA maLaze. jinAlaya mATe lAkaDuM levA javuM hoya to paNa vidhi jaNAvavAnI nAnI vAta teo cUkatA nathI. * gaI kAle saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA ApaNe vicArI, saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samajAya tene ja tIrthanI mahattA samajAya. taDakAnA tApa vinA chAMyaDAno mahimA kyAM samajAya che ? A saMsAramAM rahIzuM tyAM sudhI janma-maraNanA cakkaramAM pharavuM ja paDaze. ahIM kyAMya eka sthAne satata rahevAnI suvidhA nathI. karmasattAno spaSTa orDara che H ahIM pharatA ja raho, sarakatA ja raho. satata sarakato/sarakAvato rahe te ja saMsAra che ! AvA saMsArathI zIdhra chuTavA ja ApaNe saMyamanA jahAjamAM beThA chIe. aDhAreya pApothI chakAya jIvone duHkha thAya che. emane thatA duHkhathI ApaNuM ja duHkha vadhe che mATe ja e pApa sthAnakanA sevananI bhagavAne nA pADI che. kharekhara ApaNe bIjA jIvo para upakAra karavo joIe, paNa ApaNe apakAra karI rahyA chIe. - caturvidha saMgha tIrtharUpa che. ApaNe jo tevA guNavALA chIe to saMghamAM chIe. nahi to ApoApa saMgha bAhya chIe. valkalacIrI jevA vyavahArathI saMgha bAhya hovA chatAM guNathI saMghanI aMdara che. guNa - saMpattinA AdhAre ja ApaNe sAdhaka banI zakIe. * baLada bhAra upADavAmAM dhorI gaNAya. sattvazALI munio paNa gacchano bhAra upADe che. mATe ja kahyuM: "munivRttamaithafritaM ddhimamiH " kharekhara to A vRSabhanI padavI levA jevI che. vRSabha jevA muniothI ja samudAya zobhe. game tyAre gocarI pANIkApa vagerenuM 282 A vAta eka ja eka eka eka ja : Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAma hoya, taiyAra ! pU. premasUrijInA samudAyamAM pU. maNiprabha vi., pU. dharmAnaMda vi. AvA vRSabha munio hatA, koIpaNa kArya mATe haMmeza taiyAra ja hoya. tame e mAnatA hazoH koI kAma na hoya, bhaNavAnuM na hoya te gocarI-pANI vagerenuM kAma karyA kare. paNa jANI loH pU. dharmAnaMdavi. [pAchaLathI pU. dharmajisUrijI] tyAre karma prakRti bhaNatA hatA. piMDavADA vakhate nizItha sUtra vaMcAvatA hatA. khUba ja pahocelA vidvAna hatA, chatAM kAma-kAjamAM paNa evA ja joradAra hatA. AvA munio muni - vRSabha kahevAya. - caturvidha saMghano ekeka sabhya eTale moharAjAnI sAme jaMge caDanAro bahAdura yoddho ! khArA samudra jevA saMsAramAM ApaNe sau rahIe chIe paNa caturvidha saMghanA jo ApaNe sabhya hoIe to saMsAranI khArAza ApaNane kaMI na karI zake. bIjA badhA mAchalA khAruM pANI pIe, paNa zRMgI matsya khArA samudramAM paNa mIThuM pANI pIe che. caturvidha saMghano pratyeka sabhya zRMgI masya che. uttama AcAraja muni ajjA, zrAvaka-zrAvikA acchajI; lavaNa jaladhimAMhe mIThuM jaLa, pIve zRMgI macchajI." -jinavijayajI. sAgara utaryA pachI samajadAra yAtrika jahAjane choDato nathI, jahAjane tame na choDo to sAgarathI pAra UtAravAnI javAbadArI tenI che. tIrthanA A jahAjano jo ApaNe tyAga na karIe to bhava-pAra karavAnI javAbadArI tenI che. munisuMdarasUrijIe adhyAtma-kalpadrumamAM yatizikSAdhikAramAM munine sArA evA TakA mAryA che ? tuM divasamAM nava vAra karemi bhaMte bole, chatAM pharI-pharI AvI ja sAvadya kriyA kare che ? to he muni ! tAruM zuM thaze ? tuM kyA moDhe svarga-mokSanI AzA rAkhe che ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * 283 Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A zikSA bIjAne nahi, potAne ja ApavAnI che. bIjAne salAha ApavAmAM ApaNe sau hoMziyAra chIe, eka mAtra potAnI jAtane choDIne ! saMthArA porasImAM eTale ja lakhyuMH "MALamajutAsa " A rIte muni potAnA AtmAne zikSA Ape. aDhaLaka puNya hoya to ja AvI durlabha sAmagrI maLe. ne AvuM maLyA pachI paNa pramAda thato rahe to zuM mAnavuM? aDhaLaka pApa? * sva-duSkRta-gaha ke sukRta-anumodanA ApaNA jIvanamAM nathI tenuM kAraNa ApaNA jIvanamAM zaraNAgati nathI. zaraNAgati hoya to bIjA be AvyA vinA na ja rahe. ArAdhanA vagere kAMI na hoya chatAM nirAza nahi thatA. Dola bhale kUvAmAM che. dorI hAthamAM che. dorI hAthamAM hoya pachI ciMtA zI ? AyuSyanI dorI hAthamAM che tyAM sudhI jAgRta banI jAva. AvI avicchinna uttama paraMparA sthAnakavAsI, terApaMthI, digaMbara, kAnajI, rajanIza ke dAdA bhagavAnanA koI anuyAyIone maLI nathI, ApaNane maLI che. te ApaNuM keTaluM saubhAgya gaNAya ? mane to AvI uttama paraMparA-uttama sAdhanA-paddhati kayAMya jovA maLI nathI, ahIM zuM nathI ? uttamakakSAnA dhyAnayoga, bhaktiyoga, jJAnayoga, cAritrayoga vagere badhuM ja che. AvuM maLavA chatAM ApaNe saMsAra-sAgara na tarI zakIe eno artha e ja thayo : cAlu jahAjamAMthI ApaNe sAgaramAM bhUsako mArI dIdho che. paNa nahi DaratA. bhagavAnane pakaDI lejo. A bhagavAna tamane game tevA tophAnamAM hAtho-hAtha pakaDIne bahAra kADhaze. "paNa muja navi bhaya hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re." game tevI vikTa paristhitimAM A bhagavAna mArga batAvaze. hamaNA ja bharasabhAmAM dhuraMdharavijayajIe pattharo pheMkyo : saMghane bhagavAna paNa name to AvA saMghane namaskAra, navakAramAM kema nathI karyo ? te vakhate to meM kaheluM : navakAramAM saMghane namana che ja. paNa bIjA ja divase vicAra Avyo ? namo rihaMta + arihaMtanI 284 * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJAne namaskAra ho ! AjJA eTale ja saMgha. ahIM saMghane namaskAra AvI ja gayo. A rIte mane zIkhavanAra bhagavAnane zI rIte bhUlAya ? tame bhagavAnane na choDo to bhagavAna tamane nahi ja choDe. nAmAdi cAramAMthI koI eka rUpe bhagavAnane pakaDI rAkhajo. bIjAne zuM ApavuM ? vyavahAramAM ApaNane koI sonAne badale loDhAno gaThTho Ape to kevuM lAge ? paNa ApaNe rAgadveSa rUpI kacaro ApatA kaMI vicAra karIe chIe ? ApaNI pAse AtmasaMpattirUpa maitrI Adi bhAvanAno zuM duSkALa paDyo che? durbhAvanAothI vyathita manane-jIvanane sudhAravA, svarUpa prApti mATe saMtavANInuM pAna kara. te vacanasAgaramAM DUbI jA. tuM paNa amRtarUpe pragaTa thaIza. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 285 Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ IHARMONVIsanA jalavA jiTamana mparacaMda sAjeDa kelyamA (panA rUpA.) dwaa thanAra phaG.) R bhagavAnane choDIne bIjo koI muktino mArga nathI. zrA. vada-7. 22-8-2000, maMgaLavAra namutthaNe sUtramAM gaNadharoe bhagavAna potAne kevA lAgyA ? te nikaTanA anubhavathI jaNAvyuM che. svarUpa-saMpadA, upayoga-saMpadA Adi vAMcavAthI bhagavAnanA mahimA viSe ApaNe vadhu jANakAra banIne temanA para vadhu bhaktivALA banI zakIe. prabhu pratye jema prIti ullasita bane tema bhakti vadhe. prIti ane bhakti vadhe tema temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAno ullAsa vadhe. sAkSAta paramAtmA maLe to paNa temanI pAse samavasaraNanI dezanA sivAya vadhu vakhata besavA na maLe. bAkInA samaye prabhunA nAma-mUrti vagere ja AdhArarUpa che. prabhu pratye prema hoya to prabhunA nAma-mUrti vagere para prema hoya ja. prabhunA nAma - guNa - mUrti vagere dvArA bhakta satata saMparkamAM 286 ja ke eka ja ja ja ja eka eka eka eka ke Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahe che. je bhagavAna para aDhaLaka prema chalakAya te bhagavAna kevA haze ? te jANavA paNa mana lAlAyita bane ja. e paNa jemaNe sAkSAt bhagavAna joyelA hoya temanA mukhethI bhagavAnanuM varNana sAMbhaLavuM kevuM game ? gaNadharoe bhagavAnane sAkSAt joyelA che. namutthaNamAM te joyelA bhagavAnanuM AbehUba varNana che. - municandrasUrijIe paMjikAmAM lakhyuM che : tIrtha rahe tyAM sudhI bhagavAnano upakAra cAlu ja rahe che. atyAre paNa cAlu che ne haju sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa sudhI upakAra cAlu ja raheze. bhojanazALA cAlu hoya to anna-dAnano upakAra thato rahe tema ahIM dharma-dAnano upakAra thato rahe che. | tIrthanuM eka ja kAma che ? jIvone saMsArathI pAra UtAravA. A kAma pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI cAlu ja cahevAnuM bhagavAnanI zakti tyAM sudhI sakriya Deze. je koI e zaktino sparza karaze tenuM kalyANa thavAnuM ja. * dhyAnavicAranA 24 valaya juo, to khyAla Ave ? e bhagavAnathI alaga nathI, bhagavAna sAthe joDAyelA ja che. bhagavAna mArgadAtA che, tema svayaM mArga paNa che. "rAjaH zivaH zivapavastra munIndra! nyAH " - bhaktAmara. bhagavAnane choDIne bIjo koI muktino mArga nathI. * mA-bApanI saMpatti putranI che, tema bhagavAnanI saMpatti bhaktanI che. bhakta ja bhagavAnano sAco vArasadAra che. praznavyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA 60 paryAyavAcI nAma che. temAM siddhonuM Azraya sthAna" (kevaLI bhagavAnanuM sthAna] nAma paNa che. eTale ke je ahiMsA para bese te ja siddhazilA para besI zake. kevaLI bhagavAnanuM sthAna paNa ahiMsA che. caraNa-karaNa sittarI ahiMsAnA prakAro che. ahiMsAnI ArAdhanA vinA, tIrthanI ArAdhanA vinA koI siddha kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 287 Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banI zake ? mATe ja ahiMsAne siddhonuM AzrayasthAna kahyuM che. ahiMsA - saMyama - tapanA pAlanamAM jeTalI kacAza, tIrthanI ArAdhanAmAM teTalI ja kacAza. zrAvaka pAse jema sthAvara-jaMgama saMpatti hoya tema bhagavAnanA tIrthane paNa saMpatti hoya. mATe ja lakhyuM. covacAtazuddhatharmasAt yuvata mahAsattAka vinAn traNeya lokamAM rahelA zuddha dharmanI saMpadAvALA sattvazALI jIvo bhagavAnanI ja saMpatti che. ahIM aDhIdvIpa na lakhatAM railokyagata lakhyuM, kAraNa ke asaMkhya dezaviratidharo, asaMkhya samyagadRSTi devo, nArako aDhIdvIpathI bahAra che, te saune samAvavA railokyagata lakhyuM. ahIM daSTi khUba ja vizALa che. ApaNe saMkucita dRSTi dharAvIe chIe. potAnAne paNa samAvI zakatA nathI, bhagavAnano saMgha eTalo vizALa che ke samagra brahmAMDane potAnAmAM samAvI le che. bhagavAnano A saMgha acinya zakti yukta kahyo che. acitya eTale cittathI vicArI na zakAya tevI zaktithI yukta. A saMgha aneka rIte upakAra karato ja rahe che. nalinI gulma vimAnanuM varNana sAMbhaLIne jAtismaraNa jJAna pAmelA aMvatIsukumAlane lAgeluMH nakkI A munio tyAM jaI AvyA lAge che. nahi to AvuM varNana zI rIte karI zake ? mATe ja ahIM lakhyuM : "avisaMvAdi' eTale ke saMvAdi ! satya ! jevuM che tevuM kahenAruM A pravacana che. pravacanaM to vA emaeTalA mATe lakhyuM ke pravacana [dvAdazAMgIrUpa pravacana] no AdhAra saMgha che. saMgha vinA pravacana kyAM rahe ? tIrtha kone kahevAya ? caturvidha zramaNa-saMgha tIrtha kahevAya, sAdhu-sAdhvI to zramaNa che ja. zrAvaka-zrAvikAne paNa ahIM zramaNa kahyA che. kAraNa bhAvimAM te zramaNa banAvAnA che ne vaLI tapa vagere sAdhanA mATe zrama karatA rahe che. zrama kare te zramaNa ! e arthamAM caturvidha saMghanA tamAma sabhya "zramaNa" che. zramaNa-pradhAna saMgha' Avo artha paNa karI zakAya, kAraNa ke 288 sa sa ka ka ka ma ka ra ra da ka ja Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIM sAdhunI pradhAnatA che. ne pasaM " he AyuSyan ! jaMbU ! je rIte meM bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLyuM che te rIte kahuM chuM : tti semi ! badhA ja AgamonA cheDe kahyuM che : "tti jemi' e pramANe (eTale ke bhagavAne kahyuM te pramANe, mArI buddhithI nahi huM kahuM chuM. ahIM sva-buddhinuM koI sthAna nathI. - navano AMkaDo akhaMDa che. game te saMkhyA sAthe tene guNo te AMkaDAnA saravALAmAM chelle nava ja Avaze. dA. ta. 9 x 2 = 18 [1 + 8 = 9]. ema pUrNane game tyAM laI jAva, temAMthI game teTaluM kADho ke game teTaluM temAM mUko. pUrNa pUrNa ja raheze. oM pUrNamadaH pUrNaM pUrNAt pUrNamudacyate / pUrNasya pUrNamAdAya, pUrNamevAvaziSyate / / - upaniSad ApaNI badhI pravRttinA mULamAM sUrya che. sUrya na Uge to aMdhArAmAM prAyaH koI pravRtti na thaI zake tema tIrtha vinA koI ja dharmapravRtti na thaI zake. ApaNI dharma-pravRttinuM mULa A tIrtha ja che, ema svIkAravuM rahyuM. bhavya jIvone A rIte dharmamAM pravartana karAvavAthI bhagavAna paraMparAe anugraha [upakAra karanArA che. bhagavAna anugraha [upakAra karanArA che ne ApaNe apakAra karanArA to nathI ne ? jainonA paryuSaNamAM ja jIvadayA Adi mATe keTalo phaMDa thAya ? keTalI tapazvaryA thAya ? tapa thAya eTale jIvone abhayadAna maLe ne ? muslImonA tahevAra bakarI Ida vagere samaye bakarA kapAya. jyAre ahIM jIvone abhayadAna maLe. mATe ja tIrthakarone paraMparAe anugraha karanArA kahyA che. ahIM paMjikAkAra lakhe che : paraMparAe (eTale ke anubaMdhathI potAnA tIrthanI anuvRttinA samaya sudhI sadgati vagerenA kalyANanI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 289 Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prApti karAvavA dvArA bhagavAna anugraha karanArA che. bhagavAna 28Sabhadeva dvArA e rIte pa0 lAkha kroDa sAgaropama sudhI upakAra thato rahyo. upAdAna-nimitta banne maLe tyAre dharma maLe. bhagavAna upakAra karatA ja rahe che. ApaNuM upAdAna taiyAra hoya tyAre bhagavAnano anugraha varase. bhale ApaNe koI mitra, guru, svajana, pustaka ke bIjA koI nimitte dharma pAmyA hoIe, paNa e badhAnuM mULa Akhare bhagavAna ja che. A rIte bhagavAna paraMparAe satata upakAra karatA ja e che. mane to ema ja lAge che : jema navakAra cauda pUrvano sAra che tema A haLAhaLa kaliyugamAM sarva zAstrono sAra A pustaka che. aNasamajune paNa A pustakathI ghaNI ja samaja maLe tema che. amane to jANe "paMtha vacce prabhujI maLyA." tema paMtha vacce ja "kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLI gayuM. tethI have banaze tyAM sudhI to varSamAM eka vAra to teno svAdhyAya karavA prayatna karIzuM ja. jenA kAraNe amArA jIvanamAM thatI kSatio dUra thAya. -sA. sujyeSThAzrI vAMcIe chIe pustaka, paNa AbhAsa thayA kare che ke ame vAMkImAM beThA chIe ane temanA svamukhe ja sAMbhaLI rahyA chIe. kharekhara A pustaka amArA jevAnA jIvanamAM dIvA-samAna nahi, paraMtu sUrya samAna che. - sA.vi2vanaMditAzrI 290 Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNA mATeja, bhaJvAna zAbdAtIta avasthAmAM gayelA hovA chatAM zabdonI duniyAmAM Ave che. zrA. vada-8. 23-8-2000, budhavAra 4 tIrthane kare te tIrthakara. A tIrthanI zaktine hRdayamAM sthApita kare te caturvidha saMgha ! tavyomAvikapama' bhagavAnanuM ajita zAntimAM AvatuM A vizeSaNa khUba ja adbhuta che. A padanA be artha thaI zake ? (1) sarvatomavatabhAvaH sarva lokamAM jemano prabhAva bhAvita thayelo che evA bhagavAna. (2) "sarvatomAMvitAmavi ?" sarva loka sAthe bhAvita karelo che AtmabhAva jemaNe. A bIjo artha abhuta che. sAdhu paNa jyAM sudhI sarva jIvone AtmabhUta na jue tyAM sudhI sAdhutAmAM prANa nathI Avato. Atmatulya nahi, paNa sarva jIvone AtmabhUta mAnavA. A sAdhanAnI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ceka * * ka ka la ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka 291 Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parAkASThA che. Ama thAya to ja sarva AtmAmAM paramAtmA dekhAze, jIvamAM ziva dekhAze. Ama dekhAya to koIpaNa jIvanI AzAtanA thAya ? AzAtanA mAtra bhagavAnanI nathI hotI, jIvonI paNa hoya che : 'savvapANabhUajIvasattANaM aasaaynnaae|' jIvo to siddhonA sAdharmika baMdhuo che. emanI sAthe game te rIte zI rIte vartAya ? zuddhanayanI dRSTie A jIva bhagavAna che. emanuM apamAna te bhagavAnanuM apamAna che. bhArata sarakAranA eka sainikanuM apamAna te bhArata sarakAranuM apamAna che. A jIvo paNa bhagavAnano parivAra che. bhagavAne sarva sAthe aikya sAdhyuM che. - sUryanI jema bhagavAnano paNa svabhAva cheH upadezano prakAza Apavo, tIrthanI sthApanA karavI. mauna rahevAthI bALa jIvo samajatA nathI. zabdonI duniyAmAM ramatA jIvone zabdothI ja samajAvavA paDe, azabda na cAle. ApaNA mATe ja bhagavAna zabdAtIta avasthAmAM gayelA hovA chatAM zabdonI duniyAmAM Ave che. bhagavAnanI A ja karuNA che. e jovA ApaNI pAse dRSTi joIe. * zAstrIya padArthomAM sva-unsekSA ke mati-kalpanA na ja cAle. ahIM to saMpUrNa zAstrAdhAra ja joIe. * huM dararoja pAchaLanuM thoDuMka punarAvartana karIne AgaLa vadhuM chuM. kAraNa ke mane vizvAsa che H tame punarAvartana nahi karatA ho. tame jo punarAvartana karatA ho to mAre punarAvartana karAvavAnI jarUra ja na rahe. * A huM boluM chuM te mAtra bhagavAnanA baLathI ja boluM chuM, ema mAnuM chuM. bAkI umaranA hisAbe to bolI zakAya tema nathI. je kAMI paNa boluM chuM te bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja boluM chuM ne bhagavAnanA caraNomAM ja te samarpita rksa chuM. A bhagavAnane huM kadI bhUlato nathI. ne tamane paNa e ja salAha ApuM chuM kadI bhagavAnane bhUlazo nahi. sAdhanAmAM bahu ja AgaLa vadhI gayo chuM. kSamA vagere guNo AtmasAt thaI gayA che, eTale have bhagavAnanI jarUra nathI, ema mAnIne bhagavAnane choDI 292 eka ja da Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi detA, ApaNA guNo to kAcanI baraNI che. phuTatAM vAra zI? kSAyopathamika bhAvanI jALavaNI karavI ja paDaze. bhagavAna vinA e jALavaNI zakya ja nathI. kriyA vAraMvAra A mATe ja karavAnI che. jIvanabhara A ja kriyA zA mATe karavAnI? evuM nahi vicAratA. roja enI e roTalI-zAka, dALa-bhAta vagere khAnArA ApaNe roja-rojanI kriyAthI kaMTALIe chIe paNa A khAvA vagerenI kriyAthI kema kaMTALatA nathI ? yAda rAkho : ApaNI sAdhanAnI kamANI luMTavA A coraTAo taiyAra ja che. ApaNe heja gAla rahyA to guMDA tamArI upara caDI beThA ! mATe ja A guNa-kamANInI jALavaNI karavAnI che. guNavRddhyai tataH kuryAt, kriyAmaskhalanAya vA / ekaM tu saMyamasthAnaM, jinAnAmavatiSThate / " - jJAnasAra. kevA adUbhuta bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che. jagatamAM lAkho - kroDo - abajo mANasone je nathI maLyA te ApaNane maLyA che. Avo ahobhAva jaLavAI rahe to prabhu tarapha bhakti pragaTyA vinA na rahe. Avo bhakta ja prabhu pAse kahe : sevaUT mamavamaravaMDA... ma ma tuSTaaIu mane saddagurunI sevA ane bhagavAnanA caraNanI sevA bhavobhava maLajo. suguru AdinI sAmagrI meLavI ApanArA paNa bhagavAna ja che. bhagavAna sAthe jo premanuM joDANa thaI gayuM to ApaNI guNasaMpatti anubaMdhavALI banI javAnI ! janmAMtaramAM paNa e guNa-saMpatti sAthe cAlavAnI ! (5) saMyasaMvRddhALa ! bhagavAnano anugraha anya darzanInI jema ApaNe nathI mAnatA. mahezanA anugrahathI ja jJAna thAya che tema ekAtte ApaNe nathI mAnatA. ApaNe ema mAnIe chIe : sAme jIvanuM upAdAna paNa kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 2 3 Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taiyAra joIe. sUryane jhIlavA AMkho paNa taiyAra joIe. ghuvaDa bicAruM sUryane jhIlI nathI zakatuM. jIvanI yogyatA paNa mahattvapUrNa che. te A padathI spaSTa thAya che. bhagavAna prathama vakhata bodha pAme che temAM potAnI yogyatA ja mukhya hoya che. [bhAre varasAda paDavAthI patarAno avAja AvatAM, samaya pahelA vAcanA pUrNa karavAmAM AvI.] mArgadarzana haidrAbAdamAM jJAnasAranA zamASTakano eka zloka pUjyazrIe pU.kalApUrNasUrijIe samajAvyo. e cAra divasanA bodhanI saMkSipta nodha "bhavAMtano upAya sAmAyika yoga" nA pustakamAM mUkavAmAM AvI che. ane ghaNA praznono javAba maLI gayo. vaLI eka prazna hato : jUnA saMskAro hajI pIcho choDatA nathI. jApamAM citta joDo. roja amuka jApa karo. arihaMta prabhunI karUNA e che ke tene je bhaje che tene temanI sAthenuM aMtara kapAI jAya che. ane satAvatA saMskAro nAza thavA mAMDe che. prazna : sAhebajI, hajI janmo thavAnA/deha dhAraNa thavAno. sAthe dehanA saMskAro, vAsanAo uThe ane jIva ATale Avyo te vaLI pAcho paDaze ? tevo ajaMpo thAya pUjyazrI : "ATale kevI rIte pahoMcyA ? tenA ja zaraNathI ne ! 'hA' to pachI have ajaMpo zA mATe ? tenI ja bhakti mukti sudhI laI javA samartha "hajI jIvamAM pUrI zaraNAgati nathI AvI tethI bhaya-ajaMpo rahe che." prabhune pUrA samarpita thAva pachI bhayamukta thavAze. te abhaya denArA che. zaraNAgati svIkAro. zubhasaMskAronI vRdhdhi thatI raheze. ane Atmazakti pragaTa thatAM pahoMcI javAze. "ame apUrNa, pUrNane pUrNa rIte kevI rIte samarpita thavuM ?" bhale vartamAna dazA apUrNa hoya paNa zaktithI AtmA pUrNa che, samartha che. pUrNanuM lakSya karo, pUrNa zaraNAgati svIkAro. pachI prabhunuM ane ApaNuM aMtara kapAtAM pUrNa apUrNanA bheda kapAI jaze." - sunaMdAbena vorA 294 ja na ra ma ra ra ra ra ra ra ra za da Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda na Avato hoya to samajavuM haju ApaNe abhabodhi chIe. zrA. vada-9 24-8-2000,guruvAra. bhagavAnanuM A lokottara tIrtha joI aneka bhavya AtmAo rAjI thAya. A rAjI thavuM te ja yoga-bIja che. bIja paDI gayA pachI ja AgaLanI prakriyA zarU thAya che. jemaNe pUrva janmamAM bIja nAkhelA haze tenA avazya kyAreka aMkUrA phUTavAnA. bhagavAna maLe paNa bIja kyAre paDe ? Adara jAge tyAre. bhagavAna ghaNIvAra maLyA, paNa ApaNane ahobhAva nathI jAgyo, Adara nathI jAgyo mATe ja ApaNuM ThekANuM nathI paDyuM. haju paNa Adara na jAgyo hoya to ThekANuM paDI jaze ema nahi mAnatA. yogAvaMcaka prANIne bhagavAnanI vANI amRta jevI mIThI lAge. ApaNe joIe che ke koIka ne bhagavAnanI vANI game che koIkane nathI gamatI. be bhAI sadA sAthe ja rahetA, auka ja eka eka eka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka 295 Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI kriyAmAM bheda nathI, bhaNavuM, ramavuM, jamavuM, bhamavuM- badhuM ja sAthe kare, paNa bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLatAM ekane AnaMda thayo, samakita maLyuM, bIjAne koI ja AnaMda na Avyo. eka kahe : AnaMda Avyo. bIjo kahe : kaMTALo Avyo. Aja sudhI kyAreya nahi ne Aje kema judAI ? banne vicAramAM paDI gayA, bIjA divase nAnA bhAIe bhagavAnane pUchyuM : mane AnaMda Avyo. moTA-bhAIne kema AnaMda na Avyo ? pUrva janma batAvatAM kahyuM : tame banne bhAIo hatA, corI karavAnA dhaMdhe caDI nAmI cora tarIke prasiddha thayA. koTavALe pIcho karyo paNa bane doDIne guphAmAM bharAyA. tyAM eka muni kAussagga karatA hatA. ekane AnaMda thayo :kyAM mAruM nIca jIvana ! kyAM A uttama jIvana? teNe sva-niMdA ane muninI prazaMsA karI, AvuM na thAya tyAM sudhI doSa na jAya, ne guNa na Ave. paraniMdA hoya tyAM sudhI guNadRSTi nathI AvatI. sva-niMdA Ave eTale guNa-dRSTi Ave ja. sva-niMdA thatAM sva-duSkRta gaha Ave. pachI guNadRSTi AvatAM sukRta anumodanA Ave. pachI guNasaMpanna bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati Ave. A ja krama che. bIjAe muni joI vicAryuM joyuM? koI dhaMdho maLyo nahi te bAvA banIne besI gayA ! muMDa muMDAye tIna guNa - miTe zirake khAja; khAneko laDu mile, loka kahe mahArAja ! bIjAe Ama munine dhikkAryA. A ja kAraNe ekane AnaMda thayo, bIjAne na thayo. samajAya che mArI vAta ? A bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda na Avato hoya to samajavuM H haju ApaNe durlabhabodhi chIe. AnaMda Avato hoya to samajavuM H pUrva jIvanamAM kyAreka kyAMka 296 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIja paDI gayuM che. (5) saMsaMdhuddhALuM bahArathI bhale ema lAge ke bhagavAna bIjA dvArA upadeza bhavAMtaramAM pAmyA che. hakIkatamAM teo svayaM potAnI yogyatAthI pAme che. mATe ja bhagavAna svayaMsaMbuddha kahevAyA che. ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. A padathI jeo mahezanA anugrahathI ja bodha thAya evuM mAne che te matanuM khaMDana thayuM. aDiyala ghoDA jevA keTalAka khaDuzo game teTaluM samajAvo paNa samajatA ja nathI. keTalAka kaDu maga evA hoya che je sIjhatA ja nathI. magazela para puSparAvarta megha paDe toya bhIMjAya nahi. tema keTalAka eTalA ayogya hoya che ke game teTaluM samajAvo, paNa samaje ja nahi ! A upAdAnanI ayogyatA che. bhagavAnanuM upAdAna eTaluM taiyAra hoya che ke gurune khAsa kazo prayatna karavo paDato nathI. thoDI sUcanA, thoDo IzAro emanA mATe paryApta che. kedArane [kumaLA choDane kuhADIno thoDoka ja sparza thatAM kevo kapAI jAya che ? bhagavAnane thatuM samyagdarzana "varabodhi' kahevAya che. jAtya ratnanI jema emanAmAM A sahaja yogyatA hoya che. bhagavAnanuM tathAbhavyatva anAdi kALathI ja viziSTa hoya che. namutthaNaMnA ekeka vizeSaNothI anya-anya matanuM khaMDana thatuM jAya che. gaNadhara bhagavaMto dvArA stuti ja evA prakAranI thAya, jemAM emanI stuti arihaMtane ja lAgu paDe, anyano vyavaccheda thato jAya. (6) purisuttamArga bhagavAna puruSomAM uttama che. bauddho mAne che : badhA ja jIvo sarakhA che. ahIM e matanuM khaMDana thayuM che. bhagavAnamAM keTalIka evI vizeSatA che ke je bIjAmAM jovA na maLe ? 'bhagavAnanI keTalIka vizeSatAo kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 + + ra ja sa 297 Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (1) "kAuttine te parArthavyasininaH " bhagavAna sadA kALa mATe popakAranA vyasanI hoya. jene koI cIjanuM vyasana hoya te e vinA 7ii ja na zake. e eno zokha ja hoya. vanaspatimAM kalpavRkSa, pattharamAM ciMtAmaNi banI tyAM paNa paropakAra cAlu! jema vANiyAno dIkaro jelamAM jAya toya dhaMdho cAlu rAkhe ne? bhagavAnano ekendriyamAM paNa paropakArano dhaMdho cAlu hoya jagazIbhAI sAheba ! ahIM [pAlItANAmAM paNa dhaMdho cAlu pUjyazrI H vAcanAmAM to koI dhaMdho nathI karatuM ne? AkhI duniyA svArthapUrNa che. svArthanA kAjaLathI AkhuM jagata bhareluM che. svArthanI vAta hoya to AgaLa ! paropakAranI vAta Ave to moTuM nIce ! A ApaNAmAMno lagabhaga badhAno svabhAva ! bhagavAnano svabhAva tethI UlaTo hoya. samyagradarzana maLyA pachI to A guNa evo parAkASThAe pAme ke sarva jIvone zAsana-rasika karavAnI bhAvanA pedA thAya. huM mokSe jAuM ne bIjA ahIM saMsAramAM rahe te kema cAle ? mAruM cAle to saune mokSamAM pahoMcADI daUM. AvI ja bhAvanAthI tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe. AnA prabhAve ja bhagavAna moTA samUhane tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM dharma-mArge vALI zake che. caturvidha saMghanA sabhyone bhagavAna evA taiyAra kare ke teo paNa bIjAne dharma-mArge caDAvatA rahe. tuMgIA nagarInA zrAvako evA hatA ke kAcA-pocA sAdhuo tyAM jatA gabharAtA. eka mahArAje tuMgIAmAM praveza karyo paNa ogho UMdho rAkhelo. dazI AgaLa-dAMDI pAchaLa ! A joI zrAvakoe vaMdana na karyA. pachI khabara paDI tyAre munie bhUla svIkArI. AvA zrAvako 298 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hatA ! A AkhI tIrthanI sthApanA parArtha-rasikatAnA guNa parathI ja thaI che.paropakAra karavo to evo karavo ke pachI kadI tene bIjA kazAnI jarUra na paDe. bhIkhArIne tame keTaluM Apo ? mAlazIbhAIH badhuM to na ja ApIe. pUjyazrI H bhagavAna to eTaluM Ape, tamAruM potAnuM ja svarUpa ApI de, jethI tamAruM anAdinuM dAridraya maTI jAya. parArtharasikatA tIrthaMkaranI utkRSTa hoya che. gaNadhara, yugapradhAna, AcAryo vagerenI kramazaH thoDI-thoDI [parArtharasikatA) hoya che. keTalAka saMsAra rasika jIvo paropakArI hovAno dekhADo kare kharA, paNa kare mAtra svArtha mATe. koI AcAryanA bhakta hovAno svAMga sajIne duniyAnA paisA laI hoIA karI janArA paNa hoya che. tame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLo cho ne ? pratijJA loH AjanA divase koInuM kArya karyA vinA khAvuM nahi. to ja A sAMbhaLeluM sArthaka gaNAze. kAntibhAIH naraka-nigodamAM zuM paropakAra kare? pUjyazrI H emanA bhAvone juo to khabara paDe, koI sAmagrI maLe to parArthatA camake. narakamAM rahelA zreNika atyAre vicAre che : bicArA, A jIvo narakAdimAMthI kayAre chuTaze ? | tIrthakara to zuM ? caturvidha saMghanA dareka sabhyanI A bhAvanA hoya : yi i3 Inta navA : A bicArA ekendriyAdi jIvo tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLI kyAre paMcendriyAdi pAmIne saddharma pAme ! A badhuM samajavA sUkSma buddhi joIe. . kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 299 Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka bhA.suda-4 2-9-2000, zanivAra, khImaIbena dharmazALA. [kalpasUtranA vAMcana pachI caturvidha saMgha samakSa jenA mATe ApaNe vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLyA, kartavyo karyA, te "kSamApanA" che. zramaNa jIvanano sAra 'upAma' che. muninuM bIjuM nAma paNa "kSamAzrama' che. 'khamiavvaM khamAviavvaM, uvasamiavvaM uvasamAviavvaM / ' A ApaNo dharma che. moTAnAnA sau paraspara khamAve che. kSamA mAMgavAnI paNa che ane ApavAnI paNa kaSAyo nAza nathI pAmyA tyAM sudhI dabAyelA zatru samajavA. kyAre paNa e udayamAM AvI zake che. mohanuM kAma che : jIvane saMkalpavikalpamAM pADavo. cAritranuM kAma che : jIvane 300 ja zaka che ke eka ja ra * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja sa ja sa ja eka ke Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMkalpa-vikalpathI choDAvavo. banne potAnuM kAma kare che. AtmA jyAM rahe tenI jIta che. AtmAno upayoga dharmarAjAmAM hoya tyAre sAdhanA thAya, moharAjAmAM hoya tyAre virAdhanA thAya. A ja vAtane alaga alaga rIte so samajAve che. "zravaH sarvathA TecaH 3padma saMvaraH" -vItarAga stotra. mana-vacana-kAyAno nirodha to ayogI ja karI zake tyAM sudhI temane zubhamAM pravartAvavA, karmabaMdhathI choDAve evA kAryo karavA e ja AdhAra che. paNa e atyAre karmane AdhIna che. te saMkalpa-vikalpa karAve che. mohanA mukhya be putra rAga-dveSa che. dveSanA putro : krodha, mAna. rAganA be : mAyA, lobha. Ama ghaNo moTo parivAra che mohano. mahApuNyodaye jaina zAsana maLI gayuM che. enA rahasyone batAvanAra guru maLI gayA che. to A jIvana evuM jIvIe ke karmanI jALamAMthI mukta banI javAya. bhUla game tenI thaI hoya, kSamA ApavA levAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI. caMDapradyote guno karyA chatAM udayane kSamA mAgI, te to ArAdhaka banyo ja. ApaNe paNa kSamAne apanAvI ArAdhaka banavAnuM che. dveSa kAMTo che bhagavAna ene kADhavA mAMge che. bIjo koI kADhI nahi zake. dararoja deivasia-rAI, paMdara divase pikUkhI], cAra mahine [comAsI], bAra mahine siMvaccharI] pratikramaNa karavAnuM eTale ja vidhAna che. bAra mahine paNa pratikramaNa na karo to tamAro kaSAya anaMtAnubaMdhI kahevAya ne te tamane durgatimAM laI jAya. kSamAnA AlaMbanathI kaSAyone kADhavAnA che. svayaM upazAnta banI, bIjAne banAvI ApaNe ArAdhaka banavuM che. zramaNa jIvanano sAra 'upazama' che. muninuM bIjuM nAma paNa "kSamAzrama" che. mukhyatAe kalpasUtra sAdhu mATe ja che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 301 Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koI paNa kArya vaDIla-gurune pUchyA vinA na karI zakAya. karo to virAdhaka bano. kAraNa ? "mariyA pAvA gALati " sarvatomukhI jJAna gurunI pAse hoya che. gocarIne jotAM ja gurue gaMdha dvArA jANI amuka vastune kADhI mUkI, kAraNa ke emAM jhera hatuM. gurune ja e khabara paDe. hemacandrasUrijInuM mRtyu A ja rIte thayeluM. pAMca paDalA A mATe ja rAkhavAnA hoya che. gocarI vakhate yogIe nakha dvArA lADavAmAM jhera ThAlaveluM. ne ethI sUrijInuM mRtyu thayeluM. krodhano kAMTo kADhavA ja A mahAparva che. jenI sAthe krodha hoya tenI sAthe khAsa kSamApanA karavAnI che. aMtarathI kSamA mAMgajo, Apajo ane apanAvajo. A kalpasUtra banAvanAra huM nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra deve rAjagRhInA guNazIla caityamAM ghaNA deva-devI nara ane nArIonI vacce A badhuM batAvyuM che. meM to e akSaro mAtra lakhyA che. ema bhadrabAhu svAmI kahe che. A dazAzrutaskaMdhanuM AThamuM adhyayana che. pustaka malyuM che. suMdara preraNAdAyI che. anekane upayogI banaze. - padmasAgarasUri 302 * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ma maka Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ruNA vivanI mAtA che. bhA. suda-5 3-9-2000, somavAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA sAmUhika kSamApanA tathA varaghoDAnA caDAvA. pUjya AcArya navaratnasAgarasUrijI H jinazAsananI mahAna prabhAvanA karanArA A varaghoDAmAM saue upasthita rahevAnuM che. jinazAsananI prabhAvanAmAM ApaNe kaMI paNa nimitta, banIe, evuM bhAgya kakyAMthI ? pUjya AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H rathayAtrAnuM prayojana zuM ? kAna kholIne sAMbhaLI lo ke tame ke huMApaNe saue sau prathama jainadharma prApta karyo, tenuM bIja zI rIte paDayuM? koIka bhavamAM A rathayAtrA joIne ahobhAva pedA thayo haze ? prazaMsA e ja bIja che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 # # # # # # # # # # # # 303 Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kumArapALanI rathAyAtrAmAM 1800 kroDapatio rahetA. kalakattAnI rathayAtrAmAM baMgALI bAbuo nAce. darekanA mAthA para TopI. ApaNe pUrvajonA puNyanA kAraNe thoDA phATI gayA chIe ! puNyano vAraso AgaLa calAvavo hoya to A paraMparAno vAraso AgaLa jALavavo paDaze. dareke TheTha sudhI sAthe rahevAnuM. A mATe khAsa karIne huM pUjanIya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone kahIza, vinaMti karIza. AvatI kAle mAtra darzana karIne jatA nahi rahetA, chelle sudhI joDAIne rahezo. dareka hAjara rahe to keTalI zobhA lAge ? pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI paryuSaNa pahelA je rIte lAbha lIdho, emAM zikhara svarUpa A rathayAtrA nIkaLaze. temAM badhAe bhAga levAno che. tame kyAreka jUnAgaDhamAM mahAzivarAtrie ardhI rAtre bhavanAthanI rathayAtrA nIkaLe che, te jojo. badhA ja saMnyAsIo hAjara hoya. saMnyAsinIo tyAM nahivat hoya. ahIM sAdhvIjIo vadhAre che. jagannAthanI aSA. suda-2nA amadAvAdamAM nIkaLatI rathayAtrA paNa joradAra nIkaLe. caturvidha saMghanA badhA ja sabhyo dRSTA karatAM dRzya banI jAya to vadhu sAruM raheze. jonArA tarIke bIjA hoya. ApaNe nahi. prAcIna kALamAM pATaliputra Adi nagaromAM rathayAtrAmAM sau hAjara rahetA. moTo samrA hoya te paNa joDAya. joDAya zA mATe ? bhagavAnano ratha kheMce. bhagavAna pAse to ApaNe pazu ja chIe ne? gharanA baLada to badhA cho ne ! alabatta natha vagaranA ! e to ghaNIvAra banyA, bhagavAnanA rathamAM baLada banavAnuM bhAgya kyAMthI ? UghADe mAthe kyAM javAya, te jANo cho ne ? ahIM badhA mAthe kAMIpaNa nAkhIne Avajo. kAMI na hoya to dhotIyuM raMgIne paherI Avajo. 1000 jeTalA muguTo taiyAra che ane khImaI dharmazALAmAM paNa 150 sAphA taiyAra che. Dhora kyAreya mAthuM bAMdhe nahi. ApaNe na bAMdhIe to Dhora jevA nahi? besIne khAya te mANasa ! UbhA khAya te Dhora ! mATe ja buphene huMbalo kahuM chuM. sAdhu thayA 304 mA ja ja eka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka ka , Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sivAya mAthuM UghADuM na rakhAya. mAthuM kiMmatI che. ene UghADuM na rakhAya. mAravADamAM rAyakA (rabArI) nuM mAthuM kadI UghADuM na hoya; pagamAM joDA na hoya tevuM haju bane ! TAla, sapheda vALa vagere UghADuM mAthuM rahevAnA kAraNe ja thavA mAMDayuM che. Akho varaghoDo paramAtmamaya banavo joIe. bIjI vAta - saMyojakonI pharIyAda che? tapasvIo 2600 che, paNa nAma mAtra 74 ja AvyA che. paNa meM kahyuM H badhuM barAbara thaI raheze. tamArA vAhano bharAI jaze. hamaNA ja maMDapa bharAI gayone ? haju kalAka pahelA ja thoDAka ja mANaso hatA. paNa uparavALo beTho che ne ? ApaNe zI cintA ? candrakAntabhAI H amadAvAdamAM jagannAthanA varaghoDAno rUTa 22 ki.mI. hoya. hakaDeThaTha pablIka ! savAre 4-00 vAgyethI zarU thaI rAtre - be vAgye pUro thAya. A sAme ApaNo varaghoDo kevo ? paNa AvatI kAlano varaghoDo aitihAsika banavo ja joIe. kevA-kevA AcArya bhagavaMto ahIM birAjamAna che ? jemanA nAmathI paNa pApo khapI jAya, evA AcArya bhagavaMtonI nizrA maLe kayAMthI? pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI H khAmemi savva jIve. >> anaMta upakArI tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIradeve ahiMsA, saMyama, taparUpa dharma batAvyo che. badhA dharmomAM jIvo pratye karuNAmaitrI vyApaka che. hRdayamAM jo e na hoya to koIne bacAvI na zakAya. ahiMsA, karuNA vagere samAnArthaka ja che. ahiMsA vizvanI mAtA che. zivamastu. pachInI bIjI gAthA juo.. zivamastu. mAM sarvane sukhI banAvavAnI bhAvanA che. te kyAMthI pedA thAya ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 305 Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ daM tistharamAyA' huM tIrthaMkaranI mAtA zivA chuM. zivA eTale mAtra neminAtha bhagavAnanI mAtA nahi. zivA eTale karuNA, ahiMsA! praznavyAkaraNamAM ahiMsAnA 60 paryAyavAcI nAmomAM zivA zabda paNa che. A bhAvanA bhAvita banAvIe to ja bhagavAnanA bhakta banI zakIe. ApaNA sarva pratikramaNamAM A bhAvanA che ja. IriyAvahiyaM mAM paNa che ja. kSamA-maitrI saMkaLAyelA che. AkhuM jena-zAsana karuNAmaya che. sAMvatsarika kSamApanA mATe ja to paryuSaNa che ane tenA kartavyo che. paraspara kSamApanA mATe ja A Ayojana hatuM, paNa tame caDAvAmAM A badhuM bhUlI gayA. jo ke loko UThI jatAM mArA mATe sAruM ja thayuM. kAraNa ke thoDA mANasomAM ja mAro avAja pahoMce che. | mArA taraphathI ke koI mahAtmA taraphathI koIne paNa kaSTa ke pIDA pahoMcyA hoya te badala sarva mahAtmAo vatIthI huM micchAmi dukkaDa mAMguM chuM. mahAmUluM samAdhAna pUjya zrI pU.kalApUrNasUrijI) ne jyAM vaMdanArthe javAnuM thatuM tyAM pUrA vAtsalyathI eka kalAka bodha ApatA. surata javAnuM thayuM tyAre ekavAra pUchyuM ke mananI sthiratA pakaDAtI nathI. tyAre mArgadarzana ApyuM. saMsAranA nimitto manane caMcaLa kare che mATe prabhubhaktimAM vRddhi karo. prabhu sanmukha thAva. tenI ja kRpA meLavo eTale mana zubha bhAvathI bhAvita thaze - sunaMdAbena vorA 306 . Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika guNonA vikAsa mATe atyaMta jarUrI evI dharma-vAvaNI che : guNa-guNInI prazaMsA bhA. suda-12 10-8-2000, ravivAra khImaIbena dharmazALA -: sanmAna samAro :dharmIcaMdajI vinAyakiyA [vijayavADA] yahA~ para A kara mujhe bahuta phAyadA haA / maiM to mAnatA mAnatA hU~ ki cAturmAsa meM rahanA mere lie zibira hI bana gaI / aneka prakAra ke dharmAcaraNa mere jIvana meM prekTIkala bana gaye / / ____ agAdhatA samudra kI lajjA rahI hai jJAna se, udAratA bhI karNa kI hArI hai zrutadAna se; saumyatA ko dekhakara yaha cAMda bhI karatA rudana, sUri kalApUrNa ke caraNa yugameM hama kare zata zata namana. pUjyazrI kI nizrAmeM hama saba eka dUsaroM ke lie kalyANa-mitra bane hai / 5he, dApUsUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 307 Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjya gurudevako prArthanA hai : hamako bhI mukti meM sAtha-sAtha le jAnA / rajanIkAntabhAI, madanalAlajI kAveDIA Adi ArAdhakoe paNa potAnA udgAro vyakta karyA. adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI zatruMjayanI godamAM Avo anumodanAno avasara ApaNI AdhyAtmika paMjI che. koI mila vagerenI ejansI maLatAM AnaMda thAya to ahIM anumodanAno avasara maLatAM AnaMda na thAya ? AdhyAtmika guNonA vikAsa mATe atyaMta jarUrI evI dharma vAvaNI che. guNaguNInI prazaMsA. anaMta pugala parAvarta pachI ja A maLe che. A ja bIja che. bIja pachI aMkUrA vagere durlabha nathI. bIja ja durlabha che. A cAturmAsamAM banne samAjoe [vAgaDa vizA ozavALa tathA vAgaDa sAta covIzI vIzA zrImALI] maLIne yojanA karI. ozavALa samAja bhAgyazALI ke TheTha caitra mahinAthI atyAra sudhI temane lAbha maLyo. tamAro akhaMDa bhaktibhAva joI prasannatA thaI che. amArA [sAdhu sivAya khAsa koIe vihAra paNa karyo nathI. A zrAvakazrAvikA saMghane ame zuM ApIe ? te aMge amAre vicAravAnuM che. amArA taraphathI upadeza ApavAmAM khAmI paNa rahI gaI hoya. tamArA manane, kAnane game tevuM amAre pIrasavuM paDe. pIrasanAre dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe ? kadAca ene jhADA vagere na thAya. ene pace nahi. AvuM kaMI thayuM hoya, loko vividha prakAranA hoya che, thAya paNa kharuM ! tamArI vyavasthA suMdara che, chatAM amArA taraphathI kaMIka evuM AvezamAM bolAI gayuM hoya to e zabdo yAda nahi rAkhatA, bhUlI jajo. pU. padma-jIta vijayajIthI laIne sarva guru bhagavaMtoe je amArA para javAbadArI rAkhIH A vargane bhUlatA nahi. eTale ja, bhale 7-8 varSa bahAra pharI AvyA, paNa Akhare AvyAne ? bane samAja khAsa kadI bhegA na thAya, bhegA na De, paNa A vakhate banne sAthe maLIne cAturmAsa karAvyuM ne? koI boja nathI lAgyone ? premajIbhAI ! koI boja lAgyo? hamaNA sAdharmika mATe amadAvAdamAM nava kroDa thayA, te sAMbhaLyuM haze? A badhuM sAMbhaLIne ApaNe preraNA levAnI che. 308 * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 eka Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIM ArAdhakomAM mAtra tamArA ja samAjanA nahi, bhAratabharanA loko AvatA rahe che. cAturmAsanA ArAdhako sivAya paNa pAMca-paccIsa divasa rahenArA paNa hoya che. paNa tame kadI nA pADI nathI; udAratA pUrvaka sauno samAveza karatA rahyA cho. pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijI H pUjya gurudeve kevA suMdara zabdomAM anumodana karyuM ? AvA dIrdhadraSTA pU. gurudeva na maLe to zrI saMgha mATe yogya mArgadarzana kayAMthI maLe ? mArmika preraNA koNa Ape ? ATalA varSomAM banne samAjomATe pUjyazrIe kadI nahi karelI vAto A cAturmAsamAM karaze ema lAge che. saMgItakAra Azu vyAsa zrI kaccha-vAgaDa dezoddhAraka nAmathI pakAva cho, ne bhAvanuM jharaNuM nahi, sAgara tame kahevAva cho; AzunuM A che bhAva sarjana, ApanA caraNe dharuM, kalApUrNasUri guru caraNamAM, bhAvathI mastaka dharuM... magajathI tarka, jIbhathI zvAsa, aMtarathI bhAva nIkaLe che. satkarmathI siddhi maLe to, nAmanA kahevAya che, ne bhAvathI IcchA maLe to, bhAvanA kahevAya che; sAdhakathI sAdhya maLe to, sAdhanA kahevAya che, ne hRdayathI zabdo maLe to, prArthanA kahevAya che. | gIta H (rAga : benA re....] suNajo re ... siddhigirimAM cAturmAsano lIdho lAbha mahAna Aje tamAruM so karaze sanmAna.... sahu tIrathamAM siddhAcalano mahimA che bahu moTo (2) zAzvata A girirAjano kyAMye maLaze nA koI joTo; (2) siddhAcalanA DuMgare zobhe AdIzvara bhagavAna... Aje....1 kalApUrNasUrinI prema vAdaLIo, jharamara jharamara varase (2) cAtaka thaIne je koI pIze, bAkI badhA TaLavaLaze; (2) guruvaranA guNarAgI thaIne gAvone guNagAna ... Aje ... III kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 309 Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalApUrNasUrijI - kalAprabhasUrijI, jinazAsananA dhorI (2) emanI amRta - vANI jANe, phUlaDAe phorama phorI; (2) paMnyAsa kalpa ne kIrti guruvara, kevA re vidvAna ...Aje... 3 gaNi zrI mukti -pUrNa-munizrI, adbhuta cetanA lAve (2) aMtarathI pramAda haTAvI zAsana-rasIyA banAve; (2) pAmarane paramAtmA banAvavA AdaryuM che abhiyAna...Aje... 4 sAdhu-sAdhvI bheLA thayA che, jANe lagabhaga pAMcaso, (2) zahera ne gAma-galIthI AvyA, ArAdhaka che soLaso; (2) vidha-vidha tapanA DaMkA vAgyA navo che kIrtimAna ...Aje... /pA zrImatI lamIbena premajIbhAI bhacubhAI gaDA parivAra, (2) zrImatI pArvatIbena harakhacaMda vAghajI gIMdarA parivAra; (2) mAtuzrI pAlIbena gelAbhAI gAlA parivAnuM yogadAna...Aje....6 tapa zatruMjaya upavAsa ekAvana, mAsakSamaNa siddhitapa; (2) aThThAI cosaTha praharI pauSadha, ne mokSadaMDaka tapa; (2) cakrezvarI mAtAe sahunuM sAdhyuM che kalyANa ... Aje... kA. zrI kaccha-vAgaDa vizA osavALa mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha; (2) kalApUrNasUrinA comAsAno abhuta Avyo raMga; (2) siddhagirinA gagana maMDaLamAM UDe yaza-vimAna ... Aje... 10 dhana-dhana tamane mAlazIbhAI, khetazIbhAI, camanabhAI, (2) mAlazI lakhadhIra hIrajIbhAI, doDayA che velajIbhAI; (2) A comAse samaya-saMpatti, Ape kIdhA kurabAna... Aje...III koI amArI bhUla thaI hoya, amane mAphI dejo, (2) Aje ke kAle yA bhAvimAM, lAbha sevAno dejo; (2) ArAdhaka sahu Ape vadhArI jina zAsananI zAna.. Aje.. ./10 upavAsa 51 36 30 16 9 8 cosaTha praharI zatruMjaya tapa siddhitapa 2 7 23 30 77 267 467 315 5 500 AyaMbila -12. 310 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khetazI meghajI koI paNa kAryano aMta to Ave ja. aneka kAryono prAraMbha ane aMta thato ja hoya che. AdIzvara dAdA tathA pU. AcAryazrInI amogha kRpAthI A kArya saphaLa thayuM che. A kAryamAM kevA-kevA anubhavo thayA ? lAge che H jIMdagIno anupama lhAvo maLyo. 20 varSa pahelA AdhoI saMgha taraphathI mahArASTra bhuvanamAM cAturmAsano lAbha maLelo. tyAre 700 ja ArAdhako hatA. paNa A varSe sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto 429 tathA 1600 jeTalA ArAdhako che. savizeSa lAbha maLyo che. saMyukta rIte banne samAjane A lAbha maLyo che. pUjyazrInI kRpAthI banne samAjo najIka AvyA che, te ochI saphaLatA nathI. pUjyazrInI kRpA mArA para satata varasatI rahI che. dararoja rAtre pUjyazrIe hitazikSA ApI ja che. nUtana pUjya AcAryazrI H amane paNa nathI ApatA. khetazIbhAI H kyAreka evuM lAge : vaDIla samA pUjyazrI bALaka jevA amArI sAthe vAto kare che. :: paramAtmA jevA pUjyazrInI A anupama karuNA che. zrI saMgha para pUjyazrInI je asIma kRpA varasI teno koI joTo nathI. ArAdhakonI 800nI ja dhAraNA chatAM 1564nI saMkhyA thaI. chatAM ghaNAne nirAza paNa karavA paDyA che. ghaNA vRddha mahilAonA AzIrvAda maLyA che. janmyA pachI 7 divasa pachI pitA gumAvyA che. 23 varSa pahelA mAtA gumAvI che. Aje mA-bApa nathI paNa tamArA saumAM huM mA- bApanA darzana karuM chuM. [akrU] amAruM magaja gayeluM hoya ne mukhamAMthI kaTu zabdo nIkaLyA hoya to mApha karajo. bIjuM to ame zuM karI zakIe ? darzana-pUjA-pratikramaNapaccakkhANa vagaranA amArA jevA mATe AvI sevAno moko maLe kyAMthI ? amArA jevAne bIjuM AlaMbana paNa zuM che ? je kAMI maLyuM che te ApanI mamatAthI maLyuM che. dhana ApanArA ghaNA maLI rahe che, paNa sArI ArAdhanA karanArA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * *** 311 Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ghaNA ochA hoya che. AmAM 10% sArA ArAdhako hoya ne emAMthI 1% phaLa maLaze to paNa ghaNuM kahevAze. mane ane mAlazI lakhadhIrane pUjyazrIe vAMkImAM cAturmAsa jaya pahelA bolAvyA. * - pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "huM dharma-saMkaTamAM chuM. banne samAjane lAbha Apavo che." ame pUjyazrInI A vAta svIkArI lIdhI. bane samAja ja zA mATe, samagra jaina zAsananA zrAvako eka thaI jAya to jaina zAsanano DaMko vAgI jAya. jIvadayA, rAjakAraNI, cUMTaNI vagere tamAma phaMDo jaino dvArA ja thAya che. katalakhAnAmAMthI jIvone bacAvavA paNa jainono phALo hoya che. jeno jo eka thaI jAya to zuM na karI zake ? huM namra vinaMti karIza : dareka jeno ATalo saMkalpa kare : katalakhAnA vagerene protsAhana maLe evA koI zera vagere na kharIde. asahakArathI e kAryo baMdha karAvI zakAya. zubha kAryamAM vina to Ave ja. jhADA-ulTI rUpa vidana cAturmAsamAM AvyuM. 1lI ogasTathI mAMdagI cAlu thaI che; jhADA-ulTInI. chatAM koI daradIe pharIyAda nathI karI. emanI samatAne huM biradAvuM chuM. emanI sevAmAM kacAza rahI hoya to pharI-pharI kSamA mAMguM chuM. Aje hArTa-eTekathI eka kesa [mRtyuno banyo che. gaIkAle teo 2-3 vAra bebhAna banI gayelA. AvA kSetramAM deha choDIne teozrI cokkasa svarge gayA che; evI mArI zraddhA che. - dAnezvarI premajIbhAIe prathama to AkhA cAturmAsanI vAta karelI. paNa pUjyazrIe saMpUrNa saMghane lAbha maLe tevI vAta karelI. premajIbhAI, harakhacaMdabhAI, dhanajIbhAI vageree sArI rakama lakhAvI. sarva dAtAzrIono khUba-khUba AbhAra. premajIbhAIne punaH punaH dhanyavAda! 33% jeTalo amAro bojo haLavo karyo. haju paNa ApavA taiyAra che. paNa kadAca have jarUra nahi paDe. adazya zakti jANe amane madada karatI hoya tema mane haMmezA lAgyuM che. ratanazIbhAI, mADaNabhAI, velajIbhAI vagere keTalA nAma 312 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ levA? ghaNAe sahAya karI che. madhura pravacanakAra pUjya AcAryazrIno sadA hetabharyo hAtha amArA para rahyo che. emanA madhura pravacanamAM cAbakhA paNa mIThA lAge. * khImaIbena dharmazALA eTale vAgaDavAsIonuM nAnakaDuM gAma kahevAya ! emAM pUjyazrInI nizrA maLatAM A to moTuM gAma banI gayuM. mAlazIbhAInI udAratA, rAyazIbhAInI vyavahAra kuzaLatA ane jagazIbhAInI bhakti biradAvIe teTalI ochI che. mAlazIbhAI AvatI kAle raDatA ja haze. sabhAH hamaNAM ja raDe che. gurudeva ! raDatA nahi mUktA. pUjyazrIH ame tamane hasAvIzuM, raDAvIzuM nahi. khetazIbhAI : Akhare banne samAja eka ja che. eka ja bhagavAna ane eka ja gurune mAnanArA ApaNe alaga zI rIte hoIe ? amArI kyAre paNa jarUra hoya to jaNAvajo, ame sadA taiyAra chIe. cha-cha ravivAre pUjya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM pAlItANAmAM pahelI vAra sAmudAyika pravacanomAM 17 jeTalA AcArya bhagavaMto, hajAreka jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ! hajAro ArAdhako ekI sAthe beThA hoya tevuM dRzya pahelIvAra jovA maLyuM. sAmudAyika sAdharmika vAtsalya ! jenA dAtA AdhoIvALA harakhacaMdabhAI vAghajI ! A badhuM yAda karatAM hRdaya gaga banI jAya che. Aja sudhI rasoI kadI khUTI nathI ke bIjI vAra banAvavI paDI nathI, te pUjyazrIno prabhAva che. pitAthI paNa adhika pUjyazrIe je vAtsalya-dhArA vahAvI che, te kadI bhUlI zakAze nahi. koI avinaya badala punaH punaH micchAmi dukkaDaM. - pUjya AcAryazrI : kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 313 Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khImaIbenanA cAreya bhAIoe je bhoga Apyo che te zabdomAM kahI zakAya tema nathI. amane ghaNIvAra kahe : A dharmazALA yAtriko mATe nahi, paNa mahAtmAo mATe rAkhavI che. yAtriko to roja che ja. mahAtmAono lAbha maLe kayAMthI ? ATaluM moTuM sthAna na hota to ahIM zI rIte rahevAta ? rAyazI lakhadhIra : pUrvabhavamAM ame evA puNya karyA haze enA kAraNe khImaIbena jevA mAtA maLyAM. Ama to teo khetIvADInuM kAma karatA, paNa chatAM temaNe amane dharma-saMskAro ApavAmAM koI kamI rAkhI nathI. navI muMbaI khAte jyAre pUjyazrIe prathama vakhata pAlItANA khAtenA cAturmAsanI vAta karelI tyAre ame bhAvavibhora banI gayelA. caitra suda-4nA sonAno sUraja ugyo, je divase A dharmazALAmAM pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe padhAryA. dharmazALA pavitra banI gaI. pachI to khUba ja zAnadAra anuSThAno thayA. sADA pAMca mahinA sudhI pUjyazrInuM sAnidhya maLyuM te amAruM puNya che. vAcanA vakhate to jANe bhagavAna dezanA ApatA hoya tevuM lAgatuM! A haoNlamAM sarvatra pUjyazrIno avAja Avato. e meM pratyakSa joyuM che. jaina samAjamAM sarvotkRSTa rUpe dareka samudAyavALA jemane jue che, evA pUjyazrInuM satata sADA pAMca mahinA sAnidhya maLyuM che, tenuM amane gaurava che. khUba ja kALajI rAkhavA chatAM vyavasthAmAM kacAza rahI hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam yAcIe chIe. mAlazI lakhadhIraH eka sAthe vAgaDa samudAya rahI zake, evuM sthAna kaMIka aMze banyuM tenuM gaurava che. pAlItANAmAM ho tyAM sudhI ahIM lakSya rAkhazo, evI pUjyazrIne vinaMtI che. 314 ra ra ra ja sa ka no eka ja ka ka ja ! Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa-akarAno vicAra bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja maLe. bhA. suda-12 10-9-2000, ravivAra khImaIbena dharmazALA (1) mAvAnImete parArthavyasananaH | - bhagavAna puruSottama che. bhagavAnanI uttamatA zI rIte che ? bhagavAna karuNAnA sAgara, guNonA bhaMDAra che. A to ApaNe jANIe ja chIe. AnAthI bIjI uttamatA kaI ? bhagavAnanI karuNA zakti keTalI ? IndrabhUti to bhagavAna sAthe vAda karavA AvelA, paNa bhagavAnanA darzanathI emano ahaMno parvata tUTayo ne temane temAM bhagavAnanA darzana thayA. pachI to evA namra banyA ke emano kyAMya joTo na jaDe. caMDakauzika jevo hiMsaka bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI upazAMta banyo. caMDakauzike paNa bhagavAnane bALavA pahelA jvALA ja phekelI, paNa kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 315 Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanI karuNA to juo ! tene paNa upazAnta banAvyo. Avo puruSArtha karavAno vicAra paNa bhagavAna sivAya koNa Ape? bIjA jIvo mArA jevA che. mAre tenI rakSA karavI joIe, evo vicAra bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA na Ave. meghakumAranA hAthInA bhavamAM paNa e kRpA ja kAma karatI hatI. pApa-akaraNano vicAra bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja maLe. netramAMthI jharatI karuNAnA prabhAve caMDakauzika jevAnA caMDa pracaMDa krodhane zamAvI devo e bhagavAnanI karuNA keTalI dhAradAra keTalI prabhAvazALI haze ? AvI karuNAnA sAgara bhagavAna puruSottama na hoya to bIjA koNa hoya ? dayA, dAna ane karuNAvALA jeTalA puruSo hoya temAM bhagavAna prathama naMbare Ave, mATe bhagavAnane puruSottama kahyA che. dayA-dAna vagere dasa evA guNo ahIM batAvyA che. bhagavAnano sau prathama guNa cheH paropakAra. gAmete parArtha vya saninaH (2) 35rbanasvArthabhAvaH | bhagavAna svAbhAvika rIte ja paropakAranA vyasanI hoya. svArthane teo gauNa karIne cAle. nayasAranA bhavamAM juo. potAnA khAvAnA samaye bIjAne khavaDAvavAno vicAra Ave che. A ja parArthatA che. nayasAre pahelA bhojana nathI karyuM pahelA mAtmAne bolAvavA gayo che. A sAme ApaNe kevA? bane tyAM sudhI bIjAnuM kAma na ja karavuM! na chuTake ja karavuM ! cAra ghaDA lAvavAnA hoya to cAra ja lAvavAnA ! vadhu nahi! kayAMka vadhu puNya baMdhAI jAya ne ? parArtha vyasanitAnI vAta javA do. ApaNAmAM parArthano chAMToya nathI. ApaNA' zabdano huM eTale ja prayoga karuM chuM huM paNa sAthe ja chuM. luNAvAmAM pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.mAM joyuM. game tevI tabIyatamAM parArthatA emanI satata cAlu ja hoya ! koIne paNa teozrI nirAza nahi karatA. bhagavAna to vRkSamAM paNa kalpataru bane ! pattharamAM ciMtAmaNi 31da ja eka ja ra ja sa ka ka ka aa ; Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bane ! tyAM paNa paropakAra cAlu megharatha rAjA [zAntinAthano jIvavuM e to eka kabUtarane bacAvavA potAnA prANo ApI devAnI taiyArI batAvelI ! A jIvanathI jo koInuM jIvana bacatuM hoya to AthI vadhu bIjo kyo lAbha ? dharmaruci aNagArane yAda karo. kIDIone bacAvavA jherI zAka khAI ja gayA ! coka ghasIne hajAro kIDIone mArI nAkhanArAo A vAta sAMbhaLaze ? pUcho, o mArine veza ravADuM " AvuM vAMcatAM pahelIvAra khabara paDI : mAravAnI paNa davA hoya che. huM to samajato hato : davA to mAtra jIvADe ja. ApaNe evA yugamAM jIvI rahyA chIe, jyAM mAravAnI paNa davA maLe che ! AvA kALamAM paNa bIjAnA maraNamAM potAnuM maraNa jonArA bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che, e kevuM sadbhAgya che ApaNuM ? potAnA aneka mRtyu nizcita karavA hoya to ja koInA mRtyumAM nimitta banajo. evuM kahenArA bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che. (3) rita-diyathAvattaH | aucitya vartana : je jIvanI jevI kakSA che, tenI sAthe tevo ja vyavahAra karavo te aucitya che. tIrthaMkaranuM jIvana aucityapUrNa hoya che. tIrthaMkaranuM jIvana pratidina vAMcavA jevuM hoya che. roja e na karI zakIe mATe to prativarSa kalpasUtra sAMbhaLavAnuM hoya che. kalpasUtramAM joyuM ne ? bhagavAna keTalA aucityanA bhaMDAra che ! pote jJAnI hovA chatAM pAThazALAe javAno InkAra nathI karatA. bALako sAthe ramavAno InkAra nathI karatA. (4) 3InamavAH | adInabhAva : game tevo prasaMga Ave, kadI garIba banIne bIjAnI pAse mAMge nahi. (2) sanmiH | kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 317 Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saphalAraMbha H je kAryamAM niSphaLatA maLe tema hoya tevAmAM mAthuM ja na mAre. (6) davAnuzAH | kadAca gusso Ave tevA prasaMgomAM paNa temanA gussAmAM anubaMdha na hoya. (7) vAtajJatApatayaH koIpaNa vyaktino upakAra teo kadI na bhUle. kRtajJatA guNane evo AtmasAt batAve ke e kadI ene choDe nahi. tame jo nokarane dIkarAnI jema rAkhyo hoya to te tamane choDIne kadI jAya? guNo para kAbu hoya to te kadI ApaNane choDIne na jAya. . kharekhara to guNo ja ApaNo sAco parivAra che. huM AtmA ! jJAnAdi guNo mArA! AvuM roja saMthArA porasImAM yAda karIe chIe ne ? jene AvI pratIti thayelI hoya tene koI sthAna choDatAM duHkha lAge? kAle ja A sthAna choDavAnuM che to duHkha thoDuM lAge ? te ja rIte A zarIra paNa choDavAnuM che. emAM duHkha zAnuM? 'yaH pazyennityamAtmAnamanityaM parasaGgamam / je AtmAne nitya ane paranA saMyogone anitya mAne ene moha zuM karI zake ? sadguNo AvA zAstronA svadhyAyathI ja pragaTe. tame tamArA putrone je rIte nukazAna na thAya, phAyado ja thAya tevI salAha Apo, tema bhagavAne evA zAstro ApyA che, jenA pAlanathI phAyado ja thAya, nukazAnI jarAya na thAya. savArathI sAMja sudhInA sAdhu jIvananA anuSThAnamAM nukazAnI jarAya kharI? kSaNe kSaNe anaMta karmo khapAvI zako, tevI anuSThAnomAM zakita che. eka paNa bloka ke pada pAkuM karI lo, to e tamArA mATe AjIvana bhAthuM banI jaze. pU 5 kIrticandra vijayajI kayo zloka AtmasAt banAvavo? pUjyazrI: ghaNA che. thoDAka udAharaNa batAvuM? 318 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "kAvA du ne nAnuM .... mAthA ne saMnane" 'ego'haM natthi me koi|' 'upayogo lakSaNam' AvA padomAMthI koIpaNa ekAda pada pakaDIne tame tamArI bhAvadhArA vizuddha banAvI zako cho. "TyA ne tAmasi maTe" A keTaluM suMdara vAkya che. mAruM to badhuM bhUlAI gayuM che, paNa ahIM je boluM chuM te to bhagavAna yAda karAvI Ape che. AtmA ja vararAjA che. vararAjA vagaranI jAnamAM kadI gayA cho ? ApaNI sAdhanAnA mULamAM mukhya AtmA ja che. ene ja ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe. durguNo sAthe evo vartAva karo ke potAnI meLe sITa choDIne bhAgI jAya. aNagamatA mahemAno [krodha Adi durguNo] ne mIThAI khavaDAvatA rahezo to teo kadI nahi jAya. jenA krodhAdi sAjA teno AtmA mAMdo. jenA krodhAdi mAMdA teno AtmA sAjo. bhagavAnanA A guNo sAMbhaLatAM lAgavuM joIe H AvA guNo to gRhasthapaNAmAM ja AvI jAya to keTaluM sAruM ! keTalAka AtmA ja evA hoya : svAbhAvika rIte ja ochuM bolavuM, jarUrI ja arthasabhara bolavuM. paropakAra bhAva sahajapaNe hovo, dAnAdinA guNo hovA. gAMdhIdhAmavALA devajIbhAImAM A badhA guNo hatA. ghaNIvAra thAya : A guNo kyAMthI AvyA haze ? nAma paNa "deva !" deva jevA jaM guNo laIne AvelA ! - dharmarAjAno senApati samyagadarzana che. moharAjAno senApati mithyAdarzana che. samyagradarzanane pradhAnatA nahi ApIe to mithyAtva durgatimAM paTakyA vinA nahi rahe. jIvonI karuNA ane prabhu-bhakti A bethI ja samyagdarzana kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * 319 Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pragaTe. bhakti pragaTe eTale jIvo pratye prema jAge ja. kAraNa ke bhagavAna uttama caitanya che. emanA prati prema pragaTe eTale jagatamAM phelAyelA sarva cetanya para prema pragaTe ja. uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe. rAgI saMge re rAga-dazA vadhe, thAye teNe saMsAro." nIrAgIthI re rAganuM joDavuM, lIje bhavano pArojI. rAgIno saMga karazo to rAga vadhaze, tyAgIno saMga karazo to tyAga vadhaze. saMsAramAMthI kadI nIkaLavuM na hoyato ja rAga dazA vadhArajo. saMsAramAMthI nIkaLavuM hoya to vItarAgano rAga karajo, vyaktino nahi. tadgata guNono rAga karajo. eno rAga AvatAM ja e guNa tamAro banI jaze. doSa tarapha dhikkAra thatAM ja e doSa tamArAmAMthI bhAgI jaze. ApaNane doSone bhagADavAnI utAvaLa nathI. kAraNake ApaNane vizrvAsa che : durgatimAM nathI ja javAnuM ApaNA tyAM kAkA-mAmA beThelA che, je bacAvI leze. ahIM 400 sAdhvIjI che. dara vakhate Avo cAnsa maLavAno ? cAnsa maLelo che to zA mATe upayoga na karavo ? doSanI hAni ane guNa-vRddhimATe prayatna zA mATe na karavo ? atyAre nahi karIe to kyAre karIzuM? tIrthakara bhagavAnano adaDha anuzaya hoya. krodha kadAca Ave kharo, paNa haLadarIyA raMganI jema UDI jAya. bhagavAna kRtajJatAnA svAmI che. upakArIne kadI na bhUle. upakArIne bhUlavAthI emanA dvArA Avelo guNa paNa cAlyo ja jAya. upakArIne bhUlavAthI kayA AcAramAM doSa lAge ? darzanAcAramAM. eTale ke mithyAtvano udaya hoya to ja guruno apalopa thAya. gue tamane dIkSA ApI tamAro saMgraha karyo e ja guruno moTo upakAra ! eka nAnI copaDI ke eka akSara bhaNanArano paNa upakAra na bhUlAya to guruno upakAra zI rIte bhUlAya ? (8) anuparatavaH | bhagavAnanuM citta kadI utsAha rahita na 320 ja ra ja sa ca na * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ra ja sa ja ka Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bane, nirAza na bane. emane ema utsAha vinA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nathI baMdhAyuM. thanaganato utsAha joIe e mATe. jagatanA sarva jIvone tAravA keTalI urjA joIe ? e mATe keTalo vIryolAsa joIe ? | tIrthakara jevo lokottara upakAra koI ja na karI zake. samyajJAnAdi ApIne jIvanabhara tamArI rakSA karavAnI javAbadArI bhagavAna sivAya koNa nibhAvI zake ? tIrtha cAle tyAM sudhI bhagavAnano anugraha akhaMDa cAlyA ja karaze. eno artha e thayo ke atyAre paNa bhagavAna kALajI rAkhI rahyA che. eno artha e paNa thayo ke zAsana bhagavAna ja calAvI rahyA che. e ja zAsananI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. ApaNe prabhAvanA nAra koNa? mAtra nimitta banIe eTaluM ja. ApaNe bahu-bahu to mAtra vAhaka banI zakIe, paNa aMdara vahana thatuM tattva to bhagavAnanuM ja che. AvA saguNonA bhaMDAra ApaNane maLyA che, evuM jANatAM temanA pratye kevo prema chalakAya? (2) hevamuruvakumAninaH ! - deva-gurunA bahumAnathI ja teo svayaM paNa AvA bhagavAna banyA che. arihaMta bananAra arihaMtanI upAsanAthI ja banelA che. vIza sthAnakamAM paheluM arihaMta pada . bAkInA 19mAM paNa arihaMta anusmRta che ja. koI paNa ekane pakaDo, arihaMta AvI ja jaze. mATe ja koIpaNa eka padathI paNa tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhI zakAya. A dasa-dasa guNo tIrthakara banavAnI kaLA che, tIrthaMkara banavAnA bIjo che. A guNo na dekhAtA hoya to samajI levuM : tIrthaMkara padamAMthI ApaNe bakAta thaI gayA ! keTalAkanA guNo ja evA hoya, je joIne ja zabda nIkaLI jAya ? A tIrthakara banaze. A to tIrthaMkarano AtmA che. (10) dharAzayI | prANa jAya, paNa koInA doSa-durguNa kadI kahe ja nahIM, jANe chatAM na kahe. gaMbhIra Azaya na hoya tevA guru pAsethI AlocanA na levAya. tevA guru na maLe to 1 2 varSa sudhI vATa jovAnuM zAstramAM kahyuM che. ja ka ja ra ja sa ka ka ka ka ka ja 321 Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka vakhata huM paNa Avo ja pApI-doSI hato. evI vicAraNAthI koIpaNa pratye dhikkAra nahi jAge, gaMbhIratA jaLavAI raheze. gaMbhIra Azaya maLavo ghaNo muzkela che. yogasAramAM to kahyuMH guNIyala jano dvitrA : be-traNa ja maLaze. bAkI AkhI A duniyA phAsa-phasa che. ApaNe kyAM naMbara lagADavo che ? bIjAnA nAnA paNa guNane parvata jevo mAnajo. potAnA nAnA paNa doSane parvata jevo mAnajo. to ja Atma-vikAsanI vATe jaI zakAze. A haze to ja akSudratA guNa Avaze. zrAvakano pahelo guNa akSudratA che. bAhya AcAra-vicAra alaga cIja che. aMdaranI yogyatA alaga cIja che. haribhadrasUrijI yogyatA para bhAra mUke che. adhyAtmano mane khUba ja zokha hato. ane satsAhitya na maLyuM hota to huM paNa kyAMka ADA-avaLe mArge caDI gayo hota ! kherAgaDhamAM mane adhyAtmanA DhagalAbaMdha pustako maLelA. temAM pAnuM kholatAM ja vAMcavA maLyuM H upAdAna taiyAra karo. upAdAna ja mukhya che. upAdAna taiyAra thaze to nimittane AvavuM ja paDaze. meM tarata ja e copaDo baMdha karyo ne meM temane kahyuM : tamAre paNa A sAhitya kAmanuM nathI. meM to pU. devacandrajInuM sAhitya agAu vAMceluM ja hatuM H "upAdAna Atama sahI re, puSTAlaMbana deva..." AvuM sAhitya mane na maLyuM hota to ? Aje huM kyAM hota? mAlazIbhAIH atyAra sudhI ame mUrkha ema ja mAnatA hatA ke vAcanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mATe ja hoya, paNa atyAre vAcanA sAMbhaLatAM lAgyuM ke ame ghaNuM cUkI gayA. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo pratye mArA taraphathI koIpaNa avinaya thayo hoya to te badala huM micchAmi dukkaDe mAMguM chuM. 30 ja ja ra ja sa ra ja sa ja ; Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jovAnI AMkha hoya to caturvidha saMghanA ekki sabhyamAM bhagavAna dekhAya. bhA. suda-13 11-9-2000, somavAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA sAta covIzI dharmazALAutarArdha cAturmAsa-praveza. - dIpa prAgaTya : dhIrUbhAI zAha. (adhyakSa; gujarAta vidhAnasabhA) svAgata gIta : saMgItakAra Azu vyAsa he.... jinazAsananA jyotirdhara ne mahimA aparaMpAra; kalApUrNasUrIzvara guruvarane, mArA vaMdana vAraMvAra... jinazAsana zaNagAra kalApUrNasUrine hojo vaMdana vAraMvAra... jinazAsana... marudhara deza phalodI nagare, pragaTyA teja sitArA, pitA pAbudAnajI mAtA, khammAdevI nA pyArA; eka ja eka ja ja ra ja na ja 323 Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bALapaNAmAM dharma-karmanA ucca maLyA saMskAro, A saMsArane mAMDyo chatAMye, lAge upAzraya pyAro, karatA eka vicAra ... | lApUrNasUrine... kaMcana gurujInI vANI suNatAM haiyuM emanuM Dole, A saMsAranI juThI mAyA, ne mamatAne toDe; trIsa varasanI AyumAM saMyamathI nAto joDe, patnI-putro-sasarA sAthe, A saMsArane choDe, Apa banyA aNagAra ... kalApUrNasUrine... puruSAdANI pArzvaprabhunI bhaktithI raMgAyA, navakAra maMtrane japatAM japatAM Atama siddhi pAyA; karmaTha saMta adhyAtmayogI zAsanamAM paMkAyA, kaccha vAgaDa dezoddhAraka cho sahunA lADakavAyA, cho guNanA bhaMDAra .... kalApUrNasUrine.. kalAprabhasUrijI pAse jJAna taNo bhaMDAra, paMnyAsa kalpataru vijayajI zAMtino avatAra; paMnyAsa kIrtivijayajInA suNajo suvicAra, gaNithI mukti-pUrNa-muninA mAthe che bahu bhAra, sahue milanasAra ... kalApUrNasUrine.. jinazAsananA dhuraMdharo je ApanI mAne vAta, krodha kaSAya-kalezane sAce Ape kIdhA che mahAta; ApanA caraNe sahu koI Ave nahIM koI nAta ke jAta, tame amArA mAtA pitA cho tame amArA tAta, kIdhA che upakAra . kalApUrNasUrine.. pAlItANAmAM Apa padhAryA jAgyA bhAgya amArA, jIvana naiyA soMpI tamane Apa cho tAraNahArA; kaThapUtaLInA nATaka jevA A jIvana che amArA, 34 ma ma ma ma * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka sa . Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A jIvanamAM moha ne mAyAnA dIse aMdhArA, nayane azrudhAra sAdhu sAdhvI cAraso sAITha ne soLaso ArAdhaka, kalApUrNasUrijI maLIyA, eka sAcA uddhAraka; A duniyAmAM siddhagiri je bhavya jIvonA tAraka, gurujI amane saMyama levA Apa banAvo lAyaka, sapanuM karo sAkAra kalApUrNasUrijIno huM chuM caraNono dAsa, Ape AzunA jIvanamAM pAtharyo che ajavAsa; dUdha-pANI sama prIta che mArI jema mAkhaNa ne chAsa, ApanA upakAre gAje che Aje Azu vyAsa, ...kalApUrNasUrine.. ...kalApUrNasUrine. nahIM bhUluM upakAra ApanA pagale pAvana thaI khImaIbAI dharmazALA, ahIM ArAdhaka AvyA emanA ghera lagAvI tALA; kAle upavana ujaDI jAze, thAze sunA mALA, Aja amArA nayane varase AMsuDAnI dhArA, karajo kAMI vicAra ...senyplaka... ...senyplaka... siddhagirie Apa padhAryA, AnaMda maMgaLa thAya, be be mahinA kayAM vItyA che, amane nA samajAya; kALajA kero kaTako nahi paNa, kALajuM chuTI jAya, ama haiyAmAM Apa birAjyA nA lezo vidAya vinaMtI vAraMvAra kalApUrNasUrine... saMcAlana H prabhulAla ke. saMghavI. pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI H jemanA hRdayamAM bhakti ane karuNAnI dhArA niraMtara vahI rahI che,tevA pU. AcAryazrInA sparzathI pApI paNa pAvana bane che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 35 Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jagatane pAvana karanArI vizvanI A mahAna vibhUtinuM ahIM padArpaNa thaI rahyuM che. "ciraMjIvo A mahApuruSa ! amane pAvana karatA raho." evI hRdayanI bhAvanA che. gayA varSe bIlImorAmAM hatA tyAre A pUjyazrI maLelA. mane evI apekSA nhotI chatAM sAMje vihAra vakhate pUjyazrIe khAsa kahyuM: vihAra karavAno nathI, paNa rAtre rahevAnuM che. pUjyazrIe rAtre mane khUba ja yAdagAra hitazikSA ApI. pUjyazrI jyAM sudhI jIvaze tyAM sudhI jagatane pAvana karatA raheze. he gurudeva ! zata nava zaraH ATaluM ja kahIne huM viramIza. pUjya AcArya zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : aSADha suda-11no divasa ! aneka pU. AcArya bhagavaMto sAthe cAturmAsa pravezano avasara ! taLeTInA paTAMgaNamAM sAmudAyika caityavaMdana ! tyAre ja virATa mAnava-medanInuM adbhuta dRzya sarjAyuM. tyAra pachI cAturmAsamAM aneka anuSThAno thayA. dhIrUbhAI ! paryuSaNa pahelAnA ekAda ravivAre AvyA hota to kyAreya jovA na maLe tevI jAhojalAlI jovA maLata. tame moDA paDyA. A jAhojalAlI kyAMthI AvI? A jAjaramAna vyaktitva ja enuM mULa che. ghIno Dabbo laI jaTAzaMkara gADImAM Ubho. phALIyA sAthe Dabbo bAMdhI sAMkaLa sAthe bAMdhatAM Trena UbhI rahI. AthI pelAne DrAIvare pUchayuM : "Dabbo kema lagAvyo ? tArA lIdhe gADI UbhI rahI gaI." rahI ja jAyane? cokkhA ghIno Dabbo che. jaTAzaMkare kahyuM : AvA puNya puruSa hoya ne ahIM jAhojalAlI na jAme to kyAM jAme ? pUjyazrInA AkarSaNathI ja ahIM ame cAturmAsa karyuM che. nahi - dazya sarjAyuM. 326 * * * * * * * * * * * Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to bIje karavA vicAreluM. pUjya AcAryazrIne huM kahIza H have to Apa sAva ja najIka AvyA cho. [sAta covIzI dharmazALA pannA-rUpAnI bAjumAM ja che. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijInuM cAturmAsa pannA-rUpAmAM hatuM.] mAravADanA cho paNa jarAya kaMjUsAI nahi karatA. dhuraMdhara vi. ma. H mAravADI to udAra hoya. pU. AcArya vijaya kIrtisenasUrijI jenA pratyeka zvAsamAM, traNeya cogomAM, pAMceya IndriyomAM, sAteya dhAtuomAM asaMkhya AtmapradezomAM jinabhakti ane jIvamaitrI ramatA hoya evA A puNyapuruSa pUjya AcAryazrI che. A dazya joIne vicAra Ave H eka vyaktinI keTalI tAkAta ? pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM eka vakhate sAMbhaLeluM : "sarvArthasiddhathI mAMDIne nigodanA jIvomAMthI eka jIvanA eka paNa pradezanI pIDA te ApaNA saunI pIDA che, ema lAgavuM joIe.'' A che jIvamaitrInI parAkASThA ! : AvA puNyapuruSa sAthe ApaNe paNa jaldI muktimAM jaIe, tevI AzA-apekSA sAthe. pUjya munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI H vAgaDa sAta covIzI dharmazALA ! A to amArA mATe tIrthasthaLa banI gayuM che ! jyAM caturvidha saMghanA badhA ja sabhyo anekavAra ekaThA thayA che. A to samavasaraNa hatuM, je vAraMvAra rayAyuM. samavasaraNa tyAM ja racAya jyAM bhagavAna hAjara hoya. pUjya kalApUrNasUrijIe janmAMtarIya sAdhanA dvArA bhagavAna sAthenI ekatA siddha karI che. deha emano che dekhAvamAM, paNa bhItara bhagavAna birAjamAna che. A prabhAva vyaktino nathI, emanAmAM rahelA bhagavAnano che. e vinA ATalo prabhAva saMbhavI zake nahi. kahe, kalApUrNasUri 3 327 Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjyazrIno eka ja prayAsa che : bhagavAnanuM zuddha svarUpa ApaNAmAM pragaTe. A zuddha svarUpa ApaNe nathI meLavyuM, mATe ja bhaTakIe chIe. bhagavAna sarvatra che ja, mAtra enI anubhUtinI jarUra che. jo e thaI jAya to koIpaNa darda ke duHkha rahI zake nahi. pIgalikatAnA AjanA vAtAvaraNamAM ahaMkAra tIvra che. enA mATe namaskAra bhAvanI tIvra jarUra che. e mizana laIne ja pUjyazrI beThA che. emano avAja na pahoce, chatAM tame zAntithI beThA cho, te bhItara bhagavAnano vAsa che, enA prabhAve. mAtra kalApUrNasUrine nahi, emanI bhItara bhagavAnane juo. acetana pattharamAM bhagavAna jovAya to sacetanamAM bhagavAna zA mATe na jovAya? teozrI A ja ApavA mAMge che. to ja RNamukti thaI zake. pUjya paMnyAsajI mahArAja pAsethI je maLyuM che, te saune ApavAnuM che. to ja RNamukti thaze." ema pUjyazrIe eka vakhata khAsa mane kaheluM. vi. saM. 2044 nA saMmelanamAM pUjyazrI zarUAta thatAM pahelA ja 12 navakAra gaNavAnuM kahetA. 12 navakAra eTale ja samavasaraNa. traNa pradakSiNA vakhate 1-1 navakAra gaNatAM 12 thAya. 12 navakAranuM eTale ja mahattva che. babbe samAjanA eka mAtra gurudeva sAcA tyAre ja gaNAze jyAre emanA mizanane tame oLakho. mArA magurudeva pUjya paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. no dhyeya hato kaI rIte A zramaNa saMgha eka thAya? A dhyeya A pUjyazrIe pUrNa karavAno che. e mATe pUjyazrIe 100 varSa sudhI jIvavAnuM che. tyAra pachI mokSa mArge emane javuM hoya to bhale jAya. pUjya bhAnucandrasUrijI H bhAgyazALIo! kvA puNyazALI chIe? mAnava-bhava, jainakuLa 328 * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 : Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Adi maLyA pachI kalApUrNasUrijI jevA sadgurunI prApti thaI. pUrvabhavanI pracaMDa puNyArathI ja AvuM maLe. mAtra maLavAthI kAMI na vaLe. paNa maLyA pachI pUjyazrInA aMtaranA ugAra samajavAnA che. zAstra pramANe bolanAra AcArya bhagavaMta tIrthaMkara tulya che. enI jhAMkhI mane ahIM dekhAya che. AvI puNyAI kyAMya joI nathI. AvA mahAna AcAryazrInA AzIrvAda meLavavA ApaNe sau talasIe te svAbhAvika che. - pUjyazrInI vAcanAnuM tAraNa meM A pramANe kADhayuM che 1. sakala saMghano yogakSema thavo joIe. navakArano jApa karavAthI ja yoga-homa thaze. 2. so guNanA anurAgI bano. nAno sabhya paNa koIka guNa to dharAvato ja haze. enI upabRhaNA karaze. A guNa AvI jAya to ekatAnI jhaMkhanA che, te sAkAra thayA vinA De nahi. 3. sakala saMva jinavANInuM zravaNa kare. enAthI uNapa dUra thaze. pUjyazrInI vAcanAno sAra mUkyo che. pUjyazrInA aMtaranI A ja bhAvanA che. Ane AcaraNamAM mUkIne jIvanane maMgaLamaya banAvIe. adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI... kharekhara tame badhA samaya kADhIne sau upasthita thayA cho. koI viziSTa prasaMga nathI. mAtra dharmazALA badalAvI che. gurutattva pratyenI lAgaNI joI hRdaya nAcI UThe che. ame paNa tamArA saunA darzana karIne tRpta banIe chIe. deva ane guru pratyenI lAgaNInA darzana karIe chIe. ahIMnI jAhojalAlInuM mukhya kAraNa AdIzvara dAdA che. kuza kAyAvALI eka vyakti zuM karI zake? dAdAno ja A prabhAva che. A AcArya bhagavaMtoe je udgAro kADhyA che te parathI jaNAya che : te badhAne asara thaI che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 eka * * * ja ja ja ra ja 329 Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tame to varSothI pAse cho chatAM asara kema nahi ? kadAca mArAmAM ja khAmI haze. maitrI bhAvanI siddhi thayelI hoya tene joI verI prANI verabhAva bhUlI jAya, ne tame haju maitrI keLavI zakatA nathI, eTale huM mAnuM chuM : mArI sAdhanAmAM ja khAmI che. hamaNA je mahAtmAoe udgAra kADhayA. emaNe kahelA zabdo phaLo ! mArA hRdayamAM tIrthakara bhagavaMta pratiSThita thAo. sAmAnya rIte ekanuM guNagAna thAya to bIjAnuM gaurava haNAtuM hoya tema bIjAne lAge che, chatAM ahIM badhA mahAtmAoe mana mUkIne guNagAna karyA. mane potAne Azcarya lAge che H evuM A kRzakAyAmAM zuM joyuM? bhagavAna Aje paNa che, paNa kyAM che? AvA AcArya bhagavaMta [dIkSA paryAyamAM koI mArAthI moTA paNa haze.] AvA udgAro kADhe tyAre mAre samajavuM paDe : jaina-zAsana adbhuta che. ekatAnuM A vAtAvaraNa chuTA paDyA pachI paNa javAnuM nathI, cAlu ja raheze. bhagavAna Aje paNa che, paraMtu kayAM che ? ekeka ghaTamAM te vase che, paNa ApaNe ja sanmukha thatA nathI. bhagavAnanI A mUrti mAtra mUrti che? A navakAra mAtra akSaro che? A to sAkSAt sarvajJa ane sarvaga bhagavAna che. e caturvidha saMghamAM paNa bhagavAna kema na hoya ? jovAnI AMkha hoya to ekeka sabhyamAM bhagavAna dekhAya. A dRSTi khIlavavA mATe tame prayatnazIla banajo. A dharmazALAmAM anekono bhoga che. have eno sadupayoga keTalo suMdara thaI rahyo che ? te tame juo cho ne ? lAbha lenArane keTaluM puNya thayuM te dekhAya che ne ? A dharmazALAnA nirmANamAM tamAruM kAMI bAkI hoya to dila kholIne AmAM sahayoga Apajo. 330 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dabANathI Apo to Tenzana kahevAya. bhAvathI karo to dAna kahevAya. jinavANInuM amRta pIvA mATe ApaNe guru bhagavaMtane bolAvIe chIe. to tame jinavANI zravaNa karIne guruno samAgama saphaLa banAvajo. [aMbAbena velajI malakacaMda taraphathI cAturmAsa phaMDamAM 11nuM dAna. mukhya dAtA tarIkenuM birUda.] dhIrUbhAI zAhaH [adhyakSa. gujarAta vidhAna sabhA.) pUjya AcAryazrIoe kahyA pachI mAre kAMI kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. kAraNa ke huM gujarAta vidhAna sabhAno adhyakSa chuM. paNa ahIM dharma saMsada che. emanA adhyakSa pUjyazrI) ahIM birAjamAna che. tyAM tophAna thAya to ghaNI muzkelI thAya. temane samajAvavA niyama TAMkavo paDe. paNa ahIM gurudeve niyama TAMkyo H mArI ja UNapa vAgaDa sAta covIzI samAja nakkI karI le : have pachI kalAko sudhI AvavAnuM koI prayojana nahi paDe. have kaMjusAI nahi karatA." - Ama kahenAra o hemacandra sAgarasUrijI ! amAro samAja kaMjusa hato. A pUjya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM zaMkhezvaramAM pAThazALAmATe eka lAkhano phaMDa thayo to ame kulAI gayelA. ame pAlItANAmAM saranAmA vagaranA hatA. te saranAmuM [dharmazALA] A pU. AcAryazrInI kRpAthI maLyuM che. bIjA sAthe A samAja have khabhe-khabhA milAvIne cAlato thayo amArI bhUlo to ghaNI che. amArI ghaNI khAmI che. emAMthI chuTavAno prayAsa karIe chIe. A mAtra dharmazALAno praveza nathI, gayA varSe vAgaDamAM praveza kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * 331 Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karyo tyAre 65 gAmanI bhAvanA hatI ke amAre tyAM cAturmAsa thAya. ahIM 65 gAma hAjara che. eTale 65 gAmomAM praveza thayo che, ema huM kahuM chuM. [tALIo] osavALa samAje be mahinA sudhI cAturmAsanI je raMgata UbhI karI, te abhuta hatI. mane dareka samAcAra maLatA hatA. zrI sakala saMgha dara ravivAre ekaTho thato hato te na joIne meM eka taka gumAvI che, e kharI vAta che. pUjyazrIe je ekatAnuM abhiyAna upADayuM che te saphaLa thAya. jaino eka thAya to aneka prazno hala thaI zake. ekAda varSa pahelA bakarI IdanA divase mahAvIra jayaMti hatI. te divase katalakhAnA zI rIte baMdha thAya ? tyAre mahArASTra choDI pUjyazrI gujarAta tarapha AvatA hatA, huM pUjyazrI pAse AzIrvAda levA gayo. pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI 50 varSamAM A ItihAsa banyo : jyAre IdanA divase katalakhAnA baMdha rahyA. - pUjyazrInI kRpAthI gujarAta vidhAnasabhAmAM mAMsAhArI kenTIna baMdha karAvI. - pAMjarApoLa mATe Dhora dITha sabasIDI 6 mAMthI 8, 8mAMthI 10 rUpiyA thayA, A pUjyazrIno prabhAva che. A zakya nhotuM chatAM thaI zakyuM. "amArA pUjya AcAryazrInI vAta svIkAro to amAro samAja rAjI thaze." evI kezubhAIne vAta karatAM temaNe tarata ja svIkArI. ame ahIM sau pUjyonuM svAgata karIe chIe. banne samAja para ApanI kRpA varasatI rahe, e ja bhAvanA. ame kyAMka cUkIe to Apa Takora karazo. amane pheravatA rahezo. akabara bIrabalano eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. akabare pUchayuMH bhAkharI kema baLI gaI ? dazerAnA divase ghoDo kema doDayo nahi? zarIra kema duHkhavA lAgyuM ? 332 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ traNeno eka ja javAba bIrabale Apyo : pheravyA vagara. he pUjyazrI... ! Apa amane pheravyA karo, jethI ame bagaDI na jaIe. gAMdhIdhAma jaina saMghe mane kahyuM ke, AgAmI cAturmAsa mATe padhAro. huM gAMdhIdhAma saMgha vatI vinaMti karuM chuM. Apa AgAmI cAturmAsano lAbha gAMdhIdhAma saMghane Apo. dhIrUbhAI velajIbhAI malukacaMdabhAIe suMdara anumodanIya kArya karyuM che. pAlItANAmAM zreSTha dharmazALA tarIke A sAta covIzI dharmazALA gaNAya, tevI mArI jhaMkhanA che. sakala AcArya bhagavaMtoe je pUjyazrImAM bhagavAnanA darzana karyA, evA AcArya bhagavaMta ApaNane maLyA che, tenuM amane gaurava che. pUjya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM maLelA A samayano sadupayoga nahi karIe to e [samaya] ApaNane ThukarAvIne cAlyo jaze. A. D. Mehta : pUjya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM 1991mAM ahIM bhUmipUjana thayeluM. ahIMnI lagabhaga badhI ja jarUriyAta pUrI thaI gaI che, paNa have ahIM suMdara jinAlayanuM nirmANa thAya tevA pUjyazrI taraphathI AzIrvAda maLe, evI huM pUjyazrIne prArthanA karuM chuM. ugaracaMda gaDhecA H A. D. Mehta nI bhAvanA pUrNa thAo. mAlazI meghajI : pahelA huM khulAso karI dauM H banne samAjanA guru eka che. nAnA-moTAno bheda bhUlI ApaNe eka banIne kAma karIe, evI tamannA che. vAgaDanuM kaTArIA tIrtha ApaNe sAthe maLIne suMdara suvyavasthita banAvIe tevI apekSA che. pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijI ahIMnA cAturmAsa praveza pachI pAMca - pAMca ravivArano kAryakrama kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 333 Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIM thayo che. lagabhaga pravaktAoe pravacana ApyuM che. phakta huM ja bAkI rahyo chuM. Aje 7ll kalAka bolavuM hatuM, paNa gaLuM sAtha Ape tema nathI. Aje arasa - parasa vAto karavI che. amArI keTalIka vAto tamArA sudhI pahoMcI nathI. A samAjanI sAthe amAro saMbaMdha bacapaNano che. jo ke amArI janmabhUmi mAravADa che, paNa karmabhUmi vAgaDa che. sAce ja A samAja sAtheno amAro RNAnubaMdha che. pU. kanakasUrijI vakhate A samAja sAthe paricaya thayo. mArI uMmara dIkSA vakhate 10 varSanI hatI, nAnA bhAInI 8 varSanI ane pUjyazrInI 30 varSanI hatI. nAnapaNathI ja amane A samAjano pratyeka sabhya oLakhe. kalAprabhavijayajI kaho to koI na oLakhe, paNa bhAI mahArAja bolo to bALakathI mAMDIne bUDhA badhA oLakhe. A samAjanI gaMbhIra sthitio ame joI che. osavALa samAjanI haroLamAM besI zake tevI sthiti sAta covIzI samAjanI Aje banI che te guru-bhaktinA mIThA phaLo che. ATalI vizALa paTTAMgaNavALI A dharmazALA pAlItANAmAM eka ja che. 65 gAma ekI sAthe Ave to rAkhI zako, evI vizALa A dharmazALA haju kema na bane ? khImaIbenamAM 375 ThANA rahelA, ahIM 250 paNa nathI. khImaI dharmazALAmAM pAchaLanuM ArAdhanA bhavana mAtra traNa mahinAmAM papa lAkhanA kharce UbhuM thayeluM che. ardhA kalAkamAM ja 55 lAkhanI jagyAe eka kroDa rUpiyA thaI gayelA. ardho kalAka samaya laIne dharmazALAmAM je kAMI khUTe che, te pUruM karI nAkhajo. bIjI vakhata cAturmAsa thaze tyAre to AkhI A dharmazALAnuM kAyApalaTa thaI gayuM haze! 334 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - bhA. suda-13 11-9-2000, somavAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA - parama puNyodaye ApaNe A saMghanA sabhya vyavahArathI banyA chIe. bhAvathI banI jaIe to kAma thaI jAya. vyavahAra kAraNa che, nizcaya kArya kAraNane ThIka kro. kArya ThIka thaI ja raheze. sAdhanA karo. siddhi maLI ja raheze. kAraNa be che : upAdAna, nimitta. banne sAthe maLe to ja kAryasiddhi thAya. laukika ke lokottara kAraNanI siddhi to ja thAya. e vinA kuMbhAra paNa ghaDo na banAvI zake ke mahilA paNa roTalI na banAvI zake. kAraNanI sAmagrI ekaThI na thAya to kArya-siddhi kadI na thAya. ApaNo AtmA upAdAna kAraNa che. mokSa kArya che. paNa e kArya kakyAre saMpanna thAya ? Aja sudhI A tIrthanA eka ja ja eka eka ja che ja eka ja eka 335 Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlaMbanathI anaMtA jIvoe mokSarUpa kArya siddha karyuM che. jyAM sudhI mokSarUpI kArya siddha na thAya tyAM sudhI jaMpIne besavuM nathI, evo nirNaya karo. mokSa bhale kArya hoya, paNa kArya pAchaLa na doDAya. tRpti bhale kArya hoya, paNa tRpti pAchaLa na doDAya. bhojana ke pANI pAchaLa doDAya. bhojana-pANI maLyA pachI tRpti maLe ja. mokSanI sAdhanAnI pAchaLa doDIe to mokSa maLe ja. kArya to kAraNarUpI kaDImAMthI khulatuM phUla che. kAraNane ThIka karo. kArya ThIka thaI ja raheze. sAdhanA karo, siddhi maLI ja raheze. je bhUmikAe ApaNe rahelA chIe te bhUmikAnuM [zrAvaka ke sAdhunuM anuSThAna karatA raho to siddhi maLaze ja. gaNadharoe bhagavAnamAM jyAre bhagavattA joI tyAre temaNe potAnuM saMpUrNa jIvana samarpita karI dIdhuM, mAtra be-cAra kalAka ke becAra divasa nahi. saMpUrNa jIvananuM samarpaNa e sauthI moTuM samarpaNa che. tIrthaMkaranI barAbarI to zuM, emanuM varNana paNa koNa karI zake? | tIrthaMkaranA 10 viziSTa guNo ApaNe gaI kAle joyA te yAda che ne ? pharIthI e haribhadrasUrijInA zabdo joI lo. AkAlamete parArthavyasaninaH 1, upasarjanIkRtasvArthabhAvAH 2, ucitakriyAvantaH 3, adInabhAvAH 4, saphalArambhiNaH 5, adRDhAnuzayAH 6, kRtajJatApatayaH 7, anupahatacittAH 7, devagurubahumAninaH 9, tathA gambhIrAzayAH 10 / A koI zabdonA sAthiyA nathI, vAstavikatA che. A 10 guNa bIjarUpa hoya to ja vRkSarUpe kyAreka bahAra Ave. svArtha choDIne parArtha zarU thAya tyArathI dharma zarU thAya. mATe jato jayavIyarAyamAM "paratthara parArtha-karaNanI prabhu pAse ApaNe roja yAcanA karIe chIe. anAdithI jIva svArthamAM TevAyelo che. vAcanAmAM AvavuM hoya to pahelAM konI jagyAnuM vicArIe? kozIza to evI ja ke mane ja ekalAne besavA maLe ! bIjAnuM thavuM hoya te thAya ! TheTha nigodamAM paNa evI bhAvanA hatIH bIjA badhA marI jAya, huM ja eka jIvuM ! A ja bhAvanAthI sagA be bhAI paNa paraspara vicAre : mane ja badhuM maLI 336 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya, bIjo bhale marI jAya. na marato hoya to huM mArI nAkhuM. pelI vArtA sAMbhaLI che ne ? be bhAIo saMpatti kamAIne svagAma pAchA AvatA'tA. rastAmAM bannee ekabIjAne mAravAnuM vicAryuM : eka jheravALI mIThAI lAvelo. bIjo sUtelAne mArIne mIThAI khAvA beTho. banne marI gayA. A ja svArtha bhAva che ! bIjA badhAne mArI nAkhI huM ekalo ja bhogavuM. A tIvratara svArthabhAva che. A ja sahajamaLa che. A vRtti ja ApaNA mokSane aTakAve che. A ja satata karmabaMdha karAve che. A ja vRtti ApaNane duHkhI banAve che. vastutaH ApaNo ja AtmA ApaNane duHkhI banAve che. * kRtajJatA ane paropakAra e be guNo ja mAnava-jIvananI zobhA che. enAthI ja dharatI TakI rahI che. upakAra na thAya, nAnuM moTuM paNa bIjAnuM kAma na karuM tyAM sudhI bhojana nahi karuM, Avo niyama ApaNe karIzuM ? paropakAranI bhAvanA ja nahi, vyasana joIze. rasa joIze. enA vinA cAle nahi, evuM jIvana joIe. (1) revapuravahumAninaH | tIrthaMkara svayaM paNa anya bhavomAM AvA guNo mATenuM baLa deva ane guru pAsethI ja meLave che. namaskArathI ja paramanI zakti ApaNAmAM avatare che. ApaNI samagra kriyA namaskArathI bharelI che. jo bhAvapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave to paramanuM avataraNa thAya ja. yogohanamAM zuM che? ekeka khamAsamaNuM namaskArabhAva pedA karAvanAruM che. paramanA avataraNanuM kAraNa che. vo movaro ! bhagavAna haju moDA paDe, paNa guru pahelA maLe. rASTrapati ke vaDApradhAna to pachI maLe, pahelA sacivane maLavuM paDe. tema bhagavAnane maLavuM hoya to gurune maLavuM paDe. nayasAranA bhavamAM gurunuM bahumAna karyuM to zuM maLyuM? guru svayaM bhagavAna thayA haze ke nahi te khabara nathI, paNa nayasAra bhagavAna banI gayo. ja eka roka ka saka roDa para eka ja ra ja sa 237 Page #372 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ navA sAdhako kayAreka mArI pAse AvatA hoya che, sAcuM mArgadarzana meLavIne evI dhanyatA vyakta kare : oha! Aje mAruM jIvana saphaLa banI gayuM ! huM dhanya banI gayo ! vadhu namratA Ave tema vadhu ne vadhu guNo Ave. je guNa khuTato jaNAya te guNa meLavavAno saMkalpa karI, tenA dhArakone vaMdana karatA jAva. te guNa Avaze ja. bhagavan! mane dAsatva Apo." evI namrabhAve gaNadharoe yAcanA karI che. bhagavAne nA pADI ? ApaNe kadI yAcanA karI ? ghaNIvAra bhagavAna maLyA haze, paNa ApaNe dIna banIne yAcanA nahi karI hoya, akkaDa rahyA hoIzuM. Aje savAre AcArya bhagavaMtoe kevA AzIrvAda ApyA? joke AcArya bhagavaMtoe zubhecchA vyakta karI, paNa mArA mATe to e AzIrvAda banyA. mArAmAM AvA guNo Ave to sAruM! ema meM tyAre IcchA karelI ! koIpaNa prazaMsA kare tyAre e guNo mArAmAM che ema nahi mAnatA, paNa e guNo bhAvimAM AvI jAya, ema mAnajo. dIkSA levAnA koI ja mArA bhAva nhotA, chatAM lokomAM tyAre evI vAto cAlatI : akSaya dIkSA levAno che. huM tyAre vicArato : lokonA bhAva saphaLa thAya. ane mane kharekhara dIkSA maLI. (10) mIrAzayAH | paropakArathI guNono prAraMbha thAya. chelle deva-gurunA bahumAnathI gaMbhIratA pragaTe. gaMbhIratA guNonI parAkASThA che. guNo pAmIne AchakalAI nathI karavAnI, gaMbhIratA keLavavAnI che. nirapekSa muni munirAja nirbhaya kema hoya ? zuddhacAritranI sanmukha thayelA muni jagatanA zeyapadArthamAM jJAnane joDatA nathI. zeya padArthane mAtra jANe che. vaLI temane kaMI chUpAvavAnuM nathI, koInI sAthe kaMI levA devAnA vikalpo nathI. tevA munirAjane jyAM loka apekSA ke AkAMkSA nathI tyAM bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? 338 A ja ka ka ka ka ka ka ra ja sa ja rak : Page #373 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna sAthe josNa karavuM e ja dharmakyiAno prANa che. bhA. suda-15 13-9-2000,budhavAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA 0. tIrthanI sthApanAthI zarU thayelo mukti mArga 21 hajAra varSa raheze. tyAM sudhI bhagavAnano anugraha raheze. je koI paNa bhagavAnane smaraze tenAmAM prabhu-zakti jAgRta thaze. A lalita-vistarA prabhunA anugrahane samajavA mATe abhuta graMtha che. kalikAlamAM bhagavAnane zI rIte samajavA ? kalikAla eTale ghora aMdhAruM ! ahIM kyAMya bhagavAnano prakAza jovA na maLe ! lalita vistarA AvA aMdhArAmAM TamaTamato dIvaDo che. - kanekazana tUTelo hoya to game teTalA baTana dabAvo, prakAza nahi maLe, bhagavAna sAthe kanekazana tUTelo hoya to game teTalA anuSThAna karo, paramano anubhava nahi thAya. bhagavAna sAthe joDANa karavuM e ja dharmakriyAno kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 339 Page #374 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prANa che. e vinA badhI ja dharmakriyA nirjIva che, niSNANa che, nirbaja purisuttamai TalAka ratno sahaja rIte ja anyathI camakadAra hoya che. tema tIrthaMkaranA AtmAo sahaja rIte ja anyathI camakadAra hoya che. mATe ja teo puruSottama kahevAya che. kAca para game teTalA pAsA pADo, paNa harA jevI temAM camaka nahi Ave, aDiyala ghoDAne game teTalI zikSA Apo, paNa jAtimAna ghoDA jevo nahi banI zake. sAmAnya jIvo para game teTalA saMskAra Apo, bhagavAna jevA na banI zake. eka mata evo che ke je sarvane samAna mAne che. A padathI e matanuM khaMDana thayuM. - tAmilanADumAM ghasAI gayelI sthitivALA eka zrImaMte potAnI harAvALI eka vIMTI pherIAne pAMca hajAramAM vecI. teNe pacAsa hajAramAM vepArIne veMcI. vepArIe lAkhamAM moTA vepArIne vecI ne Akhare te paradezamAM pAMca lAkhamAM vecAI ! A banI gayelI ghaTanA che. hIrAnI oLakha badhA nathI karI zakatA. bhagavAnanI oLakha badhA nathI karI zakatA. ApaNe pherIA jevA nathIne ? prajJAvAna sivAya bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA darzanane koNa samajI zake ? - bhagavAna ane bhagavAnano mahimA game tene batAvavA nahi maMDatA, game tenI sAthe carcAmAM nahi UtaratA. karmanA amuka vigama vinA A tattva samajAtuM nathI. bhagavAnanI kRpA emane ema nathI samajAtI. enA mATe paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe. bhAre karmIne A nahi samajAya e to ema ja kahezeH bhagavAna zuM kare? ApaNo puruSArtha ja mukhya che. evA mANaso sAthe vAda-vivAda nahi karatA. A carcAno viSaya nathI, anubhUtino che. bhavyatva badhAnuM sarakhuM, paNa tathAbhavyatva darekanuM alaga. eTale 340. . Page #375 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja 15 bhede jIvo siddha thAya che. siddha thavAnI darekanI potAnI niyati hoya che. bhagavAnano jIvadaLa ja e rIte alaga hoya che, bIjAthI viziSTa hoya che. emanuM tathA bhavyatva tevA prakAranuM hoya che. - bhagavAna saphaLa AraMbhavALA hoya che, kArya zarU kare to pUruM karyA vinA na ja che. ApaNe keTalA kAma adhUrA choDIe chIe? keTalA graMtho bhaNavAnA zarU karyA ane vaccethI ja choDyA? ApaNe AraMbhamAM zUca chIe. paNa aMta sudhI zarU karelA kAryane vaLagI nathI DhetA. - sArAmAM sArI skuraNA thaI gaI hoya, paNa jyAM sudhI Agamano pATha na maLe tyAM sudhI jAheramAM mUkatA nahi. lAyakAta vinA koIne na kahevAya. saMbhava che : bhagavAne tamArA mATe ja A phuraNA mokalI hoya. tamAre te badhuM jAheramAM mUkavAnuM nathI. * guru bhagavaMto tIrthaMkaranI brAnca ophIso che. mATe ja paMcasUtramAM "muvahumALo movaravo " kahyuM che. guru tamane bhagavAna sAthe joDI ja Ape. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnane paNa koI bhavamAM guru maLelA ja. emanA ja prabhAve teo tIrthakara banI zakyA che. mATe ja ahIM lakhyuMH revapuravahumAninaHA tIrthaMkara devagurunuM bahumAna karanArA hoya. agninA upayogamAM rahelo mANavaka agni kahevAya, tema bhagavAnanA dhyAnamAM rahenAro bhakta bhagavAna kahevAya. upayoga vagaranI kyiA eTale ja dravya kahevAya ? "nupajo dravya " upayoganI ATalI mahattA hovA chatAM ApaNe upayoga nathI rAkhatA. kriyAo rahI gaI. upayoga chuTI gayo. upayoga vagaranI kriyA dravya kriyAo kahevAya. bhAvanuM kAraNa bane te pradhAna dravya kriyA kahevAya. bhAvanuM kAraNa na bane te apradhAna tuccha kriyA kahevAya. ApaNo upayoga kayAM che ? bhagavAnamAM che ke ahamAM ? jAtane AgaLa karIe chIe ke bhagavAnane ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 341 Page #376 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna bhale ahIM nathI, bhagavAnanA guNo ahIM ja che, zakti ahIM ja sakriya che. sva. AcAryazrInA nAma letAM ja temanA guNo yAda Ave ne ? bhaktAmaramAM guNonI vAta che ja ne ? bhaktAmara vageramAM to badhuM ja che, paNa kaI vAta kyAM lagADavI e ja mukhya vAta che. hathoDo ThokatAM ja mazIna cAlu thaI gayA, e barAbara, paNa hathoDo kyAM Thokavo e ja mahattvanI vAta che. 99,999 rUpiyA hovA chatAM e lAkha na ja kahevAya, emAM eka rUpiyo umero to ja lAkha kahevAya. eka rUpiyAnuM keTaluM mahattva? chatAM ema nahi mAnatA ke eka rUpiyo ja lAkha kahevAya. 99,999 rUpiyA hatA eTale ja lAkha thayAne? te rIte pUrvanA yathApravRttikaraNo niSphaLa nathI gayA, e badhA 99,999 rUpiyA jevA che. e na karyA hota to carama yathA pravRttikaraNa paNa kayAM maLavAnuM hatuM? - pArzvanAtha saMtAnIya ghaNAya zrAvako hatA, chatAM 11 mAMthI ekeya zrAvaka gaNadhara na banyo, badhA ja brAhmaNo hatA. pUrva bhavamAM gaNadhara nAmakarma bAMdhI Ave te ja gaNadhara banI zake. tIrthaMkaranI jema gaNadharo paNa nizcita hoya che. * 15 bhede siddha bhale thAya paNa mokSamAM gayA pachI badhA samAna ! tyAM koI bheda nahi! evuM nathI ke tIrthakara bhagavAnane vadhu sukha hoya ne bIjAne ochuM ! tyAM badhA ja siddhone samAna sukha hoya. duHkhI, daridra, sainika, vAsudeva ke cakravartI vageremAM ahIM bheda che, paNa mRtyumAM badhA ja sarakhA che, badhAne maravuM ja paDe che. emAM koI pharaka nathI. AyuSyano kSaya thAya eTale maravuM paDe che. candrakAntabhAI ane padmAbena banne eka sAthe gayA. sAthe raheluM bALaka bacI gayuM. bhUjanA eka parivAranA sAta jaNa gayA, eka bacI gayo. AyuSya hoya te bacI jAya. AyuSya jAya te jAya. A niyama saune lAgu paDe, mRtyumAM sau samAna che, tema siddhAzilAmAM sarva siddho samAna che. 342 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #377 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ >> bhagavAnanI uttamatA A badhA guNo dvArA jANI. have e guNo joItA hoya to zuM karavAnuM ? jhaverIno mAla sAro lAgyo, kharIdavAnuM mana thayuM, to zuM karavuM paDe ? kiMmata ApavI paDe ne ? ahIM mAtra guNarAganI jarUra che. je guNo gamavA mAMDe eTale te AvyA vinA na ja rahe. jhaverInuM jhaverAta gamI jAya eTale maLI jAya evuM nathI, paNa ahIM guNo gamI jAya to AvavA maMDe ja. emAM koI zaMkA nathI. guNAnurAga kulakamAM tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke "titya ra53o." tIrthaMkara-pada sudhInI padavIo guNAnurAgIne durlabha nathI. tamAro eka paNa doSa bolAI na jAya tenI huM satata takedArI rAkhuM chuM. tamane hitazikSA ApatAM-ApatAM paNa A aMge atyaMta jAgRta huM chuM. kAraNa ke pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. pU. kanakasUrijI ma. vagere dvArA amane A zIkhavA maLyuM che. emanA mukhe kadI koIno doSa sAMbhaLyo nathI. bIjAnA doSa kahevA ke doSo sAMbhaLavA eTale svayaM doSita thavA bhUmikA taiyAra karavI ! A jIbha eTale nathI maLI. doSo kahevAmAM jo A jIbhano upayoga karyo to pharI A jIbha kayAM maLavAnI? zAstro ane graMthono Adara paradezamAM paradezI tatvaciMtako dvArA uttama sAhitya pragaTa thAya che. temAM mananI bhUmikAnA ghaNA rahasyo pragaTa thAya che. eka bhAI ghaNA abhyAsI hatA, te kahe ke A sAhitya uttama hoya che. paNa bhAratanA zAstro ane graMthomAM je adhyAtmano AsvAda che te emAM na maLe. kAraNa ke adhyAtma graMthonA racayitAmAM tyAga, saMyama, vairAgya vigerenuM baLa che. te ApaNA jIvana para asara kare che. - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 343 Page #378 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka bhagavAnane paStAM badhA ja guNo AvI jaze. bhA. vada-1 14-9-2000, guvAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA ja ATalA varSo vItavA chatAM tIrthanI zakti Aje paNa ghaTI nathI. tAravAnuM kAma e karI ja rahI che. mAtra saMparkamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. pArasamaNino je lokhaMDane sparza thayo te sonuM banI ja gayo. prabhu zAsanano jene sparza thayo te parama banI ja gayo. - bhagavatImAM pAMca prakAranA devo Ave che. : 1. bhavya dravya deva : bhAvimAM je deva bananAra che te. 2. naradeva : cakravartI, 3. dharmadeva : sAdhu. 4. devAdhideva H tIrthakara bhagavAna. 5. bhAvedeva : vartamAnamAM deva. AmAM devAdhideva keTalA ? naradeva karatAM saMkhyAlagaNA vadhu ! eka ja bhagavAnathI kAma na thAya ? nahi. pharI pharI bhagavAna thayA ja kare. bhagavAna to pahelA paNa hatA, paNa ApaNe 344 je ka Page #379 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ taiyAra nhotA, upAdAna taiyAra nhotuM ! upAdAna paNa nimitta vinA taiyAra na thAya, e paNa samajI levuM ! iMDA vinA maraghI nahi! maraghI vinA iMDA nahi ! upAdAna vinA nimitta, nimitta vinA upAdAna taiyAra na thAya ! * cAritra ApaNe pAmI gayA eTale patI gayuM, ema nahi mAnatA, bIjAne e cAritra ApavA prayatna karajo. to ja tamAro e guNa Takaze. "prakriyA 3pa hajo navAH " vinaya vijayajI. ekendriya vagere jIvo paNa manuSya banIne kyAre jaina dharma pAmI sukhI banaze ? - ema bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. para-hita-vicAraNA vinA sva-hita paNa kyAM thavAnuM che ? parahita vicAravAnI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLavA chatAM ApaNA vinayaveyAvaccamAM koI pharaka na paDe to ApaNA mATe sAMbhaLavuM vyartha samajavuM. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM jeTalo vega lAvIzuM, mokSamAM teTalA jaldI jaIzuM, nigodanA jIvo mATe jagyA khAlI thaze. teo jagyA khAlI thAya tenI vATa joI rahyA che. kedamAMthI nIkaLelo kedI bIjAne paNa jelamAMthI kADhavA prayatna kare, tema bIjAne saMsAramAMthI kADhavAno ApaNe prayatna karavAno che. evuM eka udAharaNa batAvo : jemAM deva-gurunI bhakti vinA koI mokSamAM gayuM hoya, marudevI mAtAnuM nAma kadAca tame Apazo, paNa zatruMjaya mAhAsya vAMco to tamane jaNAze H bhagavAna pratyenA apAra premathI ja temane kevaLajJAna maLyuM che. bhagavAna sAthe mAtApitA vagerenA saMbaMdhanI jema putrano saMbaMdha paNa joDI zakAya. (7) purisaraNA . A vizeSaNathI bhagavAnanuM siMha jevuM parAkrama jovA maLaze. utkRSTa parAkrama vinA mohanIyAdi karma nahi lAge. * sarva jIvo sAthe mitrabhAve vartavuM, AgaLa vadhIne Atmatulya bhAve vartavuM, ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne paramAtma tulya bhAve vartavuM. A jinazAsanano sAra che. "purisadA' padathI sAMjya matanuM nirasana thayuM che. saMktanA ja je eka ka ka ka ja sa ma 345 Page #380 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziSyo sAMkRtya kahevAyA che. teo mAne che ke paramAtmA upamA-rahita che. mATe stutimAM koI upamA na joIe. upamA hIna ke adhika thatAM mRSAvAda lAgaze, mATe stuti upamA rahita joIe. jaina darzanane A mata mAnya nathI. mATe ja ahIM siMha, gaMdhahastI, puMDarIka vagerenI bhagavAnane upamAo ApavAmAM AvI che. siMha yAda AvatAM zaurya yAda Ave. zorya yAda AvatAM mahArANA pratApa yAda Ave ! je yugamAM rAjapUto paNa potAnI bena-beTIone mogalo sAthe paraNAvatA, te yugamAM TekIlA rANAe jIvanabhara mogalo sAthe saMgharSa khelyo, apUrva zaurya batAvyuM. e kadI jhUkyo nahi ! Avo saMgharSa karmo sAme karavAno che, je paramAtmAe karelo che. mATe ja prabhu puruSomAM siMha samAna che. bhagavAnane namavAthI emanA jevo zaurya guNa ApaNAmAM Ave ja. durguNIne namavAthI emanA jevA durguNo ApaNAmAM Ave ja. mATe ja durguNI sAthe dostI karavAnI nA pADI che. tame konI sAthe beso cho ? kone vAMco cho ? te kahI do, to tamAruM vyaktitva kevuM che ? te khyAla AvI jaze. sadguNonI asara thatAM to haju vAra lAge, durguNo to tarata ja coMTI jAya. lasaNa khAIne Avo to amane vAsa parathI tarata ja khabara paDI jAya. tamArA durguNonI e rIte avyakta vAsa AvatI hoya che. AthI ja durguNIthI mANasa dUra bhAge che. durguNIne durbhAga banAvanAra durguNo che. te durguNone atyaMta parAkrama pUrvaka parAsta karavAnA che. jema arNorAja sAme kumArapAle parAkrama dAkhaveluM ! ApaNe krodha karAvanAra para krodha karIe chIe, kUtarAnI jema lAkaDIne karaDIe chIe, paNa bhagavAna lAkaDIne nahi, lAkaDI mAranArane jue che, krodha karAvanAra para nahi, paNa svamAM utpanna thatA krodha para ja krodha kare che. potAnI pIDAmAM bIjA koIne javAbadAra nathI * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 346 Page #381 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaNatA, svane ja javAbadAra gaNe che. krodha Adine tame jo vazIbhUta thaI jazo, jhagaDA karazo to badanAmI mArI ja thavAnI ! ATalI ATalI vAcanA sAMbhaLe che, chatAM ATalA jhagaDA ? mane jasa apAvavo che ke apajasa? rAga-dveSa banne cora luMTArA che. emane bhagavAne krUratApUrvaka kacaDI nAkhyA che. arihaMtano A ja artha thAya. sarva sAvadya yogono ApaNe tyAga karyo che. roja ApaNe karemi bhaMte dvArA nava vAra ene yAda karIe chIe. have jIvanamAM samatA vadhI ke mamatA ? te vicArajo. adhyAtma kalpadruma kyAreka vAMcajo. emAMya khAsa karIne yatizikSAdhikAramAM to munisuMdarasUrijIe sAdhuone joradAra phaTakA mAryA che. kahyuM che : nava vAra tuM roja "karemi bhaMte' bolIne pharI sAvadyamAM pravRtti kare to mRSAbhASaNathI tane sadgati maLaze? gRhastho paNa jJAna-dhyAna-kAussagna AdinI utkRSTa sAdhanA karatA hoya to ahIM AvyA pachI e sAdhanA vadhavI joIe ke ghaTavI joIe? keTalA logassano kAussagna karIe chIe? ke e lakSya ja nathI ? e lakSya vinA karma-zatruo zI rIte bhAgaze ? e vinA zI rIte durguNo jaze? saguNo Avaze? saguNonI siddhimATe saguNIone namo. e mATe ja navakAra che. dareka kAryamAM khamAsamaNuM e mATe ja hoya che. A namratAno abhyAsa che. namratA Avaze pachI ja saraLatA Avaze. abhimAnI kadI saraLa na hoI zake. potAnI moTAI akabaMdha rAkhavA te avazya mAyA karavAno ! mATe ja ahaMkAra para kuThArAghAta karavA namaskAra bhAva che. - jJAnAdi guNo jemanAmAM hoya temanI sevAthI ApaNAmAM jJAnAdi guNo pragaTe che. jJAna hajuye cAlyuM jAya, sevA nahi jAya. e apratipAtI guNa che. jarA vadhAre kAma Ave to moDhuM caDI jatuM nathIne ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 347 Page #382 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArA jIvanamAM paNa sevAno avasara Avyo che : vIramagAmamAM AnaMdapUrvaka 50 ghaDA pANI lAvyo chuM. mahAtmAono lAbha maLe kyAMthI ? cittamAM ullAsa vadhavo joIe. sevA karavAthI zarIra nahi ghasAya. ghasAya to javAbadArI mArI. huM ThIka kahuM chuMH sevAthI zarIra nahi bagaDe. kharekhara to sevA ane zrama choDI devAthI ja zarIra bagaDe che ! bhagavAnanA sAdhuonI sevAnuM saubhAgya maLe kyAMthI ? sevAthI bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya che. pU. gaNithI mukticandravijayajIH bIjA ochuM kAma kare enI takalIpha che. pUjyazrI H manane badalI nAkho. mananuM valaNa badalAze to badhuM ThIka thaI jaze. bIjA ochuM kAma kare ke bilakula na kare, paNa tame vadhu vadhu karazo to tamane to vadhu ja lAbha maLaze, vadhu ja puNya baMdhAze. bharaDesara sajajhAyamAM je mahApuruSo ane mahAsatIonA nAma moTA AcArya bhagavaMto paNa le che. tenuM zuM kAraNa? Aja sudhI koI moTA AcArya bhagavaMte prazna nathI UThAvyo : ame zA mATe zrAvakazrAvikAonuM nAma laIe ? khuda bhagavAna mahAvIre sulasA, AnaMda, kAmadeva AdinI samavasaraNamAM prazaMsA karelI che. kumArapALane kaMTakezvarIe koDha grasta banAvyo tyAre hemacandrasUrijIe kumArapALane bacAvelo che. kumArapALa karuNAmaya jaina dharmanI koI niMdA na kare mATe cittAmAM baLI maravA icchatA hatA, paNa udAyana maMtrIe hemacandrasUrijIne vAta karatAM emaNe abhimaMtrita pANI dvArA koDha roga dUra karelo. AvA kumArapALa hatA mATe ja temane "paramahaMta'nuM birUda maLeluM che. paramAIta eTale parama AhaMta, parama zrAvaka ! kumArapALa jevAne AcAryazrI zA mATe bacAve ? kumArapALa jevAnI prazaMsA AcAryazrI zA mATe kare ? upavRMhaNa eTale zuM ? caturvidha saMghamAM rahelA guNavAnanI prazaMsA. te upabRhaNA e na karIe to darzanAcAramAM aticAra lAge te 348 ka ka ra ja sa ka ka ka za sa * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ka ja che ? Page #383 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jANo cho ne ? 'saMghamAMhi guNavaMtataNI anupabRhaNA kIdhI' -aticAra. A badhuM bhagavAna pAsethI maLe che. mATe ja huM bhakti para ATalo jora ApuM chuM. gaIkAle aSTApadanI pUjAmAM joyuM ne ? bharata kahe che H 'dIo darisaNa mahArAja !' bharata zuM abhaNa hatA ? nhotA jANatA H samyagdarzana maLe to ja prabhunuM darzana maLe ? paNa Ama prabhune yAda karavAthI ja maLeluM samyagdarzana nirmaLa thAya te paNa jANatA hatA ne ? AvA darzananI tamane jhaMkhanA jAgI ? bhagavAnane jinaharSanI jema tame paNa kaho H prabhu darzana Apo ! dhUMADe dhIjuM nahi sAhiba ! peTa paDyA patIje.' huM emane ema saMtoSa nahi pAmuM ! mAre darzana joIze ja. eka bhagavAnane pakaDo, bhagavAnanA badhA ja guNo tamArA. eka gurune pakaDo, gunA badhA ja guNo tamArA. 'aba to adhikArI hoI beThe, prabhu-guNa akhaya khajAnameM...' hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM, bisara gaI duvidhA tana-manakI acirAsuta guNa-gAnameM...' upA. yazovijayajI. tana-mana badhuM ja bhUlAI jAya, mAtra cidAnaMdano AsvAda ja bAkI rahe, evI prabhunI mannatA yazovijayajIne maLI jAya, 'raMga rasIyA raMga rasa banyo' ema bolatA vIravijayajIne vedhakatAno rasAsvAda maLe to ApaNane kema na maLe ? prabhu sAthe lInatA AvI jAya pachI dInatA zAnI ? mATe ja kahuM chuM : bhagavAnamAM lIna bano, bhagavAnane pakaDo. bhagavAnane pakaDatAM badhA ja guNo AvI jaze. A lalita vistarAmAM bhArapUrvaka kahevAmAM AvyuM che H bhagavAnanA anugraha vinA eka paNa guNa nahi maLe. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 349 Page #384 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Twaa dudhananA tArAjI : - abhaya na maLyuM hoya to samajavuM? haju ApaNe bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM nathI. bhA.vada-2. 15-9-2000, zukravAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA - bhagavAne mArga batAvyo. cAlavuM to ApaNe ja paDe. bhagavAnano anugraha svIkAro to puruSArtha karavAnuM mana thAya. bhagavAnano anugraha zI rIte kAma kare ? bhojana-pANI ApaNe karyA mATe bhUkha-tarasa bhAMgI ema mAnIne ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pradhAnatA ApI daIe chIe, bhojana-pANIne sAva ja bhUlI jaIe chIe, "huM A jAya che, "bhojanAdi chuTI jAya che. A ja bhUla ahIM karIe chIe. "huM 7ii jAya che, bhagavAna chuTI jAya che. bhojana-pANI vinA bIjA padArthothI bhUkha-tarasa na bhAMge tema bhagavAna vinA bIjAthI mukti na maLe! juo, upAdhyAyajI ma. nA A zabdo. 350 ra ja sa ka ka aa eka * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ja eka ja che ka Page #385 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAla svabhAva ne bhavitavyatA, e saghaLA tuja dAsI re; mukhya hetu tuM mokSano, e mujane sabaLa vizvAso re - upA. yazovijayajI. AvA Agamadhara puruSo Ama kahetA hoya, vyAkaraNa, kAvya, nyAya, koza,Agama,veda, upaniSadu, purANa vagere tamAmane pacAvI cUkelA mahApuruSa jyAre AvuM kahetA hoya tyAre vAta vicAravA jevI nathI lAgatI ? emanA jeTalI prajJA ane emanA jeTalo abhyAsa ApaNo kharo ? bhagavAnathI badhuM thAya e kharuM, paNa puruSArtha to ApaNo ja ne ? Ama vicArIne bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI AjJA gauNa banAvIne ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pradhAna mAnI laIe chIe. paNa vicAce, bhagavAna vinA bIjA koInI cikravartI ke vAsudeva vagerenI AjJA mAnI hoya to mokSa thAya? ahaMkArane ogALavo hoya to A vicAraNA sAme cakhavI ja DI. e vinA sAdhanAno mArga nahi khule. ahaMkAra-sahita citta kadI sAdhanA-cogya banI zakatuM nathI. bhagavAnanA je guNane pradhAna banAvIne stuti karIe te guNa ApaNAmAM Ave ja. A niyama che. kadIka tame prayoga karIne jojo. purisadA' vizeSaNamAM bhagavAnano sattvaguNa batAvyo che. hemacandrasUrijI prathama vAra kumArapALane maLyA tyAre kumArapALe pUcheluM H utkRSTa guNa kyo ? pUchanArane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne sUrijIe javAba Apyo : satva guNa. sattva guNathI ja traNa bhAImAMthI kumArapALanI pasaMdagI karavAmAM AvelI. pahelo namratApUrvaka, bIjo garIbaDo banIne beTho jyAre kumArapALa rUAbapUrvaka beThelo. AthI ja pasaMdagI pAmelo. sattvaguNa vIryAcAranA pAlanathI pragaTe che. mATe ja bIjA cAra AcAra jeTalA bhedo [36] vIryAcAranA che. eno artha e thayo ke badhAmAM vIrya joIe. jo e na hoya to ekeya AcAranuM pAlana thaI zake nahi. devavaMdana, pratikramaNa beThAM-beThAM karavuM, jaldI karavuM, mananuM ciMcaLa hovuM, vagere doSo AtmavIryanI khAmInA kAraNe janme che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 351 Page #386 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrAvakonA vIryAcAranA aticAra jojo. badhuM samajAI jaze. bhagavAnanuM nAma mAtA-pitAe to vardhamAna rAkhyuM, paNa emanA satva guNathI ja AkarSAIne devoe bIjuM nAma "mahAvIra' pADyuM. sattva guNavALo ja pariSaha Adi sahI zake, dhairya rAkhI zake. hAthI cAle, kUtarA bhase. tyAre hAthI zuM kare ? hAthI calata bajAra, kuttA bhasata hajAra." kUtarA jevA pariSadothI hAthI jevo sattvavAna AtmA thoDo calAyamAna thAya ? bhagavAnamAM A sattvaguNa kevo utkRSTa ? cha-cha mahinA sudhI saMgama pAchaLa paDelo chatAM bhagavAna sattvathI eka iMca paNa calita na thayA. ekarAtamAM 22-2 2 upasargo karyA, chatAM bhayanI AchIpAtaLI rekhA paNa bhagavAnamAM na upasI, bhaya hota to sAdhanA zI rIte thAta? bhaya eTale ja cittanI caMcaLatA ! sAdhakane e kyAMthI hoya ? bhagavAnamAM to bhaya na ja hoya, bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lenAramAM paNa bhaya na hoya, mATe ja bhagavAnane abhayaMkara ane abhayadAtA kahyA che. samaya sara pavaMda ' -ajita zAnti. he puruSo ! jo tamArA duHkho aTakAvavA cAhatA ho, sukhanuM kAraNa zodhatA ho to abhayaMkara zAnti-ajitanuM zaraNuM svIkAroema naMdiSaNa munie ajita-zAntimAM ghoSaNA karI che. abhaya na maLyuM hoya to samajavuM? haju ApaNe bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM nathI. bhagavAna to abhaya hoya ja, bhagavAnanA bhakta paNa abhaya hoya. AnaMda-kAmadeva jevA zrAvako paNa bhayaMkara devakRta upasargathI calita nathI thayA, bhayabhIta nathI thayA. na cintApIndriyavarge / 35ra * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #387 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sattvazIla sahaja rIte indriya-jaya karI zake che. bhagavAna to sAttvikomAM ziromaNi che. "he prabhu! Ape manane vaza karyuM, paNa balAtkAre nahi, indriyone vaza karI paNa jabaradastIthI nahi, mAtra zithilatAthI Ape badhuM jItI lIdhuM che." paTu abhyAsa ane AdarathI vairAgyane Ape evo kabaje karyo ke je koI janmamAM Apano sAtha na choDe. duHkhamAM to badhAne vairAgya Ave, sukhamAM paNa Apane vairAgya che. pU. hemacandrasUrijInI prabhune A stuti che. na khedaH saMyamAdhvani / sAdhanAmAM kaMTALo Avavo, hatAzA-nirAza thaI javuM, khinnaudvigna thaI javuM e badhuM sattvaguNanI khAmInA kAraNe thAya che. bhagavAnano bhakta bhaya, dveSa ane khedathI para hoya. bhaya, dveSa ane kheda hoya tyAM sudhI sAdhananAnI pUrva bhUmikA paNa taiyAra na thAya. AgaLanI to vAta ja kayAM ? bhaya, dveSa, khedathI ApaNe kaMIka aze paNa mukta banyA chIe? mukta banavAnI bhAvanA jAgI che ? sevana-kAraNa pahelI bhUmikA re, abhaya-adveSa, akheda." -pU. AnaMdaghanajI. A yoga dRSTi samuccayanA padArtho che. niSprakampatA saddhyAne dhyAnamAM bhagavAnane atyaMta niSpakaMpatA hoya. meru jevA bhagavAna akaMpa hoya. emane koNa DolAvI zake ? RSabhadevane hajAra varSa lAgelA, paNa mahAvIra deve mAtra sADA bAra varSamAM enAthI bhayakaMra karmonA bhUkkA bolAvI dIdhA, te A sattvaguNanA kAraNe ja. * karmanuM RNa cUkate nahi karIe to karmo kAMI ApaNane choDavAnA nathI. bhagavAnane paNa na choDe to ApaNane kema choDe ? ja ja ja ja ja sa ja A ja ja 33 Page #388 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ghaNIvAra prazna thAya : mahAmunione kema roga AvatA haze ? padma vi., kAnti vi. bhadraMkara vi. vagerene rogo AvelA. AvuM uttama jIvana jIvanArane paNa AvA rogo ? karmo samaje che ke A mahAtmAo muktinA mArge che. maMjhila nikaTa che. muktimAM amArI pahoca nathI. svargamAM sukha sivAya kAMI nathI. eTale atyAre ja badho hisAba cUkate karavA do. ajJAna loko dharmI lokone paDatA kaSTane joIne kahe : dharmIne ghera dhADa pADI ! paNa emane karmonA hisAbanI khabara nathI. uttarAdhyayanamAM eka suMdara dRSTAMta Ave che ? gAyane sUkuM ane bakarAne majAnuM lIluM ghAsa apAtuM joI nirAza thayelA vAcharaDAne gAye kahyuM : bhoLA ! tane khabara nathI. A bakaro kasAI pAse jaze tyAre badhI khabara paDaze. kasAI pAse jatA-raDatA-kapAtA bakarAne joIne vAcharaDuM badhuM samajI gayuM H atyAre maLatuM sUkuM-sUkuM ghAsa bhaviSya mATe sAruM che. jyAre atyAre maLatA mAla-malIdA bhAvi mATe bhayaMkara che. je sArakkhAyA te tayakkhAyA je tayakkhAyA te sArakkhAyA raMgarAga, moja-zokha karatA pApI mANasone joI kadI vicalita nahi banatA, AjanA raMga-rAga bhAvinI Aga che. AjanA virAga bhAvinA bAga che. kamaLano svabhAva cheH jotAM ja saune AnaMda thAya. bhagavAnane jotAM ja saune AnaMda Ave emanI mudrA, emanI vANI, emanuM astitva saune AnaMdanI prabhAvanA karavAja janmeluM hoya. mATe ja bhagavAna "puritavarapuMDarA " che. 354 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #389 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna bhale dUra hoya, paNa temanI kRpA ahIM ja che. bhA. vada-7 16-9-2000,zanivAra sAta covIzI dharmazALA * mukitamArganI pravRtti atyAre cAlI rahI che, temAM mukhya anugraha prabhuno che, je tIrtha che, tyAM sudhI cAlu raheze. vyaktigata tIrtha badalAya, sAmAnya tIrtha sadA kALamATe rahe. vyakti vizeSa tIrthakara badalAya, sAmAnya tIrthakara sadA kALa mATe rahe. mATe ja logassanI pahelI gAthAmAM sAmAnya tIrthaMkaranI stuti karelI che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA anaMtAnaMta guNone koNa varNavI zake ? emanI stuti karavAnuM maLyuM e paNa bhAgya gaNAya ! 3Ado suvataH sthAna, stutergocrmaagmt / ' - vItarAga stotra kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * ka ja eka rola eka eka ja eka eka eka 355 Page #390 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhu - stutino mane ghaNo lobha che. jyAMthI maLe tyAMthI laI laUM ! huM A arthamAM kaMjusa chuM. te vakhate tame kharuM kaheluM. pU. A hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : e vakhatanuM vacana huM pAchuM khecuM pUjyazrIH guNo to ghaNA kahe, doSo kyAMthI sAMbhaLavA maLe? huM to te vakhate [bhA. su. 13nA stabdha thaI gayelo H huM prazaMsA sAMbhaLavA thoDo Avelo ? hari vikrama caritramAM AvatuM peluM dRSTAMta sadA najara sAme rahe che. saMsArI pitA pAse ziSya pAsethI prazaMsA karAvIne pelA mahAna yogI paNa hArI gayelA. bIjA dvArA thatI stuti sAMbhaLatAM malakAI jaIe to paNa sAdhanA jAya. stuti sAMbhaLatAM nArAja thAya, niMdAthI rAjI thAya te sAco yogI, sukhane duHkha ane duHkhane sukharUpa gaNe te sAco muni, ema yogasAramAM lakhyuM che. saubhAgya ke suyaza nAmakarmano udaya paNa sukha che, te vakhate malakAIe to kAmathI gayA. ATheya madathI sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. - tame game teTalA moTA vidvAna ke gItArtha AcArya banI gayA ho to paNa logassa, pukharavara, siddhANaM. vagere sUtro evA rAkhyA che ke tamAre bhagavAnanI stuti karavI ja paDe. "logassa ujjo agare eTale ke bhagavAna lokane ajavALanArA che. sUrya-dIpakanI jema kevaLajJAnanuM paNa ajavALuM hoya che. pelo dravya prakAza che. A bhAva prakAza che. udyotakara tIrthakara dUra che, to paNa zuM thayuM? sUrya dUra che, paNa kiraNo ahIM che ne? bhagavAna dUra che, paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA to ahIM che ne ? nAstaM kadAcidupayAsi na sahugamya : - bhaktAmara bhagavAna evA sUrya che je kyAreya asta nathI pAmatA, vAdaLa ke rAhuthI grasta nathI banatA. 3pa6 ra ra ma * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 ma ma e eka Page #391 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA eno artha e nathI ke teo AthamI gayA ! bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM hoya, paNa emanA guNo to ahIM prakAzI zake che. sUrya bhale AkAzamAM hoya, paNa ApaNane to prakAzathI matalaba che ne ? prakAza to ahIM maLe ja che. sarvajJa hoya te sarvaga hoya ja. sarvaga eTale vizvavyApI. tvAmavyayaM vibhumacintya0 -bhaktAmara. anya darzanIoe bhagavAna mATe vAparelA zabdo ekadama vAjabI che, ema zrI siddhasena divAkarasUrijIe zakrastavamAM ghaTAvI ApyuM che. - bhagavAna puruSasiMha che. siMha jevA guNo bhagavAnamAM che. karmazatru pratye zaurya, karmanA ucchedamAM krUratA krodhAdi pratye asahiSNutA, rAgAdi pratye parAkrama, tapa pratye vIratA, pariSadomAM avajJA, upasargomAM abhaya, indriyanI ciMtA nahi, saMyama mArge kaMTALo nahi, dhyAnamAM caMcaLatA nahi. AvA bhagavAnanuM tame dhyAna dharo. bhagavAnamAM tamane siMha dekhAze ApaNI pAse zUravIratA che, paNa saMsAranA kAryamAM. dharmakAryomAM taddana kAyara chIe ! kAussagna UbhA-UbhA karIe ke beThAbeThA ? kSapakazreNimAM utkRSTa Atma-zakti kyAMthI AvI ? siddha bhagavAna pAsethI. upara siddhazilAnI chatrI nahi hoya tyAM AvI zakti nahi Ave. AvI zUratAnA kAraNe ja bhagavAnamAM zUravIratA Adi guNo asAmAnya gaNAya, ApaNA sAmAnya gaNAya. siMhanI upamA khoTI nathI. bhagavAnanA keTalAka asAdhAraNa guNo upamA dvArA ja samajAvI zakAya. keTalAka jIvo to evA hoya je upamA dvArA ja samajI zake. jIvono kSayopazama vicitra hoya che. - cAra adhyayana sudhInuM je dasakAlika bhaNelA duppasahasUri kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 357 Page #392 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gItArtha gaNAze, e dasakAlikanuM keTaluM mUlya ? chajIvanikAyanI karuNA keTalI mahattvapUrNa che ? te samajo. - mArI bhASA bhale ekasarakhI hoya, paNa tame badhA eka sarakhI rIte samajI zako? badhAno kSayopazama alaga alaga che. eTale bodha paNa alaga alaga thavAno. mATe ja upamAo ApavI paDe che, vyAkhyAnamAM dRSTAMta vagere ApavA paDe che. jJAtA-dharmakathA dvArA jaNAya che : bhagavAna svayaM paNa dRSTAMto kahetA hatA. kathA moTI hoya. upamA nAnI hoya. 4 gaI kAle tabIyata taddana asvastha hatI, chatAM meM vAcanA ApI ja. baMdha rAkhuM to vadhu jAherAta thaI jAya. bhagavAna para bharoso rAkhIne huM AvuM kArya karI lauM ! - bhagavAna upakArI che. ApaNe upakArya chIe. upakArya pAsethI bhagavAnane koI pratyupakAranI IcchA nathI A ja bhagavAnanI mahAnatA che. * bhagavAna bhale badalAya, paNa guNo nathI badalAtA. mATe ja namutthaNe. enuM eja De che. je badhAmAM samAnarUpe lAgu paDe. A zakastava Indra nahi, gaNadharoe banAveluM che. Indra to mAtra bole eTaluM ja. IndranI banAvavAnI zI zakti ? juo, ahIM lakhyuM che : mahApuruSapraNItazcAdhikRtadaNDakaH / AdimunibhirarhacchiSyaiH gaNadharaiH praNItatvAt / AthI ja A zakastava mahAgaMbhIra che, sakala nayanuM sthAna che, bhavya jIvone AnaMdakArI che, parama ArSarUpa che. ArSa eTale RSionuM. ArSamAM vyAkaraNanA sUtro paNa lAgu na paDe. pratyuta ArSane vyAkaraNa anusare. eTale ja prAkRta vyAkaraNamAM trIjuM ja sUtra lakhyuM: sArtham | ja bhagavatI sUtramAM abhayadevasUrijIe svayaM umAsvAti mahArAjane TAMkSA che. Aje bhagavatImAM ATha AtmAonA adhikAramAM prazamaratinA zloko TaMkAyelA jovA maLyA. eka akSara paNa teo AdhAra vinA na lakhe. 358 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #393 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * AgamanI vAcanA sAMbhaLo cho, paNa te Agamo kaMThastha karavAno niyama karazo ? dareka comAsAmAM Agamo pIrasavAmAM Ave to keTaluM sAruM? 20 varSa pahelA ahIM sUyagaDaMga calAveluM. ApaNe ja Agama nahi calAvIe to koNa calAvaze ? jIvanamAM Agamane pradhAna banAvavA hoya to kaMThastha karo. lokabhogya bhASAmAM kaThaNa Agamo paNa pIrasI zakAya. sau prathama ApaNI ruci joIe. mAtra loka-raMjana nathI karavuM, AtmakalyANa karavAnuM che. ApaNA vyAkhyAnamAM AgamanA padArtho Ave ja nahi to zuM rahyuM tyAM ? - pU. premasUrijI, paM. mukti vi., paM. bhAnuvijayajInA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne kyAreka kahetA : A tamArA vyAkhyAnamAM AgamanuM to koI tattva ApyuM ja nahi! pU. AgamoddhAraka zrI sAgarajI mahArAja sAcA arthamAM "AgamoddhAraka' hatA. have temanA vArasadAroe e vAraso calAvavAno AgamonI paricaya vAcanA goThavI e jANI mane khUba ja AnaMda thayo. AcArAMga-uttarAdhyayana vagerenA yogohana karIne Agamone abharAIe nathI mUkI devAnA, kaMThastha karI jIvanamAM utAravAnA che. dasa vaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana, AcArAMga ItyAdinI jeTalI TIkA vagere maLe che. te badhuM kama se kama vAMco to kharA. vAMcazo to jIvanamAM kaMIka Avaze. to ja AgamanI paraMparA cAlaze. bhAvi zAsana A rIte ja cAlaze. * DaoNkaTaranI padavI meLavIne zuM karavAnuM ? bIjAnI sevA karavAnI che. ajameranA mUiLa phalodInA jayacaMdajI DaoNkaTara che. dezavidezamAM nAmanA che. e kahe : huM game tevA DaoNkaTarane sarTiphikeTa na ApuM. mArI moTI javAbadArI che. pelA jo jema tema IjekSana ThokI de ne dardI marI jAya to javAbadArI mArI rahe ! . ahIM paNa AgamadharanI javAbadArI che. DaoNkTarathI paNa moTI javAbadArI che. eka ja e ja ja ja sa ka ra sa 359 Page #394 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 360 bIjA jIvanA eka pradezane Udepe elp epIP>= In ApaNI ja pIDA banI raheze. D bhA.vada 4 17-9-2008, ravivAra pakSA rUpA dharmazALA samaya : savAre 7.30 thI 8.30 Agama-paricaya-vAcanA bhagavatI aMga pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI : sarvanA hita mATe bhagavAne tIrtha sthApanA karI. bhagavAna puSkarAvarta meghanI jema varasyA che. Aje paNa teno prabhAva anubhavI zakAya che. bhagavAnano che, tema bhagavAnanI 35 guNayuta vANIno paNa atizaya che. puSkarAvarta megha pachI 21 vakhata dharatI para pAka thayA kare, tema bhagavAnanI vANIthI 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana cAlyA karaze. paraMparAe e vANIno pravAha cAlyA ja karaze. prabhunA anugrahano A jIvaMta dAkhalo che. e vinA A bhUmi kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #395 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para AvuM vAtAvaraNa na sarjAya, sAmUhika anuSThAna na thaI zake. uttama bhAvanA jAge te mujaba vikAsa thAya. AvuM vAtAvaraNa dareka saMgha, samudAyamAM kAyama thaI jAya to vikAsa kayAM dUra che ? AgamoddhArakazrInI vAcanAmAM amArA pU. AcArya bhagavaMtazrI pU. meghasUrijI pU. kanakasUrijI vageree lAbha lIdhelo che. zrutano uddhAra mAtra vAcanAthI nahi thAya, jIvanamAM Agamo UtAravAthI thaze. bhagavatI sUtra para 20-30 miniTamAM mArA jevAnI bolavAnI kyAM zakti che ? chatAM Agama paranI bhakti bolavA prere che. Agama eTale prANa ! jIvana ! enA AdhAre ja ApaNuM bhAva jIvana TakeluM che ne Takaze. bhagavatI eTale dravyAnuyogano khajAno ! jo ke Ama to cAreya anuyogo che. A AkaragraMtha che. jenA vakhANa khuda gaNadharoe karelA che, maMgalAcaraNa paNa temaNe karyuM : namo mugalsa no dhaMgISu sivIpu / A maMgaLa zI rIte ? paMca parameSThI to che nahi. zrutajJAna zrutajJAnIne choDIne kayAMya nathI rahetuM. temano namaskAra maMgaLa ja gaNAya. kharekhara to jinAgama ane jina eka ja rUpe che. 'jinapratimA jina sArakhI' Ama bolIe chIe, paNa jinapratimA sAkSAt jina lAge che ? mane paNa haju evo bhAva nathI jAgato. mUrti ja zA mATe ? bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa bhagavAna che. mUrti paNa bhagavAna hoya to Agama to sutarAM bhagavAna gaNAya. Agama na hota to mukti-mArga zI rIte cAlata ? mAtra saMketaIzArAthI na cAlata. bhASAthI ja spaSTa bodha thAya. A bhagavatImAM 41 zataka che. jIvanabhara ciMtana manana karIe to jIvananA badhA prazno hala thaI jAya. 20 varSa pahelA mAnatuMgasUrijI pAse vAcanA lIdhelI. te pahelA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * 361 Page #396 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ beDAmAM pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. pAsethI laI vyAkhyAnamAM bolato. goyamA zabda para sonAmahoro mUkanArA zrAvako paNa ApaNA zAsanamAM thayelA che. amane samajAvI-samajAvIne Agama mATe bAdhAo ApavAmAM AvelI. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H have Apa Apo. pUjyazrI : eTalA mATe to Avyo chuM. ahIM (bhagavatImAM) mAtra gautamasvAmI ja nahi jayaMtI jevI zrAvikAe paNa prazna karelA che. prazna kartA gautamasvAmI kevA ? prathama porasImAM sUtra, bIjImAM artha rUpa dhyAnanA koThAmAM rahenArA. artha eTale niryukti, cUrNi, bhASya vagere badhAno abhyAsa. eTale ja adhyayanane 'akSINa' paNa kahyuM che. kAraNa ke eTalA artha nIkaLe ke je kadI khuTe ja nahi. akSINa eTale akhUTa bhagavatIno ekAda namUno joIe. paMcAstikAya rUpa lokamAM alokano paNa samAveza thaI gayo che. kAraNa ke AkAzAstikAya alokamAM paNa che. bhagavAna para jeTalo Adara-bahumAna vadhaze teTalA AgamonA rahasyo samajAze. pU. jinacandrasAgarasUrijIe saune gavaDAvyuM : jima jima arihA sevIe re; tima tima pragaTe jJAna saluNA... pUjyazrI : deva-gurunI bhaktithI jJAna pragaTaze. huM pote bhaNelo nathI. mArAthI vadhu bhaNelA ahIM che. bhaktinA prabhAvathI je artha sphure tethI mane paNa AnaMda Ave. dhyAna vakhate artho sphure bhagavAnane pUchavA javuM na paDe, bhagavAna pote AvIne kahI jAya, evo anubhava thAya. mIrAM ne kRSNa dUra nathI, bhaktane bhagavAna dUra nathI. 362 * kahe, kalApUrNasUri Page #397 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAna dUra che, evI bhramaNA toDavI ja rahI. kadAca koIne viziSTa artha sphurI jAya to bhagavAnano prabhAva mAnajo, potAno nahi. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : brAhmI lipine namaskAra kema ? pUjyazrI : zrutajJAnanA ekeka prakAra pratye Adara che. brAhmI lipimAM dravyazruta che. dravya vinA bhAvazruta nahi pragaTe. lipi akSara rUpa che. na kSati kRti akSaram / tIrthaMkara Ave ne jAya, paNa akSaro to rahe ja. bhAvazruta jeTaluM ja dravyazrutanuM bahumAna karavAnuM che. jJAnanI mukhyatA hoya tyAre cAritra ane dhyAna emAM ja anucUta che, ema samajavuM. e jJAna jJa ane pratyAkhyAna parikSA rUpa samajavuM. tajjJAnameva kathaM yasmin udite rAgAdayaH jAyante ? bhacAumAM bhagavatInuM vAMcana cAlatuM hatuM tyAre huM eka sthaLe jarA camakelo. kAraNa ke temAM lakheluM : jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI che. paNa pachI khyAla Avyo : A to anaMta jIvonI vAta che. jIvo ja anaMtA hoya to pradezo to anaMtA ja hoya ne ? gaI kAle bhagavatImAM AveluM : dravyAtmAmAM sarva jIvo AvI gayA. dravyAtmA rUpe ApaNe sau eka chIe. ApaNe bIjAne bhinna mAnIe chIe, paNa jIvAstikAya kahe che : ApaNe sau eka chIe. jIvAstikAyanA bIjA badhA (pudgalAstikAya vagere) Adi sevako che. kartRtvAdi zakti jIva sivAya bIje kyAM che. ? jIvAstikAyano zabdArtha : jIva jIvo. asti pradezo. kAya samUha. = = = kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 363 Page #398 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ahIM vidvAno ghaNA che. huM kAMI na ApuM to mAro kAna pakaDe. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva ane guNathI jIvAstikAya pAMca prakAre che.. * dravyathI jIvAstikAya anaMta jIva dravya rUpa che. temAM badhA ja jIvo AvI gayA. . (thoDo bhale kaMTALo Ave, paNa A jANavA jevuM che.) kSetrathI lokavyApI kALathI anAdi anaMta, nitya, zAzvata. koI kALa nathI jyAre jIvAstikAya na hoya. badhA dravyo sahAyaka bane che. kadAca eka mAtra ApaNe mhAyaka nathI banatA. A vizvamAM astitva TakAvavuM hoya to bIjAne sahAyaka banavuM ja paDaze. e vinA astitva Take ja nahi. samajIne sahAyatA karIe to lAbha che. nahi to vizva vyavasthA pramANe anicchAe paNa sAyatA karavI ja paDaze. bhAvathI : avarNa, agaMdhAdi. pudgalAstikAya sivAya sau arUpI che. jIva asaMkhya pradezI, paNa jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI. kAraNa ke jIvo anaMta che. sarva jIvono saMgraha jIvAstikAya che. jIvo anaMta hoya to pradezo to anaMta hoya ja. eno artha e thayo ke pradezothI ApaNe eka chIe. jIvAstikAyamAMthI eka jIvane bAda karIe to jIvAstikAya kahevAya ? gautamasvAmInA A praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAna kahe che : nA, na kahevAya. eka pradeza bakAta rAkhIe toya paNa jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. bhagavAna paNa A jIvAstikAyamAM sAthe che ne kahe che : he jIva! tuM mArA jevo ja che. eka jIva ja nahi, jIvanA eka pradezane paNa satAvIe to e ApaNI ja satAmaNI banI raheze. ApaNA zarIranA eka aMgUThAne paNa pIDA Apo to e pIDA tamArI ja che, bIjA koInI nahi. 364 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #399 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe ja AcArAMgamAM kahyuM : 'tumaMsi nAma sacceva jaM haMtavvaMti mannasi / ' jene mAre che te tuM ja che, ema sAcuM mAnaje. A to mAtra namUno batAvyo che, vizeSa tamAre jANavuM hoya to bhagavatIno pATha cAle ja che. pAThamAM AvI jajo. A bhagavatImAM jainetara saMnyAsIo paNa bhagavAnane prazna pUchavA Ave che. pachI niHzaMka banIne dIkSita bane che. jayaMtI zrAvikAe pUchelA praznanA uttaramAM bhagavAna kahe che : dharmI jAgatA bhalA. adharmI UMghatA bhalA. ApaNe sUtA bhalA ke jAgatA ? jAgRti : dravya-bhAva be prakAre che. bAkInI badhI vAto hemacandrasAgarasUrijI karaze. A ja rIte dharmI baLavAna bhalA, adharmI nirbaLa bhalA. adharmI pAse baLa hoya to bIjAnA ja nahi, potAnA paNa vinAzanuM kAraNa bane. AbhagavatImAM tuMgIyAnagarInA zrAvakonuM varNana " naTsa, ' vagere kahIne karavAmAM AvyuM che. 45 Agamo sAMbhaLavAno to zrAvakane paNa adhikA2che. mATe ja " nala, dI' zrAvako kahevAyA che. ahIM beThelA bAla munio vagere Agama kaMThastha karavAnI pratijJA leze to AnaMda thaze. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : nAdurasta tabIyata hovA chatAM poNo kalAka tattva pIrasyuM. pUjyazrI pAkA vepArI che. pUjyazrI pharamAve che : sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoe eka varSa daramyAna Avazyaka ane dazavaikAlikanI badhI ja TIkAo vagere vAMcavuM. huM pahelA hAtha joDuM. mArI sAthe bIjA keTalA hAtha joDaze ? - pUjyazrIe je pharamAvyuM te nahIM paNa saMbhaLAyuM hoya to teno sAra Ajha jha = * * * * * * * * * 35 Page #400 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhuraMdharavijayajI pharamAvaze. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : pUjyazrInI vAtane thoDI yAda karI laIe. Ama paNa sAMbhaLyA pachI zAstramAM dhAraNAnI vAta che ja. bhagavAnanI vANIne puSkarAvartanI upamA ApI. puSkarAvartamAM evo guNa che ke ekavAra varasyA pachI 21 varSa sudhI pAka thayA ja kare. bhagavAna 30 varSa bolyA. tenA 10 thI 11 hajAra divasa thAya. tenA prabhAve ja bhagavAnanuM zAsana 21 hajAra varSa sudhI cAlaze. ApaNe badhA khetI karIe chIe, paNa jamInamAM pAka thAya te bhagavAnanI puSkarAvarta rUpa vANIno prabhAva che. ApaNA bolavAnA kAraNe thAya che, evo ApaNo bhrama che, te AthI tuTI jAya che. 'no mugalsa' zrutajJAnane praNAma ! tIrtha traNa prakAre che, temAM dvAdazAMgI paNa che. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI mahArAje ghaNuM ghaNAne ApyuM che. zruta eTale sAMbhaLeluM, mAtra vAMceluM nahi. guru pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM ja bhItaranuM pragaTa karAve che. vedone 'zruti' kahyA che. sAMbhaLavAthI ja AdhyAtmika janma thAya. sAMbhaLavAnuM ja mahattva che. bALako paNa sAMbhaLIne ja bhASA zIkhe che. mukhyA bALaklR | no gaMbhIpa trivINa / bhagavAna bolyA tenI je AkRti UbhI thaI te brAhmI. bhairavI rAga gAva to bhairavI, vAgIzvarIthI sarasvatInI mUrti retImAM dorAI jAya, ema tajajJo kahe che. mULa zabda che : brahma. brahma eTale paramAtmA. emanAthI bolAyeluM te brAhmI. brAhmI bhagavAnano akSaradeha che, je avinAzI che. 366 * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #401 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zruta-bIjane namaskAra pachI brAhmI lipine paNa namaskAra ahIM thayo che. bhagavatIno ATalo mahimA kema ? AmAM caturvidha saMghanA tamAmane prazna karavAnuM sthAna maLyuM che. mukhya gautama svAmI che, tema jayaMtI zrAvikA vagere bIjA paNa che. jayaMtI zatAnIka rAjAnI sagI bena hatI. bhaktimAM sulatA AgaLa hatI tema jijJAsAmAM jayaMtI AgaLa hatI. te para "jayaMtI caryA' grantha abhayadevasUrie banAvelo che. te sAdhvIo paNa vAMcI zake. aNu-vijJAnanA siddhAMto paNa bhagavatImAMthI zodhAyA che, je pragaTa paNa thayA che. amArA sumerapuranA cAturmAsamAM eka zrAvikA kahetAM : mArAM sAsu abhaNa paNa 45 AgamonA bola kaMThastha hatA. jJAnasuMdarajIe chapAvelA thokaDA (pahelA thokaDAonI hastaprato hatI) tene moDhe hatA. mAtra sAMbhaLIne kaMThastha kareluM. munio zrutadhara kahevAya to zrotAo zrutidhara kahevAya. ekAgra hoya to ja AvuM thaI zake. bhagavatIne jayakuMjara gaMdhahastInI upamA ApI che. pU. labdhisUrijIe gaMdhahastI vagerenA vizeSaNomAM ja cAra mahinA pUrA karI dIdhelA. gaMdhahastI pAse bIjA hAthI na Take, tema bhagavatI pAse bIjA vipno na Take. maMgaLa mATe vAraMvAra eTale ja bhagavatI vaMcAtuM rahetuM. judA hovAno anubhava karavo e ja moha che. jIvAstikAya kahe che ke ApaNe eka chIe. loka svarUpa bhAvanA paNa A ja che. hindustAnanA badhA nAgariko bhAratIya tarIke eka tema jIvatva rUpe ApaNe badhA eka. gujarAtI vagere tarIke alaga, tema bhedanayathI jIiva bhinna paNa gaNAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * 367 Page #402 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tame deharUpa cho, tema vizvarUpa paNa cho, tenI saMvedanA karo, ema bhagavAna kahe che. 'arUpI' eTalA mATe kahevAya ke pahelA rUpa ja dekhAya. zabdAdi pachIthI saMbhaLAya. dA.ta. vIjaLIno prakAza pahelA dekhAya. garjanA pachI saMbhaLAya. dharma eTale paropakAra. je bIjAne upayogI nathI banato te dharmI nathI. dharmI baLavAna ke samRddha sArA. pApI nirbaLa ke daridra sArA. vyAkhyAnamAM mALA gaNo to te na cAle, UMgho to haju cAle. UMghatI vakhate kama se kama amArA zabdo to kAnamAM paDaze. 368 'kahe, kalApUrNasUri'" ''kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie'" A banne amUlya graMtharatno maLyA. kharekhara ! e graMtharatno mAtra saMgraha karavA jevA ja nathI, paNa e graMtho sAthe satsaMga karavA jevo che... evA e amUlya graMtho che. ApazrIe pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrIjInI vAcanAne jhIlI, je zabdastha karI che te riyalI anumodanIya che. hitavardhanasAgara 72 jinAlaya. kaccha 'kahe, kalApUrNasUri'" pustaka maLyuM. khUba ja khaMta-cIvaTathI Ape saMkalana karyuM che, te sAdhuvAdane pAtra che. aneka khapI jIvone A graMtha mahA-upakAraka banaze te niHzaMka che. AvA anekavidha graMtho ApanA thakI zAsanane maLatA rahe evI zubhecchA..... araviMdasAgara, amadAvAda. # kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #403 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'abhiprAyonI helI baMneya pustako maLyA che. dAda mAMgI le tevI mahenata karI che. AvaraNa tathA aMtaraMga - ubhaya dRSTie UDIne AMkhe vaLage ne aMtaramAM vase tevuM prakAzana thayuM che. tamAro zrama dhanyavAdane pAtra che. - vijaya mahAbalasUri - puNyapAlasUri - muni bhavyabhUSaNavijaya - "kahyuM , kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka joyuM. adbhuta vAcanAone uddhata karIne lakhyuM che. te zramaNa vaMdone upayogI banaze. baMdhu-yugala joDIe jJAna-sAdhanAmAM abhivRddhi karI tenI anumodanA. - A. vijayaguNaratnasUri - paM. ravinavijaya surata A pustaka svAdhyAya mATe/Atmika-vikAsa mATe ghaNuM ja suMdara che. vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM che. - - muni saMvegavardhanavijaya ghATakopara, muMbaI "kahe' ane "kahyuM" nA jAjaramAna prakAzano jaina saMghane bheTa ApI mahAna upakAra karyo che. amane pUjyazrInI vANIno sAkSAt saMyoga karAvI Apyo. - muni devaratnasAgara muMbaI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 369 Page #404 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryadevazrI kA vAcanA-graMtha 'kA, kalApUrNasUrie' parasoM hI prApta huA hai / graMtha atyaMta tAttvika va mananIya hai / / isase pUrva 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' graMtha milA, vAMcana bhI kiyA / bahuta hI adbhuta graMtha hai / / pUjya zrIke vacanAmRta ko isa DhaMga se peza karake Apane anupama zrutabhakti va gurubhakti kA paricaya diyA hai / - sa. saMskrAnidhizrI ujjaina ApanA taraphathI mokalAvela pustaka "kahe kalApUrNasUri' amane maLI gayuM che. parama pUjaya sAhebajInI vANIno lAbha pratyakSa levA ame IcchIe chIe, paNa pratyakSa to jayAre lAbha maLe tyAre... paNa atyAre parokSa rIte vANIne kalamathI AlekhIne pustaka dvArA amArA jevA nAnAnA hAthamAM AvI che, je vANInuM vAMcana khUba ja sAruM che ne vAMcIne sAhebajI jevI bhagavAna pratyenI bhakti karIe e ja prArthanA. - sA. guNasenAzrI prabhu-nAmamAM paNa upakAranI zakti che." AvuM kahenAra vyakti (pUjyazrI) evI ja hoya, jeNe potAnA jIvanamAM prabhu-nAma dvArA kaMIka nahi, paNa ghaNuM badhuM meLavI lIdhuM hoya. - sA. haMsaqnizrI mAruM to zuM sAmarthya che ke A pustakanA hArda sudhI pahoMcI zakuM ? - sA. hasabodhizrI phUlanI sugaMdha telamAM Ave tema A pustaka vAMcatAM bhaktinI sugaMdha ApaNAmAM Ave che. - sA. prazIlayazAzrIjI 300 * * * * * * * * 3 Page #405 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustakanA vAMcana pachI pratyeka jIva pratye maitrI-bhAva keLavavAnI bhAvanA tathA samakitanI prApti mATe deva-gurunI adamya bhakti pedA thAya tevI ja A bALa, bhikSA mAge che. - sA. vizuddhadAtAzrI pUjyazrInA mukhamAMthI vahI rahelI vANIrUpI saritAmAM snAna karI zuddha banavAnI sonerI taka A pustakanA mAdhyama dvArA maLI che. - sA. haMsakIrtizrI - A pustaka vizALa, gaMbhIra ane UMDuM che. viSayonI vizALatA (namaskAra maMtra, guru-bhakti, prabhu-bhakti, adhyAtma, vinaya, jJAna, svAdhyAya, zraddhA vagere viSayo) che. artha (prabhukRpA, guru-kRpA, viSayonI virakti, viniyoga vagere)nI gaMbhIratA ane adhyAtma-ciMtana rUpa UMDANa - A badhuM joI-vAMcIne huM mAtra vismayano ja anubhava karuM chuM. - sA. hitadarzanAzrI parama tAraka paramAtmAnI parama prIta parAganuM pAna karatA pUjayazrInA mukhAraviMdathI prakAzita thayela A vANInuM dohana karatAM mAruM hRdaya bhAvAdri banyuM che. - sA. cArunayAnAzrI A pustaka vAMcatAM kharekhara lAgyuM ke A guNo (bhakti vagere) jIvanamAM keLavavA jevA che. - sA. muktirekhAzrI mAnava-jIvana amRta che, enI jhAMkhI. kharekhara A pustaka vAMcatAM thaI. - sA. suzIlaguNAzrI kahe. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 301 Page #406 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. sAhebajInA A pustakathI mArA jevA ajJAnI jIva upara ghaNI kRpA varasI che, ghaNA padArthonuM jJAna maLyuM che, je jJAnane meLavavA huM AkhI jIMdagI mathAmaNa karuM to paNa prAya: na maLe. - sA. haMsaratizrI ' A pustakanA vAMcanathI jIvanamAM nIce mujaba lAbha thayA : bhagavad - bhakti viziSTa rIte karavA mana lalacAyuM. kriyA sUtra, artha ane tadubhayathI bhAvita rIte thavA lAgI. * jIvo pratye maitrIbhAva vadhavA lAgyo. saMbaMdha joyA vagara paropakAra karavAnuM mana thayuM. - sA. bhadrakAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI mArA jIvanamAM agaNita phAyadA thayA. - sA. divyarekhAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI aneka lAbho thayA che : prabhu para bhakti, saMyama para zraddhA, jJAna para ruci vadhyA che. - sA. priyadarzInAzrI. A pustaka to amRtano kaToro che. je puNyAtmAo tenuM pAna karaze te kharekhara amara banaze. - sA. saMvegapUNI pustaka vAMcatAM thayelA AnaMdane vyakta karavA mArI pAse koI zabdo nathI. - sA. muktirasAzrI 302 4 6 * * * * * * * * * * Page #407 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA amane AvI pApabhIrutA, prabhu-bhaktimAM sthiratA, gurubhaktimAM samarpitatA ane dharma pratyenI daDhatA prApta thAya, tevI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. - sA. jayapUNazriI jIvamaitrI, jina-bhakti ane gurubhakti kevI mahAna che ? tenuM hArda A pustakamAM khUba ja UMDANathI samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che. - sA. nayaguNAzrI vAcanAnI prasAdIrUpa A pustakanuM vAMcana amArAmAM prasannatAno pamarATa phelAve ane prabhuno prema pragaTAve tevI apekSA che. - sA. jyotidarzanAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLe che. jANe sAkSAt AcAryazrI ApaNane kahetA hoya evo ja bhAsa thAya che. - sA. daSTipUNazriI pustaka vAMcavAthI hRdaya bhAvAdri banyuM che. - sA. carunidhizrI pustaka vAMcatAM prabhune prArthanA karavAnuM mana thayuM H pUjaya A. bhagavAnamAM jevA guNo che, tevA amArAmAM paNa Ave. - sA. caruviratinI A pustaka vAMcavAthI samyakatva maLo. - sA. viratiyazAzrI * * * * * * * * * * * * * 303 Page #408 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustaka vAMcavAthI mArA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. oha ! gurudevazrIjInA jIvanamAM ATalI badhI pavitratA ? - sA. vAraMvamAzrI A pustakanA vAMcana pachI kharekhara paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM vadhAre AnaMda Ave che. - sA. jinadarzitAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI jIvanamAM zAntino anubhava thayo. rAga-dveSa-krodhAdi maMda thayA. bhagavAnanI bhakti karavA mATe samaya vadhu phALavavo, Avo nirNaya thayo. - sA. vijayalatAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI uttama bhAvo pedA thayA. - sA. vairAgyapUrNAzrI je mahApuruSanA nAmathI ja jIvana parivartita thaI jatuM hoya tevA mahApuruSanA vacanathI keTalo lAbha ? A pustaka vAMcanathI zuM lAbha na thAya ? te ja savAla che. - sA. naMdIvardhanAzrI vAMkI cAturmAsano to cAnsa nhoto maLyo, paNa pustaka vAMcatAM vAMkI-cAturmAsanI vAcanAno AsvAda mANavA maLyo. Alekhana karanAra pU.paM. mukticandra vi.ma. tathA pU. gaNizrI municandra vi.ma.no khUba-khUba upakAra. teozrIe Alekhana karyuM ja na hota to amArA sudhI kyAMthI pahoMcata? - sA. zIlavatIzrI A pustakathI sva-doSa-darzananI bhAvanA jAgI. - sA. virANapUrNAzrI 304 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ka Page #409 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustaka eTale mArA jIvana mATe sarca lAITa, navakAranI ArAdhanAnA divasonI vAcanA sauthI vadhu tAtvika lAgI. - sA. zAktarasAzrI A pustakathI mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. - sA. saMyamarasAzrI A pustakanA vAMcanathI mArAmAM vinaya, vaiyAvacca, samarpaNabhAva, jJAna, dhyAna vagere Ave evI bhAvanA bhAve chuM. - sA. muktinilayAzrI IndriyonA sukhano ghaNIvAra anubhava thayo che, paNa IndriyAtIta sukhano AsvAda kadI mANyo nathI. A pustaka eTale IndriyAtIta sukhanA AsvAda mATenuM AhvAna ! - sA. mahAprajJAzrI prabhu sAthenI bhaktinI mastI pustakanA zabda-zabdamAM UtarI che. - sA. akSayAranA zrI A pustaka to AgamonA rahasyono khajAno che. ekeka pAnuM vAMcatAM manano moralo nAcI UThe che. - sA. mokSadarzitAzrI pUjayazrInA hRdayamAM... are, rageragamAM kevI apUrva jinabhakti vasI che, teno anubhava A pustaka vAMcatAM thayo. - sA. saMvegasAzrI | * * * * * * * * * * * * - 305 Page #410 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustaka vAMcatAM ja sahuthI vizeSa to je gurudeva pratye ahobhAva hato te ati vadhyo ane hRdaya jhUkI gayuM. ATalA mahAna gurudeva ke jemaNe eka-eka nAnA-nAnA sUtro je nirdoSa avasthAmAM ja popaTanI jema gokhyA hoya che ane rUTinamAM paNa vAraMvAra bolatA hoya che, tenA mATe satata upayogapUrvaka cintanapUrvaka kevA rahasyo kholyA che ? navakAra, logassa ke zakastavanI mahAnatA A vAcanAo vAMcyA pachI ja samajAI. - sA. virAsAzrI A pustakamAM pU.A. bhagavaMtanA udgAro mANavA maLyA. jIvo pratye maitrI-karuNAthI jhaLahaLatA suvAkyo jovA maLyA. - sA. paudanAzrI pUjayazrInA pratyeka zabdo AtmAmAM bhagavabhAva utpanna karavA dvArA aMtima zuddhAvasthAnA sthAnane batAvavA samartha banI rahe che. - sa. puSpadattAzrI azubha bhAvone dUra karI upazamabhAva-vairAgya-bhAva-tyAga bhAva tathA bhaktibhAvane vadhAravAmAM A pustaka mArA AtmA mATe Tonika samAna che. - sA. timohAzrI vAMkI cAturmAsanI vAcanAmAM bhArekarmI ame hAjara na rahI zakyA. khera ! aphasosa karavAnI kaMI ja jarUra nathI. pU. gurUdevanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI vANInA udgAro amane A pustaka dvArA pratyakSa rIte sAMbhaLavA maLyA hoya teTalo AnaMda thayo. - sA. harSitaprajJAzrI 306 * * * * * * * * * = kahe. Page #411 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kharekhara janma ane jIvanane jo sArthaka banAvavuM hoya to kahe, kalApUrNasUri' A pustaka vAMcavuM rahyuM. AmAM jIvana jIvavAnI aneka cAvIo che. - sA. harakSitAzrI pU. gurudevazrInA mukha-kamaLamAMthI prasarela amRta tulya jinavANI rUpa vAcanAnI jhalaka mane to ghaNI ja gamI che. - sA. harSadarzitAzrI pustaka vAMcI manano moralo nAcI uThyo. - sA. vizvakIrtizrI. pU. gurudevanI vANIrUpI sUrya-kiraNo A pustakanA mAdhyama dvArA jANe mArA jIvanamAM rahela ghora ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra karavAmAM sahAyaka banI rahyA che. - sA. jinezAzrI A pustakamAMthI jANavAnuM to eTaluM badhuM maLyuM che ke enuM to huM zabdomAM varNana karI zakuM tema nathI. - sA. anaMtakIrtI A pustaka nathI, paNa pU. gurudevanI sAkSAt parA vANI che, evuM spaMdana thayuM. pU.paM. mukticandra vi. tathA pU. gaNi municandra vi. e je athAga jahemata UThAvI gurudevanA AMtarabhAvone zabda deha ApI pustakArUDha karyA te atyaMta prazaMsanIya che. - sA. saumyakIrtazrI A pustaka amArA mATe dIvAdAMDI samAna che. - sA. deDhazaktizrI kahe. ga ja na ga ga ga ga ga 300 Page #412 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka mArA mATe to atyaMta upayogI banyuM che. - sA. nirAdhamazriI ame AjIvana pUjyazrInI vAcanAno rasAsvAda mANI zakIe te mATe pU.paM. zrI mukticandra vi. tathA pU. gaNizrI municandra vi. e athAga parizrama UThAvI pustaka pragaTa karyuM che. teozrIno upakAra paNa ze bhUlAya ? - sA. prazamatrIzrI pratyeka vAcanAmAM pUjayazrIe bhaktirasanI evI lhANI karI che ke jemAM yatkiMcit paNa taraboLa thayA vinA rahevAya nahi. - sA. moranAzrI pUjayazrInA pravacano eTalA badhA AkarSaka che, bhASA eTalI badhI to AkarSaka che ke eka rasapUrNa pustakanI jema ja sau koI pustaka vAMcavAmAM ekAgra banI jAya. - sA. gIvaNiyazAzrI amArA jevA bALa jIvo mATe A pustaka eka AgamarUpa ja banI gayuM. - sA. zaktipUNazciI pustaka vAMcatAM mana AnaMdita thayuM, zarIra romAMcita thayuM. na jANelA ghaNA padArtho jANavA maLyA. - sA. hitavaMditAzrI A pustaka amArA jIvanane avazya sudhAraze. - sA. sattanidhizrI 308 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #413 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustakamAMthI amane jJAna ane bhakti viSe ghaNuM badhuM jANavA maLyuM che. - sA. hitapUNagriI samavasaraNamAM besI prabhujI dezanA ApatA hoya ane e vANInuM pAna karI rahyA chIe tevo bhAva A pustaka vAMcatAM Ave che. - sA. caruzrIzrI varSonA abhyAsa pachI paNa AgamonuM che rahasya na samajI zakAya te A pustakamAM pUjayazrIe saraLa bhASAmAM jaNAvyuM che. - sA. cArucaMdanAzrI pUjyazrIe bhaktanI zailImAM taLeTIthI Toca sudhIno sAdhanAkrama A pustakamAM jaNAvI dIdho che. - sA. hasapAzrI kADhavA karmanI phoja karavA paramAtmAnI khoja mANavA muktinI moja A pustaka che sukhano hoja - sA. bhavyadarzitAzrI pustaka vAMcatAM thayelA aDhaLaka lAbha A nAnI kalama zuM lakhe ? - sA. bhuvanakIrtazrI A pustaka dareka mATe khUba ja upayogI che. - sA. cAruvinItAzrI * * * # # # # 309 Page #414 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratyeka zabdo jANe bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA hoya tema, A pustaka vAMcatAM lAgyuM. - sA. abhyadayAzrI A pustakanA vAMcanathI amArAmAM sarva jIvo pratye maitrI, paropakAra ane karuNA Ave. guru ane sahavartIo sAthe atyaMta Adara-bahumAnabhAva jAge, tevA manoratha thayA che. - sA. cittadanAzrI 'laghutA haze tyAM bhakti pragaTaze, bhakti haze tyAM mukti pragaTaze.' pustakanuM A vAkya mane khUba ja gamyuM. - sA. vIradanAzrI pUjyazrInI vAcanA sUtelA AtamarAmane DhaMDhoLI rahI che. sUtelI cetanA kaMIka jAgRta thavA mathI rahI che. - sA. haMsametrIzrI anAdi kALathI prabhuno je viyoga che, te prabhuno saMyoga karI Ape tevA yogonuM ArAdhana karavAnuM mana A pustaka vAMcavAthI thayuM. - sA. haMsalakSitAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakamAM lokottara vAto che. AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavAnI vANI-gaMgA pAne-pAne chalakAya che. - sA. candrajyosnAzrI aneka granthono sAra A pustakamAM bharelo che. - sA. manojayAzrI 380 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, Page #415 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustaka vAMcatAM bhagavAna pAse pA kalAka ja besatA, jyAre have ardhA kalAka besavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. gurubhakti vagere karavAnuM mana thAya che. - sA. prazamanidhizrI pustaka vAMcana pachI jApa, prabhu-bhakti vadhe te mATe prayatnazIla banIza. - sA. dhanaMjyAzrI pustaka vAMcyA pachI roja ardho kalAka vAMcavuM tevI dhAraNA karI che. - sA. bhuvanazrI A pustakanI aMdara evo akhUTa jJAnano khajAno che ke jenuM varNana na thAya. - sA. anantariNAzrI pustaka vAMcyA pachI bhaktimAM rasa jAgyo che. derAsaramAMthI khasavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. - sA. jItapAzrI pharI-pharIne A pustakano svAdhyAya karavA jevo che, evuM amane lAgyuM. - sA. akSayacandrAzrI pUjayazrInI vAcanAnuM TaMkazALI vacana Aje paNa kAnamAM gUMjyA kare che : prabhue jene pyArA mAnyA tene pyArA mAnIne jIvavuM, e ja muninuM lakSya hoya.' - sA. sadarzitAzrI * * * * * * * * * * * * 381 Page #416 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustakanA pAne-pAne rahelI prabhu-premanI pyAlIo pIne ame paNa kRtArthatA anubhavI. - sA. jayaprajJAzrI pUjayazrInA vANInA dhodhane pustakanA DemamAM saMgRhIta karavAnuM bhagIratha kArya karanAra pU. baMdhubelaDI abhinaMdanane pAtra - sA. jayadhamazriI A pustakathI mane bhavobhavanuM pAtheya maLyuM che. vAcanAmAM to amArA jevA dUra beThelAne pU. gurudevanA vacano pUrNarUpe sAMbhaLavA nathI maLatA, paNa A pustaka vAMcatAM divya prakAza maLyo che. mArA phalodI gAmanA ratna mahAna yogI banI zakyA to huM paNa e mArge zA mATe cAlI na zakuM ? ema vAraMvAra manamAM vicAra AvyA kare che. - sA. jinakRpAzrI A pustakanA vAMcanathI mananA adhyavasAyo Akho divasa zubha rahe che. - sA. jijJazAzrI A pustaka vAMcatA sAkSAt tIrthaMkara prabhunI vANInI jhAMkhI thaI. - sA. zIlaguNAzrI pUjyazrInA pustaka amUlya che. baMne pustako ardhA vaMcAI gayA che. vAMcatAM AnaMda Ave che ne thaI jAya che ke amArAmAM kaMI ja nathI. temaja prabhu pratye bhaktibhAva vRddhi pAme che. - sA. abhyadayAzrI - tattvajJatAzrI amadAvAda 382 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #417 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pustaka vAMcatAM lAgyuM : prabhu satata premanI varSA karI rahyA che, paNa ApaNe ja jhIlatA nathI. - dariyAthI taraMganI jema huM paNa prabhuthI bhinna nathI, e pustaka dvArA jANatAM huM AnaMdathI chalakAI UThI. pustakamAM Thera Thera pUjyazrInI karuNAnA darzana thAya che. sA. zItaladarzanAzrI - kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * samyag dizA ane samyag mArga tarapha laI jatuM pustaka eTale : 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' - . sA. akSayaprajJAzrI pUjayazrInuM A pustaka vAMcatAM dareka gacchanA pU. sAdhusAdhvIjIone pUjayazrI 52 ahobhAva pragaTe che. sA. yazodhI - sA. IndravadanAzrI A pustake prabhunuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. - - sA. dIptidarzanAzrI * * * * * A pustaka vAraMvAra vAMcavA chatAM mana tRpti pAmatuM nathI. sA. jinarakSitAzrI sA. anaMtajyotizrI pustaka kadI bole nahi, paNa A pustaka bolatuM lAgyuM. jANe pUjyazrInA prabhAve jaDane paNa vAcA phuTI. sA. daMpratijJAzrI - * * * A pustakamAM sAdhanA mATe zuM nathI ? e ja prazna che. sA. samyaktvaratnAzrI * 303 Page #418 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustake amane jaNAvyuM ke bhakti sivAya muktino bIjo koI mArga nathI. Round is ring which has no end. But 'Bhakti' is thing which has direct connection with Paramatma. - sA. jinabhaktizrI pustaka jema jema vAMcatI gaI tema tema kyAreya na sAMbhaLelA, na jANelA navA-navA padArtho jANavA maLatA gayA. - sA. smitavadanAzrI biMduono saravALo eTale mahAsAgara ! kiraNono samUha eTale divAkara ! gulAbonuM milana eTale gulajhAra ! kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka eTale jJAnano ratnAkara. - sA. jinarasAzrI A pustakane jeTaluM vAMcIe teTaluM vadhAre ne vadhAre vAMcavAnI IcchA manamAM thayA kare che. kadAca pUjyazrInA jevA saMpUrNa AcaraNavALA ame na hoIe, paNa pUjyazrInA vaMza tarIke temano aMza to amArAmAM Avaze ja, eTalo vizvAsa ame jarUra darzAvI zakIe. - sA. vinayanidhizrI A pustakanuM mane gamatuM vAkya : zrutajJAna mAtra vAMcIvAMcIne nahi, paNa te pramANe jIvIne TakAvavAnuM che. - sA. jItaprajJAzrI sUryanA kiraNo pakaDI na zakAya tema A pustaka varNavI na zakAya. - sA. cellabhAzrI 384 * * * * * * * * * * * * Page #419 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustaka vAMcyA pachI saMyama jIvananI pragati mATe utsukatA vadhI che. - sA. cAhutizrI pUjayazrInI vAcanAnA pustakathI doSo ochA thAya, guNo pragaTa thavA mAMDe tevA manoratha che. - sA. divyaratnAzrI deva-gurunI AjJA pramANe jIvana pasAra karuM, evI phuraNA A pustakanA vAMcanathI thaI. - sA. maitrIratnAzrI bhakti ja muktinI dUtI che.' ema A pustakathI jANatAM bhakti tarapha mana jhukyuM. - sA. maitrIdhamazriI mArI dIkSA pachI prathamavAra vAcanA vAMkImAM maLI. amane tyAre saMbhaLAtuM na hatuM, paNa Ape pustaka bahAra pADIne caturvidha saMgha upara ghaNo upakAra karyo che. A pustaka vAMcatAM jANe sAkSAt sAhebajI bolatA hoya evuM lAge che. - sva. sA. maitrIbhAzrI A pustaka vAMcavAthI prabhune jotAM prasannatA vadhI rahI che. ' - sA. virasAzrI varSIdAnathI vaMcita rahela brAhmaNane bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve chelle devadUSya ApIne paNa saMtoSa Apyo tema vAMkInI vAcanAothI vaMcita rahI gayela amone A pustake saMtoSa Apyo. - sA. cAruprasannAzrI * * * * * * * * * * * * * 385 Page #420 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pustakamAM pUjayazrIe sAdhu-jIvananuM badhuM ja pIrasI dIdhuM che. - sA. divyapratimAzrI pustakamAM darzAvelI pUjayazrInI vAto vAcanAranA hRdayane gadgad banAvI de che. - sA. vAtsalyanidhizrI AtmAnA AnaMdanA bIjanuM AdhAna A pustaka vAMcatAMvAMcatAM thayuM. AnAthI uttama bIjo kayo lAbha hoI zake ? - sA. samyagdarzanAzrI A pustaka, vAMcana karanAra bhAvakane bhaktinA divya jagatamAM laI jAya che. - sA. pirAdhamazriI pustaka vAMcyA pachI prabhu-darzana karatAM prasannatA khUba ja vadhI rahI che. - sA. virAgayazAzrI isa kitAba ko paDhate paDhate hI hRdaya meM prabhu-bhakti kI dhArA vahatI hai | - 1. saMjayatnarat vApI $ $ $ $ $ kahe' ane "kahyuM" Adi dareka pustako vAMcyA. khUba suMdara ane saMyama jIvanane puSTi ApanAra che. mahApuruSonA jIvananuM jANe pratyakSa darzana thatuM hoya evo ahesAsa thAya che. sAdhanAmArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA ghaNI preraNA maLe che. ApanI garimA sadaMtara zAsana-nabho maMDaLamAM camakatI raho, e ja bhAvanA. - mahAsatI suzIlAbAI boTAda saMpradAya, dhoLA 386 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #421 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahe, kalApUrNasUri' temaja "kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie' ApanA A baMne pustako eka vyakti pAse hatA te joyA. ghaNo AnaMda thayo. vIravANInI kevI suMdara rasalhANa karo cho ? bhUri bhUri anumodanA. - mahAsatI padmAbAI rAjakoTa pratyakSa guru bhagavaMtanI vAcanAno lAbha to amane na maLI zake, paNa pustakArUDha temanA pavitra zabdo vAMcavAno lAbha maLyo, tethI paNa dhanya banyA. dhanya che Apa jevA saMtasatIjIone, jeo A. bhagavAnanI madhurI vAcanA laI jIvanane dhanya banAvatA haze. pustaka vAMcatAM khyAla Ave che ke vAMkI tIrthe praznottarInI kevI ramajhaTa jAmI haze ? - mahAsatI kamalaprabhAzrI kakaravA, kaccha kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLyuM ne mane lAgyuM : mArI prArthanA phaLI. pUjyazrInA pravacano madrAsa temaja beMglora khAte sAMbhaLavA maLyA, paNa Tepa karavAnI chUTa na hatI. kAraNa ke Apa loko mAIkano upayoga karatA nathI. jIva bahu ja muMjhAto hato : mananI zAnti mATe Tepa hota to kyAre paNa sAMbhaLI zakAta. A prArthanAnuM phaLa 7-8 varSa pachI maLyuM. have mArI pAse pUjyazrInI vANInuM pustaka ja AvI gayuM. jyAre IcchIe tyAre vAMcI zakAya. A pustaka badala Apa sauno upakAra mAnuM teTalo ocho gaNAya. - dhIrUbhAI Thakkara AbaraDI-kaccha (hAla : madrAsa) "kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustaka amAro svAdhyAyagrantha banI gayo che. A pustakano ame dararoja sAthe maLIne svAdhyAya kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 380 Page #422 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karIe chIe. - bAbubhAI kaDIvALA amadAvAda dararoja sAmAyikamAM A pustakanuM ekeka peja be-traNa vAra vAMcavAno nirNaya karyo che. addabhuta AnaMda Ave che. - TIku Ara sAvalA manapharA-kaccha (muMbaI) # $ $ $ $ pUjayazrInI vAcanA-zreNionA pustakonuM prakAzana karIne Ape ati umadA kArya karyuM che. pustaka hAthamAM lIdhA pachI mUkavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. - dhanajI bI. sAvalA manapharA-kaccha (muMbaI) jeNe A pustaka hAthamAM lIdhuM haze tene khabara nahi paDe : keTalA vAgyA che ? vAMcelA dareka pustakomAM zreSThatama pustaka ame Ane gaNIe chIe. A pustakane vAMcanAranI AMkho samakSa lAvanAra pU. gaNi baMdhu-yugala temaja temane janma ApanAra mAtRzrI bhamIbena paNa dhanyavAdAI che. - jatina nikuMja vaDodarA maiM itanI dUra hUM, phira bhI pustaka paDhate samaya aisA mahasusa hotA hai : maiM pAlItAnA meM hI baiTha kara pUjyazrI ke vacanAmRta suna rahI tU I - phu. tAjezvarI zai. saMsAtnI, hujallo ( UI8%) kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie. vAcanA-dAtA pU.A.zrI kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI mahArAja. avataraNa/saMpAdana pU. gaNivaro zrI mukticandravijayajI ma., zrI municandravijayajI ma. prakAzaka : kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 388 * * * * * * * * * Page #423 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAMtijina ArAdhaka maMDaLa, jaina maMdira pAse, manapharA - kaccha - 370 140 DemI sAIjha peja papa2. mUlya : aprakAzita. thoDA samaya pUrve prakAzita ane adbhuta lokacAhanA pAmela prakAzana "kahe kalApUrNasUri' (jenI bIjI AvRtti bahAra pADavI paDe, eTalI mAMga che.) jevuM ja A bIjuM daLadAra pustaka che : kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie. AmAM aMjAra, poSa suda 14 tA. 20-1-2000 thI aSADha vada 2, 18-7-2000 pAlitANA sudhInA vihAra daramiyAna apAyela vAcanApravacanomAMthI saMgRhIta pUjyazrInI sAdhanApUta vANInA aMzo mudrita thavA pAmyA che. pUrva prakAzananI jema A pustaka paNa avazya lokapriya lokopakArI nIvaDaze, ema ni:zaMka kahI zakAya. pUrva pustakanI jema AmAM paNa pratyeka navA prakaraNonA AraMbhe pUjyazrInI lAkSaNika mudrAo aMkita thavA pAmI che. TAITala atyAkarSaka banyuM che. pU. ubhaya gaNivara - baMdhuoe khUba ja jahemata uThAvIne kareluM A saMkalana kharekhara "gAgaramAM sAgara'nI upamA pAme, evuM viziSTa che. jJAna-dhyAna-bhakti mArganI UMDI UMDI vAto-anubhUtio AmAM zabdastha banI che. kharekhara vAMcavA - vicAravA jevuM A prakAzana hovAthI AmAM lAbha lenArAone jeTalA dhanyavAda ApIe, eTalA ochA gaNAya. upadezadhArA. lekhaka : pU. gaNivaro zrI mukticandra / municandravijayajI ma. prakAzaka upara mujaba. peja 2 20. mUlya : 55.00 - thANA cAturmAsa (vi.saM. 2054) daramiyAna, prasiddha thayela "paripatromAMthI saMkalita ciMtana-mananathI sabhara sAhitya upadeza-dhArA' rUpe pustikAkAre prasiddha thayuM che. atyaMta lokapriya banelA e lakhANothI samRddha 125 peja pachInA 220 peja sudhI "sAdhakane 29 zIkhAmaNa' zIrSaka heThaLa pU. upAdhyAyajI zrIyazovijayajI gaNivara racita "adhyAtmasAranA "AtmAnubhavAdhikAra'nA AdhAre pU. A. zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAje karela ciMtana pU. ubhaya baMdhu-gaNivaroe suMdara zailIthI saMkalita karela che. je khAsa paThanIya/mananIya che. A rIte "upadeza dhArA" kharekhara sArthaka nAma dharAvatuM prakAzana kahe. * * * * * * * * * * 389 Page #424 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. sau koIne mATe bodhaka ane rasika sAmagrInA rasathALa samA A prakAzana badala pUjyazrInA sau RNI raheze. - kalyANa varSa-17 : aMka-10 : jAnyuArI 2001, poSa 2017 jJAnagaMgA - saMyojana : pU. munirAjazrI mukticaMdravijayajI, pU. munirAjazrI municaMdravijayajI, prakAzaka : jJAnavikAsa abhiyAna samiti, jaina ArAdhanA bhavana, 3pa1minTa sTrITa, madrAsa - 600 079. prAptisthAna : vimala esa. zAha, navAvAsa, mAdhApara, tA. bhuja - kaccha, pinakoDa : 370 027. prathama AvRtti 1993, pRSTha saMkhyA 9 + 368, kiMmata rU. 25/-. AkarSaka sughaDa chApakAma ane pAkuM bAInDIMga dharAvatA A daLadAra (DIlakSa AvRtti) pustakanI preraka bodhaka sAmagrI hindImAM prasiddha karavAmAM AvI che. zrAvaka nAmaka prathama lekhamAM zrAvakanA prakAra, zrAvakanA manoratha, zrAvakanA nikSepa, zrAvakanA vizrAma, Adi viSe jJAnasabhara samajaNa ApavAmAM Avela che. tapa saMdarbhe vigate vAta karavAmAM AvI che. sAthe paccakkhANanA prakAra ane mahatva paNa samajAvavAmAM Avela che. dharmazravaNa, saMyama, vANI-mauna, upadeza, caritra, bhakti, navapada, mana, bhaya, ItyAdI saMdarbhe preraka ciMtanapUrNa sAmagrI ApavAmAM AvI che. taduparAMta A pustakanA samApanamAM adhyAtmayogI pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI puNya nizrAmAM 1993mAM jaina ArAdhanA bhavana, madrAsamAM cAturmAsa vakhate Ayojita nava praznapatra paNa prakAzita karavAmAM Avela che. - kacchamitra kahe kalApUrNasUri' tathA "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' A baMne pustako mATenA anya abhiprAyo A pustakanA bokSa meTaramAM paNa ApelA che. 390 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3 Page #425 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #426 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TI!AyogI dhyAna-vicAra, sarvA kathita sAmAyika Ef 6. nApuranI 5. Page #427 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjaya AcAryadevazrInuM sAhitya U alla (saMvivecana) mile mana bhItara bhagavAn paramatattva kI upAsanA sudhi kalApUrNasUri-3 pAka martha mirara . AcArya zrI vijayakatApUrNa sUrIdharajI ma.sA, iAnasuri ma. Page #428 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAna bhaMDAramAM rahelA pustako nakAmA nA ene yogya koIne koI jIva A vizvamAM che ja. cAra kALe e AvI ja pahoMcaze. pustako potAne yogya vAcakonI pratIkSA karatA aMdara beThelA che. - kahe kalApUrNasUri-3, peja-60 aSADha vada-9, 25-7-2000, maMgaLavAra. pAlItANA, mAtuzrI khImaIbena dharmazALA. Tejas Printes AHMEDABAD PH. (079) 2660145