Jayant Balbhadra Desh ka Rajkumar

Author(s): Ganpati Krushna Gurjar
Publisher: Granth Prakashak Samiti
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/020403/1

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/ kobAtIrthamaMDana zrI mahAvIrasvAmine namaH / / / / anaMtalabdhinidhAna zrI gautamasvAmine namaH / / / / gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI sudharmAsvAmine namaH / / / / yoganiSTha AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarebhyo namaH / / / cAritracUDAmaNi AcArya zrImad kailAsasAgarasUrIzvarebhyo namaH / / AcArya zrI kailAsasAgarasUrijJAnamaMdira punitapreraNA va AzIrvAda rASTrasaMta zrutoddhAraka AcAryadeva zrImat padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. jaina mudrita graMtha skeniMga prakalpa graMthAMka :1 jaina ArAdhanA na kandra mahAvIra kobA. // amarta tu vidyA zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra zahara zAkhA AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kobA, gAMdhInagara-zrI mahAvIra jaina ArAdhanA kendra AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira kobA, gAMdhInagara-382007 (gujarAta) (079) 23276252, 23276204 pheksa : 23276249 Websiet : www.kobatirth.org Email : Kendra@kobatirth.org AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira zahara zAkhA AcAryazrI kailAsasAgarasUri jJAnamaMdira traNa baMgalA, Tolakanagara parivAra DAiniMga haoNla kI galI meM pAlaDI, ahamadAbAda - 380007 (079)26582355 - - - For Private And Personal Use Only

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andha-prakAzaka samiti, prAkalyA za) - - - - jayanta balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| athavA mahAkavi zeksapiyarakRta zrI lAmahalari jJAna maMdira zrI mahAvIra jena mArAdhanA kandra, koSA . bhATakakA anuvAda / lekhaka-gaNapati kRSNa gurjr| prakAzaka-grantha-prakAzaka samiti, kaashii| prathama saMskaraNa ] All rights reserved. [disambara 1912. For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAzakakA nivedn| grantha-prakAzaka samitikI yaha dUsarI pustaka hai / pahilI pustaka * sarala gItA' aura dUsarI yaha / tIsarI tathA cauthI pustakeM bhI chapa cukI haiM / unameMse ekakA nAma hai ' mahArASTra rahasya ' aura dUsarIkA nAma ' mahAtmA TAlasTAyake tIna lekha '1' jayanta ' to pAThakoMke sAmane hI hai| ve svayaM isa bAtakA nirNaya kara sakate haiM ki yaha pustaka vAstavameM upayogI hai vA nahIM / hama nahIM cAhate ki isa pustakake viSayameM yahA~ kucha likhakara apane pAThakoMkA samaya naSTa kareM / rahI bAta dUsarI tIna pustakoMkI; unake viSaya meM saMkSipta, para spaSTa sUcanA hama nIce diye dete haiN| ___ hameM yaha dekha bar3A Ananda hotA hai-aura sAtha 2 utsAha bhI bar3hatA hai-ki hamArI samitikI pustakeM prakAzita honese pahile hI unake bahutase grAhaka ho cuke haiM / para khedake sAtha kahanA par3atA hai ki haz2Ara koziza karanepara bhI hama apane grAhakoM kI sevAmeM niyata samayapara pustake na pahuMcA sake / isakA kAraNa 'parAdhInatA' / samitikA koI nijakA presa na rahanese hameM dUsaroMke presoMkI zaraNa lenI par3I / parAdhInatAmeM apanA icchita kArya sAdhana kara lenA kaba sambhava hai ? astu, aba hamane yaha praNa kara liyA hai ki jabataka samitike pAsa nijakA presa na hole tabataka hama aisI pratijJA hI na kareMge / ___isa nATakameM kahIM kahIM chApekI bar3I bhaddI 2 azuddhiyA~ raha gaI haiM / udAharaNArtha:--' merA ' kI jagaha ' mAra ' chapa gayA hai; ha~sor3apana kI bAteM' kI jagaha ' ha~sor3apara bAteM'; 'cubha ' aura ' candrasena ' kI jagaha 'cama' aura 'candrasane' ityAdi / eka do azuddhiyA~ aisI haiM jo For Private And Personal Use Only

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vyAkaraNa kI azuddhiyA~ jAna par3atI haiM, para vAstavameM ve vyAkaraNakI nahIM chApekI hI haiM / udAharaNa:-tU pUcha rahI ho| isa vAkya meM 'ho' kI pAI nikAla denese vAkya zuddha hai / yaha prUfa-rIDarakI bhUla hai / kaI azuddhiyA~ presa-mainakI asAvadhAnIse ho gaI haiM / chApate samaya syAhIke rolara ke sAtha 2 pAI, mAtrA tathA anusvAra lipaTa kara sthAna-bhraSTa ho gaye haiM / ye saba azuddhiyA~ isI saMskaraNameM zuddha karadenA to asambhava hai; para yadi hindI-premiyoMkI isa nATakapara kRpA dRSTi huI to nissandeha isake dUsare saMskaraNameM hamAre pAThaka aisI bhaddI azuddhiyA~ na dekha skeNge| ___aba Upara likhe anusAra samitikI prakAzita kI huI aura aura pustakoMkI saMkSipta sUcanA dekara hama apanA nivedana samApta kareMge / sarala giitaa| isake pAMca bhAga haiM, (1) prastAvanA, ( 2 ) pUrvavRttAnta, ( 3 ) sarala hindI anuvAda, ( 4 ) mUla zloka, aura (5) upasaMhAra / (1) vartamAna samayameM 'gItA' kA kyA upayoga hai ? kisa prakAra kisa dezake loga usase lAbha uThA sakate haiM aura bhAratavarSako isa samaya gItApAThakI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? gItA pAralaukika sukha denekA vAdA karatI hai yA ihaloka bhI banAnekI usameM sAmarthya hai ? ityAdi mahatvapUrNa praznopara prastAvanAmeM vicAra kiyA gayA hai| (2) pUrva vRttAntameM bahuta saMkSepase vaha vRttAnta diyA gayA hai jo zrIkRSNamukhase gItAkathana honeke pUrva huA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ACH . (3) sarala hindI anuvAda par3hakara mUla zlokoMkA artha bhalIbhAMti samajhameM A jAtA hai| jahAMtaka saMbhava hai / kAThina zabdoMkA prayoga nahIM kiyA gayA hai / sthAna sthAnapara TippaNiyAM dekara gItAkA gUDha artha samajhAnekI caSTA ko gaI hai| (4) mUla zloka bhI isaliye chApa diye haiM ki amRtapUrNa devavANIkA AsvAda bhI pAThaka le sakeM aura jo loga nityaprati bhaktipUrvaka gItA pATha karate haiM unakA bhI kAma isa pustakase calasake / (5) upasaMhArameM gItAkArake 18 adhyAyoMkA sArAMza dekara, mukhya 2 bAtoMpara vistArase lekha likhe gaye haiM aura gItAke Adarzake samIpa pahu~caneke liye manuSyako apanA arogya banA rakhane aura dhana, yaza, vijaya Adi lAbha karaneke liye tathA paramAtmAkI adbhuta lIlAse tAdAtmya pAneke liye kyA kyA taiyAriyA~ karanI par3atI haiM unakA motAdhArapara vicAra kiyA gayA hai / sArAMza, AbAla-vRddha vanitA sabakI unnatikA mArga dikhAnevAlA yaha gItArUpI dopaka hai / mUlya // ) mahArASTra-rahasya / dharmase bhI bar3hakara koI mahAn zakti hai ? saMsArako calAnevAlA kauna hai ? saMsArakA svAmitva kisake adhIna hai ? bijaya vaijayantI kisakI phaharatI hai ! gaMbhIra vicArake bAda yahI uttara AtA hai:-'dharma / ' iso dharmabalake kAraNa itihAsameM mahArASTrakA nAma ajara-amara ho cukA hai ! isI dharmasattAme AjabhI bhAratavarSake kisI rAjyase mahArASTra rAjya-samUha kisI bAtameM kama nahIM hai ! isa pustakake dekhanese patA lagegA ki zivAjI yA bAjIrAva DaoNka For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahIM the---rAmadAsa yA brIdra svAmI girikandarAoM meM nikamme par3e rahane vAle 'sAdhu' nahIM the / inhoMne jo kArya kiyA hai vaha sadA saMsArake sudhArakI zikSA denevAlA hai / mUlya =) mahAtmA TAlasTAyake tIna lekha / ( 1 ) loga nazA kyoM karate haiM ? isa lekhako par3hiye / Apako vizvAsa ho jAyagA ki zarAbakhorI, sigareTa-bAr3I, tamAkhU, suratI, gAMjA bhAMga vagaire jitane naze haiM unase bar3hakara manuSyako hAni karanevAlI dUsarI coja nahIM / isa khUboke sAtha samajhAyA hai ki mana badalatA hai aura nazese tiraskAra paidA hotA hai / ( 2 ) udyoga aura Alasya / . manuSyakA kartavya kyA hai; use kauna kaunase udyoga karanA cAhiya; unameM bhI sabase pahile kaunasA udyoga Avazyaka hai; Alasya mamuSyakA zatru kyoM hai ; use apanAnese kyA kyA hAniyA~ hopto hai ; ityAdi pratyeka manuSya ke liye upayogI bAteM isa lekhameM yogyatAke sAtha samajhAyo gaI haiN| ( 3 ) zikSA saMbaMdhI patra / yaha patra kyA hai isake eka eka vAkya eka eka svataMtra lekhake zoSaka bana sakate haiN| yadi Apa apaneko aura apano santAnoMko jIvana saMgrAmameM DaTakara yuddha karane yogya raNadhIra banAyA cAhate haiM to isa mahAtmAke patrako kevala par3hakara mata chor3iye; jabataka usakA amala Apa na kareM tabataka usakA manana karate jAiye / mUlya |-) prantha-prakAzaka samiti, brIbIhaTiyA, kAzI / ( Benares city.) For Private And Personal Use Only

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prstaavnaa| prAyaH sabhI zikSA-saMsthAoMkA uddezya manoraMjana dvArA sadAcAra aura vidyAkA pracAra karanA hotA hai ; parantu manoraMjanakI jitanI sAmarthya nATakameM hai utanI aura kisImeM nhiiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki pustakake par3hanevAloMmeM nATaka aura upanyAsa par3hanevAloMkI sabase adhika saMkhyA hotI hai aura zAyada isIliye vizvakalyANakI kAmanA karanevAle jJAnaravi mahAtmAoMne apane uccatama vicAra aura pavitratama kalpanAoMko nATaka athavA upanyAsa dvArA hI prAyazaH prakaTa kiyA hai / parantu upanyAsase nATakameM hI adhika AkarSaNazakti hai ; kyoMki upanyAsa kevala sAkSara manuSyoM ke hitArtha aura nATaka nirakSarake bhI upayogArtha hai / jo loga zikSita nahIM haiM ve nATaka raMgamaMcapara dekha sakate haiM aura usase lAbha uThA sakate haiN| isa prakAra sAkSara nirakSara donoMkA manoraMjana kara acche saMskAra phailAneko yadi kisI vastumeM zakti hai to vaha nATaka hI hai| - AjakalakI nATaka-kaMpaniyoMke khela dekhakara bar3e duHkhake sAtha kahanA par3atA hai ki nATakakA bAhyAMga sajAnepara hI sUtradhAroMkA adhika dhyAna honese nATakase prekSakagaNa koI lAbha nahIM uThA sakate / pratyeka vastukA eka khAsa uddezya hotA hai--nATakakA bhI uddezya honA cAhiye / kevala manoraMjana usa uddezyakI pUrtikA eka sAdhana mAtra hai / parantu sAdhanako hI sAdhya samajha kara jaba nATaka likhe athavA khele jAte haiM taba unakA logoMke AcAra-vicArapara burA prabhAva par3A.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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to Azcarya hI kyA hai ? uttara bhAratavarSameM jo nATaka-kapiniyA~ ghartamAna haiM unake badale yadi saduddezyase sthApita koI hiMdI nATaka kaMpanI hotI to kyA hI acchA hotA ! hamAre yuktapradezameM do eka hindI klaba sthApita ho cuke haiM jinake, hindI bhASAmeM nATaka karanA, isa uddezyase mAtR sevAkA prema pratyakSa hotA hai| aise samaya unheM yaha sUcita karanA anucitaH na hogA ki hiMdI bhASAkI sevA tabhI uttama ho sakegI jaba hama hindImeM aise nATaka likheM aura kheleM jinase logoMke acAra vicAra-sudhara jAyeM aura unameM saccI mahatvAkAMkSA utpanna ho / . abhI hindImeM nATaka bahuta hI kama haiM; aura jo ine gine haiM unameM aise to ekAdha hI hoMge jinako sTejapara khelanekI yogyatA prApta huI ho / nATaka likhanevAloMko mukhyata: tIna bAtoMkA vicAra karanA par3atA hai| logoMkI ruci, unnatikA mArga, aura sTeja / inake atirikta aura bhI kaI sUkSma bAtoMkA vicAra karanA hI par3atA hai parantu ina tIna bAtoMkA vicAra chor3akara jo nATaka likhA jAyagA usakA logoMpara kadApi acchA prabhAva nahIM par3a sakatA / parantu mahAkaviyoMke kucha aise nATaka haiM jo hara samaya aura hara kAlameM bar3A acchA kAma kara jAte haiM / inhI nATakoMmeM mahAkavi zeksapiyarakA ' hemleTa ' pradhAnata: ulikhita hotA hai| usI haimleTakA hindI 'jayanta' Aja Apa logoMkIsevAmeM upasthita karate haiN| - haimleTa zokaparyavasAyI (Tragedy) nATaka hai / rAjya aura strIke lobhase manuSya apane kAbUke kaisA bAhara ho jAtA hai aura antameM kisa durgatiko prApta hotA hai. isakA jaisA acchA, manoraMjaka aura prabhAvazAlI dRSTAnta isa nATakameM dikhAyI detA hai. vaisA anyatra kadA For Private And Personal Use Only

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cit hI dRggocara ho / uso prakAra cAturIhIna saralatA, vedAntakI mohinI, kalpanAoMkA samrAjya, asahAya abalAkI pitRbhakti aura mAnasapatiprema, nIca hRdaya aura mIThI bolI, vicArahIna vIra, AdikA kaise sarvanAza hotA hai usake bar3e hI uttama udAharaNa isa nATakameM haiM jinakA prabhAva pAThaka aura prekSakapara par3atA hI hai / usI prakAra bhaginIprema, patnIprema aura mitrapremake aura acche udAharaNa kahAM mila sakate haiM ? ina vividha pAtroMkI nAnAvidha manoracanA aura kAryakalApake atirikta mahAkavi zeksapiyarake jIvana-mRtyU saMbaMdhI bikaTa praznoMpara vicAra haimleTake mukhase vAraMvAra prakaTa hokara "sAdhAraNa pAThakakoM bhI apane saMkucita saMsArase UMcI duniyAM meM uThAle jAte haiM / isa prakAra yaha nATaka sAkSara, nirakSara, vidvAna avidvAna samIke prazaMsApAtra huA hai| nATakameM gadya aura padya donoM haiM / gadyakA anuvAda gadyameM kiyA hI gayA hai parantu zeksapiyarakI padya-racanAkA hindI padyAnuvAda karanA koI sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM hai isaliye prAyaH padyoMkA bhI gadyamaiM hI anuvAda kiyA gayA hai| kucha padya avazya hI padyAnuvAdita hue haiM aura unake liye hama paM0 rUpanArAyaNa pANDeya aura paM0 govinda zAstrI dugavekara mahAzayako sahRdaya dhanyavAda dete haiN| aba anuvAdakI paddhati aura bhASAke viSayameM likhakara prastAvanA pUrI karate haiN| kisI videzI bhASAse svakIya bhASAmeM anuvAda karanA kaThina kAma hai; kyoMki videzI bhASA videziyoMke hI AcAra, vicAra, bhAva aura saMskAroMse pUrNa hotI hai aura aise AcAra, vicAra, bhAva athavA saMskAra prAyazaH dUsare kisI dezake sAtha pUrNarUpase nahIM milate / haimleTa aMgrejI For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhASAmeM likhA gayA hai ; aMgrejoMke AcAra, vicAra, bhAva aura saMskAra hama hinduoMse bahuta bhinna haiM / aura isaliye una vicAroM aura bhAvasaMskAroMko hindImeM prakAza karanemeM bar3I kaThinAI par3atI hai / koI 1 aise zabda A par3ate haiM jinakA anuvAda karanA asaMbhava ho jAtA hai / usake liye lAkha DhUMDhanepara bhI hindI zabda nahIM milate / isaliye zabdArthakI ora utanA dhyAna nahIM diyA jA sakA jitanA bhAvArthakI ora diyA hai / paraMtu jahAMtaka saMbhava hai vahAMtaka zabdArthake sAtha hI sAtha bhAvArtha lAnekI ceSTA kI gaI hai| jahAM zabdArtha karake bhASA joradAra nahIM bana sakI aura bhAtra bhI spaSTatayA nahIM prakaTa ho sakA vahAM zabdArthako bilakula hI chor3a diyA hai aura pracalita bhASAmeM usa bhAvakA hI anuvAda kara diyA hai / kahIM kahIM zabdArtha parityAga karanekI svAtaMtryasomA yahAMtaka bar3hAnI par3I hai ki mulake vAkyase isa anuvAdakA vAkya milAkara dekhanene pahilo hI dRSThimeM anuvAdako yathArthatA ekAeka samajhameM AnA kaThina ho sakatA hai / udAharaNArtha, darabArameM rAjA jayantase ( haimleTa ) kahatA hai:-"ai mere pyAre putra jayanta, i." isapara jayanta ( haimleTa ) apane manameM uttara detA hai: A little more than kin but less than kind. isakA bhAvAnuvAda isa prakAra kiyA gayA hai: ... isake ye pyArake zabda kAMToMse cubhate haiM / ... vAstavameM yaha zabdArtha nahIM hai / parantu bhAva prakAza karaneke liye isase adhika upayukta zabdayojanA durlabha hai| aura tarahase bhI isakA bhAva prakaTa ho sakatA hai; yathAH kahaneko to cAcA aura mAkA pati hai para hai mahAnIca ! parantu iMDiyana sTejapara nATakake nAyaka dvArA yaha kahalAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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kahA~taka yuktisaMgata hogA, tathA rAjAke una zabdoMse jayantake (hemleTa)manameM kyA bhAva utpanna huA aura use sAdhAraNa bolacAla meM prakaTa karaneke liye kina zabdoMko niyukta karanA upayukta hai ina bAtoMpara vicAra karanese ukta anuvAda hI ThIka pratIta hotA hai| paraMtu aise sthAna bahuta hI kama haiM jahAM zabdArthase itanI dUra jAnA par3A ho; aura aise sthAnoM meM ukta dRSTAnta hI TIkAkArakI dRSTi meM khaTakanekI vizeSa saMbhAvanA jAna usakA. yahAM ullekha kara diyA hai| haimleTakI aMgrejI bhASAmeM kitanA jora hai isakA patA jina logoMko aMgrejose paricaya nahIM unheM aMgrejoM ke svabhAva, unakI zUratA, udyogapriyatA, svAbhimAna aura svAtaMtryavRttise laga sakatA hai / bhASA usI mAlikI ojasvinI hogI jisa jAtimeM kucha parAkrama ho / abhI hama loga apanI avasthA dekha hI rahe haiM ! zeksapiyarako upta bhASAko ojasvitA yadyapi hindI. anuvAdameM utane prakhararUpase prakAzamAna nahIM hotI laubhI zeksapiyarake bhAva logoMkI bolacAlako bhASAmeM bhI apanI jhalaka dikhAye binA nahIM raha sakate / bhASA hindI-sarala hindI-sabake samajhane yogya likhI gaI hai aura isa ceSTAmeM hamase kaI mitra ruSTa bhI ho gaye; kyoMki ' urdU ' zabdoMkA hindI nATakameM prayoga karanA unheM khaTakatA hai / paraMtu ma ' urdU ' kA bahiSkAra karanA anucita samajhate haiM / isake do pradhAna kAraNa haiM: (1) hindI bhAratavarSakI sAtrika ( National ) bhASA hai ; aura (2) jo zabda hama roja vyavahArameM lAte haiM ve cAhe kisI bhASAke hoM unheM hama apane samajhate haiM aura aise hI pracalita videzI zabdoMse hindI koSa bar3hAnA hamArA karttavya hai ; parantu urdU zabda videzI nahIM haiM-prAyaH saMskRtake rupAntara mAtra haiM | hindI yadi For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAratavarSakI bhASA hai to saba prAntoMke samAna zabdoMko hindImeM joroMke sAtha pracArameM lAnA cAhiye / baMgAlI, gujarAtI, marAThI, sindhI, aura paMjAbImeM urdU zabdoMkI bharamAra hai aura unheM loga kAmameM lAte haiM / ve zabda hindImeM bhI pracalita haiM / udAharaNArtha, adAlata aura adAlata saMbaMdhI prAyaH sabhI zabda ekasa adhika bhASAoMmeM urdUke hai aura prAyaH milate julate haiM / aisI avasthAmeM urdU zabdoMkA prayoga na kara roja bolanekI bhASA chor3a eka nayI bhASA taiyAra karanA sarvathA anucita hai / isameM koI sandeha nahIM ki pracalita saMskRta zabdoMke sthAnameM phArasIko ghusane denA bahuta hI burA hai aura yahAM karanekA vaha prazna bhI nahIM hai / aura jaba hama isa bAtakA vicAra karate haiM ki nATaka kina logoMke liye likhA jAtA hai, una logoMke samajhane yogya aura unapara prabhAva DAlanevAlI kaunasI bhASA hai taba to hamako urdU zabdoMkA parahez2a bilakula hI anucita mAlama hotA hai / isake atirikta urdU bhASA koI svataMtra bhAna hI nahIM hai / urdU hindIkA hI eka nAma hai| hindImeM phArasI zabda A jAnese loga use urdU kahate haiM itanA hI hindI aura urdU antara hai / tAtparya, bhASA prekSakoMke bahuta jalda samajhameM Aneke liye pracalita hindI urdU zabdoMkA prayoga kiyA hai| pustakake antargata yuropiyana rIti-rarama, upamAeM, vizeSa prasaMga aura aitihAsika ullekha (Allusions) AdikA prAya: bhAratavarSakI tatsama prathAoM aura saMsthAoM dvArA anuvAda kiyA hai| parantu eka dRzya jo yuropiyana dezoMmeM hI dekha sakate haiM aura hindU-bhAratavarSameM nahIM usakA anuvAda yahAMkI kisI saMsthA dvArA nahIM kiyA-jyoMkA tyoM rakha chor3anA hI ucita jAna par3A / vaha dRzya kabrastAnakA hai jahAM tArkika kabra khoda For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( 13 ) nevAle Ate haiM aura kabra khodate hue apanI vicitra tArkikatA kA paricaya dete haiM; haimleTa aura usakA pratispardhI lArazasa AtA hai- donoM apane apane patnI prema aura bhaginIpremakA paricaya dete haiM / yadi kabrastAnako smazAna banA dete to una kabrakhodanevAloM ko bhI cAMDAla banA denA par3atA aura phira pAThakoM aura prekSakoMko unakI bAtoMkA jo Ananda milatA hai vaha na milane pAtA / usI prakAra bhaginIprema aura patnIprema ke eka dRzyase bhI pAThaka vaMcita hote / isaliye kastA - nakA kabrastAna hI rakha chor3A hai / haimleTa nATakako par3hakara aMgrejIke pAThakoMko jo Ananda aura upadeza milatA hai usakA aMzataH bhI yadi isa pustakase hindI pAThakoMko lAbha huA to hamAre parizrama saphala haiM / haimleTa bhAratavAsiyoMke liye vizeSa prakArase upayogI ho sakatA hai| Aja kaI hajAra basa bhAratavarSa jisa tatvajJAnakI zaraNa lekara usImeM magana hotA huA apane kartavya se kaise alaga huA hai isakA hUbahU dRSTAMta haimleTa yA jayanta hai| tatvajJAnake athAha samudra meM gote khAne vAlA haimleTa bhAratavarSako tatvajJAnakA pratyakSa upayoga karanA sikhA jA sakatA hai / haimleTakA tatvajJAna, pAloniyasakI cApalUsI aura zuSka brahmajJAna, hoziyo kA mitraprema, aura rAjAkI kAlimAmaya karatUta sAre saMsArake sudhArake liye jvalanta dRSTAnta haiM / pratyeka pAThakake liye pratyeka pRSThapara eka nayI bAta- eka nayA upadeza isa haimleTa yA jayanta nATaka meM hai / haimleTa nATakake kaI saMskaraNa chape haiM / bahuteroMmeM eka dUsare se kucha na kucha bhinnatA dikhAI detI hai-kisImeM kucha padya aura varNana adhika hai aura kisImeM kama / hamane DeTanake saMskaraNa hI isakA anuvAda kiyA; For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( 14 ) kyoMki vahI adhika pracalita hai / aba isa nATakake TIkAkAroMma bAta bAtameM matabheda hai / jo loga aMgrez2I kI rItipUrvaka zikSA pAte haiM unake liye ye TippaNiyAM bar3I upayogI haiM / parantu jayantake pAThakoM para hama una TippaNiyoMkA bojha DAlanA nahIM cAhate / itanA sUcita kara denA Avazyaka samajhate haiM ki TippaNiyoMko par3hakara hamArI jo sammati banI hai usake anusAra anuvAda kiyA hai / isameM vizeSa rUpase sahAyatA svargavAsI pro0 Agarakara mahAzaya ke " vikAravilAsita " se milI hai jisake liye hama unake prati sahRdaya kRtajJatA prakAza karate haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only anuvAdaka' |

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta, balabhadra dezakA rAjakumAra / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra jaya, vijaya, " bhujaMga, balabhadra dezakA rAjA jayanta, svargIya rAjAkA putra tathA bhujaMgakA bhatIjA dhUrjaTi, mantrI vizAlAkSa, jayantakA mitra candrasena dhUrjaTikA putra I > darabArI nATakake pAtroMkI tAlikA taya, vinaya, hArIta, J vIrasena, bhImasena, *** www. kobatirth.org ... } adhikArI gadAdhara siMha, sipAhI jambUka, ghUrjeTikA sevaka ... kamalA, dhUrjaTikI lar3akI sarvajaya, romakapanakA rAjA : : ... ... ... : Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir : ... ... 6.3 For Private And Personal Use Only *** ... ... Voltimand, Cornelius Rosencrantz Guildenstern yudhAjita, zAkadvIpakA rAjaputra nATakavAle do kA khodaneghAle, kaptAna, purohita, eka bhadrapuruSa aura zvetadvIpa vakIla | viSayA, balabhadra dezakI rAnI tathA jayantakI mA Osric { ... Claudius Hamlet Polonius Horatio Laertes ... ... ... Marcellus Barnardo Francisco Reynaldo Fortinbras Gertrude Ophelia Caesar saradAra, kulInastriyA~, adhikArI, sipAhI, jAsUsa, makAha aura naukara | jayantake pitAkA bhUta /

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deza / balabhadra ... ... ... ... ... ... sAgarAMta zvetadvIpa poloma dazArNa zAkadvIpa ... ( Denmark) (France) ( Italy ) (England) ( Poland ) (Greece) ... (Norway) ... ... ... kuMjapura hemakuTa romakapattana maMgalApura ... (Elsinore) ... ( Paris ) (Rome) ...(Wittenberg) sthAna-kuMjapura / For Private And Personal Use Only

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* zrIH * jayanta, balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| pahilA aNk| pahilA dRzya / sthAna--kuMjapura, kileke AgekA maidAna / gadAdharasiMha paharepara hai / bhImasena praveza karatA hai| bhImasena-kauna hai ? gadAdhara-Thaharo, pahale tuma hI batAo-tuma kauna ho ? bhI0-mahArAja dIrghAyu hoM ! gadA.-kauna, bhImasena ? bhI0-hA~ vhii| gadA.-tumato ThIka apane samayapara Agae ! bhI0-bAraha baja gae / gadAdharasiMha, aba jAo, ArAma karo / gadA0-isa kRpAke liye tumheM dhanyavAda haiM / ofa ! kaisI bhayAnaka bhardI hai ! sardIke mAre to badana ThiThurA jAtA hai ! bhI0-paharepara rahate kucha gar3abar3a to nahIM huI ? gadA0-nahIM, peMr3akI pattI bhI nahIM hilI / / bhI0-acchA rAmarAma / mere bAda vizAlAkSe aura vIrasenakA paharA hai| agara kahIM mile to unheM jalda bheja denA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka gadA-mAlUma hotA hai, ve hI loga A rahe haiN| Thaharo, Thaharo, tuma loga kauna ho ? (vizAlAkSa aura vIrasenakA praveza) vizAlAkSa-dezake hitaiSIvIrasena aura rAjAkI prjaa| gadA0-rAmarAma bhAI rAmarAma / vIra0-ai ImAndAra sipAhI, Izvara tumhArA bhalA kare / aba paharepara kauna hai ? gadA.-merI jagaha bhImasena hai / acchA rAmarAma / (jAtA hai) vIra0-bhImasena, bhImasena ! bhIma-kauna, vizAlAkSa ? vizA.-zAyada, vahI hai| bhIma-vizAlAkSa, A gae ! vIrasena, tuma bhI A gae ! bahuta acchA huaa| vIra0-kyauM jI, Aja rAtako vaha phira dikhAI par3A thA ? bhIma0-maiMne to kucha bhI nahIM dekhaa| vIra0-vizAlAkSakA kahanA hai ki vaha asalameM kucha bhI nahIM-nirA bhUma hai / maiMne to usa DarAvanI sUratako do bAra dekhA; para ise vizvAsa hI nahIM hotA / isIliye Aja ise maiM apane sAtha le AyA hUM; jisameM AjarAtakI ghaTanA yaha apanI A~kho dekhe, aura agara vaha sUrata phira dikhAI par3I to hamArI bAtoMmeM vizvAsa kara usa sUratase do do bAteM bhI karale / vizAla-ajI jAo, vaha nahIM dikhAI detii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rasya 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / bhIma0 - hamalogoMne do rAta jo dekhA kyA vaha ekadama jhUTha hai ? acchA, z2arA nIce baiTha jAo, aura apane kAnoMke parade khola do / vizA0 - calo baiTha jAya~ / bhImasane, kaho, kyA kahate ho ? bhIma 0 0 -- kala rAtakI ghaTanA yoM huI ki pazcima orakA vaha - tArA AkAzameM prakAza karane kSitijase itanA hI Upara uThA thA, jahAM aba vaha camaka rahA hai / aura ekakA ghaNTA bajA; itane meM maiM aura vIrasena.. ..... 1 vIra0 - sAvadhAna, sAvadhAna ! dekho, vaha phira A rahA hai bhIma0 -- ThIka usI vezameM, jisameM hamAre svargavAsI mahArAja rahA karate the / w vIra0 - vizAlAkSa, tuma to bar3e paNDita ho; aba usase bolo na / bhIma 0 - kyA mahArAjakI sI sUrata nahIM hai ? vizAlAkSa, dekho, pahicAno / vizA0 - hAM, ThIka vahI sUrata hai ! mAre Dara aura acambhe merA zarIra kAMpa rahA hai | bhIma 91 vIra0 - vizAlAkSa, usase bolo / vizA0 - are, tU kauna hai ? isa rAtameM hamAre svargavAsI mahArAjake sundara aura sipAhiyAne bAnemeM yahAM ghUmanevAlA tU kauna hai ? mujhe paramAtmAkI saugandha hai, bola, tU kauna hai ? vIra0 - ajI, vaha nArAja ho gayA / bhIma0 - dekho, vaha calA / vizA0 - are Thahara, tujhe merI saugandha hai, bola bol| (bhUta jAtA hai) -usase kucha bolanA cAhiye / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 vIra0-vaha nikala gayA-aba na bolegA / bhIma0-kyoM ? vizAlAkSa, tumhArA ceharA pIlA kyoM par3a gayA ? aura tuma kAMpa kyoM rahe ho ? yaha to nirA bhrama hI thA ta ? yA aura bhI kucha hai ? kaho, kyA soca rahe ho ? vizA0-pratyakSa brahmAke kahanepara bhI binA apanI A~kho dekhe aisI aisI bAtopara maiM kabhI nahIM vizvAsa karatAH / vIra0-kyA vaha mahArAja jaisA nahIM thA ? vizA0-ThIka vaisA hI jaise tuma tumhAre jaise ho / hamAre mahArAja zAkadvIpake rAjAse dvandva-yuddha karate samaya jo bakhtara pahine hue the, vaha bilakula aisA hI thA / aura unhoMne eka bAra gussemeM A kara jisa samaya polomake mahArathiyoMko kATa dhUlameM milA diyA thA usa samaya bhI unhoMne aisIhI DarAvanI sUrata banA lI thI / Azcarya hai ! vIra0-kala aura parasoM rAtake aise hI bhayAnaka samaya, jaba hama loga paharA de rahe the, isI taraha phaujI kadama uThAtA huA vaha hamAre pAsase nikala gayA / vIzA0-samajhameM nahIM AtA ki yaha kyA mAjarA hai ; para merI moTI buddhise yahI jAna par3atA hai ki hamAre rAjyapara koI bhayAnaka vipada AyA cAhatI hai| vIra0--Ao baiTho; aura agara koI jAnate ho to mere praznakA uttara do| yaha kaisA paharA hai jo dezakI prajAko isa rAtameM kahIM phaTa. kane bhI nahIM detA ? roz2a roz2a jo topeM DhAlI jA rahI haiM aura videzI jaGgI sAmAnoMkA bAjAra garama ho rahA hai ; isakA kyA matalaba hai ? kArIgaroMse jabaradastI betAtIlakI mihanata le ina jahAjoMke banavAnekI For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| kyA z2arUrata hai ? isataraha dina rAta pasInA bahAkara kyA honevAlA hai,isakA rahasya koI batalA sakatA hai ? vizA0-hAM, maiM kucha kucha jAnatA hUM / ho na ho, afavAha aisI hai| tuma jAnate ho ki hamAre svargavAsI mahArAja, jinakI sUratakI naqala abhI naz2ara AI. thI, aura zAkadvIpake mahArAja yudhAjitake bIca abhimAnavaza dvandvayuddha huA thA jisameM hamAre mahArAjane, jinakI vIratAkI sArI duniyA prazaMsA karatI hai, una yudhAjitako mAra DAlA / dvandvayuddhake pahile yaha nizcaya ho cukA thA ki yadi yudhAjita hAre to unakI sArI z2amIna hamAre mahArAja le leM ; aura agara hamAre mahArAja hAre to unakI AdhI z2amInake ve adhikArI ho / isataraha dvandvayuddhake niyamAnusAra yudhAjitakI sArI jamIna hamAre mahArAjake hAtha AI / aba, mahArAja yadhAjitake eka naujavAna lar3akA hai, jo bar3A hI haThI aura krodhI hai| usane zAkadvIpakI sImApara vahAMke luTeroMko roz2akI khUrAkapara ikaTThA kiyA hai ; aura vaha cAhatA hai ki bebasa karake hamalogoMse apane pitAkI hArI huI z2amIna chIna le / isI vipadako dUra karaneke liye ye saba taiyAriyA~ haiM / merI samajhameM to hamAre isa pahare, jaGgI bandobasta aura dezameM ekAeka halacala phaila jAnekA yahI kAraNa hai| bhIma0-mujhe bhI aura dUsarA koI kAraNa nahIM dikhAI detA / aise avasarapara hamalogoMke paharA dete hue hamora svargavAsI mahArAjakI zakalakA sipAhiyAne bAnemeM hamAre pAsase nikala jAnA koI AzcaryakI bAta nahIM hai / kyoMki balabhadradeza aura zAkadvIpake bIca Ajataka jei yuddha hue, unakI jar3a ve hI the aura aba hAnevAlekI bhI ve hI haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 vizA0-jarAsI bAta bhI manako becaina kara detI hai / gauravagarimAke zikharapara car3he romakapattanameM mahAparAkramI sarvaJjayakI krUra hatyAse pahile gar3e murde apanI apanI kana chor3akara bhAga gae / aura kamanabanda murde vahAMkI galiyoMmeM cIkha mArate hue idhara udhara bhaTakane lage the| isItaraha pucchalatAroMkA jalatA huA silasilA AkAzameM dikhAI dene lagA thaa| raktakI osa giratI thI / sUrya meM bhayaGkara kAlimA naz2ara Ane lagI thI / sudhA barasAnevAle aura samudrapara hukUmata karanevAle candramAko grahaNane isataraha grasa liyA thA, mAno candramA sadAke liye asta hI huA cAhatA hai / hamAre dezameM bhI isI taraha amaMgalakI sUcanAeM ho rahI haiM / aura hAlameM bhakAza aura pRthvIpara jo jo ghaTanAeM huI haiM, unase yahI sandeha hotA hai ki hamAre deza aura prajApara koI bar3A bhArI saMkaTa Ane vAlA hai| para Thaharo, dekho baha sUrata phira A rahI hai| - (bhUtakA praveza) cAhe jo ho maiM use avazya rokUgA / Thahara re pizAca ! agara tU kisI tarahakI AvAz2a nikAla sakatA hai yA bolI bola sakatA hai, to bola / agara tU koI acchA kAma kiyA cAhatA hai, jisase terA lAbha aura merA gaurava ho, to batA / agara tU apane dezakI bhAvI vipada jAnatA hai, jo pahale mAlUma honese Tala sakatI ho, to kaha de / yA agara tUne jIte jI anyAya atyAcAra kara dhana baTora jamInameM gAr3a rakkhA ho, jisake liye loga kahate haiM ki tuma loga yahAM bhaTakA karate ho, to batA / Thahara aura btaakr.........| vIrasena, pakar3o use / (murgA bAMga detA hai|) For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| vIra0-kyA bI bhoMka dUM ? vizA.- hAM, bhoMka do,agara na khar3A rahe / bhIma-para vaha hai kahA~ ? vizA0---ajI yaha AyA / vIra0-nahIM, nikala gayA / (bhUta jAtA hai / ) aisI bhavya AkRtike sAtha mArapITake liye taiyAra ho jAnA hamAre liye bilakula anucita thA / kyoMki, yaha to vAyuke samAna abhedya hai / hamAre vAroMse usakA kyA bigar3atA ?-ulTI hamArI hI hasI hotii| bhIma-vaha kucha bolA hI cAhatA thA ki itanemeM murgA bAMga dene lgaa| vizA0-aura use sunate hI kisI aparAdhIkI taraha vaha bhAga gayA / maiMne sunA thA ki saberA hote hI murge galA phAr3a phAr3a kara cillAte haiM; jise sunate hI idhara udhara bhaTakanevAle bhUta preta apanI apanI khohameM jA chipate haiM / vahI bAta Aja apanI A~khoM dekhii| vIra0-murgake bAMga dete hI vaha gAyaba ho gayA ! loga kahate haiM ki nirabhra aura prazAnta pauSa mAsake zukla pakSameM murge rAtabhara bAMga diyA karate haiM / isaliye una dinoM bhUtapretoMkI bAhara nikalanekI himmata nahIM pdd'tii| tAre nahIM TUTate / pariyoMkI mohinI kAma nahIM krtii| aura jAdUgaranIkA jAdUTonA bhI nahIM cltaa|| vizA.-maiMne bhI aisA hI sunA hai| aura isameM merA kucha vizvAsa bhI hai| parantu, dekho, saberA hogayA / pUrvakI ora bhagavAn sUryanArAyaNakA udaya hokara unake kiraNoMse osase bhIge hue. parvata For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta aMka.1 zikhara sunahare ho rahe haiM to calo, aba paharA samApta kareM / aura agara merI salAha pUcho to rAtakA sArA hAla calakara apane taruNa jayantako sunAveM / vaha pizAca unase bolegA / premake liye samajho yA kartavyake hI liye, yaha bAta hameM unase kaha denI caahiye| .. vIra0-hAM avazya kahanI cAhiye / calo, maiM jAnatA hUM isa samaya unase kahAM bheMTa hogii| dUsarA dRshy| darabAra / rAjA, rAnI, jayanta, dhUrjaTi, candrasena, jaya, vijaya, darabArI loga aura sevakoMkA praveza / rAjA--pyAre saradAro ! mere priya bhAIke maranakI yAda hRdayameM abhItaka banI rahanese maiM hI nahIM kintu merI sArI prajA duHkhasAgarameM DUba rahI hai / parantu jo utpanna hotA hai vaha avazya hI maratA hai; yaha socakara duHkha bhUla jAnekA yatna karanA cAhiye / isIliye maiMne apanI bhaujAI-isa prabala rASTrakI ardhasvAminI tathA ApalogoMkI vartamAna mahArAnIse vivAha kiyA hai / isa vivAhake kAraNa hRdayameM Ananda aura duHkhakI mAtrA barAbara ho jAnese manakI kucha aisI vicitra dazA ho rahI hai jo kahI nahIM jA sakatI / bhrAtR-viyogake kAraNa eka netrase duHkhAzru aura patnIpANigrahaNake kAraNa dUsarese AnandAbhu ! eka ora zrAddhakriyA to dUsarI ora vivAhotsava ! yaha sukha duHkhakA saMmi* zraNa maiMne kevala apanI hI buddhise nahIM kiyA hai, kintu isameM apA For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya.2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / / loga jaise buddhicana aura vicArazIla paNDitoMkI bhI sammati thii| jisake liye ApalogoMko bhaneka dhanyavAda haiM / astu, Apaloga jAnate haiM ki taruNa yudhAjita mere priya bhAIkI mRtyu honese yaha soca rahA hai ki hamAre rAjyameM phUTa ho gaI hai aura aba isameM kucha bhI zakti nahIM rahI / isa vicArase unmatta ho usane hamAre pAsa kaI bAra kahalA bhejA hai ki 'tumhAre bhAIne mere pitAse jo z2amIna lI thI vaha mujhe lauTA do| Apa jAnate haiM ki mere paralokavAsI vIra bhAIne usake pitAko dvandvayuddha meM parAstakara usakI z2amIna apane adhIna karalI thii| isaliye dvandvayuddhake niyamAnusAra usakA aba usapara kisI tarahakA adhikAra nahIM rahA / yaha bAta to usake viSayameM huii| aba kevala yahAM hamAre ekatrita honekA kAraNa batalAnA hai / vaha yaha hai ki taruNa yudhAjitakA cacA bur3hApeke kAraNa bahuta zaktihIna ho kara mRtyuzaiyApara par3A hai| usake bhatIjekI yaha kArravAI usake kAnoMtaka bhI nahIM pahuMcane pAtI / parantu yudhAjitakI ye saba bAteM usake cacAke hI dhana aura phaujakI sahAyatAse ho rahI haiM / isIliye maiMne usake cacAko isa patrameM likhA hai ki vaha zIghra hI apane bhatIjekI isa cAlako roka de / to, jaya aura vijaya ! tuma donoM isa patrako lekara zAkadvIpa cale jAo / rAjAse isa viSayameM Avazyaka bAtoMko chor3a aura kucha bhI kahanekA tumheM adhikAra nahIM hai| zIghra jAo, aura apanA kAma pUrA karake binA vilamba kiye vApasa cale aao| jaya / vijaya i-mahArAjakI AzA pAlana karaneke liye hamaloga sadA taiyAra haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 rAjA-mujhe isameM bilakula sandeha nahIM hai / acchA to jaao| (jaya aura vijaya jAte hai|) kaho, candrasena, kyA khabara hai ? abhI tuma kyA kahate the ? aba kaho kyA cAhate ho ? mujhase tuma jo cAho mAMga sakate ho| tumhArI bAta kabhI vyartha na hogI / kaho kaho, aisI kaunaso vastu hai jo tuma cAhate ho para maiM de nahIM sakatA aura tuma mAMga bhI nahIM sakate ! tumhAre pitAne isa rAjagaddIke aneka upakAra kiye haiM / isa rAjagaddIse unakA vahI sambandha hai jo hRdayakA mastiSkase aura muMhakA hAthase hai / jo icchA ho maaNgo| candra0-he pRthvInAtha ! dAsa kevala uttAlako lauTa jAnekI AjJA cAhatA hai / mahArAjake rAjyAbhiSekake samaya apanA kartavya pAlana karaneke liye maiM bar3e Anandase yahAM AyA thA / usa kAmase aba nipaTa cukA huuN| aura aba merA citta bhI uttAlako ora laga rahA hai / isa liye udhara lauTa jAnekI AjJA pAneke liye maiM svAmicaraNoM meM prArthanA karatA huuN| rAjA-kyA tumane apane pitAko AzA le lI hai ? unakI kyA rAya hai ? dhU0-jAneke liye bAra bAra kahakara isane nAkoM dama kara diyA isase bebasa ho maiMne use jAnekI AjJA de dI hai / merI bhI savinaya yahI prAthanA hai ki mahArAja bhI ise jAneko AzA de deN| rAjA-ThIka hai| candrasena, apanA subhItA dekhakara tuma jA sakate ho / aba, mere pyAre bhatIje, mere putra jayanta...... jayanva-(eka ora) isake ye pyArake zanda mujhe kAToMse cubha rahe haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / rAjA-tumhArA mukha abataka malIna kyoM hai ? jayanta-nahIM, mahArAja / maiM to bar3e AnandameM huuN|| rAnI-pyAre jayanta, aba duHkha karanA chor3a do aura balabhadrakI ora mitratAkI dRSTise dekho / aisA duHkha karanese kyA tumhAre pitA svargase lauTa sakate haiM ? kyA tumhArA azrupravAha unheM phira nIvita kara sakatA hai ? kabhI nahIM / mRtyu to hara ekake pIche lagI rahatI hai / jahAM janma hai vahIM mRtyu hai / yaha janma-mRtyukA carakhA barAbara calatA hI rahatA hai| jayanta-saca hai, mAtA jI, ApakA kahanA bahuta saca hai / rAnI-agara saca hai to tuma aise udAsa kyoM dekha par3ate ho ? jayanta-hA, dekha to par3atA hUM / para isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? sacamuca maiM udAsa huuN| mA, jahA~ apanA koI sambandhI marA tahA~ usakA sUtaka mAnanA, pagar3I na pahinanA, mu~hapara cAdara lapeTa lambI 2 bA~seM lenA, A~khoMse A~sU bahAnA, purAnI bAteM yAda karake ronA, mRta manuSyake guNa bakhAnanA, arthAt aMgavyApAra, zabda aura mudrA, ina tInoMse jahAMtaka ho sake bahuta duHkhI honekA svAMga lenA to isa saMsArakI rIti hI hai / para mujhameM ina saba banAvaTI bAtoMkA leza bhI nahIM hai| isaliye mere duHkhakI ThIka ThIka kalpanA kaise ho sakatI hai ? manameM khedakA leza na rahate manuSya aise svAMga le sakatA hai ; parantu mere hRdayameM jo khalabalI macI huI hai vaha svayake pare hai / isaliye usakI dUsaroMse kalpanA honA sarvathA asambhava hai / rAjA-jayanta, pitAke liye tumheM duHkha honA tumhAre komalahRdayake liye bahuta svAbhAvika aura yogya hai / parantu vicAra karo, ke. For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ aMka 1 vala tumhAre hI pitAkI mRtyu nahIM huI kintu tumhAre pitAke pitAkI mRtyu huI thI aura unake pitAkI bhI yahI gati huI thii| kisIkI mRtyu hotI hai to usake sambandhI kucha kAla taka usake liye zoka karate hI haiM / parantu kisIke liye barAbara duHkha karate rahanA mUrkhatA aura haTha hai| aisA karanA zUra vIra manuSyake liye sarvathA anucita hai / jIvamAtra paramAtmAkI AjJAse marate haiM ; isaliye unakI mRtyupara duHkha karanA mAnoM paramAtmAkI yojanAko doSa lagAnA hai / isa mRtyulokameM jisakA janma hogA usakI mRtyu avazya hI hogI ; isa bAtakI satyatA kA anubhava hara ghar3I honepara bhI aisI z2arA z2arA sI bAtopara duHkha karanese duHkha karanevAle manuSyake hRdayakI adhIratA, manakI komalatA aura buddhikI apakvatA tathA saMkIrNatA siddha hotI hai / Aja pitAkI mRtyu huI, kala cacAkI hogI aura parasoM bhAIkI hone vAlI hai, tAtparya isa mRtyulokameM jo AtA hai vaha avazya hI lauTa jAtA hai ; isa bAtako bhalI bhAMti jAnakara bhI rote baiThanA mAno apanI mUrkhatAse gata AtmAkA upahAsa karanA, paramAtmAkA aparAdha karanA tathA prakRtikA apamAna karanA hai / isaliye merA yaha kahanA hai ki aba tuma duHkha karanA chor3a do aura mujhe apane pitAkI jagaha samajho / tumheM kisI bAtakI kamI na rahegI / mere sAre rAjya tathA sampattike tuma hI eka mAtra adhikArI ho; yaha bAta maiM apanI sArI prajA tathA saradAroMko vidita kara detA hU~ / mere bhI aba dUsarA putra hai kahAM ? bhatIjA, putra jo kucha ho tuma hI ho / maMgalApurakI pAThazAlAko lauTa jAnekA tumhArA vicAra hamalogoMkI icchAke vilakala viruddha hai / hamArA bArabAra tumase yahI kahanA hai ki yahA~ rahakara For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / hamAre netroMko saMtuSTa rakho aura rAjya zAsanameM hameM sahAyatA do| rAnI-pyAre jayanta, apanI mA~kI bAta khAlI na jAne do| maMgalApura jAnekA vicAra chor3a hamAre sAtha raho ; yahI tumase merI prArthanA hai / - jayanta-mA~, jahA~taka ho sakegA, ApakI AzAkA ullaMghana maiM kabhI nahIM kruuNgaa| rAjA-vAha ! bahuta yogya uttara diyA / aba hama saba balabhadrameM bar3e Anandase raheMge / priye, calo, aba caleM / jayantane ApahI Apa yahAM rahanA svIkAra kara liyA, yaha suna mere AnandakI sImA nahIM rhii| acchA to, Ao cleN| (jayantake atirikta saba pAte haiN|) jayanta-Aha ! yaha kaThora mAMsa Apa hI Apa jala jAtA yA pighalakara isakA pAnI pAnI ho jAtA to bahuta acchA thA / yA zAstrakAroMne AtmahatyAkA niSedha na kiyA hotA to bhI bahuta acchA hotA / he jagannAyaka ! jagatake pitA ! mujhe isa saMsArakI vastumAtrasa ghRNA ho gaI hai / sArA saMsAra mujhe nissAra aura tuccha pratIta ho rahA hai| dhikkAra hai ! dhikkAra hai isa saMsAra ko !! sArA saMsAra mujhe kisI ujAr3a bAgakI taraha mAlUma ho rahA hai / saMsArakI sArI vastueM mujhe bhaddI aura tuccha mAlUma hotI haiM / hAya hAya ! usakI yaha dazA !! usakI mRtyuko abhI kevala do mahIne hue hoMge nahIM, abhI pUre do bhI nahIM hue / hA ! kaisA Adarza rAjA ! kahAM vaha sUrya aura kahAM yaha juganU ! merI mA~ para bhI usakA kaisA prema mA ! premase pAgala hokara kabhI kabhI vaha yaha kaha baiThatA thA ki, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra vizA www. kobatirth.org 14 jayanta [ aMka 1 -- he vAyudeva ! apanI tIvra gati manda karo; kyoMki merI prANapriyA - ke hoTha aura komalAMgake phaTanese use kaSTa hoMge / ofa ! kaisA yaha prema ! aise yogya patiko chor3a isa kaueko isane AliMgana diyA ! Aha ! kaisI prabala kAmavAsanA !! patikI mutyuse vaha zAnta honI cAhiye yA aura bhI prajvalita honI cAhiye ? aura yaha saba kAma eka hI mahIneke bhItara ! chor3a do, jAne do, jAne do ina vicAroM ko / strI mAtra adhIra hotI hai ! eka mahInA bhI nahIM huA ki yahI - hAM, yahI sAr3I pahana kara mere pitAke mRta zarIrako yaha smazAnameM pahucAne gaI thI ! hAM, hAM, yahI vaha - ! hA ! paramezvara ! vicArahIna pazu bhI isa kAmameM aise avasarapara itanI jaldI na karatA ! mere cacAke sAtha - mere pitAke sage bhAIke sAtha vivAha karanevAlI - vahI yaha duSThA ! hA ! he bhagavan ! na jAne isake kaunase guNoMpara yaha mohita ho gaI ! eka mahIne ke bhItara isa duSTA cANDAlinake AkhoMke kapaTI A~sU bhI abhItaka na sUkhe hoMge ki isane vivAha kiyA ! mere cacAse--apane patike bhAIse jArakarma karAneke liye itanI nIca zIghratA ! yaha acchA nahIM hai / aura isakA pariNAma bhI acchA honevAlA nahIM / para kiyA kyA jAya ? mana hI mana jala bhunakara maranA hogA / muMhase eka zabda bhI nikAlane kA avasara nahIM hai / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( vizAlAkSa, bIrasena aura bhImasena praveza karate haiM / 1) 0 - mahArAjakA jayajayakAra ho / jayanta - tumheM dekha kara mujhe bahuta Ananda huA / vizAlAkSa, yA maiM bhUlatA to nahIM hU~ / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzva2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| vizA0-nahIM mahArAja, Apa bahuta ThIka kahate haiM / yahI hai vaha bhASakA nama dAsa vizAlAkSa / jayanta-mitravara, Ajase maiMne tumhArA nAma badala diyA hai; isaliye aba tuma apaneko sevaka na samajhanA / acchA, vizAlAkSa aura * bIrasena, maMgalApurase tumaloga yahAM kisaliye Ae ho ? vIra0-mahArAja jayanta-vIrasana, tumheM dekhakara maiM bahuta prasanna huA / parantu, mitra, maMgalApurase tumaloga yahAM kaise Ae ? vizA0-aise hI ghUmate phirate cale Ae, mahArAja / jayanta-yaha bAta yadi tumhArA zatru bhI kahegA to maiM saca na mAnUMgA; aura yadi tuma svayaM hI apane viruddha aisI banAvaTI bAteM kahoge to, bhalA maiM usameM kaise vizvAsa karuMgA ? maiM khUba jAnatA hUM ki tuma loga phrajUla idhara udhara bhaTakanevAle nahIM ho / parantu yaha to kaho ki tumaloga yahAM kisa liye Ae ho / mitra, tumhAre jAneke pahale eka dina tumhArI dAvata hogii| vizA0-mahArAja, maiM Apake pitAkI antima kriyA dekhane AyA thaa| jayanta-mitra, aisI haMsI kyoM karate ho ? saca kaho-merI mAtAkA vivAhotsava dekhane Ae the na ? vizA.-sacamuca, mahArAja, isameM bahuta zIghtA huii| jayanta-ajI, zIghratA kisa bAtakI ? eka kharcameM donoM kAma nipaTa gae / zrAddhake pakvAnna vivAhameM aura vivAhake zrAddhameM / sacamuca, vizAlAkSa, vaha dina ina A~khoMse dekhanekI apekSA merA janma hI na huA hotA yA usake pahilehI isa zarIrase prANa nikala For Private And Personal Use Only

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16 jayanta [baMka 1 gae hote to bahuta acchA hotA / mere pitAjI pala bharake liye bhI merI A~khoMkI oTa nahIM hote| vizA0--kisakI oTa, mahArAja ? jayanta-ajI, hRdayakI oTa-jJAnacakSUkI oTa / vizA. maiMne unheM eka bAra dekhA thaa| vAha ! kaise neka rAjA the| jayanta-ve to lAkhoM meM eka hI the / aba vaisA rAjA honA durlabha hai| vizA0-mahArAja, kala rAtako maiMne unheM dekhA thaa| jayanta-dekhA thA ? kisako ? vizA0-mahArAja, Apake pitAjIko / jayanta-mere pitAko ? vizA.-mahArAja, hamalogoMne jo camatkAra dekhA hai, vaha maiM Apase nivedana karatA hUM / thor3I derake liye Azcarya karanA chor3a z2arA dhyAnase suniye / ___ jayanta-kaho kaho, zIghra kaha DAlo / ... vizA0-parasoM aura narasoM AdhIrAtake samaya, jaba vIrasena aura bhImasena paharA de rahe the usa samaya yaha ghaTanA huI ki Apake pitA jaisI eka sUrata sirase pairataka sipAhiyAnA pozAka pahinI huI inake bilakula pAsase dhIre dhIre nikala gaI / use dekhate hI mAre Dara aura acambheke inake hoza ur3a gaye; paira laTapaTAne lage; zarIra pasInese bilakula tara ho gayA aura muMhase eka zabda bhI na nikAla. sake / tIsare dina arthAt kala rAtako inhoMne ekAntameM mujhase yaha bAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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razya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 17 kahI / maiM turanta usa sUratako dekhaneke liye inake sAtha ho liyA / usa sthAnapara pahu~canepara dekhA to sacamuca inake kahe anusAra Apake pitAke aisI eka sUrata pAsa AtI dekha pdd'ii| ina hAthoMmeM bhI kucha farka hogA, para unameM...... jayanta-para, yaha ghaTanA kisa sthAna para huI ? vIra0-mahArAja, kileke AgevAle maidAnameM, jahA~ hamalogoMkA paharA thaa| nayanta-kyA tumane usase kucha bAtacIta nahIM kI ? vizA0-mahArAja, maiMne to bolanekI ceSTAM kI thI; para usane kucha uttara hI nahIM diyA / hA~, eka bAra usane sira U~cA kiyA yA; aura aise bhAva banAye mAnoM vaha kucha bolA cAhatI ho ; para itanemeM murgA bA~ga dene lagA / usakI AvAz2a sunate hI, vaha itanI tez2a cAlase calI ki dekhate dekhate gAyaba ho gii| jayanta-bar3e AzcaryakI bAta hai ! vizA-mahArAja, yaha saba saca hai / aura isIliye hamaloga ApakI sevAmeM yaha ghaTanA nivedana karane turanta cale Aye / jayanta0-mahAzayo, nissandeha tumhArI bAta saca hogii| parantu isa bAtake sunanese mere hRdayakI vicitra dazA ho rahI hai.| kyA bhAna bhI vahA~ tumhArA paharA hai ? vIra0, bhIma-jI hA~, Aja bhI hai / jayanta kyA kahA 1. vaha hathiyArabanda thI ! vIra0, bhIma0-hA~ mahArAja, hathiyArabanda thii| jayanta-kyA nakha-zikhAnta ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 8 www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir wololital jayanta vIra0, bhIma0 - hA~, sira se pairataka / jayanta - to phira tumalogoMne usakA ceharA nahIM dekhA ? vizA0 - dekhA thA, mahArAja ; usane ceharese naqAba haTA liyA thA / jayanta- - kyA vaha kruddha dikhAI par3atA thA ? vizA0 - kruddhakI apekSA udAsa hI adhika mAlUma hotA thA / jayanta pIlA yA lAla ? vizA nahIM, bahuta pIlA ! - bilkula phIkA ! ! jayanta -- aura kyA tumhArI ora usane TakaTakI lagAI thI ? vizA0 - jaba taka vaha vahA~ thI taba taka hamArI hI ora dekhatI thI / [ aMka 1 jayanta - yadi maiM bhI vahA~ rahatA to bahuta acchA hotA / vizA0 - Apako bhI bar3A Azcarya hotA / jayanta - hA~ hA~, Azcarya to avazya hotA / kyA vaha vahA~ bahuta derataka ThaharI thI ? vizA0 - karIba saukI ginatI ginane taka / vIra0, bhIma0 - nahIM nahIM, isase adhika / vizA0 - nahIM, jaba maiMne dekhA thA usa samaya vaha isase adhika nahIM ThaharI thI / jayanta -- usakI dAr3hI bhUrI thI, nahIM ? vizA0 - hA~, vaisI hI, kucha kAlI kucha safeda, jaisI Apake pitAjI kI thI / jayanta- - Aja rAtako maiM bhI paharepara rahU~gA; kadAcit Aja phira vaha Ave | vizA0 - maiM nizcayapUrvaka kahatA hU~ ki vaha avazya AvegI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 3] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| ... jayanta-sacamuca, yadi vaha mere pitAkI zakala huI to cAhe sAkSAt yamarAja svayaM A kara usake sAtha bolanese mujhe kyoM na rokeM, maiM usase avazya bolU~gA / aba tumalogesi merI kevala yahI prArthanA hai ki yadi yaha bAta tuma logoMne abhItaka kisIpara prakaTa na kI ho to ise isItaraha chipA rakkho / aura Aja rAtako jo kucha ghaTanA ho use cupacApa dekhalo-samajhalo; para usa viSayameM kisIse kucha bhI mata kaho / isake liye maiM tuma logoMkA atyanta kRtajJa rahU~gA / acchA, aba jAo / Aja rAtako gyArahase bAraha bajetaka maiM tuma logoMse usI . maidAnameM Akara miluuNgaa| saba loga-mahArAjakI sevAke liye hamaloga sadA taiyAra haiN| jayanta-yaha tumalogoMkI mujhapara kRpA hai / acchA, jaao| . (jayantake sivA saba jAte haiN|) . jayanta-sipAhiyAne bAnemeM mere pitAkI zakala ! ye saba lakSaNa acche nahIM haiN| kyA ? isameM kucha dagAbAz2I to na hogI ? yadi isI samaya rAta hotI to kyA hI acchA hotA ! hRdaya ! adhIra mata bana, thor3I derataka aura dhIraja dhara / lAkha chipAnapara bhI duSToMkI duSTatA nahIM chipane paatii| (jAtA hai|) tIsarA dRshy| sthAna-dhUrjaTike gharakA eka kamarA / candrasena aura kamalAkA praveza / candrasena-merA asavAba jahAjapara lada cukA hai / aba maiM bidA For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 hotA hai / para bAhana, jaba kabhI subhitA ho, ciTThI bhejanemeM Alasa bha krnaa| kamalA-kyA isameM bhI tumheM kucha sandeha hai ! .. candrasena-bahina, eka bAta tumase kaha rakhatA huuN| tuma yaha samajhatI ho ki jayanta tumapara bahuta prema karatA hai; para yaha tumhArA nirA bhUma hai / yuvakoMkA yuvatiyoM para prema dikhAnA svAbhAvika hai; para yAda rakho, yaha prema sthira nahIM rahatA / jaise vasanta Rtuke Ate hI vRkSoMmeM komala komala pattiyA~ nikalakara apanI sundaratAse jIvamAtrako prasanna karatI haiM, parantu vaha sundaratA kevala eka yA do mAsa taka rahatI hai; vaisehI yuvAvasthAmeM puruSoM meM jahA~ kAmavAsanA usana huI vahA~ jisa taruNa tathA sundara strIko ve dekhate haiM usIko apanI prANapyArI samajhate haiM / isa avasthAmeM unakA prema atyanta madhura hotA hai; para sthira nahIM rhtaa| isaliye tumase kahatA hU~ ki aise kSaNika premagandhapara mohita na ho jaanaa| kamalA-basa, itanA hI na ! candra0-aba usake premakA vicAra bhI mata karo; kyoMki manujyakA mana sthira nahIM rahatA / jaise 2 usake anubhava bar3hate jAte haiM vaise vaise usake manake bhAva bhI badalate jAte haiM / ho sakatA hai ki vaha tumapara prema karatA ho; aura yaha bhI sambhava hai ki usa premameM kisI prakArakA chalakapaTa bhI na ho; parantu vicAra karanekI bAta hai ki vaha koI sAdhAraNa manuSya to hai nahIM jo apanI hI icchAse koI kAma kara baiThe / vaha eka dina isa dezakA rAjA hogA; aura usIpara isa dezakA maMgala nirbhara hai; isaliye usakI icchA bhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 3 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 21 aisI hI honI cAhiye jisameM prajAkI sammati ho / aura yadi vaha kahe ki " kamale, maiM tumapara prema karatA hU~, " to aise premapara utanA hI vizvAsa karanA jitanA prema usake kisI kAryavizeSase prajApara prakaTa ho / nahIM to usakI mIThI mIThI bAtoMmeM Akara apane pitAke niSkalaMka kulako kalaMkita karogI aura apane satIdharmameM dhabbA lgaaogii| isaliye, merI pyArI bahina, vAsanAdhIna hokara apane manako idhara ughara na bahakane denA / taruNI aura rUpavatI striyoMko bahuta bacakara calanA cAhiye / mita hAsya, mita bhASaNa, mita melajola - arthAt unakA pratyeka vyavahAra mita hI honA cAhiye / mahA pativratA sItA jaisI sAdhvI strI bhI janApavAdase na bacane pAI / kisI kisI samaya to khilanese pahile hI kalImeM kIr3e laga jAte haiM, vaise hI isa tAruNyakusumako na jAne kauna kaba dUSita karegA ! isIliye kahatA hU~ ki sAvadhAna raho / Darakara calogI to baca jaaogii| cAha aura kucha ho yA nahIM, para taruNAvasthA bar3I hIM dagAbAja hotI hai / kamalA - bhAI, maiM to tumhAre isa sadupadezako kabhI na bhUlU~gI; para tuma hI kahIM aisA na karanA ki mujhe brahmajJAnakI lambI caur3I bAteM sunAkara svayaM manamAnA kAma karo ! candra0 - nahIM nahIM, mere viSayameM tuma bilkula cintA na karo / ofa ! bahuta vilamba ho gayA ! aba maiM bidA hotA hU~ / parantu pitAja idhara hI Arahe haiM / ( dhUrjaTikA praveza ) acchA huA, pitAjI Agaye; kyoMki dubArA azIrvAda se Ananda bhI dUnA milegaa| aura jAte samaya pitAkA darzana honA bhI eka zubha sUcanA hai / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 . dhUrjaTi-are ! abataka tuma yahIM khar3e ho ! tumheM kyA kahA jAya ? jAo, jAo jaldI ! aisI acchI sAita chor3a tuma yahA~ samaya bitA rahe ho ; aura vahA~ loga tumhArI rAha dekha rahe haiM ! jAo, tumhArA maGgala hogA / parantu merI ina do bAtoMkA smaraNa rakkhoH -apane vicAra hara kisIse mata kaho, aura binA vicAre koI kAma na karo / melajola sabase rakkho, para kisIko mu~ha na lagAo / jo tumhAre sacce mitra haiM, aura jinakI mitratAkI parIkSA tuma kara cuke ho, unake liye samayapara jAna deneko bhI taiyAra raho; para sAhaba salAmata hote hI cAhe jisa navIna manuSyako mitra mAnakara use dAvatapara dAvata mata dene lago / pahile to kisIke jhagar3emeM hI na par3o, aura yadi par3o to zatruke dA~ta khaTTe kiye binA na chor3o, jisameM phira kabhI vaha tumhArA sAmanA karanekA sAhasa na kare / bAteM sabakI suno, para apanI bAta inagine logoMse kaho / sabakI rAya sunalo, para kisI bAtakA ekAeka nizcaya na kara DAlo / Aya dekhakara vyaya karo / pozAka mUlyavAn ho, para bhar3akIlI na ho; kyoMki pozAkase hI prAyaH manuSyakI cAlacalanakA patA lagatA hai / kisIse karja na lo, aura na kisIko do; kyoMki karja denekA prAyaH yahI natIjA hotA hai ki, dhanake sAtha mitratAse bhI hAtha dhonA par3atA hai ; aura karja lenese kamakharcIkA abhyAsa chUTa jAtA hai / sau bAtakI eka bAta yaha hai ki sadA saccI sIdhI rAhapara calo ; isase tumhAre hAthoM kisIkI burAI na hogii| jAo, mere AzIrvAda tumhArA kalyANa hogaa| candra0-acchA, AjJA cAhatA huuN| (praNAma karatA hai|) dhUrja-jAo, isa samaya amRtasiddhiyoga hai / bAhara naukara For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 3] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / tumhArI rAha dekha rahe haiN| candra0-bahina, aba bidA hotA hU~ | merI bAtoMko bhUla na jAnA / kamalA-maiM to nahIM bhUlUMgI, para tuma hI sa~bhale rahanA / candra0-acchA, jAtA huuN| (jAtA hai|) dhUrja-kamale, tumase usane kauna sI bAta kahI hai ? kamalA-kucha nahIM,-jayantake viSayameM kucha bAteM kahI haiM / dhUrja0-hA~, acchI yAda dilAI / sunA hai ki Aja kala vaha nitya tumhAre pAsa AyA jAyA karatA hai ; aura tuma bhI usase milanemeM 'nA' nahIM karatI / yadi yaha saca hai to maiM tumase kaha detA hU~ ki tuma merI lar3akI ho kara nahIM samajhatIM ki tumheM kaisA vyavahAra karanA caahiye| tuma donoM ApasameM kaunasI bAteM kiyA karate ho ; saca saca kaha do| ___ kamalA-bAbUjI, mujhapara usakA prema hai; aura Ajakala vaha mujhase vivAhake viSayameM bAteM kiyA karatA hai| dhUrja0-kyA prema ? aura vivAha ! chI: ! abhI tuma vilkula nAdAna ho; ina saba bAtoMkA tumheM anubhava nahIM / kyA tuma usakI bAtoMpara vizvAsa karatI ho ? . kamalA-taba aura kyA ruM ? dhUrjao-maiM batAtA hU~, kyA karo / yAda rakho, abhI tuma lar3akI ho / usakI bAtoMko tumo saca mAna liyA hai; para ve saca nahIM haiN| abase usake sAtha milanA julanA kama kara do, nahIM to kisI dina merI phajIhata kraaogii| kamalA-usane bAra bAra kahakara mujhe apane nirmala premakA vizvAsa dilAyA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 dhUrja0-nirmala prema ! cala haTa, mUrkha ! kamalA-usane paramAtmAkI sauganda khAkara apane sacce premake viSayameM mere vizvAsako aura bhI dRr3ha kiyA hai| dhUrja0-arI, yaha saccA prema nahIM hai-tuma jaisI nAdAna lar3akiyoMko pha~sAnekA jAla hai / jaba manuSyake manameM kAmavAsanA prabala ho uThatI hai, taba vaha cAhe jisa strIpara prema karane lagatA hai ; usase mIThI mIThI bAteM karatA hai; aura apane premakA vizvAsa dilAneke liye sauganda khAnemeM bhI saMkoca nahIM karatA / parantu kamale, ina mIThI mIThI bAtoMmeM rattibhara bhI sacAI nahIM hotI ; isa liye usakI bAtoMpara bilkula vizvAsa na karo / avase usake sAmane bahuta AyA jAyA bhI mata karo / apanI mAna-maryAdAkA vicAra chor3a jaba taba usase milanA mujhe bilkula pasanda nahIM hai / yAda rakkho, jayanta abhI ajJAna bAlaka hai / Age calakara usake vicAra badala sakate haiN| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki vaha hai puruSa, aura tuma ho strii| aura isa viSayameM striyoM kI apekSA puruSoMko adhika svatantratA hotI hai; isaliye use to koI kucha bhI nahIM kahegA--tumhArI nAmadharAI hogii| tAtparya, yaha asalI prema nahIMpremakA mulammA hai / kucha dinoM bAda isakI vahI gati hogI jo soneke mulammekI huA karatI hai / isapara bhI yadi tuma usapara vizvAsa karogI to tumhAro durgati hue binA na rahegI / basa, maiM tumase sAfa sAfa kaha detA hU~ ki abase tumheM aisA maukA hI na milane dUMgA ki tuma jayantase mila sko| dekhamA, khavaradAra ! phira aisA kAma na karanA / kamalA-ApakI AjJAke viruddha maiM koI kAma na karU~gI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 4] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / cauthA dRzya / sthAna-kileke AgevAlA maidAna / jayanta, vizAlAkSa aura vIrasena praveza karate haiM / jayanta-opha ! kaisI sardI hai ! isa samaya havA kyA cala rahI hai mAnoM AkAzate tIra barasa rahe haiM ! vizA0-sacamuca, havA to bahuta tez2a cala rahI hai ! aisI havAse per3akI pattI pattI jhar3a jAnA sambhava hai / jayanta-aba samaya kyA hogA ? vizA0--maiM samajhatA hU~ ki bAraha bajanemeM abhI kucha kasara hogii| bIra0-nahIM nahIM, bAraha baja gae / bizA0-saca, bAraha baja gae ? maiMne nahIM sunA / tava to usa bhUtake AnekA samaya ho gyaa| (padeMmeM vAyoM aura topoMkI AvAz2a hotI hai|) vizA0-mahArAja, yaha saba kyA ho rahA hai ? jayanta-ajI, Aja mere cacAkI dAvata ur3a rahI hai; usIkI yaha sArI dhUmadhAma hai / na jAne Aja kitane hI popa khAlI hoMge / udhara ve zarAbakI eka eka ghuTa Dhakosate jAte haiM; aura idhara usIke upalakSyameM vAdyoMkI dhvanise unakA vijayaghoSa ho rahA hai| vizA.----mahArAja, kyA isa dezakI yahI prathA hai ! jayanta-prathA ! haH haH, ho sakatI hai / maiM yahIMkA rahanevAlA hU~; aura yahA~kI prAyaH sabhI rItirasmoMse paricita bhI hU~ ; para Ajataka For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 maiMne kisIke mu~ha isa prathAkI kabhI prazaMsA nahIM sunI; kintu mere khyAlase loga ise ghRNAkI hI dRSTise adhika dekhA karate haiM / isa zarAbakhorIse-aura to kucha nahIM-cAroM ora hamArI badanAmI ho rahI hai| saba loga hameM zarAbI kahate haiM aura ghRNita zandoMse hamArA apamAna karate haiM / vAstavameM, Ajataka hamAre pUrva-puruSoMne bar3e bar3e vIratAke kAma karake jo kucha nAma paidA kiyA hai, use ye bezarama loga zarAba pI pIkara kalaMkita kara rahe haiM / aura yaha bAta to prAya: dekhane meM AtI hai ki manuSyakA ekAdha svAbhAvika durgaNa yA kusaMgase lagA huA durguNa sAre sadguNopara pAnI pherakara usakI thukkAnajItI karAtA hai / durguNa ! phira vaha kaisAhI kyoM na ho, cAhe svAbhAvika ho yA Agantuka-ekabAra jahA~ usane manuSyapara apanA adhikAra jamAyA vahA~ usase manuSyakA sArA viveka bhraSTa ho jAtA hai| manuSya kaisAhI guNI aura ijatadAra kyoM na ho, ekabAra jahA~ vaha ina durvyasanoMke pherameM par3A tahA~ usakA sarvanAza ho jAtA hai| eka pyAlAbhara zarAbakA aisA pratApa hai ki vaha manuSyakI sArI ijjata AbarUko kSaNamAtrameM naSTakara use bhraSTa kara DAlatI hai| vizAo-mahArAja, dekhiye dekhiye ; vaha A rahA hai ! (bhUtakA praveza) __ jayanta-jIvamAtra para dayA-dRSTi rakhanevAle sAre devatAo aura devadUto, hamArI rakSA karo ! re pizAca ! tU pichale janmameM kiye hue puNya kAryoMse uttama gatiko prApta mahAtmA ho, cAhe pApAcaraNase pizAcayoniko prApta adhamAtmA ho ; manuSyamAtrakA kalyANa karaneke liye svargase utarA huA devadUta ho, yA unapara duHkhakA pahAr3a girAneke liye For Private And Personal Use Only

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rahA nahIM jAtA sandehase vyAkuLa Apake dRzya 4] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / pAtAlase Upara AyA huA yamadUta ho; tere vicAra suvicAra hoM, yA kuvicAra ; tUne aisA vicitra veza dhAraNa kiyA hai ki tujhase binA kucha praznottara kiye mujhase rahA nahIM jAtA / tujhe maiM apane pitAke nAmase pukAratA hU~ usakA uttara de; aura mere sandehase vyAkula hRdayako phaTane naM de / rAjan ! balabhadrake svAmin ! mere pitAjI ! Apake prANa nikalanepara ApakI haDDiyA~ zAstroktavidhike anusAra samAdhimeM gar3I rahanepara bhI usaparakI pracaNDa zilAko haTAkara Apake bAhara nikala AnekA kyA kAraNa hai ? ekabAra isa mRtyulokako chor3akara phira isa pRthvIpara sipAhiyAne bAnemeM Apa kyoM ghUma rahe haiM ? isa AdhI rAtake samaya, meghAcchAdita candramAke dhuMdhale prakAzameM isa maidAnameM Akara rAtako Apa aura bhI bhayAnaka kyoM banA rahe haiM ? aura mere aise ajJAna manuSyoMke vicAra eka janmase Age nahIM bar3hate to mujhe Apa sandehameM kyoM DAla rahe haiM ? kahiye, kaha dIjiye, ina saba bAtoMkA kyA kAraNa hai ? merI samajhameM nahIM AtA ki mujhe kyA karanA cAhiye / (bhUta jayantako saMketa karatA hai|) vizA0-dekhiye dekhiye, apane sAtha calaneke liye vaha Apako saMketa kara rahA hai ; mAnoM ekAntameM Apase kucha kahA cAhatA hai / vIra0-dekhiye mahArAja, kisa namratAse vaha Apako eka ora bulA rahA hai ; para Apa usake sAtha haragiz2a na jAyeM / vizA0-hA~ hA~, usake sAtha Apa bhUlakara bhI na jAyeM / jayanta-agara vaha yahA~ na bolA, to maiM usake pIche pIche avazya jaauuNgaa| vizA.-nahIM mahArAja, aisA na kariye / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 28 www. kobatirth.org jayanta [ aMka 1 jayanta -- kyoM ? isameM Dara hI kyA hai ? apane jIvanako to maiM tinakeke samAna samajhatA huuN| aura AtmA avinAzI hI haiN| isa bhUtake bigAr3e bhalA usakA kyA bigar3a sakatA hai ? dekho, vaha phira mujhe bulA rahA hai| maiM usake sAtha jAtA hU~ / vizA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir * - mahArAja, aisA pAgalapana na kariye / bhUta pretakI bAtoMApa kyoM A rahe haiM ? dekhiye yaha kitanA U~cA pahAr3a hai ! isake nIcekA hissA samudrameM calA gayA hai / isapara car3hakara samudrakI ora mu~ha karake yadi koI khar3A rahe to turanta cakkara Akara nIce samudra meM usake girapar3anekI sambhAvanA hai / dekhiye - suniye, pahAr3ase samudrakI laharoMke TakarAnekI kaisI bhayAnaka AvAz2a A rahI hai ! agara yaha pizAca Apako baha~kAkara vahA~ le gayA aura vahAM pahu~ca kara usane koI bhayAnaka rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA to ApakA sArA jJAna vahA~ bhUla jAyagA, aura Apake mu~hase eka zabda bhI na nikalegA / isa bAtako Apha pahile soca leM, --- jAna bUjhakara AgameM na kUda par3e / jayanta--dekho, vaha atrataka mujhako bulA rahA hai / are cala, tU Age cala, maiM tere pIche pIche AtA hU~ / vizA0 - mahArAja, hama loga Apako nahIM jAne deMge / jayanta chor3o, mujhe chor3a do / vizA0 - mAna jAiye, mahArAja, hama loga Apako kabhI nahIM jAne deMge / jayanta - mitro, mere kAryameM bAdhA mata DAlo / krodhase merA zarIra jala rahA hai / bhUta pretoMse maiM Darane vAlA nahIM hUM / dekho dekho, vaha aba taka mujhe bulA hI rahA hai / bhale Adamiyo, chor3a do mujhe| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra 29 ( hAtha chur3A letA hai / ) agara aba mujhe koI rokegA to yAda rakkho, yahI talavAra usakA kAma tamAma karegI / basa, aba sIdhI rAhate tuma loga yahA~ se cala do / cala re pizAca, Age Age cala, maiM tere pIche pIche AtA hU~ / (bhUta aura nayanta jAte haiN| ) vizA0 - isakA dimAga bigar3a gayA hai / vIra. - aise avasarapara inakI AjJA pAlana karanekI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / calo calo, hama bhI unake pIche ho leM / vizA0 - calo caleM / na jAne isakA kyA pariNAma hogA / bIra0--- isa balabhadra dezameM koI kharAbI avazya huI hai / vizA0--- paramAtmA sabakA pAra lagAne vAlA hai / bIra0 -- calo caleM, yaha ThaharanekA avasara nahIM hai / ( jAte haiM / ) pA~cavA~ dRzya / sthAna ---- maidAnakA dUsarA hissA -:0: bhUta aura jayanta praveza karate haiM / jayanta - tU mujhe kahA~ le jAyagA ? bola, aba maiM Age nahIM bahU~gA / bhUta--acchA, suna | jayanta - hA~, sunatA hU~ / bhUta- - samaya bahuta kama hai / thor3I hI dera meM mujhe dahakatI huI. gandhakakI bhayAnaka jvAlA meM jAkara baiThanA hogA | jayanta - hAya ! hAya ! kaisI bhayaGkara dazA ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 30 jayanta [ aMka 1 bhUta - mere liye duHkha karanekA yaha avasara nahIM hai; kintu maiM tujhase jo kucha kahU~gA use dhyAnapUrvaka suna / jayanna -- bola, maiM sunaneke liye taiyyAra hU~ / www. kobatirth.org bhUta - merI bAta suna lenepara tujhe usakA badalA leneke liye bhI taiyyAra rahanA hogA | Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta kyA ? badalA ? bhUta - hA~, badalA - badalA | maiM tere pitAkI AtmA huuN| pichale janmameM kiye hue pApoMke liye mujhe yaha daNDa huA hai ki jaba taka mere ghora pApa jalakara bhasma na ho jAye taba taka mujhe dinabhara AgameM paiThakara rahanA hogA, aura rAta meM bAhara nikalanA hogA / hama logoMko isa pizAca yonimeM rahakara jo jo kaSTa uThAne par3ate haiM unameM se kisI sAdhAraNa kaSTakA bhI yadi tere sAmane varNana karU~ to duHkhase terI chAtI phaTa jAya; Darake mAre terA khUna jama jAya, krodhake mAre terI AkheM phUTa jAya~, cITIkI gA~Tha TUTakara usake roma roma syAhI ke kAToMkI taraha khar3e ho jAya~ / parantu hama logoMko isa bAtakI sakhta manAI hai ki usa kArAgArakI eka bAtamI rakta mAMsa vAle jIvoMke kAnoMtaka na pahuMcAI jAve / astu, yadi tUne apane pitAko kabhI pyAra kiyA ho to merI bAtoMpara dhyAna de / jayanta - hA ! paramezvara ! L le - - atyanta bhayaGkara aura atyanta duSTatAse kiye hue usake 4 bhUtakhUnakA vadalA jayanta - kyA khUna ! bhUta-hA~, khUna ! khUna ! cAhe vaha kaisA hI kyoM na ho - khUna For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / burA hI hotA hai / para yaha atyanta ghora aura kaThoratAse kiyA huA khUna hai / jayanta-bola bola, jaldI bola / nisa narapizAcane unakA khUna kiyA ho usakA nAma batA de / maiM abhI zerako bhA~ti jhapaTa kara usake kalejekA khUna paauuNgaa| ___bhUta-terI bAtoMse jAna par3atA hai ki tere hAthoM kucha ho skegaa| yadi yaha kAma tere hAthoM na huA to maiM tujhe apane vAryakA na mAnUMgA / astu, jayanta, suna / merI mRtyuke viSayameM yaha gapa ur3AI gaI hai ki jaba maiM apane vAgameM soyA huA thA taba eka kAle sarpane mujhe Dasa liyA; aura usIse merI mRtyu huI / merI mRtyuke viSayameM isI banAvaTI bAtase balabhadra dezakI sArI prajAke kAna bhare gaye haiM / parantu, jisa sarpane tere pitAko DasA hai vaha sarpa isa samaya balabhadrakI rAjagaddIpara birAjamAna hai| __ jayanta-kyA ? mere cAcAjI ? he bhaviSyavAdinI AtmA ! tU dhanya hai ! bhUta-hA~, vahI, vahI terA vyabhicArI cAcA ! vahI jArAdhama narapazu ! usIne merI neka rAnIko apanI mIThI 2 bAtoMke jAlameM 'pha~sA liyA; aura jArakarma karAnemeM pravRtta kiyA / jayanta, kyA yaha nIcatA aura vizvAsaghAta nahIM hai ? vivAhake samaya terI mAke pAsa jo maiMne sauganda khAI thI-praNa kiyA thA, usakA maiMne kabhI bhaMga nahIM kiyA / to bhI usane mujhe tyAga diyA / aura tyAga bhI kisa liye diyA ? usa durAcArI narapazukI bAtopara mohita ho usake sAtha vyAbhicAra karaneke liye / parantu jo strI saccI pativratA hai usake For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 32 jayanta [ aMka 1 satIdharmako bhaMga karane yadi sAkSAt indradevabho svargase nIce utareM to bhI usa strIkA mana apane paticaraNoMse jarA bhI nahIM DigatA / aura vyabhicAriNI strIkA vivAha svargameM sAkSAt kAmadevase bhI kyoM na huA ho, parantu usakA mana vahA~ bhI binA vyabhicAra kiye nahIM mAnatA / para Thaharo, Thaharo, dekho, prAtaHkAlakI vAyu mahakane lagI / aba sArI bAta maiM saMkSapase kaha detA hU~ / nityake anusAra tIsare pahara jaba maiM apane bAgameM soyA thA taba terA cAcA eka zIzImeM kucha viSailI pattiyoMkA rasa lekara vahA~ AyA aura mujhe gaharI nIMda meM soyA dekha usane vaha kAlakUTa rasa mere kAnoMmeM TapakA diyA / phira kyA thA ! thor3I hI derameM vaha mere zarIra meM bhina gayA / aura jisa taraha dUdhameM khaTAI chor3ate hI dUdha phaTa jAtA hai usI taraha mere zarIrameM usa viSaile rasake jAtehI merA sArA khUna phaTa gayA; aura merA komala cikanA zarIra cir3acir3I lakar3Ike samAna ho gayA / isa taraha nIMdameM rahate, apane sage bhAIkI nIcatA ke kAraNa mujhe apane jIvanase, mukuTase aura rAnIse hAtha dhonA par3A / marate samaya pApakSAlanArtha tIrthodakaprAzana karanekA bhI usane mujhe avasara nahIM diyA / yahA~ apanI sArI vastuoMko chor3a vahAM paramezvarake sAmane apane pApakA uttara deneke liye mujhe yahAMse lauTa jAnA par3A / hAya ! hAya ! kaisI bhayAnaka kaThoratA ! kaisI ghRNita icchA ! aura kaisI bhayaGkara kAmavAsanA ! bAstavameM yadi tU mere hI bIjakA hogA to tujhase yaha kabhI nahIM sahA jAyagA; aura balabhadrakI rAjazayyAko ina gotragAmiyoMke ghora vyabhicArase tU kabhI apavitra na hone degA / mere pyAre putra ! isa ghora karmakA terA jI cAhe vaisA badalA le, mpet For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 5 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 33 parantu apanI mAtAke Upara hAtha na uThA / use daNDa denemeM apane hRdayako kaSTa na de / kiye hue kAmake liye mana hI mana use jalane bhunane de / Izvarake bharose use chor3a de / vahI usakA ucita nyAya karegA / acchA, aba maiM jAtA hU~ / dekho, juganUkI camaka phIkI ho calI, isase jAna par3atA hai ki bhagavAn sUryanArAyaNa kSitijake samIpa pahu~ca gaye haiM / paramAtmA terI rakSA kare ! mujhe bhUla mata jAnA / aba maiM jAtA hU~ / ( jAtA hai| ) jayanta - he svargastha devadUto ! he bhUtalastha ananta jIvo ! anartha ! ! ! hRdaya ! aura he pAtAlastha daitya dAnavo ! hA ! ! kaisA dhIraja dhara ! nAr3iyo ! eka dame DhIlI na par3a jAo - thor3I dera mujhe sambhAle raho ! kyA ? tujhe na bhulA dU~ ? re abhAge pizAca ! yaha mAthA jabataka ThikAnepara hai, tabataka kyA maiM tujhe bhUla sakatA hUM? terI yAda rakkhUM ? bacapanase parizrama karake isa mAthemeM ekatrita kI huI sArI bAteM nikAlakara tujhe sthAna dUMgA / phira bhUlanA bhulAnA kaisA ? arI duSTe ! tujhase yaha ghora karma kaise huA ? re cANDAla ! tUne yaha kyA kiyA ? 'peTa meM churI muhameM rAma rAma' vAle manuSya kaise hote haiM, isakA mujhe Aja acchI taraha paricaya ho gayA / mujhe pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki kamase kama isa balabhadra dezameM aise nIcoMkI kamI nahIM hai / cAcAjI ! yAda rakhiye, Apake kiye hue kAmake itihAsakA akSara akSara mere antaHkaraNameM khudA huA hai / kyA ? usane kyA kahA thA ? " paramAtmA terI rakSA kare ! mujhe bhUla mata jAnA " / re pizAca ! maiM saugancha khAtA hUM - tujhe kabhI na bhUlUMgA / * vIra, vizA0- ( bhItarasa ) mahArAja ! mahArAja ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 34 www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta bIra0 - [ bhItarase ] jayanta kumAra ! vizA0 - - ( bhItarase ) paramAtmA unakI rakSA kare / [ aMka 1 jayanta tathAstu | vizA0 - ( bhItara se ) ho, ho, mahArAja ! jayanta - ho, ho, lo, lar3ako ! Ao, pakSiyo, Ao, Ao / [ vizAlAkSa aura vIrasena praveza karate hai / ] vIra0. 0 mahArAja, saba kuzala to hai na ? vizA - kyA samAcAra hai, mahArAja ! jayanta--- bar3A adbhuta samAcAra hai ! vizA0- -kyA hama loga bhI use suna sakate haiM ! jayanta - nahIM, tuma loga use phailA doge / vizA0 - paramezvarakI sauganda, maiM kisIse nahIM kahU~gA / vIra0- maiM bhI nahIM kahU~gA, mahArAja / jayanta - to kyA kahI DAlU~ ? ajI, yaha bAta to kabhI kisIne bicArI bhI na thI / para tuma loga ise gupta to rakkhoge na ? vizA0, vIra0 - hA~ hA~, mahArAja, paramezvarakI saumanda, hamaloga kisIse nahIM kaheMge / - jayanta - mere cAcA ke samAna nIca manuSya sAre dezameM na hogA / vizA0 - mahArAja, yaha bAta kahane ko kanase pretake nikala AnekI koI AvazyakatA nahIM thI / jayanta - hA~, ThIka hai / tumhArA kahanA bahuta ThIka hai | basa to aba hAtha milA lo, jAtA hU~ / adhika bolane kI AzvayakatA hI nahIM rahI / tuma loga jidhara cIho udhara jAkara apanA 2 kAma karo, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ACH 35 dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| aura maiM bhI apanI icchAnusAra kahIM tobhI jAkara apanA kAma dekhatA huuN| kyoMki kAma aura icchA saba kisIko hotI hai / acchA, AjJA do, aba maiM jaauuNgaa| vizA0-mahArAja, ye to besirapairakI bAteM huI / jayanta-mujhe bahuta duHkha hai ki merI bAtoMse tumhArA apamAna huaa| acchA, maiM hRdayase kSamA-prArthanA karatA huuN| vizA0-isameM apamAnakI kyA bAta hai, mahArAja ? jayantakyoM nahIM ? avazya hai / sacamuca, vizAlAkSa, maiMne tumhArA bhArI apamAna kiyA / astu, isa bhUtake viSayameM maiM tumalogoMse itanAhI kahe detA hU~ ki, yaha bhUta ImAndAra hai / aura agara tumaloga yaha jAnanA cAhate ho ki mujhase usase kyA kyA bAteM huI to isakI tumaloga jI cAhe jaisI kalpanA karalo / mere vidvAna, vIra aura sacce mitro ! tumalogoMse merI eka prArthanA hai / vizA0-vaha kaunasI, mahArAja ? kahiye, ApakI AjJA zirodhArya hai| jayanta-Aja rAtako jo kucha tumane dekhA hai use kisIpara prakaTa na kro| vizA0, vIra0-nahIM, mahArAja, hamaloga kabhI nahIM prakaTa kreNge| jayanta-nahIM, isa taraha kAma na calegA; sauganda khaao| vizA.-vizvAsa rakhiye, maiM kisIse nahIM khuuNgaa| bIra0-maiM bhI nahIM kahU~gA, mahArAja / jayanta-merI talavArakI sauganda ? vIra0-mahArAja, hamaloga abhI sauganda khA cuke haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 1 jayanta-sacamuca, merI talavArakI sauganda, tumalAge kisIse nahIM kahoge ? bhUta-( nIcese ) sauganda khaao| jayanta-AH hA ! bhUta, bhUta ! 2 pizAca, tU yahAM bhI A gayA ? mitro, dekho, suno, isa muMhArameMse usI bhUtakI AvAz2a A rahI hai, to phira khAo jaldI sauganda / vizAla mahArAja, ApahI kaha dIjiye, kisakI sauganda khaayeN| jayanta-merI talavArako sauganda khAkara kaho ki hamaloga AjakI dekhI bAta kisase na kaheMge / bhUta-(nIcese ) sauganda khAo / jayanta-are ! kyA tU yahAM, vahAM, hara jagaha rahatA hai ? hamaloga aba yaha sthAna hI badala deMge / Ao mahAzayo, idhara cale Ao / merI talavArapara hAtha rakhakara sauganda khAo ki hamaloga yaha bAte kisIpara bhI prakaTa nahIM kareMge / bhUta-(nIcese ) sauganda khaao| jayanta0-re pizAca ! bila khodanemeM to tUne chachaMdarapara mAta kara dI / hamAre yahAM Ate hI tU bhI nIce nIce yahAM A pahu~cA / Ao, mitro, eka bAra aura sthAna badala ddaaleN| vizA0-kaisA camatkAra hai ! jayanta -isI liye kahatA hUM ki isa camatkAra dikhAnevAle pizAcakA svAgata kro| vizAlAkSa, svarga aura pRthvImeM itanI vicitra vicitra vastue~ haiM jinakA varNana tumhAre darzana zAstrameM DhUMDhe bhI na milegaa| mitra, Ajataka sumanai merI jaisI sahAyatA kI hai vaisI hI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 37 66 sahAyatA Aja bhI maiM tumase cAhatA hU~ / vaha yaha hai ki kucha dinoM ke liye maiM pAgala banU~gA / isa liye yadi mujhe apanA raMga DhaMga kabhI badalanA par3e yA manamAnA bakanA par3e, to aise avasarapara tuma loga khUba sAvadhAna rahanA / mere viSaya meM kahIM aisI sandehajanaka bAteM na karanA ki, hAM hAM, hama jAnate haiM, vaha kyoM pAgala banA hai / yA agara hama cAheM to kaha sakate haiM ; yA kisI amuka manuSyako pUchanese patA laga sakatA hai" yA isI taraha kI golamola bAteM kahakara yA sandeha utpanna karanevAle hAtha yA sira hilAkara merA sArA bheda khola na denA / basa, to khAo sauganda ki, ' hamaloga aisA kabhI na kareMge ' / bhUta - ( nIcese ) hAM, sauganda khAo / jayanta-re vyAkula pizAca, zAnta ho ! zAnta ho ! ( sauganda khAte haiN| ) mahArAyo, mujhapara dayA rakhanA / paramAtmA cAhegA to yaha abhAgA jayanta tumhAre premako kabhI na bhUlegA / calo, aba hama saba sAtha hI sAtha caleM / parantu ekabAra maiM tuma logoM se aura bhI prArthanA karatA hUM ki kRpAkarake apanA mu~ha samhAle rahanA / hAya ! kaisA nIca virodha ! aura usakA badalA lenA vidhAtAne mere hI bhAgyameM likhA hai ! astu, da Ao, caleM / pahilA aDDa samApta / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta-. [maMkara dUsarA aNk| pahilA dRzya / sthAna-dhUrjaTike gharakA eka kamarA / jaTi aura jambUka praveza karate haiN| dhUrja0-lo, yaha rupayA aura yaha patra use de denA / jambU0-jo bhAjJA / dhUrja0-jambUka, usase bheMTa karaneke pahile yadi usakI cAla. balanakA tuma patA lagA sako to bahuta acchA hogaa| jambU0-sarakAra, yaha to maiMne pahile hI soca liyA thA / dhUrja0-hAM, tumane bahuta ThIka socA thA / parantu, pahile isa bAtakA patA lagA lenA ki yahAMke kauna kauna loga vahAM rahate haiM ; kaise rahate haiM ; kahA~ rahate haiM; kyA kAma karate haiM ; kisa samAjameM baiThate haiM; tathA kitanA kharca karate haiM / isa UparI pUchatAchase jaba usake nAmakA patA laga jAya taba dhIre dhIre usakA sArA hAla jAnanekI ceSTA karanA / aise avasarapara logoMse yaha kahanA cAhiye ki, " hAM, hAM, maiMne usakA nAma sunA hai / usakA mujhe itanA to paricaya nahIM hai, kintu usake pitAko aura mitroMko maiM khUba pahicAnatA hUM; aura use bhI kucha kucha jAnatA huuN|" kyoM ? merI bAtako samajhate ho na ? nambU0---hAM, khUba samajhatA huuN| dhUrja-itanA hI kahanA, " kucha kucha jAnatA hU~-acchI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 39 taraha nahIM / " isake bAda yaha kahanA cAhiye:- "" parantu jisa manuSyake viSayameM maiM kaha rahA hUM, agara vAstavameM nahI ho to vaha bar3A hI badacalana hai / " basa, isI taraha gola bAteM karanA, jisameM usakI cAlacalanakI pUrI pUrI thAha laga jAya / para dhyAna rahe, usakI cAla calanake viSaya meM aisI bhaddI bAteM na banAnA jisameM vaha umbharake liye badanAma hI ho jAya / svatantratAse rahanevAle yuvakoMko sAdhAraNataH jo jo bure vyasana laga jAte haiM unhIMmeMse ekaAdha jar3a denA / jambU 0 - udAharaNArtha - juvA khelanA, sarakAra | dhUrja 0 - hAM, aura kyA ? juvA khelanA, zarAba pInA, lar3anA, jhagar3anA, jhUThI saugandha khAnA yA vezyA - gamana karanA ---- yahAMtaka bhI agara bar3ha jAo to koI haraja nahIM / jambU 0---sarakAra, yaha kaise kahU~ ki ve raNDIbAz2a haiM / aisA kahane se to unake mu~hameM kAlikha putegI / dhUrja * - hAM, saca kahate ho / raNDIbAz2a kahanese nissandeha usakA apamAna hogA / acchA, raNDIbAjIkA nAma hI chor3a do; jaisA avasara dekho vaisI bAta banA do / mere kahanekA yaha tAtparya nahIM hai ki use raNDIbAz2a kahakara, vyabhicArIke nAmase usakI cAroM ora prasiddhi ho ; kintu bacapana se svataMtratA pUrvaka rahanevAle yuvakoMko jo aneka durvyasana laga jAte haiM unameM se eka Adha avasara par3anepara kaha do | jambU 0 - para,... sarakAra / dhUrja 0 -- aisA kisaliye ? -- yahI na pUchate ho ? 0 jambU 0 - jI hAM ; maiM isakA kAraNa jAnanA cAhatA hUM / dhUrja0 - ajI, isa drAviDI prANAyAmameM aura kyA dharA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka manuSyapara aise hI kucha choTe moTe durguNa lAdakara usakA saccA saccA hAla jAna lenekI yaha eka yukti hai / jisase tuma aisI bAteM karoge, usane yadi koI burA kAma karate use dekhA hogA to vaha phauran kaha baiThegA,-" mahAzaya, bAbUsAhaba, yA lAlAjI, yA sarvasAdhAraNako mammAnase pukAranekA jisa dezameM jaisA rivAja ho vaisA pukArakara... jambU:-hAM, ThIka hai| dhurja0-yaha kahegA,......hAM, kyA kahegA ? maiM abhI kyA kaha rahA thA ? dekhojI,...bhUlatA hU~ ; maiM kaunasI bAta kaha rahA thA ? apanI bAtoMkA silAsalA kahAM TA ? jambU0-"vaha phauran kaha baiThegA, mahAzaya, bAbUsAhaba, ityAdi" yahAMse / dhUrja.-' vaha phauran kaha baiThegA', yahIMse na ? hA~, TIka hai / vaha yaha kahegA:-' hAM hAM, usa manuSyako to maiM jAnatA hUM / maiMne use kala yA parasoM kahIM dekhA thA / ' agara isapara tuma kahoge:--'phira phira ? ' to vaha yahI javAba dekhA, 'phira phira kyA ?-zarAba pIkara jaeke phar3apara vaha juvA khela rahA thA; aura vahIM gandagImeM idhara udhara loTa bhI rahA thaa|' samajhate ho na ? cArA DAlakara hAthIko pakar3anekI ye saba yuktiyA~ haiM / thor3AsA jhUTha bolakara dUsareke peTakI sArI thAha le lenekA yaha eka DhaMga hai / hama logoMke saba kAma prAyaH inhI yuktiyoMse hote haiM / anubhavake binA manuSya catura nahIM hotA / yAda rakkho, binA kA~Teke kA~TA nahIM nikalatA aura binA aiThe aiMThana nahIM chUTatI / astu, mere isa vyAkhyAna aura upadezase lAbha uThA* bAra kamase kama mere putra candrasenakI cAlacalanakA to patA lagA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra dRzya 1 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 41 lo; phira dekhA jAyagA / merI bAtoMkA matalaba samajhete ho na ! nahIM to phira samajha lo / jambU dhUrja O www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nahIM nahIM, sarakAra, maiM khUba samajhatA hU~ / -acchA, jAo / paramAtmA tumhArI rakSA karegA } jambU 0 jo AjJA / dhUrja0 - eka bAta aura suna lo / maukA dekhakara kAma karanA / jambU 0 - hA~, hujUra, aisA hI karU~gA / dhUrja 0 - usake gAne bajAne meM bAdhA mata DAlanA | * jambU 0 - jo AjJA / dhUrja0 - acchA, aba jAo / ( jambuka jAtA hai / kamalA praveza karatI hai / ) dhU0 - kaho, kamalA, kyA khabara hai ? kamalA - ( lambI sAMsa lekara ) pitAjI ! mujhe to bar3hA Dara lagatA hai ! gha. - Dara lagatA hai ? kisakA Dara lagatA hai ! kama0- - pitAjI, jaba maiM apane kamare meM baiThakara kasIdA kAr3ha rahA thI taba jayanta aise vicitra DhaMgase vahAM Akara mere sAmane khar3A ho gayA ki - bApare bApa ! maiM kucha kahI nahIM sakatI / na to usake koTake baTana lage the; na mAthepara TopI thI; aura na pAyatA meM paTTI hI lagI thI / pAyatAne khisaka khisaka kara ber3I jaise ThehunIke bilkula pAsa cale Aye the; aura kIcar3ase bhara gaye the / ceharepara safedI chA gaI thI; aura calate samaya donoM ghuTane eka dUsare se TakarAte the / tAtparya, usane aisA dayA utpanna karane vAlA veza banAyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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42 jayanta thA, mAnoM usake pIche koI bhUta lagA ho aura usa bhUtase apanI jAna bacAne vaha mere pAsa AyA ho / dhU.-kyorI kamalA; tumhAre liye to vaha pAgala nahIM ho gayA ? kama-ye saba maiM kyA jAne ? para, hogA-yaha bhI ho sakatA hai / kauna kahe ki yaha bAta jhUThI hai ? dhU0-usane kucha kahA bhI thA ? kama0-kahanA sunanA kaisA ? ekAeka Akara usane merI kalAI pakar3a lI aura mujhase eka hAtha dUra pIche haTa gayA; aura apanA dUsarA hAtha bhIse lagA merI ora isa taraha nihArane lagA mAnoM merI phoTo hI utArA cAhatA thaa| basa, isI taraha merI bhora TakaTakI lagAe kucha derataka khar3A thA / phira mere hAthako eka halakAsA jhaTakA dekara tIna bAra sirase pairataka mujhe khUba nihAra eka aisI lantrI sA~sa lI ki mAnoM usake kalejemeM koI gaharI coTa lagI ho / phira usane merA hAtha chor3a diyA; aura gardanako kandhepara laTakA merI ora dekhatA huA vaha daravAjeke bAhara ho gyaa| dhUla-calo, mere sAtha sAtha calo; maiM abhI mahArAjake pAsa jAtA hUM / isIkA nAma hai 'premAtireka' / kAmAtura manuSyoMko isa kAmavAsanAke pIche na jAne kauna kauna duHkha uThAne par3ate haiM ! manupyako jarjara karane vAle jo chaH zatru mAne gaye haiM unameM atyanta bhayakara zatru yahI 'kAma' hai / hA ! mujhe usake liye bahuta duHkha ho rahA hai| kyoMrI ! tumane use koI kar3I bAta to nahIM kahI ! kama0-nahIM, pitAjI, maiM to kucha bhI nahIM bolii| para hAM, ApakI AjJAnusAra usakI ciThiyA~ maiMne avazya lauTA dI thIM; aura milanese bhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rava 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / inkAra kara diyA thaa| dhU0-ThIka hai / isIse vaha pAgala ho gayA hai / hAya hAya ! maiMne bar3I bhUla kI jo use acchI taraha nahIM parakha liyA aura pahile hI tumako usake sAtha milaneko manA kara diyA / mujhe isa bAtakA Dara thA ki vaha tumheM apanI mIThI mIThI bAtoMke jAlameM pha~sAkara antameM mu~hake bala na girA de / para, yaha to aura hI kucha ho gayA / dhikkAra hai aisI zaMkAko ! hama jaise buDhoMse hara kAmameM binA sandeha kiye rahA nahIM jAtA / jaise yuvakoMse vicArapUrvaka kAma nahIM hotA, vaise buDDhoMse bhI binA sandeha kiye sAhasakA kAma nahIM hotaa| khaira, jo ho gayA so ho gyaa| aba calo, mahArAjake pAsa caleM; aura yaha sArI kathA eka bAra unake kAnoMtaka pahu~cA deN| kyoMki, agara yaha bAta unase chipAI nAya to sambhava hai ki unakI nArAz2agIse Aja hama baca jAya; para phira kabhI agara yaha bAta khula jAyagI to na jAne hamapara kaisI bItegI ! (jAte haiN|) dUsarA dRshy| sthAna-kilekA eka kamarA / ( rAjA, rAnI, naya, vinaya tathA naukaracAkaroMkA praveza / ) rA0-pyAre naya aura vinaya ! tumalogoMne yahAM Akara merI bahuta dinoMkI icchA pUrI kI; yaha dekha Aja mujhe bar3I prasannatA huI hai / kucha Avazyaka kArya ke hI liye tumheM yahAMse itanI jaldIkA bulAvA bhejA gayA thA / yaha tumane sunA hI hogA kI jayanta kI cittavRttimeM idhara thor3e dinoMse bahuta kucha phera badala ho gayA hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 44 jayanta [ aMka 2 " usakA mana, usakI zakala usakI sUrata saba kucha badala gayA hai / isakA kAraNa jAnaneke liye maiMne bahuta mAthApaccI kI ; para usake pitAkI mRtyuke sivA isakA aura koI kAraNa merI samajhameM nahIM AtA / tuma donoM bacapana se usake sAtha rahe ho aura usake svabhAvako acchI taraha jAnate bhI ho; isaliye tumase prArthanA hai ki kucha dinoMtaka tuma donoM isI rAja-bhavanameM Akara raho / sambhava hai ki tumhAre saMga sohabatase usakA dila bahale aura usake manakI asthiratAkA kAraNa bhI mAlUma karanekA tumheM mauqA mile| kyoMki usake du:khakA kAraNa mAlUma ho jAne se hamaloga usako kucha davA bhI kara sakeMge / rAnI - dekho, mahAzayo ! vaha bAra bAra tuma donoMkI yAda kiyA karatA hai ; aura tumhAre bAremeM usane mujhase bahuta kucha kahA bhI hai ; jisase merA vizvAsa ho gayA hai ki isa pRthvIpara aisA aura koI manuSya nahIM hai jo use tuma donoMse adhika priya ho / isaliye merI yaha binatI hai ki hamapara dayA karake tuma donoM kucha dinoMke liye isI * rAja-bhavanameM Akara hamAre sAtha raho ; aura jayantake sudharane kI hamArI AzA pUrI karo / tumhArI isa dayAke badale tumhArA ucita sammAna kiyA jAyagA / naya0 - mahArAja aura rAnI sAhaba ! hama loga to Apake caraNoMke dAsa haiM / ApakI AjJAko hama kaba TAla sakate haiM ? Apako binatI karanA chor3a AjJA karanI cAhiye / I vina0 - rAnI sAhaba ! Apake caraNoMkI sevA karaneke liye hama loga jI jAnase taiyAra haiN| rA0 - mahAzayo, isa svAmi-bhaktike liye tumheM aneka dhanyavAda haiN| O For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / rAnI-mahAzayo, tumhArI isa namratAko dekha maiM bhI tumheM dhanyavAda detI hUM; aura sAtha hI sAtha prArthanA bhI karatI hUM ki tuma loga abhI jAkara mere jayantase mila lo| ( naukaroMkI ora dekhakara) jAo, tumameMse koI ina mahAzayoMko jayantake pAsa le jaao| vina-paramAtmA kare hamArA yahAM AnA aura hamAre upAya jayantake liye sukhakara tathA usake sudhAranemeM saphala hoM ! rAnI-tathAstu ! (naya, vinaya aura kucha naukara cale jAte haiN|) dhUrjITa praveza karatA hai| dhU.-mahArAja ! zAkadvIpa gaye hue vakIla kuzalapUrvaka lauTa Ae haiN| rA0-sacamuca, Apa sadA suvArtA hI sunAte haiM / dhUla-maiM ? mahArAja, maiM Apako vizvAsa dilAtA hUM ki rAjasevA aura IzvarasevAmeM maiM kucha bhI bheda nahIM samajhatA / jisa prakAra. AtmAko IzvarakI sevAmeM lagAnA maiM apanA kartavya karma samajhatA hU~ usI prakAra zarIrako rAjasevAmeM lagAnA bhI apanA mukhya kartavya mAnatA hU~ / mahArAja jAnate hI haiM ki kaisI hI gupta bAta DhUMDha nikAlanemeM isa buDhekI buddhi kaisI nipuNa hai / astu, aba mahArAjako eka aura bhI survAtA sunAnI hai / vaha yaha hai ki jayantake pAgala. panakA kAraNa isa sevakane DhUMDha nikAlA hai / rA0-kahiye, jaldI kahiye,-kyA kAraNa hai ? use sunaneke liye maiM bahuta utAvalA ho rahA huuN| dhU0-mahArAja ! pahile vakIloMko bulavAkara unakI bAteM suna For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ aMka 2 lIjiye / phira maiM bhI apanI bAta kaha duuNgaa| rA0-acchA, Apa hI jAkara unako libA lAiye / (dhUrjaTI jAtA hai / ) priye ! sunA, abhI vaha kyA kaha rahA thA ? vaha kahatA thA ki maiMneM jayantake pAgalapanakA kAraNa DhU~Dha nikAlA hai| rAnI-pitAkI mRtyu aura apanA jaldI 2 vivAha kara lenA, isake sivA aura kyA kAraNa hogA ? rA0-acchA, dekheM, vaha kyA kahatA hai / (dhUrjaTIke sAtha jaya aura vijaya praveza karate haiN|) rA0-mitro, Ao, baiTho / kaho, acche to ho na ! jaya, zAkadvIpase kyA khabara lAye ho ? ja0-mahArAjakI icchAnusAra saba kAma ThIka ho gayA / merI pahalI hI bheTameM zAkadvIpake mahArAjane apane bhatIjeko luTere jamA karanese roka diyA / ve samajhate the ki unakA bhatIjA polomase yuddha karanekI tayyArImeM lagA hai ; parantu jaba unhoMne usake viSayameM khUba jAMca kara lI taba unheM hamArI bAtopara vizvAsa ho gayA ki sacamuca vaha balabhadradezake viruddha hI uTha khar3e honekI tayyArI kara rahA hai| unheM isa bAtapara bar3A duHkha huA ki unakA bhatIjA unakI bImArI, bur3hautI aura durbalatAkI vajahase ye saba kucAleM kara rahA hai / unhoMne phauran use aisA karanese manA kara diyA / cacAkI AzA pAte hI yudhAjitane hama logoMpara car3hAI karanekA irAdA ekadama chor3a diyA; aura cacAke sAmane sauganda khAI ki balabhadradezake viruddha maiM apane hAthameM zastra kabhI na uThAU~gA / isapara usake buDhe cacAko bahuta Ananda For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 47 huA / unhoMne apane bhatIjeke nAma vArSika tIna lAkha rupayekA pAritoSika likha diyA; aura balabhadradezapara car3hAI karaneke liye jo senA ikaTThI kI gaI thI use lekara polomapara car3hAI karanekI use AjJA dI / aura isa car3hAIpara senA sahita mahArAjake rAjyase hokara jAnekI AzA pAneke liye unhoMne yaha patra diyA hai / isImeM saba zarteM bhI likhI huI haiM / rA0-- -zAbAza ! tumhAre kAmase hamaloga bahuta prasanna hue / kabhI zAntike samayameM isa patrako par3ha lUMgA; aura vicAra karake phira isakA uttara diyA jAyagA / tuma logoMne bahuta acchI taraha apanA kAma kiyA ; isa liye hama loga tumheM dhanyavAda dete haiM / jAo, aba kucha dina tumaloga vizrAma karo / Aja rAtako hama saba sAtha hI bhojana kareMge / jAo, z2arA ArAma karo / ( jaya aura vijaya jAte haiM / ) dhU0 - yaha kAma acchA nipaTA / astu, mahArAja aura mahArAnI sAiba ! rAjA kyA hai, karttavya kyA hai, dina dina hai, rAta rAta hai, aura samaya samaya hai; ina bAtoMpara bahasa karanA mAno dina, rAta aura samayako naSTa karanA hai / saMkSepa meM bolanA buddhimAnI hai; aura alaMkAra yukta bhASaNa karanA apanA pANDitya darasAnA hai / isaliye maiM apanI bAta saMkSepameM hI kahU~gA / ApakA putra pAgala hai; kamase kama maiM use pAgala kahatA hU~ ; kyoMki sacce pAgalapanakI vyAkhyA karanA aura pAgalako pAgala kahanA eka hI bAta hai / khaira, isa bAtako jAne dIjiye / rAnI - ina alaMkAroMkI z2arUrata nahIM hai / jo kahanA ho saMkSepameM kahiye / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 2 __dhU0--rAnI sAhaba ! maiM kasama khA sakatA hUM ki alaMkArakI bhASAmeM maiM kabhI bolatA hI nhiiN| vaha pAgala hai ; yaha bAta saca hai| vaha saca hai, yaha duHkhakI bAta hai / aura zoka hai ki yaha saca hai / yaha alaMkAra bhaddA hai / khaira, jAne dIjiye, kyoMki maiM alaMkArayukta bolanA nahIM cAhatA / mAna lIjiye, vaha pAgala hai / isakA sababa kyA hai ? yA yA kahiye, usake pAgalapanakA kyA kAraNa hai / basa, aba yahI bAta raha gaI; aura vaha yaha hai / acchA, aba dhyAnase suniye / merI eka kanyA hai / ' merI ' maiM isa liye kahatA hU~ ki jabataka vaha mere adhIna hai tabataka vaha merI hI hai / usane apanA kartavya jAna merI AjJAnusAra yaha patra mere havAle kiyA / maiM par3hatA hU~ ; Apa suniye / aura sunakara anumAna kara lIjiye / (par3hatA hai|) ___" svargAGgane, madAtmArcite, lAvaNya-latike, priya kamale, "chiH chiH, kaisA bhaddA samAsa hai ? ' lAvaNya latike,'-rAma rAma, bahuta hI bhaddA samAsa hai / khaira, Age suniyeH- (par3hatA hai|) " apane nirmala tathA komala anta:karaNameM "rAnI-kyA yaha kamalAke nAma mere jayantako bhejI ciTThI hai ? dhU-rAnI sAhaba ! z2arA dhIraja rakhiye / jo kucha mujhe jJAta hai vaha saba maiM Apase nivedana karU~gA / (par3hatA hai| ) " nakSatragaNake tejameM saMdeha cAhe tuma karo ; hA~, sUryake bhI ghUmanemeM zaka bhale hI tuma karo; tuma satyakI bhI satyatAmeM kara sako sandehako, para na samajho jhUTha mere Antarika isa nehko|" " pyArI kamalA, kSamA karanA, maiM kavitA karanA nahIM jAnatA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / mujhameM itanI yogyatA nahIM ki, maiM apane bhAvoMko kavitAmeM tumapara prakaTa kara sakU~; para vizvAsa rakhanA, maiM tumheM apane prANoMse bhI adhika cAhatA hU~ / tumhArA nirantara premI jayanta / 37. merI AjJAdhArI lar3akIne yaha patra mujhe dikhalA diyA / aura bhI jo jo bAteM jayantane avasara pAkara usase kahI thIM ve saba usane mujhase kaha dI haiM / rA0--para usake premako vaha kisa dRSTise dekhatI hai ? dhU0 - Apa mujhe kisa dRSTise dekhate haiM ? rA0 - maiM Apako AjJAdhArI aura vizvasanIya puruSa samajhatA hU~ / dhU0 basa, maiM bhI yahI cAhatA hU~ ki mahArAjako isa bAtakA pratyakSa pramANa mila jAya / kamalAke mu~ha sunaneke pahile hI maiM tAr3a gayA thA ki jayantakA dila usapara lagA hai; aura yaha bAta mAlUma honepara bhI maiM yadi cupacApa baiThA rahatA, yA usa bhora AnAkAnI karatA to, mahArAja aura Apa - rAnI sAhaba, mere viSaya meM Apaloga kyA socate ? para nahIM, - maiMne vaisA nahIM kiyA; kintu una donoMko premajAlase bacAnekA udyoga karane lagA maiMne apanI beTIse kaha diyA ki jayanta rAjakumAra hai / usakI aura tumhArI barAbarI nahIM ho sakatI ; isa liye usase tumhArA vivAha honA asambhava hai / aura maiMne yaha bhI kaha diyA thA ki tuma ghara ke andara hI rahA karo - usake sAmane bahuta AyA jAyA na karo / yadi usakI For Private And Personal Use Only

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5. jayanta [ aMka orase koI kucha sandesA le Ae to usase milA hI mata karo; aura na usakI koI bheMTa hI svIkAra karo / ina saba bAtoMkI sUcanA pAte hI vaha vaisA hI bartAva karane lgii| usakA aisA bartAva dekha pahile to vaha nirAza huA ; phira usapara udAsI chA gaI; khAnese usakI ruci haTa gaI ; laba use anidrAroga lagA, jisase zarIra durbala hogayA; aura zarIrakI durbalatAse magaz2a khAlI ho gayA / isa prakAra usakI avasthA bigar3atI 2 yahAMtaka bigar3I ki vaha pAgala ho gayA / na jAne kabataka yaha bhoga use bhoganA hai ! rA0-usake pAgalapanakA kyA yahI kAraNa hogA ? rAnI-hAM, ho sakatA hai| - dhUla-isameM sandehakI kyA bAta hai ? kyA aisA bhI kabhI huA hai ki maiMne kahA kucha aura huA kucha aura ? yadi huA ho to kaha DAliye, svIkAra karaneke liye maiM prastuta huuN| rA0-nahIM, mere smaraNameM to aisA kabhI nahIM huaa| dhU0-yadi merI bAta asatya ho jAya to merA sira dhar3ase alaga kara diyA jAya / satyako DhUMDha nikAlanA merA kAma hai / samaya aura sAmagrI anukUla ho to pRdhvIke garbhase bhI maiM usakA patA lagA sakatA huuN| rA0-astu, aba kyA karanA cAhiye ? - dhU0-Apa jAnate hI haiM ki vaha cAra cAra ghaNTetaka barAbara isI AMganameM TahalA karatA hai| rAnI-hAM, TahalA karatA hai / phira ? - dhU0-aise hI avasarapara kamalAko usake pAsa bheja denA caahiye| For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / hamaloga paradekI oTameMse unakI sArI bAteM sunakara nizcaya karaleMge ki usake pAgala honekA kAraNa kamalApara usakA prema hI hai yA aura kucha / yadi merA kahanA jhUTha ho jAya to maiM mantrIkA kAma chor3akara hala joluuNgaa| rA0-acchA, yahI sahI / rAnI-para dekhiye, vaha koI pustaka par3hatA huA idhara hI A rahA hai / ceharepara kitanI udAsI chAI huI hai ! dhU0-mahArAja, kSamA kIjiye / thor3I derake liye Apa loga kahIM dUsarI ora cale jAya / isI samaya maiM usase kucha bolanA cAhatA hU~ / ( rAjA, rAnI aura sevaka loga jAte haiM / ) ( jayanta pustaka par3hatA huA praveza karatA hai / ) dhU0-mahArAja jayantakumAra ! saba kuzala to hai ? jayanta-paramAtmAkI dayAse saba kuzala hai / dhU0-mahArAja ! Apane mujhe pahicAnA ? jayanta-hAM, hAM, bahuta acchI taraha / Apa machuA haiM / dhU0-maiM machuA nahIM hU~ , mahArAja / jayanta-to Apa ImAndAra hote to bahuta acchA hotA / dhU0-ImAndAra ! jayanta-hAM hAM, ImAndAra / samaya aisA vicitra hai ki dasa hajArameM eka bhI ImAndAra AdamI milanA kaThina hai / dhU0-ApakA kahanA bahuta saca hai ; mahArAja / jayanta-(jarA socakarake ) hAM, yadi sUrya-kiraNa kuttekI lAzakA cumbana kareM to usa lAzameM kIr3e paidA hote haiM, usI prakAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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52 jayanta [ aMka 2 koI bhalA AdamI agara nIca strIkA cumbana kare to......para hAM, Apake eka kanyA bhI to hai ? dhU0-hAM, hai, mahArAja / jayanta-to use bAhara nikAlakara sUrya-kiraNa na dikhalAiye / andara parademeM hI rakkhA kariye / nahIM to usake zarIrameM bhI kIr3e par3a jAya~ge / aisA honA kucha burA to nahIM hai; para na jAne usake kaise vicAra haiM ! isa liye kahatA hUM ki, bhAI, dekho, use sambhAle raho / dhU0-( eka ora ) vAha re maiM ! aura vAha rI merI buddhi ! dhUrjaTi ! aba kyA socate ho ? aba to tumhAre kiye hue bhaviSya - kI sacAI isIkI bAtoMse siddha ho gaI / abhItaka yaha usIke dhyAnameM magana hai / para, mujhe dekhate hI na pahicAna sakA ;-kahatA hai ki tuma machuA ho / yaha bilakula bahaka gayA hai / para isa bicAreko hI maiM kyoM doSa dU~ ? merI bhI to isa avasthAmeM kAmajvarase yahI dazA huI thI / astu, phira eka bAra usase kucha bolanA caahiye| (prakAzameM ) mahArAja, Apa kyA par3ha rahe haiM ? jayanta-zabda, zabda, zabda ! dhU -unameM kyA viSaya hai ? jayanta-kinameM ? dhU0-mahArAja, maiM yaha pUchatA hUM ki jo Apa par3ha rahe haiM usameM kyA likhA hai ? . . ... jayanta-isameM to nindA hI nindA bharI hai / jisa duSTa nindakane yaha pustaka likhI hai vaha yaha kahatA hai ki bUr3hoMkI dAr3hI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 53 bhUrI ho jAtI hai / unake ceharepara jhurriyA~ par3a jAtI haiM / A~khoM meM pIlA pIlA lAsedAra goMda jama jAtA haiM / unakI buddhi mArI jAtI hai / unake ghuTane bahuta hI kamaz2ora ho jAte haiM / tAtparya, lekhakane buDDoM kA bahuta ThIka varNana kiyA hai| isa varNana se to maiM pUrI taura se sahamata hU~ ; para kisIke viSayameM aisA likha mAranA asabhyatA kahAtI hai / aura Apake viSaya meM to maiM yaha socatA hUM ki yadi kekar3ekI bhAMti Apa pIche haTa sakate to bahuta zIghra mere jaise navayuvaka bana jAte / dhU0 - ( eka ora ) yaha pAgala to hai hI; para bAta bar3e DhaMgase karatA hai / ( prakAzameM ) mahArAja, kahIM havA khAne caliyegA ? jayanta -- kabUmeM calU~gA / dhU 0. -mahArAja, kabUmeM havA nahIM hotI / ( eka ora ) kisI kisI samaya yaha kaise mArmika uttara detA hai / pAgalapanameM kabhI kabhI aisI bAteM sUjhatI haiM jo hoza lAkha sira paTakanepara bhI nahIM sUjhatIM / khaira, aba ise yahIM chor3a jAtA hU~; aura kamalAko isase milAnekA koI upAya socatA hU~ / ( prakAza ) annadAtAjI ! maiM aba AjJA letA hU~ / jayanta - prANa chor3akara cAhe jo lIjiye ; jAiye, jAiye / dhU0 jAtA mahArAja / paramezvara ApakI rakSA kare ! " jayanta- - aba ye mUrkha mAthA cATane A gae / ( naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiM / ) dhU0 - kyA tumaloga mahArAja jayantakI khojameM ho ? jAo, ve vahIM haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ a~ka 2 naya-Apane bar3I kRpA kI / paramezvara ApakI rakSA kare ! naya-mahArAja ! vina0-sarakAra ! jayanta mere pyAre mitro ! kaho, kyA khabara hai ? kaho vinaya ! aura kyauMjI naya ! kuzala to hai ? naya-mahArAja, hama jaise madhyama sthitike manuSyoMkA kuzala Apa kyA pUcha rahe haiM ? vina0-lakSmIkI hamapara atyanta kRpA na huI yahI hama kuzala samajhate haiN| jayanta-usakI tumapara bilakula avakRpA bhI nahIM hai; yaha bhI tumheM kuzala samajhanA caahiye| naya-mahArAja, ApakA bhI kahanA bahuta ThIka hai / / jayanta-khaira, kaho, kyA samAcAra hai ? naya-vizeSa kucha bhI nahIM / saba loga apanA apanA kartavya kara rahe haiN| ___ jayanta-saca ! to aba yahI samajhanA cAhiye ki pralayakAla bilakula samIpa hai / para yaha samAcAra bilakula jhUTha hai / astu, aba maiM tumase sAfa 2 pUchatA hUM:-mitro, tumane apane bhAgyakA kyA bigAr3A thA jo usane tumheM isa kArAgArameM lAkara paTaka diyA ! vina-kArAgAra ! jayanta-hAM hAM, kArAgAra / balabhadradeza Ajakala kArAgAra bana gayA hai| nayabalabhadra eka sukhI aura svatantra deza hokara bhI agara For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / vaha Apako kArAgAra jAna par3atA hai to Apake matase samasta pRthvI kArAgAra hI honI cAhiye / jayanta-dAM hAM, samasta pRthvI kArAgAra hai / saMsAra rUpI kArAgArameM aneka choTe choTe kaidakhAne, kAlIkoThariyA~, tahakhAne, bhu~Ara ityAdi bane hue haiM / unameM se bure se burA kArAgraha yaha balabhadradeza hai / naya - mahArAja ! hamaloga isa balabhadradezako aisA bhayAnaka nahIM samajhate / jayanta - phira to tumheM kucha bhI na samajhanA cAhiye / kyoMki isa saMsAra meM koI vastu acchI yA burI nizcita nahIM hai / mana use acchI yA burI banAtA hai / isa hisAba se balabhadra mere liye kArAgAra hI hai / naya - ApakI mahatvAkAMkSA ke kAraNa Apako yaha aisA jAna par3atA hai / Apa bar3e bar3e bAMdhanU bAMdhate hoM, aura unake liye yadi yaha balabhapradeza Apako bahuta choTA naz2ara AtA ho to koI Azcarya nahIM / jayanta-- nahIM nahIM ; Ajakala rAtako mujhe bure svapna dikhAI dete haiM / jo ye na dikhAI dete to maiM bittAbhara z2amInapara hI apanA guz2ArA kara apaneko sAre saMsArakA svAmI samajha letA / vina0- bahuta ThIka; Apake svapna bhI vaise hI hote hoMge jaise Apake vicAra haiM / jabase bar3e banane kI dhuna Apapara savAra huI tabhI se Apa svapnoMse hairAna hote hoMge / bar3appanakI icchA karanA, manameM usIkI dhuna lagI rahanA aura svapnakI bAtoMpara vizvAsa karanA, ekasA hai I jayanta - ajI, svapna hI jhUTha hai to usameM dekhI bAtoMpara bhalA kauna vizvAsa karegA ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 2 vina0-Apa bahuta ThIka kahate haiM ; aura merI to yaha rAya hai ki svapnakI bAtoMpara vizvAsa karanese bar3e bananekI icchA karanA aura bhI burA hai ; kyoMki vaha svapnakA bhI svapna hai| jayanta-Apake nyAyazAstrase jitane nikamme aura bhikhamaMge loga haiM ve saba acche aura sacce haiM ; kyoMki ve svapnake svapna nahIM dekhA karate / aura nAma kamAnevAle bar3e bar3e vIra yodA aura rAjA mahArAjA sabake saba nikamme hote haiM : kyoMki ve svapnake svapna dekhA karate haiM / jo ho, maiM bahasa nahIM karanA cAhatA / Apaloga mere sAtha mahalakI ora caleMge ? naya0, vinaya-Apa Age hoM, hamaloga pIche pIche calate haiM / jayanta-nahIM, nahIM, nahIM, Ajakala mere pIche itane naukara par3e haiM jinase mere nAkoM dama A gayA hai / para, mitro, maiM tumase mitratAke nAte pUchatA hUM ki yahA~ kisa liye Ae ho / ___ naya-mahArAja, Apake darzanake liye ; aura koI bAta nahIM / jayanta-isa kRpAkA badalA deneke liye mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai; para eka vastu hai jise mere damameM dama rahate mujhase koI nahIM le sakatA / tumhAre isa premake liye maiM tumheM dhanyavAda detA hU~ / para, aba pUchanA yaha hai ki tuma loga yahAM yoM hI cale Ae ?-apanI khuzIse Ae ? yA kisIne kisI matalabase tumheM yahAM bhejA hai ? dekho, mere sAtha kapaTa na karo / jo ho, sacasaca kaha do| vina0-aba Apake sAmane kyA kaheM, mahArAja ! jayanta-kyauM ? kyA huA ? jo icchA ho kaha DAlo; para jo kahanA ho satya aura sArtha kaho / tumalogoMkA yahAM AnA ho isa For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| liye tumheM kisIne bulA nahIM bhejA thA ? ajI, tumaloga kahAMtaka DiyA oge ? kyA bAta hai vaha tumhAre ceharese jhalaka rahI hai; jise chipAnA bhI tumase na bana par3A / maiM jAnatA hU~ tumalogoMko merI mA aura cacAne idhara cale Aneke liye kaha bhejA thA / kyoM ? naya-acchA batAiye, kisaliye ? / jayanta-mujhe sikhAneke liye / para, pyAre naya aura vinaya ! tumaloga mere mitra ho; tumheM mere galekI sauganda hai, saca batalAo ki mere cAcA aura mAne hI tumheM yahA~ bulA bhejA thA na ? naya-(eka ora vinayase) kaho, aba kyA kahate ho ? jayanta-(svagata) ajI, tumaloga lAkha chipAyA karo para maiMne saba tAr3a liyA hai / (prakaTa) pyAre mitro ! yadi tuma mujhe apanA mitra samajhate ho to saca saca kaha do / vina0-mahArAja ! hamalogoMko unhoMne hI bulA bhejA thA / jayanta-ThIka hai / aba maiM hI batalA detA hU~ ki unhoMne tumheM kisa liye bulAyA hai / aura agara maiM khudahI kaha dUMgA to mahArAja aura mahArAnIne tumalogoMpara jo vizvAsa kiyA hai usameM kisI taraha pharka na aavegaa| idhara kaI dinoMse merI tabiyata bigar3a gaI hai ; kisI bAtameM dila nahIM lagatA / cAroM ora udAsI hI udAsI najara AtI hai| na kahIM jAnekI icchA hotI hai aura na kahIM baiThaneko jI cAhatA hai; aura to kyA, vasundharAdevIkA yaha ramya niketana balabhadradeza bhI mujhe nirjana aura sUkhe jaMgalake samAna mAlUma hotA hai; divya tArakAratnoMse siMgArA huA yaha daidIpyamAna AkAzamaNDala bhI mujhe tejahIna pratIta hotA hai; aura yaha havA jo pRthvIke orase chorataka bhUmaNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 2 karatI huI prANiyoM aura vanaspatiyoMmeM jAna lAtI hai vaha bhI mujhe roga aura durgandha phailAne vAlI mAlUma hotI hai| manuSya bhI kaisI adbhuta kArIgarIkA namUnA hai ! usako buddhi kI kaisI mahimA hai ! usakI kalpanAe~ kitanI U~cI haiM ! zakala sUrata aura calanA phiranA kaisA manohara lagatA hai ! usakA bolanA devadUtake samAna madhura hai ! aura usakI grAhakatA to sAkSAt paramezvarakI taraha hai| saMsArameM sabase sundara aura jIvoMmeM sabase zreSTha jIva yahI hai ; tAptayaM, bramhAne jo sRSTi utpanna kI usakA yaha sabase acchA namUnA hai| para mujhe ina paJcamahAbhUtoMkI sRSTise z2arA bhI Ananda nahIM AtA / na mujhe puruSako dekhakara sukha hotA hai; na strIke saundarya se hI dila bahalatA hai / tuma ha~sate ho-tumheM yaha saba jhUTha mAlUma hotA hai / khair|| naya-mahArAja, sacamuca, aisI bAta to kabhI mere manameM bhI nahIM aaii| jayanta-to jaba maiMne kahA ki strI puruSako dekhakara mujhe Ananda nahIM AtA, taba tuma kyoM ha~se ! naya-maiMne yaha socA ki agara manuSyako dekhakara Apako Ananda nahIM hotA to Apa nATakavAloMko kyA Azraya deMge ? ve loga rAhameM mile the; aura Apake caraNoMkI sevA karaneke liye ve idhara hI A rahe haiM / jayanta-ajI, yaha kahAMkI nATaka-kaMpanI hai ? kyA yahAM unakA yathocita Adara satkAra hogA ! naya-mahArAja, vaha yahIMkI nATaka maNDalI hai / Apa usakI prAya: prazaMsA kiyA karate haiM; aura Apa jAnate haiM ki duHkhAnta nAkaTa khelanemeM vaha isa samaya farda hai / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 59 hai ki, vaha dhana bhI khUba kamAtI thI / phira vaha nagara nagara kyoM bhaTakatI hai ? naya - maiM samajhatA hUM ki idhara nATakoMmeM jo nayA DhaMga nikala par3A hai isase use bAhara jAnA par3A ho / dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / jayanta -- yahAM usakI bar3I prasiddhI hai ; aura sunA jayanta - kyA usakI aba bhI vahI ibbata hai ? tamAzabInoMkI vaisI hI bhIr3a hotI hai ? naya - nahIM mahArAja, pahilI bAta to aba nahIM rahI / jayanta - kyoM, aisA kyoM huA ? kyA maNDalI murcA khA gaI ? naya-- nahIM, nahIM, bAta yaha hai ki Ajakala nATakoM meM lar3akoM kI hI bAta aura ijz2ata hai / raMgama~capara z2arA z2arAse lar3ake Ate haiM; nAcate haiM, gAte haiM, maTakate haiM; usImeM loga masta rahate haiM / tAla surakA khyAla kauna karatA hai ! matalaba kauna dekhatA hai ? abhinaya kauna samajhatA hai ? A~khoMko to ye hI bane Thane lar3ake acche lagate haiM / inhIM calatI hai / saba kaMpaniyoMkA yahI hAla hai ! jayanta - kyA kahA, ye jarA jarAse lar3ake haiM ? inheM sambhAlatA kauna hai ? inakI jIvikA kaise calatI hai ? ghara chor3a ye nATakoMmeM kaise A jAte haiM ? aura inakI AvAz2a bigar3anepara ye kaise apanA peTa bhareMge 1 dAr3hI mocha nikala Anepara aura ceharekI raunaka jAnepara inakA kyA hAla hogA ? lar3akaI hai tabataka kisI taraha samaya bitA rahe haiM / khAne pInekI koI fikra nahIM / acchA khAnA milatA hai, acche kapar3e milate haiM, zaukInIkA hausalA pUrA karate haiM; aura rAta dina svArthI, laMpaTa aura nIca logoMkI saMga sohabata meM rahate haiM / inakI bar3I durgati hotI hai / pIche bahuta pachatAte haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 60 jayanta [ aMka 2 ---- naya - isake liye choTe bar3e donoM naTa doSI haiM / kaI dina isa praznakI mImAMsA hotI rahI / yahAMtaka ki eka bAra nATakavAloM meM do dala bana gae ; aura ve eka dUsarese lar3aneke liye bhI taiyyAra ho gaye the / www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir deadm jayanta - kyA yaha saca bAta hai ? vina 0 - kyA kahUM, mahArAja, buddhimAnoMne apane hajAra kAma chor3a isa kAmameM dakhala denA buddhimAnI mAna lI hai / jayanta-para jo lar3ake bigar3ate cale haiM ve bhI isase kucha lAbha uThAte haiM ? vina0 nayA~, hA~, mahArAja, pUrI tarahase lAbha uThAte haiM / jayanta - bar3A Azcarya hai ! yA isameM AzcaryakI bAta hI kyA hai ? mere pitAjI jaba jIte the taba mere cAcAko loga bar3I ghRNAkI dRSTise dekhate the; para aba, -jaba ve rAjagaddI para haiM taba unhIkI mAmUlI se mAmUlI tasvIra dasa dasa bIsa bIsa, pacAsa pacAsa aura sau sau rupaye meM bikatI hai; aura loga bar3I khuzIse kharIdate haiM / parantu yaha bAta asvAbhAvika hai / " ( vAdyoMkI AvAja sunAI par3atI hai | ) * -zAyada, nATakavAle A gae / jayanta-sajano ! Apa logoMne yahAM AnekA kaSTa uThAyA, isa liye Apake dhanyAvada haiM dhanyavAda denA, aura namaskAra karanA yA hAtha milAnA laukikI rIti hai / para yaha maiM kahe detA hUM ki mere cAcA aura mAne bar3I bhayaGkara bhUla kI hai| vina0 - kisa bAtameM, mahArAja 1 ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 61 jayanta - are bhAI, maiM to pAgalase bhI pAgala hU~; para jaba maiM zikAra karane jAtA hU~ to zikAra pahicAnatA hU~ / ( dhUrjaTi praveza karatA hai / ) dhU0 - sajjano ! saba kuzala to hai ? jayanta - sunate ho jI, vinaya ! aura naya, tuma bhI ! isa buDDhe baceke badanase abhI bacapanake kapar3e nahIM utare / naya - saubhAgyase agara phira baccA bananekA avasara A gayA hai to ve unheM kyoM utAreM ? kyoMki buddhoM kA svabhAva karIba karIba baccoM ke aisA hI huA karatA hai / jayanta- - vaha AyA hai, mujhe nATakavAloMke AnekI khabara deneke liye / ( dhUrjaTise ) kyA ApakA yahI kahanA hai ki ve somavArako sabere Aye ? ThIka ThIka, ApakA kahanA bahuta ThIka hai / dhU0 - mahArAja ! Apako eka khabara sunAnI hai / jayanta - mahArAja ! Apako eka khabara sunAnI hai / jaba romaka nagara meM citravarNa nATaka karatA thA...... dhU0- - mahArAja ! nATakavAle yahAM Aye haiM / *--- jayanta - bilkula jhUTha, sarAsara dhokhebAjI ! -- 1 dhU0 - nahIM, mahArAja, Apake sirakI sauganda khAke kahatA hUM jayanta -- hA~ hA~, maiM jAnatA hUM, Apako mere sirakI kitanI bhArI cintA hai / dhU0 - mahArAja ! saMsArameM yadi koI nATaka kaMpanI hai to basa, yahI hai / Apa usase cAhe jaisA nATaka karA lIjiye-yogAnta, viyogAnta, aitihAsika, sRSTi - sambandhI, sRSTisambandhI - Ananda - paryavasAyI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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62 jayanta [ aMka 2 aitihAsika sRSTisambandhI, zokAnta aitihAsika, yogAnta-viyogAnta aitihAsika-sRSTisambandhI, avibhakta praveza athavA akhaNDa kavitAtAtparya, nATakakI jitanI bAteM haiM una sabameM yaha paTu hai; sAmanA ho jAnepara kisIse hAra jAne vAlI nahIM / kAlidAsakI mRdutA tathA bhavabhUtikA madhura kAThiNya donoMkA citra ye loga khIMca sakate haiM / jayanta-kyau~ mahAzaya ? usa buDDhe kaNvake pAsa eka kaisI anamola vastu thI ? dhU-vaha kaunasI, mahArAja ? jayanta-Apa nahIM jAnate ? usake eka sundara rUpavatI kanyA thI, jisapara usakA bar3A prema thA / dhU0-(eka ora ) abhItaka kamalAko yaha bhUlA nahIM / jayanta-kahiye, kaNvamunIjI ! maiM saca kahatA hU~ yA jhUTha ? dhU0-mahArAja ! mere eka lar3akI hai ; isI liye Apa mujhe vRddha kuNvamunI kahate haiM / mere lar3akI z2arUra hai ; isa liye mujhe yaha bAta svIkAra karanI hI pdd'egii| jayanta-nahIM, isakI kyA z2arUrata hai ? dhU0-taba kisakI z2arUrata hai ? jayanta-bAta yaha hai; karmakI rekhA koI miTA nahIM sktaa| jo bhAgyameM badA hogA vahI hogA / usameM hamArA ApakA basa nahIM cala sakatA / honahAra koI roka nahIM sakatA / khaira, ye kona haiM ? (cAra pA~ca naTa praveza karate haiM / ) Aiye, Aiye / Apa loga Agae; bahuta acchA huA / Apa logoMko dekhakara maiM bahuta prasanna huaa| ai mere pyAre mitra ! pichalI bAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / jaba tumase bheTa huI thI taba to tumhArA ceharA bilkula sAfa thA / aba rekha nikala AI hai / bahuta suhAvanA lagatA hai / aura Apa mahAzayA ! gata varSa jaba Apake darzana hue the taba to svarga pahu~canemeM Apako do sIr3hiyA~ bAkI thIM; para aba to eka hI sIr3hI bAkI hai| ApakI AvAja phUTe rupayekI taraha badabadAne to nahIM lagI ? Izvara bacAve ! aura AvAz2a vaisI ho bhI jAya to koI parvAha nahIM / gaMbhIra samudrakI taraha hamaloga sabakucha le lete haiM / acchA, to ni:saMkoca hokara hameM koI nakala sunA dIjiye / dekha to sahI, Ajakala Apake gAnepara kaisI taiyyArI hai / aisI nakala sunAiye ki jise sunakara kalejA kA~pa utthe| pa0 na0-kaunasI nakala sunAU~, mahArAja ? jayanta-maiMne vaha nakala ekabAra tumhAre mu~ha sunI thI; para raMgamaMcapara usako kisIne na kara dikhAyA; aura kiyA bhI ho to, basa, eka bAra kiyA hogA; kyoMki, mujhe yAda hai ki vaha khela logoMko pasaMda nahIM aayaa| para maiM tathA aura bhI kaI nATyakalAbhijJa usa khelako bahuta hI acchA samajhate haiN| usake dRzya, naToMke bhASaNa tathA abhinaya aura nATakakA khUbIdAra plATa mujhe to bahuta hI acchA lagA / eka vyaktine usa samaya kahA thA ki, isa nATakameM na koI acchA bhASaNa hai aura na acche acche gAna hI / phira bhI merI rAya yahI hai ki bhASA bahuta sAfa thI aura acchI thii| usameM eka gAna to mujhe bahuta hI pasanda aayaa| droNAcAryane azvatthAmAke maranekI khabara sunI, usa samayakA vaha gAna hai / khAsakara dhRSTadyumnake droNAcAryakA vadha karanekA varNana bahuta hI manohara hai / agara yAda ho to sunaao| maiM tabase yAda kara rahA hU~; para yAda nahIM AtA ki usakA Arambha kahAMse huA hai / ( socatA hai|) For Private And Personal Use Only

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84 jayanta [aMka droNane sunI kaThora-- nahIM nahIM, 'azvatthAmA' isI zadvase usa gAnakA AraMbha hai / azvasthAmAke maranekI bAta droNane sunI kaThora / putra zokase zokAkula ho karase syajI dhanuSakI Dora / marA prANa priya putra jAnakara dhairya z2arA na rahA manameM / jJAta nahIM thA unheM marA hai azvatthAmA gaja ranameM / putra kahA~ hai lage dekhane sira natakara yogika balase / avasara pAkara dhRSTadyumnane kATa liyA mastaka chalase // acchA, aba isake Age kaho; dekheM to sahI kaisA kahate ho| dhU0-vAhavA ! mahArAja ! kyA bAta hai ! Apane to sAkSAt gandharvake samAna gAkara dikhalA diyaa| pa0 naTa-humA pitRvadha jAna putrane kiyA duHkhase hAhAkAra / dhRSTadyumnakI dhRSTa nIca kRtipara karatA sau sau dhiHkAra // kahA~ gaye hA tAta ! tyaje kyoM mere liye prANa apane / bIravarokA kAma chor3akara hAya ! kAlake kavala bane / tAtahIna mujhako dekhegI vRddhA hatabhAgI jnnii| dekha sakU~gA kaise usakA ghora vilApa divasa rajanI // dhU0-yaha gAna to bahuta lambA caur3A jAna par3atA hai| jayanta-koI cintA nahIM; hajjAmako bulAkara ApakI sArI DhAr3hI mocha abhI saphAcaTa karA detA hUM / hA~, bhAI, kaho, Age kaho, kyA huA / kRpAcAryane azvasthAmAko bahuta samajhA bujhA zAnta kiyA; para usakI mAtA kRpIne jaba apane pyAre putrake marenakI khabara sunI tabakA varNanAtmaka padya kaho to sahI / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 65 pa0 naTa - "rodanase saba gagana ka~pAtI bilakhAtI hA hA karatI" - kyA ? ' rodanase saba gagana ka~pAtI bilakhAtI hA hA -- jayanta www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir karatI ' ? dhU0 -- vAha jI vAha ! gagana ka~pAtI ! bilakhAtI ! hAhA karatI ! vAha ! bahuta acchA ! kyAhI madhura zabda haiM ! pa0 naTa keza hue saba zveta dhanuSasI jhukI huI thI kaTi jisakI / ranabhUmIkI ora calI le yaSTi hAtha jananI usakI // vRddhAdazA kaThina hotI hai tisapara patikA zoka mahA / paira nahIM uThatA thA mUrchita ho jAtI thI turata vahAM // rodanase saba gagana ka~pAtI bilakhAtI hAhA karatI / pavana vitADita jIrNalatAsI runa pahuMcI giratI par3atI // patipAtIko dekha azrujala lekara jyoM detI thI jJApa / nizcetana ho girI bhUmipara prANapakheru uDa gae bhApa // dhU0 - dekhiye, dekhiye, mahArAja ! usakA ceharA kaisA utara gayA ! aura A~kheM bhI kaisI DabaDabA AI haiM / bhAI, basa karo, basa karo / jayanta - - vAha ! bahuta ThIka / bAkI bhI maiM tumase bahuta jalda suna luuNgaa| kyoM mahAzaya ! inakA saba prabandha karanA Apake tarafa rahA / sunA ? inakI acchI taraha khAtira honI cAhiye / kyoMki ye nATakavAle eka tarahake munAdiye hote haiM / Apake maraneke bAda Apake kaMke pattharapara yadi kucha bhalA burA likha diyA jAya to koI cintA nahIM; para jIvita rahate ina logoM ke mu~ha apanI badanAmI na karAiye / dhU 0 - mahArAja ! inakA yathA yogya sammAna kiyA jAyagA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ aMka 2 ___ jayanta-agara sabakA yathA yogya sammAna kiyA jAya to kor3ekI mArase phira kauna bacegA ? apanI ijz2ata aura ohadeko dekhakara inakI khAtira kIjiye ; yogyatA dekhanekI z2arUrata nahIM / unakI yogyatA nitanI hI kama hogI utanI hI adhika ApakI udAratA prakaTa hogii| acchA, inheM le jaaiye| dhU0-Aiye, caliye, mahAzayo ! jayanta-mitro ! unake sAtha jaao| hama loga kala tumhArA khela avazya dekheNge| (pahile naTake sivA aura saba dhUrjaTike sAtha jAte haiM / ) kaho, mere mitra ! kyA tumaloga mAtaMgakI hatyAkA nATaka khela sakate ho? pa.naTa-kyoM nahIM; mahArAja ? avazya khela sakate haiN| jayanta-ThIka hai / kala rAtako vahI nATaka hogA / z2arUrata par3anepara, usa nATakameM dasa bIsa paMktiyoMkA eka bhASaNa agara jor3a diyA jAya to kyA tuma loga use kaNTha nahIM kara sakate ? pa0naTa-kyoM nahIM, ? acchI taraha kara sakate haiN| jayanta-ThIka hai / to aba tuma bhI unake sAtha jaao| para,e, suno, unase ha~sI masakharI na karanA / ( naTa jAtA hai / ) mitro ! aba rAtako maiM tuma logoMse milaMgA / tuma logoMke Anese mujhe bahuta prasannatA huii| naya-mahArAja ! aba hama loga bhI AzA cAhate haiM / jayanya-hAM hAM, tuma loga jAsakate ho / Izvara tumhArA bhalA kare ! (naya aura vinaya jAte haiM / ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balamadradezakA rAjakumAra / 67 . aba maiM akelA huuN| hAya ! merI dazA kaisI bhayaGkara ho rahI hai ! ofa ! maiM kaisA duSTa hU~ ! kaisA nIca hU~ !! aura kaisA abhAgA hU~ !!! kutte aura mujhameM bheda hI kyA hai ? kyA yaha rAkSasI kAma nahIM hai ki, isa naTane kalpita nATakakA bhASaNa Arambha karate hI apanI manovRttiyoMko eka dama palaTa diyA; pahile apane cehareko udAsa banA liyA; phira AMkhoMse A~sU bahAne lagA, isake bAda ekAeka unmattasA ho gayA aura phira thor3I hI derameM sisakane bhI lagA; tAtparya-jahA~ jaisA bhAva thA vahA~ vaisA hI bhAva usane pairoMse, hAthoMse, A~khoMse, bhause, mu~hase aura AvAz2ase hUbahU dikhalA diyaa| aura yaha saba kisa liye kiyA ? kisI liye nahIM ; kevala usa kRpIke liye / bhalA usa kRpIse isakA kyA sarokAra ? isase usakA riztA hI kyA thA, jo usake liye isane itane A~sU bahA DAle / sacamuca, agara mere samAna isake krodhakA koI yathArtha karaNa hotA to na jAne isane kaisA kahara macA diyA hotA; ro ro kara apane A~suoMse sArI raMgabhUmiko tara kara diyA hotA ! usakI bhayaGkara garjanA sunakara zrotAoM ke kAna phaTa jAte ! aura kaI logoMke antaHkaraNa vidIrNa ho jAte ! aparAdhI to pAgala hI ho jAte, kintu niraparAdhI bhI eka bAra dahala jAte ! aura ajJAnI loga ghabarA jAte ! tAtparya pratyeka zrotAke kAnoMkI tathA A~khoMkI vicitra dazA hotii| para maiM kaisA mUr3ha, bodA, nIca, aura susta hU~ jo apanA kartavya karanA chor3a yoMhI idhara udhara pAgalake samAna bhaTaka rahA hUM / sAkSAt mere pitAkI sArI sampatti aura unake pyAre prANoMkA burI tarahase nAza honepara bhI maiM dhummI sAdhakara Darapokake samAna baiThA baiThA samaya bitA rahA huuN| re nIca Darapoka ! dhikkAra hai ! dhikkAra hai, tere jIvanako !! koI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - 68 jayanta [ aMka 2 isa nIcako abhrama kahakara kyoM nahIM pukAratA ? koI isake donoM kAna aiMThakara ise isake pitAkI hatyAkA smaraNa kyoM nahIM karAtA ? "koI isake muMha meM do tamAce mArakara isake cacAkI nIcatAkA hAla ise kyoM nahIM sunAtA ? koI isakI nAka pakar3akara ise usakA badalA cukAneke liye kyoM nahIM ubhAratA ? koI isake muMhameM thUkakara ise isake apamAna aura kRtaghnatAko yAda kyoM nahIM dilAtA ? kyA ? isa saMsAra meM aisA koI sajjana puruSa nahIM hai jo isa nIcako daNDa dekara ise isake katarvyakI rAha dikhalA de ? hA ! maiM usa daNDako bar3e sukhase saha lUMgA / re narAdhama ! kyA bakareke kalejese bhI terA kalejA Darapoka hai ? re Darapoka ! hAya hAya ! itane para bhI tujhe krodha nahIM AtA ? ThIka hai / tere badanakI khAla khIMce binA tujhe usakA badalA lenekA smaraNa na hogA / yadi terI jagaha aura koI hotA to abataka usa jArAdhama narapazukI boTI boTI kATakara unheM gIdar3oMse nocavA DAlatA / hAM... ; merI mAse - apanI sagI bhaujAIse jArakarma karane vAle nIcAdhama, narapizAca, bhrAtRghAtaka narapazu, cANDAla, namakaharAma ! kyA maiM tujhe binA ucita daNDa diye hI chor3a dUMgA ? vAhare gadahe ! vAha ! vAhare terA jJAna ! aura vAhare terI vIratA ! tere zatrune pratyakSa tere pitAkA khUna kiyA; aura usakA badalA lene ke liye AkAza aura pAtAla donoM anumodana bhI de rahe haiM; tisapara bhI tU chinAla aura ke samAna - - khAnagI vezyAke samAna kevala gAliyA~ bakatA huA yahAM khar3A hai ! vAhare mUr3ha ! balihArI hai ! 1 haM haM haM--chi:, ina bAtoMmeM kyA rakkhA hai ? ( sirapara hAtha rakhakara ) kyA isameMse koI tadabIra nikalegI ? ( socakara ) hAM ThIka For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 69 hai| maiMne sunA hai ki khUnI manuSya jaba kisI nATakameM apane kiye hue duSkarmoMkA namUnA dekhatA hai to usakA ceharA phauran kAlA par3a jAtA hai ; aura apana aparAdhoMko vaha turaMtahI kabUla detA hai / khUnake z2abAna nahIM hotI, to bhI usa samaya kisI na kisI vicitra tarahase use z2abAna phUTa nikalatI hai / khaira, yahAM jo nATaka maNDalI AI hai usIse maiM apane pitAko hatyAke aisA ekAdha nATaka cacAke sAmane karAU~gA / aura unake cehare meM kucha phera badala hotA hai yA nahIM, yaha dekhatA rahUMgA / bIca bIcameM kalejemeM cubhane vAlI bAteM bhI unheM sunAUMgA; aura phira yadi unake ceharepara udAsIke cinha dikhAI par3eM to Age mujhe kyA karanA hogA usakA maiMne khUba bicAra kara liyA hai / saMbhava hai ki jisa bhUtako maiMne dekhA hai vaha vighnasaMtoSI ho / aura yaha bAta to saba loga jAnate haiM ki, bhUta pizAca eka nahIM aneka svAMga le sakate haiM / aura yaha bhI sambhava hai ki jisa bhUtako maiMne dekhA hai vaha mujhe durbala aura duHkhI dekha aura bhI kaSTa denekA bicAra karatA ho / isa liye bhUta pretoMkI bAtoMmeM vizvAsa karanA acchA nahIM ; isase bhI aura acche pramANako AvazyakatA hai / cAcA jIke hRdaya kI thAha leneke liye unake sAmane khela karAnA, yahI upAya ThIka hai / ( jAtA hai|) dUsarA aMka samApta / For Private And Personal Use Only

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199 jayanta [aMka 3 tIsarA aNk| pahilA dRzya sthaan-diivaankhaanaa| rAjA, rAnI, dhUrjaTi, kamalA, naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiM / rA.-kyA tuma loga kisI taraha usake isa bhayaMkara pAgalapanakA patA nahIM lagA sakate ? naya-mahArAja, unhoMne yaha to svIkAra kara liyA ki unakI tabiyata kharAba hai ; para yaha nahIM batAte ki tabiyata kharAba kyoM huI / vina.-mahArAja, unakA Apa hI Apa kahanA to dUra rahA; para agara hama loga unheM ulaTe sIdhe prazna karake saccI bAtakA patA lagAnA cAhate haiM to ve turanta pAgalakA svAMga le kara hamArI bAtoMko ur3A dete haiM / rA0-khaira, usane tumhArA svAgata to acchI taraha kiyA ? naya-bar3I sabhyatAke sAtha / vinaya-para, mahArAja ! vaha sabhyatA dhUrtatAse khAlI na thii| naya-ve Apa to kucha bhI nahIM pUjate the; para hamora savAlakA javAba phauran de dete the| rAnI-kyA tuma logoMne use kisI khalameM lagAnekI ceSTya kI thI ? naya-rAnI sAhaba ? suniye / aisA huA ki rAstemeM hameM eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| nATaka maNDalI milI thI; yaha bAta maiMne unase kahI / isa bAtako sunakara ve kucha prasanna to avazya hue the / zAyada vaha nATaka maNDalI yahIM AI hai ; aura sunA hai ki sarakArase eka nATaka khelanekI unheM AjJA bhI milI hai| dhU0-hAM ThIka hai ;--Apane saca bAta sunI hai / aura, mahArAja ! usane mujhase kahA hai ki mahArAja aura mahArAnIko nATaka dekhane avazya le Aiye / rA0--hAM, hAM, hama loga bar3e Anandase nATaka dekheMge / aura, saca pUchiye to, yaha bAta sunakara mujhe bahuta hI Ananda huA ki usakA mana nATakakI ora jhukA huA hai / sajano ! aba tuma logoMse maiM yahI kahatA hU~ ki, jahAMtaka ho, usakA mana usI ora lagAe rho| naya-mahArAja ! hama loga bharasaka koI bAta uThA na rakkheMge / (naya aura vinaya jAte haiN|) - rA0-priye viSaye ! thor3I derake liye agara tuma bhI yahAMse andara calI jAogI to bahuta acchA hogA; kyoMki hama loga cAhate haiM ki jayanta aura kamalAko yahAM acAnaka bheTa ho jAya / aura isa liye maiMne jayantako yahAM bulavAyA bhI hai / apane vRddha mantrIne aura maiMne yaha bicArA hai ki ve aura maiM donoM paradekI oTameM khar3e khar3e kamalA aura jayantakI saba bAteM suna leM aura phira soceM ki usake pAgala ho jAnekA kAraNa kamalApara usakA prema hI hai yA kucha aura hai / * rAnI-bahuta acchA; maiM jAtI hU~ / suno, kamalA ! tumhArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 72 jayanta [ aMka 3 sundaratAne agara mere jayantako pAgala banA diyA ho to koI cintA nahIM -- acchI bAta hai / maiM AzA karatI hUM ki tuma apane bharasaka use rAstepara lAnemeM kasara na karogI; kyoMki isameM tumhArI aura usakI donoMkI ijz2ata hai / kamalA - rAnI sAhaba / maiM apanI orase koI bAta bAkI na choDUMgI / ( rAnI jAtI hai | ) O dhU 0 - kamalA ! tuma yahIM ghUmatI rahanA / mahArAja ! caliye, hama loga bhI kahIM chipa jAya~ / kamalA ! tuma isa pustakako par3hatI rahanA, jisameM dekhanevAlA samajhe ki tuma yahA~ akelI hI ho | hama loga jo cAla calate haiM vaha acchI nahIM - burI hai; para anubhavase yaha bAta siddha ho cukI hai ki sAdhu aura puNyAtmAkA svAMga lenese sAkSAt bhUta pizAca jaise nIcase nIca aura dhUrtase dhUrta loga bhI apane basameM ho jAte haiN| saca rA0- (svagata ) saca hai, bhAI ! tumhArA kahanA akSara akSara hai / isake isa vAkyake eka eka akSarane mere kaleje meM sau sau tI kA kAma kiyA hai ! re duSTa, pApI, nIcAtmA / tujhe apanI bAtoMmeM aura kAmoM meM kucha to mela rakhanA thA ! khAnagiyoMke gAloMke kAle, kAle dAga chipAne ke liye unapara raGgabiraMgI pAuDaroMkA lagA huA palastara acchA; para tere ghora duSkarmoM ke chipAneke liye unapara raMgabiraMgI bAtoMkA lagA huA palastara bahuta hI ghRNita aura nIcatAkA hai ! AhaM ! mere pApoMkA bojha aba mujhase nahIM sahA jAtA / dhU0 - mahArAja ! suniye; jAna par3atA hai, vaha A gayA / to For Private And Personal Use Only

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73 dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / caliye, hama loga kahIM chipa jAya~ / ( rAjA aura dhUrjaTi jAte haiN|) ( jayanta praveza karatA hai / ) jayanta-jInA yA maranA;-basa, yahI eka prazna hai / bhAmyake bhayaGkara upadravoMse honevAlI takalIpha sahate hue cupacApa par3e rahanA acchA hogA ? yA unakA eka dama nAza karaneke liye jAna hathelIpara le DaMTakara sAmanA karanA acchA hogA ? maranA; sonA;-eka hI bAta hai / para, sonese agara manuSyake anta:karaNa aura zarIrako takalIpha denevAlI asaMkhya vyAdhiyoMkA nAza ho sakatA to kyAhI acchA hotA! maranA-sonA-sonA; para agara kahIM isameM svapna dekha par3eM to ? basa, yahI eka saMkaTa hai| kyoMki isa nAzavAn zarIrako chor3akara usa mahAnidrAmeM na jAne kaise kaise svapna dikhAI par3eM ? isI liye usa mahAnidrAmeM sonekA sAhasa nahIM hotA, aura isI liye hameM yaha sAMsArika duHkha bhugatate hue apanA sArA jIvana bitAnA par3atA hainahIM to isa nirdaya kAlake kaThora daNDa kauna sahatA ? anyAiyoMkA anyAya kauna sunatA ? ghamaNDiyoMse apanA apamAna kauna karAtA ? prema-bhaMgakA duHkha kauna uThAtA,? derase honevAle nyAyakI rAha kauna dekhatA ? karmacAriyoMkI uddaNDatA aura asabhyatA kauna sahatA ? sahanazIla guNI manuSya vicArahIna narapazukI jUtiyA~ kyoM khAtA ? ina saba vipadakA nAza agara eka churese ho sakatA to ye saba vipattiyA~ koI kyoM jhelatA ? yA yaha sArA prapaMcabhAra apane sira le apanA duHsaha jIvana bittAneke liye koI kyoM hAya hAya karatA ? para kiyA kyA jAya ? eka bAra yamalokakI. sImApara pahuMcakara phira koI bhI lauTa nahIM aataa| vahAM na jAne usakI kaisI durdazA hotI hogI ?--basa isI bAtake Dara. For Private And Personal Use Only

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74 jayanta [maMka3 se hamArA sAhasa TUTa jAtA hai; aura yaha vicAra hotA hai ki jo kucha duHkha hama yahAM bhugata rahe haiM ve hI acche; para jisa jagahake bArameM hama bilakula andhe haiM usa jagaha jAnA nahIM acchA; kyoMki vahAM na jAne aura kaise kaise duHkha uThAne par3eMge / inhIM vicAroMse hamArI himmata TUTa jAtI hai aura hama Darapoka bana jAte haiN| 'kareM yA na kareM' aise vicAroMse hamArA saMkalpa DhIlA par3a jAtA hai; aura sAhasake bar3e bar3e kAma karaneke vicAroMkA pravAha pIche phira jAtA hai / kAma karanA to alaga rahA-hama usakI yAdataka bhUla jAte haiN| para Thaharo; yaha kauna ? vimalA kamalA ! he devI! tere stavanase mere sAre pApa jalakara bhasma ho jAya / kamalA-mahArAja ! ina dinoM ApakI tabiyata kaisI hai ! jayanta-ahA ! Apa haiM ! dhanya hai merA bhAgya ! kyA bhApa merI tabiyatakA hAla jAnanA cAhatI haiM ? merI tabiyata bahuta acchI hai, bahuta khAsI aura bahuta durusta hai| kamalA-mahArAja ! Apane apane premakA smaraNa-cinha kahakara jo cIjeM mujhe dI thIM unheM maiM bahuta dinoMse lauTA denA cAhatI huuN| Aja acchA avasara hai; to Apase merI yahI vinatI hai ki kRpAkarake apanI cIjeM Apa lauTA leN| ' jayanta--nahIM, nahIM, maiMne to Apako kabhI kucha bhI nahIM diyaa| kamalA-agara Apa acchI taraha yAda kareM to yAda A nAyagA. ki ye saba cIjeM Apane hI mujhe dI thiiN| aura dete samaya mApane jo mIThI mIThI bAteM kI thIM unase to inakA mUlya aura bhI bar3ha gayA thA For Private And Personal Use Only

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zva 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 75 para aba inakA svAda jAtA rahA / isaliye mujhe aba inakI z2arUrata nahIM / kRpAkarake Apa inheM lauTA leM / udAra manuSyako dI huI vastuoMkA denevAlA jaba niThura ho jAtA hai taba ve vastueM bhI lenevAlako bhalI nahIM mAlUma hotI-tuccha jAna par3atI haiM / lIjiye, aba inheM maiM apane pAsa nahIM rakhanA caahtii| jayanta-hAM, hAM, kyA Apa satyavratA haiM ? kamalA-kyA ? jayanta-Apa sundara haiM ? kamalA-mahArAja ! maiM ApakA matalaba nahIM samajhI / jayanta-maiM yaha kahatA hU~ ki agara Apa satyavratA aura sundara hoM to satyavratakA sambandha apanI sundaratAse bhUlakara bhI na rakkheM / kamalA-mahArAja ! sundaratAko satyavratase bhI acchA aura kauna sAthI mila sakatA hai ? jayanta-saca hai; kyoMki sundaratAmeM itanI yogyatA hai ki vaha satyavatako eka cuTakImeM apane jaisA nIca banA letI hai; para satvavratameM itanI yogyatA kahA~, jo sundaratA ko itanI jaldI apane jaisA banA le ? kisI samaya yaha bar3I gUDha bAta thI; para aba to isakI sacAI siddha ho cukI hai / hA~, thA, kisI samaya Apapara merA prema / - kamalA-kamase kama Apane mujhe aisAhI vizvAsa dilAyA thaa| jayanta-Apane kyoM merI bAtoMpara vizvAsa kiyA ?--na karatI vizvAsa / manuSyoM ekAdha nayA sadguNa AjAnese usake sAre purAne durgaNa eka dama caLe nahIM jAte / jAiye, maiMne kabhI Apapara prema kiyA hI nhiiN| kamalA-phira to Apane merA vizvAsa-pAta kiyA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta- .. [ aMka 3 ayanta-aba Apa jogina banakara kisI maThameM cala deM; kyoM vyartha pAkyioMkI mA bananA cAhatI haiM ? sAdhAraNata: maiM imAndAra hU~; para mujhameM bhI aise durguNa bhare haiM ki merI mA mujhe janma na detI to hI acchA thaa| maiM bar3A ghamaNDI aura dIrgha dveSI hU~ / merI abhilASAeM bhI bahuta bar3hI car3hI haiM / dUsaroMko satAneke vicAra mere mastiSkameM eka para eka AyA hI karate haiM / 'pahile ise karU~ yA use ' aisI cittakI caMcalatAse merI vicitra dazA ho jAtI hai| mere jaise nikamme manuSya janma lekara pRthvIkA bojha bar3hAneke sivA aura kara hI kyA sakate haiM ? hama saba bar3e duSTa, chalI, kapaTI aura pUre ghamaNDI haiN| isI liye kahatA hU~ ki hamameMse kisIpara bhI tuma vizvAsa na karo / jAo, jogana banakara kisI maThakI rAha pakar3o / hAM, Apake pitA kahA~ haiM ? kamalA-ghara hai: mhaaraaj| jayanta-to phira jaldI jAiye aura unheM kisA koTharImeM banda kara dIjiye / unakI buddhikA prakAza bAhara na Ane pAve-gharameM hI rahe / acchA; aba Apa jAiye / kamalA-he izvara ! Inapara dayA kara ! jayanta-agara tumheM vivAha karanA ho to maiM tumheM eka AzIrvAda diye detA huuN| tumhArA caritra gaGgAjalake samAna nirmala aura pavitra hone para bhI loga sadA tumhArI nindA hI kiyA kareMge / isa liye kahatA hU~ ki tuma jogina banakara kisI maThameM cala do / jAo, jaldI jaao| aura agara binA vivAha kiye tumase na rahA jAtA ho to kisI jar3a buddhivAle puruSasa vivAha kara lo; kyoMki buddhimAn puruSa bhalI bhAMti jAnate haiM ki tuma loga unake mu~hameM kisa taraha kAlikha For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 77 potatI ho / basa to phira, bano jogina aura calA do kisI maThameM / aH, kyauM vyartha dera karatI ho ? jAo, abhI jaao| kamalA-he paramezvara ! he jagapitA ! he brahmANDanAyaka ! isa rAjakumArapara dayA kara ! dayA kara!! aura isakI buddhi ThikAne kara de / jayanta-sunA hai ki citrakalAmeM Apa bar3I kuzala haiM / vidhAtAne Apako eka ceharA diyA hai, to bhI Apa apane liye apanA dusarA ceharA taiyyAra karatI haiM / tuma-striyA~-gAtI ho; nAcatI ho; kamara lacakAtI calatI ho; dUsaroMko jo cAho bhalA burA kaha detI ho; aura apane nIca kAmoMpara bholI bholI aura mIThI mIThI bAtoMkA pardA DAlatI ho / para, jAnedo; mujhe ina saba bAtose kyA karanA hai ? ina bAtoMse merA sira aura bhI darda karane lagatA hai / khaira, merI yaha rAya hai ki hama loga bivAhake jhagar3emeM hI na par3eM / jina logoMne vivAha kara liyA hai unameMse eka strI-puruSako chor3akara bAkI sabako vivAhakA sukha lUTane do; para abataka jo ku~vAre hI bane hue haiM unheM brahmacarya pAlana karanA cAhiye / acchA; aba tuma jAo aura ekadama maThakIrAha pkdd'o| ( jayanta jAtA hai / ) kamalA-hAH ! isa udAra AtmAkI yaha dudarzA !! darbAriyoMkI so isakI dRSTi ! vidvAnoMkIsI isakI vANI ! vIroMkAsA isakA kalejA ! isa sundara rAjyakA eka mAtra AzA-vRkSa aura amulya ratna ! AcAra aura vyavahArakA anukaraNa karane yogya eka mAtra udAharaNa svarUpa,- aura sabakA mana AkarSita karane vAlA lohacumbapha ! hAya, hAya ! gayA ! hAyase nikala gayA !! aura maiM ! chi:; mujha jaisI duHkhiyA aura abhAgina strI sAre saMsArameM na hogI / hAya, hAya ! jisa udAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 78 jayanta [ aMka 3 puruSakI mIThI mIThI bAteM maiMne apane kAnoMse sunI thIM usIko aba isa samaya maiM pAgala dekha rahI hU~ / hAya ! baratanakA talA phUTa jAnepara jaise usa baratanakA nAda jAtA rahatA hai vaise hI pAgalapanase isakI buddhi naSTa hokara isakA advitIya rUpa aura tAruNya bhI ekAeka jAtA rahA ! Aha ! dhikkAra hai, mere jIvanako ! jina AkhoMse maiMne isakI acchI dayA dekhI thI, aba unhIM AkhoMse maiM isakI aisI burI dazA dekha rahI hU~ ! dhikkAra hai ! dhikkAra hai ! ! ( rAjA aura dhUrjaTi praveza karate haiM / ) - rA0 - prema ? chi:, usake manakA jhukAva isa ora bilkula nahIM jAna par3atA / usakI bolacAla kucha vicitra to avazya hai; para koI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki vaha pAgalapanakI hI thI / usake hRdayameM koI bhayAnaka coTa lagI hai; isIse vaha itanA udAsa ho gayA hai / mujhe isa bAtakA Dara hai ki agara yaha bAta logoMko mAlUma ho jAya to hama logoMko avazya hI kisI dina bhayAnaka vipadase sAmanA karanA par3egA / isa liye maiMne yaha socA hai ki barasoM se zvetadvIpake tarafa jo kara bAkI par3A hai usakI vasUlI karane ko ise bheja dUM / isase sambhava hai ki sumadrakI zobhA, anyAnya deza aura vahA~kI citra vicitra vastue~ dekhakara usake hRdayako kucha zAMtatA prApta ho jAya, aura usakI bahakI huI tabiyata ThikAne A jAya / kahiye, isa viSaya meM ApakI kyA rAya hai ? - 1 dhu0 - ThIka hai; para mujhe usake duHkhakA mukhya kAraNa prema-bhaMga hI jAna par3atA hai / kyauM kamalA ! isapara tumhArI kyA rAya hai ? tumase aura usase jo jo bAteM huIM, unake kahanekI koI jarUrata nahIM --- hama loga saba suna cuke haiN| mahArAja ! Apa jaisA ucita samajheM vaisA kareM; For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| para merI rAya yaha hai ki AjakA nATaka ho jAnepara mahArAnI sAhaba akelemeM usase mileM aura usake du:khakA kAraNa jAna lenekI ceSTA kreN| pyArakI mIThI mIThI bAteM karake usake peTakI thAha le leM; aura mahArAjakI AjJA hogI to maiM bhI chipe chipe unakI bAteM suna lNgaa| aisA karanese agara koI safalatA na huI to phira Apa cAheM use zvetadvIpa bheja deM yA yahIM kisI kaidakhAnemeM banda kara deN| rA0-khaira, yahI sahI ; bar3oMke pAgalapanakI ora durlakSya karanA bilkula acchA nahIM / ( donoM jAte haiN|) dUsarA dRshy| sthAna-rAjabhavanakA eka bar3A kamarA / jayanta aura naTa praveza karate haiN| jayanta-jaisA maiMne batAyA hai, ThIka vaisA hI bolnaa| nahIM to aura aura naToMkI taraha mana mAnA cillAne lagoge / agara cillAkara bolanA mujhe pasanda hotA to maiM apanA bhASaNa tumase na kahalAkara kisI munAdiyese khlaataa| dUsare yaha ki, bolate samaya lagoge paTebAjIke hAtha dikhalAne, aisA karanA bhI mujhe pasanda nhiiN| jahAM jaisA bhAva ho vahAM ThIka vaisA hI Abhinaya karanA cAhiye; kyoMki bolate samaya manovikAra bahuta prabala ho jAnepara unake dabAnekI caSTA karanI cAhiye / aisA karanese zrotAoMpara usa bhASaNakA adhika prabhAva par3amA / agara nATakakA koI pAtra karkaza svarase cillAne lagatA hai to merA sArA zarIra ekadama jala uThatA hai / aisI mUrkhatA karanase For Private And Personal Use Only

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ayanta [ aMka 3 bhASaNake cithare cithare ur3a jAte haiM; aura Asa pAsa baiThe hue prekSakoMke kAna phaTane lagate haiM / isase natIjA yahI hotA hai ki logoMpara nATakakA acchA asara par3anA - to dUra rahA-ve use bhAMDoMkA tamAzA samajhane lagate haiM / aise samaya icchA yahI hotI hai ki aise gadahoMke cUtarapara khUba kor3e lagAU~ / isIliye tumase kahatA hU~ ki bolate samaya ina saba bAtopara khUba dhyAna rkhnaa| - pa0 naTa-mahArAja ! vizvAsa rAkhaye ; maiM fajUla bAteM aura fajUla abhinaya kabhI nahIM kruuNgaa| jayantakarkaza svarase cillAneko manA kara diyA, isaliye kahIM mana hI mana na bhunbhunaanaa| kucha apanI buddhise bhI kAma lenA sIkho ; sikhAne par3hAnese kahAMtaka kAma clegaa| bhASaNa aura abhinaya donoM sAtha hI sAtha aura eka dUsarese milate julate hone cAhiye / yAda rakkho fajUla bakavAda aura adhika hAtha paira hilAnese unakI svAbhAvikatA jAtI rahatI hai / nATaka manuSya svabhAvakA pratirUpa hai; isa liye usameM manuSya-svabhAvake viparIta z2arAsI bAta hojAnese usakA bhaGga ho jAtA hai / suzIlatA dikhAnekI mudrA alaga hotI hai, aura tiraskAra dikhAnekI mudrA kucha aura hI; tAtparya, jahAM jaisA rasa dikhAnA ho vahAM vaisAhI abhinaya karanA cAhiye / isameM agara z2arA bhI gar3abar3a huI to mUrkha prekSaka ha~sane lagate haiM, para isake jAnakAra lAgoMko bahuta duHkha hotA hai / sAre prekSakoMmeMse agara eka bhI prekSaka tumhAre bhASaNa aura abhinayapara nAka car3hAvegA to samajha lo, ki tumhAre sAre kiye karAye parizramapara pAnI phira jAyagA / maiM kaI eka nATaka kaMpaniyoMke aise nATaka dekha cukA hU~ jinakI loga bahuta For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| prazaMsA karate haiM ; para yadi dekhA jAya to unameM rattIbhara bhI guNa nahIM hotA / unakA bolanA cAlanA, gAnA bajAnA, pozAka aura abhinaya Adi sabhI bAteM vicitra hI hotI haiM / ye loga manuSya-svabhAvakI itanI burI taraha nakala karate haiM ki use dekhakara rasika prekSakoMkI tabiyata cir3ha uThatI hai| pa0naTa-mahArAja ! hamArI maNDaloMmeM aba ina saba bAtoMkA bahuta kucha sudhAra ho gayA hai / jayanta-ajI ! bahuta kuse kAma nahIM calegA; usakI eka eka truTi cuna cunakara nikAla DAlanI cAhiye / tumalogoMmeM jo vidUSakakA kAma karatA ho use utanA hI bolanA cAhiye jitanA usake liye niyata kara diyA gayA ho| kyoMki kaI eka vidUSaka aise mUrkha hote haiM ki kucha anajAna prekSakoMke ha~sAnake liye ve pahile Apa hI dAMta nipora dete haiM / aise nirarthaka ha~sanese prekSakoMkA dhyAna nATakakI mukhya mukhya bAtoMparase haTa jAtA hai / nATaka to ve pUrA dekha jAte haiM para unake hRdayapara usakA kucha bhI asara nahIM par3atA / dhyAna rahe, aisA karanA bahuta hI burA hai| aisA karanevAle apaneko buddhimAn aura dhanya samajhate haiM; para yaha unakI kevala bhUla hI nahIM varan mahA mUrkhatA hai / khaira, tuma loga Age calakara apane khelakI taiyyArI karo; maiM bhI thor3I derameM A jAtA huuN| (naTa jAte haiN|) (dhUrjaTi, naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiN|) jayanta-kyoM mahAzaya ! kyA samAcAra hai ? kyA mahArAja bhI nATaka dekhane AyeMge ? dhU0-akele mahArAja hI nahIM-rAnI sAhaba bhI AnevAlI haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ a~ka 3 aura ve donoM abhI AyA hI cAhate haiM / jayanta-to phira nATakavAloMse kaha dIjiye ki jaldI kareM / (dhUrjaTi jAtA hai|) (naya aura vinayase ) aura z2arA tumaloga bhI jAkara unheM jaldI kro| naya, vinaya-jo AjJA / (naya aura vinaya jAte haiM / ) jayanta-kauna ? vizAlAkSa ? ( vizAlAkSa praveza karatA hai / ) vizA0-jI hA~, mahArAja ! vahI hai, ApakA sevaka vizAlAkSa / jayanta-vizAlAkSa ! sacamuca, tumhAre aisA saccA aura ImAndAra AdamI maiMne Ajataka kahIM nahIM dekhA / vizA0-mahArAja ! ina bAtoMmeM kyA rakkhA hai ? jayanta-tuma yaha na samajhanA ki, maiM tumhArI jhUTha mUTha hI prazaMsA kara rahA huuN| kyoMki koI baMdhI AmadanI na rahanepara bhI nItise apanA caritArtha calAnevAle tumhAre aise nirdhana manuSyakI prazaMsA karake merA kyA lAbha hogA ? garIba bicAroMko pUchatA hI kauna hai ? hAM, jo loga cApalUsI karanA jAnate haiM unakI alabattA mUrkha dhanavAnoMke yahAM khUba calatI hai / amIroMke ghara cApalUsI karake Tukar3e toDanA cApalUsoMko hI sukhada ho / na maiM cApalUsa hU~ aura tuma dhanavAna ho; phira bhalA maiM kyoM tumhArI cApalUsI karUMgA ? sunate ho yA nahIM ? merA mana mere adhIna hai; aura jabase maiM bhalA burA pahicAnane lagA hU~ tabhIse tumheM pyAra. karatA huuN| kyoMki tuma aise puruSa ho ki, tumapara lAkha vipattiyA~ Anepara bhI tuma sukhapUrvaka aura bar3I gambhIratAse unakA sAmanA karate ho| aura saca pUche to For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 1 vahI puruSa dhanya hai jo haz2Ara du:kha sahatA huA bhI apanI vivekabuddhikI AjJAko nahIM TAlatA | kyA tuma mujhe aise manuSyakA nAma batA sakate ho jisameM kAma, krodha, lobha, moha, mada aura matsara ye chaH vikAra na hoM ? agara batA sakate ho to batA do, maiM tumhAre samAna use bhI apane antaHkaraNameM hI nahIM ---- kintu usake bhI antarpaTa meM sthAna dU~gA | khaira, isa viSayakI carcA z2arUrata se adhika ho cukI; aba hameM apane kAmakI bAtoMpara dhyAna denA cAhiye / Aja rAtako cAcAjIke sAmane eka aisA nATaka karAnekA vicAra hai, jisakA eka dRzya mere pitAkI mRtyuse bahuta kucha milatA julatA hai / to aba isameM tumhArA yahI kAma rahegA ki nATakake Arambha honese usake khatama hone taka mere cAcAjIke ceharepara khUba kar3I naz2ara rakhanA / usameM eka bhASaNa aisA hai ki jise sunate hI unake ceharepara unake gupta aparAdha camakane lageMge / aura agara aisA na ho to samajha lenA ki merI kalpanAeM kisI aura vaha bhUta bhI pahile darjekA jhUThA aura luccA thaa| isakA ApahI Apa nirNaya ho jAyagA / hameM apane kAma meM bilkula kasara na karanI cAhiye / dekhanA, khela dekhane meM gAphila ho kara apanA karttavya na bhUla jAnA / kAmakI nahIM; khaira, khela ho cukanepara - vizvAsa rakhiye, mahArAja ! khelake samaya maiM unake 83 vizA0- cehare ke sivA aura kucha bhI na dekhU~gA / -- jayanta -- dekho, ve loga nATaka dekhanekI taiyyArI kara idhara hI A rahe haiN| to aba maiM pAgala bana jAtA huuN| tuma bhI koI acchI sI jagaha dekhakara baiTha jAnA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 84 www. kobatirth.org jayanta [ aMka 3 ( aMgrejI bAjoMke sAtha sAtha rAjA, rAnI, dhUrjaTi, kamalA, naya, vinaya aura naukara cAkara praveza karate haiM / ) rA0 - kyoM jayanta ? aba kaisI tabiyata hai ? -- Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir havA khAkara giragiTAnake aisA phUla uThA hU~ / aura pyAsa lagane para bIca bIcameM ApakI mIThI bAtoMkA rasa bhI pI letA hU~ / zAyada, isa taraha to Apa kisI kabUtarako bhI nahIM pAla sakate ! rA0--- kaisA betukA javAba dete ho ? ve mere zabda nahIM the / jayanta -- aba ve mere bhI to nahIM haiM / ( dhUrjaTise ) kyoM mahAzaya ! Apa kahate the ki jaba Apa vidyAlaya meM par3hate the taba Apane bhI eka bAra nATakameM kAma kiyA thA / kyA yaha saca bAta hai ? maiMne kiyA thA nATakameM kAma aura ; dhU0 hA~, mahArAja usa samaya meM acche pAtroM meM ginA jAtA thA / jayanta Apa kyA bane the ? dhU0 - mahArAja ! maiM sarvejaya banA thA / bIca caukamai krUrasiMhane merI hatyA kI thI / -- jayanta --haH ! haH ! krUrasiMhane aise moTe tAz2e bachar3e kI hatyA karake khUba krUratA dikhalA dI / acchA; nATakavAle abataka taiyyAra hue yA nahIM ? naya-ve bilkula taiyyAra haiM / basa, aba khAlI ApakI AjJA 'pAnekI dera hai / rAnI - pyAre jayanta ! Ao, tuma mere pAsa baiTho ! nahIM nahIM; maiM yahIM acchA hU~ / dekhiye, yahAM eka kaisI manohara cir3iyA hai ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / ma dRzya 2 ] dhU0 -- ( rAjAse ) suniye mahArAja ! z2arA unakI bAteM to suniye / jayanta kyoM bIbI ? kyA maiM ApakI goda meM leTa sakatA hU~ ? ( kamalAke pairoMke pAsa baiTha jAtA hai / ) kamalA- - nahIM nahIM; Apa yaha kyA karate haiM ? - jayanta - Dariye nahIM; maiM aura kucha bhI na karU~gA ;- -kevala ApakI goda meM apanA sira rakhanA cAhatA hU~ / kamalA- - Aja to Apa bahuta khuza mAlUma hote haiM ! jayanta -- kauna, maiM ? kamalA - jI hA~ ; Apa | jayanta- maiM to Apake caraNoMkA dAsa hU~ / khuza na rahU~ to kAma kaise cale ? dekhiye, merI mAkA ceharA kaisA khuza hai ! aura mere pitAjIko mare abhI pUre do mahIne bhI nahIM hue / kamalA nahIM mahArAja ! do aura do cAra mahine bIta gae / jayanta* -saca ? cAra mahIne bIta gae ! oho ! itane dina bIta jAnepara bhI ve merA pIchA nahIM chor3ate ! ThIka hai; yadi koI bar3A AdamI mare to usakI yAda kamase kama cAra chaH mahInetaka banI raha sakatI hai / phira bhI unheM apanI yAda kAyama rakhaneke liye apane pIche koI jItI jAgatI zakala chor3ajAnI cAhiye ; nahIM to unakI una bevArisa mudakI sI dazA hotI hai jo maranepara giddhoMkI khurAka banate haiM; aura jinakI phira koI sudha nahIM letA / ( bAjA bajatA hai; aura nATakakA dRzya dikhAnA Arambha hotA hai| ) eka rAjA aura eka rAnI praveza karate haiM / donoM bar3e premase eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 86 jayanta [ aMka 3 dUsare ke gale milate haiM | rAnI ghuTane Teka kara aise bhAva batAtI hai ki vaha rAjA ko bahuta cAhatI hai / rAjA usakA hAtha pakar3akara uThAtA hai aura sira usake kandhepara rakhatA hai / rAnI use palaMgapara sulA detI hai; aura use soyA huA dekha vahA~se cala detI hai / isake bAda eka puruSa AtA hai; vaha rAjAkA mukuTa utAra kara use cUmatA hai; aura rAjAke kAnoMmeM viSa DAlakara vahA~ se cala detA hai / rAnI phira AtI hai; aura rAjAko marA huA dekha bahuta du:khI honeke bhAva dikhAtI hai / viSa DAlane vAlA puruSa do yA tIna gU~goMke sAtha phira AtA hai; aura rAnI ke samAna Apa bhI duHkhake bhAva dikhAne lagatA hai gU~ge manuSya rAjAkI lAzako uThA le jAte haiM / hatyArA puruSa rAnIko bahutasI bahumUlya vastuoMkI bheMTa dikhAkara apane vazameM karalenA cAhatA hai / pahile thor3I derataka to rAnI apanI nAkhuzI jAhira karatI hai; aura vivAha karanese inkAra karatI hai; para antameM usakA kahanA mAnakara gale milatI hai / donoM jAte haiM / / kamalA - mahArAja ! isakA kyA matalaba hai ? jayanta -- isIko kahate haiM, kamalA- -jAna par3atA hai, K kA sArAMza dikhAyA gayA / gupta duSTatA aura svArthasAdhana | isa dRzya meM aba honevAle nATaka ( sUtradhAra praveza karatA hai | ) jayanta - suno ! isakI bAtoMse sArA bheda khula jAyagA / ina nATaka vAloMke peTameM eka bhI bAta nahIM pacato; ve sArA bheda vAla dete haiM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 87 kamalA - mahArAja, kyA yaha naTa batA degA ki pichale dRzya meM kyA huA thA ? jayanta - hA~ hA~, batA degA / jo pUchogI so vaha batA degA ; jo kahogI so dikhalA degA; aura jo dikhalAogI so kaha degA / dikhAne meM lajA na karanA; phira dekho, vaha usakA kaisA sAfa sAfa matalaba kahegA / * kamalA -- mahArAja ! Apa yaha kyA bar3abar3Ane laga gaye ? ApakI bAtoM se to kucha matalaba hI nahIM nikalatA / acchA, jAne dIjiye, mujhe kyA karanA hai ? jAiye, aba maiM Apase na bolU~gI - khela w dekhU~gI / sUtradhAra - nATaka maNDalIkI orase maiM hAtha jor3akara Apa logoM se prArthanA karatA hU~ ki Apa loga kRpA karake hamAre isa zokAnta nATakako dhyAnapUrvaka dekheM aura suneM / jayanta----yaha prastAvanA hai yA prastAvanAkI bhUmikA hai ! kamalA - mahArAja ! yaha prastAvanA bahuta thor3I thI, bahuta jalda khatama ho gaI ! jayanta-striyoM ke premake barAbara thI; aura vaisI hI jalda qhatama bhI ho gaI / ( nATakake rAjA aura rAnI praveza karate haiM / ) nA0 rA0 - pavitra vivAha maNDapa meM purohitake dvArA hama donoMke paraspara hAtha mile Aja pUre tIsa varSa hue / isa bIca bhagavAna sUryanArAyaNane bhagavatI vasundharA devIko tIsa pradakSiNAe~ kIM; aura suzItala candramAne apane samasta zubhra kiraNoMse isa pRthvIko tInasI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 88 jayanta [ aMka 3 - sATha bAra prakAzita kiyA; para hama donoMke antaHkaraNameM paraspara eka dUsare ke viSaya meM vAsa karanevAlA prema apane sthAna se tanika bhI idhara udhara na haTA nA0 rAnI - he bhagavatI devI ! jisa taraha hama donoMkA prema-sambandha Aja tIsa varSa barAbara nibha gayA, usI taraha vaha aura bhI tIsa barSa nibha jAya ! hAya ! prANanAtha ! ina dinoM ApakI tabiyata itanI kharAba ho gaI hai ki aba Apake adhika dina jInekI mujhe bilkula AzA nahIM / aura jaba yaha bAta maiM socatI hU~ taba Dara se ekadama kalejA kA~pa uThatA hai| para, nAtha ! mere DarakA Apa bilkula khyAla na kareM; kyoMki striyoM ke Dara aura premakI sImA nahIM hotI; kabhI bahuta adhika aura kabhI bahuta hI kama ho jAte haiM / Apa - para merA kitanA prema hai, isakA to Apako acchI taraha paricaya hohIgA / jahA~ prema adhika vahA~ Dara bhI adhika; yaha to svAbhAvika bAta hai / phira bhalA ApakI aisI dazA dekha mere mana meM Dara kyoM na paidA ho ? nA0 rA0 - prANapriye ! saca kahatA hU~ ki aba mujhe tumako aura tumhAre premako bahuta jalda chor3akara isa jIvalokase kUca karanA hogA / kyoMki merA zarIra aba bahuta hI azakta ho gayA hai / paramAtmA se maiM yahI prArthanA karatA hU~ ki vaha mere pIche tumheM sukhI rkhe| aura eka bAta tumase bhI kaha rakhatA hU~ ki mere marane ke bAda kisI dayAlu puruSako apanA pati ...... 1 , nA0 rAnI - basa, basa, basa aba Age kucha na kahiye / mahArAja ! jisake manameM kucha chala kapaTa hogA vahI nigor3I aipa For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / nIca kAma kregii| jo strI apane patikI hatyA karatI yA karAtI hai vaha bhale hI do chor3a dasa puruSoMko apane pati banA le; para jo saccI pativratA strI hai, kyA vaha bhI kabhI aisA nIca kAma kara sakatI hai ? he paramezvara ! agara maiM dUsarA pati karU~ to merA satyAnAza ho ! jayanta-(svagata) isIko kahate haiM, 'viSakumbham payo mukhm'| nA. rAnI-loga dUsarA vivAha karate haiM kisa liye ? premasukhake liye nahIM-vaibhava-sukha bhoganeke liye / chi: ! Aga lage aise vaibhavako / prANanAtha ! kyA Apa yaha vizvAsa karate haiM ki Apake maranepara maiM parAye puruSake sparzase apane zarIrako bhraSTa karake Apake kulameM dhabbA lagAU~gI ? / nA. rA0-priye ! tumhArI bAtoMpara to merA vizvAsa hai hI; para manuSya apane nizcayakA prAyaH Apa hI bhaMga kara dete haiM / kAma Arambha karaneke samaya manameM jaisA utsAha rahatA hai, vaisA hI utsAha antataka nahIM banA rhtaa| mu~hase bola denA bahuta sahaja hai, para vaisA karanA kaThina hotA hai / phala jabataka kaccA rahatA hai tabhItaka vaha per3ameM lagA rahatA hai; aura jaba vaha paka jAtA hai taba turanta Apa hI Apa nIce gira par3atA hai / jaise z2arUratapara hama loga karjA to le lete haiM, para jarUrata nikala jAnepara hama use cukAnA bhUla jAte haiM; vaise hI hama manovikAroM ke adhIna hokara manamAnI pratijJA to kara DAlate haiM para unakA joza kama ho jAnepara hama apanI pratijJA bhUla jAte haiN| sukha yA duHkhake vegameM jo pratijJA kI jAtI hai, usakI yAda manuSyako tabhItaka rahatI hai jabataka For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 3 usa sukha yA duHkhakI yAda usake hRdayameM banI rahatI hai / jahA~ sukha hai vahA~ duHkha bhI hai; nimittamAtrase sukha duHkhameM badala jAtA hai, aura duHkha sukhameM / jIvamAtra hI kyA !-yaha jovaloka bhI ananta nahIM hai, phira bhalA prema kisa khetakI mUlI hai jo bhAgyacakrake sAthasAtha bhramaNa na kare ! astu, isa bAtakI vyAkhyA karanA raha ho gayA ki prema dhanako khIMcatA hai yA dhana premako / dhanavAn manuSya jaba nidhana ho jAtA hai taba usake sAre mitra use chor3akara bhAga jAte haiM; aura yadi nirdhana manuSya dhanavAn ho jAtA hai to usake purAne zatru bhI phira mitra bana jAte haiN| prAya: yahI bAta dekhI jAtI hai ki prema dhanake hI AzrayameM adhika rahatA hai; kyoMki jise kisI bAtakI kamI nahIM use phira premakI hI kamI kyoM rahe ? manuSya apane vipadkAlameM agara kisIse mitratA karane jAya to aise samaya usakA koI bhI mitra na hogA; zatruoMko saMkhyA bar3ha jAyagI / parantu, hA, maiMne asala bAta to chor3a ho dI aura vyartha idhara udharako bakavAda kara rahA hU~ / astu, aba Arambha kI huI bAta ekabAra samApta kara denI cAhiye / priye ! manuSyakI icchA aura bhAgyameM bar3A virodha rahatA hai;vaha socatA kucha hai to hotA hai kucha aura hI / tAtparya, socanA apane hAtha hai, para vaisA karAnA Izvarake hAtha hai / tuma Aja yaha soca rahI ho aura kaha bhI rahI ho ki meM dUsarA vivAha na karU~gI; para yAda rakhanA, mere zarIrake sAtha sAtha tumhAre ye vicAra bhI naSTa ho jaayNge| nA0 rAnI-agara meM dUsarI zAdI karU~ to mujhe anna na mile-bhUkhoM maranA par3e ! merA badana sar3a jAya-gala jAya; aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanman dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| isameM kIr3e par3a jAya~ / merA mana dina rAta becaina rahe ! sukha aura aura vizrAma, ye donoM sadAke liye mujhase alaga ho jAe~ ! merI AzA durAzAmeM badala jAya ! kaidiyoMkI sI merI durdazA ho ! sArI sukhahAraka bAteM merI abhilASAoMko dabAkara unheM naSTa bhraSTa kara DAleM; antataka mujhako anAtha aura duHkhiyA hI banAe raheM; aura isa loka tathA paralokameM mujhe satA satAkara narakalokameM Dhakela deM ! jayanta-yadi yaha apanI ina kaThora pratijJAoMkA bhaMga kare to ? nA. rA0-priye ! tumane to Aja bar3I bar3I pratijJAeM kara DAlI haiM / astu, thor3I derake liye mujhe yahA~ akelA chor3a tuma. z2arA bAhara calI jAogI to bahuta acchA hogA / mujhe bahuta hI thakAvaTa jAna par3atI hai| isa liye maiMne yaha socA hai ki AjakA sArA dina maiM sonemeM hI bitAU~ / ( sotA hai / ) nA0 rA0-paramAtmA kare, sonese inake manakI pIr3A dUra ho ! aura hamameMse kisIko viraha-duHkha na bhoganA par3e ! (jAtI hai|) jayanta-mA ! nATaka kaisA hai ? rA-merI samajhameM rAnIko aisI kaThora pratijJA na karanI thii| jayanta-aH, isameM burAI hI kyA hai ? vaha use nibhA legii| rA0--yaha dRzya kaisA thA ? tumane dekhA yA nahIM ? isase koI nukasAna to na hogA ? jayanta-chi:, chi:, isase bhalA kyA nukasAna hogA ? yaha saba nakala hai / asala kuchabhI nahIM ; saba banAvaTI hai / viSa bhI banAvaTI hai| rA.-isa khelakA nAma kyA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ aMka 3 jayanta--isakA nAma hai, 'mUsadAna' / kyoM ? kaisA vicitra nAma hai ? aise nAmako alaMkArika nAma kahate haiM / andhera nagarImeM rAjAkI jo hatyA huI thI usIkI yaha nakala hai / rAjAkA nAma hai mAtaMga, aura rAnIkA surAdevI / aba Apa svayaM hI bahuta jalda dekha leMge / yaha khela hRdayapara bahuta asara karatA hai ! para hameM kyA ? ApakA aura merA hRdaya agara sApha hai to hamapara isakA kucha bhI asara nahIM par3a sakatA / 'jo karegA so bhugategA; aura jise kara nahIM use Dara kyA ?' ( duSTabuddhi praveza karatA hai / ) isakA nAma hai, duSTabuddhi; yaha rAjAkA bhatIjA hai / kamalA-mahArAja ! Apa to mAnoM isa nATakake sUtradhAra ho bane haiN| jayanta-haH haH; janAba ! agara Apako aura Apake priyatamako raGgIlI rasIlI bAteM suneM to ApakA bhI sArA bheda khola sakatA huuN| kamalA-hA~, kyoM nahIM ? kucha jhUTha saca, bhalA burA / jayanta-hA~ hA~, Apako to apane patike bhale bure saba kAmoMme sAtha denA cAhiye / khaira, calare hatyAre ! jaldI kara; aba adhika nakhare na kara / jaldIse apanA kAma nipaTA de ! duSTabuddhi-ahA ! mere kAmake liye yaha kyA hI acchA avasara hai ! mastiSka nIca vicAroM se bharA hai| hAya phuraphurA rahe haiM / viSa taiyAra hai ! aura yahA~ isa samaya ekAnta bhI hai ! tAtparya, kisI bAtakI kamI nahIM-saba ThIka hai / (zIzI Age bar3hAkara ) ahA ! yaha bacanAga jaisI prANaghAtaka jar3Ike rasa aura somalake satvakA mizraNa hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradazakA rAjakumAra / tIna sau mer3hakoMko bhaTThomeM rakhkI huI aura sA~pa tathA bicchU tale hue telameM tIna bAra aura bhaiseke garama garama khUnameM tInabAra Dubokara nikAlI huI yaha zIzI ! khUna karanekA aisA acchA saraMjAma zAyada hI kabhI kisIne kiyA hogA ! A: haaH| cAroM ora sannATA chA gayA hai ! per3akI pattI taka nahIM khar3akhar3AtI ! nidrAdevIne sArI sRSTiko mAnoM apanI godameM sulA liyA hai ! ( jarA socakara ) hA~ ; aba kyoM Darate ho ? rAjya aura strI himmata kiye binA nahIM milatI ! re viSoMke mizraNa ! tujhase merI yahI prArthanA hai ki terA aura isa soye hue rAjAke kAnoMkA saMyoga hote hI tU apane vicitra pratApakA namUnA dikhA de ! hamAre aise vilakSaNa sAhasI puruSoMko Azraya denevAlA tere sivA aura kauna hai ? acchA, cala, aura apanA bhayaMkara pratApa dikhA ! ( rAjAke kAnoMmeM viSa DAlatA hai / ) - jayanta-dekhiye, mahArAja ! isa narapizAcane rAjAkI sampatti haraNa karaneke liye usake kAnoMmeM viSa DAla diyA / isakA nAma hai 'mAtaMga' / yaha kathA sArI duniyA jAnatI hai aura sAgarAMtI bhASAmeM likhI huI hai| aba Apa bahuta jalda dekha leMge ki yaha hatyArA usakI strIko kaise apane basameM kara letA hai ! . kamalA-dekhiye, mahArAja uTha khar3e hue ! jayanta-kyA jhUTa mUThakI hatyA dekhakara hai| rAnI-prANanAtha ! kaisI tabiyata hai ? dhUla-basa, aba khela eka dama banda kara do / rA0-calo, uTho, rozanI lAo, jaldI karo / sabaloga-rozanI, rozanI, mazAla, mazAla ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 94 [ aMka 3 ( jayanta aura vizAlAkSake sivA aura saba jAta haiM / ) jayanta -- kyoM vizAlAkSa ! milAo hAtha ! kyauM, kaisI tadabIra hai ? aba isase bar3hakara aura kyA pramANa ho sakatA hai ? unase jAkara kaha do ki Apake jIvanakA antima dina aba samIpa A ga yA ! sukhake dina bItakara aba vipad ke dina A gae ! koI ha~satA hai, koI rotA hai; jo ha~satA hai vaha rotA hai, aura jo rotA hai vaha ha~satA bhI hai; isI taraha yaha saMsAracakra sadA ghUmA karatA hai / para kyauMjI, vizAlAkSa ! agara maiM kisI taraha apanA peTa na bhara sakA to kyA nATaka meM nAcakara kisI nATakakampanIkA bhI hissedAra nahIM ho sakatA ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta vizA0 - kyoM nahIM ? mahArAja ! Apato Adhe hisse ke mAlika ho sakate haiM / jayanta--kyoM ? AdhA kyoM ? mujhe to pUrA hissA milanA cAhiye | kyA tuma nahIM jAnate ki usane mere pitAkA khUna karake yaha rAjya har3apa liyA hai ? aura aba vahI hatyArA kauA unakI rAjagaddIpara phuduka rahA hai ! vizA0 - - mahArAja ! unheM kauA na kahakara agara gadahA kahA - jAya to unakI buddhiko bahuta ThIka upamA mila jAya / jayanta - pyAre vizAlAkSa ! aba to usa bhUtake eka eka akSara kA mUlya haz2Ara 2 azarfiyAM haiM ? kyA tumane saba hAla acchI taraha nahIM dekhA ? vizA0 - bahuta acchI taraha dekha liyA, mahArAja ! jayanta -- viSakI bAta Ate hI kaisA.... For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / basa, vahIM sArA bheda khula gayA / -acchA, calo, aba kucha gAnA bajAnA suneM / ( naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiM / ) vinaya - mahArAja ! AjJA ho, maiM Apase kucha bAta kahanA cAhatA hU~ / jayanta - kucha kyauM ? saba kahiye / vina0 - mahArAjakA... www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vizA0 jayanta 95 jayanta- -kyA ? 'mahArAjakA' kyA ? vina0- -jaba ve khela dekhakara yahAMse uTha gae tabhI se unakA mijAz2a bigar3a gayA hai / jayanta - ThIka hai; Aja nazA kucha jyAdA kiyA hogA, isIse mijAja vigar3a gayA hai / vina0- nahIM, mahArAja ! nazese nahIM - gusse se / -- jayanta - yahI bAta yadi unake kavirAjase jAkara kahate to Ara bhI acchA na hotA ? mujhe kahane se kyA hogA ? merI auSadhiyoMse to unakA gussA aura bhI bar3ha jAyagA / vina0 10- mahArAja ! Apa aisI Ter3hI bAta kyoM karate haiM ? sIdhI sIdhI bAta kIjiye / jayanta- - maiM to bahuta sIdhA hU~, janAba ! pharmAiye, ApakA kahanA kyA hai ? vinaya - mahArAja ! ApakI mA mahArAnI sAhaba ne mujhe Apake pAsa bhejA hai / jayanta - ahA ! Apako merI mAne mere pAsa bhejA hai ? acchA, Aiye, baiThiye / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 96 jayantaH [ aMka 3 vina0 - mahArAja ! yaha ziSTAcAra karanekA samaya nahIM hai| agara Apa kRpA karake ThIka ThIka javAba deM to maiM mahArAnI sAhabakA sandesA Apako sunA dU~; nahIM to AjJA dIjiye, maiM yahIM se lauTa jAtA hUM / samajha lU~gA, merA kAma ho gayA / jayanta - jAiye; maiM nahIM de sakatA / vina ---- -kyA ? jayanta -- ThIka javAba | merA mastiSka bigar3a gayA hai| acchA kahiye, Apa kyA kahate haiM ? Apa kahate the ki merI mAne mujhe eka sandesA kahalAyA hai| hA~ hA~, kaha DAliye unakI kyA AjJA hai vina0 - mahArAja ! unhoMne kahA hai ki ApakI harakateM dekhakara maiM cakita ho gaI hU~ | 1 .. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir www.com jayanta - hAya, hAya ! re adbhuta putra ! tUne apanI mAko cakita kara DAlA / basa, yahI kahanA thA ? unake cakita honekA aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai ? ho to kaha DAliye, chipAte kyoM haiM ? naya - mahArAja ! jaba Apa sone lageMge taba eka bAra unake mahalameM jAkara unase mila lIjiye; ve Apase kucha bAteM kiyA cAhatI haiM / jayanta - acchA, kaha dIjiye, maiM z2arUra milU~gA | basa, ho cukA ApakA kAma ? yA aura bhI kucha kahanA hai ? naya - mahArAja ! Apa mujhe pahile bahuta pyAra karate the / jayanta - vaisA aba bhI karatA huuN| aura isake liye maiM kasama bhI khA sakatA hU~ / naya - to phira, mahArAja, apanI tabiyatakA saccA saccA hAla mujhe batalA dIjiye / agara Apa apane mitrase apanA duHkha na kaheMge to For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / dRzya 2 ] vaha duHkha dUra kaise ho ? jayanta - bhAI ! maiM apanI tarakkI cAhatA hU~ / samajha gaye ? naya - mahArAja ! Apake cAcAjIne to Apako apane bAda rAjagaddIkA vArisa kabUla kiyA hai; phira Apa yaha kaisI bAta kahate haiM ? jayanta - hA~, ThIka hai; 'jaba bAbA mareMge taba baila baTeMge' / kyoM, yahI bAta na ? ( bAjA lekara naTa phira praveza karate haiM / ) a: hA ! Aiye, Aiye / acchA z2arA dekhU~ to sahI ApakA bAjA / ( vinayase ) kyauMjI vinaya ! tuma mujhe ulTe sIdhe savAla karake mere peTakI thAha lenA cAhate ho ? acchI bAta hai / vina0 - mahArAja ! na jAne kyoM Apake viSayameM mere mana meM kucha vilakSaNa prema hai; isI liye maiM Apako ApakI tabiyatakA hAla pUchA karatA hU~ / jayanta - na jAne kyA bakate ho merI samajhameM to kucha bhI nahIM AtA / khaira, yaha bAjA bajAoge ? vina0 - nahIM, mahArAja ! maiM nahIM bajA sakatA / jayanta - acchA, maiM kahatA hU~; isIliye bajAo / vina0- nahIM, mahArAja ! vizvAsa rakhiye, maiM bilkula nahIM jAnatA / - acchA, lo hAtha jor3atA hU~; abato bajAoge ? vina0 0 - mahArAja ! sacamuca, maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA / jayanta jayanta - ajI, isameM aisI kaunasI bAta hai jo tuma nahIM bajA sakate / yaha utanA hI sahaja hai jitanA baiThe baiThe TAMga pasArakara so jAnA / dekho, ye aMguliyAM ina chedoMpara rakhakara mu~ise isa taraha phU~ka do / sunA ! kaisA mIThA sura hai ! basa, isI taraha bajAo / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org jayanta Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 98 ye sAta suroMke sAta cheda haiM / vina0 0 -- para maiM ise bajAnA jAnatA hI nahIM / maiMne yaha ilma hI nahIM sIkhA | 1 jayanta - tuma bhI mujhe bar3A sIdhA AdamI samajhate ho; kyoM ? isa bAjese bhI bejAna ! bAtoM bAtoM meM mere dilakI thAha nikAla lenA cAhate ho | kauna bAta cher3ane se maiM kyA kahU~gA yaha tuma jAnate ho ! mere dila meM kyA hai use tuma bAhara nikAla sakate ho / mere saba sura tuma jAnate ho; eka eka purjeko pahicAnate ho; para isa jarAse bAjeko nahIM bana sakate / isameM kaise kaise dhvani aura sura haiM ! isameMse AvAz2a nikAlanA tumase nahIM bana par3atA / kyA tuma yaha samajhate ho ki mere dilakA patA lagAnA aura mujhe bAtoMmeM bahakAnA isa bAjese sura nikAlane se bhI sahaja hai ? mujhe tuma cAhe jo bAjA yA yantra samajha lo - mujhe usase kyA ? tumhAra bahakAne se maiM bahakanevAlA nahIM hU~ / * [ aMka 3 ( dhUrjaTi praveza karatA hai | ) jayanta---Aiye, mahAzaya ! kyauM, kyA khabara hai ? dhU0 - mahArAja ! rAnIsAhaba Apase kucha bAteM kiyA cAhatI haiM; isaliye unhoMne Apako abhI bulAyA hai / jayanta -- kyA vaha megha Apako dikhAI detA hai jo ThIka U~TakI zakalA hai ? dhU0- ( Upara dekha kara ) jI hA~, sacamuca, ThIka U~TakI zakala hai / jayanta - mujhe to nevalekI zakalakA dekha par3atA hai / dhU0 - hA~, mahArAja / hai sahI nevaleke aisA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balamadradezakA rAjakumAra / jayanta-nahIM, janAba ! dekhiye, vhelake aisA hai / dhU0-hA~, Thoka Thoka; bilkula vhelakI zakala hai / jayanta-acchA, jAiye; mAse kaha dIjiya ki phursata honepara mila lU~gA / ( svagata ) ye loga bar3e dhUrta hote haiM; jidhara jhukAiye udhara jhuka jAte haiM-inakA matalaba pUrA honA cAhiye / acchA, Apa caliye aura kaha dIjiye, maiM AtA huuN| dhU0-bahuta acchA; aisA ho kaha dUMgA / jayanta-hA, Apa kyoM nahIM kaheMge ? ( dhUrjaTi jAtA hai / ) mitro ! aba tuma loga bhI jAo / ( jayantake sivA aura saba jAte haiM / ) ahA ! rAtakA samayabhI kaisA bhayAnaka hotA hai ! isI samaya jAdUgaranI jAdU karatI haiM; aura Tonahina TonA mAratI haiM ! isI samaya kabake mu~ha khula jAte haiM; aura unameM gar3e hue preta bAhara nikalakara pRthvIpara bhramaNa karate haiM ! isI samaya narakakA dvAra khula jAtA hai, aura usameM se mahAmArI jaise aneka bhayaGkara saMkrAmaka roga nikalakara pRthvIke asaMkhya jIvoMkI hatyA karate haiM ! to kyA maiM bhI isI samaya usa narapizAcakI hatyAkara usake kalejekA garama garama khana na pI sakaMgA ? yadi isI samaya jIvamAtrake antaHkaraNako ekabAra tharrA dane vAlA yaha kaThora kAma mere hAthoM ho jAtA to phira pUchanA hI kyA thA ! para, hAM, mujhe abhI apanI mAse milanA hai / hRdaya ! apanA svabhAva eka dama bhUla na jA; aura apane Upara ina rAkSasI vicAroMkA asara na par3ane de ! kaThora yana; para manuSya-svabhAvake viruddha koI kAma na kara ! usake kale For Private And Personal Use Only

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100 [aMka 3 jemeM chureke samAna cubhane vAlI bAteM bola; para ina hAthoMko usakA pratyakSa vyavahAra na karane de ! vicAroMmeM aura bAtoMmeM bheda rakhanase loga mujhera dAmbhika to avazya hI kaheMge; para upAya kyA hai ? he. jagatpitA . ! jaba bhI maiM usake . kalejeM meM cubhanevAlI bAteM use sunAU~ . bhI usapara zasna uThAnekI dubuddhi mujhe na de ! (jAtA hai / ) tIsarA dRshy| sthAna-rAjabhavanakA eka kamarA / rAjA, naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiM / rA- aba to vaha mere cittase bilkula utara gayA hai ; aura aise pAgaLako vahA~ svatantra chor3a denemeM hamArI kuzala bhI nahIM hai / isaliye tuma loga use sAtha lekara zvetadvIpa jAnekI taiyyArI kro| maiM abhI eka. kharItA taiyyAra kiye detA hU~ , use bhI sAtha lete jAnA / use aisI dazAmeM yahA~ rakha chor3anese.hamAre sAre rAjyako isakA prAyazcitta bhoganA pdd'egaa| - vina:-hamaloma abhI taiyyAra ho jAte haiM / mahArAja ! jinakA jIvana kevala ApahIpara nirbhara hai unakI rakSAkI cintA karanA saca, muca ApakA pavitra kartavya hai| .. . naya-mahArAja ! jisakA isa saMsArameM koI bhI nahIM-jo. akelA hai use bhI hara upAyase. apane prANoM kI rakSA karanI cAhiye / phira Apa jaise rajA. mahArAjAoMpara to. hAkhoM manuSyoMkA : jIvana nirbhara hai; isaliye Apako apanI rakSAke liye aura bhI sAvadhAnI rakhanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 3 ]. balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 101 cAhiye / rAjA akelA nahIM maratA; apane sAtha kaI ekoko le bItatA hai / rAjAkI mRtyuko hama bha~varakI upamA de sakate haiM; jaise bhavara apane irda girdakI bastuoMko DubA detA hai vaise rAjAkI mRtyu bhI kaI logoM ke nAzakA kAraNa banatI hai / rAja-jIvana eka bar3A bhArI cakra hai jo U~ce parvatapara gar3A hai, aura jisake dA~toM meM haz2AroM choTI choTI cIjeM nahIM haiN| jaise usa cakrake, parvatake nIce A giranese usameM jar3I huI sArI cIjeM usIke sAtha TUTa phUTakara naSTa ho jAtI haiM; vaise hI isa rAja-jIvanacakra ke sAtha sAtha sAre rAjyake naSTa ho jAnekA Dara rahatA hai| tAtparya, rAjAke pIche usakI sArI prajAko duHkha uThAnA par3atA hai / rA0-- khaira, tuma loga aba jalda taiyyAra ho jAo; kyoMki isa dina dina bar3hane vAle DarakI jar3a ko kATa hI DAlanA acchA hai / naya, vina0 -- mahArAja ! hamaloga abhI taiyyAra ho jAte haiM / ( naya aura vinaya jAteM haiM / ) ( dhUrjaTi praveza karatA hai | ) dhU0 - mahArAja ! vaha apanI mArke mahalameM jA rahA hai / mujhe AjJA ho to maiM usI jagaha kahIM chipakara unakI sArI bAteM suna hU~ / mujhe AzA hai ki rAnIsAhaba usake hRdayakI thAha jarUra le leMgI ; para,. zAyada agara ve putra-premameM Akara usase mila jAya~, jaisA ki Apa kahate haiM to, usakI khabara bhI to hameM ho jAnI cAhiye; isaliye chipe ra unakI bAteM suna lenA bahuta hI jarUrI hai| Apa nizcinta raheM, maiM Apake sonese pahile hI Apase milakara vahA~kA sArA hAla kahU~gA / rA0 - isake liye maiM Apako dhanyavAda detA huuN| (dhUrjaTi jAtA hai) Aha ! maiMne aisA ghRNita pApa kiyA ki jisakI durgandha svarmataka pahu~ca For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 102 jayanta [aMka 3 gayo ! hAya, hAya ! maiMne bhAIkA khUna kiyA ; jo sAre dharmazAstroM meM mahApApa mAnA jAtA hai ! maiM IzvarakI prArthanA karanA cAhatA hU~ ; para kara kaise sakatA hU~ ? kyoMki mere ghora pApoMke sAmane merI sadicchAe~. daba jAtI haiM / aura merI usa manuSyakIsI dazA ho jAtI hai jisake sAmane do kAma hoM, aura una do kAmoMmeM kaunasA pahile kara ; isI bAtakA vicAra karane meM sArA samaya naSTa hokara usake hAthoM unameMse eka bhI nahIM bana par3atA / bhAIkA khUna karanese merA hAtha apavitra ho gayA hai ; para kyA yaha usa dayAmaya paramAtmAke kAruNyodakase dhulakara svaccha aura pavitra nahIM ho sakatA ? dayA, aparAdhoMkI kSamA karane ke sivA aura kisa kAmakI hai ? aura Izvara-stutimeM bhI to yahI guNa hai ki pahile pAposa bacAnA aura pApa karanepara use kSamA kara denA / basa, aba maiM Izvarako prArthanA karatA hU~ , jisase merA ghora pApa jalakara abhI bhasma ho jAya / para, hA~, kyA kahakara prArthanA karU~ ? he Izvara mere kiye khUnake liye mujhe kSamA kara ! aisA kahU~ ? nahIM nahIM, aisA kahanA ThIka na hogA / kyoMki mukuTa, vibhava aura strI Adi jina vastuoMke liye maiMne khUna kiyA thA ve saba vastueM to abataka mere pAsa maujUda haiM / to kyA aise niDara aura unmatta khUnIke khUnakI kSamA ho sakatI hai ? nahIM, kabhI nahIM / pRthvIke ghUsakhora nyAyakartA aisoM ko bhale hI kSamA kara deM; para usa nyAyapriya paramAtmAke dArameM aisA anyAya kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / yahA~-isa lokameM yaha vAta prAyaH dekhanemeM AtI hai ki aparAdhI loga ghUsakhora nyAyakartAoMko anyAyase baTorA huA dhana dekara unase apane anukUla nyAya kaga lete haiM; para vahA~-svargameM yaha bAta kaise hosakatI hai ? vahA~ to aparAdhoMkA saccA rUpa prakaTa ho jAtA hai, aura aparAdhoMkI macAI siddha For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 3 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / . 103 karane ke liye hameM apanA sArA bheda khola denA par3atA hai / to phira kyA karUM ? aba kaunasA upAya hai ? pazcAttApa karU~ ? hA~, ThIka hai; aba pazcAttApa hI karanA cAhiye / kyoMki vaha kyA nahIM kara sakatA 1 para jise pazcAttApa hotA hI nahIM usake liye vaha kyA kara sakatA hai ? hAya hAya ! yaha kaisI durdazA ! hRdaya ! sacamuca, tU mRtyuke aisA kaThora bana gayA hai ! ro nIcAtmA ! tU mukta honeke liye itanA dhakkamadhakkA kara rahI hai, para pApa- pAzameM hI pha~sI jAtI hai ! de devadUto ! dayA karo, mujhapara dayA karo ! ar3iyala ghuTano ! z2arA jhuka jAo / hRdaya aura nAr3iyo ! ekadama patthara jaise kaThora na bano baccoMkI nasoMkI taraha komala banakara sASTAMga praNipAta karo ! isase saba kAma bana jAyagA / ( jhukakara prArthanA karatA hai | ) ( jayanta praveza karatA hai | ) jayanta - basa, aba mere kAmake liye isase bar3hakara acchA maukA aura kauna milegA ? yaha paramezvarakI prArthanA kara rahA hai; isI samaya isakA khUna kara DAlanA acchA hogA; jisameM vaha sIdhe svarga meM hI calA jAya / para kyA aisA karane se merA badalA cuka jAyagA ? nahIM; isa bAtako pahile acchI taraha soca lenA cAhiye / isa narapizAcane mere pitAkA khUna kiyA hai; isaliye usa khUnake badale meM, maiM apane pitAkA eka hI putra hokara, isa nIcAdhamako svarga meM bheja dUM ? hA ! yaha to usa khUnakA badalA nahIM - pAritoSika kahalAvegA / ima hatyArene aina javAnI meM unakA ekAeka khUna kara DAlA - unheM apane pApoMkA prAyazcitta karane kA bhI avasara na diyA ! isa bAtako sivA usa paramAtmA aura kauna jAna sakatA hai ! para merI samajha meM unake For Private And Personal Use Only 4

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 1 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 124 jayasta [ aMka 3 maste samaya unapara pApapheMkA bojha banA hI rahA hogA ! phira kyA abhI - isIsamaya, jaba ki vaha apane liye svarga jAnekA rAstA sAfa kara rahA hai----usakA khUna kara DAlUM ? isase mere pyAre pitA ke khUnakA badalA - cuka jAyagA ? nahIM, nahIM; isase badalA nahIM cukegA / jaldI karanese sArA kAma bigar3a jAyagA / re khaDga ! khabaradAra, myAnake andara ho jA ! re Atura hAtha ! cala haTa pIche aura isase bhI acchA maukA khoja ! jaba vaha zarAba pIkara soyA ho yA usake naze meM cUra ho, yA pazuke sammAna apane bhAIkI strIse vyabhicAra karane meM magana ho; juvA khelatA ho, jhUThI sauganda khAtA ho yA aisA hI koI aura burA kAma karatA ho jisase vaha mukti na pA sake usa samaya tU aisA pratApa dikhA ki vaha sIdhe narakake sivA aura kahIM na jA ske| haM, ( z2arA socakara ) mA merI rAha dekhatI hogI / ina prArthanAbhate apane vipadmasta jIvana ke dina yaha aura bhI bar3hA rahA hai| ( jAtA hai / ) rA0- ( uThakara ) mere zabda to Upara jA nIce hI bane hue haiN| kyA vicAra rahita zabda sakate haiM ? nahIM, kabhI nahIM / rahe haiM; para vicAra bhI svargataka pahuMca ( jAtA hai / ) cauthA dRzya / sthAna - rAnIkA mahala | -:: rAnI aura dhUrjaTi praveza karate haiN| dhU * * vaha sIdhA yahIM AvegA / dekhiye, usase khUba sAvadhAnI se For Private And Personal Use Only

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balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / mAteM kariye / usase yaha kahiye ki ' dekho jI , aba tumhArA pAgalapana bahuta huA aba use koI nahIM saha sakatA isakA prAyazcitta tumheM Ajataka mila jAtA, para maiM thI, isase tuma Ajataka bace rahe / ' maiM yahIM paradekI Ar3ameM chipA rahatA hU~; usase khUba hilaMmilakara usake manakI bAta samajha liijiye| jayanta-( bhItarase) mA ! mA ! rAnI..jAiye jAiye, vaha A gayA / Apa cintA na kIjiye; bharasaka maiM koI bAta uThA na rkheNgii| (dhUrjaTi paradekI Ar3ameM chipa jAtA hai / ) jayanta praveza karatA hai| ayanta-mA ! kyA bAta hai ? mujhe kisa liye bulAyA hai ? rAnI-jayanta ! tUne apane pitAkA bhArI aparAdha kiyA hai| jayanta-mama ! tUne mere pitAkA bar3A bhArI aparAdha kiyA hai| rAnI- khabaradAra, aisI betukI bAteM na kara / jayanta- khabaradAra, tU bhI aisI nIcatAkI bAteM na kara / rAnI-jayanta ! Ajakala terI kyA hAlata hai ? jayanta-mA ! maiMne kyA kiyA ? rAnI-kyA tU mujhe bhUla gayA ?.. jayanta nahIM nahIM;-bhalA maiM Apako bhUla sakatA hU~! AparAnI haiM, apane patike sage bhAIkI patnI haiM, aura-hAya !-Apa merI mA haiN| rAnI-kyA tU mujhase sIdhI tarahase. na bolegA ? acchA aba maiM unhIMko tere pAsa bheja detI hU~ jinase tU makhamArake sIdhI sIdhI bAteM kregaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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'jayantaH -- [ aMka 3 jayanta-Aiye, yahA~ Aiye / jarA baiTha jAiye / Apa jAtI kahAM haiM ? jabataka ApakI hRdaya kholakara Apako na dikhalA dU~ tabataka Apa yahAMse kahIM nahIM jA sakatI ? rAnI--( Darake sAtha ) aiM ? tU karegA kyA ? kyA merA khUna karegA ? daur3o, daur3o; bacAo, bacAo ! dhU-( bhItarase ) kyA ? daur3o, daur3o; bacAo, bacAo ! jayanta-( talavAra khIMcakara ) kauna ! cUhA ? ( parademeM talavAra ghusAkara ) le, mara, peTake liye mara / dhU0-( bhItarase ) hAya ! marA ! khUna ! (girakara maratA hai|) rAnI-hAya hAya ! yaha tUne kyA kiyA ? jayanta-maiM nahIM jAnatA, maiMne kyA kiyA ? kyA cacAjI to nahIM the ? 'rAnI-hAya hAya ! tUne kaisA nIca aura ghora kAma kiyA ? jayanta-kyA ? nIca aura ghora kAma ! mA! apane patikA khana karake usake sage bhAise zAdI karaneke barAbara nAMca aura ghora ? rAnI--kyA ? patikA ravUna karake ! jayanta-jI hA~ ! mere vehI zabda the / ( paradA uTAkara dhUrjaTiko lAzako khIMca lAtA hai / ) abhAge, utAvale, aura harakAmameM hAtha DAlane vAle pAjo mUrkha ! le, aba tujhe antima rAma rAma karatA huuN| maiM tujhe bhalA AdamI samajhatA thaa| ro aba apane bhAgyapara ! aba to tU jAna gayA hogA ki dUsaroM ke kAmameM dastaMndAjI karanekA kaisA natIjA hotA hai| (rAnIse ) kyoM fajUla rotI ho ? cupa raho, zAnta ho ! Ao, yahA~ baiTho aura tumhArI bhalAI ke liye jo bAta kahU~, For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 4] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 107 use dhyAnase suno / mujhe vizvAsa hai ki tumhArA hRdaya abhI pattharasA kaThora nahIM bana gayA hai aura na usapara durvyasanoMkA itanA gaharA asara hI par3A hai ki tuma vivekakA koI khyAla na krogii| rAnI--ayanta ! maiMne aisA kaunasA burA kAma kiyA ki tuma mujhe itanI kaThora bAteM sunAte ho| . ___jayanta-tUne ? tUne hI to sArA satyAnAza kiyA; aura ulTe mujhase hI pUcha rahI ho ki 'maiMne aisA kaunasA burA kAma kiyA' ? dhikkAra hai tere jIvanako ! tujhe to cullU bhara pAnImeM DUba maranA cAhiye / tUne aisA kAma kiyA hai ki jisase sArI kulIna striyoMko lajita hokara sira jhukAnA par3atA hai / tUne aisA kAma kiyA hai ki jisase striyoMkA satIdharma logoM ko nirA pAkhaNDa jAna par3atA hai / tUne aisA kAma kiyA hai ki jisase pati patnIke premakI pavitratA naSTa hokara use bhayaGkararUpa AgayA hai; aura vivAha samayakI saugandeM juAriyoMkI sauganheM jAna par3atI haiN| Aha ! tere aura kyA kyA aparAdha batAU~ ! tUne vaha kAma kiyA hai jisase vivAha aura dharmakI pavitratA jAtI rahI ! unameM aba koI artha na rahA ! tere isa pApakarmako dekhakara paramAtmAne rudra rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai; aura sArI sRSTi pralayake bhayase thara thara kAMpa rahI hai| - rAnI-maiMne aisA kaunasA aparAdha kiyA hai jisase saMsArameM itanI khalabalI maca gayI ? .. jayanta-yaha citra dekha aura isa citrako bhI dekha / donoM bhAiyoMkI ye hUbahU tasabIre haiM ! dekha, isa lalATa kI tejasvitA, ye kRSNa kezapAza, yaha mardakI chAtI, ye teja:puMja netra, yaha ravAya, yaha bAnA aura yaha tejasvitA ! mAno gaganacuMvita zailAzaravarapara For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 jayanta-. [ aMka 3 solahoM kalAoMse camakatA huA yaha caMdramA hI hai ! vidhAtAne mAnoM apamA ghaTanAcAturya dikhAneke liye yaha sauMdarthamaya mAnavamUrti nirmita kI hai ; tere saubhAgyase tujhe yaha vara milA / aba yaha citra dekha; yaha terA aba pati hai ; jaise anAja kA sar3A huA bAla pAsake aura acche bAloMko barabAda kara detA hai ; isa pApIne vaise hI apane bar3e aura nirogI bhAIko maravA DAlA / kyA tujhe A~kheM nahIM haiM ? usa madanako chor3a kara isa kAlakUTako kaise gale lagAyA ? prabala kAmakA vega isakA kAraNa kahUM to yaha bhI nahIM ho sakatA; kyoMki aba terI vaha vayas nahIM hai / isa kyasmeM kAmapara vicArakA svAmitva rahatA hai / akala, hAM tujhameM akala bhI hai; nahIM to terA eka kAma bhI na banatA / kyA tU pAgala ho gayI hai ? para pAgala bhI to aisI bhUla nahIM karate ; aura phira usakI buddhimeM kitanA hI bhrama kyoM na ho jAya, bhalA burA samajhanekI kucha zAkta avazya hotI hai / to aisI kuvAsanA kahAMse utpanna huI ? vaha kauna cuDaila yA DAina hai jisake vazameM Akara tUne ghora pApa kara DAlA / terI AMkheM, kAna nAka, muMha hAtha kyA zarIrakI sArI iMdriyAM naSTa ho gayIM ? eka hI iMdriyameM pharka par3atA to aisI bhUla na hotii| dhik ! aba bhI zarama nahIM AtI ! arI kAmavAsanA ! isa DhalatI umra meM jaba isake zarIrameM terI itanI dhadhaka hai to phira jinakA zarIra yauvanase pUrNa hai unameM terI bhasmakara pravRtti eka bhI sadguNa svAhA honese na bacane detI hogI ! aura phira yuvA usake liye kyoM doSI hoM : jaba maraghaTakI rAha calanevAloMkA yaha hAla hai to abase vyabhicAra karanevAle yuvAoMko doSa denA anucita hai| rAnI- jayanta, aba basa karo / tere isa bhASaNase merI A~kheM For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 4] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 109 khulI aura maiM apanA pApa dekha rahI hUM / aba mata bola; merA zarIra andarase jala uThA hai| maiMne jo pApa kiyA hai usakA dAga kaise sApha karUM? nahIM ; usako nahIM dho sakatI ! hAya ! maiM kaisI nIca pApIna hUM ! jayanta-dagAbAja, khUnI aura lUTerA ! berahama, harAmI, cAMDAla ! tere pahile patikI yogyatAkA bIsavAM hissA bhI isa nIcameM nahIM hai ! rAjakalaMka / kulakalaMka ! rAja aura adhikAra curAnevAle kAyara DAka ! isa harAmIne mere pitamakA snajaDIta mukuTa apane zirapara bekhaTake rakha liyA ! rAnI-jAne do; aba kucha na kaho / jayanta yaha rAjA banA hai ! citharoM aura dhajiyoMkA rAjA hai ! (bhUtakA praveza) he AkAzastha gaMdharvakinnaro! isa anAtha bAlakapara kRpA karo ! yaha darzanIya rUpa dhAraNakara isa samaya tU yahAM kisa liye AyA hai ! rAnI-hare Izvara ! yaha pAgala ho gayA ! jayanta-kyA tU yaha kahaneke liye AyA hai ki samaya bIta calA aura abhItaka terI kaThora AzAkA pAlana nahIM huA ? bola, merA sandeha dUra kr| bhUta-maiMne jo tujhase kahA hai vaha mata bhUlanA / idhara vaha bAta tere khvAlameM ho zAyada na rahI isaliye tAkIda dene AyA ! para dekha, udhara dekha, terI mAkA kyA hAla ho gayA ! jA, use samajhA bujhA kara rAhapara se A / kamajora dilako kalpanA bahuta jalda bahakAlI hai| jA, usase bola / jayanta-mAtAjI, kahiye, ApakA kyA hAla hai ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [ aMka-3 rAnI-terA yaha kyA hAla hai ? kyA bAta hai ? kisase bAta karatA hai ? havAse ? aisI AMkheM phAr3akara kyoM dekhatA hai ? aura aisA kA~pa kyoM rahA hai ? badanapara yo rogaTe kyoM khar3e hue / pyAre jayanta ; ghabarA mata ; dhIraja mata chor3a ; mana ThikAne lA; soca ! are kyA dekhatA hai ? jayanta-use, use ! dekha, dekha, usakA ceharA kitanA phIkA par3a gayA hai ! usake duHkhake kAraNa aura usakA ceharA dekhakara patthara bhI pighala jAyagA / merI tarapha mata dekha ; kyoMki terA dIna ceharA dekhakara merA nizcaya Age nahIM bar3hatA / mujhe jo kAma karanA hai vaha Darakara na hogA; usake lie kasAIkI niThuratA cAhiye / AMsU nahIM-khUna bahAnA hai| rAnI-yaha saba kisase kaha rahe ho ? / jayanta-kyA vahAM tU kucha bhI nahIM dekhatI ! rAnI-nahIM, kucha nahIM / jo hai use dekhatI hU~ ; nahIMko kaiMsa dekheM ? jayanta-tUne kucha sunA bhI nahIM ! rAnI-apanI bAtoMko chor3a aura kucha nahIM / jayanta-kyA ? kucha nahIM dekhA ? dekha dekha, yaha dekha ! kaisa dhIre dhIre jA rahA hai ! mere pitA, jIte hue jaisI pozAka pahinate the uso pozAkameM Aye haiM / kyA tUne nahIM dekhA ? dekha dekha, unhoMne daravAjeke bAhara kadama rkhaa| (bhUta jAtA hai / ) / rAnI-yaha sArA terA bhrama hai| bhramase na jAne kyA kyA bAte dikhalAI detI haiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 4 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 111 jayanta-bhrama ! tumhArI jaisI merI nAr3I bhI ThIka cala rahI hai-usameM koI pharka nahIM / maiMne jo kucha kahA sahI sahI kahA koI pAgalapanakI bAta na kahI / yadi tumheM vizvAsa na ho to kaho maiM phira una bAtoMko vaisedI doharA duuN| kyA pAgala aisA kara sakatA hai ? apane kukarma chipAne ke liye merA kahanA pAgalapanakI bakavAda mata jAno / apanA aparAdha Apa na dekhogI to sArA zarIra sar3a jAyagA -- usameM kIr3e par3eMge | Izvarake sAmane apane aparAdha kabUla karo; kiyepara pachatAo; AgekI sudha lo; aura apane aparAdhoMko chipAne kI ceSTA kara aparAdhapara aparAdha mata karo / isa saccI salAhake liye mujhe mApha karo; kyoMki samaya hI aisA viparIta hai ki sajjanoM ko durjana se mAphI mAMganI par3atI hai- nahIM nahIM - kAma par3anepara unakI jUtiyA~bhI uThAne ke liye taiyAra rahanA par3atA hai / 1 rAnI - hA ! jayanta ! merA kalejA kATakara tUne usake Tukar3e kara DAle | jayanta--acchA to kharAba Tukar3A pheMka do, acchekI sohabata karo | maiM jAtA hUM; para mere cAcAke kamare meM na jAnA / agara tumameM vaha guNa na bhI ho to kamase kama vaha logoMko mAlUma na honA cAhiye / isa nIca DhoMgase nIca AdateM apanIsI ho jAtI haiMunase phira mana becaina nahIM hotA - sahI hai; para aise DhoMgase eka phAyadA yaha hai ki logoM meM beijatI nahIM hotI / koziza karo to saba kucha bana jAyagA / kyoMki abhyAsase mana ThikAne A jAtA haisvabhAva palaTa jAtA hai-- burI AdateM chUTa bhI jAtI haiM / acchA, jAtA hUM / apanA svabhAva, apanI Adata chur3AnekI jaba tumheM icchA maiM * For Private And Personal Use Only

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312 jayanta [aMka 3 hogI, aura jaba tuma Izvarase prArthanA karogI taba maiM bhI apanI mA tumase bAlakakI taraha AzIsa mAMgUgA / (dhUrjaTikI tarapha izArA kara ) isa becArepara mujhe bar3I rahama AtI hai; para kyA karUM ? paramAtmAhI cAhatA hai ! usIkI icchAse isa duSTane mujhe kaSTa diye; aba usIkI icchA hai ki maiM isakI khabara luuN| aba ise gAr3anekI phikra karatA huuN| tuma mata ddro| maiM isakA jimmevAra huuN| maiM jo itanA niThura ho rahA hUM isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki phira hama logoMmeM sneha banA rahe / pahile duHkha phira sukha-isImeM Ananda hai| para hAM, maiM tumase eka bAta kaha detA hU~ / rAnI-kyA ? jayanta-tumase jo karaneke liye kahA hai vaha kabhI na karanA / vaha nazaila Aja tumase milegA--bar3e premakI bAteM karegA-phira tuma usake kamaremeM jAogI / vahAM "prANapriyA' kahakara vaha mIThI mIThI bAteM karegA; gAlapara hAtha pheregA; cuMbana legA, gale lgaavegaa| phira kyA pUchanA hai tumhArA dila pAnI pAnI ho jAyagA / aura jaba vaha dagAbAz2a tumase pUchegA to tuma yaha kahogI ki "jayanta sacamucameM pAgala nahIM hai; usane pAgalapanakA svAMga liyA hai" aura jo jo bAteM abhI huI usakA bhIrattI rattI hAla kaha dogI, isameM sandeha nahIM / basa, aisAhI karanA cAhiye; kyoMki Apa jaisI sundara, gaMbhIra aura buddhimatI rAnI aise meMDhaka, aise mazahUra camagAdar3a aura aise nAmI kauese itane mahatvakI bAta kaise chipA sakatI haiM ? kabhI nahIM ! bhalA aisA kAma kauna kare ! apanI akalako havA khAne meja dIjiye; gaMbhIratAko talAka de dIjiye ; aura dUsareke kAryameM vighna DAlaneke liye koI aisI tadabIra kIjiye ki ApahI kI nAka kaTe / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 4] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 113 rAnI--jayanta ! mujhapara vizvAsa rakha / jo kucha tUne mujhase kahA hai usameMkA eka zabda bhI maiM muMhase na nikaaluuNgii| jayanta-mujhe zvetadvIpa bhejanekA manasUbA huA hai / jAnatI ho ? rAnI-hAM hAM, maiM bilakula bhUla gayI thii| yaha nizcaya ho cukA thaa| jayantazvetadvIpake mahArAjako bhejaneke liye kharItA likha gayA hai-usapara muhara bhI laga cukI hai / aura mere sAtha mere bacapanake do mitra naya aura vinaya jAya~ge / maiM jitanA vizvAsa jaharIle sAMpapara karatA hUM utanA hI inapara karatA huuN| maiM kyA karUM ? ye jaisI cAla caleMge vaisI mujhe bhI calanI pdd'egii| koI paravAha nahIM / ve apanI kulhAr3I Apa apane pairoMpara mAra leMge-unhIMkI phajIhata hogI / bar3A acchA tamAzA hogA / bAta bar3ha gayI hai-bar3hane dIjiye; maiM jarA aura bar3ha kara khabara lUMgA / eka pattharase do cir3iyoMko girAnA bhI hunara hai / (dhUrjaTi) yaha buDhA mujha hI ko nigala jAnA cAhatA thA / aba isakI ThaTharIkI gaTharI usa kamaremeM jA gAr3a duuN| acchA to, mAtAjI, maiM Apase vidA hotA huuN| yaha buDhDhA jaba jItA thA to isakI jabAna belagAma ho gayI thii| aba yaha kaisA zAnta aura gaMbhIra bana gayA hai ! caliye, mahAzaya, aba ApakI AkhirI khAtira kara dUM / mAtAjI, jAtA huuN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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114 [ aMka 4 jayantacauthA aNk| -:0:- -- pahilA dRzya / sthAna-rAjabhavanakA eka kamarA / sajA, rAnI, naya aura vinayakA praveza / rA0-priye ! tuma aisI ThaMDhI sAMsa kyoM le rahI ho ? kaho, kyA huA ! mujhe batAnemeM koI cintA nahIM hai / tumhArA jayanta kahA~ hai ? rAnI-mahAzayo ! thor3I derake liye Apa loga bAhara jAiye ; hameM kucha gupta bAteM karanI haiM / (naya aura vinaya jAte haiN|) hAya ! prANanAtha ! Aja maiMne bar3I vicitra ghaTanA dekhii| rA0-vicitra ghaTanA ? jayantakI tabiyata to acchI hai ? rAnI--mahArAja ! AMdhI Anepara samudrakI jo dazA hotI hai ;. basa, ThIka usakI isa samaya vahI dazA hai| maiM use usake pAgalapanakA kAraNa pUcha rahI thI ki bIcahImeM parademeM kisIkI AvAz2a sunAI pdd'ii| AvAja sunate hI jhaTa myAnase talavAra nikAla 'cUhA cUhA' kahakara vaha cillA uThA aura pAgalapanakI laharameM usane usa bicAre buDDhekI hatyA kara ddaalii| rA0-Aha ! yaha kaisA ghora kAma ! yadi usa samaya maiM hI valA hotA to merI bhI vahI dazA hotI ! ise svatantra chor3a denese, kyA mero, kyA tumhArI aura kyA kisI aurakI-haraeka manuSyakI jAnako khatarA hai| hAya ! aba isa ghora karmakA kyA uttara diyA jAyagA ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 1 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 115. sArA doSa mere hI mAthe AvegA / loga yahI kaheMge ki pAgalako inhoMne svatantra kyoM chor3a diyA ; bandhanameM kyoM nahIM rakkhA ? hAya ! premapAzameM phaMsakara hama logoMne usa ora durlakSya kiyA; bahuta burA kiyA | badanAmI ke Darase chipAyA huA bhayaGkara roga jaise prANako le bItatA hai, vese hI isa pAgalapanakA roga chipA kara hama jAna bUjhakara apanI durdazA kara rahe haiN| qhaira, vaha gayA kahA~ ? rAnI--usa lAzako lekara kahIM gAr3ane gayA hai / nAtha ! usakA pAgalapana kucha vicitra hai ! usane pAgalapanakI laharameM unheM mAra DAlA sahI, para pIche se apane kiyepara rone aura pachatAne lagA / lohe kI khAnameM jaise sonA bIcahI meM camaka uThatA hai vaise hI pAgalapana meM usakI buddhi bIcahI meM camakane lagatI hai / rA0-- acchA, Ao caleM / saberA hote hI maiM use kahIM videza bheja dUMgA / aba isa nIca kAmako hameM apane adhikArabalase yA kisI aura yuktise chipAnA cAhiye / vinaya ! ( naya aura vinaya phira praveza karate haiM / ) mitro ! jayantane apanI mAke mahalameM hamAre mantrI dhUrjaTikA khUna kiyA, aura unakI lAzako vaha kahIM ghasITa le gayA hai; isaliye tuma donoM apane sAtha kucha dUta lekara jAo, aura usa lAyakA patA lagAkara use smazAna meM le calo / jayantase DA~Ta DapaTa na karanAse bAteM karo / acchA, aba jaldI jAo / (naya aura vinaya jAte haiM / ) priye ! calo caleM ; aura apane rAjanItijJa mitroMko bulAkara jo ghaTanA huI vaha, aura aba Age hamArA vicAra kyA hai vaha, unheM kaheM aura unakI sammati lekara kAma kareM / yaha sahI hai ki topake golekI taraha badanAmIkA jaharIlA tIra bhI nizAnapara jA giratA hai For Private And Personal Use Only - sabhyatA ----

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 116 jayanta [aMka 4 aura apanA kAma karatA hai / para yaha bhI saMbhava hai ki vaha tIra hamAre pAsa na pahu~cakara rAhameM-havAmeM hI-ThaMDA par3a jAya aura hama loga baca jAya / calo, aba caleM, merA mana becaina hai| (jAte haiN|) dUsarA dRshy| sthAna-rAjabhavanakA dUsarA kamarA / -:: jayanta praveza karatA hai| jayanta-mukI vyavasthA to ho cukI / naya, vinaya-( bhItarase ) mahArAja ! jayantakumAra ! jayanta-(dabI AvAjameM ) aiM ? kauna pukAratA hai ? (z2orase) kauna hai ? mujhe kauna pukAratA hai ? acchA, ye loga haiM / (naya aura vinaya praveza karate haiN|) naya-mahArAja ! vaha lAza kyA huI ? jayanta-miTTIkI thI, miTTImeM mila gii| naya-mahArAja ! vaha kahA~ hai, batalA dIjiye, jisameM hamaloga use smazAnameM le jAya / jayanta-tumheM vizvAsa hai ? naya-kisa bAtakA ? jayanta-apanI bAta chor3a tumhArA kahanA mAna la~gA, isa bAtakA / aura, jAojI, tumhAre jaise potanoMkI bAtoMkA rAjakumAra uttara nahIM detaa| naya-mahArAja ! mujhe Apa potanA kahate haiM ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 3 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 117 vaise jayanta - phira kyA kahU~ ? jaise cUlhekA potanA pAnI sokhatA hai tuma loga bhI rAjAkI khuzAmada karake unase inAma aura bar3I bar3I aphasarI lene meM baDe ustAda ho / para aise aphasara antameM rAjAke bar3e kAma Ate haiM / jaise bandara kisI cIjako eka dama mu~ha meM bhara letA i hai aura bhUkha laganepara use peTake havAle karatA hai vaise hI rAjA tuma logoMko pahile apanAye rahate haiM aura jarUrata par3ane para cUsa lete haiM / sIliye kahatA hUM ki, potano ! tuma loga pahile jaise anta meM bhI sUkhe bane rahoge / naya - mahArAja ! maiM ApakA matalaba nahIM samajhA / jayanta--acchI bAta hai / mUrkha loga yuktivAdako kyA samajheM ? naya - - mahArAja ! lAza kahA~ hai, yaha batalA dIjiye; aura hamAre tha mahArAjake pAsa caliye / jayanta --- rAjA lAza ho jAtA hai; para lAza rAjA nahIM hotI / jA eka cIz2a hai vina0 - ' cIz2a ' ? jayanta - yA kaho, kucha bhI nahIM hai| acchA, mujhe le calo / sArA A~kha mu~dauvalakA khela hai / tIsarA dRzya / sthAna -- rAjabhavanakA eka dUsarA kamarA ! rAjA aura sevaka praveza karate haiM / rAjA -- jayantakA aura dhUrjaTikI lAzakA patA lagAne ke liye For Private And Personal Use Only

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118 jayanta [ aMka 4 maiMne kucha dUta bheja diye haiM / usakA manamAnA kAma karanA bar3A bhayaGkara hai ! tisapara bhI hama use ucita daNDa nahIM de sakate ; kyoMki mUrkha logoMkA usapara bar3A prema hai jo yukti aura nyAyako kucha nahIM sunate, A~khoM dekhI bAta mAnate haiM / aura jahA~ yaha bAta hai vahA~ aparAdhIko diyA huA daNDa logoMkI A~khoMmeM khaTakatA hai-aparAdhako koI nahIM socatA / aise janApavAdase bacaneke liye use videza bheja denA hI acchA hai / basa, ThIka hai ; 'viSasya viSamauSadham ' / . (naya praveza karatA hai|) kyoM ? kucha patA lagA ? naya-mahArAja ! usa lAzakA kucha bhI patA nahIM lagatA / rA0-acchA, jayanta kahA~ hai ? naya-mahArAja ! ve bAhara haiM ; maiM ApakI AjJA lene AyA huuN| rA0-le Ao mere sAmane / naya-vinaya ! mahArAjako bhItara le aao| . ( jayanta aura vinaya praveza karate haiM / ) rA-jayanta ! dhUrjaTi kahA~ haiM ? jayanta-bhojanameM magana haiM / rA0-bhojanameM magana haiM ? kahA~ ? jayanta--aisI jagaha nahIM jahA~ ve bhojana karate hoM kintu usa jagaha haiM jahA~ ve svayaM bhojana bana baiThe haiM / sAre buddhimAn aura catura kor3oMne milakara becAre dhUrjaTiko apanI khurAka banA liyA hai / ye kor3e ucca padArtha khAnemeM to saranAma haiM / isa viSayameM inakI barAbarI karane vAlA dUsarA koI bhI prANI na hogA / hama loga apane liye aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 3] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| aura jAnavara pAlate haiM ; aura apanA zarIra kIr3oMke liye posate haiM / ina kIr3oMke liye kyA moTA tAz2A rAjA aura kyA dubalA patalA bhikhArI donoM ekasA haiM / yadi kucha bheda hai to basa itanA hI, ki eka pUrI aura dUsarI kacaurI / basa, antameM sabakI yahI gati hai| rA0-hA: ! jayanta.--kIr3e rAjAko khA jAte haiM, machalI kIDoMko khAtI hai, aura bhikhamaGge machalI khAte haiN| rA0--phira ? tumhArA matalaba kyA hai ? jayanta-kucha nahIM ; maiMne kevala yahI dikhalAyA ki rAjA mahArAjA bhikhamaGgoMkI aMtar3iyoMmeMse hokara kaise bAhara Ate haiN| rA.--khaira, yaha to kaho dhUrjaTi kahA~ haiM / jayanta-svargameM / kisI dUtako vahAM DhUMDhane bheja dIjiye / agara vahAM patA na laga sakA to narakameM DhUMDhane Apako hI jAnA pdd'egaa| aura saca bAta yaha hai ki yadi eka mahIneke bhItara Apako unakA patA na lagAno sor3hIparase barAmademeM jAte hue Apako unakI mahaka aavegii| rA.-( naukaroMse ) jAo, eka bAra vahAM bhI khojo| __ jayanta-Dariye mata, jabataka Apa nahIM jAyaMge tabataka ve vahAMse bhAga nahIM sakate / ( naukara jAte haiN| ) rA-jayanta ! tumhAre isa bhayaGkara kAmakA hameM bar3A duHkha hai| khAsa kara tumheM bacAneke liye hamane yaha tadabIra socI hai ki aba bahuta jalda tumako yahAMse kahIM videza bheja diyA jAya ; isa liye aba tuma zvetadvIpa jAneke liye taiyyAra ho jAo / jahAja taiyyAra hai ; havA For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 jayanta [aMka 4 anukUla hai; aura tumhAre sAtha jAnevAle sAthI bhI sajja hokara baiThe haiM; tAtparya, isa samaya sArA saraMjAma ThIka hai / jAo, aba dera na karo / jayanta-kahAM ? zvetadvIpa ? raa0--haaN| jayanta-acchI bAta hai| rA0--hamAre uddezyako socoge to jarUra kahoge ki isake sivA aura koI acchI tadabIra hI nahIM hai| jayanta-ApakA uddezya samajhanekI zakti paramAtmAke sivA aura kisameM ho sakatI hai ? khaira, zvetadvIpa na ? acchA, jAtA hUM , mA ! rA0 mA nahIM, pitaa| jayanta-mA ! pitA aura mAtA arthAt pati aura patnI / patnI patikI ardhAGginI kahalAtI hai / isaliye kahatA hUM, mA ! AzA do, jAtA huuN| ( jAtA hai|) rA0-(naya aura vinayase ) jAo, usake sAtha sAtha jaao| dera na karo ; jahA~taka ho jalda use jahAz2apara baiThA do| maiM cAhatA hUM, vaha Aja rAtako hI yahA~se ravAnA ho jAya / isa viSayameM jo kucha vyavasthA karanI thI saba ho cukI hai / jAo, aba dera na kro| (naya aura vinaya jAte haiM) he zevatadvIpAdhIza ! balabhadrakI zakti aura vIratAkA tumheM bhalI bhAMti paricaya hai| dahazatase tumane isakI adhInatA svIkAra kara lI hai| aisI avasthAmeM isakI mitratAkA anAdara karate hue tumheM merI AzA bhajana karanI caahiye| maiMne kharItemeM likha bhejA hai ki jayantako phauran mAra DAlanA / he rAjan ! isa kAmameM jarA bhI sustI na ho / isake For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 4 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 121 jIvita rahanese maiM ananta vedanAeM bhoga rahA hUM; isaliye kahatA hUM ki use mAra kara ina vedanAoMse mujhe bacAo / jabataka maiM usake maranekI khabara na suna lUMgA tabataka merA mana becaina hI banA rahegA / ( jAtA hai / ) 0 cauthA dRzya / sthAna- sar3aka yudhAjita, eka kaptAna aura kucha sipAhI kavAyada karate hue praveza karate haiM / yudhA0 - kaptAna sAhaba ! Apa balabhadrake mahArAjake pAsa jAkara pahile merA salAma kaha dIjiye aura phira yaha kahiye ki vAdeke anusAra yudhAjita Apake rAjyameMse apanI senA lejAnekI AzA cAhatA hai| Apa jAnate hI haiM par3Ava kahAM DAlA jAyagA / aura mahArAjase yaha bhI kaha dIjiye ki yadi Apa unase milanA cAhate hoM to ve khuda bhI darabAra meM hAjira ho sakate haiM / 1 kaptAna --- bahuta acchA, sarakAra ! abhI jAtA hUM / yudhA0 - kucha sipAhiyoM ko sAtha le ArAmase jAnA ( yudhAjita aura sipAhI jAte haiM ) ( jayanta, naya, vinaya aura kucha sevaka praveza karate haiM / ) jayanta--kyauM mahAzaya ! yaha kisakI senA hai ? kaptAna - janAba ! yaha zAkadvIpakI senA hai / jayanta - kyA Apa kaha sakate haiM ki yaha senA kisaliye bhejI gaI hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 4 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 123 I hAH ! badalA na cukAneke viSaya meM maiM hara taraha se doSI banatA hU~ / agara manuSya apanA sArA samaya aura buddhi sonemeM aura khAne meM hI naSTa kare to usameM aura pazumeM phira bheda hI kyA raha jAyagA ? paramAtmAne hameM viveka, bala aura buddhi dI hai; parantu yAda rahe, ve durupayoga karaneke liye nahIM haiN| kisI bAtapara adhika vicAra karanA yaha laNThakA lakSaNa hai / aise dIrgha vicAroMmeM eka hissA buddhimAnIkA aura tIna hisse kAyaratA ke hote haiN| maiM nahIM samajhatA ki kisI kAma ke liye kAraNa, icchA, bala aura sAdhana rahanepara bhI vaha kAma mujhase nahIM ho sakA, yaha kahaneke liye hama kyoM jIte haiM-mara kyauM nahIM jAte ? z2amIna ke jarAse TukaDeke liye prANoM ko tuccha samajhanevAle hajAroM manuSyoM ke udAharaNa mere sAmane maujUda haiM to bhI mujhe lajjA nahIM AtI / dekhiye, yaha sukumAra rAjakumAra itanI bhArI senA lekara yuddha ke liye raNa-kSetrameM jA rahA hai / pavitra mahatvAkAMkSAse usakA mana majabUta ho gayA hai; isIse usake bhayaGkara pariNAmakA ise tanika bhI Dara nahIM lagatA; aura z2arAsI jamIna ke liye dhana aura zarIra Adi nAzamAna vastuoMko tuccha samajhatA hai / bar3appanakA yaha lakSaNa nahIM hai ki jabataka sirapara khUba jUtiyA~ na paDeM tabataka vaha cupacApa baiThA rahe; kintu jahA~ mAna apamAnakA prazna ho vahA~ choTI moTI bAtoMke liye bhI lar3a jAnA cAhiye; isIko bar3appana kahate haiM / aba z2arA merI hAlatako sociye; mere pitAkA khUna kiyA gayA aura mAkA satItva naSTa huA jisase merA khUna andara hI andara jala rahA hai to bhI mujhe isakI kucha bhI zarama nahIM / re bezarama Darapoka ! dekha, eka bittAbhara jamInake liye eka nahIM bIsa haz2Ara manuSya apanI ijjata AbarU ke sAmane prANoMko tuccha samajhakara kabra meM sone kI taiyyArI kara rahe haiM / kana kyA hai mAnoM unake ArAma karanekA For Private And Personal Use Only

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124 jayanta [ aMka 4 palaMga hai ! hA: ! jisa jamInake liye ye loga kaTa mareMge vaha jamIna inakI kabroMke liye bhI kAphI nahIM hai / ThIka hai; basa, aba Ajase badalA cukAnekA vicAra choDa aura koI vicAra na kruuNgaa| (jAtA hai|) pA~cavA~ dRzya / sthAna-rAjabhavanakA eka kamarA / rAnI, vizAlAkSa aura eka bhadrapuruSa praveza karate haiN| rAnI-maiM usase na bolNgii| bha.pu0-vaha bilkula pAgala ho gaI-use kucha bhI hoza nahIM hai / usakI dazA dekha baDA duHkha hotA hai| rAnI-use kyA huA hai ? bha.pu0-vaha apane pitAke viSayameM kucha bakatI hai; aura kahatI ki saMsArameM jo vicitra bAteM ho rahI haiM una sabakA mujhe patA lagA hai| Aha bharatI hai, chAtI pITatI hai aura rAhameM par3e ghAsa pAtako tuccha samajhakara kucalatI hai| usakI bAtoMkA pUrA pUrA matalaba samajhameM nahIM AtA to bhI sunanevAle usakA manamAnA matalaba lagA lete haiM / usakA ghabarAyA huA ceharA, vicitra cAla aura bhAva dekha logoMko apanI 2 kalpanA saca mAlUma hotI hai / sArAMza, usakI dIna dazAse aura to kucha bhI ThIka patA nahIM lagatA, para yaha sApha mAlUma hotA hai ki usake hRdayameM koI bhayaMkara coTa avazya pahuMcI hai| vizA.-rAnI sAhaba ! agara Apa usase bolatI to acchA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 125 hotaa| kyoMki zaharake guMDe isa viSayameM na jAne kyA kyA gapa uddaaveNge| rAnI - acchA, use yahA~ le Ao / ( vizAlAkSa jAtA hai ) hA ! merI kaisI burI dazA hai ! pApI antaHkaraNakA svabhAva hI hai ki use z2arA jarAsI bAtoMkA bhI bahuta Dara mAlUma hotA hai / daladala meM phaMse hue manuSyakIsI pApiyoMkI dazA hotI hai / jyoM jyoM vaha usameMse nikalane kI ceSTA karatA hai tyoM tyoM vaha usameM aura bhI phaMsatA jAtA hai / ( kamalAko liye vizAlAkSa praveza karatA hai ) kamalA - balabhadrakI sundara rAnI kahAM hai ? rAnI - kamalA ! kaisI tabiyata hai / kamalA -- ( gAtI hai ) rAga sohanI / kaise maiM jAnU~ tore premakI sacAI / tUne sUrata nahiM jogIkI banAI || kaise 0 // jaTA na tere bikharIM sira, nahiM aMga bhabhUta ramAI / paga na khar3AUM, kara na kamaMDalu daMDa na deta dikhAI // kaise0 // rAnI - hAya ! kamalA, isa gAne kA matalaba kyA hai ? --- kamalA--matalaba ! Apa matalaba pUchatI haiM ? suniye / (gAtI hai) kuTila kAla saba diyo chuDAI / vAke sIsa ghAsa jami AI // komala caranana Upara dekho bhArI silA dinhI hAya dabAI // -kamalA ! rAnI kamalA -- hAtha jor3atI hU~, suniye| (gAtI hai ) ujjvala barpha samAna puSpamaya vAke tana paTa diyo or3hAI / ( rAjA praveza karatA hai / ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta [aMka 4 rAnI-hAya ! prANanAtha ! dekhiye, isakI kyA dazA ho gaI ! kamalA-( gAtI hai) snAna karAI prema-A~sunasoM dharatI bica diyo vAhi sovAI // rA.-kamalA, kaisI tabiyata hai ? kamalA--acchI hai / paramezvara kare ApakA bhalA ho ! kahate haiM, ahilyA zilA ho gaI thii| mahArAja ! hama loga yaha to jAnate haiM ki hama kyA haiM, para kyA hoMge vaha nahIM jAnate / Izvara Apako sukhI rakkhe / rA0-( svagata ) isake dilameM pitAkA khyAla banA hai| kamalA-mahArAja ! jAne dIjiye, isa bAtako hI chor3a dIjiye / agara koI pUche ki isakA matalaba kyA hai to yaha kahiye:-(gAtI hai|) ThumarI khammAca / maiM AU~gI maiM AU~gI piyA tore pAsa / kAheko hota udAsa // piyA milanako kAlha sukhada dinabanU kumArI byAhanake dinahona premikA vyAkula hai mana pyAre karo bizvAsa // rA0-isakI yaha dazA kabase huI ? kamalA-aba saba kucha ThIka ho jaaygaa| dhIraja rakhanA caahiye| usa becAreko ThaNThI jamInameM sulA diyA; yaha soca mujhe sivA roneke aura kucha nahIM sUjhatA / sArI bAta mere bhAIke kAnoMtaka pahu~ja jAyagI ; aura isa liye Apake acche upadezake liye maiM dhanyavAda detI hU~ / Are ghor3e A / jAtI hU~ , rAnI sAhaba, namaste, jAtI hU~, namaste, namaste / ( jAtI hai / ) For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| rA-vizAlAkSa ! usake sAtha sAtha jAo; aura usapara nigAha rkkho| (vizAlAkSa jAtA hai|) ___ati duHkhakA yahI pariNAma hotA hai / pitAkI mRtyu honese hI use yaha dazA prApta huI hai / priye viSaye ! java vipattiyAM AtI haiM taba ve akelI nahIM AtI-dalabalake sahita Akara manuSyapara AkramaNa karatI haiM / pahilI bAta yaha hai ki usakA pitA mArA gayA; dUsare tumhAre putrako usake bhayaGkara upadravoMke kAraNa videza bhejanA par3A; dhUrjaTikI mRtyuke viSayameM logoMkA khyAla kucha aura hI ho gayA hai, jisase ve manamAnI gapa lar3A rahe haiM / usake khUnakA binA yogya nyAya kiye jhaTa paTa use gAr3a gUDa kinAre kiyA / isI aksarapara vicArI kamalAkA kveika jAtA rahA-vaha pAgala ho gii| jisameM viveka nahIM vaha citra yA pazuke barAbara hai / itanephara bhI maiM himmata na hAratA ; para sunA hai ki usakA bhAI candrasena uttAlase cupacApa lauTa AyA hai aura pitAkI akasmAt mRtyu ho jAnese bahuta duHkhI ho gayA hai; aura zaharake nirudyogI logoMne bhI unakI mRtyuke viSayameM jhUTha saca bAteM kahakara usake kAna bharanemeM bAkI nahIM chor3A / khUnIkA ThIka ThIka patA na laganese loga mujhe hI aparAdhI batalA rahe haiM / priye ! ina saba bAtoMse jAna par3atA hai ki isa samaya maiM pratyakSa topake muhAnepara khar3A huuN| (bhItara zora hotA hai| ) rAnI-Aha ! yaha kaisA zora hai ? rA0-kahA~ haiM mere rajapUta sipAhI ? unase kaha do, phATakapara khUba sAvadhAnIse paharA deM / ( eka bhadra puruSa praveza karatA hai / ) kyoMjI, yaha kaisA zoragula sunAI par3atA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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128 [aMka4 - bhavpuka-mahArAja ! baciye, bciye| kSubdha sAgara jisa vegase nagarake nagara nigala jAtA hai usI vegase candrasena lucce aura badamAzoMkI sahAyatAse Apake adhikAriyoMko bedama kastA huA idhara hI A rahA hai ! rAjavidrohI usIko apanA svAmI kahakara pukArate haiM / jidhara dekhiye udhara hI andhAdhunda kAravAI dikhAI detI hai| kyA choTA kyA bar3A, unakI dRSTimeM saba samAna ho gaye haiM / dahazata, sabhyatA aura rIti rivAjoMkA mAnoM unheM abataka gandha bhI nahIM huA hai| jAna par3atA hai ki samasta saMsAra abhI bAlyAvasthAmeM hI hai / zaharake sAre badamAza hAtha uThA uThAkara yahI cillA rahe haiM ki basa, candrasena hI rAjA ho-hama usIko apanA rAjA banAyeMge / inake aise zorase sArA AkAza gUMja uThA hai ! rAnI-vAha ! kyA bAta hai ! balabhadrake kutto ! binA zikAra pahicAne hI itane ba~ka rahe ho ? rA0--zAyada phATaka bhI tor3A gayA ! (bhItara zora hotA hai|) ( candrasena hathiyAroMke sAtha praveza karatA hai; pIche pIche balabhadrake nivAsI Ate haiN|) candrasena--kahAM hai rAjA ? mahAzayo; Apa bAhara hI raheM / ba0nivAsI nahIM nahIM, hameM bhI bhItara AnekI AjJA dIjiye / candra0-kRpA karake mujha akeleko hI bhItara rahane dIjiye / ba0ni0-bahuta acchA, bahuta acchA / ( bAhara khar3e rahate haiM) candra0-isake liye maiM Apa logoMko dhanyavAda detA hU~, para phATakapara khUba kar3A paharA rahe / re nIca rAjA ! bola, mere pitA kahA~ haiM ? rAnI0-candrasena ! zAnta ho, zAnta ho / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 129 candra0-zAMta hokara kyA kamaasala kahalAU~ ? rA0-candrasena ! aisA bhayaMkara vidroha kyoM kara rahe ho ? viSaye, chor3a do use; mere liye tuma bilkula mata Daro / rAjAmeM kucha aisA IzvarIya teja hotA hai ki rAjavidroha sivA use dhamakAneke aura usakA kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA / ( candrasenase ) hA~, kaho, tuma aise jAmeke bAhara kyoM hue jAte ho ? viSaye ! use chor3atI kyoM nahIM ? chor3a do| (candrasenase ) hA~, colo, kyA pUchate ho ? candrasena-mere pitA kahA~ haiM ? rA0---mara gye| rAnI-para usameM inakA kucha bhI doSa nhiiN| rA0-use jo cAhe pUchane do| candra0-ve kaise mara gae ? yAda rahe mujhase cAlabAz2I na clegii| Aga lage rAjabhakti meM ! vacana aura pratijJA jalakara bhasma hoM ! viveka aura dharmakA ekadama nAza ho ! maiM kaThinase kaThina daNDa bhoganeke liye taiyyAra hU~ / maiMne nizcaya kara liyA hai ki cAhe jo ho---mRtyu aura svarga lokako chor3a mujhe narakameM hI kyoM na jAnA par3e-para maiM apane pitAkI mRtyukA pUrI taurase badalA cukAe binA kabhI na maanuuNgaa| rA0-ThIka hai; isake liye tumheM kauna roka sakatA hai ? / / candra0-merI icchAke sivA aura kauna roka sakatA hai ? aura mere pAsa aise 2 sAdhana haiM ki jinakI sahAyatAse thor3emeM hI maiM bahuta kucha kara sakatA huuN| rA0-candrasena ! apane pitAkI mRtyukA saccA hAla jAna loge yA usa aparAdhameM zatru mitra, aparAdhI niraparAdhI sabhIko ghasIToge ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 130 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta [ aMka 4 candra0 zatru chor3a dUsarekA bAla bhI bA~kA na hone pAvegA / rA0 - phira kyA tuma jAnA cAhate ho ki zatru kauna hai ? candra0--unake mitroMko, dekhiye, isataraha gale lagAU~gA; aura kAma par3anepara unake liye apanA khUna bhI bahA dU~gA / rA0-sacamuca, aba tuma suputra aura bhale AdamIkI taraha bAta kara rahe ho / tumhAre pitAkI mRtyumeM merA bilkula doSa nahIM; kintu isake liye mujhe bahuta hI duHkha ho rahA hai| isa bAtakI satyatA tumapara Apa hI Apa bahuta jalda pragaTa ho jAyagI / ba0 ni0- ( bhItara se ) Ane do, use bhItara Anedo / candra0 - aiM ? kaisA zora macA hai ? ( kamalA praveza karatI hai 1) he agnidevatA ! mere mastiSkako jalAkara khAka kara DAla | A~suo ! satagunA khAre hokara mujhe andhA banA do ! bahina ! paramezvara sAkSI hai, tumhAre pAgalapanakA badalA cukAne meM maiM rattIbhara bhI kasara na karU~gA / komala kusuma ! sukumAra kumArI ! pyArI bahina ! kamalA ! hA: ! he Izvara ! kyA buDhe manuSya ke jIvanakI taraha taruNa bAlikAkI buddhi bhI kSaNabhaMgura hotI hai ? para premakI bar3I vicitra lIlA hai / vaha manuSya ke svabhAva aura vicAra-AcAra ko bhI badala detA hai / premI apane prema-pAtra yA bhaktibhAjanake liye cAhe jo karaneko taiyyAra rahatA hai; para jaba vaha premakA viSaya premIko chor3a jAtA hai to premI premake pIche apane prANa taka tyAga detA hai / vaha pAgala ho jAtA hai - saMsAra se usakA citta haTa jAtA hai / kamalA - ( gAtI hai | ) 66 cAdara bhI thI nahIM lAzapara khulA janAjA thA hA hA ! mAtama karatA thA bAdala A~sU barasAtA thA A hA // " For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 5] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 131 candra0-bahina ! agara tuma hozameM rahakara sArA hAla kahatI to mujhe itanA krodha na AtA jitanA ki tumhArI yaha dInAvasthA dekha A rahA hai| kamalA-( gAtI hai) jo tuma unheM bulAyA cAho / gA gA kara basa khUba pukAro // candraH-Aha ! isakI betukI bAteM to mere khUnako aura bhI jalA rahI haiN| kama.--yaha lo, gulAmakI kalI; ise mere premakA smaraNacinha jAnakara apane pAsa rakkhe rahanA, aura mujhe ekabAragI bhulA na denA / aura yaha bhI lo, tumheM eka jar3A diye detI hU~ , jisase tuma bicAra paaoge| candra0--pAgalapanameM bhI isake vicAra aura isakI smaraNazakti isase alaga na huI ! ___ kama-lo, yaha sauMphakA phUla ! aura yaha belekA phUla ! ( rAnIse ) dekhiye, ise brAhmI kahate haiN| isameMse thor3A Apa lIjiye aura thor3A maiM rakhatI hU~ / yaha bar3I anamola cIz2a hai ; ise apane galemeM bA~dha lIjiye / jisameM ApameM kucha lajA banI rahe-Apa ekadama nirlaja na ho / aura yaha lIjiye, isa phUlakA nAma hai ' sdaabhaar'| maiM Apako kucha banapazeke phUla bhI detI, para jisa dina mere pitAkI mRtyu huI usai dina ve sabake saba mA gaye / sunatI hU~, unakA acchA anta huaa| candra-Aha ! ceharA kitanA phIkA par3a gayA hai ! duHkhakI koI sImA nahIM-kaise bhayaMkara vicAra haiM ! yaha saba dekhakara patthara bhI pighala jaaygaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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132 jayanta [ aMka 4 kama0-kyA tuma yaha socate ho ki, ve phira lauTa AyeMge ? aba kahA~ Ate haiM ? aba nahIM AyeMge nahIM AyeMge; mara gae, aba nahIM AyeMge ; unake AnekI AzA karanA bilkula bhUla hai ; ve nahIM AyeMge, kabhI nahIM AyeMge / jAne do, na AyeMge nahIM sahI / Izvara unakI AtmAko vahIM zAnti degA / he Izvara ! mujhapara, inapara, sabapara dayA karo / jAo, aba Izvara tumhArA kalyANa karegA / (jAtI hai) rA0-candrasena ! agara tuma mujhe apane duHkhakA sAthI na banAoge, to samajhalo, tuma mere sAtha bar3A bhArI anyAya karoge / abhI jAo; aura apane kucha vidvAn aura hitaciMtaka mitroMko yahA~ livA laao| jisameM ve hI sArA hAla sunakara tumhArI hamArI bAtoMkA nyAva kareM / agara ve kaha deMge ki tumhAre pitAkI hatyAse merA pratyakSa apratyakSa kucha bhI sambandha hai to usake daNDama maiM apanA rAjya, apanA mukuTa aura apane prANataka tumheM deneke liye taiyyAra hU~ / parantu agara jo mujhapara koI aparAdha sAbita na huA to tumheM ucita hai ki zAnta bhAvase merA saba kahanA suna lo / aura phira hama donoM milakara tumhora pitAkI mRtyukA badalA lenekI ceSTA kreNge| candra--acchA, yahI sahI ; para mujhe yaha mAlUma ho jAnA cAhiye ki ve kaise mAre gaye, unakA kriyA karma cupake cupake hI kyoM kiyA gayA, unake smaraNArtha koI samAdhi yA mandira kyoM nahIM banavAyA gayA, aura godAna, zayyAdAna, zrAddha kriyA Adi dhArmika kAma kyoM nahIM kiye gaye ? rA0-tumheM saba kucha mAlUma ho jAyagA / aura jisa hatyArene For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 6 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 133 unakI hatyA kI usakA zira kATA jAyagA / acchA, Ao, aba caleM / ( jAte haiM ) -- chaThA dRzya / sthAna- kile meM eka kamarA / vizAlAkSa aura eka naukara praveza karate haiM ? vizA0 - ve kauna haiM jo mujhase bheMTa kiyA cAhate haiM / naukara ve mA~jhI haiM, sarakAra / aura kahate the, sarakAra ke nAma unake pAsa koI ciTThI hai / 0 vizA0 - acchA, unheM bhItara bheja do / ( naukara jAtA hai / ) samajha meM nahIM AtA ki mere nAma ciTThI bhejanevAlA mahArAja jayantake sivA aura kauna hai / ( mallAha Ate haiM / ) mallAha -- sarakAra, Izvara ApakA bhalA kare ! vizA0 - vaha tumhArA bhI bhalA kare ! 01 mallAha - agara vaha cAhe, sarakAra, to usake liye yaha kucha bhI kaThina nahIM hai / lIjiye sarakAra ! yaha ciTThI Apake nAma hai / zvetadvIpa jo vakIla bheje gaye the unhIM kI yaha cihI hai / vizAlAkSa Apa hIkA nAma hai na ? I vizA0 - ( par3hatA hai ) " vizAlAkSa ! yaha ciTThI par3ha lene para ina mallAhoM ko rAjAse bheMTa karane kA koI rAstA batA do / rAjAko dene ke liye inake pAsa maiMne patra diye haiM / samudrayAtrA meM pUre do dina bhI nahIM For Private And Personal Use Only

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.134 jayanta [aMka 4 bItane pAe ki DAkuoMke eka jaGgI jahAjane hamArA pIchA kiyA / hamAre jahAjakI cAla bahuta hI dhImI ho jAnese hameM vivaza ho yuddha karanA pdd'aa| mArate kATate jyoM hI maiM unake jahAz2apara calA gayA tyoM hI unhoMne apane jahAjako hamAre jahAz2ase dUra haTA liyA / isa taraha maiM akelA hI unakA kaidI bana baitthaa| unhoMne mere sAtha dayAlu coroMkA sA bartAva kiyA / parantu unhoMne mujhapara jo dayA kI vaha vyartha nahIM, kisI khAsa matalabase kI hai, jise maiM bhI kisI samaya pUrA kara dUMgA / astu, tuma aisA upAya karanA jisameM mere bheje hue patra rAjAko mila jAya; aura jahA~taka ho, bahuta zIghU Akara mujhase mila lenA / mujhe tumase kucha bAteM kahanI haiM jinheM sunakara tumhArA kalejA kA~pa uThegA / ye bhale AdamI tumheM mere pAsa le AyeMge / naya aura vinaya zvetadvIpa gaye haiM; unake viSayoM bhI tumase bahuta kucha kahanA hai / iti zubham / / tumhArA prIti-pAtra, jayanta / " acchA Ao, maiM tumhAre patroMkI vyavasthA kiye detA hU~ / yaha kAma jhaTapaTa ho jAnA cAhiye, kyoMki tumheM mujhe vahA~ le calanA hogA jahA~se ye patra tuma le Aye ho| ( jAte haiM / ) sAtavA~ dRzya / sthAna-rAjabhavanakA eka kamarA / - : -- rAjA aura candrasena praveza karate haiM / rAjA-tuma sArI bAteM suna cuke; aba tumheM cAhiye ki mujhe For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 7 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 135 nirdoSI jAnakara apanA saccA mitra smjho| aura tumheM yaha bhI mAlUma ho gayA ki jisane tumhAre pitAko mAra DAlA vaha mujhe bhI mAraDAlane kI tAka meM thA / candra0hA~, mAlUma to ho gayA; para jisane yaha ghRNita aura ghora kAma kiyA use Apane binA daNDa diye kaise chor3a diyA ? jise kucha bhI akala hogI aura apanI rakSAkI cintA hogI usake hAthoM aisI bhUla kabhI nahIM ho sakatI / 1 rA0-- ThIka hai; para isake khAsa 2 do kAraNa haiM / tumhArI dRSTimeM cAhe ve sAdhAraNa hoM, para mere liye bar3e mahatvake haiM / pahilA kAraNa yaha hai ki rAnI arthAt usakI mA prAyaH usIko dekhakara abataka jI rahI hai; aura mere viSaya meM pUcho to, cAhe yaha merA sadguNa ho yA vaha merI jAna hai--usIpara merA jIvana aura sukha nirbhara karatA hai; jaise tArA apanI tArakA zreNIse bAhara nahIM hotA vaise maiM bhI usakI icchAke bAhara koI kAma nahIM kara sakatA / sarvasAdhAraNa ke sAmane usapara abhiyoga na calAne kA dUsarA kAraNa yaha hai ki isa dezakI prajA usapara bar3A prema karatI hai / prIti ke sAmane loga usake aparAdhoMko bhUla jAte haiM; aura jisa taraha nadI patthara ke Tukar3eko zivaliGga banA detI hai usItaraha ye loga usake bure kAmoM kI bhI prazaMsA karane lagate haiM / aise tUfAnameM nizAnapara calAyA huA tIra kahIM ulaTe mere Upara hI Akara na gire, isa irase mujhe ina jhagar3oMse alaga hI rahanA ucita jAna par3A | candra0 - aura isa taraha mere suyogya pitAkI mRtyu huI ! aura merI pyArI bahina - jisakI yogyatAkI aura sundaratAkI barAbarI zAyada For Private And Personal Use Only

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136 jayanta [aMka 4 hI koI kanyA kara sakeMgI, vaha kumArI-pAgala ho gaI ! astu, badalA cukAnekA bhI avasara A jAyagA / rA0-aba adhika soca karake apanI nIMdameM bAdhA mata DAlo; tuma mujhe itanA mUrkha na samajha lenA ki gharameM Aga lagI huI dekhakara bhI use eka sRSTicamatkAra kahate hue maiM par3A rahU~gA aura Aga bujhAnekA koI upAya na socU~gA / vizeSa bahuta jalda hI tuma apane kAnoM se suna loge / maiM tumhAre pitAko bahuta pyAra karatA thA aura usI taraha apane prANoMko bhI pyAra karatA huuN| aura itanI bAtoMse, mujhe AzA hai ki, tuma merA matalaba samajha gaye hoge / (eka jAsUsa praveza karatA hai / ) rA.-kyoM, kyA samAcAra hai ? jAsUsa-mahArAja ! jayanta kumArakI cir3iyA~ haiM; yaha mahArAjake nAma hai aura yaha rAnI sAhabake nAma / rA0-kyA jayantakI ciThiyA~ haiM ? kauna lAyA hai ? jAsU0-kahate haiM, sarakAra, malAha le Aye haiN| mujhe to kalyANane dI; aura use una mallAhoMne dI thiiN| rA0-candrasena ! dekho, suno isameM kyA likhA hai / acchA, tuma jaao| ( jAsUsa jAtA hai / rAjA cihI par3hatA hai / ) " mahArAjakI sevAmeM nivedana hai ki Apake rAjyameM maiM binA kapar3oMke naGgA lAkara chor3A gayA hU~ / yadi AjJA ho to kala ApakI sevAmeM upasthita hokara pahile Apase kSamA prArthanA karake phira mere ekAeka lauTa AnekA adbhuta samAcAra nivedana kruuNgaa| 'jynt|" For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org dRzya 7 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 137 isakA kyA matalaba ? kyA sabake saba lauTa Aye ? yA kisIne cAla calI hai, aura asala meM yaha kucha bhI nahIM hai ? -Apa hastAkSara pahicAnate haiM ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir candra -- rA0-hA~ hA~, yaha jayantakA hI hastAkSara hai / ' naGgA ! phira yahA~ likhA hai, ' akelA ' | ( patra dikhAkara ) dekho, tumhArI buddhi kucha kAma detI hai ? candra0. * - nahIM mahArAja, merI buddhi kucha bhI nahIM kAma detI / para vaha Ave to sahI; mujhe aisA ho gayA hai ki merA aura usakA kaba sAmanA hogA aura kaba meM use mu~hapara kahU~gA ki tUne aisA aisA kAma kiyA hai ! rA rA0- - candrasena ! agara aisA ho to kyA karanA cAhiye yA kyA nahIM karanA cAhiye; isa viSaya meM merA kahanA mAnoge ? candra0 - kyoM nahIM ? para agara Apa kaheM ki 'jAnedo, cupa ho raho' to yaha bAta maiM kabhI nahIM mAnU~gA / * ' aura isameM rA0 -- tumhArI AtmA jaba zAnta hogI taba to mAnoge ? agara vaha samudrayAtrAmeM kucha bAdhA par3ane se lauTa AyA ho aura phira usakA jAnekA vicAra na ho to maiMne usake liye eka aisI acchI davA soca rakkhI hai ki jisase vaha phira kabhI baca hI nahIM sakatA / aura isa taraha usakI mRtyu honese hama janApavAdase bace raheMge; aura usakI mA bhI use daivayoga samajhakara zAnta ho rahegI / candra0 - mahArAja ! mujhe ApakA kahanA svIkAra hai; para agara vaha mere hI hAthoM mArA jAya to isase bar3hakara aura kyA bAta hogI ! - basa, phira kisa bAtakI kamI hai ? maiMne aisI hI yukti For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 138 jayanta- [ aMka 4 socI hai, ki jisameM vaha tumhAre hI hAthoM mare / suno, jabase tuma videza gaye tabakhe tumhAre eka guNakI loga yahA~ bar3I prazaMsA karate haiM / aura vaha prazaMsA bhI jayantake sAmane hotI hai / tumhAre aura aura guNoM kI apekSA usI eka guNake viSayameM use itanA DAha haiM. jo merI samajha meM bahuta hI nindanIya hai / candra0 - mujhameM aisA kaunasA guNa hai, mahArAja ? / rA0--- ahA hA ! vaha to tAruNyamukuTakI zobhA bar3hAnevAlA surkhAbakA para hai ! aura vaha Avazyaka bhI hai| usase yuvAoMkI vaisI hI zobhA bar3hatI hai jaise sAdI rahana - sahanase vRddha bhale mAlUma hote haiM / do mahIne hue, uttAlase eka vIra puruSa yahA~ AyA thA bahutere uttAlake vIra puruSoMko maiM dekha cukA hU~, aura unase lar3a bhI cukA hU~; aura yaha bhI jAnatA hU~ ki ve ghor3e kI savArI bahuta acchI karate haiM / para vaha vIra puruSa ghor3e kI savArI kyA karatA mAna jAdUkA khela karatA thA / jaba vaha ghor3e para savAra hotA taba usakA ghor3A aisA adbhuta kAma dikhalAtA thA ki dekhanevAle daMga ho jAte aura yaha samajhate the ki brahmAna isa ghor3eko savAra sahita hI nirmANa kiyA hai / usane ghor3eke aise aise adbhuta kAma kara dikhAye jinakI maiM kabhI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakA ; phira vaisA karanA to bahuta dUra rahA / candra0kyA vaha uttAlI thA ? rA0-hA~, uttAlakA hI rahane vAlA thA / candra * candragupta to nahIM ? rA0-hA~, hA~, vahI / candra0--- use maiM acchI taraha jAnatA hU~ / usakI kyA bAta hai ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / dRzya 7.] vahI to usAlakA nagInA hai ! kahatA thA ki rA0-- vaha tumhArI bahuta prazaMsA karatA thA; aura tuma paTA khelane meM aura dUsaroM ke vArase bacane meM bar3e ustAda ho / khAsakara talavArakA vAra karanA to tumheM khUba hI sadhA hai / isa kAma meM agara koI tumhArA sAmanA karane vAlA ho to sacamuca eka vicitra dRzya dikhAI degA / aura yaha bhI kahatA thA ki vahA~ke paTebAja tumhAre sAmane khAlI kaThaputalA kI taraha khar3e ho jAte haiM jaba tuma unapara vAra karane lagate hai| / usake mu~ha tumhArI prazaMsA sunakara jayantako itanA burA lagA hai aura tumhAra viSayameM usake manameM itanA DAha utpanna huA hai ki sivA tumase paTA khelane kI bAtake aura koI bAta hI use nahIM sUjhatI / use aisA ho gayA hai ki tuma kaba Aoge aura use aisA avasara kaba milegA / basa, aba isI bAtase--- 1 candra0 - isI bAtase kyA ? mahArAja ? rA0. yA jhUThamUTha hI duHkha kara rahe ho ? - candrasena ! apane pitAkoM kyA tuma sacamuca pyAra karate the; 139 candra 0- - Apa kaisI bAteM karate haiM ? rA0- - merA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki unapara tumhArA prema hI nahIM thA; kintu mujhe isa bAtakA anubhava hai ki prema dhIre dhIre bar3hatA hai aura usI taraha dhIre dhIre ghaTa bhI jAtA hai / jaise dIpakakA phUla dIpaka ke prakAzako kama kara detA hai vaise premameM bhI kisI samaya koI aisI bAdhA par3a jAtI hai jisase usakI mAtrA kama ho jAtI hai / aura yaha sahI bhI hai ki kisI cIz2akA acchApana hara samaya eka hI sA nahIM banA rahatA / acchepanakI sImA ho jAnepara usakA nAza ho jAtA hai / kahate For Private And Personal Use Only

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140 jayanta .[aMka 4 haiM 'ati sarvatra varjayet'; yaha bahuta ThIka hai / agara kabhI koI bAta karanekI icchA ho to use usI dama pUrA karanA cAhiye, nahIM to phira kAmake badale usakI carcA phaila jAtI hai; cAra loga sunate haiM ; aura khurAfAtiyoMko apanA dA~va sAdhanekA maukA milatA hai, jisase icchA jahA~kI tahA~ raha jAtI hai / aura phira pachatAnese chAtI jalAneke sivA aura kyA hogA ! to batalAo kyA irAdA hai ? jayanta lauTa AyA hai; aba khAlI bakavAda hI karoge yA koI kAma karake dikhA doge ki tuma apane pitAke asala beTe ho ? candra0-devamandirameM usakA galA kADhU~gA ? . rA.-kyA devamandirameM khUna karanese puNya hogA ? agara khUna karanA hai to usameM pApa puNyakA vicAra na karanA cAhiye / agara badalA cukAneke liye tuma khUna karoge to usameM kucha bhI pApa nahIM hai / parantu, candrasena ! agara tuma yaha kAma kiyA cAhate ho to abhI apane gharameM chipe raho / jayanta jaba lauTa AyA hai taba use tumhAre yahA~ AnekI khabara laga hI jAyagI / maiM logoMse kaha dU~gA ki ve tumhAre usa guNakI khUba prazaMsA kareM, jisameM tumhArA aura bhI nAma ho / phira tumhAre aura usake paTA khelane meM usakI orase aisI bAjI lagAU~gA jisameM tumhArI hI jIta ho / vaha bahuta hI sIdhA sAdA aura udAra honeke kAraNa hathiyAroM kI kucha bhI jA~ca na karegA / basa, isa taraha jaba vaha tumase lar3aneko khar3A ho taba tuma apanI saccI talavArase apane pitAkI hatyAkA badalA cukA lenaa| candra0-bahuta ThIka ; aura isa kAmake liye maiM apanI talavAra mA~ja pU~jakara khUba camacamAtI banA rktuuNgaa| maiMne eka lucce hakImase For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 7] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 141 thor3AsA tela kharIdA hai; vaha tela itanA jAlima hai ki agara churI usameM Dubokara kisIke badanameM jarA sI bhoMka dI jAya to manuSyaH phira kabhI jI hI nahIM sakatA / cAhe saMsArakI samasta jar3I bUTiyoMkA satva use khilA dIjiye, kucha bhI phAyadA na hogaa| maiM apanI talavArakI noka usI jaharIle telameM Dubokara rakkhe rahU~gA ; jisameM use usakA halakA jakhama honese bhI vaha mara jAya-baca na sake / rA0-isa viSayameM hameM aura bhI soca lenA cAhiye / isa kAmake liye samaya aura sAmagrI hamAre anukUla haiM yA nahIM, isa bAtakA bhI vicAra kara leM / yadi hameM isameM saphalatA na huI aura hamArI asAvadhAnIse hamArA sArA bheda khula gayA to phira acchA na hogaa| isaliye eka aura bhI cAla soca rakhanI cAhiye ; agara pahilI cAla kAma na AI to turanta dUsarI kAmameM lAI jAyagI / acchA, z2arA Thaharo, mujhe soca lene do / ( socatA hai / ) khelameM vAra bacAnekI zarta to avazya hI rahegI ; aura dUsarI kyA tarakIba socanI cAhiye ?-hA~, ThIka hai; khelate khelate jaba tuma loga pasInese tara ho jAoge aura galA sUkhane lagegA taba jayanta poneke vAste zarbata mA~gegA / usa samaya maiM use viSa milAyA huA zarbata pilA dUMgA / phira kyA ? agara tumhArI jaharIlI talavArase vaha baca bhI jAyagA to koI cintA nahIM merA zarbata hI usakA kAma tamAma kara degaa| .. (rAnI praveza karatI hai|) rA0-(ghabarA kara ) kyoM, pyArI viSaye, kyA huA ? rAnI-kyA kahU~ ? saMkaTa Ate haiM to ekapara eka Ate hI jAte haiM / hAya ! candrasena ! tumhArI bahina DUba gaI ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 142 www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta candrasena- Daba gaI ? kahA~ kaise ? rAtI0 - mAleke kinAre jo betakA per3a hai vahA~ vaha raMga biraMge phUloMke gajare liye hue gaI; aura nAlekI ora jhukI huI eka per3akI DAlIpara gajarA laTakAneke liye car3ha gii| usake car3hane se mAnoM burA mAnakara vaha DAlI turanta hI TUTa gaI aura usa bicArIko liye diye usa nAlemeM gira pdd'ii| usake kapar3e pahile to gubbAre jaise phUla uThe, jisake sahAre kucha derataka vaha pAnIke Upara tairatI rahI / aisI bhayAnaka vipadake samaya bhI vaha vahI apanA purAne ghumakA gAnA gAtI thI / use apane Upara AI huI vipadakA kuchabhI khyAla ma yA: - kisI jalacarake samAna vaha bekhaTake tairatI thI; para hAya ! jaba usake kapar3e bhIgakara bhArI ho gaye taba usa becArIko bevasa ho apanA gAnA banda karake pAnI ke tale meM jAkara leTanA par3A / candra0 - hA ! kyA vaha sacamuca DUba gaI ? rAnI - ( ronI sUrata banAkara ) hA~, DUba gaI, DUba gaI ! [ aMka candra * - pyArI bahina ! asahAya kamalA ! tUne ekadama bahutasA pAnI le liyA isaliye aba maiM A~khoMse eka bhI A~sU na nikAlU~gA ! para, hAya ! binA roe mujhase rahA nahIM jaataa| kahate haiM, ronA puruSoM ke liye zaramakI bAta hai; kahane do, maiM usakI parvAha nahIM karatA / jaya maiM apanI AkhoM se eka bAra manabhara A~sU nikAla DAlU~gA, taba basa, merA eka hI kAma raha jAyagA --badalA | mahArAja ! jAtA hU~, praNAma / Aha ! isa samaya mere kalenemeM badale kI Aga khUba dhadhaka rahI hai; para ina A~suoMse kahIM vaha buza na jAya / ( jAtA hai ) rA0-viSaye ! calo, hama loga bhI usake pIche pIche caleM / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 143 usakA krodha zAnta karane meM kaise kaise parizrama karane par3e ! aba phira, mujhe Dara hai ki, usakA krodha kahIM bhar3aka na jAye; isaliye, bhAo, usake pIche pIche caleM / ( jAte haiM / ) cauthA aMka samApta | ::---- pA~cavA~ aMka / pahilA dRzya / sthAna- smazAna 1 do majadUra phAvar3A lie huye praveza karate haiM / pahilA majadUra - kyoMjI, jisane Atma hatyA kI kyA vaha zAstrokta vidhise gAr3I jAyagI 1 dUsarA majadUra - hA~ hA~, vaha usI taraha gAr3I jAyagI / aura isaliye gar3ahA khUba acchI taraha khodI / isakA vicAra karane ke liye paMca cune gaye the; aura unakI yahI rAya hai ki vaha zAstrokta vidhi hI gAr3I jAya 1 pa0ma0 - jaba taka vaha apanI rakSA karaneke uddezyase Apako na Dubo le tabataka yaha bAta kaise hai| sakatI hai ? dU0 0 ma0 - kyoM ? paMcoMkI yahI rAya hai / pa0 ma0 - usane apanI rakSA karaneke kiyA hogA, nahIM to yaha bAta kabhI nahIM ho uddezyase hI yaha kAma sakatI thIM / kyoMki For Private And Personal Use Only

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144 jayanta [aMka isameM asala bAta yaha hai ki agara maiM jAna bUjhakara DUba jAU~ to yaha eka kAma hogA / kAmake tIna bheda haiM:-karanA, karAnA aura ho jaanaa| isa liye vaha jAna bUjhakara DUba gii| - dU0 ma0-nahIM, bhAI, aisI bAta nahIM hai ; suno pa0 ma0-z2arA Thaharo ; mujhe apanI bAta kaha lene do / mAna lo, yahA~ hai pAnI; acchA; aura yahA~ hai AdamI ; acchA, dekho; agara yaha AdamI pAnIke pAsa jAya aura apane Apako DubA le, to usakI icchA ho yA na ho-vaha vahAM gayA sahI ; acchA, phira dekho ; agara pAnI usake pAsa jAya, aura use Dubo de, to yaha bAta nahIM hotI ki usane jAna bUjhakara apaneko Dubo liyaa| isaliye, jo jAnabUjhakara AtmahatyA nahIM karegA vaha apanI mRtyuke liye doSI nahIM ho sktaa| dU0 ma0-para, kyA yaha kAyadA hai ? pa0 ma0-hA~, paMcakA aisA hI kAyadA hai| - dU0 ma0-tumheM saca saca kaha dU~ ? agara yaha bar3e gharAnekI aurata na hotI to ise zAstrokta vidhise gAinekI AjJA kabhI na milatI / pa0 ma0-bahuta ThIka kahate ho ; aura yaha bar3e zaramakI bAta hai ki amIroMko-cAhe ve kaisA hI burese burA kAma kyoM na kareM-unheM hara bAtake liye zAstrAjJA mila jAtI hai / calare phAvar3e ! (khodatA hai ) acchA batAo pesarAja, lohAra aura bar3haI ina tInoMmeM sabase adhika TikanevAlA kAma kisakA hotA hai ? dU0 ma0-phA~sI denekI TikhTI banAne vAlekA ; kyoMki vaha For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 145 TiTI hajAroM AdamiyoMko khapAkara phira bhI jyoMkI tyoM banI rahatI hai I pa0 ma0 - vAha ! sacamuca tumhArI buddhi kyA kamAla hai ! vaha TirUTI bahuta acchI hotI hai; para kisake liye acchI hotI hai ? jo burA karate haiM unake liye vaha acchI hotI hai / tuma kahate ho ki vaha TirUTI mandiroMse bhI adhika TikAU hotI hai, yaha burA karate ho; isa kiye vaha TilTI tumhAre liye acchI hogI / acchA, phira soco / dU0 ma0 - acchA, 'pesarAja, lohAra, aura bar3haI ina tInoMse adhika majabUta kAma kauna banAtA hai ? pa0 ma0 - hA~ kaha DAlo; kisakA kAma adhika TikAU hotA hai ? dU0 ma0-acchA, aba maiM kaha sakatA hU~ / pa0 ma0 - kaho, kaho / 0 ma0 - haH haH, nahIM kaha sakatA / ( jayanta aura vizAlAkSa kucha dUrIpara praveza karate haiM / ) pa0 ma0--- aba, isameM fajUla mAthApaccI mata karo; kyoMki tumhAre aise gadahe lAkha mAra khAnepara bhI jaldI jaldI paira nahIM bar3hA sakate 1 acchA, aba agara phira koI tumase aisA savAla kare to kaha denA 'kama khodane vAle ' yA ' samAdhi banAne vAle ', samajhe ? jo ghara ve banAte haiM vaha pralaya kAlataka banA rahatA hai / acchA, dosta, FeatyAmeM bAkara eka botala zarAba to le Ao / ( dUsarA maz2adUra jAtA hai| ) ( pahilA majadUra khodatA huA gAtA hai / ) hA ! jaba yuvA thA premikAse prema karatA thA tabhI / saprema meM hokara magana maiM bhUla jAtA thA sabhI // For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 5 hA ! aba bur3hApA AgayA vaha bAta bhAtI hai nhiiN| . vA isa dazAmeM premakI bAteM suhAtI haiM nahIM // jayanta-kyoM vizAlAkSa ! yaha kaisA AdamI hai ? kabra khodaneke samaya bhI ise gAnA sUjha rahA hai ! apane kAmapara ise bilkula gama nahIM! vizA.-abhyAsase aisA ho jAtA hai / roja roja vahI kAma karanese manuSyakI prakRti bhI usa kAmake anukUla bana jAtI hai / jayanta-ThIka hai ; jinheM kAma karanekA abhyAsa nahIM, unake hAthoMpara bahuta jalda phaphole par3ate haiM / 50ma0-( gAtA hai) vaha bAteM aba yoM bhUlatI jyoM prema hI darasA nhiiN| vA premamaya bana premikAke hetu maiM tarasA nahIM // (eka khopar3I Upara phekatA hai) jayanta-vizAlAkSa ! isa khopar3ImeM kisI samaya jIbha rahI hogI; aura vaha gAtI bhI hogI ! isa duSTako use jamInapara paTakanemeM kucha bhI saMkoca na huA ! yaha khopar3I kisI rAjanItijJakI hogI, yA kisI tatvAviSkArakakI bhI ho sakatI hai jo aba isa gadahe ke pAle par3I hai ! kyoM, nahIM ? vizA0-kyoM nahIM ho sakatI hai| jayanta-yA, kisI darabArI puruSakI hogI; jo darabArameM jAkara rAjAko jhuka jhuka kara salAma karatA hogA aura khUba cApalUsI bhI karatA hogA / aura yaha darabArI puruSa kisI dUsare darabArIkA ghor3A har3apanekI icchAse mu~hapara usakI khUba tArIpha karatA hogA / kyoM ? vizA.-hA~, mahArAja, ThIka hai / For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 147 jayanta-aura yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki yaha khopar3I kisI bhAgyazAlinI strIkI ho ; para isa samaya usake bhAgyameM phAvar3ekI mAra hI badI jAna par3atI hai / agara dekhA jAya to yaha sthityantara dhyAnameM rastrane yogya hai / vizAlAkSa ! kyA ina haDDiyoMkI yahI ijjataM hai ki antameM phAvar3ekI mAra khAya~ / ofa ! ina vicAroMse to sira darda karane lagA ! pa0 ma0-( gAtA huA dUsarI khopar3I upara pheMkatA hai|) yaha phAvar3A pharasA kaphana vo kaba saba sAmAna hai| usakA jo duniyAmeM isI miTTIkA eka mehamAna hai / / jayanta-dekho, yaha dUsarI khopar3I / vaha kisI vakIlakI bhI ho sakatI hai / kyoM vizAlAkSa ? aba isakI vakAlata, pecIlI aura kAnUnI bAteM aura logoMse dhana lUTanekI yuktiyA~ saba kyA ho gaI ? aba isa ga~vAra AdamIke phAvar3ekI mAra yaha kaise cupacApa saha letA hai ! use phaujadArIkI dhamakI kyoM nahIM detA ? hAM, isane apane z2amAnemeM bahutasI jamIna kharIdI hogI ! kaI logoMse dastAvez2a likhavAye hoMge ! aura bahuteroMse unakI jAyadAdakA apane nAma rehananAmA likhavA liyA hogA ! itanI hAya hAya karake itanA dhana baToranepara bhI antameM kevala sAr3he tIna hAtha jamInakA hI svAmitva usake hAtha raha gayA ? ve saba dastAvez2a aura rehananAme aba isake kisa kAma Age ? jitanI bar3I sandUkameM isake jAyadAda sambandhI sAre kAgaz2a bhI nahIM aTa sakate utane bar3e gaDahepara hI aba isakA adhikAra raha gayA ! hAH ! vizA0-basa, utanA hI bar3A-eka bAlabhara bhI adhika nhiiN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 148 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta [ aMka 5 jayanta- acchA, aba isase kucha bolanA cAhiye / ( majadUra se) kyoM jI, yaha kisakI kabra hai ? pa0 maja0-- -- merI hai, sarakAra / ( gAtA hai ) yaha phAvar3A pharasA kafana vo kaba saba sAmAna hai / usakA jo duniyA~ meM isI miTTIkA eka mehamAna hai // jayanta -- mAlUma to tumhArI hI hotI hai; kyoMki tuma usameM lar3e ho / pa0 ma0 - Apa isake bAhara khar3e haiM, isaliye vaha ApakI nahIM hai / aura mere viSayameM pUchiye to maiM isameM nahIM rahatA to bhI yaha merI hI hai / jayanta -- yaha tumhArI nahIM hai; tuma jhUTha bolate ho | yaha jindoMke liye nahIM, murdoM ke liye hai; isaliye tumhArI bAta saca nahIM, jhUTha hai / pa0 ma0 - jhUTha bar3A caMcala hai, janAba ! dekhiye, mujhe chor3akara kahIM Apako na pakar3a le I jayanta - acchA, yaha to batAo, kisa AdamI ke liye ise khoda rahe ho ? pa0ma0 - kisI AdamIke liye nahIM / jayanta--phira kisI aurata ke liye pa0 ma0 nahIM aurata ke liye bhI nahIM / jayanta -- maiM yaha pUchatA hU~ isameM kauna gar3egA ? pa0ma0 - eka lAza gar3aMgI, sarakAra ! kisI samaya vaha aurata thI, para Izvara usakI AtmAko zAnti de | aba vaha mara gaI hai / jayanta - sunate ho na ? yaha badamAza kaisA kAnUniyA hai ! isase ThIka ThIka bAteM karanI cAhiye; nahIM to apanI ustAdI apane hI gale For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 149 pdd'egii| sacamuca, vizAlAkSa, idhara kaI varSoMse dekha rahA hU~, samaya bar3A vicitra A gayA hai ! kisAna cAhatA hai darabArIkI barAbarI karU~, aura darabArI use tRNavat samajhatA hai / acchA kyAjI, tumheM yaha kAma uThAe kitane dina hue ? pa0 ma0-yaha kAma maiM usI dinase karane lagA jisa dina hamAre paralokavAsI mahArAjane zAkadvIpake rAjAko mAra ddaalaa| jayanta-isa bAtako kitane dina hue ? 50 ma0-Apa nahIM jAnate ? eka apar3ha gaMvAra bhI kaha sakatA hai ki yaha ghaTanA usI dina huI thI jisa dina hamAre jayanta kumArakA janma huaa| aba to ve pAgala ho gaye haiM, isaliye zvetadvIpa bheja diye gaye haiN| jayanta--kyauM kyoM ? zvetadvIpameM kyauM bheje gaye / pa0 ma0-kyoM kyA ? pAgala ho gaye the, isliye| vahA~ ve sudhara jAyeMge, aura agara vahA~ na bhI sudhare to koI hAni bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki vahA~ke loga bhI unhIke aise pAgala haiM / jayanta-ve pAgala kaise ho gaye ? pa0 ma0---kahate haiM, bar3I vicitra tarahase ve pAgala hue| jayanta--kaise ? pa0 ma0-unakI vicArazakti jAtI rahI / jayanta--kahAM, kisaliye ? 50 ma0-yahAM, aura yahAMke rAjapadake liye / mujhe yaha pezA uThAye koI tIsa varSa ho gye| jayanta-kyoM jI, binA sar3e gale manuSya kitane dina jarmanameM raha sakatA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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15. jayanta [aMka 5 50 ma0--saca bAta yaha hai ki agara maraneke pahile hI manuSya sar3A galA na ho to vaha ATha yA nau varSa majemeM raha sakatA hai / para Ajakala aise sar3egale murde Ate haiM ki jinheM gaDahemeM rakhanA hI kaThina ho jAtA hai / camAra binA sar3e gale majemeM nau varSataka jamInameM rahatA hai| jayanta--kyoM ? usImeM yaha vizeSatA kyoM ? pa0 ma.--usakA camar3A usake pezemeM itanA kamAyA huA rahatA hai ki bahuta dinoMtaka vaha pAnIko apane andara ghusane hI nahIM detaa| aura Apa logoMkA pAnI hI ApakI lAzako galA detA hai / dekhiye, yaha khopar3I ! ise z2amInake andara bIsa aura tIna itane varSa hue / nayanta--yaha kisakI khopar3I hai ? pa0 ma.--thA, eka vezyAputra; usIkI hai| Apa kisakI samajhate haiM ? jayanta-maiM jAnatA hI nahIM;-samajhaMgA kyA ? pa0 ma0---naraka meM jAya vaha pAjI badamAza ! usane mere sirapara eka bAra zarASakA botala ur3ela diyA thA / usIkI yaha khopar3I hai| usakA nAma thA ghAMghA / rAjAke yahAM vaha masakharekA kAma karatA thA / jayanta-kyA ? yaha usI ghoMghA masakharekI khopar3I hai ! pa0ma0-jI hAM, usIkI hai| andanta-lAo, devU to sahI / ( khopar3I hAthame letA hai|) abhAge bodhA ! ha: ! vizAlAkSa, maiM use acchI taraha jAnatA thA / vaha bar3A bhArI haMsor3a ara mahaH / / bhaa| muha kyA banAtA aura A~kheM mAtA thA ! use jo vahI ha~sa par3atA thA / kamase kama izAra bAra mujhe apanI pAkara vaha laur3A hogA ! ve saba vAle usa magara to bar3hI acchI hotI thI, para aba unakI mAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 1 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 151: honese tabiyata ghabarAne lagatI hai aura rolAI AtI hai / isa jagaha usake hoTha the ! na jAne kitane bAra maiMne unheM cUmA hogA ! hA ! ghoMghA ! tU logoMko cir3hAtA thA ! aba kyoM nahIM cir3hAtA ? tU nAcatA thA, gAtA thA ! aba vaha terA nAcanA aura gAnA kahA~ calA gayA ? terI ha~sor3apara bAteM suna loga dAMta niporate the, para aba tUne ApahI dAMta nipora diye haiM / bola, aba tUne ekadama udAsa sUrata kyoM banA lI ? jA; zahara kI striyAMsa jAkara kaha de ki tumaloga khUba zRMgAra karake sundara banane kI haz2Ara koziza kiyA karo para antameM tumhArI yahI gati hogI / isapara ve khilakhilAkara ha~seMgI / ha~sane do / vizAlAkSa ! eka bAta batalAoge ? vizA0 - kahiye, mahArAja, kyA bAta hai ? jayanta- kyA sikandarazAha kabra meM gAr3ejAnepara aisA hI dIkhatA hogA ? vizA0 hA~, aura kyA ? aisA hI dIkhatA hogA | jayanta -- aura use aisI hI badabU AtI hogI ? u~: ! - ( nAkameM kapar3A lagAkara khopar3I nIce rakhatA hai | ) vizA0 -basa, aisI hI badabU AtI hogI / jayanta---vizAlAkSa, dekhA, manuSyakI kyA kyA durgati hotI hai ? kyauMjI, kalpanAle kyA yaha bAta siddha nahIM ho sakatI ki sikandara grAhakI miTTI kisI bilake banda karanemeM kAma AI hogI ?. * vizA -ho kyoM nahIM sakatI, para bar3I taradduda uThAnI par3egI / jayanta-nahIM nahIM, isameM rattIbhara bhI taradduda na hogI / jarA sUkSma vicAra karanA cAhiye / dekho, isa tarahaH - sikandaravAha. For Private And Personal Use Only

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152 jayanta [aMka 5 marA, vaha gAr3A gayA, usakI miTTI huI; miTTIkI leI banI / aba usI sikandarazAhakI banI leIse bila banda kiye gaye hoMge / yaha bAta nahIM ho sakatI ? acchA, aura bhI suno-- sIz2ara jo zAhaMzAha thA miTTImeM vahabhI milagayA / jisake asIma pratApase saMsAra sArA hilagayA / miTTIke usa putalakI miTTI sana rahI hai gArameM / Azcarya hai isa bAtakA. vaha puta rahI dIvArameM / para Thaharo, Thaharo dekho, mahArAjakI savArI idhara hI Ara hI hai| . ( bAjeke sAtha kamalAkI lAza lAI jAtI hai; sAthameM purohita, candrasena, aura usake kaI riztedAra zoka karate hue praveza karate haiM / pIche 2 rAjA rAnI aura kucha sevaka bhI praveza karate haiN|) ___yaha murdA kisakA hai ? isake sAtha rAnI aura darabArI kyoM ? aura isakI antima kriyAkI aisI adhUrI taiyyArI kyoM ? mAlUma hotA hai kisIne AtmahatyA kI hai aura usIkI yaha lAza hai ! parantu yaha to kisI bar3e AdamIkA murdA jAna par3atA hai ! astu, jo ho, Ao hamaloga chipakara z2arA dekheM to sahI kyA hotA hai / (jayanta aura vizAlAkSa eka ora khar3e rahate haiN|) candrasena-aba kaunasI kriyA bAkI hai ? jayanta-reM! yaha to candrasena hai| bahuta hI bhalA AdamI hai / bhacchA, dekheM, kyA hotA hai| candra0-aba kyA bAkI hai ? purohita-zAstrakI AzAnusAra usakI sArI kriyA ho cukI hai / vaha kaise marI, isakA abhItaka ThIka ThIka patA nahIM lgaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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153 dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / agara mahArAjakI AjJA na hotI to isakI itanI bhI kriyA na hone pAtI--binA mantra par3he hI use gar3ahameM Dhakela Uparase miTTI aura kakar3a patthara DAlakara gar3ahekA mu~ha baMda kara diyA jAtA / parantu mahArAjakI hI AjJA thI, isaliye apamRtyukA vicAra chor3a kumArIke liye jo kucha ucita kriyA zAstrameM kahI gaI hai vaha saba kara dI gii| candra0--para aba to koI kriyA bAkI nahIM rahI ? purohita-nahIM, aba kucha bhI bAkI nahIM rahA / aura aba isase adhika usakI kriyA karanA mAnoM use jAna bUjhakara narakameM DhakelanA hai| candra0-bhagavatI vasundhare ! le, ise apane godameM sulAle ! isake sundara aura pavitra zarIrase sundara aura sugandhita phUla utpanna ho ! re duSTa purohita ! yAda rakha, merI bahina devadUta hokara mokSa prApta karegI aura tU pizAca hokara smazAnameM bhaTakA karegA / jayanta--kauna ? merI pyArI kamalA ? rAnI-madhura vastuoMkA bhoga karaneke liye madhura prANi hI yogya hai / ( lAzapara bahutase phUla chIMTatI hai ) hAya ! sukumAra kumArI ! mujhe AzA thI ki tuma mere jayantakI strI banogI; isaliye maiM mana hI mana socatI thI ki vivAha honepara maiM tumhAre kamareko khUba sajA dU~gI, para yaha kaise ho sakatA thA, kyoMki mere bhAgyameM to tumhArI kabrako sajAnA badA thaa| __candra0--bahina, jisa nIcakI nIcatAse terI tIvra buddhi naSTa ho gaI usakA satyAnAza ho ! bhAiyo, jarA Thaharo, mujhe aura eka bAra apanI pyArI bahinako gale lagA lene do, abhI miTTI na ddaalo| For Private And Personal Use Only

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154 jayanta [ aMka 5 (gar3ahemeM kUda par3atA hai ) hA~, aba DAlo miTTI, murde aura jinde donoM para; jabataka ki miTTIkA eka pahAr3a na khar3A ho tabataka miTTI DAlanemeM kasara na kro| jayanta-(Age bar3hakara ) tU kauna hai jo itanA bhayaGkara duHkha kara rahA hai ? tere duHkhakA bhISaNa Akroza suna AkAzamArgase bhramaNa karane vAle tAre bhI Azcarya cakita ho eka dama Thahara gaye ! dekha, yaha balabhadrakA rAjakumAra jayanta bhI gar3ahemeM kUdatA hai ! (gar3ahameM kUda par3atA hai|) candra0-re duSTa cANDAla ! tere sAta puztako narakavAsa ho ! (donoM jhagar3ate haiM) jayanta-dekha, yaha tU acchA kAma nahIM krtaa| agara apanA bhalA cAhe to merA galA chor3a de / mujhe ekAeka krodha nahIM AtA to bhI, yAdarakha, maiM apanA apamAna kabhI na sahU~gA / sIdhI rAhate bhapanA hAtha haTAle / rA0-ajI, unheM koI chur3Ao / rAnI-jayanta ! jayanta ! sabaloga-mahAzayo !vizA-mahArAja ! chor3a dIjiye, zAnta ho jAiye ! (loga unheM chur3Ate haiM ; aura ve donoM gar3aheke bAhara nikala mAte haiN|) jayanta-jabataka mere damameM dama hai tavataka maiM isa bAtapara usase ldduuNgaa| rAnI-beTA jayanta ! vaha kyA bAta hai ? jayanta0-yahI ki, maiM kamalAko pyAra karatA thA / ukSapara For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 1] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 155. mAra itanA prema thA ki aise aise dasa bIsa nahIM - haz2Ara bhAIyoM kA prame milakara bhI utanA nahIM ho sakatA / bola, tU usake liye kyA karegA ? vaha pAgala hai I rA0 - candrasena jAne do, rAnI - Izvara ke liye, use kSamA karo / jayanta - are bola, tU usake liye kyA karegA ? roegA ! char3egA ? khAnA pInA chor3a degA ? chAtI phAr3a DAlegA ? zarAba piyegA ? yA ghaDiyAla khAyagA ? tU jo kucha karegA vaha maiM bhI karU~gA kyA tU yahAM baccoM kI taraha rone AyA hai ? yA mujhe lajjita karaneke liye kabra meM kUdakara usake viSayameM apanA asAdhAraNa prema dikhAne AyA hai ? agara himmata ho to isa murdeke sAtha tU bhI apaneko gar3havAle aura maiM bhI gar3havA letA hU~ | tU kahatA hai ki mujhapara miTTIkA pahAr3a khar3A kara do ; ThIka hai, maiM bhI kahatA hU~ ki lAkhoM ekar3a jamIna kI miTTI khodakara mujhapara bhI himAlaya parvata ke barAbara U~cA miTTIkA Dhera lgaado| agara khAlI bakabAda hI karanA hai, to samajha rakkho, maiM bhI tumase kama bakavAdI nahIM hU~ rAnI--candrasena usase na bolo, vaha pagala ho gayA hai; aura yaha pAgalapana kucha derataka yoMhI banA rahegA / para jaba use sutra AjAyagI taba to vaha gauke aisA sIdhA ho jAyagA aura apane kiye para bhASa hI pachatAyegA | jayanta - suno jI, mere sAtha tumane aisA nIca vyavahAra kyoM kiyA ? maiM tumheM bhalA AdamI samajhakara bahuta cAhatA thA / para mAne bo, ina bAtoM se koI lAbha honevAlA nahIM | haz2Ara ceSTAeM karane para bhI kauA sapheda nahIM ho sakatA aura billI aura kuttekA svabhAva kabhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka 5 palaTa nahIM sktaa| svabhAva yA prakRttimeM phera badala karanekI ceSTA karanA ho vRthA hai| (jAtA hai) rA-bhAI vizAlAkSa ! kRpA karake tuma jAo aura usapara khUba nigAha rakkho / (vizAlAkSa jAtA hai) ( candrasenase ) bhUla gaye, kala rAtako hamArI tumhArI kyA bAteM huI thIM ? z2arA dhIraja rakho, thor3I derameM to sArA kAma bana AtA hai / acchA, priye viSaye ! apane beTeko kucha derataka sambhAlI rho| kamalAkA aisA smAraka kiyA jAyagA jisameM sRSTike antataka usakI yAda banI rahe / aba ye sArI balAe~ Talakara zAntatA honemeM thor3I hI dera hai, parantu tabataka hameM bar3e dhIraja aura sAvadhAnIse kAma karanA cAhiye / (jAte haiM) dUsarA dRzya / sthAna-kilemeM eka bar3A kamarA / jayanta aura vizAlAkSa praveza karate haiN| jayanta-isa viSayameM bahuta bAteM ho cukIM; aba usa viSayakI bateM sunAtA huuN| tumheM yAda hai, usa samaya merI kyA hAlata thI ? "vizA-kyoM nahIM, mahArAja ? saba yAda hai| jayanta-usa samaya mere peTameM itanI khalabalI macI thI aura mana itanA becaina thA ki rAtameM mujhe nIMda bhI na AtI thii| mAlUma hotA thA ki merI hAlata kaidiyoMse bhI badatara ho gaI hai| para, utAvalepanakI bhI dhanya hai ! vizAlAkSa ! jaba manuSyakI koI yukti kAma nahIM karatI taba utAvalApana aura avicArase hI bahudhA saphalatA prApta hotI hai| isase For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| 157 hameM yaha sIkhanA cAhiye ki hamAre kAma karanako dizA cAhe kaisI. hI kyoM na ho-cAhe bhalI ho yA burI--para kAma karAnevAlI eka IzvarIya zakti hotI hai aura vahI hamAre kAmako pUrA karatI hai| vizA0-isameM kyA sandeha hai ? jayanta-maiM apane kamarese uThA aura badanameM cogA lapeTa andheremeM unheM DhUMDhane lagA / TaTolate 2 ekAeka unake jebameM rakne hue kharIte para hI merA hAtha jA pdd'aa| basa turanta hI vaha kharItA le cupacApa maiM apane kamaremeM lauTa gyaa| maiMne usa samaya yaha vicAra hI nahIM kiyA ki dUsareke kharIteko kholanA acchA hai yA burA, kintu kharItA khola ekadama par3haDAlA / hAH ! vizAlAkSa ! tumhArA gajA kaisA nIca hai ! usa kharItemeM usakI eka kaThora AjJA thI; aura sAtha hI sAtha usake bar3e 2 kAraNa bhI dikhalAye gaye the aura likhA thA ki balabhadra aura zvetadvIpa donoMkI isameM bhalAI hai / re nIca DAkU ! kyA merI jAnase tujhe itanA Dara hai jo tUne yaha kaThora AjJA de dI ki kharItA dekhate hI binA vilamba kiye, nahIM, talavArako tez2a karanemeM bhI samaya na bitAkara, jayanta kA sira phauran kATa DAlo ? vizA-kyA yaha sambhava hai ! jayanta--lo, yaha kharItA lo; aura phursatake samaya ise par3ha DAlanA / acchA, aura sunoge, phira maiMne kyA kiyA ! vizA-hAM hAM, kahiye / jayanta-isa taraha maiM una nIcoMke phaMdemeM phaMsa cukA thA / maiM apanI jAna bacAne kA upAya soca hI rahA thA ki ekAeka mujhe eka upAya sUjhA / basa, usI dasa baiThakara maiMne eka masavidA taiyAra kiyA; For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 jayanta [ 5 phira sApha aura acche akSaroM meM usakI nakala kara ddaalii| kisI samaya merA akSara bahuta sundara thA, parantu yahAMke bar3e AdamI to acchA akSara likhanA kama darjeke AdamiyoMkA kAma samajhate haiN| isaliye unakI rekhA dekhI maiMne bhI apanA akSara vigAr3anekI bahuta ceSTA kI thI / para, bhAI, isa samaya to merA pahI acchA akSara kAma AyA / accA, yaha bhI batalA hU~ ki usameM kyA kyA bAteM likhI thIM ? vizA0-~-hA hA, mahArAna, batalA diijiye| jayanta-rAjAkI orase zvatedvIpake rAjAko likhA ki ise bahuta jarUrI patra samajhanA ; aura caki zvetadvIparAjya balabhadra ke adhIna rAjyoM meM ginA jAtA hai, cUMki donoM rAjyoMkA paraspara-sneha sambandha bar3hanA Avazvaka hai, cUMki donoM rAjyoM meM sukha aura zAnti banAye rakhanA hama donoMkA kartavya hai, aura cUMki donoM rAjyoMmeM ekatA banAye rakhanA hamAre liye sukhakara hai, isI taraha aura bhI kaI 'caki' likhakara bar3e bar3e mahatvake kAraNa dikhalAte hue antameM yaha likhA thA ki isa patrako par3hate hI, isa viSayameM z2arA bhI zaMkA kuzaMkA na kara-nahIM, IzvarakI antima prArthanA karaneko bhI samaya na dekara-patravAhakako eka dama mAra DAlanA / vizA0-usapara muhara kaise huI ? jayanta-ajI, paramAtmAkI icchA hotI hai to saba kucha ThIka hotA hai / mere pitAjIkI muhara mere jebameM hI par3I thI / rAjyakI muharakA aura usa muharakA sA~cA eka hI thaa| basa, phira patrapara nIce cAcAjIkI dastakhata karake kharItemeM use bandakara Uparase muhara lagA asalI kharItekI jagaha vaha nakalI kharItA cupacApa rakha diyaa| phira dUsare hI dina hama logoMse aura samundarI DAkuoMse yuddha huaa| aura For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / isake bAda kyA huA vaha to tumheM mAlUma hI hai / vizA0 -- to phira bicAre naya aura vinayake mAthe vaha balA Tala gaI ! jayanta maiM kyA karU~ ? unhoMne svayaM hI bar3e zaukase yaha kAma uThAyA thA / mujhe unakI mRtyukA bilkula duHkha nahIM hotA / jo jaisA karegA vaha vaisA hI bharapAyegA / siMhoM ke bIca meM agara siyAra kUda par3e to usakI kyA dazA hogI ? basa, vahI dazA unakI bhI samajha lo / vizA0 - chi:, yaha kaisA rAjA ! 159 jayanta- kyA tuma usa kAmako merA Avazyaka karttavya nahIM samajhate ? jisane mere pitAko mAraDAlA, mAkA satItva bhraSTa kiyA ; bIcahI meM kUdakara merI rAja--gaddIko har3apa liyA aura merI sArI AzAoMko bhaGga kara DAlA ; itanA hI nahIM, kintu jisane merI jAna lene kI ceSTA karane meM bhI bAkI na chor3A; aise nIca harAmakhorake zarIra ke ina hAthase Tukar3e 2 honA kyA yogya nahIM hai ? aura agara isa narAdhamako saMsAra meM aura bhI burAiyA~ karane ko jindA chor3a dU~ to kyA maiM Izvara ke yahA~ daNDa pAnase kabhI baca sakatA hU~ ? 0 vizA -zvetadvIpase usa bAtakI khabara unheM bahuta jaldI hI mAlUma hogI / jayanta --- hA~, thor3e hIM dinoMmeM mAlUma hogI / aura isI bIca yaha kAma ho jAnA cAhiye | manuSyakA jIvana to eka palabharakA hai ! para, vizAlAkSa ! mujhe bar3A duHkha hai ki maiMne candrasenase bahuta burA bartAva kiyA / pitAke khUnapara mujhe krodha Ave aura use na Ave; yaha kahA~kA nyAya hai ? use apane pitAke khUnapara krodha AnA bahuta hI svAbhAvika hai / maiM usase mAfI mAMga luuNgaa| para, vizAlAkSa, saca kahatA hU~, kamalAke } For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 160 jayanta liye use atyanta duHkha karate dekha mujhase na rahA gayA / vizA0-- cupa cupa, koI AtA hai / kauna hai ? ( hArIta praveza karatA hai | ) 1 hArIta --- mahArAja ! Apake lauTa Anese sabako Ananda huA hai ! jayanta----- isa khuza khabarIke liye, maiM Apako dhanyavAda detA hU~ / (vizAlAkSa se ) isa dezI kutteko pahicAnate ho 1 [ aMka 5 vizA0 - nahIM, mahArAja | jayanta --- taba to tuma bar3e bhAgyavAn ho; kyoMki ise pahicAnanA hI burA hai / isakI bahuta sI jAyadAda hai; aura agara kisI pazuke pAsa bhI bahuta sI jAyadAda ho to vaha rAjAke sAtha baiThakara bekhaTake khA sakatA hai-- phira use koI roka Toka nahIM / yaha hai mahAn mUrkha, mahA badacalana, para isake pAsa vipula dhana to hai / hArI 0 mahArAja ! agara Apako phursata ho to maiM Apase mahArAjakA eka sandesA kahU~ / jayanta--- hA~, hA~, kaha DAliye, maiM sunaneke liye taiyyAra hU~ / para bArA apanA sAfA to ThikAnese bA~dhiye; vaha sira DhAMkanekI cIz2a hai / hArI0 - mujhe bahuta garmI mAlUma hotI hai, mahArAja ! jayanta - garmI nahIM, sardI hai / uttarase havA bahatI hai / hArI0 - hA~, mahArAja; kucha sardI hai sahI / jayanta - para, mujhe to garmI mAlUma hotI hai, aura mere aisA jisakA mijAja hogA use bhI isa samaya garmI hI mAlUma hogI / 1 hArI0 - sacamuca, mahArAja, bar3I garmI hai / ofa ! kaisI sakhta garmI hai ! kaisI hai so kahate nahIM bntaa| para, maharAja, Apake For Private And Personal Use Only

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161 dRzya] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / cAcAjIne Apase kahaneke liye mujhe kahA hai ki unhoMne ApakI orase eka AdamIse eka zarva lagAI / bapa, itanI hI bAta hai| jayanta-acchA, kRSA karake pahile sAphA jo acchI taraha bA~dha liijiye| hArI.-mA kIjiye, mahArAja ! mujhe isI taraha ArAma milatA hai / mahArAja ! candrasena uttAse lauTa bhAyA hai| vAha ! kyA hI guNI manuSya hai ! acche manuSyameM jitane guNa Avazyaka haiM ve saba usameM maujUda hai| nekacalanI, milanasArI, udAratA Adi sAre guNa eka sAtha mujhe, to usImeM dikhalAI par3ate haiN| sacamuca, mahArAja, agara usake guNoM kI yogya prazaMsA kI jAya to yahI kahanA par3hegA ki vaha saMsArake sAre sadguNoMkA bhANDAra hai| kyoMki Apa no guNa cAheM vahI usameM pA sakate haiN| jayanta---mahAzaya ! Apane usake itane guNa kaha DAle ki, maiM socatA hU~, agara unakA hisAba lagAne kisI gaNitajJase kahA bAya to usakA bhI dimAga eka bAra cakkarameM par3a jAyagA; aura itanapara bhI Apa usake guNoMkI ThIka 2 prazaMsA nahIM kara ske| usake guNoMkI agara yogya prazaMsA kI jAya to yahI kahanA par3egA ki vaha bar3A guNI manuSya hai; usameM bahutase saguNa haiM ; aise asAdhAraNa aura durlabha guNoMkI mArta yA to vahI hai yA AinemeM vaisI mAta hama dekha sakate haiM-tIsarI nagaha hama nahIM dekha sakate / usakI sAyAke sivA aura kisakI sAmarthya hai jo DUbahU vaisI mUrti banA de| hArIva-mahArAjane usakA bahuta // yogya varNana kiyA / For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta [aMka jayanta-ApakA uddezya kyA hai, mahAsaya 1 isa samaya usakI itanI prazaMsA karanekA asala kAraNa to batalAiye ! hArI-mahArAja ? vizA0-kyA Apa sIdhe aura sarala zabdoMmeM koI bAta nahIM kaha sakate ? mujhe vizvAsa hai ki agara Apa cAheM to aisA kara sakate haiN| bayanta-usakI itanI prazaMsA karanemeM ApakA uddezya kyA hai ? hArI-candrasenakI ? vizA-mahArAja ! mAlUma hotA hai ki inake koSakA bhava devAlA nikala gayA; zabdoMkI pU~jI khatama ho gaI / jayanta-hA~, usIkI / hArI0- maiM jAnatA hU~ , mahArAja anajAna nahIM haiN| jayanta-yaha Apa jAnate hote to acchA hotA; para taba bAtoMmeM yaha raMga na AtA / khaira, kahiye, kyA kahate haiM / hArI0--candrasenake guNoM ke viSayameM Apa anajAna nahIM haiN| jayanta--yaha bAta to maiM nahIM kaha sakatA; kyoMki kisI dUsare manuSyako ThIka 2 jAnaneke liye pahile apane Apako pahicAnanA par3atA hai| hArI-maiM usake zastrakauzalakI bAta kaha rahA huuN| logoMke khyAlase isa viSayameM usakI koI barAbarI nahIM kara sktaa| jayanta--kisa zastrake kauzalakI bAta kahate haiM ? hArI0-talavAra aura kttaar| jayanta arthAt inhIM do zastroM meM vaha nipuNa hai / acchA, phira ? hArI0-mahArAjane : arayo ghor3e zartameM lagAye haiM; aura candrasenane apanI orase cha: uttAlI talavAreM aura kaTAreM mai kamarabanda, For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / paratale ityAdi / sacamuca, mahArAja, unameM tIna paratale to bahuta hI khUbasUrata bane haiM; mUThoMke bilkula jor3ator3ake haiN| vAha ! vaisA kabz2A aura dastA to bahuta kama dekhanemeM bhAtA hai| jayanta-kabjA kyA cIz2a hotI hai ? vizAla-maiMne pahile hI socA thA ki binA TIkA-TippaNIke inakI bhASA samajhameM AnA bahuta kaThina hai| hArI0--mahArAja ! kabjA vaha cIz2a hai jisameM talavAra laTakAI jAtI hai / jayanta-agara kisI kilepara kabjA karate to 'kabjA' aura bhI zobhA detA / khaira; kyA kahA ? eka orase cha: arabI ghor3e aura dUsarI ora se cha: uttAlI talavAreM mai. saba sAmAnake aura tIna anamola aura sundara paratale zartameM lage haiN| arthAt yaha zarta uttAla aura balabhadrake bIca hai / para, yaha zarta hai kisa liye ? hArI-mahArAja ! Apake cAcAjIne bAraha vAroMkI zarta rakkhI hai; vaha Apapara tInase adhika vAra nahIM kara sakatA / arthAt agara vaha bAraha vAra karegA to Apa kamase kama nau to avazya hI kreNge| aura agara Apako svIkAra ho to khelakI isI samaya taiyyArI ho sakatI hai| jayanta--agara maiM 'nA' kaha dU~ to ? hArI--maiM yaha pUchatA hU~ , mahArAja, ki Apako usake sAtha khelanA svIkAra hai yA nhiiN| __ jayanta-ajI janAba ! maiM isI dIvAnakhAnemeM ghUmatA rhuuNgaa| agara mahArAjakI icchA ho to yaha merA phurasatakA samaya hai, hathiyAra bheja deM / aura agara candrasena rAjI ho, aura mahArAja ucita samajheM to For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta unakI bAta rakhanekI maiM apane bhassaka ceSTA karU~gA |amr jIta mayA to.ThIka ho hai aura agara hAra bhI gayA to usameM koI bar3I bhArI hAni nahIM hai-bahuta huA to thoDAsA lakSita honA par3egA aura kucha coTa A jaaygii| hArI-phira mahArAjase yahI bAta jAkara kaha hU~ ! jayanta-hA~, yahI bAta kaha dIjiye ; para, binA bAta banAye bhApa thor3e hI mAneMge ? hArI0-acchA to maiM ApakI sevAmeM tatpara hotA huuN| jayanta.merI kyoM, Apa apanI hI sevA kiijiye| (hArIta jaataahai)| (vizAlAkSase.) aise loga agara apanI prazaMsA Apa na sunAyeM to ineM kauna pUche ? vizA.--aba yaha sIpake kIr3e kI taraha calA lapaka kara rAjA ke pAsa / unase jAkara aisI bAteM sITemA ki unakI tabIyata mAna jAya / ___ jayanta-rUkhadekhe vyApArameM ye loga bar3e pake hote haiM-mAke stanase inheM cAphlsIkI tAlIma milatI hai| Ajakala inhIMkA bolabAlA hai; kyoMki maukA dekhakara izArepara nAcanA hI inakA kAma hai| aura inakI paNDitAIkI yaha tArIpha hai ki ye loga bar3e logoMse do cAra bAteM sunakara unhIM bAtoMko phira apane yAra dostoMmeM isa taraha banAkara kahate haiM mAnoM inhIMke mastiSkase ve bAteM nikalI haiN| aise hI logoMkI Ajakala banatI hai| (eka saradAra praveza karatA hai) saradAra-mahArAja ! Apake cAcAjIne hArItako Apake pAsa bhejA yA; usane jAkara unase yaha kahA ki Apa unase dIvAnakhAne. For Private And Personal Use Only

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dRzya] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| meM milakara usa viSayameM svayaM bAtacIta kara leMge / unhoMne phira mujhe bhejakara Apase yaha puchavAyA hai ki Apa candrasenase paTA khelamA cAhate haiM yA nahIM, yA kucha dina abhyAsa karake phira kheleNge| ___ jayanta-maiM apane vicAroMko sadA A~khoM ke sAmane rakhatA huuN| aura mere vicAra rAjAkI icchApara nirbhara karate haiN| abhI yA aura kabhIagara maiM aisA hI rahA jaisA ki isa samaya hU~ to hara samaya maiM khelaneke leye taiyyAra hai| .. saradAra-mahArAja, rAnIsAhaba aura sabaloga igharI bhAga haiN| ayanta-acchI bAta hai| yaha samaya bhI kucha burA nahIM hai| sara-rAnIsAhabakI icchA hai ki khelaneke pahile Apa candrasenase do mIThI bAteM kara leN| jayanta-acchI bAta hai| ( saradAra jAtA hai|) vizA-mahArAja ! isa khelameM Apa hAra jAyeMge / jayanta-maiM nahIM samajhatA ki maiM hAra nAU~gA / jayate vaha utsAlameM gayA hai tabase merA abhyAsa jArI hai| isaliye mujhe vizvAsa hai ki maiM jIta jAU~gA / para mere hRdayakI syA avasthA hai use tuma soca bhI nahIM sakate; para jAne do, ina bAtomeM kyA rakhA hai| ... vizA-nahIM, mahArAna jayanta-ajI, yaha nirI mUrkhatA hai; ina saba bAtose cAhe ciyA~ ra jAya-hama loga nahIM ddrte| vizA.-agara ApakA mana kisI bAtase hicakatA ho to use kabhI mata kariye / maiM abhI jAkara unheM yahA~ Anese roka detA hU~, aura kaha AtA hU~ ki ApakI tabiyata isa vakta acchI nahIM hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 166 jayanta [ aMka : jayanta---nahIM nahIM, maiM zakuna aura apazakunakI bilkula parvAha nahIM karatA / jo takadIra meM hai vaha avazya hI hogA / jo kucha honevAlA hai vaha agara abhI ho jAya to Ageke liye hama nizcinta bane raheMge; agara Age na honevAlA ho to vaha abhI ho jAyagA, aura amara abhI na ho to Aja nahIM kala kabhI na kabhI vaha avazya hI hogA ; isaliye hameM hara dama taiyyAra rahanA cAhiye / maranepara agara hama saba bAteM aura saba cIjeM yahIM chor3a jAte haiM to jIvita rahate hue unheM chor3ane meM duHkha kyauM ? ( rAjA, rAnI, candrasena, hArIta, saradAra aura naukara hathiyAra lekara praveza0 / ) rA0 -jayanta ! idhara Ao, aura isa hAthase hAtha milAo / ( rAjA candrasenakA hAtha jayantake hAthameM detA hai / ) jayanta-bhAI ! maiM tumase kSamA mAMgatA hU~ / maiMne tumhArA apaisaliye tuma mujhe avazya aura tumane bhI sunA hogA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir overgange / merI bAtoM se agara tumhArA rAdha kiyA hai, para tuma udAra puruSa ho, hI kSamA karoge / ye saba loga jAnate haiM I ki merA dimAg2a betaraha bigar3a gayA hai apamAna huA ho to usake liye maiM doSI nahIM hU~- pAgalapana doSa hai / kyA jayantane candrasenakA apamAna kiyA ? nahIM, jayantane nahIM kiyA / jayanta apane ApameM nahIM, aisI avasthA meM agara vaha candrasenakA apamAna kare to usake liye jayanta aparAdhI nahIM ho sakatA aura na vaha usa aparAdhako svIkAra hI karatA hai / phira, vaha apamAna kisane kiyA ? usake pAgalapanane / agara aisI bAta hai to jisakA apamAna huA usIke sAtha 2 jayantakA bhI apamAna ho cukA ; aura jayantakA For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2 ] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 167 pAgalapana jayantakA zatru huA / acchA, mitra, ( logoM kI ora izArA karake ) Apa logoMke sAmane maiM isa bAtako svIkAra karatA hU~ ki mujhase jo kucha aparAdha ho gayA vaha anajAna meM apane sage bhAIpara golI calAkara use ghAyala karaneke barAbara hai ---- maiMne jAna bUjha kara tumhArA apamAna nahIM kiyA / aba to mujhe kSamA karoge ? ----- candra0 -- tumhArI karatUta to aisI thI ki jo tumase badalA cukAnemeM mujhe aura bhI bar3hAvA de, para tumhArI bAtoM se mujhe bahuta saMtoSa huA hai| para maiM apanI mAna maryAdA kA vicAra nahIM chor3a sakatA / usameM maiM tumhArA mulAhajA nahIM kara sktaa| isaliye jabataka kucha vRddha aura bhadra puruSa mujhase na kaheMge ki ' khUna bahAkara apane nAmameM dhabbA na lagAo-ApasameM mela karalo ' tabataka mere aura tumhAre bIca mitratA nahIM ho sakatI / parantu isa bIca tumhAre bAtUnI premako maiM prema hI mAnakara tumase bartAva karU~gA; isameM faraka na hogA / jayanta - yaha bAta mujhe saharSa svIkAra hai / acchA, Ao, hama loga sage bhAI ke samAna manameM binA chala kapaTa rakkhe dila kholakara paTA kheleM / lAo, hathiyAra lAo, ( candrasena se ) calo, Ao ! candrasena -- eka camacamAtI talavAra mujhe bhI do / ayanta - candrasena ! tuma camacamAtI talavAra lekara kyA karoge ? jisa taraha aMdherI rAtameM tAre camakane lagate haiM usI taraha merI mUrkhatA - ke sAmane tumhArA kauzala camakane lagegA / candra0 -- merI dillagI karate ho ? jayanta--nahIM, isa talavArakI sauganda, maiM dillagI nahIM karatA / rAjA - acchA, hArIta ! unheM hathiyAra de do / jayanta ! tuma jAnate ho, zarta kyA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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jayanta: aMka.5 jayanta-khUba acchI taraha jAnatA hU~, mhaaraaj| Apane kamajora pakSapara hI adhika bojha rakkhA hai| rA0-koI cintA nahIM; maiM tuma donoMkA paTA dekha cukA huuN| para sanA hai Ajakala yaha bahuta acchA paTA khelatA hai; yahI AjamAne ke liye maiMne aisA kiyA hai| candra0-opha ! yaha to bahuta bhArI hai, lAo, dUsarI dekhU / jayanta-mere liye yahI ThIka hai| kyA saba talavAroMkI eka hai| lambAI hai ? (khelaneke liye donoM khar3e ho jAte haiM) hArIta--jI hA~, mahArAja / rA0-zarbatake gilAsa isa mez2apara lagA do / agara jayantakA pahilA yA dUsarA vAra khAlI na gayA, yA candrasenake kiye hue tIsare vArase vaha baca gayA to phauran topoMkI AvAz2ase usakA vijayaghoSa kiyA jAya / jayantake jItanese candrasenakA hama logoMse itanA ghanA sambandha ho jAyagA jitanA pichale cAra puzta meM kisIse na huA hogaa| acchA, aba vAdyoM aura topoMkI AvAz2ase AkAza aura pRthvIko gu~lA hAlo / ana khela AraMbha kara do / aura tuma nyAyakAMbho ! khUba sAvadhAnIse dekho| jayanta---( candrasenase ) acchA, aao| candrasena-Aiye, mahArAja / ( donoM paTA khelate haiM) jayanta-eka / cndr.--nhiiN| jayanta-nyAya / hArIta--hA, eka vAra; vAha ! bahuta saphAIkA. hAya thaa| candra0-acchA, phir| For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / rA0--jarA Thaharo; lAo jI, zarbata lAo / jayanta, ko, ise fior; thakAvaTa dUra ho jAyagI / ( pardeke andara vArtho aura topoMkI AvAja sunAI detI hai) vaha pyAlA use de do / jayanta - z2arA Thahara jAiye, eka hAtha aura khela letA huuN| hA~, Ao ( khelate haiM ) dUsarA vAra; kyoM jI, aba kyA kahate ho ? candra0--hA~, chU gayA, kabUla karatA hU~ / rA0-- jAna par3atA hai, hamArA jayanta bAjI mAralegA | rAnI - usakA dama phUlane lagA / yahA~ Ao, beTA jayanta yaha rumAla lekara pasInA pocha DAlo / Izvara cAhegA to tuma hI nItoge / acchA, maiM yaha pI letI hU~ / jayanta - tumhArA AzirvAda cAhiye / rA0 - priye viSaye ! tuma mata pIo / rAnI - pItI hU~, mahArAja ! kSamA kIjiye / rA0-hAya hAya ! jaharakA pyAlA ! aba kyA ! maukA nikala gayA ! jayanta--abhI nahIM, mA, maiM thor3I dera meM pIU~gA / rAnI --Ao, maiM tumhAre mAyekA pasInA poMcha dU~ / candra0 --- mahArAja ! abakI maiM mArU~gA / rA0--- maiM nahIM samajhatA ki tuma mAra sakoge / candra0 - (svagata ) itanA honepara bhI merI viveka buddhi isake anukUla nahIM | jayanta -- candrasena, Ao, lo, aba tIsarA vAra / kyoM nI, tuma mana lagAkara kyoM nahIM khelate ? mAlUma hotA hai, tuma mujhe navasikhuA samajha kara merI dillagI kara rahe ho ! acchA, abakI bAra tumameM jo kucha sAmarthya aura ilma ho saba kharcakara bAlo / For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 170 www. kobatirth.org jayanta -- Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir [ aMka 5 candra0--yaha bAta ? acchA, Ao / ( khelate haiM ) hArIta - kisI orase kucha bhI nahIM / candra0 - acchA, yaha lo / (candrasena jayanto jakhama karatA hai / phira ve eka dUsarese lipaTa kara talavAreM badalate haiM / jayanta usako z2aqhama karatA hai | ) rA0--unheM chur3Ao / jayanta--nahIM, phira aao| ( rAnI z2amInapara girapar3atI hai ) hArIta -- dekhiye, vahA~ rAnIsAhabakI kyA hAlata hai ! vizA0--donoM khUnase tara ho gaye ! mahArAja, khairiyata to hai ? hArIta - candrasena, kaisI tabiyata hai ? candra0--aba kyA pUchate ho ? merI cAlAkI mere hI gale par3I ! hArIta ! merI dagAbAjIkA phala yaha huA ki maiM apanI hI jAna kho baiThA ! jayanta - - rAnIkI kyA hAlata hai ? - rA0 - tuma logoM ke zarIrase khUna nikalA huA dekha use mUrchA A gaI hai / rAnI nahIM nahIM, zarbata, zarbata, mere pyAre jayanta- zarbata, jahara, mujhe z2ahara pilA diyA / ( maratI hai ) jayanta - re nIcAdhama ! Aha ! daravAz2e meM tAlA car3hA do / dagA ! dagA ! ! kahA~ hai, use DhUMDho / candra0 -- yahA~, yahA~ hai / jayanta ! tuma mare samAna ho; saMsArakI koI auSadhi tumheM ArAma nahIM kara sakatI; aba tuma Adha ghaNTese adhika nahIM jI sakate; tumhAre hAthameM jo zastra hai vaha nakalI nahIMasalI hai, aura usameM z2ahara bhI lagA huA hai / merI nIcatA meMra hI 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dRzya 2.] balabhadradezakA rAjakumAra / 171 Upara ulaTa par3I | dekho, yahA~ maiM bhI leTA -- aba nahIM uTha sakatA | tumhArI mAko jahara pilAyA hai / basa, aba mujhase nahIM bolA jAtA / yaha sArI rAjAkI karatUta ! jayanta- - kyA isakI noka meM bhI z2ahara lagA hai ? acchA to, z2ahara ! ise bhI tU apanA pratApa dikhA de| ( rAjAke peTameM talavAra bhoka detA hai ) saba loga - dag2A ! dag2A ! ! rA0-- Aha ! mitro ! mujhe bacAo; abhI maiM jI sakatA hU~ 3 jakhama halakA hai / jayanta - re dagAbAja, khUnI, nIca ! le, tU bhI yaha zarbata pI le| kaisI acchI mitratA huI ! jA, mAke pIche 2 tU bhI cala de / ( rAjA maratA hai ) candra0 - ucita daNDa milA ! z2aharakA pyAlA usIkA tayyAra kiyA thA / sacce jayanta ! merA aura tumhArA aparAdha eka hI sA hai; isaliye mujhe kSamA karo / merI aura mere pitAkI mRtyuke liye tuma aparAdhI nahIM ho, aura na hI tumhArI mRtyuke liye aparAdhI hU~ ( maratA hai ) / jayanta - - paramAtmA tujhe mukti degA ! maiM bhI tere pIche 2 AtA | vizAlAkSa ! aba maratA hU~ / abhAginI rAnI ! tujhe antima praNAma karatA hU~ / zrotAo ! yaha vicitra ghaTanA dekha cakita hokara Apake cehare pIle par3agaye haiM, para koI upAya nahIM--kaThora mRtyune mujhe jakar3a liyA hai-- aba itanA samaya nahIM, nahIM to isakA sArA bheda Apa logoM para prakaTa kara detA / astu, jo huA so huA / vizAlAkSa ! maiM. maratA hU~; para tuma abhI jI rahe ho, isaliye jo loga isa bhayAnaka ghaTanAkA ThIka ThIka kAraNa na jAnakara mujhe doSa deMge unheM isakA kAraNa sAfa 2 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra www. kobatirth.org 172 [ ka vizA0 - - mahArAja ! kyA aba bhI maiM jIvita rahU~gA ! vizvAsa rakhiye, maiM badanAmIse mauta acchI samajhatA huuN| dekhiye, abhI, thor3AsA jahara bacA hai / Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jayanta---. jayanta - vizAlAkSa ! agara tuma marda ho to vaha pyAlA mujhe de do| maiM pIU~gA / mere pyAre mitra vizAlAkSa ! agara isa durghaTanAkA saccA kAraNa logoMko na mAlUma hogA to mere pIche merA nAma kitanA badanAma hogA ! agara tuma hRdayase mujhe apanA mitra mAnate ho to svarga sukha pAneke liye itane adhIra na bano; jarA Thaharo, merI kathA logoM ko sunAneke liye isa duHkhamaya saMsArameM apane kaSTamaya jIvana ke kucha dina aura bitaao| ( dUrIpara faujake calanekI aura bandUkoMkI bhAvAja sunAI par3atI hai ) yaha lar3AI jaisA zoragula kaisA ? hArI0 - mahArAja ! polomapara car3hAI karake Aye hue yudhAjita zvetadvIpake vakIloMko topoMkI salAmI de rahe haiM jayanta - vizAlAkSa ! aba maratA hU~ / isa jabaradasta jaharase merI tabiyata bahuta ghabarA rahI hai / zvetadvIpakI khabara sunane ke liye maiM aba jindA nahIM raha sakatA / para yaha bhaviSya tumheM kaha detA hU~ ki loga yubhAjitako yahA~kA rAjA cuneMge; acchI bAta hai, merI bhI yahI rAya hai / isa durghaTanA ke viSaya meM sArI bAteM usase kaha do / acchA, mere aparAdhoMkI kSamA karanA, aba bidA hotA hU~ / ( maratA hai / ) vizA0- ( A~khoM meM A~sU lAkara ) Aha! gayA ! gayA ! saMkhArase eka udAra puruSa Aja uTha gayA ! pyAre mitra, mere rAjakumAra apane mitrako chor3akara tuma akele hI cala base ! astu, khuzI tumhArI; For Private And Personal Use Only

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duvA] balabhadradezakA raajkumaar| praNAma / deva dUto ! mere mitrako binA kaSTa diye svargameM pahu~cA do ! aiM / yahA~ nakArekI AvAz2a kaisI ? (bhItara sipAhiyoMke calanekI AvAz2a sunAI par3atI hai) yudhAjita, zvetadvIpake vakIla aura kucha loga praveza karate haiN| yudhAjita-yaha kaisA dRzya hai ? vizA0--dekhate kyA haiM ? isa viSayakI khoja Apa jitanI hI kareMge utanA hI Apako Azcarya aura duHkha hogaa| .. yudhA0-hAya hAya ! kaisA anartha ! rI duSTa mRtyu ! tU yaha kaisI dAvata kara rahI hai ki eka hI hAthameM rAjakulake itane manuSyoMko mAra girAyA ? .pa. vakIla-bar3A bhayaGkara dRzya hai ! vetadvIpase AnemeM hameM bahuta dera ho gaI / rAjAzAnusAra naya aura vinaya mAra DAle gaye ; yaha vArtA nimako sunAne hama loga Aye the ve to murdA hokara par3e haiN| aba hamArI vArtA sunakara hameM kauna dhanyavAda degA ? vizA.-agara ve jindA bhI hote to bhI unake mu~hase Apa loga dhanyavAda na pAte / unhoMne unake mAranekI AzA nahIM dI thI / para jaba isa bhayAnaka avasarapara Apa polomakI lar3AI se--aura Apa tadvIpase, yahA~ A pahu~ce haiM taba Apa hI AjJA dIjiye ki kisI u~co jagahapara ye lAzeM rakkhI jAya, jisameM saba loga dekha sakeM aura maiM bhI isa vicitra ghaTanAkA sArA bheda unake sAmane khola sakU~ / isa taraha Apa loga bhI suna leMge ki kaise kaise bhayaGkara aura asvAbhAvika kAma kiye gaye, kisakA kaisA samajhakA phera thA, galatIse aura ekAeka kisane kisakA khUna kiyA, kisakA khUna karane ke liye kisane kaisI 2 For Private And Personal Use Only

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174 jayanta [aMka 5 cAlAkiyA~ khelI; cAlAkiyA~ kaise pakar3I gaI aura isake pariNAma meM, jisakI cAlAkI usIke gaLe kaise par3I ! ye saba bAteM maiM sAfa sAfa kaha sakatA huuN| __yudhA.---Thoka hai, caliye, ye saba bAteM suna lenI cAhiye aura yahA~ke kucha sajanoMko bhI sunane ke liye bulAlenA cAhiye / mujhe bahuta duHkha hai ki aisI avasthAmeM mujhapara isa rAjyakA zAsanamAra A par3A; yahA~kI rAjagaddIpara mere sivAya aura kisIkA adhikAra bhI to nahIM hai| vizA--hA, isa viSayameM bhI mujhe kucha kahanA hogA / isa viSayameM mere mitrane mujhapara apanI sammati prakaTa kI hai aura maiM samajhatA hU~ , auraoNkI bhI vahI sammati hogii| para maiMne jo kucha kahA hai, vaha sabase pahile ho jAnA cAhiye; kyoMki dera karanese kahIM aisA na ho ki jisameM aura bhI naI khurAfAta khar3I ho jaay| __yudhA0-ThIka hai ; cAra kaptAna milakara kiso vIra sainikakI lAzakI taraha jayantakI lAza caurAhepara le caleM; kyoMki agara vaha rAjagaddIpara hotA to apaneko eka bahuta suyogya rAjA kahalA letA / isaliye yuddha meM kAma Aye hue vIroM kI taraha isa lAzakI bhI bar3I dhUmadhAmase bArAta nikAlI jAya / hA~, uThAo yahA~ se ye saba lAze ; aisA dRzya raNakSetra meM hI zobhA detA hai-aisI jagaha vaha bahuta hI bhaddA aura burA mAlUma hotA hai / jAo, sipAhiyoMse kahado ki ve topoMkI salAmI deM / ( murdekI bArAta nikAlI jAtI hai / lAryoko uThA le jAte haiM ; aura topoMkI salAmI hotI hai)| pA~cavA~ aMka samApta / For Private And Personal Use Only

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