Mahavrato

Author(s): Chandrashekharvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005789/1

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saMyamIone, nUtana dIkSitone ane mumukSuone vadhune vadhu uttama mahAvratI banavAno mArga cIMdhatuM pustaka mahAvrato jayje AdhAra zrI Agama graMtho yugapradhAna AcArasama paMnyA mAhAra tarI@khAjA)

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mahAvrato yugapradhAnAcAryasama paMnyAsa candrazekhara vijayajI ma.sAheba : prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa 1

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mahAvrato prakAzaka kamalaprakAzanasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda-1 phonaH 25355823, 25356033 2022 * lekhaka siddhAntamahodadhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vineya pU. paM. zrI candrazekharavijyajInAziSya muniguNahaMsavijya 2002 AvRtti: dvitIya saMskaraNa : nakala H 300 vi.saM. 2070 mUlya rU|. 150/ 200 mudrakaH yathArtha pablikezana, 'sAIna zo' 1-riddhi pelesa, 90 phUTa roDa, bhAyaMdara (vesTa) mo. : 98336 16004, Teli. : 2818 4599 *************** 2

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--------------------------- mahAto ------------------------- 0 2. ......... ra ja @ anukramaNikA viSaya - pAna naMbara yuddhanI ghoSaNA... karemi bhaMte! sUtrano artha ........... 3. aMte ..... 4. !.............................. sAmayiM.... sarba savindra no pazvaravAminsa - jAvajjIvAe vivi tivide ... maNeNaM vAyaryAe kAraNaM na karemi na kAravemi.karataMpi annaM na samaNujANAmi // 9. tarU aMte ! vimami. 115 10. ninAda dviSi maMA vosirAmi... 1 23 11. pAMca mahAvratane badale karemi bhaMte! zA mATe?.... ....... 12. prathama mahAvrataH sarvathA prANAtipAta viramaNa mahAvrata... .... 13. sarvathA mRSAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata 14. sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvrata .... 15. sarvathA maithuna viramaNa mahAvrata 16. sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata... ............ 17. sutro....jIvato...vAtro....mAvo. 261 18. mahAvratonI rakSAno - vRddhino amogha upAyaH bhAvanAo. .......... 19. namoDastu ta tava zAsanA 327 ++++++ * 129 . 134 .. 173 ra00 ja ... 245 293

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&&&& & && &# mahAvato -- - - kalki saujanya che ha zrImatI bhUtIbena rAjamalajI zrAvikA upAzraya gIradhara nagara, amadAvAda jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI haste zrImatI dharmIbena bharatakumAra lAlacaMdajI gIradhara nagara, amadAvAda zrutabhaktino lAbha lIdho e badala khUba khUba dhanyavAda.. li. kamala prakAzana TrasTa -

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1. yuddhanI ghoSaNA karemi bhaMte ! sAmAiaM savvaM sAvajjaM jogaM paccakkhAmi jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samaNujANAmi tassa bhaMte paDimAmi niMdAmi garihAmi pyApa vosirAmi zrI jinazAsananuM prathamasUtra che namaskAra mahAmaMtra ! paNa sauthI mukhya sUtra che vAmi bhaMte sUtra. yuddha laDatA pahelA enI tAlIma levAmAM Ave, zarIrane yuddha mATe sakSama banAvavAmAM Ave, mRtyu sudhInI taiyArI rAkhIne paNa vijayanA lakSyane prApta karavAnuM mAnasika baLa utpanna karavAmAM Ave, varSonA varSo sudhI aneka zAstro zIkhavAmAM Ave ane emAM pAraMgata banavAmAM Ave, paNa A badhI ja yuddhanI pUrva taiyArI che. .. taiyArI eTale taiyArI ! yuddha jeTalI bhISaNatA emAM na hoya. yuddha jeTalI sAvacetI rAkhavAnI emAM na hoya. yuddha jeTalI apramattatA emAM na hoya. paNa jyAre eka sainika A badhI pUrva taiyArI karI le che, tyAre ene yogya avasare bhayAnaka zatruo sAme kharekhara yuddhamAM utAravAmAM Ave che. khabara paDe che, tyAre ene ke A to kharAkharIno jaMga ! khabara paDe che, tyAre ene ke A to jIvana-maraNano khela ! khabara paDe che, tyAre ene ke A to paLabhara paNa asAvadha rahyA ke sIdhuM mota ! A vakhate keTalIka bhayAnaka ghaTanAo bane che. (ka) rASTravijayanA daDha saMkalpa sAthe nIkaLelA evA paNa keTalAka sainiko pAchaLathI jIvana bacAvavA, zatru pakSa taraphathI maLatA pralobhano meLavavA rASTrano

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lAla - - - - - - - mahAvato jAta jAta jAtanA 9 - - - - vizvAsaghAta karI zatruo taraphI banI jAya che. teo ema samaje che ke "huM zatruone sAtha ApIza, mArA rASTra sAthe droha ramIza eTale khuza thayelA zatruo mane moTI bheTa - sogAdo Apaze....." paNa e nakkI che ke AvA gadArone to zatruo paNa saMgharatA nathI. eno jeTalo paNa lAbha uThAvavo hoya eTalo uThAvI laIne aMte e zatruo e gaddArone paNa yamarAjanA ghare pahoMcADI de che. (kha) keTalAka sainiko zatrunI tAkAta joIne gabharAI to jAya ja che, paNa teo gadAra banavAne badale, sainika tarIke rahIne ja zatrunA sahAyaka banavAne badale pAchA bhAge che. jAna bacAvavA kyAMka ne kyAMka chupAI jAya che. sainikapaNuM, mahAyuddha e badhAne tilAMjalI Ape che. bhaviSyamAM kadI paNa sainika na banavAno nirNaya kare che. (ga) rASTranA sAcA premI, khAnadAna, zUravIra, tAlImabaddha sainiko jyAre raNa medAnamAM utare, tyAre emano raMga koIka anokho ja hoya che. "zatruo keTalA bhayAnaka che" enI emane khabara ja che, paNa emane to eno koI ja bhaya nathI. emane potAnA baLa upara, tAlIma upara, yUha racanA upara sajjaDa vizvAsa che. eTale teo dhasamasatA pUranI jema raNa medAnamAM dhasI jAya che. bhUkhyA varUnI jema zatruo para tUTI paDe che, jANe ke pAMca - dasa paLamAM ja yuddha puruM karI nAMkhavuM na hoya e rIte saMpUrNa tAkAta sAthe teo tUTI paDe che. bicArA zatruo ! AvA AkramaNanI emane kalpanA paNa na hoya eTale ja hebatAI jAya ane kharekhara kapAI mare. e mahAna rASTravIro tyAM javalaMta vijaya meLave che, bilakula ghA khAdhA vinA! leza paNa nukasAnI vahoryA vinA ! (gha) bIjA keTalAka sainiko paNa AvA ja che, paNa teo kaMIka thApa khAya che, ane te vakhate zatruonA mAra paNa khAya che. paNa e jakhI dehe paNa jIMdAdilI sAthe laDIne aMte vijaya meLave che. pharI yAda karIe A cAra prakAranA sainikone ! (ka) sainikanA ja veSamAM rahIne zatrupakSanA banI janArA rASTragadAra sainiko ! jeo mIThA sapanA jUe che, aMte pAme che mAtra mota ! (kha) yuddha medAna choDIne bhAgI janArA Darapoka sainiko ! pahelA karatA ochA kharAba ! ga) lohInuM ekapaNa biMdu gumAvyA vinA javalaMta vijaya meLavanArA!

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--------------------- yuddhanI ghoSaNA ------------------- (gha) ghAyala thaIne paNa aMte vijaya varanArA zUravIro ! Ama yuddha pahelA tAlIma laIne nIkaLelA rASTravijayanI khevanAvALA sainiko paNa yuddha zaru thayA bAda A cAra vibhAgamAM vaheMcAI jatA hoya che. AdhyAtmika raNamedAnamAM paNa kaMIka AvI ghaTanA to nathI banatIne? hajAro AtmAo A bharatakSetramAM janmyA, tyAre hatA sAva ajJAnI! dhIre dhIre moTA thayA, samajaNa AvavA mAMDI, sudeva-suguru-sudharmanI oLakhANa thavA lAgI. "ApaNe karmarAjanA gulAma chIe" e padArtha ekadama spaSTa samajAyo. AvI gulAmI e hajAro AtmAo mATe asahya banI. ane jema aMgrejonI gulAmIthI trAselA hajAro yuvAnoe aMdarakhAne aMgrejo sAthe laDavA mATe jAtajAtanI tAlIma levA mAMDelI, ema karmonI, doSonI, duHkhonI gulAmIthI trAsI gayelA A hajAro AtmAoe aMdarakhAne enI sAme jaMge caDavAnI tAlIma levA mAMDI. mithyAtvane dUra phagAvI samyakatvane grahaNa karyuM, rojeroja e samyakatvane vadhune vadhu daDha karavAno prayatna karyo. sudeva-suguru-sudharma sivAya tamAmane nahi mAnavAno daDha saMkalpa karyo, e saMkalpa paNa rojane roja daDhatama karatA gayA. hajI AgaLa vadhyA ane sAmAyika, pUjA, pratikramaNa, ghora tapazcaryA, vihAra, svAdhyAya, cha'rI pAlita saMgha; upadhAna, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, bAravrato, pauSadha... adhadhadha thaI javAya eTalI zubha kriyAo e hajAro AtmAoe AdarI. paNa A badhuM to hajI mAtra tAlIma rUpe ja hatuM raNa medAne kharuM yuddha hajI zaru thavAnuM bAkI hatuM. e mATenI ja A sakhata mahenata hatI. (alabatta dezaviratimAM paNa karmo sAme yuddha che, karmo khaTake che e vAta sAcI chatAM A vAta apekSAe che, (1) sarva viratimAM anaMtaguNI nirjarA che.. (2) zrAvaka paNa jayAre dIkSA levA Icche tyAre pahelA tAlIma le che ja... sarvavirati mahAyuddha hovAthI enI apekSAe deza viratinuM yuddha paNa eka tAlIma ja che. A badhI zubhakriyAomAM e jIvo pAragAmI banI gayA, tAlIma pUrI thaI ane eka maMgaLa (!) divase hajAro AtmAoe yuddhanI ghoSaNA karI dIdhI. dareke potapotAnA zatruo sAme jAhera yuddhano AraMbha karavAnI pratijJAo karI lIdhI. 'basa, badhAnI ekaja bhAvanA ! "mArA ATheya karmone cakanAcUra karI nAkhuM !" badhAnI ekaja abhilASA ! "eka paNa doSane jIvato na rahevA dauM !" badhAnI ekaja tamannA ! "huM vijayI banuM, zuddha banuM, siddha banuM !" ------29-9-9-29--09--09-09-09 7 8 9-9----09--9-2la-ta-nIla-rela---

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mahAvrato ane e bhAvanA, abhilASA, tamannA sAthe badhAe bulaMda avAje yuddhanI ghoSaNA karI dIdhI. hA ! e yuddha ghoSaNA eTale ja karemibhaMte sUtra ! e pahelAnI badhI kriyAo e to A yuddha mATenI ja tAlIma hatI. tAlIma prathama bhale hoya, paNa tAlIma mukhya nathI. mukhya che, mahA yuddha! ema namaskAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNathI mAMDIne karemibhaMte sUtra (navakhkhIvANu pATha sAthe) bolavA sudhInI badhI ja tAlIma prathama bhale hoya, paNa e mukhya nathI. mukhya to che mahAbhiniSkramaNa ! mukhya to che sarvavirati ! mukhya to che pAramezvarI pravrajyA ! karemibhaMte sUtra dvArA A badhA jIvo karmarAja sAmenA yuddhanI ghoSaNA kare che. keTalI hiMmata mAMgI letuM A kAma ! bhalA nepALa jevo nAnakaDo deza amerikA sAme yuddha ghoSita kare ke? bhalA gAmaDAnI zerInA gillI-daMDAvALA bAluDAo olompikamAM bhAga le ke? bhalA eka nAnakaDuM macchara vanarAja siMhane mAravA doDe ke ? AvuM hatuM A sAhasa ! ghaNI khumArI, ghaNo bhoga mAMgatuM A sAhasa ! paNa jabaradasta tAlImabaddha hajAro AtmAoe A sAhasa kheDyuM. yAda rAkhajo, tAlIma bhale game eTalI agharI hatI. paNa e hatI mAtra tAlIma ! yuddha eTale yuddha ! zuM pharaka che A tAlImamAM ane A yuddhamAM ? ema kadAca badhAne prazna thAya. kemake, dIkSA mATenI tAlImamAM paNa ekAsaNA hatA, dIkSAmAM paNa ekAsaNA che. dIkSA mATenI tAlImamAM paNa snAna baMdha hatuM, dIkSAmAM paNa snAna baMdha che. dIkSA mATenI tAlImamAM paNa vihAro hatA, dIkSAmAM paNa vihAro che. dIkSA mATenI tAlImamAM paNa brahmacarya hatuM, dIkSAmAM paNa brahmacarya che. to dIkSAnI tAlImamAM ane dIkSAmAM bemAM bheda zuM ? Avo prazna cokkasa thAya. ****** 8 ****** ****

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--------------------- yuddhanI ghoSaNA Ajakajala - - 29-0909 - - - - paNa mahAna zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe nAnakaDA chatAM madhUra vAkyamAM e bhedane khUba suMdara rIte darzAvI dIdho che hoM! yogazataka vRttikAra kahe che ke prAyaH jJAna pratipattimatvAna dIkSA e jJAnayoganA svIkAra rUpa che. arthAt zramaNatva e pariNatipradhAnatAnA svIkAra rUpa che. arthAta mahAbhiniSkramaNa e bhAvalakSI sAdhanAnA svIkAra rUpa che. na samajaNa paDI? to sAMbhaLo. dIkSAnI tAlImamAM pariNati, bhAva na hato evuM nahi. paNa chatAM tyAM mukhyatve bAhyakriyAonI pradhAnatA hatI. jIva paNa evo vikasitadazAmAM na hato ke e bAhya kriyAonI pradhAnatAne vadhu mahatva Apato aTake. e jIvanI dazA evI ke Ama to bhAvane ane kriyAne baMnene jALave. paNa jyAre bhAva ane kriyA bemAMthI ekane choDavAno cokkasa prasaMga Ubho thAya, tyAre e jIva bhAvane tyAgIne paNa kriyAne pakaDI rAkhe. alabata, samyagdarzana che, deza virati che... eTale kadAgraha nathI. paNa sarvavirati pariNAmomAMthI pragaTa thatI je alaukika vicAradhArA che, ene eNe pAmI na hovAthI AvI garabaDo ajJAna-aNasamaja prerita thatI rahe. - dareka jaNa potAnA dIkSAnI tAlImanA divaso yAda to kare. roja aSTaprakArI pUjA to karavAnI ja, evo Agraha keTalo badho hato. paNa roja "aSTaprakArI pUjAmAM rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya evo bhAvollAsa pragaTavo ja joIe. ane evI bhAvollAsa na pragaTe to cena na paDe... evI vRtti keTalI ? roja savAra sAMja pratikramaNa to karavAnuM ja, evo Agraha keTalo badho hato. paNa pratikramaNamAM dareka sUtro, sUtronA vAkyo, vAkyonA pade pade upayoga rahevo joIe, emAM hRdayamAM AnaMda anubhavAvo joIe. ekAgratA TakavI joIe, mana bIje bhaTakavuM na ja joIe" evI vRtti keTalI ? "pANI to ukALeluM ja pIvAnuM, chUTe moDhe nahi rahevAnuM. ekAsaNuM - besaNuM to karavAnuM ja, thALI to dhoIne pIvAnI ja, ane luMchavAnI paNa kharI ja...." A badhuM keTaluM badhuM kALajI pUrvaka AcaratA hatA, paNa "ThaMDu pANI pIvAmAM mane rAga to na ja thavo joIe, garama pANI AvI jAya to veSa to na ja thavo joIe. ekAsaNA - besaNAmAM jIbhaDIne sAruM sAruM khavaDAvIne lAlasA to na ja poSavI joIe. aNa bhAvatI nAnA nAnA - - - - - - - - - - 9 - - - - - - - 1999 nA

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mahAvrato vastu AvI jAya to gusso karAvanArI, apa zabdo bolAvanArI aruci to na ja thavI joIe" evI dRDhatA keTalI? "rAtre uMghavAnuM to saMthArA - uttarapaTTAdi upara ja, gAdalA to nahi ja vAparavAnA." A AcAra barAbara pALyo paNa "zarIrane jeTalI UMghanI jarura hoya, enA karatA eka paLanI paNa uMgha ene ApavI nathI. nahi to mArI sukhazIlatA, dehAsakti, pramAda vadhI jaze." evI bhAvadhArA keTalI ? "mAre gADha niMdrA to nathI ja levI ke jemAM paDakhA pheravatI vakhate caravaLAdithI huM pUMjI na zakuM.... ane e rIte gADha pramAdamAM khUMpI jAuM " evI bhAvadhArA keTalI ? "mAre roja kalAka be kalAka gokhavAnuM, jIvavicArAdino pATha roja ja levAno......" A badhuM ghaNI kALajI sAthe pALyuM, paNa "mArA karatA vadhu sAro abhyAsa karanArA bIjA mumukSu vagere pratye mane IrSyA na ja thavI joIe. mane mAtrane mAtra pramodabhAva ja thavo joIe. bIjAno vikAsa e ja mArI Atmika mastI banavI joIe.... evuM valaNa keTaluM? "saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe saMDAsano upayoga nahi ja karuM, kuMDImAM ja mAtru paraThavIzuM. vaDInIti paNa kAM bahAra ke chevaTe vADAmAM.... paNa saMDAsamAM to nahi ja jAuM" evI dRDha kriyA to khUba karI paNa "jema pAMjarApoLamAM Dhorone sAcavanArA keTalAko potAnA gharanA mAtA pitA - putra vagerene na sAcave, ema huM karavA nathI mAMgato. huM saMmUdhdhimAdi jIvo pratye jIvadayA keLavuM chuM, to mArI pAse AvanArA koIpaNa jIva pratye, mArA sahavartIo pratye, mArA kahevAtA hitazatruo pratye mArA pratyeka rUMvADe mAtrane mAtra nirdoSa vAtsalya bhAva ja 2mato rahevo joIe..." evI vaicArika sRSTi khIlI hatI kharI? TuMkamAM kahevuM hoya to sarvavirati mATe mumukSupaNAnI tAlImamAM ApaNe - ,, kriyAcusta hatA, paNa jJAnacusta (bhAvacusta) hatA ? pravRttilIna hatA, paNa pariNatilIna hatA? vyavahAramagna hatA, paNa nizcayamagna hatA? hA ! te vakhate jJAna, pariNati, nizcaya, sAva na hatA, evuM nathI. paNa "kriyA=pravRtti=vyavahAra to joIe ja, enA vinA na cAle" evo jema Agraha hato, tema jJAna=pariNati=nizcaya to joIe ja, enA vinA na cAle, evo Agraha na hato ne ? evI samajaNa na hatI ne ? pariNatinI evI pradhAnatAne pichANI na hatI ne ? 10 *

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nAnA--------------09-9-2la yuddhanI ghoSaNA -09-09----9---29-09--9 basa, . AnuM nAma tAlIma ! kriyA koIpaNa rIte karavAnI ja"evI kriyAnI mukhyatA e tAlIma ! A tAlIma to apekSAe sahelI ja hatI. kemake A tAlImamAM mukhyatve kriyA hatI. kriyA AvI eTale bhayo bhayo ! ane kriyA to zarIrane ja AdhIna che ne ? eTale zarIrane kAbumAM rAkhIne A badhI kriyAo karavAmAM muzkelI paDe to ya tevI to muzkelI na ja paDe, jevI manane = AtmAne kAbumAM rAkhavAnI sAdhanAmAM paDe. dIkSAnI tAlImamAM, mumukSupaNAmAM jIvano bhAva mukhyatve Avo raheto ke "mArI kriyAo nirdoSa rahevI ja joIe. mArI pratikramaNAdi kriyAo UbhA UbhA ja, sattara saMDAsA pUrvaka thavI joIe. mAruM guruvaMdana, mArI jinapUjA... badhuM nirdoSa hovuM joIe...." " paNa evI daDhatA sAthe evo bhAva keLavAyelo na hato ke "mAro pariNAma nirdoSa rahevo ja joIe. mArI khAvA pratyenI anAsakti, vijAtIya pratyenI nirvikAritA, guru pratyeno samarpaNabhAva, zAstro pratyenI niSkapaTa bhakti, jIva mAtra pratyenI maitrI, guNavAno pratyenI anurAgitA.... A badhuM koIpaNa nAnA doSothI ya kharaDAyeluM na hovuM joIe." - dIkSAnI tAlImavALo jIva to pratikramaNa thayuM eTale hAza ! anubhave. mArI kriyA thaI gaI. pApono pazcAttApAdi na thayo hoya to paNa enA kAraNe ene jhAjho raMja na thAya. paNa sAco dIkSita jIva to vidhisara pratikramaNa thavA chatAMya thaI gayelA pAponA smaraNa, pazcAttApAdi jo na thayA hoya to jhUre, duHkhI thAya, becena bane. dIkSAnI tAlImavALo jIva to "meM Aje ekAsaNuM karyuM." e vicArathI kRtakRtya thaI jAya. emAM AhAra saMjJA poSAI to ya zuM? na poSAI to ya zuM? ene enI phurasada ja na hoya. A paNa sAco dIkSita jIva to AyaMbilamAM paNa jo rAga jAge, jo balavaNarahita vastu AvI javAthI dveSa jAge to dhrusake dhrusake raDe, pUjyapuruSo pAse e pApane joradAra dhikkAre, have to samajAyuM ne ? ke dIkSAnI tAlIma ane sAcI dikSAmAM keTalo taphAvata che? jyAM bAhya AcAroja sarvasva lAge, jyAM bAhya kriyAo ja saddharma lAge, - ---- ----- - - - - - - - - 11 - - - - - ala-----jalana jalAha na ja

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* mahAvrato jyAM bAhya vyavahAra ja aMtima lakSya lAge, tyAM sAcI pravrajyA nathI. hA ! e pravrajyAnI tAlIma cokkasa kahevAya. paNa jyAM AMtarika vicAro sarvasva lAge, jyAM AMtarika jJAna = bhAva ja saddharma lAge, jyAM AMtarika nizcaya ja aMtima lakSya lAge, tathA zubhavicArone je lAvI Ape e ja AcAra zubha lAge, zubha bhAvone je lAvI Ape e ja kriyA zubha lAge, zubha nizcayane je lAvI Ape e ja vyavahAra zubha lAge, tyAM sAcI pravrajyA che. e ja jJAnayogano svIkAra che. jJAnayogamAM bAhya AcAra nathI hoto, ke enI upekSA hoya che, evI bhramaNAmAM na paDavuM. jJAnayogamAM eTalI vAta spaSTa hoya che ke "zubha pariNatine sAdhI Ape evo ja bAhya AcAra apanAvavo. je bAhyAcAra zubha pariNatine badale azubhapariNitane utpanna karI de, te bAhya AcAra paNa tyAjya banI jAya" dA.ta., ekAsaNA karatA AyaMbilano AcAra vadhu mahAna che. chatAM jo AryabilanI garamAgarama rasoI ane anekavidha AITamo puSkaLa rAgane janmAvanArI koIkane banatI hoya, ane enI sAme ekAsaNAnI rojIMdI ThaMDI-sAdI rasoI jo ene anAsaktipreraka banatI hoya to jo e mahAtmA jJAnayogI hoya to, AMbila tyAgIne paNa ekAsaNuM kare. athavA AMbilamAM paNa parimita dravyo, ThaMDA dravyo vAparIne pariNatine sAcave. paNa jo e kriyAyogI hoya to A sUkSmagaNitanI aNasamajanA kAraNe AMbilane Acare ane emAM saMtoSa HIA....... AnaMdaghanajI kahe che ke "vacananirapekSa vyavahAra jUTho kahyo, vacanasApekSa vyavahAra sAco.' vacana eTale jinAjJA ! jinAjJA eka ja che. nanheM naha rAvosA taduM vilinaMti, taha taha pAivyuM| mA ALA nidhivALA rAgadveSa jema jema jaldI khatama thAya, tema tema pravartavuM. arthAt rAgadveSano nAza karavo e ja eka mAtra jinAjJA che. have je bAhya AcAro A jinAjJAnA sAdhaka na bane, te bAhya AcAra game eTalA sArA dekhAya to paNa e jUThA che. je bAhya AcAro A jinAjJAnA sAdhaka baneM te bAhya AcAra ja sAcA che. 12

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nIkanola-----------------jalana yuddhanI ghoSaNA ------------------- teozrI to AgaLa kahe che ke "vacana nirapekSa vyavahAra saMsAraphala sAMbhaLI AdarI kAMI rAco..." je vyavahAra vacana nirapekSa che = rAgadveSanAzano sAdhaka nathI, e mokSa nahi, paNa saMsAranI bheTa Ape che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne he bhavyajIvo ! tame zA mATe AvA vyavahAramAM AnaMda mANo cho ? arthAt e vyavahAra AcarIne khuza thavuM e barAbara nathI. pharI e vAtane yAda karI laIe ke "vyavahAra = kriyA = pravRtti to sAcavavI ja joIe, bhAva sacavAya ke na sacavAya enI koI vizeSa noMdha na levI" evA prakAranI bhUmikA e kriyAyoga pradhAnatAnI bhUmikA che. ane ene ApaNe sAcI dIkSA nahi, paNa dIkSAnI tAlIma kahIzuM. have AvI bhUmikAvALA jIvo bahArathI kadAca sAdhuveSamAM paNa hoya to paNa e dIkSAnI tAlImamAM ja che, ema paramArthathI kahI zakAya. jayAre "mokSanI prApti mATe atyaMta anivArya aMga nizcaya-jJAna (bhAva)=pariNati ja che. kriyA = vyavahAra jo e nizcayAdinA sAdhaka hoya to ja AdaraNIya ! je kriyAdi nizcayAdinA sAdhaka na bane, enI prAptithI mArA jIvane koI ja vizeSa lAbha nathI" A bhUmikA e jJAnayoganI bhUmikA che. A jIva bhalene pachI bahArathI zrAvakaveSamAM hoya, to paNa e sAcA arthamAM jJAnayoganI bhUmikAne sparzI gayelo gaNAya. - oma, - pravrayA e jJAnayoganI pratipatti rUpa che, e zAstravacanano aMzataH artha ApaNe joI gayA. ' have A hakIkata che, mATe ja kriyAyogAtmaka tAlImakALa ane jJAnayogAtmaka yuddhakALa = pravrayAkALa e bemAM khAsse aMtara samajI zakAya che. ane juo, AkhuM pratikramaNa UbhA - UbhA, sattara saMDAsA pUrvaka, mudrAo sAcavavA pUrvaka AdaravuM jeTaluM saheluM che, e ja AkhuM pratikramaNa manane bIje kyAMya javA dIdhA vinA satata enA sUtrArthomAM joDI rAkhIne AdaravuM eTaluM ja agharuM che. - zAstramAM kahyA pramANenI 14 ke 25 prakAranI ja upadhi rAkhavI, bIjuM kazuM vadhAre na rAkhavuM e jeTaluM saheluM che, e upadhimAM thI ekeya vastu upara ke e upadhi sivAya paNa jagatamAM dekhAtI vastuo upara leza paNa rAgabhAva ubho na thavA devo e eTaluM ja kaparuM che.

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- 9 - - - - - - - - mahAvato - & 09 - - - - - - nirdoSa gocarI lAvavI, e paNa saMyojanAdi vinA vAparavI... A jeTaluM saheluM che... evI rIte gocarI vAparatI vakhate paNa leza paNa rAga na thavo, e rIte gocarI vAparavAmAM muzkelI paDavA chatAM leza paNa aruci na thavI... e eTaluM ja agharuM che. bIjAnA sArA kAryonI mukha dvArA khUba khUba prazaMsA karavI, madhuratama zabdo bolavA e jeTaluM saheluM che... kadI koInA paNa vikAsane joIne aMtaramAM mAtra ne mAtra AnaMda ja thavo, IrSyA na ja thavI, nAnAmAM nAnI paNa IrSyA na ja thavI... e eTaluMja agharuM che. - strI sAthe vAto nahi, strI sAme jovAnuM nahi... A navavADonuM pAlana jeTaluM saheluM che, ... zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha sparza anubhavavA maLe to ya taddana aliptatA! bIlakula rAgadveSano pariNAma nahi... e eTaluM ja kaparuM che. kyAreka madharAte uThI, paramazAMtinA kALamAM AMkho mIMcIne AtmanirIkSaNa karIe ke "divasa daramyAna aDhaLaka kriyAo huM karuM chuM, paNa dareke dareka kriyAomAM mAre je bhAva rAkhavAno che, e meM rAkhyo che ? bhAvane huM saMpUrNa jALavI zakyo chuM? hajAro kriyAomAM jarUrI lAkho zubha bhAvone meM barAbara sAcavyA che ?..." jo viveka draSTi haze, kaI kriyAomAM keTalA ane kevA bhAva hovA joIe eno spaSTa khyAla haze to A AtmanirIkSaNa aMdaranI AMkho ughADI deze, manamAM lAgaze ke "arere ! huM to sAdhanane ja sAdhya mAnI beTho. sAdhanomAMthI sAdhyane ubhuM karavAnI sAdhanA to meM karI ja nathI. rasoInI badhI sAmagrI bhegI karyA pachI je rasoI ja nA banAve ane mAtra sAmagrI joI joI harakhe , e bhUkhyo ja rahevAno. karoDo rUpiyA bhegA karIne ene tijorImAM keda pUrI daI eno koI upayoga na karanAro, mAtra tijorI joI harakhanAro to lokamAM murakha gaNAvAno. hajAro rUpiyAnA joradAra pustako kharIdI lAvIne paNa ene joI joI saMtoSa pAmanAro ne eka paNa pAnuM nahi vAMcanAro vidyArthI C.A. nI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI rahyo... ema huM ya zarIranI kriyAothI khuza thaI beTho, saghaLI bAhya kriyAonI manoharatAmAM ja cAritranI pUrNAhuti mAnI beTho, paNa bhAvano = pariNatino to meM vicAra ja na karyo " basa, paLepaLanI kriyAo sAcavavI ghaNI ghaNI sahelI che. paNa paLepaLa zubhabhAvone sAcavavA ghaNA ghaNA agharA che. mATe ja pravrajyA e che eka mahAna yuddha ! bhISaNa yuddha ! mATe ja karemi bhaMte sUtra e che eka mahAyuddhanI ghoSaNA ! "

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--------------------na yuddhanI ghoSaNA ------------------------ tame, huM ane ApaNA jevA hajAro AtmAoe yuddha mATenI sakhata tAlIma lIdhI. AzcaryakAraka kriyAo ApaNe AtmasAta karI. hajAmone paDatA mUkI varSamAM be vAra badhA vALo kheMcI levA, sAIkala suddhA paNa tyAgIne be page AkhA vizvamAM pharavuM, gharanA rasoDAne paNa ThaMDIne ghera ghera tadana nirdoSa gocarI mATe lAMbu paryaTana karavuM, sophA ke palaMga ke gAdalA - godaDA paNa tiraskArIne bhoMya para saMthArAne sahAre sUvuM. thiyeTaro to ThIka paNa chApA - megejhIno paNa dUra phagAvI daIne mAtra dhArmika abhyAsa ja Adaravo, gharanuM ghara paNa choDIne jayAM, je, jevI jagyA maLe, tyAM te tevI jagyAmAM rahevAnuM.... bApa re ! saMsArIo to jenI kalpanA paNa na karI zake, saMsArIo to jene joIne dhrujI uThe, evI ghorAtighora lAgatI yuddha tAlIma ApaNe sahue keLavI lIdhI. ApaNA zastro, ApaNI A tAlIma joIne ApaNane vizvAsa utpanna thayo ke "A moharAja sAmenA jaMgamAM have ApaNo vijayavAvaTo nakkI pharakavAno....." ane eka mahAmaMgaLakArI divase, jyotiSIonI salAha laI, saguruonI saMmati laI ApaNe badhAe yuddhanI ghoSaNA samAna eka mahA pratijJA uccArI. enuM nAma ja karemi bhaMte sUtra ! jyAre bhAratanA vaDApradhAna vaDApradhAna tarIkenA zapatha le che, tyAre e zapathanI kiMmata keTalI ? e sahu jANe che. samagra rASTranI ane rASTranI prajAnI rakSA karavAnI, enuM hita karavAnI badhI ja javAbadArI e vaDApradhAnanA mastake Ave che. A to pravrajyAnA paramapaMthe prayANa karatA pavitrAtmAnI A pratijJA paNa kaMI soMghI nathI, e mAtra bhAratanA ja nahi, eziyAnA ja nahi, bharatakSetranA ja nahi, jaMbUdvIpanA - aDhiTrIpanA - ticha lokanA ja nahi, paNa caudarAja lokanA tamAme tamAma jIvone potAnA nimitte leza paNa duHkha na pahoMcADavAnI eka ati ati mahApratijJA A pavitrAtmA uccAre che. jema vaDApradhAnanA uttama zabdo bhAratIya prajAne AzvAsana ane AnaMda bakSe, "cAlo, ApaNane ghaNA sArA vaDApradhAna maLyA" ema saMtoSa Ape, ema pavitrAtmAnI A pratijJA caudarAjalokanA pratyeka jIvone jANeke ajabagajabanuM AzvAsana Ape che ke ----------------------- 15 --------------------------

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* mahAvrato "cAlo ghaNuM sArUM thayuM. kama se kama A pavitrAtmA taraphathI to ApaNane saMpUrNa nirbhayatAnI bheTa maLI ja......" sAMbhaLo e upadezamAlAkAranA vacano ! sayalaMmi vi jIvaloe teNaM ihaghosio amAghAo ! ikkaMpi jo duhattaM sattaM bohei jiNavayaNe ! je guru eka paNa du:khAtte jIvane jinavacanano bodha pamADI dIkSA Ape che, te guru caudarAjalokamAM amArighoSaNA karavAnuM kAma kare che. kemake e nUtanadIkSita caudarAja lokanA tamAme tamAma jIvone nahi mAravAnI mahApratijJA le che. A pratijJA ati mahAna che, mATe ja to e pratijJA letI vakhate tamAme tamAma tIrthaMkarone dharmasattA keTalI badhI bheTa sogAdo Ape che ! cothA guNasthAnakathI sIdhuM chaThThA- sAtamA guNasthAne gamana A mahApratijJAnI prApta thAya che. avazya kevalajJAna apAve evuM vipulamati manaHparyavajJAna A mahApratijJAthI prApta thAya che. keTalIya pApaprakRtionA baMdha A mahApratijJAthI virAma pAme che. asaMkhyaguNI nirjarA A mahApratijJAthI zaru thAya che. A mahApratijJA sAcA bhAvathI to AkhAya bhavacakramAM vadhu mAM vadhu mAtra 7-8 vakhata ja saMbhavI zake che. arthAt anAdinigodathI mAMDIne mokSa prApti sudhInA anaMtAnaMta pudgalaparAvarta kALamAM bhAvathI A mahApratijJA jemAM levAI hoya, evA bhavo mAtra 7-8 saMbhavI zake. (samyakatvanI ane dezivaratinI bhAvavALI pratijJA to asaMkhya bhavomAM asaMkhyavAra saMbhavI zake che.) Ano spaSTa artha ja e ke'jIvanI saMsArabhramaNanI mahAzaktine toDI - phoDI nAMkhavAnuM kAma A mahApratijJA kare che. Ama ApaNA jevA hajA2o vartamAna jIvoe moharAja sAme yuddhamAM vijaya meLavavA mATe, tAlIma svIkAravA pUrvaka, sAcI samajaNa pUrvaka pravrajyAno paMtha svIkAryo to kharo, yuddha ghoSaNA rUpa A mahA pratijJA lIdhI paNa kharI ane e ja paLathI atibhayaMkara e yuddhanI zaruAta thaI gaI. AmAM pelA sainikonI mAphaka A tAlImabaddha saMyamIomAM paNa ghaNA vikalpo UbhA thavA mAMDyA. keTalAka saMyamIo to zaruAtathI ja moharAjano bhayaMkara sapATo joIne gabharAI gayA, lIdhelI tAlIma ane bAMdhelA dRDha saMkalpone visarI gayA... khAvAnI saMjJAo jora 16

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- - - - - - - - -jalana yuddhanI ghoSaNA -- ------------------ mAravA lAgI "A khAuM, te khAuM" evA vicAro AvavA lAgyA, rUpanuM anokhuM AkarSaNa aMtaranA stara para spaSTa anubhavAvA lAgyuM, svajanonI yAda manane satAvavA mAMDI, mitro sAthenI mIThI mastI mANavAnA abharakhAo jAgavA lAgyA, "lAva, badhA sAthe vAto karuM, mArA tarapha AkarSita karuM..." evI bahirmukhatAnI bhUtaDI saLavaLavA lAgI,... sAva dUra thayelo samagra saMsAra khUba - khUba najIka lAvavA mATe mana taDapavA lAgyuM. A ja moharAjano bhayaMkara sapATo ! moharAje e saMyamIone pralobhano paNa ApyA, ke "mAre tAbe thaI jAo, huM jema kahuM, tema karavA lAgo. to tamAro beDo pAra thaI jaze." ane keTalAka saMyamIoe pakSapalaTo karI lIdho, veSa sAdhuno ja rAkhIne sAdhutAne dago devAnI bhayAnaka cAlabAjI ramavAnI taiyArI karI lIdhI. e saMyamIo samajyA ke "Ama paNa moharAjanA A bhayaMkara AkramaNa sAme ame TakI nahi zakIe." A saMyojanA vinAnI - svAda vinAnI gocarI vAparavI, Akho divasa 10-12 kalAka svAdhyAya karavo, snehIonA moDhA ya na jovA, gRhasthono paricaya bilakula na karavo, rUpALA darzana sadaMtara baMdha karavA... bApa re bApa ! A badhuM have to bhAre lAge che. tAlImamAM hatA tyAre to koNa jANe utsAhamAM A badhuM thoDuM - ghaNuM pALyuM, paNa A yuddhabhUmi para AvyA tyAre ja khabara paDI ke "A to loDhAnA caNA cAvavAnA che." ApaNuM A kAma nahi. ene badale bhale sAdhupaNAmAM rahIe paNa moharAja jema kahe ema karIe. enAthI be lAbha thaze. ApaNe enA mitra hoIzuM, to e ApaNane mAraze nahi ane moharAja taraphathI sArI sArI bheTo maLyA ja karaze... eTale rahevAnuM cAritramAM, paNa dostArI - nokarI moharAjanI !" ane e saMyamIo kharekhara moharAjane AdhIna banI gayA. - moharAja kahe "tame miSTAnna - pharasANa khAo, doSita vAparo, e mATe mAMdagI vagerenA bahAnA kADho, badhAne Thago..." ane keTalAko ema karatA ja rahyA. moharAja kahe "tame dharmopadezAdinA bahAne strIo sAthe paricaya vadhAratA jAo, mIThI mIThI vAto karatA jAo,..." ane keTalAko ema karavA lAgyA. moharAja kahe "tame jaldI jaldI ziSyo banAvI lo, bicArA bhoLA saMsArI jIvonA bhoLapaNano lAbha lUMTI lo. tamArI mAyAjALamAM =AcAra, vicAranI UMcI UMcI vAtomAM, emane bhoLavI do... tamAro parivAra tame Ubho karo, tamAro vaTa paDaze..." ane kharekhara keTalAkoe e pramANe ja karavA mAMDyuM.

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- - - - - - - - = mahAvato - -- ------- moharAja kahe, "have tame karoDapatione tamArA bhakta banAvo, e mATe emanI prazaMsA karo. e game tevA hoya, to paNa tame emanA guNalA gAo... basa, e rIjhI jaze, dhanano varasAda varasAvaze, pachI tame tamArI IcchA pramANe e dhanano sadupayoga (!) karo.." ane pakSa palaTo karI cUkelA keTalAkoe A badhu paNa AcaryuM. AvI to hajAro bAbato moharAja kaheto gayo ane keTalAka saMyamIo e pramANe karatA gayA. hAya ! A keTalo moTo vizvAsaghAta ! A keTalo moTo pratijJAbhaMga ! A keTalI moTI chetarapIMDI ! A keTalI moTI gadArI ! mokSa meLavavAnI, moharAjane mazAnabhego karavAnI jozIlI vAto to kyAMya AkAzamAM UDI gaI. khuda rakSako bhakSaka banyA. loko paNa bicArA veSa joIne ThagAyA ke "A to dharmarAjano sainika ! moharAjane mAravA nIkaLelo mahArathI !' na samajI zakyA e bhoLIyAo ke "A to mAtra veSa ja dharmarAjanA sainikano che, bAkI to A badhA sainiko aMdarakhAne phUTI gayA che. moharAjUnA gulAma banI cUkyA che...." paNa e aNasamaje emane chetarapiMDInA khADAmAM utArI dIdhA. ane, A vizvAsaghAta karanArAone tatkALa to moharAja taraphathI paNa sArI sArI bheTo maLatI ja rahI. doSita, svAdiSTa gocarImAM majA AvI gaI, vijAtIya paricayomAM galagaliyA thayA, ' vizALa ziSyasaMpattie samAjamAM gauravabharyuM sthAna apAvyuM, zrImaMta bhaktonI avarajavare cotarapha emanI mahAnatA ghoSita karI dIdhI, eza - ArAma bharelI jIMdagIe, kaSTarahita jIMdagIne jIvanamAM AnaMda - AnaMda bharI dIdho. ane dharmarAjanA sainikasaMyamIo A lobhAmaNI mAyAjALamAM vadhune vadhu kheMcAvA lAgyA. emane lAgavA mAMDyuM ke "ApaNe cAritradharmarAjane dago daI rahyA chIe, emAM - - - - - - - - - - 18 - - - - - - - - - - - -

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yuddhanI ghoSaNA kazuM khoTuM nathI karatA. moharAja ja ApaNane paramasukhI banAvI zakaze. cAritradharmarAjanA paDakhe rahevAmAM to naryA duHkhabharyA divaso ja che. A badhA pralobhano paLavAramAM saLagI jAya, uparathI moharAjanI puSkaLa mAra khAvI paDe e to vadhArAmAM...! arthAt jo dharmarAjanA pakSe rahezuM to kalAko sudhI pharI pharIne lAvelA lukhA - sukA bhojano maLavAnA, vijAtIyano paDachAyo paNa sevavA nahi maLavAno, ziSyaparivAranI manohara mastI paNa nahi maLe kema ke gItArthatAdi guNo vinA ane gurunI saMmati vinA ziSyo karI nahi zakAya. badhuM ja gurune ja ApI devuM paDaze, eka paNa bhakta nahi karAya, kemake gRhasthaparicayathI aLagA rahevAnuM che...." re ! A to mAtrane mAtra duHkhI thavAno ja dhaMdho ! huM kyAM A dharmarAjanA ravADe caDI gayo. koIke mokSanI UMcI vAto karI, mane bharamAvyo. huM ya caDAmaNImAM caDI gayo. have, sAcuM bhAna thAya che. sAcuM, samyakatva to A ja che ke moharAjanA sevaka banIne rahevuM. e jema kahe, tema karavuM. ane emAM pratyakSathI ja badhA lAbha jovA maLe che. moharAjanA kahyA pramANe karUM chuM, to badhA prakAranA sukho bhogavuM chuM. jUone ! traNa TAIma garamAgarama managamatI rasoI maLe che, moharAjanA sevaka banavAthI ! vizALa ziSyaparivAranI adbhuta bhakti maLe, moharAjanA sevaka banavAthI ! 'jI, hajurI' karanArA hajAro bhakto maLe che, moharAjanA sevaka banavAthI ! cAre bAju 'vAha! vAha !' nA dhvani sAMbhaLavA maLe che, moharAjanA sevaka banavAthI ! zuM ApyuM dharmarAje ? zuM ApyuM moharAje ? meM pratyakSathI ja joI lIdhuM. basa, have mAre UMcI UMcI vAtomAM, UMcA - UMcA AdarzomAM taNAI javuM nathI. have koI game te kahe, huM mAtra ne mAtra moharAjane ja vaphAdAra rahIza." hAya ! eka bhayAnaka mithyAtve e saMyamIonA mAnasataMtra para bharaDo laI lIdho. A badhI ja bhedI ramata 2mI gayo, pelo moharAja ! e pralobhano Apato ja rahyo, bheTa - sogAdo pahoMcADato ja rahyo... eTale ja e saMyamIone moharAja ghaNo sAro lAgato ja rahyo. vizvAsaghAtI banelA e saMyamIone zuM khabara ke moharAja jevo kapaTI, pAkhaMDI 19 ***** *****

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mahAvrato bIjo koI nathI. pralobhano ApI ApIne tamane atyAre enA pakSamAM rAkhaze. ane jevuM enuM kAma pUrNa thaze, dharmarAja A dagAkhorIthI hAraze ke tarata ja moharAja A badhAnuM paNa kATaluM kADhI nAMkhavAno. dharmarAjane dago denArA tamAmane e moharAja tiryaMcagati ke narakagati nAmanI jelamAM keda pUrI devAno. tyAMthI emano chUTakAro kyAre thAya e to bhagavAna jANe. upamAonI jaMjALa bAju para mUkIne sIdhe - sIdhI vAta karIe to eTaluM ja kahevAya ke mokSanI sAcI bhAvanAthI, saMsAranA vairAgyathI dIkSA lIdhA bAda paNa jeo pAMca mahAvratone, karemibhaMtenI pratijJAne barAbara pALatA nathI. viSayasukhonI, zarIranI paravazatAno bhoga bane che... teono A nAnakaDo bhava bhale dekhAvamAM sohAmaNo pasAra thAya, paNa e pachI bhISaNasaMsAranI anaMtayAtrA emaNe karavI paDe to lagIre navAI nahi. keTalAka bhIru saMyamIo yuddhe caDyA bAda moharAjanA bhayaMkara AkramaNathI hebatAI jaI yuddha laDavAno vicAra to mAMDI vALe che, paNa teo vizvAsaghAtanA mArge jaI kapaTathI moharAjanA tAbe rahevAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI. teo raNasaMgrAmamAMthI ja bhAgI jAya che. arthAt sAdhu vezamAM rahI saMsArIo karatA paNa badatara jIvana jIvavAnuM ghora pApa ka2vAne badale sAdhuveSa tyAgI pUrvanI jema ja saMsArI banI jAya che. A saMyamIo pahelA saMyamIo karatA ghaNA sArA che. kemake-emaNe cAritraveSano durUpayoga nathI karyo. eTale ja dIkSA choDyA pachI paNa jo teo samyagdarzana, zrAvakAcArane barAbara TakAvI rAkhe to teo dhIre - dhIre paNa pAchA mokSa tarapha ja prayANa karanArA bane. upadezamAlAkAra zrI dharmadAsagaNie bahuja spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM che ke 'susAvo vi varatAM, na sAjhuvene yuadhamo sAmAyika, pUjA, pratikramaNAdi zubhAnuSThAno vidhi+bhAva pUrvaka karanArA suzrAvako sArA. paNa sAdhuveSamAM rahIne sAdhudharmathI bhraSTa thaI saMsArI jevuM jIvana jIvanArA bilakula sArA nahi. juo, skulamAM zikSaka banavuM, zikSaka tarIke rUA. 10 hajArano mAsika pagAra levo ane chatAM vidyArthIone sAruM bhaNAvavAnI potAnI upADelI pharajamAM veTha utAravI e ghaNuM ja kharAba che. enA karatA to je zikSaka ja nathI banyo, ke je vidyArthIone bhaNAvI na zakato hovA badala svayaM zikSakanI nokarI choDI cUkyo che, e vadhu sAro, kemake e vidyArthIone ke sarakArane Thagato nathI. 20

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* yuddhatI ghoSaNA DokTara banavuM, rogIo pAsethI ane sarakArI hospITalomAMthI puSkaLa paisA levAnA... chatAM davAo na ApavI, roga vadhAranArI davAo ApavI, aMdarakhAne bhraSTAcAra khelavo... e ghaNuM ja kharAba che. enA karatA to je DokTara banato ja nathI, athavA to DokTara banyA pachI paNa je potAnI azakti jANI laI DokTaranuM kAma choDI de che, e vadhu sAro, kemake e rogIone ke hospiTalanA vahIvaTadArone chetarato nathI. lAkho voTa meLavI rAjakAraNI banavuM, paNa pachI prajA mATe kaMI kAma na karavA, lAMca - rUzvata laI prajAnuM ja nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhavuM.. AvA netA to ghaNA kharAba. enA karatA to netA na bananAro ke netA banyA bAda prajAnA kAmo karavAnI potAnI pharaja na nibhAvI zakavAne lIdhe netRtvapada choDI denAro mANasa ghaNo sAro. evuM ja A dharmakSetramAM che. jeNe dIkSA ja nathI lIdhI, evo suzrAvaka sAro, dIkSA lIdhA bAda dIkSAnA AcAro pALI zakAya tema na lAgavAthI dIkSA choDI puna : suzrAvaka bananAro sAro, paNa dIkSA laI, dIkSA jIvananA badhA lAbho bhogavanAra, mugdhonAM vaMdana - gocarI - pANI lenAra chatAM dIkSA jIvanane ucita AcAro na pALanAro bilakula sAro nahi. dhanyAtidhanya to e mumukSuo che, jeoe tAlIma to joradAra lIdhI ja, mokSecchAne tIvratama banAvI, mohavijayarne aMtima lakSya banAvyuM, ane jANe ke rajapUto kesariyA kare, ema apAra ullAsa sAthe jeoe mAtra pravrajyAno svIkAra ja na karyo, paNa e paLathI ja te mahAtmAo moharAja upara ane enA sainiko upara,nirdaya banIne tUTI paDyA. anAsakti evI keLavI ke saMyojanA vinAnI, rUkSa-zuSka gocarI paNa jANe ke managamatI thaI. nirvikAritA evI keLavI ke daivI strIonA darzana paNa rUMvADeya vikAra na jagAvI zake. apramattatA evI keLavI ke rAtre pAMceka kalAkanI UMgha daramyAna paDakhuM pheravatI vakhate pUMjavA - pramArjavAnuM to cAlu ja. niHspRhatA evI keLavI ke sAmethI ziSya banavA AvatA jIvone paNa mAtra gurune ja soMpI dIdhA. aMtarmukhatA evI keLavI ke karoDopati bhakto vaMdanAdi mATe Ave, toya svAdhyAyamAMthI eka miniTa paNa emanI sAthe vAto karavAmAM jemane nIrasatA anubhavAtI. gurupAratantya evuM keLavyuM ke guru lAphA mAre ke anyAya kare ke pratikULa bane... guru pratyenA agAdha bahumAnanI vajranI banelI divAlanI eka kAMkarI paNa na khare. vAtsalyabhAva evo keLavyo ke munimAtrane joIne rUMvADe rUMvADe harSa pragaTe. ahoho ! 21

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---------------------lagna mahAvrato -29-09-29---9-9-9-9-9- A mahArathI munionA bhAthAmAM keTakeTalA ajabagajabanA zastro ! moharAjanuM sainya mAra khAI rahyuM. trAhimAm pokArI rahyo, khuda moharAja ! moharAjanI pIchehaTha vadhatI cAlI. tema tema munirAjono utsAha vadhato gayo, AkramaNa vadhu jozIluM banatuM gayuM. aMte A munirAjoe niSkalaMka vijaya meLavyo. Azcarya to e ke mahAyuddha khelavA chatAM nAnakaDo ghA paNa na lAgyo. arthAtu cAritradehamAM kyAMya nAno sarakho aticAra paNa na lAgavA dIdho. paNa sabUra ! AvA munirAjo keTalA ? AvA zuravIro keTalA ? koI ekAda paNa maLe Aje Avo bhaDavIra ! asaMbhava ! have, ApaNI vAta ! ApaNe koNa chIe ? (ka) cAritra laIne cAritrAcAro na pALavA ane badhI anUkULatAo bhogavavI... evA vizvAsaghAtI ApaNe nathI ne ? (kha) veSa choDIne ghare besI gayelA kAyaro paNa ApaNe nathI ne ? (ga) eka paNa bhUla vinAnuM niSkalaMka saMyama jIvana jIvanArA mahAmuni chIe, ApaNe? nA, ApaNe mahAmuni nathI, banI zakIe ema paNa nathI, to, ghera jaI beThelA kAyaro paNa nathI, hA! eka cothA prakAranA saMyamIo paNa che. duzmananA seMkaDo ghA khAIne, lohI luhANa banIne paNa ekalapaMDe laDanArA, rANAsaMga jevA sainiko ! e mevADanA mahArANA saMgrAmasiMha (rANo saMga) yuddhamAM 80 ghA khAI cUkyA hatA, eka paga paNa kapAI gayo hato, chatAM ghA para malamapaTTA karatA, rujha lAvatA ane pAchA jaMge caDhatA. duzmano AvA ghAyala laDavaiyAthI paNa bhAre gabharAtA. ema keTalAka munirAjo paNa AvA ghAyala laDavaiyA jevA ! saMyama jIMvanamAM moharAjanA kAraNe ghaNIvAra ghAyala thayA. paNa hAra svIkAre ke pIchehaTha kare ke dago rame 29-9----9-9-09-ala-29-09-ka-29-ka 2 2 --29-09-----------------

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yuddhatI ghoSaNA .. e bIjA ! A munio to joradAra laDavaiyA ! laDavuM e ja emano svabhAva to malamupaTTA kare, pAchA caDe raNamedAne ! A rIte ghAyala thatA thatA paNa aMte to vijaya meLavIne ja jaMpe. Azaya e che ke, cAritrajIvanamAM karmonA vicitra vipAkonA kAraNe, kusaMskAronA kAraNe, AjubAjunA nimittonA kAraNe Atmika doSo UbhA thaI jAya. = AhA2saMjJA tIvratama banavAthI AdhAkarmI vAparavAnA vicAro paNa AvI jAya, svacchatA mAjhA mUke tyAre game tene ziSya banAvavAnI lAlasA paNa pragaTI jAya, pramAda sImAtIta bane tyAre ATha - dasa kalAka uMghyA karavAnI kuTeva sevAI jAya, vedodaya hada vaTAve to vicitra prakAranA vikAro paNa jAgrata thaI jAya, svArthaghAta thAya, tyAre krodhAveza zrIsaMghanA sabhyo upara paNa jAgI jAya, apamAna sahevuM paDe, tyAre gurvAdi pratye paNa arUci jAgI jAya... AvuM AvuM ghaNuM badhu banI jAya. A to bhAI !-yuddha che yuddha ! ... emAM zatru taraphathI lAkho zastro chUTavAnA, emAM 25-50-100 zastro lAgI paNa jAya, e kaMI Azcarya na kahevAya. yuddhamAM AvuM to banavAnuM ja. ** A ja rIte laDanAro e muni cokkasa eka divasa vijaya pAme ja. spaSTa bhASAmAM kahIe to, tamAme tamAma jinAjJAone barAbara jANavI. ghA lAge paNa e vakhate e saMyamI sadguru pAse jAya, potAnA doSo vistArathI jaNAve, enuM prAyazcitta le, pharI e doSa na sevAI jAya e mATe tIvra prayatna kare. kadAca pharI doSa sevAya, pharI alocanA ! pharI prAyazcitta ! doSa nahi sevavA mATeno dRDha prayatna karavAnI taiyArI! zakti pramANe badhI jinAjJAo pALavAno dRDha purUSArtha Adaravo. emAM jyAM jyAM bhUlo thAya, tyAM gurune e badhI bhUlo jaNAvavI. guru je prAyazcitta Ape te svIkAravuM, AdaravuM. e pApa pharI na thAya e mATeno puna : dRDha saMkalpa ane prayatna ! moharAja sAme namatuM jokhavuM e koIpaNa bhoge na paravaDe. bolo, ApaNI sAme mAtra be ja vikalpa che. 23

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mahAvrato (1) cAritradharmane dago devo che ? sAdhu veSa pakaDI rAkhI sAdhutAne kalaMkabhUta jIvana jIvavuM che ? hajAro mugdha lokone ThagavAnuM ghora pApa bAMdhavuM che ? ke pachI, (2) cAritradharmanI vaphAdArI pakaDI rAkhIne khUMkhAra yuddha khelavuM che ? jIvanamAM lAgatA doSonI zuddhatama AlocanA karavI che, e pachI prAyazcitta ane akaraNaniyamanA ArAdhaka banavuM che ? jo pahelo vikalpa svIkArazuM to eno aMjAma spaSTa che, anaMta saMsAra ! jo bIjo vikalpa svIkArazuM to eno aMjAma spaSTa che, aMte vijaya ! mokSa ! jo pahelo vikalpa ja gamato hoya, moharAjanA pralobhano choDavA na hoya to pachI have kazuM ja kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa jo e pralobhanonI pAchaLa paDelo anaMta saMsArano bhaya najare dekhAto hoya, ane eTale ja khumArIpUrvaka, laDAI karI levAnI, jakhmo khAIne paNa vijaya meLavavAnI bhAvanA ubharAtI hoya to have nIcenI vAta dhyAna daIne sAMbhaLo ! yuddhe to caDI ja gayA chIe ! have emAM nathI ghare pAchA javuM ke nathI moharAjane parAdhIna thaI cAritradharmane dago devo. tIrthaMkaro bhagavaMto jevuM apratima parAkrama paNa nathI... paNa have e yuddha kevI rIte laDavuM e mATenI vyUharacanA barAbara samajI laIe. ApaNe have ema samajIne ja cAlIe chIe ke A yuddhamAM ApaNane ghaNA badhA ghA lAgavAnA to che ja. paNa ApaNe AlocanA - prAyazcitta- akaraNaniyamAdirUpa saMjIvanI auSadhi sAthe ja rAkhI che, enA dvArA e ghAne rujhavatA javAnA che ane yuddha cAlu rAkhavAnuM che. ghA - doSo na lAge e mATeno prayatna cokkasa karazuM, chatAM ghA lAgavAnI ane ghA lAgyA pachI malamapaTTA karavAnI taiyArI paNa eTalI ja rAkhazuM. basa, AvA yuddhavIra, laDavaiyA saMyamIo mATe havenuM lakhANa che. A lakhANamAM A saMyamIone A badhI mAhitI ApavI che ke 1.karemi bhaMte ! sutra rUpI pratijJAno vAstavika artha zuM ? 2.e sUtranA ja vistAra rUpI pAMca mahAvratono vAstavika artha zuM ? 3.AmAM kyA kyA sthAne moharAja ApaNane parezAna karI zake che ? 4.AmAM ApaNane ApaNA ja lAge evA moharAjanA jAsuso = chUpI polIso koNa ? 24 **** ***

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------------------ yuddhanI ghoSaNA - la - ---------------- pa.e badhAne haNavA mATenA upAyo zuM? 6.moharAjanA zastro ApaNane lAgI na jAya, lAge to paNa jIva na laI le ane lAgelo ghA jaldI rUjhAI jAya... A badhA mATe zuM karavuM ? basa, sau prathama A badhI ja bAbato ApaNe samajI laIe, pachI yuddha laDavAnuM vadhu sAruM paDaze. pachI vijaya maLavo vadhu sahelo paDaze. hamaNA to jANIe A vyuharacanAne ! basa, ApaNe gabharAvAnuM nathI, paNa ApaNe sAvaceta sajAga cokkasa rahevAnuM che. cAlo tyAre, e yuddhaghoSaNA bAda have yuddhanI viziSTa yUharacanAne jANavA mATe tatpara banIe.

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* 2. karemi bhaMte ! sUtrano artha * he bhagavAna ! huM sAmAyika karuM chuM. ( mi bhaMte ! sAmAyaM) (prazna : sAmAyika to cAra prakAranA che. tuM kayuM sAmAyika karavAno che ? samyakatva ? zruta ? deza virati ? ke sarvavirati ?) uttara : huM tamAme tamAma sAvadyayoganuM pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. arthAt pApavALA je je yogo hoya e badhAno tyAga karuM chuM. eTale ke sarvavirati rUpI sAmAyikano svIkAra karuM chuM. (sarvAM mAvapnuM nonuM padmavAmi ) (prazna : A sAvaghayoga tyAga kyAM sudhI karavAno che ?) uttara : nAvabnIvALu jyAM sudhI mAruM A jIvana Take tyAM sudhI A sAvadyayogano tyAga karIza. (prazna :e sAvaghayoga keTalA prakAranA che ? ke je badhAno tuM tyAga kare che.) uttara He trividha trividha =9 prakAranA che. te A pramANe che. 1.huM manathI sAvaghayoga karIza nahi 2.huM manathI sAvaghayoga karAvIza nahi. 3.huM manathI sAvaghayoga anumodIza nahi. 4.huM vacanathI sAvaghayoga karIza nahi. 5.huM vacanathI sAvaghayoga karAvIza nahi. 6.huM vacanathI sAvaghayoga anumodIza nahi. 7.huM kAyAthI sAvaghayoga karIza nahi 8.huM kAyAthI sAvaghayoga karAvIza nahi. 9.huM kAyAthI sAvaghayoga anumodIza nahi. (tivid.. te sAvaghayogonuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM.(tasyamaMte ! paGijJAmi) te sAvaghayoganI AtmasAkSIe niMdA karuM chuM (nivAmi) ..samaNunALAmi) te sAvaghayoganI gurusAkSIe niMdA karuM chuM.(rihAmi ) bhUtakALamAM sAvaghayoga karI cUkelA A AtmAne huM tyAgI dauM chuM.( appALuM vosirAmi) A rIte ApaNe sAmAnyathI A mahApratijJAno artha joyo. have AmAM gUDhArtha zuM che ? e jANavAno prayatna karIe. 26

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3. bhaMte (saMvigna ane gItArthane guru banAvajo) A AkhIya dIkSAnI saphaLatAno AdhAra koNa che ? khabara che ? jo A AdhAra barAbara nahi, to dIkSA mAtra niSphaLa ja na jAya, paNa bhayaMkara phaLo paNa Ape. jo A AdhAra barAbara, to dIkSA jhaTapaTa mokSa ApI de. koNa che e tattva ? je dIkSAnI saphaLatA ane niSphaLatAnuM mULa che. e che guru ! gura jo sArA - sAcA maLI gayA, to beDo pAra ! dIkSA lenAro kadAca mithyAtvI hoya to paNa sAcA - sArA gurunA pratApe saMsAra tarI jAya. guru jo kharAba - khoTA maLI gayA, to A dIkSAnI nAvaDI saMsArasAgaramAM DUbI ja samajo. vairAgI - tyAgI ziSyo paNa kharAba - khoTA gurunA pratApe dIrgha saMsArI banI jAya. emAM ya guramAM be guNo hovA ja joIe. gItArthatA ane saMvignatA * jinAgamono ane emAMya nizIthacUrNi vagere cheda granthono talasparzI bodha dharAvanAra guru e gItArtha guru ! jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vIryAcAra A pAMceya prakAranA AcAronuM potAnI zakti pramANe samyapha pAlana kare ane Azritone pAlana karAve te saMvigna guru! svArtha bhAvanA rahita, paropakAranI sAcI khevanAvALA guru e saMvigna! A bemAMthI eka paNa guNanI khAmIvALA jo guru bane, to ziSyane saMsAra taravo bhAre paDI ja javAno e nizcita hakIkata che. | upadezamAlAkAra kahe che ke, - jaM jayai agIyattho jaM ca agIyatthanissio jayai / vaDAvei gacchaM aNaMtasaMsArio hoi / agItArtha guru ane agItArthanI nizrAmAM rahelo gaccha... e badhAno anaMtasaMsAra thAya. gacchAcArapayannA kahe che ke, - nIyaWvayoui visaM hatnAhitna tu pive ... -------------------------27 mAla- nAta-nakala-nA-nakala------------------

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mahAvrato gItArthaguru jhera pIvAnuM kahe to haLAhaLa viSa paNa pI jaje, paNa agItArtha tane amRta Ape to paNa pIto nahi. - koI tArA zarIramAM zULa - trizula bhoMkIne jhADa vagere upara laTakAvI de, to e rIte hajAra varSa laTakI rahevAnuM ane ghoravedanAo sahana karavAnuM kabula rAkhaje. paraMtu agItArthane guru banAvI enuM zaraNuM svIkArIza nahi. - pRLAti zAstrArthamiti guru: je zAstronA arthonuM pratipAdana karI zake te guru. mahopAdhyAyajI 350 gAthAnA stavanamAM kahe che ke - gItAratha, jayaNAvaMta, bhavabhIrU jeha mahaMta, tasavayaNe loke tarIye, jema pravahaNathI bharadariye.... arthAt gItArtha, yatanAvaMta, bhavabhIru, mahaMta gurunA vacanothI saMsAra tarAya. e sivAyanA guruo to bolI bolIne jIvone saMsAramAM DubADanArA bane. evA nirguNIonA ToLAnuM zuM kAma ? gaNadhara mahArAjAo A vAta barAbara samaje che ke pravrajyAnA pAvana paMthe Daga mAMDanArAo jo gurunI oLakha karavAmAM thApa khAze to emanI pravrajyA dhULamAM maLI javAnI pAkI zakyatA che. ane eTale ja e mumukSuone jANe ke sAvaceta karavA, sAvadha banAvavA sAmAyika sUtramAM zaruAtamAM ja gurune mATe saMbodhana rUpe eka khUba ja suMdara zabda teoe mUkI dIdho. bhaMte ! Avazyaka niryuktikAra mahArAjA enA traNa artha darzAve che. bhadatta = kalyANakArI bhavAnta = saMsAranAzaka bhayAnta = sAtabhayonA nAzaka. arthAt je mokSa pamADI ApavA rUpa kalyANa karI zake, je saMsArano nAza karI zake. je Dagalene pagale satAvatA sAteya bhayone nivArI zake. evA eka mahAna sAdhune ahIM bhaMte ! zabdathI saMbodhavAmAM AvyA che. AnA dvArA mumukSuone jaNAve che ke, he mumukSuo ! tamArA guru bhadatta che ne ? bhavAnta che ne ? bhayAnta che ne ? e cakAsI lejo. kemake e ja tamArA sAcA guru banavAne lAyaka che. ane bahu ja spaSTa hakIkata A ja che ke gItArtha ane saMvigna sAdhu ja bhadatta, bhavAnta, bhayAtta banI zake che. ** 28 *** ma

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----------------------- bhaMte -------------------- jemaM.D. sudhInI DIgrI meLavI cUkelo bhalA svabhAvano DokTara rogInA roga dUra kare, Arogya Ape ane kharcA vagere saMbaMdhI bAbatomAM paNa AzvAsana Ape. ema gItArthatAnI padavI pAmelo sadAcArasaMpanna, niHspRha sAdhu saMsArIonA saMsAra rogano nAza kare, AtmaguNonI = Atmika sukhanI bakSisa Ape.. ane e sivAya paNa ghaNI badhI rIte e jIvone zAtA - samAdhi ApanAra bane. bAkI saMsAramAM jema koI chokarI koIka chokarAnA bAhyarUpa, saMpatti vagerene joIne, enAthI AkarSAIne lagna karI le ane pAchaLathI e chokarAnA vicitrasvabhAva, vyasano, lapharAo vagerene kAraNe khUba khUba duHkhI thAya... ema jeo guru nakkI karavAmAM mAtra bAhya ADaMbara jUe che, "potAne pasaMda paDI gayA, potAnI sAthe mIThuM bole che, potAnI sAthe rAgabhAva che." e badhuM joIne guru nakkI kare che... teo guru tarIkenA sAcA guNonI cakAsaNI vinA game tene guru banAvIne aMte saMsArabhramaNa vadhArI denArA bane to navAI nahi. - bhaviSyanA anaMtakALano A prazna che, A kaMI nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. jo guru banAvavAmAM thApa khAdhI, to anaMtIvAra nArakomAM paNa javuM paDe evI saMbhAvanAo che. AvI atigaMbhIra bAbata hoya tyAre chokaraDA, lAgaNIveDA kema cAlaze ? kensaranuM oparezana karAvavAnuM hoya to zrImaMto 10 jagyAe pUchaparacha karyA bAda, ghaNI badhI khAtarI karyA bAda koIkanI pAse oparezana karAvavA taiyAra thAya che. to jo eka ja bhavanA prazna mATe paNa ATalI badhI sakhata takedArI rAkhavAnI hoya to anaMtAnaMta bhavono A prazna che, e mA guru nakkI karavAmAM utAvaLa, aviveka, sneharAgaparavazatA... AmAMnuM kazuM ja cAlI zake kharuM ke ? 'saMguru atyaMta atyaMta Avazyaka che. to kuguru atyaMta atyaMta tyAjaya che, Aja kAraNasara zAstrakAra mahArAjAo kahe che "jUo, bhavyAtmAo! sAcAguru meLavavA mATe tamAre 12 varSa rAha jovI paDe to rAha jo jo. e mATe 700 yojanA sudhI (vartamAnakALamAM 9100 kI.mI. sudhI) sadgurunI tapAsa karavI paDe to karajo, Ama 12 varSa sudhI 700 yojana sudhI sagurunI zodha mATe pharavuM paDe to pharajo. paNa game tene guru na banAvatA..." mahopAdhyAya vinayavijayajI paNa kahe che ke paridarIyo muvivejI mati yo matindrama' (zAMtasudhArasa-karuNAbhAvanA) je guru maMdabuddhivALAone bhamAve, bharamAve... evA avivekI gurune choDI devA joIe...

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29-09-9-09-9-4-9--29--29-09-- mahAvrato ke--9-09-2-9-4-9-09-29----nA vartamAnamAM keTalIka muzkelIo evI UbhI thaI che ke jene kAraNe guru bananAra ane ziSya bananAra baMnene nukasAna thAya che. guru bananArA jo potAnI pAtratAno vicAra na kare, potAnI gItArthatA ane saMvignatAne na cakAse ane potAno parivAra = ziSyo banAvI levAnA lobhamAM paDe to e pachI potAnI pAse AvanArA sAthe mIThI - madhurI vAto karaze, emane AkarSavA mATenA badhA ja prayatno karaze, emanA mATe jamavAnI, uMghavAnI, rahevAnI, nAhavAnI sArAmAM sArI goThavaNo paNa karI Apaze, enA mATe jAte rojanA kalAkono bhoga Apaze, rAtre 11-12 vAgyA sudhI pAse besADaze. dIkSAnI vAstavikatA - kaThinatA samajAvavAne badale dIkSAnI saraLatA ja darzAvyA karaze... "ahIM badhI anukuLatA che. ekAsaNA na thAya to karaje ne navakArazI ! kadAca vihArAdimAM takalIpha paDe to ya DolI - vhIlaceranI vyavasthA che ja ne ?... vagere." bIjI bAju tadana bhoLA mAsuma mumukSuo ! emane nathI to mokSanI kaMI vizeSa samajaNa ke nathI to "guru kone banAvavA joIe" vagere bAbatono bodha ! e badhA hajI dIkSA levAnI IcchAvALA hovA chatAM aMdarathI to sAMsArika lAgaNIothI ghaDAyelA hoya che. eTale ja je sAdhu taraphathI ATalI badhI anukULatAo maLe, je sAdhu kalAko sudhI bhoga Ape, e sAdhu tarapha sahaja rIte DhaLI paDe. e sAdhu emane sarvasva lAgavA mAMDe... ane e rIte pelo mumukSu bane ziSya ! ane e sAdhu bane guru ! kharI muzkelI have zaru thAya. e sAdhu saMte ! banavAne lAyaka jo na hoya to eno artha ja e ke dhIme dhIme e nUtanaguru potAnA ziSya mATe bhoga ApavAne badale have ziSya pAsethI bhoga levAnI apekSA rAkhavAnA. ziSya traNa TAIma gocarI - pANI lAvI Ape, paDilehaNAdi karI Ape, saMthAro pAtharI Ape, jarUra paDe tyAre varaghoDAdimAM mAna - sanmAna meLavavAmAM upayogI bane... A badhI apekSAo gurunI vadhatI jAya. paNa enI sAme ziSyane bhaNAvavo, ziSyane saMyamanI sUkSma tAlIma ApavI. ene gItArtha - saMvigna banAvavo... e badhA mATeno koI ja prayatna nahi. have e guru nUtana mumukSune nUtana ziSya banAvavA mATenA nUtana prayatno zaru kare. pelo juno ziSya jUe ke "guru AkhA divasamAM mane aDadho - eka kalAka paNa bhaNAvavA taiyAra nathI. emane rasa che, have pelA nUtana mumukSu mATe ! "navuM navuM nava dahADA' e nyAya mArA para lAgI gayo. have mArI kANI koDI jeTalI paNa kiMmata nahi. have mAre mAtra ghasAI javAnuM. sAme mane zAstrabodha, saMyamanI tAlIma... maLavAnuM nathI." - - - - - - - 9 9 30 9909 - - - - - - - -

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ane guru pratyenA sadUbhAvamAM khAmI AvatI jAya, tenAthI vaiyAvaccAdimAM paNa khAmI AvatI jAya. eTale gurunI vaiyAvacca barAbara na thavAthI, gurunI apekSAo pUrI na thavAthI guru enA pratye arucivALA banatA jAya, ene Thapako paNa ApatA thAya. e ThapakAmAM paDelo krodhabhAva - svArthabhAva ziSyane hADohADa sparzI jAya, ane eno asadUbhAva ghaTavAne badale vadhe. jo e paNa AvezamAM AvI sAme thaI jAya to to guruziSyanA saMbaMdhamAM kAyama mATe eka moTI tirADa UbhI thAya.... paNa jo e sAme na thAya to paNa aMdara ne aMdara gUMgaLAya, mana baLavo karavA prerAya, vaiyAvaccano ullAsa khalAsa thAya, gurune vaMdana karavAmAM ya bhAvollAsa na jAge, ekalatA anubhavAtI jAya... guru paNa A badhuM joI vadhu ne vadhu Aveza - tiraskArAdivALA banatA rahe... chevaTe e ziSyano mArga phaMTAya. ene Atmika AnaMda to maLyo nahi, guru taraphano snehAnaMda paNa khatama thayo. ane kAmAnaMda = viSayasukhAnaMda to e saMsAramAM ja choDI Avelo, eTale traNeya AnaMdothI bhraSTa thayelo e kaMIka AnaMda meLavA talape. jIva mAtrano A svabhAva che ke ene koIka AnaMda to joIe ja. ' have AtmAnaMda meLavavAnuM to enuM gajuM ja na hoya kemake evo zAstrAbhyAsa ja na thayo hoya. eTale enI najara snehAnaMda ane kAmAnaMda meLavavA tarapha doDe. enI dizA badalAya. e gRhastho sAthe vadhu ne vadhuparicaya karavA dvArA, emanI sAthe mitratA - lAgaNI bAMdhavA dvArA snehAnaMda meLavavAno prayatna kare. to bIjI bAju khAvA - pIvAmAM, strIparicayAdimAM, mastIsabhara jIvanamAM e kAmAnaMda meLavavAno prayatna kare. A rIte jyAre eka ziSya sAdhupaNAmAM saMsArI tarIkenuM jIvana jIvavAno prAraMbha kare che, tyAre e jinazAsanano eka zatru banI rahe che. enA hAthe hajAro varSo jUnI paraMparAono, AcAra maryAdAono nAza thavA lAge che. gurvAdi pratyeno kaSAyabhAva ane bhojanAdi pratyeno viSayabhAva enA samagra jIvanane ghamaroLI nAMkhe che, to bIjIbAju guru paNa kaSAyAdimAM svahita hArI bese che. jo ayogya vyakti guru bane to AvI anarthonI paraMparA sarjAya che. - kyAMka vaLI guru - ziSyanI joDI akabaMdha paNa rahetI hoya che, jANe ke vIra - - gautamanI joDI ja lAge. paNa emAM paNa atigaMbhIra bAbata e ke A joDI TakI rahevAmAM pAyA tarIke kAma kare che, snehAnaMda ke kAmAnaMda! pitA - putrano, mAtA - putrano saMbaMdha jema akabaMdha TakI rahe che. paNa eTalA mAtrathI e AdhyAtmika vikAsa nathI ja gaNAto. ema kyAMka guru - ziSyano saMbaMdha paNa parasparanA snehabhAvane kAraNe TakI raheto hoya che. paNa emAM AtmAnaMda bhaLelo hoto nathI. ane e bhaLe paNa kyAMthI ? kemake guru -----------------------09 - 31 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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jajala 909- jalA lajajAH- A mahAvato jaja jela 90999 - agItArtha ke asaMvigna che. eTale ja sAMsArika sneha saMbaMdhanI mAphaka A saMbaMdha paNa kaMI vizeSa vakhANavA lAyaka nathI. hA ! bAhya draSTie e sAruM dekhAvAnuM, na jhagaDo na kaMkAsa ! baMne mastIthI jIve, ekabIjAnA gADha snehane AdhAre jIve. emane AtmAnaMda yAda ja nathI Avato, eTale ja enI uNapa paNa emane duHkhI nathI karatI. snehathI bharyo bharyo saMsAra emane khUba ja gamI rahe che. hA ! AvuM paNa jovA maLavAnuM. jyAM zAstrAjJAo pALavAnI koI vAta nathI, jyAM doSadahananI ke guNavikAsanI koI vicAraNA nathI, jyAM doSonI AlocanA ke enuM prAyazcitta karavAnA koI saMkalpo ya nathI, chatAM ya jyAM saMyamajIvana sarasa rIte jIvAtuM lAge, kemake emAM bharapUra snehAnaMda bhaLI cUkelo hoya che. re ! AnA karatA paNa gaMbhIra bAbata che kAmAnaMda upara racAyelI saMyamajIvananI moTI ImArata ! bhale emAM abrahmarUpI kAmAnaMda na hoya, paNa e sivAya paNa pAMceya IndriyonA sukhono bharapUra bhogavaTo to hoI zake che ne? puNyavAna (!) guru pAse e badhuM sAva sulabha hoya, ane mugdha ziSyane e badhuM mAphaka AvI jAya. vihAramAM sAmAna uMcakavAno ja nahi, kemake sAmAnanI heraphera mATe gADI taiyAra che. ghera ghera gocarI pharavAnI nahi, kemake rasoDAo ane bhaktonA TiphIno taiyAra che. pANInA ghaDA uMcakavAnA, ThAravAnA, gALavAnA nahi. kemake e badhuM kAma to pelA mANaso ja patAvI devAnA che. vaDInIti mATe nirdoSa jagyA zodhavAnI, dUra sudhI javAnI koI mahenata ja nahi, kemake vADA ke AgaLa vadhIne saMDAsa paNa taiyAra ja che. kApa kADhavAnI jarura ja nahi, kemake e kAma paNa mANaso karI le che. saMthArA - uttarapaTTAnA duHkho sahevAnA ja nahi, kemake kharabacaDA nahi, paNa suMvALA dhAbaDAo badhe ja. sulabha banAvI dIdhA che. locanA paNa duHkho veThavAnA nahi, kemake khAnagImAM astro pheravI levAnI suvidhA paNa meLavI lIdhI che..... A badho che, kAmAnaMda ! guru taraphathI A kAmAnaMda maLe, pachI mugdhaziSyane e badhuM game ane eTale ja e ApanArA guru mahAna, upakArI, tAraNahAra lAge to emAM vaLI Azcarya zuM ? TuMkamAM guru jo gItArtha + saMvigna nahi hoya to e guru - ziSyanI joDI kAM to bhAMgI paDavAnI kAM to snehAnaMda ke kAmAnaMdanA AdhAre vikasavAnI. paNa A joDI nizcita durgatigAmI bane... to emAM koI ja Azcarya nahi. AvuM na bane e mATe gaNadhara mahArAjAo matte ! zabda bolIne mumukSuone, pravrajitone sAvadha kare che, tamArA guru tarIke game tene pasaMda na karatA, paNa bhadanta + & 29-06--% 32 jaja bajAjaja jAta,

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ala-9--9-9-9-4-09--29909-4-janma bhaMte 49-4-9--09-9-9-------------- bhavAnta + bhayAntane ja sthApajo. ane evA guru gItArtha + saMvigna sAdhu ja banI zake. jo guru gItArtha + saMvigna hoya to AtmAnaMdanI prApti thAya. te A pramANe : savanajJAnaratrALa mokSamA : e tatvArthasUtra che. mokSa eTale AtmAnaMdanI parAkASThA ! enA kAraNo che samyajJAna, samyagdarzana, samyapha cAritra ! je guru A traNa vastu Ape te kharekhara to mokSa ja Ape che, AtmAnaMda ja Ape che. have guru gItArtha che, zAstrajJAtA che, mATe te zAstronuM jJAna Apaze, samyajJAna Apaze. guru saMvigna che,AcArapAlaka che, mATe te AcAronuM dAna karaze, samyakyAritra Apaze. zAstrIya bhASAmAM kahIe to, guru gItArthatAnA baLathI zrutadharmanI = samyajJAnanI = grahaNazikSAnI bheTa Apaze. guru saMvignatAnA baLathI cAritradharmanI =samyaphacAritranI = AsevanazikSAnI bheTa Apaze. A baMnemAM samyagdarzana to puSTa banatuM ja rahevAnuM. '' Ama gItArthasaMvigna guru ziSyane ratnatrayInI bheTa Ape che, jenA dvArA AtmAnaMdanI bheTa Ape che. AtmAnaMda pAmanAro ziSya pachI snehAnaMda, kAmAnaMdanI jaMjALamAM sapaDAto nathI. jo guru gItArtha nahi hoya, to e samyajJAna zI rIte Apaze ? jo guru saMvigna nahi hoya to e samyakucAritra zI rIte Apaze ? e vinA ratnatrayI na maLavAthI mokSanI prApti zI rIte thaze ? ane mokSa na maLe, to AkhI ya dIkSA nakAmI ja ne ? have jo dIkSA nakAmI, to emAM veThelA kaSTo paNa nakAmA ja ne ? eTale pharI e vAta ke guru gItArtha ane saMvigna hovA ja joIe. jo gurunI pasaMdagImAM garabaDa thaI, to AkhIya dIkSA niSphaLa javAnI... e niHzaMkapaNe samajI rAkhavuM. prazna : A badhI tamArI vAta to sAcI. paNa koNa gItArtha ? koNa saMvigna ? A badhuM amane zI rIte khabara paDe ? ame badhA abhaNa! eTale A badhA UMcA UMcA zabdo sAMbhaLavA to game, paNa eno jIvanamAM upayoga karatA amane na AvaDe. ame zuM badhAne puchavA javAnA hatA ke "tame nizItha bhaNyA cho? tamane enI pUrvenA Agamo bhaNAvatA - narala jana -ja-jala - jana-Aja- 33 jahA-daheja---------------

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mahAvrato . AvaDe che ?" ane dhAro ke e badhuM pUchIe paNa kharA, paNa e kevuM nizItha bhaNyA ?.... e badhAnI amane zI khabara paDe ? ema saMvignatAnI khabara pADavI paNa agharI che. kemake amane to sAdhu jIvananA sUkSmaAcAronI ja samajaNa nathI. to e sAdhu AcAra pALe che ke nathI pALatA ? vairAgya vALA che ke nahi ? A badhuM samajavAnI amArI zakti ja kyAM che ? eTale gItArtha - saMvignane ja guru banAvavA, e mATe 12 varSa 700 yojana sudhI tapAsa karavI paDe to paNa karavI... e badhuM sAcuM, paNa gItArthatA ane saMvignatAne oLakhavAnI ja amArI zakti nathI. eTale AgaLanI vAta vicAravAnI ja rahetI nathI. tame ja amane A gItArtha + saMvignatAne oLakhavAno upAya batAvo. uttara H A ja eka vartamAnakALanI vicitratA che. moTA bhAge mumukSuo vivekasaMpanna banyA bAda dIkSA lenArA nathI, paNa mudazAmAM, vizeSa samajaNa vinA dIkSA lenArA che. cokkasa, emanA bhAva sArA che, paNa viveka dRSTi na hovAthI jAtajAtanI garabaDo UbhI thAya che. eTale ja sau prathama vAta to e ja ke mumukSuoe dIkSA mATe bilakula utAvaLa na karavI. to ja ene gurunI zodha karavAno samaya maLaze. bAkI utAvaLe nirNaya levAI jaze ane guru nakkI thaI jaze, to pAchaLathI e badhuM bhAna thavA chatAMya pachI kaMIpaNa pheraphAra karavo e A kALamAM atyaMta kaparo banI jaze. eTale ja jeo mumukSu hoya, teo mATe gurunI zodha karavA mATenI moTI taka che. emAM je guru ApaNane sArA lAge, temanI sAthe satata ochAmAM ochA cha mAsa to rahevuM ja. zakya hoya to pauSadhamAM ja 2hevuM. Ama 24 kalAka gurunI sAthe rahevAthI ane e paNa cha-cha mAsa sudhI gurunI sAthe rahevAthI ApoApa ja gurunI ghaNI badhI parIkSA thaI ja jAya. emAM paNa (ka) guru mane roja vyavasthita pATha Ape che ke nahi ? (e je bhaNAve che, emAM emano zAstrabodha kevo che ? e paNa khyAlamAM AvavA lAge.) (kha) gurunA zabdomAM vairAgyabhAva, saMsAranI asAratAno bhAva, saMyamabahumAnano bhAva, devAdhideva pratyenI ane zAsana pratyenI bhaktino bhAva anubhavAya che ke nahi ? (ga) guru Akho divasa kare che ? emanA AkhA divasamAM svAdhyAya 34 *** - jaya - ****

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vaiyAvaccAdino samaya keTalo? ke pachI guru chApA - megejhInomAM kalAko kADhe che? AvelA gRhasthAdi sAthe nakAmI vAtomAM ja kalAko kADhe che ? hA ! guru chApA vAMcIne paNa eno upayoga zAsana mATe kare che ke nahi? ke mAtra bahirmukhatAno rasa poSavA mATe ja chApA vAMce che ? guru bhale gRhastho sAthe vAto kare, paNa emAMya nakAmo samaya bagADavAne badale emane sAcI hita zikSAo Ape che (va) guruno strIo sAtheno vyavahAra kevo che ? sAdhvIjIo ke strIo sAthe guru ekalA ja vAto kare che? keTalo samaya kare che ? e vakhate hasAhasI kare che ? ke ekadama gaMbhIra rahe che? strIo sAme jue che ? ke nIcI AMkhe vAto kare che ? emanA vartanamAM maryAdApAlana dekhAya che? ke maryAdAo ullaMghAtI dekhAya che? (ca) guru zuM vApare che? ekAsaNuM kare che? ke navakArazI ? bhale navakArazI kare paNa e mAMdagI - vagere kAraNosara ke vagara kAraNe ja? e gocarI vahoravA jAya che ? ke badhuM upAzrayamAM ja AvI jAya che ? gocarImAM paNa bhaktonA ghare ja jAya che ke pachI bIjA badhA gharomAM paNa gocarI jAya che? doSita gocarI vApare che? bhale doSita le paNa e evA vizeSa kAraNosara le che ? ke vagara kAraNe ja ? : AvI badhI bAbatonI parIkSA karI zakAya. A rIte mumukSu gurunI parIkSA karavA mATe hakadAra che. emAM "eNe gurunA doSo joyA, pArakI paMcAta karI" evuM na kahevAya. kemake potAnuM samagra jIvana jene soMpavAnuM hoya, tenI parIkSA to avazya karavI ja rahI. saMsAramAM lagna karanArAo paNa jyAre jIvana sAthInI zodha kare che, tyAre ghaNI badhI tapAsa karI ja le che. kemake teo jANe che ke e vyakti sAthe AkhI jIMdagI vitAvavAnI che, jo utAvaLa karIza to mAre ja pastAvuM paDaze. eTale ja to e vyakti mATe Aju bAju ghaNAne pUchaparacha kare, e vyakti sAthe paNa khAnagI mITIMgo yojAya... ema ghaNI tapAsa bAda lagno nakkI thatA hoya che. emAM jeo rUpa-dhanAdithI AkarSAIne utAvaLA nirNayo kare che, teo lagna bAda khUba pastAya che, e badhA jANe ja che. to e ja vAta ahIM paNa samajavAnI che. "mArA guru koNa ?" e nirNaya karavAmAM khUba ja sAvacetI rAkhavI. ochAmAM ochA cha mAsa to e bhAvi gurunI sAthe nikaTamAM rahIne jIvavuM ja. emanI pratyeka caryAo dhyAnamAM levI. kALAdinA kAraNe nAnA - nAnA doSo kSattavya bhale bane, paNa

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- - - - - - - - - - mahAvato ----- - - - - - - mahattvanI bAbato upara to khUba dhyAna ApavuM. basa, gItArthatAno ane saMvignatAno paricaya meLavavA mATe mumukSuoe ATaluM karavuM rahyuM. cha mAsa sAthe raho, roja eka - be kalAka rItasara bhaNo ane e sivAya satata sAthe rahIne emanA jIvanane cakAso. guru jo roja eka - be kalAka bhaNAvI nahi zake to enAthI paNa khyAla Avaze ke guru jo prAraMbhika grantho paNa mane bhaNAvI na zake to e guru gItArtha to zI rIte hoI zake ? to AvatI kAle mane mokSamArganI sUkSma samajaNa to koNa ApavAnuM ? A to vAta karI mumukSuo mATe ! jeo dIkSita thaI cUkyA che, teonA to guru nizcita ja che. AvA dIkSitoe to jo e guru ekaMdare brahmacaryAdipAlana rUpa AcAravALA hoya, to te guru gItArtha na hoya, bhaNI - bhaNAvI zakatA na hoya to paNa emane bhagavAnanI jema ja ArAdhavAnA che. dasarve.sUtranA navamA adhyayanamAM A vAta apavAdamArga rUpe darzAvI paNa che ke "guru alpajJAnI hoya, e saMbhavI zake che... paNa e gurunI alpajJAnitAne joIne emanI halanA na karavI." eTale saMyama laI cUkelAoe to have potAnA guru pAse AcArasaMpannatAnI = saMvignatAnI ja apekSA rAkhavI. sAthe gItArtha = jJAna hoya to to sarasa, paNa na hoya to e bAbatane gauNa karavI. e jJAnanI prApti bIjA jJAnIono saMparka sAdhIne karavI. guru saMvigna haze, to potAnA ziSyane bIjA pAse jJAna meLavavAmAM kadI paNa vipna nahi UbhA kare, ulTa saMvigna guru to sAmethI ja ziSyane jJAnaprApti mATenI vyavasthAo goThavI Ape. hA ! gurunI AcArasaMpannatAmAM garabaDa hoya, emAM ya mukhyatve brahmacarya bAbatamAM garabaDa hoya to saMyamIoe gurune e garabaDomAMthI mukta karavA prayatna karavo, e zakya na bane to chevaTe svarakSA mATe anya gurunuM zaraNuM svIkArI levuM. paNa kyAMya jUnA gurunI niMdA na karavI. vaLI, dIkSito mATe A mArga hajI paNa khullo ja che ke bhale emaNe emanA guru badalavAnA nathI ja. brahmacaryAdi mukhya AcAronA pAlaka evA e gurune bhagavAnanI jema ja ArAdhavAnA che. paNa e gItArtha na hoya to zAsanamAM je bIjA gItArtho hoya, enI pAse saMyamIo AlocanA laI zake, potAnA jIvananA mahattvanA nirNayo mATe e gItArthonI salAha laI zake, kaMI paNa zaMkAo UbhI thaI jAya, to enA samAdhAno

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bhaMte gItArtho pAse meLavI zake. Ama potAnA guru bhale game te hoya, paNa zAsanamAM vidyamAna gItArthasaMvigna gurune e potAnA bhAvaguru tarIke to sthApI ja zake che. ane e dvArA zAstrAnusArI jIvana jIvavAno prayatna paNa karI zake che. cAlo, aMte maMte ! zabdano sAra puna : yAda karI laIe. (ka) mumukSuo 700 yojana sudhI ane 12 varSa sudhI tapAsa karavI paDe to e karIne paNa vartamAna kALanI dRSTie ghaNA sArA evA gItArtha + saMvigna gurune potAnuM jIvana soMpe. e mATe ochAmAM ochA cha mAsa emanI sAthe rahe, e pachI ja dIkSAno svIkA2 kare, utAvaLa nahi. (kha) jeo dIkSA laI ja cUkyA che, teo potAnA vartamAna guru agItArtha hoya = alpajJAnI hoya to paNa e jo ekaMdare AcArasaMpanna hoya to emane bhagavAnatulya mAnIne zAsanamAM vidyamAna bIjA koI gItArtha - saMvigna gurunA mArgadarzana pramANe potAnA saMyamajIvanane AgaLa dhapAve. pote svataMtra, svacchaMda na bane ke agItArthane sarvathA paratantra na bane, paNa gItArtha saMvigna sAdhune potAnA bhAvagurupade sthApita kare. jethI vyavahAra paNa jaLavAya ane potAnA AtmAnuM paNa hita thAya. A che aMte zabdano sAra ! 62

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4. ! gurupAratatya ane tenA aparaMpAra lAbho saMvigna ane gItArtha gurune ja ApaNA guru tarIke sthApIe, paNa eTalA mAtrathI paNa kAma pUruM thaI jatuM nathI. jo AvA guru pAmyA pachI paNa ene parata na rahIe ane ApaNe ApaNI IcchA pramANe ja vartIe, guruthI aLagA rahIe... to e guru maLyAno phAyado zuM ? eTale sAcA guru zodhavA e ApaNI prathama pharaja ! to sAcA guru maLyA bAda have emane badhuM ja soMpI devuM e ApaNI bIjI pharaja ! kensaranA rogathI pIDAto mANasa zaruAtamAM cArebAju sArAmAM sArA DokTaranI tapAsa kare ja, paNa chelle jayAre sArAmAM sArA DokTara maLI jAya ane emane e potAno kesa soMpI de... basa, pachI to e rogI e DokTaranA kahyA pramANe ja kare. oparezana karavAnuM Ave, to potAnI AkhI jIMdagI enA zaraNe soMpI de. oparezanamAM DokTara dhAre to e rogIne mArI paNa nAMkhe... chatAM e badhI tapAsa karyA bAda ja rogIe jhaMpalAvyuM che, eTale pachI e DokTaranI tamAme tamAma vAta mAnavAno ja. e ja vAta adhyAtma kSetramAM che. gurunI pasaMdagI karavA mATe puSkaLa mahenata karavAnI chUTa, ema karatA jyAre guru nakkI thaI jAya, tyAre to pachI have e gurune ja sarvasva mAnI levAnA. e kahe "uTha' to ubhA thavAnuM. e kahe, "besa' to besI javAnuM. emAM bIjo kazo ja vicAra nahi karavAno. DokTara jANe che ke roga kema nIkaLe? Arogya kema Ave ? eTale ja nIrogI thavA Icchato mANasa DokTaranA vacanane barAbara pALe. kaMIpaNa UMdhu-catu na kare. ema guru jANe che ke saMsAra kema nAza pAme ? mokSa kema maLe ? eTale mokSe javA Icchato sAdhu gurunA vacanane barAbara pALe, kaMIpaNa UMdhuM-catta na kare. Ama sadUgurunI prApti bAda emanuM pAratanya anivArya che, atyaMta Avazyaka che. ane mATe ja e pAratatyano bodha ApavA mATe gaNadhara mahArAjAoe saMbodhanano = ugAracihnano prayoga karelo che. arthAt aMte zabda pachI rahela ! ugAracihna e gurupAratatya AdaravAno upadeza Ape che. --- - 9%79% 38 89-- 9

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nAzanala-la-la-la--9-9-9-9-2la----- !--------------- prazna : A to tame navI vAta lAvyA? ugAracihanane = saMbodhanavAcaka cinane vaLI guru-pAratatya sAthe zuM levA devA ? kaMI samaja paDe evuM bolo. uttara : jyAre ApaNe koIne bolAvIe, tyAre e saMbodhana kahevAya. e saMbodhanane darzAvavA mATe lakhANamAM e saMbodhananA nAmanI pachI ! A ugAracihna mUkavAmAM Ave che. ( dA.ta. "cetanabhAI ! tame vyAkhyAnamAM jaI AvyA ?" to ahIM cetanabhAIne saMbodhana karIe chIe, e darzAvavA mATe A cihana mUkAya che. have e kaho ke sAmAnyathI saMbodhana kone karavAmAM Ave ? je ApaNI najara sAme sAkSAta hAjara hoya ene ja ApaNe saMbodhana karIe ne ? je ApaNI najara sAme na hoya, tene ApaNe saMbodhana karatA nathI. dA.ta. cetanabhAI sAme hAjara nathI, paNa viralabhAI che. to AMpaNe ema pUchazuM ke "viralabhAI ! cetanabhAI vyAkhyAnamAM jaI AvyA ?" ahIM viralabhAI sAme hAjara hovAthI emane saMbodhana karIe chIe, cetanabhAI sAme hAjara na hovAthI ene saMbodhana karatA nathI. hA ! duHkhothI, rogothI pIDAto mANasa rADo pADato hoya che ke "he bhagavAna ! he mA ! he bApa ! mane bacAvo.. e vakhate sAme bhagavAna, mA, bApa koI hAjara na hoya to paNa e emane saMbodhe che kharo, paNa e to pIDA vadhI hovAnA kAraNe Ama bane che. bAkI sAmAnya saMjogomAM to A vAta ekadama spaSTa ja che ke "najara sAme je hAjara hoya, ene ja saMbodhana karavAmAM Ave che." ' have jUo. A sUtramAM bhaMte e zabdathI gurune saMbodhana karavAmAM AvyuM che. arthAt guru e ziSyanI najara sAme che, ane ziSya emane saMbodhe che ke "he kalyANa kAraka ! he bhavanAzaka ! he bhayanivAraka guru ! huM sAmAyika karuM chuM..." Ano artha e ke A sUtra bolatI vakhate guru sAme ja hovA joIe. have jo e naveya vAra guru sAme ja hoya, guru najIka hoya to ja "bhaMte!" e saMbodhana karI zakAya ne ? paNa have je ziSyo guruthI bhUdA vicare, potAnI TukaDI banI javAthI, vyAkhyAnaziSyAdinI zakti vadhI javAthI, cArebAjunA AmaMtraNo maLavAthI, svacchaMdatAmAM anero AnaMda mANavA maLato hovAthI bahAnAo kADhIne ke vagara bahAne guruthI chUTA vicare che, e ja jemane game che... e ziSyo roja navavAra karemi bhaMte sUtra bolaze tyAre bhaMte zabdathI saMbodhaze kone ? guru to najara sAme hAjara nathI, to gurune saMbodhana zI rIte ghaTe ? have A eka sUtramAM kula be vAra bhaMte ! saMbodhana Ave che. eTale AkhA divasamAM kula 18 vAra A rIte gurune saMbodhavAnA che. paNa have gurune ja dUra choDI dIdhA hoya, -------------------------- 39 ------------------------

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mahAvrato ***** to 18 vAra kone saMbodhavAnA ? eTale gaNadharamahArAjAo A saMbodhanarUpa dvArA ziSyone garbhita rIte A upadeza Ape che ke "tame satata gurunI pAse rahejo. guruthI vegaLA na thajo. jeo potAnI IcchAthI guruthI judA thAya che. teo bhale eka divasa mATe paNa guruthI vegaLA thAya, paNa teo bhAre jokhamamAM potAnI jAtane mUke che. game tyAre teo cAritrathI patana pAme to navAI nahi. bahAranuM cAritra bhale kadAca TakI rahe, paNa aMdaranuM pariNatirUpa cAritra to emane paNa khabara na paDe e rIte khalAsa thaI jAya. eTale saMyamIo ! divasamAM 18-18 vAra gurune saMbodhavAnuM darzAvIne amAre tamane e ja darzAvavuM che ke tame gurunI AMkha sAme ja raho. gurunI AMkha sAmethI dUra thayA, eTale game te paLe game te nukasAno UbhA thavAnI zakyatA ubhI thaI ja. samajo. eTale ja tame sadA gurunI AMkha sAme ane eTale ja guru paNa sadA tamArI AMkha sAme !'' keTalo badho gUDha artha darzAvI dIdho gaNadharamahArAjAoe, mAtra saMbodhana dekhADavA dvArA ! gurunI sAkSAta hAjarI keTalI badhI jarurI che, e darzAvatA AvazyakavRttikArazrI jaNAve che ke, dhAro ke vizALa gaccha eka gAmamAM pahoMcyo. emAM eka ja upAzrayamAM badhA utare, sAMje pratikramaNa bAda gurunI hAjarImAM sUtraporisI ane arthaporisI kare. paNa vasati nAnI hoya ane eTale keTalAka sAdhuoe tyAM ja bIjA upAzrayamAM utaravuM paDe tema hoya, to bhale teo bIjA upAzrayamAM utare. paNa sAMje gurunI hAjarImAM ja pratikramaNa+sUtraporisI+arthaporisI karyA bAda madharAte bIjA upAzrayamAM saMthAro karavA jAya. (ahIM saMthAro karavAnI jagyA na hovAthI ja bIjo upAzraya svIkAryo che ne ?) paNa evuM na cAle ke "have bIjA upAzrayomAM ja ApaNe utaryA chIe, to pratikramaNa ane svAdhyAya tyAM ja karIe." nA. A badhuM gurunI hAjarImAM ja karavAnuM. saMthAro paNa nAchUTake ja bIjA upAzrayamAM karavo paDe che. paNa dhAro ke, madharAte A rItebIjA upAzrayamAM javA jAya, to kutarAo bhase, karaDe... koI vaLI sAdhuone cora mAnI le... vagere muzkelIo tyAM hoya ane eTale madharAte tyAM javuM zakya na hoya to chevaTe pratikramaNa+sUtraporisI gurupAse karI rAtrinA prathama prahara bAda bIjA upAzrayamAM jaI tyAM arthaporisI kare. 40*** *****

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! have jo pratikramaNa karyA bAda eTale ke sUryAsta bAda te upAzrayamAM javAmAM paNa muzkelIo paDavAnI zakyatA hoya to pachI e sAdhuo pratikramaNa vinA ja anya upAzrayamAM jAya, tyAM gurunI gerahAjarI hovAthI sthApanAcArya sAme pratikramaNa kare. (e vakhate guru gacchAcArya bhale na hoya paNa eka gItArtha sAdhu to tyAM paNa hoya...) Ama sthApanAcAryano upayoga to cheka tyAre karavAno ke jyAre nAchUTake guruthI dUra rahevuM paDe, bAkI to gurunI hAjarImAM ja badhI kriyA karavAnI hovAthI sthApanAcAryanI paNa jarura nahi. A AkhA padArtha dvArA zAstrakAro ema kahe che ke "gurunI sAkSAta hAjarI keTalI badhI mahattvanI che ! mATe ja gurune choDIne kyAMya na javuM. guru pAse svacchaMdatA na maLe to bhale, guru pAse vaiyAvacyAdi kAmo karavA paDe to bhale, guru pAse khAvA-pIvAnI chUTachATa ochI maLe to bhale, guru pAse vyAkhyAna-bhaktaparicaya vagere karavA na maLe to bhale, guru pAse ThapakAo khAvA paDe to bhale, guru pAse svayaM vidvAna hovA chatAM ajJAnI banI badhuM sAMbhaLavA besavuM paDe to bhale,... paNa gurune choDI, eka ke bIjA bahAne judA vicaravAno vicAra paNa karavA jevo nathI. * = sabura ! guru pAse rahevA mAtrathI na cAle, jo guru pAse rahIne paNa gurunI vAta na mAne ane potAnA manamAM jema Ave e pramANe ja pravRtti kare to eno koI ja artha nathI.eTale ja zAstrakAra bhagavaMto divasamAM 18-18 vakhata gurune saMbodhavAnuM goThavIne garbhita rIte evo upadeza Ape che ke "jUo, ziSyo ! nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma paNa gurune pUchIne ja karajo. e mATe tamAre divasamAM vAraMvAra gurune saMbodhana karavAnuM Avaze, to bhale Ave. karemi bhaMtemAM kula 18 vA2 saMbodhana karo ja cho ne ? enA dvArA A vAta dRDha karI lo ke jyAre paNa mane kAma paDe tyAre huM gurune pUchIne ja karIza..." mAtra zvAsocchavAsa, lohInuM paribhramaNa... A badhA mATe huM gurune pUchI nahi zakuM. bAkI jeTalIvAra mAtru jAuM, jeTalIvAra upAzrayanI bahAra jAuM, koIkanI sAthe vAta karuM, koIka pATha lauM ke ApuM, koIka patrAdi lakhuM ke AvelA patro vAMcu... dareke dareka bAbata mArA gurune pUchIne ja karIza. e hA pADaze to karIza, nA pADaze to nahi ja karuM. savAre ziSya uThe ke tarata guru pAse jaI caraNomAM mAthu jhukAvIne pratikramaNa karavAnI rajA mAMge, mAtru javuM hoya to enI rajA mAMge... pratikramaNa bAda gurune pUche "pratilekhana karuM ?" guru hA pADe to kare, nahi to aTake... e patyA bAda vaMdana 41

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mahAvrato karavAnI paNa rajA le, 2jA maLe eTale gurune vaMdana karIne pAchuM pUche "huM sUtro gokhuM..?" sUtraporisI bAda "pAtrA pratilekhana karuM.?" pUchI pratilekhana kare. pachI arthano pATha levAno hoya, ke derAsara javAnuM hoya ke pANI levA javAnuM hoya to enI pRcchA kare. bapore paNa gurune pUchIne gocarI jAya. gocarI AvI gayA bAda "gurujI! vAparuM" ema rajA laIne vApare. gocarI bAda Thalle javuM hoya, to enI paNa rajA laIne jAya. e pachI pAcho AvIne pratilekhana ke svAdhyAya je karavAnuM hoya, tenI rajA mAMge. sAMje Thalle-mAtrAnI vastI jovA jAya tyAre enI paNa rajA mAMgI le. pratikramaNa-svAdhyAyAdi ane chelle saMthAro paNa gurune pUchIne kare. A to rojIMdI kriyAnI vAta karI. bAkI mAMdagImAM davA levI hoya, viziSTa tapa ka2vo hoya, koIpaNa pustakAdi vAMcavA hoya, koIkanI sAthe vAto karavI hoya... AmAM guru sAme kyAMya dalIla nahi, jIda nahi. hA! mAtra paristhiti jaNAve, pachI to guru je nirNaya Ape e saharSa svIkArI ja le. "mAre mArI IcchA pramANe kazuM ja karavuMnathI. mAre mAtra ne mAtra gurunA kahyA pramANe ja karavuM che. emAM ja mAruM kalyANa che" A enA rUMvADe rUMvADe beTheluM hoya. ane eTale ja guru koIpaNa vAtanI nA pADe, to game eTaluM managamatuM kAma paNa baMdha karatA ene vAra na lAge. jyAM guru kahe 'nA', tyAM e paNa kahe 'nA.' jyAM guru kahe 'hA', tyAM e paNa kahe 'hA.' gurunuM mana je dizAmAM, ziSyanuM mana paNa e ja dizAmAM... guru prasanna, to ziSya prasanna ! gurune zAtA ApavA mATe game eTalo bhoga ApavA taiyAra ! gurunI azAtA dUra karavA mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karavA taiyAra ! gurunA AMkhe AMsu joyA nathI ane ziSya rahyo nathI... gurunA moDhe hAsya dIThuM nathI ane ziSya hasyo nathI... guru kAMIka kAma mATe bahAra jAya to e pAchA Ave e mATe kAganA DoLe rAha jUe, jarAka moDuM thAya to ziSya ciMtita banI jAya... gurune aneka prakAranA rogo hoI zake, to e dareka mATe jUdI jUdI aneka prakA2nI davAonI ane anupAnonI kALajI jabaradasta ka2e... koIka prasaMga evo Ubho thAya ke jemAM pote maravA dvArA gurune bacAvI zake ema hoya, to ema karatA paNa ene lagIre vAra na lAge. keTaluM lakhavuM ? ********* 42

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guru eTale ziSya mATe trilokaguru devAdhideva tIrthakara bhagavAna pote ja ! nA ! AmAM guru pratyeno gAMDo sneharAga ke kAmAnaMda bhAga bhajavato nathI. paNa guru ratnatrayInI bheTa ApIne je anaMta upakAra kare che, enI sAcI samajaNa ane enA dvArA pragaTelo zuddha bahumAnabhAva ja e ziSyane AvuM apUrva-advitIya-anupama-ajoDaakadhya gurapAratanya AdaravA mATe prere. koI ema na mAnazo ke "A badhI mArA mananI kalpanAomAMthI UbhuM thayelu guruparata che" nA. uttarAdhyayana sUtronuM vinayAdhyayana, upade zamAlA, zrIAcArAMgasUtravRtti, paMcAzaka prakaraNa... vagere vagere aneka granthomAM AnA karatAya UMcI koTinA gurusamarpaNabhAvanA padArtho nihALavA maLaze. AvuM gurupAratanya pratyeka ziSyo potAnA paramopakArI guru pratye keLave e mATe ja gaNadhara mahArAjAoe karemi bhaMte! sUtramAM aMte saMbodhana ane divasamAM 18 vAra e saMbodhana uccAravAnI vyavasthA goThavI che. TUMkamAM gurupAratatyamAM mAtra be ja vastu AcaravAnI che. (1) gurunI pAse, AMkha sAme rahevuM. ApaNI IcchAthI guruthI paLabhara paNa vegaLA na thavuM. (2) guru pAse rahIne tamAme tamAma kAryo gurune pUchIne emanI IcchA pramANe ja AdaravA. jo (1) gItArtha-saMvegna guruno meLApa ane (2) evA gurunuM pAtatya A be bhegA thaze, to samajI rAkho ke A cAritradharma TocanA zikharo sara karI leze. moharAja sAmenA yuddhamAM javalaMta vijaya maLaze ja maLaze. A prazna : tamArI badhI vAta sAcI. paNa gurupAratatya upara ATalo badho bhAra zA mATe ? ApaNe guruthI judA vicarIe ane ApaNI rIte cAritra sArAmAM sAruM pALIe to vAMdho zuM ? zuM enAthI ja mokSa na maLe ? mokSane gurue zuM potAnI tijorImAM pUrI dIdho che? ke jethI e khuza thAya to e ja mokSa ApI zake, bAkI mokSa na maLI zake ? uttara : gurupAratanya hoya to zuM lAbho ? ane e na hoya to zuM nukasAno? e have joIe. emAM ja tamArA praznono uttara AvI jAya che. (ka) guru zAstronA jJAtA che, eTale karmagrantha ke saMskRta ke nyAya ke yogagrantho ke Agamagrantho... badhuM ja bhaNAvI zake, enA rahasyArtha paNa ApI zake. guru vAraMvAra

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ja-ja-ja ja ja janaka mahAvrato ja 9-9 49 49 49-09-99 bhaNavAnI preraNA kare, koI pramAda kare to Thapako Ape,... eTale guru pAse rahenArane jJAnanI vRddhi thavAnI ja. paNa je sAdhuo guruthI alaga vicare, teo pote bhaNelA na hoya eTale jAte kazuM vAMcI na zake. prata khole, prayatna kare paNa kazI samajaNa na paDe. mahenata karavA chatAM ThekANuM na paDe. aMte thAke ane prato kholavAnI ja baMdha karI de. sIdhI vAta che ke je vastu samajAya ja nahi, to emAM rasa na ja paDe. urdu e ziSyonA manamAM kAyama mATe evI chApa paDI jAya ke "A badhA graMndho to ghaNA agharA che, AmAM ApaNuM kAma nahi..." ane kAyama mATe zAstrAbhyAsa na karavAno jANe ke mAnasika saMkalpa thaI jAya. A sAdhuonI pAse buddhi na hatI, evuM nathI. jo guru pAse hota to gurunI sahAyathI badhA padArtho emane samajAI jAta, bhaNavAno utsAha vadhata ane dhIre dhIre guru jevA ja jJAnI banI jAta. paNa guruthI vikhUTA paDyA eTale jJAnAbhyAsa baMdha paDyo. (kha) guru pAse to DhagalAbaMdha varSono anubhava hoya, zrutajJAna karatA paNa apekSAe A anubhava jJAna ghaNuM ja phAyadAkAraka bane. jo ziSyo guru pAse rahe, to guru to avAranavAra potAnA avanavA anubhavo jaNAvatA ja rahevAnA... enAthI ziSyone paNa puSkaLa lAbha thavAno. A badho anubhava emane potAnA jIvananA ghaDataramAM kAma AvavAno. kevA kevA prasaMgomAM kevA kevA nirNayo levA joIe,...e badhuM emane samajAvA lAge. paNa ziSyo gurunI sAthe ja na rahe to A anubhavajJAna kyAMthI meLave ? teo svayaM tadana bina-anubhavI! eTale avanavA prasaMgomAM ADedhaDa nirNayo le, emAM ghaNA nukasAno paNa emaNe ja veThavA paDe. (ga) mAnI lo ke ziSyo saMskRta-nyAyAdi bhaNI gayA hovAthI jAte vAMcatA paNa thaI jAya, mAnI lo ke zaruAtanA varSo guru pAse rahevAthI anubhavajJAna paNa maLI gayuM hoya... paNa guru pAse eka viziSTa zakti che, ciMtAjJAnanI! zAstra paMktio upara uMDu ciMtana karIne Azcaryajanaka abhuta padArtho kADhavAnI! e badhuM lakheluM nathI hotuM, paNa lakhelA uparathI ja kADhavAnuM hoya che. have je ziSyo guru sAthe rahe, emanI pAse bhaNe teone gurunA benamUna citanono AsvAda cAkhavA maLe. je ziSyo guruthI jUdA rahe, teo kadAca jAte vAMce paNa kharA, badhuM besADI paNa de. paNa e to mAtra zrutajJAna! ziSya pAse vizALa bodha na hovAthI enI to ciMtana karavAnI zakti ja nathI. eTale zrutajJAnI cokkasa bane, paNa ciMtAjJAna - bhAvanAjJAna na pAme. A be jJAna vinAnuM zrutajJAna keTaluM phAyadAkAraka ? ------------------------- 44 ------------------

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zrutajJAna che mAtra pANI! ciMtAjJAna che dUdha! bhAvanAjJAna che amRta! guruthI judA rahenArAo amRta ane dUdha gumAve che, mAtra pANI pAme che. e paNa thoDI ghaNI abhyAsa karavAnI zakti hoya to! nahi to e paNa gumAve. - (gha) jo ziSyo guru pAse rahe to savAra-sAMja gurunA vastronuM pratilekhana kare, gurunA vastrono kApa kADhe, mAMdagI vageremAM gurunI sevA kare, gurunA mAtrAdi paMraThavavAno lAbha maLe, guruno saMthAro pAtharavAdi kAryo kare, guru patrAdi lakhavA Ape ke bIjA paNa ghaNA kAmo soMpe to e badhuM paNa kare... Ama aneka prakAre gurunI vaiyAvacca karavAno apUrvalAbha maLe. vaiyAvacca apratipAtI guNa che. vidvattAdinI zaktine pacAvI Ape e mATenI pAcakagoLI che, vAsanAono to khAtmo bolAvI denAra aNamola auSadha che. vaLI gurunI sAthe ghaNA sAdhuo hoya eTale koIka bALa, koIka vRddha, koIka glAna.. aneka prakAranA sAdhuo hovAnA. e badhAnI vaiyAvaccano paNa lAbha maLe. have je ziSyo guruthI vegaLA vicare teone to gurunI ke gacchanA A badhA sAdhuonI vaiyAvacca karavA na ja maLe. pariNAme mohanIyano kSayopazama duHzakya bane, pariNAme jIvanamAM ghaNA badhA doSo praveze ane chelle sAdhujIvana hArI bese. (ca) gurunI sAthe rahe to gurunA ThapakA paNa sAMbhaLavA paDe. gurunI vAraMvAra Takora paNa sAMbhaLavI paDe, gacchamAM paNa kaMI potAnuM dhAryuM to karI ja na zakAya, eTale ghaNI badhI bAbatomAM sahana karavAnuM, gaLI javAnuM Ave... A badhAmAM kSamAguNano vikAsa thAya: je chUTA rahe che, emane nathI gurunA ThapakA ke Takoro. ke nathI to gacchanI rokaToka! eTale teo jema phAve tema vartI zake. kSamAguNano kharo vikAsa to tyAM ja che ke jyAM krodha lAvI denArA nimitto vacce paNa krodha na AvavA devo... A sAdhanA guru pAse rahevAmAM ja prApta thAya che. mAtra kSamA ja nahi, namratA-saraLatA vagere guNo paNa guru pAse rahevAthI sulabha bane che. tyAM gurunI sAme ane vaDIlAdinI sAme namra banavuM paDe, tathA guru zuddha AlocanA karAve, e mATenI suMdara preraNAo kare.. eTale ziSyane paNa AlocanAdi karavAnuM mana thAya, e paNa nirdabhapaNe potAnA aparAdho gurune jaNAve...A rIte saraLatA guNa paNa vikase. (cha) sauthI agatyano lAbha che ! gurunI sAthe rahe to ADA-avaLA paricaya karI

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* * * * * * * mahAlato ja rAjA - na zake. kema ke ziSya ekalA beno sAthe vAta kare to paNa guru Thapako Ape, ziSya bahAra ekalo jAya to paNa guru dhyAna rAkhe, e moDo Ave to pRcchA kare, re ! guru sAthe ghaNA sAdhuo hovAthI e badhAnI vacce sahaja rIte ja kaMIpaNa ADuM-avaLuM thaI na zake. kema ke ekAMta na maLe. jyAM jAya tyAM sAdhuo hoya... eTale enI meLe pApa aTakI jAya. ziSyane paNa ema thAya ke "jo huM strIo sAthe vAto karIza ke kharAba sAhitya vAMcIza ke evuM bIjuM kaMIpaNa karIza, to A badhAne khabara paDI ja javAnI. kema ke ahIM khAnagImAM kaMIpaNa karI zakAya evI zakyatA nathI. ane to pachI mArA mATe badhA zuM zuM nahi bole ! eTale mAre vyavasthita jIvana jIvavuM paDaze..." Ama Ijjata khAtara paNa e ziSya brahmacaryanI vADonuM nirmaLa pAlana kare. paNa have jeo guruthI chUTA vicare, teo to ochI saMkhyAmAM hoya. upAzrayo moTA hoya. badhA sarakhe sarakhA hovAthI koI koIne kahI zake tema na hoya. tyAM ekAMta paNa maLe, svataMtratA paNa maLe, khAnagImAM badhuM karavAnI anukULatA paNa maLe, na Ijjatano bhaya satAve ke na gurnAdinA ThapakAno bhaya satAve... jema manamAM Ave, tema karI zakAya. pachI to eka-be kalAka koIka strI sAthe ke sAdhvIjI sAthe besIne vAto karavI hoya to paNa rokanAra koNa che? sAthenA be-cAra sAdhuo nAnA hovAthI ke aNasamaju hovAthI ke chevaTe guru na hovAthI kazuM na bole, na bolI zake... pachI to kharAba sAhityo vAMcavA hoya, kharAba citro jovA hoya to paNa ronAra koNa che ? hajI AgaLa... abrahmanA pApa sudhI paNa A breka vinAnI gADI ghasaDAI jAya to emAM navAI nahi. A cepIroga dhImI dhIme vakarato jAya, A vyasana evuM gADha bane ke have tenuM nivAraNa guru paNa na karI zake.AvA pApone chAvaravA mATe pachI kUDa-kapaTa badhuM ja khelI nAMkhe. kyAMka pakaDAI jAya to magaranA AMsu sArIne mAphI mAMgIne jhaTa chUTI javAnI mAyAjALa bichAvatA paNa AvaDe, ke pachI bIjI-trIjI dhamakIo ApIne gurnAdine paNa cUpa karI detA AvaDe... vaLI A rIte A roga phelAto phelAto anekomAM vyApe... anekonA jIvana barabAda thAya. e badhA pAchA bIjA anekonA jIvanone ghamaroLe... AmAM zAsanahIlanA paNa bhayaMkara thAya, sarvaviratinA to cUre cUrA thAya... " ema kahevAnuM mana thAya ke "AvA ghora pApanA vipAka rUpe anaMtasaMsAra sivAya prAya : bIjuM kaMI ja na hoI zake." guruthI aLagA vicaranArAonuM brahmacarya jokhamamAM che, e nakaruM satya che. khuda upadezamAlAkAra kahe che ke 13maLo vi anna ne tarapha vadugArnanse 13 abrahmAdinA pApo karavAnI IcchA thAya to paNa guru-gacchanI hAjarImAM ghaNA badhAnI --------------------- 46 -- -------------------

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! *** vacce e pApa na karI zake. teozrI ja pharamAve che ke "viseLa nahusA suhA JasuhA ya nIvariLAmA / jo amurtino vapna AtaMvaLa lalluM / jIvane eka ja divasamAM sArA ane kharAba ghaNA prakAranA bhAvo jAge. have jo te guruthI judo vicarato hoya to zakya che ke jyAre ene kharAba vicAro Ave tyAre jo ene evuM kharAba nimitta maLI jAya to pApa karI paNa bese. sAdhupaNuM paNa choDI de. A jIvane divasa daramyAna sArA pariNAmo paNa Ave che. eno matalaba ja e ke A jIva kaMI abhavI ke durbhavI jevo apAtra nathI. karmodayathI kharAba vicAro jAge che. paNa e vakhate jo e gurugacchanI sAthe hoya to koI pApa karI na zake, ane eTale ja bacI jAya. mAnasikapAponuM prAyazcitta karIne nirmaLa banI jAya, zubhabhAvo jAge to che ja. eTale saMyamapariNAmonI rakSA A rIte thaI jAya. paNa guru-gaccha sAthe na hoya, to pApa karI bese, pachI ghora pazcAttApa paNa thAya, kadAca AtmahatyA paNa karI bese, kadAca koIne kahyA vinA ghare paNa jato rahe. re ! A to evuM paNa bane ke nirmaLa brahmacarya pALanAro paNa jo guruthI jUdo vicarato hoya to kyAMka ADA-avaLA nimitto pAmI patana pAmI jAya ane vAsanAgrasta sAdhu paNa jo gurunI sAthe rahe'to tamAma pApothI bacI jAya. saMsAranA mugdha benomAM samajaNa ochI hoya, game tevA vastro paherIne game te samaye upAzrayomAM Ave. paccakakhANa levA ke sAMsArika phariyAdo 2jU ka2vA ke moTA tapamAM UbhI thayelI azAtAnA nivAraNa mATe davAdi levA ke evA paNa koIka bIjA kAraNosara AvI caDe. kharekhara e benonA manamAM koI pApa na paNa hoya, sAdhu pratyenI zraddhAthI, pUrNa vizvAsathI ane mohanIya karmonI bhayAnakatAnI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe e beno A rIte ekalA paNa upAzrayamAM AvI caDe... bIjI bAju sAdhu paNa sAro hoya, saMyamajIvana nirmaLa jIvavAnI khevanAvALo hoya... Ama baMne pakSe nirdoSatA hoya, paNa nimitta pote ja eka mahAna doSa che. mohanIyakarma pote ja eka mahAna doSa che. A vastu e baMne nirdoSone game tyAre doSita banAvI de. e pachI ? doSita banelA teo jo niSThuratAno bhoga bane to vadhu ne vadhu doSita banatA ja jAya. pUrve kahyuM tema chaLa-kapaTa-jUTha vagereno Azaro letA jAya... jo niSThura na bane to chevaTe kAM saMyamatyAga ke koIka vaLI jIvanatyAga paNa karI bese. AmAMthI game te bane, badhuM ja mahAhAnikAraka che. 47 ***

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jajala jaja jaja jaja mahAvato ja eka ja eTale ekadama spaSTa vAta che ke jeNe brahmacarya surakSita rAkhavuM hoya, eNe guruno ane gurugacchano paDachAyo paNa choDavo nahi. bIjuM badhu sahana karIne paNa sAthe rahevuM. (ja) moTAbhAganA jIvo nimittavAsI hoya che. sArA nimitto maLe to teo sArA banI jAya. kharAba nimitto maLe to teo kharAba banI jAya. have jo guru+gacchanI sAthe rahe to emAM to ghaNA badhA ghora tapasvIo hoya, guru emanI prazaMsA karatA hoya... A badhuM joIne e jIvone paNa tapa karavAnuM mana thAya ane tapa kare. ema khUba bhaNanArA sAdhuone joI teo paNa bhaNavA mAMDe. khUba vaiyAvacca karanArAone joI teo paNa vaiyAvaccI bane. gurunA kaThora ThapakAo sAMbhaLIne paNa AnaMda pAmanArA vinayI sAdhuone joI teo paNa vinaya pAme. sUkSmasaMyamanuM pAlana thatuM joI teo paNa sUkSmasaMyamanA pAlaka bane. pApo badala dhrusake dhrusake raDanArAone joIne teo paNa pApabhIru banavA lAge... mahopAdhyAyajIe A vAta suMdara zabdomAM darzAvI che ke "zubhavirati IhAM savihitakriyA dekhA dekhe vAdhe" (350 gAthAnuM stavana). eka bIjAnA AcAro joI joIne badhAnA viratipariNAmo ane zAstrIya kriyAo vRddhi pAme. Ama guru pAse koIpaNa jAtanI mahenata vinA ja ziSya saMyamanA DhagalAbaMdha yogone AtmasAt karanAro banavA mAMDe. jema pAlitANAmAM caitrIpunamAdi divase upara caDavAnI mahenata karavI paDatI nathI, paNa hajAro mANasono joradAra dhasAro ja ApaNane upara caDAvI de. evuM ahIM bane. sAdhue zubhavicAro lAvavA ane zubha AcAro pALavAnI mahenata karavI na paDe. e badhuM gurunA ane gacchanA prabhAvathI enI meLe ja utpanna thavA lAge. - have A jabaradasta siddhi chUTA vicaranArAo pAse zI rIte hoI zake ? teone to koI tapasvI, jJAnI, vaiyAvaccI, apramatta, prabhubhakta, pApabhIruo maLavAnA nathI, ke jemane joIne, najIkathI nihALIne teo paNa AgaLa vadhe. kadAca ekAda be guNo khIlI jAya, paNa anekAneka guNono vikAsa to ze zakya bane ? () sAdhu mAMdo paDe to guru pAse to ghaNA sAdhuo hovAthI badhA vaiyAvacca karavA doDI Ave. badhuM sacavAI jAya. mAMdagImAM paNa nirdoSa gocarI vAparI zakAya. ArtadhyAnAdi na thAya. koI vizeSa doSo sevavA na paDe. paNa jeo judA hoya teomAM ekAda mAMdo paDe eTale bAkInA eka-be-traNa sAdhuo muMjhAya. eka to glAnanI sevA kevI rIte karavI ? enI khabara na hoya, vaLI saMkhyA ochI hovAthI badhI vAtamAM pahoMcI na vaLe, vaLI vaiyAvaccanI joradAra preraNA 9 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 48 - 09-09 - - - - - - - 29299099

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karanAra koI na hovAthI vaiyAvacca karavAno ullAsa paNa emane bahu na thAya. A badhAnA kAraNe glAnasAdhue ghaNI pIDA bhogavavI paDe, ArtadhyAna thAya "sAthenAM sAdhuo mArI kALajI karatA nathI. svArthI che.." vagere vicAro Ave. to A rIte sAdhuo pratye asadUbhAva thavAthI samyaktva paNa malina bane. marIcinI jema ziSyo karavAnI vRtti paNa jAge, e mATe bhaviSyamAM usUtro bolavAnA pApa paNa UbhA thAya... A badhuM zakya to che ja ne ? (2) bhUdA vicaranArAonuM samyakatva paNa jokhamamAM ! digaMbaramatavALA, vipazyanAvALA, rAjacandravALA ke kahAnajI svAmIvALAo AvIne nizcayanayanI UMcI UMcI vAto kare. kriyAkAMDanI tucchatA darzAve aNapaDha sAdhuone e badhuM sohAmaNuM lAge ane teonA kahevA pramANe dhyAna dharavA bese, emAM majA Ave to dhIre dhIre kriyAo choDI de... jainadarzananA padArtho uparanI zraddhA DagI jAya... ema Aje vaijJAnika mAnyatAonuM AkramaNa paNa ochuM nathI. jainadarzanane je vastuo bilakula mAnya nathI, te vastuo paNa jAta-jAtanA tarko dvArA AjanA vijJAne sAcI sAbita karI dIdhI che. have A badhuM sAMbhaLIne to sAdhune ema thAya ke "ApaNuM jainadarzana khoTu! athavA to ApaNA zAstrakAro chadmastha hatA, eTale khoTuM lakhI beThA." Ama jinAgamo pratyenI ane prAcIna mahApuruSo pratyenI zraddhA khalAsa thAya. - have jo samyakatva ja khatama thAya, to pachI bAkInI cAritrakriyAono lAbha zuM ? paNa jo guru sAthe hoya to emanA zAstrabodhanA AdhAre badhI bhramaNAono khuDado bolAvI de. digaMbarAdi dareka matanuM samAdhAna ApI daI ziSyanI AgamazraddhAne vadhu ne vadhu majabUta banAvI de. vaijJAniko Ave ke game te Ave, ziSyanI zraddhArUpI divAla gurunA jore abhedya banI rahe. (Tha) ziSyo guru sAthe rahe, judA na rahe to eno moTAmAM moTo lAbha jinazAsanane ane jainasaMghane che. te A pramANe - sAmAnyathI eka vRdanA badhA sAdhuono AcAra ane prarUpaNAo lagabhaga samAna hoya. eka guru badhAne je je AcAro pALavAnuM kahe ane badhAne je je prarUpaNAo karavAnuM kahe e badhAmAM eka sarakhI ja thAya ne ? vRMda badalAya to AcAra ane prarUpaNA baMne badalAya. have dhAro ke 60 sAdhuo sAthe rahe, to 60 no AcAra eka sarakho ane emanI prarUpaNA paNa eka sarakhI ! eTale emanI pAse AvanArA zrAvako-zrAvikAo vagerene eka sarakho AcAra ane eka sarakhI prarUpaNA prApta thavAthI emAM daDha zraddhA bese. eTale ja e badhuM jaladI svIkArI zake.

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-------------------- mahAvato ------------------- Ama caturvidha saMghanA jJAna-darzana-cAritra vRddhi pAme. paNa have e 60 sAdhuo 6/6nI TukaDI banIne 10 grupamAM vaheMcAI jAya. ane e rIte judA judA vicare. to have badhAnA kSayopazama judA paDavAnA. 10 grupanA 10 vaDIlone sattA maLavAnI. have eka ja gurunA AdhAre badhA AcAro ane prarUpaNA na rahyA. paNa 10 vaDIlo pota-potAnA grupane je pramANe kaheze te pramANe thavAnuM. eTale ja have e 10 gruponA vaDIlonI buddhi judI judI paDe eTale 10 gruponA AcAro paNa judA paDe... e badhAnI prarUpaNAo paNa judI judI paDe. have dhAro ke eka ja saMghamAM vArApharatI A dasa grupo mahIno mahIno rokAya. to Akho saMgha emanA judA judA AcAro joI muMjhAya ke "AmAM sAcuM zuM ane khoTuM zuM?" prarUpaNAo paNa alaga alaga sAMbhaLI muMjhAya ke "amAre konI vAta mAnavI ?" "koIka vADAdine badale saMDAsa ja rAkhavAnI - vAparavAnI vAta kare ane emAM zAsanahIlanAnuM nivAraNa darzAve, to koIka vaLI saMDAsa ke vADA badhAno niSedha karIne bahAra ja javAno Agraha rAkhe... koIka kahe ke gurupujananA paisA devadravyamAM laI jAo to koIka kahe ke e badhuM vaiyAvaccakhAtAmAM jAya... koIka kahe ke "saMgha-upadhAnanavvANumAM aparaMpAra lAbha che." to koIka kahe "vartamAnakALamAM A badhuM yogya nathI."... tithi, saMtikara, gurupUjana, sUtaka... seMkaDo bAbato evI che ke jemAM AcAra bheda ane prarUpaNAbhedane kAraNe caturvidha saMgha bhAre muMjhavaNa anubhave che ane chevaTe kaMTALI dharmano ja tyAga karI bese che. mahopAdhyAyajIe spaSTa kIdhuM che ke "judA judA thAtA hove, sthavirakalpano bheda. DolAe mana lokanA, have dharma uccheda" ane sIdhI vAta che ke guruthI jUdA paDelAo pAse have nirNayo levAnI sattA AvI, eTale te to potAnA manamAM je samajAya e pramANe navA navA AcAro ubhA kare, navI navI prarUpaNAo kare... "e sAcI ke khoTI ?' e samajavAnI enI zakti nathI, ke guru hAjara na hovAthI koIne puchavAnI ene jarura lAgatI nathI. eTale ja Thera Thera AcArabhedo ane prarUpaNA bhedo UbhA thAya che ane enA nukasAna zrI saMghanA lAkho jIvo bhogavI rahyA che. A badhuM ja aTakAvavAno eka mAtra upAya che ke ziSyoe guru sAthe rahevuM. guru pAratanyanA keTalA lAbho che? ane ene tyAgavAmAM keTalA nukasAno che? e uparanA mudAo uparathI spaSTa rIte samajI zakAze. - - - - - - - - - - - 50 099- 09-09 - 09 - - -

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mahopAdhyAyajIe 350 gAthAnA stavanamAM gurupAratanyanA lAbho varNavatI eka DhALa banAvI che. emAM zAstrapATho ane gurupAratanya na pALavAnA nukasAno paNa darzAvelA che. e upayogI hovAthI ahIM e DhALanA upayogI aMzo joI laIe. viSamakALane jore koI uDyA jaDa maladhArI re. guragaccha chAMDI mAraga lopI kahe ame ugravihArI re, viSamakALanA pratApe keTalAka jaDa ane zarIra-vastrAdino mela dhAraNa karanArAo ubhA thayA che. teo potAnA gurune ane gacchane choDIne, mokSamArgane lopIne svataMtra vicare che. teo kahe che ke "ame UMcu saMyama pALavA mATe A badhuM karIe chIe." gItAratha viNa bhUlA bhamatA, kare kaSTa abhimAne re. prAye granthi lage navi AvyA, te eNpyA ajJAne re, gItArthaguru vinA cAre bAju bhamatA teo ghora tapa, ghora saMyama pALe che ane e badhu ja abhimAnathI kare che. ajJAnamAM khUMpelA A jIvo prAyaH mithyAtvI jANavA. koI kahe gura gacchagItArathapratibaMdha zuM kIje re, darisana, jJAna, carita AdarIe Ape Apa tarIje re. keTalAko kahe che ke gItArthaguru ane gacchanI sAthe ja rahevAnI zI jarUra ? judA rahIe ane darzana, jJAna, cAritranI ArAdhanA karI ApaNe jAte ja saMsAra tarI jaIe. navi jANe te prathama aMgamAM Adi gurukulavAso re, kahyuM na te viNa caraNa vicAro paMcAzakanaya khAso re. e loko jANatA nathI ke AcArAMgasUtranI zarUAtamAM ja kahyuM che ke "sAdhue gurukulavAsamAM ja rahevuM joIe. arthAt guru ane gacchanI sAthe rahevuM joIe..." paMcAzakamAM kahyuM che ke "gurupAratatya jenI pAse nathI, enI pAse cAritra nathI." nitye gurukulavAse vasavuM, uttarAdhyayane bhAkhyuM re. tehane apamAne vaLI tehamAM pApazramaNapaNe dAkhyuM re. uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che ke vase gujUne nivaM sadA gurugacchanI sAthe rahevuM. je ziSyo gurukulavAsanuM, gurunuM apamAna kare che teo pApI sAdhu che. dazavaikAlika guraza8SA tasa niMdAphala dAkhyA re, AvaMtimAM draha sama sara munigaNa maccha sama bhAkhyA re. dasarvemAM kahyuM che ke "gurunI sevA karanArAone Aloka, paraloka, paraloka sudhInA badhA ja phaLo maLe che. gurunI niMdA karanArAne anaMta saMsAranI bheTa maLe che." AcArAMgasUtranA AnaMti adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke "guru sarovara che, sAdhuo mAchalA jevA che." mAchalAo jo sarovara choDI de, to mRtyu ja pAme. ema sAdhuo jo gurune choDI de to emano saMyamapariNAma khatama ja thAya. vinaya vadhe guru pAse vasatA e jinazAsanamUlo re. darzana nirmala ucita pravRtti zubharAge anukulo re. guru pAse rahevAthI vinaya vadhe, e vinaya jinazAsananuM mULa che. tathA guru pAse rahevAthI samyagradarzana nirmaLa bane. ucita pravRttio AcaratA AvaDe. gurvAdi pratye bahumAnabhAva pragaTa thAya. ja na ja lAlajI 51 09-09-9-09--9

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mahAvrato vaiyAvacce pAtika tUTe, khaMtAdika guNazakti re. hitopadeze suvihitasaMge brahmacaryanI gupti re. gurvAdinuM vaiyAvacca karavA dvArA pApo tUTe. guru pAse rahevAthI kSamAdi guNonI zakti vikase, guru pAse satata hitopadeza maLavAthI ane sAthenA AcArasaMpanna sAdhuonA saMganA pratApe brahmacaryanI naveya vADonuM pAlana sahaja rIte thAya. mana vAdhe mRdubuddhi kerA, mAragabheda na hove re. bahuguNa jANe e adhikAre, dharmarayaNa je jove che. cAritramAM jeo Dagumagu hoya, teo paNa cAritramAM guru-gacchanA pratApe sthira thAya. arthAt cAritra pratye maMda ullAsavALAne paNa cAritra pratyeno ullAsa puSkaLa vadhe. badhA sAthe rahe eTale mArgabheda (AcAra bheda + prarUpaNAbheda) na thAya. AvA to DhagalAbaMdha guNo dharmaratnaprakaraNamAM A adhikAramAM darzAvelA che. jJAna taNo saMbhAgI hove, thira mana darisaNa carittere. na tyaje guru kahe e budha bhAkhyuM Avazyaka niyukti re. guru pAse rahenAra puSkaLa jJAna pAme, darzanamAM ane cAritramAM enuM mana sthira thAya. mATe ja Avazyaka niryuktimAM kahyuM che ke "guruno tyAga na karavo. guruthI judA na rahevuM." bhauta prate jema bANe haNatA, paga aNapharasI zabarA re. guru chAMDI AhAra taNo khapa karatA tima muni navarA re. (keTalAko ema kahe che ke guru sAthe rahIe to doSita gocarI vAparavI paDe che. enA karatA jo ame jUdA vicarIe to doSita gocarI vAparavI na paDe. ame amArI rIte zuddhagocarI lAvIne vAparIe... AvI mAnyatAvALA sAdhuone kahe che ke) bhIlarANIe potAnA mAnItA dharmaguru pAse raheluM moranA pIMchAnuM baneluM chatra khUba ja gamI jatA rAjAne kahyuM ke "mane koIpaNa hisAbe e chatra meLavI Apo." bhIlarAje sainikone Adeza karyo ke ''jAo, mArA dharmaguru pAse jaI game te rIte e chatra meLavI lAvo. jo na ja Ape to chelle bANa dvArA emane haNI nAMkhIne paNa chatra meLavI lejo. paNa eka vAtano khyAla rAkhajo ke A badhI dhAMdhaladhamAlamAM tamArA paga emane na lAgI jAya enI khAsa kALajI karajo. kemake gurune jo ApaNA paga lAge to ghora pApa lAge. eTale emane aDyA vinA ja bANathI mAravA..." jema bhIlarAjA pagathI aDI javA rUpa nAnI AzAtanAne tyAgavA mATenI sakhata kALajI kare che, paNa ene e bhAna nathI AvatuM ke "gurune bANathI mArI nAMkhavA e to ghaNI moTI AzAtanA che. jo pagathI guruno sparza na karAya to gurune bANa to mArI ja na zakAya ne ?" paNa aNapaDha bhIlarAjA A vAta samajI zakato nathI. ema nirdoSagocarI ja vAparavI, doSita na levuM e jema jinAjJA che. tema 'gurunI 52 **

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sAthe ja rahevuM, emane choDavA nahi e paNa jinAjJA ja che. pelA karatA lAkha gaNI moTI jinAjJA che. paNa keTalAka mugdha saMyamIo "nirdoSa gocarI mahAna!" e vAta vAraMvAra sAMbhaLIne e jinAjJApAlana mATe gurutyAga karavA rUpI moTuM pApa karavA taiyAra thAya che. koNa samajAve emane ke gurupArata" e ghaNI ghaNI moTI jinAjJA che. ene khatama karIne nirdoSa gocarI rUpa nAnI jinAjJAne bacAvavAmAM DahApaNa zuM? kharuM DahApaNa to e ke baMne jinAjJAo AdaravI, e zakya na hoya to nAnI jinAjJAmAM apavAdarUpe doSa sevIne paNa moTI jinAjJA to barAbara pALavI ja. mAtra nirdoSagocarI ja nahi, paNa laghunIti-vaDInIti-paraspara aNabanAva... vagere vagere bAbatonI sAme paNa gurupAratanya ghaNI moTI jinAjJA che. enA bhoge laghunIti vagere saMbaMdhI jinAjJAonuM pAlana sAva ja nakAmuM che. bhalA, eraMDiyuM vAvavA mATe kalpavRkSanA jhADa ukheDI nAMkhI tyAM eraMDiyA vavAtA haze? bakaruM kharIdavA mATe kaMI airAvata hAthI veMcAto haze? rAkha meLavavA mATe kaMI caMdana baLAtuM haze ? to nirdoSagocarI vagere mATe kaMI gurutyAga karAto haze ? eraMDiyAnA lAbha jatA karIne ya kalpavRkSa sAcavavuM, bakarInA dUdhane gauNa karIne ya airAvata hAthIne sAcavavo. rAkhanA kAma jatA karIne ya caMdananI rakSA karavI. to nirdoSagocarI vagerenA lAbho gauNa karIne ya gurupAratanI rakSA karavI. paNa aNasamaju saMyamIo A vAta samajatA nathI ane gurune choDIne alaga vicare che. gurukulavAse jJAnAdika guNa vAcaMyamane vAdhe re, to AhAra taNo paNa duSaNa khapa karatA nahi bAdhe re. paramArtha e che ke guru-gacchanI sAthe rahevAmAM sAdhunA jJAna-darzana-cAritrAdi guNo vRddhi pAme che, ane eTale ja guru+gacchamAM rahevAmAM AhAra saMbaMdhI doSo sevavA paDe to paNa emAM saMyamane kazuM nukasAna thatuM nathI. sAraNa-vAraNa pramukha lahIne mukitamArga ArAdhe re. zubhavirati IhAM suvihitakiriyA dekhAdekhe vAdhe re. ' guru ziSyane saMyamAcAronI Takora karatA rahe, bhUlo thatI hoya to aTakAvatA rahe ane e rIte muni mokSamArgane ArAdhato rahe che. gacchamAM suMdara sAdhuonI parasparanI manoharakriyAo jovA maLe ane e rIte dekhAdekhIthI paNa zubhavirati ane sadAcArapAlana vadhatuM ja rahe. jaladhi taNo saMkSobha asahatA, jema nIkaLatA mIno re, gacchasAraNAdika aNasahetA tima muni duHkhiyA dIno re. jema samudranI bharatI-oTathI trAsI gayelA mAchalAo jo samudra choDI de, to chevaTe mota pAme ema gacchamAM gurunI Takoro, ThapakAo, niyaMtraNo vagerene je sAdhuo sahana - - - - - - - - - - 53 ------------------

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mahAvrato na karI zake te duHkhI banelA ane dIna banelA sAdhuo guru+gacchane tyAge. kAka narmadAtaTa jima mUkI mRgatRSNA jala jAtA re. duHkha pAmyA tima gaccha tyajIne Apati muni thAtA re. tarasyA thayelA kAgaDAo bAjumAM ja narmadAnA bharapUra pANI hovA chatAM ene choDIne raNapradezanA jhAMjhavAjaLa pIvA jAya paNa emane pANI na ja maLe ane tarasyA maravuM paDe. ema guru+gacchane tyAgIne potAnI rIte ja vicaranArAo aMte duHkhI thAya che. guru+gaccha e che narmadAnadI! ratnatrayI eTale e nadImAM raheluM pANI! aNasamaju saMyamIo eTale kAgaDAo! judA vicaravuM eTale jhAMjhavAnA jaLa! saMyamIo judA vicaravA dvArA ratnatrayI meLavavA mAMge che, paNa teo ubhayabhraSTa thAya che. ratnatrayI ApanAra guru+gaccha to gumAvyA ja ane je alaga vicaraNa maLyuM emAM ratnatrayI maLI zakavAnI nathI. pALI vinA jema pANI na rahe, jIva vinA jima kAyA re. gItAratha viNa tima muni na rahe, jUTha kaSTanI mAyA re. pALa vinA pANI TakI na zake, eno vinAza ja thAya. jIva vinA kAyA TakI na zake, eno vinAza ja thAya. gItArtha vinA sAdhu TakI na zake, eno vinAza ja thAya. gItArthagurune choDIne vicaranArA sAdhuo. bhalene uMcAmAM UMcu saMyama pALe, ghorAtighora tapa kare. e badhuM ja jUThuM samajavuM. aMdha prate jema nirmalalocana mAragamAM laI jAya re. gItAratha tima murakhamunine deDha AlaMbana thAya re. mArga kApavAno che ghaNo lAMbo ane be AMkho che ja nahi, tyAre e aMdhane nirmaLa AMkhovALo mANasa hAtha pakaDIne, sahAro ApIne cheka nagara sudhI pahoMcADI de ne ? ema murakha muni pAse zAstra bodha rUpI AMkho nathI. e aMdhatulya ajJAnI munine to gItArthaguru ja dRDha AlaMbanabhUta thaI 2he che. arthAt emanA sahAre ja e cheka mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zake che. samabhASI, gItAratha, nANI, AgamamAMhe lahIe re. Atama arthI zubhamati sajjana kaho te viNa kima rahIe re. rAgadveSarahita banIne bolanArA gItArtha, jJAnI, AtmArthI, zubhamativALA sajjana gurune choDIne rahevAya ja kema ? gItArathane mAraga pUchI, chAMDIje unmAdo re, pAle kiriyA te tuja bhakte pAme jaga jasavAdo re. mATe ja ziSyo ekalA vicaravAnA, guruthI chUTA rahevAnA, svataMtra rIte sAdhanA karavAnA gAMDapaNane choDIne gItArthagurune ja satata mokSamArganI ArAdhanA mATe pRcchA kare ane emanA kahyA pramANe sAdhvAcAra pALe, jo teo Ama kare to e tArI bhakti karelI 54

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kahevAya ane enA pratApe te ziSyo jagatamAM jasavAda pAme. 350 gAthAnI A DhALa joyA bAda bIjA paNa keTalAka pATho joIe. TrTsa ho mALo thayo ya haMsAritte thanA vijAI #vAsaM na vaMti ! Ava.niryuM guru+gaccha sAthe rahenAra jJAna pAme, darzanamAM ane cAritramAM vadhu sthira thAya, te ziSyo dhanya che, jeo gurukulavAsa choDatA nathI. muttaNa savvamANaM paDhamaM tA sIso havejjAhi / sIsassa haMti sIsA na ha haMti sIsA asiisss| badho aMhakAra choDIne pahelA ziSya bana, kemake ziSyanA ja ziSyo thAya, je svayaM ziSya nathI, enA ziSyo thaI na zake. pUrvAyatta chAtrAmAM mavatti sarvapitA parvAdhinapaje hitAkSiA mAdhyama prazamarati prakaraNa. tamAma zAstrAraMbha gurune AdhIna che. eTale je ziSya hitane Icche che, eNe gurune prasanna karavAmAM tatpara banavuM. artha tehanA che ati sukSma te jANo gura pAse jI. guranI sevA karatA lahIe anubhava nija abhyAse jI. jeha bahaRta, gura gItAratha mAraganA anusAra jI. tehane pUchI saMzaya TALo e hitazIkha che sAcI jI. 150 gAthAnuM stavana A stavananA artho atisUkSma che, te tame guru pAse jANo. gurunI sevA karatA karatA A badho anubhava AtmasAta thAya che. je guru bahuzruta, gItArtha, mArgAnusArI che. emane prazno pUchI pUchIne tamArA saMzaya dUra karo, e mArI sAcI hitazikSA che. thavA yatnaH satata vAryo vatasamIpe hitazakSimihirvananuM hArimalamamASoDazaka prakaraNa. AtmAnuM hita IcchanArA uttamapuruSoe bahuzruta (gItArtha) gurunI pAse dharma sAMbhaLavAno satata prayatna karavo joIe. A haribhadrasUrinuM vacana che. purdivo puravardisirimAya mavitti vAsima tevayamavALuvAsaMti upadeza mAlA udayamAM AvelA puNyothI prerAyelA, lakSmInA bhAjana, bhaviSyamAM jemanuM kalyANa thavAnuM che tevA bhavya jIvo gurunI devanI jema upAsanA karatA hoya che. (arthAtu gurunI devanI jema upAsanA e mahApuNyodaye prApta thAya ane e upAsanA dvArA bhaviSyamAM kalyANanI prApti thAya.) 'gurupAratatyanI mahattA darzAvanArA AvA to DhagalAbaMdha zAstravacano jovA maLe che. mATe ja pratyeka saMyamIe makkama banIne A nirNaya karavo joIe ke guruno svabhAva kadAca vicitra, krodhI hoya to paNa, guru pAse rahevAmAM khAvA-pIvAdi chUTachATo upara niyaMtraNa AvatA hoya to paNa, guru pAse rahevAmAM ziSya-ziSyAo karavAmAM vighno UbhA thatA hoya to paNa, - - - - - - - - - - - - 55 - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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- - - - - - 29 - 22 - mahAvato ja ja - - - - - guru pAse navo bhaktavarga Ubho karI na zakAya to paNa, guru pAse vaiyAvaccAdi kAmo karIne sukhazIlatA tyAgavI paDe to paNa guru pAse gocarInA doSo, laghu-vaDInItinA doSo, sAmAnya saMkalezAdi doSo utpanna thatA hoya to paNa... mAre mArA gurune choDavA nathI ja. kemake , anaMtAnaMta tIrthakaronI A AjJA che ke "guruno tyAga na karavo." anaMtAnaMta zAstrakAronuM A vacana che ke "gurune paratA rahevuM." samagra saMsArano tyAga karavAno ghora puruSArtha to ja saphaLa bane jo "gurune parata- banAya" A che (!) saMbodhanano gUDhArtha ! gurupAratanya e ja sAdhujIvananuM sarvasva ! prazna : addabhuta padArtha darzAvyo Ape ! amArI ghaNI badhI gerasamajo dUra karI ApI Ape ! guru sAthe eka yA bIjA kAraNasara phAvatuM na hovAnA kAraNe guruthI alaga vicaravAnA ja vicAramAM hatA. paNa tame darzAvelA zAstrapATho joIne to ame paNa pheravicAra karatA thaI gayA. amAre kaMI zAstrAjJAono bhaMga nathI karavo. mahApuruSonI pavitra AjJAono bhaMga karavAnuM ghora pApa ame zuM kAma bAMdhIe ? nA re nA ! amAre to zAstrAjJAne barAbara parata ja rahevuM che. paNa amArI je keTalIka muzkelIo che, e to tame sAMbhaLo. tame badhuM gurunA pakSamAM ja bolo cho, paNa sAthe amArI vAto paNa jANo to kharA. e pachI tame nirNaya Apajo ke amAre zuM karavuM ? (ka) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "emanA guru kazuM bhaNyA nathI, eTale amane bhaNAvI paNa zakatA nathI. AkhA divasamAM be kalAka pATha paNa nathI ApatA. paMDito pAse paNa bhaNavuM zakya nathI. paMDito moMghA paDe che ane e badhuM maLe paNa kyAM ? amArA gurune zrAvako vagere sAthe paricayAdi karavAno samaya maLe che paNa amArA mATe emane samaya maLato nathI. have AvA gurune paratatra rahevAthI lAbha zuM?" (kha) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "amArA guru pakSapAtI che, emane amuka ziSyo vahAlA che ane emane e barAbara sAcave che. emane bhaNAve paNa kharA, paMDitonI vyavasthA paNa emanA mATe jaladI goThave. khAvA-pIvAdimAM paNa emanA mATe badhI ja suvidhA karI Ape... amArI koI kALajI na kare , ame bhaNavA IcchIe to paNa na bhaNAve, khAvA-pIvAdimAM paNa amArI upekSA kare, mAMdA paDIe to amArI saMbhALa paNa na rAkhe... have AvA gurune parata- rahevAthI zuM ?" (ga) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "amArA guruno svabhAva bagaDI gayo che. - - ~-~~-pa6 90990- 90 jAta-ja-ka

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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - 9 ! 99099 29 99099 nAnI nAnI vAtomAMya vikSepa kare. uMmarAdinA kAraNe emane ochI khabara paDe che, bhUlI jAya che. AvuM hoya to emaNe ziSyo para vizvAsa mUkI emane emanA kSayopazama pramANe badhuM karavA devuM joIe. emAM vAraMvAra Toka-Toka karavAno kazo artha nathI. paNa A svabhAva emano sudharato nathI. badhI bAbatomAM kacakaca thayA ja kare. have AvA gurune parata- rahevAthI to herAnagati ja vadhavAnI ne ? (gha) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "amArA gurumAM krodha-kaDavAza bhAre ! vagara vAMke dhamakAvI nAMkhe, jema tema bole, lokonI hAjarImAM paNa utArI pADe, re ! gusso vadhI jAya to lApho paNa mArI de. ane apazabdo to evA bole ke sAMbhaLI na zakIe. haiyAmAM tirADa paDI jAya... have zI rIte AvA guru pratye sadUbhAva Take? AvA gurune AdhIna rahIne zuM maLavAnuM amane ? (ca) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "amArA guru mAMdA khUba rahe che. emanI pAse rahIe, to puSkaLa sevA karavI paDe. Akho divasa kAma, kAma ne kAma! eka pAnuM paNa vAMcI na zakAya. thAkIne lotha thaI jaIe. abhyAsa to bilakula na thAya. enA karatA eka-be sAdhuone ke zrAvakone soMpI daI ame jUdA vicArIe to zuM khoTuM ? emAM svAdhyAyAdi to thAya..." . - (cha) keTalAka ziSyonI phariyAda che ke "guru pAse rahIe to vyAkhyAna karavA na maLe, kema ke guru pote ja vyAkhyAna kare che. vaLI gurunI sAthe bIjA ghaNA vaDIla vyAkhyAnakAro che. eTale paNa amAro naMbara na lAge. kadAca naMbara lAge topaNa bIjA badhA vyAkhyAnakAronI sAme amArA vyAkhyAna to sAva ja jhAMkhA paDe. eTale amane AgaLa vadhavAnI taka na maLe. je navA mumukSuo Ave, te paNa guru pAse ke vaDIlo pAse kheMcAya. amAruM puNya, zakti, saMyama, tapAdi nabaLA hovAthI mumukSuo amArI tarapha na kheMcAya. ame judA hoIe, to ame ja mukhya hoIe. eTale navA mumukSuo bIje kyAMka kheMcAI javAno prazna ja na naDe. badhuM amArA hAthamAM!... uttara : ATalI badhI phariyAdo te karI, "e sAcI che" ema paNa mAnI laIe. paNa tame mane eTaluM kaho ke AmAM zuM ekapaNa phariyAda evI che ? ke "mArA guru mahAvratonI bAbatamAM garabaDavALA che. moTI bhUlo karI che ane kare che, caturtha mahAvratanA paNa pAyA halI gayA che." jo nA! to eno artha e thayo ke A badhI phariyAdo gurunA uttaraguNasaMbaMdhI koSonI che. mUlaguNasaMbaMdhI doSonI nathI ja. to pachI e doSone lIdhe guruno tyAga karI zakAya nahi. kemake paMcAzakakAra 4999 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 57 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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-9-29--9-29--429-09-09-09-mahAvrato ke ------------- haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che ke duHSamakALamAM AvA uttaraguNa saMbaMdhI doSavALA paNa guru guru ja che. emanA e doSone AgaLa karIne emane tyAgI zakAtA nathI. 125 gAthAnA stavanamAM mahopAdhyAyajIe paNa A ja kahyuM che ke "uttaraguNamAM hi hINaDA gura kAlAdika pAkhe..." zuM guru viziSTa prakArano zAstrAbhyAsa na kare- na karAve, guru ziSyomAM pakSapAtI valaNa dharAve, guru badhI bAbatomAM kacakaca kare, guru krodha ane kaDavAza-kaTuvacanono prayoga kare, guru AgaMtuka mumukSuone potAnA ja ziSya banAvavAnI pravRtti kare, guru pote ja vyAkhyAno Ape... A badhuM mUlaguNonA bhaMganuM pApa gaNAya? AmAM zuM e guru sAdhutA ja gumAvI bese evuM kharuM ? jo nA ! to pachI emane choDAya zI rIte ? koNe emano tyAga karavAnI rajA ApI ? kayA zAstroe AvA guruno tyAga karavAnuM kIdhuM ? to zuM vagara zAstrAjJAe emane ema svamatithI AvI pravRtti-gurutyAganI pravRtti AdarI zakAya? A to jinAjJA sAme baLavo che, ane enA bhayaMkara nukasAno thayA vinA rahetA nathI. gurunA A doSo doSa nathI, ema to koI nathI kahetuM. paNa chadmasthatAdine lIdhe . AvA AvA doSo hovAnA, hovAnA na hovAnA ja. re ! AvI vAto karanArAomAM potAnAmAM zuM AvA ke bIjA koI doSo che ja nahi? to potAnA e doSo badala pote potAno tyAga kema nathI karatA ? bahu spaSTa vAta e ja ke jo guru banAvI dIdhA hoya ane jo e guru mUlaguNo saMbaMdhI eTale ke brahmacaryAdi saMbaMdhI bAbatomAM cokkhA hoya to ADA-avaLA bahAnAo kADhIne emanAthI alaga vicaravAnI pravRtti e zAstramAnya banatI nathI. Ama chatAM je je phariyAdo karavAmAM AvI che, enA samAdhAna ApavA rahyA. A samAdhAno paNa phariyAdanA krama pramANe ja jANavA. (ka) jo abhyAsa na thato hovAnA kAraNe ziSyo guruthI jUdA paDatA hoya to to teoe jyAM vadhu sAro abhyAsa thAya evA bIjA koI mahAtmAnI sAthe ja rahevuM joIe ne ? teo jo svataMtra ja vicare to to Ama paNa emano abhyAsa thato ja nathI. to pachI gurune choDyAno artha zo ? eTale jJAnAbhyAsa mATe gurune choDanArAoe jJAnI pAse ja rahI abhyAsa karIne pAchA gurunA zaraNe AvI javuM joIe. zuM A pramANe thAya che ? kharI hakIkata to e che ke jJAnAbhyAsanI kharekhara laganI lAgI hoya to gurunI vadhu sevA karI emanI saMmati laIne bIje sthAne bhaNavA javuM joIe. sAMcA dIlanI sevA --------------------------- 58 --------------------------

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! *** karI hoya to guru paNa lAgaNI dharAve ane ziSyonI IcchA pUrI karavA mATe cokkasa saMmati Ape. kadAca emAM thoDo vilaMba thAya, paNa A rIte gurunA AziSapUrvaka zAstrAbhyAsa thAya e hajAragaNuM phaLa Ape. dasarve. sUtranA navamAM adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke koIka guru kSayopazamanI vicitratAnA kA2Ne zAstrIya padArthonI yuktionuM ciMtana karavA asamartha hoya, koI guru Agamo bhaNyA na hoya AvA gurunA je ziSyo sAcA sAdhu na hoya, agaMbhIra hoya teo potAnA AvA gurunI AzAtanA kare ke "mArA guru ajJAnI che, alpabuddhivALA che." A rIte potAnA eka gurunI AzAtanA karanAra te dravyasAdhuo kharekhara to gautamagaNadharAdi tamAme tamAma guruonI AzAtanA kare che. eTaluM ja nahi, AvA sAdhuo potAnA jJAna-darzana-cAritrano vinAza kare che. vRttikA2zrI kahe che ke karmanI vicitratAthI guru alpajJAnI paNa hoya. alpabuddhivALA paNa hoya paNa jo e jJAnAcArAdi AcAronA pAlaka hoya... to evA gurunI niMdA-AzAtanA na karavI. je ziSyo AvuM pApa kare teonI ratnatrayIno ghAta thAya... - A padArtha jANIne to bhavabhIru, saMyamakhapI koIpaNa ziSya potAnA guru alpajJAnI hoya to paNa emanI avagaNanA karavAnuM, emanI IcchA-rajA vinA judA vicaravAnuM ane e rIte e gurune trAsa ApavAnuM kAma kadApi na kare. (kha) guru pakSapAtI banatA hoya to enA paNa ghaNA badhA kAraNo che. amuka ziSyoe puSkaLa bhoga ApI gurunI sevA karI hoya ane karatA hoya, bIjA ziSyoe evo bhoga na Apyo hoya, to vadhu sevA ka2nA2, vadhu bhoga ApanAra ziSyo upara gurune vadhu lAgaNI thAya... e chadmasthatAnA kAraNe svAbhAvika che. pachI sevA nahi karanAra, ochI sevA karanAra bAkInA ziSyoe paNa A vAta samajavI ja joIe, teo pakSapAtanI phariyAda kare e na cAle. emaNe jo vadhu sevA karI hota to emanA tarapha gurune pakSapAta hota. jAte bhoga Apavo nahi ane bhoga ApanArane guru vadhu sAcave enI phariyAdo karavI e kyAMno nyAya ? ziSyoe AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM joIe ke "ame guru mATe zuM karyuM ? ame guru mATe keTaluM ghasAyA ? ame guru mATe svArthane keTalo gauNa karyo ? jo e badhAmAM ame khAmI dharAvatA hoIe, to gurune amArA karatA bIjA upara vizeSa lAgaNI thAya to emAM amAre gurune doSapAtra na TharAvAya." * pUrvabhavonA RNAnubaMdho kAma karatA hoya che, ke jethI gurune amuka ziSyo para 59

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mahAvrato khUba lAgaNI thAya ane bIjA ziSyo kharekhara sArA, sevAbhAvI, guNiyala hoya to paNa emanA pratye vizeSa lAgaNI na thAya. A badhA anaMtAbhavonA avanavA saMskAronA ane avanavA banelA prasaMgonA khela che. saMsAranI vicitratAne jANanArA khAnadAna ziSyoe e badhI vAtane AgaLa karI gurune kSamA ja ApavI joIe. gurunA e sAva nAnA doSane gaLI khAvo joIe. * darekane pota-potAnA puNyakarma ane pApakarma pramANe ja badhuM maLe che. je ziSyone guru taraphathI vizeSa lAgaNI na maLe, vizeSa kALajI na maLe... emaNe samajI levuM ke "A ApaNA ja pUrvabhavonA pApakarmo udayamAM AvelA che. jo meM puNyakarmo bAMdhyA hota to mArA yaza, Adeya, saubhAgyanAmanA udayathI guru mArA vakhANa karatA thAkatA na hota, guru mArI vAto mAnatA hota, huM gurune khUba priya banyo hota. paNa mAro durbhAgyakarmano udaya eTale gurune huM gamato nathI. mAro apazayano udaya eTale guru mArA mATe viparIta bole che. mAro anAdeyano udaya eTale guru mArI vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI, mAnatA nathI. have guru A je kaMIpaNa kare che, emAM emano to koI doSa nathI. mArA A pApakarmono udaya ja emane AvuM karAvaDAve che. ane e pApakarmo to meM ja jAte bAMdhyA che. eTale A badhAmAM badho doSa mAro ja che. pelA bIjA ziSyoe pUrvabhavomAM puNyakarmo bAMdhyA haze, eTale teo Aje gurune vadhu priya che, guru emanI prazaMsA kare che. emanI vAta mAne che. basa, mAre to gurunA upakArano badalo vALavA mATe emanI sevA ja karavI che. ahIM ja mArA e pApakarmo bhogavAtA jaze. ane mAro Atmika vikAsa thaze. ghaNIvAra to evuM bane ke guru pakSapAtI hotA ja nathI. paNa ziSyonI parasparanI IrSyA gurune pakSapAtI jAhe2 ka2vAmAM moTuM nimitta banI jAya che. dA.ta. ziSyo vacce paraspara jJAna bAbatamAM, tapa bAbatamAM, gurusevA bAbatamAM ke bIjI koI bAbatamAM spardhA cAlatI hoya, enA kAraNe mAnavasahaja svabhAvane kAraNe IrSyA paNa manamAM cAlatI hoya... have guru to niSpakSapAtI ja hoya ane saraLabhAve kyAreka koInA sArA kAryonI anumodanA karI bese, mAMdagI vageremAM enI vizeSa kALajI karI bese... e vakhate bIjA ziSyanI IrSyA vadhu saLage, kema ke enA pratispardhInI prazaMsA thaI hoya, kALajI thaI hoya... AvuM bane eTale ene guru upara aruci utpanna thAya. "guru eno khoTo pakSa kheMce che. enAmAM to DhagalAbaMdha doSo che, paNa guru sneharAganA kA2Ne kazuM jotA nathI." AmAM kharekhara guru niSpakSapAtI ja hoya che. yogya avasare ja emaNe ucita 60 ***

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! prazaMsA ane ucita kALajI karI hoya che. paNa bIjA ziSyo IrSyAdi doSonI AgamAM guruno bhoga laI le che. nirdoSa gurune doSita karI de che. AmAM to sauthI vadhu doSapAtra to e ziSya ja che. potAno svArtha ghavAya, pratispardhIno vikAsa thavAthI potAnI IrSyAne baLataNa maLe... e badhAmAM guruno zuM doSa ? paNa A ziSya svadoSa jovA taiyAra ja na thAya. potAno ziSya thato na hoya ane bIjAno ziSya thAya, guru emAM rajA Ape eTale guru upara gusso kare ke "guru ene ziSyo banAvI Ape che, mane nahi." paNa e vicAre ja nahi ke "mArI ja koI khAmI che ne ? ke koI mAro ziSya thavA AvatuM nathI. koI mAro ziSya thavA AvyuM hoya ane gurue nA pADI hoya evuM kyAM banyuM che ? to mArI apAtratAne guru upara zuM kAma DhoLavI ?" potAnI vyAkhyAnazakti ochI hoya, lokone gamatuM na hoya ane eTale potAnA vyAkhyAnamAM saMkhyA ochI thAya, bIjAnA vyAkhyAnamAM khUba saMkhyA thAya. loko paNa guru pAse bIjAnA ja vyAkhyAnanI mAMgaNI kare ane guru paNa 'loko vadhu pAme' e AzayathI e sArA vyAkhyAnakArane vyAkhyAna soMpe. have alpapuNyavALo sAdhu manamAM ja vicAre ke "guru pakSapAta kare che, pelAne ja kAyama vyAkhyAna soMpe che. amane soMpatA nathI. amane comAsAnA kSetro paNa game tevA Ape che..." paNa potAnI alpazakti, alpapuNyAdine to jovAnI phurasada ja nahi. AvuM to DhagalAbaMdha bAbatomAM banatuM hoya che. taddana nirdoSa guru paNa ziSyonA svArthabhAva, IrSyAbhAva, mahattvAkAMkSAnA bhAvanI AgamAM homAIne doSita-pakSapAtI jAhe2 thAya ane moTAbhAge to AvuM ja banatuM hoya che ke, "ziSyonI IcchAo na saMtoSAvAthI, ziSyonI mahattvAkAMkSAo na pUrI thavAthI ja niSpakSapAtI guru paNa e ziSyo dvArA pakSapAtI tarIkeno apayaza pAmatA hoya che." sudharavAnI jarura jeTalI gurune che, enA karatA lAkhagaNI ziSyane che... evuM AvA prasaMgomAM lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. A to badhuM vartamAna vyavahAranuM svarUpa darzAvyuM. paramArthanI vAta karuM ? to ziSyonI A phariyAda ke "amArA guru pakSapAtI che e phalANAne ja sAcave che..." A sAMbhaLI bhAre Azcarya thAya, sAthe AghAta paNa lAge. zA mATe ema kaho cho ? to sAMbhaLo. pratyeka saMyamIne puchavAmAM Ave ke "dIkSA zenA mATe lIdhI?" to badhA eka ja uttara Apaze "mokSa mATe." 61

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* * * * . mahAvato che ja pAchuM puchavAmAM Ave ke "mokSa zenAthI maLe?" to badhA eka ja uttara Apaze ke tamAma karmono kSayathI." pAchuM puchavAmAM Ave ke "tamAre kharekhara zuM joIe che?" to badhA eka ja uttara Apaze ke "mAtra ne mAtra karmakSaya! AtmaguNono lAbha! AtmAnA doSono nAza!" pAchu puchavAmAM Ave ke "bIjuM kaMI ja na maLe to cAlaze ne? tamAro mokSa aTakI nahi jAya ne ?" to badhA eka ja uttara Apaze ke "nA, bIjuM kaMIpaNa na maLe to cAlaze." pAchuM puchavAmAM Ave ke "to ziSyo na maLe to cAlaze? prazaMsAnA zabdo na maLe to cAlaze ? gocarImAM anukULa vastuo na maLe to cAlaze ? moTI vyAkhyAnasabhAo na maLe to cAlaze ? bhakto maLavA na Ave to cAlaze ? guruno DAbo hAtha ke jamaNo hAtha banavA na maLe to cAlaze? lokapriyatA-gacchapriyatA na maLe to cAlaze? AmAMnuM kaMI na maLe to mokSa ke nirjarA aTakI ja jAya evuM to nathI ne ? "to badhA eka ja uttara Avaze ke" nA, mokSa mATe AmAMnI eka paNa vastu anivArya nathI." basa, jo ATaluM samyagdarzana pratyeka saMyamI pAse daDha hoya to ene guru pakSapAtI lAge ja zI rIte ? guru pakSapAtI lAgavAmAM to badhI bAhya vastuo ja kAraNabhUta che. ane enI to ApaNane jarura ja nathI. to gurue e ApaNane ApI toya zuM ? ane na ApI toya zuM ? bolo, gurue amukane vadhu karmanirjarA ApI dIdhI ane ApaNane ochI ApI evuM banyuM? gurue amukane kSamAguNa vadhAre ApI dIdho ane ApaNane krodhaguNa Apyo evuM banyuM? gurue amukane chaThuM guNasthAna vaheluM ApI dIdhuM ane ApaNane na ApyuM evuM banyuM? gurue amukanA kAmAdidoSono nAza karI dIdho ane ApaNA doSono nAza na karyo evuM banyuM? bhalA, A badhuM gurunA hAthamAM che ja kyAM ? A badhu to ApaNA AtmAnI pAtratAne AdhIna che. bAkI badhA padArtho to nimitta mAtra che. ane pakSapAtanI phariyAda karanArAo paNa bhautika vastuonI apekSAe ja phariyAda karatA hoya che ne ? "guru zA mATe pakSapAtI lAgyA ?" e praznanA uttaramAM bhotika vastuono ja ullekha thAya che ne ? > ene ziSyo, vyAkhyAna ApyA, mane ziSyo, vyAkhyAna na ApyA. ene bAjumAM besADyo, mane bAjumAM na besADyo. ene jana ja na -jana jA - - - - 62 - - - - - - - - - - - -

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* ! gocarImAM barAbara vaparAvyuM, mane na vaparAvyuM. vihArAdimAM ene sAthe rAkhyo, mane na rAkhyo. ene padavI ApI, mane na ApI. ene potAnA maMtra-taMtra-yaMtro ApyA, mane na ApyA. enI sAthe kalAka sudhI roja vAto kare, mArI sAthe eka-be miniTa paNa mAMDa bole. enA kAryonI khUba prazaMsA kare, mArA kAryo to jANavAnI paNa phurasada nathI. enI pAse ochA kAma karAve, mane vadhAre majurI karAve. - AvI AvI ja phariyAdo Ave ne ? paNa A badhuM to tuccha che, mokSa mATe binajarurI che. AnA vinA mokSa aTakato nathI. to AnI noMdha ja zA mATe levI joIe ? paNa AnI noMdha levAya che, mATe ja e potAne na maLyAnuM duHkha thAya che ane enI phariyAda noMdhAvAya che. paNa to Ano artha ja e thayo ke ApaNA manamAM mAtra mokSa, mAtra nirjarA ja nahi, paNa A bIjuM badhuM ghaNuM beThuM che. ghaNI badhI bhautika vastuono, karmodayajanya vastuono ApaNane moha che. ApaNI mokSecchA zuddhatama nathI. to A ja ApaNo moTAmAM moTo doSa nathI ? mokSa sivAya, nirjarA sivAya kazuM ja na IcchavAnI ApaNI bhISmapratijJAno bhaMga ApaNe nathI karI rahyA ? gurune pakSapAtI kahevAne badale ApaNI A vRttiono ja nAza karavAno puruSArtha Adaro ne? jo koIpaNa bhautika spRhA nahi hoya to, jo mAtra ne mAtra mokSa-AtmaguNodoSanAza ja ISTa haze to kadIpaNa "mArA guru pakSapAtI che" A phariyAda manamAM paNa UbhI nahi thAya, to e phariyAda badhAne ka2vI ane chevaTe gurune tyAgIne alaga vicaravAnI to vAta ja kayAM raheze ? guru kyAreka sAdharmikone paisA apAvaDAve che. ApaNane kyAreya paisA apAvaDAvatA nathI. guru zrImaMtone dAnadharmanI preraNA kare che, ApaNane karatA nathI. guru vaMdana mATe AvelAone dharmalAbha kahe che, ApaNane kahetA nathI. guru e badhAne roja vAsakSepa karI Ape che, ApaNane roja vAsakSepa karatA nathI. guru mANaso vagerenI jamavAdinI vyavasthA goThave che. ApaNI goThavatA nathI... A badhAmAM guru ApaNane pakSapAtI lAgyA ? nahi ja. kema ke paisAnI, dAnadharmanI, preraNAnI, dharmalAbha zabdonI, roje roja vAsakSepanI ke gharomAM jaIne jamI AvavAnI ApaNI IcchA ja nathI. eTale e badhA tarapha ApaNuM lakSa jatuM nathI. guru pakSapAtI lAgatA nathI. guru kharekhara pakSapAtI hoya, to paNa gurune pakSapAtI kahenAra ziSya to moharAjano pahelA naMbarano pakSapAtI che, ke jeNe dharmarAjano pakSa choDIne moharAjanA kahyA pramANe cAlavAnuM zaru karyuM che. 63 **** *

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mahAvrato pratyeka saMyamI nizcaya kare ke "mAre guru pAsethI ziSya, vyAkhyAna, prazaMsA, padavI, DAbA-jamaNA hAthanI beThaka, bekalAka vAtacIta... kazuM ja joItuM nathI. gurue A badhuM ja bIjAne jeTaluM ApavuM hoya eTaluM bhale Ape. mAre to mAtra ne mAtra gurune paratantra rahevuM che. e rIte gurupAratantyanI jinAjJA pALavI che. e rIte mArA doSono kSaya karavo che, guNo meLavavA che, saMyama saphaLa karavuM che, saMsAra khatama karI devo che... basa,basa,basa ! bIjuM kaMI ja mAre na joIe. manamAM paNa huM bIjo vicAra nahi karuM. mane vizvAsa che ke A jinAjJApAlana mane mArI managamatI vastu-mokSa Apaze ja. pachI mAre kyAMya AghApAchA thavuM nathI. guruthI alaga thavuM nathI. ahIM rahIne sahana karavAnI, gaLI javAnI sAdhanA ja karavI che... (ga) "guruno svabhAva bagaDI gayo che, nAnI nAnI vAtomAM kacakaca kare che. mATe amane phAvatuM nathI." AvI phariyAda karanArA saMyamIonI pAse ghaNA saMsArIo maLavA AvatA haze. kadAca emAMthI e saMyamIonA sagA bhAIoe ke bIjAoe paNa saMyamIone A vAta karI haze ke "pappA-mammIno svabhAva bagaDI gayo che. nAnI nAnI vAtomAM kaca kaca kare che. badhI bAbatamAM salAha ApavA joIe. eTale ja mArI dharmapatnI sAthe paNa emano meLa paDato nathI. rojarojanI A mAthAjIkathI huM to kaMTALI gayo chuM. pappA-mammIno svabhAva sudhare e zakya ja nathI. AnA karatA huM parivAra sAthe jUdo rahevA jato rahuM to rojanA jhaghaDA baMdha thAya. badhAne zAMti! pappA-mammI paNa zAMtithI rahe...'' bolo, gurunA viparIta svabhAvanI phariyAda karanArA saMyamIoe potAnA sagAbhAI ke bIjA koI saMsArIne A vakhate zuM javAba dIdho haze ? e bolyA haze ne ? ke "A tuM zuM bole che ? tuM kaputa che ? ke sapUta ? mA-bApe tane janma Apyo, tane bhaNAvI-gaNAvIne moTo karyo. tArA mATe keTalA kaSTo veThyA. Aje tuM je kaMI che, e emanA pratApe che. have Aje uMmaranA kAraNe emanA svabhAvamAM kaMIka doSo UbhA thayA hoya to e tAre sahana karavA joIe. emane chellI uMmaramAM vadhu ne vadhu prasannatA ApavI joIe. tuM kahe che ke 'teono svabhAva badalAto nathI, badalAvAno nathI.' to tuM paNa emanA svabhAvane sahana nahi karI zakavA rUpa tAro asahiSNutAno svabhAva kyAM badale che ? teo potAno kharAba svabhAva na choDe, mATe kharAba. tuM asahiSNutA nAmano tAro svabhAva na choDe to tuM ya kharAba ja ne ? tArI jAtane sArI kahevaDAvavI hoya to tAro svabhAva badala ne ? sahiSNu banI jA ne ? emanA svabhAvane sahana karI le ne ? 64

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nA - - - - - - - - - ! --- 99099-2009 - - - - vaLI tane khabara che? jema emanA svabhAvamAM doSo che, ema tArA svabhAvamAM paNa kiMI ochA doSo nathI. Aje tuM 30 varSano thayo. to 30 varSa sudhI tArI ghaNI vicitratAo mA-bApe sahana karI ja ne ? emaNe kadI tArA mATe phariyAda karI ke "A dIkarAno svabhAva vicitra che. ApaNe ene kADhI mUko..." tArA pratyenA snehabhAvathI tArA badhA svabhAva doSo 30-30 varSa sudhI emaNe sahana karyA che. e vAta tuM kema bhUlI jAya che ? Aje have e vRddha thayA che, chellA varSomAM emane sAcavI levA e tArI javAbadArI che. yAda rAkhaje ! jo emanI hAya laIza, to jIMdagImAM sukhI nahi thAya. tArI patnIne kahI de ke "pahelA mArA mA-bApa! pachI tuM ! tAruM dhAryuM nahi thAya. mAbApanI sevA na karavI hoya to piyare cAlI jA." AvuM AvuM saMsArI bhAIne ke bIjAone A saMyamIe samajAvyuM haze ne ? to A ja vAta zuM A saMyamIe jAte paNa samajavAnI jarura nathI ? gurue dIkSA ApavA dvArA tamane saMyamajIvanamAM janma Apyo ne ? e upakAra zuM nAno che ? lAkho mAtAo garbhapAta karAvIne dIkarAne janmavA ja nathI detI, ema A gurue mumukSupaNAmAMthI ja tamane pAchA kADhyA hota to? dIkSA na ApI hota to? Aje gurunI phariyAda karavA mATe tame hAjara ja na hota. dIkSA pachInA divaso, mahinAo, varSo to yAda karo. tamane joga karAvyA, gocarI-pANI lAvI lAvIne vaparAvyA, vihAramAM paNa sAthe rahyA, mAMdA paDyA to tamArA mAtrA-sthaDilAdi paNa e gurue paraThavyA, tamane bhaNAvyA, seMkaDo gAthAo gokhAvaDAvI, e mATe pote samayano bhoga Apyo, vAraMvAra preraNA karatA rahyA. saMyamanAM AcAromAM tamane sthira karatA rahyA, e rIte tamane saMyamI, jJAnI, tapasvI banAvyA. lokamAM pUjanIya banAvyA. dIkSA bAda paNa jo guru tamane kADhI mUkata to tame kevI rIte jIvata ? - Aje tame pagabhara thayA, tamAruM grupa banI gayuM. ekalA vicaravAnI AvaData ane hiMmata AvI gaI eTale tamane gurunI kacakaca bhAre lAge che ne ? kabUla che ke gurunA svabhAvamAM kacakaca karavAnI vicitratA AvI haze, guru kaMI ne kaMI Takora karyA karatA haze. paNa eTalA mAtrathI emano anaMta upakAra maTI jAya che zuM ? e guru tarIke apAtra banI jAya che zuM ? re! tamArA svabhAvamAM paNa zuM jAta-jAtanA doSo na hatA? to e badhA ja doSone gurue ATalA varSo sudhI sahana karIne paNa tamane sAcavyA ne ? to Aje tame e gurunA lAla gAla lAla 99 - - - - - - - 65 - 29 09-09 - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato svabhAva-doSane sahana karI na zako ? emanI kahevAtI kacakacane samabhAve gaLI na zako ? emanA pratyenA apUrva bahumAnabhAvane akabaMdha jALavI na zako ? jo mA-bApane choDI denArA dIkarAo kapUta kahevAya, to gurune A rIte tyAgI denArA ziSyo kuziSya-kusAdhu na kahevAya ? re! khAnadAna sapUto to pAgala thaI gayelA ane eTale jema tema lavAro karatA mA-bApane paNa bhagavAnanI jema sAcave che. to tame tamArA sArA-DAhyA chatAM amuka svabhAvadoSavALA gurune bhagavAnanI jema ke chevaTe gurunI jema ja sAcavI na zako ? tame tamArA saMghATakone - ziSyone kahI do ke "tame badhA pachI cho. pahelA mArA guru ! ene choDIne mAre kyAMya javuM nathI. tamAre mArA gurunI sevA karavI ja paDaze. tamane e maMjUra na hoya to tame jaI zako cho, paNa huM tamArI sAthe nahi..." vaLI tame tamArI dRSTie ja badho vicAra karyo che, paNa kyAreya paNa evo vicAra karyo che kharo ke "ame badhA A rIte gurune choDI jaIzuM to gurunI hAlata zuM thaze ?" guru dhIre dhIre muMjhAze "mArI sAthe rahevA koI taiyAra nathI. have mane koNa sAcavaze ? ghaDapaNa najIkamAM che, tyAre mane samAdhi koNa Apaze ? mAruM zarIra have nabaLuM paDatuM jAya che. mArAthI vizeSa kAma thatA nathI. to gocarI-pANI-kApa-upadhi uMcakavI... vagere badhuM kevI rIte thaze ? re ! badhA mane pUchaze ke "tame kema ekalA cho ? tamArA to ghaNA ziSyo che, e badhA kyAM gayA ? tamArI sAthe nathI rahetA e badhA ?" tyAre huM zuM javAba daIza ? loko to mArA ja doSo kADhaze. huM anAtha banI jaIza. are bhagavAna ! mAruM zuM thaze ?... guruno mAnasika trAsa guruno mAnasika tanAva guruno mAnasika AghAta keTalo badho haze, enI kalpanA karI tame ? zuM emAM nimitta bananArA tame sukhI thazo ? saMyamamAM saphaLatA pAmazo ? gurunI A 'hAya' tamArA jIvanamAM 'hAza' ne pesavA deze kharI ? gurunA svabhAvadoSane vAte vAte AgaLa karanArA ziSyoe zAMtacitte uparanI bAbato vicAravI joIe, emaNe potAnA mA-bApa sAthe AvuM vartana karanArA bhAIbhAbhI vagere sAtheno potAno vArtAlApa A jagyAe paNa akSarazaH potAnI jAtane ja saMbhaLAvavo joIe. (gha) je vAta gurunA kacakaca karavAnA svabhAva aMge karI, e ja vAta gurunA krodha 66 ***

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! ane kaDavAza aMge paNa samajavAnI che. ApaNI pAse enA DhagalAbaMdha dRSTAMto mojuda che. caMDarudrAcAryanA bhayaMkara krodhane koNa nathI jANatuM ? chatAM emanA ziSye emane choDyA nathI. krodha ane kaDavAzane gaLe utArI che, kevalajJAna meLavyuM che. kuragaDu muni pratyeno cAra gurubhAIono krodha ane kaDavAza zuM ochA hatA ? emaNe badhuM sahI lIdhuM. have e jo gurubhAIonA krodha-kaDavAzane sahI zake to ApaNe gurunA krodha-kaDavAzane na sahI zakIe ? kSamAguNa siddha karavAnI anokhI sAdhanAmAM krodhI-kaDavA guru atyaMta sahAyaka che. AvI sAmAnya vAta paNa zuM hoMziyAra saMyamIone samajAvavI paDe kharI ? (ca) ane (cha) nI phariyAdo to nakkI svArtha bhAvanAthI, durgaMdhathI bharelI che. guru glAna che, guru vRddha che e to ziSyo mATe vaiyAvacca ka2vAno ati ati aNamola avasara che. evA vakhate emane paDatA mUkavA, gRhasthone soMpI devA, vRddhAzramomAM mUkI devA e to saMsArIone paNa na zobhe to sAdhune to zobhe ja zI rIte ? vRddha ke glAna gurune mUkIne cAlyA javuM "bIjA saMbhALaze, mArI javAbadArI thoDI che ?" evA vicAra karavA e to atighora kakSAnI kRtaghnatA kahevAya. jeo AvA vicAro kare ene have vadhu to zuM kahevuM ? teo zAnamAM ja samaje to ghaNuM. (ja) nI phariyAda che "vyAkhyAna, ziSyo, bhakto vagere vastuo guru pAse rahevAthI nathI maLatI." bhalA jIva! to zuM AnA mATe dIkSA lIdhI che ApaNe ? A kyAM UMdhA cakkaramAM paDI gayo tuM ? A to sAdhujIvanamAM ja navo saMsAra Ubho karavAnI palojaNamAM paDyo tuM ! saMsArIo. Icche che ke 'ApaNo dhaMdho barAbara jAme', tuM Icche che ke 'ApaNuM vyAkhyAna barAbara jAme' saMsArIo Icche che ke 'ApaNA be-cAra dIkarA hoya', tuM Icche che ke 'ApaNA sArA-majAnA ziSyo hoya', saMsArIo Icche che ke 'ApaNI oLakhANa moTI-lAMbI hoya', tuM Icche che ke 'ApaNA bhakto joradAra hoya.' nathI saMsAramAM AtmazuddhinI jhaMkhanA! nathI A sAdhuvezamAM AtmazuddhinI jhaMkhanA! beya sarakhA ja ne ? jo kharekhara tuM mokSArthI hoya, sAco saMyamI hoya to A badhI lAlasAo tyAgI 67

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mahAvrato de, manamAM e bhUta pharI na ghUse e mATe pratijJA ja laI le ke 'guru sAmethI mane na kahe tyAM sudhI mAre vyAkhyAna, ziSyo ke bhaktonI jaMjALamAM paDavAnuM ja nahi.' A pratijJA ja haze to pachI manamAM e aMgenA saMkalpavikalpo TaLI jaze. tuM lAgI paDa gurusevAmAM, vAsanAonA vinAzane mATe ! tuM coMTI jA gurucaraNomAM, gautamasvAmI jevI guNasamRddhi AtmasAta karavA kAje! tuM lIna bana gurusAnnidhyamAM, doSonA sAnnidhyamAMthI chUTavA mATe! tuM tane bhUlI jA, tuM tAruM visarjana karI de, tuM tAru astitva ja mITAvI de. basa, eka ja bhAva! A mArA dIkSAdAtA guru! A mArA anaMtopakArI guru! A mArA taraNatAraNahAra guru! A mAruM sarvasva guru! A mArA devAdhideva guru! jyAM sudhI e A dharatI para vidyamAna che, tyAM sudhI emanI mana bharIne sevA karIza. mAre emanI pAsethI kaMI ja joItuM nathI re ! emaNe dIkSA ApI, emAM ja emaNe mane badhuM ApI ja dIdhuM che. to have mAre bIjI kaI vastunI apekSA rAkhavI ? basa, emanA upakArano kaMIka badalo vALavA mATe mAre emane mArA taraphathI vadhune vadhu zAtA ApavI che. o vartamAna saMyamIo! bhautika vikAsane ja jonArI cAmaDAnI AMkhone baMdha karIne AdhyAtmika vikAsane jonArI aMdaranI AMkhone kholIe, gurusevAmAM guru pAratantyamAM - guru pAse ja rahevAmAM bhale kadAca vyAkhyAna, ziSyo, bhakto vagere bhautikasamRddhi na maLe, paNa AdhyAtmika samRddhi to khobe-khobA bharIne ja nahi, kothaLe kothaLA bharIne maLaze. ApaNe bhautikasamRddhinI bhIkha mAMganArA bhikhArI maTI jaIe. Ama paNa bhautika samRddhinI bhUkha kadI bhAMgatI ja nathI, e to khannA lAho tahA loho e nyAye satata ne satata vadhatI ja rahevAnI. jo vartamAna saMyamIo A badhI phariyAdo baMdha karIne karemi bhaMte ! sUtranA A saMbodhananA avvala koTinA sArane jIvanamAM apanAve, gurune mana-vacana-kAyAthI saMpUrNapaNe samarpita thaI jAya to zramaNasaMsthAnI kAyApalaTa thaI jAya. zAsanane thatA hajAro nukasAno paLavAramAM aTakI paDe. gurujanone UbhI thayelI ciMtAo paLavAramAM nAza pAme. guru-ziSyanA saMbaMdhomAM paDelI tirADo paLavAramAM saMdhAI jAya, bhUMsAI jAya... eka be nahi, hajAro vIragautamanI joDIo A bharatakSetramAM janma le. 68 **** X

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bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA nirvANane 2000 varSa gayA bAda jinazAsanano abhyadaya thavAnI je vAta hajAro vakhata ApaNe badhAe sAMbhaLI che. e vAta pratyakSa ApaNane saune nihALavA maLe. ahIM A saMbodhanano saMdeza "garapAratatya keLavo" pUrNa thAya che. koIkane kadAca ema paNa prazna thAya ke "mahAvratonA varNanamAM A vaLI gurupAratatyanuM ATaluM badhuM varNana karavAnI zI jarura?" paNa emane kahevAnuM ke mahAvrato rUpI vizALa mahelano pAyo A gurupAratanya che. jo pAyo DhIlo, to mahelane paDI jatA vAra nahi. gurupAratanya vinA samyakatva ja na hoI zake evI to zAstrakAra maharSionI spaSTa vAta che, to pachI enA vinA cAritrarUpa mahAvrato to na ja hoya ne ? eTale mahelanuM caNatara karatA pahelA A pAyAnuM ghaDatara ati-ati vadhu Avazyaka che ane emAMya jyAre vartamAnakALamAM e pAyo ja tUTI rahyo che, gurune choDI choDIne eka yA bIjA bahAne saMyamIo (bhale sAro Azaya kahevAto hoya to paNa) judA vicaratA dekhAya che... tyAre to A padArtha upara vadhu vajana mUkavuM atyaMta jarUrI che. jo saMyamIo A vAta nahi samaje to gurupAratayanA abhAve teo game eTalA uMcA AcAro pALavA chatAM paNa saMyamapariNAma nahi pAme, e badhA AcAronuM pAlana, ghora kaSTo emanA mATe lagabhaga niSphaLa banI raheze. eTale ja, mAsakSamaNa pachI, tIrthayAtrAo pachI, mahAvratonuM pAlana pachI, svAdhyAyano maMgalaghoSa pachI, zAsana prabhAvanAnA kAryo pachI, vyAkhyAno pachI... - pahelA to gurapAratanya! eno ja Adara! eno ja puruSArtha! enuM ja ciMtana! enuM ja AcaraNa!. . - A rIte A pAyo majabUta banaze, to mahAvrato rUpI mahela vaja jevo abhedya banI raheze. vikRtinA vAvAjhoDAo paNa enI kAMkarIne paNa kheravI nahi zake. deza

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X 5. sAmANyuM * "he bhaMte! huM sAmAyika karuM chuM." A pratijJA levAmAM Ave che. temAM sAmAvaM no artha zuM ? e have ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. sAmANyuM e prAkRta zabda che. niryukti-bhASya-vRttikA2 maharSio A zabdanA traNa artho darzAve che. sAmnaH ikaM sAmAyikaM samasya ikaM sAmAyikaM samyak ikaM sAmAyikaM emAM sAma eTale zuM ? sama eTale zuM ? samyak eTale zuM ? eTale zuM ? e ApaNe jovAnuM che. vRttikAra maharSi haribhadrasUrijI enI vyAkhyAo darzAve che ke 6. AtmanIva paravu: vArApariLAmo bhAvasAma potAne jema du:kha na thavuM. joIe, ema koIne paNa duHkha na thavuM joIe, evo pariNAma = adhyavasAya = pariNati e sAma 2. anAsevanayA rAdeSamadhyatitva sama rAgadveSa na karavA rUpe e baMnenI madhyavartI banavuM te sama. sarvatra AtmanastutyarupeLa vartana samaM dareka padArthomAM jIve eka sarakhI rIte vartavuM te sama. rU. jJAnavarzanAritryayonanuM samyak jJAna-darzana-cAritranuM milana te samyak have rU zabdano artha darzAve che. AtmAmAM praveza karAvavo e pha / Atmani pravezanam sAra e che ke 1, jema 'mane kaMIpaNa duHkha na paDavuM joIe' tema 'koIpaNa jIvane kaMI paNa duHkha na paDavuM joIe' evA pariNAmane AtmAmAM pragaTAvavo e sAmAyika. 2. sArA ke narasA koIpaNa padArthomAM rAgadveSa na karavA ane madhyastha rahevuM... Avo mAdhyasthya pariNAma AtmAmAM pragaTAvavo e sAmAyika. 3. samyag-jJAna, samyagdarzana ane sampAritra A traNeyane AtmAmAM pragaTAvavA e sAmAyika. 70 ****

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- - - - - jA jA jA. sAthe A ja jaja Ama vRttikArazrInA zabdo pramANe ApaNe sAmAyikazabdano sAmAnyathI bhAvArtha joI lIdho. have A sAmAyika zabdanA traNeya arthono vistArathI artha vicArIe. e pahelA e vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM levI ke pravrakhyAyA: jJAno pratipattirUpatnInuM e paMkti pramANe ApaNe pUrve vicArI gayelA ke dIkSA e mukhyatve jJAnayogapariNati svarUpa che. tyAM kriyA che paNa pariNatinA anivArya sAdhana rUpe ja tyAM kriyA upayogI che. je kriyA zubhapariNatine sAdhI na zake, e kriyAno tyAga karavo, evuM spaSTa gaNita sAcI pravrajayAmAM hoya che. Ama dIkSA e pariNatirUpa che. dIkSA e jIvanA zubhAdhyavasAya rUpa che. ane e vAta upara darzAvelA sAmAyikanA traNeya arthomAM spaSTapaNe jovA maLe che. traNeya arthomAM AtmAnI tevA tevA prakAranI pariNatine ja sAmAyika tarIke darzAvelI che ane e vAta vAstavika che. eTale sAyaM zabdanA artha aMgenI vicAraNAmAM mukhyatve ApaNe nizcayanayane mAnya cAritranI vicAraNA karazuM. vyavahAranuM cAritra zuM? e keTaluM upayogI ? kevI rIte upayogI ? e AkhI vAta AgaLa vicArazuM. (1) AtmanIva paraduHkhAkaraNapariNAmo sAmAyikaM : mAre bIjA koIpaNa jIvane duHkha devuM nathI." evo je AtmAno pariNAma e sAmAyika che. paNa A pariNAma nabaLo hoya to na cAle. eTale ja e pariNAma kevo hovo joIe ? e darzAvavA mATe ja mAtmanIva zabda mukavAmAM Avelo che. - ' mane duHkha na paDavuM joIe. Avo pariNAma keTalo tIvra hoya ane eTale ja potAne du:kha na paDe e mATeno prayatna paNa kevo joradAra hoya, potAne duHkha paDe to enuM nivAraNa karavAno prayatna paNa kevo joradAra hoya?.. basa e ja rIte "mArA nimitte bIjAne duHkha paDavuM na joIe' e pariNAma paNa eTalo ja tIvra joIe ane eTale ja - potAnA nimitte bIjAne du:kha na paDe e mATeno prayatna paNa eTalo ja joradAra hoya. duHkho traNa prakAranA che. (1) zArIrika (2) mAnasika (3) Atmika. jIva potAne A traNeya duHkho koIpaNa bhoge utpanna na thAya e mATenA tIvrapariNAmavALo hoya che. to sAdhu potAnA nimitte koIpaNa jIvane A traNamAMthI ekeya duHkha utpanna na thAya e mATenA tIvra pariNAmavALo hoya. Avo pariNAma hovAthI ja jIva potAne koIpaNa prakAranuM duHkha utpanna na thAya ----------99-9 - 71 9-9-499 -----------

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mahAvrato e mATeno sakhata puruSArtha karavAno ja. to e ja rIte sAdhu paNa potAnA nimitte koIpaNa jIvane koIpaNa prakAranuM du:kha na pahoMce e mATeno sakhata puruSArtha karavAno ja. zArIrika dukha H kyAreka kAMTALA raste cAlavAnuM Ave, tyAre 'ekapaNa kAMTo mane lAgavo na joIe' evo bhAva hoya che. eTale ja sAcavI sAcavIne eka eka DagaluM mukatA hoIe chIe. Ama chatAM paNa jarAka paNa kAMTo vAge ke tarata ja cIsa pADI daIe, paga uMco karI laIe, moDhA upara vedanAnI rekhAo tarata UbhI thaI jAya. pagamAM kAMTo vAgavAthI ApaNane jeTalI pIDA thAya, enA karatA to lAkhagaNI pIDA ApaNo paga kheDAyelA khetaronI sacitta-mizra mATI para paDe tyAre ke rastAmAM DhoLAyelA kAcA pANI upara paDe tyAre ke ghAsa vagere upara paDe tyAre e mATInA, e pANInA, e ghAsanA jIvone thatI hoya che. have jo ApaNAmAM sAmAyika hoya to 'jAtane kAMTo na ja vAgavo joIe' evA vicAra jevo ja daDha vicAra 'mAro paga sacita mATI para, kAcA pANI para ke ghAsa upara na ja paDavo joIe' evo hovo joIe. ane eTale ja kAMTo na vAgI jAya eno puruSArtha keTalo badho ? e ja rIte ApaNo paga A mATI, pANI ke ghAsa upara na paDI jAya e mATeno hovo joIe. kAMTAnA raste kAMTA chUTA-chUTA hovAthI paga mUkIne javAya che, mATe e jokhama laIe chIe, paNa dhAro ke bharacaka kAMTAo bharelA hoya to ? to to Akho rasto choDI dasa ki.mI. pharIne javuM paDe to paNa e kabUla karazuM ne ? to e ja rIte jyAM pANI ke mATI ke ghAsa upa2 paga paDavAno ja hoya, evA rastAne to ApaNe choDI ja daIzuM ne ? thoDuka pharIne javuM paDe paNa e thoDoka lAMbo vihAra ja ApaNe apanAvazuM ne ? sAmAyikapariNAma hoya to kAMTAothI bacavA 10 ki.mI. vadhu cAlavAnI taiyArInI jema ja pRthvI, pANI ke vanaspatine bacAvavA paNa 10 kimI. vadhu cAlavAnI taiyArI hoya ja. unALAmAM bharabapore lagabhaga bahAra nIkaLatA nathI, upAzrayanI garama garama agAsI upara be miniTa paNa UbhA rahetA nathI. "mane tApa lAge che, mAruM zarIra baLe che..." e bhAva eTalo tIvra hoya che ke e tApathI jAtane barAbara bacAvIe chIe. jo sUryanA kiraNonI garamI ApaNA mATe asahya che, to gesanI ke cUlAnI agninI garamI pANInA jIvone, zAkabhAjInA jIvone, kAcA mIThAnA jIvone keTalI bhayaMkara pIDA ApanArI haze ? sUryanI garamIthI ApaNe pIDA pAmIe chIe, paNa marI nathI jatA. paNa gesanI ke cUlAnI agnithI e asaMkhyajIvo to mI ja jAya che. to 72

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* * * * * * * * * e samaye je ApaNI pIDA karatA to emanI pIDA lAkha gaNI kharI ja ne ? eTle ja jo sAmAyika pariNAma hoya to vAtAvaraNanI garamIthI jAtane bacAvavAnI jema ja gesanI ke cUlAnI AgathI e pRthvI-pANI-vanaspatine bacAvavAnI tIvra bhAvanA hoya ja ane eTale ja jema e jIva bharataDakAmAM bahAra Ubho na rahe... ema e jIva potAnA nimitte e jIvo mare e calAve ja nahi. arthAtu AdhAkarmI gocarI-pANI e karAvI na zake. "hAya! mArA mATe mAre A jIvone AgamAM bALI naMkhAvavAnA? nA, nA, nA ! huM sahana karIza, nirdoza gocarI mATeno sakhata puruSArtha karIza. paNa mArA nimitte asaMkhyajIvone AgamAM baLI maravA nahi dauM. AdhAkarmI nahi vAparuM..." AvuM to saMyamInA romeromamAM vaseluM hoya. Avo bhAva ja sAmAyika pariNAma che. rastAmAM hajAro vAhano doDatA hoya che, emAMthI eka paNa vAhana ApaNane athaDAI jAya to kadAca ApaNe cagadAI marIe, hAtha-paga kapAI jAya, lohInI to jANe nadI vahe... A badhA duHkhothI jAtane bacAvavAno ApaNo pariNAma joradAra ja hoya che. "mAro ekasIDanTa na thavo joIe. huM AvA du:kho sahana na karI zakuM. e mATe huM sAcavIne cAlIza. eka paNa vAhana mane athaDAI na jAya. e mATe be-be kalAkanA vihAramAM paNa bhAre sAvadha rahIza..." jAtane bacAvavAno Avo pariNAma ane AvI pravRtti ApaNI hoya ja che ne ? A to ApaNI sAthe rAkhelI sAIkalathI, lArIthI, rIkSA ke gADIthI rastA upara keTalAya kIDI-maMkoDA-kutarA vagerenA mRtyu zuM na thAya? kalpanA to karo ke eka AkhI Traka ApaNA uparathI ja pasAra thaI jAya, ApaNe AkhA ne AkhA cagadAI jaIe, to e vakhatanI pIDA ApaNane kevI hoya? kalpanA karatAya dhrujArI chUTe ne ? to e ja rIte sAIkala, lArI, TempA nIce cagadAI jatA e trasajIvonI hAlata zuM thatI haze ? sAmAyikavALo AtmA to AvI hiMsA potAnA nimitte thatI joI ja kema zake ? enA badale e jAte badhI upAdhi uMcake, vadhArAnI upadhi zakya eTalI ghaTADI de... paNa sAIkala, lArI, Tempo kazuM na rAkhe, potAnA nimitte eka nAnakaDu vAhana paNa doDe e ene na paravaDe. | bhayaMkara garamImAM pavana khAvA mATe pUMTha halAvavAmAM Ave to vAyukAyanA jIvone to jANe ke koI dhokA mAratuM hoya evo trAsa thAya. saMyamI to "mane koI dhokA mAre to?" e vicArathI ja dhrujI UThe ane garamImAM paNa pUMThuM nAMkhavAno vicAra paNa na kare. TUMkamAM je je jIvahiMsAnA prasaMgo hoya te dareka jagyAe parajIvonA sthAne ene nAnAlAla------------------ 73 09- --------------

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---------------------- mahAvato ------------------- potAnI jAta ja dekhAya ane eTale ja e jIvahiMsAnI pravRtti e karI ja na zake. AvI jIvadayAnI pariNati ApaNe anubhavI na hoya to eno artha evo nathI ke jagatamAM koIne AvI pariNati na ja hoya pelA bAlamuni dhanazarmA ! bhayaMkara tarasa lAgI, mota najara sAme dekhANuM, nadInuM kAcuM pANI pI le to bacI jAya, paNa "mAre asaMkhyajIvone mArI nAkhavAnA ? nA, nA ! huM marI jAuM." ane e pANI pI na ja zakyA. dhagadhagatI retImAM samAdhipUrvaka bhayaMkara pIDA sahana karatA karatA kALadharma pAmyA. pelA dharmaruci munirAja ! kaDavuM jhera banI gayeluM tuMbaDInuM zAka gurvAjJAthI paraThavavA jatA hatA, ekAda TIpuM DhoLAyuM, trasajIvo doDyA, maryA... e joIne dhrujI uThyA. "ATalA badhA trasajIvo mArA nimitte maraze... nA, nA! enA karatA A badhuM zAka huM khAI lau" ane mota mIThuM karI lIdhuM, paNa aDhaLaka trasa jIvone bacAvI lIdhA. AvA to DhagalAbaMdha mahAmunioe potAnA AvA cAritrapariNAmo dvArA jinazAsanane zobhAvyuM che. prabhuvIranA nirvANa bAda kaMthavAonI utpatti thaI, to seMkaDo sAdhuoe e trasajIvonI virAdhanAdithI bacavA anazanano svIkAra karyo. Arya vajasvAmI, emanA sAdhuo ane emAMya bALamunie duSkALamAM gocarI saMbaMdhI virAdhanAo, doSothI bacavA mATe anazanano svIkAra karyo. zaktisaMpanna mahAtmAo comAsAmAM nigoda-pANI-trasAdi jIvonI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe cAra-cAra mahinAnA upavAsa karI letA, na gocarI-na pANI - na ThallekhADyuM! jAtane du:kha paDe to jeTalI moTI cIsa pADavAmAM Ave, eTalI ja moTI cIsa A mahAtmAo potAnA nimitte jagatanA jIvo upara paDatA duHkho joIne pADe, paDI jAya. jAtane bacAvavA mATe jeTalo sakhata puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave, eTalo ja sakhata puruSArtha A mahAtmAo potAnA nimitte jagatanA jIvone trAsa thato aTakAvavA mATe kare. mAnasika duHkhaH potAnA nimitte bIjA koIpaNa jIvane mAnasika duHkha utpanna na thAya, e mATe sAco sAdhu atyaMta jAgrata hoya. koI mArI niMdA kare ane mane e khabara paDe to mane keTalo AghAta lAge che ? to e ja rIte huM koInI niMdA karuM ane e jIvane khabara paDe to tene keTalo AghAta lAge ? to mAre koIne AghAta lagADavo nathI. huM koInI niMdA nahi karuM." guru pAse jaIne koI mArI phariyAda kare, mArA doSo pragaTa kare, mArA mATe ghasAtuM bole to e badhuM jANIne mane kevo trAsa thAya? to huM koIka sAdhanA mATe gurune phariyAda karuM, enA doSo pragaTa karuM, ene halako cItaruM to e jANIne e sAdhune keTalo trAsa thAya? ka jalaka - - - - - - - - - - 29 29 74 jaja lAla - - - - - -

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hajAra kalAka jaja ja e ja - sa sAmAryo - ja che ja che to mAre ene trAsa pahoMcADavo nathI. huM guru AgaLa koInI cADI-cugalI nahi karuM." koI mane game tevA zabdo kahe, jAheramAM mAruM apamAna kare, mane jUTho sAbita kare to tyAre mArI manovedanA kevI hoya ? to huM koIkane jema tema boluM, jAheramAM enuM apamAna karuM ene jUTho sAbita karu to enI manovedanA kevI hoya? nA ! mAre koIneya apazabdo kahevA nathI. koInuM apamAna karavuM nathI, koIne jUThA sAbita karavA nathI." mArA sahavartIo badhA aMdaroaMdara eka banI jAya ane mane ekalo pADI de. vihAramAM, gocarImAM, svAdhyAyamAM kyAMya mane sahAya na kare. mane herAna thavA de... tyAre e ekalatA, asahAyatA mane kevuM rovaDAve ? mane kevI snehanI bhUkha utpanna karAve ? he bhagavAna! to huM A rIte jUthabaMdhI karI koIka sAdhune ekalo pADI dauM, ene gocarI, vihArAdi badhAmAM koIpaNa sahAya na karuM, na karavA dauM... to e sAdhu keTalA AMsu sAre ? ene enA mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bahena kevA yAda Ave ? nA ! A ghora pApa mAre nathI karavuM. mAre jUthabaMdhI karavI nathI. koIne paNa AvI ekalatA, - asahAyatAnI anubhUti thavA devI nathI." mArA ziSyo mArI vAta na mAne, mArI AjJA-IcchAnI uparavaTa jAya, mane ajJAnI - aNasamaju kahe to mArI dazA zuM thAya? to e ja rIte huM mArA gurunI vAta na mAnuM, mAruM dhAryuM karuM, emane cUpa rahevAnuM kahI dauM... to emanI dazA zI thAya ? nA. A rIte gurune trAsa ApavAnuM ghorAtighora pApa mAre nathI karavuM... ja "koI mArI mazkarI kare, mArI ThekaDI uDADe, mArA upara jora jorathI hase... to mane kevo kheda thAya ? to huM koInI mazkarI karuM, ThekaDI uDADuM, enI vicitratAo upara khaDa khaDa hasuM to e jIvane zuM thAya ? nA. nathI karavI mAre mazkarI, hasAhasI!" - A che sAcA saMyamInA uttamottama vicAro ! potAnA nimitte bIjAne mAnasika duHkha utpanna na thavA devA mATenI atijAgRta pariNati ! e je bole, te khUba khUba sAcavIne, vicArIne, samajIne bole. "A huM je boluM chuM, je rIte boluM chuM, je dazAmAM boluM chuM e ja zabdo, e ja rIte e ja dazAmAM koI mane saMbhaLAve to ?" AvA AvA gaNita lagADIne bole. - gurane ke ziSyone, zrAvakone ke zrAvikAone, TrasTIone ke kAryakartAone, madada levA AvatA sAdharmikAdine ke nokara-cAkaravargane... koIneya mAnasika duHkha na devAno daDha pariNAma e ja sAcA saMyamInuM sAmAyika ! Atmika dukha : AtmAne anaMta saMsAra rakhaDAve, durgatiomAM pahoMcADe, azubhakarmo baMdhAve evA kAma, krodha, irSyA, Asakti vagere doSo e Atmika duHkha hAla-lAla - - - - - - - - - - - - 75 - - - - - - - - - - - - ------

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9-9-9-09 - - - - 99 mahAvato --- 99 ---- 9999 che. jema sAdhune potAnA AtmAmAM koIpaNa doSo utpanna thAya e na game, e doSonI utpatti aTakAvavA AkAza-pAtALa eka kare. ema sAdhu potAnA nimitte bIjAomAM AvA koIpaNa doSo utpanna thAya e bilakula pasaMda to na ja kare, paNa e bAbatamAM ekadama jAgrata rahe e saMyamInI vicAradhArA kaMIka AvI hoya ke mane jo strI pratye vikAra jAge, game tevA vicAro Ave, to mArI durgati thAya, mAro saMsAra vadhe. to e ja rIte mArA nimitte koIne vikAro jAge, to bicArA eno saMsAra vadhI jAya. evuM mAre thavA devuM nathI. huM bhabhakAvALA vastro nahi paheruM, sAdA ane malina vastro paherIza. AkarSakatA UbhI thAya evuM kazuM ja nahi thavA dauM. eTale ja vALa vyavasthita karavAnI, moDhuM dhovAnI pravRtti paNa mAre na karAya... jo mane jainasaMgha, jainadharma pratye aruci jAge to huM durlabhabodhi thAuM, to mArA nimitte koIka jIvo jainadharma pratye arucivALA bane to teo durlabhabodhi bane. eTale ja bIjAo durlabhabodhi na bane enI pAkI kALajI mAre karavI ja paDe. eTale je game tyAM mAtru ke sthaDila paraThavavA, game tyAM caMDila besI javuM, gocarI paNa game tema vahoravI, - vadhu pramANamAM koI vastu vahorI levI, AvezamAM AvIne jema tema bolavuM, sAdhujIvana elaphela jIvavuM... A badhuM mAre koIpaNa rIte na ja karAya. mAre bIjA jIvonA bhAvaprANanI rakSA karavI ja rahI." - jo mane mArA guru pratye asaddabhAva jAge to gurudrohanA pApe huM cAritra hArI besuM, ema mArA kAraNe mArA ziSyo ke nizrAvartIo mArA pratye asaddabhAva, arUci pAme, sAdhu jIvanamAM sthiratA gumAvI bese to mArA mATe moTuM pApa kahevAya. eTale ja mAre ziSyone game tema dhamakAvAya nahi, doSonuM sevana karAya nahi..." paNa zrAvako pAse paisAnI mAMgaNI karuM, zarato karAvuM, vyAkhyAnAdimAM emane utArI pADuM to e badhA sAdhutA pratye durbhAvavALA bane, jainadharma hArI bese... mAre evuM na karAya." TuMkamAM potAnA kAraNe koIkamAM kAmavikAro, koIkamAM zAsana dveSa, koIkamAM gurudroha, koIkamAM pramAda... vagere koIpaNa doSo utpanna na thAya e mATenI barAbara kALajI rAkhavAno eka sahaja bhAva sAcA sAdhunA manamAM ramato hoya che. e sahajabhAva e ja sAmAyika che. hA! zArIrika duHkha karatA mAnasika duHkha vadhu bhayaMkara che, mAnasika duHkha karatA paNa AtmikaduHkha vadhu bhayaMkara che. eTale kyAreka koIkanA mAnasika duHkhane aTakAvavA mATe

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sAmAiyaM zArIrikaduHkha ApavuM paNa paDe, e vakhate saMyamIne e na game chatAM moTo lAbha dekhAto hovAthI e duHkha Ape. dA.ta. bALa sAdhu tAvathI khUba pIDAya che. hAya-voya kare che. have jo ene IMjekzana ke kaDavI goLI na ApavAmAM Ave to A mAnasika trAsa dUra thavAno nathI. te vakhate bAla sAdhu nA pADe, raDe to paNa ene IMjekzana ApavuM, kaDavI goLI ApavI... AvuM zArIrika duHkha ene Ape. paNa enI pAchaLa enA mAnasika duHkhane dUra ka2vAno ja ekamAtra bhAva hovAthI sAmAyikabhAvane koI ja hAni na pahoMce. ema AtmikaduHkhane aTakAvavA mATe kyAreka koIkamAM mAnasika duHkhane paNa apanAvavuM paDe to paNa emAM sAdhutAno vinAza thato nathI. dA.ta. aNasamaju ziSya gurune kahe ke "mane vyAkhyAnanI 2jA Apo, mane TrasTa banAvavAnI rajA Apo. mane eka sAdhu sAthe badhe pharavAnI rajA Apo. mane mAMDalInA kAma nahi soMpavAnA..." e vakhate jo gurune ema lAge ke 'A badhI chUTa ApavAmAM to enA AtmAnuM aneka rIte nukasAna thAya ema che. A to khAMsIvALA bALakane pI52mIMTa khavaDAvavA ApIe enA jevuM thAya che.' to guru ene A badhuM vAparavAnI rajA na paNa Ape. e vakhate e ziSyane mAnasika trAsa thAya paNa kharo, guru ene barAbara samajAve, chatAM paNa eno mAnasika trAsa dUra na thAya, to guru e bAbatane gauNa karIne paNa ene AdhyAtmika doSothI bacAvavAno prayatna kare. vicAre ke "atyAre ene manovedanA thaI che, paNa e to divaso pasAra thaze, ema dhIre dhIre e vedanA paNa ghaTI jaze. ene vAraMvAra samajAvato rahIza. paNa enAmAM aneka doSo utpanna thAya, evI chUTa to na ja ApI zakAya... Ama koIkanA mAnasika duHkho dUra karavA, aTakAvavA zArIrika duHkho ApavA paDe ke koIkanA Atmika duHkho dUra karavA mAnasika duHkho ApavA paDe... to paNa e vakhate sAdhune evo bhAva to nathI ja ke "mAre ene duHkhI karavo che." bhAva to e ja che ke ene moTA du:khomAMthI choDAvavo che. eTale ja duHkha ApavA chatAM duHkha nahi ApavAno pariNAma to barAbara sAbUta che. ane eTale ja e vakhate sAmAyikano nAza thato nathI. A ja eka vizeSatA che ke bIjAne duHkho devA chatAM du:kha nahi devAno pariNAma jo akabaMdha hoya to sAmAyika che. bIjAne duHkho na devA chatAM duHkha nahi devAno pariNAma jo na hoya to sAmAyika nathI. sAdhu potAnI mAMdagImAM ke anya saMyamInI mAMdagImAM ArtadhyAna thatuM hoya to ene aTakAvavA ke bhaviSyamAM moTA nukasAno thavAnI saMbhAvanA joIne ene aTakAvavA AdhAkarmAdi amuka amuka doSa seve toya jo ene bIjAne duHkha devAno pariNAma na hoya, 77

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- - - - - - - - - - mahAvato --- -- --- ulyuM jANe ke potAne ja A duHkha paDe che, e rIte ghora pazcAttApa hoya ke "hAya ! mArA nimitte A keTalI badhI virAdhanA!" ane e pazcAttApanA kAraNe AMkhomAMthI AMsu paNa paDatA hoya, e doSathI vahelAmAM vahelI take aTakI javAno tIvra pariNAma hoya to paradukha devA chatAM paradu:kha na karavAno pariNAma to joradAra ja che. ane eTale ja AvA sAdhunuM sAmAyika leza paNa haNAtuM nathI. jyAre abhavyo bAhya dRSTie tadana niraticAra saMyama pALe, ekapaNa jIvanI hiMsA na thavA de, to paNa "mAre koI jIvane mAravA nathI. mArA nimitte koI jIva na karavo joIe." evo nirmaLa pariNAma emane nathI hoto. e je kaMI jIvadayA pALe che, enI pAchaLa paNa svargasukhono Azaya paDelo hoya che, jIvo pratyenI karuNAno nahi. eTale ja teo bIjA jIvone duHkha na ApatA hovA chatAM paNa bIjAne duHkha nahi ApavAno pariNAma na hovAthI emane sAmAyika na saMbhave. (emAM "paraduHkhakaraNa-apariNAma" ane "paraduHkha-akaraNapariNAma" e bemAM pharaka che. e dhyAnamAM levuM. "huM bIjAone duHkha dauM" evo pariNAma na hovo e to badhI jaDavastuomAM saMbhave. kema ke koI jaDa vastune evo pariNAma nathI ke "huM bIjAne duHkha dauM" eTale jaDavastuomAM paNa sAmAyika mAnavuM paDe. re ! abhavyAdine paNa jyAre te niraticAra saMyama pALe tyAre "huM bIjAne du:kha dauM" evo pariNAma nathI hoto. eTale emane paNa sAmAyika mAnavuM paDe. jyAre paradu:kha-akaraNa pariNAma jaDavastuomAM na hoya. "mAre bIjAne duHkha devuM nathI." evo vicAra jaDavastuone to nathI ja AvavAno. abhavyone e vicAra Ave to paNa emAM karuNAbhAva nahi, paNa svargecchA kAma kare che. eTale e vAstavika pariNAma nathI.) hajI uMDANathI vicArIe to sAdhue zAsanahIlanAdi na thAya e mATenI pUratI kALajI rAkhI hovA chatAM paNa jo zAsanahIlanA thaI jAya, lokonA manamAM jainadharma pratye asadUbhAva utpanna thaI jAya to paNa "mAre koIne paNa duHkha devuM nathI." evo pariNAma to sAdhu pAse akabaMdha che ane eTale ja e pariNAma pramANe ja to eNe zAsanahIlanA na thavA devA mATenI kALajI karI. eTale enA sAmAyikane koI ja bAdha na Ave. cAlo, ghaNo vistAra thaI gayo. sAra eTalo ja ke "mAre mArA nimitte koIpaNa jIvane zArIrika, mAnasika ke Atmika koIpaNa duHkho pahoMcADavA nathI. e mATe ekadama jAgrata rahevuM che." Avo nirmaLa pariNAma e ja sAmAyika. A pariNAma jeTalo tIvra, sAmAyika eTaluM UMcuM.

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sAmAiyaM A pariNAma jeTalo maMda, sAmAyika eTaluM maMda. 2. anAmevanayA rAtreSamadhyavatitva mAmAyin : rAga ane dveSa na karavA ane e rIte madhyastha rahevuM enuM nAma sAmAyika. managamatA padArtho prApta thAya to emAM jIvane rAga thAya, aNagamatA padArtho prApta thAya to emAM jIvane dveSa thAya, aNagamatA padArtho dUra thAya to emAM jIvane rAga thAya, managamatA padArtho dUra thAya to emAM jIvane dveSa thAya. sAdhune to koIpaNa vastu managamatI ke aNagamatI ja na hoya, eTale rAga ke dveSa thavAno ene koI prazna ja na rahe. "tame to kevA ghora tapasvI ! kevo svAdhyAya karo cho ! gurunI sevAmAM kevA apramata cho ! keTalA badhA niHspRha cho ! tamAro avAja keTalo madhuro che! tame badhAne keTaluM pamADo cho...'" A badhA prazaMsAnA zabdo hajAro mANaso bole toya sAcA sAdhune rAga na thAya. kema ke A prazaMsA ene managamatI che ja nahi. baherAne jema kazuM saMbhaLAya ja nahi, ane eTale ene game eTaluM kahevAmAM Ave, ene koI ja asara na thAya. tema sAcA sAdhune prazaMsAnA zabdonI koI asara na thAya. to "A sAdhuone to khAvA-pIvA sivAya kaMI kAma ja nathI. savAra savAranA mAMgavA nIkaLI paDe che... A sAdhuo to mithyAtvI che, AjJAbhaMjaka che... A sAdhuo zithilAcArI che... A sAdhuonuM moDhuM jovuM e ya pApa..." vagere vagere game eTalA kharAba zabdo koI bole to paNa sAdhune bilakula dveSa na thAya. kemake A niMdA ene aNagamatI nathI. ahIM paNa sAdhu dhira jevo ja banI rahe. baherAne game eTalI gALo ApavAmAM Ave to paNa baherAne kaMIpaNa asara thavAnI che ? nahi ja. evuM sAdhune hoya." re! sAdhune to evo pariNAma paNa hoI zake ke prazaMsA ene aNagamatI hoya. ene jo potAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI Ave to ene trAsa thAya. kAna baMdha karI de, moDhuM bagaDI jAya, tyAMthI bhAgI jAya. ane potAnI niMdA sAMbhaLavAnI Ave to ene AnaMda thAya. karmakSaya prApta thayAnI mastI caDe. bihAmaNA-bibhatsa dRzyo jovA maLe ke sohAmaNA dRzyo jovA maLe, sAdhune zuM phera paDe? viSThA-ukaraDAnA darzana thAya ke bAga-bagIcAonA darzana thAya, sAdhune zuM phera paDe? gaTaranI bAjumAM rahevAnuM AvavAthI durgaMdha mAre ke maMdiranI pAse rahevAnuM thavAthI dhUpanI sugaMdha Ave, sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? koIkanA kapaDAmAMthI seMTanI suvAsa Ave ke koIkanA moDhAmAMthI durgaMdha vachUTe, sAdhune 79

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* * * * * * - - mahAvato ja jaja ja jaja ja che* zuM phera paDe ? dALa-zAka sAva mIThA vinAnA Ave ke bharapUra mIThAvALA Ave, sAdhune zuM phera paDe? maSTAnnamAM sAkara-goLa ja nAMkhavA rahI gayA hoya ke bamaNA nAMkhI dIdhA hoya, sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? roTalI-roTalA jADA Ave ke pAtaLA Ave, sAdhune zuM pharaka paDe ? vaheMcanAro sAdhune anukULa kahevAtI vastuo Ape ke pratikULa kahevAtI... sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? gocarI vadhI paDe tyAre miSTAnna khapAvavA Ave ke dALa-zAka-roTalI... sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? roTalI sAthe dALa-zAka maLe ke na maLe, sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? bhara unALAmAM pavanavALI jagyA maLe ke baphArAvALI...sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? bhara ziyALAmAM baMdharUmamAM uMghavA maLe ke khullA holamAM .. upAzraya moTA maLe ke sAva sAMkaDA maLe... paheravAnA kapaDA jADA maLe ke pAtaLA-suMvALA... noTa-bolapena-peDa moMghA-hAIklAsa maLe ke sAva sAdA-soMghA-simpala... lIsA, khADA TekarA vinAnA rastAo Ave ke kapacI-kAMTAothI bharelA rastAo Ave... vyAkhyAnamAM 2000 mANaso doDyA Ave ke 20 bhAIo paNa mAMDa mAMDa Ave... 25-25 ziSyo thaI jAya ke ekeya ziSya na thAya... bhaktonI gADIo DhagalAbaMdha Ave ke eka sAIkalavALo ya maLavA na Ave... 200-300 pustako lakhAya ane enI hajAro nakalo vaheMcAya ke ekeya pustaka chApavAnI ya vyavasthA na thAya. deha nirogI rahe ke kensarAdi rogothI gherAya... mukha rUpALuM rahe ke emAM koDhanA DAghAo thAya... mAthAnA vALa kALA bhammara rahe ke nAnI umaramAM ja dhoLA thaI jAya, TAla paDI jAya.. moDhAnA dAMta batrIse batrIsa Take, dhoLA rahe ke bokhA banI javAya, batrIsI naMkhAvavI paDe, dAMta kharAba lAge.. vastro melAghelA hoya ke dhoLAdhaba hoya... loko vAha-vAha kare ke hAya-hAya kare... badhA potAnI vAtane saharSa vadhAvI le ke dhaDa daIne toDI pADe, mazkarI kare... potAnI pAse zAstro bhaNavA taDapatA vidyArthIo maLe ke na maLe, badhA bIjA pAse

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bhaNavA taDape... saMsArI svajano zrImaMtAImAM mahAlatA hoya ke devAnA khapparamAM khUMpIne garIbAInI rekhA nIce AvI gayA hoya. aho! AvI AvI to hajAro- lAkho bAbato darekanA jIvanamAM paLe paLa UbhI thatI hoya che. emAM moTA bhAge tamAme tamAma jIvo rAga ane dveSano bhoga banI ja jatA hoya che. jANe ke A rAga-dveSa, harSa-zoka e jIvano svabhAva banI gayo che ke jIve e karavA mATe mahenata karavI ja na paDe. e enI meLe thaI jAya. - A upara DhagalAbaMdha vikalpo darzAvyA, te AtmasaMprekSaNa karI zakAya e mATe ja! ApaNane khyAla Ave ke ApaNo AtmA atyAre kyAM che? nAnA moTA rAga-dveSa jo satata thayA ja karatA hoya to ApaNI A pratijJAnuM zuM ? e ApaNane vicAravAnI taka maLe. | sarvavirati mAtra bAhya AcAra rUpa hota to e eTalI badhI agharI na hatI. paNa e AvA AtmapariNAma rUpa che, game tevI paristhitimAM paNa rAga ane dveSa na thavA devA rUpa che, rati ane aratinA viSacakramAM kyAMya phasAI na javA rUpa che. ane pratyeka paLe A rAgadveSa, rati-arati mAM ja rahevA mATe TevAyelA A jIva mATe enAthI alipta rahevuM e loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM kAma che. rAga-dveSa na karavAnI bhAvanA hoya to paNa rAgadveSa thaI ja jAya, rokI ja na zakIe... evI A jIvanI dazA che. hA ! AtmasaMprekSaNa na karIe ane jAtane vItarAgI jevI mAnI laIe ane e bhramaNAnA mIThA kAlpanika sukhamAM mahAlyA karIe e judI vAta ! e svapnanA sukho tUTatA vAra lAgavAnI ja nathI. bAkI jenI aMdaranI AMkho khullI haze ane je potAnA doSone jovA mATe prayatnazIla haze, ene Dagale ne pagale UbhA thatA nAnA, nAnA ke kyAreka moTA rAga-dveSa,rati-arati/harSa-zoka dekhAze ja. tyAre ene samajAze ke AvuM sAmAyika to ghaNuM ghaNuM agharuM che. - rU. saMdhyatanajJAnavAtriA||mAtmani pravezanama sAmAyi: dvAdazAMgI ane enA AdhAre racAyelA seMkaDo grantho... A badhAno khaMtapUrvaka, ullAsapUrvaka, jijJAsA ane sakhata puruSArthapUrvaka abhyAsa karavo e badhA padArthone barAbara samajavA ane daDha rIte yAda rAkhavA... e samyagrajJAnanuM AtmAmAM yojana kahevAya. " e badhA padArtho upara agAdha zraddhA rAkhavI, jemAM zaMkA ubhI thAya tyAM mArgAnusArI ciMtana dvArA zAstrAnusAre e zaMkAne dUra karavI ane e rIte jinavacano uparanI zraddhAne daDhatama banAvavI.. A che AtmAmAM samyagdarzananuM yojana! je padArtho jANyA, ane daDha rIte mAnyA temAMthI je padArtho jIvanamAM AcaravA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 81 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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-------------------- mahAvrato -- -------------------- jevA hoya. zakti pramANe e tamAma padArtho jIvanamAM AcaravA ane je padArtho jIvanamAMthI kADhavA jevA hoya, zakti pramANe e tamAma padArtho jIvanamAMthI dUra karavA enuM nAma sampacAritra ! AvA prakArano AtmAno zubhapariNAma e samyapha cAritra! A traNeya padArtho AtmAmAM joDAya enuM nAma sAmAyika! ' A rIte ApaNe sAmAyikanA traNa mahattvanA artho joyA. prazna : A traNeya artho mukhyatve AtmAnI evA prakAranI nirmaLa pariNatine ja sAmAyika tarIke oLakhAvanArA che. pravRttinI AmAM koI mukhyatA nathI. Ama kema? pravRtti zuM nakAmI che ? enI koI kiMmata ja nathI ? uttara : nA, evuM nathI. pravRtti paNa atyaMta upayogI che. paNa e pote cAritra rUpa nathI. e sAcA cAritranuM kAraNa cokkasa che. e sAcA cAritranuM kArya paNa cokkasa che... A aMge ghaNI badhI bAbato jaNAvavAnI che e ame AgaLa batAvIzuM. ahIM mAtra eka ja vAta vicArI ke bAhyapravRttimAtrane cAritra na manAya, enuM kAraNa zuM ? (ka) jo bAhyapravRttio ja sAmAyika hota, to ghaNA badhA abhavyajIvone bAhyapravRttio UMcAmAM UMcI hatI. to e badhAne sAcuM sAmAyika mAnavuM paDe. arthAt e badhA chaThThA guNasthAne mAnavA paDe. A vAta mAnI na zakAya e to spaSTa ja che. () anyaliMga siddha, gRhasthaliMgasiddha vagere mahAtmAo pAse bAhyapravRttio nA hatI, chatAM teo to uMcAmAM UMcu sAmAyika pAmI ja gayA che. eTale jo bAhyapravRttione cAritra mAnIe to A badhA mahAtmAone cAritra-sAmAyika na mAnI zakAya. (ga) mATI e ghaTanuM upAdAnakAraNa che, daMDa-cakra e badhA ghaTanA nimitta kAraNo che. mATI jo ochI hoya to ghaTa nAno bane, mATI jo vadhAre hoya to ghaTa moTo bane, mATI jo ghaNI vadhAre hoya to ghaTa ghaNo moTo bane. paNa "daMDa-cakra nAnA hoya to ghaTa nAno bane, e jema jema moTA tema tema ghaTa paNa moTo bane' evuM kharuM? jo dasa phUTa moTo daMDa ane eTaluM ja moTuM cakra hoya, paNa mATI muThThI pramANe ja hoya ke bilakula na hoya! to emAMthI ghaTa zI rIte bane ? eTale A vAta to badhA ja mAnaze ke upAdAnakAraNa vadhe, to kArya vadhe. nimittakAraNa vadhavAthI nahi. vaLI upAdAnakAraNa pote ja kAryarUpe banatuM hoya che. nimittakAraNo nahi. mATI ja ghaTa rUpe bane che, daMDa cakra vagere nahi. daMDa-cakra ghaTane utpanna karI dIdhA bAda khatama thaI jAya toya ghaTane koI AMca AvatI nathI. paNa ghaTa utpanna thayA bAda jo emAMthI mATI kharavA mAMDe, mATI ghaTe to ghaTa khalAsa thavA mAMDe. 29 - - - - - - - - - - 9 8 2 9 - - - - - - - - - - - -

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have A vAta ahIM vicArIe. mokSa eTale zuM ? enuM upAdAnakAraNa koNa ? tamAme tamAma zubha pariNationo saravALo enuM nAma mokSa! AtmA, AtmAnA zubhapariNAmo e ja mokSanuM upAdAna kAraNa ! sArI tamAma pravRttio to zarIramAM utpanna thAya che ne? e AtmAmAM nathI. eTale ja e badhI kriyAo mokSanuM nimittakAraNa hajI kahI zakAya paNa upAdAnakAraNa nahi. - eTale ja kriyAo game eTalI vadhe, enAthI mokSa na vadhe, paNa bhAvo vadhe tema tema mokSa vadhe... (jeTalA jeTalA guNo pragaTa thatA jAya, teTalA teTalA aMzamAM mokSa pragaTI cUkelo ja gaNAya...). hA! nimittakAraNa rUpe kriyAnI jarUra kharI, paNa e kriyAone vadhu ne vadhu moTI banAvatA jaIe, to mokSa moTo ne moTo banato jAya... evuM nathI. bhAvo nAnA, to mokSa nAno ! (eTalA aMzamAM mokSa pragaTI cUkelo gaNAya) bhAvo moTA, vadhu ! to mokSa moTo, ghaNo! bhAvo saMpUrNa to mokSa saMpUrNa! - siddhabhagavaMtomAM koI bAhyakriyAo nathI, chatAM mokSa che. A paNa e sucave che ke bAhya kriyAo mAtra nimitta che. eTale ja e jatI rahe toya mokSane koI AMca AvatI nathI. paraMtu jo eka paNa pariNAma ghaTe, to mokSane vAMdho AvavAno ja. A sAva sIdhI-sAdI vAta che. eTale ja jema kuMbhAra ghaTa banAvavA mATe jarurI daMDa-cakra vagere cokkasa bhegA karaze,paNa e maLI gayA bAda have ghaTa moTo banAvavA mATe daMDane moTo karavAnI pravRtti nahi kare. pachI to moTo ghaTa banAvavA vadhu mATI meLavavAno prayatna kare. arthAt daMDacakrane vadhAravAnI jarura nahi, paNa mATIne vadhAravAnI jarura to kharI ja. - ema saMyamI jIva paNa bAhya zubhakriyAone cokkasa AdaravAno, paNa e mAtra nimitta kAraNa rUpe ! amuka pramANamAM kriyA siddha thaI jAya, pachI e kriyA vadhAravAnI hotI nathI. pachI to badhuM lakSya bhAva upara - pariNAma upara hoya che. jo pariNAma vadhe to mokSa vadhe... Ama "sAmAyika e AtmapariNAma rUpa che", e vAta ekadama spaSTa rIte samajI zakAya che. ja --- 83 - -- - 9-0%

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wjaka. savva sAvai no pavyavasthAnijha sarva = tamAme tamAma. sAvadya = niMdanIya anuSThAnavALA, krodhAdikaSAyavALA yoga = mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRttio. pratyAkhyAna = paccakakhANa = tyAga. zrAvako tamAme tamAma sAvadyayogono tyAga karatA nathI. sAmAyika kare tyAre paNa anumodanA rUpe sAvadyayogo emane cAlu che. eTale teo savaeN zabda na bole. jyAre sAdhuo savaeN zabda bole kemake sAdhuo tamAme tamAma sAvadyayogono tyAguM kare che. sarvavirati svIkAre che. avadya zabdanA be artho niryuktikArazrI darzAve che. niMdanIya anuSThAno ane krodhAdi kaSAyo yoga tarIke aprazasta yogo jaNAvyA che, ane e mithyAtvAdi kahyA che. mukhyatve yoga eTale mithyAtva-avirata-kaSAya-yoga ema cAra yoga levAnA che. emAM ya manavacana-kAyAnI pravRttirUpa yoga e yoga tarIke samajavo. , TUMkamAM niMdanIya anuSThAnavALA mana-vacana-kAyAnA vyApAro ke krodhAdivALA manavacana-kAyAnA vyApAro enuM nAma sAvadya yoga. AvA tamAme tamAma sAvadyayogono tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. prazna : remi bhaMte sAmayiM | ema eka pratijJA to karI, have pAchI A sabaM sAvaLyuM no parvavarasvAmi e pratijJA zA mATe karavAmAM Ave che ? uttara : sAmAyika zabdanI je vyAkhyA hatI e nizcayanayanA AdhAre hatI. sAvadyayogatyAganI je vyAkhyA che, e vyavahAranayanA AdhAre che. AtmAnA aMdaranA pariNAmo to kaMI dekhAvAnA nathI. paNa bahAranI pravRtti dekhI zakAya che. jene aMdara sAmAyika hoya, te bahAra sarvasAvaghayogano tyAga kare ja. jo bahAra sAvaghayogonI pravRtti karato hoya to aMdara ene sAmAyika hovAmAM pAkI zaMkA karavI paDe. sAcA saMyamI banavA mATe kapaTavRttino tyAga to karavo ja paDe, eTale ja A pratijJA lenAra paNa kahe che ke - "huM rAgadveSa nahi karuM' eTalI pratijJA laIne besI nathI rahevAno. paraMtu rAga-dveSavALI bAhya tamAma pravRttione huM tyAgI devAno ---------------------84 9- 29-ka 09-09- 9-09-9-1929

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nIla--9-9-9-29--9- savva savirSa no vizvAmi alaala--9-9-29- 09-29chuM. bahAra pravRtti kharAba rAkhuM ane aMdara sAmAyika hovAnI vAta karuM... evo huM kapaTI nathI. - Ama bAhya-azubha pravRttionA tyAganI pratijJAno ullekha karavA dvArA gaNadharamahArAjAo vyavahAranI paNa mahAnatA darzAvI rahyA che. nizcayane ja sarvasva mAnIne vyavahAranI upekSA karavAnI gaMbhIra bhUla koI na karI bese, e mATe lAlabattI che. pApatyAganI pravRtti ane sAmAyikanI pariNati vacce be gADha saMbaMdha che. (1) pApatyAganI pravRtti e sAmAyika pariNatinuM kAraNa che. (2) pApatyAganI pravRtti e sAmAyika pariNatinuM kArya che. pApatyAganI pravRtti hoya to sAmAyika pariNati pragaTe, vadhe. sAmAyikapariNati hoya, to pApatyAganI pravRtti pragaTe ja, vadhe ja. AmAM pahelI bAbata aMge prathama vicAra karIe. * pApatyAganI pravRtti e sAmAyikapariNatinuM kAraNa che. aMdara Asakita hoya to paNa vigaIo, mISTAnna, phaLo, pharasANa.. A badhuM na vAparavAnI pravRtti e dhIre dhIre anAsaktibhAvane pragaTAvI Ape. aMdara vAsanA hoya to paNa vijAtIyadarzana, vijAtIya paricaya, anucitasAhityonuM vAMcana... A badhuM na karavAnI pravRtti aMdara brahmacaryapariNAmane pragaTAvI Ape. aMdara IrSyA bharelI paDI hoya to paNa pratispardhInA guNonI anumodanA, pratispardhInA kAryomAM sAme cAlIne sahAyaka banavuM, pratispardhInI niMdA aTakAvavI... AvA prakAranI pravRtti maitrIbhAvane pragaTAvI Ape. aMdara sukhazIlatA dharabAyelI hoya to paNa ubhA-ubhA pratikramaNa karavAnI, nirdoSa gocarI mATe ghare-ghare paryaTana karavAnI, uMgha ghaTADI-ghaTADIne svAdhyAyAdi sAcavavAnI pravRtti e apramattatAne pragaTAvI de. aMdara ziSyanI, vyAkhyAnanI spRhA hoya to paNa bahAra "e baMne guru kahe to ja karavAnA' evI bAdhA, "jAte ziSyAdi nahi karavAnA" evI bAdhA, bIjAone ziSyAdi karAvI ApavAnA... A badhI pravRtti kharekhara niHspRhatAne janma ApI de. aMdara guru pratye asadbhAva hovA chatAM gurunA guNo gAvAnI, gurunI sAthe rahevAnI, gurunI sevA karavAnI pravRtti guru pratye bahumAna janmAvI de. aMdara devabhaktinA bhAva na uchaLatA hoya to paNa bahAra stutio, stavano 9-kalA-jala - 9 9 9 - 85 9 kalA ja ra 99 9 29 29-099099

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--------------------- mahAvrato - ------------------- vyavasthita bolavAnI pravRtti emAM ekAgra thavAno prayatna... A badhuM bhaktibhAvone janmAvI de. AvuM dareka paristhiti bAbatamAM samajI levuM. ghaNAnI Aje phariyAda hoya che ke "amane te te kriyAmAM bhAva ja jAgatA nathI, to e kriyA zA mATe karavAnI ?" paNa A phariyAdanI sAme eTaluM ja kahevAnuM ke bhAva bhale nathI, paNa bhAva jagADavAnI IcchA to che ne ? to e bhAva jagADavAnI IcchA sAthe, vagarabhAve paNa te te kriyA karo. nakkI vahelA-moDA e bhAvo e kriyA dvArA jAgIne raheze. saMsAramAM paNa AvA prasaMgo banatA jovA maLe che. (ka) "mAre khAvAnI IcchA ja nathI, bhUkha ja nathI" ema kahenArAne parANe jamavA besADavAmAM Ave ane thALImAM pIrasAyelI bhAtabhAtanI AITamo e jUe, cAkhe ane bhUkha ughaDI jAya. dhAryA karatA bamaNuM khAI le. (kha) "mAre lagna karavA ja nathI' ema bolanArAne be-pAMca paricayo baLajabarIthI karAvavAmAM Ave, emAM koIka rUpa-svabhAvAdi gamI jAya, ane lagna karavA talapApaDa banI jAya. (ga) "kazI kharIdI karavI nathI' ema vicArIne DIpArTamenTa sToramAM praveza karanArAone, tyAMnI vastu jonArAne kharIdI karavAnI tIvratabha bhAvanA pragaTI jAya. " (gha) "mane uMgha Ave che, mAre koI pIksara jovuM nathI...vagere bolanArA sAme jyAre AkarSaka pIksara dekhADavAmAM Ave, tyAre UMgha UDI jAya ane pIksara jovAnI, pUru jovAnI IcchA thaI jAya. basa, A ja gaNita barAbara dharmakSetre paNa lAgu paDe che. (alabatta uparanA dRSTAMtomAM to anAdikAlIna saMjJAnA kAraNe tarata mana emAM AkarSAI jAya, jyAre dharmakSetramAM anAdisaMskAra na hovAthI tarata emAM bhAva AvavA agharA che. chatAM bhAvanI IcchA hoya, bhAva mATeno thoDo ghaNo puruSArtha hoya to avazya bhAva jAgI jAya... ema cokkasa kahI zakAya.) 'bhale khAvAnI saMjJA satAve, jAta-jAtanuM maMgAvavAnuM mana thAya paNa mAre AhArasaMjJAne toDavI che. huM ene vaza nahi thAuM huM sIdhI-sAdI gocarI ja vAparIza.' bhale vijAtIyanA rUpa jovAnuM mana thAya, paNa mAre vikArI banavuM nathI. huM AMkha UMcI ja nahi karuM... manane mArIne nahi, paNa manane barAbara samajAvIne enA doSone kAbumAM laIne

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------------- savva sAva no pazvavivAmi ---------------- pApapravRttiono tyAga ane zubhapravRttionuM pAlana cAlu ja rAkhavuM. jeo zubhapravRtti karavAnA bhAva na hovAnA kAraNe zubhapravRtti nathI karatA, teo chevaTe azubhapravRttiomAM kheMcAI javAnA ane bhayAnaka azubhabhAvono bhoga banI puSkaLa nukasAna pAmavAnA. juo. sAheba! dIkSA levAnA bhAva ja nathI jAgatA." evI phariyAdo karanArA ane enA kAraNe dIkSA na lenArA ghaNA che, teo chevaTe lagna karIne vadhu ne vadhu pApamAM ja paDavAnA ? "sAheba! bhagavAna pratye bhaktibhAva nathI jAgatA" ema kahIne pUjA choDanArA, pUjA na karanArAo pIkyarAdimAM parovAIne ghora pApa bAMdhavAnA ne ? ene badale bhAva vinA paNa, bhAva jagADavAnA bhAva sAthe dIkSA levAya, pUjA karAya to dhIre dhIre sagavadinA pratApe bhAva paNa pragaTI ja jAya. eTale gaNadhara mahArAjAo ApaNane sAvaceta kare che ke "sAmAyikapariNAma na jAge toya e pariNAma jagADavAnI IcchAthI sAvadyayogono tyAga karatA ja rahejo. e ja sAmAyikabhAvane janmAvaze, tagaDo banAvaze... Aje ghaNIvAra evuM banatuM jovA maLe che ke saMyamI potAno mUDa na hoya to tarata kriyA choDI de che. "bhAva vinA kriyA karyA karavAthI zuM lAbha ?" ema vicArato rahe che. AvuM na ja banavuM joIe. mUDa vinA paNa zubhakriyAone samyaka rIte pakaDI rAkhavI joIe. 2. sAmAyika pariNAma hoya to yathAzakti pApatyAganI pravRtti thAya ja. nizcayanayane ja mahattva ApanArAo bAhya zubhakriyAo AdaravA upara ke bAhya azubha kriyAo tyAgavA upara bilakula bhAra ApatA nathI hotA. teo to "amArAmAM anekAneka guNo che." evI bhramaNAmAM ja rahe che ne hakIkata e hoya che ke emanI pAse kharA arthamAM ekeya guNa hotA nathI. ame to bhAI! badhuM ja khAIe, ghaNIvAra khAIe, chatAM ame anAsakta ! - ame to erakanDIzanamAM rahIe, palaMga-sophA para uMghIe, moMghA-cokhkhA kapaDA paherIe, seTa-attara nAMkhIe, bresaleTa ane vIMTIo paherIe chatAM ame deha pratye virAgI! ame to yuvAna strIo sAthe hasI hasIne vAto paNa karIe, emanI sAthe hAtha milAvavAnuM aucitya(!) paNa karIe, emanI anumodanA mATe pITha upara dhabbo ya lagAvIe... chatAM ame tadana nirvikArI !" - "ame koI sAdhu bApunI pAse na jaIe, amArI pAse ja ghaNuM jJAna che. sAdhuo ---29 -9-4-9-09-4-909- 2 87) --09 - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato amArI pAse Ave, ame emane sAco mArga dekhADIe. ame koIne vaMdanAdi na karIe... chatAM ame nirahaMkArI, namra!" "amArAmAM mAnasika doSo che ja nahi, amane manamAM ya koI IrSyA, krodhAdi doSo UbhA thatA nathI. eTale ja amAre svadoSa darzana ke guru pAse AlocanAdi karavAnI jarura ja nathI. ame tto saraLa !" A bhUmikA che nizcayavAdIonI! koNa samajAve emane ? ke jene traNa-cAra divasathI bhojana nahi maLavAnA kAraNe kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya ane sAme ja bhojana taiyAra hoya e kaMI khAdhA vinA rahevAno che ? koNa samajAve emane ? ke vaizAkha-jeThanI garamImAM bapore bAra vAge 10 ki.mI. cAlIne AvelA, parasevAthI nItaratA, savArathI pANInuM eka TIpuM paNa nahi pIvA pAmelA mANasane koI ThaMDA pANInA sarabatanA glAsa pIvA Ape to e kaMI pIdhA vinA rahevAno che ? koNa samajAve emane ? ke lagAtAra traNa divasathI sakhata parizrama karanArane, AMkhanuM maTakuM paNa na lagAvI zakanArane erakanDIzana rUmamAM DanalopanI gAdI upara uMghavAnu maLe to e kaMI ghasaghasATa UMghyA vinA rahevAno che kharo ? sAva sIdhI vAta ATalI che ke AtmAnI pariNatine to koI joI zakatuM nathI. enuM to anumAna ja karavAnuM hoya che e anumAna bAhya zubhapravRttiothI ja thaI zake che. jenI pAse e bAhya pravRtti nahi. enI pAse pariNita hovI e mAnI na zakAya. parvatanI pAchaLa, peTALamAM rahelo agni to dekhAto ja nathI. chatAM tyAM agni che, evo nirNaya to parvata upara dhUmADo dekhAya to ja thaI zake. jo parvata 52 dhUma na dekhAya to agnino nizcaya na karI zakAya. ema bAhya zubhapravRttio jo na dekhAya to enI pAse 'nirmaLa pariNati che' evo nirNaya na karI zakAya. je brahmacaryanI navavADo barAbara pALe, tenAmAM brahmacarya pariNati hovAno nirNaya thAya. je nirdoSa, sAdI gocarI saMyojanAdi vinA vApare, tenAmAM uttama anAzaktino nirNaya thAya. je gurunA pratilekhana, kApAdi kAryomAM prayatnazIla dekhAya, tenAmAM gurubahumAnano nirNaya thAya. je roja 8-10-12 kalAkano svAdhyAya kare, vikathA tyAge, tenAmAM aMtarmukhatAno *** XXX 88

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ha---9--9-29-ka-1 savaeN sInna no paththaghAma --------------- nirNaya thAya. bAkI jyAM zubhapravRtti nahi, azubhapravRttityAga nahi tyAM zubhapariNatino nirNaya na thaI zake. khuda mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che ke "tihAM nizcayanaya parakhIe, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa re." jyAM ghaNI badhI zubhakriyAonuM pAlana dekhAya tyAM pariNati zubha hovAno nizcaya karI zakAya. mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che ke "mugdha paDe bhavakupamAM jI, tima viNa kiriyAvATa re." kuvAnI Aju bAju jo UMcI pALa bAMdhavAmAM AvI na hoya, jamInane samAna ja kuvo khodelo hoya, to ghaNA jIvo pALa na hovAnA kAraNe kuvAmAM paDavAnA, maravAnA. ema saMsAra e eka kuvo che. jeo zubhakriyAo rUpI pALa bAMdhatA nathI, teo nakkI saMsAra kuvAmAM paDavAnA. * jeo bharatacakrI vagerenA dRSTAMto ApIne bAhya zubhapravRttione tyAge che, bIjAne paNa enAthI dUra dhakele che, teo potAnA samyagdarzanano ghAta karanArA bane che. re! Azcarya to e che ke e nizcayavAdIo paNa potAnA jIvanamAM DhagalAbaMdha bAbatomAM bIjAo pAse zubhapravRttinI sakhata apekSA rAkhatA hoya che, jo e pravRtti na dekhAya to enI pariNatine kharAba mAnanArA hoya che... tyAM teo potAnI ja mAnyatAone abharAI para caDAvI detA hoya che. e nizcayanayavAdIone pUcho ke "tamArA dIkarAnA nAme satata koI chokarInA phona Ave, dIkaro bAra-be vAgyA sudhI rAtre ghare na Ave, dIkaro rojanA 500-1000 rUA. kharcI nAMkhe to tame zuM mAnazo? "dIkaro koI lapharAmAM phasAyo che' ema ja mAnazo ne ? tyAM kema evI kalpanA na karI ke "chokarInA phona to dhArmika padArthonI zaMkAo dUra karavA mATe AvyA haze. mAro dIkaro to nirvikArI che. e rAtre 12-2 vAge ghare Ave che. e to rAtre ThaMDImAM dhrUjatA garIbone dhAbaDA oDhADavA jato haze, rojanA 1000 rU. no kharca eno ja thato haze... dIkarAnI pravRttio kharAba dekhANI, to dIkarAnA AzayamAM paNa malinatA hovAno nirNaya thAya che ne ? | e nizcayavAdIone pUcho ke "gharano koI mANasa Akho di' khA-khA karato hoya, phrIjamAM ke DabAmAMthI vastuo corI corIne khAto hoya. kilo-kilonI mIThAI ke phaLAdi eka-be divasamAM ja jhApaTI jato hoya, tyAM tame ene khAudharo, khAvAmAM laMpaTa mAnazo ke anAsakta ?"

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mahAvrato e nizcayavAdIone pUcho ke "koI tamArI sAthe jhaghaDo kare, tamArI viruddhamAM cArebAju UMdho pracAra kare, tamAro dhaMdho toDI nAMkhavAnA prayatno kare, khUna karI nAkhavAnI dhamakI Ape - ene tame tamAro zatru-hitadveSI - nAlAyaka mAnazo ke mitra, hitecchu mAnazo ? -- kharekhara A parama Azcarya che ke nizcayanI vAto karanArAo potAnA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale bAhyapravRttio ja jotA hoya che, enA AdhAre ja aMdaranI pariNatine nakkI karatA hoya che... ATalo badho viveka teo pAse hovA chatAM jyAre dharmakSetranI vAta Ave, tyAre A badho viveka adazya thaI jAya che. potAnA jIvanamAM te te zubhapravRttio na hoya to paNa tyAM pariNati sArI hovAno jora-zorathI dAvo karatA hoya che. nakkI mAnajo ke mohanIyakarmanA abhedya sAmrAjya vinA AvI viTaMbaNAo saMbhavita nathI. mohanIyakarmanI AvI jALamAM ApaNe phasAI na jaIe, e mATe samAyaM zabdanI nizcayagarbhita vyAkhyAo ApyA bAda gaNadhara mahArAjAoe vyavahAranayane paNa barAbara jALavavAnI pratijJA goThavI dIdhI ke sarvAM sAvanUM nomAM panvAmi je sAvagha yogo che, pAparUpa anuSThAno che. e badhAne huM tyAgu chuM. AdhAkarmI bhojana, vagere vagere lAkho sAvaghayogo prasiddha ja che, e badhAno tyAga karavAnI A pratijJA che. je saMyamIo A bhISmapratijJA lIdhA pachI paNa te te sAvadyayogone seve che. teo A bhISmapratijJAno bhaMga karavAnuM pApa bAMdhe che. prazna : gADha mAMdagImAM gurvAdinA kahevAnA kAraNe nA chUTake AdhAkarmI vA52nA2 paNa pratijJAbhaMjaka gaNAze ? lAMbo vihAra hovAnA kAraNe aMdhArAmAM vihAra karavA rUpa sAvadyapravRtti karanAra paNa pratijJAbhaMjaka gaNAze ? haraNiyAone bacAvavA mATe zikArIonI sAme jUThuM bolavA rUpa sAvadyapravRtti karanAra paNa pratijJAbhaMjaka gaNAze ? supAtra AtmAne enA svajano koIpaNa hisAbe dIkSAnI 2jA na Ape tyAre zAstrIyakrama jALavyA bAda chelle bhagADIne dIkSA ApavA rUpI sAvagha pravRtti karanAra paNa pratijJAbhaMjaka gaNAze ? *** saMvignagItArtha AcArya sAdhvIjI ke zrAvakone AlocanA ApavA mATe emanI sAthe besIne vAto kare ke azakta sAdhu zakti mATe vigaIo vApare eTale zuM e sAdhu navavADonA pAlananI pratijJAno bhaMjaka gaNAze ? 90

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nA ---- ----- ----- savva sAvaM no pazcarivAmi ----------- ---- abhyAsAdi mATe Aje pustako rAkhavA paDe, atiThaMDImAM dhAbaDAdi paNa vAparavA paDe. A badhuM vadhArAnuM rAkhe eTale zuM sAdhu pAMcamA mahAvratanI pratijJAno bhaMjaka gaNAze ? ema mAMdagI vagerenA lIdhe davAo pAse rAkhavI paDe, A rIte rAtra saMnidhidoSa sevavo paDe. to zuM eTalA mAtrathI ja e sAdhu pratijJAbhaMjaka gaNAze? eNe rAtribhojana nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhelI ne ? jo savva sAvinna no pavaravAmi thI tamAme tamAma sAvadyayogono tyAga karavAno ja hoya, to zAstroe A badhA kAryo sAvadya = niMdanIya kahyA ja che, eTale ApaNe e badhAno tyAga karavo ja paDe. paNa ApaNe badhA aneka AvA sAvadyo AcarIe chIe. to pachI ApaNe badhA pratijJAbhaMjaka ja banI rahyA ne ? uttara H vRttikAra maharSie avadya = niMdanIya kArya ema jaNAvyuM che. paNa niMdanIya eTale zuM? kaI vastu niMdanIya bane? zuM je vastuno zAstromAM sIdhe sIdho niSedha hoya te vastu niMdanIya bane ? jo ema hoya to tame karelA prazno pramANe lagabhaga tamAma sAdhuone pratijJAbhaMjaka mAnavAnI Apatti AvavAnI. re ! koIka to ema paNa kaheze ke "A pratijJA bolatI vakhate ja vAyukAyanI hiMsA thAya che, ane e sAvadya che. eTale sAdhu pratijJA letI vakhate ja pratijJAno bhaMjaka banI rahe... * A badhI gerasamajo dUra thAya e mATe ja avadya zabdanI vadhu spaSTa vyAkhyA vRttikArazrIe darzAvI che ke krodhAyo vA vatvA:, avaniti vartate, sarvAvadyahetutvAt teSAM kAraNe kAryopacArAt / saha tena - avadyena yastu yogaH ya eva vyApAraH, asau sAvadha ityucyate / krodhAdi cAra kaSAyo e avadya che. kemake cAra kaSAyo badhA ja avadyonuM pApakarmabaMdhonuM kAraNa che. eTale kAraNabhUta kaSAyone ja avadya kahyA che. A kaSAyo rUpI avadyavALI mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti enuM nAma sAvadya. badhA anuSThAna ekAMte niMdanIya nathI ke ekAMte prazaMsanIya nathI. kharAba dekhAtA evA je anuSThAnomAM cAra kaSAyomAMthI koIpaNa eka kaSAyano bhAva - malinabhAva bhaLelo hoya to ja e yoga sAvadya - niMdanIya bane che. - niSkAraNa AdhAkarmI vApare, enA e yogamAM AsaktibhAva = lobhodaya bhaLelo che, mATe e yoga sAvadya bane. paNa gADhakAraNasara AdhAkarmI vApare, e paNa sAjA thaI vadhu saMyama pALavA mATe, Arta- dhyAnAdi nivAraNa mATe vApare... to e yogamAM kaSAyabhAva bhaLelo nathI, urdu kaSAyono kSayopazama bhaLelo che. eTale AdhAkarmI vAparavuM e vakhate sAvadya che ja nahi. ane e sAvadya nathI, mATe ja to AvA kAraNika nA nAnAnA-ula------------ 91 --------------------

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mahAvrato AdhAkarmInI zAstroe apavAdamArgarUpe chUTa ApI che ne ? eTale ke AvuM AdhAkarmI zAstrathI niSiddha ja nathI, tyAM to zAstronI saMmati che. eTale ja e AdaravAmAM zAstrAjJAno bhaMga gaNAya ja zI rIte ? sAdhue to sAvaghayoganA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI che, A to sAvadya ja nathI, to ene Adare to paNa emAM pratijJAno bhaMga thato ja nathI. ema guruthI potAnuM pApa chupAvavA mATe koI sAdhuM jUThuM bole to e mRSAvAdano yoga mAyA nAmanA kaSAyathI kharaDAyelo che, eTale ja e sAvadya che. eTale ja e yogathI pratijJAbhaMgano doSa lAge. paraMtu haraNiyAone bacAvavA mATe zikArIo sAme mRSA bole to e mRSAbhASAmAM koI krodhAdikaSAyo joDAyelA nathI. eTale ja e yoga sAvadya nathI. eTale ja emAM pratijJAno bhaMga na thAya. ziSyo ka2vAnI lAlasAthI zAstrAjJA ullaMghIne mAtA-pitAnI 2jA vinA jo sAdhu koI mumukSune dIkSA Ape to emAM lobhakaSAya bhaLelo che, mATe te sAvadya gaNAya. paNa "te mumukSunA AtmAnuM hita thAo, zAsananI paraMparA avicchinna cAlo..." AvA zubha AzayathI badhI yatanA sAcavavA pUrvaka mumukSune bhagADIne dIkSA Ape to emAM kaSAya bhaLelo na hovAthI e sAvadya ja nathI. mananI malinavRttione poSavA mATe sAdhu strI vagere sAthe vAto kare to e sAdhuno yoga lobhakaSAyavALo che, AsaktibhAvathI malina che... mATe e sAvagha! jyAre gItArtha-saMvigna AcArya tamAme tamAma maryAdAo jALavavApUrvaka strInI AlocanA letA hoya to emAM kaSAyabhAva bhaLelo ja na hovAthI e yoga sAvadya na kahevAya. AvuM bAkInA yogomAM paNa samajI levuM. saMsAramAM paNa A vAta anubhavAya che ke mANasanI bAhyapravRtti dekhItI rIte kharAba hoya, to paNa jo emAM eno bhAva sAro bhaLelo hoya to e pravRtti sAvadya = pApa rUpa gaNAtI nathI. acAnaka rastA upara doDI gayelA nAnA bALakane bacAvavA mAtA enI pAchaLa doDe ane akasmAtamAMthI bALakane bacAvavA ene jorathI kheMce ke bIjI bAju dhakko daIne pADI de... to A pravRtti Ama azubha hovA chatAM paNa emAM Azaya sAro hovAthI "mAtAe kharAba karyuM" evuM koNa kahe che ? hajAro mANasone mArI nAMkhavA mATe bomba phoDavAnI yojanA goThavatA trAsavAdIone polIsa ThAra karI de, to temAM hajAro nirdoSone bacAvavAno Azaya hovAthI "polIsoe mANasone mArI nAMkhIne mAnavatAno ghAta karyo che" evuM koNa kahe che ? 92

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* savvaM sAvajjaM jogaM paccakkhAmi vidyArthIonA hita mATe emane zikSA karatA, kaDakAI karatA zikSako mATe 'bALakone mAravA, zikSA karavI e khoTuM che' evuM koNa kahe che ? dardIne bacAvI levAnA ekamAtra sArA bhAvathI koI DokTara oparezana kare che, badhI mahenata kare che. paNa dardI marI jAya che. to 'DokTare dardIne mArI nAMkhyo' evuM koNa kahe che ? hA! bALakano mitra ja kyAreka jhaghaDo thavAthI gussAmAM AvI e bALakane dhakko mArIne pADI de, trAsavAdIo ja cAra pAMca mANasone ThAra karI de, bALako phI na bharI zake eTale gusse bharAIne zikSako bALakone mAre ke kADhI mUke, luMTArAo cappu dvArA dardInuM peTa phADI nAMkhe... to e badhAmAM loko bolaze ke 'A kharAba thayuM, pApa thayuM.' bAhyayoga dekhAvA chatAM jyAM phoI kaSAyabhAva=malinabhAva bhaLato nathI, tyAM e yoga sAvagha=pApa nathI kahevAto. eTale A vAta bahu spaSTa samajI rAkhavI ke sAdhuM jo kharekhara cokkho, sAco apavAda seve, to e apavAda sAvadya che ja nahi, pApa che ja nahi, kaSAyabhAvathI malina che ja nahi, ane eTale sAdhu e apavAda seve, to paNa eNe sAvaghayoganuM sevana kareluM na ja kahevAya. ane eTale ja ene pratijJAbhaMgano koI ja doSa lAgato nathI. jema utsargamArga e jinAjJA che, zAstramAnya che, AdaraNIya che. ema apavAdamArga e jinAjJA che, zAstramAnya che, AdaraNIya che. re ! jo vadhu uMDANamAM utarIe to bAhya zubhapravRtti paNa jo kaSAya bhAvathI malina banelI hoya to e sAvaghayoga banI jAya che. eTale ja evI zubhapravRtti AcaranAra ja AjJAbhaMjaka banI rahe che. ... "huM keTalo mahAsaMyamI chuM e A badhA sAdhuone dekhADI dauM" AvI melI bhAvanAthI prerAIne koI sAdhu AdhAkarmI na vApare, nirdoSa gocarI mATe kalAka-doDha kalAka phare, dUra dUra jAya to enI A zubhapravRtti yazakIrtinI lAlasA rUpI lobhakaSAyathI, sAdhuone ThagavAnA bhAvarUpI mAyAkaSAyathI, potAnI mahAnatA dekhADavAnI bhAvanA rUpa mAnakaSAyathI malina che, mATe sAvadya che. mATe sAdhune pratijJAno bhaMga karyAno doSa cokkasa lAge. "A badhA bhUMDo gaMdakI khUba kare che. rAtre cIso pADIne uMgha bagADe che. mane bacakuM paNa bharI dIdhuM. A badhA na hoya to zAMti !" A rIte bhUMDo pratyenA tiraskArane lIdhe koIka mANasa bhUMDo pakaDavA AvelA zikArIone bhUMDonuM sthAna batAvI devA rUpI satyavacana bole, to e satyavacana paNa krodhakaSAyathI bhaLeluM hovAthI sAvadya ja che. 93 *

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---------------------. mahAvato -------------------- anya gacchanA ke anyagrupanA sAdhuo koIka mumukSune bhagADIne dIkSA ApavA mAMgatA hoya, have e gaccha ke grupa pratyenI IrSyA ke krodhanA lIdhe tyAM mumukSunI dIkSA thAya e ApaNane ISTa na hoya... ane eTale ApaNe "A rIte mAtA-pitAnI rajA vinA dikSA ApavI e corI kahevAya. sAdhuthI AvuM na karAya. A pApa che" vagere kahIne bhAgIne thatI dIkSA aTakAvIe, mAtA-pitAne AzvAsana ApIe... to e pravRtti corI aTakAvavA rUpa sArI dekhAvA chatAM paNa kaSAyabhAvathI bharelI hovAthI sAvadya ja che. strIone potAnA tarapha vadhu AkarSavA mATe ja jo malinabhAvathI prerAIne brahmacaryanI navavADonuM pAlana karavuM, strIo sAme na jovuM... vagere zubhapravRtti karavAmAM Ave to e zubhapravRtti vikAra + mAyA e baMne kaSAyothI malina hovAthI sAvadya ja che. potAnA matanA kadAgrahanA kAraNe digaMbaro kapaDA paNa na paheravA rUpI kaThorajIvana jIve che, paNa A kaThorajIvana kadAgraha, ajJAna vagerethI malina baneluM hovAthI sAvadya ja che. A vAta saMsAramAM paNa jovA maLe che. pakSIone jALamAM phasAvavA mATe dANAo nAMkhavAnI zikArInI zubhapravRttine loko sAvadya ja kahe che ne ? pAkistAnane pa6 karoDa rUpiyA bhAratavibhAjana vakhate ApaNe ApavAnA nakkI thayA che. e meM vacana ApyuM che. to e pa6 karoDa rUpiyA ApaNe pAkistAnane ApavAnA ja. bhale teo temAMthI zastro kharIdIne ApaNane ja mAravA mATe eno upayoga kare, to paNa ApaNe to ApaNuM vacana pALavuM ja" potAnA satyavacana mATenI AvI Teka dekhAvamAM sArI hovA chatAM hajAro-lAkho mANasonA motanuM kAraNa banatI hovAnA kAraNe ja gAMdhIjInI A Tekane loko mUrkhatA bharelI = pAparUpa ja kahe che ne ? kulaTA strIo parapurUSane AkarSavA mATe ja ghuMghaTathI moTuM DhAMkavA vagere rUpa satIstrInA AcArone pALe che, tyAre loko enI A kahevAtI sArI pravRttine paNa pApa ja kahe che ne ? soniyAgAMdhI vaDApradhAna bane ane pachI bhAratanA abajo rUpiyA videzamAM rahetA garIba lokonA uddhAramAM vApare, to e anukaMpAnI pravRtti kharekhara to bhAratarASTra taraphanI gadArIthI ja bharelI hovAthI loko e zubhapravRttino paNa virodha karavAnA ja ne? "bhAratanA abajo rUpiyA bhAratanA garIbo mATe kema nahi?' ema puchavAnA ja ne? sAra e Avyo ke utsargaH zubhabhAvo + zubhapravRtti e sAvadya nathI ja, niravadya che. emAM vratabhaMga

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nIla- 9 - - - - - - savva savirSa no paavavAni - 9 9 -------- na thAya. apavAda : zubhabhAvo + azubhapravRtti e sAvadya nathI ja, niravagha che. emAM vratabhaMga na thAya. azubhabhAvo + zubhapravRtti e sAvadya che, niravadya nathI. emAM vratabhaMga thAya. azubhabhAvo + azubhapravRtti e sAvadya che, niravadya nathI. emAM vratabhaMga thAya. hA ! moTA bhAge to zubhapravRtti zubhabhAvavALI ja hoya che, kyAreka ja AvuM bane ke zubhapravRtti azubhabhAvavALI hoya. moTA bhAge to azubhapravRtti azubhabhAvavALI ja hoya che, kyAreka ja AvuM bane ke azubha pravRtti zubhabhAvavALI hoya. ApaNe pratijJAmAM sarva sAvadyayogono tyAga karelo che ne ? eno artha ja e ke ApaNe azubhabhAvavALI azubhapravRttiono ane azubhabhAvavALI zubhapravRttiono tyAga karelo che. paraMtu zubhabhAvavALI zubhapravRttiono (utsargamArgano) ane kAraNe zubhabhAvavALI azubhapravRttiono (apavAdamArgano) tyAga karelo nathI. nizcayanaya to ema ja kaheze ke zubhabhAva e ja niravadyayoga. aMzubhabhAva e ja sAvadyayoga. paNa e ekalA bhAvo pramANe vyavahAra cAlato nathI, eTale vyavahAra upara kahyA mujaba mAne che. Ama, savva sAvaM no parvecchAmi zabdano sAra : (ka) zubhabhAva na hoya to paNa zubhabhAva lAvavAnA bhAva sAthe zubha pravRtti karatA ja rahevuM. (kha) (zubhabhAva che.) eno nirNaya bAhya zubhapravRttiothI thAya. jyAM zubhapravRtti nathI, tyAM prAyaH zubhabhAvano saMbhava nathI. | (ga) zuddha utsarga ane zuddha apavAda e baMne niravadyayoga che. apavAdane sAvaghayoga na mAnavo. kemake kaSAyAdi malinabhAvavALo yoga ja sAvadyayoga kahevAya che, ane eno ja ApaNe badhAe tyAga karavAno che, enI ja ApaNe pratijJA lIdhI che. AmAM hajI paNa ghaNI vAto vicArI zakAya che. jijJAsuoe gItArthone e aMge pRcchA karavI.

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7. jAvajjIvAe A pratijJA keTalA kALa mATe che? e kALamaryAdA darzAvavA mATe A nAjJIvANa zabda che. zrAvako navaniyama zabda bole che. "jyAM sudhI mAre A niyama hoya, tyAM sudhI..." arthAt teo 48 miniTa mATe A pratijJA letA hoya che. paNa ApaNI pratijJA 48 miniTa mATenI nathI. ApaNI pratijJA jyAM sudhI A bhava Take tyAM sudhInI che. A manuSpAyuSyano udaya jyAM sudhI rahe tyAM sudhI A bhISmapratijJA ApaNe pALavAnI che. prazna : ApaNe AkhI jIMdagI mATe A pratijJA laIe chIe, eno artha e ke A jIMdagI pUrI thayA bAda ApaNe sAvadyayogone tyAgavA mAMgatA nathI. arthAt maryA pachI badhA pApo karavAnI ApaNe chUTa rAkhIe chIe. A to kharAba ja kahevAya ne ? jema koI zrAvakane upadeza ApIe ke "tuM covihAra karavAnI bAdhA kara." ane e kahe ke "mahInAmAM je cArapAMca ravivAra Ave, emAM huM rAtre khAvAnI chUTa rAkhuM chuM- bAkInA 25 divasa baMdha to eno artha spaSTa ja che ke e pAMca ravivAranA divasonA rAtribhojananI enA manamAM anumodanA paDI che. enI viratino pariNAma A zrAvaka pAse nathI. eTale eno A pariNAma dezavirati ja gaNAya. rAtribhojananI saMpUrNavirati na gaNAya. kemake pAMca divasanI bAdhA lIdhI nathI. to ApaNe paNa sarvaviratidhara na ja gaNAIe ne? tamAme tamAma pAponI tamAme tamAma kSetromAM, tamAme tamAma kALe virati enuM nAma ja sarvavirati ! ApaNe to pelA zrAvake jema mAtra 25 divasanI bAdhA lIdhI, pAMca dIvasanI na lIdhI. ema mAtra AjIvana pUratI ja bAdhA lIdhI, e pachInA kALanI to na ja lIdhI ne ? to ApaNe paNa dezaviratidhara ja gaNAIe ne ? e zrAvakane jema "pAMca divasomAM rAtribhojana karavAnI IcchA che" evuM spaSTa samajAya che, tema ApaNane paNa "jIMdagI pUrI thayA bAda pApo karavAnI IcchA che" evuM ja A naviSnavAzabdanA AdhAre mAnavAnuM mana thAya che. kharekhara to ApaNI pratijJA nAvamuttINa hovI joIe. jyAM sudhI mokSa na thAya, tyAM sudhI huM tamAma pApono tyAga karuM chuM. re ! kharekhara to A paNa na cAle, kema ke mokSamAM gayA pachI paNa ApaNe pApa to karavA ja nathI. ApaNe to kAyama mATe, sarvakALa --- -- - -- - 96 -- ----- -------

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- - - - - - - - - - - nAvIvAra - - - - - - - mATe eno tyAga karavA mAMgIe chIe. eTale vyAtrinA Avo pATha hoya te vadhu barAbara gaNAya. uttara: AryarakSitasUrinA goSThAmAhila nAmanA mAmAmuninI A ja mAnyatA hatI, e nidbhava gaNAyA che. zrAvaka pAMca divasanI chUTa rAkhe che, emAM eno e rAtribhojana pratyeno rAgabhAva kAma kare che. ravivAre bahAra pharavA javuM, hoTalAdinuM khAvuM... e ene game che, mATe eTalI chUTa rAkhe che. "A mAre na karavuM joIe" evI sAcI samajaNa enI pAse hovA chatAM paNa kaSAyodayane paravaza banIne e pAMca divasanI chUTa rAkhe che. eTale enI pAse saMpUrNa bhAvavirati nathI ja, e spaSTa rIte samajI zakAya che. - jyAre ApaNe mAtra AjIvananI je pratijJA laIe chIe. enI pAchaLa kaMI evo bhAva nathI ke "huM marIne devalokamAM javAno, tyAM to mAre bhogasukho bhogavavA che, saMsAranA sukhonI majA mANavI che, eTale huM mAtra AjIvana pUratI pratijJA lauM" Avo bhAva jo koIne hoya, to ene sarvaviratipariNAmamAM vAMdho AvavAno ja. ApaNI bhAvanA to e che ke "mRtyu pachInI vAta mArA hAthamAM nathI. jo huM deva thAuM (ane moTA bhAge deva ja thavAnuM hoya che.) to tyAM to dezavirati paNa nathI, e huM jANuM chuM. huM tyAM game eTalI IcchA karuM to paNa dezaviratipariNAmane pAmI zakavAno nathI ja. eTale ja jo huM AjIvana karatA paNa vadhAre samayanI bAdhA lauM, to nakkI mArI bAdhA tUTavAnI ja. to je bAdhA ekAMte tUTavAnI hoya, e bAdhA levAya kema ? eTale mAre avirati joItI nathI, mAre bhogasukho joItA nathI, chatAM e mane vaLagavAnA ja che. eTale vratabhaMgano doSa na lAge, e mATe huM AjIvananI bAdhA lauM chuM. AjIvananI bAdhA to mArA mATe zakya che ja..." Ama ahIM koI malinabhAvanA, bhogasukhavAMchanA vagere che ja nahi, ane eTale ja emAM sarvaviratino pariNAma paNa barAbara saMbhave ja che. emAM koI vAMdho Avato nathI.

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8. sivirda vividha mAM vAvAI na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samaNujANAmi // badhA ya sAvadyayogono tyAga karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. paNa eno artha koI ema kare ke "huM koIpaNa sAvaghayoga jAte nahi karuM, e rIte ja tyAga karIza. bAkI bIjAo pAse sAvadyayoga karAvIza to kharo ja..." to e na cAle ne ? ' e ja pramANe koI ema kahe ke "huM koIpaNa pAse sAvadyayoga karAvIza nahi, paraMtu je kaMIpaNa sAvadyayoga karavA paDaze, te badhA ja jAte karIza" to e paNa na cAle ne? koI vaLI ema kahe ke "huM sAvaghayoga karIza nahi, karAvIza paNa nahi, paNa koI mArA nimitte karatuM haze, to ene aTakAvIza nahi, enI mUka saMmati ApIza." to A paNa na cAle ne ? A karaNa,karAvaNa ane anumodana e traNeya prakAranA sAvadyayogano tyAga karavAno che, e darzAvavA mATe sivirda zabda che. trividha=karaNa, karAvaNa, anumodana ema traNa prakArano je sAvadyayoga, teno tyAga karIe chIe. koI vaLI ema kahe ke "huM trividha sAvadyayogano tyAga karuM chuM. paNa e mAtra kAyA-manathI ja... vacanathI e trividha sAvadyayoga karavAnI chUTa..." ema koI kAyAthI trividha sAvadyayoganI chUTa rAkhe, vacana-manathI baMdha rAkhe... koI manathI trividha sAvadyayoganI chUTa rAkhe, vacana-kAyAthI baMdha rAkhe... A badhuM paNa na cAle. eTale tivi zabda mukelo che. arthAt manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI trividha sAvadyayogono tyAga karavAnI pratijJA levAya che. A tividaM tiviM zabdano artha koIne na samajAya to? e mATe sUtramAM ja eno artha darzAve che. emAM sauprathama tiviheNuM zabdano artha darzAve che ke manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI mavi, vAyANa, Ivi / e pachI tivirda zabdano artha darzAve che ke "karemi, na veni, taMpi mane na samaygALAma..." huM karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi ke karanArA koIne paNa anumati --------------- ja - - 98 - - - - - - - - - - 9909 jI--

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--------09-9-9 tivirda siviluM mAM vAyA, or ----------- ApIza nahi.. prazna : tivida tiviSe lakheluM che, to krama pramANe pahelA tivie zabdano artha batAvavo joIe ne ? ene badale pahelA tivihevi no artha kema batAvyo ? kharekhara to sUtra A pramANe hovuM joIe ke na karemi, rami, samajunA i.. maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM - uttara : tamArI vAta sAcI che, chatAM A je kramabadalI karI che, te eTaluM darzAvavA mATe ke mana-vacana-kAyA hoya to ja karaNa-karAvaNa-anumodana thaI zake. A ApaNe saMkSepathI artha joyo. have Ano uMDANapUrvaka artha vicArIe. (1) manathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karavo nahi. (2) manathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karAvavo nahi. (3) manathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga anumodavo nahi. (4) vacanathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karavo nahi. (5) vacanathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karAvavo nahi. (6) vacanathI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga anumodavo nahi. . (7) kAyAthI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karavo nahi. - (8) kAyAthI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga karAvavo nahi. (9) kAyAthI koIpaNa sAvadyayoga anumodavo nahi. A rIte navakoTinA paccakakhANa thAya che. prazna : A vAta barAbara nathI. ame to evuM mAnIe chIe ke .: (1) kAyAthI sAvadyayoga karavo nahi. (2) vacanathI sAvadyayoga karAvavo nahi. (3) manathI sAvadyayoga anumodavo nahi. ane A vAta ja barAbara lAge che dA.ta. AdhAkarmIbhojana rUpa sAvadyanI vicAraNA karIe to e to kAyAthI ja thaI zake ne? manathI AdhAkarmI khavAtuM haze ? bhASA bolavAthI AdhAkarmI khavAtuM haze ? e to hAtha vaDe AdhAkarmInA koLIyA moDhAmAM mUkIe to ja AdhAkarmI khavAya ne ? ema koInI pAse AdhAkarmI banAvaDAvavuM che, to e vacanathI ja banavAnuM. "tame mane ATalI vastuo banAvI Apazo?" ema vacano bolIe, eTale sAmeno mANasa tarata ja AdhAkarmI banAvI Ape. paNa kAyAthI AdhAkarmI banAvaDAvavuM zI rIte? rAjala - - - - - - - - - - 99 - - - - - - - - -

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** * ** mahAvato ja 9 2 mAthuM halAvIe ke AMkho pheravIe emAM sAmevALAne kazI khabara na paDe ke "A mane amuka vastuo banAvavAnuM kahe che..." ema manamAM ja vicArIe ke "tuM AdhAkarmI banAva." to pelo AdhAkarmI thoDo ja banAvI devAno che? ene to ApaNA mananA vicAronI kazI gatAgama na paDe. ema koInA sAvadyayoganI anumodanA manathI ja thaI zake. manamAM vicArIe ke "ANe AdhAkarmI banAvyuM, e khUba sAruM karyuM." to e ja enI anumodanA! paNa A anumodanA kAyAthI zI rIte thAya ? vANIthI zI rIte thAya? anumodanA to mAnasika ja hoya. eTale A bAdhA nakoTinI na bane, paNa traNa koTinI bane. "kAyAthI pApa karavuM nahi, vacanathI pApa karAvavuM nahi, manathI pApa anumodavuM nahi." - tame je navakoTinI bAdhA darzAvo cho, e amane samajAtuM nathI. uttara : sAdhuo navakoTinA paccakakhANa kare che ane zrAvako cha koTinA paccakakhANa kare che... e to prasiddha ja che. tamane zaMkA e che ke e zI rIte saMbhave ? to e mATe nIcenuM lakhANa dhyAnathI vicAro. ahIM aneka sAvadyayogomAM navakoTinA paccakkhANo daSTAMta rUpe darzAvavAmAM Avaze, jethI saMyamIne khyAla Ave ke "mArI pratijJA zuM che?" (ka) AdhAkarmI : sAdhunA nimitte ja je rasoI bane te AdhAkarmI. emAM jIvahiMsAdi ghaNA doSo lAgatA hovAthI sAdhu mATe e ghaNuM bhayaMkara pApa che. enuM prAyazcitta paNa moTuM che. (1) kAyA-karaNa : koI sAdhu rasoDAmAM jaI jAte ja gesa cAlu karI dUdha garama kare, pachI vApare to sAdhue kAyAthI AdhAkarmI karyuM kahevAya. (2) kAyA-karAvaNa : sAdhu hAthanA - AMkhanA IzArAo karavA dvArA rasoIyAne samajAve ke "tuM gesa upara dUdha garama kara." to A kAyA vaDe AdhAkarmI karAveluM gaNAya. (rasoIyo dUdha garama kare ke na kare, e mukhya nathI. paNa sAdhue hAthanA-AMkhanA IzArAo dvArA dUdha garama karAvavAnuM sUcana karI dIdhuM eTale ene to vratabhaMga thAya ja...) (3) kAyA-anumodana : rasoIyo sAmethI AvIne kahe ke "tame pAMca ThANA cho ne ? navakArazI karazo ne? to dUdha garama karavA mUkI dauM chuM. ane pauA banAvI dauM chuM. bapore roTalI, zAka..." e vakhate sAdhu nA na paDe, moTuM "hA" mAM halAve, AMkha mIMcakArIne saMmati darzAve... A badhuM ja AdhAkarmInuM kAyAthI anumodana gaNAya. (4) vacanakaraNa : sAdhu bole ke "koI rasoIyo hAjara nathI. lAva, huM ja dUdha garama karI dauM." to A vacanathI AdhAkarmI kareluM kahevAya. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 100 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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-------------- tivirda vihevi mAM vAyA | ------------- (5) vacanakarAvaNa : vihAradhAmanA mANasone ke saMghomAM gRhasthone sAdhu kahe ke "dUdha garama karI Apajo . amuka amuka vastu banAvajo.." to e vacanathI AdhAkarmI karAveluM gaNAya. (6) vacana-anumodana : vihAradhAmano mANasa ke saMghamAM gRhastho "amuka amuka vastu banAvIe chIe" ema bole ane e vakhate sAdhu kahe ke "sAruM, banAvo." to e vacanathI AdhAkarmInI anumodanA karelI kahevAya. ema AdhAkarmI vastu banI gaI hoya ane koI enA mATe vinaMti kare ke "sAheba ! lAbha Apo" tyAre AdhAkarmI hovAno khyAla hovA chatAM paNa sAdhu bole ke "sAruM, AvIza..." to e vacanathI AdhAkarmInI anumodanA karelI kahevAya. | (7) manakaraNa : manamAM vicAre ke "lAva, koI hAjara nathI, to huM ja dUdha garama karI lauM" to Avo vicAra e ja manathI AdhAkarmI karyuM kahevAya. (8) manakarAvaNa ? manamAM vicAre ke "pelo mANasa Ave, eTale ene dUdha garama karavAnuM kahI daIza. bapora ane sAMja mATe amuka amuka vastu banAvavAnuM kahI daIza." to A manathI karAveluM kahevAya. (9) mana-anumodana : manamAM vicAre ke "pelo rasoIyo jaldI dUdha garama karI de to sAruM. e dUdhamAM elacI vagere nAMkhe to sAruM..." A badho vicAra e manathI AdhAkarmInI anumodanA karelI gaNAya. koIkane kadAca ema paNa vicAra Ave ke "A chellA traNeya vicArone AdhAkarmInI anumodanA ja gaNI lo ne? traNa vicArone judA judA mAnavAnI jarura zI che ? eno uttara e che ke A traNeya vicAro eka sarakhA mAnI ja na zakAya. kema ke enAthI maLanArA phaLomAM Abha-gAbhanuM aMtara paDI zake che te A pramANe : je aMtiniSphara bane, e ja vicArI zake ke "huM dUdha jAte garama karuM." eTale Avo vicAra karanArAne ghaNuM pApa baMdhAya. je Avo niSphara na hoya te Avo vicAra to karI ja na zake. paNa e thoDoka ocho paNa niSphara-pramAdI to che ja, to e bIjo vicAra karI zake "huM rasoIyAne dUdha garama karavAnuM kahyuM..." ane jene AvI niSpharatA paNa na hoya, te to Avo vicAra paNa na karI zake, e potAnA pramAdane vaza thaIne trIjo vicAra karI zake ke "A dUdha garama karI de, to sAruM." eTale traNeya vicAromAM karmabaMdha thavAmAM khAsso pharaka paDe che. mATe ja traNeya jAja lAla lAla - - - 101 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato vicArone eka sarakhA mAnI ja na zakAya. eTale ja manathI paNa karaNa-ka2AvaNa-anumodana ema traNeya vikalpo saMbhavI ja zake che. A ja vAta vacanamAM paNa vicArI levI, ke "lAvo, huM dUdha garama karI lauM" evuM bolanArane puSkaLa pApa baMdha thAya. re ! koI sAdhu AvuM bole, to ApaNe paNa dhrUjI jaIe. ene kahIe ke "hAya! tuM A zuM bole che ? tane kaMI bhAna che ke nahi ?" A ApaNane e vacanonI thatI asara ja dekhADe che ke 'A pApa ghaNuM moTuM che.' paNa koI ema bole ke "huM pelA rasoIyAne dUdha garama karavAnuM kahI AvuM chuM." to emAM enI niSThuratA pelA karatA ochI anubhavAya che, eTale ene karmabaMdha ocho thAya. jyAre koInA AdhAkarmAdi mATenA niyaMtraNane sAMbhaLIne koI sAdhu bole ke "huM AvuM chuM..." to e vacano uparanA baMne vacano karatA ochA bhayaMkara anubhavAya che. eTale ene to ghaNo ocho karmabaMdha thAya. ema kAyAmAM vicArIe, to koI sAdhu gesa cAlu kare, dUdha garama mUke, tyAM Ubho rahe, dUdha garama thAya eTale gesa baMdha karI dUdhanI tapelI nIce utAre... to e keTaluM badhuM kharAba lAge ne ? mATe ja Ane vadhu karmabaMdha saMbhave che. jyAre AMkha-moDhA ke hAthanA IzArAthI dUdha garama karAvanArane ocho karmabaMdha thAya ane rasoIyo svayaM dUdha garama karavA mUke tyAre ke dUdha garama thaI jAya tyAre... AMkha mIMcuMkAravA dvArA, smita dvArA, nA nahi pADavA dvArA, hAtha dvArA ene saMmati ApavI emAM ocho karmabaMdha thAya. Ama nava koTi anubhavasiddha che, darekamAM karmabaMdhanI taratamatA paNa samajI zakAya che, ApaNA rojIMdA vyavahAramAM paNa e vastu ApaNane hakIkatarUpa lAge tema che. A je vAta AdhAkarmImAM darzAvI, e yathAsaMbhava betAlIsa doSamAM samajI ja levAnI. mAMDalInA pAMca doSomAM paNa A vAta vicArI levAnI ! spaSTatA mATe eka saMyojana doSamAM A navakoTi vicArIe. (kha) saMyojanA : (1) ToksImAM rahelI khAMDa dUdhamAM jAte nAMkhIe, bhAtamAM dALa nAMkhIe ke roTalI sAthe zAka bheguM karIe, A badhu kAyAthI saMyojanA karelI kahevAya. (2) khAMDa vaheMcanArAne hAthanA IzArAthI pAtarInA dUdhamAM khAMDa nAkhavAno nirdeza karIe, dALa vaheMcanArAne pAtramAM paDelA bhAtamAM dALa nAMkhavAno hAthathI IzAro karIe...e kAya-karAvaNa. (3) gocarI gayelo sAdhu pAcho AvIne kahe ke "dUdhamAM khAMDa-elacI naMkhAvI che/roTalI thoDIka korI hatI to barAbara ghI naMkhAvyuM che. ghauMno bAphelo loTa maLyo che, 102 * * ***

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--------------- tivirda tiviSevi mojAM vAyAvaUgi --- ------- emAM tela naMkhAvyuM che..." e vakhate moDhA upara hAsya karavuM, hAtha-AMkha dvArA ene evuM darzAvavuM ke "teM khUba sAruM karyuM." A badhuM kAyA-anumodana ! (4) vaheMcanAra sAdhu khAMDa vaheMcato hoya ane ene kahIe ke "lAvo mane ApI do, dUdha moLuM che, eTale mAre khAMDa joIe che. huM AmAM nAMkhI daIza." to A vacanakaraNa ! (5) vaheMcanArane ja pAtarI dekhADI kahIe ke "A pAtarImAM nAMkhI do, mAre patI jaze" A vacanakarAvaNa ! (6) vaheMcanAro ApaNI pAtarImAM khAMDa nAkhato hoya, tyAre "sAru karyuM. mAre khAMDa ochI ja hatI" vagere bolavuM e vacana-anumodana! (7) garama-moLuM dUdha gocarImAM maLe eTale tarata manamAM vicAra Ave ke "AmAM khAMDa ane ghI naMkhAvI dauM, garama che eTale sAruM paDaze..." A mana-karaNa. (8) gocarI janArA sAdhu pAse dUdha to maMgAve, paNa emAM khAMDa nAMkhavAnuM kahetA zarama Ave ke khAMDa nAMkhavAnuM kahevAnuM bhUlI javAya to pAchaLathI vicAra Ave ke "ene khAMDa nAMkhavAnuM kahI daIza..." A manakarAvaNa! (9) ApaNA kahyA vinA paNa sAdhu khAMDa naMkhAvIne laI Ave ane e vAparatI vakhate khabara paDe eTale tarata ja manamAM vicAra Ave ke "A sAdhu hoMziyAra che, vagara kIdhe paNa khAMDa naMkhAvI lAvyo. gocarI janArAo AvA hoMziyAra hovA joIe." A che mana-anumodana ! A rIte bhAtamAM dALa-ghI, roTalImAM zAka-ghI, AyaMbilanI moLI dALamAM balavaNa, moLA zIrAmAM uparathI khAMDa-ghI, chAza-dahIMmAM jIru-balavaNa-khAMDAdi... vagere anekAneka prakAranI saMyojanA mATe uparanI nava bAbato sUkSma rIte vicAravI. AmAMnI koIpaNa bAbatane sAdhu Acare eTale trividha trividha sAvadyayoganI tyAganI pratijJAne ghA lAge... divasa daramyAna A rIte saMyamapariNAmane keTalA badhA ghA lAgatA haze ? e ja ApaNe vicAravAnuM rahyuM. . (ga) niMdA (1) hAthanA IzArA dvArA koIkane mATe evuM sUcana karIe ke "e khAudharo che, buddhi vagarano che, bhayaMkara krodhI che..." hAthanI judI judI ekaTIMgo dvArA A badhuM darzAvI zakAya che. evuM ja karAya to e kAyakaraNa ! (2) guru pAse koIka sAdhunA vicitra svabhAva, vartaNUka vagerenI vAta nIkaLe, te vakhate e ja sAdhunI bIjI paNa ghaNI bhUlono ApaNane khyAla hoya, e ApaNe jAte -9-29-9-4-9-09-29-9-9-09---103 -29-4-9--29-9-9-9-4-09--9

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----------- ----- -- mahAvrato --- 9-1994 4-09-989--4kahevA IcchatA na hoIe, eTale bIjA trIjA sAdhune AMkhanA IzArAthI ke hAthanI ceSTA dvArA kahIe ke "gurune pelI vAto paNa karo ne?" A rIte sAdhune bIjA dvArA vadhu ne vadhu kharAba cItaravAno prayatna e kAya-karAvaNa. (3) koIka sAdhu ke zrAvaka ApaNA pratispardhI gaNAtA sAdhunA avaguNo jAheramAM bolato hoya, badhA hebatAI jAya e rIte niMdA karato hoya... e badhuM ApaNane gamI javAthI e niMdakane protsAhana ApavA mATe AMkha ke hAthanA IzArA dvArA prazaMsIe, "khUba sAruM bolyo tuM..." evo bhAva kAyika ceSTAthI darzAvIe eTale e bane kAyaanumodana. (4) koIpaNa sAdhu-sAdhvI ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAnA doSo-bhUlone gAIe, badhAne kahIe e vacana-karaNa ! (5) guru pAse pelA sAdhunI badhI pola khullI pADI dejo. eTale ene paNa khabara paDe. gurune to A badhI khabara ja nathI..." Ama kahI bIjAne niMdA karavA uzkerIe.. parasamudAyanA ke svasamudAyanA sAdhu vagere pratyenA dveSa-IrSyAthI prerAIne emanI viruddhanI kharAbapatrikAo bahAra pADavA mATe koIne uzkerIe, emAM sAcA-khoTA AkSepo karAvaDAvIe... A badhuM ja vacana-karAvaNa ! (6) koIkanA virodhanI kharAba patrikAo vAMcIne ke koInI pAse koIkanA cikkAra doSo sAMbhaLIne e patrikAnI prazaMsA karIe, "zuM joradAra lakhyuM che. lakhanAro cAlAka che..." vagere bolIe, e niMdakanI paNa prazaMsA karIe e badhuM vacanaanumodana. (7) "eNe mArI khUba niMdA karI, mane kharAba cItaryo. have mane taka maLe eTalI vAra che, guru pAse ane bIjA badhA pAse paNa enI eke-eka bhUlone evI to khullI karIza ke ene paNa jIvavuM bhAre paDI jAya ... AvA vicAro e mana-karaNa. (8) mArA bhakto ghaNA che, ekAda pAse khAnagImAM pelA sAdhunI viruddhanI patrikA taiyAra karAvI dauM, ane ene ja kahyuM ke cAre bAju e patrikAono pracAra kare... AvA AvA vicAro e mana-karAvaNa ! (9) "pelo sAdhu pApa karatA pakaDAI gayo, enA bhakto ja enI sAme paDyA. enA ziSyoe ja enA pApo jAhera karI dIdhA. A khUba sAruM thayuM. ApaNe kazuM karavuM na paDyuM.. "guru Aje pelA sAdhu upara khUba gusse thayA, khAnagImAM mArI sAme paNa gurue enA taraphanI arUci pragaTa karI... cAlo, sAruM thayuM..." ------ ---- -- 104 -----------------

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tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM ** AvA AvA vicAro e mana-anumodana. (gha) sAIkala-lArI vageremAM sAmAna-upadhiH (1) sAdhu jAte potAnI upadhi sAIkala-lArI-vhIlacera vagere upara mUke, goThave, laTakAve...e kAyAkaraNa. (2) sAdhu jApamAM ke pratikramaNAdimAM hoya tyAre sAthenA mANasane badho sAmAna sAIkalAdimAM goThavI devAno AMkha-hAtha-capaTI dvArA IzAro kare e kAya-karAvaNa. (3) mANasa hoMziyAra hoya ane sAdhunA kahyA vinA paNa potAnI meLe ja badhuM barAbara goThave, vyavasthita samayasara bAMdhe. . .e badhuM joI smita dvArA ke hAthanA IzArA dvArA ema darzAvavuM ke "tuM khuba sAruM kAma kare che...' e kAya-anumodana ! (4) "cAlo, badhA jaldI taiyA2 thAo. tyAM sudhImAM huM badhI upadhi sAIkala/lArImAM caMDAvI dauM. mANasa to cA pIvA gayo che..." AvuM bolavuM e vacana-karaNa ! (5) "chagana! cala, jaldI kara. A badhI upadhi sAIkala para goThavI de..." ema mANasane A rIte upadhi goThavavAdino Adeza Apavo... e vacana-karAvaNa ! (6) "ApaNo chagana joradAra che. keTalo khaMtIlo che ! dhaDAdhaDa badhe pahoMcI vaLe che. ApaNe kazuM kahevuM ja na paDe. ATalI badhI upadhi paNa eka ja sAIkala upara ekadama vyavasthita goThavI de che..." A vacana-anumodana. (7) ATalI badhI upadhi uMcakIne vihAra karavo agharo paDe che. mArA bhaktosvajano ghaNA che. emane kahIne have huM eka sAIkalavALo rAkhI lauM, pachI emAM ja mArI upidhe mUkI daIza. eTale mastIthI vihAra thaI zake..." A manakaraNa. * '(8) "huM gurune kahI dauM ke mArAthI ATalI badhI upadhi uMcakAtI nathI. Apa mane sAIkalanI vyavasthA karAvI Apo. e mANasa ja badhI upadhi laI jAya... eTale mAre zAMti !' A mana-karAvaNa ! (9) "gurue bene badale traNa sAIkalavALA rAkhyA, e sAru karyuM. bemAM to pahoMcI vaLAtuM na hatuM. amuka upadhi mAre uMcakavI paDatI hatI. paNa have vAMdho nahi Ave." A mana-anumodana ! A cAra dRSTAMto ApyA. AvuM tamAme tamAma sAvaghayogomAM vicAravuM. vihAra TuMko thAya e mATe khetaromAMthI, kAcA rastethI vihAra...varasAdamAM, rasto bhIno hoya tyAre paNa gocarI - vihArAdi. upAzrayamAM lAITa-globa rAtre cAluM 105 *

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jalajala - jIjAja kara mahAvato ja ha - 99 - - - - - - - rakhAvavo... navA banatA upAzrayomAM dakSiNa-pazcimanA pavananI saMpUrNa anukULatA maLe e mATeno plAna batAvI - banAvI Apavo... nigodAdimAM cAlavuM. ghAsAdimAM Thalle - mAnuM paraThavavuM - phaLonA rasa vAparavA...upAzrayamAM kacarA-potAdi karAvavA, gADImAM mAla-sAmAnanI heraphera... guruthI chAnuM-chAnuM rAkhavuM, AlocanA na karavI, potAnA aparAdho-bhUlo guru pAse kabulavAne badale bIjA upara DhoLavA, svaprazaMsA-paraniMdA karavI, zAstrAbhyAsAdi vinA ja mana phAve ema prarUpaNA karavI, ThaThThA-mazkarI-hasAhasI, ekabIjA vacce verabhAva utpanna thAya e rIte baMnene judI judI vAto karavI.. koIkanA ziSyane ADu-avaLuM samajAvIne paDAvI levo, gurnAdine pUchyA vinA ja aneka prakAranI vastuo rAkhI levI, sahavartIonI rajA vinA emanA upakaraNAdi levA, zrIsaMghanI saMmati vinA ja navA navA anuSThAnonI jAherAta karavI - jAta jAtanA phaMDaphALA karavA... strIo ke sAdhvIjIo sAme jovuM, ekalA beno sAthe vAto karavI, divasa daramyAna paNa bhAIo vinA ke sUryAsta bAda bhAIo sAthe upAzrayamAM benone AvavA devA, ekalI strIone dharmopadeza Apavo, puSkaLa vigaIo, mAlamalIdAo khAvA... hAtha-paga vagere AkhA zarIranuM mAliza karAvavuM, viziSTa gItArthatA ane saMvignatA vinA AlocanAo vAMcavI, AkarSaka vastro paheravA, vAraMvAra kApa kADhavo... suMvALA ane pAtaLA vastro-Asano-kAmaLI vagere vAparavA... nAnI poTalI/poTalA/kabATo/phUleTonI mAlikI karavI, potAnI sattA cAle evuM TrasTa sthApavuM, zrAvakone uMdhu-catta bharamAvI bIjA sArA sAdhuo pAse paNa na javA devA, ziSyo, bhakto, bhojana, dhana vagerenA lobhathI zaheromAM ja rahevuM - gAmaDAomAM bilakula na javuM - sthiravAsa karI devo. vadhAre noTo, vadhAre bolapeno, vadhAre kAmaLIo, vadhAre saMthArAo, vadhAre davAo rAkhavI ane enA poTalAo saMgharI rAkhavA... keTaluM lakhavuM... 200 phUlaskepa kAgaLo paNa ghaTI jAya ane riphIlonI riphilo khalAsa thaI jAya, eTalA badhA sAvadyayogo che... e badhAyane navakoTithI tyAgavAnA che. kharekhara jo A bAbata zAMtacitte vicAravAmAM Ave, to ApaNane cokkasa lAge ke A sarvavirati kharekhara ati ati ati duSkara che. koNa jANe, roje roja A cAritrapariNAmane ApaNe keTalA badhA aticAro lagADatA hoIzuM...

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----------------- tivirda tiviSe mA vAyA ---------- koNa jANe, roje roja ATalA badhA ghA khAIne A cAritrapariNAma marI to nahi gayo hoya ne ?... * koNa jANe, A ApaNA ghora pramAdo-niSpharatAo-bedarakArIo-svacchaMdatAosukhazIlatAo-viSayalaMpaTatAo-ahaMkAracakacUratAo... ApaNane sAdhupaNuM lIdhA bAda paNa anaMtasaMsAramAM bhaTakAvaze to nahi ne ?.. koNa jANe A badhuM jANyA pachI paNa ApaNI AMkha ughaDaze kharI ? ApaNuM haiyuM pazcAttApathI raDaze kharuM? ApaNI UMgha harAma thaze kharI ? ApaNane gocarI vAparavAmAM ya trAsa thaze kharo ? ApaNuM hAsya sUkAI jaze kharuM? ghaNuM ghaNuM ghaNuM AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI jarura che, ApaNe badhAe ! vidvAno ema na mAne ke "ame sAcA sAdhu chIe...' tapasvIo ema na mAne ke "ame tarI gayA..." prabhAvako ema na mAne ke "ame to jinanA bAMdhazuM..." vaiyAvaccIo ema na mAne ke "ame to have alpasaMsArI..." kema ke A badhI mAnyatAo moTI bhramaNA sAbita thAya to navAI nahi. sAdhutva keTaluM badhuM durlabha ane duSkara che, e jANavuM hoya to vAMco uttarAdhyayana sUtranA e zabdo ! loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM duSkara A saMyama! meru parvatane trAjavAmAM tolavA jevuM duSkara A saMyama! seMkaDo chidrovALA kothaLAne vAyuthI bharI devA jevuM duSkara A saMyama! talavAranI dhAra upara cAlavA jevuM duSkara A saMyama! retInA koLIyAnI jema sAva svAda vinAnuM lAgatuM, eTale ja duSkara A saMyama! hA! ATaluM badhuM duSkara hovA chatAM paNa vairAgI mRgAputre keTalo badho suMdara javAba vALyo che ! e ApaNane badhAne asara karanAra che. phudanone niuivAnsa naOi vidya vi kuMvara je saMyamIne AlokanA koIpaNa padArthonI AzaMsA nathI, A lokanA sukho meLavavAnI ke AlokanA duHkhothI bhAgavAnI vRtti nathI, ene mATe A badhuM bilakula duSkara nathI. jene jIbhanI laMpaTatA hoya, enA sukho joItA hoya ene mATe AdhAkarmI vagereno tyAga duSkara ! paNa vairAgI ane zarIranI mamatA vinAnA eTale ja dIrghakALa gocarIcaryA karavA mATe tatpara evA sAdhune mATe kazuM ja duSkara nathI... ema dareka bAbatamAM vicArI levuM. pharI yAda rAkhavuM ke sAdhujIvananA AcAro to agharA che ja, paNa enA karatAM paNa & & & && & & 10) je ja ja ja - - -

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-------------------- mahAvrato -29--------------------- eka lAkha gaNuM agharuM sAdhujIvananuM pariNatisabhara jIvana che, e vAta ApaNe pahelA joI ja gayA chIe. prazna : tame sAvaghayogonI navakoTi darzAvo cho, paNa mane to ema lAge che ke emAMthI kAyAnI traNa koTi ane vacananI traNa koTi e kharekhara sAvadyayoga na gaNAya. enuM kAraNa e ke jo emAM mananA kharAba vicAro bhaLe to ja e sAvadya kahevAya, jo emAM mananA kharAba vicAro na bhaLe to e mAtra kAyikapApa, vAcikapApa zI rIte sAvadya kahevAya ? eTale pApa karavAno mAnasika vicAra pApa karAvavAno mAnasika vicAra pApa anumodavAno mAnasika vicAra A traNa ja sAvadya che. mAtra vAcika-kAyika vyApAro sAvadya kahevAtA ja nathI. mATe ja sAdhu kAraNasara doSita gocarI vApare, to mAtra kAyikavyApArathI ja sAvadya che. eTale ja kharekhara to ene koIpaNa sAvadya tarIke gaNatA nathI. | (e khyAla rAkhavo ke pahelA paNa eka prazna A thayelo ke "sAvadyayoga traNa prakArano ja mAnavo." ane ahIM paNa e ja prazna che. chatAM emAM bheda e che ke pUrve manathI anumodana, vacanathI karAvaNa ane kAyAthI karaNa... ema traNa sAvadya mAnavAnI vAta hatI. jyAre ahIM to manathI ja karaNa, karAvaNa ane anumodana mAnavAnI vAta che.) uttara : apekSAe tamArI vAta khoTI nathI. mana eTale ke rAga-dveSa je vacanamAM ane je kAyAmAM bhaLe te ja vacana-kAyA pAparUpa bane che. jemAM rAga-dveSa bhaLatA nathI, te vacana-kAyA pAparUpa na bane. Ama A rIte jo vicArIe to mAtra mananA traNa bhedo rUpa sAvadyono ja tyAga karavAno rahe. manayoga vinAnA vacanAdi yoga to sAvadya ja na banatA hovAthI enuM paccakakhANa karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa chatAM gaNadhara mahArAjAoe navakoTinA paccakhANa batAvelA ja che, e paNa nakkara satya che. teonA vacano kadI khoTA na hoya eTale ja emanA A vacano pAchaLanuM rahasya zodhavuM joIe. zA mATe emaNe navakoTinA paccakhANa batAvyA? e tapAsavuM joIe. e tapAsa nIce mujaba thaI zake. (ka) chaThThA saMghayaNavALo jIva game eTalA mAnasika vicAro kharAbamAM kharAba kare, to paNa e bIjI nAraka karatA nIce na ja jAya, evuM zA mATe ? ema e ja jIva game eTalA sArAmAM sArA vicAro kare to paNa e 3-4 devalokathI upara na ja jAya, ema zA mATe ? ka kakakakakakaka - 108 4949494949494949494949

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nIla----- ----- tivirda tiviSevi mAM vAyA vApavi -nIla---------- badhA jANe che ke "paheluM saMghayaNa hoya to ja manoyoga ati kharAba-ati sAro banI zake che, e vinA nahi." eTale ke kAyAmAM raheluM baLa e manoyogane tIvra-maMda banAvanAruM atyaMta agatyanuM tattva che. eTale ja manoyoganI mAphaka ja e kAyabaLanuM mahattva paNa ochuM to nathI ja. mATe ja e kAyA saMbaMdhI yogone paNa sAvadya tarIke gaNAvyA hoya. (kha) sAmAnyathI evo niyama che ke jIvanA vAcika-kAyika yogo enA manoyoganuM pratibiMba jhIlatA hoya che. arthAt jIvanA manoyogane ApaNe na jANI zakIe, na joI zakIe, paNa jIvanA vacanayogane ane kAyayogane to jANI zakIe, ane enA uparathI e paNa cokho khyAla Ave ke "Ano manoyoga kevo haze?" dA.ta.gALo bolanArAno ane lAphAo mAranArAno manoyoga krodhakaSAyathI grasta haze, svAdiSTa vastuo dAbIdAbIne khAnArA, vAraMvAra bezarama banIne mAMganArAno manoyoga AhArasaMjJAthI grasta haze, strIo sAthe khUba-khUba vAto karanArA ane ene ja vAraMvAra jonArAno manoyoga maithunasaMjJAthI grasta haze... vagere. eTale vacana-kAyAmAM manoyoganuM pratibiMba dekhAya che, e spaSTa che. eTale jo manoyoga sAvadya hoya, to enA pratibiMbavALA vacana-kAyayoga paNa sAvadya ja dekhAvAnA ne ? jo kapaDA lAla haze, to kapaDAnuM pratibiMba jhIlanArA darpaNamAM kapaDAno lAlaraMga dekhAvAno ja ne? eTale jema tyAre darpaNa lAla kahevAya, ema vacana-kAyayoga paNa jyAre azubhamanoyoganA pratibiMbavALA hoya tyAre e azubha tarIke kahI zakAya che. ' (ga) vacana-kAyayoga e manoyogane vadhAravAnuM kAma kare che. dA.ta. bhagavAnanI bhaktino bhAva jAgyo. e zubhamanoyoga che. have jo e pramANe stuti-stavano vagere na bolo, aSTaprakArI pUjA karavA mATe na jAo, to e manoyoga kuMThAI jAya. paNa jo stutistavanono Azaro levAmAM Ave, aSTaprakArI pUjAdi karavAmAM Ave to bhaktibhAva khUba khUba vadhI jAya. ema vikArabhAva rUpI azubha manoyoga utpanna thAya, te vakhate jo strIparicaya, malinacitra darzana, uttejaka gIto vagere vagereno Azraya levAmAM na Ave, to e azubhamanoyoga aTakI paDe. paNa jo strIparicaya, ekAMta vagere azubha kAyayogAdinuM sevana karI beso, to e azubha manoyoga bhaDake baLe. Ama bahulatAe evuM anubhavAya che ke ekalo manoyoga lagabhaga nabaLo paDI jAya, vacana-kAya yoga ene bhayaMkara baLa pUruM pADatA hoya che. to sAvadyane mahAmahAsAvadya banAvanAra vacana-kAyayoga zuM sAvadya na kahI zakAya ? jalada -4 -09 0 - 109 - - - - - - - - - - -

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ka jalaka kakaka kakakaka jalaka mahAvato keka - 99 - - - hatyArAone taiyAra karatI AtaMkavAdI saMsthA svayaM paNa hatyArI ja gaNAya ne? eTale ja kAyayogane ane vacanayogane paNa sAvadya mAnavA ja joIe. (gha) A badhA ja karatA sauthI vadhu mahattvano padArtha e ke mananA rAga-dveSa vinA paNa vacanayoga-kAyayoga sAvadya banI zake che, mATe ja ene sAvadya kahyo che. te A pramANe mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che ke rAyoriva zakitani[hanasthApi vAritrapratibanyatvIt jema rAga ane dveSa cAritranA pratibaMdhaka che ema zaktinigUhana paNa cAritrapratibaMdhaka che. rAga-dveSa e manoyoganI sAvaghatA ! zaktinigUhana e vacana-kAyayoganI sAvaghatA! zakti hovA chatAM ALasa, pramAda, upekSAnA lIdhe yogyavacano na bolavA, yogya pravRtti na karavI enuM nAma zaktinigUhana! - vihAramAM satata nIce joIne cAlavuM e zubha kAyayoga! paNa eTalI badhI ekAgratA keLavI na hovAthI pramAda-ALasane lIdhe sIdhu nIce joIne na cAle... e Aju bAju joto hoya, to paNa e vastuonA rAgathI daSTi pherave che evuM na paNa hoya.. re! kaze na jUe, game te vicAro kare paNa nIce joIne na cAle... A che rAga dveSanI preraNA vinA utpanna thayelo azubha kAyayoga! re! e sAdhu svAdhyAyanA vicAro karato hoya to to ene rAga-dveSa nathI. chatAM paNa nIce joIne na cAlavArUpa sAvadyayogane kAraNe cAritramAM aticAra lAge ja. > dUra gocarI jAya, to vadhu bhAvatI AITamo maLatI hoya chatAM mAtra ALasakaMTALAdine kAraNe rasoDAdinI game tevI gocarI paNa doSita laI le ane vAparI le... AmAM gocarI pratye rAgAdi nathI, paNa dUra gocarI javA rUpa zubhakAyayoga na sevIne najIkamAMthI ja doSita (bhale ne sAdI) levA rUpa azubha kAyayoga cAritrane malina kare che. paDilehaNanI badhI vidhi AvaDatI hoya, yogya samaye karavAnI anukULatA paNa hoya.. paNa roje roja aMdhArAmAM paDilehaNa karI levAnI paDI gayelI kuTeva, eTale ja joyA vinA dhaDAdhaDa paDilehaNa karavAnA kusaMskAra... A badhAnA kAraNe avidhipratilekhana nAmano azubhakAyayoga Acare AmAM kaMI jIvone mArI nAMkhavAno bhAva-dveSabhAva nathI. ke koI rAgabhAvathI paNa A pravRtti nathI. chatAM A azubha kAyayoga cAritrane aticAra lagADe. paropakAranI bhAvanAnA atirekathI prerAIne agItArtha sAdhu moTI moTI vAtonI dezanA ApavA lAge, emAM ghaNI viparIta prarUpaNA karI bese... ahIM bhakto bhegA karavAdi koI rAgabhAva nathI ke hAthe karIne lokone bharamAvavAdi rUpa koI dveSabhAva ka jalaka - 99 - - - - - 110 % - 9 - -

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*- tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAraNaM nathI, paNa anucitakALe dezanA zaru karavI ane viparIta prarUpaNA karavI e azubha vacanayoga to che ja. e cAritrane malina kare che. bahu bola bola karanAro sAdhu vagara rAgadveSe A atibhASitAnA kAraNe cAritrane malina kare. AvI to anekAneka bAbato che. Ama rAgadveSavALo manoyoga te sAvadya! zaktinigUhanavALo vacanayoga te sAvagha! zaktinigrahanavALo kAyayoga te sAvadya! Ama traNeya yogo svataMtrarIte paNa sAvadya bane ja che, eTale e traNeya prakAre karaNa-karAvaNa-anumodanano tyAga karavA rUpa navakoTi paccakkhANa ekadama yogya ja che. jo mAtra manoyoganA ja karaNAditrikanA paccakkhANa darzAvata ! to jIvo vacanayogakAyayoganA zakti-nivyUhanavALA DhagalAbaMdha doSo sevata, pariNAme cAritrapariNAma gumAvI besata, mATe navakoTi paccakkhANa niHzaMkapaNe svIkAravuM ja rahyuM. zaktinigrahanano artha pharI dhyAnamAM lo ke je kALe, je sthAne je zAstrAnusArI pravRtti AcaravAnI hoya, te pravRtti AcaravAnI zakti hovA chatAM mAtra pramAda-ALasa-kaMTALo-udvega vagerene lIdhe te pravRtti na AcaravI enuM nAma zaktinigrahana ! ane AvA niglRhanavALo vacanayoga/kAyayoga e sAvadya ! ziSyone guru pratye sadbhAva hoya, chatAM gurunA pratilekhana-kApAdi kAryomAM ALasa kare, emAM veTha utAre...A zaktinigRhana! abhyAsanI pracaMDa zakti, chatAM vadhu uMghyA karavuM, ruci na hovAnA kAraNe ADAavaLA vAMcana karavA,... A rIte svAdhyAya ocho karavo... A zaktinigUhana! vihAra karavAnI zakti hoya, koI muzkelI paDatI na hoya... chatAM mAtra ALasa, kaMTALAdine lIdhe eka ja sthAne vadhu rahI paDavuM... A zaktinigRhana! zarIra sAruM, vidhinuM jJAna kharuM, chatAMya beThA beThA pratikramaNa, game tevA khamAsamaNA... A zaktinigRhana! (alabatta A badhAmAMya sUkSma rIte khoja karo, to rAga-dveSa paNa che ja, chatAM pragaTa rUpe rAga-dveSa nahi, mAtra zaktinigRhana dekhA de che.) AthI ja je keTalAko evA abhimAnamAM hoya che ke "mane koI rAga-dveSa nathI. 9 111 ***** ****

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huM koIpaNa pratye aruci-asaddabhAva karato ja nathI. koIpaNa padArthanI mane Asakti nathI..." teoe paNa cetavA jevuM che. A rAgadveSa-abhAvano ahaMkAra zaktinigUhana nAmanA doSane jovA deto ja nathI. pariNAme jIvanamAM hajAro prakAranA nAnA-moTA zakti nigUhano ghUsI jaIne cAritrane khatama karI nAMkhe che. e na bhUlavuM ke pAkistAnI sainya bhale bhArata upara AkramaNa na kare, toya jo AtaMkavAdIo chUpI rIte bhAratamAM ghUsI Thera Thera AtaMka phelAve to pAkistAna sAthenA yuddha vinA ja bhArata trAsa-trAsa pAme. ema bhale rAgadveSa AtmAne vadhu satAvatA na hovAno AbhAsa thAya, to ya jo A ALasa-kaMTALo-sukhazIlatA-udvega vagere chUpI rIte jIvanamAM ghUsI jaze, to vagara rAgadveSe paNa cAritrapariNAmanA bhAMgIne bhukkA thaI jAya toya navAI nahi. mAtra mananI ja vAto karanArAone, mananA rAgadveSa ghaTADavAnI vAto karanArAone koNa samajAvaze ke "bhaIlA! tuM bhale mArI vAta na mAne, paNa gautamasvAmI vagere gaNadharamahArAjAonI vAtamAM to tane vizvAsa che ne? emaNe racelA, tamAma tIrthakaroe dIkSA samaye uccarelA karemi bhaMte sUtranI satyatA upara to tane vizvAsa che ne? to emAM mAtra mananA ja pApo tyAgavAnuM kahyuM che zuM? vacana ane kAyAnA pApo tyAgavAnuM kahyuM nathI zuM? to zA mATe khoTo artha pakaDIne hAthe karIne AtmAne unmArgagAmI banAve che ? bhaIlA! vacana-kAyAnA pApo tyAgavAnuM tAruM sAmarthya na hoya to e tAro doSa che. tuM eno ekarAra karI le ne ? paNa ene mATe jUTho pracAra to na kara. A to tuM pelA ziyALa jevuM kare che. ghaNA kudakA mAravA chatAM ziyALane lAgyuM ke drAkSanI luma mArA hAthamAM nahi Ave... tyAre "huM pahoMcI na zakayo" ema potAno doSa svIkAravAne badale "drAkSa khATI che" ema drAkSano doSa kADhe che. vAha bhAI vAha! mIThI drAkSane paNa tAro doSa DhAMkavA khATI kahevI... e kaI jAtano nyAya! AvI ja rIte tuM vacana-kAyAnA pApono tyAga karavA kudyo, paNa tArI kuda TUMkI paDI, tArA doSone kAraNe tuM e pApo tyAgI na zakyo, e pApo sevavA paravaza banyo, to e vakhate tuM to e pApane ja pApa kahevAnI nA pADavA mAMDyo ? "vacana-kAyAnA pApo e pApa ja na kahevAya' ema ghoSaNA karavA mAMDyo ? A to te mIThIdrAkSane khATI kIdhI ne? tAre to ema bolavuM joIe ke "vacana-kAyAnA pApo paNa pApa ja che, mAre e choDavA ja joIe. paNa mArI zakti ochI paDe che, mATe huM e pApone tyAgI zakato nathI." TUMkamAM drAkSa mIThI ja che. ema vacana-kAyAnA pApo paNa pApa ja che. * ja jAjA rA - 112 je je je jaje je ja

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& & &- tivihiM vividha mAM vAyA[ [vi k & * * drAkSa sudhI ziyALano kudako nathI pahoMcato tema vacana-kAyAnA pApo tyAgavA turInuM sAmarthya koIkanuM na pahoMce. "drAkSa khATI che." ema bolavuM e kapaTa che. tema "vacana-kAyAnA pApo pApa ja nathI." ema bolavuM e kapaTa che. ene badale drAkSa to mIThI ja che, paNa mAro kudako pahoMcato nathI." ema kahevuM e sajjanatA che. vacana-kAyAnA pApo pApa ja che, paNa e huM tyAgI zakato nathI" ema kahevuM e saMvignapANikatA che jinazAsanano rAga che, samyaktvanI nirmaLatA che. paNa kharekhara jo uMDANathI cakAsazuM to ApaNane lAgaze ke ApaNI jAta ziyALa jevuM kapaTa khelI rahI che, e sajjanatA batAvatI nathI. jarAka vicArIe ke garamAgarama dUdha vagerenI lAlasAthI navakArazI choDI zakAya ema na hoya, tyAre ApaNe ema bolazuM? ke "mArI ekAsaNu karavAnI zakti che, mAre e ja karavuM joIe. paNa A cA-dUdhanI AsaktinA pApe huM navakArazI vAparuM chuM. ke pachI ema bolazuM ke "mAre azakti che. amuka davAo levAnI che. cA-dUdha vAparyA vinA nahi cAle. mATe navakArazI karuM chuM." jo bIjI vAta bolIe to "navakArazI karavI pApa nathI" evuM ja ApaNe garbhita rIte sthApita karI rahyA nathI ? "huM je navakArazI karuM chuM. e to kAraNasara che, zAstramAnya che. ema ja sAbita karavAno prayatna che ne ? akALe gurnAdinI saharSa saMmati vinA ja vyAkhyAno karavAnI, pustakAdi chapAvavAnI, ziSyo karavAnI, alaga cAturmAsa karavAnI lAlasA pragaTI... to zuM ApaNe ema kahezuM ke "A rIte akALe, gurvAdinI AMtarika saMmati vinA A badhuM ja khoTuM che. chatAM meM game te karIne gurnAdinI saMmati lIdhI. kamane paNa emane hA paDAvI, emanAthI chAnu karyuM... e badhuM ja khoTuM che.... ke ApaNe ema kahezuM ? ke "A bhayaMkara kALamAM to jeTalAne bacAvI zakAya eTalAM bacAvavA. guru jUnavANI hoya to bhale rajA na Ape, paNa mAre game te rIte rajA laIne, kapaTa karIne paNa A kAryo karavA ja rahyA. A kAryo vinA paropakAra thaze zI rIte ?" sahavartIo pratye IrSyA hoya, emanA vikAsamAM aMdara bhAre baLApo thato hoya tyAre jema dUdhamAMthI porA kADhavAnA hoya" ema vAte vAte koIpaNa rIte emanA doSo kADhavA mana tatpara bane ane sAcA-khoTA, ochA-vattA e doSone cAre bAju gAI e pratispardhIne ------------------- 113 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato badanAma karavAnI pravRtti paNa thAya paNa e pachI paNa kyAreya ApaNe evuM bolazuM kharA? ke "e saMyamI to nirdoSa ja hato, re! kharekhara eno koI doSa hoya to paNa e ocho hato, alpa hato. huM je kaMI bolato, e badhuM mArI IrSyAnA pApathI prerAIne ja bolelo.' ke ema bolazuM ? ke "nA,nA. mane to koI IrSyA nathI. huM sAdhu chuM. mAre zuM kAma koInA vikAsamAM duHkhI thavuM ? paNa e mANasa ja evo vicitra che, ene jo badanAma na karavAmAM Ave, to e keTalAya bhoLIyAone bhoLavI jAya. huM to e bhoLIyAone bacAvavA mATe ja enA doSo boluM chuM. mane e vyakti pratye koI ja dveSa nathI." guru ke sahavartIo kyAreka ApaNane sakhata Thapako Ape, e vakhate khoTuM lAge... tyAMthI uThIne cAlyA jaIe, ke tyAM ja sAme javAbo ApIe... A rIte ahaMkAranI sAme hAra pAmIe, e pachI ApaNe ema bolazuM ? ke "koIe mAruM apamAna karyu, ane huM rIsAI gayo, e mAro ja ahaMkAra doSa che. e pUjjoe to mane sAcesAcI vAta karI dIdhelI. mAre ene pacAvavI ja joIe, paNa huM ene pacAvI na zakyo." ke pachI ema bolazuM ke "mane mAna-apamAnano koI savAla ja nathI. e badhAthI huM nirlepa chuM. paNa anyAya mArAthI sahana na thAya. anyAyano virodha to karavo ja paDe. ane gurvAdie mane je rIte utArI pADyo che, e cokhe cokkho anyAya ja che, eTale mAre eno virodha karavo paDyo. bAkI mAre vaLI mAna.zuM ane apamAna zuM ?" koIka mumukSune samajAvavAno ghaNo prayatna karyo. pachI lAgyuM. ke AmAM e mArA tarapha AkarSAyo nathI. mArAthI dUra ja bhAge che. ane bIjA pAse dIkSA leze. tyAre ema bolazuM ? ke "mAruM puNya-puruSArtha khAmIvALA che. mAre ene ziSya karavo hato. paNa huM niSphaLa gayo. mAruM saMyama viziSTa nathI ne ?" ke ema bolazuM ke "e mumukSu viziSTa pAtratAvALo nathI, ane huM jevA tevAne dIkSA na ApuM. meM ja ene nA pADI ke tuM mAro ziSya nahi banI zake... bIje dIkSA le, eTale e jato rahyo. TUMkamAM ApaNo doSa hovA chatAM eno svIkAra na karavo. ane ApaNI bhUla chAvaravA mATe sAmenA mANasa ke sAmenI vastuno doSa kADhavo... enuM nAma "drAkSa khATI che." eTale saMyamIe mAtra mAnasika doSonI, rAga-dveSanI virati pAmIne saMtoSa na pAmavo, paraMtu potAnI tamAma zakti phoravIne vAcikadoSono ane kAyikadoSono paNa tyAga karavo ja, to ja sAdhutA akhaMDita rahe. * 114 * * XXX

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C. tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi bhaviSyakALamAM have AkhI jIMdagI sudhI koI paNa sAvaghayoganuM sevana nahi karavAnI pratijJA to laI lIdhI. paNa e pALavI agharI che. kema ke A badhA pApo bhUtakALamAM anaMtIvAra sevelA che. A bhavamAM paNa ghaNA badhA pApo sevelA che. ane e tIvratA sAthe, masta banIne sevelA che. eTale enA gADha saMskAro jIvamAM paDI cUkelA che. eTale bhale e pApo na karavAnI pratijJA hoMze hoMze lIdhI, paNa jyAM sudhI jUnA saMskArone ghasI ghasIne khalAsa karavAmAM nahi Ave, tyAM sudhI tamAme tamAma pApone mana-vacana-kAyAthI nahi karavAnI pratijJAnuM saMpUrNa pAlana bhAre paDI javAnuM. pelA sigareTa-bIDI-tamAku-dAru-DragsanA vyasanIo joyA che ne ? e paNa kyAreka ullAsamAM AvIne pratijJA to laI le che ke "basa, A paLathI AkhI jIMdagI mATe badhA ja vyasanono saMpUrNa tyAga!'' paNa e kaMI saheluM che ? thoDIvAra thAya ane varSothI aMda2 ghUsI gayelA vyasano ene talapa UbhI kare. pharI vyasana karavA mana talapApaDa bane... ane badhI pratijJA bhUlI jaIne talapane vaza thaIne vyasano sevI ja bese. AvI ja hAlata A jIvanI che. pApo kharekhara choDavA jevA lAgyA ane mahAbhISma pratijJA lIdhI. paNa anAdikALathI e doSonuM sevana karavAnuM je vyasana paDI gayuM che, enuM zuM ? e to A jIvaDAne pharI pharIne doSonuM sevana karavA preraze ja. ane jIva paravaza banIne, pratijJA bhUlI jaIne, bhAMgI nAMkhIne pharI doSo sevaze ja. have jo AvuM ja cAlavAnuM hoya to jema pelo vyasanI hajAra vAra pratijJA le, toya badhuM patthara para pANI! ema A saMyamI hajAra vAra karemi bhaMte...nI pratijJA le, to paNa badhuM patthara para pANI! phAyado kaMI nahi, ulTuM pratijJAbhaMganA gho2 pA5 lamaNe jhIMkAya e naphAmAM! ane A anubhavasiddha vastu che. 'have vikA2nA-vAsanAnA jaMgalamAM aTavAvuM nathI ja' evI uccatama bhAvanA dIkSA vakhate badhAnI hatI ja ne ? chatAM e pachI nAnA-moTA vikArono - vAsanAono bhoga banyA ja ne ? jANI joIne banyA ne ? 'have AMbilo karIne, tapasvI banIne aNAhArI ja banavuM che. A badhI bhojanajaMjALamAM phasAvuM nathI ja' evI suMdaratama bhAvanA badhAnI hatI ja ne ? chatAM e 115

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mahAvrato pachI AhA2saMjJAno ane ene kAraNe phUDa-kapaTono, Avezano, niSThuratAdino bhoga banyA ne ? bhAvatA-aNabhAvatAnA bheda paDyAne ? 'have to A zarIrane kaTTara zatru mAnIne enI sAthe laDIza' evI uchaLatI bhAvanA badhAnI hatI ne ? chatAM e pachI taDakAthI bacavA aMdhArAnA vihAra, upadhinA bhArathI bacavA sAIkalAdi, ThaMDIthI bacavA dhAbaDAdi, garamIthI bacavA mATInA ThaMDA ghaDA, kAMkarIothI bacavA solavALA joDA vagere vagere vAparIne zarIra sAthe maitrIsaMbaMdho bAMdhyA ne ? 'have mArA mATe uMgha harAma che. pAMca-cha kalAka uMgha laIza, basa,e sivAya rAtre ane divase saMyama-svAdhyAyamAM lIna banI jaIza' AvI udAtta kAmanA badhAne hatI ne ? chatAM pachI rAtre 7-8 kalAkanI uMgha, divase aDadho kalAka ArAma, koI uMghamAM jANeajANe khalela pahoMcADe to enA pratye gusso, uMgha ghaNI sArI Ave to AnaMda, uMgha na Ave to duHkha... AvI AvI viTaMbaNAono bhoga banyA ne ? 'A sAdhu-sAdhvIo to paramapUjanIya che. emanI apUrva sevA karIza. emanI sAme kadI nahi boluM. emanA guNo ja gAIza. emane mArA upakArI ja mAnIza.' evI vaMdanIya bhAvanA dIkSA vakhate badhAnI hatI ja ne ? dIkSA bAda e saMyamIo pratye tiraskAra, emanI niMdA, emanI sevAdimAM upekSA, emanI mAMdagI vakhate paNa sevA na ka2vA mATe ADA-avaLA thaI javAnA prayatno, saMyamIothI alaga thaI svataMtra rIte vicaravAnA manoratho paNa thayA ja ne ? AvuM kema banyuM ? eno uttara A che ke ApaNI e manohara bhAvanAo khoTI na hatI, korI na hatI... paNa ApaNAmAM e badhA karatAM taddana viparIta saMskAro cakkAjAma hatA ane che. eNe ApaNI badhI bhAvanAone dhULamAM meLavI dIdhI. sajjana banavA IcchatA ApaNane durjana banAvI dIdhA, saMta banavA jhaMkhatA ApaNane kaMta (saMsArI gRhastha) banAvI dIdhA... jyAM sudhI A kusaMskAro ghasAI ghasAIne nabaLA na paDe, tyAM sudhI A lIdhelI pratijJAo saphaLa na bane... e mATe ja kusaMskArone ghasAro pahoMcADavo, emane khatama karavA e khUba jarurI che. e mATe jarurI che e bhUtakAlIna anaMtAnaMta pApono ghora pazcAttApa! e pazcAttApa sAthe e tamAma pAponI mAphI mAMgavI! AnuM nAma ja pratikramaNa ! "meM bhUtakALamAM je je pApo karelA che, e badhA kharekhara na karavA jevA ja hatA. 41160**** *

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* tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi e pApono paDachAyo paNa mAre levAno na hato. paNa huM rasto bhUlyo,. khera! Aje A tamAme tamAma pApone yAda karI karIne huM mAphI mAMguM chuM. mAre eno koI ja bacAva nathI karavo, mAre to koIpaNa bhoge e pApomAMthI, enA jAlIma saMskAronA sakaMjAmAMthI chUTakAro meLavavo che." Anu nAma pratikramaNa ! A pratikramaNa ja, micchA mi dukkaDaM ja kusaMskArone nabaLA pADI de che, jo kusaMskAro nabaLA paDI jAya, to pachI pApone utpanna karanAra koI na rahe, to ja ApaNI sAvadyayogatyAganI pratijJA nirvighne pALI zakAya. eTale ja A AkhI pratijJA darzAvyA bAda prastuta sUtramAM e pratijJAnI saphaLatA mATe 'tasse maMte ! pahimAm' zabda mUkavAmAM Avyo che. eno artha e che ke "meM bhaviSyamAM koIpaNa prakAranA pApo na karavAnI pratijJA laI lIdhI che. paNa mArA jIvanamAM bhUtakALamAM je pApo thaI cUkyA che. e bhUtakAlIna pAponI huM kSamA mAMguM chuM." A atyaMta mahattvanuM che. jeo navI pratijJAo levAmAM ullAsa dharAve, paNa bhUtakALamAM enA saMbaMdhI je garabaDo karI hoya eno hisAba cUkate na kare, enI navI pratijJAo TakavI lagabhaga azakya banI rahe che. A ja mATe dareke dareka mumukSue dIkSA letA pUrve sadguru pAse bhavAlocanA laI levI joIe. sadguru pAse raDatA haiye potAnA saghaLA pAponuM varNana kare, eTale ApoApa ja e vakhate enA ghaNA kusaMskAro nabaLA paDavA lAge, pachI to guru paNa ene mArgadarzana Ape ane e rIte dIkSA letA pUrve A saMskAranAzanI mahattvanI prakriyA thaI jAya ane pachI dIkSA thAya to dIkSAjIvanamAM jUnA doSo pharI na pragaTe, ane jIvana nirmaLa banI rahe. pratyeka mumukSue e nirNaya karavo ke "huM dIkSA pUrve mArA AkhA ya bhavanA nAnAmoTA saghaLA pApone yAda karI karIne, vistArathI lakhIza. kazuM nahi chupAvuM. e pachI bIjA cha mahine bIjI vAra AlocanA laIza. e pachI vaLI cha mahine trIjIvAra AlocanA laIza. emAM mArA sadgurunA mArgadarzana pramANe karato rahIza. A rIte traNavAra AlocanA karIza eTale mane ane mArA gurune paNa khyAla Avaze ke mArA kusaMskAromAM ghaTADo keTalo thayo ? e pachI e mArI pAtratAno nirNaya karI dIkSAnI rajA Apaze, pachI huM dIkSA laIza." gurue paNa dIkSA mATenI utAvaLa karyA vinA ja A rIte bhavAlocanA karAvavA XX

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mahAvrato mATe prayatnazIla banavuM joIe. ekavAra, bevAra, traNavAra AlocanA thAya... enA doSo ghaTatA ghaTatA dekhAya, e rIte doSo kAbumAM AvI jAya... pachI dIkSA ApavI. (alabatta zAstramAM kaMI A rIte traNa bhavAlocanA vagere vAta nathI. paNa ekAdavAra to samagra pAponI AlocanA karavAnI hoya ja che. u52 je traNa vAra AlocanA karavAnuM kahyuM che, te vartamAnakALanI vicitratAone kA2Ne vadhu parIkSA karavA mATe jaNAveluM che. bAkI to supAtra jIvane tarata paNa dIkSA apAya. paNa supAtratAnuM gaNita ghaNuM ja cokhkhu karavuM joIe. jo bhavAlocanAdi prakriyA vinA ja dIkSA thaI, to e dIkSAo pAchaLathI niSphaLa javAnI zakyatAo A kALamAM ghaNI dekhAya che...) A badhI samaja na hovAnA kAraNe bhavAlocanA karyA vinA dIkSA laI lIdhI hoya, to paNa vAMdho nahi. dIkSA bAda paNa potAnA AkhAya jIvananA badhA ja pAponI AlocanA thaI ja zake che. dIkSA thaI gaI hovAthI e badhI AlocanAnA prAyazcitta ApavA ke nahi e bhale gItArtho nakkI kare, paNa AlocanA karavI to Avazyaka ja che. apavAda mArge yatanApUrvaka je doSo sevAyA hoya tenuM prAyazcitta na AvatuM hovA chatAM paNa enI paNa AlocanA to guru pAse karavAnI hoya ja che, to A to AkhI jIMdagInA, malinabhAvo sAthenA pApo che... emanI AlocanA karyA vinA cAle ja kema ? eTale dIkSA bAda paNa pratyeka saMyamIe sadguru pAse AkhI jIMdagInA saghaLA pAponI AlocanA levI ja rahI. Ama thaze to saMyamajIvanamAM atyAre je doSo sevAtA haze,- te badhA dhIme dhIme nabaLA paDatA, ghaTatA jatA anubhavAze. Atmikazuddhi vadhatI anubhavAze. eka prakArano 'hAzakAro' jIvane TADhaka pahoMcADaze... Ama takSNa maMte! pavimAmi zabdo kusaMskAranAza mATe bhUtakAlIna saghaLA pApono pazcAttApa, AlocanA, micchA mi dukkaDaM karavAnuM mArgadarzana Ape che. prazna : A badhI vAta to barAbara, paNa aMte zabda pharI bolavAnI zI jarura ? sUtranA prAraMbhamAM ja bhaMte zabda AvI cUkelo ja che. uttara : sAmAyika pratijJAnI je kriyA karI, e kriyAnuM pratyarpaNa karavA mATe punaH aMte zabdano uccAra karavAmAM Avyo che. Azaya e che ke ziSye koIpaNa kArya zaru karatA pUrve gurune pUchIne, gurune jaNAvIne premathI rajA maLyA bAda ja kAma karavuM joIe. ane kArya pUrNa thAya, tyAre paNa guru pAse AvIne jaNAvavuM joIe ke "A rIte peluM kArya pUrNa thayuM che." vRttikA2zrIe bhASyanI sAkSIne laIne A ja vAta karI che ke "sarvayiAvasAne guro: pratyarpaNaM kAryam" 42 118****

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* tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi jyAre sAmAyika levAnI kriyA zaru karI, tyAre bhaMte... zabda ane have jyAre sAmAyika levAnI kriyA pUrNa thAya che, tyAre paNa bhaMte zabda dvArA gurune enuM pratyarpaNa karavAmAM Ave che. *** bhUtakALanA pAponuM pratikramaNa be rIte thAya. dravyathI ane bhAvathI. emAM mAtra zabdo ja bolavAnA hoya, aMda2 pratikramaNano bhAva na hoya to e dravyapratikramaNa che. paNa aMda2 pratikramaNano bhAva paDelo hoya to e bhAva pratikramaNa! prazna : pratiRmAmi-paDimAmi e zabdano artha zuM ? uttara : tamane kIdhuM ne ke bhUtAt sAvadyayoAt nivarteduM eTale ke bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA sAvadyayogothI huM aTakuM chuM, pAcho pharuM chuM. prazna : vAha! bhUtakALamAM e pApa jo thaI ja gayuM che. to enAthI aTakavAnuM rahyuM ja kyAM ? rAtre khAI lIdhA bAda "huM rAtre khAvAnA pApathI aTakuM chuM." ema koI bole to kevuM kahevAya ? uttara H bhale pApa thaI gayuM, paNa bhaviSyamAM pharI e pApa nahi karavAnuM. e rIte enAthI aTakavAnuM.. prazna : e to paccakkhANa kahevAya, pratikramaNa nahi, paccakakhANa to pUrve karI ja lIdhuM che. vaLI pratikramaNa bhUtakAlIna pAponuM ja hoya, tame to bhaviSyanA pAponuM pratikramaNa batAvo cho. e khoTuM che. samAdhAna : tasmAttva nivRttiyaMttavanumateviramamiti bhUtakAlIna pApothI nivRtti = bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA koIpaNa prakAre na karavI te. 'bhUtakAlIna pAponuM pratikramaNa = bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA koIpaNa prakAre na karavI te. A vAta jarAka vistArathI samajIe. koI joradAra krikeTa 2manArA mumukSue dIkSA lIdhI hoya, have dIkSA bAda potAnA mitro pAse ke sahavartIo pAse krikeTanI vAta nIkaLe e vakhate bole ke "huM to khUba zokhIna hato. roja cAra-pAMca kalAka ramavA joIe ja. mArI bolIMgathI badhA dhrUje.. meM mArI TImane aneka meco jItADI ApI hatI....' krikeTa e pApa che. sAvadya che... ane jo A sAdhunA zabdomAM pazcAttApane badale AnaMda anubhavAto hoya to bhUtakALanA pAponI te anumodanA karI rahyo che... ema nakkI thAya. 119

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* mahAvrato dhAro ke pote A badhu na bole, paNa mitro vagere bole ke "A mahArAja sAheba to joradAra krikeTara hatA..." e vakhate sAdhu malakAya, AnaMda pAme. ene trAsa na thAya... to e bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA ja che. sAdhunA zabdo to kevA hoya. "arere! meM krikeTa ramavAmAM ghora hiMsA karI. ghAsanA jIvonI virAdhanA karI, keTalAya trasajIvone mArI nAMkhyA... hAya !" ** jema katalakhAnAnI krUratAnuM varNana sAMbhaLatI vakhate moDhA para malakATa AvI na zake, ema krikeTanI mastInA varNana vakhate paNa karuNAsaMpanna sAdhunA moDhA para malakATa kema AvI zake ? A bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA paNa aneka rIte thAya. * 'Aje mArA mitrone / sahavartione mArI krikeTanI herata bharI vAto karIza.' A manathI anumodanA karI. 'huM boluM e sAruM nahi. mArA mitra pAse e vAto bolAvaDAvIza' A manathI anumodanA karI.' * 'pelA mitre mArI krikeTanI vAto joradAra rIte batAvI, badhA stabdha thaI gayA' A manathI anumodanA karI. 'huM joradAra krikeTa 2mato...' A vacanathI anumodanA. tu "eya ! A badhuM tu bola. mAre na bolAya... A vacanathI anumodanA. "alA, teM to mArI krikeTanI vAto joradAra karI. tuM bolavAmAM hoMziyAra che.' A vacanathI anumodanA ! pote kevI rIte ramato hato, e ekTIMgapUrvaka hoMze hoMze batAvavuM e kAyAthI anumodanA. IzArA dvArA, hAtha halAvavA dvArA bIjAne potAnI krikeTa ramavAnI paddhati badhAne darzAvavA preravo e kAyAthI anumodanA. * koIka potAnA krikeTanI prazaMsAdi kare, tyAre AMkhanA IzArAthI ke hAtha dvArA AnaMda pradarzita karavo... A badhuM paNa kAyAthI anumodana che. bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA pAponuM A rIte manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI karaNa-karAvaNaanumodana rUpa anumodana saMbhavI zake che. A badhAthI sAdhue aTakavAnuM che. sAdhujIvanamAM bhUtakAlIna pAponI judI judI rIte je anumodanAo saMbhave che, e ApaNe keTalAka daSTAMto dvArA vicArIe. 120

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tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi (ka) bhUtakALamAM koIka prasaMge kapaTa karIne, jUThuM bolIne mAtA-pitA, mitro vagerene ThagyA hoya, badhAne ulluM banAvyA hoya, emAM joradAra caturAI vAparI hoya. A badhu atyAreM yAda Ave ane potAnI e caturAI badala uMDe-uMDe AnaMda thAya paNa "hAya ! mAro AtmA kevo kapaTI lucco hato." ema pazcAttApa na thAya. (kha) koI strI sAthe paricaya thayo hoya. ghaNI ghaNI vAto karI hoya, majAkamastIo karI hoya... A badhuM yAda karavAmAM rasa paDe, majA Ave, manane sukha lAge... paNa evo vicAra na Ave ke "huM kevA vikRta AnaMdano bhoga banelo. dhikkAra ho mArI jAtane!' (ga) svajano sAthe ke mitro sAthe pharavA gayo hoya, tyAM khAvA-pIvAnA jalasA karyA hoya. hIlasTezanonI majA mANI hoya... e badhuM hoMze hoMze yAda karavAmAM Ave. paNa e dareka smaraNa vakhate kyAMya AMkhanA khUNe AMsunuM eka TIMpu paNa na bAjhe ke "hAya! meM jIMdagInA amUlya divaso A haravA-pharavA-khAvA-pIvAnA dhatIMgomAM veDaphI nAMkhyA...' (gha) "mArI bA mane keTalo cAhatI hatI. mArI bena paNa mArA mATe keTaluM badhuM raDelI! mAro bhAI to mane dIkSA ApavA taiyAra na hato. keTalo badho gADha anurAga!...." A rItanA vicAro, emAM svajanono potAnA pratyeno sneha, potAnuM A saubhAgya... A badhu ja game. paNa evo vicAra na Ave ke "che ne, A saMsAranI viTaMbaNAo ! bicArA jIvo sneharAgamAM aTavAI jaIne amUlo mAnavabhava gumAvI de che. koNa bacAvaze A bA-bhAI-bahenane A sneharAganA phaMdamAMthI ?" (ca) sAdhvIjIne vicAra Ave ke "rasoI banAvavAmAM to mArI kuneha kAbiledAda hatI. gharavALA badhA AMgaLA cATatA thaI jatA. roja navI navI vastu banAvatI. badhAne khuza karI detI." ema potAnI rasoI banAvavAnI AvaDatane yAda karI karIne manamAM harakhAya, paNa ema na vicAre ke "hAya! mAtra svajanone khuza karavA meM chakAyano kaccaraghANa kADhI nAMkhyo. keTalA zAka samAryA, keTalA pANInA jIvone bALI nAMkhyA, keTalI agnio peTAvI, keTalI IyaLo,kIDIo mArA dvArA maraNazaraNa banI. roja roja kAcA mIThAne rasoImAM motanA darzana karAvyA. meM rAkSasInuM kAma karyuM." 66 (cha) sAdhvIjIne vicAra Ave ke " huM ghara kevuM sApha rAkhatI. roja be TAIma kacarApotA...khUNe-khAMcare paNa kacaro na rahevA dauM. huM na karuM to nokarANI pAse paNa barAbara kAma karAvatI. paNa mArI cokasAI, sAja-sajAvaTa, gharano adbhuta zaNagAra.... je Ave badhA daMga thaI jatA... evA evA vicArothI mana praphullita thAya. paNa evo vicAra na Ave ke "ghara eTale jaDa! jANe ke maDadu ! maDadAno kaMI zaNagAra karavAno XX *******

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- eka eka - ja - - - - - mahAvrato 90 99090 1992 - 29 29 hoto haze? paNa mAro pudgalarAga mAjhA mUkI gayo. ane e jaDane svaccha rAkhavAnI palojaNamAM divaso-mahinAo-varSo bagADyA. AtmAnI cokhkhAI karavAno amUlya avasara gumAvyo... AvA to keTalA prasaMgo varNavavA ? jemAM rAga-dveSa bhaLyA, jemAM parkAyanI hiMsA bhaLI... e badhuM sAvadya! re! saMsArIpaNAmAM to jinapUjAdi dhArmika anuSThAna vinAnI paLepaLa sAvadya ! tyAM niravadya hatuM ja zuM? eTale ja saMsAranI koIpaNa vastuno vicAra,smaraNa jo manane game, manamAM uDe uDe paNa khuzI janmAve, e vicAro karavA mATe mana talapApaDa bane... to mAnI levuM ke A bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA cAlu ja che ane AvI dazomAM cAritrapariNAma malina thAya ja, kadAca maraNa paNa pAme. saMsArIjIvanamAM je kaMI dharmAnuSThAno karyA, e bAju para rAkho. e sivAyanA AkhAya saMsArIjIvanane, enI pratyeka paLane, e paLanI pratyeka pravRttine bilakula anumodavI nathI. hAthe karIne enuM smaraNa e paNa apekSAe enI anumodanA ja che. prasaMgopAta smaraNa thaI jAya to ya eno leza paNa AnaMda nahi ja..

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410. N Ama to DimAnanA arthamAM ghaNI jagyAe ninvAmi no artha paNa varNavAI gayo che. chatAM ahIM spaSTatA karI laIe ke bhUtakALanA pAponI anumodanA na karavI e pratikramaNa che. bhUtakALamAM pApo karI beselA AtmAne, e pApone dhikkAravA, tiraskAravA e 10. nindAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi niMdA che. e pAponuM ane pApiSTha AtmAnuM guru AgaLa varNana karavuM e gaha che. niMdA AtmasAkSikI che. garha gurusAkSikI che. ATalo e be vacce bheda che. appAAM zabda be jagyAe joDavAno che. appALa nindvAmi... sAvaghayogavALA AtmAne AtmasAkSIe niMdu chuM. appAAM rihAmi... sAvadhayogavALA AtmAne gurusAkSIe niMdu chuM. have pratikramaNa - niMdA ane gaha A traNa padArtha aMge kaMIka vicArIe. jIvane je vastu upAdeya lAge, enI e anumodanA-prazaMsA kare. jIvane je vastu upAdeya ke heya na lAge, enI e anumodanA paNa na kare ke niMdA paNa na kare. mithyAtvI jIvo bicArA bhUtakALamAM pote karelA pApone upAdeya mAne che, karavA jevA mAne che,... have e pApo to heya che... chatAM e jIvo ene upAdeya mAnIne enI anumodanA kare che... e bhayaMkara bhUla che. paNa keTalAka jIvo evA che ke mithyAtva maMda paDavA vagere kAraNosara e potAnA pApone upAdeya (=karavA jevA) mAnatA nathI, ane eTale ja enI anumodanAdi paNa karatA nathI. A vAta sArI che. paNa muzkelI e che ke e pApo emane kharAba, dhikkAravA jevA, bhayaMkara nukasAnakArI paNa lAgatA nathI. emane e pApa pApa lAge che, to paNa sAmAnya rIte ja lAge che. eTale ja enI joradAra niMdA paNa karatA nathI. A bhUmikA barAbara nathI. heyane - pApone heya mAnavA. e uttama kakSA che. 1234

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------------------- mahAvrato ke ---------- heyane - pApone heya na mAnavA, upAdeya paNa na mAnavA e madhyama kakSA che. heyane - pApone upAdeya mAnavA e nimnakakSA che, nukasAnakArI kakSA che. pAponI anumodanA na karavI e rUpI pratikramaNa hoya, paNa pApone dhikkAravA, tiraskAravA e rUpI niMdA na hoya... to pAponA saMskAra tuTavA agharA che. pelA apurnabaMdhakanI vyAkhyAmAM lakhyuM che ne ? ke "e saMsArane bahu na mAne eTale ke saMsArano atirAga ene na hoya paNa eno artha e ja ke "ene saMsAra pratye alparAga che, dveSa-dhikkAra nathI." AvI apurnabaMdhaka jevI dazA sAdhunI na hoya. ene to saMsAra pratye, pApo pratye bhAro bhAra tiraskAra hoya. eTale ja e bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanA baMdha karIne ja saMtoSa na mAne, paNa e sAdhu tenI niMdA karyA sivAya rahI ja na zake. eNe bhUtakALanA pApo badala AMsu sAravA na paDe, paNa prasaMgavazAta jyAre paNa e pApo yAda AvI jAya, tyAre enA haiyAmAM pazcAttApanA bhAvo pragaTI ja jAya, AMkhamAM azrubiMduo bAjhI jAya, vANImAM bhInAza bhaLI jAya... eka virATa nadInI eka bAju bhayaMkara jaMgala ane bIjI bAju manohara nagara ! jaMgalamAM sApa, cittA, vAgha, ajagara vagere jaMgalI prANIo ! nagaramAM sAtamALanA prAsAdo, bagIcAo ! jaMgalamAM rahenArA bhIlo sAva jaMgalI ane nagaramAM rahenArA mANaso samaju, vivekI, guNasaMpanna ! jaMgalamAMthI nagaramAM AvavA mATe nadI upara baMdhAyelo eka pula! je jaMgalI bhIlo A pula upara AgaLa vadhe, teo nagaramAM pahoMcIne nagaravAsIo jevA ja zANI-samaju bane. A nAnakaDuM rUpaka adhyAtmakSetramAM paNa samajavuM. gADha mithyAtva e jaMgala! samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritrAdi guNo e nagara! jaMgalamAMthI nagaramAM AvavA mATeno pula eTale maMdamithyAtva! apurnabaMdhakatA! jaMgalamAM rahelA gADha mithyAtvIo to bhAre kharAba! teo potAnA pApo yAda karI karIne malakAya. nagaramAM rahelA samyagdaSTi vagere jIvo to ghaNA sArA! teo potAnA pApo upara bhArobhAra pazcAttApa kare. jeo pula upara rahelA che, teo jaMgala choDI cUkyA hovAthI sArA, paNa hajI nagaramAM pahoMcyA na hovAthI ghaNA sArA nahi. teo potAnA pAponI anumodanA na kare to ya te pApono ghora pazcAttApa paNa emanA svabhAvamAM na hoya. - sAdhu A pula upara nathI, paNa nagarano rahevAsI sAro nAgarika che. eTale ja - 9999999999 124 jakAla - - - - - - - - -

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naka ja lakajhaka ja ja-jarbha niAma radyAmi maMA vosirAmi jaja jaja enI pAse pratikramaNa (- bhUtakAlIna pAponI anumodanAno abhAva) hoya ane bhUtakAlIna pAponI ghora niMdA paNa hoya. pratikramaNa hoya to navA karmono baMdha aTake, saMvara thAya. niMdA hoya to jUnA karmono kSaya thAya, nirjarA thAya. mukhyatve anubaMdha tUTe. mokSa mAtra saMvarathI nathI maLato, emAM nirjarA paNa joIe ja che. A vAta zAstrakAra bhagavaMto sArI rIte samaje che. mATe ja teo mAtra pratikramaNanI vAta karIne aTakyA nathI. sAthe sAthe niMdAnI paNa vAta bhArapUrvaka kare che. niMdAnI tAkAta aparaMpAra che, kSapaka zreNI maMDAvI devAnuM kAma A niMdA kare che. zrI mahAnizIthasUtramAM lakheluM che ke potAnA bhUtakAlIna pApo badala ghora pazcAttApa karanArA anaMtAnaMta AtmAo kSapakazreNI para caDIne sakala karmano kSaya karIne mokSa pAmyA che. prazna : jo niMdAthI ja kArya patI jatuM hoya, to gurune e badhA pApo kahevA rUpI gahanI zI jarura? uttara : potAnA pApono ghora pazcAttApa hoya, arthAt AtmaniMdA AtmasAta thaI hoya to paNa gurune e badhA ja pApo kahevA rUpI gaI avazya karavI, kema ke... (ka) potAnA pApo nirlajja banIne gurune kahevA mATe puSkaLa mAnasikabaLanI jarura paDe. arthAt vIryAntarAyano puSkaLa kSaya thAya tyAre ja A gaha zakya bane. (kha) niMdA sAcI to ja kahevAya, jo gaha karavAnI saMpUrNa taiyArI hoya. eka bAju potAnA pApo para ghora pazcAttApa hovAnI vAta ane bIjI bAju gurune e pApo kahevAmAM saMkoca. e be vastune meLa ja nathI. eTale je ema kahe ke "huM mArA pApo gurune na kahI zakuM..." tene e pApono sAco pazcAttApa ja nathI, ema mAnavuM paDe : ' peTamAM duHkhAvo, mAthAno duHkhAvo jayAre mAjhA mUke, tyAre rogI bUmo pADe, DokTara pAse sAmethI doDe ane potAnA roganuM raDatA raDatA varNana kare. paNa je rogI potAno roga DokTarane kahevAnI nA pADe, chupAvavAno prayatna kare... e paramArthanI roganAzane Icchato ja nathI, ema mAnavuM paDe. - ema doSo sevI cUkelo jIva jo gurune e doSo kahevAnI taiyArI na rAkhe, e doSo chupAvavAno prayatna kare, to paramArthathI e doSanAzane Icchato ja nathI, ema mAnavuM paDe. niMdA sAcI che, enuM beromITara A ja ke te gaha kare che, karavA taiyAra che. jeo vagara gahae mokSe gayA che, teo paNa gaha karavA mATe saMpUrNapaNe taiyAra hatA, mATe ja mokSe gayA che. gaI karavAnI taiyArI paNa jenI na hoya teo trikALamAM mokSa pAmyA nathI. jajaja dadadana12 5 jaja ja che

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ja 29-jA mahAvato A ja rIte (ga) gaha kare, to guru ene doSothI bacavA mATenuM mArgadarzana ApI zake, to ja jIva doSothI bacI zake. bAkI jema rogI potAnI meLe ja game te davAo kare to rogane khatama karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM roga khatama na thAya ane kadAca vadhI paNa jAya. ema jIva jo mAtra svaniMdA kare, paNa gaha na kare, to doSano nAza karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM paNa doSa vadhI paNa jAya. (gha) gaha kare to guru ene prAyazcitta Ape. prAyazcitta vahana karavAmAM ghaNuM sahana paNa karavuM paDe. ane jo evuM thAya to jIva pharI pApa karavA jaldI taiyAra na thAya. prAyazcittano bhaya ene pApo karatA aTakAve. - jo mAtra svaniMdA ja kare, gaha na kare, to pazcAttApa hovA chatAM paNa prAyazcitta bhaya na hovAthI pApothI aTakavuM duSkara thAya. Aje paNa evo anubhava thAya ja che ke ApaNA jIvanamAMya evA ghaNA doSo che, ke jene mATe ApaNane pazcAttApa thAya che. paraMtu e doSo dUra thatA nathI. jyAre je doSomAM guruno Thapako, prAyazcitta vagere maLyA che, te doSomAMthI ApaNe tarata pAchA pharI zakyA chIe. eTale akaraNaniyama mATe gaha atyaMta agatyano bhAga bhajave che. (ca) jIva ajJAnI, aNasamaju che. doSa kone kahevAya? guNa kone kahevAya ?... vagere bAbatomAM ghaNIvAra e thApa khAI bese che. emAMya jemAM doSo ane guNo e baMnenuM milana hoya, emAM to khUba ja muMjhavaNa thAya. dA.ta. tatpamAM anAsakti guNa hoya, paNa eno ahaMkAra thavo, svaprazaMsA karavI... e doSa hoya... to A guNadioSamizrita anuSThAna che. AmAM keTaluM doSarUpa ane keTaluM guNarUpa... e badhuM vibhAgIkaraNa jIvane na AvaDe. e to doSane guNarUpa mAnIne prazaMse ane guNane dioSarUpa mAnIne niMde... jo e jIva gaha kare, to gItArthaguru enI gaha sAMbhaLIne enI bhUlone, gerasamajone pakaDI pADe. je bAbatone e jIva bhUla mAnato hoya e bhUla ja na hoya e paNa guru avasara pramANe samajAve... paNa jo jIva gaha na kare. "manamAM ja paraNe ane manamAM ja rAMDe" evuM kare to e cokkasa thApa khAvAno ja. mATe paNa gaha upayogI che. AvA to anekAneka phAyadAo gaha karavAthI prApta thAya che. spaSTa bhASAmAM kahIe to niMdA e nizcayanaya che. to gaha e tenuM pratibiMba jhIlanAra vyavahAranaya che. vyavahAra vinA nizcayanI hAjarI prAyaH zakya nathI. prAyaH vyavahAra vinA nizcayano nirNaya thaI zakato ja nathI. eka daSTAnta... jAta-ja-ka-9------------09-09126 jAta-jala--9

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nindAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi baporanA eka-doDha vAgyAnA samaye AcAryadeva gocarI vAparI potAnA sthAne AvyA, emaNe joyuM ke 36-37 varSanA koI bena ane vIseka varSano navayuvAna tyAM rAha joIne beThA hatA. baMnenA mukha para bhAre udAsInatA dekhAtI hatI. AMkho lAlacoLa hatI. jANe ke baMne khUba-khUba raDyA hoya, evI spaSTa pratIti thatI hatI. "bolo, kema AvavAnuM thayuM ?" AcAryadeve prazna pUchyo. be miniTa koI kaMI ja na bolyuM. mAMDa mAMDa yuvAne jIbha upADI. "guruvara! A mArI bA che.'' mArA pitAjI be varSa pUrve ja mRtyu pAmyA che..." AcAryadevane lAgyuM ke emane koIka sahAyanI jarura lAge che. eTale prazna pUchyo ke "tamAre Arthika takalIpha che ? keTalI sahAya..." hajI to AcAryadeva vAkya pUruM kare tyAM ja yuvAne kahyuM ke "nA, nA! evuM kazuM nathI. Arthika rIte to ame khUba saddhara chIe, paNa...'' yuvAna to kathavAto hato. jIbha thothavAtI hatI. na "tame je hoya te kahI zako cho. saMkoca na rAkho." AcAryadeve AzvAsana ApyuM. paNa AcAryazrI joI rahyA ke yuvAna ane enI bA... baMnenI AMkhomAMthI daDadaDa AMsu TapakavA lAgyA hatA. yuvAnanA to DusakA saMbhaLAtA hatA. be hAthamAM moDhuM chupAvIne yuvAna gadgadavANIe bolyo "ame eka gaMbhIra pApa karI beThA chIe. gurudeva! yovanavaye amane bhAna bhUlAvyuM. ame sagA mA-dIkarA vAsanAno bhoga banI gayA. ghora pApa karI beThA. gurudeva! ame mahApApI chIe. amane bacAvo... ugAro...' bolatA bolatA to yuvAnano avAja taraDAI gayo, rUdana vadhI paDyuM. AcAryadeva paLabhara to stabdha banI gayA. paNa bIjI ja paLe svastha thaI gayA. karmonI vicitratAne teo sArI peThe jANatA hatA, eTale ja saMsAramAM kyAreka AvuM paNa bane... e teo samajatA hatA. jJAnI AcAryadeve upayoga mUkIne jANI lIdhuM ke 'jo A be jIvo amuka prAyazcitta karaze, to enuM puSkaLa phaLa emane maLaze..." ane AcAryadeve baMnene kahyuM ke "huM je prAyazcitta ApuM, te karazo ?' baMne bolyA "hA jI! ghorAtighora prAyazcitta ka2vA taiyAra chIe. AmaraNa upavAsa karavA taiyAra chIe. paNa amane bene A pApamAMthI bacAvo." "to sAMbhaLo. AvatI kAle gAmanA ghaNA mANaso bhegA thaze. emanI samakSa tamAre A pApa jAhera karavAnuM, khullA thavAnuM, bolo, maMjura ?" AcAryadeve dhrujAvanArI vAta karI dIdhI. pelA baMne jANe vicAramAM paDyA. AvA prAyazcittanI to emaNe kalpanA paNa karI na hatI. paNa emano pazcAttApa kharekhara sAco hato, eTale ja gItArtha saMvigna gurunA *********** **

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--------------- mahAvato jana-jana jalaja-------- vacanano emaNe svIkAra karI lIdho. bIjA divase jAheramAM mA-dIkarAe ubhA thaIne ghoSaNA karI ke "ame be jaNe bhAna bhUlIne abrahma sevyuM che..." beya jaNa raDatA rahyA ane ajJAnI loko e be jaNa upara phITakAra varasAvatA rahyA. mArA gAmanA be samaju mANasoe emanI bhArobhAra anumodanA karI. "pApa to badhAthI thAya, paNa AvuM aghora prAyazcitta karanArA to viralA ja hoya. dhanya che e mA-dIkarAne!" AcAryadeve mA-dIkarAne jaNAvyuM ke "tamane khabara che? tamane keTalo moTo lAbha thayo ? mAtra be ja bhavamAM tame baMne mokSa pAmazo. be bhava paNa eTalA mATe ke be ja jaNe tamArI prazaMsA karI. eTale eTalA karmo ochA khapyA. bAkI tamAro A ja bhavamAM mokSa thAta..." AnuM nAma gaha! sAra e ke bhUtakAlIna pApo jayAre paNa yAda Ave, tyAre enI anumodanA-prazaMsA-ruci na karavI e pratikramaNa! bhUtakAlIna pApo badala ghora pazcAttApa karavo e niMdA! bhUtakAlIna pApo guru samakSa nikhAlasabhAve pragaTa karavA e gaheM ! A badhuM bolyA bAda aMtima niSkarSa rUpe sAdhu bole che ke khAi vosirAmi AtmAnaM - atItasAvadyakarmakAriNaM vosirAmi - vizeSeNa tyajAmi. bhUtakALamAM pApa karI cUkelA, pApanA saMskArovALA evA AtmAne huM tyAgI dauM chuM. arthAt mArA AtmAno bhUtakAlIna je malina paryAya hato, ene tyAgIne have tadana navA paryAyane, nirdoSa paryAyane dhAraNa karuM chuM. A rIte karemi bhaMte ! no artha pUrNa thayo.

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11. pAMca mahAvratane badale karemi bhaMte ! zA mATe ? prazna : gurujI! Ape to mane ema kaheluM ke huM tane pAMca mahAvrata upara samajaNa ApIza. ene badale Ape to 'karemi bhaMte !' upara ja moTuM vivecana karI dIdhuM. zA mATe Ama karyuM ? uttara : ziSya! sAMbhaLa. pAMca mahAvrato rUpI mUlaguNo ane nirdoSa gocarI vagere rUpI uttaraguNo... A badhuM ja karemi bhaMte ! sUtramAM AvI ja jAya che. e kaMI jUdI vastu nathI. eTale ja karemi...nuM varNana karyuM che. kemake e ane pAMca mahAvrata eka ja che. prazna : e kevI rIte ? uttara H jo. : sarvathA prANAtipAtanuM viramaNa e prathama mahAvrata! sarvathA mRSAvAdanuM viramaNa e dvitIya mahAvrata! sarvathA adattAdAnanuM viramaNa e tRtIya mahAvrata! sarvathA maithunanuM viramaNa e caturtha mahAvrata! sarvathA parigrahanuM viramaNa e paMcama mahAvrata! barAbara ne ?. have A prANAtipAtAdi e sAvadha che ne ? to 'karemi bhaMte!' mAM ApaNe sarvAM sAvanaM nonuM panvasvAmi dvArA tamAme tamAma sAvaghayogonuM vikramaNa svIkArI ja lIdhuM che. eTale ke emAM pAMceya mahAvratono samAveza thaI jAya che. mAtra pAMca mahAvrato ja zuM kAma ? doSita gocarI vagere badhuM paNa sAvadya ja che ne ? to pachI e badhAno tyAga paNa karemi... sUtramAM AvI ja gayo ne ? AthI ja to tamAma tIrthaMkaro mAtra karemi... sUtra ja uccare che. teo pAMca mahAvratono uccAra karatA nathI. jo baMne vastu jUdI hota, to tIrthaMkaroe pAMca mahAvratono uccAra na karavo paDe ?. 204 1290

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------------------------ mahAvato --- ------------------ prazna : to pachI ema kema kahevAya che ke "kAcI dIkSAmAM mAtra yAvajajIvanuM sAmAyika ja apAya che, mahAvrato apAtA nathI. vaDIdIkSAmAM mahAvrato ApavAmAM Ave che." uttara : kAcI dIkSAmAM mahAvrato svataMtra rIte, nAmoccAraNa pUrvaka nathI apAtA, jyAre vaDIdIkSAmAM e mahAvrato dareke dareka svataMtra rIte nAmoccAraNapUrvaka apAya che. A bheda che. bAkI koI bheda nathI. jema atyAre saMsAramAM sIdhA lagna nathI thatA. pahelA sagapaNa thAya che. e pachI baMne vacce paraspara manameLa vagere rahe to amuka samaya bAda lagna thAya che. sagapaNa bAda jo baMne ekabIjA sAthe na phAve, to sagapaNa phoka karI zakAya che. e eTaluM badhuM kharAba nathI gaNAtuM, jeTaluM kharAba lagna bAda talAka levAnuM gaNAya che. ema kAcI dIkSA e mumukSune saMyamajIvananI vyavasthita tAlIma ApavA mATe ja che. Aje jema ApaNe mumukSune saMsArIpaNAmAMja varSa-bevarSa tAlIma ApIe chIe, e rIte pUrvanA kALamAM kAcI dIkSA ApI daIne dIkSAmAM ene tAlIma apAtI. emAM jo e saphaLa thAya to mukhyatve vaDIdIkSA ApavAmAM Ave, nahi to e pAcho ghare paNa jAya. paNa kAcI dIkSA bAda ghare javuM ochuM kharAba! ene badale vaDI dIkSA bAda ghare javuM e vadhuM kharAba dekhAya. jADI bhASAmAM kahIe to kAcI dIkSA eTale sagapaNa! vaDI dIkSA eTale lagna! ane saMsArIpaNAmAM rAkhIne tAlIma ApavI agharI che. enA badale kAcI dIkSA ApIne tAlIma ApavI e sahelI che. hA! sagapaNa paNa game tema na ja thAya. baMne pakSa ekabIjAnA kuLa-khAnadAnasaMpatti-rUpa-svabhAva vagere tapAsIne ja sagapaNa kare, e pachI paNa na phAve to sagapaNa rada kare. ema kAcI dIkSA paNa emane ema na apAya. vyaktinI aneka prakAranI pAtratAo cakAsyA bAda ja kAcI dIkSA ApIne tAlIma ApavAmAM Ave. e pachI paNa jo e tAlImamAM saphaLa na thAya to kAcI dIkSA rada karIne ghare mokalavAmAM Ave. A hakIkata che, mATe ja vaccenA 22 tIrthakaronA zAsanamAM kAcI dIkSA-vaDI dIkSAnI vyavasthA nathI. teo kALanA prabhAve Rju-prAjJa hovAthI emane ATalI badhI prakriyAnI jarura nathI. emane karemi bhaMte rUpa kAcI dIkSA ane pAMca mahAvratarUpa vaDIdIkSA badhuM eka sAthe ja ApavAmAM Ave che. sAra eTalo ja ke "kAcI dIkSAmAM meM mahAvrata to lIdhA ja nathI.." evI bhramaNA &&&&&&&&&&&& 130 jaja je je je ja

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ja pAMca mahAvatane badale karemi bhaMte ! zA mATe ? ja manamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavI. prazna : jo kAcI dIkSAmAM pAMca mahAvrato paNa AvI jAya, to kAcI dIkSA bAda ghare janArane pAMca mahAvratanA bhaMgano doSa na lAge ? uttara : kAcI dIkSAmAM mAvajIvanI dIkSA apAya che, e to tame paNa mAno ja cho ne ? to kAcI dIkSA bAda ghare janArane A yAvanajIvanI sarvaviratinI pratijJAno bhaMga karyAno doSa lAge ke nahi ? to e cAlI zake ? prazna : e doSa lAge ja. paNa dIkSAjIvana jIvI zakAya ema na hoya to ghare jatA rahevAmAM moTo doSa nathI. kemake jIva kapaTa nathI karato, niSThura nathI banato. potAnuM sAmarthya na dekhAvAthI dIkSA choDe che. uttara : to A ja vAta mahAvratamAM paNa samajI lo ne? kAcI dIkSAmAM mahAvratonI pratijJA che ja. paNa jayAre jIvane ema lAge ke "mArAthI A badhuM nahi paLAya. mAre kapaTa karIne veSa pakaDI rAkhavo nathI..." tyAre e dIkSA choDI de che. AmAM pAMca mahAvratono bhaMga hovA chatAM paNa e moTo doSa banato nathI. prazna H jo kAcI dIkSAmAM pAMca mahAvrata AvI ja jAya che, to vaDIdIkSA vakhate eno pharIthI judo uccAra karavAnI jarUra zI che ? uttara : jeo alpaprajJAvALA hoya, teo saMkSepamAM kahevAyelI vastune potAnI meLe samajI na zake. emane samajAvavA mATe dareke dareka padArtha ene spaSTapaNe kahevo paDe. ema thAya to ja emane badhA padArtho samajAya. pahelA - chellA tIrthakaranA sAdhuo kramazaH Rju-jaDa, vakra-jaDa che. baMnemAM jaDatA che, eTale jeTaluM spaSTa kahevAmAM Ave, eTaluM samaje. je padArtho svayaM vicArIne samajavAnA hoya, te badhAmAM emano upayoga ocho jAya. badhA sAvadyayogono tyAga karuM chuM.' A sAmAnyathI pratijJA che. paNa zuM zuM sAvadya kahevAya, te teo samajI zakatA nathI. eTale AvI bAdhA lIdhA bAda paNa garabaDa karI bese. eTale emane dareke dareka sAvaghayoga judo judo samajAvavo paDe ke "jo bhAI! hiMsA e paNa sAvadya che mRSA paNa sAvadya che..." e rIte ja teo badhu barAbara samajIne eno tyAga karI zake. Aje ApaNI jAtane ja cakAsIe. dIkSAnA divase sAdhuo 100-200 abhigraho letA hoya che. emAM navI navI ArAdhanA karavA rUpa abhigraha levAya e to barAbara. dA.ta. roja 100 logassano kAussagna karIza... vagere. kemake sAvadyayoganA tyAga rUpa A pratijJA nathI. narala nola---- --- ---- 131) 49-4- 909-09-4--09-092-4-9-09

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* mahAvrato paraMtu "huM AdhAkarmI nahi vAparuM. huM chApA nahi vAMcu. huM koInI niMdA nahi karuM...' AvI AvI pratijJAo paNa levAya che. have e sAdhune pUcho ke "te to badhA sAvaghono tyAga karavAnI pratijJA laI ja lIdhI che. to pachI AdhAkarmI vagere paNa sAvadya ja che. enI pratijJA to tAre AvI ja gaI che. e pratijJA svataMtra levAnI jarura ja zI che ?'' to e zuM javAba Apaze ? hakIkata to che ja ke kAcIdIkSA-vaDIdIkSA bAda sAdhue koIpaNa spezyala sAvagha yogane yAda karIne enI svataMtra pratijJA levAnI jarura nathI ja. chatAM aprAjJajIvo A rIte spezyala pratijJAo le, to e pALavAmAM ullAsavALA bane che. chApAnI pratijJA vinAno sAdhu chApAo vAMcI paNa le, ene ema vicAra na Ave ke 'A paNa sAvadya ja che ane enI pratijJA to meM laI lIdhI che. mAre na vaMcAya' jyAre chApAnI spezyala pratijJA lenAra sAdhu chApA vAMcavAnI pravRtti nahi kare. "mAre bAdhA che" Ama kaheze ja. 'bapore niSkAraNa uMghavuM.' e sAvadyayoga hovA chatAM enI spezyala pratijJAvALo sAdhu uMghaze nahi. 'mAre bapore uMghavAnI bAdhA che' ema vicAraze. jyAre spezyala pratijJA na hoya to sAdhu bapore uMghe paNa kharo. "e sAvadya che." enI khabara hovA chatAM ene AmAM pratijJAbhaMga na lAge. AvuM anekAneka bAbatomAM samajI levuM. spaSTa zabdomAM kahIe to sAdhue AdhAkarmInI, rAtrivihAranI, vijAtIya paricayanI, niMdA-mazkarInI, pUchyA vinA koInI vastu levAnI, poTalAo bhegA karavAnI... bAdhA levAnI ja na hoya. e badhAnI ene bAdhA che ja. chatAM evI viziSTa samajaNa na hovAne lIdhe sAdhuo evI evI vizeSa bAdhA le, to paNa emAM kazuM ja khoTuM nathI. emanI dazA pramANe e ucita gaNAya. bAkI paramArtha e ke sAdhunI pratijJA navA navA zubhayogo AdaravAnI hoya. 'traNa gharamAMthI je maLe e ja vAparIza, aTThamAdi karIza, vRddhonI vaiyAvaccano badho lAbha laIza. vihAramAM glAnAdinI upadhi huM uMcakIza, roja pAMca gAthA gokhIza, roja rAtre 500 gAthAno svAdhyAya karIza...' vagere. Ama, jema uMgha, AdhAkarmAdinI bAdhA AvI gaI hovA chatAM paNa sAdhu uMgha vagerenI spezyala pratijJA le che, ane e tevA tevA jIvadaLanI apekSAe yogya ja che. ema karemi bhaMte mAM badhI ja pratijJA AvI gaI hovA chatAM vaDIdIkSA vakhate mahAvratonI pratijJA spezyala levAmAM Ave, prathama-carama tIrthaMkaronA sAdhuomATe yogya ja che. 13201

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ja najaranA pAMca mahAvratane badale karemi bhaMte ! zA mATe ? --------- paNa jema prAjJa sAdhuoe uMghanI-AdhAkarmInI alaga pratijJA levAnI jarura nahi. emane to khabara ja che, viveka che ja ke "mAre A badhA ja sAvadyanI pratijJA thaI cUkI che eTale A badhuM mAre karavAnuM nathI ja..." ema 22 tIrthaMkaranA sAdhuone pAMca mahAvratonI alaga pratijJA levAnI jarura nahi. 24 tIrthakarone alaga pratijJA levAnI jarUra nahi. karemi bhaMte'mAM ja badhI pratijJA AvI ja jAya. (hA ! karemi bhaMte nI sAthe ja emane cAra mahAvrato uccarAvI devAya ema lAge che.) eTale karemi bhaMte sUtranA varNanamAM pAMca mahAvratanuM varNana paNa AvI ja gayuM che. chatAM ame have e pAMceya mahAvratonuM vistArathI nirUpaNa karazuM kharA, paNa e to te te sAvadyayogone barAbara oLakhAvavA mATe karIzuM. paramArthathI to e badhAnI pratijJA levAI cUkI che ane e badhAnuM varNana paNa thaI ja cUkyuM che. --- -- ---- -- - 133 ---------------- -- -

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12. prathama mAvata sarvathA prANAtipAta viramaNa mahAvata sau prathama enuM sUtra joI laIe. paDhame bhaMte ! mahavvae savvAo pANAivAyAo veramaNaM, savvaM bhaMte ! pANAivAyaM paccakkhAmi se sahamaM vA bAyaraM vA, tasaM vA thAvaraM vA neva sayaM pANe aivAejjA, nevannehiM pANe aivAyAvejjA, pANe aivAyaMte vi anne na samaNujANijjA jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM na karemi na kAravemi. karaMtaMpi annaM na samajANAmi tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi niMdAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi / paDhame bhaMte mahavvae uvaTiomi, savvAo pANAivAyAo veramaNaM / eno sAmAnya artha : bhaMte ! pahelA mahAvratamAM sarva hiMsAthI viramaNa che. he bhagavana ! huM sarva hiMsAne tyAguM chuM. (koIpaNa) jIvane huM svayaM mArIza nahi, jIvane bIjA pAse marAvIza nahi, jIvane mAranArA bIjAone anumati ApIza nahi. manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI AkhI jIMdagI mATe A pApa karIza, karAvIza, anumodIza nahi. bhUtakAlIna pAponuM pratikramaNa, niMdA gaha karuM chuM. (sAvadyakAraka) AtmAne vosirAvuM chuM. - huM prathama mahAvratamAM upasthita thayelo badhI hiMsAthI viramaNa svIkAruM chuM. have eno vistArathI artha joIe. sAdhue SakAyanI hiMsAthI aTakavAnuM che. e mATe pakAyano bodha jarurI che. ane

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- - - - - -nuM prathama mahAvata 2009 - - - - 2999 ApaNA jIvanamAM kaI kaI rIte SaTkAyanI hiMsA saMbhavita che, e vicAravuM jarurI che. jethI AtmArthI sAdhu e hiMsAmAMthI potAnI jAtane bacAvI zake. eTale sau prathama to vartamAnakALamAM kaI kaI rIte SakAyanI hiMsA saMbhavita che... e ApaNe jozuM. pRthvIkAya: (ka) vihAramAM kAcA raste jaIe, tyAM kheDAyelA khetaro vageremAMthI javAnuM thAya tyAre te mATI sacitta hovAthI pRthvInI virAdhanA thAya. | (kha) gAmamAM praveza karatI vakhate ke DAmaranA roDa uparathI kAcA raste utaratI vakhate jo paga pUMjavAmAM na Ave to pagamAMnI mATI ane rastA vagerenI mATI e be jUdI mATI bhegI thAya, emAM je sacitta hoya enI hiMsA thAya. (ga) jo AdhAkarmI roTalI-zAka-dALa-bhAtAdi vAparIe, to emAM sAdhu nimitte ja kAcuM mIThuM nAMkhavAmAM AveluM hovAthI tenI virAdhanAnuM pApa sAdhune lAge. - (gha) mamarA, seva, tIkhI buMdI, cevaDo vageremAM cUlA upara ja mIThuM nAMkhavAne badale nIce utArIne balavaNa nAMkhyuM hoya to e mIThuM sacitta paNa hoI zake. AvI vastu vahoravA vAparavAmAM hiMsAno doSa lAge. kAcuM mIThuM khAvAno doSa lAge. - (ca) kAcA raste pAchaLa AvanArA sAdhuone mArga dekhADavA mATe ghaNIvAra cUnAthI tIra vagerenI nizAnI karavAmAM Ave che, paNa e cUnAnI nizAnI jo mATI upara karavAmAM Ave ane e sacitta hoya to cUnAnA kAraNe enI virAdhanA thAya. (cha) harpisa vagere rogomAM ThaMDaka meLavavA mATe kALI mATI, lAla mATInA lapeDA karavAmAM Ave che. jo e mATI sacitta hoya, to enI virAdhanAno doSa lAge. | (ja) potAnI mAlikInA upAzrayo navA nakora banAvaDAvAya, to emAM puSkaLa khodakAma thavAthI pRthvInI hiMsA thAya. (jha) gRhasthone upAzrayAdino upadeza ApavAmAM paNa jo zAstrIya bhASA vAparavAmAM na Ave, sAvadya bhASA vaparAya, (AnuM varNana aSTa pravacana mAtAmAMthI jANI levuM.) to teo je kaMIpaNa pRthvI khodavA vagere rUpa hiMsA kare teno doSa sAdhune lAge. (Ta) derAsarAdi banAvavAmAM paNa "pAyo uMDo khodo, kAma jaldI karo, 25 mANaso rAkho..." vagere upadeza Apavo.. emAM pRthvIkAyanI virAdhanAno doSa spaSTapaNe lAge. (6) mAtrA mATenI kuMDI banAvavA mATe jamIna khodAvavAmAM Ave, e jo cAra AMgaLIthI vadhu khodAvavAmAM Ave to tyAMthI pRthvInI hiMsA zarU thaI jAya. (Da) poTalA, upAdhi vagerenI avarajavara gADI-lArI vagere dvArA karavAmAM Ave, - - - - - - - - - - - - 135 jajaja dakkkkkkkkkk

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ja je je mahAvrato kAla - - - 9999 - - - - to e gADI-lArI to sacitta pRthvI vagere para paNa cAlavAnI zakyatA che. e badhAno doSa sAdhune lAge. (Dha) amuka sthAne poTalAo, kabATo vagere rAkhavAmAM Ave, pustakano parigraha karAya ane enA AdhAre jo udhaI thAya, to e udhaInI mATI sacitta paNa hoI zake. jo ema hoya to eno doSa lAge. (ta) bhaktone jamADavA mATe gRhasthone Adeza karIe, sUcana karIe... eTale gRhastho e bhaktAdi mATe rasoI banAvaze. e badhAmAM mIThAno upayoga thAya to eno dioSa sAdhune lAge. AvI bIjI paNa DhagalAbaMdha bAbato vicArI levI. emAM keTaluMka karaNa rU5, keTaluMka karAvaNarUpa, keTaluMka anumodanarUpa che. e badhuM svaya vicArI levuM. mana,vacana, kAyAthI A tamAma prakAranI virAdhanAno tyAga karavAno che. apUkAya : (ka) AMbilakhAtAnA pANI ke gharomAM sAdhu mATe ja ukaLatA pANI jo vAparavAmAM Ave to emAM puSkaLa apakAyanI virAdhanA che ja. e badhAnI anumodanAno doSa sAdhune lAge. (kha) garama pANI bArI vagerenI najIkamAM parAtamAM ThAreluM hoya, acAnaka varasAda zaru thAya. enA TIpA garama pANImAM paDe ane enI virAdhanA thAya. (ga) varasAdanA jhINAmAM jhINA paNa chAMTA paDatA hoya ane sAdhu gocarI-pANIvaDInIti vagere mATe bahAra nIkaLe... e TIpAo sAdhu para paDe ane enI virAdhanA thAya. (gha) varasAda na paDato hoya, paNa jamIna bhInI hoya ane sAdhu vihArAdi kare. (ca) rastAmAM gaTara vagerenuM pANI ubharAIne bahAra AvyuM hoya ke gRhasthoe ThaMDaka mATe rastA upara pANI chAMTyuM hoya ane sAdhu najIkanA ja samayamAM e bhInA rastA upara cAle. | (cha) ziyALA, unALA ane comAsAmAM pANIno kALa thAya e pahelAM emAM cUno nAMkhavAmAM na Ave ane eTale e pANI kAcuM thaI jAya. pANIne ukALa e bAbatamAM khAsa kALajI e rAkhavAnI hoya che ke jyAre paNa pANI vahorIe, tyAre tene ukALavAno samaya khAsa pUchI levo. prazna pUchayA vinA pANI vahoravAnA saMskAra tadana khoTA ! ghaNIvAra ApaNane ema thAya ke "eka ja jagyAethI rojeroja pANI lAvavAnuM hoya to e to roja eka ja samaye ukALatA haze. eTale rojeroja samaya puchavAnI jarura nahi.' paNa A barAbara nathI. mANasa vahelo-moDo uThe, ke pANI ukALanAra mANasa ja badalAI jAya to e vaheluM-moDuM pANI ukALI bese... eTale eka jagyAe paNa pANI je je je je jaja na 136 jaba jaba ja ---------

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---------------- prathama mahAvata -------------------- ukALavAno samaya badalAto rahe. eTale ja comAsAnA cAra mahinA paNa eka jagyAethI pANI vahoravAnuM hovA chatAM paNa roje roja samayanI pRcchA karavI. AmAMya "pANIno gesa keTalA vAge baMdha karyo ?" e prazna puchavo. kemake pANInA kALanI zaruAta tyArathI thAya. athavA to "traNa ukALA keTalA vAge AvyA ?" e prazna khAsa puchavo. bAkI "pANI keTalA vAge ukALyuM" evA evA praznonA uttara to mANaso jAta-jAtanA ApI de. koIka to pANI jeTalA vAge ukALavA mukeluM hoya, eTalA vAgyAno samaya paNa kahI de... have e samaya to traNa ukALA karatA aDadho kalAka pahelAno samaya hoya. eTale e samaya pramANe jo cAlIe to aDadho kalAka vaheluM pANI kADhavuM paDe... jemAM bIjI ghaNI muzkelIo thAya. A ukALelA pANI bAbatamAM to ghaNIghaNI-ghaNI vAto kahevA jevI che. paNa e Akho svataMtra viSaya banI jato hovAthI TuMkANamAM eTaluM ja dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke (1) traNa ukALAnI tapAsa barAbara karavI. (2) traNa ukALAno samaya barAbara jANI levo. ene AdhAre.3/4/5 praharanA kALa pUrve ja cUno nAMkhI devo. khAsa karIne ziyALA-comAsAmAM vadhu dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. ziyALAmAM jo sUryodaya samaye traNa ukALA AvelA hoya, to barAbara sUryAsta samaye kALa thaI jAya. e pahelA e cUnAvALu karI devuM paDe. nahi to badhuM pANI sacita thaI jAya. ema comAsAmAM pahelInuM pANI traNa praharamAM sacitta thaI jAya, eTale e pUrve cUno nAMkhI devo paDe. ghaDo vagere luMchI nAMkhavA paDe. A badhI bAbatomAM DhIlAza rAkhavAmAM Ave, to aplAyanI virAdhanA thavAnI ja. (ja) samayasara cUno karI devAmAM Ave to paNa mATInA ghaDA to bhInAzavALA rahevAnA ja ane e mATI potAnAmAM ekameka thayelA pANIne sacitta banatA aTakAvI na zake. hA! tadana navo ghaDo hoya to e mATImAM bhaLeluM pANI eka-be-traNa divasa sacitta na thAya. paNa pachI to e mATInI paNa zakti ghaTe. ane eTale ja e bhInA ghaDAmAM pANI sacitta thAya ja. - jema pANImAM cUno nAMkhIe eTale e traNa divasa mATe acitta banatuM aTake. paNa traNa divasa bAda e ja cUno - vaparAI gayelo cUno pharI pANImAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave to e na ja cAle ne ? navo cUno. ja nAMkhavo paDe ne ? kema ke cUnAnI zakti ekavAra vaparAI gaI che, pharI e ja cUno navA pANIne traNa divasa acitta rAkhI na zake. ema mATInuM paNa evuM ja che. eTale traNa-cAra dina vaparAI gayelo ghaDo pachI jajaka - je 137 29-9-ja la ka -

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49 49 49 49 49 49 49 49-9- 09-09 mahAvrato 9-9-ja ja je 9-09pANIne acitta rAkhI na zake. eTale ja pANIno kALa jevo thaI jAya ke tarata ja bhInA ghaDAmAM pANI sacitta thaI javAnI pAkI saMbhAvanA che. e ghaDA jyAM sudhI na sukAya tyAM sudhI ene aDI paNa na zakAya, to emAM ja bIjA divase navuM pANI lAvavAnI to vAta ja kyAM rahI ? Ama jo pANInA kALa pachI paNa ghaDA bhInA rahe, e ghaDAne aDIe, e ghaDAmAM navuM pANI lAvIe, e ghaDAne uMcakIne vihAra karIe...to e dareke dareka bAbatamAM apakAyanI virAdhanAno doSa lAge ja... e spaSTa vAta che. (jha) upAzrayamAM ApaNA nimitte kAcA ke pAkA pANInA potA karavAmAM Ave. kAcApANInA potA upara jANatA-ajANatA ApaNo paga paDe. () gharamAM potuM kareluM hoya, bhInuM hoya, emAM cAlIne aMdara gocarI vahoravA jaIe ke gRhastho ja e bhInAmAM cAlIne gocarI bahAra lAve. ema gocarI vahoravA jaIe ane gRhastho vacce paDelI kAcApANInI Dola haTAve, bhInA hAtha luMche, bagaDelA hAtha dhUe... A badhI jagyAe vahoravAmAM Ave to apakAyanI virAdhanAnuM pApa sAdhune lAge. (Tha) DolIvALA ke vhIlaceravALA bhAI-beno nhAvuM-dhovuM-pIvuM vageremAM je virAdhanA kare, e badhAmAM saMyamIne doSa lAge. kemake enA nimitte A virAdhanA thaI che. ema sAIkalavALA ke lArIvALA mANasa mATe paNa samajI levuM. emAM upadhi mUkanArA saMyamIone doSa lAge e spaSTa che. (Da) mAtru varasAdavALI bhInI jamInamAM, bhInI kuMDImAM paraThavAmAM Ave. e paraThavavA jatI. vakhate vacce nIce DhoLAyelA kAcA pANI para paga paDe. (Dha) zardI vagere dUra karavA mATe garamapANIno nAsa - bApha navuM pANI ukaLAvIne levAmAM Ave. (5) cUnAnuM pANI 72 kalAka karatA vadhAre samaya rahe, e pahelA eno upayoga na thAya to e pANI sacitta banI jAya. (pha) vADAno upayoga karIe ane e badhuM saMDAsamAM mANaso nAMkhe... emAM apUkAyanA jIvonI virAdhanA thavAnI ja . (ba) comAsAdimAM zrAvako pAse kaMIpaNa vastuo maMgAvIe ane teo bhInA rastAdi uparathI cAlatA Ave, skuTarAdi para Ave ane e vastu ApaNane ApI jAya. (bha) AdhAkarmI, mizrAdi doSavALI dALa, zAka, bhAta, cA vagere vAparavAmAM Ave. kemake emAM kAcA pANInI virAdhanA thAya che.

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che jemAM prathama mAvata ja che AvI DhagalAbaMdha bAbato che. AmAM keTalIka karaNarUpa, keTalIka karAvaNarUpa, keTalIka anumodana rUpa che. A badhu ja mana-vacana-kAyAthI tyajavAnuM che. teukAya : (ka) AdhAkarmI - mizrAdi doSavALA gocarI-pANI vAparIe to emAM agnikAyanI virAdhanA thaI hovAthI e doSa lAge. (kha) derAsaramAM sUryodaya pahelA ke sUryAsta bAda jaIe ane tyAM dIvA cAlu hoya. divase paNa derAsaranA bhoMyarAdi sthAnomAM sUryano prakAza spaSTa pahoMcato na hovAthI dIvAno prakAza jUdo dekhAto hoya ane tyAM darzanAdi mATe jaIe... A badhAmAM tejaskAyanI virAdhanA thAya. (ga) bArI vageremAMthI amuka sthAne ujaI AvatI hoya, te sthAnethI kAmaLI paheryA vinA pasAra thaIe, ke te sthAne kAmaLI paherIne paNa UbhA rahIe to paNa virAdhanA gaNAya. nA chUTake tyAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe, to kAmaLIno vaparAza karI tyAMthI javuM hajI ucita, paNa tyAM UbhA UbhA vAto karavI.... e to kAmaLI paherIne paNa anucita ! kema ke ujaImAM bolavAno spaSTa niSedha zAstromAM pharamAvAyo che. vaLI mohAtha-paga vagere bhAgo kAmaLIthI DhaMkAyA na hovAthI tyAM sIdhI ja ujaI paDe che. eTale emAM tejaskAyanI virAdhanA che ja. (gha) upAzrayamAM ApaNA nimitte jhIrono paNa balba rAtre cAluM rahe to emAM ujaInI virAdhanA na hovA chatAM paNa IlekTrIkasITInI virAdhanA to che ja, jo moTA balba, lAITAdi cAlu rahe to to ujaInI paNa virAdhanAno doSa lAge. | (ca) koInI pAse mobAIla karAvIe, C.D. kapyuTarAdinA kAryo karAvIe... e badhAmAM tejasUkAyanI virAdhanA cAlu hoya che. (cha) aMdhArAmAM vihAra karatI vakhate mANasa pAse beTarI vagere dvArA prakAza karAvavAmAM Ave athavA to vhIlacera vageremAM ja beTarI goThavI devAmAM Ave. (ja) vihAramAM ApaNI sAthe rahelA mANaso lAITa-paMkhAdino vaparAza kare. (jha) ApaNA hAthathI lAITa-paMkhAnI svIca cAlu thaI jAya. ene baMdha karAvavI paDe. (Ta) saMgItakArane ApaNe nakkI karIe, mAIka kevuM lAvavuM, kevo sAunDa rAkhavo, kayA gIto levA.. vagere vagere sUcanA ApaNe ApIe. sAvadyabhASA vAparIne ApIe. (6) eksa re, blaDaTesTa, yUrInaTesTa... vagere jAta jAtanA TesTo karAvavAmAM e ----090999 - - - 99099-ka 139 9 29 jaja la - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato tejaskAyathI cAlatA yaMtrono sAkSAta ke paraMparAe upayoga karIe. (Da) ujaI AvatI hoya tyAre ApaNe jAte khasI javAne badale ujaI baMdha karAvIe ke chevaTe vacce paDado karAvIe, bArI baMdha karAvIe. e paDadA-bArI vagere dvArA paNa ujaInI virAdhanA to thavAnI ja. (Dha) ApaNA dvArA zaoNTasarkITa thavA vagere kAraNasara Aga lAgI jAya. (5) saMyamI svayaM mAIkamAM bole ke gRhasthone e mATenI preraNA sAvadyabhASAmAM kare. "mAIka cAlu karo, mAIkamAM bolo. tamAro avAja saMbhaLAto nathI..." vagere. (pha) sAdhu svayaM garamI dUra karavA e2kanDIzana vApare, paMkho vApare, vyAkhyAnAdimAM potAnA para paMkho cAlu rahe ke potAnA para paMkhAnI havA AvyA kare evI goThavaNa karAve. (ba) aMdhArAmAM vastu na maLatI hovAthI lAITa-balba zaru karAvI enA prakAzamAM vastu zodhe. (bha) lAITa-globanA prakAzamAM pustaka-prata-patrAdi vAMce, navuM navuM lakhANa kare. A badhAmAM paNa koIka pApo karaNa rUpa, koIka karAvaNa rUpa ane koIka anumodana rUpa che. e badhA ja pApone mana-vacana-kAyAthI tyajavA. vAyukAyaH (ka) muhapattI vinA bolavAmAM Ave. (kha) sukavelA vastro sukAI gayA bAda paNa nIce utAravAmAM na Ave, ane e uDyA kare. (ga) ghaNo pavana Avato hoya, evA sthAnamAM kapaDA sukavavAmAM Ave. (gha) prata-pustakAdinA pAnA evI rIte mUkelA hoya ke jethI te pavanamAM phaMDa phaMDa uDyA kare. (ca) unALAmAM upAzraye pahoMcIe ane bArIo baMdha hovAthI baphAro dUra karavA, pavana lAvavA te bArIo kholavAmAM Ave, emAM aMdara-bahArano vAyu bhego thAya, paraspara ekabIjA mATe zastra bane. (cha) sAdhu paMkhA vApare, bIjA pAse potAnA tarapha paMkho karAvaDAve. pUMThA vagerethI pavana utpanna kare. (ja) vartamAnakALanI dRSTie je vastro jeTalA mApanA hovA jarurI hoya, gItArtha mAnya hoya, e vastro enA karatA moTA mApanA rAkhe. AmAM e vadhArAnA mApa dvArA pratilekhanAdimAM je vAyu virAdhanA thAya, e doSarUpa gaNAya. ****** 0&

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49 49 49 49 49 49 49 49 prathama mahAvrata -4-9-09 -09-09-29-ka 09-09 - (jha) garama pANI, garama cA, garama dUdha ThaMDu karavA TUMka lagAve ke pAtrAmAM ja pANI vagerene halAvI halAvIne ThaMDu kare. (Ta) kApa kADhavAmAM Ave, emAM kapaDA ghasatI vakhate, pANImAM chabachaba karatI vakhate vAyunI virAdhanA thAya. (6) vihAramAM kAmaLIno ke kapaDAno cheDo uDyA kare, e rIte rAkhavAmAM Ave. (Da) bhInA kapaDAne sukavavA mATe ene jhATakavAmAM Ave. (Dha) rAtre maccharadAnI nAMkhelI hoya, e AkhI rAta pavanamAM thoDI-ghaNI uDyA kare. (5) yogAsana, kasaratAdimAM jorathI zvAsa levAmAM Ave ke jorathI mUkavAmAM Ave. (pha) chIMka-bagAsAdi vakhate muhapattIno upayoga na rAkhavAmAM Ave (ba) plAsTIkanI boTalo, Tyubo vagere dabAvavAmAM Ave. rabarano bola enA jevI anya koIpaNa vastu dabAvavAmAM Ave. (bha) koIpaNa vastu pheMkavAmAM Ave. jema ke ekadama nIce namIne mAtru paraThavavAne badale uMcethI mAtru paraThavAya. bIjA sAdhunI tarapha kapaDo-kAmaLI vagere pheMkavAmAM Ave. AmAM paNa koIka virAdhanA karaNarUpa che, koIka karAvaNarUpa che. koIka anumodana rUpa che. A badhI virAdhanA mana-vacana-kAyAthI tyAgavI. - vanaspatikAya : (ka) pahelo varasAda paDe, tyAre AkhI dharatI upara satata traNa divasa sudhI anaMtakAyanI utpatti thAya. e AMkhethI na dekhAya, chatAM sarvajJavacanathI A vAta satya ja che. eTale prathama varasAdanA traNa divasa sudhI gocarI-pANI-Thalle-vihArAdi mATe dharatI upara cAlavAnuM thAya to vanaspatinI virAdhanA gaNAya. (sAmAnyathI pA IMca ke aDadho IMca varasAda paDe to e prathama varasAda gaNAya) prathama varasAdanA traNa divasa to zrAvakone paNa jo zakti hoya to covihAro aThama karI pauSadha karavAnI AjJA pharamAvavAmAM AvI che. (kha) nirdoSa keLA-kerI vAparavAmAM paNa jo Asakti thAya, to vyavahArathI to e vanaspatinI virAdhanA saMbaMdhI anumodanAno doSa lAge. (ga) AdhAkarmI, mizrAdi doSavALA phaLo vAparavAmAM Ave, enA rasa vAparavAmAM Ave, zAkabhAjI vAparavAmAM Ave. (gha) vihAramAM rastAnI AjubAju rahelA ghAsa upara paga paDe. kAcA raste ghAsa upara cAlavAnuM Ave, khetaromAM vihAra thAya tyAre jhINA jhINA aMkurAo para cAlavAnuM thAya. (ca) comAsAnA kSetramAM ApaNe moDI sUcanA karIe to gRhastho nigodavALA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 141 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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----09-49 49 49 49 49 49 49 49 mahAvrato ke 99 - - - - - - - sthAnomAM sapheda paTTA karAve. nigodAdivALI mATI lAvIne mAtrA mATe nAMkhe. (cha) mAtrAnI kuMDImAMthI nIce thoDuM-thoDuM mAtra gaLe ane e bhInAzAdinA kAraNe comAsAdinA kALamAM tyAM nigodanA thara bAjhI jAya. (ja) ghAsa-nigodAdi upara mAtru-ille paraThavavAmAM Ave. (jha) cha'rI pAlitasaMghamAM sAdhu sAvadya bhASA vApare ke "khetara vyavasthita kheDajo, jethI DhephA-patharA vAge nahi." vagere (Ta) saMghomAM khetarAdimAM rahevAnuM thAya, nIce ghAsa hoya ane upara kapaDuM pAtharI dIdhuM hoya. tathA chUTuM chavAyuM ghAsa hoya ane derAsarAdi jatA enA para paga paDe. (6) dezI khAtaramAMthI ugelA anAja-zAka maLI rahe e mATe sIdhu dezI khAtarathI anAja-zAka-phaLo ugAvaDAve ke evA prakArano sAvadya upadeza Ape. (Da) cIku-sapharajanAdi phaLomAMthI bIja kADhyA bAda 48 miniTa pachI e acitta bane evo vyavahAra che. sAdhu 48 miniTa pUrve ja vahorI le. 48 miniTa thayAnI pRcchA na kare, pAkI tapAsa na kare. klIMgarAdimAM bIja paNa bheguM vahorAI jAya, e vAparavAmAM Ave. (Dha) kAkaDI barAbara sIjhI na hoya, ane e vahoravA-vAparavAmAM Ave. (Ta) je kerIno rasa kADhelo hoya, e "mahArAja sAhebane cAlaze" ema vicArIne gRhastho emAMthI amuka rasa bahAra rAkhe, bIjo badhuM phrIjamAM mUke. e bahAra rAkhelo rasa 48 miniTe jyAre acitta thAya tyAre emAM sAdhuno Azaya hoya... Avo kerIno rasa AdhAkarmI che. e vahoravAmAM Ave. (Tha) comAsAnA bhejavALA vAtAvaraNamAM melA kapaDAmAM nigoda thAya, enA nAnAmoTA chAMTA dekhAya. (e kALA raMganA dekhAtA hoya che.) pallA vageremAM paNa jo koIka bhAgane zAkadALanA DAghA lAgyA hoya ane e rahI gayA hoya to emAM paNa bhejanA vAtAvaraNAdine kAraNe nigodanA chAMTA utpanna thAya. AvA vastro pavana vinAnI oraDImAM dorI para khullA rAkhI mUkavA paDe, bhejanuM vAtAvaraNa jAya pachI sUkA vAtAvaraNamAM Aso mAsa AsapAsa e nigoda sukAya e bAda kApa kADhIne vAparI zakAya. ene badale evuM koI lakSya ja ApavAmAM na Ave, to A badhAmAM e nigodanI virAdhanA cAlu ja rahevAnI. (Da) IMTa upara bhInA pyAlA sukavavA mukatA hoIe, paNa satata mAtru paDavAthI bhejanA vAtAvaraNamAM e IMTa upara ja nigoda bAjhI jAya. tathA IMTanA nIcenA bhAgamAM ke AgaLapAchaLanA bhAgamAM ochI vastI nigoda hoya, upara na hoya... paNa vizeSa dhyAnathI joyA vinA e IMTono upayoga ThallemAM besavA ke pyAlA TekavavAmAM karavAmAM Ave.

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prathama mahAvrata (Dha) lAkaDAnI jUnI bArIo, enA khAMcAo... A badhAmAM paNa comAsAmAM nigoda thAya che. tyAM ogho pheravavAmAM ke e bArIo khola-baMdha karavAmAM nigodanI virAdhanA thAya. (5) ghare vahoravA jaIe tyAre beno kothamIra-zAkAdi samAratA hoya ane ApaNane jagyA ApavA mATe e badhuM bAju para haTAve ane ApaNe tyAM vahorIe to emAM e vanaspatinI virAdhanAno doSa lAge ja. (pha) rastAmAM ApaNe adhavacce ke game tema cAlIe, ane eTale ja pAchaLa AvatA vAhanacAlakoe potAnA vAhana ghAsAdi uparathI calAvavA paDe. AmAM ApaNuM jema tema cAlavuM e emAM nimitta baneluM hovAthI eno doSa ApaNane lAge. (ba) derAsaro, vihAradhAmo, upAzrayo aMge sAvadyabhASAthI upadeza ApanAra sAdhu, mAtra vidhi nirUpaNane badale AdezAdi karanAra sAdhu emAM thanArI cikkAra vanaspati hiMsAnA doSano bhAgIdAra bane. (bha) TeMka pAvaDaronA sarabata vAparavAmAM jo ke sIdho to koI paNa vanaspatino vaparAza ke virAdhanA na hovA chatAM paNa jo te pAvaDara pAse rAkhavAmAM Ave, vAparavAmAM Ave, emAM pAInepala, kAcI kerInA svAdano AnaMda Ave... to vyavahArathI e badhI vanaspationI hiMsAnI anumodanAnuM pApa Asakti karanAra sAdhune lAge. AmAM paNa amuka virAdhanA karaNarUpa che. amuka karAvaNarUpa che. amuka anumodanarUpa che. mana,vacana,kAyAthI A tamAma virAdhanAno tyAga karavAno che. trasakAyaH (ka) vADAmAM pyAlo mUkIe, emAM puSkaLa kIDA utpanna thAya e sthaMDila saMDAsamAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave to emAMya aDhaLaka kIDA utpanna thAya. (kha) mAtrAno pyAlo paraThavavAno rahI jAya ane 48 miniTa pasAra thaI jAya to emAM saMmUcchimajIvonI utpatti thAya. sthaMDilamAM paNa saMmUcchima paMcendriya jIvonI utpatti samajI levI. (ga) vihAramAM DoLIvALA mANasonA paga nIce, vhIlacera nIce, sAIkala nIce, lArI nIce, sAmAna laI jatI gADI nIce DhagalAbaMdha kIDIo - maMkoDAo - IyaLo - gokaLagAyo - deDakAo - sApoliyAo - kutarAo - bilADIo - vagere vagere trasa jIvo kapAI jAya, chuMdAI jAya, raheMsAI jAya. e vhIlacerAdi sAdhano je sAdhunA nimitte cAle, e sAdhune prastuta doSa lAge. (gha) gocarI mAMDalImAM jo kaMIpaNa DhoLAya, eno vyavasthita nikAla na karAya, to 143

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29 - - - - - - - - - - - - mahAvrato --jana - 9 - - - - - - seMkaDo kIDIo tyAM AvI caDe... e pachI eno kAjo kADhavAmAM kALajI khUba khUba rAkhavI paDe. e na rAkhavAmAM Ave to thoDI ghaNI kIDIonI virAdhanA thAya ja. (ca) pratyeka saMyamInI pharaja che, ke evI rIte gocarI vApare che jemAM ekapaNa dANo nIce na DhoLAya, eka paNa TIpu nIce na DhoLAya. jo bhUlathI DhoLAya to tarata ja eno nikAla e saMyamIe karI devo paDe. have jo e nikAla na karavAmAM Ave ane kIDI vagerenI virAdhanA thAya to e badho ja doSa e sAdhune lAge, ke je sAdhuthI A dANo/TIpu DhoLAyuM hoya. | (cha) derAsara jatA, upAzraya jatA, vihArAdimAM jo nIce joyA vinA cAlavAmAM Ave to trasajIvonI virAdhanA thavAnI zakyatA pAkI. (ja) bArI-bAraNA jo barAbara pUMjyA vinA khola-baMdha karavAmAM Ave, pUMjavAnuM kAma paNa joyA vinA karavAmAM Ave to garoLI-karoLIyo-kIDI-udhaI vagere ghaNA jIvo marI jAya ke kilAmaNA pAme. (jha) jo poTalAono parigraha karavAmAM Ave to e poTalAnI ADaza heThaLa garoLI vagere jIvo rahe ane te jIvo bIjA trasa jIvone khAI jAya. emAM ApaNA poTalA nimitta bane. () UDilamAM karamIyA nIkaLe. gudAmAM khajavALa AvavAthI jorathI khaNavAmAM Ave ane temAM tyAM rahelA karamIyA paNa khaNAI jAya. (Tha) zarIranI cAmaDImAM savA nAmanA nAnA nAnA jIvo utpanna thAya, ene kADhavA jatAM enI virAdhanA thAya, marI jAya. (Da) kApanuM ghaNuM badhuM pANI eka sAthe kuMDI vageremAM paraThavAya, tyAre kuMDInI jhUSira jagyAmAM rahelA ghaNA jaMtuo taNAI jAya, marI jAya. kuMDInI bahAra paNa pANInA relAmAM ghaNA nAnA jIvo taNAIne marI jAya. (Dha) roja sAMje sUryAsta ke tenI pahelA mAtru paraThavavAnI jagyA barAbara na joI hoya, ane tyAM soyanA agrabhAga jeTalA lAMbA pahoLA uMDA kANA hoya, emAM kIDInA nagarA hoya. eTale rAtre tyAM mAtru paraThavAya to e badhuM pANI pelA kANAomAM jAya, e mAtrAnA kAraNe ghaNI badhI kIDIo marI jAya. (5) pATa-pATalA jo joyA-pUMjyA vinA mUkavAmAM Ave, joyA-pUMjyA vinA khaseDavAmAM Ave to emAM ya ghaNIvAra trasajIvo maraNa pAme che. ema pAtrA-upAdhi vagere dareke dareka vastu mATe A vAta samajI levI. (pha) bolatA bolatA thuMka uDe, rastA upara kapha ke zardI ghUMkI hoya... e barAbara ghasI na hoya to 48 miniTa bAda emAM saMmUcchimanI utpatti thAya. cAlu raste paNa vAto

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prathama mahAvrata karatA karatA cAlatA hoIe ane thUMka rastA para paDe, e 48 miniTamAM jo na sukAya to saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA gaNavI. (ba) koIpaNa gRhasthane prAyaH koIpaNa kAma soMpavAmAM Ave, to e gRhastho te kAma karavAmAM ayatanAnA kAraNe ghaNA badhA trasajIvonI virAdhanA karanArA bane e zakya che. e badhAno doSa gRhasthane kAma soMpanAra sAdhune lAge. (bha) sarpha vageremAM kapaDA boLatA pahelAM jo barAbara joI levAmAM na Ave to e kapaDAomAM trasajIvo jo caDI gayelA hoya, to e jIvo paNa sarphanA pANImAM bhegA boLAI jAya ane marI jAya. ema koIpaNa upadhinA upayoga vakhate jo pUrve upadhi jovAmAM na Ave, to e upadhinA vaparAzamAM trasajIvonI virAdhanA thAya. AvI to DhagalAbaMdha trasajIvonI virAdhanA saMbhavita che. AmAM paNa amuka virAdhanA karaNarUpa, amuka karAvaNarUpa, amuka anumodanarUpa che. e badhAno mana, vacana, kAyAthI tyAga karavo joIe. prazna : Ape je virAdhanAo darzAvI che, e to jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI vakhata thAya che. jo enAthI mahAvratano bhaMga thato hoya to to amArA mahAvratano bhaMga ja thayelo mAnavo paDe. ane to pachI koIpaNa sAco sAdhu mAnI ja nahi zakAya. kemake dareke darekamAM tame darzAvelA doSomAMthI nAnA-moTA doSo to che ja, ane ene tame mahAvratano bhaMga gaNo cho, ane mahAvratanA bhaMgavALAne vaLI sAdhupaNuM zI rIte ? re ! mAtra vartamAnakALamAM ja nahi, khuda tIrthakara devonI hAjarI vakhate paNa dareke dareka sAdhune potAnA jIvanamAM AvI nAnI moTI virAdhanAo thatI ja haze. zuM badhA sAdhuo comAsAmAM cAra mahinA upavAsa karatA hatA ? zuM teo upAzrayamAMthI cAra mahinA bahAra nikaLatA ja na hatA ? nA re nA ! emane paNa comAsAmAM gocarI-pANIThalle vagere mATe bahAra to javuM ja paDatuM, to emane paNa kAcA pANInI - nigodanI virAdhanA to thatI ja hatI. eTale e badhAmAM paNa mahAvratano bhaMga mAnavo ja paDe. to e paNa sAcA sAdhu to na ja rahyA. eTale tame vAto badhI uMcI uMcI karI. paNa e badhu vicitra ane na samajAya evuM che. uttara : zAbAza ! khUba ja mArmika prazna karyo che teM ! re ! huM to tArA karatA paNa eka vadhAre moTI Apatti ApuM ke jo upara batAvelI virAdhanAo pramANe mahAvratano bhaMga manAto hoya to to khuda kevalIone paNa mahAvratanA bhaMgavALA mAnavA paDe. kema ke kevalIonA paga nIce paNa trasa jIva mRtyu pAme evuM banI zake. nadI utaratI vakhate kevalIo paNa mahAvratanA bhaMjaka mAnavA paDe. * 145

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ja ja ja ko mahAvato. eTale upara darzAvelI virAdhanA mAtrathI mahAvratono bhaMga koIpaNa bhoge mAnI na zakAya e to dIvA jevI spaSTa vAta che. to pachI mahAvratano bhaMga zI rIte mAnavo ? e prazna bAkI ja rahe che. eno uttara khUba ja zAMtacitte, gaMbhIratAthI sAMbhaLaje. e uttaranA AdhAre bIjA paNa hajAro-lAkho sthAnomAM tane DhagalAbaMdha samAdhAno maLI raheze. sauthI pahelI vAta e ke hiMsAnI vyAkhyA zuM? hiMsA thAya to ja mahAvratano bhaMga gaNAya ne ? hiMsA ja na thAya to mahAvratano bhaMga na gaNAya. ziSya : hiMsAnI vyAkhyA to prasiddha che ke "jIva marI javo te hiMsA, jIvane pIDA thavI e hiMsA." uttara : DokTara koIka dardInuM oparezana kare. paNa emAM dardI marI jAya to zuM e hiMsA kahevAya che? loko DokTarane hiMsaka kahe che? ema DokTara dardIne Ijekzana Ape, kaDavI davA pIvaDAve tyAre dardIne pIDA thAya che, zuM tyAM e pIDA hiMsA kahevAya che? loko DokTarane hiMsaka kahe che ? dezamAM ghUsIne sarvatra AtaMka phelAvavA IcchatA AtaMkavAdIone sainiko yuddha karIne mArI nAMkhe che, zuM loko ene hiMsA kahe che ? te darzAvelI vyAkhyA to loko ya mAnya nathI karatA. jainadarzana pramANe hiMsAnI vyAkhyA A pramANe che. pramattayo IIZ [vyaparopaur hiMsA. tasvArtha sUtra. pramAdanA kAraNe jIva marI javo (ke ene pIDA thavI) e hiMsA. AmAM (1) pramAdayoga che ane jIva mare che to lokomAM e hiMsA kahevAze, ane mahAvratano bhaMga paNa thaze. (2) pramAdayoga che paNa jIva maryo nathI, to lokomAM hiMsA nahi kahevAya, paNa mahAvratano bhaMga thaze. (3) pramAdayoga nathI ane jIva mare che, to mugdhaloko ene hiMsA kaheze, paNa mahAvratano bhaMga nahi thAya, (4) pramAdayoga nathI ane jIva marato paNa nathI, to lokomAM paNa hiMsA nahi kahevAya ane mahAvratano bhaMga paNa na gaNAya. AmAM pahelA be bhAMgAmAM mahAvratano bhaMga thAya che, trIjA bhAMgAmAM jIva marato hovA chatAM paNa mahAvratano bhaMga nathI thato, emAM mahAvrato Take che, vadhe che. cotho bhAMgo to badhI rIte sAro ja che. jaja 146 jAjarAja

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------------09- prathama mahAvata karI che je lAla - kevalI bhagavaMto jinakalpI vagere mahAtmAo... A badhA dvArA paNa jIva mare kharA, paNa temAM pramAdayoga na hovAthI e badhAne trIjo bhAMgo lAgu paDe che. ane trIjA bhAMgAmAM kharekhara hiMsA na kahevAya, eTale ja mahAvratano bhaMga paNa na thAya. ema ApaNA jIvanamAM vartamAnakALamAM paNa jo te te bAbatomAM pramAdayoga na hoya to emAM mahAvratano bhaMga thato nathI ja, bhale emAM bAhyadRSTie jIvonI virAdhanA thaI hoya. eTale A vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM levI ke jyAM pramAdayoga che, tyAM ja hiMsA gaNAya che. jyAM pramAdayoga nathI, tyAM koIpaNa hisAbe hiMsA gaNAtI nathI. bAhyadaSTie jIvavirAdhanA thAya to paNa emAM hiMsA gaNAtI nathI. re ! mAtra hiMsAmAM ja nahi, jUTha, corI vagere badhAmAM A vAta samajI levAnI che. paNa e vAta ApaNe jayAre te te mahAvratonuM varNana Ave tyAre ja karazuM. ziSya : pramAdayoga eTale zuM ? uttara : pramAdayoganuM varNana zAstromAM judI judI rIte darzAvavAmAM AvyuM che. saMbodhasittarImAM kahyuM che ke majjaM viSayakaSAyA nidrA vikahA ya paJcamI bhaNiA / ee paJca pamAyA jIvaM pADaMti saMsAre // dArU, viSaya, kaSAya, uMgha, vikathA A pAMca pramAdo jIvane saMsAramAM pADe che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM ATha prakArano prasAda paNa darzAvelo che. (1) ajJAna (2) saMzaya (3) viparyaya (4) rAga (5) daiSa (6) matibhraMza (7) yogadupraNidhAna (8) dharma-anAdara. A rIte jUdA jUdA varNana jovA maLe che. zAstrakAra maharSio jUdI jUdI vivakSAne AdhAre judI judI prarUpaNA kare emAM koI ja doSa nathI. mukhyatve pramAda traNa prakArano samajavo (1) rAga (ra) DheSa (3) zaktinigRhana prazna : mukhya pramAda A traNa che. evuM kayA AdhAre kahevAya ? uttara : A traNa pramAdamAM badhA ja pramAdono samAveza thaI ja jAya che, mATe mukhyatve A traNa pramAdo darzAvyA che. vaLI mahopAdhyAyajIe lakhyuM che ke rASiyariva zavitAni hanacApi cAritrapratibasthAt rAgadveSanI jema zaktinigUhana paNa cAritrapratibaMdhaka che. Ama ahIM cAritranA pratibaMdhaka tarIke rAga-dveSa ane zaktinigUhanano ullekha karavAmAM Avyo che, eTale mukhyatve e traNa pramAda che, ema darzAveluM che.

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ja 99 - - - - - - 29 9909 rana mahAvrato ke 9 29 - - - 999-09 mULa vAta para AvIe. pramAdayogathI jIva maravo ke jIvane pIDA thavI e hiMsA! arthAtu ApaNA rAgabhAvane lIdhe jIva maravo ke jIvane pIDA thavI e hiMsA! ApaNA dveSa bhAvane lIdhe jIva maravo ke jIvane pIDA thavI e hiMsA! ApaNA zaktinigUhanane lIdhe jIva maravo ke jIvane pIDA thavI e hiMsA! emAMya paramArtha to e ja ke jIva mare ke na mare, jIvane pIDA thAya ke na thAya paNa jo ApaNAmAM rAgadveSa ke zaktinigUhana pragaTe to e hiMsA gaNAya ane emAM mahAvratano bhaMga paNa thAya. A padArtha ekadama spaSTa samajAya e mATe ApaNe cha e cha kAyamAM A traNeyanI apekSAe dRSTAnto dvArA vicAraNA karI lezuM. enAthI ApaNane e spaSTa khyAla Avaze ke ApaNe kayA kayA mahAvratano bhaMga karanArA banIe chIe. pRthvIkAya : (ka) potAnI mAlikIno upAzraya banAvaDAvavA mATe sAdhu jagyA kharIdAvavAthI mAMDIne badhI dekharekha rAkhe, AMbilanI moLI dALa vageremAM svAda lAvavA mATe kAcuM mIThuM sekAvaDAve, gAmamAM cAlatA jamaNavAramAMthI sArI vastuo meLavavA mATe tyAM javAno rasto khetarAdimAMthI thaIne jato hoya to paNa tyAMthI jAya... A badhAmAM rAgathI pRthvIhiMsA che, AmAM mahAvratano bhaMga thAya. (kha) bhInI mATIvALA raste paga para mATI coMTI javAthI badhuM bagaDavAthI aNagamo thAya ane eTale pagane jhATako lagAvIne badhI mATI khaMkheravAno prayatna kare. chatAM na nIkaLe, to lAkaDI vagerethI e badhI mATI kADhavA prayatna kare. e mATI sacitta hovAno khyAla hovA chatAM gaMdakI vagerenA dveSathI prerAIne utAvaLe e mATI dUra karavAno prayatna kare. (ga) Thalle javA mATenI nirdoSa jagyA AgaLa maLatI hoya, tyAM javA mATenI zakti+anukULatA-samaya paNa hoya chatAM ALasa-pramAdane lIdhe sAdhu najIkamAM ja kheDAyelA khetara vageremAM Thalle jaI Ave. apukAya : (ka) Asaktine vaza banIne sAdhu "48 miniTa thaI che ke nahi ?' enI vizeSa tapAsa karyA vinA ja lIMbunuM kAcA pANImAM banAveluM sarabata vahorI le, "gharamAM sArI vastu maLavAnI che." e khabara hovAthI te gharamAM kAcA pANInA potA karelA hoya to paNa enA para thaIne aMdara jAya ane vastuo vahore. koI jamaNavArAdi sthAnomAM paNa anukULa vastuo meLavavA mATe tyAM vacce DhoLAyelA kAcA pANI uparathI paNa aMdara ka kakakakaka kakaka ja 148 0 09-09 *

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jala jaja ja AjanuM prathama mahAvata ja che jAya. A badhI hiMsA rAgabhAvathI prerAIne thayelI apUkAya hiMsA gaNAya. (kha) rastAmAM cAlatI gADIne lIdhe khAbociyAnuM gaMdu pANI moDhAdi para uDe ane sAdhu ene aruci-dveSathI prerAIne lUMchI nAMkhe. (ga) rasto thoDoka pharIne jato hoya chatAM e cokhkhA raste AgaLa javAne badale pANI DhoLAyelA raste, khAbociyAdivALA raste AgaLa vadhe, emAM vadhAre cAlavuM na paDe, evo ekamAtra ALasabhAva ja mukhya bhAga bhajavato hoya, gharomAM nirdoSa ukALeluM pANI maLatuM hovA chatAM ghare ghare pharavAnA kaMTALAne kAraNe AMbilakhAtAdimAMthI ja ukALeluM pANI vahorI le. niSkAraNa hoDI vageremAM besIne moTo mArga TUMko karI de. teukAyaH (ka) AsaktithI prerAIne ThaMDu dUdha vagere garama karAvaDAve, zIro vagere banAvaDAve, koIe sAdhu mATe banAvelo hoya to e rAgabhAvathI (jANavA chatAMya) vahore, bhaktone gADha kAraNAdi vinA ja phona karAve, svayaM mobAIlAdino upayoga kare. (kha) kapaDAne dIvo lAgI javAthI kapaDo baLato dekhAya eTale jhaTajhaTa ene bujhavavA mATe jhATakA lagAve.. (ga) potAnI ke bIjA sAdhunI mAMdagImAM anupAna rUpe je vastuonI jarUra hoya, to mATeno prayatna svayaM na kare, ghare ghare enI tapAsa na kare ane sIdhuM ja koIkane kahI de ke "jarA A vastu banAvI dejo ne ?" vAyukAyaH (ka) pavananI mastI mANavA mATe bArI-bAraNAdi khole, jo bArI-bAraNA ochA hoya to TrasTIo dvArA navA bArI-bAraNA bhIMtamAM mukAvaDAve. paMkho rAkhe ke pUMThAdithI paMkho khAya ane e rIte koIpaNa hisAbe mastIthI uMghavA maLe e mATe pavana utpanna kare. - (kha) zarIrAdi para caDI gayelA kIDI vagere jaMtuo jaldI dUra na thatA ho to arUci thAya, dveSa thAya, maccharonA vAraMvAra caTakAthI trAsa thAya ane eTale oghA dvArA jhApaTa lagAve. kapaDA vagere para paNa ghaNI badhI jIvAto caDI gaI hoya, ene dUra karavAno prayatna thoDoka kare, chevaTe vAraMvAra jIvAto dekhAvAthI gusse thaI kapaDAne jorathI khaMkhere. (ga) vihArAdi vakhate kapaDo saMkocIne rAkhavAnI jhAjhI darakAra na kare, kapaDA sukavavA mUkelA hoya te uDyA kare. navarAza maLe, koI kahe tyAre kapaDA nIce utAre. vanaspatikAya (ka) Asakti hovAthI kerIno rasa vagere spezyala ApaNA mATe taiyAra karyA hovAnI jANa hovA chatAM paNa vApare, AsaktinA kAraNe ja sUkA zAka maLe toya na ja -- - - - - - - 149 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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vahore ane lIlA zAka tathA emAMya bhAvatA zAka vahore, amuka gharomAM sArI sArI vastuo maLatI hoya paNa tyAM nigoda khUba hoya chatAM sArI vastuonA lobhathI nigoda parathI cAlIne paNa tyAM jAya. (kha) be-traNa kAMTA vAgavAthI kAMTA para gusso caDyo hoya ane sAme ja rastA vacce jhADa parathI tAjuM chUTuM paDeluM kAMTAonuM jhumakhuM dekhAya, eTale e pakaDI uMcakIne dUra pheMke. (tAjuM jhUmakhuM sacitta paNa hoI zake che...) kAMTAnI herAnagatithI trAsIne koIka vaLI badheja bAvaLIyA kAMTAone kApI nAMkhavAno, kADhI nAkhavAno upadeza Ape. (ga) dUra jagyA maLatI hovA chatAM najIkamAM ghAsAdi upara ja Thalle-mAtru paraThavI devAmAM Ave, mAMdagI vageremAM nirdoSa phaLonI tapAsa karavAnA kaMTALAne lIdhe bhaktane e mATeno Adeza ApI de, nigodAdi vinAno thoDoka lAMbo rasto maLato hovA chatAM TuMkAmAM patAvavA mATe nigodAdivALo, ghAsavALo kAco, nAno rasto pakaDe. trasakAya: (ka) savAre vahelA vahelA pahoMcI jaIe, to navakArazI garama maLe, taDako sahana na karavo paDe. A navakArazI ane sukhazIlatAnA rAgathI prerAIne sAdhu aMdhArAmAM vihAra kare. emAM nIce jIvo dekhAvAnA nathI, eTale e jIvo mare enI saMbhAvanA paNa che, chatAM e tarapha upekSA kare. ema "upAzraya cokhkho caTa joIe" evA coknAInA rAgathI prerAIne upAzrayamAM kIDI vagereno nAno-moTo upadrava hovA chatAM mANasa pAse kacarA-potA karAve, karato hoya to niSedha na kare... e rIte trasajIvonI virAdhanA pratye upekSA kare. mamatvathI prerAIne poTalAono parigraha karelo hoya ane pachI gADImAM e poTalAo maMgAvavA paDe, mokalavA paDe emAM travirAdhanA khUba thAya... (kha) maccharanA caTakAothI trAsIne jorathI e caTakAvALI jagyAe hAtha pachADe, emAM macchara marI jAya. ema kIDInA caTakAothI herAna thaIne, kIDInI saMbhAvanAnI jANakArI hovA chatAM paNa te bhAgane jorathI khaNI nAMkhe, paNa oghAthI dhIme rahIne pUje nahi. rastAmAM kutarAo bhasI bhasIne herAna kare tyAre gusse thaI dAMDo laI kutarAo pAchaLa doDe, kadAca dAMDo mArI de, patharA mArI de, upAzrayamAM vAraMvAra kutaro AvIne besI jato hoya to kaMTALIne gussAmAM ene dAMDo mArIne bhagADe... garoLI, vAMdarA, vAMdA vagerethI koIkane khUba bhaya lAgato hoya eTale ja, jyAre e jIvo dekhAya tyAre emanA pratye aNagamo thAya ane emane bhagADavA mATe lAkaDI ThapakAravI ke bUmo pADavI... vagere pravRtti kare. (ga) navakArazI na karavAnI hovA chatAM ke taDakAdinI muzkelI na hovA chatAM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 150 jala-bAla-lAla - - - - - - -

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prathama mahAvrata koIkane savAre vahelA pahoMcI javAnI kuTeva ja paDI gaI hoya, eTale e koI kAraNa vinA aMdhArAmAM vihAra kare, gocarI mAMDalInA kAjAmAM ke pallAdi upadhimAM ghaNI kIDIo AvI gaI hoya to khUba dhIme dhIme e badhI kIDIone dUra karavAne badale emAM utAvaLa kare, dhIrajathI kAma na le, kAma jaldI patAvavAnI vRtti rAkhe... Ama cha e cha kAyamAM (ka)mAM rAgajanya hiMsA, (kha)mAM dveSajanya hiMsA ane (ga)mAM zaktinigUhana (ALasa,kaMTALo) janya hiMsA joI. AmAM e khyAla rAkhavo ke pRthvI vagere sthAvara jIvo para sIdho dveSa to prAyaH thato nathI. kemake e sthAvaro sIdhA to ApaNane herAnagati karatA nathI. chatAM judI judI apekSAe emAM dveSajanya hiMsA darzAvI che. jyAre trasajIvo - kIDI, maMkoDA, macchara, garoLI, kutarA, sApa, bilADI, gAya-baLada-bheMsa, vaMdA, uMdaraDA... A badhA sIdhI rIte trAsa ApanArA anubhavAya che. eTale ja emanA para sIdho dveSa paNa thAya che ane enAthI prerAIne hiMsA paNa thAya che. A traNeyamAM paNa dveSajanya hiMsA ochI thAya, lagabhaga na thAya. kemake sAdhumAM jIva pratyenI karuNA hoya ja che, eTale jANI joIne jIvane mAravA, jIvane pIDA karavI, emanA 52 gusso karavo. e sAdhunA jIvanamAM ochuM bane. paraMtu pAMca IndriyanA viSayavastuono rAga jyAre kAbu bahAra thAya tyAre sAdhu e rAgane paravaza banI e viSayasukhonA bhogavaTA mATe game te karavA taiyAra thaI jAya evuM paNa bane. ane emAM ja e u52 pramANe jItajAtanI hiMsA karI bese. e vakhate ene jIvane mArI nAMkhavAnI ke jIvane pIDA devAnI bhAvanA bilakula nathI hotI. paNa "mAre pAMca IndriyanA sukho bhogavavA che, e mane maLavA joIe" A rAgabhAva ja tyAM sauthI mukhya bhAga bhajavato hoya che. dA.ta. zIro khAvAnI IcchA thaI to sAdhu kaMI agnikAyanA jIvone mAravAnI IcchAvALo nathI, paNa ene zIro to koIpaNa rIte joIe che. e mATe agnikAyanA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya, to paNa e vAtane sAdhu svIkArI le che. TuMkamAM rAgajanya virAdhanAmAM jIvadveSa nathI. paNa rAganI mAtrA vadhI javAthI sAdhu virAdhanA tarapha upekSAvALo bane che. jo sAdhune tyAre ja sahaja rIte nirdoSa zIro maLI ja jAya, to e kaMI spezyala banAvaDAvato nathI ja. kemake eno rAga saMtoSAI gayo che. jema eka rAjAne bIjA rAjAnuM rAjya chinavI levAnI IcchA thaI. have e rAjA tyAM saMdezo mokale che ke "kAM tArU rAjya ApI de, nahi to yuddha kara" have jo pelo rAjA sAme cAlIne rAjya ApI de to pelo rAjyalAlacu rAjA yuddha nahi kare, rAjya meLavI leze. paNa jo pelo rAjA rAjya na Ape to rAjyanI lAlacathI A rAjA yuddha *******h **

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29 9909 - 09 - 9 29 jalajala mahAvato hAla 9099 99099-9-1909 karaze ane enA sainikone mAraze. ahIM rAjAne "yuddha karavuM ja che, sainikone mAravA ja che evuM nathI. paNa ene to koIpaNa hisAbe rAjya joIe che. e rAjyo jo yuddha vinA maLe, to e yuddha nahi kare, koIne nahi mAre. paNa rAjya meLavavA mATe yuddha ane sainikono ghAta Avazyaka ja hoya to rAjA e paNa karaze ja. basa, rAgajanya hiMsAmAM sAdhune AvuM ja bane che. sAdhune kaMI jIvone mArI nAMkhavAnI, pIDA karavAnI bhAvanA nathI. ene jo potAnI managamatI vastu virAdhanA vagara maLatI hoya to e koI ja virAdhanA nahi ja kare. paraMtu jo managamatI vastu mATe virAdhanA karavI ja paDe tema hoya to sAdhu e virAdhanA paNa apanAvI leze. - kerInA rasanI lAlasAvALo sAdhu paNa jo nirdoSa rasa maLI je jAya, to kaMI AdhAkarmI rasa nahi ja karAve. paraMtu jo nirdoSarasa nahi maLe, to pachI lAlasAne vaza thaI AdhAkarmI paNa karAvI de. cAnI lAlasAvALo sAdhu jo nirdoSa cA maLaze, to doSita karAvavAno nathI. paNa ene jevI joIe, jeTalI joIe evI nirdoSa cA jo ene na maLe, to e doSita karAvI deze. koIkane Adeza karI deze... rAgajanya dareka hiMsAmAM A vAta samajI levI.. Ama AmAM eTaluM sAruM che ke sAdhumAM "jIvone mArI nAMkhu" e rItanA krUra pariNAma nathI. paNa pAMca IndriyonA sukhone poSavA mATe "jIvo mare toya vAMdho nahi" A rItano je pariNAmo uDe uDe dharabAyelo che, e jIvadayAnA pariNAmanI khAmI-uNapa sUcave che. A sAdhujIvanamAM na cAle, enAthI mahAvratano bhaMga, thAya. A rAgajanya hiMsA karatA paNa apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke zaktinigUhana janya hiMsA vadhu thatI haze. ALasa, kaMTALo, zArIrIka sukhazIlatA... A zaktinigUhana karAvanAra malina paribaLo che. ane e paribaLo viSayasukhonI laMpaTatA vinAnA sAdhune paNa parezAna karatA hoya che. re !, ghaNI jagyAe to rAgajanya hiMsAmAM zaktinigUhanajanya hiMsA ghaNI badhI bhaLI gayelI hoya che. zIrAnI ke kerInA rasanI lAlasA jAgI. paNa e mATe e 15-20 ghare zIrA mATe | rasa mATe pharavAnI zakti phoravavA e taiyAra nathI, mATe ja e jhaTa Adeza ApI de che. have A hiMsA jema rAgajanya che, ema zaktinigUhanajanya paNa che ja. AvuM ghaNI badhI bAbatomAM banatuM ja hoya che. uparAMta jyAM rAgajanya hiMsA nathI, tyAM paNa zaktinigUhanajanya hiMsA to hoI ja zake che. dA.ta. eka ki.mI. dUra gAmaDAnA

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--------- 99 - - - - - - prathama mahAvata - - - - - - - - - - gharo hoya, gocarI pUratI maLatI hoya, chatAM paNa sAdhu e javA-AvavAnA kaMTALAne lIdhe rasoDAnI gocarI vAparI le, AdhAkarmI ArogI le... Ama "DhaSajanya virAdhanA ochI thAya rAgajanya virAdhanA vadhAre thAya. zaktinigUhanajanya virAdhanA ghaNI vadhAre thAya." ema sAmAnyathI kahI zakAya. bAkI to emAMya syAdvAda saMbhavita che ja. have ApaNe ApaNA jIvanamAM tapAsa karavAnI ke mArA dvArA je koIpaNa nAnImoTI virAdhanA thAya che e rAgajanya che ? vaiSajanya che ? ke zaktinigUhanajanya che ? jo traNamAMthI ekapaNa prakAranI hoya to e virAdhanA ApaNA mahAvratano bhaMga karanArI bane. paNa jo traNamAMthI eka paNa prakAranI na hoya to e virAdhanA thavA chatAM paNa mahAvratano bhaMga karanArI na bane. prazna : je traNa prakAranI na hoya, e virAdhanA kharekhara virAdhanA ja na gaNAya, e tamArI vAta sAcI. paNa e virAdhanAnuM svarUpa batAvo ne? to amane uparanI traNa virAdhanAnI mAphaka A cothI virAdhanAne paNa oLakhavAnI samaja prApta thAya. uttara : (1) gItArtha sAdhu (2) kAraNasara (3) yatanApUrvaka koIka virAdhanA karI bese to e virAdhanA A cothA prakAranI gaNAya. ho ! je sAdhuo agItArtha che, teo paNa jo gItArthanI rajA pramANe, gItArthanI salAha pramANe doSa seve, kAraNasara ja doSa seve, yatanApUrvaka doSa seve to emanI e virAdhanA paNa cothA prakAranI virAdhanA gaNAze. TUMkamAM (1) gItArtha | gItArthanI ja AjJA pramANe pravRtti karanAra agItArtha sAdhu (2) kAraNasara (3) zAstrIya yatanA pUrvaka koIka jIvavirAdhanA kare, karI bese te virAdhanA mahAvratano bhaMga na kare, ulTa e to apavAdamArga rUpa hovAthI e ghaNo karmakSaya karAvanAra bane. prazna : he? zuM kaho cho tame? zuM jIvavirAdhanA nirjarA karAvanArI bane? koNe kahyuM? uttara : tane mArI vAtamAM zraddhA na hoya, paNa bhagavAna bhadrabAhusvAmInA vacanomAM to zraddhA che ja ne? jo piMDaniryuktimAM teozrIe pharamAvyuM che ke, jA jayamANassa bhave virAhaNA suttavihisamaggassa sA hoi nijjaraphalA ajjhatthavisohijuttassa

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--------- mahAvrato ------------- artha : sUtranI vidhithI saMpUrNa, yatanA karanArA, adhyAtmanI vizuddhithI yukta evA sAdhune je virAdhanA thAya e nirjarA ApanArI bane. bola, A vacana to mAnya che ne ? AmAM sAdhunA traNa vizeSaNo darzAvelA che. (1) yatamAna (2) sUtravidhisaMpUrNa (3) adhyAtmavizuddhiyukta ahIM upara je traNa vizeSaNo batAvyA ne? e ja A traNanI aMdara AvI jAya che. juo gItArtha | gItArthanizrita = sUtravidhithI saMpUrNa. yatanA purvaka = yatamAna = zaktinigUhana nahi. kAraNasara = adhyAtmavizuddhithI yukta = rAga nahi ke dveSa nahi. doSa seve. = virAdhanA. to e nirdoSa che. = nirjarA karanArI bane. AmAM e bAbato dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke koI sAdhu svayaM gItArtha na hoya, gItArthanI AjJA-salAha paNa leto na hoya ane potAnI meLe ja nirNayo karato hoya. e sAdhu te te doSo sevavAnA avasare yatanA kare paNa kharo, eTale e daSTie e yatamAna kahevAya, ane Ama pAcho kAraNasara ja do Sa sevato hovAthI apekSAe adhyAtmavizuddhiyukta paNa kahevAya. paNa sUtranI vidhi e che ke agItArthe gItArthanI AjJA-salAha mujaba ja pravRtti karavI. jyAre A sAdhu to svamatithI pravRtti kare che. mATe ja e sUtravidhithI saMpUrNa na gaNAya. ane eTale ja "gItArthane pRcchA karavI vagerenI potAnI zaktine e phoravato na hovAthI e zaktinigUhanavALo paNa gaNAya. eTale sAdhu gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita to hovo ja joIe. bIjI vAta e ke mAMdagI vageremAM dhAro ke garama dUdhanI jarura che, to sAdhu svamati pramANe ema vicAre ke "AdhAkarmIne badale mizradoSavALuM garama dUdha ochA doSavALuM to apekSAe to A sAdhue yatanA karI ja che. chatAM mizradoSa karatA paNa nAno doSa sthApanAdi che. e doSavALuM maLatuM hovA chatAM mizra doSa seve, to eNe apekSAe yatanA karI hovA chatAM sUtravidhithI saMpUrNa to e sAdhu banyo ja nathI. AmAM hajI paNa ghaNI badhI bAbato vicArI zakAya. sAra e che ke je gItArtha gItArtha nizrita hoya, ane kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka doSa sevato hoya, te sAdhunI virAdhanAmAM rAga ke dveSa ke zaktinigUhana na hoya, ane mATe ja bAhyadaSTie - - - - - - - - - - 154 -------------------------

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- ja na prathama mahAvata che je e virAdhanA dekhAvA chatAM paramArthathI to e ArAdhanA ja che ane mATe ja ene karmakSaya prApta thAya che. jema ArAdhanA karmakSaya Ape, ema uparokta virAdhanA paNa ArAdhanArUpa hovAthI karmakSaya ApanArI bane. have SakAyane vize ApaNe A cothI-zuddha virAdhanAnI vicAraNA karIe. pRthvIkAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) acAnaka hoI sAdhunuM B.P. ekadama ghaTI gayuM. ene bacAvI levA mATe balavaNanuM pANI pIvaDAvavuM jarUrI bane. jo vilaMba thAya to sAdhuno kALadharma paNa thaI jAya. AvA vakhate sAtheno sAdhu 'pAkuM balavaNa konA ghare che?' e khyAla na hovAthI ane ghare ghare tapAsa karavAno avasara na hovAthI sIdho ja koIka zrAvakanA ghare jaIne tatkALa gesa para balavaNanuM pANI taiyAra karAve ane B.P. vALA sAdhune vaparAvIne ene bacAvI le. to ahIM balavaNanI virAdhanA thaI. paNa A sAdhue glAna sAdhunI jIMdagI bacAvavA rUpI kAraNasara zakya eTalI yatanAthI doSa sevyo che, mATe A sAdhune virAdhanA thavA chatAM paNa nirjarAnI prApti thAya. sIdhuM sacitta balavaNa vaparAvavAne badale acitta karAvIne vAparyuM e yatanA karI kahevAya, (kha) rastAnI AjubAju sacitta mATI hoya, sAdhu roDa para cAlato hoya paNa sAmethI moTuM vAhana jhaDapabhera AvavAthI evI kaTokaTi sarjAI ke sAdhue mATI para paga mUkavo ja paDe, nahi to akasmAta thAya. AvI paristhitimAM sAdhu mATI para eka paga mUkIne ubho rahI jAya ane vAhanane javA de. to sAdhue jIva bacAvavA rUpI kAraNasara bene badale eka ja DagaluM mATImAM mUkavA rUpI yatanA pUrvaka pRthvInI virAdhanA karI che, mATe ja ene karmakSayanI prApti thAya. apUkAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) zeSakALamAM gharomAM ukALeluM pANI maLatuM ja na hoya, to chevaTe AMbilakhAtAnuM AdhAkarmI pANI paNa le, paNa e paNa jeTaluM joIe eTaluM ja le, vAparavAmAM paNa karakasara kare. gharomAMthI thoDuMka pANI maLatuM hovA chatAM saMpUrNa jarUriyAta pUrI na thatI hovAthI AdhAkarmI levuM paDe to paNa e thoDuM paNa nirdoSa na levuM ane badhuM ja AdhAkarmI levuM.... evuM na kare paNa jeTaluM zuddha maLe, eTaluM laIne bIjuM badhuM pANI AdhAkarmI le. (kha) zAstrIya vidhi pramANe sAdhu nadI utare, arthAt vihArakramamAM sahaja rIte nadI Ave ke pANInA khAbociyA Ave. cokho rasto maLato na hoya, to chevaTe zAstranI vidhi jALavIne temAMthI pasAra thAya. - - - - - - - - - 155 8-9 & 199 9

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mahAvrato (ga) pAkI pUchaparacha karIne pANI vahoreluM hovA chatAM pAchaLathI khabara paDI ke "ukALavAmAM garabaDa thaI che ane je pANI vahoryuM che. e to sacitta che." to sAdhu vidhipUrvaka e pANIne paraThave... AmAM virAdhanA che ja, chatAM kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka paraThave che, mATe sAdhu nirdoSa che. teukAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) gacchamAM vRddha sAdhuo hoya ane upAzrayamAM rAtre aMdhAru vadhAre thaI javAthI vRddha sAdhuo mAtra karavA jatAM paDI jAya evo bhaya hoya. AvA vakhate sAdhu e sthAne jhIrono balba mukAve. to A tejaskAyanI zuddha virAdhanA che. vRddha sAdhuo paDI javAdi rUpa bhaya kharekhara che, eTale A balba mukAve che, jethI IlekTrIkasITInI virAdhanA hovA chatAM ujaInI virAdhanA nathI thatI. vaLI e jhIro balba paNa rAtre dasa vAgyA pachI zaru karAve che. tyAM sudhI to sAdhuo jAgatA hovAthI vRddhone mAtra paraThavavAdi mATe javAnuM nathI. savAre paNa zakya eTalI vahelI jayaNA karAvI de che... Ama, A badhI yatanA paNa pALI che. ema cora, sApa vagerenA bhayavALA sthAnomAM paNa A vAta samajI levI. (kha) meleriyAdi tAvamAM bapore-sAMje tapAsa karavA chatAM garama dUdha na maLe, to chevaTe garama dUdha karAvavuM paDe... ema te te mAMdagImAM nirdoSa vastu na maLe to ane doSita karAvyA vinA cAle ema ja na hoya to doSita karAvavuM paDe.... vAyukAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) bhayaMkara rogo thAya, hospITalamAM dAkhala thavuM paDe, .C.U. mAM rahevuM paDe ke e sivAya paNa DokTaranI kaDaka sUcanAthI erakanDIzanamAM ja rahevuM paDe. e vakhate zakya eTaluM erakanDIzana ochuM rakhAve. rogI sivAyanA sAdhuo tyAM na bese, eka ke be sAdhu ja tyAM e rUmamAM 2he. bIjAo vaMdanAdi karavA Ave, paNa te ja rUmamAM lAMbo samaya na rahe. (kha) vaizAkha-jeTha mahInAnI garamI ane baphAro ati bhayaMkara hoya, sahana karavAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM paNa garamInI parAkASThAmAM sahanazakti paNa ochI paDatI hoya... AvI paristhitimAM anukULatA meLavavA nahi, paraMtu ArtadhyAna aTakAvavA ane ArAdhanA vadhu sArI karavA mATe sAdhu bArI-bAraNA khole... AmAM pavanano rAga nathI, ke du:khano dveSa paNa nathI. paNa bAhya paristhiti ArAdhanAne mATe atyaMta pratikULa UbhI thavAthI ArAdhanA TakAvI rAkhavAno ja eka mAtra bhAva che. arthAt kAraNasara ja doSa seve che, ane paMkhAdi vAparavAne badale mAtra bArI-bAraNA kholavArUpa nAno doSa sevavAnI yatanA kare che... A paNa vAyukAyanI zuddha virAdhanA che. 4156

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ja 99 jAtaja - prathama mahAvata ja ahi - - 99 - - - - vanaspatikAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) comAsAmAM cAre bAju nigoda thaI gaI hoya, eka-be-traNa upavAsathI vadhu karavAnI zakti na hoya, eTale ja gocarI-pANI levA javuM Avazyaka hoya, te vakhate sAdhu jayAM ochI nigoda hoya evA sthAnomAM ja gocarI jAya, saMyamanirvAha mATe jeTaluM jarurI hoya eTaluM ja vApare. ane e rIte ochAmAM ochI nigoda virAdhanAthI saMyamanirvAha karavAno prayatna kare. (kha) tevA prakAranI mAMdagImAM phaLo vAparavA ja paDe, to je phaLomAM ochA bIja hoya evAM phaLo vApare. vadhAre bIjavALA phaLo na vApare. dA.ta. cIkuthI cAlI jAya, to saMtarAmosaMbI vagere na vApare. sapharajanathI cAlI jAya to klIMgarAdi na vApare. kamaLAmAM zeraDIno rasa levo ja paDe to paNa jo caNA khAvAthI jeTaluM kAma patatuM hoya, eTaluM patAve... rasanI jeTalI ochI jarura rahe, evo prayatna kare ane eTalo ja rasa vApare. trasakAyamAM zuddha virAdhanA : (ka) glAnanI vaiyAvacca vagere rUpa atyaMta agatyanA kAma mATe jhaDapathI javuM jarUrI hoya, eTale lAMbA vihAro karavAnA hoya, e vakhate gurunI rajA laIne aMdhArAmAM paNa vihAra kare. ghaNA lAMbA vihAra hovAthI upadhi uMcakavI zakya na hoya to e mATe sAthe upadhi uMcakavA mATe sAIkalavALo rAkhe. AmAM traNa virAdhanAnI saMbhAvanA hovA chatAM gADha kAraNasara te A pramANe pravRtti Adare. (kha) kutaro upAzrayamAM satata besI raheto hoya, aghI-mUtarIne upadhi vagere bagADato hoya, kabutarAdi phADI khAto hoya... AvI paristhitimAM kutarAne bahAra kADhavo anivArya bane tyAre enA upara pANI nAMkhavA dvArA ke chevaTe dAMDAthI gabharAvavA dvArA paNa bahAra kADhe. AvuM vAraMvAra na karavuM paDe e mATe upAzrayamAM kutaro pravezI na zake evI ucita vyavasthA karAvaDAve... (ga) rastAmAM ghaNA kutarAo pAchaLa paDe, karaDI javAno bhaya rahe, e vakhate nAchuTake dAMDAthI ke pattharathI kutarAone gabharAve. paNa dAMDA ke patharo mAravo na paDe, mAtra tevI ceSTAthI ja rakSaNa maLI jAya tevuM kare. - uparanA dRSTAntomAM dekhAze ke (1) gItArtha ke gItArthanizcita sAdhu (2) kAraNasara (3) yatanA jALavavA pUrvaka (4) virAdhanA kare che, ene virAdhanA karavI paDe che.

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& &&& 2 mahAvato ja A dareka virAdhanA ane karmakSaya ApanArI banI rahe che. emAM mahAvratano bhaMga thavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, urdu emAM saMyamapariNAmonI vRddhi ja thAya che. A to ApaNe thoDAka ja dRSTAMto joyA. paNa kharekhara to dareke dareka virAdhanAmAM A vAta samajI ja levAnI che. eTale pUrve SaTkAyanI je virAdhanAo batAvelI, e badhAyamAM A vAtano khyAla rAkhavo ja ke jo e virAdhanA kAraNasara, yatanApUrvaka gItArtha sAdhu ke gItArtha nizrita sAdhu karato haze, to emAM koI ja doSa nathI. ziSya : jema utsargamArga ArAdhanArUpa che, ane e karmakSaya Ape che tema apavAdamArga paNa ArAdhanA rUpa che, ane e karmakSaya Ape che. e vAta tame hamaNAM ja darzAvI. A rIte vicArIe to utsargamArga ane apavAdamArga baMne sarakhA ja thayA. to pachI jema utsargamArga vadhu ne vadhu sevIe, tema vadhu ne vadhu karmakSaya prApta thAya. ema apavAdamArga paNa jeTalo vadhu ne vadhu sevIe, eTalo vadhu ne vadhu karmakSaya thAya. A vAta barAbara ne ? guru : hA, barAbara ! utsargamArga jeTalo vadhu sevAya eTalI karmanirjarA vadhAre ! apavAdamArga jeTalo vadhu sevAya eTalI karmanirjarA vadhAre ! ziSya : vAha ! vAha ! to to upavAsAdi tapa e utsargamArga che. to jema vadhu ne vadhu tapa karIe tema vadhu ne vadhu karmakSaya prApta thAya. ema AdhAkarmI vAparavuM e apavAdamArga che, to jema vadhu ne vadhu AdhAkarmI vAparIe tema vadhu ne vadhu karmakSaya thaze ne ? ajavALAmAM ja vadhu ne vadhu vihAra karavArUpI utsargamArgathI puSkaLa karmakSaya ! to aMdhArAmAM ja vadhu ne vadhu vihAra karavArUpI apavAda mArgathI puSkaLa karmakSaya ! vastrono kApa na kADhavA rUpI utsargamArgathI puSkaLa karmakSaya ! to vAraMvAra vastro dhovA rUpI apavAdamArgathI puSkaLa karmakSaya ! A to majhA paDI jAya. AdhAkarmI vAparyA ja karo, rAtre ja vihAra karyA karo, vastro dhoyA ja karo... emAM ja ApaNuM kalyANa ! guru : apavAdamArganA sevanamAM A ja eka bhayaMkara Apatti che, je atyAre tArA zabdo parathI, emAMthI pragaTa thatA tArA bhAvo parathI chatI thAya che. meM tane pUrve ja keTaluM badhuM spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM che ke mAtra AdhAkarmI vAparavuM. e apavAda nathI. paNa kAraNasara zAstrIyayatanA pUrvaka AdhAkarmI vAparavuM e apavAda che. ane e ja karmakSaya karI Ape. ene badale tuM kAraNa + yatanA A padArthonI sAme 29-9-9-9-09-bola jI-- we ------ - - - - - - - -

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prathama mahAvrata AMkha mIMcAmaNA karIne mAtra AdhAkarmIne tuM apavAda tarIke bolI rahyo che. kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka AdhAkarmI hajAra vakhata vaparAze to hajAre hajAra vakhata karmakSaya karI Apaze ja, e niHzaMka bAbata che. adhyAtmavizuddhi jenI pAse che, tene doSasevana hajA2vA2 thAya ke lAkhavAra thAya pratyeka vA2 karmakSaya che, che ne che ja. paNa sauthI moTI muzkelI ja e che ke apavAdamArgamAM adhyAtmavizuddhi TakAvI rAkhavI e lagabhaga duHzakya che. doSa kAraNasa2 ja sevavo ane e paNa yatanApUrvaka ja sevavo... A vAta badhe kyAM zakya bane che ? zaru zarumAM A badhuM sacavAya, dhIre dhIre kAraNa nIkaLI jAya, yatanA nIkaLI jAya, rahI jAya mAtra doSa ! ane mugdhajIvo ene apavAda mAnIne sevyA kare. tuM je bolyo, emAM A bhaya spaSTa rIte jaNAI Ave che. teM kAraNayatanA Ano ullekha na karyo, ane mAtra AdhAkarmIno, mAtra rAtrivihArano, mAtra kApa kADhavAno ja ullekha karyo, e kevuM bhayAnaka kahevAya ? mahopAdhyAyajIe mATe ja upadezarahasyamAM kahyuM che ke "mahAmunio game eTalA apavAda seve, to paNa emanA cAritra pariNAma akabaMdha rahe. emAM kazuM nukasAna na thAya. paNa e vAta prAyaH samajavI" te pachI khulAso karyo che ke prAyograhanuM mantakSayopaNamavati vyaminnAravAraLAya arthAt je muniono cAritrapariNAma nabaLo hoya, cAritramohano kSayopazama nabaLo hoya teo jo apavAda seve to apavAda sevatA sevatA emano cAritrapariNAma tUTI paNa jAya. arthAt teo sAdhutA gumAvI bese. have tuM ja bola. 'A pAMcamo Aro ! emAM ya pAcho avasarpiNIkALa ! emAM ya vizeSa tAlIma vinA jhaTapaTa thatI dIkSAo ! emAMya kunimittonuM bephAma jora ! 1. AvA kALamAM cAritramohanA tIvra kSayopazamavALA sAdhuo keTalA ? 2. AvA kALamAM cAritramohanA maMda kSayopazamavALA sAdhuo keTalA ? 3. AvA kALamAM cAritramohano kSayopazama ja na hoya evA sAdhuo keTalA ? trIjA vikalpanI vAta javA de. paNa jeTalA sAdhuo cAritrapariNAmavALA che, emAMthI 70%, 80% sAdhuo sAcA sAdhu hovA chatAMya maMdakSayovazamavALA hoya e zakya nathI zuM ? 159

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- - - - - - - - - mahAvato hala 9-9 9 -- e TakAvArI bhale game te hoya, paNa eka vAta to pAkI ne? ke jeno cAritramohano kSayopazama maMda haze, teo jo apavAda sevaze, to dhIme dhIme teono cAritrapariNAma khatama thaI jaze, teo mAtra vezadhArI banI raheze. mATe ja je sAcA sAdhuo hoya, teo to apavAdamArganuM sevana karatA paNa gabharAya. "A apavAda sevatA sevatA mAro pariNAma khalAsa thaI jaze to ? mAro cAritra mohano kSayopazama nabaLo haze to? to huM sAdhutA gumAvI besIza. nA, nA. mAre mArI sAdhutA gumAvavI nathI. e mATe huM apavAdamArganuM paNa sevana nahi karuM... enAthI dUra bhAgIza." A nakaruM satya che, mATe ja yatijItakalpamAM apavAdamArganuM varNanAdi karyA pachI paNa chelle to kahyuM ja ke "RUApaDilevA na vi Tu na nisiplI.. kAraNasara doSa sevana karavuM e jo ke niSiddha nathI, chatAM paNa kAraNasara paNa doSa-sevana na karAya, thoDuMka sahana karI levAya to vadhu sAru. eTale tuM bahu spaSTa rIte samajI le ke 1. utsargamArga e ArAdhanA ja che, te karmakSaya Ape ja che. 2. apavAdamArga e ArAdhanA ja che, te paNa karmakSaya Ape ja che. 3. paNa apavAdamArga apavAdamArga rUpe TakAvI rAkhavo atyaMta kaparo che. 4. mATe thoDuMka kheMcIne paNa apavAdamArga tyAgI, utsargamArga pakaDI rakhAya te sAruM. 5. mATe ja kharuM kAraNa hoya to paNa yatanApUrvaka paNa apavAda sevavAne badale utsarganI ArAdhanA karavI. ziSya : to to khoTuM thaze. zAstromAM lakhyuM che ke "je sAdhu apavAdanA sthAne utsarganI ArAdhanA pakaDI rAkhe, te virAdhaka bane." tame to mane apavAdanA sthAne paNa utsarganI ArAdhanA ja pakaDI rAkhavAno upadeza Apo cho, A to tame mane unmArge dhakelo cho. tamArI A vAta mane samajAtI nathI. guru : pahelI vAta to e ke A upadeza meM mArI rIte svataMtramatithI nathI Apyo. meM tane atyAre ja Ara paDilevA.... e gAthA darzAvI ja che ne ? eTale apavAdanA sthAne paNa utsarga sevavAnI vAta khuda zAstrakAra bhagavaMtonI ja che, mArA gharanI nathI. bIjI vAta e ke ekabAju te darzAvelI vAta paNa zAstrIya che ke "apavAdanA sthAne utsarga sevanAra virAdhaka bane." ane meM darzAvelI vAta paNa zAstrIya che ke "apavAdasevananuM kAraNa hAjara hoya to paNa utsarga sevavo..." have A beya vAto paraspara virodhI lAge che ne ?

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- prathama mahAvrata ApaNe enuM samAdhAna zodhIe. (1) apavAdanA sthAnamAM utsarga sevavAthI jo vadhu nukasAna thavAnuM hoya ene badale tyAM apavAda sevavAmAM ochuM nukasAna thavAnuM hoya to tyAM apavAda sevana sAruM. (2) apavAdanA sthAnamAM utsarga sevavAthI jo ochuM nukasAna thavAnuM hoya ene badale tyAM apavAda sevavAmAM vadhu nukasAna thavAnuM hoya to tyAM utsargasevana sAruM. Ama naphA-nukasAnanA AdhAre baMne zAstrapATho sAcA ja Thare che. A vAtane dRSTAntathI samajIe. gADha mAMdagImAM AdhAkarmI na levAthI, davA na levAthI, hospITalamAM dAkhala na thavAthI jo mota thaI jAya evI paristhiti hoya ane A doSo sevavAthI motathI bacI zakAya ema hoya to tyAM apavAda ja sevavo yogya che. kemake emAM saMyamavirAdhanArUpI nAno doSa lAgaze, paNa AtmavirAdhanA rUpI moTo doSa nahi lAge. paNa ghaNA lAMbA vihArane kAraNe zarIra sakhata thAkI gayuM hoya, nabaLuM paDI gayuM hoya te vakhate jo AdhAkadi na laIe, paNa cAra-pAMca divasa ArAma karI laIe ane zarIrano thAka... nabaLAI nIkaLI jatA hoya... to e cArapAMca divasa nabaLAI rahevA chatAM, enAthI svAdhyAyAdimAM thoDoka vyAghAta thavA chatAM paNa e doSa nAno che. paNa ene badale jo tarata AdhAkarmAdi vAparI levAmAM Ave, to jo ke thAka-nabaLAI tarata utarI paNa jAya. (garamAgarama te te vastuo vAparavAthI tarata sphUrti Ave, e saMbhavita che. ) paraMtu emAM AdhAkarmAdi doSonuM sevana moTo doSa che. cAra-pAMca divasa svAdhyAyano thoDoka vyAghAta thavo e doSa ane AdhAkarmI vAparI levuM e doSa e be vacce AdhAkarmI vAparI levuM e doSa vadhu bhayaMkara che. kema ke dhIre dhIre enA khoTA saMskAro paDI javAnI zakyatA tyAM rahelI che. mukhyatve traNa virAdhanA najara sAme rAkhavI. (1) saMyama virAdhanA (2) AtmavirAdhanA (3) zAsana-virAdhanA. A traNa virAdhanA uttarottara bhayaMkara che. eTale ja apavAdanA sthAnamAM paNa apavAda sevavAmAM jo moTI virAdhanA thavAnI hoya, ene badale utsarga sevavAmAM jo nAnI virAdhanA thatI hoya to tyAM utsarga ja sevavo. paNa jo enAthI vadhu hoya to apavAda sevavo. saMyamavirAdhanAmAM paNa kaI saMyamavirAdhanA moTI, kaI nAnI ? vagere paNa sUkSma rIte vicAravuM paDe. e rIte AtmavirAdhanAmAM paNa samajI levuM. badhI ja AtmavirAdhanA badhI ja saMyama virAdhanA karatA moTI ja che, evuM pAchuM nathI. thAka lAgavo, paga dukhavA vagere paNa AtmavirAdhanA ja che, paNa enI sAme AdhAkarmAdi doSo rUpI saMyamavirAdhanA moTI che. * 161 **** *******

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9 -9-199 9 - - - - - mahAvato jAtaka - 9 - - - - vaLI A badhAmAMya vyaktigata rIte pAchA virAdhanAnA gaNito badalAya. lAkhokaroDo-abajo prakAranI paristhitio sarjAtI hoya, e dareka paristhitio pAchI abajo prakAranA jIvomAM judI judI asara pADatI hoya... eTale A badhAmAM koI eka ja niyama bAMdhI na zakAya. mukhyatve mokSane najara sAme rAkhIne badho vicAra karavAno hoya che. nUtana sAdhunI mAMdagI be-cAra dina vadhAre cAle, to paNa jo ene ArtadhyAna na thatuM hoya to e mAMdagIdoSane gauNa banAvIne paNa ene AdhAkarmAdi na paNa apAya. kemake e doSo pesI javAno bhaya hoya. jo nUtanano vairAgya pracaMDa hoya to pachI doSita ApavAmAM ocho doSa.... eTale (1) apavAdanA sthAne utsarga sevavo, (2) apavAdanA sthAne apavAda sevavo, A baMne vAto apekSAe sAcI che, spaSTa che, zAstrIya che. hA ! utsarganA sthAne utsarga ja sevavo. utsarganA sthAne apavAda sevana kadI hitakArI banatuM nathI, tyAM to utsargasevana ja hitakArI bane. ati ati ati UMDA che A jinazAsananA aNamola tattvo ! e mukhyatve AtmAnI pariNatinA AdhAra upara racAyelA che. pharI yAda karI lo. (1) utsargasthAne utsargasevana hitakArI bane. (4) apavAdasthAne apavAdasevana hitakArI paNa banI zake, kyAreka paraMparAe ahitakArI paNa banI zake. ziSya : Ape khUba khUba uMDANathI A badhA padArtho mane samajAvyA, e badala Apano AbhAra mAnuM chuM paraMtu hajI mane eka prazna e thAya che ke rAgajanya virAdhanA, dveSajanya virAdhanA ke zaktinigUhanajanya virAdhanA e traNeya virAdhanAne tame mahAvratonI ghAtaka gaNI che. to zuM AvI virAdhanAo karanAranA mahAvratano ghAta thaI jAya? teo guNasthAna gumAvI bese ? nIcenA guNasthAnomAM AvI jAya ? jo AvuM mAnavAnuM hoya to to Aje lagabhaga darekedareka sAdhu-sAdhvIne rojeroja AvI ekAda virAdhanA to thatI ja haze, ane to pachI tamAme tamAma sAdhunA mahAvratono ghAta mAnavo paDe. badhA mithyAtvI / aviratidhara mAnavA paDe. zAsanano viccheda mAnavo

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* * * * * * *nuM prathama mahAvata - jak : paDe. A badhuM zuM mAnI zakAya ? to pachI pAMcamAM ArAnA aMta sudhI zAsana TakavAnI vAta ja kyAM rahI ? guraH uparanI traNamAMthI jo koIpaNa virAdhanA thAya to mahAvratano bhaMga thAya e to nizcita hakIkata che. paNa bhaMga be prakArano che. (1) dezabhaMga (2) sarvabhaMga. jema koI mANasane roga thAya, akasmAtu thAya to emAM mANasa marI ja jAya evo niyama nathI. jIvaleNa roga ke jIvaleNa akasmAta thAya to mANasa marI jAya, paNa e sivAya to mANasa mAMdo paDe, pathArI bhego thAya, paNa marI na jAya. davAo laIne e pAcho sAjo thaI jAya. evuM ja A mahAvrato aMge che. rAgajanyavirAdhanA vaiSajanya virAdhanA zaktinigUhanajanya virAdhanA - A traNa darSika pratisevA gaNAya. gItArtha/gItArthanizcita kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka doSa seve te kalpika pratisevA gaNAya. A kalpika-pratisevAmAM to mahAvratane koI nukasAna nathI, enuM poSaNa che. darSika pratisevAmAM mahAvratane nukasAna thAya. dapika pratisevA roga jevI che, akasmAtu jevI che. enAthI mahAvratano vinAza paNa thAya ke mahAvratane IjA paNa thAya. prazna : kaI darSika pratisevAthI mahAvratono vinAza thAya ane kaI darSika pratisevAthI mahAvratone IjA thAya paNa maraNa na thAya, e darzAvazo ? uttara : hA ! zAstramAM kIdhuM che ke savve vi aiArA saMjalaNANa udayao haMti badhA ja aticAro saMjavalananA udayathI thAya. e sivAyanA koIpaNa kaSAyanA udayathI mahAvrata mUlathI chedAI jAya. arthAt mahAvratanuM mota thAya, pharI dIkSA ApavI paDe. - eno sAra e ke koIpaNa darSika pratisevA pAchaLa jo mAtra saMjavalanakaSAyano ja udaya hoya to tyAM mahAvratane IjA thAya, aticAra lAge, ... paNa sAdhupaNuM jatuM na rahe. chaThuM guNasthAnaka jatuM na rahe. e to TakI rahe, mAtra emAM thoDIka nabaLAI Ave. paNa koIpaNa darSika pratisevA pAchaLa jo bAkInA koIpaNa kaSAyano udaya hoya to tyAM mahAvratanuM mRtyu ja thAya. sAdhupaNuM jatuM rahe, chaThTha guNasthAna jatuM rahe. naha-se-se-------------- 163 09-09-9-09-9-09-09--9-09-09-09-49

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mahAvrato have aMdara kayA kaSAyano udaya che, e chadmastha to zI rIte jANI zake ? paNa chatAM bahAranI pravRttinA AdhAre te vakhate 'kayA kaSAyano udaya che' enuM anumAna karavAmAM Ave. prAyazcitta ApavAnI vidhi e Ane ja AdhAre goThavAyelI che. A AkhAya padArthane vyavasthita samajavA mATe ApaNe kula cha vastu uMDANathI samajavI paDaze. (1) niraticAra - utsargamArga. koIpaNa doSa vinA utsargamArganuM sevana karavuM. (2) sAticAra - utsargamArga. saMjvalanodayathI nAnA doSa sAthe utsargamArganuM sevana karavuM. (3) unmArga - utsargamArga. anya kaSAyodayathI moTA doSa sAthe utsargamArganuM sevana karavuM. (4) niraticAra - apavAdamArga. koIpaNa doSa vinA apavAdamArganuM sevana karavuM. (5) sAticAra - apavAdamArga. saMjvalanodayathI nAnA doSa sAthe apavAdamArganuM sevana karavuM. (6) unmArga - apavAdamArga. anyakaSAyodayathI moTA doSa sAthe apavAdamArganuM sevana karavuM. A cha padArtho ApaNe barAbara samajavA che. . utsargamArga eTale mokSe javA mATeno sIdho-pAko rasto. apavAda mArga eTale mokSe javA mATeno vAMkocUko - kAco rasto. jema sIdhA ane pAkA raste saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhI zakAya ane rasto sIdho hovAthI bhUlA paDI javAno bhaya paNa na rahe. ema nirdoSa gocarI vAparavI - ajavALAmAM vihAra karavo - varSe ekAda-bevAra ja kApa kADhavo - AyaMbilanI gocarI vAparavI - rAtre cha kalAka sivAya bilakula ArAma na karavo - strIparicayAdi na karavA - * TrasTAdi na sthApavA... A badho utsargamArga evo che ke jo ene AcarIe to mokSamArge dhaDAdhaDa AgaLa vadhIe. emAM kyAMya bhUlA paDI javAno bhaya na rahe. mAthe koI ciMtA na rahe. mastIthI AgaLa vadhavAnuM rahe. paNa sIdhA-pAkA raste AgaLa vadhatI gADI paNa kyAreka mazIna bagaDavAthI aTakI paDe, dhImI paDe... tyAre mazIna sAju karIne e gADI pAchI AgaLa vadhe. ema utsargamArganuM sevana cAlu hovA chatAM emAM nAnA-nAnA doSo lAgyA kare. dA.ta. nirdoSa gocarI ja vApare, paNa kyAreka gharamAM dareka vastunI sUkSmatapAsa karavAmAM pramAda sevAI jAya. sAmAnya tapAsa karIne vahorI levAya,... * 164**** **

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---------------09-09 09-- prathama mahAvata - - - - - - - - - - - - - Ama to ajavALAmAM ja vihAra kare, paNa emAM IryAsamitino upayoga rAkhavAmAM kyAreka cUkI javAya. kyAreka ochA ajavALAmAM vihAra thaI jAya... Ama to varSe ekAdavAra ja kApa kADhe, paNa e vakhate vibhUSA karavAno bhAva jAgavAthI uMcAmAMnA sAbu-sarpha vAparavAnI pravRtti thAya... Ama to annaprAnta gocarI vApare, paNa emAM garama DhokaLA - DhosAdino AsvAda levA mana Atura banI jAya.... divase bilakula na uMdhe, chatAM beThA-beThA dasa miniTa jhokA khAI le. brahmacaryanI navavADo barAbara pALe, paNa kyAreka najara paDI jAya ane rAgabhAva jAgI jAya. najara tarata kheMcI le... Ama to TrasTa vagere kazuM na sthApe, chatAM "potAnA thakI je saMghAdi sthapAyA hoya e to badhA potAnI salAha pramANe ja varte' evo bhAva - mamatvabhAva rahyA karato hoya. AmAM utsargamArganuM sevana cAlu che, paNa saMjavalanodayathI prerAIne emAM nAnA nAnA doSo sevAya che, eTale A sAticAra utsarga mArga kahevAya. AmAM sAdhu mokSa tarapha je rIte jhaDapathI AgaLa vadhato hato, emAM thoDIka jhaDapa ghaTe. saMyamapariNAma thoDAka aTake, basa, AmAM ATalu nukasAna che. paNa e mokSathI dUra nathI jato. e mokSathI uMdhA raste phaMTAI nathI jato. je aticAro lAgyA hoya, enI zuddhi karIne e pAcho mokSa tarapha dhasamasato doDavA mAMDe che. jema pAkA raste paNa kyAreka bhayaMkara akasmAt thavAthI loko maraNa pAme. pAkA raste puSkaLa bhIDa thaI javAthI tyAMthI AgaLa vadhI ja na zakAya... ema utsarga mArganI paNa A paristhiti hoI zake che. ' 'dA.ta. pote ke anya sAdhu mAMdo paDelo hoya ane mAMdagI ghaNI gaMbhIra hovAthI jIva bacAvavA ke moTI khoDakhAMpaNa thatI aTakAvavA mATe tAtkAlika AdhAkarmI levuM ja paDe tema hoya. to paNa sAdhu "marI jaIza, paNa doSita nahi vApara, bIjAne paNa doSita nahi lAvI ApuM." ema vicArI nirdoSa gocarI rUpI utsargamArga seve. bIjI bAju mRtyu ke moTI khoDa khAMpaNa ke puSkaLa ArtadhyAnAdi thAya... AvI jaDatA chaThThA guNasthAnakanI pariNativALAne na hoya. eTale A sAdhuno utsargamArga unmArga rUpa ja banI rahe che. pAkA raste bhayaMkara akasmAtathI mota pAmavA jevuM A kRtya bane che. ema glAna sAdhunI sevA mATe jaldI pahoMcavAnI jarUriyAta hovA chatAM ajavALAno vihAra pakaDI rAkhI moDA pahoMcavuM - zAsanahIlanA thAya evI paristhiti sarjAya to paNa kapaDAno kApa kADhavAnI 9--9--29-9-49-4- 9-9-4-2-165 9-09---9--9-9-4-9

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ja eka ja che je 2909-09-09 29 jaja mahAvrato ke je je jAta jAta jAtanA taiyArI na batAvavI - AMkhanuM teja khalAsa thaI jAya, aMdhApo AvI jAya to paNa AMbila pakaDI rAkhe, paNa ucita vigaI vaparAza na kare - chedagranthAdi jevA pATho AkhA ne AkhA jhokA khAvAmAM jatA hoya ane eTale ja bapore dasa-vIsa miniTa jo ArAma karI le to Akho pATha khUba ja sArI rIte cAle tema hoya, tema chatAM zrutajJAnane jatu karIne paNa bapore na ja uMghavA rUpa utsargamArga pakaDI rAkhe. sAdhvIgaNane sAcavavAnI saMpUrNa pAtratA-lAyakAta hovA chatAM paNa "A to strI paricaya che." evA evA vicArothI sAdhvIgaNanI javAbadArI na svIkAre, ema vyAkhyAnamAM benonI hAjarIne strIparicayarupa gaNIne mAtra bhAIone ja vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA de... je jaDatA-atyAgraha-mUDhatA kahevAya, tevA prakAranuM vartana karIne utsargamArganuM sevana e unmArga rUpe utsarga bane che. AmAM lagabhaga sAcI sAdhutA TakatI hotI nathI. have vAta karIe kAcA rastAnI ! jyAre pAkA rastA para AgaLa vadhI na zakAya, tyAre te rasto choDIne kAco rasto apanAvavo paDe. kAco rasto muzkelIvALo hoya, tyAM AgaLa vadhavuM kaThina paDe... mATe ja moTA bhAge pAkA raste ja AgaLa vadhavAmAM Ave che. paNa pAko rasto AgaLa tUTI gayo hovAthI ke pAko rasto bhIDavALo thaI gayo hovAthI tyAM AgaLa vadhavuM zakya na bane, tyAre nAchUTake kAco rasto pakaDAya. emAM khUba sAcavI sAcavIne AgaLa vadhavAmAM Ave. AgaLa jo pAchA pAkA raste AvI javAtuM hoya to tarata AvI javAya. kAco rasto gamI jAya, e zakya nathI. kema ke tyAM dhULa uDe, khADA-TekarA hoya, jaldI sahAya na maLe. ema jyAre utsargamArga AcarI ja na zakAya, tyAre apavAda apanAvavAno hoya che. e apavAda ghaNo agharo che. kemake apavAdamArgamAM sukhazIlatAdi doSo pesI javAnI ane yatanA tUTI javAnI ghaNI zakyatAo che.... mATe ja jo zakya hoya to thoDuM sahana karIne paNa utsargamArga ja ArAdhavAmAM Ave che. paNa utsargamArga ArAdhavo zakya ja na hoya, utsargamArganI ArAdhanA karavA jatAM zAsanahIlanA, AtmavirAdhanAdi moTA doSo utpanna thavAnA hoya to chevaTe kAcA rastA jevo apavAda apanAvavAmAM Ave che. paNa A apavAdamAM khUba ja sAcavI-sAcavIne AgaLa vadhavuM paDe. rAgadveSa UbhA na thaI jAya, ayatanA ghUsI na jAya eno khAsa prayatna karavAno hoya che. have A apavAdamArga traNa prakArano che.

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prathama mahAvrata jo kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka ja doSa sevavAmAM Ave to e niraticAra apavAda banI rahe. jema gADI kAcA raste paNa sAvadhAnIpUrvaka saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhI zake, tema gItArthasAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka doSa sevavA dvArA paNa mokSa tarapha saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhI zake che. paNa evuM jo bane ke gItArtha sAdhu kAraNasara ja doSa seve, chatAM enI yatanA sAcavavAmAM thoDIka garabaDo karI bese. dA.ta. nirdoSa vastu mATe traNa vAra tapAsa karavAne badale mAtra be vA2 ja tapAsa kare, emAM nirdoSa prAyogya vastu na maLatA trIjIvAramAM ja doSita laI le, AdhAkarmI karAve. AmAM yatanAmAM thoDIka uNapa rAkhI kahevAya. athavA to doSitamAM paNa sthApanAdi doSavALI vastunI tapAsa karavAne badale mizrAdi doSavALI vastu apanAvI le. glAna sAdhu mATe vahelA pahoMcavA aMdhArAmAM vihAra karavAnI jarura hovAthI ja aMdhArAmAM vihAra kare. chatAM emAM pAMca vAge vihAra kare to paNa cAlI zake ema hovA chatAM jarAka sukhazIlatAdi AvI javAthI poNA-pAMce ja vihAra karI de... zAsanahIlanAdi aTakAvavA mATe ja vastrono kApa vadhu vAra kADhe, chatAM mAtra pANIthI kApa kADhe to paNa zAsanahIlanA aTakavI zakya hovA chatAM paNa sukhazIlatAthI prerAIne sAbu-sarpha vApare. e dhoLA vastro paheravAmAM jarAka rAganI anubhUti thAya. kharekhara IndriyanI hAni na thAya e mATe vigaI vApare, paNa emAM AsaktibhAva jAgI jAya. pATha sAro levA mATe ja bapore ArAma kare, paNa e dasa miniTa ArAmathI paNa cAle tema hovA chatAM 20-30 miniTa ArAma zaru karI de... A badhA apavAda sevano evA che ke ekadama cokhkhA nathI, nAnA-nAnA doSo lAgelA che. mATe A sAticAra apavAda kahevAya che. je apavAda mAtra sukhazIlatA, pramAda, Asakti vagerethI prerAIne ja sevavAmAM Ave, jemAM apavAda sevavAnuM koI kAraNa ja na hoya, ane sAdhu niHzaMka banIne doSa sevato hoya to e apavAda hakIkatamAM unmArga ja banI rahe che. dA.ta. AsaktithI prerAIne AdhAkarmI zIro vagere karAve, zArIrika sukhazIlatAne paravaza banIne rAtre ja vihAra kare, vibhUSAnA rAgathI kAyama dhoLA-dhaba vastro pahere, vAraMvAra kApa kADhe. Asaktine paravaza banIne puSkaLa vigaIo vApare, vagara kAraNe roja bapore eka-be-kalAka UMghI jAya... 167 **** **

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99 - - - - - - - 99099-9 mahAvato ke 9-- 1999 - - - - - A badhA unmArga rUpa apavAdo che. sAmAnyathI ema kahI zakAya ke (1) jyAM kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka doSasevana che, te niraticAra - apavAdA (2) jyAM kAraNasara doSasevana che, paNa yatanAmAM thoDI garabaDa che, te sAticAra apavAda. (3) jyAM kAraNa vinA doSasevana che, chatAM yatanA pAlana kare che... te sAticAra apavAda (4) jyAM kAraNa vinA doSasevana che, yatanA paNa nathI. te unmArga apavAda AmAM bIjA bhAMgAnA sAticAra apavAda karatA trIjA bhAMgAno sAticAra apavAda vadhu doSavALo che. kemake kAraNa hovuM ane yatanA hovI emAM "kAraNa hovuM e vAta vadhu mahattvanI che mATe ja kAraNasara chatAM yatanAmAM garabaDa sAthe doSa sevAya to emAM zAstroe alpa prAyazcitta darzAveluM che. ene badale yatanA sAthe paNa kAraNa vinA ja doSa sevAya to emAM vadhu prAyazcitta darzAveluM che. AmAM jeo sAticAra apavAda seve che, teo jo maMda pariNAmavALA hoya to dhIre dhIre unmArga apavAda sevatA thaI ja jAya. arthAt kAraNasara doSa sevatA sevatA dhIre dhIre kAraNa vinA paNa doSa sevatA thaI jAya. yatanA pUrvaka doSa sevatA sevatA dhIre dhIre yatanA vinA paNa doSa sevatA thaI jAya. kAraNa ke yatanA je hoya ane dhIre dhIre gumAvI bese. jeo tIvra cAritrapariNAmavALA che, teo prAyaH kAraNa vinA to doSa seve nahi. kemake tIvracAritrapariNAmanI hAjarImAM kAraNa vinA doSa sevavAnI pravRtti prAya: zakya nathI. hA ! teo pramAdAdine vaza thaI ayatanA sevI bese ane e rIte sAticAra apavAda sevI bese, e zakya che. paNa teono cAritrapariNAma tIvra hovAthI teo dhIme dhIme niraticAra apavAda tarapha, niraticAra utsarga tarapha ja AgaLa vadhe che. A cha vastuomAM paNa keTalIka agatyanI bAbato chupAyelI che. je jIvanI pariNatinI vicitratAo sUcave che. (ka) niraticAra utsarga sevanArAnI loko khUba prazaMsA kare, cAre bAju vAha-vAha thAya to evuM paNa bane ke e sAdhu niraticAra utsargamAM evo AgrahavALo banI jAya ke pachI game eTalA nukasAno vacce paNa e utsargane jaDatA sAthe pakaDI rAkhanAro bane. jo AvuM thAya to niraticAra utsargano svAmI sAdhu unmArga-utsarganuM sevana karanAro banI jAya. (kha) niraticAra utsargavALo jIva paNa dhIme dhIme jo pramAdAdine paravaza bane to

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* prathama mahAvrata ** sAticAra utsargano mAlika bane. (ga) sAticAra utsargavALo jIva sadgurunuM mArgadarzana, aticAronI AlocanA, tIvra cAritrapariNAma vagere dvArA niraticAra utsarga tarapha AgaLa vadhato jAya. (gha) sAticAra utsargavALA jIvamAM jo aticAronI AlocanA vagere na hoya, ochA hoya to dhIme dhIme te sAticAra-apavAda tarapha, unmArga-apavAda tarapha DhaLI jAya. (ca) niraticAra apavAda paNa vizvAsapAtra nathI, kemake jeno cAritrapariNAma maMda haze, te niraticAra apavAda sevatA sevatA ja sAticAra apavAdamAM ane chevaTe unmArga apavAdamAM DhaLI jaze. A sauthI moTuM bhaya sthAna che. A apavAda evo lIso patthara che, ke jemAMthI lapasIne patananI khAImAM paDI javAnuM jokhama khUba khUba rahe che. (cha) unmArga utsarga ke unmArga apavAda bemAMthI ekeyamAM cAritra prAyaH saMbhavita nathI. (ja) unmArga utsargamAM to prAyaH samyaktva paNa saMbhavita nathI. kema ke samyakatvI AtmAmAM AvA prakAranI jaDatA prAyaH saMbhavita ja nathI ke e moTA nukasAno svIkArIne paNa utsarga pakaDI rAkhe. paNa unmArga apavAdamAM jo pazcAttApa hoya to emane samyakatvanI saMbhAvanA kharI. te jIvo je niSkAraNa ane vagara yatanAe doSa seve che, te to cAritramohanIya karmano bhayAnaka mahimA che. paNa e vakhate paNa pazcAttApAdi hoI zake che. eTale emane samyaktvanI saMbhAvanA che. saMvignapAkSiko A bhUmikAmAM ja che. teo Ama unmArga apavAdanA sevanArA che, chatAM pazcAttApAdi hovAthI teo samyagdaSTi che. kevI vicitratA ! unmArga utsarganuM sevana prAyaH mithyAtvamohanA udayathI thAya, cAritramohodayathI nahi. unmArga apavAdanuM sevana cAritramohanA udayathI thAya, mithyAmohodaya tyAM na paNa hoya. A to amuka bAbato ja batAvI. AvI to ghaNI ghaNI vizeSatAo A cha padArtha aMge vicArI zakAya. pharI e vAta ke jIvanI pariNita anekAneka prakAranI saMbhave che, ane mATe ja A badhI bAbatamAM koIpaNa ekAMta bAMdhI zakAto nathI. karoDo-abajo prakAranI pariNationI vizeSatAo lakhIne darzAvavI azakya che. e jema jema najara sAme upasthita thAya, tema tema enI samajaNa prApta thatI jAya. eTale 'jeTalI vizeSatAo jaNAvI che, eTalI ja che.' ema paNa na mAnavuM ke 'e aMtima satya che.' ema paNa na mAnavuM. 169

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* * * * * * * mahAvato * prazna : zAstrIya yatanA doSasevana vakhate karavAnI hoya che, paNa e dareka doSasevana vakhate zAstrIya yatanA karavI ja paDe ? yatanA na karo to na ja cAle evuM kharuM ? uttara : AdhAkarmAdi doSa kayA kAraNasara sevavo paDe che, enA AdhAre nakkI thAya ke tyAM yatanA avazya sevavI ja paDe ke yatanA sevyA vinA doSa sevAya ? kAraNo be prakAranA hoya che. (1) AgADha (2) anAgADha emAM je mAMdagI vagere kAraNo anAgADha hoya, be-traNa kalAka nirdoSa vastu mATe tapAsa karavAmAM Ave to paNa glAnane vAMdho AvavAno na hoya... evI paristhitimAM yatanA sevavI ja paDe. tyAM nirdoSa mATe gaveSaNA karavI, e na maLe to nAnAmAM nAnA doSavALI vastu levI, e na maLe to chevaTe moTA-moTA doSo vALI gocarI levI. e yatanA sevavI ja joIe. jo e yatanA na sevavAmAM Ave to aticAra lAge e bahu spaSTa vAta che. A pramAda dhIre dhIre anAcAra tarapha paNa kheMcI jAya to navAI nahi. eTale anAgADha kAraNosara jyAre doSa sevavAmAM Ave, tyAre to yatanAnuM sevana karavuM ja paDe. A zAstrIya yatanA dareke dareka doSo aMge judA judA prakAranI hoya. gItArtho e yatanAnuM svarUpa jANatA hoya. eTale teo ke temanI nizrAmAM rahelA sAdhuo e yatanAne sAdhI zake. paNa jayAre AgADha kAraNosara doSa sevavAno vakhata Ave, tyAre emAM "hAjara so hathiyAra" e nyAya lagADavAno hoya che. tyAM koIpaNa yatanA hotI nathI. tyAM ayatanA e ja yatanA. AgADha kAraNa vakhate yatanA karavA jAya e to moTI ayatanA gaNAya. dA.ta. glAna sAdhunuM B.P. ekadama ghaTI jAya, tatkAlika-upacAra na thAya to mRtyu thavAnI saMbhAvanA dekhAya. evI paristhitimAM nirdoSa balavaNanI zodha karavA na nIkaLAya, vahelAmAM vahelI take doSita balavaNa paNa ene pANImAM vaparAvIne jIva bacAvI levAya. eTale AvA AgADha kAraNo vakhate ayatanA e ja yatanA che.. AvA AgADha kAraNo vakhate yatanA e ja ayatanA che. ema acAnaka rastAmAM eksIDanTa thAya, jo jaldI hospITala pahoMcADavAmAM Ave to bacI javAnI saMbhAvanA hoya. nahi to kALadharma thAya. A rIte sAdhujIvana jatuM rahe, e yogya nathI. apavAda sevIne paNa sAdhujIvana bacAvI levuM joIe. oghani.mAM savvastha saMgama e gAthAmAM A ja vAta karavAmAM AvI che. have e vakhate sAtheno sAdhu yatanAno vicAra kare ke "zakya hoya to pahelA DoLImAM laI jAuM, e zakya na hoya

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--- prathama mahAvata -- --- -- to vahIlaceramAM, e zakya na hoya to traNa paiDAvALA rIkSAdi vAhanamAM laI jAuM, e paNa zakya na hoya to chevaTe cAra paiDAvALA vAhanamAM laI jAuM..." jo A badhI yatanA karavAmAM vilaMba kare, to sAdhu marI paNa jAya. eTale ja AvI yatanA te vakhate ayatanA ja gaNAya. ene badale tyAre tatkALa je paNa vAhana maLe, emAM sAdhune mUkIne hospITala pahoMcADIne bacAvI levo, pAchaLathI prAyazcitta karAvI levuM ane e rIte saMyamajIvana bacAvavuM... e ja moTI yatanA che. eTale A vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke AgADha kAraNa hoya to ayatanA ja yatanA. "hAjara so hathiyAra' nyAya lAge. AgADha kAraNa na hoya to yatanA ja yatanA. akasmAt thAya, paNa mota Ave evuM na hoya. sAmAnya ghasarako lAgyo hoya, chatAM cAlIne javuM zakya na hoya, e vakhate upara pramANe yatanA karavAmAM Ave to hajI cAle. kema ke moTuM koI nukasAna nathI. ziSya : yatanA nI vyAkhyA zuM ? 12 : bahutarAsatpravRttinivRttisAdhikA ceSTA yatanA jyAre doSa sevavAno ja hoya, tyAre vadhu doSa sevavAthI paNa kAma thatuM hoya, ane ochA doSa sevavAthI paNa kAma patatuM hoya. e vakhate zakya hoya eTaluM moTA doSonuM vAraNa karavuM ane zakya hoya eTalA ochAmAM ochA doSomAM patAvavuM e rItanI pravRtti e yatanA. dA.ta. sthApanA doSanI vastuthI cAlI jAya, to mizrAdivALI vastu na levI. aMdhArAmAM paNa aDadho kalAka ja vahelo vihAra karavAthI cAlI jAya, to poNokalAka vahelo vihAra na karavo kApa paNa mahine kADhavAthI, ane vaLI soDAkhAramAM kADhavAthI cAlI jAya, to 20 divase na kADhavo, sAbu sarpha na vAparavA. bapore uMghavuM jarUrI hoya to paNa jo dasa miniTa uMghavAthI cAlI jAya to vIsa miniTa na thavA devI. AvuM anekAneka bAbatomAM samajI levuM. ziSya ! ghaNo vistAra thaI gayo, paNa padArtha spaSTa rIte samajAvavA mATe A vistAra jarUrI hato. tAro mukhya prazna e hato ke "parkayanI hiMsAthI jo mahAvratano ghAta thayo hoya,

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mahAvrato to badhAne mahAvratano ghAta thaI cUkelo mAnavo paDe.' enuM samAdhAna A ja ke mAtra SaTkAya hiMsAthI mahAvratano ghAta thato ja nathI. jo kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka SaTkAyaghAta thato hoya to e apavAdamArga ja che. paNa jo pramAdAdithI SaTkAyano ghAta thAya to mahAvratano bhaMga thAya. e bhaMga paNa dezabhaMga ane sarvabhaMga ema be prakAre che. dezabhaMga thAya to paNa cAritra Take che, mAtra ene IjA thAya che. pazcAttApAdi malamapaTTA dvArA e IjAne dUra karI zakAya che. ziSya : tame kahyuM ke pramattayo zAstrALavyaparopaLa hiMmA... paNa dhAro ke pramAdayoga hovA chatAM paNa jo jIva mare ja nahi, to tyAM hiMsA gaNAya? tyAM karmabaMdha thAya ? guru H meM pahelAM ja vAta karI ke vyavahAramAM tyAM bhale hiMsA na kahevAya, chatAM nizcayanayathI to tyAM hiMsA gaNAya ja, ane e anusAre karmabaMdha paNa thAya ja. bahAra eka kIDI mare che ke be kIDI mare che ke ekeya nathI maratI... kharekhara enA AdhAre karmabaMdha thato ja nathI. je karmabaMdha thAya che, e jIvanA pramAdayogane AdhAre thAya che. zrI sUyagaDAMgasUtramAM anekAntavAdanuM varNana karatI vakhate A vAta bahu spaSTa rIte darzAvI che. kIDI mare eTale karmabaMdha ocho, ne hAthI mare to karmabaMdha vadhAre... A vyavahArane mAnya vastu che. ane e 99% sAcuM che. bAkI jo kIDImaraNa vakhate bhayaMkara tIvra adhyavasAya hoya to emAM karmabaMdha vadhAre thAya. jo hAthI ApaNA dvArA ajANatA mare to emAM karmabaMdha na thAya, ocho thAya. AvI to DhagalAbaMdha bAbato che. nizcayanayanA AdhAre jo vicArIe to e vAta ekadama spaSTa che ke sAdhune jo anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnIya ke pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyano udaya thAya to bAhya hiMsA hoya ke na hoya... nakkI sAdhupaNuM jAya ja. kemake A kaSAyano udaya chaThTha guNasthAne hoto ja nathI. nIcenA guNasthAnomAM ja hoya che. jyAre sAdhune jo mAtra saMjvalana kaSAyano ja udaya hoya to bAghahiMsA hoya to paNa sAdhunuM chaThThuM guNasthAna jatuM nathI ja. paNa A zuddha nizcayanaya che. vyavahAranuM nirUpaNa to ame pUrve karI ja gayA chIe. A ja badhA padArtho badhA ja mahAvratomAM samajI levAnA che. ka **** ********26 **

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13. sarvathA maSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata sau prathama A mahAvratanuM sUtra joI laIe. ahAvare ducce bhaMte mahavvae savvAo musAvAyAo veramaNaM savvaM bhaMte musAvAyaM paccakkhAmi, se kohA vA lohA vA bhayA vA hAsA vA neva sayaM musaM vaijjA, nevannehiM masaM vAyAvijjA, masaM vayaMte vi anne na samajANijjA / jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samAjANAmi tassa bhaMte paDikkamAmi niMdAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi / have Ano vistArathI artha joIe. Ano ghaNo kharo artha to pUrvanI jema ja samajI levo. je navI bAbato che te vicArIe. pramattayo - umiyAna mRNA A tattvArthasUtra-vRttino sAra che. pramAdayogathI jUThuM bolavuM e mRSA. pramAdayoga eTale krodha, lobha, mAna, mAyA e cAra kaSAya. pramAdayoga eTale bhaya, rati, arati, jugupsA, zoka, hAsya, e cha nokaSAya. mahAvratanuM je sUtra che. emAM vohI vA tohA vA ema be kaSAyono ullekha karelo che. enAthI cAreya kaSAyo samajI levAnA che. ema maya vA rIsA vI ema be nokaSAyono ullekha karelo che. enAthI cha nokaSAya samajI levAnA che. . eTale sAra e Avyo ke cAra kaSAyothI ke che nokaSAyothI prerAIne je khoTuM bolavAmAM Ave te ja mRSA. jo kaSAyothI ke nokaSAyothI prerAyA vinA ja koIka kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka khoTuM bolavAmAM Ave to e mRSA na gaNAya. emAM mahAvratano bhaMga thato nathI. paNa karmakSayanI ja prApti thAya che. " ziSya : kaSAyothI ane nokaSAyothI prerAIne jUThuM zI rIte bolAya ? e samajAvazo. gura : A Akho padArtha aSTapravacanamAtA pustakamAM bhASAsamitinA varNanamAM vistArathI batAvelo ja che. chatAM ahIMpaNa e Akho padArtha pharI tane daSTAMto sAthe darzAvuM chuM.

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mahAvrato (1) krodhamuSA H koIka sAdhu ke zrAvaka pratye game te kAraNe gusso hoya to enAmAM je doSo na hoya e paNa khoTI rIte ubhA karIne bIjAone kahevA e krodhamRSA ! ema eno doSa nAno hoya to paNa krodhathI prerAIne e doSane moTo karI dekhADavo. dA.ta. comAsAmAM koIka TrasTI sAthe bagaDyuM hoya to sAdhu saMghane ke gurvAdine jaNAve ke "A TrasTInA vahIvaTanA koI ThekANA nathI, goTALA che. paisA khAI jatA hoya toya bhagavAna jANe ! ane eno svabhAva paNa sAro nathI. badhA sAthe bagADe che..." A badhu krodhamRSA che. hakIkata to e che ke e TrasTI kharekhara evo hoya to paNa A mRSA ja gaNAya kemake A badhu bolavA pAchaLa kharekhara to krodhakaSAya ja bhAga bhajave che. ema je sahavartIo sAthe aNabanAva hoya, jemanA pratye manamAM koIpaNa kAraNosara roSa hoya, emanA sAcA ke khoTA doSo koInI AgaLa pragaTa karavA... e badho mRSAvAda ja che. bhale ne e doSo pelA sahavartImAM hoya... TUMkamAM koIpaNa jIva pratyenA krodhabhAvathI prerAIne sAcuM ke khoTuM game te bolo, e badhuM ja mRSA. (2) mAnamRSA : ahaMkArathI prerAIne potAnA guNonI, potAnA kAryonI, potAnI saphaLatAonI prazaMsA karavI e mAnamRSA ! "mArA vyAkhyAnathI ghaNA loko pAme che. mAruM saMyama joIne bhalabhalAnA vicAro badalAI jAya che. mArI vaiyAvaccathI guru to khUba khUba khuza che. gacchanI bhakti karavAno lhAvo mane ja ghaNo maLe che... huM brahmacarya bAbatamAM kaTTara chuM. kazI ghAlamela calAvuM nahi. ane huM kadI paisAnI vAtamAM paNa paDato nathI sAdhu potAnA saMyamanI, tapanI, vaiyAvaccanI, svAdhyAyanI, zAsanaprabhAvanAnI bIjA AgaLa prazaMsA sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte kare, emAM mana prasannatA anubhave... e badhuM mAnamRSAvAda che. ahIM paNa e samajI levAnuM che ke sAdhunA A guNo khoTA hoya ke sAcA hoya, sAdhunA manamAM mAnakaSAya pragaTelo hovAthI vidyamAna ke avidyamAna koIpaNa svaguNanI prazaMsA e mAnamRSA banI rahe che. ahaMkArIne potAnA pratispardhInI IrSyA thavAnI. eTale ja enA sAcA-khoTA doSonI niMdA karavAnI pravRtti paNa thavAnI. AmAM hakIkatamAM to mAnakaSAyathI ja A niMdA thatI hoya che. mATe AvI niMdA e paNa mAnamRSA gaNAya. "pelo sAdhu vyAkhyAna bhale sAruM Ape, paNa kazuM phaLa to dekhAtuM nathI. koI nakkara *** 174******* ***

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sarvathA mRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata kArya to thayuM nathI. pelo sAdhu saMyamI hovAno dekhAva kare che, paNa aMdarakhAne keTalo asaMyama che, e to mane khabara che. pelo vaiyAvacca kare che... pelo sAdhu brahmacaryanI vAto kare che. paNa sAdhvIo sAthe ane beno sAthe paricaya keTalo badho che ! AvA sAdhu brahmacaryamAM nirmaLa hoya e zakya ja nathI..." A badhA zabdo pArakAnI niMdArUpa che, e sAcA hoya ke khoTA paNa jo bolanAra sAdhu ahaMthI janmelI IrSyAthI prerAIne AvA zabdo bolato hoya to e badhA zabdo mAnamRSA gaNAze. (3) mAyAmRSA : svAmIvAtsalya ke moTA jamaNavArAdimAM traNa-cAra mIThAIo hoya, sAdhu ne e vAparavAnI IcchA thAya paNa e mATe bahAnuM evuM kADhe ke "Aje mAre pitta thaI gayuM che, azakti paNa lAge che. eTale pauSTika vAparavuM paDaze. dALa zAkamAM to maracuMtela hovAthI e pitta karanArA bane che." ane e rIte miSTAnnAdi khUba vApare. tAva vagere mAMdagI AvI hovAthI e divaso daramyAna mAMDalInuM kAma na karyuM hoya, paNa sAjA thaI gayA bAda paNa mAMDalInuM kAma na karavuM paDe, e mATe "mAre hajI sAruM nathI. aMdara kasara lAge che. tame mane be-cAra dina kAma nahi soMpatA." ema kahIne be-cAra dina kAma na kare... guru pAse AlocanA kare tyAre potAnA agatyanA pApo chupAvIne bIjA pApo kahe. athavA to agatyanA pApo paNa spaSTatApUrvaka kahevAne badale moghamamAM kahe... A badhAmAM eNe kahelI vAta sAcI hoya to paNa e potAnA mananA bhAvone chupAvavAnuM kapaTa to kare ja che. eTale ja e mAyAmRSA kahevAya. jemake koIka sAdhunuM zarIra evuM nabaLuM hoya ke e AyaMbila kare, to tarata azakti AvI jAya. bIjI bAju e sAdhunuM mana paNa evuM hoya ke vigaIonI Asaktine lIdhe e AMbali ka2vA taiyA2 na hoya. have e sAdhune koI pUche ke "tame kema AMbila nathI karatA ?'' ane sAdhu javAba Ape ke "AMbila karuM to mArA zarIramAM azakti khUba ja AvI jAya che. mATe huM AMbila nathI karato." to enI vAta sAcI che. chatAM potAnI Asaktino svIkAra nathI karato. e doSane chupAve che, eTale e mAyAmRSA gaNAya. (4) lobhamRSA : vastunI AsaktithI prerAIne sAdhu kRSA bole to e lobhamRSA ! dA.ta. pavanavALI jagyAnA lobhathI sAdhu bole ke "mane garamI sakhata lAge che, gabharATa thAya che. mane A jagyAe rahevA do...... ema mohanathALa ane rasamalAI be mIThAI AvI hoya, tyAre rasamalAInA lobhane lIdhe sAdhu bole ke "mane caNAnA loTanI vastu nahi cAle, mane vAyu thAya che." A rIte mohanathALanI ADakatarI 175

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che ke jenA - - - - - - - mahAvato -- ------------------- nA pADI de ane rasamalAI meLave to e lobhamRSA che. koIkane strIo tarapha jovAnI kuTeva hoya, bahAra amuka samaye kaoNlejadine kAraNe ghaNI avarajavara hoya. sAdhu "huM Thalle jAuM chuM" ema kahIne jANI joIne A ja samaye Thalle javA mATe nIkaLe enI pAchaLano Azaya kuTeva poSavAno hoya... A badhAmAM paNa eNe karelI vAta sAcI hoya to paNa jo A bolavA pAchaLa Asaktino bhAva ubho thayelo hoya to e lobhamRSA gaNAya. TuMkamA sAcuM bole ke khoTuM bole paNa jo lobhathI prerAIne bole to e lobhamRSA ja gaNAya. (1) bhayamRSA : "guru Thapako Apaze evA bhAvathI sAdhu jUThuM bole te bhayamRSA ! dA.ta. "ATalI badhI gocarI vadhI kema paDI ? koNa vadhAre gocarI lAvyu ?" ema guru pUche tyAre ziSya gabharAIne javAba Ape ke "huM vadhAre lAvyo ja nathI. huM mApasara ja gocarI lAvyo chuM." acAnaka koIka divasa guru badhAne pUche ke "tame roja keTalA kalAka svAdhyAya karo cho ? rAtre pratikramaNa pachI svAdhyAya keTalo ?" e vakhate koIka sAdhu Akho divasa mAMDa be-traNa kalAka svAdhyAya karato hoya, rAtre pratikramaNa pachI vAtacItamAM ja samaya pasAra karato hoya e gurunA bhayathI ema kahe ke "roja pAMca-cha kalAka svAdhyAya karuM chuM. rAtre pratikramaNa bAda dharmagoSThI karuM chuM. koI sAdhu gocarI vahoravA mATe bhaktone tyAM jAya, tyAM upadeza ApavA vageremAM khAsso samaya pasAra thaI gayA bAda moDo moDo upAzraye Ave. sAdhuo gocarInI rAha joIne beThA hoya, "kema ATaluM moDuM thayuM ?" ema badhA pUche tyAre sAdhu badhAno Thapako maLavAnA bhayathI ane potAnI niMdA thavAnA bhayathI ema kahe ke "gocarI dUra gayelo ane sAMje gocarI maLatI ja na hatI. mAMDa mAMDa badhuM pUruM karyuM che. bhayathI prerAIne AvuM je kaMI paNa bolavAmAM Ave, e sAcuM hoya ke khoTuM hoya... badhuM mRSAvAda gaNAya. (2) zokamRSA : mAtA, pitA, guru, ziSya, mitra, snehI vageremAMthI koIkanuM maraNa thAya ane enA AghAtathI sAdhu raDe, vilApa kare, "huM anAtha thaI gayo, have mAruM saMsAramAM koNa ? koNa mane sAcavaze..." vagere vagere bole... A badhuM zokamRSA gaNAya. ema potAnI atimahattvanI noTo khovAI jAya, pote sthApelA TrasTamAM TrasTIo dvArA paisAnI uthalapAthala thAya, potAno ziSya ghare jato rahe, navo thanAro ziSya koI bIjAno ziSya banI jAya... AvA prasaMgomAM atyaMta zoka utpanna thAya e pachI je kaMI bolavAmAM --------------------------- 176 ---------- --

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sarvathA pRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata Ave, e badhuM zokamRSA gaNAya. "mArI noTa pelo mAro dveSI ja corI gayo lAge che... pelAne TrasTI tarIke laIne meM gaMbhIra bhUla karI... hAya ! mAro ziSya ghare gayo !... pelAoe mArI viruddha bharamAvI bharamAvIne mArA bhAvi celAne pacAvI pADyo..." zokathI prerAyelA A badhA ja zabdo sAcA hoya ke khoTA hoya e badhu ja zokamRSA! (3) jugupsA mRSA : glAnasAdhune ulTI thAya, e paraThavavAnI hoya paNa sAdhune emAM jugupsA thatI hoya eTale "mAre Thalle javAnuM che." ema bahAnuM kADhIne nIkaLI jAya... A jugupsAmRSA ! ema rAtre gurvAdine Thalle javAnuM thAya, paNa e paraThavavAmAM jugupsA thatI hovAthI sAdhu bole ke "meM to ThaklenI vasati joI nathI, eTale huM jaI nahi zakuM." comAsAnuM je kSetra hoya, tyAM upAzrayathI thoDeka dUra gaTara jatI hoya ke loko Thalle besatA hoya ke chANa-mUtarAdi khUba hoya... A badhAnI jugupsAthI prerAIne sAdhu gurune ane saMghane kahe ke "ahIM comAsuM na karI zakAya. kemake ahIM amuka amuka doSo che. A durgaMdhAdine kAraNe asajjhAya gaNAya. enI vAta sAcI hoya to paNa e bolavA pAchaLa kharekhara svAdhyAyarucino bhAva nahi, paraMtu e gaMdakI pratyenI jugupsAno bhAva che. mATe A vacana jugupsAmRSA kahevAya. Thalle-mAtru-kapha-zardI-gaTara-lohI-mAMsa vagere vagere vastuone AzrayIne kaMIpaNa jugupsA thAya, chI-chIno bhAva thAya ane enAthI prerAIne je vacana bolavAmAM Ave te badhu jugupsAmRSA kahevAya. (4) ti mRSA : dUdhapAka khUba bhAvI jAya - anUkULa Ave eTale sAdhune AnaMdarati utpanna thAya, enAthI prerAIne sAdhu bole ke "payapAka khUba anukULa che, vAparavA jevo che.'' koIka saMgItakArano mITho-madhUro svara, vAjIMtro vagere sAMbhaLIne rAgI banelo sAdhu bole ke "tame to mane gAMDo banAvI dIdho. tAnasenane bhUlI javAya evo tamAro adbhuta rAga che. AkhI duniyA visarI jaIe..." adbhuta kudaratIdazyothI zobhatA pahADI pradezo vagere joIne sAdhu khuza khuza thaI jAya. "zuM vAtAvaraNa che ! basa, mana bharIne A badhuM joyA ja karIe ema vicAro Ave che..." vagere bole. caMdananI ke seTa-attaranI ke gulAbAdi puSponI maghamaghatI sugaMdhamAM masta banIne sAdhu bole ke "are ! A to svarga ja dharatI para utaryuM che." jADA-suMvALA dhAbaDAo koIka saMghamAM vAparavA maLe, enA komaLa sparzane lIdhe 177

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29-909-9-9-- 9--09- mahAvato jala-9-09-4-09--- sAdhune AnaMda thAya. "badhe AvA ja dhAbaLA hovA joIe..." vagere bole.. TuMkamAM pAMca IndriyonA suMdara majhAnA viSayone pAmIne sAdhu rativALo bane ane rativALo banIne sAcuM-khoTuM je paNa bole, ghaNI vadhAre paDatI prazaMsA kare ke vAstavika prazaMsA kare... A badhuM ja ratimRSA che. (5) arati mRSA : rAtre kutarAo khUba bhase, kAna phADI nAMkhe evA moTA avAje DholanagArA vAge, koI khUba laMbAvI laMbAvIne stavanAdi gAya... e badhAmAM sAdhune arati-dukha thAya. "A kutarAo roja uMgha bagADe che. zuM karavuM emanuM?... A badhAne dhaMdho ja nathI. Dhola vagADIne kAna phADI nAMkhyA. emane bIjAno vicAra ja nathI Avato... Ane samayanuM bhAna nathI, moDuM thayuM che to paNa lalakAryA kare che. potAnI jAtane tAnasena samaje che. re ! bheMsAsura che, bIjuM kazuM nathI. badhAe khoTo ene caDAvI dIdho che.." AvA AvA zabdo bolavA e badhuM ja arati mRSA. koInA melA kapaDA joIne ke potAnA ja melA kapaDA joIne sAdhu arativALo bane. "basa, mAre tarata kApa kADhI levo che. A kapaDA sArA dekhAtA nathI..." koInA zarIramAMthI, kapaDAmAMthI ke moDhAdimAMthI AvatI durgadhane kAraNe sAdhune arati thAya. "are, tame zarIra to cokhkhuM rAkho. ane A tamArA kapaDAMya kevA gaMdha mAre che. vaLI tame maMjana karo ne, nahi to moDhAmAMthI durgadha nahi jAya..." vagere bole. ati khArI vastu vAparavAmAM Ave ane sAdhu bole "rasoIyAe AkhI mIThAnI guNa ja AmAM ThalavI dIdhI che." - atimIThI vastu vAparavAmAM Ave ane sAdhu bole ke "A kaMjusa loko che. loko vadhu mIThAI khAI na zake, mATe jANI joIne bamaNI-traNagaNI khAMDa nAMkhe che..." kharabacaDI kAmaLI, Asana tathA jADA kapaDA vagerene kAraNe sAdhu arati pAme. AnA karatA to pAtaLI-lIsI kAmaLI, Asana sArA. A to herAna herAna thaI javAya che..." A badhAmAM e sAcuM bole ke khoTuM bole, paNa bolavA pAchaLano bhAva to aratino ja che ne ? mATe ene aratimRSAno doSa cokkasa lAge. (6) hAsyamRSA : sAdhu hAsya - mazkarInA bhAvathI prerAIne je bole te hAsyamRSA gaNAya. dA.ta. koIka sAdhu payasa lAvavAnuM kahe, tyAre bIjo sAdhu ghaDAmAMthI pANI kADhIne Ape. pelo sAdhu kahe ke "meM dudha maMgAvyuM che." tyAre A sAdhu hasato hasato kahe ke "tame payas lAvavAnuM ja kahyuM che ne ? to A pANI paNa payas ja che. saMskRta bhASAmAM pANIne payam zabdathI ja oLakhAvAya che."

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sarvathA aSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvata - - - - uMdara, garoLI vagerethI gabharAtA sAdhune vadhu gabharAvavA mATe koIka sAdhu acAnaka jorathI bole ke "eya ! tArI pAchaLa ja moTI garoLI che..." e buma evI acAnaka ane moTethI pADI hoya ke sAdhu gabharAIne rItasara bhAge. e joIne badhA hase. AcArya ke guru gocarI mAMDalImAMthI jatA rahyA bAda sAdhuo paraspara anekAneka vAto karatA hoya tyAre acAnaka koIka sAdhu jorathI bole ke "e ya! cUpa raho. jUo, gurudeva Ave che..." ane badhA gabharAIne cUpa thaI jAya, gurunI dizAmAM najara kare. paNa guru to AvatA na dekhAya eTale badhA pelA buma pADanArA sAdhu tarapha najara kare. e maraka maraka hase. hAsya-mazkarInA AvA AvA aneka bhAvothI prerAIne sAdhu sAcuM ke khoTuM je kaMIpaNa bole e badhuM hAsyamRSA kahevAya. Ama, cAra kaSAya ane cha nokaSAya ema dasedasamAM thoDAka dRSTAnto sAthe mRSAvAdanuM svarUpa darzAvyuM. A daSTAMto to ghaNA ochA che. AvA to hajAro dRSTAMto prAyaH darekanA jIvanamAM ochA-vattA aMze banatA ja rahetA hoya che. eTale sUkSmadraSTithI AtmAnI aMdara nihALavuM ke "AkhA divasa daramyAna huM je kaMIpaNa bolyo, emAM zuM koI kaSAyanI ke koI nokaSAyanI preraNA mArI pAchaLa hatI kharI? jo evuM hoya to game eTaluM sAcuM vacana paNa khoTuM ja gaNAya." A tamAme tamAma mRSAvAdomAM sauthI bhayaMkara jo koI mRSAvAda hoya to e che utsutraprarUpaNa ! pote koIka padArtha prarUpyo, potAne e gamI gayo, ghaNAe e padArthane biradAvyo.. paNa pAchaLathI gItArthoe ke vidvAnoe e padArthane zAstraviruddha sAbita karanArI sacoTa yuktio ApI. - have e prarUpaka zuM kare ? khUba gamI gayelA, khUba vakhaNAyelA potAnA padArthane utsutra tarIke kema svIkAre ? ahaMkAra + mithyAtva vagere doSo ene kadAgrahI banAvI de. kutarko karI karIne paNa pote potAno padArtha sAco ja mAne, prarUpe sIdhI vAta che ke koIka bilDara pAyo khodIne upara 50 mALanI AlizAna bilDIMga banAvI de... ane pachI koI jANakAra kahe ke "bilDara sAheba ! tamAro pAyo koco che. A bilDIMga pAMca-dasa varSathI vadhAre nahi Take. tame AkhI bilDIMga pADIne pharI pAko pAyo karAvo." to kayo bilDara 50 mALanI AlizAna bilDIMga toDAvI nAMkhI, kAco pAyo dUra karI pAko pAyo karAve ? evuM ahIM bane che.

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- - - - - - - mahAvrato ke jo ja - - e prarUpaka potAnI matithI amuka padArtha pAyA tarIke nakkI kare, e pachI enA AdhAre navA navA seMkaDo padArtho kalpa, paNa pAchaLathI gItArtha sAdhu kahe ke "tamArA seMkaDo padArthono mULa pAyo ja khoTo che. tame e seMkaDo padArtho rada karo, pAyAno padArtha khoTo hovAthI e dUra karI navo sAco pAyAno padArtha nakkI karo. pachI punaH enA AdhAre navA padArtho kalpo..." e pelA prarUpakane khUba ja bhAre paDI jAya. paNa pote mAnelA khoTA padArthane choDI devAnuM bhAre paDavuM e jIvane ja khUba jorathI bhAre paDI jAya che. arthAt jeo A rIte svamatimAM kadAgrahI bane, teo potAno saMsAra dIrgha-dIrghatama banAvI de evI pAkI zakyatA che. eTale ja je AtmArthI hoya, e koIpaNa navuM ciMtana kare, to pahelA mukhya gItArtho pAse e ciMtana raju kare. gItArtho jo kahe ke "tamAruM ciMtana barAbara che." to ja e ciMtaka potAnA ciMtanane loko sAme raju kare. paNa jo bahu gItArtho ene nA pADe to ciMtaka potAnA AgavA ciMtanane loko samakSa raju na kare. " juo, 50 mALanI bilDIMgano pAyo jyAre taiyAra thAya tyAre jANakAra mANaso pAse e pAyAnI pAkI tapAsa karAvI levI e ja sArI. jANakAro kahe ke "pAyo pAko che. 50 mALane vAMdho nahi Ave." e pachI ja upara 50 mALa caNavA sArA. bAkI pAyo taiyAra karIne, 50 mALa baMdhAvIne pAyAnI tapAsa karAvIe, eno jhAjho koI artha kharo? evuM ahIM paNa samajI levuM ke ApaNA padArtho navA ciMtana karelA hoya to e badhA sAme mUkatA pahelA gItArthone batAvavA. teo ene svIkAre, pachI e padArtho badhA sAme mukAya. bAkI ApaNe ciMtavelA padArtho gItArthone darzAvyA vinA hajAro sAme mUkAI jAya, pustako dvArA cAre bAju phelAI jAya... e pachI gItArtho pAse e padArtho raju karavA, eno jhAjho artha zo ? phelAI gayelA padArthone pAchA zI rIte vALavA? jo ke "jAgyA tyArathI savAra' e nyAye chelle paNa gItArtho pAse padArtho raju karAya. ane e jo nA pADe to e padArtha choDI daI, bhaviSyamAM eno phelAvo aTakAvAya to paNa sAruM ja che. chatAM pahelethI ja e kALajI karAya to ghaNuM vadhAre sAruM. kharI vAta to e che ke jaghanya gItArtha, bahuzruta je banyA hoya, teo navA citano karavAnA hakadAra che. ochA-vattA abhyAsuo potAnI mati pramANe navA ciMtana kare, emAM Dagale ne pagale, usUtratA ubhI thavAnI. eTale a5 abhyAsuoe evI hoMza na karavI ke "huM paNa navuM navuM vicAruM, navuM navuM prarUpuM.." chatAM e gItArthanI pAse ja hoya to ene e ciMtananI hajI taka apAya. paNa e paNa badhuM gItArthamAnya banavuM jarurI che.

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---------- sarvathA aSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvata che-jalana ----------- viSamakALanI balihArI che ke keTalAka jIvo thoDuM-ghaNuM bhaNyA, enA uparathI emane potAnuM jJAna ghaNuM lAgyuM. emaNe navI kalpanAo, navA ciMtano karyA, puNya jora karI gayuM eTale e padArtho sAMbhaLIne loko ghaNA AkarSAyA, ane hajAro-lAkho sudhI e padArtho phelAyA. e ciMtako cAre bAju bhagavAnanI jema pUjAvA lAgyA... e pachI gItArthone enI e prarUpaNAonI khabara paDI, emAM bhayaMkara usUtro dekhAyA, teoe ciMtakone bhUlo darzAvI, padArtha kheMcI levA bhalAmaNa karI. paNa ATalo badho yaza je ciMtanathI maLelo, ene eka dhaDAke phagAvI devAnuM kauvata to nikaTamokSagAmImAM ja saMbhave. eTale chevaTe kadAgraha pakaDAI gayo, thoDA kutarko maLI gayA... eTale daDhatA vadhI. nA chuTake gItArthoe e usUtronA khaMDana karavA paDyA. paNa hAya re paMcamakALa ! lokomAM evo pracAra ApameLe thayo ke "A khaMDana karanArAo IrSyALu che, pelA nUtana ciMtakonA vadhatA jatA bhakto, vadhatI jatI puNyAI joIne teo saLage che, mATe ja teo khaMDana kare che..." kevA anartha phelAyA ! gItArthoe paNa sAcI vAta jANavA-samajavA chatAM cUpa ja thaI javuM paDe evI A bhayaMkara dazA ! kyAMka vaLI vyaktirAga, gaccharAga kAma karI gayo. koIkane koIka vyakti gamI gaI, enA upara anahada rAga thaI gayo. ane eNe e vyaktino pakSapAta karI lIdho. "e vyakti je kahe, e sAcuM ja. ene khoTuM kahenArA badhA ja khoTA. badhA ja mArA duzmana !" bApa re bApa ! kyAM "pakSapAto rame vIre' ema khuda vIra prabhu para paNa vyaktirAga na rAkhanArA ApaNA pUrvajo ! vIravacanone paNa yuktio pUrvaka svIkAranArA ApaNA pUrvajo ! ane kyAM eka pUrvanA paNa lAkhamAM bhAganuM jJAna dharAvanAra vartamAna vyaktio para mAtra vyaktirAga rAkhIne, koIpaNa yuktio-tarko vicAryA vinA ja padArtho svIkArI lenArA vartamAnanA amuka vyaktirAgIo ! ApaNe koI vyaktinA ke koI gacchanA rAgI banavuM nathI. ApaNe to tattva para zraddhA karavAnI che. ApaNI hAlata jo evI hoya ke "mArA guru viruddha ke mArA gaccha viruddha koI kaMIpaNa bole, to huM e sAMbhaLI ja na zakuM mane gusso ja AvI jAya. e bolanArA badhA tadana khoTA ja lAge. "e bolanArA sAcuM bole che ke khoTuM' eTaluM zAMtithI vicAravAnI paNa mArI dhIraja na rahe.." to mAnI levuM ke ApaNe paNa vyaktirAganA cakkaramAM phasAI gayA chIe. ApaNe usUtraprarUpaNAno paNa bhoga banI jaIe, ane chelle mithyAvI banIne dIrghasArI paNa banI jaIe. hAya ! A zuM ApaNane mAnya bane ? jo nA ! to vyaktirAga-gaccharAga choDI - - - - - - - 99099-181 - - - - - -- - - - - - - -

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ja che je hAla je mahAvato 9999 - - - - - 1998 devo. hA ! e vyakti upakArI che, e gaccha upakArI che... to ene upakArI mAnavAnI to koI nA ja nathI. paNa e vyakti, e gaccha alpajJAnI hovA chatAM dareke dareka bAbatamAM e sAco ja hoya, e ja sAco hoya... AvuM na manAya. AnaMdaghanajIe potAnI haiyAnI vedanA ThAlavI che ne ? ke gacchanA bheda bahu nayaNa nihALatA, tattvanI vAta karatA na lAje. udarabharaNAdi nija kAja karatA thakA, moha naDiyA kalikAla rAje. dhAra talavAranI dohyalI... A loko kevA ! eka bAju "A mAro gaccha ! A pArako gaccha ! mAro gaccha sAro, sAco ! pArakA gaccho kharAba-khoTA ! mArA gaccha jevuM koI mahAna nathI..." AvA mAtra ne mAtra gacchabhedane nihALe che. emAM spaSTapaNe gaccharAga taravare che. bIjI bAju e ja gaccharAgIo dvAdanI, mokSanI... tattvanI uMcI uMcI vAto kare che. hAya ! kevA A bezarama ! IMDA khAnArAne IMDAnA tyAgano upadeza ApatA zarama AvavI joIe. ema gaccharAga rUpa atattvane vaLagelAone tattvanI vAto karatA zarama AvavI joIe. paNa e nirlajja jIvone gaccharAganI sAthe sAthe tattvanI vAto karatA jarAya zarama AvatI nathI. khabara paDatI nathI ke A atattvarAgIo tattvanI vAta kema kare che ! are hA ! have samajANuM ! tattvanI vAto karIe, to loko kheMcAya, loko mugdha bane, bhakta bane. ApaNo varga vadhe. ane to ja peTa bharavuM, yaza pAmavo, moTA sthAno maLavA... vagere badhA ApaNA kAma thAya. jo gaccharAganI vAto Ave, to potAnA A badhA kAmo na thAya. hAya re hAya ! tattvanI prarUpaNA pAchaLa paNa moharAjanuM ja bhayaMkara kAvataruM ja che. yazanI - peTabharaNAnI - bhaktonI - sthAnonI - ziSyonI lAlasA rUpI moha tattvanI vAto karavA mATe prere che. AnaMdaghanajInA zabdomAM kevI uMDI vedanA dharabAyelI paDI che. usUtraprarUpaNA rUpI mRSAvAda ApaNA jIvanamAM na praveze, enI khUba khUba khUba kALajI ApaNe rAkhavI ja rahI. e mATe (1) jaghanya gItArtha banyA pachI dezanA ApavAno nirNaya karavo. (2) gItArthanI AjJAthI agItArthadazAmAM paNa jo dezanA ApavAno vakhata Ave, 29-9----------------------- 182 -------

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* sarvathA pRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata to bane tyAM sudhI potAnA koI navA ciMtano na mUkavA. paNa je padArtho gItArthone mAnya tarIke prasiddha hoya, tevA ja padArthonI prarUpaNA karavI. (3) kadAca navA ciMtano acAnaka sUjhe, ane enI prarUpaNA thaI jAya to te tarata gItArtha pAse e navA ciMtano raju karIne emanI saMmati meLavI levI. (4) sauthI mahattvanI bAbata e ke vAraMvAra ApaNe AtmAne e padArthathI bhAvita rAkhavo ke "huM chadmastha chuM, ghaNuM bhaNyo houM to paNa Aje mAruM jJAna eka pUrvanA lAkhamAM bhAga jeTaluM paNa nathI. eTale ja mAruM ciMtana khoTuM paNa hoI zake che. bhale meM khUba sAvadhAnI pUrvaka padArtho nakkI karyA che. paNa toya mArI buddhi vAmaNI che, mane guNadoSano viveka karatA ocho AvaDe. eTale je bAbata mane tadana sAcI lAge che, te ja vAta gItArthone doSavALI paNa dekhAya ane doSavALI paNa hoya....' eTale jo ghaNA gItArtho mArA padArthane khoTo kahe to huM e padArthanI prarUpaNA nahi karuM. e padArtha gItArthonI dRSTie samajavA mATeno prayatna karIza. e samajAze to to huM mAro mAnelo padArtha khoTo lAgavAthI choDI ja daIza. paNa dhAro ke e gItArthonA mAnelA padArtha karatA mane mAro mAnelo padArtha sAco lAge, enI yuktio maLe... chatAM jo ghaNA gItArtho A vAta svIkAre nahi, to mAre tattva jevatiAmyuM kahIne e padArthanI pakaDa choDI devI. prarUpaNA na karavI. prarUpaNA karuM to paNa baMne matonI prarUpaNA karyA bAda ja tattva jevatAmya kahI daIza." AvuM ApaNuM mAnasika ghaDatara hovuM joIe. paNa A rIte kadAgrahane - svamatarAgane - svamAnyavyaktirAgane - svagaccharAgane dUra phagAvI daIne syAdvAdagaganamAM mukta mane vicaravuM... e ghaNuM ghaNuM kaparuM che. mATe ja to AnaMdaghanajI bolI uThyA ne ? ke "talavAranI dhAra para cAlavuM saheluM che, paNa jinezvaradevanI sevA agharI che.' e sevA eTale mAtra jinapUjAdi nahi, paNa upara mujabanI uttamakoTinI paristhitinI ArAdhanA rUpI jinasevA ghaNI agharI che. juo kalikAlasarvajJazrInA vacano ! kAmarAgasneharAgAviSatkaranivAraNau / dRSTirAgastu pApIyAn durucchedaH satAmapi / pAMca IndriyonA viSayasukhonI Asaktine tyAgI devI sahelI che. svajanAdi pratyenA snehabhAvane phagAvI devo sahelo che. paNa dRSTirAga - pote mAnelA matano rAga - pote mAnelI vyaktinA matano rAga to mahApApa che. sajjano paNa ene chedI zakatA nathI. yogasA2mAM kahyuM che ke 183 * *

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* mahAvrato patitavyaM janaiH sarvaiH, prAyaH kAlAnubhAvataH / pApo matsarahetustannirmito'sau satAmapi / badhA loko A paMcamakALanA prabhAvathI ja patana pAmI javAnA che. eTale e badhAne pADavA mATe koI mahenata moharAje karavAnI nathI. viSamakALa ja e kAma patAvI de che. paraMtu pAMcamA kALanI asara keTalAka sajjanone na thAya. teo paMcamakALathI patana na pAme, to evA bhaDavIra sajjanone patana pamADavA zuM karavuM ? moharAje e sajjanone paNa patana pamADI de, evuM eka bhayAnaka zastra banAvyuM che. je IrSyA-krodhAdine utpanna karanAra che. e zastranuM nAma che kadAgraha ! dRSTirAga ! svamatarAga ! jo bIju mahAvrata akhaMDita pALavuM hoya to A kadAgrahane vahelI take choDI devo. "bIjA paNa sAcA hoI zake che." e vicAra apanAvavo. bIjAnI vAtone paNa sAMbhaLavAnI, samajavAnI, sAcI lAge to svIkAravAnI, khoTI lAge to yuktipUrvaka chatAM zAMtithI pratIkAra karavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI ja rahI. jo AvuM nahi bane to utsUtraprarUpaNA rUpI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara mRSAvAdano bhoga ApaNo jIva banaze. mahAvrata to jaze ja, paNa gADha mithyAtva lamaNe jhIMkAze, ane anaMta durgationuM jherI bhAthuM ApaNA AtmAmAM bheguM thaze. A kadAgrahanI, utsUtraprarUpaNAnI bhayaMkaratA ghaNI che, mATe ja adhyAtmasAranA A aMgenA mahattvanA zloko ane eno bhAvArtha atre lauM chuM. (1) mithyAtvatAvAnatanIravAha... kadAgrahatyAga e mithyAtva-Agane ThAranAra vAdaLa che, mATe vizuddhabhAvavALA ane zrutasArane pAmelA prAjJapuruSoe e kadAgrahatyAgamAM ja rita karavI joIe. (2) asAdAgni... jo manamAM kadAgrahano agni bhaDabhaDa baLato hoya, to tyAM tattvano bodha na thAya. to pachI prazamabhAvAdi to bhUlI ja jAo. (3) adhItva... keTalAko thoDuMka bhaNIne, thoDuMka sAMbhaLIne kadAgrahI banIne jAtane paMDita mAnatA thaI jAya che. teo jinazAsananA paramArthane pAmI zakatA nathI. (4) tavAtre... kadAgrahIo - svamatarAgIo kutarko vaDe tattvane kApe. (5) vratAni cIiina... nidbhavoe mahAvrato sArAmAM sArA pALyA, ghora tapa Acaryo, khUba ja yatnapUrvaka nirdoSagocarI sAdhI. chatAM phala kaMI na maLyuM, e badho ja aparAdha kadAgrahano ja - svamatarAgano ja che. (6) svAtaM... potAnI pAse buddhi rUpI thALa hoya, sadguru emAM suMdara tattvo rUpI lADavA pIrasI paNa de, paNa kadAgraha evuM gaLuM pakaDI rAkhe ke bicAro jIva tattvalADavAne khAI ja na zake. arthAt sadguruo game eTaluM samajAve, game eTalA zAstrapATho Ape, 1844

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sarvathA pRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata to paNa kadAgrahIne kazuM gaLe na utare. e potAnI mAnyatAne choDI ja na zake, enA viruddha eka akSara paNa sAMbhaLI ja na zake. (7) prabhAvI... guru prasAda rUpe suMdara majhAnA padArtho Ape, to paNa kadAgrahI ene svIkArI na zake. kharekhara kAMTAo ja khAnArA uMTaDAo emane drAkSa ApavAmAM Ave toya na ja khAya ne ? (8) asAdAt... jeo kadAgrahanA kAraNe evA halakA mANasonI ja saMgati kare che, teone vidvAnapuruSone vize rati-zraddhA thatI nathI. kharekhara viSThA khAnArA kAgaDAo miSTAnna na ja khAya. (9) niyonayatyeva... kadAgrahIo kevA vicitra ! ke pote je padArtha mAnyo, ene sAco sAbita karavA mATe badhI yuktione mArI-macaDIne paNa potAnA tarapha laI jAya. paNa yuktio sahaja rIte je tarapha jatI hoya, te tarapha potAnI buddhine vALavA mATe A jIvo taiyAra hotA nathI. hAya ! jyAM pANI nathI, tevA raNapradezamAM pANI bharavA mATe ghaDo nAMkhavAnI vicitratA AdaranArA kadAgrahIo hAsyAspada banI rahe che. (10) asAdo... jeno kadAgraha nAza pAmyo nathI. tene zruta ApavuM sAruM nahi. laMgaDA-bhUlA-mUMgAne rAjyalakSmI ApIne rAjA na banAvAya. (11) Ame ghaTe.. jema kAcA ghaDAmAM pANI bharavAmAM Ave, to kAco ghaDo phUTe, ane pANI paNa DhoLAI jaI nAza pAme. ema kadAgrahIne jo zruta ApavAmAM Ave, to e zruta dvArA kadAgrahI paNa vinAza pAme ane ene apAyeluM zruta paNa vinAza pAme. (12) asAdAsta... je mANasa kadAgrahIne hitopadeza Ape che, e to kutarInA zarIra para kasturIno lepa karavAnI mUrkhatA kare che. (13) ena... je mANasa muzkelIthI maLelo spaSTa AgamArtha kadAgrahIne Ape che, te mANasa du:khI thAya che. seMkaDo prayatno bAda bIjo meLavIne ene ukharabhUmimAM vAvanAro kheDUta to du:khI ja thavAno ne ? (14) rUmmA.... kadAgrahInA badhA guNo doSa banI rahe che. enI caturatA kapaTa khelavA mATe upayogI bane. enuM zAstrajJAna pApo AcaravAmAM sAdhanabhUta bane. enI pratibhA, paTutA lokone ThagavA mATenuM zastra bane. emanI dhIratA ahaMkAranuM kAraNa bane. (15) asAhasthena... keLanuM jhADa jo kAMTAnA jhADanI bAjumAM hoya to kAMTAo khAI khAIne duHkhI thAya. ema sArA mANaso paNa jo kadAgrahInI sAthe rahe, maitrI rAkhe to aMte bhAre du:khI thAya. ** ***** 185 *****

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jA jA jA jA jA jA jaja mahAvato --- -- -- (16) vidAM viveao... dAvAnaLathI jema ghAsa baLI jAya, ema kadAgrahathI vidyAvinaya-viveka-vizuddhi-siddhAntarAga-udAratA... badhA guNo baLI jAya. (17) svArtha.... adhamAdhama kadAgrahIone mAtra svArtha priya hoya che, guNavAna nahi. emanI maitrI mUrkhAo sAthe hoya che, kema ke teo ja enA kadAgrahane sAco mAnanArA hoya. paNa tattvajJAtAo sAthe emanI maitrI nathI hotI. kemake teo to kadAgrahInA kadAgrahane pichANIne eno virodha karavAnA ja mahAmahopAdhyAyajIe kula 22 gAthAmAM kadAgrahanI bhayaMkaratAnuM varNana karyuM che. yogasAranA pAMca stabakomAM eka Akho stabaka A kadAgrahane choDavAno upadeza ApavA mATe ja che. ziSya : ApanI vAta sAcI che. Aje mane paNa keTalA badhA kadAgrahIo dekhAya che. jeo game eTaluM samajAvIe to paNa samajatA ja nathI. juo ne, A ajaino kevA kadAgrahI che. "AtmA nityAnitya che evI sAva sIdhI sAdI bAbata aneka dalIlo dvArA ApaNe samajAvIe, to paNa teo svIkAravA ja taiyAra nathI. guru : jagatanA karoDo jIvo kadAgrahI haze, enI nA nathI. paNa tArI dRSTi bIjAone kadAgrahI jovA taiyAra banI, paNa teM tArI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa karyuM? ApaNI moTI muzkelI e ja che ke doSonI vAta Ave, tyAre ApaNe pArakAnA dioSo ja nihALIe. jAtamAM e doSa jovAno ja nahi. - kadAgrahanI ja A eka moTI rAmAyaNa che ke kadAgrahIne potAne to ema ja lAge ke "huM kadAgrahI nathI, huM to tattvarAgI chuM." have kharekhara A vAta sAcI ke khoTI e to gItArtho ja jANI zake. paNa kadAgrahI gItArthonI vAta mAne to ne ? re ! e to potAnA jevA ja kadAgrahIne gItArtha mAnI laI enI sAkSI laI le ke A gItArtha mane kadAgraharahita gaNe che..." kevI bhayaMkara mAyA ! yogasAramAM kahyuM che ke paraM patantaM pazyanti na tu svaM mohamohitAH / kurvantaH paradoSANAM grahaNaM bhavakAraNam / mohathI mohita thayelA jIvo bIjAone patana pAmatA jUe che, paNa potAnI jAta paNa patana pAmI rahI che, e emane dekhAtuM nathI. saMsAravRddhinuM kAraNa evuM paradoSadarzana ja teo karatA hoya che. ziSya ! tAre ane mAre baMnee vicAravAnuM che ke e ajaino ApaNane kadAgrahI lAge che, kemake teo ApaNI spaSTa vAta svIkAratA nathI. re! jainomAM paNa ApaNI vAta na mAnanArAo ApaNane kadAgrahI - mithyAtvI lAge * * * * * * * * * 186 ja jA jA ja ka - - - - - -

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aSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvata che. paNa kyAreya evo vicAra Avyo ke "pArakAne kadAgrahI jonAro huM paNa kadAgrahI to nathI ne? jema huM mArI jAtane hoMziyAra samajI bIjAone kadAgrahI gaNuM chuM, ema bIjAo paNa potapotAne hoMziyAra gaNI mane kadAgrahI nahi gaNatA hoya? to sAcu zuM? huM mAnuM e ja sAcuM, e sAcuM ja... A mAro potAno kadAgraha nathI zuM? paNa jo ApaNo pApodaya haze, to ApaNane pArakAnA doSo dekhAze, ApaNAmAM doSo haze to paNa nahi dekhAya. e badhuM guNarUpa ja dekhAze. jone, tuM paNa ajainone kadAgrahI tarIke jUe che... e vAta sAcI hoya to paNa teM tArA jIvanamAM daSTipAta karyo ? evI bAbato tArA jIvanamAM paNa haze ne ? ke tArA guru e vastune sAcI-sArI nahi mAnatA hoya ane tuM ene sAcI-sArI mAnato haze. aMdarakhAne gurunA nirNayane avagaNato haze. to zuM A tAro kadAgraha nahi hoya ? guru mAnatA haze ke "tuM vyAkhyAna karavA mATe yogya nathI. chatAM tuM mAnato haze ke "gurune mArA pratye pahelethI pUrvagraha che. bAkI mArA vyAkhyAnathI ghaNA loko pAme che..." guru mAnatA haze ke "tAre ekAsaNuM karavuM ja joIe..." chatAM huM mAnato hoIza ke "gurune jhAjhI kazI khabara nathI. mAruM zarIra kevuM che, e to mane khabara che. huM jo ekAsaNA karavA jAuM, to mAro Akho divasa kharAba jAya. paNa guru pAse lAMbI samajaNa kyAM che...?" AvI to aneka bAbatomAM gItArtho sAthe tAro matabheda nathI zuM? to A paNa kadAgraha che ne? gItArthone khoTI lAgatI bAbato paNa sAcI ja mAnyA karavI e kadAgraha nahi to bIjuM zuM che ? tane kadAca ema thAya ke "A kaMI zAstrIya padArtho thoDA che ! A to sAmAnya bAbato che.." paNa bhAI ! A sAmAnya bAbatomAM kadAgrahanA pahelA saMskAro kaI kaI bAbatamAM nahi Ave, e ja prazna che. e mANasa potAnA jIdanA saMskArane zAstrIyabAbatomAM paNa lagADavAno ja. - eTale paragacchanI - paravyaktinI paMcAta choDa, ane svajAtano vicAra kara. tArA mATe hitakArI e ja che. ziSya : jema tame pahelA mahAvratamAM kaheluM ke "hiMsA thAya eTale mahAvrata thAya ja. evo koI niyama nathI.' to zuM bIjA mahAvratamAM paNa A vAta samajI levAnI ke bolAyelA vacano dekhItI rIte khoTA hoya to paNa enAthI bIjuM mahAvrata bhAMge ja, evo koI niyama nathI.'

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* mahAvrato guru : cokkasa ! tattvArthasUtravRttikA2e 'pramattayo samidhAnamanRtam' ema ja vyAkhyA darzAvI che. pramAda eTale kaSAya ane nokaSAya ! jo kaSAya ke nokaSAyathI prerAyA vinA koIka kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka jUTha bolavAmAM Ave to e mRSA nathI, e mahAvratano bhaMga nathI. emAM karmakSayanI ja prApti thAya che. ahIM paNa prathama mahAvratanI jema A vAta samajI levI ke (1) gItArtha/gItArthanizrita sAdhu, (2) kAraNasa2, (3) yatanApUrvaka jUTha bole to e apavAdamArga che. ane apavAdamArga mokSano ja mArga hovAthI enA dvArA sAdhu mokSa tarapha ja AgaLa vadhe che. karmakSaya ja kare che. emAM sAdhu koIpaNa pApa bAMdhato nathI. have A aMge keTalAka dRSTAnto joIe. (ka) nAnA ke navA sAdhuno pahelo-bIjo loca hoya, loca agharo paDato hoya, sAdhu khUba trAsa pAmato hoya. e vakhate ene AzvAsana ApavA mATe guru tathA anya sAdhuo bole ke "are, A to ghaNo badho loca thaI gayo che. basa, have to thoDo ja bAkI che. 15-20 miniTamAM to patI jaze...'' have kharekhara to loca ghaNo bAkI hoya, aDadhopoNo-eka kalAka thavAno hoya, chatAM pelA sAdhune samAdhi maLe e mATe guru tathA anya sAdhuo jUTha bole, to A apavAda che. teo kAraNasara yatanAthI jUTha bole che. koI kaSAyabhAvathI ke ThaThThA-mazkarI mATe A rIte jUTha bolaMtA nathI. (kha) navapUrvathI ochuM jJAna dharAvanAra gItArtha guruo sAdhunI AlocanA sAMbhaLe, tyAre kula traNavAra enI pAse badhuM bolAvaDAve. emAM prathamavAra bolAI rahe, tyAre kahe ke "huM to uMghI gayelo, jhokA caDI gayelA. eTale meM kaMI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. tuM bIjIvAra bola..." bIjIvAra bolAI rahe. tyAre kahe ke "huM to bIjA ja koI vicAramAM caDI gayelo. meM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, tuM trIjI vAra bola..." A rIte traNavAra AlocanA eTalA mATe karAve ke "pelo sAdhu mAyA-kapaTa to karato nathI ne ? traNe vakhate jo ekasarakhuM bole, to khyAla AvI jAya ke kapaTa nathI karato..." mULa vAta e ke AlocanA sAcI karAvavA mATe guru uMgha na AvI hovA chatAM uMgha AvI hovAnuM bole, mana bIjA vicAromAM na gayuM hovA chatAM mana bIjA vicAromAM gayuM hovAnuM kahe... A badhuM jUTha e apavAda mArga che. (ga) koI sAdhu-sAdhvI mAMdA paDe, rIporTa kaDhAvatA khabara paDe ke 'ene kensara che' to paNa jyAre e mAMdo saMyamI pUche ke "rIporTa zuM Avyo ?" tyAre jo ene AghAta lAge ema hoya to tyAre to enI samAdhi TakAvavA mATe guru vagere javAba Ape ke "vizeSa kaMI nathI. rIporTa lagabhaga sAmAnya che. davA levI paDaze.." 1884.

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------------ sarvathA aSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata je ja jala 9 - 09 A javAba jUTha ja che, chatAM Azaya sAro hovAthI A apavAda bane che. (gha) koIka saMyamI Thalle-mAtru paraThavavA bAbatamAM, brahmacarya bAbatamAM ke anya koI bAbatamAM garabaDa karI bese, pAchaLathI uhApoha thAya... to zAsanahIlanA aTakAvavA mATe jUThano paNa Azaro levo paDe. hA ! aMdarakhAne saMyamIne enI bhUla pramANe prAyazcitta paNa ApavAmAM Ave, Thapako paNa ApavAmAM Ave... paNa bahAra to apabhrAjanA aTakAvavA mATe jUTha paNa bolavuM paDe. (ca) nUtana saMyamIo mAMdA paDe ane emane AdhAkarmAdi ApavuM paDe, to paNa sAdhuo ene khabara na paDavA de ke "A doSita che..." sAdhuo to evo ja dekhAva kare ke e vastu nirdoSa ja lAge. pelo saMyamI pUche to javAba Ape ke "Aje eka jaNane tyAM jamaNavAra hato, tyAMthI A garama zIro maLI gayo..." jo sAcI vAta kare to nUtana saMyamInA pariNAma niSphara banavA lAge. AdhAkarmI pratyenI sUga ghaTI jAya. athavA to koIka nUtana saMyamI AdhAkarmI jANIne jIda pakaDe ke "marI jaIza, paNa AdhAkarmI nahi vAparuM..." to e moTuM nukasAna thAya. | (cha) ahaMkArathI svaprazaMsA e mRSA che, paNa sAdhu potAnA ziSyo-Azritone utsAha jAge, e mATe potAnI viziSTa ArAdhanAo paNa jaNAve... e sAMbhaLIne teone paNa tevI tevI ArAMdhanA karavAno ullAsa jAge... jema tIrthakaro prathama dezanAmAM potAnI AkhI sAdhanA varNave che. to A svaprazaMsA hovA chatAM ahaMkAra na hovAthI A bhASA mRSA na gaNAya. (ja) paraniMdA e mRSA che, paNa koIka jIva mahAzithilo pratye ke utsutrabhASIo pratye AkarSAI gayo hoya e vakhate jo enuM AkarSaNa toDavAmAM na Ave to ghaNA nukasAna ene thavAnI saMbhAvanA hoya. eTale sAdhu enI pAse mahAzithilo vagerenA dUSaNonI niMdA kare to paNa e sAdhune jUThano doSa na lAge. AgaLa je krodhAdi cAra kaSAyomAM ane bhayAdi che nokaSAyomAM mRSAnA dRSTAnto ApyA, emAM paNa A vAta samajI levI ke e ja mRSAzabdo jo puSTa kAraNasara bolAyelA hoya, to e mRSA nahi gaNAya, paNa apavAda gaNAze. ziSya : Ano matalaba e ke ApaNo bhAva jo sAro hoya to ApaNe game tema bolI zakIe chIe. e pachI mRSA gaNAtuM nathI. jo bhAva kharAba hoya to ja mRSA gaNAya. guru : bhAva sAro hoya, to ya yatanA to jALavavI ja paDe ne? jeTaluM ochuM jUTha bolavAthI kAma patI jAya, eTaluM ochuM jUTha bolavuM. bhAva sAro che, eTale kaMI yatanA choDIne bamaNuM - traNa gaNuM jUTha na bolAya. ---------------------189 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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- 99 - - - - 1999 mahAvato 09 - - - - - - - - - - dA.ta. zAsananuM koIka kAma karAvavA mATe mahAzithilone vaMdanAdi karavA paDe, maFeNe vaMdAmi' bolavuM paDe, e apavAda che. paNa jo mAtra "maFeNa vaMdAmi' bolavAthI kAma patI jAya to vadhAre paDatI prazaMsA, "tame to atimahAna cho. tame cho, to A zAsana cAle che." vagere bolavuM to e yatanAnuM ullaMghana kahevAya... ema aDadho-poNo kalAka cAlanArA loca mATe jo "paMdara-vIsa miniTa cAlaze" ema kahevAthI sAdhune AzvAsana maLI ja jatuM hoya, to "basa, have to pAMca miniTamAM ja loca patI jaze." e zabdo ayatanAvALA kahevAya. TuMkamAM ochAmAM ochA jUThathI cAlI jAya, to vadhAre jUTha na bolavuM e yatanA AdaravI. re ! kyAreka to jUThano atireka karavAmAM kAma thavAne badale bagaDI jAya.. sAmevALAne khyAla AvI jAya ke A nakaruM jUTha ja bole che. dA.ta. mahAzithilone ema kahIe ke "tamArA jevA mahAsaMyamI koI joyA nathI..." to pelo samaje ja ke mArI zithilatAo jagajAhera che, chatAM A mane mahAsaMyamI kahe che, e mazkAbAjI ja lAge che. svArtha sAdhavAnI kaLA ja lAge che. Ama dareka bAbatamAM vicAravuM. A mRSAmAM paNa hiMsAnI jema cha padArtho vicAravA. niraticAra utsarga... vagere. emAM nIcenA vikalpo dhyAnamAM levA. (1) je sAdhu niraticAra utsarga pALato hoya, arthAt sadAya sAcuM ja bolato hoya. kadI paNa krodhAdithI prerAIne jUTha bolato na hoya. ane apavAdamArga mATenA kAraNo AvyA na hovAthI sArAbhAvathI paNa jUTha bolavAnI ene jarUra paDI na hoya... ene jo cArebAjuthI khUba prazaMsA maLe ke "AnA jevo satyavAdI koI nahi, A marI jAya, paNa jUTha na bole..." ane e prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne jo sAdhu emAM rAgavALo bane, to enI bhUmikA evI sarjAze ke e have gADha kAraNo vakhate jUTha bolavuM jarUrI hovA chatAM paNa jUTha nahi bole. "zAsanahIlanA thAya to bhale thAya, moTI hiMsA thAya to bhale thAya, hajAro loko adharma pAme to bhale pAme paNa huM satya ja bolIza." evA vicAravALo bane ane kharekhara jyAre gADha kAraNo AvI paDe tyAre paNa satya ja bolIne zAsananI ghora apabhrAjanA vagere doSomAM nimitta banI rahe. "huM jUTha nahi boluM. A bagIcAmAM Thalle paraThavavAnuM kAma meM ja karyuM che. tame mane mArI zako cho. mane jelamAM pUrI zako cho... huM jUTha nahi boluM, meM pelA sAdhune cothAmAM garabaDa karatA joyo ja che, huM badhAne kahIza. ApaNe khoTo bacAva karavo nathI." --------------------- 190 -----------------------

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sarvathA mRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata huM jUTha nahi boluM, sAmenA gharamAM pelA bhAIne koIkanuM gaLacuM dAbI mArI nAMkhatA meM najaronajara joyo che. huM polIsane kahI ja daIza. hatyA karanArAne zikSA thavI ja joIe. nyAya toLAvo ja joIe..." AvA AvA uMdhA vicAro e keLavI le ane unmArga-utsarga rUpa satyabhASAno bhASaka bane, je bhayAnaka nukasAno noMtare e nizcita hakIkata che. (2) je puSTakAraNasara yatanApUrvaka jUTha bole e Ama to apavAdano ArAdhaka che. paNa A saMskAra khoTA paDe, to dhIre dhIre e nAnA kAraNosara paNa jUTha bolato thaI jAya, emAM yatanAnuM gaNita na sAcave. Ama sAticAra apavAdano ArAdhaka bane. ane dhIre dhIre bindhAsta banIne vAte vAte mRSA bolato thaI jAya, ene e apavAda mAne. hakIkatamAM e unmArga hoya. eTale ja ahIM paNa samajI levuM ke jo kAraNasara paNa jUTha na bolavAthI thatuM nukasAna alpa hoya, sahI zakAya ema hoya to thoDuM nukasAna veThIne paNa satya bolavuM. jethI mRSA bolavAnA saMskAro ghUsI na jAya ane vAte vAte mRSA bolavAnuM zaru na thAya. paNa jo zAsanahIlanA, AtmahIlanA ke moTI saMyamavirAdhanA thavAnI hoya, to e aTakAvavA jUTha bolavuM paDe to bolavuM. bAkInI ghaNI kharI bAbato hiMsAnI jema svayaM vicArI levI. ziSya : eka mahattvano prazna ! tame atyAre ja kahyuM ke puSTa kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka jUTha bolIe to e apavAdamArga che. emAM karmakSaya ja thAya che. koI nukasAna thatuM nathI. barAbara ne ? to zuM puSTakAraNasara utsUtraprarUpaNA karI zakAya ? puSTa kAraNasara zAstravirUddha bolI zakAya ? zuM utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM apavAda che ? utsUtraprarUpaNA karavA chatAM karmabaMdha to na thAya, ulTuM vadhu ne vadhu nirjarA thAya... zuM A vAta saMbhavita che ? AnaMdaghanajI to kahe che ke "pApa nahi koI utsUtrabhASaNa jisyo... utsUtraprarUpaNA jevuM koI pApa nathI. arthAt AnaMdaghanajInA mata pramANe to abrahmasevananA pApa karatA paNa utsUtraprarUpaNA vadhu bhayaMkara pApa che ne ? have jo abrahma sevananA pApamAM koI paNa apavAda na hoya, to enA karatA vadhu bhayaMkara evA utsUtraprarUpaNAnA pApamAM to apavAda na ja hoya ne ? eTale tamArI badhI vAta barAbara, paNa emAM utsUtraprarUpaNAnI bAdabAkI karI nAMkho. emAM apavAda na hoI zake. ema mane lAge che. guru : pahelI vAta to e ke nAvavA gussA tAvaDyA eva avavAyA e sUtramAM spaSTa jaNAvyuM che ke jeTalA utsarga che, eTalA ja apavAda che. eTale utsUtraprarUpaNA na 191 * * *****

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mahAvrato ka2vI e jo utsargamArga che, to eno apavAda paNa haze ja ke jemAM kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka utsUtra bolavAmAM doSa nahi ja lAgato hoya. jIvAta khe De navi kiMci paDisiddhaM NANuNNAyaM ca jiNavaridehiM mottuM medumAvuM na tuM vighnA rALavottehiM... bhagavAne koIpaNa vastuno ekAnte niSedha karyo nathI ke ekAMte anumati ApI nathI. paNa e vAta maithuna sivAya samajavI. kemake maithunasevana rAgadveSa vinA thatuM nathI... A gAthAmAM to mAtra ne mAtra abrahmamAM ja apavAdano niSedha karelo che. bAkI to badhA ja padArthomAM apavAda hovAnI vAta sUcita karI ja dIdhI che. eTale utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM paNa apavAda che e vAta to nakkI mAnavI ja paDaze. eno niSedha karI nahi zakAya. rahI vAta AnaMdaghanajInA padonI ! ke emaNe to abrahmasevana karatA paNa utsUtraprarUpaNAne moTuM pApa kahyuM che. to abrahmasevanamAM jo apavAda na hoya to utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM to apavAda hoya ja kevI rIte ? A tArI dalIla kharekhara hAsya janmAve evI che. kayuM pApa nAnuM ane kayuM pApa moTuM e to enAthI thanArA nukasAnane AdhAre nakkI thAya. jyAre zemAM apavAda hoya ane zemAM na hoya e padArtha to 'rAgadveSa vinA thaI zake ke nahi ?' enA AdhAre nakkI thAya. Ama be vastu ja AkhI jUdI che. e ja vAta abrahma ane utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM samajavAnI che. bemAMthI kayuM pApa moTuM ! e jyAre vicAravAnuM hoya tyAre sAmAnyathI ema lAge ke abrahma sevanAra to pote ekalo ja pApano bhAgIdAra bane che. jyAre utsUtraprarUpaNA to hajAro-lAkhokaroDo lokone cheka gADha mithyAtva pamADanArI paNa banI zake che. eTale utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM nukasAnanI saMbhAvanA ghaNI badhI vadhAre che, mATe e pApa apekSAe abrahmasevana karatA paNa moTuM pApa kahevAya. jyAre utsarga-apavAdanI vAta karIe to maithuna rAga vinA thavAnuM ja nathI, mATe emAM apavAda nathI, utsUtraprarUpaNA to rAgAdi vinA paNa saMbhavita che, (ane tyAre nukasAna paNa thatuM nathI...) mATe emAM apavAda hoI zake che. TuMkamAM utsUtraprarUpaNAthI nukasAna thAya ja, evo ekAMta nathI. chatAM emAM ghaNA moTA nukasAnonI saMbhAvanA che, e joIne ja zAstrakAroe ene sauthI moTuM pApa kahyuM che. paNa jo e utsUtraprarUpaNA rAgAdi vinA thAya to e apavAda mArga paNa banI zake che. jo, huM tane keTalAka prazno pUchuM chuM. koI zrAvakane evI bAdhA che ke "niraparAdhI trasajIvone mAravAnahi." have A - 192 * * * **

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------ ------ sarvathA maSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata - - zrAvakane amuka chUTovALuM caturthavrata paNa che. A zrAvaka ekabAju vrata na tUTe e rIte abrahma paNa seve che, to bIjI bAju raste cAlatI kIDIne jANI joIne AMgaLIthI ghasI ghasIne mArI nAMkhe che. have tuM bola svastrI sAthe abrahmasevana e moTuM pApa ke kIDIne jANI joIne ghasI ghasIne mArI nAMkhavI e moTuM pApa ? koIpaNa kaheze ke kIDIne mArI nAMkhavI e moTuM pApa ! paNa have utsarga-apavAdanI vAta Ave tyAre e zrAvaka glAna sAdhu rAtre gaMbhIra bimArImAM paTakAya, to kIDI vagerenI paravA karyA vinA doDAdoDa kare, rAtre gADI doDAve.. emAM ghaNI kIDI marI paNa jAya, chatAM e enA mATe apavAda gaNAze. paNa zuM abrahmamAM ene Avo koI apavAda kharo ? kIDI para dhaDa karato paga mUkI devo e zrAvaka mATe svastrImaithuna karatA moTuM pApa hovA chatAM paNa emAM apavAda che, kemake tevA tevA prasaMgomAM e rAgadveSa vinA thaI zake che. paNa svastrImaithunamAM apavAda nathI. (vratano bhaMga bhale e zrAvakane na hoya. to paNa emAM apavAda to nahi ja.) to A ja vAta usUtraprarUpaNAmAM paNa samajavI ke usUtraprarUpaNA e maithuna karatA moTuM pApa hovA chatAM emAM apavAda hoI zake che, kemake tevA tevA prasaMgomAM e doSa rAgadveSa vinA paNa sevAya che. jyAre maithuna rAgadveSa vinA sevI zakAtuM nathI. eTale AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA zabdono tAtparyArtha to A ja che ke koI sAdhu kadAgrahI banIne ke pAtratAdino vicAra karyA vinA svacchaMdamatithI padArthonI prarUpaNA kare to e mahAnukasAna karanAra banatuM hovAthI e daSTie maithuna karatA paNa bhayaMkara pApa che. paNe e usUtraprarUpaNA kAraNavaza rAgadveSa vinA karavI paDe tyAre te apavAdamArga bane che, ane nirjarA karAvanArI bane che. maithunamAM A hakIkata saMbhavita nathI. kemake emAM rAga thAya ja che. ziSya : arere ! guruvara ! Apa A zuM bolyA ? kevuM utsutra bolyA ! 'usUtraprarUpaNA anaMtasaMsAra vadhAre' ema bolavAne badale "usUtraprarUpaNA nirjarA karAvanAra bane.' ema bolo cho ? hAya ! A zI rIte saMbhave ? kAM to Apa A padArtha bolavA aMge kSamA mAMgo, kAM to eno spaSTa artha mane daSTAnta sAthe samajAvo. gura : huM jANuM chuM ke mArI vAta tane jaldI nahi samajAya. "usUtraprarUpaNA pApa ja baMdhAve' e vAta eTalI badhI rUDha thaI gayelI che ke mArI vAta khoTI ja lAge. paNa ziSya ! anekAntavAdane samajavA mATe khUba dhIraja joIze. ApaNe mAnI kakakakakakakaka ja 193 - - - jA jA jA jA ja

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mahAvrato lIdhelA ghaNA padArtho aMge anekAntavAdamAM bIjA paNa pAsAo hoya che. jo dRSTi vizALa nahi hoya, ane saMkucita haze to AvI nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM paNa ApaNe anekAntavAdano apalApa karI besazuM. cAlo, ApaNe have utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM apavAda zI rIte saMbhave ? e paNa joIe. (ka) mahopAdhyAyajIe dharmapa2IkSA granthamAM pAMca mithyAtvanA varNanamAM Abhinivezika mithyAtvanI suMdara vyAkhyA darzAvyA bAda kahyuM che ke "jinabhadragaNI ane siddhasena divAkarasUri A bemAMthI ekanI prarUpaNA utsUtra che ja. chatAM bemAMthI jenI paNa prarUpaNA utsUtra haze. tene paNa samyaktvano ghAta nahi thAya. mithyAtva nahi haNAya. kemake bemAMthI ekapaNa mahAtmA kadAgrahI nathI. baMnene potAnI yuktio, zAstrapATho vagerenA AdhAre potAno padArtha ja jinokta lAgyo che. ane jina pratyenA asIma bahumAnabhAvathI ja teo te te padArtha prarUpe che. bemAMthI ekeyane nathI to kadAgraha ke nathI to ahaMkAra ke nathI to kaMIpaNa malinavRtti ! bahu spaSTa vAta che ke bemAMthI jenI paNa prarUpaNA utsUtra che, te paNa jinavacana paranA sAcA bahumAnabhAvapUrvaka ja, ene sasUtra mAnIne ja bolyA che... ane AvI pariNatinI dhArAmAM emane utsUtra prarUpaNA hovA chatAM paNa karmanirjarA ja thAya, e vAtano niSedha karI zakAze kharo ? A rahyA dharmaparIkSAnA e zabdo ! tathApi jinabhadrasiddhasenAdiprAvacanikapradhAnavipratipattiviSayapakSadvayAnyatarasya vastutaH zAstrabAdhitatvAttadanyatarazraddhAnavato'bhinivezitvaprasaGga iti tadvAraNArthaM viduSo'pIti.... / siddhasenAdayazca svasvAbhyupagatamarthaM zAstratAtparya bAdhaM pratisandhAyApi pakSapAtena na pratipannavantaH, kintvavicchinnaprAvacanika-paramparayA zAstratAtparyameva svAbhyupagatArthAnukUlatvena pratisandhAyeti na te'bhinivezinaH / sAra e ke e be mahAtmAmAMthI ekanI prarUpaNA to utsUtra che ja. chatAM bemAMthI eka paNa mahAtmA kadAgrahI nathI ja. kemake emane potapotAnI avicchinna paraMparA pramANe pote mAnelo padArtha zAstrAnusArI ja lAgyo che, mATe ja svIkArelo che. eTale A vAta to spaSTa ja che ke jema sAco sAdhu jinavacanarAgathI prarUpaNA kare, ane karmakSaya pAme. ema A be mahAtmA paNa sAcA sAdhu ja hatA, ane jinavacanarAgathI ja emaNe barAbara prarUpaNA karI che. chatAM emAMthI koIka to utsUtraprarUpaka che ja, to ya e nirjarA pAmavAnA ja. bolo, utsUtraprarUpaNA paNa nirjarAkAraka bane ke nahi ? - 194 XXX

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naja -- sarvathA aSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvata 99 - - (kha) zastramAM lakhyuM che ke samyagdaSTi AtmA zAstrIya padArthanI to zraddhA kare ja, paNa evuM paNa bane ke gurune ja anAbhogathI koIka padArtha khoTo samajAyo hoya ane emaNe e padArtha ziSyane prarUpyo hoya ane ziSya ema vicAre ke "mArA guru to gItArtha che. eTale emanI vAta satya ja hoya." ziSyanI potAnI hajI vikasita buddhi na hoya ke e svayaM padArthane khoTA tarIke pakaDI zake. re ! guru paNa jemAM anAbhogane kAraNe bhUla karI bese, emAM ziSyane e padArtha khoTo hovA chatAM khoTA tarIke na pakaDAya e saMbhavita ja che. have A paristhitimAM ziSya to e padArthane jinokta ja mAnIne e rIte ja enI prarUpaNA karavAno. emAM eno eka lezabhAra paNa malinabhAva nathI. enI nizAnI e che ke jyAre guru ene kaheze ke "bhUlathI huM UMdhu samajI beThelo, A padArtha khoTo che..." to ziSya paNa paLavAramAM e vAta svIkArIne micchA mi dukkaDuM ApavA taiyAra ja che. Avo ziSya jinavacana paranA uchaLatA bahumAnabhAva sAthe ane sadaguru pratyenA asIma vizvAsathI prarUpaNA kare ane e gurunI anAbhogabhUlanA kAraNe utsutra paNa hoya chatAM ziSya tyAM samyakta gumAvato nathI ane karmakSaya prApta kare che, e nizcita hakIkata che. (ga) jema koI sAdhu zrutajJAnane AdhAre badhI tapAsa karyA bAda paNa AdhAkarmIne AdhAkarmI rUpe pakaDI na zake ane AdhAkarmIne nirdoSa mAnIne vahore tathA vApare. to AdhAkarmI gocarIne paNa kharekhara nirdoSa mAnIne vAparato sAdhu puSkaLa karmakSaya pAme che ane piMDa niryu.mAM evA sAdhune kaivalya thayuM hovAnI vAta paNa darzAvI che. ema potAnA jJAna-kSayopazamane AdhAre badhI tapAsa karyA bAda paNa koI sAdhu usUtrane usUtra rUpe pakaDI na zake ane utsutrane sasUtra mAnIne svIkAre tathA prarUpe to e usUtra prarUpaNA paNa kharekhara sasUtra mAnIne karato sAdhu puSkaLa karmakSaya pAme emAM Azcarya zuM ? je gaNita AdhAkarmImAM lAge e ja gaNita usUtraprarUpaNAmAM kema na lAge? baMnemAM sAdhue potAnA taraphathI bharapUra zAstrIya yatanA karI che, pramAda-upekSA-niSpharatAdi doSo sevyA nathI. e to bahu spaSTa vAta che. che. eTale ja taddana nirdoSa gocarI paNa jo sAdhune potAnA kSayopazama pramANe AdhAkarmI lAge ane sAdhu e AdhAkarmI jANIne paNa Asakti vagerethI vahore-vApare. to nirdoSa gocarIne paNa AdhAkarmI mAnIne vAparanAra sAdhu pApa ja bAMdhe che ane mATe ja nirdoSa vAparavA chatAM paNa ene AdhAkarmInuM ja prAyazcitta Ave che. e vAta chedagranthomAM darzAvelI che. jaja jaka 195 % 9 ka ka ka ka ka ,

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9 - 49 - -09-9-1949 49 - mahAvrato 999-9-09-09-09-29-90-9--nA ema sasutra padArtha paNa jo koI sAdhune potAnA kSayopazama pramANe utsutra lAge ane chatAM vyaktirAga, kadAgraha vagerene kAraNe sAdhu sasUtrane paNa utsutra samajIne prarUpe to sasUtrane paNa utsutra mAnIne prarUpanAra sAdhu usUtraprarUpaNAnuM pApa ja bAMdhe che ane mATe ja sasUtraprarUpaNA karavA chatAM paNa ene usUtraprarUpaNAnuM prAyazcitta ApavuM paDe... zuM A vAta barAbara nathI ? (gha) uparanA traNa daSTAntomAM to usUtraprarUpaNA karanArane "A utsutra che" evo khyAla ja nathI, ane eTale ene karmakSaya darzAvyo che. paNa jema koI sAdhu mAMdagI vagere kAraNosara AdhAkarmIne AdhAkarmI tarIke jANavA chatAM paNa moTA nukasAnothI bacavA mATe AdhAkarmI vApare to e apavAdamArgano ja ArAdhaka che ane karmakSayane prApta karanAro che, ema koI sAdhu amuka padArtho mATe e bodha dharAve che ke "A sasUtra che ane A utsutra che tema chatAM e sAdhune jo ema lAge ke huM AmAM sasUtra prarUpaNA karIza, to moTuM nukasAna thavAno saMbhava che, to sAdhu sasUtra na bole ane utsutra jANIne paNa utsutra bole, to paNa e apavAdamArgano ArAdhaka che, ane karmakSaya prApta kare che. sAra e ke - puNAlaMbanathI nirdoSa tyAgIne sadoSa vAparanAra sAdhu karmakSaya pAme che, puSTAlaMbanathI sasUtra tyAgIne utsutra bolanAra sAdhu karmakSaya pAme che. - puSTAlaMbana vinA jo sadoSa vaparAya, to khUba pApa baMdhAya. puSTAlaMbana vinA jo usUtra bolAya, to khUba pApa baMdhAya. A vAtamAM daSTAnto vicArIe. * zAstrIyadaSTie amuka vastu kharekhara acitta hoya, paNa seMkaDo varSothI paraMparAthI e vastuno sacitta tarIke ja vyavahAra thato hoya. have jo koI sAdhu zaMkA paDavAthI gItArtha gurune pUche ke "A vastu kharekhara sacitta ke acitta ?" to gItArtha guru jo e sAdhunI paripakvatA jaNAya to ema kahe ke "zAstrIya daSTie e acitta che, paNa paraMparAthI ene sacitta mAnavAnI che ane tyAgavAnI che." paNa jo e gurane ema lAge ke "A sAdhu pariNata nathI, jo ene sAcI vAta kahIza, to e badhAne kaheto jaze ane svayaM paNa ene acitta mAnI vAparato thaze. jo Ama thaze to cAlI AvatI paraMparAno lopa thaze, lokomAM buddhibheda thaze, loko mithyAtva pAmaze. mATe Ane sAcI vAta kahevA jevI nathI." to guru ene ema je kaheze ke "A sacitta ja che."

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-----------09 sarvathA mRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvrata -49-9-1999 have je vastu zAstrIyadaSTie acitta che, ene zAstrIyadaSTithI sacitta kahevI e usUtra prarUpaNA che, chatAM paNa gurU tyAM doSanA bhAgIdAra banatA nathI ja. * gItArtha sAdhu kAraNasara yatanAthI doSa seve, to ene koIpaNa prAyazcitta na ja Ave A sasUtra padArtha che. paNa jo e doSasevanane bIjA agItArtho paNa jANI gayA hoya ane eTale ene prAyazcitta na ApavAmAM Ave, to agItArthomAM doSanI sUga nIkaLI jAya, anavasthAdi doSo ubhA thAya. A doSo aTakAvavA mATe guru pelA sAdhune kahe ke "teM A je doSo sevelA che, e badala tane ATaluM prAyazcitta ApavAmAM Ave che.." kharekhara je doSasevananuM prAyazcitta ja nathI, e sasUtrapadArthanI sAme guru tyAM prAyazcitta darzAve che, e usUtra ja che ane chatAM guru leza paNa doSanA bhAgIdAra banatA nathI. * koIka jainetaro kadAgrahathI ema mAne che ke "AtmA anitya ja che." enI A mithyA mAnyatAnuM khaMDana karavA mATe sAdhu AvuM bole ke "AtmA nitya ja che." ane pachI yuktio dvArA AtmAne nitya tarIke sAbita kare. - have kharekhara to "AtmA kathaMcit nityAnitya che." chatAM paNa sAdhu "AtmA nitya ja che" e vAtane jorazorathI prarUpe, to e Ama to usUtra ja che, chatAM paNa bIjAnA mithyAtvane dUra karavA mATenI AvI dekhItI usUtra prarUpaNA karmakSaya ja karAve che. zAstro ene nayadezanA kahe che. emAM ja kArano upayoga karavAnI paNa chUTa che. e vakhate jo nityAnityanI bhegI vAta kare to pUrvapakSane toDavAmAM mahenata vadhI jAya... * zrI dazavaikAlikasUtra pravRttimAM sUripuraMdara zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajIe pharamAvyuM che ke "vAdIne jItavA mATe kyAreka utsutra paNa bolAya. jemake rohagupta parivrAjakane jItavA mATe no jIva padArthanI prarUpaNA karI." A prarUpaNA utsutra hatI, e to badhA jANe che. chatAM vAdIne jItavA mATe, enA dvArA zAsanahIlanA aTakAvavA ane zAsanaprabhAvanA karavA mATe utsutraprarUpaNAnI paNa saMmati apAI. rohagupta nihunava jAhera thayo che. e enI utsutraprarUpaNAnA kAraNe nahi, paNa usUtramAnyatAnA kAraNe ! te pote paNa evuM mAnavA mAMDelo ke "nojIva nAmano padArtha che." usUtramAnyatA Ave to to mithyAtva AvavAnuM ane eTale ja e nihunava jAhera thayo. enI mAnyatA jo spaSTa hota ke padArtha be ja che. jIva ane ajIva.' to e nihanava na gaNAta. TuMkamAM azubha pariNati karavAnI chUTa nathI apAtI, paNa azubhapravRttinI to apavAdamArge rajA apAya ja che. usUtramAnyatA e azubha pariNati che, usUtraprarUpaNA e azubhapravRtti che. jalaja - - - - - - - - - - - - 19 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato vIrazAsanamAM je sAta-ATha nidbhavo thayA che. teo utsUtramAnyatApUrvaka utsUtraprarUpaNA karanArA hatA, mATe ja nihnava che. jo utsUtra mAnyatA na hota, anAbhogathI ke vizeSa kAraNasara ja utsUtraprarUpaNAvALA hota to teo niSnava na gaNAta e spaSTa vAta che. ** Ama ghaNA badhA padArthothI e to dIvA jevuM spaSTa samajAya che ke jema bIjA badhA mRSAvAdomAM apavAda hoya, tema utsUtraprarUpaNAmAM paNa apavAda hoya ja. ane apavAdamArga jIvane mokSa tarapha laI jAya... paNa pUrve jaNAvyuM tema apavAda e kAco rasto che, lapasaNIyo patthara che. apavAdamArge AgaLa vadhavuM ghaNuM ghaNuM agharuM che. niraticAra apavAda e sAticAra ane chevaTe unmArga banI jAya to koI navAI nahi. mATe ja bane tyAM sudhI to kAraNasara paNa utsUtraprarUpaNAno Azaro na ja levo, e mahAbhayaMka2 nukasAno sarjI zake che. jarAka paNa gaphalata thaI to sIdho anaMtasaMsAra paNa ubho karI de. eno sArAMza pharI yAda karI laIe. (1) pramattayo vasaMtamiyAna amRtaM = kaSAya - nokaSAyathI prerAIne jUTha bolavuM e mRSA! (2) puSTAlaMbanathI yatanApUrvaka jUTha bolAya to emAM bIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thato nathI. paNa emAM saMskAro khoTA na paDI jAya enI kALajI khUba karavI rahI. (3) jaDatApUrvaka satyane pakaDI rAkhavuM, enAthI moTA nukasAno ubhA thavA devA e satya paNa hakIkatamAM unmArga che, mokSamArga nathI. (4) jUTha bolavAnA kAraNo ja na hoya, eTale zAsrIya rIte satya bolavuM e niraticAra - utsarga. (5) sAcuM paNa laMbAvIne bolavuM, muhapatti vinA bolavuM... e sAticAra utsarga. (6) moTA nukasAno bhale Ave, to ya satya ja bolavuM e unmArga utsarga. (7) gItArtha / gItArthanizrita puSTAlaMbanathI yatanApUrvaka jUTha bole e niraticAra apavAda. (8) maMda-AlaMbanathI ke alpayatanAthI jUTha bolavuM e sAticAra apavAda. (9) vagara kAraNe, bephAma banIne jUTha bolavuM e unmArga apavAda. prazna : vRttimAM to prema, dveSa, kalahAdithI thatA mRSAvAdano paNa ullekha karelo che, e tame kema nathI jaNAvyA ? uttara : e badhAno kaSAya-nokaSAyamAM samAveza thaI zake che, eTale e badhA paNa * 198****** **

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------------- sarvathA mRSASAvAda viramaNa mahAvata - 29-09-09 - - - - AmAM AvI ja gayelA jANavA. vRttikArazrIe cAra prakAre mRSAvAda batAvelo che. (1) sadubhAvapratiSedha : vidyamAna padArthono niSedha karavo te. dA.ta. AtmA nathI, puNya-pApa nathI, mahAvideha nathI, covIsa tirthaMkaro ke vIsa virahamAna nathI paNa ochA che... vagere. (2) asadbhAva-uddabhAvanaH AtmA sarvavyApI che... vagere avidyamAna padArthonI prarUpaNA karavI. (3) arthAntara : gAyane ghoDo kahevo, samyaktIne mithyAtvI kahevo, sAdhune saMsArI kahevo, virAdhakane ArAdhaka kahevo... vagere. | (4) gartA : kANAne kANo kahevo, mithyAtvIne paNa mithyAtvI kahevo, hiMsakane hatyAro - kasAI kahevo, vikArIne kAmI-strIlaMpaTa kahevo, ... TuMkamAM jenAthI pArakAne duHkha thAya, AghAta lAge evA zabdo bolavA e gaha ! - A cAramAM paNa yathAsaMbhava utsarga, apavAda, unmArga vagereno, aticArAdino vicAra svayaM karI levo. ' ahIM A bIjA mahAvratanuM varNana pUrNa thAya che.

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14. sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvrata Aja sauthI pahelA mukhya sUtra joI laIe. ahAvare tacce bhaMte ! mahavvae adinnAdANAo veramaNaM, savvaM bhaMte ! adinnAdANaM paccakkhAmi se gAme vA nagare vA raNe vA appaM vA bahaM vA aNaM vA thalaM vA cittamaMtaM vA acitamaMtaM vA neva sayaM adinnaM giNhijjA, neva'nnehiM adinnaM giNhAvijjA, adinnaM giNhate vi anne na samaNujANAmi jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samaNujANAmi / tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi niMdAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi / tacce bhaMte mahavvae uvadiomi savvAo adinnAdANAo veramaNaM // Ano sAmAnyathI artha A pramANe che ke "trIjA mahAvratamAM adattAdAnathI viramaNa hoya che. he bhagavan! huM saMpUrNa adattAdAnanuM paccakakhANa karuM chuM. gAmamAM, nagaramAM ke jaMgalamAM... alpa ke bahu, aNu ke cUla, sacitta ke aciMtta... huM jAte adatta laIza nahi. bIjAo vaDe adatta levaDAvIza nahi, adattane grahaNa karatA bIjAone huM rajA nahi ApuM, A pratijJA yAvajIva mATe lauM chuM. , trividha-trividhe manathI-vacanathI-kAyAthI adatta laIza nahi, adatta levaDAvIza nahi, adatta lenArAne anumati ApIza nahi. he bhagavanuM ! huM adattAdAnanuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM, niMdA karuM chuM, gaha karuM chuM. adattAdAna lenArA mArA AtmAne tyAgI dauM chuM. he bhagavan! trIjA mahAvratamAM upasthita thayelo huM badhA ja adattAdAnathI viramaNa svIkAruM chuM." have Ano vistArathI artha joIe. 29--9--09 - - - - - - - - - - - - 2009 - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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ja ja sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mAvata : tattvArthasUvRtti pramANe enI vyAkhyA A pramANe che ke pramattayo vidvattAvIne teyaM koIe nahi ApelI vastu pramAdayogathI levI e corI. ahIM pramAda eTale rAga, dveSa ane zaktinigUhana e traNeya samajavA. sUtramAM ane vA nAre vA ra0 vA je lakhyuM che, te e darzAvavA mATe ke koIpaNa kSetramAM A adattAdAna nathI karavAnuM. badhuM vA = sastu vaDuM vA = moghu. vA = nAnuM thukta vA = moTuM. vittamaMta va = sacitta vittamaMta vA = acitta. AmAM te te vastuno je mAlika hoya, e jayAM sudhI te vastu sAdhune na Ape, ke na apAvaDAve tyAM sudhI e vastu adatta gaNAya. AvI mAlike nahi ApelI vastu jo sAdhu le to sAdhune adattAdAnano doSa lAge. e paNa jo pramAdathI le to ja doSa, anyathA nahi. ziSya : vastunA mAlika koNa koNa hoya ? gura: sAmAnyathI cAra praphAranA mAlika che. (1) svAmI (2) jIva (3) guru (4) tIrthakara. have AmAM zI rIte teya saMbhave e joIe. (1) svAmI-adatta : (ka) vastra-pAtrA-dAMDo-supaDI-pustako-prato + bolapena - Tebala - pATa vagere je sAdhue gurunI rajAthI lIdhA hoya, te badhAno mAlika te te sAdhu gaNAya. have jo ApaNe sAdhune pUchaDyA vinA eno dAMDo laI jaIe, tarANI ke pAtrAdi laI jaIe, enI kAmaLI vagere paherI laIe, enI bolapena ke Tebala ke supaDI vagere laIe... to e svAmI-adattanuM grahaNa kahevAya. AmAM trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thAya. prazna : paNa e sAdhu ApaNo pAko mitra hoya to paNa enI vastu ene pUchayA vinA na levAya. - uttara : nA, e badhA sAMsArika maitrI saMbaMdhone lokottara zAsananA AcAromAM na ghusADavA. enI sAthe bhale ApaNI AtmIyatA hoya, chatAM ene pUchyA vinA laIe to ene du:kha paNa thAya. e vastune zodhyA kare, na maLavAthI duHkhI thAya... A badhAnA kAraNe chelle ene krodha paNa jAge. eTale ja bhale ne e sAdhu ApaNo laMgoTIyo mitra hoya, bhale ne e saMsArI sago bhAI hoya to paNa ene pUchyA vinA kaMI ja na levuM. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 201 ------

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mahAvrato prazna : paNa e mitrasAdhue ApaNane kahI rAkhyuM hoya ke "tamAre game tyAre paNa mArI koIpaNa vastu levAnI chUTa ! huM tamane rajA ApuM chuM. tamAre mane pUchavAnI jarUra nahi." to to pachI ene pUchyA vinA enI vastuo levAya ne ? uttara : nA, to paNa na levAya. pahelI vAta to e ke samaju sAdhu A rItanI chUTa na Ape. kemake AnAthI to sAmenA sAdhumAM koInI paNa vastu pUchyA vinA laI levAnA saMskAra paDe che, AcAramaryAdA lopAya che, eTale samaju sAdhu AvuM kahe ja nahi. paNa dhAro ke udAratA + mugdhatAnA mizraNanA kAraNe e ema kahI de topaNa ApaNe enI vastuo pUchayA pachI ja levI. enuM kAraNa e ke jIvanA adhyavasAya sadA mATe sarakhA nathI hotA. kALa badalAya, paristhiti badalAya, saMyogo badalAya eTale jIvanA bhAvo paNa badalAI jAya. eTale e sAdhue ullAsamAM AvIne ApaNane enI koIpaNa vastu levAnI rajA ApI... paNa jyAre ApaNe e rIte vastu laIe tyAre ene gusso paNa AvI jAya, duHkha paNa thAya... A saMbhAvanA nakArI zakAtI nathI ja. mATe ja eNe bhale hA pADI hoya to paNa ene pUchIne enI rajA meLavyA vinA enI vastu na levI. jo levAmAM Ave to svAmI-adattano doSa lAge ja, ema nizcita jANavuM. - ghaNIvAra evuM bane paNa che ke ApaNe pUchayA vinA koI sAdhunI vastu = dAMDo vagere laI jaIe, bIjI bAju acAnaka ene e vastunI jarUra paDe. e tapAsa kare, paNa maLe nahi. eTale AkhA upAzrayamAM tapAsa kare, badhAne pUche... AmAM eno samaya bagaDe, sthaMDila javAdi kAryamAM vilaMba thAya... ene to khabara ja nathI ke 'ApaNe laI gayA chIe' eTale jyAM sudhI e khabara nahi paDe tyAM sudhI ene ciMtA rahe ke "mArI vastu kyAM gaI ? koI corI gayuM haze ? huM ja kyAMka bhUlI Avyo hoIza..." Ama ene ArtadhyAna paNa thAya. AvuM anubhavavA paNa maLe che, mATe ja bhale e sAdhu sagobhAI hoya, eNe hasatA hasatA badhI rajA ApI hoya to paNa ene pUchayA vinA vastu na ja levI, jo lo to mahAvratano bhaMga thAya. (kha) upAzrayano mAlika zrI saMgha che, enA mukhya vahIvaTakartAo che. emanI rajA lIdhA vinA jo upAzrayamAM utarIe to e paNa svAmI - adatta gaNAya. vahIvaTakartAo kadAca hAjara na hoya, paNa emaNe je munIma ke mANasa vagerene upAzraya khAte nImelo hoya, tenI rajA laIne paNa utarI zakAya. paNa koInI paNa rajA lIdhA vinA upAzrayamAM na utarAya. "ame ahIM utarIe..." ema kahevuM joIe. vahIvaTakartA rajA Ape to utarAya, nA pADe to na utarAya. ***** 2020****

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sarvathA adattAdAta viramaNa mahAvrata ema vahIvaTakartAoe amuka ja divasa sudhI rokAvAnI rajA ApI hoya to enA karatA vadhu divasa na rokAvAya. rokAvuM hoya to vahIvaTakartAonI rajA levI jarurI che. AmAM jo garabaDa karavAmAM Ave to svAmI-adattano doSa lAge. (ga) upAzrayamAM sAdhuo birAjamAna ja hoya ane ApaNe pahoMcIe, to e sAdhuonI paNa rajA levI paDe ke "ame ahIM utarIe ?" tathA upAzrayamAM kaI jagyA vAparavI, keTalI jagyA vAparavI, keTalo samaya rokAvAnuM che... vagere tamAma prakAranI rajA e birAjamAna sAdhuonI levI paDe. jo ema na karavAmAM Ave, to svAmIadattano doSa lAge. (gha) gocarI vahoravA mATe paNa kayA gharomAM javuM e sthAnika sAdhuone pUchIne ja nakkI karavuM paDe. kemake jo emane pUchyA vinA ApaNe gharomAM gocarI jaIe, to zakya che ke e ja gharomAMthI teo glAdine prAyogya nirdoSa vastu lAvatA hoya, paNa have ApaNe tyAM jaI AvyA eTale teo tyAMthI vahorI na zake, emAM glAnane azAtA vagere paNa thAya. eTale kharekhara to tyAMnA gharomAM gocarInI mAlikI paNa emanI che. teo je gharomAM javAnI rajA Ape, e gharomAMthI ja gocarI levAya. (ca) mAtA-pitAnI rajA lidhA vinA mumukSane bhagADIne dIkSA ApavAmAM Ave. mumukSunA mAlika enA mAtA-piMtA che. emane aMdhArAmAM rAkhIne bhagADIne dIkSA ApavI e steya che, e spaSTa vAta che. prazna : A vAta barAbara nathI. jyAM sudhI chokaro nAno hoya, aNasamaju hoya tyAM sudhI ja mAtApitAnI rajA levI jarurI. paNa chokaro moTo thaI gayo hoya to ene mATe mAtA-pitAnI rajA levAnI koI jarura ja nathI. Aje lokomAM paNa A ja vAta pracalita che. 15-17 varSanI uMmara sudhI chokarA-chokarIo potAnI meLe lagnAdi na karI zake, kare to korTamAM kesa cAlI zake. paNa amuka uMmara pachI teo mA-bApanI rajA vinA paNa lagna kare to emAM emane kAyadAkIya rIte koI doSa gaNAto nathI. TuMkamAM sarakAre vaoNTa ApavAnI je uMmara nakkI karI che, enAthI ochI uMmaranA mumukSuone dIkSA ApavA mATe mA-bApanI rajA jarurI kharI, paNa voTa ApavAnI uMmara pAmI cUkelAone to bhagADIne paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya, emAM koI corI na gaNAya. uttara : A tamArI vAta mATe zuM koI zAstrAdhAra che ? lokonI samaja pramANe lokottara zAsananA niyamo ghaDAtA nathI, e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. te darzAvelI bAbata kyAMya zAstramAM darzAvI hoya to batAva bAkI svacchaMda kalpanAno jinazAsanamAM spaSTa niSedha che. chokaro nAnI uMmarano hoya ke moTI uMmarano hoya ene jo dIkSA ApavI hoya to XXXX 203 XXX

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- 9-49 9-94 29 49 49 49-49 49 mahAvato -9 49 49 49 49 49 49-9-49 49 49 49 mukhyatve enA mA-bApanI rajA levI paDe. bhagADIne dIkSA Ape to svAmI-adattano doSa lAge ja, e nakkI vAta che. prazna : to zuM bhagADIne dIkSA na ja apAya? mA-bApa nA pADe, to dIkSA baMdha karI saMsAra mAMDavAno ? uttara : meM tane utsargamArga batADyo apavAdanuM varNana AgaLa karazuM. (cha) koIka mumukSu bIjA koI saMvigna mahAtmAno ziSya thavAno hoya, enA mAbApanI rajA paNa hoya paNa ApaNe e mumukSune UMdhuM-catte bharamAvI daIe, e saMvigna mahAtmAnA nAnA-nAnA doSone moTA karIne mumukSune tyAM dIkSA letA aTakAvIe ane ApaNI mahAnatA sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte varNavIne ApaNI pAse dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra karIe to, kharekhara to e mumukSuno svAmI e saMvigna mahAtmA gaNAya. paNa enI rajA lIdhA vinA enA mumukSune ApaNe dIkSA ApI daIe to e paNa svAmI-adatta gaNAya. (jo ke A padArtha ghaNo ja moTo che. kayo sAdhu kayA mumukSuno kyAM sudhI mAlika... e badhA padArtho ghaNA UMDA che. e mATe vyavahArasUtra-bhASya vagere granthonuM sUkSma parizIlana karavuM jarurI che. ahIM to oghathI ja A padArtha darzAvyo che.) (ja) koInA paNa ghare vahoravA jaIe, tyAre gharanA mAlikanI rajA lIdhA vinA sIdhA aMdara na javAya. e gharano mAlika jyAM sudhI aMdara AvavAnI saMmati na Ape, tyAM sudhI jo aMdara javAmAM Ave to e paNa svAmI adatta che. emAMya ajainagharomAM gocarI jatI vakhate to A kALajI khAsa rAkhavI paDe. kemake jo pUchyA vinA aMdara jaIe to teo gusse thAya, ApaNane cora paNa samajI bese... baheno kapaDA badalavAdi kAma karatA hoya ane sAdhu aMdara pahoMcI jAya to teo khUba saMkoca pAme, ajeno to AvI paristhitimAM mArI paNa de. eTale jaina ke ajaina, koIpaNa gharomAM rajA maLe, pachI ja praveza karavo. (jha) pATha vakhate vidyAgurunuM Asana emane pUchyA vinA ja laI jaIne pAtharI daIe, vihAra karIne AvelA sAdhuo upadhi bahAra mUkI darzana karavA gayA hoya ane sthAnika sAdhuo emane pUchyA vinA badhI upAdhi uMcakI upAzrayamAM lAvI de,... to A paNa svAmI-adatta che. vidyAguru pAThamAM javA mATe potAnuM Asana zodhyA ja kare.... to derAsaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA bAda sAdhuo potAnI upadhi na dekhAvAthI ciMtAmAM paDe... vagere doSo AmAM lAgavA saMbhavita che. (2) mAMDalImAM AvelI gocarI vaheMcavAnI javAbadArI vyavasthApakanI che, eTale gurune batAvI dIdhA bAda e gocarI mAMDalImAM mukAya eTale e gocarInI mAlikI - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 204 - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvata - - - - sAmAnyathI vyavasthApakanI gaNAya. ene pUchyA vinA koIpaNa vastu koIpaNa sAdhune vAparavAdi mATe ApI na zakAya. (Tha) koI sAdhu pAtrAmAM potAnI gocarI kADhIne anya kAma mATe jAya, pachI enI kADhelI gocarImAMthI koIpaNa cIja ene pUchyA vinA na levAya. "atyAre jarUra che, emanA pAtrAmAM che. ApaNe laI lo, emanA mATe vadhaghaTamAM laI AvazuM..." ema vicArIe ane karIe e na cAle. kemake dhAro ke vadhaghaTamAM ene pratikULa gocarI AvI to ? vadhaghaTa lAvatA vilaMba thayo ane ene vaheluM vAparavAnuM mana thAya to ? comAsAmAM varasAdAdinA kAraNe vadhaghaTa mATe nIkaLI ja na zakAya. ke ghaNo vilaMba thAya to ?... A badhA kAraNosara ene pIDA thAya. mATe ja enI rajA lIdhA vinA enI kADhelI gocarImAMthI eka paNa vastu laIe to e svAmI-adatta ja gaNAya. (Da) sAdhuno mAtrAno pyAlo paDyo hoya, e ene pUchyA vinA - rajA lIdhA vinA na paraThavAya. kemake e pyAlAnI mAlikI enI che. ghaNIvAra evuM bane ke ene bAdhA hoya ke "mAre mAro pyAlo jAte ja paraThavavo." have jo bIjo sAdhu gUpacUpa rIte eno pyAlo paraThavI Ave to e sAdhune bAdhAno bhaMga thavAthI ArtadhyAna thAya, kheda thAya, kadAca jhaghaDo paNa karI bese. * spaMDilanA pyAlA mATe paNa A ja vAta samajI levI. (Dha) upAzrayamAM je sAdhu je sthAne goThavAyo hoya, te sthAnanI mAlikI e sAdhunI gaNAya. enI rajA vinA tyAM ArAma karIe ke tyAM pATha levA-ApavA besIe ke tyAM zrAvako sAthe vAtacIta karavA besIe to e paNa svAmI - adatta ja che. sthAnanA mAlika sAdhune A badhuM na paNa game, ene avAja vagerene lIdhe trAsa thAya, UMgha na Ave,... mATe A paNa teya che, khoTuM che. (ta) "e zrAvaka to mAro bhakta che, pAMca-dasa hajArano kharco ene pUchyA vinA paNa karI lauM to koI vAMdho nahi' ema vicArIne jo sAdhu te te zrAvakanI rajA lIdhA vinA enA nAme tapanA besaNA ke zibira ke varaghoDAdinA koI caDAvAno lAbha levaDAve ane pAchaLathI zrAvakane kahe ke "tamArA nAme ATalo lAbha lIdho che" to ApaNe zrAvakanA dhananI eka prakAranI corI ja che. enI IcchA na hoya to ene duHkha thAya. jo zaramanA kAraNe nA na pADI zake to ArtadhyAna sAthe rakama cUkave, sAdhu pratye aruci pAme. mATe A rIte na karAya. | (tha) zrAvakanI hAjarImAM ja, paNa baLajabarIthI paisA lakhAvaDAvIe ke "tamArA pAMca hajAra nahi cAle, tamAre dasa lakhAvavA ja paDaze..." to e paNa eka prakAranuM adattAdAna che. -09--09-09-09-09 - - - - 205 --- --------------------

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---- -- ----- 09 mahAvato --- ---------- jema koI cora cappa ke baMdukanA bhayathI mANasane gabharAvIne enI IcchA na hovA chatAM enuM dhana laI le to e corI ja kahevAya. ema ahIM paNa sAdhu zrAvakane zaramamAM nAkhI, beIjjata thavAnA bhayamAM nAMkhI, kaMjusa dekhAI javAnA bhayamAM nAMkhI enI anicchAe vadhu dAna karAvaDAve to e adattAdAna ja che, e nakkI mAnavuM. (da) koInuM pustaka, koInA ciMtana ApaNe ApaNA nAme chapAvIe, emAM pelA ciMtaka - lekhakanA nAmano ullekha paNa na karIe e paNa enI corI kahevAya. e pustaka ke enA amuka lekhane chapAvatA pahelA ApaNe enI rajA to laI ja levI joIe. ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke koIkanA lekho enI rajA vinA, enA nAmano ullekha vinA chapAvavAmAM Ave to e lekhaka gusse thAya, kadAca korTamAM kesa paNa dAkhala kare... mATe ja to pustakamAM lakhavAmAM Ave che "pustaka chapAvavAnA sarvAdhikAra prakAzakane AdhIna che." arthAtu prakAzaka vinA bIjo koIpaNa mANasa e pustaka chapAvI na zake. ema koIkanuM adbhuta ciMtana ApaNe koIka AgaLa raju karIe, tyAre paNa e zrotA e adbhuta ciMtana ApaNuM na samajI bese, e mATe kahevuM joIe ke "A ciMtana phalANI vyaktinuM che." jo yaza khAvAnI lAlacathI AvA koI khulAsA na kare ane mahAna ciMtaka tarIkenI khyAti meLave to e paNa apekSAe svAmIadatta che. (dha) saMghamAMthI, jJAna bhaMDAramAMthI emanI rajA lIdhA vinA sArA pustako, prato vagere laI laIe, pAchA na ApIe... A paNa svAmI-adatta che. (5) nokaro vagere mATe banAvAyelI rasoInA paNa mAlika nokaro che, have zeThazeThANI vahoravA AvelA ApaNane emAMthI vahorAve, paNa nokaranI rajA lIdhI na hoya to e na vahorAya, nokaro hA pADe to ja vahorI zakAya. (pha) cAlu vihAramAM jhADa nIce, dukAna nIce ke kyAMya paNa ubhA rahevuM hoya, pANI vAparavuM hoya, ArAma karavo hoya to te sthAnanA mAlikanI rajA levI ja paDe. koI hAjara na hoya ke jhADa vagereno koI mAlika na hoya to chevaTe junAgada nAstupAto zabda bolavAno rahe. paNa e paNa na bolIe ane te sthAna vAparIe to e svAmi-adatta gaNAya. (ba) je jagyAe Thalle ke mAtru paraThavavAnI enA mAlike rajA na ApI hoya, e jagyAe Thalle-mAtru na paraThavAya. dA.ta. zrI saMghe agAsImAM mAtru paraThavavAnI rajA na ApI hoya to paNa agAsImAM mAtra pAThavIe - chAlaka lagAvIe... Aju bAjunA ploTomAM tenA mAlike Thalle paraThavavAnI rajA na ApI hoya chatAM aMdhArAmAM ke divase paNa chAnI rIte tyAM Thalle paraThavI AvIe... to emAM paNa adattAdAnano doSa to lAgavAno ja. je jamIna, 29-9-4-9-4--49-09-4--206, 4-9-9- -9-9-429-9-9-4--

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sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvrata je jagyAnI mAlikI sarakAranI che, e jamIna, jagyA upara Thalle-mAtru paraThavAya to paNa jo sarakArane koI vAMdho AvavAno na hoya, to hajI cAle. paNa jo sarakArane puchavAmAM Ave to jo e nA pADavAnI hoya, tevI jagyAe paraThavavAmAM sarakArane paNa muzkelI paDatI hoya to evA sthAne paraThavavAmAM paNa doSa to lAgavAno ja. (bha) koIka sAdhunA vastro-pAtrAdinuM pratilekhana ene pUchyA vinA karavuM, enuM mAMDalInuM kAma ene pUchyA vinA karavuM e paNa na cAle. kema ke A pratilekhanAdi kriyAno mAlika e che. ghaNIvAra AvA nimitte paNa saMkaleza thato hoya che. A rIte svAmI-adattanA ghaNA prasaMgo ApaNe joyA. have jIva-adattanA joIe. (2) jIvaadattaH (ka) sAdhu pramAdathI ke niSThuratAthI ke Asaktine vaza thaIne sacitta vastu vahorevApare to e vastunA mAlike rajA ApI hoya to paNa emAM rahelA jIve rajA na ApI hovAthI citta AroganArane jIva-adattano doSa lAge. (kha) bALakane dIkSA levAnI IcchA na hoya, bicAro bALaka raDato hoya... chatAM ene dIkSA ApI devI. ahIM paNa bALakanI potAnI ja rajA na hovA chatAM ene ziSya banAvI devo e jIva-adatta ! (ga) yuvAna mumukSune bIjA pAse dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hoya, paNa chatAM potAnA gharavALAono Agraha amukanI pAse ja dIkSA levAno hoya. enuM kAraNa e ke gharavALAo e samudAyanA bhakta hoya ke e samudAyamAM enA kAkA-mAmA vagere svajane pUrve dIkSA lIdhI hoya... paNa mumukSu to bIjA sthAne ja dIkSA levA Icchato hoya. chatAM chevaTe svajanonA dabANathI anicchAe A gacchamAM dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya... A vAta jANavA chatAM paNa e gacchanA sAdhuo ene dIkSA Ape... ahIM paNa jIvanI IcchA na hovA chatAM paNa ene dIkSA ApatA hovAthI gacchanA sAdhuone jIva-adattano doSa lAge. (gha) eka sAdhu saMyamAdine sAcavavAnA udezathI grupanA amukavaDIlo sAthe rahevA na Icchato hoya, chatAM e vaDIlo guru dvArA e sAdhu para dabANa lAvIne ene potAnI sAthe comAsA mATe, vihArAdi mATe laI jAya. pelo sAdhu paNa darda sAthe, anicchA sAthe mAtra gurvAdinA dabANane lIdhe te te vaDIlo sAthe jAya. ahIM paNa vaDIlo e sAdhunI anicchA chatAM ene potAnI sAthe laI jAya che, potAno saMghATaka banAve che, potAno svArtha jUe che... to A paNa jIva-adatta che. (ca) DoLIvALAo ke mANaso DoLInuM ke mAla-sAmAnanuM puSkaLa vajana uMcakIne **********

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mahAvrato kharekhara khUba du:kha pAme, A kAma choDI devA Icche... paNa peTa khAtara paisA meLavavA mATe nA chuTake A badhuM kAma karavA taiyAra thAya. e emanI garIbAIno lAbha uThAvIne emanI pAse vadhu kAma karAvavuM, vadhu vajana uMcakAvavuM, emanI majaburIno lAbha levo... jeTaluM kAma teo prasannatAthI karI zake, enA karatA savA-doDhagaNuM kAma karAvavuM... pelAnI anicchA chatAM A rIte ene rAkhavo e jIva-adatta ! (cha) ziSya vizeSa abhyAsa ka2vA anya saMvigna mahAtmA pAse javA Icche, vadhu sAruM saMyama keLavavA koIka saMyamInA sAMnidhyamAM amuka samaya rahevAnI IcchA rAkhe, enA mananA bhAvamAM koIpaNa prakAranI malinatA, svacchaMda thavAnI vRtti na hoya... chatAM paNa guru potAnA svArtha khAtara ziSyane eka yA bIjA bahAne potAnA pAse ja rAkhe, kyAMya javA na de... A rIte ziSyane khoTI rIte potAnI pAse ja rAkhavo, bIje na javA devo ziSya badhuM samajavA chatAM kyAMya jaI na zake... e jIva-adatta. (ja) sAdhu pAse mAMDalInuM vadhAre kAma karAvavuM, sAdhu potAne yogya kAma karato hoya, paNa vadhu kAma karavAno ullAsa na hoya, chatAM baLathI enI pAse gocarI-pANIkApAdi kAma karAvavAmAM Ave, pelo sAdhu paNa eka yA bIjA bhayane lIdhe e badhuM ja kAma ArtadhyAna sAthe kare... A badhuM jANavA chatAM anya sAdhuo emAM koI pheraphAra na kare... A rIte enI pAsethI bhakti levI e paNa jIva-adatta che. TuMkamAM jIvanI mAlikInI vastu jIvanI IcchA vinA-rajA vinA laIe e svAmIadatta ! jyAre jIvane ja enI IcchA vinA rAkhI laIe, kAma karAvIe, khAI jaIe e jIva - adatta ! have trIjuM guru-adatta joIe. (3) guru - adatta : (ka) upAzrayamAM AvelA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo gurune maLe-vaMdanAdi kare, e pahelA ja ApaNe ja gurunI rajA vinA emane ApaNI pAse bolAvIne vAta-cIta karIe, guru pAse vaMdanAdi karavA na mokalIe. (kha) mAMDalImAM AvelI koIpaNa vastu gurune batAvyA vinA ja khAnagImAM vAparI laIe, guru uMghI jAya tyAre ke guru bahAra gayA hoya tyAre ja manabhAvatI vastu lAvIne vAparI laIe. (ga) gurunI IcchA-rajA na hoya chatAM chApA-megejhIno-navalakathAo vAMcIe (gha) guruthI chAnuM rAkhIne mumukSune taiyA2 karIe, yuvAnone dIkSA mATe preraNA karIe, gurune kazuM na jaNAvIe, emanI 2jA paNa na laIe. *** ***** 208

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- - - - - - - - sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvata --------- (ca) gurunI rajA vinA navuM sUtra, navuM stavana, navI sajajhAya gokhIe. (cha) gurune pUchyA vinA ja navo grantha zaru karIe ke koIka navuM dhArmika pustaka vAMcIe. (ja) guru IcchatA na hoya chatAM zrAvakono vadhu paricaya karavo, vyAkhyAno karavA, comAsA karavA, pustakAdi chapAvavA, anuSThAno goThavavA... A badhuM ja guru-adatta ! sAra eTalo ja ke koIpaNa vastu letA pahelA, koIpaNa kAma karatA pahelA gurunI rajA levI ja joIe. jo sAdhu pUche ja nahi, pUche to gurunI anicchA jANavA chatAM ADI-avaLI rIte maMjurI meLavI le ane e rIte harSa vinA apAyelI anumatithI vastu le, kAma kare to e badhu guru-adatta ja gaNAya. sAdhu emAM trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga karanAra bane che. (4) tIrthaMkara-adattaH tIrthaMkaradevo je vastuno svIkAra karavAnI rajA nathI ApatA, te vastu levI e tIrthakara-adatta ! ' (ka) apAtra AtmAone dIkSA ApavAnI tIrthakaroe nA pADI che. chatAM sAdhu pAtratA-apAtratAno vicAra ja na kare, apAtratA dekhAya to paNa potAnA manathI pAtratA ubhI karI daIne dIkSA Ape e rIte zAsanamAM apAtrono saMgraha kare e tIrthaMkara-adatta! (kha) apariNata sAdhu vyAkhyAnAdi kare e tIrthakarane mAnya nathI, mATe e paNa tIrthakara-adatta ! . (ga) sAdhvIjIo gRhastho pAsethI vastrAdi vahore e tIrthakarone mAnya nathI, evA vastrAdi sAdhvIjIo mATe tIrthakara adatta kahevAze. (gha) bAramuM aMga sAdhvIjIone bhaNavAnI tIrthakaroe nA pADI che, jo teo bhaNe to tIrthaMkara-adatta ! (ca) eka ja sthAne mAsa-bemAsa - cAra mAsAdi cokkasa samaya karatA vadhAre samaya rahevAnI tIrthakaroe nA pADI che. jo sAdhu kAraNa vinA paNa vadhu samaya e sthAnamAM rahe, upAzraya vApare to tIrthaMkara-adatta ! TUMkamAM jyAM tIrthaMkaradevonI AjJA nathI, e vastu vAparavAmAM levAmAM tIrthaMkaraadattadoSa lAgavAno. ziSya : kharekhara vicArIe to tIrthaMkara-adattamAM bAkInA traNeya adatta AvI ja jAya che. svAmI - adatta vastu, guru adatta vastu, jIva-adatta vastu e traNeyano tIrthakaroe niSedha karelo ja che. eTale tIrthaMkara-adatta eka ja kaho, to paNa emAM badhuM AvI ja jAya che, to e traNa adatta jUdA batAvavAnI zI jarUra che ? guru : tamArI vAta apekSAe sAcI che. chatAM padArtha ekadama spaSTa rIte khyAlamAM - kalakala 9 - - - - - - 209 - - - - - - - - - -

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* * * * * * * * mahAvato ke je ja Ave e mATe A cAra bheda pADavAmAM AvyA che. chatAM keTalIka vizeSa bAbato AmAM vicArI zakAya. (ka) svAmI-adatta ane jIva-adatta... A be karatA paNa guru-adatta moTo doSa che. dA.ta. moTA jamaNavAramAM mAlika kahe che ke "ahIM badhu vahoro." eTale e svAmIdatta che, paNa jo guru nA pADe ke "nA ! ahIMthI kaI vahoravAnuM nathI' to e e vastu na ja levAya, e le to sAdhu moTA doSano bhAgIdAra bane. jyAre gItArtha gurue sAmethI kahyuM hoya ke pelI vastu bhale mAlike nathI ApI. chatAM tuM laI le" ane sAdhu svAmInI rajA vinA vastu laI le, to ene koI doSa nathI. kema ke gurudatta che. dA.ta. guru kahe ke "phalANA chokarAne bhagADIne dIkSA ApI de..." to enA mAtApitAnI rajA vinA paNa ziSya gurunI IcchA mujaba dIkSA ApI de. ahIM svAmI-adatta che. paNa gurudatta che. to emAM ene leza paNa doSa nahi evuM ja jIva-adatta mATe che. dhAro ke vihAramAM koI zrAvaka kahe ke "tamArI badhI upadhi huM ucakIne cAlIza. badho bojo sahana karIza." to A bojo uMcakavAnuM kAma karavA jIva taiyAra che, paNa e vakhate jo guru nA pADe to e kAma na karAvAya. jo sAdhu karAve, to jIva-datta kArya hovA chatAM gurudatta na hovAthI sAdhu doSano bhAgIdAra bane. enAthI uMdhu ke guru kahe ke tArI badhI upAdhi pelAne uMcakavA ApI de..." ane pelo jIva badhuM uMcakavA taiyAra na hovA chatAM zaramAdine kAraNe e vAta svIkArI le, to ahIM gurudatta che, paNa jIva-adatta che, chatAM ziSya nirdoSa ja gaNAya. gItArthasaMvigna guru puSTa kAraNasara ja Avo Adeza kare, eTale e svIkAravAmAM ziSya doSapAtra na bane. (kha) tIrthaMkara-adatta ane guru-adatta kharekhara to eka ja che. tIrthakaro jenI nA pADe, guru paNa enI nA ja pADe. ane gurue jenI nA pADI hoya, tIrthakaroe paNa enI nA ja pADI hoya. eTale e dRSTie bemAM paramArthathI bheda nathI. chatAM dekhAvamAM bheda paDe. keTalIka bAbato evI hoya ke je dekhAvamAM tIrthaMkara-adatta lAge, chatAM gurue enI rajA ApI hoya. dA.ta. AdhAkarmI e tIrthaMkara-adatta che, chatAM kAraNasara gurue enI rajA ApI hoya. saMsakta upAzraya tIrthaMkara-adatta che, chatAM kAraNasara gurue enI rajA ApI hoya. paramArthathI to AdhAkarmI ke saMsakta upAzrayanI kAraNasara tIrthakaroe paNa rajA ja ApI che. chatAM sthUladaSTithI ema dekhAya ke e tIrthakara-adatta che,. gurudatta che. -------------------------- 210 ---------------------

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jalAla-lAla - 9 - sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvata - tIrthaMkara-adatta paNa jo gurudatta hoya to e vAparI zakAya, tIrthakara-datta paNa jo guru-adatta hoya to na vAparI zakAya. jemake roja svAdhyAya karavo e tIrthaMkaradatta che. chatAM guru koI sAdhunuM zarIra sAruM thAya e mATe ene ArAma karAvavA pAMca divasa svAdhyAyanI nA pADe, to A svAdhyAya guru-adatta banyo. jo sAdhu e pAMca divasa svAdhyAya kare to doSano bhAgIdAra bane. sAra e ke svAmI-adatta, jIva-adatta ke tIrthakara adatta paNa jo gurudatta hoya to laI zakAya. svAmI datta, jIva-datta ke tIrthakaradatta paNa jo guru-adatta hoya to na laI zakAya. hA ! guru gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmA ja hoya, e dhyAnamAM levuM. Ama paramArtha vicArIe to guru-adatta, gurudatta ja sauthI mukhya che. (ga) je gacchAdhipati che, jemanA guru hAjara nathI. emanA mATe to gurudattaguruadattano prazna ja na Ave. eTale emanA mATe tIrthakaradatta-tIrthakaraadatta vastu ja mukhya bane che. je vastunI utsarge ke apavAde tIrthakare hA pADI hoya te vApare to gacchAdhipatine doSa na lAge. Ama gacchAdhipati mATe gurudatta karatA tIrthaMkaradatta ja mukhya banI rahe che. athavA to bhale gacchAdhipatinA koI guru nathI, paNa gacchAdhipati paNa potAnA karatA nAnA evA paNa gItArtha sAdhu pAse AlocanAdi to kare je. eTale evA viziSTaprasaMgomAM gacchAdhipati paNa e eka gItArthanI salAha le, athavA to ghaNA gItArthonI salAha le. e vakhate jo e gItArtho nA pADe, to gacchAdhipatithI te vastu na vaparAya. jo e gItArtho hA pADe to gacchAdhipatithI e vastu vaparAya. jo gacchAdhipati gItArthonI AjJA karatA viparIta kare, to doSanA bhAgIdAra bane. Ama gItArtho gacchAdhipati mATe gurunA sthAne che. e apekSAe gacchAdhipati mATe paNa gurudatta ja mukhya banI rahe che. AnA AdhAre vicArIe to pratyeka sAdhu mATe gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAnuM pAratanya ati ati ati agatyanuM che. jo sAdhu gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAne pUchyA vinA, emanI saharSa rajA meLavyA vinA kaMIpaNa kare, to e bhale game eTaluM sAruM hoya to paNa e guru-adatta doSa rUpa ja che. sAdhunA trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thAya ja che. paNa jo sAdhu gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAne pUchIne, saharSa rajA laIne kaMIpaNa kare, to e svAmI-adatta hoya, jIva-adatta hoya, ke dekhAvamAM tIrthakara-adatta hoya. chatAM e sAdhu saMpUrNa nirdoSa ja gaNAya, nirjarAno ja hakadAra bane. jajaka kakakakakaka kakaka 2 11 kk ok ka ja .

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- 9 - 09-09 49 49 49 49 49 mahAvrato ja che je ja je ja gItArtha-saMvigna guru sAmAnyathI to svAmI-adatta, jIva adatta, tIrthakara-adattanI rajA na ja Ape. eTale moTA bhAge to evuM ja bane ke je gurudatta hoya te svAmI datta, jIvadatta, tIrthakaradatta hoya ja. paNa apavAdanA sthAnomAM gItArtha-saMvigna guru svAmI-adatta vagerenI paNa rajA Ape. eTale kyAreka AvuM bane ke "e gurudatta hoya, chatAM svAmIdatta vagere na hoya.' Ama chatAM sAdhune phaLa rUpe to nirjarA ja maLe che. mATe paramArthathI to tyAM koI ja doSa nathI ja. je saMyamIo gItArtha-saMvigna gurune kazuM ja pUchatA nathI. potAne game e pramANe badhuM karyA kare che... e saMyamIo Dagale ne pagale guru-adattAdAna dvArA trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga karanArA bane che. mATe ja trIjA mahAvratanuM sAcuM pAlana jhaMkhanArAe nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma paNa gItArthagurunI saharSa rajA laIne ja karavuM e hitAvaha che. A badhI utsargamArganI vicAraNA karI. have ApaNe A trIjA mahAvratamAM cAreya prakAranA adattamAM apavAda kevI rIte saMbhavI zake che ? eno vicAra karavAno che. gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka adattanuM grahaNa kare to e apavAdamArga kahevAya. emAM sAdhu karmanirjarA ja pAme che, mahAvratano bhaMga thato nathI. svAmI-adattamAM zuddha apavAda : (ka) vihAra karIne upAzraye pahoMcyA, paNa koI hAjara na hoya. have tyAM sAdhuo utaratA ja hovAthI bIjo koI prazna na hoya, to sAdhuo rajA vinA paNa upAzraya kholIne aMdara upadhi mUke. mANasa Ave tyAre enI rajA laI le ke "ame ahIM utarIe ?' AmAM pahelA pUchyA vinA upAzrayamAM utaryA hovA chatAM doSapAtra na bane. (kha) mumukSu nAno hoya ke moTo, enA mA-bApanI rajA levI paDe. paNa dhAro ke ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM mA-bApa na mAne. paMcasUtramAM darzAvelA krama pramANe badhA prayatno karI devAmAM Ave, chatAM mA-bApa na mAne, to chevaTe "moTA nukasAna nathI" e bAbatanuM dhyAna daIne mumukSune bhagADIne dIkSA Ape to paNa koI doSa nathI. kemake kAraNasara ane badhI yatanA pALavA pUrvaka A rIte dIkSA ApI che. (ga) acAnaka koI kAma AvI paDatA sAdhunA vastra, pAtrAdi levA jarurI bane, sAdhune puchavA mATe tapAsa kare, paNa sAdhu derAsarAdi gayo hoya. have enI rAha jovAya eTalo samaya na hoya ane enI vastu lIdhA vinA cAle ema na hoya to tyAre bIjA koI sAdhune ke gurune kahIne enI vastu le - vApare. pelo sAdhu jevo maLe ke tarata ja 999 - - - - - - - - 2 12 99999 - - - - - - - -

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------------ sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvata - - - - - - - - - khulAso karI de. ke "tame hAjara na hatA, eTale tamane pUchyA vinA ja tamArI vastu laI gayelo, kSamA karajo... vastra-pAtra-bolapena-noTa-Asana vagere vagere badhI ja vastuomAM upara mujaba samajI levuM ke utAvaLuM kAma AvI paDe ane sAdhune pUchI zakAya eTalo samaya na hoya, evI anukULatA na hoya to chevaTe gurune ke bIjA sAdhuone jaNAvIne vastu laI zakAya, vAparI zakAya. (gha) koIno mAtrAno pyAlo paDyo hoya, "pyAlo kono che?" ema puchavA chatAM koI javAba na maLe, to saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe sAdhu e pyAlo paraThavI Ave. pAchaLathI pyAlAno mAlika sAdhu khulAso kare to kahI zakAya ke meM pRcchA karelI. paNa tame hAjara na hatA ke tamAruM dhyAna gayuM nahi, mATe me A rIte pyAlo paraThavyo che..." (ca) koI sAdhu glAna thAya chatAM pratilekhanAdi jAte ja karavAno Agraha rAkhe. vinaMti karavA chatAM nA ja pADe. e vakhate jo ema lAge ke "enI AvI mAMdagImAM e pratilekhanAdi kare, e na cAle. eTale e nA pADe to paNa pratilekhanAdi karavA. emano svabhAva sAro che. A rIte karazuM, to paNa gusse nahi thAya. bAkI jo e ja pratilekhanAdi karaze to mAMdagI vadhaze. lokomAM halanA thaze ke A sAdhuo glAnanI kALajI karatA nathI..." to enI rajA vinA paNa pratilekhanAdi kAryo karI zakAya. (cha) gocarImAMDalImAM gocarI AvI gaI hoya, vyavasthApaka hAjara na hoya ane koI sAdhuone sudhA lAgI hovAthI jaldI vAparavuM hoya, to chevaTe vizeSa vastu nahi, paNa sAmAnya vastu sAdhune vAparavA mATe hAjara rahela vaDIlathI ApI zakAya. vyavasthApaka Ave tyAre ene kahI devuM ke "A rIte thoDIka gocarI ApI che..." 1 - (ja) sAdhu pAtrAmAM potAnI gocarI kADhIne anyakAma mATe gayo hoya, tyAre enI kADhelI gocarImAMthI ja glAnAdine amuka vastunI jarUra hoya. e vakhate jo khyAla hoya ke "e sAdhu bhaktimaMta che, enAmAMthI glAnAdine mATe kaMIka ApazuM to ene AnaMda ja thaze. atyAre e hAjara nathI, nahi to pUchI ja leta..." to tyAre paNa enI vastu glAnAdine ApI zakAya. e sAdhu Ave tyAre namratApUrvaka, kSamA mAMgavA pUrvaka vAstavika hakIkata jaNAvI zakAya. sAra e ke vizeSa kAraNo AvI paDe ane te te vastuno upayoga atyaMta jarUrI bane, bIjI bAju enA mAlikane puchavAno avasara na rahe. evI paristhitimAM zakya eTalI yatanA jALavIne jo pUchayA vinA paNa vastu levAmAM Ave to adattAdAnano doSa na lAge. je jaja jA2 13 - 20 - 2 -

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ja - - - mahAvato A je paNa "koNa vAre ghaDIe puchavA jAya ?.. e to mAro mitra che. ene puchavAnI kazI jarura nathI. enI badhI vastu mArI ja gaNAya... ene pUchazuM to nA pADaze, moDhuM bagADaze, ene badale pUchyA vinA ja vastu laI lo, pachI paDaze evA devAze... e to ghaNo nAno che, enI vastu levA mATe mAre pUchavuM paDe? huM to vaDIla chuM. eno guru chuM... Aje to ene herAna karIe, bhale e vastu zodhato phare..." AvA AvA rAgathI - dveSathI ke zaktinigUhanathI jo mAlikane puchavAnI upekSA kare to nakkI adattAdAnano doSa lAge ja ane trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thAya. pharI pharIne e vAta yAda karavI ke gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka rajA vinA koInI vastu le, to ja e nirdoSa che. bAkI to e doSano bhAgIdAra bane ja che. jIva-adattamAM zuddha apavAda : (ka) glAna sAdhunuM B.P. eTaluM badhuM ghaTI gayuM hoya ke kAcuM mIThuM acitta karAvavA jeTalo samaya paNa jo rAha jovAmAM Ave to eno kALadharma thAya. AvI sthitimAM nA chuTake, kakaLatA haiye kAcA mIThAnuM pANI paNa ene jaldI vAparavAmAM Ape. e rIte e bacI jAya pachI enI pAse prAyazcitta karAvavAmAM Ave. jo samaya hoya to to kAcA mIThAne pAkuM karAvIne ja vaparAvAya. paNa AmAM mIThAnA jIvoe potAne pI javAnI ke saMkelavAnI rajA ApI nathI ja, chatAM AvA atigADha kAraNa hoya tyAre A rIte karavAmAM jIva-adatta doSa na lAge. (kha) bAla mumukSune dIkSAnI jhAjhI samaja na hoya, paNa gItArthagurane ema lAge ke "A chokaro kuMDaLInA AdhAre sAro, saMyamI, prabhAvaka banaze" ane vaLI mA-bApa vagerenI saMmati hoya, halanA thavAno koI bhaya na hoya. to e bAla mumukSu kadAca raDato hoya to paNa dIkSA ApI zakAya. jema bALakane roga dUra karavA mATe parANe kaDavI davA pIvaDAvAya, parANe IMjekzana apAya, ema bALakane AvI sthitimAM dIkSA apAya, to paNa jIva-adattano doSa na mAnavo. (ga) vRddha sAdhunuM vajana vadhAre hovAthI ane DoLI vAparavI anivArya hovAthI mANaso pAse emanI anicchA chatAM vadhu vajana uMcakAvavuM paDe, paNa e vakhate vihAra ocho karAvavo, paisA thoDA vadhAre apAvavA, enI anumodanA karavI... A rIte - - - - - - - - 99999-2 148 - 9909- jAja ja jAta

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sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvrata *** karIe to jIva-adattano doSa na lAge. (gha) sAdhu pramAda-ALasa-sukhazIlatAdinA kAraNe mAMDalInA kAma karavAmAM gallA-tallA kare, vizeSa kAraNa hovAthI vaDIla sAthe vihAra karI javo jarurI hovA chatAM pramAdAdine lIdhe taiyArI na batAve... to e vakhate guru ene samajAve, thoDuMka dabANa lAve. e rIte gurunI zaramathI paNa jo e manane manAvI laIne kAma kare to ene e rIte karAvavAmAM gurune koI doSa nathI. alabatta ene kharo utsAha nathI, chatAM vizeSa ArtadhyAna paNa nathI. mATe Ama karAvI zakAya. e rIte enA pramAdAdi doSone dUra karI zakAya. guru-adattamAM zuddha apavAda : (ka) guru zAsananA koIka kAmamAM magna hoya, athavA ArAma karatA hoya... e ja vakhate gocarI vagere lAvavAno samaya hoya. rAha jovAya ema na hoya to chevaTe gurunI rajA lIdhA vinA paNa gocarI lAve, vApare ane pAchaLathI gurune jaNAvI de. (kha) gurune aneka kAryo hovAnA kAraNe, uMmara-mAMdagI vagerenA kA2Ne badhA sAdhuo vAraMvAra puchavA Ave e anukuLa na hoya ane eTale ja guru kahI de ke "huM amuka sAdhune nImuM chuM, sAmAnya bAbatomAM ene pUchI pUchIne pravRtti karavI." A rIte gurunA ja kahevAthI gurunI rajA vinA, gurue sthApelA vaDIlanI rajApUrvaka kAryo karavAmAM Ave to guru-adattano doSa na lAge. (ga) gurunI AjJAthI alaga vicaravAnuM thAya, tyAre guru sAthe ja na hovAthI emanI rajA levI zakya na bane. jo ke gurue ja sAme cAlIne alaga vicaravAnI rajA ApI che, eTale e rajAmAM bIjI badhI rajA paNa sAmAnyathI AvI ja jAya che. chatAM paNa vyavahAramAM to e sAdhuoe seMkaDo kAryo gurunI rajA vinA ja karavAnA raheze ne? e vakhate je vaDIla sAdhu hoya athavA gurue jene mukhya tarIke nImyo hoya, enA sUcana pramANe badhI pravRtti kare to teone guru-adattano doSa na lAge. gItArtha-saMvigna guru vizeSa kAraNa vinA koIpaNa sAdhune alaga na mokale, alaga na rahevA de... eTale A to vizeSa kAraNasara ja alaga thayA hovAthI doSapAtra banatA nathI. (gha) ziSyane ema lAge ke "mArA gurumAM zithilatA pravezI gaI che. have emane pUchI pUchIne karavAmAM mAruM saMyama nirdoSa nahi rahe. guru mane paNa evA ja Adezo ka2ze ke jemAM mAruM saMyama zithila bane..." to e ziSya bIjA be-cAra gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAonI salAha le, jo teo paNa ema kahe ke " A guruno tyAga karazo, te yogya che..." to chevaTe guruno tyAga kare, gurunI rajA vinA paNa anya gItArthonI salAha 215

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mahAvrato pramANe te kArya kare. (jo ke A sAdhu anya gurune sthApIne enA kahyA pramANe ka2vA lAge, to ene guru-adattano prazna ja raheto nathI) tIrthaMkara adattamAM zuddha apavAda : dekhItI rIte je je bAbatono tIrthaMkaroe niSedha karelo dekhAto hoya, e tamAme tamAma bAbatomAM paNa jo gItArtha-saMvigna gurunI rajA laIne zakya eTalI yatanA pALavA pUrvaka sAdhu jo te vastu le, doSa seve. to paNa e kharekhara doSano bhAgIdAra banato nathI. bhA.su.panI saMvatsarI karavI, e tIrthakaradatta che. paNa cothanI saMvatsarI dekhItI rIte tIrthaMkaradatta nathI. chatAM e gurudatta che. mATe ja cothanI saMvatsarI karanArAone koI ja doSa nathI. Ama cAreya prakAranA adattamAM apavAdo samajI levA. prazna H pAkSikasUtramAM lakhyuM che ke vno nuM avinAvALe haLadhAginnesu su dravyanI apekSAe adattAdAna e grahaNa karI zakAya, dhAraNa karI zakAya evA dravyomAM saMbhave. arthAt dhana-upadhi-pAtrA- pustako... A badhI vastuo grahaNa karI zakAya evI che. dravya svarUpa che. eTale enI corI to saMbhavI zake, paraMtu tame to jJAnanI corI, kriyAnI corI paNa batAvI che. dA.ta. cothanI saMvatsarInI ArAdhanA e kriyA che. zAstro bhaNavA e kriyA che. ciMtanAdi karavA e jJAnAdi che... paNa A badhAnI corI batAvI ja nathI, to tame zI rIte e badhAnI corI darzAvo cho? uttara H pAkSikasUtramAM je lakhyuM che te vyavahAranI apekSAe jANavuM. vyavahAramAM to vastunI - dravyanI corI ja corI tarIke oLakhAya che ne ? mATe e vAta barAbara che. bAkI nizcayathI vicArIe to jJAna, kriyA vagerenI paNa corI saMbhavita che ja. vaLI A vAta zAstramAM paNa darzAvI ja che. zrI daza vai. sUtramAM kahyuM che ke tavatene vayatene vartaLe ya be nare, AyAramAvateLe ya buvvA phevajilviyaM tapastana, vayastena (uMmarastena), rUpastena, AcArastena, bhAvastuna kilbiSika deva bane. have AmAM jUo to AcAra=kriyA, bhAva=jJAnAdi. Ama kriyAcora, jJAnacora vagere paNa darzAvyA ja che ne ? eTale dravyanI ja corI corI gaNAya ema na mAnavuM. tapa,rUpa,AcAra,bhAva vagere padArthonI - guNonI, kriyAnI corI paNa corI gaNI zakAya che. eTale ame je nirUpaNa kareluM che, te khoTuM na mAnavuM. bIjI vAta e ke kriyA ane guNa e bhale dravya nathI, e bhale pakaDI zakAtA nathI. chatAM kriyA ane guNa zuM kyAMya paNa dravya vinA ekalA rahelA jovA maLe 2160** ****

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nA 29 9909 sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvrata - - - - - - che? nahi ja, kriyA ane guNa dravyamAM ja rahe che. dravyathI kathaMcit abhinna ja che. eTale jo dravyanI corI batAvI che. to dravyathI abhinna evA kriyA ane guNanI corI paNa emAM AvI ja gaI ne ? eTale pAkisUtratranA AdhAre paNa kriyA-guNanI corI mAnavAmAM koI vAMdho jaNAto nathI. cAlo, mULa vAta para AvIe. adattAdAnamAM paNa niraticAra - utsargamArga vagere bhedo samajI levA. A bAbatamAM vizeSatAo : (ka) corI karavI paDe, evA koI kAraNo ja AvyA na hoya ane eTale sAdhu svAmI-guru vagerenI rajA laIne ja badhI vastu vAparato hoya, eka taNakhaluM paNa mAlikanI rajA vinA na vAparato hoya to e niraticAra utsarga mArga ! (kha) mAlikane, gurune pRcchA to kare paNa nAnI nAnI vAto puchavAnI rahI jAya. dA.ta. upAzrayAdimAM utaravAnI rajA laI le, paNa emAM keTalI jagyA vAparazuM? keTalI vastuo vAparazuM ? vagerenI spaSTatA karavAnI rahI jAya. ema gurune paNa badhI pRcchA kare, paNa emAM vizeSa bAbatonI pRcchA rahI jAya. to A sAticAra - utsarga che. (ga) "glAna sAdhu bhale marI jAya, paNa ene bacAvanArI vastu hAjara hovA chatAM eno mAlika hAjara na hovAthI ene pUchyA vinA to na ja lauM, glAnane na ja ApuM e unmArga-utsarga ! koIka mumukSu usUtraprarUpakono ke mahAzithilono ziSya banavAno hoya, e bicArAne vizeSa khabara na hoya, ene jo sAdhu samajAve to mAnI jAya evI zakyatA hoya. chatAM sAdhuM ja vicAre ke "enA guru nakkI thaI gayA che, have jo e guru choDAvI mArI pAse ke bIjA sArA mahAtmA pAse dIkSA apAvaDAvuM to mane corIno doSa lAge. bIjAno ziSya uThAvI kema levAyaeTale je thavuM hoya te thAya, paNa A mumukSue usUtraprarUpakAdi pAse ja dIkSA levI paDaze. jevuM enuM bhAgya !" to A jaDatA e paNa unmArga-utsarga che. - yatijItakalpAdi granthomAM spaSTa jaNAvyuM che ke "mahAzithilo ke usUtraprarUpakonA sakaMjAmAM phasAI gayelA ke phasAI rahelA jIvane bacAvavo, tyAMthI choDAvavo e to uttama kArya che. e corI nathI ja. coronA hAthamAMthI emaNe coreluM dhana corI laI yogasthAne pahoMcADavuM e corI nathI ja. jema mA-bApa rajA Ape to rajA laIne saMtAnane saMsAra jelamAMthI choDAvIe chIe, paNa jo mA-bApa vagere koIpaNa hisAbe na ja mAne to chevaTe saMsArajela toDIne, - - - - - - - - - - - 2 17 jaja jA jA jA je

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mahAvrato bhAgIne e saMtAna dIkSA le ane sAdhuo Ape to e zAstrIya mArga ja che. emAM leza paNa doSa nathI. ema utsUtraprarUpakAdio jo rajA Ape, to emanA mumukSune, ziSyane emanI jALamAMthI choDAvIne sAdhuo potAno ziSya banAve, potAnI pAse rAkhe, paNa utsUtraprarUpakAdio koIpaNa hisAbe rajA na ja Ape, to chevaTe e mumukSune-ziSyane sAcI vAta samajAvIne emanI pAsethI choDAvavAmAM Ave to emAM sAdhuo leza paNa doSanA bhAgIdAra banatA nathI ja. paNa je A vAta nA samaje ane Ane corI samajIne uMdho mArga apanAve, e mumukSuone-ziSyone e sthAnathI na choDAve, teo sAmethI chuTavA Ave to paNa nA pADI de... to e unmArga-utsarga banI jAya che. (gha) gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka adattanuM grahaNa kare e niraticAra-apavAda che, je pUrve darzAvelA che (ca) maMdakAraNa hoya, yatanApUrvaka hoya, adattAdAna kare. athavA puSTakA2Ne paNa thoDIka ayatanApUrvaka adattAdAna kare to e sAticAra apavAda. dA.ta. mA-bApe dIkSAnI ghasIne nA pADI, to pahelA jyotiSInI AgAhI... vagere yatanAo sevavAnI hoya, pachI paNa na mAne to bhagADIne dIkSA ApavAnI hoya. paNa mumukSunA mA-bApanI sakhata nA joIne, yatanA choDI sIdhI ja bhagADIne dIkSA ApI de to e sAticAra apavAda che. enA manamAM malina bhAva nathI. chatAM yatanA to pALavI ja joIe. AvuM dareka bAbatomAM samajavuM. doSa sevavo ja paDe che, to ochAmAM ochA doSamAM patAvavAno sakhata purUSArtha joIe ja. (cha) ziSyanI AsaktithI prerAIne mA-bApanI rajAnI paravA karyA vinA dIkSA ApI devI. yaza-kIrti meLavavA mATe gurune pUchyA vinA svacchaMda banIne vyAkhyAno karavA, ziSyo karavA, pustako chapAvavA... bhojanAsaktithI prerAIne sacitta - abhakSya khAvAmAM paNa saMkoca na rAkhavo... A badhA unmArga-apavAdanA svarUpo che. pAchI pelI vAta yAda karavI ke niraticAra : niraticAra utsarga sevanArAo enA dvArA maLatI prazaMsAdimAM lapeTAI jAya to dhIre dhIre unmArga-utsarga sevavA lAge. apavAdanuM sevana emanA mATe zakya na bane. "jo huM apavAda sevIza, to mArI niMdA thaze..." e mithyA bhayo emane puSTAlaMbanamAM paNa apavAdanuM sevana na karavA de. apavAdamArga mokSamArga hovA chatAM paNa enA jo khoTA saMskAra paDI jAya to e 218 * * *

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---------- sarvathA adattAdAna viramaNa mahAvata ------ apavAda sAticAra apavAda ane chevaTe unmArga apavAda paNa banI rahe e pAkI zakyatA che. eTale ja apavAdanA kAraNo hoya to paNa jo moTuM nukasAna na thavAnuM hoya to thoDuM sahana karIne paNa utsargamArga pakaDI rAkhavo vadhu sAro. paNa jo moTA nukasAnanI saMbhAvanA hoya to ja apavAda sevavo. apavAdamArganuM sevana kevI rIte karavuM? e samajavA mATe be-cAra bAbato dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. jema mAMdagI Ave ane elopathI vagere goLI levI paDe, to DAhyo mANasa pahelo prayatna to A ja kare ke goLIo lIdhA vinA paNa jo mAMdagI patI jatI hoya, to goLI na le. thoDu sahana karIne paNa goLI levAnuM TALe. paNa jo goLI levI ja paDe, to jeTalI ochI goLI levI paDe, eTalI ochI le. goLI hoMze hoMze na khAya. paNa jhaTa jhaTa utArI de, goLI kaDavI hovAthI moTuM paNa bagADe. ane jevI mAMdagI pUrI thAya ke tarata ja goLI choDI de. goLI choDavAno ene AnaMda hoya, goLI ene gamI jAyabhAvI jAya evuM na bane.' ema apavAda e goLI jevo che. DAhyo mANasa to bane tyAM sudhI apavAda seve ja nahi. sevavo paDe, to ochAmAM ocho apavAda sevavo paDe eno prayatna kare, ane jevuM kAraNa dUra thAya ke tarata apavAda sevavAno baMdha karI de. DAhyA mANasone apavAda gamI jAya evuM na bane. A vAta ame vistArathI AgaLa samajAvazuM. ahIM paNa nizcayanaya to ema ja mAne che ke tame vastunI corI karI zako ke na karI zako. paNa jo tamAro manano pariNAma corI karavAno haze, to tamane corIno doSa lAgaze ja. ane mukhyatve phaLa to nizcayanA AdhAre maLe che. mATe e nakkI mAnavuM ke jo svAmInI rajA vinA ja vastu laI levAno pariNAma haze, to pApa baMdhAze ane trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thaze. ema guruthI khAnagI rAkhIne pApa karavAno, vastuo bhegI karavAno ke kaMIpaNa karavAno vicAra haze to emAM trIjA mahAvratano bhaMga thavAno ja. bhale pachI gurathI khAnagI rAkhIne e pApa karI zakAya ke na karI zakAya. e vastu mukhya nathI. jeno bhAva spaSTa haze ke "mAre mAlikanI ke gurnAdinI rajA lIdhA vinA kaMI ja levuM nathI. kazuM karavuM nathI, kazuM vAparavuM nathI. e badhA mane rajA Apaze to ja huM vastu laIza, vAparIza." e sAdhune koI doSa nathI. e sAdhuthI kyAreka ajANatA koI bhUla thaI jAya ke jANatA paNa kAraNasara koI bhUla thaI jAya to paNa e zuddha ja gaNAze. ------------------------- 2 19 jalA jala--we -w-se-wlajI ---

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------------------------ mahAvrato ke---------------------- vRttikArazrIe caturbhagI batAvI che. emAM eka bhAMgo A darzAvyo che ke tattha aratta-daTThassa sAhaNo kahiMci aNaNaNNaveuNa taNAi geNhao davvao adiNNAdANaM, je bhAvamo . rAgadveSa vinAno sAdhu koIpaNa kAraNasara rajA lIdhA vinA taNakhalAdi le to ene dravyathI adattAdAna che, paNa bhAvathI adattAdAna nathI. aMte uttarAdhyayanasUtranA A zabdo dhyAnamAM levA. daMtasohaNamitaMpi natthi kiMci ajAiyaM / sAdhu pAse mAMgyA vinAnuM kaMI ja na hoya. dAMta cokhkhA karavAnuM taNakhaluM paNa sAdhu mAMgIne le. je sAdhuo potAnA gItArtha-saMvigna gurune saMpUrNa paratatra rahe, pratyeka kAma ene pUchI pUchIne ja kare, kyAMya ghAlamela na kare te sAdhu niraticAra A trIju mahAvrata pALanArA banI rahe. ahIM trIjA mahAvratanuM varNana pUrNa thAya che. ja jaja jaja 2 20 jAja

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15. sarvathA maithuna viramaNa mahAvrata sau prathama ApaNe A cothA mahAvratanuM sUtra joIe. ahAvare cautthe bhaMte / mahavvae mehuNAo veramaNaM / savvaM bhaMte / mehuNaM paccakkhAmi / se divvaM vA mANussaM vA tirikkhajoNiyaM vA neva sayaM mehaNaM sevijjA, nevannehiM mehuNaM sevAvijjA / mehuNaM sevaMtevi anne na samaNujANijjA / jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM, na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samaNujANAmi / tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi niMdAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi / cautthe bhaMte ! mahavvae uvadio mi savvAo mehuNAo veramaNaM / Ano sAmAnyathI artha joIe. "cothA mahAvratamAM maithunathI viramaNa hoya che. he bhagavAna ! huM badhA maithunanuM paccakakhANa karuM chuM. te devasaMbaMdhI, manuSyasaMbaMdhI, tiryaMcasaMbaMdhI che. huM jAte maithuna sevIza nRhiM, bIjAo vaDe sevaDAvIza nahi, maithuna sevanArAone anumati ApIza nahi. A pratijJA yAvasajIva mATe svIkAruM chuM. trividha trividhe mana-vacana-kAyAthI 'maithunasevana karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, karanArA ane anumodIza nahi. he bhagavan! bhUtakALamAM sevelA maithunanuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM, niMdA karuM chuM, gaha karuM chuM. maithunasevana karanArA AtmAne tyAgI dauM chuM. he bhagavAna ! cothA mahAvratamAM upasthita thayo chuM. emAM badhA maithunathI viramaNane svIkAruM chuM." have Ano vistArathI artha joIe. A mahAvrata pAMceya mahAvratomAM apekSAe sarvotkRSTa gaNAya che. enA ghaNA kAraNo che. emAM mahattvanI bAbata e che ke bAkInA cAreya mahAvratomAM -~ - ~-~- ja 2 2 1 - 4 % 96 97 999 999

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mahAvrato apavAda che. paNa eka mAtra A mahAvrata ja evuM che ke jemAM koIpaNa prakArano apavAda darzAvAyo nathI. emAM apavAda na hovAnuM kAraNa e ke hiMsA, jUTha, corI, parigraha e badhu rAga-dveSa vinA paNa thaI zake che. paNa maithunasevana rAgadveSa vinA thaI zakatuM ja nathI. na tuM viLA roserdi e zAstra vacana che. "e vrata jagamAM dIvo mere pyAre..." ema kahIne A mahAvratano mahimA gAthAmAM Apyo che. AnI rakSA mATe nava-nava to vADa darzAvavAmAM AvI che. IndriyaparAjayazataka jevA grantho mukhyatve A ja mahAvratane dRDha rIte pALavAnuM protsAhana ApatA banAvAyA che. Aje paNa vyavahAramAM evuM anubhavAya che ke cothA mahAvratanI zuddhi jenI pAse hoya te lokomAM vaMdanIya, pUjanIya, prazaMsanIya bane che. pratyeka saMyamIe prANanA bhoge paNa A mahAvratanuM pAlana karavAnuM che. mithuna eTale yugala = strI, puruSa. e benI parasparanI kriyA ene maithuna kahevAya che. vRttikA2 maharSie A maithunanA traNa prakAra darzAvIne darekanA be-be prakAra darzAvyA che. (1) daiva maithuna be prakAre. rUpa ane rUpasahagata. (2) manuSya maithuna be prakAre. rUpa ane rUpasahagata. (3) tiryaMca maithuna be prakAre. rUpa ane rUpasahagatuM. prazna : rUpa eTale zuM ? ane rUpasahagata eTale zuM ? uttara : deva-devInI, manuSyanI ke tiryaMcanI pratimA sAthe maithuna ceSTAo e rUpamaithuna. sAcA-jIvatA devadevI, manuSya ke tiryaMca sAthe maithunaceSTAo e rUpasahagatamaithuna. athavA to zaNagAra vinAnA sAdA deva-devI, manuSyAdi sAthe maithuna e rUpamaithuna. zaNagAravALA deva-devI, manuSyAdi sAthe maithuna e rUpasahagata maithuna. AnuM kramazaH varNana A pramANe che. devarUpamaithuna : upAzrayAdimAM devIonA phoTAo hoya ke jAta jAtanI devIonI pratimAo hoya, sAdhu ene joIne vikAragrasta bane ane kuceSTAdi kare... to e devarUpamaithuna ! zaNagArAdi vinAnI devI sAthe maithuna seve to paNa devarUpamaithuna ! devarUpasahagata maithuna : devalokanI devIne koIka sAdhu para pUrvabhavanA saMbaMdha vagerene kAraNe 2Aga jAge ane 222 ***

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---------------- sarvathA maithata viramaNa mahAvata ------------ e devI sAdhu pAse pragaTa thAya, sAdhu paNa enuM rUpa joI AkarSAya, bhAna bhUle, vikArI bane, doSa seve to e devarUpasahagata maithuna kahevAya. zaNagAra sajelI devI sAthe maithuna e paNa devarUpasahagata maithuna. manuSyarUpamaithuna : upAzrayAdimAM manuSya-strInA phoTAo lagADelA hoya ke pratimAo hoya, chApAmegejhInomAM bibhatsa phoTAo AvelA hoya, mobAIla-TI.vI.-InTaraneTa para hAlatI cAlatI strIo dekhAtI hoya... A badhAnI sAthe kharAba ceSTAo e manuSyarUpamaithuna! - vijJAne karelI zodhoe bhayaMkara nukasAno ubhA karyA che. je varNana karavA zakya ja nathI. zaNagArAdi vinAnI manuSyastrI sAthe maithuna e paNa manuSyarUpamaithuna ! manuSyarUpasahagatamaithunaH manuSyastrI sAthe saMparka, paricaya, vikArAdi kramathI aMte pApasevana thAya te. zaNagAra sajelI manuSyastrI sAthe pApasevana te paNa manuSyarUpasahagatamaithuna ! tiryaMcarUpamaithuna : tirdharastrIonA phoTA sAthe, tiryaMca strIonI pratimAo sAthe kuceSTAo te tiryaMcarUpamaithuna ! zaNagAra vinAnI tiryaMca strI kutarI vagere sAthe kuceSTAo e paNa tiryaMcarUpamaithuna ! tiryaMcarUpasahagatamaithuna : tiryaMcastrI sAthe maithuna te tiryaMcarUpasahagata maithuna ! zaNagAravALI tiryaMca strI kutarI vagere sAthe maithuna e paNa tiryaMcarUpasahagata maithuna! A sAmAnyathI vyAkhyAo joI. ahIM sAdhune AzrayIne darzAvyuM, ema sAdhvIjIne AzrayIne puruSanI apekSAe samajI levuM. A prazna : devInI pratimA vagere to pattharanI banelI hoya, ane enI sAthe maithuna zakya ja nathI ne ? uttara : tamArI vAta sAcI. paNa pattharanI pratimA sAthe paNa kuceSTAo saMbhavita che, je eka prakAranuM maithuna che. - vijJAnanI pragatie vinAza veryo che, ane eTale ja rU-rabara vagerenI banelI pratimA sAthe maithuna saMbhavita che. ' pratimAmAM devI praveza kare to tatkALa e pratimA jIvaMtadevI samAna banI jAya, enI sAthe pApa thAya, e pachI devI nIkaLI jAya eTale pAchI e pratimA mULa sthitimAM Ave. jA- --------------- 223 - - - - - - - - - -29-9-09

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ja je je je je ja jaja mahAvato - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - eTale pratimA sAthe paNa maithuna saMbhavita che. prazna : paNa tiryaMca sAthe manuSya bhoga bhogave kharo ? e zI rIte bane ? zuM koI mANasa kutarI sAthe pApa kare ? uttara : moharAjanI tAkAta apratima che, vadhAre zuM kahevuM? paNa vartamAnamAM paNa zrImaMtone tyAM chokarIo kutarAo pALe che, potAnI rUmamAM rAkhe che, ane enAthI vAsanA saMtoSavA prayatna paNa kare che. zAstromAM paNa AvA dRSTAnto noMdhAyelA che. eTale A badhuM ja zakya che. kazuM azakya nathI. prazna : deva ke devI tyAMnA vaizcizarIravALA devI vagerene tyAgIne mUtra-viSThA azuciothI bharelA manuSya sAthe bhoga bhogavavA kema Ave? uttara : pUrvabhavanA saMbaMdho, kAma vikAranI vicitratAo, karmanI parAdhInatA... vagerene lIdhe AvuM bane che. gaMgAnadInI adhiSThAtrI gaMgAdevIe bharata cakravartI manuSya sAthe eka hajAra varSa bhoga bhogavyA che. re ! bAramA devalokano deva ahIMnI strI sAthe bhoga bhogavatA bhogavatA ja mare, ane e ja strInA garbhamAM bALaka tarIke utpanna thAya evuM paNa bane... ema zrI pannavaNAsUtra vagere AgamagraMthomAM darzAveluM che. prazna : kAmavikAro, maithuna saMjJA ATalI badhI tIvra hoI zake ? uttara : soLa zaNagAra sajelI, pAna cAvatI strI pArAnA kuvA pAse ubhI rahI e kuvAmAM thuMke, to e strInA thuMkanA sparzathI pArAnA jIvomAM maithunasaMjJA jAgrata thAya ane te pAro strIne sparzavA kuvAmAM ja uchaLe. A apragaTa rIte emanAmAM saMjJA paDI hovAnuM sUcana che. keTalAka vRkSo evA che ke jene strI paganI pAnIthI dhakkA mAre, to e vRkSo khIlI uThe che. keTalAka vRkSo evA che ke strInA madhura zabdo dvArA khIle che. keTalAka vRkSo strI ene bheTe enA dvArA uge che. keTalAka vRkSo strInA moDhAnI pAnanI pIcakArIothI uge che... kAmasaMjJA = maithunasaMjJAthI bacavuM khUba-khUba-khUba kaparuM che. mahArathIone dhULa cATatA karI devAnuM bhayAnaka sAmarthya che A maithuna saMjJAmAM ! potAnI sAthe kAmaceSTAo kare. e navA rUpo tarIke mAtra devInA ja rUpa vidurve ema nahi. paNa devonA rUpo paNa vidurve. vicAra to karo ke devanI pAse sAkSAt potAnI devIo che, chatAM deva deva sAthe kAmaceSTAo kare, devo khuda potAnI sAthe kAmaceSTAo kare. mAtra vijAtIya ja nahi. ja je ja 2 jAja2 2 4 2444

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ja ja jaja jaja jaja viramaNa mahAvata jA jA jA jA ja paNa sajAtIya ane svajAtIya doSo paNa seve...A vikRti keTalI badhI bhayaMkara ! zAstrakAra maharSioe maithunasaMjJAnI bhayAnakatA darzAvatA je zloko darzAvyA che, e paNa ApaNe joI laIe ke jethI ApaNe A bAbatamAM ekadama sajAga-sAvadhasAvaceta banI jaIe. () strIsamaddhe'tra gaMbhIre nimagnamakhilaM jagat / unmajjati mahAtmA'smAda yadi ko'pi tharRnA yogasAra : Akhu vizva A strI rUpI gaMbhIra samudramAM DUbI gayuM che. koIka ja evA mahAtmA che, je koIka rIte A samudramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. ___(4) vibhUsA itthisaMsaggo paNIaM rasabhoaNaM / narassattagavesissa visaM tAlauDaM nahIM ! dasavaikAlikasUtra. AtmAnI khoja karanArAne mATe traNa vastu tAlapuTa jhera che. (1) vibhUSA (2) strIsaMsarga (3) praNIta rasabhojana. jema tAlapuTa jhera tALavAne aDe ane mANasa marI jAya ema strI paricayAdi traNa padArtho je seve enA saMyamapariNAma tarata khalAsa thaI jAya. (1) hatthapAyapalicchinnaM kaNNanAsavigappiyaM / avi vAsasayaM nArI baMbhayArI vivajJa| | dazavaikAlikasUtra e strI 100 varSanI DosI hoya, enA hAtha-paga kapAI gayA hoya, enA kAnanAka kapAI gayA hoya, evI paNa strIno paricaya brahmacArI sAdhue tyajI devo. (gha) jahA kukkuDapoassa niccaM kulalao bhayaM / evaM kha baMbhayArissa ithiviggahao bhayaM / kukaDAnA baccAne jema satata bilADIno bhaya hoya. ema brahmacArIne satata strInA zarIrano bhaya hoya. jIvatI strI to ThIka, paNa strInA mRtakathI paNa sAdhune brahmacaryano ghAta thavAno bhaya rahe che. () sakko aggI nivAreuM vAriNA jalio vi ha / savvodahijaleNAvi kAmaggI nivAramo! bhaDabhaDato agni pANI dvArA olavavo zakya che. paNa badhA samudranuM pANI bheguM karo, to ya enAthI kAmavAsanAnI Aga ThAravI agharI che. (cha) siddhananaMdipAraMpo vi vinavi surovi. daDhacittovi chalijjai juvaIpisAihiM khudAhiM / AgamorUpI samudrano pAra pAmelo, Indriyono vijetA banelo, zUravIra, dRDha cittavALo puruSa paNa yuvatIo rUpI kSudra pizAcIo dvArA parezAna karAya che, patana pamADAya che. che je Aje 22 5 ja

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29-9-9--29---9-99 mahAvrato ke-89-90-9-9-4-9-9-9-4-9-09(ja) mAnavapavitra nada nA nartAsaMnihAni taha ramaNIsannahANe vidavai maNo maNINaMpi / jema agninI pAse mINa ane mAkhaNa ogaLI jAya. ema strInI pAse sAdhuonuM mana paNa calita thaI jAya. vikArI banI jAya. (ka) 13naM madaMA nimAyA vayatharo varamo . rahanemI rAimai rAimai kAsI hI visayA / yadurAjano naMdana, mahAtmA, neminAtha jinezvarano bhrAtA, paMcamahAvratadhArI, e ja bhavamAM mokSa pAmanAra evA paNa rahanemi ekavAra to sAdhvI rAjImatImAM vikArI banI "rAjImatI, rAjImatI" karavA lAgyA. kharekhara A viSayasukhone dhikkAra ho ! (Ta) mApavA na tAriNAvi surakSetnanizvanA caniyA tA pakkapattasattANaM iyarasattANa kA vattA / kAmavikAronA pavana dvArA jo meru parvata jevA nizcala evA paNa mahAtmAo hacamacI uThyA, to e pavananI sAme pAkI gayelA pAMdaDAnA jevA bAkInA jIvonI to vAta ja zI karavI ? (Tha) nikhaMti suvi viya risippagiuo mArAM ! ikka cciya dajjeo kAmo kayasivasahavirAmo / mahAkUra evA siMha, hAthI, sApa vagerene hajI sahelAIthI jItI zakAya. paNa mokSasukhane aTakAvanAra kAmavikArane jItavo lagabhaga zakya nathI. (3) pajjalio visayaggI carittasAraM DahiJja kasiNaMpi / sammattaMmi virAhia aNaMtasaMsAriaM kajjA / jo aMtaramAM kAmavikAro saLage, to e cAritra pariNAmanA saghaLA sArabhUta tattvane bALI nAMkhe. eTaluM ja nahi e jIvane samyakatvathI paNa bhraSTa karIne anaMtasaMsArI banAvI de. (Dha) galtha ya mannAhiM samuM therAvi na 3jjavaMti vayasaUTI | na ya jhAyaMtItthINaM aMgovaMgAI taM gacchaM / ' are, bhAI ! gaccha to e sAco kahevAya ke jemAM dAMta vinAnA gharaDA sAdhuo paNa sAdhvIo sAthe vAtacIta na kare, strIonA aMgopAMgono vicAra na kare. (1) vajjer3a appamattA ajjAsaMsaggi aggivisasarisiM / ajjANucaro sAhu lahai akittI khu acireNa / sAdhvIono paricaya Aga jevo che, jhera jevo che. apramatta sAdhuo sAdhvIparicaya na kare. sAdhvIsaMparka karanAra sAdhu jhaDapathI apakIrtine pAme che. - &#jakajala - - - - 22 6 kakakakaka

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata ee ya saMge samaikkamittA suduttarA ceva bhavaMti sA / jahA mahAsAgaramuttaritA nai bhave avi gaMgAsamANA / mahAsAgarone tarI gayelA mATe to gaMgA jevI mahAnadIo utaravI paNa sAva sahelI che. ema strI-samudrane tarI gayelA mahAtmAo mATe bAkInA saghaLA padArthono saMga tyAjavo sAva sahelo che. (tha) ********* ziSya ! AvA AvA to DhagalAbaMdha zloko jinAgamomAM kaMDArAyelA che, je kAmavikAronI pAzavI tAkAtanuM darzana karAve che. eTale ja A mahAvratanI rakSA mATe nava nava vADo darzAvavAmAM AvI che. jeo A vADono bhaMga kare, teo cothA mahAvratano ja bhaMga karanArA bane che. bhale e bhaMga dezabhaMga hoya ke sarvabhaMga ! eTale saMpUrNapaNe abrahmasevana e jema vratabhaMga che, ema enI navavADomAM garabaDa karavI, chUTachATa levI e paNa mahAvratano bhaMga ja samajavo. ApaNe e joIe ke A cothA mahAvratamAM kevI kevI rIte bhaMga saMbhave che. (ka) je upAzrayanI bArIomAMthI najIkamAM ja rahelA phleTomAM diSTa paDatI hoya, e phaleTomAM rahelI strIo dekhAtI hoya, TI.vI. vagere dekhAtA hoya, phaleTomAM banatA prasaMgo dekhAtA hoya e upAzrayamAM rahevuM e A mahAvratano bhaMga che. (kha) je upAzrayAdimAM strIonA madhura zabdo saMbhaLAtA hoya. pIkcaranA gIto ke madhura gAnArI strIonA zabdo saMbhaLAtA hoya, evA upAzrayamAM rahevuM... (ga) je upAzrayamAM nIce ja cokIdAra ane enI strI vagere rahetA hoya. athavA to je upAzrayamAM upara-nIce sAdhu-sAdhvIo rahetA hoya, evA upAzrayamAM rahevuM... (gha) divase ke rAtre ekalI strIo sAthe vAtacIta karavI. puruSo sAthe hoya to paNa puruSo sAme ja joIne vAta karavAnI hoya ene badale strIo sAme joIne vAto karavI... (ca) "pelI strI rUpALI che..." vagere strI saMbaMdhI vAto karavI... (cha) jyAM strIo beThI hoya, temanA ubhA thayA bAda 48 miniTa sudhI tyAM na besAya. ene badale tyAM besavuM. ema je hola vageremAM strIo beThI hoya, tyAM lAMbo samaya besI rahevuM. (ja) strInuM rUpa jovuM, strInA aMgo tarapha daSTipAta karavo. vyAkhyAnamAM, derAsaramAM, gharomAM gocarI vakhate, rastAmAM vihAra vakhate jANI joIne strI tarapha dRSTi nAMkhavI. enA rUpane jovA prayatna karavo. 227

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mahAvrato (jha) kyAMka strIo bhegI thaIne jAtajAtanI vAto karatI hoya, kyAMka strI potAnA pati vagere sAthe kharAba vAto karatI hoya, kaoNlejonI bahAra chokarA-chokarIo jAtajAtanA bibhatsa cenacALA karatA hoya... A badhuM sAMbhaLavuM-jovuM e mATeno prayatna karavo. tyAMthI dUra haTI javAne badale tyAM najIka javuM. (Ta) gRhasthapaNAmAM strI sAthe bhogo bhogavyA hoya, TI.vI. vagere upara kharAba citro joyA hoya, chApA-megejhInamAM kharAba citro joyA hoya, halakuM vAMcana karyuM hoya, navalakathAomAM bibhatsa vAto vAMcI hoya, strIo sAthe hAsya-mazkarI-2matagamatAdi karyA hoya... AmAMthI kaMIpaNa sAdhue yAda na karavuM joIe. chatAM sAdhu AvA jUnA prasaMgo jANI joIne yAda kare, e sahaja rIte yAda Ave to paNa manane tarata bIje vALI levuM joIe. ene badale sAdhu e tarapha ja manane AgaLa vadhavA de... A badhuM cothAvratanA bhaMgarUpa samajavuM. (Tha) dUdha-dahIM-ghI vagere vigaIo vAparavI. dUdhapAka-rasamalAI-aMgu22baDIguMdaranI ghesa-bAsuMdI-baraphI-ghebara... vagere vagere seMkaDo prakAranI mIThAIomAMthI koIpaNa prakAranI mIThAI vAparavI. e paNa mahAvratano bhaMga che. (Da) uNodarI rAkhavAne badale bharacaka vAparavuM. vadhAre vAparavuM. (Dha) moDhuM dhovuM, hAtha-paga vagere vAraMvAra dhovA. (ta) vAraMvAra kApa kADhavo, mahine eka ke be vArane badale cAra-pAMca vAra kApa kADhavo. enAM paNa kapaDAmAMthI mAtra mela-parasevo dUra karavAne badale sArA sAbuo, sArA pAvaDaro dvArA vastrone ekadama cokhkhA, AkarSaka banAvavA. A badhuM gamavuM. (tha) AyanAmAM, sTIlanI parAtomAM, sTIlavALI bolapenomAM, cokhkhA pANImAM potAnuM moDhuM jovAno prayatna karavo. bhUlathI dekhAI jAya tyAre tarata AMkha kheMcI levAne badale jANI joIne moDhuM joyA karavuM. (6) zarIra para mela bAjhelo hoya, te gamato na hovAthI ghasI ghasIne kADhavo. pANInA potA dvArA badho mela kADhavo. zarIra cokhkhuM dekhAya eTale rAga thavo. (dha) uMghamAM svapnamAM kharAba dazyo dekhAya, abrahmasevananA dazyo dekhAya, svapnadoSa thAya. (5) potAno dekhAva sAro lAge e mATe sonerI phremanA cazmA vAparavA ke gogalsa jevA cazmA vAparavA ke viziSTa DIjhAInavALA cazmA vAparavA. (pha) ekalA benone ke ekalA sAdhvIone bhaNAvavA, vyAkhyAna ApavuM. bhAIo hoya tyAre paNa bhAIone sAme ja besIne emanI tarapha joIne vyAkhyAna ApavAne 228

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata badale strIo-tarapha joIne vyAkhyAna ApavuM, pATha Apavo. (ba) gItArthatA vinA, gurunI rajA vinA bhAIo ke benonI AlocanA vAMcavI, e vAMcyA bAda emane brahmacaryanI aMgata preraNA karavI... emanA jIvanamAM thayelI bhUlo aMge mArgadarzana ApavuM. (bha) te te prasaMgomAM strIonA nRtya, chappana dikkumArikAnA kAryakrama sAdhu jUe, to emAM paNa caturthamahAvratano bhaMga thAya. (ya) nAnA chokarAone ramADavA, khoLAmAM besADavA, gAla 52 vAraMvAra hAtha paMpALavA, bALakone uMcakavA... (2) nAnI nAnI chokarIone pUjA-sAmAyikAdi badala sAdhu jAte potAnA hAthe prabhAvanA Ape, e nimitte emane potAnI pAse bolAve, vAto kare, dhArmika (!) preraNAo kare... uparanI bAbatomAM caturtha mahAvrata malina banI zake che. have emAM apavAda joIe... prazna : are ! A tame zuM bolyA ? cothA mahAvratamAM to apavAda che ja nahi. tame ja to A vAta jorazorathI karI gayA cho. ane A vAta jagaprasiddha che. ane tame emAM apavAda batAvavA mAMgo cho. Azcarya ! uttara : cothA mahAvratamAM apavAda nathI, e vAta kaI apekSAe che ? eno tane khyAla nathI. abrahmasevana rUpa je pApa che, e bAbatamAM koI ja apavAda nathI. kemake abrahmasevana rUpI pApa rAga-dveSa vinA kadI thaI zakatuM nathI. mATe e bAbatamAM koIpaNa apavAda nathI. Azaya e che ke jIvanI hiMsA rUpI pApa rAga-dveSa vinA paNa thaI zake. moTuM jUTha rUpI pApa rAgadveSa vinA paNa thaI zake. moTI corI rUpI pApa rAgadveSa vinA paNa thaI zake. moTo parigraha rUpI pApa rAgadveSa vinA paNa thaI zake. paNa maithuna sevana rUpI pApa rAga-dveSa vinA thaI zakatuM nathI. mATe emAM apavAda nathI. paNa e maithunasevananA tyAga rUpa je mahAvrata che, enI rakSA mATe je navavADo darzAvI che, emAM apavAda hoI zake che. kemake vizeSa kAraNa AvI paDe tyAre e navavADonuM pAlana na paNa kare, chatAM emAM ene rAga-dveSa thAya ja evo niyama nathI. * 229

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ja - 9 - - 99 - - - - - jalana mahAvrato ke-999 - - - - - - - - - - - ene rAga-dveSa na hoya, zaktinigUhana paNa na hoya ane chatAM kAraNasara navavADothI viparIta vartana kare.. e apavAdamArga che. eTale mukhya brahmacaryamAM koI apavAda nathI. paNa brahmacaryanA pAlana mATe jarurI navavADomAM apavAda hoI zake che. e rIte caturthamahAvratamAM apavAda saMbhave che. caturtha mahAvratanI navavADomAM zuddha apavAda: (ka) upAzraya saMsakta hoya, paNa bIjI koI rahevAnI jagyA na maLe athavA to vadhu doSavALI bIjI jagyA maLe, to chevaTe ochA doSavALA upAzrayamAM rahevuM paDe. dA.ta. eka upAzraya evo ke jemAM nIce ja beno rahetA hoya, nIce ja sAdhvIjIo rahetA hoya. bIje upAzraya evo ke jemAM upAzrayamAM koI na hoya paNa bArImAMthI AjubAjunA phUleTomAM dRSTi paDatI hoya... have trIjo cokhkho upAzraya na maLe, to A daSTipAtavALA upAzrayamAM rokAya. paNa e bArIvALA sthAna pAse na bese, bArIo baMdha rakhAve ke tyAM paDadA rakhAve... A badhI yatanA kare. (kha) vihAramAM to be upAzraya maLavA agharA paDe. dhAro ke moDI sAMje eka ja jagyAe sAdhu-sAdhvInA grupo judA-judA sthAnethI vihAra karIne AvyA. moDuM thaI gayuM hovAthI AgaLa vihAra karI zakAya ema na hoya. bIjA sthAna mATe tapAsa karavA chatAM skula ke koInuM ghara vagere kaMI na maLe... nA chUTake tyAre eka ja upAzrayamAM upara-nIce ke Aju-bAjunA holamAM baMne grupe rahevuM paDe. paNa e vakhate mukhya sAdhu mukhya sAdhvI sAthe vyavasthA goThavI de ke "tamAre mAtru paraThavavA amuka jagyAe javuM. ame amuka jagyAe jazuM. tathA vRddha-paripakva sAdhvIjIne mAtru paraThavavA mokalavAM. ame paNa evA ja paripakva sAdhune mAtru paraThavavA mokalazuM..." vagere zakya eTalI yatanA pALe. (ga) gItArtha-saMvigna AcAryadeva jAheramAM besI sAdhvIonI ke strIonI AlocanA sAMbhaLe, sAdhu paNa potAnA bA-bena maLavA Ave to gurunI rajA laI aucitya jALavavA amuka samaya emanI sAthe bese. sAthe koIka bhAIne besADe, benabAnI sAme joyA vinA nIcI najare vAto kare. kyAreka jovuM paDe to paNa tarata pAchI najara kheMcI le. (gha) beno amuka jagyAe beThA hoya, pachI jatA rahyA hoya. paNa sAdhu pAchaLathI Avelo hovAthI ene e vAtanI khabara na hoya ane sAdhu 48 miniTanI aMdara ja e jagyAe bese, to paNa ene khabara ja na hovAthI, pramAdAdi bilakula na hovAthI doSo nathI. jA jA jA jA ja - 230 jI -ja -

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* sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata ---- (ca) gItArtha-saMvigna AcAryadeva AlocanA karanAra strI kapaTAdi kare che ke nahi? e jANavA mATe emanA mukha tarapha jUe. kemake mukhAkRti uparathI paNa kapaTAdi pakaDAI jatA hoya che. ghaNIvAra evuM bane ke koI sAdhvI-zrAvikAne bhUta vaLageluM hoya ke najara lAgI hoya to e badhuM emanI AMkho uparathI pakaDI zakAya. AvI kaLA koIka sAdhune AvaDatI hoya. A vakhate e vaLagADathI khUba parezAna thatA sAdhvIjInI samAdhi khAtara A sAdhu paripakva hoya to gurunI hAjarImAM ja sAdhvIjInI AMkhomAM dRSTipAta karIne badhuM pakaDI pADe. paNa A mATe eNe sAdhvIjInA moDhA upara najara karavI paDe... AvA atigADha prasaMgo svayaM vicArI zakAya che. e sAdhu saMvigna che, paripakva che, jAgrata che eTale rAgabhAva pAmato nathI, ene mATe A vAta che. A rIte jovA chatAM ene koI doSa nathI. (cha) kaoNlejanA rastethI ja Thalle javAtuM hoya, sAdhunA javAnA samaye ja tyAM rIsesa paDI hoya ke kaoNleja chUTI gaI hoya. seMkaDo-hajAro chokarA-chokarIonI avarajava2, mastI cAlatI hoya. bhAre bhIDamAM satata nIce joIne rasto kADhato kADhato AgaLa vadhe. paNa emAM te te dazyo dekhAI jAya. sAdhu tarata najara kheMcI rAkhe,... Thalle javAno bIjo rasto na hovAthI rasto badalI na zake. e ja samaye zaMkA thaI hovAthI samaya vahelomoDo karI na zake. chatAM potAno vairAgya paripakva hovAthI, vizeSa muzkelI na hovAthI ja vADAmAM javAne badale A sthAnethI AgaLa vadhe, emAM ene koI doSa nathI. (ja) saMsArIpaNAmAM koIka strI sAthe saMbaMdha hoya, e strIe dago dIdho hoya, kapaTa karIne A sAdhune te vakhate bhAre muzkelImAM mUkyo hoya... e strInA rAgamAM pAgala eNe te vakhate e kazuM samajyA vinA ghaNuM ghaNuM veThyuM hoya. pAchaLathI khabara paDI hoya ke jene huM mArI priyatamA mAnato hato, e to lapharAbAja hatI. eNe mAruM dhanotapanota kADhI nAMkhyuM... A ja vAtathI ene joradAra vairAgya thayo hoya, dIkSA lIdhI hoya. AvA sAdhune koIka pUche ke 'tamane vairAgya kema thayo ?' e vakhate sAdhu ene vairAgya pamADavA potAnA saMsArIjIvananA prasaMgo kahe, yAda kare... emAM strI sAthenA praNayanA prasaMgo paNa Ave... A rIte pUrvakrIDitasmaraNa karavA chatAM paNa emAM jo eno vairAgyabhAva vadhe ke "arere ! mane enA para keTalo badho rAga hato. chatAM eno mArA mATeno dago kevo ! saMsAra kharekhara asAra che...' to A pUrvakrIDitasmaraNa thavA chatAM sAdhu doSapAtra na bane. (jha) azakta sAdhune vigaIo vaparAvavI paDe, puSkaLa pittanI muzkelIvALA sAdhune miSTAnna vaparAvavuM paDe, khUba bhaNatA ane mATe ja badhI vigaIo pacAvI zakanArA, vigaIo na khAya to apUrva svAdhyAya na karI zakanArA e sAdhune guru *231 **

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mahAvrato durbalikApuSpamitranI jema vigaIo paNa vaparAve, gocarI mAMDalImAM vigaI vadhI paDe, paraThavavAmAM ghaNI virAdhanA thAya tema hoya to vigaI paNa vApare, saMyama pAlana mATe zarIra TakAvavAnA ja ekamAtra uddezathI nAchuTake vigaI vApare... A badhA ja apavAdo che. (Ta) gocarI khUba vadhI paDe, paraThavIe to ghaNI virAdhanA thAya tema hoya. sAdhunuM zArIrika baMdhAraNa evuM hoya ke e vadhu vApare to paNa jhADA vagere thAya tevuM na hoya. mAtra bIjA trIjA divase uNodarI-upavAsAdi karavA paDe. to A sAdhu AvA divasomAM ghaNuM vApare, to paNa e doSapAtra nathI. koIka prasaMga svIkArAI gayo hoya, paNa pAchaLathI khyAla Ave ke tyAM javAmAM AtmAne, zAsanane, saMghane nukasAna thAya tema che. have sIdhI nA kahevI zakya na hoya. mAMdagInuM sacoTa bahAnuM UbhuM karavA mATe jANI joIne khUba vadhu vApare. ulTI-jhADA thaI jAya, eTale e bahAnA heThaLa e prasaMgamAM javAnuM TALe. ahIM paNa zAsanahIlanAdi aTakAvavAno ja ekamAtra bhAva hovAthI adhikodarI karavA chatAM paNa sAdhu nirdoSa gaNAya. (Tha) AcAryadeva pAse moTA zrAvako, rAjakAraNIo, jainetaro maLavA AvatA hoya, jo teo malina vastro pahere to zAsananuM kharAba dekhAya. AvA vakhate AcAryadeva ke evA prabhAvaka puruSo ujaLA vastro pahere. e mATe dara pAMca-sAta divase paNa kApa kADhe-kaDhAve. chatAM teo doSapAtra na bane. glAna sAdhu jo malina vastro pahere, to ene ajIrNa thAya. eTale enA mATe enA vastro vAraMvAra dhovA paDe to paNa doSa nahi. (Da) sAdhu jAte loca karato hoya to loca barAbara thAya e mATe AyanAmAM jovuM jarurI paDe. ene AdhAre e vALa joIne kheMcI zake. e vakhate sAdhu AyanAno upayoga kare, emAM potAnuM moDhuM paNa jUe... chatAM rAgabhAva na hovAthI doSa nahi. (Dha) zarIra uparanA melane kAraNe jo jIvAto utpanna thatI hoya. (savA utpanna thAya.) to jIva rakSA mATe zarIrano mela pANInA potAdi dvArA dUra paNa kare. (ta) loca karyA bAda mAthA para, moDhA para, pITha para, peTa para rAkha vage2e DhaMkAyelI hoya, e jo sApha na kare to ucita na lAge. to e vakhate bhInA kapaDAthI badhuM ghasI ghasIne dUra karI de. emAM "cAlo, e bahAne snAna karavA maLyuM. huM have sAro dekhAIza..." evo koI bhAva na hoya, paNa mAtrane mAtra aucitya sAcavavAno ja bhAva hoya. to A rIte moDhuM vagere bhInA kapaDAdithI sApha karavAnI pravRtti karavA chatAM sAdhu 232 ***** *****

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata doSapAtra na bane. (tha) moTA nakha vaDIlAdine vaMdanamAM vAgI jAya, ke potAne paNa vAgI jAya. e nakhamAM mela bharAya, e khAvAmAM jAya to rogAdi thAya... A badhA doSothI aTakavA mATe nakha samAre, paNa ene ghATa ApavAnI, sArA lAge evA karavAnI pravRtti bilakula na kare... to emAM sAdhu nirdoSa che. (6) nAnA bALakone sAdhu mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda Ape, evI mA-bApane IcchA hoya. emanI e pavitra bhAvanA, pavitra zraddhAnI rakSA mATe, vRddhi mATe sAdhu zubhabhAvathI bALakonA mastake hAtha mUke, vAsakSepa nAMkhI Ape... paNa gAla paMpALavAdi pravRtti na kare... to A paNa eka apavAda che. (dha) bALa sAdhune vAtsalyanI jarura hoya, mA-bApa hoya nahi. e to potAnA gurune ja sarvasva samaje emanA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne uMghI jAya... jo ene vAtsalya na apAya to ene cAritramAM TakAvavo agharo ja che. e vakhate guru enA mAthe hAtha pherave, jarAka moDhe hAtha paMpALe... to paNa e sAdhu - guru nirdoSa che. hA ! manamAM koI ja kharAba vicAra na hovA joIe. re ! koIka sAdhu evo glAna thAya ke enI maLazuddhi paNa bIjAe karavI paDe. e vakhate vaiyAvaccIo enA zarIranA te te aMgonI zuddhi kare, paga dabAvI Ape... chatAM AmAM mAtra ne mAtra glAna sAdhunI sevA karavAno ja ekamAtra bhAva hoya to e sAdhu zuddha ja che. Ama, brahmacaryamAM bhale apavAda nathI, paNa brahmacaryanI navavADomAM apavAda hoI zake che. paNa enA mATe jarurI che ekadama sAvacetI ! sAvadhAnI ! sacetatA ! bIjA badhA vratonA apavAda karatA A mahAvratanA apavAdo vadhu jokhamI che. kemake e abrahma nAmanA mahApApa tarapha jIvane DhasaDI jAya che. bhale e kAraNasara sevAya, bhale e yatanApUrvaka sevAya chatAM kAmasaMjJAnA saMskAra evA to jAlIma che ke jIvane dhIre dhIre abrahma tarapha, kAmavikAro tarapha kheMcI ja jAya. eTale ja A mahAvratanI vADonA apavAdo bhale ApyA che, paNa e na ja sevAya emAM vadhu hita che. A nava vADone ni25vAda ja mAnIne cAlazuM to ja brahmacarya saraLa banI raheze. nahi to game tyAre game te banI jAya evI saMbhAvanAne koI ja nakArI nahi zake. mAtra sunaMdAnA vALanI laTanA sparzathI saMbhUtimUni patana pAmyA. mAtra rAjImatInA darzanathI rahanemimuni patana pAmyA, vigaIonA khUba vaparAzathI kaMDarika muni 1000 varSanA tapasvI muni patana pAmyA. 233

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- - - - - - - mahAvato ---- ------------- bhogavelA bhogonA smaraNathI naMdiSeNa muni vezyAgAmI banyA, kozAnuM rUpa jovA mAtrathI siMhaguphAvAsI muni vikArI banyA, pAMca purUSo sAthe mastI karatI strIne joIne dropadIno pUrvabhava sAdhvIjI niyANuM karI beThA, ekAMtAdinA kAraNe sagA mA-dIkarA paraspara pApI banyA, anazanamAM mRtaprAyaH banI gayelI sukumAlikA sAdhvI zazaka bhazakanA zarIrasparzathI vikArI banI AvA to kaMI keTalAya dRSTAnto zAstromAM noMdhAyelA che. nahi noMdhAyelA hajAro-lAkho patanonA gaNita to kevalI ja jANe ne ? bhale kadAca kAyAthI pavitra hazuM, vacanathI hajI pavitra haze, paNa zuM ApaNe manathI paNa pavitra kharA? dIkSA lIdhA bAda paNa pavitra kharA? sAcI samajaNa maLyA bAda paNa pavitra kharA? dharma gamato hovA chatAM, mahAvrato pALavAnI daDhatA hovA chatAM paNa manathI pavitra kharA ? jo, nA? to ApaNe koNa? ApaNe kyAM? e vicAravAnI jarura nathI lAgatI zuM? jo nava vADonuM barAbara pAlana karAya, kAraNa Ave to paNa ghaNuM veThIne paNa vADonI rakSA karAya, to manathI paNa pavitra rahI zakAze. paNa navavADo pratye ApaNI upekSA che, eTale doSo ubhA thAya che. gRhastho ati ati ati bhakti kare che ane ApaNe e laIe chIe, emAM praNItabhojana nAmanI vADano bhaMga nathI zuM ? phUleTomAM, atyaMta saMsakta upAzrayomAM rahevAmAM saMsakta vasati nAmanI vADano bhaMga nathI zuM ? bIjA-trIjA-cothA-pAMcamAM bahAnA heThaLa benonuM upAzrayamAM AvavuM, AvavA devA.. emanI sAthe upadezAdi rUpe ghaNI vAto... e strIkathA nAmanI vADano bhaMga nathI zuM? upAzrayamAM beThA hoIe ane Aju bAjunA phaleTomAMthI calacitronA moTA avAja saMbhaLAya, gIto ane saMvAdo saMbhaLAya, popa myujhika saMbhaLAya... A badhAmAM kuSyantara nAmanI vADano bhaMga nathI zuM ? vAhanonI suvidhAnA kAraNe vizva AkhuM ekadama sAMkaDu thaI ja gayuM che, eTale ja dIkSA bAda paNa pUrvaparicito vAraMvAra maLavA AvI zake, rahI zake.. e pUrvaparicaya cAlu rahe... enI sAthe pUrvakrIDAnA smaraNo paNa eka yA bIjI rIte joDAyelA rahe. e badhuM paNa vADabhaMga rUpa ja che ne ? jak - 2 34 999999998

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sarvathA maithuna viramaNa mahAvrata vartamAnamAM game te kAraNe gocarI ghaNI sulabha banI. vaLI ghaNI anukULa maLavA lAgI, anukULa maLe eTale sahaja rIte vadhAre AvavA lAgI... eTale ja vadhu pramANamAM vaparAvA lAgI... AmAM paNa atimAtrA vADano bhaMga nathI zuM ? * pIvA mATe nA chuTake AdhAkarmI pANI vAparavAnI jarura paDe, paNa e kharAba saMskAra paDI gayA ane AdhAkarmI pANI vAparavAno zoka gayo. pANI ekadama sulabha banI gayuM, eTale ja vAraMvAra kApa kADhavAno paNa chocha na rahyo... A badhuM vibhUSAvADanA bhaMga rUpa nathI zuM ? cokkasa, apavAda hoI zake che, paNa atyAre zuM badhuM ja apavAda rUpe ja cAle che ? e aticArAdi rUpa nathI banI jatuM ne ? vaLI jo cothu vrata nirapavAda che, to enA mATenI vADo paNa nirapavAda rUpe paLAya to ja vadhu sAruM. vADomAM apavAda che, paNa e bane tyAM sudhI na ja sevAya e khUba khUba jarurI che. prazna : vartamAnamAM badhI vADo pALavI zakya nathI. dravya, kSetrAdi ja evA prakAranA thaI gayA che. to tame evo rasto batAvo ke jenAthI badhI vADa na paLAya, to paNa brahmacarya saraLatAthI pALI zakAya. uttara : nakArAtmaka rUpe be rastA che. (1) sajAtIyasparzatyAga (2) vijAtIyaparicayatyAga. hakArAtmaka rUpe mukhya eka rasto che. (1) svAdhyAyapradhAna yogomAM satata pravRtti cAlu ja rAkhavI. (1) sajAtIyasparza tyAga : sAthe rahelA sAdhuone majAka vagere rUpe paNa sparza na ka2vo. mAtra vaMdana vakhate paganA paMjAne sparza karavo... e sivAya nahi. zrAvakobALako vagerene paNa dhabbA mAravA, mAthe hAtha pheravavo, gAle hAtha pheravavo... vagere koIpaNa prakAranA sparzathI dUra rahevuM. koI zraddhAbhAvathI AziSa mAMge, to mastake hAtha mUkavA rUpe AziSa ApavAnI jayaNA... bAkI sparzathI sadAya aLagA rahevuM. (2) vijAtIyaparicaya tyAga : sAdhvIjIono paricaya rAkhavo nahi. sAdhvIjIo vyAkhyAna vakhate vaMdana karIne nIkaLI jAya. vaLI AcArya bhagavaMta vagere sivAya bAkInA sAdhuone to sAdhvI paricayanI koI ja AvazyakatA ja nathI. sAdhvIjIo paNa A nirNaya karI zake ke "ApaNe vyAkhyAna sivAya upAzraye javuM nahi. kadAca mukhya AcAryazrIne vaMdana ka2vA jaIzuM, to paNa bIjA sAdhuo sAthe 235 ****

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mahAvrato vAtacIta vagere nahi karIe." vijAtIyaparicayanA paNa aneka prakAro che. (1) vijAtIyane jovAnI pravRtti (2) vijAtIya sAthe vAto karavAnI pravRtti. (3) vijAtIya sAthe patravyavahArAdi pravRtti. (4) vijAtIyane pAtrA raMgavA-oghA TAMkavA... vagere kAryo soMpavAnI pravRtti A badhAmAM nukasAno saMbhavita che. emAMya sauthI vadhAre bhayaMkara che vijAtIyane jovAnI pravRtti ! prAyaH vikAronI utpatti vijAtIyadarzanathI ja thAya che. jo vijAtIya darzana nahi, to prAyaH vikAra nahi. svarganI apsarAo ke mRtyulokanI paNa karoDo strIo saMbaMdhI vikAro jAgatA nathI, kemake emanuM darzana thayuM nathI. jyAM vijAtIya darzana thayuM che, tyAM ja vikAro jAgyA che... re ! gocarI vageremAM strI sAthe vAtacItAdi karavA paDe, tyAre paNa jo AMkho nIcI rakhAya to prAyaH vikAro jAgatA nathI. jyAre vAtacItAdi vinA paNa jo dRSTithI paricaya thAya to prAyaH vikAronI zakyatA rahe che. eTale sAva sIdho-sAdo-saraLa upAya e ke vijAtIya tarapha jovuM nahi.' A upAyane barAba2 AtmasAt karI levo joIe. manamAM kadAca baLavo jAge, to paNa manane samyak rIte samajAvIne paNa A padArtha siddha karI levo joIe. jo ke vijAtIyadarzana karatA paNa vijAtIyasparza vadhu bhayAnaka che. mATe ja sthUlabhadrajIe kozAne badhuM dekhADavAnI rajA ApI. paNa sparzanI rajA nathI ApI. chatAM sAdhujIvanamAM vijAtIyasparza nAmanuM nimitta prAyaH AvatuM ja nathI. eTale enuM pAlana sulabha che. je nimitta Ave che, te vijAtIyadarzananuM Ave che... eTale enA upara ja vadhu dhyAna ApavuM. vaLI moTA bhAge to evuM ja bane che ke vijAtIyasparza paNa sIdhe sIdho Avato nathI. jo vijAtIyadarzana vikAro jagADe, to vijAtIyasparza tarapha pravRtti thAya. eTale vijAtIyasparza vijAtIyadarzanathI ja moTA bhAge utpanna thato hovAthI vijAtIyadarzana jo baMdha thAya, to Apo Apa vikAro baMdha thaI javA dvArA vijAtIya sparzane utpanna thavAno avasara ja na rahe. A badhuM sAmAnyathI, 99% rUpe samajavuM. bAkI 1% to AmAM paNa pheraphAra hoI zake che. azubhabhAvane aTakAvavA mATe enA nimitto tyAgyA, paNa zubhabhAva lAvavA mATe, mana nimitto tarapha na kheMcAya evuM goThavavA mATe satata zubhapravRtti jarurI che. emAM paNa vikAro-vAsanAo e mukhyatve manano viSaya che. eTale ja mana jo sArI jagyAe sthira thaI jAya, to brahmacarya ekadama saraLa banI jAya. ****236

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------------ sarvathA maithuna viramaNa mahAvata - 4 ------------ A mATeno zreSThatama upAya che, svAdhyAya svAdhyAyamAM mana tallIna bane, eTale emAM vikArAdi jAge nahi, eTale mana kharAba bhAvomAM rame nahi, kharAba nimitto tarapha doDe nahi. prazna : zuM mAtra svAdhyAya ja sAro yoga che ? pratikramaNa, vairAgya, gocarI, pANI... vagere badhA yogomAM paNa mana tallIna banI ja zake che ne ? uttara : cokkasa ! enI nA ja nathI. paNa saMsArIone jema Akho divasa DhagalAbaMdha kAmo hoya che. evuM ApaNA jIvanamAM nathI. dA.ta. saMsAramAM purUSone 810 kalAka dhaMdho-nokarI-majUrI karavAnI... chokarAone skUlo-TyuzanomAM khUba bhaNavAnuM ... strIone to DhagalAbaMdha kAmo... traNa TAIma rasoI banAvavI- be TAIma kacarApotA - traNa TAIma vAsaNa dhovAnA - goThavavAnA - zAkabhAjI vagerenI rojerojanI kharIdI karavAnI.... ApaNA jIvanamAM A badhI pravRttio ghaNI ghaNI ochI che. savAra-sAMjanA pratikramaNano ekAda kalAka savAra-sAMjanA pratilekhanano ekAda kalAka mAMDalInA kAryano ekAda kalAka gocarI-derAsara-vaDInIti vagerenA be kalAka rAtri niMdrA saMbaMdhI sAteka kalAka divase ArAma karo to ya aDadho kalAka viMdanAdi anya kAryano aDadho kalAka vaiyAvaccAdi mATeno vadhArAno ekAda kalAka : 'A badhA kalAka bhegA karo, to A 14 kalAka thAya che. bAkInA 10 kalAka zuM ? emAM zuM karavAnuM? svAdhyAya e ja eno pradhAna yoga che. vihAra hoya to paNa enA be-traNa kalAka bAda karIe to ya rojanA 7 kalAka to svAdhyAya thAya ja ne ? Aje paNa ghaNA mahAtmAo evA che, jeo divasano 12 kalAka paNa svAdhyAya kare che. ane e zakya che, kemake rAtre 6 kalAka niMdrA, pratikramaNa ane pratilekhanano kula samaya be kalAke, mAMDalInuM kAma poNo kalAka, gocarI vAparavI - vaDInIti vagerenA vadhumAM vadhu be kalAka... ane hajI savA kalAka vadhArAno phALave to paNa teo pAse 12kilAkano svAdhyAya sahaja che. Avo sakhata svAdhyAya kare, saMyamanA avazya kartavyayogo jALave ane brahmacarya sAva-sAva saraLa thaI jAya, e vAtamAM koI Azcarya ja nathI. enA manamAM strI saMbaMdhI je 499 9 - - - - 2 37 9- 1999 - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato vicAra karavAno kadI avasara ja na Ave. have jo svAdhyAya na hoya to divasanA je 10-12 kalAka khAlI paDyA rahe, emAM sAdhu zuM kare ? e navaruM paDeluM mana kyAM nahi doDe ? pratilekhana-pratikramaNAdi kriyA kaMI cAra-pAMca vAra karAtI nathI. ema koI kare, to paNa emAM bhAva jALavavo kaparo che, mananI ekAgratA kaparI che. eTale divasano lagabhaga aDadho-aDadha samaya bAkInA yogo mATe jAya, paNa aDadho-aDadha samaya khAlI paDe... e jo svAdhyAyathI bharI devAmAM na Ave, to khAlI paDelA e samayamAM uMdhu-cattu ghUsI ja javAnuM, vikAronuM bhUta pesI ja javAnuM. maMdIra banAvyA bAda jo tarata pratiSThA na karAya, e jagyA khAlI rakhAya to bhUtaDAo emAM rahI jAya... ema kahevAya che. ema dIkSA bAda jo A samayane khAlI rakhAya to vikArabhUtaDAo emAM pesI jAya... ane eTale ja e samayane svAdhyAyAdi pradhAna yogathI bharI ja devo joIe. rAtre uMghatI vakhate paNa mAthe svAdhyAyAdino bojo rahe, uMghamAM paNa paMktio dekhAyA kare... evo sakhata puruSArtha paNa ghaNA mahAtmAo kare che. eTale bIjA badhA yogo paNa sArA ja che, emAM paNa mana ekAgra banI zake ja che... paNa A kAma covIsa kalAkanuM nathI. divasano ghaNo samaya khAlI paDavAno. ene pUravA mATeno sakSama yoga che svAdhyAya ! mATe ahIM ene pradhAnatA ApI che. vaLI zAstravacano pramANe paNa ApaNI pratidina sAmAcArImAM kula 12 thI paNa vadhAre kalAka mukhyatve svAdhyAya mATe phALavavAmAM AvyA che. eTale zAstrIyadRSTie paNa A vAta saMgata thAya che. tathA kAmavikAragrastane nirvikArI banavA mATeno mukhya upAya adhyApana darzAvyo che. zrI mahAnizItha grantha, zrI yatijItakalpa vageremAM cokhkhu lakhyuM che ke "tAre ubhA thayelA vikAro khatama karavA hoya to jo tArI pAse adhyApana zakti hoya, to tuM khUba ja bhaNAva. adhyApanazakti na hoya, ene mATe tapAdi yogo darzAvelA che. eTale A badhuM vicAratA evuM cokkasa lAge che ke jene cothA mahAvratamAM nirdoSa rahevuM hoya, AkhI yauvanavaya vikAronA DAghA vinAnI cokhkhI pasAra karavI hoya eNe (1) sajAtIyasparza (2) vijAtIya darzanAdi tyAgavA, barAbara tyAgavA. chIMDA na rAkhavA. (3) avasara pramANe bAkInA yogo barAbara jALavavA pUrvaka bAkIno badho ja samaya svAdhyAyamAM (sUtro gokhavA-ciMtana-pATha levo-pATha Apavo- lakhavuM-vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM-vAcanA ApavI...) barobara goThavI devo. 238 *** ****

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata je A barAbara Adaraze, e haLAhaLa kaLiyugano sthUlabhadra mahAmuni ja banI raheze. AmAM upekSA karaze, enuM cothuM mahAvrata malina banavAnuM... enuM mana caMcaLacapaLa banavAnuM... enI Indriyo bhaTakatI banavAnI... mULa vAta para AvIe. vRttimAM A aMge caturthaMgI batAvI che. (1) dravyathI maithuna che, bhAvathI nathI. (2) dravyathI maithuna nathI, bhAvathI che. (3) dravyathI maithuna che, bhAvathI che. (4) dravyathI maithuna nathI, bhAvathI nathI. prazna : tame to kahyuM ke maithuna rAga vinA, vikAra vinA saMbhavita ja nathI. to pachI pahelo bhAMgo zI rIte saMbhave ? tyAM dravyathI maithuna hoya, to emAM vikAra bhAva hovAno ja ne ? enA vinA A saMbhave ja kema ? uttara : maithunamAM vikAra hoya ja. e vAta mukhyatve puruSanI apekSAe che. strI mATe e ekAMta nathI. koI puruSa mRtakastrI sAthe pApa kare, to emAM puruSane rAga che. strIne nathI. rAjA bhoje nadInA vaheNamAM pasAra thatA strIbhRtaka para mohAIne AvuM pApa kareluM hatuM. prazna : A to pApa strIno AtmA ja na hovAthI AvuM banyuM che. e kaMI e strInA AtmA mATe maithuna ja nathI. kemake e to hAjara ja nathI. ane puruSane to dravyathI ane bhAvathI baMne rIte maithuna che. eTale koIka AtmAne dravyathI maithuna che, bhAvathI nathI. evuM na banyuM. uttara : vRttikAra zrI jaNAve che ke koI satI strI hoya, duSTa puruSa enA para baLajabarI kare to ene e vakhate bilakula vikAra nathI... eTale AvI strI mATe dravyathI maithuna che. bhAvathI nathI. prazna : AvuM banI zake ? strIne vikAra jAge ja nahi, evuM ? uttara : AvuM prAyaH na bane. kemake maithunano svabhAva ja evo che ke strIne ke puruSane emAM rAga jAgyA vinA na rahe. strInI IcchA na hoya to paNa baLajabarI vakhate to AMzika paNa rAga jAgI jAya. bhale, pachI ghora pazcAttApAdi hoya. chatAM satI, mahAsatI jevI pavitra strIone A dazAmAM paNa leza paNa rAga na jAge e saMbhavita che. bIjo bhAMgo e che ke jene maithunanA vicAro hoya, paNa bAhya pApa na hoya... dA.ta. svapnamAM maithunasevana dekhAya, to e vakhate enA badhA vicAro cAle, paNa dravyathI * 239 *****

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jo - -- - - mahAvato ke je ja lA - ---- to koIpaNa pApakriyA che ja nahi. ema jAgrata dazAmAM paNa evA malinavicAravALA banelA chatAM pApa nahi karI zakanArAne A bhAMgo lAge. prazna : AmAM chaThTha guNasthAna Take kharuM ? uttara : e to adhyavasAya upara AdhArita che. jo vikAro anaMtAnubaMdhI vagere hoya, to guNasthAnaka jAya, bhale ne pachI e uMghato hoya ke jAgato hoya... uMghamAM paNa tevA svapna vakhate adhyavasAya to malina bane ja che. prazna : to pachI AnuM prAyazcitta to ochuM ApavAmAM Ave che. mAtra cAra logassano kAusagga ! jo sAdhutA ja jatI rahetI hoya, to prAyazcitta vadhu ApavuM joIe ne ? uttara : juo. aMdaranA adhyavasAya ane enI tIvratA vagere to kevalajJAnI vagere viziSTa jJAnIo ja jANI zake. e sivAyanA gItArtho tIvratAdinuM jJAna kevI rIte kare ? eTale teone to e khabara ja na paDe ke A adhyavasAya anaMtAnubaMdhI vagere che, ke saMjavalana che. eTale ja AvA gItArtho mAtra adhyavasAyane AdhAre prAyazcitta na Ape, Ape to ya ochuM Ape. teo to bAhyakriyA evI kharAba thAya to enA AdhAre moTA prAyazcitta Ape. eTale prAyazcittAdi ApavAnI paddhati mukhyatve vyavahArane AzrayIne che. emAM adhyavasAyanI paNa noMdha cokkasa levAya; paNa mukhyatA to bAhyapApanI, vyavahAranI ja rahe. mATe ja to svapnamAM maithunasevana jevuM moTuM pApa thAya to paNa prAyazcitta cAra logassa ! jAgratadazAmAM strI sAme vikArathI jovAnuM pApa thAya to prAyazcitta moTuM ! kemake emAM bAhya malina kriyA che. jyAre svapnadazAmAM bAhya malina kriyA nathI.. "AkhA pAkistAnane boMbathI uDAvI devuM joIe" evA vicAra karanArane prAyazcitta nAnuM ! jyAre kIDI ke macchara para gusso AvavAthI thApaTa lagAvI ene mArI nAMkhanArane prAyazcitta moTuM ! ema dareka bAbatamAM samajavuM. hA je viziSTa jJAnIo che, teo to jIvanA adhyavasAyane AdhAre prAyazcitta Ape. sAva nAnA pAyAmAM paNa jo adhyavasAya tIvratama thayA hoya to mULa prAyazcitta paNa Ape. ane ghaNA moTA pApamAM paNa jo adhyavasAya maMda hoya, to nAnuM prAyazcitta Ape. paNa e to viziSTajJAnIo mATenI vAta che. navapUrvathI ochA jJAnavALA koIpaNa gItArtho (avadhi vagere jJAna vinAnA) to vyavahAranI pradhAnatAe prAyazcitta Ape. lAla lAla-lAla-lAla - - - - 240 jalAla jAja-jalanA nAta-jala - -

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata jeo dravyathI ane bhAvathI baMne prakAre maithuna seve che, teo trIjA bhAMgAmAM che. jeo ekeya prakAre maithuna na seve, e cothA bhAMgAmAM gaNAya. prazna : vRttimAM to kahyuM che ke cotho bhAMgo zUnya che... uttara H 'zUnya che' eno artha e ke e bhAMgAmAM maithunasevana thayuM che' evo vyavahAra ja thato nathI, jyAM maithunano vyavahAra ja na thAya, tyAM maithunano cotho bhAMgo ema zabda ja na bolAya ne ? bAkI evI avasthAvALA to siddho-kevalIo-mahAtmAo maLI ja zake che. A rIte cAra bhAMgAnI paNa vicAraNA ApaNe karI. sAdhvIjIo A mahAvratanuM pAlana barAbara karI zake, emane muzkelI na paDe, e mATe emanA AcAro ghaNI badhI jagyAe sAdhuo karatA vizeSa prakAranA darzAvyA che. juo. (ka) sAdhuo eka sthAne eka mAsa rahI zake. paNa sAdhvIjIo eka ja sthAne be mAsa rahe... ema zAstranI AjJA che. kAraNa ke eka sthAnethI bIjA sthAne javAmAM vihAramAM sAdhvIjIone brahmacarya saMbaMdhamAM ghaNI Aphato AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. duSTa puruSono bhoga banI javAnI zakyatAo che. vaLI sAdhvIjIo je sthAnamAM brahmacarya sahelAIthI pALI zake, tevA surakSAvALA upAzrayo-sthAno paNa ochA che. eTale vihAranI ane sthAnanI muzkelIone najara sAme rAkhIne sAdhvIone yogya sthAnomAM be-be mAsa rahevAnI chUTa ApI. jethI vihAro aDadhA thaI jAya ane sthAno paNa aDadhA ja gotavA paDe. (kha) sAdhuoe be-benI saMkhyAmAM gocarI javAnuM. jyAre sAdhvIjIoe 3-3 nI saMkhyAmAM gocarI javAnuM. emAM be prauDha sAdhvIo, 1 yuvAna sAdhvIjI... e rIte javuM. tyAM paNa A ja kAraNa mukhya che ke brahmacaryanI rakSA traNa jaNa sAthe hovAthI ghaNI rIte thaI zake. (ga) sAdhuo gRhastho pAsethI vastra - pAtra vahorI zake, vasati yAcI zake. jyAre sAdhvIjIone e rajA nathI apAI. emanA mATenA vastra-pAtra-vasati AcArya ke sAdhvIgaNanAyaka ja meLave ane e ja sAdhvIjIone Ape. tyAM paNa mahattvanuM kAraNa A ja ke jo sAdhvIjIo sIdhA ja gRhastho pAsethI vastrAdi yAce, to duSTa gRhastho sAruM sAruM ApI lalacAve, pachI eno geralAbha paNa uThAve. (alabatta A prAcInamArga che, hAla to sAdhvIjIo paNa gItArthanI AjJA pramANe vahore che.) (gha) sAdhuoe bahAra Thalle javAnuM che, te anApAta-asaMloka sthAnamAM javAnuM che, ******* ****

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mahAvrato jyAM koI AvatuM na hoya, jyAM koI jotuM na hoya... evA sthAne javuM. paNa sAdhvIjIone AvA ekAMtasthAnamAM javAnI spaSTa nA che. emaNe ApAta-asaMlokamAM ja javAnuM che. koI jUe nahi, chatAM najIkamAM mANaso hoya... evA sthAne javAnuM che. kAraNa A ja ke sAva nirjana sthAnamAM sAdhvIjI jAya, to duSTa puruSo kyAreka eno geralAbha uThAve. te sthaLe game eTalI bUmo pADe to paNa koI bacAvavA ja na Ave. jyAre ApAta-asaMlokamAM to sAdhvIjIne bacAvavA mATe badhA AvI zake. kema ke badhAne bUmo saMbhaLAya. (ca) sAdhuo khullA zarIre AtApanA laI zake, sAdhvIjIo e rIte AtApanA na laI zake. kema ke ema karavAmAM brahmacarya mATenA nukasAno thAya. (cha) sAdhuone 14 vastro che, sAdhvIjIone 25 vastro che. emAM ghaNA kharA vastro brahmacaryanI vadhu ne vadhu surakSA mATe ja darzAvavAmAM AvyA che. (ja) sAdhuone vyAkhyAnAdi karavAnI saMmati che. sAdhvIjIone utsargamArge bhAIonI sAme vyAkhyAna karavAnI saMmati nathI. enA kAraNomAM mahattvanuM kAraNa brahmacaryasurakSA che. (jha) sAdhuonA upAzrayo bArI-bAraNA vinAnA khullA hoI zake, paNa sAdhvIjIonA upAzrayo to cAre bAju divAlavALA ane bArI-bAraNAvALA ja hovA joIe. jethI koI game tyAre, game te rIte aMdara na pravezI zake. A vyavasthAnuM paNa mukhya kAraNa brahmacaryasurakSA ja che ne ? AvI bIjI paNa bAbato vicArI zakAya. baMnenuM lakSya eka ja che, mokSa ! baMnenA mahAvrato sarakhA ja che, pAMca ! chatAM baMnenA caturthavratarakSA mATenA AcAromAM ghaNo taphAvata che. bAkInA cAra mahAvratonA AcAromAM lagabhaga samAnatA che, mAtra cothAvrata mATenA AcAromAM sAdhvIjIo mATe ghaNI vizeSatA darzAvI che, e darzAve che ke sAdhvIjIo mATe A mahAvratanuM pAlana karuM paNa che ane atyaMta Avazyaka paNa che. jo kaparuM na hota to ATalA badhA pheraphAra dekhADavA na paData. jo Avazyaka na hota to paNa ATalA badhA pheraphAra dekhADavA na paData. paNa A pheraphAro dekhADyA che, e sAbita kare che ke e mahAvrata khUba kaparuM che ane atyaMta Avazyaka che ja. muzkelI e che ke jema bIDI-sigAreTa-dArUnA vyasanavALAne koI pUche ke 'tAre jIvavuM che ke maravuM che ? sAjA rahevuM che ke mAMdA paDavuM che ?' to eno javAba e ja *242

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sarvathA maithuta viramaNa mahAvrata hovAno ke 'mAre jIvavuM che, sAjA rahevuM che. maravuM nathI ke mAMdA paDavuM nathI.' Ama enI bhAvanA kharekhara sArI - sAcI che. emAM koI kapaTa nathI. chatAM Azcarya e che ke mota ane mAMdagI lAvanAra vyasanone e seve che, ene choDI zakato nathI. kAraNa ? kAraNa e ja ke ene enuM vyasana lAgyuM che. enI talapa jAgI che... eTale ja mota-mAMdagI aniSTa hovA chatAM mota-mAMdagI lAvanAra vyasano to e sevavAno ja... A bhUmikA ahIM paNa zakya che. koIpaNa saMyamIne pUcho ke "tAre cothuM mahAvrata pALavuM che ? sthUlabhadra jevA nirvikArI banavuM che ?" to kharo saMyamI bolavAno ja ke "hA ! mAre nirvikArI ja banavuM che. mAre mahAbrahmacArI banavuM che. A pazukriyAomAM mAre mAruM jIvana barabAda karavuM nathI ja...' Ama enI bhAvanA kharekhara sArI - sAcI che. emAM koI kapaTa nathI. chatAM Azcarya e che ke vikAro ane pazukriyAone kheMcI lAvanAra evA nimittone to e sevI bese che. vijAtIya tarapha STi karI bese che, sajAtIyanA sparzamAM kheMcAI jAya che. praNIta bhojananI jALamAM phasAI jAya che... kAraNa ? kAraNa che kusaMskAro ! kukarmo ! kunimitto ! eTale ja brahmacaryapAlananI sAcI bhAvanA hovA chatAM brahmacaryabhaMga karAvanAra vyasanone e sevI bese che. paNa jema ApaNe e vyasanIne zAMtithI samajAvIe ke "jo tuM vyasana cAlu rAkhaze, to mota--mAMdagI AvavAnA ja. tuM bacI nahi zake, tane koI bacAvI nahi zake. ane, jo ! tArI najara sAme ja tane hajAro vyasanIo maratA-rIbAtA dekhAya ja che. tuM makkama bana, ane vyasanone dUra haTAvI de..." ema ApaNe ApaNI jAtane kema na samajAvI zakIe ? ke "Atman ! jo tuM navavADonuM pAlana barAbara nahi kare, sajAtIya sparza-vijAtIyadarzana-praNItabhojanAdine nahi tyAge, emAM pramAdI banIza to vikAro-abrahmadoSo utpanna thavAnA ja. tu nirvikArI nahi banI zake. koI tane nirvikArI nahi banAvI zake. zuM A tane maMjUra che ? to Atman ! makkama bana, ane A vADonuM pAlana barAbara karato thaI jA.' ApaNI samajAvaTathI jo pelo vyasanI sudhare to enI jIMdagI sudhare, ema ApaNI samajAvaTathI A Atama sudhare to enI jIMdagI paNa sudharI ja jAya. atikaparuM evuM paNa brahmacarya sAva saraLa che, jo navavADonuM vyavasthita pAlana karAya prazna : jema bAkInA mahAvratomAM pramattayonAt prALavyaparopAM hiMsA, pramattayogAdasadabhidhAnamanRtaM.... ema pramattayogAt zabda joDAyelo che, ema ahIM paNa pramattayoAt maithuna abrahma ema samajavAnuM che ? ke nahi ? * 243**** XX

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mahAvrato uttara : nA ahIM maithunuM avratta A ja vyAkhyA levI. pramattayoAt zabda ahIM lagADavAno nathI. prazna H AvuM kema ? bIjA mahAvratomAM e zabda joDyo ane AmAM kema nahi ? uttara : prANAtipAta e pramAdayogathI paNa thAya ane apavAdamArga vakhate pramAda vinA paNa thAya. mRSAvAda e pramAdayogathI paNa thAya ane apavAdamArga vakhate pramAda vinA paNa thAya. adattAdAna e pramAdayogathI paNa thAya ane apavAdamArga vakhate pramAda vinA paNa thAya. parigraha e pramAdayogathI paNa thAya ane apavAdamArga vakhate pramAda vinA paNa thAya. paNa maithuna to pramAdayogathI ja thAya che. pramAdayoga vinA nahi. eTale enA be vikalpo ja na hovAthI pramattayot zabda lagADavAnI jarura nathI. prazna H strIne to pramAdayoga vinA paNa maithuna saMbhavita che ne ? tame ja AgaLa kahI gayA cho uttara : hA ! paNa (1) e kyAreka ja bane, pramAdayoga prAyaH to emAM AvI ja jAya. (2) jema hiMsA vagere doSo pramAdayoga vinA ja karavAmAM Ave che. koI baLajabarIthI karAvatuM nathI. evuM maithunamAM nathI. strI'pramAdayoga vinA ja sAmethI maithuna seve, e bane ja nahi. e to baLajabarIthI ja karAvAya, tyAre e zakya bane ke pramAda na hoya, chatAM maithuna hoya. TuMkamAM strI paNa jema apavAdamArge pramAda vinA hiMsAdi seve, koInI baLajabarI vinA seve e bane. paNa strI apavAdamArge pramAdAdi vinA maithuna seve, koInI baLajabarI vinA seve evuM banavAnuM ja nathI. emAM ene pramAda hovAno ja... eTale A padArthamAM koI vAMdho jaNAto nathI. 244

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16. sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata sau prathama AnuM sUtra joIe. ahAvare paMcame bhaMte ! mahavvae savvAo pariggahAo veramaNaM savvaM bhaMte ! pariggahaM paccakkhAmi se appaM vA bahuM vA aNuM vA thulaM vA cittamaMtaM vA acittamaMtaM vA neva sayaM pariggahaM parigiNhijjA nevannehiM pariggahaM parigiNhAvijjA pariggahaM parigiNhate vi anne na samajANijjA jAvajjIvAe tivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAeNaM na karemi na kAravemi karataMpi annaM na samaNajANAmi tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi niMdAmi garihAmi appANaM vosirAmi / Ano sAmAnyathI artha joIe. "he bhagavAna ! pAMcamA mahAvratamAM tamAma parigrahathI viramaNa che. bhagavan! huM badhA parigrahanI pratijJA karuM chuM. alpa ke vadhu, nAno ke moTo, sacita ke acitta huM svayaM pariMgraha karIza nahi, bIjAo vaDe parigraha karAvIza nahi. parigraha karanArA anyane anumati ApIza nahi. AkhI jIMdagI mATe huM A pratijJA lauM chuM. trividha-trividhe mana-vacana-kAyAthI parigraha karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, karanArA evA paNa anyane anumati ApIza nahi. he bhagavan! bhUtakALamAM karelA parigrahanuM pratikramaNa karuM chuM, niMdA karuM chuM, gaha karuM chuM.

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* * * * * * ja. mahAvato ke ja ja ja parigraha karanArA mArA AtmAne huM tyAgI dauM chuM. have Ano vistArathI artha vicArIe. tattvArthasUtrakAra parigrahanI vyAkhyA ApI che. macchI pariprada: vastu uparano rAga, mamatva e mUcha che, e ja parigraha che. dazavaikAlikasUtramAM A ja vyAkhyA darzAvI che ke "muchI parijhAdo vatto !' Azaya e ke koIpaNa vastu rAkhavI e parigraha ! paNa e dravyathI parigraha ! jyAre e vastu para mamatva baMdhAI javuM ! A mAruM ... A mAruM ... evI vicAradhArA cAlavI e bhAvaparigraha ! ApaNA jIvanamAM A pAMcamAM mahAvratamAM kyA kayA doSo saMbhavita che, ke jenAthI A mahAvratano bhaMga thAya che... e have ApaNe vicArIe. (ka) zarIrano - cAmaDIno raMga sapheda hoya, moTuM rUpALuM hoya... A badhAnA kAraNe potAnA ja zarIra upara rAga thAya. "bIjA kALA che. huM dhoLo chuM. dekhAvaDo chuM..." A badhA parigraha ! jene AvI mUcha hoya, ene potAnA zarIra upara mela bAjhe, e na game. mela kADhI nAMkhavAnuM mana thAya. ene taDakAmAM cAmaDI kALI paDavA lAge, e na game. ene mAthAnA vALa sapheda thaI jAya, e na game. ene mAthA paranA vALa lagharavaghara hoya, jema tema vikharAyelA hoya e na game. "huM bIjAne gamuM, bIjAne aLakhAmaNo na banuM..." evo bhAva uDe uDe enA manamAM ramyA karato hoya. AyanA vageremAM mukha jovAnI pravRtti thatI hoya. A badhuM pAMcamAM mahAvratanA bhaMga svarUpa che. (kha) betAlIsa doSa vinAnI gocarI ! paNa svAdiSTa, garama, manane bhAve evI! pachI bhale ne e AMbilanA DhokaLA ja kema na hoya ? paNa e joIne khAvA mATe mana lalacAya, vadhu vahoravAnuM, vadhu maMgAvavAnuM, vadhu vAparavAnuM mana thAya. e vastu bIjAne apAI jAya to kheda thAya. e vastu potAne ja maLe e mATenI mAyA karavAnuM mana thAya... khAvAnI ke pIvAnI koIpaNa vastu mATenI AvA prakAranI manovRtti e parigraha mahAvratano bhaMga che. (ga) beMDanA avAjamAM, Aju bAju vAgatA madhura saMgItamAM, pUjana-bhAvanA vageremAM paNa mIThA avAje gAnAra gAyakanA e madhura svaramAM lIna banavuM, DolI uThavuM... e sAMbhaLavAmAM koI vikSepa Ave to na gamavo, vacce koI bolAve ke avAja kare ke lAITa javAthI saMgIta baMdha thAya e vAtanuM duHkha thavuM... (gha) mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bahena-mitro-svajano pratyeno snehabhAva ! teo maLavA Ave 29-9----------9-9-1909- 29 9 29 (246 ---------09-9-9

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jAla-lAla - lAlana sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvata kerala - - - - - - - to AnaMda thavo, teo maLIne jAya tyAre kheda thavo, emanI sAthe vAto karavI gamavI, emane vAraMvAra patro lakhavAnI IcchA thavI, emane dhaMdhAmAM nukasAna jAya ke emane gharamAM kaMkAsa thAya to ApaNane duHkha thavuM, emanA mAMdagI-mRtyu vageremAM ApaNane raDavuM AvI javuM, e badhA maLavA Ave tyAre emane ahIM jamavAmAM-rahevAmAM kazI muzkelI na paDavI joIe... e vicArathI vadhu kALajI karavI... A badhA mamatvabhAvanA prakAro che. (ca) potAnA sapheda, cokhkhA vastro joI joIne harSa thavo, e bagaDI na jAya e mATenA prayatno karavA. e mATe ja sahavartI sAdhu e vastro mAMge to paNa na ApavA, ApavA ja paDe to kheda thavo, jarAka melA thAya eTale duHkha thayuM. tarata cokhkhA karI nAMkhavA mATe kApa kADhI levo. emAM bilakula saLa na paDe e rIte ghaDI vALavI, sArA vastro muhapattI vagere maLe to vaparAzanA vastro hovA chatAM vadhAre laI levA, enuM poTaluM ke poTalI banAvI devI ene barAbara sAcavI rAkhavI, "bhaviSyamAM upayogamAM Avaze evA bhAvathI saMgharavI... | (cha) je zrAvaka-zrAvikAo potAnAthI pAmelA hoya, potAne guru ke upakArI mAnatA hoya te zrAvaka-zrAvikAo pratye mamatvabhAva rahevo. "e mArA ja bhakta rahevA joIe." evo bhAva rahevo. eTale ja e zrAvaka-zrAvikAo jo bIjA koI sAdhu-sAdhvInI muktakaMThe prazaMsA kare, to e na gamavI, "A mArA maTI jaze" evo bhaya pedA thavo, mATe ja e bIjA sAdhu-sAdhvInA doSo kADhI, emane niMdIne bhakta zrAvaka-zrAvikAno potAnI sAtheno lagAva cAlu ja rahe e mATe dara mahine-paMdara divase patra lakhavo, emane maLavA bolAvavA, emanI sAme sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte potAnA tapa, saMyama, svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca vagere guNonI rajuAta karI emane potAnA tarapha AkarSI rAkhavAno prayatna karavo emanI sAme bIjA sAdhu sAdhvIonA guNonI jANI joIne prazaMsA TALavI, teo jyAM rahetA hoya tyAM je sAdhu-sAdhvI vidyamAna hoya, teo sArA-saMyamI hovA chatAM bhayathI prerAIne emanI pAse vyAkhyAnAdi mATe javAnI A zrAvaka-zrAvikAone preraNA na karavI, "tamAre ke tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIoe mArI pAse ja dIkSA levAnI..." e rItanI bAdhAthI emane bAMdhI devA, e bhUlathI paNa koIka bIjA tarapha AkarSAya to emane Thapako Apavo, kaTuvacano kahevA... A badhuM ja aparigraha mahAvratanA bhaMgarUpa banI rahe che. . (ja) pote lakhelu pustaka khuba sAruM chapAyuM hoya, TAITalanA citro sArA hoya... e vAraMvAra jovA. potAnuM ja lakhANa keTaluM sarasa lakhAyuM che !" e vicArathI pharI pharI vAMcavuM. bIjAone e ja pustaka vAMcavAnI preraNA karavI. enA vakhANa karavA. jemaNe e pustaka vAMcyuM hoya emane puchavuM ke "e pustaka kevuM lAgyuM? kaMI bhUla hoya to kahejo." paNa e puchavA pAchaLa e pustakanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA hovI, eTale ja jo sAmenI vyakti kharekhara - - - - - - - - - 24 jA jA jA jA jA ja

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29 99 9 20 2 29 9 29 - 19 mahAvrato ja 9-1999999 prazaMsA kare ke "tame masta pustaka lakhyuM che" to rAjI thavuM, paNa jo e bhUlo kADhe, kSatio darzAvI aNagamo sUcave to AghAta lAgI javo, e vyakti upara ja aNagamo thaI javo... "e che ja doSadaSTA ! koInA guNo jotA ene AvaDatuM ja nathI" ema e vyaktinA doSo kADhatA thaI javuM, potAnI pAse AvelAo jo bIjAonA pustakAdinI prazaMsA kare, to aMdarakhAne e sAMbhaLavuM na game, e sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa na paDe, "tame A moTuM pustaka vAMco, tame badhA pustako bhUlI jazo. deva-guru kRpAthI avvala naMbaranuM pustaka lakhAyuM che..." ema potAnA pustakanI jAherAta potAnA ja moDhe karavAnI hAsyAspada pravRtti karavI... A badhuM ja potAnA pustaka, potAnA lakhANa, potAnA ciMtana pratyenuM mamatva e paNa aparigraha mahAvratano bhaMga che. (jha) potAnI adhyApanazakti, vyAkhyAnazakti upara mamatva thavuM. "mArA jevuM koI na bhaNAve. huM je rIte paMktio kholuM, emAMthI rahasyo kATuM, bhaNAvavAmAM tallIna banuM chuM... evuM to koI nahi bhaNAvatuM hoya." "mAruM vyAkhyAna paNa evuM ja ! koI ADI-avaLI vAta nahi. AtmAnI-tattvanI-zAstranI ja vAto ! loko stabdha thaI jAya che. dUra dUrathI mArA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe loko doDI Ave che. upAzrayonA hola nAnA paDe che. seMkaDo hajAro lokone meM dharmamArge vALyA che." A mamatvabhAva hoya eTale ja jo koI navo adhyApaka sAdhu vadhu joradAra bhaNAvato hoya, badhA enI pAse bhaNavA mATe jatA hoya, to e badhuM na game, e navA adhyApaka pratye IrSA jAge. enA doSo kADhavAnuM mana thAya. "e navo adhyApaka to cAlu pAThamAM ADIavaLI vAto ghaNI kare che. e badhuM barAbara nahi. pATha to sIdhe-sIdho cAlavo joIe. vaLI enI pAse anubhava ocho che. juo ne, eNe Aje artha besADyo... e tadana khoTo che." vagere vagere bolavAnuM thAya... ema bIjA vyAkhyAnakAra mATe paNa AvA ja bhAvo jAge. enA vyAkhyAnanI saMkhyA ochI thAya, lokone rasa na paDe, be-traNa jaNa AvIne e vyAkhyAnanI TIkA karI jAya... eTale potAne AnaMda Ave... paNa jo bIjA vyAkhyAnakAranI sabhA ubharAvA lAge, loko be moDhe prazaMsA karavA lAge, to duHkhI thaI jAya. potAnA adhyApananI ane potAnA vyAkhyAnanI prazaMsAnA zabdo sAMbhaLavA kAna utsuka rahe, bhUlathI paNa jo adhyApana ke vyAkhyAnanA mATe koI TIkA kare, bhUla kADhe, sUcana kare to mana becena banI jAya... A badhuM ja adhyApana-vyAkhyAna uparanA mamatvanuM sUcana che. (Ta) upAzrayamAM amuka sthAna upara mamatva baMdhAI jAya. pavanavALI jagyA hoya, prakAza Avato hoya, mukhya sthAna hovAthI loko tyAM vaMdanAdi mATe tarata AvatA hoya... A badhAnA kAraNe e sthAna upara ja besI rahevuM. bIju koI tyAM besavA Icche 29-9-90-9-9-0929-9-4-9-2-248 -9-9-09-9-9-9-4-9-2-9-9-alaga

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-9-9-4--29-9-9-sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvata -------------- to paNa ene besavA na devo. glAnane, vaDIlane, svAdhyAyIone e sthAna anukULa hoya ane emanI tyAM besavAnI IcchA paNa hoya to paNa teone e sthAna sAmethI ApI na devuM. anicchAe e sthAna koIne ApavuM paDe to kheda thavo, dveSa thavo, manamAM ArtadhyAna thavuM... A badhuM paNa sthAnanI mUchanuM sUcana karanAra che. () koIkane vaLI mAMDalInA amuka amuka kAmamAM ja mamatva thaI jAya. "huM gocarI ja lAvuM. pANI lAvavAnuM mane na phAve. kAjo-luNAnA kAma huM na karuM..." eTale ja jo potAne gocarI kAma soMpAya, to rAjI rAjI thavuM. utsAhathI e kAma karavuM, paNa jo pANI-kAjo vagerenuM kAma soMpAya, to tarata nA pADI devI, e kAma na karavuM paDe e mATe bahAnA kADhavA, chatAM jo kAma karavuM paDe to veTha utAravI, ArtadhyAna karavuM, vyavasthApaka mATe kheda thavo, e kAmathI chUTavAnA prayatno karavA... koIpaNa rIte pharI gocarInuM kAma maLe... e mATe prayatna karavA... A paNa mAMDalInA te te kAryo mATenA mamatvanA ja prakAro che. ema koIne gocarI na ja game, pANI lAvavuM ja game... to ene mATe e rIte padArtho vicArI levA. (Da) comAsA pUrve aneka gRhastho DhagalAbaMdha vastuo vahorAvavA mATe lAve, e vakhate sArI sArI, navI, AkarSaka vastuo joI mana lalacAI jAya, jeno upayoga karavAno avasara ja na Avato hoya, jeno upayoga kevIrIte karavo e paNa zIkhavuM paDatuM hoya... e badhI vastu levAnI IcchA jAge. ane e badhI vahorI levAya... Ama binajarurI parigraha vadhato rahe. (Dha) potAnA ziSyo sArA lAge, emanI bhUlo paNa guNarUpe dekhAya, athavA to emanI bhUlone nAnI gaNavA mana prerAya, bIjAnA ziSyonI bhUlo dekhAya, emanI bhUlo moTI gaNavA mana prerAya. avAranavAra potAnA ziSyanI prazaMsA karavAnuM mana thAya, koI e ziSyonI prazaMsA kare to mana khUba ja AnaMda pAme, badhA e rIte prazaMsA kare evI bhAvanA manamAM pragaTe... evI IcchA cAlyA kare... A badhuM paNa parigrahanuM ja svarUpa che. | (ta) pazamInAnI kAmaLI ghaNI sArI hoya eTale ja e jaldI jaldI vAparavAnuM mana na thAya, raMgIna dorA nAMkhelI muhapattI ke anya vastro hoya to e joIne mana prasanna thAya, moMghI ane dekhAvamAM AkarSaka bolapena paNa joyA karavAnI pravRtti thAya... mATe ja A badhI vastuo koIne jarUra hoya to paNa ApI na zake.. (tha) ekadama lIsA, ghaNA moTA ane ochI avarajavaravALA rastAo para vihAra karavAno vakhata Ave tyAre e rastAo upara rAga thAya. "sarakAra sArA kAmo kare che.... AvA rastA hoya to vihAra karavAnI paNa majA Ave..." vagere vagere vicAro Ave,...

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- ------------------9 mahAvato --- -- ------------- "AvA rastAo upara mamatva che" enI nizAnI e ke jyAre kharAba rastAo para cAlavAnuM Ave tyAre kheda thAya. "pelA rastA khUba sArA hatA." evo vicAra tarata manamAM praveze. ema pahelA khUba sArA rastA paNa pAchaLathI varasAdAdine kAraNe tUTI jAya ane tyAM vihAra karavAno avasara Ave tyAre paNa AvA vicAro Ave ke "pahelA to A rastA ghaNA sArA hatA, A have varasAdAdinA kAraNe bagaDI gayA...... A badhAthI e sAbita thAya ke e sArA-majAnA rastAo upara paNa mamatva hatuM. (da) koIkane vaLI amuka pATa, amuka Tebala, amuka khurazI khUba ja phAvI jAya. pATa pahoLI ane lAMbI hoya, sanamAIkAdivALI hoya, Tebala paNa badhI rIte sAruM hoya, khurazI khUba anukULa hoya... eTale manamAM e ghuMTAI jAya ke "mAre A ja pATa, TebalAdi vAparavA." ane A mamatvane kAraNe potAnI pATa bIjAne ApI na zake adalAbadalI paNa karI na zake, jo potAnuM Tebala koI laI le to sahana na thAya. e ja Tebala meLavavAno Agraha manamAM Ubho thAya. kadAca e Tebala upara nizAnI paNa karI de, jethI e "potAnuM che" evuM spaSTa thAya, daDha thAya. e TebalAdi na dekhAya to manamAM dhrAsko paDe ke "koNa laI gayuM haze ?" A badhA paNa mamatvanA ja prakAro che. (dha) te te grantho bhaNatI vakhate ghaNI mahenata karIne noTo taiyAra karI hoya, kALI-bhUrIlAla bolapenono vaparAza karIne suMdara maroDavALA akSaro sAthe emAM lakhANa karyuM hoya, koIpaNa jUe to ene gamI jAya evA kalaravALuM, suMdaratAvALuM, chUTA-chUTA akSarovALuM e lakhANa hoya... A noTa sAcavI rAkhavAnuM mana thAya, eTale ja eno parigraha karavA mATe enA poTalA banAvavAmAM Ave. emAM pote taiyAra karelI AvI dasa-vIsa-trIsa noTo saMgharI rAkhe. jayAre paNa mahine, cAra mahine, varSe e poTalA khole, tyAre e badhI noTo pAchI jUe. eTale ja e noTo koI kAmanI na hoya, e noTono je viSaya hoya enA DhagalAbaMdha pustako paNa chapAI gayA hoya, chatAM e noTone paravI na zake. e poTalAnuM visarjana karI na zake. koIka samajAve to paNa enI vAta svIkArI na zake. sAme dasa bahAnA kADhIne paNa e noTone jIvatI rAkhe. emAM vaLI jo poTalAonI herApherI karavAdi kAryomAM kyAMka poTaluM khovAI jAya, to AghAtano pAra na rahe. poTaluM zodhavA mATe puSkaLa prayatna kare. moDhAmAMthI khedanA zabdo TapakyA ja kare ke "mArI noTo gaI. erere ! keTalI badhI mahenata karelI meM ! have zuM thaze ?..." A badhuM paNa parigrahadoSanuM pApa che. (5) koIkane vaLI oghAnI dazIo upara rAga thAya. dazIo ekadama navI hoya, sapheda-sapheda hoya, vadhu pramANamAM hovAthI bharAvadAra hoya, suMvALI hoya, durlabha hoya... -------------------------- 250 -9-09-09 - - - - - - - - - - - -

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-----------sarvathA parigraha vimaNa mahAvrata kare - 9 eTale e dazI melI na thAya e mATe e oghAno vaparAza ocho kare, "oghAthI vAraMvAra pUMjIe to ja ogho melo thAya ne?' e vicArathI pUjavAnuM baMdha kare, ochuM kare, Asana para beThA beThA e dazIone ramADe, ene joIne harSa pAme "keTalI sarasa che" evo uDe uDe bhAva cAlyA kare. bhUlathI jo e dazI kApAdinA melA pANImAM paDavAthI melI thAya, to tarata manamAM jhaTako lAge. "arere ! mAro ogho melo thaI gayo... oghA parano rAga "A mokSanuM sAdhana che." e rIte nahi, paNa e pudgalanI manoharatAne kAraNe hoya to e spaSTapaNe parigraha ja che. (pha) koIkane vaLI potAnA vicAronuM, potAnA ciMtanonuM mamatva hoya. "mArA vicAro, mArA ciMtano keTalA badhA aphalAtUna che. krAMtikArI che..." AvuM AvuM manamAM cAlyA ja kare. ane eTale ja jo bIjA koI e vicAromAM - ciMtanomAM zAstravirodha dekhADe, nukasAno dekhAMDe, e vicArone khoTA sAbita karanArI jaDabesalAka yuktio Ape... to paNa A jIva e svIkArI na zake. pote khUba sArA mAnelA, pALI-poSIne tagaDA karelA vicArone have khoTA, zAstraviruddha svIkAravA ane e vicAro choDI devA... e loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM kaparuM kAma A jIva na karI zake... A badhuM ja svavicAronuM, svacitanonuM mamatva che ane e parigraha che. (ba) je saMgho, je zrAvako, je sahavartIo ApaNI vAta mAne, ApaNane AdarasatkAra Ape, ApaNane bhagavAnatulya mAne... e saMgho-zrAvako-sahavartIo sArA lAge. paNa je saMgho-zrAvako-sahavartIo ApaNI vAta yogya na lAgavAthI na paNa mAne, teo ApaNA badale bIjAne vizeSa Adara-satkAra Ape, ApaNA badale bIjAne bhagavAnatulya mAne.. e badhA kharAba lAge. eTale ja ApaNA mAnelA saMgha-zrAvaka-sahavartInI nAnI nAnI pravRttiono paNa bhAre AnaMda thAya, e zAsananuM kAma lAge, zAsanaprabhAvanA lAge, enI be moDhe prazaMsA thaI ja jAya... paNa ApaNA zrAvako, sahavartIo para rAga che. mATe ja zAsananA kAryo to baMne pakSe thatA hovA chatAM ApaNA gaNAtA lokoe karelA kAryonI prazaMsA thAya che ane pArakA gaNAtA lokonA kAryanI prazaMsA thaI zakatI nathI. A badhAmAM paNa uDe uDe to potAnI jAta uparano mamatvabhAva ja jora mAre che ne ? eTale ja ene poSanArA saMgho vagere sArA-mIThA lAgyA. (bha) jagatanA lAkho padArthomAM, vyaktiomAM jyAM jyAM "A anukULa ! A pratikULa ! A sAruM, A kharAba ! A hAIklAsa ! A thaDaklAsa ! A suMdara, A beDoLa !..." vagere vagere ISTa-aniSTanA gaNito ubhA hoya, tyAM parigraha doSa che. e pAMcamAM mahAvratano bhaMga kare che.

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ja jaje jaja * *jI mahAvato ja have A mahAvratamAM apavAdamArga zuM hoI zake ? e TuMkamAM vicArIe parigrahamAM zuddha apavAda : (ka) viziSTa prabhAvaka sAdhune pradhAno-zrImaMto vagere moTA mANaso maLavA AvatA hoya, teo adharma na pAme, teo dharma pratye AkarSaNa pAme e mATe prabhAvaka sAdhu sapheda - svaccha kapaDAno Agraha rAkhe. "kapaDA melA nathI ne ?" e cakAsI le. melA lAge, to kApa kADhI le ke ziSyAdi pAse kaDhAvI le. ema moDhA upara, dAMta upara, hAtha vagere avayavo upara mela nathI ne? e paNa cakAsI le. jo mela lAge, to ene dUra paNa kare. prabhAvaka sAdhunA melA dAMta joIne gRhastho vicAre ke "A badhA maMjana paNa nathI karatA..." ema melA hAtha, melA mukhAdine joIne paNa evA moTA gRhastho arucivALA bane... A na thAya e mATe ja mAtra ne mAtra e jIvonA bhAvaprANanI rakSA karavA, zAsananI hIlanA aTakAvavA viziSTa sAdhu A badhuM kare to ene koI parigrahadoSa nathI. (kha) koI saMgItakAra madhura kaMThe stavano gAto hoya ane sAdhune enA dvArA prabhubhaktinA bhAvo jAgatA hoya, paramAtmA sAthe premabhAva pragaTato hoya, AMkhamAM AMsuo TapakatA hoya.... to AvA AvA uttama lAbho joIne sAdhu enA stavano sAMbhaLe... to emAM parigrahadoSa nathI. (hA ! saMgItakArane gAvA mATe bolAvavo, manapasaMda gIto gAvAno Adeza karavo... A badhuM sAvadya bane. paNa saMgItakAra koIka prasaMga vageremAM sahaja rIte gAto ja hoya... to emAM enA madhura kaMThanA AlaMbane zubhadhyAna para caDavuM e kaMI khoTuM nathI.) (ga) "jo mAruM zarIra bagaDaze, to mArI badhI ArAdhanA bagaDaze. mATe mAre zarIrane bagaDavA devuM nathI. e mATe huM mArA zarIrane je vastu mAphaka na Ave, e nahi ja vAparuM. je mAphaka AvI haze e ja vAparIza..." Ama mAtra ne mAtra potAnI ArAdhanAo sAcavavAnA lakSyathI sAdhu te te vastuo tyAge, amuka vastuo le .. to emAM koI doSa nathI. ene vastu pratye rAga nathI, paNa e vastu ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane che, mATe ja e vApare che. mATe ja e Arogyane pratikULa vastu na le, Arogyane anukULa vastu le to paNa mamatvavALo na gaNAya. ema TI.bI vageremAM to zarIra TakAvavA mATe ghI - dUdha vagere vigaIo paNa le, vihAranA atiparizramAdimAM zarIrane paNa poSaNa ApavA maSTAnnAdi paNa vApare... chatAM e doSapAtra banato nathI. () potAnAthI pAmelA gRhastho jo usUtra prarUpakonA ke mahAzithilonA paricayAdi karavAnA hoya, to emane aTakAvavA jarUrI che ja. e mATe emane teo - - - - - - - 99 992 52 kakaka kakaka -------

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sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata pAse na javAnuM kahevuM, A badhAmAM 'potAnA bhakto bIjAnA banavA na joIe' evo malinabhAva jo na hoya, mAtra ne mAtra e jIvone unmArgathI bacAvavAno ja karuNAsabhara Azaya hoya to koI ja doSa nathI. ** (ca) potAnuM ja chapAyeluM pustaka pote vAMce paNa e eTalA mATe ke (1) emAM koI khoTI prarUpaNA to thaI nathI gaI ne ? e cakAsaNI karavI hoya. (2) e padArthonuM punarAvartana karavA dvArA emane daDha karavAnI IcchA hoya, (3) e vAMcanathI potAne sArA bhAvo jAgatA hoya... to A mATe potAnuM ja pustaka vAraMvAra vAMce to paNa koI ja doSa nathI. (cha) prakAzavALA sthAnamAM svAdhyAya sAro thAya, jIvadayA sahaja rIte paLAya... e mATe koI saMyamI e sthAnano upayoga kare. ema koIne atigaramI sahana thatI na hoya, puSkaLa parasevo thato hoya... to A mATe te te sthAna mATe teo apekSA rAkhe chatA nirdoSa che. kema ke saMyamAdipAlananA zubhAzayathI ja teo A pramANe kare che. (ja) zArIrika nabaLAI vagerenA kAraNe koIka sAdhu gocarIpANI na lAvI zake, eTale e bIjA kAryo ja kare. mAnasika doSo ubhA thatA hovAthI enAthI bacavA mATe sAdhu gocarInI nA pADe... A badhAmAM te amuka amuka ja kAma karavAnuM svIkAre che. paNa enI pAchaLa koI mamatvabhAva nathI, mATe doSa nathI. (jha) mAgazara-poSanI bhayaMkara ThaMDImAM jo kAmaLI na hovAdi kAraNosara rAtre ArAma na thAya to AkhA divasanI badhI ja ArAdhanA bagaDe, ArtadhyAna thAya. eTale sAdhu ArAdhanAnI rakSA karavA mATe ane ArtadhyAna aTakAvavA mATe pazmInA vagere kAmaLI rAkhe. ziyALA sivAya eno upayoga na kare... to sAdhu nirdoSa che. (Ta) pote je granthonI noTo banAvelI hoya, te granthonA bhASAMtarAdivALA pustako chapAyA na hoya. athavA to e pustako chapAyA hoya to paNa emAM spaSTa na thayelI ghaNI badhI bAbato pote noTamAM lakhI hoya. e grantha agharo hovAthI bhaviSyamAM bhaNAvavA mATe e noTano upayoga karavo anivArya hoya... A badhA kAraNosara IcchA na hovA chatAM paNa sAdhu e noTo sAcave. zakya hoya jJAnabhaMDAramAM jamA karAvI de, jethI pote parigraha rAkhavo na paDe ane bhaviSyamAM jyAre jarura paDe tyAre e noTo meLavI zake. paNa jJAnabhaMDAravALA e noTo rAkhavA taiyAra na thAya, to chevaTe potAnI pAse ja je kharekhara jarurI hoya, eTalI ja noTo rAkhe, bIjI badhI paraThavI de. A rIte karavAmAM sAdhune doSa nathI. (Tha) koIka sAdhune ghaNuM badhuM lakhANa karavAnuM hoya, sAdI-sastI bolapenothI lakhANa karavuM agharu paDe. hAtha duHkhavA lAge. eTale jhaDapathI lakhI zakAya ane hAtha na du:khe e badhA 253

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mahAvrato na (Da) mATe sAdhu moMghI bolapena paNa vApare. emAM e bolapenanA dekhAvAdi pratye koI rAga na hoya. mAtra eno sArI rIte upayoga karavAno ja Azaya hoya to sAdhu nirdoSa ja che. upAzrayamAM rahelI amuka pATomAM kyAMya kANA-khAMcA na hoya. eTale emAM jIvo bharAI javAnI saMbhAvanA na hoya... AvA pATa-Tebala mATe sAdhu Agraha rAkhe. bIjI pATo ke TebalomAM jhUSiratAdine kAraNe jIvavirAdhanAnI saMbhAvanA hovAthI sAdhu, tenI nA pADe... to emAM paNa sAdhune pudgalarAga nathI, milanarAga nathI, paNa saMyamarAga che... mATe emane doSa nathI. (a) mAtA-pitA potAnA upakArI che, eTale e upakArano badalo vALavA mATe sAdhu emane hitazikSA Ape, gurunI saMmati laI emane dharmamArge vALavA prayatna kare. emAM sneharAga nahi, paNa upakArInA upakArano badalo vALavAnI ja ekamAtra bhAvanA hoya, e mATe jarura paDe to vRddha mAtA-pitAne samAdhi ApavA te saMghamAM jaIne rahe, emane roja hitazikSA Ape... A badhuM e mAtra ne mAtra zubhabhAvathI karato hovAthI svajano pratyenA mamatvabhAvavALo na gaNAya. (ta) potAno ziSya kharekhara utkRSTa ArAdhanA kare, kharekhara joradAra svAdhyAya tapAdi kare, ane eTale guru enI bharapUra prazaMsA kare. vaLI, guruno svabhAva ja evo hoya ke svaziSya ke paraziSya... koInA paNa sadguNo joIne eka sarakho harSa thato hoya, pArakAnI paNa prazaMsA teo saraLabhAve be moDhe karI zakatA hoya.... to emaNe karelI ziSyaprazaMsA paNa dharmarAganA pAyA upara ubhI thaI hovAthI koI ja doSa nathI. A amuka dRSTAnto ApyA. A badhAno sAra e ke gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu saMyamapAlana mATe, AtmavirAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe, zAsanahIlanA aTakAvavA mATe, mokSasAdhanA mATe jarurI evA zarIrane TakAvavA mATe... AvA AvA puSTa kAraNosara, rAgadveSa vinA yatanApUrvaka vastuo vadhA2e 2Akhe ke sArI vastu rAkhe, nabaLI vastuo na svIkAre... to paNa emane pAMcamA mahAvratano koI ja doSa lAgato nathI. A rIte ApaNe parigraha mahAvratamAM zuddha apavAda joI gayA. AmAM paNa niraticAra utsarga vagere cha bheda samajI levA emAM zAstrAjJA mujaba sAdhuo 14 ja upakaraNa vApare, sAdhvIjIo 25 ja upakaraNa vApare... emAM kyAMya mamatva na rAkhe. e badhA upakaraNone saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe ja ucita rIte vApare... to A niraticAra utsarga che. 254 XXXXX

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sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata utsargamArganI ArAdhanA karatA karatA paNa kyAreka te te vastumAM saMjvalanarAga pragaTI jAya, mamatva jAgI jAya... to e sAticAra apavAda bane. ghaNA moTA nukasAno Ave to paNa je utsargane pakaDI rAkhe te unmArga utsarga ! dA.ta. atizaya ThaMDImAM sAdhu tharathara dhrUje, 105 DIgrI tAvamAM sAdhune bhayaMkara ThaMDI lAge... e vakhate ArtadhyAna paNa thAya. kadAca moTA nukasAnonI paNa saMbhAvanA hoya chatAM "bhagavAne dhAbaDA vAparavAnI nA pADI che, to huM dhAbaDA nahi ja vAparuM. basa, mAtra be kapaDA ane eka kAmaLIthI ja calAvI laIza... je thavuM hoya te thAya." ema jaDatAne dhAraNa kare, to A unmArga utsarga banI jAya. ema vartamAnamAM kSayopazamanI maMdatAdine kAraNa pustakAdino vaparAza lagabhaga anivArya che. chatAM sAdhu vicAre ke "zAstroe to pustakAdi vAparavAnI nA pADI che. emAM saMyamavirAdhanA vagere DhagalAbaMdha doSo darzAvelA che. mATe mAre to koIpaNa bhoge pustako vAparavA ja nathI. huM badhuM moDhe moDhe ja bhaNIza." have A rIte enI jJAnavRddhi aTake, prata-pustakAdi vinA moDhe moDhe ja bhaNavuM agharuM paDe, na bhaNI zake, pariNAme saMyamapariNita paNa ghaTatI jAya... A badhA ja nukasAno svIkArIne paNa pote 14 vastuthI vadhAre na rAkhavAno niyama pakaDI rAkhe... e unmArga utsarga che. AvuM bIjuM paNa svayaM vicArI levuM. digaMbaro unmArga-utsarganI caramasImAne pAmelA che. eka paNa vastra nahi, eka paNa pAtra nahi... enA kAraNe saMyamasaMbaMdhI DhagalAbaMdha doSo lAgavA chatAM paNa e moTA nukasAno veThIne paNa teo A parigraha svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. dekhAvamAM sAro lAgato emano utsarga spaSTapaNe unmArgarUpa che. e badhA ja jANe che. paNa, ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa AvA koI unmArga-utsarga ghUsI nathI gayAne ? enI tapAsa karavI. bIjAnA doSo jaldI dekhAya, jAtanA doSo bilakula na dekhAya... e jIvanI vicitratA ja che. ApaNe e vicitratAno bhoga na banIe, e kALajI rAkhavI. niraticAra apavAda e che ke gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka vadhAre vastu rAkhe... (A badhI vAta pUrve karI ja gayA chIe.) sAdhu puSTakAraNasara ja parigraha kare, chatAM emAM ayatanA thaI jAya, saMjvalananuM mamatva jAgI jAya, rAga thaI jAya... paNa e saMjvalananA hovAthI ja saMyamapariNAma khatama na thAya... A sAticAra apavAda che. sAdhu kAraNa vinA ja mAtra tIvrarAgabhAvathI prerAIne jAtajAtanI vastuo bhegI 2554

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mahAvrato karato ja rahe. nirdoSa gocarI paNa tIvra AsaktibhAvathI prerAIne vApare, e mATe jAtajAtanI bhAta-bhAtanI AITamo vahorI lAve, emAM svAda mANavA mATenA badhA prayatno karI chUTe... AvuM jo kaMIpaNa thAya to e badhuM unmArga apavAdanuM svarUpa che. prazna : tame digaMbaramatanI vAta karI paNa kharekhara to amane emanI vAta sAcI lAge che. teo taddana nirvastra rahI zake che, e emanI mahAnatA che. ThaMDI-garamI keTalI badhI sahana kare che ! ApaNe vastro vAparIe chIe, eTale ApaNe nabaLA to kharA ja. ApaNe duHkhonA trAsathI vastro-pAtrAo vAparIe chIe, e ApaNo doSa ja che. teo to du:khone sahana kare che... eTale ja ApaNA karatA teo mahAna nathI lAgatA zuM ? uttara : Arya prabhavasvAmIe jema brAhmaNa zayyabhavane kahevaDAvyuM ke '"ao chuM tatva na jJAyate paraM'' evuM ja kaMIka kahevAnuM mana thAya che. tame sAcu tattva samajyA nathI, mATe ja A muzkelI ubhI thaI che. kharI hakIkata jANavI hoya to Avazyaka niryukti, vizeSAvazyaka bhASya, adhyAtmamata parIkSA... syAdvAda ratnAkara... A badhA granthonuM uMDANathI rizIlana karavuM paDe. chatAM teM prazna pUchyo ja che, to keTalIka mahattvanI bAbato tane darzAvuM. (1) kapaDA na paheravA ane pAtrAdi na rAkhavAthI jo digaMbaro mahAna banatA hoya, to vizvamAM karoDo pazuo kapaDA paheratA nathI, pAtrAdi rAkhatA nathI. re ! digaMbaro to hajI makAnAdimAM rahetA haze. jyAre karoDo pazuo to jaMgalamAM rahenArA che. koNa mahAna ? e karoDo pazuo ? e badhA vaMdanIya banaze ? mokSamArganA ArAdhaka gaNAze ? 350 gAthAnA stavanamAM mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che ke "jo kaSTe muni mAraga pAve, baLada thAya to sAro. bhAra vahe ne tADave bhamato, khamato gADha prahAro." jo kaSTo sahana karavA mAtrathI ja muni mokSamArgano ArAdhaka banato hoya, to to e baLada bane e vadhu sAruM. kema ke e bhAra vahana kare che, taDake bhame che ane gADha prahAro sahana kare che. (2) digaMbaro ThaMDI sahana karI zake to to barAbara. paNa jeo ThaMDI sahana na karI zake emanA mATe sAro upAya kayo ? sahana na thAya to paNa ArtadhyAna karIneya sahana karavuM e upAya to khoTo ja che. kemake ArtadhyAnayI to puSkaLa pApa baMdhAya. e vakhate maraNa thAya to durgati thAya. AyuSyano baMdha thAya to durgatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya. have be upAyo bAkI rahe che. kAM to vastro vAparavA. kAM to tApaNuM ka2vuM. tame * 256***** XX

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nA - - - - - sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata ke 9-9-9-09--- ja kaho ke pakAyanI ghorahiMsA thAya evuM tApaNuM sAruM? ke vastro vAparavA yogya ? have jo koIka digaMbaro tApaNuM karAve, to zuM e yogya gaNAze ? (3) "tIrthakaro ane jinakalpIo vastra-pAtrAdi rAkhatA nathI, mATe ApaNe paNa e badhu na rAkhavuM" AvuM jo mAnavAnuM hoya to mugdhatA che. A to "kSama cattA haMsa zI rAta'' kAgaDo haMsanI jema cAlavA jAya, to paga tUTI jAya. ema chellA saMghayaNa vALAo pahelA saMghayAdivALAonI jema cAlavA jAya to herAna ja thavAnA. "lAMbA bhego TuMko jAya, mare nahi to mAMdo thAya" A kahevata ahIM barAbara baMdhabesatI che. vaLI mahattvanI vAta to e ke tIrthaMkaro paNa vastrAdhArI hatA. jinakalpIo paNa traNa traNa vastronA dhAraka paNa hoI zake che, tathA jo teo pAse viziSTa labdhi na hoya to teo paNa pAtrAdi rAkhe ja che. paNa A badhI vAta digaMbaro svIkAratA ja nathI. * Azcarya to e che ke tIrthakaro, jinakalpIo zuM morapIMcha rAkhatA hatA? kamaMDalu rAkhatA hatA? cazmA rAkhatA hatA? vihAramAM mANaso rAkhatA hatA? gADI sAthe rAkhatA hatA?.. evI to sekaDo bAbato che ke jene tIrthakaro AcaratA na hatA, chatAM digaMbaro to e Acare ja che. to mAtra vastra-pAtra ja na vAparavA mATeno kadAgraha zenA mATe ? (4) pAtrA na hovAthI judA judA gharethI thoDuM thoDuM vahoravuM zakya na bane, eTale eka ja jagyAe potAnA mATe badhI vastu banAvaDAvavI paDe, e ja vahoravuM paDe ane e ja vAparavuM paDe. A rIte puSkaLa jIvavirAdhanA karAvavI paDe... e zuM mAnya che ? A hiMsA thAya to pahelA mahAvratano ghAta na thAya? prazna : paNa e to apavAda hoya ne? tame ja to badhA apavAda batAvyA che. vaLI zvetAMbaro paNa AdhAkarmAdi vApare ja che ne ? to ame paNa apavAdamArge AdhAkarmI vAparIe to zuM vAMdho ? utsarga mArge hiMsA na karAya, e kabula ! paNa ame to apavAdamArge A hiMsA karAvIne doSita vAparIe chIe. mATe amane doSa na lAge. uttara : zAbAza ! jo pahelA mahAvratamAM apavAda hoya, hiMsA karavA chatAM doSa na lAge e mAnya hoya to pAMcamAM mahAvratamAM paNa apavAda hoya ne ? utsarga mArge vastro na rAkhavA, paNa apavAdamArge vastra rAkhIe to doSa na ja lAge. ame to A vAta mAnIe ja chIe. eTale ja ame apavAda mArge doSita gocarI vAparavAmAM doSa mAnatA nathI. paNa A vAta tamane mAnya che ? pahelAM mahAvratamAM apavAda mAnavo. pAMcamAM mahAvratamAM apavAda na mAnavo... A badhuM tame kayA AdhAre mAno cho ?

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mahAvato jA jA jA - (5) digaMbaro to mAtra vagere karavA mATenA pyAlA paNa na rAkhI zake ne ? kemake e paNa parigraha kahevAya. have comAsAmAM cArebAju nigodAdi hoya, e vakhate teo pyAlA na hovAthI nigoda upara cAlIne ja ekAMtasthAnamAM jaze ane tyAM Thalle-mAtru jaI Avaze. - pyAlo hoya to emAM mAtra karIne paraThavI zakAya, e mATe dUra sudhI javuM na paDe. paNa pyAlo na hoya to sIdhA mAtru javA dUra javuM paDe. eTale nigodAdinI virAdhanA thAya. vaLI bahAra varasAda cAlu hoya to pyAlAmAM mAtra jaIne varasAda baMdha thAya e pachI paraThavavA jaI zakAya. eTale varasAdanI virAdhanA ochI thAya. jenI pAse pyAlo ja nathI, teNe to cAlu varasAde mAtru javuM paDaze. Ama virAdhanA vadhaze. A ja vAta spaMDila mATe paNa samajI levI. (6) koI digaMbara sAdhu mAMdo paDe, ubho paNa na thaI zake... e vakhate ene gocarI-pANI-auSadha vagere koNa lAvI Ape? kevI rIte lAvI Ape? sAthenA sAdhuo pAse pAtrA to che nahi, eTale teo to A mAMdA sAdhu mATe auSadhAdi kevI rIte lAve? e vakhate gRhasthoe ja e sAdhu mATenI badhI vastu sAdhu pAse vAsaNomAM lAvavI paDaze, emAMthI e mAMdo sAdhu vastuo leze ane vAparaze. Ama ADakataro to vAsaNono upayoga paNa thaI ja gayo. vaLI A rIte gRhastho sAmethI gocarI lAve eTale abhyAhata, sthApanA vagere doSo paNa lAge ja. (7) digaMbara sAdhuo rastAmAM vihAra kare, tyAre emanI nagnatAne lIdhe loko mazkarI kare, kadAca parezAna kare ane mAre paNa kharA. A badhI zAsanahIlanA to ghaNuM moTuM nukasAna che. (8) rastAmAM lokonI herAnagatithI bacavA mATe prAyaH emaNe sAthe amuka mANaso rAkhavA paDe che. have jo vastra e parigraha che, to A rIte mANaso rAkhavA e parigraha nathI? prazna : A mANaso to herAnagati na thAya e mATe rAkhelA che, rAga bhAvathI nahi? uttara : to vastro paNa ThaMDI vagerethI ArtadhyAnAdi na thAya, e mATe ja rAkhelA che. emAM kaMI vastra para rAga nathI. prazna : bhale vastra para rAga na hoya, paNa zarIra upara to rAga che ja ne ? to ja enI rakSA mATe kapaDA rAkhavA paDe ne ? uttara : ema to digaMbaro bhale ne sAthe rAkhelA mANaso upara rAmavALA na hoya, paNa teo paNa potAnA zarIra para to rAgavALA ja gaNAze ne ? mATe ja enI rakSA mATe mANaso rAkhavA paDe che ne ? ja che ke je loko je (2 58 - --------------

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------- sarvathA parigraha viramaNa mahAvrata ---------- prazna : vastro zarIrane aDe che, mATe parigraha jyAre e mANaso kaMI zarIrane aDakADIne nathI rAkhelA, eTale te parigraha na kahevAya, mATe vastramAM doSa, paNa mANaso rAkhavAmAM koI doSa nahi. uttara : A kevI vAhiyAta dalIla ! abajopationA abajo rUpiyA tijorImAM paDelA che. zarIrane aDelA nathI. to zuM emano parigraha na gaNAya ? rAjayano mAlika rAjA che. paNa ene kaMI AkhuM rAjaya to aDeluM ja nathI, to rAjaya paNa eno parigraha nahi ja ne ? re ! vastro zarIrane aDelA rahe che, mATe parigraha ! to jamIna paNa zarIrane aDelI ja rahe che, to e paNa parigraha ja gaNAze ne ? cAre bAjuthI pavana paNa zarIrane aDe che, to e paNa parigraha gaNAze ne ? prazna : jamInane ke havAne ApaNe sAme cAlIne nathI aDatA, paNa e sahaja rIte ja ApaNane sparze che. jyAre vastro to ApaNe cAhIne paherIe chIe, mATe e doSa gaNAya. uttara : zuM kAMTAvALI, kAcavALI, AgavALI, khIlAvALI jamIna para ApaNe paga mUkIe chIe ? nahi ja ne ? e vakhate jyAM kAMTA-kAca-Aga-khIlA na hoya tyAM ja paga mUkIe chIe e to anubhava che ja. to A rIte jamInano sparza to cAhIne ja karavAmAM Ave che. eTale e paNa parigraha bane ja.. (9) sAMbhaLyuM che ke pazu-pakSIoe nahi boTeluM eThuM nahi kareluM) evuM ja pANI digaMbarasAdhuo vApare che. have evuM pANI badhe to zI rIte maLe? eTale jyAre vihAro karavAnA hoya, tyAre sau prathama gADI mokalIne Thera Thera tapAsa karAvaDAvavI paDe, jyAM jyAM evuM pANI na maLe, tyAM bIjA sthAnomAMthI pANI maMgAvavuM paDe... A badhA mATe seMkaDo ki.mI. gADI doDe e keTalo badho moTo doSa ! AvI to aneka bAbato che. ApaNo siddhAnta bahu ja spaSTa che ke mUcha-mamatva e ja parigraha che. mUcha hoya to tadana bhikhArImAM bhikhArI paNa parigrahavALo che. mUcha na hoya to ghaNI sAmagrIvALo jIva paNa aparigrahI che. | digaMbaranA matamAM to gRhasthaliMgasiddha nAmano bheda maLaze ja nahi. kema ke enI pAse to parigraha che ja, vastra, dhana, ghara, vagere badhuM ja che. zvetAMbaramatamAM A vAMdho nathI. kemake A bAhyaparigraha hovA chatAM paNa bhAvadhArAmAM caDelA jIvane mamatvano viccheda thaI jAya eTale kaivalyanI - mokSanI prApti sulabha che. jema digaMbaro tIrthakaronA, jinakalpIonA AcArane pakaDI rAkhIne kadAgrahI ------------------------ 259 ------------------------

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--- ---- ---- ja na mahAvrato ja -----4-4-9-4-9 banyA, ema ApaNe nathI banavuM. jema digaMbaro saMghayaNabheda, kALabheda, jIvabheda vagerene samajI na zakyA, ema ApaNe nathI karavuM. Aje jo zvetAMbaro paNa navA navA kadAgrahono bhoga bane ke "bhUtakALanA sAdhuo to A badhI vastuo vAparatA na hatA, ApaNe vAparIe te khoTuM ja kahevAya.to e paNa navo diMgabaramata sthApavA jevuM thAya che jo bhUtakALa jevI ja paristhiti te te bAbatomAM atyAre paNa hoya to to emanI vAta mAnya ja che. paNa paristhitimAM dharakhama pheraphAra thayA pachI paNa e ja jUnI vAtane pakaDI rAkhavAno Agraha rAkhavo e to AtmaghAtI pagaluM che. pahelAnA sAdhuo pustakAdi vAparatA na hatA, mATe ApaNe paNa na ja vaparAya, pahelAnA sAdhuo bolapena vagere vAparatA na hatA, mATe ApaNe paNa na ja vaparAya, pahelAnA sAdhuo prata-pustakAdi chapAvatA na hatA, mATe ApaNe paNa na ja chapAvAya, AvI aneka bAbato che. zuM A yogya che ? ApaNI vAta to eTalI ja che ke gItArtha sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka koIpaNa parigrahAdi doSa seve e nirdoSa ja che, e karmano kSaya ja kare che. jeo A vAta na samajI zake teo jinazAsananA marmane sAcI rIte samajyA nathI, ema mAnavuM paDe. parigrahasaMbaMdhamAM caturbhagI A pramANe batAUM che ke (1) dravyathI parigraha che. + bhAvathI parigraha nathI. je sAdhu mamatva vinAno che, ane ucita saMyamopakaraNone dhAraNa kare che, tene dravyathI parigraha che, bhAvathI nathI (2) dravyathI parigraha nathI + bhAvathI parigraha che. je bhikhArI vagerenI pAse dhanAdi kazuM nathI, paNa e badhuM meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA khUba che... teone A bIjA bhAgo lAge. (3) dravyathI parigraha che + bhAvathI parigraha che. je zrImaMto hajI paNa vadhune vadhu kamAvAnI lAlasAvALA hoya, teone A bhAMgo lAge. (4) dravyathI parigraha nathI + bhAvathI parigraha nathI. siddha bhagavaMto tathA apekSAe vastra-pAtrAdi vinAnA jinakalpikAdio A bhAMgAmAM Ave. A rIte ahIM pAMcamuM mahAvrata saMpUrNa thAya che. jA jA jA jA jA 260 = - - - - - - -

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17. sUtro...vritono. mAvo...jaja prazna : tame pAMceya mahAvratomAM eka vAta karI che ke jo gItArtha ke gItArthanizrita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanA pUrvaka koIpaNa doSa seve, hiMsA-jUTha-corI-parigraha kare to e nirdoSa che. ene pratijJAno bhaMga thato nathI. sAdhue to pramAdayogathI hiMsAdi na karavAno ja niyama lIdho hovAthI emAM koIpaNa doSa lAgato nathI. TUMkamAM dravyahiMsA, dravyajUTha vagerenI bAdhA sAdhue lIdhI ja nathI, eTale dravyahiMsA thAya emAM sAdhu taddana nirdoSa che... evo tamAro kahevAno bhAva hato. A vAta barAbara ne? paNa have jUo: zrI pAkisUtramAM to ApaNe spaSTapaNe bolIe chIe ke dravyo jaM paUTHvA chatu nInivAsu.. SaDUjIvanikAyamAMthI koIpaNa jIva mare e dravyathI hiMsA ! AkhA lokamAM kyAMya paNa koIpaNa jIva mare e kSetrathI hiMsA ! divase ke rAtre koIpaNa kALe jIva mare e kALathI hiMsA ! rAgathI ke dveSathI... koIpaNa prakAre jIva mare e bhAvathI hiMsA! ema bAkInA mahAvratomAM paNa A ja rIte ApaNe bolIe chIe. have ApaNe to A dravyahiMsAdinI paNa bAdhA lIdhI ja che. A sUtra uparathI e vAta ekadama spaSTapaNe samajI zakAya che. to tame kayA AdhAre AnI nA pADo cho? e amane samajAtuM nathI. ApanuM prarUpaNa zAstraviruddha hoya evuM amane lAgyA kare che... uttara : nA. ame darzAvelo padArtha zAstrAnusArI ja che. sauprathama to tane zAstrapATho ja darzAvuM ane pachI e aMgenI yuktio paNa vicArazuM. - zrI dharmaparIkSAgranthamAM mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke dravyabhAvobhayaspasya kevalabhAvaspasya ca prANAtipAtAdeH vratabhaGgaspatvena ziSTalokagarhaNIyatvAt je hiMsA - jUTha dravya ane bhAva baMne rUpe che, ke je hiMsA - jUTha mAtra bhAva rUpa che. e ja vratanA bhaMga rUpe che. ane mATe te ja ziSyalokamAM niMdanIya che. (arthAt mAtra dravyahiMsA, dravyajUTha e vratanA bhaMga rUpa che ja nahi..) dharmaparIkSA - 45 . yattUktaM - dravyato'pi hiMsAyAH kRtapratyAkhyAnabhaMGgenAlocanAviSayatvamiti - tajjainasiddhAntaparibhASAjJAnA'bhAvavibhbhitam / dravyAdyAzrayeNa hiMsAdibhAvasyaiva pratyAkhyAtatvAta, dravyahiMsAdinA hiMsAdi pratyAkhyAnabhaMgAbhAvAt / dharmaparIkSA gAthA - papa pUrvapakSe je kaheluM ke "dravyathI paNa hiMsA karo to e hiMsA e karAyelA jAna - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 261 - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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ja 99 jala ja na jaja ja e mahAvato jA je je je paccakkhANano bhaMga thato hovAthI AlocanAno viSaya bane che" e vAta jaina siddhAntanI paribhASAnA ajJAnanA kAraNe ubhI thayelI jANavI. kema ke kharekhara to dravya, kSetrAdinA AdhAre hiMsAdinA bhAvanuM ja paccakakhANa karAyeluM che. eTale (jo bhAvahiMsA na hoya to) dravyahiMsA vagere dvArA hiMsAdinA paccakakhANano bhaMga thato nathI. e pratijJAno bhaMga thato nathI. uparanA pAThanA AdhAre ekadama spaSTa rUpe samajI zakAya che ke sAdhuoe mAtrane mAtra bhAvahiMsA, bhAvajUTha...nI ja bAdhA lIdhI che. dravyahiMsAdinI nahi. pAkSikasUtramAM ApaNe je bUmo vagere bolIe chIe e badhAmAM bhAvahiMsAnI ja bAdhA che. e vAta uparanA pAThamAM joI ja gayA chIe. chatAM A pAThane vadhu spaSTa rIte samajIe. prathama mahAvrata (1) dravyathI : huM pakAyamAMthI koIpaNa jIvane pramAdathI (rAga-dveSAdithI) nahi mAruM. (2) kSetrathI huM caudarAja lokamAM koIpaNa sthAnamAM koIpaNa jIvane pramAdathI nahi mAruM. (3) kALathI : huM divase ke rAtre koIpaNa kALe koIpaNa jIvane pramAdathI nahi mAruM. (4) bhAvathI : huM hiMsA aMgenA rAga-dveSAdi pramAdo nahi karuM. dvitIya mahAvata : (1) dravyathI : dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, kALa, AtmA ane pugala A cha dravyo che. huM AmAMthI ekapaNa dravyasaMbaMdhamAM pramAdathI jUTha nahi boluM. (2) kSetrathI : loka ane aloka e koIpaNa kSetra aMge huM pramAdathI jUTha nahi boluM. (3) kALathI : divase ke rAtre koIpaNa kALa aMge ke koIpaNa kALamAM huM pramAdathI jUTha nahi boluM. (4) bhAvathI : huM jUTha aMgenA rAgadveSAdi pramAdo nahi karuM. tRtIya mahAvrata : (1) dravyathI : je pakaDI zakAya, dhAraNa karI zakAya evA koIpaNa dravyanI huM pramAdathI corI nahi karuM. (2) kSetrathI : gAmamAM, nagaramAM ke jaMgalamAM kyAMya huM pramAdathI corI nahi karuM. (3) kALathI : divase ke rAtre kyAreya huM pramAdathI corI nahi karuM.

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-o...vRitao...jAtao...mAvo... ** (4) bhAvathI : huM corI aMgenA rAgadveSAdi pramAdo nahi sevuM paMcama mahAvrata : (1) dravyathI : huM sacitta, acitta ke mizra koIpaNa vastuno pramAdathI parigraha nahi karuM. (2) kSetrathI : huM AkhAya lokamAM kyAMya paNa koIpaNa kSetrano pramAdathI parigraha niha karuM. arthAt koIpaNa kSetramAM rahelI vastu 52 mamatva nahi karuM. (3) kALathI : huM koIpaNa kALe koIpaNa vastumAM mamatva nahi karuM. athavA to huM divasarUpI kALa para ke rAta rUpI kALa para mamatAvALo nahi banuM. (4) bhAvathI : parigraha aMgenA rAgAdi pramAdone huM nahi sevuM. Ama dareke darekamAM pramAdanI ja - rAgadveSAdinI ja bAdhA levAmAM AvI che. dravya, kSetra, kALano ullekha to mAtra samajaNa pUrato che. e rAgadveSAdi zemAM thaI zake ? e padArthanI spaSTatA mATe ja che. khUba uMDANapUrvaka A badhA padArtho vicAravA. prazna : tame SaTkAyanI ja hiMsAnI bAdhA kema lIdhI ? uttara H hiMsA to jIvanI ja thAya ne ? eTale chakAya saMbaMdhI saghaLA jIvanI pramAdathI hiMsA na karavAnI bAdhA lIdhI che. prazna : paNa koI doraDAne sApa samajIne lAkaDIo mAre, thAMbhalAne cora samajIne ghA kare to tyAM to ajIvanI paNa hiMsA thAya ja che ne ? uttara : AyuSyAdi dravyaprANono viyoga e dravyahiMsA che. doraDA vageremAM to e dravyaprANa ja nathI, mATe hiMsA ja kyAM che ? hA ! mAravAnA adhyavasAya rUpI bhAvahiMsA ja. bIjI vAta e ke vyavahAramAM hiMsA jIvanI ja gaNAya che, jaDanI nahi. "huM A sApane mArI nAMkhuM, huM A corane mArI nAMkhuM." vagere vyavahAra thAya. paNa A ghaDAne mArI nAMkhuM, huM A doraDAne mArI nAMkhuM." vagere vyavahAra prAyaH thato nathI. bAkI paramArtha to e che ja ke jIvamAM ke jaDamAM jo mAravAno adhyavasAya thAya to e bhAvahiMsA gaNAze ja. prazna H mAtra lokamAM ja hiMsA na karavAnI pratijJA kema ? zuM alokamAM hiMsA na karavAnI pratijJA nathI levAnI ? uttara H alokamAM jIva ja nathI, eTale tyAM hiMsAno saMbhava nathI. alokamAM ApaNe jaI zakatA nathI, eTale ApaNe paNa tyAM jaI zakavAnA ja nathI. eTale prasiddha vyavahArane anusAre A pratijJA lIdhI che. bAkI to zatru upara gusse thayelo jo koI 26 3

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------------------- mahAvrato --------- --- 9-9-se-semugdha jIva ema vicAre ke "mArA duzmana alokamAM pahoMcI jAya ne ? to paNa huM ene mAryA vinA rahevAno nathI" to A alokakSetranI apekSAe bhAvahiMsA gaNAze ja. prazna : divase ke rAtre hiMsA na karavI, eno artha evo paNa thaI zake ne ? ke Ane mAre divase nathI mAravo. rAtre mArIza, jethI koIne khabara na paDe." AvA vicAra pUrvaka rAtre mAravAmAM Ave, to e rAtrikALanI pradhAnatApUrvakanI hiMsA thayelI gaNAya. ema "atyAre to rAta che, ene zodhavo bhAre che. divase amuka sthAne e maLaze tyAre mArIza" Ama vicArapUrvaka divase mAravAmAM Ave, to e divasakALanI mukhyatAthI hiMsA thayelI gaNAya. A artha barAbara ? uttara : hA! A rIte bIjI paNa je je vivakSAo maLatI hoya e badhI vicArI zakAya. prazna : mRSAvAda badhA ja dravyomAM kevI rIte saMbhave ? uttara : e to sAva sIdhI vAta che. dharmAstikAyAdi koIpaNa padArtha aMge zAstraviruddha prarUpaNA karIe, to e mRSAvAda banavAno. Ama tamAma dravyomAM mRSAvAda saMbhave che. (hA ! e aMgenA apavAdanI vAta to ApaNe pUrve vicArI ja gayA chIe.) prazna : paNa alokamAM mRSAvAda zI rIte bolAya ? ' ' uttara : alokamAM jaIne mRSAvAda bolavAnI vAta nathI. paNa alokasaMbaMdhamAM mRSAvAda bolavAnI vAta che. "aloka che ja nahi, hoya to paNa eno kyAMya aMta to mAnavo ja paDe...' vagere vagere bAbato bolavI e aloka saMbaMdhI mRSAvAda ja che ne? e ja vAta kALasaMbaMdhamAM paNa samajavI. divasane badale rAta, rAtane badale divasa, tithinI kSaya-vRddhi zAstraviruddha rIte darzAvI.... A badhuM kALasaMbaMdhI mRSAvAda gaNAze. hA ! e badhAmAM apavAdamArganI to vAta ja nyArI che. prazna : corI mAtra grahaNa-dhAraNIya dravyonI ja batAvI, e zA mATe ? uttara : mAlike nahi ApelI vastunuM grahaNa karavuM e corI che. have je vastu pakaDI ja zakAya ema na hoya enI corI to zI rIte thavAnI? je pakaDI zakAya enI ja corI thavAnI. eTale sUtramAM lakhyuM che ke grahaNa karI zakAya evI vastunI corI... prazna : cIne bhAratano amuka bhAga pacAvI pADyo, to e corI ja kahevAya che. paNa have e to AkAza ja che, khullI jagyA ja che... e kaMI grAhya nathI, to enI corI zI rIte gaNAze ?

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-------------janma vadhyo....dvito...vAto...bhAvo. ----------------- uttara : nIcenI dharatI to pRthvIkAya ja che. pudgalarUpa che. enI corIno to saMbhava che ja ne ? eTale tyAM AkAzanI corI nahi, paNa dharatInI corI gaNI zakAya. prazna : vimAno AkAzamAM pAkistAnanI aMdara ghUsI jAya. to tyAre paNa bolAya che ke "bhArate corI-chUpIthI pAkistAnamAM ghUsaNakhorI karI...." ahIM to jamIna paNa nathI. mAtra AkAza che. e AkAza paNa pAkistAnI mAlikInuM gaNAya che, mATe ja to tyAM praveza karanAra vimAna zikSApAtra bane che. to ahIM to agrAhya AkAzanI paNa corI thaI ne ? " uttara : A badhI apekSAe vicArIe to agrAhya vastunI paNa corI gaNI zakAya kharI, paNa moTA bhAge to grAhya vastuonI ja corI gaNI che, eTale e nirUpaNa yogya ja che. vaLI mahattvanI vAta e ke yuddhakSetramAM paNa jamInayuddhanuM mahatva ja vadhAre che. AkAzamAM vimAno ghUsI jAya eTalA mAtrathI vijaya nathI gaNAto, bhUmidaLa nIcenI jamInane haDapa kare, to ja e vijaya gaNAya che. AkAzamAMthI vimAno nIce bhUmidaLane yuddhamAM sahAyaka cokkasa bane, paNa aMtima vijaya to bhUmidaLanA AdhAre nakkI thAya che. A hakIkata e darzAve che ke paramArthathI to grAhya vastunI ja corI gaNI zakAya. prazna : jema AkhAya lokamAM kyAMya hiMsA nahi karavAnI bAdhA lIdhI. tema AkhAya lokamAM kyAMya corI nahi karavAnI bAdhA paNa hovI joIe ne ? ene badale gAmamAM, nagaramAM ke jaMgalamAM corI nahi karavAnI bAdhA kema darzAvI ? tyAM paNa savva no zabda lakhavo joIe ne ? uttara : AmAM ema lAge che ke ghaNI dUra rahelI vastu para paNa dveSanA kAraNe mArI nAMkhavAnA ke rAganA kAraNe mamatvanA vicAro cokkasa AvI zake. jyAM pote pahoMcI ja nathI zakavAno, evA sthAnomAM rahelA jIvAdi pratye dveSa ane rAganA kAraNe mArI nAMkhavAnA ane mamatvanA vicAro cokkasa AvI zake, paNa e vastu corI levAnA, mAlikane pUchyA vinA taphaDAvI levAnA vicAro moTA bhAge na ja Ave. dA.ta. amerikAmAM beThelA buza vagere upara koIne gusso Ave, "e marI jAya to sAruM' evA vicAro Ave. Ama dUra rahelI vastumAM paNa bhAvahiMsA saMbhave. ema dUra rahelI vastunuM citra joI ke vAto sAMbhaLIne emAM mamatva utpanna thAya e paNa saMbhave. paNa dUra rahelI vastumAM "enA mAlikane pUchyA vinA huM laI lauM, taphaDAvI lauM" AvA vicAro prAyaH na saMbhave. eTale pahelA ane pAMcamAM mahAvratamAM saMbUno zabda lIdho che, jyAre trIjA mahAvratamAM ne vA nA vA ane vA zabda lIdho che. A pramANe be vacce bheda samajavo. jA jA jA jA - 265 rAja jaja

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mahAvrato prazna H cothA mahAvrata saMbaMdhamAM tame kyAMya pramAda zabdano ullekha kema nathI karyo? uttara H hiMsA, jUTha, corI, parigraha e rAgadveSAdi pramAdathI paNa thAya ane enA vinA paNa thAya. eTale tyAM pramAda zabdano ullekha jarurI hato. paNa abrahmasevana to rAga vinA zakya nathI, eTale badhuM ja abrahmasevana pramAdathI ja hoya che, mATe pramAda zabdano ullekha karavAnI jarura nathI. A vAta pUrve jaNAvI ja dIdhI che. prazna : sAdhuo to mAtra tIrAlokamAM ja che, to emane urdhva-adho-tirchA... e traNeya lokamAM abrahmasevana zakya ja nathI, to mAtra tIrhAlokanA abrahmanI ja bAdhA levAnI hoya ne ? je azakya che, enI bAdhA zuM ? uttara : tamArI vAta barAbara nathI. (1) pazcimamahAvidehano amuka bhAga adholokamAM che, ane emAM sAdhuo che. vaLI bharatakSetranA sAdhuo paNa jaMghAdi labdhinA baLe jyAre AkAzamAM uDI navaso yojanathI upara jAya, tyAre teo urdhvalokamAM ja pahoMcI jAya che. tyAM devIovidyAdharIo vagere hoI ja zake che. Ama sAdhuo traNeya lokamAM hoI zake che, eTale emane traNeya loka saMbaMdhI strIo sAthe abrahmasevanano saMbhava to che ja, eTale ja enI bAdhA levI jarurI che. (2) bhalene sAdhu ahIM tIphLalokamAM hoya, paNa urdhvalokanI devIo ane adholokanI devIo ahIM AvI zake che. e devIo sAdhu para rAgavALI bane ke sAdhu emanA para rAgavALo bane... e rIte tIrAlokamAM rahIne paNa traNeya lokanI strIo sAthe abrahmasevana saMbhavita ja che. eTale enI pratijJA yogya ja che. (3) mAno ke sAdhu urdhvalokamAM ke adholokamAM na jAya, ke urdhvalokanI ane adholokanI strIo ahIM na Ave... to paNa sAdhu urdhvalokanI devIo saMbaMdhI ane adholokanI devIo saMbaMdhI vAto jANIne-sAMbhaLIne emanA pratye rAgavALo - vikAravALo banI zake ne ? mATe ja to te te devIone meLavavA mATe niyANA paNa saMbhavita che ja ne ? eTale bhAva maithuna to traNeya lokanI devIo sAthe zakya che, mATe enI bAdhA yogya ja che. prazna : maithuna to rAga bhAvathI ja thAya. e kaMI dveSathI na thAya. to A sUtramAM kema A pramANe lakhyuM che ke "maithuna rAgathI ke dveSathI thAya...' uttara : maithunasevana vakhate rAga hoya, e vAta sAcI. paNa enI pAchaLa dveSabhAva paNa hoI zake kharo. dA.ta. koIka puruSane koIka strI para bhayaMkara dveSa hoya, e dveSathI prerAIne puruSa vicAre ke "huM Ane bhraSTa karuM. enA satItvanA ahaMkArane bhAMgI nAMkhu" ane e rIte 266

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------------ janma bUmo.. vigo....no...bhAvo... - - - - - - - - - te baLajabarI kare, to A bhArobhAra dveSathI thayeluM maithuna sevana che, ema kahI zakAya. eTale A rIte dveSathI paNa maithuna-sevana zakya che. prazna: jema mRSAvAda badhA ja dravyomAM darzAvyo, tema parigraha paNa badhA ja dravyomAM darzAvavo joIe ne? ene badale sacitta, acitta ane mizra dravyomAM ja kema parigraha darzAvyo? uttara : Ama to dharmAstikAyAdi dravyo paNa acitta dravya che. chatAM vyavahAra evo che ke je sacitta hoya ane pachI acitta baneluM hoya, e vastu acittadravya gaNavI. arthAt rUpIdravyo acitta gaNAya. sAra e ke ahIM sacitta, acitta ane mizra dravyo tarIke rUpI dravyo ja levA, arUpI dravyo nahi. AnuM kAraNa e ke mamatva to rUpIdravyomAM ja thAya che ne ? dharmAstikAya vagere to arUpI dravyo che, emAM rAga thato nathI, mamatva thatuM nathI. eTale A dravyono ullekha karelo che. prazna : ApaNane te te jIva pratye mamatva to thAya ja che ne ? "A mAro dIkaro, A mAro ziSya..." vagere. jIva to arUpI ja che. to arUpImAM paNa mamatva zakya ja che, eTale rUpI dravyomAM ja mamatva thAya evo niyama nathI. uttara : apekSAe tamArI vAta khoTI nathI. paNa te te jIva pratyenuM mamatva paNa kharekhara to te te jIvanA zarIra tarapha ja vyakta thatuM hoya che. tyAM arUpI AtmA para mamatva nathI, paNa e arUpI AtmA sAthe abhedabhAve joDAyelA zarIra upara mamatva pragaTa thAya che. eTale e dRSTithI vicArIe to rUpI dravyamAM mamatva hovAnI vAta ekaMdare ghaTI zake che. prazna : ghaNAne khulluM AkAza joIne enA para rAga thato hoya che, to A paNa arUpI AkAzamAM ja mamatva thayuM ne ? uttara : tame ja kaho ke je AkAzane rUpa ja nathI, e AkAzane koNa joI zake ? have jo AMkhethI AkAza dekhAya ja nahi, to ene joIne enA para rAga thavAnI vAta paNa kema ghaTI zake ? - AkAzamAM nIlaraMga vagereno bhrama thAya che, ane evA nIlA AkAzane joIne rAga thAya che. Ama A mamatva paNa kharekhara to rUpIdravyanA bhramane AdhAre ja che. chatAM A badhA nirUpaNo vyavahArathI che, eTale arUpI dravyomAM paNa amuka apekSAe rAga thato hoya to paNa vyavahAramAM to rUpI dravyono rAga ja prasiddha ane anubhavasiddha hovAthI e pramANe nirUpaNa karavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. prazna : dareka mahAvratomAM bhAvataH zabdanA artha rUpe rAga ane dveSa ja jaNAvelA 29-9--09--9-9-9-09-09 - - - - 267 999 - - - - - - -

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ja --------- -----mahAvato - -- ----------- che. jyAre ahIM pAMcamAM mahAvratamAM je vA mA vA zabda paNa joDelo che. vastu alpakiMmatanI hoya ke vadhu kiMmatanI hoya e kaMI bhAva kahevAya ? bhAva to AtmAnA adhyavasAyarUpa che ne ? A nAnI-moTI kiMmata e kaMI adhyavasAya thoDo che ? uttara: bhAva zabdanA artho ghaNA che. vastunA paryAya paNa bhAva zabdathI oLakhAya. vastu moMghI hovI, sastI hovI... A badhA enA paryAyo che. jIvone vastunA A paryAyone AdhAre paNa rAga-dveSa thatA hoya. ghaNI sArI vastu paNa jo sastI hoya, to emAM tarata rAga thAya. "ATalI sastI, ane suMdara !" ema zrImaMtone moMghI vastu para rAga thAya. vastu sastI hoya, to emane na game. moMghA kapaDA, moMghA ghareNA, moMghI gADI... Ama vastunA A paryAyone AdhAre paNa rAgAdi utpanna thAya e anubhava siddha hakIkata che. cAlo, ghaNA badhA praznonA samAdhAna ApI dIdhA. mULavAta eTalI ja che ke sAdhue kharI bAdhA to mAtra ne mAtra bhAvahiMsA, bhAvajUTha, bhAvacorI, bhAvamaithuna, bhAvaparigrahanI ja karI che. mAtra dravyahiMsA, mAtra dravyajUTha, mAtra dravyacorI, mAtra dravyamaithuna (jo ke e saMbhavita nathI), mAtra dravyaparigrahanI eNe bAdhA lIdhI ja nathI. eTale enuM sevana kare to ya ene bAdhAno bhaMga thato ja nathI. A vAta ekadama spaSTa karavI. bhAvahiMsA eTale niSpharapariNAma, jIvo pratye tiraskAra-dhikkAra, amaitrIbhAva....! bhAvajUTha eTale chupAvavAno bhAva, kapaTano bhAva, koIne ThagavAno bhAva...! bhAvacorI eTale vastu taphaDAvI levAno bhAva, lUMTI levAno bhAva.. ! bhAva-abrahma eTale vikAro, vAsanAo, uttejanAo...! bhAva-parigraha eTale Asakti, mamatvabhAva... !. prazna : to pachI dravyahiMsA karIe, dravyajUTha bolIe to vAMdho nahi ne ? uttara : eka vastu khAsa dhyAnamAM lejo ke moTAbhAge to dravyahiMsAnI sAthe bhAvahiMsA joDAI ja jAya che. moTA bhAge to dravyajUThanI sAthe bhAvajUTha joDAI ja jAya che. moTA bhAge to dravyacorInI sAthe bhAvacorI joDAI ja jAya che. moTAbhAge dravyaparigrahanI sAthe bhAvaparigraha joDAI ja jAya che. eTale jo bhAvahiMsAno tyAga karavo hoya, to dravyahiMsAno tyAga paNa prAyaH jarurI ja che. mAtra apavAdanA sthAnomAM ja AvuM bane ke dravyahiMsAdi hovA chatAM bhAvahiMsA jaya jaya jaya jaya nA nAnA-ula-jala - - 268 ------------------------

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--299-9--9-9--bro.britono...bhAvo.... ------------ na hoya. barAbara samajI rAkho ke jenAmAM bhAvahiMsA nathI. te dravyahiMsA TALavAnA ja vadhu ne vadhu prayatno kare. jenAmAM bhAvajUTha nathI, te dravyajUTha TALavAnA ja vadhu ne vadhu prayatno kare. jenAmAM bhAvacorI nathI, te dravyacorI TALavAnA ja vadhu ne vadhu prayatno kare. jenAmAM bhAvamaithuna nathI, te dravyamaithuna TALavAnA ja vadhu ne vadhu prayatno kare. jenAmAM bhAvaparigraha nathI, te dravyaparigraha TALavAnA ja vadhu ne vadhu prayatno kare. hA ! e prayatno zAstrane najara sAme rAkhIne, zAstrajJAna na hoya to sadgurune najara sAme rAkhIne, gaurava-lAghavano vicAra karIne ja kare e to nizcita vAta che. eTale dravyahiMsAdinI pratijJA na hovA chatAM paNa dravyahiMsAdino tyAga karavA zakya eTalo vadhu prayatna karavAno ja hoya cheja, to ja bhAva-ahiMsA Take. A badhI vAto pahelA paNa kahI gayA chIe, chatAM pharIthI kahIe chIe. kema ke pariNatinI vAto sAMbhaLIne jIvo pravRttimAM zithila banI jAya evI zakyatA che. e jIvo ema samaje ke "pariNatine mATe pravRtti atyaMta Avazyaka che, enI upekSA karI na zakAya" eTale A bAbatamAM pratyeka saMyamIe ekadama sAvadha banavuM jema pravRttinA atirekamAM pariNatinI upekSA thAya to e pravRtti khoTI. ema pariNatinA atirekamAM pravRttinI upekSA thAya to e pariNati paNa khoTI. jeNe maravuM nathI, jIvavuM che... eNe maravAnA kAraNo - jhera vagereno sajjaDa tyAga karavo ja paDe. jhera khAvA chatAM paNa koIka jIvI gayA hovA chatAM jIvavAnI IcchAvALo dareka mANasa jherathI dUra ja rahe che. ema jeNe pariNatio TakAvavI che, jeNe bhAvahiMsAdi doSo sevavA nathI, eNe e bhAvahiMsAnA kAraNono - dravyahiMsAdino sajjaDa tyAga karavo ja paDe. dravyahiMsA thavA chatAM bhAvahiMsA vinAnA paNa jIvo maLe kharA, chatAM pratyeka ahiMsake - bhAva-ahiMsAnA pujArIe dravyahiMsAthI dUra rahevuM yogya che. je saMyamIo A pravRtti - pariNatinA kSetramAM, kriyA-jJAnanA kSetramAM, utsargaapavAdanA kSetramAM viveka gumAve che. eka bAju DhaLI paDe che teo mokSamArgane cUkI jAya che. A ja kAraNasara adhyAtmasAramAM A vAta bahu ja spaSTapaNe karavAmAM AvI che ke utsarge vA'pavAde vA, vyavahAre'tha nizcaye / jJAne karmaNi vA'yaM cenna tadA jnyaangrbhtaa| utsarga -apavAdAdi jo koIpaNa padArthamAM ekAnta pakaDAI jAya, to jJAnagarbhita vairAgya ja Takato nathI. - jenI pAse zAstrajJAna na hovAthI A badhI uMDI samajaNa nathI, emanA mATe

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jA jA jA jA mahAvato jA jA ja upAdhyAyajIe kahyuM che ke 3pavAra tathAthamISTha tI nizrayA upacArathI agItArtha sAdhu paNa jJAna garbhita vairAgyavALo gaNAya, jo e gItArthanI AjJAmAM - nizrAmAM barAbara vartato hoya.. vaLI tame ja kaho ke je mANasa mahIne-mahIne ekAda khUna karato hoya, ghare mA-bApa vagerene mArato hoya, kIDI-maMkoDAne paga nIce chUMdI nAMkhato hoya... to tame ene zuM kahezo ? nipura, ghAtakI, hiMsaka ja kahezo ne ? to A to dravyahiMsAnA AdhAre bhAvahiMsAnI ja tame kalpanA karI ne ? je mANasa vAte vAte jUTha bole, jUTha lakhe, bole kaMI ane kare kaMI... ene tame kapaTI-mRSAvAdI ja kahezo ne? je mANasa tijorIo toDIne paisA corato pakaDAya, koIkanuM pAkITa corato pakaDAya, smagalIMga karatA pakaDAya... to tame ene cora ja kahezo ne ? je mANasane tame abrahma sevatA joyo nathI, chatAM jene vezyAvADe jato joyo che, jenA thelAdimAM bibhatsa phoTAo ane lakhANo joyA che, jene rUpavAna strIo tarapha dhArI dhArIne joto joyo che, jenA moDhethI kharAba zabdo bolatA tame sAMbhaLyA che... e mANasane tame abrahmacArI ja mAnazo ne? "nA, nA. e brahmacArI paNa hoI zake" evuM mAnI zakazo kharA ? je mANasa kyAMya paiso paNa na kharace, savAre AThathI rAtre dasa vAgyA sudhI dhaMdhA mATe doDAdoDa kare, karoDo rUpiyAnA phaleTamAM, AlizAna pharnicaramAM ja je masta dekhAya, vIMTI-ena-kaDuM vagere suvarNanA AbhUSaNo je satata paherIne phare... AvA mANasane zuM tame niHspRha mAnI zakazo ? ene lAlaca-parigrahI ja kahezo ne ? AnA uparathI spaSTa rIte e vAta nakkI thAya che ke pariNatinI ja vAto karanArAo, pravRttine tadana tuccha mAnanArAo paNa potAnA jIvanamAM to badhe ja kharAbapravRttine AdhAre kharAba pariNatinuM ja anumAna karI letA hoya che, to emaNe e paNa samajI levuM joIe ke jo emanAmAM paNa kharAba pravRtti cAlu hoya to emane kharAbapariNati ja hovAnI ne ? "pravRtti udhI chatAM pariNati sIdhI" AvuM jo teo bIjAmAM nathI mAnatA, to potAnAmAM zI rIte mAnI zake ? khUba khUba khUba zAMtacitte A padArtha vicAravo. prazna : hiMsA vagere badhAmAM dravya-kSetra-kALane ghusADavAnI zI jarUra ? " uttara : ghaNIvAra dravya,kSetra, kALane AdhAre ja te te hiMsAnA bhAvo tIvra banelA - - - - - - - - - - - 270 - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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jala------------ bro..vita...vAto ...bhAvo . ------------- hoya che. mATe teno dareka darekamAM spaSTa ullekha karelo che. A vAta vistArathI samajIe. (1) dravyanI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA eka ziSyane potAnA guru upara bhayaMkara krodha jAgyo. "e mArI rAba pI gayA, huM emanI dADha toDI nAMkhIza.." A gusso guru upara ane e karatA paNa gurunI dADha upara hato. chevaTe marelA gurunI paNa dADha toDI nAMkhIne ja ene saMtoSa thayo. Ama AmAM je bhAvahiMsA che, te mukhyatve guru ke gurunI dADha nAmanA dravyanA AdhAre che. eka brAhmaNIne potAnA sagA dIkarA upara ja pUrvabhavanA verane kAraNe sakhata dveSa ! ene jayAM jUe, jyAre jUe tyAre mAre. saMyamIne paNa amuka vyakti pratye evo dveSabhAva pragaTe.... to e te dravyanI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA gaNAya. (2) kSetranI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA: gadheDo AkhA gAmamAM phare toya kheDutane koI vAMdho nathI. paNa e gadheDo khetaramAM ghUsIne pAka bagADe to kheDuta ene mAre. e gadheDo bIjAno pAka bagADe, to vAMdho nahi, paNa ahIM to e potAnuM khetara, emAM rahelA pAkane bagADe che. eTale kheDatane e gadheDA upara bhAvahiMsAno adhyavasAya pragaTe che. pAkistAnIo pAkistAnanI sarahadamAM rahIne game te kare, eno koI ja vAMdho bhAratIya sainiko levAnA nathI. paNa jo teo bhAratanI sarahadamAM ghUse, to tarata goLI mArI zUTa karI devAmAM Ave. kutaro ke sApa ke bhUMDa ke uMdaraDA ke bilADI upAzrayanI bahAra bhale ne game tyAM phare, game tyAM viSThA kare... saMyamIne eno koI vAMdho hoto nathI. paNa kutaro, bhUMDa, uMdara upAzrayamAM ghUse, ane saMyamIne vicAra Ave ke "A kyAM aMdara ghusI gayo. ene game te rIte bahAra kADhuM..." to e bhAvahiMsA ja che ne ? re ! kutaro vagere pazuo jo saMyamInI jagyAthI dUra hoya to hajI ene vAMdho na hoya, paNa saMyamInI jagyAnI najIkamAM ja Ave, tyAM ja besI jAya to saMyamIne enA tarapha dveSa pragaTI zake. "A mArI upadhi bagADaze, mane karaDI khAze, upAzraya bagADaze..." vagere vagere vicAronA lIdhe ene game te rIte bhagADavAnI IcchA thAya to A paNa bhAvahiMsA ja che ne ? (hA ! saMyamarakSAnA kharA bhAvathI tiryaMcane bahAra kADhe to doSa nathI. paNa upadhi-upAzrayazarIra pratyenA mamatvabhAvathI prerAIne jo saMyamI A badhuM kare ke te te pazuo pratyenA sAhajika aNagamAthI ja prerAIne saMyamI A kare to to ene bhAvahiMsAdoSa lAgavAno ja.)

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A badhAmAM kSetranI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsAdoSa pragaTelo che. (3) kALanI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA : rAjAo vicAre ke "jo huM ziyALAmAM yuddha karIza, to phAvI jaIza, paNa unALAmAM nahi phAvuM" Ama te te kALa potAne anukULa ane zatrupakSane pratikULa jANIne e ja kALamAM yuddha karavAno saMkalpa kare, to e kALanI apekSAe bhAvahiMsA che. kAragIlanA yuddha vakhate evuM jAhera thayeluM ke "atyAranA samaye yuddha karavAmAM bhAratane phAvaTa nahi Ave. kema ke A kALamAM pavana pAkistAnathI bhArata tarapha vAto hato. eTale bhArate choDelA mIsAIlo pavananA kAraNe lakSya sudhI barAbara na pahoMce... e saMbhavita che." joyuM ne ? ahIM paNa kALanI pradhAnatAe ja yuddha karavAnI vicAraNA che. saMyamajIvananI dRSTie vicArIe to "A unALAthI khUba herAna thaI gayA. have to dhodhamAra varasAda paDe to sAruM. zAMti thAya..." A vicAromAM bhAvahiMsA che. saMyamI jANe che ke puSkaLa varasAda paDe, emAM pakAyanI hiMsA thAya che. eTale dhodhamAra varasAdanI IcchA rAkhavAmAM garbhita rIte SakAyanI hiMsAno pariNAma dharabAyelo che. varasAda rAtre ja paDe to sAru. divase paDe to gocarI-pANI-Thalle-derAsara vagere badhI bAbatamAM herAna thavuM paDe che. rAtre paDe to ApaNane kaMI naDe nahi..." ahIM paNa divase varasAda na ja paDavo joIe evI IcchA ane rAtre ja varasAda paDavo joIe evI IcchA... A badhuM bhAvahiMsA rUpa che. kema ke A baMne prakAramAM amuka amuka rIte hiMsA che ja, ane chatAM saMyamI enA vicAra kare che. A AkhI bhAvahiMsAmAM divasa-rAta, ziyALo unALo vagere pradhAnatA dharAve che, e to cokhkho padArtha che. ziyALAnA divaso sArA, emAM loko khajUrAdi, DrAyaphUTa vApare, jAtajAtanA pAka vApare, e badhuM ApaNane paNa vahorAve. unALAmAM to kazuM na maLe..." AmAM DrAyaphruTathI banatA khajurapAka vagerenI Azaktino bhAva che, enA kAraNe badhAnI e pAka banAvavAnI pravRttinI anumodanA paNa bhegI che. arthAt A bhAvahiMsA che. kema ke pAka banAvavA vageremAM to cikkAra hiMsA che ja, ane saMyamI enI anumodanAnA vicAramAM caDI gayo. A AkhI bhAvahiMsA ziyALA nAmanA kALanI pradhAnatAe che. e ja rIte koIkane kerInI AsaktinA kAraNe "unALo Ave to sAru, jethI badhA puSkaLa kerIno rasa kADhe..." vagere vicAro Ave. (4) bhAvanI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA: jIvo pratyeno niSkara pariNAma e bhAvahiMsA kakakakakakakaka kakakajala - - 272 kalAkamAM ja ja

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-o...sthitao...hAlo...mAvo... che ja. chatAM AmAM A rIte paNa vicArI zakAya ke bIjAonA rAga-dveSAdi bhAvane AdhAre jo ene mArI nAMkhavAdi vicAro Ave, to e bIjAonA bhAvanI pradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA utpanna thaI kahevAya. dA.ta. "pelo mANasa mArA paisA paDAvI levA mAMge che, pelo rAjA mArI rANImAM atyaMta rAgI banyo hovAthI ene uMcakI javA mAMge che. to huM e mANasane, e rAjAne mArI nAMkhuM..." ahIM te mANasanA ke te rAjAnA rAgabhAvane joIne emane mArI nAMkhavA rUpa bhAvahiMsA utpanna thAya che, eTale e bhAvanI pradhAnatA e bhAvahiMsA kahevAya. e mANasa mane mArI nAMkhavA mATe talase che. ene mArA pratye sakhata dveSa che. jo huM ene ja mArI nahi nAMkhu to e mane mArI nAMkhaze..." Ama bIjAnA dveSabhAvane joIne ja ene mArI nAMkhavAno vicAra pragaTa thAya e bhAvanI pradhAnatAe utpanna thayelI bhAvahiMsA che. ApaNe rastAmAMthI pasAra thaIe ane kutarAo zAMta ubhA rahe, to ApaNe paNa zAMtithI cAlyA jaIe. paNa kutarAo ekadama najIka dhasI Ave, bacakuM bharavA taiyAra thAya tyAre tarata ene dAMDo mAravAno ke patthara mAravAno vicAra Ave. ahIM kutarAnA ApaNA taraphanA hiMsakabhAvane lIdhe ja ApaNane enA tarapha hiMsAno bhAva pragaTelo che. e ja vAta sApa, bilADI vageremAM paNa vicArI levI. 'muslimo, khristIo ApaNane mArI nAMkhavA Icche che, mATe emane ja khatama karI devA joIe. emanI dayA khAvA jevI nathI." AvA vicAro emanA ApaNA pratyenA kharAba bhAvane AdhAre pragaTelA che, mATe e bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAvahiMsA utpanna thayelI gaNAya. sUkSmadraSTithI A padArtho vicAravA. (1) dravyapradhAnatAe bhAvaTha : gocarImAM bhAvatuM zAka AveluM dekhAya, tyAre jo potAne bIjuM zAka apAtuM hoya, to saMyamI kahI de ke "A mAre pratikULa che, vAyu thAya che." ema bhAvatI mIThAI joIne, bIjI mIThAI aMge bole ke "A mIThAI vAparavAnI mane DokTare nA pADI che...' pAtaLA-lIsA vastro vAparavA mATe saMyamI phariyAda kare ke "A jADA vastrothI cAmaDI cholAya che, kApa kADhavAmAM paNa muzkelI paDe che, jADA vastro ApaNA mATe banatA hovAthI doSita che...." AvA DhagalAbaMdha prasaMgomAM te te dravyanI pradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha utpanna thAya che. ema koIka vyakti pratye dveSa hoya to enA doSo jovAnI, doSo bolavAnI pravRtti thAya. game te rIte enI bhUlo kADhIne enI niMdA karavAmAM Ave ke "e bhale ne tapa *****PS62

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* * * * * * * * mahAvato ke kare, paNa doSita le che, strI sAthe paricaya ghaNo che... e bhale ne ghaNuM bhaNe, paNa khAvAno laMpaTa che... e bhalene zAsanaprabhAvanAnI vAto kare, paNa saMgha to enAthI trAsI gayo che... e bhale ne vaiyAvaccanI vAto kare, paNa e vaiyAvaccanA bahAnA heThaLa potAnA svArtha sAdhI le che..." A badhAmAM te te vyaktirUpI dravya taraphanA dveSabhAvane kAraNe bhAvajUTha pragaTa thAya che. (2) kSetrapradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha: upAzrayamAM amuka sthAna khUba ja gamI javAthI sAdhu kahe ke "mane pittanI khUba takalIpha che. eTale pavanavALI jagyAe besavuM paDaze..." upAzrayamAM ekAMtasthAnamAM besIne bhakto vagere sAthe khAnagI vAta karavAnI IcchAthI sAdhu kahe ke "badhAnI vacce mAre svAdhyAya thato nathI, eTale huM ekalo, jUdo besuM chuM, jethI svAdhyAya sAro thAya..." amuka saMgha e saMyamIne khUba gamI jAya, tyAM enI IcchAo pUrNa thatI hoya eTale sAdhu kahe ke A saMgha, A kSetra saMyamanI daSTie khUba ja upayogI che. ahIM paMDito maLatA hovAthI svAdhyAya paNa sAro thAya che. ahIMnA saMghano mArA mATe khUba Agraha che..." A badhu kSetranI pradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha che. ema amUka kSetramAM comAsu karavuM na hoya, chatAM guru e ja sthAne comAsuM karavAnuM kahe to sAdhu kahe ke "A kSetramAM mane mAMdagI AvI jAya che, ahIMnuM pANI sAruM nathI... ahIM gocarInA ThekANA nathI... ahIM Thale mATenI jagyA maLatI nathI.....ahIMnA TrasTIo vicitra che..." kSetra pratyenA aNagamAnA kAraNe sAdhu jo. AvA jAtajAtanA bahAnA kADhe to e kSetranI apekSAe utpanna thayelu bhAvajUTha kahevAya. eka ki.mI. dUra gocarI javAnuM hoya, tyAre sAdhu thAkano, samaya bagADano, vilaMba thavAno bhaya ubho kare ane e rIte dUra javAnuM TALavA prayatna kare to A paNa kSetranI apekSAe utpanna thayeluM bhAvajUTha che. enAthI uMdhu e ke bhaktanA ghare lAbha ApavA javuM hoya, e ghara dUra hoya to "dUra jaIe to nirdoSa maLe, mATe huM dUra jAuM chuM..." vagere bahAnA kADhIne dUra jAya to e paNa kSetrApekSAvALuM bhAvajUTha jANavuM. (3) kALapradhAnatAe bhAvajuTha : savAre pANI lAvavAnuM kAma na phAvatuM hoya to sAdhu vyavasthApakane kahe ke... mAre savAre ja pATha che... mATe huM savAranuM pANI nahi lAvuM. baporanuM vadhAre kahezo to paNa lAvIza..." koIne vaLI baporano tApa sahana karavo na hoya eTale pittAdinuM bahAnuM kADhI savAra-sAMjanuM kAma ja svIkAre, baporanI gocarInuM nahi. **************398 **************

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jbo...vito...hAlo...mAvao... koIkane savArano ja vihAra gamato hoya, sAMjano vihAra na gamato hoya to "vacce koI jagyA nathI maLatI, mATe savAre ja pAMca-cha ki.mI. vadhAre cAlavuM paDaze. pachI sAMje vihAra nahi karIe..." vagere bahAnA kADhI sAMjano vihAra uDAve. koIkane vaLI sAMjano ja vihAra phAve, to e ema kahe ke "savAre vihAra karIe to thAkanA kAraNe Akho divasa bagaDe che, svAdhyAya thato nathI. enA karatAM sAMje ja vihAra karIe to jaIne ArAma ja karavAno hoya eTale Akho divasa na bagaDe. bIjA divase savAre svastha thaI jaIe... mATe sAMjano ja vihAra karavo...' koIka pramAdI saMyamIne eka kalAka karatA vadhAre bhaNavuM na hoya, eTale jyAre guru ene be-traNa kalAka pATha levAnI salAha Ape tyAre avanavA bahAnA kADhIne paNa eka kalAka karatA vadhAre to pATha na ja le. eno pramAda ene vadhu pATha letA aTakAve... Ama A badhAM kALanI pradhAnatAnI dRSTie bhAvajUTha bane. ,, mAMDalInA kAmamAM paNa koIka saMyamI gaNatarI kare ke bIjA badhAne je kAma soMpAyA che, e aDadho-poNo kalAkanA kAmo che. jyAre mane je kAma soMpAyu che, e aDadho-poNo kalAkanuM nahi, paNa eka-savA-doDha kalAkanuM che.... to huM zA mATe vadhu samayavALuM kAma karuM ?.." ane e saMyamI mAMdagInA ke svAdhyAyanA ke azakti vagerenA bahAnA heThaLa e kAma rada karavA prayatna kare. AmAM paNa kALanI pradhAnatAe ja bhAvajUTha utpanna thAya che. jo badhA saMyamIone enA jeTaluM ja moTuM kAma soMpAtu hota to A saMyamI paNa eTaluM kAma karata. (4) bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha : manamAM gurvAdi pratye arUci-asadbhAva thayA hoya chatAM enI AlocanA na kare, (prAyazcittadAtA gurvAdine na jaNAve). guru pUche ke 'tane mArA pratye kaMIka asadbhAva che ? je hoya te kahI de, ciMtA na karIza." paNa saMyamI game te rIte e vAta chupAve. "Apa to mArA upakArI cho, Apane mATe mane asadbhAva hoya ja nahi." ema kahe. ahIM potAnA kharAbabhAvone chupAvavA mATe e jUThano Azaro le che, bhAvajUTha seve che. ema manamAM jAgatA vikAro, lAlasAo aMge paNa samajI levuM. rukmiNI sAdhvIe potAnA vikArabhAvane chupAvavA mATe jUTha bolyuM ne ? ke "e rAjakumAra koNa hato, e jovA mATe ja meM e dRSTipAta karelo. mane koI vikAra hato ja nahi." ema koIpaNa pratye aMda2 IrSyA-krodhAdi bhAva cAlatA hoya, chatAM bahAra enI sAthe gADha maitrI, prazamabhAva hovAno dekhAva karIe, evA zabdo uccArIe... A badhuM paNa bhAvanI pradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha che. jema potAnA bhAvonI pradhAnatAe bhAvajUTha utpanna thAya, tema bIjAnA bhAvonI *** 275 ** *****

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mahAvrato pradhAnatAe paNa bhAvajUTha utpanna thAya. jema ke "jo huM mArA mananA pAponI AlocanA guru pAse laIza, to gurune mArA pratye asadbhAva thaze, gurune mArA pratye gusso Avaze... mATe mAre e chupAvIne sIdhI sAdI AlocanA karavI." AvA vicAravALI saMyamI AlocanA kare. ahIM gurunA mananA asadbhAva, krodha Adi bhAvone vicArIne sAdhu bhAvajUThano Azaro le che. "jo pelA saMyamIne huM mArA joradAra svAdhyAyanI vAta karIza, to e paNa bhaNavA mATe puSkaLa ullAsavALo banIne bhaNavA mAMDaze. paNa ema thaze to e mArAthI AgaLa jaze,... enA badale e pUche to paNa mAre mArA svAdhyAyanI vAta na kahevI. 'koI vizeSa svAdhyAya thayo nathI. ThIka thoDuM ghaNuM bhaNyo chuM. bhaNavA karatA to tapa-japa saMyamanuM AcaraNa lAkhagaNuM sAruM.' ema kahIza. eTale ene bhaNavAno ullAsa na jAge, eTale e mArA karatA AgaLa na jAya" AvA vicArovALo saMyamI paNa bhAvajUTha sevanAro bane che. ane e bhAvajUTha sAmevALAnA svAdhyAya-ullAsa rUpI bhAvane najara sAme rAkhIne utpanna thayeluM che. e spaSTa ja che. (1) dravyapradhAnatAe adattAdAna : gocarI vahoravA gayA ane manabhAvatI vastu maLI gaI, e vastu vaDIlone ApavI na paDe, pote ja khAI zake e mATe gurvAdine batAvyA vinA pote vAparI le, athavA to gurvAdine batAvyA bAda paNa hoMziyArIpUrvaka potAnI jagyAe mUkI de. mAMDalInA vyavasthApakane e vastu na Ape, gurvAdane pUchyA vinA ja khAnagImAM e vastu potAnI pAse saMgharI rAkhe. 66 A mumukSu zrImaMtagharano che, dekhAvaDo che, hoMziyAra che. vaiyAvaccI che. A jo mAro ziSya bane to enA lIdhe mane yaza-kIrti-pratiSThA maLe, e mArI vaiyAvacca paNa kare. paNa e to bIjA koI pAse dharma pAmelo che. ene mArA tarapha AkarSavo paDaze..." vagere vicArothI e mumukSune AkarSavAnI pravRtti thAya, ane e jeno ziSya banavAno hato, enA tarapha game te rIte arUci utpanna karAvIne, e gurunI rajA-saMmati vinA ja A mumukSune potAno ziSya banAvI levAya. A rIte te sArI vastuo, mumukSu vagere rUpa dravyanI pradhAnatAe bhAvacorI AcarelI kahevAya. TuMkamAM bolapena, Tebala, pATa, vastro vagere koIpaNa vastu gamI javAthI enA mAlikane pUchyA vinA ja e vastu laI levAmAM Ave to e dravyanI pradhAnatAe bhAvacorI karelI kahevAya. (2) kSetrapradhAnatAe bhAva-adattAdAna : upAzrayamAM amuka jagA ApaNane gamI gaI, paNa tyAM bIjo saMyamI beTho hoya, enI upadhi-pAtrAdi tyAM paDelA hoya. e saMyamI 1276 * * ***

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tatvao...zritao...hAlo...mAvo... nAno hoya ke moTo. paNa atyAre to e jagyAnI mAlikI enI gaNAya chatAM e vakhate e saMyamIne pUchyA vinA enI upadhi haTAvI daIne ApaNe tyAM besI jaIe, to e kSetranI apekSAe bhAvacorI kahevAya. ema amuka sthAnamAM comAsuM karavAnI ApaNane IcchA thAya, paNa tyAM bIjAnuM comAsuM nakkI thayuM hoya to saMghanA AgevAnone game tema samajAvIne emanuM comAsuM 26 karAvIne tyAM comAsuM karavuM e paNa kSetranI pradhAnatAe bhAvacorI che. vyAkhyAnAdimAM ke gocarImAMDalI vageremAM vaDIlonI jagyAe nAnA sAdhu besI jAya, e aMge pramAdavALA bane.. e paNa kSetranI dRSTie bhAvacorI che. kema ke te te sthAne besavA mATenI lAyakAta emanI hovA chatAM nAnA sAdhu pramAdAdine lIdhe tyAM besI gayA. upAzrayomAM paNa je sthAna gurune ke vaDIlone ucita hoya, e sthAne guru ke vaDIlo besavA IcchatA hoya, te sthAne nAnA sAdhuo besI jAya... e paNa kSetranI apekSAe bhAvacorI kahevAya. upAzrayamAM pUrve bIjA saMyamIo hAjara hoya to tyAM pahoMcyA bAda ApaNe e badhAnI rajA laIne e je sthAnanI rajA Ape, tyAM ja rahevAya. ene badale jo ApaNe e pUrve vidyamAna saMyamIonI rajA lIdhA vinA ja tyAM utarIe.... to e paNa kSetranI pradhAnatAe bhAvacorI che. (3) kALapradhAnatAe bhAva-adattAdAna : koIpaNa saMghamAM amuka divasa rokAvAnuM kahIne utarIe, ane pachI vadhAre rokAvAnI IcchA thAya to saMghanI rajA levI paDe. ene badale jo saMghanI rajA vinA tyAM vadhu rokAIe to e kALanI apekSAe bhAvacorI gaNAya. koIka saMyamIno bIjA saMyamI pAse eka-be kalAka pATha cAlato hoya, e ja vakhate e pAThakanI sAthe ApaNe paNa vAto karIe, enA kAraNe bhaNanAra saMyamIno eTalo samaya pATha kapAya, ene na game chatAM e kahI na zake, agatyanI vAta hoya to paNa e bhaNanAranI saMmati vinA ja pAThaka sAthe vAto karIe to e badhuM ja kALanI apekSAe bhAvacorI kahevAya. ema koI paMDitajI be-traNa kalAka bhaNAvavA AvavAnA hoya, bIjA saMyamIonA pATho nakkI thaI gayA hoya, tyAre ApaNe gurvAdi dvArA koIkano pATha rada karAvIne ke eno samaya ocho karAvIne pATha laIe... bhaNAvavA AvelA paMDitajI sAthe vAtomAM vaLagIne bhaNanArAnA pAThano samaya bagADIe... navathI dasa vyAkhyAnano samaya jAhera karIne cheka sADAdasa sudhI vyAkhyAna calAvIe, gRhastho uThavA mAMge to paNa uThI na zake evI dazA ubhI karIe, enA 277

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-09-ra-------------------- mahAvrato ke- 9-9--2la--9-9---- kAraNe teoe dasane badale vadhu samaya sudhI IcchA na hovA chatAM besavuM paDe. koI saMyamI pratye IrSyA hoya to ene gocarImAMDalImAM ochI gocarI ApavI, moDI gocarI ApavI, vadhu samaya lAge evuM kAma soMpavuM. e rIte eno samaya bagaDe e mATeno prayatna karavo. e badhuM ja kALanI apekSAe bhAvacorI ja che ne ? ApaNe pAThaka hoIe tyAre cAlu pAThamAM gRhastho vagere sAthe vAto karavA lAgI jaIne, bhaNanArAno samaya bagADavo. pATha moDo zaru karIne bhaNanArAone rAha jovaDAvavI e paNa kAlanI apekSAe bhAvacorI kahevAya. (4) bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAva-adattAdAna : loko ApaNane tapasvI mAne, prazaMsA kare... ApaNe jeTalo-jevo tapa karyo hoya, enA karatA vadhAre paDatA tapanI kalpanA kare... A khabara paDavA chatAM paNa spaSTa khulAso na karavo ane niSedha na karavo... potAnI viziSTa tapasvI tarIkenI chApa khoTI hovA chatAM ubhI rAkhavI... e badhuM tapabhAvanI apekSAe bhAvacorI che. A mahArAjane oLakho cho ? rojanI 100 gAthA gokhI zake che..." AvuM koIka zrAvaka bIjAone ApaNI oLakhANa karAvavA bole. ApaNe e sAMbhaLIe... ApaNe kharekhara roja 100 gAthA gokhatA na hoIe, kyAreka ja 80-90 gAthA gokhI hoya... to e vakhate khulAso karavo joIe ke "mArI jIMdagImAM meM ekapaNa divasa 100 gAthA gokhI nathI. kyAreka 80-90 gAthA gokhelI. e pachI roje roja kaMI gAthA gokhato nathI. A zrAvaka khoTI prazaMsA kare che" ene badale malakAtA rahIne saMmati ApavI A paNa eka prakAranI bhAvacorI che. (A vAta apekSAe samajavI. Ane bhAvamRSA paNa kahevAya.) koIkanI pAsethI navA ciMtano sAMbhaLIne ApaNe bIjA AgaLa raju karIe. e badhA stabdha banI jAya. "mahArAjA sAheba ! zuM ApanuM adbhuta ciMtana ! kamAla ! kamAla !" e vakhate khulAso karavo joIe ke "A ciMtana mAruM nathI, paraMtu amuka mahAtmAnuM che. meM emanI pAse sAMbhaLIne tamArI AgaLa raju karyuM che. kamAla to emaNe karI che..." paNa ene badale malakAtA rahevuM ane bIjAnuM ciMtana ApaNA nAme pracalita thAya ene anumati ApavI. A grupamAM sauthI vadhAre anAsakta mahAtmA A che. kAyama AMbilo kare che..." evI prazaMsA vakhate jo potAne khyAla hoya ke "mArA karatA paNa uMcI anAsakti bIjA mahAtmAe keLavI che." to kahevuM joIe ke "amArA grupamAM mArA karatA paNa vadhu anAsakta mahAtmA bIjA che. e sAdA ekAsaNA kare che. ane tamAma vastu saMyojanA ja ----- - 278 - - ~ --

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- - - - - - - - - Tubro...to.no...mAvo... ------------ karyA vinA vApare che. huM to saMyojanAdi karuM chuM..." ene badale evuM kaMI na kahevuM ane sauthI vadhu anAsakta tarIkeno yaza meLavyA karavo. (zrI dazavaikAlikasUtramAM tavone, vayateNe vagere dvArA upalakSaNathI ghaNA prakAranI bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAvacorI batAvI che.) (1) dravyapradhAnatAe bhAva abrahma : amuka strI para puSkaLa rAga thavo, satata enA vicAro Ave, enI sAthe vicitra ceSTAo aMgenA vicAro AvavA... amuka rUpAdi jovAnuM khUba mana thavuM, potAnI pAse phoTA rAkhavA, chApA vageremAM AvatA bibhatsa citro dhyAnathI jovA, khAnagImAM jovA, vAraMvAra jovA, jANI joIne jovA... koI nAno rUpALo bALaka gamI jAya, enI tarapha jovAnuM mana thAya, enI hasavAramavA-bolavAnI kriyAomAM rAga thavo... e badhuM jovuM sAMbhaLavuM khUba gamavuM...e rUpALA bALakane aDavAnI, ramADavAnI, enI sAthe vAto karavAnI IcchA thavI... A aneka prakAre dravyapradhAnatAvALuM bhAva-abrahma che. (2) kSetrapradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma : je upAzrayamAM AjubAjunA gharomAM najara paDatI hoya, evA ja upAzrayamAM jANI joIne rahevuM. ema jyAM strIo bhaktivALI hoya, emanI sAthe paricayAdi karavA ekadama sulabha hoya... evA saMghomAM ja cAturmAsAdi karavA. e sthAna na choDavuM. enI AjubAju ja pharyA karavuM. upAzrayamAM paNa je sthAne beThA beThA derAsara - upAzrayAdimAM avarajavara karatI strIo tarapha joI zakAtuM hoya, sAdhvIjIo tarapha joI zakAtuM hoya... evA sthAne ja besavAno Agraha rAkhavo. game te bahAnA kADhIne tevA sthAne besavuM. jyAM strIo-sAdhvIjIo sthaDilAdi jatA hoya, tyAM ja jANI joIne aMDilAdi mATe javuM. charIpAlita saMghomAM strIonA taMbu vagere dekhI zakAya evA ja sthAne rahelA taMbumAM rahevuM. game te bahAnA kADhIne paNa evA ja taMbunI pasaMdagI karavI... zrAvako AMbila besaNA vagere vakhate jo evA ja sthAne besavAno prayatna kare jyAMthI te te strIone joI zakAya... to e badhuM kSetranI apekSAe bhAva-abrahma che. je gharomAM rUpavAna strIo hoya, e gharomAM jANI joIne gocarI vahoravA javuM. (3) kALapradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma : "derAsaramAM savAre ATha vAge ke vyAkhyAna bAda strIo vagerenI saMkhyA khUba hoya che' ema khabara paDe eTale evA ja samaye derAsaramAM darzana karavA javuM.. upAzrayanI Aju bAjumAM rahelI kaoNleja amuka samaye chUTe che, e vakhate tyAM hajAro chokarI-chokarAonI bhIDa hoya... e khabara paDe eTale e ja samaye thaMDilAdinA bahAne te ja rastethI pasAra thavuM. bIjo rasto hoya, to paNa 29 - - - - - - - - - 279 9 ja k

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ja------------- mahAvrato ane jalada - 2 - - - e kaoNlejavALo rasto ja pakaDI rAkhavo ane e ja samaye roja tyAMthI javuM. ' "maNibhadranA maMdIranA darzane guruvAre cikkAra loko Ave che e jANIne e ja divase tyAM japa karavA besavuM, AvatI jatI strIone jovI... e badhAmAM potAno prabhAva pADavA japa karavAnI mudrA joradAra AcaravI... amuka gharomAM savAre ja amuka strI jovA maLatI hoya, bapore jovA na maLatI hoya to jANI joIne savAranI gocarInuM kAma svIkAravuM, baporanI gocarInuM kAma na svIkAravuM, ane savAre te ghare pahoMcI rUpa jovAdi dvArA vikAro saMtoSavA. derAsaramAM sAMje AratI vagere samaye ghaNI strIo AvatI hoya to e ja samaye aMdhArAmAM paNa derAsare darzana karavA javuM. prabhudarzananA bahAne strI darzanamAM mana parovavuM. karmodayanI vicitratAnA kAraNe koIkane vadapakSamAM vAsanA jAge, sudapakSamAM vAsanA na jAge. koIkane sudapakSamAM vAsanA jAge, vadapakSamAM vAsanA na jAge. A paNa kALanI pradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma che. gRhastho saMtAna prApti na IcchatA hoya to garbhAdhAna thaI zake evA divaso choDIne bAkInA dIvasomAM ja abrahma seve, A paNa kALanI apekSAe bhAva abrahma che. Ama aneka prakAre kALapradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma vicArI zakAya. (4) bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma : koIka strI sAdhune patra lakhe ke rUbarU vAta kare ke "mane tamArA pratye khUba rAga che. huM tamane jhaMkhu chuM.." enA A bhAvone jANIne sAdhu paNa DhIlo paDI jAya, enA pratye rAgavALo, vAsanAvALo banI jAya. koIka strI dekhAvaDI na hoya, paNa enAmAM buddhizakti joradAra hoya, vAcALatA - capaLatA ghaNI hoya... e badhAnA kAraNe sAdhu enA pratye rAgI-vikArI bane. koIka strI raDavA mAMDe, potAnA duHkho varNave... e rUdana-dukha sAMbhaLIne sAdhune enA pratye lAgaNI thAya... aMte e lAgaNI kAmavAsanAnuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare. koIka strI AlocanAmAM pote sevelA abrahmAdi pAponuM, e vakhatanA vicAronuM varNana lakhe... e badhuM vAMcIne sAdhu vikArI bane. gusse thayelI strInI AkarSakatA e gussAne lIdhe sAdhune vadhAre lAge, ane strInA moDhAnA gussAnA bhAvo sAdhune vikArI banAve... koIka strI khaDakhaDATa hase, e hAsya joIne sAdhune vikAra jAge.. Ama aneka prakAre bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAva-abrahma pragaTe che. (1) dravyapradhAnatAe bhAvaparigraha "mAruM zarIra keTaluM dhoLuM che, mArU rUpa kevuM joradAra che." ema potAnA zarIra upara

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-o...sthitao...hAlo...mAvo... **** mamatva thAya. "mArA akSaro motInA dANA jevA che. jANe ke chApeluM pustaka ja na hoya, evuM mAruM lakhANa che." ema akSaro para rAga pragaTe. "mAro avAja keTalo badho madhura che ! loko DolI uThe che. gaIkAle stavana bolyo, to keTalAya loko mArI pAse AvI vakhANa karI gayA. stavana lakhAvI gayA" ema potAnA avAja upara mamatva thAya. "mArA sthApanAjI kevA majAnA che ! hAthIdAMtanI (ke sukhaDanI) ThavaNI ! raMgaberaMgI phumatA ! ThavaNI paNa sauthI moTI ! aMdaranA sthApanAjI paNa keTalA maroDadAra ane moTA! badhAne mArA sthApanAjI gamI jAya...' ema sthApanAjI para rAga thAya. ema pAtrA, ToksI, dAMDA, kAmaLI vagere vagere DhagalAbaMdha vastuo mATe A padArtha vicArI levo. "A sAruM che, suMdara lAge che..." A bhAvo e bhAvaparigraha che. "phumatA kalaravALA joIe, sAdA na cAle. kapaDAmAM raMgInadorA joIe, sAdA na cAle, thelA paNa AkarSaka, kalaravALA joIe. sIdhA-sAdA na cAle..." Avo je te te vastu mATeno Agraha e aMdara paDelA mamatvabhAvane sUcavI jAya che. (2) kSetrapradhAnatAe bhAvaparigraha : koIpaNa zahera ke gAma khUba gamI jAya, emAM koIka upAzraya khUba gamI jAya, emAM koIka rUma ke koIka sthAna khUba gamI jAya, koIkane madhyapradezanA DuMgarALa pradezo game, koIkane muMbaI vagereno dariyAkAMTho khUba game. koIkane vaLI rAjasthAnanA raNapradeza game... AvA to jAta jAtanA kSetramamatva pragaTatA hoya che. (3) kALapradhAnatAe bhAvaparigraha : pittanI takalIphavALAne, garamI sahana na karI zakanArAne ziyALo khUba game... ThaMDIthI trAselAne unALo khUba game, vihArathI trAselAne comAsuM khUba game... garoLInA bhayavALAne ziyALo khUba game, kema ke emAM prAyaH garoLIo na dekhAya... 'ziyALAmAM lAMbI rAta zI rIte kADhavI ? svAdhyAya to mArI pAse che nahi' evA vicAravALAne unALo khUba game, kema ke emAM divasa moTo hoya ane rAta nAnI hoya... jene uMgha ghaNI gamatI hoya, ene unALo nahi, paNa ziyALo game. jene kerI vagerenI Asakti hoya ene unALo game. jene mevo vagerenI Asakti hoya, ene ziyALo game... AmAM te te kALanuM mamatva thAya che, mATe kALanI pradhAnatAe mamatva kahevAya. bhAvapradhAnatAe bhAva parigraha : "Aje meM gusse thaIne badhAne khakhaDAvyA, to badhA sudharI gayA. have to cokhkhuM lAge che ke gusso karyA vinA na cAle. bhale, badhA kahe ke 'gusso na karavo.' paNa meM je kahyuM, e badhuM barAbara che." Ama koIne potAnA krodha 281

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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - mahAvato je je je je je upara rAga thAya. potAno kaSAya sAco lAge. e strI bicArI duHkhI hatI, e mane khAnagImAM vAta karavA mAMgatI hatI. meM karuNAthI prerAIne ekAMtamAM eka kalAka enI sAthe vAta karI. mArA manamAM enA pratye lAgaNI hatI... emAM gurue mane Thapako Apyo, paNa meM zuM khoTuM karyuM? zuM koIka jIva pratye lAgaNI thavI e pApa che. guru kevA jaDa che, kaThora che.." A che potAnA lAgaNInA vicAro para mamatva ! * "kahuM eTale badhAe mAnavuM ja joIe. mAro varSono anubhava ! puSkaLa zAstra bodha ! paNa A badhA mArI sAme dalIlo kare che, mArI vAta mAnatA nathI. mAre kazuM bolavuM ja nathI. karavA do emane je karavuM hoya te !" A potAnA anubhavanuM, potAnA jJAnanuM mamatva ! ApaNA anubhava, ApaNA zrutajJAna sAme bIjAnA anubhava, bIjAnuM zrutajJAna vadhu joradAra, vadhu sacoTa hoI zake che... e vAta AmAM svIkArI nathI. huM moTo chuM, mAro paryAya sauthI vadhAre che. uMmaramAM paNa moTo chuM. ane A AjakAlanA sAdhuo mArI sAme javAba Ape che, mArI vAta mAnatA nathI... badhA nakAmA che" A che potAnI uMmaranuM, potAnA paryAyanuM mamatva ! A ApaNe pAMceya mahAvratomAM dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI bhAvadoSonuM svarUpa saMkSepamAM joyuM. A badhuM vicAratA bahu ja spaSTa samajAya che ke sAcA mahAvrato pALavA kharekhara khUba khUba agharA che. Dagale ne pagale bhAvahiMsA, bhAvajUTha.. bhAvaparigraha doSo ApaNAmAM pragaTa thaI ja jAya che. eTale ja mahAvratonuM sampapha pAlana karavA mATe puSkaLa sAvacetI jarurI che. kAyAne ke jIbhane jeTalI ghaDavI jarurI che, enA karatA karoDa gaNuM ghaDatara mananuM karavAnuM che. prazna : tame A varNana karyuM, emAM lagabhaga badhe ja krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha e cAra kaSAya ja dekhA de che. emAM ya prAyaH badhe ja lobha doSa - Asakti, mamatA ja vadhu ne vadhu bhAga bhajave che. to Ano artha to e ja thayo ke cAra kaSAyone kAbumAM rAkhIe eTale sAcA mahAvratI banI jaIe, kharuM ne ? uttara : hA ! apekSAe tArI vAta sAcI che. jo ne ? dasarvakAlikamAM kahyuM che ne ke koho ya mANo ya aNiggahiA, mAyA ya lobho a pavaDDamANA / cattAri ee kasiNA kasAyA, siMcanti mUlAI puNabbhavassa // krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha A cAra kaSAyone jo rUMdhavAmAM na Ave, e jo vadhyA kare to kALA A kaSAyo saMsAranA mULIyAonuM siMcana karavAnuM kAma karaze. ----------------------- 282 gAla lAla-lAla-lAla-lAla --9-9-

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9-29--9-49 - - -Arbha raDyo....zvitAno....bhAvo... 49 - - - - emAM paNa krodha + mAna e TheSa rUpa che. mAyA + lobha e rAga rUpa che. eTale rAga ane dveSa e ja samagrasaMsAranI jaDa che, e nakkI mAnavuM. emAM paNa dveSa rAgane AdhIna che. rAganA kAraNe ja dveSa utpanna thAya che, eTale ja AkhA ya saMsAranuM ekamAtra koI kAraNa hoya to e rAga che, ema cokkasa kahI zakAya. badhAya pApono bApa lobha kahyo che. badhAya duHkhonI khANa lobha kahyo che, mokSamArgamAM moTA parvata samAna lobha kahyo che. lobha eTale eka prakArano rAga ! eTale kaSAyone kAbumAM rAkhIe to ApaNA mahAvrato sAcA-nirdoSa rahe. emAM paNa jo mAtra saMjavalanakaSAyano ja udaya hoya, to aticAra lAge, paNa mahAvrato bhAMgI na jAya, sAdhupaNuM TakI rahe. eTale saMjavalana kaSAyathI vadhu kaSAyano udaya to na ja thavo joIe. saMjavalanakaSAyane paNa vadhu ne vadhu nabaLA pADatA ja javAnA che. e rIte ja mahAvrato vadhu ne vadhu nirmaLa banatA jAya,... to ja chevaTe mokSa maLe. prazna : paNa ApaNA kaSAyo saMjavalananA che ke bhayaMkara che ? e khabara zI rIte paDe ? ene oLakhavAnI nizAnI zuM? uttara : viziSTajJAnIo A vAta pratyakSathI jUe ke "A kaSAyo saMjavalananA che..." paNa ApaNe badhAe anumAna dvArA nakkI karavAnuM ke "ApaNA kaSAyo saMjavalananA che ke bIjA ?" (ka) jo kaSAya saMjavalanano hoya, to ene manamAM te te pApa karavAnI IcchA thAya to paNa e pApa vacana-kAyAmAM jaladI na praveze. e jIva e pApa TALavAno prayatna kare, manane samajAvavAno prayatna kare. mananI sAthe enI vATAghATo cAle... (kha) dhAro ke e potAnA kaSAyane paravaza banIne pApa karavA lAge to paNa e pApa karatI vakhate paNa tIvratA na Ave. manamAM khUMcakAro cAlyA kare. jema kAMkarIvALI khIcaDI khAnArAne vacce vacce kheMcyA kare, jema kAMkarAvALA raste cAlanArAne kAMkarA vacce vacce kheMcyA kare... ema A jIvane pApo karatA karatA paNa vacce vacce khaMcakAro thayA kare. jo e vakhate koI ene pUche ke "are, tuM A zuM kare che?" to ene tarata manamAM to thaI ja jAya ke "huM khoTuM karuM chuM. sAruM nathI karato..." jema kAMkarI bhojananI majA bagADe, jema IlekTrIkanI kapAta TI.vI jovAnI majA bagADI nAMkhe... ema kaSAyonI maMdatA cAritrapariNAma pApanI majA bagADI nAMkhe. * ** 0 2832

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mahAvrato (ga) pApa pUruM thaI gayA bAda ene pazcAttApa thAya. "he bhagavAna ! meM A zuM karyuM ? meM gurunI niMdA karI, sahavartIo pratye dveSa karyo, mArA gurubhAInI IrSyA karI, strI tarapha vikAra jAgyo... hAya ! mAruM zuM thaze ?" AvA vicAro ene Ave. e pachI e gItArtha guru pAse doDI jAya, pApo kIdhA vinA na rahe. AMkhe anarAdhAra AMsu vahe. guru je prAyazcitta Ape, te tarata svIkArI le. emAM ochuM karAvavAno, emAMthI bacavAno vicAra paNa na kare. (gha) sauthI mahattvanI vAta e ke jo enA kaSAyo kharekhara saMjvalananA hoya, to A rIte AlocanA-prAyazcitta karyA bAda e jIva prAyaH to e pApa pharI kare ja nahi. dhAro ke e pApa pharI thAya to paNa pahelA thayelA pApa karatA A pApa nabaLuM thAya... dara be be pApa vaccenuM aMtara vadhavA lAge... pApa karavAno samaya paNa ghaTavA lAge... A badhA akaraNaniyamanA prakAro che. e pApa pharI na thavuM, pharI thAya to paNa pUrve je tIvratAvALuM hatuM enA karatA nabaLuM thavuM. pApo vaccenuM aMtara vadhatuM javuM... pApa karavAno samaya ghaTato javo... cAritrapariNAma hoya to AvA akaraNaniyamo 'pragaTe kharA. mahopAdhyAyajIe sADAtraNaso gAthAnA stavanamAM A vAta karI che ke - pAyacchittAdika bhAva na rAkhe, doSa karI niHzUko re. nihaMdhasa seDhIthI heTho, te paramArtha cUko re !' je sAdhu doSa sevyA bAda AlocanA, prAyazcittAdi karavAnA koI bhAva dhAraNa na kare, niSThura bane. A niSvasapariNAmI jIva saMyamazreNIthI patana pAme che, e mokSa ane enA kAraNabhUta saMyamAdi paramArthane cUkI jAya che. ApaNI pharaja eTalI ja ke ApaNA kaSAyo saMjavalana karatA vadhAre na thavA joIe, ane je saMjvalanakaSAyo che, te paNa dhIre dhIre nabaLA paDavA joIe. jo A be vastu ApaNe sAdhI zakazuM to pAMca mahAvratonuM sAcuM pAlana ApaNA hAthamAM haze ja. karAvaNa - anumodanaH pAMceya mahAvratomAM pahelA je varNana kareluM, emAM mukhyatve karaNanI apekSAe hatuM, have pAMceya mahAvratomAM karAvaNa-anumodana e be zI rIte saMbhave ? e TuMkamAM joIe. jo ke karemi bhaMte ! sUtramAM AnuM varNana kareluM ja, paNa ahIM eka eka mahAvratamAM svataMtra 284

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-----------subrama...vita...chAtro...bhAvo.... - - - - - - - - - - rIte enuM varNana karazuM, eTale koIka padArtho pharI Ave to paNa e yogya ja gaNavA. prathama mahAvrata karAvaNa - "jaldI pANI ukALI Apo, moDuM thAya che" ema kahIne pANI ukaLAvavuM. jarAka A naMbara para phona lagADI Apo ne ?' ema phona karAvavo. A dUdha-cA ThaMDA paDI gayA che, garama karI Apo' ema vastuo garama karAvavI. pazcima-dakSiNa bAju divAla toDIne tyAM bArI karAvI do." ema kahIne divAlo toDAvavI. "dUdhI-keLAnuM zAka banAvajo. saMtarAno jayusa kADhavAno che..." vagere kahIne rasoI banAvaDAvavI. TuMkamAM je kriyAmAM hiMsA thAya, evI kriyAo ApaNe gRhastho pAse karAvIe to e karAvaNa kahevAya. anumodana : ApaNe koIne kazuM banAvavAnuM kahyuM na hoya, chatAM gRhastho bhaktibhAvathI ApaNA mATe zIro vagere banAve, e jo ApaNe vahorIe to anumodano doSa lAge. upAzrayamAM aMdhAru che, mahArAja sAhebane prakAzanI jarUra paDaze ema vicArIne zrAvaka ke koI bIjo mANasa lAITa cAlu karato hoya, to ene nA pADavI joIe ke "amAre lAITanI jarura nathI." jo e karI nAMkhe to kahevuM ke "amAre jarUra nathI ja. tamAre tamArA mATe joItI hoya to tame jANo..." paNa evuM kazuM na kahIe ane manamAM ema thAya ke "A lAITa che, to sAruM. badhuM spaSTa dekhAya..." rAtre lAITamAM pustakAdi vAMcIe, lAITa baMdha thAya eTale tarata manamAM kheda thAya ke "are ! lAITa gaI." pAchI lAITa Ave, eTale AnaMda thAya ane pustaka vAMcavAnI pravRtti pAchI zaru thAya... A badhAmAM enI anumodanAno doSa che. upAzrayamAM mANasa kacarA-potA karavA Ave, te vakhate paNa kahevuM joIe ke "amAre jarura nathI." chatAM evuM na kahIe... unheM manamAM AnaMda thAya ke "cAlo, A kacarA-potA karaze, eTale upAzraya cokhkho raheze." ApaNe gRhasthone koI vAta karI na hoya chatAM teo bhakti karavA mATe jAta jAtanI aneka vastu upAzrayamAM laI Ave, ApaNane vinaMti kare ke "sAheba ! A badhuM lo, vahoro." e vakhate emane sAcI samajaNa ApavAne badale e badhuM vahorIe... to e abhyAhata vageremAM thayelI hiMsAnI anumodanAno doSa sAdhune lAge. TuMkamAM ApaNe svayaM hiMsA karatA nathI, je kriyAmAM hiMsA thAya che, evI kriyA gRhastho jaya kakakakakakakakaka kakaka (285 24 04 -

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pAse karAvatA paNa nathI. paNa gRhastho potAnI meLe ja ApaNA mATe evI kriyAo kare ke jemAM hiMsA thAya.. to e kriyA dvArA AvelI koIpaNa vastu sAdhue levI na joIe, vAparavI na joIe. jo sAdhu e vastu le, e vastu vApare to ene anumodanAno doSa lAge. dvitIya mahAvata : karAvaNa : mumukSunI lAlasA manamAM paDI hoya e mumukSune bIjA koI kheMcI na jAya eno bhaya paNa manamAM paDyo hoya. e vakhate mumukSune barAbara gokhAvI daIe ke "jo koIpaNa tane pUche to tAre javAba A ja ApavAno ke mArA guru A ja che, huM emanI pAse ja dIkSA laIza..." ane bhoLo mumukSu paNa e rIte ja bolato thaI jAya. koIka saMghamAM comAsuM karyA bAda tyAMnA gRhastho pAse ApaNe ApaNA guru ke gacchAdhipati para patra lakhAvIe ke "A mahArAje amArA saMghanI ronaka badalI nAMkhI che. emanuM vyAkhyAna, emanI saMyamapariNati to avvalakoTinA che. mahAna prabhAvaka che..." A badhu ApaNe ja sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte emanI pAse lakhAvIe ke emane guru pAse mokalI A badhuM bolAvaDAvIe. enI pAchaLa mAtra yazanI, guru AgaLa potAnI utkRSTa chApa paDe enI ja khevanA hoya... koIka upara ApaNane dveSa hoya-IrSyA hoya... enI sIdhI phariyAda karavAmAM jokhama dekhAtuM hoya. e vakhate bIjA koI sAdhune ke gRhasthane barAbara caDAvIe ane e ApaNI caDAmaNI pramANe guru pAse jaIne pelA saMyamInI ke gRhasthanI phariyAda kare, enA sAcA-khoTA avaguNo gAya. e rIte e saMyamIne ke gRhasthane kharAba cItaravAnuM kAma ApaNI caDAmaNIthI thAya. kadAgrahathI prerAIne lahiyAo pAse khoTuM lakhAvIe, presamAM khoTuM chapAvIe, khoTo pracAra gRhastho dvArA cAre bAju karAvIe.. Ama aneka prakAre mRSAvAdanuM karAyaNa saMbhavita che. anumodana : ApaNA kahevAtA zatrunI - pratispardhInI sAme koI paDe ane cAre bAju enA mATe khoTo pracAra kare... ApaNe jANIe ke A badhuM khoTuM che... chatAM enA dvArA ApaNA pratispardhInI avahelanA thatI hovAthI e badhuM ApaNane aMdarakhAne game.. "sAruM thayuM" ema lAge. eno zakti hovA chatAM niSedha na karIe, e tamAso jovAmAM majA Ave. anya samudAyanA koI sAdhu vagerenA Arthika kaubhAMDa ke cothAvrata saMbaMdhI bhUlo pakaDAya, e badhuM kadAca chApAmAM chapAya, e sAcuM hoya ke khoTuM paNa jo ApaNane aMdarakhAne AnaMda thAya, e anya samudAya badanAma thayAno harSa thAya, paNa zAsananI najIkala - 9 - - - - 286 - jaya jaya jaya jaya jaya jaya jaya jaya jaya

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tattvo...cchito...jAno...mAvo... hIlanA thavAnuM du:kha na thAya, koI puchavA Ave to paNa ema kahIe ke "e samudAya ja evo ! bahArathI badhuM sAruM. bAkI aMdara badhuM saDI gayuM che..." ApaNA pratyenA svAbhAvika bahumAnathI prerAIne mumukSu, gRhastha ke saMyamI ApaNI hAjarImAM puSkaLa anumodanA kare. "A mahArAjA sAheba to bhagavAna che ! anAsakti emanA jevI koInI nahi...' vagere bole. e prazaMsA sAcI hoya ke khoTI hoya to paNa ApaNane emAM majA Ave. jo prazaMsA vadhAre paDatI hoya to eno pratikAra karavo joIe, ene badale ApaNe e badhuM saharSa sAMbhaLIe. jo prazaMsA sAcI hoya to paNa kAM to eno niSedha karavo joIe, chevaTe ApaNe to ApaNI prazaMsA na ja saMbhaLAya, eTale tarata bahAnuM kADhIne paNa tyAMthI dUra jatA rahevuM joIe. ene badale e badhuM sAMbhaLavAmAM ApaNane ja rasa paDe. bahAra kadAca ema bolIe ke "huM to sAmAnya chuM. A prazaMsA khoTI che, vadhArAnI che." paNa aMdarakhAne to e prazaMsA atyaMta priya thaI paDI hoya. TUMkamAM ApaNe jUTha bolIe nahi, bolAvIe nahi... paNa koI jUTha bolatuM hoya, koI ApaNI prazaMsA ke paranI niMdA karatuM hoya to e badhuM ApaNane game, eno ApaNe yogya pratikAra na karIe to e mRSAvAdanuM anumodana banI rahe che. tRtIya mahAvrata : saMghamAM koI anuSThAna karAvIe, enA kharcanuM phaMDa karavAnuM hoya tyAre ApaNe TrasTIone kahIe ke "tamAre jeTalo kharca Avato hoya, enA karatA savA-doDha gaNI rakamano nakaro rAkhavo. je paisA vadhe, e ApaNane bIjA kAmamAM Ave..." A eka prakAranI corI karAvI kahevAya. anuSThAnano jeTalo kharca Avato hoya, eTalI ja rakama levAya ne ? enA karatA vadhAre rakama levI, dAtAne aMdhArAmAM rAkhavo... e ema ja samaje ke 'ATalo kharca thayo haze...' e badhuM khoTuM ja ne ? ema pustako chapAvIe tyAre eno vahIvaTa saMbhALanArAne kahI daIe ke "pustaka 52 kiMmata vadhAre chApavI, ane pachI kansesana ApavuM. lokone ema lAge ke 'ApaNane sastAmAM pustaka maLe che.' ane ApaNane kansesana ApavA chatAM napho thAya. e rakama bIjA kAmamAM vAparI zakAya." athavA to pustaka chApavAno kula kharca jeTalo thato hoya, tenA karatA vadhu 2kama e saMgha pAse, gRhastha pAse laIe, vadhArAnI rakama pAchI na ApIe ane ApaNI IcchA mujaba anya saMsthAmAM vaparAvIe. A badhuM ApaNe ApaNA vyavasthApaka dvArA corI karAvelI kahevAya. sAva sIdhI vAta che ke zrI saMghe amuka cokkasa pustaka mATe ja ApaNane paisA ApelA, e sivAyanA kAryamAM emanA vadhI paDelA paisA vAparavA mATe emanI rajA levI ja paDe. emane jANa karavI ja paDe. paNa A badhuM na karIe * 287*****

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------------------------- mahAvrato - 9 - - ------------------- ane ApaNe ApaNI rIte ja enI vyavasthA karAvIe e corI karAvI kahevAya ja ne ? ApaNA ziSyone - sahavartIone kahIe ke "amuka jagyAe savAre aMDila paraThavI AvavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. divase tyAM cokIdAra ubho rahe che. eTale paraThavavA nahi javAya. e jamIna para makAno bAMdhavAnA che. paNa ene hajI vAra che..." bIjAnI mAlikInI jagyAmAM enI rajA vinA aMDila paraThavavuM e eka prakAranI corI che, ane ApaNe AvuM kahevA dvArA bIjA pAse e corI karAvIe chIe. atyAre tame dhaMdhAmAM nIti Acaro, to jIvI ja na zako. eTale amuka pramANamAM anIti karavAmAM koI vAMdho nahi..." to A paNa corI karAvI kahevAya. dAMDA-tarapaNI-pAtrA-vastrAdi je sAdhunA hoya te hAjara na hoya, ane bIjA sAdhune e badhAnI jarura hoya, te vakhate ApaNe kahIe ke "A sAdhunA dAMDAdi paDyA ja che, e laI jAo.." pelo sAdhu kahe "pUchyA vinA kema lavAya ?" tyAre ApaNe javAba ApIe ke "tame laI jAo, koI ja vAMdho nahi. ApaNe kyAM corIne bhAgI javuM che. ene pAchA ApI ja devA che ne ? bahu ciMtA nahi karavAnI." TuMkamAM mAlikanI rajA vinA paNa enI vastu levAnI, vAparavAnI koIkane preraNA karavI, rajA ApavI. e corI karAvI kahevAya. anumodana : zAstrIyatA jALavyA vinA ApaNo ziSya ke bIjA koI sAdhu koIkane bhagADIne, mA-bApanI rajA vinA dIkSA Ape... e vakhate ApaNane AnaMda thAya ke "cAlo, sAruM thayuM. ApaNuM grupa vadhyuM. zAsanamAM sAdhunI saMkhyA vadhI..." sAdhu doSita vahorI lAve, nirdoSa paNa vadhu pramANamAM vahorI lAve... e khabara paDavA chatAM paNa e vAparavuM... e corInI anumodanA che. niSkAraNa doSita vahoravuM tIrthakara adatta to che ja, ne e ApaNe vAparIe eTale enI anumodanA gaNAya ja. gurune je vastu gamatI na hoya, je vastu lAvavAnI, vahoravAnI gurue nA pADI hoya e ja vastu koI sAdhu laI Ave, gurune batAve nahi ane ApaNane vinaMti kare, e vastu ApaNe vAparIe re ! gurune batAvyA vinA koIpaNa vastu jo koI ApaNane Ape ane ApaNe e vAparIe, to eNe karelI guru-adattAdAnanI anumodanAnuM pApa ApaNane lAge ja. ApaNe mAMdA paDyA, ApaNA aMDila-mAtrune sAdhuo chAnI rIte amuka sthAne paraThavatA hoya. enA mAlikane to e ISTa nathI, paNa sAdhuo khAnagImAM paraThaMDI Ave che. eTale e mAlikane khabara ja nathI. khabara paDe to jhaghaDo thAya ja... AvuM hovA 299-9-199099- 9--288 29 9-9 - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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-------------09 bra.vitAno ...bhAva ... -------------- chatAM ApaNe emane nA na pADIe, badhuM calAvI laIe. "emAM kaMI ja vAMdho nahi. AvuM badhuM to cAlyA ja kare..." ema vicArIe. TuMkamAM koI potAnI meLe svAmI-adatta vagere cAra prakAranI corI kare, e corIthI AvelI vastu ApaNe vAparIe, zakti hovA chatAM e corIno niSedha na karIe to e badhI corInI anumodanAno doSa lAge. caturtha mahAvrata : karAvaNa ? ApaNA svajanomAM koIka chokaro dharmiSTha chokarInI zodha karato hoya, ApaNane evI dharmiSTha chokarIno khyAla hoya, eTale e chokarAne ke enA mA-bApane sIdhI ke ADakatarI preraNA karIe ke "juo, dharmiSTha chokarI ghare Avaze to gharamAM svarga utaraze. amuka amuka chokarI dharmiSTha che. tame tyAM tapAsa karo." ema koI dharmiSTha chokarIne dIkSAnI IcchA na hoya, paNa dharmiSTha yuvAna sAthe ja lagna karavAnI IcchA hoya, evA yuvAnono ApaNane khyAla hoya ane ApaNe e chokarIne ke enA mA-bApane tevA yuvAno darzAvIe... (dharmanA nAme paNa A rIte koIkanA saMsAra maMDAvI ApavA e sAdhu mATe yogya kharuM? kama se kama agItArtha sAdhuo mATe to A badhuM bhayaMkara doSarUpa banI rahe che...) jyAM upAzraya saMsakta hoya, jyAM brahmacaryapAlanamAM garabaDo thavAnI saMbhAvanA hoya... A badhuM jANavA chatAM guru evA sthAnamAM ziSyAdine comAsAdi mATe mokale. emanA brahmacaryanI rakSAno vicAra na kare... to emAM paNa paramArthathI to e maithunakarAvaNa doSa rUpa ja banI jAya che. ziSyo vijAtIya paricaya kare, niSkAraNa vigaIo vApare... A badhuM thavA chatAM guru e badhuM jovA-jANavA chatAM paNa e badhAnI upekSA kare.. zakti hovA chatAM eno niSedha na kare. (kemake pote ja kadAca e doSo sevanArA hoya... athavA to e ziSyo pAsethI tuccha svArtha sAdhavAnI IcchAthI paNa guru A badhuM calAvI le...) 9 vyAkhyAnamAM ke khAnagI mulAkAtamAM evI evI vAto karavI ke jenAthI zrotAnA manamAM vikArabhAva jAgrata thAya, zrotA kharAba vicAramAM caDI jAya. to ahIM paNa maithunakarAvaNano doSa lAge. jo ke vaktAnA bhAva evA na paNa hoya ke "mAre badhAne vikArI banAvI devA che' paNa vaktAne e khyAla hovo ja joIe ke "huM je boluM chuM. e sArA AzayathI bolato houM to paNa jo zrotAne enAthI vikAro jAgatA hoya... to mAre e na bolavuM joIe." paNa vaktA A badho upayoga na Ape, ane jagatamAM cAlatA vyabhicAro, balAtkArAdinA prasaMgonuM sUkSmatAthI varNana kare to zrotAonA mana A badhuM sAMbhaLIne vAsanAgrasta paNa banI jAya. vaktAne e badhA doSa lAge.. ja nAnA nAnA-nAnA---------- 289 4-4 nA --------------------

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jaja ja jatA ja nA haja ja karI mahAvato ke je eka ja jaje jala - - - - - - sAdhu vibhUSA kare, ekadama cokhkhA vastro pahere, AkarSaka cazmA pahere, kadAca moTuM paNa dhUe... "potAnI A vibhUSA lokone vikAra jagADanArI banI zake che. A jANa hovA chatAM sAdhu A badhuM ja kare, vyAkhyAnAdimAM paNa evA hAva-bhAva kare ke jethI strIone AkarSaNa pragaTe... jo AvuM kare ane enA kAraNe strIomAM vikAra jAge, sAdhu pratye rAga jAge to sAdhune A bhAvamaithuna karAvavAno doSa cokkasa lAge. TuMkamAM vibhUSApriya sAdhu svayaM abrahma na seve, svayaM kadAca vikArarahita hoya, to paNa e vAsanAo utpanna karAvavA dvArA cothA vrata saMbaMdhI potAnI pratijJAno lopa kare che. anumodana : "rUpALA chokarA-chokarI pati-patnI banyA hoya, e upAzrayAdimAM viMdanAdi mATe Ave, emane joIne vicAra Ave ke A benI joDI sArI che... to e emanA abrahma sudhInA pApanI anumodanAno doSa lAge." ApaNA saMsArI svajanomAM koI chokarA ke chokarInA lagna thatA na hoya, ane mA-bApa vagerenI ghaNI mahenata bAda emanA lagna goThavAya, sAro saMgAthI bane... e badhI vAtanI khabara ApaNane paDe. tyAre ApaNane manamAM uMDe uDe paNa TADhaka vaLe ke "cAlo, sAruM thayuM e bicAro (bicArI) duHkhI hato, paNa have enuM ThekANuM paDI gayuM." svajano AvIne phariyAda kare ke "sAheba ! A chokarAnuM | chokarInuM ThekANuM paDatuM nathI. ame to mahenata karI karIne thAkI gayA..." e vakhate ApaNane duHkha thAya. "have AnuM goThavAI jAya, to sAruM." kadAca aNasamajanA kAraNe koIka sAdhu bhagavAna pAse prArthanA paNa karI bese ke "bhagavAna ! e chokarAnuM | chokarInuM ThekANuM pADI Apaje..." ApaNA svajano ke bIjAo phariyAda karavA Ave ke "sAheba! dIkarAne enI vahu sAthe banatuM nathI. baMneno svabhAva virodhI che. vahu piyaramAM cAlI gaI che. talAkanI vAto cAle che... zuM banaze ? kaMI khabara nathI paDatI..." A badhuM sAMbhaLIne ApaNane vicAra Ave ke "arere ! bicArAno haryo bharyo saMsAra naMdavAI jaze." vAsanAgrasta koI sAdhune vicAra Ave ke "A bhavamAM to have saMsAranA sukho maLavAnA nathI. paNa AvatA bhavamAM devalokamAM jaIza, to tyAM badhuM mane maLaze." A vicAronA kAraNe ja jyAre zAstromAM deva-devInA bhogasukho vagerenI vAto vAMcavAmAM Ave, tyAre ene e badhuM game. zrIpAla ATha kanyAone paraNyo, cakravartIne 64 hajAra strIo hoya... A badhuM sAMbhaLe tyAre ene vicAra Ave ke "te badhA kevA sukhI haze. kevA masta haze. rAjakumArIo, devI jevI kanyAo emane maLI..." A badhuM ja abrahmanI anumodanA rUpa banI rahe.

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~o..vRitao...Alo...mAvo... paMcama mahAvrata karAvaNa H gRhasthonI kuMDaLI joI ApI emane nokarI-dhaMdhA aMgenuM mArgadarzana ApavuM. "tamArA graho joradAra che. dhaMdhAmAM jokhama paDaze to paNa vAMdho nahi Ave. kamANI ja thaze." ema kahevuM. "tamArA graho dhaMdhA mATenA nathI, tame nokarI karazo to phAvazo..." vagere mArgadarzana ApavuM e paNa parigrahanuM karAvaNa kahevAya. "juo TrasTIo ! tamAre tamArA TrasTamAMthI koIne paNa paisA ApavA nahi. devadravya, jJAnadravya ke koIpaNa dravya koIne na ApavuM. huM je kahuM e pramANe karavuM...' A rIte TrasTIone dharmadravya bheguM karavAnuM kahevuM. yogya sthAne paNa vAparavAnI nA pADavI. "A kALamAM amuka vastuo to rAkhavI ja paDe, na rAkho to sAdhujIvanamAM paNa jIvavuM bhAre paDI jAya. eTale tamAre be-traNa kAmaLI ziyALA mATe rAkhavI. davAo paNa vadhAre rAkhavI. vaiyAvaccanI je Avaka thAya, e tamAre tamArA aMgata zrAvako pAse bhegI karAvI devI. bhaviSyamAM kAma Avaze." A badhI zikhAmaNo ApIne bIjA sAdhuone parigraha karAvavAnI pravRtti karAvavI. "juo, tamAre garamI sahana thatI nathI, ThaMDakavALI vastuo levI jarurI che. eka kAma karo. kALI drAkSa, AmaLAno pAvaDara, TeMka pAvaDaro tamArI pAse ja rAkho. gharomAM to maLe nahi. ane A badhAmAM AdhAkarmI doSa lAgato nathI, mAtra sthApanA doSa ane krItadoSa ja lAge che. paNa enI ciMtA na karavI. zarIra to TakAvavuM paDe ne ?" A badhI preraNA karIne sAdhune sthApanAdi doSa rUpe parigraha karavAnI preraNA karavI. atimoMghI vastuo, videzI vastuo, AkarSaka vastuo koI vahorAvavA Ave, tyAre A sAdhu pote na rAkhe, paNa e badhuM bheguM karIne bIjA sAdhune Ape ke "A rAkho, ekadama moMghI vastu che. tamane kAma Avaze. barAbara sAcavajo. paradezanI che..." vagere karIne bhaktibhAvathI ene A vastu ApavI. (AmAM mugdhatA che, binajarUriyAtanI vastu eka sAdhu bIjA sAdhuone bhaktibhAvathI Ape, rAkhavAnuM kahe, enI moMghAIno ullekha karI vadhu sArI rIte sAcavavAnuM kahe... e badhuM yogya to nathI ja ne ?...) Ama aneka prakAre parigraha-karAvaNa saMbhavI zake che. anumodana : zrAvako ApaNA mATe koIka vastu rAkhI mUke, e sthApanA doSa ! AvA doSavALI vastu vAparIe, to parigrahanI anumodanAno doSa lAge. ApaNo saMsArI piravAra ApaNA mATe bhaviSyanI ciMtAthI koI phleTa kharIdI rAkhe, ApaNI vaiyAvacca mATenI rakama alaga mUkI de. AnI jo ApaNane khabara paDe to ApaNe 291 ***

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mahAvrato nA pADavI joIe. "jyAre jarura paDaze, tyAre zrIsaMgha mArI kALajI karaze. mArA mATe phleTa ke dhana rAkhavAnI koI ja jarura nathI." ema kahevuM joIe. ene badale manamAM ema thAya ke "cAlo, sAruM thayuM. bhaviSyanI ciMtA maTI gaI.'' to e parigrahanI anumodanAno doSa lAge. koIka jagyAe savAre svAmIvAtsalya hoya, ApaNe ekAsaNuM karatA hovAthI savAre vA52vAnuM na hoya... paNa navakArazIvALA ema vicAre ke "bapore ekAsaNAvALAne cAlaze." ane teo savAre mISTAdi anukULa vastuo ekAzaNavALA mATe vadhAre lAvIne rAkhI mUke...AnI ApaNane khabara paDe tyAre AnaMda thAya ke "navakArazIvALAe sAruM karyuM. huM sAmethI to kahI na zakata. paNa teone jAte ja A bhaktibhAva jAgyA, e mATe emane dhanyavAda ApavA joIe..." to A parigrahanI anumodanAnuM pApa lAgyuM. ApaNA koI zrImaMtabhakto ApaNane anuSThAnAdimAM puSkaLa Arthika lAbha letA hoya, enA kAraNe ApaNA anuSThAno khUba sArAmAM sArA thatA hoya... eTale ja jo e zrImaMta bhakto dhaMdhAdimAM khUba kamAya to ApaNane AnaMda thAya. ane e bhakto dhaMdhAdimAM nukasAna pAme to ApaNane kheda thAya. "have ApaNA anuSThAno zI rIte thaze ? e bhakto to have AmAM lAbha le ema nathI lAgatuM. A to bhAre muzkelI thaI..." Ama enA nukasAnamAM ApaNane ciMtA thAya... A paNa e gRhasthonA parigrahanI anumodanAnA pAparUpa ja che. potAnA anuSThAno ghaTI na jAya, e mATe ja zrImaMtabhaktone dhaMdho baMdha karavAnI preraNA na karavI, e dhaMdho cAlu ja rAkhe evI apekSA rAkhavI, mATe ja ene dIkSAnI preraNA paNa na karavI... e sAmethI dIkSAnI vAta kare to paNa eka ke bIjA bahAne eno utsAha ghaTADI devo... "saMpatti dvArA tuM je zAsana sevA kare che, te avvalakoTinI che. dIkSA laIne tuM zuM karaze ? tuM atyAre je kAma kare che, e koI karI zake ema nathI." evI zikhAmaNa ApavI... A badhAmAM paNa uMDe uMDe to enA parigrahanI anumodanA ja dharabAyelI paDI che. ,, TuMkamAM ApaNe parigraha karIe nahi ke karAvIe nahi, paNa koI sAdhu ke gRhastha ApaNA mATe ke anya mATe vastuno saMgraha kare, ane emAM ApaNane AnaMda thAya "sAruM thayuM." evA vicAro Ave to e cokkasa parigrahanI anumodanA rUpa doSa lAge ja. alabatta AgaLa jema aneka bAbatomAM apavAda darzAvelo, ema AmAM paNa te te prakAre apavAda samajI levo. gItArtha ke gItArtha nizcita sAdhu kAraNasara yatanApUrvaka kaMIpaNa kare to e doSa nathI. bAhyadRSTithI te doSa lAge. to paNa paramArthathI e doSa nathI, ema nakkI jANavuM. ****** 29244

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18. mahAvratonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya H bhAvatAo kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe zrIyogazAstragranthanA prathama .zamA vAta rIcha ? bhAvanAbhi vitAni paJcabhiH paJcabhiH kramAt / mahAvratAni no RI sAdhanya vyartha pam pAMca pAMca bhAvanAothI bhAvita karAyelA mahAvrato kone mokSa na sAdhI Ape? arthAt jo pAMca mahAvratonI kula paccIsa bhAvanAo barAbara bhaNAvavAmAM Ave, to nakkI e mahAvrato mokSa Ape, Ape ne Ape ja. jo A bhAvanAono Azaro na levAya, to mahAvratonI zuddhi vadhatI aTake ane jeTalI zuddhi hoya te paNa ghaTatI jAya.. chevaTe mahAvrato mULamAMthI ja naSTa thAya ane jIva pharI ekavAra bhavabhramaNa mATe durgationA raste AgaLa vadhato jAya. mahAvrato jo kalpavRkSa che, to bhAvanAo enA saMrakSaNa mATenI vADa che. mahAvrato jo jIva che, to bhAvanAo e jIvane jIvADanAra prANavAyu che. mahAvrato jo suMdara sarovara che, to bhAvanAo enI rakSA karanArI pALa che. jo vADa nahi, to kalpavRkSa nahi, jo prANavAyu nahi, to jIvanuM jIvana nahi, jo pALa nahi, to sarovara ja nahi... ema jo bhAvanAo nahi, to mahAvrato paNa nahi. A vAtane barAbara dhyAnamAM laIne ApaNe e bhAvanAono vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAno che. zaruAtamAM e bhAvanAo bhale agharI lAge, to paNa jema jema eno abhyAsa karatA jazuM, tema tema e bhAvanAo AtmasAt thatI jaze. prazna : e paccIsa bhAvanAo kaI che? e darzAvazo ? uttara : cokkasa ! prathama mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo kalikAlasarvajJazrIe yogazAstramAM A bhAvanAo darzAvatA kahyuM che ke manoguptyeSaNAdAneryAbhiH samitibhiH sadA / dRSTAnnapAnagrahaNenAhiMsAyAM bhAvayet sudhiiH| (1) manogupti : manamAM koIpaNa saMkalpa vikalpo na thavA devA, game tevI

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ja ja ja mahAvata paristhiti UbhI thAya to paNa zamabhAvamAM rahevuM enuM nAma manogupti ! ahiMsAnI dRSTie vicAraNA karIe to koIpaNa jIva ApaNuM ahita karanAra ApaNane lAge tyAre ApaNane enA pratye gusso caDe, ApaNane enuM ahita karavAnuM mana thAya, ApaNe enuM ahita na karIe to paNa enuM ahita jo bIjI koI rIte thaI jAya...to emAM ApaNane harSa thAya... A eka prakAranI bhAvahiMsA che. koI paNa jIva pratyeno tiraskAra bhAva, arUci bhAva, dhikkAra bhAva, niSphara bhAva, AvezabhAva, e badhA ja bhAvahiMsAnA svarUpo che. manoguptine jo AtmasAt karavAmAM Ave to AvA koIpaNa bhAvo na jAge, ane to prathama mahAvrata sahelAIthI pALI zakAya. A padArtha daSTAMta dvArA vicArIe. dhAro ke ApaNA gurune ApaNA mATe vizeSa lAgaNI nathI, dhAro ke sahavartIomAMthI koIka vAraMvAra ApaNane parezAna kare che, nAnI nAnI vAtomAM ApaNane Thapako Ape che, bIjA AgaLa phariyAda kare che, ApaNI badanAmI kare che. dhAro ke grupamAM jANI joIne ApaNane vadhAre kAma soMpavAmAM Ave che, dhAro ke koIka sahavartIo ApaNI sAthe abolA laI le che, ApaNe bolAvIe to paNa bolatA nathI. dhAro ke guru bIjA badhAne ziSya karI Ape che, paNa ApaNA ziSya thavA detA nathI, thatA hoya to aTakAve che. dhAro ke guru bIjA badhAne vyAkhyAnAdimAM AgaLa vadhAre che. paNa ApaNane AgaLa vadhavA detA nathI - evI anukULatA karI ApatA nathI. dhAro ke ApaNe mAMdA paDIe tyAre koI ApaNI sevA karatuM na hoya-cAlu mAMdagImAM paNa ApaNe ApaNA pratilekhanAdi kAryo svayaM ja karavA paDatA hoya, dhAro ke gurujano ke vyavasthApaka gocarI mAMDalImAM bIjAone khUba sAcave, emane sArI sArI vastuo Ape paNa ApaNA tarapha bilakula dhyAna na Ape. ApaNI noMdha ja na le. dhAro ke ApaNI bhaNavA mATenI khUba IcchA hoya, zakti hoya paNa guru taraphathI abhyAsa mATenI koIpaNa vyavasthA ja na goThavAya, dhAro ke AkhA grupamAM ApaNe koIne priya na banatA hoIe, koIne ApaNA mATe aMtaranI lAgaNI na hoya.... zramaNajIvanamAM kyAMka kyAMka kyAreka kyAreka AvuM badhuM paNa banI zake che ne ? e ja vakhate ApaNuM mana guru pratye - vyavasthApaka pratye - sahavartIo pratye dveSabhAva dhAraNa ja 99 jAta jA2949 99999999999

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Ae-8------jalana mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo -------- karI le che ne ? e jIvo pratye arUci utpanna thAya che ne ? emanuM kAMIpaNa kharAba thAya to "sAruM thayuM. e ene ja yogya hatA." evA evA vicAro AvI jAya che ne ? A spaSTa rIte bhAvahiMsA ja che ne ? A vakhate manoguptine AtmasAta karI hoya to A bhAvahiMsAthI ApaNe cokkasa vegaLA rahI zakIe. (ka) meM pUrvabhavamAM evA ja koIka pApo karyA haze ke jeno udaya Aje cAle che ane enA kAraNe A badhuM bane che. jo huM sahana karIza to e jUnA karmo bhogavAIne khatama thaze ane navA karmo nahi baMdhAya. paNa jo huM dveSa karIza, pratIkAra karIza, Aveza lAvIza to navA karmo pAchA baMdhAze, e bhaviSyamAM pAchI Aja herAnagati UbhI karaze... evo khoTano dhaMdho koNa kare? have to A je karmonuM devuM che, e cUkavI dauM, navuM devuM UbhuM na thAya e mATe jAgrata rahuM e ja mAruM kartavya che. (kha) mane je parezAnI thAya che, emAM nimitta bananArA A badhA jIvo to mArA parama upakArI che ke teo devuM cUkavavAmAM mane sahAya kare che. jema saMsArIone karoDa rUpiyAnuM devuM hoya ane koI udAra mANasa ene devuM cUkavI ApavAmAM sahAya kare to e mANasa upakArI ja gaNAya ne? devAdArane paNa e mANasa tarapha sadbhAva ja thAya ne ? devAdAra badhe e mANasanI prazaMsA ja kare ne ? ke "A mArA parama upakArI che, mAruM devuM cUkavI ApavAmAM mane jabarajasta sahAya karI che. emaNe sahAya na karI hota, to mAruM devuM kema cUkate thAta ?" basa, e ja rIte A badhA to mArA karma rUpI devAnA vinAza mATe mane puSkaLa sahAyaka banI rahyA che. mAre emano upakAra kema vIsarAya? A badhA to mArA anaMta upakArI che. gajasukumALe agninI pALa bAMdhanArA sasarAne, baMdhaka munie zarIranI cAmaDI utaraDI nAMkhanArA mArAone (kasAIone), metAraka munie AMkhonA DoLA bahAra kaDhAvI nAMkhanArA sonIne, avaMti sukamAle be praharamAM potAnuM aDadhuM zarIra khAI janArA ziyALIyAone, kuragaDue potAnA pAtramAM thuMkanArA munione upakArI ja mAnyA che ne ? zuM A badhAnI vicAradhArA khoTI hatI? khoTI hota to emanuM hita thAta? paNa A badhAnuM kalyANa ja thayuM che... to mAre paNa A badhAne mArA upakArI ja kema na mAnavA? emanA pratye ahobhAva kema na rAkhavo ? (ga) A badhA to mArAmAM aneka guNo vikasAvI ApavAnuM kAma kare che. A badhuM sahana karavAthI mArAmAM sahanazIlatA vadhe che. A badho trAsa huM jAte anubhavuM chuM, eTale -------------------------- 295 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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* * * * * ja. mahAvato * - - AvatIkAle huM koIne paNa Avo trAsa nahi ja ApuM... Ama huM bhaviSyamAM Avo trAsa na ApanAro, badhAne prasannatA ApanAro sAro sAdhu banIza... e badhuM AmanA taraphathI maLelA A badhA anubhavano ja prabhAva ne? konI sAthe kevo vyavahAra karavo joIe? ApaNe kevo vyavahAra karIe, to sAmevALAne trAsa thAya,... A badhuM ja A badhA dvArA mane zIkhavA maLI rahyuM che. eka mahAna anubhavI jIva huM banI rahyo chuM. AvatIkAle A anubhava mane seMkaDo-hajAro upara upakAra karavAmAM nimitta banavAno che... mArI vAto sAMbhaLIne loko ApharIna pokArI uThaze ke "oho ! AmaNe keTaluM badhuM sahana karyuM." Ama eka guNavAna AtmA banavAmAM A badhA mArA sahAyaka che. (gha) duHkha ane su:kha to chevaTe manane AdhIna che. bahAra kharAbamAM kharAba prasaMgo banatA hoya to paNa mana jo svaccha-prasanna rahe to duHkha lAgatuM ja nathI. bahAra sArAmAM sArA prasaMgo banatA hoya to paNa mana jo ugamAM caDI jAya to duHkhano koI pAra raheto nathI. eTale huM duHkhI thAuM chuM, to e mAro ja doSa che. mArA mananI nabaLAIno doSa che. A bicArA saMsArIo roja ATha-dasa kalAka majurI kare che, nokara tarIke jIve che, zeThanA ThapakAo sAMbhaLe che... chatAM e badhA mArI jema saMkalezamAM AvIne nathI jIvatA. ekadama prasannatAthI ja jIve che. teo samaje che ke "A badhuM to thavAnuM ja, e nibhAvavuM ja paDe... to huM paNa A rIte mArA manane manAvI lauM to koI kheda pachI na thAya. | (ca) " TrAthiruM patha'' A sUtranA AdhAre manane manAvavuM saheluM che. ApaNane je duHkho che, enA karatA hajAragaNA duHkhavALA jIvo A saMsAramAM aDhaLaka pramANamAM che emano vicAra karIe to ApaNuM duHkha sukha ja lAge. sAsarAmAM patino mAra khAtI, sAsu-sasarAnI gALo khAtI, patinA lapharAone narI AMkhe jotI, chelle sAsu-sasarA-pati dvArA karAtI hatyAno, saLagI javAno bhoga banatI hajAro strIo A vizvamAM che... ene yAda na karIe ? rojanA dasa-dasa kalAka DhoramajUrI karatA, bhaThThIo pAse garamImAM sekAtA, mAMdagInA kAraNe kAma para na jaI zake to pagAra-kapAta bhogavatA, game te ghaDIe nokarImAMthI kADhI mukavAmAM Ave... e rIte addhara zvAse jIvatA, potAnA parivArathI varSo sudhI alaga ja rahetA... keTalAMya jIvaMta mAnavazabone zuM ApaNe na yAda karI zakIe ? unALAnI kALajhALa garamImAM paNa khullA khetaromAM kheDavAnA kAma mATe kalAko sudhI zrama karatA, gADAmAM joDAIne atizaya bhAra veMDhAratA, mAra khAI khAIne muMgA muMgA AMsu sAratA, chelle cIso pADIne katalakhAnAomAM kapAI jatA lAkho Dhorone ApaNe na vicArI zakIe ?

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mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhito amogha upAya : bhAvatAo keTaluM varNana karavuM ? duniyA du:khIothI ja bharelI che. emAM ApaNA duHkhanI to koI kiMmata ja nathI, enI koI noMdha levA ya taiyAra nathI. basa, eka mAtra ApaNe ja ApaNA aNu jevA duHkhane meru jevA dhArIne hAthe karIne duHkhI thaIe chIe. bhUla ApaNI ja che. emAM bIjAne gALo devAno koI artha kharo ? AvI to anekAneka vicAradhArAo che, jene AdhAre jIva manogupti sAdhI zake che. emAM saMkalpa-vikalpo uThatA nathI. dareka jIva pratye sAhajika rIte ja maitrIbhAvanI amRtadhArA cAlyA ja kare, dareka jIva pratye lAgaNInA phuvArAo uThyA ja kare, dareka jIva ApaNane ApaNo lAge-pyAro lAge- vhAlo lAge... A mAro zatru ! A mAro virodhI ! A mAro niMdaka ! A mAro hitadveSI ! A mAro IrSyALu ! A mane parezAna karanAra ! A mane gALo denAra ! A mAruM apamAna karanAra ! Avo ekapaNa vicAra kadIpaNa manamAM ubho ja na thAya. ApaNA zabdakozamAMthI A badhA ja zabdo kAyama mATe vidAya laI le. "zivamastu sarvajJAtaH'' e zabdo mAtra ApaNI jIbhe nahi, paNa ApaNA rUMvADe rUMvADe nAda pokAratA hoya, e mAtra paLabhara nahi, paNa jIvanabhara ApaNA jIvanamAM AtmasAt thayelA hoya... ApaNe samagrajIvonI mAMtAnA vAtsalyanI anubhUti karIe ! ApaNe samagrajIvonA paramamitra tarIke jAtane anubhavIe ! AmAMya jeo ApaNane du:kha de che, parezAna kare che, IrSyA kare che, AgaLa vadhatA aTakAve che... e badhA to ApaNA vadhu vahAlA mitra ! vadhu pyArA mitra ! vadhu nikaTanA svajana ! maitrIbhAvathI garbhita AvI manogupti jo ApaNe sAdhI laIe, to bhAva hiMsA utpanna ja na thAya, prathama mahAvrata kadI duSita na thAya. (manogupti mATe vizeSa varNana jovuM hoya, to 'aSTa pravacana mAtA' pustakanI manogupti vAMcavI...) (2) eSaNA : ApaNane mokSa ja joIe che, e vAtamAM to koI ja vivAda nathI. paNa e mokSa mATe ratnatrayInI jarura che, e ratnatrayIne mATe zarIranI jarura che. zarIrane TakAvavA mATe AhAra-pANInI jarura che. AhAra evo oDakAra ! e nyAye jo sAdhuno AhAra doSita, to sAdhunuM jIvana doSita ! mATe ja nirdoSagocarI mATe moTA moTA zAstronI racanA karavAmAM AvI che. emAM ya 42 doSamAMthI moTA bhAganA doSo to hiMsAdoSanA nivAraNa mATe ja che. prAyaH dareke dareka doSomAM nAnI-moTI hiMsA thAya che, mATe ja e 42 doSono tyAga karavo. ****** *************

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4-09-299-4-9-9-9-09--99-jala mahAvrato ke--9-09-09-9-4-09 ---- hA ! enA mATe pracaMDa purUSArtha phoravavo paDe, moTA doSo to choDavAnA ja. paNa nAnA doSone paNa choDavAnA. enI upekSA nahi karavAnI. jo 42 doSo tyAgavAmAM Ave, to AhAra-pANI saMbaMdhI tamAma hiMsAo baMdha thaI jAya, teno moTo phAyado e ke ApaNuM prathama mahAvrata surakSita rahe (eSaNAsamiti mATe vizeSa varNana jovuM hoya, to munijIvananI bALapothI bhAga 1-2-3 ane aSTa pravacanamAtA pustakanI eSaNAsamiti vAMcavI) (3) AdAna: koIpaNa vastu letI vakhate ke mukatI vakhate pahelA barAbara jovuM ane pachI muMjavuM... e pachI ja vastu levI-mukavI... A AdAna-samiti che. jo pratilekhana+pramArjana na karavAmAM Ave, to jIvonI hiMsA thavAnI ja. rojIMdA jIvanamAM savArathI mAMDIne rAta sudhI seMkaDo vakhata Avu banavAnuM ke ApaNe vastu levI paDe ane vastu mukavI paDe... eka bolapena hAthamAM pakaDavI hoya to paNa pahelA bolapena joI levAnI ane pachI ja ene muhapattIthI pujavAnI... e bAda ja bolapena uMcakavAnI. ema bolapena mukavI hoya to paNa jyAM mukavAnI hoya te jagyA pahelA barAbara jovI paDe, pachI tyAM pUMjavuM paDe... e pachI ja tyAM bolapena mukAya. A to eka dRSTAMta ApyuM, ema dAMDo letA ke mukatA, Tebala-pATa vagere halAvatA ke eka sthAnethI bIjA sthAne uMcakIne mukatA, Tebala ke pATa para rahelA ApaNA hAtha jarAka paNa halAvatA, svAdhyAyAdi mATe beThA hoIe tyAre pagane jarAka paNa halAvavAnA hoya tyAre, pAtrA pratilekhana karIne eka pachI eka vArApharatI jamIna para mukavAnA hoya tyAM dareka vakhate, upadhi pratilekhana karIne eka pachI eka vArApharatI jamIna para mukavAnA hoya tyAM dareka vakhate, pANI vahorIne lAvyA bAda e ghaDo jyAM mukavAno hoya tyAM, gocarI vahorIne lAvyA bAda e pAtrA-tarapaNI je sthAnamAM mukavAnA hoya tyAM, spaMDita javA mATe kAmaLI-kapaDo hAthamAM levA jaIe tyAre, pustaka-prata pAtrAdi para paDyA hoya e hAthamAM letI vakhate, hAthamAM rahela pustaka-prata pATa-TebalAdi para mukavAnA hoya te vakhate, cazmA kADhIne yogya sthAne mukavAnA hoya tyAre, uMghIne ukyA bAda cazmA hAthamAM letI vakhate, 0 0 0 0 0 0 - - - 298 29-09-09-09-429-9-0 9-9-9----

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nA-nAka-ka-la-lanAlana mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya H bhAvatAo ala-------* hAtha-paga-peTa vagere je bhAga upara khaMjavALa Ave e bhAga upara khaMjavALatA pahelA, bhInuM luMchaNiyuM jamIna para, dorI para, saLIyA para sukavavAnuM hoya tyAre, mAtrAno pyAlo hAthamAM letI vakhate, emAM mAtra karatI vakhate, mAtru paraThavyA bAda e luMchIne yogya sthAne mukatI vakhate, ADA paDyA paDyA paDakhuM pheravavuM hoya, paga lAMbA karavA hoya, saMkocavA hoya tyAre, kabATa-bArI-bAraNA kholatI vakhate ke baMdha karatI vakhate, gocarI mAMDalInA paDadA kholatI vakhate ke baMdha karatI vakhate, vaMdanAdi karavA mATe koIkanA aMguThAne aDavAnuM hoya ke jamIna para hAtha mukavAno hoya tyAre, pustakAdi vAMcatI vakhate jayAre pAnuM pheravavAnuM hoya tyAre, comAsAmAM savAre uThIne pATa uparathI jamIna para paga mukavAno hoya tyAre, rAtre ke kAraNasara bapore saMthAro pAtharatI vakhate... AvI DhagalAbaMdha bAbato vakhate te te sthAna, te te vastu pahelA barAbara AMkhethI jovAnI je jagyAethI vastu pakaDavAnI hoya ke jeTalA sthAnamAM vastu mukAvAnI hoya, e badhuM dhyAnathI joI levuM ane pachI jIva na dekhAya to barAbara pUjavuM e pachI ja vastu levI-mukavI. A rIte karIe to trasa ane sthAvara baMne prakAranA jIvonI rakSA thAya. A rIte na karIe to trasa ane sthAvara baMne prakAranA jIvonI hiMsA thAya. (A aMge ghaNI ja mahattvanI bAbato jANavI hoya, to aSTapravacanamAtA pustakanI AdAna bhaMDa... samitinuM lakhANa khAsa vAMcavuM.) IryAsamiti : sUryano prakAza jyAM paDato hoya evA rastA upara, divasa daramyAna jyAM lokonI avarajavara thatI hoya eTale ke je rasto vaparAzavALo hoya, kAco - aNakheDyo rasto na hoya evA ja rastA para jIvonI rakSA mATe barAbara nIce joIne cAlavuM e IryAsamiti che. eka gAmathI bIje gAma vihAra karIe tyAre, savAre-bapore ke sAMje gocarI-pANI levA jaIe tyAre, darzana karavA jaIe tyAre, spaMDila jaIe tyAre, mAtru karavA ane mAtru karIne pyAlo paraThavavA jaIe tyAre, gurune tathA vaDIlone vaMdanAdi karavA jaIe tyAre, jJAnabhaMDAramAM ke pATha levA anya upAzrayamAM jaIe tyAre,... 49 9 49 - - - 299 - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato AvA anekAneka kAryo mATe jyAre ApaNe ApaNI jagyAethI ubhA thaIe ane paheluM DagaluM mukIe, tyArathI mAMDIne eka eka DagaluM jyAM mukavAnuM hoya tyAM ApaNI dRSTi pahelA paDe, 'jo jIvo nathI' ema dekhAya, to e pachI ja paga paDe. eka paNa DagaluM dRSTithI nahi jovAyelI jagyAe to na ja paDe.... A rIte IryAsamiti paLAya, to puSkaLa jIvahiMsA thatI aTakI jAya. jo IrSyAsamiti na paLAya, to jIvavivirAdhanA khUba thAya e spaSTa hakIkata che. (IryAsamiti aMge paNa ghaNI badhI mahattvanI bAbato che, jeo te jANavA IcchatA hoya teoe aSTa pravacanamAtA pustakanI IrSAsamitinuM lakhANa khAsa vAMcavuM.) dRSTAnnapAnagrahaNa : je paNa gocarI-pANI vahorIe, e tyAM ne tyAM ja barAbara joI levA. emAM koI jIva na dekhAya pachI ja e vahoravA. jo joyA vinA vahorI laIe to ghaNI badhI virAdhanA thavAnI saMbhAvanAo rahe che. mohanathALa - buMdInA lADu-motIcu2-22mAnA lADu-vagere vagere je pocI mIThAIo che, e AkhI ne AkhI na vahorAya. pAtrAmAM laIne enA be-traNa TukaDA karavA ane e badhA TukaDA jovAM. ghaNIvAra aMdaranA bhAgamAM phuga thaI gaI hoya che. (sapheda raMganI e hoya) e anaMtakAya rUpa che. eka tIrthamAM sAdhuo AkhA ne AkhA motIcUra laI AvyA. paNa upAzraye AvIne toDyA to aMdara rItasara phuga thayelI dekhAI. amuka TukaDA to vaparAI paNa gayA hatA. e mIThAIne mAtra cAra-pAMca divasa thayelA, to paNa AvuM banyuM. ema eka jagyAe sAlamapAkanA 5-7 TukaDA vahoryA, paNa toDyA nahi. jyAre vAparavA beThA, tyAre enA TukaDA karyA to aMdara phuga thayelI hatI. vahorAvanArane pRcchA karI to e kahe "traNa ja divasa pahelA sAlamapAka banAvelo che, chatAM kema phuga thaI gaI?" AvuM ghaNI mIThAIomAM banI zake che. cAsaNI barAbara thaI na hoya, garamAgarama mIThAI bokSamAM bharI dIdhI hovAthI bokSamAM e garamIno bheja vaLI gayo hoya... AvA aneka kAraNosara be-pAMca-dasa divasamAM paNa mIThAIo para phuga thaI jAya. e upara paNa thAya ke aMdara paNa thAya... eTale uparano ane aMdarano... baMne bhAga dhyAnathI joI levA paDe, nahi to anaMtakAyanI virAdhanA thAya. khAMDa, goLa, pIselI sAkara vagere vahorIe tyAre paNa ene chUTI chUTI karIne barAbara joI levI. emAM kyAreka kIDI-makoDA ke nAnI nAnI jIvAto utpanna thaI hoya che. suMTha pAvaDara, pIparImuLa pAvaDara, haLadara pAvaDaramAM IyaLo, nAnI jIvAto thaI 300 X *

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mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo jAya che... eTale e badhuM vahoratI vakhate paNa khAsa kALajI karavI ja paDe. caNA-mamarA vageremAM paNa IyaLo thaI jAya che. jo caNAmAM kANA paDelA hoya to jIvAtanI zakyatA pAkI... roTalI-roTalA upara paNa kIDI caDI hoya, ghInA kAraNe tyAM ja coMTIne marI gaI hoya... AvuM paNa bane. mATe dareke dareka roTalI-roTalA joI-cakAsI levA joIe. zAkamAM ke dALamAM kyAreka vAMdA vagere marI gayelA hoya... jo dhyAnathI jovAmAM na Ave to e vAMdA vagere gocarImAM AvI jAya. ApaNe kokama ja samajI besIe... cevaDo-mamarA vagere pharasANo paNa evA che ke emAM kAM to aMdara jIvAto utpanna thAya athavA to bahArathI enI aMdara jIvAto AvelI hoya... TuMkamAM koIpaNa vastu vahorIe pachI e ghana padArtha hoya ke dUdha-ghI-2sa-pANIsarabata vagere pravAhI'padArtha hoya, e badhuM barAbara joI levuM. kadAca vahoratI vakhate jovAnuM na phAve to chevaTe vAparatI vakhate to dareke dareka vastu, dareke dareka koLIyo barAbara joIne ja vAparavo... dUdhamAM kIDI vagere marelI paDI hoya, to jo dhyAnathI na joIe to e dUdhano masAlo ja lAge. ApaNe ema ja samajIe ke dUdhamAM elacIno pAvaDara che. hakIkatamAM kIDInA tUTI gayelA avayavo paNa e hoI zake che.... Ama prathama mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo ApaNe joI. dvitIya mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA yogazAstramAM bIjA mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanA darzAvatA pharamAve che ke, hAMsyalomabhayakrodhapratyAkhyAnairnirantaram / Alocya bhASaNenApi bhAvayet sunUtavratam / hAsya : je saMyamIvRMdo sArA che, jemAM paraspara saMyamIone ghaNo AtmIyabhAva, maitrIbhAva, lAgaNIbhAva che... e saMyamIvRMdomAM e badhuM sAruM hovA chatAM emAM eka nAnakaDo doSa ghUsI jAya che. e che paraspara majAka-mazkarI karavI, hasavuM - hasAvavuM. AtmIyatA hoya eTale divase gocarI daramyAna, rAtre pratikramaNa bAda ane e sivAyanA paNa samayamAM saMyamIo sAthe bese, alaka-malakanI vAto kare. emAM hAsyanA mojA paNa uchaLe, eka bIjA mATe kaTAkSo paNa thAya, e rIte jUTha paNa bolAya. alabatta vyavahAramAM, samAjamAM 'hasavuM' e sArI cIja gaNAya che... paNa adhyAtma kSetre hAsya e paNa mahAbhayaMkara che. anaMta saMsAra vadhAravAnI tAkAta hAsyamAM che, kSapaka zreNIne aTakAvI devAnI tAkAta A hAsyamAM che, utpanna thayelA viziSTa XXX 301 **

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* mahAvrato bhAvone rAkha karI nAMkhavAnI zakti A hAsyamAM che. zAstrakAroe kAMdarSika bhAvanAvALA sAdhuo mATe anaMta saMsAranI zakyatAo darzAvI che, e uttarAdhyayanasUtranA jJAtAone khyAlamAM haze ja. mahopAdhyAyajIe vairAgyakalpalatAmAM kahyuM che ke kandarpamanyasya na bhUrihAsyakrIDAciM kasyacidIrayanti / samAdhibhAjaH kuddazAM mate'pi svayaM na hAsyaprathane ratAH syu : / samAdhizAlI mahAtmAo evI pravRtti kadI na kare ke jenAthI bIjAone vikAro jAge, bIjAo hase... khaDakhaDATa hase. re ! mithyAtvI darzano paNa evuM mAne che ke samAdhizAlI AtmAo jAte hase nahi ke hAsyano phelAvo kare nahi. AkrozahAsyAdikamanyadharme'pyapakvabhAvaM bruvate samAdheH / anya dharmomAM paNa kahyuM che ke Akroza, hAsya e badhA vikAro samAdhibhAvanI aparipakvatAne sucave che. arthAt jeo pAse paripakva samAdhi na hoya, teo ja hAsyAdi kare.... eTale ja sAdhue gaMbhIra banavuM joIe. vadhumAM vadhu moDhA para smita pragaTe, paNa khaDakhaDATa hAsya sAdhune na zobhe. ApaNI muhapattI eTalI moTI nathI ke khaDakhaDa hasatA moDhAne DhAMkI zake. vaLI hasatI vakhate muhapattIno upayoga rahe e ochuM zakya che. hAsyanuM kAma evuM che ke eka pachI eka vAto nIkaLatI ja rahe, kalAko pasAra thaI jAya to ya hAsya progrAma baMdha na thAya. A badhu tadana anucita che. mokSamArganA musApharo A rIte nokaSAyanA gulAma bane, ane e gulAmIne pAchI sArI mAne, "A to amArA vaccenI AtmIyatA che" ema samaje, enA jevuM mithyAtva vaLI bIjuM kayuM ? paNa ApaNAmAM samAdhibhAva pragaTyo nathI, adhyAtmabhAva pragaTyo nathI ke evo dRDha banyo nathI eTale hAsyanA sakaMjAmAMthI chUTI zakatA nathI. kyAreka to evuM kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya ke "jo parasparanI AtmIyatA - maitrInA kAraNe roje roja ghaNo samaya hasavAnuM thatuM hoya, to e AtmIyatA paNa AdhyAtmika na hovAthI upAdeya nathI." jo sAdhu gaMbhIra bane, vAtocIto-gappAo tyAgI de, jyAre vAta kare tyAre mAtra AtmAnA hitanI vAto, saMyamanI vAto, pariNatinI vAto, adhyAtmanI vAto kare.... to A hAsya upara kAbu AvI jAya, to enA dvArA vAraMvAra thato bIjA mahAvratano bhaMga aTakI jAya... lobha : vastuonI Asakti e vastuonI prApti mATe jUTha- bolavA prere, 302

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------na mahAvratonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya ? bhAvanAo alaga-ala----- bahAnAo ubhA karavA prere. cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM, zibiromAM, mahotsavomAM traNa TAImanAM rasoDA joradAra cAlatA hoya to jo sAdhune e badhuM vAparavAno lobha jAge to mAMdagInuM, azaktinuM ke trIjuM koI bahAnuM kADhIne sAdhu ekAsaNA tyAgIne navakArazI karavA lAge. Ama lobhanA kAraNe jUTha utpanna thAya. ziSyano lobha koIkanI niMdA ane potAnI prazaMsA karavA prere, navA vastrono lobha vaparAzavALA vastro cAle evA hoya to paNa ene nakAmA kahevA prere, vyAkhyAnano lobha zrAvako dvArA potAnA vyAkhyAnanI moTI moTI prazaMsA karAvavA prere.. amuka ja sthAne cAturmAsa karavAno lobha bAkInA sthAnonA khoTA-sAcA doSo bolavA prere. AvA aneka dRSTAnto pUrve ApI ja gayelA chIe. lobha=spRhA=Asakti jo dUra phagAvI devAya to enA AdhAre ubhA thatA ekapaNa jUTha ubhA na thAya. A mATe to eka ja bhAvane vAraMvAra ghuMTavo joIe ke "mAre mAtrane mAtra mokSa ja joIe. na joIe ziSya ! na joIe navA vastro ! na joIe pATe-khurazI! na joIe manabhAvatI AITamo ! na joIe vyAkhyAna ! na joIe amuka sthAnanuM cAturmAsa ! A badhA padArtho sAthe mAre zuM nisbata! e badhuM kyAM mArI sAthe AvavAnuM che. e badhuM kyAM zAzvata che. e badhuM mAruM che ja kyAM? ratnatrayI e ja mArI! bhaya : guruno bhaya, apayazano bhaya, motano bhaya, priyavastu jatI rahevAno bhaya, apriyavastu AvI paDavAno bhaya,... vagere vagere aneka prakAranA bhayo che. je mANasane jUTha bolavA prere che. jo muni nirbhaya bane, to jUTha bolavAnI jarura ja na paDe. AnA paNa aneka dRSTAMto pUrve darzAvI dIdhA che. - krodha : krodhathI paNa aneka jUTha bolAya, enA daSTAMto paNa pUrve darzAvelA che. "huM krodha nahi ja karuM" A jo pratijJA sAdhu laI le to bIjA mahAvratamAM lAgatA doSo aTakI jAya. anAlocita bhASaNa : je kaMIpaNa bolavuM te vicArIne bolavuM. "huM je zabdo bolIza, enAthI zuM zuM pariNAma AvI zake che? keTalA naphA ane keTalA nukasAna thavAnA che? sAmevALAne AghAta lAgaze ke AnaMda thaze ?" A badhuM barAbara vicAravuM ane pachI ema lAge ke A bolavAmAM ekaMdare lAbha che. to e bolavuM. jeo vicAryA vinA bole teo ghaNIvAra jUTha bolI bese. sAcuM bole to paNa jUTha bolavA jeTaluM ja phaLa meLave. ja jaja jaja jaja 303 jaja ja jaja

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mahAvrato potAnI mAtAnA avasAnane lIdhe eka chokaro dhrusake dhrusake raDato hato, samAja bhego thayo hato. tyAre eka nimittajJa tyAM Avyo, eNe kahyuM ke "hamaNA zuM kAma raDe che ? pAMca dIvasa bAda tAro bApa marI ja javAno che. tyAre benuM bheguM raDI le je ne ? be vAra duHkhI na thavuM" A sAMbhaLIne pelA chokarAnA to AghAtano koI pAra na rahyo. eno zoka bamaNo thaI gayo. AnuM nAma vicAryA vinA bolavuM te ! koI mumukSune dIkSAnA divase hitazikSA rUpe guru kahe ke "atyAranA kALamAM sAdhupaNuM lagabhaga kaparuM thaI gayuM che. ApaNe bacI zakIe ema ja nathI. ApaNane mAtra sAcI sAdhutAno rAga Take toya ghaNuM. to pelA mumukSuno sAdhupaNuM pALavAno bhAva ja tUTI javAno "jo sAdhupaNuM na hoya, mAtra sAdhutAno anurAga ja TakAvavAno hoya, to mAre dIkSA laIne ka2vAnuM zuM ? A huM khoTA mArge caDI gayo." glAna sAdhu moTI mAMdagInA kAraNe doSita vAparato hoya, nA chuTake vAparavuM paDatuM hoya... tyAre ene koIka kahe ke "AdhAkarmI e to mAMsa che, marI javuM sAruM. paNa AdhAkarmI na khavAya. e khAvAthI to nakkI narake ja javuM paDe" to pelo sAdhu gabharAIne badhuM doSita choDI de, pariNAme mAMdagI vakare, kadAca maraNa thAya. vADAmAM mAtrAno ke sthaMDilano pyAlo joI ziSya vicAre ke "A koIkano pyAlo rahI gayo lAge che. samaya thayo haze ke kema ? kadAca vyAkhyAna karavA gayelA guruno ja haze." ane saMmUrcchimanI rakSA mATe vyAkhyAnamAM jaIne badhAnI vacce pUche ke "gurudeva ! eka ja miniTa ! upa2 mAtrA/sthaMDilano pyAlo paDyo che. e Apano che ? samaya thaI gayo che ?" gItArtha saMvigna gurune ja ApaNA jIvananA doSo kahevAnA hoya, ene badale koIka saMyamI potAnA nAnA-moTA doSo potAnA mitrane, sahavartI saMyamIne kahI de. "mAruM jIvana AvA doSothI bhareluM che..." vagere jaNAvI de. A rIte agItArthaneaparipakvane ApaNA jIvananA doSo jaNAvavA. samajaNa na hoya, utAvaLo svabhAva hoya, lAMbu vicAravAnI Teva na hoya, je manamAM Ave te bolI devAnI ja jANe ke Teka hoya... tyAre eTalA badhA chabaraDA vaLe, ke jUTha bolavA karatA paNa A satya bolavAthI ubhA thayelA chabaraDAo hajAragaNA moTA hoya. eTale jene evuM bhAna hoya ke "mArAthI bolavAmAM baphAI jAya che. ghaNIvAra evuM banyuM che eNe jAheramAM moTAbhAge bolavuM nahi, bolavAnI IcchA thAya to potAnA gurune khAnagImAM kahI devuM. jethI e yogya hoya to guru e vAta svIkAre, nahi to nA pADI de..." (bIjA mahAvratanI A bhAvanAo aMge vizeSa jANakArI joItI hoya, to ****304****

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--------janma mahAvatonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya H bhAvatAo --------- aSTapravacanamAtA pustakanI bhASAsamiti ane vacanaguptinuM lakhANa khAsa vAMcavuM) tRtIya mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA yogazAstra prathamaprakAzamAM trIjA mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAonuM varNana karatA pharamAve che ke AlocyAvagrahayAJcA'bhIkSNAvagrahayAcanam / etAvanmAtramevaitadityavagrahayAcanam / samAnadhArmikebhyazca tathA'vagrahayAcanam / anujJApitapAnAnnAzanamasteyabhAvanA : / Alocya avagraha vAMcA : vicArIne, tapAsIne avagrahanI yAcanA karavI. Azaya e che ke sAdhuonuM potAnuM to koI ghara nathI. pArakAnA gharamAM enI rajA laIne sAdhue utaravAnuM che. eTale sau prathama to sAdhuo tapAsa karI le ke "A sthAnaupAzraya saMyama-svAdhyAya-gocarI-pANI vagerenI dRSTie anukULa che ke nahi ?" badhI rIte jo e sthAna barAbara lAge to enA mAlika sAthe vAtacIta karavAnI, mAMgaNI karavAnI ke "ame ahIM rahevA mAMgIe chIe. eka mahino cAra mahinA rokAvAnI bhAvanA che. to tamArI rajA che ne? tamArA gharamAMthI ame ATalI-ATalI vastuo laI zakazuM, e sivAya koIpaNa vastu ame laI nahi zakIe" koInA paNa sthAnamAM mAlikanI rajA lIdhA vinA utaravuM e rItasara corI ja che. eTale e mATe A bhAvanA khUba jarUrI che. vartamAnamAM to te te saMgha ane enA vahIvaTakartAo enA mAlika gaNAya. bhale paisA ghaNA badhAe ApelA hoya, to paNa eno vahIvaTa je saMbhALatA hoya e TrasTIo ja AnA mAlika jevA gaNAya. emanI rajA vinA saMghamAM na utarAya. zeSakALamAM sAmAnyathI koIpaNa sAdhune utaravAnI rajA hoya, to paNa tyAMnA sthAnika mANasane kahI devuM ane rajA laI utaravuM. abhISNa-avagradhyAcana : vAraMvAra avagrahanI yAcanA karavI. Ano artha be prakAre vicArI zakAya. eka to e ke bhale mAlike mahInA mATe rahevAnI rajA ApI hoya, paNa e pachI game te saMjogonA kAraNe mAlikanI IcchA badalAya, "sAdhuo jaldI nIkaLI jAya to sAruM' evo paNa ene vicAra Ave. chatAM ekavAra hA pADI dIdhI hovAthI kahI na zake... paNa enuM mana bagaDI jAya. AvuM kema thayuM? enA vicAro kema badalAyA? enA kAraNo ghaNA hoI zake che. e sthAnano upayoga anya kAma mATe karavAnI ene jarUra paDI hoya, AjubAjunA lokono sAdhuo aMge virodha thavAthI eno vicAra badalAyo hoya... ' eTale ekavAra yAcanA karyA bAda paNa avasare avasare pharI pharI yAcanA karatA rahevuM. "juo bhAI ! tame to amane mahIno cAra mahInA rahevAnI rajA ApI. amAre

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----- 09-99 mahAvato --- - - - - - - - - - - - paNa rahevAnI bhAvanA che. paNa tamane kaMIpaNa muzkelI hoya to kahejo. tamAro vicAra badalAyo hoya to kahejo. ame tarata nIkaLI jazuM. tamane aprIti thAya, e rIte amAre rahevuM nathI. amArA prabhuvIra paNa A ja rIte cAlu comAsAmAM nIkaLI gayelA..." Ama vAraMvAra yAcanA karatA rahevuM. Ano lAbha e che ke eno zubhabhAva vadhe, kadAca sAmAnya kAraNosara eno sAro bhAva badalAyo hoya, to paNa sAdhuonI A vAta sAMbhaLIne ene AnaMda thAya ke "A sAdhuo to keTalA badhA sArA che. mArA duHkhano vicAra kare che. AvA uttama mahAtmAo bhalene ahIM rahetA..." ane e vadhu harSa sAthe ApaNane rahevAnI rajA Ape. mAno ke amuka kAraNosara e "sAdhuo nIkaLI jAya ema ja Icchato hoya. to paNa sAruM ja che. ApaNI A vAta sAMbhaLIne e potAno abhiprAya vyakta kare. sAheba! Apane meM rajA ApelI. paNa amuka kAraNosara mArI have vinaMti che ke Apa ahIMthI vihAra karI jAo..' AnAthI ApaNane khyAla Ave ke "A sthAnano mAlika ApaNane rAkhavA Icchato nathI" to ApaNe tarata tyAMthI nIkaLI jaIe, ene aprIti na thavA daIe, e rIte adattAdAna doSa na lAge. Ama ekavAra sthAna maLyA bAda paNa avasare avasare pharI enI yAcanA karavI e ApaNo AcAra trIjA mahAvratamAM doSa utpanna thatA aTakAve che. Ano bIjo artha e paNa thAya ke "pahelI vakhata e sthAnanI yAcanA karI, tyAre "kaI kaI vastu vAparazuM' e paNa ApaNe jaNAvI ja daIe.' paNa e pachI tyAM navI koI vastuno upayoga karavo jarurI paDe, tyAM nathI koI jagyAno upayoga karavo jarUrI paDe ke jenI ApaNe pUrve mAMgaNI karI na hoya to e jagyAno upayoga karatA pahelA pharI mAlikanI rajA levI ja paDe. AvuM vAraMvAra bane to vAraMvAra rajA levI paDe. dA.ta. ApaNe koIka upAzrayamAM pahelA mALe utaryA, sAMje AkhA upAzrayamAM tapAsa karatA khabara paDI ke "bIjo mALa paNa che, moTo hola che" ApaNane teno upayoga karavAnuM mana thayuM. to TrasTIone pUchI levuM ke "ame bIjA mALe paNa svAdhyAyAdi karIe to vAMdho nahi ne ?" teo rajA Ape, pachI eno upayoga karAya. e pachI evuM banyuM ke nIce jayAM mAtru paraThavavAnuM hatuM, tyAM kIDInA nagarA vagere khUba thaI gayA... ApaNane thayuM ke "agAsImAM chAlaka lagAvIne paraThavIe, thoDI retI naMkhAvIne paraThavIe to vAMdho nahi Ave." paNa jayAre utaryA, tyAre agAsImAM mAtra paravavAnI rajA lIdhelI nahi. to pharI TrasTIone pUchI levuM paDe ke "AvI muzkelI che, to ame agAsImAM retI patharAvIne mAtru paraThavIe to vAMdho nathI ne ?" ja jalaja-----------------306 --------------jala--------

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-----La mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo -----* e pachI kIDInA vadhu upadravane kAraNe virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe amukasthAne sapheda paTTo lagAvavAnI jarUra paDI. to e paNa bArobAra bhakto dvArA kalaravALAne bolAvIne paTTo marAvAya nahi paNa TrasTIone pUchI levuM paDe ke "A amuka jagyAe sapheda paTTo gocarI mATe marAvIe, to vAMdho nahi ne ?" ema koIka kAraNasara bhIMtamAM khIlI vagere lagAvavI hoya, paDadA karAvavA hoya, vRddha sAdhuone ghaNI muzkelI thatI hovAthI rAtre lAITanI vyavasthA goThavavI jarurI hoya... upAzrayanA kSetramAM koIpaNa navA pheraphAra karavA hoya to vyavasthApakonI rajA vinA na karAya. teonI rajA paNa baLajabarIthI na meLavAya. samajaNa ApavA pUrvaka rajA meLavAya. teo samaje, vAta svIkAre pachI A pheraphAro karAya. jo A rIte vAraMvAra emanI rajA na laIe, emanI pAse mAMgaNI na karIe ane ApaNI rIte te vastuno ke te te jagyAno te te kAma mATe upayoga karavA mAMDIe to zakya che ke teone e na paNa game. teo vicAre ke "mahArAjane ahIM lAvyA, tyAre to badhI vAta ja na hatI. A to bhAre thaI. bhaviSyamAM Amane bolAvavA nahi. kAM to badhI zarata karIne bolAvavA." ema nakkI karelA samaya karatA vadhu samaya rahevuM hoya to paNa TrasTIonI rajA levI ja rahI. Aje ghaNe ThekANe jai borDa mukavAmAM Ave che ke "zeSakALamAM 3/7 divasathI vadhu samaya koIe rahevuM nahi." e pAchaLanuM kAraNa A ja haze ne? ke saMyamIo tyAM rokAyA bAda sthAna phAvI javAthI vihAra karavAnuM kAma na le. TrasTIo kahe to paNa na mAne. TrasTIo muMjhAya. saMyamIone kaMI hAtha pakaDIne to bahAra kADhI zakavAnA ja nathI ne ? chevaTe teoe AvA borDa mukavA paDyA. AmAM ApaNo ja doSa ne ? emanI rajA vinA vadhAre rokAvAya zI rIte ? re ! A ja kAraNasara ghaNA sthAnomAM sAdhvIjIone rahevA detA nathI. koI mukhya mANaso kahe ke mukhya AcArya kahe to rokAvA de... emAMya divaso nakkI karI le... ApaNane A na zobhe. rahIe tyAre ja cokkasa divasano aMdAja ApI devo joIe. e pachI kAraNasara vadhAre rahevuM paDe to rajA levI joIe. saharSa saMmati maLe, to ja rahevuM joIe. 30 divasa rahevuM hoya, paNa eTalI rajA na maLavAnI zakyatA dekhAya eTale zarumAM aThavADiyAnI vAta karavI ane pachI bahAnAo kADhI dhIre dhIre 30 divasanI vAta karavI. TrasTIone muMjhavaNamAM mukavA... A kapaTa che, mRSAvAda che, chelle corI paNa che ja. kemake mAlika sAthe chetarapIMDI karI kahevAya. hA ! pAchaLathI koIka kAraNa Ave ane

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- je 99 - 09999 mahAvrato ja jaja je - 090999 - - - vadhu rokAvAnuM thAya to mudata laMbAvAnI vinaMtI karAya. kAraNa vinA paNa kadAca tyAM rokAvAnI bhAvanA thAya to paNa vinaMti karAya, paNa emAM koIpaNa bahAnA ubhA karavA e barAbara nathI. cokhkhuM kahevuM joIe ke "amAre koI vizeSa kAraNa nathI. mAtra A sthAna anukULa lAgavAthI rokAvAnI bhAvanA che." e pachI jo rajA Ape to rahevAya. paNa jo rajA na maLe to tarata nIkaLI javuM. rajA paNa saharSa apAyelI hovI joIe. zaramamAM nAMkhIne rajA meLavavI e bilakula yogya nathI. prazna: pahelAnA jamAnAmAM to sAdhuo gRhasthonA gharomAM rahetA hatA, eTale e vakhate upara mujaba badhI vidhi jALavavI paDe e barAbara paNa Aje to sAdhuo upAzrayamAM rokAya che, e upAzraya koI ekAdanI mAlikIno nathI. ghaNAe bhegA maLIne e banAvelo che. TrasTIo to mAtra vahIvaTakartA che. teoe paisA ApyA hoya to paNa e mAlika nathI. to pachI ApaNe e TrasTIonI rajA levAnI zI jarura? e dAdAgIrI kare, saMghano bApa thaIne besI jAya e thoDuM cAle ? evA TrasTIone to sIdhAdora karI devA joIe. e upAzraya saMghano che, to enA upara ApaNo paNa haka che. e nA pADe eTale ApaNe nIkaLI javAnuM ? e nA pADe to nahi rahevAnuM ? A vaLI kevuM gaNita ? uttara : khoTuM na lagADIza, paNa te je bhASA vAparI che, e sAdhunI bhASA ja nathI. A to saMsArIonI bhASA che. tane eTalo to khyAla hovAM ja joIe ke sAdhu to AvA koIpaNa upAzrayAdino mAlika, hakadAra, bhAgIdAra banI na zake. eTale ApaNe jo AvI vAta karIe ke "A saMghanA upAzrayamAM ApaNo haka che, ApaNo bhAga che." to e ApaNI ja dAdAgIrI kahevAya, aNasamaja kahevAya. have jarAka nIcenA muddAo vicAravA jevA che. (ka) upAzraya banAvavA mATe bhale game te dAtAoe paisA ApyA hoya, paNa pachI jo e upAzraya zrI saMghane soMpavAmAM Avelo hoya ane saMghanA sabhyoe eno vahIvaTa cokkasa vyaktione soMpelo hoya to sIdhI vAta che ke e TrasTIo ja enA mAlika jevA gaNAya. teo rajA na Ape to tyAM rahI na zakAya e spaSTa che. (kha) dhAro ke e TrasTIo peDhI-darapeDhIthI vArasAmAM TrasTI banelA hoya, saMghanA lokone e ISTa na paNa hoya... paNa to ya teo ja mAlika gaNAya. "e kharAba che, game tema varte che" e badhI vAta sAcI hoya to paNa eTalA mAtrathI e mAlika maTI na jAya. dhAro ke bhUtakALamAM gAmano mukhI-sarapaMca loko para thoDo-ghaNo atyAcAra karIne paisA kamAI cUkyo hoya... enA be-traNa baMgalAo hoya... have sAdhuo enA ekAda khAlI makAnamAM utaravAnI rajA mAMge ane pelo nA pADe to sAdhuothI ema to na ja

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-------- mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya H bhAvatAo ----- kahevAya ne ? ke "A labADa mANasa che, dAdo che, kharAba che, eTale e nA pADe to paNa enI havelImAM ghUsIne rahI paDo." e mANasa game tevo hoya, paNa e atyAre mAlika che, to enI saharSa rajA vinA enA makAnAdimAM na ja rahevAya e sAva sIdhI sAdI vAta che. (ga) jo TrasTIo mAlika na hoya to upAzrayAdinA mAlika koNa ? e tame ja kaho. jo saMghanA tamAme tamAma sabhyo mAlika kahevAtA hoya to zuM ApaNe jyAM paNa utarIe chIe tyAM saMghanA tamAme tamAma sabhyonI rajA laIe chIe ? jo na letA hoIe to adattAdAnano doSa na lAge ? jo ema kaho ke saMghe nakkI karelA TrasTIonI-mANasonI rajA laIne rahIe eTale doSa nahi... to eno artha e ja thayo ke saMghe nakkI karelA TrasTIo-mANaso rajA na Ape to tyAM na rahevAya. (gha) 4ra doSamAMno eka doSa evo che ke dhAro ke khetaramAM kAma karatA 50 majuro mATenI rasoI bhegI AvI che. badhA hAjara che. paNa badhAne pota potAnI rasoI vaheMcavAmAM AvI nathI. have sAdhu tyAre vahoravA pahoMce to jo 50 majuronI hA hoya to emAMthI vahorI zake. paNa jo eka-be majuranI paNa nA hoya to emAMthI vahorI na zakAya. hA badhAne rasoI judI judI apAI gaI hoya to have dareka majura potapotAne apAyelI rasoInA mAlika che. to bhale ne pelA be majura vahorAvavA na Icche, to paNa bAkInA 48 majuro to pota potAnI mAlikInI rasoImAMthI sAdhune vahorAvI zake che, sAdhu vahorI zake che. jema bhojanasaMbaMdhamAM A doSa ghaTe, ema upAzraya-makAna saMbaMdhamAM paNa A doSa vicArI zakAya che, kema ke 42 doSo yathAyogya rIte vastra-pAtra-vasati vagere saMbaMdhamAM lagAvavAnA ja che. eTale have dhAro ke eka upAzraya banAvavA mATe 50 zrAvakoe paisA ApyA, have jo e 50 zrAvakone mAlika gaNIe to paNa upAzrayamAM 100 phUTanI jagyA amuka zrAvakanI ane 100 phUTanI jagyA amuka zrAvakanI ... evI vaheMcaNI to thaI ja nathI. eTale A Akho upAzraya 50 zrAvakonI sAmAnya mAlikImAM gaNAya. have jo emAMthI 48 zrAvako ApaNane tyAM rahevAnI hA pADe paNa be zrAvako nA pADe to e vAta nakkI thaI ne ke ApaNe tyAM na rahevAya. bhale 48nI hA hoya, to paNa benI nA che, to emAM rahevAmAM gocarInA daSTAMta pramANe doSa lAgavAno ja. hA ! upAzrayanA pAMca mALa hoya, ane dara dasa-dasa zrAvako vacce eka-eka mALa vaheMcI devAmAM Avyo hoya... to je dasa zrAvako potAnA mALamAM rahevAnI hA pADe, ------------------ 309 --------------------

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* mahAvrato te mALamAM rahI zakAya. bAkInA 40 zrAvako nA pADe, to emanA mALamAM na rahevAya, paNa 10 zrAvakonI saMmativALA mALamAM rahevAmAM koI ja doSa nahi. eka bIjI vAta. dhAro ke, 50 majuronI rasoI hajI vaheMcAI nathI. badhI bhegI paDI che. ane bepAMca majuronI ApavAnI IcchA nathI. to zuM sAdhu gocarI ApavA IcchatA majurone evuM kahI zake kharo ? ke "juo, tame tamAro bhAga judo mAMgI lo, ane emAMthI mane vahorAvo...' nA ! sAdhu svayaM AvuM kare nahi, AvuM kahe nahi. enI meLe ja jyAre 50 majuro paraspara rasoI vaheMcI le. e pachI sAdhu pahoMce to yogya majuro pAsethI vahore. paNa pote gocarI vahoravA mATe A badhA bhAga paDAvavAnuM kAma na kare, evI preraNA paNa na kare. ema amuka saMghamAM dhAro ke 50 zrAvakonI mAlikI che. emAMthI keTalAka zrAvako ApaNane rokAvAnI nA pADe che to keTalAka zrAvako ApaNane rokAvAnI hA pADe che. have e upAzrayanA bhAgo zrAvako vacce vaheMcI apAyA nathI to sAdhuthI tyAM na rahevAya. e vakhate tyAM rahevA mATe sAdhu potAne hA pADanArA zrAvakone ema kahe ke "tame tamAro bhAga mAMgI lo, judo laI lo. emAM amane rahevA do." to e doSapAtra banavAno ja ne ? sAdhu koIpaNa zrAvakane A rItanI preraNA na karI zake ke "tame tamAro bhAga mAMgo" hA ! sAdhunA kahyA vinA ja, sAdhunI leza paNa preraNA vinA ja bhAgo vaheMcAI gayA hoya, pachI sAdhu tyAM pahoMce to sAdhu je zrAvako potAnI jagyAmAM sAdhune utaravAnI rajA Ape, e zrAvakonI e jagyAmAM rahI zake. vaLI A vyavahAra to jagatamAM paNa jovA maLe che. dhAro ke pAMcabhAIono badho dhaMdho ekasAthe cAlato hoya, napho paNa vaheMcAto na hoya, bhego ja gaNAto hoya to emAMno eka bhAI koIka derAsarAdinA caDAvAmAM moTo caDAvo levA Icche, to laI nathI zakato. e bhAIonI saMmati le, badhA hA pADe pachI caDAvo laI zake che. jo emane pUchyA vinA caDAvo le to cAra bhAIo Thapako paNa Ape, kadAca koIka zikSA paNa kare. paNa badhA bhAIoe milakatanI vaheMcaNI karI lIdhI hoya, dareke dareka bhAI pAse potAnI aMgata mUDI hoya to e aMgata mUDInA AdhAre e caDAvo laI zake che, emAM e bIjA bhAIone pUchato nathI. (A ja vAta jo TrasTIo mAlika hoya, to emanI apekSAe vicArI levI ke ekapaNa TrasTInI nA hoya to sAdhu te upAzrayamAM na rahI zake. badhAnI hA hoya, to rahI zake. milakatanI vaheMcaNI thaI gaI hoya to te te bhAganA mAlikanI rajA laI sAdhu te 310 **

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mahAvratonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo te bhAgamAM rahI zake che...) jyAre badhAnI rasoI bhegI ja paDI hoya tyAre paNa sAdhu te te majuronI nA hovA chatAM paNa hA pADanArA majuro pAsethI vahorI le, ane pachI jyAre bIjA majuro virodha kare tyAre hA pADanArA majurone emanI sAthe jhaghaDAve ke "amAro paNa A rasoImAM bhAga hato, eTale ame ApyuM che..." to e na ja cAle ne ? re ! sAdhu na jhaghaDAve, teo jAte jhaghaDe to paNa doSa to sAdhuno ja gaNAya e nizcita vAta che. kema ke enA kAraNe A jhaghaDo ubho thayo. eNe avidhi karI, zAstrAjJAbhaMga karyo, mATe A garabaDa ubhI thaI. ema ahIM paNa upAzrayanI mAlikI ghaNA badhAnI sAmAnya hoya, ane sAdhu amukanI rajA laIne tyAM utare, pachI bIjA mAliko virodha kare tyAre hA pADanArA mAlikane emanI sAthe jhaghaDAve ke "amAro paNa upAzrayamAM bhAga hato, eTale ame ApyuM che" to e na ja cAle ne ? re ! sAdhu na jhaghaDAve, teo jAte jhaghaDe to paNa doSa sAdhuno ja gaNAya, kemake enA kAraNe A jhaghaDo Ubho thayo. eTale amane to A vAta ja ekadama ucita lAge che ke vartamAnamAM te te upAzrayamAM je vahIvaTa kartAo hoya te enA mAlika gaNAya. e sArA che ke kharAba che ? eTalA mAtrathI emanI mAlikI na badalAya. hA ! gItArthasAdhuo emane zAstraviruddha pravRtti badala Thapako ApI zake, mArgadarzana ApI zake... paNa emanI rajA vinA emanA e upAzrayamAM utarI na zake. jema sAdhu badhAne upadeza Ape ke "tamAre supAtrone dAna ApavuM joIe" paNa e upadeza sAMbhaLyA bAda koI gRhasthane bhAva na jAge ane eTale e ghare AvelA sAdhune dAna ApavA taiyAra na thAya, to sAdhu baLajabarIthI vahorI na ja zake ne ? jema sAdhu upadeza Ape ke "tamAre tamArI saMpatti sAtakSetramAM kharcavI joIe." paNa e upadeza sAMbhaLyA bAda koIne saMpatti kharcavAnA bhAva na thAya to sAdhu baLajabarIthI to saMpatti kharcAvI na zake ne ? ema sAdhu TrasTIone-mAlikone upadeza Ape ke "tamAre upAzrayamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIone utaravA devA. emane jeTalo samaya rahevuM hoya, eTalo samaya rahevA devA." chatAM mAliko jo e vAta na svIkAre to sAdhu baLajabarIthI to upAzrayamAM rahI na ja zake ne ? AmAM hajIpaNa utsarga-apavAda saMbaMdhI ghaNI badhI bAbato che, e gItArtha mahApuruSo pAsethI jANavI. mULa vAta e ke je upAzrayanI je je vastunI ApaNane rajA maLI ja gaI hoya, 1311 * * *

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jAta jAta-je-2999 - - - - mahAvato ke-90999 - ----------- te upAzrayanI te te vastunI paNa punaH punaH rajA letA rahevuM. navI jagyA, navI vastu vAparavAno avasara Ave to emAM paNa dareka vakhate rajA letA rahevuM. ema jeTalA kALanI rajA maLI hoya, eTalA kALanI rajA paNa vAraMvAra letA rahevI, ane vadhu kALanI rajA joItI hoya to e paNa kapaTa vinA rajA levI.. jo A badhuM jALavIe, to ApaNane corIno doSa na lAge. patAvanmAnamevaita : upAzrayanI rajA maLe to paNa upAzraya to ghaNo moTo hoya, eTale emAM jeTalA sthAnano vaparAza karavAno hoya, eTalA sthAna paNa mAlikane jaNAvI devA. "ame A holano, A holamAM ATalI jagyAno upayoga karazuM... tathA gocarI-ArAma mATe amuka rUmo vAparIzuM. nIcenA holanI ane enI rUmanI amAre jarura nathI..." vagere. tathA kayuM sthAna zenA mATe vAparavAnA chIe, te paNa jaNAvavuM "ame A jagyAe gocarI vAparIzuM, A jagyAe kApa kADhIzuM, A jagyAnI mAtrA mATe ke vADA tarIke upayoga karazuM, koI sAdhu mAMdo paDe to enA mATe amuka rUma vAparIzuM, joga cAlatA haze to kAlagrahaNAdi mATe amuka jagyA vAparIzuM, zrAvakone dharmopadeza ApavA mATe amuka sthAna vAparIzuM...." A badhuM jaNAvavuM. A badhA pAchaLano Azaya e che ke mAlikane pAchaLathI koIpaNa prakAranuM duHkha na thAya. ApaNe jo vadhAre jagyAno upayoga karIe, ApaNe jo game te sthAne game te kArya karIe to pAchaLathI ene kheda thAya. enI rajA vinA ApaNe A badhuM karIe eTale ApaNane corIno doSa lAge. eka ajaina bhAIe kaheluM ke pahelA huM ghaNIvAra mAro baMgalo saMnyAsIone paNa amuka divasa mATe Apato. paNa teoe to sagaDI saLagAvI, tApaNuM karI mArI sapheda divAlane kALI karI nAMkhI. teo jAya, e pachI emanI nakAmI vastuono Dhagalo thAya, e badhuM mAre sApha karAvavuM paDe. eTale meM emane utAro ApavAno baMdha karyo. ApaNe vihAramAM skulomAM utarIe tyAre A ja paristhiti thAya che ne? ApaNe tyAM mAtru paraThavavAdinI rajA to letA ja nathI, pachI tyAM game tyAM mAtru-caMDila karIe eTale savAre e jANIne skulavALAo gusse thAya, kAyama mATe nirNaya kare ke "ApaNe jaina sAdhu sAdhvIone skula na ApavI." ene badale jo ApaNe emanI rajA laIe, ApaNA AcAro darzAvIe to teo ja sAmethI kaheze ke "tame A jagyAe nahi jatA, paNa A jagyAe jajo ..." teo paNa chevaTe to mANasa ja che, AryadezanA sarjano che, ApaNane rahevA de che e emano ---09-09-9-9-9-09-09-09-09 - - 312 9-9-9-------------

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mahAvratotI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvanAo guNa ja che, eTle jo emane zAMtithI samajAvavAmAM Ave ke "ame saMDAsa-bAtharUmano upayoga karatA nathI, rAtre amAre javuM paDe to kyAM javuM ?...' to teo ja mArga batAve. kadAca teo skulanI bahAra dUra javAnuM kahe to jo ke sAdhuone vAMdho na paNa Ave, to paNa sAdhvIjIone bhaya rahe, to e aMge paNa teone samajAvavA. TuMkamAM dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva joIne kAma karavuM, paNa pUchyA vinA emanA sthAnamAM sthaMDila-mAtru Adi paraThavavA e to bhAre anucita kArya che. samAnadhAmiomyA tathAvapravAcanam : ApaNe vihAra karIne upAzraye pahoMcIe, tyAre tyAM jo bIjA sAdhuo hAjara hoya, to e upAzrayamAM utaravA mATe ApaNe emanI paNa rajA levI paDe. zAstrakAro to kahe che ke e upAzrayano mAlika ApaNane rajA Ape to paNa jo pUrve utarelA saMyamIo 2jA na Ape to tyAM ApaNAthI rahI na zakAya. jo ke pUrve utarelA saMyamIonI pharaja che ke "navA saMyamIone jagyA ApavI," A to sAdharmika vAtsalyano guNa che. saMkaDAza veThIne paNa A kAma karavuM. zrI vyavahArasUtramAM to tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke "mahemAna sAdhuo Ave ane jagyA nAnI paDe, to rAtre sthAnika sAdhuo (pUrve utarelA sAdhuo) bIjA koI sthAne uMghavA jAya, paNa mahemAna sAdhuone jagyA karI Ape." paNa sthAnika sAdhuo koIpaNa kAraNasara rajA na Ape, kheda vyakta kare to ApaNe tyAM na rahI zakAya. e emanI pharaja na nibhAve eTale ApaNe paNa ApaNI pharaja gumAvavI e nyAya nathI. ApaNe ApaNo AcAra barAbara pALavAno. upAzraye pahoMcIne sthAnika-sAdhumAMnA vaDIlane pRcchA karavI ke "ame ahIM utarIe ?" teo hA pADe to pUchavuM ke "kyAM utarIe ?" teo je jagyA batAve te jagyAe utaravuM. e jagyA na phAve ke bIjI jagyA paNa vAparavAnI IcchA thAya to pAchuM pUchI levuM ke "ame A jagyA vAparI zakIe ?" ema gocarI vAparavA mATe, sthaMDila-mAtru mATe paNa sthAnika sAdhunI saMmati mAMgavI, teo je sthAnanI rajA Ape te ja sthAne te te kAryo karavA. gocarI vahoravAnA gharo mATe paNa A ja vAta samajavI. teo je je gharomAM, je je bilDIMgomAM javAnI rajA Ape, tyAM ApaNe jaI zakIe. koIka svajanAdinA ghare javuM hoya to paNa sthAnika sAdhuonI rajA to laI ja levI paDe ke ame A ghare jaIe?'' sIdhI vAta e ke sthAnika sAdhuo kSetranA mAlika jevA ja gaNAya. eTale emane pUchyA vinA koIpaNa jagyA-cIjavastu vAparavAmAM cokkho corIno doSa lAge. ja jema vicitra gRhastho ApaNane gocarI-pANI na vahorAve, rahevA mATe sthAna na 3130***** ***

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* * ja. mahAvato ja Ape to ApaNe emanA para gusso nathI karatA,... ema koIka sthAnika sAdhuo svabhAvadoSane lIdhe ApaNI sAthe anukuLa vartana na paNa kare, to paNa ApaNe gusso karavAno nathI. emane na game to e sthAna choDI devuM. ahIM sAdhuo mATe sAdhuo samAnadhArmika ! sAdhvIo mATe sAdhvIo samAnadhArmika ! jinazAsananA padArtho keTalA sUkSmatama che, keTalA hRdayasparzI che, keTalA pariNitipradhAna che, e A badhA uparathI sArI rIte samajI zakAya che. manapipAnAnAni : phekTarImAM hajAro majuro kAma kare, enA kAraNe lAkho rUpiyAno napho thAya. paNa eno mAlika koNa ? kAma karanArA majuro ? ke phekTarIno mAlika ! sIdhI vAta che ke majuronA kAraNe ja A lAkhono napho thayo che. chatAM enI mAlikI majuronI nathI. eno mAlika to zeTha ja bane. hA ! e pachI majurone emano nakkI karelo pagAra cUkave, majuro e pagAranA hakadAra kharA ! ema sAdhuo badhI gocarI vahorI lAve, paNa e badhAnI mAlikI mAtra ne mAtra gurunI = vidyamAna vaDIlanI che. "huM A lAvyo chuM, huM be ki.mI. pharIne Avyo chuM, mATe A vastu mane maLavI joIe" evuM sAdhuthI na vicArAya. "gurue mArI lAvelI vastu bIjAne ApI dIdhI. meM ATalI mahenata karI, to paNa mane sAva sAdI gocarI maLI, huM keTaluM badhuM mISTa vahorI lAvelo, chatAM mArA bhAge kazuM na AvyuM" Avo vicAra sAco sAdhu na kare. sAco sAdhu to je vastuo maLe, e badhI ja gurune soMpI de, enA manamAM A nirNaya dRDha hoya ke "guru mane je Ape, e ja mAre vAparavAnuM. mane bhUkha lAge to paNa mAre gurune puchavAnuM ke mAre vAparavuM che, huM gocarI lAvuM, A vastu vAparu ?" jo guru hA pADe to ja mAre vAparavAnuM. Ama gurunI ke gurunI gerahAjarImAM sthAnika vaDIlanI rajA maLe, pachI ja gocarIpANI vAparI zakAya. teo je je vastunI rajA Ape, te te vastu ja vaparAya, teo jeTalA pramANanI rajA Ape teTaluM pramANa ja vaparAya... enA karatA thoDuM paNa vadhu vAparavuM hoya to gurune pUchavuM ja paDe. tamane kyAreya paNa hospITalano anubhava che kharo ? to sAMbhaLo. tyAM moTA rogavALA rogIne dAkhala karelo hoya, roganI gaMbhIratAnA kAraNe ene .C.U mAM rAkhelo hoya... to tyAM dardInA svajano paNa, khuda dardI paNa DokTarane saMpUrNa vaphAdAra! DokTara traNa-cAra TAIma je davA levAnuM kahe, e ja davA levAnI. e jeTalA vAge - - - - - - - - - - - - 314 -9------------------

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---------na mahAvatonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo 29-9-9levAnuM kahe, jeTalA pramANamAM levAnuM kahe, eTalA vAge ane eTalA pramANamAM ja dardI davA le. dardIe zuM khAvuM? zuM pIvuM? keTaluM khAvuM-pIvuM? kyAre khAvuM-pIvuM?... A badhuM ja DokTara nakkI kare ane DAhyo dardI e badhuM ja mAnya rAkhe. kyAMya ADu-avaLuM na kare. dardIne koI vastu vAparavAnI IcchA thAya to paNa DokTarane pUche ke "huM A khAI zakuM" jo DokTara nA pADe, to na khAya. DokTara hA pADe to ja khAya. - dardI jo AmAM garabaDa kare, potAnI IcchA pramANe kare to roga vakare. DokTarane jo khabara paDe to DokTara dardIne kADhI paNa mUke, Thapako paNa Ape. ApaNe badhA saMsAraroganA dardI chIe, gItArtha guruo-vaDIlajano e ApaNA DaoNkTara che. gaccha e I.C.U che. sAthenA sAdhuo narsa che... eTalI vAta ApaNA magajamAM barAbara daDha karI levI. ApaNe gurune pUchyA vinA gocarI vahorI laIe, gurune dekhADyA vinA gocarI vAparI laIe, gocarI dekhADIe to paNa amuka vastu na dekhADIe, gurunI jANa bahAra te te vastu vAparI laIe, gurunI rajA maLe toya bamaNA pramANamAM e vastu khAI laIe... A badhuM saMsArarogane vakarAvavAnuM kAma che. jo gurune khabara paDe to hospITalamAMthI = gacchamAMthI kADhI paNa mUke. AvuM badhuM karavAmAM guru adattano doSa lAge. mATe AtmArthIe gocarI + pANI gurunI rajA laIne, emanA batAvelA pramANa mujaba ja vAparavA, IcchA thAya to paNa rajA lIdhA pachI ja vadhu vAparavuM. caturthamahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo : kalikAlasarvajJa zrI yogazAstranA prathama prakAzamAM cothA mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAo nIce pramANe darzAve che strISaNDapazumavezmAsanakuDyantarojjhanAt / sarAgastrIkathAtyAgAtprAgratasmRtivarjanAt / strIramyAlekSaNasvAMgasaMskAraparivarjanAt / praNItAtyadanatyAgAt brahmacaryaM ca bhAvayet / - A pAMca bhAvanAo e mukhyatve brahmacaryanI nava vADa rUpa ja darzAvI che. e navavADanuM varNana ame pUrve karI gayA chIe. chatAM ahIM saMkSepamAM e ja navavADane pAMca bhAvanA rUpe darzAvIzuM. strISarDa....... je upAzrayamAM strI, napuMsaka, pazuonI hAjarI hoya, tevA upAzrayono tyAga karavo. ema strI vagere je Asana para beThA hoya, emanA ubhA thayA pachI paNa 48 miniTa sudhI tyAM na besavuM. tathA jyAM bhIMta vagere sthAnomAMthI ------------------------315 - - - - - - - - - 08-09-09---

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-------------------09 mahAvrato ke 9-9-09--9-9----- maithunAdinA zabdo saMbhaLAtA hoya, te jagyA paNa tarata choDI devI. ghaNIvAra upAzrayanI najIkanA gharomAMthI pIkyaranA gIto vagere saMbhaLAtuM hoya che, emAM kAmottejaka zabdo paNa hoya... mATe ja evA sthAno tarata choDI devA joIe. e sthAnamAM rokAvuM ja paDe. to je bAju e avAja na Ave, na saMbhaLAya... evA sthAne besI javuM. vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayA bAda e ja holamAM beno beThelA hoya to e holamAM na besavuM, jo tyAM besavuM ja paDe to benonI tarapha ApaNI najara ja na paDe e rIte moDhuM rAkhIne besavuM. tathA benonI hAjarImAM pAMgaraNI-kapaDo avazya paherI ja rAkhavo, benonI hAjarImAM sAdhu khullI chAtIe bese e leza paNa ucita nathI, spaSTa maryAdAbhaMga che. A aMgenI ghaNI vAto pUrve jaNAvI dIdhI che. sarAgastrIkathA tyAga : AnA aneka artho thAya che. (1) strInI sAthe vAta karavI ja paDe to paNa rAgabhAvathI prerAIne vAta na karavI, atyaMta jarUrI kAma hoya to ja AMkho nIcI DhALI rAkhIne ja vAta karavI. A sarAgastrIkathAtyAga kahevAya. (2) strI sAthe vAta na karIe, paNa mitro vagere sAthe koIka strI aMgenI vAto rAgabhAvathI prerAIne karIe to e paNa khoTuM ja. e strI aMgenI vAto karatA hRdayamAM kaMIka lAgaNI anubhavAya, kaMIka kheMcANa-rAga anubhavAya, mukhanI rekhAmAM kaMIka pheraphAra ubho thAya, strI aMgenI vAto karavI ane sAMbhaLavI game... A badhuM sarAgastrIkathA che, e choDI devuM. (3) koIka strI sAdhu pratye rAgI bane, rAga bhAvathI AkarSAIne eka yA bIjA bahAne sAdhune maLavA, sAdhu sAthe vAta karavA jhaMkhe... sAdhune khyAla AvI ja jAya ke A strInuM mana sApha nathI emAM kaMIka garabaDa che... eTale Ama paNa sAdhu strI sAthe vAta karato na hoya, paNa emAMya jo paccakakhANanA bahAne, prazno puchavAnA bahAne, AlocanAnA bahAne, vaMdananA bahAne... koIpaNa bahAne Ave.. sAdhu e vakhate kaThora banIne ene aTakAve, ene upAzrayamAM ja na AvavA de. jarUra paDe to Thapako paNa Ape... hA ! bIjA beno paccakakhANa-vaMdanAdi mATe AvatA hoya, to emane amuka samaya puratA kadAca AvavA paNa de... paNa sarAgI benane to sakhtAI sAthe nA pADe. jo AmAM DhIla kare, to e sAdhu vahelu-moDuM potAnuM patana lAvanAra bane che. Ama traNe artho yogya che. prAgrataskRtiH sAdhu bhUtakALanA strI sAthenA saMbaMdho yAda na kare. strI sAthe bhoga ----------------------- 3164999 - - - - - - narala nola-----------

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-------- mahAvratonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo -------- bhogavyA hoya, hasI hasI vAto karI hoya, jAta jAtanI ramato sAthe ramyA hoya, majAkabhAve paraspara jhapAjhapI karI hoya... AmAMnuM kaMIpaNa yAda na kare. jo A badhuM yAda kare to kAma vikAro jAgavAnI zakyatA pAkI A vAta bilakula bhUlavI na joIe. jema svapnamAM bhUta dekhAya ane mANasa gabharAI jAya, gharamAM acAnaka sApa dekhAya ane mANasa gabharAI jAya... ema manamAM bhUtakALanA AvA koIpaNa prasaMga yAda Ave ke tarata ja sAdhu sAvaceta banI jAya, manane jaldI bIjA kAmamAM joDI de.. e vicArone lAMbA cAlavA ja na de... Ama kare to enuM brahmacarya surakSita rahI zake. - srIrathI gokSaUT.. strInA manohara aMgo - mukha vagere tarapha sAdhu daSTipAta na kare, bhUlathI daSTi paDI jAya to tarata ja AMkhane pAchI kheMcI le. sAdhu potAnA zarIrano saMskAra na kare. arthAt moDhuM dhovuM, vALa oLavA, AkarSaka cazmAM rAkhavA, kapaDA dhoLA-dhaba paheravA... AvuM kazuM na kare. sAdhue brahmacaryanI rakSA mATe be bAbato jALavavAnI che. (1) potAne koI tarapha vikAra pedA na thavo joIe. (2) koIne potAnA tarapha vikAra pedA na thavo joIe. jo pote ja vikAragrasta banaze, to pote sAme cAlIne patananI khAImAM paDaze. - jo pote vikAragrasta na bane, paNa koI potAnA tarapha vikAragrasta bane, to e bIjI vyakti potAnA vikAro saMtoSavA sAdhune pADavAno prayatna kare, emAM sAdhu na paNa Take, ane to e rIte paNa sAdhu patana pAme. A bemAMthI ekapaNa prakAre patana na thAya e mATe uparanI be bAbato jALavavAnI che. sAdhu jo strInA moDhA vagere tarapha vAraMvAra joze, to e vikArI banaze, to e svayaM patananI khAImAM paDaze, e na thavA devA mATe sAdhu potAnI AMkhone kyAMya ADIavaLI bhaTakavA na de, ene kAbumAM rAkhe, strI tarapha jUe ja nahi, eTale prAyaH vikAra jAge ja nahi, eTale svayaM patanamAM paDavAnuM bane ja nahi. paNa sAdhu jo moDhuM dhUe, sArA kapaDA pahere, AkarSaka cazmA pahere, vALa oLe... to ene joIne strIo vikArI bane, teo sAmethI AkarSAya ane emanA dvArA sAdhunuM patana thAya. AvuM na thavA devA mATe ja bIjo vikalpa che. sAdhu dekhAvamAM sAdo - kapaDA paNa sAdA-melavALA, zarIra para thoDo mela bAjhela hoya, mukha dhoyuM na hovAthI e paNa zyAma lAge, cazmA paNa sAva sAdA, vALa dhoLA thaI gayelA ke aDadhA mastakamAM TAla paDI gaI hoya, je vALa hoya e paNa jema tema hoya...AmAM koIne AkarSaNa thAya e zakyatA ghaNI ochI ! eTale ja bIjA dvArA

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* mahAvrato sAdhunuM patana thavAno avasara ja prAyaH na Ave. praNItAtyadanatyAga : dUdha-ghI-mIThAIo... A badhu praNIta bhojana che, sAdI gocarI paNa jo peTa bharIne ke dAbI dAbIne vApare to e atibhojana kahevAya. A baMne vastu brahmacaryane nukasAna karanArI che. AtmArthI sAdhue A baMneno tyAga karavo. azakti vagere utpanna thAya to jarUriyAta pramANe alpa praNItabhojana laI zakAya, paNa e jeTaluM ochAmAM pate eTaluM ja sAruM. ema gocarI vadhI paDe ane khapAvavA levI paDe, to e rIte atibhojana karyA pachI bIjA divase upavAsa / uNodarI karI levI. (A aMge vistRta varNana joI jovuM hoya to dhana te munivarA re... pustakamAM je brahmacarya nAmanA guNa uparanI 8-10 gAthAonuM vistRta vivecana che. e jovuM.) prazna : Aje praNItabhojana to moTA pramANamAM vaparAya che, to zuM e khoTuM che ? uttara : saMghayaNanI nabaLAI, sakhata parizrama vagerene kAraNe kharekhara zarI2 TakAvavA mATe, Asaktine paravaza thayA vinA mApasara ja e praNIta bhojana vaparAtuM hoya to e apavAdamArga che, emAM doSa nathI. paNa Asaktine paravaza banIne, zarIrane jarura na hovA chatAM praNIta bhojana vAparavuM, zarIrane ochI jarura hovA chatAM vadhAre praNIta bhojana vAparavuM... e zAstrAjJAbhaMga che. yAda rAkho ke uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeva kahe che.ke rasA pAma na niseviyaA, pAyaM rasA vittinA haeNvaMti / praNIta bhojana vadhu na vAparavuM. prAyaH e vikAra karanAruM bane che. dasavaikAlika sUtramAM caudapUrvadhara zrI zayyabhavasUri kahe che ke patnItra rasa mobaLa...visaM tAlanuM nA praNIta bhojana e sAdhu mATe tAlapuTajhera che. kalikAla sarvajJa zrIhemacandrasUrijI kahe che ke "prakhItAtyanatyAt' praNIta bhojanano tyAga karo... seMkaDo granthomAM seMkaDo mahApuruSoe bahu ja spaSTa zabdomAM A vAta uccArI che. enI avagaNanA e prabhuvIrathI mAMDIne seMkaDo mahApuruSonI avagaNanA che. "A zuM vAraMvAra ekanI eka vAta ! vigaI choDo, vigaI choDo..." evA zabdo dvArA A padArthanI mazkarI e prabhuvIrathI mAMDIne seMkaDo mahApuruSonI mazkarI che. koI bhale game te kahe, zAstravacano bahu spaSTa che. je eno apalApa karaze, e game tevo mahAna hoya, e enA dAruNa aMjAma bhogavaze ja, e nizcita vAta che. A ja vAta vibhUSA aMge vAraMvAra kApa kADhIne AkarSaka vastro-paheravA aMge 318 - ***

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ha-ka-la-----mahAvatonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo ------------ paNa samajI ja levI. paMcama mahAvratamAM pAMca bhAvanAo kalikAla sarvajJazrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA yogazAstranA prathama prakAzamAM pAMcamA mahAvratanI pAMca bhAvanAonuM varNana karatA pharamAve che ke sparze rase ca gandhe ca sme zabde ca hAriNi / paJcasvitindrIyArtheSu gADhaM gAya'sya varjanam / eteSvevAmanojJeSu sarvathA dveSavarjanam / AkiJcanyavratasyaivaM bhAvanAH paJca kIrtitAH / sparza anukULa sparzano saMparka thAya, to emAM gADha Asakti na karavI ane pratikULa sparzano saMparka thAya to emAM sarvaprakAre dveSano tyAga karavo e prathama bhAvanA che. DAmarano ke sImenTano rasto hoya toya zuM? ne kAMkarA - kAMTAvALo rasto hoya toya zuM? khabara paNa na paDe e rIte loca karanAra loca kare toya zuM? ne AMcakAo lAge toya zuM? jADo-komaLa saMthAro maLe toya zuM ? ne khUMce evo saMthAro maLe toya zuM ? lIsA - pAtaLA kapaDA maLe toya zuM ? ne cAmaDI phADIne lohI kADhI nAMkhanArA kapaDA maLe toya zuM ? koIno AzvAsana Apato hAtha zarIra para phare toya zuM? ne gAla para be tamAcA paDe toya zuM ? zarIra para sugaMdhI dravyo copaDavAmAM Ave toya zuM ? ane varasAdAdimAM zarIra kAdavathI khUba kharaDAya to ya zuM ? - vajanamAM halako-nAno ghaDo maLe toya zuM? ne ghaNA pANI bharelo moTo ghaDo uMcakavo paDe toya zuM ? gocarI uMcakavAno avasara ja na Ave toya zuM? ne puSkaLa vajanathI hAtha rahI jAya, lohI gaMThAI jAya toya zuM? mAMdagImAM mAtra bAma lagADavAthI patI jAya toya zuM ? ne zarIramAM 10-20 IjekzanonI soMya ghoMcAya toya zuM? neIlakaTara vaDe nakha vyavasthita samArAya toya zuM ? ne bhUlathI kAcI cAmaDI paNa utaraDAI jAya toya zuM ? hoTha ekadama suMvALA rahe toya zuM? ne ziyALAdimAM cAmaDI ukhaDe-lohI nIkaLebaLe toya zuM? paga sArA-suMvALA hoya toya zuM? ne emAM tirADo paDe, cAmaDI ghasAya, lohI nIkaLe toya zuM?

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mahAvrato vahelI savAre ThaMDakamAM vihAra thaI jAya toya zuM ? ne taDakAmAM upara-nIce ghora garamI veThavI paDe toya zuM ? ziyALAmAM be-cAra dhAbaDAnI masta vyavasthA maLe toya zuM ? ne ekapaNa kAmaLI vinA AkhI rAta pasAra karavI paDe toya zuM ? AvI to seMkaDo bAbato vicArI levI. sAdhu badhAmAM prazamabhAvanimagna bane, hA ! chadmasthatAnA kA2Ne saMjvalana rAga-dveSa thaI paNa jAya. mATe ja to gADha zabda lakhelo che. e sucave che ke gADha rAga choDavo... arthAt maMdarAga paNa choDavAno to che ja chatAM e vartamAnamAM na chUTe, to paNa gADha rAga to na ja thavA devo. e ja vAta gADha dveSa aMge paNa samajI levI. gADha rAga eTale prazaMsA karavI. khUba khuza thavuM. emAM racyApacyA rahevuM. gADha dveSa eTale niMdA karavI-khUba duHkhI thavuM - hAya ! hAya ! karavI, phariyAdo cAlu rAkhavI. sAdhu to sArI vastune paNa sahana kare, pacAve. sAdhu to kharAba vastune paNa sahana kare, pacAve. rasa H unALAmAM amadAvAdI navA ghaDAnuM bekalAkathI ThaMDu thayeluM pANI maLe ke moTA vihAra karIne pahoMcyA hoIe ane ApaNA gayA pachI ja pANI garama mUkeluM hoya, e dhagadhagatuM garama pANI lAvIne khAsI tarasa chipAvavA e garama pANI vAparavuM paDe sAdhune beyamAM zuM phera paDe ? kAraNasara karAtI navakArazImAM garamAgarama, kesara-IlAyacI-elacIvALuM dUdha maLe ke baporanA ekAsaNAmAM khAMDa vinAnuM sAva ThaMDu dUdha maLe... sAdhune beyamAM zuM phe2 paDe? tela vinAnuM ochA maracAvALuM vyaMjana vAparavA maLe ke puSkaLa tela ane puSkaLa maracAvALuM mAravADI vyaMjana vAparavAmAM Ave. sAdhune bemAM zuM phera paDe ? moDhAmAM mUkIe ane gaLAmAMthI utarI jAya evI ekadama pAtaLI ane moNavALI roTalI vAparavAmAM Ave ke sAkaranA TukaDAnI jema ja roTalIne dAMtathI toDavI paDe evI jADI-moNa vinAnI roTalI vAparavAmAM Ave sAdhune beyamAM zuM phera paDe ? rasagullA - rasamalAI - aMgu22baDI jevI mIThAIo vAparavAmAM Ave ke bhUlathI jemAM khAMDa ja nAMkhavAnI rahI gaI che evI ane loTa vadhAre sekAI gayo hovAthI kaDaka banI gayelI, ghI ochuM hovAthI sUkI paMdara-vIsa divasa jUnI mohanathALa jevI mIThAI 320

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--------mahAvratonI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo ------- (!) pAMca-sAta TukaDA vAparavAmAM Ave... sAdhune beyamAM zuM phera paDe ? AMbila khAtAnI 20-25 garamAgarama AITamothI oLI karavAnI Ave ke cAlu vihAramAM nirdoSa gocarI vAparavAnI khevanA hovAthI mAtra jADI lukhI roTalI ane ukALelA pANIthI AMbila karavA paDe.... sAdhune beyamAM zuM phera paDe ? gocarI vadhI paDe tyAre khapAvavA mATe anukuLa mISTAnnAdi vAparavA paDe ke zAka, supa, AhAra - ThaMDA bhAta khapAvavAmAM Ave...beyamAM sAdhune zuM pharaka paDe ? mApasara masAlAvALI rasoI Ave ke bhUlathI bilakula aluNI ke bhUlathI bamaNA balavaNavALI gocarI Ave... e vAparavI paDe... beyamAM sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? roja mISTAnnAdivALI gocarI maLe ke unALAdimAM mahInA sudhI mAtra ne mAtra roTalI-zAka-dALa bhAtavALI sAva sAdI gocarI maLe, emAM ekAsaNuM karavuM paDe... sAdhune beyamAM zuM phera paDe ? kerIno rasa anukULa Ave ke kerIno rasa ati khATo, utarI gayelo Ave... beyamAM sAdhune zuM phera paDe ? - sAdhu mAtra ne mAtra zarIra TakAvavA ja gocarI vApare che, rAgadveSa khatama karavA gocarI vApare che... eTale e AvI vicitra paristhitimAM paNa merunI jema aDagaaDola rahe che. e nathI to sArA gocarI-pANInI prazaMsA karato ke nathI to pratikULa gocarI-pANInI phariyAda karato... re ! ene anukULa-pratikULa A be bhedo ja kyAM che ? svAdhyAyAdi yogamAM tallIna banI cUkelA sAdhune A prazaMsA ke phariyAda karavAnI ekapaLanI paNa phurasada ja kyAM che ? gaMdha : cAlu vihAramAM Aju bAjunA bagIcA vageremAMthI puSponI manohara sugaMdha Ave ke gaTara pAsethI pasAra thatI vakhate viSThAdinI bhayaMkara durgadha Ave..... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! glAna sAdhu mATe gharomAMthI anukULa vastuo pAtramAM vahorI lAvavAnI hoya, tapasvI mATe pAraNAmAM viziSTa dravyo pAtrAmAM vahorI lAvavAnA hoya ke e ja glAnanA ke e ja tapasvInA spaMDila-mAtrunA pyAlA dUra jaIne paraThavavAnA hoya... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! - seMTa attarathI vAsita vastrovALA zrAvakonA AgamanathI AkhA upAzrayamAM sugaMdha vyApI jAya ke ajIrNavALA koIkanI vAchUTathI upAzrayamAM cAre bAju durgadha vyApI nahae ---------------09 3 2 1 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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mahAvrato jAya... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! gurunA sAmAnya malina vastrono sAbu vagerethI kApa kADhavAno hoya ke glAnanA sthaMDila-mAtruthI atizaya bagaDelA vastrono kApa kADhavAno hoya... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! potAnA hAthe aneka sahavartIone suMdara-majAnI gocarI vaheMcavAno lAbha maLato hoya ke koIka sAdhu bhUlathI jamIna para ja puSkaLa ulaTI karI bese, tyAre khobA bharI bharIne e ulaTI pyAlAmAM laIne, e jagyA sApha karIne, e pyAlo vidhisara paraThavavAno hoya... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! roja sAbu-zemputhI snAna karanArA, mukhamAMthI durgaMdha na Ave e mATe sugaMdhIdAra maMjana karanArA, rojeroja dhoyelA kapaDA paheranArA zrImaMto sAthe najIkamAM besIne vAta karavAno avasara Ave ke bilakula snAna na karanArA, maMjanAdi na karatA hovAthI mukhamAM tevI gaMdhavALA, milanavastrovALA sAdhu sAthe agatyanI vAta mATe najIka besIne vAta karavAno avasara Ave... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! rasoDAmAM banatI bhAtabhAtanI mIThAIonI maghamaghatI sugaMdha cheka upAzrayamAM upara sudhI Ave ke Aju bAjumAM marI paDelI gAyanA zabanI nAka phADI nAMkhe evI durgaMdha cheka upAzrayamAM upara sudhI Ave... sAdhu mATe badhu samAna ! navA upAzrayomAM aghatana kakSAnA eTale ja durgaMdhAdi vinAnA vADAmAM sthaMDila besavuM paDe ke jUnA upAzrayomAM je vADAmAM jUnA sthaMDilo paDelA hoya, sthaMDilavALA pyAlAo paDelA hoya evI jagyAe besavuM paDe... sAdhune badhu samAna ! bahAra sthaMDila javAnuM thAya tyAre ekadama cokhkhI jagyA maLe ke savAre seMkaDo loko tyAM sthaMDila jatAM hovAthI Aju bAju viSThAovALI jagyA maLe... sAdhune badhuM samAna! sAdhu jugupsAmohano vijetA che, ene kyAMya jugupsA na thAya hA ! aucitya khAtara, kharAba na dekhAya e khAtara kaMIka karavuM paDe e judI vAta ! paNa jugupsAnA kAraNe sAdhunuM moDhuM kadI na bagaDe. sugaMdhAdinA kAraNe sAdhunA mukha para malakATa kadI na pragaTe. pudgalasvarUpano jJAtA mahAtmA sugaMdha-durgaMdhanA cakkaramAM na phasAya, enA saMkalpa vikalpamAM aNamolA mAnavabhavanI eka sekanDano karoDamo bhAga paNa sAdhu na bagADe. pelA tattvajJAnI maMtrI ane pudgalarasika rAjAnI kathA kyAM prasiddha nathI ? nagaranI gaTara pAse maMtrI nAka baMdha karato nathI, moDhuM macakoDato nathI, niMdA karato nathI... Azcaryacakita rAjA pUche che ke "maMtrI ! zuM tane durgaMdha nathI AvatI..." maMtrI kahe ke "A to pudgalano svabhAva...' aMte rAjAne pratibodha pamADavA mATe maMtrIe e ja *** 322 - ***

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----nIla-rela---jana mahAvratonI rakSAno-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo -------- gaMdA pANIne aneka prakriyAo dvArA sugaMdhI, svAdiSTa banAvI rAjAne eka divasa bhojananuM AmaMtraNa ApI e pANI vaparAvyuM. rAjA kahe ke "mArI jIMdagImAM AvuM pANI meM pIdhu nathI. tuM AvuM pANI kyAMthI lAvyo?" tyAre maMtrIe abhaya mAMgI laIne sAcI vAta jaNAvI ke "nagaranI gaMdhAtI gaTaranuM ja A pANI che ke jene Apa te divase khUba vakhoDatA hatA ane Aje khUba vakhANo cho..." eka maMtrI jo Avo virAgI hoya, to paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhunI to vAta ja zI karavI ? rU5 : koIka rUpALA, gorA, hasamukhA dekhAya to koIka kadarUpA, kALA, raDamasa dekhAya.... koIkanA vALa sohAmaNA, AkarSaka dekhAya to koIkane bharayauvanamAM paNa mastakamAM TAla paDI gaI hoya ke vALa dhoLA thaI gayA hoya... koIkanI AMkho lAMbI-sapramANa-viziSTakakSAnI hoya, to koIka kANiyA hoya, koIkanI ekAda AMkha trAMsI hoya, koIkanI ekAda AMkhanI kIkI ja vicitra prakAranI hoya... koIkanA nAka aNidAra hoya, koIkanA nAka sAva capaTa-beDoLa hoya... koIka sarvAga saMpUrNa hoya, to koIne "uMTanA aDhAre aMga vAMkA' e nyAya lAgu paDelo hoya... koIka pAtaLA ke madhyama hoya, koIka ati jADA, hAsyAspada lAge tevA hoya... navA upAzrayo AlizAna mahela jevA, AkarSaka raMge raMgAyelA hoya, jUnA upAzrayo khUNA-khAMcAvALA nAnA, aMdhArIyA, ukhaDI gayelA kalaravALA hoya... paheravAnA vastro tadana navA kADhelA hovAthI ekadama sapheda-cokhkhA hoya, to koIka vastro varSothI vaparAtA hovAthI kadhoNA thaI gayelA ane mahinAthI kApa kADhyo na hovAthI melA DAghAvALA hoya koIkano cahero atyaMta sohAmaNo hoya ke koIkano vaLI koDhanA sapheda sapheda aneka DAghAvALo hoya. kApa kADhyA bAda hatheLIno-hAthano badho mela nIkaLI javAthI e hatheLI saphedAI + lAlAzathI bharapUra hoya ke kApa kADhyA pUrve hAtha dhoyA na hovAthI e hAtha zyAmavarNanA dekhAtA hoya... DokTara pAse javAnuM hovAthI baMne pago barAbara dhoI lIdhA hoya ane tethI lezapaNa DAghA vinAnA hoya ke pachI dhULa-mATI vagere vagere dravyonA saMparkane kAraNe baMne pago upara ja- - - - - - - - - - - - 3 2 3 49 - - - - - - - - - - -

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DAghA dekhAtA hoya... mahAvrato AvI to seMkaDo bAbato ! roje roja najara sAme seMkaDo lAkho sArI-narasI vastuo dekhAya, loko dekhAya...paNa sAcA sAdhunA manamAM kyAMya rAgadveSa na thAya. jJAnagarbhita vairAgyano svAmI A mahAtmA to samajato ja hoya ke "saba pudgala kI bAjI" AjanI sArAmAM sArI dekhAtI pratyeka vastunA bhaviSyamAM je behAla thavAnA che. e AkhuM vizva jANe che. paNa sAdhu to e behAlane najara sAme ja jANe ke sAkSAt nihALe che. atyaMta rUpALI strI paNa sAdhune to zmazAnamAM saLagI gayelA enA dehanI rAkha rUpa dekhAya, moTI, nayanaramya ImArato paNa sAdhune to varSo pachI khaMDiyera banI janAra, lokone ThallA-mAtrA mATe upayogamAM AvanAra dekhAya. A deha to bhAI ! hADamAMsano banelo mALo ! A deha to bhAI ! zmazAnanI zabano Dhagalo ! ******** A deha to bhAI ! gaMdI-durgaMdhI vastuothI bharelo ukaraDo ! A deha to bhAI ! anaMtasaMsArano janetA mahAna kapaTI zatru ! pachI e deha potAno hoya ke pArakAno... sAdhu...to sAva udAsIna ! pudgalanA sohAmaNA rUpanA phaMdamAM phasAya e bIjA ! AtamanA sohAmaNA rUpanA darzana karanAro sAdhu nahi ja. zabda : bhakto, zraddhALuo prazaMsAnA puSpono varasAda varasAvatA na thAke, ane IrSyALuo-doSadaSTAo TIkA-niMdAnA kaMTakono varasAda varasAvatA na thAke... paNa sAdhu to na malakAya ke na muMjhAya ! Aju bAjumAM cAlatA lagnaprasaMgono ke saMgItanA progrAmono sumadhura avAja bhalabhalAne ekadhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe jAgrata banAvI de, ane rAtre be-cAra vAge zerInA pAMca-dasa kutarAo bhUkhane kAraNe ke game te kAraNe puSkaLa moTethI bhasIne vAtAvaraNane trAsajanaka banAvI de... paNa sAdhu na AkarSAya ke na trasta bane. mIThA kaMThavALo koIka gAyaka derAsaramAM suMdara-majAnuM stavana lalakArato hoya, ane kyAreka koIka abujha zrAvaka svara karkaza-besuro hovA chatAM AkhA derAsaramAM saMbhaLAya eTalA moTA avAje gAto hoya...baMneya dazAmAM caityavaMdana karatA sAdhunI potAnI caityavaMdananI dhArA lagIre na tUTe. ****************

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mahAvratotI rakSAto-vRddhino amogha upAya : bhAvatAo sAmaiyAmAM sArAmAM sArA beMDavALAnI hAjarI hovAthI karNapriya saMgIta relAtuM hoya ke divALInA divasomAM rAte kAna phADI nAMkhe evA moTA avAje boMba - phaTAkaDAo phUTatA hoya... sAdhu zAMtasvabhAvI banI rahe. upAzraya ekadama zAMta eriyAmAM hovAthI ane vyAkhyAnamAM bALakonI gerahAjarI hovAthI nIravazAMti vacce potAno avAja ekadama spaSTa rIte nIkaLato hoya, sAdhune paNa lAge ke mAro avAja Aje ghaNo moTo hoya ema lAge che. evI anukULa paristhiti hoya ke upAzraya mukhya roDanI najIka hovAthI vAhanonI avarajavara cAlu hoya, hornanA avAja, rIkSAdinA avAja vAraMvAra kAne athaDAtA hoya,vyAkhyAnamAM chokarAono paNa thoDoka avAja bhaLelo hoya... sAdhu na to rAgI bane ke na to udvegavALo bane. vyAkhyAna sivAya paNa covIsa kalAka je upAzrayamAM bilakula zAMti hoya temAM rokAvAnuM thAya ke kAraNasara covIsamAMthI kamasekama paMda2-sattara kalAka avAjothI dhamadhamatA upAzrayamAM rokAvAnuM thAya... sAdhunuM mana na uchaLe ke na bagaDe. dhArmika anuSThAna cAlatuM hoya, saMgItakAro sAjIMdA sAthe AvIne gIto gAtA hoya, gAnArAnI sAthe DholavALA maMjIrAvALA garakAva thaI jatA hoya... kyAreka evuM bane ke adhakacaruM zIkhelA saMgItakArono kAphalo bhego thayo hoya. gAyakano svara pUrvadizAmAM, to Dholano avAja vaLI uttara dizAmAM, maMjIrA vaLI dakSiNa dizAmAM.. sAMbhaLanArAone kAnamAM khUMcyA ja kare evuM e saMgIta ! paNa sAdhune zuM lAge-vaLage ? e A badhA pudgalonI jaMjALamAM zIdane lapeTAya ? e nakkI mAnajo ke sAdhu pAse be sAjA-sArA kAna hoya to paNa e dhira che. sAdhu pAse tIkSNadaSTi dharAvatI be AMkho hoya to paNa e prajJAcakSu che. sAdhu sAva sAmAnya gaMdhane paNa jhaTa pakaDI pADanAra nAka dharAvato hoya to paNa e nAkarahita che. sAdhu pAse badhA svAdono vibhAga karI ApanArI catura jIbha hoya, to paNa e ekendriyatulya che. sAdhu pAse rUpALI-sohAmaNI cAmaDI hoya to paNa e anindriya che - Indriya rahita che. sAdhu sAMbhaLe che kharo, paNa AtmAno avAja ! bahAranA avAjo sAMbhaLavAnI ene paLanIya phurasada nathI ** 325

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* mahAvrato sAdhu jUe che kharo, paNa AtmAnA guNo ! paudgalika manoharatA jovA mATe e lagIre navaro nathI. sAdhu suMghe che kharo, paNa zIlanI sugaMdha ! puSpo-seMTa-attaranI sugaMdha suMghavA e kSaNapaNa gumAve nahi. sAdhu vApare che kharo, paNa AtmamastIne ! viSThA bananArA pudgalone ArogavAnI hoMza e kare, evo mUrkha nathI. sAdhu sparze che kharo, paNa uttamapariNatine ! strI vagerenA sparza to ene AgamAM dAjhI javA jevA ja lAge. basa, A pAMca bhAvanAo jo sAdhu AtmasAt karI le, to pAMcamuM mahAvrata enA mATe sAva ja sulabha banI jAya. A paccIsa bhAvanAomAM je sAdhu-purUSArtha na kare, emAM chUTachATa seve e mahAvratone malina karanAro bane... kadAca kyAreka e mahAvratone saMpUrNa gumAvI denAro paNa bane mATe ja AmAM vadhu ne vadhu prayatnazIla banavuM. aMte...... 326 ***

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Aja 19. namoDastu ta tava zAsanA ja A che huMDA avasarpiNI ! vadhu kharAba avasarpiNI emAM vaLI A pAMcamo Aro ! kevalajJAnI vagere atizayajJAnIono saMpUrNa viraha! emAM vaLI bhasmagrahanI mAra khAI khAIne adhamUo banelo A jainasaMgha ! AvA kALamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM kharAba dekhAvAnuM ja. kyAMka sAdhu-sAdhvIomAM bhAremAM bhAre jhaghaDAo paNa dekhAya. kyAMka sAdhu-sAdhvIomAM abrahmanuM pApa dekhA de. kyAMka sAdhu-sAdhvIomAM parigrahanI ghora mamatA paNa dekhAya, kyAMka sAdhu-sAdhvIomAM zithilAcAra maryAdAone bhAMgI cUkelo paNa dekhAya. kyAMka sAdhu-sAdhvIomAM hiMsakatAnI parAkASThA paNa dekhAya. zuM na dekhAya A kaLiyugamAM ? e ja eka savAla che. - zuM ApaNe A badhuM ja gAyA karavuM che ? zuM ApaNe jemAM kazo vizeSa pheraphAra karI zakavAnA nathI, e bAbatone bhUlI na zakIe? jo ApaNe A mArge AgaLa vadhazuM to ApaNo ghora tapa, abhuta jJAna, apUrva vaiyAvacca, ajoDa zAsana prabhAvanA... badhuM ja pANImAM jaze... e nakkI mAnajo. . . sAMbhaLo to kharA e vIraziSya, avadhijJAnI dharmadAsagaNinA hArdika zabdo ! subahuM pAsatthajaNaM nAuNaM jo na hoi majjhattho / na sAhei sakajjaM kAgaM ca karei akhA . vartamAnamAM zithilAcAravALA, sAdhutAthI bAra gAu dUra jaIne beThelA mAtra veSadhArIo paNa moTA pramANamAM che. paNa je saMvigna sAdhu, je sadAcAra saMpanna sAdhu A badhAne joIne niMdATIkAnA raste caDI jAya che, emanA tarapha madhyastha banato nathI. e AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakato nathI. e potAnA AtmAne kAgaDo banAvavAnuM kAma kare che. kAgaDAnuM kAma che viSThAmAM cAMca mAravAnuM ! zithilonI zithilatA e gaMdhAtI viSThA ja che ne ? emAM najara nAMkhanAra sAdhu kAgaDAnA birudane pAme emAM vaLI navAI zI? (32 7 % * * * * * * * *

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% ja jaja ja mahAvato ke ja jIsTara ghora tapasvI, ghora svAdhyAyI, ghora brahmacArI banyA pachI paNa jo kAgaDo banavAnuM hoya to zuM e ApaNane badhAne pasaMda che ? jo nA? to ApaNe makkamapaNe keTalAka nirNayo karI ja levA joIe. A ati-ati-ati bhayAnaka kALa che, jenI ApaNe kalpanA paNa na karI zakIe eTalI hada sudhInA pApAcAro zramaNa saMsthAmAM paNa kyAMka kyAMka phelAyelA hoI zake ja che. eTale "badhuM ja zakya che," e barAbara samajI levuM. ema thaze to jayAre paNa evA koI samAcAro sAMbhaLavA maLe, tyAre mana emAM aTavAI nahi jAya, mana enA ja nAhakanA vicAromAM kalAko-divaso bagADI nahi nAMkhe. paLavAramAM e vicArone tageDI daIne pAchuM sanmArge lAgI jaze. jo ApaNe te te doSo, te te zithilatAo aTakAvavA samartha hoIe to cokkasa eno vicAra karavo, e mATenA upAyo vicAravA, e mATe yogya vyaktio sAthe enI carcA karavI. e rIte ApaNI mahenatathI e bhayAnaka dUSaNo aTake, zAsanahIlanA aTake enA jevuM rUDuM bIjuM zuM? paNa jo ApaNane ema lAge ke AmAM huM kazuM ja karI zakavAno nathI AmAM mAruM kazuM ja cAlavAnuM nathI, mAtra vicAravA ke bolavA sivAya eka biMdu jeTaluM paNa kAma karavAnI AmAM mArI hesiyata nathI... to tyAM daDhatA sAthe nirNaya lo ke "A aMge mAre kaMI ja vicAravuM nathI, mAre kaMI ja bolavuM nathI, mAre kazuM ja karavuM nathI" ulyuM A badhuM vicArIne ApaNe ApaNuM mana apavitra karIe chIe, urdu A badhu bolIne ApaNe nahi jANanArAone paNa A bAbato jaNAvIne emanA manamAM paNa azubha bhAvo ubhA karavAnuM, zAsanahIlanAmAM nimitta banavAnuM kAma karIe chIe. urdu AmAM kaMIpaNa karavA jatAM evI thappaDo paDe che ke jemAM ApaNA nimitte nukasAna ghaTavAne badale vadhI jAya che. eTale pahelA A vicArI ja levuM ke "AmAM huM kaMIpaNa sAruM karI zakuM ema chuM?" jo mana nA pADe, to e vAta game tevI bhayaMkara paNa kema na hoya, enI dharAra upekSA ja karavI. enI paLavAra paNa carcA na karavI, e vAta koIne paNa na jaNAvavI. e durgadhano phelAvo ApaNA nimitte bilakula na thavA devo. nahi to ghaNAnA bhAvaprANa jokhamamAM mukAze, ghaNAnI saMyamabhAvanA naSTa thaze, ghaNAno zAsanarAga nabaLo paDaze, ghaNAo niMdakatA-doSadaSTinA bhoga banaze... e badhAmAM nimitta banI jazuM ApaNe !

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namo'stu tasmai tava zAsanAya -* mAnavamanano e svabhAva che ke e mana nabaLI vAto sAMbhaLI-vAMcIne nabaLuM bane che. e mana sabaLI vAto sAMbhaLI-vAMcIne sabaLuM bane che. e kabula che ke vartamAnamAM saMyamapariNati durlabha che. AcAranI zithilatA ane enI pAchaLa vicAranI zithilatAo paNa vadhI rahI che... paNa A badhI nabaLI vAto che... e sAMbhaLI-vAMcIne ApaNuM mana paNa nabaLuM paDe. "ATaluM badhu kharAba cAle che." evuM vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavA-vAMcavA Ave... to dhIre dhIre e kharAba kharAba lAgatuM maTI jAya... pachI to ApaNAmAM paNa nAnA-moTA aMze e doSo ghUsI jAya to navAI nahi. eTale nabaLI vAto sAMbhaLavI-vAMcavI nahi, koInI paNa nahi. ene badale sabaLI vAto vadhu ne vadhu sAMbhaLavI-vAMcavI, bIjAone kahevI. dA.ta. "pelA sAdhuo to cikkAra AdhAkarmI vApare che, vihAramAM moTo khaTAro sAthe rAkhe che... jalasA kare che...' A badhI nabaLI vAto bolavAne badale "A sAdhuo nirdoSa gocarI mATe be-be ki.mI. paNa phare che. vihAramAM ekeya mANasa sAthe rAkhatA nathI. AMbila-ekAsaNAdi tapa kare che...'' AvI sabaLI vAto ja karavI. "pelA sAdhuomAM cikkAra sAdhvI paricaya che, sUryAsta bAda aMdhArAmAM paNa sAdhvIo sAdhuo pAse besatA hoya che. Akho divasa benonI avarajavara cAlu ! ekalA beno sAthe paNa sAdhu kalAko sudhI bese che..." A badhI nabaLI vAto bolavAne badale "A sAdhu joyo ? potAnI sagI bA-bena maLavA Ave, to paNa divase paNa emanI sAthe ekalo besIne vAta na kare. sAthe koI purUSa hoya to ja vAta kare ane toya sagI bA sAme paNa AMkho UMcI karIne na jUe. zuM enuM brahmacarya !" AvI sabaLI vAto ja karavI. "A sAdhuoe to potAnA karoDo rUpiyAnA TrasTa banAvI lIdhA che. khoTAkhoTA projekTo dekhADI, khoTA kharcA batADI saMghamAMthI lAkho rUpiyA haDapa karI jAya che... e paisAthI pachI potAno navo saMsAra khaDo karI de che.' A badhI nabaLI vAto bolavAne badale "A sAdhuo kevA niSparigrahI ! eka nAnA poTalA jeTalo ya parigraha nahi. ghaDiyALa rAkhavA paNa taiyA2 nahi. emano Akho saMsAra vihAramAM emanI sAthe ja uMcakAI jAya... AgaLa-pAchaLa kaMI na maLe..." AvI sabaLI vAto ja karavI. AvI AvI to hajAro bAbato che, darekamAM nabaLI ane sabaLI bAbatonuM A 1329 ******

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jIjejaja mahAvato je gaNita samajI levuM. jo vartamAnamAM pratyeka AcAramAM nabaLI bAbato hoya to e paNa nakkI mAnajo ke vartamAnamAM pratyeka AcAramAM sabaLa daSTAMnto paNa jIvatA-jAgatA che ja. ApaNe nabaLI vAto uccArI enuM khaMDana karavuM, ene badale sabaLI vAto uccArI enuM maMDana karavuM. sabaLI vAtonuM maMDana e nabaLI vAtonuM mahAkhaMDana ja che. (khyAla rAkhavo ke "avidhinuM khaMDana karavAno niSedha nathI, paNa vartamAnamAM je avidhivALA che. e badhAne yAda karI karIne "e AvA che, tevA che' e badhI bAbatono ahIM niSedha karelo che. e paNa vartamAnanA jIvadaLonI tevI pariNati joIne...) pAMca mahAvratonuM varNana vicArIe to ApaNane badhAne spaSTa lAgaze ja ke sAcI sAdhutA ghaNI-ghaNI-ghaNI agharI che. have jo A hakIkata hoya to navI dIkSAo utAvaLe ApavAne badale mumukSuone pAkI tAlIma ApIne ja dIkSA ApavI e atyaMta hitAvaha che. adhyAtmasaMsAramAM kahyuM che ke ata eva hi sazrAddhacaraNasparzanottaraM / duSpAlacaraNAcAragrahaNaM vihitaM jinaiH sAcI sAdhutA ghaNI kaparI che, mATe ja sauprathama to mumukSuone suzrAvakanA AcAro paLAvavA, cheka zrAvakonI agiyAra pratimAone paNa e vahana karI le.. e pachI duSkara evI sAdhutAno svIkAra karavo... AvuM jinezvaradevo kahe che. zrI paMcAzakamAM bhagavAna haribhadrasUrIzvarajIe paNa A ja vAta karI che ke "koI paNa kALamAM cAritrano svIkAra zrAvakAcAromAM vyavasthita ghaDatara pAmyA bAda sAro... emAM ya A kALamAM to tAlIma vizeSa pramANamAM ApavI, e pachI ja dIkSA ! have jo zAstravacano A pramANe hoya, ApaNo mata anubhava paNa tevo hoya to ApaNe utAvaLa karIe e vyAjabI nathI. dIkSA na ApavAnI vAta nathI... paNa tAlIma vadhu ApavAnI ja A vAta che. kamasekama je mumukSu hoya te satata eka paNa khADo pADyA vinA cha mAsa ApaNI sAthe rahe, ene ja dIkSA ApavAno vicAra karavo. A daramyAna mumukSune (1) dasavidhi cakravAla sAmAcArI (2) dazavidhazramaNadharmo (3) aSTapravacana mAtA (4) pAMca mahAvratonuM talasparzI jJAna ApavuM. e enA jIvanamAM Acarato thaI jAya... e rItano prayatna karavo. A rIte jJAna ane kriyA dvArA e tAlImabaddha bane, pachI ja dIkSA ApavI. 29 29-09-9---09-09-- - - - - - 330 29-09-ka 09-09---09-09-9-1990

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namo'stu tasmai tava zAsanAya je utAvaLa karaze, e jo pAchaLathI svabhAvameLa vagere nahi paDe to AlokamAM khUba khUba du:khI thaze. dhAro ke svabhAvameLa paDaze to paNa saMyamajIvana game tevuM jIvaze, zithilatAone poSaze... to dIkSA ApanArano paraloka bagaDaze... ,, eTale ziSyanI lAlacamAM utAvaLa karavI e koIpaNa hisAbe yogya nathI. jema dIkSAmAM utAvaLa yogya nathI, tema dIkSA mATe koIkanA uchaLatA bhAvone rokavA, toDavA e paNa yogya nathI. "saMyamajIvana vartamAnamAM duSkara che, enA karatA tuM sAco zrAvaka bana... emAM ja tAruM kalyANa thaze..." dIkSAnI bhAvanAthI AvelA ke dIkSAnI bhAvanAthI najIkamAM ja rahelA jIvone A rIte zrAvakajIvananI mahattA darzAvavI, e to enA uchaLatAbhAvone toDavA rUpa banI 2he. jo vartamAnamAM sAcI sAdhutA duSkara che, to vartamAnamAM zuM sAcuM zrAvakapaNuM sukara che ? zrAvakonuM samyaktva paNa na Take ane mArgAnusAritA paNa na Take evA ati bhayaMkara nimitto emanI cAre bAju patharAyelA paDyA che. vijJAna, navA navA mato emanA samyakatvane haNI nAMkhe che, to bhogasukho, vadhatI jatI amAna-samAna anukULatAo emanI mArgAnusAritAno ghAta karI de che. jema sAcI sAdhutA agharI che, ema saMsAramAM rahIne sAcI zrAvakatA, samyaktva ke mArgAnusAritA sAcavavI e paNa eTalI ja agharI che. ulTuM jo e jIva sArA grupamAM joDAze, to nimittothI dUra thavAthI, satata sAcuM mArgadarzana maLavAthI mArgAnusAritA, samyaktva, dezavirati ane sarvaviratine paNa pAmI zakaze. chevaTe mArgAnusAritA pAme-TakAve e paNa A kALamAM nAno lAbha nathI. adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che ke aMzuddhApi tti zuddhAyA: priyA hetu: savAzayAt / azuddha kriyA paNa jo emAM zubha bhAva bhaLelo hoya, kriyAnuM leza paNa bahumAna emAM joDAyeluM hoya, to e zuddha kriyAne lAvI Ape che. yogakviMzikAvRttimAM kahyuM che ke ye tu gItArthAjJAnirapekSA vidhyabhimAninaH idAnIntanavyavahAramutsRjanti, anyaM ca. vizuddhaM vyavahAraM saMpAdayituM na zaknuvanti, te bIjamAtramapyucchindanto mahAdoSabhAjo bhavanti / jeo gItArthonI AjJAmAM nathI, "vividha ja pALavI joIe, vidhi vinAnuM anuSThAna khoTuM ja che e calAvI na levAya" ema vidhinA abhimAnavALA che, ane eTale ja jeo vartamAnanA avidhivALA anuSThAnone choDI de che, choDAvI de che. enI *** 331 * ****

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mahAvrato sAme bIjA vizuddha anuSThAna karatA nathI, bIjAone karAvI zakatA nathI. teo to bIjamAtrano paNa uccheda kare che ane mahAdoSanA bhAgIdAra bane che. Ano sAra e ja che ke atyAre cAritrAcAronuM pAlana aticAro-doSo-bhUlo-avidhivALuM che, e vAta sAcI. paNa "mAre mokSa joIe che, mAre jIvadayA pALavI che, mAre pApamaya jIvana jIvavuM nathI..." vagere vageremAM ekAda paNa zubhabhAva jo emAM bhaLelo hoya to e zubhabhAva jIvane dhIre dhIre upara lAvavAnuM kAma kare che. e bIja che, je bhaviSyamAM phaLane utpanna karaze. paNa have jo ApaNe evuM samajavA mAMDIe ke ATalA badhA doSothI bharapUra cAritra levA karatA-pALavA karatA to cAritra ja na levuM - choDI devuM sAruM" to e bhayaMkara bhUla ja gaNAze. zuM A doSa bharapUra cAritrane choDIne ApaNe nirdoSa cAritra pALanArA banavAnA chIe ? bIjAne doSa bharapUra cAritra choDAvIne ke na levA daIne nirdoSa cAritra pALanArA banAvI zakavAnA chIe ? to A 'bAvAnA beya bagaDyA' 'ato bhraSTastato bhraSTa:' nyAya lAgaze, vadhu sAruM meLavI na zakAyuM ane ochuM sAruM paNa gumAvyuM. eTale AvI bhUla ApaNA dvArA na thavI joIe. ApaNe to zakya eTalo prayatna e ja karavo ke bhUlo-doSo-aticAro ghaTe, paNa cAritra ja choDavAnI ke cAritra ja na levAnI vAta barAbara nathI. hA ! A badhuM paNa jenAmAM alpa paNa zubhabhAva hoya enA mATe che. je bhA2ekarmI - abhiva - dIrghasaMsArI jIvanA lakSaNavALA che, tevA jIvo mATe to dIkSA choDavI - dIkSA na levI e yogya ja che... "ApaNuM cAritra nabaLuM che, AtmapariNAmo eTalA badhA uMcA nathI'' e badhI vAta sAcI. paNa enAthI ApaNe hatAza banIe ke AvI vAto dvArA bIjAne paNa hatAza banAvIe e sva-para ahitakArI paddhati che. AvA vakhate badhAno utsAha vadhe evI bAbato vicAravI joIe. dA.ta. eka vepArI potAnI 1 lAkha rUpiyAnI mUDIthI dhaMdho kare che, ane mahine 5 hajAra kamAya che, to jo e vepA2I pAse 10 lAkha rUpiyAnI mUDI bhegI thaze, tyAre e mahine keTalA kamAze ? sAmAnyathI kahI zakAya ke 50 hajAra rUpiyA kamAze. eka mANasa 1 kalAkano samaya ApavAmAM Ave, to 10 pAnAnuM lakhANa TAIpa karI zake che, to jo e mANasane pa kalAkano samaya ApavAmAM Ave, to sAmAnyathI *332 *** **

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namo'stu tasmai tava zAsanAya kahI zakAya ke e 50 pAnAnuM lakhANa TAIpa karI zake che. have A ja vAta ApaNA jIvanamAM vicArIe. ApaNI pAse saMghayaNa che chaThThu ! ApaNI pAse kevalajJAnI vagere koI ja atizayajJAnI nathI, ekAda pUrvadhara paNa hAjara nathI. ApaNI pAse je gurujano che. e prAcIna mahApuruSo jevA to prAyaH nathI ja. ApaNane saMyamapAlanane anukULa kSetro paNa ochA-ghaNA ochA maLe che. ApaNane cAre bAju evA evA kunimitto maLe che ke jenAthI saMyamajIvana ane enA pariNAmo vadhAravAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa TakAvI rAkhavA-ghaTavA na devA... e paNa duSkara che. AvI to DhagalAbaMdha AdhyAtmika pratikULatAo vacce ApaNe jIvIe chIe. have ApaNe TakAvArI kADhIe. jo AvI paristhitimAM paNa ApaNane saMyama gamatuM hoya, ApaNA doSo badala kharekhara raDavuM AvatuM hoya, devAdhideva sAme stuti-caityavaMdana karatI vakhate ApaNuM haiyu bhInuM bhInuM thatuM hoya, kaMIka sAruM karavAnI bhAvanAo thatI hoya, kaMIka sAruM karIe to eno AnaMda Avato hoya... Ama bhale maMda maMda paNa suMdara pariNAmo AtmAmAM jAgrata thatA hoya... to jyAre prathamAdi saMghayaNo maLaze, jyAre kevalajJAnIo ke pUrvadharo maLaze, jyAre gautama svAmI jevA mahAna gurujano maLaze, jyAre saMyamapAlananI puSkaLa anukULatAvALA kSetro khUba maLaze, jyAre saMyamapariNAmone khUba khUba vadhArI zakAya evA ja nimitto cArebAju patharAyelA maLaze... AvI DhagalAbaMdha AdhyAtmika anukULatAo vacce jyAre ApaNe jIvavAnuM Avaze, tyAre to ApaNA zubhabhAvo kevA vadhI gayA haze ? kSapakazreNInI keTalA badhA najIkamAM ApaNe pahoMcI gayA hazuM ? TuMkamAM saMyamapariNAmo mATenI cikkAra pratikULatAo vacce paNa jo ApaNe thoDo ghaNo zubhabhAva TakAvI zakyA chIe, to saMyamapariNAmo mATenI cikkAra anukULatAo vacce ApaNe keTalA badhA uMcI koTinA zubhabhAvane pAmazuM ? vartamAnakALanA sAmAnyaguru pratye paNa jo ApaNe thoDo-ghaNo samarpaNabhAva keLavI lIdho che, to jyAre kevalI ke caudapUrvadhara jevA mahAna guru maLaze, tyAre 333 ** ***

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mahAvrato ApaNo samarpaNabhAva AsamAnane ja AMbaze ne ? chellA saMghayaNamAM paNa ApaNe roja ekAsaNA, 100-200 vardhamAnatapanI oLIo, mAsakSapaNAdi tapazcaryAo AcarI zakyA chIe, to prathama saMghayaNamAM to ApaNe kevo ghorAtighora tapa karazuM... buddhi alpa hovA chatAM paNa ApaNe aneka zAstrono abhyAsa karI zakyA chIe, to jyAre buddhi teja maLaze tyAre ane caudapUrvI jevA bhaNAvanArA vidyAguru maLaze, tyAre ApaNe keTalo badho jJAnAbhyAsa pAmI zakIzuM ? A badho vicAra ApaNe karIne atyAre ghaNI ochI anukULatAmAM paNa ghaNI vadhAre zubhapariNati sAdhavAno sakhata purUSArtha karavo joIe. e purUSArtha kharekhara evo kAma Avaze ke je vakhate saMyama mATenI ghaNI anukULatAo maLaze, te vakhate kelavajJAnanI prApti sAva ja sahelAIthI thaI jaze. kAMTA-kAMkarAvALA raste paNa je kalAkanA cAra ki.mI. cAlI javAnI Teva pADI de, tene jyAre ekapaNa kAMTA-kAMkarA vinAno khullo hAI-ve roDa maLe, tyAre e kalAkanA cha ki.mI. to sahelAIthI cAlI ja zake ne ? basa, A utsAhavardhaka vicAro svayaM karavA, bIjAne paNa enI ja preraNA karavI. eka vAta samajI rAkho ke ApaNe atyAranA sAdhujIvanathI paNa sAcI sAdhutA pAmI zakIe chIe ja. chatAM e na pAmIe toya eno prayatna karatA karatA dezivaratipariNAma, samyakatva ke chevaTe mArgAnusArIpaNAne paNa jo ApaNe AtmasAt karI laIe, to ApaNI badhI mahenata saphaLa ja gaNavI. emAM leza paNa zaMkA na karavI. basa, aMte A ja vAta karavI che ke mArAmAM ane hajAro saMyamIomAM pAMca mahAvratonI sAcI samajaNa, sAcI pariNati pragaTe evA mAtra ne mAtra eka ja lakSyathI A badhI mahenata karI che. bIjAone lAbha thaze ke nahi, e to mane khabara nathI, paNa mane to cokkasa mArA pavitra bhAvone lIdhe lAbha thaze ja. o triloka guru devAdhideva zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra mahArAjA ! mArI A eka namra araja Apa svIkArazo ja. meM je kaMI lakhyuM che, e mArI buddhimAM che... e mArA AtmAmAM praveze evuM karI Apo. mAre mAtra lekhaka nahi, paNa saMvedaka banavuM che... mArI e IcchA pUrI karo. ** 334 **** XXX

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nIla----------------- namoDastu tabai tava zAsanA -------------- mAre mAtra zabdonI madhuratAmAM masta nathI banavuM, paNa zubha bhAvonI madhuratAmAM taraboLa banavuM che. mane je kaMI AvaDyuM che, e tArI kRpAno ane tArI kRpAnA baLathI ja prApta thayela avvalakoTinA taraNatAraNahAra pUjyapAda gurudevazrInI hArdika kRpAno ja pratApa che. mArI je kaMI bhUla thaI haze, emAM mAruM ajJAna, mAro ahaMkAra, mArI yazalAlaca ja kAraNabhUta haze... ema mane cokkasa lAge che. emAM prabhu ! tAro ke mArA tAtapAda pU. gurudevazrInI anahada kRpAno lagIre doSa nathI ja. chelle tArA zAsanane namaskAra karavA rUpa aMtima maMgala karIne viramuM chuM. yadIyasamyakatvabalAtpratImo, bhavAdRzAnAM paramasvabhAvam / kuvAsanApAzavinAzanAya namo'stu tasmai tava zAsanAya //

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jA jA ja 99 TakA ja che je je mahAvato ke je je savAdhyAyopayogI pustako sAdhana grantho kalyANa maMdira zloka, artha, samAsa, anvaya, bhAvArtha sahita. raghuvaMza (1-2 sarga) . zloka, artha, samAsa, anvaya, bhAvArtha sahita. kIrAtAjuMnIya (1-2 sarga) zloka, artha, samAsa, anvaya, bhAvArtha sahita. zizupAlavadha (1-2 sarga) zloka, artha, samAsa, anvaya, bhAvArtha sahita. naiSadhIyacaritam (1-2 sarga) zloka, artha, samAsa, anvaya, bhAvArtha sahita. nyAya siddhAMta muktAvali (bhAga 1-2) gujarAtI vivecana sahita. vyAtipaMcaka. candrazekharIyAvRtti sahita siddhAnuM lakSaNa (bhAga 1-2).. candrazekharIyAvRtti sahita (Agama grantho oghaniryukti (bhAga 1-2) droNAcArya vRtti + gujarAtI bhASAMtara (pratAkAra) o.ni. sAroddhAra (bhAga 1-2) viziSTa paMktio upara vivecana (pratAkAre) dazavaikAlika sUtra (bhAga 1 thI 4) hAribhadrIvRtti + gujarAtI bhASAMtara 'saMyama-adhyAtma-parikRtipoSaka grantho sAmAcArI prakaraNa (bhAga 1-2) candrazekharIyAvRtti gujarAtI bhASAMtara sahita (dasavidha sAmAcArI) cogaviMzikA candrazekharIyA vRtti sahita mumukSuone-nUtana dIkSitone-saMyamIone atyaMta upayogI pustako * munijIvananI bALapothI (bhAga 1-2-3) . saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvalI * have to mAtra ne mAtra sarvavirati. gurUmAtA - vaMdanA - zaraNAgati - mahApaMthanA ajavALA | '' A naveka pustako ne pratyeka virATa jAge che tyAre tribhuvanaprakAza mahAvIra deva ? [ AtmArthIe avazya vAMcavA jevA che. mahAbhiniSkramaNa, uMDA aMdhArethI, virAganI mastI * dhana te munivarA re...(dasavidha zramaNadharma para 108 kaDI + vistRta vivecana che vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI (bhAga 1-2)...300 AsapAsa zreSTha prasaMgo) aSTapravacana mAtA...(ATha mAtA upara vistRta vivecana) * AtmakathAo * mahAvrato...(pAMca mahAvrato upara vistRta vivecana) * vizvanI AdhyAtmika ajAyabI bhAga 3-4 - AtmasaMprekSaNa...AtmAnA doSo kevI rIte jovA ? pakaDavA ? enuM virATa varNana * mumukSuone mArgadarzana...dIkSA levAmAM naDaratabhUta banatA aneka praznonuM samAdhAna. - 3pa0 gAthAnuM stavana (bhAga-1-2-3)...pAMca DhALa upara vistRta vivecana sahita * mahAvrata * siddhAnta rahRzya vivuM supAtradAna viveka zrI utarAdhyayana sUtrama viratidUta mAsika 1 thI 120 aMkano Akho seTa jene paNa joie, te meLavI zake che...

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mostu taai jinakAsanA mahAvrato saMsAra che eka virATa nagara ! tyAM sAmrAjya pravarte che moharAjanuM! killA para pharake che moharAjanuM sAmrAjya sUcavatI avirati nAmanI dhajA ! paNa yuddhano prAraMbha karyo mumukSuo! e khuba laDyo... potAnA mata sAthe, svajano sAthe, doSo sAthe ! deva-gurunI pracaMDa kRpAnuM baLa prApta thayuM enA aMte aviratinI dhajA pheMkI dIdhI eNe nIce: gaganamAM laherAvI mahAvrato nAmanI dhajA!. e sUcave che ke have sAmrAjya pravarte che dharmarAjatuM A yuddha kevI rIte laDavuM? zI rIte vijaya meLavavo? vijaya meLavyA bAda mahAvratonI dhajAne zI rIte TakAvI rAkhavI?... e badhuM ja sUkSma rIte jANavuM hoya to hAthamAM lo A pustaka!