Lakshmanbhai Bhojakna Sannidhyama

Author(s): Rasila Kadia
Publisher: Gurjar Agency
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001310/1

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zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM rasIlA kaDIA

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zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM rasIlA kaDIA vikretA gUrjara ejansI ratanapoLanAkA sAme, gAMdhImArga, 2. da-380001

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SHRUTSEVI SHRI LAXMANBHAI BHOJAKNA SANNIDHYMAN: by Rasila Kadia Published by Chanrakant Kadia First edition: 2006 3 rasIlA kaDI pahelI AvRtti H 20 pRSThasaMkhyA H 12+172 nakalaH 600 mUlya rU. 200 AvaraNa : janaka paTela prakAzaka : caMdrakAnta kaDIo zrI esa. ema. jaina borDiMga, TI. vI. TAvara sAme, DrAivaina roDa, amadAvAda-380054 phonaH 26858926 TAipaseTiMga zAradA mudraNAlaya 201, tilakarAja, paMcavaTI pahelI lena, AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-380006 phonaH 26564279 muka bhagavatI oNseMTa sI/15, baMsIdhara esTeTa, bAraDolapurA, amadAvAda-380004

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hayAvAgA vAmAnazAkhamariyAvAvarIlayAsamA vijayakAnabAI gAurA zrI sarasvatI devI (rAMteja tIrtha) yadunmIlanazaktyeva jagadunmIlati kSaNAt / svAtmAyatana vizrAntAm tAm vande pratibhAM zivAm / / je zaktinA unmIlana-jAgRta thavAthI kSaNamAM AkhuM jagata jAgRta thAya che - ughADa pAme che -- tevI sva-AtmAnA nivAsamAM vizrAma karatI te lyANakArI pratibhAne huM vaMdana karuM chuM.

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zrI mahAsarasvatIne caraNe

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traNa svIkAra - ela. DI. insTiTyUTa oNpha InDolaoNjI - jitendrabhAI bI. zAha ja prItibahena paMcolI zrI lakSmaNabhAInA kuTuMbIjano - AcAryazrI aruNodayasAgarajI mahArAja ka zrI manubhAI zAha (gUrjara kAryAlaya) zrI rohita koThArI (zAradA mudraNAlaya) A graMthanA zubhecchako * zrI janaka paTela caMdrakAnta kaDIA

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jJAnadIpena bhAsvatA rAjasthAnano verAna raNapradeza che. temAM eka yuvAna eka sthaLethI bIje sthaLe javA mATe UMTa 52 savArI karI rahyo che. UMTa para savArI karatAM karatAM ja mArgamAM ja aMdhakAranA oLA UtarI rahyA jaNAya che. je gAma ke nagara pahoMcavAnuM che te to haju ghaNuM dUra rahyuM lAge che. kyAMka rAtavAso... oha ! tApaNAMno prakAza dUra dUrathI dekhAya che. AgaLano mArga pUchavA mATe, yuvAna have e prakAzanI dizAmAM dhase che. have to A raNamAM ja koI khullI nAnakaDI khINa jevI jagyAmAM retI 52 ja rAtavAso karavAno rahyo ! UMTavALAe ApelI godaDI para yuvAna potAnA zramaklAnta zarIrane pheMke che. cAre bAju che khullI sIma ane upara che vizALagagana raNapradezanA A vistAramAMnA koIka dUranA gAmamAM ke chevADAnA nagaramAM jaina jJAnabhaMDAro ane temAM rahelI hastaprato vizenI mAhitI meLavavA ane jo maLe to te kharIdavA mATe A yuvAna guruAjJA mAthe caDhAvIne nIkaLI paDyo che. UMTavALAnI godaDI para sUtAM sUtAM, enI AMkho jANe ke saikAothI baMdha rahelA koI bhaMDakiyAmAM besIne, hastapratone zodhavA mathI rahI che. e hastapratone enI AMgaLIo jANe ke sparza karI rahI che ! dhIme dhIme, nidrAdevI enuM zAsana-Adhipatya-jamAvavA lAgI rahI che. ardha-khullI, ardha bIDelI enI AMkho ardhajAgrata ane anidrAmAM samaNAM jotI rahI che hastapratonAM. e hastapratonI lipi, temAMnA vaNaoLakhAyela akSaro oLakhavAnI mathAmaNa jANe ke cAlI rahI che. hAthamAM che te hastaprata mUlyavAna kharI ? gurue ApelI cAvIothI mUlya aMkAya che jANe ! hA... thAkathI cUra cUra thayela badanane gurunA AzIrvAda ane kRpA ja atyAre joma tathA utsAha pUrAM pADI rahyA che ne ! jJAnanI upAsanA ane ArAdhanA artha guru-ziSyanI A belaDIe kevo to avirata yajJa calAvyo ! saikAothI aprakaTa rahelI A jJAnasaritA-guptagaMgA-Adhunika jJAnabhaMDAro sudhI pahoMcI zake te mATenuM A bhagIratha kArya supere pAra paDe che. A tapasyA ja hatI, paNa sArthakatAno anubhava parAkASThAe pahoMcI AnaMdamAM pariNamato rahyo. A AnaMdanI anubhUti sadA saMjIvanI banI rahI ane manuSyanA aNathaka be caraNo emane aNadITha maMjile pahoMcADIne ja rahyA. soLa varSanI uMmare, saptakanA eka ja sUra para A yuvAne cheDelo A eka ja rAga, anavarata 87 varSanI uMmara paryaMta eTale ke 70 varSo sudhI enA jIvanamAM guMjato rahyo, A eka ja dhUna vAgatI rahI ! A yuvAnanuM nAma zrI lakSmaNabhAI hIrAlAla bhojaka ane temanA guru hatA munizrI puNyavijyajI mahArAja. 5

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87 varSanI uMmara thaI cUkI che. deha kensaragrasta banyo hoIne have gaNatarInA divaso ane kalAko bAkI rahyA che. pathArImAM sUtAM sUtAM ja zrI lakSmaNabhAIne koI sUcanA ApavI che. dIkarI hemA ke bhatrIjo zrI guNavaMtabhAI ke putravadhU zrImatI saguNAbahenamAMthI je koI hAjara che te noTabuka sAthe rAkhIne, zrI lakSmaNabhAInA hAthamAM pena Ape che. haMmezanI peThe lakhavAno prayatna thAya che paNa have akSaro pADavAno prayatna niSphaLa bane che. chellA keTalAka divasothI mAMDamAMDa ukelAtA akSarone Aje ukelavA traNe khUba mathAmaNa kare che ! je vyaktie jIvanabhara jUnI lipine ukelavAno yajJa karyo hato te ja vyaktinA khudanA akSarone Aje kaTuMbIjano ukelavAnI mathAmaNa kare che. chatAMya e akSaro vaNaukalyA ja rahe che ! A kevI viDaMbanA ! UMTavALAnI godaDI para, pelA rAjasthAnanA raNamAM khullI khINamAM nizcita banIne pelo yuvAna jema te rAtre poDhI gayelo hato tevI ja rIte 70 varSathI eka ja sUranA tAnamAM magna banela, masta banela AtamarAma e ja sUranI samAdhi lagAvIne 87 varSanI uMmare poDhI gayo. pelI godaDI para poDhI gayela yuvAna bIje divase bIje gAma potAnI maMjila sUMDhavA cAlI nIkaLelo hato tevI ja rIte, nizcitatAthI poDhI gayela A AtamarAma jANe A kSINa deha cAlI zake tema nahIM hovAthI, potAnAM AdaryA adhUrAM pUrAM karavAne, punarjanma mATe dUra dUra anaMtanI yAtrAe have cAlI nIkaLyo che. AvA, khUba ja jANItA lipivid zrI lakSmaNabhAI hIrAlAla bhojaka (dAdA) sAtheno mAro paricaya tathA niyamita-aniyamita rIte chellAM pAMca varSanI emanI sAthenI mArI mulAkAto ane te daramiyAna thatI jJAnagoSThIo e mArA jIvananuM ghaNuM moTuM sadbhAgya che. I. sa. 1980mAM gujarAtI sAhityamAM AtmakathA : svarUpa ane vikAsa' parano mAro mahAnibaMdha' parIkSaNArthe mokalAyo hato. avakAzanA A gALAmAM mane hastapratalipi zIkhavAnuM mana thayuM. ela. DI. insTiTyUTa oNpha inDolaoNjI (lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRti vidyAmaMdira, amadAvAda) nAme oLakhAtI saMsthAmAM huM gaI. InDolojInA zrI jeziMgabhAI (jeo 'kAkAthI oLakhAtA) pAse pahelI vAra lipi zIkhI. zrI kanubhAI zeThe (jeo "mAmA'thI oLakhAtA) tyArabAda mane dazArNabhadra sajhAyanI cAra prato ApI, pAThabhedo tAravIne saMpAdana karavAnuM zIkhavyuM. inDolaoNjInA bhoMyarAmAM Ama jyAre huM lipi tathA saMpAdananuM kAma zIkhI rahI hatI tyAre eka divasa meM amArA TebalathI dUranA eka Tebala para eka bhAIne beThelA joyA. te divase te sthaLe pahelI vAra huM emane jotI hatI. e TebalanI AsapAsa pustakonA kabATo hatA. Tebala paNa hastaprato ane pustakonI UMcI thappIothI bhareluM hatuM. dUrathI pothIne vIMTALela lAla kapaDuM paNa dekhAtuM hatuM. kutuhalavaza meM "mAmAne pUchayuM : "pelA bhAI koNa che ? ahIM zuM kAma kare che ? A pahelAM to meM joyA nathI emane." mArI paznottarInA javAbamAM jaNAvyuM : "lo, emane oLakhatAM nathI ?! munizrI puNyavijayajI sAthe emaNe kAma karyuM che. ApaNI A saMsthAmAM to teo zarUAtathI ja che - Senior most. tame Aja sudhI na joyA tenuM kAraNa teo jJAnabhaMDAranA kAma aMge bahAragAma gayelA." zrI lakSmaNabhAIno A prathama paricaya. eka vAra Tebala parathI UbhA thaI, dAdara caDhIne upara jatAM meM emane joyA. TaTTAra cAla, sIdhI najara, UMcI dehayaSTi, pAchaLathI jotAM to mArA pitA jevA ja dekhAya. A hatuM emanuM paheluM spaSTa darzana.

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have inDolaoNjImAM AvuM tyAre acUka jotI ke pelAM dUranAM Tebala-khurazI 52 lakSmaNabhAI che ke nahi. lipi ane saMpAdananA zikSaNanI sAthe sAthe kAkA ane mAmA sAthe ToLaTappAM ane hasImajAka cAlyA karatAM. ame moTethI bolIe to ye lakSmaNabhAI amArA avAjathI jarA ya kSubdha thatA nahi ke vikSepa pAmatA nahi. amAruM - jANe koI astitva ja nathI e rIte, emanA kAmamAM vyasta. jANe dhyAnastha RSi ja joI lyo ! haMmezAM emane pothIo ane hastaprato sAthe ja vyasta rahetA joIne mane thatuM ke "Tebala paranI sAmagrI sivAyanI bIjI koI emanI duniyA haze kharI ?"' emanA Tebala sudhI jaIne, emanI sAthe vAto karavAnuM, emanI Tebala paranI duniyA nihALavAnuM, tene vize pRcchA karavAnuM mane mana thatuM rahetuM paNa mAro saMkocazIla svabhAva te dUrI dUra karI zakyo nahi. daramiyAnamAM, I. sa. 1982mAM huM mohinAbA kanyA vidyAlaya'nA uccatara vibhAgamAM zikSikA tarIke joDAI, inDolaoNjImAM hastapratone lagatuM AdareluM e kAma Ama adhUruM rahyuM. I. sa. 1990-'91mAM eca. ela. kaoNmarsa kaoNlejanI haoNsTelanA 'epha' blokamAM ela. Ara. jaina baoNrDiMga dvArA lipivargo zarU thayA. mArA pati zrI caMdrakAnta kaDI A saMsthAmAM gRhapatino hoddo saMbhALe lipinI tAlIma levAnI mane pharIthI taka maLI. A vakhate, zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakano mane lipizikSaka tarIkeno paricaya thayo. e samaye sau emane lakSmaNakAkA' kahI saMbodhatA. meM paNa A saMbodhana apanAvI lIdhuM. teo A vargomAM hastapratomAM hoya tevA ja maroDadAra akSaro blekabaoNrDa 52 lakhatA ane huM te mugdha banIne joyA karatI. brAhmI lipimAMthI AjanI lipi kramazaH vyutpanna thaI che te lakhIne samajAvyuM. mane have A kSetramAM 2sa paDavA lAgyo. madhyakAlIna gujarAtI sAhityamAM ruci jAgI. prAkRta sAthe pharI vAra ema. e. karavAmAM A vargo nimittarUpa banyA. zrI lakSmaNakAkAne haMmezAM potAnA kAma sAthe ja nisabata. kyAreya phAlatu kazIya vAta kare nahi. Ama chatAM, apratyakSapaNe emanA vidyAvyAsaMgIpaNAno mane pAsa lAgyo. nivRtta thayA bAda, A kSetramAM huM kAma karIza evuM meM manamAM nakkI karyuM. I. sa. 1997-'98nA samaya daramiyAna mArA patie 'rAjanagaranAM jinAlayo'no projekTa hAtha dharyo hato. jhaverIvADamAM huM rahetI hatI tethI emAMnAM keTalAMka mArAM jANItAM jinAlayo vize emanAM lakhANamAM meM umero karI Apelo. tyArabAda khaMbhAta tathA pATaNanAM jinAlayonuM kAma AraMbhyuM tyAre lipivargomAM AvatI keTalIka bahenonI TukaDI banAvIne temanI sAthe te te zaheronAM jinAlayano DeTA (data) ekaTho karavA huM gaI. A kAmanA eka bhAgarUpe ja, keTalIka aprakaTa caityaparipATIone ukelavAnI jarUra UbhI thaI. ku. zItala zAha ane meM sAthe maLIne, khaMbhAta temaja pATaNanI aprakaTa caityaparipATIo ukelI ane tyArabAda meM tenuM saMpAdana karyuM. A kAma karatAM jyAM muzkelI anubhavAI tyAM zrI lakSmaNadAdAnI madada levAI. zrI lakSmaNabhAInI AjubAjunAM Tebalo para have yuvAna sTAphamembaro hatA. teoe zrI lakSmaNabhAIne 'dAdA' kahevAnuM rAkhyuM hatuM. meM paNa 'dAdA' saMbodhana svIkArI lIdhuM. I. sa. 1999 oNkTobaramAM huM zALAmAMthI vayanivRtta thaI. caityaparipATIonuM kArya pUruM thayA pachI paNa huM avAranavAra dAdA pAse javA lAgI hatI. I. sa. 2000mAM mAruM tyAM javAnuM vadhyuM. dAdA parakha karavAmAM ustAda. jAva ke tarata bhAva na Ape. vyaktinI jijJAsA sAcI jaNAya, enI dhagaza ane niSThAmAM vizvAsa bese pachI ja kAma cIMdhe. tIrthodvAra vigata' nAmanI zatruMjayanI caityaparipATInuM kAma soMpAyuM temAM dAdAno mArA pratyeno vizvAsa hato te vAta Aje mane samajAya che. 7

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A kAma saMdarbhe have dAdA sAthenI mulAkAto vadhatI cAlI. svAbhAvika rIte dAdAnI jJAnavArtAono lhAvo paNa maLato gayo. vividha viSayonI vadhu ne vadhu kSitijo khUlavA lAgI. bIjI bAju, mArAM temanI taraphanAM Adara tathA bhakti umerAtAM gayAM. dhIme dhIme, jANe-ajANe amArI vacce guru-ziSyAno bhAva-saMbaMdha vikasato jaIne aMte dAdA-dIkarInA AtmIya saMbaMdhamAM pariNamyo. dAdA sAthenAM chellAM pAMca-sAta varSonA sAnnidhyanI A che bhUmikA. A graMthamAM vArtAlAponI sauprathama noMdha tA. 11-4-2001nA rojanI che. A saMdarbhe jaNAvavAnuM rahe che ke prAraMbhamAM thayelA vArtAlAponI koI paNa prakAranI noMdha meM karI na hatI. tyArabAda katinuM liyaMtara cakAsatAM, tenA maroDa ke temAM AvatA zabda ke saMdarbhonA anuSaMge je vAta thaI tene alaga tAravI na hatI. AvI vAto moTe bhAge likhaMtara karela kAgaLanA hAMsiyAmAM ke upara-nIce lakhatI A badhuM sacavAyuM nathI. ghaNA samaya bAda mane jaNAveluM ke A vArtAlApomAM ghaNIbadhI mAhitI maLe che ane te noMdhI rAkhavI jarUrI che. samaya maLe tyAre yAda rahI hoya teTalI vAto noMdhavAnuM rAkhyuM. Ama chatAM, A badhI noMdho chUTAchavAyA kAgaLomAM muddAsvarUpe thatI rahI. vAtono vyApa tathA UMDANa vadhatAM cAlyAM. vArtAlApomAM dAdAnA aMgata jIvananI vAto paNa AvavA lAgI. emanuM jIvanakArya AlekhAtuM gayuM. emanA jIvanakArya sAthe saMkaLAyela aneka vyaktio, ghaTanAo tathA sthaLo vizenI vAto samAviSTa thatI gaI. dAdA vArtAlAponI vacce vacce mukhavAsanI haraDe dharatA tema jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA sAMpaDe tevI suktio paNa ramatI karatA rahetA. A badhAmAM 'ziramora' kahI zakAya tevI vAto lipi saMdarbhenI, bhaMDAra vizenI ane keTalaoNga vizenI hatI. A badhuM mane gama jJAnakoza' pAsethI prApta thatuM hatuM ne !' have A vArtAlApone e ja divase ghera jaIne noMdhI levAnuM rAkhyuM. pAchaLathI to, dAdAnI vAto karavAnI "lha' pAmI jatI, eTale dAdAnI sAme ja, noTamAM ke kAgaLamAM, muddo lakhAya to muddo lakhatI ane Akho vArtAlApa lakhAya to Akho te ja svarUpamAM noMdhatI, thaI zake to ghera jaIne muddA vistArIne lakhI letI, noMdhAI na hoya tevI khUTatI vigato yAda karIne lakhI letI. tyArabAda, emanA vArtAlApamAMnI badhI ja vigato, khUba ja jhaDapathI temanI sAme rahIne ja, cAlu vArtAlApe lakhI levAnI koziza thatI rahI. Aje jyAre A noMdho prakAzita karavAno upakrama racyo che ane te mATe badhuM laIne beThI chuM tyAre khyAla Ave che ke chUTAM pAnAM para lakhAyeluM keTaluMka lakhANa khovAI cUkyuM che. Ama chatAM, mane lAge che ke khUba ja TUMkA gALAmAM ane vacce vacce lAMbA inTaravala AvyA chatAM, je saMgharAyuM che ane noMdhAyuM che te ghaNuM mAhitIprada che. keTakeTaluM vAMcyuM hota to ye AvI first-hand mAhitI to na ja maLI hota! jaina paraMparAnA itihAsanA vIsamI sadInA sImAcihanarUpa banela zrI puNyavijayajI tathA zrI jinavijayajI sAthe jeNe potAnA jIvanano eka moTo khaMDa pasAra karyo che te kAraNe jeo pote e ja itihAsanA eka bhAgarUpa banIne jIvyA, te pU. dAdAnA mukhethI mane A vAto sAMbhaLavA maLI hatI enuM mUlya ghaNuM che. jivAyelA itihAsanI keTalIka aMtaraMga vAto jANavAno lAbha ane AnaMda adakA hoya che ! dAdAne kensara thayuM che tevI jANa mane thaI te vakhata lakhAyelI noMdhone vAMcavA mATe dAdAne ApI hatI. emAM rahela vigatadoSa sudhAravAne kaheluM. beeka noTo vAMcI. A gALo dAdA mATe "samaya thoDo ane veza jhAjhA' jevo hato. AthI bAkInA lakhANa tarapha upara uparathI najara pheravI dIdhI

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hatI. A samaye dAdAne meM pUchyuM hatuM : "dAdA, A noMdho koIne vAMcavA ApI zakuM ? bhaviSyamAM ene chapAvavAnuM mana thAya to chapAvI zakAya ? Apane vAMdho kharo ?" dAdAe 'vAMdho nathI' ema jaNAveluM. pharI pUchayuM : "AmAMthI koI bhAga na chApavo ema sUcavo cho ?" to kahe : "tamane yogya lAge tema karajo." dAdA gayA..... have to A noMdho ja mAre mATe emanI hayAtI hatI. ghaNA divaso bAda, inDolojImAM gaI tyAre emanI khAlI khurazI ane khAlI Tebala joIne, pharI A noMdho vAMcavAnuM mana thayuM. vAMcatI gaI tema tema e AkhA samayane huM pharIthI jIvI gaI. A jJAnagoSThioe Apela AnaMda e divase paNa eTalo ja anubhavyo, lAgyuM ke A AnaMda - A khajAno mArI ekalIno rahevo na joIe. ane A badhI ja noMdho prakAzita karavAno satvare nirNaya karyo. have prazna UThyo : A noTomAM saMgrahita che te tamAma noMdho levI ke cayana karavuM? A kSetramAM navA AvanArane mATe A noMdho saMdarbhagraMthanI garaja sAre tema che. to badhuM ja levuM? sauthI pahelAM meM nakkI karyuM ke A vArtAlApo je svarUpe mane prApta thayA che te ja rIte praznottarIrUpe . ja mUkavA. vaLI, A noMdho dvArA dAdAnA vyaktitvanAM darzana thAya te hetu mukhya rAkhavo. A goSThIo mAre mATe saMjIvanIrUpa ane arthapUrNa banI che, tevI ja te anya mATe nIvaDe e dhyAnamAM rAkhI cayana karavuM. soLa varSathI zarU thayelI zruta-ArAdhanA 70 varSo paryata dAdA karatA rahyA hatA. A yAtrAnAM sImAcihno jevAM dAdAnAM A smaraNo jainazAsanane upakAraka ane upayogI nIvaDe te dRSTi paNa, rahI che. jyAre jyAre dAdAne khudane potAnA guru vize lakhavAnI vAta uddabhavI che tyAre tyAre dAdAe avaDhava anabhavI hovAnI vAta jaNAve che. "lakhIne huM e vibhUtine hAni to nahIM pahoMcADuM ne ? - evI vimAsaNa emaNe haMmezAM anubhavI che. A tabakke A ja prakAranI vimAsaNa huM anubhavI rahI chuM. kahevAyelI vAtonA hArda sudhI jo pahoMcI zakAyuM nahIM to tevI vAto phogaTanA UhApohanuM nimitta banI jatI hoya che. AvuM kazuMka thayuM to A lekhananuM je dhyeya che te mAryuM jAya to ? AthI ja, dAdA sAthe thayelI keTalIka vAto pramANabhUta hovA chatAM, sphoTaka nIvaDe tevI dahezatathI ahIM lIdhI nathI. keTaleka sthaLe vyaktionAM nAmo jaNAvavAnuM TALyuM che. keTalIka vigatono ati saMkSepamAM mAtra aMgulinirdeza karyo che. ATalI kALajI rakhAyA chatAM, A vArtAlApamAM pragaTa thayela koIka vigata janasaMghamAMnI koI paNa vyaktine duHkha pIDA ke Thesa pahoMcADanArI bane to ema karavAno mAro ke vArtAlApa karanArano irAdo rajamAtra che nahi. e saunI ahIM huM agAuthI ja kSamA prArthI lauM chuM. ahIM pragaTa karelA vArtAlAponI pAchaLa e daSTi rahI che ke A vArtAlApomAM mAtra tathyonuM nirUpaNa che. vaLI, bhAvi caritrasAhityano nAyaka banI zake tevI kSamatAvALI vyaktie tene piSTapeSaNa vinA rajU karyA che. mAro mukhya hetu te vyaktitvane ujAgara karavAno che. dAdAe je divase je vAta karI, je praznottarI thaI te pramANe ja, vAsarikA svarUpe mUkavAmAM AvI che. dAdA judI judI vyaktio samakSa ekanI eka vAta kare tyAre emanI samakSa rahelI vyaktinI kakSA enI A kSetra sAthenI kayA prakAranI nisabata che, eno svabhAva kevo che te dhyAnamAM rAkhe ane te prakAre prasaMgano ocho-vatto vistAra kare. huM sAthe beThI houM tyAre ghaNI vAra meM sAMbhaLelI vAta e zrI jitendrabhAI saMghavIne kare ane zrI dharmadhuraMdharajIne kare tyAre e eka ja vAtanAM judAM pAsAM tathA vadhu vigato jANavA maLe. agAu thayelI AvI vAto noMdhI to hoya. prakAzana arthe A

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badhuM ja pharI noMdhuM to punarAvartanadoSa Ave tethI agAunA prasaMgamAM ja, mane pAchaLathI maLelI vizeSa mAhitI laI lIdhI che. keTaleka sthaLe, judA judA saMdarbhe thayelI eka ja viSayane lagatI vAto hoya to tene paNa ekasAthe laI lIdhelI che. Ama chatAM, kyAreka kahevAnI vAtono alaga saMdarbha ja sAcavavo jarUrI jaNAyo tyAM punarAvartanano doSa paNa vahorI lIdho che. sAmAnya rIte, praznattarI rajU thaI che tyAM te kayA saMdarbhe uddabhavI teno ullekha thayo che. Ama chatAM, tema karavuM dareka sthaLe zakya banyuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa noMdhAyelI vAto ke muddA ghaNI vAra lAMbA samaye vyavasthita karAyA hoya ane te karatI vakhate kaI bAbate prastuta vAta udbhavI te yAda rahyuM na hoya te che. kyAreka to dAdA je vAta karatA hoya tene ekadama beka lagAvI de ane gADI bIje pATe caDhAvI de. kadAca te pachI agAunA e saMdarbhanI vAta kahevI emane yogya jaNAI nahIM hoya. huM paNa evI vAtone sAMbhaLavA mATe, pharI te kaDIo yAda karAvavAnuM ThIka nathI tema samajatI. ethI UlaTuM, kyAreka dAdA vAtonI 'haeNmAM, smRtiomAM sarI paDatA ane eka vAta parathI bIjI vAta para kUdako lagAvatA. Ave vakhate, chUTI gayelI vAtano taMtu sAMdhavAno huM prayatna paNa karatI hatI. kyAreka dAdA e kAraNe vikSepa pAme - interrupt thAya ane svAbhAvikatayA cAlato vAtono dora tUTI jAya to ? evo bhaya raheto. to na paNa pUchatI. sAcI vAta to e che ke dAdAnA vArtAlApo e, e samayanA mArA AnaMdotsavo ja hatA. aMte ApelAM pariziSTo saMdarbhe jaNAvavAnuM ke - abhyAsIo, saMzodhakone khapa lAge tevI mAhitI vArtAlApano eka aMza hovA chatAM, tene, jo kahevAI che tyAM ja, rAkhavAmAM AvI hota to sAmAnya vAcakane rasabhaMga thaze ema mAnI evI sAmagrI pariziSTamAM mUkI che. vaLI kahevAyelI te upayogI vAtonA muddAo dAdAe pote alaga kAgaLamAM taiyAra karelA hatA, enI mane jANa hatI. te kAgaLo dAdAnI phAIlamAMthI meLavI laI, jherokSa karAvelA. ahIM tene paNa alaga pariziSTa rUpe ApyA che. enI upayogitA A kSetramAM navAM AvelAM hoya tene ane anya saMzodhako mATe "reDI repharansa' jevI banaze tevI AzA huM dharAvuM chuM. purAtattva tathA hastaprata jALavaNI bAbate sarakAranuM dhyAna gayuM. navI grAnTanIti AvI. pariNAme jAgRti AvI ane mAdhyamoe evI saMsthAonI noMdha lIdhI jenA upakrame eka vAra pradAno "rAjasthAna patrikA' dvArA InTaravyu levAyelo. huM sAthe ja beThI hatI, tethI Akho inTaravyu noMdhI lIdhelo je ahIM vArtAlApomAM prakaTa thayo che. Ama chatAM, te dvArA dAdA vizenI saMpUrNa mAhitI tyAM AvI nathI tethI bAyoDeTAnA pariziSTamAM tevI mAhitI samAvI lIdhela che. dAdAnI dIkarI hemAbahena sAthe mAre aMtima divase je vAto thaI temAM dAdAnI pitA tarIkenI vatsala chabI Upase che. A vArtAlApa dAdA sAthe thayo nathI. tethI tene pariziSTamAM Apela che. dAdAnA bagaDatA jatA ane ukelavA muzkela banelA aMtima divasonA hastAkSaro dastAvejI mUlya lekhe pariziSTamAM sAcavI levAyA che. akSaro bAbate hemAbahenanI vAtomAM 'vidhivakratA kevI racAI che ! hemAbahena kahe che ke "jiMdagI AkhI dAdAe akSaro ukelavAnI mathAmaNa karI ane have te amane soMpyuM!" ethI ya vizeSa vAta to e banI che ke lekhinIno saMga chUTyo ane dAdAe deha choDyo ! pU. dAdAnuM sAnnidhya mAre mATe saMjIvanIrUpa banyuM che. temanI sAthe thayelI A jJAnagoSThIoe mArI cetanAne ghaNI puSTi ApI che, mane vyApakatAno anubhava karAvyo che. jIvanano marma ane karmanA siddhAMtane pAmavAne dAdA sAce ja, mAre mATe guru banyA che. temanA pratyenI mArI bhaktinuM puSpa te 10

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che A graMtha. aMte, huM ATaluM kahIne viramIza ke dAdAnI vAto jijJAsuo, saMzodhako, abhyAsuo ane rasa dharAvatA tamAma sudhI pahoMcADavA mATenuM huM mAtra nimitta banI chuM. AmAM je kAMI kSati, UNapa jaNAI hoya to tenI javAbadArI huM svIkAruM chuM ane evI kSatio dhyAna para lAvavAmAM Avaze to huM temanI RNI banIza. Aje mane 'bhaktAmarastotra'nI A gAthA yAda Ave che. "alpazrutaM zrutavatAM parihAsadhAma tvad bhaktireva mukharikurute balAnmAma / yatkokila kila madhau madhuraM virauti tavAra DUtaRtti nija heta: ||" arthAtu alpa che zAstrajJAna jeNe, vaLI bahuzrutajanone hAsya karavAnuM sthAnaka evA mane tamArI bhakti ja baLAtkAre vAcALa banAve che. jema caitramAsane vize nizca koyala madhura zabda bole che tenuM kAraNa eka manohara AmrakalikAno samUha che." ahIM, mAre mATe manohara AprakalikAno samUha te dAdAnI A jJAnagoSThIo che. astu zrI esa. ema. jaina borDiMga - rasIlA kaDIA TI. vI. TAvara sAme, DrAivaina roDa, amadAvAda-380054 phona : 26858926 11

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anukramaNikA - - - - - - - - - - - , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , Y O * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * , , , , , , , , , , , , , , 1 4 C . 1. I. sa. 2001nA vArtAlApo . 2. I. sa. 2002nA vArtAlApo 3. I. sa. 2003nA vArtAlApo 4. I. sa. 2004nA vArtAlApo 5. I. sa. 2005nA vArtAlApo .. ane have . . . . . * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** . . . . . . . . . ., 145 7. pariziSya ghoghAbApAnuM joDakaNuM ane ghoghAbApAnI vArtA ...... * * * * * * * * * . . . . . . . . . 146 . pratanAM pRSTho ukhADavAnI rIto lekhana-upakaraNo ..... ................ . dAdAnI vAtomAMthI sAMpaDelA, anumAnita varSa nakkI karavA aMgenA viziSTa muddAo . * * * * * * * * * * * . . . . . . .. 151 anumAnita saMvatanirdhAraNA mATe dAdAe koTho banAvI tAravelA muddAo . . . . . . . 41. muvIA. * * * * * * *. . . . . 155 . keTaloga banAvatAM dhyAnamAM levAnA muddAonI dAdAe ApelI samaja . . . dAdAe taiyAra karela mudrita graMthonuM sUcipatra banAvavAnI paddhati * dAdAnI dIkarI hemAbahena sAthe chelle thayelI vAto ............ * * * * * * * * mAMdagI daramiyAna chellA divasonA dAdAnA hastAkSara ...... . . . . . . . 16 6 . dAdAno bAyoDeTA .. dAdAno bAyoDeTA . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 16 8 dAdAnA sAnidhya daramiyAna, teonA mArgadarzana heThaLa, A graMthanI lekhikAe saMpAdana karelI ane prakAzita thayelI kRtionI yAdI.... . . . . . . . . 171 . 4 . . . . . . . . . . 12

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zrI lakSmaNabhAI sAthe lekhikA

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I. sa. 2001nA vArtAlApo tA. 11-4-2001 pU. dAdAne meM emanA janmadivasanA saMdarbhe pUchyuM : prazna : janmadivasanI ujavaNI teo kaI rIte kare che ? pU. dAdA : maraNanI sAme javAnuM hoya tenI ujavaNI ke tenI yAda zAnI ? - prazna : tamAro janmadivasa kyAre ? 5. dAdA : hAla 84 varSa thayAM che. vi. saM. 1973nA Aso suda 15 (zaradapUrNimA) maMgaLavArano janma. janmasamaya che rAtanA 1 vAge ne 19 miniTe, tArIkha Ave che 30 okTobara, 1917. dAdA AvA mitabhASI. khapa pUratuM ja bole. vadhArAno eka zabda paNa bole nahi. chellA eka varSathI huM thoDA thoDA samayane aMtare dAdA pAse jatI. dAdA mane mahAvarA mATe prato ApatA. A badhI pratonI pratilipi pragaTa thayelI hatI. dAdA mAruM kAma cakAsatA. zabda ukelavAnI bhUla thaI hoya to temAM lahiyAno te akSarano maroDa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM samajAvatA ane lahiyAno te maroDa pote lakhIne batAvatA ane tevo maroDa kevI rIte mane ukelavAmAM gaphalata karAvI gayo te samajAvatA. A kAraNe maroDa pratye dhyAna devAnI mArI dRSTi vikasI. AvuM kAma karI rahI hatI te daramiyAna ja dAdAe eka divase tArIkha meM noMdhI nathI) potAnA kabATamAMthI eka phAIla kADhI ane mane batAvI. meM kholI to temAM dAdAnA hastAkSaramAM thayeluM lITI choDIne kareluM likhaMtara hatuM. trIseka pAnAM bharela A livyaMtaranAM pRSTho meM pheravyAM. dAdA bolyA : "A "zatruMjayanI caityaparipATI' che. meM A kAma hAtha para lIdheluM paNa pratanAM A 11 pRSTho karyA pachI paDI rahyuM che. have mArAthI AgaLa thaze nahi ema lAge che. ATaluM karyuM paNa ghaNAM varSo thaI gayAM che. tamAre karavuM che ?' meM pUchyuM: keTalAM pAnAM che ?" emaNe jherokSa prato kADhI. joIne kahyuM : "103 pRSTho che.' bahu moTI kahevAya.' huM bolI. to zuM thayuM? have tame karI zakazo. tamArA samaye karavAnI che. utAvaLa kyAM che ? thaI jaze eTale chapAvazuM kyAMka.' 'dAdA jyAre mArAmAM ATalo vizvAsa mUke che tyAre mAre nA pADavAno savAla upasthita thato na hato. vaLI, huM A kAmathI cokkasa samayamaryAdAmAM baMdhAtI na hatI. mArA avakAze thoDe tevuM kAma che." - Ama vicArI meM hA bhaNI. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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2001nA me mahinAthI julAInA lagabhaga aMta sudhI huM amerikA mArA dIkarAne tyAM gaI hatI. sAthe A kAma laI gaI hatI. avakAze livyaMtaranuM kAma thatuM jatuM hatuM. AvyA bAda livyaMtaranA kAma nimitte dAdA sAthenI mulAkAto vadhatI gaI. dAdA zatruMjayane khUba ja cAhe che enI jANa A prata karatAM karatAM ja mane thaI. dAdA sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM have evI nikaTatA ane vAtomAM pAradarzitA AvavA lAgI hatI ke ghaNI vAra huM emanI aMgata jiMdagInI vAto pUchI besatI ane teo teno paNa niHsaMkoca javAba ApavA lAgyA hatA. amerikAthI AvyA bAda cAreka divasoe ja kareluM kAma laIne inDolojI gaI tyAre amerikAmAM zuM joyuM e praznane badale - "thayuM kAma ?... cAlo to zarU karIe...' ane ame liyaMtara ceka karavAnA kAmamAM besI gayAM. DAyarImAM 1 ogasTa, 2001nI noMdha maLe che, jemAM meM thatI koIka vAtonA saMdarbhe ja aMgata prazna pUchelo jovA maLe che. tA. 1 oNgasTa, 2001 prazna : rAtre UMgha na Ave evuM bane ? pU. dAdA : evuM na bane. pachI jaNAvyuM ke sUtI vakhate navakAravALI gaNavAnI varSothI Adata. eTale AMgaLI maNako pherave ke veDho badale ane mana bhaTakavA na jAya tethI tenI sAthe meM siddhAcalanI bhAvayAtrA joDI dIdhI. taLeTInA darzanathI zarU karatAM. vacalA derAM-derIne namaskAra karatAM karatAM, mArI navaTUMkanI yAtrA pUrI thAya e pahelAM to UMgha AvI gaI hoya. zatruMjayanI bhAvayAtrA vizeSa anukULa zA mATe thaI paDI te aMge jaNAvyuM ke pahelAM to huM judAM judAM tIrthonI ane jinAlayonI bhAvayAtrA karato hato. temAM ya pATaNanI bhAvayAtrA karavAnI vizeSa Adata hatI. pATaNa mAruM mULa vatana che.) ane kAMgaDAthI cheka dakSiNa mahArASTra sudhInI bhAvayAtrA thatI rahI che. bhAvayAtrA karatAM, kyAreka mane chaTakI paNa jAya. bhAvayAtrA daramiyAna pATaNanA mahollAmAM oLakhItuM-pArakhItuM maLI jAya. anya yAtrAomAM paNa tenI sAthe joDAyelAM smaraNo jAgI UThe. jyAre zatruMjayanI bhAvayAtrAmAM AvuM kazuM thAya nahi. darzana karyA ke AgaLa, darzana karyA ke AgaLa... (dAdA jANe atyAre bhAvayAtrA karI rahyA che !) zatruMjaya cetya-paripATI'nuM kAma pote hAtha dhareluM temAM A zatruMjaya-prIti ja temanI preraNA rahI hovI joIe. potAne ati priya che tevuM kAma teo mArI pAse karAvavA mAge che tenI Aje mane jANa thaI tyAre huM dhanya banI houM tevI lAgaNI anubhavI. tA. 3-8-2001 caudaza hatI, mAre upavAsa hato. A jANIne dAdAe kahyuM : "mArAM mA caudazanA upavAsanuM pAraNuM karyA vinA deva thayelAM." pachI smRtimAM garakAva thaIne bolI UThyA : "mAne haMmezAM caudazano upavAsa hoya, zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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chelle tabiyata sArI na hatI, emane dAtaNa karavA meM pANI ApyuM to jarAka cIDa ane upAlaMbhanA bhAva sAthe mAe kaheluM : "khabara nathI Aje caudaza che ? Aje mAre upavAsa che. mAe te divase sArI rIte upavAsa karyo ane bIje divase savAre paccakakhANa pALatAM pahelAM Doka DhALI dIdhI. (thoDIka vAra zAMti) dAdA AMkho baMdha karI besI rahyA. (lAMbuM mauna) Aje dAdAe mArA vize jANavAno prayatna karyo. dharma, adhyAtma, vyAkhyAna, lokapuruSa, mokSa, nAstika, zraddhA, vijJAna vagere viSayo para ghaNI vAto karI. A badhA viSayomAM huM paNa zuM mAnuM chuM tevI pRcchA paNa karatA rahyA. te paikInI keTalIka vAto : lokapuruSanI kalpanA samajAvI : nIceno bhAga naraka, madhya pRthvIloka ane UrdhvamAM svargaloka che. puruSano je mukhano bhAga che te aMtima kakSA. ene anuttaravimAna kahe che. anuttaravimAnamAM gayA pachI jIva eka vAra ja janma le che. chellA janma pahelAMnI A vizrAMti che. phUlanI zayyAmAM sUtAM rahevAnuM hoya che. tyAMnA jagatanI racanA evI ke rajU dvArA ApoApa, sAgaropama kALa paryata saMgIta saMbhaLAyA kare ! mokSanA sukhanI je vAta che teno mAtra aMzabhAga jIva ahIM prApta karI le. meM kahyuM : dAdA, mane koNa jANe kema AvI avasthA game nahi evuM lAge che. nAnI hatI tyAre eka vAra vyAkhyAnamAM mokSanA svarUpanI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI, temAM ema sAMbhaLeluM ke kevalajJAna pachI jIvo A pRthvI parathI vidAya le che tyAre badhA ja siddhazilA paranA nivAsI banI jAya. tyAM kazuM ya karavAnuM hoya nahIM. mane thatuM ke bhalA kazuM ya karyA vinA jivAya kevI rIte ? mAre to mokSa nathI joIto. sAhityakRtionA abhyAsa dvArA prApta thayelI paMktio : "vaikuMTha ne mANuM re, mAguM janamojanama avatAra re' eTale ja khUba gamI gayelI. dAdA hasyA. kahe : janma levAnAM ane maravAnAM duHkho to che ne ? jIva keTakeTalAM duHkhomAMthI pasAra thAya che ? meM kahyuM : chatAM dAdA, mane to maMjila karatAM prakriyAmAM ja rasa paDe. prakriyA daramiyAnanAM duHkhomAM paNa AnaMda ja che. jyAre koI kAma pUruM thAya pachI "hAza' thAya. paNa pachI ? tenasiMga Toce pahoMcyo paNa pachI zuM ? yAtrAmAM AnaMda ja che. mokSanI zAzvata AnaMdanI sthiti sRhaNIya lAge, game paNa kharI, paNa mane ema thAya che ke zuM evI duniyA na bane jyAM badhA ja samaju hoya ? teo vacce temanI cetanAnI UrvakakSAne kAraNe pIDAkAraka kleza ke rAgadveSathI mukta rahevAtuM hoya to saMgharSa kyAMthI thAya ? mane to AvuM jagata khape. dAdA : A pRthvI para keTakeTalA jIvo pedA thayA paNa jagata to evuM ne evuM ja rahyuM. yAtrA sAmUhika che ja nahIM. dareke ekalA ja yAtrA karavAnI che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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prazna : ApanI zraddhA kayA dharmamAM ? 4 (thoDI vAra pachI) pU. dAdA mane bhagavAna mahAvIranAM vacanomAM zraddhA bese che. mahAvIre mAtra niyati para bhAra Apyo nathI. mahAvIre puruSArthanI vAta karI che. Izvara sarvazaktimAna che, Izvara dayALu che, evI vAto TakatI nathI, IzvaranuM astitva TakatuM nathI. karmasattA ja che ane tethI ja puruSArthanI vAta mahattvanI vAta bane che. ....nAstikane paNa zraddhA hoya che. vijJAnIne bhale potAnA vijJAnamAM zraddhA hoya, koIpaNa nAstika e arthamAM Astika hoya che. * (tyAra pachInA vArtAlApano aMza) jIvamAtra sukha pAchaLa doDe che. eTale ene je gamatuM hoya te ene karavuM hoya che. rasIlAbahena baporanA jamyA pachI ghare sUI javAnA badale - TI. vI. ke philma jovAne badale ahIM (ela. DI. insTiTyUTamAM) Ave che. kAraNa temane emAM sukha lAge che, majA paDe che. enI pAchaLa AnaMdanI jhaMkhanA che. AnaMda eTale ja Izvara. sukha ane duHkha sAthe ja joDAyelAM che. duHkhano abhAva eTale ja sukha. $ (vArtAlApano viSaya khorAka ane davA tarapha phaMTAya che.) pU. dAdAe potAnA vize keTalIka vAto karI : 'amRtabhAI paMDita mRtyu pAmyA e agAu thoDA samayathI mane bhUkha lAgatI na hatI. davA leto nahi. kA2Na ke DaoNkTaro je roganI davA Ape e roga maTe paNa pachI e davAthI bIjA rogo UbhA thAya. nidAna mATe rU. 250 ke tethI vadhAre kharcIne riporTa kaDhAvavA paDe. AthI, e samaye meM khorAkamAM savAre mAtra eka vADakI dALa pIvAnuM rAkhyuM. moTe bhAge tuveranI dALa hoya, maganI paNa hoya. aDadanI kyAreka ja hoya, vADakI dALathI Akho divasa nabhI jAya. sAMje thoDuM dUdha laI lauM. cAreka mahine ThekANuM paDI gayuM ! sAmAnya rIte mAro khorAka savAre cA, bapore cA ane rAtre dUdha. jamavAmAM 3 roTalI, dALa, bhAta ane zAka ke kaThoLa e bemAMthI eka lauM. sAMje bhAkharI, zAka ane dUdha. rAtre nava vAgyA pachI koIno phona leto nathI. kyAreka koI AvyuM hoya to dasa vAgI jAya. kyAreka chokarAM vArtA saMbhaLAvavAnuM kahe. Ama jyAre jAgavAnuM vadhAre thAya to bhUkha lAge paNa kharI. Ave vakhate kulerano lADavo khAI, pANI pIne sUI jauM. aDadhI rAtre koIne bhUkha mATe uThADavA paDe enA badale pahelethI ja mAgI lauM. vaLI kyAreka savAre traNane badale cAra roTalI khAvAnuM mana thAya to khAI paNa lauM. bapore sUvAnuM mana thAya to samajavuM ke ThAMsIne khavAya che. mApIne khAva to sUvAnuM mana ja na thAya. ThAMsIne khAdhA pachI jo sUI jAva to pachI paga dukhe, kamara dukhe, zarIramAM rAjIpo na rahe. kAMI ne kAMI nAnuM-moTuM kAma karatA rahevuM joIe. atyAre huM mArI jarUriyAto mATe bhAgye ja bIjAne kahuM. jAte ja pANI pIuM, jAte ja kapaDAM goThavuM, jAte ja kapaDAM lauM. 'A Apo, peluM Apo' ema kahIe eTale paga ja aTakI jAya. A to je kAma besIne karatAM hoIe temAM UbhA thavA maLe. pagane thoDI kasarata maLe ane manane thoDo virAma maLe. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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prazna : savAre cA sAthe nAsto karo cho? dAdA : haMmezAM merIgolDa biskITa lauM. pAMca mUke paNa traNa lauM. koI vAra cAra lauM (vArtAlApa dvArA jANavA maLyuM ke emane varSothI DAyAbiTisa 200thI 400 rahe che. paNa cA khAMDavALI ja pIe che. mIThAI sAme Ave to khAI nAkhe. alabatta, mApamAM.) zatruMjayaviSayaka hastaprata aMgenuM mArgadarzana ApI rahyA che, pratamAM kuMDa ane vAvanI vAta Ave che. kuMDa ane vAvanA pANInI upayogitA ane zuddhi vize pUchatAM teoe jaNAvyuM : A jamAnAmAM lokone pANInuM mUlya samajAtuM nathI. agAu yAtrALuo zetruMjI nadIe nAhIne DuMgara caDhatA. Aje DuMgara upara hAvAnI oraDIo thaI che. joke, oraDIo thaI e jamAnAmAM paNa yAtrALuo be loTe nAhI letA. AjanI peThe pANI DhoLAtuM nahIM. evoya jamAno hato jyAM eka ja taLAva ke eka ja ThAmamAMthI mANaso ane prANIo sAthe pANI pItAM, chatAM loko mAMdAM paDatAM nahi. kuMDa ane vAva keTalI mahenate banatAM te loko barAbara jANatAM. keTaleya dUrathI vAva ke taLAve jaIne pANI lAvavAnuM rahetuM.' dAdA potAno bhUtakALa manamAM vAgoLavA lAgyA. pachI kahevA lAgyA : amAre tyAM gAmaDAmAM e jamAnAmAM prANI ke manuSya eka ja jagyAethI pANI pIe. pahelavahelo jyAre amadAvAda Avyo ane chApAmAM vAMcyuM ke gaTaralAIna ane pIvAnA pANInI lAIno eka thaI gaI che. manamAM thayuM? are bhagavAna ! A pANI kemanuM pivAya ? ane jo sApha thAya toye pachIthI paNa e pANI pivAya kharuM? zaherano mANasa eka ja taLAvamAMthI bheMsa ane mANasane pANI pItAM joIne "are !" ema bolI UThe evuM mArA jevA gAmaDAnA mANasane zaherInuM vartana ajugatuM lAge ! dAdA vyaktigata ke samAjagata AvA Cultural Shockne khUba ja haLavAzathI ane mamaLA hAsyathI rajU karavA lAgyA. dAdAnI ramUja prakaTavA mAMDI. bolI UThyA : "Aje huM dUdhanI kebina jouM chuM to pahelAM tyAM 'uttama dUdha' evuM lakheluM joto. thoDA vakhata pachI enI nIce lakheluM vAMcato - 'uttama dahIM ane thoDAM varSo pachI 'uttama chAza" vAMcyuM. mane thatuM ke dUdha bagaDyuM eTale dahIM banyuM. dahIM bagaDyuM eTale chAza banI. ane have lAge che ke uttama pANI maLaze." sAMbhaLatAM ja huM khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI ane bolI : "dAdA, pANIya pAucamAM maLavA lAgyuM ja che ne !' (kALanA judA judA tabakkAomAM AvatAM jhaDapI parivartano pratyenuM dAdAnuM sahaja valaNa mArA bhItarane sparzI gayuM. Aje to ekkAgArDanA rakSaNa heThaLa paNa pANInA rogo keTalA badhA vadhI rahyA che !) tA. 10-8-2001 Aje dAdA "asala' nAmanI dukAnanA uddaghATanamAM ane tyArabAda A. zrI pradyumnasUrijI pAse gayA. hatA tethI inDolojImAM moDA AvelA. prata aMgenuM kAma thoDuMka ja thayuM. zatruMjayanI A pratimAMnA 'suradhana' zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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zabda vize vAta nIkaLI. dAdAe varSAbahena jAnIne bolAvI pUchyuM. varSAbahene teno artha "pitRono pALiyo' hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. (thoDoka virAma) pATaNanA jinAlayanA kAma aMge meM pATaNanI ghaNI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI. pATaNamAM tyAre meM dIvAlo para cItarelAM sApanAM citro tathA sApanI derIo joI hatI. suradhana ane pALiyAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM te yAda AvyuM. ene vize dAdAne pUchyuM to dAdA mUDamAM AvI gayA ane ghoghAnuM joDakaNuM dhImA sUre gAI batAvyuM ane tyArabAda ghoghAbApAnI vAta kahI. dAdA khUba sArI rIte vAta kahI jANe che enI Aje mane jANa thaI. mane saMbhaLAvela ghoghA bApAnuM joDakaNuM tathA ghoghAbApAnI vArtA rasikajano mATe pariziSTa-1mAM mUkavAmAM AvI che. "Aje navarAtriparvamAM jema mallAmAtA pUjAya che tema pATaNa ane rAdhanapuramAM ghoghAbApA pUjAya che ane ghoghAnuM gIta gavAya che. ghoghAnA A joDakaNAmAM sthaLabhede pAThabheda jovA maLe. navarAtri daramiyAna jyAre strIo garabA gAtI hoya tyAre nAnA TapuriyAMone A joDakaNuM gAvAnuM kAma soMpI devAya. Ane kAraNe strIo chokarAMonI Dakhala vinA zAMtithI garabA gAI zake e eno hetu. ghoghAbApAnA sApanA pratIkavALI derI hoya to tyAM ghoghAbApAnA nAmano dIvo navarAtrie acUka thAya." - vArtA kahyA bAda dAdAe ATalI pUraka mAhitI paNa ApI. pATaNa ane khaMbhAtanAM jinAlayonuM kAma karatAM meM e baMne nagaronI upalabdha thayelI caitya-paripATIone ukelI hatI. tenA saMpAdanamAM ame jinAlaya ane tenAM biMbonI mAhitI ApatA koThA banAvelA. "zatruMjaya tIrthoddhAra vigata' nAmanI A caitya-paripATInA likhaMtaranI cakAsaNInuM karavAnuM kAma pUrNa thatAM meM AnA saMpAdanamAM paNa koThA taiyAra karIne mUkavAnuM vicAryuM. koThA banAvavAnuM kAma thoDuMka karyuM paNa kharuM. kharekhara to, kRtinA livyaMtara bAda cakAsaNInuM kAma lAMbA samaya sudhI cAlyuM ane koThA taiyAra karavAno avakAza to bIjAM anya tUTaka pustakonI kRtio karavAnuM zarU karyuM tenA samAMtare khUba ja dhImI gatie cAlatuM rahyuM. daramiyAnamAM eka divasa dAdAe mane mAhitI ApI: "zrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUrine jUnAgaDha jillAnA mAMgaroLa gAmanA jJAnabhaMDAramAMthI zatruMjayanI caityaparipATI maLI hatI. tenuM lisvaMtara teoe 'anusaMdhAna' megejhinamAM chApyuM che. meM e vAMcI. vAMcatAM jaNAyuM ke A to tame karyuM te ja kAma che.' 'have...?"huM vicArI rahI. mArA caherA paranI AchI nirAzA temaNe vAMcI lIdhI. kahe : jema ApaNane hatuM ke A kRtinI mAtra A eka ja prata che tema emane paNa evuM ja lAgyuM hatuM. AnI be prato have thaI to evuM bane ke haju bIjI vizeSa prato bIje haze. ApaNe tapAsa karIzuM. tame enA pAThabhedo ApI, AkhI kRtinuM saMpAdanakArya karI zakazo. karyuM che te kAma nakAmuM javAnuM nathI.' "sAcI vAta che dAdA. kazuM na thAya toye AvaDI moTI kRti huM karI zakI chuM. mane mahAvaro to maLyo che ja.' huM bolI. eka varSathI paNa vadhuno samayagALo evo gayo ke jyAre pU. dAdA sAthenI mArI mulAkAto keTalAMka anya kAraNasara thaI zakI nahi. sapTembara, 200ramAM inDolojImAM pU. dAdA sAthe besavAnuM pharI zarU karyuM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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A samaye pU. dAdA bhAvi peDhI mATe hastapratavidyA vizenI jhINI jhINI vAta saraLa zailImAM lakhavA mATenA muddAonAM zIrSako judAM tAravI rahyA hatA. mane e kAgaLa Apyo ane ApelI vigato para eka najara nAMkhI javA sUcavyuM. meM keTalAMka zIrSako nIce kaI vigato jaNAvavA mAMgo cho te pUchyuM. javAbamAM emaNe mane potAnI taiyAra karelI slIpo ApI, A slIponA lakhANamAM emaNe hastapratavidyAnA pAribhASika zabdonI samaja saraLa, lokabhogya bhASAmAM ApavAno upakrama rAkhyo hato. huM vAMcavA lAgI. meM sUcavyuM ke AmAM keTalIka vAkyaracanAo ane thoDA zabdomAM pheraphAra karIe to vadhu saraLa bane. to kahe: A slIpa AkhI pharI lakhI batAvo, meM tema karyuM. emane gamyuM. have emaNe A badhI slIpo mane soMpI ane jaNAvyuM ke A badhI ja noMdhone tame pharI vAra tamArA zabdomAM lakhI Apo. jarUra paDe to A pustaka vAMcajo ema jaNAvI, munizrI puNyavijayajInuM "bhAratIya jaina zramaNa saMskRti ane lekhanakaLA' nAmanuM pustaka ApyuM. A kAma nimitte mArI pU. dAdA sAthenI mulAkAto vadhatI gaI temaja mulAkAta daramiyAnanA sAnnidhyano samaya paNa vadhato gayo. jANe-ajANe guru-ziSyAnA jJAna ane anubhavonA nicoDanI Apa-lenuM eka anuSThAnakaho ke jJAnasatra racAvA lAgyuM. A anuSThAnano chUTochavAyo, tUTaka tUTaka chatAM ekadhAro pravAha mArA jIvanano eka mahAmUlo avasara banavA lAgyo. pAribhASika zabdanA arthane ke anya koI navA zabdane ke ghaTanAne samajavA mATeno nAnakaDo prazna khUba ja sahaja rIte aneka navI kSitijone ughADa Apato rahyo. mAre mATe to jANe mAMgyuM'tuM khobo bharIne ane maLI gayo dariyo :" jevuM thayuM. A veLAe mane thayuM ke A saMvAda sacavAI javo joIe. AvI mahAmUlI saMpatti mArI ekalAnI bane te kema cAle ? AthI tA. 8-12002nA roja meM saMkalpa karyo ke noMdha bane tyAM sudhI e ja divase rAtre vyavasthita karI levI. prastuta noMdhamAM zrI puNyavijayajI mATe mahArAjajI ane munizrI jinavijayajI mATe munijI zabdo vaparAyA che. pU. dAdA vAtacItamAM A rIte A baMneno ullekha karatA hatA. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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I. sa. 2002nA vArtAlApo oNgasTa, 2002thI oNkTobara tA. 7 sudhInuM lakhANa prazna : lekhanakaLAnA pustakamAMnI TippaNamAM 18 lipionAM nAmo ApelAM che. tamane badhI ja lipi AvaDe ? dAdA : badhI ja lipionI jANakArI ke svarUpa batAvI zakAya tema nathI. keTalIka lipio sAMketika - gUDha - lipi che. prazna : eTale ? dAdA : "ca"nI bhASA tamane AvaDe ? dareka zabda pahelAM "ca' lagADAya. jema ke 'camacane cabhUkha calAcagI cache? koInI hAjarImAM nAchUTake vAta karavI paDe to paraspara AvI bhASA nipajAvI hoya che. lipi paNa AvI hoya. lekhanakaLA'nA pustakamAM AvI lipinAM udAharaNo che. AgaLa tamArA vAMcavAmAM Avaze. have dAdAne TrenanI musApharI daramiyAna AvI bhASA bolAtAM kevI ramUja banI hatI te prasaMga yAda AvatAM kahyuM : TrenamAM eka vAra traNa juvAna chokarIo beThI hatI. sAme vRddha pati-patnI beThelAM. chokarIo sAMketika bhASAmAM pelA yugalanI TIkhaLa karatI rahI. surata sTezane peluM yugala UtarI gayuM. UtaratI vakhate potAnI cUpakIdI toDI, pelI ja sAMketika bhASAmAM "Avajo' ema kahyuM! prazna : dAdA, jUnAmAM jUno graMtha kayo ? kayA saikAmAM ? tame joyo che ? dAdA : dasamA saikAthI tADapatro maLe che. temAM devanAgarI lipi che. bhAratanI badhI ja lipio - uttarabhArata temaja dakSiNabhAratanI - brAhmI lipimAMthI UtarI AvI che. tADapatromAM kharoSTI vagere anya lipio jovA maLe che te bhArata sivAyanA anya dezomAM jovA maLe che. je kAMI jUnA graMtho che te 10mI pahelAMnA maLyA nathI. huM bhAratabharanA jJAnabhaMDAro pheMdI vaLyo chuM. abhayadevasUrinI navAMgI TIkA 11mI sadInI che. pachInA vArtAlApamAMthI) jesalameranA bhaMDAramAMthI zrI jinabhadragaNie lakhelo 'vizeSa Avazyaka bhASya' graMtha dasamA saikAno hovAnuM gaNAyuM che. ela. DI. insTiTyUTa dvArA e saMpAdita thayelo che. dAdAe bhaMDArano e graMtha joyelo ane mahArAjajI sAthe besIne samayanirdhAraNA karI hatI. zrI jaMbUvijayajI pAse jApAnanA vidvAna AvyA hatA. te vidvAne jApAnanA okyujI maThanA bhaMDAramAM chaThThA saikAno eka graMtha hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. dAdAe zrI jaMbUvijayajIne jaNAvyuM ke zakya hoya to tenI jherokSa zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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mokalavAnuM jaNAvo. emanI sahAyathI eka ja peija jovA maLyuM. dAdAe joyuM to jaNAyuM ke 'vizeSAvazyakabhASya'nA ane A peijanA lipi-maroDa ekasarakhA ja hatA, matalaba ke baMne eka ja saikAnA che, tethI A graMtha jo chaThThA saikAno hoya to vizeSAvazyakabhASya' paNa chaThThA saikAno Thare ane jo chaThThA saikAno hoya to valabhImAM graMtho lakhAyA e samayano bane. jApAnanA graMthanuM nAma che: 'uSNIzavijayadhAraNI' tenI bhASA saMskata che. e jamAnAmAM pustako bheTa apAtAM. A pustaka bheTamAM jApAna gayuM hovuM joIe. vaLI kahevA lAgyA : "Agamo chaThThI sadImAM valabhImAM kSamAkSamaNanI adhyakSatAmAM lakhAyAM. pachInAM pAMcaso-chaso varSomAM to bhulAI gayAM. te samayanuM kazuM maLatuM nathI. jo jApAnanA graMthano samaya temAM apAyo hoya to ApaNo 'vizeSAvazyakabhASya graMtha' (jinabhadragaNivALo) chaThThA saikAno jUnAmAM jUno graMtha gaNAya. prazna : ATaluM badhuM e samaye lakhAyuM ane badhuM ja lupta thayuM ? dAdA : mane enAM thoDAMka kAraNo samajAya che. jainaprajAne eka to e samaye pustakalekhanano anubhava na hato. valabhIpuranI ghaTanA pahelAM to pustaka lakhavuM e pApa gaNAtuM. zrI kSamAkSamaNajIe to bhagavAnanI vANI bacAvavA lakhyuM. zrata (jJAna) - lekhana e pachInA samayamAM pavitra-puNyakArya gaNAyuM, ane pachI jainagraMthonuM lekhana zarU thayuM. vaLI, e vakhate kAgaLa zodhAyo na hato. zAhI banAvavAnI prakriyA paNa prayogasiddha banI nahIM hoya. lakhANa tADapatra paranuM tethI zAhI lAMbA samaya sudhI cAlI nahi hoya ane tADapatra parathI lakhANa kharI paDyuM haze. zAhImAMnAM dravyonI asarane kAraNe tADapatro phATavA lAgyA haze. dhIre dhIre pAchalA samayamAM zAhI banAvavAmAM kuzaLatA AvI haze. AthI ja to, ApaNane e jamAnAnA je koI graMtho upalabdha che te tatkAlIna samayanA nathI paNa pachInA samayamAM thatI rahelI nakalomAMthI bacI gayA hoya tevA copy - nakala karelA graMtho che. zuddha AgamapATha aMgenuM saMzodhana chellAM so varSothI cAlyuM che. je lahiyAoe upalabdha graMthonI nakala karI te jo saMskRta ke prAkRta bhASA jANatA ne hoya to temanI nakalamAM bhraSTa pATha maLe emAM navAI nahIM. yazovijayajIe lakhelo nyAyano graMtha upalabdha banyo te khUba ja bhraSTa pAThavALo hato. pAchaLathI devasAnA pADAnA bhaMDAramAMthI je graMtha maLyo tenI nakala yazovijayajIe pote tathA temanA bIjA sAta munioe bhegA thaIne karelI hatI. A graMtha maLyA pachI, A graMthanA anya bhraSTa pAThone bAjue rAkhI, A graMthanI nakalane AdhArabhUta gaNI graMtha taiyAra thayo. zrI jaMbUvijayajIe A kAma karyuM che. DabhoInA bhaMDAramAMthI bhagavatIsatra maLyuM. emAM saMvata 11- -mAMnA chellA be aMko ApyA nathI. zrI becaradAsa paMDita jevA vidvAnoe je kAma karyuM che temAM DabhoInuM A pustaka jovAyuM nathI. prazna : dAdA, "saMgrahaNI'mAM zAnI vAta Ave che ? dAdA : e jaine bhUgoLa che. jaina bhUgoLa pramANe 14 rAjaloka che. A rAjalokanI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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oNgasTathI oNkTobara 2002nA samayagALA daramiyAna mahArAjajI, munijI (jinavijayajI) tathA dAdAnA potAnA vize ghaNIbadhI vAto thaI. A vAto judA judA divaso daramiyAna chUTIchavAI thaI che. te vigatonuM saMkalana karIne eka sAthe ahIM huM mUkuM chuM. vAta meM pahelAM karI hatI. temAM sauthI upara siddhazilA che. mokSe gayelA jIvonuM sthAna siddhazilA che. prazna e thAya ke ATalA badhA jIvo mokSe gayAnI vAta che to te badhA emAM kevI rIte samAya ? A praznano javAba che - prakAzamAM jyAre prakAza bhego thAya eTale bhaLI jAya. jagyA na roke. siddhazilAnuM mApa 50 lAkha yojana pramANa ApavAmAM AvyuM che. pratyakSa che te lokanAM mApa ApyAM nathI. munizrI puNyavijyajI : vidhavA mAno te dIkaro. te jamAno vidhavA mATe hAlAkIbharyo hato. mAtAnI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thaI paNa A bALakanuM zuM ? chANImAM dIkarAne dIkSA apAvI. bIje divase mAtAe pAlitANAmAM dIkSA lIdhI. muni jinavijyajI : munijInuM jIvana saptaraMgI. pote rAjapUta hatA. koI cokkasa mALakhAmAM samAya tevo svabhAva ja nahi. zarUAtamAM sthAnakavAsI sAdhu. keTalAka niyamone kA2Ne jJAnanI ArAdhanAmAM thato vikSepa sahevAya nahIM. gurunA AdezathI muhapattino doro toDyo. yati banyA. tyAM paNa jIva je karavA Avelo te paripUrNa na thatAM zvetAMbarI dIkSA lIdhI. ahIM paNa na phAvyuM. gAMdhInI caLavaLamAM sakriya. yaravaDA jelamAM paNa gayA. jelamAM temanI sAthe ka. mA. munazI, rAjendra prasAda vagere hatA. badhAe bhegA thaIne baMdhAraNano musaddo ghaDyo. gAMdhIjInI A mATe zAbAzI meLavI. munizrI jinavijayajInA hAthe bhAratIya vidyAbhavanano pAyo naMkhAyo. khAtamuhUrta emanA haste. e saMsthAnA teo DepyuTI DAyarekTara tarIke nimAyA. risALa prakRti. munazI sAthe aNabanAva. rAjInAmuM. zAMtiniketanamAM jaIne rahyA. lAlacaMda siMdhIe ophara karI hatI ane e jamAnAmAM eka lAkha rUpiyA ApelA jemAMthI siMdhI graMthamALAnuM prakAzana thayuM. citoDathI ajame2 jatAM caMderiyAne aDIne eka gAma. tyAM muni avasthAmAM comAsuM karyuM hatuM. merI jIvanaprapaMcakahANI'mAM temanI AtmakathA che. dAdA munijInA jIvananI AvI vAto karIne bolyA : saMsAra Avo che. saptaraMgI : lAla, lIlo, pILo.....' dAdA - potAne vize : bAra varSanI uMmare sauthI pahelI nokarI pATaNamAM gabharucaMda vastAcaMdane tyAM. 12thI 17 varSanI uMmara sudhI tyAM rahyA. dAdA pAse gabharucaMda nAmuM lakhAvatA. gabharucaMda pATaNanA jIvaNalAla panAlAla bAbunA sALA thAya. sukhI gharanA. dIkSAnI icchAvALA. patnIne saMsAramAM 2sa. na phAvyuM. patnI piya2 gayAM te pAchAM ja na AvyAM. piyara bhAbhAne pADe. gabharucaMde bAra vrata uMcaryAM. AvA vratadhArIonAM maMDaLa hoya, vratadhArIone lADavA vaheMcatA. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 10

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potAnI zerInA derAsara, upAzraya, bhojanazALA tathA AyaMbila khAtAno teo vahIvaTa karatA. bhojanazALAmAM yAtrIo pAsethI pahelA traNa divasa kazo paiso levAto nahIM. ratnavijyajI pAThazALA' paNa teo calAvatA. A mATe teo dAna na letA. svadravya kharcatA. A badhI saMsthAono hisAba - nAmuM dAdA pAse lakhAvarAvatA. zarUmAM kalAkano eka Ano maLato. pAchaLathI kalAkanA be AnA thayA. derAsaramAM gabharucaMda vALAkuMcI vagere mokalatA. parigraha ocho hato. niyama laI dhArelo parigraha cheka sudhI rAkhI zakyA. emane saMbhALanAra-rAMdhI khavarAvanAra - samubahena nAmanAM eka vidhavA hatAM. mAlikInuM ghara vecI dIdhuM. gharanI jaNasa dAdAne vecavA ApatA. jaNasanA vecANa aMge anya koI pADozIne paNa jANa na thAya tevI takedArI rAkhavAnI dAdAne sUcanA ApatA. teo muMbaI jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM agAu khUba kamAyelA. chellI kaMThI vecI enA 200 rU. AvelA. ATalA ja rUpiyA gharamAM hatA ane avasAna thayeluM ! (gabharucaMdanI aparigrahanI Teka rIte sacavAI te jaNAvatAM dAdAnA caherA 52 Azcarya, Izvara pratye AbhAra tathA gadgada thayAnA mizra bhAvo meM joyA. ane dAdAnA e smaraNanI AvI kSaNomAM sahabhAgI thayAnI dhanyatA meM anubhavI.) 18 varSanI uMmare kesarabAI jaina jJAnamaMdiramAM nokarI maLI. lisTa banAvavAnuM kAma zarU karyuM, te Aja dina lagI ahIM - ela. DI. inDolojImAM paNa cAlu rahyuM che. e vakhate nava rUpiyAnA pagArathI A navI nokarInI zarUAta. 12thI 17 varSanI uMmarano nAmAno anubhava jesalameramAM kAma Avelo. jesalameramAM jaina zvetAMbara kaoNnpharansa dvArA kAma thatuM. tyAM doDha varSa rahyA. I. sa. 1947nA samayanI e vAta che. cAra sAdhuo tathA paMDito A kAmagIrImAM sAmela thayA hatA. paMDitonA rahevA-jamavAnA tathA AvavA-javAnA kharca peTe mAsika rUpiyA 2000)nuM bajeTa. dAdAne mahine so rUpiyA maLe. 150) rUpiyAthI vadhu koIne na maLe. Ano hisAba na dAdAe rAkhavAno hato. pAMca paMDitomAM pro. jeTalI, zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyA, munijI vagere hatA. thoDA samaya bAda vArSika 24,000ne badale 30,000 rUpiyA ApavAnA TharAvyA hatA. nAmAnI paddhati mujaba hisAba lakhIne dAdA niyamita mokalatA. jesalameranA kAmamAM Arthika viTaMbaNA ghaNI rahI. kAma pUruM thavAnA chellA divasomAM ekAeka koI kAraNasara pATaNanA eka zrImaMta dvArA AvatI 2kama baMdha thaI. ghI, dUdha, kariyANAvALA saune paisA ApavAnA bAkI. saunI ugharANI vadhavA lAgI. paisA to hatA nahi. have zuM ? muMbaI patra lakhyo. hUMDI AvI. jesalameramAM koI hUMDI svIkAre nahi. dilhImAM svIkArAya. zuM karavuM ? bhAvanagara 'AtmAnaMdasabhA'ne lakhyuM. tyAMthI ekasAthe eka hajAranA ema traNa manIorDara mokalavAmAM AvyA. e samaye eka hajArathI vadhArenI 2kamano manIorDara thaI zakato nahIM. dAdA bolavA lAgyA : pharavAnI jiMdagI rahI che. satata cALIsa varSo sudhI pharyo chuM ane temAM AnaMda Avyo che. majA lUMTI che. navA navA anubhavo ane navA navA paricayo thayA che. doDha va2sa jesalame2 hato tethI vAta evI UMDI ke lakSmaNa dIkSA levAno che. mane joke dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA kadI thaI nathI. eka tie dIkSA levAnuM kaheluM. jatine potAnI milakato sAcavavI hatI.' zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM * (thoDI vAra pachI) 11

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paheluM sagapaNa mahollAnI chokarI sAthe ja thayuM hatuM. mahollAnA jamaNavAramAM huM jamavA beTho tyAre jANa na hatI ke pAse beThI che te chokarI vAgdattA che. dasa varSanI uMmara. sAme mArAM mAM hatAM. mAne koIke kahyuM ke sAme tamArI vahu che. joyuM to khAvAnAmAM dhULa bheLavatI hatI. chokarI gAMDI hatI. vivAha phoka karyA. bIje karyo. gAMDI choDIne DAhI lAvyA ! soLa varase lagna thayAM. AnAmAM paNa buddhi ghaNI ochI. gAMDA jevI ja karmone meM svIkArI lIdhAM. enA guNo jovAnA zarU karyA. patnInA guNone yAda karatAM kahe keH "uchAMchaLAM jarA ya nahi. mahemAnane Agraha karI cA pivaDAve. nAsto Ape. mahemAna mATe rAtreya cA banAvavAnI hoya toye ALasa nahi. moDuM thayuM hoya topaNa vAsaNo eThAM mUkI na rAkhe. sAllA ke dAgInA mATe kyAreya mAgaNI nathI karI. AkhI jiMdagImAM eka ja philma batAvelI ane te "mogale Ajhama.' philma jovI che tevuM sAme cAlIne kyAreya kahyuM nathI. kAmane kAraNe koI vAra rAte 10 vAge ghera pahoMce toye kyAre ya jhaghaDo karyo nathI. bahAragAma javAnuM ane rahevAnuM thatuM paNa kakaLATa karyo nathI. mAre DabhoImAM nokarI hatI. meM enI pAsethI bane teTalI ochI apekSA rAkhI hatI.' (dAdA Aje potAnA dAmpatyajIvananA kissA saMbhaLAvavAnI haimAM hatA.) kahevA lAgyA: 'emanI pAse samajadArI nahi. kyAreya sAthe na cAle. haMmezAM be DagalAM pAchaLa hoya. mANekacokathI mAMDavInI poLa tarapha vaLatAM eka vAra pAchaLa joyuM to e to dekhAya ja nahi. pAcho pharyo. dUra dUra boranA DhagalAne jotAM UbhAM hatAM. | musApharI daramiyAna mane takalIpho paDe. moTe bhAge amArI musApharI pATaNa - amadAvAdanI hoya, sTezana AvI jAya ane huM UtaruM. pAchaLa e Ave che evo khyAla. eka vAra huM Utaryo. thoDI vAre pAchaLa joyuM to dekhAya nahi. khUba tapAsa. gabharAmaNa. joyuM to vIseka miniTe TrenamAM dekhAyAM. bAtharUmamAMthI nIkaLatAM hatAM. Trena AgaLa jatI hota to ? - mane evo vicAra AvyA kare. paisA gaNatAM emane AvaDe nahi. hoya te badhA ja paisA vepArIne ApI de. vepArI jeTalA pAchA Ape te laI le. eka vAra so rUpiyA sAcavavA ApyA. huM na houM ane ociMtAnI jarUra paDe to A bhegA karelA paisA khapa lAge e gaNatarI. pAcho Avyo tyAre joyuM ke ApelA rUpiyAmAMthI 10x12nI rUma AkhI bharAya teTaluM moTuM gAdaluM banAvarAveluM. gAdaluM mUko pachI rUmamAM bIjuM kazuM rahe nahi tevuM. laDavuM paDe. pachI thAya : Ane laDIneya zuM ? samaja nathI enAmAM tyAre ne ? pachI mana mArIne besI rahuM. koIthIya gabharAya nahi. eka vAra TrenamAM besADIne sTezana para kaMIka levA gayo. mArA gayA bAda DabbAnI bahAra lakhAyuM : "polIsa mATe'pachI polIsa AvI haze. pesenjarone utAryA. A to na Utare. Akhare polIsane borDa kADhI levuM paDyuM. cAra varSanI dIkarIne zALAmAM mUkavA jAya. dUdhano samaya thAya eTale nizALe jAya ane dIkarIne dhavarAve. gurujI samajAve : "zALAmAM Ama ne thAya.' to kahe: 'mArI dIkarIne dhavarAvuM nahi ?' huM paNa samajAvuM ke nA javAya. enA manamAM A vAta Utare ja nahi ne. 12 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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5. becaradAsanuM bhAratI sosAyaTImAM ghara. pAchaLathI aMdara javAya, huM AgaLa. e to pAchaLa kampAunDamAM ja bAtharUma karavA besI gayAM. eTale ja bahAra jatAM pahelAM bAtharUma jaI Ave pachI ja laI javAya. AvuM AvuM emanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe. bALaka peThe jorathI hasavAnI Teva. davA kyAreya na le. (lAMbo virAma) 74 varase mRtyu thayuM. te samayanI vAta smaraNamAM lAvIne dAdA bolyA : dIkarI muMbaIthI AvelI. tyAre to tabiyata sArI hatI tethI e muMbaI pAchI gaI. bIje divase savAre jamIne ahIM (inDolojI) Avyo. e divase aruNAbahena laThThA maLavA AvyAM hatAM. zIlacaMdrajIe eka pustaka levA mokalyAM hatAM. pustaka levA ame bho. je. vidyAlayamAM gayAM. pustaka lIdhuM. tyAMthI huM operA sosAyaTI gayo. zreNikabhAI tyAM AvelA. teo mahArAja sAthe vAto karatA hatA. operAthI sIdho basamAM ghera Avyo. bhatrIjo guNavaMta tyAre kahe: 'cA nathI pItAM.' emane cA ghaNI vahAlI, meM pUchyuM to kahe : "nathI levI." thoDI vAra pachI zvAsa caDyo, DaoNkTara bolAvyA. davA ane iMjekazana ApavAnuM tathA haoNspiTala dAkhala karavAnuM jaNAvyuM. bhAbhI (zAMtAbahena amRtalAla bhojaka) bAjamAMthI AvyAM. bolyAM : 'kyAMya have bahAra na jazo. tabiyata barAbara nathI. badhe phona karI do." pATaNa, muMbaI, gAMdhInagara - badhe phona karyA. pATaNa ane gAMdhInagaravALA AvI gayA. 24 kalAkathI vadhu have nathI tema jaNAyuM. stavano saMbhaLAvyAM. rAtre 1|| vAge mRtyu. meM koIne raDavA na dIdhA. zAMtithI te aMgenuM badhuM kAma karo tevI sUcanA ApI. savAre smazAne bahu vahelA laI javAne badale 6 vAgyAno samaya sUcavyo. besaNuM bIje divase pATaNamAM rAkhyuM. koIka utsAhIe gujarAta samAcAra'nI avasAnanoMdhamAM samAcAra ApI dIdhelA tethI savAre zreNikabhAI, nItinabhAI, rAdhikAbahena vagere AvyAM. pATaNathI mAsI AvyAM. meTADoramAM bapore pATaNa gayAM. tyAM pUjA bhaNAvI.' soLa varSe lagna thayelAM. amArA baMne vacce eka ja varSano phera. 60 varSa ame sAthe rahyAM. tA. 8-10-2002 InDolojInI lAIbrerInuM munizrI puNyavijaya likhita "bhAratIya jaina zramaNa saMskRti ane lekhanakalA' nAmanuM pustaka tyAM besIne huM vAMcatI hatI. vacce be-traNa divasanI saLaMga rajAo AvI tyAre pustaka mane ghera vAMcavA ApyuM. paNa pachIthI teo potAnI pAsenuM pustaka gherathI laI AvelA ane vaMcAI rahe tyAM sudhI ghera rAkhavA ApyuM. pustakamAM mahArAjanA hastAkSara jovA maLyA ! bhAI lakSmaNane sasneha samarpita di. puNyavijaya saM. 2014 zrAvaNa vadi 14 zukravAra kalpavAcana prAraMbhadina' zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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huM zrI puNyavijayajInA hastAkSaro joIne khUba ja khuza thaI gaI. mane A pustaka ApatAM dAdAne A pustaka apAyuM te kSaNo yAda AvI gaI ane bolyA : mahArAjajIe pustaka ApyuM tyAre emanI pAse emano ziSya beThelo hato. ziSya tarata bolI UThyo : ghera jaI vAMcajo.' ziSyanA manamAM kadAca ema ke ahIM vAMcaze to kAma kyAre thaze ? mahArAjajI tarata ja bolI UThyA: 'e to ahIM ja vAMcaze." thoDIvAra pachI kahe: 'gAyane jeTalo khoLa khavarAvo teTaluM gAya dUdha vadhAre Ape." 'A ahIM kAma kare che. tene jo ApaNe kathAo vAMcavA na daIe. judA judA koza pheMdavA na daIe, copaDIo phaMphosavA na daIe, to e vidvAna kemano banaze ? e ahIM na vAMce to kyAre vAMce ? eno Akho to ahIM jAya che. nokarInA samaya pachI enI pAse zuM bace ? ene jeTaluM AvaDaze. jeTaluM e vizeSa jANaze eTalo e ApaNane ja kAma lAgaze.' koIpaNa risarca insiTaTyuzana mATe bIjI haroLa (keDara) taiyAra karavAnI A kevI moTI gurucAvI che" - dAdA mATe munizrI puNyavijaye kahelI A vAta sAMbhaLatAM huM vicArI rahI. noMdha : munizrI puNyavijayajInA hastAkSaravALuM pustaka mane kAyama mATe rAkhavA maLe evI prabaLa icchA thaI ane dAdAe mArI A IcchA pUrI karI. A saMdarbhe dAdA eka saMsthAnI vAta karavA lAgyA. tyAM dAdA lipi zIkhavavA jatA. lipi zIkhyA bAda pustako lakhAvavAnuM Ayojana hatuM. lipi ekadama to na AvaDe. khUba ja prekTisa karavI paDe. tyAMnA saMcAlaka taraphathI vidyArthIone tyAM besIne prekTisa karavAnI nA pADI. sau vidyArthIo kahetA hatA ke ghera amArAthI prekTisa thatI nathI. eka vidyArthIe to moDhAmoDha spaSTa jaNAvyuM ke A 60 varSe ghera kyAMthI prekTisa thAya ? e to ahIM ja samaya Apavo paDe. - tyAra bAda dAdA mane kahe : sAcI vAta che enI, nahi ? e lokono 1thI 7no samaya. keTalAka to bApunagarathI - nadI pAra sAyakala para Ave. kAmanA kalAko uparAMta emanA AvavA-javAno samaya gaNo to e karmacArIne enA potAnA mATe ke enA kuTuMba mATe keTalo samaya bace ? manamAM vicArI rahI : "dAdA keTalI taTasthatAthI A beu prasaMgo kahe che ? tathyo sAmasAmAM mUkI ApyAM. koNe zuM karavuM joIe enI koI carcA ke piSTapeSaNa na karyuM. mAtra arIso dharI dIdho. tathyomAMthI je sAca Ubhare che te levuM hoya to lo.' prazna : dAdA, brAhmaNonI sarakhAmaNIe jaina graMtho vizeSa jaLavAyA che. zA mATe Ama banyuM ? dAda : mahAvIranI paraMparAmAM zramaNo parigrahI na hatA. teomAM jinAlaya ke jJAnabhaMDArono vahIvaTa zrAvakonA hastaka raheto. moTe bhAge vyavasthA karanArA A zrAvako zrImaMta ane dharmaniSTha hatA. kyAreka to e pote maMtrI paNa hoya. vaLI, jaina prajA mukhyatve vyApArI prajA. jyAre caDAI thAya ke tophAno thAya tyAre gAmegAma pharatA vepArIo dvArA AvanArI AMdhInAM eMdhANa maLI jatAM. tethI jinAlayanI mUrtio ke jJAnabhaMDAranA graMthonA rakSaNa mATenI yogya vyavasthA thaI zakatI. Aje paNa daTAyelI sAmagrI maLI Ave che te A kAraNe. kyAreka to AkhAM ne AkhAM derAsara dATI 14 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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devAmAM AvatAM. umatAnuM TekarA nIcethI Aje nIkaLela derAsara AvI rIte daTAyuM haze. gAma AkhuM nAza pAmatuM. paNa derAsara TekarA nIce daTAI gayuM che teno varSo sudhI tyAM ja pharI vasela prajAne khyAla sudhdhAM Avyo nathI hoto ! jyAre brAhmaNonI potAnI mAlikI hatI. mahaMtanI potAnI mAlikI hatI. jenonI jema saMgha na hato tethI AvanArI AMdhInI AgotarI jANa na thatI. mahArAjajInA e ja lekhanakalAviSayaka pustakamAM pR. 12 upara meM eka aitihAsika ullekhanI noMdha dAdAne vAMcI saMbhaLAvI ane pachI prazna pUchyo : madhya bhAratano zramaNa nAme puNyopAya. I. sa. 6 55mAM 1500thI vadhu pustako cIna laI gayelo. (e jamAnAmAM pustako kharIdAtAM nahi, dAnamAM apAtAM.) jyAre mAtra dAnamAM ne dAnamAM ja ATalAM pustako ApavAmAM AvyAM to saheje anumAna karI zakAya ke likhita pustako ane vividha prakAranI lekhanasAmagrInI bhAratavarSamAM keTalI pracuratA haze ?" prazna : to Aje badhAM nAza kevI rIte pAmyAM ? dAdA : mogalo AvyA. temane mate bhAratIya saMskRti khoTI hatI. tethI teoe aneka jinAlayo ane jJAnabhaMDArono nAza karelo. ATaluM ochuM hoya tema pustako bALIne teoe rasoI paNa karI. te uparAMta bIjAM kAraNo paNa hatAM. jema ke : UdhaI lAgI hoya, jaLavAyAM na hoya, aMgrejakALa daramiyAna to ajJAnane kAraNe jaLazaraNa thayAM hatAM ane aMgata svArtha mATe vecAyA paNa hatAM. ATaATalAM naSTa thayAM chatAM haja vipula saMkhyAmAM sacavAI paNa gayAM che ne ! aDhAra varSanI uMmarathI Aje 86 varSa thayAM, satata upalabdha kRtionI yAdI karavA palAMThI lagAvIne beTho chuM. ane toye haju lisTa paNa pUrAM taiyAra thayAM nathI. to mAnavuM ja rahyuM che ke e jamAnAmAM graMtho taiyAra karAvavA mATe kevo to pracaMDa puruSArtha thayo haze ane lakSmIno kevo to mahAdhodha vahevaDAvavAmAM Avyo haze !!! dAdAnI A vAta sAMbhaLI mane "ghoghAbApAnI vAta yAda AvI. AkramaNa dUra dUra thayuM hoya ane jhaDapI vAhanavyavahArano abhAva, to samAcAra kevI rIte pahoMcatA haze evo vicAra AvatAM meM dAdAne pUchyuM : prazna : huM dAdA, e jamAnAmAM tophAna ke caDAInA samAcAro jhaDapathI dUra dUra sudhI kaI rIte pahoMcADAtA haze ? (AnA javAbamAM dAdA eka dazya khaDuM kare che :) ciThThIvALo : kyAM jAya che ? sAMDhaNIvALo : bikAnera. ciThThIvALo : meDatA thaIne jaje ne. ATalI ciThThI pahoMcADaje. 15 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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sAMDhaNIvALo : jo bhAI, mArI pAse eTalo samaya nahIM rahe. ema kara. tuM AnA para besI jA. ajamera tane utArI daIza. sAMDhaNInI vAta parathI dAdAne pATaNanA madanacaMda ghelAcaMdanI vAta yAda AvI ane kahI : 'e jamAnAmAM madanacaMda pAlitANAnI pUnama bharatA. e UMTaDI (sAMDhaNI) para besIne jAya. e jamAnAnA mANaso khaDatala ghaNA. madanacaMda pATaNamAM TAMgaDiyA vADAmAM rahetA. pATaNanI AjanI bhojanazALAnI sAmenuM derAsara te temanuM che. eka vAra A pravAsa daramiyAna sAMDhaNI mRtyu pAmI. enI smRtimAM pAlitANAmAM enuM zilpa banAvI mUkavAmAM AvyuM. bAroToe pApa-puNyanI bArI hovAnI vAta upajAvI kADhI che. loko tyAM paisA nAMkhe e hatuM. vAtamAMthI vAta nIkaLatAM ThAkora vize vAta nIkaLI. tenI mAhitI ApatAM dAdAe kahyuM : "ThAkora eTale sAmaMta, rAjAnuM rAjya moTuM hoya. ene sAcavavA rAjA sazakta mANasono InTaravyu laIne pasaMda kare. e lokonA gujArA mATe emanA gharamAM keTalA lokone poSavAnA che e jANI laIne e pramANe jamIna tathA khetaro ApavAmAM Ave. ThAkoro rAjA vatI rAjyanA saMrakSaNanuM kAma karatA." dAdAe eka saMghavarNana vAMcyuM hatuM tenI vAta karI : pATaNanA ThAkarazIbhAIe saMgha kADhyo. tAraMgA pahADomAM thaI piMDavADA Abu-delavADA pahoMcyA tyAre AbunA ThAkore vAhanadITha 1 rUpiyo jakAta mAMgI. zeTha kahe : huM vepAranA kAme nathI nIkaLyo. dharmanuM kAma che tethI jakAta nahIM ApuM. zeThe A bAbate saheje namatuM jokhyuM nahi. dharma mATenI zraddhA tathA khumArI kevI hatI tenuM A udAharaNa !' parasparavirodhI mAnyatAo vize carcA thaI. A saMdarbhe dAdAe kahyuM : "kALano prabhAva khUba ja moTo che. jo vyakti IrAnamAM janmI hoya to te mAMsAhArI bane. jo ThaMDI lAge to mANasa garama kapaDAM paheraze ane khUba garamI lAgaze to paMkho nAMkhaze. AthI, garama paheravuM ke paMkho nAMkhavo baMne sAcAM che.' prazna : amAruM ja zreSTha, amArA dharma jevo bIjA koIno nahIM ema zA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ? dAdA : Ama ja kahevuM paDe. pracAranI bhASA haMmezAM AvI hoya. jaina naLAkhyAna judu hoya ja. A naLAkhyAnamAM svayaMvaramAM AvelA rAjAo damayaMtI mATe paraspara talavAra ugAme che tyAre damayaMtI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA derAsaramAM jAya che. aThThama karyA bAda bhagavAnanI bhakti kare che. snAtrajaLano chaMTakAva kare che, eTale badhA rAjAo e prabhAva heThaLa talavAra myAna kare che. damayaMtIe tyAre vicAreluM ke zuM mAre nimitte A badhA rAjAo hiMsA Acaraze ? - A jainakathA thaI. AjanI vAtomAMthI dAdAne eka dIkSA prasaMga ane te saMdarbhamAM amadAvAdanA be agragaNya zrAvakoe zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 16

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dAkhavelA bhinna abhigamanI vAta yAda AvI ane bolyA.. banyuM evuM ke eka paraNelA mANasane dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI. gharavALAMnI saheja paNa saMmati nahi. enI patnInA bharaNapoSaNanI paNa koI vyavasthA karI nahotI. kuTuMbIjano vicAravA lAgyA ke A vAta barAbara nathI. kuTuMbanA keTalAka sabhyo A saMdarbhe eka agraNIne maLavA gayA. e lokonI vAta sAMbhaLI e agraNI upAzraye gayA. dIkSita sAdhano hAtha pakaDyo ane bolyA : tArI patnI AjhaMda kare che ne tuM sAdhu thayo che ? tyAMthI potAne baMgale laI AvyA. traNa divasa saMtADI rAkhyo. utAvaLathI levAyelI dIkSAno tyAga karAvyo. potAnI dukAne besADyo. AvuM thAya eTale svAbhAvika che ke UhApoha thAya. dIkSAnA samarthakoe bIjA eka agraNIne bolAvyA. bIjA agraNI pelA agraNInA baMgale AvyA. sAdhu vize pUchyuM paNa pelA agraNI to javAba ja na Apyo. dAdA AvA prasaMgonAM tathyonI ja mAtra vAta kare. e sAthe saMkaLAyela vyakti vizenI kazI TIkA-TippaNI kyAreya kare nahi. mArmikatAthI bolyA: "A ye eka khela che ne ? eka dIkSA apAvavAmAM madada kare ane bIjo saMsAramAM lAve." jyAre dAdA AvI koI ghaTanA nirUpe tyAre AvA eka ja vAkyamAM ghaTanAnA temanA darzanano sAra AvI jAya. dAdAnA Tebala para jUnI tUTaka hastapratono Dhagalo hato. keTalIka pratonAM pRSTho coMTI gayAM hatAM. teoe haLave haLave keTalAMka pRSTho UkheDyAM. na thayAM te alaga tAravyAM. A AkhI prakriyA huM kutUhalatApUrvaka joI rahI. meM pUchyuM, 'dAdA, have Ane kevI rIte ukhADazo ? dAdA: 'enI keTalIka rIto che' - ATaluM kahI dAdAe mane rIto jaNAvI. (A rIto jijJAsuo mATe pariziSTa : ramAM ApavAmAM AvI che.) dAdAe ArkAiDjhanI rIte pRSTho UkhaDe tenI vAta karatAM e saMdarbhe enA eka prayoganI thayelI vAta jaNAvI. dAdA kahe : prA. kanubhAI zAha mAmA)nI bhANI mudrikA jAnIe A kAma kareluM. A kAma khUba ja cokasAI mAMgI le che. zrI jaMbUvijayajIe eka tADapatra tene ApeluM je roTalo banI gayeluM. A kAmamAM kAgaLanI sTrentha tathA zAhInI sTrenthane dhyAnamAM rAkhavI paDe che. A kAmane laIne beThA hoIe tyAre sAthe bIjuM kAma na levAya. kAma satata karatAM rahevuM paDe. keTalAka kAgaLa be divasa sudhI rahe toye na khUle ema banatuM hoya che. eka vAra huM pANI pIvA UbhI thaI. pANIno glAsa dAdAne dharyo to kahe: "mane pANI khUba ochuM joIe. amRtabhAI (dAdAnA moTAbhAI)ne pANI khUba joIe.' prazna : dAdA, huM kobA "mahAvIra ArAdhanA kendramAM gaI hatI. tyAM pratonA rakSaNa mATenuM eka sAdhana joyuM hatuM. tene zuM kahevAya ? dAdA : tene kyumIgezana cembara kahevAmAM Ave che. saMsthAmAM jyAre prato bahArathI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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Ave tyAre ene tarata bIjI badhI prato sAthe na mUke. pratonAM pRSTho chUTAM karIne A cembaramAM mUke. temAM nIce vADakA jevuM hoya. tenI nIce 40 volTano balba hoya. vADakAmAM davA mUkavAmAM Ave. davAnuM nAma che thAyamola. enI vAsa ajamA jevI hoya che. cAreka divasa temAM eka kalAka ke be kalAka calAvIne rAkhavAmAM Ave che. AthI, temAM jIva pedA thatA nathI.. prazna : dAdA, pustakamAM bhAMgA' zabda vAMcavAmAM Avelo. teno zo artha thAya ? dAdA : bhAMgA eTale vikalpa. eka ja vastune aneka rIte vicAravI ke lakhavI eTale bhAMgA. gAMgeyajInA bhAMgA prakhyAta che. te 308 che. lekhana AvaDyuM ke nahi te jANavAnI parIkSA bhAMgA lakhAvIne karavAmAM Ave che. AmAM moTe bhAge ekanA eka ja zabdo Ave eTale lahiyo keTalI cokasAIthI lakhe che teno khyAla Ave. AvA zabdonAM udAharaNa ApuM to vasti , vAva nAti. satti jevA zabdo ekasAthe Ave, mahArAjajInA guru caturavijayajI lahiyAnI parIkSA karatA tyAre haMmezAM bhAMgA lakhAvIne karatA. tyArabAda dAdAe lahiyAonI besavAnI rIta vizenI mAhitI ApI : 1. dorI bAMdhIne lakhe. 2. be paga UbhA rAkhI lakhe. hAthamAM pATI hoya. dorI upara hoya ane lakhe nIce. jethI lITI jatI na rahe, ekasarakhI rahe. 3. thAkI na javAya tethI ghaNA lahiyAo paga UMcA rAkhIne lakhe. paga UMcA rahe te mATe paga nIce kAMbalI mUke. pAchaLa takiyo hoya, paga lAMbA rAkhyA hoya to thAkI na javAya. Agale divase meM ArTa-gelerInI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI. tenI vAta meM dAdAne karI, A saMdarbhe citrakalA vizenI vAtomAM viharavA lAgyA : eka citrakAra potAnuM citra laIne rAjA pAse Ave che. kahyuM: "jo Apa A citranI khUbI darzAvI zako to ja A citra huM Apane ApIza." rAjA kalApArakhu hato. citra strInuM hatuM. rAjA kahe che ke A strInA peTamAM traNa mahinAnuM bALaka che.' tyArabAda dAdAe vividha citrazailIonAM nAmo jaNAvyAM : ajaMtAnI, kalpasUtranI, lokazailI, gilagiTa, Dekkana, nepALa, mAravADa, jayapura, jodhapura, koTA, buMdI, mALavA vagerenI. vaLI dAdAe raMgonI vAta karI. kahe : morapIMcha raMga sauthI jUno che. mogala samayamAM vAdaLI eTale ke gaLI kalara Avyo. kisanagaDhamAM lohInA jevA lAla raMga che. citro maMdiramAM rahetAM, gharamAM nahIM. mogala samayamAM kalAne khUba protsAhana apAyuM. te jamAnAmAM pUrNa kadanAM citro banatAM. sau prathama akabaranuM citra bheTa apAyuM. pachI to evAM citro banAvavAnI praNAlikA paDI, citrone gharamAM sthAna maLyuM. 18 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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citranA vimocananA samAraMbho paNa thavA lAgyA. auraMgajhebanA samaya sudhImAM to A pravRtti ghaNI phUlIphAlI. eka vAra auraMgajhebanA dhyAnamAM AvyuM ke rAjyano adhikArI varga citravimocananA koI samAraMbhamAM gayo che. teNe vicAryuM ke Ama thAya to rAja kyAMthI cAle ? vaTahukama bahAra pADyo : saMgItakAro ane citrakArone taDIpAra karo. A badhA kalAkAro tyAre dezI rajavADAmAM ghUsI gayA. A pachI ApaNA prasaMgo paNa mogala zailImAM banyA te A bhAgI chUTelA kalAkAronI deNa che. jaina citrakaLAnI khUbI e che ke emAM AMkhano khUNo kAna sudhI laI javAto hoya che. IsTa inDiyA kaMpanInI sthApanA pachI caherA para tala banAvavAno rivAja zarU thayo. ravi varmAe shade ApyA. e pahelAM, badhA ja caherA ekasarakhA lAgatA. tA. 9-10-2002 Ajano divasa mAre mATe sAcA arthamAM pUrepUro jJAnasatra banI rahyo. banyuM evuM ke dAdAe ApelI slIpomAM lekhana-upakaraNonI vAta hatI. 'A sarva upakaraNo jo mane batAvavAmAM Ave ane tenA upayoga samajuM to huM vadhAre sArI rIte lakhI zakuM" - ema jaNAvatAM dAdAe mane keTalAMka sAdhano batAvyAM ane pachI anya sAdhano myujhiyamamAM jaIne joI AvavA sUcavyuM. dAdA pAsethI mane je mAhitI maLI che tathA mahArAjajInA graMthamAMthI meM mAre vAste je vigato alaga tAravI hatI te A kSetramAM navA AvanAra mATe upayogI thaI paDe tevI jaNAvAthI, ene pariziSTa: 3 rUpe mUkavAmAM AvI che. lekhana-upakaraNonI vAtomAM jyAre "zAhI - (maSi) vize vAta nIkaLI tyAre meM dAdAne Tebala parano tUTaka pustakono Dhagalo batAvIne pUchyuM: prazna : huM dAdA ! ApaNI A pratomAM kyAMya zAhI banAvavAnI rIta ApI hoya tevo kAgaLa hAthamAM Avyo che ? javAbamAM dAdAe tarata ja potAnI sAme paDelA pratonA DhagalAmAMthI tarata ja zAhI banAvavAnI rIta lakhI hoya tevAM be pRSTho kADhIne batAvyAM. vAha bApu! dAdA to jANe lipikSetranI koIpaNa vAta pUcho to 'haratA pharatA jJAnakoza' peThe badhuM ja jihvAgre ane jovA mAgo to jAdugara ! jema jAdugara enA khIsAmAM, kothaLAmAM ke heTamAMthI vastu kADhI Ape ema dAdA Tebala paranA DhagalAmAMthI, jhabhbhAnA khIsAmAMthI khissADAyarI kADhIne ke TebalanA khAnAmAMthI kADhIne athavA UbhA thaI kabATamAMthI potAnI phAIlonA DhagalA phaMphosI vigata ke vastu hAjara karI de ! zAhI banAvavA mATe dAdAe kadAca akhataro karyo hovo joIe ema dhArIne meM pUchyuM to ghaNI vigato jANavA maLI : prazna : zAhI banAvavAmAM ke kAjaLa banAvavAmAM kayAM kayAM dravyo mukhya hoya ? Ape Avo prayoga karyo che ? dAdA : mahArAjajIe emanA pustakamAM rIto batAvI ja che. tamane khabara haze ke pATaNanuM goTalInuM kAjaLa prakhyAta gaNAya che. tyAMnI muslima bAIono A dhaMdho. koDiyAmAM ghI ke dIvelano dIvo karavAmAM Ave. kAMsAnI vADakImAM pANI bharI, dIvA para dharI rAkhe. je kAjaLa bheguM thAya tene jarAka dIvelamAM kAlavI levAmAM Ave. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 19

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ATaluM kahyA bAda zAhI pote kaI rIte banAve che te jaNAvyuM : 'saupahelAM ATalI sAdhanasAmagrI taiyAra rAkho - tapelImAM tela, vADakIvALo camaco, 2 gAbhA, sANasI, dIvAno mogaro kapAya tevI kAtara, nava dIveTo sAthe nava koDiyAM, iMTo ane khAlI Dabo tathA kuMDIo. tela banAvavA eka vAra beso pachI vaccethI UThI na zakAya, garamI lAge tethI sAmAnya rIte zAhI banAvavA ziyALo pasaMda karavAmAM Avato. saupahelAM vacamAM besavAnI jagyA rAkho. nava dIvAo saLagAvIne cAre bAju goThavo. zAhI banAvatAM kapaDAM kALAM thavAnAM ja te dhyAnamAM levuM. retInA DhagalAmAM cAre bAju iMTo hoya. tenI vacce koDiyAM rAkhyAM hoya. kUMDI jevuM eka eka sAdhana IMTone AdhAre koDiyA upara goThavatA jAva. DhAMkaNAvALo khAlI Dabbo ughADA mAthe rAkho. thoDI thoDI vAre eka pachI eka, be gAbhAthI hUMDIne upADI dAtaNa jevI saLI vaDe ekaThuM thayeluM kAjaLa DabAmAM khaMkherI levAnuM. have DabAmAM jeTalA vajananuM kAjaLa thayuM hoya teTalA ja vajananuM hIrAbora lo. hIrAborathI bamaNo bAvaLano guMdara lo. 5 tolA jo bora hoya to 10 tolA guMda hoya. bora tathA guMdane pANImAM judA judA palALavA. palALavAthI tenI azuddhi bahAra nIkaLI jaze pachI tene kapaDAmAM gALI lo. masaLIne baMnenuM pANI bheguM karavuM. gaLAya teTaluM pANI levuM. have kAjaLa sAthe mizraNa karo. velaNathI kAjaLa, guMdara tathA hIrAborane halAvo. taiyAra thAya eTale trAMbAnuM bakaDiyuM eTale ke penI (je nIce sapATa goLAkAra ane khullA moMvALuM hoya)ne be pagamAM bharAvIne ghaMTo. ghUMTe banAvavA lImaDAnuM lAkaDuM levuM. ghaMTo nIcethI 2-2 phUTa jADo hoya, kaho ke dALa vATavAno paththara hoya tevo lAge, uparathI magadaLa jevuM dekhAya. ghaMTAne trAMbAnI khoLa paherAvo. jeTalA tolA kAjaLa hoya teTalA kalAka ghUMTavuM jarUrI che. ATaluM jaNAvyA bAda dAdA kahe : hitarucivijaya mahArAjasAheba che ne e jyAre atula nAmathI saMsArI avasthAmAM hatA tyAranI vAta che, emanA ghera mArA mArgadarzana heThaLa zAhI banAvelI. teo paryAvaraNavAdI hatA. kemikala vinAnAM dravyovALI zAhI banAvavAnuM mana thayuM eTale mane maLyA. mArA mArgadarzana nIce emanI TIma beThI. teoe tyAM trAMbAnI kUMDI tathA katharoTa dvArA kAma lIdheluM. badhuM samajAvIne huM bahAra gayo kAraNa mAre eka agatyanuM kAma hatuM. A kAma temaNe muMbaInA vAlakezvaranA gharamAM karavAnuM rAkheluM. rUma kALo thaze tevI cetavaNI meM ApelI paNa teo te mATe taiyAra ja hatA! bahArathI huM Avyo tyAre meM joyuM ke pAMcanI TImamAMthI mAtra be jaNA ja hatA ! ghaMTAthI ghUMTatAM zIkhaMDa jevuM banyuM eTale eka kalAka taDake mukAvarAvyuM. pachI emAMthI goLI, vaDI ke patarI jevuM pADavAnuM jaNAvyuM. have A sukAya eTale te gAMgaDA bharI levAnA rahyA. jyAre zAhI banAvavI hoya tyAre zAhInI goLImAM garama pANI nAMkhavuM joIe. mAphakasara pANI reDavuM jarUrI. kyAreka hIrAbora ke guMdamAM cIkAza hotI nathI. AvuM bane to tenI parIkSA mATe goLI banAvatAM pahelAM cAMdalo pADo. pataluM hoya tevo cAMdalo. sukAya eTale nakha mArIne ukhADo, nakha mAratAM ja e UkhaDe to samajo ke guMda vadhAre che. jo cIkAza ochI hoya to AMgaLI ghasatAM ja vaLagI Ave. ATalI parIkSA bAda goLI banAvo, zAhI patalI keTalI rAkhavI te lahiyo pote nakkI karato hoya che. Ama zAhI banAvavAnA prayoganI tathA temAM rAkhavAnI jhINI jhINI takedArInI vAta kahI. pachI jaNAvyuM ke "mahAjanamumAM pustako lakhavAnuM kAma cAle che temAM A ja rIte zAhI banAvIe chIe. 20 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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prayoganI vAta sAMbhaLI mAruM mana bolI UThyuM : "vAha dAdA, Apa to prayogavIra cho ! lipikSetranA TekniziyananA prayogo jANavAnI to Aje zarUAta hatI! - AnuM bhAna pAchaLathI thayuM hatuM. lAla zAhInI rIta: 16mI sadImAM lAla zAhI banI. hAMsiyo temaja zIrSaka vageremAM eno upayoga thato Avyo che. A zAhI banAvavAmAM mukhyatve hiMgaLoka vaparAya che. hiMgaLokamAM pAro hoya che tethI te vajanadAra hoya che. ArasanA kharalamAM hiMgaLokano bhUko nAMkho. emAM lIMbuno rasa nIcovo. pachI kharala bharAya teTaluM pANI nAMkho. lIMbuno rasa nAMkhavAthI pArAmAMthI lIlo raMga chUTo paDaze. A chUTuM paDeluM lIlA raMganuM pANI tAravI lo. nIce lAla raMga rahyo haze. pharI lIMbu nIcovo. pharI tAravo. Ama cAlIsa-pacAsa vAra karIe eTale lAla hiMgaLoka judo paDe. A rIte jo zAhI banAvelI hoya to lAla raMga kAgaLane khAI jato nathI. 'ATaluM jaNAvIne dAdA umere che: "ratanapoLamAM golavADathI AgaLa, pAnakoranAkAnA vaMDAnI lAInamAM hakIma bAbubhAInI dukAna hatI. e mANasa mazInathI osaDiyAM khAMDI Apato hato. sAdhu-sAdhvI jemAM gocarI kare che te pAtarA raMgavA mATe lAla tathA kALA raMgano khapa paDe. gADAMnI marIthI kALo raMga ane hiMgaLokathI lAla raMga raMgAto. joke, have eziyana peinTasa vaparAya che. emanA AcAramAM lAkaDAnA pAtarAmAM khAvuM agatyanuM gaNAya che.' tA. 14-10-2002 haju Aje paNa kAlanI ja praznottarI AgaLa cAlI : prazna : dAdA, kheLa eTale zuM ? dAdA : kheLa eTale lAI. kAMjI-Ara jevuM te hoya. cokhA ke ghauMnI banAvIe to temAM morathutha nAMkhavuM paDe, nahitara temAM jIvAta paDI jAya. paNa jo tame AmalInA kacukAnI banAvo to temAM jIvAta paDatI nathI ane eTale temAM morathuthu nAMkhavuM paDatuM nathI. pachI dAdAe TippaNAM vize vAta karI. TippaNI: TippaNIne TIpaNuM ke bhUMgaLuM paNa kahevAya che. kAgaLanA lIrA karI, ekabIjAne cITakADI TIpaNAM banAvAya. TippaNAM cITakADavA kheLa vaparAya. kapaDAMnAM TIpaNAM banAvavA hoya to tAkAmAMthI jeTaluM lAMbuM joIe teTaluM kApaDa lo. joIe teTaluM lAMbu TipaNe banAvI zakAya. bAdazAha ke rAjAonAM pharamAno goLa vIMTelA AvA bhUMgaLAmAM hoya. tADapatromAM kAgaLa saDI jAya, upara bAMdheluM kapaDuM kALuM paDI jAya enA kAraNamAM lekhanakaLAnA pustakamAM mahArAjajI anumAna kare che ke zAhIne kAraNe tema thatuM hovuM joIe. vaLI, lAla zAhI upayogamAM levAI hoya tyAM hiMgaLokamAMno pAro kAraNarUpa hovo joIe. A vAMcI meM dAdAne kahyuM : pazcimanA dezomAM leboreTarImAM A aMge cakAsaNI karavAmAM Ave che, ane pachI enAM tAraNo rajU kare je pramANabhUta Thare. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 21

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A saMdarbhe emaNe mane eka dRSTAMta kahyuM : lAkaDAnI pATI uparanuM eka pustaka hatuM. tenI upara soLa vidyAdevIonAM citro hatAM. A citro keTalAM varSa jUnAM che te jANavA mATe pATIno thoDoka bhUko pazcimanI lebamAM TesTa karAvavA mokalyo. pATImAM anumAnathI 12mI sadInuM hovAnuM lakheluM ja hatuM. lebanuM tAraNa paNa 12mI sadI ja AvyuM ! vaLI, ati purANI hoya to temAM pazcimanA lokone ya anumAna paddhatino AdhAra to levo ja paDato. hoya che. dAdA A vAta kahetI vakhate pazcimanI leboreTarInI pramANabhUtatAno asvIkAra karatA na hatA. pUrvanI anumAnapaddhati paNa satyanI ghaNI najIka hoI zake che. te vAta para temano mukhya jhoka hato. vaLI, jyAM leba zakya nathI tyAM anumAna paddhatithI paNa pelI pATInI saMvata nakkI thaI zakI hatI. AvAM aneka udAharaNo temanA dhyAnamAM AvyAM hatAM. dAdAne navAMno svIkAra kharo sAthe sAthe je prAcIna anubhavasiddha jJAna che teno paNa pUrepUro svIkAra ! dAdA : badhe ja leboreTarI kyAM kAma kare ? vaLI, leboreTarInAM je tAraNo hoya che te haMmezAM so TakA kayAM hoya che ? lAkaDAno ke kAgaLano cokkasa samaya kyAM ApI zake che ? amadAvAda, nAraNapurA madhye A. hemacaMdrasUri tathA A. pradyumnasUrijInI nizrA heThaLa zrI pravINabhAI bhogIlAla AzArAma parivAra taraphathI tA. 24-10-2002nA roja jIvita mahotsava yojAnAra hato. temAM jJAnanA saMrakSako che tevA graMthapAlo, keMTalaoNga banAvanAra vagerenuM sanmAna niradhAryuM hatuM. te nimaMtraNa pAThavatI kaMkotarI Tebala para hatI te mane batAvI. A daramiyAna zrI jayezabhAIe (inDolojInA karmacArI) AvIne pUchyuM : 'kAkA, sanmAnamAM zuM hoya ?' dAdA : A vAta parathI dAdAe potAnAM thayelAM sanmAnonI vAta karI : 'atyAra sudhImAM mArAM 12 sanmAna thayAM che. giradharanagaramAM rokaDa sAthe sonAnI ceina hatI. pAlaDImAM cAMdInuM zrIphaLa maLyuM hatuM. bAkI eka vAra rU. 11,000, eka vAra rU. 25,000 ane eka vAra rU. 51,000nI thelI maLI che. sAthe pAghaDI, dupaTTo ke zAla hoya ja. atyAra sudhImAM AvAM sanmAno dvArA Azare be lAkha rUpiyA mane maLyA che. noMdha : tyArabAda paNa dAdAnAM sanmAno thayAM che, je A graMthamAM Apela bAyo-DeTAmAM joI zakAze. bAyo-DeTAmAM jenI noMdha nathI te chelluM sanmAna emanA AyunA chellA varSe emanI sosAyaTInA rahIzoe karyuM hatuM. tA. 16-10-2002 22 yajamAna pagano aMgUTho dhUe, cAMllo kare, zrIphaLa Ape, pAghaDI, dupaTTo ke zAla paherAve. bhAva hoya to - teTalA hAthamAM rokaDA mUke. - prazna : dAdA, kAle dazerAnI rajAe zuM karyuM ? dAdA : ghera ja hato. kyAMya bahAra gayo na hato. prazna : ahIMthI kazuM kAma karavAnuM laI gayelA ? dAdA : nA. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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prazna : kAma vinA game ? dAdA : vAMcuM kharo. zuM vAMco ? prazna : dAdA : ghera paDI hoya tevI copaDIo. kAle 'pUjAsaMgraha' vAMcI. prazna : pUjAsaMgraha ? dAdA : emAMya ghaNuM tattvajJAna che. samaja paDe to vAMcavuM khUba game. temAMnI eka paMkti harihara baMbhaNa devI acaMba'nA arthanI emanI mathAmaNa preraka hatI. vAtamAMthI vAta nIkaLI ane emAM dAdAe eka majhAnI vAta karI. varSo agAu e saMsthAmAM sAikala 52 AvatA. ke. kA. zAstrI sAme roja maLatA, baMnenA milananuM dazya mAruM manazcakSu samakSa taravaravA lAgyuM ane eka romAMcanI lahara pharI vaLI. pustaka-prakAzananI keTalIka vAto thaI. mahArAjajI tathA paM. amRtabhAInAM pustako reprint karAvavAnI mAgaNI Ave. A pustako reprinit thAya tyAre emAM enA A asala kartAnuM nAma paNa na hoya, RNa svIkAra paNa na hoya. prastAvanAmAM jo eno ullekha hoya to evo hoya ke je vAMcavAmAM na Ave. kyAreka to zrAvake pustakanA lekhaka tarIke potAnA gurunuM nAma chapAvyuM hoya. saMzodhananAM kAma karavAM hoya to samayamaryAdA na joIe. muni zrI puNyavijayajI potAnuM pustaka prakAzita thAya pachI paNa bIjA pATho maLe tyAre e pATho noMdhI le. AvI sudhArelI nakalone meLavIne potAne nAme chApyA hoya tevA munio paNa che. lekhanakaLA viSayaka pustaka lakhyA pachI mahArAjajIe temAM paNa AvI sudhArAvadhArAnI noMdha joDI rAkhI che. hastapratavidyA vize dAdA je pustaka lakhI rahyA che te aMgenI vAto zarU thaI : prastAvanAmAM lakhavuM ke A pustaka lipinA lekhana aMge nathI paNa lipivAcana eTale ke livyaMtara kevI rIte karavuM te zIkhavavAno prayatna che. lipinA akSarono paricaya che. temAM paDimAtrA ane agrabhAtrAne samajAvI che. jUnAM rUpo Aja paryaMta kevI rIte TakyAM che tenI vAta karI che.' vaLI dAdAe kahyuM : 'zabdo chUTA kevI rIte pADavA te zIkhavA mATe - te kauzalya mATe bhASA jeTalI ja te viSayanA jJAnanI jarUra paDe. jaina paMDitane jaina dharmanuM tathA tenI pirabhASAnuM jJAna hoya. ajaina lipi ukelI zake paNa bhASA ukelI chUTuM pADatAM muzkelI anubhavavAno.' Tebala para paDelA hastapratanA DhagalAMmAM tUTaka pustakonuM dAdA sorting - vibhAgIkaraNa - karI rahyA hatA. Ama karatAM temanA hAthamAM be pILAM haLadaravALAM pRSTho AvyAM. mane batAvyAM ane kahyuM ke jainetara kRtiomAM AvAM pRSTho jovA maLe che. AkhI pothI lakhAI hoya temAMthI vacce vacce AvAM pILAM pRSTho paNa Ave. AnuM zuM kAraNa haze tenI mane jANa nathI. mahArAjjIe te vize kazuM lakhyuM nathI. maukhika paNa teonI sAthe A vize mAre kazI vAta thaI nathI. dAdA emanuM SortingnuM kAma karI rahyA hatA. huM sAme besIne mahArAjajInuM pustaka vAMcI rahI hatI. pustakamAM lekhana mATe zAhI banAvavAmAM vaparAtAM osaDiyAMnAM nAmo huM joI rahI hatI. keTalAMka dravyonAM zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 23

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nAma mAre mATe sAva ajAyAM hatAM. meM tevAM dravyo vize pUchaparacha karI. dAdA samajAve ane sAthe sAthe tenA anusaMdhAnamAM potAnAM smaraNo kahetA jAya. prazna : dAdA, AmAM dhavano guMda" lakhyuM che. guMdara to bAvaLa ke kherano hoya. A dhava eTale ? dAdA : zAhI banAvavAmAM dhavano guMda ja cAle. enuM jhADa moTuM hoya che. gAmaDAmAM chokarAM pataMga phATe to AnAthI sAMdhe. meM pote eno upayoga karyo che. ame ghera jaIne pataMga sAMdhavA mATe bhAta na mAgIe. dhavanA guMdathI ja phATelI pataMga sAMdhI laIe. prazna : ane A aLato e zuM ? hAtha ane page lagADIe chIe ane meMdI mUkyA jevuM lAge che ? dAdA : hA, aLato eTale pIpaLAno gaMda. prazna : ane dAdA A pothI e osaDiyuM che ? dAdA : pothI eTale majITha ane aLatAnuM mizraNa. e dAMta raMgavAnA kAmamAM Ave. pIpaLAnA lAkhanuM pANI na thAya. AthI, kAcanI zIzImAM lAkhano bhUko nAMkhI tAvaDIe eTale ke taDake mUkavAmAM Ave. sUryanI garamIthI e lAla thAya. tamane khabara che, pahelAMnAM gharaDAM dAMta raMgatAM ? dAMta raMgavA mATe A pothI vaparAtI. majITha ane aLato bhegAM karI rUmAM nAMkhI Ape. A rU dAMta para mUkI sUI jAya eTale dAMta lAla thAya. eka jamAnAmAM dAMta raMgavAnI phezana hatI. prazna : dAdA, kaDhAyo guMda eTale ? dAdA : Avo guMda Ave che, zAhI mATe te nakAmo gaNAya che, kAraNa ke temAM jeTaluM pANI umerIe eTaluM e zikhaMDa jevuM ghaTTa banatuM jAya. jo pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo hoya to kaDhAyo guMda kAMTAne bahAra lAvI de. dAdAe jesalameranuM eka smaraNa kahyuM : jyAre huM jesalameramAM hato tyAre meM ziyALAno pAka banAvelo. te mATe 1 kilo jherakacoLuM lIdhuM. temAM mUsaLI vagere aneka dravyo nAMkhI taiyAra karyuM. A badhuM khAMDatAM khAMDatAM ja vacce vacce capaTI capaTI khAI paNa leto. daramiyAnamAM pATaNa javAnuM thayuM. tyAMno vikhyAta vaida vizvAmitra kahe - "na khavAya, marI javAya." bIjAoe sAMbhaLIne kahyuM : "ame nahIM khAIe' mane thayuM ke ATalA divasathI to huM khAuM chuM ane toye kazuM thayuM to nathI. A pAka janasattA' jevA chApAmAM lakhyA pramANe banAvelo hato. jo AnI avaLI asara thatI hoya to koI lakhe ja nahi ke chApAmAM Ave nahi. Avo tarka karIne meM to A pAuDaranI madhamAM goLIo banAvI sUkavavA taDake mUkuM eTale ekarasa thaI jAya. dhIredhIre karatAM, e kilo jherakacoLAMno pAka pUro paNa karyo. vAstavamAM ene zuddha karIne vAparI zakAya paNa mane e rItanI tyAre khabara na hatI. pachI kahe: vahema ane zraddhA AvAM che. huM marI na gayo ! haju jIvuM chuM. kAraNa meM sAMbhaLyA pahelAM khAdheluM hatuM. 24 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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bIje varSe bIjA vaidane A vize vAta pUchI. e vaide kahyuM : zuddha karavo paDe. A mATe jherakacoLAnI uparanI chAla kADhI nAMkhavAnI. bIjane mATImAM dATI devuM pachI upayogamAM levuM. A khAvAthI tAva Avato nathI. A rIte bIja kADhIne zuddha banAvelA jherakacoLAno pAka paNa banAvIne khAdho. (prayoga sAMbhaLIne manamAM huM bolI : "vAha dAdA ! khataranAka prayogakhora cho Apa ! paNa cho pUrA rezanala. tarkathI jANI-pramANI-cakAsIne svIkAravuM e svabhAvano paricaya vadhI rahyo hato.) tyArabAda sonerI ane rUperI zAhI banAvavAnI rIta vize vAta thaI. A zAhI banAvavA dhavano guMda joIe. kAcanI rakAbImAM guMdanuM pANI copaDavuM. tenA para varakhane chUTo nAkho. AMgaLIthI ghUMTI dhovuM. pachI temAM sAkaranuM pANI nAMkhI halAvavuM. nIce TharI jAya eTale uparanuM pANI kADhI nAMkhavuM. cArathI vadhu vAra tema karavuM. maSI eTale kAjaLa paNa lakSaNAthI teno artha zAhI thayo. have to badhA ja prakAranI - lAla, kALI, sonerI, rUperI - zAhIne maSI kahevAya che. akSarasudhAraNA mATe khaDI bharelI pATI vaparAtI. tA. 17-10-2002 upAdhyAya yazovijayajInA jIvanano eka prasaMga dAdAne mahArAjajIe kahelo tenI vAta thaI: 'e kALe bhAvanagaramAM jationuM jora vizeSa. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI tyAre kAzImAM bAra varSa bhaNIne AvyA hatA. emane pratikramaNamAM sakjhAya bolavA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM. upAdhyAyajI kahe : "nathI AvaDatI." "zuM to kAzImAM bAra varSa ghAsa kApyuM ?" upAdhyAyajI cUpa rahyA. bIje divase pratikramaNamAM sImaMdharasvAmInA stavanane racI, teo gAvA lAgyA. stavananI cALIsa-pacAsa gAthA bolAI, tyAM pratikramaNamAM beThelA loko akaLAvA lAgyA. Akhare koIe pUchyuM : "A kyAre pUruM thaze ?" javAbamAM upAdhyAyajI kahe : "A to bAra varasanuM ghAsa laNAya che." (noMdha: upAdhyAyazrIe anukrame 350, 150 ane 100 gAthAnAM ema traNa stavano lakhyAM che.) tA. 18-10-2002 Aje inDolojI gaI tyAre dAdA "mahAjanamu' nAmanI saMsthAmAM javA mATe nIkaLI gayelA. huM lekhanakalA" pustaka vAMcavA lAgI ane upasthita thatA prazno judA tAravavA lAgI. bIje divase te praznonA saMdarbhe vArtAlApa zarU thayo. tA. 19-10-2002 prazna : "makSikAsthAne makSikAtyAya' eTale zuM ? dAdA : eTale jevuM hoya tevuM karavuM. lahiyAone nakala karatI vakhate je pATha na Ukale tyAre teo te pATha je rIte lakhAyo hoya te ja rIte lakhI letA. prazna : lahiyAonA guNadharma darzAvatAM mahArAjajIe vAkapaTu, dhIra, laghuhasta, mRtasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 25

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jitendriya jevAM vizeSaNo kema prayojyAM che ? dAdA : mahArAjajIe emanA jamAnAnA eka lahiyAnAM khUba ja vakhANa karyA che. tenuM nAma govardhanadAsa lakSmIzaMkara trivedI, teo lekhakaratna' kahevAtA. ahIM lekhaka zabda writernA arthamAM nathI, nakala (copy) karanAra lahiyAnA arthamAM che, te samaye pATaNanA lahiyAo emanI pAse taiyAra thayelA. huM paNa emanI pAse lipi lakhatAM ane ukelatAM zIkhelo. govardhanadAsa jIrNazIrNa ke naSTabhraSTa pratanI lipi ukelavAmAMya ustAda hatA. temane ghaNAbadhA viSayonI jANakArI hatI. upara ApelAM vizeSaNo emane lAgu paDatAM. - eka vAra emanI pAse yaMtra doravA mATe AvyuM. yaMtra joIne emaNe tarata kaheluM: 'A yaMtramAM bhUla dekhAya che.' emanI lakhavAnI zailI paNa viziSTa hatI. aMguTho ane trIjI AMgaLIthI lakhatA. e vAkapaTu ane dhIra hatA. laghuhasta tathA jitendriya paNa hatA. laghuhasta eTale phorA hAthe lakhavuM - jhaDapathI lakhavuM. nartakI phorI rIte jhaDapathI phare che tethI tene laghuhastakI kahe che. lahiyAone ekalA rahevAnuM khUba ja Ave. game te ghara hoya. sagavaDa vinAnuM hoya. eka nAnI rUma hoya. khAvApIvAnuM paNa je maLe te. govardhanadAsa bapore bATI-dALa tathA rAtre mAtra dUdha ja letA. teo khUba saMtoSI hatA. savArathI rAta sudhI kAma karye jatA. pharavAnuM nahIM. lahiyAo upAzrayamAM besIne lakhe. sagavaDamAM eka kaMbala maLe. paga nIce kaMbala mUkI, paga lAMbA karIne lakhe to thAka na lAge. dAdAe lahiyAo vize thoDI vadhAre vAta karI: kAzamIrI lahiyAo kaLAbAja kahevAtA; kAraNa ke teo pAnAMnI nIce TekaNa rAkhyA vinA ja lakhatA. paM. amRtabhAInA pitAzrI mohanabhAI A rIte lakhatA. mohanabhAI jitendriya hatA. pacIsa varSanI vaye bAvratadhArI ! sUtAM sUtAM lakhe. mohanabhAInA parigrahanI eka maryAdA - ra00 rU.no dAgIno, 200 rU. rokaDA ane 200 rU. makAnanA. prazna : pustakamAM caMcaLabahenanA bhaMDArano ullekha Ave che te bhaMDAra amadAvAdamAM kyAM Avyo? dAdA : pahelAM to te tAzApoLano DhALa UtaratAM, araviMda panAlAlanI havelI sAme eka pAThazALA hatI temAM hato. hAla te bhaMDAra DahelAnA upAzrayamAM pustakamAMnAM lakhavAnAM sAdhano aMge samajUtI mAMgI. prazna : kezanI eTale ke vALanI jarUra A sAdhanomAM zA mATe ? dAdA : TAMkanI phATa moTI thaI hoya te bharAvavA mATe. prazna : dAbha ? zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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dAdA : maMgaLa mATe. pavitratA jaLavAya te hetu. zropha zAMtilAla pItAMbaradAse dAbhane sthAne ghIno dIvo karI zakAya tema mahArAjazrIne pUcheluM. javAba hAmAM apAyelo. prazna : dAdA, sIdhA kApanI kalama eTale ? dAdAe dorIne batAvI. tyArabAda naSTa thayelI, khaMDita thayelI mUrtine vidhisara visarjita karavA aMgenI vAta cAlI, visarjana karavuM eTale mUrtimAM pratiSThA karIne prANa Apyo hoya che te prANane vidhivat kheMcI levo te. ApaNA amRtabhAI paMDita(ela.DI.mAM dAdA sAthe bese che tene paNa A vidhi AvaDe che paNa teo A vidhi karatA nathI. joke zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvarAve che. sAmAnya rIte vidhi karAvatI vakhate vidhikAra upavAsa karatA hoya che. amadAvAdanA rIlipha roDa paranA eka vidhikAraka upavAsa na kare. teone pAnano zokha, vidhi karAvatAM karAvatAM vAraMvAra pAna khAvA jAya. emane khAvAno paNa jabaro zokha. mIThAI ane cavANAnuM Tiphina emanI sAthe hoya. chelle temane lakavo paDelo. dAdA deva-devI vize vAta kare che : hiMduomAM je devo che te zAzvata che. jainomAM devo puya vApare, Ayu pUrNa thaye bIjI yonimAM jAya che, devadevI vize sarasa vAta kahI : "eka jugArI hato. jugAranI enI latathI trAsIne mA-bApa ene kADhI mUke che. gAma paNa enI udhArIthI trAsI gayuM che. ene koNa rAkhe ? e to gayo maMdiramAM. charI lIdhI ane devIne dhamakI ApI : "jo, mane dhananI khUba jarUra che. mane tuM dhana nahIM Ape to huM marI jaIza. ane tuM vagovAIza, tArA maMdire koI nahIM Ave.' Ama kahI jugArIe charI upADI ane potAnuM DokuM uDAvavA tatpara banyo. devIe ene tarata rokyo, kahe: "le A zloka. savA lAkha rUpiyA laIne ene vecaje.' E prazna : tamane maMtra-taMtramAM vizvAsa kharo ? dAdA : nA. (thoDI vAra pachI) Avo ja prazna meM pro. nAndIne pUchelo ke maryA pachI sajjA bharavAmAM Ave che te mRta vyaktine pahoMce kharI? pro. nAndIe kaheluM ke na pahoMce paNa je goLo gabaDAvyo che tene Aja sudhI koI rokI zakyuM nathI. brAhmaNonAM sthApita hito enI pAchaLa saMkaLAyelAM che. mRta vyaktino jIva ahIM raheze evI bIka enI pAchaLa kAma kare che. thoDI vAra pachI) zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 27

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keTalAka prasaMgo evA bane che ke A bAbate kazuMka satya haze ? emAM zuM haze ? mana evA evA vicAra karatuM thAya che. hullaDa samaye luNAvADAnAM eka sAdhvIjI darzana karavA gayelAM. vacce muslima eriyA Ave. sajjana jamAdArano mahollo Ave. sAdhvIjI pAchAM na AvyAM. guma thayelAM jAhera thayAM. gujarAta samAcAranA vadhArAmAM A samAcAra AvyA. A pahelAM sAbaramatI vagere sthaLoe tapAsa karI lIdhI hatI. zrI azoka bhaTTa e eriyAnA, emaNe paNa badhe tapAsa karAvarAvI. zrI dharmadhuraMdhara mahArAjajI tyAM hatA. teoe subodhasAgara mahArAjajIne pUchavA jaNAvyuM. subodhasAgarajIe jaNAvyuM ke hAla sAdhvIjI sa nAmanA gAmamAM che. loko serisA, zaMkhezvara jevAM sthaLoe tapAsa karavA gayA. sAdhvIjI rAta sudhI na maLyAM. pachI eka bhUvAne bolAvavAmAM Avyo. mane AvAmAM vizvAsa nahIM tethI tarakaTa joto beTho hato. bhUvo (rabArI) dhUNavA mAMDyo. pachI jaNAvyuM ke dakSiNa dizAe gaI che ane kAle bapora sudhImAM Avaze. bIje divase dakSiNa dizAmAM paNa tapAsa karAvI, sAdhvIjI paMjAbanAM hatAM. 11 vIge sAdhvIjInA pitAzrI laIne AvyAM. kahe: 'tAre sAdhuvezamAM na rahevuM hoya to gurune jaNAvI kapaDAM paherI le. chelle gurusAdhvIjIe hA pADatAM emane kapaDAM paherAvI mokalI ApyAM. bhUvo AmAM kaI rIte sAco paDyo te vicAra Ave che. (A vAta puNyavijayajI kALadharma pAmyA pachI banelI che.) AvI ja vAta mahArAjajInI che. emaNe prosTeTanI takalIpha, muMbaI hatA. oparezana mATe haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvyA. lokonA dhasArAthI mahArAjajIne sAcavavAnA hatA. darekane judA judA upacAro sUjhe ane jaNAve. tyAM eka sAdhvIjI hatAM. nirmaLAzrIjI nAma. bIjAM eka sAdhvI sAthe AvIne teo mane kahevA lAgyAM : pATaNanAM hIrAbahenane mA aMbikAno pavana Ave che to temane pUchIe. tame jarA mahArAjajInI AjJA laI Avo. huM gayo. vAta karI. mahArAjajIe tarata hA pADI ane kahe : pUcha emane ke upAdhyAya yazovijayajInA anya graMtho kyAM paDyA che ? jesalameranA bhaMDAra vize paNa pUchaje. A ghaTanA vakhate mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayavALA zrI korA tyAM beThelA. emane bahAra javAnuM kahevAmAM AveluM. hIrAbahene ThavaNI mUkI. thoDI vAra pachI hAtha dhrUjyA. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM: 'have praveza thayo che. pUcho.' pustako saMdarbhe jaNAvyuM ke keTalAMka maLaze. keTalAMka nahi maLe. jesalamerano bhaMDAra hAla nahIM maLe. pachI mahArAjajInI tabiyata saMdarbhe praznottarI : prazna : oparezana kevuM thaze ? 'sarasa.' prazna : svAthya kyAre ? 'tarata ja.' prazna : kAma karI zake tevI tabiyata kyAre thaze ? 'aThavADiyA pachI somavAre 8 vAgyA bAda eno javAba ApIza." oNparezana to sAruM thayuM hatuM. somavAre javA mATenI rajA paNa ApI dIdhelI. te aMgenI badhI vyavasthAmAM huM hato. tyAM mahArAjajIne hArTa-eTekano humalo thayo. joke, hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyA tyAre ja chAtImAM dukhAvAnI vAta DaoNkTarane karelI paraMtu, DaoNkTaroe e vAtane gaMbhIratAthI lIdhI na hatI. (dAdA kahe : mane DaoNkTaro para vizvAsa nathI. dardI je kahe te DaoNkTaro barAbara sAMbhaLatA nathI.) ATha vAgyA pahelAM mahArAjajI kALadharma pAmyA. huM khUba ja gabharAI gayelo. ATha vAge hIrAbahenane 28 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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joyAM. pAchaLathI jaNAveluM ke tamane NAvavuM kevI rIte ke mahArAjajI ATha vAgyA pachI nathI ! tethI Ama kaheluM. - AvI vAtamAM vizvAsa na mUko toye mAnavuM paDe che ke kazuMka AmAM che kharuM. bhale bhUta-preta ke maMtrataMtramAM mAnIe nahi paNa vicAra karatA karI de tevuM jIvanamAM banyuM che. ca have amArI vAtono viSaya taddana badalAI gayo. chUTI-chavAI tUTaka-tUTaka vAtonA aMzanI eka jhalaka : dAdA luNasAvADe hatA. ke. kA. zAstrI ela. DI. inDolojInA pahelA lAibreriyana, ela. DI.nI zarUAta pAnakoranAkA vaMDethI thaI. A bilDiMga pachIthI banyuM. pro. jeTalI, pro hariprasAda zAstrI vagere joDAyelA hatA. sau pahelAM graMthonuM lisTa karavAnuM hatuM. mahArAjajIne khyAla AvI gayo ke AgamanuM kAma karavA mATe koI eka jaina vidvAnane lAvavAnI jarU2 che. banArasamAM adhyApaka tarIke sevAo ApatA zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyAne AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. parigrahavata jo levAmAM Ave to Aje satata vadhatA jatA phugAvA sAthe muzkelI anubhavAya. A vrata pALavuM duSkara. tethI niyamo badalIne vrata TakAvI rAkhavAmAM Ave te jarUrI. cha bAbato haMmezAM dhyAnamAM rAkho tA. 22-10-2002 - dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva, niyati ane puruSArtha, jJAnagoSThInI eka jhalaka : gahUMli zabda vAMcavAmAM Avyo. A zabda be arthamAM prayojAya che 1. gAvAmAM Ave te. 2. ghauMnI DhagalI para zrIphaLa mukAya che te. saMzodhananuM kAma dhULadhoyAnuM che. saMzodhanamAM satya sudhI pahoMcIe chIe tevuM nathI. joke, satyanI najIka pahoMcIe. tA. 25-10-2002 valabhIvAcanA pachI pAMcaso varSa paryaMta pustako nathI lakhAyAM jaNAtAM, tenI pharI vAta nIkaLI. thoDI navI vAto jANavA maLI. mAnatuMga mahArAjanA samayamAM tADapatro hatA. sArI zAhIthI lakhI zakAya to TakI zake paNa zAhI TakI zake evI banAvavAnuM kauzalya pAchaLathI AvyuM. blubleka zAhIthI tADapatro lakhAya che. tenAthI photarI UkhaDatI nathI. zAhI tathA kAgaLanI guNavattA 10mA saikAmAM zreSTha banI. vaLI, janamAnasa paNa eka kAraNa che. haMmezAM janamAnasamAM badalAva AvatAM vAra lAge che. ahIM paNa ema thayuM. pahelAM pustakalekhana pApa gaNAtuM. jamAnAnI mAMga judI banI, eTale pustakalekhana puNyakArya lekhAyuM. prAraMbhe saMghe pustakalekhana bAbate dareka graMthanI eka ja nakala karAvavAnI saMmati ApI hatI. vaLI, valabhInA samayamAM to lAkaDAnuM ja kAma thatuM hatuM. te zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 29

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samayamAM lakhAyeluM lAkaDA paranuM lekhana prApta thayuM nathI. (tA. 26-1-202thI tA. 30-10-2002 paryata dAdA nAraNapurAnA upAzraye zrI dIptiprajJAzrIjI tathA zrI cArazIlAzrIjIne brAhmI lipi zIkhavavA javAnA hatA. meM paNa te vargamAM joDAvAnI anumati lIdhI. dAdAnA vargomAM lipi zIkhavavAnI sAthe sAthe emanI haMmezanA svabhAva mujaba pUraka aneka mAhitIno bhaMDAra ThalavAto jAya. zrI dIptiprajJAzrIjI mahArAja khUba ja jijJAsu. vaLI khUba ja sarasa rIte prazno pUchI pUchIne dAdA pAse aneka vAto (jJAnagoSThI) kaDhAve. A vargamAM evI ghaNI vAto hatI je A pahelAM paNa sAMbhaLelI chatAM A vakhate thoDIka emAM vizeSa mAhitI umerAyelI hatI. AthI, A jJAnagoSThInA lekhanamAM thoDuMka punarAvartana nirvAhya gaNIne ja vAto noMdhI che. vaLI. A samaya daramiyAna bapore huM inDolojI paNa jatI, A samaye thayelI jJAnagoSThI paNa have pachInI noMdhomAM te te tArIkhomAM samAvI che.) tA. 26-10-2002 jayapuramAM jyAre muni jinavijayajI munijI) pAse dAdA hatA tyAre itihAsavigatonA chabaraDAnI vAta munizrI karatA. teozrInI pAse jANelI vAta amane kahevAmAM AvI. temAM eka vAta zatruMjayanI taLeTI bAbate che : kalpasUtra prathama vAra AnaMdapuramAM vaMcAyeluM. A AnaMdapura valabhInI bAjumAM che. Aje zatruMjayanI taLeTI vaDanagaramAM hovAnI vAta che paNa vastutaH AnaMdapura je valabhInI najIka che te ja zatruMjayanI taLeTI hovuM joIe. AvI bIjI eka bAbata jaNAvI : koTAthI jhAlarA-pATaNa (mALavA) jatAM vacce AvatuM "satasahelIkA maMdira' sarasa che. pATaNanA rAjA siddharAje te banAveluM che. jhAlAvADathI rajapUto AvelA ane A pradeza kabaje karelo. jasamA-oDaNanI vAta che te A pradezanI, oDane tyAM bolAvelA. jasamA oDaNa baLI gayelI. bAhmIlipinA cArsa bAbate puchAtAM - azokanA zilAlekho uparathI cArsa banAvelA che te inDolojImAM che. dilhI gavarmenTa dvArA te chapAyA che, ane te vecAtA maLI zake che. bAhmIlipinA paricayamAM dAdA kevI rIte AvyA te praznanA javAbamAM - inDolojImAM eka tAmrapatra AvyuM. dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyAjIe mane jovA mATe ApyuM. joyuM to lipi sAva judI. ukelavI kevI rIte ? bArIkIthI jotAM prAraMbhe OM hoya tema lAgyuM. aMta bhAganI thoDI samaja paDI. traNa lakhAyelA AMkaDA paMcAyA. dalasukhabhAIe ojhAnuM pustaka mane ApyuM. ojhAnI bukamAM lipimALA chApI che. temAM cATa paNa sAmela karyA che. sAthe sAthe tenuM lisvaMtara paNa Apela che. te kyAMno che te paNa jaNAvyuM che. ojhAnI bukanA aMka sAthe pratanA aMka sarakhAvatAM 319 vAMcyuM. e aMkamAM I. sa. meLavavA umeraNa karyuM to te samaya valabhIno hato. paMdara varSa pahelAM 'iMdirA gAMdhI saMsthAna' dvArA lipino seminAra yojAyo hato. vizvabharamAMthI 30 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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lipiniSNAto AvelA. dAdA kahe ke huM tyAre pleinamAM gayelo. Avela sau potapotAnI bhASAmAM vyAkhyAna karatA. dAdAne lipi lakhavAnuM sUcavAyuM. saunI samakSa dAdAe lakhI. A joIne eka bauddha sAdhu temanI pAse Avyo ane AvI ja lipimAM lakhAyelo maMtra batAvyo. Avo maMtra ApaNA sUrimaMtramAM che. lakhavAnI rItamAM bheda hato. e loko uparathI nIce lakhatA. vaLI dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke jena maMtro bauddhomAM che. te ApaNI sAthe bhaLe tevA che. temAM zirorekhA para repha karavAmAM Avato. emaNe je joyeluM tenA thoDA zabdo amArI samakSa lakhI upara-nIce lekhananI rIta nattivara akSaro lakhIne batAvI. vaLI dAdAe kahyuM ke ApaNo kha e brAhmIno nathI. mane lAge che ke te cokkasapaNe mUrdhanya SamAMthI Avyo che ane kauMsamAM ApyAM che te avAntara rUpo (HSa+na+kha) batAvyAM. vaLI dAdAe brAhmI lipi zIkhavatAM lipiviSayaka keTalIka mahattvanI vAto kahI te meM noMdhI che : azokanI lipimAMthI bhAratanI caudacauda lipio UtarI AvI che. jUnAmAM jUnuM tAmrapatra I. sa.nI pahelI sadImAM. ane jUnAmAM jUnI lipi tAmrapatromAM maLe che. kharoSTI DAbethI jamaNe (arabI pramANe) lakhAya che. harappAno samaya I. sa. pu. 500no che. tenI lipinA ukela bAbate ghaNAM matamatAMtaro che. A samayamAM mAtra sikkA ja upalabdha che. ha ane yo evA be akSaro ukelAyA che. dakSiNanI lipiomAM tAmila tathA telugu saMpUrNa nathI. temAM ta ane tha baMne eka ja che. saMskRta graMtho lakhavA te upayogI nathI, tethI te graMthalipi na banI. pAlino artha gAmaDuM thAya. buddha prAya: gAmaDAmAM pharatAM. bAhmI lipi zilAlekho dvArA maLI. emAM pAli bhASA che. pAli bhASAmAM R, R, ke nathI. AthI, azokanA samayanI lipimAM A akSaro nathI, pAlimAM La che tethI lipimAM La jovA maLe che. prAraMbhe brAhmI lipimAM zirorekhA na hatI. cothA saikA sudhI jovA maLatI nathI. sau pahelAM TapakAM hatAM. temAMthI zirorekhA banI. bAhmImAM tame lakhavAmAM pahelAM ba temAM corasarUpe lakhAto. bha joDatI vakhate te tenI bAjumAM nahi paNa nIcethI joDAto + tyArabAda bAjumAM joDAvo zarU thayo tyAre corasanI eka bAju khullI rakhAtI. tyAM bha joDAya tema ai trikoNa svarUpano hato. tenA para mAtrA che, zirorekhA nathI ( 4 ) * prAkRtamAM au nathI tethI azokakALamAM te jovA maLato nathI. mauryasamaya = I. sa. pU. 300thI I. sa. pU. 150 sudhIno samaya. mauryasamaya eTale azokano samaya. bAhmImAM akSaro spaSTa che. mAtra zirorekhA nathI. traNa TapakAMvALI I (..) tADapatramAM 15mAM saikA sudhI AvI che. mUrtilekhomAM biMba e piMpa jevuM kema lAge che te brAhmIno vikAsa jotAM samajAya che. kittAthI tADapatramAM jyAre na lakhAto tyAre TukaDA paddhatithI lakhAto: 1+ AmAMthI la banyo che. jyAre ghaNA akSaro para TapakuM jovA maLe to samajavuM ke A maurya pachIno samaya che. AmAMthI zirorekhA banI che. * mathurAno samaya eTale bIjo saiko. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 31

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devanAgarI rava ra ane pa jevA vaMcAya nahi tethI have ranuM pAMkhaDuM tane aDADeluM (4) hoya che. dha tathA bha mIMDuM karI lakhAya che. (gha, mo. jenomAM khullApaNuM tathA udAratA kevAM che tenI vAta karatAM dAdA kahe ke jenoe potAnA bhaMDAramAM bhAgavata tathA bAIbala sAcavyAM che. lakhANa mAtra temane mATe jJAna hovAthI jJAnanI AzAtanA na thAya, te yogya rIte jaLavAya tenA niyamo racyA che. jainamunioe bIjA dharmanA graMthonI TIkA paNa lakhI che. dAdA jyAre pATaNanA graMthabhaMDAramAM mahArAjajI sAthe kAma karI rahyA hatA tyAre temAMthI bauddhono pramANagraMtha maLI Avelo. A graMtha aprApya hato. tenI zodha cAlatI hatI. mahArAjajI jyAre kArya kare tyAre eka graMtha hAtha para le. temAMthI dareke lIdhelA judA judA pATho tathA judAM judAM pratIkone le. tenA para vicAra kare. Ama karavAthI samaya ghaNo gayo. paNa vAyagraMtha maLyo te bauddhono che ane te aprApya hato te che tenI jANa thaI hatI. upara uparathI joyuM hota to te hemacaMdrAcAryano gaNI levAyo hota. A graMthano prAraMbha bauddhonI lekhanaparaMparA peThe thayelo. anubhava ane bArIkIthI jovAnI mahArAjanI Tevane kAraNe A vAta dhyAnamAM AvI ane tethI A graMthanI jANa thaI. mahArAjajIe paheluM keTaloga pATaNanuM karyuM. pachI khaMbhAta gayA. pUnA jaI zakyA nahi. muMbaI sudhI gayA. tyAM I. sa. 1971mAM kALadharma pAmyA. pATaNamAM emaNe 22 comAsAM karI keTaloga taiyAra karyA. amadAvAda-vaDodarAnA bhaMDAro paNa mahArAjajIe joyA hatA. AgamonA prakAzana arthe 30,000 rUpiyA bhegA karI 'Agama prakAzinI saMsada nAmanI saMsthA munizrI puNyavijayajInA AzIrvAdathI sthapAyelI. Agamo chApavA mATeno A phALo hato. Agama graMthonI presakopI banAvavA beThA. pAThAMtaro noMdhavA skolaro rokyA. temanA pagAramAM thato Avo kharca joIne koIe kahyuM ke A rUpiyA to chApakAma mATe ApelA che. mahArAjajIe kahyuM: 'bhale' paNa pachI A kAma adhUruM rahyuM. devasAnA pADAmAM (amadAvAda, rIlipha roDa) be jJAnabhaMDAro - harSavimala ane dayAvimalano. harSavimalano bhaMDAra InDolojImAM Avyo. dayAvimalano jJAnabhaMDAra manasukhabhAI bhagubhAI hastaka hato. jainomAM mila karanAra e prathama. emaNe mila karI tyAre jaina thaIne mila karI?" evo UhApoha thayelo. emanI dhAka khAssI. emano prabhAva paNa bhAre. emanI dekharekha hovAthI bhaMDAranI surakSitatA temanA samaya sudhI rahI. kALAMtare prabhAva paNa jatA rahe che. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ke temAMnA moTA bhAganA graMthone UdhaI khAI gaI ane nAza pAmyA. thoDAka bahAra paNa jatA rahyA. Aje enI koI prata jovI hoya to jovA na maLe. A bhaMDAramAM vizvavikhyAta kalpasUtra che. kalpasUtramAM dareka pratanA cAre khUNe nATyazAstranI mudrAo che. sonerI zAhIvALuM kalpasUtra A bhaMDAramAM barAbara sacavAyuM hoya to khUba sAruM. upAdhyAya yazovijayajI tathA anya cha sAdhuoe bhegA thaIne karelI 'dvAdazAMganayacakra'nI nakala A bhaMDAramAMthI maLI che. A bhaMDAramAM karoDonI kiMmatanuM sAhitya che. hAla je vahIvaTa saMbhALanAra TrasTI che temanuM nAma rasikalAla caMdulAla jhaverI. teo TAgorapArkamAM rahe che. 32 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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zrI ajayasAgara mahArAje (kobA jJAnabhaMDAra) dAdAne bAhmIlipino vikAsakrama hAthe lakhatA joyA. ajayasAgare kamyuTara dvArA A prakAranuM kAma thaI zake tema jaNAvyuM. kayUTaranA AvA prakAranA kauzalya mATe dAdAne bahu ochI zraddhA. paNa kayUTare kareluM kAma pote karatA hatA tethI paNa vadhu pramANabhUta lAgyuM. dAdA pratanI jherokSamAM je lAla kUMDALAM kare te akSara tenA saMdarbha sAthe levAyelo akSara hoya tenA graMthanAma, pRSThanaMbara vagere) kamyuTaramAM levAya. dAdA tyArathI kayUTaranI kAmagIrInAM vakhANa karatA rahetA. pratIti thaye dAdA Ama navAMno paNa svIkAra sahajatayA karatA. tA. 27-10-2002 Aje paNa brAhmIlipinA vargamAM dAdAnI jJAnagoSThI cAlI : mahuDImAM gabhArAnI jamaNI bAjunI dIvAle dhAtunI Adezvara bhagavAnanI mUrti che. A mUrti pAMcamA saikAnI che. ene keza che. eka bAvAne nadIkinAre khodakAma karatAM A mUrti maLelI. dAdA dvArA ela. DI.nA myujhiyama mATe e mUrti meLavavAnA khUba prayatno thayA paraMtu bAvAe saheja paNa macaka ApI nahi. Akhare , ene koTayarkamAM ApI dIdhelI. AcAryazrI kailAsasAgara mahArAje samajAvIne pAchI meLavI hatI. zarUAtamAM | mahuDImAM, oNphisamAM nIce bhaMDakiyAmAM rAkhavAmAM AvelI. pachI AcAryazrI padmasAgarane haste AjanA sthAne sthApavAmAM AvI. mahuDInI vAtamAMthI umatAnI vAta nIkaLI, umatA vIsanagaranI bAjumAM tAraMgA javAnA mArga para AveluM che. bhojanazALAnI sagavaDa che. gAmanI vacce eka Tekaro che. enI upara oraDI hatI. TekarA para loko rahetA hatA. tyAM zALA paNa cAlatI hatI. sastA anAjanI dukAna zarU karavA mATe tyAM jagyA joItI hatI. Tekaro khodavAmAM Avyo. digambara tathA zvetAMbara paraMparAnI mUrtio A khodakAma daramiyAna nIkaLI, padmAvatI tathA sarasvatIdevInI suMdara pratimAo nIkaLI. mUrtio vyavasthita bhaMDArelI hatI tethI khodakAma daramiyAna khaMDita thaI nahi. kula 72 mUrtio nIkaLI che. mUrtionI mAlikI mATe digambara-zvetAMbarono jhaghaDo zarU thayo tethI hAla paMcAyatanA makAnamAM mUkavAmAM AvI che. derAsarano eriyA haThIsiMhanI vADI jeTalo che. 15mA saikAmAM derAsara thayuM hovuM joIe. muslima AkramaNonA agAuthI maLelA samAcArothI loko cetI gayA haze. pUrato samaya maLyo hovo joIe jethI Tekaro banAvI dIdho. narmadAnigamanA eka jaina adhikArI sAthe dAdA tyAM gayelA ane zakya teTalI noMdho karI. derI nAnI che, mUrti moTI che. to zuM bIjAM maMdiromAMthI mUrti khaseDIne ahIM lAvyA haze? (dAdAnA manamAM Avo prazna janme che.) pATaNanA bhaMDAramAM 12mA saikAnuM eka pustaka che. tenI nakala umatAmAM thayAno ullekha che. solaMkIkALamAM gAMbhu, dhoLakA, umatA, pATaNa, khaMbhAta, lADola lATApallI), kanoDA (upAdhyAya yazovijayanuM gAma) vagere sthaLoe jainonI khUba ja AbAdI hatI. tA. 28-10-2002 Aje paNa lipi zIkhatAM zIkhatAM amArI jJAnagoSThI cAlI ane temAM AgalA divasanI prAcIna pratimAo vize tathA anya bAbato vize jANavA maLyuM tenI thoDI jhalaka : zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 33

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* ela. DI.nA myujhiyamamAM lADolanI eka mUrti che. dAdAe kAnhavasahikAno lekha utAryo che. * mahesANAnI dhAtupratimA khUba jUnI. eno lekha dAdAe joyo. ukelavo agharo ema jaNAvyuM. zrI madhusUdana modIe lakhela 'hamasamIkSA' graMtha A. zrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUrie punaH prakAzita karAvyo. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanA tamAma graMthonuM khUba suMdara, vidvattAbharyuM samIkSAtmaka mUlyAMkana temAM che. A eka uttama kArya thayuM. zrI modIe munizrI puNyavijayajInI preraNAthI bhAre jahemata uThAvI A kAma karyuM che. sauthI vadhu tAmrapatro vaLAnA eTale ke valabhInA maLyA che, dAnane svIkAranAra brAhmaNo che tethI tAmrapatro temanAM che. jaina prajA dAna karanArI che tethI tAmrapatro temanAM nathI. tAmrapatromAM I. sa. 1lI sadInI lipi maLe che. kAryamAMthI be zabdo nIpaje che : 1. kAja 2. kAraja. AmAMthI kAraja zabda maraNa bAdanI kriyAo mATe rUDha thayela che. zilAlekhanA akSaro cArTamAM ApyA che tevA AbehUba nathI. kAraNa ke e badhA pratamAMthI joI joIne lakhelA che. pheraphAro haMmezAM dhIredhIre pracalita bane. rAsa 17mAM saikAthI thayA. padya moDhe rahe tethI padyamAM lakhAyelA che. kapaDavaMjanA zrI omakAravijayajI puNyavijayajI sAthe hatA. munizrI jinavijayajI saMpAdita "vijJaptitriveNI"mAM "kAMgaDAmAM jaina maMdira hovAno ullekha che. khaMbhAtamAM ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI zeThane tyAMthI dareka phirakA, gaccha ke saMpradAyane gocarI vahorAvavAmAM AvatI. eka vAra eka jANItA sAdhubhagavaMte joyuM ke ramaNabhAIne tyAMthI eka phakIrane bhikSA ApavAmAM AvI che. thoDI vAra pachI eka sthAnakavAsI sAdhu paNa vahorI gayA. zeTha pAse A bAbatanI TIkA karI. zeThe kaheluM'A AMgaNe je Avaze te saune ApavAmAM Avaze.' 'upadezamAlA' e bhagavAna mahAvIranA haste dIkSita thayelA muni zrI dharmadAsagaNinI racanA che. zrI dharmadAsagaNine avadhijJAna saMpanna hatuM. tA. 29-10-2002 AjanI jJAnagoSThInA keTalAka aMzo : dAdAe Aje paNa be divasathI cAlatI prAcIna pratimAo vizenI vAta AgaLa calAvI. vaLI A vAtonI sAthe samayanirdhAraNA mATe anumAna karavA mATenA viziSTa muddAo jaNAvyA. te ane pAchaLathI te vizeno temano lakhelo kAgaLa vagere badhuM eka sAthe pariziSTa-4mAM ApavAmAM Avela che. prAcInamAM prAcIna mUrti mathurAmAM kaMkAlITA gAma che tyAM maLe che. te bIjA saikAnI mUrti che ane te tyAM eka dIvAlamAM che. piMDavADAmAMthI pAMcamA saikAnI ane evI ja bIjI mUrti mevADanA vasaMtagaDhamAMthI maLI che. zIrapuranI zrI AdijinanI khaMDita mUrti sAtamA saikAnI che. enA lekhamAM saMvata ApI nathI. ela.DI.nA myujhiyama mATe A mUrti dAdA pote zIrapura jaIne laI AvelA. khaMDita mUrti hovAthI, ahIM mUkatAM pahelAM zrI lAlabhAI ghIAne haste visarjana vidhi karAvavAmAM AvI hatI. 12mA saikAnI pratimAo AbumAM judA judA bhAgomAM che. AvI anya traNa morabImAM che, pATaNanA jinAlayamAM 11-12mA saikAnI traNa mUrtio che. mUrtine visarjita karavA ghaNuM karIne dariyAmAM padharAvI devAya che. jo mUrti vadhAre hoya ke bhAre hoya zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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to takalIpha paDe. dariyAmAM pAMca phUTe hoDakuM hoya, UMcakAvIne laI javI paDe. khUba muzkelI paDe tethI khaMDita mUrtione namaNiyAmAM padharAvI devAya. saMpratikAlIna pratimAjI jANavA mATe tenI traNa lAkSaNikatAone dhyAnamAM rAkho : 1. AvI pratimAjIne keza hoya che. vALa bharAvadAra hoya te mUrtine sauthI vadhu prAcIna gaNavI. e pachInA samayamAM coTI AvI pachI 6 lAIna AvI, pachI ja lAIna AvI, 2. chAtI bahAra UpaselI hoya che. 3. koNI chUTI hoya ane koNI nIce ThesI jevuM hoya. saMpratino samaya eTale azoka-maurya pachIno samaya. AvAM lakSaNovALI mUrtio Aje paNa bane che. AthI, AvI badhI saMpratisamayanI mUrtio na kahevAya. tene saMpratiTAipanI mUrtio kahI zakAya. saMpratirAjAnA samayamAM kahevAya che ke rojanuM eka maMdira banatuM. AvuM ja kumArapALa rAjAnA samaya mATe kahevAya che. rojanuM ekano artha evo ke ekano pAyo naMkhAya tyAM bIjuM banI gayuM che tenA samAcAra hoya. arthAt maMdiranirmANanuM kArya satata-roja cAlatuM rahetuM. kahevAya che ke kumArapALa rAjAe savAlAkha maMdiro banAvelAM ane savA karoDa mUrtio bharAvelI. (A rIte, dAdA vAtomAM ne vAtomAM jANe A zAstranI keTalI badhI vAto zIkhavavA beThA che ! huM Ama rojaroja sajja thatI jauM chuM.) have AjanI (tA. 29-10-2002) vAtono mukhya jhoka mahArAjajI ane munijInI vAtono rahyo. A vAtomAMnI keTalIka bAbato meM pahelAM sAMbhaLI hatI ane AgaLa noMdha paNa che. Ama chatAM, dAdA eka ja vAta pharI kahe tyAre emAM thoDI navIna vAta umerAI hoya. AthI, punarAvartananA doSa sAthe huM ahIM pharI noMdhuM chuM : munijI (jinavijyajI) citoDa pAsenA rUpAhelI gAmanA hatA. emaNe citoDamAM AcArya haribhadrasUrinuM smAraka banAvyuM hatuM. munijI mULa rAjapUta. devIcaMda jAtane e vahorAvAyelA. sthAnakavAsImAM dIkSA. ahIM saMskRta bhASA bhaNavAno niSedha tethI muhapatti toDI. gujarAtamAM AvyA. sohanavijayanA ziSya banyA. eka vAra munijI 'vivekAnaMda' vAMcatA hatA. anya ziSyae cADI khAdhI. gurue Thapako ApIne copaDI laI lIdhI.... jJAna paNa na vAMcI zakuM ?" na phAvyuM. (vaLI smArakanI vAtano taMtu joDAyo) je smAraka banAvyuM che temAM AcArya haribhadranI mUrtinAM caraNomAM eka sAdhumUrti che. nAmollekha nathI paNa AkRti 52thI te puNyavijayajInI hovAno spaSTa khyAla Ave che. A rIte jIvate jIva munijIe guruRNa pheDyuM hatuM. munijI dekhAve gorA, UMcA paDachaMda ane prabhAvaka, gAMdhIjInI caLavaLamAM joDAyA. dAMDIkUcanI caLavaLamAM satyAgrahI tarIke joDAyA hatA. dIkSA choDI. bArejaDI pAse emanI dharapakaDa thaI. TukaDInA AgevAna hatA tethI gAMdhIjI sAthe milana thayuM. veza choDyo paNa nAma na choDyuM. cheka sudhI muni jinavijayajI rahyA. sAta varSanI yaravaDA jela. AjhAdI maLyA bAda zuM karavuM enuM Ayojana ahIM jelamAM beThe beThe karIe evuM munijInuM sUcana. te samaye rAjAjI paNa jelamAM hatA. baMdhAraNanA musaddAnI kAcI noMdho taiyAra thaI. gAMdhIjIe A vAta jANIne zAbAzI ApI. gAMdhIjInA kahevAthI ja vidyApIThamAM joDAyA. paM. becaradAsa temanI sAthe hatA. AjhAdInI caLavaLamAM joDAyelA te pahelAM jarmanI paNa gayelA. AjhAdI maLyA bAda, rAjasthAnamAM kAma zarU karyuM. rAjasthAnanA paMtapradhAne munijIne rAjasthAnanI 22 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 35

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zAkhAonA heDa banAvyA. ahIM emaNe pustako bhegAM karavAnuM kAma karyuM, teoe sAikala ke UMTa para besIne ke cAlIne A kAma karyuM. jyapuramAM bhaMDAra banAvyo. bhaMDAranuM sthAna badalI jodhapura lAvyA. jodhapuranI vAta dAdAne jesalamera kheMcI gaI ane mahArAjajInI puNyavijayanI) vAto zarU thaI gaI. jesalameramAM puNyavijayajInI pratonI mAikrophilma banAvIne prinTa kaDhAvavI hatI. A mATe jarUrI Arthika bhaMDoLa na hatuM. te arasAmAM zrI kastUrabhAI zeThane jodhapura AvavAnuM thayuM hatuM. mahArAjajInAM mAtuzrI ratnazrIjI vaMDAmAM rahetAM hatAM. zeThane kaheluM : mAro dIkaro jodhapura che.' jodhapuramAM kastUrabhAI mahArAjajIne maLyA ane tyAM ja inDolojI saMsthAnuM bIja vavAI gayuM. (pharI munijInI vAto) munijI bhAratIya vidyAbhavana (muMbaI)mAM joDAyA hatA. munijIno svabhAva gussAbAja. munazI sAthe jhaghaDo. rAjInAmuM. cArja ApavA dAdAne mokalyA hatA. pAchA pharatAM, munijInI hatI te vastuo (pustako vagere) teo laI AvelA. hemasArasvatasatra nimitte munazIne hAthe jJAnamaMdiranuM udghATana hatuM. munijIe e vakhate munazI pAse mAphI maMgAvelI hatI. vAta ema hatI ke emanI navalakathAmAM hemacaMdrAcAryane strIne joIne vikAra anubhavatA darzAvyA che. A mudde munazIne kabUla karavuM paDyuM ke A itihAsanI hakIkata nathI paraMtu navalakathA che. mahArAjajI munijIne catuSpAda kahetA : munijInAM cAra sthAno tethI ema kahetA. A cAra sthAno te bhAratIya vidyAbhavana, amadAvAda, caMderiyA ane jayapura. munijI eka vAra relavepravAsamAM hatA. daramiyAna eka sahapravAsI je jAgIradAra hato teNe munijInI paDachaMda, prabhAvaka dehayaSTithI AkarSAIne temano paricaya pUchyo. munijI kahe : pUrA bhArata merA hai. munijInA javAbathI jAgI2dA2nuM AkarSaNa vadhyuM. jAgIradAra sAtheno saMbaMdha vikasavA lAgyo. jAgIradAre gosuMDAthI traNa ki.mI. dUra caMderiyAmAM jamIna ApI, munijIe tyAM Azrama banAvyo, tyAM sarvadharmI maMdira banAvyuM. jinezvaranI mUrtionI sAthe tyAM ziva, aMbA vagerenI mUrtio paNa pratiSThita thaI. munijI emanA nityakramamAM eka mUrti pAse besIne doDha kalAka pATha karatA. mahArAjajI AvuM kyAreya kare nahi. mahArAjajI kahetA : 'darekanI potIkI lAkSaNikatA hoya che je pUrvabhavanA saMskArane kAraNe AvI hoya che.' munijI amadAvAda kALadharma pAmyA. munijIe agAu potAnI aMtimakriyA caMderiyA AzramamAM karavAnuM dAdAne jaNAvyuM hovAthI, je jagyA batAvI hatI tyAM jaI, aMtimakriyA karI. paM. sukhalAlajIe kahyuM : avasAna pachI zuM ? vidhi game tyAM karo. paraMtu jyAre dAdAnI vAta sAMbhaLI ane munijInI icchA jANI tyAre te pramANe caMderiyA agnisaMskAra thayo. munijInA bhAInA traNa dIkarAo tathA dAdAne hAthe agnisaMskAra thayo hato. dAdAne hAthe mahArAjajI (puNyavijyajI)no paNa agnisaMskAra muMbaImAM bANagaMgA khAte thayo hato. munijI 80 varSa jIvyA. mahArAjajI 76 varSa jIvyA. # dAdA mahArAjInA aMtima samayanI kSaNonA smaraNamAM sarI paDyA ane bolavA lAgyA : mahArAjajIne prosTeTanI bImArI hatI. haoNspiTalamAM (muMbaI) dAkhala karyAM. dAkhala karyA bAda tapAsa daramiyAna mahArAjIe jaNAveluM ke chAtImAM gaThTho lAge che. DaoNkTare e vAta dhyAnamAM lIdhI ja nahi. vyakti potAnA darda vize kahe tyAre kyAreka DaoNkTaro ene bhrama mAne che. DaoNkTara chAtInI pIDAne samajyA ja nahi zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 36

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ane oparezana thayuM. oNparezanane bIje divase mahArAjajIe mane pUchyuM: 'oparezana kyAre che ?" meM kahyuM : gaIkAle thaI gayuM. A samaya daramiyAna mahArAjajInI sevAmAM huM satata sAthe hato. haoNspiTalamAMthI javAnI rajA maLI, bIje divase javAnuM hatuM. Agale divase mArI pAse vIsa patro lakhAvyA. patromAM lakhAveluM ke rajA maLI gaI che. AvatIkAle kyAM javAnA chIe tenI khabara nathI. ame bIjo patra lakhIe tyAre Avajo.' DaoNkTare jAhera sthAnamAM rahevAnI nA pADelI. - savAre UThyA, haoNspiTalamAM oparezana bAda, sUtAM sUtAM pratikramaNa karatA hatA. Aje beThAM beThAM pratikramaNa karyuM. goregAMvanA traNa zrAvako vaMdana karavA AvyA, teone mAMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM. zrAvako haju to eka mALa UtaryA haze tyAM to mahArAjajI beThA beThA ja kALadharma pAmyA. samaya : savAranA 8.40 mi. che saheja namyA tyAre meM suvaDAvavA aMge pUchavuM ane bela vagADyo. A samaye mahArAjajI navakAra bolavA lAgyA hatA. mane saheja paNa aNasAra ApyA vinA mahArAjajI cAlyA gayA. have mAre zuM karavuM? phonanaMbaro hatA temAMthI cArekane phona karyo, samAcAra prasaryA. bhIDa thaI. bhIDa vadhavA lAgI. vyavasthAmAM polIsane AvavuM paDyuM. khurazImAM pATaNamaMDaLanI ophise laI gayA. pAlakhI kyAMthI nIkaLaze teno vivAda thayo. vAlakezvaramAM temanuM comAsuM hatuM tethI saMghano haka, jyAre goDIjInA derAsaravALAe potAno haka kahyo. samudrasUri AcArya na hatA paNa AcArya jevA hatA. teoe Adeza Apyo: 'goDIjIthI nIkaLe te ja sAruM. vAlakezvaramAM pAlakhIne be kalAka mATe darzanArthe rAkho. dAdA bolyA : "munijI tathA mahArAjajI sAthe rahyo chatAM kyAreya mane dIkSA levAnuM mana kema na thayuM ? saMsArano A khela che ke ApaNane je maLe che te pUrvenAM saMcita karmone lIdhe maLe che." dAdA thoDI vAra khovAyelA rahyA. vaLI emanA kAmamAM vyasta.) bapore huM emane pharI maLI tyAranI vAtonI jhalaka : jaina citrakalAzailIne have apabhraMzazailI kahevAmAM Ave che. nAma badalAyuM te mATe dAdAno virodha. zIlacaMdravijaye dAdAne A aMge lakhavA kahyuM to dAdA kahe mane lakhatAM na AvaDe. be-traNa anya namUnA maLavA mAtrathI jaina citrakalAnI zailInI viziSTatA maTI jatI nathI te vigata jaNAvI. A. zIlacaMdrajIe A viSaya para taiyAra karyuM ane gUjarAta vidyApIThanA seminAramAM te pepara vAMcavAnuM hatuM tyAre mahArAje vihAra karelo. paravAnagI laI te pepara dAdAe vAMcyuM. A vAta karatAM dAdAno puNyaprakopa pragaTI rahyo hato. huM te jotI hatI. bolyA vidvAnoe sAMbhaLI lIdhuM. amala karavAnA TharAva ochA thavAnA hatA ? huM to jaina citrazailI ja kahevAno." jaina citrazailInI eka mahattvanI vizeSatA dAdAe jaNAvI. A zailImAM AMkhanI lITI (rekhA) kAna sudhI gayelI hoya che. eka AMkha AkhI cItarelI ane bIjI ardhI hoya. dAdAnA dhAtupratimAnA keTalAka lekho pragaTa thayA. AvA pragaTa thayelA lekhathI prAcIna dhAtupratimAo corAI javAnI ghaTanAo paNa bane. giranAra para prAya: aMbikAdevInI AvI eka mUrti guma thaI gaI tethI A aMge dAdAe vadhu takedArI rAkhavA mAMDI ane tyArabAda AvA lekhomAM bahu prAcIna pratimAono ullekha karavAnuM TALyuM. pATaNanAM jinAlayomAMnA mUrtilekhomAM AvI keTalIka prAcIna pratimAono ullekha temaNe potAnA zrutasevI 8 lakSamaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 37

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lekhomAM karyo nathI. dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke prAcIna dhAtupratimAo vize mAhitI prasiddha karavI joIe nahi. tA. 30-10-2002 savAranA brAhmIlipinA vargomAM Aje paNa khUba ja arthapUrNa jJAnagoSThI thaI: dareka lahiyAno akSara e ja prata ukelavAno mApadaMDa hoya che. enI rIta, maroDa jANo, eno abhyAsa karo, oLakho ane pachI prata ukelo. devanAgarI lipino 3 jainalipimAM () judo che. videzI vidvAnoe samayanirdhAraNA karI che. teoe akSaronI lAkSaNikatA zodhI kADhI, alaga tAravI eka paddhati banAvI. jarmana vidvAnoe A bAbate UMDuM saMzodhana karyuM che. teo ApaNA ghaNA graMtho jarmanI laI gayA che. rAjyasattAnA prabhAvathI eka gavarnara paMcatIrthanuM oLiyuM bhUMgaLuM) laI gayelA. uparAMta saM. 1400nuM caumukhajInuM parikara jovA laI gayelA. te pAchuM na AvyuM. mahArAjajIe A aMge patravyavahAra dvArA eka zAMta jhuMbeza upADI ane pAchuM meLavyuM. Aje te ela. DI.nA myujhiyamamAM che. paheluM keTaloga bhAMDArakara insTiTyUTanA graMthonuM baneluM. te paikI navibhAganA cAra ke pAMca keTaloga banyA che. Vol. XVI - A B C D E (dAdAnI smRtine AdhAre) jaina keTalaoNga che. hIrAlAla rasikalAla kApaDiyAe A kAma pUrNa karyuM hatuM. lisTamAM caMdraka, paDimAtrA, phUdaDI vagerenI noMdha temAM thaI che. dAdAe paNa bhAMDArakara insTiTyUTano bhaMDAra ulecyo hato. tyAMnA tADapatro ane hastaprato jotA hatA tyAre keTalAMka lakSaNone AdhAre saMvatanirdhAraNAnAM anumAno tAravyAM hatAM. A anumAno tathA emanI sAthenI mulAkAta daramiyAna vAtomAM ne vAtomAM ApelI anumAna mATenI Tipsa ekatra karIne pariziSTa : 4mAM Apela che. tathA temaNe pote koTho banAvI tAravelAM tAraNo pariziSTa : pamAM Apela che. abhyAsIo mATe e reDI repharansa' bane tema che. dAdAe amane eka kAgaLa batAvyo. temAM koThA dorI, anumAna mATenI 67 jeTalI viziSTatAono AdhAra Apelo hato. tyArabAda, eka bIjo kAgaLa kADhyo. lisTa banAvavA mATenAM mArgadarzaka sUcano temAM hatAM. emAMnI keTalIka sUcanAo amane samajAvI. A saMdarbhe dAdAe pote hAlamAM chapAyelAM pustako keTalAM che. tenI noMdha karavAnuM kAma karI rahyA hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. A kAma saMdarbhe teone badhA ja bhaMDAronAM lisTa ceka karavAnAM hoya che. A lisTa ceka karatAM emane lisTamAMnI adhUrI vigato kevI pajave che te jaNAvyuM. Ama kahI, teo keTaloga banAvavAmAM cokasAI rAkhavI khUba jarUrI che te tarapha aMgulinirdeza karatA hatA, teoe eka lAkha chapAyelAM pustakonuM kAma pUrNa karyuM che ane "mahAjana' saMsthA dvArA A kAma karI rahyA che te paNa kahyuM. vaLI, umeryuM ke "mahAjanamumAM emanA mArgadarzana heThaLa graMtho lakhAI rahyA che. ghaNI vAra, dAdA abhyAsanI vigato vAtomAM ne vAtomAM pharI pharI kahe. Aje paNa emaNe "mahAjanamunA graMtho dakSi pravAhamAM lakhAI rahyA che tenI vAta karatAM kahyuM : "tamane je lipino cArTa Apyo che temAM lipinI pahelI lAIna che te dakSiNI pravAhanI gaNAya che. te AjanI pracalita devanAgarI lipi che. tAmrapatronI lipi tathA jaina graMtho uttarI pravAhamAM lakhAyA che. cArTamAM dakSiNI pravAhanI sAme uttarI pravAhanA akSaro ApelA che. 38 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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* * * * (vaLI tUTaka vAto AgaLa cAlI :) rAMtejanA lekho che te 11mI sadInA che temAM khaDImAtrA che. eka paNa paDimAtrA nathI. vi. saM. 1100 pahelAMnuM ekapaNa tADapatra jovA maLyuM nathI. 'vizeSAvazyakabhASya' graMthamAM saMvata ApI nathI. tene anumAnathI nakkI karI che. paNa jo jApAnanA graMthamAM saMvata lakhAyelI hoya to ApaNo A graMtha valabhIkALano banI zake. digambara saMpradAyano moTAmAM moTo bhaMDAra dakSiNamAM che. temano jUnAmAM jUno graMtha "kaSAyapAhuDa' saM. 110no che. tenI TIkA paNa lakhAI che. Ama to digambaro lakhavAmAM mAnatA na hatA, kAraNa bhagavAna kazuM lakhIne gayA nathI. karNopakarNa paraMparAthI sacavAyeluM tethI saMpUrNa zuddha manAtuM. parantu, A graMtha lakhAvIne temaNe lekhananI AvazyakatAno svIkAra karyo che. bIjuM saM. 1100mAM lekhanakauzalya AvI gayeluM te hakIkata tarapha aMgulinirdeza karI zakAya. graMtho nAnA akSare lakhavAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke sAdhuo vihAra karatA rahe. pustako sAthe hoya. vajana ochuM hoya to sAruM e khyAla, paNa graMtho pAchaLathI sAdhu rAtre paNa vAMcI zake te mATe moTA akSare paNa graMtho lakhAvA mAMDyA. caMdranA ajavALAno upayoga thato. sumatinAthacaritra 40 varSa bAda have prakAzanamAM che. pAThAMtaro ghaNA upayogI gaNAya. samayasuMdare eka ja vAkya aSTalakSArthI kahyuM che ! aneka arthavALuM eka vAkya dAdAe jaNAvyuM : "saro nandI " ahIM 'sara'nA zara, sarovara, svara jevA ekathI vadhAre artha thAya che. AnA anusaMdhAnamAM ja dAdA eka muktaka bolyA : pAna saDe, ghoDA aDe, vidyA vIsara jAya. tave para roTI le, kaho celA kyuM thAya ?' javAba: phirAye vinA = pheravyA vinA ane dAdA mahArAjajInI yAdamAM saryA. kahe : "mahArAjajI mane vAraMvAra kahetA : dAbaDAmAM rAkheluM badhuM pharIthI joI le." ema kahI mahArAjajI sucavatA ke kayA dAbaDAmAM kayo graMtha che te tethI tane yAda raheze. * sonerI zAhImAM bahudhA kalpasUtro ane kAlikAcAryanA graMtho lakhAyA che. kisanagaDhanAM citromAM raMga mATe kesara vaparAyuM che. mogala jamAnAmAM lAla raMga mATe lohI vaparAyuM che. hIrA tathA mANeka ghUMTIne paNa raMgo banAvAyA che. mahArAjajI pAse eka sonerI jonapurI kalpasUtra AvyuM. vaDodarAnA AtmAnaMda jJAnamaMdiramAM te samaye sthiratA karI hatI, tyAMthI AgaLa vihAra zarU karavAno hato. mahArAjajIe dAdAne kahyuM : "peluM kalpasUtra jALavI zakAya ema vyavasthita mUkIne ahIM saMsthAne soMpI de." mahArAjajIne jarA paNa moha nahIM, dAdAne ciMtA hatI ke ahIMnA loko sAcavI zakaze ? dAdAe mahArAjajIne te aMge kahyuM paNa kharuM. mahArAjajIe kahyuM: "Aja sudhI teM sAcaveluM ? saMghe ja sAcaveluM ne ? saMghanuM puNya haze tyAM sudhI e sacavAze. ApI dAdAe kalpasUtrane barAbara repara karI AjubAju pUMThAM goThavI dorI bAMdhI soMpI dIdhuM. dAdAnI smRtinA AdhAre e samaya I. sa. 1969nI AsapAsano hato. tyAra bAda I. sa. 1999nA samaya daramyAna dAdAne vaDodarA javAnuM thayuM. TrasTIne maLyA. kahyuM : "pelA zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 39

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kalpasUtranAM darzana karavAnI icchA thaI che.'' TrasTI : e to laoNkaramAM mUkyuM che. tame kyAre javAnA ? dAdA : Ama to sAMje nIkaLavAno hato. paNa enAM darzana thAya to kAle nIkaLIza. dAdA rokAI gayA. bIje divase 11 vAgyAno samaya nakkI thayelo. te samaye TrasTIno dIkaro Avyo. tenA pitAzrIne eTeka AvavAthI haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karyAM che, tema jaNAvyuM. dAdA : (svagata) 'ri rA vanIyasI' dAdA sAMje upAzraye guruvaMdanArthe gayA. tyAM pelA TrasTI beThelA ! TrasTIe kalpasUtra pote dekhADaze nahi tevI spaSTa vAta karI. A vAta karatI veLAe dAdAnA mukha paranA bhAvo saheja paNa badalAyA nahi. mahArAjIno vA2so A ziSye kevo to akabaMdha jALavI rAkhyo che ! dAdAe vAta AgaLa calAvatAM kahyuM : "meM ochAmAM ochAM 50 kalpasUtro sonerI zAhIthI lakhAyelAM joyAM che.'' AjanI vAtomAM e paNa jANavA maLyuM ke dAdAe sametazikhara joyuM nathI. hamaNAM koIe temane laI javA kaheluM paNa have temane bahu lAMbI yAtrAe javAnI icchA thatI nathI. dAdAne sarasvatInI eka mUrtino prasaMga smaraNamAM Ave che. A prasaMga judA judA samaye bethI traNa vAra dAdAnA mukhethI sAMbhaLavA maLyo che - dAdAnI smRtimAM kyAreka vyaktionAM nAma ane aTakamAM pheraphAra thaI jato tema chatAM A prasaMgano mukhya sAra nIce mujaba che H hArija pAse, mokA gAmamAM rUpeNa nadI vahe. zAMtilAla dozI (ke jaina ) dAdAne nadImAM thaIne gAmamAM laI gayA, tyAM eka paTela rahe. te bAvo thaI gayelA. bAvAne jhUMpaDuM hatuM ane tyAM oraDI bAMdhavI hatI, jamIna khodatAM sa-parikara ane jemAM covIsI hatI tevI pAMca phUTanI ati manohara sarasvatInI mUrti nIkaLI. bAvAe mUrti jhUMpaDAmAM rAkhI mUkelI. pUjA jevuM kare. bAvAe mUrti mATe 25000/- rU.nI mAgaNI karI. kahe : "bALamaMdira bAMdhavA joIe che.' moTI rakamanI mAMgaNIne kAraNe dAdA nirNaya laI zakyA nahi. amadAvAda AvIne zreNikabhAI zeTha sAthe A aMge vAta karI, rUpiyA 10,000/- mAM bAvAjI mAne to laI levAnuM kahyuM. zAMtibhAIthI A kAma na paDyuM tethI rAdhikAbahenane mokalavAnuM nakkI thayuM. rAdhikAbahenane javAmAM thoDoka samaya lAgyo. jyAre gayAM tyAre bAvo ane mUrti tyAMthI jatAM rahyAM hatAM. bAvo jUnAgaDha gayelo. tenA maThamAM mUrti rAkhI hatI. tyAM paNa tapAsa karAvI paNa mUrti tyAMthI sagevage thaI gayelI. dAdAe eka UMDo zvAsa lIdho ane pachI kahyuM : "A mUrtinA chellA samAcA2 hamaNAM maLyA che. te mUrti laMDananA myujhiyamamAM pahoMcI gaI che.' vahemane kA2Ne paNa keTalIka prAcIna mUlyavAna vastuone vecavAmAM AvatI hoya che te vAta jaNAvatAM mane zaMkhanA vahemanI vAta karI : 40 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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dozIvADAnI poLanuM eka kuTuMba. emane tyAM eka jamAnAmAM hIrA trAjave toLAtA. Aje te kuTuMbanA traNa bhAIo nokarI kare che. emane tyAM eka zaMkha, zaMkhane kA2Ne A sthiti thaI tevo vahema lAvI vecavA kADhyo che. muMbaInA harakhacaMda mAstara, emanI pAse paNa eka zaMkha, bApadAdAnA jamAnAno e zaMkha. mahArAjajIne paNa e zaMkha batAvelo. muMbaImAM temanI mAlikInAM pAMca bilDiMgo hatAM. gharamAM hIrAnA dAgInA paherAya, sthiti ghasAI gaI. have eka nAnakaDA makAnamAM rahe che. mahemAnone mATe alaga rUmanI vyavasthA paNa rahI nathI ! koI brAhmaNe zaMkhane ghauMnI koThImAM rAkhavAnuM sUcaveluM. have A zaMkha paNa vecavA mATe kADhyo che. je zaMkha bApadAdAne phaLadAyI banyo e dIkarA mATe ke vaMzajo mATe apazukaniyALa kaI rIte bane ? ApaNI amUlya saMpatti vahemane kA2Ne A rIte jatI rahe che. dAdAe mahArAjjI sAthenA eka prasaMganI vAta karI: iMgleMDamAM ApaNAM hajAro pustako paDyAM che ema koIe mahArAjajIne jaNAvyuM; to te kahe : "kayAM pustako che te agatyanuM che, saMkhyA nahi. "navatattva'nI eka hajAra nakalo mAre tyAM paNa paDI che." AjanI jJAnagoSThImAM jinavijyajInA jIvananA keTalAka prasaMgonI vAta pharI UkalI : ghaNAM varSo bAda jinavijyajI potAnA vatananA gAma rUpAhelI gayA. varSo bAda emane koNa oLakhe ? potAnAM mAnItAM sthAnoe pharyA. koI oLakhItuM na maLyuM. cotare beThA. ThAkorane khabara paDI ke cotare koI beThuM che. bAvo che ke phakIra tenI khabara paDatI nathI. ThAkora AvyA. jinavijyajIe potAnI oLakhANa ApI. ThAkora potAne ghera teDI gayA. tyAM eka rAta rahyA. ''...patyuM." jinavijayajI kahe; "huM ahIMno kahevAuM paNa koI mane oLakhAtuM nathI. saMsArano khela Avo che !'' jinavijyajI gUjarAta vidyApIThamAM hatA tyAre sAhityasevikA tarIke motIbahena emanI sAthe joDAyelAM. mAMgIlAla nAmano mANasa tyAre gharakAmakAja mATenI vastuo bahArathI lAvavA-mUkavAnuM kAma kare. eka vAra motIbahene ATo daLAvavA mAMgIlAlane mokalyo. saMcAvALAe pAzera ATo ocho Apyo. motIbahene mAMgIlAlane pAchA saMcAvALAne tyAM I ghaTelo pAzera ATo lAvavA mATe Agraha karyo. jinavijyajI motIbahenane roke che. kahe : "mAMgIlAlane saMcAvALAne tyAM na mokalo, huM jo saMcAvALo hota to huM paNa tema ja karata." (thoDIka vAra mauna. dAdA koIka vicAromAM khovAI gayA hoya tema lAgyuM.) (thoDIka vAra pachI) "mahArAjajI sAthe ghaNAM varSo sudhI keTaluM badhuM kAma karyuM ? munijI sAthe khUba ja sahavAsa keLavAyelo. e banne ghaNAM varSo pahelAM cAlyA gayA. have to amRtabhAI (dAdAnA moTA bhAI) paNa gayA. have huM ye keTalo vakhata ?' zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 41

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ane dAdA potAno bhUtakALa vAgoLavA beThA. bolavA lAgyA : jyAre 60 varSa pUrAM thayAM tyAre ema vicAreluM ke nivRtta thaIne zAMtithI pATaNa jaIne rahIza. zAMtibhAI nAme eka bALapaNano dosta. mitra sAthe samaya vitAvIza ema dhAreluM. paNa zAMtibhAI khUba ja bImAra ane asvastha. te vakhate gharanI bahAra javAne samartha nahIM. enI sAthe vAto keTalI karuM ? enI pAse enA darda sivAyanI koI vAto nahi." bIjo eka mitra mRtyu pAmyo hato. trIjo hato te muMbaI dIkarA sAthe rahevA gayelo. koI ekAdo rahyo hoya te gharanI bahAra nIkaLato na hoya, vicAryuM: "have A gAmamAM rahevAya nahi." A agAu meM zreNikabhAI zeThane nivRtta thavAnI vAta karelI, emaNe pUcheluM: "kyAM jazo ?" "pATaNa" meM javAbamAM jaNAvyuM. A vakhate temaNe mane kahI rAkheluM ke jo tamane tyAM na goThe to tamAre ahIM AvavuM. tamAre saMsthAmAM kAma cAlu ja rAkhavAnuM che. huM amadAvAda pAcho Avyo. mahArAjajI ahIM (InDolaoNjImAM) mane lAvyA tyAre kaheluM ke tAre have ahIMthI kyAMya javAnuM nathI. ema ja thayuM. jyotiSIe 84-85 varSa kahyAM hatAM. have to e paNa pUrAM thayAM. rasIlA : dAdA, have huM keTalo vakhata evuM bolavAnuM nathI, haM.' dAdA : nahi boluM eTale je paristhiti che e ochI badalAvAnI che ? haju Ama to ghaNAM kAmo bAkI che. sau koI e kAmo soMpavA mAMge che. paNa have mArI pAse eTalo samaya che kyAM? joke, huM sUI rahevAno nathI. jyAM sudhI thaze tyAM sudhI kAma to karato rahIza. (eka dIrgha vyAsa) paNa have samaya thaI gayo che. rasIlA : haM, to samaya tame nakkI karI lIdho che, kharuM ne ? " dAdA : ema to nahi. paNa have evuM vadhAre lAge che ! rasIlA : amRtabhAInA gayA pachI AvuM vadhAre lAge che? (dAdAe saMmatisUcaka mAthuM halAvyuM.) Aje dAdAne keTalAka aMgata prazno pUchavAnuM mana thayuM : prazna : dAdA, koI vAra kAma karavAno kaMTALo Ave kharo ? ghera rahIne ArAma ja karavAnuM mana thAya kharuM ? dAdA : nA. joke A vakhatanI divALImAM pahelI vAra ghera ja rahyo. kAma paNa na karyuM. je sagAMvahAlAM-svajano maLavA AvyAM teoe kahyuM : "A vakhate tame pahelI vakhata maLyA." nivRttinI vAta para dAdA pharI AvyA. kahe : "ahIM (InDolaoNjImAM) 3000 rUpiyA maLe che te ghera ApI dauM chuM. jiMdagImAM bIjI koI lAlasA rAkhI nathI. lipie mane ghaNuM ApyuM che." vaLI bolyA : "nakkI 42 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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kareluM ke jyAM visaMvAda thAya tyAM besavuM nahi. je saMjogomAM jIvavAnuM Ave te pramANe jIvavuM ja paDe. kobAmAM jaIne rahevAno vicAra Ave. pATaNa rahevAnuM thAya to bhojanazALA che. ame maNinagara rahetA hatA tyAre mAre rasoI banAvavAno prasaMga Avato. badhuM alaga alaga banAvavAne badale dALaDhokaLI banAvI lauM. je loTa vadhe tenI bhAkharI-potaiyA banAvI dauM eTale sAMje cAlI jAya... e vakhate mane evo vicAra Avato ke A dUdhanI bATalI Ape che tevI be bIjA prakAranI bATalI bahAra paDe to ?' (huM AzcaryathI sAMbhaLI rahI.) kahe : "eka bATalImAM taiyA2 2Aba ane bIjImAM taiyA2 dALa, to kazI mAthAphoDa karavAnI rahe nahIM." (huM vicArI rahI che ne phaLadrupa bhejuM ! ekAkI vRddhone paNa kAma lAge tevI A AhArayojanA ghaNA problema solva kare. eka vADakI dALa ke rAba pI lo. samaya ocho jAya. jarUrI tattvo maLI rahe.) prazna : "dAdA, rasoImAM bIjuM zuM zuM banAvatAM AvaDe ?'' dAdA : '"khIcaDI, dUdhapAka ane bhAta AvaDe, paNa dALaDhoLakI sahelI paDe. koI vAra bahu bhUkha lAgI hoya to biskITano bhUko karuM ane emAM goLa-ghI umerI khAI lauM.'' (thoDI vAra pachI) "jamavAnA samaye rasoDAmAMthI bolAve to jamavA besI jauM. ochI bhUkha hoya to ochuM khAuM. paNa kyAreya evuM kIdhuM nathI ke hamaNAM bhUkha nathI eTale pachI jamIza. koka vAra rAtre bhUkha lAge to biskITa ke mamarA khAI lauM ke kyAreka kulera paNa banAvarAvuM." dAdA, kaMdamULa khAva cho ? jamavAmAM tame (koI) Apo to khAI lauM. huM khAto nathI evuM na kahyuM. to mAruM paNa nahi ke sAme cAlIne banAvarAvuMya nahIM. ghera bane che paNa DAyAbiTIsa che tethI khAto nathI. parantu, koIne tyAM pIrasavAmAM Ave to khAI lauM. (ATaluM kahetAM dAdA atItanAM smaraNomAM saryA. thoDI vAra pachI) prazna : dAdA : bhAvanagaranI vAta kahuM. eka vAra bhAvanagara pahoMcatAM rAtanA 10 vAgI gayelA. ke. sI. zAhane tyAM jamavA javAnuM thayuM. ke. sI. zAha mahArAjInA parama bhakta. jamavAmAM hatuM rIMgaNanA oLAnuM zAka ane bhAkharI. vicAryuM ke huM khAto nathI ema kahuM to mahArAjajInA A parama bhaktane kevuM lAge ? teo ema paNa vicAre ke potAthI Avo anartha thaI gayo ! vaLI, ATalI rAtre bIjuM navuM zAka banAvavAnI jhaMjhaTa kare. athavA ke. sI.nA manamAM ema paNa thAya ke potAnA dvArA vAta bahAra jaze... kadAca mahArAjajI pAse A vAta jAya... kaMdamULa bAbate bhAratIya vidyAbhavanamAM hato tyArathI prazno uddabhavavAnuM zarU thayuM. tyAM to komana rasoDuM. tyAre munijI ane sukhalAlajI kaMdamULa khAya. huM jouM ane vicAruM: "A loko to jJAnI che, ane khAya che. meM kema pakaDI rAkhyuM che ?' vicAratAM lAgyuM ke kaMdamULa na khAvuM joIe e vAta mArI mAe pakaDAvelI. kAma mATe mAravADa javAnuM thayeluM tyAre khAvAnI pArAvAra muzkelIo. aneka sthaLoe pharavAnuM banatuM ane ghaNuM calAvI levuM paDatuM. eve vakhate methIno masAlo ke ekalAM dUdha-bhAkharI khAI leto. kokanuM aDeluM na khAvuM tevoya saMskAra tyAre. eTale svayaMpAkI banavuM paDatuM. rasoInI sAmagrI bhegI karavAmAM ghaNobadho samaya jato. badhuM dUra dUrathI cAlI-cAlIne lAvavuM paDatuM. dUranA kUvethI pANI bharI lAvavuM paDe. A badhuM karyuM enI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 43

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pAchaLa mAtra ATalI ja vAta hatI: "mAe kahyuM che. pAchaLathI jyAre kaMdamULa khAvAnuM zarU karyuM tyAre e mATe rAganI bhAvanA na janme enI khUba takedArI rAkhI che. prazna : dAdA, evI koI ghaTanA banI che ke rAtre ene kAraNe tamArI UMgha UDI gaI hoya ? dAdA : eka vAra AkhI rAta ajaMpAmAM gayelI. jIvane kyAMya cena nahIM. banyuM hatuM evuM ke mArI bahenanI dIkarInAM lagna meM goThavelAM. banevI kyAMya nokarImAM sthira thayelA nahi. saMyukta kuTuMbamAM rahevAnuM. Arthika saMkaDAmaNa tethI bahenane sAsariyAmAM rahevuM paDe. AthI meM bahenane Arthika rIte pagabhara karavA bhaNAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. be varSanI TreniMga. bahenane bahAra rahevuM paDe tevuM hatuM. daramyAna ghera rahelI soLa varSanI juvAna dIkarInI ciMtA. e jamAnAmAM aDhAra varSe lagnano kAyado kharo paNa lagna pahelAM thatAM, tethI dIkarInAM lagna karAvIne TreniMgamAM javAnuM niradhAryuM. sAruM ghara zodhatAM maLI gayuM. dIkarIne paraNAvavAno nirNaya tyAM laI zakAya nahi. dIkarInAM lagna mAre tyAM ja karAvavAnuM TharAvyuM. banevI AgalI rAtre AvyA ane aDI paDyA. "lagna huM karAvuM ke mAmA karAve ? mAre gherathI ja lagna thaze." mAmalo polIsa sudhI pahoMcyo, meM kIdhuM paNa kharuM ke "juo, A badhuM taiyAra che. laI jAva badhuM, ane tamAre tyAM karo." banevI rAdhanapuranA eTale rAdhanapura lagna karavAnI raDha. emanI zakti nahi paNa khAlIkhAlI vaTa dAkhavelo. paNa e divase AkhI rAta maTakuM na mAryuM. savAre vevAIo AMgaNe Avaze ane jo A mANasa dhamAla karaze to ? A vicAre AkhI rAta UMghI na zakyo. bIjI savAre lagna thayAM. badhuM hemakhema pAra paDyuM. mArAM A bahenanuM nAma ratanabahena. hAla gAMdhInagaramAM rahe che. tyArabAda vAto ane praznono viSaya badalAyo. 'vyAjakhAunI vAta' ane 'saTorIAnI guhaLI' nAmanI pratonuM livyaMtara karI rahI hatI te saMdarbhamAM dalapatarAmanA eka kAvyanI meM vAta karI temAM zerabajAramAM loko kevA khuvAra thaI gayA tenuM varNana che. meM dAdAne haLavA mUDamAM pUchyuM: dAdA, tame zeronI le-veca karelI ? dAdAe evI ja haLavAzathI kahyuM: "inDolaoNjImAM joDAyo tyAre 100 rU. maLatA. e samaye dara be-traNa mahine paisA bacAvI so rUpiyAnI lagaDI leto thayo. dhIme dhIme 25 lagaDI bhegI thayelI. koIe e vakhate zeranI vAta karI, zera lIdhA. aThavADiyAmAM ja so rUpiyA vadhyA, A to khUba sAruM lAgyuM. pachI hasIne paNa pachI "zeranI bakarI' thaI gaI. ApaNA para vAtAvaraNanI paNa asaro paDe che. e badhuM choDIne pachI sarakAramAM paDyA. kahevAya ke tyAM UnI AMce na Ave. tethI yuniTa-64mAM rokANa karyuM. temAM paNa nukasAna karIne paisA parata lIdhA. rUpiyA 25,000-nI kiMmatamAM vADajanuM makAna banAveluM che. enI kiMmata Aje Azare rUpiyA 10 lAkha AsapAsanI gaNAya. 44 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tA. 9-11-2002 jJAnapAMcama Aje jJAnapAMcama hovAthI dAdAne mAre tyAM bhojana mATe AmaMtraNa ApeluM. dALaDhokaLI e dAdAnI priya vAnagI ane eTale e ja banAvelI. bapore 12-30thI 5-00 vAgyA sudhI dAdA beThA hatA. khUba ja nirAMte vAto karI. Aje ame gharamAM tathA bahAra kampAunDamAM dAdAnA temanA ekalA tathA amArI sAthe phoTA pADyA. A samayanI vAtonI jhalaka mRgAvatIzrIe dilhImAM kAma mATe mane bolAvelo. dilhInA 'vallabhasmAraka'mAM mArI sevAo kAyama mATe laI zakAya te mATe zreNikabhAI zeThane pUchavAmAM AvyuM. parantu, zreNikabhAIe te aMge saMmati ApI nahi. mArI jarU2 inDolaoNjImAM paNa eTalI ja che tevuM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM. Ama, ghaNe sthAne ochA-vattA samaya mATe rahevAnuM thayuM che. jyAM je kAma karavAnuM hoya te pUruM karavAnuM lakSya haMmezAM rAkhyuM. ane tethI kAmanI vacce bahu ja ocho samaya ArAma meLavato. dilhImAM vallabha smArakathI mAruM utArAnuM sthaLa dUra hatuM. te samaye divasamAM mAtra paMdareka miniTa hIMcako khAto. $ hAla inDolaoNjInA Tebala para A je kAma karI rahyo chuM te tUTaka pustakonuM che. paM. amRtabhAIe AkhI pothIonuM kAma kareluM hatuM. tUTakaphUTakanA A DhagalAone huM eka pachI eka joto jauM chuM. judA judA cha vibhAgamAM vaheMcuM chuM. zodhatAM zodhatAM anya pRSTho maLe to sAthe temAM goThavI dauM. ghaNI vAra AvAM pRSTho goThavatAM graMtha Akho paNa banI jAya. ghaNI prato eTalI kharAba hoya ke te visarjanIya hoya chatAM ame ene pheMkI detA nathI. zIkhavavA mATe ke batAvavA mATe te kAma Ave che. judA judA vibhAgomAM je prato mUkI hoya tene pAchI viSayavAra goThavuM. A. vijyazIlacaMdrasUrie mane A tUTaka pustakonI paNa yAdI karavAnuM sUcavyuM che. haju A kAma karavAno rasa evo ne evo rahyo che. jema koIne bIDI pIvAnI majhA Ave tema mane A badhuM kAma karavAnI majhA Ave che. pahelI vAra A divALI evI gaI jyAre meM kazuM kAma karyuM nathI. ravivAre kAyama 'mahAjanam' saMsthAmAM jauM chuM. jyAM jauM chuM tyAM hAtha para betraNa kAmo lIdhelAM hoya che. ghaNI vAra A tUTaka pustako tapAsatAM prazno paNa udbhave che. badhuM ja sAcavI rAkhavA jevuM kharuM ? koIne vize ghaNuM niMdAtmaka lakhAyuM hoya tevA patro ke samAjahitavirodhI lakhANa hoya tyAre A muddo vadhu vicAraNIya bane che. graMthanAM vacalAM, chUTAM paDI gayelAM, pRSTho kayA graMthanAM che te oLakhI zakAtAM na hoya tema chatAM rAkhI mUkyAM hoya to bhaviSyamAM tene oLakhIne, meLavanAra koI nIkaLI Ave evI AzAe paNa rAkhavAM joIe, evuM mane lAge che. (AvI eka vAtano ullekha dAdAe karyo.) Aje paMcakalyagraMtha' aprApya che. khaMbhAtanA graMthabhaMDAramAM te hatuM. mahArAjajI tathA huM tyAM keTalaoNga banAvavA beThA hatA tyAre A graMtha joyelo. kaeNTalaoNgamAM sAmela karyuM hatuM. A graMthamAM eka pAnuM khUTatuM hatuM. thAya che ke AvuM khUTatuM koI pAnuM AvA tUTaka pustakonA DhagalAmAMthI maLI paNa Avaze. visarjanIya vibhAga paNa AthI, visarjana karavA yogya gaNatA nathI ane sAcavI rAkhyo che. eka vAra evuM banyuM ke (Tebala para paDela Dhagalo mane batAvIne) A visarjanIyano Dhagalo che, temAMthI eka kAgaLa maLyo mane. sahasakiraNasuta zAMtidAse te lakhAveluM hatuM tevo temAM ullekha paNa graMthanAma na maLe. pradyumnavijaya 'bRhatkalpa' para te vakhate kAma karatA hatA. temaNe tethI A oLakhI batAvyuM. 10 pAnAMno zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 45

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e graMtha. emAMthI Aje eka pAnuM maLyuM. bAkInAM khUTatAM nava pAnAM paNa A rIte maLI AvI zake ne ? mahArAjajI pote bahuzruta. 45 Agamo moDhe. ghaNuMbadhuM moDhe. AthI, AvAM tUTaka pAnAM maLe to te joIne tarata kayA graMthanuM che te oLakhI batAvatA. huM jyAre emanI sAthe kAma karato hato tyAre emanI A bahuzrutatA tathA tIvra smaraNazaktine kAraNe AvAM ghaNAM tUTaka, bheLaseLa thayelAM pustakone chUTAM pADI te te graMtho vacce mUkI zakAyAM hatAM. A tUTaka pustakomAM je hUMDIvALAM pRSTho hoya teno huM judo vibhAga banAvuM chuM, jethI asala graMtha maLe to tenI vacce te goThavAI jAya, tADapatronA jamAnAmAM hUMDIprathA (zIrSaka ApavAnI prathA) na hatI tethI tADapatro goThavavA khUba ja agharA banatA paNa mahArAjanI zakti ane kauzalyane kAraNe badhuM meLavavuM zakya banyuM hatuM. hUMDI lakhavAnI prathA 16mA saikAmAM nizcita banI che ane te dareka pRSTha lakhelI jovA maLe che. dAdAne puNyavijayajInAM smaraNo lakhavAnuM sUcavAya che paNa dAdAe kahyuM ke mArI lakhavAnI IcchA nathI. mahArAjajInA aMtima samaya bAda patrakAro mane gherI vaLyA hatA. kAMtilAla korA (zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya)e mane cetavaNI ApelI ke "A lokone vicArIne javAba Apavo." meM zarUAtathI ja patrakArone TALyA. kahI dIdhuM ke - '8-40 miniTe kALadharma pAmyA che. mArA mana para gherI asara thaI hovAthI huM vAta nahIM karI zakuM." eka vAra jitubhAI(inDolojI)e mahArAjajInA patronuM kahyuM. meM jherokSa ApI. emaNe paNa mane smaraNo lakhI ApavA jaNAvyuM. meM kaheluM: nA, mane lakhatAM nathI AvaDatuM." kumArapALa desAIe paNa eka vAra kahyuM hatuM ke tame mane mAtra muddA Apo. lakhIza huM. ghaNI ye vAra manamAM thAya che ke ApaNe lakhIne te vibhUtinI kIrtine hAni to pahoMcADatA nathI ne ? AthI ja thAya che ke na bolyAmAM nava guNa. jema ke mahArAjajI vize lakhavuM hoya ane noMdha mUkIe ke teo AkhI rAta ujAgarA karIne hastapratonuM kAma karatA, ema jaNAvavAne badale "e satata kArya karatA' ema lakhavuM paDe. nahitara temAMthI ilekTrisiTI vAparyAno doSa koI AgaLa dhare. puNyavijayajI sAthe jeone patravyavahAra thayo hoya te patravyavahAra uparAMta temanA vizenA lekhonA saMkalananI yojanA zarU thayelI. kula 13 patro AvelA, eTale jitubhAIe jaNAveluM "hAla mAMDI vALyuM che." jenA tera patro AvyA che temAMno eka patra zrI nirmaLAzrIjIno che, jeo mahArAjazrInA aMta samaye sAthe hatAM. zAmaLAnI poLamAM bAvaLiyAnA khAMcAmAM eka makAnamAM birAjatAM hatAM. anya lakhANa omakArazrInuM che. puNyavijayajInuM pustaka "zramaNa saMskRti ane lekhanakalA" viSayaka pustaka chapAyA pachI mahArAjajIe tenI eka nakalamAM ja umerA karyA che, sudhArA karyA che. A saMvardhita AvRttinA punaHprakAzananI jarUra che. tyAra bAda bhagavAna mahAvIra ane mAMsAhAranI thayelI carcAo tathA matamatAMtaro saMdarbhe achaDatI vAto thaI. dAdAe kahyuM : "ghaNI vAra zAstrono AdhAra laI siddhAMtonI ugra carcAo thAya che, temAM lakhelA zabdonA arthonAM pArAyaNa thAya che tyAre dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke ApaNI pAse mahAvIranA samayanuM pustaka zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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nathI. pustakalekhana ghaNuM pAchaLathI AvyuM. smRtine AdhAre likhita pATha ke pAThabhedonI samasyA che ja tyAre AvI carcAone keTaluM mahattva ApavuM ? mArI mAnyatA spaSTa che ke mahAvIre mAMsAhAra karyo nathI. havAmAM paNa jIva che ema mAnI, kAyotsargamAM halanacalana vinA UbhA rahe te mAMsAhA2 kare ja nahi." AjanI jJAnapaMcamI khare ja, dAdAnI jJAnagoSThI dvArA sArthaka banI. tA. 16-11-2002 Aje nAraNapurAnA upAzrayethI dIptiprajJAzrI ane cAruzIlAzrI inDolaoNjImAM myujhiyama jovA AvanAra hatAM. huM paNa teonI sAthe myujhiyama jovA icchatI hatI tethI 15-2 vAgyAne badale 11 vAge pahoMcI gayelI. jotajotAM cAra vAgI gayA. dAdAe myujhiyamamAMnI vastuo sAthe rahIne batAvI ane vizeSa jANakArI ApI. jANakA2I vaLI evI ke kadAca tyAMnA kyureTaraneya khabara nahi hoya. amArI A myujhiyama Ture amane dhanya banAvyAM. A myujhiyama jotAM je jANavA maLyuM, temAMthI thoDuMka - cauda rAjalokano paTa : myujhiyamamAM cauda rAjalokano eka moTo paTa che. ATalo moTo paTa durlabha gaNAya. A paTa baroDAmAMthI maLyo hato. eka vA2 zrI ramaNIkavijyajI sAthe dAdA hatA. teo baMne eka poLamAMthI pasAra thatA hatA. tyAM mahArAjanI naja2 kapaDAMnI kheMcamatANI karatA be kizoro para paDI. dAdAne kahyuM : jarA juone, zAnuM kapaDuM che ?' dAdAe chokarAone laDatA baMdha karAvyA. samajAvIne e lUgaDuM jovA mAMgyuM. e ja A paTa. kheMcamatANImAM e cirAI gayelo. chokarAonI mAne A vize pUchyuM to kahe : "tamAre joIe to laI jAva'' - Ama e maLelo, ahIM ene sAMdhIne phreima karIne lagAvyo che. Avo durlabha paTa acAnaka upalabdha thayo ane sacavAyo teno AnaMda dAdAnA caherA 52 jaNAto hato. phUTanA DabbA : pothIo ane prato sAcavavA kAgaLanA mAvAmAMthI banAvelA DabbA vaparAtA. tenA upara suMdara citarAmaNa thatuM. kUTAnA naLAkAra DabbA paNa banatA. ame ahIM te joyA. dorI : tADapatro ekasarakhI sAijhanA - mApanA na hoya. AthI koI paNa pothIne bAMdhavAnI dorI ochAmAM ochI traNa mITara lAMbI to hoya ja. to ja vyavasthita baMdhAya. zrI nemisUrinA bhaMDAramAM khAssI moTI dorI bAMdhelI che. pATaNanA bhaMDAramAM je lAMbAmAM lAMbuM tADapatra che te 35 iMcanuM che ! tADapatra uparanI paTTIo : tADapatra uparanI paTTIo lAkaDAnI hoya. temAM graMthanAma mUkyuM hoya, to e kotaravAmAM Ave. dA. ta. 'kuvalayamAlA' jo graMthanuM nAma hoya to tene e paTTI 52 kotaravAmAM Ave. emAM zAhI bharavAmAM Ave eTale akSaro UThe ane bhUMsAI na jAya. bhAgavata : ame bhAgavatanAM citro jotAM hatAM tyAre dAdAe moTAmAM moTA kadanA bhAgavatanI vAta karI. zrInAtha dvArAmAM moTAmAM moTuM bhAgavata hovAnI vAta karyA bAda dAdAe UMcuM Tebala batAvyuM ane kahe - zrInAtha dvArAmAM bhAgavata che, te AnA jeTaluM UMcuM che. (pachI bhIMtamAMnA kabATa tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahyuM) enAM zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 47

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pRSTho ATalAM lAMbAM che. eka jamAnAmAM enI moTI kiMmate kharIdavAnI ophara hatI paNa svIkAravAmAM AvI na hatI." tyArabAda ame tADapatro joyAM. eka chidravALAM hatAM. be chidravALAM paNa hatAM. tenA para lAkaDAnI suMdara cItarelI paTTIo joI. myujhiyamamAM rAkhela pATaNanuM gharaderAsara joIne mane khaMbhAtanuM agaratagaranuM derAsara yAda AvI gayuM. bArIka kArIgarIvALI lAkaDAnI phremo joI. AjakAlanA baMgalAonA suzobhanamAM tevI jovA maLe che. gulAlavADI rastA vacce ropI! : dAdA amane judAM judAM vijJaptipatro dekhADatA hatA. citromAM eka zobhAyAtrA batAvI pachI kahe : "tame A maMgalagIta sAMbhaLyuM che ? - "gulAlavADI rastA vacce ropIe re,' pachI kahe : "bolo, gulAlavADI rastAnI vaccovacca ropAtI haze? - jyAre huM A gIta sAMbhaLato tyAre mane Avo vicAra Avato ke gulAlavADI, rastAmAM vaccovacca kaI rIte ropAya ? paNa jyAre meM A citro joyAM tyAre eno javAba maLI gayo. zobhAyAtrAmAM AvI gulAlavADI hoya (citramAM batAvI kahe) te AvuM corasa bagIcA jevuM, vADI jevuM hoya, lokhaMDanuM hoya. heravI pheravI zakAya tevuM hoya temAM gulAba arthAt phUlo ropyAM hoya, zobhAyAtrAmAM cAra jaNA ene cAra bAjuethI UMcakIne cAle, benDa vAge eTale e gulAbavADI nIce utArI, UMcakanAra thoDo poro khAya. Ama thAya tyAre e dazya rastA vacce gulAlavADI ropI hoya tevuM ja lAge ne ?" kAzInI kAvaDa : pachI AgaLa jaIne kahe : juo, A cIja. e "kAzInI kAvaDa' nAmathI oLakhAya che. lAla raMganuM nAnuM kabATa hoya. ane be bAraNAM hoya. AkhA kabATamAM paurANika prasaMgo cItarelA hoya. kAzIthI vecAvA AvatuM tethI 'kAzInI kAvaDa' nAma paDyuM. advIpa: dAdAe advIpano paTa batAvI mAhitI ApI : aDhI dvIpano paTa maLe paNa aSTadvIpano A paTa ati durlabha che. zrImatI TAgorano Akho citrasaMgraha zeThazrI kasturabhAIe lIdhelo. A paTa e saMgrahamAMno che. zeThe ahIM Apela che. vijJaptipatra: ahIM ame moTAM vijJaptipatro joIne khuza thaI gayAM. saM. 1796nuM eka bhUMgaLuM - aneka citro sAthenuM - joyuM. A vijayasenasUrivALo jANIto aitihAsika paTa che. akabaranA rAjadarabArathI upAzraya sudhIno Akho rasto AvavA javAnA koThA sAtheno - khUba suMdara rIte cItarAyelo che. dAdAe vijJaptipatro vize vizeSa mAhitI ApI : vijJaptipatromAM sAdhu bhagavaMtane potAne tyAM (comAsAmAM sthiratA) cAturmAsa karavAnI vinaMtI thatI hoya che. sAmAnya rIte dazerAnA roja vijJaptipatro laI javAtA. badhA ja vijJaptipatro joI levAya. mahArAja kyAM comAsuM karaze te te ja divase nakkI thatuM. jyAre comAsAnuM sthaLa nakkI thAya tyAre vihAramArgamAM AvatAM sthAnoe nAnAM rokANa mATe AmaMtraNa apAya. ane svIkArAya. comAsuM to jyAM nakkI thayuM hoya tyAM ja hoya. vijJaptipatronI bhASA paNa rasika hoya che. emAM potAnA sthaLanI vizeSatA ane AkarSaNo jaNAvavAmAM Ave. koI anya sthaLanI vicAraNA cAle che teno saMghane khyAla Ave to temAM te sthaLonI UNapono nirdeza paNa hoya ! A mATe eka suMdara dRSTAMta ApyuM. dAdA kahe : dhAro ke bikAneravALA potAne tyAM padhAravAnuM 48 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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kahetA hoya. e vakhate mahArAja suratanuM vicArI rahyA che tevuM jANe to Ama kahevAmAM Ave : "tame suratamAM zuM mohI rahyA cho? suratanI strI to rogiSTa (suratamAM hAthIpago roga vyApaka hato tethI) ane bobaDI (sa no ha bole che tethI) che." Ama kahI upAlaMbha Ape. ATaluM kahIne emaNe mane dekhADelI eka anya pratanI yAda ApI. AmAM prasaMga pratiSThAmahotsavano hato. gAmegAmathI loka UmaTeluM. dareka gAmanI strI anya gAmanI strInI lAkSaNikatA para hasatI-ramUja karatI ! kacchI bhASAmAM lakhAyela A pratanA keTalAka zabdonA arthanI nA nakArI mATe meM kacchanA mAvajI sAvalA tathA anya vidvAno dvArA prayatna karelo paNa e artha mane maLyA tA. dAdAe vijayasenasUrinA A vijJaptipatra viSayaka anya mAhitI ApI ke A aitihAsika paTa zAhI citrakAra AlivAhane cItarelo che. vimalazAe vijJaptipa' lakhela che. zAnabAjI : eka sApasIDInI ramata joI. Ano hetu jJAna prApta karavAno hato. ramatanI ramata ane ramata dvArA jJAna. AmAM corasa khAnAM ane temAMnAM lakhANa joyAM. majhAnI hatI ramata. dA.ta., sAta prakAranAM vyasano batAvyAM hoya. jIvanI gati ene AdhAre (sarpanA mukha dvArA nakkI thatI. sArAM karmo dvArA jIva Urdhvagati pAme. sIDI dvArA pamAtuM. upAzrayamAM A ramata ramavAnuM calaNa hatuM. samaya jatAM, A jJAnabAjI jugAra ramavAmAM palaTAI ane pachI upAzrayamAM ramAtAM te baMdha thaI. pattAM : jUnA jamAnAmAM pattAM ramAtAM. Aje pa3nI keTa che. te samaye 105 ke 108nI keTa rahetI. pattAmAM citro hoya. rAmanuM citra hoya to savAre jIte, rAvaNanuM citra pattAM para hoya to rAtre jIte. A pattAM tyAre rajavADAmAM ramAtAM. sAmAnya prajAjana pattAM ramI zakato nahi ema jaNAvI dAdA umere che: "tyAre aizvarya bhogavavuM te ucca vargano ja ijAro hato." (thoDI vAra pachI) DabhoIno zilpI hIrAbhAgoLa banAve pachI enA jevo bIjo daravAjo bIjo koI banAve nahi te mATe ene dIvAlamAM caNI devAyo hato evI kahetI che. aMgrejo AvyA ane A badhuM sAmAnya prajAjana mATe chUTuM thayuM. Aje TI. vI. jhUMpaDAvAsI joI zake che. paisA hoya to game te koma ke jJAtino hoya to kAra vasAvI zake. paisA kamAva ane bhogavo. TI. vI. nathI to paMcAyatanuM TI. vI. hoya ane tene badhA ja gAmaloko joI zake ! bhADe kAra rAkhI (TaeNksI) temAM musApharI karI zakAya che. A badhuM jUnA jamAnAmAM cokkasa varganA loko ja bhogavI zakatA. gUDha lipi e paNa eka prakAranI buddhivilAsanI ramata che ane bahudhA te uccavarganA loko mATe hatI. paMcatIrthI paTaH I. sa. 1433no che. pAMca maMdira hovAthI tene paMcatIrthI paTa kahe che. AdinAtha covIsI ane zIrapuranI mUrtiH ati prAcIna pratimAomAMnI be pratimAo joI. sa. 1123nI zrI AdijananI covIsa bhagavAnanA parikara sametanI pratimA sarasa che. lekha che. zIrapuranI pratimAno lekha paNa dAdAe ukelyo che. temAM saMvata nathI, paNa akSaronA maroDa tathA lipine AdhAre te 7mA ke 8mA saikAnI gaNAvAI che. A pratimAmAM parikara nathI paNa pabAsana sarasa che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 49

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koI vAra dAdA sAthe haLavI paLo mANavA maLe. prAdezikatA ane sthaLa-kALanA parivartanane kAraNe vastromAM AvatAM parivartano tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhe che ane ramUjathI jaNAve che: pArvatI to himAlayamAM rahe. dakSiNano bhakta emane bolAve. ThaMDo pradeza tethI himAlayanI pArvatInuM AkhuM zarIra vastrothI Avarita ane cheka lagIno ghUmaTo hoya. medAnamAM te AvI. garamI lAgI. ghUmaTo thoDo UMco thayo. rAjasthAna sudhI AvatAM to ghaNo UMco thayo. gujarAtamAM mAthuM kevaLa DhAMkeluM jovA maLe. dakSiNa sudhI pArvatI pahoMcatAM to pelA AkhA ghUmaTAno banI gayo khesa !" AvI ja haLavI paLomAM te dIptiprajJAzrIjIne pUche che: khaDAkoTaDI eTale zuM e tame jANo cho ? sAdhvIjIe nA pADI, dAdA kahe : kharuM che ke khoTuM che jyAM cakAsI Ape che. sonuM ke cAMdIne cakAsIne levAM paDe. AvuM kAma karanArA cokasI kahevAya. cokasAI kare te cokasI. AvI dukAno jyAM AvelI hoya te mahollAnuM nAma khaDAkoTaDI. dIptiprajJAzrIjI kahe: "suratamAM ene nANAvaTa kahe che.' myujhiyamanI judI judI vastuo dAdA sAthe pharIne jovAno anubhava amAre mATe dhanya banI gayo. dAdA vastuo batAve. te vastune lagatI badhI ja vAtono emanI pAse rahelo khajAno kholI kADhe. emAMya jyAre koIka rIte nimitta banyA hoya tyAre, e atItamAM DUbakI mArI Ave ane e jovAmAM amane AnaMda Ave. AvA anubhavomAM ziramora anubhava tyAre thayelo jyAre ame puNyavijayajInA phoTA tathA upakaraNonA saMgraha pAse AvyAM hatAM. dAdA ahIM A tAM ja, thoDI vAra phoya sAme joI rahyA. emanI AMkhamAM bhaktinuM aMjana hatuM. pachI, mahArAjajInI badhI vastuo batAvI tyAre emano e batAvavAno, enI vAto karavAno romAMca achato raheto na hato. dAdA kahe : "mahArAjajI potAno phoTo levarAvatA nahi. koIka samAraMbhamAM koIe phoTo lIdho hoya to khabara nathI. muMbaI bhAyakhalAmAM panavanA..'nA vimocananA prasaMge tyAMnA chApAmAM A phoTo Avelo. e phoTA uparathI A tame juo cho te phoTo cItarAvelo che. A phoTAmAM emanI 76 varSanI uMmara che. uparAMta, pannavanA' graMthanuM vimocana karyA bAda, graMthane mahArAjajI jotA hatA tevo phoTo mahAgujarAta' nAmanA megejhinamAM prasiddha thayelo. A megejhina pATaNathI pragaTa thAya. te phoTAnI eka kopI ela. DI.mAM che. myujhiyamamAMno phoTo e emano chello phoTo che. vi. saM. 1952 kArtikI pAMcamathI vi. saM. 2027 jeTha vada6 e mahArAjajIno jIvanakALa. varalIthI vAlakezvarano vihAra e emano chello vihAra. taMdurastI sArI hatI tyAre teo vAlakezvarathI cAlIne roja heMgiMga gArDana jatA." majhiyamamAM pavijayanA phoTogrAphsanAM darzana bAda mahArAjajIe upayogamAM lIdhela upakaraNo tathA anya cIjonAM darzana karyA. khUba ja nAnA kadanAM cAreka pustako joyAM. eka pustaka emanAM mAtuzrI sAdhvI ratnazrIjIe Apela kalpasUtra che. bIjA traNamAM purANa, zikSApatrI tathA kurAna che. anya upakaraNomAM hokAyaMtra, zaMkha AkAranI dAbaDImAM bhagavAnanI mUrti, covIsI hatAM je vihAramAM mahArAjajI potAnI sAthe rAkhatA. A uparAMta emaNe chelle upayogamAM lIdhelAM kapaDAM, kAmaLI, sthApanAjI, cazamAMnI eka joDa, ThavaNI, daMDa vagere paNa myujhiyamamAM darzanArthe rAkhavAmAM Avela che. emanA agni-saMskAra pahelAM dAdAe A badhI sAmagrI bhegI karIne, eka zrAvakane tyAM mokalI ApI hatI. cazamAMnI be joDa hatI. temAMthI eka puNyavijayanI mUrti para caDhAvavA ApI dIdhI ane bIjI ahIM myujhiyamamAM rAkhavAmAM AvI che. dAdara UtaratAM myujhiyamamAM dAdara sAme ja mUrti batAvatAM dAdAe kahyuM: "A lADolanI mUrti che. 50 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tenA vize meM lakhelo lekha pragaTa thayo che." amitAbhabhAI maDiyA mInIecara peinTiMga vibhAga saMbhALe che. mInIecara peinTiMga eTale pothIpratamAMnAM citro. ame mukhya myujhiyamamAMnA upara ane nIcenA bhAgo joIne tyAM AvyAM. UbhAM UbhAM amane thAka lAgelo. cArazIlAzrIjI to adhavacce ja nIce jaIne besI gayelAM. have huM paNa skUla para poro khAvA beThI. dAdA to kahe ke besIe to thAka vadhAre lAge. mahArAjajIne yAda karyA. kahe: "mahArAjajI kyAreya thAke nahi. emanI sAthe hato tyAre emanA jeTaluM kAma karato to mane thAka lAgI jato. e to AkhI rAtanA ujAgarA pachI ye tAjA (Fresh) hoya." ahIM maDiyA sArI rIte samajAvavA lAgyA eTale dAdA thoDuMka amArI sAthe rahIne pachI eka bAju besI gayA. vacce vacce AvIne thoDIka vAtonI pUrti kare. A badhI vAtonI jhalaka - bhAI maDiyAe jaNAvyuM ke garolA' nAmanA hindI pustakamAM badhI ja citrazailIonuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. pachI kahe - jaina citrazailIo vize ema ja manAtuM ke e cokasIonI ja kArIgarI haze ! kAraNa emAM sonuM, rUpuM ane motIonA banAvelA raMga hoya. Aje jaina citrazailI gujarAta citrazailInA nAmathI oLakhAya che. jena zailImAM je Blue-bhUro-raMga vaparAyo che tene mATe ujhabekistAna tathA aphaghAnistAnamAMthI lAjavana paththara lavAto ane temAMthI A raMga banato. A citranI lAkSaNikatAo bhAI maDiyAe darzAvI : citramAM je vyaktinI mahattA vadhu te anya darzAvelAM pAtronI apekSAe kadamAM moTI hoya che. AmAM lAla, pILo ane vAdaLI e traNa mukhya raMgo vaparAtA. temAM milAvaTa karI navA raMgo banAvAtA nahIM. ahIM kAma ghaNuM bArIka joI zakAze. A citromAM sonAno upayoga vadhu thayo che. A ja prakAranAM citro hiMduonAM maLI AvyAM tethI have A jaina citrazailInuM nAma gujarAta citrazailI paDyuM. (have amArI myujhiyama Turano dora bhAI zrI maDiyAe saMbhALI lIdho hato. dAdA kyAMka jarUra lAge to TApazI pUratA). islAmamAM khUba jUnI citraparaMparA che. temAM be prakAro jovA maLe che. ekamAM dhArmika citro maLe che. bIjAmAM vArtAo citrita thayelI jovA maLe che. A vAto karatAM akabara ane hamajhAnAnI vAto nIkaLI, hamajhanA e islAmanuM ApaNA kRSNa jevuM naTakhaTa pAtra che. enAM ghaNAM citro jovA maLe. bAdazAha akabare paNa tenuM citra banAvarAvyuM che. amitAbhabhAIe bAdazAha akabaranA pUrvajanmanI vAto karI ! kahevAya che ke bAdazAhane jAtismaraNazAna thayeluM. teo eka hindu RSi hatA. teno potAno Azrama hato, te RSie jIvatejIvata samAdhi lIdhelI. pote lakheluM tAmrapatra tathA samAdhisthaLanI akabare tapAsa paNa karAvelI ! akabaranuM jIvana hamajhAnA jevuM vadhAre che. hamajhAnAnI peThe akabare khUba ja pravAsa karelo. vividha dezonI strIo paraNelA. hindu strI sAthe paNa lagna karelAM. hamajhAnAnuM citra dorAvavA pAchaLa A samAnatA kAraNabhUta hoya ! zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 51

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tyArabAda kavi bilhaNanA jIvananAM citro joyAM. kavi bilDaNa caMpAvatIno zikSaka hato. banne vacce praNayanA aMkuro phUTyA. rAjAne khabara paDI. dehAMtadaMDa thayo. mRtyudaMDa pahelAM te aMtima icchA dAkhave che. "caura paMcAzikA' kAvya lakhe che. jemAM potAnA praNayajIvananI vAta lakhI hoya che. ahIM cora e hRdayano cora hoya che. prastuta kAvyathI rAjA prabhAvita thAya che. caMpAvatInAM lagna enI sAthe karAvI Ape che. 11mI sadImAM thayela kavi bilpaNa racita "caurapaMcAzikA' kAvyane AdhAre bilhaNa-caMpAvatInA praNayajIvananAM prasaMgacitro dorAyAM che te A gelerImAM che. kula 50 citro che. emAMthI thoDAMka A gelerIne prApta thayAM che. paMdaramI ane soLamI sadI citro bAbate udAra che. gujarAta citrazailI jhAMkhA raMgovALI ane rAjasthAnI zailI bhaDaka raMgovALI, A banne vaccenA raMgovALI zailI te saltanata zailI tarIke oLakhAya che. ena. sI. mahetA pAse 22 citro hatAM. temAMthI 20 citro A saMgrahAlayane ApyAM che. eka banArasa ane bIjuM emaNe dilhImAM mokalyuM che. saltanata zailInA raMgo vadhu ujAsavALA lAge che. A saMgrahamAM eka 11mI sadInuM kurAna che. te kAgaLanuM nathI, gAyanA AMtaraDAmAMthI banAvela kAgaLa temAM vaparAyelo che. te cAmaDA jevo lAge che. kAgaDAnuM vAhana hoya tevI eka devInuM citra joyuM. viSNunA dazAvatAranI sAme TakI rahevA zaivadharmamAM pArvatInA dazAvatAranI kalpanA karavAmAM AvI che. kAlI, ghumAvatI, gaurI vagere dazAvatAromAMnA avatAro gaNAvAyA che. dAdAe citromAMnA pozAko tarapha dhyAna dorI jaNAvyuM ke pratyeka AkramaNa vakhate puruSonA pozAka badalAyA che. puruSa gharanI bahAra vadhu rahenAro. rAjasattAno prabhAva vadhu jhIle. phezana svarUpe apanAvAya. strIo gharamAM rahI tethI tenI sADI aMgreja zAsana paryata kAyama rahI. pachI strIo gharanI bahAra nIkaLI. have enA pozAkamAM paNa parivartana AvavA lAgyuM che. be vAge myujhiyama joI ame badhAM inDolaoNjInA bhoMyarAmAM AvyAM. A vakhate zrI neminaMdananA bhaMDAra'nuM kAma zrI dIptiprajJAjI tathA zrI cAruzIlAjIe hAtha dharyuM hatuM. AthI, dAdAe keTalaoNga banAvatI vakhate dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI sUcanAo lakhela kAgaLa potAnI phAIlamAMthI kADhyo. A noMdho vAMcatAM vAMcatAM keTalIka dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnI sUcanAo aMge pharI vAra tenI carcA karavA lAgyA. huM sAMbhaLatI hatI ane sAthe noMdhatI hatI. A carcA upayogI hovAthI ene ahIM pariziSTa : 6mAM mUkuM chuM. uparAMta, dAdAe Apela kAgaLanI vigato pariziSTa : mAM to Apela che ja. tA. 20-11-2002 Aje inDolaoNjI gaI ke tarata dAdAe devanAgarImAM lakhAyela eka guTako Apyo. meM joyo. dareka pRSTha para eka zloko khUba suMdara padyavRttAMta hatuM e. munimahArAja zrI jinavijayajI)ne svahaste lakhAyuM hatuM. dAdA kahe: A padyo kadAca emanA AtmavRttAMtamAM AvI gayAM haze. emanA aMtima saMskAra mATe jyAre teo caMderiyA gayA tyAre A pothI mArA hAthamAM AvelI. tyAranI mArI pAse che. A padyavRttAMta dAdAnI jANa mujaba pragaTa thaI cUkyuM che. meM kahyuM : "jo Apane eno kazo khapa na hoya to mane Apo." emaNe saharSa 52 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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e pothI ApI. A pothInAM pAnAM pheravatAM meM noMdhyuM ke emAM hastAkSarono ghaNo moTo taphAvata che. meM dAdAne batAvyuM. dAdAe potAnI vAta karI : thoDA divasa pahelAM cekamAM sahI karI meM cetanane beMkamAM paisA levA mokalyo. dara vakhate e ja jAya. A vakhate "A akSara mArA nathI" kahI paisA na ApyA, pheMsalo thaI jAya eTale huM jAte gayo. beMkamAM to sau mane oLakhe. rUbarUmAM sahI karavA pena hAthamAM lIdhI. eka akSara lakhAyo ane hAthamAM dhrujArI AvI. kahyuM: "have AgaLa mArAthI lakhAze ja nahIM. mArA hAtha ja khUba dhrUje che : pachI kahe: akSaro bAbate uMmara thatAM AvuM bane che." pachI to kAma ane vAtono dora cAlyo. koIka vAta parathI vAta nIkaLatAM dAdAe emanI haMmezanI Teva mujaba tAraNarUpa vAkya kIdhuM: "veza badalavo sahelo che. paNa vicAra badalavo sahelo nathI. keTalAye anubhavo pachI vicAra ghaDAya che. ene eka jhATake badalAya kharo ?" prazna : dAdA, Ape eka vAra mahArAjajInA pATaNamAM 22 comAsAM karyA hovAnI vAta karI hatI tevuM kazuMka mane yAda che. AMka huM bhUlatI to nathI ne ? Confirm karavA pUchuM chuM. javAba : hA, barAbara che, ATalAM badhAM comAsAM thayAM tenI pAchaLanuM nimitta hatuM temanA dAdAgurunI nAdurasta tabiyata. caturavijayajI temanA guru ane kAMtivijayajI temanA dAdAguru.. paNa A maLelA samayano sadupayoga thayo. mane guru maLyA e mAruM sadbhAgya ! tyArabAda dAdA pATaNanA bhaMDAronI vAtomAM saryA. pATaNamAM bhaMDAro ghaNA. mahArAjajIe pATaNanA badhA saMghone bhegA karyA. jaNAvyuM ke A badhA bhaMDAro koI eka ja sthAne rahe to sAruM. dAbaDA, kabATo, ane graMtho - A tamAma milakata saMghanI ja raheze. A samajAvaTa lekhe lAgI ane ema ja thayuM. pachI mane pUche: tame cinubhAI meyaranAM dharmapatnI prabhAvatIbahenane oLakho? meM hA pADI. dAdAe vAta AgaLa calAvI. kahe : e mULa pATaNanAM. emanA pitAzrInuM nAma maNibhAI mohanabhAI zeTha. emaNe e jamAnAmAM ghaNI moTI kahevAya evI rakama - 2500 rU. - A kAma mATe saMghane arpaNa karI. saMghe jamIna lIdhI. emAMthI AjanuM "hemacaMdrAcArya jJAnamaMdira' banyuM. vi. saM. 1982nI vAta. saM. 1992mAM jyAre 'hamasArasvatasatra' bharAyuM tyAre munazIne hAthe enuM uddaghATana thayeluM. paMcAsarAnA jinAlayanI sAme eka bIjuM jJAnamaMdira che. kesarabAI jJAnamaMdira enuM nAma. mAro bhAI tyAM kAma kare che. prazna : jJAnabhaMDAro be kema banyA ? dAdA : rAmacaMdrasUrizvarajI ane A. vallabhavijaya ema be AcArya bhagavaMtonA AzIrvAda ane preraNAthI be jJAnamaMdiro banyAM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 53

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jinavijyajInuM hastalikhita padyavRttAMta joyuM tyAre dAdA vize mane vizeSa jANavAnuM mana thayuM. dAdA kahe : UbhAM raho, mAro bAyo-DeTA ApuM. zodhyo, paNa na maLyo. pachI ema ja vAto karavA lAgyA : janma 1917, aupacArika zikSaNa cha copaDI sudhInuM. pAMcamA dhoraNamAM pAsa. chaThThA dhoraNanI parIkSA ApI na hatI. A samaya daramyAna mArI mAtAnuM mRtyu thayeluM. navI mA AvI hatI. 1935mAM 18me varSe lagna. patnInuM nAma moMghIbahena. paheluM saMtAna chokarI hatI. te pAMca varSanI thaI. gujarI gaI. nAma haMsA. te samaye huM DabhoI nokarI karato hato. moMghIbahena cANasmA pAse AvelA bAmaNavADA gAmanAM. teo piya2 gayelAM tyAM ja dIkarI haMsAnuM mRtyu thayeluM. sAla hatI 1942. hAla je chokarI che tenuM nAma hemalatA. '63mAM enA janma samaye ame maNinagara rahetAM. A samaye meM vADajavALI jagyA lIdhelI. '71mAM vADaja rahevA gayelA. hemalatA pahelAM be dIkarA thayelA. eka dIkaro be mahinA jIvelo. bIjo janmatAM ja gujarI gayo. prazna : dAdA, dIkarAo jIvyA hota to vadhu sAruM lAgata ? nA. jarA paNa niha. A badhI jaMjALa ja che. mAtra haju sudhI A eka nirNaya mArAthI thaI zakyo nathI ke saMsAra sAro ke saMnyAsa ? kyAreya dIkSA levAnuM mana thayuM ja nahIM. mane eka vA2 joharImalajIe kaheluM ke ghe2 jaIne zuM karazo ? rahI jAva ahIM. meM javAba Apelo : ghera to javuM ja paDe ne ? dAdAe A vAta karI ane pachI umeraNa karyuM : "saMyamajIvananI vAto sAMbhaLIe, paNa choDavuM agharuM che. saMyama ghaNo agharo che. mane dIkSA levAnuM mana na ja thayuM.' * tA. 21-11-2002 Aje dAdA sAthenA vArtAlApomAM vallabhavijayajI ane gujarAnavAlA (pAkistAna)nA bhaMDAro aMge vigatavAra mAhitI maLI : dAdA : dezanA bhAgalA pahelAMnI vAta. vallabhavijyajIe paMjAbamAM pharIne 27 gAmanA jJAnabhaMDAro ekatrita karyA hatA. lAhoramAM jamIna paNa levAI. ane jJAnabhaMDAra banAvavAno plAna thayo. vallabhavijyajIno paMjAba bAju ghaNo prabhAva tethI Avo bhaMDAra lAhoramAM banAvavAnuM Ayojana thayeluM. gujarAnavAlAmAM graMtho lAvavAmAM AvyA. jamIna levAI gayelI, paraMtu dezanA bhAgalAnI vAto vAtAvaraNamAM ghumarAvA lAgelI. paMjAbanA paNa bhAgalA thaze tevAM eMdhANa varatAvA lAgyAM. cA bharavAnI e jamAnAnI lAkaDAnI moTI moTI 56 peTIomAM graMtho bha2vAmAM AvyA. emAM bhagavAnanA dAgInA uparAMta lAkaDA 52 cAMdI jaDela hAthI paNa hato. samaya varatIne saMghe A badhuM eka rUmamAM goThavI dIdhuM. koIne aNasAra paNa na Ave tema dIvAla caNI lIdhI. zuM thaze ? gujarAnavAlA kyAM jaze ? satata dahezata ane ajaMpAbharyA vAtAvaraNane kAraNe sau eka rIte sajIne beThA hatA. AthI, jevA reDiyoe - bhAgalA 52 sahIo thaI gaI che ane gujarAnavAlA pAkistAnamAM gayuM che.' - samAcAra ApyA ke cArebAju katleAma. karoDonI saMpatti choDIne, sajIne beThelA sau zrAvako paNa bIjA badhAnI peThe tyAMthI paherye lUgaDe nIkaLI gayA. * bhAgalAnAM traNa-cAra varSo pachInI vAta. bhAratamAM naheru ane pAkistAnamAM liyAkata alIkhAna. vATAghATo zarU thaI. banne sarakAro potapotAne tyAM rahelI cIjonI herApherI karI ekabIjAne soMpI de tevo nirNaya levAyo. 54 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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gujarAnavAlAsaMghanA je zrAvako jJAnabhaMDAranA graMtho tyAM choDIne AvyA hatA te paikInA keTalAka zrAvakoe zeThazrI kastUrabhAIne vAta karI, gavarnara tarIke dharmavIra hatA. gujarAnavAlAsaMghanI e proparTInI AkhI phAIla ela. DI. saMsthA pAse hatI. kastUrabhAI zeThe gavarnara dvArA naherune vAta karI. liyAkatanI sarakAra sAthe A aMge vicAra-vimarza karI nirNaya levAyo. paraMtu paristhiti te samaye sphoTaka ja hatI, khUba ja sAvadhAnIpUrvaka ane bhAre baMdobasta heThaLa A kAma pAra pADavAnuM hatuM. hoziyAra ane kAbela sI. AI. DI.nA mANasone paNa sAthe laI javAmAM AvyA hatA. keTalAka zrAvakone paNa sAthe laI javAyA hatA. zrAvakoe kIdhuM ke ame jyAM amArI pITha aDADIe e pIThavALI jagyA samajI levI.. tyAM gayA tyAre e sthaLe to zAkamArkeTa jovA maLI. paNa dhyAnapUrvaka jotAM, pelI caNelI dIvAla to salAmata jaNAI. e tUTI na hatI. zrAvakoe sabjhano bhAva pUchatAM pUchatAM, eka lArI pAse UbhA rahIne, pelI dIvAle pITha aDakADI. basa, tyAra pachI mizana zarU thayuM. mArkeTa khAlI karAvI. lazkara goThavAI gayuM. dIvAla toDI. aMdarano tamAma sAmAna TrakomAM bharavAmAM Avyo. ane Trako dilhI tarapha ravAnA thaI. paMcakyAsa thayo. sarahada sudhI to sahIsalAmata AvyuM. paraMtu, sarahadanA lazkarane judA Adezo hatA. have zuM ? ghaDIbhara to thayuM ke - 'gayuM. have nahi maLe.' paNa traNa-cAra mahinAnI kAryavAhI bAda, te sAmAna sahIsalAmata dilhI Avyo. (dAdA pAsethI AvI aitihAsika vAto jANavA maLe tyAre mane khUba AnaMda thato. huM jANe jIvaMta aitihAsika graMtha pAse beThI houM tevuM mane lAgatuM.) dAdA pote gujarAnavAlA gayA na hatA paNa gujarAnavAlAnA bhaMDArano itihAsa temaNe mRgAvatIzrIjI pAsethI sAMbhaLyo hato tema teoe jaNAvyuM. sAdhvI mRgAvatIzrI e vakhate aMbAlAmAM. gujarAnavAlAthI AvelAM. jJAnabhaMDAranA kArya mATe 25,000/- rU. bhegA karyAM. te 2kama to kabATo lAvavAmAM ja pUrI thaI gaI. zarUAtamAM to badhuM ja peTIomAMthI kADhIne emanuM ema ja kabATomAM bharI dIdhuM. mRgAvatIzrIjIe zrI kAMtilAla korA (mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, muMbaI)ne vAta karI, "have A graMthonuM koI vyavasthita lisTa banAvI zake tevo mANasa dhyAnamAM hoya to kaho.'' gharabAra choDIne tyAM jaI rahevuM paDe tevuM A kAma. mAruM nAma apAyuM. huM gayo. kAma joyuM. mRgAvatIzrIjIe kAyama mATe tyAM ja AvI javAnI vAta karI. e zakya na hatuM. mArI icchA mujabanuM pagAradhoraNa tathA anya suvidhAo ApavAnI vAta karI. meM kahyuM : A kAma ghaNuM moTuM che. huM ekalo na karI zakuM. vaLI mArI pAse A kAma mATe koI mANasa paNa nathI.'' mRgAvatIzrIjI sAthe A badhI vATAghATo caMdIgaDhamAM thaI hatI. eka evuM paNa sUcana thayuM ke eka aThavADiyuM amadAvAda inDolaoNjImAM kAma karavuM ane eka aThavADiyuM dilhI AvavuM. paNa mAre mATe e ya zakya na hatuM. AthI, meM eka ukela sUcavyo : "huM mArgadarzaka banuM. tamArI pAsenAM traNa sAdhvIo - (paMjAbanA suvratAzrIjI ane suprazAzrIjI tathA suyazAzrIjI jeo kacchanA kuMdaroDI gAmanA cheDA kuTuMbanAM hatAM.) - pAse A kAma karAvavuM joIe.'' A sAdhvIjIo saMskRta, iMgliza, hindI ane gujarAtI bhASA bolI zakatAM, paNa lakhatAM-vAMcatAM na AvaDe. meM sau prathama lekhana-vAcana zIkhavAnI vAta karI. pachI lipi zIkhavA jaNAvyuM; jethI bhaMDAra mATe potAnI haMmezAM jarUra na rahe. teone te mATe lipi zikhavADI, prata para repara caDhAvatAM zIkhavyuM. kArDa banAvatAM zIkhavyuM. traNeka varSa kAma cAlyuM. zreNikabhAI zeThane jANa karIne, saMmati laIne tyAM . zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 55

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gayelo. mAre A kAma aMge vAraMvAra dilhI javAnuM thatuM. be vAra pleInamAM gayo hato. mAravADIo gADI laIne ghera Ave ane gherathI ja kapaDAMnI baeNga laIne (bIjuM to sAthe zuM hoya ? !) UpaDavAnuM hoya. chelle kAma patavA AvyuM tyAre saLaMga 96 divasa rahevAnuM jarUrI baneluM. ATalA badhA divasa eka sAthe rahelo eTale zreNikabhAIe khUba ja premapUrvaka Takora karelI ke "ApaNuM (InDolaoNjInuM) kAma zuM pUruM thaI gayuM che ?" keTalaoNga banAvavAnI paddhatinI je taiyAra noMdhono kAgaLa amane (dIptiprajJAzrIjI, cArazIlAjI, tathA huM thoDA divasa pahelAM batAvIne carcA karI hatI te badhI noMdho ahIM dilhImAM dAdA kAma karatA hatA, tyAre taiyAra thayelI. tyAMnI sAdhvIjIo ane zrAvikAoe dAdAnI sUcanA pramANe ati cIvaTathI, khaMtathI ane - cokasAIthI kAma kareluM. thokaDIo paranI dhULa jhApaTa mArIne nahi paNa bArIka kapaDAthI lUchIne sApha karAtI, jethI koI paNa hastalikhita graMthane nukasAna na thAya. dAdAe tyAM thayelA kAmanI khUba ja prazaMsA karI ane kAma aMgeno khUba ja saMtoSa paNa pragaTa karyo. dAdA kahe : je kAma huM kyAMya nathI karI zakyo te huM ahIM dilhImAM karI zakyo chuM. kAraNa ke ahIM badhA bhaMDAro ekasAthe AvelA. (ela. DI.mAM bhaMDAro samayAMtare AvyA karyA che.) tethI kAmanuM Ayojana vyavasthita rIte thaI zakyuM. bIjuM, huM ahIM mArgadarzaka rahyo chuM. kAma karanArAM traNa sAdhvIjIo ja mukhya hatAM. trIjuM, zrAvikAonI zruta-bhakti prazaMsanIya hatI. rAta-divasa A badhAMe bhegA maLIne kAma karyuM che. mArI sUcanA pramANe khUba ja cokasAIpUrvaka ane vyavasthita rIte kAma karyuM. jANe ke presamAM chApyuM hoya tevuM sughaDa ane vyavasthita keTalaoNga banyuM." dAdA A vizeno eka prasaMga TAMke che : meM repara para khUNAmAM naMbara lakhI, e ja rIte lakhavAnuM sUcaveluM. pharI jyAre gayo tyAre meM joyuM ke badhI ja thokaDIomAM naMbara barobara e ja rIte - jarAya UMco ke nIco na hato. AvuM kevI rIte karyuM tevo prazna meM pUchayo to jANavA maLyuM ke bIjuM repara kApIne naMbara je sthAne Ave teTalo bhAga goLa kApI lIdhelo. naMbara jyAre lakhAya tyAre peluM kANAvALuM repara goThavI de eTale barAbara e ja sthAne naMbara lakhAya, A yukti jANIne huM khuza thaI gayo. prazna : dAdA, mRgAvatI zrIjI mULa paMjAbanAM ? dAdA : nA. Ama to e gujarAtanAM. jAmanagara pAsenA eka gAmanAM. khUba ja hoziyAra. zIkhonI vacce pharyA hatAM tethI paMjAbI sArI rIte lakhI-bolI zake. sAdhvIzrI zIlavatIjI emanAM mAtuzrI thAya.. ATalo paricaya ApatAM dAdAne kAMgaDAnA jainamaMdiranI vAta yAda AvI ane e prasaMga kahevA lAgyA : mRgAvatIzrIjInA hAthamAM eka vAra munizrI jinavijaya saMpAdita 'vijJaptitriveNI' nAmanuM pustaka hAtha AvyuM, vAMcyuM. temAM kAMgaDAmAM jainamaMdira hovAnI vAta hatI. zrI zIlavatIjIne sAthe laI teo to UpaDyAM kAMgaDA. "vijJaptitriveNI'mAM varNana hatuM e sthaLa joyuM. e veLA tyAM mAtAjInuM maMdira hatuM. dara varSe tyAM zItaLAmeLo bharAto. mUrtinI upara siMdUra caDhAveluM. aMdara mUrti bhagavAnanI paNa khaMDita bArazAkha vagere joyuM to jaina kotaraNIyukta. mogalakALamAM A mUrti khaMDita thaI haze tevuM anumAna karyuM. bannee muMbaImAM kastUrabhAI zeThane vAta karI. zeThe jaNAvyuM ke have kazuM na thaI zake. sAdhvIjIone chatAM manamAM UDyuM : game tema, ApaNe bannee prayatna karavo. 56 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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banne kAMgaDA pharIthI gayAM. comAsuM karyuM. tyAM jaina vastI bilakula nahIM. jAhera vyAkhyAna goThavyAM. A sthaLe sAdhvIjIone sUjhatI gocarI maLe nahi eTale mAtra capATI khAIne calAvI letAM. saune sparze tevI AtmAnA kalyANanI vAto vyAkhyAnamAM kare. e vakhatano tyAMno rAjA paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Ave. mAro Azcaryasameta prazna : rAjA pote vyAkhyAne ?!' dAdA : hA, ame jesalameramAM hatA tyAre giradharasiMhajI rAjA mahArAjInuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatA hatA. e rAjA jyAre avasAna pAmelA tyAre meM paNa mAthuM mUMDAveluM. e jamAnAmAM rAjAnuM avasAna thAya eTale samasta prajA zoka pALatI. eka vALaMda mAthAM mUMDavAnuM kAma kare. prajAjano tyAM jaI mAthuM mUMDAvI Ave evo rivAja hato. dukAno A zokamAM daseka divasa baMdha rahetI. zoka utAravAnI paNa viziSTa rIta. dhanika varga zeThiyAo bajAramAM Ave, nIcalA tharanA vepArIone ane gallAvALAne hAtha joDIne vinavaNI kare ke prajAne bahu hADamArI paDe che to have dukAno kholIne prajAnI muzkelI dUra karo. A pachI, bajAra khUle. chatAM moTI dukAno to mahine di'e khUle ! A vAtanI sAthe sAthe dAdAe potAne vizenI eka rasaprada vAta jaNAvI. kahe : "jyAre huM jesalamera hato tyAre dADhI ane mUcha rAkhato. vALa paNa khAssA khabhe Ave eTalA vadhArelA ! Ama rAkhavAnuM ya kAraNa hatuM." jesalamera eTale raNa, tyAM retI khUba UDe, tyAMnuM pANI bhAre. nhAvA mATe loTo pANI hoya, cAra AnAno eka ghaDo pANI Ave. sAbu lagAvo topaNa mAthuM to cIkaNuM ja rahe. sanalAITa sAbunuMya phINa na thAya. prazna : to dAdA mAthuM gaMduM na lAge ? vAsa na Ave ? dAdA : (vaLI pAcho mRgAvatIzrIjI ane rAjAno kisso pharI sAMdhyo.) vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avato rAjA prabhAvita thayo. mRgAvatIzrIjIne pUchyuM : "koI kAma hoya to jaNAvajo.'' sAdhvIjIe jainamaMdira banAvavAnI vAta karI. hAlanuM mAtAjInuM maMdira che tenI bAjumAM - rAjagaDhInA killAmAM maMdira banyuM. temAM rANakapuranI suMdara mUrti pratiSThita thaI che. Ama kAMgaDA e pharIthI jainatIrtha banyuM. reta bharelI ja hoya ne? sAbu vinA ja sApha thaI jAya. pasInAthI ja nAhI levAya, kAma karavA besIe tyAre TuvAla sAthe laIne ja besIe mAthAmAM - vALamAM kAMI thayuM nathI, nahitara ATaluM rokAyA hota ? to to AvatA ja rahyA hota, paNa kaMI thayuM nathI amane. # prazna : dAdA : dAdA, Aje mRgAvatIzrIjI vidyamAna che ? nA, kALadharma pAmI gayAM. hatAM tyAre patro lakhato. paNa havethI koInI ya sAthe kA2Na hoya to ja patra lakhAya che. hamaNAM ja kAraNavazAt jaMbUvijayajIno patra hato ane meM javAba lakhelo. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 57

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pATaNamAM A saMsthAnA DAyarekTara tarIke paM. amRtalAlane niyukta karyA hatA. kamiTImAM DaoN. bhAyANI, mAlavaNiyAjI, DaoN. sevaMtIlAla (pATaNanA) ane pratApabhAI vagere hatA. paM. amRtalAla pahelAM bhogIlAla zeThane tyAM vAcana mATe jatA. bhogIlAle amRtalAlanI bhavansanI nokarI choDAvI ane amRtabhAInA yoga-kSemanI javAbadArI mAthe lIdhI. bhogIlAlanuM avasAna thayuM. tyArabAda, temanI bI. ela. insTiTyUTamAM DAyarekTara tarIkenI nimaNUka thayelI paraMtu, grAnTanA niyamone AdhIna paM. amRtabhAIno DAyarekTara tarIke svIkAra thayo nahi. AthI, A pada temaNe choDavuM paDyuM. paM. amRtabhAIne zrI pratApabhAI sAthe manadu:kha paNa thayuM ane bIje nokarI karavI paDI. prazna : dAdA, vallabhasmAraka kyAM AvyuM ? dAdA : dilhIthI amRtasaranA roDa 52. dilhIthI 20 ki.mI. dUra che. pratApabhAI bhogIlAle potAnA pitAnA nAme bI. ela. insTiTyUzana sthApeluM. B. L.no jJAnabhaMDAra vallabhasmArakamAM Avyo. tyArabAda muMbaInA DaoN. kulakarNIne DAyarekTarapada mATe nimaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. paMdara divasa pATaNa ane paMdara divasa muMbaI raheze e zarate teo kabUla thayA. e jamAnAmAM TrenanI musApharImAM bhIDa tathA rijharvezananI takalIpha. A badhuM naDayuM. cha mahinAmAM teo kaMTALI gayA. pATaNamAM rahevA koI taiyAra na thAya. emAM vaLI, eka ghaTanA ghaTI, mauna ekAdazIno divasa. A divase kamiTInI miTiMga rAkhavAmAM AvelI. jainone tyAM A divase kAcuM pANI paNa na pIvAya, kulakarNI jaina na hatA. kanAzAnA pADAmAM pratApabhAInA makAnamAM bI. ela. nI oNphisa. kulakarNIsAhebe jamavAmAM baTATAnuM zAka banAvarAvyuM. zrI jaMbUvijayajInA sagA zrI caMdrakAnta paMDita sarabharAmAM hatA. teo mahesANA pAThazALAmAM bhaNelA. zuddha AcArapAlananA AgrahI. AvA moTA divase baTATAnuM zAka ? ! svAbhAvika hatuM ke teo UkaLI UThe. hobALo macI gayo. insTiTyUTa baMdha thayuM. pratApabhAI vagovAyA. vimAsaNamAM paDyA. dilhImAM emanI oNphisa hatI. bI. ela. tyAM laI javAnuM sUcana thayuM. Akhare dilhImAM A insTiTyUTa khaseDAyuM. joke bhogIlAla laheracaMda (bI. ela.)nA nAmathI ja saMsthA cAlu rahI. vallabha smAraka mATenuM 1 karoDa rUpiyAnuM dAna ludhiyANAnA abhaya ozavALe ApeluM. te mATe nAnI nAnI rakamanI bolI caDatI hatI tyAre A. zrI indradintasUrijI kahe : eka karoDa rUpiyAnI jarUra che tyAM AvI nAnI bolIthI kAma kema sa2ze ? javAbamAM abhaya ozavALa ekasAmaTA eka karoDa bolyA. # uparAMta abhaya ozavALe ochI AvakavALA zrAvako mATe ludhiyANAmAM 250 ghara bAMdhI 'indradinanagara' paNa banAvyuM. abhaya ozavALanA bhAInuM nAma dharmapALa. e dara mahine dilhI Ave. huM paNa dara mahine tyAM jauM. eka vAra dharmapALanAM patnI mane kahe : "cAlo paMDitajI, huM kAMgaDA jauM chuM.' huM sAthe gayo. e vakhate pelAM traNe sAdhvIjIo kAMgaDAmAM ja hatAM. eka vAra abhaya ozavALane tyAM jamavAnuM mane AmaMtraNa maLyuM hatuM. emane tyAM dUdha bajAramAMthI na Ave. vADAmAM traNacAra bheMzo hatI, mArI dIkarI mATe e vakhate mane eka sarasa sADI ApI hatI. 58 abhaya ane dharmapALa banne bhAIo vacce jamIna aMge kazoka jhaghaDo thavAthI beu vacce aNabanAva. nityAnaMda mahArAjane koIe A vAta karI ane beu vacce saMpa karavAnI vAta sUcavI. A rAtre huM tyAM ja zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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hato. mahArAje banne bhAIone bolAvyA. mahArAja pahelethI ja bannene bAMdhI devA mATe vArApharatI bolAvIne kahyuM : "Aje tamAre mAro Adeza svIkAravAno raheze.'' dharmapALe jaNAvyuM ke kaI vAta che te jANyA-samajyA vinA huM baMdhAuM nahIM. abhaya ozavALe paNa nA pADI. dAdAnuM haMmeza mujabanuM tAraNarUpa vidhAna H "lAkho rUpiyA kharcI zake che, paNa A jhaghaDo miTAvI zakatA nathI. kevo khela che !'' dAdA sAthe A vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM paMDita rUpendrakumAra koi mulAkAtIne laIne dAdA pAse AvyA. vanaspatiraMganA banAvelA kalpasUtranAM citronI chApelI eka DAyarI laIne AvelA. hitarucizrIe mokalyA hatA. e citro 22 varSa pahelAnAM hatAM. nAma pUchyuM to kahe H giradhara. dAdA : giradhara gAMdhI ? AvanAra : hA. e ja. dAdA tamAre tyAM to AvI gayelo chuM. ghaNAM badhAM varSo thaI gayAM. caMdrodaya sosAyaTImAM raho cho ne ? AvanAra : * dAdA, e ghara to badalyuM. have potAnuM makAna che. nIce sTuDiyo che. caitanyanagaramAM peTrolapaMpanI bAjumAM, u52 gha2 che. henDarAiTiMga mATe mArI pAse iMdirA gAMdhInuM sarTiphikeTa che. amerikA jaI Avyo. rAdhA-kRSNanAM 98 citro doryAM che. sonerI varakhanA raMgomAM che. te jovA mATe Aje mAre tyAM padhAro. dAdA tamAruM kAma to meM joyeluM che. e divase Avelo tyAre TipoI 52 20 rU.nI AbehUba noTa hatI. hAthamAM lIdhI tyAre khabara paDI ke asalI nathI (pachI dAdA pUche) tame akolAnA ne ? AvanAra : hA. dAdAnI tIvra smRtino paraco Aje mane barAbara jovA maLyo. huM cakita thaI gaI. citrakAra giradhara gAMdhI amane traNene (dAdA, huM tathA rUpendrakumAra) emane tyAM laI gayA. kalpasUtranAM citro dAdA eka pachI eka jotA jAya ane bolatA jAya : "A sArAbhAI navAbavALuM... A jonapurI kalpasUtra... A che... bhaMDAranuM. (bhaMDA2nA nAmanI noMdha karavAnuM cUkI javAyeluM.) huM manamAM vicAratI rahI : "gajabanI yAdazakti che A mANasanI !'' tA. 25-11-2002 have dAdA jyAre.huM temane maLuM tyAre pote be-traNa divasamAM zuM karyuM hatuM tenI vAta karatA. Aje kahe : A zina-ravi huM kobA gayelo. peinTara giradhara gAMdhI mane temanI sAthe laI gayelA. emanAM citro hitarucijIe 'mahAjanama'mAM vipulabhAIne batAvavA jaNAveluM. vipulabhAIe citro lIdhAM ane bArIkIthI tapAse e pahelAM ja kahI dIdhuM : "bhAI, A saMsthAne Ano khapa nathI. ahIM to graMtho lakhAvavAnuM kAma thAya che.'" vipulabhAIe A bhAIne goLagoLa vAto karavAne badale spaSTa vAta karI te mane gamyuM. giradharabhAIe pote 22 varSa pahelAM kAma kareluM ane te vecavAno hetu hato ane A saMsthAno to hetu ja judo hato. A pachI, vipulabhAIe peinTaranA kAmanI prazaMsA karI. pAchaLathI emaNe mane jaNAveluM : e citro nakalanI nakala hatI. pragaTa thayelAM zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 59

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citromAMthI emaNe nakala karI che. kAma sAruM hatuM. mane vipulabhAInI sUjha mATe mAna thayuM. inDolaoNjImAM dAdAnI sAmenA Tebala para jyezabhAI kAma kare. dAdAe zodhI ApelI 'ratnasaMcayaprakaraNa'nI pratanuM e kAma karatA hatA. temAM 'kAThiyA' zabda Avyo. kalpasUtranA prAraMbhe A zabda Ave. mane teno artha pUchyo. huM jANatI na hatI. dAdAe mAhitI ApI : kAThiyA eTale bAdhA, aMtarAyo, aDacaNo. te 13 prakA2nA che : 1. ALasa, 2. moha, 3. avinaya, 4. abhimAna, 5. krodha, 6. pramAda, 7. kRpaNa, 8. bhaya, 9. zoka, 10. ajJAna, 11. vikathA : eTale ke dharma viruddhanI vAto temAM strIkathA, bhojanakathA, yuddhakathA vagere Ave 12. kotuka (kutUhala), 13. viSayakAThIo. puNyavijyajInuM lekhanakalA viSayaka pustaka chApanAra sArAbhAI navAba hatA. AkhA dezanAM jaina maMdironI mAhitI bhegI karavAno ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI dvArA projekTa hAtha dharAyo hato. tenuM mukhya saMcAlana sArAbhAI navAbe karyuM hatuM. enTika velyUnI jANakArInA pUrA niSNAta. ane potAnA aMgata lAbha mATe A jANakArIno upayoga karI viveka cUkyA ane dhIme dhIme adhaHpatananA mArge ghasaDAyA. sArAbhAI navAba aMgenI keTalIka satya bAbato dAdA dvArA jANavA maLI parantu, te tamAmano ullekha karavo e A graMthanA upakramanI maryAdA bahArano che. tethI te aMge kalamane aTakAvuM chuM. mahArAjajInA lekhanakalA' pustakanA prakAzananA saMdarbhamAM kastUrabhAI zeThe mahArAjajIne kahyuM : 'tame mahArAjI, A mANasamAM kevI rIte AvyA ?' mahArAjjI : jema tamane bhaTakAyo tema mane bhaTakAyo.' * 'devasAnA pADA'mAM sonerI zAhIvALuM kalpasUtra caMdubhAI koThArI te upAzrayanA TrasTI bhaMDAranA copaDAmAM adhikRta zAhI sAthe noMdha thayelI ke kalpasUtranA amuka naMbaranAM pAnAM ghaTe che. puNyavijyajIe te adhikRta zAhI sAthenI noMdhano phoTo paDAvI lIdhelo. mahArAjIe A bhaMDAramAM kAma kareluM. emanA tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhAya ema bane. eTale cokasAI tathA takedArI rAkhavI khUba jarUrI bane. nahitara sAco sAdhu vagovAtAM vAra na lAge. jaina sosAyaTImAM klaba hAusamAM mahArAjajIe comAsuM karyuM tyAranI A vAta che. koIke pUchyuM : 'ahIM keTaluM rahezo ?" mahArAjI : A comAsuM Utare eTalI vAra. kArtikI pUname jaIzuM. amadAvAdamAM kyAM sthiratA karavI e nakkI nathI. saMzodhananA kAma aMgenI suvidhAnA saMdarbhamAM nakkI karavAnuM rahe. AtmArAma bhogIlAla sutariyA e veLA tyAM hatA. mAdhupurA zAhIbAgamAM emano baMgalo. e bolyA : makAna huM ApuM. 60 prazna : dAdA, Ama karavAnuM kAraNa ? dAdA : mahArAjI : gRhasthanuM makAna rahetA hoya ke baMdha hoya tevuM - amAre khapanAM nahIM. amAre to amArA kAma mATe lAMbI pahoLI jagyA joIe. 1 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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AtmArAma zeThanuM makAna luNasAvADe hatuM. teo baMgale rahevA gayA hovAthI, baMdha paDeluM hatuM. upara vyAkhyAna haoNla jevI jagyA. A makAna jJAnanA kAma arthe pUNyavijayajIne ApavA icchA batAvI. mahArAjajIe makAna joyuM. gamyuM. kAraNa ke avako AjubAju rahe tethI gocarI maLI rahe. haThIsIMganuM derAsara najIka, sAdhvIjIno upAzraya paNa tyAM hato. jagyA paNa moTI hatI. tyAM rahyA. 10 varSa jeTaluM to kharuM. kadAca ethI ya vizeSa haze. A pachI A makAna zeThe saMghane arpaNa kareluM. ela. DI. insTiTyUTazana baMdhAtuM hatuM tyAre kastUrabhAI zeThe mahArAjajIne pUcheluM : 'Apane A makAnamAM zI zI sagavaDo joIze ?" mahArAjajI : 'ame tyAM nathI rahevAnA. ahIM sthiravAsa karavA nathI AvyA. sAdhue samAja vacce ja rahevAnuM hoya.' mahArAjajIe pote koIne dIkSA ApelI nahi. emanA gurue darzanavijayane dIkSA ApI tyAre puNyavijayanA ziSya tarIke jAhera karelA. choTAlAla maganalAla zAha nAme eka zrAvaka mahArAjajIne jJAna aMgenAM tamAma upakaraNo - zAhI, rabara, pena, pensila, sTezanarI, peDa, kacaro, guMdara vagere - pahoMcADe. emano dIkaro manoratha, enA nAma parathI banAvela manoratha prinTiMga presa hato. mahArAjajI pAse kastUrabhAI zeTha Ave e vakhate jo huM (dAdA) houM to zetaraMjI-caTAI pAtharI ApuM. huM na houM tyAre mahArAjajI UMdhuM ghAlIne lakhavAmAM magna hoya. mahArAjajInI najara paDe eTale jamIna para besI jAya. kAmakAja pUche. eka vAra Ama kAmakAja pUchatAM, mahArAjajIe zeThane rajisTarDa posTa karavA eka kavara ApyuM. traNeka rUpiyA jeTalo kharca thAya. huM koI kAma mATe vaDe gayo tyAre paisA ane e ja kavara ApIne rajisTarDa posTa karavAnuM kAma mane soMpyuM, je kavara meM ja taiyAra kareluM!' A saMdarbhamAM dAdAne ratilAla dIpacaMda desAI sAthe vAta nIkaLI haze to temaNe komenTa karelI te mane kahI saMbhaLAvI. ratibhAIe kaheluM : "kayA mANasane karyuM kAma bhaLAvavuM te mahArAjajIne na AvaDyuM !" mahArAjajI luNasAvADe hatA tyAre prato-graMtho kharIdavA keTalA rUpiyAnI jarUra paDaze tema pUchatAM 1 lAkha rUpiyA kahelA ane eTalI ja kiMmatanAM kharIdAyelAM. luNasAvADe hatA tyAre ja 10,000 pustako (prAyaH hastalikhita) kharIdAyelAM ane inDolaoNjIne ApelAM. A vAta saMdarbhe dAdAe zrI jabUvijayajInI vAta karI. eka zrImaMta zrAvaka zrI jaMbUvijayajI hatA tyAM comAsuM sAthe rahyA bAda kAmakAjanuM pUchyuM to jaNAveluM ke mAMDalamAM koIne ghera pAMca-sAta kabATa paDyA che. A mATe jo koI nAnuM ghara ke rUma maLe to sAruM. emAM 20,000 rU. thAya. A sAMbhaLI, koIe kaheluM : mahArAja, ahIM sAme lAkha-be lAkha ramatamAM ApI zake tevI vyakti che. ATalI ja mAgaNI kema karI ? emanI pAse to khUba ja moTI rakamanA projekTa paNa epruva karAvAya." zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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zrI jaMbUtiyajIno apAyela jvAba khUba ja ciMtanapreraka che. te kahe : "huM koI saMsthA UbhI karuM, projekTo banAvuM ane epruva (approve) karAvuM pachI e badhI kevI rIte cAle e jovuM rahyuM. enA vahIvaTamAM ragaDA-jhaghaDA thAya eTale e badhI AzAtanA mane na lAge ? koI kaheze ke vyAja ja kharcavuM joIe. ane koI kaheze ke mUDI kharco. AvA vivAdo jhaghaDAnuM rUpa lIdhA vinA rahetA nathI.'' pachI dAdA haMmeza mujabanuM tAraNarUpa vAkya bolyA: "sAdhuo mATenI gerasamajo, geramAnyatAo samAjamAM AjakAla ghaNI phelAyelI che. evA sAdhuo paNa che ja ke jeo zAsananA prabhAva mATe je kArya karavAnuM hoya te mATe jarUra pUratI ja rakamano upayoga karavA zrAvakone jaNAve che. sAdhuo vize sArvatrika vidhAno karatAM pahelAM AvA sAdhuonAM dRSTAMto dhyAnamAM levAM ghaTe.'' jaina gUrjara kavio'nI kRtio dAdA jotA hatA jethI have pachI mane koI moTI kRti ApI zakAya. dAdA A pustakamAM kaI kRti kayA bhaMDAramAM che tenI noMdha vAMcatAM vAMcatAM bolyA : "A have ela. DI.mAM che.' vaLI bIjI kRti jotAM - "A bhaMDAra paNa ahIM AvI gayo." AthI svAbhAvika rIte meM prazna karyo ke A badhAM pustako ahIM bheTa AvyAM che ? badhAM nAma to yAda nathI, paNa yAda Ave te kahuM. ATaluM kahIne dAdA nAma bolatA gayA tema huM lakhatI gaI. te te bhaMDAra lAvavAnI AkhI prakriyA, lAvavAnuM jahematabharyuM kAma, pustakonAM poTalAM vALavAM. sAcavIne UtarAvavAM, vAhana karavuM ityAdi vAto paNa karelI, paNa te badhuM meM noMdhyuM na hatuM ane mane badhI vigato yAda paNa nathI. paNa A badhuM kahetI vakhate huM jotI hatI ke dAdA vartamAnamAM mAtra bolI rahyA hatA paNa aMdarakhAnethI to te samagra samayane pharIthI jIvI rahyA hatA. haju Aje jANe ke dAdA sodAgaranI poLa pAseno vairATInA gharano bhaMDAra levA gayA che. trIje mALe moTA kabATo che. utAravAnI muzkelI paDI rahI che ! 'mAMDamAMDa utArI zakAyelA-' eTaluM kahetAM jANe dAdAno zvAsa heTho besato anubhavI zakAya. haju Aje ja e kAma patyuM che tevI 'hAza' jovAya jANe ! dAdAe kahevAnI zarUAta A rIte karelI : "sauthI pahelAM.... I. sa. 1957mAM... vaDodarAthI AvyA ke... huM. pahelAM pahelAM AvyA - ane pachI to, bhaMDA2nAM nAmo phaTAphaTa bolavA lAgyA... dAdA : nA. ela. DI.nA bhaMDAramAM be vibhAga che : 1 kharIdAyelA graMthono ane bheTasvarUpe AvelA graMthono. ela. DI. nI zarUAtanA kALamAM te samaye zeThe 1 lAkha rUpiyA Apela temAMthI graMtho kharIdAyelA ane judA judA bhaMDAromAMthI bheTasvarUpe paNa AvelA. evA ahIM 30 bhaMDAro bhegA thayelA che. temAMnA 90% bhaMDAronI sAmagrI bhegI karavA huM jAte ja gayelo chuM. kayA kayA bhaMDAro ahIM AvyA ? nAma Apo ne. (dAdA thoDI vAra mauna rahI yAda karatA hoya tema besI rahyA. pachI...... prazna : 62 (1) kapUravijayajIno bhaMDAra (2) kIrtimunino bhaMDAra (sANaMda pAsenA godhAvI gAmano hato.) (3) dasADAno (zaMkhezvara jatAM vacce dasADA Ave.) (4) mAMDalano (aMcalagacchano) (5) eka ti mahArAjano... devasUri gorajI hatA. temanI sAme kesa cAlelo. e hArelA. cukAdo ANaMdajI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM ...

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kalyANajInI peDhI taraphI Avelo. (6) ujamaphaInI dharmazALAno bhaMDAra (7) AMbalIpoLanA upAzrayano thoDoka bhaMDAra. (8) jesiMgabhAInI vADImAM eka ghara hatuM. A makAnanuM eka bAraNuM jayaMti dalAlanuM presa hatuM tyAM paDatuM hatuM. e gharano bhaMDAra. (9) sodAgaranI poLano vairATIno trIje mALe rahelo bhaMDAra. (10) devasAnA pADAno dayAvimalano bhaMDAra. be bhaMDAra hatA. emAMthI mahendra-vimalano bhaMDAra tyAM rahelo. (11) lavAranI poLano bhaMDAra. A bhaMDAra nItisUrivALA motIvijayano hato. haju tyAM saMghano potAno bhaMDAra che ja. (12) phatAsApoLamAM eka bahena taraphathI suvarNAkSarI kalpasUtra maLeluM - bahena ApavA AvyAM tyAre kastUrabhAI zeThe kaheluM : "kImatI che. vicAra karIne Apajo.' bahena : mane A koI sAdhu bhagavaMte sAcavavA ApeluM hatuM. ApyA pachI e pAchA AvyA ja nathI, emanA koI samAcAra paNa nathI. have mAre ene sAcavavuM nathI. (13) bhaThThInI bArIno godhAvIvALo bhaMDAra - puNyavijayajInAM) mahArAjanAM bA kIrtimuni ane lalitamuninA saMghADAmAM dIkSita thayelAM. ahIMno bhaMDAra teono hato. puNyavijayajIe dIkSA vallabhasAgaramAM lIdhI hatI. (14) bharUcano bhaMDAra : ahIM saMgha ghaNo moTo hato chatAM Apelo ! (15) pAlanapurano DAyarAno bhaMDAra : joke, pAchaLathI e lokoe A bhaMDAra pAcho levA mahenata karI paNa jAhera TrasTa hovAthI pAcho ApI zakAya nahi tevo kAyado naDyo. (16) jhAlorano kalyANavijayano bhaMDAra (17) jinavijayajIno bhaMDAra : jinavijayajInA kALadharma pAmyA bAda emano amadAvAda khAte je bhaMDAra hato te ela. DI.mAM AvI gayelo.. (18) vaDodarAnA jhaverI (kadAca... aMbAlAla.)no bhaMDAra. (19) DabhoDAnA jainasaMghano bhaMDAra : DabhoDA prAMtIja bAju AvyuM. (20) rAdhanapurano bhaMDAra - omakArasUrIzvarano hato. (21) suratano bhaMDAra - A bhaMDAra caMdrodayasUrIe Apelo. (22) ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIno bhaMDAra. (Ama, ATalAM nAmo to ekasAthe bolI gayA.) pachI bolyA. have bIjAM nAmo hAla yAda AvatAM nathI.. prazna : A badhA bhaMDAromAM pustako ke manuscripts hatI ? dAdA : A badhA bhaMDAro bheTa tarIke lIdhelA. emAM mUrtio ane citro paNa kharAM. pustako ochAM, manuscripts vadhAre hatI. A saMdarbhe dAdAne eka prasaMga yAda Avyo. kahe : eka vAra zeTha zreNikabhAIe ApeluM kazuMka pAchuM mAgyuM tyAre meM jaNAveluM : zeThazrI. meM e letI vakhate enI pAvatI ApI hatI. emAM ApazrInI che. A to pablika TrasTa che tethI parata ApI zakAze nahi. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 63

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tyArabAda eka evI paNa vyavasthA thaI ke graMtho ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIne bheTa ApavAmAM Ave ane peDhI ela. DI.ne graMtho surakSArthe (= sAcavaNI ane jALavaNI mATe) Ape. e aMgeno je TharAva taiyAra thayo temAM zrI ramaNabhAI veNIcaMda zAhe eka kalama umerAvI H parata ApatI vakhate e bhaMDAra ela. DI.mAM je hAlatamAM rahyo haze te hAlatamAM ja ApavAmAM Avaze.' matalaba ke bheja lAge, UdhaI lAge, pAnAM khavAI jAya ke koI kudaratI Apatti Ave ane nukasAna thAya tevA saMdarbhamAM A kalama ume2vAmAM AvelI. * ela. DI.nA bilDiMganuM uddaghATana vaDApradhAna naherune haste thayeluM - I. sa. 1963nA me mAsamAM thayeluM. ane te mujabanA lakhANanI bahAra takatI paNa che. thoDAka divaso agAu 30mI oNkTobare ela. DI.nA sthApanAdina nimitte rajA hatI, tethI te bAbate meM pUchyuM to dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke A pahelAM A saMsthA pAnakoranAke - vaMDe - hatI. A makAna pachIthI baneluM, pAnakoranAke I. sa. 1957nI 30mI oNkTobare A saMsthAnuM udghATana kevI rIte thayeluM tenI vAta karatAM dAdA kahe : "mahArAjajI, kastUrabhAI zeTha, mANekabahena (zeThanAM bahena) tathA huM Ama udghATanamAM ame mAtra cAra ja hatAM. vidhi paNa sAva sAdI rIte karelI. pothI 52 vAsakSepa nAMkhyo e amArI udghATana vidhi hatI.' tA. 3-12-2002 Aje inDolaoNjI gaI tyAre dhuraMdharavijaya mahArAja padhArelA. pUjya dAdA emanI sAthe kAmomAM ane vAtomAM vyasta hatA. e bannenI vAto mane saMbhaLAtI hatI. mahArAjane jANavAmAM rasa paDe tevI vAtonA biMdu para bhAra mukAya. ahIMnA bhaMDAro kevI rIte bhegA thayA hatA tenI vAta parathI kIrtimuninA bhaMDAranI vAta dAdAe karI : godhAvImAM kIrtimunino bhaMDAra hato. huM te levA gayo tyAre sAMje cAra vAgI gayA hatA. enAM poTalAM bAMdhyAM ane savAre 10 vAge basamAM u5ra caDhAvyAM. tyAMthI sIdhAM A poTalAM luNasAvADe laI gayo.' dhuraMdharavijya mahArAja sAthe bI. ela. insTiTayUTa (dilhI) ane mRgAvatIzrIjInI vAto thaI. te vAtomAM agAu meM sAMbhaLelI vAto ja moTe bhAge thayelI. dAdAnI sAcukalAI ane nirabhimAnitAnAM darzana mane aneka vAra thayAM che. A veLAe paNa teoe mahArAjane kahyuM : "kharekhara to e badhuM ja kAma sAdhvIjIoe ja kareluM che. meM to mAtra batAveluM che.'' dAdA thoDA samaya pahelAM dilhI gayelA ane A bhaMDAranI mulAkAta lIdhelI. dhuraMdharavijayajI sAthe tenI vAto karI bhaMDAranI vyavasthA, goThavaNIthI ane jALavaNIthI dAdAne parama saMtoSa thayo hato tenI vAta karI. dAdA bolyA : "joyuM to - ema ne ema ja, e badhA graMtho kapaDAMmAM sarasa baMdhAyelA jaLavAyA che." dAdAe mahArAjane bI. ela. vize vizeSa mAhitI ApatAM kahyuM : "22 eka2 jamIna che. temAM atithigRha, bhojanAlaya, vidyArthIone rahevAnI suvidhA che. mRgAvatIzrIjInI yAdamAM guphA jevuM banAvyuM che temAM emanI koTaDI jevuM banAvyuM che. enI bAjumAM padmAvatInI derI che." zrI dhuraMdharavijayajIe pUchyuM : "e pratomAM mUlyavAna graMtho che ?'' dAdAe jaNAvyuM : "khAsa kazuM mUlyavAna nathI. vinayavijyanI svahaste lakhelI prato che. suvarNAkSarI kalpasUtro che. chApelAM pustako paNa che.'' 64 'vasatI' zabda ane enA paryAyonI vAta nIkaLI. dAdAe upAzraya, pauSadhazALA, uparAMta Adhunika zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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paryAyo - jJAnamaMdira, ArAdhanAbhuvana vagere jaNAvyAM. AnA uparathI koDAyamAM AvelA jJAnamaMdiranI vAta karI. A jJAnamaMdira viziSTa che. tyAM bahAranA bhAge bhagavAnanI mUrti che. enI pUjA karavAnI hotI nathI. aMdaranA bhAge pabAsano che. tenI upara mUrti nathI, paNa dAbaDA mUkelA che - arthAt mUrtine sthAne jJAna virAje che ! (dAdAe A vAta mane be-traNa vakhata karelI che. jJAnane apAyeluM mahattva dAdAne kevuM sparzI jAya che !) Bh tA. 4-12-2002 Aje inDolaoNjImAM mAravADano eka dIkSArthI yuvAna dhuraMdharavijyajIne vaMdana karavA Avyo. yuvAna khUba ja rUpavAna ane zAlIna. zAstrono UMDo abhyAsa. me mahinAmAM dIkSA che. zrI jaMbUvijayajIno ziSya thanAra che. jatI vakhate dAdAne paNa vaMdana karyAM. dAdAe zrI jaMbUvijaya mahArAjanI khUba ja guNabhakti karI. AzIrvAda ApatA bolyA : "tamArA guru A kALamAM, mAtra vidyAne varelA, vidyAmAM rata sAdhu che. tame paNa emanI pAsethI e badhI vidyA pAmo ane saMnyastajIvana emAM ja gujAro. guru pAsethI khUba lejo.' yuvAna dIkSArthI gayA bAda Aje dhuraMdharavijayajI pAsethI navIna vAto jANavA maLI. vAta hatI zaMkhanI. dAdAe zaMkhanI vAta agAu mane karelI. te ja vAta mahArAjasAhebane karI ane dAdAe potAnA manamAM ramato prazna pUchI lIdho : eka ja zaMkha bApane nyAla karI de ane dIkaro vahemamAM Ave ? ane zaMkhane kA2Ne ja pote Aje Arthika tANa anubhave che tevuM mAnI zaMkha vecavAnuM vicAre, e kevuM ? dhuraMdharavijya : enuM ya kAraNa che. zaMkha bhUkhyo thAya tyAre nukasAna kare. A sAMbhaLI mane khUba ja Azcarya thayuM ane pUchyuM : prazna : zaMkha bhUkhyo thAya ? ! bhUkhyo thAya eTale zuM ? dhuraMdharavijya vastuono, kahevAtI nirjIva cIjono, khAsa to prANapratiSThita thayelI vastuono khorAka sUkSma hoya che. ene samayAMtare ri-cArja karavI paDe. zaMkha bhUkhyo thayo che e jANavAnI ane ene ri-cArja karavAnI eka paddhati che. zaMkhane Akho DUbe tema kAcA dUdhamAM DubADI do. 24 kalAkamAM enuM sarasa majhAnuM dahIM jAmI gayuM haze. paNa bhUkha haze teTaluM dahIM ochuM banyuM haze. bIje divase, A ja pramANe karazo to AgalA divasa karatAM dahIM vadhAre banyuM haze, ema jANajo. ema rojabaroja karo. tRpta thaze. eTale e dUdhane choDI deze. dahIMnuM pramANa have vadhatAM vadhatAM dUdha mUkelA jeTaluM ja sarakhuM banI raheze. Ama thAya eTale samajavuM ke zaMkha saMtRpta banyo che. derAsa2ne paNa ri-cArja karavAnI jarU2 2he. emAM prANa-pratiSThA thayelI hoya che. prANa samayAMtare nirbaLa thAya. enA sUkSma AhAra mATenI ri-cArjanI vidhi hoya che. A mATe aSTottarI zAMtisnAtra bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. dara varSe A bhaNAvAya to khUba ja sarasa. bAra varSe to acUka karAvavuM ja rahyuM. jo na thAya to prANa niHsattva bane. have vAtono dora A dizAmAM AgaLa cAlyo. dhuraMdharavijayajI pirAmiDamAM rahelA vidyuta cuMbakIya kSetranI vAta karavA lAgyA. kSetrapAlanuM mahattva samajAvyuM. kSetrapAla mATe te kahe : kSetrapAla eTale kSetramAM rahela adRzya cuMbakIya pravAhanI dhArAo.' zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 65

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A saMdarbhe meM poMDicerImAM joyelA eka slAiDa-zonI vAta karI. jApAne pANI para saMzodhana kareluM. tenI temAM vAta hatI, pANInA nAnAmAM nAnA krIsTalanI emAM phoTogrAphI hatI. cInamAM pANI zabda jevI lipimAM lakhAto te ja svarUpa cInanA pANInA krIsTalamAM jovA maLeluM. mahArAje A sAMbhaLIne kahyuM : "te vAta sAcI che. ahIM eka prayoga thayelo. zAstromAM kahevAyuM che ke zabda ane dhvanino avibhAjya saMbaMdha che e vAta e prayogathI sAbita thayelI." eka mANase devanAgarInA jUnI lipinA akSaronA AkAranI polI naLIo banAvI. pachI temAM eka bAjuethI havA - sisoTI vagADatI vakhate bharIe chIe tema - bharatAM, temAMthI je dhvani utpanna thato te je varNano hoya teno ja lAge. a hoya to temAMthI dhvani "a" saMbhaLAya. dha hoya to temAMthI dha' dhvani saMbhaLAya ! meM A saMdarbhe OMnA prayoganI vAta karI, sAunDa sisTamamAM spIkaranA kANAvALA bhAga para eka TIzya pepara jevo kAgaLa mUkavAmAM Ave. tenA para Telkama pAuDara eka sarakhA levalamAM pAtharavAmAM Ave. svica oNna karI, OMnuM uccAraNa karavAmAM Avaze to kAgaLa parano pAuDara dhvaninA AMdolanathI khasato jaze ane emAM 3%nI AkRtinuM nirmANa thaze. A prayoganI vAta meM varSo pahelAM jANItA lekhaka guNavaMta zAhanI nizrAmAM bIlImorAmAM thayelI vAcana-zibiramAM sAMbhaLelI. dhuraMdharavijayajIe kahyuM : lipio sthaLa-viSayaka che. te te sthaLabheda, lipie rUpa badalyAM che. temAM ya rahasya che. cInanA pANInA krIsTalamAM te bhASAmAM pANI lakhAya che tevuM lipirUpa dekhAyuM te - 'vijJAnanA sahAre'. ApaNA RSimunio krAntadraNa hatA. teoe dhyAnamAM je darzana karyuM te te temAM jaNAya che. pachI A vAtano dora AgaLa laMbAvI, emaNe pRthvI-dAvA saMbaMdha ane yoninI vAta karI. yonino artha che vidyuta cuMbakIya kSetra. je potAnI zaktine kheMce che. darekane potIkuM megneTika kSetra hoya che. ApaNo dhAvAputhivyau' zabda che temAM dhAvA eTale ke AkAza malepuruSa che. pRthivI female strI che. bannenuM milana varasAda lAve che. ane anAja utpanna kare che. Aje, prayoga dvArA traNa kalAkamAM garbhadhAraNa karAvI kRtrima varasAda lAvI zakAya che. eka ja kaNa vAvavAthI pRthvI aneka kaNo Ape che. garbhadhAraNanI e zakti che. samudranuM jaLa ane AkAza agnitattvathI saMyoga pAme che ane garbhadhArI vAdaLa bane che ane asaMkhya jalabiMduo varasAve che. amArA sAdhupaNAmAM "acita rajaudAharaNa' nAmano kAusagna karavAno hoya che. te na kare to kalpasUtra na vaMcAya, A badhI kriyAo ke vidhiniSedha samajapUrvakanAM hoya che. A vAtamAM AgaLa umeraNa karatAM mahArAja sAheba amane bannene pUche che ke tame jANo cho ke pRthvI rajasvalA thatI hoya che ? ane pachI tarata ja kahevA lAgyA: "huM ye jANato na hato. huM rAjasthAnamAM hato. eka mAravADI kheDUta mArI pAse AvIne pUchavA lAgyo ke sAhebajI, oLI kyAre che ? mane Azcarya e vAtanuM thayuM ke A kheDUtane oLInA divasane jANavAnI jarUra zI ? ! vAtamAM huM tenI sAthe UMDo Utaryo. kheDUta kahe: "oLInA divasomAM AkhI pRthvI rajasvalA thatI hoya che eTale ame kheDUto e divasomAM jamIna kheDIe nahi." AryAvartamAM sAmAnya kheDUta pAse paNa AvuM paraMparAthI prApta jJAna vidhiniSedharUpe che. e lokone enA vaijJAnika kAraNanI jANa nathI. oLI pachI ja jamIna kheDAya, bI vavAya, varasAda Ave ane pAka bane. meghanA (vAdaLo) baMdhAya eTale garbha rahyo kahevAya. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pachI AryAvarta zabda samajAvyo. Arya+Avarta. Avartano artha ja cuMbakIya kSetra-megneTika philDa. AryAvartamAM cuMbakIyakSetra joradAra che. nadI paNa AvI ja jaLayoni che e jaNAvatAM kahe : "nadI mULamAM nAnI che. aMte jatAM khUba pahoLI bane che. pRthvImAM 14000 srota che. jharA che. nadInA vahetA pANIthI sela phUTe che. jaLanI yoni bane. utpAdana thAya eTale zatasahasra banI jema pAchuM maLe, tevuM pANInuM samajavuM. Ama Aje zAstravidyA ane vijJAnanA sumeLanI sArI vAto jANavA maLI. tA. 9-12-2002 Aje ghaNA divasa pachI inDolaoNjI javAyuM. jaIne joyuM to dAdA emanA kAmamAM vyasta hatA. potAnAM lakhANono jUno khajAno kholIne joI rahyA che. mane AvelI joIne, emAMthI thoDAka gUDhalipinA kAgaLo mane batAvyA. mULadevIno kakko bArAkhaDI emAM hatAM. anya gUDhalipine ukelavAnA karelA prayatnonA kAgaLo dekhADyA. eka kAgaLa batAvIne kahe : 'kanubhAI zeThe livyaMtara karela paNa eno kazo artha besato na hato. chapAyela e pratane meM hAtha para lIdhI ane enA gUDhAkSaro prayatnathI ukelelA. A eno kAgaLa che. vaLI zrI pradyumnavijaye Apela eka kAgaLa batAvyo.' Ama batAvavA jevuM lAge to dAdA batAvatA, phAIlamAMnA kAgaLa jotAM - haju A kAma karavAnuM che, A ka2vAnuM che - ema bolyA tyAre mane thayuM ke jANe ke dAdAne have bAkI rahelAM, karavA jevAM kAmo patAvavAnI adhIrAI AvI che. thoDI vAre kahe : "nirprantha mATe eka lekha lakhavo che.' vaLI thoDI vAre mane kahe : ApaNe peluM lipi vize pustaka lakhavuM che temAM prastAvanAmAM ATalI vAta mUkavI che ema kahI, prastAvanAmAM pote zuM lakhavA dhAre che te jaNAvyuM ane mane kahe : "tame 'lekhanakaLA'mAMthI thoDuM vAMcIne pachI meM kahyuM te, jo lakhI zako to lakhI Apajo.'' risesa paDI. huM houM tyAre ghaNuMkharuM dAdA cA nIce ja maMgAvI letA. kyAreka upara paNa jatA. Aje ame banne upara gayAM. paM. rUpendrakumAra pagAriyAe dAdAne be hastapratonI vAta karI, jemAM eka hastapratamAM tAjira eTale jyotiSanI vAta hatI. bIjImAM kaMIka bIjo viSaya tathA anya thoDAMka phuTakaLa hatAM. amRtabhAInA pitA mohanabhAI. mohanabhAInA pitA giradharabhAI hemacaMda bhojaka, giradharabhAI pAse hastalikhita prato hatI. teo pATaNamAM vAgoLanA pADAnA mahollAmAM rahetA. dAdA paNa tyAM rahetA. mohanabhAIne eka evI Teva ke je sthaLe pratiSThA hoya ke jIrNoddhAra prasaMga ujavAto hoya tyAM tyAM e ja derAsaranuM maLe to prAyaH e ja athavA evA prakAranI yAdagIrIrUpa lakhAyeluM stavana hastapratomAMthI zodhI kADhIne, enuM livyaMtara karIne e sthaLe mokalatA. evAM livyaMtaro emanA dIkarA amRtabhAI bhojaka pAse sacavAyelAM hatAM. te livyaMtaro paikImAMthI cAra livyaMtaro - cokasInI poLa (khaMbhAta)nA derAsaranAM be stavano, zrI staMbhatIrtha tIrthamAla stavana tathA lodaravA pArzvanAthanuM stavana - mane jovA mATe ApelAM. A kRtionI sAlo jotAM, mane dvidhA UbhI thaI ane te saMdarbhamAM dAdA sAthe keTalIka carcAo thaI. tA. 13-12-2002 'ratanagururAsa' kRtinuM saMpAdana karI rahI hatI tyAre dAdA pAse mArgadarzana meLavavA keTalIka carcAo Aje thaI. sAmAnya rIte pratamAM kaDI pUrI thatAM, ApelA aMkanI AgaLa-pAchaLa daMDa karavAno cAla hoya che. ene badale A rItamAM pheraphAra hoya to prastAvanAmAM jaNAvavuM jarUrI ema dAdAe mane sUcavyuM. prastuta zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 67

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kRtimAM daMDane sthAne be TapakAM che te noMdhavuM. bIjI vAta "AMkaNI' aMge nIkaLI. prastuta kRtimAM 'ratanaguru guNa mIThaDA re, dhruvapada doharAvavAnuM hoya tyAM ratanaguramIla0, ratanaguru, ratana ane rata. ema kramazaH zabdo ochA thatA jaNAyA. AnA livyaMtaramAM mAtra "ratana' ema dareka sthAne jaNAvo to cAle ema dAdAe jaNAvyuM. rojeroja kareluM livyaMtara dAdA pAse huM sudharAvatI. Aje liyaMtara sudharAvavAnI kAmagIrI zarU thAya e pahelAM meM dAdAne kahyuM: dAdA, A tame je kAThiyA'nI vAta karI hatI ke, te koNa jANe, mArA jIvanamAM haMmezAM AvyA kare. che. kazuMka karavAnuM cokkasapaNe niradhAruM chuM ane aMtarAya Ave che. dAdA : (mIThuM hasIne) kayo kAThiyo naDe che? ke teretera naDe che ? meM hasIne kahyuM : "teretera naDatA lAge che." pachI umeryuM "pachI bahu (distrub) DisTarba rahevAya che." javAbamAM dAdAe karmano siddhAMta kahyo. dAdA : "baMdha samaye citta cetIe udaye zo saMtApa ?" pAchaLathI dAdA pAse mAMgIne emanI " khissA DAyarI" joI tyAre temAM A be paMktio lakhAyelI jovA maLI hatI. DAyarImAM lakhAyelAM avataraNone dAdA vAMcatA hoya tevuM ghaNI vAra meM joyuM che.) dAdA thoDI vAra pachI bolyA: "bhogavI levAnuM. je Ave te badhuM ja bhogavI levAnuM. tamane 60 varSa to thayAM, have zAnuM DisTarba thavAnuM ?" meM kahyuM: "dAdA, aMdarathI to haju 12 varSanI ja rahI houM tema jaNAya che. A sAMbhaLI zrI dhuraMdharavijaye sarasa majAka karI. "zarIra ja moTuM thayuM che, nahi ?" ame sau hasI paDyAM. dAdAnA TebalanI pAchaLa dUra pATa para mahArAjazrI prato joI rahyA hatA, eTale dAdAnuM moM emanI sAme na hatuM. dAdA khurazI para beThA hatA chatAM banne vacce vAto cAlyA karatI hatI. emAM zrI dharmadhuraMdharavijayajIe jesalameranA koI mahelamAM tADapatro che tevI vAta koInI pAsethI sAMbhaLelI tenI vAta dAdAne karI. bhaMDAranI koI vAta Ave ke munizrI puNyavijayajInI vAta emanA dvArA ke bIjA dvArA thatI hoya tyAre dAdA jovA jevA hoya ! vANImAM ane zarIramAM eTalo to umaMga ane utsAha varatAya ! atyaMta cetanavaMtA - josabharyA dAdAnuM A svarUpa nihALavuM e paNa eka lhAvo che. emanuM romeroma A vakhate pulakita thatuM tame joI zako ! Aje tADapatronI vAta sAMbhaLI ke Ama ja thayuM. phaTAka karatAkane dAdA spriMga chUTe ane UchaLe tema khurazI parathI UThatAkane mahArAja sAhebanI pATa pAse jaI pahoMcyA. tyAM khurazI lIdhI ane beThaka jamAvI dIdhI. tyiAM thayelI vAto dUratAne kAraNe huM pUrI spaSTa sAMbhaLI zakI na hatI.] kanaiyAlAla mahArAja sthAnakavAsI sAdhu. dAdA emanI sAthe AgamanuM kAma karatA. dAdA AgamanA pAThabhedo hoya te emane lakhAvatA. dAdA emanA vize kahe : sthAnakavAsIo 32 AgamomAM mAne che paNa kanaiyAlAla mahArAja 45 Agamone mAnatA. kAma karatAM karatAM haLavAza anubhavAya tevI vAto teo karatA zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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teno eka namUno teoe kahyo. dAdA kahe : zabda Akho lakhavAne badale pahelo zabda ke akSara lakhI zUnya karavAnI rUDhi hatI. huM lakhAvato tyAre jyAM A rIte lakhAyuM hoya tyAM huM zabda ke akSara bolI zUnya hoya to "zUnya" ema bolato. eka vAra zrI kanaiyAlAla mahArAja hasIne kahe : "Ama ne Ama Agamo zUnya thaI jaze. huM !" tA. 16-12-2002 Aje roja karatAM inDolaoNjImAM vahelI pahoMcI hatI eTale ke bapore 12 vAge pahoMcI. thoDIka prAsaMgika vAta thayA bAda dAdAe kahyuM : "dIpti-prajJAzrI operA devIkamala upAzrayamAM AvyAM che. tyAM najIkamAM neminaMdana bhaMDAra che. emAM DaoN. bhAyANIno pustakabhaMDAra, zrI zIlacaMdrasUrijIno bhaMDAra tathA anya bIjAM mudrita pustako che. A bhaMDArane vyavasthita karavAno che. meM sUcana karyuM che ke pahelAM bAMdhelI pothIonuM kAma zarU karo. enAM kArDa huM banAvI ApIza.' jaina gurjara kaviomAMthI thaMbhaNa tIrthamAla-stavana'nI kartAviSayaka mAhitI (aMcalagacchanA puNyasAgaranI mAhitI) zodhatAM zodhatAM mohanalAla dalIcaMda vize meM vAta karI. emanA AvA bhagIratha kArya aMge meM dAdA samakSa ahobhAva pragaTa karyo. dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke teo mohanabhAIne maLyA nathI. paNa emanI dIkarIne maLyA che. dIkarI muMbaInA phorTa vistAramAM rahe, ame tyAM kAma karatA tyAre e enA dIkarA sAthe AvatI. kAma karatA amArA saunA Tebala para te dIkarA pAse cokaleTo mukAvatI. jaina gurjara kavi bhAga-4 pR. 238 para puSpasAgaranA ziSya motIsAgare khAparA corano rAsa lakhyo che tevI vigata hatI. e vAta parathI dAdAe khUba ja majedAra zailImAM khAparA coranI vAta mane karI. vAtomAM khAparo cora zeThanI kanyAsahita 900 kanyAnuM apaharaNa kare che te vAta AvI eTale dAdA kahe : mArI dIkarInA dIkarAne meM A vAta kahI tyAre eNe prazna karelo ke 900 kanyAnA ToLAne upADI jAya ane khabara na paDe evuM to kevI rIte bane ? eTale meM vArtA badalI. kahyuM : khAparo maMtra jANato hato tethI tene maMtrabaLe kanyAonA maga banAvI dIdhA ane maganI poTalI bharI e jato rahyo. AkhI vAta pUrI karyA pachI dAdA mane kahe: "meM tamane kema vArtA kIdhI e khabara che ? nA." meM jaNAvyuM. dAdA: huM vAta bhUlI na jAuM ne eTale. prasaMgopAtta vArtA kahevAthI te sArI rIte yAda rahe che. nioMdha: vistArabhaye dAdAe kahelI AvI vArtAono have huM mAtra ullekha ja karIza.] tyArabAda, dAdA Tebala para paDela tUTaka pustakonA rojiMdA kAmamAM vyasta banyA ane huM vAMcavAnA kAmamAM lAgI. phUTakaLa jotAM kazuMka rasaprada hoya to dAdA mane batAve. AvuM eka pAnuM AvyuM. mane pUche : jANo cho caNoThane ?' meM hA pADI ane kahyuM : lAla hoya. mAthe kALuM TapakuM hoya e ja ne ? dAdA kahe : suvarNano vajanamAM pahelAM caNoThI vaparAtI. caNoThIbhAra vajana eTale ratibhAra vajana. A prata juo. ema kahI prata vAMcavA ApI. emAM caNoThI ane suvarNano jhaghaDo varNavelo hato, "zA mATe caNoThIno upalo bhAga kALo zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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che te praznano javAba emAM che. suvarNane agnimAM tapAvavAthI, enI upara kALI bhasma UDatI ane te sAthe rahelI caNoThI para besI jatI tethI caNoThI uparathI kALI banI hovAnuM temAM jaNAvyuM che. (dAdAnA sAnidhyano A lAbha : haMmezAM kaMIka ne kaMIka navuM jANavA maLe ja.). tA. 18-12-2002 Aje inDolaoNjI moDI pahoMcI. sau yAda karatAM hatAM ane huM gayelI. jaIne tIrathamALa'nuM kAma hAthamAM lIdhuM. "aMcalagaccha digdarzana' vAMcavA lAgI. temAM sAdhu bhagavaMtonI pAchaLa kyAMka vijaya, kyAMka rUci, kyAMka sAgara ema judA judA zabdo jotAM dAdAne e vize pRcchA karI. dAdAe tarata khIsAmAMthI DAyarI kADhI. khIsADAyarInAM pRSTho uthalAvatAM bolyA : "e badhAM emanAM birudo che ane teonI pATanI oLakha sUcave che. DAyarImAM joItuM pAnuM maLyuM eTale DAyarI mane ApIne kaheH juo A badhAM tapAgacchanAM birudo che. ene besaNAM kahe. besaNAM eTale pATapaMraparA. tyArabAda vAcaka, upAdhyAya, gaNi, panyAsa vagere birudo samajAvyAM. yatiparaMparAmAM joga na hatA tevuM dAdAe jaNAvyuM. A uparathI patiparaMparAnI vAtomAM dAdA saryA. jationo AcAra zithila. teo pAlakhI, ghoDo, UMTa rAkhe. gRhastha peThe rahe. maMtrataMtranA jANakArI loko emanAthI khuba gabharAya. zrI satyavijaya paMnyAse kriyoddhAra karyo pachI saMvegI eTale ke zuddha saMnyAsI banyA. jatio sAthe vahevAra na rAkhavo ema nakkI thayuM. jatithI judA paDavA saMvegI sAdhuoe potAnAM vastro jene sthAne AchI pILAzavALAM rAkhyAM. kALAMtare joke vastro sapheda ja rahyAM. have to jatio ya bahu rahyA nathI. saMghe nakkI kareluM ke jAtione gocarI na ApavI. haju kyAMka vallabhasUri tathA vimalagacchavALA pILAM vastro pahere che. jAtionA mukhya AcArya zrIpUjya kahevAtA. temanuM jora khUba ja. A saMdarbhamAM dAdAe pote sAMbhaLelI pATaNanI eka ghaTanA mane kahI : pATaNanA zrIpUjanI A vAta. teo jo potAnA ziSyone Adeza Ape ke phalANAne bolAvI lAvo to ziSya tarata ja pelAne ghera jAya. e mANasa e vakhate jo jamato hoya to bAkInA koLiyA pUrA kare eTalI ya rAha na jue. hAtha pakaDIne Ubho kare ane dhamakAve.' 'gurajI bolAve che ane Avato nathI pATaNamAM A rIte eka bhAIne zrIpUjanA ziSya A rIte jamatAM jamatAM uThADelo te mane yAda che. "paryuSaNamAM mahAvIra janmadinanuM vAcana sAMbhaLIne zrAvako cokhA uchALavA jAti mahArAja pAse jatA. eka vakhata zvetAMbara paMthanA eka AcArya bhagavaMte zrAvakone pUchyuM: tame tyAM kema jAva cho ? to javAba maLyo : sAheba, amAre amArAM chokarAM jivADavAnAM che." AvI hatI yationI bIka. teo vIpharaze to mUTha mAraze evI mAnyatA. tyArabAda dAdAe depALa nAmanA gRhastha zrIpUjanI AjJA laIne tharAdamAM comAsuM kareluM tenI vAta karI. tharAdanA loko evA jabarA ke koIneya na gAMThe. depALa bhojake tharAdanA lokone sIdhA karelA tethI, tharAdanA loko depALanA phUTelA' tarIke oLakhAvA lAgyA. (A kathA khUba jANItI che tethI graMthavistAra bhaye ene ahIM ApavAnuM TALuM chuM. hakIkatamAM dAdAnI kadAca A priya kathA che tethI ApavAnuM mana thAya tevI che. dAdAe paNa bIjAo sAthe vAto karatAM ane 70 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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huM tyAM besIne e vAto sAMbhaLatI houM eve vakhate paNa traNeka vAra to saMbhaLAvI haze ja.) haju dAda yatio vize vAta karavA utsuka che. vAto AgaLa cAle che. have teo yatijIvanamAM sAdhujIvanamAM pravezelI zithilatA saMdarbhe vAto kare che : "sAdhuomAM zithilAcAra zarU thAya tyAre yati-paraMparA baLavattara bane. devasAnA pADAmAM AvA eka yati. nAma zrI zAMtivimalajI. temaNe saijapura boghAnI AsapAsanA vistAramAM potAnI gRhasthI paNa zarU karelI ane ghera ghoDiyuM baMdhAyuM hatuM. "devasAnA pADAno jJAnabhaMDAra khUba ja samRddha. InDolaoNjInI sthApanA bAda emanAmAMnA ja eka sAdhu vAraMvAra amAre tyAM Ave ane bhaMDAra laI javAnuM jaNAve. jo nahi laI jAva to bhaMDAra vecAI jaze ema kahe. saMsthA dvArA mane (dAdAne) mokalavAmAM Avyo. jJAnabhaMDAra zAMtibhAI saMbhALatA paraMtu temanA para kabajo pUro yatizrI zAMtivimalajIno. emanI pAse gayo to nA pADI. "A saMsthAmAM (InDolaoNjI)mAM AvelA graMtho bhegA karavA mATe keTakeTalAne samajAvavA paDyA che ? ! saraLatAthI A bhaMDAra thayo nathI. yationI pakaDa samAja para ghaNI hatI. lokonI aMdhazraddhAno lAbha le. zrAvako DaranA mAryA ke koI icchita vastu prApta karavAnA mohamAM yationA zithilAcArane jANe-ajANe poSatA hatA. "sAdhuonA zithilAcAra vadhatAM "zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka saMghasamitinI racanA karavAmAM AvelI. emAM evo TharAva thayelo ke koI sAdhuno zithilAcAra sAbita thAya to ene saMsAramAM pAcho lAvI devo. ratalAmamAM eka sAdhu. e sAdhu lokonA rogo - muzkelIo - aDacaNo dUra karavAno dAvo kare, ane tenA paisA le. paisA oghAmAM sAcave. samitivALAne khabara paDatAM teo tyAM gayA. ogho tapAsyo. rUpiyA nIkaLyA. sAthe saMsArI-vezanAM kapaDAM laIne gayelA, tarata te kapaDAM paherAvI dIdhAM. joke, A prakAranA zuddhi yajJamAM jhAjhI saphaLatA prApta thaI nahIM. kyAMka AthI juduM ja bane, nAnuM gAma hoya, saMghamAM be bhAgalA hoya ane saMghanA keTalAka lokone zithilAcArI sAdhuno paNa khapa paDato hoya. evA loko samitinA sabhyone gAMThe nahi. "eka vAra yuvAna yationuM saMmelana bharAyuM hatuM. tyAM huM paNa gayo hato. mArA javAno hetu pustako konI pAse che te jANavAno ane zakya hoya to kharIdavAno hato. A saMmelanamAM eka vRddha yati upasthita hatA. eka yuvAna yatie prastAva mUkyo ke dareka yuvAna yatie lagna karavAM. pelA vRddha yati khUba ja gusse thaI gayA. AvA prastAva badala e lokone ghaNo Thapako Apyo. ane tyAMthI UbhA thaIne cAlyA gayelA. "muMbaImAM eka sAdhu hatA. cAritryamAM khUba ja zithila hatA. te potAnI sAthe eka strIne rAkhatA ane te potAnI bhAbhI hovAnuM saune jaNAvatA. eka vAra e sAdhu ane pelI strI rUmanuM bAraNuM baMdha karIne aMdara hatAM. bahAra zrAvakonuM ToLuM ekatrita thayuM. paNa koInI evI hiMmata na hatI ke peluM bAraNuM toDI nAkhe. saMgha keTalo majabUta che - vIryavAna che te para ja badho AdhAra rahe che. pelo sAdhu taka maLatAM tyAMthI bhAgI chUTyo ane gujarAtamAM amadAvAda najIka Avyo. thoDAka samaya bAda dhIme dhIme amadAvAdathI 15-20 kilomITara dUra moTI jagyAmAM tIrtha bAMdhavAnuM zarU karyuM. Aje e tIrthamAM hajAro zrAvako darzana karavA jAya che. saune A tIrthanA asala itihAsanI jANa hotI nathI. seMkaDo zrAvako aMdhazraddhAthI ke lobhanA mAryA e nA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne rUpiyAno Dhagalo kare che !!! vakhata jatAM rUpiyAno e Dhagalo eTalo moTo thaI gayo che ke e sAdhunA potAnA nAmanA ja beMka ekAunTamAM lAkho rUpiyAnI rakama jamA paDelI che !!! AjanA samayamAM yatiparaMparA navesarathI navA svarUpe potAnI zAkhAo vistAre che." zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 71

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thoDI vAra pachI vAtono viSaya badalAyo. vAtamAMthI vAta nIkaLI ane pradeza pradeze jamavAmAM rojanI vAnagIomAM pheraphAra jovA maLe tenI vAto thaI. dAdA kahe : "rAjasthAnamAM maganI dALano cAla jovA maLe. gujarAtamAM tuveranI dALano cAla. gujarAta-rAjasthAna to ekadama najIka che. "Ama kema' evuM manamAM thayA kare. jesalamera rahyo tyAre eno javAba maLI gayo." rasIlA : zuM javAba maLyo ? dAdA : pANI varama. tyAnuM pANI evuM ke tuveranI dALa caDhe nahi. huM ahIMthI tyAM gayo tyAre mArI sAthe maNa jeTalI tuveradALa laIne gayelo ! keTaluM karIe paNa dALa caDhe ja nahi. thAkIne, badhI dALa cakalAMne 'caNa' tarIke nAkhI dIdhelI. eka vAra, citoDamAM hato tyAre, dALaDhokaLI khAvAnuM mana thayuM. bahu prayatno chatAM tuveranI dALa caDhI nahi eTale loTo laIne dALa bhAMgavA beThelo ! (ATaluM kahI, dAdA hasI paDyA.) mane A prasaMga sAMbhaLIne yAda AvyuM ke dara varSe mArA janmadina nimitte dAdAne mAre tyAM jamavA bolAvuM. Ave tyAre jamyA pachI paNa pAMca-cha kalAka bese ane amane bannene dAdAnI jJAna-goSThino lAbha maLe. amerikA gaI tyAre mArI varSagAMTha tyAM UjavAI gaI eTale eka varSa dAdAne pAchaLathI, AvyA bAda bolAvelA. dAdAe tyAre mane dALaDhokaLI banAvavAne khAsa jaNAvyuM hatuM. dALaDhokaLI e dAdAnI priya vAnagI enI jANa mane tyAre thayelI ! tA. 19-12-2002 ratanagururAsa dhorAjImAM lakhAyo tevI noMdha kRtine aMte che. dhorAjI zabda parathI dAdAe viziSTa zabdaprayogo kahyA tenI noMdha nIce karuM chuM : gharanI dhorAjI hAMke che gharanI gAyakavADI calAve che. pAlanapuranI paDI. pahelAM kaoNrTa pAlanapuramAM hatI tethI mudata paDe e mATe Avo prayoga vaparAto thayelo. pAchaLathI korTa rAdhanapuramAM khaseDAyelI.) meM prataparicaya taiyAra karelo te noMdha joIne, dAdAe te noMdha o.ke. karI. "aMcalagaccha digdarzanamAM puNyasAgarasUri vize joItI mAhitI na maLI... Aje dAdA sAthenI vAtomAM jANavA maLyuM ke zrI supArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM lAMchana svastika che paNa tenA para kyAreka eka, pAMca ke nava phaNA hoya che. zrI pArzvanAthanI phaNA traNa, sAta, agiyAra ke eka hajAra hoya che. temanuM lAMchana sarpa che. dI 72 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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Aje dAdAe keTalaoNkano itihAsa' jaNAvyo : 350 varSa pahelAMnI vAta kare to te samaye yationo prabhAva, zrIpUjya gacchAdhipati) hoya tyAM ja hoya, zrIpajyanI gAdIo ajamera, pATaNa, amadAvAda tathA jesalameramAM hatI. comAsuM Ave eTale zrIpUjya badhA yatione bolAvI, graMtho vAMcavA mATe vaheMcatA, pachI Adeza Ape : "bharUca jAva..' bharUcamAM Adezapatra maLe eTale saMgha vinaMtipatra lakhe. vijJaptipatra) te jamAnAmAM comAsAmAM sthiratA karavAnI AvI vyavasthA hatI. koIne ziSyo vadhu hoya to vadhu pustakonI jarUra paDatI. AthI, pATaNanA DhaMDheravADAmAM lahiyAo tathA bhojakone besADI lakhAvarAvatA. mukhya kRti "kalpasUtra' lakhAvavAnI rahetI. koIpaNa AvI kRti bajAramAM na maLe. gacchAdhipati pAse ja lekhananAM sAdhano rahetAM. pAchaLathI yatiyuga evo banyo ke temAM "guraAmnAya' gayo, AthI ziSya jyAM rahyo hoya tyAM ja graMtha mUkI de. AthI, pustako ADAMavaLAM thaI gayAM. zrIpUjyajInI pakaDa DhIlI paDatI gaI. zreSThIone nakalo karAvavAno vicAra Avyo. zrI satyavijayajI, upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI, zrI kapUravijayajI, zrI khImAvijayajI A badhAe diyoddhAra karAvyo. yatio upAzraya choDatA ja nahi tethI "navakalyavihAra' to rahyo na hato. yationo zithilAcAra eTalo vadhyo ke teo pachI golA, rabArI vagerene dIkSA Ape ane temanI pAse potAnAM kAma karAve. te loko bIDI, gAMja letA. ghoDA, pAlakhI, ghareNAM, bIDI vinA teone cAle nahi. gacchanI maryAdA thoDI hatI, paNa A zithilAcAra joIne A sAdhuoe diyoddhArano saMkalpa karelo tyAre zrIpujyanI dhAka evI ke mArI nAkhaze to ?" ATalI vAta karatAM dAdAne yatio sAtheno eka prasaMga yAda Avyo. dAdA bhinnamAla gayA hatA tyAre baneluM evuM ke vAgarAmAM yatio hatA. sAmethI saMvegI sAdhuo AvyA. (mahArAjajI) upAzrayamAM AvyA tyAre gocarIno samaya thaI gayelo. pahelI gocarI amArI ja paDaze' evuM yationuM jakkI valaNa. gAma nAnuM. jainonAM cAra ghara. ane upAzrayamAM A tamAzo Ubho karelo. yatiomAM be paMtha. 1. gorajI kahevAya. gorajI eTale vahIvaMcA. 2. gurujI, saMgIoe eka vakhata yatione gocarI vahorAvavAno zrAvakone niSedha karyo hato. AthI zrAvako temane gocarI vahorAve nahi. - A badhAmAM graMtho badhA temanA bhaMDAromAM rahyA. dAdA kahe che - 50 varSa pahelAM mArI pAse 375 yationAM saranAmAM hatAM. huM e badhAne maLyo chuM. have yatioe potAnI aTako badalI che. teoe sarakArI nokarIo maLe te mATe tema karyuM che. yatio je keTalIka kriyAo karAvatA te kAma have kriyAkAraka zrAvakoe upADI lIdhuM che. bRhad TippaNikA" aMgrejo AvyA te pahelAM banela keTaloga che. 300 varSa pahelAM te kAma thayuM che, saMskRtamAM che. temAM jaina graMthonAM nAmo, niryukti vagerenI yAdI banAvelI che. kapaDavaMjanA saMghane vicAra Avyo ane paMDitone jesalamera mokalIne yAdI taiyAra karAvI che. A yAdI zrI puNyavijayajInA keTalaoNgamAM pariziSTarUpe che. ela. DI.mAMthI te chapAyuM che. mahArAjajI tathA dAdA nA varSa kapaDavaMja rahelA ane tyAMnA bhaMDAranI yAdI banAvelI. tyAM kazuM navuM nathI evuM dAdAe jaNAvyuM. enI sI. DI. banAvelI che ane te ela. DI. tathA kobAnA bhaMDAramAM che. tyArabAda jaina zvetAMbara konpharanse A kAma karyuM. teNe jaina graMthAvali' bahAra pADI. emAM moTA bhaMDAromAMthI kayA bhaMDAramAM e kRti che tenI vAta karI che. vaLI, 'bhAMDArakara insTiTyUTa'mAM ke jekobI jevAnA rekorDamAM hoya to teno ullekha paNa karyo che. joke, A keTalaoNgamAM saMskRta tathA prAkRta graMtho ja che. trIjuM zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 73

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kAma mohanalAla dalIcaMde karyuM. emAM emaNe gujarAtI graMtho paNa lIdhA. noMdhomAM emaNe saMvato, kartA, racanA tathA kRtinA Adi tathA aMta lakhyA. prazasti paNa noMdhI che. kayA gAmamAM te kRti joI che tenI noMdha paNa che. zrI jayaMtabhAI koThArIe A ja kAmanI saMzodhita AvRtti 10 bhAgamAM karI. zrI mohanabhAI desAIe A uparAMta jaina sAhityano saMkSipta itihAsa bhAga-1-2-3 pUrvArdha ne uttarArdha - lakhyA. samayanirdhA2NAmAM dezIo upayogI hovAthI mohanabhAIe potAnI kRtimAM dezIonI yAdI paNa ApI che. zrI mohanabhAIe A graMthanI inDekSa lakhyA bAda eka durghaTanA ghaTelI tenI noMdha mUkI che. pautrInA hAthe kAgaLo para dIvo paDyo. noMdho baLI gayelI. pharIthI kAma kareluM !! - A graMthanI TIkA thAya che ke temAM derAvAsInI ja noMdha che, sthAnakavAsInA graMthonI noMdha nathI... paNa vyaktie ekalahAthe jeTaluM kAma karyuM te moTI vAta che. vaLI, Aje dAdAe keTalAMka pustako mArA kAmanA saMdarbhe anukULatAe jotA rahevAnuM sUcavyuM. A pustako nIce pramANe che : (1) prabaMdha pArijAta zrI kalyANavijyajI mahArAja sAheba. AmAM zreSThIonA jIvanaprasaMgo che. aitihAsika mAhitI lekhe kAma lAge. (2) paTTAvaliyaparAgasaMgraha : zrI kalyANavijyajI mahArAja (3) jinapUjApaddhati : zrI kalyANavijayajI mahAraja. (4) tripuTI mahArAjano jaina paraMparAno itihAsa bhAga 1thI 4 zrI kalyANavijayajI mahArAja bApajI mahArAjanA ziSya hatA. pAchaLathI teoe jhAloramAM jIvana vyatIta karyuM. temaNe lakhelI noMdho amUlya hatI. te noMdho kyAM haze tenI jANa nathI. paNa bhaMDAra ela. DI. inDolaoNjImAM Avelo evI vizeSa mAhitI paNa dAdAe ApI. tA. 23-12-2002 Aje dAdAe emanA rajhaLapATabharyA jIvanamAM banelo eka prasaMga kahyo. mane ramUja thaI. "jesalameramAM huM hato tyAre e jamAnAmAM vAhana-vyavahAranAM anya sAdhano na hatAM. UMTa TrAnsaporTanuM ekamAtra sAdhana. jesalamerathI 13 ki.mI. dUra brahmasara' AveluM. huM tyAM derAsara darzana-pUjA vAste UMTa 52 besIne gayelo. mArI sAthe pyArelAla hatA. ame derAsa2mAM darzana karatA hatA ne UMTavALAnI jabaradasta moTI bUma saMbhaLAI : merA UMTa bhAga gayA. meM jAtA hU~.....e to Ama, amane raNamAM mUkIne jato rahyo, have amAruM zuM ? zuM karIzuM ? kemanuM pAchuM javAze ? - Ama, ame to vimAsaNamAM mukAI gayA. raNamAM dUradUrathI dekhAtuM hoya che. amane amAro UMTavALo doDato dekhAya. e joI joIne UMTa paNa vadhu jhaDape doDato dekhAI jAya, thayuM : 'pAkistAna to nahIM pahoMce ne ?"... khAssA samaye Akhare e UMTane pakaDI lAvyo ane ame nirAMtano dama kheMcyo. tyArabAda meM kahyuM : "Aje mAro mUDa nathI. kazAmAM citta lAgatuM nathI. dAdA bolyA : "mUDa kema na rahe ? mana tamAruM che ne ? bIjAnuM thoDuM che ? mana vazamAM kema na rahe ? juo-manane to pharavAnI Teva. yogazAstromAM lakhyuM che : cittavRttinirodha: yoga: / ' paNa enI prastAvanAmAM lakhyuM che ke saMkalpa-vikalpa e teno svabhAva che." vaLI dAdA bolyA : "mArI Teva evI che ke manane kAme 74 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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lagADI devuM. zatruMjayanI bhAvayAtrAe cAlyo jAuM. koIka vAra bhAvayAtrAmAM dilhI mRgAvatIzrI pAse jAuM, ane tyAM bhAvayAtrAmAM keTaloganuM kAma karavA besI jauM. joke, vacce vacce TI. vI nI cAlu siriyale jAherAto Ave che tema dabAyelI vAta upara AvI jAya kharI." (thoDI vAra pachI) vAta agharI to kharI. khIsAmAMthI so rUpiyAnI noTa paDI gaI. khabara paDe eTale citta cakarAve caDyA vinA rahe nahi. chelle kyAre hAtha khIsAmAM gayelo ? tyAre noTa hatI ? yAda karIe ke kyAM kyAM gayelA ? te te sthaLe jAte jaIne joI AvIe ke pUchIe. Akhare mana manAvIe - haze. nasIbamAM nathI. pharI pAchuM mana evuM paNa vicAre ke nasIbamAM haze to koI ApI jAya paNa kharuM. vAtamAMthI vAta terApaMthanI nIkaLI. dAdA bolyA : "terApaMthIo sthAnakavAsIomAMthI chUTA paDelA che. bhikamajI tathA anya bAra sAdhuo sau prathama chUTA paDanAramAMthI hatA tethI terApaMtha kahevAyo. teo paNa mUrtimAM mAnatA nathI." zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 75

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I. sa. 2003nA vArtAlApo tA. 4-4-2003 2003nA jAnyuArIthI mArca mahinA daramiyAna huM inDolojI jaI zakI nahi. A samayagALAmAM mArI tabiyata ghaNI nAdurasta rahI. eprila mahinAthI dAdAnA sAnnidhyano gumAvelo lAbha pharI maLavA mAMDyo. A sAnnidhya ane e daramiyAna thatI jJAnagoSThi mAre mATe saMjIvanI banI rahI. (zrIlaMkAnA eka sAdhunI vAta A agAu thayelI te yAdadAstane AdhAre ahIM sau prathama noMdhuM chuM ane tyAra bAda Aje tA. 4-4-2003nA roja thayelI anya vAtanI noMdha mUkIza.). dAdA ravivAre "mahAjanam gayelA. tADapatra paranI lekhanakalA bhUMsAI gaI che. tene saMrakSita saMvardhita karavAnA khUba ja niSThAvAna prayatno "mahAjanam" saMsthA dvArA thaI rahyA che. zrIlaMkAmAM haju A hunnara jIvita che. tyAMnA eka sAdhune ahIM bolAvavAmAM AvelA. sAdhu zrIlaMkAthI ja tamAma sAdhanasAmagrI - tADapatra lekhaNa, zAhI banAvavAnAM dravyo - sAthe ja lAvyA hatA. A saMsthAmAM teo te aMgenuM pratyakSa nidarzana karavAnA hatA. A prasaMge dAdA to tyAM hoya ja. zrIlaMkAno sAdhu je dravyo lAvyo hato tenAM nAma te aMgrejImAM jaNAve. dAdA ke anya te dravya oLakhe to ApaNI bhASAnuM nAma Ape. aMgrejI nAmanuM gujarAtI je vyakti jANatI hoya te dAdAne jaNAve, nahitara pachI zabdakozane AdhAre joI levuM ema TharAvyuM. saunI upasthitimAM sAdhue zAhI banAvI. tyAra bAda tADapatro lakhavA mATe tADapatro kaI rIte taiyAra thAya tenuM nidarzana karyuM. pahelAM tADapatranI AjubAjunI jADI kinAro kApI nAMkhavAmAM AvI. pachI vacce kANuM kaI rIte pADavAmAM Ave che te batAvyuM. tADapatro ekasarakhA to hoya nahi. e ekasarakhA banI zake tevo prayatna karavAmAM Avyo. lekhaNa dhAtanI hatI. tADapatro para akSaro kotaryA. A kotarelA akSaromAM zAhI bharI ane pachI, eka dravyanI madadathI bAkInI kALAza kevI rIte luchAI ane tADapatra kevI rIte cokhkhuM banyuM tenuM dAdAe savismaya ane savistara varNana karyuM. te ja samaye meM A vAta noMdhI na hatI tethI A aMgenI badhI ja vigato mane yAda rahI nathI. tADapatra para lekhana kevI rIte thAya te vAta A rIte "mahAjananA paMDitone zIkhavavAmAM AvelI. dAdAe karela A AkhA prasaMga - nirUpaNamAM dAdAnAM A uMmare paNa navuM zIkhavAno umaMga, jijJAsA. ane vismayane huM kyAreya bhUlI zakIza nahi. jitubhAI (inDolojInA DirekTara)e eka vAra mane eka projekTa ApavAnI icchA vyakta karI hatI. huM dAdA sAthe roja besatI hatI eTale mArI pAse puNyavijayanA samAgamanA samayagALAmAM dAdAe joyelA jJAnabhaMDAronI sthiti vize vigatavAra talasparzI eka pepara taiyAra karAvavAno emano khyAla hato. chellA keTalAka samayathI mArI nAdurasta rahelI tabiyatane kAraNe AvA projekTa mATe koI kamITamenTa karavAnI mArI taiyArI na hatI. Aje dAdAne meM A projekTa - sUcana aMge jaNAvyuM. dAdA kahe: "meM A aMge thoDuMka lakhyuM paNa che. keTalAMka lakhANa jitubhAIne ApelAM che. kumArapALa zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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desAIe mAMgaNI karI hatI. eTale keTalAMka ene paNa ApelAM che. joke, haju chapAyAM nathI. chapAya te mATe meM ApyAM che to kharAM paNa huM pote haju AvI badhI vAto kahevA mATe avaDhava anubhavuM chuM. tamane A saMdarbhe eka ghaTanA saMbhaLAvuM. munizrI hitarucivijayajInI vAta pahelAM thaI gaI che. e saMsArI avasthAmAM atula nAme hatA tyAranI A vAta che. huM muMbaImAM atulane tyAM gayelo. thoDIka vyaktio tyAM hAjara hatI ane vAtomAMthI ja mahArAjajInI vAta nIkaLI. emano to huM pArasasparza pAmelo. svAbhAvika rIte temane vize huM utsAhabhera vAto karato rahyo. vAtomAM meM kIdhuM ke eka vAra to mahArAjajIe rAtre traNa vAgyA sudhI kAma karyuM hatuM. lAgalo ja eka vyaktie prazna karyo : "rAtre ? rAtre kevI rIte ?' "lAITano upayoga karIne" meM kIdhuM. sau vikharAyA. atule uparanI kahelI vAtane yAda karIne kahyuM hatuM : "AvI vAto karavI nahi. enuM kAraNa e che ke lokone enI pAchaLano mULa hetu dekhAto nathI. e badhA ghaTanAmAM sAdhunA AcAranI zithilatA jue. samajanAra ochA hoya che." atulanI vAta to sAcI hatI. mahArAjajIe zAsananuM kArya karavA thoDIka chUTa svIkArelI. emanA dvArA thayuM te kAma te samayane anulakSIne karavuM keTaluM jarUrI hatuM ? te jo na thaI zakyuM hota to Aje je prato vipula pramANamAM saMgrahita ane surakSita banI che te banI hota kharI ? ... sAcuM kahuM. AvuM badhuM bane che eTale mane lakhavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. A graMtha lakhatAM, huM paNa AvI vimAsaNamAMthI pasAra thaI rahI chuM. dAdAe kahelI A ke pelI vAta lakhuM ke na lakhuM ? uparanA prasaMganI jema dAdAe kahelI vAtano marma jo na pakaDAya to dAdAnA vyaktitvane to huM hAni pahoMcADatI nathI ne ? ahIM, keTaleka sthaLe evI keTalIka vigato samAviSTa thaI che jemAM uparanA prasaMganI peThe AtyaMtika - ekAMgI arthaghaTana karIne ghaTanAnA kendramAM rahelA marmane hAni pahoMcADI zakAya. jo evI vigato choDI dauM chuM to dAdAnA vyaktitvanI chabIne huM pUro nyAya ApI zakatI nathI. bahu vicAratAM lAgyuM ke, Aje bhale koI ekAMgI-AtyaMtika arthaghaTana kare, paNa have pachInI bhAvi peDhInA abhyAsIomAM zraddhA mUkI zakAya tema che. teomAM khullApaNuM, nikhAlasatA ane svIkAravRtti Aje jaNAya che te karatAM paNa vadhu vikasyAM haze. teo ene yathAyogya svarUpe svIkAraze. zraddhAnuM A baLa graMthanA AvA lakhANanA prakAzanamAM che.) ghaNA samayathI dAdAnI vAto sAMbhaLatI AvI chuM. emanA jIvanamAM banelA prasaMgonI vAta dAdA kare che tyAre te te samaye dAdAe pote kaI lAgaNI anubhavI hatI tenI vAto kyAreya karI nathI. mAtra tathyonI rajUAta. mane thatuM : zuM dAdAne amuka cokkasa prasaMgoe e vakhatanI AkhI paristhiti para, te sAthe saMkaLAyela saMsthA ke vyakti paratve aNagamo, abhAva ke gusso nahIM Avyo hoya ? Aje to mArAthI e vize pUchI ja besAyuM. prazna : dAdA, jyAre tame yuvAna hatA e samaye tamane prata na ApanAra TrasTIo ke vahIvaTadAro para gusso Avato hato ? Aje je samatAbhAva tamArAmAM huM joI rahI chuM te Ape keLavyo che ke sahaja hato ? emano javAba khUba ja muddAsara hato. dAdA : samatA rAkhavI agharI che. samatA e loko ja rAkhI zake - 1. je roja savAre niyamitapaNe bhAvapUrvaka pUjApATha karato hoya. 2. jenAmAM zraddhA hoya ke potAthI paNa uparI koI zakti A sRSTi para che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 77

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3. ghaNI vAra samaya pAkya ja samatA Ave. (A vAkya sAMbhaLatAM ane bajI - loTa dasAnudAsanuM vAkya yAda AvyuM te kahetA : zake te pAke) 4. samayano - paristhitino - jenAmAM svIkAra che. pachI umeryuM: vRddhA pAse ghaNuMkharuM samayano svIkAra hoto nathI. 5. pratipakSanI bhUmikA - manovalaNa - samajavAnI kSamatA ane svIkAra hoya. - 6, potAnI maryAdA samaje ane tene svIkAre. A parathI dAdA have puNyavijayanA prabhAva tathA samatAnI vAta para AvyA. sAdhuo ke zrAvako para puNyavijayanA prabhAvanI evI asara ke anya gacchanA hoya topaNa emano khUba ja Adara karatA. hastapratonA - bhaMDAronA ke anya koIpaNa kAma aMge puNyavijayanI ciThThI hoya to jarUrI tamAma sagavaDo upalabdha thatI. ajAtazatru jevuM temanuM vyaktitva saune svIkArya banatuM. Aje dAdAe bhaMDAromAM kAma karatI vakhatanA keTalAka anubhavono achaDato khyAla Apyo. pATaNamAM saMghavInA pADAno bhaMDAra. A bhaMDAra pAchaLathI hemacaMdra bhaMDAramAM samAviSTa thayelo. jyAre bhaMDAra saMghavInA vADAmAM hato tyAre sevaMtIbhAI ene sAcave. te bhaMDAranI pratonI mAIkro- philmanuM kAma hAtha levAyuM. mArI sAthe mAIkrophilma mATe eka TIma hatI. philma letAM pahelAM te te tADapatra paranI dhULa - khepaTa - lUchavI paDe. tADapatra tUTela hoya to sAMdhavuM paDe. philma levAnuM zarU thAya pachI kAma khUba ja jhaDapathI zarU thAya. paNa e pahelAM keTalAMka kAmo karI levAM paDe. saMghavInA pADAmAM aMdara philmanAM sAdhanonI gADI jaI zake tema nahi tethI A kAma bAbunA baMgale thAya. sevaMtIbhAI mAtra eka ja prata ApavAnI vAta kare. samajAvyA. to pAMca-cha prato ApavAnI vAta karI paNa e vAta vyavahAra na hatI. A rIte kAma karavAmAM samayano khUba ja vyaya thAya. AkhI TIma rokAyelI rahe. kharcA paNa khUba vadhe. sevaMtIbhAI cAvI soMpIne jAya. meM kabATamAMthI badhI ja jarUrI prato kADhI ane bAbunA baMgale laI Avyo. sevaMtIbhAInAM patnIe A joyuM. teoe sevaMtIbhAIne rAva khAdhI : pelA loko to badhuM ja upADI gayA che. dhUMApUMA thatA sevaMtIbhAI AvyA. meM paristhiti vigate samajAvI paNa.... hukamano anAdara ! kema calAvI levAya? basa. patyuM. badhuM ja upADIne pati-patnI pAchuM laI gayAM. dRzya kharekharuM bhajavAyuM !" bIje divase gherathI nIkaLI savAre huM upAzraya Avyo. mahArAja to maLe nahi. khoLatAM khoLatAM khabara paDI ke teo sevaMtIbhAInA gharanI bahAra beThA che. huM tarata ja tyAM pahoMcyo. joyuM to mahArAjajI bahAra oTale besIne mALA gaNatA hatA. jApa karatA hatA. mane joIne sevaMtIbhAI tathA temanAM patnI bahAra AvyAM. kahe : "meM gocarI vAparavA aMge pUchyuM paNa mahArAjajI to kazuMye letA nathI.... tame badhuM ja baMgale laI jAva. amane vAMdho nathI. hA, paNa hatuM tema ja badhuM meLavI ApIne kabATamAM goThavI ApavAnI zarate ApuM chuM." ane pachI kAma thayuM. dAdA have mULa vAtanuM anusaMdhAna karatA bolyA : "juo. AvI vAta patrakArone karIe ane temAMthI koI mahArAjajInA maMtranA prabhAvanI vAta lakhe. koI emAM camatkAra jue. emanI A vAta malAvI-malAvIne lakhe ane e rIte emanA prabhAvanAM gANAM gAya, to ?" "bhale ne vAta maMtra-jApanA prabhAvanI gaNIe ke mahArAjajIno naitika prabhAva paDyo tema gaNIe. paNa AkhI ghaTanA evI che ke emAM aneka raMgo pUrI zakAya. vaLI, kone hAthe te kevI cItarAze tenI to khabara 78 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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nathI. sAcuM kahuM to A kAraNe ja huM kaMI paNa kahetAM vimAsaNa anubhavuM chuM." tyArabAda dAdAe jesalameranA jJAna-bhaMDAranA anubhavonI vAta karI : tyAM killA para besIne kAma karavAnuM hatuM. pagathiyAM UtarIne nIce AvIne prata laI javAnI. prato jyAM rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI tyAM cAra TrasTIo sAthe hoya to ja bhaMDAra khUle. prata ekasAthe eka ja ApavAnI vAta. pharI e ja prazna. uparathI nIce AvavuM, cAre TrasTIo hAjara hovA, cAre sAthe Ave tyAre prata maLe. aneka samajAvaTa pachI badhuM goThavAyeluM. huM prata lAvavA-laI javA-meLavI ApavAnA IncArjamAM. je kAMI maLatuM te to mahArAjajInA nAme ne ? huM ekalo - mArI rIte gayo hota to ochuM maLavAnuM hatuM ? ! Avo ja eka anubhava devasAnA pADAnA bhaMDArano. bhaMDAranI cAvI dAdAsAhebanI poLamAM maNibhAI koThArIne tyAM rahe. huM mahArAjajIne kahyuM : tame pAchaLa Avo. huM vahelo jauM chuM. badhuM lAvI karIne rAkhuM eTale samaya bagaDe nahi. huM dAdAsAhebanI poLamAM jauM. TrasTI kahI de: "Aje mArI tabiyata sArI nathI." mahArAjajIne kahI do ke na Ave. tyAM sudhImAM to mahArAjajI upAzrayethI nIkaLI cUkyA hoya. bhaluM hoya to sAme ja maLe. kyAreka TrasTI kahe : Aje DaoNkTara AvavAnA che. iMjekzana levAnuM che. huM besI rahuM. mahArAjajI upAzraye besI rahe. kyAreka pAchA javuM paDe. kyAreka rAma vase ane kahe (kalAka besAryA bAda) : "cAlo tyAre. pahelAM tamane ApI dauM." prazna : dAdA, tame to e veLA yuvAna vayanA hatA. AvuM bane tyAre tame akaLAI jatA nahi ? dAdA : akaLAI jauM. mahArAjajI pAse Akroza vyakta karuM eTale teo khUba ja zAMtithI kahe: 'ApaNAthI evuM na bolAya. emanA pUrvajoe A badhuM sAcavyuM to A badhuM rahyuM che ane eTale ja emane ApaNane kahevAno - ApaNI parIkSA karavAno - adhikAra che. teo Ape che e ja moTI balihArI che. teo ApaNane nA kahevAne adhikArI che. che te badhuM ja saMghanuM che. saMghe sAcavyuM che. saMghanA A badhAnA pUrvajoe sAcavyuM che.' mahArAjajInA AvA valaNathI mArAmAM paNa samatA AvavA mAMDI. vaLI dAdA bolyA: "AvuM badhuM kahetAM mane vimAsaNa e rahe ke mAre mana mahArAjajI pratyenA bhAvamAMthI AvelI vAta bolAya. bIjA emAMthI TIkAno sura paNa tArave. kaI rIte lakhAya che ane levAya che enA para kIdhelI vAtono AdhAra che." prazna : dAdI, Apane aneka saMsthAo, TrasTIo, vidvAno, sAdhubhagavaMto vagerenA saMparkamAM AvavAnuM thAya che. Ama to, huM samajuM chuM tema Apane kArya sAthe ja nisabata che. paNa anAyAse je kAMI jovA, jANavA ke sAMbhaLavA maLe che teno uga ke raMja thAya ? evA samaye pratikriyArUpe kyAMka bolI javAya ? dAdA : huM mahArAjajI pAsethI mAtra lipi zIkhyo chuM. emaNe mane je zikhavADela che te ja mAtra mAre zIkhavavAnuM che. je kAMI jovA jANavA maLe teno raMja thAya. udvega paNa thAya. paNa huM mArI maryAdA samajuM chuM. ene svIkArIne cAluM chuM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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sAmAnyataH amArA vArtAlApano viSaya lipi ane livyaMtaranA saMdarbhe nIkaLato ane temAMthI emanA jIvananA anubhavakSetramAM pharI vaLato. paraMtu, kyAreka dAdA thoDI kSaNo mATe gaMbhIra vAtomAMthI evI vAto 52 laI Ave ke emAM haLavAzano anubhava kare ane karAve. Aje A ja rIte temaNe eka ramUjI kAlpanika dRSTAMta ApyuM ane haLavAzano anubhava karAvyo. svataMtratA maLyA bAda moMghavArI dhImedhIme kevI rIte vadhavA mAMDI te vAta A dRSTAMta dvArA mArmika rIte haLavAzathI samajAvI. javAharalAla naheru deza AjhAda thayA pachI eka vAra amadAvAda AvyA. e samaye 100 rU. toluM sonuM. emane sonAno rASTradhvaja banAvavAnuM mana thayuM. 1 tolAno dhvaja banAvavAno orDara ApI 100 rUpiyAnI noTa eka sonIne ApI. AnI vigatavAra noMdha naherue potAnI DAyarImAM lakhI rAkhelI. dhvaja koI kAraNasara banyo nahi. naheru na rahyA. DAyarInI A noMdha iMdirAjInA vAMcavAmAM AvI. paNa rAjakAraNanA ATApATAmAM A vAtanI tapAsa karavAnI rahI ja gaI. joke te samaye sonAno bhAva to rUpiyA sono 1000 thaI gayelo. iMdirAjI paNa gayAM. soniyAe A noMdha vAMcI. teo amadAvAda AvyAM. sonI to rahyo na hato. sonIno dIkaro hato. naherunI DAyarImAMthI je noMdha hatI tenI vAta soniyAe pelA sonInA dIkarAne karI, dIkaro kahe, 'tamArI vAta to sAcI, paNa mArA bApAe sonuM lIdhuM ja na hatuM. bhAva vadhatA ja gayelA. vadhu bhAva koIe Apelo nahi tethI Aje huM eka tolo sonuM to ApI zakuM nahi paNa tamArA dAdAe - naherue ApelI rU. sonI noTa mArA bApAe akabaMdha sAcavI rAkhI hatI, te noTa huM ApuM chuM.' ane teNe te sonI jUnI noTa ApI. e noTa to ghaNI jUnI hatI. calaNamAMthI paNa nIkaLI gayelI. soniyAe A aMge pUchyuM to jaNAvyuM ke : "noTa to jUnI-enI e ja hoya ne ! navI noTa ApavAnI mArI javAbadArI nahi.'' tA. 10-4-2003 'saMbhavanAthakalaza'nI kRti karatI vakhate dAdAe 'vividha pUjAsaMgraha' vAMcavA sUcaveluM. temAM eka pUjAmAM bhagavAnanA mugaTanuM varNana vAMcyuM : lasaniyAM bhUSaNAM tihAM caDhIe re' meM eno artha pUchyo, dAdAe artha jaNAvyo, 'hIrAnA alaMkAro' lasaniyAM e hIrAno eka prakAra che. hIrAnI jAta che. e parathI dozIvADAnI poLa lasaNavALA kuTuMbanI vAta karI. A kuTuMba koI kALe hIrAnA dhaMdhAmAM haze tethI lasaNavALA aTaka AvI hoya ! AvI ja aTaka 'pAlakhIvALA' che. je pAlakhI upADe te pAlakhIvALA nahIM paNa jene rAja taraphathI pAlakhI maLe che te pAlakhIvALA, rAjadarabAramAM javAnA nimaMtraNa sAthe strIvargane laI javA mATe pAlakhI maLe tevI prathA. chellA keTalAka samayathI dAdA vAta karatA hoya tyAre emano hAtha kyAreka jaDabA pAse jato ane dAdA tyAM saheja dabAvatA hoya. Aje paNa tema thayuM. becAra vAra ema karyuM haze. A joIne - prazna : dAMtamAM kaMI thAya che, dAdA ? 80 dAdA : hA. hamaNAM hamaNAMnuM ahIM (jagyA batAvI) duHkhe che. prazna : DaoNkTarane batAvyuM ? dAdA : hA. be mahinA pahelAM dAMtanA DaoNkTaranI pAse gayelo. DaoNkTare badhuM tapAsyuM pachI kahe : 'kazuM che nahi.' meM kIdhuM. "to duHkhe che kema ?" DaoNkTara kahe : e manano vahema che. huM manamAM vicArI rahyo : bhalA DaoNkTara, tame vahema kaho cho paNa duHkhe che e to hakIkata che. ene tame vahema kevI rIte kahI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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zako ?' paNa pachI DaoNkTaravALI vAta paDatI mUkI. sAcuM kahuM to mane A | DaoNkTaromAM jarAye bharoso nathI. ane pachI dAdAe puNyavijayajInA aMtimakALe oparezana veLAe chAtInA dukhAvAnI phariyAdane dhyAnamAM lIdhI na hatI te vAta pharI doharAvI. tA. 15-9-2003 tA. 1-4-2003nI mulAkAta bAda, Aje cAra mahinA pachI, dAdAne huM maLuM chuM. A cAra mAsa huM amerikA mArA dIkarA pAse hatI. "nemarAjula lekha" ane "vasudeva cupaI' nAmanI kRtionA livyaMtarasaMpAdananuM kAma tyAM thayuM hatuM. A thayeluM kAma huM dAdAne batAvavA sAthe laIne gaI hatI. vaLI, ghaNA samaya bAda, Aje dAdAne maLavAnuM hatuM eTale enA utsAha tathA umaMga paNa khUba ja hatA. prItibahena sAthenA kAmamAM e satata vyasta rahyA. judAM judAM kAmo dAdA prItibahenane samajAvI rahyA hatA. huM sAmenA Tebala para jaIne beThI. cAra mahinA bAdanI A mulAkAtamAM mane evo ahesAsa thayo ke kaMIka kazuMka badalAI gayuM che. jouM chuM ke dAdAno hAtha gAlane aDe che. eka nAno jhINA kapaDAno TukaDo kADhI thoDI thoDI vAre moDhe pherave che. thoDo samaya vItyA bAda, prItibahena koI kAma mATe upara gayAM. dAdAe mane bolAvI. sAmAnya rIte jauM eTale emano prazna hoya. zuM kAma karIne lAvyA cho ? lAvo. Ama kahI tapAsavA besI jAya. Aje dAdAe AvuM kazuM pUchyuM nahi. amerikAnA vasavATa daramiyAnanI dAdAe sAmAnya pUchaparacha karI, tyArabAda meM kareluM kAma emane batAvyuM. dAdAe upara uparathI joyuM. Aja sudhI huM jotI AvI chuM ke dAdA lisvaMtaranA kAmamAM sauthI vadhAre koLe. Aje A kAma mATe teo jANe udAsIna thaI gayA che. koI anya kAma jANe emanA manamAM ramI rahyuM che evuM mane lAgyuM. dAdAne Aje ThIka lAgatuM nathI ema manamAM vasyuM ane emanI tabiyata aMge pUchavAnuM mana thayuM. prazna : dAdI, tabiyata kema che ? DhIlA kema lAgo cho ? dAdA : (dAMta batAvIne) A ahIM khUba duHkhe che. prazna : huM amerikA gaI e pahelAMnuM tyAM dukhe che. haju maTyuM nathI ? pharI koI bIjA moTA DaoNkTarane batAvyuM ? dAdA : hA. jUna mahinA sudhImAM to dukhAvo khUba vadhyo. dIkarI-jamAI AvyAM. nAka-kAna-gaLAnA DaoNkTarone bhegA karyA. pachI khUba ja svAbhAvikatAthI bolyA) kensara che. (sAMbhaLIne huM kSaNabhara sunna thaI gaI. paNa dAdA to eTalI ja nirlepatAthI ane svAbhAvikatAthI vigato jaNAvavA lAgyA.) bAyopsI karAvavI paDe tema kahyuM che. A pahelAM DaoN. bhavyAbahenanI Ayurvedika davA karelI enAthI na maTyuM eTale eNe paNa bAyopsI karAvavAnuM sUcaveluM hatuM. oparezananI vAta. pUchyuM ke maTaze? keTaluM UMDuM? na maTe to? kahevAmAM AvyuM - to jIbha kApavI paDaze. na maTe to pharI kApavI paDe. pharI oparezana. khAvAnuM? - naLIthI. "bhale, vicAra karIne jaNAvIza." kahIne ghera Avyo. pro. nItina desAI ghera AvelA. emane vAta karI. emane anaMtAnaMdatIrtha pAse - emane mAtAjI kahe che - laI gayA. e pAlaDI Ave che. vahelAla emanI hospiTala che. mahino emanI davA karI, phera to paDyo nahi paNa mAtAjI kahe ke maTI jaze. eTalAmAM zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 81

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mahAjanavALA vipulabhAI AvyA. jANyuM. kahe - "A davA baMdha karo. tamane sArAmAM sArA vaidya pAse laI jauM chuM." pachI mane vaidya hArDIkara pAse maNinagara laI gayA. traNa divasa thayA che. bhoriMgaNI vagere ApyuM che. gaI rAtre dukhAvo khUba. UMghAyuM nahIM. savAra thaI. phona karyo emane. 4 vAge Avaze gADI laIne. batAvavA jaIza. eTale have huM emanI rAha jouM chuM. prazna : dAdA, kensara che evuM jANyuM ke tarata tamane zuM thayuM? dAdA : zuM thAya ? kazuM nahi 86muM cAle che. 30mI okTobare 87muM besaze. prazna : ciMtA thAya che dAdA ? dAdA : zAnI ? prazna : A badhuM kema sacavAze tenI. hastapratonuM je kAma karavAmAM AvyuM che te AgaLa kema cAlaze tenI. dAdA : A saMsthA saMdarbhe kahuM to - pahelAM mane ciMtA hatI, have nathI. jitubhAInA AvyA bAda ciMtA rahI nathI. teo javAna che. saMsthAnA hitamAM badhuM karaze, badhuM barAbara temanAthI sacavAze tevI zraddhA che. prazna : aMgata ciMtA koI ? dAdA : nA. paisAnI nathI. sAcave tevA gharanA mANaso che. dIkarI-jamAI paNa sukhI che. (tyAM to mANasa kahevA Avyo ke vipulabhAI gADI laIne AvI gayA che. dAdA davAkhAne javA mATe UThyA) tA. 16-9-2003 Aje inDolojI gaI tyAre zrI jaMbUvijayajInA mATe pustako levA mATe jitendrabhAI saMghavI AvyA hatA. dAdA teonI sAthe vAto karatA hatA. mRgAvatIzrIjI tathA kAMgaDA vizenI vAto je mArI sAthe thayelI te ja vAto dAdA jitendrabhAIne kahetA hatA. dAdAnI A khAsiyata hatI. potAnA anubhavone ghaNAnI AgaLa zera karatA, je-te vyaktinI rucine samajI laI, te te ghaTanAnA tevA aMzone vadhu vigatasabhara rajU karatA. huM emanI sAthe besatI tyAre meM AvA prasaMgone ekathI vadhu vAra sAMbhaLyA che. Aje paNa mArI sAMbhaLelI ja vAtonuM bayAna thatuM hatuM. emanI vAtonA keTalAka aMzo : rANakapuranI RSabhadevanI moTI pratimA hatI te ja kAMgaDAmAM pratiSThita thaI che. vaLI eka sAdhvI mahArAje bI. ela.mAM sarasa kAma karyuM che. tyArabAda, dAdAe paMjAbI jainonI khUba anumodanA karI. dAdA kahe : "paMjAbIo sAdhu-sAdhvIonI bhakti mATe pUrA zUrA. AcArya jeTaluM ja sAdhune mAna-Adara Ape ane jeTaluM sAdhune mAna Ape teTaluM ja sAdhvIne mAna Ape. teo ghaNA bhaktibhAvavALA !" zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI vAto karatAM teozrInuM eka suMdara vacana kahyuM: rAgadveSanI pariNati na thAya te haMmezAM jovuM." mahArAjajInAM AvAM vAkyo dAdA AkhA divasamAM koI ne koI rIte keTalI vAra mamaLAvatA haze ? 82 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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jitendrabhAI gayA. mArI sAthe vAtoe vaLagyA. kahe, "zrI pradyumnavijayajIe maLavA bolAvelo tethI tyAM maLIne Avyo. emanI pAse hastapratanA nAnA nAnA TukaDAo hatA. Ama to ene meLavIne yogya rIte bhegA karavAmAM Ave ane ukelIe to temAM moTe bhAge jANItA graMtho ke karmagraMthonI nakalo ja mukhyatve maLI Ave che. jene gAthAo moDhe hoya ene ja khabara paDe. AvI TukaDA-prato mahArAjasAhebe mane batAvI. have e kAma karavAnI mane majhA Ave nahi. (hastapratane lagatuM koI paNa kAma hoya ane majhA Ave nahi evuM bolatAM Aje pahelI vAra ja sAMbhaLyA !) AthI, kaI rIte sAcavavA, goThavavA vagere samajAvIne Avyo chuM. badhuM goThavAyA pachI bolAvaze to jaIza. hamaNAM sUratavAlA AvelA. hastaprato kema sAcavavI te bAbate jANavA mATe mANaso mokalyA che. eka vAra to manamAM AvyuM ke kahI dauM: bolo, gADI laIne AvyA cho ? besI javuM ane tyAM AvI badhuM batAvI dauM chuM paNa tarata ja manane vALyuM: 'have mArAthI e hADamArI nahi thAya. AthI, badhuM ja ahIM laIne Avazo to batAvI daIza, ema kIdhuM. dAdAnI dhImedhIme kathaLatI jatI tabiyatanA aNasAra AvI vAtomAM dekhA de che.) risesamAM cA pIvA upara na gayA. nIce ja, cA pItA pItA emaNe jUnI pratimAonI vAta karI. joke, dAdA hamaNAM poLanAM nAmo, tArIkho, sAlonI bhUlo kare che. mane pUche - rIlipha roDa para pAchiyAnI poLa AgaLa kaI poLa AvI ? meM kIdhuM - lAMbezvara ? dhanAsutAranI poLanI vAta karo cho ? to kahe : hA, dhanAsutAranI poLavALAoe mane bolAvelo. cAra divasa pahelAM gayelo ane eka dhAtupratimAno lekha ukelavAno hato. khUba ja prAcIna pratimA. alabhya kahevAya tevI. vahIvaTadArane aMdara surakSArthe mUkavAnuM sUcavyuM tyArabAda prAcIna pratimAonI vAta nIkaLatAM, pharI mahesANA ane mahuDInI pratimAonI vAta emaNe doharAvI. tA. 19-9-2003 kalA-kArIgarInA saMdarbhamAM Aje dAdA sAthe thoDIka vAto thaI. zrAvakonI vepArIbuddhithI - sastApaNAmAM - kyAreka kArIgarIne badale zuM maLe che tenI vAta dAdAe karI; mahArAjajI (zrI puNyavijayajI)nI mUrti jayapura banAvavA ApI. tyAMnA eka prasiddha kArIgare je bhAva kahelo tenAthI sastA bhAvavALo kArIgara zreSThIo zodhI lAvyA. kAma kevuM te na jovAya. sastuM jovAya. mUrti taiyAra thaI. mane batAvavAmAM AvI. meM kahyuM : "A mahArAjajI nathI". kahevAmAM AvyuM : "bhUla batAvo." meM kahyuM: "e kAma mAruM nathI, kArIgaranuM che." kArIgara sudhAravA beTho. have banI te mUrtinI mukhamudrA kArIgara khUba ja gaMbhIra ane bhArekhamma banAvI dIdhI hatI. mahArAjajI AvA gaMbhIra to kyAreya na hatA. vaLI dAdA bolyA : haidarAbAdamAM huM eka maMdiramAM (kadAca biralAmaMdira ?) gayo hato. tyAMnA zilpanI mUrtionI kalAkArIgarI joIne khuza thaI javAya ! Ama to e maMdiramAM lokonI avarajavara khUba ochI joI. mane thayuM lokonI avarajavara nathI ane ATalo badho kharca ?! pUchatAM javAba maLyo : bhale mulAkAtIo ochA Ave. ApaNe to maMdira kevuM hoya eno Adarza pUro pADavAno hoya ! zrutasevI zrI lakSamaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 8e

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hiMduonA devo tathA maMdiranA zilpanI kArIgarInI guNavattA sarasa, enA pUjArIonA pagAra UMcA. koInI pAse eNe hAtha na dharavo paDe, peTapUra khAvA Apo pachI emAMthI je pUjArI UbhA thAya te sAcA pUjArI. vaLI kahe : banArasa hiMdu yunivarsiTI joI hatI. tyAM dezaparadezanA vidyArthIo rahe. temAM madhyabhAgamAM AvelI mUrtinuM zilpa khUba sarasa che. dAdAnI vAtonI A che khUbI. dAdA Ama haMmezAM ghaTanA jevI banI hoya tevI kahe, abhiprAya na Ape. ghaTanA samaye anubhavelI saMvedanA paNa teo vyakta na kare. zrI muni puNyavijayajInA adhyAtmavArasAne teoe barAbara ja AtmasAt karelo che. mahArAjajInAM preraNAbharyAM - potAnA hRdayamAM jaDAI gayelAM - sUtrAtmaka vacano yAda karI saMsAra Avo ja hoya' ema kahIne samAdhAna karI le. * have amArI vacce eka vAtamAMthI bIjI vAta nIkaLavA lAgI. kahe : suratathI hamaNAM zrI caMdrodayasUrino saMdezo hato. emaNe eka zilAlekha fax karAvelo che ane jaNAvyuM che ke H e lekha mArI pAse ja bhaNelA sAdhue ukelelo che te joI javo ane samaya nirdhAraNa karI ApavI. meM jaNAvyuM che keH "samayanirdhAraNA vastune svayaM joIne ja thAya, eno phoTo joIne na thAya.' (phoTo mokalyo hato.) pachI kahe : "AvAM kAmo utAvaLathI na ja thAya.' dAdAnI janmakuMDaLI tathA kuTuMba vize keTalIka vAto thaI. kuMDaLImAM janmatArIkha 30/31 oNkTobara 1917 noMdhAyelI che. sUryanArAyaNa zAstrI vidvAna jyotiSI hatA. teoe 30 oNkTobara Aso suda 15 ane maMgaLavAra, 1917e mujaba noMdhyuM hatuM. vidvAna jyotiSInA putra aMbikAprasAde ghaNAM varSo bAda dAdAnI kuMDaLI joI. potAnA pitAnI eNe sudhArI ane kahyuM : rAtre bAra vAgyA pachI tArIkha badalAya. tithi na badalAya. tethI janma 31-10-1917 kahevAya. kAraNa ke janmasamaya 1-19 miniTano che. AthI meM banne tArIkha rAkhI che. tyArabAda meM dAdAne emanA kuTuMba vize mAhitI pUchI : pitAzrInuM nAma : hIrAlAla mAtuzrInuM nAma : hIrAbahena 3 bhAIo. huM sauthI moTo. bIjA bhAI risakabhAI. guNavaMta ane saguNA enA dIkarA-vahu. huM enI sAthe rahuM chuM. sauthI nAnA bhAInuM nAma suMdaralAla. trIsa-pAMtrIsa varSanI vaye mRtyu pAmyA. temanA maraNa bAda thoDA ja samayamAM emanAM patnI gujarI gayelAM. teo niHsaMtAna hatA. be baheno - emAMthI ekanuM nAma harakora. teo gAMDAM thaI gayelAM. bIjAM tArAbahena. teo nathI paNa emanI be dIkarIo che. trIjAM bahena oramAna hatAM. emane be dIkarI ane eka dIkaro. huM paMdara-sattara varSano hoIza tyAre mA gujarI gayelAM. # 84 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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Aje judA judA viSayonI vAto thaI. keTalaoNga-lisTa banAvavAnI zarUAta kaI rIte thaI tenI vAto thaI : sau prathama suratamAM Agamasamiti dvArA AgamonI hastaprato prakAzita thaI. A kAma mAtra eka prata parathI thayeluM che. A kAma sAgarasaMghADAnA zrI ANaMdasAgare kareluM che. sAgara-saMghADAnA be phAMTA che. ekamAM ANaMdasAgara. teozrI kapaDavaMjanA. bIjAmAM buddhisAgarajI. emaNe 108 graMtho lakhyA che. Agamo aMgenuM A kAma pahelavaheluM thatuM hatuM. vaLI, te eka ja prata parathI thayeluM. AmAM AthI, saMzodhita pATha mUkI zakAyo nahIM. AthI pratamAM jo azuddha pATha hoya to azuddha chapAyo che. chapAyA bAda "A barAbara nathI. Ama na cAle. bIjA bhaMDAromAMthI prato joI tenI sAthe meLavavI joIe'nI jarUriyAta samajAI. e jamAnAmAM bhaMDAro potAnI prato bIjAne ApatA nahIM. Ano je UhApoha thayo tene kAraNe e vAta saue svIkArI ke kaMI nahi to kaI prata kayA bhaMDAramAM che te jo jANavA maLe toye basa, ATalI jANa to thavI ja joIe. to Ano upAya zo ? AmAMthI lisTa banAvavAnI yojanA banAvAI. jJAnabhaMDAromAM besI lisTa - keTalaoNga banAvyAM. jesalameramAM mahArAjajIne doDha varSa lAgeluM. lisTa banyA bAda prakAzita pustakonI saMzodhita AvRttinuM kAma zarU thayuM. A kSetramAM ziramora samuM kArya zrI mohanalAla dalIcaMda zAhe ekalahAthe kareluM che ! tA. 19-9-2003 Aje jitubhAI saMghavI AvelA hatA. dAdA teonI sAthe vAto karatA hatA. huM paNa teonI vAto sAMbhaLavA lAgI. dhadA kahe : bahu pahelAM amadAvAdamAM koIke eka patra badhA bhaMDAromAM mokalelo. patra 100200 varSathI jUno na hato. A patramAM eka sthaLethI bIjA sthaLanAM aMtara kozamAM darzAvelAM. dizA batAvelI. AgrAthI zarU karIne koza gaNAvatAM e patralekhaka turkastAna javAnA raste pahoMce che. tyAM patralekhake pote eka tAMbAno daravAjo joyo hovAnI vAta karI hatI. (dAdAne vAta karatI vakhate te patranI vigatomAM sthaLanAma ke kyAMthI kyAM keTalA koza te vigato yAda na hatI.) A sthaLe e patralekhake jinezvara bhagavAnanI nakarA sonAnI dhAtupratimAo joI hovAno ullekha karyo che. AvI vAto vAMcavAmAM Ave to tenA purAvA kevI rIte ApI zakAya ? satya puravAra karavuM agharuM che. ema aMte dAdAe jaNAvyuM. tA. 21-9-2003 Aje pharI sUryanArAyaNa jayotiSInI vAta nIkaLI. dAdA kaheH "jyotiSIe 84 varSanuM mAruM AyuSya bhAkheluM. vyavasAya vize pUcheluM to kaheluM ke vyavasAya badalegA nahi | Akhira taka kAma karanA hogA ? pachI umeryuM: 84-86 thayAM have. bolo pachI, jIbha kApavAnI ja Ave ne ! chelle DaoN. haribhaktine batAveluM. to temaNe jIbha kApavAnI ane na maTe to (thoDI vadhu) bIjI vAra kApavAnI vAta karI." . pachI kahe: "Aje dAtaNa karatAM cakkara AvyA. be paLa mATe." thoDI vAra pachI hajAmata karavA beTho. (tabiyatanI gaMbhIratAnI vAtomAMthI haLavAza lAvavA mATe dAdAe vAta badalI) Aje savAre 11vAnA arasAmAM eka moTo dhaDAko thayo te tame sAMbhaLelo ? samAcAra evA AvyA che ke mahesANA-vaDodarA bAjuthI jamIna phATavAno avAja che." zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 85

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vaLI dAdA potAnI tabiyatanA saMdarbhe bolyA : "loko khabara kADhavA Ave che. kyAMkathI dIkarIne tyAM muMbaI samAcAra pahoMcyA. dIkarI kahe che ke huM AvuM chuM. meM samajAvI paNa enI icchA che eTale bhale AvatI. zanivAre Ave che." zreyasa saMsthAmAMthI lAiberiyana ramIlAbahena bhagata AvyAM. jainadharmane lagatI vastuonuM pradarzana karavuM haze. supana vize dAdA pAsethI mAhitI meLavavI hatI. dAdAe kahyuM. pahelAM supana lAkaDAnA hatA. kharAba thaI na jAya eTale cAMdInuM khokhuM caDhAvAyuM. paryuSaNamAM trizalAnuM svapnadarzana upAzrayamAM kaI rIte tAdaza thAya che te samajAvyuM. (ramIlAbahena gayAM pachI thoDI vAre) dAdA potAnA bhUtakALanI vAtomAM sarI paDyA. temanI yuvAna vaye jamAnAnI asara potAnA para kevI thayelI te yAda karavA lAgyA. meghANInAM gItono prabhAva hato tevo sAmyavAdano prabhAva paNa rahelo hato. caMdra bhadanuM eka kAvya emane khUba gamatuM hatuM te yAda karI kAvya moTethI gaNagaNavA lAgyA. meM pharI bolAvarAvI, lakhI lIdhuM. kAvya sAmyavAdanA prabhAva heThaLa lakhAyela hatuM. kAvya adhUruM yAda hatuM paNa maneya khUba gamI gayuM. to A che kAvya : caha meM kyoM rokate ho cAMdanI ko ? cAMdanI koI tumhArI manachake aMtaHpura kI marakyurI lAITa nahIM vaha nahIM hai milkata apanI tumhArI tuma jise rakha lo tijorI meM chupA kara jAtane ho ? cAMda saba kA hai sabhI kI cAMdanI hai sitAreM kI nahIM hai phUla kI hai hai na nabha kI, hai dharAkI, dhUlakI bhI hai, isaliye kahatA huM, suna lo totiMga jana ke kAmanAo ke makabara sira jhUkA do aura Isa cAMdanI ko jana jana para barasane do cAMdanI koI tumhAre bApa kI milkata nahIM hai | Aje dAdAnA kAvyapaThanano mane ora AnaMda Upajyo. tyAra bAda dAdA thoDAka divasa inDolaoNjI AvyA nahi. dIkarI hemA muMbaIthI AvelI hatI tenI sAthe rahyA. dIkarI pAMcamI okTobare gaI pachI dAdA 6ThThI okTobarathI AvavA lAgyA. tA. 3-10-2003 Aje huM tathA zrI mArA pati caMdrakAnta) dAdAne tyAM khabara kADhavA gayelAM. hemAne meM Aje pahelI vAra joI. chellA keTalAka samayathI ame bane jyAM jaIe tyAM zubha maMgala ho e zrI makaranda davee lakheluM maMgalagIta gAIe. zrIne to jANe ke A gIta gAvAnuM vyasana thaI gayuM che ! vaLI, hamaNAM hamaNAM InDolaoNjImAM huM dAdAne roja gIta, kAvya ke preraNAtmaka lakhANa saMbhaLAvuM chuM. tyAM sAthe besanAra prItibahena 86 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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paNa gIta gAya. Aje ahIM paNa zrIe zubha maMgala ho' gIta saMbhaLAvyuM. pachI meM kahyuM : dAdA, have huM tamane eka kAvya saMbhaLAvIza. dhruva bhaTTa tenA kavi che. * zrI mazkarImAM kahe : dAdA, enI davA pIvI paDaze, huM. meM kahyuM : juone dAdA, kevI mazkarI kare che e..... dAdA kahe : zA mATe mazkarI samajo cho ? sAcuM che ema ja samajo ne. davA ja che. TonikanI ya jarUra hoya che ane zabdo kyAreka Tonika jevA thaI paDe che. pachI meM kAvya saMbhaLAvyuM : "ociMtuM koI mane raste maLe ne kadI dhIrethI pUche ke kema cho ? ApaNe to kahIe dariyA zI mojamAM ne uparathI kudaratanI rahema che." tA. 6-10-2003 inDolaoNjImAM phona karyo. dAdA AvyA che te jANI laIne inDolaoNjI gaI. dAdAnI tabiyata have amArA vArtAlApo 52 paNa prabhAva pADavA mAMDI che. bolavAmAM pIDA anubhavAI rahI che. vArtAlApano krama have jANe UlaTAyo. have mAre vadhu bolavAnuM ane dAdA jarU2 karatAM paNa ochuM bole evI paristhiti sarjAvA lAgI. Aje meM eka Positive attitude darzAvatI vikalpa' nAmanI vArtA vAMcI saMbhaLAvI. dAdAe pote je nAnapaNamAM bhaNelA ane khUba ja gamelI te kavitA saMbhaLAvI. prabhune game te sA saue sahevuM sada rAjI rAjI hRdayamAM rahevuM. kadIye bakI hAma Ama haiye na hAro ghaNA kaSTakAre ghaNuM dhairya dhAro.. sajyo Izvare vizvano khela evo juo mAMDavo mehano hoya evo thanAro ghaDImAM, ghaDImAM janAro ghaNA kaSTakAre, ghaNuM dhairya dhAro. A dAdAnI tabiyatanI gaMbhIratAno amane have ahesAsa thavA lAgyo che. joke, tabiyata haju evA vaLAMka para AvIne UbhI nathI ke pAchA na javAya. vaidya hArDIkaranI davAthI thoDo phera che. svAsthya pAchuM meLavI zakAya tevuM che tevI zraddhAnI eka nAnakaDI jyota saumAM prajvalita che pachI te vaidya hoya, dAdA hoya ke dAdAnAM kuTuMbIjano hoya, ke huM ke prItibahena jevAM temanAM ziSyo hoIe. kaeNnsarano roga khUba ja dhIre pagale AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. bIjI bAju Ayurveda, elopathI, homiyopathI jevAM zAstro e roga 52 saMpUrNa aMkuza meLavaze tevI zraddhA lupta thaI nathI. kathaLatI jatI tabiyatane kAraNe have agAunI jema vAto - vArtAlApo karavAno osarato jato mUDa varatAvA mAMDyo che. svAsthyanA saMdarbhe je eMdhANIo varatAvA mAMDI che tenAthI dAdA ane AjubAjunAM sau pUrAM sabhAna ane jAgRta che. je kAryo manamAM ka2vA dhArelAM tenI yAdI karIne pUruM karavAnA dRDha saMkalpanuM baLa mRtyune najIka AvavA detuM nathI tevI vAta meM karI paNa dAdAne mana to prabhunI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 87

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IcchA pramANe je thAya te thavA devuM - svIkArI levuM te ja sAcI vAta. nAnapaNamAM sAMbhaLelI - gamelI ane haiye dharelI kavitAnI zIkha ja manamAM vase. Ama chatAM, karavA dhArelAM kAryo pharI vicAre. kone soMpAya te vicAre. jevI tabiyatanI sAnukULatA, tema kAma karatA rahyA. eka bAju Ama, jIvavA mATeno ane adhUrAM kAryo pUrI karavAno dRDha nizcaya ane emAMthI jIvana pratyenuM raheluM vidheyAtmaka valaNa - positive attitude - ane bIjI bAju 86 varSanuM pUrNa AyuSya bhogavIne mRtyu mATe taiyAra thaIne beThelA eka gRhastha tapasvInuM Asana - A be vaccenI bhedarekhAo jANe have bhUMsAvA lAgI che. tA. 16-10-2003 Aje dAdAne huM kapaDavaMja jaI AvI tenI vAta karI. dAdA tarata ja tyAMnA AgevAna jenone smaraNamAM lAvI bolyA : tyAM zAMtinAthanI poLamAM padmakAnta mahetA rahe che. bIjA eka bAbubhAI che. temanI dIkarInuM nAma aMju. aMjue dIkSA lIdhelI. bAbubhAInA jIvanano eka prasaMga yaMkyo. kahe: eka vAra bAbubhAI jatA hatA to kapaDavaMjanA bajAramAM eka jaina parivAra gADI ripera karAvatuM hatuM. riperiMgamAM to ghaNuM moDuM thAya tema hatuM. bAbubhAIe A joyuM ane pUchuyuM: "kyAM jazo ?' javAba maLyo: "dharmazALAmAM'. 'kapaDavaMjamAM dharmazALA to nathI. cAlo mAre ghera. bAbubhAI AvA AtithyabhAvanA ane sAdharmika bhaktivALA. tyArabAda kahe: kapaDavaMjamAM nemAvANiyA rahe. temaNe zatruMjaya para maMdira baMdhAveluM che. dAdA koI sthaLanI vAta karatA hoya ane te sthaLe jJAnabhaMDAra hoya to tenI vAta karyA vinA rahe nahi. kahe: kapaDavaMjamAM be bhaMDAra che. eka kobA ane bIjo valabhImAM Apyo. abhayadevasUri jJAnamaMdiramAM pustako tathA lisTa che. vaLI smRtimAM tyAMnA sarapaMca AvyA. kahe: tyAM dhanavaMtabhAI sarapaMca hatA. tyArabAda dAdA potAnI mAMdagI saMdarbhe vAto karavA lAgyA. kahe: dIkarIne kahI dIdhuM che. koI trIse, koI cAlIse, koI sAThe ke sittere jAya che. mane to 85 thaI gayAM che. to have rajA Apa. divALImAM AvavAnuM kahetI hatI paNa meM nA pADI che. loko ema ne ema UpaDI jAya che. kyAM maLavA rahevAya che? jyAre tuM to hamaNAM ja rahI gaI che." " zeTha zreNikabhAInI paNa vidAya laI lIdhI che. sau koI maLe che tenI have vidAya lauM chuM. kahuM chuM have rajA Apo." (thoDI vAranA mauna pachI) vipulabhAI AvyA. kahyuMH mAtAjInI mA zrI anaMtAnaMdatIrtha - vahelAlanI) davA na karo. pitAjInI vaidya hArDIkara) davAnuM sUcavyuM. oNparezana to nahIM ja tevo nirNaya levAyo hato paraMtu dukhAvo bahu thato tyAre DagI jato ane kapAvAno - oNparezanano vicAra AvI jato. paNa A hArDakara dAdAnI davAthI have jivAya che. huM jANuM chuM ke A maTatuM nathI. Ama ja sahana thAya ane marI javAya eTaluM icchuM. pATaNamAM meM kaeNnsaranA dAkhalA joyA che. kemo lIdhA pachInI vedanA ane kazuMya nahIM karI zakanAra gharanAMnI lAcArI tathA upAdhio joI che. AthI, oNparezana to nahIM ja tevuM nakkI karyuM che. zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 88

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tA. 21-10-2003 Aje dA bahu ja haLavA mUDamAM hatA. be divasathI roTalI, khIcaDI jamI zakatA hatA. dukhAvo thato na hato. khUba ja vAto karI ane kAma paNa sAruM thayuM. zrI udayavijaya kata "zrIpAla nRpakathA'nuM limaMtara tathA saMpAdananuM kAma mane dAdAe soMpyuM. vinayavijayajIno rAsa AyaMbilanI oLI daramiyAna vaMcAya che. vinayavijayajIno adhUro rahelo zrIpALa rAjAno rAsa yazovijayajIe pUrNa karyo hato, e vigata mane jaNAvI. A rAsanA saMdarbhamAM dAdA kahe: bahu pahelAM huM jyAre A rAsa vAMcato tyAre vicAra Avato ke lakhanAra kevA moTA sAdhu ?! temAM deva, devI, bhUta, preta ane vyaMtaranI vAto Ave che. to teo (rAsanA kartA) A badhAmAM mAnatA haze ?" rAsamAMnI keTalIka vAto mArA manamAM prazno pedA kare che: jema ke - ekathI cAra devalokamAM deva tathA devI banneno ullekha che. teono vyavahAra paNa mAnavI jevo ja che. AThamA devaloka pachI koI devInuM nAma AvatuM nathI. Ama kema ? chappana digyumArikAonI vAta Ave tyAM nIcalA devalokanI digyumArikA ja kacaro vALatI hoya che ! AvuM kema ? munizrI puNyavijaya sAthenA eka prasaMganuM smaraNa dAdAne thayuM ane bolyA : "mahArAjajI sAthe jesalamerathI rAmadevarA ame pahoMcyAM. e rAta tyAM ja pasAra karavI paDe tevI hatI, utArAnI jagyAe meM vIMchI joyo. mahArAjajIne batAvyo. vIMchI to saMtAI gayo. pakaDI zakAyo nahi. mahArAjazrI kahe : kAMI nahi. cAlo sUI jaIe. aMdhAruM gherAvA lAgeluM. lAITa to hoya ja nahi. ajavALuM karI zakAya tevuM koI sAdhana paNa nahIM. to ye rAta ArAmathI pasAra thaI gaI." bIjo Avo ja eka prasaMga. rAjasthAnamAM hatA tyAre keTalIka vAra UMTa para eka gAmathI bIje gAma javAnuM rahetuM. eka divasa evA sthAne javAnuM hatuM ke eka ja divasamAM cAlIne pahoMcAya tema na hatuM. UMTa para besIne jaIe to cAra kalAkamAM pahoMcAya. UMTa para beThA. AgaLa rasto joyo to bheMkAra. meM UMTavALAne pUchyuM ke rasto to joyo che ne ? UMTavALo kahe ke meM joyo nathI paNa UMTe joyo che. te laI jaze. thoDeka AgaLa jatAM khullI khINa jevuM AvyuM. UMTavALAne paNa rasto bhulAyo hovAno bhrama thayo. meM UMTavALAne kahyuM : have ahIM ja sUI jaIe. UMTavALo kahe ke bApa re! A jagyAe to mAruM UMTa koI lUMTI leze to ? e veLA UMTa 300 rU. nuM Ave. meM kahyuM ke bIjuM UMTa levAnA paisA huM ApIza. manamAM bolyo : tAruM UMTa jaze to mArA khissAmAMnA paisA lUMTI ja leze ne? Akhare tyAM rastA para ja sUI gayA. sUI javA mATe UMTavALAe UMTa para mUkelI godaDI mArA tarapha pheMkI." thoDI vAra pachI dAdA bolyA: e samaye mArI uMmara 25 varSanI hatI. Avo ja eka bIjo prasaMga dAdA smare che : raste cAlatAM cAlatAM eka vAra nadImAM UtaryA. sAme kAMThe jaIne koIne rasto pUchIzuM tevI gaNatarIe cAlavA lAgyA. dUra eka tApaNuM saLagatuM hatuM. dUrathI bhasatA bhasatA kUtarA najIka AvyA. vaNajArAno e paDAva hato. paDAva pAse pahoMcyA. teoe rasto batAvyo. paNa Dara rahe ke paherelAM kapaDAM koI rAtrI daramiyAna zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 89

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UtarAvI leze to ? e samaye kAma mATe rAtre paNa musApharI karato hato eTaluM ja kahevAnuM. AjhAdInI laData cAlatI hatI. 'arjuna' nAme eka chApuM te samaye bahAra paDatuM hatuM. emAM ATalA musalamAno mAryA, ATalA hinduo marAvA - AvI vAto chapAyA kare. loko vAto kare ke ApaNe hinduoe paNa cakhu rAkhavuM - hathiyAra rAkhavuM. AvI vAtonI asara heThaLa meM paNa eka cakhu kharIduM. e cappAthI koI marI jAya tema hatuM nahi. sAmAnya IjA kadAca thAya. mAre mATe evo prasaMga Avyo ja nahIM paNa meM hathiyAra rAkhyuM che evo manamAM AdhAra rahyo hato kharo e vakhate. I. sa. 1947nA samayanI vAta che: bhAgalA pachI thayelI hijarata ane komI ramakhANono e samaya. huM tyAre jodhapura hato. AvA samaye vatanamAM kuTuMba sAthe ghera hoIe e vadhu hitAvaha ema vicArI huM jodhapurathI vatanamAM AvavA nIkaLyo. mAravADa jaMkzane Avyo. ajamerathI beThelAM muslima kuTuMbo pAkistAna javA A TrenamAM beThAM hatAM. mAravADanA AgalA sTezana haripuramAM ja teonI katala karavAmAM AvI hatI. mAravADa Trena AvI, te khAlI hatI. Trena lohIthI lathabatha. Trena dhovAI. pachI emAM besIne ja ghera AvavuM paDyuM. ghara sudhI pahoMcatAM ajaMpo, ucATa ane Dara satata rahyA. rAjakumAra jaina pAkistAnamAM rAjamahela jevI jagyA, jamIna, dolata badhuM choDIne hAthepage ahIM AvelA. A ja rIte lAhorathI zAMtilAla khilaunAvALA ahIM AvelA. A bannee varSo bAda bI. ela. insiTaTyUTane 25-25 lAkhanI rakamanuM dAna karyuM che. eka vAra meM zAMtilAla khilaunAvALAne kahyuM - dekho hamArI kismata ! meM yaha dilhI tyAre huM mRgAvatIzrIjI sAthe lisTa banAvavAnuM kAma karato hato.) beTI bambaI aura bIbI amadAvAda meM kaisI hai merI gRhasthI ! ! ! zAMtilAla kahe: "soco nahIM. meM yahAM AyA taba do sAla taka merI gRhasthI rahI hai yA nahIM usakA patA bhI nahIM calA thA ?" tA. 30-10-2003 dAdAnI Aje tArIkha pramANenI varSagAMTha. meM emane "heppI nyU yara' ane 'heppI bartha De' kahyA. dAdA AchuM malakyA. tabiyatanA samAcAra pUchyA to kahe, "sAruM che." paga dukhavA lAgyA hatA tethI ciMtA thaI hatI paNa bhatrIjo kahe ke maNinagara sudhI gayA tethI thAya che. maNinagara huM davA levA gayelo. mArA samAcAra pUchyA. meM kIdhuM ke bapore UMgha Ave to rAtre jAgIne kAma thAya che. UMgha Ave tyAre rokI zakAtI nathI. koInI hAjarImAM paNa UMghI javAya. A sAMbhaLI dAdA kahe : zAstramAM nidrAnA prakAro kahyA che temAM eka thInaddhi prakAranI che. kSaNamAM Ave ane kSaNamAM jAya thInaddhi nidrA. bALaka jevI UMgha kahevAya. UMghanA A prakAra sAthe emane AvI UMghavALA DabhoInA khUbacaMda pAnAcaMda yAda AvyA. emanI vAto kahevA beThA. khUbacaMdabhAIe pote ja potAnI A aMgata vAta dAdAne karelI. khUbacaMda pAnAcaMda DabhoInA. vaDaja gAmanI tamAma jamIna emane tyAM gIre rahelI. DabhoInuM "muktAbAI jaina jJAnamaMdira' emaNe baMdhAveluM. emanA pitAzrI pAnAcaMdane be bhAIo. eka bApAlAla tathA bIjA bhAIe 90 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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dIkSA lIdhelI. teonuM dIkSAnAma jaMbusUri. dhaMdho traNe vatI khUbacaMdabhAI saMbhALatA. kAbela mANasa. eka vAra vAyadAno vepAra karyo ane paisA khoyA. e jamAno Ijjatano. tijorImAMthI paisA laIne cUkavI dIdhA. bApAlAlakAkAne khabara paDI. strI bALakonI hAjarImAM ja kAkAe eka thappaDa mArI. e vakhate to teo cUpa rahyA. saunI hAjarImAM khAdhelI thappaDanuM apamAna bhAre hatuM. koI na oLakhe tevI jagAe cAlyA javAnuM nakkI karyuM. cheka kalakattA pahoMcyA. dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. jaina bhaujanazALAmAM ja jame. kAraNa ke emanuM ghara dhArmika AcAra-vicAra pALavAmAM custa hatuM. gharanA badhA darzana-sevA-navakArazI roja kare. kaMdamULa na khAya. khUbacaMdabhAI pote paNa dhArmika kalakattAmAM aMga paranI vIMTI vecI dIdhelI. kalakattAmAM paNa pUjA niyamita kare. thoDAka divasa emane darzanapUjAe AvatA joI tathA temanI bhadra AkRti dekhI koIke emanI pUchaparacha karI, nokarInI zodhamAM che ane dezamAMthI gujarAtathI) AvyA che jANI, pelA bhAIe eka zeThanAM nAmaThAma ApI, nokarI mATe tyAM javAne sUcavyuM. ApelA saranAme gayA. nokarI maLI gaI. khUbacaMdabhAI nokarInA sthaLe kAma karatAM karatAM zrInaddhi nidrA le. zeTha bolAve eTale jAgI jAya. cIMdheluM kAma kare. pharI pAchA jhoke. zeThane thayuM : "mAna, na mAna. A koI sukhiyo jIve che. saMjogono mAryo nokarI karavA Avyo lAge che. pUchaparacha karatAM sAcI vAta jANI ane pachI zeThe DabhoI emanAM kuTuMbIjanone khUbacaMdabhAInA samAcAra ApyA. A bAju kuTuMbIjanoe ghaNI zodhakhoLa karelI. gujarAta AkhuM pheMdeluM paNa kalakattAno khyAla kyAMthI Ave ? gAma AkhAmAM hAhAkAra thayelo. ApaghAta karyo haze evI zaMkA. gharanAMe to kalpAMta kareluM. A sukhada samAcAra jANIne kuTuMbIjano AvIne laI gayAM. paraMtu, AvyA bAda temaNe kyAreya tijorInI cAvI hAthamAM rAkhI na hatI. dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke pote DabhoImAM muktAbAI jJAnamaMdiramAM eka varSa nokarI karelI e pachI jyAre jyAre te jJAnamaMdiranA kAme dAdAne bolAvavAmAM AvatA tyAre teo tyAM gayelA che. dAdA potAnI kArakirdInI zarUAtanAM varSonI vAta karavA lAgyA. DabhoInA khUbacaMdabhAInI vAta parathI DabhoI pahelAMnI nokarInI vAto yAda AvI ane kahevA lAgyA. pATaNanA jJAnabhaMDAramAM sattarame varSe nokarI zarU karelI tyAre pagAra mahine nava rUpiyA hato. 18me varSe lagna thayAM. TrasTI nagInabhAI karamacaMda saMghavInA dIkarA muMbaIthI Ave ane badho riporTa le. eka vAra pUchyuM - "ekAunTa koNa rAkhe che ?" meM jaNAvyuM: "huM rAkhuM chuM." Ama kahI badhuM batAvyuM. e pAchA gayA tyAre kahIne gayelA ke A chokarAno eka rUpiyAno pagAra vadhArI Apavo. mAMgyA vinAno A eka rUpiyAno pagAravadhAro khUba ja AnaMda ApI gayelo. mArA kAma mATenI sauthI pahelavahelI e kadara hatI ne! daramiyAnamAM jaMbusUri mahArAja sAhebe pUchyuM: "DabhoI jAya?" "hA." meM kahyuM. DabhoImAM pagAra rUpiyA 50 hato. vIracaMda mAstare mane samajAvyuM ke tyAM tane nahi phAve to ? paNa meM kahyuM: "huM phavarAvIza." mAstare pharI kahyuM: "mahinAnI rajA laIne jA." paNa huM to gayo. joke, jatAM pahelAM zrI kamalasUrino bhaMDAra' paMjAbathI Avelo tene ceka karavAnuM zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 91

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kAma bAkI hatuM tethI e kAma pUruM karI, mahinA pachI DabhoInI nokarImAM joDAyo hato. DabhoI gayo tyAre khUbacaMdabhAIe kahyuM: mAre ATaluM moTuM ghara che. tame zuM bhAre paDavAnA ? DabhoImAM manApoLa cakalAmAM emanI havelI, emAM rUma Apyo. kUvo tyAM hato. e jamAnAmAM paisAnAM be beDAM pANI bharI ApatA. eka mahino emanI sAthe rahyo. e jamAnAnI lokonI mananI moTAI mArA jevA sAmAnya mANasanA vyavahAramAM paNa caritArtha thatI hatI. dAdA pAchA khUbacaMdabhAInA vyaktitva vizenI vAto karavA lAgyA : khUbacaMdabhAI mArI pAse Ave. khUba ja prazno pUchyA kare." meM dAdAne pUchyuM: "dAdA, kevA prakAranA prazno hoya ?" dAdA : nigoda vize hoya. pUche ke nigoda koNe banAvI ? zA mATe amuka jIva bhavya ane amuka abhavya ? mane to AvA praznonA javAba AvaDe nahi, paNa emane to gaNadharonI peThe , thayA kare. huM mahArAjajIne te aMge pUchuM. rasIlA : dhadha, puNyavijayajInA javAbo mane to kaho. dAdA : "anAdi-anaMtathI badhuM che. anya zAstrothI ApaNuM zAstra A bAbate juduM paDe che." hiMdudharmamAM sRSTinA sarjanahAranI vibhAvanA che. thoDIka vAra cUpakIdI, pachI kahevA lAgyA: "bahu vicAratAM mane lAge che ke zA mATe badhuM ja jANavAno Agraha rAkhavo ?" thoDI vAra pachI) dAdA : "tame Aje AvyA e pahelAM manamAM eka vicAra cAlato hato....... agAu jeno khetI karatA hatA. haju Aje paNa kacchamAM jeno khetI kare che. bhagavAnanA jamAnAmAM dasa upAsako gokuLavALA hatA. eka gokuLa barAbara 10% gAmo thAya. pAchaLathI khetIne hiMsA sAthe joDakvAmAM AvI. emAM pApa jovAyuM. eTale khetImAMthI dhIradhAra AvyuM. vANiyA jAte kazuM kare nahi. jenI gAya-bheMza gIrave lIdhI hoya tene ja kaheH "tAruM DonuM dohavA detuM nathI. to dohI jaje." pachI sAthesAthe kacaro kaDhAvI le. chANa-vAsIduM, vAsaNa badhuM karAvI levAmAM Ave. khoTA AMka gaNAve. sattara paMcA paMcANuM paMcazIne badale paMcANuM gaNAve !) emAM be umera. sattANuM thayA - tene badale bole - somAM be ochA. Ama, Avo khoTo hisAba gaNAve. e loko dhIradhAramAM khAya, pIe ane jalasA kare. pelA loko majUrImAMthI UMcA ja na Ave. aMgrejoe AvIne AvuM ja karyuM. pachI to jeTalAM gAma eTalA Thakuro - jamInadAro. jaino jyAM rahe tyAM bhavya derAsara baMdhAve, upAzraya baMdhAve, sAdhuonI badhI ja sagavaDo sacavAya tenuM barobara dhyAna rakhAya. sAdhuo vihAra kare tyAre sAthe sAmAna UMcakanAra mANasa paNa mokalAya. sAdhuoe khetImAM hiMsAne kAraNe khetIne pApa gaNI hovAthI khetI bIjA pAse karAvatA paNa jarajamIna sAcavavA baMdUka rakhAtI ! teo ghoDe pharatA. mane lAge che ke kadAca A suMvALI jiMdagIne kAraNe ja jainomAMthI khaDatalapaNuM tathA sAhasanA guNo ochA thatA gayA. eka jamAnAmAM jeno yuddhamAM paNa jatA. rAjyasattAnAM sUtro pratyakSa ke parokSa rIte potAnA hAthamAM rAkhatA. paNa pachI e zaurya osarI gayuM. parivartana saMsArano niyama che. gaNotadhAro Avyo. kheDe tenI jamIna e kAyado eTale have khetInA zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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dhaMdhAmAMthI barakata gaI. keLavaNInI anivAryatA samajAI. eTale teoe enjiniyara, DaoNkTara tathA have kampyUTara jevAM anya kSetrone apanAvyAM. DabhoInI vAtano taMtu meM ja eka prazna karIne pharI joDyo. prazna : dAdA, DabhoI choDavAnuM mukhya kAraNa zuM hatuM ? dAdA : patnI sAtame mahine suvAvaDe gaI. ATha mahinA ekalA rahevAnuM hatuM. jAte rasoI karavI paDe. badho samaya gharakAmamAM Apavo paDe. eTale thayuM ke bhaMDAranuM kAma ane gharakAma banne mane nahi phAve. eTale jyAre sImaMtaprasaMge huM pATaNe gayo pachI DabhoI pAcho na Avyo. e vakhate uMmara keTalI ? prazna dAdA : 25 varSa prazna : atyAre muMbaI 2he che te e vakhatanI dIkarI ? dAdA : : nA re nA. e to gujarI gayelI. e hota to Aje tamArA jeTalI 60 varSanI hota. pahelA khoLAnI e dIkarI. tyAra bAda maNinagara rahetAM hatAM tyAre be dIkarA thayelA. eka dIkaro be mahinAno thaI gujarI gayo. bIjo marelo ja janmelo. jozIe janmAkSara joIne bhAkheluM ja ke alpasaMti che. dIkarI gujarI gaI pachI bAra varSa saMtati na thaI. te samaye kAma arthe huM bahAra vadhu rahyo hato. Aje je dIkarI che te chellI ane e jIvI gaI. nAma enuM hemI-hemA. maNinagara hatAM tyAre e janmelI e pachI A vADajanuM ghara banyuM ane ahIM AvyAM. dAdA, Aje jIvana kevuM lAge che ? kazo asaMtoSa kharo ? jarA ya nahi. huM kAMI paisAdAra gharamAM janmelo to na hato, ke paisA maLyA - na maLyAno asaMtoSa rahe. pAMcamuM dhoraNa bhaNelo. chaThThAmAM Avyo tyAre vAgoLanA pADAmAM kesarabahena jJAnamaMdira banyuM. temAM jaMbUsUrie mane nokarIe rAkhelo. Aje thAya che ke kesarabahena jJAnamaMdira' jANe mAre mATe ja baneluM ! nokarInI zarUAta kevI hatI ? kayAM kAmo prAraMbhe karelAM ? kesarabahena jJAnamaMdira banyuM. enA baMdhAvanAra hatA zrI nagInadAsa karamacaMda saMghavI. emano eraMDAno vepAra amadAvAda, pATaNa, hArija vagere sthaLoe peDhI cAlatI. emaNe jJAnamaMdira baMdhAvyuM. enI sAthe pustako mUkavA mATe kabATo paNa ApelAM. e jamAnAmAM sAdhu bhagavaMto vihAra kare tyAre potAnA svAdhyAya mATe khapanA na rahyA hoya athavA to bhaviSyamAM khapa paDavAno che tevI sAmagrI zeTha lokonA ghera mUkIne jAya. have e badhuM jJAnamaMdiranAM kabATomAM rahetuM. te te sAdhu bhagavaMtanAM pustako alaga alaga te te kabATomAM rahetAM. kabATonI cAvI eka sthaLe rahe. sAdhubhagavaMta mAMge tyAre kholIne ApavAmAM AvatuM. kaccha-giranAranI mahAyAtrA thayA pachI enuM ujamaNuM thayeluM. tyArabAda A jJAnamaMdira baMdhAveluM. pahelAM zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM prazna : dAdA : prazna : dAdA : 93

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pahelAM to A kabATonI cAvI huM rAkhato ane joIe tyAre sAdhubhagavaMtone temanAM pustako kabATa kholIne Apato. zrI jaMbusUri mahArAjanAM 12 kabATo pustakothI bharelAM hatAM. teo DAyarI rAkhatA. A huM rAkhuM chuM tevI. (Ama kahI khissAmAMthI DAyarI kADhIne batAvI.) - nAnI e DAyarImAM jhINA akSare copaDIonAM nAma lakhelAM hoya. teone AnA uparathI eka moTA copaDAmAM pustakanuM nAma, lekhakanuM ane prakAzakanuM nAma lakhI Ape tevuM koIka joItuM hatuM. AthI, mohanakAkA (mohanalAla bhojaka)ne vAta karI ke AvuM kAma koI karI zake tevuM hoya tene mokalI Apo. mohanakAkAe mane pUchayuM. meM hA pADI. mane e laI gayA. akSaro joyA. mahArAja sAhebe akSaro pAsa karyA pachI mane dharmazALAnA eka rUmamAM besADyo. pena, DAyarI ane copaDIo ApI nakala karavAne jaNAvyuM. A pahelI vAra meM kevI bhUlo karI hatI te jaNAvuM. "oghaniryukti' zabda vAM. thayuM ke lakhavAmAM kazIka bhUla lAge che. sudhArIne lakhyuM: 'oghAnI yukti mahArAjasAhebe nakala joI tyAre A zabda sudharAvyo. mAruM A kAma joyA bAda, mahArAja sAheba kahe: "A bahu jhINA akSaro che. tane pustako parathI nakala karavAnuM phAvaze ?" hA bhaNI. A mAruM paheluM kAma. pagAra 9 rUpiyA. samaya 12thI 5 no. copaDIo kADhI, enA parathI lisTa banAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. kyAMka samaja na paDe ke kartA koNa che? mahArAja to have vihAra karI gayelA. zrI jazavijaya mahArAja tyAM. temane pUchuM. huM tyAre mArgopadezikA to bhaNelo, paNa jo mane lakhatAM zaMkA janme to pUchI lauM. samaya Ama to 12thI 5 no paNa huM to rAtreya tyAM ja raheto. ghara karatAM tyAM sAruM hatuM. lAITa, paMkho, ghaDiyALa badhuM ja hatuM. moDe paNa kAma karato. pothI kAThuM, TIkAkAra, bhASyakAra vagerenAM nAma zodhuM. samaja na paDe ke pUchI AvuM. prazna : amadAvAda kyAre AvelA ? dAdA : amadAvAda amadAvAda sauthI pahelAM jovA maLyuM enI vAta karuM tamane. (dAdA Aje vAtonA sarasa mUDamAM che.) banyuM evuM ke zrI jaMbusUri ane zrI rAmacaMdrasUri bane gurubhAIo thAya. e bannenI upAdhyAyapadavI amadAvAdamAM hatI. e vakhate dhIrubahena taraphathI kALuzInI poLamAM A nimitte aSTAlikA mahotsava thayelo. A prasaMge meM pahelI vAra amadAvAda joyuM. prazna : kevuM lAgyuM ? dAdA : bahu majhAnuM. pATaNa to gharamAM lAITa na hatI. ahIM amadAvAdamAM to zerIomAM ane roDa para paNa vIjaLInA dIvA jovA maLe. joke, e vakhate AkhuM amadAvAda joyeluM nahi ! kALuzInI poLathI vidyAzALA sudhI mAMDa gayo hoIza. bhUlA paDI javAnI bIka lAge. ahIM paNa mahArAja nakalanuM kAma Ape. mahArAje ahIM ja mArI sAthe DabhoI javAnI vAta vize pUcheluM, ane meM hA pADelI. kaheluM : DabhoI joyuM to nathI paNa joIza.' prazna : to dAdA, tame 17me varSe jJAnamaMdiramAM nokarIe lAgyA. pachI 18me varSe tamArAM lagna thayelAM, nahi ? dAdA : hA. 94 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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prazna : mane yAda AvyuM ke emaNe hamaNAM thoDI vAra pahelAM kaccha giranAranI yAtrAno ullekha karelo. e vize mane jANavAnuM mana thayuM tethI pUchyuM. dAdA, tame thoDI vAra pahelAM kaccha-giranAranI yAtrAnI vAta karatA hatA tenI zI vAta hatI ? tame e yAtrA karelI ? dAdA e jamAnAmAM pAlitANAnA bAroTo sAthe saMghane vAMdho paDelo. A jhaghaDAne kAraNe pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavAnI saMghe nA pADelI. AthI saMgha kADhavo hoya to pAlitANA sivAyanA koI tIrthano kADhe. zrI nagInadAsa saMghavInI saMgha kADhavAnI bhAvanA. pAlitANA baMdha tethI kaccha tathA giranAranI yAtrAno saMgha kADhavAnuM nakkI thayuM. nemisUrino A samaya. khAssI moTI saMkhyAno A saMgha ! jene AvavuM hoya tene chUTa. mAtra te cAlI zakatA hovA joIe ! saMkhyAnI limiTa nahIM. prazna : dAdA : tame gayelA ? nA, mArAM dAdI ane bahena gayelAM. huM e vakhate 8ke 10 varSano, uMma2ne kA2Ne huM nAno paDyo tethI na javAyuM. mane javAnuM to khUba mana. paNa pachI eTaluM pharyo chuM ke e yAtrAe na javAno vasavaso rahyo nahi. A saMghayAtrAnuM varNana 'kaccha-giranAranI mahAyAtrAmAM che ane te huM bhAre 2sapUrvaka vAMcI gayelo. saMghanI TapAlavyavasthA adbhuta. jyAM jAya tyAM saMgha peDhIe TapAlano thelo Ape. tyAMthI te pATaNa AvI jAya. cha'rI pALatAM, cAlatAM saMgha jAya. nagInabhAIne bIjA be bhAIo. emanAthI moTA sarUpacaMda. emanAthI nAnA maNibhAI. nagInabhAI jyAM UtaryA hoya tyAM mobhA pramANe gAmane ApavuM paDe te chuTTe hAthe Ape. sarUpacaMdabhAI kahe ke A rIte Apazo to pahoMcAze nahi. AthI kamiTI samakSa darakhAsta mukAze ane kamiTI nakkI karaze ema tamAre karavuM. siMdhiyA sTIma nevIgezanavALAnuM gAma Ama to yAtrAnA mArgamAM bAjumAM rahI jAya. (dAdAne gAmanuM nAma yAda AvatuM nathI) gAma nAnuM. vinavaNI karI; "amAre gAma na Avo ?'' nakkI thayuM. pUchyuM : "jamaNamAM zuM lezo ?"' sUcana karAyuM : bAjarInA roTalA, aDadanI dALa. e jamAnAmAM saMcA nahi tethI jude jude gAma lokone daLavA ApavuM paDatuM. jamADyA. paNa Aje vicAruM chuM tyAre lAge che ke A badhuM karavuM keTaluM agharuM che ! yAtrAno rUTa hato - pahelAM bhadrezvara javAnuM hatuM. rAdhanapura, sAMtalapura, ADisara, bhacAu, aMjAra ane bhadrezvara. pachI giranAra 52 je" bolAvI. pa00 sAdhuo sAthe hatA. pAMca mahinA ane cAra divasa thayA. gi2nA2 yAtrA thayA bAda loko have bIje koI sthaLe javA rAjI nahIM. ghaNo vakhata thayo hovAthI gha2no jhurApo. gha2Atura lokone spezyala Treno doDAvIne 24 kalAkamAM pATaNa pahoMcADyA. pAchA pharatAM morabI, mahesANAmAM bAkInA lokonAM svAgata thayAM. AvyA bAda ujamaNuM thayeluM. (dAdA to yAtrAmAM khovAI gayA jANe ! meM pharI DabhoIno taMtu prazna pUchIne sAMdhyo.) prazna : dAdA, DabhoI choDacA bAda zuM karyuM? dAdA : jaMbUsUri mahArAje mane pUchyuM : jAtio mAravADamAM potAnI pAsenAM pustako vecI de che. tuM e kAme mAravADa jaIza ? tyAM tAre gAmegAma zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM ' 95

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pharavAnuM. e lokone maLavAnuM. eka veMta pustakonA DhagalAnA 25 rUpiyA ThAvavAnA. ATaluM kahI teoe mane kayAM pustako levAM jevAM ane e badhuM kevI rIte joIne nakkI karavuM enI samajaNa ApI. A rajhaLapATa kevo lAgyo ? prazna : na dAdA : bahu ja majhA AvI. dasa varSanI uMmarathI dara varSe pAlitANA javAnuM bane. pATaNa bahAra te sivAya DabhoI ane amadAvAda joyelAM. A pahelI vAra pharavAnuM maLyuM. ajamera, byAvara ema ghaNe sthaLe pharyo. evo muktavihAra mane kharekhara khUba ja gamyo. na khAvApIvAnI ciMtA, na paisAnI ciMtA, kacchagi2nA2 bhale na javAyuM. ahIM A samaye to enuM sATuM vaLI gayuM. pustaka kharIdInA tathA nijI kharcanA paisA maLatA hatA. hastaprato kharIdato. kharIdatAM kharIdatAM ja ene jAte ja ukelatAM zIkhyo. ahIM to prata joIne ja levA-na levAno jAte ja nirNaya karavAno hato. jaina graMtho je sauthI jUnA ane pUrNa kRti hoya te ja levAnA hoya tethI saMvata ukelavAnI. pUruM hoya te ja levAnuM. Ama, A kSetranA sau prathama guru zrI jaMbUsUri banyA. mAravADathI pustako lAvuM, DabhoI AvuM, mUkuM. pharI - mAravADa UpaDuM, pATaNa na jauM. pATaNa e vakhate sAta mahine gayelo ! ATalI vAta karyA bAda dAdAe e jamAnAnI sarasa vAta karI. kahe : e jamAnAmAM loko paraspara maLavA mATe amuka cokkasa divasa TharAve. Avo divasa moTe bhAge divALI pachIno koIka divasa raheto. DabhoI, pAdarA, chANI ane kapaDavaMjavALA ekabIjAne kahevarAve: ame tamAre tyAM AvIe chIe.' gADAmAM sau jAya. A eka prakArano vyavahAra. sAthe nAsto lIdho hoya. dAdA eka vAra DabhoI hatA. tyAre chANIno saMgha AvI rIte Avelo, meM dAdAne A aMge vizeSa pUchyuM to jaNAvyuM ke - ekabIjAnA paricayamAM rahevA mATe Avo saMgha nIkaLe. e jamAnAmAM yAtrAnI agavaDo tethI A rIte samUhamAM javAnuM. eka samUha bIje gAma temanAM sagAM rahetAM hoya to ja temAM joDAtA. sAmAjika vyavahAronI A rIta jANavAnuM mane gamyuM. tA. 3-11-2003 dAdA haMmezAM khissADAyarI rAkhatA. meM jovA mAgI. emAM agatyanA phona naMbaro tathA eDresa uparAMta 'reDI repharansa' jevA hAthavagA saMdarbhonI noMdha hatI. jemake - judI judI saMvatone ekamekamAM kevI rIte pheravAya tenAM koSTaka, itihAsanA tabakkAono samaya (jema ke pUrva madhyakALa - I. sa. 1thI 13mo saiko), bhagavAnanAM nAma tathA teonAM lAMchana, aSTa prAtihAryanAM nAma, logassanAM padomAM navadhA bhakti, sauthI sarasa sAmagrI hatI - emanAM priya avataraNo, vAkyo ane kAvyapaMktionI noMdha. meM A avataraNomAMnAM keTalAMka mane gamyAM che te mArI noMdhapothImAM utArI lIdhAM. A avataraNo dAdAnI AMtarika rucine prakaTa kare che te A pustakamAM aMte (AvaraNa 52) mUkavAmAM AvyAM che. 96 tabiyatanI vAta nIkaLatAM jaNAvyuM ke: "Aje dahIMvaDI thoDIka khAdhI, enI sAthe traNa roTalI paNa khavAI che." AjanA kAmamAM 'AdinAthavInatI' nAmanI kRtinuM samayanirdhAraNa karavAnuM hatuM. A kRti saM. 1500nI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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hovAnuM pote kevI rIte nakkI karyuM te vAta judAM judAM anumAnono AdhAra batAvI samajAvyuM. lipinAM kha ane dukha ukelavAmAM bhUla thAya che te jo barAbara samajI levAya to vAMdho na Ave tema kahI A bheda lakhIne samajAvyo. alaMkaraNa eTale ke akSarone suzobhita rIte lakhavA. te prAraMbhanI lITImAM kaI kaI rIte jovA maLe che te lakhIne batAvyuM. tA. 6-11-2003 InDolaoNjImAM Ajano divasa kAmamAM ne kAmamAM eTalo jaladI pasAra thaI gayo ke pAMca vAgI gayA tenI khabara paNa na rahI, meM ghaDiyALa joI ane AzcaryathI bolI UThI : "pAMca vAgI paNa gayA ?!" dAdA kahe : nIcuM joIe (kAmamAM hoIe) to ghaDiyALa doDe. UMcuM joIe to ghaDiyALa baMdha paDelI - UMghI gayelI lAge. tA. 7-11-2003 Aje dAdAe mane 'aMtarikSa pArzvanAtha chaMda nAmanI kRti karavA mATe ApI. e pachI emaNe mane aMtarikSa pArzvanAtha tathA goDI pArzvanAthanA camatkAronI vAta karI : "aMtarikSajInI mUrti eTalI adhdhara hatI ke eka jamAnAmAM enI nIcethI ghoDasavAra pasAra thaI zake. hAlamAM aMgaluchaNAM pasAra thAya eTalI jagyA rahI che. goDI pArzvanAthanI mUrti dase dizAthI adhdhara - koI paNa AdhAra vinA TakelI che. ATaluM kahI dAdA kahe: camatkAromAM vijJAnano koI niyama rahyo hoya che." jaina bhaMDAromAM je sAhitya che temAMnuM 50 TakA kharataragacchanuM che. pachI teo camatkAromAM paDyA. Thera-Thera dAdAvADIo banI che. tA. 29-12003nA roja A. zrI vijayazIlacaMdrasUri racita zrI nemisUrIzvarajInI jIvanajharamara AdhArita pUjA bhaNAvelI. neminaMdana upAzrayamAM pUjA hatI. dAdA AvelA. huM paNa tyAM gayelI. gurunA jIvana para AdhArita lakhAyelI pUjA pahelI vAra bhaNAvAI hatI. dAdA A saMdarbhe kahe : kharataragacchamAM guruvaMdanA A rIte thatI. zrI jinadattasUrinI pUjA A rIte bhaNAvAtI. nemisUrinA saMpradAyamAM A prasaMga thakI eka navo cIlo sthApita thAya che. dAdAnA pitarAI bhAI cImanabhAIe sonerI zAhIthI kalpasUtra lakheluM ane emAM enI baoNrDara para suMdara citro banAvelAM. te Aje mane jovA maLyuM. presa konpharansamAM rajU karavA mATe tene bahAra kADhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tA. 4-12-2003 InDolaoNjImAM Aje A. zrI pradyumnasUrinA saMghADAnAM sAdhvIjIo lipi zIkhavA AvelAM. dAdAnA svabhAva pramANe vAtamAMthI vAta nIkaLI to jANavA maLyuM ke - kanAzAnA pADAmAM "bhuvanavijayajI jaina pAThazALAmAM dAdAe thoDoka samaya kAma kareluM. savAre 9thI 10nA samayamAM tyAM jatA. vaMditA sudhIno pATha letA. dAdAnA kAkAnA dIkarA mohanabhAI jaI zake tema na hatA tethI badalImAM gayA hatA. huM jyAre InDolojI pahoMcI tyAre dAdA sAdhvIjIo sAthe besIne 'satIsagjhAya' ukelatA hatA ane e sAthe lipi vizenI jANavA jevI bAbato para prakAza pheMkatA ane sAdagdhabhUlo thAya tevA akSaro batAvI dhyAna doratA ane pachI lakhIne batAvatA. dAdA jyAre jyAre koIne paNa lipi zIkhave tyAre huM zIkhI hovA chatAM, emanI sAthe besuM. dareka lahiyAnI rIti judI. mane e alaga alaga rIti jANavAmAM majhA AvatI, vaLI, dareka vakhate kaMIka to navuM jANavA maLe ja. dAdA zarUAta karAve pachI traNa-cAra divase have liyaMtara karIne lAvyA hoya te homavarka ceka karavAnuM paNa mane ApatA gayA. Ama gaNo to mane lipi zIkhavavAnI tAlIma maLI rahI hatI. dAdA sauthI pahelAM to tAlImArthI vidyArthInI kakSA ane kSamatA joI keTalI jhINI vigato ApavI te nakkI karatA. ahIM to sAme sAdhvIjIo hatAM. have pachI emanA dvArA A kAma prato ukelavAnuM kAma) sadA, satata cAlu rahevAnuM hatuM tethI lipinAM tamAma pAsAM khUba ja jhINavaTathI samajAve. e sAdhvIjIo lezana karIne Ave tyAre temanI mahenata joIne khuza thAya, ane pachI zakya teTaluM vadhumAM vadhu zIkhavI devAno temano abhigama raheto. dAdAe Aje lipino itihAsa kahyo : RSabhadeva bhagavAne potAnI dIkarI brAhmI mATe lipi banAvI tethI brAhmIlipi kahevAI. jUnAmAM jUnI lipi priyadarzI azokanA zilAlekhomAM prApta thAya che. emAM upadezavAkyo che. A zilAlekho bhAratabharamAM jovA maLyA che. temAM Ajano ke vattAnA cihna rUpe (1) hato. lipimAM parivartana koI eka divase AvyuM nathI. A prakriyA khUba dhImI hoya che, uparAMta judA judA akSaronuM parivartana judA judA samaye, judA judA tabakkAmAM thayuM che. Ama kahI cArTamAM avAntara rUpo batAvI, eka najara amane nAkhavAnuM sUcavyuM. aMgrejo AvyA. e jyAre bhAratano itihAsa taiyAra karavA lAgyA tyAre joyuM ke saLaMga ItihAsa ahIM maLe tema nathI. dareka saMpradAya, jAti, jJAtinA itihAsa vize thoDuM jANI zakAya paraMtu A maLatA itihAsamAM aitihAsika dRSTino pUro abhAva hato. zilAlekhomAM joyuM ke vAva ke kUvAmAM babbe saMvata lakhelI che. jemake - vikrama saMvata paNa hoya ane mAlavagaNa saMvata hoya. A be vacceno taphAvata kevI rIte samajavo e prazna thaI paDyo. kharekhara to cAlyo Avato saMvata je mAlavagaNa saMvata tarIke oLakhAto hato te ja vikramasaMvatanA nAme oLakhAto thayelo. pachI udAharaNa ApatAM dAdAe kahyuM ke juo, I. sa. 2004thI nakkI karavAmAM Ave ke havethI te gAMdhIsaMvatathI oLakhAze. to 203 sudhI I. sa. kahevAze. 2004thI gAMdhIsaMvata kahevAze. paNa jo A hakIkatano khyAla na hoya to goTALA ja thAya. lipi bAbate zodhakhoLa thaI. paNa azokano zilAlekha na vaMcAyo. prinsesa jense e zilAlekha joyo. kAgaLa para tenI chApa lIdhI. sau prathama dhamma' zabda ukelAyo. badhe sthAne A zabda e rIte ja lakhAyo 98 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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hato. te zabda saMskRtano gaNAto. pAchaLathI e bhrama bhAMgyo. pAli-prAkRtamAM A zabda hovAnI jANa thaI. Iyama dhammalipi'thI lekha zarU thAya paNa pUruM na vaMcAya. bhAratIya paMDito bhegA thayA. vAisaroyano hukama InAmanI jAherAta. jeone AvaDe temanI pAse vaMcAve. paMDito kabUle zAnA ke emane AvaDatuM nathI? teo to vAMcIne zloko bolavA lAgyA - yadA yadA hi dharmasva." jese teonuM vAMceluM lakhANa khoTuM che tema kahyuM, kAraNa ke yadA yadA ukelyuM to tyAM zabdo be ja hoya. sarakhA ja hoya, yadA yadA. ahIM tevuM na hatuM. eTale pachI TImavarka thayuM. temAMthI A lipizAstra banyuM. jIvitasvAmI mUrti vizenI vAta nIkaLI. dAdAe kIdhuM ke ghaNI vAra ajaina vidvAnothI zabdanA arthanI bhAre bhUla thAya che. eka paMDite jIvitasvAmIno artha Avo Apyo. "pati jIvato che tenI patnIe bharAvelI mUrti !" sAdhvIjIomAMthI eka bolyAM : "eno sAco artha to evo thAya ke tIrthakara jIvatA hoya te samayagALAmAM ghaDAyelI - bharAvelI mUrti. barAbara ne ? dAdA kahe : sAmAnya rIte to A ja artha pracalita che. paNa A artha paNa taddana khoTo che. jIvitasvAmI eTale sAlaMkAra mUti, tIrthakaranI rAjakumAra avasthAnuM biMba. AvI mUrti para - pASANamAM - alaMkAra paNa. bharAvelA dekhAya. jIvitasvAmI dhAtumUrti hoya te bAbate vivAda che. pachI umeryuM: rANakapuranI paMcatIrthamAM che. (nANAyuM, dIvANA ane nAdiyAmAM) che te jIvitasvAmInI che paNa temAM alaMkAra nathI. prAcIna samayanI che, paraMtu te 2500 varSa pahelAMnI nathI. tene Agama pramANa kahevAmAM Ave che. A pratyakSa pramANa che. dAdA prata sAdhvIjIo pAse vaMcAvatAM tyAre keTalIka jANavA jevI bAbato maLI te ahIM lakhuM chuM : eka stavanamAM 'guNa jaNatAM spaSTa vaMcAtuM hatuM. artha besato nathI, to sAdaya bhUla kevI rIte thaI haze ? kaI haze? e vicAravAnuM jaNAvyuM. pachI kaheH ahIM ja nathI paNa bha' che. 'guNa bhaNatAM' -- emAM ja lakhI kauMsamAM "bha' lakhI sudhAravuM ema zikhavADyuM ane lahiyAnI AvI bhUla kayA kAraNe thaI haze tenI vAta karI. "la' tathA "La" vize jaNAvyuM. kahe: gujarAta-rAjasthAnamAM "la' ja hato. "La" hato ja nahIM. hastapratamAM che ja nahi. mahArASTramAM bhaLa' hato. ghaNI pratomAM aMka ke aMkanI AjubAju daMDa karavA mATenI khAlI jagyA choDI devAtI hoya che. tenuM kAraNa te karavA vaparAtI lAla zAhI che. lAla zAhI banAvavAmAM hiMgaLokamAM pAro naMkhAya. pArAne cALIsa vAra dhovo paDe, chatAM emAM pArAno aMza to rahe ja. AthI, lAla zAhI vAparavI hoya tyAre dareka vakhate tene halAvavI paDe. e jaladI jAmI jatI hoya che. A zAhI vAparavI hoya tyAre badhe sthaLe eka sAthe tenA vaDe daMDa kare to phAve. AthI kALI zAhInuM lakhANa lakhAya. pachI lAla zAhIthI daMDa thAya. ghaNuMkharuM to kALI zAhIthI ja daMDa karI levAya che. paNa lAla zAhIthI daMDa kare to te lakhANa bAda eka sAthe karI levAya. AthI ghaNI vAra evuM paNa bane che ke pratamAM pAchaLathI ekasAthe karavAnA daMDa karavAnuM bhulAI gayuM hoya. mane yAda AvyuM ke "ratanagurarAsa' ane 'baladevasajhAya' meM karelI temAM : (visargacihuna jevuM che.) che paNa aMkanI AsapAsa daMDa karavAnA rahI gayA che. tyArabAda, pratanI lipimAMnA da, 8, tathA Ino bheda lakhIne samajAvyo. eka kRtimAM "jAco hIro' zabda Avyo. te saMdarbhe dAdAe mAhitI ApI : zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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jAco hIro eTale sAco hIro. A hIrAne khAMDaNImAM bhAMgo to ye bhAMge nahi. kahevAya che ke cakravartInI patnImAM evI tAkAta hoya che ke te tene capaTIthI bhAMgI nAkhe che ! enA thayelA bhUkApAuDa2thI te laDAImAM jatA patine mAthe tilaka kare che ! gUDhalipinI prato batAvI. anyathI guptatA rAkhavA lakhANa gUDha lipimAM lakhatA. tenA keTalAka prakAro jaNAvyA : 1. ekapallavI : pallava eTale DAbI. emAM aMkathI samaja ApI hoya. prata juo to tenA AMkaDA ja lakhelA hoya. dareka aMkano zabda hoya. te AvaDe to ukale. 2. auSadhapallavI H AmAM auSadhanAM nAmo hoya. dA. ta., cUno zera 2 TAMka 5 cUno eTale ca varga zera 2 eTale ca vargano bIjo akSara arthAt cha. TAMka 5 eTale pAMcamo svara lagADo arthAt u = chuM. mane yAda AvyuM ke aparNAbahenane gUDhalipinuM livyaMtara karIne lAvyAM hoya te dAdA ceka karatA hatA. dAdAne meM pUcheluM to emaNe jaNAveluM ke A eka hukamanAmuM che. ela. DI.no ja A guTako che. munizrI puNyavijaye A guTako joyo paNa ukelAyo na hato. lisTa karatAM, dAdAe pUcheluM : A guTakA 52 zuM lakhuM ? mahArAjajIe jaNAveluM : "lakha, gUDhalipino guTako pachI to A guTakAnuM kAma aparNA bahenathI adhUruM raheluM. dAdAe pote ene pUruM kareluM. dAdAne have lakhavAnI muzkelI rahetI tethI AvAM adhUrAM kAmo bIjAne zIkhavADI pUrAM karavA lAgelA.'" tyAra bAda amane mULadevI lipi zIkhavADI. gUDhalipi dAdA pote kevI rIte ukalavA mathatA enI vAta karI : jAmanagaramAM eka bAvA pAse AvuM lakhANa. dAdAne tyAM bolAvavAmAM AvyA. bAvo jherokSa ka2vAnI nA pADe. AthI nakkI evuM thayuM ke dAdA moTethI bole. bAjumAM Tepa rAkhavuM, eTale emAM lakhANa Tepa thaI jAya. dAdAe joyuM. na samajAyuM. kalAka sUI gayA. prata vize vicAra karavA lAgyA : aMka 52 ja kAnA mAttaranAM cihno che. kadAca A koI vidhino kAgaLa hovo joIe evo tarka thayo ane vicAryuM ke AmAM vidhi zabda haze ane e ghaNe bhAge chelle hoya. iti vidhi evuM lakhyuM haze. UThyA. pharI kAgaLa hAthamAM lIdho. sau prathama vi' ukelAyo. dhIre dhIre kakko banAvyo ane je aMkapallavI hAtha AvI te 'aMtarajAmI suNa alavesara' stavanamAM saMketa lipi lakhI nAkhI. pachI e lokone ApI ane samajAvyuM. ke Ama ukelAze...vidhi zabda emAM A rIte lakhyo hato : riTa1i8 = kakkAno 18mo akSa2 (9 ne nA gaNavo) dha bane. A zabda ukelyo eTale badhuM ja ukelyuM. Guang A saMdarbhe mane dAdAnI eka vAta yAda AvI khUba ja pahelAM - zarUAtamAM jyAre huM noMdha karatI na hatI tyAranI vAta. dAdA kahe : mAro svabhAva evo ke koI zabda ukelAya nahIM eTale e mArA magajamAM kevI rIte lakhAyo che te phITa thaI jAya. rAtre sUI jauM eTale e akSara AMkha sAme tare. enI sAthe vAta karuM jANe. kevI rIte A maroDa thayo haze ? Ama ke Ama ? A akSara A haze ? ane eka jhabakAro thato jANe. akSara khuda bolato lAge ke huM A chuM. 100 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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sAdhvIjIoe dAdAne prazna karyo : "Ape zuM jesalamerano graMthabhaMDAra joyo che ?" huM vacamAM bolyA vinA rahI na zakI. kahyuM: "e bhaMDAranuM kaeNTaloga munizrI puNyavijaya sAthe rahIne emaNe to karyuM che." dAdAe enI thoDIka vAto karI kahyuM: "e vakhate tyAM 18 mahinA saLaMga rahelo. ghera eka vAra Avelo nahi tethI mAre vize evI aphavA phelAyelI ke lakSmaNa to dIkSA levAno che." A sAMbhaLI mArAthI pUchyA vinA na rahevAyuM. "dAdA, tamArI patnIe A sAMbhaLIne kevo pratibhAva Apelo ?" dAdA : "e to kahetI hatI ke tamAre jo sAdhu thavuM hoya to meM kyAM nA pADI che ? sAcuM kahuM to e khUba ja saraLa hRdayanI hatI. samajaNa ochI. bhoLI kahevAya. tenI eka vAta kahuM : huM bahAragAmathI AvuM. mAruM jo dhyAna na rahyuM ke sUcanA ApavAnI bhUlI gayo to mAruM beDiMga cAmaDAnA paTTAnI sAthe dhovA mATe palALI de. kyAreka kahIne gayo houM ke Aje mane rAtre moDuM thaze to jamavAnuM banAvIne rAkhavAnuM sUjhe nahi. pAchaLathI moDuM thayuM hoya tyAre huM jamavAnuM bahAra patAvIne ja AvuM." rasIlA : dAdA, emanuM nAma ? dAdA : moMghI. rasIlA : dAdA, e kyAre gujarI gayAM ? dAdA : nava varSa thayAM. I. sa. 1994mAM. emanI dIkSAnI aphavAnI vAtamAMthI dAdA kahevA lAgyA : eka nAno prasaMga vyaktinA jIvanamAM kevuM parivartana lAve che te saMdarbhe bharata cakravartI, prasanna rAjarSi, dhUlibhadra, zakaTAla vagerenI vAto karI, pachI kaheH "ghaNA mahArAjajIne kahetA paNa kharA ke A lakSmaNane dIkSA Apo ne." mahArAjajI javAba ApatA : enAmAM huM vairAga joto nathI. joyo hota to ApI hota. pachI kahe: aDhAra varSanI uMmarathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI meM keTalAMye sAdhu-sAdhvIone bhaNAvyAM che. Ama chatAM, mane kyAreya dIkSA levAnuM mana thayuM nathI. vaLI, koI sAdhue paNa kyAreya mane dIkSA levA mATe kahyuM nathI. sAcuM kahuM to - "bhAgyamAM lakhI hoya to ja dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya ane dIkSA levAya." paMjAba vize koI vAta nIkaLI. sAdhvIjIomAMthI eka nAme dhanyamitrAzrI kahe: "tyAMnA lokone bhAva khUba ja. paNa tyAM bahu vihAra thato nathI" dAdAH "zrI zIlacaMdrasUrinAM benamahArAjane meM eka vAra pUcheluM ke paMjAba tarapha Apa sau zA mATe vihAra karatAM nathI?" to kahe: "tyAM dhummasa khUba. gocarIe nIkaLIe to savAre dasa ke agiyAra vAgyA sudhI bhInAM thaI javAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa rahe." tA. 5-12-2003 Aje dAdAe visanagaranA tAmrapatranI vAta karI. zrI jabUvijayajI pAse keTalAka jaNa e tAmrapatra ukelavA mATe gayelA. emaNe lakSmaNabhAInuM nAma sUcavyuM. e vakhate dAdA jhIMjhuvADA jaIne ghera AvelA. dAdA vigate vAta karatAM kahe : huM Avyo ke tarata eka gADI AvI. emAMthI cAra jaNa UtaryA. kahe : jaMbUvijayajI mahArAjasAhebe amane mokalyA che. pachI tAmrapatra batAvyuM ane ukelavA jaNAvyuM. tAmrapatra kATavALuM hatuM. zrutasevI zrI lakSamaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 101

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upara uparathI vAMcI jotAM emAM rAjAe brAhmaNone ApelA dAnanI vigatovALuM che ema jaNAvyuM. sArI rIte ukelavA mATe tAmrapatrane sApha karavuM jarUrI che. sAtamA saikAnuM hatuM. ATalI mAhitI laIne e loko gayA. thoDoka samaya vItyo e pachI eka vAra huM umatA gayelo tyAre A tAmrapatrovALA bhAIo maLyA. meM pelA tAmrapatra vize pUchayuM kAraNa ke teo pharI AvyA na hatA. pelA bhAIoe jaNAvyuM ke e tAmrapatra jenuM hatuM e have Apato nathI. valabhInuM tAmrapatra dAdAe ukeleluM e vAta karIne pachI potAnI mUrtilekho ukelavAno yoga kevI rIte banI Avelo te vize jaNAvatAM kahe : "ela. DI. myujhiyamanA upale mALe RSabhadevanI dhAtupratimAnI pAchaLa lekha che. e pratimA Azare sAtamA saikAnI che. omakArasUri dvArA huM ja ene ahIM ela. DI.mAM laI Avelo. mUrti khaMDita hatI tethI visarjanavidhi karAvIne lAvelA. A pratimAnI lipi ukelI hatI ane e rIte mArAthI mUrtilekho ukelavAnI zarUAta thaI." - ela. DI. saMsthAe vecAvA Avela eka hastapratane 200 rUpiyA ApIne kharIdelI. DaoN. dalasukhabhAI mAlavANiyAe enI lipi ukelavA mane ApIne kahyuM : "Ane ukelo. ApaNe chApIzuM." A ukelavA meM to jUnA lipinA cArTa kADhyA. sau pahelAM saMvata ukelavAno prayatna karyo. saM. 319 jevuM vaMcAyuM. valabhIno hoya to saM. 638 thAya. saMvata sau pahelAM jovAnuM kAraNa evuM ke mAtra 1thI 9 aMko ja (jUnI lipinA) yAda rAkhavAnA rahe. AthI saheluM paDe. dhIre dhIre ukelI zakyo. dhruvasena bIjAnA samayanuM lakhANa hatuM. A kAma lIdhuM tyAre pahelAM pahelAM to mane saMkoca thayelo. "barAbara ukelI zakAze nahi to ?' evI dahezata rahI. dalasukhabhAI kahe : ciMtA na karo. ApaNe bIjAne batAvI joIzuM. paNa pachI batAvarAveluM to ekeya bhUla nIkaLI na hatI. tyAra bAda dAdA khUba prAcIna mUrtionI vAtoe vaLagyA. mAMDavI, jAmanagara, morabI, mahesANA, uparakoTa vagere sthaLonI prAcIna pratimAo tathA pustakonI kharIdI vize jAtajAtanI vAto thaI. A badhI vigato huM noMdhI rahI hatI. dAdAe prAcIna pratimAo vizenI A vigato mArA potAne jANavA mATe noMdhavAnI saMmati ApI paNa kyAreya prAcIna pratimAonI vigato bahAra pragaTa karavAnI nA pADI. pachI dAdAe kahyuM: "prAcIna pratimAonI vAta pragaTa thAya pachI e pratimAo corAI javAnA kissA banyA che. polIsa phariyAda thAya tyAre mUrtinuM mUlya to temAM vaparAyelI dhAtanA vajana pramANe lakhAya jyAre mUlya to lAkho rUpiyAnuM hoya" dAdAe vaLI umeryuM. "dhAtumUrtinA lekhonuM mAruM pustaka pragaTa thayuM che te lekhomAM meM AthI ja, saMvatano nirdeza karyo nathI. (noMdha: A graMthamAM prAcIna pratimAonI jeTalI vigato prakaTa thaI che te anya sthaLe pragaTa thaI cUkI che. bIjI keTalIka vigatone jaNAvI hovA chatAM ahIM emanI sUcanA anusAra ApI nathI.) tA. 6-12-2003 lekhanaupakaraNo vize dAdA Aje sAdhvIjIone vAto kahI rahyA hatA. zAhI banAvatAM, ghUMTavA mATeno ghUTonI vAta nIkaLI. kahe : eka jamAnAmAM ghUTo 2 rUpiyAno maLato. Aje e ja ghUTo 250/- rUpiyAno maLe che. tyArabAda lAla zAhI tathA kALI zAhI banAvavAnI rIto kahI. sAdhvIjIoe dAdAne Agraha karyo 102 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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ke, "amane zAhI pratyakSa banAvI dekhADo." dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke jo teo AkhI vyavasthA upAzrayamAM goThavaze to huM tyAM AvIne banAvIza ane batAvIza. - tyAra bAda azokanA zilAlekhanI lipithI mAMDIne AjanI lipi sudhInAM rUpo kevI rIte vikasI AvyAM che te tenAM avAttara rUponA cArTa banAvI tathA temAMnA keTalAka lakhIne batAvyA. thoDIka vAto munizrI puNyavijayajInA ziSyanI karI. pachI ame vasudevacapaInuM kAma karavAM beThAM. tA. 8-12-2003 sAdhvIjIone have livyaMtaranI prekTisa pUratI thaI gaI hatI. A. zrI pradyumnasUrie A prekTisa haju vadhu thAya teTalA mATe koI kAma soMpavA jaNAvyuM. AthI, dAdAe chellAM 150 varSanA patronA saMgrahano dAbaDo kADhyo. patro ukelI, teno viSaya tathA samaya repara para noMdhI, te te patranI AsapAsa repara mUkavAne jaNAvyuM. huM paNa teonI sAthe kAma karavA besavA lAgI. Aje dAdAe stavana, gahUlI sajhAyano bheda tathA vikathAnA cAra bheda samajAvyA. vAtavAtomAM dAdAne vArtA kahevAnI Teva. Aje sAdhvIjIoe dAdAne eka vAta kahevA jaNAvyuM. 'vagara vicAreluM na karavuM.' tevA bodhavALI popaTanA baccAnI ane kerInA jhADanI vAta karI. jemAM atiguNavALA ane rogavinAzaka zaktivALAM phaLa ApatA AMbAne rAjA avicArIpaNe kevI rIte veDI nAkhe che. tenI vAta rasALa zailImAM kahI. patronuM kAma zarU thayuM te pahelAM eka-be patro dAdAe ukelIne vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA. patranI vigato parathI kono patra che ? kone lakhAyo che ? lakhanAranA sthaLanuM nAma tathA patra je sthaLe pahoMcADavAno che te sthaLanI vigato repara para noMdhavAne jaNAvyuM. repara vIMTALatAM zikhavADyuM. patranI vigata saMkSepamAM jaNAvavAnuM paNa kahyuM. AvA eka patra para repara lagAvI meM te divase je noMdheluM teno namUno nIce che : maMDAIthI 5. rUpasAgare lakhyo che. ajameranagare vijaya dharaNendrasUrine lakhAyo che. samaya : vi. saM. 1921 bhAdaravA suda-5 vigata - saMvatsarI pachI lakhAyo hovAthI paryuSaNa kevA gayA tenA samAcAra ane pAlitANAmAM aMcalagacchavALA 35 lAkhamAM aMjanazalAkA karAve che tenI vigata. sAdhvIjIone Aje dAdAe depALanA kUTelA' e prasaMga kahyo. emAM tharAdanA jabarA zrAvakone gRhastha depALe kevI rIte sIdhA karelA enI vAta majhathI karI. meM A prasaMga pharIthI sAMbhaLyo paNa dAdAnI kahevAnI rIta evI rasALa hoya ke vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavI game. patronuM kAma karatAM, ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLyuM. khAsa to, e jamAnAmAM vaparAtA zabdonA arthane ame dAdA pAsethI jANI letA. A kAma, joke meM ochuM karyuM che. dAdA vyasta hoya tyAre ja huM sAdhvIjIo pAse besIne kAma karatI. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 103

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tA. 9-12-2003 Aje InDolojI moDI pahoMcI tyAre sAdhvIjIo patronuM kAma karatAM hatAM. huM teonI sAthe kAmamAM joDAI paNa dAdAe bolAvIne kahe: "tame Aje patronuM kAma rahevA do. pratanuM - "vasudevacapaInuM kAma kADho." huM jeTaluM kAma karIne AvI hatI te Aje patAvI dIdhuM. daramiyAnamAM eka paradezathI yu. esa. e.) InDolojInI mulAkAte eka kuTuMba AvyuM hatuM. pratasAmagrI tathA upakaraNo jovA-samajavA zrI jitubhAIe e kuTuMbane nIce mokalyuM hatuM. prItibahena teone badhuM samajAvavA lAgyA. je sAmagrI te batAvatA hatA temAM eka koro kAgaLa lakhyA vinAno) hato. te batAvatAM, dAdA ma kahe : "A kAgaLa koro che chatAM meM ene sAcavyo che. jANo cho kema ?" pachI umeryuM : kAgaLanuM AyuSya keTaluM, kAgaLa keTalo jUno che e jANavAnI have parIkSA thaI zake che. jayapura pAsenA sAMgAneramAM AvA kAgaLanI parIkSA thAya che." patro vAMcatAM vAMcatAM sthaLanAmo vize puchAtuM. vAtavAtamAM aneka vAto jANavA maLe. sAdhvIjIoe pUchayuM. jetAna ane pIparavA gAmanAM nAmo A patromAM che. A gAmo kyAM AvyAM ? dAdAe e banne mAravADanAM hovAnuM jaNAvyuM. vaLI dAdAe kahyuM : pahelAM gujarAta-mAravADa eka hatAM. bhASA eka, paheraveza eka, jUnA paTamAM Dresa jojo. badhAe mAravADano Dresa paherelo hoya tevuM jaNAze. eno artha e nahIM ke zatruMjaya para mAtra mAravADIo jatA. e jamAnAmAM sau mAravADI kahevAto e Dresa paheratA. dAdAe mArI sAthe rahI jUnI gujarAtInA patro vAMcyA. pachI dAdAe mane keTalAMka jarUrI sUcano karyA : parApUrvathI amuka cokkasa prakAranAM vizeSaNo sAdhubhagavaMtane lAge. AvAM 108 vizeSaNonI copaDI bahAra paDI che te tamAre vAMcI levI ema jaNAvyuM. uparAMta jaina paribhASAnI samaja mATe jIvatattva, navatattva tathA saMgrahaNI vAMcI levAM tema jaNAvyuM. kaheH ATaluM vAMcazo to tamane paribhASAnI samaja Avaze. ane tethI lipi ukelavAnuM kAma saheluM thaze. tyAra bAda jJAna mATe traNa pramANa che tenI chaNAvaTa dAdAe karI : 1. AgamapramANa : eTale ke zAstra pramANa. Agama eTale AgaLavALA bhAkhI gayA che - kahI gayA che te. eka sAduM udAharaNa lo. tamArA dAdAnA dAdAjInI lakhelI eka noMdha tamane maLI, temAM lakhyuM che ke teoe svinjharlenDanI beMkamAM phalANA khAtA naMbaramAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyA phalANI tArIkhe mUkyA che. bolo, tame e noMdhane sAcI mAno ke nahi ? AgamapramANa AvI vAta che. 2. pratyakSapramANaH tamane tamArA dAdAnA dAdAjIe rUpiyA mUkyA hatA te beMkanI pAsabuka ane cekabuka maLI Ave che te pratyakSapramANa thayuM. 104 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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7. anumAnapramANa te haMmezAM sAcuM ja paDe evuM nahi. khoTuM ya paDe. juo hamaNAMnI ja vAta karuM. be vAgelA ane DAbhI Avaze evo khyAla, kAraNa ke haMmezAM te be vAge cA laIne Ave che. pagarava saMbhaLAyo. thayuM ke DAbhI Avyo, paNa joyuM to nIkaLyA amerikAvALA ! Ama, A anumAna sAcuM ya paDe, khoTuMya paDe ! (dAdA kevAM sAdAM udAharaNothI vAta spaSTa karI Ape che ! dAdA pAse kaMI paNa zIkhavuM te agharuM na lAge evA e zikSaka !) patro vAMcatAM 'bAbAzAhI' zabda Avyo. A zabdane laIne judAM judAM calaNa ane tolamApanI vAta karI. A patro lakhAyA tyAre bAbAzAhI rUpiyo cAlato. muMbaImAM muMbaIgaro rUpiyo cAlato. bAbAzAhI rUpiyA karatAM muMbaIgaro rUpiyo majabUta gaNAto. te jamAnAmAM aneka dezI rAjyo hatAM. tethI dareka rAjyanuM calaNa juduM hatuM. aMgrejo AvyA ane emaNe eka ja prakAranuM calaNa karyuM. A ja pramANe dareka rAjyamAM tolamApa paNa judAM hatAM. badhe ja zerathI oLakhAto tola enA mApamAM judo raheto. rAjyanAM potIkAM mApa hatAM. jodhapuramAM 1 ze2 = 100 rUpiyAbhAra kacchamAM 1 ze2 = 26 rUpiyAbhAra udepuramAM 1 zera = 30 rUpiyAbhAra amadAvAdamAM 1 ze2 = 40 rUpiyAbhAra Aje dAdAne zrI yazovijaye bolAvelA, tethI e pAlaDI gayA. tA. 10-12-2003 Aje dAdA koIka vicAromAM gUMcavAyelA hoya tevuM lAgyuM. pUchatAM jANyuM ke navI AvelI grAnTanA saMdarbhamAM pustakakharIdI kaI rIte karavI te samasyAnA vicAromAM gUMthAyelA hatA. teoe potAnA pustaka-kharIdInA anubhavanI vAta karI. prophesarone lipi zikhavADavI ane teo potapotAnA eriyAmAM prato kharIdavAnuM kAma saMsthAo soMpe tevI nIti grAnTa AvyA bAda nakkI thaI hatI. paraMtu e keTaluM zakya bane e mukhya samasyA hatI, pastIvALA Dhagalo laIne Ave. ene koNa jue ? koNa nakkI karaze ke kaI prata levA jevI che ? ucita mUlya koNa nakkI ka2ze ? gItAnI prato ghera ghera hoya. to e kharIdavI ? bhaMDAromAM kalpasUtronI saMkhyA apAra che. to have Ave e badhAM kharIdavAnAM ? je prophesarone kAma soMpavAmAM AvyuM che teo kevI rIte mUlya nakkI ka2ze ? vecanAra vyakti prato ahIM saMsthAmAM laIne Ave to enuM AvavA-javAnuM bhADuM te na toye ApavuM paDe, kAraNa ke tame bolAvelA che. levA jevuM che te koNa nakkI karaze. AvA badhA prazno dAdAnA manamAM paDyA che. $ tA. 11-12-2003 Aje huM inDolaoNjI pahoMcI tyAre khUba ja khuza hatI. gaI ke tarata ja dAdAne samAcAra ApyA : zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 105

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"dAdA, huM dAdI banI. mArA dIkarAne tyAM bebI AvI che. gaI kAle amerikAthI samAcAra AvyA." sAruM, A jamAnAmAM dIkarI cAkarI kare." dAdA bolyA. A pachI ame pratanuM kAma karavAne badhuM kholIne beThAM tyAM to eka patrakArabhAI "rAjasthAna patrikA taraphathI inTaravyu levA AvelA. sAthe phoTogrAphara hatA. phoTogrAphI zarU thAya e pahelAM patrakAra zrI zatruddha zarmA inTaravyu le che. A inTaravyu levAto hato tyAre huM pAse ja beThI hatI. Akho inTaravyu meM noMdhI lIdho hato. te nIce mujaba che : prazna : nAma ? dAdA : lakSmaNabhAI hIrAlAla bhojaka prazna : abhyAsa ? dAdA : zALAmAM cAra copaDI bhaNelo. (ATaluM kahIne dAdAe prItibahenane phAIlamAMthI chApelo bAyo-DeTA ApavAne jaNAvyuM.) prazna : A kAmamAM kyArathI ? dAdA : aDhAra varSanI umarathI. Aje 87 thayAM. jiMdagImAM A eka ja kAma karyuM che. munizrI puNyavijayajI pAse taiyAra thayo. emaNe ja A saMsthA (inDolojI) sthApI. huM ahIM A saMsthA zarU thaI tyArathI ja chuM. prazna : keTalI lipio AvaDe che ? dAdA : mane mAtra eka ja lipi AvaDe che. prazna : A lipinuM nAma zuM? dAdA : Ane pAMDulipi kahe che. jaina graMthabhaMDAramAM Ane hastapratalipi kahe che. khaDIthI lakhAya tethI pAMDulipithI oLakhAI. pAchaLathI e zAhIthI lakhAI toye pAMDulipi ja kahevAI prazna : jUnA graMtho keTalAM varSa pahelAMnA maLe che? dAdA : jainagraMtho 1000nI sAlathI lakhAyelA jovA maLe che. 11mI sadIthI e bhaMDAromAM sArI rIte sacavAyelA maLe che. prazna : A graMtho keTalA moTA hoya? dAdA : te eka patrathI mAMDIne 1000 patro sudhInA maLI AvyA che. prazna : A lipi keTalI prAcIna ? dAdA : 2300 sAla pahelAM azokanA samayamAM kotarelA zilAlekho maLI AvyA che te gujarAtamAM jUnAgaDhamAM che ane hiMdustAnamAM bIje ghaNe sthaLe - banArasa, sAranAtha - maLe che. emAM lakhAyelI lipine brAhmIlipi kahe che. A ja lipi samaya jatAM badalAtI badalAtI AjanI devanAgarI lipi banI che. emAMthI anya prAdezika lipio paNa banI. 106 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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khaisura karNATaka prazna : AvI lipio kaI kaI che ? kyAM kyAM che ? dAdA : AkhA dezamAM lakhAtI AvI 14 rAjyonI lipionAM mULa A brAhmI devanAgarImAM che. te A pramANe che.) krama lipi pradeza | krama lipi pradeza 1. baMgalA baMgALa 10 marAThI mahArASTrI mahArASTra 2. maithilI orissA 11. tAmila (madrAsa) cennaI 3. mevADI nepAla 12. varlag 4. kAzmIrI kAzamIra 13. vADI ? 5. zAradA kAzamIra 14. malayAlama keraLa 6. gujarAtI gujarAta 15. graMtha 7. gurumukhI paMjAba 16. kannaDa 8. mahAjanI rAjasthAnI 17. telugu AMdha 9. moDI mahArASTra noMdhaH ahIM huM badhI ja lipi tathA pradezanAM nAmo noMdhI zakI nathI. 13mI nevADI lipi mATe huM spaSTa sAMbhaLI zakI nathI tethI praznacihna mUkela che.) prazna : lipinI zarUAta kyAre thaI ? dAdA : hiMduo ema mAne che ke brahmAe potAnI dIkarI sarasvatI mATe banAvI. jaino mAne che ke emanA pahelA tIrthakara RSabhadeve potAnI dIkarI brAhmI mATe banAvI hatI. uttarapradezamAM hastapratamAM jovA maLatI lipine pAMDulipi kahe che jyAre ahIM hastapratalipi kahe che. prazna : brAhmInI samakAlIna bIjI kaI lipi che ? dAdA : kharoSTI lipi e brAhmInI samakAlIna che. joke, kharoSTIlipimAM lakhAyelA zilAlekho maLatA nathI. prazna : Apa A kSetramAM 60 varSathI cho. barAbara ? Ape kayA kayA sthaLe kAma karyuM che ? dAdA : hA. aDhAramAM varSathI A eka ja kAma karyuM che. rAjasthAna vagere sthaLoe pharIpharIne A kAma karyuM che. rAjasthAnamAM 'purAtattva anveSaNa maMdiramAM (jayapuramAM te vidhAnasabhAnI sAme che) muni jinavijayajI sAthe kAma kareluM. teo tyAM 18 zAkhAnA heDa (Head) hatA.' prazna : A lipi kayAM zIkhavo cho ? ahIM ? kone zIkhavo cho ? dAdA : lipi zIkhavavA huM jude jude gAma gayo chuM. A zaheramAM jude jude sthaLe gayo chuM. zIkhanArAmAM adhyApako hoya, zrAvaka-zrAvikA hoya, sAdhusAdhvIo hoya tathA kaoNlejamAM bhaNatA vidyArthIo tathA anya je koIne rasa hoya te saune zIkhavI che. zIkhavI rahyo chuM. ahIM A saMsthAmAM rahIne paNa lipi zikhavADuM chuM. prazna : bALakone zikhavADo cho ? zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 107

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dAdA : nA. bALako zIkhI nA zake. saMskRta, prAkRta ke gujarAtI bhASAno amuka abhyAsa karyA pachI ja A zIkhI zakAya. kayA samaye sauthI vadhu lakhAyuM ? Aje je kAMI maLe che te zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanA samayanuM maLe che. emaNe potAnA samayamAMnA aneka bhaMDAromAMthI graMtho lAvIne lakhAvarAvyA hatA. ghaNA ja bhaMDAromAM te surakSita rahe tema sAcavelA. kALakrame tatkAlIna vidharmIo tathA muslima rAjAoe AvA bhaMDArone lUMTIne - bALIne khUba ja nukasAna karyuM. 15mI sadInA aMta bhAgamAM kAgaLa para moTA pAye graMtho lakhAyA. potAnA ziSyasamUhanI madada dvArA rAjasthAnamAM zrI jinabhadragaNie ane gujarAtamAM zrI somasuMdarasUrie A kAma karyuM hatuM. 16mI sadIno akabarakAlIna jamAno hastaprata mATeno suvarNayuga gaNAya che tyAre khUba ja lakhAyuM. saMrakSita thayuM. 108 prazna : dAdA : prazna : zAnA para lakhAya che ? dAdA : asalamAM tADapatro para lakhAyuM. bhojapatra para lakhAyuM. pachI kAgaLa tathA kApaDa para lakhAyuM. kApaDa para ochuM lakhAyuM kAraNa ke temAM vIMTalo vALavo paDe. vAMcavA mATe rola kholavo paDe. AthI e asuvidhAjanaka hatuM tethI kApaDa para lakhavAnuM kAma lAMbuM nathI cAlyuM. 1000 varSathI lakhAya che te devanAgarI ja che. lakhatAM lakhatAM svarUpa badalAya kA2Na je kAMI lakhyuM che te hajAro lahiyAoe lakhyuM che. dareka lahiyAnA akSaro judA hoya. lekhana saraLatA zodhe. kopI parathI kopI thaI. tethI je akSarano maroDa bIjAe jevo joyo tevo lakhyo. Ama avAntara rUpoe badalAtI badalAtI AjanA svarUpe che. sauthI jUnI lipi kayA samayanI vAMcI zako cho ? brAhmI vAMcI zakuM chuM. kharoSTI enI samakAlIna che chatAM zIkhyo nathI, kAraNa lekha e lipimAM maLyA nathI. gUDhalipimAM mULadevI jANuM chuM. mULadeva vidvAna hatA. (ahIM patrakAre gUDhalipi vize jaNAvAno jhAjho rasa batAvyo nahIM ane bIjA prazno tarapha gayA.) Ape zarUAta kevI rIte karI ? aDhAramA varSe pATaNamAM hato tyAre lisTa lakhavAnuM kAma zarU thayuM. muni zrI puNyavijayajI sAthe kAma karyuM. pachI muni zrI jinavijayajI sAthe muMbaImAM bhAratIya vidyAbhavanamAM kAma karyuM. tyAMthI jinavijyajI mane jayapura laI gayA. (A vAtacIta daramyAna patrakArano eka prazna evo Avyo jemAM e bhAI dAdAnI vAta samajyA na hatA ane prazna puchAyo tethI -) dAdA : bhAI, huM kahuM chuM te badhuM dhyAnathI sAMbhaLo ane samajo. Akho itihAsa A paMdara miniTamAM na samajAvI zakAya ke samajI na zakAya. tamArA jevA prazna : devanAgarI keTalAM varSa pahelAM hatI ? dAdA : prazna : dAdA : prazna : dAdA : zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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ja eka patrakAra AvelA. temane meM jaNAvela ke ahIM siddharAjano sikko nathI, barAbara saMbhaLAyuM nahIM hoya tethI chApI mAryuM ke siddharAjano sikko ahIM che. (thoDuM aTakIne) ame AvuM khoTuM vAMcIe chIe tyAre bahu duHkha thAya che. tyAra bAda cAlu vAta AgaLa calAvI kahe : jinavijaya muni caMderiyAmAM hatA. e bahu moTI hastI hatI. jelamAM paNa gayelA. vinobA sAthe paNa hatA, caMderiyAmAM emano moTo Azrama hato te temaNe vinobA bhAvene ApI dIdhelo. prazna : ahIM jUnAmAM jUnI kaI kRti maLe che ? dAdA : I. sa. pU. 300nI (2300 varSa pahelAMnI) bAhmImAM lakhAyela zilAlekhanuM gujarAtImAM livyaMtara thayeluM che. tyArabAda avAttara rUpone samajAvatAM kahevA lAgyA) - mANasane sIdhI lITIne badale vAMkI lITI karavI sahelI paDe che. ema akSaro dhImedhIme badalAyA. jhaDapathI lakhatAM tenI AkRti judI rIte jaNAI. upalabdha lekho to nakalanI nakala che. lahiyA to joIjoIne jevuM hoya tevuM lakhe. vAMkI thayelI rekhAthI badalAyelI AkRti pachI e ja pramANe rUDha bane. brAhmInA samaya bAda, 2000 varSa pahelAMno kALa kSatrapa kALa kahevAya che. rAtorAta akSaro badalAtA nathI. badalAtA akSaronA jamAnAmAM jUnA akSaro cAle che - jema ke gujarAtIno navaDo (9) jUnI rIte nAmAMmAM lakhAto jovA maLato hato ! pachI valabhI - valabhI uttarakALa solaMkIkALa (je 100 varSa parvata cAlu rahyo) chelle Adhunika samaya. prazna : Apa kayAM kayAM rAjyomAM pharyA cho ? dAdA : rAjasthAna - dilhI - himAcala ane jammumAM. rAjasthAnamAM hato tyAre sAta mahinA sudhI ghera Avyo na hato. e jamAnAmAM badhe rela na hatI. basa paNa badhe maLe nahi. paidala ghaNuM pharyo. ghoDe caDhI badhe ryo chuM. tema UMTa para paNa beTho chuM. TAMgAgADImAM paNa pharyo chuM. prazna : sauthI vadhu kyAMthI maLyuM ? sauthI vadhu prato Aje kyAM che ? dAdA : sauthI vadhu ane rAjasthAnamAMthI maLyuM. jayapuramAM tenuM saMrakSaNa thAya che. Aje sauthI vadhu prato kobAmAM che. rAA lAkha jeTalI prato tyAM che. | ethI moTo bhaMDAra kyAMya nathI, ahIM inDolaoNjImAM 75,000 hastaprato \ che. sauthI prAcIna hastaprata jesalameramAM che. te graMthanuM nAma 'vizeSAvazyakabhASya' che. A graMtha 10mI zatAbdIno che. huM tyAM doDha varSa rahyo chuM. tyAM meM 'munizrI puNyavijayajInI adhyakSatAmAM kAma karyuM che. tADapatra koIne ApatA nathI ame. tADapatronI jherokSa karAvI lIdhI che. e jherokSa parathI ja jherokSa banAvIne apAya che. mAIkrophilma paNa banAvelI che. prazna : cAra yugo - satayuga, dvApara yuga, tretAyuga tathA kaliyuganI sImAo kaI ?" zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 19

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dAdA : te vize huM kazuM kahI zakato nathI. e mATe purANI pAse jAva. mAre mate purANonI vAto gappAbAjI che. purANamAM eka vAta che. rAkSasa pRthvIne laIne samudramAM gayo. viSNu varAha avatAra laIne rAkSasane pakaDI lAvyo. pachI dAdA pote ja prazna pUche che :) to tyAre pRthvI kyAM hatI ? viSNu ene kyAM laI Avyo. pRthvI to pANImAM hatI tyAre. purANamAM tathya nathI eTale) AvI gappAbAjI che. e vAtone khAlI sAMbhaLavAnI hoya. ATalI vAto karyA badala patrakAra tyAM paDelA gUDhalipinA copaDAmAMnI lipi vize pUche che to tenA javAbamAM dAdA jaNAve che: madhyapradezamAM AvelA vAMsavADAno e gUDhalipimAM lakhAyelo guTako che. tyAMno rAjA lakSmaNasiMha hato. teNe potAnA karmacArI tathA nAgariko mATenA niyamo lakhyA che. jema ke karmacArIe kevAM kapaDAM paheravAM - kapaDAMnI bAMya na caDAvavI. - taLAvanuM pANI pIvAnuM hoya tyAM pahero hoya jethI anya upayogamAM laIne pANI bagADe nahi - kara keTalo levo vagere vAto emAM che. 150 varSa jUno e guTako che. te potAne mATe banAvelo che. temAM lakhyuM che te pramANe to e nakalanI nakala che. "AgalavALI kitAba parathI lakhI che" tevuM vAkya che temAM. eno artha ke A niyamonI kitAba asalamAM to ghaNI purANI hovI joIe - emAM kyAre koNe kevA pheraphAro karyo haze tenI khabara nathI. prazna : kaI lipi vizeSa kaThina ? dAdA : gUDhalipi e kaThina che. darekanI e pote potAne mATe banAvelI che. AyurvedanA graMthomAM guptatA rAkhavA (trade secret ?) - gUDhalipimAM thoDoka hisso lakhAyelo jovA maLe. brAhmI parANI kharI paNa te khodelI che. pustakamAM te chApelA svarUpe jovA maLaze. pahelI zatAbdIthI tAmrapatra maLe che. e pahelAM paththara vaparAto e zilAlekho pAliprAkatamAM che, saMskRtamAM nathI. pachI bhojapatro - tADapatro AvyA. e 10mIthI 1pamI sadI sudhI maLe, tyArabAda kAgaLa Avyo. jaina siddhAMto prAkRta bhASAmAM lakhAyelA che. pelo patra huM vAMcato hato te gujarAtI hato. chApelo zilApresano hato. gujarAtI lipi 200 sAlathI ja saMpUrNa - paraphekTa banI che. pahelAM pahelAM to bhASA gujarAtI hovA chatAM te devanAgarI lipimAM lakhAtI hatI. AthI tame joyuM haze ke te patramAM devanAgarI lipi hatI. gujarAtI bhASA 700 varSa jUnI che. emAM hajAro patro lakhAyA che. prazna : Ape A lipi keTalAne zikhavADI? dAdA : hajArone zikhavADI. (pachI dAdAe lipi zIkhatAM paDatI muzkelInI vAta jaNAvI.) lipi zIkhavAnI muzkelI 3 prakAranI che : 1. akSaronI muzkelI: pratyeka graMtha ke pratyeka pratanA lahiyA - lipikAra judA. tethI akSaro dareka pratamAM judA. matalaba ke eno maroDa judo. Aje tame je mudritamAM juo cho tevA akSaro temAM hoya nahIM. 2. bhASAnI muzkelI: bAra gAue bolI badalAya. vaLI lahiyAomAM eka pATaNa rahe. bIjo khaMbhAta rahe. trIjo jayapurano rahenAro hoya. cotho hoya amadAvAdano. have A dareka lahiyA bhale gujarAtI bhASA bolatA hoya. chatAM 110 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tenI chAMTamAM bheda hoya ane te A lakhANamAM AvI jAya. eTale bhASA gujarAtI ja hoya chatAM judI bhAse. 3. sIdhuM lakhANa hovAnI muzkelI : hastapratomAM lakhANamAM padavinyAsa thayo hoto nathI. koI paNa zabda chUTo pADyA vinA lakhANa saLaMga lakhAya che. AthI padavinyAsa ane arthasaMgatinI sUjha vinA arthagrahaNa karavAmAM muzkelI uddabhave. eka dAkhalo ApuM: 'kuMvarabAInuM mAmeruM'mAM "bhAbhIe kuvacana' kahyuM lakhela che. Ane tame be rIte chUTuM pADI zako. 1. bhAbhIe kuvacana kahyuM. 2. bhAbhI eku vacana kahyuM.. tame vAta jo jANatA hova to chUTuM pADavuM saraLa bane. Agale divase oNperA upAzrayamAM zrI yazodevavijayane maLIne nakkI karyA pramANe emane tyAM jaI. lipi zikSaNanA vargo levAno samaya thaI gayo hato tethI bAkInuM kAma prItibahenane soMpIne javA mATe taiyAra thayA. phoTosezana bAkI hatI tethI cA pI, e kAma patAvyuM. A mATe dAdA beThA. sAme moTA Tebala para vAMsavADAvALo gUDhalipino guTako kholIne mUkyo. citrapothI mUkI ane dAdA kAca laIne eka prata ukele che tevo pojha Apyo. sAthe prItibahenane besADyAM. lagabhaga daseka jeTalA phoTA levAyA. A AkhI ya prakriyA daramiyAna dAdA pUrA svastha, zAMta. phoTogrAphara pojha judA judA levA goThave paNa te bAbate teo pUrA nirlepa. kaMTALo saheja paNa nahi. saMsthAnA kAryano A paNa eka bhAga che ema ja vacce vacce pUchatA rahe. cAlo, patI gayuM ne ? javAbamAM 'nA' to dAdAnuM pelo kAgaLa - prata - vAMcavAnuM cAlu ! !... Aja sudhImAM dAdAnA ghaNA InTaravyu levAyA haze. hamaNAM hamaNAM to roja patrakAra Ave che. dAdAne nathI enuM abhimAna nathI eno kaMTALo. jIvanamAM je kAMI AvyuM teno sahaja svIkAra. emane joI mane "lIlayA' jIvavAno artha samajAya che jANe ! dAdAnuM peTanTa vAkya paNa A che - "A badhuM saMsArano khela che. joyA karo, khelyA karo." oNperA upAzraye gayA e pahelAM cA pIdhI. mane paNa tyAM sAthe AvavA sUcaveluM. dAdA kahyA vinA, jANe, mane lipi zIkhavavAnI tAlIma zarU karI rahyA hatA. upAzrayanI sAme ja lekhikA zrImatI avaMtikA guNavaMtanuM ghara. amArI rikSA tyAM UbhI rahI ane guNavaMtabhAIe amane joyAM ane Agraha karIne ghera laI gayA. tyAMthI upAzrayamAM (sAme bAraNe ja hato.) gayAM. ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM sAdhuo tathA zrAvako hatA. mAre mAtra sahAyakanI bhUmikA nibhAvavAnI hatI. tAlimArthIone jherokSa kAgaLa ApavA jevI, paNa dAdA lipi zikSaNa kevI rIte Ape che te mAre dhyAnamAM levAnuM hatuM. varga pUro thayo. zrAvaka rAjubhAI amane potAne ghera laI gayA. cA pIdhI. emanI gADImAM ghera mUkavA AvyA. vacce huM 'vijaya resToranTa UtarI gaI. tA. 12-12-2003 Aje InDolojI gaI tyAre dAdA pAse cAra-pAMca mulAkAtIo beThelA. eka jaNa sonAnA 35 sikkA zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 111

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laIne AvelA sikkA 24 kereTanA ane 1 tolA vajananA hatA. enA para urdUmAM lakhANa hatuM. huM patro ukelavAnA kAmamAM sAdhvIjI pAse beThI. eka patramAM ghoDI-vacherI-zeraDInA sAMThA ane kAkaDInI vAta vAMcIne navAI lAgI. thayuM ke A badhuM kazuMka gUDhalipimAM saMketamAM thayelI vAta to nathI ne ? bAkI, sAdhunA patramAM zuM AnI vAta hoya ?! dAdAne mArA mananI A vAta karI, dAdA kahe : "A patro patinA che ane yatio ghoDA rAkhatA." oNperA klAsa levA javAnuM hatuM. cA pIvA upara gayA. uparathI 5. rUpendrakumAra AvyA. AjanI A cA-sezana majhAnI rahI. paMDitajI khurazI para besatAM bolyA : 'o dInAnAtha !" dAdA A zabdanI saMdhi chUTI pADatA bolyA : "dIna anAtha' paMDitajI A sAMbhaLIne hasatAM kahe : "sAcI vAta che. enA jevo bIjo anAtha koNa ? ene to koI nAtha che ja nahi ne ?" dAdA kahe: "vaLI pAcho e dIna - biccAro che. juo ne, koI enA para pANI reDe, koI phUla caDAve, koI cokhA nAMkhe. ATaluM ochuM hoya tema loko enI pAse mAMga mAMga kare ! koI putra, to koI paiso, koI gADI to koI baMgalo ! koI vaLI kaheze 'parIkSAmAM pAsa karI do. koI kaheze nokarI Apajo. koI kahe "sArI strI Apajo' pachI dAdA hasIne kahe: kevI dInatA bApaDAnI !" AvI nirdoSa hAsyasaravANI amArI cAne kyAreka Ama, ora bhI svAdiSTa banAvI detI, vaLI, paMDitajI nusakhAonI vAte caDhyA tyAM to rAjendrabhAI teDavA AvyA. ame oNperA gayAM. A A tA. 12-12-2003thI tA. 15-12-2003 sudhInA operAnA tAlIma vargomAM dAdA dvArA thayelI keTalIka jANavA jevI vAtonA aMzo : > "mahAjanamUmAM lakhAvAnuM je kAma thayuM che tene paMDito dvArA tapAsarAvyuM che. teoe bhUlonuM zuddhipatraka taiyAra karyuM che. AgamonI peThe nigamo lakhAyA che. pATaNanA bhaMDAramAM e graMtho che. nigamAcAryanA graMthono ullekha ApaNe tyAM prAyaH thato nathI. zrI mohanalAla dalIcaMda desAIe paNa tevA graMthono ullekha karyo nathI. mUrtilekho ukelatAM jovA maLyuM ke keTalIka mUrtionI pratiSThA nigamAcAryoe karelI che, ane te ApaNe tyAM pUjAya che. zrI yazodevavijaye 'dvatrizikA.." graMthamAM nigamAcAryanA saMdarbho lIdhA che. vijJaptipatronI vAta nIkaLatAM - hAla dhArmika utsavanI kaMkotarIne joIne enI TIkA thAya che paNa e jamAnAmAM kApaDa para 50 phUTa lAMbA vijJaptipatro lakhAyA che. myujhiyamamAM te jovA maLe che. prakAzita pustakonI yAdInI vAta karatAM jaNAvyuM ke "mahAjanamu' mATe meM enI yAdI karI che. kAma haju pUruM thaI zakyuM nathI. ghaNe sthaLe keTalaoNga sArA banyA che. pustaka vize jarUrI evI tamAma mAhitI temAMthI prApta thaI zake. AvA keTalogo - bhaThThAM, neminaMdana (banI rahyuM che te) ane saMvegI upAzrayanAM che. jUnI lipi vAMcavI ghaNI agharI che. 11mI sadInA graMtha "vizeSAvazyakabhASyanuM likhaMtara agharuM hatuM. zrI amRtabhAI bhojake te kareluM. lipyutara thayelI kRti parathI zrI dalasukhabhAI mAlavaNiyAe enuM saMpAdana kareluM hatuM. cArTamAM jovA maLatA jUnA aMko meM (dAdAe) pATaNanA graMthabhaMDAramAMno eka 700 pRSThono graMtha che tenA parathI tAravela che. 112 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tA. 16-12-2003 Aje dAdAe munizrI puNyavijayajIno eka sarasa prasaMga kahyo. dAdA kahe : "mahArAjajIne badhA ja prakAranA graMthomAM rasa paDe. navA graMthane prakAzamAM lAvavAnuM kAma paNa e kare. emanA hAthamAM jo vyAkaraNano graMtha Avyo hoya ane emane khabara hoya ke phalANI vyakti 'vyAkaraNa' para kAma karI rahI che to athavA to A prakAranA rasavALI phalANI vyakti che ane te bhaviSyamAM teno upayoga karaze ema lAge to teo te graMthane acUka tene mokalI ApatA. "pATaNanA bhaMDAramAM kAma karatA hatA tyAre mahArAjajInA hAthamAM "pramANavArtika' nAmano eka graMtha hAtha Avyo. zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanA eka graMthanuM nAma pramANavArtika' che. mahArAjajIe graMtha tapAsyo to jaNAyuM ke A to bauddhagraMtha che. "mahArAjajIne e vAtanI jANa hatI ke DaoN. rAdhAkRSNanuM ane rAhula sAMkRtyAyana e vakhate A ja bauddhagraMtha mATe 40 jeTalA paMDitone rokIne kAma karAvatA hatA. enI TIkA upalabdha hatI paNa mULagraMtha e lokone upalabdha thayo na hato. prApta TIkAne AdhAre badhA paMDito e mULagraMthane pAmavAno prayatna karatA hatA." "A bauddhagraMtha che tenI jANa thatAM mahArAjajIe e ja divase DaoN. rAdhAkRSNanuM ane rAhula sAMkRtyAyanane tAra karIne A graMtha bhAbhAne pADe - pATaNamAM - hovAnuM jaNAveluM hatuM." tA. 18-12-2003 Aje InDolaoNjI gaI. dAdA kahe : Aje prItibahena rajA para che. mane thayuM ke tamane phona karIne kahuM ke "Avo.' (Aje samaya che to kAma thaze e saMdarbhe) mane AvelI joIne e khuza thayA. joke, mArAthI pratanuM kAma AgaLa thaI zakyuM na hatuM. tAlImanuM kAma ghera bhUlI gayelI. eTale emanI sAthe vAto thaI, sAdhvIjI sAthe patravAcana karyuM ane zrI aMdhArenuM slAIDo sAthe paTa-citronuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. dAdA sAthe vAtonI zarUAta meM karI. meM pUchyuM : "dAdA, tame Aje jevA zAMta-gaMbhIra cho tevA pahelethI ja hatA? juvAna hatA tyAre paNa AvA zAMta hatA? ke gusse thaI javAtuM ?" dAdA Ano javAba sIdho 'hA' ke 'nA'mAM ApavAne badale prasaMgo kahe. tathyo rajU kare ane anumAna karavAnuM ApaNA para choDI de. A ja paddhati Aje paNa akhatyAra karI ane prasaMgo rajU karyA. pahelAM zrImaMto ghoDAgADImAM pharatA. pachI moTaramAM pharavA lAgyA. paNa ghoDAgADIne zuM kare ? ghoDo jo pherave nahi to nakAmo thaI jAya. pATaNamAM nagInadAsa zeTha. bIjA badhA ghoDAne pAMjarApoLamAM rAkhe. kesarabAI dharmazALAnI bAjumAM ja pAMjarApoLa. huM kyAreka nagInadAsa zeThano ghoDo laIne doDAvavA jauM. pAMjarApoLavALA kahe ke amArA ghoDA paNa pheravo ne. eTale ame be-traNa jaNa vArApharatI pAMjarApoLanA paMdara-sattara ghoDAone pheravatA, rastAmAM ThAkaraDA maLe. amane khIjavavAno prayatna kare. kahe: 'tame loko to pAMjarApoLanA ghoDAone doDAvI zako. amArA nahIM. teonA kAraNe ja huM eka vAra khADAmAM pheMkAyelo eTale ThAkaraDA sAthe laDavADa thayelI. khUba ja gusso karelo. TrenamAM musApharI vakhate jagyA mATe meM ghaNI vAra bUmAbUma karelI che. paNa... samaya jAya che ane zAMta thavAya che. samajaNa AvatI jAya che ke Ama laDIe chIe toye thavAnuM hoya te ja thAya che." udepura, laoNjamAM jamavA beThelA. cAra-pAMca jaNa jamavA AvelA. zAka barAbara hatuM nahi. bolI UThyA zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 113

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ke "AvI rasoI! kema khavAya ?" bUmAbUma karI melI. mane tyAre manamAM thayuM ke jo huM pAMca varSa pahelAM Avyo hota to Ama ja karyuM hota. meM pelAone kahyuM: "bhAI, jamI lo Aje. Aje to A ja che. bIje kyAMya javAnuM maLavAnuM nathI. zakti veDaphavAnI jarUra nathI. kAle rasoI sArI banAve te mATe vAta karajo." te kahe : "kAle ame kyAM AvavAnA chIe ?" "pahelAM huM rikSAvALA sAthe bhADA bAbate rakajhaka karato. roja AvuM. cokkasa paisA thAya. huM. paMDitajI ane ela. DI. kaoNlejanAM eka prophesara bahena rikSAmAM sAthe jatAM. bhADuM 18 rU. thatuM. ame traNe sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI laIe. koI vAra koI rikSAvALo 19 rU. mAMge. pachI thAya bolAcAlI. kahIe ke cAla, polIsacokIe. paNa vicAruM to thAya ke e eka rUpiyAnI phariyAda polIsa sAMbhaLe kharo ? polIsacokI sudhI javAnuM bhADuM ya vadhe to kharuM ne ? ane tyAMthI e ahIM sudhI AvavAnI ja nA pADe to ? - Ama ja, zANapaNa Ave. mane moTuM thAya. AvuM to huM hamaNAM lagI karato hato. paNa have.. bhImajIpurAnA 30 rU. thAya. 32 rU. mAMge. koI 35 mAMge. ApI dauM chuM. pachI sarakho ghATa karavo hoya to eka be vAra chakaDAmAM besIne AvuM. bIjuM zuM karAya ? meM lAMbezvaranI poLamAM rahetA zrI kAMtibhAInI kahelI (ame emane 'bhaIjI'nA nAmathI oLakhatA) vAta karI. teo kahetA : "roja koI mAMgatuM nathI. koka koka eka, be ke pAMca rUpiyA vadhAre mAMge che. 500 nathI mAMgatA. ghera majUra Avyo hoya. e ghaNI vAra TharAvelI majUrI karatAM ATha AnA ke rUpiyo vadhAre mAMge. kAraNa ke ene tamAre ApavAnA che. koIka jUno hisAba cUkavavAno che. nahi cUkavo to pharI e ja bhaTakAze. bahetara che ke lheNuM cUkavI do.' bapore be vAgyA. risesamAM upara cA pIvA gayA. oNphisa-sTAphamAMnA eke dAdAne pUchyuM: "zAtAmAM ne ?" dAdA : "hA, zAtA paNa kharI ane sukha paNa che." meM kahyuM : "zAtAnuM sukha ane sukhanI zAMti - paraspara joDAyelA che." dAdA : "Aje to meM traNa roTalI ane dUdha lIdhuM che. sAruM khavAya che. tethI sukha ane zAtA bane che." A vAta parathI DokTaranI khorAka bAbatanI sUcanA, temAMthI gaDhaDAvALA vaidyanI vAta je dardIone mAtra maga ane bhAta para rAkhe che te - haraDenI vAta - vagere vAto thaI. pachI dAdA bolyA : "mArI jIbha kApavAnI vAta DokTaro karatA hatA. hArDIkarathI mane sAruM ja che ne ? gaDhaDAvALA caMdraprasAda vaidya to nathI paraMtu emanA dIkarI viSNubhAIe zrI yazodevavijayanA paganI takalIpha dUra karI che, jemAM mukhyatve A khorAkanI thIyarI kAma karI gaI. DaoNkTarone batAveluM tyAre emaNe paga kApavA sivAya anya koI ilAja nathI ema jaNAveluM. meM kahyuM : "dAdA, e gaDhaDAvALA vaidya kahetA ke roja haraDe le ane khANIpINI sAcave tene sahajamRtyu Ave.' dAdA : paNa kyAre Ave ? mAreya have javuM che. badhA bolyA : "zAnI utAvaLa che ? have to sAruM che. meM paNa kahyuM : haju badhAM AdaryA kAma pUrAM thayAM nathI. huM." dAdA : have A zarIra gharaDuM thayuM che. badhA kahe : nA. hajI to tame amArA badhAM ya karatAM vadhAre kAma karI zako cho. dAdA : paNa have kyAM sudhI ? loko bhale na kahe paNa mane to khabara paDe ne ? 114 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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have zarIra pahelAMnI peThe kAma ApatuM nathI. navo janma maLe to navuM zarIra maLe. to pharIthI navesarathI, navA zarIrathI, kAma cAlu rahe ne ? meM kahyuM : AvuM na kaho, dAdA. A samaye jitubhAI tyAMthI pasAra thayA. hasIne Takora karI : "vyAkhyAna cAle che? huM besuM ?' meM kahyuM : vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM tamane soMpyuM. ame to vAto karIe chIe. thoDI vAra pachI) dAdA : basa, A eprilamAM javuM che. eTalA mATe ke guNavaMtanA chokarAonI parIkSA thaI jAya eTale vAMdho nahi. meM kahyuM : nA. haju badhAM kAmo pUrAM thayAM nathI. nahi jaI zako. AvuM bolavAnuM nathI. AvuM vicAravAnuM ya nathI. | (dAdA 2004nA eprilamAM javAnI vAta karatA hatA ethI 1 varSa vadhu rahyA.) pachI devalokanI vAta nIkaLI. dAdA kahe : devalokamAMya sukhazAMti kyAM che? e vAtomAM moTe bhAge paMDitonI kalpanAo che. ahIMnA saMsAra jevo tyAMno saMsAra kayo che. risesa pUrI thaye nIce gayA. Aje paTTacitronuM vyAkhyAna ane slAIDa-zo che tethI 4 vAge to upara jaIzuM ema jaNAvI dAdAe e padghacitronI vAta karI. kahe: "A kAma meM karyuM. e gujarAtImAM hatuM. AthI e gujarAtIne badale aMgrejImAM karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. umAkAntabhAI enuM aMgrejI rUpAMtara karavAnA hatA paNa e divaMgata thatAM, A kAma aMdhArene soMpAyuM. emaNe jyAre e badhuM vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM tyAre kyAMka hakIkatadoSa dhyAnamAM Avyo. aMdhAree naMdIzvara dvIpa para bhagavAnanA javAnI vAta karelI. meM kahyuM: 'tyAM to mAtra devo jAya', aMdhAre kahe: paNa A to bhagavAna che. meM kahyuM ke bhagavAna mANasanA rUpe che tethI na jAya. meM jitubhAIne sudhAravAnuM kahyuM che. cheka '94nI sAlanuM kAma taiyAra paDyuM che. raMgIna pleTono kharca ghaNo thAya tethI kyAre chapAze enI khabara nathI. tyArabAda, paMDitajI rajA para che; rajAo vadhAre bhegI thayelI tethI rajA para haze evI vAta thaI. meM dAdAne pUchyuM : "dAdA, tamAre keTalI rajAo bhegI thayelI che ?" 219 jeTalI haze." dAdA bolyA. meM kahyuM : rajAo vAparavI nathI ? dAdA : meM jarUra vinA rajA pADI nathI. luNasAvADe jato hato tyAre rAtre tyAM rokAI kAma karato. pachI tyAM ja sUI raheto. AnuM vaLatara paNa mane maLI ja cUkyuM che. bhagavAna bIjI rIte vaLatara cUkavI ja Ape che. mArI tabiyata AthI, sArI ja rahI che. vaLI pAchI rikSA ane tenuM bhADuM vadhAre mAgavAnI vAta kahI. dAdA kahe : parama divasanI vAta che. huM davA levA gayelo. rikSAvALAe para rU. mAMgyA paNa pAchuM pharIthI mITara joyuM ane kahevA lAgyo : "55 rU. thayA che. mane barAbara dekhAtuM na hatuM tethI para 3. kahyA." "meM kahyuM : "bhale, bhAI. pa5 rU. thayA hoya to 55 rU. le." e rikSAvALo mane page lAgyo. kahe: mane 54 varSa thayAM che. sAMje AMkhe jovAnI takalIpha paDe che. nivRtta thaI gayo chuM. chokarA kamAya che. ghe2 kaMTALo Ave che eTale sAMjanA be kalAka rikSA calAvuM chuM." zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 115

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dAdA mane kahevA lAgyA : juo, vahelI nivRtti eTale 54 varSamAM dekhAtuM nathI. ane mAre mATe kahuM to e rikSAvALAe jo vadhArAnA 10 rU. mAMgyA hota to saheja kahevAnuM mana thAya kharuM paNa ApI dauM. uMmare badhuM zAMta thAya che.'' "samudra hoya to ene taraMgo Ave. mojAM UMcAMnIcAM thAya. samudrano svabhAva ja UchaLavAno. samaya jAya eTale Thare. have thIjI gayeluM taLAva chuM. emAM mojAM caDa-Utara thatAM nathI.' "dAdA, huM to ATalI moTI thaI ja chuM ne, to ye azAMta rahevAya che. cIDa caDe, gusso Ave.'' - meM kahyuM. "bIjAM dasa varSa javA do. tame eTalAM zAMta thayAM hazo ke tamane ja tamArI navAI lAgaze. koIne thoDuM moDuM.... paNa TharI jAya che badhuM. jIvananA anubhavo ja zANapaNa Ape che. kazAyano kazo ja artha nathI e samajAve che.'' meM emanI vAtamAM saMmatino sUra bheLavatAM kahyuM : "dAdA, sAcI vAta che. ApaNe je samajIe chIe te samaja bIjAne ApavAno artha nathI. sau jyAM che, je kare che te tenI rIte barAbara ja che. saunI potIkI yAtrA che eTaluM have samajAya che.'' dAdA : koI pUchavA Ave to kahevuM kharuM - sAcI vAta A che, AvI che karavuM. ema jaNAvavuM. Agraha kyAre ya na karavo. sAdhvIjIone ApelI pratanuM livyaMtara ceka karatAM bIbIpura'nI vAta AvI. dAdA kahe : "bIbIpura eTale AjanuM sarasapura. tyAM ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAthanuM jinAlaya. zeTha zAMtidAsa jhaverIe banAveluM. derAsara paranA humalo karavAnA ane pachI e sthAne nAcanArIno koTho ke masjida banAvavAnA sUbAnA nirNayanI zeTha zrI zAMtidAsane jANa thaI. turata ja tyAMthI kula 18 mUrtio sAMkaDI galIo jevI poLa - jhaverIvADamAM lAvIne saMtADI hatI. A 18 mUrtio paikI eka jamAlapura TokarazAnI poLanA derAsaramAM hatI je have tyAMthI khaseDAI. tRpti sosAyaTI ane tyAMthI have preraNAtIrthanA derAsaramAM pratiSThita thaI che. tyArabAda dAdAe umeryuM : A ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAthanA derAsara vize paradezIoe kevuM varNana karyuM che te tame jANo cho ? eke lakhyuM che H "bhagavAna vacce che. AjubAju strIonI mUrtio che." eka paradezIe sAdhuonA hAthamAM rahetA oghA saMdarbhe lakhyuM che ke jaina sAdhuo hAthamAM jhADu laIne phare che. jainadharmanI jANakArI vinA, anyadharmI ke anyanI AMkha A prakAre samajaNa vinAnuM bayAna kare.' - tane ThIka lAge te tAre sAdhvIjIoe pharI jIvitasvAmInI vAta karI. mahuvA ane zaMkhezvaranI mUrtio jIvitasvAmI kahevAya che ne ? dAdA kahe : "zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanI mUrti emanA potAnA samayamAM bharAvelI gaNAya che.'' pachI mallinAthajInI mUrti vize jaNAvatAM kahe : "lakhanaunA myujhiyamamAM mallinAtha bhagavAnanI sastanamUrti che. A vAta thatI hatI ane aMdhAre sAheba AvyA. vAta adhUrI rahI. sAdhvIo sAthenA patravAcana daramiyAna amanaga2 eTale AjanuM hiMmatanagara ema jANavA maLyuM. dharaNendramunine amanagare hatA tyAre patra lakhAyo hato. tA. 23-12-2003, maMgaLavAra zrI yazodevavijaya Aje saMsthA tathA myujhiyama jovA savAre 9 vAge AvI gayelA. sAthe temanAM bahenamahArAja, anya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo tathA pArulabahenanA pati hemaMtakumA2 hatA. dAdAe emane saune citronAM Albamo tathA gUDhalipi umaMga-utsAhabhera batAvyAM. 116 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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A mulAkAta daramiyAna thayelI dAdAnI vAtacItanA aMzo : "mane ghaNA kahetA ke tame to zrI puNyavijayajI sAthe satata rahyA ane A ja kAma karatA rahyA. tame aMgrejI kema na bhaNyA? huM kaheto ke mane to je kAma mahArAjajIe cIMdhyuM te karyuM. jo emaNe mane aMgrejI zIkhavAnuM sUcavyuM hota to e paNa zIkhyo hota." rAtre mane bhAvayAtrA karavAnI Teva ane temAM huM pATaNanI ane zatruMjayanI caityaparipATI karuM. ". gUDhalipiomAM moTe bhAge maMtro hoya, yA to auSadhanI vigato hoya, mahArAjajI kahetA ke lokone DarAvavA mATe maMtro hoya che." . bALadIkSA bAbate mahArAjajIe eka vAra mane kaheluM ke vallabhasaMpradAya bALadIkSAno virodhI. huM vallabhasaMpradAyano chuM eTale boluM nahIM paNa eka vAta bALadIkSAnA samarthanamAM mUkI zakAya tevI che. te che vidyA bALapaNe caDe. tejasvI hoya to sAdhu 20 varSano thAya tyAM sudhImAM badhA ja graMtho - vidyAo aMke karI laI zake. cALIsa varSe dIkSA lenArA mALA pheravI jANe. tene vidyA na caDe. joke apavAda sarvatra che." ". gUDhalipimAM ja suvarNasiddhi jevA prayogo hoya. meM pote pAMca vakhata AvA prayogo karelA che. niSphaLa gayelo. Akhare meM tAraNa kADhyuM - AvA prayogo e samaya, zakti ane dhananI barabAdIthI vizeSa kazuM nathI. nasIbadArane kadAca siddhi maLatI haze. sAdhvIjIo paikI eke hemacaMdrAcAryavALI vAta caMkI. hemacaMdrAcArya dhULa ragadoLAyelI, kaTAyelI IMTa hovA chatAM te sonAnI hovAnuM joI zakyA hatA. bIjA koI joI zakyA na hatA !" yazodevavijaye potAnA sAdhuone saMskRta-prAkRta hastaprato nakala karavA ApavA jaNAvyuM. dAdAe vAtamAM ne vAtamAM zrI ajayasAgaranA RNane yAda karatAM jaNAvyuM - "emanI preraNAthI mane ! khabara paDI ke keTalaoNgamAM e lakhavuM jarUrI che ke upalabdha hastaprata ke graMtha kayA paMthano che? e zvetAMbara !" che ke digaMbara ? sthAnakavAsI che ke terApaMthI ? paradezInI TIkA hoya to te paNa lakhavuM. A lakhyuM haze to te te paMthane AdhAre umero che ke rada karyuM che teno khyAla Avaze." mahAjanamunI vAta karatAM dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke tyAMnA paMDitone lipi aMge vAraMvAra zIkhavavuM paDe che. yazodevavijayajIe sUcavyuM ke "tame A ja sthaLe thoDAka lokone ane bahenone besADI tADapatranuM livyaMtara jo zIkhavo to zAsananI vadhu sevA thaze. saMsthAnI maryAdA hoya to enI samasyAno sAthe besIne ukela lAvIe jethI Arthika vaLatara sAthe kAma karavA mAgatI bahenone e vaLatara paNa ApI zakAya." vaLI umeryuM : "pATaNa, lIMbaDI ane khaMbhAtanA bhaMDArano eka eka seTa paMkaja upAzraya, kobA ane mRtaAnaMdanA bhaMDAramAM che. temAMthI upayogI hoya te amane jaNAvo. paMkajavALA paiso lIdhA vinA enuM jherokSa karI Apaze. pachI jaNAvyuM : ame sAdhu-sAdhvIoe tyAM besIne 68 bokSa hatAM tenuM keTaloga banAvyuM che ane repara lagADyAM che. jo ke, enI jALavaNI eTalI ja agatyanI che. nahitara uMdaro ke UdhaI khAI jAya, saDI jAya athavA bheja lAgI jAya. tyAM 9 lAkhane kharce sI. DI. vagere karyuM che." oNkTo. 2002nA navanIta-samarpaNa'nA aMkamAM bhUpendra trivedIno mULadevI nAmanI gUDhalipinI samaja tathA vigato sAtheno lekha Avelo tenI jherokSa karAvI dAdAe zrI yazodevavijayane Apyo. zrI dAnasUrino graMthabhaMDAra dAdAe joyo na hato tethI te jovAnuM goThavI ApavAnI banne vacce vAtacIta thaI. A graMthabhaMDAramAM 250% kRtio che. temAM zrI rAmacaMdrasUri, zrI mahodayasUri ane zrI dAnasUri - e traNeno bhego bhaMDAra che. enuM lisTa khUba sAruM banyuM che. mRtasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 117

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tA. 30-12-2003 varkazopa supere patI. Aje inDolaoNjI gaI. prItibahena AvyAM na hatAM. tethI pratanuM mAruM kAma sArI rIte thayuM. huM gaI tyAre zrI jitendrabhAI saMghavI AvelA ane zrI jaMbUtiyajI mahArAjasAheba kobAmAM hovAnI jANa karI. temanI sAthe mAMDalanA graMthabhaMDAranI vAta thaI. "zrI jaMbUvijyajIno hastapratanI jherokSano saMgraha sAcavavA mATe bhaMDAranI jarUra che tethI mAMDalamAM te mATe makAna baMdhAI rahyuM che." tyArabAda amAruM kAma zarU thayuM. A samayanI vAtacIta daramiyAna jANavA jevI bAbatonA aMza : ghaNI vAra racanAkAra chellI paMktimAM ke padamAM jANI joIne bhUla kare che. graMthane najara lAgI na jAya tevI mAnyatA AnI pAchaLa che. graMthamAM ghaNI vAra gAthAMka lakhavAmAM bhUla thayelI najare paDe to jyAre livyaMtara karo tyAre aMka sudhArIne lakhavo ane prastAvanAmAM teno ullekha karo. kartAe racanAno kartA-nirNaya karatI vakhate kyAreka muzkelI anubhavAya che. enuM kAraNa hoya che gurunAma ke racanAsaMvata lakhyAM nathI hotAM. dA.ta. jinarAja kartA che paNa pATaparaMparA ke gurunAma nathI. Ave vakhate mAtra saMbhAvanA darzAvAya. paTTAvaliomAM bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI koNa koNa AvyA tenI vAta che. amuka gurunAma badhI ja paTTAvalimAM samAna ja hoya paNa jyAMthI saMpradAyagaccha judA paDyA tyAM paTTAvali judI paDe. AthI, kartanirNayamAM racanA saMvata tathA gacchanI jANakArI jarUrI. Ama chatAM anya sAdhanono factorsno upayoga karI, saMbhAvanA zodhavI rahI. livyaMtaramAM taliyAtoraNa zabda Avyo. zrI bhogIlAla sAMDesarAne TAMkIne dAdAe e zabda samajAvyo. A eka evuM toraNa che jemAM upara pittaLanuM pAnuM hoya. ane emAM trikoNa AkAranAM toraNo ekabIjA sAthe saMkaLAyelAM hoya. ApelA varNana parathI meM AkRti dorI livyaMtara vakhate khoTo jaNAto zabda ekathI vadhAre vAra Ave to sudhAratAM aTakavuM. kadAca e samaye e prakAre zabda vaparAto hoya. eka pratamAM gayavarane badale gayama2 zabda Avato hato. pahelI vAra ene ma (va) ema sudhAryuM. paNa pachI, AgaLa vAMcatAM te zabda traNe vA2 gayamara hato. AthI dAdAe e sudhAravAnI nA pADI. Aje samayanirdhAraNAnA mApadaMDone barAbara samajAvavAno Agraha karyo tethI dAdAe pharIthI A upayogI bAbato mane jaNAvI. sauthI pahelAM to samayanirdhAraNAmAM kyAreka cakarAve caDhAya tevI vAta sAme Ave ema kahI mane jaNAvyuM : dhAro ke koI pratamAM racanAsaMvata ane lekhanasaMvata banne Apela che ane racanAsaMvata je sAlanA vaizAkhamAsamAM batAvI hoya ane lekhanasaMvata te ja sAlanA mAhamAsanI ApI hoya to ? meM kahyuM : "dAdA, kyAMka bhUla thatI hoya evuM na bane ?"' dAdA hasIne kahe : ghaNI vAra caittI varSa ane kArtikI varSane kAraNe AvI samasyA UbhI thAya che. jo kRti jodhapuramAM racAI hoya to tyAM caitrI varSa cAle che. AthI saM. 1958 jo jodhapuramAM hoya to rAjanagaramAM e vakhate saM. 1957 cAlatI hoya. upalaka dRSTie, AthI A khoTuM che tevuM lAge paNa che sAcuM, samajyAM ? na bIjuM, mApadaMDo jotAM, anumAnita saMvatamAM 150-200 varSa AchuM-pAchuM thAya e zakya che. tyAra bAda samayanirdhAraNAnA mApadaMDo dAdAe samajAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. (abhyAsuo mATe te mApadaMDo pariziSTa 4 tathA pamAM ApyA che.) 118 = zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tA. 31-12-2003 Aje dAdAe jaina gurjara kaviomAMthI kati kaI rIte khoLavI te batAvyuM ane e uparathI emaNe pharI vAra zrI mohanabhAI dalIcaMda desAIe solisiTaranI prekTisamAMthI vekezana hoya tyAre samaya kADhI A kAma karyuM tenI vAta karI. hastaprato jotAM noMdhatAM. kApalIo noMdhI hoya tene muMbaI jaIne vyavasthita kare. e jamAnAmAM bhaMDAromAM kazI sagavaDa to maLe nahi ! Ama ATaluM moTuM kAma ekale hAthe karyuM che. pachI, zrI jayaMtabhAI koThArIe saMzodhita AvRtti taiyAra karI. emAM umeraNa e che ke je kAma mohanabhAIe chApavA ApeluM ane tyArabAda je maLeluM te enA pachInA bhAgamAM noMdhatA, A badhA umerAone jayaMtabhAIe saMzodhita AvRttimAM sAthe laI lIdhA che ane anyabhaMDAromAM kyAM kyAM A kRti che te umeryuM che. Ama chatAM, haju AnuM kAma pharI karavA jevuM che. dareka bhaMDAramAM te kRtino naMbara kayo che te jo noMdhAyuM hota to sAruM thAta. e sivAya paNa haju ghaNA sudhArA karavAnI jarUra che. ATaluM kahyA bAda, mArI sAme joIne kahe : "bolo, karavuM che tamAre A kAma ?' keTalaoNga jotAM ya, te te kRti te te bhaMDAramAM maLaze ema kahevAya nahi. enuM kAraNa e che ke keTalaoNga banyA bAda te bhaMDAra bIjA bhaMDAra sAthe bhaLI gayo hoya - merge thayo hoya athavA to alaga bhaMDAra tarIke astitvamAM Avyo hoya ! kyAreka te bIje cAlyo gayo hoya ema paNa bane. ATaluM kahyA bAda dAdAe kALuzInI poLanA bhaMDAranI vAta karI : tyAM bhaMDAra hato paNa pAchaLathI te bhaMDAra be sthaLe gayo : 1 devasAne pADe 2 saMvegI upAzrayamAM. TrasTIonA matabhedanA kAraNe, jo moTo graMtha hoya to banne bhaMDAroe ardhI ardhA karIne vahoMcI lIdhelo. A hakIkatanI jo jANa hoya to e vyakti A be sthaLe tapAsa kare to bAkI rahelo adhUro bhAga maLe ! ! ! DahelAnA upAzrayanA bhaMDAro mATe dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke emAM AjubAjunA nAnA nAnA bhaMDAro bhaLyA che - merge thayA che. jAnyuArIthI oNgasTa mahinA sudhI have amArI A svAdhyAya-mulAkAtono dora baMdha thAya che. tenA kAraNamAM mArI tabiyata, mAro kapaDavaMjanivAsa tathA lAMbA samaya mATe amerikA dIkarAne maLavA gaI te che. vacce vacce huM javA icchuM te divase dAdA AvyA na hoya evuM bane. kAma karavA mATe mArI pAse zrI jJAnasAgara kRta "zukarAjarAsa" ane udayavijaya kRta "zrIpAlanRpakathA' A be kRtio hatI. amerikAmAM 'zukarAjarAsa"nuM kAma karyuM. thoDuM 'zrIpAlanapakathA'nuM kAma paNa zarU thayuM. A badho samaya jJAna-goSThi khAsa thaI nathI. dAdAne bolavAmAM takalIpha paDe tethI tenI kALajI levAno paNa khyAla. paNa.... amerikAthI AvyA bAda vaLI pAcho, thoDoka samaya jJAna-goSThi cAlI che. AvI thoDIka mulAkAtanI vAto... zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 119

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I. sa. 2004nA vArtAlApo tA. 13--2004 amerikAthI AvyA bAda tA. 10mI sapTembaranA roja dAdAne mArA AvI gayAnA samAcAra ApavA tathA paryuSaNamAM teo InDolojI Avaze ke nahi te jANavA phona karyo. "dAdAnI tabiyata sArI nathI, pharI dukhAvo thayo che. enI jANa thaI. samAcAra jANI huM stabdha banI. vicAre caDhI. matalaba ke Disembara 2003mAM maTyA jevuM lAgatuM te...? ! have...? vaidya hArDIkara to nivRtta thaIne narmadAkinAre gayA che. prItibahene jaNAvyuM hatuM ke "have teo AvavAmAM aniyamita rahe che. khAvAnuM levAtuM nathI." dAdAne tyAM phona karI, saguNAbahena pAsethI samAcAra lIdhA. kadAca dAdA AvatIkAle InDolojI AvavA vicAre che tema temaNe jaNAvyuM. tA. 14-9-2004 Aje dAdA AvyA hatA tethI huM gaI. amerikAnI rITarna jarnImAM paDelI takalIphonI ane amerikAmAM karela pratanA kAmanI vAto karI. ATalI vAta sAMbhaLIne kaheH "kAma lAvyAM cho ?" hA pADI to kahe: cAlo kADho. zarU karIe. huM khacakAI. bolI: "dAdA. tamane bolavAmAM takalIpha paDe che." tarata bolyA: "ThIka che eTale to Avyo chuM. cAlo, vAMco ane pachI satata be kalAka sudhI "zukarAja rAsanuM livyaMtara meM vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. have dAdA svAbhAvika rIte bhUla hoya te sudharAvavA ja bolatA. enI sAthe sAthe cAlatI anya vAto baMdha thaI. vaLI, dukhAvAmAM dhyAna jatAM, cAlu kAmamAM pahelAM jevI tanmayatA ochI thatI jaNAI. e svAbhAvika hatuM. tA. 15-9-2004 Aje paNa AgalA divasanI peThe ja "zukarAjarAsanuM likhaMtara vAMcI saMbhaLAvavAnuM kAma thayuM. tyAra bAda meM vAto zarU karI. Aje mArI sakhI zrImatI jayazrIbahena mahetAe mArI dIkarI jevI dIptinI kensaragrasta komA avasthAne kAvyabaddha karI sojitrAthI phona para saMbhaLAvelI. huM kAvya laI gayelI ane vAMcI saMbhaLAvyuM. A sAMbhaLI dAdAe paNa yAdadAstamAMthI eka kAvya lAvI mane saMbhaLAvyuM. kAvyanI prathama paMkti hatI: "bhUluM yA yAda karuM ?" kAvya meM noMdhyuM nathI paNa eTaluM yAda che ke dAdA AkhuM kAvya yAda karI zakyA na hatA. vaLI, "sparzanA paMkhI UDI gayA' - e meM saMbhaLAvela kAvya sAthe ene kazuM sAmya paNa na hatuM. chatAM, e pachInI vAtone 120 RtasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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AdhAre lAgyuM ke dAdAnuM mana have vArevAre atItanI yAdomAM sare che. potAnI patnIne yAda karI. enI maryAdAone smaraNamAM lAvyA. pratanuM kAma karatAM karatAM, dAdAmAM eka bIjo pheraphAra meM noMdhyo. atyAra sudhI dAdA koIka evo zabda kyAM vaparAyo che te yAda karI kahe, huM boluM ane tarata te ja zabda pratamAMthI pakaDe. have dAdAne mAruM vAMcavAnuM jhaDapI lAgavA mAMDyuM che. pratamAMnI paMkti parathI najara vArevAre khasI jAya che ane pharI te zodhatAM vAra lAge che. mukelI paDe che. vArevAre huM jherokSa laI joI ApuM. koI koI vAra AkhI lidhvaMtara thayelI lipino anvaya barAbara che ke nahi te vicAravA lAgatA. zabda barAbara ukelAyo che ke nahi athavA pote je ukele che te barAbara tapAsavAmAM vilaMba thato. Ama chatAM vaLI pAchA thoDA prayatnothI mArA bolavAnI sAthe thaI jatA. mane lAge che ke, dAdAnuM dhyAna tyAre emanI vedanAmAM jatuM hovuM joIe ane kAma paDatuM mUkavAne badale e vedanAmAMthI pratamAM, pharI vedanAmAM ane pharI pratamAM AvanajAvana karatA rahyA che. Ama hovA chatAM, A be divasamAM pratanuM kAma ardhA uparAMtanuM patI gayuM hatuM ! ! tA. 15-9-2004thI tA. 27-9-2004 amerikAthI AvyA pachInA A be divasa pachI huM 'gAMdhIkathA sAMbhaLavA bhAvanagara gaI. pAchA AvyA bAda dIptinuM avasAna thayuM. ghaNA divasa bAda, pharI jyAre InDolojI gaI tyAre prItibahene jaNAvyuM ke mArA AvyA bAda mAtra be ja divasa AvelA ane pachI tabiyata bagaDI che eTale have AvatA ja nathI. e ja vakhate dAdAnA (bhAInA) dIkarA guNavaMtabhAI AvyA. teoe jaNAvyuM ke "bhA have AvI zakaze ke nahi te kahI zakAya tema nathI. AthI, meM nakkI karyuM ke have InDolaoNjIne badale dAdAne ghera javuM. kAma karavAno to savAla ja na hato. paNa emanI pAse jaI kazuMka sadvAcana karavuM, ema niradhAryuM. have dAdAne tyAM jAuM chuM paNa vAtacItano dora UlaTAyo che. atyAra sudhI dAdA emanA anubhavonuM zeriMga karatA. have huM zeriMga karavA lAgI. mane vAMcavAno zokha. vAcanamAMthI gamyuM hoya te noMdhavAnI - TapakAvavAnI Teva. AvI ghaNI DAyarIo mArI pAse che. vaLI kyAreka saMtonI vANI noMdhI hoya tenI sAthe mArA manamAM e vAtane anusaMdhAne vAto phurI hoya te paNa noMdhI hoya. AvuM badhuM laI jaIne vAMcatI. A samayagALAmAM kaye divase meM zuM vAMcyuM tenI noMdha rAkhI nathI paNa aThavADiyA-paMdara divasanI sAgamaTe lakhAyela dainaMdinIne AdhAre zuM zuM vAMcyuM teno hevAla maLe che ane jyAM tArIkha pramANe noMdhAyuM che tyAM tArIkha pramANe ane jyAM sAgamaTe ahevAla lakhyo che tyAM te pramANe ahIM noMdha karavA mAMguM chuM. have huM vAMcuM chuM. dAdA sAMbhaLe che. sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM kyAreka AMkhamAM camaka dekhAya. kyAreka vicAramAM DUbI jatA dekhAya. kyAreka IzArAthI pharI vAMcavA sUcave. tabiyata sArI hoya to UbhA thaI lakhIne jaNAve. prAraMbhe meM mArI DAyarImAM noMdhAyelA preraka prasaMgo vAMcavA mAMDyA. judAM judAM kSetromAM potAnI maryAdA sameta jIvana sAme jaMga khelyo hoya tevI vyaktinA prasaMgo vAMcyA. kensara sAme jhajhUmI, emAMthI bahAra AvelA lokonI vAto vAMcI. A chellI vAto - UbhA thavAnI vAta - jANe ke potA mATe kAmanI nathI have ! ema kahetA hoya tevuM mane emanI mukhamudrA parathI jaNAyuM. mane lakhIne jaNAvyuM: "zrImad rAjacaMdranuM ke evuM kazuMka vAMcI saMbhaLAvazo ? meM kahyuM : "mArI eka bahenapaNI tathA tenA pati roja zrImad rAjacaMdranAM vacanAmRtane vAMce che. jo enI pAse samaya haze to tamArI pAse laI AvIza. meM e lakhANa kyAreya vAMcyuM nathI. temAMnA pAribhASika zabdone kAraNe mane e jaladI samajAtuM nathI." zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 121

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tA. 28-9-2004 Aje devendrabhAI tathA hemAne dAdAnI icchA mujaba dAdA pAse laI gaI. devendrabhAIe "zrImadUnAM lakhANomAMthI 'vedanA' para ja vAMcyuM. hemAe 'UMcA mALiyAvALI sajajhAya gAI. vaLI thoDuMka dehabhAvathI alipta thavA vizenuM lakhANa vAMcyuM. A vakhate ja jinAlayanuM kAma karanAra mArI TukaDInA keTalAka sabhyo - uSA, gItAbahena tathA pArulabahena AvyAM. teoe paNa stavano saMbhaLAvyAM. ghaNA divaso bAda, Aje meM dAdAnA caherA upara prasannatA chavAyelI joI. vacce vacce khUba ja vAto karI. ame emane bolatAM rokIe paNa e bolyA vinA rahe ja nahi. chelle dAdA kahe : "have sAruM thaze eTale oNphisa jaIza. somavAre to jaIza ja." emanI haMmezanI Teva mujaba be hAtha koNIthI vALI pAchaLa laI jaI, tAkAtavAna hovAno abhinaya karyo. (dAdAmAM thayelA utsAhasaMcAranI A abhivyakti hatI.) nAkhyA hatA.) A divaso daramiyAna ja eka vAra meM zrI saMyamabodhi mahArAja sAhebe mArI dIkarI jevI dIptinA oparezana pahelAM lakhelA patra ane tenI asaranI vAta karI. patramAM mahArAja sAhebe lakheluM ke "kensara javaNIno avasara che. have khamAvavAmAM ja lakSa rAkho. tamane atyAra sudhI gRhasthImAM Atamane pichANavAno samaya maLato na hato. have maLaze. deha ane AtmA alaga che." dIptie A patra oparezanaTebala para vAMcelo ! enA lakhANane ghUMTatI gayelI, pariNAme enesthesiyA lIdhA bAda, bhAna javA mAMDeluM, tyAre ane oparezana daramiyAna paNa pote ane potAno deha alaga che tenI anubhUti karelI. bIje ja divase eNe sivila hospiTalamAMthI mane phona karyo hato ! "bahena, mane sAruM che. ciMtA na karatAM. ane tamane mAre eka anubhavanI vAta karavI che." Ama jaNAvI, eNe mane A anubhavanI vAta karelI. dAdA A AkhI vAta sAMbhaLIne dhImethI kahe : "huM ya hamaNAMthI dehabhAvathI alaga thoDuM thoDuM thaI zakuM chuM. dukhAvo che. emAM dhyAna jAya che paNa thoDA prayatne emAMthI bahAra AvI zakuM chuM." dAdAne kevA prakAranuM lakhANa game che tenI have khabara paDI hatI. mArI eka DAyarI evI che jemAM meM saMto sAthenI mulAkAtamAM saMto je bolyA hoya te noMdhyuM che. A DAyarImAM pU. bApajI eTale dAsAnudAse karelI vAto noMdhI che. lAMbezvaranI poLamAM rahetA zrI kAMtibhAI zAha jemane ame 'bhAIjI'thI oLakhIe chIe. teo 15 varSathI pathArImAM satata hovA chatAM, pITha pAuDara eka vAra chAMTyo nathI, khUbI e ke emane eka paNa bhADuM nathI paDyuM. emanI prasannatA ane AMkhanI camaka ApaNane prabhAvita karyA vinA rahe nahi) temanI vAtomAMthI mArgAnusArInA 35 bolanI samaja tathA cothuM guNasthAnaka kone kahevAya te vAto meM noMdhI che. vaLI, pU. moTAnA jIvananI vAMcelI vAtonI noMdha che. zrI mAtAjI ane zrI araviMdanAM lakhANomAMthI gamelA lakhANanI noMdha che. devendrabhAI-hemAnI sAthe kyAreka thayelA satsaMganI vAta noMdhAI che. koI sAmAnya mANasanI asAmAnya kahevAyelI vAta ke prasaMga paNa temAM noMdhyAM che. huM A DAyarImAMthI jyAre jauM tyAre thoDuM thoDuM vAMcuM. vAMcIne mArA manamAM UbhA thatA praznone paNa jaNAvuM. adhyAtmayAtrA-aMdaranI yAtrA saraLa chatAM kevI to kaThaNa lAge che tenI vAta karuM. A samayagALAmAM emanI dIkarI hemA AvelI. aThavADiyuM rahIne te bIjI oNkTobaranA roja muMbaI gaI. eNe eka sarasa majhAnI vAta karI. "mArA bApA ghera Ave tyAre emanA hAthamAM meDala, pramANapatra, zAla ke pustako jovA maLe. sAsare gaI tyAM sasarA mAMdA rahe. emanA hAthamAM davAnuM priskripzana, davAnI baoNTala ke eksa-re hoya." - ATaluM 122 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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kahI te hasI, hemA hase che khUba sarasa. tA. 6-10-2004 eka aThavADiyA bAda dAdAne tyAM gaI chuM. dAdA sUI gayelA tethI bahA2 saguNAbahena sAthe beThI. jAgyA eTale aMdara gaI. mane joI prasannatAthI smita karI haMmezanI peThe hAtha joDyA. meM paNa haMmeza peThe praNAma karyAM. kema cho ? pUchatAM hAvabhAvathI ja ThIka che ema jaNAvyuM. jouM chuM to dAdAnuM zarIra vadhu kRza jaNAya che. be divasanI dADhI vadhelI che. guNavaMtabhAIe dADhI karavAnI vAta karI paNa dAdAe nA pADI. meM kIdhuM : dAdA, choDo have A lapa dADhI-mUcha vadhAro ane RSi-muni jevA banI jAva. emaNe smita karyuM. thoDI vAra beThA bAda meM pUchyuM : "vAMcazuM ne ?"' dAdA have bolavAnuM lagabhaga TALe che tethI AMkho pahoLI karI, bhavAM UMcAM karI 'hA' kahI. pachI izArAthI ja kabATa kholavAne jaNAvyuM. inDolaoNjImAM laIne Ave che te thelI kaDhAvI. temAMthI eka AmaMtraNapatrikA kADhI mane vAMcavA ApI. tA. 17-10nA roja jaina saMskRta sAhityanA itihAsa''nA hIrAlAla 2. kApaDiyAnA lakhelA traNa graMthonuM saMzodhita AvRttinA vimocananuM AmaMtraNa hatuM. bAlamunicaMdre saMzodhana karyuM hatuM. temAM bIjA eka sarasa samAcAra vAMcIne meM khuzI prakaTa karI. mohanabhAI dalIcaMda desAInA pustaka jaina sAhityano itihAsa'nuM punarmudraNa thanAra che. dAdA paNa khuza hatA. mane thayuM ke dAdA AvI rugNa avasthAmAM paNa zrutane lagatA samAcArothI kevo romAMca anubhave che ! tyArabAda mArI DAyarImAMthI pU. bhaIjIe paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI sAthenA potAnA vArtAlApanI mane karelI vAtonI noMdha tathA pU. yogeza prabhu'thI oLakhAtA sAdhaka pU. yogezabhAI (teo mULa pAlanapuranA vatanI che. temanI sAdhanA IDara, acaLagaDha tathA hAlamAM kausAnI khAte cAlI rahI che.) sAthenA satsaMga vakhate karelI noMdho vAMcI. tyArabAda, luI hai nA "Heal your body' pustakamAMthI tathA zrI nemacaMda gAlAe lakhela 'jinadarzana ane maudehika rogo' viSayaka lekhano sArAMza vAMcyo ane te saMdarbhe pU. moTAnuM A saMdarbhe kahevAyeluM eka vAkya TAMkyuM. pU. moTA kahe che : "roga to vRttithI thAya che. roganuM mULa vRtti che ane vRtti vicArathI che. smaraNathI (nAmasmaraNathI) roga maTe che." kaeNnsara vize luI hai tathA zrI gAlA zuM kahe che te vAMcI, teoe sUcavelA upAyo kahyA. # vAcana pUruM thayA bAda, dAdA beThA thayA. emanI DAyarImAM lakhyuM H 108 pArzvanAthanuM gIta che te saMbhaLAvo. pachI te DAya2I guNavaMtabhAIne ApI ane mArI sAme joIne mArmika hasyA. "aMtarIkSa pArzvanAthano chaMda' nAmanI kRti karI te vakhate nAnapaNamAM 108 pArzvanAthanAM nAmo bhegAM karavAnuM mAruM gheluM kevuM hatuM tenI vAta meM dAdAne karelI. atyAre dAdA hasIne kahevA mAMge che : "tane khUba game che ne eTale tAre mATe mukAvarAvuM chuM. eka vAra inDolaoNjInI oNphisamAM beThA hatA tyAre tUTaka pustakonA DhagalAmAMthI zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanAM 108 nAmono kAgaLa hAtha Avyo hato ane dAdAe ene tarata jherokSa karAvarAvI mane Apyo hato. jJAna mATe thoDI ye jijJAsA hoya to tevA vidyArthIonI dAdA kevI kALajI letA ! kevI vatsalatA dAkhavatA ! zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 123

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tA. 11-10-2004 Aje dAdAne tyAM gaI tyAre dAdA sUI gayA hatA. gAMdhInagaravALAM emanAM bahena ratanabahena savA2thI AvelAM. dAdA jAgyA pachI ratanabahena ghera javA nIkaLyAM tyAre bhAI-bahena hAtha joDIne chUTAM paDe che te bhAva-dazya dAdAnI kuTuMbavatsalatAno mane paricaya karAvyo. tyArabAda meM 'kema cho, dAdA ?" ema khabara pUchatAM izArAthI ja sAruM che ema jaNAvyuM. dukhAvo ocho che paNa bole to duHkhe che ema jaNAvyuM. Aje huM gherathI thoDuMka lakhANa Tepa karIne laI gaI hatI. pU. moTA tathA luI hai nuM roga-udbhava-kAraNa ane upAya vizenuM lakhANa Tepa kareluM te saMbhaLAvyuM. pU. mAtAjInI 'arpaNa' megejhinamAM nirutsAha ane nirAzAnA udbhava ane kAraNanI carcA praznottarI hatI te vAMcI. tyArabAda pU. vimalabhAIe lakhela prema ane Asakti' vizenI eka praznottarI vAMcI. A lakhANamAM eka vAkya hatuM : "saMbaMdha baMdhana nathI, muktinuM dvAra che." A vAkya meM vAMcyuM ke tarata dAdAnI AMkhamAM camaka AvI. meM A vAkyane huM kaI rIte samajuM chuM tenI vAta karI. jainadharmamAM karmanirjarAnI vAta che. saMbaMdho A karmanirjarAnA avasaro pUrA pADe che jo samajIne tenI sAthe deal karI zakIe to... tyArabAda pU. bApajInA (dAsAnudAsanA) jIvana vize vAta karI. AbunAM jaMgalomAM 40 varSa sAdhanA karyA bAda bahAra AvelA. emanuM lakhANa 'phUlapAMdaDI' nAmanA pustakamAMthI vAMcyuM. temAM 'leNadeNa khapAvo' zIrSaka nIce eka vAkya hatuM : "je sAdhaka potAnA kuTuMba pratyenI pharajone vaitaruM samajIne, kaMTALIne bahAra jato rahe che, tene bahAra jaIne paNa game te vyaktinuM vaitaruM ja karavuM paDe che." A vAMcatAM vAMcatAM huM manamAM dAdA vize vicArI rahI : "dAdAe patnI bAbate karmanirjarA ja karI che ne ! kyAre ya abhAva ke aNagamo ANyA nathI. ati sahaja bhAve karmane svIkArI lIdhuM che. dAdA sAdhaka ja kahevAya ne ?' pU. bApajInAM lakhANane pharI lIdhAM. emAM e kahe che. "mananuM mauna, vANIno upavAsa ane AMkhanuM ekAMta bhegAM thAya to sAco AnaMda pragaTe." A sAMbhaLI dAdA hAvabhAvathI mane kahe : "vANIno upavAsa to mane che." meM pUchyuM - "ane mananuM mauna che ?' dAdA DokuM dhuNAvIne kahe : 'nA'. pU. bApajInAM anya lakhANomAMthI 'mUrti' vizenuM lakhANa paNa emane khUba gamyuM hoya tevuM lAgyuM. pU. bApajI kahe che : "Izvara rAgadveSathI rahita che. ApaNe jevA banavuM hoya tevI sobatamAM kAyama rahevuM joIe. matalaba ke jenAmAM rAgadveSa hoya nahi tenI sobata karo. evo koI sAco manuSya ke sAdhu na maLe tyAM sudhI to eka pASANa pratimAno ja saMga karavo.'' - ATaluM vAMcyuM tyAre dAdAnI AMkhamAM pharI camaka UbharI AvI. chelle tA. 6-10nA roja gayelI tyAre nIkaLatI vakhate saguNAbahenane meM sUcana kareluM ke ozIkAnI upara tathA tenI nIcenI cAdara para bIjo cAdarano TukaDo mUkI pathArInI be bAju vALI dezo to (dAdAne UMghamAM abhAnapaNe moMmAM bharI rAkhelA kAthAnA DAgha paDe che tethI) te TukaDAne roja badalavuM saheluM paDaze. Aje A vyavasthA thayelI joI. saguNAbahenane hatuM ke Ama karavAthI dAdA nArAja thAya to ? eTale meM ja AvI vyavasthA karavAnuM dAdAne jaNAvyuM hatuM. dAdAe mane lakhIne jaNAvyuM. "bAra mahinAthI moDhAmAM kAtho bharuM chuM paNa kapaDAMne DAgha paDavA dIdho nathI. rAtre UMghamAM paDI jAya che te mATe A ukela sAro batAvyo che.' - dAdAnI A uMmare paNa ghaNAbadhA, nAnA-moTA AvA parivartanane svIkAravAnI sahajavRtti ane zakti haMmezAM mArAmAM Adara, ahobhAva ane AzcaryanI lAgaNI janmAve che. satata pAna khAnAranAM bagaDelAM zarTas meM joyAM che. dAdAnA hAthamAM satata kakaDo hoya ja. vAre-vAre lUchyA karatA hoya, kAtho moMnI bahAra na Ave tenI satata sajagatA varatAya. 124 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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Aje eka vAte mane bhArobhAra pastAvo thayo. Tepa laIne gaI hatI. thayuM dAdAno avAja Tepa karuM. mAtra eka ja vAkya bolo, dAdA. meM durAgraha karyo. dAdA mAtra ATaluM ja bolyA: "boluM to bahu duHkhe che." mulAkAtIo sAthe dAdA DAyarImAM lakhIne vAta kare che. A noMdho vAMcatAM jaNAya che ke emano dukhAvo vadhato cAlyo che, asahya banato jAya che. Agale aThavADiye to vAsaNA bAju rahetA zrI viSNubhAI gaDhaDAvALAne batAvavA gayA ane tyAMthI pAchA pharatAM zrI pradyumnasUrijI ane sAdhvIzrI dIptiprajJAzrIjIne upAzrayamAM maLIne, InDolaoNjI gayA ane saune maLyA hatA. paNa tA. 10-10nA roja lakhIne jaNAve che - "Aja sudhI huM kaheto rahyo ke Ama davA karo, tema davA karo paNa have tamArA para choDuM chuM. vipulabhAIne pUchI lo. te pachI tame badhA yogya lAge tema karo. mArI ophisamAM DaoN. kanubhAI zAhano paNa saMparka karo. phaibAno paNa abhiprAya lo. satata dukhAvo to kyAM sudhI sahana karI zakuM ?. gaI rAtre hAthamAM ane pagamAM paNa toDa thayo hato. vipulabhAIne pahelAM pUchavuM. covIsa kalAka to sahana karI laIza." tA. 14-10-2004 Aje dAdAne tyAM gaI tyAre dAdA dUdha pItA hatA. dADhI vadhelI hatI. cahero nirutsAhI jaNAto hato. saguNAbahene jaNAvyuM ke pADozI rasikabhAI bhojake eka buka ApI hatI. AMbalA pAse kensara Ayurvedika risarca senTara che tenA taraphathI bahAra paDelI che ane emAM kensara upara ragatarohiDAno upacAra jaNAvelo. rasikabhAIe pustikA ApIne ragatarohiDAno upacAra karavo ja evo durAgraha karelo. dAdA eTale apaseTa che. dAdAe DAyarImAM lakhIne jaNAveluM tema teo AvI davAnA virodhI na hatA paNa pote e pustikA vAMcI to tenI sAthe anya dravyo paNa hatAM. emAM te davA kyAre, keTalA pramANamAM, kayA anupAna sAthe karavI te jaNAvela nahIM. dardIe senTara para javuM paDe. vaidya najIka sAro ema pote mAne. kahevAtA AvA dAvA sarvAze aksIra mAnI davA na karAya. vaLI eka roganI aneka davA hoya. vaida pote teno anubhavI hoya. tethI vAMcIne davA na thAya ane anubhavI vaide nADI joI tathA mArI uMmarane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne davA kare. TUMkamAM vaidanI gerahAjarImAM, adhUrI bAbate teo e davA karavA taiyAra na hatA. eTalesto, guNavaMtabhAI to ragatarohiDAnAM be pekeTa lAvyA hatA chatAM levAnI nA pADI. mane kahe: "huM vaidane pUchI joIza ke teo mArI davAmAM zuM Ape che ?" ragatarohiDo levA aMge paNa pUchIza. (dAdA lakhIne vAto karavA je DAyarI vAparatA temAM tA. 12- 104nI noMdhamAM A badhI vAto lakhelI jovA maLe che.) tyAra bAda, meM mArI DAyarImAMthI vaLI pAchuM pU. mAtAjI, pU. bApajI ane pU. bhaIjInuM lakhANa vAMcyuM. darekamAMthI roja thoDuM thoDuM vAMcuM chuM paNa Aje emane badhuM gamyuM hoya tevuM lAgyuM. emanA nirutsAhane joIne huM bolI : "dAdA lAge che ke tame hArI beThA cho. javA mATe taiyAra hovuM e eka vAta che paNa rAha joIne besavuM, enA mATe adhIrA thavuM e bIjI vAta che. dAdA kahe : (hAvabhAvathI) "zuM karuM? dukhAvo to ocho thato nathI." meM mAtAjInI vAtone AdhAre samatulA sAdhavAno prayoga batAvyo. pachI kahyuM : "dAdA, zA mATe jIvana sameTavuM? kAma haju kyAM pUrAM thayAM che ? lipinuM kAma to tamArA pachI cAlyA karaze. A samaya have tamAre mATe zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 125

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AMtarika pragati sAdhavAno che. zrI saMyamabodhi mahArAjasAhebano kAgaLa meM vAMcelo. temAM emaNe AvelI Apattine avasaramAM pheravavAnI vAta karelI. abhIpsA rAkhazo to mArgadarzaka ghera beThA, sAme cAlIne Avaze. have mRtyunI rAha jovAmAM samaya kADhavo nathI. jyAM sudhI zvAsa che tyAM sudhI pUrI tanmayatAthI ja jIvavAnuM che, haM." pharI pAcho dAdAmAM utsAhasaMcAra thayo. dara vakhate AvA bhAva vakhate kare che tevI mudrA racI be hAtha koNIethI pAchaLa laI jaI. AMkhamAM sAhasano camakAro lAvI, "haM' kahyuM. mane sAruM lAgyuM. UThatAM UThatAM meM pUchyuM: zrI puNyavijayajI pAse kAma karatA hatA tyAre Ape emanI sAdhanA joyelI ? sAdhanA bAbate temanI sAthe vAto thatI ?" AMkho nacAvIne dAdA kahe : "ghaNI badhI." meM kahyuM : "zakya hoya to lakhIne rAkhajo. mane vaMcAvajo. khAsa to e vAta lakhajo ke emanI kaI bAbato - vAto (A aMgenI) tamane gamI gayelI? atyAre kaI vAto vadhu yAda karo cho ?" paNa dAdA A vAta lakhI zakyA na hatA.) AjanI A badhI vAto hAvabhAvathI ke lakhIne thaI. vaLI, mane AnaMda e vAtano thayo ke Aje vAtacItano dora be bAjuno rahyo. meM mAtra vAMcavAnuM ja kAma nathI karyuM! dAdAnuM zeriMga hoya che tyAre mane khUba ja game che. hamaNAM hamaNAM mane kamarano dukhAvo raheto hato tethI tarata kadAca na AvI zakAya ema jaNAvyuM. dAdA lakhIne kahe : "methInI cA pIvo." - tyAM saguNAbahena AvyAM. kahe : "dAdA have vaidarAjanA sUcavyA mujaba badhuM ja nathI karatA. betraNa vAra zeka karavAno che, paNa eka ja vAra karAve che. kogaLA 3 vAra to karavAnA ja che paNa e ya eka vAra kare che." saguNAbahenane meM hasatAM hasatAM kIdhuM: "vahunI dayA khAya che, dAdA." ane dAdAne vaDhIne kIdhuM : "dAdA, tame have Ane dIkarI banAvI che eTale hakathI bamaNI sevA levAya ane ApaNe hamaNAM vAMcyuM nahIM ke A to badhI leNadeNa khapAvavAnI che. koNa jANe kayA bhavanuM tame enI pAse mAgatA hazo ? UbhuM kyAM rAkho cho A lheNuM ? aTakAvazo to bIjA bhave sevA bIjA svarUpe levI paDaze. cUkavI devuM." have pachI meM "mAtAjInA vArtAlApamAMthI mAMdagImAM davA vizenuM lakhANa vAMcavAnuM vicAryuM. tA. 18-10-2004 Aje dAdAne tyAM javA dhAreluM paNa anya kAmo nIpaTAvatAM moDuM thayuM ane gayA vinA ja ghera pAchI AvI. phonathI khabara pUchaDyA. saguNAbahene jaNAvyuM ke gaIkAle khUba ja dukhAvo hato. davAkhAnAmAM dAkhala thavA icchatA hatA. sivila hospiTalanA koI DaoNkTarane phona karI dukhAvA mATenI davA lakhAvI. e levAthI Aje rAhata che ane Aje have oparezanamAM javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM che. have dAdA mAtra davA laIne dukhAvAmAM rAhata icche che. 126 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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tA. 12-10thI tA. 19-10-2003 daramiyAna dAdAe DAyarI dvArA gharanA sabhyo tathA mulAkAtIo sAthe karelI vAtacItanA aMzo : bIje divase dAdAne tyAM gaI tyAre chellA aThavADiyAnI anya sAthe karelI vAtonI noMdho joI to temAM pote kaI davA le che, konI davA kare che, dukhAvo thAya che, baLatarA thAya che, jIbha nIce dukhe che, zuM zuM khAvAnuM levAyuM - jevI haMmezanI peThe lakhelI vAto hatI. paNa - tA. 15-10nA roja jaNAveluM che. - vipulabhAIne kaho - AkhI rAta baLatarA thaI che..... 12 mahinA davA lIdhI paNa macyuM nathI to have zuM karavuM ? athavA tamane yogya lAge te upacAra karo. oparezana karAvavuM hoya to tema karo. ragatarohiDo Apavo hoya to Apo." tA. 16-10nI noMdhamAM - "huM UMghato nathI paNa paDyo chuM. - bAyopsI karAvyuM hatuM tyAM dukhe che." tA. 17-10nA rojanI noMdhamAM - "satata baLatarA thAya che. tAtkAlika kAMI karo. - DaoNkTara to davAkhAnAmAM dAkhala karI deze ane tame badhA herAna thaI jazo. - parANe Ubho thAuM chuM. paDI javAya tema lAge che. - hamaNAM UbhA thatAM pagamAM tAkAta na rahI eTale Ubho karavo paDyo - A ja divase vaLI, prItibahenane lakhI jaNAvyuM che ke - bolato thAuM eTale ophise AvuM." tA. 19-10-2004 Aje dAdA pAse jaIne pU. mAtAjInA lakhANamAMthI mAMdagI paranuM lakhANa vAMcyuM. thoDAka peregrApha aMtara UghaDyAM dvAramAMthI vAMcyAM. lakhANa vAMcavAnI sAthe sAthe, vacce vacce huM te te lakhANanA kartA vizenI, teonA jIvanakAryanI vAto vaNI letI "aMtara UghaDyAM dvAranI vAta karatAM tenI lekhikA keDI ane phinalenDanI . kerevAna vasAhatanI vAta karI, "kerevAna" zabda parathI nivAsI baso kevI hoya, amerikAmAM nivRtta thaI. gharabAra vecI, AvI kerevAna laI daMpatI temAM ja AkhuM amerikA phare che tenI vAta karI. amane AvAM 75-80 varSanAM eka daMpatI A rIte Tura para nIkaLelAM te maLyAM hatAM. tenI vAta paNa karI. pachI mane vicAra Avyo ke dAdAne A sAiDa-Treka gamato haze ? pUchI nAMkhyuM. dAdA, vAMcatAM vAMcatAM huM je mArI vAto umeruM chuM te game che ke kaMTALo Ave che ? mAtra vAMcuM ke karuM chuM tema vacce vacce bIjI vAto karuM ? lakhIne dAdAe javAba Apyo: "vAMco ke bIjI vAta karI, mane banne gamaze. AthI dukhAvo ocho lAge che. dhyAna eTaluM dukhAvAmAM jatuM nathI." meM pUchayuM : "dAdA, dukhAvo asahya bane tyAre zuM karo cho ?" bIje dhyAne laI javAya che ? javAba lakhIne - "tIrthomAM pharavA jauM chuM." Aje dAdA lakhIne javAba ApavAnA utsAhamAM hatA. huM je vAMcatI tenA anusaMdhAnamAM A pahelAM vAMcelA lakhANanuM anusaMdhAna joDAtuM hoya to te vAto yAda karAvatI. pU. mAtAjI mAMdagIvALA sthAne UrdhvacetanAne mUkavAnI vAta kare che e kevI rIte thaI zake te huM e vAta je rIte samajatI hatI te rIte samajAvI. "oTo-sajezana'nI asaronI vAta karI tathA dAdAnI pAse 'oTo-sajezana"no prayoga paNa karAvarAvyo. vaLI mane zrI puNyavijayajInI sAdhanA vize pUchavAnuM mana thayuM. emaNe e bAbate mArI DAyarImAM mAtra ATaluM lakhyuM : "pU. Agama-prabhAkara munirAja zrI puNyavijayajI janmathI rAgarahita hatA tevuM huM mAnuM chuM. roja savAre dhyAna karatA hatA." koI vAra samudAyamAM sAdhuomAM caDabhaDATa thAya ane huM A vAta mahArAjajIne karuM to teo mAtra zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 127

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ATaluM ja kahetA : 'teo ahIM zA mATe AvyA che e ja bhUlI gayA che. pachI teo A sAdhuo sAthe saumyarUpe vAta kare, ane temanI vacce samAdhAna karAve.' tA. 23-10-2004 Aje gaI tyAre dAdA bArIo baMdha karAvI sUI gayA hatA. mAro avAja sAMbhaLI bolyA : "vAMcato hato. thAkyo eTale badhuM baMdha karAvI hamaNAM ja ADo paDyo. UMgha nathI AvatI paNa thAka khUba lAge che." saguNAbahena kahe : "khorAka levAto nathI. mAtra pravAhI le che. eTale thAka lAge ja ne !'' Aje dAdAne bolatA joI mane khUba AnaMda thayo. thoDI vAre emaNe emanA manamAM ramatI eka agatyanI vAta cheDI. kahe : "mAre dehadAna karavuM che. dehadAnanI vidhi khabara che ?' "nA, mane khabara nathI. paNa koIne pUchI joIza. pachI tamane jaNAvIza.' meM kahyuM. dAdA : "ratilAla dIpacaMda desAIe dehadAna kareluM tyAre huM hAjara hato. bAMdhe nahi. gADI Ave. sTreca2mAM laI jAya. gharanA sarve hAtha joDIne, mRtadehanI AsapAsa UbhA rahI jAya. ratibhAInA dIkarA nItinabhAI gaIkAle AvelA. temanA gayA pachI mane Avo vicAra Avelo. sau pahelAM tamane jaNAvuM chuM. saguNAne kahuM ?'' meM kahyuM : "zA mATe nahi ? cokkasa kaho.'' (thoDI vAra vicAra karI) dAdA : thAya che, sAMje guNavaMta ane saguNAne - bannene sAthe ja kahIza.'' (vaLI mana badalAyuM.) mane kahe : "saguNAne bolAvo ne.'' huM bolAvavA gaI to saguNAbhAbhI kAmavALI AvI hovAthI tenI sAthe kAmamAM vyasta hatAM. mane kahe : dAdAne kaho, thoDI vAramAM ja huM AvuM chuM. paNa pachI dAdAe vicAra mAMDI vALyo. mane kahe : "have sAMje ja kahIza. nItinabhAIne bolAvI badhuM pUchI laIza.' (thoDI vAra pachI mane kahe :) "tamane kema lAge che ?" meM javAba Apyo. jevI tamArI icchA.' joke moTA saMto ke sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhelA sAdhako ghaNuMkharuM dehadAnamAM mAnatA nathI, teo potAno deha paMcamahAbhUtamAM vilIna thAya tema icche che. vaLI mane ema paNa thAya che ke kaeNnsaragrasta deha dAnamAM levAto haze ? 128 dAdA : mAre to abhyAsa mATe Apavo che. baporanuM dUdha pItAMpItAM dAdAe A badhI vAto bolIne karI. tyArabAda meM 'UghaDatAM dvAra aMtaranAM'mAMthI tA. 21-22 ane 23 oNkTobara 52nuM lakhANa vAMcyuM. dAdA : juo. have saune khabara paDI gaI che ke meM upara javAnI taiyArI karI lIdhI che tethI loko roja maLavA Ave che. samaya jato rahe che. gaIkAle eka sagA zatruMjayayAtrAnI viDiyo keseTa laI AvelA. emAM navakA2 bole te saMbhaLAya. zatruMjyanAM pagathiyAM caDhatI kanyAo DAnsa karatI jovA maLe. bhagavAnanAM darzana khUba sArI rIte thAya. DAnsa karanArI kanyAomAM eka amArI jANItI kanyA hatI te keseTa lAvanAra zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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bhAIe mane batAvI. meM Azcarya batAvyuM to bhAI kahe ke A DAnsa kaMI zatruMjaya para thayo na hoya. A to kayUTaranI kamAla che. bIjethI DAnsanI uThAMtarI thaI hoya. klojha-apanA dazyamAM ApaNI dIkarIno cahero goThavAya. meM pUchyuM: "dAdA, tamane e gamyuM?" ati tATadhyapUrNa dAdAno javAbaH "vijJAna kevuM kevuM laI Ave che? vicAruM chuM ke AmAMthI preraNA laIne zuM zuM thaI zake ? athavA to kaI hada sudhI vAta jaI zake ? paNa kayAMya kazuM aTake tema nathI." A vAtacIta bAda svAmI brahmavedAMtanuM 'aMtaHkaraNanI oLakha' vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. nAnI pustikA che. aMtaHkaraNanA cAra karaNo che: mana, buddhi, citta ane ahaMkAra. A sarvenI samaja temAM ApelI che. chelle cepTara bAkI rAkhyuM. dAdAnI eka khUbI che. lakhANa AgaLa sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA hoya to ye dAdA tenuM mamatva rAkhe nahi. je svAbhAvika rIte maLe te ane teTaluM ja basa - A ja emanuM valaNa. huM aTakuM to kahe "bhale' AgaLa vAMco ke pUruM karI do ema kIdhuM nathI. AvanAra vyaktinI samayamaryAdAne pUrepUrI jANe, samaje, svIkAre. dAdAne meM haMmezAM "mahAjanabhUvALA vipulabhAInAM vakhANa karatAM sAMbhaLyA che. Aje paNa emanI khUba prazaMsA karI, vipulabhAI eTale jANe temane mATe A mAMdagI daramiyAnanA vaDIla, hitecchu ane pUchavAnuM sthAna ! tA. 27-10-2004 Aje paNa dAdA sUtelA hatA. jAgyA paNa UMghamAM hoya tema jaNAtAM meM kahyuM : dAdA, sUI jAva. huM bahAra beThI ja chuM. ATaluM kahI huM bahAra beThI. AvatI kAle zaradapUrNimA tethI dAdAno janmadivasa. guNavaMtabhAIne mane thayuM ke AvatIkAlano dAdAno janmadivasa Ujavavo. InDaoNlojInA sTAphane AmaMtraNa pAThavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sagAMone bolAvelAM. AthI, Aje gharanI saphAI cAlI rahI hatI meM A samaya oNDiyo vijhayuala stavano TI. vI. skrIna para joyAM. dAdA UThyA. huM emanI pAse beThI. dAdA kahe : "mane kazuM duHkha nathI. paga duHkhe ke mAthuM duHkhe paNa phariyAda karato nathI paratu, gaIkAle UbhA thatAM, mAre Teko levo paDyo." Aje khAsa, meM janmadina ane tenI ujavaNI. tenuM mahattva vizenA pU. moTA tathA pU. mAtAjInAM lakhANa vAMcyAM. tyArabAda meM kahyuM: "juo, A badhAM lakhANonI meM mArA avAjamAM Tepa karelI keseTa tamane AvatIkAle ApIza, Aje meM eTalA mATe vAMcyuM che ke je sAMbhaLIne tame pU. mAtAjIe kahyuM che tema janmadine agrabhAge AvatA caityapuruSa sAthe saMvAda sAdhavA taiyAra raho. tamArA janmadinanI mArI e gift haze." tA. 28-10-2004, zaradapUrNimA Aje dAdAne tyAM, huM tathA mArA pati bane gayelAM. palaMgamAM dAdA paga para majhAnI sapheda zAla nAMkhIne beThelA. navI cAdara pAtharelI hatI. guNavaMtabhAInA banevInI sAthe dAdAe bolIne oLakhANa karAvI. banevI zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 129

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rAdhanapuranI pAsenA gAmamAM bhaNazALI TrasTanI cAlatI zALAmAM nokarI karatA hatA. teo sArA gAyaka che. emanA kaMThe be stavano sAMbhaLyAM. mArA pati caMdrakAnta 'zubha maMgala ho' gAyuM. A gIta zrI makaraMda davee lakhela che ane Aje ApavAnI keseTamAM meM A gIta caMdrakAnta pAse gavarAvI Tepa karyuM che. tyArabAda meM paNa makaraMdabhAIe lakheluM "muMne maLyuM gaganamAM geha' gIta gAyuM. ame sAthe kemero laIne gayelAM. dAdAnA amArI sAthenA tathA temanAM kuTuMbIjano sAthenAM phoTA kheMcyA. dIkarI temAM AvI na hatI ke inDolaoNjInA sTAphanA koI AvyA na hatA tethI teo sAthenA phoTA laI zakAyA nahi. sTAphanA badhA kadAca sAMje chUTIne Avaze ema jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM. - tyAra bAda nAsto karyo : samosA, cavANuM tathA peMDA, caMdrakAnta kahe : "dAdA, AvatI zaradapUrNimAe AvIe tyAre pharI samosA khavaDAvajo." dAdA hasyA. kahe : "uparavALAnI marajI." caMdrakAnta kahe : "dAdA, huM je saMtanA paricayamAM Avyo hato te pU. bApajI kahetA ke "AyuSya anaMta che ane dehano dukALa nathI." dAdA tarata kahe : "matalaba mokSa nathI.' caMdrakAnta hasI paDyA. thoDI vAra pachI dAdA kahe : "saMtonI vANI samajavI agharI che. ene sAMbhaLanArA potAnI mati ane samaja pramANe emanAM vAkyomAMthI artha kADhatA hoya che." dAdAe Aje 87 varSa pUrAM karI 88mA varSamAM praveza karyo. tA. 3-11-2004 muMbaIthI dAdAnI dIkarI hemIbahena AvelAM temane maLavA gaI. temane dAdAnA janmadine TikiTa na maLI tethI AvI zakelAM nahi, bIje divase AvelAM. tArIkha pramANe 30mI paNa dAdAnI varSagAMTha kahevAya. potAnA dIkarAne paNa teo laI AvelAM. mAre vAstu hemIbahena muMbaIno halavo laI AvelAM. mArA bhAI muMbaIthI AvI ja rIte mAre mATe halavo laI Ave che te mane yAda AvyuM. dAdA vadhu kuza lAgatA hatA paNa caherA para camaka ane smita hatAM. dAdA sAthe vAtomAM gUMthAI. prazna : dAdA, bhAvanuM bahu mahattva AMkavAmAM Ave che. bhAva phaLe paNa che. have pachInA janma mATe Apa kevo bhAva bhAvo cho ? A jIvanamAM karI tevI lipisAdhanA - jJAna - sAdhanA ja ke bIjuM kazuM ? dAdA : jJAnasAdhanA ja game. lipi game. je kAma karyuM che te ja have pachI karavAnuM mana thAya. saheluM paDe ne. (thoDI vAra aTakyA - dAdA Aje bolIne vAta karatA hatA kahe :) paNa have jaladI javAya to sAruM. pharI pAchuM jaladI kAma zarU thAya ne. Ama to have samaya nakkAmo jAya che. huM nakkAmo zAne? saMyamabodhi mahArAje patramAM lakheluM tema A to avasara che. haju kyAMka gusso Ave che, hatAza thavAya che. vedanAnI uparano AnaMdapradeza zodhavAno che ne ? e na maLe tyAM sudhI ApaNe 130 mRtasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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javuM nathI, ema nakkI karo. A to pharajiyAta sUvAnuM che tethI samaya ja samaya che, nahitara prata laIne beThA hota ! ('prata' zabda sAMbhaLatAM dAdA jANe vidyutasaMcAra anubhave che.) kahe : kabATa kholo ane pelo kAgaLa che te lAvo. kAgaLa lIdho ane joyuM to hastapratanI jherokSa ! dAdA : pATaNathI AvI che. vAMco. mane paheluM pAnuM vAMcavuM agharuM paDyuM. bIjAM pAnAM vAMcI zakAyAM. dAdA : juo. AmAM haju 125 varSa ja jUnI lipi che. tamArI ATalI prekTisa che toye kevI agharI paDe che ?! meM kAca maMgAvelo che. pachI vAMcIza. huM : kahevuM paDe dAdA, haju A kAma chUTyuM nathI, nahi ? acchA. keseTa sAMbhaLI ? kAma zarU thayuM ? hA, traNa divasathI zarU kareluM che. kevI rIte ? A 88 varSa thayAM. keTakeTalAnA paricayamAM Avyo. saMbaMdhamAM baMdhAyo. keTakeTalAM sthaLoe pharyo. keTalAye upara gusso karyo haze. gADInA DabbAmAM caDatAM sAthI musApharo sAthe laDI paNa paDyo chuM. A badhuM manamAM yAda karuM chuM. yAda Ave te prasaMga, te caherA najara sAme lAvI, badhAne micchAmI dukkaDam' kahuM chuM. huM : are vAha ! kevI sarasa zarUAta ! tyAra bAda meM rajanIzanA mahAvIra-merI dRSTimeM' pustakanI vAta karI, rajanIza ghaNA vivAdAspada rahyA che paNa e vivAdamAM na paDIe. ane enI keseTa sAMbhaLIe ke pustaka vAMcIe to te dareka saMtonA jIvana ane tattvajJAnane UMDANapUrvaka vivaraNAtmaka paddhatie ApaNI samakSa mUke che jethI karIne enI samaja vizada bane. mahAvIra merI dRSTimeM' pustakamAMnA yAda rahelA be prasaMgo kahyA. dAdA : tamane jo keseTa maLe to mane lAvI Apajo. dAdA : huM : dAdA : dAdAno A bhAva mane khUba gamyo. koIka jarAka jijJAsA batAve to dAdA lipi zIkhavavA besI jAya. tema kyAMkathI jJAna maLatuM hoya toye eTalA ja utsuka ! pote bhAre jijJAsu, kyAMyathIya kazuM jJAna maLe to chocha nahi, dharmAMdha nahi. khullA dilanA-khullA mananA. sadA jijJAsu. citralekhAno eka jUno aMka mArA vAMcavAmAM Avyo. temAM 'dehadAna' vizenI vigato hatI. A lekha huM laI gayelI. A lekha vAMcatAM pahelAM meM pUchyuM : prazna : dAdA, 'dehadAna' bAbate kuTuMbIjanone pUchI joyuM ? dAdAe izArAthI jaNAvyuM ke nA pADI che. hemIbahena sAthe ja beThAM hatAM. kahe : badhAnI icchA nathI. vicAra sAro che paNa amArA vaDIlo, phaIbA vagere cokhkhI nA pADe che. meM have citralekhAno lekha dAdAne ApI jaNAvyuM : "lo dAdA, A vAMco. tame dehadAna karI zakatA nathI. kaeNnsa2ne kA2Ne e na thaI zake. mAro bhaya sAco paDyo. meM tyAre tamane kaheluM ke kadAca kensa2ne kA2Ne Ama na thaI zake. dAdA, samajajo ke kuTuMbIjanonI 'nA'thI tamArI icchA adhUrI rahI nathI paNa uparavALAnI marajI paNa evI ja che. te divase tame dehadAnanI vAta mane karelI te meM caMdrakAntane kahelI. temaNe paNa kaheluM : zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 131

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AvuM na kare to sAruM. paMcamahAbhUtanAM tattvo paMcamahAbhUtamAM bhaLI javAM joIe. saMto kyAreya oNparezana karAvI aMga kaDhAvI nAkhatA nathI ke teo dehadAnamAM mAnatA nathI.' tA. 16-11-2004, jJAnapaMcamI Aje ghaNA divase dAdAne tyAM javAyuM. jJAnapaMcamI hatI tethI meM ekAsaNuM kareluM. bela mAryo to mArI navAI vacce dAdA bAraNuM kholavA AvelA pAchaLa ja aMdarathI emano bhatrIjo Avyo paNa kholIne "Avo' kahyuM e sAMbhaLIne huM to rAjInI reDa thaI gaI. meM praNAma karyA. "sAlamubAraka' kahyA. thoDI vAre posTamena Avyo. pAlitANAthI DhaMkArazrIjInAM ziSyAno patra tathA vAsakSepa hato. emaNe potAnA mastake mArA tathA gharanA dIkarAone mAthe nidvAra pAragA" bolIne vAsakSepa nAkhyo. jANo cho, Ano artha ? ' nistArapAragA' eTale saMsArathI pAra thavAnI vAta che. A chokarAone thatuM haze ke dAdAe amane sAruM bhaNavAnA ke evA koIka AzIrvAda ApyA paNa AmAM to saMsArathI pAra javAnI vAta che." Ama bolI teo malakyA. tyAra bAda basa, sahajatayA ghaNI-badhI vAto karI. thayuM : "Aje jo Tepa-rekorDa laIne gaI hota to keTaluM sAruM thAta ? paNa dAdA Aje bolIne ATalI badhI vAto karaze enI kyAM khabara hatI ? khera. kahelI vAtone yAdadAsta para lAvIne ghera AvIne DAyarImAM have noMdhuM chuM." dAdA kahe: "mAMdagI asAdhya hoya ane zarIra bIjA kazA khapanuM rahyuM na hoya, potAne tathA cAkarI karanArane trAsarUpa banyuM hoya to evA saMjogomAM mane thAya che ke DaoNkTare bATalA caDAvavA ane naLIo bharAvavAne badale jheranuM iMjekzana ApavuM joIe. dardInI potAnI IcchA hoya to Ama karavuM sAruM. emAM je kAyadAkIya bAdha Ave che te na hovo joIe tamane A vAta barAbara lAge che ?" meM kahyuM: "dAdA, Ane "marsIliMga' kahevAya che. Aje A "masI kIliMgane lIgala banAvavAno ghaNo UhApoha thayo che paNa tene lIgala svarUpa ApavAmAM AvyuM nathI. kensaragrasta DaoNkTarapati potAnI patnI dvArA jheranuM iMjekzana laIne yAtanAmukti meLave che tevI eka vArtA vAMcelI. huM e vAMcI hacamacI gayelI. A vastune lIgala banAvavA jatAM enA ghaNA durupayoga thaI zake che tenI vAta paNa meM vAMcI che. gAMdhIjIe paNa eka vAcharaDAne yAtanAmukta karyo hato te paNa vAMcyuM che. chatAM A badhAmAM zuM sAcuM te kahI zakatI nathI. asahya vedanAgrasta jIvo lAMbA samaya sudhI vedanAmAM sabaDatA jIvatA hoya che. tyAre saheje evo vicAra paNa AvI jAya ke vyaktimAM kevI to jijIviSA paDI che ! sAcuM kahuM to sIdhIsAdI vAta mane ATalI samajAya che ke mANasa ApaghAta kare - jheranuM iMjekzana laI dehatyAga kare e jaina dharma pramANe uditamAna thayelAM udayamAna karmono karelo asvIkAra gaNAya. je karmo Aje bhogavyAM nathI te anya yonimAM ethI ya vadhu asahya bane te rIte tene bhogavavAM vAro Avaze. AthI, AvA badhA vicAro vahelI take hAMkI kADho." mane lAge che ke dAdA parAdhIna jIvananI kalpanA karI, becena thAya che. ghera AvyA bAda caMdrakAnta sAthe vAta thaI tyAre eNe mane bahu sarasa rIte A AkhI vAta samajAvI. "sarasvatIcaMdra' navalakathAmAM govardhanarAme A vAta karI che. teo kahe che: dIvo jalato hoya ane tela khUTI jAya eTale dIvo dhIme dhIme olavAI jAya. paNa jalatA dIvAne phUMka mArIne holavo to dhumADo thAya ane meza thAya. jIvataranuM ya AvuM che. AyuSya pUrNa thaye dIvo svAbhAvika kramamAM holavAI jAya paNa jo 132 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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ema na thAya to.... bIjuM, AvA prakAranA vicAramAM eka prakArano sUkSma ahaM rahelo che. huM parAdhIna e vAta ahaM svIkArI zake nahi. trIjuM, vyaktinI duHkha sahana karavAnI tAkAta hotI nathI. vyaktie vicAravAnI sAcI rIta e che ke - je karmo thakI A bhogavavAnuM AvyuM che tene bhogavI nirjarA karI lauM e ja uttama che.' samAdhipUrvaka karela bhogavaTo keTalAMya karmonI nirjarA karAvaze ane AvI nirjarA mAnavadehamAM vadhu zakya bane che. A badhI - caMdrakAnta kahelI vAto have huM jyAre dAdA pAse jaIza tyAre temanI samakSa mUkIza, ema manomana meM nakkI karyuM. dAdAne meM pUchyuM ke dAdA, divALI kevI gaI ? bahu loko maLavA AvelA? dAdA kahe : soeka jaNa to AvyA haze. A vakhate amArI sosAyaTImAMthI keTalAka ghera AvyA. sosAyaTImAM besIne varSe sau bhegA thaI sAthe jamatA hoya che. mAre javAnuM hatuM nahi. hoddedAro ghera AvyA ane mAruM bahumAna karavAnI vAta karI pachI mane kahe : "amane to khabara ja nahi ke tame ratna cho. chApAmAM tamArA vize ATalA badhA lekho AvyA, reDiyA para tamAro avAja sAMbhaLyo tyAre tamAre vize jANyuM. tame jo AvI na zako to ame tamane khurazImAM besADIne laI jaIzuM." meM nA pADI. e loko ghera AvyA ane bahumAna karyuM. meM kahyuM: "dAdA, tamArI yazarekhA bahu moTI lAge che." dAdA: "tamArI vAta sAcI che. eka vAra A. zrI pradyumnavijayajIe paNa AvuM ja kahyuM hatuM. kahe ke tamArA bhAI zrI amRtabhAI paMDita moTA paMDita hatA Ama chatAM emanA karatAM tamArAM bahumAna vadhAre thayAM. emanI vAta sAcI che. emane be-traNa vAra bahumAna maLeluM. mane atyAra sudhImAM vIseka vAra bahumAna maLyAM haze." tA. 29-11-2004 24 navembaranA roja huM zrI araviMda senTara' parathI pArulabahena mAMkaDane tyAM gaI. temanAM mammI bImAra hatAM. pArulabahene khabara ApI ke dAdA Aje inDolaoNjI AvelA ane pAMca vAgyA sudhI beThelA. huM Azcarya sAthe AnaMda pAmI. vicAravA lAgI : "gajabano vIla-pAvara che A mANasano ! pathArI kanaDe che emane - kAMTAnI peThe cUbhe che emane ! InDolojInA bhoMyarAmAMnI hastaprato jANe emane sAda pADI bolAvI rahI che! dardanI bhayaMkaratA ane dardanI asahya pIDA e sAdane kAraNe jANe ke pAchaLa dhakelAI gaI ane e sAdanI dizAmAM emanA paga cAlavA lAgyA che ! thoDA divasa pahelAM to dAdA eka zabda paNa bolI zakatA na hatA. mArI nA risponsamAM mAtra smita. AMkhanI camaka ke AMkhathI ja hA ke nA'no IzAro karanAra dAdA kyAM ? ! darda jarAka zamyuM, jIbhe bolavAnuM zarU karyuM ane mAtra pravAhI para TakI rahelA zarIranI paravA choDIne AvI pahoMcyA ela. DI.mAM?! gajabano che A mANasa ! ! ! !" be-traNa divasa bAda meM emanA ghera javAnuM vicAryuM. chellI varSagAMThanA roja ame lIdhelA phoTogrAphsa ApavA hatA. mArA Azcarya vacce phona para saguNAbahene jaNAvyuM ke dAdA to be divasathI "mahAjanam'mAM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 133

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jAya che. sAMje 6-00 vAge Avaze. huM khuza thaI gaI. cAlo, dAdA potAnI AtmazaktithI besI to zake che! evuMya bane ke A Atmazakti ja kaeNnsarane kadAca maTADe paNa kharI. eka AzA janmI. saguNAbahene jaNAvyuM ke somavArathI have roja dAdA ela. DI. mAM javAnA che. eTale Aje huM ela. DI.mAM AvI. A vakhate zrI jitubhAI saMghavI tyAM beThelA hatA. dAdA sAthe vAto karatA hatA. meM zrI jitubhAIne zrI jaMbUvijayajInA vihAranA samAcAra pUchaDyA. jANavA maLyuM ke mahuvA - taLAjA - pharI mahuvA - jUnAgaDha vagere thaI rAjakoTa Avaze. mahuvAnuM nAma sAMbhaLI dAdA bolyA : mahuvAmAM bhaMDAra che. meM enuM lisTa banAvyuM che. jUnAgaDhamAM paNa bhaMDAra che. enuM lisTa paNa banAveluM. bhaMDAranI vAto nIkaLatAM zrI jitubhAI saMghavI kahe : A bhaMDAronI prato eka saMghADAvALA bIjA saMghADAne Ape nahi. dareka saMghADAnA alaga bhaMDAro thavA lAgyA che." dAdA kahe : "sAcI vAta che." zrI pradyumnavijayajIne Avo anubhava thayelo tenA e pote sAkSI banelA tenI vAta karI. pachI mahArAjajI (zrI puNyavijaya) sAthenA samayane yAda karatAM e kahe : "puNyavijayajInI ciThThI laIne jAuM eTale game te bhaMDAramAMthI emaNe mAMgelAM pustako - amUlya hoya, alabhya hoya, rUperI zAhIvALAM ke sonerI zAhIvALAM hoya - tarata maLatAM hatAM." jitubhAI saMghavI kahe: have to pahelAMnA mukAbale saMgho ghaNA vadhI gayA. potIkA saMgho ane potIkA bhaMDAro banI gayA che. pahelAM saMghamAM bhAvanAne mukhya sthAna hatuM. have paiso mukhya banyo che. vaDIlonI rakhAtI AmanyA ghaTI che. pahelAM vizvAsathI kAma cAlatuM. e vizvAsa have nathI. jJAna, derAsara ke upAzraya - koI paNa kSetre guNavattA ghaTI che. spardhAno yuga Avyo che. bIjAthI AgaLa nIkaLavuM che tethI tenI ja hoDa cAle. parizrama ghaTyo. parizrama dhULanuM sonuM banAve e vAta to jANe bhulAI ja gaI che. kUDakapaTathI AgaLa AvavAnA rastA zodhAya che. - Ama AvI A jamAnAnI maryAdAonI vAta karI zrI jitubhAI gayA. emanA gayA bAda dAdAe mArI bhatrIjA-vahu rUpAne yAda karI. e dAdAnI khabara kADhavA emane ghera gayelI. meM jaNAvyuM ke meM Aje ja ene phona karelo. e AvavAnI ja hatI ahIM. paNa enA vara hemaMtane kamaramAM TacakiyuM AvavAthI, AvI zakaze nahi. dAdA 'TacakiyuM'nI vAta sAMbhaLI vItelA jamAnAnA auSadhanA upacAranI vAtomAM saryA. kahe: "jUnA samayamAM AvAM sAmAnya dardI mATe DaoNkTaro ke vaidyo na hatA. teo Ave vakhate gharagharAu TUcakAo - nusakhAo ajamAvatA. enAthI maTatuM paNa kharuM. sUvAne kAraNe Doka vAMkI thaI hoya to gAmamAM evo koI niSNAta hoya ke je DokI pakaDIne ene pheravIne TacAko bolAvI Ape. lU lAge to bhInuM kapaDuM dardInA zarIra para pheravI tAva utAranArA jaNa hoya. TacakiyuM thayuM hoya to UMdhA suvADe. vAMsamAM UMdhI mATalAnI ThIMkarI mUke ane 6 mAbApa (mAtapitA-dAdAdAdI-tathA sAsusasarA joyela hoya - te badhA vidyamAna hoya tevAM strI ke puruSa pAse te ThIMkarIne lAta mArIne phoDI naMkhAve eTale maTI jAya. A rIte maTatuM meM najare joyuM che. AvI sevAonI phI levAtI nahi. te samaye vaido paNa nAnA chokarAnI davAnI phI letA nahi. gAmamAM ekAda ja vaidya hoya. DaoNkTara to na ja hoya. Aje DaoNkTaro ATalA badhA che te ya ochA paDe che ane navA rogo vadhatA jAya che !" traNa-cAra divasa pahelAM huM khaMbhAta jatAM mAtara darzana karavA gayelI tyAM bhUmati pharatAM eka sAdhvIjInI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 134

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mUrti joI Azcarya pAmI hatI. tIrthanA itihAsamAM te sAdhvIjI vize lakhANa vAMcyuM. sAdhvIjInuM nAma padmA. (dhanalakSmIthI oLakhAya.) 11 varSanI uMmare 700 sAdhvIonI pravartinI bane che. 28 varSanI vaye to kALadharma pAmyAM. A sAdhvI vize vadhu jANavAnI tathA teno samaya jANavAnI icchA thatAM, meM dAdAnI pAse mAhitI mAgI. dAdA mane khabara nathI. kadAca zrI pradyumnavijayajIe enA vize lakhyuM hovAnuM kaMIka yAda Ave che. dAdA : huM : dAdA, sAdhvIjInI e ekamAtra mUrti che ? tenA pemphaleTamAM tevuM lakhyuM che. nA, pATaNamAM che. tyAM aSTApadanA derAsaramAM jALiyuM che tyAM je mUrtio che temAM eka para lakhyuM che : yAkinI mahattarA. tame emanA vize jANo cho ? meM nA pADI. dAdAe vAta zarU karI H yAkinI mahattarA e haribhadrasUrinAM guruNI. zrI haribhadrasUri citoDanA paMDita. brAhmaNa. teoe pratijJA karI hatI ke pote je na samajI zake te samajAve tene gurupade sthApIza. eka vAra teo upAzraya pAsethI pasAra thatA hatA. eka sAdhvIjI e vakhate moTethI AvRtti letAM hatAM. meM vacce rokIne AvRttino artha pUchyo to jaNAvyuM ke AvRtti eTale koI moDhe karIne bIjAne mukhapATha Ape te. pachI umeryuM ke huM vyAkaraNa jANato nathI paNa sAdhvIjInI AvRtti letAM mane moDhe thaI gayeluM ane keTalaoNganA kAmane kAraNe TIkA vagerenI samaja prApta thaI. pachI pAcho vAtano dora sAMdhyo - bolAtI bhASA na samajI zakavAthI teoe sAdhvIjIne teno artha pUchyo. sAdhvIjIe jaNAvyuM ke amArAthI artha na apAya. amArA guru yAkinI mahattA' ja te samajAvI zake. zrI haribhadrasUri (brAhmaNa paMDita) yAkinI mahattarA pAse jaI artha samaje che ane teone potAnA gurusthAne sthApe che. pAchaLathI teo dIkSA laI haribhadrasUri banyA. teoe potAnI kRtiomAM guruno ullekha viziSTa rIte karyo che - yAkinI mahattarA zizu' tarIke potAnI oLakha ApIne. jaina AcAra pramANe sAdhvI sAdhunI guru na thaI zake. paNa ahIM gurune A rIte yAda rAkhyA che. A yAkinI mahattarAnI mUrti pATaNamAM che. munizrI jinavijayajIe haribhadrasmAraka banAvarAvyuM ane temAM sAdhvIjInI mUrti mUkavAno vicAra karyo. pATaNamAM yAkinI mahattarAnI mUrti vize emaNe jANyuM. mUrti joI, paNa prabhAvaka na lAgI. dAdAe sujhAva Apyo : paMDita becaradAsanAM patnI ajavALIbahena sarasa che. temano phoTo paDAvI, mUrti ghaDanArane ApI, tevo cahero banAvarAvo. potAnA sujhAva mATe atyAre mArI sAthe vAta karatA hatA tyAre ya hasI paDyA. pachI to munizrIe anya prabhAvaka mUrti banAvarAvI tyAM mUkI che. Ama, A rIte sAdhvIjIonI mUrtio traNa thaI. mAtaranI mUrti dAdAe kyAre joI hatI tenuM smaraNa thatAM kahe : "mahArAjajI sAthe huM kapaDavaMjathI mAtara Avelo tyAre joI hatI.'" pachI umeryuM. "amArA pATaNa pAse paNa mAtaravADiyuM nAmanuM eka gAma AveluM che.'' You thoDI vAra pachI dAdAnuM prItibahena sAthenuM kAma zarU thayuM. hamaNAM ela. DI. e pAMca dastAvejo kharIdyA hatA. be urdU bhASAmAM ane traNa gujarAtI bhASAmAM hatA. bannee A dastAvejonAM mApa levAnuM ane dastAveja zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 135

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vAMcI temAMthI lisTa mATe jarUrI vigato noMdhavAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. vAMcatAM vAMcatAM, dAdA keTalAka zabdonI vizeSatA jaNAvatA jAya. meM pahelI vAra AvI rIte dastAvejanuM mApa levAnuM joyuM. dAdA kahe : "lAMbA bhUMgaLA jevA dastAveja mATe phUTapaTTI karatAM mejharaTepa sArI paDe. phUTapaTTIthI mApa lo to AgaLa thoDI jagyA chUTe che te bAda karavI paDe. mejharaTepamAM tema karavAnI jarUra nahi, pachI dAdA kahe : "meM to mArA phUTamAMthI AgaLano chUTI jato bhAga kapAvI naMkhAvelo jethI mUrtinuM mApa levAmAM Ave tyAre temAM cokasAI Ave.'' "mogalakALanuM A gIrokhata hatuM." dAdA kahe : "mogalakALamAM marAThA AvelA. emanAthI amadAvAda AkhAne lUMTatA bacAvanAra eka zreSThI hatA. - lAlA harakhacaMda temanuM nAma. e jamAnAmAM e zreSThIe prajA herAna na thAya te vAste lAkha rUpiyA gaNI ApelA. paNa pAchaLathI marAThA rAjya AvyuM; tyAre amadAvAdamAM be sthaLe verA ugharAvAtA. e mATenAM thANAM be sthaLe hatAM. DhIMkavAcokI e mogalonuM thANuM ane Aje je mAMDavInI poLa tarIke oLakhAya che te marAThAonuM thANuM. mAMDavI eTale jyAM karaverA ugharAvAya che te sthAna. Aje ApaNe tene 'okTroyanAkuM' kahIe chIe. kyAreka bemAMthI ekano vero mApha thato to teno ullekha dastAvejamAM karAto.' dastAveja haMmezAM paMcanI hAjarImAM thatuM. A banne joyAM te gIrokhata hatAM. e jamAnAmAM gIrokhata 100 varSanA paTTe apAtAM hatAM jethI karIne bhaviSyamAM emanA vArasadArono samaya palaTAya ane bApIku makAna choDAvavuM hoya to choDAvI zake !! dAdAnA sAnnidhyanI A to khUbI che. roja roja, kaMI ne kaMI navuM jANavA maLe ja. Aje dastAvejanI A badhI vigato sAMbhaLIne, mane yAda AvyuM ke meM ghaNA vakhata pahelAM dastAvejanuM livyaMtara karyuM hatuM paNa pachI ene vyavasthita karyA vinA choDI dIdheluM ! have A AvelA dastAvejamAMthI koIka laIza ane kAma karIza. dAdAne enI vAta karI. tA. 1-12-2004 Aje rUpA inDolaoNjI AvelI. enA gayA bAda, 'zukarAjarAsa'nuM bAkI rahela kAma Teli ka2vA beThAM. doDheka kalAka A kAma karyuM tyAM dhanajIbhAI mistrI tADapatra mUkavAnA DabA laIne AvyA, enA kAmamAM dAdA rahyA. 'zukarAjarAsa'mAM kartAnAma traNa rIte lakhAyela sAMpaDe cheH 1. gyAnasAgara, 2. jJAnasAgara, 3. nyAyasAgara. dAdAe sUcanA ApI ke livyaMtaramAM AmAMthI koI eka pATha nirdhArita karI, badhe e ja rAkhavuM. tA. 2-12-2004 Aje paNa 15 kalAka sudhI 'zukarAjarAsa'nI pratanuM kAma dAdA sAthe thayuM. mAtra kAmamAM ja lIna rahyA. ADIavaLI vAto thaI nahi. dAdA jANe A kRtinuM kAma pUruM karAvavAnI utAvaLamAM che. tA. 8-12-2004 Aje vAtamAM ne vAtamAM jyotiSanI vAta nIkaLI. 25 varSanI uMmare banelI eka vAta kahI. vAta che sUryaprasAda nAmanA jyotiSInI. pUchelA praznonA AdhAre te kuMDaLI banAve. pAMca jaNa tyAM beThA hatA. dAdAne te badhuM ja yAda hatuM. Aje inDolaoNjImAM zrI kAnajIbhAI che te paNa te pAMcamAMnA eka. emane jyotiSIe zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 136

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kaheluM ke tame moTA skolara banavAnA cho. meM dAdAne pUchyuM: tame dAdA, zuM pUchyuM hatuM? dAdA kahe: mane bahu zraddhA hatI nahi. sAmAnya prazno pUchelA. mArI janmatArIkha pUchelI to tithi-tArIkha sAthe sAcI jaNAvelI (A vAtano ullekha AgaLa che.) emano dIkaro varSo bAda maLyo hato ane teNe dAdAnI janmatArIkha rAtre 1-19 vAge janma thayo hovAthI tArIkha badalAI jAya tema jaNAvI. potAnA pitAzrIe janmatArIkha ApelI temAM gaphalata thaI hovAnuM jaNAveluM." paMcAMga joyA vinA, kuMDaLI banAvyA vinA, mAtra praznone AdhAre kevI rIte bhAkhI zakatA haze ema pUtAM dAdA kahe : "ApaNe tyAM "caMdronmIlana' graMtha che. A graMthanI nakala karIne meM lakSmaNasUrine ApelI. temAM prazna kuMDaLI banAvavAnI rIta ApI che. puchAyelA praznonA akSaro gaNI, kuMDaLI banAvI, phalAdeza Ape." meM pUchyuM : pachI bIjuM zuM zuM pUcheluM ? to dAdA kaheH huM je kAma karuM chuM te ja kAma karato rahevAno? javAbamAM jaNAveluM ke marate dama taka karoge. joke AyuSya 84 varSanuM jaNAveluM paNa Aje mane 88muM cAle che.' Ama kahI dAdA hasyA. meM kahyuM : "dAdA, 84 nahIM, 94 haze. jUnI lipimAM 8 ane 9 sarakhI rIte lakhAya che ne ? AthI sUryaprasAda jyotiSIne 94 karatAM 84 varSa kahevuM ThIka lAgyuM haze. 84 varSa to pasAra thaI gayAM. eTale 94 varSa sAccAM. haju sAta varSa bAkI che. ane jyotiSIe kaheluM che ke marate dama taka A ja kAma karavAnuM che." jyotiSInA dIkarAe emanI janmatArIkhanI bhUla sudhArI eTale dAdAe eka kahevata kahI - "vaida jUno bhalo (kAraNa ke anubhavI hoya.), jyotiSI navo bhalo. (kAraNa ke juvAna hoya ane tethI tenI yAdadAsta sArI hoya - gaNatarI sArI rIte karI zake). pachI A ja, ane AvA ja prakAranI vAtono dora cAlyo.. dAdA: pATaNamAM zAMtilAla nAmanA chAyAzAstrI hatA. huM emanI pAse samAsa' zIkhelo. gAMdhInagaramAM eka aMdha bAroTane maLavAnuM thayeluM. e nADI joIne bhaviSya kaheto. mane kahe ke hAlamAM tamAruM makAna bAMdhavAnuM kAma cAle che. vAta sAcI hatI. vADajamAM hAla rahuM chuM te makAna tyAre baMdhAtuM hatuM. muMbaI-dAdaramAM jJAnabhaMDAra che tenuM keTalaoNga meM banAveluM. huM tyAM hato tyAre "prAcIna bhAratavarSa' graMthanA lekhaka DaoN. tribhuvana laheracaMda zAha, zrI lakSmaNasUri mahArAja, kapUracaMda mAravADI, khaMbhAtavALA zrI kIrtisUri mahArAja tathA huM - 'ame badhA beThA hatA tyAre eka khullA zarIravALo - jAdugara jevo lAgato eka jaNa AvI caDhyo. enA hAthamAM zaMkha hato. meM pUchyuM ke A zaMkha koI kAmano che ?" pelo kahe ke mAMgIe te Ape tevo che. bola, tAre zuM joIe ? meM vicAryuM - ahIMnA bajAramAM maLe tevI vAnagI mAgavI nahi. jamAnAmAM cUramAnA lADu bajAramAM maLe nahi. eTale meM to cUramAnA lADu mAMgyA. pelAe zaMkha upara aMgUchiyo DhAMkyo ane kholyo to zaMkha gAyaba ane ene sthAne cUramAno lADu ! ! haju azraddhA hatI tethI pUchyuM : "A khAI zakAya tevo che ?" eNe saune prasAda tarIke vaheMcyo ane ame khAdho ! amadAvAdanA zrI hemaMtabhAI rANAnA pitAzrI cImanabhAIe A vAta jANI, tene potAnI oNphise bolAvelo. pUchyuM ke : hamaNAM mArI patnI ghera zuM karI rahI che? pelAe jaNAvyuM ke hAla te bALakane pITI bhArI rahI che. khAtarI karatAM vAta sAcI nIkaLelI ! ! keTalIka vAra kaMku kADhavAvALA maLI Ave che. AvA eka mANasanA karataba meM joyelA. bAvAe pATalo mukAvyo. thALI mukAvI. meM enA hAtha sAbuthI dhovarAvyA. eNe mane kahyuM: 'dIvo karo.' huM dIvo karavA Ubho zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 137

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thayo tyAre mArI pITha hatI. pelAe hAtha ghasIne kaMku pADavAnuM zarU kareluM. vijJAna jANanArA AvA karatabone pakaDI zake. nAthadvArAno eka prasaMga che. gavarnara pAse jAdu karavA gayo hato evo vikhyAta karatabI. ahIM Avelo. mane vIMTI ApavA jaNAvyuM. meM nA pADI e vakhate ya huM AvI kapaDAMnI thelI ja rAkhato. emAM eka bAmanI jADI vajanadAra kAcanI sApha karelI zIzImAM huM cUno rAkhato pelAe koTa paherelo. meM vIMTIne badale e vajanadAra zIzI ApI. eNe mane koTanA khIsAmAM mUkavA jaNAvyuM. pachI kahe: 'have zIzI bahAra kADha.' meM khIsAmAM hAtha nAkhyo to zIzI gAyaba. huM to Abho banI gayo. pelo kahe: 'tArI thelImAM jo.' zIzI thelImAMthI nIkaLI ! bhIlavADAmAM eka vAra huM tathA amRtabhAI eka hoTela jevuM hatuM tyAM beThA. hoTalavALo zeraDIno rasa vecato. eTalAmAM eka ghoDesavAra tyAM Avyo. amRtabhAI sAme joIne kahe: "kema paMDita, kema cho ?" mane thayuM ke amRtabhAIe TopI paherI che eTale kaheto lAge che. tyAM e bolyo : "Apake pitAjI bhadra hai aura ApakA laDakA samajadAra hai " - vAta sAcI hatI emanA pitA sAcce ja bhadrika jIva hatA. lokhaMDanA goLA khAI janArane paNa joyA che. jAdunI duniyAnI vAtomAMthI dAdAne jodhapurathI bikAnerano pravAsa yAda Avyo. meM emane sAdhuonA vihAra saMdarbhe kazuMka kahevA jaNAvyuM. to kahe: sAdhuo prAyaH bhaLabhAMkhare UThe. sUrya pUrI Uge e pahelAM to pachInA gaMtavyasthAne pahoMcI gayA hoya, jo tyAM sthiratA mATenI jagyA na hoya to lAMbuM cAlavuM paDe. sthiratA rAtri mATenI ja ke kyAreka cAra vAgyA parvatanI hoya. moTe bhAge, jaina sAdhune koI paNa jagyAe rAtrimukAma mATe jagyA maLI ja rahe. tenuM kAraNa e che ke A sAdhuo kazuM mAMge nahi. emane na to dUdhano khapa, ke bhAMga-calamano khapa, pAtharaNuM paNa na khape. vaLI, je sthAna e lokoe vAparyuM hoya te cokhuM ja choDI jAya." mahArAjajI sAthe huM pharato tyAre huM basamAM to. eka divasa savAre chAroDIno eka bhakta maLelo. teNe jaNAvyuM ke potAne tyAM sagavaDa thaze. A mATe bhAIe vahelA javuM joItuM hatuM paNa teo to mArI sAthe ja sAMje basamAM AvyA. basa ane mahArAjajInI padayAtrA sAthe ja pahoMcI. jatAMnI sAthe pANI ukALyuM. garama pANI ThaMDuM kyAre thAya ? pIvA jevuM to thavuM joIe ne ? enoya upAya hoya. UMce eTale katharoTamAM gaLaNuM laTakAveluM hoya. pANI gaLaNAnA eka cheDethI TapakIne nIce paDe. pANI pIvA jevuM maLI rahe. aMdhAruM thatAM pahelAM, sAdhuo AvuM pANI vAparI le! hamaNAM rUpAbahene ApelI 'himAlayano pravAsa' vAMcuM chuM." 'vAMcavuM game che ?" - meM pUchayuM. 138 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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momAM kAtho bharyo hoya tyAre bolAya to nahIM. tyAre huM vAMcuM." meM kahyuM : "dAdA, tamArI yAdadAsta ghaNI teja che. tame ghaTanAnuM - pelA bAvAnuM tAdaza varNana karyuM." dAdA : emAM mAruM kazuM nathI. e to koIne sAro vAyara nAMkhelo Avyo hoya. koIne halako naMkhAyo hoya ! huM svagata bolI : "vAha bApu ! to tamArA vAyara ghaNI ja UMcI kvoliTInA kahevAya." dAdAe thoDI vAre kahyuM : "hamaNAM 'zrIpAla rAjAno rAsa' vAMcuM chuM. temAM nIce ja zabdonA artha ApelA che tethI vAMcavuM game che." - to Ama dAdAno svAdhyAya cAlu ja rahyo che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 139

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I. sa. 2005nA vArtAlApo tA. 21-1-2005 dAdA have roja InDolojImAM AvatA hatA. "mahAjana'mAM paNa jatA hatA. pUrvavatu ja kAma zarU thayeluM. paraMtu, lAMbA samaya sudhI huM mArAM aMgata kAraNosara (dIkaro potAnA parivAra sAthe videzathI Avelo tethI) huM dAdAne maLI zakI nahi. jAnyuArInA pahelA aThavADiyAmAM InDolaoNjImAM phona karatAM samAcAra maLyA ke dAdA have roja AvatA nathI. phona karIne AvavAnI sUcanA prItibahene ApI. vacamAM e rIte eka-be vAra gaI tyAre meM joyuM ke e khUba ja vyasta rahe che. kAryabhAra suparata karavAnuM cAle che. mArI kRtinuM kAma bahu thoDuM ja raheluM e beThakamAM pUruM thayeluM. tyAre meM pUchyuM: "dAdA, have kaI kRti karuM? bIjI zodhI Apo ne." kahe : zrIpALano rAsa thayo ?" meM jaNAvyuM. "nA. thoDuMka ja kAma thayuM che. hAtha para levAyuM nathI. mAre have ekathI vadhu kRtionuM saMpAdana karatAM zIkhavuM paDaze. mArI pAse A kRtinI be nakalo che tethI. bahu varSo pahelAM zrI kanubhAI zeThanI pAse meM 'dazArNabhadra' sakjhAyanI cAra pratonuM saMpAdana kareluM paNa e vAtane khAssAM 25 varSa thayAM haze ? dAdA "gurjara kavio' graMtha jovA lAgyA. ekadama "zukarAjarAsa' para najara paDI, jyAre A kRti ApI hatI tyAre pAchaLanA bhAge prakAzita che tema lakhyuM na hatuM tethI ApelI. Aje joyuM ke kRtinA nAma pAse phudaDI che. matalaba prakAzita kRti che, thoDI ja vAra ame banne disturb rahyAM. meM tarata ja jaNAvyuM : kAMI vAMdho nahi. have mAre ekathI vadhu kRtionA saMpAdananA kAmamAM lAgavAnuM haze. A pahelAM eka vAra traNeka hariyALInuM kAma kareluM to e paNa prakAzita thayelI nIkaLI hatI. Ama thAya tyAre navuM zIkhavAno lAbha maLe che te bhUlI javAnuM hotuM nathI. vaLI, tA. 21nA roja na maLI tyAM sudhI phona dvArA khabara jANatI rahI. dAdAne dukhAvo che. bolI zakAtuM nathI. AvatA nathI - AvA AvA samAcAra maLatA rahetA. Aje Ida hatI tethI teone ghera ja gaI. | saguNAbahena sAthe dAdAnI tabiyata vize vistArathI vAto thaI. e je DAyarImAM lakhIne vAto karatA te DAyarI vAMcI. DAyarInI keTalIka noMdhomAMnuM keTaluMka mane TapakAvavA jevuM lAge che. tA. 17-1-2005 dehanuM visarjana jaladI thAya tevI davA batAvo. tA. 18-1-2005 sivilamAM zeka levA javAnI ke (DaoN.nI) davA levAnI IcchA thatI nathI. 140 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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elopathInI TIkaDI ke kesyala ema. bI. bI. esa. DaoNkTara pAsethI dardamAM rAhata mATe levAnuM mana thAya che. ela. DI. ke zrutalekhanamAM javAnI IcchA nathI. zarIramAM azakti varatAya che. tA. 19-1-2005 hemInuM dhyAna rAkho cho tema rAkhazo. saguNA je rIte sevA kare che te paryApta che. zarIra sazakta banaze to ela. DI. ke zrutalekhanamAM javAnI icchA che. tA. 20-1-2005 dAdAnI bahenanA dIkarAno dIkaro dAdAne pUche che: bhojaka banne dharma - jaina ane vaiSNava - pALe che tethI bhojakone dharmazALAmAM rahevA maLatuM nathI. vaiSNavadharmavALA jaina samajI teone svIkAratA nathI. to kayo dharma pALavo ? dAdAno javAba: jainadharma zreSTha che. vaiSNavadharma vyavAhara pUrato pALavo. tA. 28-1-2005 bhAvanagarathI AvelAM mAlatIbahena desAIne tyAMnA bhaMDAro bAbate lakhIne jaNAvela che ane pachI temane anurodha kare che ke - bhAvanagaramAM DosAbhAI abhecaMda bhaMDAra che. tame bahenone taiyAra karo... bahenonI maryAdA hoya che. paNa tame mukhya bano to kAma cAle. tA. 31-1-2005 (akSaro have bagaDyA che.) have to A dehanuM visarjana thAya tevo ilAja karavo che. have sAjA thavAnI ummIda nathI. tA. 4-2-2005 rAtre UMgha AvatI nathI. parANe AtmAne samatAmAM rAkhI paDyo rahuM chuM. mAruM citta, AtmA ane deha judo che ema tame bola bola karo cho tethI samatA jokhamAya che. tamane badhAne herAna karuM chuM. tA. 17-2-2005 mane cakkara AvatA hoya tema lAge che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 141

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tA. 20-2-2005 pagane aDe toye dukhe che. tA. 8-3-2005 chellAM aThavADiyAthI huM kapaDavaMjamAM hatI. ame - huM tathA mArA pati - bane jyAre pAchAM pharyA tyAre TaeNksIne sIdhI dAdAne tyAM levarAvI. temanI tabiyatanI gaMbhIratAnA samAcAra maLyA hatA. dAdAnI tabiyata vize guNavaMtabhAIe jaNAvyuM : "dAdA have bolatA nathI. potAnI jarUriyAta lakhIne jaNAvavAnuM paNa baMdha thayuM che, kAraNa ke hAthamAM pena pakaDAya tevI zakti rahI nathI. AMkho baMdha karIne paDyA rahyA hoya che. joke, ApaNe vAta karIe ke davA ke khAvA-pIvAnuM pUchIe eTale AMkha kholI izArAthI hA ke nA jaNAve. ApaNI vAtamAM citta paNa parovI zake che. keseTa vAge ke emanI samakSa bhajana gAvAmAM Ave to emanI UMcInIcI thatI tAla ApatI AMgaLIo ApaNane khyAla Ape ke dAdA tallInatAthI sAMbhaLe che." dAdAnI tabiyata vizenuM bayAna sAMbhaLIne, ame dAdA pAse beThAM. AMkho kholI. AMkhamAM AnaMdanI camaka tathA be hAtha joDI harSano bhAva pradarzita karyo. ardho kalAka besI ame UThyAM. ame bannee praNAma karI AzIrvAda mAMgyA. dAdAe amArA mastaka upara hAtha mUkyo. pharI AMkho kholI. hasyA. ane mUka A ApyA. A ghaTanA huM kyAreya bhUlI zakIza nahi. ame e pachInA aThavADiyA daramyAna phona para khabara pUchI letAM. hemIbahena paNa dAdAnI sevAmAM hatAM ja. tA. 14-3-2005, somavAra - savAre 10thI 12-30 Aje dAdAnI khabara levA rUbarU gaI. gaIkAle javuM hatuM. paNa ravivAre avara-javara vizeSa haze ema mAnIne Ajano divasa pasaMda karyo. sAmAnya rIte bapore javAnuM pasaMda karuM. mane e samayanI anukULatA vizeSa paNa gaIkAlathI ja dAdA pAse javAne mana utkaMThita hatuM. bapora sudhI rokAvAyuM nahi. khabara hatI ke dAdA have davAnA ghenamAM rahe che. vAto to thavAnI nathI. joke, saguNAbhAbhI jaNAvatAM hatAM ke dAdAne savAre vizeSa zuddhi-jAgRti jaNAya che. savAre javA mATenuM A paNa eka kAraNa. dAdA vAta na kare toye temanuM mUka sAnnidhya jIvanane baLa ApatuM anubhavAya che. chellA aThavADiyA daramyAnano dAdAnI tabiyatano vigatavAra ahevAla jANyo. jANyuM ke dAdAnuM A aThavADiyuM bahu bhAre gayuM. khAvAnuM ke pIvAnuM levAnI nA ja pADatA rahe che. mAMDa mAMDa camacI-be camacI ApIe tyAre. vaLI, kyAreka saMDAsa-bAtharUmanI zuddhi rahetI nathI paNa tame vAta karIne gayelAM tethI AvA samaye bahu svAbhAvikatAthI amArAmAMthI je koI hAjara hoya tenI sevA le che. saguNAbhAbhI kahe : "dAdAe have mane paNa sAcI dIkarI banAvI che. mArI sAtheno saMkoca paNa choDI dIdho che. huM paNa emanI A sevA karuM to vAMdho letA nathI." badhAe dAdA A avasthAmAM je sahakAra ApatA hatA te umaMgabhera jaNAve (dAdAnI sAthe mAMdagInI zarUAtamAM thayelI vAtomAM meM jANyuM hatuM ke dAdAne sauthI vizeSa Dara koInI sevA levI paDe teno hato. pANIno pyAlo paNa UThIne ja pIvAno Agraha rAkhanAra dAdA potAnI parAvalaMbIpaNAnI sthitinI kalpanA ja karI zakatA na hatA. A vakhate meM kazuM sIdhuM kahevAne badale "pyujha De vItha morI' pustaka vize vAta karI hatI. morInI gaMbhIra mAMdagI e avasthAe pahoMce che ke hAthamAM camacI 142 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM **

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na pakaDAya, moMnA snAyuo khorAkane halAvI zake nahi ane bahAra khorAka DhoLAto jAya. A avasthAe morI pojhiTiva vicAra kare che ke Aje patnI lALiyuM paherAvI khavarAve che. nAnI uMmare mA mRtyu pAmelI. apa2mA hatI. anya bALakonAM mAnAM lADa thatAM joI evAM lADa pote jhaMkhelAM. Aje huM parAdhInatA anubhavavAne badale manathI 2 varSano thaI jAuM ane mAne badale patnInAM lADane bhogavavuM ane gumAvelI bALapaNanA lADanI taka enjoya (enjoy) karuM to ? dAdA tyAre A sAMbhaLIne kazuM bolyA na hatA paNa e vAta vize vicAra karavA lAgelA.) A mAMdagI daramyAna dAdA have dhIredhIre sasarA maTI pitA banI rahyA hatA teno AnaMda ghaNI vAra saguNAbhAbhI vyakta karatAM rahelAM. have saMsAranA khelano eka vizeSa rola paNa dAdAe bhajavavo niradhAryo hoya tevuM lAgyuM. dAdA have putrano rola bhajave che. '"nityavardhiSNu'" mArA dAdA ! parAvalaMbIpaNAnA Dara nIkaLavo e nirahaMkArI banyA sivAya zakya che ? dAdA.... dAdA.... "A no bhadrA katava yantu vizvataH / " "cAre bAjuthI amane sArA vicAro prApta thAo.'' no vedamaMtra tamArA jIvanamAM haMmezAM caritArtha thato joyo che meM ! kevI svIkAravRtti ! kevuM ahaMkAranuM vigalana ! satata UrvArohaNa ! - Ama huM vicArI rahI. dAdAnI pAse besI, emane huM dhyAnathI joI rahI. "keTalA badhA kRza banI gayA che dAdA ! zvAsa letAM kaphano avAja saMbhaLAya che !' (thoDI vAra bAda) mAruM dhyAna emanA zvAsanA AvatA moTA avAja tarapha gayuM. eka kSaNa bIjo vicAra AvI gayo paNa zvAsanuM nirIkSaNa karatAM jaNAyuM ke zvAsa saMbhaLAya che e vAta barAbara paNa, ghaNA layabaddha ! emanI najIka beThI hatI e daramiyAna meM noMdhyuM ke dAdAne saguNAbhAbhI davA ke bIjuM kazuM pIvA vize DhaMDhoLIne pUche che. mAMDa mAMDa jAgRtimAM Ave che ane izArAthI nA pADatAkane ghenamAM - nIMdamAM sarI paDe che, jANe ke emanI cetanA aMtastha banIne UMDe UMDe UtaravA lAgI na hoya ! hAtha aDADIne meM joyuM to hAtha ga2ma lAgyo. Ama to be divasathI jhINo tAva ane kapha hatA ja. thoDI vAre zarI2 vadhu garama jaNAyuM. AthI, pANIno zoSa na paDe, DI hAiDrezana na thAya te mATe, meM parANe jagADIneya pANI ApavAnuM sUcavyuM. dAdAne ghaNuM bolAvyA paNa dAdA AMkha kholavA ke javAba ApavA taiyAra na hoya tevuM jaNAyuM. hAtha halAvIne nA kahI dIdhI. Ama chatAM be camacI pANI parANe pivarAvyuM. bIjuM kaMI paNa pIvA mATenI joradAra nA' pADIne pharI UMghamAM sarI paDyA. pharI e ja layabaddha zvAsa ! tyArabAda, huM e ja rUmamAM, hemIbahenanI sAthe beThI. saguNAbhAbhI gharakAmamAM vyasta hatAM. atyAra sudhI to huM dAdAnI khabara kADhavA bapore rA-3 vAge ke sAMje ke rAtre gaI chuM. Aje thoDI anukULatA hatI eTale ja savAre gayelI. be kalAkathI paNa vadhAre samaya sudhI hemIbahena pAse rahI. hemIbahene Aje khUba khUlIne ghaNI vAto vAto karI. vAtomAM 'dAdA' ja mukhya hoya e svAbhAvika hatuM. bALapaNathI mAMDIne atyAra sudhInAM dAdA sAthenAM smaraNonI vaNajA2 emanA cittamAM cAlatI haze te mane batAvI. dAdAnuM eka navIna pAsuM meM nihALyuM. Aja sudhI dAdAe potAnA aMgata jIvananI vAto karI hatI, temAM hemA sAthenAM smaraNo khAsa kahyAM nathI. dIkarI hemA' AvavAnI che, e gaI, jamAI AvelA, e sukhI che evI thoDIka vAtothI vizeSa dAdAe kazuM kahyuM na hatuM. Aje hemIbahene pitA sAthenAM smaraNo ze2 karIne eka vatsala pitAnuM citra mArI samakSa yathAtatha, AbehUba dorI ApyuM. mane thayuM ke A pAsuM jANavA maLyuM na hota to kuTuMbavatsala dAdAnA vyaktitvanA eka pAsAthI huM ajANa raheta. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 143

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atyAra sudhI jyAre jyAre dAdA pAse besavAnuM banatuM tyAre bolI zakAyuM tyAM sudhI dAdAe vAto karyA karelI. Aje dAdAe jANe hemIbahenane potAnI proxy bharavAnuM kahyuM na hoya ! tema hamIbahene bALapaNathI mAMDIne AjanA divasa sudhInI dAdA vizenI vAto karI. 12-30 kalAke ame chUTAM paDyAM. prastuta vAtone pariziSTa : 8 mAM ApavAmAM Avela che.) 12-30 vAge chUTI paDI tyAre hemIbahena kahe : "dAdA thoDA divasa para kahetA hatA ke tArI moTIbahena Aje jo jIvatI hota to Aje te 60 varSathI ya moTI hota. Aje mAre bahena nathI paNa dAdAne tamArA jevI keTalI badhI dIkarIo che ?" tA. 14-3-2005, somavAra - samaya sAMje 5-30 zrIno oNphisethI ghera AvavAno A samaya. e AvyA. huM A samaye dAdAne tyAM Aje savAre hemIbahena sAthe thayelI vAtone noMdhatI hatI. bAraNuM kholIne pharI adhUruM lakhavA mATe beThI. zrI mArI pAse AvIne UbhA rahyA. khabhe hAthano sparza karIne kahyuM : "aMdara Ava." meM emanA sAme joyuM. kazuMka agatyanuM kaMIka gaMbhIra banyuM che tevuM lAgyuM. huM UThI. aMdara gaI. samAcAra ApyA : "dAdA gayA" eka kSaNa sunna thaI tarata svasthatA dharI dAdAne tyAM javAne banne nIkaLyAM. - guNavaMtabhAIe jaNAvyuM: "rathI rA gALAmAM A banyuM. be divasathI emaNe paDakhe sUvAnI Teva choDI dIdhelI. Ama to haMmezAM paDakhAbhera sUI rahetA. paNa be divasathI cattA sUI rahetA, te kadAca saMketa hato ? DaoNkTare AvIne 3 vAge DIklera karyuM. Aje dAdA 87 varSa, 4 mAsa ane 3 divasanuM AyuSya bhogavIne gayA." - pachI emano baMdha na rahyo. AMkho AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. - huM tathA zrI ame banne khAssI vAra dAdAnA mRtadeha samakSa UbhAM rahyAM. "savAre to zvAsano avAja keTalo badho saMbhaLAto hato ! have badhuM zAMta ! dAdA jANe avAja vinAnI UMgha laI rahyA che !" - prArthanA karI : " OM namo bhagavate OM namo bhagavate | OM namo bhagavate " he mA, mArA dAdAnA AtmAne zAMti Apa. prArthanA pUrI thaI paNa haju tyAMthI khasAtuM na hatuM. ghaNI badhI vAto jANe ke emane mAre karavAnI che haju. svagata bolavA lAgI : "dAdA, tame ghaNA samayathI jhaMkhelI yAtrAe sukhethI prayANa karo. Ama chatAM, eka vAta tamane kahyA vinA rahI zakatI nathI ane te e che ke ApaNA RNAnubaMdha haju pUrA thayA nathI, haM. tame AgaLa jAva cho ane pharIthI lipijJAnanuM A kSetra taiyAra karo cho. huM AvIza tyAre pharIthI tamArI sAthe A kSetramAM kAma karavAne joDAIza. have huM evuM puNya A bhavamAM karIza ke jethI karIne A bhave naDelAM aMtarAya karmo - pelA kAThiyA - naDe nahi, ane huM vinA vikhe A kAma karI zakuM. AdhyAtmika yAtrAnI vAtone moDe moDe thoDuM samajI chuM te paNa A jJAna-yAtrAnI sAthe sAthe AgaLa cAle evI sajjatA keLavIne AvIza. "dAdA, Aje A sAnidhya samApta thatuM nathI. kSaradehe have bhale tame na hova. bhale kSara-dehanAM A chellAM darzana hoya ! Ama chatAM, tame aneka rIte mArI sAthe cho. tame mane keTaluM jJAna ApyuM che ! keTalI samaja ApI che ! A badhuMya pAchuM kazAya Agraha vinA, kazuMya sIdhI rIte kahyA vinA ! A badhuM ja mArI pAse che tethI ja, tame mArI sAthe cho ja. tame cho ja dAdA, tame cho ja. ..." 144 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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... ane have dAdA, o dAdA... juo ne... ghaNA divaso pachI Aje huM ahIM AvI chuM. amadAvAdanA eka jUnA makAnanA dastAvejanuM thayeluM kAma laIne AvI chuM. tame kahezo ke Ame tame vaLI roja kyAM AvatAM hatAM ? vAta to sAcI che dAdI. paNa AjanI vAta judI nathI ? atyAra sudhI to huM AvatI hatI tyAre mane khabara hatI ke huM AvIza eTale UMcuM joIne tame hasazo. hAtha laMbAvI besavAno saMketa karazo. pachI tame lIdheluM kAma patAvazo athavA Tebala paranuM badhuM ThIkaThAka vyavasthita karazo. pachI kahezo - "cAlo, kAma zarU karIe. keTaluM thayuM che? kyAMthI adhUruM hatuM ?' ane have... tamArI khurazI khAlI che. bAjumAM huM beThI chuM. koNa kaheze mane, "cAlo, kAma zarU karIe ? koNa mArA kAmane approve karaze ?" tamane ati priya evuM A sthAna. ene alavidA karIne gaye Aje be mahinA jeTalo samaya thaI gayo che. tame hatA tyAre to zrata saMdarbhe judAM judAM kAmo mATe khAssI AvanajAvana rahetI. Aje koI AvyuM nathI. A bhoMyaruM khUba sUnuM sUnuM bhAse che. hA dAdA, have tame nathI ! AvavAnA paNa nahi ! ...to tamArA dehanA aMtima darzana karatI vakhate tame cho ja' e anubhUtinuM zuM ? tame sAcA cho dAdA. tame ja kaheluM ke "manano svabhAva Avo hoya. satata saMkalpavikalpa karyA ja kare. mana potAnuM che eTaluM dhyAnamAM lo." ...to mArI A banne anubhUti sAcI, kharuM ne dAdA ? dAdAnI gerahAjarImAM mAre kAma to cAlu rAkhavuM ja rahyuM. paNa te divase huM tema karI zakatI nathI. ghera cAlI jAuM chuM. gharanAM anya kAmakAjamAM dAdAnAM smaraNo UbharAtAM rahyAM. dAdAnI gerahAjarI manane sAlatI rahI. yAda AvyuM dAdAnA vArtAlApo to mArI pAse che ja. mArA mArgadarzaka tarIke have e vArtAlApo ja raheze... zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 145

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146 pariziSTa 1 ghoghAbApAnI vArtA ghogha e rAjasthAnamAM jesalamera ane jodhapura vacce AvelA gAmanuM nAma che. eka vAra ghoghano rAjA ghoghA tathA teno dIkaro prabhAsapATaNa jAtrAe gayA hoya che. bApa-dIkaro prabhAsapATaNa pahoMcIne jyAre mahAdevane namana karatA hoya che te samaye ja samAcAra sAMbhaLyA ke mogala AkramaNakAro AvI rahyA che ane pATaNano bhImadeva A maMdirane bacAvavA ahIM AvI rahyo che. vaLI sAMbhaLyuM ke mogaloe vaccenA ghaNAM gAma bhAMgyAM che. 'ApaNA ghoghanuM zuM thayuM haze'-nI ciMtAmAM bApa-dIkaro tatkALa pAchA phare che. ghogha sudhI pahoMcatAM to sarvanAza thaI cUkyAno aNasAra AvI gayo. jenA paga bhAMgI gayA che tevo bacI gayelo mAtra eka sainika maLe che ane enA dvArA gAma kaI rIte bhAMgyuM tenI vAto sAMbhaLI. A bAju gAmalokone ghoghAbApAnI yAtrAe gayAnI vAtanI jANakArI nahi. gAma bhAMgyuM eTale lokoe mAnI lIdheluM ke ghoghAbApA to vIragati pAmyA che. lokoe emane joyA eTale teone bhUta samajI DarI jaIne nAsavA lAgyA. A bAju banne bApadIkaro vicAre che ke ApaNe lokonI najaramAM to marAI cUkyA chIe ja. zA mATe to mArIne na maravuM ? bannee mRta muslima sainikano paheraveza utArIne paherI lIdho. AkramaNakhoro gayA tyAM tyAM temanI pAchaLa pAchaLa gayA. AkramaNa bAda mugalachAvaNIno paDAva UpaDe tyAre A banne chellA rahelA mANaso tathA DoLI upADanA2 vagerene mAravA lAgyA. aMte aMbAjImAM bannenAM zaba paDyAM. paNa teo jyAM jyAMthI pasAra thayA hatA tyAM tyAM e pUjAvA lAgyA.' ghoghAbApAnuM joDakaNuM ane vArtA joDakaNuM ghoghA ghoghA bAvanavIra, hAthamAM sonAnuM tIra. ghogho mAro lADako, aMbAjIno vADako. vADakAmAM rAI che, ghogho mAro bhAI che. kALo kUtaro kAbariyo, kesUDAnI dorI, mANakajIe maTako Avyo, tethI Apyo ghoDo. e ghoDA 52 koNa bese, huM ne mAro sAthI. sAthI lAvyo soTako, hADiyo lAvyo AthI. hAthI hAtha hIMcoLe, ne ghoDo pIe tela. upa2thI bilADI paDI, khela khela khela. khela khela kone kahe che maraze tArI AI. amadAvAdathI ciThThI AvI te tAro jamAI. jamAI lAvyo jIruM, aDadhuM kamADa cIruM. Oke jhUmakhe mAtIke lUmakhe. kALI kALI retImAM baMdUko phUTI. rAjA rAmakI duhAI. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pariziSTa - pratanAM pRSTho ukhADavAnI rIto rIta H 1 pahoLA moMvALuM mATaluM lo. temAMthI pANI kADhazo to mATalAnI aMdara bheja raheze. temAM eka IMTa mUko. coMTI gayelI A prato IMTa para mUko. AkhI rAta A rIte rahevA do. bIje divase tene kADhI lo. bhejane kAraNe pAnAM chUTAM paDI jaze. 2 rIta H 2 pANI cUsI zake tevo kAgaLa lo. chapAyA pahelAMno chApAno koro kAgaLa athavA henDameIDa kAgaLa pANI cUse tevA hoya che. kAgaLane bhIno karo. prato temAM mUko. pachI ene bhInA kapaDAmAM mUkI rAkho. roja jotAM javAnuM ke khUle tema thayAM che ke nahi. koI vAra eka divasamAM khUle, koI vAra traNa-cAra divasa paNa thAya. satata jotA rahevAnuM. cUkavAnuM nahi. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM rItaH 3 A ArkAivjhanI rIta che. A rItamAM kAma meDisinathI thAya che. khUba kharcALa rIta che. eka pAnAnA 100 rU. paNa thAya. kyAreka pa00 rU. paNa thAya. AnuM kAma dilhImAM thAya che. 147

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pariziSTa - 3 lekhana-upakaraNo. kAMbI : kAMbI eTale AMkaNI / phUTa / mApavAnuM sAdhana. dAdAe jaNAvyuM ke "mahAjanam' saMsthAmAM teoe A sAdhana banAvyAM che. teno upayoga kAgaLa kApavA, lITI doravA tathA kAgaLa para hAthano parasevo lAge nahi tethI prata upara rAkhavA mATeno che. kAMbI eka iMca pahoLI ane savA phUTa lAMbI lAkaDAnI cIpa che. te pAtaLI ane capaTI hoya che jethI karIne lITIo doratI vakhate te khasI na jAya ane TAMkamAMthI zAhInAM DabakAM na paDe. tenI banne dhAro para khAMco pADavAmAM Ave che jethI teno Agalo bhAga pAnAMthI adhdhara rahe che. ane lITI doratAM zAhInA DAgha paDatA nathI. kAMbI zabdano artha pahelAM anya arthamAM paNa prayojAyela che 'vika pRSTa ti mAva:" arthAtuM pustakanAM be pUMThAM. graMthanI upara ane nIce mukAtI be pATIo ke pUMThAM, jeno hetu pustakanA rakSaNano hato ane tenA para prata rAkhI vAMcavA mATe paNa upayogamAM AvatI. phaTiyuM ke oLiyuM: mAravADI lahiyAo jene phAMTiyuM kahe che tene ja ApaNe tyAM "oLiyuM' kahe che. A eka lAkaDAnI pATI che. tenI AjubAju sAmasAmAM kANAM hoya che. upara-nIcenAM kANAMnuM aMtara ekasarakhuM rahe che. be lITIo. vacce keTaluM aMtara rAkhavuM che te nakkI karIne oLiyAM banAvAya che. lahiyAo potAnI pAse judA judA mApanAM cAra-pAMca phAMTiyAM potAnI pAse rAkhatA hoya che. pAnAM para lITIo pADavA te vaparAya che. sAmasAmenAM kANAMmAM mINiyA dorI parovAya che. je kAgaLa para lITI pADavI hoya tene phAMTiyA para mUkI, be hAthe be bAjuthI kAgaLa vyavasthita rAkhI, eka bAjuethI khasI na jAya tevI rIte phITa pakaDI eka eka dorI para saphAIpUrvaka dAba devAmAM - hAtha ghasavAmAM - Ave jethI saLa paDI jaze. hAMsiyo tathA lITIonI A rIte kAgaLa para chApa-AMko paDI jatAM hoya che. phAMTiyAmAM dorI parovyA bAda te Amatema khase nahi mATe tenA upara cokhAnI ke AMbalInA kacUkAnI pAtaLI khera ke rogAnamizrita raMga lagADavAmAM Ave che. pustaka lakhAI jAya pachI pAnAM dabANamAM AvatAM temAM koIpaNa jAtanA AMkA vagere na rahetAM te mULasthitimAM AvI jAya che. tADapatrIya pustakalekhananA samayamAM A sAdhana hatuM nahi tyAre pAnAMne mathALe eka lITI doravAmAM AvatI. tene AdhAre sIdhuM lakhANa lakhAtuM. A sAdhana kAgaLanA jamAnAnI zodha che. "oLiyuM' zabda anya rIte paNa prayojAyela jovA maLe che. janamotrI jevuM goLa bhuMgaLuM hoya tene oLiyuM kahe che. pUMThAM ane suzobhana : pustaka bAMdhavA mATe upara-nIce pUMThAM rAkhavAmAM Ave che. tenI aMdaranA bhAge raMgIna kapaDAnA TukaDA lagAvavAmAM Ave. tenI upara kaTavarka karela DijhAInavALo orogAmI karela kAgaLano TukaDo lagAvavAmAM Ave jethI karIne aMdara rahela raMgIna kapaDAMnA raMgo dvArA suMdara DijhAina UThe. (AvAM manamohaka suzobhita pUMThAM jovAnI mane majhA paDI) 148 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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paTTI-pATI: lahiyo nakala karato hoya tyAre jemAMthI nakala karato hoya te pAnuM sAme hovA chatAM jarAka be dhyAna thatAM ke anya kAraNasara lakhAtI lITI khovAI jAya. ane uparanI ke nIcenI lITI sAthe mizrita thaI jAya Ama na thAya te mATe paTTIvALI pArTImAM pAnuM bharAvI devAmAM Ave che ane lakhAtI lITI khovAtI ke uparanIcenI lITI sAthe bhaLI jatI bacI javA pAme. doro : tADapatramAM doro anivArya gaNAto. kAgaLamAM tenI jarUra rahI nahi. AnuM kAraNa e che ke tADapatro pahoLAImAM sAMkaDA ane laMbAImAM vadhu pramANamAM hoya, kAgaLanI peThe ekabIjAne vaLagI rahevAno temanAmAM guNa nathI hoto, jene kAraNe tADapatro khasI paDatAM hoya che. pariNAme temAM astavyasta banI, seLabheLa thavAnI zakyatA vadhAre rahetI. AnA ukela tarIke pAnAMnI vacce eka ane jo laMbAI vadhu hoya to be kANAM pADI, temAM kAyama mATe lAMbo doro parovI rAkhavAmAM Avato. zarU zarUmAM cAlI AvatI A prathA kAgaLanA pustakamAM paNa rahelI, pAchaLathI tenI jarUra na jaNAtAM A prathA lupta thaI. Ama chatAM lahiyAo kAgaLanI pratamAM nI vacce corasa, goLa ke kaMDAkati jevA AkAranI korI jagyAo rAkhatA AvyA che te A doro parovavAnI yAdagIrIrUpa che. vIsamI sadImAM to have jagyA choDyA vinAnuM saLaMga lakhANa ja lakhAya che. lipyAsana: A zabda be arthamAM vaparAya che. lipyAsana eTale lipinuM Asana athatu jenA upara lipi besI zake che. A artha pramANe lipi lakhavA mATe vaparAtAM tADapatra, kAgaLa ke kapaDuM e lipyAsana kahevAya. A. malayagirie lipyAsanano artha lipine dazyarUpa dhAraNa karavA mATenuM je mukhya sAdhana che te zAhInuM Asana' arthAtu khaDiyo ema jaNAvyo che. bhojapatro: bhojapatranAM pRSTho moTAM hoya che. garamImAM te phATI jatAM hoya che AthI jenoe teno upayoga karyo nathI. kAzmIra tathA nepALamAM teno upayoga thayo che. tyAM garamI nathI hotI eTale paNa hoya. sAMkaLaH zAhI e jamAnAmAM khUba ja mUlyavAna vastu hatI. enI banAvaTa dareka lahiyo zIkhI leto. AjanI peThe zAhI pravAhI na hatI. sakavelA gAMgaDAmAM yogya pramANamAM pANI nAMkhI zAhI banatI. lakhatAM lakhatAM lahiyAne kAraNasara virAma-rIsesa pADavI paDe ane UbhA thavuM paDe to zAhIno khaDiyo pagamAM AvI na jAya ane lakhAyelAM pRSTho ke anya kazAne bagADe nahi tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDatuM. Ave vakhate khaDiyAne jamInathI adhdhara dIvAle ke thAMbhale TIMgADavAmAM Avato. A mATe khaDiyAne traNe bAju nAkAM pADavAmAM AvatAM. temAM sAMkaLa parovIne khIMTIe laTakAvAya. Ama, sAMkaLa e khaDiyo laTakAvavAnuM sAdhana che. graMthi-graMThikA - gAMThaH tADapatrIya pustakomAM doro parovyA bAda tenA be cheDAnI gAMTho pustakanA kANAmAMthI nIkaLI na jAya temaja pustakanI upara-nIce lAkaDAnI pATIo na hoya topaNa tADapatrIya pratine dorAno kApa na paDe tathA pustakanAM kANAM ke pAnAM kharAba na thAya te mATe tenI banne bAjue hAthIdAMta, chIpa, nAriyeLanI kAcalI, lAkaDAM vagerenI banAvelI goLa, capaTI daDIo tenI sAthe dorAmAM parovavAmAM AvatI. pachI doro baMdhAto. Aje je kAma vAyasara kare che te kAma A phUdaDIo karatI. zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 149

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jujavaLa tathA dezI prAkAra : jujavaLa e oLiyuM, kAMbI ke AMkaNI jevuM lekhananuM sAdhana che. te lokhaMDanuM baneluM lITIo pADavAnuM sAdhana che. lekhaNa tarIke soyo, bara ke darbha tathA sonA ke cAMdInI kalamo kAmamAM AvatI. AvI kalamo kUco na banI jAya te mATe jujavaLa sAdhana sAruM kAma ApatuM. prAkAra eTale Ajano kaMpAsa. te jamAnAmAM temAM pensila bharAvavAnI jarUra na rahetI. A sAdhananI eka bAjunI aNIne zAhImAM boLIne vartuLa dorAya. zAhI-maSI : maSI eTale meza arthAtu kAjaLa. kALA raMga mATe "maSI' zabdaprayoga thayo che. je sAdhanathI lipi-akSaro dazyarUpa dhAraNa kare che tenuM nAma malI che. pustako lakhavAnA kAmamAM kALI zAhIno ja upayoga thato hato. je sAdhanathI lakhANa thatuM te kinto kahevAya. te baruno bane. lAla tathA anya zAhIno upayoga pAchaLathI eTale ke chellAM pa00 varSathI thayo che. 1 zera taliyA telamAMthI 1 tolo kAjaLa nIkaLe. 150 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pariziSTa - 4 anumAnita varSa nakkI karavA aMgenA tAravelA viziSTa muddAo 10mA saikAnI zirorekhA trikoNavALI hoya che. * tADapatro 1504 sudhI lakhAyelA che. tADapatromAM vacce "I" AvuM cihna karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA nirvANa bAda 10 varSe lekhana-kArya zarU thayuM. avagrahanuM cihna sAtamA saikAthI jovA maLe che. hastaprato lakhavAnI zarUAta bAramA-teramA saikAthI thaI che. caudamA saikAmAM hastaprato vadhAre lakhavAmAM AvI che. ke teramA tathA caudamA saikAmAM hastapratone vacce kANuM pADI temAM dorI parovavAmAM AvatI hatI. paMdaramA saikAmAM nAnuM chidra jovAmAM Ave che. - paMdaramA saikA sudhI aMko akSaromAM lakhavAmAM AvatA hatA. teramA saikAthI gujarAtI "la" jovAmAM Ave che. nIcenA mAthAno "' prAcIna che. uparanA mAthAno ma arvAcIna che. traNa TapakAMvALI 'I caudamA saikA paryata jovA maLe che. - tripATha tathA paMcapATha paMdaramA saikAthI zarU thayA che. dasamAMthI sattaramA saikA parvata paDImAtrAno prayoga jovA maLe che. suvarNAkSarI prato paMdaramA saikAthI lakhavAnI zarU thaI che. sonerI tathA lAla zAhIno upayoga soLamA saikAthI zarU thayo che. hUMDI (zIrSaka) lakhavAno rivAja soLamA saikA pahelAM na hato. soLamA saikAmAM te prathA nizcita banI che ane te dareka pRSTha lakhelI jovA maLe che. vALelo daMDa e soLamA saikAnI rIti che. pahelAM patrAMka haMmezAM pAchaLa ja lakhAto. have AgaLa tathA pAchaLa ema banne sthaLe lakhAya che. lakhANanI rIta saMdarbhe joIe to vacce phullikAnA sthAne teramAM tathA caudamAM saikAmAM 1 . 1 cihna jovA maLaze. caudamA saikAmAM. corasa khAnuM dorAvAnuM zarU thayuM. cauda, paMdara tathA soLamA saikAmAM - cihnavALI phullikA pracalita banI. sattaramA tathA aDhAramA saikAmAM saLaMga lakhANa lakhAvuM zarU thayuM. sattaramA saikAmAM kyAMka soLamA saikA jevI phullikA jovA maLe paNa kharI. haratAlano prayoga soLamA saikAthI thayelo che. milano kAgaLa tathA vAdaLI kAgaLono prayoga tathA vAdaLI zAhIno prayoga ogaNIsa tathA vIsamI sadImAM thayo che. aDhAramA tathA ogaNIsamA saikAmAM pratanI vacamAMnI phullikAo gAyaba thaI. zirorekhAnA alaMkaraNa soLamA saikAmAM thayA. husva ' zirorekhAne aDatI nathI. 20mA saikAmAM te aDe che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 151

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hAla "' ke "rU lipimAM rahyA nathI tethI tene jUnA mAnavA. dAdA jyAre bhAMDArakara insTiTyUTamAM gayelA ane tADapatro ane hastaprato jotA hatA tyAre keTalAMka lakSaNone AdhAre saMvata-nirdhAraNAnAM anumAno tAravyAM hatAM te nIce pramANe che : pratanI be bAju lITI hoya to 16mo saiko bhale mIMDuM joIne paNa samaya nakkI thaI zake. mArjinanA pahelAM lAla lITI choDe e 19mo saiko. jhINI kALI lITI eTale 15mo saiko be kALI lITI vacce lAla lITI AdhAra vinA karI hoya te jUnuM samajavuM. pAchaLanA saikAmAM te jADI banI che. + vaccenuM chidra eTale caudamo seko. (samayAMtare dAdA AvA tAravelA muddAonI vAta karatA. eka vakhata jyAre huM zrI dIptiprajJAzrIjI tathA cArazIlAjI sAthe brAhmIlipi zIkhatI hatI tyAre AvAM tAraNomAMrthI keTalAMkane samajAvyAM hatAM tethI punarAvartana tuM hovA chatAM te ApavAM mane jarUrI lAgyAM che. hakIkatamAM A badhI vAto samayAMtare thayelI che ane te badhI ekatra karIne eka sAthe ahIM pariziSTamAM mUkavAnuM yogya gayuM che. je divase vAta thayelI te divase mUkatAM jijJAsu sivAyanA mATe vAtacItano cAlu pravAha aTakI jato lAgato hato.) 1. kAgaLa: juo ke melo che? sapheda che ? raMgIna che? melo ane DAghavALo kAgaLa jUno kahevAya. milano kAgaLa sapATa hoya, hAthabanAvaTano hoya te rUMchA jevo lAge. 2. mApa: (size) - tADapatrayugamAM kAgaLane paNa tADapatra bheguM mUkavAnuM hovAthI tenI pahoLAI paNa tADapatra jeTalI ja arthAt 3" ke 3.5" rahetI. 3. vacce chidra : vaparAyA vinAnuM vaccenuM chidra paMdaramA tathA soLamA saikAnA pUrvArdha sudhI jovA maLe che. 4. vaparAyeluM chidraH chidranI kinAra vaparAyuM hovAthI tUTelI jaNAze. A prata jUnI gaNAya. kANuM vaparAvavAne kAraNe nAnuM hoya to moTuM thayuM hoya, te 14mA saikAnuM gaNI zakAya pAchaLathI chidra kAgaLamAM nirupayogI jaNAyuM tethI vaparAtuM baMdha thayuM. 5. lAla lITI: 16mA saikAmAM AvI. 15mAmAM kyAMka jovA maLe, chatAM 16mA saikAmAM te fix thaI. Ama chatAM, 16mA saikAmAM paNa sAdhanonI anupasthitimAM kALI lITI ya jovA maLe che. 6. lITInA prakAro : vALa jeTalI jhINI hoya, be lITInI vacce sAdhananI madada vinA, freehandthI lAla zAhInI lITI hoya. lAla lITI pAchaLathI karavAmAM AvatI tethI te freehandthI karelI hoya, tenI AjubAjunI lITI phuTapaTTIthI karelI hoya, 16mA saikAmAM ja AvI freehandvALI vacce lITI jovA maLaze. 152 mRtasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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7. geru: 16mA saikA pahelAM hato. tADapatromAM ane 14mA saikAmAM teno upayoga jovA maLe che. joke, 19mA saikAmAM paNa gera lagADela prata jovA maLe kharI ! tyAM nirdhAraNA mATe anya phekTarsa dhyAnamAM letAM. sAco samaya jANI zakAze. 8. aMka ane daMDa: aMka pahelAM hoya paNa aMka pachI daMDa na hoya, to tene 16mA saikA pahelAMnuM samajavuM. 9. vacce AkRti: vacce chidra na hoya paNa tene sthAne corasa AkRti ke kUMDAkRti hoya. kyAreka temAM be-traNa zabda bharelA hoya, te 16mA tathA 17mA saikAmAM jovA maLe che. 10. patrAMka: pahelAM pratanI madhye be bAja patrAMka lakhavAmAM Avato. pachI DAbe upara tarapha ane jamaNe nIce tarapha aMkalekhana thatuM gayuM. 11. hUMDIH graMthanAma) tADapatramAM hUMDI prathA na hatI. pachI, eka bAju para, vacamAM, hUMDI lakhAtI. bIjI bAju aMka lakhAto aMka upara lakhAyela hoya to jUnuM samajavuM. nIce lakhAyela hoya to navuM samajavuM. 12. gAthAMkaH gAthAMkamAM daDa pachI aMka lakhAya paNa aMka lakhAyA bAda daMDa na thato. 16mIthI ane tyArabAda aMkanI AsapAsa daMDa thatA gayA. 13. kata: kartA kayA saMvatano che te juo, ghaNI vAra rIti jUnI praNAlinI hoya paNa kartA 18mAM saikAno hoya ane graMtha jUnI praNAli pramANe lakhyo hoya, to dhAraNA khoTI paDavAno saMbhava rahe. kurtA-suravAlanI rUDhi sthApita thaI hoya tyAre koI moDarna chokarIe Dresane badale navI phezana lekhe jUnI phezananI sADI ja paheravAnuM pasaMda kare enA jevI vAta che. 14. bhale mIMDuM: traNa-cAra prakAre lakhAtA. saM. 1500 pahelAMnuM ane tyArabAdanuM bhale mIMDuM juduM che. Ama chatAM, nakala karanAra 18mA saikAno hoya ane kRti saM1332nI che to temAM bhale mIMDuM saM 1332mAM che tevuM ja karaze. AthI, A factorne dhyAnamAM levuM. 15. haratAla ane sadhdha : - teno upayoga karyo che ke nahIM ? te jovuM. ja A dravyothI cekIne sudhArela che ? ke dhoIne kADhelA che? te dhyAnamAM lo. ghaNI vAra sAdhanane abhAve paNa haratAla vAparI na hoya ! samayanirdhAraNA karatAM haMmezA yAda rAkho ke Akhare anumAna e anumAna che. katanAma hoya to tene dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM khUba jarUrI che. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 153

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svastivacana : jo svastivacanamAM zrI hIrasUribhyo namaH' lakhela jovA maLe to te zrI hIrasUri pachI ja lakhAyelo. graMtha hoya. dezIo: jaina gurjara kavio'mAM ApelI che. samaya nirdhAraNamAM tenuM sthAna che. dA. ta. "bhammariyo kUvAne kAMThe e dezI 20mI sadInI che. to samaya 20mI sadIno ke te pachIno kahevAya. dhAro ke koI dezI paMdaramI sadInI che to eTaluM cokkasa kahevAya ke kRti paMdaramI pahelAMnI to nathI ja. saMyuktAkSaro: saMyuktAkSarono maroDa jUno che ke navo te dhyAnamAM levuM. [A sivAya hAMsiyAnI lAla ke kALI lITI, tripATha-paMcapATha-stabaka, lAla caMdraka, lipicitra, be lITI vaccenI ochIvattI space, phAMTiyAnI lITI dekhAvI, cokaDI ke phUdaDI vagaranuM saLaMga lakhANa, prAraMbhe lakhAyeluM gurunAma. jevA muddAo samaya nirdhAraNAnA anumAna mATe khapamAM AvatA hovAthI dhyAnamAM rAkhavA ghaTe.]. pariziSTa naM. 5mAM ahIM ApelA muddAone ja dAdAe koTho banAvI spaSTa karyA che. eka ja jhalake jovA mATe te upayogI che.) 154 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pariziSTa - 5 anumAnita saMvatanidharaNA lakSaNa vikramasaMvata, zataka 13muM | 14muM | 15muM | 16muM | 17muM | 18muM | 19muM | 20muM zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM | |8thI 18 110 1LA-13/ | 10-11 lAthI 1LA hAthI 11|10thI 1nA 1LAthI 11|| rAthI vA | 3-4 { rA-paIL || 7 | V | W | kvacita hAtha banAvaTano kAgaLa, raMga melo. milano kAgaLa - raMga sapheda, vAdaLI parimANa (sAijha) laMbAI - (iMca) parimANa (sAIjha) laMbAI - semI). parimANa (sAIjha) pahoLAI - (iMca). parimANa (sAijha) pahoLAI - semI.) madhyasthAna corasa | madhyasthAna corasamAM chidra, vaparAyeluM madhyasthAna corasamAM chidra nahIM vaparAyeluM madhyasthAna kUMDAkRti madhyasthAna kUMDAkRtimAM akSara madhyasthAna citra madhyasthAna lAlacaMdraka-goLa lAlacaMdraka - prathama pRSThi madhyamAM eka alpa 4 pUrvArdha 155

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156 lAlacaMdraka - dvipRSTi traNa caMdrako madhyasthAna caMdrako - pILA, sonerI, vAdaLI saLaMga lekhana madhya phallikA vinA) kvacitu aMtima maMgalacihna - samAptisUcaka gAthAka pachI daMDa nahIM 14 gAthAMka pachI be daMDa ||2 || hAMsiyAnI lITI kALI joDake pAtaLI hAMsiyAnI lITI kALI joDake pAtaLI vacce lAla hAMsiyAnI lITI lAla joDake pAtaLI uttarArdhathI moTe bhAge jADI hAMsiyAnI lITI lAla joDake jethI zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM hAMsiyAnI lITI lAla traNa hAMsiyAnI kALI-lAla lITI vacce pILI-sonerI patranA bane cheDe lAla lITI eka athavA be patranI jIbhA pAse upara - nIce lAla lITI hAMsiyAnA madhyabhAgamAM patrAMka, DAbI bAju akSarAMko hAMsiyAnA madhyabhAgamAM patrAMka, jamaNI bAju aMkAtmaka hAMsiyAnI jamaNI bAjunA nIcenA khUNe patraka Y | kvacitu

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12 hAMsiyAnI DAbI bAjunA uparanA khUNe graMthanAma-hUMDI hAMsiyAnI DAbI bAjunA nIcenA khUNe graMthanAma sAthe patraka saMgrahapothInA saLaMga patrAMko zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM saMgrahapothInA judA judA graMthanA patrako aMkasthAna citra geruno upayoga - daMDo, gAthAMko, puSpikAo lAla zAhInA daMDa lAla zAhInA akSaro lekhanazailI zUDha lekhanazailI paMcapATha lekhanazailI tripATha lekhanazailI sastabaka lekhanazailI sastabaka cAre bAju lAla, pILI, sonerI lITI lekhanazailI riktasthAna lipicitra saMzodhana akSaro chekIne sudhAravA saMzodhana akSaro haratAlathI sudhAravA saMzodhana akSaro saphedathI sudhAravA saMzodhana pado judAM karavAnI nizAnI 157

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158 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM saMzodhana anvayadarzaka aMko saMzodhana kriyApadanAM rUpo-puruSa-vacana saMzodhana TippaNo-kaThaNa zabdonA artho DimAtrA paDimAtrArahita apramAtrA be paMkti vacce khAlI jagyA ochI 1/4 be paMkti vacce khAlI jagyA vadhAre 1/2 phAMTiyAthI pADelI lITI dekhAtI hoya baoNrDaramAM suzobhana bahAranI dhAra raMgelI-lAla, lIlI, pILI prathama paMktinI mAtrAomAM suzobhana citra sahita citra pRSThikA zirorekhA trikoNa zirorekhA spaSTa judI, pratimA) be khaMDamAM lakhAyelI bhale mIMDuM ki kaukI ke ke tadakSa v ra n ra v v H* 950 v v v v PCand v v v v ra ra v

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* * * * * * * * * kaeNTaloMga banAvatAM dhyAnamAM levAnA muddAonI dAdAe ApelI samaja keTalaoNgano je copaDo banAvo temAM khAnAM vadhu haze. Ama chatAM A copaDo saLaMga rAkhavo. be bhAgamAM vibhAjita thAya tevo na rAkho. copaDo bhale lAMbo bane paNa kAgaLa saLaMga rAkhavo. Ama na thAya to, lakhANa upara-nIce jo (vacalI pInathI) vaMcAze to muzkelI thaze. (Ama kahI, dAdAe emanI pAsenA jUnA copaDA batAvI, kevI muzkelI UbhI thAya te darzAvyuM.) copaDo ADo ane pahoLo banaze. pariziSTa 6 graMthanAma (title) sAthe ja e pustakanA graMthakAre karelA vibhAgo lakho. dA. ta. triSaSThIzalAkApuruSa - parva. 7 prakAzake karelA vibhAgo paNa lakho. dA. ta. prakAzake 'triSaSThIzalAkApuruSa'ne be bhAgamAM bahAra pADyuM che. pahelA bhAgamAM dhAro ke 1thI 15 ane bIjA bhAgamAM 16thI 25 parva che to A rIte lakho : triSaSThIzalAkApuruSa bhA. 1 (1thI 15 parva) triSaSThIzalAkApuruSa bhA. 2 (16thI 25 5rva) graMthanuM svarUpa jaNAvo. dA. ta. mULa mAtra hoya to mULa lakho. mULasameta TIkA hoya to mULa ane TIkA ema banne lakho. ekathI vadhu svarUpa paNa hoya to te paNa lakho. dA. ta. kalpasUtra (mULa, bhASAMtara, dIpikA) TIkA, bhASAMtara, bhAvAnuvAda, mULa, niryukti, dIpikA, subodhikA vagere svarUpo kahevAya. bhASA mULa, TIkA vageremAM judI hoya to te jaNAvavI. dA. ta. mULa (saM.) TIkA (prA.) saMpAdita ane saMzodhita banne hoya to tema lakho, kAraNa ke A banne judI vastuo che. eka ja hoya athavA saMpAdita ane saMzodhita banne paNa hoya, to eka hoya to te ane beu hoya to banne jaNAvavAM jarUrI. prakAzana prathama vAra ja thayuM hoya to te ane punaHprakAzita hoya to te te lakhavuM. ahIM yAda rAkho ke AvRtti ane punaHprakAzana alaga vastuo che. prakAzaka pharI te ja pustaka chApe to te AvRtti kahevAya. bIjo prakAzaka te ja pustaka chApe to te punaHprakAzana kahevAya. pRSThasaMkhyA lakho tyAre prakAzakanA be bola + saMpAdakanA be bola + vivecakanI vAta + anukramaNikA ane rUparekhA + nirdezita viSaya + pariziSTa + zabdArthakoza ahIM A badhAnAM pRSTho alaga alaga lakhI ToTala pRSThasaMkhyA jaNAvo. kayAM pRSTho kaI bAbatanAM che te na lakho to cAle paNa + + + karI pRSTha lakhI, ToTala jaNAvo. ghaNI vAra evuM paNa bane ke nirdezita viSaya karatAM prastAvanAnAM pRSTho vadhu hoya ! mUlya lakhavuM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 159

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* * have kadAca e jarUrI keTaluM evo prazna thAya che. ati jUnuM pAMca rUpiyAnuM pustaka khovAya paNa AjanI kiMmatanI dRSTie pa0 rU.nuM thAya ! AthI, AvA saMjoga UbhA thAya to vAcakane kahevuM ke anya graMthabhaMDAramAMthI te pustaka meLavI, te AkhA pustakanI jherokSa karIne, bAinDa karIne parata kare. ati durlabha pustakonI to jherokSa rAkhavI ane te ja vAMcavA ApavI. mApa lakhavA. - prata hoya ke pustaka-mApa lakhavuM jarUrI. graMthanAma lakho tyAre tenI AgaLanAM vizeSaNo nAbUda karo. dA. ta. zrI, zrImad, zrImatI, jo A vizeSaNo rAkhIe to pustaka "za'mAM jAya. joItuM pustaka mukhya nAma vinA kevI rIte maLe ? * biruda nAbuda na karavAM. dA. ta. sUri, upAdhyAya, muni. vijaya, panyAsa jevAM birudo haMmezAM rAkhavAM, yazodeva upAdhyAya ane yazodevasUrithI kartA ane kRti tarata ja maLI Avaze. ghaNI vAra graMthomAM AgaLa ke pAchaLa te graMtha chapAvanAra ke preraNA ApanAra zeTha sAdhu bhagavaMtanI jIvanajharamara ke jIvanacaritra Apela hoya che, AnI paNa noMdha karavI. graMthanAma lakho temAM ja jenuM jIvanacaritra ApyuM che tenuM nAma ApI, noMdha karavI. graMthanAma be hoya to be nAma lakho. kArDa banAvo tyAre banne nAmanAM kArDa banAvo. dA. ta. 1. paryuSaNAkalpa 2. kalpasUtra A banne nAmo eka ja graMthanAM che. paNa te banne rIte oLakhAya che. pustaka be nathI, eka ja che, mAtra nAma juduM che * prakAzake chApeluM nAma ApavuM. Agamo-prakaraNo ke kathA mATe Ama karavuM jarUra, sAyarITA te sthAnAMgasUtra che. lisTamAM sAyATa tathA AcArAMga-sthAnAMgasUtra ema banne nAma lakhavAM jethI A sthAnAMgasUtra che te dhyAnamAM rahe. * navuM nAma haMmezAM eka lITI choDI lakhavuM. * graMtho pUrA rAkho. koI graMtha apUrNa hoya to, anya bhaMDAramAMthI te graMthanAM khUTatAM pRSThonI jherokSa karAvI, tenI sAthe ja rAkho ane Ama graMtha pUro banAvo. * kalpasUtranuM mAtra bhASAMtara hoya to mULa kartAnAma lakhavuM kharuM paNa te kauMsamAM lakhavuM. kArDa banAvo tyAre akArAdi saLaMga rAkho. copaDI, pothI bannenAM judAM lisTa banAvavAM. kArDamAM jherokSa che ke copaDI te khAsa lakhavuM. viziSTa vidvAnanI prastAvanAnI khAsa noMdha karo. * pratamAM pramANa arthAtu pRSThasaMkhyA "graMthAgra' tarIke jaNAvavAmAM Ave che. * hastapratamAM TAiTala peja hotuM nathI. graMthanAma chelle puSmikAmAM hoya. pratamAM aMka pRSThasaMkhyAno) pAchalI bAjue hoya che. chAnAm vAmane tiH ! * pratamAM eka bAju eka cAMllo hoya. bIjI bAju traNa hoya. saMvata-saMkhyA ukelavAnI rIta hoya che. caMdrakAnta zeThe 'saMkhyA nirdezaka zabdasaMjJAo' pustaka lakhyuM che. jaina sAhityano saMkSipta itihAsa' nAmanA mohanalAla dalIcaMda desAInA pustakamAM paNa te jovA maLe. AvuM kAma karatAM, A pustako sAthe rAkhavAM. dA. ta. rAma = 3; kAraNa rAma 3 che; balarAma, parazurAma ane rAma * * * * * * * * 160 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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* * * * * pothI bAMdhavA mATe jenomAM sAmAnya rIte sapheda kApaDa vaparAya che. bIje, lAla ke anya raMganuM hoya che. joke, jesalameramAM dhULa ghaNI tethI lAla kApaDa che. ApaNe tyAM graMtho dhULavALAM sthaLomAM mukAtA nathI. kabATamAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave to zetaraMjI pAtharIne enA para graMtho mukAya. kApaDa sutarAu hovuM jarUrI. mAdarapATanuM kApaDa ghaNuM sAruM. enI kinAro oTAvavI. kApaDa jo sTArcavALuM hoya to pANImAM rAkhI kAMjI / khera | sTArca kADhI nAMkhavo. e hoya to temAM jIvanI utpatti thAya. Exra white - esiDavALuM kapaDuM na vAparavuM. pratane repara karavAmAM je kAgaLa vaparAya che te khAdIno hand made kAgaLa ja vAparavo. prata-pothI DabbAmAM mUko pachI DabbAne naMbara ne Apavo, aMdara mUkelI pothIonAM nAma tathA naMbara tenI upara lakho. pratane size pramANe goThavAya, viSayavAra paNa goThavo. kArDa graMthanAma pramANe, kartA pramANe, viSaya pramANe ema traNa rIte banAvI, goThavavAM. lisTamAMthI vigato pahelAM AkhI joI levI. pachI kAma karavAnI zarUAta karavI. * * * * * zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 16 1

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pariziSTa - 7 dAdAe anubhavane AdhAre taiyAra karela mukita graMthonuM sUcipatra banAvavAnI paddhati 1. mudrita graMthonuM sUcipatra = patrAkAra ane copaDI judAM judAM karavAM. 2. kramAMka 3. graMthanAma 4. graMthakAre karelA vibhAga - zrutaskaMdha adhyayana adhyAya sarga. 5. prakAzake karelA vibhAga - prathama, dvitIya vagere 6. gadya-padya - caritro mATe 7. TIkAnuM nAma - subodhikA, dIpikA, vRtti, vivaraNa vagere. 8. graMthanuM svarUpa - mULa, thakA, bhASya, cUrNi, bhASAMtara vagere - kata = graMthanA kartAnuM nAma lakhyA bAda, tenI nIcenI lITImAM mULa, cakA, bhASya vagere lakhI tenI sAthe ja te tenA kartAnA nAma tenI sAthe ja lakhavA. 10, bhASA. 11. lipi 12. viSaya 13. saMpAdaka | saMzodhaka 14. prakAzakanuM nAma, gAma, varSa, AvRtti, puna:prakAzana hoya to prathama prakAzakanuM nAma. 15. patrasaMkhyA 5 + 16 + 182 prastAvanA, anukramaNikA, pariziSTo vagerenI saMkhyA + + + karIne lakho. aMte kula saMkhyA jaNAvo. 16, mUlya 17. mApa. se. mI. athavA iMca 18. graMthanA nAma AgaLa vizeSaNa kADhI nAMkhavuM. dA. ta. zrI, zrImad, zrImatI 19. kartAnI aTaka, biruda, pada lakhavuM. dA. ta. sUri, vijaya, upAdhyAya 20. graMthamAM AgaLanA bhAge ApyA hoya to vyaktionAM jIvanacaritra noMdhavAM. kArDa paNa banAvavAM. 21. graMthanAM be nAma hoya to aMte lakhavAM, kArDa paNa be banAvavAM. 22. graMthapALe dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnA muddA : jaina Agamo athavA prakaraNo prAkRta athavA saMskRta game te bhASAmAM lakhavAmAM Ave che. sAmAnya niyama evo rAkhavo ke prakAzake chApeluM nAma lakhavuM. paraMtu, judA judA prakAzako eka ja graMthanuM nAma jema ke AcAro, ThANe, lakhe-ane bIjA AcArAMga, sthAnAMga, lakhe te samajavAnI kSamatA graMthapAla keLave. 23. sacitra graMthono ullekha karavo. 24. sthiti | bAinDiMga kareluM ke jIrNa te noMdhanA khAnAmAM lakhavuM. 25. eka lITI choDIne lakhavuM. 26. sUcipatra mATe copaDAno kAgaLa saLaMga rAkhavo | be bhAgamAM nahIM. 27. patrAkAra graMthonAM patro gaNIne ghaTatAM hoya te lakhavAM | khUTatAM patro jherokSa karAvI mUkavAM. 28. mULa na hoya, mAtra bhASAMtara hoya, to mULakartA lakhavAM paNa tenA upara kauMsa karavo. 29. svarUpamAM-mULa, niryukti, bhASya, cUrNi, avacUri, chAyA, viSamapadaparyAya, TippaNa-bhASAMtara bhAvAnuvAda Ave. 30. akArAdi prata ane copaDInuM bheguM rAkhavuM. 16 2 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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31. jherokSa ke phoTogrApha hoya to teno noMdhamAM ullekha karavo. 32. patraprastAvanA, inDekSa, pariziSTamAM paNa lakhavAM. te saMkhyA + + + karIne prastAvanA, pariziSTa evAM nAma ApyA vinA lakho to paNa cAle. 33. viziSTa vidvAnonI prastAvanAno ullekha karavo. 34. vizeSa aMkomAM chapAyelI kRtionAM nAma lakhavAM. 35. saMgraha graMthomAMthI caritronAM nAma lakhavAM ane kArDa banAvavAM. athavA bIjA koI graMtho hoya tenAM kArDa paNa banAvavAM. 36. kArDamAM tamAma hakIkata lakhavI. 37. copaDI AkAranAM pustakone cAra sAIjhamAM goThavavAM. tene ka-kha-ga-gha evI saMjJA ApavI jethI kabATamAM pustako vadhAre samAze. moTI sAIjha pAchaLa, nAnI AgaLa rAkhavI. 38. kramAMka dareka sAIjhano judo judo karavo. ane saLaMga lakhavo. banI zake tyAM sudhI eka ja viSayanA, eka sirijhanA sAthe temaja bhAgo kramathI rAkhavA. 39. pustakone pUMThAM caDAvavAM. 40. naMbaranI paTTI uparanA bhAge rAkhavI. pustakamAM rakSaNa mATe ghoDAvajanI poTalI tathA DAmaranI goLIo mUkavI. 2. saMsthAnA sikkA lagAvavA. te prAraMbhamAM-aMtamAM tema ja madhyabhAge cokkasa patra upara lagAvavA. jemake 11, 21, 121, 221, 321 ghaNA patro hoya to madhyamAM ane tyAM naMbara lakhavo. 43. patrakAra tathA copaDI AkAranAM lisTo judAM karavAM. 44. akArAdi patrAkAra ane copaDI AkAranuM bheguM rAkhavuM. 45. naMbaranI AgaLa copaDI AkAra ke patrakArano ullekha karavo. prata naM. co. naM. pustakanI goThavaNI pustakono paricaya sUcipatrano copaDo sUcipatra patrAkAra-copaDI AkAra judA. graMthanuM nAma vizeSaNa na lakhavuM mUla uparAMta copaDAno kAgaLa saLaMga rAkhavo. patrAkAranAM patro gaNI levA | TIkA vagere hoya to eka lITI nIce UtarIne patra saMkhyA 51 26 25 patro ghaTatAM hoya to jherokSa lakhavuM. svarUpa-lakhavuM. prastAvanA + inDekSa lakhavA. patrakArane kapaDAnA baMdhanamAM nAma bhASA prakAzaka nAma sthAna bAMdhIne rAkhavAM baMdhane upara mUla viSaya phoTogrApha naMbara karavo. niryukti lipi jherokSa, copaDI AkAranAM-cAra sAIjha bhASya sthiti ka, kha, ga, gha. moTI sAIjha bhadrabAhu rieDiTa thayuM pAchaLa, nAnI AgaLa, pUMThAM TIkA-nAma hoya to caDAvavAM. subodhikA pUrvasikkA-AgaLa pAchaLa tathA | bhASAMtara jinadAsa prakAzakanuM madhyamAM cokkasa patra upara, ! mUlakartAe karelo vibhAga-adhyayana sarga vinayavi. nAma naMbaranI paTTI uparanA bhAge | vagere khImavi. rAkhavI. prakAzake karelo vibhAga bhA. 1,2 vagere sacitra kathA-caritromAM gadya-padya lakhavuM. kartA zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 163

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pariziSTa - 8 dAdAnI dIkarI hemAbahena sAthe chelle thayelI vAto : dAdAnA aMtima divasanI mArI mulAkAta vakhate dAdAne badale hemAbahene je vAto karelI tenI zarUAta A rIte karI hatI : rasIlAbahena, hamaNAM be divasathI to dAdA ghaDIka keseTa sAMbhaLavA icche to thoDI vAra pachI e badhuM tyAMthI upADI levA jaNAve. palaMga sAme emano phoTo dIvAle lagADelo te paNa levarAvI lIdho.' have azakti ghaNI che tethI lakhI zakAtuM nathI chatAM lakhIne jaNAvavA mAMge. ame nA pADIe chIe.ATaluM kahIne hemIbahena UbhAM thayAM ane dAdA jemAM lakhatA hatA te DAyarI lIdhI ane kholIne mane emanA chellA akSaro batAvyA. pachI, "juo rasIlAbahena, Ukale che kazuM ya ? huM emane kahuM ke dAdA, tame tamArI AkhI jiMdagI akSaro UkelavAnI mathAmaNa karyAM karI. have tamArA A akSaro ukelavA amAre mathavAnuM ?"' ATaluM kahIne teo mIThuM malakyAM. meM pAnAM pheravyAM to khare ja, akSaro bhAgye ja Ukale tevA hatA ! paNa sadAnI saMgAthI pena dAdAthI kemanI chUTe ?! (dAdAnI mAMdagInA A chellA akSaro paNa pariziSTa : 9mAM Apela che.) Ama vAto karatAM karatAM hemIbahena emanI mAMdagI daramiyAnanI mulAkAtonI vAtomAM tathA atItanA smaraNomAM saryA. kahevA lAgyA : "rasIlAbahena, jyAre AvuM tyAre teo kapaDAMnA paisA Ape. kahe ke jA kahevA lAgyA : pahelAM sIvavA nAkhI Ava. A pahelAM AvI tyAre paisA ApatA hatA tyAre evo vicAra AvI gayo ke Aje zuM A chellI vakhatanuM haze ? vaLI, jAte cAvI ApI kahe ke, le peTI khAlI karI kabATamAM tArAM kapaDAM goThavI de, ane bolo, A vakhate paNa AvI azakta sthitimAM paNa jAte cAvI hAthamAM ApelI, have thAya che ke dAdA keTalI pIDA sahana kare che ! bhale have e Aje che evI zAMtibharI rIte deha choDe to vAMdho nahi, baLatarA thAya tyAre have saheja hAtha mUke che, paNa amane badhAne badhuM karavA de che. duHkhe tyAM huM saheja dabAvuM to sAruM lAgatuM hoya tevuM izArAthI jaNAve che. traNa divasathI to keseTa sAMbhaLavAnI icchA batAve che. hamaNAM 'bhaktAmara' ane 'ratnAkarapacIsI' sAMbhaLe che. e UMghatA nathI paNa sAMbhaLe che evuM emanI UMcInIcI thatI AMgaLIo uparathI khabara paDe." thoDI vAra mauna rahe che. vaLI hemIbahena bolyAM : "huM nAnI hatI tyAre dAdA vArtAo khUba kahetA. vArtAmAM e potAnuM umere. paMcataMtranI vArtAo vadhAre kahe. meM emanA kalpanAnA umerAvALI vArtA saMbhaLAvavA jaNAvyuM. te yAda karavA lAgyA. pachI kahe : AvI vArtA banAve "eka chokarI hatI. tenA hAthamAM pUrI hatI. tyAM eka kAgaDo Avyo ane pUrI para jhApaTa mArI. * chokarI to kAgaDAnI pAchaLa pUrI levA doDI. doDatAM doDatAM jaMgala AvyuM. jaMgalI prANIonA avAja sAMbhaLI bI gaI. tyAM dUra dUra eka dIvo joyo. pAse jaIne joyuM to cokIdAra. aMdara javA na de. e to aMdara game tema karIne ghUsI to aMdara mahela ne pharate bagIco ane nadI. A bagIcAmAM badhAM jhADa para judI jAtanAM phaLa hatAM. pAse jatAM joyuM to jhADa para cokaleTa ane pIparamIMTa laTake ! nadIno vahevAno avAja Avyo. tyAM gaI to nadImAM pANIne badale dUdha. mArAM chokarAMne dAdA vArtA kahe to emAM dUdhane badale milka-zekanI vAta Ave ! mane to evI majhA paDatI.'' 164 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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mArI suvAvaDa pachI chokaro sAta mahinAno thayo tyAM sudhI ahIM rAkhelI. mAro himAMzu dAdAne eTalo to vahAlo ! mane kakko kaI rIte zikhavADelo, khabara che ? ka, kha, ga akSaro lakhatAM zikhavADe. pachI gharanI bahAra laI jAya. kabUtara batAve ane kahe, jo kabUtarano ka. pachI gharanI pAchaLa laI jAya ane tyAM UbhelA gadheDAne batAvIne kahe ke A che gadheDAno ga. vaLI maMdire laI jAya ane kahe ke A tArA gaNapatibApAno ga kahevAya. ghera Ave ane mArI bAne kahe ke khala lAvane. mArAM bA asthira magajanAM tethI ciDAIne kahe tamAre vaLI khalanuM zuM kAma paDyuM ? Akhare khala lAve te batAvIne kahe ke A khalano kha che. tame jANo cho ke dAdAnuM priya ramakaDuM kayuM ? (batAvIne) A DhALiyuM che te. Akho divasa enA para prata ke tAmrapatra rAkhIne akSaro ukelyA kare ane ukele eTale mane samajAve - jo. khetara ApelAM tenI AmAM vAta che - rAjAnI vAta AmAM che. emane itihAsano bhAre zokha. mane kahe jo phalANA rAjAnI vAta tAre vAMcavAmAM Ave to mane kahevuM. A to mAre jJAnano yoga nahi ne eTale bAkI mane emanA kAma aMge keTalI badhI vAto kare ! pahelAM to pravAse ya khUba jatA. keTalA badhA divaso ane kyAreka to mahinAo pachI Ave ! paNa Ave ne eTale emanI pAsenI vAtono bhaMDAra to khUTe ja nahi. UMTa para beThA hoya, pAchaLa mahArAjasAhebanAM poTalAM hoya, AgaLa jaIne gAmane jANa kare ke pAchaLa ATalAM thANAM AvI rahyAM che ane pANI ukALIne e...ya moTTI katharoTamAM ThAravA mUke. sAMja paDavA AvI hoya to jaladIthI kevI rIte Thare te kapaDuM UMcuM nIcuM karIne batAve. vAto to emanI khUTe nahi. mArAM bA AvAM to ye dAdAe kyAre ya emanI para ke mArA 52 gusso karyo nathI. ame gharamAM traNa jaNAM. huM emanI pAse besI emanuM kAma jotI houM ke bhaNatI ke ramatI houM. dAdA ahIM (hAthathI jagyA batAvI) DhALiyA para kazuMka lakhatA hoya. vacaluM bAraNuM baMdha hoya. tyAM cokamAM bA moTemoTethI babaDatAM hoya ane kazuMka UMdhuMcattuM karyA karatAM hoya. huM ghaDImAM bA pAse jauM, ghaDImAM dAdA pAse AvuM. bA to kyAreya mArI sAthe vAto kare nahi. koNa jANe ekalAM ekalAM zuM vAto karatI hatI paNa potAne ja saMbhaLAvatAM hoya. mane kazAM lADa kare nahi. e to dAdA pAse maLe. zani-ravinI rajA hoya to teo jyAM kAme javAnA hoya e gAma laI jAya. e emanuM kAma kare. huM sAdhvIjInI pAse upAzrayamAM houM, sAdhvIjI mane sUtro bhaNAve. mane Ama judAM judAM tIrtho, gAmo ane zahero jovAM maLe. atItanAM emanAM smaraNo sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM samaya kyAM gayo tenI ya khabara na rahI. mAre haju thoDIka 2soI banAvavI bAkI hatI, AthI meM emanI rajA lIdhI. rikSAmAM pAchA pharatAM, najara sAme satata vatsala pitAnuM citra taravaratuM rahyuM. zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 165

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pariziSTa - 9 dhadhanA bagaDatA jatA hastAkSara je do che.-bhUja, te tane A > na.2 . (770 ( ra ra to huM A ja na hala karI de. je baMdha ra ma . ! pA jo na . , je haoN-La TalamAM dAkhala che mAre . 6 darda 25 25 thatuM nathI. rara vAra kadI zI ja. para ubho che . ? ja 2 tema laoN e - 3\\2005 - 1135 / 2 jIva najI-da vaka ra che ke che 2nuM mAnI hu? 2] vA 2 e.wo- 1 * che \\-3-0 '(L.- roman vretena su 166 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pariziSTa - 10 dAdAno bAyoDeTA lakSmaNabhAI hIrAlAla bhojaka 11-e, karaNI sosAyaTI, navA vADaja, amadAvAda-13 phona : 274126 11 nAma : lakSmaNabhAI bhojaka pitAnuM nAma : hIrAlAla janma : tA. 31-10-1917 saM. 1973 Aso suda-15. janmasthaLa : vAgoLano pADo, pATaNa. abhyAsa : gujarAtI 6 dhoraNa pATaNamAM jaina dhArmika abhyAsa - paMcapratikramaNa zrI haimacaMdrAcArya jaina pAThazALA, pIpaLA zerI saMskRta mArgopadezikA, paMDita amRtalAla bhojaka pAse sarvisa : graMthapAla, zrI kesarabAI jaina jJAnamaMdira pATaNa) graMthapAla, zrI muktAbAI jaina jJAnamaMdira, DabhoI (ji. vaDodarA) menyu. AsisTanTa lA. da. bhA. saM. vidyAmaMdira, gu.yuni. sAme, (amadAvAda) pUjyapAda Agama prabhAkarajI zrI puNyavijayajI ma. sA. nA mArgadarzana nIce pustaka bhaMDAronA sUcipatramAM madada: (1) zrI haimacaMdrAcArya jaina jJAnamaMdira, pATaNa (2) vimalagaccha bhaMDAra, bhAbhAno pADo, pATaNa, (3) zrI AtmAnaMda jaina jJAnamaMdira, vaDodarA (4) zrI zAntinAtha tADapatrIya bhaMDAra, khaMbhAta (5) zrI sImaMdhara svAmI jJAnabhaMDAra, surata . (6) jesalamerano tADapatrIya bhaMDAra, jesalamera (7) zrI dayAvimalasUri jJAnabhaMDAra, devasAno pADo, amadAvAda muni zrI jinavijayajInA mArgadarzana nIce karelAM kAryo : (1) guTakA AkAranI hastapratonuM lisTa bhAratIya vidyAbhavana, copATI, muMbaI. (2) subhASitonuM livyaMtara bhAratIya vidyAbhavana, copATI, muMbaI hastalikhita pustakonuM prathama sUcipatra, rAjasthAna purAtattvAnveSaNa maMdira jayapura (rAja). (4) rAjasthAnanAM vividha gAmomAMthI yatio pAsethI hastaprata vagere prAcIna sAmagrInuM saMcayana. saMpAdano : (1) lAlabhAI dalapatabhAI bhAratIya saMskRtinI vidyAmaMdiranI saMskRta prAkRta-apabhraMza hastalikhita graMthomAM sUcipatra prakAzana. 168 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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(2) "zatruMjaya girirAjadarzana" ane " zilpa-sthApatya kaLAmAM zatruMjaya" - lekhaka ane saMgrAhaka AcArya zrI kaMcanasAgarasUri, A pustakamAM 86 dhAtumUrtionAM lekhonuM saMpAdana che. (3) rAsalIlA, saMpA. harivallabha bhAyANI gujarAtI lipino koSTaka.' (4) be aprasiddha tAmrapatro; saMpA. la. hI. bhojaka (saMbodhi vaoN. 7 naM. 1-4 patra 114-118) (1) maitraka-dhruvasena bAlAdityanuM I. sa. 638nuM dAnapatra (2) vijayarAjadevanuM tAmrapatra vi. saM. 1160 (5) gajathaMbha-hastiroga cikitsA sacitra, saMpA. la. hI. bhojaka (saMbodhi vo. 7, patra 80thI 90) (6) zatruMjayagirinA keTalAka apragaTa pratimAlekho saMpA. la. hI. bhojaka (saMbodhi vaoN. 7, pR. 13-25) saha. - saMpAdana - DaoN. madhusUdana DhAMkI - lakSmaNa bhojaka (7) jUnAgaDhanI aMbikAdevInI dhAtupratimA - lekha sacitra saMpA. lakSmaNabhAI bhojaka paM. becaradAsa dozI smRti graMtha bhA-2, I. sa. 1987 (8) ujyantagirinA keTalAka apragaTa utkIrNa lekho - saMpA. DaoN. madhusUdana DhAMkI - lakSmaNa bhojaka (9) ujyantagirino eka khaMDita aprakAzita lekha - saMpA. DaoN. madhusUdana DhAMkI - lakSmaNa bhojaka (10) ujyantagirinA pUrva prakAzita abhilekho viSe - saMpA. DaoN. madhusUdana DhAMkI - lakSmaNa bhojaka (11) nAyaka-bhojakanI pArasI, saMbodhi vo. 2 naM-1, pR. 11:22 - saMpA. paM. amRtalAla bhojaka tathA lakSmaNa bhojaka (12) saMkhyAnirdezaka zabdasaMjJAo prakA. ka. lA. svAdhyAya maMdira) pariziSTa-1 saMpA. lakSmaNabhAI bhojaka (13) "kAnhavasahikA" saMbodhi (saMpA. lakSmaNa bhojaka) (14) bhImadeva bIjAnuM eka apragaTa tAmrapatra saMpA. lakSmaNabhAI bhojaka saMbodhi (15) ghoghAnI madhyakAlIna dhAtu pratimAonA aprakaTa abhilekho saMpA. lakSmaNa bhojaka nigraMtha vaoN. 1 amadAvAda-1996 (16) traNa prakIrNa abhilekho saMpA. lakSmaNa bhojaka - nigraMtha vaoN. 1 amadAvAda-1996. (1) pabAsaNa kapaDavaMjathI prApta vi. saM. 1160 (2) zilApaTa tAraMgA vi. saM. 130ra (3) khaMDita abhilekha presamAM : jainapaTa : lA. da. vidyAmaMdiranA paTono sacitra paricaya : gujarAtI lekhaka - la. hI. bhojaka, aMgrejI lekhaka - DaoN. zrIdhara aMdhAre pATaNa jaina dhAtupratimA lekhasaMgraha lekha saMkhyA 156 8) saMpA. la. hI. bhojaka, praka. bI. ela. insTiTyUTa opha inDolaoNjI, dilhI. vyAkhyAno : (1) kalpasUtranA sacitra kathAprasaMgo lA. da. myujhiyama, amadAvAda tA. 14-9-85 (2) DemosTrezana ona dha cenjaja kerekTarsa oNpha dhI DiphranTa skrIpTasa bhojakanuM vyAkhyAna bI. ela. insTiTyUTa pATaNa tA. 14 sapTembara 80 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM 169

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(3) "jaina kelIyogrAphI" indirA gAMdhI nezanala senTara phora dha ArTsa nyu. dillI akSara vinyAsa tA. 7-12-88 (4) ela. DI. inDolaoNjInAM pustako tathA paTo vagereno paricaya dUradarzana amadAvAda para tA. 28-4-88 (5) bhagavAna mahAvIranA pAMca kalyANa ko - kalpasUtranAM citronuM paricayAtmaka darzana dUradarzana amadAvAda kendra (saMvatsarInA bIjA divase madhyakAlIna lipi vargo : (1) lA. da. vidyAmaMdiramAM ema. e. saMskRtanA vidyArthIone lipi zIkhavI. (2) prAkRta vidyAmaMDaLa amadAvAda taraphathI lipi varga, cInubhAI senTara, AzramaroDa (3) zAradAbahena cimanalAla ejyukezanala risarca senTara taraphathI lipivarga () AMtararASTriya jaina sTaDI senTara - gujarAta vidyApIThamAM lipivarga (5) "niraMtara abhyAsamAM saurASTra yunivarsiTInA upakrame rAjakoTamAM lipivarga anya : - aneka sAdhu sAdhvIone, paMDitone, prophesarone, madhyakAlIna lipi vAMcatAM zIkhavI. aneka tUTaka hastalikhita graMtho vyavasthita karyA. A rIte lipi vAMcavAnuM tathA lisTo banAvavAnuM athavA hastaprato uparathI nakalo karavAnuM kAma (je AyuSyanA aMta paryata karyuM.) sanmAnapatro tathA evaoNrDa: jAmanagara - saMskRta pAThazALA tA. 11-12-1985 - bhAvanagara - haimacaMdrAcArya evorDa - tA. 5-1-1986 - jUnAgaDha - ke.pI.sI.goDA skUla tA. 23-10-1989 borIvalI - sthAnakavAsI upAzraya janakamunijInI nizrAmAM - amadAvAda - navaraMgapurA jaina zve. mU. pU. saMgha dvArA che. amadAvAda - saradAra paTela sTeDiyamamAM jaina rAjaratna evaoNrDa caitra suda 13, vIrasaMvata 2525) paMjAba - aMbAlA kaoNlejamAM tA. 31-12-1989 mahesANA - nAyaka bhojaka pragati maMDaLa dvArA tA. pa-3-1995 pATaNa - nAyaka bhojaka pragati maMDaLa dvArA tA. 3-4-1995 amadAvAda - saMbodhi saMsthAna taraphathI saMbodhi pAritoSika tA. 18-11-1999 dillI - hemacaMdrAcArya evorDa bI. ela. insTiTyUTa tA. 106-2001 beDA - rAjasthAna, dharmadhuraMdharasUrinI nizrAmAM amadAvAda - jaina sosAyaTI pAlaDI, jaMbUvijayajInI nizrAmAM amadAvAda - giradharanagara hemacaMdrasUrinI nizrAmAM AMbAvADI - jaina upAzrayapradyumnasUrijInI nizrAmAM A uparAMta A graMthamAM jeno ullekha che te chellAM varSonA sanmAna tathA evorDa tathA A bAyoDeTA taiyAra karyA bAda maLyAM haze tevAM. kula lagabhaga 22thI 24 jeTalAM thatAM haze. 170 zratasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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pariziSTa 11 dAdAnA sAMnidhya daramiyAna teonA mArgadarzana heThaLa A graMthanI lekhikAe saMpAdana karelI ane prakAzita thayela kRtionI yAdI khaMbhAtanI be aprakaTa caityaparipATIo : (1) zrI matisAgara kRta 'khaMbhAItinI tIrthamAlA' (saM. 1701) (2) zrI padmavijaya kRta khaMbhAta caityaparipATI' (saM. 1817) pATaNanI be aprakaTa caityaparipATIo : (3) zrI lAdhA zAha kRta (saM. 1777) (4) zrI saMgharAja kRta (saM. 1613) (5) zrI karasana kRta 'vyAjanI vAta' (saM. 1851) (6) zrI kavi kezava kRta "saTorIAnI guhaLI' (20mI sadI) (7) zrI guru vIpA paMDitanA ziSya vidyAcaMda kRta 'cetana cetau re' (8) zrI mAnavijaya kRta "mUrkha pratibodhanI sajjhAya (19mo saiko)' (9) zrI baladevamuninI sajjhAya (18mo saiko) kartAnAma Apela nathI.) (12) - zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM saMbodhi vaoN. 22 I. sa. 1998-99 saMbodhi vaoN. 22 I. sa. 1998-99 saMbodhi vaoN. 26 I. sa. 2003 saMbodhi vaoN. 28 I. sa. 2005 saMbodhi vaoN. 28 I. sa. 2005 saMbodhi vaoN. 28 I. sa. 2005 - - (10) zrI paM. pramodaziSya municaMdra kRta 'koThArIpoLanA ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAthanuM stavana' (11) 'zrI ratanaguru rAsa' (19mo saiko) (kartAnAma Apela nathI.) anusaMdhAna 23 I. sa. 2003 zrI paM. kesara kRta bhANavaDanagaranA Adezva2 jinAlayanI pratiSThAne anulakSIne racAyela 'stavana' anusaMdhAna 24, I. sa. 2003 (13) 'kRSNa-balabhadra gIta' (19mo saiko) (kartAnAma Apela nathI.) - anusaMdhAna 24, I. sa. 2003 (14) zrI vivekavijyanA ziSya kRta koThArI poLanA derAsara vizenuM 'ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha stavana' * anusaMdhAna 24, I. sa. 2003 nirprantha, vaoN. 3 I. sa. 2002 nirprantha, vaoN. 3 I. sa. 2002 anusaMdhAna 23 I. sa. 2003 anusaMdhAna 23 I. sa. 2003 171

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(15) zrI rUpavijaya kRta nema-rAjula lekha' (saM. 1856) - anusaMdhAna 26, I. sa. 2003 (16) zrI jJAna mahodaya kRta "zrI saMbhavanAtha kalaza' (dezI AdhArita samayanirdhAraNa kavi zrI devacaMdranA samaya pachInuM) - anusaMdhAna 27, I. sa. 2004 (17) zrI pUnapAla kRta "zrI meghakumAra gIta - anusaMdhAna 27, I. sa. 2004 (18) zrI anaMtahaMsa kRta "zrI AdinAtha vInatIpUjA' (19mo saiko) - anusaMdhAna 27, I. sa. 20O4 (19) zrI harSakularacita vasudeva cupaI' (saM. 1557) - anusaMdhAna 28, I. sa. 2004 (20) "zrI aMtarIka pArzvanAtha chaMda (saM. 1750) - anusaMdhAna 28, I. sa. 2004 (21) "bhArajAnuM gIta" - sAmAjika dabANanI akaLAmaNano eka dastAveja - cinagArI' trimAsika 172 zrutasevI zrI lakSmaNabhAI bhojakanA sAMnidhyamAM

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dAdAnI khissADAyarI mana jItyuM teNe saghaLuM jItyuM, eka vAta navi khoTIMjI. mana kahe jItyuM te huM navi mAnuM, eha vAta che moTIjI. du:khamAM bhAMgI na paDavuM ane sukhamAM chakI na javuM paNa manane svastha rAkhavuM. A kaLA saMtonA samAgamathI maLe che. saMtoSano artha prayatnathI samApti nahIM paraMtu saMniSTha prayatnane aMte je kaMI upalabdha thAya tene du:kha, zoka ke viSAda vagara, prasannatApUrvaka AvakAravAnI manodazA. vANIvilAsamAM jabarApaNuM dAkhavavAno kuTuMbanA badhA sabhyo dAvo kare to sUrya Uge tyArathI gharamAM mahAbhArata cAlu thaI jAya. vadhu jarUriyAta ane vadhu sagavaDamAM ArtadhyAnane vadhu avakAza. baMdha samaya citta cetIye, udaye zo saMtApa ? zoka vadhe saMtApathI, zoka narakanI chApa. (vIravijayanI pUjA) maktanuM laIza nahIM, nirAza thaIza nahi. laghugraMthi bAMdhIza nahi, vizvAsa gumAvIza nahi - AThavale