Shikhar Sathe Vato

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008937/1

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zarIramAM banatuM lohI, roTalInI saMkhyA para eTaluMnirbhara nathI jeTaluM pAcanazakti para nirbhara che. pAcanazakti ja jo nabaLI che to cha roTalI paNa nakAmI che. pAcanazakti jo majabUta che to eka roTalI paNa tAkAtaprada che. prasanatAnI anubhUti rUpiyAnI saMkhyAne eTalI baMdhAyelI nathI jeTalI saMtuSTa cittavRttine baMdhAyelI che A satya ApaNI zraddhAno viSaya jeTaluM vaheluM banI jAya eTale ApaNA lAbhamAM che. kasarata karavAno mArI pAse samaya nathI ane chatAM mAre taMdurastI jALavavI che ! peTrola pampa AgaLa gADIne UbhI rAkhavAnI mArI taiyArI nathI ane chatAM mAre maMjile pahoMcavuM che ! dharma mAre karavo ja nathI ane chatAM sukha mAre joIe che ! karuNatA ja che ke bIjuM kAMI ?

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mArI pAse saMpatti jema jema vadhatI gaI che tema tema mArA mitronI saMkhyAmAM ghaTADo ane duzmanonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thato ja gayo che. sadguNo mArI pAse jema jema vadhatA jAya tema tema mArA cAhakonI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro ane duzmanonI saMkhyAmAM ghaTADo thAya tema che e bAbatamAM mane koI ja zaMkA nathI ane chatAM saMpatti ghaTADavA huM taiyAra nathI, sadguNo vadhAravA huM tatpara nathI. mArI A mUrkhAInuM karavuM zuM ? jeTalA rUpiyA che mArI pAse eTalI vAra to mAre prabhunuM nAma levuM ja che ane e zakya nahIM bane to jIvanamAM jeTalI vAra meM prabhunuM nAma lIdhuM eTalA rUpiyA rAkhI laIne bAkInA rUpiyA mAre sArAM kAmomAM vAparI devA che. ATaluM nakkI karI devAnI ApaNI taiyArI kharI ?

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gharanA daravAjA para ke gharanI dIvAla para lakhAyela 'lAbha-zubha' no artha huM ema samajato hato ke jIvanamAM lAbha thato rahe e ja zubha che; paraMtu ATalAM varaso pachI Aje mane khyAla Avyo che ke jIvanamAM je paNa lAbha thato rahe eno zubhamAM upayoga karatA rahevuM e ja artha che "lAbha-zubha'no ! hA. kyAMka "zubha-lAbha' lakhAtuM hoya to eno artha paNa A ja che ke A jIvanamAM je paNa zubha thatuM hoya e ja lAbha che. bAkI azubha e lAbha zenuM ? eka varasanuM 2000 rUpiyA jeTaluM bajeTa jo huM mUrakha banavAnuM rAkhI dauM to majUro sAthe, rikSA DrAivara sAthe, zAkavALA sAthe babe-pAMca pAMca rUpiyA khAtara krodha karavAnuM mAre je banatuM rahe che e badhA para pUrNavirAma mukAI jAya tema che. sAme caDIne mUrakha banavA huM taiyAra kharo ?

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jIvananAM ATalAM varasonA anubhavoe mane eka vAta barAbara samajAvI dIdhI che ke aniSTane kAla karatA Aje choDI devuM vadhAre saraLa che ane iSTane Aja karatAM AvatIkAle karavuM vadhAre kaThina che. Ama chatAM koNa jANe kema, mana satata ema ja samajAvatuM rahe che ke aniSTa huM AvatI kAle choDI ja daIza ane iSTanA sevana mATe to AkhI jiMdagI paDI che ! zuM karuM A cAlabAja mananuM? == == je bhikhArIne mArI pAse rojanuM paisA levAnuM : cAlu hoya e bhikhArI mane thiyeTaramAM jo maLI - jAya to mane ema thaI jAya ke "tuM ahIMyA ?" A e ja bhikhArI mane roja pUjAnAM kapaDAMmAM = = joto hoya ane huM ene thiyeTaramAM maLI jAuM to . enA manamAM paNa A thatuM ja haze ne ke 'zeTha, " tame ane ahIM thiyeTaramAM ?'

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je-je durguNonuM sevana mArA jIvanamAM guptapaNe cAlu che e ja durguNonA sevana badala sAmI vyakti jyAre pakaDAI jAya che tyAre mArA haiyAmAM UMDe UMDe eka jAtano AnaMda anubhavAya che. samajAtuM to mane e nathI ke A AnaMdanA anubhavanA mULamAM che zuM? sAmI vyakti be-AbarU thaI gaI che ke huM be-AbarU thato bacI gayo e ? para prabhunA maMdiramAM 10 nI noTa mUkavA huM taiyAra to e dha thaI gayo. khIsAmAM hAtha nAkhyo. eka sAthe 10 nI ' " be noTa bahAra AvI. eka noTa gaMdI hatI. bIjI - noTa ekadama navI nakkora hatI. " paLanI ya vAra lagADyA vinA meM gaMdI noTa , ' prabhunA maMdiramAM mUkI dIdhI ! ema samajIne ke ahIM che to badhuM ya cAlI jAya !' huM ATalo badho nirlajja ? .

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viSTA kImatI na hovA chatAM Dukkara ene pAmavA sadAya bhAre utsAhita ja hoya che kAraNa ke Dukkarane viSTA kImatI lAgatI hoya che. A vAstavikatAe mane samajAvI dIdhuM che ke "huM jenI paNa kiMmata AMkIza, mArA mATe e cIja kImatI banI jaze'. meM have tuccha ane zudra padArthonI kiMmata AMkavAnuM baMdha karyuM che. kAraNa ke mArA kImatI jIvanane huM enI pAchaLa veDaphI devA nathI mAgato. Aje svapnamAM prabhu padhAryA ane te emaNe mArA hAthamAM kAraNadarzaka noTisa pakaDAvI dIdhI. A janamamAM meM tane AMkha-kAna-jIbha-mana-saMpatti-hRdaya vagere je kAMI ApyuM che e badhuM mAre tane AvatA janamamAM paNa zA mATe ApavuM ?' mAruM zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba che. noTisano zuM javAba Apavo ? kazuM ja samajAtuM nathI.

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mane barAbara khyAla AvI gayo che ke jeNe jIvana duSTa gALyuM che ene potAnI ja mRtino Dara rahyA karato hoya che. Akhare, phurasadathI mANaso ATalA badhA DaratA kema hoya che, enuM rahasya mane samajAI gayuM che. A samajaNa pachI meM mArA jIvanano rAha badalI nAkhyo che kAraNa ke vRddhAvasthAmAM mane puSkaLa phurasada maLavAnI ja che ane e avasthAne huM DarAmaNI smRtiothI bagaDavA devA nathI ja mAgato. zarIramAM lohI enI meLe pharatuM rahe che, zvAsa enI meLe levAto rahe che, khorAka enI meLe pacato rahe che ane chatAM mane ema lAgI rahyuM che ke A zarIrane huM ja TakAvI rahyo chuM ! | koNa samajAve mArA manane ke A jagatamAM pheMkI devA jevI koI eka ja mUDI hoya to e mUDInuM nAma che, ahaMkAra !

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Aja sudhI mane ema lAgatuM hatuM ke zarIra kaeNnsaragrasta thaI jAya e moTAmAM moTuM duHkha, dhaMdhAmAM devALuM nIkaLI jAya e moTAmAM moTuM duHkha, svajano bevaphA pAke e moTAmAM moTuM duHkha, samAjamAM be-AbarU thaI javuM paDe e moTAmAM moTuM duHkha paNa anubhave eka vAta samajAI gaI che ke A jagatamAM ApaNAM khudanA aMtaH karaNane duHkha pahoMcADatA rahevuM enA jevuM moTuM duHkha bIjuM koI ja nathI.. pikyarano tyAga sarvathA nathI thaI zakato ? eka vAta nA nakkI karI devI che? 'pikyaro game teTalAM joIza. eka nakkI karelA thiyeTarane choDIne anya thiyeTaramAM to nahIM ja jouM' athavA koI paNa thiyeTaromAM piksara joIza paraMtu eka ja pikTarane choDIne anya koI pikyaro nahIM ja jouM' kabUla ?

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je svarNamRga hatuM ja nahIM ene meLavI levAnI lAlacamAM rAma potAnI pAse je sItA hatI e ya gumAvI beThA che A vAstavikatA eTaluM ja kahe che ke padArthomAM je sukhapradAna karavAnI tAkAta ja nathI e padArtho meLavI levAnI lAlacamAM ApaNI pAse rahela prasannatA ane pavitratA gumAvI devAnI bevakUphI ApaNe karavA jevI nathI ja. vilAsI vAtAvaraNano rAvaNa svarNamRga bhale sarjya kare. ApaNe mAthuM ThekANe rAkhavAnI jarUra che. javALA Apo. "mota pachI ladhI ja saMpatti sAthe laI jaI zakAya tema hoya to parivAra mATe ahIM saMpatti choDI jAo e bane kharuM ? athavA parivAranA sabhyo ema kahI de ke tamAro eka paNa rUpiyo amAre joIto nathI to badhI ja saMpatti sanmArge vApI ja do e nakkI kharuM ?' nA. ekeya praznano javAba ApI zakAya tema nathI. C

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rasoImAM mIThuM na hoya to rasoI be-svAda lAge paNa kaDavI na lAge, gADImAM peTrola na hoya to gADI AgaLa na cAle paNa khADAmAM na jAya, gharamAM pharnicara na hoya to ghara zobhAvihIna lAge paNa smazAnatulya na lAge paNa sukha sAthe jo sadgaddhi na hoya to e sukha jIvanane kaDavuM vakha paNa banAvI de, patananI gartAmAM paNa dhakelI de ane jIvanane smazAnatulya paNa banAvI de. sAvadhAna ! rastA para pasAra thaI rahela aMdhane khullI AMkhavALA. mANasanA mArgadarzana para pUrepUro bharoso che. ane khullI AMkhavALA mane prabhunA mArgadarzana para jAtajAtanA tarka-vitarko karatA rahevAnuM mana thayA ja kare che ane chatAM mane pelo aMdha dayA- pAtra lAge che, mArI jAta nahIM ! karuNatA ja che ne ?

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mArI AsapAsa bhale ne 50 zrImaMto vase che, bhale ne huM emanI casamapozI karyA karuM chuM, bhale ne huM emanI bhATAI karyA karuM chuM, paNa huM paNa zrImaMta banI ja jaIza e nakkI nathI. jayAre bhale ne huM eka ja mahApuruSanA saMparkamAM AvuM chuM. mArA hRdayamAM emane birAjamAna karI dauM chuM, emanI zakya sevA-upAsanA karuM chuM, huM khuda mahApuruSa banI ja jAuM chuM. zrImaMto karatAM mane mahApuruSo vadhu game che enuM A ja to rahasya che. sainika yuddhanA medAna para bakhtara jarUra paherI rAkhe che. paraMtu e sainika jyAre chAvaNImAM AvI jAya che tyAre to. bakhtara utArI ja nAkhe che. paNa mArI to vAta ja nyArI che. huM bajAramAM to buddhinuM bakhtara paherI ja rAkhuM chuM paraMtu ravajano vacce houM chuM tyAre ya buddhinuM bakhtara paherI ja rAkhuM chuM ! kAraNa ? huM jAtane cAlAka mAnuM chuM.

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buddhi eka evuM jaMgala che ke jyAM prasannatAno prakAza nathI jyAre hRdaya eka evuM AkAza che ke jyAM udvignatAno aMdhakAra nathI. vAstavikatA A hovA chatAM koNa jANe kema manane buddhinuM jaMgala jeTaluM jAme che, hRdayanuM AkAza eTaluM nathI jAmatuM. ene cAlAka banavuM che, lAyaka nathI banavuM. saphaLa banavuM che, saraLa nathI banavuM. moTA banavuM che, mahAna nathI banavuM. svargastha banavuM che, sarvastha nathI banavuM. karuNatA ja che ne ? jyArathI huM dhaMdhAmAM joDAyo chuM ane saphaLatAnAM eka pachI eka zikhara sara karato cAlyo chuM tyArathI meM mArA zarIra mATe eka navI bArAkhaDI banAvI dIdhI che : A = eTeka B = bI.pI. C = kolasTrola D = DAyAbiTIsa ' ane E = enDa !

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varasAda varase che to sarvatra paNa enuM pANI parvatanA zikhara para laTakatAM khADAmAM TakI jAya che. kAraNa ? zikhara pahelethI ja bhareluM che jyAre khADo khAlI che. prabhunA karuNApAtra to A jagatanA badhA ja jIvo bane che paraMtu kRpApAtra to e jIva ja banI zake che ke je kRtajJa che. prabhu ApaNane karuNApAtra banAve e emanI mahAnatA che. ApaNe kRpApAtra banIe e ApaNI mardAnagI che ! ja varaso pahelAM huM jamato hato. pATalA para thALI mukAtI. thALImAM bhojananAM dravyo pIrasAtA. huM nIce pAtharaNA para besato ane hAthethI peTamAM bhojananAM dravyo padharAvato ! - Aje huM jamato nathI, khAuM chuM. khurasI para besuM chuM. jamavA mATe DAiniMga Tebala che. hAthamAM camacI ke charI-kAMTA che. zuM khAuM chuM e mane yAda rahetuM nathI !

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- ' : atyAra sudhI zrImaMtane joIne huM lAcArI anubhavato hato, sattAdhIzane joIne huM laghutAgraMthi anubhavato hato, buddhimAnane joIne huM vyathA anubhavato hato paNa jyArathI sadguNInI mastI mArI AMkhano viSaya banI che, saMtuSTanI khumArI. jyArathI meM najaronajara nihALI che, saMvedanazIla vyaktinA caherA paranI mAsUmiyatA mArA nIrakhavAmAM AvI che tyArathI mArA lAcArInA, laghutAgraMthinA, vyathAnA viSayo teo banI gayA che. jamavAnuM gharamAM ane saMDAsa javAnuM bahAra. vIsamI sadImAM jIvatA mANasa mATe A vyavasthA hatI paNa atyAre to ekavIsamI sadI cAlI rahI che. mANasanuM puNya [3] jAgI gayuM che. e jame che bahAra ane saMDAsa jAya che gharamAM. Ama chatAM mANasa ema mAnI rahyo che ke mArA bApa-dAdA junavANI hatA !

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pANI phrijamAM rahe che, barapha banI jAya che. dUdhamAM meLavaNa paDe che, dahIM banI jAya che. pANI eka ja jagAe paDyuM rahe che, khAbociyuM banI jAya che. kAMTo pagamAM rahI jAya che, paga saDI jAya che; paraMtu krodha manamAM rahI jAya che, vera banI jAya che ane vera hRdayamAM rahI jAya che, pApo lIlAchama banI jAya che ! - kabUla ! A vAstavikatA chatAM huM krodhathI mukta nathI banI zakyo; paraMtu krodhano saMgraha karavAnuM to meM baMdha karI ja dIdhuM che ! | gAmaDAmAM yojatA lagnanA jamaNavAramAM mANasa jamIne bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre ene maLanAra eka prazna pUche che. jamavAmAM zuM hatuM ?' zaheramAM yojAtA lagnanA jamaNavAramAM jamIne mANasa bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre ene pahelo prazna A puchAya che, 'Diza keTalAnI hatI ?' Ane kahevAya vikAsayuga ! 15

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ghaDo taiyAra thaI javo e judI vAta che ane ghaDo majabUta banI javo e judI vAta che. kuMbhAranA cAka para ghaDo taiyAra to thaI jAya che; paraMtu ene majabUta banAvavA kuMbhAre e ghaDAne AgamAM nAkhavo ja paDe che. kaoNlejomAM ane skUlomAM DigrIo laIne vidhArthIo sAkSara to banI jAya che paraMtu saMskArI sAkSara banI gayelA teo jovA nathI maLatA kAraNa ke saMgharSanItakalIphonI ane kaSTonI AgathI teone dUra ja rAkhavAmAM AvI rahyA che. Aje paNa gAmaDAmAM tame cAlyA jAo. tamane tyAM saDaka banelI jovA nahIM maLe kAraNa ke gAmaDuM koIne ya saDaka para sUvA detuM nathI. tame zaheramAM cAlyA jAo. sarvatra tamane saDaka banelI jovA maLaze kAraNa ke tyAM moTAM makAnomAM nAnAM dilo rahe che ke je koIne ya potAnAM gharomAM rAkhavA taiyAra nathI hotA ! . .

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kamAla che ne? sAmAnA lAkha Agraha chatAM huM Agapara nathI ja cAlato, sAmAnI lAkha icchA chatAM huM moDhAmAM kAdava nathI ja nAkhato, sAmAnI pracaMDa lAgaNI chatAM huM AThamA mALethI kUdako nathI ja lagAvato paNa pApo jyAre paNa huM karI lauM chuM ane e badala mane koI paDakAre che ke Thapako Ape che tyAre huM ene turta saMbhaLAvI dauM chuM ke 'mArI to koI ja icchA nahotI paNa paristhiti ja evI sarjAI gaI ke mAre pApo. karavA ja paDyA !' Ane kahevAya hoziyArI ! samAjanA kAraNe, zaramanA kAraNe ane saMvedanazIlatAnA kAraNe Aje gAmaDAMo hajI paNa aparAdhamukta rahyA che. A dezanA zikSaNapradhAnane eTaluM ja kahevAnuM mana thAya che ke gAmaDAMnA nirakSarone sAkSara banAvI devAnI lhAyamAM emanA saMskAronI hoLI na thaI jAya enuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhajo kAraNa ke sAkSaromAM saMskAro jovA nathI maLI rahyA.

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makAna sAthe jIvanAro mANasa makAna mATe nathI ja jIvato. bhojana sAthe jIvanAro mANasa bhojana mATe nathI ja jIvato. vastro sAthe jIvana jIvanAro mANasa vastro mATe jIvana nathI ja jIvato paNa karuNatA mANasanA jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke e paisA sAthe jIvana nathI jIvato paNa paisA mATe ja jIvana jIvI rahyo che. 'sAthe'nuM sthAna jyAre 'mATe' laI le tyAre jIvanamAM kevI arAjakatA vyApI jAya e jovuM hoya to AjanA dhanalaMpaTone joI levA jevA che. saMga tevo raMga' A kahevatane meM sAce ja khoTI pADI dIdhI che. varasothI huM prabhupUjA karI rahyo chuM, prabhubhaktino raMga mane nathI ja lAgyo. varasothI huM pravacanazravaNa karI rahyo chuM, pravacanono raMga mane nathI ja lAgyo. varasothI huM muni bhagavaMtonAM darzana karI rahyo chuM, munijIvana mArA AkarSaNanuM kAraNa nathI ja banyuM! zuM mArI chAtI polAdanI banelI haze? 68

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suvAsa na anubhavAya je puSpamAM, ene puSpa mAnavA mana taiyAra thatuM nathI. mIThAza na anubhavAya je sAkaramAM, ene sAkara mAnavA mana taiyAra thatuM nathI. AtmIyatA na anubhavAya je saMbaMdhamAM, ene sabaMdha mAnavA mana taiyAra thatuM nathI. prazna e che ke je jJAna che ApaNI pAse, je bodha che ApaNI pAse, je mAhitI che ApaNI pAse emAM samAdhinI sugaMdhano ApaNane anubhava thaI rahyo che kharo ? jo nA, to ya ApaNe ene jJAna mAnI rahyA chIe ? mArA ApelA be rUpiyAno bhikhArIe durupayoga na ja karavo joIe evo mAro satata Agraha rahe ja che. joke prabhu taraphathI mane maLela zarIrano, saMpattino, zabdono ane samayano huM bephAma durupayoga karI ja rahyo chuM paNa e vAta ahIM yAda rAkhavI e asthAne che ema huM mAnuM chuM.

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aMdhakAra ravAnA thavA taiyAra che jo ApaNe prakAzane hAjara karavA taiyAra hoIe to ! jharaNuM pragaTa thavA taiyAra che jo ApaNe paththara haTAvavA taiyAra hoIe to ! roga ravAnA thavA taiyAra che jo ApaNe davA levA taiyAra hoIe to ! jIvanamAM vyApelAM pApo ane manamAM ghara karI gayelA doSo ravAnA thavA taiyAra che jo hRdayamAM ApaNe paramAtmAne pratiSThita karI devA taiyAra hoIe to ! - ::- . = = 1 gAMDAonI haoNspiTalamAM koI eka ja vyakti no sauthI vadhu takalIphamAM hoya to e vyakti che DaoNkTara. Aje mane khyAla Ave che ke A saMsAramAM || sauthI vadhu takalIpho ane kaSTo, muzkelIo ane = " apamAno sIdhA raste cAlanArane ja kema veThavAnAM Ave che ? durjano to gAMDAonuM pratinidhitva padharAvI rahyA che. teo to haMmezAM majAmAM [3] ja na hovAnA !

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hajAro sUtelA mANasone jAgelo eka mANasa jagADI zake che paNa eka jAgelA mANasane, hajAro sUtelA mANaso suvaDAvI zakatA nathI. game teTalA gADha paNa aMdhakArane, prakAzanuM eka ja kiraNa cIrI nAkhe che paNa prakAzanA eka paNa kiraNa para AkramaNa karavAnI gADha aMdhakAranI ya tAkAta nathI. mArI hatAzA khaMkherAI gaI che. mArA hRdayamAM padhArI cUkelA prabhune daravAjo batADI zake evuM koI pApa A jIvanamAM astitva dharAvatuM nathI. TET 'sAmI vyakti mATe mArA manamAM je paNa hoya ja che e huM ene sAcesAca saMbhaLAvI ja dauM chuM, " pariNAma pachI game te Ave. huM paravA karato nathI.' = joke mArA mATe sAmI vyaktinA manamAM je " kAMI hoya che e jo sAcesAca mane saMbhaLAvI de che : to enI dhULa kADhI nAkhuM chuM. paNa e vAta - AkhI judI che. .: : S EE ,

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ne pANImAM pravezI gayela kacaro, samaya jatAM ApoApa nIce besI jAya che paraMtu manamAM pravezI gayela kacaro, koNa jANe kema game teTalo samaya pasAra thayA pachI ya besI javAnuM nAma nathI leto. A vAstavikatA eTaluM ja kahe che ke manamAM kacarAne praveza ApatA pahelA lAkha vAra vicAra karavA jevo che. kAraNa ke samaya jevuM baLavAna zastra paNa A kacaro AgaLa ba8 puravAra thAya che. - ILE peparamAM eka samAcAra vAMcavAmAM AvyA che. 'tamArA manamAM cAlI rahela vicAronA phoTA pADI le evo kaeNmero TUMka samayamAM | bajAramAM AvI rahyo che.' meM nakkI karI lIdhuM che ke je paNa vyakti pAse evo kaeNmero haze enI sAthe mAre koI paNa prakArano saMbaMdha to nahIM hoya, saMparka ' paNa nahIM hoya !

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mananI kamAlanI khAsiyata A che ke je sAmagrI sahu pAse hoya che e sAmagrIne mana jhaMkhatuM nathI to je sukha sahunuM hoya che e sukhane mana cAhatuM nathI. Ano artha? A ja ke manane sAmAnyamAM to rasa nathI paNa sarvamAnyamAM paNa rasa nathI. ene rasa che mAtra viziSTamAM ja. sAmagrI mArI pAse evI ja hovI joIe ke je koInI ya pAse na hoya. sukha mArI pAse evuM ja hovuM joIe ke je koIne ya upalabdha na hoya ! duHkhI thavAnA ja A dhaMdhA che ne? huM smazAnamAM paNa mobAila phona para gaeNrabajAranA inDeksa aMge sAmI vyakti sAthe hasI-khIlIne vAto karI zakuM chuM to TI.vI. para kaleAmanAM hRzyo jotAM jotAM cAnI cUsakI paNa laI zakuM chuM. mArI chAtI nabaLI paDI gaI che evo DaoNkTare mArA mATe Apela riporTa jUho hovA aMge koInA ya manamAM zaMkA na rahevI joIe.

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tAjuM dUdha tarata ja nathI jAmatuM e bAbatamAM mArI pAse koI phariyAda nathI. jamInamAM vAveluM bIja tarata UgatuM nathI e bAbatanI mane koI vyathA nathI. peTamAM nAkhelo khorAka tarata pacato nathI e bAbatano mane koI asaMtoSa nathI. Aje ja kholelI dukAna tarata napho dekhADatI nathI enI mane koI vedanA nathI paNa, karelA dharmanuM phaLa mane tarata maLatuM nathI enI mane bhAre vedanA ane vyathA che. buddhinI A alpatA haze ke vikRti ? ET dUdha mane moLuM lAge che tyAre ene svAdiSTa banAvavA huM dUdhanuM=', pramANa nathI vadhArato paNa emAM sAkaranuM pramANa vadhu umeruM chuM. ' bajAramAM jyAre maMdI anubhavAya che tyAre huM puruSArtha vadhAruM chuM paNa dharma ke puNya vadhAravAnuM mane sUjhatuM ja nathI. kAraNa ? mane. samaja ja nathI ke puNyanI maMdIthI ja bajAramAM maMdI Ave che !'

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sAkara game teTalA samaya sudhI paDI rahe che, emAM kaDavAza pedA nathI ja thatI. mAkhaNa game teTalA samaya sudhI paDyuM rahe che, enAmAM paththaranI kaThoratA nathI ja pedA thatI. paraMtu sukha ? samaya pasAra thAya che, enA pratyenuM AkarSaNa ghaTatuM ja jAya che. zabdo badalAya che, sukhanI anubhUtimAM kaDAko bolAvA ja lAge che. saMyogo badalAya che, sukha kaDavuM lAgavA ja mAMge che. AvA takalAdI sukha pAchaLa kImatI jIvana homI devAnuM? UMgha jevI eka nAnakaDI cIja paNa huM mArI meLe lAvI zakato nathI. kAM to e Ave che ane kAM to e nathI AvatI. | kamAlanuM duHkhada Azcarya to e che ke huM ATalo badho kamajora hovA chatAM Aje ya ema mAnIne jIvI rahyo chuM ke 'ApaNe to paththaramAMthI ya pANI pedA karI zakIe chIe !' bAlizatA AnuM ja nAma ne ?

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huM boluM chuM ke cAluM chuM, vastro paheruM chuM ke gharamAM pharnicara vasAvuM chuM, gADI vasAvuM chuM ke TI.vI. kharIdI lAvuM chuM. mArI vicAraNAnA kendramAM eka ja vAta hoya che, 'duniyAne huM kevo lAguM chuM?" - Aje pahelI vakhata mane A samaja AvI che ke mArI prasannatAno AdhAra 'duniyAne huM kevo lAguM chuM ?' e nathI paNa 'duniyA mane kevI lAgI rahI che ?' e che ! = = == signalanI lAiTa lAla thAya che ane huM koI paNa jAtanA tarka-vitarka karyA vinA gADIne UbhI rAkhI dauM chuM. | paraMtu je-je pravRttio karavAnI prabhue nA pADI che e prabhunI tamAma AjJAo sAme tarka-vitarka karatA rahyA vinA mane cena nathI paDatuM. saMsAranI e rakhaDapaTTI mArI A bAlizatAne ja AbhArI haze ?

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bhikhArIne tame game teTalI vAra 'nA' pADo, e be-zarama banIne jyAM hoya tyAM Ubho ja rahe. Akhare thAkI-kaMTALIne tame ene kaMIka Apo pachI ja e tyAMthI haTe. mana ! e to bhikhArI karatAM ya be-zarama che. tame enI mAMga pUrI nathI karatA. tyAM sudhI to e tamane herAna karatuM rahe che paraMtu eka mAMga pUrI karo cho ke turta e navI mAMga rajU karatuM rahIne tamane pajavyA kare che ! koI vikalpa ? rastA para dhULa UDatI hoya che, huM AMkho baMdha karI dauM chuM. gaTaranI durgadha phelAtI hoya che, huM nAka ADe rUmAla lagAvI dauM chuM. vAtAvaraNamAM dhumADo UDato hoya che, huM moTuM baMdha karI dauM chuM paNa, kokanI halakI vAto sAMbhaLavAno moko maLe che, huM mArA baMne kAna khullA mUkI dauM chuM ! karuNatA ja che ne ?

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makAna game teTaluM moTuM hoya, eno daravAjo to nAno ja hovAno ! gADI game teTalI lAMbI hoya, ene joDAyeluM enjina nAnuM ja hovAnuM ! zarIra game teTaluM moTuM hoya, emAM dhabakI rahela hRdaya nAnuM ja hovAnuM ! jIvanane sadguNothI haryuM-bharyuM banAvI devuM che ? eka nAnakaDA satkAryathI enI zarUAta karI do. banI zake ke satkAryano khUlato A nAnakaDo daravAjo ja tamane sadguNonA virATa mahelamAM praveza karAvI de ! maeNcamAM ampAyara hovo ja joIe, kustInA khelamAM repharI hovo ja joIe, korTamAM nyAyAdhIza hovo ja joIe, dezamAM kAyado hovo ja joIe. paNa mArA khudanA jIvanamAM koI ampAyAra, repharI, nyAyAdhIza ke kAyadAnuM niyaMtraNa hovuM ja joIe e svIkAravAnI mArI koI taiyArI nathI.

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sApane vazamAM na rAkhI zake e mANasane sApa mArI nAkhe e to sAMbhaLyuM che ane sApane vazamAM rAkhI zake e mANasa sApa dvArA potAnI AjIvikA calAvI zake e ya sAMbhaLyuM che; paraMtu manane je vazamAM na rAkhI zake e vyaktine mana e hade barabAda karI nAkhe che ke jenuM zabdomAM varNana na karI zakAya ane manane je vazamAM rAkhI zake e vyaktine mana e hade nyAla karI de che ke jenuM ya zabdomAM varNana na karI zakAya e ya samajI levA jevuM che. vAMcyuM che A vAkya ? "mananuM mAnyuM, maryA! manane mAryuM jItyA !' DAhyA karatA gAMDo vadhAre sukhI dekhAto hoya to ya mane kyAreya evo vicAra na Ave. ke DAhyA rahevA karatA gAMDA rahevuM vadhu sAruM paNa, | dharmI karatA pApI vadhu sukhI dekhAya eTale tarata ja mArA manamAM A vicAra jhabakavA lAge ke dharmI banyA rahevA karatA pApI banyA rahevuM vadhu sAruM! kamAla che ne ?

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hIrA meLavavA mATe je mANasa khANamAM nIce Utare che e mANase hIrA sudhI pahoMcatA pahelAM vacce AvatA ghaNA-badhA patharAo choDavA ja paDe che.. eka umadA paribaLane je ApaNe 'hA' kahevA mAgIe chIe to ghaNAM-badhAM adhama ane tuccha paribaLone 'nA' pADI devAnI hiMmata ApaNe keLavavI ja paDaze. AmAM ApaNe jo kAcA paDyA to 'hA' sudhI ApaNe pahoMcI rahyA ! huM pazcima taraphanI bArI khUlatI hoya evA ja makAnamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda karuM ane sUryodaya jovA na maLatAM duHkhI thato rahuM eno koI artha ja nathI ne ? huM Akho divasa nakArAtmaka vicAro ja karyA karuM ane pachI phariyAda ja karyA karuM ke mAruM mana prasanna nathI rahetuM. koI artha che kharo ? 30

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saMpatti ane sadguNo vacceno eka mahattvano taphAvata khyAlamAM che ? saMpattinA niMdako lagabhaga koI nathI, saMpattinA prazaMsako sauthI vadhu che ane saMpattinA anuyAyIo to pAra vinAnA che. jyAre, sadgaNonA niMdako paNa A jagatamAM vidhamAna che ja to sadgaNonA prazaMsako paNa A jagatamAM ochA nathI paraMtu sadgaNonA anuyAyIo ? AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya eTalA ja che. mArI Arthika saMkaDAmaNane khyAlamAM rAkhIne mAruM pAMca lAkhanuM devuM koka choDI de che e pachI ya sAmAnI Arthika saMkaDAmaNano khyAla AvI gayA pachI huM enuM pacAsa hajAranuM devuM mApha karI devA taiyAra thato nathI. | mArI A vRttine kRtajanatAnuM lebala lagADavuM ke kaThoratAnuM ? nirlajjatAnuM lebala lagADavuM ke nAlAyakatAnuM ? kazuM ja samajAtuM nathI. 31

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nabaLAIo sAme laDI levAnI tAkAta manamAMthI Avaze evuM jo ApaNe mAnI beThA hoIe to e ApaNI bhayaMkara bhUla che. kAraNa ke mana to nabaLAIonuM ja himAyatI che. nabaLAIo sAme laDavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta manamAMthI nahIM paNa hRdayamAMthI Ave che ane e tAkAtane asarakAraka rUpamAM jo ApaNe mUkavA mAgIe chIe to e mATe pratijJA che. pratijJA levAnI mana jo nA pADI rahyuM che to samajI rAkhajo ke nabaLAIonI jIvanamAMthI hakAlapaTTI zaMkAspada che. janma ApIne jemaNe hAtha UMcA na karI dIdhA paNa je dIkarAne mA-bApe jIvana paNa ApyuM ane saMskAro paNa ApyA. e dIkarAe potAnAM mAbApane pAchalI vayamAM vRddhAzramamAM mUkI devAno vicAra mArI samakSa rajU karyo. meM ene kUtarAnAM biskiTa khAI levAnI bhalAmaNa karI. kadAca vaphAdArIno guNa enAmAM AvI jAya !

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mane ema hatuM ke abhimAnI mANasa sAthe vAta karavAnuM bane tyAM sudhI TALatA ja rahevuM; paraMtu eka divasa abhimAnI sAthe vAta karavAno prasaMga AvI ja gayo. mArI dhAraNA bahAra mane khUba majA AvI. meM joyuM ke abhimAnI potAnA sivAya bIjA koInI ya vAta karavA taiyAra ja nahoto. mAre koInI ya niMdA na sAMbhaLavI paDI hoya evuM kadAca jIvanamAM pahelI ja vAra banyuM. mArI pAse hovI joIe enA karatAM buddhi vadhu ja che' mArI A mAnyatA mane samarpita banavA ja nathI detI ane 'mArI pAse hovA joIe enA karatAM ochA paisA ja che' mArI A mAnyatA mane saMtoSI banavA ja nathI detI. Aje mane khyAla Ave che ke zAMti, samAdhi ane saguNoe mArAthI pITha kema pheravI lIdhI che ? 33

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tALuM je lokhaMDanuM baneluM hoya che, cAvI paNa e ja lokhaMDanI banelI hoya che. tALuM moTuM hoya che ane cAvI nAnI hoya che ane camatkAra e sarjAya che ke nAnI evI cAvI moTA evA tALAne kholI nAkhe che. mane Aje khyAla Avyo che ke samasyAnuM tALuM bhale ne game teTaluM moTuM che, jo samAdhAnanI cAvI mArI pAse hAjara che to e tALAne khUlI jatAM koI ja vAra nathI. lAgavAnI. mane atyAra sudhI ema lAgyA karatuM hatuM ke ApaNe sAva sIdhA raste cAlatA hoIe to durjano zA mATe ApaNane herAna karatA haze ? paNa, | mANasa zAkAhArI hoya eTalA mAtrathI siMha enA para humalo na kare evuM to na ja bane ne ? jyArathI mane A khyAla AvI gayo che tyArathI mArA mananuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM che. 34

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sUrya madhyA hovA chatAM mane prakAzanI anubhUti nathI thaI zakatI, jo mArA gharanA daravAjA huM baMdha ja rAkhuM chuM athavA to jo huM AMkho baMdha rAkhuM chuM athavA to jo huM aMdha chuM. prabhuvacano upalabdha hovA chatAM mArAmAM koI ja samyak parivartana anubhavavA nathI maLatuM kAraNa ke mananA daravAjA meM baMdha rAkhyA che. parivartanane svIkArI zakatI deSTi meM baMdha rAkhI che ane vivekacakSu mArI khUlI ja nathI. zuM kare prabhuvacano ? attaranI bATalI khullI hoya ane gaTaranuM DhAMkaNuM baMdha hoya e nagaravyavasthA zreSTha che paNa evI vyavasthA saMbhavita na hoya ane gaTaranuM DhAMkaNuM ane attaranI bATalInuM DhAMkaNuM baMne baMdha hoya evI vyavasthA maLatI hoya to e vyavasthA svIkArI levA jevI che. huM guNAnuvAda nathI karI zakato. niMdA karavAnuM meM baMdha karyuM che !

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zarIra rogagrasta banI gayA pachI bIjo koI lAbha thAya che ke nathI paNa thato paraMtu eka lAbha to cokkasa thAya che ke jIvanamAMthI pApo ghaTavA lAge che. paraMtu mana doSagrasta banI gayA pachI bIjuM koI nukasAna thAya che ke nathI paNa thatuM paraMtu eka nukasAna to cokkasa thAya che ke jIvanamAM pApo vadhavA lAge che. manane ja pUchI levA jevuM che pApo ghaTADI detA rogo maMjUra che ke pApo vadhArI detA doSo maMjUra che ? == ' . == pAgalapana kaho to pAgalapana, nazo kaho to nazo ane abhimAna kaho to abhimAna, mane ema hatuM ke huM samayane badalI nAkhIza. paraMtu ATalAM varasonA dhamapachADA pachI mane spaSTa khyAla AvI gayo che ke mAre badalAvAno samaya AvI gayo che ! AnuM nAma DahApaNa !

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nokarane to eka ja zeTha hoya che, satIne to eka ja pati hoya che, putrane to eka ja pitA hoya che, ziSyane to eka ja guru hoya che ane gulAmane to eka ja mAlika hoya che; paraMtu vyasanI to hajArono gulAma hoya che. e vyasanano gulAma, vyasananA pAtrano gulAma, vyasananA sthAnano gulAma, vyasananI sAmagrIno gulAma ane vyasanane puSTa karatI paristhitino paNa gulAma ! ane Ama chatAM vyasanI potAnI jAtane mAnI beTho hoya che samrATa ! karuNatA ja che ne? meM vastune hRdaya ApyuM, vastu tUTI ane mAruM ja hRdaya tUTI gayuM. " meM vyaktine hRdaya ApyuM. vyakti taraphathI - apekSA tUTI ane mAruM hRdaya tUTI gayuM. meM paristhitine hadaya ApyuM. paristhiti badalAI ! 'ane mAruM hRdaya tUTI gayuM. Akhare, meM prabhune hRdaya ApyuM. prabhue mAruM hRdaya ja badalAvI nAkhyuM. = ,-E S EEya. 38.

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sUrajanA darzana mATe dIvo saLagAvavAnI bAlizatA na ja dAkhavAya e to koNa nathI samajatuM e prazna che. puSpanI suvAsa anubhavavA AMkhone kAme na lagADAya eno khyAla to kone nathI e prazna che; paraMtu badhAya tarkonA je AdhAra che e paramAtmAne samajavA tarkano sahAro na ja levAya enI samaja to kone che e prazna che. prabhune samajavA che ? hRdayacakSune kAme lagADI do! * mAtra meM eka kalAka mATe eka prayoga karyo. 'huM, mane ane mAruM A traNa zabdone to huM mArI vAtacItamAM | sthAna nahIM ja ApuM. paNa kabUla karI devA do mane ke mAro A prayoga paMdara miniTa sudhI paNa na cAlI zakyo. mAre mauna dhAraNa karI levuM paDyuM. juo, A vAta jaNAvatAM - paNa mAre e zabdono prayoga e karavo ja paDyo ne ?

Page #39
39 jhaverAtanI dukAnamAM gharAkane jhaverAta jarUra maLe paraMtu jhaverAtanI AkhI ne AkhI dukAna to na ja maLe ! bagIcAmAM janAra mANasane puSpanI suvAsa anubhavavA jarUra maLe, are, kadAca puSpa paNa maLI jAya paraMtu Akho ne Akho bagIco to na ja maLe ! prabhu pAchaLa ApaNane pAgala banatA jo AvaDe to prabhu AkhAne AkhA maLI jAya tema che. ApaNe zuM karazuM ? prabhu pAse mAMgazuM ke AkhA ne AkhA prabhune ja mAgI lezuM ? jIvananAM vItI gayela varaso para najara karuM chuM ane mane be ja cIja dekhAya che. mArA pratye jemane kaMIka paNa sArI AzA hatI e tamAmane meM nirAza ja karyA che. ane saravALe mAre nirAza ja thavuM paDe emanA pratye ja huM AzA rAkhIne beTho chuM ! mArA jIvananI karuNatAnA mULamAM A vAstavikatAno phALo ocho nathI. 39

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40 pAchaLa paDI gayela kUtarAthI chuTakAro meLavavA, sAme AvI rahela vAgha para pasaMdagI utArI devAmAM motanA mukhamAM homAI javAnI bAbatamAM jo koI ja zaMkA rahetI nathI to duHkhanA trAsathI bacavA ApaNe jyAre doSonA zaraNe cAlyA jaIe chIe tyAre durgatinA dastAveja para ApaNI sahI thaI rahI hovAnI bAbatamAM paNa leza zaMkA rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. duHkho sahana karI levAya paNa durgatine zuM svIkArI levAya ? jyAre jyAre paNa mAre kaMIka lakhavAnuM Ave che tyAre eka bAbatanuM huM khAsa dhyAna rAkhuM chuM ke vAkya lAMbuM thaI jatuM lAge ke turta ja huM pUrNavirAma cihna mUkI dauM chuM. vAkya pUruM thaI jAya che. paNa jenA pratye mArA aMtaramAM vairabhAva che e vairabhAva laMbAto na rahe e mATe huM tyAM kSamAnuM pUrNavirAma mUkI devA haragija taiyAra thato nathI. karuNatA ja che ne ? 40

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ApaNane jo ema lAgyA karatuM hoya ke "mArI icchA pUrI thatI nathI mATe huM duHkhI chuM' to ApaNe saheja bhUtakALa tarapha najara nAkhI devA jevI che. jeTalI jeTalI ApaNI icchAo pUrI thaI gaI che e tamAme ApaNane sukhanI ja anubhUti karAvI che evuM kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe chIe kharA ? bAkI sAcu kahuM? Aje ApaNe gAMDAnI haoNMspiTalamAM eTalA mATe nathI ke ApaNI badhI ja icchAo pUrI thaI nathI. pUrI thatI nathI. huM ema mAnI beTho hato ke jIvanamAM pravRtti na hovI e zrApa che. basa, A mAnyatAnA AdhAre meM jIvanamAM pravRttio besumAra vadhArI to dIdhI paNa ATalAM varasonA pravRttisabhara jIvananA anubhava parathI huM A tAraNa para Avyo chuM ke jIvanamAM pravRtti na hovI e bhale zrApa haze paNa phurasada na hovI e to abhizApa che.

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bIjanI salAmatI jeTalI koThAramAM che enA karatAM anekagaNI to khetaramAM che enI ApaNane barAbara samajaNa che. budanI salAmatI jeTalI glAsamAM che enA karatAM anekagaNI to sAgaramAM che enI paNa ApaNane barAbara samajaNa che; paraMtu saMpattinI salAmatI beMkamAM, jamInamAM ke gaeNrabajAramAM jeTalI che enA karatAM anekagaNI to satkAryomAM che enI samajaNa keTalAne che e prazna che. ApaNI vadhu rakama kyAM ? beMkamAM ke satkAryomAM ? * eka na gamatI vAstavikatA e ". nihALavA maLI rahI che ke moTA gharomAM nAnAM kuTuMbo vasI rahyA che. ochI buddhivALA moTI moTI DigrIonA dhAraka banI rahyA che. ghaNI davAo AroganArAnAM svAthya nabaLAM paDI rahyA che ane saMpattikSetre zrImaMta dekhAI rahelAo saMbaMdhakSetre devALuM phUMkI rahyA che. AMkha sAme A badhuM dekhAtuM hovA chatAM mANasA emAMthI koI bodhapATha levA taiyAra nathI. karuNatA ja che ne ?

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ApaNe khoTuM karyuM ja che e jANavA chatAM sAmI vyakti ApaNane sajA na kare ane ApaNe sAruM karyuM ja che e jANavA chatAM sAmI vyakti ApaNane dhanyavAda na Ape, A be sthitimAMthI ApaNe jo koI eka sthiti para pasaMdagI utAravAnI hoya to bIjA naMbaranI sthiti para pasaMdagI utAravA jevI che. gulAbadbu khAtA ApaNane koI vakhANe nahIM enA karatAM jhera khAtA ApaNane koI Toke nahIM e sthiti sAce ja bhayaMkara che. T jyAre mArA para koInI ja najara nathI hotI, huM ekalo ja houM chuM tyAre sAcuM ja eTale ke huM evuM mAnuM chuM tevuM ja karI leto huM, | mArA para anekanI najara paDavA lAge che tyAre sAcuM' choDIne 'sAruM ja karavA lAguM chuM. mane ema lAge che ke mArA jIvanavikAsamAM A daMbha ja pratibaMdhaka banI rahyo che ! prabhu, mArA jIvanane ane manane daMbhamukta huM kyAre banAvI zakIza ? :: : -1 , na

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hasatAM hasatAM raDI paDatA hoya evA mANaso saMsAramAM jovA maLe che; paraMtu raDatAM raDatAM hasI paDatA hoya evA mANaso saMsAramAM jovA lagabhaga maLatA nathI. bahirjagatanI vAstavikatA bhale A che; paraMtu Abhyantara jagatanI vAstavikatA AkhI alaga che. ahIM krodha karuNAno hisso jarUra banI zake che; paraMtu karuNA. krodhano hisso kyAreya nathI banI zakatI. karmakedInI mukti saMbhavita che, muktanI karmakada? saMbhavita nathI. A svabhAvanI tochaDAIe mane e hade apiya : banAvI dIdho hato ke mArAmAM kaMIka sAruM hoI zake che e mAnavA ya koI taiyAra nahotuM. Aje huM e hade priya banI cUkyo chuM ke kharAbI mArAmAM paNa hoI zake che e mAnavA koI taiyAra nathI. bhAre dvighAmAM chuM huM. karuM zuM ? | prabhu, mArI sArapa pratye bhale koInI ya najara | na jAya, mArI kharAbI to kokane dekhAvI ja joIe.

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pANI jo nIce ja UtaravA mAge che to A dharatI para DhALonI koI kamI nathI. ApaNe jo patita ja thavA mAgIe chIe to A jagatamAM patananAM nimittonI koI ja kamI nathI.. paNa mana konuM nAma? e patita thavA mAge che jarUra paNa potAnA patananI javAbadArI e pote nathI levA mAgatuM paNa nimitto para DhoLI devA mAge che. yAda rAkhajo, bahAnuM e A jagatamAM salAmata jUTha che. e tamane kyAreya jUThathI mukta thavA nahIM de. . - pazcima tarapha ja khUlatI mArA makAnanI , bArIne meM baMdha karAvI dIdhI ane pUrva tarapha khUlatI karI dIdhI. camatkAra anubhavAyo. sUryAstanAM ja darzana thatA hatA e baMdha thaI gayA ane sUryodayanAM darzana zarU thayA. nakArAtmaka abhigamathI gherAyela manane mukta karIne hakArAtmaka abhigamavALuM banAvI n = dIdhuM. udAsInuM sthAna prasannatAe laI lIdhuM! In

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4 bhUla karanArAone jeoe sajA karI che emanAM nAma itihAsanAM pAne lakhAyelA nathI paraMtu aparAdho AcaranArAone jeoe kSamA karI dIdhI che ke prema Apyo che evAnAM nAmo ja itihAsanAM pAne aMkAyelA che. A hakIkata eTaluM ja kahe che ke jo A jagata tamane cAhe evuM tame iccho cho to jagatane tame sajA nahIM, prema ApatA jAo. udvigna nahIM, prasanna banAvatA jAo. vyaMgya nahIM, smita ApatA jAo. tame TaeNksImAM beso ke rathamAM beso, tamane maMjile pahoMcADanAra kAM to DrAivara hoya che ane kAM to sArathi hoya che paNa AmAM pharka eTalo hoya che ke DrAivara tamArI sUcanA mujaba TaeNksI calAve che jyAre sArathi potAnI icchA mujaba ratha calAve che. prabhu, Apane huM DrAivara na banAvatA sArathi banAvI dauM evI sadguddhi mane arpIne ja raho.

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zarIranI eka gajabanAka khAnadAnI tame joI che? e viSTAne, maLa-mUtrane, pasInAne, seDAne, rasIne arthAtu eka paNa prakAranA kacarAne saMgharatuM nathI. samaya thAya che ane bahAra pheMkI ja de che. paNa AnI sAme mana kevI badamAsI karatuM rahe che e khyAlamAM che ? e tamAma prakAranA kacarAne - krodhane ane lobhane, vAsanAne ane mAyAne, abhimAnane ane vairane - saMgharatuM ja rahe che. jIvana samApta thaI jAya che paNa e kacarAne choDI devA e taiyAra thatuM ja nathI ! zabdakoza [DiksanarI]mAM je zabdone sthAna nathI apAyuM e zabdone mAre mArI jIbha para sthAna nathI ja ApavuM" Avo meM nirdhAra to karyo paNa mane kahevA do ke prabhunI stutio bolavAmAM saphaLa banato huM gALo na ja bolavAnI bAbatamAM niSphaLa ja rahyo chuM. Aje khyAla Ave che ke samyaknA sevana karatAM ya galatano tyAga keTalo kaThina che ?

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prema-prasannatA-pavitratA-AtmIyatA - saMvedanazIlatA, A tamAma paribaLo evA che ke jenI tame jIvanamAMthI bAdabAkI karI nAkho eTale tamArA jIvananI hAlata mIThA vinAnI rasoI jevI ane sAkara vinAnI mIThAI jevI banI jAya. eTaluM ja kahevAnuM mana thAya che ke je cIjone kharIdavAnI paisAmAM tAkAta ja nathI evI cIjo vinA rahI javuM paDe evI karuNatAnA zikAra jIvanamAM kyAreya nA banazo. beMkamAM huM paisA bharuM chuM ane rakamane copaDAmAM huM 'jamAM' khAte lakhuM chuM. satkAryomAM huM je paNa rakama kharuM chuM, e rakamane huM copaDAmAM 'kharca" khAte lakhuM chuM. - A hakIkatathI ja khyAla AvI jAya che ke mane satkAryo pratye kevI ane keTalI zraddhA che? AvI nabaLI zraddhA mAruM ThekANuM zuM paDavA deze ?

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pAMjarAmAM popaTane purAvuM paDe che, kAgaDAne nahIM. vADa khetaranI AsapAsa hoya che, ukaraDA AsapAsa nahIM. tijorImAM hIrAne keda thavuM paDe che, kAcanA TukaDAne nahIM. niyaMtraNo satI para hoya che, vezyA para nahIM. kAgaDAthI mIThAIne bacAvavAnI hoya che, viSTAne nahIM. A vAstavikatA eTaluM ja kahe che ke tame jo uttamane pAmavA mAgo cho ane uttama banavA mAgo cho to tamAre niyaMtraNo pratye AdarabhAva ane svIkArabhAva Ubho karI devo ja paDaze.. cIkunA jhADa nIce UbhA rahIne meM kerInI apekSA rAkhI. e apekSA saphaLa na thaI. mane khyAla AvI gayo ke kAM to mAre jhADa badalI nAkhavuM joIe ane kAM to mAre mArI apekSA badalI nAkhavI joIe. e sivAya mArI svasthatA TakavI azakya ja che. prasanA rahevAnA A rahasyane huM haMmezAM akabaMdha rAkhI zakIza kharo ?

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50 ma padArthonuM zikhara evuM che ke e zikhara para pahoMcI javAmAM eka vAra tamane saphaLatA maLI paNa jAya paNa tame ema kaho ke 'e zikhara para TakI rahevAmAM paNa huM saphaLa banIne ja rahIza' to emAM tame mAra khAIne ja raho. jyAre sadguNonuM zikhara evuM che ke e zikhara para pahoMcI javAmAM pracaMDa puruSArthe tame saphaLa paNa banI zako ane jAgrata raho to e zikhara para TakI rahevAmAM paNa tame saphaLa rahI zako. kayA zikhara para pahoMcavuM che ? mane saMpatti surakSita sthaLe rAkhatA AvaDe che. caMpala ThekANe rAkhatA AvaDe che. kapaDAM kayA ThekANe rAkhavA joIe enI mane samaja che. are, makAna kayA ThekANe levuM joIe enI ca mArI pAse akkala che paNa khATale moTI khoDa e che ke manane ThekANe kema rAkhavuM enI ja mane khabara nathI. prabhu, tuM ene ThekANe lAvI de. 50

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je parivAra sAthe ApaNe rahIe chIe e parivArane ya ApaNe jo tarkathI pAmI zakatA nathI, tarkanA mAdhyame jo ApaNe ene ApaNo banAvI zakatA nathI, tarkanA raste enA hRdayamAM ApaNe jo ApaNuM sthAna jamAvI zakatA nathI to paramAtmAne ApaNe tarkathI pAmI zakIe, emane ApaNAM banAvI zakIe ke ApaNA hRdaya siMhAsana para emane birAjamAna karI zakIe e zakyatA paNa kyAM che ? varaso pahelAM mArA magajamAM eka bhUta bharAI gayuM hatuM ke "mAre eka ja varasamAM eka hajAra mitro karI devA che' niSphaLatA maLI. Aje mAruM mana e vicAra para sthira thaI gayuM che ke "eka hajAra varasa sudhI mitratA TakAvI rahevAnI bAMhedharI maLI jAya evo eka mitra to mAre meLavIne ja rahevuM che ?' mane emAM saphaLatA maLI gaI che.

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rAma-rAvaNa vaccenI laDAI kAmacalAu hoya che, kaurava-pAMDava vaccenI laDAI paNa kAmacalAu hoya che; paraMtu mana ane aMtaHkaraNa vaccenI laDAIno to koI aMta ja nathI. mana kahe che, te jagatane vaza karI le, rAjA che. aMtaHkaraNa ema kahe che, te manane vaza karI le, rAjA che. muzkelI e anubhavAya che ke sAco avAja aMtaHkaraNano lAge che jyAre sAro avAja manano lAge che. karavuM zuM? * pANI jyAM sudhI asthira hoya che tyAM sudhI emAM paDI rahela pratibiMbane spaSTa joI zakAtuM nathI. spaSTa pratibiMba tyAre ja dekhAya, che ke jyAre pANI sthira hoya che. varasonA anubhava pachI Aje mane spaSTa khyAla AvI gayo che ke huM jene satya mAnato hato e satya nahotuM, mAtra mArI mAnyatA ja hatI !

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53 9-9=0thAya che. 919 = 1 thAya che. 9 + 9 = 18 thAya che. 9 X 9 = 81 thAya che; paraMtu be navaDA vacce bAdabAkI, bhAgAkAra, saravALo ke guNAkAranI je nizAnIo mUkavAnI vRtti che e vRtti para niyaMtraNa mUkI daIne be navaDAne sIdhA ja bAjumAM mUkI devAmAM Ave che tyAre to 99 thaI jAya che. manane A pUchI juo. jIvo sAthenA saMbaMdho ene kevA phAve che ? bAdabAkI vagerenI nizAnIovALA ke sarvathA nizAnI vinAnA ? meM mArI khudanI prazaMsA karatA rahevAnuM baMdha karyuM che kAraNa ke huM pote mArI pITha thAbaDI zakuM evI kudarate mane anukULatA nathI karI ApI. meM mane dhikkAratA rahevAnuM paNa baMdha karI dIdhuM che kAraNa ke huM pote mane lAta mArI zakuM evI tAkAta paNa kudarate mane nathI ja ApI ne ? huM khUba AnaMdamAM chuM.

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mahAbhAratanA yuddhamAM pAMDavone maLela vijaya kone AbhArI hato ? kRSNane ? nA. yuddha daramyAna emaNe to eka paNa zastra hAthamAM uThAvyuM nathI. to pachI kone? arjunane ? nA. enI pAse to yuddhabhUhanI koI samaja ja nahotI. kaho, jANakArI kRSNanI ane sakriyatA arjunanI. A be paribaLoe pAMDavone vijaya apAvyo che. karmasattA sAmenA saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLavavo che ? jJAnarUpI kRSNa ane kriyArUpI arjunane medAnamAM utArI do. parAjayanI koI ja saMbhAvanA nathI. dukAnanA udghATananA samaye vepArI e - vicArato nathI ke bhaviSyamAM dukAna nahIM cAle - ane devALuM nIkaLI jaze to mAruM thaze zuM ?' lagna samaye pati A vicArato nathI ke TUMkA A gALAmAM ja patnI marI jaze to mAruM thaze zuM ? pApa tyAganI ke dharmasevananI pratijJAnA samaye " meM paNa A vicAravAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM che ke pratijJA , tUTI jaze to thaze zuM ? , , , , , ,

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manane ApaNe sadAbahAra jo prasanna rAkhavA mAgIe chIe to be kAma ApaNe khAsa karavA jevA che. sArI vyakti ApaNI najaramAM jyAre paNa AvI jAya, ApaNe A vicAravuM ke e dekhAya che enA karatAM vadhu sArI che ane kharAba vyakti ApaNI najaramAM jyAre paNa AvI jAya, ApaNe A vicAravuM ke e dekhAya che enA karatAM ghaNI ochI kharAba che. jIvo pratyenA premamAM bharatI Avaze ane dveSamAM oTa Avaze. gAMDAnI haspiTalamAM dAkhala thayela dardI zarUAtamAM kadAca gAMDo hoya che paraMtu vyavasthita upacAro karAvIne jyAre e bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre DAhyo thaI gayo hoya che. bALamaMdiramAM dAkhala thato bAbo zarUAtamAM to DAhyo ja hoya che paraMtu bhaNI-gaNIne e jyAre kaoNlejamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre...???

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yuddhanA medAnamAM zatrune parAjita karavo che? zastro ochAM hoya to cAlI jAya. zastro kadAca nabaLAM hoya to ya cAlI jAya paraMtu hRdayamAM zatru pratye jAlima dveSabhAva na hoya e to na ja cAle. karmazatruono saphAyo karI daIne AtmAne muktipade birAjamAna karI devo che? sAdhanAo ochI haze, cAlI jaze. sAdhanAo nabaLI haze, eka vAra e paNa cAlI jaze; paraMtu sAdhanAo pratye hRdayamAM jabaradasta bahumAnabhAva nahIM hoya to e to nahIM ja cAle ! jamAno jyAre pAchaLa hato, vijJAna jyAre vikasita thayuM nahotuM tyAre mArA gharanA daravAjA para 'bhale padhAryA AvA lakhANavALuM borDa rahetuM hatuM. Aje jamAnAmAM ane vijJAne khUba vikAsa karyo che, huM paNa bhaNI-gaNIne cAlAka thaI gayo chuM. 'rajA sivAya aMdara AvavuM nahIM AvA lakhANavALuM borDa mArA gharanA daravAjA para AvI gayuM che.

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guNonI koI eka jabaradasta khAsiyata hoya to te A che ke guNo e khAnadAna mahemAna jevA che, vagara AmaMtraNe e ApaNA jIvanagharamAM padhAravA taiyAra thatA ja nathI jyAre doSonI khataranAkatA koI hoya to te A che ke doSo e khUMkhAra guMDAo jevA che. vagara AmaMtraNe AkramaNa karatA rahIne e ApaNA jIvanagharamAM ghUsatA ja rahe che. TUMkamAM, lAvyA vinA guNo AvatA nathI ane kAyA vinA doSo jatA nathI. ema to mIThAI vecanAro paNa paisA kamAya che ane guTakhA vecanAro paNa paisA kamAya che paraMtu e baMne vacce pharka eTalo che ke eka lokonuM moTuM mIThuM kare che jyAre bIjo lokone motanI bheTa dharI de che. meM nakkI karyuM che ke jIvana huM evuM to nahIM ja jIvuM ke je bIjAne galata AlaMbana ApanAruM banI rahe, bhale pachI e jIvana kadAca prasannatAsabhara hoya ke makatIsabhara hoya ! e 57

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yuddhanA medAnamAM je sainika TakI rahevA mAge che e sainikanAM hADakAM jo majabUta nathI, tUTelAM che ane kAM to nabaLAM che to yuddhanA medAnamAM lAMbA samaya sudhI enuM TakI rahevuM sarvathA asaMbhavita banI jAya che. medAna cAhe dharmanuM che, saMbaMdhonuM che ke saMvedanazIlatAnuM che, ApaNe jo enA para TakI rahevA mAgIe chIe to eno eka ja vikalpa che, premanAM hADakAM majabUta banAvI devA. jo emAM tirADa paDI gaI to samajI rAkhavuM ke ApaNe gayA kAmathI. nadI vahetI aTakI jAya tyAre gaTara banI jAya. lohI pharatuM aTakI jAya tyAre jIvana samApta thaI jAya. paiso pharato aTakI jAya tyAre bajAra Thapa thaI jAya A. badhI to mane khabara hatI ja; paraMtu A khabara Aje ja paDI ke badalAtI paristhitine anurUpa jyAre mArA vicAro nathI badalAtA tyAre mArI samAdhi khaMDita thaI jAya che.

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jenI pAse paisA nathI e daridra to jenI pAse udAratA nathI e ? jenA zarIramAM rogo che e bImAra to jenA manamAM doSo che e ? jenI samAjamAM koI khyAti nathI e pachAta to jenA jIvanamAM zuddhi nathI e ? jenI pAse dRSTi nathI e aMdha to jenI AMkho vikArI che e ? jenI pAse samaja ochI che e maMdabuddhi to jenI samaja vikRta che e? je niyaMtraNono AgrahI che e rUDhivAdI to je niyaMtraNone phagAvI ja beTho che e ? kazuM ja samajAtuM nathI. - i l : 5 ' 1 galuDiyAne ramADavAnI vAta Ave tyAre koI hicakicATa na anubhavAya e to samajAya che paNa nAnakaDuM paNa sApoliyuM dekhAya ane zarIramAM bhayanI eka jAtanI kaMpArI na chUTI jAya e saMbhavita ja nathI. - pApa bhale ne nAnakaDuM ja che. prabhu, mane emAM sApoliyAnAM darzana thatAM rahe evI dRSTi tuM ApI ja de. huM pApothI sahajarUpe ja dUra thaI jaIza.

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90 tame amerikA pharavA jaI zako paNa tamane amerikAmAM rahI javAnuM paNa sadbhAgya [?] maLI jAya e saMbhivata nathI. tamane koka pikcaramAM 'vilana' banavAnI taka maLI zake paNa jarUrI nathI ke tamane 'hIro' banavAnI taka paNa maLI ja rahe ! paraMtu smazAna eka evI jagA che ke jyAM tamane javA maLe ke na paNa maLe paNa rahevA to maLe ja ane smazAnayAtrA eka evI yAtrA che ke jemAM tame Aje bhale 'vilana' banatA ho, AvatI kAle 'hIro' banavAnuM sadbhAgya [?] tamane maLe ja maLe ! kevI badamAsI karI rahyuM che mAruM mana ? e luccA sAme luccAI karavA taiyAra che. krodhI sAme krodha karavA taiyAra che. jUThA sAme jUTha bolavA taiyAra che; paraMtu dAnavIra sAme e dAnavIra banavA taiyAra nathI. kSamAzIla sAme kSamAzIla banavA taiyAra nathI. namra sAme namra banavA taiyAra nathI. 'jevA sAthe tevA thavAnuM' mAtra durjano sAme ja?

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suSTine badalI nAkhavA ane sRSTi sAme laDI levA vijJAne jANe ke kamara kasI che paNa dharma e dizAmAM lagabhaga mauna che ane dharmanuM A mauna ghaNA vijJAna parastone akaLAvI paNa rahyuM che paNa dharmanI vAta ekadama spaSTa che. 'mAruM lakSya sRSTi nathI paNa vRtti che. mane sRSTine badalI nAkhavAmAM eTalo rasa nathI jeTalo rasa vRttinA rUpAMtaraNamAM che. kAraNa ke vRtti ja jo bagaDelI che to sRSTinI suMdaratAno koI artha nathI ane vRtti je suMdara che to bagaDelI sRSTino koI trAsa nathI. | karavA jevuM na karIne to kadAca mArI che jAtane ja meM nukasAna karyuM che; paraMtu na karavA jevuM karatA rahIne to mArI jAta sAthe jagatane paNa meM nukasAna karyuM che. | Aje mane khyAla Ave che ke ALasa karatAM ya pramAda vadhu bhayaMkara kema che ? karavA jevuM na karavuM e ALasa che to na karavA jevuM karavuM e pramAda che ! it

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pustako meM ghaNAM vAMcyA che. nikhAlasa dile kahuM to pustakanA je lakhANamAM praznArthacihno ghaNAM AvyA che e pustakanA vAMcanamAM mane eTalo rasa nathI Avyo jeTalo rasa Azcaryacihnasabhara pustakanA lakhANamAM Avyo che. manane prasannatAthI tarabatara rAkhavuM che ? jIvanamAM praznArthacihno ghaTADatA jAo, Azcaryacihno vadhAratA jAo. kAraNa ? praznArthacihno buddhinI pedAza che jyAre Azcaryacihno hRdayanI ! sAcuM zuM ane khoTuM zuM ? eno nirNaya karatA rahevAmAM magajanuM dahIM karI nAkhyA pachI ya Aje huM prasannatAnI anubhUtithI vaMcita chuM. kAraNa tapAsatAM. mane khyAla AvI gayo che ke mAre pasaMdagI sAcAkhoTA vacce karatA rahevAne badale sArA-kharAba vacce karatA rahevAnI jarUra hatI. kAraNa ke dareka satya sAruM nathI paNa hotuM. dareka jUTha kharAba ja nathI hotuM.

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bagalamAM tharamaoNmiTara pAMca-miniTa sudhI rAkho ke paMdara miniTa sudhI rAkho. tAva jeTalo haze eTalo ja Avaze. sAgaramAM loTAne eka kalAka sudhI DUbADelo rAkho ke be kalAka sudhI DUbADelo rAkho. loTAmAM pANI loTAnA kada jeTaluM ja Avaze. pApakarma ane puNyakarmanA udaya A tharamaoNmiTara jevA ane loTA jevA che. tamArA puraSArthanI alpatA-tIvatA sAthe ene bahu lAMbo saMbaMdha nathI. A satyane svIkArIne ApaNe paristhitimAM svasthatA TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. meM khAlI celAne jamIna para UbhA rAkhavAno prayAsa karyo. e Ubho rahI zakyo nahIM. meM bharelA thelAne jamIna tarapha jhukAvavAno prayAsa karyo. e jhUkI zakyo nahIM. mane khyAla AvI gayo ke mana mAruM jo utsAhahIna haze to huM TakI zakIza nahIM, ahaMkArasabhara haze to huM jhUkI zakIza nahIM. mAre khUba sAvadha rahevAnuM ja che.

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gulAbajAMbu ! hojarI jenI majabUta che e jo khAya che to enuM zarIra vadhu taMdurasta bane che; paraMtu pAcanazakti jenI nabaLI che e khAya che to enuM zarIra vadhu nabaLuM paDe che. prazaMsA e gulAbajAMbu jevI che. sArA mANasanI jo e karavAmAM Ave che to sAro mANasa vadhu sAro thAya che; paraMtu jo kharAba mANasanI e karavAmAM Ave che to kharAba mANasa vadhu kharAba thAya che. tapAsajo aMtarane. prazaMsAthI e vadhu sAruM bane che ke vadhu kharAba ? mANasa hoziyAra che' Avo abhiprAya je paNa mANasa mATe meM Apyo che tyAM mane enAmAM tIvra buddhinAM darzana ja thayA che paNa mANasa majeno che' Avo abhiprAya je paNa vyakti mATe meM Apyo che enAmAM mane saMvedanazIla hRdayanAM darzana ja thayA che. meM hoziyAra mANasa na banatA majenA mANasa banavAnuM nakkI karyuM che.

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eka vAta anubhave samajAI gaI che ke prazaMsA karIne, preraNA karIne ke protsAhana ApIne mANasane sajjanatAnA mArga para kadama mUkato karI zakAya che paraMtu vakhoDatA rahIne, dhamakAvatA rahIne ke tiraskAra karatA rahIne durjanatAnA mArga para kadama mAMDI cUkelA mANasane e mArgethI pAcho vALavAmAM saphaLatA nathI ja maLatI. nirIkSaNa karatA rahevA jevuM che aMtaHkaraNanuM. ApaNo bharoso zenA para che ? prazaMsA para ke tiraskAra para ? | gharamAM lagna prasaMga Ave che ane mANasa saranAmAnI DAyarI kholIne besI jAya che. lagnanI patrikA kone kone mokalavI, e mATe nahIM paNa konAM konAM nAma kensala karI devA e nakkI karavA mATe ! ema lAge che ke maMgaLa prasaMgone paNa apamaMgaLamAM kevI rIte pheravI devA e bAbatamAM mANasano koI joTo ja nathI !

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durjanane sajjana mAnIne enI sAthe saMparka vadhArI devAmAM ekAMte nukasAna ja thAya e jarUrI nathI kAraNa ke paricaya vadhatAM jevo khyAla AvI jAya ke "A mANasa to durjana che' e ja paLe enI sAthenA paricaya para pUrNavirAma mUkI zakAya che. - paNa, sajjanane durjana mAnI laIne enI sAthenA saMbaMdhane jo kApI nAkhavAmAM Ave che to moTAmAM moTuM nukasAna to e thAya che ke ApaNI saMsjana banI javAnI saMbhAvanA para pUrNavirAma mukAI jAya che ! sAvadhAna ! varaso pahelAM pravacanamAM zrotAone meM eka sUcana karyuM hatuM ke lagnanI patrikAmAM tame nIce eTaluM lakho ke jemane lagnamAM AvavAno ullAsa hoya emaNe ja lagnamAM AvavuM.' eka zrotAe mane javAba Apyo ke "je vararAjAnAM lagna hoya che ene ja lagna karavAno ullAsa nathI hoto enuM zuM ?' A javAbe mane niruttara karI dIdho.

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dhobInA hAthamAM kapaDuM jAya eTale zuM thAya ? ene dhokAnA mAra paDe ke UjaLuM thAya? kahevuM ja paDaze ke zarUAtamAM ene dhokAnA mAra paDe ane phaLasvarUpe e UjaLuM banIne ja rahe. dharmanA kSetramAM AtmA praveza kare eTale enuM thAya zuM? enA para kaSTo AvatAM rahe ke e nirmaLa thato jAya? kahevuM ja paDaze ke jema jema e kaSTone prasannatApUrvaka saheto jAya tema tema enI nirmaLatA vadhatI jAya. saMdeza spaSTa che. nirmaLa banavuM che ? kaSTo sahatA jAo. patnI ane mAtA - e baMne vacce eka ja bAbatamAM viruddha abhiprAya maLe to tame konA abhipAyamAM saMmata thAo ?' - pravacanamAM pUchela A praznano javAba ApatA eka zrotAe vyaMgyamAM eTaluM ja kahyuM ke - "bAbAnI mAtAno je abhiprAya hoya e abhipAyamAM ame saMmata thaI jaIe.' mananI cAlabAjIne samajatAM navanAM pANI . utarI jAya tema che.

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gharamAM cora corI karavA AvI to jAya paNa e gharamAM paDela kacaro ke gharamAM paDela vAsaNono bhaMgAra, phATelAM kapaDAM ke kAgaLanI pastI to na ja corI jAya ne? e to coravA jevI vastuo ja corI jAya. prabhu ApaNA khudanuM mana corI javA taiyAra che. anekavAra ApaNAM mana sudhI teo pahoMcI paNa cUkyA che paNa ApaNe ApaNAM manane evuM gaMduM karI rAkhyuM che ke prabhu ene coryA vinA ja pAchA pharI gayA che. ApaNe ApaNAM manane corI karavA lAyaka banAvI dezuM ? | heara-kaTiMga salUnamAM janAranA mastaka para hajAma pahelAM to masta mAliza ja kare che paNa pachI ? kAM to enA vALa kApI nAkhe che ane kAM to enA vALa ochA karI nAkhe che. | Akho ya zaeNrabajAra heara-kaTiMga salUna jevo ja che. emAM dAkhala thaI gayA pachI tame ema kaho ke "meM paisA gumAvyA !' e to cAle ja zI rIte ?

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abhimAnIne tame sAMbhaLo. prathama puruSa ekavacanano prayoga ja enA zabdomAM tamane sAMbhaLavA maLaze. 'meM Ama karyuM ane huM Avo chuM vagere...' sAdhakane tame sAMbhaLo. dvitIya puruSa ekavacananA prayogathI enA zabdo sabhara haze. 'prabhu, tArI parama kRpA..tuM ja mAro tAraNahAra vagere...' niMdakane tame sAMbhaLo. tRtIya puruSa ekavacanano prayoga ja enI vAtomAM bhArobhAra haze. 'e lucco che ane e harAmakhora che vagere...' AmAM ApaNe kyAM ? 1. kavara para karela saranAmuM ekadama barAbara hovA che chatAM kAgaLa e saranAme pahoMcyo nahIM kAraNa ke kavara para lagADela TikiTa vacce UkhaDI gaI hatI. 1 = = sAdhanA karavA chatAM maMjile pahoMcavAmAM mane saphaLatA | "kema nathI maLI ? enuM kAraNa tapAsyuM tyAre mane khyAla AvI gayo ke sAdhanAnA kavara para lagADAtI zraddhAnI I TikiTa vacce ja UkhaDI gaI hatI ! = :... = "

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kAMI paNa na karavA chatAM uMmara jema vadhatI ja jAya che tema kAMI paNa na karavA chatAM koNa jANe kema manamAM vicAro AvatA ja jAya che. nimitto hoya che to ja vicAro Ave che evuM nathI. vagara nimitte ya vicAro AvatA ja rahe che. anubhava ema kahe che ke vicAro karavA e jarAya kaThina nathI, kaThina to che vicAro badalavA, vicAronuM parimArjana karavuM. vicArone samyaka dizA ApavI. vicArone nirmaLa banAvavA. ApaNe e dizAmAM prayatnazIla banazuM kharA? prabhu mArA svapnamAM padhAryA ane mane prabhune eka prazna pUchavAnuM mana || thaI gayuM. 'amArI mAnavajagatanI krUratA, kRtajJatA ane I kRpaNatA nihALyA pachI ya Apane kyAreya hasavuM Ave che | kharuM ?' 'mANasa AvatI kAlanuM jyAre Ayojana kare che I tyAre mArA caherA para acUka muskAna AvI jAya che! prabhuno A javAba sAMbhaLIne mArI AMkho khUlI gaI !

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cAhe ApaNe thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAI jaIe ke cAhe dIvAla sAthe athaDAI jaIe, cAhe ApaNe sophAseTa sAthe athaDAI jaIe ke cAhe ApaNe rastA para paDela paththara sAthe athaDAI jaIe, saravALe nukasAna ApaNane ja che. A ja abhigama ApaNe jIvonI bAbatamAM keLavI na zakIe ? cAhe ApaNe sajjana sAthe vivAdamAM UtarIe ke cAhe durjana sAthe, cAhe ApaNe svajano sAthe saMgharSa karI besIe ke cAhe mitro sAthe, saravALe gumAvavAnuM ApaNe ja che ! 'mArA maryA pachI pAchaLavALAnuM zuM thaze?' A ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM AkhI jiMdagI sudhI paisA pAchaLa doDI rahelA mANasane mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke 'dosta ! maryA pachI pAchaLavALAnuM zuM thaze, enI ciMtA karatA rahevAne badale maryA pachI AgaLa tAruM zuM thaze, enI ciMtA karato jA. tAruM jIvana ane maraNa baMne sudharI jaze.'

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kadAca varaso pachI A yuga evo Avyo che ke je yugamAM satya tAkAtavAna nathI manAtuM. sarvI tAkAtavAna nathI manAtuM. samaja tAkAtavAna nathI manAtI. saMskAro tAkAtavAna nathI manAtA. zikSaNa tAkAtavAna nathI manAtuM. tAkAtavAna manAya che mAtra ane mAtra saMkhyA ! ane saMkhyAnuM kSetra choDa para UgatA gulAbanA puSpa jevuM che. eka puSpa ane pacAsa kAMTA ! eka sajjana ane so durjano ! eka DAhyo ane so gAMDAo! karI zuM zakazo A yugamAM ? . . ! 'nAnI uMmare dharma na karavo joIe' Avo bakavAsa karanArAone eTaluM ja pUchavAnuM mana thAya che ke 'kama se kama moTI uMmare to pApo na ja karavA joIe, moTI uMmare to pApo choDI devA ja joIe' e bAbatamAM tame saMmata kharA ? buDhApAmAM ya haoNTalomAM janArA, bAlyavayamAM tapa na karAya evA lavArAo kema karatA haze ? samajAtuM nathI.

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63 buddhi tame game teTalI vikasita karo. enI sImA che. kyAMka to tamAre aTakavuM ja paDaze ane lAgaNIne tame vistarita karo. enI koI sImA ja nathI. e svathI svajana sudhI, svajanathI sajjana sudhI, sajjanathI durjana sudhI ane durjanathI sarvajana sudhI paNa vikasita thavA taiyAra che. paNa, du:khada Azcarya e che ke sImita buddhine vikasita karavAmAM ApaNane jeTalo rasa che enA lAkhamA bhAgano rasa paNa asIma lAgaNIne vikasita karavAmAM ApaNane nathI ! 'hamaNAM hamaNAM pravacanamAM tame dekhAtA nathI. vAta zuM che ?' bajAramAM tejI jabaradasta che. jamavAno samaya nathI' javAba maLe che. 'hamaNAM hamaNAM pUjA karavAnuM tame choDI dIdhuM lAge che. vAta zuM che ?' 'bajAramAM maMdI bhAre che. gharethI vahelo nIkaLI jAuM chuM. rAtanA khUba moDo AvuM chuM' javAba maLe che. dharma karavAno kyAre ? 73

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sAmI vyaktimAM rahelA saMkhyAbaMdha paNa doSo mArA AtmA mATe eTalA nukasAnakAraka nathI banatA jeTalI nukasAnakAraka mArA anyanA doSo jotA rahevAnI daSTi banI rahI che. e ja rIte sAmI vyaktimAM rahela saMkhyAbaMdha paNa guNo mArA AtmA mATe eTalA lAbhadAyaka nathI banI rahyA jeTalI lAbhadAyaka anyamAM rahela guNo jotA rahevAnI mArI daSTi banI rahI che. meM sAdhanA zarU karI che doSanAzanI nahIM, doSadaiSTinA nAzanI. guNavikAsanI nahIM, guNadaiSTinA vikAsanI ! mAtA bALakane jyAre paNa upADe che tyAre bALaka enA DAbA hAtha para ja hoya che kAraNa ke zarIramAM hRdaya DAbI bAju ja hoya che ne ? paNa e ja bALakane pitA jyAre upADe che tyAre bALaka enA jamaNA hAtha para ja hoya che kAraNa ke DAbI bAju to. khamIsanuM khIruM hoya che ke jemAM rUpiyA bharyA hoya che ! strIcittane lAgaNImAM rasa che. puraSacittane padArthamAM ! ApaNe AmAM kyAM ?

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bhaNavAnI vayamAM bALakane maLatuM krikeTa ramavAnuM sukha jo sAruM nathI to zarIramAM roga pedA thaI gayA bAda pIvI paDatI kaDavI davAnuM duHkha kharAba paNa nathI. kUtarAne khAvA maLatA viSamizrita modakanuM sukha jo sAruM nathI to pAMjarApoLamAM baLadane khIle baMdhAI rahevAnuM paDatuM duHkha kharAba nathI. A vAstavikatAe eka samajaNa mane barAbara ApI dIdhI che ke sukho badhAya vakhANavAlAyaka hotA nathI to duHkho badhA vakhoDavAlAyaka paNa hotA nathI. kUtarAne paisAthI kharIdI levAmAM saphaLa banI gayelA yuvakanA caherA para meM nirAzA joI. kAraNa pUchyuM. eNe eTaluM ja jaNAvyuM ke huM ema mAnato hato ke je kUtaro paisAthI kharIdAI gayo che e kUtaro paisAthI pUMchaDI paNa paTapaTAvaze paNa mane emAM niSphaLatA ja maLI. meM ene prema Apyo e pachI ja eNe pUMchaDI paTapaTAvI.'

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kAdava uchALavAmAM maLatI saphaLatA jo trAsadAyaka che to attara chAMTavAmAM maLatI niSphaLatA paNa AnaMdadAyaka che A vAta to ApaNA magajamAM bese che paNa pApo karatAM rahevAmAM maLI jatI saphaLatA paNa pAparUpa che ane dharma karatA rahevAmAM maLI jatI niSphaLatA paNa dhamarUpa che A vAta ApaNA magajamAM besADI devAnI jarUra che. pApano utsAha ApaNo tUTIne ja raheze. dharmano utsAha vadhato ja raheze. jamIna para kheDUta khAtara ja nAkhe che, tejAba nahIM. mammI dUdhamAM meLavaNa ja nAkhe che, lIMbu nahIM. mANasa AMkhamAM suramo ja nAkhe che, dhULa nahIM. zrImaMta tijorImAM paisA ja mUke che, patharA nahIM paNa koNa jANe kema, mArA manamAM huM evuM badhuM ja nAkhato rahuM chuM ke je mArA manane ukaraDo banAvIne ja rahe ! prabhu, mane sadgaddhi arpo !

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mAruM duHkha bIjAnA duHkhanuM kAraNa na banavuM joIe e vAta to mArA magajamAM barAbara goThavAI gaI che; paraMtu mAruM sukha bIjAnA sukhanuM kAraNa banavuM ja joIe e vAta mArA magajamAM hajI barAbara goThavAI nathI ane eTale ja duHkhane to huM ekalo bhogavI lauM chuM paNa sukhane sahunI vacce vaheMcI zakato nathI. | mane lAge che ke mAro A abhigama ja mane parivArapriya ke lokapriya banatA aTakAvI rahyo che. A galata abhigamane mAre badalavo ja rahyo. sukha mane nathI paNa maLatuM, mane game che to sukha ja; paraMtu dharmanI bAbatamAM mArI sthiti thoDIka viparIta che. huM dharma karuM paNa chuM to ya mane game che to pApa ja ! | duHkha mArA para Ave che to ya duHkha mane gamatuM to nathI ja jyAre pApo huM nathI paNa karato to ya mane game che to pApa ja ! | zuM thaze mAruM ?

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saphaLatAnI koI eka ja cAvI nathI, saMkhyAbaMdha cAvIo che. utsAhanA mAdhyame paNa tame saphaLa banI zako cho to prabaLa puruSArthanA sahAre paNa tame saphaLa banI zako cho. anukULa saMyogo paNa tamArI saphaLatAmAM sahAyaka banI zake che to suMdara sAmagrIo paNa tamane saphaLatA apAvI zake che paNa sabUra ! A badhuM hovA chatAM tame niSphaLa banI zako cho jo badhAyane khuza rAkhavAnI vRttinA tame zikAra banI gayA cho to ! kAraNa ke niSphaLatAnI A eka ja cAvI che. DaoNkTara dardInuM parezana zarU karatA pahelAM dardIne rlorophaoNrma acUka Ape che. oparezana daramyAna dardIne pIDAno khyAla na ja Ave eTalA mATe nahIM paraMtu cAlu oNparezana daramyAna dardI DaoNkTarane jAtajAtanAM sUcano na karavA lAge mATe ! buddhine Ameya mauna rahevAnuM phAve che ja kyAM ? samarpita thavAnuM enA svabhAvamAM che ja kyAM ? 78

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jagatamAM jyAM kyAMya paNa khoTuM ane kharAba cAlatuM hoya e tamAmane aTakAvI devAnI ApaNI javAbadArI paNa nathI ane ApaNAmAM e kSamatA paNa nathI paNa khoTAmAM ane kharAbamAM sahabhAgI na banavAnI ApaNI javAbadArI paNa che ane ApaNAmAM e kSamatA paNa che. saMdeza spaSTa che. gaTaranA sarjanane kadAca na rokI zakIe paNa gaTaranI durgadhane sarvatrA prasarAvatA pavananuM pratinidhitva to na ja dharAvIe ne ? | paisA e paisA ja hoya che. ene 'eka' naMbaranA ke 'be' naMbaranA kahevAno koI artha ja nathI. Ama chatAM AjanA kahevAtA sudhArako jyAre be naMbaranA paisAthI thatAM satkAryone vakhoDatA ja rahe che tyAre emane pUchavAnuM mana thaI jAya che ke "eka naMbaranA paisAthI kokanI hatyA thaI jAya e sAruM ke be naMbaranA paisAthI koInI rakSA thatI rahe e vadhu sAruM ?' | 79

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saMkhyAbaMdha kriyAo evI che ke ApaNI lAkha icchA chatAM ene ApaNe amalI banAvI zakatA nathI ane samasta jIvana daramyAna kadAca ApaNe ene amalI banAvI zakavAnA paNa nathI paNa icchAonuM jagata evuM che ke tyAM ApaNe pUrepUrA svataMtra chIe. koI paNa paribaLa evuM nathI ke je ApaNA icchAsvAtaMtrya para tarApa mArI zakatuM hoya ane chatAM khedanI vAta che ke je kriyA svAtaMtrya ApaNane maLyuM nathI enA baLApAmAM je icchA svAtaMtrya ApaNane maLyuM che eno sadupayoga ApaNe karatA nathI. je bALakanI uMmara mAtra ATha varasanI ja hatI e bALakanA zarIranuM vajana aThThAvana kilo hatuM. mA-bApanI ciMtAno koI pAra nahoto. paraMtu e ja bALaka ATha varasanI vaye aDhAra varasanA yuvaka jeTalI buddhi dharAvatuM thaI gayuM. mAbApanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. vadhu bhayaMkara zuM ? vadhu paDatuM vajana ke vadhu paDatI buddhi ?

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mananI aneka nabaLI kaDIomAMnI eka nabaLI kaDI e che ke sArAM kAryo karavA e taiyAra tyAre ja thAya che ke e kAryo karavAno yaza ene ja maLavAno hoya. A vRttinA kAraNe bane che evuM ke saMkhyAbaMdha kAryo - ke je zarU thaI zake tevA che e jIvanamAM zarU thatAM ja nathI. eka kAma ApaNe karazuM? yaza koNa laI jAya che enI paravA karyA vinA jIvanamAM satkAryo zarU karI daIe. jagatane to je lAbha thaze te, ApaNuM mana to prasanatAthI tarabatara thaIne ja raheze. bIjAoe mArI sAthe karela geravartanane huM satata yAda rAkhyA karato hato ane phaLaravarUpe udAsIno zikAra banyA karato hato. meM mArI vicAravAnI dizA badalI. yAda rAkhIne udAsa ja rahevuM e vadhu sAruM ke bhUlI jaIne hasatA rahevuM e vadhu sAruM ? Aje huM AnaMdamAM chuM. galata bhUtakALa huM yAda rAkhato nathI. mAro vartamAnakALa masta banI rahyo che.

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sarpa aMge ApaNA manamAM je satya goThavAI gayuM che, arthAt sarpanI khataranAkatA ApaNA manamAM je rItanI pratiSThita thaI gaI che e satyane ApaNe jIvIe ja chIe ne ? eTale ke sarpanAM darzanamAtrathI ja nahIM, nAmasmaraNa mAtrathI paNa ApaNe tyAMthI bhAgI chUTIe ja chIe ne? duHkhada karuNatA jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke "sApa bhayaMkara che' e satya ApaNe jIvIe chIe, "pApa bhayaMkara che" e satya ApaNe jIvatA nathI, mAtra mAnIe ja chIe. varaso pahelAM khaMbhAta taraphanA vihAramAM rastAmAM keTalAMya khetaro evA jovA maLyA ke je khetarone koI vADa ja nahotI. Azcarya thayuM mane. eka kheDUtane meM pUchI paNa lIdhuM. eNe mane hasatAM hasatAM javAba Apyo, "mahArAja sAheba, A to tamAkunAM khetaro' che. ene vADanI jarUra na hoya kAraNa ke gadheDAo paNa tamAku khAtA nathI !'

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garamagarama cAne ThaMDI karavAnA be vikalpa che. kAM to samaya pasAra thavA do ane kAM to ene pahoLA vAsaNamAM ThArI do. sAce ja magaja garama rahe che ? vAraMvAra AvezanuM zikAra banatuM rahe che ? krodhagrasta rahyA kare che ? A ja rAhe cAlyA Avo. evuM nimitta maLe eTale turta AvezamAM na AvI jatAM kAM to thoDoka samaya pasAra thaI javA do athavA to hRdayane bharapUra premasabhara banAvI do. magajane zAMta thaye ja chUTako che. eka vRkSanI DALa para beThelA be vAMdarAne meM joyA. baMne eka bIjAnA zarIrane khaNI rahyA hatA arthAt khaMjavALI rahyA hatA. gharanA oTalA para rAtanA samaye beThelA be navarAdhUpa mANasone meM joyA. baMne gAma AkhAnI khodI rahyA hatA. DArvine AnA AdhAre to mAnavane vAnarano pUrvaja jAhera nahIM karyo hoya ne ? 83

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gAMDo DAhyAne samajI nathI zakato. ziSya gurune samajI nathI zakato. vidyArthI zikSakane samajI nathI zakato. bhakta bhagavAne nathI samajI zakato. A vAstavikatA to ApaNA khyAlamAM che ja paraMtu kamajora zarIra mananI badamAsIne nathI samajI zakatuM, badamAsa mana aMtaHkaraNanI nirdoSatAne nathI samajI zakatuM ane nirdoSa aMtaH karaNa AtmAnI nirvikAradazAne samajI nathI zakatuM e ya ApaNe satata khyAlamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. = = 'verano badalo levo ja joIe' evI. satata salAha ApyA rahetA mananI sAme aMtaHkaraNe eka navI zarata mUkI, 'upakArano badalo vALyA vinA na ja rahevuM joIe? ne jaNAvatAM khUba AnaMda thAya che ke aMtaHkaraNe mUkela zaratane amalI banAvavAnuM zarU karyuM e ja paLe mananI salAha para pUrNavirAma mukAI gayuM.

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taDakAmAMthI chAyAmAM javAnuM kIDIne samajAvavuM paDatuM nathI. sUkA pradezamAMthI lIlA pradezamAM javAnuM baLadane ya samajAvavuM paDatuM nathI. gaTara pAsethI bagIcA tarapha javAnuM kUtarAne ya samajAvavuM paDatuM nathI. jhUMpaDAmAMthI baMgalA tarapha javAnuM bhikhArIne ya samajAvavuM paDatuM nathI, paraMtu pApamAMthI puNya tarapha javA mANasane samajAvavuM to paDe che ja paraMtu ghaNuM samajAvyA pachI ya emAM dhArI saphaLatA to nathI ja maLatI. sUryane 'dAdA'nI upamA jarUra maLI che paNa * candrane to lokoe 'mAmA'nuM biruda ApyuM che. kAraNa ? sUraja prakAza jarUra Ape che paNa sAthe uSNatA paNa Ape che jyAre candra prakAza to Ape ja che paNa sAthe zItaLatA ja Ape che. meM candra banavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. be vAra "mA" banyA pahelAM 'mAmA' kyAM banI zakAya che ? . . . . . . . .

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dharma ane adharma vaccenA taphAvatane samajavA mATenuM sAva sIdhuMsAduM gaNita A che ke anaMta . bhUtakALamAM mane je paNa gamyuM che e badhuM ja adharma che ane mane je gamyuM ja nathI e badhuM dharma che. mane vAsanA gamI che, krodha gamyo che, lobha gamyo che, chaLa-kapaTa gamyA che. A badhuM ja adharma che. mane udAratA nathI gamI. saMtoSa nathI gamyo. saraLatA nathI gamI. pavitratA nathI gamI. A badhuM ja dharma che. A jIvanamAM huM ruci badalAvI zakIza kharo ? haoNspiTalamAM jaIne kyAreka tapAsa karIlevA jevI che ke tyAM khAudharAnA kesa vadhAre hoya che ke tapasvIonA kesa vadhAre hoya che ? | gAMDAonI haoNMspiTalamAM jaIne ekavAra tapAsa karI levA jevI che ke tyAM saMskArahIna sAkSaronI saMkhyA vadhu hoya che ke saMskAravAna nirakSaronI ? tapAsamAM je tAraNa Avaze e joIne tame stabdha thaI jazo.

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zreSTha pitA e che ke jenA taraphathI putrane prema maLato rahe che. zreSTha putra e che ke jenA taraphathI pitAne prasannatA maLatI rahe che. AjanA vyastatAnA yugamAM A baMne bAbatamAM bhAre kaDAko bolAto cAlyo che. pitA taraphathI putrane ghaNuM-badhuM maLI rahyuM che, paryApta prema nathI maLato. putra taraphathI pitAne bIjuM ghaNuM-badhuM maLI rahyuM che, prasannatA nathI maLatI. dUdha-sAkara vinAnA peMDA jevA prema-prasannatA vinAnA saMbaMdho banI rahyA che ! . . . bajAramAM huM zAka levA jAuM chuM to vINIvINIne , sAruM zAka laI lauM chuM. jhaverInI dukAne jhaverAta kharIdavA jAuM chuM to sArAmAM sAruM jhaverAta kharIdI lauM chuM. anAja levA maMDImAM jAuM chuM to sArAmAM sAruM anAja laI lauM chuM. paNa, mANasone maLuM chuM, emanAmAM rahelA doSo ja zodhato rahuM chuM ! A che mArI lAyakAta !

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bhikhArI, bhikhArI ja kema rahe che ? enA dilamAM zrImaMta jarUra hoya che paraMtu zrImaMtanA dilamAM enuM sthAna nathI hotuM mATe ! zrImaMtanA dilamAM jo e vasI jAya to enuM zrImaMta banavAnuM pAkuM thaI jAya. ApaNe paramAtmA kema nathI banI zakyA ? prabhunA hRdayamAM to ApaNuM sthAna che ja; paraMtu ApaNA hRdayamAM ApaNe prabhune sthAna nathI ApI zakyA mATe ! AnAthI vadhu karuNatA jIvananI bIjI kaI hoI zake ? uttara gujarAta taraphanA vihAra daramyAna eka gAmaDAmAM eka zaheranA pitA enA nAnakaDA putra sAthe maLavA AvelA. meM emane pUchyuM, 'bAbo kayA klAsamAM che ?' pAMcamImAM' pappA, huM to trIjImAM chuM dIkarAnA A khulAsAno enA pappA pAse koI ja uttara nahoto. bajAramAM bApanuM nAma hatuM. putranA haiyAmAM enuM sthAna nahotuM. 88.

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89 zarIranI zaktio sImita ja che ane eTalA mATe ApaNe kadAca enAM para niyaMtraNo ya nathI paNa mUkatA to ya bhoga bhogavavAnI enI maryAdAnA kAraNe enA para niyaMtraNo sahaja AvI ja jAya che; paraMtu mana ? enI zakti asIma che. e kyAMya paNa, kyAreya paNa, koInI paNa pAse jaI zake che ane sauthI moTI karuNatA e che ke e gaMdavADapiya che. jo enA para ApaNe samyak ane chatAM kaDaka niyaMtraNo mUkavAmAM thApa khAI gayA to e ApaNane zetAna banAvyA vinA na ja rahe e nizcita vAta che. sAvadhAna! vItelAM varaso tarapha najara karuM chuM tyAre eka vAta spaSTa anubhavAya che ke icchAonI niSphaLatAe mane duHkhI jarUra karyo che paNa sAthosAtha pApI banato to aTakAvyo ja che. jyAre icchAonI saphaLatAe mane sukhI keTalo karyo che e to prazna che ja paraMtu mane pApI to acUka banAvyo che ! prabhu ! mArI icchAone tuM nirmaLa karI de. 89

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kevI arAjakatA vyApI che Aje zikSAnA jagatamAM ? je bAlyavayane ApaNe tyAM 'vismayakALa'nuM gaurava ApavAmAM AvyuM che e bAlyavaya Aje 'jJAnakALa'nA boja heThaLa dabAI rahI che. mAtra be ke traNa varasanAM bALakone Aje mAbApa skUlo tarapha dhakelI rahyA che. emanA vismayabhAvanuM to uThamaNuM thaI ja rahyuM che paraMtu mAbApa potAnAM bALakone sAme caDIne jANye-ajANye potAnAthI dUra karI rahyA che ! kamANI karavA mATe puruSArtha karavo paDe che jyAre kazuM ja ! ' na karavAthI dhaMdhAmAM nukasAnImAM UtarI javAnuM bane che. | sakhata puruSArtha pachI skUlamAM uttIrNa thaI zakAya che jyAre kazuM ja na karavAthI skUlamAM nApAsa thaI javAnuM bane che. ja mane khyAla AvI gayo che ke nimitto vinA utthAna " zakya nathI. patana vagara nimitte paNa thaI zake che.

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Ama to ApaNI jAtane mahAbuddhimAna ja ApaNe mAnIe chIe paraMtu sAce ja ApaNe mahAmUrkha chIe. kAraNa ? prabhue ApaNane khullI oNphara karI dIdhI che ke 'tArI pAse Aje jeTaluM paNa sukha che e badhuM tuM mane ApI de. mArI pAse jeTaluM paNa sukha che e badhuM huM tane ApI dauM ane meM je paNa duHkhone svIkArI lIdhA che e tamAma duHkhone tuM ravIkArI le. huM tane duHkhamukta karI ja dauM" prabhu taraphathI maLela A oNpharane ApaNe svIkArI levAnI nA pADI beThA chIe. eka bakarAne kasAI kAnethI pakaDIne rastA para kheMcI rahyo hato ane mammInI AMgaLI pakaDIne skUle jaI rahela eka bALakanI najara A dezya para paDI. eNe paLanI ya vAra lagADyA vinA potAnI mammIne pUchI lIdhuM, "mammI, A bakarAne enA pappA skUle laI jaI rahyA che ?'

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nItivAkya ema kahe che ke vyAja cUkavavA jeNe vyAje paisA lIdhA hoya ke jene vyAje paisA levA paDatA hoya enI dostI kyAreya na karavI. prazna e che ke pApakarmanA udayathI ja AvatAM duHkhone ravAnA karavA pApano rasto pakaDAya kharo ? vyAje lIdhelA paisA bahu bahu to mananI zAMti harI le che paraMtu pApasevana to paralokamAM AtmAnI revaDI dANAdANa karI nAkhe che. sAvadhAna ! - cAvI hoya nahIM ane mANasa daravAjo kholI devA tALuM toDI nAkhe e to samajAya che; paraMtu cAvI hAthamAM hovA chatAM mANasa tALuM toDI nAkhe tyAre stabdha thaI javAya che. premanI cAvI evI che ke je dareka vyakti pAse, dareka samaye, dareka sthaLe hAjara ja hoya che ane e chatAM mANasa koNa jANe kema badhe dveSanA hathoDAno ja upayoga karato rahe che !

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93 makAnanI jema maMDapamAM paNa rahI zakAya che; paraMtu emAM pharaka eTalo hoya che ke makAnane pAyo hoya che, maMDapane koI pAyo nathI hoto. vAvAjhoDAnA pavana vacce ya makAna aDIkhama UbhuM rahe che jyAre mAmUlI pavananA AkramaNa vacce ya maMDapa dharAzAyI thaI jAya che. ApaNA jIvanamAM rahela sadguNonuM pota jo maMDapa jevuM hoya to ene makAna jevuM banAvI devAnI jarUra che. pratikULatAonI vaNajhAra vacce paNa e sadguNo to ja salAmata rahI zakaze. AMgaLI paranA nakha sapramANa ja hovA joIe. mastaka paranA vALa ane zarIra paranAM vastro sapramANa ja hovA joIe. pagamAMnA bUTa ane gaLAmAMno hAra e baMne sapramANa ja hovA joIe. peTamAM khorAka sapramANa ja javo joIe. cazmAMnI phrema sapramANa ja hovI joIe. mAthA paranI TopI pramANa ja hovI joIe. to pachI paisA ?

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paisAno hisAba meLavatA rahevAmAM kalAkonA kalAko ane divasonA divaso vItAvI rahetA mANasane eTaluM ja sUcana karavAnuM mana thAya che ke 'dosta ! paisAno hisAba meLavatA rahevAnI sAthe paisA meLavavA jatAM teM zuM-zuM gumAvyuM che eno paNa hisAba tAre meLavatA rahevA jevuM che. banI zake ke e hisAba meLavatAM meLavatAM paisAno hisAba meLavatA rahevAnI tArI vRtti para pUrNavirAma ja mukAI jAya. kAraNa ke paisA meLavavA jatAM prema, prasannatA ane pavitratA lagabhaga to gumAvavA ja paDyA hoya che ! maMtharAnI salAhane kaikeyIe jo vajana na ApyuM hota ane bibhISaNanI salAhane rAvaNe jo vajana ApyuM hota to kadAca rAmAyaNanuM sarjana ja na thayuM hota ! | mananA abhiprAyane vajana ApavAnuM huM jo baMdha karI dauM ane aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane anusaravAnuM huM jo cAlu karI dauM to mArA jIvanamAM Aje je mahAbhArata sarjAyuM che e baMdha thaIne ja rahe. 94

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zaradIno dardI zaradIne dUra karavAnI davA kadAca laI paNa le che toya enI asara anubhavatA ene hajI samaya lAge che; paraMtu e jo ThaMDA padArthono tyAga karI de che to enI asara ene zIgha anubhavavA maLe che. | doSonA dardI ApaNA mATe paNa A ja vAstavikatA che. doSothI chuTakAro meLavavA ApaNA dvArA thatAM dharmasevananI asara ApaNane hajI moDI anubhavavA maLaze paNa pApatyAganI asara to zIgha anubhavavA maLaze. ApaNe e mATe utAvaLA kharA ? be yuvako pAchaLa khUMkhAra kUtaro emane karaDavA doDyo. eka yuvake rastA para paDela paththara hAthamAM uThAvI lIdho jyAre bIjo yuvaka e rastethI pasAra thaI rahela hAthI para caDI beTho. - dveSano kUtaro jyAre paNa mArI pAchaLa paDe, prabhu, huM premanA hAthI para besI jAuM evI sadgaddhi Apa mane arpIne ja rahejo. 5

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parezana thiyeTaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA DaoNkTarane dardInA svajanoe pUchI lIdhuM, 'DaoNkTara ! oNparezana kevuM rahyuM ?" 'oNparezana saphaLa rahyuM paNa dardInuM mota thaI gayuM !" DaoNkTare javAba ApI dIdho. saMpatti maLI gaI, zAMti cAlI gaI. pratiSThA maLI gaI, prasanatA gAyaba thaI gaI. saphaLatA maLI gaI, svAthya kathaLI gayuM. sattA maLI gaI, ravajano dUra thaI gayA. khyAti maLI gaI, AnaMda ravAnA thaI gayo ! oNparezananI A saphaLatA mAnya che kharI ? jyAre jyAre paNa koka satkArya karavAnI taka AvI che ane satkAryanA sevana mATe huM taiyAra thaI paNa gayo chuM tyAre mane mana taraphathI eka ja salAha maLI che "Aje nahIM'. have huM sAvadha thaI gayo chuM. manane meM sAmethI pUchavAnuM zarU karyuM che, 'Aje nahIM to kyAre ?' mana mauna thatuM rahe che ane huM satkAryasevana karI ja lauM chuM.

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paisA jo puruSArthathI ja maLe che e tamArI mAnyatA hoya to tamane e pUchavAnuM mana thAya che ke majUro puruSArtha puSkaLa kare che chatAM emanI pAse paisA kema nathI ? buddhithI paisA maLe che ema tame mAnatA ho to tamane pUchavuM che ke snAtako bekAra kema che ? puruSArtha ane buddhi, baMne bhegA thAya tyAre paisA maLe che ema jo tame kahetA ho to javAba Apo ke maMdImAM dhaMdho cAlato kema nathI ? puNyatattvane svIkAryA vinA tamArI pAse bIjo koI vikalpa ja nathI. baeNTsamaeNna AuTa thaI gayo paNa Dabala semyurI lagAvIne. paeNveliyana tarapha javA jevA eNe krIjha parathI kadama uThAvyA, sTeDiyamamAM beThelA darzako UbhA thaI gayA ane tALIonA gaDagaDATathI ene vadhAvI lIdho. prabhu, jIvananA medAna para huM evI ramata ramI jAuM ke mArI vidAya vakhate jagatanA jIvone tALIonA gaDagaDATa karavA ja paDe.

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sAmI vyaktinA doSone, pApone, aparAdhone ke kSatione ApaNe pragaTa na karatA rahIe e kadAca ApaNA jIvananI maryAdA che paNa ApaNA potAnA doSone, pApone, aparAdhone ke kSatione yogya AtmAo sanmukha ApaNe pragaTa karatA rahIe, e tamAmanI ApaNe kabUlAta karatA rahIe e to ApaNA mananI saraLatA che. yAda rAkhajo. maryAdA ApaNane mahAna banavA tarapha laI jAya che to saraLatA ApaNane saguNI banavA tarapha laI jAya che. "dharmIo duHkhI che' ema ? tamArA parivAranA dareka sabhyane tame kahI do ke 'dharma koIe karavAno nathI kAraNa ke huM tamane # sahune sukhI karavA ane sukhI jovA icchuM chuM ane dharma karavAnA mArge kevaLa duHkhI ja thavAnuM che" Aja sudhImAM eka paNa vyaktie potAnA parivAranA sabhyone AvI salAha ApI hoya evuM tame sAMbhaLyuM che kharuM ?

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TrenanI pAMca kalAkanI musApharI pachI sTezane ApaNe UtaratA hoIe ane e vakhate ApaNI bAjumAM beThela musAphara ApaNane ema kahe ke 'tamAruM kArDa hoya to ApatA jAo' to mAnavuM ke pravAsa daramyAna ApaNe sArA evA "sakhaNAM' rahyA chIe. javAba Apo. jIvananI saphara pUrI thatI vakhate ravajano ApaNane 'AvatA janamamAM maLaze ja' evuM kaheze ja evuM ApaNe chAtI ThokIne kahI zakIe tema chIe kharA ? 'sAruM kAma huM kharAba mUharte nathI ja karato' tamAro A nirNaya mane khUba gamyo. mArI tamane eka khAsa salAha che. tame eka nirNaya A paNa karI lo ke "kharAba kAma huM sArA mUharta nathI ja karavAno kALa coghaDiye derAsara nathI baMdhAvatA ne ? zubha coghaDiye TI.vI. jovAnuM paNa mulatavI rAkhatA jAo.

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100 mane jIvanamAM mitro jeTalA maLyA che enA karatAM duzmano jo vadhu maLyA che athavA to maLI rahyA che to eno artha eTalo ja che ke mane setu bAMdhavAmAM eTalo rasa nathI jeTalo rasa dIvAlo UbhI karavAmAM che. huM jenA jenA paricayamAM AvuM chuM e tamAmanAM manamAM mArA mATe jo Adarano nahIM paNa aNagamAno bhAva ja Ubho thato rahe che to eno artha eTalo ja che ke saMbaMdhanA dUdhamAM huM sAkara banIne bhaLI nathI zakato paNa lIMbu banIne tUTI ja paDuM chuM. re karuNatA ! pApIo jalasA ja kare che.' ema ? tamArA parivAranA dareka sabhyane tame kahI do ke 'huM tamane sahune mojamajA ane jalasA karatA ja jovA mAguM chuM ane e jalasA pApanA mArge ja maLe tema che. mATe sahu thAya eTalAM pApo karatA jAo.' koI bApe potAnA parivArane AvI salAha ApI hovAnuM tamArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM kharuM ? 100

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saMrakSaNa karatAM samarpaNa jyAre vadhu mahattvanuM lAge che, zreSTha karatAM zubha ane bhavya karatAM divya jyAre vadhu tAkAtaprada lAge che, ahaMkAra karatAM ahobhAva jyAre vadhu AnaMdadAyaka lAge che tyAre mananI mastI prasannatAnA je zikharane sparzIne ja rahe che e zikharanI thoDIka vAto karatuM pustaka eTale ja zikhara sAthe vAto

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kSudratA taLeTI paranI... mahAnatA zikhara paranI... jyAM vadhu ne vadhu sagavaDo maLatI rahe che ane sathavArAo maLatA rahe che e sthAna jo taLeTInuM hoya che to jyAM sagavaDo ane sathavArAonA nAme tamArI pAse lagabhaga kazuM ja hotuM nathI e sthAna zikharanuM hoya che. saMdeza spaSTa che. bhIDane taLeTI ja jAme che, zikharanuM AkarSaNa to koka ekala-dokala vyaktine ja hoya che. paNa sabUra ! zikhara para je ThaMDaka hoya che e ThaMDaka taLeTI para nathI hotI. zikhara para je prasannatA anubhavAya che e prasannatA taLeTI para nathI anubhavAtI. ahIM taLeTI paranI kSudratAnI ane zikhara paranI mahAnatAnI keTalIka vAto mArA maMda kSayopazamAnusAra karI che. alabatta, ahIM taLeTIno artha che mana, buddhi, ahaMkAra, tarka ane vicAro. jyAre zikharano artha che hadaya, lAgaNI, samarpaNa, svIkArabhAva ane prazAMtabhAva. taLeTI paranAM sukho [2] to jIvanamAM khUba anubhavI lIdhA che. have zikhara paranA AnaMdane anubhavI levA lAlAyita banI javAnI jarUra che. khAtarI sAthe kahuM chuM ke e AnaMdanI alapajhalapa paNa jo anubhavavA maLI gaI to pachI jIvanamAM kyAreya zikhara parathI taLeTI para AvI jaIne tyAMnAM sukho bhogavI levAnI manamAM vRtti paNa nahIM jAge. pustakanA A lakhANamAM kyAMya paNa zrI jinAjJA viruddha lakhANa lakhAI gayuM hoya to aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka enuM trividhe trividha micchA mi dukkaDam. da. AcArya vijaya ratnasuMdarasUri