Sadhyasiddhi Yane Jivan Prakash

Author(s): Bhuvanchandravijay
Publisher: Sarva Kalyankar Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023529/1

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zAsanaikalakSI vividha viSayaka granthamALA puSpa ceAthu, sarva kalyANa prakAzana--4 NamotthUNa samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa / sAsidhdhi cAne jIvana prakAza ~: lekhaka :-- siddhAMtamaheAdadhi kasAhitya prakANDavettA mAn gacchAdhipati ArAdhyapAda sva. A. bha. zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA mahAn antavAsI zAsanateja zAstrasidhdhAMta sa MrAka-samyagdarzana pradAnaikaniSTha samartha gacchAdhipati ArAdhyapAda A. bha. zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA pAdapadmabhramara antavAsI pU. mu. zrI bhuvanacaMdravijayajI ma prakAzaka "sava kalyANakara saMgha" ghaDIALI pALa, kAlAkhADI, vaDAdarA (gujarAta)

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zrI sidhei nama: "prakAzakIya" arihaMta bhagavaMtanA zAsananI vyApakatApara vizvanA sugya jenuM kalyANa nirbhara che. vizvanI zAMti samAna dhine AdhAra paNa mahAzAsana ane Arya saMskRti che. mahAzAsana ane Arya saMskRtinuM surakSANa AjanA kALane mahagaMbhIra prazna che. te mATe zreSTha siddhAMta ane sAcA tanuM prasAraNa ane pracAra ati jarUrI. te eyane apAze paNa pahoMcavA zAsalakSI vividha viSayaka-graMthamALAne uddabhava. te graMthamALAnA preraka pU. munirAjazrI ratnabhUSaNavija yajI ma. Agama hastaprata Alekhana pracAra. Agama rakSA janA, eozrInuM pradhAnakArya. mahAsaMskRti ane mukita sAdhaka rIte cAra purUSAyukta AryasaMrakRtinA utthAna mATe sadA utsAhI. granthamALAnuM paheluM puSa-jainadharmanuM vijJAna ke bIjuM pupa-dhImuM mIThuM jhera. , trIjuM puSpa-vA << hya mUti. 1. jainazAsana ane dharmanA-ratnatrayI ane paMcAcAra ne sparzatA saghaLA jJAnAtmaka-kriyAtmaka-pracAra ane prabhA vanAtmaka praznone sparze che, 2. 2500 nI rASTrIya-AMtarrASTrIya bheTI jALa ane kaubhAMDane spaSTa rIte khullAM kare che.

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3-1 bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanA jIvana-kavananA zAstrIyarUpane Adhunika zailIe sucArUrUpamAM raju kare che, 2. paugalika bhautikavAdanA bhayaMkara kALamAM bhavyAtmAonA dhama dhananuM rakSaNa karatA zAsanasiMddhAMta saMrakSaka-sva. pU. - A. zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM AchuM paNa bhAvavAhI zabdacitra raju kare che. 3. bhavyAtmA caMDakauzikane gaMbhadra tarIke pUrvabhava "chIpanA metI' mAM raju kare che 4. mahAsaMskRtinuM spaSTa citra raju kare che. cothuM puSpa che. "sAdhyasiddhi yAne jIvana prakAza enA uddabhavane ullekha, graMthanA lekhaka pU. zrIe pote ja "pUrva bhUmikAmAM karyo che. anya puSponI mAphaka A puSpa paNa sAcI surabhi bhavyAtmAomAM pedA kare eja abhilASA, graMthamALA sAthe saMkalita sarvane vizeSa sahakAra IcchatA, sarvanI anumodanA karatA AnaMdIe chIe. - prakAzaka:- gajapAla esa. kApaDIyA araviMda ema. pArekha mukhya kAryAlaya kAryavAhaka ghaDIyALI poLa, kelAkhAThI, zrI kalyANakara saMgha dhanya nivAsa, vaDodarA. - zAkhA kAryAlaya :(gujarAta) phona naM. 5ra418 narendra kansTrakazana ku. 107-~sAda cembarsa svadezI mIla, kaMpAunDa muMbaI-4

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T e zAsanaikalakSI vividha viSayaka eka zabaLA pupa ceryuM | sarvakalyANa prakAzanannmotthunn samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa / | sAdhyasidhdhi jIvana prakAza yAne : lekhaka -- siddhAMtamahodadhi kasAhitya prakANDavettA mahAnuM gacchAdhipati ArAdhya pAda sva. A. bha. zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA mahAna akhtavAsI e zAsanateja zAstrasidhdhAMta saMrakSaka-samyagdarzana pradAnaikaniSTha 3 samartha gacchAdhipati ArAdhdhapAda A. bha. zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA pAdapadmabhramara anevAsI pU. mu. zrI bhuvanacaMdravijayajI ma. ka prakAzaka sarvakalyANakara saMgha' che ghaDIALI piLa, kelAkhADI, vaDedarA (gujarAta)

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--: arpaNa-bhAvanA :-- DUbatI hatI dhanaiyA mAnava jIvananI bharadarIe, gaNaveSadhArI ekanA paricaye. maLyA mahAtmA eka, zahera vaDAdara nA AMgaNe, virAdha TALyA anAdIkSA bhAgavatIe, ANA eka patita pAvanI sarvajJa arihaMtanI, saMyama vina nahi sAdhyasiddhi muktinI, prazno karyAM, saMzaya TaLyA, anna A mAlanA, prakAza pAthaye pravacane prazAMta uttaradAtAnA, kaLA adbhuta sarasvatI putranI gaNadhara vANIe, saMzaya TALatI, zradhdhA sthApatI, vIranA zAsane. gurUpremanA, premI saMyamatA, acaLa e rahyA, upasarga aneka sahyA, zAsana rakSA kAryAM haiye dharyAM. virAga ApI, kama kApI, cAritra mAhu dUra karyA, nAma suvihita khyAta zrI rAmacandrasUrIzvarA caraNakamaLe 'bALa' namatA, bhavamAM na bhamatA, 'bhuvana' bhAve 'sAdhyasiddhi' hastakamaLe a`te 'prakAza jIvana'nA pAmatA, AnaMda ubharAya che, vaMdanA keTizaH karatA sidhdhi pamAya che. sAgara bhAva karUNAMtaNA sa'rakSaka vIrazAsane sAhAmaNA dhIra merU sama zAstra siddhAMtamAM, vaMdanA zrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvaracaraNAraviMdamAM---- khALa--bhuvanacaMdra

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zAsanateja-zAstrasiddhAMta saMrakSaka sabhyadarzana-pradAnaikaniSThi . gacchAdhipati-ArAdhyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA zAsanahitanA keI uMDA AlekhanamAM ekamanA dekhAya che. teozrInA talasparzI pravacana dharma AmAnA prANa che. koTizaH vandanAvali sumatibhAI amulakhadAsa DokaTara-muMbaI

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mahAn gacchAdhipati, kama sAhitya prakADavettA, siddhAMta mahodadhi sva. ArAdhdhapAda A. bha. zrImad -: vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA : nikhAlasa haiye kayuM uMDu zAsana ciMtana cAlatuM haze ? traNaso ziSya praziSyanA cAritranA ciMtaka paramaSine vandanAvali chabIlabhAI amulakhadAsa jhaverI-muMbaI

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pUrva bhUmikA yA parIpatrIne viSakAra sAdhyanI ni`LatA eja mAnavabhavane Adarza ane pragati che. sAdhyanI zudhdha dizA sadgurU vinA keNu khatAve ? pazu sadgurUnI prApti A kALamAM hulI che. paNa A pAmara AtmAne paramanA meLApa thai gayA, virodhanI AMdhimAM. pravajyA-dIkSA ane bALa dIkSA sAme vaTALIyA pheMkAyAtA. ajJAna-aNusamaja-ane gera dvAravaNInA vALamAM, gAyakavADI rAjyamAM dIkSA pratibaMdhaka khIla AvyuM. eka unnAgA usUtra prarUpaka sAdhunA sAhitya lAlityathI AkarSAi, dIkSAnA kAyadAnI tarapheNanA pruphe paNa sudhAryA. kriyAnuSThAna ane pUjAvidhimAMnI zradhdhA DagavA lAgI. paNa mAtApitAzrInA pavitra saskArIe ane eka suzradhdhALu jaina paMDIta-mitranA paricaye, mAthI khasavApaNuM na thayuM. manamAM beThuM hatuM ke kAyadA thavA joIe. paNa zAstramaryAMdAne bAdhaka tA nahi ja. tyAM te dIkSA virodhI eka sabhAmAM, dIkSA tarapheNu karatuM vakatavya karavuM paDayuM. te prasaMgane pAmI, chApAnI duniyAnI karAmate jeenI sAme sakhta virodha hatA. jee pratye jarAe pUjyabhAva nhAtA ja, te munizrI rAmavi jayajIne eka DepyuTezananA rUpamAM maLavAnu' thayuM. kAle. jIana jIvanananA phomamAM kaDaka gaNAya evA prazno paNa karyAM. jarUra jijJAsA budhdhie. hImavat banI prazAMta ane

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prasanna citte lejIkla ane padArthane spaSTa karatA uttare ApyA. vidha zAMta paDyuM. paNa pUjyabhAva pedA thaye nahi. pachI....pachI te cha cha mahinA sudhI lAgaTa, sthaLe sthaLe, bALamunivarenI cakAsaNI karavA mAMDI. kevI rIte rahe che? kevI rIte rAkhe che? pariNAma suMdara ane bhAve tpAdaka AvyuM. taduparAMta pU. zrInA niHspRhatA guNe bhAre AkarSaNa jamAvyuM. e paNa eka mananIya prasaMga hate. che ema karatA traNa cAra varSe pUjyabhAva jaAtmA bhakata bane nahete be cAra varSe zAsane ghataka prasaMge, vyAkhyAnAdi zravaNa hetue, darzanArthe javAnuM thAya. eka tamAM aneka praznane AzcaryakArI zAstrIya ukela maLe. basa pitRprApta zradhA daDha banI. teja sAcuM teja zaMkA rahita, je jinezvaradee prarUpyuM. tameva sara ni:va na fSahiM verU dIkSA eja sAcI zikSA dIkSA eja sAce dharma. sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI. zrAddhavarya geviMdajIbhAI khonAe ujavela aMjana zalAkA pratiSThA prasaMge, paMdara divasa mATuMgA, pU. zrInI patitapAvanI nizrAmAM, prasaMgone pamarATa maLe. vIsamA munisuvrata svAmI bhagavaMtanA pAThazALA praveza prasaMge, anadhItane adhyApaka tarIke puNya prasaMga prApta thaye. mAnasika valeNuM ghumarI levA lAgyuM. papakArI bhadadhitAraka-paramakRpALu zAsana-teja-zAsana saMrakSaka-samyagdarzana-pradAnekaniSThi ArAdhyApAda

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5 gurUbhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahA rAjAnI pavitra caraNakamaLamAM mananA bhAva pravedita karyAM. daza ddaza divasa rAha jovarAvI. khatrIsa varSanA ekadhArA paricaya chatAM AkarI kaseTI karI, kRpALu zrIe haiyAbhAvane vega ane baLa ApyuM. puNyadaya paNa vizeSa jAgRta thayA. tArka gurUzrInA paNa tAraka gurUdeva, paramaSi-utkRSTa verAgI traNaseA zvetakamaLanA svAmI,savihita gacchAdhipati siddhAMta mahAdadhi-kasAhitya prakANDavettA ArA - yapAda, sva. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI mahurtI kRpA kikara para utarI. preraNA para preraNA ane adbhuta baLa sahAre maLavA lAgyuM. dharmapitAnI paramakRpA kapAtarane pAtra banAvavA mathI rahI. ane....ane maraNAMta mAMdagIe e mathAmaNane saphaLa banAvI. sAdhyanI mAnasika bhUmikA hRDha banI. saMkalpa taiyA- sAMsarA jAgRta thayA . 1988mAM pU. dhapitAe preraNA karelI. preraNAne pU.zrInA pravacanAnI 'gaNadhara gummita' vItarAgavANIe zarA para ghasye ja rAkhI. sa` 2022mAM sAdhya nizcita banyu. caitra su. 1 me pU. pA. zrInI AjJA prApta thaI, pU. dharmAMpitAe pU. A. vijayamalayacaMdrasUrijI ma. ane pU. A. zrI vijaya mukticaMdrasUrijI ma. (ane te vakhate pU. panyAsajI gaNivara) ne vaDodazanagare vihAra karAvyeA. je. su. 4 ce pU, zrI dhapitAnA mahAn aMtevAsI pU. pa!. zrI nA laghuziSya banatA, prAthamika sTejanA sAdhyanI

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sidhdhi thaI. saMyama dIkSA bhAgavatI pravajyA, abhyAsa rUpe prApta thaI. sarvavirati sAmAyikanI pratijJAne kALAkSiAe abhyAsa rUpe svIkAra thaze. haiyuM ullasita banyuM. paramanA puNya-prabhAva pAmara paramamArganA paMthe caDha. pU. zrI dharmapitAe grahaNa-Asevana zikSAnA cIvaTabharyA kALamAM, bahAranA vAcana lekhana mATe mudatI abhigraha Ape. zAstraTIkA-vAcana mATe uttama sahAya ApI. pariNAme zAstra padArtho para prema daDha banatA abhirUci te tarapha DhaLI. lekhanakArya alpa pramANamAM zarU thatAM prathama Alekhana "sAdhyasiddhi zirSakathI zarU thayuM. sAdhupaNAmAM prathama AlekhananuM nAma prastuta pustakane ApatA "jIvana prakAza anubhavAya e svAbhAvika che. pU. zrI dharmapitAe AgamanA akaLa rahasya, avara navara ekAMtamAM samajAvyA. e rahasyae pU. zrInA pravacana nenA padArthonI uMDI gahanatA pratye AdarabhAva era vadhArI dIdhuM ane jIvanamAM sAdhupaNane A chapAtaLe paNa prakAza-jhabukavA lAge. sAdhu dharmanI zreSThatA koThe utaravA lAgI. pAlana nahivata paNa prema pArAvAra pragaTavA lAge. e preme saMyama preraka pU. A.zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane premanA paramapremapAtra, mArA anaMta upakArI-sArIe bhavaNi sudhAranAra pU. gurUbhavaMta A, zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvadajI mahArAjAnA caraNAraviMdamAM chuM ane mAthuM sadA abhAve jhUkatuM ja rahe e svAbhAvika che.

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ke e saMyama prAptinI yAdamAM "sAdhyasiddhi yAne jIvana prakAza' laghugraMtha, sAdhupaNAmAM thaela AlekhanenA trIjA puSpa tarIke ane zAsanaikalakSI vividha viSayaka graMthamALAnA cethA puSpa tarIke, bhavyAtmAonA zAsana zuddha haiyAonI surabhimAM kAMIka umere kare, te ja saphaLatA. parama sAdhya che mukti janmamaraNAMtaka sadAnI anaMta rUAnAtmaka paristhiti. anaMtAnaMta sukhanI sarvadAnI anubhuti. sAdhupaNuM che. te anubhutinI gIti. eja che sarva zAsananI rIti. e gIti ane e rItinA parama dAtA, A kALamAM vizeSe bhavyAtmAonA bhrAtA, paramezvarIya mahAzAsananA saphaLa trAtA, udAratA ane nispRhatA guNanA pAlaka pitA, zAstrasiddhAMta rakSAbhUmie sadA vijetA sva. ArAdhdhapAda gurUbhagavaMta vijayamasUrI zvarajI mahArAjA ArAdhdhapAda gurUbhagavaMta vijayarAmacaMdrasUrI. varajI mahArAjA nA tAraka padAraviMdamAM keTizaH vandanAvalI pAdapadmare bALabhuvanacaMdranI.

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4. a nu me 4 nAna nAnA moTA satkAryonI anumedanA kRtajJatA guNane khIlave. dharmotsAhanI vRdhdhi kare che. sAdhyasiddhi' graMtha mATe kAIpaNa jAtanI preraNA zivAya, sAme pagale traNa traNa pherAsabhyajJAna pracAranI nirIha tamannA khatAvanAra bhAgyazALI chabIlabhAi amulakhabhAI jhaverInI anIcchA chatAM, ame teozrInA nAmeAllekhapUrvaka, anumeAdanA karyA vinA kema ja rahI zakIe ? kuLagata mAtA pitAnA susa'skAra, saddharmagurUonA suparicaya, beDI mIThI tAraka bhAvanA suhaiyAmAM jAgRta kare ja kare. vItarAga vANInA madhura jharaNAne anusaratA dharmasAhityanA pracAra mATe prema janmAve ja. pUrvabhUmikAmAM" prakAzita sAdhya sAdhupaNuM ane te dvArA mukita nilayamAM vAsa, zrIyut chakhIlabhAI ane temanA subhrAtA DA. sumatilAla, sumatine vegavatI banAvI, pAmeA, eja che mahecchA. A dhama prakAzana sazreSTha sAdhyanI siddhimAM sahAyaka manI, sabhyajJAna. pracAraka AtmAonA zreyamAM abhivRddhi kare * amArA utsAha prakAzakA AzayanI zuddhi e zrI jainazAsananA pAyA che. pU. lekhaka munizrIneA taravaratA Azaya eka anubhavAya che. yuvAnavaCmAM kuLa prApta-leAhIgata zradhdhA vikase. ochuM bhaNelA varga paNa tatvAnI sAcI jhAMkhI pAme. bhagavaMtanu zAsana sau bhavyeAnA haiyAne sparze ........ A niLa bhAvanA amArA utsAhane vega ApI rahI che. AvA dhama prakAzaneA amArA hAthe sasthA dvArA prakAza pAmyA kare. AjJA pavitra zrI sahvAnu dha svAsthya khIlatu rahe. puNyAtmAenI samAdhimAM amArAM prakAzanA nimitta banyA kare, eja amArI zAsanadevane prArthanA.

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* sAdhyanI siddhi 'kalyANa'nA suprasidhdha lekhaka bhAI zrI suMdaralAla kApaDIyA ema. e. jeezrIe vairAgyavAsita banI cAritra aMgIkAra karela che. Aje teezrI pU. munirAja zrI bhuvanacaMdravijayajI ma.nA nAme, pU. A. bha. zrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna tarIke suprasidha che. tee 'kalyANa'nA hajArA vAcako samakSa sAdhyanI sidhdhine' pAtAnI ejasvI kalame ahiM AlekhI rahyA che. 'kalyANa'nA vAcA rasapUrvaka vAMce ne vicAre! virATa vizvamAM sAdhanA saune game che, sAdhanA vinA sAdhya meLavI zakAya nahi. muMbaI javu che. vAhana vyavahAra mATe anI nANAnI jarUrIAta ubhI thaze. nANuMpaisA e sAdhana maLI gayuM. paNa muMbaI ja javu che e nizcita karavuM paDaze. ane muMbaI lai jatA mAge ja musApharI karavI paDaze. vagara paise, ane nAnAmAM nAnA jIvane paNa takalIpha na paDe te rIte musApharI-vihAra karanAra jaineAnA-sAdhuene paNa sAdhya ane sAdhya-sahAyaka mA nakakI karavA ja paDe. sAdhyanI pavitratA para sAdhananI pavitratA nira ane che. sAdhyanuM uMDANu ane amaratva jema vizALa tema sAdhananI kiMmata.

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sAdhanA vinA keIne cena paDatuM nathI. jIvanabhara sAdhanA kaye ja jAya che. mAMdA paNa paDe che, maraNane zaraNa paNa thAya che. paNa chevaTanI paLa sudhI sAdhya maLatuM nathI. asaMteSanI javALe bhaDake bALyA ja kare che. tRSNAne lAvA vizvane-vizvanA ane bharakhyA ja kare che. kAraNa zuM che? mArga khoTo che? sAdhanA udhI che? ke maLelA ane meLavAtAM sAdhane mAraka che? ghAtaka che? ke sAdhya zuM che? tenuM ja bhAna nathI? bhAre vicitra keyaDe che. - sAdhu zuM hoI zake ? sAcuM sAdhya kene lekhI zakAya? e bAbatamAM nizcita te thavuM ja paDaze. e nizcita thatAM saghaLuM nizcita banaze. rAjAnI pAchaLa maMtrI-senApati padati-prajA ApeApa Avaze. AryAvartanI AryabhUmimAM "zarIradhArI AtmAnuM astitva te dIvA jevuM manAya che. punarjanmanI siddhi mATe have prayatnanI jarUra nathI ja. aneka daSTAMte AjanA yaMtrayugamAM noMdhAelA che. vyavahAramAM kuzaLa ane prAmANika purUSanA vacana para harakeI bAbatamAM vizvAsa mUkAya che ane salAha levAya che. sAdhya nizcita karavA mATe traNe kALanA saghaLAe padArthonA sarvabhedone spaSTa jANanAra-rAgadveSa ane meharahita-anaMta zaktimAna-paramapurUSanuM zaraNuM svIkAravuM ja paDaze. ne vItarAga parama AtmAnA vacanane Adeya karavuM ja joIze. zarIramAM AtmA che. te pUrve paNa hatuM ane bhavidhyamAM paNa tenuM astitva kharuM ja. pUrve hatuM eTale

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3 anAdikAlina astitva dharAve che. evA anatA AtmAe che-hatA ane haze. pUrva kALamAM anAkALa 'nigeAda' (atisUkSma vanaspa tinI jAta-je adazya traNAya)mAM pasAra karyAM, anatA anaMta kALabaLa ubhuM thatAM mAdara vanaspati-baTAkArtti rUpe AtmA pedA thayA, pachI mi-kIDI patagIyA Adi be-traNa-cAra indriyadhArI paNa anyA. A badhA bhramaNamAM asaMkhyuMasaMkhyakALa pasAra karatA, baLada-vAnara-vAgha-siMhuM-sapa Adi rUpe janmI gaye. jAtigata zikAra prAptinA hetue bhayaMkara pApAthI lepAI 'naka'nA vacanAttita duHkhA bhAgavavA cArlse gayA, yattA-TAImalimiTa kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave eTalI du:kha ane dardamAM AMtaru' nahi. kAraNa ke na' eTale je gunhAonI dekhAtA vizvamAM puratI sajA nathI, te sA prAptinuM sthAna te na, narkamAMthI nIkaLI prAyaH krUra zikArI jAnavara ke bhayaM kara kasAI ke macchImAra ane pAchI narakanI vedanAe. vaLI cAra-traNa-e ekendriyamAM agara nigeAdamAM paNa anaMtakALa pasAra karI Ave ane vaLI pAchA enA e cakkara ema karatAM brAhmaNa Adi kuLamAM janmI jAya. sArI karaNI ane saraLatAdi guNathI devasainimAM jAya agara krUra anI pazuvadhAdi yajJA karI narakamAM paNa prasthAna kare, vaLI moTA cakakara lagAvI sukuLamAM agara deva tarIke janmI jAya. 'deva' eTale prAyaH ati vizeSa sukhanA sthAnaneAM bhaktA. kamAvAnI aNujhaTa nahi. kAraNa ke raseADAnI

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bhAMjagaDa nahi. e paNa eka mAnuSI duniyAne garva utAranAra alabelI duniyA che. Ama bhavabhramaNa karatA koka durlabha paLe vizvamAM sarvazreSTha jainakuLamAM-zrAvakakuLamAM AtmA janma pAmI jAya che. zrAvakakuLa sarvazreSTha eTalA mATe ke sehyuM "sAdhya, sarvate mukhI kalyANakara sAdhyuM, tyAM sahaja rIte maLI zake tema che paNa tyAM janmelAne badhAne maLI jAya che ema nathI. kAraNa ke kaMIka te bApaDA te kuLanI mIThAzane ja nathI pAmatA ane adhurA AyuSya cAlyA jAya che. tyAre kaMIka eza ArAma-ane dhana prAptinI sAdhanAmAM khatama thAya che. keka-keka AtmA sugurUnA saMparkamAM Ave che paNa sAdhIne oLakhavA lakSyavALA hetA nathI. kaMIka khAlI kriyAnuSThAna karI ItizrI mAne che. atialpa AtmAo gurU vacana bahumAnapUrvaka haiye dhAraNa karI ucca kiyAdine amalamAM mukavA sAthe "sAdhyanA hArdane pAmavA prayatnazIla bane che. AvA AtmAo paNa tathA prakAranA pUrva saMcita amuka karmanA ge, "sAdhyasiddhinA dhorI mArge prayANa karI zakatA nathI. jarUra, mArga te emane eja game che. rU. che. ane AtmaprItikara bane che. eTale keDI mAge yathAzakti Daga bharatA rahe che. . zuM che e sAcuM sAdhya? ane zI che enI sAdhanAnA rAjamArga ane keDI mArga? je emane gamI gayA ane ApaNane moTA bhAgane prAya: gamatA paNa nathI. pachI rUci thavAnI vAta ja zI ?

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janma-maraNanA ane bhayaMkara vedanAonA je cakkaramAM vizva anaMtakALathI aTavAI rahyuM che. temAMthI sadAnI sarvakALa mATenI mukti ane sadAjIvI anaMtasukhanI prApti e che "sAdhya. ane te prApti ane muktinI siddhimAM sAnukuLa paMtha te rAjamArga. ane vizeSa AMTApherA ane athaDAmaNa karAvI aMte rAjamArga para laI jAya te keDI mArge jatA bhAthArUpa bane, vAhana tarIke vaparAya, chAyA Ape te saghaLAe sAdhaka sAdhane. "sukha-zAMti ane samAdhi saune game che. saune maLatAM nathI. satkAryonuM phaLa sukha. duSTa kAryonuM phaLa duHkha. moTA bhAgane duSTakArya choDavA nathI ane sukha joIe chIe. traNa kALamAM te bane tema nathI. jyAre saMsArI sukha paNa pUrvanA satkAryo para ja nirbhara che. te samAdhimaya-sAcuM sukha te ucca koTine satkAryo vinA maLe ja kayAMthI? samAdhi e Atmika sukha che. ane sarvocca ucca keTinI samAdhi eTale mukti. mukti eTale janma-maraNanA cakkara sadA mATe baMdha ane AtmAmAM rahela anaMtajJAna ane anaMtazaktine prAdurbhAva. je saMsAranA sukhanI prApti pAchaLa naryo atmakaleza ja ubhe che. prApti pachI bhaktamAna kALamAM paNa zAMti nathI ane rakSaNa ane saMrakSaNa pAchaLa lehInuM pANI ja thatuM jovAmAM ane anubhavamAM Ave che te ati bhayaMkara cekavanArI bInA ja che ne ? ane sukhAnubhava ane saMpattinI mAlIkIne choDIne javAnuM te nakakI ja che ne? ane te badhuM ane svajana saMbaMdhI ApaNe dekhatAM

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OM ApaNane cheDIne cAlyA jAya ane cAlyA paNa gayA ene ApaNe na rokI zakayA e paNa nakakara vAta che ne ? jyAM sudhI janma-maraNanA cakkara tyAM sudhI AvI nakkara vAtAnuMviyAganuM nakkara du:kha khaDu' ja rahevAnu. zakya te lAta mArIne jAya tenA karatA te bhayaMkaratAne ja lAta mArI saMsAramAMthI sarakI javu zu khATuM ? paNa te badhAne mATe zakaya che? kharekhara, e rAjamArga saraLa ane sudhA bharyAM hAvA chatAM khaDaganI dhAra jevA hAi badhA mATe ekadama zakaya na bane. mATe keDI mAnA Azraya paNa kalyANakara che. paNa te kene mATe ? khAMdhA kA kAne Ape? ane kANu mAMge ? zAhukAra heAvA chatAM zakti na hAya tene, AbarUnI kiMmatavALAne, tema 'sAdhyanI sidhdhi'mAM paNa rAjamArga para purI rUcivALAne, keDImA guNakArI ane che. saMsAranI asAratA-AtmAnuM zuddha cidAnaMda svarUpa ane vItarAga paramAtmAnA ati uSkRTa vizvApakAra-jene samajAye; jenA haiye saMpatti ane zarIranI vinAzakatA beThI tene rAjamArgI-satyAganA game ja game ane zakaya sajogAmAM svIkAryAM vinA cena paDe paNa nahi, paNa tathA prakAranI azakti yA Asakti rUpI azaktinA kAraNe AtmA satyAganA mArge na ja jaI zake tA zakaya tyAga raste rastA karatA karatA jAya. sAthe ja haiyAmAM surabhi pasarAvatA jAya ke : huM svAmin svazarIrane viSe paNa mamatva buddhinA tyAga karIne, zradhdhA vaDe pavitra vivekayukta haiyAvALA banIne, sa` anitya saMgane

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choDI daIne, zatru ane mitra pratye samabhAva dhAraNa karIne sarvAM indriyA para kAbu meLavI, sAdhupaNAnA kayAre svIkAra karIza. zarIra eja saM du:khanu mULa che, zarIra che tA indriyA che. indriyAmAMthI mAdakatA ane mAdakatAmAMthI mahApApanA vyApArA dvArA sukha sAmagrI ane saMpatti meLavavAnu mana thAya che. zarIra che te ghaDapaNa ane mRtyu che. ane tenA bhayaMkara duHkhanA zA varNana karavA ? janma che to ja zarIra che. ajanmAne zarIra ja nahi ajanmA banavA mATe anAdghi kAlathI lAgelI ana tI anaMtI pApanI raja dUra karavI ja kAIe, kAi e bhayakara ghAtakI rajane ka` kahe che. kAI rAgadveSanI pedAza mAne che. cAra kaSAyAnI prajA gaNe che. prakRti yA. AtmAmAM janmelA vikRti tarIke biradAve che. paraMtu sathA nAstike sivAya sa kAi e karajane sarvaduHkhanI khANu ane saMsAra-bhavabhramaNanuM mULa mAne che. te AtmAne lAgelI e bhayaMkara rajane khaMkheravA zuM karavuM? zarIramAM rahelA ane zarIranA mAlIka AtmA eja zarIra dvArA nijanAsAdhyane kema na sAdhI le? A A saghaLIe ucca keTinI vAte samajAvanAra sajJa vItarAga paramAtmAne kema na eLakhI le? e paramAtva devanI pIchAna karAvanAra zuddha gurU tatvane zA mATe na zeAdhI kADhe hi'sA-juTha cArI, viSayapipAsA saMpattinA satyAga karIne AtmajJAnI mastImAM ramanAra supavitra AtmAne zA mATe zaratAja na manAve ?

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ane pachI pachI enA ciMdhelA vizvakalyANakara mArge dhIme dhIme paNa daDha pagale kema na cAle jAya? e cAlanI gatimAM matinI zuddhatA hoya, vizvapremane pAvaka agni hoya. enI AMkhamAM samabhAvanI zItaLa surabhi hAya. enI mukhamudrAmAM svapa2 kalyANanI-sarvanA sukhanI tejachAyA hoya. sahanazIlatA-satyazaurya-saumyatAnA ene oDakAra AvatA hoya. enuM mauna paNa mastI bharyuM hoya. enuM smita mIThAzanI mahekathI bhareluM heya. kAraNa ke e sarvajJa devane sevaka che. sarvAnI AjJA ene dharma banI gaye pachI zI kamIne? "ANue dhammA enA prANa bane che. "AjJA enuM amRta, nAthanI-devAdhidevanI sarvarakSaka prabhunI pAchaLa enuM saghaLuM chAvara hoya che. - "sAdhyanI siddhi marajIvAnA khela che. sAgarane taLIye DubakI mArI "motI te marajIvA ja lAve sadAkAlIna saMpUrNa sukhanI sAdhanA-sAdhyane pArakha ja sAdhI zake. sAdhana-sAdhanA, sAdhaka ane sAdhya ene sumeLa eTale sarvottama sAyanTIphIka zedha. e zodhamAM jarAe na thavA devA avarodha. sudeva-sugu-rasudharma sAdhana che. tenI pAchaLa prANa pAtharavA e sAdhanA che. e sAdhanAne AtmIya banAve te sAdhaka. A sAdhakane sAdhyanI siddhi siddhi thavAmAM vilaMba zo? sarva keI zuddha sAdhyanI siddhi pAme eja abhilASA.

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1 x dhanya sAdharmika bhakti ! A (saMskAra kathA) ajane yuga eTale kathA-vArtA vida. moTA bhAganA mAsika, aThavADika ke dainika kathA vArtAthI sabhara. bhAre AkarSaNa paNa emAM moTA bhAge vineda ane AnaMda laharI. bodha-jJAna yA upadezAmRta bahu ochA. kAraNa ke AtmadaSTi uDI gaI. paraleka yA mRtyu pachI zuM? enI prAya jhAjhI ciMtA-pIDA nathI. jaina zAsanamAM kathAo pAra vinAnI. jANe kathA sAgara. mukhyatA dharmakathAnI, saMkIrNa kathA paNa kharI. lakSa badhAmAM AtmakalyANanuM. saMvega nirveda ane puNya pApanA to AgaLa paDatA. virATa vizvanI vikarALatAne bhaya ane tenAthI chUTI saccidAnaMda pada prApti e te AryAvartanI lAkSaNiktA. kathA ja tenuM nAmAM jema AtmAnuM kathana hoya. kathanamAMsvarUpa-varNana-lakSaNe-vizeSatA-nimita kAraNenI gajabanAka asara-jaDa cetananA camatkAra badhuM ja hoya ne? kathA sAhitya e te eka ajaba sAdhana che amaratAnI prAptinuM. amaratA janma-baMdha thayA vinA kayAMthI maLe? ajanmA kevI rIte banAya e pUrva prasaMgenA kathAnake ja kahI jAya

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maiM? kathAe garbhastha jIvAmAM paNa sarakAra sarjI de che. sArA yA khoTA saMskAranuM sIMcana kathA vastu ane kathAnake ja kahI jAyane? kathAo garbhastha jIvAmAM paN saMskAranu sIcana kthA vastu ane kathAkAraka para ja avala bene? pUrva janmanA saMskArane jAgRta karavAnuM kAma paNa kathA vastu ja karI jAyane? ApaNI saMskAra kthAnA nAyaka nemacaMda zeTha. rUDA rUpALA ane zANa, zANapaNa dharmAviveka cukta. kapaTa kaLAnuM nAma nahi. avaLaca'Du eka kAma nahiM. zvAra jinabhakta. bhaktimAM khAmI nahi. anukapA haiye vaselI. paisAne hAthane mela mAne. sukRtanuM sAdhana gaNe. aAbha lavaleza nahi, lebha mAtra dhruvagurU dharmInI bhaktinA jaise Take pUrA. trikALa jinapUjanA niyama, 12 thI 4 - peDhI para. tyAM paNa dhanA-samAjanA kAma te cAlu ja hoya. pAMca vAge vALu, devadarzana karI pratikramaNa ane pachI kuTuMba samakSa dha carcA-kathAvArtA sAthe jJAnagammata. ane e phuTaDA khALakAmAM dharma sa MskAranuM sIMcana, patnI pativratA. nayanA tenuM nAma, zIlavatI ane sohAmaNI, namra ane ghararakakhu. dIla dayA bhAvathI bhareluM, garIbane jIe ane muThI bhare. sagAvahAlAnI sArasabhALa pUrI. ghera sArmika Ave ane haiyuM AnaMda vibhAra khanI jAya. AvI hatI e jugalajoDI. Anada pramAda dharmamaya. gaMgAnA nIra jevu nirmaLa jIvana aMnnenu, jANe zAMtinu satata vahetu jharaNuM. e zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM pelA e bALaka

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zarIra ane AtmAe vikasatA jAya che. ummara che ane 7. vinaya te jIvate jagate dekhAya. sAMja savAra bane mA baDhapane page paDe. bela maThe madhure. cAha rAjahaMsanI. pagalI upADe ne kaMkune bhAsa thAya. bele ne jANe megarAnA kula khare. sAcA dhamanA kuTuMbanuM sarakAra jIvanadekhe tena AnaMdane pAra nahi. samayanA vaheNa nadInA nIranI jema vahetA rahe che. kALacakranA cavA ajaba gajabanA che. kudaratanuM gaNita kamasattAne avagaNatuM nathI. puNya-pApanA zuSka tane parakIya gaNatuM nathI. puya pahoMce tyAM sudhI sukha ane zAMti. pApanA udayamAM duHkhanA Dhera. zANe AtmA mAnasika zAMti rAkhe e apavAda. puya eTale pUrvajanmanI sArI karaNI. pApa eTale gata janmanI burI kAravAI. AnA phaLa te maLe ja maLe. keI chaTakI zake nahiM. | nemacaMda zeTha peDhI para beThA che. zvAsabharyo ghoDesvAra utaryo. parasevAthI rebajheba. mArate cheDe Avela. meM para glAni purI. zeThajI! aMdaranA rUmamAM padhAre vAta karatA jIbha upaDatI nathI. AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. zeTha zAMtithI pUche che. mahetAjI che zuM? zeTha sAheba! gajaba thaI gaye. sAte vahANa sAta lAkhanA mAla karIyANA bharelA. sAgaranetaLIye. zeThanA meM paranI rekhA pharatI nathI. eja zAna svara saMbhaLAya che. ciMtA kare nahi, havelIe jAva. snAnAdi karI taiyAra thAva. mArI sAthe jamavAnuM che. mahetAjI maMdagatie jAya che. enuM mAthuM kAma karatuM nathI.

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cAra divasa gayA ne uMTaDI svAra AvyuM. evI ja rAmAyaNa zeThajI, paradezanI sAta vakhAre agnimAM sAphaaMdAje nukazAna sAta lAkhanuM. zekanuM rUMvADuM na pharake eja saimyatA ane gaMbhIratA. meTA munImane sUcavyuM rAtre daza vAge havelIe Avaje. rAta paDI ane zeTha munIma bheMyarAmAM utaryA. be oraDA vaTAvyA. trIjA oraDAnuM tetIMga tALuM kholyuM. zeTha bahAra beThA che. munIma aMdara jAya che. jeIne cakkara Ave che. kyAM gaye Dhaga senAnI lagaDIone? kyAMthI AvyA kALA kelasA ! he bhagavAna ! zuM thavA beThuM che. mAre zeTha pUre dharma ane prAmANika kayA bhavane pAdiya? bhagavAna ? bhagavAna ! ghaNe TAIma thayo. munImajI! munimajI javAba na maLe. zeTha jAte aMdara jAya che. munIma ardha bezuddha. DhaLe che. jAgRta kare che. zeThajI! zuM A sAcuM jouM chuM, hA, bhAIkarmasattAne aTala nyAya che. sAvadha banI bahAra cAle. 21 lAkha jyA. paNa peTanuM pANuM na hAlyuM. e ja jinabhakti. e ja sAmAyika. e ja saMskAra sIMcana ane sAthe bhAvi taiyArI. AryapatnI te dukhanI sahabhAgI ! ane A te vivekI zrAvikA, enAthI zuM ajANyuM. pitAne hIrA mANeka matInA dAgInAne Dhagale karyo patinA caraNe. vRdhdha munImanA hAtha ane haiyu baMne kaMpyA tene vecatA. jame rakama vyAja sAthe sAme bolAvI saMpaNI. pAInuM devuM nahi. ane milakatamAM rahI mAtra havelI. dAsa dAsIone bAra mahinA cAle eTaluM dhana ApyuM. ghaNI AnAkAnI sAthe azrubhInI AMkhee kaMpate hAthe laI chUTA thayA,

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vItarAga bhagavaMtanI bhakti bhakatane zuM Ape che? dharmanuM pratyakSa phaLa kayAM dekhAya che? I, I praznone mUka javAbha A kathA spaSTa rUpamAM ApI jAya che. kevI ajaba zAMti manane ane AtmAne ? kevuM ane keTaluM prazAMta sukha? prAyaH e ke kamane baMdha nahi, lA ane keDe ame pUrva karmane bhukkA, lakSmInA mahine Azcaryajanaka tyAga. dharma-vivenI sAcI zirama. A AtmA kayA mAnasika saMyogamAM gRDIavasthAmAM be haze? saMsAra tyAganI enI haiyA bhAvanA kevI umadA haze. samatAguNa khIlatA zuM vAra? ajaba che vItarAganI vANuM ane vizvakalyANakara siddhAMte ! rAtanA dazano samaya che. sIttera varSanA vRddha munIma zeThane vinave che. "zeThajI, mArI A sapheda dADhInA mAnane khAtara paNa A pAMca lAkha rUkako svIkAre. prasaMge prasaMge ApI ApelI navAjezane ja A saravALe che. pharIthI vepAra ghadhe zarU karo. puNya pasAthe sau sArAvAnA thaze. kRpA karI nagara tyAgane AMtarika vicAra mAMDI vALe. munImanI udAratA ane sahRdayatA nihALI zeThanI ane zeThANInI bannenI pAMpaNe bhInI bane che. zeThanI prazAMta vANI zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM guMjI uThI, dhanya che! mahetAjI, tamane ane tamArI janetAne. paNa mAre pApedaya pUre che. nahi te sAta lAkhanuM suvarNa kela na banI jAya, mArI pAse atyAre je kAMI Avaze. te javA mATe. mATe mane vadhAre Agraha na karaze, A havelI

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have tamArI. pareDhIe 2 vAge ame cAre paNa prathANuM karazuM. puNya-pApanA ela anubhavazuM-cena haze te pharI maLazuM. jyAM arihanta- azrubhInI AMkhe, baLAtkAre upaDatA e munamanI rajA le che. paDhIonI nirava zAMti. eka bALaka zekane khabhe. eka zeThANI pAse. pagapALA nagaranI bahAra nIkaLI cAlyA ja jAya che. namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM yuddha smaraNa baMnenuM mAnasika Alu che. bhAre thAka ane herAnagatimAM vIseka mAIla kApI nAkhyA, tyAM keI nagaranuM pradara AvyuM. gheghura vaDalA nIce beThA thAka utAravA. thAka tanane ane manane. Ama te tAjagImAM ja hatuM. amRtasIMcana mahAmaMtranuM cAluM ja hatuM. AvA diladAra amane padaya paNa becAra pAmara banI jAya che. A enuM svAgata-na ene ze. jANe ene kAMI adhikAra ja e AtmA para cAle nahi. kaMTALIne bhAgavAnI ja vAta kare ne? bicAro padaya ! ene ThekANe kaI ane puNyadaya AvIne khaDe thaI jAya to paNa navAI nahi. TI te dhIra vIranI ja thAyane? kuMdana ja kasoTIe caDhe. are agnimAM paNa praveze. bhAratavarSanI bhavya bhUminuM-Aryatva-AryatvanI Teca samu jainatva enuM A che amIra ane teja. hAthamAM cAMdIne suMdara kaLaze che. mukha para lAlI che. sukhI zeThIo maMda gatie bhagaLe jaI cA Ave che. najara paDI enI vaDalA nIce. jANe nemacaMda zeThanI bhAgyavI ja najara nAkhatI hoya. zeThIyAnI draSTi pAradarzaka

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hatI. pArakhI gaye. jarUra koI tejasvI khAnadAna duHkhI avasthAmAM AvI paDela che. lAva pAse jauM. egya bhALa karI gya aucitya karuM. 'bhAgyavAna padhAre mAre AMgaNe, zIrAmaNuM karI pachI AgaLa javAze. mArI gADI Apane levA Ave che. jarAe AnAkAnI karaze ja nahi. mArA puye ja Apa A nagaranA pAdare padhAryA che." zeTha vicAra karatA rahyA tyAM te be ghaDAnI pheTana AvI ubhI rahI. bagInI pAchaLa ubhele kecamena te e kuTuMbane nIrakhI ja rahyo. mANekacaMda zeTha jAte zeThane hAtha pakaDI bagImAM besADe che. banne bALake ane mAtAne zeTha sAthe besADe che. jAte sAmI sITa para besI jAya che. vAha re Atithya ane enI Arya rIti ! havelI para caparAzIo gukI jhukI svAgata kare che. vimaLA zeThANI ovAraNA le che. jANe nayanA ane vimaLA sagI bahene na hoya. nemacaMda zeTha kahe "zeThajI, ajANyA para ATalo upakAra? paNa "jinapUjana vinA zIrAmaNuM levAze nahi. tyAM te pUjAnI jeDa hAjara thaI. baccA mATe baccA gya. snAna-samRddhi paNa majhAnI hatI. mANekacaMda vicAre che. bhAre majhA banI. ajANyA paNa dharma sAdharmika maLI gayA. huM pAmara te chatI sAmagrIe pUjA paNa nathI karate. nava vAgyAmAM te peDhIe jaI caMdu chuM. Aje kamANI saphaLa banaze. eja kaDhayA dudha-badAma pIstAne kezara sugaMdhayukata nAstAnI cIjo bALakane maLI. mAtra rAta AkhI gaI. nemacaMda rajA mAge, mANekacaMda kahe "ema javAya nahi.

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tame amArA sAdharmika, aThavADiyuM te mArU ja AgaLanaM vAta AgaLa.' puNyadaya te Anu nAma. samaratArasanuM a tA mAtra ati sAmAnya pratyakSa phaLa. apeAranA jammu bAda gAdI para alaka-malakanI vAte cAle che. khAndvAna mANe ca Mda nathI pUchatA nAma ke gAma-nADuMka duHkhI avasthA zA mATe yAda karAvavI? pratikramaNa bAda banne kuTuMbe dIvAnakhAnAnA moTA hAlamAM beThA che. mANekacaMdane saMtAna nathI. SNu Aje te dAsa dAsIone paNa besavA rajA che. kAraNa ke avanavI dharmAMgA thavAnI che. nemacaMda zeTha Aje purabahAramAM khIlyA hatA. supAdAna-abhayadAna anukapahvAna jJAnAnAdiSTAMta dvArA samajAvatAM dAna-dharmAMnI relamachela karI mUkI, pazu aMte khUba uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. kAraNa ke potAnA sukhamaya divase dAna vinA vAMjhiyA jatA hatA. cAra mANekacaMda zeTha A vAtane pAmI gayA. mAlI uThyAM, kharekhara te jIvana mArUM dharma hIna ja gayuM. dAna detA. mane bhAre AMcakA Ave che. zu huM meTAbhAi, (nemacaMda zeTha) sArI eka vinati tame mAnA, have tame mane ane A saghaLI milkatane parAyI na gaNA. savArathI tamArI IcchA pramANe dAna vividha rIte zarU kare. jethI mane paNa kAMIka jAgRti janmaze.' pArake paise ane dAna ! zeThane kema rUce ? paNa AtmIya Agraha pAse namatu jokhavuM paDayuM. dAnanA pravAha zarU thayA. khIMnnuM aThavADiyuM paNa pasAra thayuM. zeThe rajA mAgI, mANekacaMda kahe, javAnI vAta te uccAravI nahiM. A paMdara

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divasa je AnaMda sArI jIMdagImAM anubhavyuM nathI. nAhaka javAnI vAta karI mAruM mana duHkhavaze nahi. sArAe nagaramAM eka ja khyAti. mANekacaMda zeThanA moTA bhAI AvyA che. bhAre udAra. rAjAnA darabAramAM dAna-carcA thavA lAgI. rAjA mANekacaMdane kahe che, "are bhalA zeThIyA, AvA nararatnane mArA darabAramAM-DAyarAmAM kema nathI lAvatA!" "rAjAsAheba, kAle vAta." rAjA kahe, "nA ema nahi. mArI 4 gheDAnI bagI-chaDI-chatra sAthe levA Avaze." mANekacaMdanuM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM. zuM mArA saddabhAgya? mArA bhAIne rAjamAna paNa gajabanuM! bhAre puNyazALI ! khAnadAna ane udAra haiyuM ja Ave AnaMda anubhavI zake ! bAkI te haiyuM bALIne khAkha thaI jAya. mANekacaMda zeThe bheTaNane thALa taiyAra karyo. sonAmaherothI bharele. nemacaMda zeTha kahe, "bhAI tamArA upakArane bhAra have hada oLaMge che." mANekacaMda mauna. rAjAe sAmenA siMhAsana para besADayA. svahaste pAna bIDuM ApyuM. avara navara Aja rIte darabAramAM AvavA sUcavyuM. rAja mahemAna banavA Agraha karyo. mANekacaMda kaDe sAheba, mArA meTAbhAI te dharmanA avatAra che mATe mAre tyAM ja rahevA de. badhuM ApanuM ja che." khUbI te e che ke divase para divase jAya che. paNa kyAMnA che? zuM banyuM? kaI ja kAMI pUchatuM nathI. be mAsa pasAra thaI gayA. dilacapIthI dharmavRtti khIlatI jAya che. nayanA vimaLAnI paNa vimaLatA vadhatI jAya che. bALako te nayanA karatA vadhAre vimaLAnA gaNavA lAgyA. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane

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10 udaya jaMgalamAM paNa maMgaLa kare. zayatAna paNa svargIya deva banI sevA kare. A te khAnadAne jeDaluM ane emane ghera dharma gaMgAne pravAha AvI samA ! bane zeThIyAo alaka malakanI vAta karatA madhyAhane dIvAnakhAnamAM beThA che. daravAjAne caparAzI AvI pUche che. kaI vRddha purUSa Apane maLavA Icche che. AvavA de. zveta mastake praveza karyo. mastaka nemacaMda zeThanA caraNamAM namI paDayuM. zeThe vRdhdhane bAhupAzamAM lIdhA. bannenI AMkhe bhInI thaI. mANekacaMda dazya joI sAnaMda Azcarya anubhavI rahyA. kAMIka pAchalI smRti tAjI thavA lAgI. AMkhamAM camaka AvI. AnaMda vibhora banI gayA. bhUtanI mIThI smRti kRtajJa AtmAne kevA AtmAnaMdamAM jhulAve che ane puNedaya kevI camatkArI ghaTanAe saje che te AgaLa zuM. taDake chAMyaDe, teja chAyA, sukha duHkhanAM da vizvamAM vyApaka che. sat-asat nuM yuddha paNa anAdi kAlIna che, puNya pApanA paDachaMda paNa harakeInA anubhavamAM che. puNya pApane na mAnanAra duHkhamAM rIbAya che. puNyakALamAM pAgala bane che. ane tamAM akhUTa zraddhAyukata AtmA bane avasthAmAM mAnasika zAMti ane svastha sukhane anubhava kare che. ApaNa nemacaMdazeTha karmasattA-dharmasattA ane AtmAnI anaMta zaktimAM atUTa zraddhAvALA te hatA ja, paNa sAthe tevuM ja Adarza jIvana-jIvanArA hatA. zeThe vRddhane bAhupAzamAM lIdhA. A te ja vRddha che jeNe pAMca lAkhanI puMcha

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11 zeThane caraNe dharI hatI. mANekacaMda zeTha TIkI TIkIne vRSyane nihALe che. sArAe bhUtakALa AMkha sAme khaDA thAya che. huM purI ApattimAM mUkaNA. AbarU sAcavavAne prazna ubhA thayA. rUpIA paMdara hajAra pUrA, 24 kalAkamAM joI e, kANu Ape ? kenI kane mAgavA ? kayAM javuM? kudaratane bharAMse-bhAvinA vizvAse dUranA nagare pahoMcyA, nAmAMkti zeThanI peDhIe pahecyA. khAnagI eDakamAM vAta karI. na eLakhANa, na pIchANa, na nAme udhAryAM. paMdara hajAra pUrA, bhInI AMkhane ApI dIdhA. pITha para hAtha pheravI, pUra prema batAvI vidAya karyA. te moTA yuni. nemacaMdazeThanA caherA ane moTA zeThane mahArA eka ja, cAkkasa moTA zeThanA ja dIkarA. vAhu ghI te badhuya khIcaDImAM ja paDayuM. have pelA padara hajAra je pAMca varSathI anAmata alaga rAkhyA che, te vyAja sAthe ApavAne meAkeA malI gayA.' zeDanA ja A bhadrAsana parathI ekadama ubhA thayA. nemacaMda zeThanA pagamAM mAthuM mukI dIdhuM. AMkhamAM harSAzrunuM pavitra jharaNuM vahI rahyuM che. nemacada zeThanA AtmA saphALA ubhA thai gayA. 'bhAI, che zuM zuM thai gayuM? hAtha jhAlI pAse ja Asana para besADayAM. munima paNa stabdha banI joi rahela che. saghaLI vigata kahe che. ane umere che, moTAbhAI. ApanA pitAzrInA paMdara hajAra eTale ja mArU jIvatara. raLatara, AbarU, kIrti ane jAheAjalAlI, nahi te A nemacaMda A duniyA para na heAta. kharekhara Apane meLApa ane sahavAsa mAre te akALe megha varasyA ane sa

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jatunA phaLane eka trAtamAM AsvAda jevuM banyuM, kharekhara, huM kRtArtha banI gaye. munImajI, tame padhAre. snAnAdikathI thAka utAro. bhejana ArogI le. zeThajI, sauthI pahelA mAre tamAro AbhAra mAna rahyomArA prANa samAna zeThane sahakuTuMba tamAre tyAM hemakhema sukhazAMtimAM nIrakhI mAre AnaMdavAridhi haiyAmAM mAtA nathI. pahelA mArA zeThajIne sukhavArtA jaNAvA de ke dariyAmAM nAza pAmelA gaNAtAM sAta vahANe sukharUpa baMdare AvI gayA. ane kariyANAnA Dabala dAma upajatAM 14 lAkha hAIkesa anAmata suvyavasthita karI huM mArA zeThajInI zodha karI rahyo hate. tyAM sAMbhaLyuM ke A nagaramAM kaI navIna dAtA Avela che. sArAe pacAsa mAIlanA pradezamAM mArA zeTha sivAya dAtA tarIkenuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM nathI, anumAne A Akho pAvana thaI. eka nahi paNa be kheladila udAra carita AtmAonA darzanathI. huM dhanya banI gaye. zeThajI, tame paNa sAcA zeTha ! munImajI, mANekacaMda zeTha te sAcA sahedarathI paNa vadhI gayA. emanA prema, bhakti, udAratA....nemacaMda zeThanI AMkho sajaLa banI gaI. tyAM te mANekacaMda zeThanA meM para ADe hAtha mauna paNe dharI dIdhuM. ane munImane hAtha pakaDI jhapATAbaMdha 9 thI nIce laI gayA. munImanI cakera AMkho cAre bAju kAMIka zodhe che, hoMziyAra zeTha pArakhI gayA bhAI, banne bhUlakA te paMDitajI pAse sAmAnA makAnamAM vidyAbhyAsamAM che. raho, jAte ja bolAvI lAvuM. banne bALaka vRddhanA pagamAM paDayA. dAdA, tame kyAre AvyA?

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13 cAle cAle bIjA bA pAse laI jaIe. jamavA besADI daIe, nayanA A sukhada prasaMga nIrakhI rahela che. tyAM te vimaLAnA kAne zabe paDayA, "bahAra Ave che. bA, bA, amArA dAdA AvyA che. kaMI jatA rahyAtA. amane reja emane tyAM laI jatA. bahu majhA paDatI." saMdhyA vatI Avazyaka kyiA ullAsa pUrvaka thaI. dharmakathA pariSada beThavAI gaI. nemacaMda zeThanI mukhavINA vAgavA lAgI. AtmA, saMsAra,karma, dharmanuM svarUpa, karmanI kaThI I, dhamanuM apUrva baLa, AtmAnI ardhagati, pragati ane unnatinA sure phelAvA mAMDayA. beThelAnAM haiyA DelavA lAgyAM duniyA ghaDIbhara bhUlAI gaI. sau niHsvArtha premanA jhUle jhUlavA mAMDyA. tyAM jinezvaradevanI bhaktine viSaya AvyuM. zeTha thaMbhyA, "munimajI, anukaMpAdAna saha aThThAI motsava mANekacaMda zeThanA nAmathI zarU karazuM ne? ATha divasanI nakArasI-sAdharmika vAtsalya ane chelle divase dhumADAbaMdha nagara jamaNa. munImanuM haiyuM nAcI uDyuM. anumehanA sura nIkaLe. dhanya vANI ! dhanya vicAra! dhanya puNyanI caDhatI kaLA ! prabhAta ugyuM. zaraNAIne sUra sAthe vAjI2 vAgavA lAgyA. devaDIe anukaMpA dAna zarU thayuM. nagara sArAmAM thALI Dhela piTAyA. janagaNa darzanaghelA banyuM. devAdhidevanA ane banne zeThIyAnA. sAthe mahAprAmANika kRtajJa munImanA paNa. cauda lAkhamAMthI cAMu karavAnI IcchA paNa na janmI! dhanya enI jananIne. core ne cauTe eka ja vAta. zuM kuTuMba ! ze vyavahAra? zuM udAratA ! dharma te

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14 AnuM nAma. jaina dharma ajaba gajamanA ! udAratA vizvane e ja zIkhavI zake! rAjavIne-rAjarANIne AmaMtraNa thayA. paherAmaNIe thaI. rAjadarabAra bharAye rAja sanmAna sarvazreSTha maLyu, nagara bahumAna te hAya ja vasamI vidAyanI pakSa AvI. A-bAlavRdhdha saunI AMkhamA virahavedanA. vimaLAne tA AchI mUrchA pazu AvI gaI. ajayane cUme che. vijayane bheTe che. mAthu suMghe che. bannene kheALe besADe che. pITha para vhAlabharyo hAtha pherave che. sa`sAra che ne ? mAhunA uchALA zANAne paNa AvI jAya A te eka nisvArtha mAtAne sthAne, ane bALake vinamra zAMta ane hasamukhA, khALethI uThayA vimaLAne page paDayA AziSa lIdhI. ane nayanA vimaLA sajjaLa nayane bahAranA AMgaNAmAM AvyA dUra dUra najara nAkhatAM mAnava maherAmaNa mAtA nathI tyAM te rAja chaDI pokArAI rAjArANI AvI AMgaNe ubhA. bhAvabharI vidAya. rAjAnI sAthe nemacaMda zeTha, sAme mANekaca'da zeTha bIjA vAhanamAM rANI sAthe nayanA sAme vimaLAnI banne mAjI ane kumAre. garIbone svAdiSTa sugaMdha medaka dAna, nagara bahuAra pracaMDa sabhA, rAja vidAya ane rAjAnA urdUgAro, AkAzagAmI jaya jayakAra, zeThanu peAtAnA taraphathI satAmukhI AbhAra vakatavya ! kevu' niLa haze e ! raMga bharI duniyA. jevA sa`ga tevA raMga nimittavAsI AtmA nirmALa paNa bane. ni`La paNa ane, nimitta joradAra zubha tA suyeAgya para chAyA paNa suMdara. mATe ja zubha nimittonI-sAdhakAnI sarvAMgI jarUra. mATe ja vItarAga

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1pa paramAtmAnA utkRSTa devAlayanuM sarjana. Atma AlhAdaka kudaratanA kheLe ubhA karAelA pavitra kalyANakara tIrtho e te che mokSamArganI dIvAdAMDI. AvI ekAda dIvAdAMDI para kalyANa kAje khaDI karavAnI bhAvanA prayANa karatA nemacaMda zeThanA haiyAmAM ramI rahI che. vanagaranuM pAdara AvyuM. puSyane prakAza joradAra phelAte lAge. khUda rAjya taraphathI zobhA yAtrA sAmI AvI, sIdhA rAjadarabAramAM, pitAnA nagaranI nAmozanI sarvatra phelAvanAranuM sanmAna tAMbuladAnathI rAjAe karyuM nagara zeThanI padavI ApI. paNa A haiyuM keI judA ja unnata vicAramAM ramI rahyuM hatuM. kaye haze e AtmaraMga! raMgIle AtmA eja, havelI paNa eja, ane peDhI paNa eja. paNa puNyanI pherama kudake bhusake vadhavA lAgI. Aga lAgI hatI vakhArane. kATamALa khaseDAye jamIna sApha thaI. mahetAjI tyAMne paradezathI pAchA pharyo. hevAla jANI muchamAM makavA lAge. bhale vakhAre baLI. mArA zeThane mAla bhaiyarAmAM anAmata nirbhaya che. bajAra AsmAne che. taka sArI che. mAla vee cekhA cauda lAkha rokaDa laI zeThanA caraNamAM vadhAmaNI. devamaMdirane pAye nakhAI gaye hate. saMgemaramarane Arasa Dhagale svaccha AkAzanI kalpanA Apate hate. kArIgarInA TAMkaNAnA TaMkAre TaMkAre zeTha ane zeThanuM kuTuMba karmanirjarA sAdhI rahyuM hatuM. eka zubha divase zeThane puNyane para jovAnuM mana thayuM eja sapheda dADhI e ja punamanI cAMdanI rAta. banne

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utaryA eja bheMyarAmAM. munima Abhe bane che caLakATathI AMkha camake che. eja suvarNarAzi vAhare puNyakaLA ! zeThanuM mana kaI judA ja saMvegarasamAM ramatuM hatuM paNa e te pita ane atizaya jJAnI ja jANene, suvarNarAzinA 27 lAkha upajyA kulle muDI thaI paMcAvana lAkhanI. puNya purepurU pAMgaryuM paNa Ate puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane temAM reDAye raMga saMvegane. jinacaitya banyuM benamUna paMdara lAkha purAmAM. sAthe ja vizALa "mANekavasahI" mANekacaMda zeThanI kIrti davA ane nemacaMdazeThanI kRtajJatAnI yazozrAthA samI pAMca lAkhanI lakSmI temAM hasatI hatI. have maMdira para kaLaza ane upAzrayanuM uddaghATana. uddaghATana te zAsana prabhAvaka dharmarakSaka sUripuraMdaranA pAda kamaLa pravezathI thAya ne? zeThe cArebAju zodha calAvI niraMjanAcAryazrInI bhALa maLI, paMcAcAra pAnazUrA. zrutajJAnanI gaMgA. vyAkhyAna dezanA eTale sAkSAt gaNadhara bhagavaMtanI yAda. sAMbhaLe ne saMvega janme. saMsAra bhuMDa ane mekSa rUDe e te pAyAne siddhAMta. tAjane sAMbhaLe ne dile Dele. manaciMtanamAM ane AtmA samarasamAM. zeTha jAte upaDayA vinati karI. haiyAnuM uMDANa khelyuM. sUrIzvarajI paNa malakayA. jainazAsananI rezanIne camakAre AMkhamAM dekhAya. mahatsavanA maMDANa thayA 21 divasa pahelA vajA patAkAo laherAI. ceghaDIyA gAjI uThayA vAjIMtronA mIThA sUra besurA manane ThekANe lAvavA lAgyA ane rejanI be kalAkanI vItarAgavANuM. sAkara zeraDIthI adhika mIThI.

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17 sau prajAjano suNavA lAgyA. sAmaiyuM ane enI ronaka ane te divasanI prabhAvanAe sArAe nagaramAM sUrIzvaranI oLakha ApI dIdhI hatI. eka eka vAkaya siddhAMta banI ja. haiyA seMsarI utaratI e vANIe anekanA haiyAmAM dharma vAvaNuM karI dIdhI. tyAM te caityapratiSThAne divasa AvI gayA. sArAe nagaranI aDhAre varNa sAMje pratiSThAnI prasAdI pAmavAnI hatI. aneka jAtanI pakavAne ane jAta jAtanI vAnagIo pIrasavAnI hatI. mANekacaMda zeTha ane vimaLA zeThANInA mukhane malakATa ane haiyAno AnaMda mA mAte hete. badhI bAbatamAM nemacaMda zeThe e bannene ja agrasthAne sthApyA hatA. vizvavaMdha trilekInAtha-vItarAga bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanA nIlavarNA maNimaya biMbanI pratiSThA paNa e bannene hAthe ja thavAnI hatI. ane pratiSThA vakhate sAtekSetramAM sAta lAkhanI nemacaMda zeThanI udAra lamImAM mANekacaMda zeThe pAMcalAkhano umero karI dAnAMtarAyanA dAnavane daphanAvI dIdhe. haiyAne vizALa banAvI dIdhuM. lakSmInI asAratAne sthAna maLI gayuM. zeTha zeTha banI gayA. chellA sAta divasathI sAgharmika vAtsalya cAle che. mahatsavamAM traNa lAkha kharcAtA zeThanI muDI 25 lAkha rahI. pratiSThAnI AgalI rAta. zeThe mUkI eka vAta. patipatnI ane be devakumAze. pAMcamuM kaI nahi. devI, duniyAne taDake chAMyaDe che. have AtmAnI zItaLatA anubhavavI che. vItarAga bhagavaMtanA saMyama mAge dila deDI rahyuM che. 5 lAkha tamArA dharma kharca mATe ane vIsa lAkha

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18 tamArA bhAvi jIvana kharca mATe, have hasate haiye vidAya ApeA. pratiSThAne khIje ja divase uMcAmAM uMcuM murhuta paNa Ave che. sUrIzvarajInI saMmati mahApuNyadaye prApta thai che. mANekacaMda ane te nagaranA rAjavI paNa sahakuTuMba hAjara che. satra-sajanamAM AnaMdanI mi uchaLe che. eTale kudarata paNa anukuLa che. tamArI sIDI 'hA' mAM amArU pama kalyANa che. nayanAnA nayana harSAzruthI chalakAya che, svAmIne page paDe che, hAtha joDI kalyANI kathe che. nAtha, mA ApanA teja mAre. mane paNa saMsAranA meha have nathI, khAluDA saMskArI che. emanu jIvana-nAva surakSita che. mane khAtrI che ke jyAre tyAre ApaNI mAphaka pAkaTa vaye e banne mA te Aja levAnA che.' zeThanI rAmarAjI khaDI thAya che. AkhA vika svara mane che. haiyuM namI paDe che. nAthanA zAsananA apUrva mahimA AMkha sAme khaDA thAya che. nArI! tuM paNa nirajanA, jaya vItarAga. chellA divaseAmAM rAjAne nemacaMda zeThanA, rANIne nayanA zeThANInA saMbadha gADha badhAyA hatA. dharmanI vItarAganA vacaneAnI ThIka ThIka chAyA anne para paDI hatI. temAM e gaganacuMbI devAlaya ane tenI pratiSThA paranI udAratAe bannenA haiyA halAvI nAkhyA hatA. pUrvabhavanA koI jAgRta saMskAre vItarAga-dhama tarapha anurAga-janmyA hatA. acA naka rAjada'patInI chaDI pokArAI. saphALA zeDa zeThANI nIce AvyA bannene bahumAna pUrNAMka AMtaralayamAM lai gayA. alaka malakanI vAto karatA karatA bannee peAtAnA niya jaNAvyeA samaye khaLakAnI sabhALa mATe bhalAmaNa karI.

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19, (5) - tyAM te navInatA janmI. banne bALake kAMIka gaSTa karI-ubhA thayA. rAjArANune namyA, mAtapitAne page paDayA, moTo ajaya gaMbhIra vadane kahevA lAgyA. pitAjI, mA jevI mA, AvA sukomaLa zarIre Apane saMyamamAM sAtha Ape che, Apa tenA vadhAmaNA kare che. zuM ame ja vadhArAnA chIe ke jeDe levAnI vAta nathI karatA? vijaye kahe bApujI, meTAbhAInI vAta sAva sAcI che. ame pAchaLa zuM karavA rahIe. ApanI sejano dharma... carcAthI amArA haiyAmAM A asAra saMsAra para napharata janmI cUkI ja che. mAtra samayanI rAha jotA beThA chIe. temAMe sUrIzvarajInI vANIe mehanuM vamana karAvI nAMkhyuM che. pratiSThA pachI cAra pAMca divase Apa bane pUjya samakSa mAga raju thavAnI hatI. paNa amArA puNyadaye Ape ja prastAvanI bhUmikA khaDI karI. ahiMA tema tahiM A paNa ApanA ja bALake! rAjArANI AbhA banI gayA. zuM bALakanuM jJAna? zuM vijJAna? zuM dharma kaLAnI prApti paNa rANInI AMkha sAme nayanAnI sukomaLatA cakakara levA lAgI. sakhI nayanA! tuM ane kaThera saMyama, azakya-azakya. kAyAnI kamaLatA ane saMyamanI bhiSaNatA. uttara dakSiNa dhruvanI ekatA. A vicAra, A bhAvanA, vilaMbe nAkha sakhI? A bane bAluDA paNa kevA lAgaNI viviza banI gayA tArA nirNayathI. - saMyamanI kaTheratA eja AtmAnI sAcI sukomaLatA che. rANI sAhibA! A AtmAe aneka janmamAM nakA

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20 dinA paNa du:kha kayAM nathI sahyA? ane A mArI AMkhanI e kIkIe enA jatana A mArgeja thata hAya teA kharekhara huM ratnakukSImanI gai, mAre sa MsArasumAge vaLI gayA ane mArA patidevanI pavitra preraNAe saMpUrNa saphaLa thaI ! rANI sAhibA ! mArA patideva chellA daza varSathI te mAtra zarIrathI ja sasAramAM che. mana sayamamAM che. ane AtmA ta kayAranAe meAkSamAM pahoMcI gayA che! ' mAtAjI! mAtAjI ! kharekhara tame sAcA mAtAjI che ! sAcA parIkSaka che ! bhavya rakSaka che ! jananI'zabda Ape ucI kakSAe kuMtA karI matAnyeA che.' ajaya khelyuM. ane vijaya te mAtAne bheTI ja paDayA. nAstika haiyAne lAvanArU' A dazya ' jue te dhanya ' joyuM te paNa dhanya rAjA gaMbhIra uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA ubhA thayA. cAra pAMca laTAra mArI. hatheLImAM jorathI bIjA hAthanI muThThI dakhAvI, khelI uDaye. basa eja eja. ak nirNaya. bAkInA pAMce vicAramAM paDI gayA. rAjAne thayuM zuM? zI ceSTA kare che! sau ekI Tase rAjA sAme joI rahyA che. tyAM rAjAnu gaMbhIra vadana malakAtuM banyu temAMthI satya gaMbhIra ghASa nIkaLyA. jANe sAgaranu mana. nemacaMdra zeTha ! kharekhara tame A nagaranu nahi, sajjanenI duni cAnu nAka che. kIti che. dolata che|. zu nathI ? badhu che, paNu paNa mArA te uddhAraka banI gayA. tAraka manI gayA. huM paNa tamArA mAge` AvuM chuM. mA rAjyanA pApa ane ALapaMpALa phagArI dauM chuM, devI, tame paNa A

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margamAM mane gati Apazo ema AzA rAkhuM chuM. Aje rAjamahelamAMthI nIkaLatAM ja mahA zakuna thayA hatA. te kharekhara takSaNa phaLyAM. rANI uMDI duniyAmAM utarI gaI. saMganA raMge caDhI gaI. dahane damavA lAgI mIThI baMsI raNakI uThI ! rAjana ! gati zA mATe? sAthe ja ApIza jIvanasevA saMsAramAM karI AtmasevA saMyamamAM karIza. havAne gati che. pavanane jAduI pAvaDI che. rAte rAta sArAe nagaramAM vAta phelAI gaI keNa abhAgI haze? jenI AMkho bhInI nahi thaI hoya? harSathI, virahathI AzcaryathI! nagara mahetsava mATe jIvaMta hatuM ja. have te haiyAnA ane prANanA dhabakArA vAtAvaraNamAM dhabakavA lAgyA. bIjI savAra eTale pratiSThAnuM prabhAta. savAranA sAtathI sAMjanA cha keI Avo nAsto karo jame. jyAre mana thAya tyAre vividha rasavanI taiyAra ja che. nagara AkhAmAM dhumADe baMdha che. hoya te mAtra zeThanA rasavatI maMDapamAM. prANapratiSThA, gAdInazIna pratiSThA ane AtmAmAM saMyama pratiSThA eka nahi cha cha AtmAmAM ! AtmAe kevA? saunA haiyAmAM dharmanI suvAsa jhagavanArA. zeTha mANekacaMda, vimaLA, temanA nagaranA rAjA rANI sarvanA haiyA pitAnI nirbaLatA mATe duHkha anubhave che. AnaMda anubhave che. AvA ucca AtmAonuM Atithya karI zakyA. AvA sanmitra saMbaMdhI prApta thayA. mANekavihAranA udghATana sAthe

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ja ghaNAnA haiyA paNa ughaDI gayA ane niraMjacAye che che AtmAone mokSanA dvAra ughADI ApyAM. nagara sArUe helAre caDhayuM. e abhinaMdana sabhA, anumodanA vANI, aneka rAjapurUSa, nagarazeThe, zrImaMte, vidvAne ane virAgIonI. sarvane eka ja sUra. dhanya che AryabhUmine. keTiza vandana, devAdhidevane vItarAgavANInA bhAmaNa levAyA. jaina dharmanI birUdAvalI vizvavyApI banI. ane prabhAta ugyuM. anerU, AnaMdI, apUrva. zradhdhAyukta samyaggadarzana sUrya sahastrakiraNathI zobhavA lAgyA. adbhuta zobhA yAtrA niraMjanAcAryadevanA pAdakamaLamAM AvI khaDI thaI pacIsa lAkhanI denagI jAhera thaI. dhavaja cha rUpamAM vaheMcAI gaye. rAjarANI ane sukomaLa zeThANI. rAjavI ane sArAe nagaranuM sauMdarya ane pelA... ajaya-vijaya! gulAba jevuM gorUM badana. ugatA sUryane zaramAve evI badana lAlI. saMyamamastI bharI masta cAla. bAchA smita bharyA mukhaDA karemi bhaMte sAmayiya jAva..jajIvAe hajA. renA haiyA Dusake caDhayA. nAmavidhAna. vaMdana. hitopadeza - - vizvavirATa che. caudarAjamaya. AjanI duniyA vAmanI che. ati alpa che. saMsAra alpatA ane asAratAthI bhiSaNa che. Adhi vyAdhi upAdhine trividha agni prajavaLI rahyo che, anaMtA AtmA anAdikALathI baLI rahyA che. bhaDake zekAI rahyA che. narakAdinA duHkha asahya akathya che. A cha AtmAo-saMsAranI jAlImatAne jANI zakyA. AtmAnA

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3 svarUpane samajI zakayA, dhane huMDhI zakayA, pUrva janmanA saMcita zubha saMskAre nA maLe. eka dIvaDAe aneka dIvaDA pragaTAvyA. ekanA Atithye AryAvatane ujavaLa manAvyuM. A saMskAre nArI jIvanamAM rAzanI pragaTAvI. rAzanIe pharaja dAmAM trirAnA prakAza karyAM. virAga-tyAgamAM pariNamyA. sau tyAgane kaseATIe caDAve. pariSahA-upasarge ne mitra banAveA. zAstra svAdhyAyanuM Ala - bana lyA. 5 samiti, 3 guptinA pAlanapUrvaka apramatta khanI zreNimAM pravezI, vItarAga banI, kevaLajJAnanI jyAti pragaTAve. tenA prakAze mukti mArge eka samayamAM siddhazilAne zAbhAve.

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'najare nihALyuM seAbhAgI zAsana' a madamasta yauvanamAM jhulatI, madanane mAratI, mehane cUratI, sattara yuvAna bALAo, e saMsArane pAgalakhAnu mAnatI prauDhA, eka yuvAna ane cAra cAra gulAbI gauravabharyA malakAtA-malakAvatA, zAsananI surabhibharyAM, saMskArIta bALako. saghaLAe saMyamanI suMdaratAne zaraNe jatA, saMsArane jAkArA detA. duniyAnI-AjanA jagatanI ajA yI samAna. ghare lakSmInI choLe uchaLe. kuTubIjanAnA premane pAra nahiM. AjanA kaDevAtA ejyukezanane pAmela. paNa pUrvanuM puNya jakhkhara mAbApAdi bhagava.tanA mahAtAraka zAsanane samajelA-pAmelA, khAlyakALathI saMskAra gaMgAnu vaheNu. keIke potAnA gabharU bALakeA varSothI pU. sUrivarazrInA caraNe mUkela. sAdhvIjInI sAthe viharatA-paricaya karatI bALAo, sUtra-prakaraNa-ka graMthAdi ane sAdhukriyAmAM taiyAra. vinaya-vaiyAvacca-svAdhyAya guNAmAM yatnazIla. pUnA sakArAnI jAgRtinuM suvarNa ane temAM pUjyenI suvAsa. pUjyeAnI preraNA-pAlanA ane sicana. traMbAvatI, khaMbhAtaneA puNyayeAga prauDhatAne pAmyA. cAvIsa cArvIsa AtmAe anAdikALanI cAlane tyajI AtmAnI AnadabharI cAla para pagalIe

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mAMDe. tene mahotsava pelA zrI saMghasevaka bhANAbhAI ane temanA subaMdhuo kezarIcaMdabhAI, jayaMtibhAI ane baMsIlAla, Atma-baMsIe ullAsabharyA haiye ujave. ze ene ThATha, zI enI zobhA ane ramyatA. khaMbhAtanuM dharmanAka amara zALA. temAM suzobhita devabhuvana sama kASTamaMDapa. madhyamAM vedI para caturmukha jinezvaradeve. jANe saMsAratrasta AtmAo mATe cArebAju amRta bharela kSIra sAgara. aneka AtmAbhimukha AtmAo Ave darzana kare-pUjana kare-pAvana thAya. aMga racanA ajaba bhAvanA gajaba. saMgItanI surAvalimAMthI Atma-zeSa gAna, tAna, nAca, rAsane thanathanATa. nAstikanA haiyAmAM jinadeva rame. sarvazreSTha jinavANIne pavitra pravAha. saMyamanI suMdaratA samajAvate-saMsAranI asAratA haiye besADate, sukhadukhanI lAgaNI phagAvate. samabhAva ane sahiSNutA guNane pragaTAvavA. pravAhanuM mULa parvata. aDaga ane adamya. zAsana eTale zAsana ja. vItarAganI AjJA eja sarvakalyANakara sarvotama susAdhana. vItarAga paramA bhA arihaMta eja devAdhideva. kaMcana kAminInA tyAgIniSpA5 jIvanacaryAnA sAdhaka eja sugurU. ahiMsAmaya AjJAyukta satyAga eja dharma. A mahAdhodhane chotera varSanI pAkaTa uMmare paNa sadAne mATe adamya utsAhathI vahete rAkhanAra mahAna gacchAdhipati ArAdhdhapAda sUripuraMdara zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. zrInuM adbhuta, dezanAmRta. zretA samUha mAya nahi. bhIDane pAra nahi. zabda zabda vairAgyanuM jharaNuM vahetuM rahe. "

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amRta jharaNAnuM piyuSa pIne teyAra thayela 24 AtmAonI, preraNAnuM pAna karAvatI, bhAyAtrA. jANe ke mukitapurIne sArtha. nizAnaDuMke, alabelA zaNagAra sajI azva para beThela sAMbelA, suzobhita vikaTerIyA, be gheDAnI, cAra gheDAnI. deva jevA dIkSite. vaSIdAnane uchaLate pravAha, hadayukata malapate gajarAja. pitAnA prANaputra narendrane ane tenA sAthI harSadakumArane laI beThela rAjakeTanA zrAddhavarya nagInabhAI, pitAnI priyaputrI uSAne paNa zAsanane caraNe dharI. eka bagImAM cAra varSathI dIkSA mATe talasatA jayaMtibhAI, be bALakumAre, dharmapatnI ane bALakumArI. ekamAM naNaMda bhejAI ane bhANI, te bIjAmAM mAM dIkarI. raMga bhAI raMga. vAjA gajAnA para nahi. bhakitamaMDaLIo paNa kharI ja. saumya moTarakAramAM sva. gacchAdhipati, amArA traNasenA tAraNahArazrInI caraNapAdukA. ArasanI. svAdhyAya lIna jIvatI jAgati pratikRti. AgaLa benDa pAchaLa benDa. eka be pAMca sekanDa. darzana thayA gacchadharI addabhuta zAsana prabhAvaka ArAdhdhapAda sUri puraMdara zrImadavijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.nA. pU. paMnyAsajIgaNivare Adi 105 pU. sAdhuvRdathI yukata. saumya dekhAva. zI gajabanI mAnava maherAmaNanI saddabhAvanA ane aMjali. prabhujI padhAryA. darzana kare. darzana kare. rajatarathamAM birAjamAna vizvatAraka jinabiMbe sAdhvIgaNa apAra, gIta gAte nArI vRMda ane rAsa ramatI bALAo. badhuM ja AkarSaka-anamedanIya-prazaMsanIya. AtmatAraka unnatisAdhaka prabhAvaka.

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27 zatanA ATha. 24 mumukSeonA bahumAna. sau saunI rIte navAje-anude. kaMIka haiyAnI bhAvanA raju kare. amAre udaya kayAre thaze? sarvavirati saMyama kayAre pAmazuM? mahA vada 9 bIjI ane budhavAranA sAta. dIkSAyAtrAnI suMdara zobhA. sau gurUkulikA (samAdhi maMdira)ne mAge. pAdukAnA darzana kare pAvana thAya ane sAthenA ja vizALakAya mahAmaMDapamAM sthAna le. parame pakArI tAraka gurUbhagavaMta padhAryA. aSTa pravacana mAtAnI yAda ApatA ATha pU. paMnyAsa pravaro. vizALa sTeja para samavasaraNa. caturmukha bhagavaMta. mumukSu bhAgyavaMtanI dIkSAvidhinI zarUAta. zAMta AhAdaka-preraNAdAyI vAtAvaraNa sUryanA saumya prabhAtika kiraNe tene tAjagI ApatA. 24 oghA, 24 chAba. ekaekane paramaprabhAvaka pU. zrI rajoharaNa arpaNa kare. AtmarAja khaMkherAtI jAya lenAranI, jenAranI anumodanA karanAranI. keIkanI AMkhe harSAzruthI bhInI. keIka nAce. keIka zAsanadevanI je bele. nAna maMDapa, muMDana, snAna, veSa paridhAna. 9-20-25ra7-ra7 thALI DaMke benDa vAgyA. leca thayA. suMdara muhUrta, suMdara bhAva vADare dIkSA pradAna. sAthe ja zrI dazanabhUSaNa vijyajI vi. ane eka sAdhvIjInI vaDI dIkSA. aitihAsika suvarNa prasaMgakhaMbhAtanagarano zrI saMgha dhanya banI gaye. ' nAmakaraNavidhi, akSata vadhAmaNI, akSayapada prAptinuM dhyeye hitepadezane amRta pravAha. 10-29 DaMke vAge sva. vairAgyavAridhi karmasAhitya prakAMDavidvAna adbhuta vaiyAvacaguNadhAraka prazAMta tejasvImA

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18 zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI caraNakamaLa pAchuM kAnI pratiSThA. teozrIjInA varada haste. je hAthamAM zAsananI surabhibharI dhurA e adbhuta kaLAkAre seMpI hatI te dhurAne Agamayukti ane sukti anusAra aDaga rIte Aje 5. zrI vahI rahyA che. ' vItarAga bhagavaMtanuM sarvakalyANakara mahAzAsana jeNe gamyuM, rUchyuM, haiye dharyuM tene beDo pAra. A pArAvAra saMsAramAMthI tArI, Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhinA dAvAnaLane ThAra nAra, mukitane ApanAra ekamAtra jinezvaradevanI ArAdhya AjJA ja che. zAzvat sukhanA-anaMta sukhanA maMDANa dIkSA grahaNathI zarU thAya che. 5 samiti 3 gupti rUpa aSTa pravacana mAtAnI vaphAdArI eja raMgamaMDapa. svAdhyAya tapa, japa, dhyAnanI vedikA para anaMtAnaMta karmone hema. emAMthI pragaTa thatuM saMpUrNa AtmasvAthya eja mokSa. sadAne mATe anaMta sukhamAM AtmAnuM ramaNa, janmamaraNane sadAne mATe aMta eja che, sAdhanA sadAnA mATe saMtanI. 24 saMtaAtmAe svaparanuM kalyANa sAdhavA sAthe zAzvata para pAme eja abhyarthanA.

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XXXXXXXX ---R daMbha khullA paDatA mahAdabha vaDe nirdabha dekhAvAneA prayAga. "dravya sAdhu banavA karatAM bhAva sAdhu zA mATe na banavuM ? '' citrabhAnunA udgAra : (muMbai samAcAra tA. 5 2-73) ______ ghaNA vakhatathI mananI vAta kahevA mAgatA hatA." kANe rAkayA hatA ? zA mATe haiyuM sAcuM na karI batAvyuM ? veSa cheDI gRhasthapaNuM svIkArI, AtmaniMdA zA mATe jAheramAM na karI ? peAtAnI naLAinA nAza thAta. peAte sAdhujIvananA veSamAM rahI sevatA pApathI bacata. mahAzAsananI apabhrAjanAnuM mahApApa mAthe na sIMcAta. khera, paNa hajI pazcAtApanuM nAmanizAna nathI. Apa aDAInA pAra nathI. bhadrika janatAne, AMkhe pATA mAMdhavAnA khelamAMthI uMce nathI AvatA. mATe ja sAcA ghaTaspheTanI pAkI jarUra kalamane dekhAI. khAkI te sabve jIvA kambhavasa' e, mahA prabhunu' pavitra sUtra AMkha sAme rAkhI, haju paNu A lakhatI vakhate paNa bhAvadayA'nuM jharaNuM haiyAmAM satata vahyA kare che.

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30 kavaza meATA ceAgIe paNa gakhaDe, paNa kayAre? lAkhA prayatna pApathI bacavA karyA pachI ja paDe tyAre paNa haiyAduHkhanA pAra nahi paDayA pachI paNa jAgRti ajaba. haiyAkAra pazcAtApa. mahAmuni nardiSaNanuM dRSTAMta adbhuta che. sAcA sAdhupaNAnI phArama ApI jAya che. rAmarAma, Atma pradeze pradeze, vyApaka zudhdha dharmanI sudRDha zradhdhAnu mahApratika che. jyAre prastuta vyakita taddana uMdhA mAge rahI, kirastA hAvAnI phAlavaNI pAtAne mATe kare che. te divaseAmAM mane satyanI jhAMkhI thai. te divaseA sudhI pete aMdhArapaTamAM hatA tema kabula kare che. te te divaso sudhI badhAne satyanA prakAza ApavAnA DALa ja karatA hatA ne ! 'je kanyAne huM prema karU chuM, tene jAheramAM svIkAra zA mATe na karU ?' jyAre nyusapeparamAM, reDIe para, cAre bAju pApa pragaTa thayuM, tyAre tu paNa sIdhI sAcI kabulAta nahi, ane koI paNa saMjogamAM, sAveSamAM rahI potAnu kRtya chUpAvI zakAya evI paristhiti ane vAtAvaraNa na rahyuM, tyAre nibha dekhAvanA' mahAbha ? vAha re ! prApta buddhinA ThagArI upayAga ! ATalethI ja nathI aTakatA. dravya sAdhu keAne kahevAya ? ane te paNa kayI huThe? bhAva sAdhunI kalpanA paNa A pharaja-cyuta vyakitane nathI, nahi te manamAM vicAra paNa na uThata ke lAkaDAnI talavAra jevA dravya sAdhupaNA karatAM bhAva-sAdhu zAne na anu. jo bhAvasAdhu banavAnA rAjamA gRhasthapaNu' ane pariNIta jIvana hota, teA dIkSAnuM saCtyAganuM, anupama-sarvAMtAraka suMdara vidhAna, jJAnIe karata

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31 ja nahi. A vyakitae pUrvanA gaNavezamAM rahI kadAca zAstranA cheDA pAnA pheravyA hoya, ane "gRhI liMge keka mukita thayAne dAkhala, pitAnA daMbhabharyA jIvananA bacAva mATe, lekene ADe mArge doravA, raju paNa kare. te tyAM liMgaveSa gRhIne. paNa guNasthAna kahyuM? ane Atma-pariNAma kyA-sarvotkRSTa keTinA ? eno nirdeza spaSTa paNa karI zakaze nahi. ane gRhaveSamAM kevaLajJAna-sarvajJatA, bharata mahArAjA jevA pUrvabhavamAM apUrva saMyama pAlana karIne AvelA, mahAvirAgI AtmAne thAya, ane AyuSya hoya, te sAdhu veSa svIkAre ja. e vAta madhyAhna sUrya jevI spaSTa ane khullI ja che ne? bhAvadayAthI bharapura haiyA vaDe kahevA de ke beTI kIti lAlasAnI lalacAmaNa haju paNa cheDe, puNya-pApanA e be tatvamAM cheDI paNa mAnyatA rahI hoya te, haju paNa haiyAthI duSkRtane pazcAtApa kare. mahAtAraka jIvana cheDI, pApapAkathI bharapUra-jIvanamAM javAnuM mana thayuM. tene haiye DAgha dhare. ane punarapi punarapi, AvatA bhavamAM paNa e nipApa jIvana maLe, e pavitra vicArothI patita jIvanane prakSAle. "prema ane pavitratA pAme chuM" Ajane jamAne mAraka mehane "prema" kahe che "abrahmane premanA suMvALA zabdathI navAje che. tema e paNa bhale navAje. paNa e prema nathI. indriyanI ane mananI narI nirbaLatA che. e narI "nirbaLatA" ne "pavitratAne opa ApI, janatA samakSa raju karavI e paNa eka daMbhane ja pravega che ne?

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3ra saMsAravartI prANI janma-maraNanA cakkaramAM, mAna-mAyA (daMbha) ane lAbha (lalacAmaNu)mAM anAdi kALathI aTavAI ja rahyo che. tevI rIte A AtmA paNa aTavAi gayeA. ATalI sAdI samajaNu e AtmA pratye tiraskAranI ke dhikakAranI lAgaNI peDhA na ja thavA de. paNa jyAre aTavAmaNane 'suMdara samaja' tarIke oLakhavAnA AtmaghAtaka samAjazreyaghAtaka prayatna thAya, tyAre satyane nirdoSa bhASAmAM spaSTa paNe raju karavA sAthe te AtmAnI hitaciMtaka dayA dAkhavyA sivAya bIjo upAya paNa ze ? anekAMtavAda emAM svataMtra vicArasaraNInA avakAza che.' vAha re hAMziyArI ! anekAMtavAda te sApekSadharmo-guNA padArthanA maulika daSTie vicAre che. keIpaNu haeNTha vagaranA. khIjAnA apalApa vinA, ekaguNa dharmAMne enA te rUpamAM raju kare che. eNe AtmAnI anAdikAlanI paratatratAne khyAla ApI, sadgurU pAratatrya svIkArI, janma maraNu MtAtmaka, ajanmA banavA rUpa, mukita svataMtratAnA, zudhdha mA cIdhe che. enI vicArasaraNI svataMtra nahi, paNa sajJa bhASita; anAdvi avyAbAdha; zAstramUlaka sarvottama pAratatryane varela che. citrabhAnujI ! mAnavatA pratyenA zuSka AkaSa NuthI kalama lakhe che-manyu te anya'. pUrva bhava puNya prApta tanamananA ni bha sadupayoga karI, kalamane haju paNa aTakAvA. tene aThIka mAnIne. vizvakalyANukara paramAtma zAsana jayavaMtu che. jayavaMtu rahevAnuM che.

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amRta maMthana ke (sva. pUjya AcAryadevazrI mahAna ArAdhaka hatA. sAthe ArAdhanA mArganA mahAna rakSaka ane mahAna prabhAvaka hatA. e pUjyazrInA uca jIvana amRtane ave lekhaka vidvAna munirAjazrI Alekhe che. pUjyazrInA jIvanaamRtanA rasanuM mahattva ane mahAnatA ahiM najare paDe che. lekhakazrI vidvAna ane sidhAntaniSTha zradhdhAsaMpanna sAthe najIkamAM ja mahA-zrAvakaja mAMthI muni banyA che. -saMo) . virATa vizva anAdi kAlina che. saMskRtinA vaheNu anAdi kAlIna che. vizvakalyANakara jaina zAsana anAdikAlIna che. te mahAzAsananuM baMdhAraNa anAdikAlIna che. tenI AcArya paraMparA paddhati anAdikAlIna che, zrI jaina zAsana eTale kudaratanuM anAdisidha mahAgaNita, enI gaNatarImAM kelkayulezanamAM rajamAtra phera paDe nahi, enA mahAna tatvavettAdhI greTesTa phalesaphara-sarvajJa-sarvadazI vItarAga paramAtmA. AtmAnuM haMkAeluM mahAteja-InTaranala lAITa-pragaTAvI pite mahAzAsananI sthApanA kare. A che sanAtana paddhati. sauthI prathama gaNadhara-mahAna vaijJAnika AcArya

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puMganI pratiSThA kare. te mahAna akATaya vaijJAnika prabhuzrI pAsethI 'tripadInI prApti kare te para dvAdazAMgInI virATakAya racanA kare. addabhuta ane maMgaLakArI. | sarva tane samAveza temAM thAya. jJAna-ajJAnanA bheda, puNya-pApanA khela, karmanA samUhonuM pedA thavuM ane tene vinAza. AtmA sAthe tenuM rAsAyanika joDANa ane te rAsAyanika prakriyAne ukheDavAnI apUrva paddhati. temaja sahajAnaMdI svarUpa AtmAnuM anaMtAanaMta kALa mATe sadA sthAyI bane. AvuM AvuM, aneka camatkArathI bhareluM, mahAvijJAna temAM samAya. keI kaLA ke zilpa bAkI nahi. kaI rIti ke nIti na maLe ema nahi.' jIvana jIvavAnI sugama cAvIo maLe kharI ! sukhazAMti ane AnaMda pramoda pAmI zakAya ! rAjanIti ane samAja dheraNa! arthazAstra ane pAkazAstra ! dharma ane samAja dhAraNa! mAnava ane dAnavanI oLakha ! are A to badhuM sahaja bhAve prApta thAya. paraMtu puccha vinAnA pazuonI paNa jambara oLakha maLe. AvA mahA Agamane racanAra gaNadhara bhagavaMtanA te akhUTa khajAnAne leAkabhAgya ane vidvadurbhAgya banAvavA tyAra pachInA pUrvadhara bhagavate ane suvihita ANadhArI AcAryadevae tenA para niryukti-bhAgya-cUrNi-TIkAnI racanA karI tenuM khUba khUba rakSaNa karyuM che. temAM rahelA khIcakhIca satya ane tane paraMparAgata AcArya ane mArgAnusArI munivare prakAzatA gayA. kaTokaTInA kALamAM nijajIvananA bhAge te mahA * e khIsI

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. prakAzanuM rakSaNa karatA AvyA. AvA samartha AcArya devemAMnA eka siddhAMta rakSaka AtmA hatA zrImad vijayaamRtasUrIzvarajI. zrImane zAsana prema ane Teka jaina AlamamAM suvidita che. teo zAMtipriya ane zrI saMgha sukhAkArIne aTala cAhaka hovA chatAM muDadAla zAMtinA upAsaka hatA ja. teozrInI jIvana jharamara, aneka rIte AlekhAyelI che. ApaNe te te puNya dhyeya AtmAmAM jIvana saMjivanI keTalI ucca keTinI pragaTI hatI tenI ja anumodanA karI rahyA chIe. tapa teja kama notuM, bAhya tapa te rItane hatuM ke AMtara tapane ujALyA vinA rahe nahi. atyaMtara tapa te AtmasAt karela hatuM ke bAhya tapa abhivRddhi pAmyA ja kare. tapane tAra Atma pradeze vaNAye hate. cAritranuM rakSaka kavaca tapa ja che e mahAmaMtra teozrI kadI bhUlyA hetA. zrImadda kavi hatA. mAtra akSaradehanA nahi. temAM guMjatuM hatuM AtmAnuM gIta. gItamAM bhAva bharAtA zAsana ane sidhdhAMtanA. paramAtma stavanA emane ati priya hatI. guNagaNanA e anumodaka ane pUjArI hatA. AtmAnuM guMjana karatA deha vilaya IcchatA. dehadamanamAM paNa zAstrIya paddhati AMkha sAme rAkhatA. samatulAnA sAcA daSTikoNanA daSTA hatA. haiyuM jinAjJAmAM ramatuM, mana ghumatuM hatuM sadA svAdhyAyamAM. zrImadda lekhaka hatA ane Adhunika saraLa zailIe

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kathAnakA rajI karatA, jethI te sa.bhogya banatI. temAM hatA mAnA TaMkAra ane puNya-pApanA phaLanA raNakAra, e raNakA dilanA hatA. zAsana samarpaNanA hatA. sauthI mATuM dUSaNa AjanA kALanuM 'aham' zrImade tene dUSaNa ApI namratA ane saraLatAne bhUSaNu manAvyA hatA. samakAlIna suvihita AcAryAdi pratyenA Adara ane premabhAva jhaLahaLatA hatA. zrImad jamAnAnA jherathI ghaNA ja cetatA rahetA. ane zrI saMghane te khadalamAM khUba cetanA ApatA. dhanI prabhAvanAne nAme thatI dhama hAni ane mAnA nAza emanA khyAlamAM rahetA, eTale khAlI ADa kharI ane pariNAme sva para AtmaghAtaka pravRttimAM bhAga temaja TekA paNa na ApatA. na letA A kayAre bane ? leAka vAhavAha ke leAka herIthI AtmA para ane tyAre. AtmasAdhanAmAM jabarajasta ADakhIla banatu mA duSTa tattva huMmezA zrImathI dUra rahetu. 'mAnava jIvana'e amRtanA TArA che. amRtane cAkhatAM-pItAM ane pacAvatA AvaDe te, A kaLA zrImane sAdhya hatI. 'ajanmA khanavA mATenI pragaTa dhanya paLane teozrIe pIchAnI hatI ane jIvanamAM etaprAta banAvI hatI. duHsAra ane durgAma saMsAra sAgaramAMthI mAnava bhavanA rabaiyA vaDe 'mathana' zarU karyu ane siddhAMta DhArI evI majabuta pakaDI rAkhI yukti ane nyAyathI DhIlI mukatA

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rahyA ke samatulAnA gaNita para "maMthana karI jIvana amRta prApta karyuM. anekane tene AsvAda karAvyuM. ane jIvananI aMtima paLa sudhI tapa tejamAM rahI sAdhu jIvananI surabhi pragaTAvatA rahyA. nAma "amRta dhyeya amara banavAne prApta karyuM jIvana amRta. banI gayA, amara deva ane bane aneka tevA tevI suvAsa mukatA gayA. zrImad amRta ajanmA banaze alpakALamAM ane ApaNe? zrImade ciMdhelA vItarAga bhagavaMtanA mArgane anusarI zAsana mayadAne vaphAdAra rahI, nijanA zudhdha kalyANane sAdhavA sAthe parane utkarSa IcchIe. siddhAMta amRtanA kaTorA pIe ane parane pAIe. e ja manokAmanA. vItarAgano dharma ane sAdharmika (atre 5. vidvAna lekhaka munirAja zrI vItarAga dharma ane sAdharmikanuM svarUpa tenI bhakti ane viveka darzAvI bhavyAbhAne bhakita mATe jAgRta karavA ninAda jagAve che) dharma che vItarAgane. sarvakAla mATe sadA jIvate sadA sAbado ane sarvathA vizvakalyANakara. vItarAga zabda ja dharmane arka che. e zabdamAM

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AtmAnI jyoti jhaLahaLe che. sanmArganI sthApanA che. gharmanA asalI rahasyane AvirbhAva che, dunyavI sarva jaMjALa ane jhaNajhaTanuM mULa che rAga ane dveSa. rAga dveSane samULa nAza karanAra vItarAgamahAmahanA e lADakAne sarvathA kSaya eTale mehakSaya. mehakSaya eTale AtmaprakAzanuM pragaTIkaraNa. e sarvatemukhI prakAza eTale kevaLajJAna. kevaLajJAna eTale traNe kALanA sarva kaleka padArtha jANavAnI saMpUrNa jJAnazakti. AvI addabhuta zakti sarva pAme. janma-maraNane kAyamI aMta Ave. e mATe unnata mArga te dharma tenA prakAzaka parama prabhu zrI vItarAga paramAtmA. te mArgane sUtramAM guMthI sarva bhavyajana samakSa mUkanAra gaNadharadeve. tenA para niryukti-bhAgya-cUrNi TIkA racI mahopakAra karanAra caudapUrvadharAdi munipuMgave. te te dezanI bhASAmAM mArga ane sUtra zAsane vaphAdAra rahI stavana-sajhAya-hulI stuti-rAsAdi kAvyamAM siddhAMta rahasyane utAravAmAM pUrva purUSoe kaI kamInA rAkhI nathI, mahAmahopAdhyAya-nyAyavizArada - mahAtArkika zrImadda yazovijayajI mahArAjAnI kRtio abhuta daSTAMtarUpa kahevAmAM jarAe atizakita nathI. AvI anokhI guMthaNIthI rakSAelo vItarAgane dharma jeTale sUkSama che teTaluM ja saraLa che. eTale uMDe ane gaMbhIra che, teTalo ja vizALa ane vyApaka che. mULamArga ane apavAdathI khacita che. dhanavAna ArAdhI zake ane sAmAnya mAnavI paNa pALI zake. aDhAra dezanA rAjavI

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zrI kumArapALa gaNadhara padavInI taiyArI karI zake. ane mahApuNyavAna sarvazreSTha zrAvaka zrI puNIyAjI zrI vIra bhagavatanA zrImukhe prazasA pAmI zake. A te khUbI che A vizvazreSTha vItarAga dhanI. zrI prabhue bhAkhyA dha be, sAdhudhama ane zrAvaka dha, mA matAnyA cAra. dAna--zIla-tapa-bhAvanA. Adarza prApti ratnatrayInI. samyajJAna-darzana ane cAritranI utkaTa prApti eTale mukti-nilayamAM vAsa, sAdhu paMcamahAvratadhArI, rAtribhojana sarvathA parihArI. kacana kAminInA tyAgI. soMsAra vyavahArathI para. svapara upakAre zUrA, Agama abhyAse vidhi mAnA khapI. AtmasAdhanA enuM jIvana dhyeya. zrAvaka zakaya sayeAgamAM samakita yukta, dvAdaza aNuvratAdinA khapI. zraddhA ane savegamAM ramatA. danAcAranI sarva kriyAmAM rata. nAthanI AjJA emanA prANa gharamAM rahe ane ghara game nahi. kuTuMbanuM paripAlana kare ane kuTuMba haiyAthI aLagu. tIjorImAM thelI mUke ane haiyAne AMcakA lAge. zAsana rakSAnA bhAva savAyA. dha prabhAvanAmAM pAchA paDe nahiM. zAsananI milkatarakSA mATe sadA sAbadA, devagurUnA upAsaka paNa vevalA nahi. tI yAtrA-rathayAtrA-kalyANakayAtrAmAM AnaMdanuM pUra caDhe, zrImad tI kara devA trIjA bhavamAM vizvabhAvanA bhAve. 'savI jIva karUM zAsanarasI.'tIrthaMkaranA bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAme ke tRta tIrtha sthApanA kare. tImAM sthAna zrI caturvidha sa`ghane. bhAre keAna-killekha pI. zA

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mATe ? suceAgyanA surakSaNa mATe mA saune upadeze. ce-mAne-zakaya pAlana kare. pU vaphAdArI sAthe te zrI saMdhamAM. pU. sAdhu pU. sAdhunA sAdharmika, ekamekanA bhAva prANanA rakSaka. saMyamamAM sahAyaka, gvAnAdinI sevAnA keDa purA. samudAya ke gacchanI kalpanA tyAM na Ave. tyAM te bhagavaMta mahAvIrane pavitra gaNaveSa ane tenI vaphAdArI. khasa e ja AMkha sAme taravare. yAda AvI jAya che eka samartha mahAtmA purUSa, dRSTAMta tarIke ja te. nAma ? suvikhyAta che A yuganA samajyAtira e zrI AcArya bhagavaMta. 300 suziSyAnA dravya prANa bhAvane sadAe sAmadA rahI sabhALanAra. ka sAhitya prakANDavetA zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA eTale kAi paNa gaccha-samudAyamAM sadA sahAyaka. glAnAdi kAraNe tUta potAnA sAdhune mAkalI Ape. bhagavate bhAkhela sAdharmika bhAvanA sAcA Ada. zrAvaka zrAvakanA sAdharmika. bhakti kare jema lagava'tanI-seve tema sAdhami`kane, sAdharmikanI sevA- bhakti bahumAna eTale ? parama prabhuzrInI AjJAnuM ucca pAlana. guNImAM rahelA guNAnI upamR huNA, zAsanagata guNAnI bhavya anumAdanA dhamamAM aneka AtmAnuM daDhIkaraNa, sAdharmika vAtsalya eTale sudharma pratyenA agAdha prema dharma dharmImAM rahelA che. dharmInuM vAtsalya eTale dharmInu mahA bahumAna. nAkArazI-jamaNu e paNa vAtsalyanI kriyA. ghara AMgaNe khelAvI jamaNa-paherAmaNI

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huM e paNa bhakti. zArIrika-Arthika saMkaTamAMthI ugArI dharmImAM joDavA e paNa aneAkhI rIti-gupta rIte sahAyaka banavuM e paNa khAnadAnanI nIti dharma samajaNanI uMcI kakSA, nAzavaMta-capaLa lakSmIthI akhUTa Atma-sa'pattinI prAptinA megherA mA kALa kALanu kAma kare che. jagat parivartanazIla che, puNya-pApanA uddaya gherA che. Ajane raMka kAle zrImata. AjanA lakSmIjAyA kAle phuTapAtha para rakhaDatA. paNa janamyA che zreSTha zrAvaka kuLamAM. zrAvakuLa eTale mahApuNyanI nizAnI. dharmaprApti mATenA svAbhAvika anukULa sayAge, chatAM dha tarapha DhALa nathI. AjubAjunu vAtAvaraNu AtmaghAtaka che. mahApuNyamAM khAmI sUcave che, e khAmInA pUraka bane te sAcA sAdharmika, bhagavaMtanA samajI bhakta. chellA vIsa varasa eTale kALadhairyA kaDavA ati kaDavA anubhavanA khAro sAgara. kRtrima ubhI karelI meghavArInI maryAdA nahi. kUdake ane bhUsake vadhatI ja jAya. chellA traNa varSamAM mAjhA mUkI. ThAma vecI purU karanArA paNa thAkayA. ekArI bihAmaNI, ejyukezana ane pragatinA nAme mULa mAthI vyuta karyA. vepAradhaMdhA madhyama varganA chInavAi gayA. samAjanu zAMta dhAraNa ukaLatA carU jevuM banI gayuM. nekarI maLe nahi. maLe te khAra sAMdhe ane tera tUTe. cIja vastune ubhA karelA kAramA abhAva. davA sAdhana kAramA meghA. TrITamenTa jAlIma. bIjA TAImanA khArAkanA paNa phAMphA

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| jaina-jainetara sarvanI A bhayaMkara dazA atyAranA A pragatiyugamAM varte che. sarvane sahAyaka banI zake te mahAbhAgyazALI paNa chevaTe dharmabhAvanAthI pitAnA sAdharmika bhAI bahenone te saMbhALavAne ? sau potapotAnI zakita anusAra te kAMIka ne kAMIka karI zakene? pADezamAM-piLamAM mahollAmAM-parAmAM-zaheramAM A rIte zakti anusAra vartula svIkArIne paNa. A thaI vyakitagata svayaM pravRttinI. paNa Aje jarUra che viziSTa sAmudAyika pravRttinI paNa. paNa te sAmalAne dayApAtra gaNIne nahi paNa bhaktipAtra gaNIne. pitAnuM kalyANa samajIne. sAmudAyika eTalA khAtara ke vyavasthita pravRtti ane saMcAlana thaI zake. ane tema thatuM hoya to aneka puNyazALI mahAzrImaMte Aje ubhelA che. temanA dilamAM A vastu nahi ja ramatI hoya ema mAnavAne kAraNa nathI. udAradila suthAvaka mANekalAla cunIlAla jevA keI mahAnubhAvo AvI koI suviziSTa pejanA thatI hoya te lAkhe nA vyaya mATe taka jhaDapatA vAra lagADe tema nathI. arajIonI yAcaka pejanA mATe A aMgulinirdeza nathI. paNa mobhAdAra vizvasanIya vyaktio dvArA tenuM svayaM sajana thAya e hetu che. A mATe aneka jAtanI AMtara janAo ghaDI zakAya tema che. ke je dvArA dharmanuM gaurava ane zAsananuM teja vadhe ja vadhe. Aje ApaNe tyAM samyajJAnanI sulahANanI paNa mArgAnusArI pejanA nathI. je kaMI dekhAya che te mAtra bAhya rUpamAM ane thIgaDA mAryA jevI sthitimAM. kabula

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11 che ke sarvazreSTha saMsthA-jJAna vitaraNa mATe pU. zramaNa sasthA ane tenI suvizudhdha praNAlikA che. paNa jyAre bahulatayA bhAvI peDhI suvihita mArgathI dUra ane dUra thatI jAya che tyAre ke e mArga te zedha ja rahyo. ke je dvArA te sAcA pUjayenI nikaTamAM Ave. A mahAna vItarAga dhamamAM racela sAyanTiphika parama satyane pichAne. petAne vArasAmAM anAyAse maLela ati adbhuta vizvakalyANakara jJAna khajAnAne pichAne AjanI sAyansa te haju ekaDo ghUMTe che. jyAre AgamamAM raheluM mahAvijJAna to hajAro varSa AgaLa vadhela ja che. A paNa che eka sarvottama prakAra. sAdharmika vAtsatyane. zAMti-samAdhi ane sukha prAtine pavitra mArga. jema Adarza sAme AMkha khullI rAkhavAnI che. tevI ja rIte hakIkata sAme paNa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. khAlI Ada nI gulabAMga vAto karavAthI kAMI vaLe nahi. mArgastha paNa racanAtmaka kArya te thavuM ja joIene ? ni:sahAya paristhitimAM mUkAela vyaktine karma paravazatAne upadeza dAna-zaktivALa kayAre ApI zake ? paristhiti sudhArI sthira karyA bAda ja ne ? ane A bAbatamAM amAre pUjyagaNa bhakta zrImatenuM dhyAna upadezAdi dvArA ja na cidhI zake ema te nathI ja ne? eka vAta spaSTa karI devI joIe ke A uttama praNAlikA ApaNe tyAM hatI ja ane Aje paNa puNyavAna gaNI gAMThI vyaktio dvArA tenuM paripAlana thAya che ja. ane te puNyavAne te ja che ke, jeo bhagavaMte kahelA

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12 sadAnAmAM sArA evA sadvyaya karI A bhaya kara jamAnAmAM zAsananI sAna maDhAvI rahyA che. ane mULa mAnI rakSaka divAlane majabUta banAvI rahyA che. paNa sAthe ja e paNa eka sUrya jevuM satya che ke moTA bhAganuM A bhavya-rakSaka praNAlikA taraphe bahulatayA dhyAna jatuM ja nathI. suzrAvakAmAMthI susAdhu pragaTavAnA che. dharmanA tAraka upadeza paNa temanA ja haiye kAma karavAnA che. temanI rakSAmAM tAraka mahA dharmanuM rakSaNa ane peASaNa nathI ? zreSDakuLamAM janmelane te dhame raMgavAne ? bahAranI baDhatI te sayAgA ane sAvadhAnI paNa mAgaze ne ? vaLI chellA vadhu nahi te pAMcase varSamAM AvI bhayaMkara kAramI paristhiti sarjAyAnA itihAsa prAyaH che nahi. anIti e tatva banatu' jAya che. susaMskAra mULamAM marI jAya evI ja khadhI pravRtti. prAyaH peTaneA khADA pUravA, kSamA karazeA, paNa ziyaLa vecANA. kacavAtA mane ane AMkhanA AMsue, A ullekha karatA kalama kaMpe che. haiyuM AMcakA anubhave che. paNa kuMbhakarNa nidrA samAjanI kaI kakSAe ? bhAratanA AtmA jAge. jaineAnI jAgRti khIlI uThe. AtmA dhama unnata ane, suvizada bhAvanAo vyApaka ane. dAnanA sAcA mahimA samajAya, bhakti bhAvavAhI ane samajavAnI ane. vItarAganA dhane pAmelAo peAtAnA svadharmI adhuene-bahenane kuTuMbI-mAne manAve. satyadhanI rezana baDhAve. X

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13 zAsananI prabhA i (jaina zAsananI unnata prabhAnuM mahatva ane tene prakAzita te rAkhavAnA marmasthAnonuM rahasya atre zAsana hitaciMtaka vidhAna pU. ma. zrI samajAve che. zAsana pratyenI upekSAe [ janmAvelI viSama sthiti TALavA AtmAne zAsana samarpita ane dharmane khapI banAvavo jarUrI che. saMva parama pakArI tAraka gurU bhagavaMtanI dharma kRpAthI zuM zubha zreNI nathI sarjAtI ? parama prabhunA mahAzAsanamAM gurUsthAnano mahimA AzcaryakArI che. zAsananA rakSaka, pracAraka, prabhAvaka te mahAtmAonA ojas ane tejas anerA hoya che. kAraNa ke AjJAnI vaphAdArI ane cAritranI nirmaLatA suMdara kaTinI hoya che. sakaLa vizvanA sukha duHkhane AdhAra te kRpALuonI dharma preraNA ane dharma pravRtti para AdhAra rAkhe che. trikALa jJAnI parama prabhunA sukha mArgane teo ja vyavasthita vahete mUke che. pitapatAnI kakSAmAM rahI sva zakti anusAra sanmArge sau cAlI zake te mATe haMmezA cintanazIla pite rahe che. zrI saMghomAM dravya bhAva bane AbAdI banI rahe te

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14 mATe sadA sajAga rahe che. sAcA dharma AtmAo sadAya nahi te paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhe che. pitAnI saMyama-maryAdAmAM rahI zrI saMghanA kalyANa-sukha mATe sAbadA hoya che. uttama keTinA AjJAbadhdha anuSThAna dvArA AtmA emAM dharma jAgRti jArI rAkhe che, ane tevA mahA prasaMge anukaMpA ane aucitya dAnanA pravAha mATe upadeza dhodha vahete mUke che. ethI zAsananuM AkarSaNa ora * vadhe che, bhAvadayAnA upAsaka dravya bhAva dayAnA upadezakajanamana AnaMdakArI sAdhu mahAtmAo, kharekhara vizvanA tejasvI ratna che, tyAga emanuM teja che. tapa emanuM eja che. sarva kalyANanI bhAvanA emanuM viziSTa vita che. AvA uttama ratnonI khANathI bhareluM vItarAganuM mahA zAsana che. je AtmAo ATalA uMce darajaje nathI caDhI zakatA, teone mATe paNa kalyANa mArganI yejanA che. sAdhupaNuM ane tenI prAptine sadA AMkha sAme rAkhI, gRhastha prAgya bAra prekaTIkebala niyamanuM pAlana kare che. teTale paNa pahoMcavAne azakta AtmAo vastunA svabhAvagata satyane ja satya mAnatA ane ucaratA, satya nItinA paMthe cAle che. nisahAyane sahAya kare che. prANu gaNanA ane mAnava gaNanA rakSaka preSaka bane che. vrata-mahAvratane kheMcI ANanAra sarvajJa kathita zubha anuSThAne kare che. karAve che. karaNane sahAyaka bane che. jIvadayA ane samAja kalyANanA niMdeSa kAmane vega Ape che.

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15 paramAtma mArge mAtra uMcA tyAga-vairAgyanI ja vAta kare che. gRhastha yogya unnatipatha nathI batAvatA e bhrAmaka mAnyatA che. paraMtu uMcI kaveAlITIneA mAla batAvyA chatAM nIcI kavolITIne ja le pachI vepArIne vAMka nahiM. mATI sabhAmAM aneka sTejanA mAnavI hoya. lAkhanA melathI mAMDI pachI ja trAMkhIyAnI vAta mUkAya ne ? Adarza haMmezA uMce ja hoya. dhyeya paramalakSI ja rAkhavA joie. AcAra pAlana bhale zakti anusAra. nAnI hATaDI ke dukAnanI zarUAta karanAra haiyAMthI te udyogapati banavAnI ja IcchA dhare che. sArIe duniyAnA phAdArI ke dIvAnI kAyadAe daphanAvI devA paDe evI zAsananI rItarasama che, sathAhiMsA, Tha, asatya, abrahma ane parigraha paisA TakA ane dhanadolatanA tyAgI te sAdhu. aMzataH tyAgI ane satyAganA abhilASI gRdustha deza tyAgI. uparanA ane mAnA cAhaka ane parama satyamAM zraddhAyukta sanmA sAmAnyathI satya ane nItinA upAsaka ane pAlaka mArgonusArI, sudharmanA mArge doravAne AtmAnA ucca paMthe pahAMcADavAne A ramaNIya mArgo ane keDIe che. keAi caDhe paDe vaLI ubhA thAya. koi gabaDe athaDAya. khINamAM pheMkAya--bahAra Ave. pharI mAge caDhe. zu Adaza dhyeyane vaLagI rahenArA, sumAge pharI pharIne cAlanArA, iSTa lakSyane meLavI ja zake che. janma-maraNa ne vyAdhinI bhayaMkara yAtanAothI sadA chUTavA icchanAra mULa mArgane ja pakaDIne cAle che. te mATe ja zAsanane

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16 AdhAra le che. AvI keTInA mahA zAsanane chinnabhinna karavA keAziSa karanArA tenI 'prabhA'ne ghaDIbhara bhale jhAMkhI pADI zake. paNa tenA tejane kadI nahiM AvarI zake. vAdaLA Ave sUrya DhaMkAya. te ja avarAya, paNa chAyA tA divasa sUcavyA ja kare che. chellA 40-50 varSathI khAdya-abhyaMtara humalA ane vicitra prasaMgo vItarAga bhagavaMtanA vizvakalyANakArI zAsananI prabhAne jarA jarA jhAMkhI pADatA AvyA che. temAM chellA dazakAmAM tevA aghaTita banAvA ane vAhuvAhanI AMdhIe te prabhAne gherI lIdhI che. chatAM tenuM teja tA suvihita gaNyA-gAMThayA pU. AcAryAdi susAdhuo dvArA rakSAe ja jAya che. janatAnA amuka bhAga tA tejane jhIle ja jAya che. harakoi kALamAM satyanA raNakAra ane TaMkAra to cAlu ja rahevAnA. paNa aphsosa ane AzcaryaMnI vAta teA e che ke atyAre te svakIye prabhAne vistAravAmAM mAne che, ane teja DhaMkAye jAya che. bhalA ! teja DhaMkAtA prabhA kayAM raheze ? kayAMthI janmaze ? tejanA aMbAramAMthI prabhA te pragaTaze ne ? AtmA uDI jaze pachI IMDu keTalI ghaDI mATe ? AtmA vinAnA deha to dudhI ja phelAve ne ? dhyeya vinAnu dhyAna, maMtra vinAnuM anuSThAna, mananI sAmAnya paNa pavitratA vinAnI pUjA, mahAvrata pAlana vinAnuM sAdhupaNuM, satyaniSThA ane zradhdhA vinAnI upAsakatA tevI ja rIte teja vinA prabhAnI vAta ne ?

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mULa mArga rakSaka zuddha praNAlikA ane sImAcinha cheDIne dharmanA udyotanI vAtA ane pravRtti! paga para kuhADo mArI zarIranI zeAbhAmAM vadhAre ? suAjJAthI para manI pragatinI hAkala ? A te vadhyAnA putra' ane pitA mArA sadA brahmacArI' jevA vaDhatA vyAghAta che. narI gAMDAi ane DeDAI, ahamanu pariNAma. AthI AgaLa vicitra pravRttinA vinAzaka pariNAma, zAsanamAlinyane karanArA, zAsananI teja sImAne sparzanArA, basa vaktA-vaktA ne vaktA, sarvane joie mAtra vakatA. zuddha cAritrayukata vakatAnA khyAla te jANe upA sakeAnA mATe bhAga bhUlI ja gayA hoya ne ? vakatA zA mATe ? mukhyatayA paryuSaNA mATe ? paNA ahulatayA rAbetA mujabanI upaja mATe ? hA, upajanI paNa suyeAgya jarUra kharI ja. paNa AMtarika upaja haiyAnI kuNAza ane dharmaprema e ja mukhya ne ? jJAna khAtAnI upaja ane zAstra pustakAne gADha saMbaMdha. jarUrI lakhAvavuM ke chapAvavu e mATe nANuM te joie ja. paNa pachI te vyApArI lAinamAM te na ja goThavAi javuM joie ne ? paNa thAya zuMkA koAne te vicAra na hrAya tyAM ? ane gRhasthA tA bhakto. bhakti mAM gheADI svAnI mAtrA bhaLe eTale khela khalAsa. zAsanapremI AtmAe uMDI ane pragaTa lakSyavedhI takedArI bAda zAsana-mAlinya dUra kare. Azaya pavitra hAya, vyaktio pratye dveSa na heAya, pagalu bharatAM pahelAM zAsana-praNAlikA sAcavavA prayatna karyo hAya paNa........ *

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paNa gajaba thaI jAya. je kaI svAthI (?) bhakta pharIthI veSa paridhAna karAve. A vAta ne sAcI ja hoya te bhArata varSanA zrI saMgha zAsana ane zAsananI tejaprabhAnuM rakSaNa karavA zuM zuM na karavuM joIe? zrI saMgha eTale mAtra upAsaka gRhastha ? nA nA. e te eka paddhativihina zaNagAra mAtra. TAI manA bhoga vinA ane zailI ane mama aNajANa prayatna-prastAvanA karI visarjana thayuM. e ja prastAvanAne abhyAsa karI zrI caturvidha saMgha sAbadA banI javuM joIe, khAsa karIne zrI caturvidha saMghanA mukhya ane zramaNa nAyakee ane gRhastha zraddhALu-samabhAvI netAoe vyakti te haMmezA kSamA pAtra gaNAya. karmane vaza gaNIne paNa. tene mATe tiraskAra vRtti dharyA sivAya. paNa samaSTi dRSTie zrI saMghanA bhAva ane dravya svAthyanA rakSaNa mATe ane zAsana teja-prabhAne vistAravAnA hetuthI tana-mana-dhana ane vizeSe karIne TAIma-samayane pUratuM bhoga Ape ja chUTake. kharekhara te tIrthakara devanA sIdhA pratinidhi suvihita cAritranA dhaNI, mArganA dherI rakSaka pU. AcAryadeve, bIjA kAryo apekSA vizeSe gaNa banAvI, A praznane hala karavA mArgasthA vicAraNA ane pravRtti prathama pagale zarU kare evI prArthanA vinati ApaNe karIe. ane sadgRhastha haiyAnI pUrI dAjhe, sAme pagale jaI temanA susahAyaka banavAnI taiyArI batAve ! ke sumeLa jAme ! ThIka A te prAsaMgika. paNa pUrvanuM AvuM suramya

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19 baMdhAraNa pAchu tAju ane e ja suyogya che, jueaMtarIkSajI mahAtIrthAMnI, ApaNe haiye dhAraNa karelA ApaNA ja digaMbara bhAione hAthe thayelI durdazA. jorajabarAIthI kabaje karela sattA, ane juDa-mAyAyuktithI sthApelA taddana navA sarjana. tAjetaramAM eka Azcaya kAraka bInA jANavA maLI. gheADA ja samaya pahelA mahArASTramAM che. kiMga, sthA, terA, nI eka sabhA varSo mukAme maLI. tIrthAnA jhagaDo sadAne mATe dUra karavAnA prastAva mUkAyA, ane pakSanA netAe eka vAta para saMmata thayA. jeNe je kAyadAnA rakSaNe maLyuM che, agara zvetAMbarAe je premathI ApyuM che, temAM have paraspara vidveSa karave nahi, ane be traNa mAsa pachI te sApha zabdomAM kahIe te amArA gaNIne mAnelA-hiMgabara bhAioe khullI guDAgIrI, AjanA koI svAtaMtrya yuganA sarakArI netAnI sahAyathI, manamAnatI rIte apanAvI. khUkhI te e che ke prIvI kAunsIle te vakhatanA sArvabhauma, nyAyasattAe Apela, evIDansa ane pruphanI nyAyatulAe, jajamenTa anusAra traNa kalAkanI vArA sisTama sivAya sviMga kharene kAI hakka che ja nahi. dasa-dasa kaMsAmAM lagabhaga bArase teA purAvA paDela che. chatAM zAsanaprabhAne nahi samajanArA patronA chApAnA, doDha DahApaNane pAra nathI. bhAicAre te zve. nI gaLathuthImAM pavAela che. paNa sidhdhAMta ane tInA rakSaNanI javAbadArI teo samaje ja che, chatAM vacce vacce digaMbara bhAionI mAgathI kevI

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30 udAratA karelI che ane pariNAme Aje keTalI kaDha gI paristhitimAM mUkAvu' paDayuM che e te anubhave teja jANe ? khera-satya te taravAnuM ja che. paNa ema paNa jANavA maLe che ke A to aDeDAi ane johukamInI prastAvanA mAtra che. zrIzikharajI, makSIjI, kezarIyAjI va. sthaLee Anu punarAvartana thaze. jo A akhataro saphaLa thaze te, bhAvI te jJAnI jANe. pUrNa mitratAnA bhAve paNa sa pUrNa nyAyanA dhAraNe zve. nAyake haMmezA taiyAra ja che. paNa sarvAM pahelAM jaise the nI (sTeTaskA) sthiti te sa`vI ja joie ne? paramAtmAnuM zAsana, acAnaka AvI paDatA dravya ane bhAva prANanA ghAtaka upadraveAthI rahita bane. sa hitakara vizvakalyANa sAdhaka sAmrAjya vyApaka bane. bhAI bhAI'nA pAkArA karI aMdarakhAnethI cInanI bhArata ghAtaka pravRtti jevI yuktio na racAya. svaccha manathI sAdhaka mArgo apanAvAya. duHkhIyAnA marmI vedhaka duHkha dUra karavAnI manavRtti jAge ane parama prabhunA zuddha mArganI mAnavasaheja AjJAne apanAvIne bhAratanA AjanA yuga nAyakA prajAnA mAnasa paTa para sAcI zAMtine lepa lagAvI pote AMtaramukha manI prajAne duHkhanA sthAne sukha sthApI, bhaya kara hAlAkI dUra kare. sa` kAI kanI agamya sattAne samajI sattA ane zaktinA sadupayoga kare. vizvamAM satyanI prabhA vistAravA icche, X

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vAstavikatA-vyavahAra ane dharma vizvabharamAM dharma zabda pracalita che. dezadezamAM koIne koI rUpamAM dharma zabdanuM astitva che. "dharma zabdanA aneka artho leke kare che, heya che ane thAya che, koI dharma eTale dhArmika kriyA-rilIjIyasa prosesa kahe che. dharma eTale pharaja-DayuTI. dharma eTale devadevImAM zradhdhA, dharma eTale Izvarane mAnave te. mAnavadharmadezadharma-Atmadharma. durgatimAM jatA bacAvI sugatimAM lai jAya te dhama. kSaNabhaMgura saMsArathI choDAvI sacci dAnaMda pada Ape te dharma. janmamaraNanA pherA TALavA te dharma, stuti-baMdagI-prArthanA e dharma Ama aneka jAtinA vicAravALe dharma zA mATe ? duniyAnI AsAnI mATe? kaI vyakita ke samUhanA sukha mATe? deza ke dezanI prajAnI AbAdI mATe? ke vizvane vyavahAra sukhapUrvaka banyA rahe te mATe ? agara kaI mizra svataMtra hetu dharma pAchaLa raheluM che? vyavahAra paNa lekavyavahAra-zuddha vyavahAra azuddha - vahAra mahAjana vyavahAra-laka virUddha vyavahAra-kapaTa vyavahAra Adi aneka prakAranA hoya ne ?

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A badhI zabdonI guMca-jALamAM sAmAnya mAnavI aTavAI jAya e svAbhAvika che, ane vaLI jarA uMDA utaravAnI Teva na hoya te azradhdhAnA kAdavamAM paNa kheMcI jAya. jyAre hoMziyAra (!) gaNAte mAnavI managhaDaMta artha karI saphAIpUrvaka pitAno svArtha paNa sAdhI le. pachI nidaoNSa-kudaratane panAre jIvanArA sApha dila mAnavIne mATe kaI mArga khare? kaI Are-kinAre ke Azraya sthAna A paristhitine pAra te karavI ja joIe. anizcitatAnI aTavImAMthI bahAra te nIkaLavuM joIe. e mATe pramANabhUta-(Standard) sarvamAnya ukela he ja joIe. te pramANane-mejharane ApaNe vAstavikatA (Reality) nAma ApIe. tene nipa kSaniHsvArtha saddabuddhijIvI AtmAonI kasoTIe caDhavA daIe. kaI paNa vastune-padArthane tenA asala svarUpamAM jANIne oLakhIne tenuM tevA ja rUpamAM varNana yA Alekhana karavuM te "vAstavikatA" gaNAze. padArthane tasvarUpa jANavA mATe be mArga. jyAM te padArtha--tavanA sArvIya zuddha jJAtA banavuM. agara tevA sarvocca keTinA jJAtAne oLakhI te mahAvyaktinA vacana para paripUrNa zradhdhA rAkhavI. "sArvIyazuddhajJAtA" kevI rIte banAya? evA keNa ane keTalA banyA che? temanA taraphathI vizvane "vAstaviktAnA kevA uMDA nizcayAtmaka vidhAna prApta thayA che? e vidhAne keTalA badhA kudaratI (Natural) che ? keTalI sarasa rIte vizva vyavahAra sAthe subadhdha saMbaMdhita

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23 che ! mAnava-yA harakoI prANInA jIvananI dainika ghaTamALane paNa dUbahU raju kare che ? eneA khyAla AvatA ja samaju zANA AtmA AnaMdavibhora banI jaze, sArvIya zudhdha jJAtA'ne TuMkamAM oLakhavA mATe sarvajJa' zabda vizeSa anukuLa raheze. sauthI prathama 'sa' zabdanI ja vAstavikatA vicArIe, sarvajJanI sAcI eLakha thatA saghaLu spaSTa thaI jaze. ApaNe kAI aneAkhI rIte te eLakha karavI che. eLakha janamana grAhya ane haiye esI jAya te padhdhatie karavI che. A eLakha e pAye banaze. pachI vyavahAra ane dharmonI imArata tenA para caNAze te majabuta zAbhanIya ane surAda banaze, vizvabharamAM be padArtho STigocara thayA kare che. eka jaDa ane khIjo cetana. AthI trIjI vastu keAI bhejAbAja sAyanTIsTa batAvI Ape te vizva evA ApavA paDe. cetana jaDanI pAchaLa pAgala anela che, keAI zeAdhakhALanA rUpamAM, koi sattA prAptinA rUpamAM, te koI bhoge pabhoga ane meAjazAkhanA rUpamAM. chatAM atyAra sudhInA mahAkALamAM koi paNa satAsukhI sukhI dekhAyu nathI. are sukha mATe satata phAMphA mAravA chatAM prAyaH duHkhanA DuMgara khaDakAyA che. kayAM te sAmagrI meLavanAra khatama, kayAM te athAga mahenata karanAranA jIvatakALamAM ja sAmagrI sApha, ane banne prasaMgeAmAM te AtmAnuM maneduHkha keTaluM ? sukhanI kahevAtI sAmagrI gu jyAre duHkhatuja mahAkAraNa mane tyAre Azraya kone ? basa A bhedaka vicAraNAmAM je uMDA utaryAM tene

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24 vAstavikatAnuM bhAna thayuM. pachI te vizvavyavahAra jIvana vyavahAra tene vAhaka, anukuLa mArga, temAM rahelI jaDa cetananI guMthaNuM tene anAdine saMga, temAMthI janmatI khAnAkharAbI-temAMthI bacavAne sAce IlAja -kAyamI sukhanI prApti mATe mArga, te mAgane pachI dharma kahe, ke zAMtinI upAsanA kahe.. ' mahAmAnave vAstavikatAnI jaDane te samajI ja gayA hoya che. paNa pachI pitAnA AtmAmAM je avAstavikatA anAdikALathI caTelI che tene saMpUrNatayA dUra kare che, jarUra dUra karavAmAM mahAmaMthana ane ugra kenTinI sahanazIlatA jarUrI thaI paDe che. te rIte paNa teo vijayI thAya che. jaDa ane cetananA svarUpanuM sarvatamukhI sabhAna jJAna AtmasAt kare che. bhUta bhaviSya vartamAna kALanAM sarva padArtho ane tenA vividha AkAre Atma sanmukha ramatA dekhAtA banI jAya che. phalitArtha e nIkaLe che ke jarAe virodhAbhAsa sivAya, parasparanI athaDAmaNa sivAya, jevuM hoya tevuM padArthanuM jJAna, jagat samakSa teo mUkI zake che. A suMdara spaSTa-satya khyAla maLatA ja zANuo camakI uThe che. potAnI bhulabhulAmaNInuM bhAna thAya che. satya mArgane jANavA-samajavA-haiyAmAM utArI, zakaya rIte AcaraNamAM mUkavA tAlAvelI jAge che. basa A "tAlAvelI' ene ApaNe "dharma kahIzuM. A dhama nirbhara-duniyAnI parasparane ApaNe saMbaMdha baMdhana,-lAgaNa-ene sAmAnyathI vyavahAra kahIzuM.

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25 have sarvajJo je "vAstavikatAne AtmasAt karI zakayA tene ja oLakhavA prayatna karI rahyone? amala yAne jIvanamAM AcaraNanI vAta ApaNe A tabakake nathI karavI. tatvajJAnanI koTI vAta karatA-tatvajJAnanI jhAMkhI jIvanamAM anubhavAya, e ja mAnava jIvanane lhAve che. mAnava sauMdarya kahene. mANasa janmatA pahelA nava mAsa mAtAnA garbhamAM rahe che, udhe mastake azucithI bharapUra gaTaramAM azuci padArthane khAte pIte ane dehane pitA. A hakikata kahevAmAM vAstavikatA nathI zuM ? janmatI vakhatanA duHkhanuM varNana te kevI rIte karAya. bhImakAya mAnavIne eka phuTanI bArImAMthI nIkaLatA kevI bhayaMkara yAtanA. basa ethI kaMI gaNI. ane maraNa vakhate? e vAta ja uccAraze mA. bAlyakALa, yauvanakALa, vRddhAvasthA, bhayaMkara mAMdagIo, paisA prApti mATenI kAramI vyathA, kIti AbarUnI revaDI vi. vi. keNe nathI anubhavyA? preyasI ke premapAtranI aprApti ane prApti pachIne janmate dveSa ane ukaLATa. A badhuM AMkha sAme. anicchayuM Ave IryuM nA maLe. na karavuM hoya te karavuM ja paDe. karavuM hoya te na ja thAya, bhayaMkara apamAna karanArane salAma bharavI paDe. AnI pAchaLanuM vAstavika kAraNa zuM ? kAraNa vinA kArya bane nahi. mAnava je mAnava sarva jaMtugaNathI prANIgaNathI uMce gaNAte mANasa ane A dazA ! sarvajJoe AvI vAstavika jaDa duniyAne spaSTa rIte

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26 batAvI che, AMkha khulIne juve tene dekhAya. viveka e ja mAnavanI viziSTatA. sArAsAranuM bhAna, vastune vastu svarUpe jANavI, satyane satya, asatyane asatya tarIke oLakhe, te rUpe ja vANamAM mUke. zakaya hoya teTaluM zakti pramANe AcaraNamAM paNa mUke, A jaDa che mAnavInA pUrvabhavanI zubha kAryavAhI karIne AvanAra suMdara samAdhikara sAmagrI-sAdhana pAme che. duSTa kAryavAhI karIne Avela mAnava pIDAkAraka saMga sAmagrIthI vIMTaLAya che. leke tene "prArabdha kahe che. pahelA-gatabhavamAM zarU kareluM (phartha bIgana) pitAnI kRtinA zubha azubha pariNAma-phaLa. puNyakarmanuM phaLa sukha. pApa karmanuM phaLa duHkha. paNa A viSacaka kayA sudhI ? anAdikALathI cAle che. kAraNa ke AtmA-dehane dhAraNa karanAre hate. che. ane haze, haze te A bhayaMkara cuMgAlamAM ja? kALanI A bhayaMkara bhIMsamAM ja? ke chuTakAre khare? bhAre keyaDe. chatAM vivekI mATe saraLa ane sI. saMsAramAM sukha talanA dANuM jeTaluM duHkhanA pahADa. kAraNamAM jhAMjhavAnA nIra samA sukhanI bhayaMkara Asakti. tenI pAchaLanI anAdikAlIna pAgalatA. sAcA sukhane svarUpanuM bhAna nahi. pitAne pitAnI oLakha nahi. AtmA amara che. zarIra vinAzI che. zarIra ja sarva duHkhanuM mUla che. sadA sthira AtmA anaMta zaktine mahA khajAne che. addabhuta labdhio, akhUTa Azcaryo coMkAvanArI vigate AtmAmAM paDelI ja che. pragaTIkaraNa

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27 ane tene sadupayoga rAsAyaNika kriyA mAge che. khANamAM zreSTha keDInura hire daTAele che. khedIne kADha. sApha karIne zaraNa para caDhAva ane tene prakAza pAmave. -jJAna ane kriyA-sAmarthya joIze ne? sAcI zradhdhA (rAITa bIlIpha) sahela nathI. anAdikAlIna vAsanAonA tharanA herathI AtmA mohita che. azucimAM sukha jue che. zleSama-lALathI bharapUra mukhane kamaLa mAne che. cheDIne nakakI javAnuM. e saghaLI cIjone AtmA karatA adhika mAne che. te khAtara AtmAnuM khUna kare che. svanuM satyAnAza kADhe che. asadugatinA dvAra khullA kare che, kAramAM bhayaMkara duHkhamAM anya AtmAone nAkhe che. jarAe arerATI vinA. pratyakSa che Aja bhAratanI varSanI saMcAlana padhdhati ane saMcAlako. AMkha sAme dekhAya che Aje hAtha nIcenAnI zreSavRtti ane Atma-dAhakatA. A badhuM karAve che (rega bIlIpha) mithyAtva. mithyA mAnyatA vAsanAnuM ekeeka thara khalAsa thAya, te te AtmA niraMjana nirAkAra-timaya banI jAya. na IcchAna prema na ASa. na meha. duniyA ane duniyAne vyavahAra mAtra nA dekhAya. e nATaka jotA na AtmAne AnaMda. na kheda, svamAM paramAnaMda. AvI saccidAnaMda sthitine pAmavAne mArga e ja dharma. A uMce sarvajaMtu sukhakara-duHkhahara dayeya Adarza pido thavo, AMkha sAme sadA rahevo e pahele pAyAne dharma, bAkI badhA e dharmane pAmavAnA zubha sAdhana NATe ja sAdhano paNa dhama. cepaDA peDhInI kamANanuM vyavahAra ane nyAya

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28 mAnya ceANyu` sAdhana, mATe cApaDAnI jarUra ane tenu kALajIbharyuM rakSaNa te ja pramANe dukAna ane gAdI. prAthamika bhUmikA (sAta prAthamika sTejIjha) AlaMbana mAgaze ja. deva-gurU-devAlaya-jJAnabhaMDAra-te mATenuM dhana-tenA svAzraya sthAne tenI zraddhApUrvaka vidhisara kALajI rAkhanAra AtmAo Adi AlaMbana sthAne che. dhanI samaja, prApti-pAlana-rakSaNa ane pracAra mATenA. A vAstavikatAnI AchI rUparekhA. prAthamika dhanA nIcalA sTejanI. AtmA ane zarIranA bheda samajAi gayA. eTale vyavahArathI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM, saMsAranA khAnapAna ane bhogeApabhoga karavA chatAM, mana AtmasiddhimAM ja jenu rame che, cena paDe niha tene saMsAramAM, paNa kudakA mArI zakatA nathI. saMsAra cheDI tyAga mAge sAdhu banI zakatA nathI, kuTuMbane poSavuM rahyuM. kamAvuM paDe. na chUTake vyApaka rAjakIya anItinA pratApe anIti paNa du:khAte mane sevavI paDe. chatAM haiyuM pavitra, mana cAkakhuM, vicAre uMcA, sAdhana sAmagrI ane sayeAgeAnA sadbhAvamAM AtmIya uchaLe. zakti phArave, sa tyAgI ane vizvanuM kalyANa kare. saMsAra vyavahAramAM paNa enuM aucitya dIpI uThe. sagAvhAlA pratye mamatA nahi paNa duHkhamAM khelI. sukhamAM sa`ne bhAgI banAve. koinuM du:kha joyu jAya nahi. zakti anusAra madada karIne ja ja Mpe. dInadu:khiyA bhALe ne anukaMpA uThe. bhUkhyAne anna tarasyAne pANI. nivastrane vastra, AjArane bheSaja,

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29, muMgA prANa enI dayAthI para nahi, pazune ghAsa. kUtarAne roTalA Ape. mAchalA mAravA de nahi. vIMchI sApane yathAsthAne mUkAvI bacAvI le. zikArInA zikAra choDAve. mAMsAhArIne mAMsAhAra tyAgI banAve. kasAIne dayAvALo banAve. kAraNa ke dharma ene haiye. mokSanuM ene raTaNa. saMsAra bhAse bhaMDe. jIvanavyavahAre paNa ke ucca. zubha prasaMge sarvane saMbhALe, jhADu vALanAra paNa navAjeza ane bakSIsathI khIlI uThe. zeThIyA AvA ja heje. AnuM nAma te zeTha ! A badhuM kare dharma aucityathI. dharma pratye sarvane sadUbhAva jAge e ja hetu mehanuM sAmrAjya tyAM cAle nahi. kAraNa ke bheda jJAna enA romeromamAM ramI gayuM. vAstavikatAnuM jJAna eTale vyavahAranI zItalatA. e zItalatAmAMthI sthiratA janma. sthiratA vicAremAM zAMti pedA kare. zAMta vicAro vastune vastu svarUpe batAve. temAMthI prajJA pAMgare. prajJA paramArtha AMkha sAme khaDo kare, ane paramArthamAMthI zuM zuM nA janma. udAratA, svaccha haiyuM. karUNA, pApabhIrutA, lebhanAza, krodhanAza, mAyAnuM nAma nahi. mAna te hoya ja zAnuM? pitAne sva5 mAne bIjAnA nAnA guNa pratye Adara. kAraNa ke paramAtmA pratye pUrI bhakti. ane paramAtma bhakita e pAyAne dhama dhama sadgati ja Ape. dharma dhIraja ane samatvamAM. duHkhamAM dubaLa nahi. sukhamAM zetAna nahi. dhana maLe ne udAratA khIlI uThe. sattA maLe ne saMrakSaNa sarvanuM kare, zANapaNa

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30 maLe ne sarvane sanmArge dore. kIrtinI prAti eTale namratAne Adarza. dharma eTale viveka vinayane bhaMDAra. vartamAna vizALa. bhaviSya ujaLuM ane mukita nakakI. eka AjanA yuganA mahAsaMtanI vItarAga vANImAM mUkIe dharma-dharma AtmAne che. AtmA mATe che. AtmAne svarUpamAM pragaTAvavA mATe che. saMsAra anAdi che. AtmA anAdi che. karma sAthene AtmAne saMga anAdi che. saMsAra duHkhamaya che. duHkha enuM phaLa che. duHkhanI paraMparAne vadhAranAra saMsAra che. AtmAnuM kAma sAthenuM anAdi mizraNa e ja saMsAra. karmathI sarvathA sarva prakAre sarvakALa mATe AtmA chuTa paDe e ja mukti. mukti mATe prayAsa dharma, - jIrNajavaravALe aMdara ribAya. bahAra daI dekhAya nahi. ArAma kaI levA de nahi. kahe che ke I mAne nahi. evI kaDhaMgI paristhiti. paNa pitAne dardanuM bhAna pUre pUrUM. tema saMsAra jIrNajavara rUpa lAge, te cetatA rahe. nirmaLa karIne ja jaMpe. nirmULa na kare te TI. bI. thAya. rIbAI rIbAIne mare. bhava anaMtA karyA ja kare. naraka tiryaMca AdinA duHkhanI hAramALA cAlyA ja kare. najarakedI rAjA. sarva sAmagrI sAhyabI pUrepUrI paNa cena paDe nahi. bahArathI sukhI aMdarathI duHkhI. savya samajavALa AtmA samakitI ane dhana dolatane puNya adhipati. sukha sukharUpe lAge nahi. kAraNa ke parataMtratAne pAra nahi. duniyAnuM sukhamAtra vastune AdhIna. kaI pherA

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31 maLe ane nA paNa maLe. AtmAnuM sukha svataMtra, keInI apekSA ke AdhAranI jarUra nahi mATe karmane virAma karmane vigama mAge samajaNavALa dharma. meha vinAno sAtvika dharma. duniyAnA caLakATa pAchaLa pAgala banela dharmane na samaje. na karI zake. zIlAjItanA caLakATamAM ghele banela vAnara hAtha ukheDavA jAya tyA mAM ceTe ane meM cAMTe eTale prANa jAya. dhana-sattA ane vAhavAhanI kSaNajIvI aMjAmaNa paNa e ja dazA kare. pApanA theka baMdhAve - durgatimAM ghasaDI jAya ane bhavamAM bhaTakavAnuM-pArAvAra vedanAomAM sabaDavAnuM sarjana kare. kharekhara dharma e dharma ja che. enA mamane samaje tenA mATe amRta sudhA che. have e dharmanI TekanIka-asalatA. tenA sAdhanomAM rahelI sAdhakatA. sAdhya mATe sAdhananI jarUra. sAdhakane sTeja kyAM sudhI sAdhanayukata hovuM ja joIe? nirAlaMbana dharma kayAMthI zarU thAya ? AjanuM vijJAna dharmane sAbita kare che ke nahi? paramAtmA ane AtmA jevI ucca koTinI AryAvartanI vAte hambaga te nathI ne? devadevamaMdira-bhakita vi. jarUrI kharA ke nahi? A kALamAM vizeSa karIne ? kALa pharyo che ke heyA sUnA banyA che ? AjanA vicAranI bhayaMkaratA. vi. vi. avasare.

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vAstavikatA-vyavahAra ane dharma che hate bIje vAstavikatAmAMthI dharma janme che. dharma vyavahAra sAthe saMkaLAelo che. sAmAnyathI ATalI vicAraNa spaSTa zabdomAM ApaNe karI. dharma e mAnava jIvanane prANa che. enA vinAnuM jIvana eTale saLagate saMsAra. saLagatA saMsAramAM ThAra Ape, zAMti-samAdhi Ape, pite ke tene mAnavane khyAla karAve te ja dharma. ATaluM haiye beThA pachI tenA sAdhaka bAdhaka sAdhanenuM jJAna jarUrI banI ja jAya. dharma e kaI bajArU cIja nathI. na te kharIdAya, na vecAya. eTale saMgraha karavo hoya teTale chUTathI thAya. anya paNa gya AtmAmAM tenuM vitaraNa thAya. svapara banene saMteSa-zAMti ApatI, paranI vyathAne kApatI kriyAne dharma kahIe. kriyA mAtramAM sAdhya-sAdhana ane sAdhakane triveNI saMgama jarUrI. sAdhakatA enuM senTarakendrabiMdu. sAtvikatA enuM lakSaNa harakeI prAthamika kakSAnA sAdhakane zudhdha suMdara nirmaLa sAdhananI jarUra. jevuM sAdhana tevuM sAdhya lakSya bane. retImAMthI tela na nIkaLe. tela te talamAMthI ja nIkaLe. suMdara nirdoSa bALakane juve ne mana AnaMde. kASTanA kALA Tuka

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DAne jevAthI te bhAva na jAge. vItarAga paramAtmAnI parama pavitra tAraka mUrtine juve ane sAdhakanuM haiyuM nAcI uThe. saumyatA prasannatA rAgadveSa rahitatAnA AMdolana dIlamAM uche. razima ane IlekaTronI AjanI zAyarI sAbitI mATe basa che. eka guMDAne ati paricaya na guMDe khaDo kare che. susaMtane samAgama suMdara mAnava yA eka viziSTa saMtanuM sarjana kare che. saMsAranI kaIpaNa AkarSaka vastu pratye mana AkarSAya che. tyAM sudhI ucca koTinA AlaMbananI jarUrIAta rahevAnI ja. anya vastu pratye prema mUrti pratye palaTAve ja rahyo. e sajAga palaTo prabhuzrInI oLakha karAvaze. temAMthI bhakti janmaze. bhaktimAMthI AtmAnI zaktine sAda uThaze. e sAdamAMthI nAda lAgaze nIja AtmAne. huM koNa? kema ATale phasAye? kema chUTAya? basa sAcI jAgRti AvI ke bhaktimAM paNa pUra ja Ave. bhaktinuM pUra ajJAnanA aMdhAra paDala dhoI nAkhaze. svanuM sAcuM bhAna thaze. vItarAganI vItarAgatA gamI jaze. vItarAmano ucca Adarza eTale parane paNa svanI jema sAcA saMpUrNa sukhamAM khIMca. basa "pAmarane paramanI oLakha thaI. parama banavA mATe talasATa jAgyo. lAge tenA prayAsamAM. vizvanAM sarva zreSTha padArtho zakti hoya te te caraNe dharavAnuM mana thAya ja. temAMthI tyAgavRtti jame. dAna guNa khIlI uThe. duniyAnA prANIonuM duHkha dUra karavA mathe. sAthe AtmAnA svarUpane uMDo abhyAsa karatA jAya. zuddha vItarAga dharmanA anuSThAne

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34 A abhyAsamAM madada kare, dravya yA ane bhAvadayAnuM jharaNAM vahetA thAya. prANimAtrane sahAya karI tenA duHkha dUra karavA e dravyayA. AtmA ane saMsAranu svarUpavAstavikatA samajAvI, muktinA zudhdha mAge caDhAvavA te bhAvayA, bhAvakrayAthI bhI jAelA haiyA kita hAya te madada karyA vinA rahI zakatA ja nathI. A badhA guNA janme bhagava tanI bhakitamAMthI. bhakitanuM Alakhana mUrti. mUrti prazama jharatI; saumya ane darzana pUjana karanAra bhakatanA haiyAmAM ucca guNA pedA karanAra hAya che. AvI upakAraka mUrtinA maMdira manehara- darzanIyasvaccha ane AlhAdaka hAya. saMgemaramaranA zveta AbunA maMdire temaja rANakapuranA 1444 thAMbhalAnAAleAkaya vihAra, lakSmInI asAratA AMkha sAme baDI kare che. addabhUta udAra ane bhagavad bhakitanAM anupama Ada batAvI jAya che. nirmaLa kudaratI vAtAvaraNa, AtmA ne saMsAranA pakamAMthI uMcakI, mukitanA paMkajanI surabhi pedA kare che. suMdara-uttama koTinA ghRtanA dIpake divyaleAkanuM bhAna karAve che. temAMthI pedA thatA ekasIjana dehanI zudhdhinu nimitta bane che, IMDu ane mananI zuddhi AtmazuddhinA sAdhaka ane che. darzanapUjananAM saghaLA sAdhanA zreSTha koTInA rAkhavA pAchaLa aneka sAyanTIphIka kAraNA che tenI pAchaLa agamya vijJAna beThelu che. bhakita prAnAnA tatvane pAzcimAtya prA jorazerathI

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svIkAratI banI che. punarjanmanA, peparanI devaDIe TaMkAtA prasaMge, pUrvanI mahAvidyAne zAnadAra rIte samajAvI jAya che. eTama bomba, ane megneTA bemba, vadhArAmAM hAIDrojana bomba, paramANamAM rahelI gajaba zakitane khullI karI batAve che. reDIye ekaTIvITIjha, sparza ane havAnuM tAMDava, spaSTa kare che. mUrtinA sparzathI, zarIra ane manamAM pedA thatA AMdalane, have samajAvavA paDe tema che? mUrtinI prANapratiSThA pAchaLa raheluM bhavyAtibhavya gaurava ane temAMthI sajatI Atmika urmione rasa pravAha have bIjI sAbItI mAge che? muhurta ane kALacakanI gatimatimAM vikrama have zenA pedA kare? | tIrthayAtrAnuM tevuM ja che. kudaratanA suramya pradezamAM AvelA ucca giristhAnamAM sarjAelA mahAna tAraka vItarAga paramAtmAo ane RSi maharSinI caraNarajathI pavitra banelA tIrthonI sparzanA kevA ane keTalA suMdara bhAva AtmAmAM paze? duniyA bhUlAya. Adhi-vyAdhi visarI javAya. upAdhi te mUkIne ja Avela hoya. AtmAnI khejamAM masta bane. maitrI vizva pratye janme. revera phagAvI de. karUNA dilamAM darda pedA kare, aneka dInahInane madada karavAnuM mana thaI jAya. caMcaLa lahamIne sadupayoga thAya. nAzavaMta zarIranI nazvaratA samajAya. zAzvata AtmAnI khoja thAya. zuddhikaraNa thAya. zuddhikaraNa mATe sakyurUnI zodhamAM game. game tene maLe, vANanI pavitra mIThAza mane samajAve. sAna bhAna sAcA Ave, gurU kevA? svArthathI para. paramArthamAM rakta,

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36 ahiM sA-jI'-cArIthI sathA sarIte dUra. canakAminInA tyAgI. zudhdha dharma ane satya nItinA sAcA upadezaka ! khulluM aDavANe page dezabharamAM vIcarI svanA lyANa sa the samAjamAM kalyANu bhAtranAnA mahApracAraka. enA paNa vidhi mArga che. niHsvArtha paNe dezanI sAcI AbAdIne rakSanArA ane pracAranArA, A ucca AtmAe pratyenI upekSAe Aje bhAratavarSanA samAjonI, bhavya prajAnI khAnAkharAbI karI mUkI che. hukakavAdanA bhUte parasparanA prema ane kheAjane khAkha karI mUkayA che. sattAnA nAde prajAnI rAjanI hAlAkIMmAM so gaNA vadhArA karI dIdhA che. nItinA mUlyAMkana maravA paDayA che. pADAzI mATe ke dezabhrAtA mATe kAMika karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA rasAtaLamAM cAlI gaI che, 'azeka' haeNTela ane 'rUpama' thIeTara pAchaLa lAkheA kroDAnA vyaya ane kheATa khamI khavAya che, cAre bAjuthI meghavArI ekArInI bIhAmaNI pIDAmAMthI Ama janatAne uddhAravAnu keIne svapnuM... paNa nathI Avatu. lAkhA kroDAneA apavyaya, kATa khAtI mazInarI. kArakhAnAonI bina AvaData, badhu calAvI levAya che. nathI sAMbhaLAtI sAcI zAnadAra mAgaNI ! haDatAle humalAe, khUna-luTa-vyabhicAra. e to rAjI dAnA ramakaDA banI gayA. ATaluM. chatAM paradezI humalAne, svataMtratA luTAvAneA bhaya, sadA jAgate. . A kikatAne kAI paDakArI zake tema nathI. sU nathI ema keNu kahI zakaze ? paNa tenuM mULa ane upAya SNu kAIne sUjhe ema nathI. kAraNa ke vAstavikatAne

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ka7 vistAranAra, samajAvanAra mahAsAdhana dharmane prAyaH dezavaTe Apela che ane traNa kALamAM paNa dhama vinA sukhakara vyavahAra cAlyA nathI, cAlavAnuM nathI. AMtarika dharmane TakAvavA bAhya pratike dhAsa ane vAyu jeTalA jarUrI che. jarUra tenI e chIvattI paNa sAcI samajaNa sAthe. kesa jevI mahAsattAne paNa pitAnuM pratika jarUrI. svanetA, mahAnatAnA bAvalA ke jalatI masAla jarUrI. enI pAchaLa koDane kharca upacagI, ene paNa mahAsaMmelana mahAmaMDapamAM bharavA paDe. te sArAe bhArata varSanA utkarSane ja nahi paNa vizvabharanI zAMti ane samAdhinA sarvakAlIna akATaya siddhAMta ane baMdhAraNa batAvI janAranA bhavya pratike ke mahAdevAlo ubhA thAya ke mahA pUjAo racAya temAM haiyAvarALa kADhavAmAM kaI buddhi kAma karatI haze? ke satyane kacaDI nAMkhavAnI paddhati haze ? A TIkA nahi paNa nirmaLa satyanI rajuAta che. prajA-jamavAnI che jIvavAnI che. enuM jIvana zAMta prazAMta. gaMgAnA khaLakhaLa karatA pravAhanI jema AlhAdaka rIte vahetuM rahe eTaluM te Avazyaka ne? dharmAnuSThAna vadhatA ochA karI zake, paNa haiyAmAMthI rUDA ane raDhIyALo paramAtmabhAva te na ja sUkAI ja joIene ? paramAtma bhAvamAMthI ja paropakArabhAva ane A maga jame che. temAMthI ja sahiSNutA ane sahAyaka bhAva pedA thAya che. e pedAza enuM ja nAma bhrAtRbhAva ke janasevA. nahi ke kerI vAte.

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AjanA vijJAnane sparzIe. zabdane e pakaDI zakayuM. rekarDa para utArI zakayuM. vAyaralesa pravAhamAM taratu mukI zakAya. vItarAga dharmanuM parama vijJAna hajAre bake koDane abanA abajo varSothI kahetuM AvyuM che ke "zabda" pudgala che, bhASA samuha pudgale che. paramANune ja che. phoTogrAphI zodhI kADhI. "chAyA" "udyota A badhAne jaina zAstrone uMDo abhyAsa karanArane, AjanI koI paNa sAyansanI zodhathI Azcarya thaze nahi. paramANunI zaktine vistAra AlekhavAmAM te mahAmanA jaina paramaSioe kamAla ja karI nAkhI che. spaSTatAthI vAta e karavI che ke vijJAnanA mULIyA paNa dharmazAstromAM saMkaLAelA che. phera eTale ke dhama ane dharma zAstro tAraka ane rakSaka che. vijJAna vinAzaka-mAraka-ghAtaka ane DubADanArUM pratyakSa puravAra thaI cukyuM che. vijJAna haMmezane mATe asthira ane pheraphAranuM yukata che, dharmanA siddhAMte acala ane sadA eka vAta karanArA che. AvA dharmazAstronuM rakSaNa bahumAna-pUjana-Adara ane pAtra pramANe pracAra, e che Arya saMskRtine uThAvabhaye zaNagAra. ' zabda paMDite yA aNasamaju AtmAo bolyA kare che ke A jamAnAmAM A badhu na cAle. bhalA! A jamAne mAnavatA viheNe che? saddagRhastha vinAne che? Arya saMskRti tava bhusAI gaI che? sadAcAranA zikSaNanI jarUra nathI? sadAcAra ane viveka vinAnI keLavaNIe ke kArame utpAta macAvI mUke che? zikSaNa ane

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3 prajAnuM gaurava che. sAcA keLavaNI e tA A sata mahetA satyabhASAmAM tenA ThekedAro che. chatAM Aje ATalI adhogita kema ? ATalu ajJAna ane dAridra zAthI ? lakhaluTa kha vidyA ane kaLA pAchaLa thavA chatAM, kahA ke vidhAne nAme avidhA ane kaLAne nAme sva'da zikhavADAya che. bAkI bhArata vanI A bhavya bhUmimAM tA pralaya kALe pazu sAcA jJAnanI jhakhaka kSaNavAra jhabakIne prakAzaze. jamAnA-dharma ane nIti para te pAMcaso pAnAnuM pustaka Alekhana thAya. to kAMika sAcI samajaNu khaDI karI zakAya. vAstavikatA sAva visarAI gaI che eTale dharmI para prahAro thaye jAya che. pariNAme vyavahAra bagaDI gayA che. vyApAra-dhaMdhA-kArIgarI-letI-detI-vyAjavaTa daranA paNa vyavahAra zuddha niyame ghaDAelA ja che. rAjyanItiprajA-rAjA amaladAra, prajAnA sukha-duHkha, vaphAdArInA dhAraNa, pustakAnA pAne meAjuda ja che. AvA ucA-prekaTIkaikhala racanAtmaka muddAo tarapha medhyAna thavAthI, AjanI bhayakara paristhiti sarjAI che. managhaData vicAra| -dhArAe ane pariNAme Apattivipatti. mArga jaDe nahi. eka sAMdhe ane tera tUTe. cAre bAju viSacaka, cAre bAju svA--svArthI ane sattA leAlupatA, A leAhImAM A badhuM kayAMthI pesI gayuM-janmI gayuM ? hajAro varSathI cAlI AvatI zAMti ane sukhanA avatAra samI-dha nItine 'junavANI' 'rUDhI' 'vevalApaNu' vi. vi. zabdethI navAjI prAne ubhagAvI nAkhI. kALa

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40 nathI pharyo paNa haiyA zUnya yA jUnA banyA che. vinAzaka cIjo ane paddhatione "jamAnAnA oThA nIce apanAvI lIdhI. deha durbala banyA. chAtImAM jema nahi. mananI sAcI vicAra zakti mAMdI paDI. hAtha paga DhIlA. mahe tathI kAyara. khurazI Tebala ane 6 kalAkanA kAmanI ze. ugamaNe buma paDe ane AthamaNe nAze. prajAnA sUra-dUra-ura nisteja banI gayA. rAtadivasa khAvApIvAnI ciMtAmAM ja baLyA jalyA. keIne peTanI bhUkha te keIne paTArAnI mahAbhUkha. sattA bhUkhanuM te sAkSAt, pradarzana. dharma ghaTe dhana jAya. saMpattine sAhyabI. devAne pAra nahi ane mevAnuM nAma nahiM. kahe che 60 abajanuM ajaba devuM ! Ate mAtra sAmAnya rUparekhA. bAkI zuM banI gayuM ane zuM banI rahyuM che AlekhatA kalama kaMpe. haiyuM dhruje. zuM thaze A banazenI te kalpanA ja zI ? saghaLuM prAyaH avaLuM hovA chatAM, bhArata varSa saMskAra bhUmi che. aNu aNumAM paramAtmAne pavitra sAda chUpAela che. saMtamahaMtanI mIThI prazAMta vANInA paramANuo patharAelA che. tene pakaDavAnA prayogo paNa gatimAna che, saphaLa thAya ke na thAya. paNa sarvane zAMti Ape evA vizvane sarva zreSTha doravaNI Ape tevA prabaLa sAdhane Aje che che ne che. taddana nirmaLa ne niSpakSapAtI. mAnava sauMdaryane nihALatA AvaDe, te ja e sAdhanane pAme. mAnavanuM zarIra bhale azucithI bhareluM hoya. mahIM beThele AtmA ati tejasvI che. dRSTA che. sarva jJAnamaya

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che. anaMta sukhano bharyobharyo che. jakaDAele che karmanI jaMjIrethI, pahADanA pahADa khaDakAyA che tenA para pUrvanA duSkRtanA. gherA ghanaghora vAdaLa chavAyA che te jJAna ti para kama koI ajANa ajAyabIbharI cIja nathI. pite karelA sArA narasA kAryonI vAsanAne mahAja che. dUra kare ene pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. vAstavikatAnuM yathArtha jJAna sabaLa sAdhana vAstavikatAnuM sAcuM bhAna eTale dharma. dharmayukta pragati eTale vyavahAra, have A traNene susaMga karAvI daIe. eTale sukha zAMti ane samAdhi. AtmA amara che. avinAzI che. deha bhADutI che, badalAta che. kSaNa vinAzI che. AtmA sivAyanA sarva padArtho kSaNajIvI che. rUpa-raMga badalAtA ja rahe che. tene meha-prema-cAhanA eka mATe vibhrama che. dehathI sarvathA-sarvadA chUTApaNuM e ja mukti. AtmAnA tejanuM pUrNa pragaTIkaraNa. A thayuM vAstavika jJAna. A sAcA jJAnamAM paripUrNa zraddhA dharAvanAra harakeI AtmA mahAmAnava banI jAya che. enA tarapha kaI paNa sajajanane bhakti-prema jAge e svAbhAvika che. evA AtmAnuM kaI aihika duHkha thA Apatti pitAnI banAvI lenAra dhanyavAdane pAtra che. AmAM guNa pratyenuM alabeluM AkarSaNa raheluM che. jyAre dIna-hIna dadI pratyenI hamadardI e dayA che. anukaMpA che. dayA, ke bhUkha tarasanuM dukha dUra karavAmAM pAtra kupAtranI jhAjhI vicAraNA karavI paDatI nathI. dayA ane dAna e deza bhAratanA

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42 Adarza hatA. e hatA tyAM sudhI AkhAdI ane jAhA jalAlI rahI. sabhyajJAna ane zradhdhAyukata pavitra AtmAe je deza ke nagara-gAmamAM vasatA hAya, tyAMnI prajAne sadA AzvAsana ja hAya che ke ApaNA sukha-du:khane khelI ApaNI sAthe ja che. AryAvratanuM A sulakSaNa hatuM. AthI garIbane mAladAra pratye mAna rahetuM. adekhAI nahiM. zrImata te sahAyaka ja hAya. kadI unmatta nahiM. badhA parasparanA A dharma pratye sahiSNu hatA. TIkAkhAra ke niMdAkheAra nahi. dha vAda jarUra thatA paNa pramANika rIte, Aja tA dha vAdane badale prAMtavAda-bhASAvAda ane jANe badhu vAdamaya haiyAheALInuM ja vAtAvaraNa, premanA pralaya ane dveSanA dvAra khullA. pachI zu dharma ke sAcA vyavahAranI te paDI ja keAne hAya ! ane tyAM ucca keTinA saMyama-dhamanI, pAMca iMdriyAnA nigrahanI, ke zarIra paranA mehatyAganI vAtA-aNune vAyaDI lAge temAM zI navAI ? chatAM badhu ja sArUM sApha nathI thaI gayuM, bIjakA paDelA ja che. parama satyane samajAvanAra ane samajanAra paNa che ja. bhale ati alpa sakhyAmAM. e khIjane aMkuza lAvI-puSpa phaLa pAMgare tevI suyukitapUva kanI ceAjanAnI jarUra che. phakata eka ja paMcavarSIya. samAcAra patro ke mAsikA potAnA agralekhamAM A vAtane spaze. vinIta DAhyA nAyake vANImAM vAstavikatAne vega ApatA thAya. AyAvanA saMtamA jarA mULasthAne pAchA phare,

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basa unnati-pragati ane Agekadama ! - vAri eTale pANI jevI nirmaLa vAstavikatAthI mAnavI nirmaLa bane. dhIraja pUrvakanI matithI sadudharmane samaje. te samajamAMthI ugatA zuddha vyavahArane rojIMdA jIvanane apanAve. puNya pApanA phaLarUpa sukha duHkhane samabhAve sahe. zakaya saMgemAM pitAnuM bIjAnA upa gamAM Ave tevI bhAvanA rAkhe. paraMtu paDAvI levAnI IcchAne kukarAve paramAtma tatvamAM aTala zraddhA rAkhe. saunuM bhaluM Icche. burUM te duzmananuM paNa nahi, mAnavatAne dIpa pragaTaze. gharaghara jota-prakAza phelAze, mana mokaLA banaze. bhAIcArene bhAtRbhAva dezane AbAda banAvaze. prajane unnatinA zikhare sthApaze. vAstaviktA-dharma ane vyavahAra eka sAMkaLe saMkaLAelA sAcI zAMti ane zauryanI suMdaratA vyApaka banAvaze. mahAmaMgala parva paryuSaNa parva e mahAmaMgala parva che te aMhI lekhaka pU. 3 zrI yukita prayukita ane anubhavanI eraNa para caDAvIne rajU ! kare che. A mahAmaMgala jenA dilamAM vase tenuM kalyANa ja | thAya ema A lekha samajAve che. dovo0c000- vivamAM maMgala saune game che. "maMgala" zabda sAMbhaLatA ja AnaMda laharI AvI jAya che. apamaMgala keIne

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gamatuM nathI. maMgala sUcaka vastuo jevA Icache che. kharIdavA Icche che. khAvA Icche che. saMgharavA sau Icche che. lisTa lakhIe te ghaNuM moTuM banI jAya. chatAM sarvanuM maMgala thAya ja che ema nathI e hakikata che. IcchavA chatAM, prayatna karavA chatAM zA mATe maMgala na nipaje ? basa A che eka keyaDe. sAdhAraNa nahi, Aja kAlane nahi, anAdikAlane. "maMgalanI vAMchA chatAM apamaMgala kema bane ? sukhanI tAlAvelI chatAM duHkha kema AvI cITake? saubhAgyanI jhaMkhanA chatAM durbhAgya lamaNe zA mATe ? AnaMdamaMgalanA prasaMge zekanA gherA banAva kema ? koI Izvarane doSa deze. kaI AjubAjunA nimittane AgaLa karaze. paNa paga nIce baLatuM prAyaH moTA bhAgane dekhAze nahi? "maMgalanI kAmanA vALA te keInuM maMgala karyuM? are icchayuM paNa kyAMthI Icche? pUrva bhavamAM keInuM bhaluM karyuM nathI, IcchayuM nathI, tethI te duHkha ane durbhAgyamAM sabaDe che. e AtmAne vaLI A bhavamAM paranAM maMgalanI IcchA ja kayAMthI janme ? te zuM A bhavamAM paNa ene udhdhAra nahi ja? nA ema te ekAMte kema ja kahevAya? mArga che. mArgane khapI heya, khapI bane te. "apamaMgala nuM mULa pite che ema samaje che. gata bhamAM koInuM hita karyuM nathI. hita IchayuM nathI. ahita moTe bhAge kareluM. ahita IcchavAmAM kaminA rAkhelI nahi. enA phaLa rUpe "apamaMgala' sivAya sAMpaDe zuM ? maMgaLanA bhagIratha prayatna nA kAmiyAba ja nivaDe

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45 ne? chatAM ATalAthI cete. pitAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thAya. te jarUra 'subhaga bane. emAM lavaleza zaMkA nahi. kare tevuM pAme, vAve tevuM laNe. e sAmAnya vyavahAranI vAta che. sAruM kArya kare tevuM sAruM thAya. paNa sAruM zuM ? hitakara zuM ? maMgala zuM? A prazna keTalA sajajanane uThe ? sArAnuM phaLa sArU paNa te keTalA kALa mATe? ane pachI zuM? sadAe sArU ja AtmAnA hAthe thavAnuM ja ? ane na thAya te meTAnuM phaLa beThuM paNa ubhuM ja ne? te pachI sadAne mATe "maMgala" banI rahevAnI khAtrI nahi ja ne ? te sadA "maMgala" banI rahe te upAya ke mArga kharo ke nahi ? AryAvartanI Arya bhUmi para thaI gayelA saMtamahaMta, RSi paramarSio, ane tethI AgaLa vadhIne te sarvanA AdhArabhUta sarvavida vItarAga paramAtmAe "sadA maMgala" ne paramecca rAha batAvI ja gayA che. rAhanI zodhamAM hoya tene mATe, rAha para cAlavAnI tamannA hoya tene mATe, mArga sAde saraLa ane ATIghuMTI vinAne paNa samaja dhIraja ne mAgate. dhIravIra ane gaMbhIra mATe. be du cAra je. AMka ane akSara jJAnane zradhdhA je. AtmA asalamAM "maMgalamaya che, "apamaMgaLa enI sAthe asalathI lAgela che. suvarNa sAthe mATInI jema. mATI dUra thaI zake che. suvarNa suvarNa rUpamAM zebhI zake che. kemikala prayoga karavo ja paDe. "zuddhinI kriyA ati Avazyaka. "maMgala apamaMgalam sukhaduHkha, saubhAgya, do.

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bhaMgya, badhA karmanA khela che. karma AtmAnI sArI narasI kRti che. tene puNya-pApa kahIe. tenA phaLane sukha-duHkha kahIe. mAruM nahi tene mArUM mAnyuM. te mATe aneka juTha prapaMca karyA. tenuM phaLa ribA maNa AvatA muMjhavaNa thAya. je potAnuM hatuM tenI oLakha nA thaI. paramAM bhAna bhUlyA. gAMDA ane pAgala banyA. paravaza banI svanI-pitAnAnI heLI saLagAvI have zeka ze ? zarIra pitAnuM nahi. zarIrane khAtara, pitAnA mAnelA dhana-kaNa ane kuTuMba pitAnA nahi. pite ekaja AtmA. A bhava para-bhava ane bhavanI paraMparAmAM bhaTakanAra. bhaTakavuM maTADavuM hoya. svanA saccidAnaMda sukhamAM mahAlavuM hoya. Atma tejamAM ramavuM heya. aMdhakAramAMthI parama prakAzamAM javuM heya. aMdhakAramAMthI parama prakAzamAM javuM hoya te kSaNabhaMgura saMsAranA sukhane moha ghaTADe ja, are te mehane nAza kaye ja chUTake. svakRta pApanA phaLarUpa duHkhane samabhAve saheja chUTake. A nAne sarakhe, paNa vizALa sukhane denAre, upadeza jJAnIone che. samaje, svIkAre, haiye utAre te phAve, A mATe ja-AmAM AgaLa vadhavAnA hetuthI ja dharmakiyA-dAna zIla, tapa, bhAvanA, paropakAra, anukaMpA, dayA mahAdayA sarva kAMI karavAnuM che. sajajana-zrAvaka ke sAdhu banavAnuM che. harahaMmeza saghaLuM nA bane te AtmAo mATe parve jyA paramepakArIoe. saghaLA parve sAdhya na bane tevAo mATe "mahA maMgaLa parvanuM amRtapAna karAvavA

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47 sarvAMgI ceAjanA ghaDI Atma-ghaDavaiyAee. kAI tene kahe 'paryuSaNA', kAI kahe paryuSaNa upanAma Ape kAI 'pApacUsaNu'. pApeA jyAM sudhI cusAI na jAya tyAM sudhI 'ma'gala' maLe ja kayAMthI ? jyAM sudhI pApe AtmAnA gaLI na jAya, nAza na pAmI jAya sarvathA, 'mahA maMgala' lAvavuM kayAMthI ? mahA ma'gala' mAtra mAkSara meAkSa, AtmAnI ka muktithI ja maLe. karmAnI mukita kaSAya mukita vinA kayAMthI heAya ? kaSAyathI alagA tAja thavAya, jo chuTI jAya paMcendriyanI viSayavAsanA. tA pAmavu' hoya 'mahA maMgala' ke vacalA gALAnA 'maMgala' te zaraNe jAva 'mahA maMgalapa'ne 'mukita eka kudake maLI jatI nathI vacce sTezana karavA ja paDe. ane te paNa sAdhyanI sidhdhi mATe, te mATe vacalA bhAvA 'dhruva-manuSyanA' dha sAmagrI yukata maLe eTale 'ma'gala'. 'moMgala' mahA moMgala' ne lAve ja lAve. paryuSaNAnA parama maMgala divasa bhAdra zukala caturthI. vera-jheranA viSane vamavAnA, aMtima vArSika divasa zama rasamAM jhulavAne jhulA, AtmAnA uMDANamAM utaravAnA saphaLa prayAga, sadgati sAdhavAnuM zubha muhU pApathI pAchA haThavAnuM uttama TANuM, sAdharmIka bhAvanA zeNalAne saphaLa banAvavAno subhaga divasa. AtmA Thare, pApo baLe. sukhanI zreNI sarjAya. mahA sukhanA sIsA-pAyA nakhAya, dhanya divasa. eka saptAha agAu, paMdara divasa pahelA-mAsa doDha

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48 mAsa pahelA, sanmAna-satkAra thAya e rUDA parvanA. 45 divasanA 30-1pa-8 divasanA upavAsa. AyaMbila ekAsaNuM te DhIlA pacA mATe paNa sahaja. nANA kathaLI khUle dhanavAnI. keInI mane te keinI zarame. paNa pravAha dAnane zarU thAya ja. sAte kSetramAM ane dharmanI zAsananI prabhAvanAmAM. tapanI prabhAvanA anumodanAne pAra nahi, pAjI paNa rAjI thAya ane umaLake Ave ThIka ThIka kharcA de. pelA pazu pakSIne paNa abhayadAna maLe. pazuzALAnA prANIo paNa goLa ghAsa pAme. ane sAdharmika vAtsalyanA te uchALA ja heya ne? navakArazI ane saMgha jamaNa te hoya ja ane tapanA pAraNA mATe Agraha ke ane keTale? attara vAyanA ane pUrva pAraNuM te hoya ja heya! bhAre bahumAna pUrvaka ja, pATalA thALI mukIne pIrasaNIyA mIThA ane viveka bharelA, ane bhojana? bhalAbhAI e te vividharaMgI ane maheka mAratA ja hoya ne ? AvuM te pUchAya ? Ate jainenA jamaNa. gurUbhakitanA hAvA. bhAvanirmaLa-sAdhana nirdoSa ane saMyama piSaka gIta-gAna ane vAjiMtrane pAra nahi. varaghaDA zebhAyAtrA eka pachI eka joyA ja kare. rathayAtrA raLIyAmaNI zAsana zobhAkArI. pAghaDIe dupaTTA bhale na dekhAya paNa haiyAnA sAcA bhAva sAjananA mukha para taravare. utsAhane AMka nahi. zobhAne thebha nahi Agamana sanmAna ghInI uchAmaNI ane rUpiyAnI belI. ghare padharAve ane rAtri jAgaraNa kare. mIThAIo vaheMce ane rUpaiyAne rAMka banAvI de. anukaMpAdAna te zaNagAra rUpe. garIba harakhe ane

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49 garIbanA bALa nAce kurda AtA jinezvara deveAnA mArganu 'mahApa''mahAmaMgala', meAkSadvAranI cAvI lAgI jene hAtha te phAvyeA. sa MsAramAM phulavuDa baMdha. duHkhavinAza sarvanA zivasukha dana, pravacana vyAkhyAna vANI ? e te dhamanI rANI. rAtaDA AtmA tyAM ja ane dhama rage ragAya. kaika ghara bhagAya. sAdhu ane sAdhvI bane ane mahelAta meTI racAya. sphaTikamaNinA niketana nivAse sarjAya. aMte te saghaLu sphaTikamaNinI siddhazilAthI uva kAyamIvAsa mATe. te ochA kAMi navatatva'nA nirmALa jJAna vinA maLe ? samyajJAna darzana cAritrane triveNI saMgama tA ja sadhAya. te sadhAya te ja mukita pamAya. sAdhavA mATe sAdhupaNu paMcamahAvrata dharavApaNuM, AgamanA abhyAsa ane svAdhyAyanu zaraNu, tapa tenuM rakSaNa kavaca, sAdhunA svAMgamAM ane dha dhvaja bagalamAM, cAlamAM, belamAM samiti gupti. pelI navavADa'nI gupti e prANa, AMkhamAM amI. veNumAM hita. miThAsa sadA zubha dhyAnamAM, A che amArA mahAma gala' parvanI prasAdI. pAme te anubhave. varNana thAya nahi. ghInA svAda kevA, cAkhe te jANe. 'parvAdhirAja tA parvAdhirAja' ja che, pAmarane paNa padma banAve. gAMDAne DAhyA banAve. bhAna bhulelAne sumAge sthApe. khAukaNane tapasI banAvI de, viSayIne brahmacArI karI de. pAjIne rAjI karI dAnI banAve, nAstikane Astika maLe. AvA mahAna tAraka uddhArakamahAparvAnI sAme ceDA karanAranI zI gati thaze, te te jJAnI jANe !

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va zAna baDhAvavAne badale "mahAparvanI mahAmaMgalanI hAni karanArAo kevI hAni pAmaze te vicAratA AtmA bhAvadayA drave che. "mahAmaMgala parvanI vibhUSA keTalI karIe kalama nAnI phAyopazama ati A che chatAM gurUkRpAbaLa moTuM. temAMthI nipajate zAsana bhAva haiye uchaLate. te bhAvanuM amRta biMdu "bhuvana" ne "maMgala mahAmaMgala Ape ane "caMdra nirmaLa mahAzAsana sadA jyavaMtu vate, | tithi prakaraNa-hakikata ane ItihAsa jana saMghamAM parvatithinuM ArAdhana ghaNuM agatyanuM che. te aMge je maMtavyabheda cAle che tenA UMDANamAM cheDA utarAya te bheda TaLI jAya ane tethI eka zAsana-hitaciMtaka munirAjazrI A viSaya aMge hakikata ane ItihAsanuM ane nirUpaNa kare che. je vAMcake ne satyanI pratIti karAvaze. zAsana ane zrI saMdha. zrI saMgha ane dhama dhama ane AcAra, AcAra ane siddhAMta. siddhAMta ane sAmAcArI. A badhA paraspara saMlagna che mukti mArganI suMdara sAMkaLa che. tithi aMge ArAdhanA. tithikALa AgamI. pratikramaNanI AcaraNa-sAmAcArI. A aMge saM. 1935 sudhI

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51 sAmAnya vAtAvaraNa, sa, 1952 mAM prazna ubhA thayA. sa. 1952 mAM bhAdra su. 5 ne kSaya poMcAMgamAM hatA, bhAdra zukala catuthI avyAkhAdha hatI. saMvatsarI ArAdhanAmAM koi vikSepa hatA nahi. prazna pacamInA uDaye. paMcamInI ArAdhanA kevI rIte kayAre karavI? Agale divase te saMvasarInI ArAdhanA abhyAmAya maLe che. A sivAyanI pAMcamI hAta te te kSaye pUrvA tithi dA-niyamathI catuthI ne divase paMcamInI ArAdhanA thatI AvI che. eka vage` savatsarI sAthe ja paMcamInI ArAdhanA zAstra pAThAnA sabaLa-AdhAre karI. khIjA vage te varSe puratA bIjA paMcAMganA AdhAre nA kSaya svIkArI, pAMcamI ubhI rAkhI, caturthInI saMvatsarI yathAsthita karI. ane vage` bhAdra zukala catuthI avyAbAdha rAkhI. apavAdarUpa eka pUjye cAreka sAdhu sAthe trIjA kSaya karI, trIje ceAtha karI ceAthe--saMvatsarI na karatA trIje ja karI, saM. 1961 mAM bhAdra su. 5 nA kSaya poMcAMgamAM ALye, bhAratavarSanA sakala zrI zve. mU. pU. saMghe catuthI saMvatsarI udayAt catuthI e ja karI, pU. A. zrI sAgarAnaU sU. ma. e paNa alabatta jAhera karIne ke hu' kuvRSTi nyAyathI adhAnI sAthe thAuM chuM. kudRSTi nyAyanI saMgatatA asaMgatatAmAM hAlane tabakake utaryA vinA sa'. 1989mAM pahAMcIe. sa'. 1989mAM bhAdra su. 5 nA ja kSaya paMcAMgamAM hatA. tyAM pAchA pU. sAgarajI ma. judA paDayA. sa, 1992 mAM bhAdra su. pa e hatI. dhAraNA saraLa ane spaSTa hatI. pU. sAgarajI ma. sivAya badhA bhAdra su.

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sara 4 udayAt avyAbAdha rAkhIne ja ArAdhanA kare e svAbhArvika gaNAya. paNa vAtAvaraNamAM palTa AvyA. vRDhau jAryA tathottarA niyamathI pU. bApajI ma. nA samudAye A. zrI bhadrasU ma. pU. labdhisU, ma. pU. premasUri ma, pU. bhakti sU. ma. pU. kapUra sU. Adi ma. sAhebe e bhAdra su. 4 ne paMcAMga pramANe avyAbAdha rAkhI sa vatsarInI ArAdhanA karI, pahelI phUllu paMcamInA pAraNA thayA ane bIjI uddayAt paMcamIe paMcamInI ArAdhanA karI. pU. nemisU. ma. Adi ma. sAhebAe e ceAtha manAvI khIjI ceAthe eTale pahelI phalgu paMcamIe saMvatsarI karI. jo ke teezrInA pracalita karelA niyama pramANe khIjApa'cAMgamAM be chaThe maLI zakatI hatI, jyAre pU. sAga rajIe e trIja banAvI pahelI phalgu pacamIe sa'vatsarI karI, basa A 1992thI pragaraNa maMDAyA. Adhunika 'tithi prakaraNa'nA. sa. 1993 mAM paNa bhAdra su. 5. be hatI. khANu pramANe ane e svAbhAvika che. paNa eka vizeSatA 93 nI hatI. pU. bApajI ma. ne mAtra peAtAne (peAtAnA samudAyane bhAdra su. 4 uddayAt ArAdhanA mATe AjJA karI) vacanabaddha tAnA Dhere karI 92 mAM alagA rahevu paDayu hatu . teozrI 93 mAM uddayAta catuthInI sa vatsarI ArAdhI khUba ja AnaMda pAmyA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tyAra bAda teozrIe prasaMga AmI-prazna thatAM khUba ja spaSTa khulAsA paNa karyo ke : saMvatsarI 1992 mAM zanivAre chatAM ravivAre karelI zAthI? e vakhate vATAghATanI zabda jALamAM hu' ThagAye hatA....mane koIe pUchyuM ke pUchAvyuM te badhAne meM bhA

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53 su. 4 zanivAre ja saMvatsarI karavI joIe. pahelI pAMcame saMvatsarI thAya ja nahi ema kahela. taduparAMta "caturdazI chatAM virAdhIne pUname catudazI karavI e mahApApa che. vi. vi. pachI te eka varga saMvatsarInA udayAta prazna sAthe sAthe be puname be terasa AdinI cAlI paDelI prathAne paNa tilAMjali ApI. paMcAMge alaga chapAvyA eTale uhApoha era vadhI gayuM ke vadhArI devAmAM AvyuM, ane jeone dharmaArAdhanA-sAmAcArI ke tithi sAthe jhAjhI levAdevA nahi. deva-gurU dharmanA sAcA svarUpa jJAnanI kAMI paDI nhotI, mAtra jamAnAnA pavane uDatA hatA, te badhAe te, (be varga te bAjue rahyA) aneka gulabaMgo uDAvI vAtAvaraNa kaluSita karI mUkyuM. saujanyanidhi kasturabhAIe A vAtAvaraNane aMta Ave ane zrI saMgha samAdhipUrvaka ArAdhanA karI zake e hetuthI pU. sAgarajI ma. ane pU. rAmacaMdra sU. ma. vacce lavAdI paddhatithI carcA pAlItANAmAM maukhika rItanI paNa goThavI ane parasparanA lakhANa-uttara-pratiuttara lavAdane bane pUnI sammatithI soMpAyA. pariNAma-zAstrI arthamAM pariNamyuM. paNa samAjanuM sadbhAgya nahi te chevaTe kasturabhAIne paNa jAhera nivedana karavuM paDyuM ke pU. sAgarajI ma. jevA lavAda para khoTo AkSepa karI pitAnI lekhIta kabulAtane AghI mUke che e duHkhada bInA che. A AzayanI jAherAta pachI vAtAvaraNa kSubdha bane e svAbhAvika che.

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14 pachI te saM. 2004 ane 2013 ane 14 mAM paNa bhAdra su. 5 ne kSaya AvyuM. tyAM paNa eka vargo gurUgata praNAlikAmAM paNa pheraphAra karyA vi. itihAsathI samAjane kaI saMgati ke phAyade prApta thaye nahi. saM. 2014 nA saMmelane sAdhu saMsthAne mAtra eka DAgha Ape. ane A vakhate kasturabhAI jevA paradeza jaI beThA e paNa e kSati ja hatI. paNa te sAlamAM ArAdhanA aMge ekatA jaLavAI. alabatta varSothI cAlatA-manAtA paMcAMgane visarjana karI kAyama mATe janmabhUmi paMcAMgane svIkAra karIne. jarUra A badhuM thayuM. vidhipUrvaka A daramyAna eka vAta bahu pracalita banI hatI. je vage zAstrIya mArga spaSTa rIte apanAvI lIdhe te badhAe vartamAna mukhya pUjane sammata karIne nahi. zAstrIya saMvatsarI cheDAI tyAM bIjI sammati maLavAne ke meLavavAne avakAza nahi. sAthe sAthe kALabaLanI viparIta asaramAMthI zAstra siddhAMta rakSaNane prazna paNa baLavAna ubhe ja hate. Ane kAMika mA kADhavAnI saddabuddhithI ane bIjA vargane paNa najadIka ANI pitAne prApta satyamAM bheLavavAnI bhalI IcchAthI pU. prema sU. ma. Adi ma. sAhebee eka apavAdika paka-saM. 2020 mAM paDavADA mukAme jAhera karyo. jethI kalyANaka tithie ane saMvatsarI Adi tithinI zAstrIya AcaraNa-avyAbAdha rAkhI mAtra be punama be amAsanA prasaMge cAlu prathAnI be terasane apekSA sAthe apavAdika svIkAra thaye ane zrI saMghamAM kAmacalAu ekatAnuM prasaraNa gaNAyuM.

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15 tyAra pachI cAlu ra018 nA cAlu varSe bhAdra su. 5 be Avela che. pakavatI vargane te taddana sugama che. koI vikalpa vicAravAnuM rahetuM ja nathI. ukyAta bhAdra su. 4 semavAre zrI saMvatsarI mahAparvanI nirAbAdha ArAdhanA karaze. pahelI phalga paMcamIe pAraNuM thaze. dvitIca udayAt paMcamInI ArAdhanA karaze. bIjA vargane temanA niyama pramANe eTale ke 15ra pramANe bIjA paMcAMgane AdhAra laI be chaTThane svIkAra karI bhAdra su. 4 avyAbAdha rAkhavI haze te rAkhI zakaze. bAkI te be pAMcamanI be cotha ane e trIja karI phalga paMcamIe bIjA vargamAM ArAdhanA thaze. A che sAda sIdhe saraLa ItihAsa, 15ra thI 2028 sudhI. have akabara bAdazAha pratibaMdhaka jagadagurU pU. vihIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA phALathI saM. 1995 sudhInA prasaMgo sAmAnya rIte avelekIe. te pahelA bhAdra su. pa saMvatsarI parvane sthAne bhAdra su. 4 ane tene anusarIne traNa comAsAmAM aSADa su. 14, kA. su. 14 ane phA. su. 14 ArAdhanAnI traNa paphakhI kevI rIte samAI gaI e jevuM jarUrI thaI paDaze. zAtavAhana rAjAe pU.kAlikasU.ma.ne vinaMti karI ke paMcamIe idramahotsavamAM mAre hAjarI ApavI paDaze. mATe bhA. su. dake saMvatsarI rAkhe. pU. zrI saMtarAva saijapaz, pAThane dhyAnamAM rAkhI daDU na rAkhatA tha maMjura karI ane a. su. 14 pachInA pacAsame divase jema bhAdra su. 4nI saMvatsarI karI temaja bhA. zuda 4 pachInA sItterame divase (kA. su. 14 e kA. su 15 ne badale) mAsI karI. ane te rIte traNa caudazanA

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pa6 paphakhI traNa mAsamAM aMtargata banyA. tyAra bAda traNa varSa sudhI ekadhArI ArAdhanA bhAdra suda 4 udayAt tithie saMvatsarInI cAlyA ja karI. prAyaH kaI prazna uThe nathI. paNa pU. hIrasU. ma. nA vakhatamAM teozrI samakSa prazna upasthita thaye ke punama amAsanI vRddhie pahelAM te bIjI tithi ArAdhya gaNAtI hatI. paNa keIka ema kahe che Apa pahelI tithine ArAdhya jaNAve che te te kema?" uttaramAM pU. harasU. ma. jaNAve che ke, "punama amAsanI vRddhimAM bIjI tithi ja ArAdhya tarIke jANavI bIjo prazna vaDA kalapanA chaDane ubhe thaye. jyAre caudaze kaha5vaMcAya athavA amAvAsyA Adi tithinI vRddhimAM amAvAsyAo athavA ekame ka5 vaMcAya tyAre chaThane tapa kaye divase kare? uttaramAM zrI pU. zrI pharamAve che ke jyAre caudaze (ke amAvAsyA Adie) kalpa vaMcAya tyAre chaThane tapa amuka divase ja kare tevuM divasanuM nIyatapaNuM nathI. ThIka paDe tema kare. emAM Agraha ze trIjo prazna bhAdra su. pa nI ArAdhanA saMbaMdhI thaye. jeNe guphala paMcamI uccarelI heya. te je paryuSaNane aThThama bIjathI kare te zuM teNe pAMcamanuM ekAsaNuM avazya karavuM joIe? ke jevI IcchA?' pU. zrI jaNAve che--mukhya vRttithI teNe trIjathI aThThama karavo joIe. je teNe kadAca bIjathI aThThama karyo hoya te pAMcamanuM ekAsaNuM karavAne mATe Agraha nathI. kare te sArUM. cothA prazna paMcamI ane pUNamAnA kSaya paratve pUchA. pAMcama tithi tuTI hoya te tene taya kaI tithimAM karavo? ane pUrNimA TI hoya te zAmAM pU. zrIe khulAso karyo ke,

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pAMcama tithine phAya hoya tyAre tene tapa pUrva tithimAM karAya che. pUrNimA tuTI hoya tyAre terasa caudazane kare. terase bhUlI javAya te paDave paNa (eTale ke caudaza paDe. tyArabAda pU. zrI senasU. ma. sAme paNa prazna khaDA thayA che. jema ke-"agIArasanI vRddhi hoya tyAre zrI hIravijayasUrI mahArAjane nirvANa mahimA, pauSadha-upavAsa vigere kRtya, pUrvanI ke pachInI agIArase karavuM ?" pU. zrI jaNAve che ke, "audayikI arthAt bIjI agIyArase zrI hIravijayasUri mahArAjane nirvANa pauSadha vi. karA." bIjo praznarihiNIne upavAsa ane paMcamI Adine upavAsa kAraNa hoya te je tithimAM te maLI jatI hoya temAM karAya ke nahI " uttaramAM pU. zrI jaNAve che ke "kAraNa heya te maLatI tithimAM karAya ane karAvAya evI pravRtti dekhAya che. kAraNa vinA te udaya tithimAM ja karAya ema jaNavuM. samakAlIna zrI dharmasAgarajI u. samakSa prazna ubhe thaye ke "punamanA kSaye tame zuM karaze? pU. zrI e samAdhAna ApyuM ke "vAha, tamArI vicAra caturAI! kAraNa ke caudazane dIvase caudaza punama banne vidyamAna hovAthI punamanI ArAdhanA paNa caudaza bhegI thaI ja jAya che.' aDhAramI sadImAM tithicarcAne aMge koI khAsa ItihAsa hovAnuM prAyaH jANamAM nathI. eTale sattaramI sadInI mAnyatA pracalita rahe e svAbhAvika che. paraMtu ogaNIsamI sadImAM tithi viSayaka pUrva mAnyatAmAM halI calI thavA mAMDI, kAraNa tarIke devasUragaccha ane anasuragaccha be vibhAga

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58. ane tethI vizeSa tatkAlIna gAdIpatI zrI pUnI svachApUrvakanI AjJA khAsa kAraNarUpa lekhAya. dA. ta. AnadasUrigaccha purNimAnI vRddhie ekamanI vRddhi karavAmAM mAnate ane tene AdhAra rUpe "tradazya vismRtI tu pratipaghapati pAThane upayoga thate (A paNa eka Azcarya gaNAya ne?) bIjI bAju devasUragacchanA yatio be punamane sthAne be tarasanI vRdhinA AgrahavALA banyA. A kheMca tANane aMta ANavA 1869mAM surata mukAme lekha karyo ke 365banI udayAtmaka tithi mAnavI. traNa comAsInI punamane hAya hAya te bArasa terasa ekaThA karavA. bIjA mAsanI punamane phAya hoya te paDavAne phAya kare' AnI sAme paNa pUrNimA caudazamAM maLelI dekhAya che paNa pratipadAmAM dekhAtI nathI? vi. carcA zarU thaI sAthe ja pUrNimA kSaye terasanA phAyane virodha paNa zarU thaye. Ama ogaNIsamI sadInA prAyaH chellA caraNamAM "tithi prakaraNa" nA gaNeza maMDAyA ema kahI zakAya. bhale saMvigna sAdhuo te vakhate hatA. vidvAna ane tyAgI paNa hatA. jaina saMghamAM pUjanIya hatA. paNa saMkhyA keTalI? vihAranA kSetre keTalA? jyAre bIjI bAjue zrI pUnuM sAmrAjya hatuM. teo parigrahadhArI ane sAdhvAcAramAM zithila hatA. e te hakIkata che saMkhyAbaLa ghaNuM. saMvine paNa zrI pUnI AjJAmAM rahI cAturmAsa karavA paDatA. dhArmika kAryo-mAnyatAomAM zrI pUne bela te ja chelle nirNaya. A paristhiti prAyaH vIsamI sadIne prathama caraNa sudhI cAlu rahI. dA. ta. :

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pa9 saM. 1928mAM bhAdra sudi ekame be hatI. te vakhatanA zrI pUjya dharaNaMdrasUrie AjJApAtra kADhayuM ke "AgAmI paryuSaNAmAM be paDavA che tene badale tamhAre be teraso karavI." sAmAnya sAdhuo ane yatio ja nahiM paNa zrI rAjanagara (amadAvAda) nA prasidhdha cAra upAzrayamAM rahelA saMvigna viziSTa mahAtmAone paNa A vicitra AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDayuM. AvI te kAMIka azAstrIya rUDhio ane viparIta mAnyatAo yatikALamAM pracalita thaI paDI ane pariNAme ajJAna kAraNe kusaMpanuM vAtAvaraNa phelAtuM rahyuM. saM. 1935 mAM zrI pUjya dharaNaMdrasUrie bhAdra. su. ranA kSaye zrAvaNa vadi 13 ne kSaya jAhera karyo. pU. zrI jhaverasAgarajI ma. (pU. zrI sAgarajI ma. nA gurUjI) e te sAme jAhera karyuM keabake paryuSaNameM ekama duja bhelI karaNI. A rIte saM. 186thI pAchalA kALamAM ane 1952 thI Adhunika yugamAM tithiprakaraNanI zarUAta gaNAI. paNa Adhunika yuga chApAna eTale uhApoha meTa dekhAya. saM. 1952 mAM sumaciMtaka suzrAvaka anupacaMdabhAInA zubha prayAsathI vAtAvaraNa majhenuM rahyuM. saM. 1981mAM chapAela "praznottara ratnaciMtAmaNi mAM nIce pramANe ullekha maLe che. saM. 15nI sAlamAM bhAdaravA su. 5 ne kSaya hate. te parathI anupabhAIe zrImad AcArya mahArAjazrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjane pUcheluM...tene javAba e A ke pAMcamane kSaya A vakhate kare sAre che. tyArabAda jeTha mahinAmAM zrImad AcArya mahArAje kALa karyo...zrImad AcArya mahArAjazrI siddhisUrijI chANI comAsuM rahyA hatA.

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temanI pAse surata, amadAvAda vagere gAmanA keTalAka bhAIo AvyA hatA tyAM anupacaMdabhAI paNa gaelA hatA, teone e bAbatamAM senaprazna hIrapazna vigerenA purAvA ApI teonuM samAdhAna karyuM. saghaLA e pramANe karavA sammata thayA. saM. 198mAM bhAdaravA su. pane phAya hato ane AkhA tapAgacache bhAdaravA zudi4nA divase saMvacharI parvanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. paNa zrI sAgarajI ma.nA samudAye A vakhate paNa audayika trIjane cotha kalpIne ArAdhanA kAryakrama bahAra pADe hatuM. jenI sAme zrI vijayanItisUrijI mahArAje eka pustikA bahAra pADI tene virodha karyo hate. A pramANe lagabhaga 40 varSamAM traNavAra bhAdra su. pa ne kSaye pU. sAgarajI ma. sivAya prAyaH badhAe catuthI avyAbAdha ArAdhanA mArga tapAgacchamAM kabula rAkhyuM hatuM. jarUra keTaleka sthaLe bIjA paMcAMgane AdhAre 6 ne kSaya mAnI teSa lIdhuM hatuM. paNa te varSamAM na AvelI bhAda. su. 5 be 1992mAM AvI ane tethI kSayane mAnanArA paNa vRdhdhimAM goTALe caDI gayA. ane kahevuM joIze ke A bAbatamAM aMtargata mukhyataH pU. nemisU. ma. hatA. pachI te aneka prakAranA delane vahetA thAya e svAbhAvika che. paNa tene bahu gaNanAmAM levA gya nahi. saM. 1997 mAM pU. bApajIe amadAvAdamAM potAne vyAkhyAna sabhAmAM pUchAela praznonA uttaramAM jaNAvela ke zAstranI AjJAnI virAdhanA thAya evI paraMparA hoya ja nahi...ApaNe saMmelana (1990) thayuM te vakhate A vAta karI hatI, paNa te vakhate te-

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"A viSaya ApaNA ekalA tapagacchane che ane ahiM bIjA gacchanA paNa Avela che. AthI vAta paDatI mukAI hatI....zAstranI AjJA mujaba to be pUnamanI be terasa ane pUnamanA kSaye terasane kSaya thAya kare nahi." saM. 1999mAM pU. sAgarajI ma. ane pU. rAmacaMdrasU. ma. vacce lavAdI goThavI, A tithiprakaraNane aMta ANavA kasturabhAI taraphathI prayatna thaye. jemAM pU. sAgarajI ma. taraphathI navamudAo pU. rAmacaMdrasU. ma. taraphathI ra5 mudAo. baMne pUjo taraphathI tenuM pitAnI mAnyatAnusAra khaMDana pAlItANAmAM lavAdanI hAjarImAM maukhika carcA. tyArabAda lavAdano nirNaya kabula rAkhavA banne pUe lekhita karAra kasturabhAIne seM. lavAdane saMskRta bhASAmAM nirNaya ane pote ja tenuM IglIza karIne paNa mekalela. kasturabhAIe tenuM gujarAtI karAvIne te paNa pragaTa karyo. te lekhita karAra ane lavAdane AkharI nirNaya nIce pramANe che. karAra - tithicarcAne aMge ame baMnee AcArya mahArAja sAgarAnandasUrIzvarajI ane AcArya rAmacandrasUrijIe) je je muddAo upasthita karyA tathA tenA samarthanamAM je lakhyuM ane khaMDanamAM je lakhyuM te kasturabhAI lAlabhAI mAraphata DekaTara pI. ela. vaidyane mekalI ApavAmAM AveluM. tenA upara vicAra karI ame bannenI rUbarU carcA karI De. pI. ela. vaidya temane nirNaya kasturabhAI lAlabhAI mAraphata mokalI Ape te saghaLA upara ame bane temaja amAro ziSya samudAya keIpaNa jAtanI maukhika

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62 athavA lekhita TIkA pragaTa karaze nahi ane chatAM jo kAI karaze te tene amArI AjJA bahAra jAhera karavAmAM Avaze. AnandasAgara 4. peA, vijayarAmacaMdrasUri e pramANe banne AcAryae raju karelA muddAenI yathAyAgya vicAraNA dvArA ane jaina zAstrAnI samAlecanA dvArA nakakI thaela nigamana ane nirNaya A pramANe che:niya 1. zrI zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka jaineAmAMnA tapAgacchanA cAreya prakAranA jaina sathe laukika ane leAkeAttara anaiya prakAranI ArAdhanAmAM ame jaNAvyA pramANe tithi kSayavRdhdhi adhikamAsa sAthenA jodhapuranA caMDAzucarlR pAMcAMganA upayega karavA. jainaTippaNu ke jetu' bIjuM nAma sidhdhAnta TippaNuM che te ghaNA kAlathI bucchinna thayuM che tethI tenA pracAra ja nathI. AgamAne anusaratuM jainaTippaNu pharIthI calAvavAnuM zakaya ja na hAvAthI zrI jaina saMgha atyAre tene svIkArI zake te paNa azakaya ja che. 7-3-1943 pAlItANA : -: 2. caMDAzuca'Du paMcAMgane anusAra tithienI vRddhi ke kSaya Ave tyAre umAsvAtinA vacananA pratyeASa tarIke prasiddha kSaye pUrvA tithiH vAryA vRddho hAryA tathottarA' e zAstranA pAMce nizcita karelA atha pramANe AdhAra laine tithinA nizcaya karavA. 3. upara batAvelA umAsvAtinA vacananA pace evA atha niIta karyAM che ke TippaNamAM koIpaNa tithinA kSaya

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jaNAya tyAre kSINa tithinI ArAdhanA mATe pUrvanI tithi karavI, eTale ke kSINa tithi viSayaka ArAdhana pUrvanI tithie karavuM. zrI jaina saMgha ArAdhanA mATe audayikI tithinI apekSA rAkhe che. tithine kSaya thAya tyAre tevI (audayikI) tithinI atyanta aprApti thavAthI; apUrva vidhine karanArA "kSaye pUrvI tithi kAryA" evA zAstra vaDe kSINa tithinI sthApanA tenI pUrva tithimAM karAya che. e rIte kSINa tithi audayikI bane che ane tethI ArAdhanA mATe te upayogI bane che. eTale aSTamI kSaNa hoya tyAM tenI pUrvanI saptamIne ja ArAdhanA mATe aSTamI karavI. e pramANe caturdazIne kSaye tenI pahelAnI tradazIne caturdazI tarIke svIkAra kare ane pAkSika pratikamaNa te tithie ja karavuM. pUrNimA ane ane amAvAsyAne kSaya hoya tyAre, tenI pUrvanI caturdazIne pAkSika ArAdhanA mATe upaga karAto hevAthI, abhigraha rUpa tenuM tapa vagere zrI hIra praznamAM darzAvelA mArge tradazIe karavuM pAkSika anuSThAna sAthe virodha na AvatA hoya te catudazIe karavuM athavA yathArUci pratipadAe paNa karavuM. pAkSika pratikramaNa, e tithiniyata anuSThAna che. temAM mukhya tithi TippaNa pramANe AvatI audayikI catu. dazI che, tethI pUrNimA amAvAsyAne kSaya hoya te paNa, pAkSika ArAdhana mukhya evI cartudazIe karavuM, ane kSINa tithi saMbaMdhI abhigraharUpa tapa vagere rUci pramANe tenI pahelAM ke pachI ArAdhavuM. e pramANe bhAdrapadanI suda catuM thanA kSaye sAMvatsarika pratikamaNa, tenI pUrvanI tRtIyAmAM caturthI tithine thApIne karavuM. bhAdrapadanI suda paMcamInuM

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pradhAna parva tithipaNuM ja rahyuM nathI. tethI tene kSaya thAya tyAre, temAM karavAne tapa vagere abhigraha yathArUci pahelAM ke pachI kare. sAMvatsarika sAthe virodha na AvatI hoya te bhAdrapada suda caturthIe paNa kare. bhAdrapada suda paMcamIne kSayanA kAraNe tRtIyAne hAya zAthI siddha thatuM nathI. kalyANaka vagere paNa siddhAMtamAM kahelI tithie ja karavAnAM heI te viSayamAM paNa Aja niyama lAgu pADave. A artha svIkAratAM je parva ane aparva tithione saMkara vagere ane ArAdhanAne saMkara vagere deze AcArya zrI sAgarAnandasUrijI kape che. te doSa zAmAM jaNAtA nathI tethI ane evA do thAya tyAre prAyazcita karavAnuM vidhAna nahi hovAthI, te deSa rUpa nathI ja. 4 vRddha vArtA tathottara' e zAstrane A artha che - TippaNamAM tithinI vRddhi jaNAya tyAre ArAdhanA vagere mATe pAchalI eTale bIjI tithi svIkAravI. vRddhi pAmelI tithi be vAra udayane sparze che. eTale (temAnI) kaIne audayika gaNavI e saMdeha thae chate vRdgha jA tathorAI' evA niyama vidhi karanArA zAstra vaDe pachInI tithinuM ja audayikapaNuM nakkI thAya che. laukika TipaNamAM AvatI tithio vRddhi pAme tyAre AgalI ane AgalInI AgalI tithinI vRddhi gaNavAnI bAbatamAM AcArya zrI sAgarAnandasUrijIe je pramANe ane zAstra raju karyA che tenuM prAmANya ane zAstratva asiddha ja rahe che. chatavyavahAranA baLathI te siddha thAya che ema je kahetA hoya, te chatavyavahAranI sAbItI mATe je cAra aMze hevA joIe, te adhurA

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rahetA hovAthI jItavyavahAra paNa asidhdha rahe che. A pramANe aSTamInI vRddhi hoya tyAre bIjI aSTamI, caturdazInI vRddhi hoya, tyAre bIjI caturdazI, pUrNimA ane amAvAsyA be divase hoya tyAre bIjI pUrNimA ane bIjI amAvAsyA, bhAdrapadanI suda caturthInI vRddhi hoya tyAre bIjI catuthI ja grahaNa karavI. bhAdrapada suda pAMcamanuM te pradhAna parva tithipaNuM ja cAlyuM gayuM che, ema ame AgaLa anekavAra kahI gayA chIe. vRddhi pAmelI tithine pahele divasa adhika mAsanI peThe napuMsaka che tethI te ArAdhanA mATe upayogI nathI ja. tithine upayoga na karAya te tene mATe zAstramAM kayAMya kazuM prAyazcita jevAmAM AvatuM nathI. tethI tithinA tevA anupagamAM deSa jevuM kAMI nathI. 5. tithionI vRddhi ane kSayanA viSayamAM, tithione pheraphAra karavAnuM AcAryazrI sAgarAnandasUrijIe zAstrasidhdha tarIke je raju karyuM che tene tapAgacchanA zAstro anumata thatAM nathI ja. A viSayamAM temaNe raju karele jItavyavahAra paNa zAstrathI siddha thatuM nathI. 6. sAMvatsarika pratikramaNa e tithiniyata ArAdhanA che. te TippaNuM pramANe AvatI bhAdrapada suda catuthIe ArAdhavI. pU. zrI kAlikAcAye keI rAjAnI vinaMtine mAna ApIne, bhAdrapada suda paMcamIe niyata thaelA te dezanA Indramahatsava sAthe virodha na thAya te mATe ane SaSTIe sthapAtAM zAstravirodhane bhaya hatuM te mATe, te caturthIe sthApI che ane tapAgacchanA sarva jainasaMghe paNa tene mAnya rAkhI che. e rIte chatavyavahArathI siddha thayelI.

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66 bhAdrapada suda catuthI ja sAMvatsarika pratikamaNane mATe niyata tithi che. tene lIdhe pAkSika ane cAturmAsika pratikamaNane mATe caturdazI niyata tithi che. bhAdrapada suda paMcamInuM pradhAna parvatithipaNuM ja TaLI gayuM che, tethI tenI vRdhdhi ane hAya nimitte zAstrathI asidhdha tRtIyAnI vRddhi ke thAya calAva te kadAha ja che. 7. aSADanI pUrNimAthI AraMbhIne athavA comAsAnA divasa eTale aSADha suda caturdazIthI AraMbhIne, bhAdra suda tuthI sudhImAM je eka mAsane visa rAtrinI gaNanA zAstromAM jaNAya che te prAyavAda (AzarAnI gaNanA ja) che. eja pramANe bhApada suda caturthIthI zarU karIne kArtika suda caturdazI sudhInAM je sittera rAtrinI gaNanA che te paNa prAyavAda che.....prAyaH ghaNuM saMvatsaramAM tenI gaNanA purI thAya ja che. zrAvaNa ke bhAdrapadAda avika mAsa Ave tyAre te dinagaNanA zAstranirdiSTa saMkhyAne maLatI AvatI nathI ja. te prasaMge jene jema adhika mAsanA divase nathI ja gaNatA tema lIga vRddhi tithionI gaNanA paNa temaNe na ja karavI ane tene lIdhe sAMvatsarika pratikramaNanI niyata tithine na ja pheravavI. 8. laukika TipaNane svIkAra karavAmAM parva ane aparva tithione saMkara tathA ArAdhanAne saMkara vagere je deze AcArya sAgarAnandasUrijIe kapelA che, te doSa zAstromAM kayAMya jaNAtA nahi hevAthI temaja te doSa nimitte zAstromAM prAyazcitanuM vidhAna nahi hovAthI, te kapelA de doSa rUpa ja nathI, ema siddha thAya che. "hIraprazna" vagere zAstromAM pUrNimA vagerene kSaye, karavAnA tapa vagerenI je vyavasthA

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sUcavelI che te ja che ema ame mAnIe chIe. badhAe paNa te ja vyavasthAne Azraya le. aMte A vivAdamAM utarelA banne AcAryonA viSacamAM kAMIka jarUra jaNAvavuM joIe. "vAdi prativAdi zabda prayoga ane "arthapratithi zabda prayoga kAMIka prayajanane uddezIne ja ame cheDI dIdhuM che. te temaNe jarUra dhyAnamAM levuM joIe. temAM prathama AcArya zrI sAgarAnandasUrijI : emanI vidvatA sArvajanIna che. zvetAMbara jaina AgamanA saMpAdanathI temanuM "AgadhdhAraka birUda yathArtha ja che; ane saMvignagItArtha evA teo, tapAgacchanA sAdhuo ane zrAvako taraphathI ghaNuM zreSTha mAna pAmela che. A gAmamAM kahelA AcAranI pratiSThA e ja mahAna prajanane uddezIne sidhdhAMta TIpaNane pracAra karavAnuM temane abhimata che, paNa jenAgamAM maLI Ave che teTalA mAtra sAdhanAthI siddhAMtaTipaNanI racanA azakya che ane tene pracAra atIva azakya che, e ja kAraNane laI A vivAdamAM temane nigraha thAya che. tapAgacchanA atyAranA saghaLAya jaine caMDAzugaMDU paMcAMgane AdhAre laukika vyavahAra kare che. ane sidhdhAMtaTi paNa na hovAthI lakattara ArAdhanA paNa tene ja AdhAre karavI samucita che. vaLI jatavyavahAranI siddhi mATe emaNe kahelAM zAstra zAstrAbhAsa che; tethI chatavyavahAranI asiddhi che. AcArya zrI vijayarAmacandrasUrijI paNa saMvigna gItArtha che ane pravacanadakSa che. tapAgacchanA jainene teo paNa bahumAnanIya che ja; pitAnA siddhAMtanuM pratipAdana

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68 emaNe prabala yuktiethI samarthita karyuM che. Adhunika jainAe mAnelA pacAMgamAMnI tithi vigerenA pheraphAro na sahI zakatA ane zAstromAM tevA pheraphAra karavA mATenAM samarthaMka pramANeA nahi zvetA, teoe sArvajanIna kAipaNa paMcAMgane AdhAre laukikanI peThe lAkAttara vyavahAra cAle che mATe tene ja samana Apavu joie. 'evI buddhithI ja, AcArya zrI sAgarAnandasUrijInuM pratipakSa paNu . svIkAryu ane prabala yukitaothI potAnA matane baLavAna karyA che. umAsvAtinA vacananA praghoSane age adhyAhArAdine cheDIne pa ane apa tithinA vibhAga karyAM vinA, yathA ane anusaravA pUrvaka temaNe potAne mata samarthita karyo che tethI temane abhiprAya paMce svIkAryo che. jo ke A vivAdamAM teenA AcArya zrI sAgarAnandasUrijInI sAthe vizeSa che, te paNa temanI vidvatAneA, sarvagna gItA paNAnA, teo paNa bahu Adara kare che, temAM amane saMzayA jarApaNa avakAza nathI. puNAthI vikramanA pa'caH- audya zrI parazurAma zarmAnI peAtAnA hAthanI 1999mAM varSe, jyeSTha zukala pratipadA gurUvAre sahI sAmAnya rIte prastuta prakaraNa samajavA mATe ATale itihAsa ane hakIkata sugama thaI paDaze. have mukhya mukhya zAstra pATho AdinuM avataraNa gujarAtI bhASAmAM avaleAkavAthI satyanuM sazodhana karavAnuM' hastagata thaI zakaze, (1) saM. 1486 zrI paryuSaNA sthitivicAra'karyAM sahusrAvadhAnI pU. A. zrI munisu MdarasUri sethAkArI

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69 pU. zrI harSI vi. gaNivara. jyAM je mAsa tithi yA nakSatra vadhyAM hAya te tyAM ja ADI devAya che e ja saprasidhdha vyavahAra che. viSamakalanA prabhAvathI jaina TippaNAne viccheda thaele che.... pUrvagItA AcArya devee 'A paNa AgamanA mULavALu che" ema pratiSnA dIkSA Adi sarva kAryonA muhUtemAM laukika TippaNu ja pramANa karyu" che. (2) 1506 zrI zrAdhdhavidhi' kartA pU. zrI ratnazekhara sU. ma. a. prAtaHkALamAM paccakrRkhANa vakhate je tithi hAya te tithi pramANa karAya che. leAkamAM paNa sUryodaya anusAre ja divasa tithi Adine vyavahAra che. udayamAM je tithi hAya te pramANa che. bIjI karavAmAM Ave tA AjJAbhaMga anavasthA mithyAtva ane virAdhanA lAge, zrI umAsvAtijI mahArAjanA pratyeASa A pramANe sabhaLAya che. kSayamAM pUtithi karavI, vRzvimAM uttara tithi karavI. zrI vIra prabhunuM nirvANa (kalyANaka) leAkanA anusAre karavu. pA. 152 (3) sALamA saikA zrI hIraprathnAttarANi, uttaradAtA. akabara bAdazAha pratibeAdhaka jagadagurU A. zrI ThThIra sU. ma. punama amAsanI vRdhdhimAM bIjI tithi ja ArAdhya tarIke jANavI. jyAre caudaza ke amAvAsyA Akriye kalpa vaheMcAya

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hao tyAre chaThane tapa amuka divase ja kare tevuM divasanuM niyatapaNuM nathI. ThIka paDe tema kara emAM Agraha che? pA. 45 jeNe zukala paMcamI uccarelI hoya teNe mukhya vRttithI trIjathI aThThama karavuM joIe. kadAca bIjathI kare te pAMcamanuM ekAsaNuM karavA mATe pharajIAta nathI. kare te suMdara. (4) sAme roke zrI sena prazna uttaradAtA pU. A. zrI vijayasena sU. ma. "kSayamAM pUrvatithi karavI joIe ane vRddhimAM uttara tithi karavI joIe evA zrI umAsvAtijI vAcakanA vacana prAmANyathI vRddhi hoya tyAre thoDI paNa AgalI (bIjI acetanA) tithi pramANabhUta che. pA. 67 (5) saM. 1615 zrI tatvataraMgiNa kartA mahopAdhyAya zrI dharmasAgarajI gaNivara. kAraNa ke amAre te AgalI kalyANaka tithinA kSaye pUrvanI kalyANaka tithimAM banenI vidyamAnatA hovAthI ITApatti ja amAro uttara che. pA. 9 AgamanA aviredhe karIne ja AcArya paraMparAnuM upAdeyapaNuM che. pA. 28 saMpUrNa che ema karI vRdhimAM pUrva tithi na levI. je divase je tithi samApta thatI. hoya te ja divase te tithi levI pramANa che, e ja pramANe kSINa tithimAM paNa Aje meM be kAryo karyA ItyAdi daSTAMte svayaM vicArI levA. pA 18 (6) saM. 1628 zrI kalpasUtra kiraNAvalI

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vRtti-kartA mahopAdhyAya zrI dharmasAgarajI gaNivara pAkSika pratikramaNa caudazane divase niyata che. te caudazanI jyAre vRddhi thAya che tyAre pahelI caudazane tajIne bIjI caudazane grahaNa karavI. divasanI gaNatrImAM te caudaza ke anya vidhinI vRdhithI soLa divasa paNa paMdara ja gaNAya che. e rIte kSaya thaye chate cauda divasa paMdara ja jANavA. (7) saM. 1677 "zrI kalpadIpika kartA A. zrI jagadagurU hIravijayasUrIzvarajI praziSya paMDita pravara zrI jayavijayajI gaNivara, eTalA mATe anya vRddhi pAmele mAsa javA de. bhAdrapadanI vRdhimAM paNa prathama bhAdara paryuSaNanA kAryo mATe egya nathI ja. abhivardhita prathama tithi tenA kRtya mATe jema. te A pramANe-pAkSika pratikamaNa je caudazanA niyata che. te caudazanI paNa vRddhi thAya tyAre prathama caudazane choDI daI bIjI caudaza grahaNa karavI. pA. 4 (8) saM. 1696-"zrI kalapasUtra subodhikAkartA zrI hIrasU. praziSya mahopAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI gaNivara. bhAdaravAnI vRddhi thaI hoya te prathama bhAdare apramANu ja che, jema caudazanI vRddhimAM pahelI caudaza avagaNIne bIjI caudaze pAkSika kRtya karAya che. tema. pa. 174 (9) saM. 1707 zrI kalpa kausudi : kartA mahopAdhyAya zrI zAntisAgarajI gaNivara, je kAryonuM bhAdaravAmAM karavAnuM vidhAna che te kAryo bhAdaravA mAsanI vRddhi thAya te pahele apramANa mAsa

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cheDI daIne bIjA pramANabhUta mAsamAM karavA joIe pA. 212. (10) saM. 1728-"zrI pAkSika pasAra vicAra-pU. A. zrI jJAnavimala sa. ma. jyAre pAkSika vigere tithi paDe tyAre pUrva tithimAM karavuM, pachInI tithimAM nahi. temAM tenI gaMdhane paNa abhAva hovAthI. pA. 3. (11) saM. 193pa "henDabIla' pU. zrI jhavera. sAgarajI ma. pU. sAgarajI ma. nA gurUdevaH ethI paNa mAlama paDe che ke jema tithinI hAni vRddhi Ave te temaja karavA mATe A paryuSaNamAM ekama bIja bhegI karavI. (12) "zrI vairAgya zataka pU. A. zrI vijyapaddha sU. ma. tithinI mukhatAvALA tapamAM sUryodaya veLAnI tithi levI. tithine kSaya thAya te pahelAnI tithi levI ane vRdhdhi hoya te bemAM bIjI tithi levI. pA. pa07. - (13) "zrI siddhacaka mAsika-uttaradAtA pU. A. zrI sAgarAnaMda sU. ma. prazna cha76 ne uttara : SkiraMDaka, sUryaprajJapti ane lekaprakAza Adi zAstrone jANanAre manuSya ema kahI zake nahi. ke jaina zAstra pramANe bIja Adi parvatithine kSaya hoya nahi, kemake temAM avarAtri eTale ghaTavAvALI tithio, bIja, pAMcama vagere gaNAvI che. vaLI je parvatithione kSaya na thatuM hoya te kSaye pUrva tithi kArya e zrI umA

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73 svAtIjIne pradyeSa paNa hAta nahi, prazna 839nA uttara...kSaya ane vRddhi prasaMgeA niyata che. prazna 761nA uttara....arthAt e caudazo hAya tA pahelI khIjI caudazane paNa chaThThuM thAya. e amAvAsyA hAya tA terasa caudazanA chaThTha thaI pahelI amAvAsyAe pAraNuM karI bIjI amAvAsyAe ekale upavAsa thAya. ane e paDavA hAya to paNa terasa caudazane cha? thaI, amAvAsyAe pAraNuM AvI pahele paDave ekalA upavAsa thAya. prazna 867nA uttara H- mUlasUtromAM aSADha Adi mahinAnA ane paDavA Adi tithionA vyavahAra hAvAthI prathama paNa vyavahAra laukika TippaNAne aMge hAvA joie ema kahI zakAya. varSa 4. aMka 23 pA. 533 :- hIra praznamAM pUrNimA amAvAsyAnI vRddhimAM auyikI zabda bIjI tithine age guNaniSpanna che. bAkI sUryodaya tA bannemAM ja heAya che. varSI 4. sa. 1920 pA. 454 paryuSaNa besavAnI tithi palaTe. kalpavAMcanAnI tithi palaTe, telAdharanI tithi palaTe, paNa pAkSika ane sAMvatsarikanI tithio, je caudaza ane ceAtha che, te palaTe ja nahi. (14) sa'. 1989 'paryuSaNa parvanI tithinA vicAra ane saMvatsarI niNa ya'-kartA : pU. . zrI vijayanitI sU. ziSya pU. u. dayAvijayajI.... have A vakhate bhAdaravA su. panA kSaya che... bhAdaravA sudI 4..pradhAna vArSikarUpa hAvAthI tenu kRtya paNa catuthI e karavuM joie eTale vArSika kRtyamAM paMcamInA kRtyane samAveza thAya.

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fy A prasaMga 1952nI sAlamAM banyuM hatuM. A saMbaMdhe bahuzruta paMnyAsajI gaMbhIravijayajIne be patro tathA pUjya zrI rAjendrasUrine patra temAM bhAdaravA su. 5ne kSaya hoya tyAre saMvatsarI kayAre karavI te saMbaMdhe uhApoha karI bhAdaravA sudi ane zukravAre saMvatsarI karavAne abhiprAya Ape che. zAstrakAre udayatithine pramANabhUta mAnelI che. bhAdaravA sudi cothane divase saMvatsarI parvanI A. kAlakasUrinI AcaraNa che, ane te udayatithi che, te te choDI bhAdaravA sudi trIje savacharI parva zA AdhArathI karI zakAya? (pA. 6) A pramANe ItihAsa hakIkata zAstra pAThe Adi mAnyatA TIkA TIppaNI sivAya AlekhanamAM lIdhI che. jyAre eka praznane ukela eka yA bIjA kAraNe na ja AvatuM hoya ane samajapUrvaka yA gerasamajathI yA ajJatAnA kAraNe zrI caturvidha saMghamAM vAtAvaraNa prazAMta na rahI zakatuM hoya, tyAre prathama tabakke sAmAnya bhaNela ane sAmAnya samajavALI vyakti paNa hakIkata samajavI ja heya, te tenAthI taddana dUra na rahI jAya, te rIte raju karavAnI A paNa eka padhdhati che. bAkI samAdhipUrvaka zrI saMghamAM ane jaina dharmamAM zraddhA dharAvatA samAjamAM ArAdhanA thaI zake ane sAdharmika ane bhAtRbhAva banya rahe evA mArgo paNa che ja. ane te paNa zAstramAnyatAne cheha dIdhA sivAya. A bAbatamAM lekhaka avasare jarUra paDe potAnA vicAro raju karavA yatnazIla rahe e svA

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7pa bhAvika che. chatAM samAjane tAtkAlika zAnti ane samAdhine mArga maLI rahe te mATe pU. A. zrI rAmacaMdra sU. ma. nA keTalAka mananIya vicAre amadAvAdamAM 2028 nA mAgasara mAsamAM raju thaela te prastutamAM raju karI devA hitAvaha mAnI raju karavAmAM Ave che : pahelA tithi nakkI karIne pachI ArAdhanA thAya. 10 tithi-12 tithi kalyANaka tithio, keIpaNa vratanI ArAdhanAnI zarUAtane divasAdi mALA paridhAnAdi divasa, prathama yAtrA yA zrI saMgha yAtrA divasAdi vicAra karatA badhI tithio ArAdhya banI jAya che. ahiMyA reja AvanAra paikInA keIne bIjI ArAdhanA karavI hoya te tene alaga vyavasthA karI ApavI joIe. jethI vikSepa kalezAdi thAya nahi. samAjanA kaI pAdiye satyane vicAra karavAnI paNa taiyArI nathI. vadhu ne vadhu ArAdhaka thAya e ja bhAvanA rAkhavI. jaina daSTinuM paMcAMga viccheda pAmyuM che. bhalAmaNa ke AdhAra badhA nedhI le. rahI jAya te pAnAM pustaka mAMgIne nedhI le. samajAe satya svIkAre. paNa keInI niMdAmAM paDe nahiM. barAbara samajI le. sAcI ArAdhanA kare-karAve. sAcA kheTAne viveka karI-karAvI, ArAdhanA be tithinI nahi paNa ekanI ja karIe chIe. pAMcamA ArAnA julma ane utpAtanI tamane khabara nathI. ApaNA jevA pUrvaSie heta te zAsana ApaNI pAse kevI rIte Avata? anyamatanI sAcI vAta na svIkAre te dvAdazAMgInI virAdhanA kare che. tatvataraMgiNi, pravacana

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76 parIkSA vi. mAM tithinA khulAsA che, kAipaNa ceAgAnamAM samajAvavA taiyAra chIe. tapagacchanI paraMparA taddana zuddha che. ema amArA garva ane dAve che. zrI devasUrijInA kharekharA ame chIe. para parA zAstrAnusArI gaNAya. kalpa sUtranA TIkAkAree paNa sAmAcArImAM spaSTa ullekha karyA che. paNa samAjanA kamanasIbe sAmAcArI vaMcAtI nathI. na samajAya te samajavA yatna karI zudhdha ArAdhanA kare. khATu tajavAnI, sAcu sacATa ArAdhavAnI AjJA che, niMdA ke khATA uhApoha karavA nahi. amane koi pakaDa nathI. keipaNa navuM pramANa lAvIne mUke ane sAkhIta kare ke ame karIe chIe e kheDu che teA jAheramAM mAphI mAgI micchAmi dukkaDama devA taiyAra chuM. pahelAM paNa A kahevAyu che. paNa zAstra khAlavA taiyAra nathI. bahumatanA hisAbe teA jaina dharmA cheDavA paDe agara nigeAdagati pasaMda karavI paDe. mATe vikSepa na vadhe enI kALajI jarUra rAkhavI zrI sAgarajI mahArAjazrI amArA bhalA mATe ame mAnIe chIe evu' lakhI gayA che. ame e ekalA besatA. meM kahyuM, 'juo sAheba, 1991nA phakarA siddhacakramAMthI huM TAMku. ApaNe banne sahI karIe. ane heDIMga bAMdhIe ke amArA bannenI A mAnyatA che.' paNa svIkAra thayA nahi. huM utpAdaka nathI. meM mArga kADhaye nathI. pU. devasUrijI jevA mahApramANika mahApurUSa pU. hIrasUri ma. ne uvekhe ? hArajItanA prazna nathI. kAipaNa hAre temAM zAsananI zelA nathI. satya svIkAravAmAM hAra nathI.

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77 anaMta upakArIne vacana maLe tyAM sudhI vacanAnusAre cAlavAnuM che. tithinI bAbatamAM jANakAra thavAne prasaMga pachI ubhe thaye. 100 thI 150 varSanA gALAmAM tyAga pradhAna jaina zAstra bhega pradhAnanI AjJAmAM AvI gayuM hatuM. tyAgIone temanI AjJAmAM rahI temanA paTTaka pramANe comAsu karavuM paDatuM. A. zrI muni suMdara sU. ma. A badhuM pheravavA IcchatA. paNa temane akudaratI dehAMta thaye. pU. satya vi. ma. kridhdhAra kare nahi. saMvijJa zAkhA sthApe nahi ane pILA vastra thAya nahi. teozrIe-zveta-jIrNa-mAnapatane AMkha sAme rAkhI suyogya rakSaNa zAsananuM karyuM. mAre tamane jarAe garama karavA nathI paNa ArAdhaka banAvavA che. praznottarImAM prathana na AvyuM hatuM te huM carcA karatA nahi. (kharekhara ghaNuM aThavADIA pachI praznottarInA aneka praznonA khulAsA pachI chelle ja A prazna carcA hatA.) prAmANika sAthe vAta karavAnI taiyArI. pAThe ane AdhAre pUrvaka vAta thAya. saunI samakSa raju karI-hAra thAya te satya svIkArI khoTuM choDavuM joIe. kajIA sAdhunA che. ema mAnI dUra rahyA. jANavA mahenata karI ja nahi. e kharekhara duHkhada bInA che. jyAM sudhI garabaDanI khabara nhotI tyAM sudhI ame paNa karyuM che. amArA pU. gurUoe paNa karyuM che. 2004 sudhI badhAe cotha sAcavI ane 2013 mAM kema na sAcavI? amArA pU. gurUe kahI gayA che ke A pheravavA gya che. zAsana ane dharmanI

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78 vAtamAM pakaDa karatA pahelA AdhAra jevA joIe. bIjI paNa khetI paraMparAo cAle che e sudhAravAnI takAta na hoya te na belIe paNa sudharelIne bagADAya ? chatAM zrI saMgha ekatrita thaI AdhAro dvArA sudhAravA mAgatA hoya te paheluM nAma mAruM lakhaje. ajJAna zrAvaka vargane mArI salAha. bhagavAnanA mArgane anusaranAra ke IpaNa sAdhune tame mAne temAM vadhe nahi, paNa samajyA vinA bIjAnI TIkA-TIpaNa na karavA, madhyastha rahevuM paNa samajyA pachI satyamAM makakama rahevuM. samartha zrutajJAnIo-pravacanike-lAlasAvALA banI kaI prarUpaNA kare, ane ra5mAM 24 paNa kadAca tevA hoya tyAM eDavi nivAI pramANe eka paNa satyavAdI pramANa. ziSTa kahe te pramANaziSTa che ke je rAgadveSa rahita prAmANika heya. je paraMparA siddhAMtanuM khuna kare te paraMparA ja nathI, ArAdhanA dvArA nirjarA eja mAre samajAvavAno hetu che. keInI gerahAjarImAM koInI vAta karavI e mane ThIka lAgatuM nathI paNa anukaMpa Ave che ane geramArge hoIe ane amane samajAve, ane anukaMpA kare te ame rAjI chIe. ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM-sunizcita hovA chatAM kaI bhUla batAve te sudhAravA taiyAra chuM. e emanI bhUla samajavA taiyAra hoya te sadAne mATe kAgaLa para mArI sahI samajavI. - je tithi je ArAdhatuM hoya tene virodha kare nahi ane emane sagavaDa karI ApavI, emAM sahI karavA taiyAra hoya te te rIte paNa sahI karavA taiyAra chuM.

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- 79 ArAdhanA karavI che ane karAvavI che. saMghanI zAMti samAdhine A paNa eka mArga che.' (-pU. rAmacaMdra, ma.nA amadAvAdanA vyAkhyAna prastuta prakaraNa Alekhana A rIte saunI samAdhi ane jaNanA zubha hetuthI pUrNa karAya che. Alekhana hakIkata che. ughADe itihAsa che. ane saMgrahita pATha Adine sIdhe sAda anuvAda che. chatAM kaI jijJAsune vizeSa jANavAnI jijJAsA haze te rUbarU maLI zakAze. zAMta zailIthI spaSTa rIte gurU kRpA pUrvaka jijJAsA tRpta karavA prayatna jarUra thaze. sau vAMca-vicAre-satya samajavA prayatnazIla banI zrI caturvidha saMghamAM zAMti-samAdhi sthApavA ane suvihita AcaraNa karavA-karAvavAmAM udyamazIla bane eja zubhAbhilASA. ApaNI karUNA-bhakti ! mAnavI ane karUNa vinAne! jaina ane bhakti vinAne! saMbhave khare? karUNA dayA-haiyAnI kamaLatA, e te mAnavatAnuM mukhya lakSaNa. bhUkhyAne dekhatA chatI zaktie ApavAnuM mana na thAya? apaMga AMkha sAme

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80 caDhatAM zakaya sahAya karavA haiyuM na talaze? Arya prajAnI AvI adazA hoya? paNa che ane AvI paDI che. AvI dazA e hakIkata che. zAthI? puNya ane pApanA to haiyAmAMthI, gharamAMthI, kuTuMbamAMthI vidAya thavA lAgyA mATe ne? meM pUrvabhavamAM kaMIka sAruM karyuM che. mATe huM sukhI chuM. samRddhithI bharapura chuM. mArUM kartavya che ke duHkhInA sahAyaka banavuM ja joIe. te ja mArI lamI phaLavatI nahi te vAMjhaNa. AvA sarva sAmAnya vicArane kema dezavaTo maLI gaye? parabhavanI zraddhA uDI gaI mATe ? ke amana camanamAM AvA vicArane avakAza ja nathI? lakSmInaMdane aDhaLaka lamI mUkIne lAMbI saDe sUI jatA zuM nathI dekhAtA? keDapati Ajane kAle kaMgAla thate AMkhe nathI caDate? vyAdhi ane sakaLa roganI te hAramALA cAlI che. cetana cetaze nahi te pastAze. pase pAmara che mAnavI mahAna che. jaina eTale jinezvara devane upAsaka. paramAtmA devAdhideva mahAvIra bhagavaMtane bhakta, bhagavaMtanI bhakti kare ane bhagavaMtanA bhaktane bhUlI jAya te bhaktinA hetumAM ja khAmI gaNAya ne? nAthane jarUra pUje. zakti pramANe utkRSTa dravyathI ane haiyAnA uchaLatA bhAvathI ! uchaLatA bhAvamAM sAdharmika bhakitane umaLake ane amala samAela ja che, nAthanI bhakita zA mATe? janma-maraNanI jaMjALamAMthI mukata thavA ja ne ? dravya bhakti zA mATe? lakSmInA mehamAMthI chUTavA ja ne? sAdharmika e ja Azayane ane e ja mAge heya ne ? ene dekhI AtmAmAM

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urmio uThe ja uThe. sAdhamikanI dharmabhAvanA daDha karavAnuM mana thAya ja thAya. enA sadguNa gAtA javAya, ane dharma karavAnI anukuLatA karatA javAya, sAdhamikanI te bhakti ja heya. karUNa dayA nahi. karUNuM dayA dIna, dukhI apaMganI. sAdharmika eTale samAna dhama. bhakita mATenuM supAtra. mahApuNe supAtra maLe. enI dharmabhAvanA vadhe. AtmAnA pariNAma uMcA banatA jAya. bhagavaMtanA dharma pratyene anurAga vRddhigata baLe jAya, evI harakeI zAstrokata vidhi pUrvakanI pravRtti sAcI bhakita. sAdharmika katavya ane sahAyanI daSTie sAdharmika te jAtA-bhaginI mAtA yA pitAne sthAne bhAga bhajavI zake che. bhajavavAmAM kRta tyatA anubhave che. sAdharmikanI vidhipUrvakanI bhakitamAM jinezvara devanI ja bhakti che. kAraNa ke prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana che, kharekhara sAdharmika bhakitanA AnaMda anubhavamAM trilekInAtha, mahAvIra bhagavaMta pratye ati bahumAna jAge che. nAthane caraNe sarva samarpita karavAnI bhAvanA vega pakaDe che. saMsAra tyAganI tamannA jAge che. are kaMIka sAdharmika AvA udAra bhakata AtmAne anusare che. karUNa dharmanI jananI che, bhakti bhaginI che. bhakita e zakita che, mokSa mArga mATenI dUti che, karUNuM zakti ApaNuM banaze, ApaNe nAthanA banazuM,

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duniyAnI eka ajAyabI ! vizvamAM aneka Azcaryo najare paDe che. moTA bhAgane tenI pAchaLanuM rahasya jaDatuM nathI. vaijJAnike paNa ukela zodhI zakatA nathI. eka strI keAI paNa mAnavIne AMgabIthI sparza kare. te rIte tenuM bhUta bhAvi kahI zake. moTe bhAge te sAcuM paNa paDe. eka vyakitane tame eka raMganuM nAma kahe. te parathI te agama nigamanI AgAhI kare. traNa varSane bALaka saMskRtamAM yA taddana aparicita bhASAmAM vaktavya Ape. eka nAnuM bALaka judI judI bhASAmAM kAvya banAve. A badhuM zuM che? AnI pAchaLa kaI kArya-kAraNa vyavasthA che ja nahi? jarUra zAstromAMAgamamAM AnA ukela paDelA che, paNa te uDo dharyabharyo abhyAsa mAge che. sAthe ja AjanA vijJAnanI daSTie samaja ApavAnI tAkAta mAMge che. paNa A saghaLuM eTaluM ajAyaba nathI. je ajAyabInI rajuAta karavI che te taddana nirALI che. sArIe duniyAnuM AkarSaNa ramA ane rAmAmAM che. yauvananA kAmaNa ane lakSamInI lAlasA. emAM bhaLe sattAne zekha. pachI joI tye saMsArIne repha. rAjyanA ramakhANa zemAMthI? mahAna gaNAtA mAMdhAtAonA aMdhApAnI pedAza kayA pApamAMthI ? prajAnA bhoge paNa pradeza vadhAravAnI pApechA kevI ?

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jIvanabhara zvAnajIvana gujArIne paNa bhege paga meLavavA majurathI paNa bure DhasaraDe karI jIvavA mathavuM. temAM azakya aprApyanI paNa lAlasA. tyAre deha choDIne javAnuM nakakI, janAra keNa ene khyAla ja nahi. kayAM jaze! zuM thaze enA vicAra nahi. zAthI jIvanabhara bhayaMkara viTaMbaNa bhogavI ? sukhane leza nahi duHkhane pAra nahi. AnI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM? enI kalpanA karI vAnuM paNa nahi. * AvA bhayaMkara kaTinA jamAnAmAM kSemakara tava jevA maLe ? jevA maLe te AnaMda khare? kSemakara tatvanI sAkSAta mUrti dekhAya te hAlatI cAlatI ane jIvaMta ! vilAsa ane lAlasA lalacAvI rahyA heya. bhega-upabheganI sAmagrI kudake vadhatI heya. suMvALA sparzanI jhaMkhanA rAta divasa paDatI hoya. ene vaLI saMskAra kendranuM upanAma apAtuM hoya. samAja sevA vargane "sIvIlAIjhaDa' tarIke apanAvate heya. veSavibhUSA vikAravRttine vega ApatI heya. sInemAsuSTi saMskAra sRSTine bALI khAkha karatI hoya. jIvananI raheNIkaraNI pazcimAtya Dhabane varI hoya. khAnapAna ane haravuM pharavuM, harAyA TheranA anukaraNamAM pariNamAyuM hoya, chatAM zikSita vargamAM bolabAlA gaNAtI hoya. AvA lalacAmaNA kALamAM kSema kara Arya saMskRtinI vAta karavI muzkela, tyAM te tene apanAvavI. apanAvIne kekane aLakhAmaNuM banavuM. apamAnita banavuM. chatAM temAM aDaga banI temAM AgaLa vadhavuM. tenI zikhara

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84 Toce pahoMcavuM. e ajAyabI kharI ? te pachI Arya saMskRtinI mugaTa maNisama jaina saMskRtinA zikhare pahoMce te? mahAajAyabI ja gaNAya ne? ane te paNa strI jAti sukamaLa-suDoLa ane yauvanAnA hiMDoLe hIMcatI? jaina saMskRti kaho ke mahAsaMskRti kaho. vizva lyANakara mahAzAsana kaho ke vizva-baMdhutvanI udAtta bhAvanA kaho. enAM mULa ati uMDAM. jeTalI vizALatA teTalI ja gaMbhIratA, jeTalI gahanatA teTalI ja svacchatA. jeTalI tArivakatA teTalI ja spaSTa saraLatA. sakaLa vizvamAM-sArAe brahmAMDamAM be tattva mahAjJAnIoe joyAM-eka cetana bIju jaDa. cetana-AtmA, jaDa paramANu. banne anAdinAM. bena saMga anAdine, saMga e ja saMsAra. AtmAnuM svarUpa sukhamaya. sat, -astitva, ci-jJAna-AnaMda-sukha, jJAnanI mastImAM svasvarUpanA sukhane sadA bhoktA, paranI apekSA nahi, bAhya sAdhanathI sukha te nAzavaMta, kSaNika ane pariNAme duHkhadAyI. sukha eTale zAzvata. duHkhanA leza vinAnuM anaMtAanaMta kALe paNa tejarUpe rahenArUM. A sAdA-sIdhA tattvajJAnanI bhUmikA e ja mahAsaMskRti, bIje badhe ene vistAra vistAranA paTAbheda ghaNA. emAMthI keDI-mArgo nIkaLe. keI kAMTALA te koI phulaveryA. kaI svarUpane sAcavanArA te koI virUpane bhajanArA. dhyeya prAyaH sarvane sAre. AmAMnA mULa mArgane pakaDI tenA svarUpane bhajanAra eka ane varga. temAM strIzaktine vadhAre phALo. AMkhane

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1 AkarSe ane manane vicAramAM nAkhI de teveA. bALa vayane vaTAvatI, yauvananA uMbare ubhI rahelI bhavya bALAo. saMsAranA saghaLAe AkarSaNane svaprabhAthI AMjI nAkhe, AtmAnA Akane bhAre veza Ape. asthira soMsAranI asAratAne ALakhe, lakSmInI vijaLI jhabuka, capaLatAne pArakhe, yauvananA vyAdhibha'gura ADaMbarane AMbI de. sana sadarzI -vItarAganA mArge puNya pagalA mAMDe. cAre bAju reDIenA svIca khullA haiya, tAlAvelI jagave tevI nagna tonA sUra saMbhaLAtA hAya, vAte ane vicAromAM meAhurAjAnuM tAMDava khaDu thatu hAya, te TANe AtmakalyANanu lakSya, temAM talAlIna, pAramezvarI kriyA pratyene anurAga, cIvaTapUrvaka tenA amala, cha kAyanI rakSAne sadAnA abharakhA. pagale pagale prANIrakSA, kSaNe kSaNe AtmAnI saMbhALa, rUve rUMve svAdhyAyanI dhUna. pradeze pradeze paramAtmA pratye ane kheA prema, dhanya mAnasa ! dhanya cAra ! jamAnAnI ghumarIe na mAtAM satyane AdaravuM. mAna -apamAnamAM na lepAtAM taddana AtmalakSI banavuM, manavacana-kAyA traNene Atmasa`geApanamAM lagADI devA. dehanu' kramana, iMdriyAvaza, kAyAnuM kAmaNu nahi. manavA-narane svAdhyAya--sAMkaLathI sAMdhavu, AhAra-vihAra AjJadhina rasanAne rokavI. iSTamAM AnaMda nahi, aniSTamAM kheda nahiM, AvuM te e pavitra nibha jIvana, e jIvanane jIvatA pavitra strIAtmAe sAdhvIjI ttarIke eLakhAya che. mahAzAsananuM bIjA naMbaranuM uccatama aMga che. sanapaNAnA ane muktiprAptinA adhikAra che.

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harakeI vitarAga paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM temanI saMkhyA, sAdhuo karatAM be gaNI hoya che, muktigamanamAM paNa temaja. AjanA AdhIyugamAM paNa saMkhyA te mahAsatIonI dugaNI ja che. svAdhyAyane temane raMga che. tapa AtmasAt, karela che. tyAgamAM kamInA nathI, ane vairAgya ! saMyamadIkSA lenAranA prasaMge najare nihALyA. ghare sukhane pAra nahi, lADakoDamAM ucharela. AjanA kahevAtA ejyukezanamAM paNa AgaLa. paNa pavitra saMskAre mAtA pitAnA, vItarAga bhagavaMtanA jIvatA-jAgatA devamaMdire, gurUdenA vairAgyavADI zuddha satyanA prarUpaka vyAkhyAne ane pavitra sAvagaNanI suzItaLa chAyAmAM vAsa nAnapaNathI vrata-paccakhANa-tyAga-tapane ane abhyAsa, virAgavAsita haiyAM, sarva tyAganA aramAna jAge, vairAgya uchaLatA. pAlakhI ke vAhanamAMthI utare, jANe IMdrANIo svargathI utarI. AbhuSaNe utAre. jANe anAdinI vAsanAne utAra. haiyuM nAce, AMkhe Atma-mastImAM AnaMde. duniyAnI A ajAyabIne hajAre netro nihALe, strInI zobhA kezakalApa. enI vibhUSAnA aneka prakAra, Aja te e ja keza kalApanI 250 thI mAMDI 1500 rU. nI viga bane. e ja kezanuM muMDana saharSa. hAthamAM dharma vija, rajoharaNa ane mukhavastrikA. bane ahiMsA-saMyamanAM ucca pratika. paLe paLe kartavyanuM, karelI bhIma pratijJAnuM, bhAna karAvanAra. duniyAnA saghaLAe penala keDa rada, hiMsA karUM nahi, karAvuM nahi, karatAne sAro gaNuM nahiM ke Teke AvuM

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nahi, manathI paNa nahi, vacanathI paNa nahi, kAyAthI paNa nahi, te ja pramANe juTha-cerI-abrahma ane saMgrahakhorIne te ja tyAga. kyAM sudhI ? A deha che zvAsozvAsa le tyAM sudhI akhaMDa. A kALanI manasvI mAnunI paNa kamAla kare che ne ! ene janma ajAyaba sthAnamAM. zrAvakakuLa eTale vizvazreSTha saMskArabhUmi. puNyadayane prathama parace. ene uchera paNa AzcaryakArI. AryamAtA dIkarIne keDe ke AMgaLIe deva gRhe laI jAya. mastaka bhUmine sparzAve. ghaMTanAda karAve. bALakIne AtmA jAgRta bane, bhAI-bahenane gurU sthAna upAzrayamAM sAthe le. pUnAM pavitra darzana kare -karAve, nekArazInAM paccakhANa uccarave. tyAga-tapanA saMskAra jAgRta thAya. moTI bahena bapore guNIjInuM sAnnidhya sadhAve. sAmAyikanI mahAtAraka kriyAmAM besADe. cAritranA bIja naMkhAI jAya. pachI te kaMIka kheDANa thAya. kaMIka amRta varSA varSe zrAvikA-kumArI sarjAya ke vizvavatsala mahAsatI sAdhvIjI tarIke samAjamAM sudhA vaSave. samAjane samAdhi-sudhAnI jarUra kharI ke nahi? zAMti ane sukhanI tamannA ISTa ke nahi? eka sAre lekacarara raka hoya te mAsika 350 thI 500, eka bAhoza sekreTarI 800 thI 1000. A vAtsalya haiyAne eka ja gharane AhAra na kalpa. pAMca-paMdara ghera phare. AhAra lAve. te paNa koI ghera aDacaNa na paDe te rIte. kapaDA sAdA ane ati a5, pravAsamAM-vihAramAM jAte uMcakI

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zake teTalAM saghaLAM sAdhana. kASTanAM pAtra ane jarUrI jJAna dhyAnanAM pustaka. | muMbaI jAya ke kalakattA. pATaNa ke pAlItANA, kaccha ke mAravADa page cAlIne. aDavANuM page. hAthamAM uSNa jaLane ghaDe. pAse nahiM paiso ke nahiM AhAra, jyAM jAya tyAM sadAcAranA upadeza zrAvikAgaNane preraNA saMskAra dhananI. viveka karAve bhaThya-abhakSyane peya apeyane. tyAga karAve krodha ane mAyAne. sAdu jIvana-sAde khorAka sAde paheraveza ane udAra hayuM. A emanA aNumela bela. jaga bharamAM che kaI saMsthA AnI harolamAM che kaI AvI yejanA ? jaDI Avaze gaNa-samudAya AnI harIphamAM? vizva kalyANaka-nakkara ane aDela purUSArtha : AvA aNamola ratnA rakSaNa mAge ? vicitra vizvamAM rakSaNa te ratnanuM ja hoya ne? puNya prakarSa te rakSaNa karaze ja? samAjanI-zrI saMghanI kAMI viziSTa pharaja kharI? pU. AcAryAdi padanI ke sthavarenI uccatama yejanA kharI? - suzrAvaka-zrAvikA bhaktagaNa sajAga khare? chAvaratAM emane heye beThelI? A ajAyaba rane jotAM harSathI rUMvATAM khaDAM thAya ? mArUM jeTaluM bhaktimAM vaparAya teTale mAro uddhAra. dIkarA-dIkarIthI paNa adhikere prema ! eka prasaMga yAda AvI jAya che. eka samaju AtmAe zuddha buddhithI kahyuM, 'duniyAnI A ajAyabIne joItuM rakSaNa maLatuM nathI. A ajAyabInuM sarjana hAlamAM nA thAya te? prazna nima La bhAvathI hate.

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ratananI khANa juja hamaNAM hajArane hIre 800mAM aMkAya che. utpanna baMdha karavuM ? nakalI ImITezana vadhI paDayuM, ImITezananA vyAmohe asalInI upekSA thAya! AvA prasaMge zANAoe sAvadhAna banavuM. hIrAmAM kevuM teja che enA rAkhanArane kevA kevA bhautika lAbha thAya che kevA prakAranI AtmazAMti prApta thAya che. samajAvavA meTI hIlacAla upADavI. ratnonAM pratyakSa darzana karAvavAM. aMdara paDelA guNono anubhava para karAva duniyAnI A ajAyabI asala ratna khANu che. enuM teja e ja vizvanuM rakSaNa. e tejanuM rakSaNa e ja AbAdI che e tejane phelAve eTale bhaviSyanI peDhInuM svAthya. saMskAra dhananI vRddhi. strI samAjanI zrAvikA samuhanI sarvamukhI unnatinuM e rakSA sthAna che. sArAe samAjanuM kalyANa emAM samAeluM che. paramAtmA sthApita zrI saMghanA e mahA aMga pratye spaSTa kahevA de-bhAre upekSA sevAI rahI che. enA pari NAmanI javAbadArI kenI? e jJAnI para cheDIe. paNa sAthe pUjyane-mahA pUjone vinaMti karIe. zAsananA sthaMbhabhUta gaNAtA upAsaka gaNunuM dhyAna derIe. pharaja kaparI che. mahAnirjarAnI sAdhaka che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane baMdhAvanAra che. Apa A badhuM uMDe uMDe samaje che chatAM ApaNe zuM karIe? kALane mahimA che, keI yugapradhAna pragaTaze. koNa konuM mAne tema che. bhAre arAjakatA che. ApaNe te ApaNuM svAdhyAyamAM sArA. A badhuM puratA prayAsa pahelAM ja-jarAe prayAsanI mAtrA pheravyA sivAya ja?

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prAMta zAsanadevane prArthanA. zakita bakSo, bhakti bakSa, bo dilanI tamannA. zrI saMghamAM jAgRti pedA thAya. zAsana samarpitamAM niSpakSapAta bhaktano parAga pedA thAva. "anupama tejanA rakSaNe prazAMta prabhAvaka bane-anupama jAgRti ANe vizvanA AMgaNe "duniyAnI eka ajAyabI." rakSAkALamAM rakSaNa nItine sAbadA banI abhyAsa kare ! } devAdhideva zrImad mahAvIra bhagavaMtanI avicchinna zAsana paraMparA ekadhArI cAlI Ave che. seMkaDe pratyAghAtadukALa-upadra, dArzanika humalAo ane parajAtiya viplave chatAM e suvizada sphaTika paraMparAne, TakAvanAra, rakSanAra-pracAranAra pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNa. enA javalaMta niyAmake 1 zrImad bhadrabAhu svAmIjI caudapUrvadhara. 2 zrI sthUlabhadra svAmI, 3. zrI vAsvAmI 4. zrI siddhasena divAkarasUrIzvara. 5 zrI devardhigaNi kSamA zramaNa. 6 kaLikALa sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvara. 7 zrI hIravijayasUrIzvara. 8. zrImad mahAmahopAdhyAyajI. 9 zrImad AtmArAmajI Adi aneka. dakSiNa pradezamAM mahArAjA khAvela ane te vakhatanA

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zikSaka mahAna AcAryo Adi paNa yAda karavA ja rahyA. eka apekSAe khArvela eTale mahAna dhuraMdhara dharmarakSaka ane te ja dharmarakSAno kALa Aje jainazAsananA paTAMgaNamAM AvI ubhe che. ane te mATe ja zAsana sApekSa dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva vicAravA sujJo aMguli nirdeza kare che. dharma e ja rakSaka che. e sanAtana siddhAMta che. tema dharmamArgamAM viveka ane asalI paNuM eTaluM ja AvakAradAyaka che. kRtrimatA ane banAvaTa dharmaprANane korI khAnAra kIDA che. Adarza sAme AMkha, dhyeya sAme lakSya, dharmanAM kavaca che. rakSAkALamAM rakSaNa nItine sAbadA banI abhyAsa kare paDe che. rakSaNanIti zAsananuM ati jarUrI bhavya aMga che. pAlana nIti ane rakSaNanItimAM phera rahe e svAbhAvika che. ajANane Azcarya upajAve e A koyaDA che. Aje rakSaNa nIti prAyaH AMkha sAme nathIH zAmAM sarvAze ubhI ja che. keI apavAdika mahAtmAo pAse tenI jANakArI haze ane che. kadAca te kRpALuone puNyaprakarSa e che paNa hoya te sajAga AtmAoe ja karI tene abhyAsa kare ghaTe. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNane te mATe taiyAra karavA zrI zrAvaka saMghe haiyAnI vizALatA sAdhavI paDaze. haiyuM vizALa ane pachI zuM bAkI rahe? A taiyArI daramyAna pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNa ane samAja vaccenI vadhatI jatI divAla dUra thavI joIze. je sAruM thaI rahyuM che te anumodanIya ja che. je dharmakiyAo mArga stha banI mArgane khyAla ApI rahela che te te cAlu ja

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raheze ane cAlu rahevI ja joIe paNa te vargamAM paNa vastu tatvanuM rahasya uNapa pAmatuM jAya che te jAgRta thavuM joIe. paNa je varga dharmathI, pU. sAdhu-sAvathI Aghe ne A ja khasate jAya che te mATe zuM ? upekSA te na ja thAya. prayatna karavo ja rahyo. dharma samAja mATe che, dharma vaDe samAja TakavAne che. tema dharma samAjamAM ja pracAra pAmavAne che. te samAjanA AtmAonI upekSA kema calAvI levAya? parama prabhu zrI mahAvIra deve satya samAjane ja ApyAM che. mahAsamAja mATe ja mahAsaMskR. tinuM sthApana karyuM che. iMdrAdi deve samavasaraNa mahotrata vyAsapITha te hetuthI ja sarjatAne? zrI caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA paNa siddhAMta rakSAne keTa ja che ne ? ane anukaMpAdAna-aucityadAna dharmanA ja zaNagAra che ne? nAthanuM varSIdAna eTale anukaMpAne dhodha, aucityanuM uMcuM pAlana. dharmanI mahAprabhAvanA emAMthI janma. muMge bodha. lakSmInI caMcaLatA. saMsAranI asAratA. zrI caturvidha saMgha ane itara samAja paNa kalyANa bhAgI bane ema keNa na I che? paNa sakriya Icchuka mukhyatayA te pU. sAdhu-sAdhavIgaNa ja gaNAya. te mahAsaMsthAnA suzIla gRhastha rahe. heAya ane havA ja joIe. jamAnAnI havA-kALanuM paribaLa-jIta kRtrima mAraka janAo samAjane sarvatomukhI hAsa karI rahela che. tanamana ane dhana dhake caDhI gayAM che. AtmAne te patta ja nathI. tyAM adhyAtmanI vAta ja kevI ? ane adhyAtma vinA AbAdI kayAMthI ? sukha zAMti kevA ?

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93 A badhAnA sumeLa sAdhavA paDaze te sAdhaveA pU. sAdhusAdhvIgaNane hAtha che, khAlI TIkAothI kaMi ja nahi bane. sakriya mArge ciMdhavA paDaze. zakaya sAdhaneA dvArA sAdhu maryAdAmAM rahIne paNa sakhta pracAra karavA paDaze. vANI dvArA-vanadvArA ane sakriya preraNAdvArA. kabula karIe pracArake bhUlyA che. mArga paddhati vaLI laI beThA che. chatAM Azaya kharAba nathI. kIrti mehanI mAtrA vadhI javAthI paNa ema ane enI nA nahi paNa savaLI paddhati-sIdhA mArga akhatyAra karI dIvAdAMDIrUpa te khanavu joize ne ? khAlI pratyAghAtA ApavAthI te yAM AghAM ne AghAM jaze. parasparanI rAgadveSanI mAtrA vadhatI jaze ane tevI mAtrAnA vadhAre eTale dhane vadhu prAsa, dharmonA hAsa eTale samAjanu svAsthya khalAsa. svAsthya jatAM rahe hADapi Mjara, hADapiMjara eTale bihAmaNuM duHkhada citra. du:khada citrA te samAjamAM Aje rAjabaroja upasI ja rahyAM che. bekArI-mAMghavArI-dhaMdhAnA abhAva-harakeAI vastunI bhayaMkara kheMca, kammaratADa karaverA, sarakArI hAlAkI, kAyadAnI kAramI nAgacuDa ane A badhAne pariNAme anIti-adhama -zIlabhaMga-vyabhicAra, dagATakA, luMTaphATa, lAMca-rUzvata-dabha mAyA vagere Atma vinAzaka aniSTa gherA rUpamAM vyApaka banyAM che ane banatAM ja jAya che. A saghaLu' miTAvavA mATe mAtra vANInA vilAsa nahiM cAle. sau potapotAnI maryAdAmAM sakriya bane saphaLatA maLe. paNa A kaDhaMgI paristhitine te ja dhArI khyAla pU,

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94 sAdhu sAdhIgaNa ApI zake. dharmarakSAnI A aNamela paLa che. zAsana nIce geThavAelI bhayaMkara suraMgane nakAmI banAvavAne muke che. vizvakalyANakara jainazAsanane pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNa jAgRta thaze te samAjanI unnati dUra nathI. pachI te bhaLaze saMnyAsIgaNa ane anya Arya saMsakRtinA upAsakA, mArganI deravaNa mAgaze pUje pAse ane raLiyAta banaze samAja. AjanAM A badhAM duHkha kRtrima ane rojanA pUrvakanAM che bhAratane mAthe, ATaluM kahevA lakhavA mAtrathI badhuM nahi thaI jAya. jarUra zubhakAryamAM AMgaLI cIMdhanArane paNa puNya che. keI prazna paNa kare ke zuM pUjya vepAradhaMdhAnI ane samAjanA khAnapAnanI paMcAta karavA bese? bhale kare prazna. amArA bhavyAtibhavya jainazAsananI khUbI ja nyArI che. temAe rakSaNanItinI te balihArI ja che. sAdhutAne DAgha lAge nahi ane saunuM saMrakSaNa thAya enuM nAma te jainazAsana. AMkha zAstra sAme, haiyuM nAthanI AjJA mAM, mana mArganA vikAsamAM, tana samAcAranA pAlanamAM, prakriyA prANigaNanI unnatinI, mArga maLe AgamamAMthI, haiyuM phalitArtha kAMThe, mana maryAdA bAMdhe, tana thAka ne mAne, prakriyAmAM samAjane sarva rIte vikAsa, vikAsamAM AtmadhananI mukhyatA rahe ja rahe. sAdhu sArA nIpaje, sagRhasthane pAra nahi, sAdhu purUSanAM sanmAna-bhakti vadhe. beTA ADaMbara ghaTe, asalI AgaLa Ave, sAcI nebate gaDagaDe, bicArA banAvaTI baDabaDe,

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samAja ane dharma tANuM-vANathI vaNAela che. dharma vinA samAja saMbhave ja nahi. dharma samAjamAM rahe, samAjamAM jovA maLe, vizva mahAsamAja che, vizvanA keIpaNa bhAgamAM aMzataH prAyaH dharma che ja, dharmanA sTeja judA judA che, ene khyAla bhulAtuM jAya che. nIcAmAM nIcA sTejathI mAMDI uMcAmAM uMcA sTeje dharmanA maMDANa che. prema e ja sarva prANInuM zreyasa che, maMgaLa che, unnati che, pragati che, prakAza che. e zreyasane-maMgaLa prakAzane pracAranAra-phelAvanAra, samajAvanAra kharekhara pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNa che. vizvamAM nisvArtha kalyANa-pracAraka Aja eka saMsthA che. tyAga ene pAme che, kiyA enuM caNatara che, jJAna ane zaNagAra che, Atmakheja enI pravRtti che. pAdavihArathI page cAlIne kolhApurathI kalakattA jAya che. zahera ke gAma sarvane uttama mArge dore che. nyAya-nItinA pATha bhaNAve che, ahiMsA, tyAga, tapanA upadeza Ape che, pAse paise nahi, khorAka sAthe rAkhavAno nahi, bhikSA-gocarI-phare ane zarIrane TakAve. rAta-divasa zAstrane svAdhyAya ane zakya dehanuM damana. samAjanA sukha-du:khanA dravya-bhAvathI sakriya bhAgI sAdhu. vagara paise vagara vetane. pAMDitya saghaLu samAjanA kalyANa mATe, chatAM samAja mATe bhAge bhUlya che. sAcI AMkaNI karI zakyo nathI. chApAnI chIcharI vAtethI deravAI gaye che, ane sarakAranI cuMgAlamAM e phasAye che ke vicAravAnI paLa maLatI nathI. jarUra kAMIka aghaTatuM paNa banatuM haze, paNa te te samAjamAM sagavuM kayAM nathI banatuM ?

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vaLI jAgRta samAja-zANI-samaju samAja nAnI nAnI pIDA te paLamAM dUra karI zake. emAM ho hA ane hobALAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahe che, paNa chApAonuM tUta jagarU. kAgane vAgha paNa banI jAya, khera. ApaNe te pU. sAdhusAdhavIgaNa zrIsaMgha ane samAja vacce kheladIlI je hatI tene jAgRta karavI che. samAjane sarva rIte saddhara banAvavA koziSa karavI che. AryasaMskRtine jAgRta karavI che. tenA zikharasamI jaina saMskRtine te mATe samajavI che. samAjennatinA virATa ane vizALa upAye pU. sAdhusAdhvIgaNa temanA svarUpamAM rahI samajAvavA sAbadA banaze. sakriya yejanA tyAre ja zarU thaze. samAjanI sarvatomukhI duHkhadAyI avasthAnA viziSTa ane jaDamULanA kAraNe teo ja samAja pAse mUkI zakaze. vacagALAmAM sakriya bhejanA dvArA, sAdhamika bhaktinA prakAro dvArA, anukaMpAnA dvAra khullA karavA dvArA, dhanikena dhananA satramAM aneka prakAre umerAvA dvArA, samAjane zudhdha dharma mArge derI zakaze. AnaMdanI-khuzadIlInI vAta te e che ke bhagavaMta bhASita dharmakriyAomAM-sadanuSThAnamAM sadvyaya karanArA puNyazALIo ja vizeSe karIne Aje paNa sAdharmikanIsamAjanI-kudaratanI honArate sArA pramANamAM saMbhALa rAkhe che. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIgaNa ane samAja otapreta banI paramAtmAnA mArge AgaLa vadhe e ja zubha kAmanA. (9)

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zaka suSA bajAve ! zaka ane sughASA eka anupama vijJAna che, jJAna e teja che. vijJAna chAyA che. surA mAtra ghaMTanAda nathI. zaka saudharma devakanA mahAna adhipati idra che eTaluM ja nahi zakeMdra paramAtmAnA parama bhakta che. suSA haiyAnI bhakitane AMtaranAda che. satyanA parama upAsakanI jhallarI che. zakedra batrIsa lAkha vimAnane dezane cakravatI mahArAjA che. cheDA kALa pahelAM kahevAtuM ke briTiza rAjyamAM sUrya Athamato nathI paNa te te Athamyo. jyAre lokabhASAmAM zakeMdra sadAjIvI che. yuvAnI sadA tAjagIbharI rahe che. rega yA zekane prAyaH avakAza nathI. hA, kheda janma che keI pherA. mahA satyavAna bhavya purUSa para Aphatane DuMgara ubhuM thAya tyAre. cha mAsa sudhI khedita dazAmAM gAna tAna baMdha karyA. paramatkRSTa vibhUti paramAtmA mahAvIra deva ane adhama saMgamanA prasaMge. saudharmendrane vItarAga bhagavaMtamAM pitAne svacha jhaLakate AtmA dekhAya che. pitAnA AtmAmAM rahelI anaMta zaktinuM darzana thAya che. e darzanamAMthI vItarAgatAnuM darzana habahu thAya che ane temAMthI janme che sabhAna -sajAga dazA.

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e sabhAna-sajAga dazA potAnA asaMkhyA AzritamAM janma mATe ja aSAne dharmanAda." "dharmanAda uccAre haribaigameSi senApati A harirthagameSi e ja ApaNA mahopakArI zrI devagiNi kSamAzramaNa. je maharSinA puNyapratApe AganA kRtasAgaranA kSAranuM pAna karI ApaNe puSTa banI rahyA chIe. AjanA viSama kALamAM-bhayaMkara keTinA patana kALamAM sughaSAne nAda haju kAyama che. 3ra lAkha vAyaralesa reDI emAM utarele divyadhvani. phenegrAphanI rekarDomAM maharSi oe maDhI lIdhe che. 45 AgamamAM sUma uMjhaNamAMthI saMgrahita che. bAkInA skUla-vistRta rUpamAM ghara ghara gavAya che. tenA arka rUpe amRtamaya eka sUtramAM-vAkyamAM vaNa lIdhe che. vaNakara bhAre kArIgara, tANa-vANAnI guMthaNa gajabanI, na khase tANe ke na khase vANe. pUrvadhara paramamRtavAhaka zrImad umAsvAtijI eTale ajaba-gajabanA anupama ciMtakasArIe zrutagaMgAnuM dvAdazAMgIne gaNadhara haiyAnuM guMphana guMthya eka tAre. sakhya varzana-jJAna vAritrALa mokSamA ane elyA zakendranuM haiyuM lAgyuM. AMkhe vikasI gaI ane AtmA AnaMda vibhera banI gaye. zuM kahyuM? tapanuM nAma na AvyuM ema. are bhAI, e te abhedya killo. nagaranI AjubAju hoya ja. enA kAMgarAe hirAkhacIta arjuna suvarNanA. enA vinA cAri. tranI zobhA nahi. e kavaca dhAraNa kare ne AtmA ajeya bane.

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"tapa" zabda ja ke mahimAvaMta che. niryukita atha ane dhAtvartha kyAM karavA jaIe? sIdhe ne sAde artha ta" eTale taravuM "pa" eTale prakAza. prakAza pAmIne aMdhArathI pAra utaravuM. "tapamAM teja che e te sarva jANe che. tethI prakAza phelAya e svAbhAvika che, pAra kayAM utaravuM? aMdhAra kayAM dUra karavo? e te jaina zAsananA saMskAra pAmelA bALa jANe traNa varSanAM gabharU gulAba jevA bALake traNa divasanA upavAsathI aThThama kare. 7 thI 14 varSane jaina kuLamAM janmela, ugatA bALaka-bALikAo ATha divasanA upavAsa ati ullAsathI kare. manamAM prada. haiyAmAM harSa. tanamAM thanathanATa, vadana para AnaMdanI umi. ane tAraka kriyAmAM apramAda. abhimAna jarAe nahi. dharmanuM gaurava ghaNuM. dhanya AtmAo ! pAMcamA ArAnA kaLIyugamAM paNa "sughASAne nAda ninAda kare che. 70 ne 80 e pahocelA 30 divasa AhAra cheDe. 45-60 ane 90 paNa kharAja. A te sarvajJa sthApita zrImadda tIrthakaradevanuM mahAzAsana che. mahAsaMskRtithI sabhara sanAtana anAdina dharma che. satya che. parama teja che. pakSahIna sAvaya zuddha mArga che. tapa eTale tejane aMbAra. pApane prajALate zAMta sudhA maya agni. hama te bALe, bhaDathu banAve. A te tAre, teja Ape. zakita Ape. svarga Ape. mukti Ape. A te mAtra bAhya killAnI vAta vicArI. praznane javAba Alekhe. bAhya killAmAM vacce vakillo vyApaka

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100 che. akATaya aNanama-adAhya. emAM vaLI cha prakAranI aMdu bhUta divya rAsAyanika kyiAnuM mahA vijJAna vistRta che. dhI greTesTa sAyansa-gaMbhIra che. atUla che. amApya che. prekaTIkebala-amalI che. paNa jeTaluM dhyAna bahAranA killA tarapha Aje che eTaluM enA seme bhAge AMtarakillA tarapha che? gajabane prazna thayo. bahArathI aMdara javAya ne? daravAje na Avele killAmAM praveza karaze ? killA para pharanAre keka pherA nirIkSaNa karatA pile aMdarane bheTI bhAga dekhAI paNa jaze. paNa kaI kuzaLa kArIgara dhyAna dore che? ajaba vAta che tamArI. kArIgare te amArA jaina zAsanamAM Aje paNa saMkhyAbaMdha che. AjanA vijJAna yugane AMTI khavarAve tevA. paNa.....paNa sau potapotAnAmAM che. saune moTe bhAge zAsananI prabhAvanA karavI che. "suSA" te jorajorathI bajAve che. keka AtmAo jhabakI uThe chedeDe che mahatsavamAM-tapanI ArAdhanAmAM zakaya lAbha paNa le che. paNa pelI aMdaranI uMDI cAvI-kaLa batAvavA tarapha bahu ochA kArIgara mahAzayenuM dhyAna jAya che. kALane mahimA haze. kALane vAMka jarAe kADhaze nahi. ke majhAne kALa jANe kaLIyugamAM satayuga. gujarAtanA pelA pATanagaramAM kahe che ke 1200 thI 1400 aI ane te uparanA tapasvI puNyavAna ane gAmegAma, zahere zahera adhadhadha-pArAvAra 8-15-30 nI ArAdhanA ! paNa pelA dakSiNa pradezamAM eka ja zaheramAM 13 mAsakhamaNu. bhAre AzcaryakArI tapane sukALa.

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101 ane tapa ja zA mATe? tapasvInI bhakita karanArA paNa A aMdhAra-rezanIyA-kRtrima-taMgIne tophAnI jamAnAmAMkamAla. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA paTArA bharI rahyA che ne? kahe che ane hakIkata che ke pilI alabelI muMbaI nagarImAM eka gulAba hAlamAM khIlyuM. mALI-bAgavAna anubhavI ane kuzaLa kArIgara. khIlavyuM te evuM khIlavyuM ke pheramane pAra nahi. enI phorama 8 hajAra puNyAtmAe lIdhI paNa gulAba zAMta-namra ane pAMdaDIe pAMdaDIe harakhAtuM. vaLI zravaNa paTamAM zAMta vAyu kahI jAya che ke gulAbane have sahastradaLa kamaLa banavAnuM mana thayuM che ane pelA bAgavAnane pitAnA zAsana udyAnamAM bhavyAtmAone jinabhakitanI surabhi ApavAnA keDa vacce ja jAya che. jinabhakita mATe ja zake suSA bajAvIne? jinabhakita eTale samyagdarzana. enI oLakha eTale samyajJAna. enI AjJAnuM pAlana eTale sammacAritra. e traNe adabhUta ratnanuM rakSaNa eTale tapa. triveNI saMgama-suramya kudaratanI kaLAne AnaMda tapanI nauA taratI mukI. sukAnI sughaDa-svaccha ane dariyAne khelADI-bhavyAtmAo dharma-vihAranA sahelANI. zuddha bhAvanAnuM puNyabaLa uchaLe pachI lIlA lahera. zAsana Aje tapathI ja prAyaH jIvatuM che. bhAratavarSanA bhayasthAne paNa eja AghAM rAkhe che. paryuSaNa ane cAtu masanA zaNagAra vividha tapa ja che. jJAnIonI cejanA

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102 paNa eja khubIthI bharelI che. dhamanI kaI paNa ArA dhanA tapa-udyAna ane mahatsavathI ja dIpe che. AbAlavRddha sahunuM AkarSaNa bAhyabhUmikAthI ja zarU thAya che. chatAM varSonA varSo saghaLIe suMdara zrImad tIrthakara bhASitapUrvanA puNyabaLe ja maLanArI-kriyAo karavA chatAM, moTA bhAgamAM aMtaravRtti AchI-pAtaLI paNa sudharatI na dekhAya, dharmane tha bhalA gaNAtAomAM moTA bhAgamAM phera ane prAya: abhAva dekhAya, deva-gurU-dharma pratyenA sAcA sAtvika bahumAnane abhAva parakhAya, vyavahAra sAcavavA mAtrane mArga ja banI rahe, aMtaHkaraNamAM paramaprabhunA paramamArgane pAmyAnI khumArI nahi. dhanADhyapaNAmAM dharma maLyAne malakATa nahi. are, ghare kAra hovA chatAM, chevaTe ravivAre paNa zAsananA rAjAsamA suvihita AcAryadevane paNa vaMdana karavAnA keDa nahi ? e puNya-e sAmagrI kayAM laI javA AvI haze ? A te ghanI vAta che. gaNyAMgAMDyA amIrI haiyAnA dhanADhya-dharmAtmAe nathI te ema te nahi ja. | madhyamavargane dharma te game che paNa pelI kAramI seMghavA rIe chellAM pAMca varSamAM mAjhA mUkI ane temAM chellA deDha varSamAM pAchA deDhA thayA. khera, sAmudAyika pApodaya, paNa te te pite vicAre. amArA AjanA Atya Idro "suSA nahi te "jhalarI paNa bajAve kevI ? :-- "ame pramAdavaza chIe. sukhazIlIyA vadhu paDatA banI gayA chIe. paNa amAruM haiyuM dhama tarapha jhokavALuM cheH dharmakriyA ArAdhI zakatA nathI. je puNyavAna AtmAo

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- 103 dharma samajIne dhama ArAdhavA mAMge che. sAmagrInA abhAve saMgane vaza banI saMkoca pAmI rahyA che. te amArA sAdharmika baMdhuone amAruM AmaMtraNa che. amuka amuka TAIme ame temanI sAthe dharmabhAve, bhrAtRbhAve maLavA icchIe chIe. jarUra Ave ane aMtara khelI amArI sAthe vAta kare. emAMthI zakya karavA dvArA anamedanAnA amegha sAdhanane ame jarUra pAmI jaIzuM." tapa tapanAza-kiyA karanArA bhAgyavAn AtmAo paNa tapanA hArdane samaje-sugurUnA sAnnidhyamAM samajavA prayatna kare, kriyAonI pAchaLanuM bhavya AtmatAraka rahasya pAme ane lAkhanA vepAramAM pAMcasenA naphAne badale hajAranI muDImAM lAkha kamAvAne kimi zIkhI le basa pachI joI le ronaka. A kALa te bahu suMdara che. vijJAna dharma-dharmanA siddhAMtane vadhu ne vadhu sAbita karyuM ja jAya che. sarvAnA siddhAMte zradhdhAthI te zradheya che ja. paNa ghaNI ghaNI vAte yukitathI-vijJAnathI vadhu zradheya banI gaI che. vijJAna vAmaNu che. AgamajJAna virATa che. hajAro varSa AgaLa vadheluM che e sAbita thAya che. tevA suMdara sAmagrIbharyA kALamAM amArA pU. puNya purUSe-amArA dharma baMdhuo-samAjanA sukhI nAyaka-zuddha mArgadarzana ApavAnI tamannAvALA vidvAne pUrvagrahathI para banI-AMtara satyane paramArthathI samajI niSpakSapAtapaNe jyAM je khuTe che te umeravA prayatna kare.

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14 masa Aja che. AjanA vizALa-vizada pratigheSane ApatA ati jarUrI 'sughASA' nAda. iMdro che ane haraNe gameSI paNa che ja. nathI mAtra AtmAnI tivra DAmannAzAsanadeva saumAM te jAgrata karI eja abhilASA. jyAta udyota-prakAza ane chAyA paramakRpALu paramAtmAnA mahAsAmrAjyamAM eka aTala aphara kAyado che. sAmrAjyanI maryAdAmAM rahenAra harake prANI sukhane anubhava kare che. sukha sAMsArika ane Atmika ema e kakSAmAM mUkI zakAya. prANI mAtranA svabhAva sukhanI IcchA che. sukhane mATe talasate jIva prayatna kare ja. prayatna keAne keTalA phaLe e judI vAta che. sukhanA Icchu AtmA sahArA mATe kAi zvirI tattvane pakaDI le che, temAM tene zrA haiAya che. kArya saphaLa thatAM zradhdhA vadhI jAya che. e daivI tatvane kAi izvara paramAtmA vizvavidhAtA tarIke eLakhe che. A eka rUDha mAnyatA pAchaLa A saskRti kAma karI rahI che. devatattva pratyenI leAhImAM utarI AvelI zradhdhAnI A nizAnI che. mATe ja zradhdhA e Ata che, zradhdhA e savyApaka che. zraSA che ke, ghara nathI ja paDI javAnuM

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105 tA ja gharamAM rahe che. bALakane pAkI zradhdhA che ke mA jhera nathI ApavAnI. mATe je Ape te khAya che--pIve che. vepArI naphAnI zradhdhAthI ja vepAra kare che. strI paranI zradhdhA ja gharanA vahIvaTa soMpe che. tevI ja rIte parma satya paranI zraddA jIvana patha ujALe che. zraddhA e jJAnane pedA karanAra niLa ati nyAta che. zikSaka para zraddhA nahiM teA jJAna nahi, anubhavI para zraddhA nahi te vyApAra nahiM, vyavahAra nahiM, jIvana nirvAha nahi. paramAtmA mArga para sarcATa zraddha nahi te jIvanamAM jJAnanA udyota nahiM. 'AkhA vAkaya pramANam' nahi mAnanAra bAbA' ne eLakhatA ja nathI. 'bAbA' mAmA kevI rIte banyA? AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA kevI rIte thayA. paramAtmA eTale pUrNatA. pUrNatA eTale yeAtanA sarvAMtaH sAvIya prakAza ane prakAza pahelAM udyotanI ati jarUra. ATalI vAta paranI sAmAnya zraghyA vinA chAyAne paNa na pamAya. te caiAta pragaTAvavAnI te vAta ja kayAM ? tamase mAma jgyAti maya' khelanArA AjanA ejyu. kaizana upAsaka va tamasa eTale aMdhArUM e zu? ane jyAti eTale Atma-jJAna. ATaluM saraLatAthI samajavA prayatna Adaraze ? te te pachI AjanI aDeDAi ane abhimAna sAthe akaDAI paNu prayANa karI jAya. vastutaH jJAnanI parameA jJAnanI na rahetAM ajJAnanI manatI gaI. prakAzane badale aMdhakAre vyApaka rUpa lIdhuM.

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106 jyAta te kayAMe bujhAI gai. duniyA athaDAtI kuTAtI khanI gai. jamAnAnA jeTalA jhera hatA te badhA phelAtAM gayAM ane bhAratabharamAM du:khanI AMdhI ane DamarI dina-pratidina jIjIA rUpamAM jora pakaDatI ja gai. bIjI bAju sapUrNa sukha prAptinA ucca tAtvika mA paNa tevI ja rIte gherAtA gayA. jaina dhama e eka sAthI ya mAga che. amUkanA ja e dharma ema nathI, tenA sidhdhAntA sajana kalyANakara che. pAtapotAnI kakSAmAM rahI prepara presesathI, vidhimA ne vaphAdAra rahI, sau koI ene mahAna adbhUta lAbha uDAvI zake che. jainadhama e vADA nathI, paNa dhArAsabhAnA baMdhAraNanI jema baMdhAraNIya ucca keTinA AjJAma che. enA kAyadA akra. enA khAyalejha dravya kSetra-kALa-bhAvane anusarI sAdhaka rIte pharI zake. paNa mULa sidhdhAMta svaccha ane aDaga, sakALe sarvanA kalyANasAdhaka niyamamAM pheraphAra karavAnA vicAra e ja avaLI mita. avaLI ane vibhrama kaheA, mAyA ke ajJAna kaheA, mAha ke mithyAtva kaheA. paNa e tArakane mAraka mAne che. vidhAtakane sAdhaka mAne che. ane pAtane ane parane mATe duHkhanA DuMgara ubhA kare che. vizvane virATa satyamAMthI uDA vamaLamAM nAkhI de che. kudaratanA kAnUna eka sarakhI gatithI vahyA kare che. te anAdita pravAhane zudhdha, spaSTa ane svaccha rUpamAM jainadhama raju kare che. te samajAvavA vividha bhUmikAe khaDI kare

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107 che. jethI zakti pramANe sau AcarI paNa zake. amalamAM Ave te ja lAbha kare ne? khAlI vAtethI zuM vaLe? anAdi kALathI AtmA judA judA zarIrane dhAraNa karatuM AvyuM che. emAM "karmasatta" nAmanI parakIya sattA kAma karI rahI che. e sattAnI jALamAM jakaDAele AtmA svasattAne nitAnta bhUlI gayA che. gulAma banI rahyo che. gulAmI yuganI bhayaMkara yAtanAo bhegavI rahyo che. yAtanAone ati ghera samUha e che ene saMsAra, A che jaina dharmanI udyotaka ta. e pAme, enI chAyAmAM Ave, te saMsAra tare. A ucca koTine tAraka mArga abhuta leTinA vizALa tatvajJAnathI bhaye ku Aje paNa aDIkhama ubhe che paNa tenI AjubAju paNa gherAM-jALAM patharAtAM jAya che. pAtharavA-tenA prakAzane rUMdhavA-agamya prayatna chellA pacAsa varSathI cAlu ja che. tyAM vaLI tene udyota svakIne hAthe chellA vIsa varSathI veravikhera thaI rahyo che. A nagna satya che, zAbdika haiyAvarALa nathI. svakIyAmAM pAchA be bheda. eka pitAne pragati juthamAM mUke che ane sAmAne "rUDhicusta tarIke oLakhAve che. zabdanI sAThamArImAM utaryA sivAya paramArthane sAdhavAnI ja je tAlAvelI hoya te te jevuM vikaTa pariNAma AvyuM che ane vega pakaDI rahyuM che, tevuM banata ja nahi. paNa bhagavaMta vItarAga devanA asalI svarUpane ane tenA sAdhaka sAdhanene rUDI rIte samajavAM nathI. jamAnAnA

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108 nAzaka pavanamAM kheMcAvuM che ane dharmanI pragati sAdhavAnI sUphIyANI vAta karavI che. saphaLatA kayAMthI maLe? bIjI bAju bIje varga dharmanA sAdhaka sAdhanene pUrNa vaphAdArIthI vaLagI te rahyo paNa temane keTaleka varga tenA hArdane tenA tAraka dhyeyane dhIme dhIme visare gaye ane TIkAkhorano bhega banate gaye. emane je TIkAkAra maLyA hata, haiyAnA samajaNabharyA nAde aMgulI nirdeza karanArA maLyA hatA te pariNAma rUDuM Avata. paNa A te gaja zAha cAle che. jANe pavitra jaina dharmanA be judA ja phaTA. AmAM je hRdayanI saccAI ane vizALatAno meLa jAmyuM hota te anerU addabhUta pariNAma jovA maLata. pitAne pragatimAM mAnanAra varga mAgane marmane samajavA taiyAra hata ane sAdhanane vaphAdAra varga temane haiyAsarasA laI sAdharmika bhAIcArAthI sAMbhaLavA-saMbhALavA ane apanAvavA taiyAra heta te svarga sarjAta. kadAca koIka prayatno thayA paNa haze, paNa te havAmAM uDI gayA haze. keIna paNa vAMka kADho atyAre asthAne che. paNa have zuM? e ja eka vicAraNIya muddo che. dIgambarabhAIone bhAI tarIke apanAvavA aneka prayatna tna thayA. udAratAthI kAma levAyuM paNa pariNAme? hAlAkI vadhI ke ghaTI? bhAvInA garbhamAM zuM haze ! ApaNe te lAMbI pharlAgo havAmAM bharavI nathI, caMdralekamAM javuM nathI, paNa sudharmanI dharatI para uDyA rahI sAdhanA karavI che. sAdhyane sadA AMkha sAme rAkhavuM che, sAdhano

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109 ta6pa je batAve tene apanAvavAM che, keNa keTaluM kare che e jotAM pahelAM keNa satyane saMpUrNa rIte mAnasapaTamAM apanAve che te ja muddAne AgaLa rAkhave che. Ane mATe zrI . mULa pU. dharmane mAnatA-pALatA samAjanI najara haiyAnA hAra samA tAraka pa. pU. zramaNa varga para jAya e taddana svAbhAvika ane suyogya che. paNa hastadrayanI aMjalI lalATe lagADI, ati namrapaNe paNa khullA manathI ane dIlanA dardo kahevA do ke tyAM vaLI Akhe ghera ajaba vicitra sajate jAya che. have lAMbu ceDuM varNana te vizvanA teja samI pavitra saMsthAnuM karavuM munAsiba nathI. kAraNa ke pipare ane mAsikanI devaDIe ghaNuM ghaNuM nagna-svarUpe AlekhAye ja jAya che. ApaNe "vA vA ne nalIyuM khasyuM. te dekhIne kutarUM bhasya" vALI sthitithI AnaMda nathI mAna. "dardanuM. nidAna ane suyogya cikitsA tarapha manane doravuM jarUrI che ane te paNa "samatulAnA gaNitathI vidhipUrvaka. zabdonA sAthIyA puravA mAtrathI ukela nathI maLavAne. hAhA karyA vinA saMgIna sakriya daDha pagale, vinA svArtha haiye, pakSathI para rahI mAga kADhave ja joIze. sAmAnya nidAnamAM utsava prarUpaNane cAlu thaele pravAha ane cAritramAM dhaSTatA te mukhya che ja paNa dharmanA udyotanA nAme uttara guNenI hada vaTAvI mUla cAritrane ghAtaka thaI rahelI pravRttio ane zAsana prabhAvanAne nAme keTalAka aMze poSAtI parigraha saMjJA paNa nidAnanAM AchAM kAraNa nathI ja. pachI enA ADamArgo game teTalA hoya.

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110 jJAnabhaMDArA bhale phAle kule-navya sarjAya paNa tenI aMtima mAlikI keAnI ? upAzraya ke jJAnama diAne nAme bhale navya ImAratA sarjAya paNa tenI mAlikI vyakitanI te nahiM ja ne ? tIthaeN-derAsarajI, jJAna-bhaMDArA-maMdiA, tenI rakSakapASaka rakamo-upAzrayA zAsananA ja gaNAyane ? tenI vyavasthA zAsananA siddhAMta-kAnuna pramANe ja thAya ne ? managhaData vicArA ane kalpanAe zu kAma Ave? pakSIya dheAraNa e ja 'nu' mUla Akhare ne ? saMbhaLAyuM, vaMcAyu, lakhAyuM ane haju paNa aMdhakArayugane bhUlAve tevI te kahAnI gavAye jAya che. keTalI badhI zAsana mAlinyanI kahAnI haze? ke saunAM haiyA prajaLI uThayAM che, paNa vyakita ke samUha ke sattAnA kAI pakSIya dhAraNe te kahAnI upara jagat jhabakI uThe, evA AMcaLa oDhADyo. re kALa tArI paNa alihArI ! ThIka, kavaza prANI bhUle. bhayaMkara pApanI gartAmAM paNa gabaDI jAya. kadAca vyakitagata apekSAe karUNA najare phAmApAtra paNa bane. paNa samaSTi dRSTie, janamana pavitratAnI dRSTie, vizALa vyApaka pavitra sAdhu saMsthA ane sa kalyANakara mahAzAsananI dRSTie zu ? vyavasthita badI, Akaro cepa, vadhu marakI ja vyApaka rUpamAM phelAvene ? AthI vadhAre samIkSA paNa zI ! A eka karaDu ghAtaka dRSTAMta AMkha sAme rAkhIne paNa, nathI tA samudAyanA svAmInA sUra saMbhaLAtA, nathI tA samudAyanA khaLabhaLATa jaNAtA. nathI te anya suvihita

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111 paramapUnI parasparanI vicAraNA havAmAM guMjatI. jANe sIdhosAdo baraphane thara na jApe hoya, sImalAnI kAtila ThaMDI paNa e kAtila ThaMDImAM yuvAna haiyAonI zraddhA ogaLI jAya. jamAnAne nAme kaIka gulabAMge vadhu vahetI thAya. gubAMge satyane paNa asatya Therave. te paDadA nIce pAmare dharmavaMsaka pravRtti karI zake ane enuM pariNAma vyakita karatAM satyanuM rakSaNa prANasama nahi? kALa joyA karavAne ne AMkha micAmaNAM karavAnuM ja che? - gharamAM AchI Aga lAgI che, vAlInane sUra karNa priya banyo che, Aga vadhatI gaI, vAlIna surakSita raheze ? vagADanAra sAMbhaLanAra bane? parama prabhune parama tAraka mArga kIDAothI karAI rahyo che, jALI jevo banatA jAya che, te TANe paNa taddana upekSA? haiyA kaMIka pUnAM paNa karAtAM haze, paNa ApaNe zuM karIe ? ApaNuM puNya nahi, nA, sau saunA pramANamAM prayatna AdarI kAthIne vaLa caDhAvA mAMDe. anya sabaLane sahakAra prApta kare, kAMI azakaya nathI. pitApitAnAmAM baLa jAgRti kharcAya che ke nahi? deraDuM banaze ja. A te cikitsAne prAsaMgika upAya vicAryuM paNa mahAzAsanamAM rahele paMcAcAramaya sudhama sarvane raphAka banI rahe te mATe tenI aMdara rahelI mahAta-3ota, prakAza ane chAyA te jevA ja joIze ne ? jJAnanI mahAta tyAre ja prApta thAya che ke jyAre darzanane udyota haiyAmAM jAme che. samyagdarzanane parama pUrvadhara

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112 umAsvAtijIe apekSita prathama sthAna ApyuM. paMcAcAramAM mukhyatA te darzanAcAranI ja vyApaka che. darzanAcAranAM anuSThAne zradhdhA ane jJAnanA pAyArUpa bane che. suthArane dIkare AThathI daza varSanI uMmare ja vAMsale hAthamAM le che. khAlI chaDIyAM pADe che. eka suMdara AkarSaka ramakaDuM banAvavAnI spaSTa saMjJA nathI hotI. paNa roLame varSe saphala kArIgara banI jAya che. pavitra tAraka anuSThAne, pUrva saMskArathI traNathI pAMca varSanI uMmare zAsananA bAlaka bAlikAomAM zarU thaI jAya che. dhyeya spaSTa nathI hotuM. jJAnanI mAtrA saMskAranI hoya che ema kahIe te cAle. paNa prekTIkala leboreTarImAMthI jJAnanI mAtrA prakAzita thaI jAya che. roma rema AnaMdanI saravANI vahetI thAya che te nirdoSatAtvika AnaMda zraddhA ane jJAnanA purane pragaTAve che, dazanAcAramAMthI jJAnAcAra vikase che-khIle che ane zAsana rahasyane jJAtA AtmA bane che te rIte jota pragaTe che. tane prakAza ghere banatuM jAya che. samyakatvanI karaNI prANapriya bane che. dezavirati ane sarvaviratine sAce prakAza haiyAmAM sarcalAITa bane che. mAnasapaTamAM vaijJAnika rAsAyanika kriyA cAlu thaI jAya che. AtmazaktinA ane purANI vAsanAnA mApa nIkaLe che ane zakti pramANe deza ke sarvaviratine amala thAya che. cAritrAcAranAM bahamAna digaMtavyApI bane che. kaMIkanA haiyAmAM prakAza ke chAyA jAme che.

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( 113 tapAcAranuM teja te sarvatomukhI prazaMsApAtra bane che. tapane mahimA ati bhArI. e te karma kaTArI, de duHkhaDA sarva maTADI. sI jananI sAcI vATalaDI, mAyAne dezavaTe. mAnane sthAna nahi. lAbha haiyAmAM mAtra tapavRdhdhine, krodha te enuM jhera, e rahI jAya te vartAve kALo kera. ane tapa haiyuM sadA kare phera, uMcAmAM uMcuM AlaMbana saMyama zarIranuM lokhaMDI kavaca. mahAvatenI jabarajasta vADa. chAyA paNa pavitra banAve. azakata mATe anumodanA viziSTa chAyA banI jAya che. pAMcame AcAra udAra che. enuM nAma viryAcAra. sazakita anusAra saMyamamAM ane dharmanA samAja kalyANanA kAryomAM Atmazakita khIlavavI e che enuM rahasya. apramAdanuM sevana ane pramAdanuM visarjana e che enuM hArda. pAMce AcAre enA mULa rUpamAM vistArathI samajavA jevA che. e samajatAM dhamanuM sAcuM svarUpa nakazAnI mAphaka khaDuM thaI jAya che. dharmane e pAye che. dharma tenA para ja nirbhara, samAjanuM ahika-pAralaukika ane AdhyAtmika kalyANa emAM pUrepUruM vicArAyuM che. mATe ja e sanAtana satya che. samAjane Adarza banI rahe che. pakSa viheNo nirdabha mArga che. enA para sAmAnyathI paNa pAMca pAnAne saraLatAthI graMtha lakhI zakAya. A rIte sarvottama mArga zAMtine-cirazAMtine jainadharma batAve che mATe ja e vizva kalyANakara che. rAga, deva ane mehathI sarvathA para, sarvajJa, sarvadazI AtmA mAtrane te paramAtamAM mAne che. vyakita pUjA nahi paNa

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114 guNapUjA e ejasabharI praNAlikA che. "namo arihaMtANama' AMtara ripane jItanArane namaskAra ene mahAmaMtra che. jene krodhAdi kaSAye jItyA, vazcimaitrI sAthe pAMga sAdhI tene bAhya duzmana te heya kyAMthI? paramAtmA banela je mArga kathe ane batAve tyAM saMpUrNa zraddhA mUkavAmAM ekAMta lAbha ja hoya evA "bAbA'nuM vAkya pramANa karavuM emAM ja mAnavanI unnati-pragati ane pUrNatA. gurUsthAne kaMcanakAminInA tyAgI, sarva prANagaNanA rakSaka ja TakI zake. tenA ja satkAra-sanmAna haya, nahi pakSapAta ke bheda. mATe ja "namo leesavvasAhUNamA vizvanA sarva sAcA saMtane namaskAra, Ama AtmAnI "jota pragaTAvavA dharmane udyota ati jarUrI che. leTapherma ane presa dvArA anizcita ane kSaNika dhyeya mATe ochA pracAra thAya che? te janakalyANa nA sAcA upAyane vahete rAkhavA zuM zuM sugya mArgo ane upAya apanAvavA? e te samAjanA netA ane gurUsthAne rahelA AtmAoe vicAravuM rahyuM. temAMe vizva zreSTha zramaNa saMsthA. tyAgI ane vivekI, sadAcAra ane sanmArgane pUja, tenI pavitratA ane zuddha AkarSaNanA rakSaNa mATe? Arya saMskRtinA saMskAra sajIvana rAkhavA mATe? bhArata varSanI asalI zAna sAcavI tenI baDhatI mATe? samAjanA sukha-duHkhanA auSadha mATe? jJAnanI-samyagU jJAnanI jata jalatI rAkhavI paDaze. satyamAM zraddhA ane asatyanA tyAganI kaLA pharatI jAgRta

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11pa maye ja chUTake. tenA udyotamAM nItinA mArgo pAchA jhaLahaLatA banaze. parasparane abhAva TaLI jaze. mIlamAlika ane kAmadAra vaccenA gharSaNane vinAza thaze. dukAnamAlika ane gumAstAne bhUtakALane haiyA prema prakAzamAM Avaze, parasparanI sahAnubhUti ane satkAra bhAratavarSamAM svarga kyAM na khaDuM kare ! luMTavAnI ane saMgrahakhorInI tti kayAM na maravA paDe? ane cAre bAju prakAza patharAtAM tenI divya chAyA duniyAnA pradezamAM phelAyA vinA raheze? divya che bhAratinI bhema, akhA che enA kaSi-maharSi ane paramaSi. parama sukhadAyI che emanA saMdezAo. | sau e saMdeza jhIle, samAdhInA jhule jhule. AtmAnaMda anubhave. saMsAranA sarvazreSTha mAnavI bane. mahAmAnavamAMthI paramAtmapade pahoMce. parama prakAzane vizvamAM vyApaka banAve e ja bhAvanA. | mahAdIpanI jyoti devalokamAM | dIpI uThI. sAgaranA tIre ubhe mAnavI. sAgara anaMta-aphATa, sAgaranuM nAma "saMsAra." mAnavIne pAra utara sAgara. vika maLe arihaMta. "nauAnuM nAma mahAzAsana. mahAzAsanane pAme bhavya. bhavya zudhdha daSTine adhikArI. 'nauA

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- '* 116 vihAranI meja mANI zake. arihaMtanA halakArA, ho anubhavI zake. pitAnA AtmAnA tAra halAvI zake. paranI pAmaratA phaTAvI zake. kaMkanuM kalyANa sAdhI zake. kIrti tenI dAsI. AvA eka mahAmAnavane janma-maraNa vasamA lAgyA. vasamuM lAge saMsAra kArAvAsa. saMsAranI kAmanAo eTale bhayaMkara bhUtAvaLa. AtmA kaMpI uThaye pahoMcI gaye pAlI tANuM. caDI gaye girirAjadAdAne darabAra. mUrti dIThI ane AtmA daDha banyA. zodhyA vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI gurUmahArAja lIdhA saMyamanA dAna. vijya karyo kaSAya para saMyamadhanA samiti-gupti bhaMDAra-svAdhyAyane prakAza tapa e ja teja jJAna dIpaka prakA. gurUkRpAnuM tela bharapUra. vATa banAvI udyamanI. saMskRta-prAkRta, nyAyatarka ane vyAkaraNa sAhitya ne kAvya. prakaraNa ne karmagraMtha. kammapayaDI ne cUrNie sAthe ja vinaya ne vaiyAvacca purA. mananA keDa nahiM adhurA. A mahAmAnava premacaMdajI saM. 1940mAM janmyA. pa7mAM sAdhu banyA. temAM panyAsa ane "siddhAMta mahedadhinuM birUda parama gurUdeva taraphathI 87mAM upAdhyAyajI. 91mAM AcArya padavI. gurUdevanI AjJA pAlana khAtara e padane dIpAvyuM aMta sudhI sebhAgI mahAtmAe. vacce 6lmAM vaDodarA-prAcya saMskRta bhaMDAra nihALatAM karma sAhitya sarjananI urmi. tenuM mahAsarjana-85 varSanI pAkI vadhe. yuvAnIbharI jahemata vi. vi. have te jaga

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117 jAhera che. paMcAcAra pAlanamAM-paLAvavAmAM zura hatA-vIra hatA. zAsanaprabhAvanA anokhI karI. 2024nA vai. va. 11 rAtre 10-40 mInITe khaMbhAta nagare dIpakanI ta urva gAmI banI. 84 varSa, 2 mahinA, 11 divasa. mAnavakamAM 67 varSa 6 mahinA ane 6 divasa vizvane prakAza Ape. have prakAza phelAI rahyo che. vibudhanA AvAsamAM, idranI alakAmAM. paNa tenAM kiraNa teja te pRthvI para che ja. temanA sAdhujIvananI pherama. temanuM sarjana. 300 nI saMkhyAmAM. darekanAM citra judAM. paNa AMkhane game tevA AhlAdaka ane piSaka. tapanuM citra vividharaMgathI bhareluM. AyaMbila vadhu mAnane raMga khulle zveta. kALA kamane bALe. zukala dhAnanI vetazreNIe caDhAve. saMyamanuM citrAmaNa camakAve. bhalabhalAne AkarSe. manane DelAve, raMga-17-rekhA-70-70. tyAga e te mekSanI nisaraNI. suvarNanI ja banelI. raMga ajuna suvarNano. svAdhyAya paMcaraMgI pIkacara. AgamathI TIkA sudhInuM. gujarAtI Adi bhASAothI bharapUra. vidvatA e te jaina munione IjAze. raMgaberaMgI kalara. vyAkhyAna zailInuM te varadAna. sAkSAt hubahu jIvanacitra. parama gurUdeva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI. siddhAMta mahodadhi, karmasAhitya prakAMDavettA zrImad vijyapremasUrIzvarajInA parama vineya paTTAlaMkAra. TIkAkAre paNa aneka jagacaMdravijayajI Adi padArthakAre, pU. jayazeSavijayajI. pU. dharmAnaMdavijayajI Adi. aneka citra upasAvyAM A mahA citrakAre. zAsanamAM akabara bAdazAha pratibaMdhaka zrIma te te varasamasUrIzvAcce ja

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118 hiravijayasUrIzvara pachInA lAMbA kALe AvA samartha gacchAdhipati bhArata varSa pAmI zakayuM che. teozrInI eka lAkSaNika zailI hatI. je kaI AtmA pAse Ave tene eka uttama preraNA. "have tAre kayAre nIkaLavuM che?" "je saMsAra choDI sAdhu thayA vinA kalyANa nathI." saMpUrNa ane maulika tatva sAdI sIdhI bhASAmAM. khUbI te e ke bAla yuvAna vRddha sarvane ghaDIbhara vAta haiyA seMsarI utarI jatI. ane temAMthI kaMka AtmAne uMDI kAyamI asara thaI. sAdhupaNuM svIkAryuM. rUDI rIte pALe che. aneka mahAna mahAtmAo taiyAra thayA. lagabhaga piNe AtmAo saMyama letA letA rahI gaelA te te lekhake nihALyA. be varSanA gALAmAM maharSine vaMdana karavA AvelA kahe paNa kharA "je A pUrI bhAvanA ne rahI gaye" "muDI ne vyAja banne bAkI rahyAM che." kharekhara A paNa eka viziSTa kaLA hatI, AtmAne jAgRta banAvI rAkhavAnI. A badhuM kema banatuM ? AMkhamAM dharma-amI hatuM. buddhi tAravAnI hatI. haiyuM vAtsalyathI ubharAtuM hatuM. phaTATopa bIlakUla nahi. sAdAInI saMyamamUrti dekhAva ke dabadabAnuM nAma nahi. karUNAne dhadha. sUra sadA sAvacetIne. svayaM sAvadhAna. ziSyavarga sadA AkaSaele sAthI rahete ? bALabhAve nijanI kSatio khullI kema karata? jyAM hoya tyAMthI bhaktibhAva ja kema batAvata? DuMTInA AzirvAda meLavavA kema jhaMkhyA karate? nirmaLa cAritryanA preraka-bevaka ane

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110 rakSaka hatA. zabdomAM jema hatuM. uccAramAM AgAhI hatI. saMsAranI jhaNajhaTathI mana para hatuM. saunA AtmAne mArga para rAkhI uMce laI javAnI tivra bhAvanA hatI. vItarAganuM zAsana AtmasAta hatuM. dIkSita jIvananAM lagabhaga 40 varSa te mUkasevaka tarIke pasAra karyA. paramagurudevenI sevA-vaiyAvaccamAM. vidyArthInI viziSTa avasthAmAM, gurUkRpAyukta samyajJAna prAptimAM, svakIya AtmAnuM uccatara cAritrya jIvana ghaDavAmAM. e, kuzaLa kArIgara! tArI kaLA kharekhara lakSyavedhI banI. AnaMda pramoda nirdoSa tane ja varyA hatA ane te hathiyAra vaDe ja te anero ghATa ghaDyA. ghATa te kevA suMdara ! Aje bhAratIya janatA nayane nihALe che. mukta kaThe prazaMsA kare che. tArA adbhUta nirmANane jIvaMta ghATa paNa te zAsanane anurUpa anokhA ghaDayA. sAhityakSetre jhINavaTabharyA sarjana. e te tArI yazakalagI amara raheze. se varSanA gALAmAM eka navInatA AMkha sAme tarI Ave che. dIkSA bhUmi te pAlItANAnuM mahApavitra tIrtha. gurUvarya te vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI. samartha ziSya te vyAkhyAna vAcaspati zAsana prabhAvaka sidhAMta rakSA kaTibadhdha zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI Adi. panyAsapadavI te leDhaNa pArzvanAthAdhiSThita darzAvatI tIrtha. "siddhAMta mahedadhi gurabakSIsa te jJAnakSetra mahesANA. AcArya pada rAdhanapura-dharmanagarI. graMtha prakAzana jainapurI amadAvAda. svargavAsa bhUmi-khaMbhAta baMdara-prAcIna tIrtha zrI staMbhana pArzvanAthajI.

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120 maheAtsava, pratiSThA, aMjanazalAkA te jainAcArya dvArA thayA karatA ja hAya. chellAM sAteka va'hArTa eTeka'nAM mAjue mUke. bAkI saghaLuM e jItrana tAmaya ! ekAsaNu vRtti sakSepa, rasatyAga e tA jIvanantrata. sTrecaramAM paga aTakAyAthI besavuM paDe, bhAre dIlane. paNa ziSya da bhAre bhaktivALA. zrAvaka gaNane lAbha maLavA muzkela tyAM bhADutInI to kalpanA ja kyAM ? sTrecara uMcakavAmAM kharekhara ziSyagaNe nirjarA sAdhI che. panyAsajI mahAtmAe paNa A bhakitamAM AnaMda mAnatA. girirAja para paNa traNe divasa bhAre vinati ane Agraha pUrNAMka ziSya varga laI gayA tyAre ja zAMti anubhavI. A hatI sa MskAra svAmInI reDANa kaLA ! Adarza AMkha sAme meTA. budhdhi nAnI. kalama ATha AMgaLanI. guNazreNi ati lAMkhI. zuM lakhavu ne zu na AlekhavuM. jAi- juI-gulAba, megare ke zatadaLa araviMda kamaLa maLe nahi. sAdI paNa sAmAnya surabhi bharI pAMdaDIe-caraNe dharI teASamAtra mAnavA rahyo. e teASa e ja poSaNa karaze Atma-dhamatuM. lekhakanA ziSya bhAva, 2 varSathI nikaTanA banelA. chellA be varSathI tA gaNaveza vIrane ApI pAse rAkhyuM. kaIka zIkha ApI. anubhavajJAna saritAnAM mIThAM pAna karAvyAM. agama-nigamanA bheda samajAvyA. Agama-cAvI paNa pAtratA pramANe batAvI. saMyamanA AsvAda anubhavAyA. samitiguptinA pATha bhaNAvyA. bhAva deha-dravyadehanI pUrI rakSA karI. AtmIya bALa gaNI unnatinA paMthe mUkayA.

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121 e smita bharyuM mukhaDuM bhUlAya ema nathI. Atma ramaNatAnA e uddagArone guMja manamAM guMjyA ja kare je samaja" kahI sAdhu jIvananI AMTighuMTI AMkha sAme khaDI karanAra kAbela jAdugara gaye. saMyama-maMtra kuMkanAra gArUDI gaye. paNa e mIThI yAda-samaya paranAM svastika vacana-AMkhamAM AMkha TheravI ApelI preraNAo te jIvatI jAgatI ja che. e ja ra vaDe svargamAM paNa AkarSita raheze lekhakane AtmA. yazagAthAo racAze. kAvya ane prazastionuM prakAzana thaze. sAcA mahApurUSane purUSArtha bhAratabharamAM ciraMjIva thaze paNa sevaka te najanI sAdI bhASAmAM-haiyAnI namratAthI mahepakArIne upakAra bhAvane satata AMkha sAme rAkhI nata mastake keTIzaH vaMdanAnI pAMkhaDIo parama pavitra caraNa kamaLamAM dharI teSa mAne che. | tIrtho ane ApaNI javAbadArI. saMsAra samudrathI tAre te tIrtha. evAM pavitra tIrtho bhArata- ! bharamAM patharAelAM che. e tIrthonI jALavaNInI javAbadArI paNa ApaNI eTalI ja che. sametazikhara, kezarIyA, aMtarIkSajI, makSIjI jevA tIrthomAM ApaNI keTalIka bekALajIthI 3 aMte ApaNe thoDuM-ghaNuM gumAvavAnuM banyuM che. pU. mahA | rAjazrIe A aMge ApaNI samakSa keTalIka hakIkato raju karI che te te vicAraNIya che eTaluM ja nahiM paNa tIrtha rakSA aMge jAgatA rahevAnI jarUra che.

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122 AtmAne bhavasAgarathI tAravAne samartha sthAvara tIrtho dharmI AtmAne mana prANathI adhika che. rAga ane dveSa saMsAra piSaka ane vardhaka che. tenAthI chUTavAne tIrtha uttama nimitta che. te ja tIrthanI rakSAne prazna ubhuM thAya tyAre zuM karavuM ? rakSAmAM prAyaH alpa pramANamAM ke adhika pramANamAM rAgadveSa te AvI ja jAya, pachI bhale te zubhabhAvanA hoI apabaMdha kare. A prazna jarA uMDANathI samajI levA je gaNAya. rAgadveSathI sarvathA sarvAza para jinezvara de. tenA upasaka-phileasa jena. saMsAranA padArtho parathI rAgadveSa ghaTADI ahama ane mamatvane phaMgalI devAmAM pravRtta viziSTa jaina. saMsAranA bhoge paga-dhanadelata-zarIra ane saMbaMdhI para rAga mahAbhUDe che ema haiyAthI mAnanAra jaina. rAga hoya tyAM zreSane saMbhava. anAdikAlIna vAsanAothI vyApta rAgadveSane dura karavA mATe karavuM zuM ? bhayaMkara zatru sAme upAya paNa bhayaMkara, AtmAnI svAbhAvika zAMti ane sukhane luMTanAra sAme yuktithI kAma levuM paDe ne? jherane jherathI marAya. kAMTAne kAMTAthI kaDhAya. rAgadveSane rAgadveSathI kADhavAnI prabaLa yuti ja kAragata nivaDaze. ghara para rAga maMdira para. peDhI para rAga upAzraya para dhana para rAga dharma para saMbaMdhI parane rAga sAdhamika para. jaDa para rAga-cetana para. zarIra parane rAga AtmA para. A te e akha

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123 tare che ke kare te lAbhe. zAMti-sukha-samAdhi pAme. gRha. stha paNAmAM karmAdhIna banI na chUTake rahele paNa koI azakita paDatI hoya. keIne Azakita. khUbI e che ke rAga karavAne TevAele anAdikAlIna AtmA svArthika-saMsArI badabethI bharelA-rAgathI taddana para bana ekadama azakaya. tephAnI banela nadInuM pUra na hAthathI rekAya. na retI-sImenTanI thelIothI rekavAnuM bane. nAnI nAnI nahere pUrane nAthe. nukazAnane badale phAyade. khetara lIlAchama. gAma taNAtAM bace. gAmavAsI killela kare. kIDI-kathuAne bacAvavA talasanAra-pazu-paMkhInekutarAdine poSanAra. dIna-hina mAnavane rakSanAra. paranuM duHkha joI na zakanAra. sAmAnuM dIla pitAnA vacanathI duHkhAtAM, kSamA mAganAra mAnava-mahAmAnava, zrI rAma jevA mahA-mAnane zrI sItA devInA zIlanI rakSA, mahA yuddha karavuM paDyuM. vItarAga prAyaH dazAne pAmelA mahAmuni vAlIye rAvaNane kaDaka zIkSA karavI paDI. zrI aSTApada tIrthanA rakSaNa mATe. A zuM samajavuM ? gRhastha gRhasthapaNAmAM pitAnI pADozanI ke piLanI dIkarI-bahenanI mazkarI thatAM sAmano kare ke nahi? kare paDe ke nahi? na kare te gRhasthAI lAje ka nahi? ane te vakhate paNa zANA sadagRhasthanuM haiyuM kevA ucca vicAra dharAvatuM hoya ! e vaLI vAta ja judI. eka baMgale babaladAsane che. rajIsTarDa mAlIkI neMdhAela che. gabaladAsa gerahAjarIne lAbha laI baMgale bathAvI beThe. babaladAse arabI samudramAM jhaMpalAvavuM ke samajAvavA

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124 prayatna karavA ? khUba samajAvyuM, kAlAvAlA karyAM, ane mAjunA saMbaMdhIe AvyA. bhAI samAdhAna para Ave ! kevuM samAdhAna ? aDadhuM tArUM' ane aDadhu mArU', ema ? ketu' jAya ? are bhAI mArUM tArUM' zuM? jyAM tyAM jhagaDA patAve ne ? saMsAramAMthI zuM sAthe laI javAnA che ? babaladAsa aDadhA baMgale ApI deze ne ? jarAya nahi. zA mATe ApI nathI daitA ? anyAya thAya che mATe ne ? ke kAne rakSaNa Apaze ? keTa eTale nyAyanuM Asanane? eka prasaMga yAda AvI jAya che. eka jaina zeThIyAe eka jaina bhAI para sAcA dAvA dAkhala karyAM. sAme nA makara ja jAya. sAkSI purAvA thayA. hukamanAmuM kharca sAthe thayuM. TAipa thai maLI gayuM. tyAM ne tyAM phADI nAkhyuM. zeTha elyA sAheba, paisAnA ke leNAnA prazna nahAtA. sAcA cApaDAne juThThA banAvavAnI keAziSane sAmaneA hateA. hajI jarUra hoya te mArA sAdharmika che. bIjA ApavA taiyAra chuM. nyAyAdhIza Arkina banI gayA. dharma pAlana nIti uttama che. rAga-dveSa ghaTatA jAya. ane deva gurU-dha-sAdharmika ane tAraka tI para prema vadhatA jAya enuM nAma dharmapAlana. dharma rakSaNa--nItipAlananI kaseTI che. derAsarajI para Aphta AvI, cAraluTarAenI dhADa AvI, mUrti bhaMjaka pApI aMdara pesI gayA, pUjA karanAra palAyana thai gayA. e dharma pAlana nahetu. dharma karatAM svArtha sAdhavAnI vRtti hatI. cAra AtmAe ubhA rahI gayA. sAmA para bhAvadayA ane dravyadayAnA bhAva sAthe sAmano karyAM, chevaTe ghA karavA paDayA. ekAda

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125 kukRtyane badale bhegavavA paraleka prayANa karI gaye. samAja rakSaNa karanArane khunI keTamAM khUnane keza dAkhala karaze? ke sarakAra ane samAja-vIra-rakSaka-dhamamUrti tarIke navAjaze? dezanA vaDApradhAna che, kaI dezadrohI chUrI ke rIvarane upayoga karavA mathI rahyo che. sAmAnya prajAjana tene uDAvI de che. dastAvejI purAvA bole che. mahAkAvavuM hatuM. te prajAjanane "padmavibhUSaNathI paNa viziSTa evorDa ane meLAvaDAnI hAramALAthI vadhAvI levAze ne ? mahAna AcArya che. koI dveSIe hamale karyo pite zAMta raheze paNa ziSya? bhakatajane? AcAryane saMyama e dharma. bhaktajana rakSaNa mATe prANa Ape e ene dhama. ekamAM pAlana, bIjAmAM pAlana ane rakSaNa bane. eke rAga dveSane kAbumAM laI dharma karyo. bIjAe rAgadveSane prazasta banAvI dharma karyo. paramAtmadazAnI te vaLI vAta ja judI. e chellI keTine paramAda che e meLavavAne haiyuM kuNuM banAvIne dharmapAlana-rakSaNa bannenI mahA jarUra. zubha dRSTikoNathI, bhAIcArAnI mAnanIya pavitra bhAvanAthI have prastuta vicArIe. zrI aMtarIkSajI tIrthane prazna ghere bane che. pitapotAnI rIti-nIti pramANe sau lakhe che, bole che, tenAM TIkA-TIppaNa ApaNe karavAM nathI. vAstaviktAne jarUra vicAravI che. spaSTatA ane niDaratAthI. jarAe lAgaNIvaza thayA vinA. eka vAtanI spaSTatA jarUra karI levI joIe. atyAra sudhImAM zrI jaina zve, mULa pU. zrIsaMgha kadI kaI sthaLe

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126 ApaNA dIgambara bhAIonA kaI paNa tIrtha para hakaka karate gaye nathI. tene pracAra paNa karyo nathI. jarUra potAnI saMpUrNa mAlIkInA vahIvaTI tIrthomAM paNa khUba ja udArabhAve, darzananI, pUjananI ane vadhu paDatI udAratAnA amale svataMtra sthAna karavA devAnI paNa sthiti sarjI che. A badhAnA pariNAma mIThA AvyA ke kaDavAM? enI teja-chAyA AlekhavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. ApaNe te paristhitinI vAstaviktAne khaDI karavI che. kaDavAza dekhAya te dUra karavI che, pIThAza mAraka, ghAtaka ane mahAupAdhi kAraka banI rahetI hoya te vicAra kare che. bhAIcAro banI rahe ane chAzavAre paDatI mahAhAlAkI kAyama mATe dUra thAya e mArga kADhave che. "sApa mare nahi lAThI bhAge nahi ane koIne DaMkha de nahi evuM zANapaNa zodhavuM che. bhagavaMta zrI munisuvratasvAmInA zAsanakALanI A vAta che. mAlI-sumAlI vidyAdhare. pUjA prabhuzrInI karyA vinA bhajana nahi levAno niyama. temAMthI mUrtinuM nirmANa. sarovaramAM padharAmaNa. zrIpAlakuSTi (zrInavapadajIne zrIpALa judA)nuM aMgaprakSAlana-kaDhanAza-prabhuzrInuM adhavacce addhara rahevuM. zrIpuranagara-pratiSThA mahotsava. trikALapUjana. kALabaLe pratimAjI nIce AvatA gayAM. hamaNAta aMgaluchaNuM nIkaLe tyArabAda ve-diga. vaccenA vivAda, varSonI rAmAyaNa pachI privikAunsIlane cukAda. digambara bhAIe pUjanamAtranA traNa kalAkIvArA-mAlakI. vahIvaTa

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127 paraMparA-vidhividhAna alaMkAra-vi. vi. sa'pUrNataH zve. bhAI AnA. A badhu... jagajAhera. tenu piSTapeSaNa zuM karavuM? vacce vaLI nAnAmeTA chamakalAM cAlyA ja kare. keTa sukAya nahi. banne pakSe paisAnu pANI. khera paisA te cala ane nAzavata ja che ne ? paNa pelI kaDavAza ubhI thAya ane vadhe tenu zuM? badhuM banyuM ane khanatuM AvyuM che ane kadAca aneka prasaMgeAe anatuM paNa rahe. paNa have zu? dhanya che pelI mAmA-bhANejanI joDalI ane emanA zANA sAthIdArane! ke khAmeAzathI-sukha sainikanI rIte senApati anavAnI jarAe bhAvanA vinA-jarUra lAge anyane senApati banAvI kAma karavAnI uccavRtti dhAraNa karI rAta divasa svaeAge mathI rahyA che. A rItanA prayAsa jarUra anumeAdAya che. paNa ema paNa sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM ke, dIga.... bhAiAe eka navIja jAtanA kesa pAcho ubhA karyAM che ke dAkhala karyA che, ane vaLI zikharajI tIrthanA prasaMga te saunI jANamAM che, jo A badhuM AMkha sAme banatuM hoya ane zrI zve, saMgha dareka vakhate thADA AMkha miMcAmaNAM karI bhAicArAnA nyAtAthI dareka vakhate thADuM thADu jatu karaze, teA ghaNuM khAvAnuM ane. ane vaLI zrI kezarIyAjI tIrtha ane makSIjI tItha bhayamukta te naja gaNAyane ? ete svabhAvika che ke nabaLI kaDI jue eTale ghusaNagIrI phAve, emAM sAmAnA ze

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128 vAMka kADhave? ApaNane jeTalI ApaNI saMsArImAyA makAna baMgalA-mahelAta-jamIna-milkata vahAlI che tenA zatAMze paNa dhArmika tIrtho ane milkata vahAlAM che ke nahi? ane te vItarAga zAsananA zuddha pracAra mATe. vizvakalyANakara sudharmanA sAdhananI apekSAe ke pachI zubhasAdhanonI nimitonI jarUra nathI evI nAstitA janmAvavI che? ApaNe te prastutamAM ukela lAvavAnI vAta kare ne ! kaI evo upAya satyanA dharaNa para che ke kAyama mATe bane varga ekatrita banI ahiMsA-saMyama ane tyAganA siddhAMtane tenA sAcA svarUpamAM vizva sAme khaDo karI zake? zabdanA sAthIyA nahi. sAcA asarakAraka. khUba prayatna kare. temAM sahAyaka bane zudhdha vicArathIsatya uccArathI. kAyAnI nimaLatAthI. sAdA-saraLa ane zAMta zabdanI vANInA pracArathI. uzkeraNinI jarUra nathI. satya samajAvavA pUrapATa prayatnanI jarUra che. svapaze ane para pakSe. dharma mATe-tIrthonI rakSA mATe pUrvajoe prANa ApyA che. ApaNe atyAre tevuM kAMI karavAnI jarUra ubhI nathI thaI. paNa vastu sthitine pAko ghero khyAla harakeI AtmAmAM ramato na hoya e kema cAle? laDAyaka vRtti nathI jagAvavI paNa khamIra te jagatuM rAkhavuM ne ? kSamA karazo. paNa amArA bAhoza pUjya moTe bhAge A bAbatamAM barapha vRtti nathI dhAraNa karatA zuM ? jAgRti ane dizAsUcana e te teozrInA hAthamAM ja ne? zrI saMgha Aje paNa mukhyatayA teozrIne deravA doravAya che ne? vinaMti karavAmAM vAMdho nahi. kayAM jaI rahyA chIe? kyAM

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129 javuM joIe? zrI saMghane, zrI jaina dharma pALatA samAjane ekadhAruM svaccha mArgadarzana ApavAne kALa paripakava thaI ga che zrI aMtarIkSa pArzvanAthajI-zrI zAmaLA pArzvanAthajI. hRdayanA aMtarIkSamAM ajaba gajabanI sAtvika vRtti janmAve, kAjaLa zyAma haiSI vicAra pralaya pAme. zukaladhyAnanA pAyA rUpa dharma vRtti jAgRta thAya ane samAjamAM sAcI zAMti sthapAya e ja bhAvanA. E AtmA paranA pUrvajanmanA zubha saMskAre A bhavamAM sanmati pedA kare che. gulAba" keTaluM suMdara ane AkarSaka nAma! saune game. saumAM surabhi bhare. mRdu-suMvALu rezamI pAMdaDIothI zobhatuM gulAbanuM phUla. raMga Acho gulAbI. megara-jAya-juI-kevaDe sugaMdhidAra phUlanI jAta. chatAM gulAba e gulAba. kAMTAmaya hovA chatAM. kAMTA vAge te paNa gulAba cuMTAya. karamAya te paNa maheka na jAya. sUkI pAMdaDI paNa Arogya Ape. ArogyanuM rakSaNa kare-AgyanI vRddhi kare.

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130 mAnava gulAbanI pherama adhikarI. sarvazreSTha. bhAva Arogya enI lAlI. e lAlI svane pragatimAM mUke temaja paranI pragatine avadhane dUra kare. mAnava-gulAba--ane lAlI. e traNe muddAo dhyAna kheMce evA samajIne vAgoLavA jevA. vAgoLe te phAve. anekhA jharaNunI sera chUTe. ethI chUTe ajJAna aMdhakAra, ajJAna jevuM zala ane duHkha nahIM. jJAna jevuM sukha nahIM. jJAna amRta jevuM nahIM. amRta amara banAve. amara bane. janme nahIM. janma ke maraNa pAme ja pAme. janma ane maraNa. anAdinuM cakakara cAlu ja. deha dhArIne jaMjALa bharI. janma ane turata paNa mare. janma bhAkherIyA kADhe, pA pA pagalI mAMDe, bA, mama mama belate thAya. pAMca sAta phleTa pheDe teDe. ekaDo ghuTate. thAya. bArAkhaDI zIkhe. nizALe jAya. garamInA divase Ave. kekane joradAra lU paNa lAgI jAya. phAnI duniyA ane nazvara dehane tyAga paNa karI de. bacyA te bhaNyA. vepArI thayA. nokarI-gumAstI ke kalArkazIpathI AgaLa vadhyA. yuvAnIne varyA. paraNyApastAyA. adhure saMsAre, adhure koDe svargane mArge saMcaryA. AdheDa thayA. saMtati ane kuTuMbanI vyavasthAmAM guMcavAI gayA. jALamAM phasAyA. ciMtAne pAra nahIM. ciMtA eTale citA. cittAnI phALathI AkarI phaLa. lehI thIjAvI de. le blaDa prezara thAya. garamI mAthe caDhI jAya. hAIblaDane humale AvI jAya, laka thAya. ane ribA maNane pAra nahIM.

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131 bhAgyazALI kaMIka vRddha thayA. anubhavI banyA. saMsAranI asAratA ane dharmane rakSaka bhAva samajAya. paNa rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNa, dharmAnuSThAna thAya nahIM. jJAnanuM nAma nahIM. muMjhavaNane pAra nahIM. kheDA DhoranA jevI gati. A badhI saMsAranI gati. saunA anubhavanI-A vAtane "gulAba" sAthe zuM saMbaMdha? gulAba karamAya che. mAnava paNa karamAya che. zarIra para karacalIo paDe. dAMta paDI jAya. gulAbI cahero bekho para banI jAya. bhramara-zyAma kezakalApa paNa cAMdanI je sapheda banI jAya. te te hajIe ThIka dekhAya. paNa aDadhA kALA aDadhA bhukharA-dhoLA manane na game tevA paNa gamADavA paDe. gulAbanI pAMdaDIo verAI jAya. mAnavanA svapnA uDI jAya. dhAryA-vicAryA jIvananA aramAne eLe jAya. saMtApanI gaNatarI ja nahIM. viTaMbanA vadhatI jAya. jIvananI lAlI uDI jAya. jIvana akArU lAge. bAhya lAlI jIvananI parAdhIna che, AMtara lAlI para tene kho AdhAra che, gulAbanuM AMtara sAva khalAsa ane gulAba paNa khalAsa. mAnavanI AMtara lAlI eTale puNya. viziSTa puNyano AdhAra kSapazama. karmane nAza ane prazAMtatA e che kSayezama. viziSTa puNyanI khUbI anerI hoya che. emAMthI janmelI lAlI prAyaH karamAtI nathI, paNa vRddhi ja pAmyA kare che. Aja ghaNane evo prazna thAya che ke, puNya e zuM cIja che? puNya eTale sadA khIlatuM ane khIlavaTamAM rAkhatuM gulAbI gulAba. pUrvajanmamAM karela satkRtyane

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132 sTApha. dAna-zIlatapa-zuSya vicArAnA AtmA paranA zubha sa skAre, A zubha sa skAro A bhavamAM sanmati pedA kare che. sanmatimAM pedA thatA anukULa saceAge eTale sukha-sukha eTale mAnava gulAbanI bAhya lAlI. AMtara lAlInu sTeja uMcu' Ave che. dehadhArI AtmA svanuM bhAna meLave che. pAtAne potAnI asala lAlI AMkha sAme khaDI thAya che. tene pragaTa karavA prayatnazIla ane che. prayatnamAM patharA ghaNA paDe. jhADI jhAMkharA ane khADI paNa naDe. De-pachaDAya- ane ubhA thAya. kaSAye kAramI rIte pIDe. viSaye vikarALa varU vAdya anI bharakhI khAvA taiyAra thAya. A badhAne jAgRta AtmA mahAta kare, mahAta karavAnI tAkAta dharAve. hutA na hatA banAvI kai ane dakhAelA AtmasvAsthyane pagaTa kare. AtmAnI ane ta zaktine jAgRta kare, ane anaMta jJAnane sAkSAtkAra kare. jJAnAmRtanI duniyAmAM lhANa kare. zAzvata sukhanA mArga vizva samakSa khaDo kare, emAM AvatA keDI mArgo ane bhaya kara luMTArAenI pArakha karAvI de. kroDA ane abajo gulAbanI ekatrita lAlIne sAva jhAMkhI pADatI kRtrima lAlInA pAke khyAla sa` ke, jJAna eTale jJAna. sabhyajJAna eTale AtmAnI lAlInu vivekabhayu: jJAna. viveka sAra ane asA ranA, Du-lakSmI-sapatti vaibhava e sAra ? ke ketune dharanArA dehadhArI AtmA e sAra? AtmA parabhavamAM hatA. A bhavamAM che. AgAmI bhavamAM paNa haze. AtmA paraleAkamAM jAya, dehanI rAkha thAya. lakSmI

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133 saMpatti-vaibhavanA mAlika bhoktA bIjA bane. saMpatti prApta karavAmAM karela pApane Dhaga paralekamAM sAthe thAya. A che bhedajJAna AtmA ane zarIranuM. A jJAna eTale prazama rasa ane prasannatA. sukhamAM sukhI duHkhamAM paNa sukhI, sukhamAM unmAda nahIM. duHkhamAM dInatA nahIM. mukha khIlatA gulAba jevuM. Aju bAjunA mANase paNa samatA surabhi pAme. e surabhinI parAga-piLamAMgAmamAM-dezamAM-vizvamAM phelAya. kaMIkane Atma-gulAbanuM AkarSaNa thAya. Atma-lAlI khIlI uThe. khIlI uThe vizvanI vADI. zAMti-samAdhi ane sukhanI pherama vizvamAM phelAya. A che gulAbanI kaLAmaya AchI gulAbI lAlI. A kALanA sthApaka zrImad tIrthaMkaradeva. AtmakaLAnA pitAmaha, AtmAnI anaMta zaktinA pragaTa kartA. uncArma caDelA AtmAne sanmAge sthApanAra-sarvadA anaMakSaya sukhamAM AtmAne mahAlate banAvanAra. sadAnA AnaMdane mATe be mArga batAvyA. sAdhujIvana ane zrAvakajIvana. pahelAmAM saMsAranA sarva padArthane tyAga. bIjAmAM aze tyAga ane sarva tyAganI bhAvanA. sanmArganA eka jAgatA pracAraka ane bIjA sahAyaka ane sevAbhAvI. dharmanA cAra prakAra prakAzyA, dAna-zIla-tapa zuddha mananA zubha vicAre. te mATe traNa tejasvI tatva batAvyAM (samyaga) darzana-jJAna ane cAritra. anusare te te phAve ja phAve. paNa zraddhA saMvegathI haiyAmAM dhAraNa kare te paNa tenAM phaLa cAkhe. AvA zraddhAyukta mAnava-gulAba aneka navya gulAbene saje. pachI te enI paraMparA cAle. ane parAga-Teka

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134. vadhatuM jAya. AkarSaNa paNa anerU banatuM jAya. dAna ane dayAnA dhodha vahe. anukaMpAnAM dvAra khulI jAya. ughADA suvAnuM ke bhUkhe peTe pIDAvAnuM rahe nahIM. dIna duHkhIne sahAyaka varga vadhI jAya. dAyaka ane yAcaka vacce puNya-pApanI carcAo thAya, puNya pApanAM tavane suMdara baMdha prasare. parane pIDavAnuM ane anyane luMTavAnuM game ja nahIM. saunA pratye prema amInAM jharaNuM jhare. bhAvadayAnuM jharaNuM dravyadAnathI paNa adhika. zAMti ApavA mathe. asAra lamIthI sArabhUta Atmatattvane saMgrahI le. Atama gulAba vikasya ja jAya. karamAvAnI vAta nahIM, pAMdaDI karamAvAnI koI taka nahIM. sugaMdha-pherama akSayaakhUTa ane pachI te AtmAnI asala lAlI sarvatamukhI khIlI uThe jhaLakI uThe. enA teja-aMbAramAM kaMIkanAM ajJAna aMdhakAra nAza pAme. prakAzanA kiraNe vyApaka banatAM duniyAbharamAM sAcI zAMtinI sthApanA thAya. meTe bhAge sau ApavA Iccha, levA nahI. zrI rAma zrI bharatane gAdI levA kahe. zrI bharata zrI rAmane kAlAvAlA kare. ane pelAM zrI kaikeyI araNyamAM deDI jAya. zrIrAmane samajAvIne pAchA lAvavA. A che saMskAranI bhUmi. A che AryAvartanI Arya bhUmi. "gulAbanI pherama kadI asta na pAme. koIne kI Atama gulAba khIlatuM hoya ke anyane khIlavatuM hoya sadA suMdara suramya "gulAbamaya bhAratavarSa vikAsa pAme. sAcA saMskAranuM dhAma banyuM rahe, nijanA gulAbanI pAMdaDIomAMthI prakAzane pAtharatuM rahe. ane nijanI bhavya tAne vizvavyApI banAvI vizvakalyANanI kAmanA pUrNa karatuM rahe. A "gulAba" paNa evuM ja kArya kare.

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* pavitratA ane pAmaratA ma vartamAna kALamAM jainazAsananI rakSA mATe zakaya nahi karanAra ne te pratye upekSA bhAva dhAraNa karavA tarapha vaLanAra vargo sa MghamAM vadhatA rahyo che. zakti heAvA chatAM A paristhiti nabhAvI levAmAM bhAvinuM amagaLa che, te hakIkatane anulakSIne pU. mahArAjazrI je kAMI jaNAve che, te jarUra samajavA jevu che, anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnInuM mahAzAsana eTale? vizvanA satAmukhI kalyANa mATenuM pavitramAM pavitra utkRSTa baMdhAraNa, eka paNa muddo eka paNa niyama khAdhAkArI pIDAkArI nahiM ja, vizvanA koipaNa bhAgamAM lAgu paDe. sukhakara ane duHkhahara. zAMti; sukha, samAdhine sarjanAra ja. saunA bhalAmAM bhAga, keinA paNa bhurAnI cAhanA paNa nahi. kSudramAM kSudra jaMtu paNa emAMthI AkhAdI meLave. AkhAdI saune game. kharakhAdIne vicAra paNa badI pedA kare. paNa sadAcAra saune game! anAcAra pratye tiraskAra keTale ? mahA saskRti eTale ja sadAcAranA Adara. saMskAra bhUminuM utthAna sthAna. saMskAranI uccatama bhUmikA eTale zramaNa sasthA, satyAganuM sarvocca sthAna. saune game tevu. vizvabharanA pInala keDa-phAdArI phAyadA radabAtala.

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136 pU. zramaNa eTale svapara sAdhaka mahAtmA koine prANa le nahiM ke du:kha ke nahi. te mATe preraNA paNa na kare. anyane duHkha denArane sArA gaNe nahi. tevI ja rIte juTha, cArI, abrahma ane parigrahamAM paNa. parigraha eTale dhana-saMpatti, mAga-maMgale, kArakhAnu -phekaTarI, mIla-khANu va. va, e saghaLuM pote tyAga kare. khIjAnI pAse te rakhAve nahiM, rAkhatAne sAro gaNe nahiM, TekA te bAbatamAM Ape nahi. A kayA puNyAtmAne AvI sarva kalyANakArI saMskRti game nahi ? karyo gAMDe A sArI rIte samajyA pachI DAhyo na bane ? A saMskRtinA kAipNa AtmavAdI dharma AvA pracAramAM ja rAjI hAya. Dhama pati judI hAya. samaja AchI pAtaLI agara jarA AghI pAchI paNa hAya. saskRtinI TArca pahoMcela mahA saskRti. tenA jyAre tyAre sthApaka sajJa-sadazI. 20 mI ke 22 mI sadI temAM samAya. eraplena, DelIkepTara, eTamabempa ke megneTokhAccha yAna bahAra nahi ja. IlekaTrAnsa ke TelIvI jhana-reDIe dhyAnamAM ja. te vizvatAraka tIrthaMkara paramA mAe zrI caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI? zA mATe? kalyANa sAdhaka varganI bhAvarakSA mATe, savijIva karU zAsana rasI' pUrva bhavanA siddhAMta zakaya hAya tA saune sAcA sukhane mArge caDAvI dauM.' te ja mahAna leAkeAttara vibhUti caturvidha saMghanu` kAna kare che. A pavitra caiAjanA pAchaLa keTalA ucA Adaza ? pavitratAnI kai kATinI rakSA. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI gaNu upA

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137 stha, sevya, bhakita pAtra. zrAvaka-zrAvikA varga upAsaka, satya savane Adarza dhyeya. ekanuM mahaca pAlana, sarva tyAganI bhUmikA bIjAnuM ANu pAlana, dezathI aMzathI tyAga-bhAvanA mahecca pAlane pahoMcavAnI. Aje A mahattama janAnuM astitva che ke nahi ? che te Adarza khaDe che ke nahi ? tenA apUrva phAyadA pratyakSa dekhAya che ne? saMskRtine AryasaMskArane TakAva-pAlana A pejanA para nirbhara che ne? te AjanA viziSTa rakSaNa cagya kharI ne? kALane jhapATe, jamAnAnuM jaDatva spazI na jAya teTalI takedArI rAkhavI ne ? cIja jeTalI vadhu kiMmatI teTaluM ja rakSaNa adhika. sAcI kiMmata samajavI rahI. vastunA guNa doSa tenA svarUpe samajavA joIe. hIrAnuM mUlya lAkaDAne vepArI karaze ? senAnI parIkSA letuM TepanA karI zakaze? "ratna parIkSA pakhata ratna pradhAna paramArAdhya mahopAdhyAyajI kahe che jhaverAtanI parIkSA anubhavI jhaverI karI zake. sAdhupaNuM zuM che? dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva eTale zuM ? vidhi-niSedhanA mArga kyA? apavAda kyAM ane kyAre ? kSamya aparAdha karyo ane akSamya ? vyakitagata kSamA ane samaSTigata hitanI tulA, A badhAne taratamatA bhAve abhyAsa kene? abhyAsInI uMDI gaMbhIratAmAMthI jJAna meLavavAnI tAlAvelI keTalI? bAhoza jhaverI bAra mahinAmAM ja taiyAra thaI jAya? sevA e uttama guNa, samAja sevA zrI saMgha sevA-zAsana sevA-eka ekathI adhika khAmeza ane dIrya mAge.

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138 sAthe mA padhdhatinuM vizALa jJAna paNa joie. ekalu pustakagata nahi, anubhava ane para MparAgata samAcArI sAthenuM zarIranu eka aMga vikala banyuM che, sIvIlamAM batAvyuM. sarjarImAM TesTa karAbyA nakakI thayuM. sAmAnya pAka thAya che. davA ane TebleTasa ApyA. tathAprakAranA pApAye I na zakyuM. vadhatuM cAlyuM. Aparezana eka ja ilAja. Aparezana karyuM. pharIthI vikAragrasta te bhAga dUra kaye ja chuTakA ne ? nahi teA sArU e zarIra saDe ke nahi ? dudha vyApaka banatA marakI dvega phATI nIkaLe ke nahi ? zarIra mATe badhI kALajI. samAjanA ke zrI saMghanA bhAva zarIra mATe ? duniyAnA darajjo jethI vadhavAnA che. vizvanuM gaurava je vinA unnata mastake TakI zakavAnuM nathI te mahA saMsthA mATe narI upekSA. khAlI vANInA vilAsa be cAra kaTArA mAsikamAM ke dainikamAM, eka e bhASaNa pleTa parathI ane sASa. A paNa eka jAtanuM leAkara jana ne? samAjamAM sArA kahevAya ane 'pAmaratAnuM" DhAMkaNuM, pAmaratA' zabda bhAre kahevAya ? jarAe nahi. pavitratA'nA rakSaNanI prAyaH sadaMtara upekSA eTale ja pAmatA.' zrImad tIrthaMkara bhASita anuSkAnA kAne na game? e jene na game tene pAmara kahe ke nahi? te ja ja anuSThAnAnA rakSaka zrI caturvidha saMgha e ja zrI saMghanI chatI zaktie upekSA te pAmaratA nahiM ? korTamAM kesa cAlatA hoya. lAkhkhAnA prazna hoya ke presTijanA prazna hAya. keTalI cIvaTathI kALajI rakhAya ? TAImanA keTale bhAga apAya ? rAta divasa ciMtA keTalI?

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139 svapnamAM paNa eja taravare? sIvIla-sesana DIsTrIkaTa hAIkerTa ane suprIma sudhI pahoMcAyane ? varSo jAya paNa cheDAya? cheDAya eka pavitra zrI saMghanI vyavasthA. TAimane bhAre abhAva. dharma joIe te gamyuM nathI. zAsana haiye jammu nathI. tene vipakAra vicArAye nathI. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI gaNanI sarva zreSThatA haiye beThI nathI. tenI paramocca pavitratAnA mahAmUlya AtmAmAM aMkAyA nathI. nahi te sarvazreSTha zrAvaka kuLamAM janma, hAma-dAma ane dhAmanI puNya prApti, dhana-saMpattine pAra nahi. me ane presTIja pAra vinAnA, A badhAno sadupayoga kare che ? samAja paDate bela jhIle nahi? ane te paNa mahAsamAjanA, zrI saMghanA sthirIkaraNa mATe zAsana saMgata utthAna mATe! paNa te mATe zAsana zailInA abhyAsa mATe ! TAIma kayAMthI lAva ? mukhya mukhya gAma zahera ke nagaranA zrI saMghanA saMparka mATe TAIma kayAMthI lAve? pavitra pUnA satsaMgamAM AvI janA-mArga mATe TAIma kayAMthI lAva? niSpakSapAta banI zraddhAjIta hiMmata dAkhavavI paDe ne? sArUM sau lagADe ! khoTuM koNa lagADe? AvI taiyArIvALAne madhyama vargane sAtha meLava eTale ramata. madhyama varganA haiyA ALA. turta asara kare. svaprApta zaktine sadupayoga karavAnI taiyArI. puNyabaLa ochuM eTalI puNyavAn zradhdhALunI netAgirinI rAha joyA kare. samyam darzana, jJAna, cAritrANi mokSa mArga-e vizvakalyANanuM pavitratama mahAsUtra, A sUtrane dere guMthA

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140 elA saunI bhAvanA eka mArga eka. vyavahAra eka, amala zakita anusAra, | darzana -zAstra virUddha vAcAne svIkAre nahi, Teke Ape nahi. jJAna-rAgadveSanI vRtti vadhAranAra abhyAsane vidvattAne vakhoDI kADhe. cAritra-sadAcArathI dUra laI janAra harakeI pravRttine ukheDavA prayAsa kare. bApa dIkarA dIkarIne zANapaNathI samajAve. mArga para cAlavA preraNA kare, yogya sAdhane ja Ape. na mAne AMkha lAla kare. kaDakAI kare chatAM na ja mAne-udhdhata bane. anyane cepa lagADe te? kuTuMbamAMthI alaga kare, chevaTe ane na chUTake. paNa vizvanA cogAnamAM eno Dhare pahelethI ja na pITayA kare. dIkaro bhAre devuM kare tema che. kuTuMbane AphatamAM mUkI de tema che. chelI keTinA te prasaMge kAyadAnI rUe yegya zabdamAM jAherAta paNa karavI paDe ne? ane te jAherAtane samAja AvakAre ne? ane pAchaLa paNa bhAva dayA jIvatI hoya ne ? saMsAra prasaMgamAM "sAba bananAra AtmA dharma prasaMgamAM pAmara kema? samAjanA utthAnamAM raMgIle kema nahi? mahA samAjanI pavitratAnA rakSaNa mATe. ujamALa kema nahi? spaSTa zabdomAM kahevuM paDe ke AtmAne ane raMga nahi mATe. mahAzAsananI sanAtana sadA sukhakArI mahepAritA samajAI nathI mATe. bhAI, ApaNe zuM karIe? e te pUnA kAma pU kare. e te padasthAne mATe bhAra. pada pharamAve amArA vaDIla pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zIratAja che. zIra

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141 tAjanA uddagAro. arAjakatA bhArI che. koNa kenuM sAMbhaLe tema che? bhAvI yuga pradhAna para cheDI do. paNa karyo prayatna thaye. dIlathI-manathI zuddha niSpakSa janA pUrvaka be traNa varSa A pavitra kAma mATe teNe gALyA. keI DhaMgadhaDA vinAne mAtra dekhAvane prayatna thaye hoya te prayatna kahevAya ? jaina dharma pALatA samAjamAM Aje jJAna che. dhyAna che. samaja che. tyAga tapazcaryA ane vidvatA che. lekhana kaLA ane vakatavya kaLA che. zAstra siddhAMta ane AgamanuM uMDANa che. nyAya kAvya ane saMzodhana zakti che. pU. sAdhvI gaNamAM paNa sArA pramANamAM che. yuvaka ane yuvatiomAM aMze che ja. paNa A badhAnI jeTalI paNa TakAvArI che, tene samAjane subaddha lAbha maLe evI mArgastha janA? - ejyukeTeDa-zikSita vargane mArganI bhavyatA samajAya. haiye utare. sadAcAranI keDI pakaDavAnuM mana thaI jAya. Itine anupama siddhAMte tarapha AkarSaNa janma. A mATe zAstragata mArgo nathI ? che ja. zudha praNAlikAne nukazAna na pahoMce, zuddhatA tarapha sarvanuM mana khecAya. A mATe racanAtmaka te banavuM ja paDe ne? sukAvI mAM sau jamADe. dukALamAM jamADe te vIrale! saMskAra sarvanAzane Are pahoMcyA heya. dharmanA marma bhUlAtA heya-kriyAnA kAmaNa ochA thatAM hoya. jamAnAne jaDavAda vAjA vagADate AgaLa vadhatuM hoya tevA TANe niSkiya banI besI rahevuM, e narI pAmaratA nathI te bIjuM zuM ? je puNyAtmAo yathAzakti pavitratAnA rakSaNa mATe pracAra mATe prayatnazIla che, teo te vaMdana ane

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142 abhinaMdanane pAtra che ja. "pAmaratAnuM duHkha te niSkiyatAne che. keI vyaktigata AtmAne lAgI AvavAnuM kAraNa nathI. chatAM lAgI Ave te atmakalyANane mArga mokaLo bane che. sau kaI samAjanA agAnA haiyA mokaLA bane. pAmaratA bIcArI pAmara bane. pavitratA aMgeaMgamAM pragaTe. zrI saMgha tejasvI bane. te tejanA puNya pratApe vizvamAM zAMti sukha ane samAdhi vyApaka bane eja mahecchA. pU. zramaNa saMsthA ane vartamAna vAgha dekhAya re bApalIyA vAgha dekhAya. nadInA bane kinAre vAgha ! A be cAra varU ane te zaheramAM pharatA ! khalAsa duniyA khalAsa! bacavAne keI Are ja nahi, bacAvo re bacAve ! mA bApa keIpaNa rIte bacAve ! bee buma mArI. pAMce pokAra karyo. pacIse paDakAranI vAta karI. so baso ekaThA thayA. vAta karI, vinoda karyo. TharAva ghaDyA. pasAra karyA. jANe duniyA sara karI. sau saune ghera. kudarata kare mahera, thAya lIlA lahera. vaLI theDI halIcalI. miTIga bharAIne vikharAI che thaI traNa thaI. cauthIe coka purANe nahi. karo veravikhera.

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mAIza. zaherI ane pAra nathI karIne 143 baLatuM ghara kRSNArpaNa, zaherIone sAtha nathI. nagarapAlikA bedhyAna che. amArI jahematane pAra nathI. uttara dakSiNathI AvyA. pUrva pazcimathI AvyA. vAte karIne vegaLA thayA. bhAre thaI, bhAI bhAre. pAyAmAM purANa nahi. caNataramAM na maLe cune ke ITa. mATInA Dhagane mahela, ane kaDaDabhUsa. vagara avAje ne vagara AMcake. haiyA vinAnI hAma. mAkhyA vinAnI phALa. phurasada vinAnI khAlI vAte. jagatabharamAM ajoDa sarvazreSTha parama pavitra zramaNa saMsthA eTale? Arya saMskRtinA mugaTamaNisama vizvakalyANakara pAvanakArI paramatatva. pite tare ane parane tAre. sarvane sugrAhya, AdaraNIya padArtha pATha zIkhave. vizvane vyavahAra zuddha nItithI cAle. AtmAnI aNamela milkata AtmA pichANe. pragaTa karI zake. paramapadane pAme. eja ene Adarza. - anAdikAlIna ane Ama paramAtmA yugAdIzvarathI pracalita A mahAna saMsthA. paMcamakALa, dravya kSetra, bhAvanI thayelI kAramI asaro dukALa-bhayaMkara bAravatI Adi duSkALanA paMjAmAMthI pasAra thaI pAMgarelI lIlIchama vADI. vADImAM ghusI gayA pAMca paMdara gaNaveSadhArI, amuka vyaktio puratI A vAta. tene caDAvI dIdhI hiMDaLe. vAyu vadhe ane ghena caDhe. ghenamAM te bhAI, kaMInuM kaMI thAya. emAM keIne vAMka kema kaDhAya ? puNyazALI AtmAone dharmanI zAsananI lAgaNI thAya ja thAya. thAya mATe te puNyazALI. mATe te AgevAna ane agresara, dhyeya suMdara, tamannA. prazaMsanIya. paNa dhIrajane abhAva.

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144 mArga paddhatinA prAyaH khyAla nahi. vastunA u'DANumAM utaravAnA teA TAima ja nahi. vAtAvaraNane mApavAmAM mAne nahi. nAnAone sAMbhaLI vicAravAnI udAratA nahi. kaMIka sArU karI chuTavuM e ja dhUna. dhUnamAMthI dhyAnastha dazA pragaTI nahiM, dIvALInA dIpaka pragaTayA nahi, AMdhI ulTI vadhI. pavana jorathI phuMkAyA. ane ati Avazyaka kAryanI dIvAdAMDI dekhAtI baMdha thai. ane paristhiti jaise the.' chatAM ciMtA nahi, nirAzA nahui khela bhale gayeA. khelADI badhA jIvaMta che. kheladIlIthI khela khelavA hAya tA, zAsananI sAcI dAjha haiyethI na gai hAya tA. nAmanA ane kI`inA rasIyA' AmAM kAma nahiM, AmAM kAma che haiyAdhAraNatuM. paristhitinA abhyAsakanuM zAsanarazailIne samajanAranuM agara samajavA tayAra rahenAranu . pUjyeAne paricaya sAdhe. eka, be, traNa pherA jarUra paDe te ceAthI vAra paNa. pUrepurA TAIma kADhIne, kAMDA ghaDIALa sAme najaravALA na phAve. sukha duHkha pUjyeAnA jANavA tatpara rahe. zakaya sAdhanAthI samAdhi ApavA takedArI rAkhe. AMtarika AMTIghuMTInA ukela kare. upAsaka vargoMmAM peThelI khoTI mAnyatAone miTAvavA tanateADa prayatna kare. sAtha saunA meLave, tAga pAte kADhe. mArga meLave ane sucAgyane cidha sAthe sarvAMgI maLaze. kAma saphaLa banaze, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAze nirjarAnA pAra nahi. ekala vidvAra kALa prayeAgya nathI ja. chatAM tenI pAchaLa paNa vajuda vinAnA kAraNeA paDayA che. zakaya prayatne dUra karAya tema che. sIttera TakAnI saphaLatA AMkha sAme che.

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145 paNa nyAyanI tulAnuM dharaNa svIkAravuM paDaze. pavitra mahA mAone zAMta citte sAMbhaLavA paDaze. gurUsthAne rahelA pUne paMpALavA paDaze. ALA thayela e haiyAne zAMta karavA paDaze. zarIra-saMghayaNa baLa nabaLA banatA jAya che. dezanI katrima bhIMsa bhAre bharaDo jamAvI rahI che. prAyaH keI bacyuM nathI. keInA tana-dhana te keIne AtmA. mana te sarvanA mALave zuM paNa tALave ja cUMTI rahe che. kayAre zuM thaze te kaI kaLI zakatuM nathI. davAo ane TrITamenTa gajabanAka kharcALa, navya rogone pedA karanArI. jaldIthI yama dhAmamAM pahoMcADanArI. AvA bhayaMkara vAvaMToLamAM janmela-ucharela kaMIka sArA saMskAra pAmelA pUrvanA prabaLa puSpage, vItarAgavANInA pratApe ejyukezananI aMdhakAra chAyAmAMthI uThI. sAdhu saMthAmAM praveze che. A vAta harapaLe AMkha sAme ane kaI paNa AMTI ghATInA ukela sAme manamAM ramatI rahevI joize. bhayaMkara keTine vikArI vilAsa yuga-AjanA ejyukezanathI otapreta. gharanA pavitra vAtAvaraNathI saMskAra jAgRta rahela-sukhI-sArA sukhI yuvAna-yuvatio. A pavitra paMthe zraddhA saMvegathI bharyA bharyA haiye pagalA mAMDe. te mahAbhAga AtmAonA zakaya vikAsa mATe AtmonnatinA sopAna para caDaye ja jAya. te mATe keTale bhega Apa joIze! A mATe zAsana-samAja ane dharmanA uMDA abhyAsI AtmAonI jarUra kharI ke nahi? te mATe TAmane ane lakSmIne pUrepUre bhoga ApanAra lamInaMdananuM kayuM jutha

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che bhArata varSanA koIpaNa bhAgamAM? khAnadAna kuTuMbanA ati sukhI yuvAna haiyAvALA pacIsa-mAtra pacIsa AtmAo bhega Apaze? pacIsa lAkhanA zrI jaina ve. mU. pUjaka vargamAM ATalI AzA na rakhAya ? keNa kahe che astavyastA nathI janmI zrI caturvidha saMghamAM ? hakIkatane chupAvavI eTale satyane hAsa. satyane hAsa eTale zAsana pratye pratyAghAta bevaphAdArI kahIe te AkarUM gaNAya. sAthe ja pAMca sAta TakAne pacAsa TakA gaNavA gaNAvavA ema hA pratyAghAta, IrAdA vagaranuM kAvatru banI jAya. eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. lekhakane bhUtapUrva paryAya pAlItANAmAM navANuM yAtrAne AnaMda mAnate hate. sAthI ArAdhaka sAthe jaMgama yAtrA zarU karI. eke eka dhamazALA. prAyaH kei eriDa ke rUma bAkI nahi. pU. sAdhu sAdhvI gaNana sAre e paricaya thaye. tapA-pAyacaMda ke kharatara sarvanuM haiyuM AnaMda vibhera banI gayuM. 80 TakA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI. saMyama-tapa-svAdhyAyanI ArAdhanAmAM ulaTabharyA. temAMe pU. sAdhvI gaNone tapa, svAdhyAya mAthuM halAvI nAkhe! paNa keIne AMkhe A kema caDhatuM nahi hoya ? ke pachI yAdazI dRSTiH tAdazI sRSTiH ? eka pU. kamaLaprabhAzrI sAvI che. prAyaH 30 thI 32 varSanA. 9 kare cevihAra chaThThathI. dareka chaThe sAta yAtrA. pAraNAnI tAlAvelI nahi. pAraNe eka yAtrA te kharI ja. svAthya ane svAdhyAya suMdara, dhanya tapobaLa dhanya zAsana?

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147 have bAkInA 20 TakAmAMthI 10 TakA mAtra sahArA ane huMpha mAMge. maLe te 80 TakAmAM bhaLI paNa jAya, bAkInA 10 TakAmAMthI pa TakA sAdhya paNa kaSTa sAdhyuM. bAkInA 5 TakA teA jJAnInA jJAnamAM hoya te kharU, te pa ke 7 TakA khAtara jAheramAM mAna tAraka saMsthAne nakhaLI pADavI ? ke pelA 20 mAMthI 15 ne premathI sthAne lAvavA yatnazIla banavuM, ane 80 mAMnA keAi jarAe sIdAya nahiM. asamAdhi pAme nahi tenI paripUrNa sakriya kALajI rAkhavI ? naphA tATAnu dhAraNa niSNAtAne hAtha. koI kahe A badhuM pUjyeAne hAtha. kAi kahe pUjyeAthI kAMi nahi bane, e teA pUjakamAMthI kei mATIna lyuthara nikaLaze. zAMta thAe bhAi zAMta. pUjye paNa joize ane pUjaka paNa joize. mArTIna lyutharanI dhagaza paNa joize. eka hAthathI tAlI nahi paDe. khAmeAza gaMbhIratA, nyAyanipuNapaNuM ane vizALa joize. ethIe vizeSa TAimanA paripUrNa bhAga joIze. jIvana caicchAvara karavuM paDaze. Ajanu kahevAtu svarAjya, sukhanu ke duHkhanuM dhAma, te te tame jANA, te meLavavAmAM 20 varSe, ane vikasA vavAmAM bIjA 20 pura thavAM AvyA. ane vizvakalyAgure A mahAzAsana sa` suMdara tattvAne bhUta khajAnA, sArvatrika vijJAnanuM sukha ane zAMti mAtranuM ja sa ke. temAM patharAelI AchI pAtaLI astavyastatA ane pAyAnI avyavasthA TALavAne e du cAra varSInA paNa ekAMta bhAga nahi ? dhananI AmAM jAjerI jarUra nathI. chatAM haze teA Dhaga admahAbIjaka

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148 mukhya jarUra che, tana ane mananI vAraMvAra kahevAnuM - lakhavAnuM mana thAya che sathI viziSTa jarUra che e va nivRtta anI zAsananA kAmamAM lAgI javAnI, lagaNI lAgIre mane zAsananI lagaNI huM te banI gayo mATI milkatanA dhaNIH A bhAvanAthI ota prAta haiyA sArA sukhI dhIenA khanavA joize. te ja zAsana surakSita rahI sa rakSaNa sadA mATe anya raheze. paNa pAMca-pacIsa ke pacAsa lAkhane AsAmI erakanDIzanamAM besI vicAre ke AvA kAmamAM jhaMpalAvAthI samAjamAM sukhIyA tA banAya. DelIkeAlTara ke cArTarDa e plenamAM miTIga eTenDa karI hAratArA laI vidAya thAya. kAma sudhare nahi vaNase kharUM. sAdhaktA janme nahi. bAdha ktA ADamAgI ane A te| mAtra hakIkata che. nahi TIMkA ke TIpaNu, nahi hAsya ke mRdu prahAra, pASANu haiyAne halAvavAnA haLave prayAsa kahe te nA naThuiM. uMghatAne jagADavAnI Ahuleka kaheA te paNa mAra ane vivekabharI vinaMti kahe te paNa majura A mATe zuM karavuM ane kayA kayA upAyo levA? kaiNu kayAM ne kevI rIte sahAyaka banI zake? pU. sAdhu saMsthAmAM kevI rIte vicArapravAha vahete karavA? temAM kevA abhyAsanI ane anubhavInI sahAya joI ze ? keNu kayA sTeje sAtha Apaze ? keNu atyAra sudhInI pravRttithI ubhagI gayA che? ane taddana upekSAvALA che? ane keNu pari sthitithI samasamI uThayA che ? AvuM AvuM saghaLuM vicA

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1429 ravA, samajavA, sAtha levA ane ApavA je puNyAtmAe taiyAra haze ane thaze te pavitra AtmAene patra dvArA ane rUbarU prAyAgya parasparanI vicAraNAthI, ane pUjayAnI sahAcathI saghaLu e prApta thaze ema niHsa Mdeha haiyA dhAraNu rAkhavI. tArU tArU e tIratha tArU tAra tArUM re e tIratha tArU, lAge mune ati pyArUM. sevuM bhAve sadA sukha kArU', bhavajaLa taravA sArU. sAdA zabdomAM suMdara bhAva, bhAva eTale AtmAnA prakAza. bhAva eTale unnatinu pagathIyu. bhAva eTale sad vicAranI zreNI. zukala dhyAnanI zreNie caDhavAnu prathama pamathIyu' eTale bhAva. bhAva jAgRta karavA-bhAva pedA karavA, karavAnI che tI yAtrA, tI ane yAtrA e jainAnI jAgati jyeta, dhanavAnane game garIbane game. vRddhone vahAlI lAge. cuvAnAne AnaMda Ape. bALakane hu na mAya evI tI cAtrA. tAre e tI, zemAMthI tAre-zemAMthI pAra utAre ? taLAvamAM DukhatAne keAi tAre. nadImAMthI ke sAgaramAMthI bahAra kADhe, paNa tI kevI rIte tAre ? tI eTale zu?

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150 tItha eTale tarIne ThAma karavAnA ArA, tItha zrI tIkare sthApyuM. sarvAMna-sa`dazI prabhuzrIe sthApyuM. vItarAga prabhuzrI eTale rAgadveSa ane mehathI tadna alagA, na kAinA para khuza thAya na nAkhuza. ane tAre badhA bhavyAtmAone. kamAla che ne vAta? vItarAga ane tAraka. kharekhara vItarAga ja tAraka manI zake, vItarAga ja sava jAtanA sukhanA denArA banI zake, ahiMyA ja khUbI che. tArakanA tInI. tInI mahattA tAravAmAM rahelI che ane yAtrAnI mahattA taravAmAM rahelI che. taravAnuM mana kene thAya ! DUbatA haiAya, bhayabhIta hAya, acavu hoya tene ja taravAnuM -pAra utaravAnuM mana thAya ne? ATalIja vAta haice besI jAya te te tItha yAtrA' AtmAna kalyANa mATe anerUM sAdhana banI ja jAya. anAdi kALathI AtmA sasAramAM janma-maraNanA kAramA bhayaMkara duHkhA bhogavI rahyo che. mAtAnA garbhomAM Ave tyArathI maraNa sudhInA sukhI mANasanA du:khAnu lIsTa karavAmAM Ave te paNa haiyuM kAMpI uM. zarIra dhrujI uThe, paNa e lIsTa tarapha dhyAna kayAM jAya che ? je AtmAne A du:khAthI chuTavAnuM mana thAya, tene mATe bhagavate tItha mA matAvela ja che, ane te mAnA eka prakhaLa sAdhana tarIke tIyAtrA' nA ThAma ThAma guNu gavAya che. dhRtarA paNa tI yAtrAne sArUM mahattva Ape che. te janme jaina kuLAcAre paNa jaina kaima mahatva na Ape? temAMe saMsAranA svarUpanA jANu AtmA e teA tAraka tItha dekhe ane haiyuM nAcI uThe. nAcI uThe enA tanamadana ane AtmA,

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11 bhagava ta zrI RSabhadeve, prabhu zrI pArzvanAthe; zAsanapati mahAvIre sva. zAsananI sthApanA karI. mahA zAsana eTale tI, tI eTale mahA AjJA. mahAsaMskRtinI sa`kAlIna sthApanA eka sarakhI. enI Adi nahi enA aMta nahiM. AvA mahAtIrthane pAmavA karavAnI che. tItha yAtrA. zrImada tIrthaMkaradevAnA janma, dIkSA; kevaLajJAna ane meAkSagamananI pavitra bhUmie, prabhuzrInI vihAra bhUmie, saMkhyAta-asaMkhyAtA anatA AtmAe muktie padhAryA. janma-maraNanA aMta karyo. ajanmA banI. TruDanA sadAne mATe tyAga karyo, anaMta sukhamAM kAyama mATe vilasI rahyA. te saghaLIe tI bhUminI spanA vaMdanA pUjanA eTale tI yAtrA. pavitra rajakaNAthI pavitra bhAvanA jAge. megneTA emba pesIphIka mahAsAgaramAM kuTe. tenI asara dUra dUranA kAjhmAsamAM thAya, havAmAna pharI jAya, go ane aneka vyAdhio pedA thAya, pArAvAra khaLabhaLATa pedA thAya. tI yAtrAne savAi bhAva-megneTA jhIMkAya. haiyAmAM Atasa The. AtmA prajavalI uThe. anAdi kALanA anaMta ka kaMpI uThe. keIkanA sadatara nAza thAya. roga, cAka, mehanA utpAdaka aNue bhAge ja jAya, bhAge ja jAya. jJAnanA prakAza patharAya. ajJAna verAI jAya. nAthanI ALakha thAya. pIchAna thAya. sAcA prItama para prIti jAge. prItamanA pyAramAM ekatAna thAya. AtmAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya. prItamanA pAse paheAMcavAnI tAlAvelI janme. nAthanI, nAthanA zAsananI AjJAe samajavA sajAga ane, sadgurUnI zeAdha thAya.

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152 sadagurU maLe ane bhavanI bhIti TaLe. nAvika sabaLa maLe saMsArane Aro AvI maLe. saMsAra eTale Adhi-ciMtAno sAgara, saMsAra eTale vyAdhiregene pahADa. saMsAra eTale upAdhi-ja jALanI mahAjALI. AtmA eTale sadAnI jIvatI jata-satAtmA eTale anaMta jJAnane khajAne-ciMdra AtmA eTale AnaMda sukhane sadAne bhoktA. saccidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAaAje ribAI rahyo che. pilAI rahyo che. duHkhanA dariyAmAM taraphaDI rahyo che. janma-maraNanA bihAmaNa cakkaramAM phasAI paDaye che. phasAmaNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA tIrtha e sAdhana che. sAdhananI najadIka javuM e yAtrA che. tIrthayAtrA eTale duHkhanuM visarjana. tIrthayAtrA eTale tIrthakarane oLakhavA, | tIrthakara eTale AtmAnuM zudhdha svarUpa. anaMta jJAnadarzana, sukha-zaktinuM pragaTIkaraNa. AtmAnI saMpUrNa ta jIvatI-jAgati ane kene tAratI. dareka bhavyAtmAne anaMta zakti-sukha pragaTa karavAne saMpUrNa hakkamArga batAve tIrthakara. mArga sAdhe te sAdhaka. jaina zAsana te mArga-sAdhana. duHkha-mukti te sAdhya. - sAdhyanuM eka vizALa sAdhana tIrthayAtrA. tIrtha yAtrA eTale vepAra-dhaMdhAnI jhaNajhaTathI zAMti. zAMta citte AtmAnuM avalokana. nazvara lakSmIthI zAzvata sukhanI prApti, lakSmI paranI mUchone utAra. vinazvara vizvanI oLakha, sadAsthAyI-AtmAnI apUrva zaktine khyAla. "cha" "6-rI pALatA zrI saMghanI tIrthayAtrAne AjanA kALamAM bahulatayA abhAva. abhAva jape bhAvananA hAsa

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153. mAMthI. nimitta banyA saMyoga. saMyoge sajya kRtrima taMgIe. kAyadAnI kAramI cuMgAle. khera AtmA ApaNe svAdhIna che. sAdhanane sadupayega, durUpayoga ApaNe AdhIna che. eraplena ke helIkepTara. kAra ke TeIna. svataMtra ke samuhamAM karavuM che Atma sAdhana. pAdavihAra-page cAlatA javAnI suMdara pravRtti. e sivAyanI pAMca pa-rIte palAyane? ulaTI vadhAre sugamatAthI paLAya. paNa pALavI hoya te ne? "te eTale savA kaLazIne keyaDo ! mULamAM ja vadhe che. "tIrthayAtrA" ne bhavya Azaya bhUlAte javAya che. ogha prema-gatAnagatika kuLagata zraddhA ubhA che te anumodanIya che. paNa ajJAnanI AMdhi vadhatI ja jAya; ane "reDa signala" na dharAya te? kare che teTaluM karavA de ne. nAhaka eTaluM karatAya baMdha thaI jaze. A te kAMI samajavAnI vAta che? karanAra te enI rIte kare che ane karavAnA paNa che. paNa pAse AvanArane, paricayamAM AvanArane suyogya AtmA sAcI vAta, sAcuM dhyeya, sAco mArga na samajAve ? badhA samajI javAnA nathI e te be du cAra jevI vAta che paNa samaje tevA paNa che ne? samajIne yathAzakita amalamAM mUke tevA paNa che ne ? chatI zaktie amalamAM na mUkavAnA duHkhane haiye dhAraNa karanArA paNa che ja. samajaNa e te AtmAnuM mULa ghara che. te AtmAne pitAnuM ghara te batAvavuM ne? rIjharva DabbAmAM ke spezyala TenamAM tIrtha karanAra bhAgyazALI AtmAo ATaluM te karI zake ne? roja ekAsaNuM besaNuM nahi te tithie? te nahi te yAtrA

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154 kALamAM deDheka mAsa rAtri bhejanane sadaMtara tyAga. savA2mAM nAnAmAM nAnI ApaNa nekArazI ane te te vaLI kevI! tAmalI tApasanA sAITha hajAra varSanA tapa karatA paNa caDhe tevI gajaba che ne A vAta, mahAzAsanamAM badhI AvI ja ajaba-gajabanI vAte bharI che ! jANavI che? darzana pUjA, bhAvanA zAMta citte karavA. dhakamaka, dhamAla ke dhAMdhalathI AghA rahevuM. sarva yAtrika sAthe mIThAzathI belavuM. asatya ke mAyAthI bolavuM ja nahi, A te saraLa ane kharca vinAnI majhenI vAta. je tIrtha najadIka AvatuM hoya tene pUrva ItihAsa jANavA prayAsa karo. zakita hoya te tanamana dhana ane TAImano bhega. ati sevAbhAva khIlavave. sevA te Aje yuvAnanuM vrata gaNAya che ne ? paNa prabhu zrIe yAvacca guNane apratipAti sAdhu mahAtmAo mATe paNa kahyo ja che. sumadhura kaMThe gavAtA bhAvanAvAhI stavana-sajhAye cAlu Tene paNa guMjyA ja kare ne? gappA mAravAnI Teva te ekadama na TaLI jAya. paNa gappAmAM hAya, mahAsatI ane puNyAtmAonI tAraka puNya kathAo. emAMthI maLe daDhatA-vIratA ane zraddhAne supuMja. naphA vinAnI nAnI vAta nahi naphA vinAne vepAra nahi - vaNika prAyaH khoTane vepAra kare nahi. khoTa jAya te haiyuM baLIne khAkha thAya. pAMcaso kharca ne puNya-bhAthuM bAMdhyA vinA pAcho Ave? bhagavAnane pitAnA banAvyA vinA gharamAM pese ? meja, vilAsa, ramata-gamata, pAnagaMjIphA, TIkhaLa-tephAna, zetruMja-saMgaThIthI pApane puMja ekaTho kare? pAMcase sAtasAnuM pANI ane uparathI khoTanI

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155 kamANI? peTa te kevI? tIrthe kareluM pApa zatagaNuM banI valepa thAya. tIrtho kevA kevA suMdara-sohAmaNA svargIya che? dakSiNamAM jAva, "kupAkamAM mANijya svAmI, adbhuta yugAdIzvara deva. sAthe ja lasaNIyAmAMthI nipajAvelA "mahAvIra svAmI. bhAratavarSamAM na maLe jeDI. udhdhapAsane alaukika AnaMda ApatI karmone kApatI mUti. "aMtarIkSane ItihAsa te addabhUta che ja. ane ajImagaMja Adi sthaLe nIlama, mANeka ane ratnamaya pratimAo pUrva jenI zraddhA ane jAhojalAlIne AMkha sAme khaDI kare che. kAzI-banArasa, bhadainI ane bhagavaMta pArzvanAtha, ApaNA prANa pyArA zrI zaMkhezvarajI, "pAvApurI eTale vIravibhunI dezanA-mokSagamana ane agnidAhanA traNa bhavya pratiko. ane peluM navya-bhavya saMgemaramaranuM azaka vRkSa ane thaturmukha bhagavAna. kamAla che darzana ! zrI zikharajI eTale jenenuM sArvabhauma prAcIna zikhara. zrI pArzvanAthajInI pAdukAnI gaganacuMbI devakulikA eTale AtmAnI zaktine sAkSAtkAra. zAmaLA pAnAtha ane nava vIza biMba. basa dharma ane AtmA sivAya kAMI nathI. khAna-pAna ke vepArI nokarI e to zarIrane TakAvavAnA sAdhana, sAdhanAne kAMI sAdhya banAvAya? AvuM uccAre ane yathAzakti amalamAM mUke e sAce yAtrika. kalakattAmAM bAbunuM derAsara-zItaLanAtha prabhu. kAjaLane badale kezara Apate akhaMDa dIve. e dIvAnI jyota

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156 sa yAtrikAnA hRdayane pILA kezarIyA raMge raMge. karmAMnI kAjaLatA dUra kare. zAsanapati zrI mahAvIradevanA kalyANaka ane vihAranI bhUmi bihAra, eTale vihAra, rAjagRhI ane nAlaMdA. jyAM thayA cauda cauda cAmAsA, nAthanA caraNa rajathI pavitra pAMca pahADa. AvA kalikAlanA viSane haravAmAM nAgamaNisama tI. sane te tAre. bhAvanAnA pUramAM khece, saMsAra ane AtmAnA asalI svarUpanuM bhAna karAve. kama nirjarA thAka baMdha thAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAthA baMdhAya sau sad gatinA bhAjana ane, A bhava ane parabhavamAM sAdhaka sukhamAM vilase. dhIme dhIme paNa muktinA bhaktA bane. e rIte tInA parama jiMtra vAtAvaraNathI pavitra ane. yAtrAne sAcI yAtrA banAvI Dhe. tana-mananI lAlIne khIlave. AtmAnu' bhAva-AreAgya prApta kare, anyAne paNa tItha yAtrA karAvI sAdharmika bhAvane khIlave. vizvabharamAM tAraka tIrthonI tAraka yAtrAnA sughASa bajAve ane sva-para kalyANane sAthe eja abhilASA. == * tapa, tyAga ane bhAvanA vItarAga bhagavaMtanA advitIya mahAzAsananI eka eka vAta vizvanA sAcA saundaryane vadhAranArI che. tattvajJAna

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157 hoya ke vizva vyavasthAnu khyAna hoya ghaDIbhara maMtramugdha banAvI de che, temAM paNa kama sidhdhAMtanI jhINavaTa jyAre chaNAya che tyAre te keAI paNa nirAgrahI sajjana tenA para vArI jAya che. A sarvAM viziSTa vicAraNAnuM dhyeya AtmAne anAdvikAlIna baMdhanamAMthI cheDAvI, sa`kAlIna mukta dazAmAM mukavAnuM che. te mATe bhAvanA' e sArvIya sAdhana che. te bhAvanA jyAre tenA utkRSTa rUpamAM samatva pAme che tyAre AtmA sid-mukta-nirjana nirAkAra bane che. bhAvanAnuM utpati sthAna tyAga che. tyAga vinA bhAvanA sAkAra banatA nathI. tyAga vinA AtmAnI bhavyatAsAcI suMdaratA pragaTa thatI nathI. tyAga bhAvanAnuM khullu pratika che. tyAga pAchaLanI bhAvanA jIjIA rUpe ramatI hAya che. bhAvanA AMtaralakSI ane mAhyalakSI ema be rUpe mukhyatayA saMbhavita che. tyAganA aneka prakAra ane aneka bhUmikAe hAya che. te tyAgane tejasvI banAvavA tapa e moTI sarANa che. tapanA vividha prakAromAM mukhyatayA bAra prakAra subadhdha che sajJa-sadazI vItarAga bhagavaMteAnI te anAdikAlIna prasAdI che. te prasAda recaka-pAcaka-uttejaka ane ThAraka che. prazAMta rasane vAhaka ane TvAra-bhayaMkara kamenA vinAzaka che. ATalI nAnI sarakhI prastAvanA bAda tapa-tyAga-ane bhAvanAnA triveNI saMgama kevI rAsAyanika kriyA pedA kare che, kevA Azcaryajanaka pariNAmeA nipajAve che, ane AtmAne keTa-keTalA uMcA sTeje muke che, vizva sakaLamAM kevA sukha zAMti ane samAdhi sarje che te joIe.

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158 vizvanI koI pazu pavitra kriyA vyakti ke samuhanA kalyANunA mATe zarU thAya che, tyAre te vizvanA paramANu emAM eka viziSTa halIcalI pedA kare che. AjanA 'aNuyuga'nA jamAnAmAM A vAtane sAbIta karavAnI jarUra nathI. sUryanA kiraNA kevA kevA pariNAme nipajAvI zake che te 'ekasa re'nA yugamAM samajAvavuM paDe? vizva vatsala sarvajJa paramAtmAe vizvanA sAya kalyANa mATe je siddhAntA sthApyA, je kriyA batAvI te mATe je mArga yeAjyA te keTalA badhA unnatikArakapragati sAdhaka hatA ane che te te AjanuM vijJAna ja sAbIta karye jAya che. ane bAbA vAya pramANabhU siddha thatu jAya che. jarA haiyu khAlI juve te khalakanA khela pratyakSa dekhAya ema che. * bhAvanA pradhAna tyAga ane tyAgapradhAna tapa e sajJa zAsananI satya ane saceATa anAdi kAlIna zudhdha praNAlikA che. mukti prAptinA svaccha ane saraLa saidhdhAntika mA che mATe ja triveNI saMgamanA pAyA para mahelanuM caNatara karavu che. * tapa mukhyatAe bAra prakAranA. tenA paNa e bheda. bAhya ane abhyaMtara. bAhyathI AMtara khIle. AMtara bAhyane vega Ape. keTalA suMdara meLa! AMtara ane bAhya tyAgane dIpAve. tyAganuM rakSaNa kare, cAritranu` kavaca ane. bAhya tapa AMtara tapanuM sAdhaka sAdhana che. AMtara tapa eTale AtmAnA mULabhUta svakIya guNeAne pragaTa karanAra, mATe ja te abhyaMtara tapa. parasparanI sAdhya sAdhakatA adbhuta che. sanA zAsanamAM nAnA meTA anuSThAnA ane

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159 prakriyA tANAvANAnI mAphaka guthAela che. mATe ja para spara pUraka bane che. sAmAnya dekhAtI derAsarajImAM ghaTa' vagADavAnI kriyA keTalI gajaba, keTalI ajaba ? vaijJAnika prakriyAthI keTalI bharapUra ? keTaleA uMcA Azaya enI pAchaLa ? bAhya tapanA cha prakAramAM prathama 'anazana' eka pherAnuM, be pherAnuM bhAjana, agara divaseA sudhInu bhAjana ane zakti hAya tA 'pANI' paNa cheDavuM te zA mATe ? 'AhAra' puDI'ga eja sava upAdhinuM-doDAdoDInuM mULa che mATe ne? AhAra vinA keTalA divasa cAle ? ugra tapasvI mahAtmA hAya te kadAca cha mAsa calAvI paNa zake, paNa pAchu ekAda divasa suku lakhu paNa dehane ApavuM paDe, nahi A nAkara deha' joitu AtmasAdhaka kAma Ape nahi. tA pachI zeTha' banI beThela anyAnA deha' tA jIbhane vaza. enA e``nA pAra nahi. ane Tuku puNya hukamanA amala thavA na de. joi le pachI kambakhtI. e kambakhtI TALavAne paNa 'anazana'nI takti gharamAM manamAM ane AtamarAmamAM lagAve ja chUTakA. ane temAMe AjanA bhayaMkara kRtrima taMgInA ubhA karAyela 'hrAu'nA kALamAM ? kALathI, krodhathI ane maraNathI khacavA mATe paNa 'anazana' vadhu prekaTIsa mAge ne ? bhayaMkara keTinA durdhyAna ane pradezathI macavAnu` AnAthI kayuM uttama sAdhana maLaze ? anazana'ne khIlavanAra-pASanAra ane aneAkhA Apa ApanAra enI mAjAI sagI saheAdarA che. enA zuddhasvaccha ane nirvikArI prema anupama, jagatamAM joTo jaDe

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160 nahi. bhAi karatA mhena bhAre cakera ane cabarAka, rUpaguNu ane saundaryaMmAM paNa enI sarasAi kAi nA karI zake. mahemAnane khavarAve svAgata sArU kare ane sadA taMdurastInA AzirvAda varasAve, anazanane te e kadI bhUle ja nahi. game evA mADIjAyAne kema visarAya. uNAdarikA'enu nAma. jevI saraLa tevI ja rIzALa, ene chaMcheDIne kAI sukhI na thAya. tUrta ja vaidya Do, ne zaraNe mekale. AkaLa vikaLa karI muke bhalI DAya te aThavADIyuM maganA pANI para rAkhe. ene rAjI rAkhe tenI jIvanabhara kALajI rAkhe. tejasvI banAve kAMtimAna rAkhe. bhAre be mAthAnI, paNa mAyALu paNa teTalI ja. tapasvIene enI sAthe ghaNI prIti. pUrvI pAraNAmAM ane uttara pAraNAmAM enuM sthAna sadA emanA haiyAmAM, eka rUDha ane bezaka saMpUrNa satya mAnyatA ke jenA haiyAmAM e tenA 'anazana' tapa nirALAdhavRddhigata ane mahAprANanA pUraka enI khUbI tA jue traNa--ATha ke dRza ane taduparAMtanA upavAsI-anazanI AtmAnA zarIra mana ane AtmAne evA nirmULa taMdurasta-sughaDa banAvI de ke ema. DI. ane epha. Ara. sI. esa. paNa herata pAmI jAya. bhAre nakazIkArI A mahilA. 'uNAdarikA' rahe sadA praphullU, enI prItimAM gumAvavAnuM kAMi nahi ane kamANInA pAra nahi. sAta pulakAnI Atasa bhUkha che. pAMca ke cha khA, seA TakA sAcI kSudhA uThI che. saMpUrNa-sArA divasanuM' eka TaMkanu anazana nathI pAlave ema, 80 TakA AhvAra

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161 peTane Apa. jaTharAgni teja raheze. pAcanakriyA vikRta thaze nahiM. lIvara nela kanDIzana bhogavaze. lehI puratA pramANamAM banaze, jJAna tatu thAkaze nahi. tAgIne anubhava ane thaze. AtmA jJAna, dhyAna ane svAdhyAyamAM pAvaradhA banI jaMze, ane duniyA rukti thai joyA karaze. tapanA TIkAkhArAne A camarAja mahilA jaDabAteADa javAma Ape che. tamArA kAka saMbaMdhI bhUlathI mArA anAdara karI zake. ane tame mArA mAlika pitA 'tapane vageravavA nIkaLI paDeA che ? keTalu bhAre che ajJAna tamArU` ? keTale vicitra karmabaMdhaka anAdara che tAraka tapeAdhama tarapha tamArA? cUpa rahe, vastunA mULa svabhAvane samajo, TIkAkhAra banavAne badale sAcA TIkAkAra ane." tyAM te vRtti sakSepa' nAmanA trIjo bheda bherI vagADe che. muMjhAva nahi. huM madada karavA taiyAra chuM. mArI madadathI 'uNAdarikA' prasannamanA banaze, 5darane badale pAMca cIjathI calAveA, acchera zAkane sthAne pAzerathI prapullatA anubhave, bekArIne bhAra keDa bhAMgaze nahiM. jarUrIyAto thakavaze nahi. khetAja bAdazAhanI mAphaka rahI zakaze, ane AtmAne pApanA bhArathI bacAvI zakaze. kamAla vAta che. vizeSe karIne AjanI bekAra duniyA mATe paNa AjanI jarUrIyAtee mAjhA mUkI che. pachI te khAnapAnanI hAya mAjaze khanI heAya ke bhogapabhoganI hAya, meATA bhAganI tA taddana niraka ane bhAre kharcALa. dekhAdekhInI javALAthI A mATe bhAga dugdha banI rahyo che. puNyanA

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162 azinA kAMIka udaye baMgalA bAMdhI bahAra rahelAnI ame TuDenTI te ja rekaDA mAMge. kayAMthI lAve ? ane na lAve te baMgalAvALA tarIkenI pijhIzana kema sacavAya ? khAnagI lena Ape. sarakArI lena bharapAI kare. bhayaMkara kekacarI moMghavArInA sanmAna kare. ane mAMdagImAM haiyAbAbuM kharcALa TrITamenTa Ape. pachI pijhIzanane kevI rIte , paMpALe ! ane A badhI dugdhAmAM pele "sarvarakSaka dharma ane tene nimakahalAla dUta. "puNya mitra te te sAMbhaLe ja kyAMthI? bhAre karI mUkI che AjanA navya ghaDavaiyAoe! ke pAchaLa kaI jALa bIchAvelI che te te jJAnI jANe. A vaLI kaI byugala vagAhate bALaka AvI rahyo che. dekhAya che sukalakaDI paNa bhAre capaLa, jANe haraNiyAnI gati. enI vAcA te sAMbhaLo. mAruM nAma che "rasatyAga mAre sAthI bane ene beDe pAra. bhalene cIne abhAva hoya. bhalene tela "saMgrahakhorImAM daTAI jAya bhalene "Dolara" bIhAmaNA huMDIyAmaNamAM haDaselAI jAya. khAMDa khavAI jAya. geLa dArUmAM pheravAI javA de ! "dhI" bhAratamAMthI nAmazeSa karI naMkhAya, dudhanI ochapa vartAya ane DerImAM sarva cusAI jAya, mIThAI bhAva cAra Ane zeranA badale cArarUpIyA thayA. temAM baMdAne zuM? ApaNe te phAvaTamAM ja chIe. pelA vizALakAya sarvakalyANakara jaina dharmanA mahAtmAo ane temanA upAsake mane sArI rIte oLakhe che. are mArUM bhAre sanmAna kare che ane masta banI sAdhvIvarga ane upAsikAe kamAla rIte mane samAle che. chelA dazakAmAM te mArI kIrti vyApaka banAvI dIdhI che.

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163 anaMtakALa emano upakAra huM mAnIza emanuM sarvakalyANa te TUMkA gALAmAM ja. varNana karUM? hebatAI jazo. mukhya vAta ja karuM. e leke pahelAM te pAye nakhe che pAye? hA, mahAna mahelAtane majabUta lokhaMDI sIsApUraka pA. vardhamAna tapodhana pAye eka sAthe rAtadivasa avirata jarAe aTakyA vinA caNatara cAlu rahe te cauda-14 varSa 3 mAsa adhike mahela taiyAra thAya. pachI enuM opanIMga ujavaNI ughApanAdi zikhara caDhAvI thAya. e mahelamAM nirAzaM bhAve vasanAra mukti prApitano adhikArI bane. veTasa ke matadAnanI ene jarUra nahi. ochI muDIvALA dhIme dhIme caNatara cAlu rAkhe. kaMIkanA caNatara adhurA rahe, paNa pAye pAke eTale judA svarUpe paNa pUrNatA pAme. eka divasa taddana ni rasa bhejana. dUdha-dahIM, ghI, tela, geLa, khAMDa, mIThAI maracu, chAza kAMI nahi mAtra bAphela dhAna. bIje divase upavAsa pachI be divasa tevA ja kherAkanuM "AyaMbIla" ane upavAsa. ema 3 4-5 ane darekanI pUravaNa upavAsathI. ema vIse divasa saLaMga tapa. dhamanI ArAdhanA sAthe paramAtmAnA nAmane jApa. devagurU darzana ane ucakeTinI tAraka Avazyaka kriyAo pachI 6 thI 100 sudhI anukrame zakti saMganI anukULatA pramANe kame kame caDhe ane bhAvanAnA zuddha nirmaLa bhAvanAnA pUramAM baDhe, ane pApanA mahApuja ghaTe ghaTe ne ghaTe ja. pAMca varSanA bALaka bALakAthI mAMDI 80 varSanA vayevRdhdha AtamAo "A rasatyAganA mahA kaThIna vratane Aje

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pUrapATa-sAra vizALa saMkhyAmAM AcarI rahyA che, te sTeje nahi. pahocelA aneka AtmAo 1 thI 6 rane judI judI rIte dainika tyAga karyo ja jAya che. ane te rIte rasanendriya para kAbu rAkhI chaThThAne jItI rahyA che. svAda ane AsvAdanA vividha vAnagIonA lalacAmaNuka kALamAM jIvaMta che A tapamadhama, pAMca prakAra "kAya phaleza sadAnA phalezane TaLanAre che. deha paranI mamatAne mAranAra che. zIta-uNatAnI vedana nAne sahana kaQAnI tAkAta ApanAra che. mAthAnA kezakalApane sva ke paranA hastathI kalAka ekamAM cuMTIne pheMkI denAre che. dehane damane ganI kriyAmAM AgaLa vadhAranAro che. cho bheda paristhitine pahoMcI vaLavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. jema bane tema ochI jagyAthI ane ochA sAdhanathI jIvana nabhAvAnA manasubAvALe che. sUve te paNa aMgepAMga saMkecI kAcabAnI mAphaka bese te paNa vIrAsane ke dhyAnazreSTha Asane. Idriyane sthira rAkhavAnI ajaba tAkAta dharAve che. ane ganI kriyAmAM AgaLa vadhe jAya che. chae parasparanA pUraka che, enI samIkSA paNa majenI che. sauthI vadhu karaDAza "udarImAM che. kAraNa ke enAmAM takAta ane mIThAza khUba ja che. ene haiye dhAraNa karavAmAM te bhalabhalA tapasvIo paNa keTalIka pherA muMjhAI jAya che. rasatyAga' jarUra agharo che. bhAre tophAnI che. paNa ene paNa kAbumAM rAkhI haMphAvI denAra AtmAone "uNadarI kiTalIka pherA haMphAvI de che. kAraNa ke kuzadarI e jema strInuM sauMdarya gaNAya che tema bAhya tapamAM "uodarikAe

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pasuMdarI suvikhyAta che. tapanA sauMdaryane dehanI taMdurastIne ane AmAnI samAdhine vadhAravAmAM e khUba ja pAvaradhI gaNAya che. ane tethI ja enI karaDAza ghaNI mIThI lekhAya che. enA upAsake tapavRddhimAM ane svAdhyAyamAM ajeya banI zake che.' dehadamanamAM nahi mAnanArA, TAyapheDa, junIvAsa-kensara-DIzerIyA vi. jIvaleNa rogomAM, kampalasarI, IcchA na hovA chatAM dehadamanane AdhIna bane che, prabaLa IcchA hovA chatAM vastu pratye atirasa hovA chatAM. gharamAM pUratA pramANamAM te te cIjo hovA chatAM tene upayoga te zuM paNa tene sparza paNa karatA nathI. jyAre svayaM tyAga buddhithI te te prakArane tapa AcaranAra IcchA nirodha hi tapa? e tapanA ucca dhyeyane AtmasAt banAve che. AzAne dAsI banAve che, AzAnAM gulAma nathI banatA. AzA nirAzAnA jholAmAM jagat jabI rahyuM che, haiyAmAM banI rahyuM che, jIvananI aMtima paLa sudhI taraphaDI rahyuM che, Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinA trividha tApanI dAha anubhavI rahyuM che. ' A duHkhIonI mahA dayA ciMtavanAra ane saceTa sAvIya upAya batAvanAra keNa? dhanvantarI vaidyothI paNa adhikAdhika vizva vatsala, vItarAga paramAtmA. e mahepakArI mahAkaNikanI akATaya AjJAne vaphAdAra parama pUjanIya-vaMdanIya AcAryAdi mahAtmAo. pate "IcchA nirodha kare bIjAne upadeza ApI apAvI-haiyA-kUNa banAvI te mAge caDhAve. vagara paise vagara badale dehanuM mananuM,

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16 AtmAnu svAsthya pedA karI Ape.sAcI zAMti ane samA dhimAM hularAve, khAdyanA daravAjAmAMthI AMtara killAmAM mAnavI praveza pAme bAhya tapane tapanArA AtmAenuM lakSya AMtara tapaguNane khIlavavAnuM hAya e svAbhAvika che. peDhI ke dukAnanuM muhUrta karanAra AjanA jamAnAmAM 'epanI ga'serImanI karanAranuM dhyeya sArI pedAza-naphAmAM hAya. vepAra mATa ane naphA alpa agara khATa eTale bhAre bevakuphI, AMtara tapaguNa vinA AtmAnA guNa pragaTe nahi. te pragaTa thayA vinA sukhanI saccAi anubhavAya nahi. ane te vinA hu'saleA AtmAnaMdanI mastI mANI zake nahi. abhyaMtara tapanA paNa cha vibhAga. paheluM prAyazcita, svayaM akRtyane bhUlanA pastAveA. gurU kantu kathana ane tapa svAdhyAyathI nirAkaraNa, pharIthI tema na banI jAya tenI takedArI. mATe bhAge tene jJAnamAtrAthI zuddha banAvI Tru che pazcAtApanu punIta aNuM svagathI utaryu. e' (kalApI) AmAM eka sAvacetI. gurU pAse kahetI vakhate haiyu svaccha, nirmaLa hAvu joIe, mAyA-kapaTanA ke sArA dekhAvAnA ke gurUne mAtra rAjI rAkhavAne Azaya na have joI e. AtmAne pApathI haLavA banAvI uccakakSAnA guNAne pragaTa karavAne pavitra Azaya eja sAthe pAvaka che. prAyazcitanA guNa pragaTe vinayImAM, bIjo guNa che 'vinaya.' dagAbAja tame guNuA. e vAtanI chAMTa paNa ahiM nathI hAtI. vaDIleAnA Adara-satkAra-sanmAna sevA ane te niHsvArthIpaNe eja ene Ada.

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* tapa, tyAga ane bhAvanA * ( lekhAMka-2 ) vinaya vinA vidyA nahiM, nahi guNanuM pUraH 03-03 vinaya che. vAjIkaraNa, samaja tu budhdhi sUra' vinayathI jaDa cetana banyA, vinayathI pUjaka pUjanIya banyA. vaneA' verIne vaza kare, vinaya' AtmAmAM eka vaijJAnika AMdolana ubhuM kare che. manamAM eka prakAranI rAsAyanika kriyA cAlu kare che. e kemikala prayAga avanavA camatkAre pedA kare che. anubhave anubhavAya. vaiyAvacca' sauthI uttama-tAraka guNa sarvajJa zAsanamAM gaNAya che. svarUpane sukha-samAdhi-zAMtidAsI che. vinaya guNanA pASaka che. karUNA bhaktinA poSaka che. sayamadhanane zodhaka vardhaka ane diptikara che. ahi~ka-pAralaukika svAsthyane sarjanAra che. gRhastha ane sAdhu annenA jIvanane khIlavanAra A 'tAdharmAM" ne jarA jhINavaTathI ane chaNAvaTathI avaleAkavA jevA che. enI mAdhurI ane sau taddana aneAkhA che. AMtara tapamAM apekSAe svAdhyAyathI paNa taiyAA' adhik sthAna bhAgave che. svAdhyAyamAMthI je navanIta levAnu che. te mukhyatayA te Aja che.

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170 zreNI kevI TuMkI banI jAya ? siddhivadhu varamALA laIne ja ubhI rAha jue ne? svAdhyAya eTale upAsaka ane upAsyanA prANa. sAdhu jIvanamAM te te tANAvANathI vaNAyela hoya. vAparatA, uThatA-besatA cAlatA ane keTalIka pherA ardha nidrAmAM paNa svAdhyAya cAlu heya. sUtranuM smaraNa arthanI vicAraNA parama tAraka namaskAra maMtrano jApa dunyavI vicArane pesavAnI taka ja na maLe ne? parama zratadhara caudapUrvI mahAtmAo paNa caude pUrvanuM raTaNa eka muhUrta kALamAM karI jAya ne! svAdhyAya eTale kharekhara te paramAtmAne AMkha sAme rAkhI pitAnA AtmAnI svarUpa vicAraNA ane parapudgalanezarIrane AMkha sAme rAkhI potAnA AtmAnI svarUpa vicA raNA ane parapugalane-zarIrane baMdhana mAnavAnI mAnasika prakriyA. e prakriyA dhyAne nAmAM pAMcamInA sAdhaka tIrthakara de. sAdhakadazA dhArAbadhdha vadhatI jAya che. paramatkRSTa sAdhaka dazAmAM eka paramANu para daSTi rAkhI dhyAna masta bane che. dharma dhyAnamAMthI zukladhyAnamAM pahoMcI jAya che. ane sAyika bhAve zreNi ucca keTinA dhyAnathI mAMDI sarvajJa sarvadazI bane che. e dhyAnanI parAkeTinuM alpa paNa varNana a5Na AtmA kevI rIte karI zake ? - sAdhakane sAdhanA mATe zarIra ane mananA mege para bhAre kAbu meLava paDe che. tenI zarUAta cha "kAryotsarga bhedathI thAya che. zarIranI sthiratA, mane dhyAnamAM ke ajapA jApamAM. AjubAjunA vAtAvaraNanuM vismaraNa-vidhinuM pAlana te hoya ja. pachI vadhatA vadhatA vIrAsana vi, suyogya

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171 sAdhaka Asane dvArA dehadamana ane dhyAnArUDha banI Atma zakti pragaTIkaraNa. A bAre prakAranA ta5 kevA prakAranI rAsAyanika prakiyA ubhI kare che? tanamAM, manamAM ane AtamamAM? samAjane paNa ke svaccha ane urdhvagAmI banAve che ? arthazAstra ane rAjyanItine ke sarasa vega Ape? e paNa avelekina mAge che. | sarvajJa AjJA yukta koI paNa kriyA dhama-sAmrAjyanI sAmrAjyane sukhI ane AbAda banAve che ja. je dhamamAM tAkAta che sAvaya sukha sarjavAnI, bhavyAtmAone akhaMDaanaMta avyAbAdha sukha ApavAnI, sukha-zAMti-samAdhi vizvamAM jArI rAkhavAnI, tene ja eka peTabheda che "tapidha" bAhI tapa te arthazAstrane bhAre pUraka che ja, bekArI, meMghavArI ane kRtrima ubhI karelI taMgI-zoTeja-TALanAra paNa che ja. paNa manane vizALa banAve che. DAmAMthI thoDuM ApavAnI vRtti pedA kare che. dAna guNane khIlave che. bhegepabhoganI anAdi vAsanAne bALI khAkha kare che. te rIte AtmAne ujavaLa ane dezane paNa dIpaka banAve che. ane atyaMtara tapa! gunhAhita mAnavInA manane paNa palTAvI nAMkhe che. tenAmAM sevAnA keDa ubhA kare che. samAjane sAcA rUpamAM sevaka banAve che. dezane vaphAdAra nitimAna nara saje che. AtmAmAM anerUM zaurya pragaTAve che. vastunA satya svarUpane oLakhI tene pakSakAra banAve che. e rIte pite pitAnA asalI svarUpane oLakhI teno pakSakAra banAve che, e rIte te pitAnA asalI svarUpane oLakhI sAce saMta banI zake che.

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172 ane saMtAnI duniyAe dezane-bhAratavarSane ane vizvane zuM zuM nathI ApyuM. e satAnA sanAtana Adarzo jeTalA jaLavAya che, teTalI sukhanI mAtrA Aje astitva dharAve che. e AjJAonI avajJA karI karIne bhAratanI bhavya prajA Aje duHkhanI gartAmAM dhakelAi rahI che. AmAM evIDansa ane pruph-muddA ane sAbitienI jarUra rahetI ja nathI. A te anubhavAtI-dAha pedA karatI vAta che. tapanI pAchaLa raheluM che mahAteja 'tyAga'nu, kAipaNa vastu paratvenA rAganA tyAga vinA samarpaNa ane bhega ApI zakAtA ja nathI.' samaNu ane bhAga tyAre ja khIle che jyAre tyAga haiyAmAM jAma thAya che. nazvara padArthanI nAzavaMtatA ane kSaNikatA samajAi ke zAzvatanI zodha thAya. nAzavaMta padArtho-paisA-deha ane bhogapabhoganA tyAga-samarpaNu sadA sthAyInA saMcAga karI Ape che. tenuM pragaTIkaraNa kare che, tyAga eTale pAMca ApIne paMdara levAnI vRtti nahiM. pAMcaso khacIne pAMca hajAranI kIrti meLavavAnI sastI rIta nahi. huM paNa samAjamAM kAMika chuM... e batAvavAno ahaMbhAva nahi, paNa asAra lakSmI asthira zarIra paranA mAha-mamatA echA karI samAja ane AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhavAnI tIvra manevRtti. tyAganI yazogAthA bhAratavamAM gavAtI ja AvI che, niHsvArtha bhAva deza ane samAjane khAtara bhoga ApanAra kAika bhAmAzAheA, vanarAjo, rakSakA, vastupAla tejapAlanI yugala joDIe, 'zAha' birUdanA rakSake suvarNa zAhIthI itihAsane pAne aMkAyA che.

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173 evA dezanA prANa samA yugavIre paNu jenA caraNakamaLamAM zIra jhukAvatA-hastaDhaya jADI natamastake AjJA uThAvavAmAM gaurava ane mahA kalyANa mAnatA tevA mahAtyAgI-pAMca-pAMca bhISma pratijJAdhArI kaMcanakAminInA sathA tyAgI-mahAtmAe tyAganI surabhi Aje paNa bhAratamAM phelAvI rahyA che. jJAnI, yAnI, tapasvI pUrNa vairAgI, samAjanA hitakAMkSI e divyAtmAe tarapha samAjane meTA bhAga upe kSita che. e duHkhanu Azcaryajanaka mULa che. te AjanA yuganI vibhUtiothI mahAna prajAne dUra rAkhavAnA vyavasthita prayAso thai rahyA che. kharekhara sIvIlIjhezana'nuM meATAmAM meTuM A bhayaMkara dUSaNa che. Ama kema banyuM? kayArathI ceAjita maMDANu thayA ? e badhA ItihAsamAM utaravA karatAM enuM mULa jANI tenA upAyane AgaLa karavA e ja vadhu zreyaskara che. 'bhAvanA' nAmanu eka tattva vizvamAM sadAne mATe savamAM sthAyI rahe che, sukuLamAM janmela vhenane bhAi para bhAva hAya che. bALaka para mAtAne bhAva hoya che. pitAne putra para bhAva hoya che. svArthathI bharela ke svAthI para paNa parasparanA bhAva tA hAya ja che. tevI ja rIte guNa avaguNu ane guNI avaguNI para paNa yathAbhAgya bhAva haiAya che. bhAratavarSanI bhaya prajAmAM gaLathuthImAM guNu ane guNI para 'bhAva'nA pAna thatA. sheje sheje samajaNa thatA suryAgyane saMga thato. saMgamAM suraga janme. suraMga avaguNunI suragane saLagAvI mUke. kuraMga lAge nahi. zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM gagAnA nirmaLa jaLanA khaLakhaLa vahetA pravAhanA kudaratI

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174 saMgItanA tere, jIvana-vyavahAra cAlyA kare temAMthI aneka sadguNe pragaTe khIle ane vyApaka bane yaktinA nUramAMthI samAjanuM nUra ghATuM bane. samAja divya banatA deza svarga bane. svargamAM zuM zuM suMdara na maLe? mATe "bhAva" "saddabhAva" "sadubhAvanA je kamUDI nAkhavAmAM AvI che, mArI nAkhavAmAM AvI che tene ja jAgRta karavAnI jarUra che. tapa-tyAga pratyenI je udAtta bhAvanA bhAratavarSanI aNamila muDI hatI, che ane raheze tene vegathI vistAra vAnI jarUra che. kharekhara te anaMta sukhanI kAyamI prApti mATe. paNa dezanI AbAdI ane saMskRti rakSaNa mATe paNa eka amegha upAya che. be page cAlatA vicAraka mAnavI A vAtane tarata ja biradAvI leze. kAraNa ke enI Arya naromAM Arya tvanuM khamIra bharyuM lohI vahI rahyuM che. Aje AryAvartanI A dazA kema? bhAratanI bhavya bhema kema pikAra karI rahI che? chAzavAre AtmahatyAnA samAcAra savAranA pahoramAM? bhUkhamarAne bheMkAra reja uThIne ? dAnanI gaNAtI A divya dharatI para ? "sujalAm suphalAmenuM madhura saMgIta svapnamAM paNa nahi? pilI "pizAcina-bekArI hAthe karIne ja sajIne? ADamAge prajAne AkarSIne, mULa mArgamAMthI cUta karIne ja ne? vepArInA vepAra gayA kheDUtenI khetI gaI. bharavADanI bhAre DAMga dekhAtI baMdha thaI gaI. pelo bhagale harijana AkhA gAmane pyAre ene taMbure ane maMjIrA ? kaI gAmanI bhAgoLe have raNakatA nathI. ane mIrA ane narasaiyAnA

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175 tyAga gItanI mAdhurI? badhAne joIe nokarI. keI DIgrI pAchaLa daza hajAra ane kaI pAchaLa pAMca hajAra. devuM paNa thayuM hoya. mATe bhAge badhe "ne kansIne latIphe lAgela hoya. dara varSe lAkha nIkaLe ne hajAra mAMDa ThekANe paDe. evI ja paristhitine? A te sAmAnya kahevAya. gAgaramAM sAgara kayAMthI samAya ? bhAvanAnuM paribaLa gayuM. sAthe haiyAnI hAma gaI. AryavanuM teja jhAMkhuM paDayuM, paga DhIlA hAthathI vajana uMcakAya nahi. cAra mAIla calAya nahi. apaTuDenTIne pAra nahi. pATalunanI karacalI para ja najara. aThavADIe sInemA joIe. ghera khAvAnA phAMphA bIjA TaMkanA. rAjakapura ne mAlAonI ekaTIMga ane kaTane zekha vadhe, saMsAra saLagI uThaye. puNya-bhAgya pAMca apAve ane pacIsa kharcavA joIe. maLe nahi ane mana baLe. AtmAparamAtmAne keNa yAda kare? A te paristhitinuM ati sAmAnya khyAna thayuM. paNa tene upAya? jenA abhAvamAM nAza tenA astitvamAM sarjana. A sIdhe sAde nyAya ne..mAnavImAM mAnavatA jAge. dAnavatA vidAya le. dAna ane dayAnA jugajunA guNe sAthe parasparanA vyavahAramAM sAcuM svAbhimAna jAge? 1. huM ane bhAratanI bhavya bhUmi para janmele, mAre te bhIkha mAgavAnI heya? mahenata karIne ja rachuM. huM ane mAladAra zAne? jyAM sudhI mArI poLamAM kaI paNa bhUkhe sUtuM heya? 2. zANA netAo jarA zAMta citte vicAre, kayAMka bhUla thAya che. nahi te dinapratidina pari

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176 sthiti kema kathaLatI jAya che ? ATaATaluM bhayaMkara AMkaDAnuM devuM karavA chatAM? vyAja paNa devuM karIne bharavuM paDe evI paristhiti kema thatI jAya che? 4. amArI prANa pyArI prajAnI A hAlAkI amArA ja dvArA kema? kaI samULa nAzaka svArtha te kAma nathI karI rahyo ne? 5. pAyAmAM kaI mahApApInA hADakA ane khoparI te nathI daTAyA ne ? 6. saMta-mahaM tenI bhAre avajJA ane tiraskAranuM mahApApa palle nathI paDayuM ne ? 7. dUrAcAraanIti ane vyApaka saphAIbharI lUMTa te ghara nathI ghAlI rahyA ne? ATaluM dizAsUcana mAtra aneka bhUlene AMkha sAme khaDI karaze. saddabhAvanA bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNAvaze. samAja ane dharma judA nathI. dharma samAja mATe che, samAjamAM samAjanA ja kalyANa mATe vyApaka banAvavAnuM che. samAjanI pragati-unnati kalyANa, utkarSa dharma sAthe ja saMkaLAyelA che. vizvamAM kaI kALe kaI paNa dezanuM ke samAjanuM dharma vinA utthAna thayuM nathI. vyaktithI samAja bane che. samAjethI gAma yA zahera sarjAya che. aneka gAma ane zaherene samudAya eTale deza. mATe ja vyakti mahattvanI banI jAya che. enuM mahattva deza-videzamAM gavAya che. enuM anukaraNa thAya che. vyakti bhUlI. bhAre nukazAna. vyakti sumArge sarvanuM kalyANa kharekhara bhAratavarSanI bhavyatA nisvArtha, tyAgI mahAna tapazcaryAne AcaranAra vizvakalyANanI saddabhAvanAne sadA vyApaka banAvanAra RSi-maharSi ane paramAtmapadane pAmelA prakhara puNyAtmAonI AjJAne AdhIna hatI. che ane raheze.

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177 sarvajJa, sadazI trikALajJAnI; paramakArUNika janakalyANunA vividha mArgo cidhI janAra rAgadveSa ane mAhathI para zrImada vItarAga paramAtmAene bhUlavAmAM ja bhayaMkaratA sajAI che. zrI kRSNacaMdra, brahmA, viSNu ane mahAdevajIne mAnanArAonI paNa mULa AjJA pratyenI bedarakArIenTa ekArI ane meAMghavArInA cakrA gatimAna thAya che. vaiSNava jana te tene kahIe pIDa parAI jANe re' kevI suMdara sudra pakti ! khudA'esanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. A vAta kema bhUlAtI jatI haze ? ghauM ghaNuM mAryuM. 'kalyANa'nu' kada hajI cheTu' kahANa meTI kalama che.TI. lekhake| lakhaluMTa. kalamanI bhAre chUTa, amAre karavI che saddabhAvanAnI luMTa ane huANa. sabhAvanAnu nUra-sadA sarje che tyAganuM pUra, tyAganA pUramAM taNAi Ave tapanA dhana, iMdhanamAM tAkAta bharI che duSkanA kacarAne khALavAnI. sAcA Atma suvarNa ne zu anArthIne vizva samakSa mUkavAnI, tapa, tyAga ane bhAvanAnA triveNI saMgamamAM so pavitra snAna kare. tana mana ane AtmAne zu anAve. e zuddhatAnI saurabha bhAratabharamAM phelAve. mahA padmanA sugadhI rajakaNeA vizvavyApI ane. saune mahAsuga dhanuM AkarSINa thAya. parasparanI mAnavatA khIle. mAnavatAnI e khIlavaNI mAMdhAtAone 'rUka jAya'nuM elAna kare. lehI kharaDayA haiyA ne hAthane sApha karavAnI pharaja pADe. vizvazAMtinA zuddha mAne sAcA dilathI apanAvavAM Agraha kare. keTaleA anupama-anaMta sukhadAyI mAMga che tapa, tyAga ane bhAvanAnA !

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A zAsanane kohinUra hIre svargamAM sthAna le che. vizvane AMgaNe ke hinUra kavacit jovA maLe che. paNa te jaDa ane yuddhane ahvAna Ape eve. mAlikane vihavaLa banAve. tejamAM sarvane Aje vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsananA kehinara anekhA, enA teja sencarya sudhAryA. e tejamAM narI nIkhAlasatA. e saundarya tAraka. jarAe mAraka nahi. sAmI najara karo ne pAvana thAva, AMkhamAM amI bharAya haiyAmAM zAMta sAgara ghughave. mana prameda pAme. Ave ja eka ane khI bhAta pADate kehinUra. prApta karyo zAsanamAM thaI gaela gItArtha samrATe. vijayadAnasUrIzvara amara nAma, sakaLagama rahasyavedI paramarSi. sAcA jhaverIe jhaverAta pArakhyuM. pAlItANA pavitra nagare parama pavitra tIrthAdhirAja zatru girivaranI taLeTImAM. bhAgavatI dIkSAnI sarANa para caDhAvyuM. saM. 1957 kArtika vada 6. prabhAta prakAzI uThayuM, be sUrya sAthe udaya pAmyA kayI khANamAMthI kehinUra nIkaLyuM? pIDavADAnA suzrAvaka bhagavAna pitA. mAtA kaMkubAI. zAsananA suMdara bhAle kumakumane cAMlle kaMkubAIe karyo.

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17 zAsane e cAMlle 67 varSa 6 mAsa 6 divasa akhaMDa zakhyA. 2024 vaizAkha va, 11 nA rAtanA 10-40 mInITe e daidipyamAna dipaka bujhAyeA. zA mATe khucA ? kahAne ke amaralekanI jyotimAM pheravAi gayA. saDasaTha varSa uparAMtanA dIrgha sayama jIvanane jIvI janAra mahAt AtmAe kevA kAhinUra-prakAza jagatamAM phelAvye ? saMskRta-nyAya--taka-vyAkaraNa-prAkRtakA ya-AgamanA uMDA abhyAsathI zAsananI sAna kevI maDhAvI ? e tejane biradAvIe. sa', 1969mAM nyAya'nA adhyApaka badrInAtha zAstrI dvArA gAyakavADa ArIenTa lAyabrerInA vaDA niyAmakane cega thayeA. saMskRtagirAmAM AtmavAda kavAda ane samAjamAM tenI AtapretatA aMge geASDi thai, zrI ana takRSNa tAmraparNie khUba ja ulaTathI sArAe prAcyasaMskRta bha'DAra batAvye, nihALatA ka sAhityanA virATa sarjananI saravaNIe haiyAne sparzI gaI, zrImaddnA vinayayukta vaiyAvacca guNu saunu jabbara AkaSa Na hatuM, paramagurUdevazrIe sa'. 1976mAM mahesANAmAM 'siddhAMta maheAdadhi' tarIke biradAvyA. te ja varSAmAM darbhAvatImAM panyAsapadanI navAjeza thaI gaI hatI. sucA gyanA sAcA mAna. sa'. 1987 upAdhyAya pa4. ekANumAM anicchAe paNa mIThI sakhata AjJAne vaza thavu" paDyuM. zAsananA javAmadArIbharyAM tRtIyapadane svIkArI sAcA rUpamAM jIvanabhara zAbhALyu.

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saM. 2011 mAM ekI sAthe 32 dIkSA ane uttarottara vRzci, 300ne traNa ratnanuM dAna-dAnezvarInA lADIlAe karyuM. aMtanI paLa sudhI rakSaNa karyuM. sarvanA saMyama dhananuM kaMIka samudAyanA sAdhu mahAtmAonI viyAvacca e apUrNa muNa hatA. saM. 2015ne "caDavANathI nIkaLela "charI pALa hajAra puNyAtmAone padayAtrI saMgha pAlItANA mATe ane pIMDavADAnI abhUtapUrva aMjanazalAkAne bhavya prasaMga dazanAcAranI kalagIrUpa hatA. eja janmabhUmimAM janma thaye virATa karma sAhityano. zrImadunI virATa haiyAbhAvanA. tadanusAra virATa janA. amala paNa te ja tAjagIbharyo. prathama zreNIne paMdara graMtha ratna. be prakAza phelAvI rahyA che. cAra AkAra pAmI rahyA che. presamAM cAranuM arcana thaI gayuM che. pAMceka pAnA para Alekhana pAmI rahyA che. 2024 vaizAkha sudhI presa kepI jAte tapAsI. padArthonuM parizIlana, TIkA AlekhanakAro sAthe carcA. nyAya-vyAkaraNa kAvyanI daSTie sUcanA. AvI uMDI gaveSaNA "kamasAhitya prakANDavettA vinA A yugamAM keNa karaze ? o cAritra cuDAmaNi! viSamakALanA gherA ghanaghora kAjaLabharyA vAdaLamAM zuddha cAritrya jIvananI amalI khevanA keNa karaze ? ane premabharyA mIThA haiyAmAMthI pAvaka agni keNa peTAvaze? e pavitra agninA mIThA kaNIyAthI aneka mahAtmAonA manamaMdiramAM keNa prakAza phelAvaze ! caitra su. 15 thI vai. su. 15 sudhImAM Apane be joradAra humalA zvAsanA AvyA. A5 khUba ja samAdhimAM

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11 rahyA. satata eka dhArUM zAstrazravaNa. chelle AkhIe upamiti pU. munizrI janacandravijayajIe daza divasamAM saMbhaLAvI! zuM ApanI ekAgratA ! sAthe ja kodhAdi kaSAnI uMDI vicAraNA! ane pelA "vaDA'nI upamA Ape A sevakane ke Take! ane "zAMta sudhArasa halAvI halAvI pU. muni zrI kIticaMdravijyajI mIThA svare saMbhaLAve. Apa kRpALunuM haiyuM Ama-nRtyamAM rame ane manaDuM saMyama mastImAM malake! svAdhyAyano apUrva Apane AnaMda nihALuM ane suvihita nAmadheya zrImadvijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjA yAda Ave. vai. va. 7nI saMdhyA. 6-15 mInITe Ape kevI uMDI zAsanagata cAritrya ane jJAnanI preraNAnA pAna karAvyA. ane eka ja divasa pahelA vai. va. 6 AcArAMganI cAlu vAcanA aMge sidhdhAMta premanI vAta nIkaLI. zuM kamAla anumodanA Ape karI che ApanA ja paramavineya paTTAlaMkAranI. te vakhatanI ApanI hastamudrA! mukhAraviMdanI gaMbhIra prasannatA! haju sevakanA hRdaya paTa para aMkita thaI upasI Ave che. kharekhara gurUnI AvI chUpI paNa nAbhinI prasannatA eja mahA AzirvAda che puNya purUSa mATe. ane A paLe ja yAda Ave che ApanA pavitra udagAre zAsana rakSAnI sidhAMta rakSAnI gajaba tAkAta che enAmAM ke bhavya guNapramAda. paNa he kRpALu ! jhaverAtanI pArakha karI pitAnA karanAra Apaja ne ! pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti enuM pAlana-palAvana A kALamAM ApanuM ajaba gajaba. satata jAgRti. muha

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182 pattinA upayoga mATe A adanA sevakane keTI mI pharyAM TakAryA hatA ? ane eja jIvadayAnA mahAdeza chellI ghaDI sudhI. sAdhu mahAtmAe 70. mAMkaDanA upadrava, badhAne mukAma pheravavA nakkI karyuM. ApazrIe te sAMje sADI sAte kamarA paNa badalyA. pratikramaNa pUrNa praphullatAthI karyuM. te vakhatanuM te divasanuM ane vai. va. 7 thI 11 ATha vAgyA sudhInu ApanuM svAsthya keTaluM suMdara ! nityaniyama pramANe svAdhyAya zravaNa zarU thayuM. karmo maLatsaga zarU thayA. dravyA maLetsaga paNa aMtima. navanA sumAra, gabharAmaNu zarU. zravaNa vadhu ekatAnathI. 9-30 gabharAmaNa vadhI. DA. AnyA ane amArA mATe Ape taiyAra karela mahA vaidha ApaNA paTTAlaMkAra paNa sevAmAM tanmaya banI gayA. sevakane cikitsA upacAranA yatkiMcita lAbha maLye, pUrI AzA baMdhANI. paNa agamanigamanA bheda keNu bhAkhe? 10-30 Ape vaTalA para pavitra mastaka mUkayu. ApanA e mukhya aMtevAsI zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajIe ka para mukha rAkhI traNa sa pUrNa mahA namaskAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. zaraNA zarU karyA. teozrInA kaMThe rUdhAyA. Ape chellA zvAsa rUMdhI lIdheA 10-40 mInITe. pU. paMnyAsajI mahAtmAe sakaLa pU. munigaNu ane te sAthe vizALa zrAvaka samudAya saunI najara ApanA para. sau AvA kaiMka haiyA rhibakAre caDhayA, ke'ka sta`bhita banyA, ane ApanI kRpAnA paramapAtra AgavijJapU, munirAja zrI jayagheASavijayajInI maunapaNe pAcaka sevAmAM rahelI namratA, khaDepage nata mastake ApanA dhyAnamAM ja kendrita hatI.

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ApanI pa varSathI satata sevA karanAra pU. jayasomavijyajI ane temanA dAdAgurU pU. munirAja dharmaSavija. cajInI ArAdhanA karAvavAnI tatparatA AgaLa taratA hatA. Apane mATe haiyAne bhAva-bhakita bahumAna ane bhecchAvaratA kyA pUjyamAM nathI amadAvAdamAM zekAI gayela pU, paM. bhAnavijyajI gaNivara ane pitA prAjJa yuvAna zAsanasevaka pU. munirAja zrI caMdrazekharavijayajInI haiyA hAlata vicAratA kaI kaI thaI jAya che. e jaina AlamanA anokha ke hinUra ? guNa gAvA zakti nathI. bhaktinuM nUra te jJAnI pIchAne. pAMca pAnAne grantha kAMIka rekhA ApI zake, paNa ApanI jIvana rekhA te karmasAhitya-saMyama-svAdhyAyadIkSA pradAnamAM ja mukhyapaNe aMkti karI zakAya ne? hA, vaiyAvacca e te Apane AtmasAt mukhya guNasarva vikhyAta paramagurUdeva ! ApanuM uMDANa ApanI vicakSaNatA keNa pAmI zake tema hatuM? sAdAIniSparigrahatA ane karUNAne te Apa jIvanamUrti, basa, agIAra vAge sarAvAnI sAdhukiyA thaI. pU. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI, pU. paMnyAsajI mahAtmAe Adi te ja helamAM lAMbe TAIma beThA. zuM thaI gayuM eja vicA2mAM garakAva. suzrAvaka chaganalAla kasturacaMdanI peDhI parathI TelIphAnanI hAramALA cAlu thaI gaI. tAraghara para leDa vadhavA lAge. jhAMkhu-dhuMdhaLuM prabhAta uchyuM. - jainazALAmAM navakAramaMtranI dhUna. jaina-jainetarane dhasAre. AryasaMskRtine tAdaza citAra. nava vAgatA te kAra ane TekasIone pAra nahi. muMbaIthI mAMDI jAmanagara sudhInI

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184 jaina Alama heALA pramANamAM khaDI thaI gaI, tavagara madhyama ke sAmAnyanA eka sarakhA bhaktibhAva. eka sarakhI hRdayanI ajali. pAlakhI te anurUpa ja hAya. uchAmaNI jaina zAsananI suMdara praNAlikA, haiyAbhaktinA prAdurbhAva. lakSmInI asAratA ane caMcaLatAnI sabhAna avasthA, padharAvavAnAM sAta hajAra mAhya vagerenA 28 hajAra. agnidAhanI pavitra kriyAnA 31 hajAranA lAbha lIdho kAMkarIyA-kalakattAvALAe, pU. AcArya devAdi nIce padhAryA. saue haiyAbhAve pArthiva dehane aMtima namana karyuM. 1-30 pAlakhI upaDI. bhAre jayanAda, kAcApocAnu kAma nahi. sArUe khaMbhAtasarva nAgarika va. daza hujAra mAnavamedanI. saghaLu e bhaktimaya. daDheka mAIlanI bhakti-yAtrA. sAre raste puNyazALI chaganalAla kasturaca MdanI peDhI taraphathI hajAre uchALyA-garImAne ThAryA. suzrAvaka bAbubhAI-sudAnI ramaNabhAi, jIvatalA la bhAI, jeDAlAla dhIA-khAbubhAI erAvALA-narAttamabhAi rANapuravALA-kAntibhAi haLavadanA-khAjubhAi dhrAMgadhrAnA--gAvI dajI khAnA ADhi muMbaIthI, amadAvAdathI suzrAvaka ramaNulAla vaheMca, caMndrakAntabhAi ane ramezabhAI, mAhanabhAinarottamabhAI Adi sa agragaNya kAya vAhake, vaDAdarAthI vakIla kezarIca Mda, nagInabhAI, AzakaraNajI Adi, pIMDavADAnA khUbacaMdajI lAlacaMdajI Adi dareka zahera-gAma nagaranA agramadhyama-bhAgye ja kAi (samAcAranA abhAve) bAkI haze. 4-30 mInITe agnidAhanI vidhi thaI. bhAre karUNAtmya bhakti drazya, zu khALa ke strI, zu yuvAna ke zu

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185 vRSya. saunA haiyA ghaDIbhara thIjI jAya. A bAju jainazALAmAM 70 sAdhu, vizALa sAdhvIgaNa, zrAvikA samudAya sAthe devavaMdana zarU thayuM, devavaMdananI aMte pU. AcAryazrInuM uddhedhana saunA azrubharyA mukhaDAM, khUda pU.zrInA vAravAra gadagada thaI jatA kuMDa. AMkhamAM azrubiMduA. bhAre vyathA, mAMDa nIkaLatA zabdadhvani, gajabanAka hato e smaraNa prasaMga bhavyAtibhavya guNAnumeAdanA aMjalinA hRdayamAM hRdayane TakAra hatA. uodhanane ati upayeAgI janaralabhAva jarA AMkha nIce laie. ApaNA sahunA mATAmAM moTe AdhAra cAlyA gayA che. enuM duHkha saune hoya e svabhAvika che. paNa emaNe ApaNane je je jIvanamAM jIvavAnA AdhAra ApyA che e mahAna che. je je mahAtmAoe A mahApurUSanI sevA karI che emaNe peAtAnuM kAma kADhI lIdhuM che....ArAghyapAdanI samAdhimAM mahAnimittabhuta banyA che. e badhAe anumodanAne pAtra che. ka sAhityamAM satASa ApavAmAM....badhAe ArAdhyapAnA je Azaya hatA. (te jALavavAmAM), je je vastu padArtho judA judA hatA e ekatra karIne je bhega Apya che eja AnaMdanA viSaya che. emanA Azayane anusarIne emanI IcchA mujama ApaNe zAsananI ArAdhanA karIe e icchanIya che. emanI sapa ane svAdhyAyanI IcchA... ApaNe purI na

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186 karIe te emanA bhakata na kahevAIe. emanA javAthI raDavuM Ave e mAmulI che. svabhAvika che. ArAdhanAnuM AlaMbana gayuM mATe duHkha thatuM hoya teNe temanI ArAdhanAnI IcchA mujaba vartavuM joIe. ArAdhanAmAM vega Ape, pitAnuM ane sAthIonuM kalyANa sAdhe. uddabodhana nAbhinA sUrathI thayuM. saunA haiyA namI paDayAM saune sAcI zIkha gamI gaI. bhaktiyAtrAthI puNyazALIo pAchA pharyA. gurUdevazrInA zrImukhe maMgalika sAMbhaLyuM. bhaktigasabharathI karUNa prasaMga zAsanamAM te AtmakalyANakara gaNAya che. AtmakalyANa nirjarA ane puNyAnubaMdha puNyathI sadhAya che. mATe ja mahAtmAo pAchaLa mahotsava ane darzanAcArane dipAvatA prabhAvaka prasaMge ujavAya che ane ujavAze. ApaNuM AbhAmAM keTale ujAza-prakAza paDaze. keTaluM jJAnateja vadhyuM? keTalA kriyAtmaka banyA? zAsanaprema ane dharma saurabha keTalA vadhyA eja sAcuM sTAnDarDa che. sahaja prazna thAya ke zAsananA mahAprabhAvaka samartha jainAcArya zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajIthI mAMDI aneka samartha vyAkhyAtAo TIkAkAre-padArtha gaSake vaiyAvacakAro-tapasvIo AdinuM mahAjutha traNaso veta kamaLane sarjavAmAM-khIlavavAmAM-cuMTI cuMTIne gya sthaLe goThavavAmAM A Azca karI bAgavAnamAM kayI kayI jAtanI kaLAo-yuktio ane siddhAnta sparzanA paDI haze ! A yuganA mahAgIne zAsananI keTalI uMDI khevanA ane rakhevALI! lekhaka sevaka, svAnubhAva Alekhe te kadAca AtmazlAghA ke gaurava paNa gaNAI jAya. chatAM

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187 sAmAnya rekhAcitra AnaMda upajAvaze. zAsanamAM cAlI paDelI denAcAra ane cAritrAcAranI astavyastatA badala pUrA sajAga. bhAla pradeza para hAtha rAkhI mele. 'zu karIe ! jotA bhAre du: kha upaje che. samayanI rAha jovI rahI.' keAI zAsana mAlinyanA prasaMga ane. bhAre yathA pAme. hastaya joDI lalATe aMjalI joDe, vItarAganI vItarAgatAnuM smaraNa kare. koi niHsahAyarAgapIDita sAdhu mahAtmAnI vAta jANe, game te samudAya hAya. tuM svayaM sAdhuone mAkalI Ape. sevake najare AvA te| aneka prasa`ge| nihALyA che. anubhavyA che. zrAvakagaNanI bhAvadraya unnati ane rakSAnA vicAro paNa saiddhAntika ane vAravAra. keTalu AlekhAya. jJAnI mahiSa enA haiyA mahAjJAnI jANe. ApaNe te parAganI anumeAdanA. hIrAnuM teja jhaverI pArakhe. tenI prabhA paNa jhIlIe te eDA pAra. mAgamAnanA mhekatA mAga temAM vividha puSpa-parAga-pAme, te pAme e parAganA eka paramANu sparzI gayA lekhakanA AtmAne, varSa vItyA AvIza ane cAvIsamAM varSe zAsananA A keAhinUre eka teja kiraNa phUMkayuM. pelA paramAzumAM spa Mdana thayuM. gRhatyAga karAye. aNagAra banAvyeA. pAse rAkhI sAdhutAnA pATha paDhAvyA. samiti guptinA sAra samajAyA. tIrthAdhirAjanI yAtrAne apUrva AtmAnaMduM ApyA. zAsrasiddhAMtanA vAMcana karAyuA. zradhdhAmAM daDhatA pedA karI. paNa....paNa khare TANe. teozrInA paTTAla kAranA A aNuziSyanI kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave, tevA suMdara svAsthyane

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188 batAvatA, bAjI palTI nAkhI. paLanA palakAre nIjanuM sAdhI lIdhuM. paNa pakkA pAkA svamukhya aMtevAsIne pAse ja rAkhyA. samAdhinI-aMtima ArAdhanA vANuM paNa teozrInI sAMbhaLI ane turta nazvara paMjarane choDI zAzvata AtmA svargamAM siMhAsane bIrAjI gaye. rAjI thate thatuM ke ahiM A paNa darzanAcAra sAdhanAnA vege cAritrAcAranI bhAvanA jAgRta rAkhazuM, virAgane vimAnane Adarza banAvazuM, svagane karmanA marmanuM bhedaka banAvazuM. dhanya mahopakArI gurUdeva ! dhanya ApanA zreyasAdhaka AtmAne ? dhanya ApanA AjIvana dharma purUSArthane ! namana ApanI zAstrakRtione ! vaMdana ApanI niHspRhatA ane niHsaMgatAne! ApanA tyAgane heye dharUM. ApanI pavitra preraNAne punaH punaH saMbhALu. bhuvana trayamAM ApanI caMdra zI ujavaLa kIti vijayavaMtI banI raho. keTizaH vaMdanA. koTizaH vaMdanA. Shen San Guo 32222 ja zAsana saMrakSaka sUripuraMdare 9 vartamAna jagata vilAsane bhaDake baLI rahyuM che. duHkhanA sAgare DUbI rahyuM che. dhana ane bega bharakhI rahyA che. yAtanA ane pIDAone pAra nathI. teve TANe vizvane

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189 sanAtana satya samajAvanAra eka mAtra sAcA saMte ja zAMti ApanAra banI zakayA che. ahiMsAnA zuddha satyane jIvana karaNImAM utAranAra jaina sAdhu mahAtmAo. cala-acala sarvajInA rakSaka munivare. rakSaNa kare-karAve, karanAra-karAvanAranI prazaMsA mukta kaMThe kare. sarvane abhaya. te mATe juTha nahi, cerI nahi, abrahma nahi, parigraha paiso Tako nahi. saMsAranI jaMjALathI para. sarvanA kalyANanI IcchA. sahana karavAnI zakti. khullA page bhAratavarSanI bhUmi khuMdavI. sanmA janatAne daravI. satya, nIti, dharmane upadeza Ape. tatvajJAnanA amRta pAvA. vIsamI sadIne viSama kALa. sudhArAne nAme dharmamAM suraMga cAMpavAnI zarUAta, jaina dharmamAM paNa vItarAgatAnAzaka jutha. veSa mahAvIrane. pravRtti prAyaH saMsArI jevI. mAjhA mUkI. gaNyA gAMThayA saMvegI zuddha sAdhu dharmanA cAhaka mahAtmAo. sattaramI sadInA mahA pUjya parama paMDita satyavijyajIne yAda karavA paDe. 20 mI sadInA pUrvArdhamAM nyAyAmbhAnidhi paramAradhapAda zrImad vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI aparanA AtmArAmajI. jaina zAsananA jhaLakatA sUryane prakAza vizvamAM phelAye. digaMtamAM jaina dharmanI suvAsa phelAvA lAgI. temanA tAraka gurUdeva zrI buTerAyajI mahArAjA, ane teozrInA samartha dharmarakSaka prabhAvaka suziSya nItivijayajI dAdA, pU. mULacaMdajI mahArAjazrI pU. vRzcivijayajI mahArAjazrI Adi te vakhatanA dhruvatAraka ane rakSaka hatA. temAM pU. AtmArAmajI sAhebe je rIte jhuMbezane sAmane karyo,

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190 paDakAra jhIlyeA, zAstranA sanAtana satyane abAdhita rAkhyu te tA vANInA viSayanI bahAranI vAta che. siMhanA kAma siMha ja kare. satyane khAtara mAnapAna ane samRddhine tyAga. anna pAna vinA calAvI levAnI vRtti. peAte bhAre sama chatAM kheAja karIne sa MvegI gurU mAthe dhAraNa karavA. ane te paNa je mahAtmAne vAdamAM harAvyA hatA temanA adakA ziSya hasate mukhe sAmA pagale jaine thavu'. mUrti - maMDana ane pajAbane mUrti maMDita karavuM, satya ane nyAyanA sa'pUrNa` pakSapAta. jinavANI ja aTala ane akra. tene ja ghoSa, tenA ja ninAda. dhanya ripuraMdara ! teozrInA ja caraNakamaLamAMthI addabhuta zAsana sAma meLavanAra sama` saMrakSaka prauDha pratApI suvihita nAmadheya zrImad vijayakamaLasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, ananya paTTadhara banAvavAmAM samagra munigaNane keTakeTalI mahenata ane jahemata paDelI ! pa jAkhI, tejasvI zarIra. gaMbhIra mukhamudrA, satyanA ja samaka, sItteranI uMmare paNa cazmA nahi. eka ja sAdA Asana para birAjamAna, darzana karatAM kevA AnaMda upaje, ahAbhAgye AvA zAsana tejanA darzana thayelA. pU.zrI birAjamAna hatA tyAM sudhI zAstra maryAdAone tADanArA phAvyA nahi. dhamapachADA ghaNA thayA, lakhavAnu ghaNuM lakhAyuM. khelAyuM paNa eTalu'. tI kara manavAnI paNa kalpanAo thai. nijamAM sanapaNAnA DALa karanArA paNa janmyA ane AthamyA. sAtha ApanArA sAdhue paNa maLyA paNa prauDha pratApInA pratApa AgaLa kahyu nipajyuM nahi. amuka kSetrAmAM nijanA mA, mAhya patha, phelAvavA prayatnA

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191 thayA. paNa pU. zrInI hAjarImAM saghaLu niSphaLa. kAraNa ke niDara zAstrIya vaktA hatA. naiSThika brahmacaryanuM teja hatuM. zradhdhA nAbhimAM hatI. sva-para AtmakalyANa haiye ramatuM hatuM. cAritra cuDAmaNi hatA. teozrInA svargagamana bAdane kALa eka jabarajasta Adhino hate. jaina kuLamAM janmelA ane ApaNuM gaNAtAne amuka bhAga udhe mArge caDhI gaye. te AtmAomAM buddhine viparyAsa janmAvavAmAM AvyuM. janmAvanArA mAna-kIrtinA bhUkhyA ane lekahitamAM raMgAelA. zAstrane ane taddagata daSTA tene avaLI rIte khatavanArA. kaMIkanA zradhdhAdhanano nAza thaye. kriyAmArga para paNa tarApa AvI. jJAnanI parabene nAme mithyAjJAnanuM vaheNa vahetuM thayuM. tene te vakhatanA ane adyatana pariNAmenI carcAmAM utaravuM aprastuta thaI paDaze. AvA kaparA TAImamAM pU. zrIne subhaga vAra pU. gItArthasUri puraMdara zrImada vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane kavikula kirITa zrImadda vijayelabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjA kaTibadhdha hatA. "tamataraNa nAmane bhayaMkara keTinA lekhathI zrI bhadrabAhasvAmI 14 pUrva dhara zrata svAmIthI mAMDI prAyaH sarva sUripuraMdarane ane anya prakRSNa mahAtmAone vicitra daSTAMta dvArA kevA citaravAmAM AvyA te AlekhavAne kadAca A vizeSAMka e che paDe. te sAme niDaratAthI-spaSTatAthI radio pU. vijaya la. sU. e ane te vakhatanA pU. rAmavijyajIe Ape. paNa sAdhu saMsthAmAM saiddhAtika satya bAbata dvidhAnuM bIjAropaNa thayuM. satyane saMpUrNapaNe pakaDIne pracAranArAnI sAme kAdava uchALavA mAMDaye jamAnAne nAme

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192 taddana UMdhA pATA janatAne aMdhAvA mAMDayA. zAsanamAM bhayaMkara zULa khAsavAmAM AvyuM. khIjI bAju aMgreja zAsakeAe ejyukezana sIvIlIjhIzena ane pragatinI suvALI jALa pAtharavA mAMDI. juvALa vadhatA cAlye. pAyAmAM ghA karavA mATe dIkSAnA parama pavitra siddhAMtane taddana uMdhI rIte citaravA maDayA. lAbha zuM na karAve ? chApAnI sRSTi paNa temAM sapaDAi. AvA bhayaMkara humalAnA kaparA kALamAM prAtaH smaraNIya pU. vijayadAnasUrIzvarajIe kamAla karI. nijanA ziSya pU. premavijayajI ane praziSya pU. rAmavijayajIne sapUrNa dvAra ApI, rakSA-preraNA ApI, cAkkasAi karatA rahyA, zAsanasidhdhAMta rakSAnA kaparA kALa hato. rAjyAmAM paNa lAgavagathI khATA citro raju thavA mAMDayAM. ama jevA kei virAdhanA vaMToLamAM sapaDAyA. adhurAmAM purUM pavitra upadhAna-UjamaNA aThThAi maheAtsava, zAsana prabhAvaka zeAbhA yAtrAenI paNa TIkA TI.paNa zarU thayA. vIranA gaNaveSamAM rahelAoe paNa chaDeceAka TaMkA ApyA. Ama jaina zAsana ane zAsananI vizvakalyANakara praNAlikA cuMthAvA mAMDI. bhavye janenI AtmasaMpatti khullA bajAre lUMTAvA mAMDI. have karavuM zuM? paNa pU. vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI eTale zUrAtananA khajAnA. pU. u. vIravijayajInA suziSya pu. vijayakamaLasUrIzvarajInA mukhya paTTadhara paramAkArI-vamAna sAdhugaNunA Adya svAmI zrI sudharmAsvAmI gaNadharanI pATaparaMparAne pUrNa vaphAdAra kema A badhuM joI rahe? kema calAvI le?

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193 pitAnA praziSya pU. rAmavijayajImAM teozrIe ane nUra, zraddhAnuM-samyagdarzananuM nihALyuM. pU. gurUdeva paM. zrI premavijayajI gaNivare sva. ziSyamAM vidvattAnuM pUra te ubharAvyuM ja hatuM. sAthe bane pUnA AzivAdane meLa maLe. siMha garjanA zarU thaI. satyenA nAda saMbhaLAvavA mAMDayA. jUTha-prapaMcanI jAne tUTavA mAMDI. muMbaI jevI alabelI nagarIne yuvAnanA kAna paNa saravA thayA. satyanI baMsarI bajavA mAMDI. mAdhurIe haiyA kholI nAkhyA. vItarAga pravacananA pravacane satyane vAcA ApI. satyane sabhara pracAra thaye. juThanA hAtha heThA paDayA. satyanA surilA sUra bhAratavarSamAM guMjI rahyA. vipattimAMthI saMpatti sAMpaDe tyAre kiMmatI ane sadA jIvI paNa banI jAya. dharma ane dharmanuM mULa. saMsAra ane mokSa. saMsAranI kaTutA ane mekSanI pasUtA. pApa ane puNya. Azrava ane saMvara. nirjarAnuM mahAtatva e ja dharmane aka. A badhI sAdI sIdhI tatvajJAnanI vAte. sAdA saraLa zabdomAM lekagya banAvavAnuM ahobhAgya ane mahAnirjaza e "dAnanA lADIlAne sAMpaDayA. A badhuM vinA viTaMbanAe nathI banyuM. prANa levAnA sArA prasaMgamAMthI paNa pasAra thavuM paDeluM. apamAna, tiraskAra, bhayaMkara gALAnA dAna paNa sahana karavA paDelA. paththaramAre ane kerTanA tophAne paNa pAra karavAM paDelA. satyane zuM sahana na karavuM paDe? pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAje paMjAbamAM zuM zuM nahotuM sahana karyuM ! are nyAyavizArada mahAupAdhyAya zrImadda yazovijayajI mahArAja kevA kevA

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kAmAMthI pasAra thaela? ratna te sarANe caDIne ja jhaLake ne ? ahiMA A dIkSA-siddhAMta rakSAnA prasaMge eka zubhanAma yAda karavuM ja rahyuM. pU. A. zrImadda sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajIe siddhAMta rakSAmAM je anupama sAtha Ape te kharekhara teozrInA haiyAmAM zAsana pratyenI dAjhanA haiyAmAM jalate dIpaka hate. jAmanagaranuM prakaraNa ane te vakhate pUzrI rAmavijyajIne pU. sAgarajI mahArAja sAhebane satya pakSe, jezvara upADa kharekhara zAsana aikyane anurUpa pama namUne hate. AgamaprajJa pU A. zrImad vijayajaMbUrIzvarajI paNa rakSA kAryamAM mane phALe hatA. bIjA paNa aneka saiddhAtika praznomAM pate pharajane amala karyo che prastuta dIkSA sidhdhAMta rakSA ajaba rIte thaI gaI. gAyakavADI sTeTane gojhAre kAyade paNa vilInatAnA yugamAM vilina thaze. ane tyAra pachI te 192 mAM muMbaInI alabelI nagarImAM sidhdhAMtamahodadhi-karmasAhitya prakANDavettA. parama gurUbhagavaMta zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe A puNyanAmadheya mahAtmAne AcArya pade birAjamAna karI nara-zUra ane tejasU era vadhArI mUkyA. are jaDavAdanA bhayaMkara yugamAM zAsanane eka sAce, niDara, vaphAdAra, gaMbhIra gItArtha sukAnI sAM. A hatI amArA ziratAja "premanI AMtarika parIkSA ane zAsana samarpitatA . prasaMgo ane citra prasaMge zAsanarakSAnA, jIvadayAnA, siddhAMta pracAranA A paramAnaMdI mahAna gurUziSyanA AlekhatA pAMca pAnAnuM pustaka nAnuM paDI jAya, paNa akabara

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195 bAdazAha pratibaMdhaka mahAna sUri samrATa zrImadda hIravijayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pachInA cAra varSe eka adbhuta samudAyanA sarjakanuM pavitra jIvana kavana haiyuM ramatuM, kitAbanA pAne mUkavAnuM mana kema rokI zakAya? zakti nahi paNa bhakti te sAcI. cAritracUDAmaNinA subhaga paricayamAM mukhyatayA vaDedarA zaheramAM prAyaH saM. 1988 mAM dIkSA-virodhI tarIke AvavAnuM thayuM. virodha mAtra aNasamajaNabharyo ane chApAonI rAmAyaNe. sAthe eka pUrNa jamAnavAdI sAdhujInA vadhu paDatA paricaye. teo kRpALuzrIjIne vizeSa paricaya, kRpAchAyA saM. 1998. udAradila suzrAvaka mANekalAla cunIlAlanA upadhAna prasaMge ArAdhanA karatA maLyA. zuM jJAna saMvedana ! pareDhIe cAra vAge, pATa upara nIcA namI, banne bAju be vidvAna ziSyanI pITha para hAtha pheravatA "kammapayaDInI suvizada vAcanA svamukhe ApI rahyA hatA? prazna thaye. ke AlhAdaka! ke preraka! tAre A badho abhyAsa kyAre kara che? tAre badhI anukuLatA che. * bola che kAMI uNapa? thaI jA taiyAra. vedhaka vANI sAcI paDI, covIsa varSa pachI. paNe cAritra ratnanuM bIja ane khI rIte nAkhI dIdhuM..dhanya kaLA, dhanya zAsana pATa para pite birAjamAna che. muMbaI adherInA upAmaye dIkSA-siddhAMta rakSAmAM khUba ja anumodanIya svabhega ApanAra jaina AlamamAM jANItA suzrAvaka cImanalAla kaDIyA pU. zrInI pratikRti levA koziSa kare che. "kaDIyA e nahi bane mukhAraviMda ADuM kapaDuM dharI dIdhuM. AcAra

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196 zima amArA premane A unnata hatA. muMbaIthI vihAra karatA bharUca padhAryA. zAsana samu dAyanI vAte nIkaLI paDI. zuM zAsana vinA, zuM cAritra prima ke unnata pavitra bhAva, sAthe ja kevI saraLatA. sava ziSyonA cAritra dhananI satata sadAnI kALajI. habhAI padhAryA. vaDodarAnA zrI saMghanI vinaMti, sAheba 45 mUrtione kaTibadhya praveza IcchIe chIe. maMjura. be mAIla dUrathI praveza sAmaiyuM. jajonI hAjarI. be bAju be bALamunivara, pU. puNyapALavijayajI, pU. jinacaMdravijayajI. jaina-jainetaranI anumodanA. pU. zrIe paphabANa nathI pALyuM. 5. bALamunivara kema pALe? bhAra baparatApa pure eka vAgI gayA che ke suMdara bhakti cAga ! A hatA saMskAra svAmInA saMskAra, svamAM hoya te prAyaH paramAM tare, uMjhAmAM birAjamAna che. 6 sAdhu mahAtmA sAthe. vAne duHkha bhayaMkara upaDe che. baporanA be vAgyA che. tAya chema dhIbe che. bahAra Thale javA taiyAra thayA. ghaNI vinaMti thaI. sevake paNa karI. zuddha bhUmi kampAunDamAM labhya hatI, paNa nA bahAra te, bahAra ! balihArI che sahanazIlatAnI! sAta sAta pU. paMnyAsajI pATa pAse. suMdara zAsa carcA upaDI. vikaTa prazna ukela thaye nahiM. bImAra hAlatamAM beThA thayA. vIsa miniTa eka dhAra vANI pravAha. sarva zA sarasa ukela, zAstraveditAnuM sabhara darzana thayuM. pIMDavADAnI pavitra janmabhUmi. zerI mAMdagI. suzrAvaka vaidyarAja zAMtibhAI vaDodarAvALA nADI tapAse che. jarAe

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utsukatA nahi. zAMta mudrA. bicAro vyAdhi paNa herAna thatuM haze. TrITamenTa chaeka mAsa cAlI. paNa jyAre prazna thAya tyAre kevA? bala, pa, kamasUrIzvarajI keTalA Asana pAtharavA detA ? AvI AdhakamI cIja zA mATe ? kayAM sudhI ? devuM te ochuM thAya te ja sAruM ne? ane kamAla karI ane pU. gurUziSya. jene Alamane AzcaryamAM DubADI dIdhI. bhAre jadugare bane. saMtalasa karI vicAra vinimaya karyo. zAsana ane zrI saMghanI zAMti khAtara aNaciMtA kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave eve pheraphAra samaya parate karI dIdhuM. paNa sAthe satyane niDaratAthI jAhera karI ubhuM ja rAkhyuM. zAsananI uDI samajaNa ane samarpitatA te AnuM nAma.. DIsAmAM te zAsananI parama dAjha ane dIrghadarzitAnA divyadarzana thayA. kRpAvatAra maLatA hAjara. AjJA thaI A kArya yuktipUrvaka pAra pADavAmAM zAsananI prabhAvanA ane gaurava che. tahatti. vicAra sparzI gaye ke ATalI jaipha umare paNa dhagaza eka ugatA yuvAnanI! zAsananI ciMtA kayA sAmarthyane na saraje. sevakane bIjo orDara kRpAdRSTine maLe. je have tuM samajI jA. vilaMba khoTo che. tane have vadhAre saMsAramAM rakhAya nahi. nabaLAI khaMkherI nAkha. kevI anupama tAraka vANI ! ke umadA pauSTika prasAda! AvA haiyA sasarA utarI, tAraka bananAra virala. anaMtazaH vaMdanA e tAraka bhAvane ! saM. 2022 caitra su. 6 premathI pitAnA banAvIne samajAvavAnI kaLA. sAheba, Apa vaDedarA padhAre. traNe

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dakSA Apa dayALunA varada haste thAya, zAsana zebhA kSetra apekSAye vadhu dIpI uThe. je tArI vAta barAbara che. huM pacAsa sAdhu sAthe AvavA bhAvanA rAkhuM chuM. paNa khaMbhAta jaina zALAnuM udaghATana ve, su. 8, dIkSAo . su. 4. zrAvako dvArA tuM khaMbhAta TAImasara pahoMcADe, paNa sAdhuonuM dila duHkhAya ane samajI jA. sAdhuone mAre deDAvavA nathI. pAda kamaLamAM mastaka mUkyA sivAya bIjuM zuM uccArAya ? - pU. zrI amadAvAda piravADa sesAyaTI upAzrayane pavitra karI rahyA che. saM. 2022 karmasAhitya prakAzananuM vAtAvaraNa guMjI rahyuM che. sevaka sAdhupaNAmAM, pU. zrInI sAnidhyamAM prakAzana paddhati suzrAvakane samajAvI rahela che. A zreNInA 15 pukhe vi. tyAM te pU. zrIne yuvAna AtmAmAMthI vAgU pravAha vahete the. "paMdara kema kahe che? heje 100 graMtha nirmANa thaze. Ate eka ja tatva bheda para haju lakhAya che. keTalI uMDI dhagaza ! keTalI udAtta bhAvanA! kharekhara karma sAhitya pU. zrInA prANa hatA. paramAza paNa eTalo ja kSopazama ane yAda dAsta paNa gajaba. aMtima divasanA suprabhAte paNa pU. kIticaMdravijayajIne e ja preraNuM. ane te sAkAra rUpa laI rahela che. sArAe karma sAhityane navajIvana ApI zAsananA sUtama sAhityanI apUrva rakSA karI che. jJAnadhananA. e svAmIe. saMyamacAritrae te jagamazahUra che emanA. sarva go ane sarva samudAyamAM, guNAnurAgI AtmAo nata mastake te

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' 199 guNanI prazaMsA karatA ja rahyA che. aMtima divasanI saMdhyAeA adakA sevane zAsananI vAtamAM cAritra zuddhinI ja vAta mUkhyatAe sUcavI hatI. tANavANAthI vaNAela ha pU. zrIne AtmA niSkalaMka cAritra sAthe. dehadamana ane vyAdhisahana emanuM pragaTa vrata hatuM. varazreSTha jIvana jIvI gayA A kALamAM zAsanane 300 sAdhu rane samaryA. tarka, nyAya, karmasAhitya prakaraNadimAM pAvaradhA banAvyA. upadeza zailI zAstrAnusArI sa. ta5 sArAe samudAyane eka viziSTa gauravabharyo graMtha mAge che. avasare enuM sarjana zrI caturvidha saMghane viziSTa anumodanAnuM sAdhana banaze. paraMparA kevI aDola dharma kalA-dhama rakSA dharma prabhAvanA sarjaze? AnAthI uMcI kayI zAsana rakSA haze? AvI mahAkAya zAsana rakSA sarvatomukhI sajIne 2024 nA vai. va. 11 rAtre 10-40 mInITe "vizvazreSTha mahApurUSa svanA dehane tyajI svargalekamAM padhAryA. paNa te paramasaMtanI suvAsa-samyagadarzana-jJAna caritra rUpe jIvaMta rahI Aje aneka AtmAone jIvana-surabhi ApI rahela che. e paramopakArI vAtsalyanidhi paramagurU bhagavaMtanA caraNa kamaLamAM A che mAtra eka pupapAMkhaDI anaMtazaH vaMdanAvali pUrvaka. atyAre te samartha zAsanarakSaka, gaMbhIra gItArtha mahApurUSa tarIke, sva. zrImadunA paTTAlaMkAra, zrImad vijyarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI birAjamAna che. teozrInI sucArU zailImAM darzanazAstranI chaNAvaTa karavAnI chaTA ane zAstranA arkane maMthana dvArA saceTa rIte 5. sApu samudAya samakSa mUka prabhAva mahAkAya 10- ja pathAya

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200 vAnI adbhUta kaLAnuM rasapAna ane jJAna thayuM. 2024nA cAturmAse-khabhAta jaina zALAmAM 60 pUjAne apAtI vAcanAmAM. vyAkhyAnamAM zAstrIya padArthane sasAra bhUMDA ane mekSa ja rUDa"nA kendrabiMduthI mukavAnI anupamazakti, zAsananI saghaLIe prakriyAne zuddhirUpe satata jALavI rAkhavAnI khevanA. sAmAnA haiyAmAM-atisukhI AtmAmAM zu virAga pedA karavAnI jAgirI. jamAnAeverelA mAnava vinAzanA khIjamAMthI kuTelA akurA ane temAMthI prApta mAhAphaLanI sabhAnatA jagavavI. paramasatyane purA jozathI pragaTa karavuM. keAInI seha ke ajAmaNu nahi zAstra eja cakSu, aucitya AtmasAta. karma prakRti sAme satata nItaratI jAgRta-najara. temAMthI madhurU vAtsalya paricayamAM AvanAra pAmara AtmAne paNa 'parama' banAvavAnI uccattama bhAvanA-vi. vi. Atmazaktine vadhune vadhu kSaye pazama bhAvathI khIlavI rahelA. mahAna mAnasazAstrI-dhI greTesTa sAyakalAjISTa zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI. dhana ane saMpatti (manI enDa meTala) pAchaLa duniyA jyAre gAMDItura banI ne sattAnI sAThamArImAM hajArAnI lAkhenI katale Ama cAlI rahI che ane te paNa vizva zAMtine nAme, bhArata jevA viziSTa A dezamAM paNa AvI mAraka ghAtaka vAtA, sIvIlIjhezana ane ejyukezana tarIke vyApaka banI che. jainAmAM paNa A bhutAvaLanu tAMDava jora pakaDatu jAya che. tevA bhayaMkara kALe, AvA eka sama' zAstravedI mahApurUSa, vizvanA kalyANa mATe, zAsananA vadhu pramaLa rakSaka banyA raheA eja zAsanadevane prAthanA.

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21. zAsananA sUripuraMdaranI rakSAbhAvanAne A che eka sAmAnya aMjali. mahApUjya zrImad vijayAnaMda surIzvarajI mahArAjA eTale zAsananuM ane samudAyanuM sarvazreSTha gaurava. teozrInA ane tyAra pachI TheTha sva. parama gurUbhagavaMta sudhInA viziSTa cUMTayA prasaMge paNa zuddha zradhdhAnuM zurAtana janmAve tema che. keI viziSTa zailInA lekhaka madhurI AlhAdaka bhASamAM sarjana karI sva para upakAra sAthe evI prArthanA. Shi San San San San San San San San San San San San San Guo ja paramatAraka vAtsalyamUrtinI ja che puNyasmRti 2025 hai. va. 11 e puNya tithi. bhAratavarSanA mahAna saMta, sarva zreSTha jainAcArya, tyAga-tapa-saMyamasvAdhyAyanA anekhA dhaNI. vairAgyarasanA pAlaka-pracAraka, trizatamunigaNa-adhipati, kAruNyanidhi sva. paramArAdhya pAda paramagurUdeva prAtaH smaraNIya zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane koTizaH keTizaH vandanAvali. mahAna gurUdeva ! bAra mAsanA vahANuM vahI gayA. guNanidhi-gAMbhIryasAgara, ApanI "puNya smRti eja amArU ApanA sAcA bhaktonuM jIvana amRta. ApanI praraNA vANI eja saMjIvanI. e saMjIvanIne vadhu ne vadhu, pUrajozamAM

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mukhya ane sarjana che ke ghara ane pUrabahAramAM prakAzI rahyA che Apane sarvatomukhI mUkhya aMtevAsI ArAdhdhapAda zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzva 2jI mahArAja. prabhe! e ApanA apUrva sarjane gheluM lagADayuM che jaina-AlamamAM. "basa saMsAra bhUDe ane mokSa Do. "ghara cheDe yA choDavA je heye besADo 'viSayakaSAya eja saMsAra. "zAsana ane zAsananA ziratAja arihaMta eja zaraNa. "satya ane nIti ete zAsananA baccA. haiyuM svaccha, nirmaLa ane satyane jhaMkhatu banAve. paramapakArI ! Apa zAsananA hatA. zAsana ApanuM hatuM. ApazrI caturvidha saMghanA dhruvatArA hatA. ane A adakA sevaka mATe te Apa zuM zuM nahotA! sUravirya ! pelI pAMca samiti ane gupti ane temAMe muhapatti - ane daMDAsanane sadA upaga. sADAtraNa hAthanI dhusaradaSTivANImAM mIThAza ane namratA che. vAte ApanI kema ja bhUlAya ? mahAgi! Apa te jyAM haze tyAM saddavicAranI zreNimAM caDhatI kaLAe ramatA haze! kAraNa ke ApanuM jIvana apramatta ane dhyAnamAM ja gayuM che. sarvatIrthane darzanamAM ApanI rAtrio kevI suramya banatI ? ApanuM virATa sAhitya sarjana eTale zAsananuM eka anokhuM pavitra aMga. tene maThArI rahyA che Apane suziSyo ! ' upazama rasanA dariyA ! ApanI e aMtima paLo. eja ApanA prathama aMtevAsI, ApanA pavitra mastaka pAse, navakAramaMtrane madhura avani ApanA karNamAM guMjato kare, ane Apa zubha dhyAnamAM kSamAjavI banI, haiye zAsana rAkhI, svarga saMcaro ! dhanya gurUdeva ! dhanya gurUdeva !

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& ca ma kA rA 1. jIvana ane mRtyu. jIvana parvatanA keremibhate uccaryA. vItarAga zAsa mananI zrI jinezvare pharamAvelI, suvizada vizvakalyANakArI AjJAo jIvanabhara mATe vividha trividha svIkArI. eTale ja jagatapUjya banyA. e AjJAmAMnI keIpaNa AjJAne jANI bujhIne avagaNe e sAdhu nahi. paNa veSamAM rahI, veSane bevaphA bananAra azradhdhALu-abune lAbha lenAra daMbhI gaNAya. citrabhAnuM upanAmadhArI eka AtmAnI munivezamAM videza javAnI vAtamAM ATaluM Azcarya zuM? khaLabhaLATa paNa zA mATe ? utsutra bhASake mATe aMtima prAyaH AvuM ja Ave. anaMtA tIrthakaronI AjJA para paga mUkavAmAM bahAdurI mAne ane chaDecoke tevA vidhAna kare chatAM muniveSa vidhipUrvaka pitAnA pU. gurUne pAcho ApavA jeTalI paNa himmata na dhare zANA samAjamAM e maradAI nathI gaNAtI. bAkI te "ahorUpama adhvani' ne jamAne che. munipaNAnuM te AtmA mATe mRtyu sarjAI gayuM. 2, dhArmika zikSaNanI gulabAMge ke naryo daMbha ? muMbaImA dhama zikSaNanA AzayathI gaNAya te rIte

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204 eka pravRtti zarU thaI. ekIkaraNane paNa prayAsa zarU thaye. kaMIka lAlabattIo paNa dharAI. te prayAse prANaghAtI paNa gaNuyA. pU. AcAryAdi munivarane ThIka ThIka sahaga paNa maLe. paNa pachI te pAThayapustake AdinI pravRtti sAme sugya sthAnethI reDa sIgnala dharAye. paNa samAja bAhya AkarSaNathI kheMcAye jAya che, aMtima parINAma "manasukhabhAI tArAcaMde, nibaMdha tAraNa rUpe bahAra pADela saMcayamAM jaNAI AvyuM. lAlabattI dharanArA dIrghadraSTA hatA, sAcA hatA. ane sAcA nIvaDyA. varSo pahelAnA nAstika-bIskula dharma samajaNa vagaranA vicAronuM pAchu dharma-zikSaNane nAme punarAvartana thavA mAMDyuM che. thoDI vAnagIo azradhdhAnA aMdhakAranI - 1. have sAdhuoe bALavayamAM apAtI dIkSAo baMdha karI devI joIe. 2. sAdhuoe samAjanA bALaka mATe vyavahArika jJAna ApatI saMsthAo kholAvavI joIe. 3. Aje tapazcaryAo ghaNI vadhI che. bALakathI laIne buDhDhA sudhI khUba ja sakriya rasa le che. paristhiti dharakhama sudhAro mAMge che. 4. sAdhuo have pitAnI dizA pherave....... pa. manasukhalAlabhAI maherachApa mAre che. "A vAtathI huM akSarazaH sammata thAu chuM. AnA sivAya jaina samAjene udhdhAra zakaya nathI ja!" vAha re vAha! jaina zAsananuM astitva mITAvI devAvAmAM ja "mahetAne samAjane uddhAra dekhAya. ajJAna e mahA aMdhAra' te Aja rIte ne ?

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205 3. jaina zAsanamAM rahelA pUjene? mahAzAsana vizvanuM-vizvanA bhavya jIvonuM saMrakSaka che. Apa sUtradhAre che. "saba mIla apanI apanI gAve' mAM paristhiti kevI kaparI ane ghAtaka sarjAe jAya che, te Apa najare nihALo che. narI upekSA ja sevaze? ke rakSaNa nItine tAjI karI, tenA pAna zrI saMghane karAvaze ? je thaI rahyuM che, banI rahyuM che, e te pAzerAmAM pahelI pUNI che. dUragAmI pariNAme kahetA haiyuM dhabake che. vicAra zreNI thaMbhI jAya che. paramaprabhunA mahA pavitra zAsananI upekSA ane avagaNanA duniyAne kevA ane keTalA uMDA adhaHpatanamAM utArI rahI che, te have te AMkha pratyakSa che. samAjanA-zrI saMghanA-bhArata varSanA utkarSa mATe paNa "vitarAgavANI'nI sAcI samaja ane saurabha phelAvavAnI ati AvazyakatA mAnanAra-tenA uMDANanuM maMthana karanAra jene ja A vijJapti karI zakAya ne? hajI bAjI hAthamAM che. verAna bhUmimAM chelle pATale beselI prajAmAM pachI jAgRti lAvavI bhAre paDaze he! 4. lakSmI naMdanane! pUrvanA keIka thaI gayelA puNyathI lakSamI ane kIti maLelA che. tenI sAthe sAcI-utkarSakArI samajanuM milAna kare. nahi te eja lakSamI ane kIrti, svaAtmAne bharakhI khAze. dharma ane zAsana UMDI samaja mAge che. mAtra taraMga ane jamAnAnI deTa karmasattAnA kAramAM paMjAmAMthI nahi bacAvI zake, sarvajJa bhagavaMta jinezvara devene sarva zreSTha vizvatAraka mArga uMDI buddhi pUrvaka zuddha anveSaNa

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haidhAnuM mAMge che. haiyuM nahi phare te AtmA ghavAze. durga tinA dvAra khullA thaze. zANAo tene khullA na ja thavA de. chevaTe dharma ane zAsananI bAbatamAM te zuddha prarUpaka pUne pUcho ane anusaro. 5. bhArata varSanI bhavya prajA joga. AryAvartanA pavitra Arya saMskAranA lehImAM janmela janatA kema moTA bhAge udhe mArge deravAI rahI che? ATaATalI hAlAkI ane kaparA anubhava pachI paNa? IcchAtuM sukha-kapeluM sukha paNa maLatuM nathI, narI AMdhI vyApI rahI che. jAhera kSetre ke khAnagI vartuLamAM paNa! na zAnti na sukha, na samAdhi. bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNa pedA thaI gayuM che chellA trIsa varSamAM ja. vepArIne cena nahi. nokarIyAtane uMgha nahi- zrImaMtane zAMti nahiane madhyamane ? dekhA dekhI karavAne cALa lAge. vagara paise ane vagara puNya. A cALe keNe lagADa? AvuM apalakSaNa pedA karanAre bhAratanuM bhaluM karyuM ke duHkhano dariye vistAryo ? zAMta jaLamAM vamaLa pedA karyA? sau pitAnA puNyane-bhAgyane, pUrvajanmanI ane sAthe A janmanI kAryavAhIne vicAre, paraleka-AtmA sanmukha rAkhe... caMcaLa lahamI ane kSaNa vinAzI dehane satata khyAla rAkhe. beTI jarUriyAta para kApa muke. bephAma indriyo para kAbuM! rAkhe.Aje paNa bhAratavarSamAM svarga utare. utAravuM che ne? . dayA ane dAnI zakti anusAra be che pAyAAtmakalyANanA ane AbAdInA

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' 8 zrI saMgha ane samAja * anAdikAlIna pravAhane anaMta kALa pasAra thaI gaye ApaNe "patana ane utthAnanA pravAhamAM cakarI khAyA karIe chIe. aneka kusaMskAre ane prAya: nahi jevA susaMskAronI vAsanAthI vAsita jIvAtmA aneka prakAranA jIvanamAMthI pasAra thai jAya che, pazu jIvananI pAmaratA paNa anubhavI, devalekanA divya AnaMdamAM paNa rasa taraboLa banyA. nArakI jIvananI te jANe moTA bhAgamathI zradhdhA ja jatI rahI che, ane mAnavajIvana meMgheruM' e kahANuM paNa raheNamAM dekhAtI nathI. paNa pelI kamasattA bhalabhalAnA chakkA cheDA nAkhe che. mAMdhatAonA mAna mUkave che. mAladArenI mana malInatA ane akaDAIne ogALI nAkhe che. sattAdhIzenI saramukhatyArIne dhULamAM roLI nAkhe che. AnI akaLAmaNa je anubhave che, pAyAmAM ja kAMIka khoTuM che ema jene samajAya che, keIka uMcuM zaraNuM zodhe che, te AtmAne "dharmana jevI vastu game che, tene zodhe che. anaMtajJAnI vItarAga pamAtmAoe "dharmanuM zuba svarUpa AtmAnI sAcI oLakha ane tenA mULa svarUpane pragaTa karavAmAM cIMdhyuM. e cIMdhelA mArge je cAlyA te sAdhu banyA. sAdhvI thayA uMcA mArgane AcaravA azakta paNa

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208 te mATe taraphaDatA gRhIdharmane ArAdhavA lAgyA. zAstra zravaNa gurUmukhe, heya upAdeyane viveka, ane zudhdha tAraka kriyAne zakaya amala. A traNa guNane pradhAna banAvyA, eTale zrAvaka zrAvikA banyA. Ama paramAtama zAsananA cAra aMgane zrI saMgha bane. te ja zramaNa pradhAna zrI saMgha. bAkI rahyA ane satya ane nItinA paMthane dhyeyamAM rAkhe, zakya eTale pUre amala karavA lAgyA te mAnava samUha "samAja' tarIke oLakhAye. AnAthI heThanI kakSAnA vyavahAra zunya, bhegepaga pAchaLa pAgala ane mAnapAnamAM aMdha, tevAonI samAjamAM bIlakula kiMmata nahi samAja sevAothI khUba ja sAvaceta rahe. A sarva sAmAnya dheraNa AMkha sAme rAkhI AjanA keTalAka praznone vicAra vinimaya karavAmAM Ave. mAnasika tulA sAcavavAmAM Ave. te AjanI "Taka paristhitine hUbahu khyAla AvyA vagara rahe nahi. kyA kutae kyA sutane kayAM, keTalI ane kevI rIte dhakke caDAvI dIdhA che, te turta samajAya. te samajAtAM pApI pratye tiraskAra nahi ane ajJa pratye karUNuM, ema vizada mana pUrvaka "samAjanA utkarSane sAco rAha male ja male. anyAya keIne nahi ane nyAya sarva prazaMse te. Aje zrI saMghanA ane samAjanA kAryone "bheLa" banAvAya che. temAMthI aneka saMgharSo janme che. kakSA-sTeja judA che. ekanA kAryamAM-ekanI lImITamAM, jarAe samaja vinA balka samaja vinAnA ajJAnane sArI jANakArI mAnI laIne bIje ghUsavA jAya che, eTale aneka dUSaNe janma

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20e che. je dUSaNe meTA thatAM zrI saMgha ane samAjane keza khAya che. zrI saMgha-, zrImadda tIrthakaradeve, jeo sarvajJa ane vItarAga che te mahAkANika vizvopakArI paramAtmAnA mahA zAsanane saMpUrNa zraddhAthI mAnanAra che. te mahA zAsananI AjJAo jagatanA mahA upakAra mATe vizvabharanA AtmAonI zrI (dravya ane bhAva) sukhAkArInA rakSaNArthe paMcAMgI sArAmAM svaccha ane spaSTa rUpamAM guMthAela che. eTale zrI saMghanI saghaLIe kAryavAhI Ama-kalyANalakSI ja banI rahe e svAbhAvika ane taduna susaMgata che. balake e bIjA "sAmAjIka kAryomAM hastakSepa karavA jAya te mArga cUke che ane nAthanI AjJAnuM ullaMghe che. zrI saMghamAM rahelI vyakti samAja sAthe te saMkaLAelI che. eTale kakSAbhede vyaktinI kAryavAhIne paNa samAjagata bhedAnabheda ubhA raheze ja. pU. sAdhu sAdhvI gaNanI ucca kakSAnI kAryavAhI taddana judA ja uMcA prakAranI banI rahe e ja nyAya che. jyAre AjJAmaryAdAmAM rahI gRhI dhamane pALatA zrAvaka-zrAvikAenI zrI saMgha pratyenI, samAja pratyenI, kuTuMba pratyenI kArya vAhI vividha prakAranI, vividhabhA, ane mananA pariNamethI yukta aucityAdithI sabhara banI raheze. uparokta paristhitine suspaSTa ane suvAcya banAve, tene yathAzaya amala kare. ghaNuM ghaNuM praznonA vamaLamAMthI bahAra avAze. parasparamAM ghasAtI lAgaNI kemaLa banaze. ekameka pratye vizvAsanI ane sahAyanI lAgaNI janmaze ane huMpha maLaze. huMphamAMthI tAjagI janmatA haiyAM pAse Avaze. pAse AvelA, haiyAnI potAnI bhUla ane sAmAnI upagitA samajaze. pitAmAM rahelI khAmI ane bIjAmAM rahelI

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210 keIka svAbhAvika viziSTatA AMkhe caDhaze. pachI te AMkha ane haiyuM nirmaLa banatAM TIkArane badale upayogI ane nirmaLa manane TIkAkAra kapriya AtmA banaze. zrI saMghamAM haze te zrI saMghane ane samAjane bannene, nahi te samajane te chevaTe upakAraka banaze. svastha samAjamAMthI ja zrI saMgha vRddhi pAmavA ne che. "samAja mArgAnusArI banyA rahe che. jevAnI zrI saMghanI pharaja che. pachInA uMcA sTejekakSAo sauthI prathama amalI-Adarza tarIke, tethI karIne ja, zrI zramaNa saMgha. samAja samakSa mUkyA ja kare che. Aje paNa samyagadarzana, jJAna ane cAritranA zuddha mArge AtmAo caDhe, tenuM pAlana kare te mATenI harakeI takedArI caturvidha zrI saMgha rAkhe ja rAkhe. emAM suzradhyAvAna paMcAMgIne pUrNa vaphAdAra kriyAkAraka, bAravratadhArI, zAsanAnusArI AjJApUrvakanA zAsananA mahAna kAryone nirazaMsapaNe pAra pamADanAra-svalamIne sAte kSetre ullAsa pUrvaka vahana karanAra zuddha-Atma mArga tarapha aneka suSya jenuM AkarSaNa thAya tevA viziSTa prasaMgene ubhA karI, svalakamInI mUcha utArI, zAsananA AtmakalyANakara mArga tarapha anekAneka jIvAtmAonuM AkarSaNa karanAra, mahAbhAganI upabRhaNa-anumodanA kare ja kare. samAja tanI kAryavAhI mATe sauthI prathama "zrAvakanA susthita dharmane savizad rIte samaje ati jarUrI che ! zrAvaka eTale saMsAramAM rahela mahemAna. zarIra saMsAramAM ane mane mokSa mATe. mekSa, sAdhaka dharma, zramaNa-sAdhupaNuM, sarva tyAganI bhAvanA e haiyAmAM sadA

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21 jIvI. lakSmIne asAra ane adharma mAne dAna ene sudha te paNa mAnakIrtinI lAlasA rahita. bhege pagane tathAprakAranA karmodaye bhegavavA chatAM vizva mAne. zIla ene zaNagAra. khAnapAnamAM rasa nahi. tapa enuM vrata. saMsAra ene zuM lAge. sAdhupaNAne sAro cAhaka. kuTuMbane pALe zakya nyAya nItithI. aMtara enuM sagA vahAlAthI alaguM. saMsAranI harakoI kAryavAhImAM pApane jhapATo mAne. je kaMI karavuM paDe te aucityanI daSTithI mananI mamatA nahi. dharmanA dareka prasaMgamAM ullAsa pUre. tana-manadhana emAM kharcAya eTalAM lekhe mAne. A AtmA pitAnA vartanathI ja samAjane sahAyaka banI jAya che. svabhAvasiddhi udAratA enI samAjane suvyavasthita banAve che. dayA guNa ene mAnavatAno paDaIda pADe che. agyamAM ubhe rahe nahi. cogyamAM zakaya aucitya batAvyA vinA rahe nahi. samAja mATe AzirvAda rUpa ane meDhIbhUta. paNa te mArgAnusArI samAja mATe. mArgAnusArItA e khUba ja cekasa ane mAnavatAne khIlavanAra guNa che. paNa enI spaSTatA karavA mATe "AjanA samAjanuM spaSTa citra deravuM paDe. paNa te avasare. samAja Aje kayAM jaI rahyo che enuM diggadarzana karAvavA mATe paNa sArI evI eka lekhamALA AlekhavI paDe. atyAre te A mAtra aMgulI nirdeza che. - have je zrI saMghanA ojasa ane tejas para samAjanI svasthatAne AdhAra che. te zrI caturvidha saMghanI atyAranI paristhiti para zeDIka vicAraNA karI levI ghaTe. prathama prazna thaze ke zrI saMgha eTale jene ane temanA pUjya ja ne

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212 hA. ema ja. ane zrI saMghanI svasthatA upara sArAe samAjanI svasthatA ? ha. e paNa ema ja. keIe akaLAvAnI jarUra nathI. A uttaramAM Ajane keIpaNa "sarva hitakArI satya e mAruM ane savanuM evI umadA bhAvanAthI sabhara che A vidhAna. jemAM chUpAelI che AryAvartanI sarvajana sukhakArI unata bhAvanA, jemAM rahela che. sarvocca saMskRtine vizvasaMdeza. sarvocca saMskRtimAM namaskAra paNa "Amane nahi paNa AvAne karavAmAM Ave che. amuka ja vyaktine nahi, nahi paNa AvA AvA "zreSTha guNadhArIne ja Adarza tarIke sthApavAmAM Avela che. eTale e sTAnDarDa-dheraNa apharaabhaMga banI rahe che. e saMskRtinA jIvana dhoraNa paNa svapara rakSaka ane svapara hitakAMkSI racAela che. vizvajIvana ghaDanAra e pavitra mAne keI mAmake pArake nathI. kamasattAnI kAtila cUDamAMthI keI paNa sugya AtmA bace. chUTo thAya, ane anaMta muktinA paMthe vahyo jAya, A che enI kulaguthaNa, sadA surabhibharI. kadIe na karamAya tevI zAzvata. A mahAsaMskRtimAM eTa eTale zrI saMghamAM ane samAjamAM eTa ane asta vyastatA. pAye hAle ke makAna dedarU bane Adarzone DhIlA karAya eTale mana mAMDu kudAkuda kare. siddhAMta eTale paramezvarI AjJA. enI prarUpaNAmAM kacAza-ochAza ke ulaTApaNuM eTale Arya saMskRti para mahA ghA. ghAnI ke beThA mAranI asara avasare "samAja zarIra para jaNAyA vinA rahe nahi. je Aje Aje te have hAthamAM

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rahelA AmaLAnI mAphaka spaSTa dekhAya che. anubhavAya che. ane enA bhayaMkara pariNAme anekavidha gaDagumaDanA jevA samAja zarIrane pIDA karatA dekhAI Ave che. uMdhI pravRttinA uMdhA pariNAmanA A te haju gaNeza mAtra che. phaLa te Avaze. ane dekhAze tyAre prANaleNa cakarI Avaze. kAve uttama zrI saMgha emAM jyAre saiddhAMtika astavyasthatA janme che tyAre te tenI gajabanAka asara vizva para thAya che. ane temAMe AcAranI DhIlAza vadhu ne vadhu te asarane gherI banAve che. aneka ulkApAta, zArIrika, mAnasika Arthika sAmAjIka pedA thAya che. ane A badhAnI pIDAmAM "AtmA' jevuM mULa tatva bhUlAtuM jAya che. tenI sAthe ja anIti, anyAya, trAsa, luMTa, vyabhicAra vadhatA jAya che. mAjhA mUke che. pariNAme moTA bhAge mAnavI mahA hiMsaka, pazu karatAM paNa vadhu pAzavI bane che. mAnava dAnava bane che. dAnavatA samAjane bharakhI khAya che. samAjanI pIDAne pAra rahetA nathI. mATe ja bhale ochI saMkhyAmAM paNa zrI saMgha e ja sabaLa nakakara bhUmikA che. Teca Adarza zIkharane darzakapAlaka ane rakSaka che. emAM Aje arAjaktA vyApaka banatI jAya che e hakIkata che. ghaNAne ema thaze ke, AvuM jAheramAM zA mATe AlekhavuM? ethI zo lAbha? paNa je hakIkta che, moTA bhAga samakSa sAkAra rUpe che, e haMkAya paNa kevI rIte? e TALavA prayatna jarUra thavA joIe ekavAkayatA dharmanI bAbatamAM, saiddhAMtika paddhatie, e ja ene rAmabANa upAya che. te janmAvavA mATe bhagavadu zAsananI sAcI uDI samaja ane haiyAne rAga e ja nidAna che.

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4 anna tA bhagavadbhASita kriyA-anuSThAnAmAM raMga pUrAe ja jAya che, ane te jarUrI che ja. gu temAM chupAela, aMtardhAna thaela, prANa tatvane jAgRta karavAmAM Ave tA. AvA bhavya ane suMdara anuSkAnA lagabhaga enA sAcA phaLane ApyA vinA ja pasAra thaI jAya e kema jAlave zrI saghaLaLa chinnabhinna dazAmAM mUkAela che. kAraNa ke saiddhAMtika ekavAkayatA tarapha durlakSya nahi, te upekSA te prAyaH sevAe jAya che, zrI sadya ane samAjanA abhyudaya IcchikAnu lakSya jarUrI ne? ukaLatA carU jevA zrI saMgha ane samAjanA aneka praznonI bhUmikA rUpe A te eka ati sAmAnya prastAvanA jevu Alekhana che. vaDerA ciMtA vizeSa prakAza pheMke ema IcchIe. avasare A prastAvanA vizeSa sughaDa ciMtananI bhAvanA te rAkhavI ja ne? * zrI saMgha saMgha ane ane samAja (haptA bIjo ) * kalyANanA varSa 27 aMka 9 mAM prastAvanA rUpamAM spaSTa karI AvyA ke zrI sa gha e samAja klyANunu udbhava sthAna che. kAraNa ke vItarAga dharmanA zudhdha sva

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rUpane varela zrI saMghanI harakeI pravRtti ane vRti samAjanA utthAna mATe ja bane che. samAjane "ziSTa samAja AjanA vAtAvaraNamAM kahevuM paDaze. "satya ane nIti e be tatvamAM na ja mAnanAra vargane to samAja zabda lAgu paDe ja kema? zrI saMgha ane samAjanI bhUmikA alaga alaga haI tene bheLa, kevI vicitra paristhiti pedA karI rahela che, e saune pratyakSa che. chatAM tenI chaNAvaTa karI, tenuM hubahu citra deryA vinA "bheLanI bhayaMkaratA samajAze nahi. prathamanA haptAmAM eka vAta spaSTa thaI gaI ke amuka bAbatamAM amuka apekSAe zrI saMgha ane samAja paraspara ThIka ThIka saMkaLAela che. sAdI bhASAmAM kahevuM hoya te zrI saMgha eka uttama vastu che te samAja eka suSTha bhAjana che. bhAjananuM parivartana vastu rUpamAM banavAne A eka rAsAcaNika prayeAga che. praveganI saphaLatA mATe viziSTa prakriyA te jarUrI kharI ja ne? samAja' AtmAone banela che. mAtra jaDa-acetana zarIrano nahi. zarIra to AtmAnuM amuka kAla puratuM Azraya sthAna che. A eka sAmAnya vAta jyArathI bhUlAI, tyArathI samAjamAM bhayaMkara bigADa peThe. zrI saMgha A vAta jAgRta rAkhavA mathe che. te mATe satata prayatnazIla rahe. che. AvI divA jevI vAta "samAjabAhya tane kharca che. aneka othA ane bahAnA nIce te tata saMgharSa pedA kare che. ane zrI saMghamAM paNa saDe pedA karavAnA prayatna chellA keTalAka varSothI zarU thaI gayA che. samAja mAnusArI banyA rahe enI takedArI e zrI saMghanI khAsa pharaja che kAraNa ke mAnusArI

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samAja ja sukha ane zAMti anubhavI zake che. bIjAone sukha ane zAMti ApI zake che. sukha zAMtimAM rahela samAja sArAsArano-heye pAdeyane tasvAtavane vicAra karavA samartha bane che. sArAe vizvane kalyANane mArga ciMdhI zake che, ane vizva-kalyANane sarvottama mArga zrI saMghe sarvajJanA zAsana dvArA jhIlela che. mATe ja zrI saMgha ane samAja suMdara rIte saMkaLAela che. zrI saMgha-lakSmI ane tenA dvArA maLatya sukha asAra-tuccha-heya-tyAjya mAne che. manusArI samAja te ja sukha ane lakSmIne anyAya ane anItithI AvatA heya te 'tyAjya mAne che. A che samAjanI pAyAnI suMdaratA. samAja zarIra A alaMkArathI suzobhita banI rahe che. ene badasIkala banAvavAnI hilacAla chellA pacAsa varSamAM joradAra banI gaI ane tyArathI zrI saMgha ane samAjanI ekatA para, susaMgatatA para, phaTakA paDavA mAMDayA. dhIme dhIme ugra svarUpamAM ukaLATa dekhAvA mAMDe. zabdanI vaLa bahAra nIkaLavA lAgI. ane samAjabAhya tane ujANI thavA lAgI. mAganusArI samAjamAM prApta thatuM saMghabala aTakI paDe evI AMtara-bAhya yojanAo ghaDavA mAMDI. samAja ane zrI saMghanuM ejanma tejasa osaravA mAMDyuM. paNa zrI saMghane viziSTa zramaNa varga sAvadhAna hatuM. te puNya purUSoe purI hiMmmatathI "reDa sIgnala" lAlabattI dharavA mAMDI eTale AryAvartanI e mahA tAraka saMsthAne mULathI ja ukheDavA puratA prayatna thayA. paNa Ayatva ane mugaTamaNisama jainatva jIvatuM jAgatuM hatuM. ane vijayamALA bhAratavarSanA A be prANane varatI ja rahI.

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217 paraMtu verAelA viSanA kaNIyA samAja zarIrane kArI khAvA lAgI gayA ane tenI AchI AchI asara zrI saMghanA pavitra zarIra para chUpI chUpa thavA lAgI. A te mAtra hakIkata pratye aMguli nirdeza che. prastutamAM tA zrI saMgha ane samAjanI kabyabhUmi ane tenI sakalanA temAM janmalI astavyastatA tenA AMtara kAraNeA ane bhaviSyanI savA-ceAgya suMdara bhUmikA-ane tenI suyeAgya viziSTa netAgIrI e pradhAna prastAva che. jaDacetana, sat asat, ziSTa aziSTanuM dra te anAdikAlIna che ja. jyAre cetana tU-ziSTa tattvanI TakAvArI joradAra tyAre vizvamAM sukha-zAMti vyApaka,asat-jaDa-aziSTanA vegamAM pAyamalI ane pAgalatA vadhe ja vadhe. atyAre zu che? kAnathI ajANyuM che ?jaDasAyansanI zAdhane nAme sukhanI mAtrA ghaTI. azAMti kudake bhUsake vadhI. pAgalatAneA pAra nahi. AMdhaLu anukaraNa e narI pAgalatA ja che ne? lAge javu nathI. 40-50 varSa pahelAnI zAMtine keNa bharakhI gayuM ? para sparanA premane keNe pIsI nAkhyuM? hamadardIne kaNe haNI nAkhI? vizvama'dhutvanI pokaLa vAtAe samAjanuM zu kalyANa karyuM ? anIti-anyAya, amaMgaLa, prema, asadbhAvanA pradurbhAva thayA. luTa, lAMcavata, khunAmarakI ane bhraSTA cAranA bhaDakAe maLatA nathI dekhAtA? samAja pragatimAM ke adhogatimAM utkRSa ke bhayaMkara apaka` ? dInahInanI dayA nAmazeSa. duHkhInI anukaMpA keTalI? khera A saghaLuM cheja. have zu'? kayA mA` ? punarUtthAna saMmatrita ke nahi ? hajI vadhu patana A kaiyaDA ukelavA mATe ja prasannacitte zrI sa Mdha ane samAja ane tenI ziSTa netAgirine prazna ukelye ja chUTake

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218 zrI saMgha pAse saMjIvanI che. saMjIvanI sarva bhagavatee svayaM ApelI che. pUrvadhara bhagavaMte ane sUripUra raMdare tenI apUrva rakSA karI A kALa sudhI lAvela che. e saMjIvanInA sidhdha baLe zrI saMgha samAjane piSavApALavA ane rakSavA haMmezA kaTIbaddha rahe che. ane Aje paNa udyamavaMta che. jIvAderI suvihita zramaNa-zramaNavaMdanA hAthamAM che. zAstrIya dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvane anusarI paMcAcAranuM pAlana ane pracAra e ja samagra vizvanuM kalyANukara mahauSadha che. e pU. zramaNAcAryonA haiye lakhAela che. Atmapradeza sAthe paNa vaNAela che.mATe ja zrI saMgha sabaLa ane saghana che. e saghana-nakkaratAne teDavAnI temAM pilANa pADavAnI hilacAla e ja samAjane ghAtaka banI che. chellA 40-50 varSathI aneka saMsthAone nAme, aneka maMDaLanI pravRttine nAme bhayaMkara utpAta macI rahyo che. ane te saMsthAe ane maMDaLe pAchA dharmanAM othA ane bahAnA nIce cAle che. A badhA pAchaLa keI akaLa gupta hAthe kAma kare che. ke kema? kaI beTho na samajAya tevo dorI saMcAra che ke nahi? keI vicitra bhayaMkara svArtha kAmIyAba banI rahyo che ke nahi? A badhAnI atyAre upekSA karIe te paNa mahAbhayaMkara pariNAma AvI gayuM che e ekI avAje kabUla kare ja chUTake. mAtra zrI saMghamAM ja nahi mAtra samAjamAM ja nahi phakta bhAratavarSamAM ja nahi paNa atyAranI nAnI dekhAtI ane gaNAtI nAnIsarakhI duniyAmAM paNa azAMti-asaMtoSa ane verajheranI javALAo vyApaka banI gai che. mAnavIne

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219 mAnavI para vizvAsa nathI. moTe bhAge eka bIjAne ThagavAluMTavA ane sattAdhIza banI ahamane piSavA mathI rahela che. ATale sudhInA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNanI AchI asara zrI saMghamAM gaNAtI keTalIka vyakitaone paNa spazI jAya emAM Azcarya nahi. temAM vaLI pUrva puNyanA bhege samRdhdha banela temAMnI vyakitao agresara paNa banI jAya. pAyAnA sidhdhAMta ane sugya pravRttinA ajANa AtmAo tevAo pratye AkarSAya ane temane ja sa sa mAne tyAre saMgharSa ane samAjanuM patana pariName che. AgevAnamAM samRddhi sAthe jyAre ahama ane sthAnanuM abhimAna bhaLe che tyAre satyane samajavA mATenI buddhi buThThI banI jAya che. "pU. sAdhu mahAtmAe zuM samaje?" A eke menIyA temanA magajamAM ramata thaI jAya che. paNa bhIMta bhUle che. samAja ane zrI saMghanA utkarSanA sAcA praNetA ane pracAraka pU. sAdhu mahAtmA ja che. stranI AcAra maryAdAmAM rahI teo je utkarSa khaDo karI zake che, tevI tAkAta kadI gRhasthomAM janmI nathI ane janmavAnI nathI. ane uMdhA mArganI deravaNI utkarSane badale apaka-patana ane asahya vedanA janmAve. je ekaluM ajJAna ja kAma karatuM hatuM te te jadI ukela Avata. paNa tema nathI ja. uparAMta bhagavaMta vIranA gaNaveSane dhAraNa karanAra zAstra-siddhAMta ane sAmAcArIne vaphAdAra nahi evA AtmAone teo Teke meLavavAmAM kuzaLa rIte yatnazIla rahe che. ane temAM saphaLa paNa bane che. basa pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM gatAnugatika varga temanI pAchaLa kheMcAya jAya che. ane dhIme dhIme zuddha tArakakalyANakAraka utkarSa sAdhaka mAgane vIsaratA jAya che. pari

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220 NAme samUhanuM baLa vadhatA, sAcI pragatinA mArge rahela varganA sAcA vegane dhakake pahoMce che. samAja ane zrI saMghane satyAmRtanuM pAna duHkhe prApta thAya che. te amRtapAna vinA rega, zeka, bhaya, meha, tRSNAnuM tAMDava joradAra bane che. bhegapabhoga, te mATe dhana prApti, te paNa yenakena prakAreNa. temAMthI aneka prakAranA dUSaNe samAjamAM vyApaka banatA jAya che. AdhAra staMbha zrI saMghanI hAlamajhelama paristhiti samAjane joItuM, puratuM saMrakSaNa na ApI zake e svAbhAvika che, samAja dukhanI gartAmAM pheMkAtA atyAre pheMkAye ja che. gAma, nagara, dezamAM duHkhane dAvAnaLa pragaTe ja pragaTe. bhAratabharanI, dezavAsIonI, AMtarika paristhiti jIvate jAgate ane spaSTa AMkha sAme dekhAte dAkhala mejuda ja che. mAtra A paristhitimAMthI zrI saMghane bahAra kADhI, tenuM ojasa-vadhArI, te dvArA samAjotkarSanuM paribaLa kevI rIte vadhAravuM e ja hitAvaha mArga che. - A mArgane aMkita karavA, zANuM AtmAomAM tenI zradhdhA pedA karavA, bhUtakALanuM-chelA pacIseka varSanuM siMhavakana upayogI thaI paDaze. te avelekanamAM banelA banAvene parAmarza karatAM, keIka vyaktione paNa ullekha Ave. teve TANe samabhAvamAM rahI, keIpaNa vyakti pratye durbhAva te nahi ja paNa abhAva paNa nahi e rIte spaSTa-svaccha ane satya pratipAdana thavuM ja joIe. jema anyAya nahi tema nyAya te tarI Ava ja joIe. te ja samAjanuM sAcuM pratibiMba upasI Ave. temAMthI sAco mArga maLe. sAce upAya vejI zakAya. zakya saphaLatA nIpajI zake.

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13 Alekhana yA vaktavyathI samAjamAM ane zrI sa`ghamAM khAlI khaLabhaLATa utpanna karavAmAM phaLa prAptinathI. tevI ja rIte satya tarapha AMkhamIcAmaNA karI 'hArka, sulemAna gAllI' karavAmAM paNa pragati nathI. narI avagati ja che. badhA ja AgevAnA irAdApUrvaka aghaTatuM ja karavA icche che ema paNa nathI. paNa prApta majenI samajadArIne seATIe caDhAvatA nathI e paNa hakIkata che.' bAkI budhdhimaLa teonI pAse cheja. mAtra suryagya mAge vALe te prabhAtAdaya suMdara ane zAnadAra che. paribaLe vaccenuM AMtarU vadhe jAya che. najadIka lAvI zaktinA sumeLa sAdhavAnI suyuti-prayAsanI AvazyakatA vicAraNIya che. A prayAsamAM suvizada-siddhAMtAnI vaphAdArI, hRdayanI nirmALatA ane udAratA sAthe saralatA ane ane sahiSNutAnI jarUrIyAta mukhya raheze. ATalI pUrti sAthe AgaLa vadhIe, haiyAmAM vega rAkhIe, pariNAma suMdara-saphaLa ane sughaTita che ja. havenA haptAmAM, A prastAvane vistarI, tenA vizeSa bhAva khaDA karavAnI bhAvanA sAthe sau kAI sucAgya mA -- kalpa Nu'dvArA ciMdhe ane kalyANa mArgamAM bhAgIdAra ane ema IcchIe. ____ zrI saMgha ane samAja (haptA : 3) vItarAgazAsananA suvizudhdha sidhdhAMtAne AMkha sAme rAkhI ApaNe eka vAta e haptAmAM nakkI karI AvyA ke

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222 zAstrIya dravya kSetrakALabhAvane anusarI paMcAcAranA pAlana dvArA pracAra eja samagra vizvanuM kalyAzukara mahauSadha che. e pU. zramaNAcAryone haiye lakhAela che. Atmapradeza sAthe vaNAela che. mATe ja zrI saMgha sabaLa ane saghana che. temAM pilANa pADavAnI hilacAla eja samAjane ghAtaka banI che." vIsamI sadInA parama zAsana prabhAvaka pU. A. ma. zrImad vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA (pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAjazrI) sthAnakavAsIpaNAne cheDI, zAstra ane siddhAMtenA paramasatyane AlaMbI saMpUrNa vaphAdArIthI, zrI jaina vetAMbara tapAgacchIya samAcArane varyA. pU. buTerAyajI dAdAzrInA aMtevAsI banyA. te vakhate teozrInI sAthe Avela 32 (20) sAdhumahAtmAo sivAya prAyaH 25 thI 30 suvihita mahAtmAo vidyamAna hatA. aneka usUtra prarUpaNAo jorazorathI cAlatI hatI. unmArga sthApakanuM jora vyApaka hatuM, te badhAne ekale hAthe jera karI sanmArga rakSaNanuM adbhuta kArya adA karI, zrI saMgha ane samAjane sanmArgamAM sthIra karavAmAM teozrIne keTa-keTaluM sahana karavuM paDyuM che tenuM varNana kyAM karIe ? paNa koDanI saMkhyA dharAvate zrI saMgha-20-25 lAkhanI saMkhyAmAM AvI gayuM ane hajAre AcAryonI javalaMta tAraka saMkhyA 50-60 nA AMke kema AvI gaI? ati TuMkANamAM kahIe te AcAranI zIthIlatAnA pApe. jatiyuganI chellI paristhitinuM A pariNAma hatuM. paNa pU. mULacaMdajI mahArAjazrI pU. zrI vRddhicaMdajI ma.zrI pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAjazrI Adi te vakhatanA suvihita muni

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223 vare coMkI uThayA, sAbadA banyA. purUSArtha pherave teozrInA pagale pagale teozrInA ziSyavege paNa saMgIna pagalIo bharavA mAMDI. pU. sAdhuvarga-jJAna-kIyA-tapasaMyamasaha vadhavA lAge ane chelle chelle sva karmasAhitya prakASTha niSNAta pU. A. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA adabhUta vairAgyarase ane teozrInA ja parama vineya pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI addabhUta dezanA zaktie traNase vetakamaLonuM sarjana karI, jaina zAsananI zAnamAM alabelI ceta pragaTAvI. bIjA paNa pUjyae sAdhusamudAyamAM vRddhi karI che ja. paNa A vRdhikALamAM aneka saMgharSe janmA-janmAvyA. aneka samAja ghAtaka pravRttio zrI saMghamAM gaNAtA enA hAthe ja zarU thaI. vidyAnA vyAhamAM-ejyukezananI uMdhI gaNatrImAM "pragati ane utthAna" zabdonA suMvALA phAMsAmAM ApaNA gaNAtA paNa phasAyA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa varSothI anDarakaranTa cAlatI dorI saMcAranA pratApe bhagavaMta vIranA gaNaveSadhArI keIka AtmAo paNa emAM muMjhAyAkheMcAyA. sarvajJa mArgathI viparIta prarUpaNa zarU thaI. pariNAmamAM zrI saMgha ane samAja AtmaghAtaka sarvatomukhI hAnikara-mAge kheMcAvA lAgyA. emAM AjanA ArTIphIzIyela jamAnAnA AkarSaNe pUre bhAga bhajavyo. dhana-me ane sattAnI lAlasAe dharma ane dharmakAryonuM mulyAMkana tadana avaLI rIte samAjamAM thavA lAgyuM. maLamArga para ghA thavAmAM-karavAmAM kAMI bAkI rahI nahi. zANa-DAhyA ane mebhAdAra gaNAtA paNa kaherImAM bhaLyA. jANe mAna

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sanmAna ane beTI kIrti ja svargamAM sthAna apAvanAra hoya. durgatine bhaya te bhAgI ja gaye. narI nAstitA janmI gaI ema te ApaNAthI naja kahevAya ne? - sau prathama ghA Ave. parama pavitra saMvegazAlAsamI pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI saMsthA para ane te ApaNuonA ja hAthe, kAraNa ke bhAratavarSanI AryasaMskRtinA vinAzana plAnIMgamAM dharakhama ADe AvanAra A eka camatkArika jaDIbuTTI che. ApaNu gaNAtA "loDa mekolenI suMvALI jALamAM to AvI ja gayA hatA. ane te jALanuM vistaraNa kenpharansa-yuvakasaMgha sevA samAjAdi aneka vikRta rUpamAM pariNamI gayuM hatuM ja. AthI rakhe keI ema mAnI letA ke ApaNA gaNatA mUrkha hatA ke che. agara teo humalAnI buddhithI humale karavA taiyAra thayA hatA ke che, paraMtu dha mULa vastunA ajJAnanA pratApe ane jamAnAnA jherI AkarSaNe teone haiyA gherAyA ane kaMIka sAruM karI nAkhavAnI dhunamAM temanA hAthe zrI saMghanuM ane sArAe samAjanuM bhayaMkara bhUMDuM thaI gayuM ane thaI rahyuM che. chatAM teo ApaNA ja bhAIo che ane jaina kuLanuM lehI temane vArasAmAM maLela che. e vAta lekhakanI AMkha sAme sadA ramatI rahe che ja. e vakhate kyAM na Ave ke saddabuddhinI sIDI maLatA emAMnA ghaNA mArge AvI jAya. A bhAvanA sAthe ja A lekhamALA lakhAI rahI che ane ene eka eka mudo harakeI AtmA pratye sadbhAva ane dhamapremanI lAgaNIthI vicArAya che. AmAM koIpaNa AtmAnI ke saMsthAnI bIna jarUrI TIkA karavAnI bhAvanA nathI ja. tevI ja rIte sugya hakikata spaSTapaNe raju

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pa karavAmAM jarAe AMcakA nathI ke aMze paNa leAkaherIne bhaya nathI ja, ekadhArI cAlIza varSanI zrI sadha samAja ane yuvAna baMdhue sAthenI aneka dharmaprasaMgAnI etapreAtatAe sArIe AMtarika paristhitinuM bhAna karAvyuM che. emAM eka e paNa vAta jaDI che ke yuvAne khamIrathALA che. dharma bhAvanAhIna ja che ema paNa nathI. dhama mATe kAMika karI chUTavAnI tamannA che. paNa.... paNa sucAgya padhdhatie dharmopuSTi dhakhArASTra prAptinA abhAve haiyAnuM vaheNa avaLe mArge vahI rahyuM che. parama pavitra-jagatabharamAM ajoDa pU. sAdhu sAdhvI saMsthA Aje paNa A vinAzayuganA bhayaMkara kALamAM paNa AlhAdakara tAraka ane dhyeyalakSI ja che. janma-maraNanA aMdhanathI mukita enu dhyeya che. svapara kalyANu sAdhaka mA para dhIratAthI prayANa enA dha che. eka vAta anubhavagata spaSTa karI dauM. 80 TakA pU. sAdhu sAdhvI varga saMyama svAdhyAya ane tapamAM khUba khUba rakta che 10 TakA preraNA ane utsAha janaka vAtAvaraNa pAmavAthI 80mAM bhaLe che. bAkInA 10 mAMthI 5 moTA pUjyeAnI ane zrI saMghanI kaDaka kALajI mAMge che. bAkI rahyA 5 TakA jJAnInA jJAnamAM kaLAya, bIjo gherA prazna ucA savatsarI ane tithinA je mATe bhAge aNu ukalye ja rahyo. chatAM vAtAvaraNa pUjyeAnI kunehuthI zAMta ane mATe aMze nirmALa banyuM. paNa A prakaraNamAM koI taTastha sagRhasthAe zAMta citte, praznanA zAstrIya abhyAsa karavA DuMTIthI prayAsa karyo hAya, evuM prAyaH jANuvAmAM nathI. kharekhara zrI sa'gha ane samAjamAM A eka duHkhakara padhdhati thaI gaI che. zAstranA praznAnA sucAcya rIte

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226 abhyAsa kema nahi? pitAne pU. sAdhu saMsthAnA abhyApiyare gaNanArA, Ama gAphela ane upekSAvRttivALA banyA rahe e kevuM? trIjo prasaMga 2014 mA "sAdhu saMmelanane pUrI arAjaktA ane bhAre vicitratAne, zrI saMgha ane sArAe ziSTasamAjane AMcako ApI gaye. khUbI te e ke zrAvaka saMghamAM netA gaNAtA kasturabhAI igleMDa jaIne beThA ane bIjA bhakta gaNAtA agraNIo be traNa kalAka mATe kAramAM Ave ane chUmaMtara ! vAha zAsananI dAjha ane ugamatApasI! naMbara cethAmAM gaNa paDe e "zrAvaka saMmelana ne akhatare vaLI ora bhAre thaI paDaze. saujanyanidhi kasturabhAIe, AjubAjunAnI kAMIka zubha preraNAthI ane kAMIka sArU karavAnA mananA utsAhathI, kArya te AraMbhya. paNuM...paNa zAsananI-mahAzAsananI anAdikAlIna zudhdha vizuddha sarvajana hitakArI zrI saMgha kalyANakArI praNAlIkAnA ajJAne, pU. AcAryAdi suvihita munivarenA ati jarUrI saMsarga ane salAhanA abhAve, hAjIhA karanAranI kAMIka vizvAsa bharI deravaNanA dere, susAdhu-suzrAvaka-AtmAonI utsAhajanaka premabharI lekhI paNa salAha sUcanAo pratyenI upekSAe, eka mahAna aitihAsika puNyakArya na ja thaI zakyuM. ane na ja thaI zake temAM uMdhI kArya padhdhati-kArya karene sakriya prayAsa abhAva-tana mAmulI ane ramata mAtramAM banI jaze ema mAnI levAnI gaMbhIra bhUla vi. vi. mudAo samajAya tevA ja che. lekhaka te vakhate gRhastha paNumAM hAI kAryakarane maLela. ThIka ThIka vAtacIta karela

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ane tyAra pachI sAdhupaNAmAM paNa te jArI rAkhela-paNuM prAyaH 9 TakA kAryakaro ghaDIAlane kAMTe ane jarIe pharajane beja heye dhAraNa karyA sivAya, mAtra jAduI lAkaDIthI thaI jatuM hoya te jaza levA taiyAra dekhAtA. jarUra kasturabhAinA haiye pariNAma sArU na AvyAnuM duHkha hatuM. paNa taddana uMdhI kArya padhdhatinuM bIju pariNAma Ave paNa zuM? A cAreka prasaMga taddana sAdI spaSTa bhASAmAM TIkA karI paNa vinA mAtra hakikata dvArA eTalA mATe sUcavela che ke bhagavaMtanA mArgane prema, nAne ke meTe, tenI vigatamAM utarI sahaja bhAve samajavA mAge te sama(c) zake. ane have pachI AlekhAtI nAmasahanI keTalIka vigate karaDA ke uMdhA bhAvamAM na pariName. prathamanA humalAmAM mahAzAsananI jyota jvalaMta banI, suvihita munivare ane suzraddhALu zrAvaka gaNanA athAga ane aDela prayAse "saMyamane mahA siddhAMta rakSA. paNa zrI saMghamAM sudhAraka ane zAstra zradhdhALu be varga judA paDayA zradhdhALu vargamAM paNa "tithinA ane be vibhAga pADayA ene viparIta paDaze "sAdhu saMmelananI akAryavAhImAM pariName ane zrAvaka saMmelananuM viparIta ane vicitra pariNAma cheTI hAnIkAraka svaparaghAtaka svatatratA ane kaMIka aMze svachaMdatAnA vadhArAmAM dekhAyuM. A rIte hAsa para hAsa AvavA lAgyuM. sApha karavAnI dhUnamAM ajJAna ane aNasamaje ghaNuM nukazAna karyuM. dharma pratye sUgavALAone taka malI gaI.jaina jevA bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanA zAsanane ekAMte nukazAnakara patroe anekAne

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AtmAone zradvAhina banAvavAmAM pUre phALo neMdhAvyuM. paNa ene emanI utpattikALanI rItarasama cAlI Ave che. khUba ja hita buddhithI pUrI vicAraNA pUrvaka A saghaLuM lakhAI rahyuM che e kadI koI bhUle nahi. AmAM mahAzAsananA gaNavezadhArI ane veSane paNa vaphAdAra nahi evA AtmAoe e cho bhAga nathI ja bhajavyuM. re kALa! jyAM sAdhunA svAMgamAM rahelA ja bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanI AjJAthI viparita prarUpaNA AcaraNa ane preraNA karatA banI jAya tyAM ardhadagdha banAvatI keLavaNInA kAramAM bhoga banelA, amArA zrI saMghanA ane samAjanA AtmAo, avaLa mAge caDhI jAya temAM zuM Azcarya ? suvihita munivarenI mArgastha prarUpaNa AcaraNa ane preraNAnA prabhAve bacI jaI, zudhdha mArganI zraddhAmAM TakI rahyA, te puNyAtmAone dhanyavAda ? bAkI te jaDavAdane yuga che. jJAnanI parabane nAme mahA ajJAnano pracAra che. sAyansane nAme dharmane ghAta karAI rahyo che. paropakArane nAme karyo apakAra ane svArthodhatA sadhAI rahela che. svataMtratAne nAme narI svachaMdatAne vega maLI rahyo che. tyAM zrI saMgha ane samAjamAM zAMti ane suvyasthA ane parasparanI premabharI sAMkaLanA darzana kyAMthI thAya? satya zodhavuM nathI, jANavuM nathI, keI jaNAve te sAMbhaLavuM nathI, balake thekaDI karavI che. AMdhaLI deTe ja deDavuM che. "aMdhazraddhA, jamAnAne aMdhApa" jarAe khUMcatuM nathI. samajaNa pUrvakanI zraddhAnI saDaka para cAlavuM ja nathI. ane ane samAjakalyANa zrI saMgha unnatinI vAhiyAta vAte, jarAe sAce bhega-tanamana-dhanake sama

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cane ApyA sivAya karavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che? chelle chelle hamaNA "kasturabhAI sanmAna citrabhAnu videza gamana "sAdhu saMsthA samIkSA vi. keTalAka pejanA pUrvakanA sahetuka prasaMge ghaNuM ghaNuM zIkhavI jAya che. sajAga nahi bane te mULadhana gumAvaze ema pATha ApI jAya che, enI chaNAvaTa pUrvaka, A badhuM hovA chatAM zrI saMgha ane samAja mATe sAco rAha ze? ane te mATe have karavuM zuM ? nAyako kyAM bhIMta bhUlyA che ane sAthI, e udAharaNa rUpe banelA prasaMge ane uccArAelA zabdo TAMkIne ja spaSTIkaraNa karavuM rahyuM ne? moTe ke nA bhAI, bahena ke mAtA mArga bhUlA paDe yA gaMbhIra nAnI moTI bhUla kare te amIbharyA haiye paNa jarUra paDe be kaDavA kaDaka zabda kahevAmAM pharajanA bhAna sAthe amRtapAna karAvyuM ja kahevAyane? bhagavaMta mahAvIranI svapara tAraka AjJA-AjJAna amRtane samajAvanAra suvihita paMca mahAvratadhArI munivare pratye, zrI zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMghanI samaja pUrvakanI viveka bharI pharaja, paDatAne sthira karavAnI saMbhAvanA ane prANa mAtra pratyene karUNA bhAva Adi amRta chAMTaNa-cothA haptAmAM ja ne?

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3 zrI saMgha ane sa mA ja | lekhAMka : 4 ] DIR sarvakalyANakara paramAtmamArgane cIMdhanAra vItarAga zAsanamAM zrI zramaNapradhAna caturvidha saMghanuM sthAna sarvazreSTha che kAraNa ke sArAe ziSTa samAjanuM netRtva ane sAcuM hita temAM ja samAela che. A satyanI spaSTatA prathamanA traNa haptAmAM aneka rIte vicArI AvyA. sAthe ja utkarSa-apakarSa-gharSaNanA pIrIyaDa ane tenA bAhya AMtara kAraNanuM avalokana karyuM. have trIjA haptAmAM karela spaSTatAnusAre prasaMgenuM pArAyaNa karIe. lagabhaga saM. 1980 pachI "tamastaraNa" lekhamAM caudapUrvadhara paramArA dhyapAda zrI bhadrabAhasvAmI pachInA pU. pUrvadhara-suvihita AcAryo Adine bhayaMkara rIte halakA pADavA prayatna thaye. dhumasane dariye mAnI saDaka para ta nAra-tarAvanAra dhenI upamA ApavAmAM AvI. pU. vijaya labdhisUrIzvarajIe becarake hita zikSA graMtha hiMdImAM ane pU. rAmavijayajI (pU. vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI)e satyanuM samarthana graMtha gujarAtImAM AlekhI, suyuktiyukta saTa javAba ApI, zudhdha zradhdhAdhananuM rakSaNa karyuM. zAsananI sAna baDhAvI. te ja TAIme bhagavaMta vIranA gaNaveSadhA

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rImAMthI AvA bhayaMkara duSkatatyakArIne paNa pakSa levA. ane...ane zrI saMghamAM kalezanA bIja rekhAyA. eka zabdapaMDite kudaratanA gaNitane paNa avagaNI 1-9-71 nA "prabuddha jainamAM, sArAe jainazAsananI-jaina dharmanI-mahApavitra AgamanI-zrImadda tIrthakara devenI, para. mArAdhyamahopakArI mahA purUSanI, peTabharIne bhayaMkara ThekaDI uDAvI che. zuddhavizuddha zradhdhAnA pavitra kyArAmAM Aga cAMpavA pUrepUre prayatna karyo che. paNa te dayApAtra AtmAne jaipha uMmare paNa na ja sUjhayuM ke svayama svanA AtmAmAM anaMtakALa mATenI cInagArI cAMpI rahela che. keI ne kaI kALe saddabudhi jAge ane mArge vaLe e ja abhilASA. paNa keNa jANe che aMdhArapaTa patharAI gayo che ke upekSA karavAmAM hita dekhAtuM haze ke prAyaH eka zabda tenA pari mArjana mATe vAMcavAmAM ke sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM nathI. AvatuM nathI. kadAca kaI meTI taiyArI cAlatI hoya te jJAnI jANe. A te eka vacce prAsaMgika ullekha AvI. gayA, saM. 1980 pachI devadravya-dIkSA ane bALa dIkSA tithi carcA vi. vi prakaraNamAM dhIme-dhIme vibhAjana eTalI hade vadhatuM gayuM ke moTe bhAga "bhagavaMta mahAvIra" ane bhagavaMta mahAvIranA dvAdazAMga praNIta zuddha satyathI bharelA siddhAMtane ja bhulate gaye. eTaluM ja nahi. maMDaLa-samAje-saMghanA navanirmANa nAme, Arya saMskRtine paNa laje, tevI paristhiti ubhI thaI gaI. ane adyatana ejyukezanane pAyAne dayeya, khUbIpUrvaka khIlavA lAge. temAM AgevAna gaNAtA muDIpatio paNa mArga bhUlyA jarUra

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232 kaMIka sAruM karI nAMkhavAnI dhunamAM. meTAenI pAchaLa nAnA paNa kheMcAyA. eka pherA khoTe pravAha vahete thaye. pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM? "kalyANaka mahAparvone paNa jayaMti rUpamAM pheravavAne raye cAlyA. phaLazruti rUpe saDaka para cAlatAnIjeNe je gamI tevI jayaMti ujavAvA lAgI. raumya, suvarNa hArakane rAphaDo phATa. ane kuLa jene AmAM bAkI kema rahI jAya. haise bhAI-hiM. temAM jhIlAyA saujanyanidhi kasturabhAI ane emane amRtamahatsava. e bAbatamAM muMbaithI nIkaLatA eka hita-mitapazcama-satyama nAmanA mAsikamAM khUba khUba spaSTa vicAra vinimaya pUrvaka eka sUkSmaciMtaka sAkSare "reDa signala dharyo hate. paNa karavuM te karavuM ja. bhale zAsanane gharmane are sArA samAjane mATe ghAtaka bhaviSya sarjAya. khera AvuM te have di uge bane che. ApaNe te "upabaMne haNInA pavitra nAme samAja chetarAya che ane zrI saMghamAM gaNAtA ADe mAge deravAya che, e ja hakIkta raju karavI rahI. ane te paNa "nAyaka ane dAyaka nA zabdo dvArA. - caMdrakAMtabhAI, kasturabhAI ne vastupALa tejapALa tathA mahArAjA kumArapALa sAthe "jIrNodhdhAra bAbatamAM sarakhAve che, chatAM kasturabhAInA bhASaNamAM eka zabda paNa vAMcavA nathI maLatuM ke- jenA Atmapradeza pradeze zraddhAnI ta jAgatI hatI ane svasamRddhi parane meha ghaTADI, anargala svakIyalakSmIne zubha vyaya karI lAkhanA haiyAmAM dharmazraddhAnuM bIja repanAra, te mahAnubhAva AtmAo kyAM ane mAtra dekharekha pUrate bhega ApanAra mAre kSullaka AtmA kyAM?

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bIjA AtmAo paNa jeNe je ugyuM te pravAhanA AkarSaNe belyA che. paNa badhAnI kayAM neMdha levI. paNa saujanyanidhi kasturabhAI pite je belyA che te te zAsana ane dharmanI dRSTie bhAre AMcako ApI jAya che. re, mAna! bhalabhalA saMtane te bhUlAvyA tyAM kasturabhAInuM zuM gajuM ? teo vade che. huM mArA vyaktigata siddhAMtanA bhege peDhImAM kAma karavA taiyAra nathI. A ukti para zAMticitte-zamabhAvathI vicAraNA karIe. peDhI kenI? jaina zAsananI kharI ke nahi? tenuM baMdhAraNavahi vaTa-vyavasthA-TharA zAsanane anusaratA hoya ke mane ghaDaMta ? zAsananI-dhamanI-sarvajJa bhagavaMtenI-mahAvIradevanI AjJA-vidhAna-niSedha, eja pramANane? A jJAna, zuddha satya ukela, Agama niryukita bhASya guNi ane TIkA graMthamAMthI ja prApta thAya ne ? zrImad tIrthakara de praNIta tripadIne atisUkSma zudhdha pAyA para racAela dvAdazAMgI ja A sarvanuM mULa kharUne? Ane vaphAdAra e ja "jaina" ne? cAra jJAnanA dhaNI gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI gautamasvAmIjI caudapUrvadhara zrI bhadrabAhu svAmIjI, zrI zIlAMkasUrijI zrI abhayadevasUrijI, maladhArI zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI, 1444 graMthanA racayitA zrI haribhadrasUrijI, zrI siddhasena divAkara sUrijI, kalikALa sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI ane 17mI sadInA mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijyajI Adi prakANDa vidvAna, darzanajJAtA suvihitanAmadheya mahA purUSanA sarvahitakara svara sarvajJa vacanAnusArI siddhAMta abhiprAya pramANe peDhInuM saMcAlana thAya ke vyakitagata manasvI vicAre pramANe?

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234 ane vaLI je prasaMgane anulakSI A zabdo jAheramAM khelAyA che te prasaMganI jAherAta pramANe peDhIe ke pote te TharAvanI nAbudI karI che kharI ? koIka apavAda sivAya sAmukhI abhiprAya maLavA chatAM paNa? peDhI ane peDhInI kArya vAhInI carcAmAM utaravAnA A mekha nathI. bAkI te khAkhatamAM paNa...saMghane khUba khUba sajAga rAkhavA ja joIze. eka vAta vadhu spaSTa karI dauM. tathA prakAranA rAjakIya sa jogAmAM, kasturabhAInI paN AgevAnI yA salAha sUcanA tarapha najara jAya, teneA e artha nathIja ke teonI zAsana ane dharmAMnI bAbatamAM jANakArI che, kulasa'skAronA prabhAve kAMika sArUM karavAnI manamAM hAMza eTaluM ja, temAM samAjamAM gaNAtA mAEA, puNya prApta lakSmI, AgaLa lAve e svAbhAvika che. eka vAta sAcI ke zAsananI sUkSmatA samajI pUrNa zraddhApUrvaka mArgIstha rahI dhama kAryo karavAnI ekAMta tema A jaipha uMmare rAkhe; teA jarUra kalyANa sAdhI zake; eTalI budhdhi ane vicArazakita che. emane mATe AvuM ane te emanu aheA bhAgya ! khIje naMbare Ave che hamaNA bahu gavAela 'citrabhAnu videza gamana.' paNa have A prakaraNanI jhAjhI kiMmata ja nathI rahI, kAraNa ke bhayaMkara juThANA ane taddana avaLA vidhAnA svamukhe ja AphrikAdi dezamAM uccArAyA ane chellI je vAta reDIyeA AdimAM AvI te satya ja hAya tA zrI sagha ane samAja zANA che. vadhAre dhyAna kheMcavAnI jarUriyAta ja nathI. paNa huMAM ! A prazna paratve amArA zrI zramaNa saMghanI prAyaH satAmukhI upekSAe zrI saMghanI eka khataranAka nabaLI kaDI che e hakIkata che. bAkI

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35 dariye chevaTe te muDa bahAra ja pheke che, kaho ne ke phekAI jAya che. paNa A badhAnA mULamAM sAdhu veSamAM rahI svachaMdatA ane zraddhAne, satya pratyene, saMpUrNa abhAva kAma karI rahyA che, e khUba sUcaka che. paradeza gamana pahelA (je prasaMga dhAryA karatA traNa varSa meDo amalamAM Avya) e bhUlA paDelA ane pitAne bahAnI mAnanAra AtmAe "aMdha zraddhAne aMdhApa pradIpamAM lakhI, zrImad tIrthakara devothI mAMDI saghaLAne, ajJa TharAvavA bAliza prayatna karyo hato. tenA javAbamAM A laghu kalame "aMdhazradhdhA aMdhApo' eja zirSakathI, te mArga cUkelA AtmAne aMdhApe keTalI hade vyApaka banyuM che, te saumya bhASAmAM sUcavyuM hatuM. paNa vinipAta zatamukhI banyuM. jevuM bhAvi ane rakhaDapaTTo ! bAkI rahI jatu tuM te baLataNa-lAkaDAne paNa vepAra na karI jANanAra jhaverAtanI kiMmata AMkavA beThA. je caLake vadhAre ne vadhu kiMmatI AvuM DhaMgadhaDA vinAnuM emanuM vijJAna. ane banI beThA jhaverI. mahApavitra sAdhu saMsthAnA anAdikAlIna mahA kalyANakara siddhAMta te dUra rahyA. emanI AMkhe ja na caDhe te budhimAM te bese ja kayAMthI ! paNa pavitratama samAcArInuM paNa DIMTa na jANanAra "sAdhu saMsthA parisaMvAda goThavI beThA. jamAnAnA jherI pavana vaDe tela karavA beThA. AtmA jevI tAtvika vastune paNa prAyaH nahi mAnanAra, bhegavilAsanI bhayaMkara tulAe bhUla paDyA. jevI daSTi tevI sRSTi ane jevuM manamAM tevuM ghaTamAM ke brahmAMDamAM mAnI beThA. re ajJAna? janma maraNanI mahAvedanAo, aneka garbhomAM bhaTakAmaNa,

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Adhi-vyAdhi upAdhine vividha dAvAnaLa, te ajJa AtmAone na dekhAya, paNa bhayaMkara AjanA sIvIlAIjhaDa yuganI yAtanAo, bekArIne rAkSasa, bhukhamarAnI bhaDabhaDatI javALAo, khUna, luMTaregacALo, dharatIka che, jaLapralaya, sukAdukALa vi. vi. duHkhanA dariyA paNa nahi ja dekhAtA hoya ke AMkha mIcIne kudaratanA kAnuna thI dura jaI game tevA lajhe uccArI mahApApane puSTa karI unmArge anekane doravAnuM samAjaghAtaka kArya karI rahyA haze? | game tema paNa mAtra tIrtho nahi, dharmasthApatya ja nahi, paNa dharmanA prANa khatarAmAM che. e spaSTa hakIkata che. yuvAnemAM dhagaza che. khamIra che. paNa gaurava bharyA Iti hAsane bIlakula khyAla nathI. aTala aNanama akATaya mahA vijJAna sarvajJa sidhAMtamAM aphara padhdhatimAM samAyela che e te khabara ja kayAMthI hoya ? ekeka AcaraNAmAM svAthya zadhdhi; Atmannati ane samAja zAMti patharAela che. e emane koNa samajAve ! ane vRdhavarga e paNa eka keyaDe che. dhana kharcAya che. dharmane mArgomAM paNa, paNa rIta rasama ane dhyeya judA. ajJAna jJAna gaNAya che. azAMtine mArga sukha mAga gaNAI rahyo che. pAmaratA ane AjIjI rejIMdA banatA jAya che, chatAM phAMko abhimAna akaDAIno pAra nathI, A sArAe samAjanI vartamAna paristhiti. AvA kAtIla vAtAvaraNamAM, sarvane sukha zAMti mATe dharmane pradhAna banAvI, pharIthI zrI saMghane susthira banAvI, tenA dvArA samAjanA abhyadayane sAdhave che. bIjo mArga ja nathI. te mATe gaMbhIratAthI zAMtithI jarAe akaLAyA vinA pUrNa bhAIcArAthI durbhAvane dezavaTe ApI kayA mAge kyI janAthI svapara kalyANa sAdhavuM e have chelalA ane pAMcamAM hatAmAM saMskRti saghana che. ghaTake zedhavA rahyA.

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zrI saMgha ane samAja . (hasto pAMcamo) anAdikAlIna suvyavasthA eTale jaina zAsana ane dharma. tene zradhdhApUrvaka anusaratA viziSTa keTinA ziSTa samAjanA sabhyone banele zrI saMgha, satya ane nItinA mArgane anusaratA mArgAnusArI varga te samAja. dharma-artha-kAma-makSa cAre purUSArthane svIkArate samAja, dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvane bhUlI, jamAnAne anusare, tyAre kevI AMdhI vizeSa karIne dharmakSetramAM) ubhI thAya che, te khUba chaNAvaTathI cAra haptAmAM vicArI AvyA. zrI saMgha-dharma ane mekSa purUSArthane sAdhana ane sAdhya tarIke mAnanAra jyAre heyakeTinA artha-kAma tarapha AkarSAya, tyAre te vizvano AdhAra staMbha hAlI uTha-ema ja mAnavuM. 2500 mI jayaMtinuM AMdolana AvuM ja eka mahAsatyane AvaravAnuM-pazcimAtya dezane hAtha vicAratA, irAdA pUrvakanuM kaubhAMDa che. traNa jagatanA tAraka vizvavatsala paramakArUNika vItarAga bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanA paramAtmabhAvane jhAMkhe pADI, te vAtsalyamUrtine sarvajJapaNane AvaravAnI ane sAmAnya jJAnathI ane lokavyavahArathI mahAna gaNAela AtmAonI samakakSAmAM mUkavAnI bhayaMkara yejanA che. ATalI sAdI

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238 sIdhI vAta paNa zrI saMghane moTo bhAga ane keTalAka gaNavezadhArI nathI samajI zakatA kAraNamAM kIrtinI mAraka lAlasA ane lekaherInI AkarSakatA. A pejanA pAchaLanuM ghAtaka rahasya, zAsanapremI ne zAsananI dAjhavALA sAdhu mahAtmAoe tathA suzrAvakoe, potAnI lekhinI dvArA spaSTa rUpamAM raju karyuM che. ahiM te saMskRtinA ghAtaka prasaMga pratye A mAtra aMgulinirdeza che. - A saghaLI paristhiti vadhatI jAya che e hakIkata che. AMkhamIMcAmaNa ane upekSA sImAtIta banatA jAya che. sukALamAM sahu AmaMtraNa Ape. dukALamAM AmaMtre te baDabhAgI. rahANa nItinA prasaMge rUDI rIte gAya vALe te gopAla. jaina zAsananI suvizada rahANa nIti prAya: bhUlAI gaI che. zAsananI-dharmanI-zrI saMghanI ane sArAe ziSTa samAjanI javAbadArI pU. AcAryadevadine varelI che pradhAnapaNe. paNa...paNa kamanasIbInI vAta che ke ati alpa saMkhyA bAda karatA moTA bhAganI te tarapha daSTi ja nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa keIka te vaMsaka mArga tarapha vaLI rahyA che e spaSTa dIvA jevI hakIkata che. eTale kharekhara te alpa saMkhyAnI javAbadArI gherI banatI jAya che. ane mArga kADhavAnI kaThInAI ati AkarI che. kAraNa ke upasaka vargane moTo bhAga jAgRta nathI ane gIleTathI AkarSoela vargane satyanA tejanI jhAMkhI karAvavAnuM kAma pUruM che ja. chatAM zAsana jyavaMtu che. bAkInA 18 hajAra varSanI maryAdA preraka ane utsAhajanaka che. temAMthI ja rakSaNanItinuM baLa che, te vegavaMta banavAnuM che. varSo pahelAne eka

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239 zAstro prasaMga yAda AvI jAya che. gRhasthapaNAmAM ane kAleja lAipha jaina dharma javalaMta manavA joIe'nI dhUna. mahAna jainAcArya zrImad vijayarAmaca'drasUrIzvarajI samakSa prazna upasthita karyAM. te paramApakArI mahApurUSe rakSaNanItinI vadhakatA samajAvI, haiyu` AnaMdavibhora banI gayu, jaina dharmImAM rahelI Atma-mastIne anubhava thayA. Agama pratyenuM bahumAna era vadhI gayuM, A te sahaja, paNa AmAMthI eka vAta tarI AvI ke, 'rakSaNanIti'nI jANakArI mATe maulika sidhdhAMtAnuM uMDu avagAhana ati jarUrI che. kAraNa jaina dharma eTale vizva dharma yAne kudaratanuM kra methemeTIkasa, dhama prAptinI icchAvALA harakeAI e svarUpa samajAtAM ene svIkAra karye ja chuTakA, mATe ja jainadhama eTale Atmadhama-muktipradAyaka meAkSadhama, saMsAra eTale ja jALa. bhaTakavu eja vidha. ka ane tenA sArA-narasA phaLa e je ja jIra. jaMjIrA phagAvA eTale sAcI AjhAdI AtmAnI. asa A samajAya eTale udAratA janme harakeAi kSetre. athI Atmya sAcA dAtA bane. zarIra sucaMga rAya bane. vidyA vizALa suvicAraka ane. vANInA svAmI sudharma pracAraka yAne prabhAvaka ane, sahanazIlatA ene vare ja varSe. zabdasahiSNutA AtmavaNATamAM vaNAI jAya. pachI prazAMta vicAradhArA satya, pragati ane utthAnamAM vega Ape ja Ape. anekAne unmAthI bacAvI sanmAmAM sthApI zake. e kyA satyane na pragaTAvI zake eja prazna. paNa A sakaLa mATe phuTaDI yeAjanA ? ceAjanA zAsanamAM sukhadha che. A saMskRtimAM te chuTA chuTA kaNIyArUpe

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240 verAelI che. paNa AcAra pAlana abharAIe mUkAyuM che. uparathI tenI ThekaDI uDAvAya che. sArA evA junA saMskAra paNa "junavANIne nAme luptaprAya thatA jAya che. uMdhu badhuM ja zIkhavAya che. vega pAmatuM jAya che. "ejyukezanane sIvIlAIjhezananA suMvALA zabdothI AvakArAya che. poSAya che. AvI taddana viSama vikaTa paristhitimAM badhA ja ane khAsa karIne yuvAna varga vyAkhyAna AdimAM Ave, sAMbhaLe ane grahaNa kare, e pahelA te moTe bhAge asaMbhavita. AvanArane suhu zudhdha mAla ja maLI jAya tethI paNa vadhu asaMbhavita. kAraNa ke cauda kereTa ane imITezana vadhatuM jAya che. mATe ja saMskRtinA suvihita rakSaka pU. munivare suzradhdhALu bhaktajanee sAbadA banI anekavidha paNa eka lakSI janAo dvArA dhyeyane pahoMcavA kaTibadhdha banavuM jAIze. A mATe samartha gItArtha pU. AcAryo Adi pAse pachI bhale te alpa saMkhyA hoya, vinIta bhAve pahoMcI javuM joIe. teozrInI rAhabarI nIce, mArganuM tenA rakSaNanuM ne bALa yuvAna vRdha, AtmAmAM tenuM khAmezathI siMcana karavAnuM, prazAMta zailInuM jJAna, grahaNa karavuM ja paDaze. ane sAcA pU. gItArtho A kArya mATe haMmezA tanamanathI apramatta tatpara hoya che. hA jarUra paDe cakAsaNI kare paNa kharA. uMcI milakatanA vitaraNamAM, , egyatAnI cakAsaNI e paNa emanI anivArya pharaja kema nakArI zakAya? A jJAnane prakAza zrAdhavargamAM aneka rIte sAdhu maryAdAmAM rahI pAtharI zake che. ane te mATe vihArakALanA

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241 ATha mAsa gAme gAma-zahera zahera, saMyamanI chAyA phelAvatA, sujJAnanI lhANa aviratapaNe karavI joize. mA bhUlelAne haiyu ApI mAge lAvavA joIze. Agama pradhAna dezanA sAthe zakaya rIte AjanI sAyanTiphIka padhdhatithI praznanA ukela ApavA paDaze. zu kahyuM? cAritrakhaLa ? bhalAbhAI, pAyA vinA to imArata caNAya ja kema ? paMcAcAranuM pAlana e teA pAyeA che. Toca che zikhara che. sattara prakAranA sayama brahmacarya pradhAna che. zAstrAnusArI saMyama pradhAna dezanA e rakSaNa nItinA pAA che. e vAta jyArathI bhUlAI tyArathI ja A avadazAnA mUla naMkhAyA che. 1444 graMthanA raciyatA suvihita zirAmaNa, ta- nyAya--Sadradarzana sama vettA-svapara zAstra rahasya pragaTa karanAra, zrImad haribhadrasUrIzvarajInA graMthA labdha na hota, tA mAnI spaSTa jANa ane gItA'tA prApta karavI muzkela khanI jAta. kAraNa ke A graMthA cAvIrUpa ane sAra saMgraha che. ane e paNa 'rakSaNanIti'nuM mahApradhAna aMga hatu ane khanI gayuM. enA AdhAra laIne te mithyAzabdapaDitAne Aje cUpa karI detA vAra lAgatI nathI. zradhdhAdhananuM rakSaNa karI aneka AtmAone mA stha rAkhI zakAya che. A Adi aneka puSTikAraka puSTasAhityamAM arkAmRta saMgraha karI, sucArU bhASAmAM mUkavAnI jarUriyAta kharI ja ne ? game tevA DhaMgadhaDA vinAnA, kAMkarA vINI anAvelA, sAhitya sAme sidhdhAMtayuktiyukta sAhitya, judI judI saraLabhASAmAM prakAzana pAmavAnA kALa nathI pAkaye zuM! bhale te sucAgya cakAsaNI pachI prakAza pAme.

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242 sAthe sAthe bhaktiyoga paNa vega sAthe sudhAraNA nathI mAgatA ? anekavidha pesI gayelA dUSaNeAnu pramAna ane sucArU Atma-AlhAdaka samyag gatinI jarUra nathI zuM ? laya-tAna ane guNa bhaktinA bhAna vinAnuM gAna, gultAna ke mastAna paramAtmAmAM kayAMthI banAve ? bhakita kharekhara mukitanI kRti kayAre bane? AjJA haiyAmAM jAma thai hAya tyAre ja ne? badhA ja sAdhu banI jAya e trikALamAM zakaya che? tyAre haiyAmAM sAdhutAnA ni`La bhAva sivAya jaina paNuM janmI zake ! ane jainattvanI AchI chAyA vinA sajjanatA ke sagRhasthAInA uddabhava zakaya che? ane te mATe udAratA guNu ati Avazyaka? te sakaLa vizvanI kalyANa bhAvanAthI sabhara zudhdha sanAtana jainadharma -zAsananI rakSA mATe udAra saddagRhasthAnI keTalI uccI kakSAe jarUrIAta ? zrI zramaNa saMghanI rakSaka-pra%0ttinA sahAyaka te suzrAvake ja ne ? ane te paNa puNyaprakarSa dhanADhya ane sAcI udAratAne varelA ja ne ? AthI vadhAre vivaraNa A vyavahArU vAtamAM jarUrI kharUM ? A rIte mArgastha pU. zramaNa varga zradhdhAvAna udAra upAsakA--zAstra vaphAdAra sAhitya-nima La-bhakita-enI parasparanI saMkalanA ati jarUrI che ja. sAthe ja sAtvika zramaNI va ane suzIla zrAvikagaNa, vizeSe karIne rakSaNa nItimAM sahAyaka bane ja ne. e paNa pAyAnA senTara che. zrI caturvidha saMghanA e aMga che. zAsana mahAlayanA e pAyA che. sAdhvIgaNamAM saMyamanI phArama-svAdhyAya-tapa-japa upAsanA vikasita che. meTA bhAgamAM. jarUra che. saMghanA

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243 suvyavasthita daravaNanI. vairAgyaraMga vadhate rahe-AtmavikAsanA pariNAma unnata banatA rahe tevA rAha darzananI. Agama zAstromAM che ja. prekaTIla rUpe pariNamAvavAnI ja ochapa. amAro pavitra sAdhvIgaNa-vizeSe karIne AjanA samayamAM-vizvanuM eka Azcarya che. raMgarAga ane bhegavilAsanA gherA vAtAvaraNamAM bharayauvane ane kula saMskAranA ane sAdavIgaNane susamAgamanA pratApe, vairAgyarasamAM jhIlI, bhegepabhegane phagAvI de che. aneka kaSTa sahana karIne saMyamadhananuM pAlana rakSaNa kare che. viduSI banI vidvatAne pacAvI, prabhukathita sanmArge AjJApAlanamAM susthita banI rahe che. apavAdo bAda karatAM, nathI AgaLa AvavAnI hoMza ke kIrtikAmanA. AgaLa AvavAmAM mAnanAranI agati ane Atma barabAdI teo pratyakSa dekhe che. teonuM dharmakSetra ghaNuM ja umadA che. zrAvikAgaNamAMyuvAna zikSita bALAomAM pAyAnI saMskRtinuM siMcana teo ajaba rIte karI zake che. emAMthI ja pitAnI sahacarI sAdhvI suzrAvikA-ane zraddhAdhananI svAminI evI bhaviSyanI mAtRpadane pAmanArI nArIvRMdamAM, saMsAranI asAratA-ane zAMtimaya gRha jIvananI vyavasthA janmAvI zake che. zAMtimaya gRhajIvana-kalaha-krodhathI para banatA, zAMta ArAdhanAnA mArge pitAnA bhAvi saMtAnone skUrtithI caDhAvI zake. prinsipala epha blaDa-AnuvaMzika tatvanA rahasya para te jJAtibheda ghaDAelA, paNa temAM paDelI vikRti dUra karavAne badale svAthI tarae te mULamAMthI ukheDI, samAjanI cArU vyavasthAne chinnabhinna karI nAMkhI. zake che. AnI saMskRti zikAgaNUma sAdhI zrAvi

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44 eTaluM ja nahiM paNa pragatine nAme Arthika bhIsa evI gherI banavA dIdhI ke temAMthI bhArataneA mAnavI uMcA ja Ave nahi. maMgaleA mAMdhyA. badhIonuM devu karyu sarakArI ke sahakArI leAna lIdhI. devAnA haptA, lenanA haptA, kuTuMbanA nirvo, mAMdagInI kharadAsta-cArene pUrA paDavuM, savAranA cha thI rAtanA daza sudhI kammara teADa mahenata karavI, mAnasika saMtApanA pAra nahi. kaleza krodha tA janmI ja jAya. asthamA ke TIbI khabara na lete bhAgyazALI ! ane AmAM pApabhIrU jaine paNa jhaDapAyA. saune gheluM lAgyu TekasI-reDIyA ne baMgalAnuM. AtmA bhulAyA, puNya-pApa-visarAyA. bhAga ane te mATe arthapradhAna banyA. ekArI ne regacALAnA pAra nahi ! Arthika ghaTanA jainA mATenI vicAravI teA rahI ja paNa zrImaMtemAMthI udAratA gai. sAdharmika pratyenuM vAtsalya lupta thayuM. kAraNa ke haiyAmAM vItarAga dharma janmyA ja nathI. kuLAcAra paNa javA ja aiThA che ne? ane madhyama vanA jainAe paNa bIna jarUrIyAta vadhArI mUkI. khATA dekhAvanA ane da.bhIM kharco paNa vadhavA lAgyA ane mAMghavArIe mAjhA mUkI. chIe tevA dekhAvuM " sUtra bhulAyuM, Akhare avanatinI khINamAM dhakelI dIdhA. chatAM e prazna na ja ukelI zake evA nathI ja, puNya-pApanA tattvA sacATa rIte haiyAmAM besI jAya tA. 9 ApaNe te atyAre ghaTake vicArI rahyA chIe. tenuM vistRta vizleSaNa te pAMcaso pAnAnA niSadha ke graMtha banI jAya. A tA kalyANamAga" kalyANumAM ati TuMkamAM sUcita thai rahyo che. ane te paNa apakSaye pazame ane laghu kalame. devagurunI parama kRpAthI.

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245 zrImadda tIrthakara devonI vItarAga vANI e ja sarvatomukhI unnatinuM pragatinuM mULa che. vANI jema udAra che tema gahana paNa che ja. pAra pAme te mahAbhAga. te jeTalI vizALa che teTalI ja sUkSama che. ati sUma-zradheya padArthonI-mahA-vijJAnanI chaTAthI viziSTa vyAkhyAo tyAM Aje paNa che ja. je che te eTaluM badhuM che ke sagarane tAga paNa mapAya paNa ene nahi. chatAM te suya che. sugrAhya che. pathya hitadAyaka che. paramapadane pamADanAra che. mATe ja Agama zAstrasAhitya e surakSaNIya mahA ghaTaka che. enA para ja Aje sArAe dharma zAsanane ane zrI saMgha-samAjane AdhAra che. jema tema veravAthI jANe ugatuM nathI. jema tema chapAvavAthI ke bhASaNe bharaDI nAMkhavAthI zrI saMgha ke samAjanI unnati nathI ja thatI tene pratyakSa pura AjanI zrI saMgha-paristhiti ane sArAe bhAratavarSanI viSama dazA khullaMkhullA AMkha sAme taravare che. sAmAnya-abhyAsa mATe 16 thI 30 varSone bhega ApanAra-apAvanAra AtmAo AvA mahAna gaMbhIra sarvakalyANukara abhyAsa mATe pAMca nahi te traNa varSane paNa bhega ApavA taiyAra kharA? khAlI jJAnanI paraba ne nAme naryuM ajJAna ja phelAvavAmAM saghaLI AvaData ane hoziyArI kharcavAnI che? ane pachI tevA samAja pAse udAratA ane parane mATe bhega ApavAnI AzA vAMjhaNI na nIvaDe te zuM bane?

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AkhI gADI ja avaLI dizAmAM savaLI dizAmAM pheravyA sivAya asala la pahoMcAze? mAganusArI samAja mATe dharma-arthakAma mekSa bhale ubhA rahyA. paNa artha-kAma pAchaLa nyAya nIti ane pramANiktA na ja marI javA joIne? jenuM mana bagaDe tenuM moTe bhAge tana bagaDe. e be baga DatA athuM kAma paNa bicArA pAMgaLA ja rahe ne? ane jene mATe te arthakAma pramANikatAthI meLavelA paNa heyakeTinA ja ne? jarura paDe pedA kare, lebhegave ke saMgrahe paNa upAdeya te na ja mAne ne? jene pite upAdhi ja mAne tene choDavAnI peravImAM ja hoya ne? jene pitAnuM zarIra paNa upAdhirUpa lAge, ajanmA banavAnA dhyeyamAM hoya, tene bhautika saghaLI AbAdI heyakoTinI lAge temAM navAI paNa zI ? AvI sAcI mAnyatA jayArathI jaina AlamamAMthI chUTI gaI tyArathI dAna, ane dayA udAratA avazeSa mAtra rahI gaI. avazeSa rahelA A ta paNa Aje Azcaryajanaka suMdara kRtio saje ja che. dayA ane anukaMpAnA viSayamAM paNa vastInI TakAvArI ane zrImaMtAInI TakAvArInI apekSAe jene jyAre ATalA sarasa rIte AgaLa paDatA che te sAcuM jainatva kevuM ane keTaluM uMcu pariNAma lAve? bhUkaMpa ke bhayaMkara Aga, avRSTi ke ativRSTi nadInA pUra ke meTahenArata, harakoI saMkaTakALamAM jainenI mAnavatA khIlI ja uThe che. kAraNa ke lehamAM saMskAra vaNAela che. pUrva jene saMskRti vArase che. eTale bAhya AcAre anukappA ane bhaktiyeganA sArI rIte jIvaMta che.

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247 paNa dhyeya-lakSya-hAI ne samajI saghaLI zubhakriyAo ane Acare pAchaLa rahela Adarzane AMbavA thate praya 7 ati juja pramANamAM che e hakIkata che. temAM ajJAna ane vikRtajJAna jema mukhya kAraNa che, tema bahulatayA pUjya sthAnethI rUpe ane jevA paribaLathI samagra preraNA-jJAna ane zradhdhAnA rUpamAM zrI saMgha ane samAjane maLavI joIe tene paNa lagabhaga abhAva che. pApAnU dUkhama e sUtre jyArathI AvatamAM ata pAmyuM tyArathI badhA upadro ubhA thayA. samAja tadna viSama paristhitimAM mUkAI gaye. garIba ne zrImaMta pratye dveSa-Dera ane dhikkAranI lAgaNI pedA thaI gaI. ane zrImaMtemAMthI amIdayA-dAna ane keIne paNa sahAyaka thavAnI suMdara bhAvanA lagabhaga khalAsa thaI gaI hakakavAdanA bhUte samAjane saghaLA tharAne bharakhI khAdho. bhAvi bhayaMkara bhale dekhAya. paNa A te AryAvarta che. paramAtmamArgane zuddha upAsake, te upAsakenA upAsake, bhale juja saMkhyAmAM paNa haju jIvaMta che. zrI zramaNa pradhAna caturvidha saMgha vizvamAM hayAta che. paramAtma vANane dhadha nahI te jharaNuM akhalita haju vahetAM che. munivara mahAtmAonA tapa teja haju prakAza ApI rahyA che, dAna-zIla-tapa-sadgRhasthamAM ane suzIla strI vargamAM ThIka ThIka dekhAya che. mAtra bhAvanAnA uMDANane sau pAmavA mathe te zrI saMgha ane samAja sarva rIte samatulAne vare ja vare. zrI saMgha ane samAja vacce pula dharma che, dharmanA pAyAmAM saraLatA-satya ane pramANikatA rahelA

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48 che. A guNe susatyane zedhI kADhe che. susatya tyAganI uccakakSAmAM rahela che. e uccakakSAne pAmelA zatakoTi dhanyavAdane pAtra che. te kakSAne pAmavA mathatA anumodanA mAgI le che. AryAvatane ujaLuM rAkhavAnI nema AdaraNaya che. sarva subhaga AtmA sarvocca tyAga, alpatyAga, tyAga pratyenI ujajavaLa zradhdhA pAmI, pAramezvarIya mArgane pAmI svaparanuM kalyANa sAdhe eja abhilASA. (saMpUrNa) 1 zrI paryuSaNuM mahAparva ane zuddhi che paryuSaNA mahAparva. Ave ane jAya. sau enA guNa gAya. haiye harSa na mAya. tapa prAyaH sau kare, dAna keIka de. zIla paNa pAle. bhAva keNa samaje? kSamApanA bolAya. patrikAo lakhAya, mananI gAMTha te kekanI ja ukale ne? pratikramaNa saMvatsarI. pApa saune dhovA varSabharanA. vagara mahenate ane haiyAdilI vinA. bhagavata mahAvIra devane janma vaMcAya. sI khuzI thAya. nALIeranI pavitra zeSa Ape ane le. sAdharmika bhAvanuM nAnuM zuM pratika paNa sAdharmika bhAvanI jAgRti? sAdhamikenI sAra saMbhALa? dravya ane bhAvathI? bemAMthI eka paNa?

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249 kapasUtra mahAna AcAragraMtha. mukhyatayA paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhuo mATe. Asane pakArI caramatIrthapati bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanuM suvizada sAMgopAMga jIvanacaritra. keNa sAMbhaLe ane kaNa avagAhe devAdhidevane oLakhavAnI te vAta ja kayAM? zudhdhi enuM, mahAparvanuM sarvotkRSTa dhyeya, mananI zuddhi, AtmAnI zudhdhi, manamela mUkI jheravera visAravAnA. muktine acaLa dhyeya khIlavI, suzraddhAnA aphATa dhaMdhathI Atamakarma devAnA. zraddhA saMgaraMga vinA Ave kyAMthI? saMvegaraMga bhavanirveda vinA janma? | saMvega ane nirvedanI vAte kayAM saMbhaLAya che? hoMsA. tuMsInA hulAmaNA gIte te saMbhaLAya che. satyanI Alabela vagADavI nathI. keI vagADe te sAMbhaLavI nathI. sAMbhaLavI che alamalakanI vAte. deza kathA ane rAjakathAnI vikathA. sinemAnI taje. zuddhi prAyaH jANe bhUtakALanuM tattva, haiyA vinA zuddhi hoya? satyanA svIkAra vinA zuddhi thAya? UMghatAne jagADAya ke DhegIne? zAstro ane siddhAMta mAnavA hoya te ja kalyANa karI zake ne? samajavA chatAM jANavA chatAM utthA pavA hoya tyAM zuM thAya? anna lekene uMdhe mArge doravA hoya tyAM zadhdhi kayAM ubhI rahe? usUtra prarUpaNA ane pravRtti sAthe zuddhine meLa zuM maLe? pU. mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA sattaramI sadInA ajoDa prabhAvaka nyAya tarka-Agama prakArDa vettA. savAse gAthAna stavanamAM zrI simaMdharasvAmIne vinaMti karatA haiyA udgAra ThIka ja kADhe che ke -

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250 kaMi nijadveSane gopavA, ropavA keI nijamataka dare, dharmanI dezanA pArTa, satya bhASe nahi madare. svAmI sImaMdharA.... zuddhi ane jainazAsananI ? AtmAnnatinuM zudhdha rasAyaNa, pathyapAlana trinA phuTI ja nikaLe. AjJApAlana samajapUrvakanuM eja pathya. ajANatA paNa anAdara mAre. samajI bujhIne anAdara eTale AtmAnuM nikaMdana. ajANatA peTamAM gaeluM jhera kayA kayA upadraveA pedA na kare? paNa AtmA jevI vastu ja na mAnatA hoya te? ema kema kahevAya ? paNa sarAkara majhapUrvaka AjJAnI- zAsravacaneAnI thekaDI thatI hAya te chUpI nAstikatA ja ghara ghAlI rahI che ne ? zAntam pApama ApaNe te| manazuddhi-vacanazudhdhi-kavyazuddhi traNe joie. manamAM satya pratye pUrNa Adara. vANImAM vItarAga mArgonI zudhdhaprarUpaNA, kajyamAM vidhimA ane zudhdhaparaparAnuM AdarapUrvakanuM pAlana. paryuSaNA eTale satAmukhI Atma-nivAsa, AtmAne DhaDhALavA, sasAra asad lAgavA. mekSa eka ja sadbhuta lAgaveA. saMsAra asada eTale asAra-mAraka ghAtaka ane mehanI mAyAjALa. meAkSa eTale mAyAjALamAMthI, ana takonI eDImAMthI sadAnI mukti. patha enA saraLa paNa pUrNa zudhdhi bharyAM. AMTIghuMTInuM nAma nahi, chetarapI'DInA chAMye nahi. bhaNela samaje abhaNa paNa samaje. samajavA hAya te, haiyu saraLa ane mana nirmALa hoya to. pU. mASAtuSa munivara tarI gayA. kevalajJAna prApta karI lIdhuM. kAnA maLe? AtmazudhdhinA ja eka

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51 maLe ne? e zudhdhi janmI kayAMthI ? zradhdhA, saraLatA ane AjJApAlanamAMthI ja ne? vyavahAra zudhdhi paNa paryuSaNA TANe kema ja bhUlAya? lIdhuM tenu Apavu. anyAya-anIti khaTakyA ja kare. je nAthanI sevA karavI, AtmakalyANa kAje, tenu' dravya vaparAya ja kema? ghera mahemAna Ave, mahemAnagIrI karavA tenu' paisA pAkITa kema ja maMgAya ? bhakita karavI ane pArake paise? A badhA bhAva-vinA AtmAnI zudhdhi saMbhave ? zudhdhi zivapadanuM seApAna che. zubha bhAvanI jananI che. cIkaNa karmAM mATe kuThAra che. khAlI zabdADa'barathI zudhdhi zakaya nathI. pavitra AcaraNa enA TakAva che. krUnyavI mAnapAna ane kIrtinI lAparavA zudhdhinu uddagama sthAna che. leAkaherI ane vAhavAhunA saMbhAra zudhdhinI sanmukha paNa na thavA de. zAstra parAMmukhatAM janmI kayAMthI ? lekaherImAMthI ja ne ? kIrtinI lAlasAe amArI pavitra sAdhusaMsthAmAM paNa unmAgatA janmAvIne ? chaDeceAka utsUtra prarUpaNA. jarAe pApanI bhIti nahiM. sAthe ja usUtra pravRtti ! pachI pacAsa paryuSaNA paNa AtmAmAM zudhdhi kayAMthI lAve ? ane bhAvika bhakatajaneA! badhA uMDI samajaNa ane AjJAnA jANu kayAMthI hAya? mATa bhAgA sAdhujanane DhoryAM ja DhorevAya ne ! mahApuNyazALI AtmAone ja ANApAlaka sadgurUnA yAga prApta thAya ne ? bAkInA AtmAonI zudhdhinuM zuM ! paryuSaNA puNyapa emanA puNyAyamAM nimitta kevI rIte ane ! AvA AtmAomAM paNa niLabhAve egha zradhdhAnI zudhdhinI anumedanA jarUra karazuM? paNa emanA bhAva prANAnI bhAva

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upara zuddhinuM zuM? jaina dharma pALatA-mahavIraprabhunA pUjArIothI banelA samAjane zrI caturvidha saMghane prANaprazna che. zuddhivinA Atma-nirmAtA kevI? nirmAtA vinA utthAna ane pragati kevA? utthAna ane pragati e to mAnavabhavanI uccapedAza. mATe ja zudhdhi vinA mAnavabhava viphaLa. vizeSa karIne jaina jAti kuLamAM janmelA mATe khAsa. dUnyavi saMpatti vinA cAle, paNa vizvAdhAra zudhi vinA ? ane te paNa aNamela paryuSaNa pAmIne? dravya-vitazudhi-vibhUSAzuddhi ane AhArazudhi. A traNe mAganusArI zuddhi che. te te prAyaH Aje zodhI jaDe ema nathI ne ? Atmazuddhine sahAyaka A zudhio kema khavAI gaI? AtmazuddhinuM lakSya khasI gayuM mATe ne? satkRSTa vizvakalyANakara, zrImadu tIrtha karavAnuM mahAzAsana temAM vAtsalya-jharaNuM paryuSaNA mahAparva temAM pradhAnapaNe vartatI Atmazudhi, kaSAyathI viSayavAsanAothI nivRtti gata pApane kRta aparAdhane pastAve; gurU samakSa AlecanA. gudarUtta tapAdinuM ullAsa pUrvaka AcaraNa viSamaviSakiyAne mArI amRtapAna mATenI velaDIno Azraya. amRta paNa zANa ane bhAna sahitanuM samyagajJAna. te pragaTAve zraddhAnI uSA. pachI samyagacAritranA kiraNe phelAya. zuddhivAMchu AtmAmAM kevaLajJAnanI sva para prakAzaka jyoti pragaTe ja pragaTe. A che zudhdhinuM apUrva mahAsya ! kalyANaprada paryuSaNa mahAparvanA bahumAnArthe, zudhine mahAmaMDapa atyArathI ja bhavyAtmAo racavA mAMDe, ane saraLatAnuM teraNa bAMdhI, AtmAnA karmabaMdhane toDI nAkhavA tatpara bane eja eka abhilASA.

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0 aMdha zraddhAne aMdhApe 7 divya dIpa' mAsikamAM aMdha zraddhAne aMdhApo nAmane, zrI citrabhAnuno lekha prasiddha thayela che, jemAM mahApurUSoe ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADelA zAstrane abhinna bhinna vyaktioe te te kAlamAM sAMbhaLelI vAtano saMgraha kahIne, tene mAnanAra varga para aMdha zraddhAno aMdhApo jaNAvI, tenI hAMsI karavAmAM AvI che. e lekha zAsananA sArAye AcAryo para AkSepa karate ane zAstrone kiMmata vinAne gaNAvate che. tene aMge TUMkamAM vAstavika aMdhazraddhAne aMdhApo kone kahevAya, te viSe jaNAvI, meM mArI pitAnI zailIye A lekhamAM pratikAra karela che, temanA, lekhaka pratyenI hitakAmanA pUrvaka lakhAyela A lekha dvArA, teone sadbuddhi prApta thAya e zubha kAmanA. jIvanamAM vyaktine AMkha sAme rAkhI lakhavAne A pahele prasaMga. samagra vizva kalyANakArI vItarAga bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanA gaNavezadhArI eka AtmAne lakhANa 'paratve eka mahAtmAe mArUM dhyAna kheMcyuM. "citrabhAnuM upanAmadhArI e AtmAne sarvajJa bhASita zuddha satyamAM vaphAdArI rAkhavAmAM ane zradhdhA karavAma aMdha zradhdhAne aMdhApa lAge che jyAre rojabaroja pharatI rahetI ane anekanA vidhvaMsanA sAdhana pidA karatI sAyansa thIyarImAM

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54 "aMdhazradhdhAra karavAmAM AnaMda Ave che. jene pAya nathI, jemAM gulabAMgone pAra nathI, evI duniyAbharane banAvatI bAbatamAM vagara jee, jAta anubhava karyA sivAya mAtra chApA ke mAsikanI belabAlAthI, purepurI zradhdhA dharAvavI ane trikALa jJAnIoe kathelA, niHsvArtha mahAtmAoe svakSapazama pratApe saMgrahIta karI ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADela, tenA mArgane spaSTa karatA anekavidha suvizvasanIya sAhityathI bharelA zAstrone, "bhinna bhinna vyakitao (e) te te kALamAM sAMbhaLelI vAtono ja saMgraha kahyo, te kaI keTinI aMdhazradhdhAne aMdhApara kahevAtA "pratyakSa satya satya che ke naryA juThANuM ane tarakIba che e avasare vicAravuM ja joize, paNa bhagavaMta mahAvIradeva sarvajJa-sarvadarzI hatA ema te " divya dIpa" mAsika, aMka 8 varSa 6 nA lekhaka mAne che ke nahi? paMcAMgI pramANita satyane satya tarIke oLakhe che ke nahi? je mahAzAsanane "gaNaveza dhArIne phare che te mahAzAsanane pe te vaphAdArI pUrvaka mAne che ke nahiM? sarvajJA zAsanamAM e ke hitasAdhaka viSaya bAkI rahe che ke jenI uMDI-spaSTa ane suvistRta chaNAvaTa pUrva puruSoe na karI hoya ? ke pachI varSo pUrve tamastaraNanA lekha dvArA cauda pUrvadhArI ArAdhdhapAda zrImad bhadrabAhu svAmI pachInA saghaLA AcAryone behudA citrI, pitAnuM pAMDitya eka AtmAe prakANyuM hatuM, tenuM A punarAvartana te nathI thaI rahyuM ne! te ja vakhate jaina zAsananA be mahA purU e "satyanA samarpaNa" mATe pitAnI pavitra kalamadvArA

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55 graMtha prakAzana karyu hatu. jemAMnA eka mahA samartha zAsana rakSaka te Aje paNa jIvaMta che ane adbhuta prakAza, samAja mATe pAtharI rahyA che. saMpradAyA' Aje kAi navA nathI sarjAyA. ajJAnatA tathA kadAgrahanA kAraNe jeo ADAavaLA thaI peAtAnI mAnI lIdhelI vAtane ja pracAramAM mukI, navA saMpradAyA sarjya jAya, temane keNu aTakAvI zakayuM che? janatAne tevI zAstravirUdhdha vAteAthI bacAvavA ane zradhdhA dhananu rakSaNa karavA prayatnA jarUra thayA che. ane evA svapara hitakara prayatnAne ja utArI pADavAnuM kArya agara (jJAnanA dvArA aMdhakara vAnu" gaNavA je taiyAra hAya tenA te kharekhara adhazradhdhAnA aMdhApA' hada vaTAvI gayA ja gaNAya ne ? adha netA' paNa vyavahAramAM hitakAMkSI hAya tA ghaNA mATe kA` sAdhaka ane che. enI sUcanA salAha ane mAdanathI anekAne upakAraka bane che, temaja jaina zAsana ane sidhdhAMtAnA hRdayasparzI mane pAmelA AjanA paNa zAsananiSTha mahApurUSA anuyAyIone hita sAdhaka mAge ja dorI rahyA che. ane te mahApurUSo dravyathI paNa dRSTA ane bhAvathI paNa jJAnacakSuone dhAraNa karanArA ja che. evA kAi paNa mahA purUSane 'aMdha netA' kahevA e jANI bujhIne aMdhatva ApanAra karmIne AmaMtraNa che. koI zeAdha ke thIyarI zeAdhAtI hAya; tenA para dareke vizvAsa ja mUkavA e kyAMno siddhAMta ? varSoMthI pracAra pAmelI thIyarI paNa pharI gai, ghavAI gaI, ane samULa

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256 paNa nAza pAmI, kAraNa ke teno pAye-uddabhava sthAna ane gaNatrI kharAkhara nhAtA. jyAre je trikALa akhAdhya siddhAMtA che, te teA tevAne tevA ja aTala ane akra ja rahyA che ane raheze. ya mitrabhAve, jarAe haiyAmAM abhAvane paNa sthAna ApyA vagara, te bhASA lAlityanA upAsaka lekhakane kahevAnuM jarUra mana thAya che. pUrvInA puNye amuka zakitae prApta thai che. te dvArA jaina zAsananA ane jaina zAstrAnA mane avagAhavA kRta prayatnI aneA. tamane nakkara satyA jovA maLaze. e nakkara satye samajAtA eja bhASA lAli tya svapara upakAraka banaze. maLelI zaktiono sadupayega thatAM AtmA anerA sAdhaka banaze. parama satya'nA sa'rakSaNa mATe lakhAela A taddana nAnA lekhane, kAI paNa avaLA amAM ke pratyAghAtI tarIke lekhavAnI bhUla na karatAM, je kAI saraLa bhAve satyane samajavA prayatnazIla khanaze, teja vastunA mane pAmI zakaze ane satyajJAnanI prabhAne paNa pAmI zakaze.

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// zrI upamityaMtargata - nirmala kevalidezanA // bho bhavyAH zaraNa dharmo, nAstyanyatsatatabhrame // lasaduddAmaduHkhaughasa-Gakule bhavacakrake maraNAya bhavejjanma, kAyo roga nibandhanam / tAruNya z2araso hetu viyogAya samAgamaH // 2 // nimitta vipadAMloke, dehinAM sarvasampadaH / tannAsti yanna duHkhAya, vastu sAMsArikaM janAH ||3|| amUrtA: sarva bhAvajJAstraM lokyoparivartinaH / tra kSINasaGgA mahAtmAnaH, kevala sukhamAsate ||4|| sarva dvandva - vinirmuktAH, sarvasiddha satkAryAH, sukha teSAM kimucyate // 5 // janmAbhAve jarAmRtyorabhAvo hetvabhAvataH / tadabhAve ca niHzeSa dukhAbhAvaH sadaiva hi sarvavAdhAvivarjitAH / 11911 paramAnanda-bhAvazca tadabhAve hi zAzvataH / vyAbAdhAbhAvasa Msiddha N, siddhAnAM sukhamiSyate niHspRhA bhavacArake / 11211 // 7 // tyaktavAhyetaragranthAH, saMtuSTA dhyAnayogena prazamAmRtapAyinaH niHsaGgAH nirahaGkArA, nirmalIbhUtacetasaH / sukhinaH kevala loke, dehino'pi susAdhavaH sukhameva ca vAJchanti, sarve jagati jantavaH / taccanAstyeva sauMsAre, vihAyaikAM susAdhutAm ||10|| , ||8|| 11811 tadida bho mahAsatvA ! vinizcitya vidhiyatAm vimucyAsAra-saMsAra bhavadbhiH sA susAdhutA // 11 //

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* * * zrI rUpati ratha e che ke zrI nirmala kevalI dIe dezanA kAraNa eksaparTa karo, avara na kaI bhavabhramaNe maLe; hiM abhiryo, saMsAra bhavacaka anaMta ke. 1 janma sAthe maraNa nirmANa che, kAyA vaLI rega sahacarI yauvana jarA AmaMtraNa kare, che milana vigakArI. 2 saMpadA dehadhArI sarvanI, che nimitta loke duHkhataNI; duHkhanimitta che saghaLuM khare, saMsAra saghaLo jANe du akhANI.3 azarIrI siddha anaMtA, sarva bhAvane jANa trileka Toce saMga rahita munivara kahyA, tehi ja kare sukha nivAsa. 4 rAgadveSAdi baMdha rahita munivara, pIDA na keI prakAra sarva satkArya siddha varyA, sukhavarNana tehanA kema ja thAya.5 janma abhAve vRddhatva mRtyu na haya, saMbhave nahi hetu tAsa; kAraNa vinA kArya have nahi, sadA sarvathA duHkha abhAva. 6 karma kAraNa ke rahyo nahi, vilase paramAnanda bhAva; bAdhArahita sukha siddhanuM, Icche sukha tehavuM sau bhavya. 7 bAhya atyaMtara graMthI cheDIne, banyA nispRha saMsArabhAve; dharI saMteSa dhyAna ye, karAve pAna amRtanA prazamabhAve,8 saMgarahita banI ahaMkAra TALe, banyuM mana ati nirmaLuM; temAM sAdhu sukhIyA dehadhArI, leka acarija jANavuM. 9 sukha I che sarvajantu gaNa, vizva niyama e jANIe, sukha saMsAra maLe na jarA, "sukha sAdhutAe mAnIe.10 karI nizcaya mana thakI; bhavya Adare eka ja tame. su sAdhutA susAdhutA kharI, saMsAra asAra eka vichoDIne. 11

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& sarvakalyANa prakAzana virATa vizvane, bahu moTA bhAgane khyAla nathI. vItarAga paramAtmA kathita jainadhama te khyAla Ape che. yuvAnava jijJAsu-utsAhI-dhagazavALA che zuddha dharmagurUonA paricayamAM prAyaH te varga Avato nathI. yuvAnavanI dharmajijJAsA sAyanTiphika rIte ukalavI joIe, harakeI jainamAM prAyaH AnuvaMzika dhama tatva hoya che. te dhama tavane pragaTAvavA-khIlavavA prabaLa sAdhananI jarUra. sAdhana sAcuM sAtvika-sanmAga preraka hovuM jarUrI. uttamakeTinI preraNA pU. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarAdi Ape che. paNa te jhIlavA yuvAnavaganI tatparatA keTalI ? te dharmAbhimukhatA keLavavA subaddha dharma sAhitya eka sAdhana te sAhityanI preraNA karI. pU. ratnabhUSaNa vi. e. pU. bhuvanacaMdra vi. ne udbhava thaye "zAsanaikalakSI vividha viSayaka graMthamALAno. 'jainadharmanuM vijJAna' dhImuM mIThuM jhera ane | 'vAtsalyamUti rUpe. zAsana-dhama-samAja, samyagdarzana-jJAnacArinna eja mekSamAgI. AnI samajathI pragati-utthAna-samAdhi-zAMti sadhAya. mukitasAdhaka rIte cA2purUSArthanI yojanA eTale Arya saMskRti. Arya saMskRti-mahAsaMskRti jainasaMskRti samajavI che? AryAvatanA sarvajJa-tItha"kara-paramAtmAne oLa | MvA che ? bharatakSetranA bhAratanI bhavya vibhUtione oLakhavI che? rASTranA dharmadIpaka mahAnubhAva pUrvajone pIchAnavA che ? adamyadharmotsAhathI mahAsaMsakRtinI rakSA karavI che ? te vAMce-vaMcA-vicAro. savathANa prakAzano patravyavahAra : gajapAla esa. kApaDIA The. ghaDIyALI piLa : kelAkhADI : vaDodarA, mudraka : kIracaMda jagajIvana zeTha prITa lenDa mudraNAlaya vaDhavANa zahera