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________________ eka saMkalana DaoN. rajanIkAnta zAha laine Educationalaternational For Private & Parsonal use only
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________________ zAyerI
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________________ saraLa zivedI je mane game che, ane hRdayane sparze che evI saraLa zAyarInuM saMkalana - DaoN. rajanIkAnta zAha
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________________ Collection by : DR. RAJNIKANT SHAH 104-20, QUEENS BLYD. APT # 18.J FOREST HILLS, N.Y. 11375 U.S.A. Printed by : MAHAVIR PRINTERS 10/270, Taswala Mansion, Gandhi Chowk, khapatia Chakla, Surat-395 003. Tel. : 3258082 - 7412697 lezza ellaz x cesaccessive sex
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________________ saprema vahAlI nIrUne asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ AbhAra.. kaviono ane zAyarono asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ nivedana Aje pAMca dAyakAthI saMkalana karela prema lagnanI yAdI - amane gamatI A zAyarIo je hRdayane sparze che, jeno bhAva suMdara che ane bhASA saraLa che - te pustaka AkAre pragaTa karavAno A avasara maLyo che. 1947thI 1960 skUla ane kolejanA abhyAsakALa daramyAna thoDo je hindI-gujarAtI zAyarI ane gajhalano zokha hato te DAyarImAM lakhato gayo ane tyArathI Aja sudhI bIju je kaMI gamyuM te, mArI DAyarInA A pAnA Apane pIrasI rahyo chuM. saraLa zAyarInA A saMkalana dvArA gujarAtI gajhalo sarva premIo sudhI pahoMce teno yaza jenI jenI racanAo che te kavio tathA zAyarone Apavo ghaTe. emanuM RNa kRtajJa bhAve svIkAruM chuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ zAyarIo lakhatI vakhate koI divasa zAyarI kone lakhI che, te dhyAna ApyuM na hatuM, eTale saMkalanamAM kazI jagyA e koNa lekhaka che tenI noMdha karI na hatI, jethI karIne zAyaronAM nAma zAyarI sAthe Apela nathI, te badala mAphI cAhuM chuM. premanI anubhUti pramukha hatI. sAthe sAthe thoDo sAhityano zokha hato. lakhavAnI thoDI Adata hatI. premalagna karyA, tenI yAdImAM A saMkalana vhAlI nIrUne arpaNa karuM chuM. A saMkalana badhA premIone mATe che. prema sivAya AnI koI ja kiMmata nathI. prema karI jANazo ane nibhAvI jANazo. saraLa zAyarI rajanI nyuyorka. 15 phebruArI, 2002
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________________ * he priye, have chelle apuM mama puSpa je leje harSa vadhAvIne jIgaramAM samAvaje, thoDuM ApyuM ghaNuM mAnI, leje saMtoSa AtmAno hatuM je muja haiyAmAM mUkyuM che tuja caraNomAM. - dila bekarAra che naja2 bekarAra che. jo bekarAra che to phakata tAro pyAra che pAMpaNa jhUkAvI tArI upekSA nathI karI he dila buruM na mAna e lajajAno bhAra che. A che gunegAra chuM cuMbana acAnaka, meM tamAruM laI lIdhuM. pAchuM laI lyo tyAM ja che, jayAMthI lIdhuM jayAMthI kIdhuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che - gula phUla ane camana sahu tamane khAra lAge che, ane amArI AMkhanA AMsu tamane aMgAra lAge che; dila laI daI dIdhuM teno huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM zuM e AbhArano paNa tamane bhAra lAge che? * mahobatanA savAlonAM koI uttara nathI hotAM ane je hoya che te eTalAM sadhdhara nathI hotAM maLe che koI eka ja premIne sAcA dilanI lagana badhAye jhera pInArA kaMI zaMkara nathI hotAM. * nAnI chatAM moTI gaNIne, svIkArI leje A yAdI mArI , nAnA hRdayanA agraNa bhAvo thakI bharelI che yAdI mArI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * sanama tamArI jema sapanAmAM satAvI nathI zakato; ane dilanuM darda dila kholIne batAvI nathI zakato, majabUra chuM Adata evI paDI gaI che jhaheranI ke amRtanAM be TIpAM pacAvI nathI zakato. * huM to mAnava chuM kema nA mAMgu, kaMTako paNa gulAba mAMge che, kema Azcarya thAya che tamane, ke hRdaya che, ne pyAra mAMge che. saraLa zAyarIo
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________________ AMkho bacAvI AMkhathI joI lyo jarA koIne jUo, chatA jonArane jANo na jANI joIne. pUchyuM bhomiyAne meM ke keDI A kayAM jAya che? aNajANa chuM kahe, bhomiyo sau Ave che ne jAya che ! damakato ne camakato zAhajahAMno mahela jovA de; ane dhanavAna majanUe karelo khela jovA de, pradarzana kAje jemAM prema keda che jamAnAthI; mane e khUbasUrata paththaronI jela jovA de vAAta sAcI hoya to kahI do, nA raho bhAramAM, sAMbhaLyuM che ke paDyA cho Apa mArA pyAramAM. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ - dila tamone ApatAM ApI dIdhuM, pAmatAM pAchuM ame comerathI mApI lIdhuM, mAtra eka ja kSaNa tame rAkhyuM chatAM, cotaraphathI keTaluM kApI lIdhuM! - AkAzI vAdaLane nAme A vAta tamone kahI dauM chuM, kAM varasI lo, kAM vikharAo, A amathAM gAjo zA mATe? A dilane tamAre mATe to bacapaNathI anAmata rAkhyuM che, A sTeja umaramAM Avyo ke A roja takAjo zA mATe? nehabhInI koInI saMgata hatI, jiMdagInI navI raMgata hatI, emanI AMkho ane mAruM hRdaya, Aja kahuM chuM vAta je aMgata hatI. rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che. - e AMkha ughADe ane zaramAya gajhala, e keza gUMthe ane baMdhAya gajhala, koNe kahyuM layane koI AkAra nathI ? e aMga maroDe ane vaLa khAya gajhala. jIvananI sAMja, jIvananI savAra vecI che. jigaranuM darda, hRdayanI pukAra vecI che, batAvuM kone ke aNajANa eka grAhakane - "khaliza" dila samI vastu udhAra vecI che ? rIte hRdayanA bhAva, pAMkho kalpanAnI laIne Avyo chuM, sitArAo, suNo kathanI dharAnI laIne Avyo chuM. vinayathI sajja evI prema-bAnI laIne Avyo chuM. asaraLa zAyarIo
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________________ Aja paNa e mane nahIM ja maLe rAha joIne kyAM sudhI beTho ? Aja pAchuM smaraNa karI beTho, Akhara huM gajhala lakhI beTho. * je tane paNa gamI gaI te gajhala, muja hRdayamAM 2mI gaI te gajhala. mArI ja oLakhANa mane pUchazo nahIM, tamane khabara nathI to mane paNa khabara nathI. jyAre praNayanI jagamAM zarUAta thaI haze, tyAre prathama gajhalanI rajUAta thaI haze. 'Adila'ne te divasathI maLyuM darda dosto, duniyAnI je divasathI zarUAta thaI haze. * saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * asara na pUcho AbohavAnI vasaMte hara kaLI caMcaLa thavAnI nahIM raheze hRdayanI vAta chAnI vadanarekhA badhuM bolI javAnI padhAro e khuzInuM parva mAre ujavazuM e divasa tahevAra mAnI. he phUla khIlelA tuM garva na kara; tArI hAlata badalAI jaze, coLAI jaze, cUMthAI jaze; cImaLAI jaze, cagadAI jaze. ane phule kahyuM ke huM jANuM chuM; mArI hAlata badalAI jaze, bhaThThI thAze, attara banaze; ane suvAsa badhe phelAI jaze. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ basa, e ja najare paDe che jyAM jyAM najara phare che, bhUlavA mathuM chuM tujane basa tuM ja sAMbhare che. bhUlavA pIdho meM zarAbane pAyo A AkAzane, jUo, saMdhyAnI lAlakIkImAM paNa nazo taravare che! * bahu kaparA divasa vItyA hatA tArI judAImAM, ke nahotI rAta jhulphonI, vadananI cAMdanI nahotI, vitAvI meM virahanI rAta tArAM svapna joIne, karuM zuM ? mArI pAse eka paNa tArI chabI nahotI. asaraLa zAyarIrika
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________________ * game tevA cho - paNa Akhara tame mArAM rahevAnA tame cho mAruM kismata tamane badalAvI nathI zakato. - Apane sAthI banAvyA jyArathI, hoza meM khoI dIdhA che tyArathI, ApanI jhUkela pAMpaNamAM are - bhAra evo ke, dabAyo bhArathI. * tamArI mUMgI AMkhomAM javAbonA javAbo che, chatAM becena thaIne keTalA huM prazna pUchuM chuM ? mane paNa thAya che ke premamAM huM A karuM chuM zuM ? tame raDatA nathI, to paNa tamArI AMkha lUchuM chuM. asaraLa zAyarIo
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________________ - thoDI takarAra karIne paNa thoDo pyAra karI laIzuM tame jotA rahezo (ame). adAthI AMkha cAra karI laIzuM samuMdaramAM jhukIne mane DUbavAno Dara nathI ame DUbIzuM to paNa tArA banI kinAro pAra karI laIzuM. - nAke je maLyAM paNa sAthe thaI zakyo nA kIdhI salAma meM kaMI kahI zakyAM nA re allAha najAkata, sAmI salAma karavA meMdInA bhArathI kara UMco karI zakayA nA. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ DokaTara nathI paNa davA karI jANuM chuM; premI nathI paNa pyAra karI jANuM chuM, kavi nathI paNa kavitA banAvI jANuM chuM; are! zAyara nathI paNa muzAyarAmAM vAha vAha karI jANuM chuM. saraLa zAyarI sAmA maLyA somavAre mAyA lAgI maMgaLavAre prItaDI baMdhANI budhavAre haiyA gUMthyA guruvAre zamaNAM sevyAM zukravAre zukana thayAM zanivAre rasiyA ramyAM ravivAre.
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________________ * tame AvyAne ame harakhAI gayA; tame bolyAMne ame zaramAI gayAM, tame cAlyAMne ame karamAI gayAM; are! nAhakanA ame bharamAI gayAM? * zarama roke che tamane AvatAM, mujane vinaya roke, tame AvI nathI zakatAM, huM bolAvI nathI zakato. * pIdhuM che je hAthanuM pANI kevaLa te hAtha mAMgu chuM jagatamAM ekalo chuM tethI ja tamAro sAtha mAMgu chuM. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * khudA kahe mAMga baMdA to evI AMkha mAMgI laIza; eka azru biMdu nahIM, dasa lAkha mAMgI laIza. nathI choDavI eka nizAnI A duniyAmAM mota pachI; maLaze to smazAna pAse mArI rAkha mAMgI laIza. zuM 2kata siMcyuM tuM tame e bAgamAM ke raMga paNa rAto rahyo gulAbamAM. - Avo birAjo, Avo hRdayamAM rUpane lAyaka pAtharaNuM che karo kayAreka to pAvana padhArI, amAruM AMgaNuM paNa AMgaNuM che. tamArI duzmanInuM zuM kahevuM! tamArI dostI bhAre paDI che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ cAMda cho to cAMdanInI rAta paNa karatAM raho, phUla cho to khullUnI sogAta paNa karatAM raho, dAna karatA hoya che ene khudA de che vadhu, khUbasUratInI jarA kherAta paNa karatA raho. * rUpa kephI hatuM, AMkho ghelI hatI, ne hathelImAM enI hathelI hatI, mana mahekatuM hatuM, bhInAM kaMpana hatAM, enI sAthe mUlAkAta pahelI hatI. huM kayAM kahuM chuM ApanI 'hA' hovI joIe, paNa 'nA' kaho cho emAM vyathA hovI joIe. * kevAM jAlima cho ke mujane divasabhara satAvo cho, kevAM sArA cho ke rAte svapnAmAM Avo cho. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * basa mAnI lIdhuM ke Apa nakkI AvavAnA cho, je zakita hoya che zraddhAmAM zaMkAmAM nathI hotI. najhIra evA vicAre phUla karamAI gayuM Akhara je khubu hoya che bIjAmAM enAmAM nathI hotI. * mahobatamAM ane vahevAramAM eka ja taphAvata che, tamArUM darda huM pUchuM-tame pUcho davA mArI. hajAro raMgathI raMgAya che gajhala, azruothI kadI bhIMjAya che gajhala. nA jANe keTalA prahAra khAIne, dardanA saMgathI sarjAya che gajhala. a saraLa zAyarI )
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________________ mahobatamAM ame A cAra vastu umrabhara mAgI, jigara mAgyuM, naja2 mAgI, asara mAgI, sabara mAgI. navAI zI koI pAgala gaNI 'mukabila!' tiraskAre, ame A bekadara duniyA kane sAcI kadara mAgI. thoDAMka AMsuo che, kaho - kayAM vahAvuM huM? gamanAM prasaMga para ke khuzInA prasaMga para? bephAma eka kaphana to maLyuM che jatAM jatAM, AvyA hatA e vakhate kazuM nahotuM aMga para. paththaramAM tArA rUpanI mUrti ghaDI hatI, paNa ene meM praNayanA hIrAthI jaDI hatI. tArA sivAya koI bIjA para TharI nahIM, mArI najara nahIM to badhA para paDI hatI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ evA koI ye kAMTA nathI ke aNI na ho, evAM ghaNAM ya phUla che jemAM maheka nathI. jenA vaDe huM dauM chuM jagatabharane rozanI, mAruM saLagatuM dila che e koI dIpaka nathI. - oN Urmio tame badhI Avo na sAmaTI A che gajhala, kaMI emAM jhaDapathI lakhAya nA ? hAthamAM A jAma laI beThA chIe, lyo, majAnuM kAma laI beThA chIe. A gajhala amathI lakhAtI hoya nAvedanAnA DAma laI beThA chIe. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ nathI kAvya ane che UrminAM nartana, kalamano huM kevaLa ghasAro karuM chuM. kavitA to sAcI 2ce eka Izvara, huM to zabda kero ThaThAro karuM chuM. uchaLatA umaMgonI uThabesa yauvana, anubhavanA ghaNa para ghaDAyeluM ghaDapaNa. javAnI hatI te javAnI gamI'tI, javAno nathI te buDhApo game che. e tAruM rUpa ne nirdoSatA bhUlI nathI zakato, smaraNamAM che badhuM ye toya huM sparzI nathI zakto, mane Dara che ke emAMthI kazuM ochuM na thaI jAye chabI che hAthamAM tArI chatAM cUmI nathI zakato. -saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * hasatuM hatuM phUla DALa para, cUMTuM na koIe, ke devanA mastaka upara mUkyuM na koIe, aMte kharI ne kumaLuM karamAI paNa gayuM, ene rUpALI veNImAM gUMcyuM na koIe. maratAM sudhI na bhUlo evuM ahIM "jigara' che, jhaMkhe najara sadAye evI mIThI najara che, AMkho mahIM vaso ke AvI vaso jigaramAM, e paNa tamAruM ghara che, A paNa tamAruM ghara che. ja game che phUla ne kAMTAnI bIka rAkhe che, cahe che ratna ne dariyAnI bIka rAkhe che, praNayanuM nAma paNa levAno haka nathI ene, karIne prema je duniyAnI bIka rAkhe che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ mArI gajhala tArA ja nAme sau lakhAI che ekeka zabda dardanI vArtA chupAI che, bhUlI jaIza mArI mahobatane kadAca tuM, mArA hRdayamAM to chabI tArI samAI che. * ApanuM nAma Apa jANo cho ? ApanuM kAma Apa jANo cho ? AMkhamAM raMga uDADyA to che, enuM pariNAma Apa jANo cho ? mane mApha karazo, zuM tamane khabara che, jarA vAta A mArI samajaNathI para che, ke muja dilanI A durdazAonuM kAraNa, tamArI najara che ke, mArI najara che ? asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - jigara oLakhe che, najara oLakhe che. tene dila paricaya vagara oLakhe che. sitamagarathI mahobata thaI gaI che, jIvanamAM eka gaphalata thaI gaI che, na lUcho, mArAM AMsuo na lUcho, mane raDavAnI Adata thaI gaI che. ApanI sAthe bhale sodo maphatamAM thaI gayo Ama pUcho to bahu moMghA amArA dAma che. che e hUMpha levA jo Ave, to zuM karIzuM "marIjha" have zarIramAM ThaMDaka pharI vaLelI che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * tame paNa ghavAyA hazo ema mAnI tamArI kane huM malama laIne Avyo kazuM kahevuM hatuM mAre moghama IzAre, na samajyA to kAgaLa-kalama laIne Avyo. * sanama ne paNa bhUlI jAzuM, sitamane paNa bhUlI jAzuM, khuzIne paNa bhUlI jAzuM, ne gamane paNa bhUlI jAzuM. mahobatamAM tamAro khyAla che, e hada sudhI amane tamArI yAda nahIM Iccha, to tamane paNa bhUlI jAzuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ bharI lo zvAsamAM enI sugaMdhano dariyo, pachI A mATInI bhInI asara maLe na maLe vatananI dhULathI mAthuM bharI lauM "Adila", are A dhULa pachI umrabhara maLe na maLe. evAM nasIba kyAM che sapanuM ya sukhanuM Ave, AMkho haju maLI tyAM pAchI savAra AvI ? dila zAne bekarAra mane yAda paNa nathI, kono che IMtajAra mane yAda paNa nathI. dilano jalAvI dIpa huM beTho chuM dvAra para, che koNa AvanAra, mane yAda paNa nathI. pavana saMdeza lAvyo che, milana yojAze svapnamAM, khuzImAM ne khuzImAM, jAgaraNa thAze to zuM thAze ? saraLa zAyarI *
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________________ che. * bhale vAstavikatAmAM mAnuM chuM kintu. mane zarabatI kalpanAo game che vacana ApanuM pUrNa thaI zakayuM nA, mane rojanA vAyadAo game che. * khIlatuM phUla e javAnInI adA che; phUlane cUMTavuM e javAnInI majA che, cUMTatA DaMkha lAge e javAnInI sajA che; adA, majA ane sajA e javAnInI kajA che. have evuM kahIne mAruM duHkha zAne vadhAro cho, ke AkhI jiMdagI phIkI mane tArA vagara lAgI. ghaNA varaso pachI AvyA cho eno pUrAvo che, je maheMdI hAtha ane paga para hatI te keza para lAgI. asaraLa zAyarIo
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________________ heta sAgara che ne haiyuM jAma che rAta di' hoThe tamAruM nAma che vAta raste kema pUrI thaI zake? be ghaDI nahi jiMdagInuM kAma che. upavanane lUMTAvI devAno Aropa che konA jobana para? kAMTAnI adAlata beThI kAM levAne jUbAnI phUlonI? tuM "zUnya' kavine zuM jANe ? e kevo rUpano pAgala che! rAkhe che hRdaya para korIne raMgIna nizAnI phUlonI. kasuMbala AMkhaDInA A kasabanI vAta zI karavI? kalejuM kotarI nAjuka mInAkArI karI lIdhI. majAnI cAMdanImAM notarI beThA udAsIne, ame hAthe karIne rAta aMdhArI karI lIdhI. asaraLa zAyarIxx
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________________ dila javA to dIdhuM koInA hAthamAM, dila gayA bAda kiMtu kharI jANa thaI. sAcavI rAkhavAnI je vastu hatI, e ja vastu ame to lUMTAvI dIdhI. * hRdayamAM evI rame che AzA pharIthI evI bahAra Ave, tamArI AMkhe zarAba chalake amArI AMkhe khumAra Ave. * vyathAne zuM vidAya ApuM - virAmanA zuM karuM vicAro, karAra evo karI gayAM che na mArA dilane karAra Ave. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che je vicAravALA vicAra karajo vicAravAnI huM vAta kahuM chuM, jIvanamAM ethI vizeSa zuM che.? vicAra jAye, vicAra Ave..? * o prema ramatanA ramanArA ! tuM prema ramatane zuM samaje, tuM AMkha laDAvI jANe che huM prANa laDAvI jANuM chuM. are! tuM Aga lagAvI jANe che huM muja azru vaDe Aga bujhAvI jANuM chuM. - haiyuM zuM nyAya deze haiyuM ja gunegAra hatuM, nayana adharo zuM sAkSI deze e to yauvananuM praNaya purANa hatuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ ke tuM svapnA vece che ane huM svapnA sevuM chuM ane hakIkatamAM bane duHkhI chIe e dekhAI Ave che. * A lAgaNI baMdhana paNa kevAM che anokhA tamane maLyA vinA paNa huM oLakhuM chuM tamane - tamo ghUMghaTa haTAvo nA kadI sAgara kinArA para, samuMdara dhasI jAze tamArA para cAMda samajIne.! tophAno sAthe amane mahobata ne zAMtino che tamane ghasAro kevI ajaba che baMnenI hAlata kAMThA tamArA, dariyo amAro.! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ e gayAM mAruM hRdaya letAM gayAM ne mane haiyA vihina ke'tAM gayAM emanA audAryanuM huM zuM kahuM? darda, taDapana ne viraha detAM gayAM.! * pratIkSAne bahAne jiMdagI jIvAI to jAze tamArA AgamananI kaMI khabara kharI khoTI to Apo. jagatamAM jiMdagIno sAra dilavALA ja samaje che, tamArA sama amAro pyAra dilavALA ja samaje che. najara mIThI haze kiMtu sajA che e jIvana bharanI, phakata draSTino moghama mAra dilavALA ja samaje che. * svabhAve hoya je mastI nathI jAtI nathI jAtI, kinArA bAMdhI le che toya huM tophAnI sAgara chuM. saraLa zAyarI..
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________________ tuja sukhanI mehaphilamAM tuM sahune notaraje, paNa jamaje azruno thALa ekalo. bIjAne AMgaNe amRtajharaNAM relavaje, pI leje viSa tArAM tuM ekalo. ko'thAkalA paganI kAMkarI cUmI leje, kadamo bharaje kaMTaka para ekalo. - e to khabara che dosta! ke cAre tarapha bahAra che, aphasosa eTalo ja ke e mArA gharanI vhAra che. 3 - kare che jUlma paNa jAlimanI upamA nahi AvuM, kavi che, puSpane paththarathI sarakhAvI nathI zakato. * khuda darda Aja uThI dilanI davA kare che, je kAma vaidanuM che te vedanA kare che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che javAnI zarAba jevI khuda, te chatAM e zarAba mAMge che. A dIvAnA hRdayane zuM kahevuM, rAta jAgIne khvAba mAMge che. sahananI AvaData ho to, musIbatamAM ya rAhata che. hRdaya jo bhogavI jANe, to duHkha paNa eka daulata che. mArA khovAyelAM svapnAMo sajIvana karavAM, mArI rIte duniyA meM vasAvI lIdhI. mArA paDachAyAne meM mitranuM upanAma dIdhuM, mArI ekalatA meM e rIte nibhAvI lIdhI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ gulAbI AMkhanI raMgInI zIzAmAM nathI hotI, najaramAM hoya che je mastI te madirAmAM nathI hotI. majA kayAreka evI hoya che ekAda 'nA' mAM paNa, majA kyAreya evI seMkaDo "hA" mAM paNa nathI hotI. prazaMsAmAM nathI hotI ke niMdAmAM nathI hotI, majA ja hoya che cUpamAM te carcAmAM nathI hotI. mahobata thAya che paNa thaI jatAM bahu vAra lAge che, mahobata cIja che evI je rastAmAM nathI hotI. madirA jevI raMgata koI pINAmAM nathI hotI, sUrAmAM hoya che mastI te nIrAmAM nathI hotI. jUe che saune eka AMkhe e sAco sAmyavAdI che, je khUbI hoya che kANAMmAM bIjAmAM nathI hotI. nakAmuM che taDapavuM Aja koInI jUdAImAM vaphAnI bhAvanA kaliyuganI layalAmAM nathI hotI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ jIvanamAM hajAro bhUlo che; ekAda sudhAro zA mATe? naukA to jIvananI DUbavAnI; taraNAno sahAro zA mATe? haiyuM ane AMkho jevAM; be AdhArasthaLo choDIne, kayAreka A AMsu zodhe che; pAlavano sahAro zA mATe? haracIjamAM enI yAda bharI; nita enI yAda Ave che, ne prazna pUchuM chuM huM manane; enA ja vicAro zA mATe? asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ phUla zradhdhAthI dharuM devanA caraNo u52, phUla harakhAya che paNa deva nathI harakhAto. kharIdo kharIdo aya duniyAnA loko, amAre amolA kavana vecavA che, rahe jogavAI kaphananI e khAtara, amAre amArAM jIvana vecavA che. nAhaka vagovo kAM sAgara kahI kahIne, e to azru virahanAM ekaThAM thayAM vahI vahIne. nathI sarajAyuM rUpa kadIye koInuM thaIne aMgata, pUnamanI cAMdanI kerI koNa nA lUMTe raMgata! * zuM kahuM, kone kahuM, tArI nazIlI cAla 52, bhoLo hato bhoLavAI gayo, tArA gulAbI gAla para! saraLa zAyarI
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________________ - dhabakArAnI dhiMgAmastI; enuM nAma ja dilanI hastI; dila che to che pyAraparastI; dila che dariyo, dila che kati. che ke saMjogonA tophAnano mAro joyo; AkAzane sRSTino sahAro joyo; dariyAmAM khaDaka joIne AMkha sAme; meM mAnI lIdhuM che ke meM kinAro joyo. suMdara cho tame e phUla samAM, emAM to jarA saMdeha nathI, paNa phUlone to bIjAno, zaNagAra banIne rahevuM che. saraLa zAyarI A
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________________ meM ALasamaya AMkhomAM madhumaya pyAra chupAyo joyo che, meM vikharAyelA vALomAM zRMgAra chupAyo joyo che. meM zarama taNA bhAvomAM bhAre sAra chupAyo joyo che, meM draSTi jhukAvI levAmAM satkAra chapAyo joyo che. meM eka nimiSamAM sadIono vistAra chupAyo joyo che; meM eka palakamAM sapanono saMsAra chupAyo joyo che. meM eka draSTimAM yuga-upasaMhAra chapAyo joyo che, meM ALasamaya AMkhomAM madhumaya pyAra chupAyo joyo che. draSTio maLI gaI che, Arajhu phaLI gaI che. zodhI meM nathI maMjhila, mArgamAM maLI gaI che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che A avaLI avaLI duniyAmAM; o jIva ajANyA kayAM jAze, aMdhAre tuM aTavAI jAze; ajavALe tuM aMjAI jAze. je tamAre zuM, tamAre vacana ApI vacana para pharI jAvuM che, amAre zuM, amAre vacana para vacana ApI marI jAvuM che. * e zuM jANe duniyAdArI, e premI paravAno che, dina DhaLe ne dIpa saLagatAM jaIne baLI maravAno che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ rUpa 52 jAtAM ene lAkhavAra vArI che, jANuM chuM chatAM draSTi basa tyAM ja javAnI che! * dilAsAthI duHkha dilane have pArAvAra lAge che; hRdaya para hAtha rAkho mA, hRdaya para bhAra lAge che. dila to dIdhuM tamane diladAra samajIne; pAchu soMpyu tame e bhAra samajIne, ghaDImAM dilane phUMkI dIdhuM, e rAkha phUMkazo mA; baLI jaze e rAkhamAM, hajI aMgAra bAkI che. * amArI sAhyabI, re sAhyabInI vAta zI karavI gagana oDhavA mATe ane dharatI zayana mATe. he paravaza prema! zuM evo prasaMga eka vAra na Ave, e bolAve mane ne huM kahuM 'AvI nathI zakato'. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ ja madamasta yuvAnInI zikSA - ghaDapaNane maLe e nyAya nathI tophAna thayuM che madhadariye, sapaDAya kinAro zA mATe? - dIpa nAno ne jyota moTI, tema mAnavathI mAnavatA moTI. - A joI hasavuM mane hajAro vAra Ave che, ke prabhu tArA banAvelA tane Aje banAve che. "javAnI" javAnI, ne jatAM lAta mAratI javAnI ane kAnamAM kahetI javAnI, ke huM kAyama mATe javAnI. . kahuM chuM kayAM mane satkAra Apo. kahuM chuM kayAM tamAro pyAra Apo. che mArI yAcanA basa eTalI ke jIvanabhara jhUravA tama dvAra Apo. rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ duHkha vagara, darda vagara, duHkhanI kazI vAta vagara, mana valovAya che kayAreka valopAta vagara. AMkhathI AMkha laDI beThI kazI vAta vagara, ne Ama zarUAta thaI gaI zarUAta vagara. kola pALe che e ghaNIvA2 kabUlAta vaga2, ane maLI jAya che e rastAmAM ghaNIvAra mulAkAta vagara. ane tyAre, tyAre to huM tAralA bhALuM chuM ghaNIvAra saraLa zAyarI OM keTalA cAlyA gayA khabara paNa paDatI nathI; * keTalA cAlyA jaze najara paNa raDatI nathI, tArA aizvaryanuM tuM ATaluM abhimAna na kara; sikaMdara zAha jevAnI ahiM kabara paNa jaDatI nathI. rAta vagara.
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________________ * jyAM jyAM najara mArI Thare yAdI bharI tyAM ApanI AMsu mahIM e AMkhathI yAdI jhare che ApanI. bhaNIne tuM bhale vidvAna thAje grahIne baLa tuM bhale baLavAna thAje thavuM je hoya te thAje prathama InsAna, tuM InsAna thAje. tava smaraNa taNo sathavAro choDe nA mama saMga kadIe jayama paDachAyo mAro re re, tava smaraNa. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ mArI ughaDatI AMkho basa dekhe have tArI chabI mArA vikasita hRdayamAM ubharAya che tAruM amI tArA hRdayanA premanuM tArA jIvananA jharaNanuM sthApe karI hRdaya have priya rAnI priyatama gaNuM. * piyAnI pAMpaNomAM motI parovAyelAM hatAM thoDA bhUmi para DhoLAyelA hatA najadIka jaI camAthI joyuM to jIgaranA TukaDA verAyalA hatA. * mane A tArI adhabIDI AMkhamAM saMbhALI le mane to che ghaNI icchA ke kAjala thAu to sAruM bhale huM zyAma lAguM paNa- - - - - - tamannA to che tArA gAlano tala thAuM to sAruM. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ che. ke racAto hoya sapanAmAM suvAsono jhUlo, e samayane saheja aDake tuM ane uge phulo. * saratA saratA sarI javAnI AMsuDAnI dhAra eka dina taratA taratA tarI javAnI AzAo majhadhAra eka dina yauvananI zaramAtI najaro, najarothI najarAtI najaro karatA karatA karI javAnI haiyA ekarAra eka dina. prema kerA eka upara ekaDo kIdho tame bAbA ane bebI taNA miMDA haju bAkI rahyA. suMdara dIso cho Apa jayAre hoTha para hasavuM rame ethI adhika suMdara dIso roSa jayAM AMkhe bhame. asaraLa zAyarI ja rUrI
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________________ - hRdayane Aja kahevA do hRdayanA raMganI vAto nathI kahevI priyAnA rUpanI ke raMganI vAto nathI kahevI navoDhAnA rUpALA aMganI vAto nathI kahevI hRdaya sAthe hRdayanA jaMganI vAto nathI kahevI koI udvega ke vyaMganI vAto jo kahevI to kahevI che hRdayanA raMganI vAto. * Aza, aramAno ahIMyAM nitya daphanAtAM rahayAM e jIvana ne paNa anila mAre jIvana kahevuM paDyuM cena ke ArAmanA zvAsa paNa lIdhA nathI te chatAM A vizvane mAre vatana kahevuM paDyuM. kaLIone toDanAra vicArIne toDa AzA rahe che phula thAvAnI kaLI thakI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - hasuM chuM eTale na mAnI lezo ke sukhI chuM raDI nathI zakato enuM duHkha che duHkha bahuM chupAvIne beTho chuM hRdayamAM kAramAM ghAvo, game tyAre phATI jAuM evo jvALAmukhI chuM. * praNayanI eka A samajaNa pataMgAmAM nathI hotI taDapavAmAM majA che te saLagavAmAM nathI hotI nathI maLatI parasparanA jIvanane hUMpha prItinI jalana jo ekasarakhI beya haiyAmAM nathI hotI. DIhRdayamAM konI e jhaMkhanA che, nayana pratIkSA kare che konI Ubho che "zayadA' uMbaramAM AvI, na jAya gharamAM, na vhAra Ave karAra evo karI gayA che ne mArA dilane karAra Ave. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * hRdaya ! mArA baLelA, eTaluM paNa nA thayuM tujathI? baLIne paththaro jo thAya che suramo nayana mATe, tame je cAho te laI jAva, mArI nA nathI kAMI, tamArI yAda rahevA do phakata mArA jIvana mATe. * prabhu jANe ke mAruM ghara haze kayAM? anAdi kALathI bhUlo paDayo chuM! mane "zayadA' maLI raheze visAmo, prabhunuM nAma laI paMthe paDyo chuM. * kema Avyo kema beTho, kema huM cAlyo gayo, pArakhI teo zakayA nA mAruM mana chevaTa sudhI, koIne chevaTa sudhI hasavuM maLyuM, vAha re nasIba! koIne karavuM paDayuM jagamAM rUdana chevaTa sudhI. saraLa zAyarI wwww
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________________ chuM ke mArI duniyA thaI gaI barabAda paNa huM chuM khuzI, enI duniyAne to huM zobhAvato cAlyo gayo! zI musIbata, zuM duHkho muzkelIo zI, zuM sukho! pRSThajIvananAM hatAM palaTAvato cAlyo gayo. koI jo samajayo nahIM to doSa che eno "sagIra', huM IzArAmAM ghaNuM samajAvato cAlyo gayo. eka ghaDIbhara rAtanI che zI visAta? varSo vItI jAya che rokAI jAva! paMtha nirjana, vATa vasamI, zuM thAya? bhAra daI kahevAya che rokAI jAva! huM cahuM chuM vArevAre nA kahuM! jIbhe AvI jAya che, rokAI jAva! hoTha para to che "khudA hAphijha" chatAM dilamAM kaiM kaiM thAya che, rokAI jAva! asaraLa zAyarI ,
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________________ kaTorA jhe2nAM pItAM jIvuM chuM e vaphAdArI, kasoTI jo game ka2vI bIjuM pyAluM dharI jojo, amolI jiMdagAnI kAM adAvatamAM gumAvo cho? kadara ko' dI ghaTe karavI, mahobata AdarI jojo. hoya nA kAMI khulAsA, prema che maunanI bhASA. saraLa zAyarI hAtha zuM AvI gaI tArI galI, jiMdagIno paMtha TUMko thaI gayo. tame nA pArakhI zakazo amArA darda evAM che, nathI AghAta paththarano, paDyo che mAra phUlono.
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________________ ja - ekAda ho to ene chupAvI zakuM "marIjha' A prema che ne, enA pUrAvA hajAra che. * UtarI gayA cho Apa najarathI hRdaya sudhI, pahoMcI gaI che. vAta have to praNaya sudhI, A IntajAranI majhA kaMI eTalI gamI, jozuM ame to rAha tamArI pralaya sudhI. dila ane dIpakanI hAlata che ekasarakhI, e paNa baLyA kare che, te paNa baLyA kare che. - phUloe kema jANI haze ApaNI kathA? meM to camanamAM vAta koIne karI nathI. - banAvaTa ne nakala duniyAmAM pAMgaratI nathI hotI, ke nakazAnA samaMdaramAM kadI bharatI nathI hotI. saraLa zAyarI ha
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________________ amArA premanA patronI lAja rahI jAe, tame bhalAI na karajo javAba ApIne. majA nathI chatAM pIdhA vinA nahi cAle, tarasa vadhArI dIdhI che zarAba ApIne. prabhue vAha re kevo A raMga jamAvyo che, gulAbI dilane na eka paNa gulAba ApIne. * kaI paNa nathI lakhANa chatAM bhUla nIkaLI, kevI vicitra premanI korI kitAba che. tamane kharAba kahevAnI hiMmata nathI rahI, tethI badhA kahe che jamAno kharAba che. vAra have jo ApaNe vikhuTA paDyA, to vakhate kyAreka svapnamAM maLIe je rIte sUkAI gayelA phUla, pustakomAMthI maLe. saraLa zAyarIko
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________________ - nirmaLa ja haze neha asara paDavAnI, duniyAne mahobatanI khabara paDavAnI; mahephilamAM agara ApanI carcA UpaDe, lokonI najara mArI upara paDavAnI. * rUpa ne raMganI duniyA vasAvI lIdhI, mahephilo khudanI zarAbothI sajAvI lIdhI; eka jannata jo gumAvI teno badalo levA, seMkaDo jannato Adame banAvI lIdhI. - kabarane phUlanI zobhAnI kaMI jarUra nathI; baLI javA pachI varSAnI kaMI jarUra nathI; koInuM dila jo duHkhAvo to cupa rahI jajo, ke tyArabAda dilAsAnI kaMI jarUra nathI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - sUrA rAte to zuM vahelI savAre pI gayo chuM huM, samaya saMjoganA gebI IzAre pI gayo chuM huM, koI veLA kazI ochI maLe tenI zikAyata zuM? ghaNI veLA gajAthI paNa vadhAre pI gayo chuM huM. sAMjathI laIne savAra sudhImAM keTalI Rtuo badalAye che AzAnI kaLIo, nirAzAnI patajhaDa ane A AMsuno varasAda! - huM najarathI pI rahyo'to, to A dile zApa dIdho tAro hAtha jiMdagIbhara kadI jAma sudhI na pahoMce emane emanA dilanI khabara mArA dilathI maLI rahI che huM jo emanAthI rIsAI jAuM to khabara paNa na pahoMce. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che ke ame paNa kyAreka hatA khabaradAra, have to e hAla che "khumAra', emanI khabara to bAjue rahI, potAnI paNa kaMI khabara nathI. A duniyA che, ahIM dareka kAma cAle che DhaMgathI ahI paththarane paNa mANasa kahevo paDe che na pUcho zuM vIte che svamAnI dila para jayAre koI berahemane paNa bhagavAna kahevo paDe che. * ApanI yAda AvatI rahI rAtabhara AMkho bhInI hasatI rahI rAtabhara rAtabhara dardanI zamA jalatI rahI divAnI jayota kAMpatI rahI rAtabhara. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ dila dhaDakavAnuM kAraNa yAda AvyuM, e tArI yAda hatI, have yAda AvyuM, dilano hAla ame paNa kaheta paNa jayAre tuM vidAya thayo, tyAre yAda AvyuM besIne phUlanI chAMyAmAM "nAsira" ame bahu royA, jayAre e yAda AvyuM. bharAI Ave che AMkho koInA nAmanI sAthe ane A AMsu chalakAya che enA jAmanI sAthe. 2) * verAna che madirAlaya, surAhI-pyAlA udAsa che , tame zuM gayA ke, risAI gayA divaso bahAranA. * sitArAothI AgaLa duniyA ora paNa che ane premanI parIkSAo haju ora paNa che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ nathI AzA ke ame AvatI savAra joIe A rAta ama para bhArI che, jarA thobhI jAo! hamaNA na jAo kema ke tArAnuM dila dhaDake che AkhI rAta paDI che, jarA thobhI jAo! pharI Aja pachI kyAreya ame nahIM tamane rokiye hoTho para zvAsa aTakayA che, jarA thobhI jAo! virahanI paLamAM prANabharIne tamane nIrakhI to lauM. A pheMsalAnI ghaDI che, jarA thobhI jAo! * tArI mehaphilamAMthI uThADe parAyo mane, zI majAla joto to huM ke, te ja kaMI IzAro karI dIdho ! - eka araso vityo, tArI yAda paNa AvI nathI amane ane ame tane bhUlI gayAM chIe, evuM paNa nathI. siraLa zAyarI
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________________ mAthuM DhALI kaMI kahyuM, zaramAI gayA dila devA AvyA'tA, zaramAI gayA vijaLIomAM vijaLI samAI gaI acAnaka be dila jayAM TakarAI gayA. A ALasa paNa e na maraDI zakayA UMcA karIne hAtha jevo mane joyo choDI dIdhA hasIne hAtha acAnaka AMkho jevI ekamekathI maLI gaI kevA moM para eNe mUkI dIdhA zaramAIne hAtha ! che jayAre huM cAluM chuM to paDachAyo paNa mAro sAtha nathI deto jayAre tame cAlo, to jamIna cAle, AsamAna cAle UThuM chuM huM jevo bAgamAMthI javAne o pAgala paNa kahe che kAMTA, pakaDIne dAmana, "kayAM cAlyA?" saraLa zAyarI
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________________ dila laIne maphatamAM kahe che, kaMI kAmanuM nathI ulaTAnI phariyAdo thaI, upakAra to gayo. dilano hAla yA2ne lakhuM zI rIte hAtha dilathI judo thato nathI dilano IlAja karavAnI dhIraja kayAM che e tamArA vinA thato nathI. mananI manamAM ja rahI vAta thaI na zakI eka paNa enAthI mulAkAta thaI na zakI AMkhathI AMkha maLI dUrathI mA2I enI paNa je meM cAhIM'tI e vAta thaI na zakI. zuM yAdazakita eTalI mArI vadhI 'amIna' (ke)bhUlI gayo huM Akhare paravaradigArane? - saraLa zAyarI
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________________ milananI rAta hatI, cAMdanIno samaya hato paDakhAmAM sanama hato, khudA maherabAna hato varNana sapanAMnI jema je karI rahyo che te kisso che, tyArano "Ataza" jayAre javAna hato. * piyA viNa pyAlo pIdho jAya nA piyA viNa eka paLa jIvyuM jAya nA, "kutubazAha" na de mane dIvAnAne zIkha dIvAnAne kaMI zIkha dIdhI jAya nA. - jIvanamAM huM kadI ye nAmanI paravA nathI karato, ke duniyAnA koI IljhAmanI paravA nathI karato. najarathI ke adharathI paNa mane sAkI pIvADe to, kasama che pyAsanI - huM jAmanI paravA nathI karato ! rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ enA hoThanI komaLatA zuM kahIe pAMkhaDI eka gulAbanA jevI che. vAraMvAra ene bAraNe jAuM chuM. hAlata eka divAnA jevI che "mIra" e arthamIMcI AMkhomAM badhI mastI zarAbanA jevI che. - are o nagnatAmAM janmanArA, jarUrata kema rAkhe che kaphananI? * sitArA cAMdanI sAthe suhAnI rAta Ave che, ghaNI veLA rUpALuM rUpa laI AghAta Ave che; sajAvI do hRdayanA vhelane AMsunA toraNathI, anerI zAnathI ahi dardanI bArAta Ave che. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ sukhanA sAthI ghaNAMya maLavAnA, koNa dukhiyAne sAtha de bhavamAM? phUla to sarvane vahAlA hoya kaTako koNa le che pAlavamAM? dvAra khakhaDyuM ke vicAryuM kholatA e ja maLavAne mane AvyA haze meM pachI samajAvatA mujane kahyuM : ATalI rAte to e hotA haze ? - chuTI laTa, gulAbI cahero, AMkhamAM zarama - priye ! chabImAM ye kevI tuM zaramAyA kare ! saraLa zAyarI
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________________ ke pachI bhale ho hAthamAM, jo hAthathI halatI nathI, - raMgadAnI pAse ho, tasvIra kaMI banatI nathI. - rUpa sAme emanA A cAMdanI phIkI hatI, 2myatA para koInI maMDAyelI TIkI hatI. rUpamAM "kAmila' vadhAro eTale eNe karyo, tala nahoto e amArI AMkhanI kIkI hatI. jIMdagIne kahI do, mane herAna na kare; haryAbharyA A bAgane verAna na kare, kAMTothI pyAra che kAMTAno ja rahIza; phUlone kahI do, have parezAna na kare. najIka AvyA vinA zuM mApazo mArI pratibhAne, camaka dariyAnA motImAM che, dariyAmAM nathI hotI! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ jIvanabharano anubhava paNa bahu saMgIna lAge che sukhI chuM te chatAM zAne hRdaya gamagIna lAge che taDako vayano che "cetana" nahitara vAta sAcI che javAnI hoya che tyAre badhuM raMgIna lAge che. - vagara "pIdhe" are zuM ATalAM cakacUra lAgo cho? najara sAme chatAM ze A nayanane dUra lAgo cho? nathI pUchato tame zuM ATalAM majabUra lAgo cho? hRdaya komaLa chatAMya bahArathI zuM krUra lAgo cho? plAsTIka phUlanuM kRtrima svarUpa AMkhothI parakhAyuM nahi, paMka ke pANI mahIM e phUla roLAyuM nahi; pAnakhara AvI paraMtu phUla karamAyuM nahi; jiMdagIno marma zo "jogIna'ne samajAyuM nahi! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ ApaNI vacce kayAM hamaNAM manameLa che? huM kahuM caMpo ne tame kaho keLa che trAsI gayo have, A to kALo kera che, mAno yA na mAno kaika premamAM bheLaseLa che. vaNanArane kayAMthI khabara, ke pote vaNeluM e ja kApaDa, koInuM thAze kaphana ke ko "nuM pAnetara! AMkhamAM mArI tarasa dekhAya che, tuM mane Aje sarasa dekhAya che. lAgaNInA pAradarzaka kAcamAM, Aja vItelAM varasa dekhAya che. a saraLa zAyarI 8
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________________ phUla kAdavamAM maLe to ye maheka jAtI nathI, toDI jUo hIro tame, tenI camaka jAtI nathI. - dilane paMpALI paMpALIne jalAvI dIdhuM. kaLIo batAvI kaTakothI lagAvI dIdhuM, tArA caherAnI pAchaLa huM hato khuda hAja2 kema ekAeka teM Ama darpaNa haTAvI dIdhuM. 3. * jiMdagI Ama to jIvavI ja paDe badhAne, sukhI ke duHkhI basa eTalo ja taphAvata che. * khIlelA phUla saMga khelavA sau koI Ave che, kharelA phUlane dilano dilAso devA koI nA Ave. bharI mahephila mahIM hasatA phuvArA hatA tyAre, duHkhI dilanA AMsuone lUchavA koI nA Ave. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * uThAvI lyo have mRtadeha parathI phUlano Dhagalo; mane to azrukerAM binduonuM paNa vajana lAge che. - kaI rIte motI pAmavA dariyAne jaIne pUcha. ke enI pAse eka bahu UMDo javAba che. * najara lAgI javAno emane Dara hoya che, "nUrI'! huM AMkho baMdha karIne emanAM darzana karI lauM chuM. * che ahiM evo saraMjAma nathI maLavAno, tUTyA-phUTyo tyAM koI jAma nathI maLavAno. lAkha jannata tuM mane Apaze kintu o khudA! mArA ghara jevo tyAM ArAma nathI maLavAno. Madam ela avvadam
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________________ che ke tame mUkI gayA mane nIMdara mArI laI gayA svapno paNa Ave kayAMthI Aje tamArI yAdamAM ? - phUlone koNa ke che ke heMkI uTho tame tAsIra khuda evI ke oMkI javAya che. - tane A tAjane joI navAI lAge che, mane to premanI pokaLa bhavAI lAge che, camaka, damaka ne bhalIkamAM ja paththaronI taLe, vaphAnI kImato bhUlI javAI lAge che. ja nathI eka mAnavI pAse hajI bIjo mAnavI pahoMcyo, anila" sAMbhaLyuM che kyArano baMdhAya che rasto! saraLa zAyarI
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________________ ja Azvarya e ja vAtanuM manamAM rahyA kare. kaMTaka cUbhyA kare ane puSpo kharyA kare. * duniyAnA baMdhanothI jo ho chUTavuM 'marIjha' basa AjathI tame tamArA khudA bano. hA, gajhala lakhavAne bezaka dila tUTeluM joIe, AMkhamAM AMsu nahIM, lohi ghUTeluM joIe. IzkanA paMthe hRdaya "bephAma" tarasyuM hoya che, spaMdanonuM A nagara mayamAM DUbeluM joIe. thaI gayAM muja kAja AMkhonAM amI paNa jhera che, mota paNa mAgyuM maLe nA evo kALo kera che; mArI hAlata vizvane meM jANavA dIdhI nathI. eTale enI najaramAM mAre lIlAle"2 che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ ke dilanA karatAM jAmanI jhAjhI kadara thaI jAya che, ne sUrAnI vizva para gherI asara thaI jAya che, dila jo tUTe che to koIne khabara paDatI nathI, jAma phUTe che to duniyAne khabara thaI jAya che. * phUlomAM kema zreSTha che phUlo kapAsanA emAM chUpeluM mAruM kaphana hovuM joIe ? dilanI mahephilane sajAvI che jarA joI to lo! kevI jannata meM banAvI che, jarA joI to lo! AMkhamAM azru ane jIgaramAM-lIlA jakho, ujaDI duniyA meM vasAvI che jarA joI to lo! - dhana to nirjIva hatuM tethI cAlyuM gayuM, paNa mitro, tame cAlIne kema nirjIva thaI gayA? saraLa zAyarI
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________________ thAya che Azcarya evuM joIne koInI mahenata phaLe che koIne koInA dina jAya mIThI nIMdamAM koInI rAto vIte che roIne. jUo raMgabhedathI be nArIo na rahI zakI sAthe, uSA AvI to zaramAI savAre rAta cAlI gaI. tamArA sama "amIna' UMdhI zakayo nA rAtabhara Aje, paraMtu kalpanAonA sahAre rAta cAlI gaI. - ame je kalpI hatI evI jiMdagI na maLI, badhI jagAe A duniyAmAM lAgaNI na maLI. e gharanI vAta javA do, e ghara maLe kayAMthI? ke jenI zodha hatI, e mane galI na maLI! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ gajhala ke gItane e vArApharatI pahere che kavinI pAse zuM vastronI be ja joDI che? - mane to eTale A pAyamAlI khUba vahAlI che, hakIkatamAM e mArA pyAranI jAhojalAlI che. - are sAkI! sUrAlaya kAM calAve tuM khudA mAphaka? pIdhelAnA bharelA jAma ne pyAsAnA khAlI che! have to dosto bhegA maLI beMcIne pI nAkho, jagatanAM jhera pIvAne have zaMkara nahIM Ave. karIne mApha snehIo uThAvo eka bAbata para, jalana'nI lAza UMcakavA ahIM Izvara nahIM Ave. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ tamArAM ahIM Aja pagalAM thavAnAM camanamAM badhAMne khabara thaI gaI che; jhUkAvI che garadana badhI DALIoe, phUlonIya nIcI najara thaI gaI che. upasthita tamo cho to lAge upavana, kalAkAranuM citra saMpUrNa jANe! tame jo na ho badhA kahI UThe ke, vidhAtAnI kayAMye kasara thaI gaI che. * samaMdaranI UchaLatI Urmio pAgala banI bhaTakata prabaLa mojAM jhIlI enAM kinAre lAja rAkhI che. nahIM to koNa sUrajanA kiraNane deta AliMgana pUrI siMdUra seMthImAM savAre lAja rAkhI che. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * kadI to Avazo basa eTalI umIda upara, hajAro varSathI mahephila ame sajAvI che. huM tamane khudane sajAvI to nA zakyo "bephAma", phakta tamArI chabIne ja meM sajAvI che. niSphaLa praNayano doSa to dauM chuM tane, magara mArI ya lAgaNImAM kasara hovI joIe. bephAma jayAM caNAyo haze emano mahela, enI nIce ja mArI kabara hovI joIe. che e paNa madada kare che phakata khAsa khAsane, allAha paNa have to badhAno nathI rahyo. bephAma janmatAM ja kaMI evuM raDyo hato, varSo thayAM chatAMya e chAno nathI rahyo. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ allAha to kare che badhAnI duA kabUla, paNa mArA mAgavAmAM asara lAgatI nathI. * duniyAmAM eTale ame bhUlA paDyA nahIM, tArI galI sivAya bIje AthaDyA nahIM. jayAM tyAM paDI jatA, e hatI pyAsanI asara, pIdhA pachI kadIya ame laDakhaDyA nahIM. kudaratanI che kamAla, camanamAM je phUla che; kAMTA mUkayA che sAthamAM basa e ja bhUla che. zraddhA mane che eTalI tArI dayA upara, kIdhAM nathI meM pApa je e paNa kabUla che. mArA maraNa upara, ne raDe ATalAM badhAM? bephAma jindagInAM badhAM du:kha vasUla che. 4 saraLa zAyarI
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________________ upavana jindagInuM nAma che; phUla mAruM che, khAra mAro che! himabindu nathI e kaLIo para; rAtano azrusAra mAro che! tuM diye doSa koIne zAne? jAma mAro, khumAra mAro che! dIpa ke phUla jayAM na joI zako; snehIo e majAra mAro che! * kayAMka to AdhAra jevuM hoya che AMsumAMye sAra jevuM hoya che DALakhIo ATalI jhUke nahIM phUlamAMye bhAra jevuM hoya che. asaraLa zAyarI:
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________________ e badhAMnAM nAma daI mAre nathI thAvuM kharAba, sArAM sArAM mAnavIoe satAvyo che mane. e badhAM "bephAma' je Aje raDe che mota para, e badhAMe jiMdagI AkhI raDAvyo che mane. mAnI lIdhuM ke premanI koI davA nathI jIvananA dardanI koI sAravAra de A nAnAM nAnAM darda to thAtAM nathI sahana, de eka mahAna darda ane pArAvAra de! sau paththarono boja to UMcakI lIdho ame, amane namAvavA ho to phUlono bhAra de! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * maryAdA jarA bAMdho judAInA samayanI, nahitara mane raheze na milananIya majA yAda. A darda mahobatanuM je haragija nathI maTatuM, uparathI majA e ke mane enI davA yAda. jhAhida, mane rahevA de tabAhIbharyA gharamAM, masjidathI vadhAre ahIM Ave che khudA yAda. mana daIne "marIjha" e have kaMI paNa nathI kahetAM, sau mArA gunAnI mane raheze A sajA yAda. kayAM madirA udhAra pIdhI che? sAkIne kai duAo dIdhI che. ajanabI AMkhanI kasama "rUsvA'! meM pyAlA vinAe pIdhI che! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ , , khobo bharIne Apa ke dariyo bharIne Apa, mane to basa, eka mIThI najara bharIne Apa. haradama gulAbo chAba bharI vaheMcato rahyo; mALIthI tAjAM puSponuM attara na thaI zakayuM. dilane hajAro vAra dabAvyuM, chatAM jUo; A mINa enuM e ja che, paththara na thaI zakayuM. nA mArA gunA yAda ke nA enI sajA yAda rahI gayo che amasto ja mane mAro khudA yAda. enAthI vikhUTA ya paDyA'tA ame jyAMthI ethI ja rahI gaI enA maLavAnI jagA yAda. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ tamane bhUlI javAnA prayatnomAM AjakAla, tamane bhUlI gayo chuM, mane khyAla paNa nathI. kaMTakanI mAvajatamAM acAnaka ghaNI vakhata phUlo sudhI gayo chuM, mane khyAla paNa nathI. manoraMjana karI lauM chuM, manomaMthana karI lauM chuM, prasaMgopAtta jIvanamAM parivartana karI lauM chuM. ame pAgala, amAre bheda zo cetana-acetanamAM, pratimA ho ke paDachAyo huM AliMgana karI lauM chuM. upekSA nathI kayAre paNa enI kIdhI, ame sau avasthAnI Ijjata karI che, zarAbInI yauvanamAM sobata karI che, phakIronI ghaDapaNamAM khidamata karI che. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * karuNAnA tUTI jate sarva baMdho, jo nayane palaka kerA ArA na hote. jagata para badhe jalapralaya thaIne rahete, jo sAgarane cogama kinArA na hote. mahobatamAM raMgInIo hota kayAMthI, jo yauvananA madabhara IzArA na hote. viraha rAtanuM zuM thate koNa jANe, gaganamAM jo agaNita sitArA na hote. mubAraka tamone gulonI javAnI amone na tolo taNakhalAnI tole! ame e ja bulabula chIe jemaNe A, camananI haMmezA hiphAjhata karI che. rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ parAyA pasInAno paiso che, 'ghAyala', kare kema nA puNya pANInI peThe, ke dAnezvarIe sakhAvatathI jhAjhI, dalitonI dolata ucApata karI che. karAmata che e tArA hAthanI, sAkI,-ke mArAthI, nathI Adata chatAM be ghUMTa to pivAI jAya che. samaja paDatI nathI, zuM Aja dilamAM thAya che amane? na kahevAnuM anAyAse 'mukhI' kahevAI jAye che. jIta para hasato rahyo ne hAra para hasato rahyo, phUlanI zaiyA gaNI aMgAra para hasato rahyo; o musIbata ! eTalI jhiMdAdilIne dAda de; teM dharI talavAra to huM dhAra para hasato rahyo. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * hoya evI zarAba laI Avo, hA ke nA "no javAba laI Avo. Thesa pahoMcADavI che haiyAne koI tAjuM gulAba laI Avo mArI behozI dUra karavI che, e nayananI zarAba laI Avo. dila nicovIne raMga pUrI dauM, koI sAduM zuM khvAba laI Avo. dilano dariyo che zAMta, kema DUbuM? nAva koI kharAba laI Avo. sAva sahelo savAla che mAro, koI adharo javAba laI Avo. je saraLa zAyarI
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________________ - praNayamAM meM pakaDyA tamArA je pAlava, praNayanI pachI paNa mane kAma AvyA; prasaMgo uparanA e paDadA banyA che, - umaMgo uparanAM kaphana thaI gayAM che. * bagIco lUMTanArA to phUlo lUMTI gayA lAkho, paraMtu meM to cUMTeluM phakata eka ja sumana rAkhyuM. khudA kevo dayALu che ke A duHkhapUrNa duniyAmAM, maraNa amane dIdhuM bephAma, ne pote jIvana rAkhyuM. game tevI davA lauM, paNa pharaka paDato nathI kaMIye te dilamAM darda paNa kevuM asarakAraka mUkI dIdhuM. jagatane koI dI mArA vinA cAlyuM nahi bephAma, ke huM UThI gayo to cokamAM smAraka mUkI dIdhuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ thAya sarakhAmaNI to utaratAM chIe, te chatAM AbarUne dIpAvI dIdhI. emanA mahelane rozanI ApavA, jhUMpaDI paNa amArI jalAvI dIdhI. ja enI tasvIra to beThI che abolA laIne, mArI sAthe ja mane vAta karI levA de. enI phariyAda to atyAra sudhI bahu kIdhI, dila, have enI vakIlAta karI levA de. sau kahe che ke khudAthI nathI chAnuM kaMIye, to gunAhonI kabUlAta karI levA de. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * jo ke enAthI jIvanabharanI vyathA AvI gaI. te chatAM tArI mahobatamAM majA AvI gaI. Apa AvyAM mArI pAse e camatkAra ja haze, jANe paravAnAnI pAse khuda zamA AvI gaI. phUla jo jAte pharI zakatAM nathI to zuM thayuM? e khubU laI javA mATe havA AvI gaI. - phUla jevuM dila baLI TapakI rahyuM che AMkhathI, koI mArA azrubinduone attara to kaho. e pachI jo jo tame - e kevAM pIgaLI jAya che! eka veLA emanA haiyAne paththara to kaho. rahyA "bephAma' sau mArA maraNa para e ja kAraNathI, hato mAro ja e avasara ne mArI hAjarI nahotI. rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ AMgaLI AvI saraLatAthI na pherava jhulphamAM, eka divasa AkhA jIvananI e ja ulajhana lAgaze. sAMpaDI che eTalI ujjaDa jagA bephAmane, phUla be mUkazo koI to eya upavana lAgaze. o hRdaya ! tArI vyathA mArI vyathA che kintu tuM je cAhe che e aramAna huM kyAMthI lAvuM ? emanA nayananA jevI ja ho mastI jemAM - e madirA ane e jAma huM kyAMthI lAvuM ? mArI hatheLI joIne ko'e kahyuM hatuM, "saghaLAM sukho lakhela che tArA nasIbamAM", toye tane hajI sudhI pAmI zakyo nathI, "mAro viraha lakhyo haze" tArA nasIbamAM ! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - cAMdanI rAtano prasaMga have yAda nathI. dilane koNe karyuM hatuM daMga, have yAda nathI, kola lIdhA ane dIdhA hatA hasatAM hasatAM, koNe karyuM hatuM vacanabhaMga, have yAda nathI. gulAbI gulAbI gulAbo khIle che, paraMtu rahe kyAM sudhI e gulAbI ? ghaDI be ghaDImAM ja UDe gulAbI, pachI thAya che gulanI khAnAkharAbI. najara sAthe najara maLatAM amone paNa najara lAgI, najara vALatAM koIe kahyuM : "bhAre najara lAgI !" najara bAMdhI kahyuM ke, jAuM chuM, paNa kyAM javAnA cho? najarane vALanArAne najara maLatAM najara lAgI. asaraLa zAyarI *
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________________ juvAnonI sabhAmAM AvavuM hatuM eTale "zayadA", uchInI koI pAsethI javAnI laIne Avyo chuM. tamArA prema-patro jouM chuM, pAchA mUkI dauM chuM, have e bhAMgyA che lekha, vaMcAI nathI zakatA. cIrI gaI sahajamAM je ArasI jigaramAM ApuM chuM dAda evI nAjuka hIrAkaNIne. mArUM jyAM AkAza potAnuM nathI mAro camakAvI sitAro zuM karUM ? mojAMo nathI zAMta thatAM koI prakAre evI zI bhalA vAta banI gaI che kinAre ? saraLa zAyarI
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________________ aramAna jyAre pyAsanAM pUrA thayAM haze, tyAre amArA jAmanA cUrA thayA haze. nahIM to sitArA hoya nahIM ahIM ATalA, koI virATa svapnanA cUrA thayA haze. paristhiti have pahoMcI gaI che kyAM sudhI jo jo ! game te AvatuM ho paNa, tamAruM Agamana lAge. joI kALo tala gulAbI gAla 52, harakhAva nA dila baLI taNakho UDyo, eno paDelo dAga che. kadIka bIDAya che, ughaDe che, kaMpe che, hasI le che, paristhitino kevo thAya che abhyAsa hoThomAM ? saraLa zAyarI
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________________ - jakhkho gaNI juo pachI vizvAsa Avaze. bheTo badhI ya ApanI sacavAya che dilamAM. - hamaNAM ja gayAM to ya mane ema thAya che, tamane dIThAne eka jamAno vahI gayo. - najara sAme mUkyuM duniyAe jyAre duHkhanuM najarANuM, ame e pAtramAM AMsu umerIne dharyuM pAchuM. * karuM chuM te dinanI huM pratIkSA, ke koI evI savAra Ave, uSAnI A lAlacoLa AMkhomAM, heta UbharAya, pyAra Ave. * kalAkAre phanA thaIne kRtine mAtabara rAkhI, jIvananuM citra bhUsI, koInI rekhA amara rAkhI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ che - jIMdagAnI Ama to AvatAM AvI ane. phosalAvI be ghaDI, cAlatA cAlI gaI. * AvavAnuM pharI bacapaNa, pharI yauvana, mota to che jindagInuM punaH sarjana. * divaso judAInA jAya che, e jaze jarUra milana sudhI, mane hAtha jhAlIne laI jaze, have zatruo ja svajana sudhI. na dharA sudhI na gagana sudhI, nahIM unnati, na patana sudhI. ahIM ApaNe to javuM hatuM, phakta ekamekanAM mana sudhI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ mana jyAM gayuM, citta tyAM rahyuM, aNadhAryuM ema banI gayuM, najare najara maLatAM maLI, na thavAnuM kaiMka thaI gayuM. gama nathI jo AMkha nA lUche koI pAlava have dhairya pote jALave che dardanuM gaurava have maunane suparata karI dIdho khajAno zabdano Ava, ke jovA samo che 'zUnya'no vaibhava have. A rAha tyAMthI nIkaLaze, mane khabara na hatI najara karuM ne tuM maLaze mane khabara na hatI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * eNe dIdho hato jAma, to huM jAma pI gayo, Ave bhale ne koIpaNa aMjAma pI gayo. khaMDera maMdiranAM nihALI, dilane thAtuM ThIka che, khuda khudAnI paNa ahIM khAnAkharAbI thAya che. * jo eka paLamAM banI gaI che jiMdagI rozana ajaba asara che tamArA nayana IzArAnI. * jIrNa pAne pAMdaDIo puSpanI Aje maLI, ne jamApAse paDelI so suvAso nIkaLe. noMdhamAM rAkhyAM hatAM saMbhAraNAMo eka-be. ne hisAbo mAMDatA so-savAso nIkaLe. * zuM maLyuM saMsAramAM, hisAba zo karavo rahyo. che. AvyA hatA tevA ghaNuM, lUMTAIne cAlyA ame. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * dilamAM DUbI jUo ekavAra, dilano dariyo khAro nathI. * surAhI keTalI khAlI karI, paNa tarasa nA chIpI najaravALA kaho, konI lAgI haze najara amane ? napharatanI paNa jarUra che, jIvanamAM koka dI karatA rahezo Apa mane pyAra kyAM sudhI ? saraLa zAyarI dilAsA ApanArAoe mArUM dhyAna doryuM che nahiMtara huM duHkhI chuM, enI mujane to khabara nhotI.
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________________ jIvanamAM kema tArI kRpAothI dUra chuM ? e to nathI kasUra ke huM bekasUra chuM. * praNayanI pArakhuM draSTi agara tamane maLI hote, tame mArI chabI bhIMte nahIM, dilamAM jaDI hote. * hA kacaDo phUla mahobatanuM cuMthAI jaze pIMkhAI jaze, becena havAnI lahero che, khuzba to badhe phelAI jaze. AMkha to e ja che, najara kyAM che ? je hatI te have asara kyAM che ? kyAM hatA kyAM nathI badhuM bhUlyA kyAM chIe enI paNa khabara kyAM che ? *saraLa zAyarI
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________________ sUrAlayamAM vItI ke masjidamAM vItI, hisAba eno duniyAne zuM kAma daIe, amArI hatI jindagAnI amArI, gujArI ame te game tyAM gujArI. praNayamAM koI zudanA to koI vadanA cAMda, gaganamAM rUpanAM rahe che aneka kadanA cAMda. che eja duHkha ke maLo cho varasamAM eka vakhata, nahIM to Apa cho sau cAMdamAM zaradanA cAMda. saraLa zAyarI mane e khabara che ke enI sabhAmAM, gaNatarI nathI hotI mArI kazAmAM, paraMtu chupo enI AMkhomAM Adara, e zuM koI samaje, e zuM koI jANe.
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________________ kahe "Asima' ke duniyA tAjamAM zuM zuM nathI jotI. chatAM aphasosa che mumatAjha ! ene tuM nathI jotI. * jindagInI ema to hajI cAla paNa badalAya che. Aja paNa badalAya che, ne kAla paNa badalAya che khuda samaya raheto nathI ahIMyA samayanA hAthamAM mAtra mahinAo nahIM, sAla paNa badalAya che. * meM eno prema cAhyo bahu sAdI rItathI, nahotI khabara ke emAM kalA hovI joIe. * vAtavAtamAM vhANAM vAyAM, chatAM tame na kadI ya bhulAyAM. mamatAnI A kevI mAyA ? anubhavuM chuM hajI ye chAyA ! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ che. * snehanI sogAta zuM samajo tame ? ne hRdayanI vAta zuM samajo tame ? dina judAInA tame joyA nathI, to milananI rAta zuM samajo tame ? * ghaNuM cAhuM chuM paNa tArA sudhI AvI nathI zakato, adhara phaphaDI rahyA che, toye bolAvI nathI zakato. karUNatA e ja che, tArI ane mArI mahobatanI hRdayamAM che tuM, jIvanamAM apanAvI nathI zakato. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ che ke na mAMga enI pAse gajAthI vadhu jIvana, eka paLa e evI deze, vItAvI nahIM zake. * sukha to Ave che cAre bAjuthI, duHkha tamArA vagara nathI maLatuM. pUcho cho zuM tamane huM cAhuM chuM keTalo. sogaMda tamArI - enI mane paNa khabara nathI. kalIyugamAM paNa madirAnI Ijjata karo "marIjha' A satyayuganI zodhanI eka ja nizAnI che. maravuM to mAruM khela che, hamaNA marI zakuM, paNa rAkhavI che lAja tArI sAravAranI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ * A philasUphI nathI, A asara che zarAbanI, vAMcyA vagara karuM chuM huM carcA kitAbanI. "nA" to tame kahI, paNa have e kaho mane, nA" kahetI vakhate, kema A kaMpana adharamAM che ? eka ja javAba de mAro eka ja savAla che, A mArA prema vize tAro zuM khyAla che ? - khudAnI pAse agara mAMgavuM ja che to "marIjha' jarAka jeTalI enI kane khudAI mAMga ! - tArI pAse rAma che, mArI pAse jAma che, artha zo vikhavAdano beune ArAma che. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - mane to premano basa, ATalo ItihAsa lAge che prathama e satya lAge che, pachI AbhAsa lAge che bahu agharuM che pAgalanI upAdhi meLavI levI, praNayanA pAThano e AkharI abhyAsa lAge che. lyo kaho, "berAga', tamane zAyarImAM zuM maLyuM ? eja ke be-pAMcamAM mazahUra thaI rahI gayA ! * sAruM thayuM ke dilane tame vaza karI lIdhuM, nahIM to ame jagatamAM badhAnA banI jAte. - meM sUrAne dilanAM dardonI davA dhArI hatI. pachI jANyuM ke e paNa eka bImArI hatI. * namaka chAMTyuM haze zAyada koIe dilanA jakho para, kadAcita eTalA mATe ja khArAM thaI gayAM AMsu. asaraLa zAyarI *
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________________ che ke tamAruM mukha nihALI ema vihavaLa thaI gayo tAro dharAnA caMdra mATe jANe caMcala thaI gayo tAro thatAM darzana tamArAM thaI gayo mohAMdha kaMI evo ke nabha parathI kharIne gAla para tala thaI gayo tAro. * dila dIdhuM nahIM teM mane, dhabakAra laIne zuM karuM, je na potAno thayo e pyAra laIne zuM karuM ? che ke niSphaLa praNayanuM kAraNa zodho to che ubhayamAM, e rahI gayA zaramamAM, huM rahI gayo vinayamAM. mArI hastI mArI pAchaLa e rIte visarAI gaI ? AMgaLI jaLamAMthI nIkaLI ne, jagA purAI gaI. R : bhUlI javAno huM ja, e kahetAM hatAM mane, evuM kahIne e ja to, bhUlI gayAM mane. rasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ . * paricaya che maMdiramAM devone mAro, ane masjidamAM khudA oLakhe che, nathI mAruM vyaktittva chAnuM koIthI, tamArA pratApe badhA oLakhe che. tamArI yAdane aMtarathI visarAvI nathI zakato. phakta eka ja e pAnuM premanuM uthalAvI nathI zakato. * tuM pInArAne jahannama Apaje nahIM, o khudA ! e ja eka evI jagA che jyAM sUrA maLatI nathI. * amArI jiMdagIno A saraLa sIdho paricaya che. rUdanamAM vAstaviktA che - ne hasavAmAM abhinaya che. jyAM lagI kAMTo sumanano karamAM bhoMkAto nathI. bAgano sAco paricaya tyAM lagI thAto nathI. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ che phUlanI phariyAda sAMbhaLaze badhAM, kaMTakone paNa kacerI joIe, AMkavA hamadama gajhalanI AbarU, zabdano koI jhaverI joIe. takadIra khuda khudAe lakhI paNa gamI nathI, sAruM thayuM ke koI manuje lakhI nathI. tyAM svarga nA maLe to musIbatanA poTalAM, maravAnI eTale meM utAvaLa karI nathI. * bhalene mauna ho paNa hoTha jo malakAI jAya che, to samajyA vinA amane badhuM samajAI jAya che. * gulonI, jAmanI, jApanI ane jhaMkAranI vAto tamo cho to A mahephilamAM thavAnI pyAranI vAto. alIsaraLa zAyarI
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________________ ja thate kevuM sAruM agara manane hota paga to ? kadI to thAkIne bhaTakI bhaTakI jAta aTakI. * ApIne dila badalAmAM jakho lIdhA che meM, A premane darajjo amasto maLyo nathI. * o hRdaya, teM paNa bhalA kevo phasAvyo che mane ? je nathI mArA banyAM, eno banAvyo che mane. e samayanI vAta che, jyAre samaya badalAya che, zabdo enA eja paNa artho judA thAya che. * pAgala che jamAno phUlono, duniyA che divAnI phUlonI. upavanane kahI do khera nathI, vipharI che javAnI phUlonI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ * akaLAI jAuM evA abolA nA rAkha tuM, tArA ja akSaro vaDe jhaghaDAo lakha mane ! tuM Avaze nahIM e jANuM chuM, te chatAM tuM AvavAnA khoTA IrAdAo lakha mane ! * pratIkSAnI kevI phasala nIpaje che ! anAyAsa AkhI gajhala nIpaje che ! pratIkSAnuM che vRkSa evuM ke jemAM, na DALI, na parNo, na phUla nIpaje che ! 2* bindu jhAkaLanAM, na karajo kaMI sumananI cheDachADa AMsuo zIkhI jaze karatAM nayananI cheDachADa. * najIka AvI sUNo dilanI dhaDakanothI javAba na pUcho dUrathI zuM kAma bekarAra chIe ? asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ A che pAMpaNa jhUkI gaI che e zaraNAgati nathI sauMdaryanI hajUre praNayano viveka che. * maLI che phUla para sarasAI amane eka bAbatamAM ame premIo mosama sAthe badalAI nathI zaktA patanamAM paNa amAro eja premALa cahero che, ame phUlo jema kaMI karamAI nathI zaktA. * e ja hAthomAM che mArI jiMdagI, sAcavI ja nA zakyA meMdIno raMga. - varSo pachI maLyAM, to nayana bhInAM thaI gayAM, sukhano prasaMga zokano avasara banI gayo, che Aja mArA hAthamAM meMdI bharela hAtha, mAro ya hAtha Aja to suMdara banI gayo. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ lAkha patro lakhyA haze tyAre, eka lITI javAbamAM AvI. premano dAkhalo pharI mAMDo, bhUla pAchI hisAbamAM AvI. phUlanI jema ame sAcavI rAkhyuM che hRdaya, darda Apo to jarA joI vicArI Apo. cAMdanI jemanA pAlavanuM zaraNa zodhe che, e kahe che ke mane cAMda utArI Apo ! * sAmA maLyAM to emanI najaro DhaLI gaI, rastA mahIM ja Aja to maMjila maLI gaI. mArAthI to e AMsu vadhu khuzanasIba che, jene tamArI AMkhamAM jagyA maLI gaI. saraLa zAyarI 108
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________________ - thoDA vicAra mArA vize paNa karI lauM, phurasada mane maLe jo tamArA vicArathI. tamArA vAyadAno ema ItabAra to karyo, nahotA AvavAnA toya IntajAra to karyo. - ekeka phUla bAgathI cUMTI gaI haze, nakkI ke pAnakhara badhuM lUMTI gaI haze, lAlAza UtarI AvI che saMdhyAnI AMkhamAM, meMdI koInA hAthanI chUTI gaI haze. - khudA ne AdamI vacce taphAvata che bahu thoDo banAvyuM che jagata eke, ane bIjo ene bagADe che. * ema huM bhaTakI rahyo rastA vagara koI kAgaLa hoya saranAmA vagara. saraLa zAyarI A
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________________ che ke jeNe kahyuM hatuM "jIva daIzuM premamAM" e AvatAM gabharAya che varasAdamAM. je ApaNe evA maLyAM ke sarvane acaraja thayuM, eka vattA ekano paNa eka saravALo rahyo. * umrabhara chetare che e saune evuM zuM hoya che arIsAmAM. koIne paNa mAre zI paigAma devAnI jarUra, phUlanI khubu svayaM pahoMcI vaLe che dUradUra. * ame thAkI jazuM kintu khabara paDavA nahIM dezuM, nahitara Teva jIvanane paDI jAze sahArAnI. * varasAda A rIte na'to varasyo pahelAM kadI mAruM smaraNa thayuM haze ne e raDyA haze. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ jIvanabhara na utare evo eka nazo che kavitA kahyuM koNe ke dilano phakta vasavaso che kavitA. dila mahIM kyAM lakhuM dardanI vAratA ? eka paNa koruM pAnuM nahIM nIkaLyuM. AgaLa tame mAIlasTonanI AzA na karazo rasto to dosta, kyArano pUro thaI gayo. haze kAraNa koI bIjuM ke huM lathaDI gayo hoIza, hakIkatamAM to huM pIto nathI, paNa pI gayo hoIza. ekavAra meM phUlo samo dekhAva karyo'to, A enI asara che ke huM karamAI rahyo chuM. * rUbarUmAM emane eka vAta nA kahI eTale mAre jAhe2mAM gajhalarUpe ghaNuM kahevuM paDyuM. saraLa zAyarI 111
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________________ * nAma mAruM kyAM lakho cho reta para, kaMI upaja nahIM thAya evA kheta para. mRtyu pachInI vATa vikaTa nA banAvajo, mArA smaraNamAM koI na AMsu vahAvajo. che ke je mANasAI te enI pAse no'tI zuM? praphulla jindagI udAsa no'tI zuM? ke jagata zuM kAma kabara para phUlo caDAve che, DI. marI janAramAM kaMIye suvAsa no'tI zuM? mArA hRdayane paga nIce kacaDo nahIM tame ke tyAMnA mArga jAya che IzvaranA ghara sudhI "bephAma" toya keTaluM thAkI javuM paDyuM nahi to jIvanano mArga che gharathI kabara sudhI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - nazAmAM masta mayakaza cAra khAMdhe laI gayA tyAre bharI bAjhAra kahetI'tI: janAre raMga rAkhyo che! * cAhuM, mathuM thavAne bhalo mAnavI chatAM vyavahAra vizvano nathI thavA deto mane mitro, kharuM kahuM chuM ke vhelo marIza huM mAphaka na Avaze jaganI AbohavA mane. - bahAnuM ghaDInuM karIne gayA che, kahAnI adhUrI kahIne gayA che, pUchayuM'tuM ame, "Avazo to kharAne?" dharI mauna haLavuM hasIne gayA che. asaraLa zAyarIjI
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________________ ja mAnI zako to svapna paNa zaNagAra che, enA vagara jIvavuM have duvAra che. zakaya che e jIvana paNa palaTI zake, maraNa e ja jIMdagIno AkharI tyauhAra che! - janma pAmyA ke jIvana pUruM thayuM, jaLanI aMdara jema parapoTo thayo. AyanAmAM kAla je jivato hato, e ja mANasa Akhare phoTo thayo. dilane to mAtra tArI mahobatanuM kAma che; jannatane zuM karuM, e khayAlI mukAma che. dilamAM na yAda ho ke na AMkhomAM IntajAra; evuM jIvana zuM ! evuM maraNa paNa harAma che! asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ khAlI hato chatAMya majAmAM rahyo hato, pIdhA vinA ja huM to nazAmAM rahyo hato. bephAma A kabaranI zikAyata nathI mane, ethI ya huM to nAnI jagAmAM rahyo hato. thoDIka zikAyata ka2vI'tI, thoDAka khulAsA karavA'tA, o mota jarA rokAI jate, be cAra mane paNa kAma hatA. jIvananI samI sAMje mAre jakhmonI yAdI jovI'tI, bahuM ochAM pAnA joI zakayo, bahu aMgata aMgata nAma hatAM. * mahobatamAM have mAro paricaya A pramANe che, ajANyAM thaI gayAM che e mane je khAsa jANe che. kadara bephAma zuM mAguM jIvananI e jagata pAse, ke jayAMnAM loka sau kevaLa marelAne vakhANe che. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ haso nahIM koI phATela vastra joIne, banIThanIne ame paNa kadI nIkaLatA hatA. maraNa pachI ya na bephAmanI dazA sudharI, bicArA svargamAM paNa ekalA rajhaLatA hatA. - koNa jANe kema o sAkI, majA badalAI gaI, kAM madirA tArI, kAM mArI tRSA badalAI gaI. motanI ye bAda A duniyA to enI e ja che, hA, phakata bephAma rahevAnI jagA badalAI gaI. * phUla, tuja kismatanAM gIto gAuM chuM, mArI hAlatanI dayA huM khAuM chuM, tuM marIne thAya che attara ane, huM marIne rAkha kevaLa thAuM chuM. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ bAgamAM gulane badale khAra laIne jAuM chuM, ATalo saMsAramAMthI sAruM laIne jAu chuM. vAstavikatA je ahIM kahevAya che te e ja che, je huM mArAM svapnano bhaMgAra laIne jAuM chuM. o mane uMcakI janArAo jarA saMbhALajo, ke huM A AkhA jagatano bhAra laIne jAuM chuM. AvI maraNa samaya kahyuM : bhUlI jajo mane ? matalaba ke enI yAda e tAjI karI gaI ? che e ya ganImata jarA mIThuM hasI hasI, paMpALI, mArA motane rAjI karI gaI. che ke che Ama to vidAyamAM ja "Avajo" kahyuM, paNa premavANI marmabharI hoya paNa kharI. sasaraLa zAyarI
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________________ lAgaNI jemAM nathI darda nathI pyAra nathI, evA dilane koI IcchAno adhikAra nathI, tame mRtyuM banI Avo, to tajI dauM ene mane duniyAthI kazo khAsa sarakAra nathI. ne kyAM sudhI satata cAlyA karuM ? Akhara to huM mANasa chuM. bephAma puNyazALI ne pApI che sau ahIM, A to jagata che, svarga nathI ke naraka nathI. lAge che - phUla e ja caDhAvI gayAM haze, bephAma nahi to kema kabara para maheka nathI. * kaI rIte aMta lAvIe ene kaho "marIjha' A jiMdagI che yAra, koI vArtA nathI. asaraLa zAyarI
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________________ - koI pagalAM koI pagarava na hatA dUra sudhI toya meM gharanI sImAone sajAvI rAkhI Apa nahIM Avo, e nakkI ja hatuM kiMtu mArA haiyAthIe A vAta meM chAnI rAkhI. jAmanI zI jarUra che "rUsvA ?" mayakazI mArI sAva sIdhI che, rUpa sAme najara karI lauM chuM eya pIvAno eka vidhi che. saraLa zAyarI
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________________ - dilavALo ahIM raMga nathI maLavAno zodhe che e ucharaMga nathI maLavAno mAnavanAM e citro che ene na nIcova emAMthI tane raMga nathI maLavAno. * karI meM mUrkhatA phUlothI dostI bAMdhI hajI huM oLakhuM tyAM to badhA pharI beThA hatA e alpajIvI e mane khabara no'tI daIne sAthe ghaDIbharano sau kharI beThA. asaraLa zAyarI
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