Meri Drushti Meri Srushti

Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Adarsh Sahitya Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003081/1

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mI dRSTi merI sRSTi Wimmy MATALA muur wwmuur wiminin CHAMATTA TAMAN Jain Education international AvAryamApana

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merI dRSTi hai-hama apane nirmala caitanya ko dekhane kA prayatna kreN| usameM jo pratibimba hogA, vaha vAstavika hogaa| sarjana kA mUla maMtra hai-satata jalate rahanA, kabhI nahIM bujhnaa| yaha hai-apramAda kA suutr| tuma kabhI mata bujho, nintara jalate rho| ve dIpaka priya nahIM hote jo rAta ko jalate haiM aura do ghaMTe bAda bujha jAte haiN| vaha dIpaka priya hotA hai| jo eka bAra jala gayA to jala hI gyaa| vahI jyoti jyoti hotI hai jo akhaMDa jyoti ke rUpa meM nirantara jalatI rhe| sarjana kA yahI mUla maMtra hai| vahI sRSTi priya ho sakatI hai jo naye-naye unmeSa paidA kara sake, unheM saMbhAla sake, unakA saMrakSaNa aura poSaNa kara ske| sRSTi kA Adi bindu hai AtmA aura carama bindu hai aatmaa| jaba taka vaha upalabdha na ho jAe taba taka puruSArtha calatA rahe, prakAza milatA rhegaa| hAtha-paira hilate raheM, prakAza milatA rhegaa| jisa kSaNa puruSArtha banda huA, prakAza DhaMka jAegA, sarjana cuka jaaegaa| sarjana kA ghaTaka hai puruSArtha / maiMne ina nibandhoM meM darzana aura sarjana kA vimarza kiyA hai| usake aneka AyAma haiN| pAThaka una AyAmoM meM donoM kA sparza karane kA prayatna kare, use kucha Aloka prApta hogaa| Jain Education Inteme Hirwwsanelibrary.org,

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi

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Adarza sAhitya saMgha prakAzana

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merI dRSTi merI sRSTi - AcArya mahAprajJa

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saMpAdaka : muni dulaharAja (c) : Adarza sAhitya saMgha, cUrU (rAjasthAna) prakAzaka : kamaleza caturvedI, prabandhaka : Adarza sAhitya saMgha, cUrU (rAjasthAna) mUlya : pacAsa rupaye / saMskaraNa 2000 / mudraka : pavana priMTarsa, dillI-32 MERI DRISHTI MERI SRISHTI : Yuvacharya Mahaprajna Rs. 50.00

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prastuti vahAM sArI bhASAeM mUka bana jAtI hai, jahAM hRdaya kA vizvAsa bolatA hai| jahAM hRdaya mUka hotA hai, vahAM bhASA manuSya kA sAtha nahIM detI / jahAM bhASA hRdaya ko Thagane kA prayatna karatI hai, vahAM vyaktitva vibhakta ho jAtA hai| akhaMDa vyaktitva vahAM hotA hai jahAM bhASA aura hRdaya meM dvaita nahIM hotaa| bhASA aura hRdaya meM advaita vahIM hotA hai jahAM sRSTi parimArjita aura satyonmukhI hotI hai| jise dekhanA cAhie, vahAM dRSTi nahIM jaatii| jise nahIM dekhanA cAhie, vahAM dekhane kA prayala hotA hai / yaha kaisA viparyaya ! kAMca meM manuSya apane Apako hI dekhatA hai / kaba kisane kAMca kI nirmalatA ko dekhA ! merI dRSTi hai-hama apane nirmala caitanya ko dekhane kA prayatla kreN| usameM jo pratibimba hogA, vaha vAstavika hogaa| sarjana kA mUla maMtra hai--satata jalate rahanA, kabhI nahIM bujhanA / yaha hai-- apramAda kA sUtra / tuma kabhI mata bujho, niraMtara jalate raho / ve dIpaka priya nahIM hote jo rAta ko jalate hai aura do ghaMTe bAda bujha jAte haiN| vaha dIpaka priya hotA hai jo eka bAra jala gayA to jala hI gyaa| vahI jyoti jyoti hotI hai jo akhaMDa jyoti ke rUpa meM niraMtara jalatI rhe| sarjana kA yahI mUla maMtra hai / vahI sRSTi priya ho sakatI hai jo nae-nae unmeSa paidA kara sake, unheM saMbhAla sake, unakA saMrakSaNa aura poSaNa kara ske| sRSTi kA Adi bindu hai AtmA aura carama bindu hai AtmA / jaba taka vaha upalabdha na ho jAe taba taka puruSArtha calatA rahe / prakAza milatA rhegaa| hAtha-paira hilate raheM, prakAza milatA rhegaa| jisa kSaNa puruSArtha banda huA, prakAza DhaMka jAegA, sarjana cuka jaaegaa| sarjana kA ghaTaka hai purussaarth| maiMne ina nibaMdhoM meM darzana aura sarjana kA vimarza kiyA hai| usake aneka AyAma haiM / pAThaka una AyAmoM meM donoM kA sparza karane kA prayala kare use kucha Aloka prApta hogaa| bAlotarA AcArya mahAprajJa 1-10-83

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/ krama ) * * * * 1. maMgala sUtra 2. maMgala pATha 3. samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturviMzatistava 4. jina zAsana : 1 5. jina zAsana : 2 6. jIva : svarUpa aura lakSaNa 7. bhAratIya darzanoM meM jaina darzana kA sthAna 8. anuzAsana kI samasyA 9. mUla kA siMcana 10. samasyA ke samAdhAna kA nayA AyAma 11. adhinAyakavAda aura svataMtratA 12. zAstroM ke vyApaka artha kI khoja kA dRSTikoNa 13. gItA : saMdeza aura prayoga 14. vipazyanA kI atIta yAtrA 15. merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 16. atIta kA anAvaraNa 17. ahiMsA sArvabhauma kI kalpanA 18. ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI? 19. ahiMsA kI samasyAeM 20. ahiMsA tejasvI kaise ho? 21. saMvedanazIlatA : eka apekSA 22. nayA janma leM 23. jijJAsitaM : kathitaM 24. 'hindu' zabda kI yuti kahAM? kaise? 25. prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN. rAjA ramannA aura anekAnta darzana 26. vizodhana kI prakriyA : prekSA dhyAna 8 nii n * * * 113 122 125 129 133 136 143 148 155

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27. yathArtha vijJAna : jIvana vijJAna 28. saMskAra-pariSkAra ke sUtra 29. usa saMgha ko praNAma 30. mRtyuMjayI AcArya bhikSu 31. mahAn parva saMvatsarI 159 163 166 170 173

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maMgala sUtra 'ekApyanAdyA'khilatattvarUpA, jinezagIrvistaramApa tarkaiH / tatrApyasatyaM tyaja satyamaGgI kuru svayaM svIyahitAbhilASI / / ' Aja mere hAtha meM 'zramaNasUtra' kI pustaka hai| yaha eka aitihAsika grantha hai / yaha bhagavAn mahAvIra kI pacIsavIM nirvANa - zatAbdI ke avasara para samagra jaina samAja ke dvArA mAnya grantha / isa grantha ke saMkalana meM hamAre saMgha kA bahuta bar3A hAtha hai / jinendravarNI ne isakA prArambha kiyA aura isakI sampannatA AcArya tulasI ke nirdezAnusAra mere dvArA huI / eka saMgItI huI / usa saMgItI meM yaha grantha sabake dvArA mAnya huA aura yaha jaina dharma kA sarva sammata grantha hai / vinobAjI kI bhAvanA thI ki jaise vaidikoM meM gItA tathA bauddhoM meM dhammapada hai, vaise hI jainoM meM bhI eka grantha honA cAhie, jo sarva sammata ho / usa avasara para yaha bhAvanA pUrI huii| yaha eka bahuta bar3A aitihAsika kArya huA abhI rAdhAkRSNa bajAja Ae, unhoMne kahA - 'samaNasuttaM' kaI vizvavidyAlayoM meM pAThyapustaka ke rUpa meM svIkRta ho cukA hai| ve loga cAhate haiM isakI vyAkhyA likheM / maiMne kahA- yaha to mere lie saMbhava nahIM hai| abhI itane kAma sAmane haiM ki koI nayA kAma prArambha karanA saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| phira eka vikalpa socA, yaha ho sakatA hai ki pravacana meM maiM kucha isa para vyAkhyA karUM / vaha zAyada upayogI ho jaae| Aja se yaha krama maiM zurU kara rahA hUM / abhI maiMne yatibhoja kA zloka kahA / yaha jinavANI ke viSaya meM bahuta mArmika zloka hai / isakA artha hai - jinavANI eka hai| vaha saba tattvoM kA nirUpaNa karane vAlI anAdi vANI hai, phira bhI usakA itanA vistAra ho gayA hai ki usameM bahuta sArI bAteM mila gaIM / gaMgotrI kA nirmala jala jahAM pravAhita hotA hai, bahuta sApha-svaccha hotA hai, kintu vistAra ke sAtha-sAtha usameM bahuta sArI bAteM mila jAtI haiN| yaha eka bahuta bar3A satya hai ki sImA meM rahane vAlA jitanA nirmala raha

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi sakatA hai, vistAra maiM vaha utanA nirmala nahIM raha sakatA / AdamI vistAra cAhatA hai, kintu isa sacAI ko hama asvIkAra na kareM ki vistAra ke sAtha-sAtha kucha dUSita tattva bhI sAtha meM milate haiN| hara bAta meM aisA hotA hai, jina vANI meM bhI aisA huA hai / usameM bahuta sAre tattva mila gae / aba hameM viveka kI AvazyakatA hogii| viveka kareM / jahAM bhI koI doSa A jAtA hai, vahAM viveka karanA jarUrI hotA hai / jala philTara kiyA jAtA hai, yaha viveka hai| viveka kA artha hai-jo do haiM, unako alaga-alaga kara denA / 'vivekaH pRthagAtmatA'-alaga-alaga kara denA hai viveka / prAcIna kAla meM kahA jAtA thA ki haMsa meM viveka hotA hai| yaha ukti bahuta pracalita hai--'kSIra-nIra vivekaH' / yAnI haMsa meM yaha viveka zakti hotA hai vaha dUdha aura pAnI ko alaga-alaga kara detA hai / vastuta: kevala haMsa meM hI yaha amlatA kI zakti nahIM hotii| nIMbU bhI yaha kAma kara sakatA hai aura machalI bhI kara sakatI hai / saMskRta-sAhitya meM eka prasaMga AtA hai mastyAdayo'pi jAnanti, kssiirniirvivecnm| prasiddhiratra haMsasya, yaza: puNyairavApyate / / "yaha kSIra-nIra kA viveka haMsa hI nahIM karatA, machalI bhI karatI hai, kintu prasiddhi hai haMsa kii| kyoMki yaza to bhAgya se hI milatA hai|" isI sandarbha meM eka dUsarA zloka hai mAse mAse samA jyotsnA, pakSayorubhayorapi / eka: kRSNaH paraH zukla:, yaza: puNyairavApyate // cAMda kI cAMdanI kRSNa pakSa meM bhI hotI hai aura zukla pakSa meM bhI hotI hai| donoM pakSoM meM cAMdanI barAbara hotI hai| phira eka kA nAma kRSNa pakSa aura eka kA nAma zukla pakSa kyoM? koI tArkika kAraNa maiM nahIM de sakatA, kintu yaza bhAgya se hI milatA hai / yaza milA, zukla pakSa bana gyaa| dUsare ko yaza nahIM milA, kRSNa pakSa bana gyaa| cAMdanI donoM meM samAna hotI hai| viveka kI zakti haMsa meM bhI hotI hai, machalI meM bhI hotI hai aura nIMbU meM bhI hotI hai / isakA kAraNa hai-amltaa| usameM yaha zakti hai ki vaha dUdha se pAnI ko alaga kara detA hai / haMsa ke muMha meM bhI amlatA hai, machalI meM bhI amlatA hai| hama aisA viveka kareM / apanI viveka-zakti ko jagAeM, asatya ko chor3a deM aura satya ko svIkAra kareM / jina vANI meM jo kucha bAda meM mila gayA use chor3a

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maMgala sUtra deM aura jo mUla hai, use svIkAra kareM / Aja ke risarca karane vAle vidvAnoM meM eka acchI pravRtti kA janma huA hai| ve kisI bhI grantha ko ekadama prAmANika nahIM mAnate / ve isa bAta kA vizleSaNa karate haiM, viveka karate haiM ki purAnA aMza kitanA hai aura nayA aMza kitanA hai / maulika kitanA hai aura bAda meM kitanA jur3A hai| kAla ke pravAha meM aisA huA hai ki kisI bhI grantha ko mUla grantha kahanA bar3A kaThina ho gyaa| eka zraddhAlu AdamI ke lie to alaga bAta hai / vaha to zraddhA se svIkAra karatA hai kintu anusaMdhAna karane vAle vyakti ke lie yaha bahuta kaThina hai ki kisI pUre grantha ko maulika mAna le| ___ jaina AgamoM ke viSaya meM jarmana vidvAnoM ne eka prayatna kiyaa| kucha mAnadaNDa nizcita kie aura pUrA vizleSaNa kiyA ki AgamoM meM prAcIna pATha kitanA hai aura bAda meM kitanA jor3A gayA hai| unhoMne apanI nizcita paddhatiyAM sthApita kI haiN| mahAbhArata ke zloka lAkha mAne jAte haiM, kintu prArambha meM usakA nAma thA 'jaya' / taba usameM ATha hajAra zloka the| phira 21000 zloka bane aura usakA nAma ho gayA bhArata / Aja ho gayA mahAbhArata / jar3ate-jar3ate, pravAha milate-milate ATha hajAra aura ikkIsa hajAra zloka ke Aja eka lAkha se jyAdA zloka bana ge| saba granthoM meM lagabhaga aisA huA hai| to hameM Aja viveka karanA jarUrI ho jAtA hai ki mUla kyA hai bAda meM kyA jur3A hai / AcArya ne kahA ki jisa vyakti meM satya kI jijJAsA hotI hai aura jo apanI AtmA kA hita cAhatA hai, vaha vyakti kisI grantha ke pIche nahIM jAtA, kintu usameM se khojatA hai ki sUtra kyA hai ? _ 'zramaNa sUtra' jinavANI kA sUtra hai aura yaha aneka granthoM se saMkalita hai| yaha eka kasauTI ke sAtha saMkalita hai ki jisameM navadRSTi se jo satya pratIta hotA hai, usakA saMkalana hai| isakA pahalA prakaraNa hai--'maMgala sUtra' / hama koI bhI kArya kareM to maMgala ke sAtha kareM / AyojanoM kA prArambha bhI maMgalagIta se hotA hai / maMgalAcaraNa se kArya zurU karate haiM, isIlie ki hara vyakti saphalatA cAhatA hai| asaphalatA koI nahIM caahtaa| sabako iSTa hai ki saphala bane / eka vyakti bIja botA hai to vaha cAhatA hai ki yaha bIja saphala bane yAnI uge| pratyeka manuSya saphala honA cAhatA hai, saphala jIvana jInA cAhatA hai| vaha jo kucha karatA hai usameM saphalatA cAhatA hai| saphala hone ke lie vaha maMgala bhAvanA karatA hai, maMgala AkAMkSA karatA hai aura maMgala kAryArambha karatA hai| saphalatA taba saMbhava hai, jaba koI bAdhA na ho / nirvighna kArya sampanna ho jAe, tabhI

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12 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi saphalatA mAnI jAtI hai| kisI bhI pravRtti ko prArambha karate samaya manuSya yahI socatA hai ki yaha nirvighna sampanna ho / maMgala bahuta sAre padArtha mAne gae haiN| aneka padArthoM kA cunAva kiyA gayA jo maMgalakArI hote haiM / nAriyala, dIpa, jala aura dUdha Adi ko maMgala mAnA gayA / dadhi aura akSata ko maMgala mAnA gyaa| ina saba padArthoM ko maMgala mAnate haiM, para kyoM mAnate haiM? padArtha vahI maMgala hotA hai jo hameM prabhAvita karatA hai, hamAre vicAra aura hamArI cintanadhArA ko prabhAvita karatA hai / isakA vaijJAnika kAraNa khojeM to pratyeka padArtha razmivat hotA hai| hara padArtha meM se kiraNeM nikalatI haiM / koI bhI aisA padArtha nahIM jisameM se razmiyAM na nikalatI hoM / AdamI se nikalatI hai, isa pustaka meM se nikalatI hai aura isI siddhAnta ke AdhAra para phoTogrAphI kA vikAsa huA / razmiyAM tadAkAra nikalatI haiM aura samUce vAyumaMDala meM phaila jAtI hai / isIlie TelIvijana meM hajAra kosa kI dUrI kA dRzya Apa dekha sakate haiM / eka aura vikAsa ho rahA hai ki eka AdamI yahAM baiThA hai| AdamI calA gyaa| do ghaMTA bAda usakA phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai / yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai / AdamI calA gayA, kintu usakI razmiyAM abhI bhI vahAM maujUda haiM aura una razmiyoM ke dvArA usakA phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai| hAIphrikveMsI kA kaimarA ho to phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai / jaina AgamoM meM varNita hai ki jahAM puruSa baiThA ho, vahAM antamuhUrta taka sAdhvI ko nahIM baiThanA cAhie aura jahAM strI baiThI ho, vahAM antamuhUrta taka sAdhu ko nahIM baiThanA cAhie | kyoM ? isalie ki vaha puruSa to calA gayA, vaha strI to calI gaI, kintu usake paramANu abhI bhI vahAM maujUda hai / usa strI ke baiThane ke sthAna para yadi puruSa baiThatA hai to bahuta saMbhava hai ki puruSa meM uttejanA kI bhAvanA jAga jaae| jahAM puruSa baiThA ho vahAM yadi sAdhvI baiThatI hai, to bahuta saMbhava hai sAdhvI bhI prabhAvita ho jAe una paramANuoM se| hama sthUla jagat ke niyamoM ko jAnate haiM / yadi sUkSma jagat ke niyamoM ko jAnane laga jAeM to sArA saMsAra itanA vizAla bana jAe ki sthUla jagat ke niyama usake sAmane vyartha bana jaaeN| hama to sthUla jagat ke niyamoM ko mAnakara calate haiM aura ve niyama sUkSma jagata meM lAgU nahIM hote / eka grAmINa hoTala meM gyaa| vaha kabhI zahara meM AyA nahIM thaa| kamare meM bijalI jala rahI thI / vaha soyA, kintu prakAza meM nIMda nahIM AyI / vaha uThA

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13 maMgala sUtra aura phUMka mArakara balba ko bujhAne kA prayatna karane lgaa| phUMka mArate-mArate vaha thaka gyaa| bijalI bujhI nhiiN| phUMka mArane ke sivAya vaha dUsarA koI upAya jAnatA nahIM thA / dIe ko phUMka se hI bujhAyA jA sakatA hai / phUMka mAranA bhI eka niyama hai dIe ko bujhAne kA, kintu vaha itanA sthUla niyama hai ki kevala dIe para hI lAgU hotA hai, bijalI para nahIM / hama eka jagat ke niyamoM ko jAnate haiM, kintu hama aneka jagat meM jIte haiN| duniyA itanI virAda hai aura jagat ke itane stara hai ki eka stara kA niyama dUsare stara para lAgU nahIM hotA / sthUla niyamoM ko hama jAnate haiM, isIlie sthUla padArthoM kA hama sabase pahale cunAva karate haiM / hamane cunAva kiyA padArthoM kA, padArtha maMgala hote haiN| padArtha isalie maMgala hote haiM ki unameM se nikalane vAlI razmiyAM hameM prabhAvita karatI haiM / una razmiyoM se hama prabhAvita hote haiM / I padArtha kA dUsarA lakSaNa hai - 'cayApacayA dharma...' / pratikSaNa caya aura apacaya hotA hai| kucha nikalatA hai aura kucha jur3atA hai| sUkSma jagat meM yaha krama tejI ke sAtha cala rahA hai / hamAre isa zarIra se pratikSaNa ananta paramANu nikala rahe haiM aura naye paramANu usameM A rahe haiM / yaha camar3I eka avarodha hai ki bAhara kI cIja bhItara meM nahIM jA sktii| pAnI kI bUMda zarIra para girI ki camar3I use roka legI, vaha bhItara nahIM jAne paaegii| bAhara hI sUkha jaaegii| kintu yaha to sthUla padArtha ke lie avarodha hai / camar3I meM se kitanI sUkSma razmiyAM nikalatI haiM, Ara-pAra jAtI haiM, koI bAdhA nahIM hai / bhIMta kivAr3a aura daravAjeM - yeM sAre sthUla jagat ke tattvoM ko rokane vAle haiM / paramANu ke lie bhIMta kA koI artha nahIM hai / padArtha kI ye do vizeSatAeM haiM- razmivat honA aura cayApacaya dharma vAlA honA / razmiyAM jo nikalatI haiM ve hameM prabhAvita karatI haiM aura nizcaya hI hama unase prabhAvita ho jAte haiM / bahuta sAre padArtha aise haiM jinameM se acchI razmiyAM nikalatI haiM aura acchA prabhAva DAlatI haiN| isalie padArtha ko hamane maMgala mAnA / para hara padArtha, hara sthiti meM maMgala hotA hai aisA bhI nahIM mAnanA caahie| saura jagat ke vikiraNa Ate haiM aura maMgala maMgala karate haiN| isa para Agama zAstra meM bahuta gaMbhIra cintana kiyA gayA, phira nirNaya diyA gayA ki ve maMgala haiN| para inako vAstavika maMgala nahIM mAnanA caahie| ye dravya maMgala haiM, bhAva maMgala nahIM / dravya kA artha hai - avAstavika aura bhAva kA artha hai- vAstavika, pAramArthika / ye pAramArthika maMgala nahIM haiM / ye maMgala ho bhI sakate haiM aura nahIM bhI ho sakate / isako tarka

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14 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kI bhASA meM kahate haiM-anekAntikatA / anta taka maMgala ho, yaha koI jarUrI bAta nhiiN| anAtyantikatA aura anekAntikatA, ye do doSa mAne jAte haiM, jo vAstavikatA nahIM hone dete / vAstavikatA isalie nahIM ki ho bhI sakatA hai aura nahIM bhI ho sakatA / eka vyakti ke lie dIpa maMgala bana sakatA hai, dUsare vyakti ke lie nahIM bhI bana sakatA / eka vyakti ke lie nAriyala, akSata, dahI, dUdha-ye sAre padArtha maMgala bana sakate haiM aura dUsare ke lie nahIM bhI bana sakate / isalie ye vAstavika maMgala nahIM haiN| inameM maMgalakAraka tattva maujUda haiM, phira bhI ye Atyantika aura ekAntika nahIM hai / isalie nizcita rUpa se hama nahIM kaha sakate ki ye maMgala hI haiN| ___jyotizAstra, nimittazAstra aura zakunazAstra-ye tInoM bhArata kI bahuta prAcIna vidyAeM rahI haiM / jyotiSazAstra, nimittazAstra aura zakunazAstra-tInoM meM ina padArthoM ke maMgaloM kA bahuta bar3A vivecana hai| kintu adhyAtmazAstra meM maMgala kA dUsarI dRSTi se vivecana hai ki vAstava meM maMgala usI ko mAnanA cAhie jisameM nizcita hI aniSTa ko dUra karane kI kSamatA ho, vighna aura bAdhAoM ko miTAne kI kSamatA ho| usI ko vAstava meM maMgala mAnanA cAhie aura sabako aupacArika maMgala mAnanA cAhie / asvIkAra nahIM kiyA ki padArtha maMgala nahIM hote kintu sarvathA svIkAra bhI nahIM kiyaa| unhoMne parama maMgala para vicAra kiyA aura parama maMgala vaha hotA hai jo nizcita rUpa se maMgala hotA hai, hara vyakti ke lie hotA hai, hara kAla meM aura hara deza meM hotA hai / vaha vAstavika maMgala hotA hai / prazna hogA-vaha kyA hai ? pahalA maMgala hai-Namo arahaMtANaM, Namo siddhANa, Namo AyariyANaM, Namo uvajjhAyANaM, Namo loe savva sAhUNaM / arhat maMgala hai, siddha maMgala hai, AcArya maMgala hai, upAdhyAya maMgala hai, sAdhu maMgala hai / ye pAMca maMgala haiM / kyoM mAnA gayA inako maMgala? kyA kAraNa hai ki inheM maMgala mAnA jAe ? kAraNa yaha hai ki ye saba AtmA haiN| AtmA sabase bar3A maMgala hai| caitanya sabase bar3A maMgala hai| Ananda sabase bar3A maMgala hai / zakti sabase bar3A maMgala hai / AtmA ke tIna lakSaNa haiM-ananta caitanya, ananta Ananda aura ananta zakti / ye sabase bar3e maMgala haiN| cetanA meM kabhI amaMgala nahIM hotaa| Ananda aura zakti meM kabhI amaMgala nahIM hotA / eka zabda meM kahUM to AtmA sabase bar3A maMgala hai / thor3A vistAra karUM to siddha aura sAdhu sabase bar3e maMgala hai| do hI mUla bAta haiM--siddha aura sAdhu / sAdhu vaha AtmA hai jo sAdhanA meM saMlagna rahe / jo AtmA sAdhanA meM jur3a gayI

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15 maMgala sUtra aura apane astitva ko upalabdha karane meM saMlagna ho gayI, vaha hai sAdhu / sAdhu koI vyakti nahIM, sAdhu sAdhanA kA pratirUpa hai / sAdhu kA matalaba hai- -sAdhanA / jo AtmA sAdhanA meM tatpara hai, usa AtmA kA nAma hai- 'sAdhu' aura jo AtmA sAdhanA karate-karate siddhi taka pahuMca gayI, usa AtmA kA nAma hai - 'siddha' / sAdhu prArambha hai aura siddha niSpatti / sAdhu se sAdhanA prArambha hotI hai aura siddha taka pahuMcakara sampanna ho jAtI hai / AtmA kI eka vaha avasthA jisameM sAdhanA kA prArambha hotA hai aura AtmA kI eka vaha avasthA jisameM sAdhanA karate-karate siddhi taka pahuMca jAeM, isa prakAra hamAre do dhruva bana ge| eka dhruva hai-- sAdhu aura dUsarA dhruva hai - siddha. / arhat, AcArya, upAdhyAya - ye ina donoM I ke madhya meM A jAte haiM / sAdhu sabase bar3A pada hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki AcArya kA bhI bar3A mahattva hai, kintu eka dRSTi se sAdhu kA jyAdA mahattva hotA hai / yaha bahuta bar3A pada hai / sAdhu se hI AcArya nikalatA hai, sAdhu se hI upAdhyAya hI arhata nikalatA hai / AkAza se arhat nahIM TapakatA aura na hI AcArya aura upAdhyAya AkAza se utarate | saba sAdhu se hI nikalate haiM, sAdhanA se hI nikalate haiM jo sAdhanA ke utkarSa para cale jAte haiM, ve AcArya bana jAte haiM aura jo jJAna kI viziSTa sAdhanA meM cale jAte haiM, ve upAdhyAya bana jAte haiM / mUla do hI haiM - sAdhu aura siddha / arhat ko bhI siddha bananA hai, AcArya aura upAdhyAya ko bhI siddha bananA hai / arhat bhI sAdhu rahe haiM, AcArya aura upAdhyAya bhI sAdhu rahe haiM / mUla do hI dhruva haiM aura ye tIna inhIM do dhruvoM ke bIca meM hote haiN| mUla bAta hai ki AtmA ko maMgala mAnA gayA hai| AtmA hI utkarSa bhAvanA aura sAdhanA hai / isalie use maMgala mAnA gayA hai / sabase bar3A maMgala hotA hai-- Atma-tattva | AtmA ko hama samajheM / jJAna maMgala, Ananda maMgala aura zakti maMgala / mana maMgala, vacana maMgala aura kAya maMgala- ye hamAre maMgala haiN| mana maMgala bhI banatA hai aura mana amaMgala bhI banatA / mana, vacana aura kAya - ye jaba vaza meM ho jAte haiM to maMgala bana jAte haiM aura vaza meM nahIM hote haiM to ye amaMgala bana jAte haiM / haiM eka vyakti guru ke pAsa gayA aura bolA, "gurudeva ! koI aisA maMtra batAeM jisase devatA bhI mere vaza meM ho jaaeN| " ne kahA, "tumhAre naukara-cAkara tumhAre vaza meM haiM ?" guru "nahIM / "

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16 "tumhArA parivAra tumhAre vaza meM hai ?" "nhiiN|" " patnI to vaza meM hogI / " "nahIM, vaha bhI nahIM / " "tumhArA mana to tumhAre meM vaza hai ?" "nahIM / " merI dRSTi: merI sRSTi " are bhAI ! jaba tumhAre naukara-cAkara, tumhArA parivAra, tumhArI saMtAneM, patnI aura yahAM taka ki svayaM tumhArA mana taka tumhAre vaza meM nahIM hai to phira devatA tumhAre vaza meM kaise hoMge ? sabase pahale to apane mana ko vaza meM kro| " devatA ko vaza meM karane se pahale mana ko vaza meM karo, zarIra aura vANI ko vaza meM kro| Apa koI bhI sAdhanA kareM- - cAhe vyavahAra kI, cAhe paramArtha kI, kintu tIna guptiyoM ke binA koI vaza meM nahIM hotA / kitanA bar3A sUtra diyA thA bhagavAn mahAvIra ne tIna guptiyoM kI sAdhanA kA - manogupti, vacanagupti aura kAyagupti / jo AdamI tIna guptiyoM kI sAdhanA nahIM karatA, vaha apane mana, vacana aura zarIra ko vaza meM kie binA dUsaroM ko vaza meM karanA cAhatA hai, kintu aisA na kabhI huA hai aura na kabhI hogA / hama sarvaprathama apane zarIra kI sAdhanA kareM, kAyotsarga kI sAdhanA kreN| zarIra ko vaza meM kareM aura apane mana ko vaza meM kare / saba vaza meM ho jAeMge to phira devatA ko sAdhane kI jarUrata nahIM hogI / devatA svayaM apane Apa prakaTa ho jaaeNge| Apa devatA ko kyoM sAdhe ? usa devatA se bar3A devatA to Apake bhItara baiThA huA hai| vaha hai divya AtmA, divya cetanA / Apa apanI divya cetanA ko jagAeM, dUsare ko jagAkara kyA kareMge ? ve kabhI-kabhI jagAne vAle kI hI bali le lete haiM / unako na jgaaeN| 1 jisane apane devatva ko jagA liyA, apane Apako vaza meM kara liyA, meM usake lie maMgala kA dvAra khula gyaa| maMtra bahuta haiN| hara paramparA meM hai| vaidika paraMparA meM bhI bahuta maMtra hai / gAyatrI jaisA zaktizAlI maMtra hai / atharvaveda kA pUrA bhAga maMtroM se bharA hai / bauddha paramparA meM bhI bahuta sAre maMtra haiN| bauddhoM ne bhI maMtroM kA bahuta vikAsa kiyaa| jaina paramparA meM bhI maMtroM kA prayoga hotA hai / tInoM paramparAoM meM maMtroM kA bahuta vikAsa huA, kintu namaskAra mahAmaMtra eka anupama maMtra hai| isameM kisI kA nAma nahIM / na mahAvIra kA nAma hai aura na kisI anya devatA kA / kisI kI arcanA nahIM, kisI kI pUjA nahIM / kevala Atma-tattva kI

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17 maMgala sUtra ArAdhanA | arhat jaina paramparA meM bhI ho sakatA hai aura anya paramparA meM bhI / siddha ke lie koI ThekedArI nhiiN| aisA nahIM ki jaina paramparA meM hI siddha hoM, anya paramparAoM meM nahIM / itanA udAra dRSTikoNa bhagavAn mahAvIra ne diyA ki eka gRhastha ke veza meM bhI siddha ho sakatA hai aura eka sAdhu ke veza meM bhI siddha ho sakatA hai / gRhastha ke veza meM hamArI paramparA meM sabase pahale mokSa jAne vAlI AtmA hai - bhagavAn RSabha kI mAtA marudevA / vaha hAthI para baiThI hai gRhastha ke veza meM / usI samaya mokSa calI gayI / hamArI paramparA meM bhI gRhastha ke veza meM sAdhu-sAdhvI kI dIkSA huI hai / na veza ke sAtha koI AtmA kA virodha hai, na hAthI para car3hane ke sAtha / mUla prazna hai-- AtmA kI nirmalatA, Atma- cetanA kA jAgaraNa 1 yaha ThIka hai ki vyavahAra ke jagata kA pAlana karanA par3atA hai kintu sUkSma niyama hai- antarAtmA ke jAgaraNa kA / bAkI sAre niyama nIce raha jAte haiM I " AtmA ko vaza meM karanA yaha vazIkaraNa sUtra hamArI samajha meM A jAe to kucha bhI jAnanA zeSa nahIM raha jaaegaa| sabase bar3A vazIkaraNa sUtra hai-- tIna guptiyoM kI sAdhanA / sabase bar3A vazIkaraNa sUtra hai- prekSA dhyAna / ye vazIkaraNa sUtra hamArI samajha meM A jAeM to Age maMgala, pIche mNgl| phira koI amaMgala nahIM /

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maMgala pATha ahaMtA maMgala, siddhA maMgalaM, sAhU maMgalaM, kevalI paNNatto dhammo maMgalaM / maMgala sUtra kA dUsarA pariccheda hai-maMgala pATha / yaha maMgala sUtra jaina paramparA meM sabase adhika pracalita hai| pratyeka zubha pravRtti ke prArambha meM isa maMgala sUtra kA uccAraNa aura dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai / cAra maMgala haiM--arhat, siddha, sAdhu aura dharma / namaskAra mahAmaMtra meM jahAM paMcaparameSThI maMgala hai, vahAM isa maMgala sUtra meM cAra haiM / arhat, siddha aura sAdhu-tIna ve hI jo namaskAra mahAmaMtra mahAmaMtra meM hai aura eka dharma jo isameM aura jur3a gayA / vAstava meM maMgala kevala eka dharma hI hai| arhat isalie maMgala hai ki svayaM dharma bana jAte haiM / siddha isalie maMgala hai ki ve dharma kI sAdhanA karate-karate dharma ko svabhAva meM badala dete haiN| sAdha isalie maMgala hai ki ve dharma kI sAdhanA karate haiN| vAstava meM eka hI maMgala hai-dharma / adharma hai amaMgala aura dharma hai maMgala / gautama svAmI ne kezI svAmI ke prazna ke uttara meM kahA-dharma hI zaraNa hai| dharma hI dvIpa hai| dharma AdhAra hai, gati hai, saba kucha dharma hai / isa saMsAra meM dharma ke sivAya vAstavika maMgala koI bhI nahIM hai / koI padArtha nahIM hai / aupacArika padArtha maMgala hote haiM / padArthoM ko maMgala mAnA jAtA hai aura ve kucha maMgalamaya vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa bhI karate haiN| kintu jaba hama sUkSma jagat meM praveza kara sthiti kA vizleSaNa karate haiM to patA calatA hai ki dharma ke sivAya dasarA koI bhI tattva maMgala nahIM hai| phira prazna hogA ki kauna-sA dharma maMgala hai? jaina dharma, bauddha dharma, vaidika dharma aura IsAI dharma-ye bahuta sAre dharma haiM aura choTe-moTe dharmoM kI to koI gaNanA hI nahIM hai / ye dharma to bar3e mAne jAte haiM, upadharmoM kI to koI gaNanA hI nahIM hai / prazna svAbhAvika hai ki kauna-sA dharma maMgala hai? kisako maMgala mAne? kyA jaina dharma ko maMgala mAneM? jaina loga kaheMge-jaina dharma ko avazya maMgala mAnA jAe / kintu dUsare dharma vAle kaheMgeyadi jaina dharma maMgala hai to vaidika dharma maMgala kyoM nahIM? eka vivAda khar3A ho jaaegaa| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne eka udAra aura vyApaka dRSTikoNa se dharma kA pratipAdana kiyA, jisameM dharma ke sAtha koI vizeSaNa nahIM jur3atA / unhoMne kabhI

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maMgala pATha nahIM kahA ki jaina dharma maMgala hai yA sabase pradhAna hai / kabhI nahIM kahA / aura saca to yaha hai ki mahAvIra ke samaya meM 'jaina dharma' jaisA koI nAma thA hI nhiiN| yaha nAma to bhagavAn mahAvIra ke nirvANa ke sAta-ATha zatAbdiyoM ke bAda pracalita huA hai--jaina dharma / usa samaya isako zramaNa yA arhat dharma kahate the, nirgrantha pravacana kahate the| nirgrantha dharma yAnI nirgranthoM kA dharma arthAt una logoM kA dharma, jinake koI grantha nahIM hai, koI parigraha nahIM hai, koI gAMTha nahIM hai, koI ulajhana nahIM hai / isakA artha hotA hai-AtmA kA dharma / isa dharma kA nAma thA-sAmayika dharma, zramaNa dharma, arhat dharma yA nirgrantha dharma, samatA vAloM kA dharma, AtmA kA dharma / jaba hama AtmA kA dharma kahate haiM to sAre vizeSaNa yahAM samApta ho jAte haiM / phira vaha vivAda nahIM hotA ki kauna-sA dharma maMgala hai ? yAnI vaha dharma maMgala hai, jo AtmA kA dharma hai / AtmA kA dharma arthAt AtmA kA svabhAva / dharma vastuta: AtmA se bhinna ho hI nahIM sktaa| yadi hama uSNatA ko alaga kara deM aura Aga ko alaga kara deM to kyA bacegA? agni tabhI agni hai, jaba taka usameM garmI hai, dAhakatA hai, jalAne kI zakti hai / pAnI meM nirmalatA hai, zItalatA hai to pAnI hai| yadi usameM se haTA deM to phira vaha pAnI kahAM raha jAegA? nirmalatA pAnI kA dharma hai, tApa agni kA dharma hai, vaise hI AtmA kA bhI apanA dharma hai aura vaha hai-- jJAna, Ananda, zakti / zakti AtmA kA dharma hai| Ananda aura jJAna AtmA kA dharma hai, isalie kahA jA sakatA hai ki zakti maMgala hai, jJAna aura Ananda maMgala hai / prazna to phira bhI hogA, kyoMki bhASA kI prakRti hI aisI hai| eka bAta jaba kahate haiM zabdoM ke mAdhyama se to dUsarI bAta khar3I ho jAtI hai / isalie khar3I hotI hai ki zabdoM meM pUrI bAta kahane kI tAkata nahIM hai| zabdoM ke dvArA pUrNa satya kI abhivyakti hI nahIM kI jA sktii| hama jo bhI kahate haiM, vaha eka koNa se kahate haiM, eka dRSTi se kahate haiM aura jaba eka dRSTi se kahate haiM to dUsarI dRSTiyAM apane Apa sAmane A jAtI haiN| naye-naye prazna ubharakara Ate haiN| prazna puna: vahI AtA hai-kauna-sI zakti maMgala hai? vaha zakti maMgala hogI, jo dUsaroM ko uThAe / vaha zakti maMgala nahIM ho sakatI jo dUsaroM ko pachAr3e / zakti ke dvArA donoM kAma kie jA sakate haiM kisI ko uThAyA bhI jA sakatA hai aura kisI ko pachAr3A bhI jA sakatA hai / pachAr3ane vAlI zakti maMgala nahIM ho sktii|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi eka dhArmika guru pravacana kara rahe the| apane pravacana meM AhAra-saMyama para bala dete hue ve kaha rahe the--"dharma kA prArambha AhAra ke saMyama se hotA hai| upavAsa aura UnodarI karo, rasa kA parityAga kro|" AhAra-saMyama para unhoMne bahuta lambI carcA prastuta kii| pravacana meM baiThA eka AdamI uThakara khar3A huA aura bolA-"mahArAja ! Apane jo bAta kahI, vaha samajha meM nahIM aayii| AhAra-saMyama karane kA matalaba hotA hai-zarIra ko dubalA-patalA banA lenaa| Apako patA hai ki kuztI lar3ane vAle malla kitanA khAte haiM ? eka malla ke nAzte kI tAlikA ko yadi par3hA jAe to Azcarya hogaa| sAdhAraNa zarIra vAlA AdamI to soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki itanA khAyA jA sakatA hai ! khuba khAte haiM aura vyAyAma karake zarIra ko majabUta banAte haiN| Apake upadeza kI yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI ki kama khAnA caahie| kama khAne se to zarIra kamajora hI banegA aura kamajora zarIra kisa kAma kA?" bAta sunI aura sunane ke bAda saMnyAsI ne kahA- "bhAI ! malla itanA khAtA hai, zarIra ko majabUta aura tAkatavara banAtA hai, batAo, phira kyA karatA hai?" "dUsaroM ko pachAr3a detA hai|" jijJAsu AdamI jhaTa bola pdd'aa| . saMnyAsI ne kahA-~-"bhAI ! tumhArI bAta ThIka hai, kintu maiM usa zakti ko zakti nahIM mAnatA jo dUsaroM ko pachAr3atI ho ! maiM to yaha cAhatA hUM ki vyakti aisI zakti arjita kare, jo dUsaroM ko pachAr3e nahIM, kintu dUsaroM ko uThAe / malloM kA kAma to dUsaroM ko pachAr3anA hai|" vaha zakti kisI kAma kI nahIM hotI, jo dUsaroM ko pchaadd'e| vaha zakti hI maMgala hai, jo dUsaroM ko uThAe / Aja taka ke itihAsa meM yahI milegA ki unhIM logoM ne sArI janatA ko uThAne kA, jagAne kA prayatna kiyA, jinhoMne AhAra-saMyama kiyA hai / jinhoMne isa rahasya ko samajhA hai ki bhojana kI mAtrA ko sImita karake eka aisI nirmala zakti paidA kI jA sakatI hai, jo dUsaroM ko uThAne kA kAma karatI hai, dUsaroM ko pachAr3ane meM kabhI nahIM lgtii| jina logoM ne khUba DaTakara khAyA, khAne ko hI parama kalyANa samajhA, unakI zakti sadaiva dUsaroM ko pachAr3ane meM hI lagI rhii| bhojana-bhaTToM ne kabhI bhI duniyA ke logoM ko uThAne kA prayatna nahIM kiyA, saMkalpa bhI nahIM kiyaa| unameM aisI tAkata bhI nahIM AtI, jo auroM ko uThA sake / una logoM meM sAtvika zakti kA prAdurbhAva huA, jinhoMne AhAra kA saMyama karanA sIkhA, bhojana kA niyantraNa sIkhA, apanI jIbha kI

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maMgala pATha lolupatA ko vaza meM kiyaa| unameM jo zakti jAgI, vahI zakti vAstava meM maMgala hotI hai| __ 'arahaMtA maMgalaM'-arhat isalie maMgala hai ki unameM ananta zakti jAga jAtI hai, asIma zakti jAga jAtI hai / jaba taka hama padArtha kI sImA se baMdhe hue haiM, padArtha kI lolupatA ke sAtha jur3e hue haiM, taba taka ananta zakti kA jAgaraNa nahIM ho sktaa| yaha ananta aura asIma zakti taba jAgatI hai, jaba hama apane caitanya kI sUkSma zakti ke sAtha jur3a jAte haiN| Aja kI hamArI bar3I samasyA hai ki hama sthUla ke sAtha jur3e hue haiM, sUkSma ke sAtha hama nahIM judd'te| hamArA eka bahuta vizAla jagat hai--sUkSma jagat, jise hama nahIM jAnate / hama kevala sthUla ke sAtha apanI gAr3I ko ghasITe cale jA rahe haiN| mujhe Azcarya to isa bAta kA hotA hai ki Aja ke isa vaijJAnika yuga meM bhI apanI dRSTi ko sUkSma nahIM banA pA rahe haiN| jahAM paramANu kA vizleSaNa ho cukA, jahAM sauramaMDala kI razmiyoM kA vizleSaNa ho cukA aura unake prabhAvoM kA varNana ho cukA, phira bhI hama sUkSma kI ora dhyAna nahIM de rahe haiN| eka bAra sUrya-grahaNa hone vAlA thaa| saikar3oM vaijJAnika usa grahaNa kA adhyayana karane meM juTe hue the / videzoM se saikar3oM-saikar3oM vaijJAnika una dezoM meM pahuMca gae jahAM ki pUrA grahaNa hone vAlA thaa| grahaNa ke prabhAvoM kA kitanI sUkSmatA se adhyayana kiyA jAtA hai| pUre grahaNa ke kitane prabhAva hote haiM aura kisa prakAra manuSya unase prabhAvita hote haiN| kala hI maiMne par3hA thA ki ve loga jyAdA prabhAvita hote haiM, jinakA mastiSka pahale se hI thor3A asta-vyasta yA vikSipta hotA hai| garbhavatI striyoM para jyAdA prabhAva par3atA hai| logoM kI yaha dhAraNA hai ki grahaNa ko pratyakSa yA khulI AMkhoM se nahIM dekhanA cAhie, thAlI meM pAnI bharakara usameM dekhA jA sakatA hai| kintu isa grahaNa ke bAre meM to yaha jAnakArI milI thI ki pAnI meM bhI isako nahIM dekhanA caahie| saMbhava hai ki isase dRSTi kSINa ho jaae| sUkSma jagat meM, hamAre Asa-pAsa meM kisa prakAra kI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM, una ghaTanAoM para hama dhyAna nahIM dete, kevala sthUla dRSTi se mApa lete haiN| ' samyakdRSTi vaha vyakti hotA hai, jisameM sthUla ke prati AsthA TUTa jAtI hai| kevala sthUla satyoM meM AsthA rakhane vAlA vyakti samyakdRSTi nahIM ho sktaa| vaha mithyAdRSTi hotA hai / samyakdRSTi hone kA artha hai---hamArI sthUla aura sUkSma

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22 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi donoM ke prati samAna dRSTi bana jaae| hama kevala yaha mAnakara na caleM ki yaha zarIra astitva hai / yadi yaha dRSTi jAga gae, apane sUkSma zarIra kI dRSTi sApha ho jAe to dRSTikoNa samyak bana jAtA hai / dRSTi samyak hone para isa sacAI ko samajhane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotI ki dRSTi maMgala hai| dUsarI bAta hai-- Ananda maMgala hai | Ananda to svayaM maMgala hai, sukha to svayaM maMgala hai, kintu yaha aikAntika bAta nahIM hai / kucha logoM kA Ananda aisA hai ki vaha dUsaroM ke lie abhizApa bana jAtA hai| jinakA Ananda dUsaroM ke lie abhizApa bana jAe, jinakA sukha dUsaroM ke lie duHkha bana jAe, vaha maMgala nahIM hotA / maMgala vaha hotA hai jo dUsaroM ke lie abhizApa na bane, dUsaroM ke lie duHkha aura samasyA na bane / AdamI ko dhana se sukha milatA hai aura vaha mAnatA hai ki dhana sabase bar3A sukha hai / kintu dhana milA, samRddhi bar3hI to vaha dUsaroM ke lie duHkha kA kAraNa bana gyaa| par3osI ke lie duHkha kA kAraNa bana gayA / eka prophesara ne bIkAnera meM eka bAta sunAI -- maiMne dekhA eka bar3A AdamI thA / usakA par3osI kucha garIba thA / dhanavAna vyakti kA naukara apane seTha ke ghara se kacarA nikAlatA aura becAre par3osI ke daravAje ke sAmane jAkara DAla detA / usane dhanavAna par3osI se zikAyata kI ki yaha to acchI bAta nahIM hai| seTha ne kahA-- acchA-burA kyA hotA hai, yaha to karane vAlA jAne, naukara kI bAta naukara jAne / aisI dhauMsapaiTI jamAI ki becArA kucha bola hI nahIM paayaa| karatA bhI kyA ? vaha usase lar3a to sakatA nahIM thA / cupa ho gyaa| aisA Ananda aura aisI samRddhi jo svayaM ko sukha de aura dUsaroM ke lie kaThinAI bana jAe, samasyA bana jAe, vaha samRddhi kisI kAma kI nahIM / apanI samRddhi ko koI bAMTatA nahIM, apane Ananda ko koI bAMTatA nahIM, kintu apane ahaMkAra aura duHkha ko hara koI dUsaroM meM bAMTanA cAhatA hai / duHkha ko dUsaroM meM bAMTane vAle bahuta milate haiM, miTAne vAle kama aura zAyada isa padArtha jagat meM hone vAle Ananda kA siddhAnta hI yaha hai ki dUsaroM kaMdhoM para bandUka rakhakara golI chor3I jaae| yaha sAmAnya siddhAnta bana 1 hai Aja kA / gayA 1 Apa saca mAneM, yaha sampadA, hamezA dUsaroM ke AdhAra para hotI hai / Aja bhAratIya logoM kI samasyA hai ki naukara nahIM milte| are, do hAthoM se kAma lo / upaniSad meM RSiyoM ne kahA hai-- jinake pAsa bIsa aMguliyAM hotI haiM, unako kisI bAta kI cintA nahIM hotii| Aja jaba hamane apane Apako hI bhulA diyA

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maMgala pATha to apanI aMguliyoM para bharosA kaise hogA? Aja yaha bharosA nahIM rahA / hara AdamI ko naukara cAhie aura naukara mahaMge va durlabha hote jA rahe haiN| sampadA ke sAtha jur3A huA hai-dUsaroM kA duHkha / padArtha ke sAtha-sAtha hone vAle sukha, samRddhi aura Ananda kI gAthA yahI rahI hai ki dUsare usase choTe evaM duHkhI usake sAtha jur3e hue hone caahie| AdamI dUsaroM para bahuta bharosA karatA hai, kyoMki dRSTikoNa aisA bana jAtA hai ki vaha dUsaroM se hI kAma lenA cAhatA hai| aura to kyA dharma ke mAmale meM bhI yahI cAhatA hai ki dUsaroM se karavA luuN| eka ghaTita ghaTanA hai-sAdhvI ne eka bahana se kahA-kala yA to tuma upavAsa rakhanA, yA kisI se karavA lenA / bahana ne svIkRti de dii| tIsare dina bahana AyI / sAdhvI ne pUchA-upavAsa kiyA yA karavA diyA? bahana bolI-maiM to nahIM kara sakI, karavA diyaa| sAdhvI ne pUchA- kisase? bahana bolI-apanI bhaiMsa se cauvihAra upavAsa karavA diyaa| aisA kyoM hotA hai ? aisA isalie hotA hai ki hamArA bharosA dUsaroM se kAma karavAne meM jyAdA hai / zAyada khAne kA prasaMga hotA to bhaiMsa se kabhI nahIM karavAtA / aisA hI kucha hamArA vizvAsa bana gyaa| bar3A ajIba vizvAsa ho gayA / vAstava meM yaha Ananda, yaha sukha maMgala nahIM ho sktaa| maMgala vaha Ananda hotA hai. jahAM samRddhi ke lie dUsaroM ko garIba na banAnA par3e, apane aizvarya aura prabhutva ke lie dUsaroM ko nIcA na dikhAnA pdd'e| .. AcArya bhikSu jaMgala meM baiThe the per3a ke nIce / eka bhAI udhara se gujraa| dekhA, koI sAdhu per3a ke nIce baiThA hai| praNAma kiyA aura pUchA- "mahArAja ! ApakA kyA nAma hai ?" "merA nAma bhIkhaNa hai|" "bhIkhaNa jI Apa hI haiM? vahI terApaMthI bhIkhaNa? mere mana meM to eka dUsarI hI tasvIra thI ApakI / maiMne to ApakI bar3I mahimA, yaza aura kIrti sunI thii| socatA thA-kitane hAthI, ghor3e, ratha tathA sevaka Adi sAtha meM rahate hoMge Apake / para Apa to isa nirjana ekAnta meM akele hI dikhAI de rahe haiN| sArI tasvIra khaNDita ho gii|" AcArya bhikSu ne kitanI mArmika bAta khii| unhoMne kahA-maiM akelA hUM, tabhI yaha prazaMsA hai| mere pAsa koI ADambara nahIM hai, isIlie itanA nAma hai| yaha Ananda hotA hai maMgala, jisameM dUsaroM ko nIcA nahIM banAyA jAtA, naukara

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24 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi nahIM banAyA jAtA, dUsaroM ko hIna nahIM banAyA jAtA, balki dUsaroM ko sukhI banAyA jAtA hai| hama loga eka dina gocarI ke lie ge| eka choTe bacce ne hAtha meM biskuTa le rakhA thA / Agraha karane lagA to maiMne pUchA, "batAo, tuma khAoge yA doge ?" bolA, "dUMgA / " hamane socA-baccA hai, isalie aisA kaha rahA hogA / mAtA ne kahA, "jaba taka isake hAtha ke saba biskuTa nahIM le leMge, yaha roegA, mAnegA nahIM / " mere mana meM eka cintana AyA--yaha dAna vaha dAna nahIM hai, jahAM dene vAle kA hAtha UMcA aura lene vAle kA hAtha nIcA rahe / dene vAlA apane hAtha ko UMcA aura lene vAle ke hAtha ko nIcA maane| yaha vaha dAna hai, jahAM lene vAlA apane Apako dhanya nahIM mAnatA, kintu dene vAlA dekara apane Apako dhanya mAnatA hai, kRtArtha mAnatA hai / bahuta bar3A antara hai / eka AdamI detA hai aura dete samaya usakA ahaMkAra itanA jAga jAtA hai ki apane Apako dhanya aura lene vAle ko tuccha mAna letA hai / sAdhu ko diyA jAne vAlA dAna, kisI tyAgI - tapasvI ko diyA jAne vAlA dAna aisA dAna nahIM hotA ki dene vAlA apane Apako bahuta bar3A dAnI aura aMhakArI mAne / use apane ko dhanya mAnanA cAhie kRtArtha mAnanA cAhie aura usameM yaha bhAvanA jAgRta honI cAhie ki aisA dAna dekara maiM saphala ho gayA, kRtakRtya ho gayA / vaha samRddhi, vaha Ananda jo dUsaroM ko hIna na banAe, dUsaroM ko choTA na banAe, sacamuca vaha maMgala hotA hai 1 tIsarI bAta hai --- jJAna maMgala hotA hai| jJAna vaha maMgala hotA hai, jo dUsaroM ke caitanya ko jagA de / dIyA bujhe nahIM, jAga ge| AcArya kI eka vizeSatA anuyogadvAra sUtra meM batalAI gaI hai ki jaise eka dIe se hajAra dIe jala jAte haiM, usI prakAra AcArya vaha hotA hai, jisake jJAna se hajAroM dIpaka jala jAte haiM dIpa ko jalAeM, bujhAe nahIM / eka saMskRta kavi ne bahuta mArmika zloka kahA hai itanA mArmika ki ise saMskRta sAhitya kA maiM eka utkRSTa zloka mAnatA hUMtimiralaharImurvI mui karotu vikasvarAM, haratu nivarAM nidrAmudrAM kSaNAd guNinAM gaNAt / 1 tadapi taraNe ! tejaHpuJjaH priyo na mamaiSa te, kimapi tirayan jyotiScakraM svajAtivirAjitam / - sUrya ! tuma aMdhakAra kA nAza karate ho, sArI pRthvI ko vikasita karate ho, tuma nIMda kA haraNa kara logoM ko jagAte ho, phira bhI tumhArA yaha tejapuMja mujhe

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25 maMgala pATha acchA nahIM lagatA, kyoMki tuma apanI birAdarI ke choTe-moTe sadasyoM ko tirohita kara akele camakane meM Ananda mAnate ho| kitane marma kI bAta kavi ne kahI hai| vaha prakAza, vaha jJAna acchA / nahIM hotA jo kevala camake, sabako chipA de| maiM bahuta bAra kahA karatA hUM--AcArya tulasI kI sabase bar3I mahAnatA yahI hai ki ve akele nahIM cmke| pUre saMgha ko camakAne ke sAtha-sAtha camake haiN| akele camakate to zAyada vahI sthiti hotii| itihAsa meM aisA huA hai / koI eka mukhiyA ho gayA to phira usakA yahI prayatna hotA hai ki dUsarA aura koI nAma ubhara kara na Ae, sabako pIche hI dhakelane kI koziza hotI hai / aise aneka vyakti hameM bhI yahI salAha dene pahuMca jAte haiM / ve kahate haiM, "mahArAja ! dhyAna do, Apa itane sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ko par3hA rahe haiM, kintu eka dina ye aise sira para hAvI ho jAeMge ki Apa pazcAttApa kreNge| nIti kI bAta to yaha hai ki eka AcArya yA kucha pramukha sAdhu par3ha gae, bAkI ko to pAtarA Dhone ke kAma meM hI lagAe rakho, jisase ki ThIka-ThAka kAma calatA rahe / " aise sajhAva eka nahIM, aneka bAra Ae haiN| eka dRSTi se soceM to yaha ThIka hai| rAjanIti kI dRSTi se to yaha ThIka hai ki janatA ko itanA bevakUpha banAe rakho ki vaha apane-apane adhikAroM kI mAMga na kara ske| kursI bacI rahe aura rAjya-sattA kAyama rahe / kintu isa prakAra kA cintana sarvathA anucita hai / vAstava meM vahI vyakti mahAn hotA hai jo svayaM ke sAtha-sAtha dUsaroM ko bhI camakAtA hai / ___vahI jJAna maMgala hotA hai, jo dUsaroM ko jagAe, bujhAe nahIM / vahI Ananda maMgala hotA hai, jo dUsaroM meM duHkha na bAMTe balki unameM Ananda bikhere / vahI zakti maMgala hotI hai jo dUsaroM ke lie pIr3AkAraka na bane / isIlie hama 'cattAri maMgalaM' sUtra ko maMgala mAnate haiM aura pravRtti ke prArambha meM isa mahAmaMgala kA upayoga karate

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samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturviMzatistava caturviMzatistava maMgala hai / dUsaroM zabdoM meM yaha hamArA samarpaNa hai / logassa kA sUtra arhatA kA sUtra hai, samarpaNa kA sUtra hai / logassa sUtra meM 24 tIrthaMkaroM ke prati eka sAdhaka ke dvArA samarpaNa kiyA gayA hai| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM samarpaNa kA bahuta bar3A mUlya hotA hai / jisameM zraddhA aura samarpaNa--ye do tattva nahIM hote, vaha vyakti sAdhanA ke kSetra meM kabhI nahIM utara sktaa| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM pahalA paira rakhane se pUrva use zraddhA aura samarpaNa kA abhyAsa karanA hotA hai| zraddhA kA apanA mUlya hotA hai, bahuta bar3A mUlya hotA hai / maiM zraddhA ke vipakSa meM bhI bahuta carcA kiyA karatA huuN| kintu vaha eka kSetra kA bheda hai / eka viparyaya ho gayA, eka ulTI bAta ho gayI hai ki jahAM zraddhA honI cAhie, vahAM hamAre mana meM sandeha ho gayA / jahAM sandeha aura tarka honA cAhie, vahAM hama zraddhA kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| jahAM satya kI khoja, satya kI zodha kA prazna hai, vahAM zraddhA kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vahAM to zalya-cikitsA honI caahie| maiMne bhagavAn mahAvIra, AcArya bhikSu ke vicAroM kI zalya-cikitsA kI to aisA laga sakatA hai ki mujhameM zraddhA nahIM hai| maiM mAnatA hUM ki isa kSetra meM zraddhA honI hI nahIM caahie| jahAM satya ko samajhanA hai, vahAM hamAre sAmane kasauTI honI cAhie, vahAM hamAre hAtha meM tulA honI cAhie ki hama tola sakeM, kasauTI kara skeN| vahAM hAtha meM cAkU honA cAhie ki hama zalya-cikitsA kara sakeM, cIr3a-phAr3a kara dekha sakeM / satya ko svIkAra aise hI nahIM kiyA jaataa| use svIkAra karane ke lie bahuta khapane-tapane kI jarUrata hotI hai| AcArya bhikSu ko eka bhAI gAliyAM de rahA thaa| logoM ne kahA-mahArAja ! kitanA udaMDa hai yaha AdamI ! niSprayojana Apako gAliyAM baka rahA hai / AcArya bhikSu to bahuta marmajJa the| ve Upara ko nahIM dekhate the, camar3I ko nahIM dekhate the| ve antastala taka pahuMcate the, gaharAI taka jAkara dekhate the| unakI prajJA itanI jAgRta thI ki bhItara meM jAkara vastu kA mUlyAMkana karatI thii| AcArya bhikSa ne kahA...-~jo gAliyAM de rahA hai, vahI merA sabase bar3A bhakta hone vAlA hai| logoM ne kahA--yaha kaise? AcArya bhikSu ne kahA--koI AdamI kumhAra ke ghara

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samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturvizatistava eka ghar3A kharIdane jAtA hai to sabase pahale ghar3e ko bajAkara dekhatA hai ki vaha phUTA huA to nahIM hai| jaba do-cAra paise ke ghar3e kI itanI parakha karatA hai to bhalA jise guru mAnanA hai use dasa-bIsa gAliyAM die binA kaise svIkAra kare ? parIkSA karegA, pahale dekhegA, tolegA ki guru meM samatAbhAva kitanA hai, gAliyoM kA kyA prabhAva hotA hai usa para / pUrI jAMca-par3atAla karegA, phira svIkAra kregaa| aisA hI huaa| gAliyAM bakane vAlA vahI vyakti eka dina AcArya bhikSu kA bar3A zrAvaka bana gyaa| satya ke kSetra meM--jahAM satya ko jAnanA hai, use dekhanA hai, vahAM buddhi kA upayoga honA cAhie, tarka kA upayoga honA cAhie, vicAra kA upayoga honA cAhie aura ho sake to anubhava kA upayoga honA caahie| zraddhA kA kSetra hai apanI saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa, bhAvanA kA pryog| jahAM bhAvanA kA prayoga karanA hai, jahAM saMkalpa-zakti kA upayoga karanA hai, sajana karanA hai, kucha nirmANa karanA hai, vahAM zraddhA kA pUrA upayoga honA caahie| jahAM zraddhA meM eka bhI chidra bana jAtA hai, vahAM phaTI naukA bana jAtI hai, ibAne vAlI naukA bana jAtI hai / tArane vAlI nahIM / bhagavAn mahAvIra kI bhASA meM-bhAvanA eka naukA hai| usameM yadi cheda nahIM hai to vaha pAra pahuMcA detI hai / eka bhI cheda ho gayA to bIca meM hI Dubo detI hai| zraddhA hai hamArI bhAvanA meM / bar3A camatkAra hai / jisa vyakti meM bhAvanA kA bala A gayA, vaha adbhuta kAma kara jAtA hai| abhI do-cAra dina pUrva eka carcA cala pdd'ii| DaoN. TAMTiyA ne kahA-darda bahuta hai / maiMne kahA-raMga kA prayoga kareM, bhAvanA kA prayoga kareM / lAla raMga kA dhyAna kreN| dhyAna kiyA, bhAvanA kA prayoga kiyaa| phira Ae aura kahane lage ki itanI garmI ho gaI ki rAta-bhara nIMda nahIM le skaa| aisA lagA jaise sAre zarIra meM Aga laga gaI ho / kaise ho sakatA hai yaha? kyoM huA? yadi hama bhAvanA kA prayoga kareM to jaisA anubhava kareMge vaisA ho jaaegaa| bIkAnera meM zivira cala rahA thaa| namaskAra maMtra kA prayoga cala rahA thaa| lAla raMga kA prayoga karavAyA / vaha dina zikAyatoM kA dina rhaa| koI kahatAAga laga rahI hai| koI kahatA--sira phaTA jA rahA hai| bar3I samasyA paidA ho gaI / sArA dina garmI kA dina rhaa| kaI vyakti zikAyateM lekara pAsa meM Ate rahe / aisA kyoM hotA hai?

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi caMdesu nimmalayarA, Aiccesu ahiyaM pyaasyraa| sAgaravaragaMbhIrA, siddhA siddhi mama disaMtu // yaha logassa ke sAta zlokoM meM se eka hai| bhAvanA kA bahuta bar3A prayoga hai| pahale caraNa kA artha hai-caMdramA kI bhAMti nirml| dUsare caraNa kA artha hai-sUrya kI bhAMti prakAzaka / tIrase caraNa kA artha hai--samudra kI bhAMti gambhIra / cauthe caraNa kA artha hai-jo siddha haiM ve hameM siddhi pradAna kareM / bahuta sAdhAraNa-sA artha lagatA hai, kintu samarpaNa aura zraddhA ke sAtha isa bhAvanA kA prayoga kareM to camatkAra ghaTita ho sakatA hai| zraddhA aura samarpaNa ke sAtha meM jisane tAdAtmya sthApita kara liyaa| use lagegA ki yaha kyA ho gayA / bar3A ajIba-sA ho rahA hai / jisane isakA prayoga nahIM kiyA vaha kaha sakatA hai ki yaha kyA? Aja ke vaijJAnika yuga meM aMdhavizvAsa kI bAta kahI jA rahI hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki maiM eka dhArmika vyakti hUM, kintu vaijJAnika yuga meM jItA hUM isalie vaijJAnika bhASA meM bAta karanA pasaMda karatA hUM, avaijJAnika bhASA meM le jAnA maiM pasanda nahIM karatA / aMdhavizvAsa jaisA maiM kucha mAnatA hI nahIM / purAne loga kahate the--yaha aMdhavizvAsa hai, yaha aMdhavizvAsa hai / maiMne apanI bhASA badala dii| kisI ko bhI aMdhavizvAsa kahanA Aja duHsAhasa kI bAta hai| koI duHsAhasI vyakti hI kaha sakatA hai ki yaha aMdhavizvAsa hai / jina saikar3oM-saikar3oM bAtoM ko hama aMdhavizvAsa mAnate the, Aja ve bAteM vaijJAnika hotI calI jA rahI haiN| bhAvanA kA prayoga Aja vijJAna ke kSetra meM bahucarcita ho rahA hai / Aja kA koI bhI vaijJAnika dRSTi vAlA vyakti, jo guNasUtroM ke bAre meM thor3A-sA bhI jAnatA hai, vaha isa bAta kA jJAna rakhatA hai ki Aja jIna para jo khojeM ho rahI haiM, ve bhAvanA ke prayoga kI hI khojeM haiN| Aja kA vaijJAnika isa khoja meM lagA hai ki jIna ko badala kara pUre bacce ko badala diyA jaae| Aja kalpanA to yaha kI jA rahI hai ki Ane vAle yuga meM yaha ho jAegA ki eka vaijJAnika apanI leboreTrI meM baiThA hai| koI vyakti jAegA aura kahegA ki hameM aisA baccA cAhie to vaha jIna ko badala degaa| yaha jIna le jAo, vaisA hI baccA ho jaaegaa| jaisA pasanda karo, vaisA ldd'kaa| isa para Aja bahuta kAma ho rahA hai| isI viSaya meM dillI vizvavidyAlaya ke vAisacAMsalara pro. meharotrA ne kahA thA--munijI ! Aja jIna para jo kAma ho rahA hai, usa para hama bhAratIya darzana kI dRSTi se kyA kaha sakate haiM ? hamArA pravacana thA 'prekSAdhyAna' viSaya para dillI vizvavidyAlaya meM / vahAM kulapati upasthita the|

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samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturviMzatistava ... 29 vahAM unhoMne yaha carcA prastuta kI ki jIna ke viSaya meM Aja sAre saMsAra meM bar3I adbhuta bAteM cala rahI haiM / itanI tejI ke sAtha khojeM ho rahIM hai ki agara hama koI nayI bAta de sakeM to bhArata kA bahuta bar3A yoga hogA, anudAna hogaa| maiMne kahA-yaha to saMbhava hai, kyoMki Aja jIna kI khojoM ke dvArA jo ho rahA hai, usakI karmazAstra meM bahuta vistAra se carcAeM huI haiN| karma-prakRtiyoM ko jAnane vAlA, karmazAstra kA acchA adhyetA vyakti ina sAre rahasyoM ko samajha sakatA hai, jo rahasya Aja jineTika iMjIniyariMga meM samajhe jAte haiN| ___mujhe koI Azcarya nahIM lagatA hai ki yadi bhAvanA kA vaisA prayoga kiyA jAe to icchita santAna prApta kI jA sakatI hai| jJAtAsUtra ko par3hane vAlA hara vyakti jAnatA hai ki eka garbhavatI strI ke lie kitane nirdeza die gae haiN| jJAtAsUtra gyAraha aMgoM meM chaThA aMga hai / usakA pahalA adhyayana hai-medhakumAra / usa adhyayana meM meghakumAra kA prasaMga hai| vahAM garbha kA prasaMga hai, garbhiNiyoM kA varNana hai / itanA vaijJAnika varNana hai ki mAM ko kaise uThanA, baiThanA, calanA, khAnA tathA kisa prakAra kA vicAra karanA caahie| pUrA sAMgopAMga varNana hai| kyoMki usa avasthA meM mAtA kA jisa prakAra kA vicAra, bhAva, vyavahAra hotA hai vaisA hI pratibimba bacce para par3atA hai| kucha vaijJAnikoM ne prayoga kiyA ki eka kamarA bilakula nIle raMga se raMga diyaa| cAroM tarapha nIlA hI nIlA raMga / kharagoza ke eka joDe ko vahAM choDA gyaa| jaba baccA haA taba dekhA gayA ki kharagoza ke baccoM ke jo keza haiM, unameM nIle raMga kI chAyA hai| nIgro kA phoTo sAmane thA / eka garbhiNI usako dekhatI rahatI / baccA nIgro jaisA paidA huaa| ___hamAre antarjagat meM, sUkSma jagat meM bhAvanA kA itanA prabala prabhAva hotA hai ki jisa prakAra kI bhAvanAeM nirantara calatI rahatI haiM, vyakti kA pariNamana usI prakAra hotA calA jAtA hai / hama sthUla jagat meM bahuta kama badalate haiM kintu bhItara kA jagat itanA badalatA hai aura itanI sUkSmatA se bAta ko pakar3atA hai ki hama sAmAnyata: kalpanA hI nahIM kara skte| yaha bhAvanA kA prayoga bahuta mahattvapUrNa prayoga hotA hai| Apako patA hai ki himAlaya meM kitanI bhayaMkara barpha par3atI hai| tibbata ke yogiyoM meM eka kasauTI hotI thI ki vahAM sAdhaka sAdhanA karatA aura sAdhanA kI parIkSA denI hotI / guru parIkSA letA to do prakAra kA prayoga karavAtA-barpha para baiThakara pasInA nikAla de to kasauTI meM uttIrNa / lAmA barpha kI

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merI dRSTi H merI sRSTi zilA para baiThatA, dhyAna karatA, bhAvanA kA prayoga meM uttIrNa / lAmA barpha kI zilA para baiThatA, dhyAna karatA, bhAvanA kA prayoga karatA aura sAre zarIra se pasInA cUne laga jAtA / kasauTI meM vaha uttIrNa ho jAtA / kaise ho sakatA hai ? dhyAna meM baiTho aura pasInA nikala Ae ! ho sakatA hai, bahuta saMbhava hai / barpha para baiThe, Atapa kI bhAvanA kareM, sUrya kI bhAvanA kareM, barpha para baiThe hue bhI pasInA cUne laga jaaegaa| sArA zarIra garma ho jaaegaa| bhagavAn mahAvIra vastra nahIM rakhate the, bahuta spaSTa hai / kyA yaha saMbhava hai, itanI bhayaMkara sardI ko AdamI isa prakAra sahana kara sake? ApakA tarka hogA ki ve ananta zaktizAlI the| kintu anantazakti kA matalaba yaha thor3A hI hai ki sardI na lage / anantazakti kA matalaba yaha hai ki unakA vIrya kabhI vicalita nahIM hotA, cAhe kitane hI bhayaMkara upadrava aura kaSTa A jAeM / unameM itanA asIma parAkrama hotA hai ki unheM koI vicalita nahIM kara sktaa| kar3akar3AtI sardI meM ve rahate the| kaise? mAna lo bhagavAn itane zaktizAlI the, para unake sAtha hajAroM muni nagna rahane vAle the, ve kisa prakAra sahana karate the? mAtra bhAvanA kA pryog| Aja bhI kucha muni nagna rahate haiN| Aja kI carcA karanA to maiM pasanda nahIM karatA, kyoMki ve vastra to nahIM rakhate kintu surakSA ke zAyada aneka upAya kAma meM lete haiN| para mahAvIra to akele ghUmate the| unake sAtha to koI nahIM thA, surakSA kA koI upAya bhI nahIM thaa| phira kaise sambhava thA? AcArAMga sUtra meM varNana milatA hai ki itanI bhayaMkara, kaMpA dene vAlI barphIlI havA, jisameM loga bAhara nikalate bhI nahIM the, ghara ke bhItara Aga tApate the, usa bhayAnaka sardI meM mahAvIra rAta ke samaya makAna ke bAhara jAkara cakramaNa karate, jahAM kahIM dhUpa AtI vahAM se uThakara chAMha meM jAkara baiTha jAte / Akhira yaha kaise sambhava thA? yahAM hai bhAvanA kA prayoga / jaba bhAvanA kA prayoga hotA hai, sardI ke bIca, himAlaya ke bIca baiThakara bhI pasInA nikAla denA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| dUsarI kasauTI hotI thI-- bhayaMkara garmI meM zarIra ko usI taraha kaMpA denA jaise bhayaMkara sardI meM kAMpatA hai / garmI ke mausama meM sardI kI bhAvanA kA japa kiyA jAtA hai, to vaisA hI pariNamana ho jAtA hai| yaha bilakula ThIka bAta hai ki hama bhAvanA ke dvArA cAMda jaisI nirmalatA, sUrya jaisI prakAzazIlatA aura sAgara jaisI gambhIratA ko upalabdha ho sakate haiM, yadi siddhoM ke prati hamArA samarpaNa ho, zraddhA ho aura hamArI bhAvanA kA prayoga ho /

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samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturviMzatistava 31 samarpaNa kA artha hotA hai--apane ahaMkAra kA visarjana, apane mamakAra kA visarjana | jaba taka vyakti meM ahaMkAra aura mamakAra hotA hai, taba taka samarpaNa nahIM ho sakatA aura yaha sAdhanA kA kSetra hI aisA hai jisameM kevala samarpaNa kI bAta hai / sAdhanA ke kSetra meM koI vyakti praviSTa ho aura samarpaNa na kare to vaha kabhI saphala nahIM ho sakatA / eka sainika jitanA apane adhikArI ke prati samarpita hotA hai, apanI vyavasthA ke prati samarpita hotA hai, sAdhaka ko usase bhI jyAdA samarpita honA hotA hai / jApAna meM bauddhoM kA eka sampradAya hai -- jhena bauddha / eka ziSya gayA apane guru ke pAsa bolA - gurudeva, maiM kauna hUM, yaha jAnanA cAhatA hUM / guru ne DaMDA uThAyA aura lagA diyaa| vahAM se daur3A huA gayA vaha mukhya guru ke pAsa zikAyata karane ke lie| bolA - gurudeva, maiM to kevala yaha jAnane ke lie gayA thA apane guru ke pAsa ki maiM kauna hUM aura unhoMne mujhe DaMDe se maaraa| guru ne kahA - usane to DaMDA hI mArA / calA jA, mujhase yaha mata pUcha, anyathA maiM DaMDA, lAta aura cAMTe bhI mArUMgA, kyoMki jo prazna apane Apa se pUchanA hai, vaha tU mere se pUchane AyA hai 1 abhI tujhameM samarpaNa nahIM AyA / satya ke prati abhI tU samarpita nahIM huA hai / jaba taka samarpaNa nahIM AegA, terA ahaMkAra aura mamakAra nahIM chUTegA, taba taka isa prazna kA uttara tujhe nahIM milegA / sAdhanA kA mArga pUrNa samarpaNa kA mArga hai / hamAre dharmasaMgha meM vinaya aura samarpaNa kI aneka mahattvapUrNa ghaTanAeM upalabdha haiM / hamArA itihAsa samarpaNa kA itihAsa hai / pariNAma bhI spaSTa hai ki Aja terApaMtha dharmasaMgha ko jo suSamA milI hai, jo vikAsa huA hai, zAyada anyatra kama huA hai| isakA kAraNa sApha hai ki guru aura ziSya ke bIca meM tarka kA vyavahAra hotA hai, kevala buddhi kA vyAyAma calatA hai to vaha saMgha kabhI gatizIla nahIM bana sakatA / sAdhanA kA mArga hai-- apane ahaMkAra kA vilayIkaraNa / maiMne jIvana ke donoM pakSoM kA anubhava kiyA hai| tarka ke kSetra kA pUrA anubhava kiyA hai| tarkazAstra kA vidyArthI rahA / usakA pUrA prayoga kiyA aura bar3I malla kuztiyAM bhI ldd'iiN| bar3I carcAeM huI haiM vidvAnoM ke bIca / kintu jahAM guru kA prazna thA, vahAM pUrNa samarpaNa kA anubhava kiyaa| yaha mere jaisA bholA vyakti hI kara sakatA thA, samajhadAra vyakti to aisA kara hI nahIM sakatA / mujhe yAda hai ki pUjya kAlUgaNI pAlI meM virAja rahe the, aura maiM thA adhyApaka guru tulasI ke pAsa / kisI kAraNavaza unake mana meM koI nArAjagI ho gaI, ve aprasanna ho ge| mujhe nahIM mAnya thA ki ve aprasanna raheM / pratikramaNa ke bAda maiM gayA /

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi vaMdanA kara baitthaa| paira para hAtha rakha diyA, paira pakar3a liyA / kucha kahane kI himmata nahIM rahI, baiThA rahA aura taba taka baiThA rahA jaba taka eka prahara rAca calI gii| na ve bole, na maiM bolaa| ve apane sone ke sthAna para cale gae, maiM apane sone ke sthAna para calA gyaa| kyA aisA bholApana koI samajhadAra vyakti kara sakatA hai ? kintu maiM jAnatA hUM ki jahAM guru haiM vahAM to yaha bholApana hI kAma A sakatA hai / yadi guru aura ziSya meM roja tarka kI lar3AiyAM lar3I jAeM, paraspara meM TakarAva calatA rahe to guru guru nahIM, ziSya ziSya nahIM, donoM nikamme haiN| guru guru nahIM banA, ziSya ziSya nahIM bnaa| guru AcArya bhikSu ko mAnatA hUM ki jinameM itanA anuzAsana thA ki koI bhI ziSya tarka nahIM kara sakatA thaa| jJAna ke kSetra meM bahuta avakAza thA, vahAM tarka kI pUrI chUTa thI kintu jahAM vyavahAra kA prazna thA vahAM tarka kI koI guMjAiza nahIM / jo kaha diyA, vaha mAna liyaa| vahAM mAnane kI bAta mukhya bana jAtI hai aura isakA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai / hamane abhI sAdhanA kI dRSTi se isakA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA / hamane zraddhA kA prayoga jJAna ke kSetra meM kiyA jo ki nahIM honA cAhie / zraddhA kA prayoga mAtra sAdhanA ke kSetra meM honA cAhie / jJAna kA kSetra zraddhA kA kSetra nahIM hai| vahAM to bahuta tarka kiyA jA sakatA hai| sAre kaThora tarka prastuta kie jA sakate haiN| kintu zraddhA kA kSetra hai-sAdhanA kA kSetra / hamArA mana jitanA nirvikalpa hogA, vaha kAma ho jAegA, bilakula ho jaaegaa| eka bhI vikalpa uThA to Apa mAna lIjie ki saphalatA bhaMga ho gii| kucha bhI nhiiN| thor3I-sI reta uThAI pAnI meM DAlakara pI lI bhayaMkara bImArI miTa gii| kyA vaha reta kA koI camatkAra hai / isa bhrama meM na jAeM ki yaha kisa vyakti ke paira kI raja hai| yaha zraddhA kA camatkAra hai / mana meM itanA dRr3ha vizvAsa ho gayA to jo hone vAlA hai, vaha nizcita hI vaisA ho jaaegaa| usameM koI antara Ane vAlA nahIM hai| koI tAkata aisI nahIM jo usako badala de / kintu zraddhA nizchidra honI cAhie, pragAr3ha honI caahie| hamArA samarpaNa vaisA honA caahie| hamAre ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA pUrNa vilaya honA caahie| AcArya bhikSu ne kahA- koI kisI kA ziSya nahIM hogA, ziSyA nahIM hogii| sAre ziSya AcArya ke hoNge| jayAcArya ne vyavasthA kI ki pustaka panne apane nahIM hoNge| yaha kyoM? mamakAra ko miTAne ke lie| jaba taka mamakAra nahIM miTegA, samarpaNa pUrA hogA nahIM, kAma pUrA banegA nhiiN| jaba taka ahaMkAra nahIM miTegA. samarpaNa hogA nhiiN|

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samarpaNa kA sUtra : caturviMzatistva eka bahuta pahuMce hue saMta the| itanI sAdhanA kI ki unakA yaza cAroM ora phailaa| yahAM taka ki unakI kIrti devatAoM taka bhI phuNcii| eka devatA Akara bolA-mahArAja ! ApakI kIrti-sugandha cAroM ora phaila rahI hai| Apa mahAn tapasvI aura sAdhaka haiM / mujha para kRpA kareM / maiM Apako kucha varadAna denA cAhatA hUM / sAdhaka bolA-mujhe kucha nahIM cAhie, maiM apane meM santuSTa hUM / deva bolA--nahIM, mujha para Apako kRpA karanI hI hogI / maiM kucha denA cAhatA hUM, Apa use svIkAra kreN| sAdhaka nakAratA rahA aura deva svIkAra karane kI prArthanA karatA rahA / deva ne haTha pakar3a liyaa| anta meM sAdhaka ne kahA-acchA, tuma kucha denA hI cAhate ho to batAo kyA doge? deva ne kahA-maiM Apako aisA varadAna dUMgA ki Apa yadi mUrcchita yA mRta vyakti kI ora AMkha uThAkara dekha leMge to vaha jIvita ho utthegaa| sAdhaka ne kahA-isake sAtha-sAtha merI gardana ko isa prakAra kara denA ki vaha pIche mur3akara dekha na ske| yaha sunakara deva Azcaryacakita raha gyaa| usane pUchA-aisA kyoM ? sAdhaka bolA-dekho, tumhAre isa varadAna se merI jayajayakAra hogii| loga merI pUjA kreNge| yaha saba ahaMkAra ko bar3hAne kA upAya bnegaa| maiM usase chUTa cukA huuN| phira kahIM usameM na phaMsa jaauuN| sacamuca hamArA ahaMkAra itanA vilIna ho jAe ki kyA ho rahA hai yaha dekhane ke lie gardana mur3e nahIM / kevala vartamAna ko, sAmane ko dekhate rheN| yadi aisI sthiti jAgatI hai, ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA itanA vilaya hotA hai to bhAvanA kA prayoga saphala hotA hai| bhAvanA ke kSetra meM bahuta bar3A maMgala hotA hai-samarpaNa, bahuta bar3A maMgala hotA hai-zraddhA / jisa vyakti ne zraddhA kA mUlyAMkana kiyA, samarpaNa kA mUlyAMkana kiyA, ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA vilaya kiyA, usake lie sArA saMsAra maMgalamaya bana gyaa| caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kI stuti kI jAtI hai, ve to hamAre hI jaise puruSa the| ve sAdhanA ke dvArA ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA vilaya kara satya ke prati, dharma ke prati, apanA pUrNa samarpaNa kara isa prakAra ke maMgalamaya puruSa bana gae ki unake prati samarpaNa karane vAlA vyakti bhI svayaM maMgala maya bana jAtA hai, cAroM dizAeM usake lie maMgalamaya bana jAtI haiN| hama sacamuca sAdhanA kA mUlyAMkana kareM aura vaise baneM / bhAvanA kA prayoga mAtra jAnane aura likhane kA prayoga nahIM hai| maiM isa bAta meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA jo kevala likhI gaI ho, usa para sAdhanA na kI gaI ho| hama kevala likheM, boleM aura apane jIvana meM koI abhyAsa yA prayoga na kareM

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34 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi to yaha vahI bAta hogI ki dUsaroM ko samRddhi kA pATha par3hAnA aura svayaM phaTehAla jIvana bitAnA / hama svayaM sAdhanA kA prayoga kareM, maMgala kA prayoga kareM, svayaM unakI sUtra - paddhati meM jAeM to sacamuca hamAre lie sArI dizAeM maMgalamaya bana jaaeNgii| yaha maMgalasUtra kI sAdhanA kA bahuta mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai / "Arogga bohilAbhaM samAhivaramuttamaM ditu " - isameM bhAvanA kI gaI hai ki siddha ! Apake dvArA mujhe Arogya mile, bodhi mile, samAdhi mile| jIvana kI hamArI tIna bhAvanAeM hotI haiM / pahalI hai-- Arogya - zarIra kA Arogya, mana kA Arogya aura bhAvanA kA Arogya 1 dUsarI hai- bodhi mile, cetanA mile / tIsarI hai-- Adhi-upAdhi ke cakravyUha se nikalakara hama samAdhi kI avasthA jA sake to usase bar3A duniyA meM koI maMgala nahIM ho sktaa| hama bhAvanA kareM aura sUkSma mana kI sArI zakti ko juTAkara bhAvanA kareM / Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi - zarIra kI bImArI, mana kI bImArI aura kaSAya kI bImArI- ina tInoM se mukta hokara hama samAdhi ke kSetra meM praveza kareM / dharma hamAre lie isIlie maMgala hai ki usake dvArA vyAdhi, Adhi aura upAdhi kA chuTakArA hotA hai aura samAdhi dvAra meM hamArA praveza hotA hai /

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jina zAstra : 1 zramaNa sUtra kA pahalA prakaraNa hai-'maMgala' aura dUsarA prakaraNa hai.---'jina zAsana' / zAsana hara vyakti ke lie jarUrI hotA hai| koI bhI vyakti akelA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / vaha sAmUhika jIvana jItA hai, samAja kA jIvana jItA hai aura jo samAja kA jIvana jItA hai usake lie anuzAsana jarUrI hai / anuzAsana kI apanI samasyA hai| itanA prayatna Aja rAjanaitika aura sAmAjika stara para cala rahA hai anuzAsana kI pratisthApanA ke lie, para anuzAsana nahIM A rahA hai / isa prazna kA yadi hala socA jAe ki itanA prayatna karane ke bAda bhI anuzAsana kyoM nahIM A rahA hai ? kharAbI kahAM hai? kyA kAraNa hai ki anuzAsana nahIM A rahA hai ? to mujhe lagatA hai, samasyA yaha hai ki beTA janmA hI nahIM, para cintA ho rahI hai ki vaha gorA hai yA kAlA? tarkazAstra kA vAkya hai--'na hi vandhyAputra: gauro vA kAlo vA vicAryate / ' do-tIna AdamI baiThe the| bAtacIta hone lagI ki bAMjha kA beTA gorA hai yA kAlA? eka samajhadAra aura anubhavI AdamI udhara se gujarA / unakI bAteM sunI aura bolA-yaha kyA pAgalapana kI bAta kara rahe ho? bAMjha ke beTA hotA hI nahIM to usake gore yA kAle hone kI takarAra kyoM kara rahe ho? ____ jo bAta bAda meM socane kI hotI hai, vaha pahale kaise soca lI jAe ? kintu duniyA meM kabhI-kabhI aisA calatA hai / hamArI kalpanA kI duniyA meM, hamArI vikalpoM kI duniyA meM aisA hotA hai ki pahale socane vAlI bAta nahIM socI jAtI aura bAda meM socane vAlI bAta soca lI jAtI hai| socI hI nahIM jAtI, balki usake lie lar3AiyAM bhI lar3a lI jAtI haiN| pati-patnI meM jhagar3A ho gyaa| jhagar3A itanA teja ho gayA ki AsapAsa ke par3osI bhI vahAM ikaTThe ho ge| yaha saca hai ki vivAha ke kucha varSa bIta jAte haiM to jhagar3A phira teja hI hotA hai| par3osiyoM ne pUchA-bhAI, jhagar3A kyoM kara rahe ho paraspara ? patnI ne kahA---jhagar3A kyA, jhagar3A to honA hI hai| kitane varSa ho gae isa ghara meM Ae. para ye merI eka bAta bhI nahIM maante| hara bAta meM manamAnI

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36 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi karate haiM, Akhira merI bhI kucha icchAeM haiM / para ye haiM ki merI koI bhI bAta nahIM sunte| par3osI bolA-bAta kyA hai ? usane kahA-bAta basa yahI hai ki maiM cAhatI hUM merA lar3akA DaoNkTara bane / use DaoNkTara bananA hI cAhie, para ye mAnate hI nhiiN| pati ne kahA--isakI bAta Apa logoM ne sunI, aba merI bhI to suno| Aja karoM kA bhAra itanA bar3ha gayA ki hama vyApArI loga dina-rAta vakIloM ke pIche cakkara lagAte phirate haiN| merA beTA vakIla bana jAegA to isa musIbata se chuTakArA mila jaaegaa| Apa loga hI batAeM, maiM kyA galata soca rahA hUM? patnI phira bolI- maiM bhI to bImAra rahatI huuN| Ae dina kisI na kisI DaoNkTara ko bulAnA par3atA hai, aspatAloM ke cakkara lagAte-lagAte maiM bhI thaka gaI huuN| Apa loga hI batAeM--merA cintana kyA galata hai ? basa hama donoM kA yahI jhagar3A hai| ___ par3osI samajhadAra the| unhoMne kahA- ThIka hai, eka kI rAya hai ki beTA DaoNkTara bane aura dUsaroM kI rAya hai ki vaha vakIla bane / para kama se kama usa lar3ake kI rAya bhI to jAna lenI cAhie ki vaha kyA bananA cAhatA hai / lar3ake ko bulaaiye| pati-patnI donoM bola uThe-lar3akA to abhI paidA hI nahIM huaa| hamArI duniyA meM na jAne kalpanA ke AdhAra para kitanA kucha calatA hai| lar3akA paidA hone ke bAda jo bAta socanI cAhie vaha paidA hone ke pahale hI soca lI jAtI hai, yahI to sabase bar3I bhUla hai| jisa samaya jo bAta socane kI hotI hai vaha usI samaya socI jAe taba to usakA koI pariNAma AtA hai / kintu pahale socane vAlI bAta ko bAda meM aura bAda meM socane vAlI bAta ko pahale soca liyA jAe to usakA koI pariNAma nahIM aataa| hama anuzAsana kI bAta bahata socate haiN| anazAsana Ae, para saMbhava nhiiN| zAsana hI nahIM hai to anuzAsana kahAM se AegA / isa zabda ko jAnane vAlA vyakti jAnatA hai ki zAsana ke pIche 'anu' lagatA hai taba anuzAsana banatA hai / 'anu' kA artha hotA hai bAda meM arthAt bAda meM hone vAlA zAsana / zAsana ke bAda meM hotA hai anuzAsana / pahale putra hone kI cintA nahIM karate, pahale kAle aura gore kI cintA karane laga jAte haiN| hama pahale anuzAsana lAnA cAhate haiM jaba ki pahale zAsana lAnA jarUrI hai| sabase pahale cintA kareM zAsana kii| jaba zAsana hogA to anuzAsana apane Apa jIvana

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jina zAsana : 1 . 37 meM utara jaaegaa| zAsana bAhara se nahIM AtA, anuzAsana bAhara se A sakatA hai| zAsana bAhara se nahIM AtA, isI bAta kI sUcanA hai-'jina zAsana' / 'jina' koI dUsarA nahIM hotA, jina apanI AtmA hotI hai / vaha AtmA, jisakI cetanA kA vikAsa ho gayA ho, jina hotA hai / vaha AtmA jisakI cetanA vikasita hone ke anantara rAga-dveSa samApta ho gae, jina hotA hai| Aja jaina paramparA meM 'jina' zabda pracalita hai| ho sakatA hai ki prAcIna kAla meM 'cina' zabda thA, jo Aja 'jina' bana gyaa| prAkata meM 'cina' kA 'jina' bana jAtA hai| bahata bar3A bhrama haA hai| 'AjJAvicaya' kA kara diyA gayA AjJAvijaya / 'lokavicaya' kA honA cAhie 'lokavijaya' / prAkRta vyAkaraNa ke anusAra 'ca' kA 'ja' ho jAtA hai / 'citama' kA 'jitam' / paricitam kA paricatam / vicaya kA vijaya / pakar3A nahIM gayA, 'cina' kA jina ho gyaa| taba do artha bana ge| cina kA artha hai--jAnanA / dUsarA artha yadi 'jina' mAneM to usakA artha hotA hai-jItane vaalaa| donoM artha ghaTita hote haiM / cina kA artha hai-'AtmajJAnI' / jise AtmA kA jJAna prApta ho gayA, jise kaivalya upalabdha ho gayA, vaha jina (cina) hotA hai athavA jisake rAga-dveSa kSINa ho gae, vaha jina hotA hai / jina-zAsana kA artha hai-AtmA kA zAsana / jisa vyakti kA apanI AtmA para zAsana ho gayA, anuzAsana apane Apa usameM A jAegA / anuzAsana kI kaThinAI hai ki hama zAsana kI ora dhyAna nahIM dete / jaina paramparA meM sAdhanA ko nayA AyAma diyA / kucha logoM kI dhAraNA thI ki sAdhanA akele meM hI ho sakatI hai| jaina tIrthaMkaroM ne kahA-sAdhanA saMghabaddha ho sakatI hai / itihAsa kI dRSTi se zramaNa paramparA ne sabase pahale saMghabaddha sAdhanA kA prayoga prArambha kiyaa| isalie saMgha kA bar3A mahattva hai / jaina dharma meM saMgha kA jitanA mahattva hai, utanA mahattva anyatra zAyada paristhApita bhI nahIM / saMgha kA mahattva bar3hate-bar3hate yahAM taka bar3ha gayA, vaha itanA pradhAna ho gayA ki AcArya bhI saMgha kI avajJA nahIM kara sakate / bhadrabAhu svAmI ne jaba yaha nirNaya liyA ki mujhe mahAprANa dhyAna kI sAdhanA karanI hai, aba kisI ko vAcanA nahIM dUMgA, paDhAUMgA nhiiN| aisA hotA hai, jaba vyakti sAdhanA meM jAtA hai to sahaja hI nirapekSatA jAgatI hai| itane bar3e AcArya, caturdazapUrvI, ekamAtra saMgha ke netaa| usa samaya koI sampradAya nahIM thA dUsarA / na koI zvetAmbara thA, na koI digambara thaa| saMgha meM koI vibhAjana nahIM huA thA / ekamAtra samUce saMgha ke, jaina dharma ke apratima netA aura unhoMne nirNaya le liyA ki aba maiM kisI ko par3hAUMgA nahIM / bar3I samasyA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ho gaI / zruta kevalI, caturdazapUrvI aura ve nahIM par3hAeMge to isakA artha hai ki jJAna kI paramparA lupta ho jAegI, vicchinna ho jaaegii| saMgha milA, hajAroM sAdhu ikaTThe hue, sAdhviyAM milIM, zrAvaka-zrAvikAeM mile aura nirNaya huA ki AcArya bhadrabAhu se prArthanA kI jaae| sAdhuoM ko bhejA, unhoMne AcArya ke sAmane prArthanA rkhii| AcArya bhadrabAhu ne kahA-maiM mahAprANa dhyAna kI sAdhanA kara rahU huuN| maiM aba aisA nahIM kara sktaa| dUsarI bAra phira anurodha kiyA gayA aura saMgha kI bhAvanA se avagata karAte hue unase kahA gayA ki samUcA saMgha yaha nirNaya letA hai ki Apako par3hAnA caahie| Apa saMgha kI prArthanA ko svIkAra kareM to hamArA saubhAgya hai aura saMgha kI bhAvanA ko ThukarAte haiM to isa bAta para vicAra kareM ki usakA kyA prAyazcitta honA cAhie? jaba yaha antima bAta unake sAmane rakhI gaI to AcArya bhadrabAhu ne kahA- yadi sthiti yahAM taka pahuMcatI hai, saMgha kA eka anurodha hai, prabalatama anurodha hai to maiM use nahIM tthukraauuNgaa| maiM saMgha ke anurodha ko svIkAra karatA huuN| kucha samaya nikAlakara, apane dhyAna kI sAdhanA cAlU rakhate hue bhI ziSyoM ko pddh'aauuNgaa| saMgha kI itanI mahattA jaina zAsana meM prasthApita huii| yaha bahuta Avazyaka hai| zAsana bahuta upayogI hotA hai / yadi zAsana na ho to paramparA kabhI cala nahIM sktii| dIpa se dIpa jala sakatA hai| sAre vyaktitva saMgha meM se nikalate haiN| yadi saMgha na ho to sthiti nahIM bntii| sAdhanA karate vAle saba logoM meM bahuta zakti nahIM hotii| bahuta se loga kamajora bhI hote haiN| Aja bahuta vaijJAnika khojoM ke bAda isa sacAI ko svIkAra kiyA gayA ki eka vyakti akelA dhyAna karatA hai aura eka vyakti samUha meM dhyAna karatA hai, to samUha kA dhyAna jyAdA upayogI hogaa| isalie akele vyakti ke dhyAna kI apekSA grupa meDiTezana kI bAta jyAdA calatI hai| samUha meM dhyAna kiyA jaae| eka vyakti kA 'orA', usakA AbhAmaMDala durbala hai / eka vyakti meM lezyA kSINa hai, kamajora hai kintu eka zaktizAlI vyakti baiThatA hai aura usake Asa-pAsa yadi pacAsoM-saikar3oM vyakti baiThate haiM to saba ko prANa-zakti milatI hai aura saba meM nayI sphuraNA, 'nayI cetanA jAgatI hai / pahale vyAkhyA itanI spaSTa nahIM thIM, kintu Aja to vyAkhyA bahuta spaSTa ho gaI hai| hamArA astitva kyA hai ? jaina darzana kI dRSTi se vicAra kareM to pratyeka

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jina zAsana : 1 tattva meM, phira cAhe vaha AtmA ho yA pudgala, tIna bAteM hotI haiM-- utpAda, vyaya aura dhrauvya / eka tattva hai-- dhrauvya, jo zAzvata hai / dUsarA tattva hai--azAzvata arthAt parivartanazIla / utpanna hotA hai, naSTa hotA hai / dUsarI bhASA meM kaheM to eka aprakampa tattva hai, dUsarA prakampa tattva hai / eka zAzvata aura aprakampa haiM, kabhI prakampita nahIM hotaa| kintu sAtha meM vaha prakampanoM se ghirA rahatA hai| cAroM ora prakampana hI prakampana, taraMgeM hI taraMgeM,UrmiyAM hI UrmiyAM uchalatI rahatI haiM / hamArA pUrA vyaktitva UrmiyoM kA eka jAla hai / prakampana prakampana se prabhAvita hotA hai / eka zaktizAlI vyakti hotA hai, eka prANavAn vyakti hotA hai, usakI prANadhArA ke varcasvI prakampana nikalate haiM to Asa-pAsa meM baiThe sAre loga prabhAvita ho jAte haiM, prakampita ho jAte haiM / isIlie samUha dhyAna kA bar3A mahattva hotA hai aura isIlie zAsana kA bhI bahata mahattva hotA hai| eka zAsana hai| zAsana meM eka netA yA sAdhaka zaktizAlI hai to samUcA zAsana usase prabhAvita ho jAtA hai / tapasyA, hamArI jJAna kI ArAdhanA caritra aura darzana kI ArAdhanA jitanI zaktizAlI hotI hai, anuzAstA kI jitanI zaktizAlI hotI hai, saba usase prabhAvita ho jAte haiN| Azcarya to yaha hotA hai ki eka zaktizAlI vyakti ho gayA, calA gayA, usakI vANI bacI huI hai, usa vANI meM bhI itanI tAkata hotI hai ki usase loga prabhAvita ho jAte haiN| AcArya bhikSu ne kucha kahA, cale ge| Aja do zatAbdiyAM bIta gaI, kintu unakI vANI meM Aja bhI camatkAra hai / eka bAra maiMne likhA thA namaskAra he santa ! tumhAre zabdoM meM koI camatkAra hai, unake zabdoM meM Aja bhI camatkAra hai, aisA lagatA hai ki kaThinAI samApta ho rahI hai / cale jAne vAle vyakti ke prakampana bhI zeSa raha jAte haiM, hajAroM varSoM taka raha jAte haiM / isIlie sthAna kA mahattva hotA hai, tapobhUmi kA mahattva hotA hai, tapasvI kA mahattva hotA hai / jisa sthAna meM vaha jiyA, jisa sthAna meM usane tapasyA kI, sAdhanA kI, usa sthAna se cale jAne ke bAda bhI usake prabhAva aura usake prakampana usa sthAna meM, usa vAtAvaraNa meM baca jAte haiM aura ve hajAroM-hajAroM logoM ko lambe samaya taka prabhAvita karate rahate haiN| jina zAsana hamAre sAmane eka adbhuta zAsana hai| zAsana ke do rUpa banate haiM eka hai krUratA kA zAsana aura dUsarA hai cetanA kA zAsana / bahuta se loga anuzAsana ko lAne ke lie krUra zAsana meM vizvAsa karate haiM aura bahuta loga isa bAta meM vizvAsa karate haiM ki zAsana AtmA kI sahaja, svAbhAvika preraNA se udbhUta hotA hai / kSAnti, mukti, Arjava aura mArdava-ye cAra bAteM hotI haiM to www.

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40 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi zAsana kA vikAsa hotA hai / kSAnti kA artha hai--sahiSNutA / jo bhI kaThinAI Ae, samasyA Ae, hamArA dhyeya vicalita na ho| choTI yA bar3I ulajhana A jAe, use hama jheleM, sahana kareM, use pAra kareM, usameM DUba na jaaeN| itanI zakti kA vikAsa ho jAe to usI kA nAma hai--kSAnti / yahI hai sahiSNutA kA vikAsa, jisakI Aja ke samAja meM sabase jyAdA kamI hai| Aja to aisA lagatA hai ki sahiSNutA koI jAnatA hI nhiiN| kisI kI bhI parIkSA karanI ho to do zabda kahakara dekha lo, patA laga jaaegaa| Aja ke samAja meM sahiSNutA kA tattva vilupta hotA jA rahA hai| ho gayA kaheM to bhI koI kaThinAI nahIM hogI / mukti kA artha hai-nirlobhatA, anAsakta bhAva / RjutA kA artha hai-mana, vANI aura zarIra kI saralatA, vakratA kA sarvathA varjana / mRdutA kA artha hai--mArdava, komalatA / ye cAra tattva jisameM vikasita hote haiM, vaha jina zAsana hotA hai, AtmA kA zAsana hotA hai| isake viparIta asahiSNutA, lobha, kuTilatA aura kaThoratA-ye cAra tattva jisameM hote haiM, vaha krUratA kA zAsana hotA hai / vaha jina zAsana nahIM, ajina-zAsana hotA hai / ina donoM meM antara hai| logoM meM dhAraNA ho gaI ki bhaya ke binA zAsana nahIM calatA / bAta ThIka hai, saba loga samAna nahIM hote aura bhaya ke bina zAsana nahIM cltaa| kintu isa bAta ko bhI sAtha meM svIkAra karanA cAhie ki bhaya ke sAtha jo zAsana calatA hai, vaha lar3akhar3AtA huA calatA hai / vaha zAsana prakAza meM to Thoka calatA hai, kintu aMdhakAra meM bilakula ulTA calatA hai / sAmane bilakula ThIka calegA, para aMdhakAra meM nahIM / aMdhakAra kA matalaba rAta nahIM, aMdhakAra kA matalaba hai-jaba koI nahIM dekha rahA ho / chipe meM bilakula ulTA calegA / jaise hI bhaya AtA hai, saba bhUgRha meM cale jAte haiN| cInI bhUmigata ho jAtI hai, anAja bhUmigata ho jAtA hai, AdamI bhUmigata ho jAte haiM aura maje se zAsana calatA hai| mithyA dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa hamane aisA mAna liyaa| kucha loga yaha mAna baiThe ki jitanI krUratA kI jAegI zAsana utanA hI ThIka clegaa| ___ kanphyUziyasa apane ziSyoM ke sAtha tAI pahAr3a se gujara rahe the| dekhA, eka strI ro rahI hai / kanphyUziyasa usake pAsa ge| pUchA--bahana ! ro kyoM rahI ho? usane kahA-kyA karUM, yaha bahuta bar3A bhayAnaka jaMgala hai| isa jaMgala meM cIte bahuta rahate haiN| eka Adamakhora cIte ne mere lar3ake ko khA liyaa| kahate-kahate vaha aura joroM se ro pdd'ii| kanphyUziyasa DhAMDhasa baMdhAte hue bole-tuma jyAdA kyoM ro rahI ho? usane kahA-isI cIte ne pahale mere pati ko khaayaa| usase

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jina zAsana :1 bhI pahale isI cIte ne mere zvasura ko khAyA thaa| kanphyUziyasa ne kahA-jaba cIte ne tumhAre zvasura ko, pati ko aura aba putra ko khA DAlA to phira tuma isa ghora jaMgala meM kyoM rahatI ho? nagara meM kyoM nahIM calI jAtI ? usane kahA-maiM nagara meM nahIM jAnA cAhatI, vahAM eka krUra atyAcArI kA zAsana hai| yahAM cAhe cItA khA khAe, para zAsana to atyAcArI kA nahIM hai / rahUMgI to yahIM, maiM vahAM nahIM jaauuNgii| hara vyakti ghabarAtA hai atyAcArI zAsana se / phira atyAcArI kA zAsana banatA kyoM hai ? vaha banatA hai mithyA dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa / hamane yaha mAna liyA ki krUratA ke binA zAsana nahIM cala sakatA, DaMDe ke binA zAsana nahIM calatA, bhaya ke binA zAsana nahIM calatA / bhaya ke binA prIti nahIM hotI / aisI mithyA mAnyatAeM hamane banA lI aura unakA prayoga kara rahe haiN| karane vAloM ko zAyada anubhava nahIM hotA, para jina para bItatI hai unako mAlUma hotA hai ki yaha zAsana kaisA hai| AdamI sacamuca anuzAsana nahIM cAhatA aura kara anuzAsana to cAhatA hI nhiiN| kabhI nahIM caahtaa| hama cAhate haiM ki anuzAsana Ae / mujhe to nahIM patA ki anuzAsana kI itanI raTa kyoM lagAI jA rahI hai ? kyoM jarUrI hai anuzAsana? isIlie ki eka AdamI bar3A banA rahe, dUsarA choTA banA rahe / dUsarA choTA na ho to koI bar3A nahIM bana sakatA aura eka AdamI ko bar3A banane ke lie dUsare ko choTA banAnA jarUrI hai aura choTA banAe rakhane ke lie anuzAsana rakhanA jarUrI hai / yaha to vahI bAta huI, jamIMdArI rahanI hai to gulAmI kI prathA bhI jarUrI hai aura gulAma kisI ko rakhanA hai to phira kAnUna bhI jarUrI hai| binA kAnUna ke koI gulAma nahIM raha sakatA, binA kAnUna ke koI dAsa nahIM raha sakatA / samAja kA jIvana aisA jIvana hotA hai ki pahale eka mithyA dRSTi kA nirmANa karo, mithyA mAnyatA banAo aura phira usake AdhAra para jIvana calAo / usameM jaba kaThinAI Ae to DaMDe kA prayoga karo / usa kaThinAI ko hala karane ke lie usake sivA koI aura upAya nahIM ho sakatA / yadi hamAre samAja meM ye mithyA mAnyatAeM nahIM hotI, galata dhAraNAeM hama nahIM banAte to hameM DaMDe ke prayoga kI AvazyakatA hI na hotI / isIlie hamane aisA mAna liyA ki kucha vyakti zAsana karane ke lie paidA hote haiM, zeSa sArI janatA usa zAsana ko mAnane ki lie paidA hotI hai| Aja sthiti yaha ho gaI hai ki zAsana kisI ko mila nahIM rahA hai| zAsana vaha hotA hai, jisake dvArA samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho / yahI artha hai zAsana kaa| koI

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi vyakti apanI svataMtratA ko sImita karatA hai to usakA artha hai, usako pratiphala mile, samasyAeM kama hoM / jisameM samasyA ko kama karane kI kSamatA ho, vaha zAsana ho sakatA hai| prazna hogA ki kyA jina zAsana meM hamAre mAnavIya jIvana kI samasyAoM ko kama karane kI kSamatA hai? AcArya ne uttara meM kahA-hAM, vaha mAnavIya samasyAoM ko sulajhAne meM sakSama hai| jo loga jina zAsana kI zaraNa meM Ate haiM, ve saMsAra-sAgara ko tara jAte haiN| bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAta hai saMsAra sAgara ko tara jAnA / Aja kI bhASA meM kahUM to yahI hai samasyAoM kA pAra pA jAnA / samasyAoM kA Ara hotA hai to pAra bhI hotA hai / samasyA kyA hai ? samasyA eka nahIM, hajAroM haiN| una samasyAoM meM eka bar3I samasyA hai--bImArI / bImArI tIna prakAra kI hotI hai--zarIra kI bImArI, mana kI bImArI aura AtmA kI bImArI / AdhyAtmika roga, mAnasika roga aura zArIrika rog| yaha jinavacana ina tInoM bImAriyoM ke lie auSadhi hai, davA hai, bazarte ki koI lenA jAne / jinavANI ke AdhAra para zarIra ke rogoM kI cikitsA kI jA sakatI hai, mana aura bhAvanA ke rogoM kI cikitsA kI jA sakatI hai / kaSAya bhAvanA kA roga hai / krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, bhaya-ye saba bhAvanA ke roga haiM, mAnasika ulajhaneM haiM / suzruta ne vyAdhiyoM kA jo vargIkaraNa kiyA hai, usameM eka hai--mAnasika bImArI / mAnasika bImArI kA vahI lakSaNa diyA hai, jo ArtadhyAna kA lakSaNa hai / iSTa kA viyoga na ho jAe aura aniSTa kA yoga na ho jAe-isa prakAra kI cintA jisake mana meM jAga jAtI hai, vaha mAnasika rUpa se bImAra ho jAtA hai / jo vyakti nirantara yaha socatA rahe ki yaha vastu milI hai, kahIM calI na jaae| dhana milA hai, kahIM calA na jAe / itanA bar3A parivAra milA, kahIM samApta na ho jaae| itanA padArtha milA hai, kahIM calA na jAe aura kahIM par3osI kharAba na A jaae| kahIM cora na A jAeM / koI luTerA rAste meM na mila jaae| koI aisA adhikArI na A jAe jo hamAre do nambara ke khAte pakar3a le / priya kA viyoga na ho, apriya kA yoga na ho, yaha nirantara cintA rahatI hai to mAnasika bImArI bana jAtI hai / ise dharma kI bhASA meM kahA jAtA hai-mAnasika roga / Aja sArA samAja isa mAnasika roga se pIr3ita hai| loga Azcarya karate haiM ki Aja hArTa Trabala yA hArTa aTaika itanA jyAdA kyoM bar3ha rahA hai ? hRdaya roga kI bAteM to itanI nahIM sunI jAtI thIM / Aja to choTe-choTe logoM ko bhI hArTa aTaika hone lagA hai| hArTa aTaika kyoM nahIM hogA? jaba mana ke rogoM

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jina zAsana : 1 ko samAja itanA pAlatA jA rahA hai to becArA hArTa bhI kaba taka sAtha degaa| hArTa ko cAhie pUrA vizrAma / thor3A vizrAma to vaha apane Apa karatA hai| prakRti ne aisI vyavasthA banAI hai ki eka bAra vaha dhar3akatA hai to dUsare kSaNa meM vaha thor3A vizrAma kara letA hai| phira dhar3akatA hai to phira vizrAma kara letA hai / para itanA hI paryApta nahIM, use aura jyAdA vizrAma cAhie / Aja kA AdamI to khAlI rahatA hI nhiiN| sotA bhI hai to samasyAoM ko lekara sotA hai, sapanoM ke sAtha sotA hai| kucha loga to zAyada nIMda se uThate haiM to bhI sapanoM ke sAtha uThate haiM / itane sapane, itanI kalpanAeM, itanA bhaya sirahAne lekara sote haiM ki jAgane para bhI unase mukta nahIM ho pAte / sote haiM taba bhI bhaya ko sirahAne lekara sote haiM aura jAgate haiM to sabase pahale bhagavAn kA darzana usI bhaya kA hotA hai| usa maMgala prabhAta meM maMgalamaya devatA sAmane AtA hai to vaha bhaya aura cintA kA hI AtA hai, phira hArTa Trabala kyoM na ho, hRdaya kA AghAta kyoM na ho? bhAvanA kI bImArI hai, mana kI bImArI hai to zarIra kI bImArI na ho, yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? yaha to svAbhAvika hI hai| aura zarIra kI bImArI ko miTAne ke lie Aja cikitsA kI paddhati bhI aisI mila gaI jo yaha cAhatI hai ki bImArI kA cakravyUha TUTe nahIM, khaMDita na ho / eka bImArI ko miTAne ke lie itanI teja davA dI jAe ki dUsarI bImArI paidA na ho jaae| pahalI calI jAe, dUsarI paidA ho jAe / barAbara saMtuti cale / kahIM aisA na ho ki saMtati khaMDita ho jaae| bhale hI bImArI ko goda lenA par3e, para chor3anA nhiiN| kyoMki nAma barAbara calanA caahie| Apa loga bhI nAma chor3anA nahIM cAhate / vaMza-paramparA ko calAne ke lie putra nahIM hotA to jaise-taise kisI ko goda le lete haiM ki nAma cle| nAma barAbara calatA rahegA, amara rahe, vyakti mare nahIM / bar3A Dara lagatA hai marane se / to bhalA bImArI kyoM nahIM cAhegI ki maiM bhI amara rahUM? jaba bhAvanA Apa meM hai to ApakI bhAvanA bImArI meM bhI hogI / eka aisA cakra calatA hai ki kahIM aMta nahIM hotA / jinavacana isake lie eka auSadhi hai| caraka ne likhA hai--jo roga ko samApta kare aura nayA roga paidA na kare, usakA nAma cikitsA hai / jinavacana eka aisI davA hai jo bImArI ko samApta karatI hai aura nayI bImArI ko paidA nahIM hone detii| bur3hApA, janma aura maraNaye tIna sabase bar3I bImAriyAM haiM / AdamI bUr3hA banatA hai jaba ki bUr3hA bananA koI cAhatA nahIM / AdamI maratA hai jaba ki maranA bhI koI cAhatA nahIM / isalie bUr3hA

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44 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi hone kA Dara rahatA hai aura marane kA to sabase bar3A Dara rahatA hai / janmane kA Dara nahIM lagatA kyoMki isake bAre meM vaha jAnatA hI nhiiN| kintu janma lenA bhI eka bImArI mAnI jAtI hai| cauthI bImArI hai--zarIra kii| cAra duHkha mAne jAte haiM--janma, maraNa, jarA aura vyAdhi / jinavacana meM bur3hApe ko haraNa karane kI kSamatA hai| jinavacana mRtyu kA bhI haraNa kara sakatA hai| roga kA nivAraNa kara ajeya aura amara banA sakatA hai| aisA lagatA hai ki yaha atizayokti hai| bhalA jinavacana bur3hApe kA haraNa kaise karegA? yadi aisA hotA to jinavacana kA akhaMDa pATha kara sAre bUr3he javAna bana jAte / kaise haraNa hogA? yadi maraNa kA haraNa ho sake to zAyada jo loga marane ke nikaTa haiM, ve to jarUra akhaMDa pATha zurU kara deMge ki aba to mareMge nahIM, amaratA kA paTTA hameM mila gyaa| jinavacana se yadi bImArI samApta hotI to sAre davAkhAne baMda ho jAte aura vahAM jinavacana kA akhaMDa pATha calane lagatA / kyA yaha atizayokti nahIM hai ? kyA likhane vAloM ne koI aisI bAta nahIM likha dI jo asvAbhAvika hai ? aisA sahaja hI eka prazna ubharatA hai / kintu hama thor3A gaharAI meM jAeM to yaha bAta satya pratIta hogii| svayaM mere mana meM yaha prazna bahuta bAra uThatA thA ki yoga ke granthoM meM jahAM bhI dekho likhA milatA hai yaha prayoga karo to 'ajarAmaro bhaviSyati' ajara-amara ho jaaoge| yaha likhane vAle bhI mara gae / 'ajarAmaro bhaviSyati'-likhane vAle svayaM to bar3he hokara mara gaye, phira kaise unakI bAta ko saca mAne / zabdoM meM hI raheM to bar3A virodhAbhAsa lagatA hai aura hRdaya taka pahuMcane kA prayatna kareM to bahuta sAra bhI upalabdha ho jAtA hai / ajara aura amara hogA-isakA tAtparya yaha nahIM ki kabhI bUr3hA nahIM hogA aura nahIM maregA / isakA matalaba yaha hai ki bur3hApe ko bhI harSa ke sAtha svIkAra kara legA aura bur3hApe ke jo duHkha hote haiM ve duHkha nahIM hoMge / mRtyu ko bhI harSa ke sAtha svIkAra karegA aura maraNa kA bhaya nahIM staaegaa| bur3hApA bhI sukhada hogA aura maraNa bhI sukhada hogA, adhika lAbhadAyI bana jaaegaa| itanA to nizcita hI hai ki jyAdA bUr3hA vaha banatA hai jo hara kSaNa tanAva se bharA rahatA hai / Aja manovaijJAnika isa bAta ko mAnate haiM ki bur3hApA tanAva ke kAraNa zIghra AtA hai / jiha vyakti meM jitanA adhika mAnasika tanAva hotA hai vaha utanA adhika bUr3hA hotA hai| bUr3he hone kA lakSaNa kyA hai? kucha to zArIrika lakSaNa hote haiM bur3hApe ke, jaise-dAMta gira jAnA, bAla sapheda ho jAnA, ye bur3hApe ke lakSaNa haiM / kucha mAnasika lakSaNa hote haiM, jaise-nirAza ho jAnA, zravaNa-zakti kama ho

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jina zAsana: 1 jAnA, purAnI bAteM yAda karanA aura yAda kara duHkha yA sukha kA anubhava karanA / eka samaya hama aisA karate the, hamAre samaya meM aisA hotA thA, atIta ko smaraNa karanA aura usa para sira dhunanA / bAte yAda karate jAnA, smRtiyoM kA cakkA calate rahanA, smRtiyAM mukta hotI rheN| kinhIM smRtiyoM ke AdhAra para AdamI haMsatA rahe aura kinhIM smRtiyoM ke AdhAra para AdamI rotA rahe-yaha sababur3hApe kA mAnasika lakSaNa hai| jisa vyakti meM kAma karane kI kSamatA hotI hai, vaha kabhI bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| eka bAra rAjaladesara meM sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI goSThI thii| goSThI meM lambI carcA clii| AcAryavara ne kahA-'mahAprajJa ! tuma yuvAcArya ho gae isalie yaha apane Apa hI siddha ho gayA ki maiM vRddhAcArya ho gyaa| para maiM kAma karane kI dRSTi se vRddha nahIM huuN| kAma karatA rhuuNgaa| tuma apanA kAma karo, maiM apanA kAma kruuNgaa| tumheM isa kAma meM abhI nahIM ddaaluuNgaa| tumhAre kArya meM vyavadhAna meM nahIM kruuNgaa| tuma yuvAcArya ho gae isalie AcArya kA bhI kAma karo aura upAdhyAya kA bhI kAma kro| ye donoM kAma tumhAre caleM, calate raheM kyoMki inakI Aja bahuta jarUrata hai| maiM apanA kAma karatA rahUMgA, tumheM abhI ina kAmoM meM nahIM ddaaluuNgaa| isakA matalaba hai ki maiM kAma se mukta nahIM ho rahA hN|' jo AdamI kAma se mukta ho gayA, samajha lo anAyAsa hI vaha bUr3hA ho gyaa| Aja kI bhASA meM riTAyarDa hone kA matalaba hai-AdhA bUr3hA ho jAnA, pacAsa pratizata bar3hA bana jaanaa| vaha socatA hai-aba to maiM bekAra haiN| isa 'bekAra' zabda ne hI eka aisA prabhAva paidA kara diyA ki jo 55 varSa yA 58 varSa kA hotA hai, jisameM karmajAzakti hotI hai, kAma karane kI kSamatA hotI hai, usase yaha kahA jAe ki aba tuma yaha kAma karo to vaha yahI kahegA ki aba mujhase yaha kAma nahIM hogA, itanA kAma karUMgA to merI zakti aura ghaTa jAegI / kAma karane se to zakti ghaTatI nahIM, para vaha cintA avazya hI zakti ko kSINa kara detI hai| DaoN. nathamala TAMTiyA isake udAharaNa haiN| ina para vaha riTAyarameMTa kA asara nahIM huaa| dina meM ATha ghaMTA, dasa ghaMTA aura bAraha ghaMTA bhI koI kAma lene vAlA ho to kAma de dete haiM, par3ha lete haiM / yaha anubhava nahIM karate ki merI zakti kSINa ho jaaegii| yaha hamArA galata cintana hai| jisase zakti bar3hatI hai, use hamane zakti kSINa hone kA sAdhana mAna liyA aura yaha bur3hApe kI cintA jo vAstava meM zakti

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ko kSINa karatI hai use pAla liyA aura mana hI mana use kaha diyA-ajara-amara raho tuma, hamAre sAtha nirantara baittho| yaha mAnasika cintA, mAnasika tanAva bur3hApA lAtA hai / jinazAsana meM jAne vAlA vyakti mAnasika cintAoM, mAnasika tanAvoM se nahIM ghiratA, isalie usakA bur3hApA bhI duHkhadAyI nahIM hotA / yoM to vaha derI se AtA hai / zArIrika bur3hApA AtA hai to bhI mAnasika bur3hApA use nahIM staataa| jinavANI ke dvArA vyAdhiyAM kaise miTatI haiM ? kisa prakAra roga miTAe jA sakate haiM? kitanI bar3I vaha cikitsA hai ? agara ise samajha liyA jAe, isakA upayoga kiyA jAe to DaoNkTaroM ko bAra-bAra bulAne kI jarUrata nahIM rhegii| bulAnA tabhI par3egA jaba koI anivAryatA kI sthiti A jaae| davAiyoM kA bhArI-bharakama sUcIpatra lekara meDikala kI dukAnoM ke cakkara nahIM lagAne pdd'eNge| Aja kA vizvAsa hamArA aisA ho gayA ki jo DaoNkTara davAiyoM kI lambI tAlikA banAkara nahIM detA use hama acchA DaoNkTara hI nahIM smjhte| ludhiyAnA ke sI.ema.sI. haoNspiTala ke mukhya phijIziyana ne eka dina mujhase kahA--mahArAja ! maiM davAI meM vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| maiM mAnatA hUM ki davAiyAM bahuta nukasAna pahuMcAtI haiM / maiM eka davA likhatA hUM rogI ko / maiMne kahA-ApakA yaha vizvAsa? ve bole-maiM vizvAsapUrvaka kahatA hUM ki davAiyAM bahuta khataranAka hotI haiN| isIlie bahuta sAre rogiyoM ko to yahI kaha detA hUM ki jAo, tumheM davA kI koI jarUrata nahIM, bhojana badala do, ThIka ho jaaoge| kisI-kisI ko anivArya samajhakara sirpha eka davA likha detA huuN| kintu bharosA nahIM hotA rogI ko / vaha choTe DaoNkTaroM ke pAsa jAtA hai ki kevala eka davA se hama kaise ThIka hoNge| DaoNkTara sAhaba ke pAsa gae para unhoMne to koI davA hI nahIM likhI / vaha samajhadAra DaoNkTara dasa-bIsa davAiyAM likha detA hai aura pAMca sau-hajAra rupayoM kA bila banA detA hai / marIja ko bhI DaoNkTara kI yogyatA para vizvAsa ho jAtA hai / vaha sabhI se kahane lagatA hai ki ye DaoNkTara sAhaba bar3e acche haiM / yaha hai Aja kI manaHsthiti, hamArI doSapUrNa AsthA / hamArI AsthA badale, jinavANI meM bImAriyoM ko miTAne kI jo kSamatA hai use hama samajheM aura usakA prayoga kara svAsthya-lAbha kreN|

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jina zAsana : 2 eka goSThI kA Ayojana thaa| priMsipala, prophesara aura lekcarAra upasthita the| unhoMne eka prazna upasthita kiyA, tapasyA hai yathArtha aura mahAvIra ko hamane Aja yathArtha ke rUpa meM sunA / yaha ThIka hai ki hama yathArtha ko AMkhoM se ojhala na kareM / samasyA hai--roTI, kapar3A aura makAna kI / Aja pAnI kI bhI samasyA bana gaI, bijalI kI bhI samasyA bana gaI, UrjA kI samasyA bana gaI aura kirosina tela jaisI vastu kI bhI samasyA bana gaI / samasyA hai yathArtha kI aura hama bAta karate haiM dharma kI / dharma se to roTI kI samasyA hala nahIM hogI, yathArtha kI samasyA to sulajhegI nahIM / phira kyA hogA? ye bahuta sAre prazna unake mana meM ubhara gae yA kala maiMne carcA meM ubhAra die| usI carcA ke sandarbha meM unhoMne prazna prastuta kie| sacamuca vikaTa prazna hai / eka ora dharma kA prazna, dUsarI ora jIvana kA prazna / AdamI to pUrA jI bhI nahIM pA rahA hai aura hama dharma kI carcA karate haiM / una logoM ko to patA nahIM calatA jinheM peTa bhara roTI mila jAtI hai kintu una logoM ko vAstava meM patA calatA hai jinheM khAne ke lie hamezA cintita rahanA par3atA hai| subaha hotI hai to zAma ke lie phira cintita aura zAma hotI hai to phira subaha ke lie cintita / unheM vAstava meM patA calatA hai ki jIvana kaise jIyA jAtA hai / eka bAra DaoN. rAmamanohara lohiyA ne kahA-Apa mere sAtha gAMva meM cale, phira maiM Apako batAUM ki vAstavikatA kyA hai / bar3e darda se unhoMne kahA, kahA hI nahIM balki gurUdeva se anurodha kiyA ki muni nathamalajI ko Apa mere gAMva meM bheje / maiM unheM vastusthiti batAnA cAhatA huuN| itanA Agraha kiyA to gurUdeva ne kahA ki samaya hogA to saMbhava ho skegaa| lohiyAjI ne batAyA ki hamAre hindustAna meM solaha karor3a AdamI (pacIsa-tIsa varSa pahale kI bAta hai) aise haiM, jinheM pUrI roTI bhI nahIM milatI / bar3A vikaTa prazna hai / Aja sAre saMsAra meM isa prazna para bahuta gambhIratA se cintana ho rahA hai| kucha pazcimI dArzanikoM ne jaba ina yathArtha samasyAoM para vicAra kiyA to isa prazna ko aura ubharane kA maukA mila gyaa| sAmyavAda kI praNAlI AyI, samAjavAdI jIvana kI praNAlI AyI

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi aura kucha socane ko milA / Aja sAre saMsAra meM eka praznacihna banA huA hai ki dharma hamAre lie jarUrI hai yA roTI? eka palar3e para dharma hai aura dUsare palar3e meM roTI hai / hama mahAvIra kI carcA kareM, mahAvIra kI jayantI manAeM, dharma kI carcA kareM, dharma kA samAroha manAeM to ina donoM ke bIca meM khar3A rahanA hogaa| eka palar3e meM dharma hogA, mahAvIra hoMge yA koI aura avatAra hogA aura dUsare palar3e meM roTI-pAnI hogii| hama donoM ke sandarbha meM kisakI carcA kareM? kyA kareM? yadi roTI ke sandarbha meM hama dharma kI carcA karate haiM to aisA lagatA hai ki roTI kI samasyA hai hI nhiiN| ___ maiMne prazna ke uttara meM kahA-apanA-apanA dRSTikoNa hai / eka hI bAta ko hama do dRSTiyoM se hI nahIM, hajAra dRSTiyoM se dekha sakate haiM / draSTA kA apanA-apanA dRSTikoNa hotA hai / rAma ne hanumAna se pUchA ki jahAM sItA rahatI thI vaha vATika kaisI thI? vATikA meM kyA thA? usake per3a paudhe kaise the? usake phUla kaise the? hanumAna ne sArA varNana kiyA ki phUloM kI bagiyA thI, phUla the, sAre phUla lAla hI lAla the| vaha lAla phUloM kI bagiyA thI / sItA se bhI pUchA / unhoMne bhI kahA-sahI bAta hai / hanumAna kA sArA varNana sahI hai, para eka bAta vaha galata kaha rahA hai / phUla lAla nahIM, phUla bilakula sapheda the| vaha sapheda phUloM kI bagiyA thii| kitanA bar3A antara? donoM pratyakSadarzI / sItA bhI pratyakSadarzI aura hanumAna bhI pratyakSadarzI / sunI-sunAI bAta jhUThI ho sakatI hai para AMkhoM-dekhI bAta aura ve bhI donoM AMkhoM se dekhane vAle / hanumAna kahate haiM phUla the lAla aura sItA kahatI haiM phUla the sapheda / bahuta bar3A antara hai| rAma to draSTA the| unhoMne kahA-bilakula ThIka hai| sItA ne kahA-yaha galata kaha rahA hai| rAma ne kahA-yaha bilakula ThIka kaha rahA hai, galata nahIM kaha rahA hai / sItA ghora Azcarya meM par3a gaI / maiM vahAM rahI, phUloM ko dekhA aura rAma mujhe jhUThA batA rahe haiM, hanumAna kI bAta ko saca kaha rahe haiN| yaha kaise? sItA ne pUchA-donoM ThIka kaise ho sakate haiM ? rAma ne kahA-tuma zAnta thIM / tumane zAnta AMkhoM se phUloM ko dekhA, isalie tumheM phUla sapheda hI dikhAI die / hanumAna ne krodha bharI AMkhoM se, uttejanA bharI AMkhoM se phUloM ko dekhA hai isalie use lAla hI dikhAI die, sapheda kaise dikhAI dete? donoM ThIka hI kahate ho| eka bAta ko aneka dRSTiyoM se dekhA jA sakatA hai / dekhane kA koNa eka hI nahIM hotA, dekhane kI dRSTi eka nahIM hotii| agara hama vyApakatA meM jAeM,

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jina zAsana : 2 49 apanI cetanA ko vikasita kareM to eka ghaTanA ko eka tathya ko anaMta - anaMta dRSTiyoM se dekha sakate haiN| jaba anaMta dRSTiyoM se dekhate haiM taba hameM sacAI kA patA calatA hai / eka dRSTi se dekhate haiM taba sacAI kA patA nahIM calatA / kahate to haiM, maiM sabako eka AMkha se dekhatA hUM, para eka AMkha se dekhanA acchA thor3e hI hotA hai / yaha to bar3e garva ke sAtha kahA jAtA hai ki sabako eka AMkha se dekhatA hUM / ThIka hai, jise dUsarI AMkha prApta hI nahIM to becArA donoM se dekhegA kyA ? eka se hI dekhegaa| paMjAba kA rAjA raNajIta siMha / eka musalamAna kurAna zarIpha likhakara lAyA / bahuta bar3I aura kImatI / maMtrI ko diyaa| maMtrI ne dekhA -- bahuta sundara likhA hai / mUlya bahuta adhika mAMgA gayA, kaI hajAroM meM / maMtrI ne asvIkAra kara diyA / samrAT ne dekhA aura kahA- aisA nahIM ho sakatA / mUlya dekara use kharIda liyaa| loga bar3e Azcarya meM pdd'e| unhoMne kahA -- mahArAjapravara ! yaha Apane kyA kiyA ? Apa to hindU haiM, sikha haiM, islAma dharma ko mAnane vAle nahIM aura eka islAmI grantha ke lie Apane itanI bar3I kImata cukA dI, yaha kaise kiyA ? rAjA ne kahA- 'maiM sabako eka hI AMkha se dekhatA hUM / ' bilakula ThIka bAta thI / kyoMki unheM eka hI AMkha upalabdha thI, dUsarI thI hI nahIM / prakRti kI dena thI aisI / eka se dekhanA hI koI bahuta acchI bAta nahIM hotI aura aneka se dekhanA koI burI bAta nahIM hotI / eka se dekhanA acchA ho sakatA hai, kintu aneka se dekhanA bahuta acchA / hama aneka dRSTiyoM se dekheM to patA calegA ki roTI kI samasyA to vAstava meM samasyA hai hI nahIM / yaha samasyA manuSya ne paidA kI hai / padArtha ke jagat meM koI samasyA nahIM hai / samasyA cetanA 1 jagat meM hai / manuSya ne hI isa samasyA ko janma diyA hai / merA nizcita vizvAsa hai ki yadi mAnasika samasyAeM nahIM hotI to duniyA meM roTI kI samasyA kabhI paidA hI nahIM hotI / roTI kI samasyA tabhI hai jaba AdamI svayaM samasyA se ghirA huA ho, apanI mAnasika samasyAoM se ulajhA huA ho| usameM krodha hai, ahaMkAra hai, kapaTa hai, vaha chipAnA jAnatA hai / pracura padArtha haiM, para chipA detA hai, saba gAyaba ho jAte haiM / usameM lobha hai, vaha saMgraha karanA jAnatA hai / Aja yadi saMgraha kI samasyA na ho to manuSya ke lie roTI kI koI samasyA nahIM hai / yaha samasyA saMgrahakhoroM ke dvArA paidA kI gaI samasyA hai| yaha samasyA AlasI aura jamAkhoroM dvArA paidA kI gaI samasyA hai| vAstava meM sabase bar3I samasyA hamArI mAnasika samasyA hai / kucha zAzvata satya hote haiM, yUnivarsala laoN hote haiM, aura unake AdhAra

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50 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi para samAja kA jIvana calatA hai / zAzvata niyamoM kI avahelanA kara manuSya apanA kAnUna, apanA vidhAna aura apanI AcAra-saMhitA banAtA hai, taba vAstava meM samasyAeM paidA hotI haiN| jo loga ina zAzvata niyamoM ko mAnakara calate haiM, unake lie samasyAeM paidA hI nahIM hotI / maiM mAnatA hUM dharma aura kucha nahIM, eka zAzvata niyama kI vyAkhyA hai / dharma jAgatika niyama hai, sArvabhauma niyama hai / isa niyama kI koI avahelanA prakRti meM nahIM hotI / isa niyama ke AdhAra para yadi hamAre jIvana kI yAtrA cale to roTI kI samasyA paidA nahIM hogii| hamane kRtrima samasyAeM paidA kI haiM / samasyA vAstava meM kRtrima haiN| mUla samasyA hai mana kI samasyA, indriyoM kI ucchaMkhalatA, kaSAya kI prabalatA, rAgadveSa aura svAmitva kI bhAvanA tathA ahaMkAra kI prabalatA-ye hI vAstava meM sArI samasyAeM haiN| yadi ina samasyAoM kA samAdhAna hotA hai to yathArtha lagane vAlI samasyAeM apane Apa sulajha jAtI hai, kintu hamane dvayaM ko sulajhAne kA prayatna kiyA, prathama kI ora dhyAna nahIM diyaa| eka mahAn itihAsakAra ne likhA hai ki roTI kI samasyA meM yadi manuSya DUbA rahe to yaha sabase bar3I mUrkhatA hogI / samasyA to vAstava meM dUsarI hai / eka mahAyuddha hotA hai aura bhayaMkara bImArI kI sthiti A jAtI hai| saba loga jAnate haiM ki dvitIya mahAyuddha nahIM huA thA taba padArthoM kI kImateM kyA thIM aura kitanI samasyAeM thIM tathA dvitIya mahAyuddha ke bAda kitanI samasyAeM aayiiN| dvitIya mahAyuddha ke pUrva evaM uttarakAlIna loga jAnate haiM ki kitanA antara AyA hai mUlyoM meM aura paristhitiyoM meM / eka bAra yuddha hotA hai to hajAroM kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI hai| hama gaharAI se cintana kareM ki vAstava meM samasyA mAnasika hai yA roTI kI samasyA hai? mAnasika samasyA kA samAdhAna dharma ho sakatA hai, mahAvIra ho sakate haiM, samAjavAdI aura sAmyavAdI praNAliyAM kabhI nahIM ho sktiiN|| ___ Aja ke saMsAra meM sabase bar3I samasyA hai--bhaya kI samasyA / eka hai asahiSNutA kI samasyA, uttejanA kI samasyA aura dUsarI hai bhaya kI samasyA, bImArI se samasyA / ina bar3hatI huI bImAriyoM se DaoNkTara parezAna haiM / Aja kitanA phailA hai DaoNkTaroM kA jAla / purAne jamAne meM itane vaidya aura DaoNkTara kahAM the? muzkila se bar3e gAMvoM meM eka milatA aura choTe gAMvoM meM to hotA hI nahIM thaa| kahAM thIM itanI davAiyAM aura kahAM the itane sAdhana? to phira sAtha-sAtha calanA hogA / bImAriyAM nahIM thIM kyoMki bImAriyoM ke kAraNa nahIM the| yadyapi pAnI sApha nahIM thA, aura bhI padArtha acche nahIM rahe hoMge, phira bhI manuSya kI roga-pratirodhaka

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jina zAsana : 2 zakti itanI prabala thI ki bImAriyAM AtIM--zarIra taka pahuMcatI aura zarIra se itanA AkramaNa hotA ki ve vApasa calI jaatiiN| Aja manuSya kI roga-nirodhaka zakti itanI kamajora ho gaI ki bImArI par3osI ke hotI hai, phira bhI pahale usa taka pahuMca jAtI hai| aisA kyoM huA? isalie ki bhaya bar3hA hai| Aja sArA jIvana bhaya se bharA huA hai| sArA jIvana kRtrima bana gyaa| sAdhana bhI kRtrima, zvAsa bhI kRtrima, bahuta se logoM kA to hArTa bhI kRtrima, aura bhI bahuta sAre avayava kRtrima yA banAvaTI mila jaaeNge| khalIla jibrAna eka bahuta bar3e vicAraka hue haiM, bahuta bar3e dArzanika / eka bAra ve kheta meM gae / dekhA-eka har3appA khar3A hai (banAvaTI AdamI) / usake pAsa jAkara bole-bhaiyA ! tuma caubIsa ghaMTe khar3e rahate ho, kabhI thakate nahIM? har3appe ne uttara diyA ki ye jo pakSI Ate haiM inheM ur3Ane meM mujhe bar3A majA AtA hai| khalIla jibrAna bolA ki AdamI ko DarAne meM to mujhe bhI majA AtA hai / har3appe ne kahA-kyA tuma bhI merI taraha banAvaTI AdamI ho? sacamuca Aja AdamI banAvaTI bana gyaa| sArI kRtrimatA, sArI aupacArikatA, vAstavikatA DhUMDhane para muzkila se hI milatI hai / itanA kRtrima jIvana ho gayA, bhayabhIta jIvana ho gayA ki bImArI nahIM hogI to kyA hogA? hamArI carcA cala rahI thI, jinavacana eka davA hai, eka auSadhi hai bImAriyoM kii| dhyAna se suneM aura eka bAta para vizeSa dhyAna deM ki zarIra meM koI bImArI ho to pahale DaoNkTara ko na bulAeM, vaidya ko na bulAeM, kisI ko na dikhAeM / pahale ekAnta meM baiThakara pAMca minaTa kAyotsarga kareM, bilakula sthira aura zAnta hokara AtmAlocana kareM ki maiMne kauna-sI vikRti kI jisase ki yaha bImArI huI hai| kucha bImAriyAM krodha ke kAraNa paidA hotI hai| kucha bImAriyAM kapaTa aura mAyA ke kAraNa paidA hotI haiM, kucha bImAriyAM lobha ke kAraNa to bahuta sArI bImAriyAM indriyoM ke asaMyama ke kAraNa paidA hotI hai / hama pahale apanA AtmAlocana kareM ekAnta meM zAnti ke sAtha ki maiMne kauna-sA doSa kiyA hai jisake kAraNa yaha bImArI huI hai| DaoNkTara ko bahuta bulAne kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'egii| hama bhI bar3e vicitra AdamI ho gae ki hotA kucha hI hai aura karate kucha hI haiM / bImArI hotI hai apanI mAnasika durbalatAoM ke kAraNa aura cakkara lagAte rahate haiM DaoNkTaroM aura vaidyoM ke / unake pIche daur3ate jAte haiM, davAI lete jAte haiM, bImArI kA patA hI nahIM cltaa|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi purAne jamAne kI bAta hai--koI pAhunA aayaa| khAne ko anAra le liyA hAtha meN| dekhA--bIja hI bIja / saba pheMka diyA, chilakA khAne lgaa| khArA lgaa| yaha kyA? isase acchA to hamArA matIrA hotA hai| thoDe bIja hote haiM, AsAnI se nikAla die jAte haiM / yaha to sArA bIjoM se hI bharA hai / usase pUchA gayA-- phala khA liyA? khA to liyA para yaha kaisA phala diyA mujhe? isase to hamArA matIrA hI acchA hotA hai| usameM to bIja bIca meM hote haiN| maiMne to isake sAre bIja pheMka die aura zeSa khAyA to kar3avA lgaa| lagatA hai kucha aisI ajIba sthiti hamArI bhI ho gaI hai ki bIjoM ko to pheMkate cale jA rahe haiM aura chilake ko khA rahe haiN| mAnasika samasyAoM ko sulajhAne kI jo bAteM haiM unheM to anadekhA karate jA rahe haiM aura pIche jo kar3avAhaTa hai use khAte cale jA rahe haiM / hama kucha AtmAlocana kareM, kucha vicAra kareM, vimarza kareM / jo samasyA pahalI nahIM hai use pahalI nahIM mAneM aura jo pahalI hai use dUsarI na mAneM / Aja kI sArI samasyAoM meM mujhe eka samasyA bar3I lagatI hai-dRSTi kA viparyaya / mithyAdRSTi hamArI bana gii| usakA pariNAma yaha huA ki jo mukhya hai use gauNa mAna rahe haiM aura jo gauNa haiM use mukhya mAna rahe haiN| bahuta parivartana karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, kevala itanA-sA parivartana hama kareM ki makhya ko mukhya mAneM aura gauNa ko gauNa mAne / prathama ko prathama mAne, dvayaM ko dvayaM mAne / itanA-sA sAmAnya parivartana ho jAtA hai to merA vizvAsa hai ki yathArtha mAnI jAne vAlI samasyAeM apane Apa sulajha jaaeNgii| hama samyakdRSTi baneM / jinavANI kA sabase pahalA auSadha-tattva hai--samyakdRSTi / yaha sabase bar3I davA hai / prAkRtika cikitsA meM jaba taka enimA nahIM diyA jAtA, peTa kI saphAI nahIM hotI taba taka aura davA nahIM dI jAtI / anivArya hai peTa kI sphaaii| vijAtIya tattva ko bAhara nikAla denA, bAhara pheMka denA / hamAre bhItara mithyA tattva kA kitanA vijAtIya tattva bharA par3A hai / hama samyakdRSTi baneM, apane ko samyakdRSTi kareM / yathArtha ko yathArtha mAneM / itanA-sA parivartana ho jAe to jinavacana eka davA hai, eka auSadhi hai ki hama vartamAna kI samasyAoM ko sulajhA sakate haiM, hamArI bImAriyoM ko miTA sakate haiM / na kevala mAnasika bImAriyoM ko miTA sakate haiM balki zArIrika bImAriyoM ko bhI miTA sakate haiM / eka AdamI nIMda lene ke lie goliyAM letA hai, mana kI zAnti ke lie goliyAM letA hai| amerikA jaise deza meM araboM rupayoM kI goliyAM bikatI haiN| Apako jarUrata kyA hai? Apa prayoga kareM jinavANI kaa|

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jina zAsana : 2 caittA bhArahaM vAsaM, cakkavaTTI mhiddddiyo| saMti saMtikare loe, patto gaI maNuttaraM / itanA bar3A TraikvilAijara hai yaha zloka ki bhayaMkara anidrA ke rogI ko bhI nIMda A jaae| hama dhvani ko, dhvani ke camatkAroM ko bhUla gae / hajAroM davAiyAM jo kAma nahIM kara sakatIM vaha kAma eka maMtra kA uccAraNa kara sakatA hai| hama apanI dRSTi ko badaleM, use samyak kareM aura soceM / jisa mahAmaMtra kA hama dina-rAta prayoga karate haiM aura 'eso paMca NamokkAro, savva pAva paNAsaNo' bolate haiM yaha maMtra saba pApoM kA nAza karane vAlA hai to bImArI phira kaise baca jAegI / socate jA rahe haiM, samajha nahIM pA rahe haiM, AsthA kA nirmANa nahIM ho rahA hai| AsthA kA anubandha kareM aura dRSTi ko samyak kareM to mujhe lagatA hai ki jinavANI parama auSadhi hai hamAre duHkhoM ko miTAne kii|

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jIva : svarUpa aura lakSaNa jaina darzana dvaitavAdI darzana hai| usameM jIva aura ajIva donoM kI svataMtra sattA svIkRta hai-na ajIva se jIva utpanna hotA hai aura na jIva se ajIva / donoM anAdi-ananta dravya hai; donoM ke bIca eka zAzvata bhedarekhA hai-- caitanya jIva meM caitanya hotA hai, ajIva meM nahIM / yaha caitanya hI jIva kI svataMtra sattA kA hetu hai / I jagat meM do prakAra ke tattva haiM-- amUrta aura mUrta / dravya kA mUrtIkaraNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza aura AkAra ke dvArA hotA hai / paramANu pudgala meM ye sabhI hote haiM, isalie vaha mUrta dravya hai / jIva meM varNa Adi nahIM hai, isalie vaha amUrta dravya hai 1 amUrta dravya adRzya hotA hai / jo mUrta hotA hai vaha saba dRzya nahIM hotA, kintu jo dRzya hotA hai vaha mUrta hotA hI hai / sUkSma pariNati vAlA mUrta dravya dRzya nahIM hotA / dRzya vahI hotA hai, jisakI pariNati sthUla ho jAtI hai / jIva amUrta dravya hai, isalie vaha indriya dvArA dRzya nahIM hai / indriya, mana aura buddhi ke dvArA gamya bhI vaha nahIM hai / usakA guNa hai-- caitanya / vaha bhI adRzya hai / vaha kArya dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai; kintu indriya dvArA usakA bodha nahIM hotaa| jIva ke astitva kI asvIkRti kA sabase bar3A hetu hai-- usakI amUrtatA / bhRgu purohita ne apane putroM se kahA- jaise araNI meM agni utpanna hotI hai, dUdha meM ghI, tiloM meM tela, vaise hI zarIra meM jIva utpanna ho jAtA hai| isakA apanA svataMtra astitva nahIM hai / yadi vaha svataMtra hotA to jIva hamAre sAmane pratyakSa hotA / isa tarka ke uttara meM putra bole- pitA ! vaha hamArI indriyoM ke pratyakSa nahIM hai isakA kAraNa usake astitva kA na honA nahIM hai, kintu isakA kAraNa hai usakI amUrtatA / ' caitanya : eka sUrya I jIva sva- paraprakAzI hai / usameM apane Apako aura vastu jagat donoM ko jAnane kI kSamatA hai / usakA caitanya sAdhAraNatayA AvRta - anAvRta avasthA meM rahatA hai / caitanya eka sUrya hai / vaha AvaraNa ke bAdaloM se DhaMka jAne para bhI sarvatha

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55 jIva: svarUpa aura lakSaNa Acchanna nahIM hotaa| AkAza meM bAdaloM kA ghaTATopa hai, sUrya usase DhaMkA huA hai, phira bhI dina aura rAta kA vibhAga banA rahatA hai / jIva meM vidyamAna jJAnarUpI caitanya, AvaraNa se pUrNa AvRta kabhI nahIM rhtaa| usameM caitanya-vikAsa kI kucha razmiyAM nirantara prakaTa rahatI haiN| yadi ve prakaTa na hoM to jIva aura ajIva meM koI bhedarekhA nahIM khIMcI jA sktii| AvRta-anAvRta caitanya meM jAnane kI kriyA nirantara nahIM hotI; isalie jIva jaba jAnane kA prayatna karatA hai taba usakA jJAna kevala astitva meM rahatA hai| isa AdhAra para jIva kI anupayoga aura upayoga, ina do avasthAoM kA nirmANa hotA AvRta-anAvRta caitanya = anupayoga; jJeya kA jJAna nahIM hotaa| AvRta-anAvRta caitanya = upayoga; jJeya kA jJAna hotA hai| vikAsa kA antima bindu upalabdha hone para, jJAna ke AvaraNa kA sarvathA vilaya ho jAne para caitanya anAvRta ho jAtA hai / usa avasthA meM caitanya kA svarUpa isa prakAra banatA hai| __anAvRta caitanya-satata upayoga = jJeya kA satata bodha / jIva : anAdi-ananta __jIva anAdi aura ananta hai / vaha akRta aura anutpanna hai, isalie anAdi hai| vaha akRta aura avinAzI hai, isalie ananta hai / caitanya usakA maulika guNa yA svarUpa hai; isalie vaha bhI anAdi-ananta hai / anekAnta kI dRSTi se pratyeka astitva trirUpa hotA hai / utpAda, vyaya aura dhrauvya-tInoM samanvita rUpa meM dravya ke lakSya haiM / dhauvya dravya kA zAzvata svarUpa hai / utpAda aura vyaya-ye donoM usake azAzvata rUpa haiN| pratyeka dravya zAzvata bhI hai aura azAzvata bhI hai| astitva kabhI samApta nahIM hotA, isa apekSA se vaha zAzvata hai / usakA rUpAntaraNa hotA rahatA hai, isa apekSA se vaha azAzvata hai| caitanya zAzvata hai| AvaraNa usakA azAzvata bhAva hai| vaha paudgalika hai, jIva kA svabhAva nahIM hai| vaha pravAha ke rUpa meM AtA hai aura apanI avadhi pUrNa kara calA jAtA hai / ucita upAya ke dvArA usakA anta bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai| ise do rUpoM meM dekhA jA sakatA hai jJAna kA AvaraNa; anAdi-ananta (ucita upAya ke abhAva meM) jJAna kA AvaraNa, anAdi sAnta (ucita upAya ke hone para)

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi manuSya ke atirikta anya kisI jIva meM pUrNa anAvaraNa kI avasthA vikasita nahIM ho sktii| AMzika anAvaraNa pratyeka jIva meM vikasita hotA hai / jIva aura zarIra pratyeka saMsArI jIva ke sAmAnyatayA tIna zarIra hote haiM: (1) audArika zarIra (sthUla zarIra); (2) taijasa zarIra (sUkSma zarIra); (3) karma zarIra (sUkSmatara shriir)| audArika zarIra kA jIvana ke Arambha meM nirmANa hotA hai aura jIvana kI samApti ke sAtha usakA viyoga ho jAtA hai / vaha karma-zarIra kA saMvAdI zarIra hotA hai / karma-zarIra meM cetanA ke vikAsa aura avarodha ke jitane kendra hote haiM, ve saba-ke-saba audArika zarIra meM bana jAte haiM / karma zarIra se Ane vAle spandana audArika zarIra ke kendroM ke mAdhyama se abhivyakta hote haiN| ve vyakti ke dRSTikoNa, vyavahAra aura AcaraNa ko prabhAvita karate haiN| taijasa aura karma zarIra jIva ke sAtha nirantara jur3e rahate haiM / mRtyu ke pazcAt aura purnajanma se pUrva jo gati hotI hai use antarAla gati kahA jAtA hai / usa gati meM bhI ve jIva ke sAtha rahate haiM, isalie usake sthUla zarIra kA punarnirmANa yA punarjanma hotA hai| vaikriya aura AhAraka ye donoM zarIra labdhi yA yogaja vibhUti se utpanna hote haiN| vaikriya zarIra ke dvArA nAnA rUpoM kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai| AhAraka zarIra ke dvArA vicAroM kA saMpreSaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| kucha jIvoM ke vaikriya zarIra janmagata bhI hotA hai| prANa : eka setu jIva aura zarIra ke bIca prANa eka setu hai| zarIra, vacana aura mana kA upayoga prANazakti ke dvArA hI kiyA jAtA hai / eka hI prANazakti kArya-bheda se dasa bhAgoM meM vibhakta ho jAtI hai 1. sparzana indriya ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (sparzanendriya praann)| 2. rasanendriya ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (rasanendriya prANa) / 3. ghrANendriya ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (ghANendriya prANa) / 4. cakSurindriya ko saMcAlati karane vAlI prANazakti (cakSu-indriya praann)| 5. zrotrendriya ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (zrotrendriya praann)|

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jIva : ': svarUpa aura lakSaNa 6. zarIra ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti ( zarIra prANa) / 7. zvAsocchvAsa ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti 57 (zvAsocchvAsa prANa) / 8. vANI ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (bhASA prANa) / 9. mana ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti ( mana:prANa) / 10. jIvana ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti (AyuSya prANa) / jIvana kI sArI pravRttiyAM isa prANa UrjA ke dvArA sakriya hotI haiN| isake AdhAra para jIvana aura mRtyu kI paribhASA banatI hai / prANazakti kA honA jIvana hai aura prANazakti kA cuka jAnA mRtyu / 1 jIva aura kAya zarIra-racanA ke AdhAra para jIva chaha bhAgoM meM vibhAjita hotA hai-- 1. pRthvIkAya, 2. apkAya, 3. taijasakAya, 4. vAyukAya, 5. vanaspatikAya, 6. sakAya / sAdhAraNatayA sakAya ko gatizIlatA ke AdhAra para jIva mAnA jAtA hai / vanaspati ko bhI kucha loga jIva mAnate haiN| jaina darzana meM pRthvI, jala, agni aura vAyu ko bhI sajIva mAnA gayA hai| jaina darzana kA siddhAnta hai ki dRzya yA sthUla jagat jIvoM ke dvArA nirmita hotA hai / jitanA dRzya jagat hai vaha yA to jIvayukta zarIra hai yA jIvamukta zarIra / aisA koI bhI tattva dRzya nahIM hai jo jIva ke zarIra ke rUpa meM pariNata na huA ho / jIva ke ina chaha kAyoM meM vanaspatikAya jIvoM kA akSaya koSa hai| kevala isI kAya meM ananta jIva hote haiM / vikAsa kI prakriyA ke anusAra jIva vanaspati se nikala kara Age kI yAtrA taya karatA hai / jIva aura AtmA 'bhagavatI sUtra' meM jIva ke teIsa paryAyavAcI nAma die haiM : 1. jIva, 2. jIvAstikAya, 3. prANa, 4. bhUta, 5. sattva, 6. vijJa, 7. vedaka, 8. cetas, 9. jetA, 10. AtmA, 11. raMgaNa, 12. hiNDuka, 13. pudgala, 14. mAnava, 15. kartA, 16. vikartA, 17. jaya, 18. jantu, 19. yoni, 20. svayaMbhU, 21. sazarIra, 22. jJAyaka, (bhagavatI 20/17) zAbdika dRSTi se jIva kA artha hotA hai prANa dhAraNa karane vAlA aura AtmA kA artha hotA hai cetanA kI vividha avasthAoM kA anubhava karane vAlA; kintu sthUla vyavahAra meM inheM ekArthaka kahA jA sakatA hai / 23. antarAtmA /

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi jIva do prakAra ke hote haiM : baddha-karma zarIra se baMdhA huA; mukta-karmazarIra se pRthagbhUta / baddha aura mukta jIva jaba baddha avasthA meM hotA hai taba punarjanma kA cakra Age-se-Age bar3hatA rahatA hai / baddha avasthA karma, vAtAvaraNa aura paristhiti se prabhAvita avasthA hai; isalie usakA svarUpa badalatA rahatA hai, usakI gati badalatI rahatI hai / vaha kabhI manuSya ho jAtA hai, kabhI pazu, kabhI nAraka aura kabhI deva / usakI jAti bhI badalatI rahatI hai| kabhI caturindriya, kabhI trIndriya yA ekendriy| isake utkramaNa aura apakramaNa donoM hote rahate haiN| vikAsa ke bAda avikasita avasthA meM jAne kA niyama cetanA kI svatantratA kA niyama hai| vikAsa aura avikAsa donoM sApekSa hai / kaSAya kI sthiti meM ye donoM ghaTita hote haiM, isalie cetana jagat ke niyamoM ko samajhanA sahaja/sarala nahIM hai| ye acetana jagat kI bhAMti sthira niyama nahIM hai / Antarika vikAsa aura avikAsa ke sAtha-sAtha ve badalate rahate haiN| unakI parivartanazIlatA ke kAraNa jIva kA rUpa bhI badalatA rahatA hai / mukta AtmA kA svarUpa nizcita ho jAtA hai / isI AdhAra para kahA jA sakatA hai ki jIva kA vAstavika svarUpa vaha hai jo mukta AtmA meM vikasita hai / mukta AtmA meM jJAna, darzana, Ananda aura zakti-ye saba ananta ho jAte haiN| unakI anantatA hI jIva kA vAstavika svarUpa hai| doharA vyaktitva manovaijJAnika mAnate haiM ki kucha vyaktiyoM ke mastiSka kI do parateM hotI haiN| kabhI eka prakAra kA vyaktitva kAma karatA hai to kabhI dUsare prakAra kaa| jaina-darzana ke anusAra jisameM pUrNa anAvaraNa kI avasthA vikasita nahIM hai usameM doharA vyaktitva hotA hai / isakA hetu yaha hai ki jIva meM karma-pudgala kI sakriyatA aura niSkriyatA donoM vidyamAna rahatI haiM / karmazAstra kI bhASA meM karma kI sakriyatA ko audayika vyaktitva aura usakI niSkriyatA ko kSAyopazamika vyaktitva kahA jAtA hai| audayika vyaktitva ke lakSaNa haiM : 1. jAnane aura dekhane kI akSamatA / 2. mUrchA kA anubhava-Avega, bhaya aura kAma-vAsanA kA anubhava / 3. sAmarthyahInatA kA anubhv| 4. sukha-duHkha kA anubhava / 5. uccatA-nIcatA kA anubhava / 6.

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jIva: svarUpa aura lakSaNa zubha - azubha kA anubhava. 7. jIvana-mRtyu kA anubhava / kSAyopazamika vyaktitva ke lakSaNa haiM : 1. jAnane-dekhane kI kSamatA kA anubhava / 2. amUrcchA kA anubhava - Avega - zUnyatA, abhaya, kAma-vAsanA - mukti aura Ananda kA anubhava / 3. sAmarthya kA anubhava / 4. saMvedana- mukti kA anubhava / vyaktitva kI ye donoM parateM hara vyakti ke mastiSka meM hotI hai / apane caitanyamaya svarUpa ke prati jAgarUkatA ke kSaNa meM kSAyopazamika vyaktitva kI parata sakriya hotI hai| mUrcchA ke kSaNa meM audayika vyaktitva kI parata sakriya hotI hai / ina donoM ke prabhAva se doharA vyaktitva banatA hai / yaha jIva kA vAstavika svarUpa nahIM hai, kintu anAvaraNa kI avasthA ke vikAsa se pUrva usakA yahI rUpa upalabdha hotA hai / caitanya kA anAvaraNa hone para yaha doharA vyaktitva samApta ho jAtA hai, tabhI usakA vAstavika svarUpa prakaTa ho jAtA hai / ise kSAyika vyaktitva kahate haiM / sazarIra aura azarIra jIva saMsAra meM rahatA hai| vaha zarIra meM rahatA hai aura usakA phailAva bhI zarIra jitanA hI hotA hai, isalie use (jIva ko) deha-parimANa kahA gayA hai / vaha na to zarIra ke kisI hisse meM kendrita hai aura na pUre loka meM vyApta hai, kintu vaha pUre zarIra (nAr3I - saMsthAna) meM vyApta hai / mukti ke prathama kSaNa meM vaha azarIra ho jAtA hai / usa avasthA meM bhI vaha pUre loka meM vyApta nahIM hotA, kintu jisa zarIra se mukta hotA hai usI ke tribhAgahIna kSetra meM vaha vyApta ho jAtA hai / yaha azarIra avasthA jIva kI sarvathA pudgalakta yA acaitanya-viyukta avasthA / isa avasthA ke upalabdha hone para jIva phira kabhI pudgala se yukta nahIM hotA, usase prabhAvita nahIM hotA / 59

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bhAratIya darzanoM meM jaina darzana kA sthAna anubhava aura tarka ke AdhAra para aneka dRSTiyAM vikasita huI haiM / anubhava aura cintana ke tAratamya se aisA honA asvAbhAvika nahIM hai / paribhASAoM kI saMracanA meM bhI antara hai| bhAratIya darzanoM kA vargIkaraNa brAhmaNa aura zramaNa-ina do dhArAoM meM kiyA jA sakatA hai / mImAMsaka aura vedAnta brAhmaNa-dhArA ke darzana haiN| jaina aura bauddha zramaNa-dhArA se jur3e hue haiN| nyAya-vaizeSika bhI mUlataH brAhmaNa-dhArA ke nahIM rahe haiN| yaha paramparA-srota ke AdhAra para kiyA jAne vAlA vargIkaraNa hai| yaha ahetaka nahIM hai| phira bhI isase vaha prayojana siddha nahIM hotA, vaha saMkhyA kSetra meM apekSita hai| sAMkhya aura jaina darzana meM jo cintana kA sAmIpya hai, vaha sAMkhya aura mImAMsA meM nahIM hai / vaizeSika ke paramANuvAda aura vedAnta ke brAhmavAda meM koI samAnatA nahIM hai / isalie cintana-dhArAoM kA vargIkaraNa apekSita hai / paramparAoM ke AdhAra para kiyA jAne vAlA vargIkaraNa dArzanika vikAsa aura mUlyAMkana meM vizeSa upayogI nahIM hai / anekAnta ke vyAkhyAkAra AcAryoM ne cintana ke AdhAra para darzanoM kA vargIkaraNa kara darzana ke kSetra meM eka nayA adhyAya jor3A thA / usase mUlyAMkana kA dRSTikoNa badala jAtA hai / aba taka darzana ke samIkSakoM ne vedAnta ke AdhAra para darzanoM kA mUlyAMkana kiyA hai| kisI eka darzana ke AdhAra para taTastha mUlyAMkana karanA sambhava nahIM lagatA / dRSTiyoM ke AdhAra para vaha sambhava ho sakatA hai| jaina dArzanikoM ne dRSTiyoM ke AdhAra para darzanoM kI samIkSA kii| unhoMne kisI kI dRSTi ko heya yA asatya ghoSita nahIM kiyaa| satyAnusandhAna kI eka dRSTi ko itara dRSTiyoM se jor3akara usakI satyatA kA pratipAdana kiyaa| abheda-dRSTi kA jitanA vikAsa vedAnta ne kiyA, utanA anyatra durlabha hai| bhedadRSTi ke vikasita pratipAdana meM bauddha sabase Age haiM / jaina darzana ne abheda aura bheda meM avirodha kI sthApanA kI / usake anusAra abheda aura bheda sApekSa haiM / unheM pRthak nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| abheda aura bheda-donoM eka hI padArtha ko dekhane kI do dRSTiyAM haiM / sAmAnya kI daSTi se dekhane para abheda hI abheda phalita hotA hai| aura vizeSa kI dRSTi se dekhane para bheda hI bheda phalita hotA hai / donoM dRSTiyAM saMyakta hotI haiM taba satya kA darzana hotA hai / sAMkhya-sammata

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bhAratIya darzanoM meM jaina darzana kA sthAna AtmA kUTastha hai aura bauddha-sammata AtmA kSaNika hai / apariNAmI AtmA kA vikAsa jitanA sAMkhya ne kiyA utanA anya dRSTi meM upalabdha nahIM hai / pariNAmI cetanA ke pratipAdana meM bauddhoM ne bahuta saphalatA prApta kii| jaina darzana ne AtmA ko pariNAmI-nitya sthApita kara donoM dRSTiyoM ko samanvita kara diyaa| jaina darzana ne yaha ghoSaNA kI--koI bhI dRSTi asatya nahIM hai, pratyeka dRSTi satyAMza hai, kintu dUsarI dRSTiyoM se sApekSa hue binA vaha pUrNa satya nahIM bntii| isa ghoSaNA ne dArzanika mUlyAMkana kA sArA dRSTikoNa hI badala diyA / Azcarya hai ki dArzanikoM ne isa ghoSaNA para dhyAna nahIM diyaa| yadi isa para dhyAna diyA jAtA to darzanoM ke paraspara khaMDana-maMDana yA jaya-parAjaya kI bAta nahIM hotii| jo zakti paraspara khaMDana-maMDana meM lagI vaha vibhinna dRSTiyoM ke mUlyAMkana meM lagatI aura darzana ke vyavasthita vikAsa kI paramparA kA sUtrapAta ho jaataa| ___ jAgatika samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke prayatna meM pratyeka darzana bhAgIdAra hai / koI darzana kisI eka samasyA ko sulajhAne meM saphala huA hai aura koI dUsarI samasyA ko sulajhAne meM / yadi sabhI dRSTiyoM me satyAMza kI anubhUti ho to mUlyAMkana kA dRSTikoNa svastha hogaa| yadi eka dRSTi ko pUrNa satya mAnakara dUsarI dRSTiyoM kA mUlyAMkana kiyA jAe to dRSTikoNa svastha nahI hogaa| jaina darzana ne anekAnta darzana kI sthApanA kara sabhI darzanoM ko sApekSa dRSTi se dekhA aura sabhI darzanoM ke madhya vaha samanvaya-setu bana gyaa| ahiMsA aura maitrI ke vikAsa kA AdhAra yaha samanvayapUrNa dRSTikoNa hI hai / hiMsA kI jar3a vicAroM kA vipratipatti haiN| vaicArika asamanvaya se mAnasika uttejanA bar3hatI hai aura vaha phira vAcika evaM kAyika hiMsA ke rUpa meM abhivyakta hotI hai| zarIra jar3a hai, vANI bhI jar3a hai / jar3a me hiMsA-ahiMsA ke bhAva nahI hote / inakI udbhava-bhUmi mAnasika cetanA hai| usakI bhUmikAeM anaMta haiN| pratyeka vastu ke annata dharma haiM / unako jAnane ke lie anaMta dRSTiyAM haiN| pratyeka dRSTi satyAMza haiM / saba dharmoM kA vargIkRta rUpa akhaNDa vastu aura satyAMza kA vargIkaraNa akhaNDa satya hotA hai| akhaNDa vastu jAnI jA sakatI haiM kintu eka zabda ke dvArA eka samaya me kahI nahIM jA sktii| manuSya jo kucha kahatA hai, usameM vastu ke kisI eka pahala kA nirUpaNa hotA hai| vastu ke jitane pahalU haiM, utane hI satya haiM, utane hI draSTA ke vicAra haiN| jitane vicAra haiM utanI hI apekSAeM haiN| jitanI apekSAeM haiM, utane

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62 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi hI kahane ke tarIke haiM / jitane tarIke hai, utane hI matavAda haiM / matavAda eka kendra-bindu hai / usake cAroM ora vivAda-saMvAda, saMgharSa samanvaya, hiMsA aura ahiMsA kI parikramA lagatI hai / eka se aneka ke sambandha jur3ate hai, satya yA asatya ke prazana khar3e hone lagate hai / basa, yahI se vicAroM kA srota do dhArAoM me baha calatA haiM-anekAnta yA sat - ekAnta-dRSTi- ahiMsA, asat-ekAnta-dRSTi--- haMsA | koI bAta yA koI zabda sahI hai yA galata, isakI parakha karane ke lie eka dRSTi kI aneka dhArAeM cAhie / vaktA ne jo zabda kahA, taba vaha kisa avasthA me thA ? usake Asa-pAsa kI paristhitiyAM kaisI thii| usakA zabda kisa zabdazakti se anvita thA ? vivakSA me kisakA prAdhAnya thA ? usakA uddezya kyA thA ? vaha kisa sAdhya ko lie calatA thA ? usakI anya nirupaNa paddhatiyAM kaisI thI ? tatkAlIna sAmayika sthitiyAM kaisI thI ? Adi-Adi aneka choTe-bar3e bATa milakara eka-eka zabda ko satya kI tarAjU meM tolate the / satya jitanA upAdeya hai utanA hI jaTila aura chipA huA hai| use prakAza meM lAne kA ekamAtra sAdhana hai-zabda / usake sahAre satya kA AdAna-pradAna hotA hai / zabda apane Apa me satya yA asatya kucha bhI nahI hai / vaktA kI pravRti se vaha satya yA asatya se jur3atA hai / 'rAta' eka zabda hai, vaha apane Apa me sahI yA jhUTha kucha bhI nahI / vaktA agara rAta ko rAta kahe to vaha zabda satya hai aura agara vaha dina ko rAta kahe to vahI zabda asatya ho jAtA hai / zabda kI aisI sthiti hai, taba kaise koI vyakti kevala usI ke sahAre ko satya ko grahaNa kara sakatA hai| isalie bhagavAna mahAvIra ne batAyA- "pratyeka dharma (vastvaMza) ko apekSA se grahaNa karo / satya sApekSa hotA hai / eka satyAMza ke sAtha lage yA chipe aneka satyAMzo ko ThukarAkara koI use pakar3anA cAhe to vaha satyAMza bhI usake sAmane asatyAMza banakara AtA hai|" dUsaro ke prati hI nahI unake vicAro ke prati bhI anyAya mata kro| apane ko samajhane ke sAtha-sAtha dUsaro ko bhI samajhane kI bhI ceSTA kro| yahI hai - anekAntadRSTi, yahI hai - apekSAvAda aura isI kA nAma hai- bauddhika ahiMsA / isake vikAsa me jaina kA mahatvapUrNa yogadAna hai /

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anuzAsana kI samasyA citta ekAgra nahIM hotA / yaha samasyA kisI eka vyakti kI nahIM, hajAroM-hajAroM vyaktiyoM kI hai / mana ekAgra kyoM nahIM hotA--yaha prazna kisI eka ke dvArA nahIM, hajAroM-hajAroM ke dvArA pUchA jAtA hai / kintu yaha samasyA samAdhAna se pare nahIM hai aura yaha prazna anuttarita nahIM hai / isa samasyA kA samAdhAna hai apratibaddhatA aura isa prazna kA uttara bhI yahI hai / manuSya jIvana ke hara kSetra meM pratibaddha (committed) hai / parivAra, sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa--yaha bAharI pratibaddhatA hai / vicAra aura saMskAra--yaha Antarika pratibaddhatA hai| pratibaddha vyakti akelA nahIM ho sakatA aura jo akelA nahI hotA, vaha ekAgracitta bhI nahIM ho sktaa| samasyA ekAgratA kI nahIM hai| samasyA hai pratibaddhatA kii| manuSya bar3A vicitra hai| vaha pratibaddhatA ko chor3anA nahIM cAhatA aura ekAgratA ko cAhatA hai| isa visaMgati kA koI samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| kyA sAmAjika jIvana meM apratibaddha hokara jInA saMbhava hai ? sahaja hI yaha pUchA jA sakatA hai| koI bhI sAmAjika prANI akelA hokara jI nahIM sktaa| isalie zArIrika AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti ke lie pratibaddha honA Avazyaka hai| manuSya cetanA ke stara para apratibaddha ho sakatA hai| citta kI ekAgratA kA AdhAra bindu bhI yahI hai| yahI hai samarpaNa / yahI hai anuzAsana / sAmAjika vyavasthA ke kSetra meM anuzAsana niyaMtraNa meM khojA jAtA hai| kevala samAja-vyavasthA ko badalane kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai / vaha prayatna tAnAzAha ko janma dene kA prayatna hai| usase janatA aura adhika saMtApa bhogatI hai / jaise-jaise niyaMtraNa kI pakar3a majabUta hotI hai, vaha parataMtra banatI jAtI hai| adhyAtma ke kSetra meM anuzAsana kA AdhAra hai vyakti kI Antarika cetanA ko badalanA / usake binA koI bhI parirvatana saphala nahIM ho sktaa| AdhyAtmika AsthA hai ki hara vyakti meM badalane kI kSamatA hai aura upayukta sAmagrI upalabdha hone para vaha badala sakatA hai,cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa kara sakatA hai / jaise-jaise vicAroM aura saMskAroM kI pratibaddhatA kama hotI hai, vaise-vaise vyakti samarpita hotA jAtA hai| yaha samarpaNa kI prakiyA hI anuzAsana ke vikAsa kI prakiyA hai |jo jisake

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64 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi prati samarpita hai,vaha kabhI usakI maryAdA kA atikramaNa nahIM krtaa| manuSya meM satya kI AsthA ko jagAyA jA sake to anusAsana ke lie svataMtra prayatna Avazyaka nahIM hotA / satya ke sUtra se baMdhA huA vyakti svayaM anuzAsita ho jAtA hai| AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai-satya kA anuzAsana / isa anuzAsana ko jIvana ke aneka staroM para rUpAyita kiyA jA sakatA hai 1. AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai--prANazakti kA sNtuln| 2. AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai-jaivika rasAyanoM kA parivartana / 3. AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai-zarIrabala, manobala aura buddhibala kA saMtulana / 4. AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai--priyatA aura apriyatA se mukta kSaNa meM jIne kA abhyaas| 5. AtmAnuzAsana kA artha hai--apane bhItara ho rahe parirvatanoM kA anubhv| kyA anuzAsana kI yaha prakriyA sAmAjika bana sakatI hai? vaiyaktika prakriyA se kucheka vyakti lAbhAnvita ho sakate haiN| pUre samAja kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM ho sakatA / Aja aisI prakriyA kI khoja apekSita hai,jo pUre samAja meM anuzAsana ko pratiSThita kara ske| isa prazna ke uttara meM bahuta sIdhA sA mArga prastuta hai--bauddhika vikAsa ke lie zaikSaNika vikAsa sAmAjika bana sakatA hai,taba mAnasika prazikSaNa sAmAjika kyoM nahIM bana sakatA? anuzAsana eka mAnasika prazikSaNa hai| hama mana ko prazikSaNa die binA hI use anuzAsita rakhanA cAhate haiM / yaha adbhuta AzA hai aura aisI AzA hai jisakI pUrti kabhI sambhava nahIM hai| anuzAsana ke vikAsa kA prayatna asambhava ko sambhava banAne kA prayala nahIM hai| hama sambhava ko asambhava mAne hue haiM / usa mAnyatA ko tor3ane kA prazna hai / usa mAnyatA kA TUTanA vyakti aura samAja donoM ke lie zreyaskara hai|

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mUla kA siMcana phUla svayaM batA rahe haiM ki usakI sundaratA kA kAraNa hai mUla kA siMcana / jisane jar3a ko sIMcA usane sAre jagat ko sundara bnaayaa| jo mUla ko nahIM sIMca pAyA, pattoM taka hI ulajha gayA, vaha kabhI sundaratA ko paidA nahIM kara sakA / anuzAsana kI samasyA hai kintu usase bhI bar3I samasyA yaha hai ki hama samasyA ke mUla meM jAne kI ceSTA nahIM karate haiM / samasyA ke mUla ko pahacAnane kI ceSTA nahIM karate haiM / mUla ke siMcana kI bAta kama socate haiN| kevala phUloM ko saMvAranA cAhate haiM, pattoM ko saMvAranA cAhate haiM / kabhI aisA nahIM huA ki phUloM aura pattoM ko sIMcane se phala hare-bhare hue hoN| jar3a ko sIMcA jAtA hai, tabhI sundaratA AtI hai / samasyA bAhara nahIM, bhItara hai hama samasyA kA samAdhAna hamezA bAhara meM khojate haiM / isa ekAMgI dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa sArI samasyAeM ulajhatI jA rahI haiN| jabaki samasyA kA upAdAna hamAre bhItara meM hai / hama samAdhAna bAhara se kaise prApta kara sakate haiM ? sabase pahale hameM apanI vRtti badalanI hogii| jaba taka hamArI vRtti nahIM badalegI taba taka hamArA vyavahAra nahIM badala sakatA, hamArA AcaraNa nahIM badala sakatA / sabase pahale dRSTikoNa ko badalane kI jarUrata hai / hamArI dRSTi badalanI bahuta apekSita hai / AMkha kA eka rogI DaoNkTara ke pAsa AyA / cazmA lenA thaa| DaoNkTara ne rogI se kahA- sAmane dekho / kyA likhA hai ? use pddh'o| rogI ne pUchA- kahAM likhA hai ? DaoNkTara ne kahA- paTTa para likhA hai| rogI ne kahA- paTTa kahAM hai ? DaoNkTara ne kahA-- sAmane bhIMta para hai| rogI ne phira pUchA-- bhIMta kahAM hai ? DaoNkTara ne kahA-- cale jAo / jisakI dRSTi itanI kharAba ho gaI hai ki use bhIta bhI dikhAI nahIM detI, usakI AMkha kA ilAja kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? AvegoM para niyantraNa 1 jaba taka anuzAsana ke prati hamArA dRSTikoNa sahI nahIM hotA, taba taka anuzAsana kI sthApanA nahIM ho sakatI hai dRSTi badalane ke sAtha-sAtha do bAteM aura apekSita haiM eka AvegoM para anuzAsana aura dUsarA indriyoM para anuzAsana / hama

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi anuzAsana ko lAnA cAhate haiM kintu svayaM para anuzAsana nahIM hotA, svayaM ke kAryoM para anuzAsana nahIM hotaa| jaba taka hamArA svayaM para anuzAsana nahIM hogA, taba taka bAta banegI nhiiN| hara vyakti meM Avega hotA hai, krodha hotA hai, ahaMkAra hotA hai / jaba taka hamArA ina para niyantraNa nahIM hogA, taba taka anuzAsana kI bAta nahIM socI jA sktii| Avega donoM prakAra ke hote haiN| priyatA kA bhI hotA hai aura apriyatA kA bhI hotA hai| donoM para hamArA niyaMtraNa honA cAhie / 66 maiM Apa logoM ke sAmane eka saccI ghaTanA prastuta kara rahA huuN| eka garIba vyakti ne lATarI kA TikaTa khriidaa| saMyoga kI bAta ki vaha lATarI me pAMca lAkha rupae jIta gyaa| adhikAriyo ke sAmane prazna AyA usa garIba AdamI ko pAMca lAkha rupae jItane kI sUcanA kaise dI jAe ? acAnaka pAMca lAkha rupae jItane kI khuzI meM usakA hArTa phela ho sakatA hai| eka DaoNkTara ne kahA ki mujhe yaha kArya sauMpa diijie| maiM bahuta acchI taraha samajhAkara sUcanA de duuNgaa| DaoNkTara ne jAkara usa AdamI ko namaskAra kiyA / garIba AdamI ne socA ki itanA bar3A AdamI Aja use kaise namaskAra kara kahA hai ? usane pUchA- 'Apa kauna hai ?' uttara milA, 'DaoNkTara hUM / ' 'Apa kaise Ae hai ?' uttara milA, 'vaise hI Apase milane AyA hUM / ' idhara-udhara kI bAteM hone ke bAda DaoNkTara ne kahA--'yadi Apako bIsa hajAra rupae mila jAeM to Apa kyA kareMgeM ?' usane kahA-'aisA kahAM sambhava hai ? hama garIba AdamI hai| bIsa rupaye ke lie bhI tarasate hai / ' DaoNkTara ne kahA- 'mAna lIjie ki mila gae to Apa kyA kareMgeM / ' usane kahA - 'dasa hajAra rupaye Apako de duuNgaa|' DaoNkTara ne phira pUchA- yadi Apako pAMca lAkha rupaye mila jAeM to ?' usa garIba AdamI ne kahA- 'DhAI lAkha rupaye Apako de duuNgaa|' DaoNkTara ne kahA- 'are DhAI lAkha rupaye mujhe de doge, aura itanA kahate hI DaoNkTara kA hArTa phela ho gyaa| jo dUsaro ko samajhAne ke lie gayA thA, vaha svayaM cala bsaa| jaba taka hamArA indriyoM para anuzAsana nahIM hogA, taba taka hama acchA kAma nahIM kara skeNgeN| kintu prazna hotA hai ki hogA kaise ? kyA kahane mAtra se ho jAegA anuzAsana, kyA upadeza se ho jAegA anuzAsana ? mai aisA nahI mAnatA hUM / yaha sambhava nahIM hai / kahane mAtra se anuzAsana ho jAtA to Aja hara dharma kA AdamI anuzAsita hotA / kintu dharma ko mAnane vAle loga bhI anuzAsita nahI hai / kyoki korA upadeza kabhI jIvana meM anuzasana nahIM lA sakatA /

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mUla kA siMcana dhArmika : adhArmika hame prayoga karanA hogaa| AcArya tulasI ne isa sArI samasyA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara hI aNuvrata AMdolana kA pravartana kiyaa| aNuvrata kA uddezya hai ki manuSya kI saMkalpa-zakti jAge / dharma prayogika bane / dharma kore upadeza ke sAtha na rhe| kore upadeza se na dharma kA bhalA hogA, na dhArmika kA bhalA hogA / Aja to sthiti yaha hai ki eka dhArmika aura adhArmika ke bIca koI bheda rekhA hI dikhAI nahI pdd'tii| Aja dhArmika aura nAstika ke bIca koI lakSmaNa rekhA dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| jo kArya eka adhArmika kara rahI hai, vahI kArya eka dhArmika bhI kara rahA hai| jo bhraSTAcAra, beImAnI eka nAstika kara rahA hai, vahI Astika bhI kara rahA hai| agara koI antara hai to vaha itanA hI hai ki nAstika yA adhArmika ko sAyaMkAla koI prArthanA karane kI jarUrata nahI hotI / dhArmika AdamI beImAnI bhI karatA jAtA hai aura sAtha meM prArthanA bhI karatA jAtA hai / vaha prAyazcitta yA prArthanA burAI choDane ke lie nahIM karatA balki aura adhika karane ke lie karatA hai| prekSA dhyAna ke dvArA parivartana bAta hai badalane kI / aNuvrata AMdolana meM eka nayA prayoga aura kiyA prekSA dhyAna kaa| hamane dekhA ki AdamI burAI karatA hai kintu kevala paristhitiyo ke kAraNa hI nahIM karatA / aisA to kevala mAna liyA gayA hai ki jaisI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI vaisA bana jAtA hai| jaba hama gaharAI meM utarakara dekhate haiM to isa siddhAnta meM koI saccAI nahIM lgtii| mai mAnatA hUM ki paristhiti bhI eka nimitta banatI hai,vAtAvaraNa bhI eka nimitta banatA hai| hama nimitta ko to pakar3a lete haiM, kintu mUla bAta ko chor3a dete haiM / mUla bAta yaha hai ki hamAre vyavahAra aura AcaraNa vaise hote haiM, jaise hamAre bhItara ke rasAyana hote haiN| Aja kI vaijJAnika khojo se yaha bAta pramANita ho cukI hai ki manuSya kA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa vaisA hotA hai, jaisA vyakti kA srAva hotA hai / jaisA vyakti kA srAva hotA hai, vaisA hI usakA AcaraNa hotA hai| bhItarI rasAyano meM parivartana __ maiM Apa logoM se bahuta vizvAsa ke sAtha kahanA cAhatA hUM ki cAhe hajAra bAra hamAre vizvavidyAlayoM ke pAThyakrama me parivartana kara diyA jAe, kitane hI zikSA ke Ayoga sthApita ho jAeM, kitane hI dharma sthAnoM ke dharmaguru ekatrita ho jAeM, kitane hI rAjanaitika maMca anuzAsana lAne kA prayAsa kare, kintu jaba taka hamAre rasAyana nahI badaleMge, taba taka koI bhI parivartana sambhava nahI hai / rasAyano

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ke parivartana ke binA anuzAsana A sake, isakI kataI sambhAvanA nahI hai / hama vaijJAnika dRSTi se soce ki hamAre vyavahAra kA niyaMtraNa kauna kara rahA hai? pahale yaha mAnA jAtA thA ki sArA niyaMtraNa mastiSka ke dvArA hotA hai aura use pradhAnatA dI gaI / hamArI zikSA meM mUla AdhAra mAna liyA gayA ki mastiSka kA vikAsa, buddhi kA vikAsa karanA caahie| kintu Aja to bAta bahuta sApha ho gaI hai ki korA buddhi kA vikAsa hI paryApta nahIM hai / hamArI zikSA kA kAma hai buddhi ko prakhara banA denA / para Apako yaha bhI patA honA cAhie ki buddhi jaise-jaise teja hotI hai, hamArI tarkazakti prabala hotI hai| aisA hone se hamAre bhItara lar3ane kI kSamatA aura bar3ha jAtI hai| Aja kI aparAdhI manovRtti, hiMsA kI manovRtti, lar3ane kI manovRtti kA jo vikAsa ho rahA hai vaha hamArI buddhi kI painI dhArA ke dvArA ho rahA hai| Aja isa bAta kI jarurata hai ki hamArI cetanA jAge / cetanA ko jagAne kI jarurata hai| bAta to anuzAsana kI karate haiM para lagatA hai ki mUrchA kA vAtAvaraNa itanA ghanA hai ki koI cetanA kI bAta karatA hai to hama use svIkAra karane kI mudrA meM nahIM hote haiN| eka AdamI bahata bImAra thaa| marchita ho gyaa| lagA ki mara gyaa| DaoNkTara ko bulAyA gyaa| usane nAr3I dekhI, hradaya kI dhar3akana dekhii| use lagA ki rogI mara gayA / rogI jI rahA thaa| usane sAhasa baTorakara dhIre se kahA-maiM marA nahIM jindA hUM / kampAuMDara pAsa me hI khar3A thA / usane gusse meM kahA--DaoNkTara jyAdA jAnatA haiM ki tuma jyAdA jAnate ho? jaba DaoNkTara kaha rahA hai ki tuma mara gaye ho, to tumhAre kahane se kyA hotA hai ? - kabhI-kabhI bar3I vicitra sthiti bana jAtI hai| hama saccAI ko svIkAra kane ke lie taiyAra hI nahI hote / saccAI ko hama nakArate cale jAte haiN| paristhiti kI duhAI dekara hama samasyA ko aura adhika ulajhAte cale jAte haiN| jaba taka hama mUla taka nahIM jAeMge, taba taka koI bAta nahIM bnegii| anuzAsana AegA kahAM se? jaba hama anuzAsana kI viparIta dizA meM cala rahe haiM to amuzAsana kahAM se AegA? hama amuzAsana varSa to jarura manAeM kintu AtmAnuzAsana taka pahuMcane kA prayAsa kare / sattA kA anuzAsana, rAjya kA anuzAsana kAma kA to hotA hai, kintu anta taka hameM pahuMcA nahIM sktaa| anuzAsana kI sthApanA ke lie hameM AtmAnuzAsana jagAnA hI hogaa| binA AtmAnuzAsana jAge anuzAsana kI pratiSThA nahIM ho sakatI hai|

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samasyA ke samAdhAna kA nayA AyAma hindustAna janasaMkhyA kI dRSTi se vizva kA dUsarA bar3A rASTra hai aura prajAtaMtra kI dRSTi se vizva kA sabase bar3A rASTra hai / jo jitanA bar3A hotA hai usakI samasyAeM bhI utanI hI bar3I hotI haiN| do vyaktiyoM kA eka sAtha honA samasyA kA Adi bindu hai / yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ki karor3oM-karor3oM loga eka sAtha jur3e hue hoM aura samasyAeM na hoM ? samasyAoM ko asvIkAra karanA satya ke sAtha AMkhamiconI jaisA hai / samasyAoM ko svIkAra kareM aura muktabhAva se svIkAra kareM, phira usakA samAdhAna khojeM, yaha samasyA ko sulajhAne kA upAya hai / garIbI hindustAna kI eka bar3I samasyA hai| karor3oM-karor3oM loga roTI juTAne meM hI apanA jIvana khapA dete haiN| garIbI ko miTAne ke lie sarakAra kRta-saMkalpa hai| samAjavAdI samAja-vyavasthA ke saMkalpa kA bhI punaruccAra hotA rahatA hai / udyoga aura vyApAra bhI bar3hA hai| itanA hone para bhI vahI zikAyata kA svara gUMja rahA hai-garIba aura adhika garIba ho rahA hai, amIra aura adhika amIra ho rahA hai| ___anuzAsana kI samasyA hai / zikSA-saMsthAna se lekara ghara taka yahI bAta sunane ko milatI hai ki anuzAsana samApta ho cukA hai, koI kisI kI bAta mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hai / kyA anuzAsana ke binA koI bhI samAja sabhya, ziSTa aura pragatizIla ho sakatA hai ? anuzAsanahInatA bhAvI khataroM kA spaSTa saMketa hai| ___jAtivAda bhI eka ugra samasyA hai / hajAroM varSa purAne saMskAra samAja ko pIr3A de rahe haiM, AdamI ke lie AdamI achUta bana rahA hai| eka AdamI dUsare AdamI ke prati ghRNA, dveSa aura tiraskAra kA viSa ugala rahA hai| sAmapradAyikatA kI samasyA aura adhika bhayAvaha hai / jisa dharma ko AsthA ne manuSya kI bandhutva aura maitrI kA pATha par3hAyA thA, vahI AsthA Aja manuSya ko manuSya kA prANa lUTane ke lie utprerita kara rahI hai / jisase prakAza kI razmiyAM vikIrNa ho rahI thIM, usase andhakAra pravAhita ho rahA hai| pUrI manuSya jAti isa sAmpradAyikatA ke nAga se daMzita hai|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi buddhi, tarka aura vijJAna ke yuga meM aparAdha, upadrava, AkramaNa aura hiMsA kA abhikrama bhI kisI se pIche nahIM hai / yuga kI daur3a meM, aisA lagatA hai, koI kisI se pIche rahanA nahIM cAhatA / anaitikatA, aprAmANikatA aura caritrahInatA kI samasyA bhI eka yugIna samasyA bana gaI hai | isa sthiti meM pArasparika avizvAsa, sandeha aura dUsaroM ko Thagane ke prayatna svabhAvika ho jAte haiN| pUrA samAja nirantara bhaya mAnasika tanAva aura cintAoM se ghirA rahatA hai / usa vAtAvaraNa meM svastha cintana, mAnasika zAnti aura nirbodha Arogya kI kalapanA hI nahI kI jA sakatI hai / 70 samasyA ke ye bindu aisI bhayAnaka rekhAoM kA nirmANa karate haiM ki unase banane vAlA citra kabhI AkarSaka nahIM ho sakatA / socA jAtA hai ki rAjya ke pAsa prabala daMDazakti hai, phira kyoM nahIM eka sAtha hI sArI samasyAoM se nipaTa liyA jAe ? para yaha soca sahI nahIM hai / yadi daMDa zakti se samasyAoM kA samAdhAna hotA to vaha aba taka ho jAtA / yaha punarvicAra kA bindu hai / isI se hama nayA mor3a le sakate haiM aura nayI dizA kA udghATana kara sakate haiN| vaha nayA AyAma hai - samAja kI cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa / purAnI bhASA meM use kahA jAtA hai - AtmAnuzAsana yA hRdaya parirvatana / prekSA dhyAna kI bhASA meM ise isa rUpa meM prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai ki vartamAna samAja kI cetanA kI parikramA nAbhi ke Asa-pAsa hotI hai taba ye sArI samasyAeM paidA hotI haiM aura una samasyAoM se mukti nahIM pAyI jA sktii| inase mukti pAne kA eka upAya hai-- cetanA kI UrdhvayAtrA, samAja kI cetanA ko Upara kI ora le jAnA / vaha jaba hRdaya, kaMTha aura mastiSka ke Asa-pAsa parikramA zurU karatI hai taba Upara kI samasyAeM eka-eka kara samAdhAna ke bindu para pahu~ca jAtI haiM / apekSA hai AsthA kI, anusaMdhAna, prayoga aura prazikSaNa kI / isa zreya ke saMvibhAga meM aNuvrata kA bhAga kitanA hogA, yaha Aja kasauTI para hai|

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adhinAyakavAda aura svataMtratA svataMtratA aura parataMtratA--ye donoM isa yuga ke bahu-carcita zabda haiN| hamane ina dono zabdoM ko rASTra ke sandarbha meM samajhane kA prayatna kiyA hai / jisa rASTra para dUsare rASTra kA zAsana hotA hai vaha parataMtra aura jahAM apanA zAsana hotA hai vaha svataMtra / dUsare rASTroM para zAsana karane kI manovRtti ko sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti kahA jAtA hai / sAmrAjyavAda lagabhaga samApta ho cukA hai, para nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti samApta ho cukI hai| pahale sAmrAjya kA vistAra pratyakSa meM hotA thA, Aja yaha parokSa meM ho rahA hai| pahale vaha sainika zakti se hotA thA, Aja vaha Arthika prabhutva se ho rahA hai / dUsaroM ko adhIna rakhane kI manuSya kI maulika manovRtti hai| isa parataMtrIkaraNa kI manovRtti ko jaba-jaba badalane kA prayatna hotA hai taba-taba vaha rUpAntarita ho jAtI hai, kintu apane astitva ko nirantara banAe rakhatI hai| jaise caritArtha ho rahA hai anekAnta kA nityAnityavAda / sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti kA eka rUpa samApta hotA hai,dUsarA janma letA hai aura maulika manovRtti dhruva rahatI hai / isa manovRtti ko rASTrIya sandarbha meM bhI dekha sakate haiN| adhinAyakavAdI manovRtti sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti kA hI eka saMskaraNa hai / zaktizAlI vyakti dasaroM kI apekSA kama rakhatA hai| vaha apane cintana, vicAra aura nirNaya ko hI adhika mahatva detA hai| usameM virodhI vicAroM ko sahane kI kSamatA bhI nahIM hotii| virodha yA virodhI ko kucalanA usakA eka kartavya-sA bana jAtA hai / vartamAna meM adhinAyakavAdI manovRtti adhika prabhAvI ho rahI hai| kahA jAtA hai, pratyeka AdamI svataMtratA ko pasanda karatA hai / maiM to aisA nahIM soctaa| parataMtratA ko pasanda karane vAle logoM kI hamArI duniyA meM kamI nahIM hai / svataMtratA kA dIpa, zakti kI bAtI aura jAgarUkatA ke tela se jalatA hai| aise logoM kI saMkhyA kama nahIM hai jo na zakti ke vikAsa kA prayatna karate haiM aura na jAgarUka rahane kA / phrAMsa kI krAnti ke samaya jo svataMtratA-premI lambe samaya taka kArAvAsa meM rahe, ve itane pramAdI aura AlasI bana gae ki kArAvAsa se mukta hone para unhoMne phira kArAvAsa meM rahanA hI pasanda kiyA / jinheM apanI

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72 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi zakti para bharosA nahIM hai, jo apanA zakti ko jagAne ke lie kRta-saMkalpa nahIM hai, jo jAgarUka aura udyamI nahIM hai, ve svataMtratA ko pasanda nahIM karate / parataMtratA kI manovRtti prabala hai, isalie adhinAyakavAda panapatA hai / yadi saba loga svataMtratA kI manovRtti vAle hoM to isakA aMkura bhI nahIM phUTa sktaa| aisA bhI hotA hai ki parataMtra manovRtti vAle logoM se ghire hue kucha svataMtra manovRtti vAle loga kaThinAiyAM jhelate haiM aura ayogya karAra de die jAte haiM / cApalUsoM kI bhIr3a meM svataMtratA kA svara kahIM kho jAtA hai / bhIr3a kA kolAhala hI adhinAyaka ke kAnoM taka pahuMca pAtA hai| ___kucha loga cAhate haiM ki svataMtratA akSuNNa rahe, adhinAyakavAdI manovRtti na panape, adhinAyaka kA astitva na rhe| para yaha cAha niSedhAtmaka hai| isakA vidhAyaka pakSa hai--sAmAjika cetanA aura zakti jAgaraNa kA prayatna / hama sAmAjika, Arthika aura rAjanaitika pahalU se svataMtratA ke bAre meM socate haiM / AdhyAtmika pahalU ko bilakula chor3a dete haiN| isakA pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki vyakti meM AkAMkSA, lAlasA aura sukha-suvidhA kI bhAvanA para niyaMtraNa karane kI kSamatA nahIM jAgatI / isI paristhiti meM adhinAyakavAda kA bIja-vapana hotA hai aura isI vAtAvaraNa meM parataMtratA ko nayA jIvana milatA hai| burAI kA bindu vyakti kI AMtarika cetanA meM janma letA hai, sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa meM usakA vistAra hotA hai| hama samasyA kA samAdhAna sAmAjika, Arthika aura rAjanaitika paripekSa meM khojate haiN| isakA artha hotA hai hamArA patajhar3a aura basaMta meM vizvAsa hai, jar3a meM vizvAsa nahIM hai| jaba jar3a surakSita hotI hai taba patajhar3a aura vasanta donoM calate rahate haiM / samasyA kA mUla bindu hai-Antarika cetanA / use badalane kI prakriyA hamAre pAsa nahIM hai| hama samAja ko badalane kI bAta socate haiN| kucha rAjanaitika praNAliyoM ne samAja ko badalane kA prayatna bhI kiyA hai, kintu jo iSTa thA vaha pariNAma nahIM AyA / jIvana kI saMdhyA meM cIna ke bhAgya-vidhAtA mAo ne kahA thA- "maiM apane svapna ko sAkAra banAne meM saphala nahIM huaa|" kevala nimittoM ko badalane meM vizvAsa karane vAlA koI bhI vyakti isa dizA meM saphala nahIM ho sakatA / maiM syAdavAda kI bhASA meM socatA hUM isalie yaha bhI kahanA pasanda karUMgA ki kevala upAdAnoM ko badalane kA prayatna karane vAlA bhI isa dizA meM saphala nahIM ho sakatA / hamane upAdAnoM aura nimittoM ko vibhakta kara samasyA ko ciraMjIvI banAne meM yoga diyA hai| samasyA ko sulajhAne kA sarala mArga ho sakatA hai

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adhinAyakavAda aura svataMtratA 73 upAdAnoM aura nimittoM kA yoga / hama upAdAnoM ko bhI badaleM aura nimittoM ko bhI bdleN| cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa karanA upAdAna ko badalanA hai / vyavasthA kA parirvatana nimittoM ko badalanA hai, samAja ko badalanA hai / nimittoM ke AdhAra para paristhitivAda kA siddhAnta cala rahA hai / sAmAjika aura adhinAyakavAda-donoM paryAyavAcI zabda bana ge| yaha mAna liyA gayA hai ki niyaMtraNa ke binA samAja ko nahIM badalA jA sakatA aura adhinAyakavAda ke binA niyaMtraNa nahIM ho sktaa| mArksa kA svapna thA rAjyahIna rAjya (Stateless State) kA / yarthAtha yaha hai ki rAjya kI pakar3a aura majabUta huI hai| vyakti samAja kA eka purjA banakara raha gyaa| usake svataMtra astitva kI avadhAraNA samApta hotI jA rahI hai| vyaktivAda aura samAjavAda jaise do virodhI kheme bana gae haiM aura isI avadhAraNA ke Adhara para adhyAtmavAda aura bhautikavAda bhI Amane-sAmane khar3e haiM / adhyAtmavAdI bhautikavAda ko samApta karanA cAhate haiM aura bhautikavAdI adhyAtmavAda ko samApta karane para tule hae haiN| ina ekAMkI avadhAraNAoM ne mAnava jIvana ko bahuta asta-vyasta kara rakhA hai / isa sandarbha meM maiM anekAntavAda ko bahuta upayogI mAnatA hUM / hama sApekSatA kA mUlyAMkana kareM, virodhI yugaloM meM samanvaya sAdhe aura saha-astitva kI avadhAraNA ko prANavAna banAeM / yaha eka upAya hai parataMtratA se svataMtratA kI dizA meM prasthAna kaa| vyaktivAda aura samAjavAda ___ sAmAjika jIvana samasyAoM kA jIvana hotA hai| sacAI yaha hai ki hamArI duniyA meM koI bhI jIvana samasyAmukta nahIM ho sakatA / isIlie manuSya samasyAoM ko sulajhAne kA prayatna karatA hai / samasyA AtI hai aura vaha sulajhAI jAtI hai / yaha krama niraMtara calatA rahatA hai / manuSya kA svabhAva eka samasyA hai| usakI svataMtratA bhI eka samasyA hai| usake socane kA tarIkA bhI eka samasyA hai| vaha jar3a vastu nahIM hai, jise eka sAMce meM DhAlA jA sake / vaha cetana hai isalie hara kArya meM apanI icchA kA upayoga karatA hai| usakA upayoga acche kAma meM bhI ho sakatA hai aura bure kAma meM bhI ho sakatA hai / isa sthiti ko dhyAna meM rakhakara samAja ne vyavasthA kA sUtrapAta kiyA aura usane vyaktigata svataMtratA aura icchA para aMkuza lgaayaa| eka siddhAnta banA ki svataMtratA aura icchA kA apane hita me upayoga ho, kintu dUsare ke ahita meM usakA upayoga na ho / isa siddhAnta ke AdhAra para naitikatA kI AcAra-saMhitA kA vikAsa huaa| manuSya usa AcAra

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi saMhitA ke pAlana meM bhI apanI svataMtratA aura icchA kA upayoga karane lgaa| pratyeka burAI ko rokane ke lie vyavasthA hai, kAnUna hai, daMDa hai, phira bhI burAiyAM cala rahI haiM, beImAnI bar3ha rahI hai / yaha bindu hai-punarvicAra kaa| niSkarSa nikalatA hai ki AdamI bhItara se na badale, cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa na ho to bAhara se badalA-badalA-sA lagatA hai, para vAstava meM badalatA nahIM / vyavasthA bAhara para niyaMtraNa karatI hai, bhItara para niyaMtraNa karanA usake adhikAra meM nahIM hai| vrata bhItara kA anuzAsana hai, isIlie aNuvrata kA svataMtra mUlya hai / vaha vyavasthA kA sahayoga karatA hai / vyavasthA usakA sahayoga karatI hai, phira bhI apane-apane sthAna meM donoM svataMtra haiN| aNuvrata aura vyavasthA donoM kA yoga ho sake to tIsarI sthiti kA nirmANa hotA hai / usa sthiti ko na Antarika kahA jA sakatA hai aura na bAhya usameM vyakti ko badalane aura samAja ko saMvArane kI sthiti banatI hai| vahAM na korA vyaktivAda rahatA hai aura na korA samAjavAda / vyaktivAda aura samAjavAda donoM kI apanI-apanI sImA rahatI haiM, phira bhI dono eka-dUsare ke bAdhaka nahIM, kintu sAdhaka hote haiN| isa sthiti ke nirmANa meM sabakA yoga apekSita hai| pratIkSA hai isa apekSApUrti kii|

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zAstroM ke vyApaka artha kI khoja kA dRSTikoNa I AcArya vinobA bhAve ne zabda ke artha parivartana kI jo dRSTi prastuta kI hai vaha merI dRSTi me bahuta mahattavapUrNa hai / unhone 'gItA pravacana' (pRSTa 17) meM likhA hai -- " gItA purAne zAstrIya zabdoM ko naye arthoM meM prayukta karane kI AdI hai purAne zabdo para naye artha kI kalama lagAnA vicArakrAnti kI ahiMsaka prakriyA hai / vyAsadeva isa prakriyA meM siddhahasta the / usase gItA ke zabdo ko vyApaka artha prApta huA aura anubhava ke anusAra aneka artha le ske| apanI-apanI bhUmikA para ye saba artha sahI ho sakate haiM aura unake virodha kI AvazyakatA na par3ane dekara hama svatantra artha bhI kara sakate haiM, aisI merI dRSTi hai / " AcArya vinobA bhAve satyagrAhI vyakti hai, isalie unameM zabdo kI pakar3a nahIM hai, satya kI pakar3a hai| unhone 'samaNa sutta' ke samAdhAna me likhA hai -- "mai kabUla karatA hUM ki mujha para gItA kA gaharA asara hai| usa gItA ko chor3akara mahAvIra se bar3hakara kisI kA asara mere citta para nahIM hai / usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki mahAvIra ne jo AjJA dI hai vaha bAbA ko pUrNa mAnya hai / AjJA yaha hai ki satyagrahI bano / Aja jahAM-jahAM jo uThA so satyAgrahI hotA hai / bAbA ko bhI vyaktigata satyAgrahI ke nAte gAMdhIjI ne peza kiyA thA, lekina bAbA jAnatA thA vaha kauna hai ? vaha satyAgrahI nahI, satyagrAhI hai / hara mAnava ke pAsa satya kA aMza hotA hai, isalie mAnava-janma sArthaka hotA hai| to saba dharmoM meM, saba panthoM me, saba mAnavo meM satya kA jo aMza hai usako grahaNa karanA caahie| hamako satyAgrahI bananA cAhie, yaha jo zikSA hai mahAvIra kI, bAbA para gItA ke bAda usI kA asara hai| gItA ke bAda kahA, kintu jaba dekhatA hUM to mujhe dono meM pharka hI nahI dIkhatA hai / " merI dRSTi me anekAnta satya kI khoja kA sabase zaktizAlI mAdhyama hai / usake AdhAra para hI zabda ko vyApaka artha diyA jA sakatA hai / satya anaMta hai

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75 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi aura zabda zAnta / maine gahare me utara kara anubhava kiyA---maine jaba-jaba zabda kA sahArA liyA taba-taba satya ko asatya kI dizA me prasthAna karate dekhA aura akhaNDa ko khaNDita hote dekhaa| para maine anubhava kiyA----jaba-jaba maine zabda ko chor3A taba-taba maine satya-khaNDa ko bhI abhivyakti dene meM apane Apa ko asamartha pAyA / satya kI khoja meM eka santulana apekSita hai / zabda aura azabda, vikalpa aura nirvikalpa, vicAra aura darzana, tarka aura anubhava tathA parokSa aura pratyakSa---ina sabakA santulana / mAnava jAti ke vikAsa AdhAra aMgaThA hai| vaha aMguliyoM kI viparIta dizA me hai, isabie manuSya kI karmajA zakti sabhyatA aura saMskRti kA vikAsa huA hai / yadi aMgUThA aMguliyoM kI zreNI meM hotA to lipi, kalA aura zilpa-ye saba svapnajagat ke satya hote, yathArtha kI bhUmi para nahIM utara paate| satya ko do viparIta dizA meM khojA jA sakatA hai / zabda ke artha kI khoja kA bhI yahI niyama hai| satya ke paryAya hote haiM aura zabda ke bhI annata paryAya hote haiM / isalie hama Azvata haiM ki satya kI khoja kA dvAra kabhI banda nahI hotaa| hara pIr3hI ko usakI khoja kA adhikAra prApta rhegaa| bhASAzAstrIya dRSTi se zabda ke artha kI utkrAnti, vikAsa aura parivartana kA yahI AdhAra hai| yaha ahaMkAra kisI yuga cetanA ko nahIM honA cAhie ki satya khoja liyA gayA hai| aba bhaviSya meM usakI khoja kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| yaha ahaMkAra kisI vyakti ko nahIM honA cAhie ki maiM jo kahatA hUM vahI satya hai athavA maiMne isa zabda kA jo artha kiyA hai, vahI artha yathArtha hai| aisA Agraha sabase bar3A asatya hotA hai| prazna hogA-phira satya kyA hai ? uttara bahuta sIdhA hai| dUsarA jo kahatA hai, usameM bhI satyAMza hai / usa satyAMza kI khoja karanA vAstava meM satya hai / __satya ke do rupa haiM--sUkSma aura sthUla / sUkSma satya ko sUkSma aura sthUla satya ko sthUla upAyoM dvArA khojA sakatA hai| maine vartamAna kI kaThinAI kA anubhava kiyA hai ki Aja kA dhArmika aura dArzanika sUkSma satya kI khoja sthUla upAyoM dvArA kara rahA hai / sUkSma satya kI khoja ke lie bhI vaha kevala zabda vicAra aura tarka kA prayoga kara rahA hai| isalie usakA darzana tarkamUlaka bana gayA hai / usake phalita hote hai-vivAda, saMrghaSa aura jaya-parAjaya kA manobhAva / do hajAra varSa pahale kA dArzanika indriya aura mana ko paTu yA sUkSma banA athavA atIndriyajJAna ko prApta kara satya khojatA thaa| usakA darzana darzanamUlaka hotA thaa| usake

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zAstroM ke vyApaka artha kI khoja kA dRSTikoNa ge phalita the - samanvaya, maitrI aura Atma-zodhana | Aja kA vaijJAnika sUkSma yaMtro ke mAdhyama se satya kI khoja hai| isIlie vaha satya kI khoja meM bahuta saphala huA hai / kintu Aja ke dArzanika ke pAsa na atIndriya cetanA kA vikAsa hai aura na sUkSma yNtr| sUkSmadarzana ke atIta aura vartamAna dono mAdhyamo se vaha vaMcita hai| usake pAsa kevala zabda vicAra aura tarka hai| isalie vaha satyAgrahI kama hai, AgrahI adhika hai / purAne zabdo ko nayA artha taba diyA jA sakatA hai jaba dArzanika AgrahI kama aura satyAgrahI adhika ho /

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gItA : saMdeza aura prayoga maiM jaina dharma darzana meM dIkSita huA hUM, isalie anekAnta mujhe virAsata meM milA hai| maiMne use kevala virAsata ke rUpa meM hI nahIM svIkArA hai, use Adhunika saMdarbho meM samajhane kA prayatna kiyA hai / sApekSavAda aura saMbhAvanAvAda anekAnta ke AdhAra-staMbha haiN| inheM samajhakara maiMne use hRdayaMgama kiyA hai| gItA merI dRSTi meM anekAnta darzana kA eka sundara grantha hai / AcArya siddhasena ne 'sanmatitarka' aura AcArya samaMtabhadra ne 'AptamImAMsA' meM sUkSmatA se nayavAda kA nirUpaNa kiyA hai aura ve dArzanika grantha bana ge| gItA AdhyAtmika aura dArzanika dono haiN| isameM nayadRSTi kA pada-pada para upayoga upalabdha hai| isIlie yaha dvaitavAdI aura advaitavAdI donoM ke lie AdhArabhUta grantha hai / dvaita aura advaita donoM virodhI bindu pratIta hote haiN| vAstava meM unameM virodha nahIM hai| ve donoM sApekSa haiN| advaita ke binA dvaita aura dvaita ke binA advaita kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| zabda-saMracanA ke lie bhI virodhI yugala kA astitva anivArya hai| yogirAja kRSNa ne kahA-isa jagat kA vistAra avyakta se huA hai / saba bhUta mujhameM sthita haiM / maiM unameM sthita nahIM hUM 'mayA tatamidaM sarvaM jagadavyaktamUrtinA / matsthAni sarvabhUtAni ca cAhaM teSvavasthitaH // 9 / 4 isakA agrima vaktavya hai-bhUta mujhameM sthita haiM, aisA bhI nahIM hai 'na ca matsthAni bhUtAni pazya me yogmaishvrm| bhUtabhRnna ca bhUtastho mamAtmA bhUtabhAvana: // 9 / 5 bhUta mujhameM sthita bhI hai aura nahIM bhI / ye donoM virodhI bAteM kaise sambhava ho sakatI haiM ? isakA uttara hai ki yaha 'aizvarya yoga' hai / sApekSavAda hI gItA kI bhASA meM aizvarya yoga hai / sApekSavAda ke binA virodhI yugala kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sakatI / manuSya ke jIvana meM aneka virodhAbhAsa aura visaMgatiyAM haiN| yaha hamArI sthUladRSTi hai, vyavahAra naya hai / sUkSmadRSTi yA nizcaya naya kA vaktavya vyavahAra

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gItA : saMdeza aura prayoga naya ke vaktavya se bhinna hotA hai / usake anusAra yaha sArA jagat saMvAditApUrNa hai| pratyeka dravya samanvaya ke sUtra se piroyA huA hai / isIlie eka ko jAnane vAlA sabako jAnatA hai aura sabako jAnane vAlA hI eka ko jAna sakatA hai| eka meM saba aura saba meM eka--isa sArvabhauma dRSTi meM visaMvAditA meM lie koI avakAza nahIM hai| vartamAna yuga kI samasyA hai visaMvAda-jJAna aura AcaraNa kI dUrI, kathanI aura karanI kI dUrI avisaMvAditA kI khoja hai| usakA bahuta acchA mAdhyama hai giitaa| yaha vyApaka samasyA hai ki jJAna aura AcaraNa kA madhyavartI setu manuSya ko upalabdha nahIM hai / barAI ko barAI jAnane vAloM kI kamI nahIM hai / isa avasthA meM 'jJAna-agni se karma dagdha ho jAte haiM, yaha vAkya arthavAna nahIM lagatA / kyA jJAna kI aneka koTiyAM hai? vaha kisa koTi kA jJAna hai, jisase karma dagdha ho jAte haiM? isa prazna kA uttara pAne ke lie yaha jJAtavya hai ki gItA kevala siddhAnta grantha nahIM hai / vaha prayoga-grantha bhI hai / usame aneka prayoga nirdiSTa haiM / jIvana ko siddhAnta kI apekSA prayoga adhika prabhAvita karate hai / samasyA yaha hai ki siddhAnta prayoga kI apekSA adhika sarala hai / siddhAnta kI paramparA pracalita hai, prayoga kI paramparA avicchinna nahIM haiN| gItA kI pravacanakAra aneka haiN| usakA prayogakAra khojane para koI virala hI milegA / jJAna AcaraNa kA madhyavartI sUtra hai--pryog| anAsakti eka mahAn prayoga hai| gItA kA navanIta hai---anAsakti yoga / kyA usakA svAdhyAya yA vivecana karane vAlA karma ke kSetra meM anAsakta bana jAtA hai ? pratidina pArAyaNa karane vAloM meM bhI anAsakti kA avataraNa nahIM dikhAI detA / isakA hetu hai prayoga kA abhAva / yogirAja kRSNa ne kahA-maiM udAsIna kI bhAMti AsIna hUM / karmoM meM Asakta hUM / isalie ve karma mujhe bAMdha nahI pAte / na ca mA tAni karmANi nibadhnati dhnNjy| udAsinavadAsInamasaktaM teSu karmasu / / 9 / 9 prayoga ke binA koI manuSya udAsIna nahIM ho sktaa| sAmAnyata: hara manuSya priya aura apriya saMvedano meM jItA hai / unase Upara uThanA sAdhanA ke binA sambhava nhiiN| gItA meM udAsIna yA taTastha kA artha hai AtmavAn / AtmavAn hI anAsakta ho sakatA hai / use karma nahIM bAMdha pAte

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi yogasaMnyastakarmANi jnyaansNcchinnsNshym|| AtmavantaM na karmANi nibadhnanti dhanaMjaya // 4 / 41 AtmavAn hone kA prayoga hai--vaibhAvika kriyA ke akartRtva kA anubhava / dekhanA, sunanA, chUnA, sUMghanA, zvAsa lenA-ye saba indriya kArya haiN| __ indrayAM apane-apane viSaya me pravRta ho rahI haiM / saMvedana merA maulika svabhAva nahIM hai / isa prakAra apane jJAtA-dRSTA svarupa kI anubhUti karane vAlA AtmavAn ho jAtA hai / yaha saba abhyAsa para nirbhara hai| siddhAnta kI kriyAvanvita isalie nahIM ho rahI hai ki carcA hai, abhyAsa nahIM hai| siddhAnta aura prayoga donoM ko pRthaka kara gItA kA rahasya nahIM samajhA jA sakatA / siddhAnta kI sArthakatA kA bodha prayoga ke dvArA hI saMbhAvya bana sakatA naiva kiMcitkaromIti yukto manyeta ttvvit| pazyanzRNvanspRzanjighanaznanagacchansvapandhasan // 5 / 8 'pralapanvisRjanagRhmanmipannimiSannapi indriyANIndriyArtheSu vartanta iti dhArayan / / 5 / 9

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vipazyanA kI atIta yAtrA aNuvrata nyAsa dvArA saMcAlita adhyAtma-sAdhanA kendra me vipazyanA zivira kA Ayojana / zrI satyanArAyaNajI goyanakA kI upasthiti / usameM kucha gRhastha sAdhaka the| adhikAMza sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA praveza thaa| maiM bhI usame sammilita huaa| sAdhanA pahale se cala rahI thI / dhyAna kA krama bhI cAlU thA / para jijJAsA thI vipazyanA paddhati ke viSaya meN| jaina sUtro meM pahalA sUtra hai 'AyAro' (aacaarNg)| use par3hane vAlA 'logavipassI' zabda se aparicita nahIM ho sktaa| 'loka' kA artha hai-zarIra aura 'vipassI' kA artha hai--gahare meM utarakara use dekhane vaalaa| dhyAna kA abhyAsI zarIra 'vipazyI' hotA hai / maiM bhI isa artha se aparicita nahIM thaa| AcArAMga tathA anya jaina sAhitya meM vipazyanA ke tattva bhare par3e haiM, para usakI vyAkhyA vismRta ho cukI, yaha kahane meM koI sakoMca kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| kitanI zatAbdiyoM se jaina sAdhaka vipazyanA kI paddhati se aparicita haiM, yaha anusandheya hai / kintu yaha asaMdigdha hai ki vipazyanA dhyAna kI paramaparA uname pracalita nahIM hai| mai zivira me gyaa| kevala abhyAsa ke lie hI maiM nahI gayA: tulanAtmaka adhyayana kI dRSTi bhI mere sAmane thii| jaina paramparA meM lupta paddhati ko pakar3ane kA dhyeya bhI mere sAmane thA / eka hI zramaNa paramparA kI do dhArAoM--jaina aura bauddha-meM dhyAna kI paddhati samAna na ho, usameM Azcarya ho sakatA hai| yadi vaha samAna ho to koI Azcarya nahI honA cAhie / bauddha paramparA me vipazyanA dhyAna kI paddhati pracalita hai / jaina paramaparA meM vaha paddhati pracalita nahIM hai kintu usakA AdhAra aura usake maulika tathya vidyamAna hai / unake AdhAra para anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai ki kisI samaya yaha paddhati jaina paramparA me pracalita thii| bhagavAn mahAvIra isa paddhati se dhyAna karate the, yaha bahuta prAmANika tathya hai| goyanakAjI ne zivirArthiyo ko AnApAsatI kA abhyAsa zuru kraayaa| mujhe jaina paramparA meM pracalita nAsAgradRSTi ke dhyAna kI smRti ho AyI / goyanakAjI batA rahe the ki mana ko Upara ke hoMTha para kendrita kro| hara loga nAsAgra para mana

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82 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ko kandrita karane meM abhyasta the / ve barmI sAdhanA se paricita haiM, Upara ke hoMTha para mana ko kendrita karane kA nirdeza ucita hai| cipaTI nAka vAlo ke lie hoMTha ke UparI bhAga para mana ko kendrita karanA adhika upayukta hai / bhAratIya manuSyo kI nAka lambI hotI hai, isalie unakA nAsAgra hoMTha se adhika saMvedazIla hotA hai / goyanakA jI ke nirdezAnusAra Upara ke hoMTha para saMvedanAoM ko pakar3ate pakar3ate maiM anAyAsa hI nAsAgra para pahuMca jAtA aura vahAM saMvedanAoM ko pakar3atA tathA zvAsa ke sparza kA anubhava karatA / maine anubhava kiyA ki kAyotsarga yA zArIrika zithilIkaraNa ke sAtha AnApAnasatI kA yoga bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / prAcInakAla meM kAyotsarga zvAsoccha vAsa ke sAtha kiyA jAtA thA / vartamAna vaha paddhati chUTa gii| prAcIna granthoM meM zvAsocchavAsa ke sAtha kAyotsarga karane kA vidhAna dekhA aura AnApAnasatI ke prayoga se usa vidhAna ko samarthana mila gyaa| bauddha paramparA meM jo AnApAnasatI kI sAdhanA hai vahI jaina paramparA meM kAyotsarga kI sAdhanA hai / tIsare dina vipazyanA kA abhyAsa prArambha huA / goyanakAjI ne sAdhakoM ko nirdeza diyA - ve sthira Asana meM baiTha, AMkhe mUMda, zarIra ke bhItara dekhe, bhItara meM hone vAle saMvedanoM kA anubhava kare, sukhada yA duHkhada jo bhI saMvedana ho, unhe taTastha bhAva se dekhe, apramatta rahe, vartamAna kI saccAI kA anubhava kareM, isa nirdeza ke sAtha abhyAsa zuru ho gyaa| mana ko antarmukhI karane kI kuMjI hAtha laga gaI / vaise yaha bAta ajJAta nahIM thI / yAjJavalkya gItA aura AcArya hemacandra ke 'yogazAstra' ko par3hane vAlA 'uttarAdhAra' prANAyAma se aparicita nahIM hai / usa prANAyAma me sira se paira taka aura paira se sira taka pratyeka avayava kA sparza karate hue prANadhArA ko pravAhita kiyA jA sakatA hai / kintu vipazyanA kI paddhati yahI hai / isakI prAmANika jAnakArI eka suparipakva abhyAsI sAdhaka ke dvArA mujhe pahalI bAra milI / ekAgratA kA abhyAsa mujhe pahale se thA / isalie saMvedanAoM ko pakar3ane me vizeSa kaThinAI nahIM huii| prathama abhyAsa meM hI kucha spandana, kucha saMvedanAeM aura yatra-tatra zarIrika avarodha anubhava me Ae / maine socA - mana kI sUkSmatA hone para aura adhika sUkSma saMvedanAoM ke pakar3A jA sakatA hai / antarmukhI hone, ghaTanA ke prati taTastha rahane kA eka nizcita dRSTikoNa nirmita ho gayA / koI bahuta bar3A zarIrika yA mAnasika lAbha huA ho yaha maiM nahI kaha sakatA / yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki mujhe dhAraNAtmaka lAbha avaSya huaa| merI dhAraNA nizcita bana

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vipazyanA kI atIta yAtrA 83 gaI ki yaha paddhati vItarAgatA ke abhyAsa kI paddhati hai / isameM camatkAra, pralobhana yA mithyA kalpanA ke lie koI avakAza nahIM hai / yaha yathArthavAdI dRSTikoNa se niSpatra yathArthavAdI sAdhanA hai / maiM abhyAsa- kAla meM abhyAsa karatA gayA / usake bAda avakAza ke kSaNo meM vizpayanA kI AcArAMga ke sUtro se tulanA karatA gayA / mujhe lagA AcArAMga sUtra me vipazyanA kI pUrNa paddhati pratipAdita hai / kintu paramparA kI vismRti hone ke kAraNa usakI spaSTa pakar3a nahIM hai / vipazyanA kA mUla tattva hai -- apramAda aura zarIra- darzana / yathArtha ko jAnanA aura ghaTanA ke prati taTastha rahanA / AcArAMga kA eka sUtra hai- puruSa apramAda kI sAdhanA meM utthita hokara pramAda na kare (5 / 23) / apramAda kI sAdhanA kA sUtra hai-- zarIra kI vipazyanA / isa audArika (sthUla) zarIra kA yaha vartamAna kSaNa hai / isa prakAra jo vartamAna kSaNa kA anveSaNa karatA hai; vaha sadA apramatta hotA hai (5/21) / sAmAnyata: zarIra kI ora pravAhita hone vAlI caitanya kI dhArA ko antara kI ora pravAhita karane kA prathama sAdhana hai sthUla zarIra / isa sthUla zarIra ke bhItara taijasa aura karma--ye do sUkSma zarIra haiN| unake bhItara hai AtmA / sthUla zarIra kI kriyAoM, aura saMvedanAoM ko dekhane kA abhyAsa karane vAlA kramazaH taijasa aura karma zarIra ko dekhane laga jAtA hai| zarIra darzana kA dRr3ha abhyAsa aura mana suzikSita hone para zarIra meM pravAhita hone vAlI caitanya kI dhArA kA sAkSAtkAra hone laga jAtA hai / jaise-jaise sAdhaka sthUla darzana se sUkSma darzana kI ora Age bar3hatA hai vaise-vaise usakA apramAda bar3hatA jAtA hai / sAdhaka cakSu ko saMyata kara loka (zarIra ) ko dekhatA hai| vaha loka ke adhobhAga ke dekhatA hai, UrdhvabhAga ko dekhatA hai aura tirache bhAga ko dekhatA hai (2/125) / jo puruSa zabda, rupa, rasa, gaMdha aura sparza ko bhalI bhAMti jAna letA hai, uname rAga-dveSa nahIM karatA- -taTastha rahatA hai, vaha AtmavAn, jJAnavAn, vedavAn, dharmavAn aura brahmavAn hotA hai ( 3 / 14) / vipazyanA kI bauddha paramparA meM dharmavAn zabda hI upayukta hai| jainoM kI vipazyanA paddhati meM AtmavAn zabda bhI saMgata hai| jo puraSa apanI prajJA se loka ko jAnatA hai vaha muni (jJAnI) kahalAtA hai / vaha dharmavid aura Rju hotA hai(3/5)| jaise agni jIrNa kASTha ko zIghra jalA detI hai, vaise hI samAhita AtmA

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84 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi vAlA anAsakta purUSa karma-zarIra ko prakaMpita, kRza aura jIrNa kara detA hai| (4/32) / AtmA kI saMprekSA karane vAlA anAsakta ho jAtA hai(4/32)| AcArAMga sUtra meM vipazyI aura saMprekSA--ye donoM zabda milate haiM / vipazyanA dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke bAda ina dono zabdoM kI gaharAI meM jAne aura unakA hArda samajhane kA avasara milaa| eka hI zramaNa paramparA kI do dhArAoM meM vipazyanA yA prekSA kA pracalana honA Azcarya kI bAta nahIM hai| Azcarya kI bAta yaha hai ki bauddha dhArA ne use aba taka avicchinna rakha liyA aura jaina dhArA use avicchina nahIM rakha sakI / usa vismRta tatva ko puna: smRti-paTala para utArane meM vipazyanA zivira kI sAdhanA nimitta bnii| ise maiM sabase bar3A lAbha mAnatA haiN|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kahAnI bacapana se zurU hotI hai| koI baccA Age kyA hogA, yaha saba niyati ke garbha meM hotA hai / usakA spaSTa bodha svayaM ko bhI nahIM hotA aura dUsaroM ko bhI nahIM hotA / usakA pUrvAbhyAsa svaMya ko bhI ho jAtA hai / maiM lagabhaga ATha varSa kA thaa| eka ajJAta bhikSu aayaa| vaha ghara-ghara bhikSA mAMgatA ghUma rahA thaa| vaha mere par3osI ke ghara pahuMcA / mere eka sAthI ko dekhakara vaha bolA-'yaha baccA eka sAla ke bAda cala bsegaa|' usane mujhe dekhakara kahA--'yaha bAlaka yogI hogA, yogirAja hogaa|' maiM nahI jAnatA thA, yogI kyA hotA hai ? ina dono ghaTanAo kA logoM ko patA claa| bAta sAre logo meM phaila gii| para eka anajAne bhikSu kI bAta thI, isIlie usa para kisI ne vizeSa dhyAna nahIM diyaa| saptAha bItA aura merA sAthI acAnaka isa saMsAra se cala bsaa| taba logoM kA dhyAna usa bhikSu kI bhaviSyavANI kI ora gayA / use khojA, para vaha kahIM dUsarI jagaha jA cukA thaa| usakA koI patA nahIM claa| merI bahana kA vivAha thaa| ghara meM kAphI loga Ae hue the / mere mana me eka taraMga uThI aura maiM AMkhoM para rUmAla bAMdhakara calane lagA / jaba daravAje ke pAsa pahuMcA to sira bhIta se TakarA gayA / lalATa ke madhya meM coTa lagI, ThIka usI sthAna para jo jyoti-kendra (piniyala glainDa) kA sthAna hai| kabhI-kabhI bAhara kA AghAta bhI bhItara kI cetanA ko jagAne kA nimitta bana jAtA hai / cetanA bAhara meM nahIM jAgI ho, para bhItara meM usakA prasphuTana zurU ho gyaa| ___ nau varSa pUre ho gae / 'memanasiMha'( vartamAna meM baMgalA deza) meM merI cacerI bahana kA vivAha thA / usa uddhezya se mAM aura cAcA ke sAtha maiM vahAM gayA / bIca meM hama kalakattA phuNce| vahAM hama sabhI bUA ke pAsa Thahare / bhojana ke pazcAt mere cAcA aura unakI dukAna ke karmacArI kalakattA ke bAjAra meM sAmAna kharIdane gae / maiM bhI unake sAtha calA gyaa| ve dukAno meM sAmAna kharIdate rahe aura maiM idhara-udhara dekhatA rhaa| rAste meM calate-calate maiM kahI ruka gayA aura ve Age bar3ha ge| na unako dhyAna rahA aura na mujhe dhyAna rahA / maiM akelA raha gyaa|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi mujhe nahIM patA ki mujhe kahAM jAnA hai| na koThI kA patA aura na usake nambara kA ptaa| para patA nahI merI antazcetanA ko ina sabakA kaise patA calA ! majhe jaba yaha lagA ki maiM akelA raha gayA hUM taba maiMne sabase pahale eka kAma kiyA ki maiMne apane hAtha kI ghar3I kholI aura gale meM se svarNasUtra ko nikAlA aura doMno ko jeba meM rakha liyaa| maiM pIche muDA aura ajJAta kI ora cala pdd'aa| mujhe nahI patA, kahAM jAnA hai, kahAM jA rahA hUM / para antazcetanA ko koI patA thA, maiM ThIka sthAna para pahuMca gyaa| kucha samaya bAda mere cAcA ko patA calA ki maiM unase bichuDa gayA huuN| taba unhoneM mujhe DhUMDhane ke lie daur3adhUpa kI / pulisa-sTezana para gae / mere guma hone kI riporTa likhAI aura ve mujhe khojate-khojate ghara gae / nIce se hI unhone cillAnA zurU kara diyA--'natthU hamase bichuDa gayA / usakA koI patA nahIM claa|' unakI AMkheM DabaDabAI huI thii| ve bahuta parezAna dIkha rahe the| unakI bahana ne unhe kucha kSaNoM taka koI bAta nahIM batAI / phira acAnaka mujhe bhItara se bAhara lAkara unake sAmane khar3A kara diyaa| unakI sArI parezAnI dUra ho gii| unhoneM pUchA-'tU yahAM kaise pahuMcA ?' mere pAsa isakA koI uttara nahIM thaa| jIvana meM saba kucha uttarita nahIM hotaa| kitanA acchA hotA ki manuSya anuttarita kA uttara de paataa| mere pitAjI cAra bhAI the| bar3e bhAI kA nAma thA gopiicndjii| unake eka patra thaa| unakA nAma thA mahAlacandajI / yuvAvasthA meM acAnaka unakA dehAvasAna ho gyaa| pitA duHkhI / sArA parivAra duHkhI / mujhase ve bahuta seha rakhate the| mujhe bhI bar3A duHkha huaa| antarmana me eka coTa lgii| jIvana ke prati kisI ajJAta kone me eka anAsthA kA bhAva paidA ho gyaa| ___ muni chabIlajI kA cAturmAsa huaa| maine jIvana kA eka dazaka pUrA kara liyaa| dUsare dazaka me praveza ho cukA thaa| unake sahavartI muni mUlacaMdajI ne mujhe prerita kiyA-mai tattvajJAna paDhUM / maine adhyayana zuru kiyaa| eka dina munidvaya ne mujhe muni banane kI bahuta halkI-sI preraNA dI / merA anta:karaNa jhaMkRta-sA ho gayA, jaise koI bIja aMkurita honA cAhatA ho aura usa para pAnI kI phuhAreM gira jAeM / jaise merA antarmana muni bananA cAhatA ho aura unakI preraNA kI hI pratIkSA ho| mujhe aisA hI anubhava huaa| maine apanI mAM se kahA- 'mai muni honA cAhatA huuN|' mAM ne kahA- 'mai bhI sAdhvI honA cAhatI hUM / para kitanA kaThina hai yaha mArga aura kitanI kaThina hai isakI sAdhanA ! tUne socA hai ? ' maiMne koI uttara nahIM diyA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 87 I anuttarita ko uttarita karanA mujhe jarurI nahI lagA / mere pitA kA sAyA mujha para se bahuta jaldI uTha gayA thA / maiM DhAI mAsa kA thA taba unakA svargavAsa ho gayA thA / yadi kahUM to bAta asvAbhAvika lagatI hai / para merI smRti kahatI hai ki maiMne unheM mRtyu zaiyA para dekhA hai| bhAI koI thA nahIM / do bahaneM thI / donoM vivAhita / hamane pUjya kAlUgaNIjI ke darzana karane kA nizcaya kiyA / hama gaMgAzahara pahuMce / pujya kAlUgaNIjI ke darzana kiye| unake pradIpta mukhamaMDala kI AbhA aura unakI vaha mudrA aba bhI merI smRti meM vaisI hI aMkita hai| muni mUlacaMdajI ne kahA thA-- 'vahAM tuma muni tulasI ke darzana jarura karanA / ve Ayu meM choTe hai, para bahuta bhAgyazAlI hai / una para pUjya kAlUgaNI kI asIma kRpA hai|' maiMne vahAM pUchA - 'muni tulasI kahAM hai ?' eka bhAI ne batAyA- 've chata para baiThe haiN|' maiM vahAM gayA, darzana kie| ekaTaka unake sAmane dekhatA rahA / unhoMne pUchA- 'kahAM se Ae ho ?' 'Tamakora se AyA hUM-- maiMne uttara diyaa| maukhika prazna aura uttara bahuta nahIM calA, parantu mUka praznottara bahuta calA aura vaha gahare me utara gayA / hamaneM dIkSA ke lie prArthanA kI aura usakI pUrva svIkRti mila gaI / usa dina vahAM ruke aura phira gAvaM cale aae| Tamakora eka choTA gAMva hai / usa samaya vahAM koI rAjakIya vidyAlaya nahIM thaa| maiM guru jI kI pAThazAlA meM par3hA / varNamAlA par3hI, kucha pahAr3e par3he aura kucha vizeSa par3hane kA yoga nahIM milA / gyArahavAM varSa AdhA bItA / mAgha zuklA dasamI, vi0 saM0 1987 ke dina pujya kAlUgaNI kA varadahasta hamAre sira para TikA / mai apanI mAtA ke sAtha dikSita ho gayA / hamArI dIkSA bhaMsAlIjI ke bAga meM huii| vahAM se prasthAna kara pUjya kAlUgaNI gadhaiyoM ke nohare meM aae| vahI unakA pravAsa thA / vahAM pahuMcate hI unhone mujhe nirdeza diyA- 'tuma tulasI ke pAsa jAo aura vahIM tumhArI zikSA-dIkSA hogii|' gaMgAzahara meM ajJAta kI urvarA meM eka bIjavapana huA thA, use aba aMkurita hone kA avasara upalabdha ho gayA / muni dIkSA svIkArane ke pazcAt kyA karanA cAhie- isakI dizA mere sAmane spaSTa nahIM thI / ajJAta jaba sakriya hotA hai taba jJAta kI dizA spaSTa nahIM hotI / zAyada aisA bhI hotA hogA ki jJAta kI dizA spaSTa hone para ajJAta kI sakriyatA kama ho jAtI hai| loMgo ne mujhe bahuta bAra pUchA- Apa itanI choTI avasthA me muni kyo bane ? maiM isakA kyA uttara detA ? kucha gar3he gar3hAye uttara hote haiM / maiM usameM kama vizvAsa karatA huuN| isalie maiM nahI kahatA ki mujhe saMsAra asAra lagA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 88 isalie maiM muni bana gayA / athavA janma-maraNa ke cakkara se Darakara maiM muni bana gayA / athavA naraka ke bhaya aura svarga ke pralobhana se maiM muni bana gyaa| maiM eka hI uttara denA pasaMda karUMgA aura vahIM uttara detA rahA hUM ki koI ajJAta kI preraNA thI aura jJAta jagata kI ghaTanA ghaTI aura maiM muni bana gayA / hama ajJAta ko choDakara kevala jJAta ko samajhane kA prayatna karate haiM, kevala usake AdhAra para niSkarSa nikAlanA cAhate haiM, vaha saca hone para bhI adhUrA saca hotA hai, pUrA saca nahIM hotA / maiM muni banane aura muni tulasI kI chatrachAyA meM nayI jIvana-yAtrA calAne ko eka ajJAta kI preraNA mAnatA huuN| jJAta jagat meM isakA samAdhAnakAraka uttara mujhe upalabdha nahI hogA / mere adhyayana kA prAraMbha dasavaikAlika se huaa| vaha eka jaina Agama hai / bhASA usakI prAkRta hai aura usameM muni kI jIvana-yAtrA sAMgopAMga nirUpita hai / merA adhyayana bahuta maMthara gati se claa| pUre dina meM usake do-tIna zloka kaMThastha kara pAtA thaa| isa maMthara gati se muni bhI prasanna nahIM the aura pUjya kAlUgaNI bhI prasanna nahIM the / ve cAhate the maiM tvarita gati se Age baDhUM / kucha dino taka maiM unakI cAha ko pUrA nahIM kara skaa| saMskRta aura prAkRta kA kabhI nAma bhI nahI sunA thA / aparicita hone me prAraMbhika kaThinAI hotI hai / maiMne bhI usa kaThinAI kA sAmanA kiyaa| thor3e dinoM bAda vaha kaThinAI dUra ho gii| merI gati teja huI aura maiM pratidina ATha-dasa zloka kaMThastha karane lagA / aba saba prasanna the / 1 - | maiMne anubhava kiyA ki maiM upAlaMbha aura sAdhuvAda, bhaya aura prema-donoM kA mizrita jIvana jI rahA hUM / muni tulasI pramAda hone para ulAhanA bhI bahuta dete aura sahI kAma karane para sAdhuvAda bhI dete| mere prati unake antaHkaraNa meM AkarSaNa bhI thA aura vaha anuzAsanAtmaka bhaya bhI banAe rakhate the / nIti kA vacana hai -- bhaya ke binA prIti nahIM hotI / merA anubhava yaha hai ki prIti ke binA bhaya nahIM hotA / donoM sacAiyAM adhUrI hai, para dono meM satyAMza avazya hai / pUjya kAlUgaNIjI jodhapura cAturmAsa kara rahe the / isa samaya muni tulasI kI pUrI pAThazAlA cala rahI thI / usameM ATha-dasa sAdhu par3ha rahe the / anuzAsana kaThora thA / kevala adhyayana | paraspara bAtacIta karane ke lie koI samaya nahIM thA / hama par3hate-par3hate thaka jAte / mana hotA paraspara mileM aura bAtacIta kareM / muni tulasI ke sAmane bAtacIta kara nahIM sakate the / ve prayojanavaza jaba dUsare sthAna para jAte to hama bAtacIta karane baiTha jaate| unake Ane kA patA calatA taba phira saba apanA pATha

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 1 kaMThastha karane laga jaate| kabhI patA nahIM calatA to ulAhanA milatA / kabhI-kabhI hama eka sAdhu ko sIr3hiyoM ke pAsa baiThA dete| vaha muni tulasI ke Ane kI sUcanA detA aura hama saba apane adhyayana me laga jaate| yadi hamAre mana meM unake prati prIti nahIM hotI to hama ulAhanA ke bhaya se mukta ho jaate| jo kevala DaratA hai vaha DhITha bana jAtA hai / Dara ke pIche bhI eka bandhana sUtra hotA hai aura vaha hai - prIti / chApara kI ghaTanA hai / eka dina munivara ne mujhe kahA- 'Aja tumhe 'vigaya' nahI khAnI hai / " yaha eka bhUla kA prAyazcitta thA aura mere jIvana meM aise ' prAyazcitta kA yaha pahalA hI avasara thA / bhojana kA samaya huA / munizrI campAlAlajI, munivara aura maiM - tInoM eka sAtha bhojana karate / gocarI meM Ama kA rasa AyA / 'maiM nahI khAUM aura ve khAeM'- ye unheM acchA nahIM lagA / unhoneM kahA - tuma khAo / maiMne kahA-- nahIM khAUMgA / Apane kahA thA ki tumhe vigaya nahIM khAnI hai to aba maiM kaise khAUM ? maiM apanI bAta para ar3a gayA / hamArI bhojana kI maMDalI baDI thI / munizrI maganalAlajI kI sannidhi meM lagabhaga bIsa-paccIsa sAdhu eka maMDalI meM bhojana karate the / una saba ke bIca koI bAtacIta nahIM kI jA sktii| munivara ne kucha zabdoM ke saMketoM se mujhe vivaza kara diyA aura maiM apane bAlahaTha ko chor3ane ke lie taiyAra ho gyaa| eka kizora ke vikAsa meM sahayogI bananA bahuta kaThina bAta hai / usake mana ko tor3akara calane vAlA bhI usakA sahayogI nahIM ho sakatA / sahayogI vaha ho sakatA hai jo saba kucha usake manacAhA bhI na kare aura saba kucha anacAhA bhI na kare, donoM ke bIca saMtulana sthApita kara sake / adhyayana meM mana kama lagatA / hamane ( maiMne tathA muni buddhamalajI ne ) abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi ko kaMThastha karanA zurU kiyaa| bar3I muzkila se do-tIna zloka kaMThastha kara pAte / hamarI ruci idhara-udhara ghUmane aura bAteM karane meM jyAdA rhii| hame isa sthiti se bacAne ke lie munavara hamAre sAtha zloka raTate rahate / do-tIna zloka raTane meM AdhA ghaMTA kA samaya bIta jAtA, phira dina bhara hama chuTTI hI manAte / haMsanA aura muskAnA--yaha koI sahaja hI Adata bana gaI thI / bahuta bAra aisA hotA ki kucha zabdoM ke uccAraNakAla meM hama haMsa pdd'te| taba hamArA pATha baMda ho jaataa| hama sonate bahuta acchA huA / phira hameM rAjI kara adhdhayana karAyA jAtA / kizorAvasthA kI kucha jaTila AdatoM ko yadi manovaijJAnika DhaMga se na sambhAlA jAtA to zAyada hama bahuta nahIM par3ha paate| hama jaba zloka kaMThastha nahIM karate to hameM khar3A kara diyA jAtA / khar3A rahanA mere lie bahuta kaThina thA / AdhA ghaMTA taka 1 I 89

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90 dRSTi : merI sRSTi khar3A ho jAnA bahuta asahya ho jAtA, taba pAnI pIne kA yA aura kisI kAma kA bahAnA lekara maiM idhara-udhara ghUma AtA / yaha sthiti bahuta lambe samaya taka nahIM calI, lagabhaga do-DhAI varSa taka vaha calI / usake bAda hameM yathArtha kA kucha-kucha anubhava hone lgaa| jaba taka yathArtha kA anubhava nahI huA taba taka isa kaThora anuzAsana meM rahanA baDA kaThina lgaa| eka bAra hama pUjya kAlUgaNIjI ke pAsa pahuMce / hamane unake caraNo me eka vinamra prArthanA rakhI / hamaneM kahA - 'gurUdeva ! tulasI svAmI hama para kar3AI bahuta karate haiN|' pUjya gurUdeva ne pUchA--'kisalie ?' hamaneM kahA--'par3hAne ke lie|' phira pUchA - ' aura kisI ke lie to kar3AI nahI karatA ? ' hamane kahA - 'nahIM / ' taba gurUdeva bole- 'par3hAI ke lie to vo karegA, isame tumhArI nahIM calegI / ' hama AvAk raha ge| Ae the AzA lie, hAtha lagI nirAzA | AcAryavara ne kahAnI sunAI - rAjA ke putra ke sira para adhyApaka ne anAja kI poTalI rakha dii| par3hAI samApta huI / vidyArthI kI parIkSA ke lie adhyApaka rAja-sabhA meM jA rahA thaa| bIca meM anAja kI dukAna AyI / geMhU kharIde / unakI poTalI bAMdhI aura vidyArthI rAjakumAra ko use uThAne ko kahA / vaha asvIkAra kaise karatA, para vaha lada gayA bhAra se aura lajjA se / parIkSA huI / vaha saba vidyArthiyoM meM uttIrNa huaa| rAjA bahuta prasanna huA adhyApaka se pUchA - 'rAjakumAra ne vidyArjana kaise kiyA ?' adhyApaka ne kahA- 'bahuta acche r3haga se kiyA, vinayapUrvaka kiyaa|' rAjakumAra se pUchA - 'gurUjI ne tumhAre sAtha kaisA vyavahAra kiyA ?' rAjakumAra bolA- ' bAraha varSa taka to acchA kiyA para Aja..... / ' rAjA ne pUchA- 'Aja phira kyA huA ?' rAjakumAra ne poTalI kI bAta sunAI aura rAjA kA ceharA tamatamA utthaa| pUchA to uttara diyA- 'vaha bhI par3hAI kA eka aMga thA / vaha pATha rAjakumAra ko hI par3hAnA thaa| Age calakara daMDa vahI degA / bhAra uThAne meM kitanA kA kaSTa hotA hai, isakA bhAna karAnA thA / yaha thAna ho gayA hai| aba vaha kisI se adhika bhAra nahIM utthvaaegaa|' rAjA ke pAsa kahane ke lie aba kucha bhI nahIM thA / AcAryavara ne kahA-- adhyApaka rAjakumAra bhI poTalI uThavA sakatA hai, taba phira.... I hamAre pAsa bhI vApasa kahane ko kucha nahIM thA / hama cale Ae mana me aura cintA paidA ho gaI ki munivara ko patA cala jAegA to ve kyA kaheMge ? par3hane ko kaise jAeM ? sUryodaya huA / zloka vAcana ke lie sakucAte - se gae aura bAMcakara binA kucha ulAhanA lie A ge| kaI dinoM taka mana me bhaya rahA, para

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 91 Apane kabhI hameM bhayabhIta nahIM kiyaa| Apako usa sthiti kA patA cala gayA, para hame yaha patA nahI calane diyA ki Apako usa sthiti kA patA cala gayA hai| anuzAsana eka kalA hai / usakA zilpI yaha jAnatA hai ki kaba kahA jAe aura kaba sahA jAe / sarvatra kahA jAe to dhAgA TUTa jAtA hai aura sarvatra sahA hI jAe to vaha hAtha se chUTa jAtA hai / isalie vaha maryAdAoM kI rekhAoM ko jAnakara calatA hai| hamAre saMgha meM unhIM dino vyAkaraNa ke do grantha taiyAra hue| muni cauthamalajI svAmI aura paMDita raghunandanajI ke saMyukta prayAsa se 'bhikSu zabdAnuzAsana' taiyAra huA aura 'kAlu kaumudI' kA pATha kaMThastha karanA zurU kiyA aura usakI sAdhanikA bhI prArambha kii| merI smRti aura buddhi - donoM kA vikAsa huA nahIM thaa| mere saba sAthI sAdhanikA ko hRdayaMgama karate jAte the aura mujhe use samajhane meM bar3I kaThinAI ho rahI thI / bIdAsara kI ghaTanA hai / svarAnta pulliMga kI sAdhanikA cala rahI thI / hame batAyA gayA 'jina' zabda kI prathamA vibhakti ke ekavacana meM 'si' pratyaya kA yoga karane para 'jinaH' rUpa banatA hai| maiMne pUchA -- hama 'si' hI kyoM joDeM' ? isake sthAna para 'ti' kyoM na joDeM ? kitanA ajIba prazna thA ! koI medhAvI chAtra aisA prazna nahIM kara sktaa| para maiM bahuta choTe gAMva se niSkramaNa kara AyA thA aura gAMva meM medhA yA buddhi ko vikasita hone kA avasara nahIM milA, isalie ye kaThinAI A rahI thI / AcArya haribhadra ne 'grAma' zabda kI vyutpatti kI hai - jo buddhi Adi guNoM kA grAsa karatA hai, vaha grAma hai| bauddhika vikAsa ke lie eka vAtAvaraNa caahie| grAma meM vaisA vAtAvaraNa nahIM milatA, isalie grAma me rahane vAloM kI buddhi kuMThita ho jAtI hai| uname buddhi kA bIja nahI hotA, aisA nahIM hai / use prasphuTita hone kI sAmagrI nahIM milatI, yaha eka saccAI hai / maiM 'eka choTA baccA thaa| mujhe buddhi ke vikAsa aura kuMThA -- ye donoM avasara nahI mile / merI mandatA kA kAraNa zAyada avasthA ke sAtha juDA huA thaa| eka nizcita / avasthA se pahale buddhi kA vikAsa nahIM honA merI niyati ko mAnya thA / pUjya kAlUgaNIjI ko maiM bahuta priya thaa| ve mujha para anuzAsana kama karate, karUNA dRSTi se plAvita adhika karate / zrIDUMgaragar3ha kI ghaTanA hai| sardI kA mausama mai pUjya gurUdeva ke sAmane baiThA thA / unhoMne mere bhAvoM ko par3hA aura pUchA- 'kyA nAztA nahIM milA ?' maiMne kahA - 'nahIM milA / ' kyA Ajakala banda ho gayA ? maiMne kahA--' hAM abhI banda hai / ' pUjya gurUdeva ne tatkAla sAdhvI sonAMjI thA /

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92 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi se kahA - 'nAztA lA do / ' TUTI huI zrRMkhalA jur3a gii| nAztA koI baDI bAta nahIM thI / prazna hai sneha kA, karuNA kA / yadi bAlaka ko snehapUrNa vAtAvaraNa milatA hai to vikAsa kI sambhAvanAeM bar3ha jAtI haiM / tADanA meM sikuDana paidA hotI hai aura sneha meM vikAsa / tADanA paristhiti vizeSa meM hone vAlI vivazatA hai / sneha manuSya kA nisarga hai / sneha kI bhAvanA ke sAtha jala kA siMcana pA eka paudhA bhI lahalahA uThatA hai taba manuSya kI bAta hI kyA ! maiMne tADanA bahuta kama pAI aura sneha bahuta adhika pAyA / vikAsa kA nimitta pAne meM maiM sacamuca saubhAgyazAlI rahA hUM / pUjya kAlUgaNI kA eka vizeSa svabhAva thA / apane pAsa baiThe bAla muniyoM ko ve kucha na kucha sikhAte rahate / eka bAra unhoMne hameM saMskRta kA eka zloka sikhAyA --- 'bAlasakhitvamakAraNahAsyaM strISuvivAdamasajjanasevA / gardabhayAnamasaMskRtavANI, SaTsu naro laghutAmupayAti // ' isa zloka kA kucha anudAna hameM milaa| hama laghutA kI dizA me nahIM bar3hanA cAhate the / saMskRta ke prati hamArA anurAga bar3hA aura akAraNa haMsane kI Adata bhI badalane lagI / eka bAra unhoMne hameM dohA sikhAyA 'hara Dara gurU Dara gAma Dara, Dara karaNI meM sAra / tulasI Dare so Ubare, gAphila khAve mAra // I isa dohe ne eka bhAvanA paidA kii| hama muni tulasI se Darane lage / maiM gosvAmI tulasI se paricita nahIM thA / muni buddhamalajI bhI paricita nahIM the / hamane usakA yahI artha lagAyA ki pUjya gurUdeva hameM yaha saMbodha de rahe haiM ki jo tulasI se DaratA hai vaha ubara jAtA hai| sacamuca hamane isa saMbodha ko ubArA aura hama ubara gae / pUjya kAlUgaNI hamAre adhyayana ke bAre me kabhI-kabhI jAnakArI lete the / ve mukhya rUpa se muni tulasI para hI nirbhara the| bIdAsara kI ghaTanA hai / pUjya gurUdeva ne sabhI bAla sAdhuoM ko hastalipi dikhalAne ko khaa| mere sahapAThI aura samavayaska sabhI sAdhuo kI hastalipi sundara ho gaI thii| merI hastalipi sundara nahI bana pAyI / merI hastalipi jaise hI sAmane rakhI gaI, pUjya gurUdeva

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi muskarA die / unhoMne koI TippaNI nahI kii| maMtrI muni maganalAla jI svAmI vahIM baiThe the| unhoMne kahA-nAthUjI (ve mujhe isI sambodhana se sambodhita kiyA karate the) ke akSara to chata para sukhAne jaise haiN| chata para upale sukhAe jAte haiN| ye akSara bhI vaise hI TeDe-mer3he haiM / yaha thA unake kahane kA bhAva / mujhe kucha saMkoca kA anubhava huaa| bAta vahI samApta ho gii| para antarmana me bAta samApta nahIM huI / "maiM pIche nahIM rahUMgA, sabase Age jAUMgA'-antazcetanA meM yaha saMkalpa jAga gayA aura dIkSA-paryAya ke tIna varSa pazcAt vaha saMkalpa bAhya jagata meM prakaTa hone lgaa| pUjya kAlUgaNI bIkAnera rAjya ke thalI pradeza se prasthAna kara jodhapura cAturmAsa karane jA rahe the| DIDavAnA pahuMcate-pahuMcate merI AMkhoM meM 'dAne' par3a gae / upacAra kiyA para koI lAbha nahI huaa| AMkhoM se pAnI bahane lagA / pATha bilakula banda ho gyaa| mere sahapAThI sAdhuoM ko Age bar3hane kA acchA maukA mila gyaa| DIDavAnA meM muni tulasI ko nAmamAlA sunA rahA thaa| uccAraNa meM azuddhiyAM Ane lgiiN| munivara ne ulAhane ke bhAva meM kahA-maiM tumheM Age kucha nahI pddh'aauuNgaa| Age kA adhyayana banda karo / jo grantha kaMThastha kie hue hai, unheM zuddha karo, phira Age bddh'o| hama vihAra karate-karate lUnI jaMkzana phuNce| pUjya kAlUgaNI ne bAlotarA kI ora vihAra kiyA aura merI AMkhoM se pAnI jyAdA girane lagA, isalie mujhe muni hemarAjajI ke sAtha jodhapura bheja diyaa| par3hanA bilakula banda thaa| muni hemarAjajI ne mujhe protsAhita kiyA--tuma pratidina kaMThastha-pATha kA jitanA punarAvartana karoge utanA mai aMkita karatA jAUMgA aura pujya kAlUgaNI ke yahAM padhArane para unheM saba nivedita kara dUgAM / maiMne punarAvartana zuru kiyaa| abhidhAna cintAmaNi ke pandraha sau se adhika zloka hai / maiM eka dina meM kaI bAra usakA punarAvartana kara letaa| DhAI mAsa ke pazcAt pUjya gurudeva cAturmAsa ke lie vahAM padhAre / muni hemarAjajI ne mere punarAvartana kA lekhA-jokhA unake caraNoM meM prastuta kiyaa| vaha punarAvartana kaI lAkha zlokoM kI saMkhyA kA ho gayA thaa| pUjya kAlUgaNIjI bahuta prasanna hue aura mujhe sAdhuvAda diyA aura sAtha-sAtha muni hemarAjajI ko bhI sAdhuvAda milA / maiM apane vidyAguru ke pAsa gayA / maiMne pATha ke punarAvartana kI bAta btaaii| ve prasanna hue, para pUre prasanna nahIM hue| unheM patA thA ki maiMne galatiyoM bhare pATha kA hI punarAvartana kiyA hai / jaba unheM dazavaikAlika,

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kAlukaumudI pUrvArdha aura abhidhAna ciMtAmaNi kA pATha sunAyA to ve prasanna hI nahIM hue, Azcarya se bhara gae / 'pATha zuddha kaise huA'-isa AzcaryapUrNa prazna kA uttara kauna detA? maiM pustaka par3hatA nahIM thA, kevala punarAvartana karatA thaa| mujhe svayaM bhI patA nahIM ki pATha zuddha kaise ho gyaa| Aja usa ghaTanA kA uttara AsAna lagatA hai| AMkheM bAhya jagata ke sAtha adhikatama saMparka sthApita karatI haiM aura adhikatama vikSepa utpanna karatI hai| una dinoM AMkhoM ko sahaja hI saMyama ho rahA thaa| bAhara jAne vAlI cetanA bhItara lauTa rahI thI aura bhItara kI sakriyatA bar3ha rahI thii| koI Azcarya nahIM ki jisa zuddha rupa meM pATha kaMThastha kiyA thA, usI pATha kI cetanA jAga gaI aura pATha-zuddhi apane Apa ghaTita ho gii| aba merI avasthA badala cukI thii| sabase pIche rahane vAlA mai aba daur3a me Age jAne kI taiyArI karane lgaa| maiMne nizcaya kiyA--aba maiM sabase Age rhuuNgaa| maiMne apane sAthiyoM se pUchA ki ve kAlukaumudI ke uttarArdha kA kauna-sA hissA kaMThastha kara rahe haiN| para kisI ne batAyA nahIM / maiMne kaMThastha karane kI gati teja kara dii| cAturmAsa pUrA hote-hote maiM prAyaH sabase Age calA layA aura pIche kisI se bhI nahIM rahA / cAturmAsa ke madhya meM eka bAra kAlUgaNI ne hama saba vidyArthiyoM kI parIkSA lii| usame bhI merA sthAe acchA rahA / 'mAMDA' gAMva meM pATha ke uccAraNa kI parIkSA ho rahI thii| pUjya kAlUgaNI svayaM parIkSA le rahe the aura maMtrI muni maganalAlajI pAsa meM baiThe the| kucha vidyArthI sAdhuoM kI parIkSA ho cukI thii| maiM zauca se nivRta hokara kucha vilamba se aayaa| maMtrI muni ne kahA-nAthUjI ! Ao aura isa pATha kA uccAraNa karo / maiMne usa pATha ko par3hA aura usameM saphala rahA / maMtrI muni bole-Aja to yaha bahuta saphala rahA hai / taba pUjya kAlUgaNI ne kahA---abhI baccA hai| abhI saphalatA kA kyA patA cale? ___ pAlI meM maiMne pAzrvanAtha strota kI pratilipi kI / vaha prati pUjya gurudeva ke sAmane prastuta thii| unhoMne use dekhA ora prasannamudrA meM kahA--'aba tumhArI lipi ThIka ho gii|' mujhe apanI saphalatA para vizvAsa hotA gyaa| pUjya kAlUgaNI jodhapura me cAturmAsa bitA rahe the| bhAdrava zuklA pUrNimA unake paTTArohaNa kA dina thA / hama vidyArthI sAdhu bhI gurudeva ke abhinaMdana me kucha bolanA cAhate the / hamane munivara se prArthanA kI aura unhoMne hama sabake lie zloka banA die / mujhe zloka pasanda nahIM aae| maiMne kahA-'Apane dUsare sAdhuoM ke lie zloka acche banAe hai, mere zloka una-jaise nahIM hai / ' munivara ne kahA, tumhAre

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi zloka acche haiN|' maiM apane Agraha para ar3A rahA aura Apa mujhe samajhAte rhe| Akhira maiM mAnA hI nahIM, taba Apa bole-'Aja se yaha pratijJA hai ki bhaviSya me phira tumhAre lie zloka nahI bnaauuNgaa|' isa pratijJA ne mere lie kavitA kA dvAra khola diyA / usa Agraha para jaba-jaba maiM isa zloka ko par3hatA hUM to mujhe mere ajJAna para haMsI AtI hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki munivara ne jo niSThA varadAna denA cAhA, use maiM samajha nahIM sakA / mere na samajhane para bhI unhone vaha varadAna mujhe de diyaa| taba maiM samajha sakA ki zloka kitanA mUlyavAna hai 'tAta ke putra aneka huvai para nandana ke pitu eka kahAvai, jyUM ghana ke bahu icchu huvai piNa cAtaka to citta megha hI dhyaavai| sAgara ke huvai maccha kaccha bahu mIna to citta samudra hI cAvai, tyoM guru ke bahu ziSya huvai piNa eka guru nita ziSya kai bhAvai / / ' pratyeka vyakti ke mana meM vikAsa karane kI, Age bar3hane kI bhAvanA rahatI hai| eka kizora meM bhI yaha bhAvanA bIjarUpa meM rahatI hai| use protsAhana milatA hai to vaha prasphuTita ho jAtI hai / munivara mujhe bAra-bAra kahate haiM-tuma zrama nahI karoge to pIche raha jAogeM aura pUrA zrama karoge to sabase Age jA sakate ho| pIche rahane kI bAta kabhI acchI nahI lagatI / mana meM eka spardhA jAga gaI ora maiM sadA isa sthiti me jAgaruka ho gayA / eka dRr3ha saMkalpa jAga gayA--maiM kisI se pIche nahIM rahUMgA / pUjya kAlUgaNI kahA karate the--'bAteDI kI bigaDe'; 'jo bAtUnI hotA hai, bAto meM hI rasa letA hai, par3hane meM rasa nahIM letA, vaha bigar3a jAtA hai|' isa ukti ne mana para coTa kI aura bAtoM me rasa kama hone lgaa| munivara ne kitanI bAra isa saccAI ko samajhAyA-abhI tuma bAte karoge to jIvana bhara dUsaro ke niyaMtraNa meM rahanA hogaa| isa samaya adhyayana karoge to bar3e hone para svataMtra ho jAoge / phira cAhe jitanI bAte karanA, koI Tokane vAlA nahIM hogaa| yukti-saMgata bAta mana meM ghara kara jAtI hai| korA Akroza yA korA ulahAnA jahAM pratikriyA paidA karatA hai vahAM yakti saMgata bAta antaHkaraNa ko chU letI hai / sacamuca AkarSaNa kI dhArA badala gii| mana adhika se adhika jJAnArjana karane ke lie utsuka ho gyaa| una dinoM kaMThastha karane kI paramparA bahuta pracalita thI / maiM eka dina pUjya kAlUgaNI ke pAsa phuNcaa| unhoMne kahA--'abhI dhAtupATha kaMThastha kiyA yA nahIM?' maine kahA--'nahIM kiyaa|' unhoMne kahA--'kaMThastha kro|' maiMne use kaMThastha

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96 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kara liyaa| munizrI tulasI ne AcArya hemacandra kA prAkRta vyAkaraNa kaMThastha karanA zuru kiyaa| pUjya gurudeva ne mujhe kahA--mai apane vidyA-guru ke sAtha kaise cala pAUMgA? para munivara ne yahI cAhA aura prAkRta vyAkaraNa ko kaMThastha karane meM unhoMne mujhe apanA sAthI banA liyaa| maiMne jodhapura meM AMkhoM kI cikitsA karAI / kucha lAbha huaa| para paryApta lAbha nahIM huaa| donoM kI cubhana aura pAnI giranA-ye calate rahe / munivara ne aneka upAya kie| ve kevala adhyayana hI nahIM, jIvana kI sArI vyavasthA ko saMbhAle hue the| AMkha kA prazna hai| hama loga 'kheravA' meM the| AMkhoM kI cubhana ke kAraNa nIMda nahI A rahI thii| mana udvelita ho utthaa| mana meM saMkalpa aura vikalpa kA jAla-sA bicha gyaa| socA, AMkhoM kI yahI sthiti rahI to jIvana vyartha hI calA jaaegaa| maiM adhyayana nahIM kara pAUMgA aura na hI vikAsa kara paauuNgaa| pUjya gurudeva ke sAtha bhI kaise raha sakU~gA? kyA mujhe munivara se bhI alaga rahanA par3egA? lambe samaya taka ye saMkalpa mujhe satAte rahe / phira acAnaka AsthA kA svara jaagaa| rAta ke cAra baje hoNge| mana meM akalpita zakti utara aayii| mana hI mana maiMne kahA-maiM bilakula ThIka ho jaauuNgaa| merI AMkhoM kI bImArI ThIka ho jAegI aura maiM apane lakSya taka pahuMca paauuNgaa| dina meM maiMne sArI bAta munivara ko btaaii| unhoMne upacAra kI ora adhika dhyAna diyaa| aneka auSadhiyoM kA prayoga kiyA, para lAbha nahIM huaa| udayapura meM dAnoM ko mizrI se ghisanA zurU kiyaa| usase kucha lAbha huA aura bImArI kI bhayaMkaratA samApta ho gaI / maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki mere vidyA-guru ne mujhe antazcakSu kA hI dAna nahIM diyA, carma cakSuoM kA bhI dAna diyaa| __ muni chatramalajI vyAkhayAna kI sAmagrI kA saMkalana karate the| mere mana meM bhI yaha bhAvanA jAgI / maiMne bhI usake saMkalana kA nirNaya kiyaa| munivara ko patA claa| unhoMne manAhI kara dii| mujhe Thesa lagI / usa samaya usakI jarurata nahI thI, para vidyArthiyoM me hor3a calatI thii| koI eka vidyArthI sAdhu vyAkhyAna kI sAmagrI saMkalita kare to dUsarA kaise nahIM kare ? maine phira Agraha kiyaa| munivara aprasanna ho ge| maiM isa viSaya meM bahuta jAgaruka rahatA ki ve aprasanna na ho / para kabhI-kabhAra ve aprasanna ho jAte to unheM prasanna kie binA mujhe caina nahIM miltaa| eka bAra sAyaMkAlIna pratikramaNa ke pazcAt maiM unheM vandanA karane gyaa| maiMne vinrama svara meM kahA--'mujhase koI bhUla huI ho to mujhe batAeM / mujhe kSamA kreN| Apa

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97 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi aprasanna na rhe|' vaha nahI bole / maiM apanA hAtha unake pairoM me TikAe hue vaMdanA kI mudrA meM baiThA rhaa| phira bhI ve nahIM bole / lagabhaga do ghaMTe bIta ge| prahara rAta A gaI / sone kA samaya ho gyaa| ve pUjya kAlagaNIjI ke pAsa cale ge| aura maiM munizrI campAlAlajI svAmI ke pAsa sone ke lie calA gyaa| munizrI campAlAlajI svAmI munivara ke bar3e bhAI the| hamArI rahana-sahana kI sabhI vyavasthA ve hI karate the| hama do vyaktiyoM ke kaThora anuzAsana me cala rahe the| munizrI campAlAlajI kA anuzAsana bhI bar3A kaThora thaa| ve hama logo para kAphI kar3A niyaMtraNa rakhate ora thor3I-sI bhUla hone para bahuta aprasanna ho jaate| unheM prasanna karanA bhI koI sarala kAma nahIM thA / gAya dUdha detI hai to usakI coTa bhI saha lI jAtI hai| hameM niraMtara dUdha milane kA anubhava ho rahA thA isalie hama unakI aprasannatA bhI saha lete aura unheM prasanna karane meM hameM adhika prasannatA kA anubhava hotA / anuzAsana meM rahane vAlA vyakti kitanA pakatA hai aura kaise pakatA hai, isakA hameM acchA anubhava hai / aura hamAre anubhava se dUsare vidyArthI bhI kAphI lAbhAnvita ho sakate hai / anuzAsana kI sabase pahalI zarta hai--tAdAtmya / usake binA anuzAsana karane vAlA aura use sahane vAlA--donoM hI saphala nahIM ho skte| anuzAsana ko maiM bahuta vyApaka artha meM svIkAra karatA huuN| vaha kevala niSedhAtmaka nahIM hai / avAMchanIya AcaraNa aura vyavahAra se rokanA hI anuzAsana nahIM hai / vaha usakA choTA sA pakSa hai / anuzAsana kA vyApaka svarupa hai--vivekazakti kA vikAsa aura niyaMtraNa-zakti kA vikaas| viveka aura niyaMtraNa kI zakti kA vikAsa hone para vyakti kA jIvana svayaM zAsita ho jAtA hai| phira usake lie dUsare kA zAsana jarurI nahIM hai| anuzAsana kaMThA paidA karane kI prakriyA nahIM hai / vaha prakiyA hai AtmAnuzAsana ko jagAne kI / hama kabhI-kabhAra kuMThA paidA karane vAle anuzAsana kI sImA meM bhI rahe, para adhikAMzataH hama AtmAnuzAsana jagAne vAle anuzAsana meM hI pale / isalie acchAiyoM ko pakar3ane meM hamArI antazcetanA sadA gatizIla rhii| pUjya kAlagaNI kA mujha para bahata anugraha thaa| ve mere hitoM kA bahuta dhyAna rakhate the| lADanUM kImA hai| bhayaMkara sardI kA mausama / hama loga zaucAtha jaMgala meM jAte the / maiM prAyaH pUjya gurudeva ke sAtha hI jAtA thaa| eka dina dUsarI dizA me calA gyaa| pUjya gurudeva ne sthAna para Ate hI pUchA--natthU kahAM hai ? saMto ne kahA--vaha muni tulasI ke lie

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. merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi homiyopaithI davA lAne ke lie gayA hai| unhoMne pUchA-sardI bahuta hai| kaMbala or3hakara gayA yA nahI? saMto ne merI nizrA ke upakaraNa dekhe / kaMbala vahIM par3A thaa| pUjya gurudeva se nivedana kiyA-kaMbala yahIM par3A hai| vaha or3hakara nahI gayA hai| pUjya gurudeva ne do sAdhuoM ko nirdeza diyA--'tuma kaMbala le jAo aura use kaMbala or3hA do|' isa ghaTanA kI mere kizora-mana para eka pratikriyA huii| mana meM anuzAsana kA bhAva jAgA / pUjya gurudeva mere hitoM kA itanA dhyAna rakhate haiM taba unakA pratyeka Adeza-nirdeza hita kI dRSTi se hI hai| eka bAra do kaMbala Ae / eka mujhe lenA thA aura eka muni buddhamallajI ko / dono eka-jaise the| eka bilakula sApha thA / eka para kucha dhabbe the, maine kahA--yaha sApha kaMbala mai luuNgaa| muni buddhamallajI ne bhI vaisA hI Agraha kiyaa| hama dono kA Agraha dekha pUjya gurudeva ne vaha kisI ko nahI diyaa| dono kaMbala apanI pachevar3I (cAdara) se DhAMka liye / unake kevala do sire bAhara nikAle aura hama dono se kahA--jo icchA ho vaha eka sirA pakar3a lo| hamane eka-eka sirA pakar3a liyaa| jo sApha-sutharA thA vaha muni buddhamallajI ke hisse meM calA gyaa| phira bhI maiM aprasanna nahI haa| sahaja hI mere mana para eka chApa par3I ki samatA kA mUlya priyatA se bhI jyAdA hai| __ merI gati vyavasthita nahIM thii| maiM calatA taba paira idhara-udhara par3ate / dopahara ke samaya jaba ekAnta hotA taba pUjya gurudeva kahate-tuma calo / maiM calatA taba unakA nirdeza milatA-paira ThIka DhaMga se rakho / na jAne kitanI bAra calane kA abhyAsa karAyA / maiM mAnatA hUM ki mujhe gatimAn banAne kA hI prayatna thA / bahuta choTI-choTI bAtoM se jIvana kA nirmANa kaise hotA hai, ise kevala bar3I bAtoM meM vizvAsa karane vAle nahIM samajha paate| hama loga sthAna se bAhara jAte hai taba 'pachevar3I' ke gAMTha lagAkara jAte haiN| maiM prAtaHkAla pUjya gurudeva ke sAtha bAhara jAne ke lie taiyAra hokara vahAM se calA jAtA / pUjya gurudeva kahate --gAMTha ThIka se nahI lgii| vaha use apane hAthoM se kholate aura phira apane hAthoM se hI gAMTha lagAte / laMbe samaya taka yaha silasilA calatA rhaa| isa choTI-sI ghaTanA ne kyA yaha pATha nahIM par3hAyA ki mana kI jaTila granthiyoM ko kholanA hama sIkha jAeM aura koI gAMTha par3e to bhI vaha itanI ulajhI huI na ho, jise kholanA kaThina bana jaaeN| mAlavA kI yAtrA ho rahI thii| sardI kA mausama thA / hamArI saMghIya vyavasthA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 99 bahuta ke anusAra sone kA sthAna vibhAga se nizcita hotA hai / hama dIkSA paryAya meM choTe the / dIkSA paryAya meM bar3e sAdhuoM ko acchA sthAna mila gayA aura hameM sone ke lie khulA sthAna milA, jisake kaI daravAje the / kivAr3a bilakula nahIM the / munizrI caMpAlAlajI svAmI ko patA calA, taba ve Ae aura unhoMne hama sabase kahA--apane-apane sirahAne meM jo nayA kapar3A hai, vaha nikaalo| hamane nikAla die / unhoMne kapar3o ko tAna kara eka taMbU sA khar3A kara diyaa| cAro ora se banda eka kapar3e kA kamarA bana gyaa| hamane sIkhA -- hara upAya ke lie upAya hotA hai / yadi upAya kI manISA jAga jAe to upAyoM ko nirasta karane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotI / pUjya kAlUgaNIjI kI janmabhUmi chApara meM maryAdA - mahotsava kA Ayojana ho rahA thA / munivara vahAM nahIM the / zArIrika asvasthatA ke kAraNa lADanUM meM hI raha gae the / sukhalAlajI svAmI aura muni amolakacaMdajI lADanUM se chApara Ae / unhoMne AcAryavara se prArthanA kI- mujhe vahAM bhejA jaae| AcAryavara ne use svIkAra kara liyA / sAdhvIpramukhA jhamakUjI ko isakA patA claa| mere rajoharaNa kA pratilekhana ve karatI thI / madhyAhna ke samaya maiM unake pAsa gayA / unhone kahA-- Apa lADanUM jA rahe hai ? maiMne kahA-- jA rahA hUM / ve bolI- phira Apako gurudeva apane pAsa nahIM rakheMge, sadA ke lie alaga vihAra karane vAle sAdhuoM ke sAtha bheja degeN| maiM kucha asamaMjasa me par3a gyaa| maiM pUjya gurudeva ke pAsa pahuMcA, sAdhvIpramukhA ne jo bAta kahI vaha batA dii| pUjya gurudeva ne mRdu muskAna ke sAtha kahA- tuma tulasI ke pAsa lADanUM cale jaao| koI ciMtA mata karo / maiMne muni-dvaya ke sAtha lADanUM ke lie vihAra kiyaa| bIca meM hama loga eka dina sujAnagar3ha ruke| vahAM nathamalajI svAmI kA Atithya svIkAra kiyA / dUsare dina- lADanUM phuNce| munivara ne tathA anya sabhI sAdhuoM ne hamArI AgavAnI kI / alaga rahane meM mujhe jo kaThinAI anubhava ho rahI thI, usakA samAdhAna ho gayA / adhyayana phira se cAlU ho gyaa| munivara ko bhI pUjya kAlUgaNI se alaga rahane ke kAraNa eka riktatA anubhava ho rahI thI / use yatkiMcit mAtrA meM bharane kA zreya mujhe upalabdha huA, yaha maiM mAnatA hUM / eka dina kI ghaTanA hai| sabhI sAdhu gocarI ke lie gaye hue the| maiM munivara ke pAsa baiThA thA / unhoneM mujhe adhyayana ke lie preraNA dI, jIvana - vikAsa ke kucha sUtra batAye aura phira kahA- tuma bhI mere jaise banoge? maiMne kahA- "mujhe kyA patA / Apa banAyeMge to bana jaauuNgaa|" mujhe dUsare 1

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100 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi sAdhu bahuta bholA samajhate the| maiM bholA avazya thA, para ve jitanA samajhate the utanA nahIM thA / saralatA mujhe priya thii| kapaTa, prapaMca, chalanA aura pravaMcanA se mujhe bahuta ghRNA thI / maiM sabake prati nizchala vyavahAra karanA pasaMda karatA thA / maiM apane prati, apane hitoM ke prati satata jAgaruka thaa| maiMne apane lie kucha saphalatA ke sUtra nizcita kie the| maiM aisA koI kAma nahI karuMgA jo mere vidyAguru ko apriya lge| maiM aisA koI kAma nahIM karUMgA jisase mere vidyAguru ko yaha socanA par3e ki maiMne jisa vyakti ko taiyAra kiyA vaha merI dhAraNA ke anurupa nahIM bana skaa| maiM kisI bhI vyakti kA aniSTa cintana nahIM kruuNgaa| merI yaha nizcita dhAraNA ho gaI thI-dUsare kA aniSTa cAhane vAlA, usakA aniSTa kara pAtA hai yA nahIM kara pAtA, kintu apanA aniSTa nizcita hI kara letA hai| ina sUtroM ne merA jIvana-patha sadA Alokita kiyaa| mujhe kabhI bhI digbhrAnta hone kA avasara nahIM milaa| gaMgApura meM pUjya kAlUgaNIjI kA svargavAsa ho gyaa| samUce saMgha ko vaha vajrAghAta jaisA lagA / muni tulasI aba AcArya tulasI ho ge| pahale ve hama se bahuta nikaTa the| aba kucha dUra-se lagane lge| pahale kevala hamAre the, aba ve sabake ho ge| aisA lagA, pahale jo karuNA kI saghanatA thI vaha chitara gii| pahale usake bhAgIdAra hama kucheka sAdhu hI the, aba hajAroM-hajAroM vyakti hamAre sahabhAgI ho ge| unase alaga AhAra karanA bhI acchA nahIM laga rahA thA, para aba saha-bhoja bhI saMbhava nahIM thaa| adhyayana kI vyavasthA bhI kucha samaya ke lie gar3abar3A gii| ye sAre saMdhikAla ke anubhava haiN| jaise-jaise samaya bItA, vaise-vaise sthitiyoM kA navIkaraNa hotA gyaa| gaMgApura se vihAra kara AcAryavara bAgora phuNce| vahAM mujhe eka nayA anubhava huaa| Adeza kI ghoSaNA kI gaI--pAMca minaTa ke bhItara saba sAdhu jahAM gocarI kA vibhAga hotA hai vahAM cale jAeM, koI apane sthAna para baiThA na rahe / hamAre saMgha meM AcArya ke Adeza kA pAlana bar3I tatparatA ke sAtha hotA hai / sabhI sAdhu apane-apane pAtra lekara usa sthala para pahuMca ge| maiM bhI pahuMca gyaa| jisa sthAna para gocarI kA vibhAga ho rahA thA usake pAsa hI eka kelU kA chaparA thaa| maiM vahAM jAkara baiTha gayA / zivarAjajI svAmI ne mujhe dekhA aura bole-baiThane kI manAhI hai, phira tuma kaise baiThe? maiMne kahA-yaha vibhAga kA sthala hai| yahAM baiThane kI manAhI nahIM hai / apane-apane sthAna para baiThane kI manAhI thii| maiM vahAM se yahAM A gyaa| yaha vibhAga kA sthala hai| yahAM koI khar3A rahe yA baiThe, isase Apako

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 101 kyA? ve hamAre saMgha se 'kotavAla' kahalAte the| ve anuzAsana kI kriyAnviti kA pUrA dhyAna rakhate the / bar3e jAgaruka vyakti the / merA tarka bahuta sApha thaa| phira bhI unake gale nahIM utarA / ve AcAryazrI ke pAsa pahuMce, sArI ghaTanA AcAryazrI ke sAmane rakha dii| AcAryazrI ne mujhe bulAkara kahA- 'tuma vahAM kyoM baiThe'? maiMne apanA tarka phira doharAyA / AcAryazrI ko merA tarka mAnya nahIM huaa| unhoMne mujhe bahuta kar3A ulAhanA diyaa| maine vinamrabhAva se use sunA aura sahA / maiM kucha bhI nahI bolA / maiM mana hI mana socatA rahA--merA koI pramAda nahIM huaa| maiMne koI galatI nahIM kii| zivarAjajI svAmI ne apane Aveza ke kAraNa mujhe phaMsA diyA aura AcAryavara ne bhI unakI bAta ko mAnakara mujhe ulAhanA de diyaa| yaha pratikriyA lambe samaya taka mere mana para hotI rahI / maiM kAphI samaya taka isa ghaTanA ko apane mana se nahIM nikAla sakA / yaha koI bahuta bar3I bAta nahIM thii| para mere lie yaha bar3I bAta isalie bana gaI ki merI bhAvanA para doharI coTa pahaMcI / maiM kalpanA nahIM karatA thA ki AcAryazrI kI itanI priyatA hote hue bhI akAraNa hI unase itanA kar3A ulAhanA sunanA pdd'egaa| dUsarI bAta, mere mana para eka chApa thI kAlagaNI ke vyavahAra kii| maiMne sunA thA---pUjya kAlagaNI ko AcAryoM se kabhI ulAhanA nahIM milaa| mere mana kA bhI saMkalpa thA ki maiM bhI kabhI AcAryavara se ulAhanA nahIM sunUMgA / merA saMkalpa TUTatA-sA lagA, isase mujhe bahuta AghAta phuNcaa| ___maiM koI pramAda na karUM, kabhI ulAhanA na suneM, kisI ke prati koI aniSTa cintana na karUM, adhyayana meM kisI se pIche na rahUM- ina choTe-choTe saMkalpa-sUtroM ne merI cetanA ke jAgaraNa meM yoga diyA, aisA maiM anubhava karatA hUM / jIvana-nirmANa meM choTI-choTI bAteM bahuta mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAtI haiN| pratikramaNa ke pazcAt maiM maMtrImuni zrI maganalAla svAmI ke pAsa gayA / unhoMne sahajabhAva meM do bola kahe, jo merI ahaMkAra-mukti kI sAdhanA me saMbala bana ge| unhoMne kahA-'vidyA kA aura guru-kRpA kA ahaMkAra nahIM honA cAhie / hama muni haiN| hama kisa bAta kA ahaMkAra kareM ! mAMganA bahuta choTA kAma hai| hama roTI ke lie dUsaroM ke sAmane hAtha pasArate hai, phira ahaMkAra kisa bAta kA? na jAne kitanI bAra yaha jIva bera kI guThalI banakara pairoM se rauMdA jA cukA hai / phira ahaMkAra kisa bAta kA?' ina choTe-choTe boloM ne mana kI gaharI paratoM ko chU liyA / ahaMkAra merI mRdutA para kabhI AkramaNa nahIM kara skaa| vi0 saM0 2001 kA cAturmAsika pravAsa maiMne saradArazahara meM kiyaa|

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102 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi AcAryazrI ke pAsa rahakara maiM jo adhyayana kara sakatA thA, vaha vahAM nahIM huA / cAturmAsa ke pazacAt maiM phira AcAryavara ke pAsa pahuMcA aura phira adhyayana kA krama cAlU ho gayA / eka muni ne kahA - ' Apane inako alaga kyoM bhejA ?' AcAryazrI ne kahA--'inakA svabhAva saMkocazIla bahuta hai / saMkoca ko kama karane ke lie maiMne inheM alaga bhejA / vyAkhyAna denA bahuta jarurI hai / yahAM mere pAsa vyAkhyAna dene kI kalA bhI nahIM sIkhI jAtI / isalie bhI alaga bhejanA jarurI thA / ' maiM yaha sArI bAta eka taTastha zrotA kA bhAMti suna rahA thaa| maiMne socA- mere AcArya mere lie jo bhI priya yA apriya karate haiM, ve kisI cintana ke sAtha karate hai, mere hitoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara karate haiM / isalie AcAryazrI jo bhI kareM usameM tArkika buddhi kA prayoga apekSita nahIM lagatA / maiM darzanazAstra aura tarkazAstra kA vidyArthI thA, phira bhI AcAryazrI ke AdezoM-nirdezoM ko prAyaH binA tarka ke svIkAra karane meM saphala rahA huuN| mujhe AcAryavara para vizvAsa rahA hai aura ve bhI mujha para vizvAsa karate rahe haiM / kalakattA meM jApAna kI bamabArI huI / terApaMthI mahAsabhA ke pustakAlaya kI hajAroM-hajAroM pustakeM gaMgAzahara meM lAyI gaI / AcAryavara kA vahAM cAturmAsa huaa| mujhe saMskRta aura prAkRta kI bahuta pustakeM par3hane kA avasara milaa| maiM mAnatA hUM, usa cAturmAsa meM mere adhyayana kI nayI dizAeM udghATita huiiN| maiM sAyaMkAla pratikramaNa ke pazcAt AcAryavara kI vandanA karane gayA / pAsa meM hI maMtrI muni maganalAlajI svAmI baiThe the / vandanA ke anantara unhoMne pUchA-- 'Ajakala kyA kara rahA hai' ? maiMne kahA - 'karma-grantha par3ha rahA hUM / tattvArthasUtra kI TIkA par3ha rahA hUM / aura bhI kucha nAma ginAe ' / ve tatkAla AcAryazrI kI ora mur3e aura bole - 'mahArAja ! yaha itane grantha par3ha rahA hai / mUla dhAraNA meM pakkA to hai na ? koI khatarA to nahIM hai ?' AcAryavara ne kahA- 'koI khatarA nahIM hai / saba ThIka hai / ' vizvAsa vizvAsa bar3hatA gayA / guru jaba itanA vizvAsa kare to ziSya jI bharakara usa vizvAsa kI surakSA kA prayatna karatA hai / maiMne isa saccAI ko jIvana meM aneka bAra sAkAra hote dekhA hai / 1 mere muni - jIvana kA pAMcavAM dazaka cala rahA hai / aura mere vidyArthI - jIvana kA bhI pAMcavAM dazaka cala rahA hai| ina pAMca dazakoM meM AcAryazrI tulasI ne mujhe jitanI preraNAeM dI, utanI preraNAeM eka guru ne apane ziSya ko dIM yA nahIM dIM, yaha anusaMdhAna kA viSaya hai / zatAbdiyoM meM hI koI viralA guru hotA hai jo apane ziSya ko itanI preraNA detA hai| maiMne kevala teraha varSa ke muni-jIvana kA eka vihaMgAvalokana kiyA hai| preraNA ke mukhya strotoM kA abhI sparza bhI nahIM huA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 103 hai / saMskRta aura prAkRta jaisI prAcya bhASAoM kA talasparzI adhyayana, Azukavitva, darzana kA tulanAtmaka adhyayana, sAmyavAda Adi rAjanItika darzanoM kA adhyayana, pazcimI darzanoM kA adhyayana, AcArya bhikSu aura zrImajjayAcArya ke sAhitya kA adhayayana, jaina AgamoM kA zodhapUrNa saMpAdana, pravacana kI janabhogya zailI, jaina paraMparA meM dhyAna kI vicchinna zrRMkhalA kA anusaMdhAna aura usakA prayogAtmaka rupa, prekSA- dhyAna ke ziviroM kA saMcAlana Adi-Adi aneka bindu haiM jo samaya-samaya para milI huI preraNAoM se dIrgha rekhAoM meM badale hai| una sabakI carcA kabhI apanI AtmakathA meM karanA caahuuNgaa| eka nibandha meM usakI carcA sambhava nahIM hai / AcAryazrI ne eka kuzala zilpI aura eka kuzala karmI ke rupa me eka pratimA ko gar3hA aura jisa pratimA kA koI mUlya nahIM thaa| pratimA kA isa prakAra nirmANa kiyA ki use yaha anubhava bhI nahIM hone diyA ki usameM kisI viziSTa zakti kA avataraNa yA AropaNa kiyA jA rahA hai| korA jJAna hotA to zUnya pUrA bharatA nahIM / usameM ahaMkAra ko apanA Asana bichAne kA avasara mila jAtA / jJAna ke bAda dhyAna kI preraNA ne usa zUnya ko bhara diyaa| yadi korA jJAna hotA, dhyAna nahIM hotA to terApaMtha ke netRtva ko, sarvocca pada ko, upalabdha kara mana harSa se bhara jAtA / isa ekachatra garimAmaya pada para AcArya dvArA niyukti honA eka mahattvapUrNa avasara hai / isa avasara para antaHkaraNa meM samatva kA bhAva jAgRta rahe, yaha usa sRjana kI hI vizeSatA hai, jisameM jJAna aura dhyAna ke tattva saMtulita rahe aura unakI phalazruti samatA ke rupa me pratiSThita rahI / eka bhAI ne kahA - yuvAcArya banane ke bAda bhI zarIra kA vajana nahIM bar3hA, yaha kaise ? koI choTA-moTA pada prApta hotA hai to bhI vyakti zarIra se phUla jAtA hai, kursI bhara jAtI hai / itanA sarvocca pada pA lene para bhI parivartana kyoM nahIM AyA ? maiMne smita ke sAtha kahA- AcAryazrI ne mujhe pahale yogI banA diyA aura bAda meM AcArya banAyA / isalie aisA nahIM ho sakA / 'vapuH kRzatvaM'- dhyAna siddhi kA pahalA lakSaNa hai zarIra kI kRzatA / isalie mAMsala honA zAyada merI niyati meM hI nahIM hai| AdamI harSa moTA hotA hai / para mere AcArya ne mujhe pahale hI samatA meM pratiSThita kara diyA, isalie viziSTatA upalabdha hone para harSa kI bAta bhI merI niyati meM nahI hai / mere sRjana kI niyati hai samatA / isakA vikAsa hI merI dRSTi meM merI saphalatA aura mere sRjana kI saphalatA hai /

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atIta kA anAvaraNa vi0 saM0 2000 mere jIvana meM naye unmeSa kA varSa hai| caubIsaveM varSa meM praveza ke sAtha-sAtha mujhe saMskRta, prAkRta aura darzanazAstra ke aneka granthoM ke adhyayana kA sahaja avasara milA / usI varSa maiMne hindI meM likhanA zurU kiyaa| maiM saMskRta se eka sAtha hindI meM AyA, isalie usa samaya kI merI hindI saMskRtaniSTha hI rahI, phira bhI hindI meM likhanA mujhe acchA lgaa| kucha muniyoM kA Agraha thA ki maiM pacIsa bola' kI hindI meM vyakhyA likheM / mere mana meM saMkoca thA / hindI meM maiMne kabhI kucha-likhA nahIM thaa| jo kucha likhanA hotA, vaha sArA saMskRta meM hI likhtaa| kabhI-kabhI prAkRta meM bhI likhatA / ye donoM purAnI bhASAeM haiN| loga inheM mRtabhASA kahate haiM / atIta jIvita kaise hogA? vaha mRta hI hogaa| jIvita kevala vartamAna hotA hai / isalie jIvita hai / maiM bhASA ke sAtha-sAtha darzana kA vidyArthI rahA huuN| vaha merA sarvAdhika priya viSaya rahA hai| use maiMne anekAnta ke Aloka meM par3hA hai| anekAnta kA vidyArthI kisI ko sarvathA jIvita athavA sarvathA mRta kaise mAna sakatA hai ? maiMne vartamAna ke sAtha saMparka sthApita kiyA, para atIta ke sAtha sthApita saMparka ko kabhI kama nahIM kiyaa| donoM meM saMtulana banA rahA / maiMne hindI meM pacIsa bola' kI vyAkhyA likhI aura vaha grantha 'jIva-ajIva' ke nAma se prakAzita huaa| yaha merI pahalI racanA thI hindI ke kSetra meM aura darzana ke kSetra meM bhii| pro0 hIrAlAla rasikadAsa kApar3iyA ahiMsA ke bAre meM eka grantha kA saMkalana kara rahe the| unhoMne AcAryazrI ke pAsa eka prastAva bhejA--AcArya bhikSu ke ahiMsA sambandhI vicAroM ko usa grantha meM maiM denA cAhatA huuN| mujhe hindI meM unake vicAroM kA eka saMkalana upalabdha kraaeN| AcAryazrI usa samaya cAr3avAsa (cUrU,rAjasthAna) meM virAja rahe the| unhoMne mujhe bulAkara puuchaa| - 'kyA tuma hindI meM nibandha likha sakate ho?' maiMne kahA-'likha sakatA hU~ / ' AcAryavara ne kahA'ahiMsA ke saMbaMdha meM AcArya bhikSu ke vicAroM para eka nibandha likho|' maineM AcAryavara ke Adeza ko zirodhArya kiyA aura kArya prArambha kara diyaa| kArya

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atIta kA anAvaraNa 105 kI tAtkAlika kriyAnvita meM merA vizvAsa rahA hai, isalie kisI bhI kArya ko adhara meM laTakAe rakhanA merI prakRti meM nahIM thaa| nibandha likhane kA kArya zIghra sampanna ho gyaa| yaha 'ahiMsA' zIrSaka se eka laghu pustikA ke rUpa meM prakAzita huaa| ahiMsA ke sambandha meM AcArya bhikSu ke vicAra bahuta maulika haiM / zuddha sAdhya kI siddhi ke lie zuddha sAdhana honA jarurI hai / isa siddhAnta para AcArya bhikSu ne bahuta bala diyaa| merA abhimata hai ki isa siddhAnta para bala dene vAle aura isa para tArkika paddhati se vizleSaNa karane vAle bhAratIya manISiyoM meM AcArya bhikSu kA sthAna agraNI hai / mahAtmA gA~dhI bhI isa kSetra meM agraNI rahe haiM / 'ahiMsA' pustikA unake pAsa phuNcii| unhoMne usa para kaI TippaNiyAM bhI likhIM aura AcArya bhikSu ke bAre meM unake mana meM eka jijJAsA bhI jaagii| ina dinoM hamAre dharma-saMgha ko prabuddha loga rUr3hivAdI mAnate the / dUsare sampradAya ke loga kucha saiddhAntika prazna upasthita kara terApaMtha ko vyavahAra ko vighaTita karane vAlA batalAte the| isa sthiti meM hama eka vaicArika avarodha kA anubhava kara rahe the / AcAryazrI ke mana meM usa avarodha ko miTAne kI tar3apa jAgI / unhoMne AcArya bhikSu ke siddhAntoM ko darzana kI bhASA aura zailI meM prastuta karanA zurU kiyA / mujhe prArambha se hI yaha saubhAgya milA hai ki maiM unakI hara kRti meM unake sAtha rahA / jayAcArya ko AcArya bhikSu kA bhASyakAra hone kA saubhAgya milA to mujhe AcArya tulasI kA bhASyakAra hone kA saubhAgya milA aura sAtha-sAtha AcArya bhikSu kA bhASyakAra hone kA saubhAgya bhI mujhe upalabdha huaa| AcAryazrI ne "jaina siddhAnta dIpikA' nAmaka eka saMskRta grantha likhA / usake eka adhyAya meM AcArya bhikSu ke siddhAntoM kA pratipAdana kiyaa| darzana ke stara para sUtra kI zailI meM AcArya bhikSu ke siddhAntoM ko prastuta karane kA yaha pahalA prayatna thA / eka dina DA0 satakor3i mukharjI ko maiMne yaha adhyAya sunaayaa| use sunakara DaoN0 mukharjI ne kahA-"yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa siddhAnta hai| itane dina prakAza meM kyoM nahI AyA? kheda hai, AcArya bhikSu mAravAr3a meM janmeM / yadi ve jarmanI meM janme hote to unakA mahattva imyuala kAnTa se kama nahIM hotaa|" DaoN0 mukharjI ke vicAroM se mujhe eka santoSa kA anubhava huaa|aacaary bhikSu ke jisa dRSTikoNa ko AcAryazrI tulasI dArzanika zailI meM prastuta kara rahe haiM aura maiM jisakA bhASya kara rahA hU~, vaha dRSTikoNa sArayukta aura vartamAna kI samasyA ko samAdhAna dene vAlA hai| prArambha se hI merI yaha dRSTi rahI ki jo darzana yA dharma vartamAna samasyA kA samAdhAna

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106 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi nahIM detA, vaha upayogI nahIM ho sktaa| aura jo upayogI nahIM ho sakatA vaha cirajIvI nahIM ho sakatA / bAsI cIja kI upayogitA kama hotI jAtI hai aura eka dina vaha pheMka dI jAtI hai| ___ AcArya bhikSu ne eka sUtra diyA thA--'bar3e jIvoM kI rakSA ke lie choTe jIvoM ko mAranA ahiMsA nahIM hai| choTe jIvoM ko mArakara bar3e jIvoM kA poSaNa karanA ahiMsA nahIM hai|' isa sUtra ne mujhe bahuta Andolita kiyaa| maiMne mArksa aura lenina ke sAhitya ko dekhA aura sAmAjika zoSaNa aura asamartha logoM ke prati hone vAlI krUratA ke prati eka vizeSa saMvedanA jAga utthii| dAna ke nAma para calane vAle chadma ke prati eka vizeSa dRSTikoNa nirmita huaa| maiMne eka laghu pustikA likhI / usakA zIrSaka thA-- 'unnIsavIM sadI kA nayA AviSkAra / ' isa pustikA para kucha jaina patroM ne TippaNI kI--'muni nathamalajI sAmyavAdI ho gae haiN|' rAjanaitika praNAlI ke artha meM maiM sAmyavAdI nahIM banA, para mArksa kI vicAradhArA ke prati merA jhukAva nizcita hI rahA / acche sAdhya ke lie azuddha sAdhana ko kAma meM lAyA jA sakatA hai-isa sAmyavAdI siddhAnta ke sAtha maiM kabhI sahamata nahIM ho skaa| AcArya bhikSu ke 'zuddha sAdhya ke lie zuddha sAdhana' kI amiTa chApa mere mana para aMkita thii| una dinoM gAMdhIjI ke vicAra bahuta carcita ho rahe the| ve bhI zuddha sAdhya ke lie zuddha sAdhana ke siddhAnta para bala de rahe the| dArzanika sandarbha meM AcArya bhikSu ne aura rAjanItika praNAliyoM ke sandarbha meM mahAtmA gA~dhI ne isa siddhAnta para jitanA bala diyA, utanA zAyada kama vicArakoM ne diyaa| isIlie haribhAU upAdhyAya kahA karate the ki adhyAtma aura rAjanIti kI pRSThabhUmi ko alaga rakhane para AcArya bhikSu aura mahAtmA gA~dhI ke ahiMsA sambandhI vicAra meM mujhe koI antara nahIM lgtaa| AcArya bhikSu ko par3hane ke pazcAt maiMne mahAtmA gA~dhI ko par3hA / ahiMsA ke viSaya meM donoM ke vicAroM meM adbhuta samAnatA pAyI / ahiMsA merA priya viSaya bana gayA aura varSoM taka maiM isI viSaya para likhatA rahA aura jIvana meM prayoga bhI karatA rhaa| __ AcAryazrI tulasI kA cAturmAsika pravAsa (vi0saM02011) bambaI meM huaa| paramAnanda kApar3iyA ne terApaMtha kI ahiMsA viSayaka dRSTi para eka samIkSA likhii| usameM chichalI AlocanA nahIM thii| AlocanA kA stara acchA thaa| isase pUrva terApaMtha ke ahiMsaka viSayaka siddhAnta kI isa stara kI AlocanA nahIM nikalI thI / lekha gujarAtI bhASA meM thA / usakA zIrSaka thA-'ahiMsA kI adhUrI smjh'|

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atAta kA anAvaraNa 107 AcAryazrI tulasI ne vaha lekha par3hA aura mujhe bulAkara kahA-'aba taka hamane AlocanA kA pratyuttara nahIM diyaa| pahalI bAra yaha stara kI AlocanA nikalI hai, jisameM gAlI-galauja nahIM kintu eka cintana hai / aba hameM isakA pratyuttara denA caahie| tuma eka lekha likho|' maiMne usa para 'ahiMsA kI sahI samajha' zIrSaka eka lekha likhaa| zrIcandajI rAmapuriyA ne kApar3iyA kA aura merA-donoM lekha 'jaina bhAratI' patra meM eka sAtha chApe / kApar3iyA ne 'prabuddha jIvana' meM likhA--'mere lekha meM kahIM-kahIM vyaMgya bhI hai, kaTUktiyA~ bhI haiM, kintu munizrI nathamala jI ne jo lekha likhA hai, usameM kevala samIkSA hai, na koI vyaMgya aura na koI kaTUkti / ' isase maiM bahuta prabhAvita huaa| yadi mere mana meM ahiMsA ke bIja aMkurita nahIM hote to maiM vyaMgya aura kaTUkti se zAyada nahIM baca pAtA / ___ maiM jaina muni banA / jaina darzana mere adhyayana kA viSaya banA / phira bhI isI svIkRti ko maiM Avazyaka mAnatA hU~ ki gA~dhI sAhitya se mujhe jaina dharma ko Adhunika sandarbha meM par3hane kI preraNA milI / maiMne eka pustaka likhI / usakA nAma thA-'AMkheM kholo / ' usake pAMca adhyAya the| usameM eka adhyAya thA--jAtivAda / AcAryazrI tulasI ne use dekhakara kahA--'yaha pustaka bAhara jAegI to samAja meM isase bahuta carcA hogI / abhI ise rahane do|' phira do kSaNa ke cintana ke bAda kahA--'yaha vAstavikatA hai / jaina dharma meM jAtivAda ke lie koI sthAna nahIM hai / phira carcA se kyoM DaranA cAhie ?' pustaka sAmane A gaI / kucha UhApoha huaa| sAtha-sAtha yathArtha ko prastuta karane kA mujhe saMtoSa bhI milaa| ___ gA~dhI sAhitya ke mAdhyama se maiMne raskina aura TaoNlasTAya ko par3hA to mujhe aura adhika vyApaka sandarbha meM cintana karane kA avasara milaa| AcArya bhikSu ne sampradAyAtIta dharma kI nIMva ko bahuta majabUta kiyA thaa| unhoMne isa para bahuta bala diyA ki dharma mukhya hai, sampradAya gauNa / yahI sUtra aNuvrata ke pravartana kA AdhAra bnaa| AcAryazrI ne aNuvrata Andolana kA pravartana kiyA, taba usakI samIkSA ina svaroM meM huI--'AcAryazrI jaina aura ajaina--sabhI ko eka paMkti meM lA rahe haiN|' yadi AcArya bhikSu ke dRSTikoNa kA sudRr3ha AdhAra upalabdha nahI hotA to kAphI samasyAeM sAmane AtI / para usa udAra dRSTi ne sAmane Ane vAlI hara samasyA ko cirajIvI nahIM banane diyA / aNuvrata Andolana ko dArzanika dRSTi se prastuta karane kA avasara milA / usase maiM bahuta lAbhAnvita huaa| atIta ke cintana ko vartamAna kI samasyAoM ke sandarbha meM dekhane kI eka dRSTi milI aura

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108 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kucha maulika vicAra sthApita hue| dharma ke viSaya meM yaha prasiddha dhAraNA haidharma karo, paraloka sudhara jaaegaa| dhArmikoM ko vartamAna kI koI cintA nahIM, kevala paraloka ko sudhArane kI cintA hai / dhArmika vyakti upAsanA meM vizvAsa karatA hai, caritra meM vizvAsa kama karatA hai / naitikatA kA AcaraNa Avazyaka nahIM mAnA jAtA / naitikatAvihIna dharma bhI calatA hai / aNuvrata AMdolana ke mAdhyama se bahuta sAre prabuddha vicAraka vyakti samparka meM Ae aura pArasparika AdAna-pradAna meM kAlatIta aura sAmayika-donoM prakAra kI sacAiyoM ko samajhane kA avasara milaa| aNuvrata ke maMca para sabhI dharmoM aura vicAradhArAoM ke loga Ane lage aura sabhI ko sunane kA avasara milatA gyaa| usase samanvaya kI dRSTi ko bahuta bar3A bala milaa| maiM darzana kA vidyArthI rahA / jaina darzana ko pddh'aa| sAtha-sAtha anya darzana bhI pddh'e| anekAnta ko par3hane ke kAraNa anya darzanoM ke prati anyatva kA bhAna nahIM rahA / satya satya hai, phira use kisI bhI darzana ne abhivyakta kiyA ho / yahI dRSTi niSpanna huI / aba mere sAmane darzana darzana hai, satya satya hai, aura saba bheda gauNa haiN| eka bAra mujhe pratizyAya huA aura vaha bigar3a gyaa| elopaithI aura Ayurvedika ilAja karAe para koI lAbha nahIM huaa| sthiti cintanIya bana gii| phira prAkRtika cikitsA kA yoga milA / maiM svastha ho gyaa| eka preraNA jaagii| lUI pUne ko par3hA, aura bhI prAkRta cikitsA kI bIsoM pustakeM pddh'iiN| vahIM se mere yoga jIvana kA prAraMbha huaa| Asana aura prANAyAma ke sAtha-sAtha dhyAna kI ruci bhI jAgRta huii| maiMne dhvani cikitsA kA bhI prayoga kiyA / udAtta svara meM bIja-maMtroM kI dhvani karane para maiM kucha hAsyAspada bhI banatA rahA, phira bhI koI antaHpreraNA kAma kara rahI thii| maiM usa prayatna ko chor3a nahIM sakA / AcAryazrI kI mujha para ananta karuNA rahI / maiM jo kAma karatA, usameM unakA anumodana aura protsAhana mila jAtA / AcAryazrI ne svayaM prAkRtika cikitsA kA prayoga kiyaa| Asana, prANAyAma aura dhyAna ke prayogoM kA hI unhoMne sarvAtmanA samarthana kiyaa| dhIre-dhIre una sabakI jar3eM hamAre saMgha meM gaharI hotI calI giiN| ___ maiM ise nisarga hI mAnatA hU~ ki mere mana meM krUratA kI apekSA karuNA adhika pravAhita hai| koI bhI vyakti apane meM krUratA na hone kA dAvA nahIM kara sktaa| karuNA aura krUratA-donoM dhArAeM hara vyakti meM pravAhita hotI rahatI haiM-koI bar3I aura koI choTI / asamartha varga ke prati samartha varga ke atikramaNoM kI carcA

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atIta kA anAvaraNa 109 I I jaba-jaba sunatA hU~, taba-taba mana karuNA se bhara jAtA hai / hamArI duniyA ke itihAsa meM eka bahuta bar3A bhAga anyAya ke itihAsa kA hai, yaha svIkAra karane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotI / roTI, vastra Adi padArtha sambandhI kaThinAiyoM ko hala karane meM bhI manuSya saphala nahIM ho rahA hai, taba anyAya kI kaThinAiyoM ko hala karanA to aura bhI adhika kaThina kArya hai / kyA yaha sarala ho sakatA hai ? yaha prazna Aja bhI mere lie prazna hI banA huA hai / sAhityika ruci prArambha se thI / saMskRta meM kavitAeM, kahAniyAM likhanA calatA hI thA / phira hindI meM kavitAeM likhanI zurU kIM / nibandha bhI likhe / taba hindI jagat ke sAhityakAroM se samparka bar3hane lagA / jainendrakumAra, maithilIzaraNa gupta, bAlakRSNa zarmA 'navIna', siyArAmazaraNa gupta, rAmadhArIsiMha 'dinakara', kanhaiyAlAla mizra 'prabhAkara' Adi sAhityakAroM se samparka huA / kevala samparka hI nahIM huA, AtmIya bhAva bhI bnaa| phira bhI mana meM eka asaMtoSa ubharatA rahatA thA / vaha bAra-bAra antaHkaraNa ko kacoTatA rahatA thaa| kyA vicAra hI aMtima yAtrA hai ? kyA sAhitya-sAdhanA hI aMtima yAtrA hai ? kyA isase Age aura kucha nahIM hai ? Adhunika yuga kA vyakti hone ke lie Adhunika DhaMga se socanA aura Adhunika bhAva- bhASA aura zailI meM likhanA paryApta hai / para AdhunikatA pUrNa satya to nahIM hai / vaha eka sAmayika satya hai / pUrNa satya traikAlika hotA hai, kevala sAmayika nahIM hotaa| eka bAra hama loga prabhudayAla DAbar3IvAlA ke ghara para Thahare hue the| sUryAsta hone ko thaa| DaoN0 rAmamanohara lohiyA vahAM Ae / kucha samaya hama loga bAta karate rhe| sUryAsta ho gayA / DaoN0 lohiyA ne uThate hue kahA -- caleM, hama bhojana kreN| maiMne kahA--sUryAsta ho gayA / aba bhojana nahIM kara sakate / ve bole - 'Apa Adhunika muni haiM, phira yaha kaisA pratibandha ? ' maiMne isakA prativAda kiyaa| maiM AdhunikatA meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA, zAzvata meM vizvAsa AdhunikatA meM hogA hI, para kevala AdhunikatA meM nahIM hogA / maiM munitva ko pratyakSa jJAna kI sAdhanA mAnatA huuN| vaha traikAlika ke bodha se hI saMbhava ho sakatI hai| kevala AdhunikatA hameM bahuta dUra taka nahIM le jA sktii| AjAryazrI tulasI ke atyanta nikaTa sAhacarya meM maiM rahA / rAjanItika aura sAmAjika kAryakarttA, sAhityakAra, patrakAra Adi sabhI prakAra ke logoM se vicAra-viniyama karane kA avasara milA / dharma meM ati zraddhA rakhane vAle aura dharma ko asvIkAra karane vAle, donoM prakAra ke logoM se samparka hotA rahA, para maiMne unameM se bahuta logoM ko tanAva kI mana:sthiti meM paayaa| mujhe lagA, tanAva vartamAna

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110 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai / jo galata nirNaya hote haiM, ve saba tanAva kI manaH sthiti meM hotA haiM, isalie vartamAna meM mAnava jAti ko tanAva-mukti kA mArga batalAnA usakI sabase bar3I sevA hai| maiMne ise apanA jIvana-vrata bnaayaa| muni apanI samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke lie jIvana kI yAtrA zurU karatA hai, kintu apanI samasyA kevala apanI hI nahIM hotI, ve dUsaroM kI bhI hotI haiM / dUsaroM kI samasyA kevala dUsaroM kI hI nahIM hotI, ve apanI bhI hotI haiM / apane aura dUsaroM ke bIca meM koI aisA lohAvaraNa nahIM hai, jisase eka kI samasyA dUsare meM saMkrAnta na ho| isalie samasyA ke samAdhAna kA mArga sabake lie sulabha hotA hai, ise maiM zreya mAnatA huuN| merI dRSTi meM yaha jIvana kA sabase bar3A sRjanAtmaka prazna hai / zAyada roTI kI upalabdhi se bhI isakA adhika mUlya hai /

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ahiMsA sArvabhauma kI kalpanA ahiMsA kI zakti se hama saba paricita nahIM haiM / usakI upayogitA ke kucha pahalU aspaSTa haiM, isalie hama use nakAra rahe haiM / usakI sRjanAtmaka zakti ke prati hamArI AsthA gaharI nahIM hai. pratyeka zakti ke vikAsa ke lie trisUtrI kAryakrama Avazyaka hotA haizodha, prayoga aura prazikSaNa / vaijJAnika vikAsa ke sAtha yahI trisUtrI kAryakrama jur3A huA hai / hama apekSA karate haiM ahiMsA ke kSetra meM balidAnI kAryakarttA mileM / isakI pUrti kaise saMbhava ho ? jisake naye-naye AyAma nahIM khoje jAte, vaha vastu purAnI par3a jAtI hai / purAnI ke prati koI AkarSaNa nahIM ho sktaa| kisI bhI vastu kI saccAI ko pramANita karane kI kasauTI banatA hai prayoga / ahiMsA kI vyAkhyA jyAdA ho rahI hai| usake prayoga nahIM ho rahe haiM / isalie ahiMsA ke upadeza janatA ko AkarSita nahIM kara rahe haiM / loga socate haiM-- hiMsA meM zakti hai, AkarSaNa hai| hajAroM-hajAroM loga hiMsA kI raNabhUmi meM prANa - - visarjana kara dete haiM, para ahiMsA kI raNabhUmi meM prANArpaNa karane vAle ine-gine loga bhI durlabha haiN| isa aMkana meM koI atiraMjana nahIM pratIta ho rahA hai / para isa sthiti ke nirmANa meM prazikSaNa ke abhAva kI bhUmikA ko asvIkara nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / hiMsaka zastrAstroM para zodha, prayoga aura prazikSaNa ke pIche hajAroM-hajAroM vaijJAnika aura prazikSaka lage hue haiM / pratidina lAkhoM-lAkhoM pulisa ke javAnoM aura senA ke sainikoM kA abhyAsa calatA rahatA hai / kintu ahiMsA ke prazikSaNa kI kahIM koI vyavasthA nahIM hai aura na kahIM usake prati koI AkarSaNa utpanna karane kI yojanA hai| aisI sthiti meM ahiMsA ke vikAsa kI koI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / ahiMsaka samAja kI racanA mAtra eka svapna banI huI hai / use sAkAra karane ke lie ahiMsA sArvabhauma eka parikalpanA hai, eka sAdhana hai, eka upAya hai / hiMsA kI bAr3ha ko rokane kA vikalpa hai ahiMsA / ahiMsA ke vikAsa kA

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112 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi sAdhana hai usakA prazikSaNa / ahiMsA sArvabhauma mAdhyama banegA, usake prati AkarSaNa utpanna karane kA aura prazikSita kAryakartAoM ko ahiMsA kI raNabhUmi meM vyApta karane kaa| zastrasajjita sainika mArane kI bAta socatA hai| vaha marane kI bAta nahIM socatA / vaha mara sakatA hai, para saMkalpa dUsaroM ko mArane kA hI rakhatA hai| ahiMsA kA prazikSita kAryakartA marane kI bAta soca sakatA hai, para dUsaroM ko mArane kI bAta kabhI nahIM soca sktaa| yaha abhaya ke vikAsa kI prakriyA sarala nahIM hai, phira bhI prayatna ke dvArA use sarala aura saMbhava banAyA jA sakatA

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ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI? ahiMsaka samAja aura hiMsaka samAja, ye donoM sApekSa zabda haiN| koI bhI aisA nahIM ho sakatA, jo kevala hiMsA yA ahiMsA ke AdhAra para cala ske| jIvana-nirvAha ke lie hiMsA karanI par3atI hai| apanI, apane vyaktiyoM aura vastuoM kI surakSA ke lie hiMsA kI bAdhyatA AtI hai| isa sthiti meM vizuddha ahiMsaka samAja kI kalpanA kaise kI jA sakatI hai? samAja kI racanA ahiMsA ke AdhAra para huI hai| yadi manuSya hiMsaka jAnavaroM kI bhAMti eka-dUsare ko khAne daur3ate to samAja kA nirmANa hI na hotA / eka-dUsare ke hitoM meM bAdhA na DAlane kA samajhautA sAmAjika jIvana kA sudRr3ha stambha hai / ataH vizuddha hiMsaka samAja kI bhI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / niSkarSa kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai--samAja hiMsA aura ahiMsA donoM ke yoga se calatA hai| korI ahiMsA ke bala para vaha cala nahIM pAtA aura korI hiMsA ke bala para vaha Tika nahIM paataa| isa duniyA meM vahI samAja apanA astitva surakSita rakha sakatA hai, jo zaktizAlI hai / zakti ke srota tIna haiM--artha, sattA aura dharma / artha aura sattA ye donoM hiMsA ke AdhAra para calate haiM aura ye jIvana kI prAthamika AvazyakatA kI pUrti karate haiN| dharma kA AdhAra hai-- ahiMsA / vaha jIvana ko uccatA pradAna karatI hai| samAja-racanA ke mUla meM artha aura dharma nahIM lgtaa| usakA prathama AkarSaNa artha ke prati, dUsarA sattA ke prati aura tIsarA dharma ke prati hai / isalie artha aura sattA ke pAsa jitanA zaktisaMcaya hai, utanA dharma ke pAsa nahIM hai / isa paristhiti meM ahiMsaka samAja kI racanA kA prazna bahuta ulajhaneM utpanna kara detA hai| hiMsaka samAja aura ahiMsaka samAja isa donoM ko paribhASA meM bAMdhanA, inake bIca bhedarekhA khIMcanA sarala kArya nahIM hai, phira bhI vyavahAra-saMcAlana ke lie aisA karanA hI hogaa| jisa samAja meM artha aura kAma kI pradhAnatA aura AcAra dharma kI gauNatA yA avahelanA hotI hai, vaha hiMsaka samAja kahalAtA hai / jisa samAja meM artha, kAma aura dharma-tInoM kI saMtulita upAsanA hotI hai, vaha ahiMsaka samAja kahalAtA hai / hiMsaka samAja

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114 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi meM artha aura sattA ahiMsA para AvaraNa DAla dete haiM / ahiMsaka samAja meM artha aura sattA ahiMsA se prabhAvita hote haiN| bhAratIya samAjazAstriyoM ne puruSArtha catuSTayI kA pratipAdana kiyA thA, jaise artha, kAma, dharma aura mokSa / artha samAja ke bhautika vikAsa kA pramukha sAdhana hai / kAma usakI preraNA hai / artha aura kAma kA eka yugala hai / dharma aura mokSa kA eka yugala hai / prathama yugala hamArI bhautika kakSA kA pratinidhitva karatA hai aura dUsarA hamArI AdhyAtmika kakSA kA / donoM yugaloM kA apanA-apanA sthAna aura mahatva hai| somadeva sUrI ne eka prazna upasthita kiyA ki puruSArtha catuSTayI meM se kisa puruSArtha ko adhika mahattva denA cAhie? isa prazna kA mUlya Aja bhI kama nahIM huA hai / unhoMne isa prazna kA jo uttara diyA vaha Aja mUlyavAna hai / unhoMne kahA-inakA saMtulita sevana karanA caahie| kisI eka kA atisevana karane se vaha svayaM kI hAni karatA hai aura dUsaroM ko pIr3A pahuMcAtA hai / isalie yaha spaSTa hai ki artha kI ati kA tAtparya hai--kAma aura dharma kI kSati / kAma kI ati kA tAtparya hai---artha aura dharma kI kSati ! dharma kI ati kA tAtparya hai--artha aura kAma kI kSati / samAja ko ina sabakI apekSA hai| isalie sAmAjika bhUmikA meM kisI eka ko sarvocca Asana nahIM diyA jA sakatA / aisA anubhava ho rahA hai ki vartamAna samAja ne artha ko atirikta mUlya diyA hai| mahAmAtya kauTilya kA prasiddha sUtra hai--'artha eva pradhAnamiti kauttilyH|' kauTilya artha ko hI pradhAna mAnatA hai| isa artha kI pradhAnatA se Aja kA samAja hiMsA ke cakravyUha meM phaMsa gayA hai| hiMsaka samAja meM ye tattva phalate-phUlate haiM--(1) artha aura sattA kA kendrIkaraNa, (2) svArtha kA unmukta prayoga, (3) galata mUlyoM kI sthApanA, (4) zrama kA avamUlyana, (5) anaitikatA kA utkarSa / ahiMsaka samAja meM ina tattvoM ko vikasita hone kA avasara milatA hai--(1) arthArjana ke sAdhanoM kI zuddhi, (2) sattA kA vikendrIkaraNa, (3) mUlyoMkI yathArthatA, (4) zrama kA ucita mUlyAMkana, (5) naitikatA kA vikAsa, (6) kartavya kI preraNA, (7) svArtha kA visarjana yA svArtha-saMtulana / vyakti aura samAja vyakti aura samAja-ye do sApekSa ikAiyAM hai| vyakti samAja kA ghaTaka aura samAja vyakti ke hitoM kA saMrakSaka hai / vyakti-vihIna samAja astitva meM

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ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI 115 nahIM AtA aura samAja-vihIna vyakti apane astitva ko surakSita nahIM rakha paataa| samudra jalabiMduoM kI saMhati ke sivAya aura kucha nahIM hai, para usase bichur3e hue jalabiMdu ko bhUmi sukhA detI hai / vyakti kA jisa dina samAjIkaraNa huA, usI dina usane vikAsa kI dahalIja para paira rakha die. vaha prastara-yuga se Aja aNu-yuga taka pahuca gayA hai| vyakti aura samAja donoM parivartanazIla sattAeM haiN| saMskAra siddhAnta aura paristhiti ke AdhAra para badalate rahate haiN| siddhAnta aura paristhiti samAjIkRta hote haiM / isalie inakA prabhAva vyApaka hotA hai| saMskAra vyaktigata hote haiN| isalie ve vyakti ko hI prabhAvita karate haiN| vyakti ke jIvana para saMskAra, siddhAnta aura paristhiti tInoM prabhAva DAlate haiN| samAja ko prabhAvita karane vAle do tatva haiM-siddhAnta aura pristhiti| kucha dArzanika mAnate haiM ki paristhiti ke parivartana se samAja parivartita hotA hai aura samAja ke parivartana se vyakti parivartita hotA hai| vyakti aura samAja ke bAhya vyavahAra ke parivartana meM yaha bAta ghaTita ho sakatI hai, kintu vyakti vyakti ke Antarika parivartana meM yaha nahIM hotI / sAmyavAdI dezoM meM eka vizeSa, siddhAnta aura paristhiti kA nirmANa huA hai / unake anusAra vahAM artha para hone vAlA vyaktigata svAmitva pratibaddha hai / kyA isa pratibaddhatA ko sAmyavAdI dezoM kI janatA ne hRdaya se mAnyatA dI hai ? kyA unake vyaktigata svAmitva ke saMskAra badala gae haiM? kyA vahAM Arthika ghoTAle nahIM hote? kyA koI sAmyavAdI deza yaha dAvA kara sakatA hai ki usakI janatA meM anaitikatA yA bhraSTAcAra sarvathA nahIM hai ? yadi aisA ho to mAnanA cAhie ki sAmyavAda manuSya ke AMtarika parivartana meM saphala huA hai / yadi aisA nahIM hai aura samaya-samaya para prApta saMvAdoM se yaha jJAta hotA hai ki aisA nahIM hai, taba mAnanA cAhie ki sAmyavAda ne daMDazakti ko prakhara banAkara manuSya kI pravRtti ko bAdhya kara rakhA hai, kintu use badalane meM saphala nahIM huA hai| manuSya kI prakRti ko badalane kI kSamatA yadi kisI meM hai to vaha ahiMsA meM hI hai, anya kisI vyakti meM nahIM hai| ahiMsA vyakti kI unmukta svataMtratA hai / jo vyakti usako hRdaya kI pUrNa svataMtratA se svIkAra karatA hai vaha paristhiti kA sAmanA kara letA hai, kintu anaitika AcaraNa nahIM karatA yA kara hI nahIM sktaa| isakA hetu hai karuNA kA vikAsa, Atmaupamya kI bhAvanA kA vikAsa / jisake antaHkaraNa meM karuNA pravAhita nahIM hotI, vaha sahI artha meM sAmyavAdI yA

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi samAjavAdI ho sakatA hai, yaha samajhane meM mujhe kaThinAI hai / aura yaha bhI saca hai ki rAjanItika sAmyavAda kI maryAdA meM mAnavIya karuNA ko vaha sthAna nahIM mila sakatA, jo sattA-saMgraha ko milatA hai / pUMjIvAdI samAja arthazakti se utpanna krUratA se pIr3ita hai to sAmyavAdI samAja sattAzakti se utpanna krUratA se pIr3ita hai| mAnava ke prati karuNA ko prAthamikatA kahIM bhI prApta nahIM hai| vaha kevala ahiMsaka samAja meM hI ho sakatI hai| ahiMsaka samAja meM artha aura sattA kA mUlya sarvopari nahIM hogaa| usameM sarvopari mUlya hogA mAnavatA kaa| zAsanamukta yA zAsanayukta? ahiMsaka samAja zAsanamukta hogA yA zAsanayukta ? yaha prazna bAra-bAra pUchA jAtA hai| mere sAmane jaba yaha prazna AtA hai taba dRSTi eka zAstrIya varNana kI ora calI jAtI hai| usameM nirUpita hai ki isI vizva meM eka kalpAtIta nAma kA loka hai / vahAM divya puruSa rahate haiM / ve Rddhi aura aizvarya ke samAna haiM, Ayu aura bala kI dRSTi se samAna haiN| unameM na koI sevaka hai aura na koI svAmI / ve saba 'ahamindra' haiN| unakA samAja solaha AnA sAmyavAdI aura solaha AnA zAsanamukta hai| isa varNana ko Apa kalpanA mAne yA yathArtha, yaha apanI icchA para nirbhara hai| yadi kalpanA bhI ho to isakA mUlya kama nahIM hai / sAmyaniSTha aura zAsanamakta samAja kI racanA kI jA sakatI hai, isameM yaha saMbhAvanA prasphuTa huI sAmyaniSTha aura zAsanamukta samAja-racanA kA AdhArabhUta tattva hai-mAnasika vikaas| yaha vikAsa krodha, abhimAna, mAyA aura lobha ke upazamana se hotA hai| isakI ora paryApta dhyAna die binA sAmyaniSTha zAsanamukta samAja racanA kI AzA nahIM kI jA sktii| maharSi mArksa ne zAsanamakta samAja kI kalpanA kii| unake anusAra sAmyavAda kI carama pariNati zAsanamukta samAja hai para sAmyavAda vaisA ho nahIM sakatA / sAmyavAdI rASTroM meM zAsana kA niyaMtraNa adhika kaThora huA hai| merI samajha meM isakA kAraNa hai-mAnasika vikAsa kI apekSA sAmyavAdI rASTroM ne samAja ke bhautika AdhAra meM sAmya lAne kA prayala kiyA, kintu usake mAnasika vikAsa kI ora dhyAna nahIM diyA / phalasvarUpa unakI janatA sAmyavAdI ho gaI kintu sAmyaniSTha nahIM huii| jisameM sAmya kI niSThA nahIM hotI, vaha zAsanamukta nahIM ho sktaa| jinakA krodha upazAnta nahIM hai, ve loga jhagar3AlU hone ke kAraNa samAja ko zAsanamukta hone meM sahayoga nahIM de

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ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI 117 paate| abhimAnI manuSya dUsaroM ko hIna mAnakara vargabheda utpanna kara dete haiN| mAyAvI manuSya dUsaroM ko Thagate rahate haiN| lobhI manuSya apane hitoM kI pUrtI ke lie dUsaroM ke hitoM kA vighaTana kara DAlate haiN| jisa samAja meM uccatA aura hInatA, ThagAI aura apane svArthoM ko prAthamikatA dene kI manovRtti hotI hai, vaha zAsanamukta kaise ho sakatA hai? yadi maharSi mArksa bhautika vyavasthAoM ke samIkaraNa ke sAtha Antarika parivartana kI AdhyAtmika prakriyAoM ko jor3a dete to avazya hI sAmya kA vAda sAmya kI niSThA meM badalakara zAsanamukta hone kI ora agrasara ho jAtA / ahiMsaka samAja meM bhautika vyavasthAoM ke samIkaraNa ke sAtha Antarika parivartana kI AdhyAtmika prakriyA samanvita hogI, isIlie vaha zAsanamukti kI ora satata gatizIla hogii| vyaktigata svAmitva zAsanamukta samAja kI racanA meM sabase bar3I bAdhA hai vyakti kI saMgrahaparAyaNa manovRtti / hara AdamI artha kA saMgraha karatA hai aura usa para apanA svAmitva sthApita karatA hai| kyA ahiMsaka samAja meM yaha vyaktigata svAmitva mAnya ho sakatA hai ? pravRtti kA vikAsa preraNA se hotA hai / apane sukha va apane svatva kI preraNA bahuta prabala hotI hai / vaiyaktikatA ko vilupta karane se vikAsa kI preraNA kSINa ho jAtI hai| ataH ahiMsaka samAja meM vyaktigata svAmitva eka sImita artha meM hI mAnya ho sakatA hai / ahiMsaka samAja kA dUsarA pahalU hogA aparigrahI samAja / ahiMsA aura aparigraha eka-dUsare se vicchinna hokara nahIM raha skte| ahiMsaka samAja kA mukhya sUtra hai-icchA-saMyama, saMgraha-saMyama aura pravRtti kA vikendrIkaraNa / icchA kA vistAra, artha kA kendrIkaraNa aura hiMsA-ye saba sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| ahiMsaka samAja kA sadasya vyaktigata dhana kitanA rakhe, yaha saMkhyA nirdhArita karanA bar3A jaTila hai / isakA sarala sUtra yaha ho sakatA hai--jitanI AvazyakatA, utanA saMgraha / eka manuSya zrama kara dhana kA arjana karatA hai, vaha bahuta bar3A saMgraha nahIM kara paataa| kisI manuSya meM vyAvasAyika buddhi prabala hotI hai| vaha buddhi bala ke sahAre vipula dhana kamA letA hai / zramika kI AvazyakatA zrama se niyamita hotI hai, ataH yaha yathArtha hotI hai / bauddhika kI AvazyakatA bhI bauddhika ho jAtI hai| usakI kahIM koI sImA nahIM hotii| phira 'jitanI AvazyakatA utanA saMgraha' isakA kyA artha hogA? ahiMsaka samAja kA sadasya zramika yA bauddhika hone se

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118 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi pahale saMyamI hogaa| ataH vaha avAstavika AvazyakatAoM kA aMbAra khar3A nahIM kregaa| usakA saMgraha do niyAmaka tattvoM se niyaMtrita hogA--(1) arjana ke sAdhanoM kI zuddhi, (2) visrjn| __ ahiMsaka samAja meM sAdhana-zuddhi kA sAdhya se kama mUlya nahIM hogaa| ataH ahiMsaka samAja kA sadasya arjana ke sAdhanoM kI zuddhi kA pUrNa viveka rkhegaa| vaha vyavahAra meM prAmANika rahegA--(1) kisI vastu meM milAvaTa kara yA nakalI ko asalI batAkara nahIM becegA / (2) tola-mApa meM kamI-bezI nahIM karegA / (3) cora-bAjArI nahIM kregaa| (4) rAjya-niSiddha vastu kA vyApAra va AyAta-niryAta nahIM karegA / (5) sauMpI yA dharI (bandhaka) vastu ke lie inkAra nahIM kregaa| arjana ke sAdhanoM kI zuddhi rakhate hue use jo artha prApta ho, vaha usake lie agrAhya nahIM hogaa| ahiMsaka samAja kI AvazyakatA vyaktigata saMyama ke dvArA niyantrita hogii| ataH usakA sadasya atirikta artha kA visarjana kara degaa| vaha visarjita artha sAmAjika koSa ke rUpa meM saMgrahIta hogaa| samAja-kalyANa ke lie usakA upayoga hotA rahegA / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne ahiMsA vrata ke do sUtroM kA pratipAdana kiyA thA--(1) alpa Arambha, (2) alpa parigraha / vartamAna kI bhASA meM alpa Arambha laghu vyavasAya yA laghu udyoga aura alpa aparigraha kA artha AvazyakatApUraka vyaktigata svAmitva ho sakatA hai| ahiMsaka samAja meM mahAArambha (vRhat vyavasAya yA vRhat udyoga) aura mahA-parigraha (vipula saMgraha) vyaktigata nahIM hoMge / unakA samAjIkaraNa daNDazakti ke AdhAra para nahIM, visarjana ke AdhAra para hogaa| tIna bhUmikAeM khAnA svAbhAvika lagatA hai| nahIM khAnA svAbhAvika nahIM lagatA / khAne kA samaya na khAne ke samaya kI apekSA bahuta thor3A hotA hai / khAnA zarIra kI jarUrata hai, isalie prANI khAtA hai| jarUrata pUrI hone para vaha nahIM khAtA, yaha usakA hita hai, ataH vaha khAnA chor3a detA hai-khAne para niyantraNa kara letA hai| niyantraNa zakti kama hotI hai, to vaha peTU bana jAtA hai, jarUrata pUrI ho jAne para bhI khAtA hI rahatA hai| yaha vikAra pakSa hai| parimita khAnA svabhAva-pakSa hai| Arogya-saMvardhana ke lie svabhAva-pakSa kA pratirodha karanA, nahIM khAnA, bhUkha sahanA-~yaha hita pakSa hai| samAja kI sArI vRttiyAM ina tInoM pakSoM meM samA jAtI haiN| kAnUna yA vidhi-vidhAna vyakti ko vikAra-pakSa se svabhAva-pakSa kI ora

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ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI agrasara karatA hai / vrata svabhAva-pakSa se hita-pakSa kI ora jone kI sAdhanA hai yA yU~ kahanA cAhie- vikAsa aura svabhAva meM virodha hotA hai, taba sAmAjika vidhi kA nirmANa hotA hai tathA svabhAva aura hita meM virodha hotA hai taba AdhyAtmika yA naitika vratoM kI sAdhanA apekSita hotI hai| vikAra, svabhAva aura hita ko paribhASA kI saMjJA meM atimAtrA aura amAtrA kahA jA sakatA hai| udAharaNasvarUpa vAsanA kI ati mAtrA-pUrti vikAra hai / vAsanA kI parimita mAtrA-pUrti zarIra kA svabhAva hai| vAsanA-vijaya yA vAsanA kI amAtrA hita hai / svabhAva kI dRSTi se. vikAra akartavya hai aura hita kI dRSTi se svabhAva akartavya hai| zarIra-svabhAva kI dRSTi se ati mAtrA meM khAnA akarttavya hai para Avazyaka va upayogI khAnA akartavya nahIM hai / parantu hita kI dRSTi se parimita khAnA bhI akartavya ho jAtA hai / dUsare ke lie pahale kA tyAga (uttaravartI ke lie pUrvavartI kA tyAga) kartavya kI vizeSa preraNA se hI hotA hai / vyakti meM viveka jAgaraNa kA utkarSa hotA hai, tabhI vaha svabhAva ke lie vikAra kA aura hita ke lie svabhAva kA tyAga karatA jisa ora manuSya kI svAbhAvika preraNA ho, vahAM usakA kartavya mAnA jAe to akartavya jaisA kucha zeSa hI nahIM rhtaa| zoSaNa, saMgraha aura sattA kI ora manuSya kI jaisI svataH sphUrta preraNA hotI hai, vaisI asaMgraha ke prati nahIM hotii| kentu yaha vikAra ke mohaka AvaraNa se DhakI huI svAbhAvika preraNA hai, isalie yaha akartavya hai| vaidha DhaMga se vyApAra, parigraha aura adhikAra prApti kI jo svAbhAvika preraNA hotI hai, usake pIche AvazyakatA yA upayogitA kI sAmAnya bhAvanA hotI hai, isalie vaha sAmAnya kartavya hai / aparigraha aura asattA samAja ke vartamAna mAnasa meM svAbhAvika preraNA-labhya nahIM hai, isalie ye pradhAna kartavya haiN| aNuvratI samAja-vyavasthA meM ye tIna bhUmikAeM hoMgI-akartavya kA varjana, sAmAnya kartavya kA niyantraNa, pradhAna kartavya kA vikAsa / pradhAna lakSya jIvana kI AvazyakatAeM nahIM chUTatI-yaha nirvikalpa hai| vikalpa unake pUrti-krama meM hote haiN| pUrti kI paddhati sAmAjika hotI hai, usake pIche usakI dArzanika mAnyatAeM hotI haiM / icchA para niyantraNa karanA sabhI samAjoM meM mAnya hotA hai| yaha samAja kI ekarUpatA hai / niyantraNa kA tAratamya aura usake preraka hetu saba meM ekarUpa nahIM hote / niyantraNa ke cAra prakAra haiM-(1) bhautika, (2)

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120 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi rAjanItika, (3) sAmAjika, (4) naitika yA AdhyAtmika / unake preraka hetu kramazaH ye haiM-prakRti-bhaya, rAjya-bhaya, samAja- bhaya aura Atmapatana-bhaya / 1 inameM pahale tIna bhaya bAharI aura AkhirI bhaya Antarika haiM / prakRti, rAjya aura samAja kI maryAdA kA ullaMghana karane vAlA unake dvArA daNDa pAtA hai / isalie jahAM daNDa kI AzaMkA ho, vahAM unakI maryAdA kA pAlana aura jahAM vaha na ho vahAM maryAdA kI avagaNanA bhI ho jAtI hai / Atmika - niyantraNa daNDa prerita nahIM hotA / vaha vyakti kA apanA Antarika viveka-jAgaraNa hai| isalie usameM bAhara bhItara kA dvaidha nahIM hotA / prakAza yA timira, pariSad yA ekAnta meM burAI se bacane kI samavRti ho jAtI hai, yahI AdhyAtmika bhaya hai / yaha bhaya rakhane vAlA bAhara kI kisI bhI zakti se nahIM DaratA / sahI mAne meM vaha abhaya hai / ahiMsaka samAja-vyavasthA meM niyantraNa kA preraka hetu Atmapatana kA bhaya hai / AvazyakatAeM adhika raheM, vaisI dazA meM naitika niSThA bana nahIM sakatI / unake binA ahiMsA kevala aupacArika ho jAtI hai / isIlie AvazyakatAeM kama karanA bhI ahiMsaka samAja-vyavasthA kA lakSya hai| adhika AvazyakatAeM nirvAha - mUlaka nahIM hotIM / ve icchA para niyantraNa na kara sakane kI sthiti meM hotI haiN| yaha roga kA mUla hai| icchA para niyantraNa nahIM hotA, taba AvazyakatAeM bar3hatI haiM / jaba AvazyakatAeM bar3hatI haiM, naitika niSThA kama hotI hai| naitika niSThA kama hotI haiM, ahiMsA aupacArika bana jAtI hai / aupacArika ahiMsA se vaha zAnti nahIM milatI, jo usase milanI caahie| isalie ahiMsaka samAja vyavasthA kA sabase pahalA yA pradhAna lakSya hai-icchA kA niyantraNa / 1 kyA ahiMsaka samAja rakSA ke lie manuSya pulisa aura senA para nirbhara hogA yA use unakI apekSA nahIM hogI ? isa prazna para mAnavIya prakRti tathA samagra vizva ke saMdarbha meM vicAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| deza kI AMtarika surakSA kA dAyitva pulisa para aura bAharI AkramaNa kI surakSA kA dAyitva senA para hotA hai / ahiMsaka samAja kI sthApanA hone para AMtarika mAmaloM meM senA ke hastakSepa kI AvazyakatA nahIM hogI aura pulisa kI AvazyakatA bhI kama-se-kama hogI / ahiMsaka samAja meM aNuvrata kA yaha vrata anivAryataH pAlanIya hogA - " maiM kisI para AkramaNa nahIM karU~gA aura AkrAmaka nIti kA samarthana bhI nahIM karU~gA / " ahiMsaka samAja meM senA AkramaNakArI nahIM hogii| usakA kAma kevala apanI sImA kI surakSA karanA ho hogaa| pulisa aura senA se mukta samAja kI kalpanA priya bahuta para vyavahAra

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ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kaise hogI 121 kI bhUmikA meM usakA avataraNa alpakAla aura sAdhAraNa prayatna sAdhya nahIM hai| niSkarSa kI bhASA meM nikaTa bhaviSya meM usakI sambhAvanA nahIM hai| mUlyoM kA parivartana ___ ahiMsaka samAja kI saMracanA ke sAmane sabase bar3I samasyA hai-mUlyoM kA parivartana / zrama, vastu aura saMgraha ke mUlya badale binA ahiMsaka samAja-racanA kI saMbhAvanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / ahiMsaka samAja kI sthApanA meM sabase bar3I bAdhA hai svArtha / vaha vaiyaktika bar3appana aura sukhAnubhUti kI preraNA hai| use kaise badaleM ? kyA janasAdhAraNa kisI saiddhAntika preraNA ko sAmAjika stara para svIkAra karane ko taiyAra ho sakatA hai? isameM bhI hita-sAdhana kI bhAvanA kucha hI logoM meM jAgRta hotI hai| adhikAMza loga apane hita-sAdhana kI ceSTA meM lage rahate haiM / isa samasyA kA AdhArabhUta AzvAsana yaha hai ki mAnava-svabhAva satata gatizIla aura vikAsazIla hai / yadi samAja kI dhArA ko eka hI dhArA meM pravAhita kiyA jAe to svArtha-saMyama kI bAta usake saMskAroM meM rUr3ha ho sakatI hai / isa kArya kI niSpatti meM AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa, AMzika rUpa meM sAmAjika dabAva aura satyAgraha atyanta upayogI ho sakate haiM / svArtha-zAsita samAja meM naitikatA, zrama aura svAvalaMbana kA avamUlyana ho jAtA hai| karUNA-zAsita samAja meM naitikatA, zrama aura svAvalaMbana kA mUlya bar3ha jAtA hai|

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ahiMsA kI samasyAeM zoSaNa, garIbI, bekArI, tanAva aura zastrIkaraNa- Aja kI sArvabhauma samasyAeM haiN| rAjanItika jIvana-praNAliyoM ke AdhAra para inake samAdhAna khoje gae haiM aura khoje jA rahe haiN| para samasyAeM Aja bhI vikaTa haiM / samasyAeM paristhiti kI upaja haiM aura samAdhAna bhI paristhiti meM hI khojA jA rahA hai| paristhiti ko asvIkAra karane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / vaha pratyakSa satya hai / use jhuThalAyA nahIM jA sakatA / I hiMsA aura ahiMsA do kheme bana gae haiN| aisA pratIta hotA hai ki donoM eka-dUsare ko parAsta karane kI pratIkSA meM hai| yaha acchI sthiti nahIM hai / ye donoM ekAMgI dRSTikoNa haiM / ekAMgitA meM sacAI nIce calI jAtI haiM aura saMgharSa ubharakara sAmane A jAtA hai / Aja vAstava meM hI hiMsA aura ahiMsA ke bIca saMgharSa hai / yaha vAMchanIya nahIM hai / hiMsA jIvana kI anIvAryatA hai, yaha sarvasammata satya hai / kyA ahiMsA jIvana kI anivAryatA nahIM hai ? hiMsA ke binA jIvana cala hI nahIM sakatA, eka dina bhI nahIM cala sktaa| hama isa sacAI ko na bhUleM ki hiMsA ahiMsA ke kaMdhe para car3hakara hI cala rahI hai| hiMsA aura ahiMsA donoM haiM yaha samasyA nahIM hai / samasyA yaha hai ki hiMsA jitanI mAtrA meM cala rahI hai, utanI mAtrA meM anivArya nahIM hai / ahiMsA jitanI mAtrA meM anivArya hai, utanI mAtrA meM vaha nahIM hai / yaha mAtrA kA asaMtulana hai, ise saMtulita karanA Aja kI jarUrata hai / ahiMsA meM AsthA rakhane vAle isa kArya meM lageM, yaha Aja kI mAMga hai / hiMsA aura ahiMsA kA asaMtulana aMtarrASTrIya jagat paidA kara rahA hai| hiMsA kI saMhAraka zakti bahuta bar3ha gaI hai| ahiMsA ke choTe-moTe prayatna use kama kara sakeM, yaha saMbhava nahIM hai / hiMsA ko bar3hAvA dene ke lie jitane prayatna ho rahe haiM, unakI tulanA meM ahiMsA ke vikAsa ke lie hone vAle prayatna nagaNya haiN| hiMsA meM jitanA AkarSaNa haiM, utanA ahiMsA meM nahIM hai / para usake prati hamArA sabase bar3A AkarSaNa yaha hai ki usake binA manuSya jAti kA astitva hI khatare meM par3a jAtA hai| khatarA jaise-jaise bar3ha rahA hai, vaise-vaise ahiMsA ke prati dhyAna

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ahiMsA kI samasyAeM 123 AkarSita ho rahA hai / hiMsA kI prakharatA ne ahiMsA ko phira se upasthita kiyA hai| isa sthiti kA lAbha uThAnA jarUrI hai| hama hiMsA ko eka svataMtra pravRtti mAne hue haiM / ahiMsA kI asaphalatA kA yaha pahalA caraNa haiM / hiMsA kA mUla kAraNa hai Arthika durvyavasthA / isa para vicAra kie binA hama ahiMsA kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kara skte| hiMsA aura parigraha ina donoM meM parigraha kA sthAna pahalA hai, hiMsA kA sthAna dUsarA hai / isI prakAra ahiMsA aura aparigraha ina donoM meM aparigraha kA sthAna pahalA hai, ahiMsA kA sthAna dUsarA hai| ahiMsA paramodharmaH kI raTa ne sacAI para pardA DAla diyaa| manuSya kA zoSaNa karane vAlA bhI apane Apako ahiMsaka mAna sakatA hai / yaha ahiMsA kI avamAnanA hI hai, yadi 'aparigrahaH paramodharmaH' kA sthAna pahalA aura 'ahiMsA paramodhA:' kA sthAna dUsarA hotA to ahiMsA adhika tejasvI bana paatii| ahiMsA kI tejasvitA prakaTa honI caahie| sRjanAtmaka zakti aura pratIkAtmaka zakti ke binA usakI saMbhAvanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / Aja hamane ahiMsA ko kAyaratA kA pratIka mAtra banA rakhA hai| ahiMsaka AdamI meM tyAga, balidAna aura marane kI taiyArI nahIM hai| ahiMsA ke viSaya meM punarvicAra kI AvazyakatA hai| usakA kAryakrama Adhunika samasyAoM ke sandarbha meM Ayojita hai / zastrIkaraNa jaisI bhayaMkara samasyA ke prati vizva-cetanA ko jAgRta karanA, Arthika vyavasthA kI viSamatA se hone vAlI samasyAoM aura unase phalita hone vAlI hiMsA ke prati janatA kA dhyAna AkarSita karanA, mAnasika tanAva aura aparAdhI manovRtti ke mUla meM panapane vAlI hiMsA ke viSaya meM anusaMdhAna karanA aura unakI rokathAma ke lie upAya sujhAnA Adi-Adi ahiMsA ko tejasvI banAne ke upAya haiM / ahiMsA ke lie saMvedanazIlatA kA vikAsa jarUrI hai, para Aja kevala usI ke AdhAra para ahiMsA ko vyApaka aura zaktizAlI nahIM banAyA jA sakatA / vaijJAnika yuga kI pRSThabhUmi ko samajhakara ahiMsA kA nayA AyAma udghATita kiyA jA sakatA hai| jIvana ke pratyeka kSetra meM hiMsA vyApta hai-bhojana se bhAva taka / hiMsA ko rokanA saMbhava nahIM hai / jIvana meM anAvazyaka hiMsA adhika calatI hai| manuSya prANI-jagat ke prati saMvedanazIla aura jAgarUka nahIM hai. isIlie usameM hiMsA kA bhAva prabala hai| lar3AI, yuddha jaise bar3e saMgharSa hameM ciMtita karate haiM / para hiMsA ke bIja se hama ciMtita nahIM haiN| choTI-choTI hiMsAeM bar3I hiMsA ko janma detI haiM, isa

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124 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi sacAI kA anubhava karanA ahiMsA kI dizA meM eka kadama ho sakatA hai| jo mAnasika tanAva gharelU jhagar3A paidA karatA hai, vahI mAnasika tanAva yuddha paidA karatA hai / mAnasika tanAva ko miTAne kA kAryakrama calAnA ahiMsA ke vikAsa kA eka mahattvapUrNa upAya hai| AhAra-zuddhi vizvazAnti kI dizA meM eka zaktizAlI abhiyAna hai| AkAMkSA, krUratA aura sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti ye saba bhojana se jur3e hue haiN| mAMsAhAra ina saba saMskAroM ko saMrakSaNa detA hai / aNuvrata ke stara para isa sacAI ko samajhA jA sakatA hai| ___pUre vizva meM aparAdhI manovRtti bar3ha rahI hai, aparAdha bar3ha rahe haiN| unakI rokathAma ke lie zastrabala aura ArakSIbala kA prayoga bar3ha rahA hai| yaha samasyA ke samAdhAna kA tarIkA nahIM hai| manuSya kI bhAvadhArA ko badale binA aparAdhoM kI bAr3ha ko nahIM rokA jA sktaa| ahiMsaka logoM dvArA manuSya kI bhAvadhArA ko badalane kI dizA meM koI prabhAvI kadama nahIM uTha rahA hai / ghaTanA ko rokane meM jitanI dilacaspI hai, utanI ghaTanA ke kAraNoM ko rokane meM nahIM hai| ahiMsA pariNAma ke sAtha jur3I rahegI, taba taka sthiti meM parivartana saMbhava nahIM hai, use pravRtti ke sAtha jor3anA jarUrI hai / pravRtti badalane para pariNAma apane Apa badala jAtA hai / ahiMsA kA vicAra adhika-se-adhika logoM taka pahu~ce to naye vAtAvaraNa ke nirmANa meM yoga milegA, janatA vAstavikatA se paricita hogii|

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ahiMsA tejasvI kaise ho? ahiMsA kI carcA bahuta huI hai / saubhAgya hai isa bhUmi kA jahAM ahiMsA ke svara taraMgita hote rahe haiN| sAbaramatI kA Azrama bhI una taraMgo se taraMgita hai| koI bhI dhvani yA taraMga vyartha nahIM jAtI hai / cirakAla taka vaha apanA astitva banAe rakhatI hai| phira isa vaijJAnika yuga meM isa bAta ko na mAnane kA koI kAraNa nahIM ki yaha Azrama una taraMgoM se taraMgita nahIM hai| Aja usa dhvani- taraMga kA eka prayoga kiyA jA rahA hai / ahiMsA ke eka mahAna prayoktA AcArya zrI tulasI usI Azrama meM eka saMkalpa ke sAtha upasthita haiN| bahuta bAra yaha kahA jAtA hai ki ahiMsA kA vikAsa honA cAhie / jaba-jaba hiMsA kI bAr3ha AtI hai, ahiMsA kI mAMga prabala ho jAtI hai| kintu eka bAta hama bhUla jAte haiM ki ahiMsA eka niSpatti hai, koI mUlabhUta kAraNa nahIM / hama hamezA niSpatti ko jyAdA cAhate haiM, usakI pRSThabhUmi meM palane vAlI sAmagrI ko nahIM cAhate / yaha eka bahuta bar3I viDambanA hai| ahiMsA ke sAtha yaha niyati na jAne kyoM jur3I? ahiMsA kA jIvana hama jInA cAhate haiM, kintu isakI pRSThabhUmi meM jo samasyA hai, usakA sAmanA karanA nahIM cAhate / ahiMsA ko tejasvI banAne kI bAta AtI hai to maiM socatA hU~ ki ahiMsA zabda ko hI sAmane lAne kI bAta nahIM rahegI, usake pIche kyA karaNIya hai, usa para bhI hamArA dhyAna kendrita honA caahie| ahiMsA sArvabhauma kI parikalpanA ke pIche yahI bAta jur3I huI hai ki kisa prakAra kA manobhAva vikasita kiyA jAe ki ahiMsA apane Apa avatarita ho pUrI tejasvitA ke saath| ahiMsA ke vikAsa ke lie gaharI bAta hai hRdaya-parivartana kI / prAcIna kAla se lekara Aja taka hRdaya-parivartana kA apanA mUlya hai / hiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga bhI ina bAtoM para bahuta mahattva dete haiM ki jaba taka 'brenavAza' nahIM kiyA jAtA, taba taka AdamI ko badalA nahIM jA sakatA / to, brenavAza Akhira kyA hai ? hRdaya-parivartana hI to hai / mastiSka kI dhulAI, mastiSka kA parivartana, yaha to nitAnta apekSita mAnA jAtA rahA hai / kevala DaMDe ke bala para hI zAsana calAne

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126 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi vAle bhI jAnate haiM ki samAja ko isa taraha calAyA nahIM jA sktaa| samAja koI jAnavaroM kA samUha nahIM, jise DaMDe se hAMkA jA sake / do mahattvapUrNa zabda haiM- hRdaya parivartana aura sAdhana - zuddhi meM vizvAsa / ahiMsA ke krama meM ye do AdhArabhUta krama haiM / kintu hama mAtra zabdoM ko pakar3ate haiM / yaha nahIM jAnate ki hRdaya parivartana kaise hotA hai ? isakI prakriyA kyA hai ? sAdhana - zuddhi meM hamArI AsthA kaise bar3he ? yaha to prakriyA kI vismRti huI hai, ahiMsA sArvabhauma kI kalpanA meM isI para sabase jyAdA bala diyA gayA thA / jaba taka manuSya meM AsthA bala nahIM jAgegA, taba taka ahiMsA kI saMbhAvanA nahIM kI jA sktii| sabase gaharI bAta hai AsthA kA bala aura samarpaNa / samarpaNa bhI eka mahAna zakti ke prati aura eka mahAna lakSya ke prati / prAcIna misra deza meM dAsa prathA thii| vahAM gulAmoM kI bikrI hotI thI / eka dina bAjAra meM gulAmoM kI bikrI ho rahI thI, boliyAM lagAI jA rahI thIM to eka mahAtmA udhara se nikle| pUchA to batAyA gayA ki gulAmoM kI bikrI ho rahI hai / mahAtmAjI eka dAsa ke pAsa gae aura pUchA- tuma kyA karoge ? uttara milA- jo mAlika khegaa| kyA khAoge ? jo mAlika degA / kahA~ rahoge ? jahA~ mAlika kahegA / pratyeka prazna kA uttara - mAlika kI icchA / mahAtmA ro par3A / bolA- eka dAsa meM itanA samarpaNa, aura maiM bhagavAna kI prApti meM nikalA hU~, kintu Aja taka bhagavAna ke prati itanA samarpita nahIM ho sakA / dUsarI bAta, ahiMsA ke vikAsa ke lie cAhie abhaya / jaba taka abhaya kA vikAsa nahIM hogA taba taka ahiMsA kI carcA hI vyartha hai / jo vyakti DaratA rahatA hai, vaha kabhI ahiMsA ko tejasvI nahIM banA sakatA / tIsarI bAta hai sadbhAvanA kA vikAsa | maitrI yA prema kA vikaas| apane virodhI ke prati bhI mana meM pUrI sadbhAvanA jisake nahIM hogI, vaha saphala ahiMsaka nahIM ho sakatA / mahAtmA gA~dhI ne bahuta gaharI bheda rekhA khIMcI thI pApI aura pApa bIca meM / pApa yA burAI keprati ghRNA kA bhAva ho sakatA hai kintu vyakti ke prati nahIM, pApI ke prati nahIM / jaba isa sadbhAvanA kA vikAsa hotA hai, tabhI ahiMsA kI saMbhAvanA kI jA sakatI hai| Aja to mujhe lagatA hai ki dhArmikoM meM, ahiMsA ke samarthakoM meM bhI itanI gahana sadbhAvanA kI bAta dikhAI nahIM detI / yadi hotI to jAtIyatA, sAmpradAyikatA Adi ke tApa se hindustAniyoM kA mAnasa saMtapta nahIM hotA / sadbhAvanA ke lie anivArya hai kaSTa-sahiSNutA kA vikAsa /

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ahiMsA tejasvI kaise ho ? 127 jo kaSTa-sahiSNu nahIM, vaha ahiMsA ke patha para cala nahIM sakatA / ahiMsaka vyakti svecchA se apanI kaSTa - sAhiSNutA kA vikAsa karatA hai aura samaya para ahiMsA ke lie Ane vAle bar3e se bar3e kaSTa ko jhelane kI vaha kSamatA rakhatA hai 1 1 AcArya bhikSu ahiMsA ke eka bahuta bar3e vyAkhyAkAra hI nahIM, prayoktA bhI the / unake lie jayAcArya ne likhA hai- 'maraNa dhAra sudha maga liyo / ' unhoMne ahiMsA ke patha para calane kA saMkalpa liyA to isa prakalpanA ke sAtha ki prANa de dU~gA para isa mArga se kabhI vicalita nahIM hoU~gA / isa saMkalpa ke lie unhoMne itanI kaThinAiyAM jhelI ki unheM hara AdamI jhela nahIM sakatA / yaha Antarika bala kA vikAsa, vIratA, parAkrama, kahIM bhI hiMsA ke sAmane ghuTane na Tekane kA prabala saMkalpa, adamya Atma-vizvAsa - ye ahiMsA kI zarteM haiM / inakA vikAsa kie binA ahiMsA ko tejasvI banAne kI bAta saMbhava nahIM hai / prazna hogA, yaha kaise saMbhava hai ? isI para to hameM vicAra karanA hai| AdamI kara sakatA hai / AdamI kI kSamatA meM pUrA vizvAsa hai, yadi vaha apanI kSamatA ko jAna sake / Aja ke manovaijJAnika isa niSkarSa para pahuMce haiM ki abhI taka manuSya ke mastiSka kA pAMca-chaha pratizata hI vikAsa ho pAyA hai| zeSa bhAga ko bhI jAgRta aura vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai / isa bindu para Akara hamAre sAmane ahiMsA ke zodha kI, prayoga kI aura prazikSaNa kI eka apekSA A jAtI hai / Aja ahiMsA ke viSaya para bAta karane vAle bhI isa bAta ko nahIM jAnate ki ahiMsA kI prakRti kyA hai ? ahiMsA kaise kAma karatI hai ? jaba taka ahiMsA ke kAma karane kI zailI se paricita nahIM hoMge, ahiMsA kA vikAsa kaise kara pAeMge ? ahiMsA kaba aura kaise kAma karatI hai, isa viSaya meM jo loga prazna karate haiM, unhoMne bhI yaha anubhava kiyA hai ki isa para jitane zodha kI apekSA hai, usakA aMza, mAtra bhI nahIM ho pAyA hai / ahiMsA kA sabase jyAdA vikAsa huA bhAratavarSa meM / yahA~ ahiMsA ke bAre meM kAphI cintana huaa| Aja naye sandarbha meM yaha cintana honA cAhie ki ahiMsA ko kaise saphala banAyA jAe ? ahiMsA ke prazna para gaMbhIratA se cintana karanA hogaa| kevala ahiMsA para bhASaNa aura upadeza dene se kucha nahIM hogaa| hiMsA ke vikAsa ke samarthana meM bar3e hI ajIbogarIba tarka die jAte haiN| jaba ina ghAtaka zastroM ke nirmAtA rASTroM ke sAmane prazna hotA hai ki itane zastroM kA vikAsa kyoM ? unakA kitanA sundara tarka hai ki zAnti-vyavasthA ko banAe rakhane ke lie zastroM kA vikAsa kiyA jA rahA

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128 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi hai / yAnI zastra kA nirmANa zAnti ke lie kiyA jA rahA hai / jaba saMtulana rahegA to yuddha nahIM hogaa| jaba vaha zakti-saMtulana bigar3a jAegA-eka rASTra zastroM kA aMbAra lagAegA, dUsarA pichar3a jAegA to yuddha chidd'egaa| yaha zakti-saMtulana hI vizva-zAnti kA sabase bar3A AdhAra hai| kitanA sundara tarka hai yaha tathAkathita zAnti ke samarthakoM kaa| hiMsA ke samarthana meM itane tarka, prayoga, itanI khojeM jo AdamI kara rahA hai, usakI tulanA meM to becArI ahiMsA dayanIya-sI eka ora khar3I hai| _ahiMsA kA prazna samUcI mAnava jAti se saMbaddha hai / ahiMsA kI kevala duhAI dene se kucha nahIM hogaa| prayogAtmaka rUpa se isa para kucha karane kI apekSA hai| yA to kucha kareM, nahIM to isa para socanA hI chor3a deM, dhokhA to nahIM hogA kama-se-kama / ahiMsA ko dhokhA denA sAre saMsAra kI mAnava jAti ko dhokhA denA hai| isa sArI sthiti se bacane ke lie parikalpanA kI gaI hai ki ahiMsA ke kSetra meM kucha sakriya prayoga kiyA jaae| kucha kriyAtmakatA ho, kevala purAne pAThoM ko na doharAyA jaae| yaha ahiMsA sArvabhauma kI parikalpanA Aja upasthita ho rahI hai usa puNyabhUmi meM jahA~ yaha svara kabhI guMjita huA thA / ahiMsA sArvabhauma isa parikalpanA ke sAtha jo nayA kArya zurU kara rahA hai, vaha ahiMsA ke gIta gAne kA nahIM hogA, balki ahiMsA kI tejasvitA kI pRSThabhUmi meM mAnavIya guNoM kA, mAnavIya sambandhoM ke vikAsa kI prakriyA kA hogaa| isa avasara para maiM bar3I gaMbhIratA ke sAtha anubhava kara rahA hU~ ki Aja kA dina ahiMsA ke itihAsa meM phira eka nayA dina hogaa| jisa prakAra gAMdhI jI ne jo prayoga die, jaise asahayoga, pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa, savinaya avajJA Adi, ye saba naI avadhAraNAeM thIM, inase ahiMsA tejasvI banI thI / merA vizvAsa hai ki ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga isa sandarbha meM gaMbhIratA se cintana kareMge aura apanI adhika-se-adhika zakti kA isameM niyojana kreNge|

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saMvedanazIlatA : eka apekSA hamArI koI dUsarI samasyA nahIM hai / samasyA vyakti svayaM hai / hamArI pravRtti ho gaI hai ki hama samasyA dUsare meM dekhate haiM, dUsare meM anubhava karate haiM, apane Apa meM samasyA kA anubhava nahIM karate jabaki sArI samasyAoM kA bindu vyakti svayaM banA huA hai| vyakti hI sabase bar3I samasyA hai| agara hama isa samasyA ke samAdhAna taka pahu~ca jAeM to zAyada bAhara kI kAlpanika samasyAoM meM jAne kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hogii| kahA jAtA hai ki loga duHkha kA anubhava karate haiM aura usakA samAdhAna cAhate haiN| loga duHkha kA anubhava kahAM karate haiM ? agara duHkha kA anubhava karate to duHkha chUTa jAtA / AdamI itanI gahana mUrchA meM baiThA hai ki vaha anubhava hI nahIM karatA ki maiM bImAra hU~ / bImAra apane Apako anubhava nahIM krtaa| jisa dina vaha aisA anubhava karane laga jAe to svastha banane meM vilamba nahIM hogaa| maiM tIsare netra meM vizvAsa karatA huuN| dekhane ke lie do A~khe haiN| A~khoM kA kAma hamAre sAmane hai / yahA~ se sArI samasyAeM paidA ho rahI haiN| eka A~kha kA kAma hai priyatA kA saMvedana aura dUsarI AMkha kA kAma hai, apriyatA kA sNvedn| hamArI duniyA samApta / isase Age hamArI koI pahu~ca nahIM hai| hamAre jagat kI sImA hai priyatA aura apriyatA kA saMvedana / hama yadi samasyA ke samAdhAna kI bAta kareM, bImArI ko samApta karane kI bAta kareM to hameM isa bAta para bhI vicAra karanA hogA ki hameM tIsarA netra cAhie / tIsarI A~kha cAhie / jaba taka AdamI kA tIsarA netra nahIM khulegA, taba taka bandhuo, samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| . kitanA prayAsa ho rahA hai / sArI sarakAreM janatA kI samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke lie ulajha rahI haiN| kitane arthazAstrI, samAjazAstrI, samAjasevI samasyA ko sulajhAne meM lage hue haiN| kitane dharma-guru samasyA ko sulajhAne ke lie tatpara ho rahe haiN| kintu samasyA ulajhatI hI calI jA rahI hai| kAraNa spaSTa hai ki jaba taka manuSya kA tIsarA netra nahIM khulegA, taba taka samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| sthiti to yaha hai ki samasyA ko sulajhAne vAle svayaM usameM ulajhe hue haiM / apekSA

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130 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi hai ki tIsarA netra khule aura hama yathArtha kA anubhava kara skeN| vyakti aura samAja donoM hamAre sAmane haiN| vyakti samAja se apane Apako svatantra mAna baiThA hai aura samAja ko vyakti kI cintA nahIM hai| bar3I ulajhana hai| Aja kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai vyaktivAdI manovRti kA vikaas| hamArA ghoSa samAjavAda kA hai kintu hama bana rahe haiM vyaktivAdI / kitanA svartha ? paramArtha se to hamArA pIchA hI chUTa gyaa| paramArtha se koI sambandha hI nahIM rahA / na jAne kitane dharma ke AcArya phira ve jaina AcArya hoM, bauddha AcArya hoM, vedAnta ke AcArya hoM, adhyAtma aura paramArtha kI gAthAeM gAne vAle hoM, kintu Aja to lagatA hai ki paramArtha bahuta pichar3a gyaa| Aja vyakti vyaktivAdI bana gayA aura sArA dRSTikoNa vyaktivAdI bana gyaa| isa sthiti meM sabase bar3A upAya hai adhyAtma-cetanA kA jAgaraNa / maiM mAnatA hU~ ki yuga-cetanA kA jAgaraNa bhI Aja yahI hai / AcArya tulasI yugapradhAna AcArya haiM, yugadraSTA haiM, yuga ko badalane vAle tathA dekhane vAle haiN| jo vyakti yuga ko badala sakatA hai, vaha yuga kI dhArA ko badala sakatA hai| Aja koI bhI vyakti Ae, kintu AdhyAtmika cetanA ko jagAe binA yuga kI dhArA ko nahIM badala sktaa| choTe AdamI se lekara uccatama sattA meM baiThe AdamI taka meM bhI svArtha kAma kara rahA hai / pahale svArtha apane ghara-parivAra taka hI sImita thA, kintu aba svArtha bahuta vyApaka bana gayA hai| dala ke lie svArtha, pArTI ke lie svArtha, saba cIja ke lie svArtha / isa svArtha ke vAtAvaraNa meM eka AcArya kA abhinnadana kyA koI visaMgati vAlI bAta nahIM hai? maiM abhinandana karane vAloM se pUchanA cAhatA hU~ / jo loga svAgata karane ke lie taiyAra haiM, jinhoMne svAgata kiyA hai, ve loga kahIM virodhAbhAsa ko to nahIM pAla rahe haiM? kahIM visaMgati ko to paidA nahIM kara rahe haiM? hamAre jIvana meM eka sAmaMjasya honA caahie| svayaM se prazna pachanA hai ki kyA kisI AcArya kA abhinandana karane meM koI tuka hai, saMgati hai ? mujhe to samAdhAna nahIM miltaa| bolanA aura kahanA bhI eka dhandhA bana gayA hai| upadeza sunane vAloM kI kamI nhiiN| ve to pUrI taraha apanA adhikAra jamAe hue haiN| pahale to zAyada upadeza dene kA adhikAra dharma-guruoM ko hI thA, Aja to vaha adhikAra itanA vyApaka ho gayA ki vartamAna kA sabase bar3A, upadezaka rAjanetA bana gyaa| bar3I samasyA paidA ho gii| isa sthiti meM apekSA hai punarvicAra kii| AcArya tulasI kA yahAM AnA, cAhe aura kahIM jAnA, eka uddesya se hotA hai aura vaha hai punarvicAra /

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saMvedanazIlatA : eka apekSA 131 maiMne AcAryazrI ko bahuta nikaTa se dekhA hai, sunA hai / maiM kaha sakatA hU~ ki AcAryazrI dharma ke jhUThe AzvAsanoM ko tor3a rahe haiN| rAjanaitika AzvAsanoM para bharosA nahIM / sAmAjika kAryakartAoM para bharosA nhiiN| kintu bhAratIya janatA ko dharma ke AzvAsana para bharosA hai| dharma ke dvArA paraloka ko sudhArane kA AzvAsana milatA hai| vartamAna kI bAta chor3a deN| usakI cintA bhI logoM ko nahIM hai / paraloka sudhArane kI cintA hai / AcArya tulasI isa AzvAsana ko tor3a rahe haiN| 'loga pUchate hai' ki dharmakrAnti kA svarUpa kyA hogA? AcArya tulasI ne jisa dharma krAnti kI bAta kI, usakA pahalA caraNa yahI hai ki jisako AzvAsana mAna baiThe ho, usa bhrAnti ko tor3a DAlo / usa AzvAsana ko samApta kara do| Aja hama dharma se citta kI zuddhatA, pavitratA nahIM mAMga rahe haiN| hamArA AzvAsana yaha hai ki dharma karo, parivAra sukhI hogA, bImArI nahIM AegI aura paisA khUba milegaa| yaha hai hamAre dharma kI avadhAraNA / jyoti para itanI rAkha A gaI ki usakA kahIM sAkSAtkAra bhI nahIM ho rahA hai| AcArya tulasI ne isa AzvAsana ko tor3ane kA bharapUra prayAsa kiyA hai / AcArya tulasI ne, yuga ke sAtha jo apane ko nAstika mAna baiThe the, unheM Astika ghoSita kara diyA / Aja AcArya talasI ne nAstikoM kI katAra khar3I kara dI hai| __bndhuo| jarUrata hai tIsare netra kI / mile kaise? eka choTA-sA lar3akA bhIkha mAMga rahA thaa| eka bhAI ne kahA--yaha lo eka rupayA detA huuN| para eka bAta pUchanA cAhatA huuN| tuma abhI choTe ho / bacce ho / logoM se paisA mAMgate ho| AMkha kyoM nahIM mAMga lete? usa bhikhArI lar3ake ne bahuta hI mArmika uttara diyA / usane kahA-- 'baabuujii| logoM ke pAsa paisA hai, isIlie paisA mAMga letA huuN| AMkha unake pAsa hai kahAM jo unase mAMgU / ' sabase bar3I samasyA hai cakSu kI, A~kha / tIrthaMkara ke lie kahA gayA ki ve cakSudAna dene vAle haiN| sabase bar3A vyakti vaha hotA hai, jo cakSudAna detA hai| AMkha kI jarUrata hai Aja ke saMsAra meM / ina netroM se kAma calane vAlA nahIM hai / tIsare netra kI jarUrata hai / atIndriya cetanA kA vikAsa yAnI tIsare netra kA jAgaraNa / jaba taka vaha nahIM hogA taba taka AcAryazrI tulasI kA abhinandana karane meM hameM visaMgatiyoM kA hI anubhava hotA rhegaa| sAmAjika kSetra ho, Arthika kSetra ho, dhArmika kSetra ho, koI bhI kSetra ho, usa para Aja punarvicAra karane kI jarUrata hai / dhArmika kSetra meM to sabase adhika vicAra

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132 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kI apekSA hai / mAnate cale jA rahe haiN| dharma ke kSetra meM saba kucha mAnane ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai / isa mAnane kA kahIM carama bindu hI dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| koI sImA hI dikhAI nahIM detii| Aja karuNA kI dhArA sUkha gaI hai / karuNA hotI hai to aneka burAiyAM svataH hI dUra ho jAtI haiM / AcAryazrI isa bhUmi para aisA koI prayoga kareM ki vaha bhAratIya dhArA punaH pravAhita ho jAe / bauddhikatA ne bhAvAtmaka srota ko sukhA diyA hai| saMvedanazIlatA ko koI avakAza nahIM rhaa| isIlie samAja haDDiyoM kA DhAMcA mAtra raha gayA hai / AcAryazrI kA ahamadAbAda-Agamana bhale hI alpakAla kA hai, kintu vaha itanA mUlyavAna hogA ki nizcita hI koI nayA AyAma khulegA, nayI dizA hamAre sAmane prakaTa hogI, yahI merI maMgala-bhAvanA hai|

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nayA janma leM hara yuga kI apanA samasyAeM hotI haiN| vartamAna kI bhI apanI samasyAeM haiN| AdamI sadA apanI samasyA kA samAdhAna khojatA hai aura khojatA rahA hai| to kyA samasyA bhI vartamAna kI aura samAdhAna bhI vartamAna kA, yahI paryApta hai yA isake sivAya dUsarA bhI koI vikalpa hamAre sAmane hai ? __maiMne par3hA amerikA kI eka patrikA 'TAimsa' meM ki aba siMgApura, cIna Adi meM kanphyUziyasa ko phira lAyA jA rahA hai / yAnI ki vartamAna samasyA kA samAdhAna atIta meM khojane kA prayatna kiyA jA rahA hai| hameM mahAvIra ko samajhanA hai to zAzvata aura azAzvata donoM ko samajhanA hogaa| atIta aura vartamAna, donoM ko samajhanA hogaa| hamArI kucha samasyAeM zAzvatavAdiyoM ne utpanna kI haiM aura kucha samasyAeM azAzvatavAdiyoM ne utpanna kI haiN| jo kevala zAzvata meM vizvAsa karate haiM, unhoMne samasyAeM paidA kI haiN| jo kevala vartamAna ko mAnate haiM unhoMne bhI samasyAeM paidA kI haiM aura jo kevala atIta ko pakar3e baiThe haiM, unhoMne bhI samasyAeM paidA kI haiN| samasyA kA samAdhAna kisI ekAMgI dRSTikoNa meM nahIM hotaa| sabase pahale hamArI samajha sahI honI cAhie anyathA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| eka seTha ne apane mAlI se kahA-subaha ke cAra baja gae, bagIce meM paudhoM kI siMcAI karo / mAlI bolA-barasAta bahuta ho rahI hai / mAlika ne kahA- isameM kauna-sI kaThinAI hai, chAtA le jAo aura pAnI siiNco|| __ vaha nahIM samajha sakA ki jaba barasAta ho rahI hai to phira siMcAI kyoM kI jAe? chAtA lene kI jarUrata kyA hai ? para jaba dRSTikoNa meM kSamatA nahIM hotI samasyA kA sahI Akalana karane kI to samasyA taka pahuMca hI nahIM hotii| kucha logoM meM samasyA ke prati eka sahaja dRSTikoNa hotA hai, kSamatA hotI hai para dRSTikoNa viparyaya meM calA jAtA hai to bhI samAdhAna nahIM miltaa| barasAta bahuta teja thii| pUrA AMgana pAnI se bhara gayA aura bhItara Ane kI taiyArI karane lgaa| mAlika ne naukara se kahAlsAvadhAna rahanA, pAnI kamare ke

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134 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi bhItara na Ane paae| vaha bolAlApa cintA na kareM, daravAje meM tAlA lagA hai, cAbI mere pAsa hai, merI svIkRti ke binA koI bhI bhItara nahIM A sakatA jaba hamArA dRSTikoNa sahI nahIM hai to samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| mahAvIra ko mAnanA paryApta bAta nahIM hai, choTI bAta hai / mahAvIra ko jAnanA, usase Age kI bAta hai| jo loga mAnyatA ke ghere meM baiThe haiM, ve mahAvIra ko nahIM samajha sakate / mahAvIra ko jAnanA bar3I bAta hai, para vaha bhI antima bAta nahIM hai / antima bAta hai mahAvIra ko jiinaa| jina logoM ne darzana ko mAnA hai. svIkati dI hai, ve darzana ke sAtha nyAya nahIM kara sakate / jaba taka darzana ko jIyA nahI jAtA, taba taka usakA koI bahuta mUlya nahIM hotaa| mahAvIra ne svayaM sAdhanA kA jIvana jIyA thaa| ve kisI darzana ko lekara nahIM cale, kisI mAnyatA ko lekara nahIM cle| sAdhanA kA jIvana jIte hue usameM se jo tattva nikalA vaha mahAvIra kA darzana bana gyaa| sabase bar3I samasyA yaha hai ki parataMtratA kA eka cakra calatA hai duniyA meM aura vaha svataMtra rUpa se jIne nahIM detA / mahAvIra kI prathama ghoSaNA hai--'pratyeka AtmA svataMtra hai / kisI ko kisI para hukUmata karane kA koI adhikAra nahIM hai|" yaha svataMtratA kA mahAna Adarza bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sampUrNa mAnava samAja ke sAmane prastuta kiyA jo Aja bhI bahuta mUlyavAna banA huA hai| isI prakAra svataMtratA kI bhI apanI samasyA hai| jahAM svataMtratA hogI vahAM bhinnatA bhI hogI, vicAra-bheda hogaa| AdamI yaMtra nahIM hai| hara vyakti apane cintana meM svataMtra hai to bhinnatA svAbhAvika hai| samasyA taba paidA hotI hai jaba svataMtratA sRjana karatI hai bhinnatA kaa| aura bhinnatA virodha ke lie banAI jAtI hai / isa samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie mahAvIra ne samatA kA darzana diyA / bIca meM Ane vAlI bhinnatA svayaM samApta ho jaaegii| vaha hamAre lie zrRMgAra banegI, bAdhaka nhiiN| hamArI pAMco uMgaliyAM svataMtra haiN| yadi ye pAMcoM eka ho jAtI to AdamI kA sArA vikAsa Thappa ho jaataa| AdamI kA sArA vikAsa ho rahA hai isIlie ki use dasa uMgaliyAM prApta haiM / yaha vicAra-bheda, cintana-bheda, sampradAyabheda mahAvIra ke darzana ke anusAra koI asvAbhAvika prakriyA nahIM hai| ise kabhI miTAyA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| AdamI jaba taka AdamI hai, use jaba taka socane kA adhikAra hai, apane pairoM para jaba taka calane kA adhikAra hai taba taka isa bhinnatA ko kabhI miTAyA

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nayA janma leM 135 nahIM jA sakatA / maiM to kabhI-kabhI socatA hU~ ki yadi yaha bhinnatA duniyA se miTa jAe to yaha duniyA itanI kurUpa ho jAyegI ki ise dekhane ko kisI kA mana nahIM kregaa| bhinnatA honA bahuta Avazyaka hai hamAre saundarya ke lie| bheda ke AdhAra para hI satyaM, zivaM, sundaraM kI parikalpanA kI jA sakatI hai| bagIce meM eka hI prakAra ke phUla-paudhe hoM to ve kisI ko AkarSita nahIM kara skte| bheda koI burA nahIM / vaha burA taba banatA hai jaba hama nirapekSa bana jAte haiM / mahAvIra ne isa samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie sApekSatA kA darzana diyaa| hara AdamI eka-dUsare se jur3A huA hai / na kevala AdamI balki pratyeka padArtha eka-dUsare se jur3A huA hai| hamArI vicAra-taraMgeM, hamArI vANI kI taraMge, saMsAra kI taraMgoM se jur3I huI haiN| AdamI kahIM se kaTA huA nahIM hai / duniyA meM aisI koI zakti nahIM jo padArtha ko tor3a sake, bhinna kara sake / sArA vizva eka zrRMkhalA meM jur3A huA hai / isI AdhAra para AcArya umAsvAmI ne likhA thA-'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm', jIva kA svabhAva hai eka-dUsare kA Alambana bananA, sahArA bananA / yaha 'sTraMgala phAra saravAivala' yA 'sTragala phaoNra ekjisaTeMsa' vAlI bAta ahiMsA ke kSetra meM mAnya nahIM ho sktii| AdamI ne ahiMsA ke AdhAra para vikAsa kiyA hai, eka-dUsare ke astitva ko svIkara karane ke AdhAra para vikAsa kiyA hai| Aja kI yaha vicAradhArA bana gaI hai ki 'yA maiM yA tuma' / yA to pUMjIvAda yA sAmyavAda / donoM sAtha nahIM cala sakate / saMyukta rASTra saMgha kI sthApanA isIlie huI ki virodhI vicAradhArA vAle rASTra bhI eka sAtha raha sakeM, vikAsa kara skeN| paM0 neharU,aura DaoN0 rAdhAkRSNana ne mahAvIra jayantI ke avasara para kahA thA-Aja yaha jo pUrA lokataMtra jIyA jA rahA hai, mahAvIra ke AdhAra para jIyA jA rahA hai / vartamAna kI samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie hamArI dRSTi vartamAna para hI na rahe, vaha pIche kI ora bhI jAe / atIta meM bhI hamArI samasyA ke bahuta se samAdhAna chipe hue haiN| unakA sAkSAtkAra kareM / mahAvIra janma-jayantI ke dina hama bhI nayA janma leN| nayA janma lekara Age bar3heM, tabhI mahAvIra jayantI manAnA sArthaka hogA aura hamArA nayA janma bhI bahuta mUlyavAna bana jaaegaa|

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jijJAsitaM kathitaM [ yuvAcArya pada para pratiSThita hone aura prekSAdhyAna paddhati kA pravartana karane ke bAda mahAprajJA kI yaha pahalI gujarAta yAtrA thii| yahAM kI janatA ne Apake vicAroM ko dhyAna se sunA, samajhA aura prekSA ke Aloka meM jIvana ko dekhane kA prayatna kiyaa| gujarAta yAtrA ke viSaya meM kucha jijJAsAeM sAdhvIpramukhA kanakaprabhAjI ke mana meM ubharI aura unhoMne yuvAcAryazrI se eka sAkSAtkAra liyaa| usakA avikala saMkalana prastuta hai / saM0] mahAna yAyAvara AcAryazrI tulasI ne eka lAkha kilomITara se adhika dharatI ko pAMva pAMva calakara mApa liyaa| deza ke aneka prAntoM kI dhUli Apake puNya caraNoM kA sparza pAkara dhanya ho utthii| apanI lambI yAtrAoM ke krama meM Apane IsvI san 1953 evaM 1967 meM ahamadAbAda meM kramazaH alpakAlIna aura cAturmAsakAlIna pravAsa kiyaa| solaha varSa ke bAda Apa phira IsvI san 1983 meM ahamadAbAda padhAre / solaha varSa ke isa antarAla meM ahamadAbAda ke loka-jIvana meM kitanA antara AyA tathA isa pravAsakAla meM vahAM kyA kucha prabhAva par3A ? isa sambandha meM adhikRta jAnakArI pAne ke lie maiMne yuvAcArya zrI mahAprajJa se bAtacIta karane kI icchA prakaTa kI / mere prathama anurodha para hI yuvAcAryazrI ne svIkRti aura samaya sAtha-sAtha de diyA / aparAhna meM pAMca baje kA samaya thA / maiM yuvAcAryazrI ke kakSa meM phuciiN| vahAM kucha bhAI apanI jijJAsAoM aura samasyAoM ke bAre meM samAdhAna pA rahe the| mujhe dekhate hI ve uTha khar3e hue| yadyapi merI carcA meM koI gopana rahasya nahIM thA, phira bhI kakSa itanA choTA thA ki usameM adhika vyakti acche DhaMga se nahIM baiTha sakate the / isalie kAphI loga bAhara cale gae / kucha bhAI aura santa tathA hama tIna sAdhviyAM aura yuvAcAryazrI - basa itane hI sAkSya the hamArI usa vArtA ke / aupacArika bAtacIta ke lie thor3A bhI avakAza nahIM thA, isalie maiMne binA kisI bhUmikA ke apanA pahalA prazna prastuta kara diyA / I

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jijJAsitaM : kathitaM 137 __ - yuvAcAryapada kA garimApUrNa dAyitva or3hane ke bAda Apa pahalI bAra gujarAta Ae haiM, ahamadAbAda Ae haiN| Apa AcAryapravara ke sAtha-sAtha yahA~ Ae haiM, isalie yaha ApakI svataMtra yAtrA nahIM hai| phira bhI ApakI soca AcAryazrI ke cintana-bindu se bhinna nahIM ho sktii| isa dRSTi se maiM jAnanA cAhatI hU~ ki ahamadAbAda-yAtrA kA uddezya kyA hai ? __yAtrA hamArA jIvana-vrata hai| jo jIvana kA aMga bana jAe, usakA koI atirikta uddezya nahIM hotaa| para hamArI ahamadAbAda-yAtrA kA nizcita hI koI uddezya hai / usa uddezya kI pRSThabhUmi para vicAra karatA hU~ jo gujarAta kI AdhyAtmika dharatI mere sAmane A jAtI hai / isa urvarA bhUmi meM adhyAtma ke bIja sahaja rUpa se aMkurita aura pallavita ho jAte haiM / yahA~ kA prabuddha varga dharma aura adhyAtma ke prati naisargika niSThA se praNata hai| usake mana meM jijJAsAeM haiM aura AzAeM haiM kucha karane kI / gujarAta kI isa puNya dharatI se aNuvrata aura prekSAdhyAna jana-jana taka pahu~ce tathA inake dvArA sAmAjika aura mAnasika samasyAoM ko samAdhAna mile, yahI ekamAtra uddezya ho sakatA hai merI jAnakArI ke anusAra ahamadAbAda Ane kaa|" yuvAcAryazrI ke una zabdoM kI pratidhvani kakSa kI dIvAroM se TakarAkara mere kAnoM taka phuNcii| usase kakSa kI khAmozI meM jo sarasarAhaTa paidA huI, eka naye prazna ne AkRti dhAraNa kara lii| usa AkRti kA anAvaraNa karate hue maiMne pUchAH -Apa ahamadAbAda se aNuvrata aura prekSAdhyAna ko jana-jana taka pahuMcAnA cAhate haiM tathA sAmAjika aura mAnasika samasyAoM kA samAdhAna karanA cAhate haiN| isa dRSTi se ahamadAbAda meM do mAsa kA pravAsa kAphI prabhAvI pratIta ho rahA hai| yadi Apako yaha kAma Age bar3hAnA hai to Apa yahAM cAturmAsika pravAsa kyoM nahIM kara lete? __"yaha sahI hai ki yahA~ kI janatA meM prekSAdhyAna ke prati AkarSaNa hai| yaha bhI sahI hai ki hama isa krama ko Age bar3hAnA cAhate haiM aura yaha bhI sahI hai ki yahAM cAturmAsa karane se kAma meM kAphI gati A sakatI hai| yadi AcAryavara pahale se bAlotarA-cAturmAsa ke lie vacanabaddha nahIM hote to zAyada yahAM cAturmAsika pravAsa ke lie socanA hI par3atA..." yuvAcAryazrI apanI bAta pUrI kareM, usase pahale hI maiMne apane abhiprAya ko spaSTa karate hue kahA-"merA matalaba AcAryazrI ke cAturmAsa se nahIM hai / kyoMki

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138 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi prekSAdhyAna kI dRSTi se ApakI upasthiti ko lakSita kara maiMne uparyukta prazna kiyA thaa|" merI isa TippaNI para eka kSaNa muskarAte hue yuvAcAryazrI ne apanI rAya prakaTa karate hue kahA- "jaba AcAryazrI bAlotarA jA rahe haiM taba maiM bhI vahAM jAnA cAhatA hU~ aura AcAryazrI ke sAtha hI rahanA cAhatA hU~ / yadyapi AcAryavara ne mujhe kahA thA ki tuma yahAM raho, hama yoM hI kAma calA leNge| para maiMne nivedana kara diyA ki Apa to mere binA kAma calA leMge kintu maiM Apake binA kAma nahIM calA sktaa|" kitanA sahaja aura nirabhimAnitA kA vicAra / eka kSaNa to maiM dekhatI hI raha gaI aura isa bAta ko bhUla gaI ki mujhe kucha aura bhI pUchanA hai| jyoM hI maiM saceta huI, cAlU krama kI zrRMkhalA meM eka aura prazna jor3akara maiMne pUchAH -~-Apa AcAryavara ke sAtha jAnA cAhate haiM yA rahanA cAhate haiM, yaha to vyaktigata svArtha kI bAta hii| yahAM ApakI jo upayogitA hai, kyA vaha usa vyaktigata svArtha se bar3I nahIM hai ? apane darzana kendra para hAtha kA halkA-sA dabAva DAlate hue yuvAcAryazrI ne merI jijJAsA ke samAdhAna meM kahA--- "kyA vyaktigata svArtha kI upayogitA nahIM haiM? ahamadAbAda meM upayogitA kI bAta bhaviSya ke garbha meM hai| upayogitA ke prakaTa hone para kyA hameM yAtrA ke lie nahIM socanA paDegA? merI icchA kI bAta to yahI hai ki mujhe AcAryavara kA sAnnidhya mile / Adeza kI bAta maiM nahIM kaha rahA hU~ / yadi AcAryazrI Adeza deM to mujhe kahIM bhI rahanA par3a sakatA hai| kintu jahAM taka maiM samajhatA hU~, AcAryazrI merI isa icchA kA mUlyAMkana kreNge|" ___apane AcArya kI icchAzakti apanI icchAzakti se jur3I hone kA vizvAsa usI vyakti ko ho sakatA hai jo apanA saba kucha nichAvara kara ekamAtra apane guru kA hokara raha jAtA hai| yuvAcAryazrI AyAryazrI ke prati necuralI aura laoNjikalI--donoM hI daSTiyoM se samarpita haiM. isalie ve binA jhijhaka kaha gae ki "AcAryavara merI icchA kA mUlyAMkana kreNge|" usa carcA ke bIca maiMne yuvAcAryazrI kA dhyAna usa bAta kI ora khIMcanA cAhA jisakI niSpatti jAnane ke lie hamAre mana meM lalaka thii| ukta saMdarbha ko kisI sAhityika pariveza meM ulajhAe binA hI maiMne pUchAH -Apane ahamadAbAda nagara praveza ke dina prathama pravacana meM kahA thA ki

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jijJAsitaM : kathitaM 139 yahAM se kisI nayI dhArA kA sUtrapAta hone vAlA hai| vaha nayI dhArA kauna-sI hai ? kyA usakA sUtrapAta ho gayA ? " prekSAdhyAna aura jIvana-vijJAna, zikSA ke kSetra meM anivArya AyAma bane, isa apekSA kA anubhava una logoM ne kiyA hai, jo zikSA ke kSetra meM kAma karate haiM / yahAM vizvavidyAlaya ke zivira meM yaha svara pUrI prakharatA ke sAtha bulanda huA ki zaikSaNika jagata meM jIvana-vijJAna eka nayA prayoga aura nayI dhArA hai / "isI krama meM ahiMsA sArvabhauma aura ahiMsA yAtrA kA upakrama hai. hiMsA aura zastrIkaraNa se utpanna samasyAoM ke sandarbha meM ahiMsaka samAja - saMracanA kI dizA meM yaha eka nayA adhyAya banegA tathA hiMsaka samasyAoM ke samAdhAna meM nayI dizA degA, aisA merA vizvAsa hai / " -ahiMsA sArvabhauma kyA hai ? isake dvArA Apa kyA karanA cAhate haiM ? "ahiMsA sArvabhauma to ahiMsaka samAja-saMracanA kI dizA meM eka nayA darzana hai / ahiMsA kI raTa bahuta calatI hai para vizeSataH usake prazikSaNa kA koI krama nahIM hai / yatra-tatra thor3A bahuta calatA bhI hai to usakI jAnakArI nahIM milatI / na kahIM ahiMsA ke sambandha meM vizeSa prayoga ho rahe haiM aura na kahIM usa para anusandhAna yA gaveSaNa kI carcA hI hai / isalie ahiMsA kA koI anusandhAna, prayoga aura prazikSaNAtmaka kAryakrama cale, jisase ki vaha zaktizAlI hokara loka-jIvana ko trANa de ske| yaha ahiMsA sArvabhauma ke naye darzana kA prAthamika bindu hai usakA darzana prayoga meM se phalita honA cAhie kevala saiddhAntika carcA se nahIM / isI artha meM vaha jIvana-darzana bana sakatA hai / " 1 - ahiMsA sArvabhauma kA darzana pakSa itanA spaSTa nahIM huA hai / kRpA kara Apa koI udAharaNa dekara smjhaaeN| " vaha darzana mUlyavAna hotA hai, jise jIvana ke rUpa meM pratiSThA mila jAe / mArksa kA darzana prayoga aura prazikSaNa kI prakriyA se gujarakara janajIvana meM pratiSThita huA aura zaktizAlI ho gyaa| mArksa kA vaha prayoga eka prakAra se Arthika vyarasthA ke samIkaraNa kA hI prayoga thA / ahiMsA kA darzana Aja janamAnasa meM pratiSThita nahIM hai, usakA kAraNa yahI hai ki vaha prayoga aura prazikSaNa se jur3a nahIM pAyA / ahiMsA ke kSetra meM aneka prayoga kie jA sakate haiN| jaise ki una meM eka prayoga hai hiMsA ke alpIkaraNa kA / anAvazyaka hiMsA ko rokane ke lie sAmUhika prayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| ahiMsA yAtrA usI zrRMkhalA kI eka kar3I hai| "

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140 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ___-prekSAdhyAna aura jIvanavijJAna meM kyA antara hai? "prekSAdhyAna kA zaikSaNika jagat meM jo prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vaha jIvanavijJAna hai| vidyArthI zikSA jagat kA mUla AdhAra hai| vidyArthiyoM ke bhAvAtmaka parivartana ke lie prekSAdhyAna ke kucha vizeSa prayogoM kA cayana kara jo paddhati sthira kI gaI hai usakI pahacAna jIvanavijJAna ke nAma se ho gaI / yaha vizeSataH vidyArthiyoM ke lie upayogI hai|" -ahamadAbAda meM DaoNkTaroM, prophesaroM, vidyArthiyoM Adi ke zivira ho cukane ke bAda eka jijJAsA yaha uThatI hai ki kyA prekSAdhyAna kI paddhati antima rUpa se sthira ho gaI ? athavA usameM abhI parivartana aura parivarddhana kI saMbhAvanA hai? _ "antima rUpa se sthiratA kI bAta kahIM hotI hI nhiiN| jaise-jaise anubhava bar3hate haiM, naye-naye dvAra khulate rahate haiM / cetanA jagat meM vikAsa kI ananta saMbhAvanAeM haiM, isalie usake kSetra meM kisI bhI bAta ko antima nahIM kahA jA sakatA / prativarSa isameM kucha na kucha naye AyAma jur3a rahe haiN| bhaviSya meM bhI usa yoga kI saMbhAvanA ko nakArane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai|" -ahamadAbAda meM aNuvrata-kArya ko Age bar3hAne kI adhika saMbhAvanA hai yA prekSAdhyAna kI? _ "aNuvrata aura prekSAdhyAna ko vibhakta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / ye donoM eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiM / aNuvrata ko jIvanagata banAne ke lie prekSA kA prayoga anivArya hai aura prekSA kA prayoga hone se aNuvrata kA jIvana meM avataraNa nizcita hai| ina donoM kI mUla AtmA meM koI antara nahIM hai / ahamadAbAda meM prekSAdhyAna kA kArya adhika Age bar3hegA to aNuvrata svayaM phalita hogA aura aNuvrata-kArya ko bala milegA to prekSAdhyAna kI pRSThabhUmi puSTa ho jaaegii|" ___-prekSAdhyAna ke prayoga kI niSpattiyoM meM aNuvrata kA avataraNa sahaja ho jAtA hai to phira aNuvrata-kArya ke lie atirikta rUpa se zakti kA vyaya kyoM kiyA jAtA hai? hama apanI zakti ko prekSAdhyAna ke vistAra meM hI kendrita kyoM nahIM kara lete? _ "aNuvrata sAmAjika jIvana meM hone vAle vyavahAra kA pratibimba hai aura prekSAdhyAna usameM prANa-saMcaya karane kI prakriyA hai| isalie pravRtti meM ye donoM jarUrI haiM / jisa prakAra do binduoM se alaga-alaga calane vAle rAhI kisI eka

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jijJAsitaM : kathitaM 141 hI bindu para pahu~cakara apanI yAtrA sampanna karate haiM, vaise hI do bhinna dizAoM se nikalane vAle pravAha eka dizA meM pahuMcakara apane astitva ko eka-dUsare meM vilIna kara dete haiN| isa dRSTi se prArambha meM donoM pravRttiyoM ke bala dene ke lie zakti ko vikendrita rUpa meM niyojita karanA hI acchA hai|" - Apa prekSA aura aNuvrata ko eka-dUsare kA pUraka mAnate haiM to kyA aba taka bane aNuvratiyoM ke lie prekSAdhyAna ko anivArya rUpa se lAgU kiyA gayA? yadi nahIM to unakI vRttiyoM ke badalAva kA dUsarA rAstA kyA hai ? _ "rANAvAsa cAturmAsa meM aNuvrata-prekSA zivira' ke rUpa meM jo nayA upakrama zuru haA, usakA yahI to uddezya thaa| pratyeka aNavratI ke lie prekSAdhyAna ke prayoga kI apekSA aba saghana rUpa se mahasUsa kI jA rahI hai / jaba taka isa apekSA ko pUrA nahIM kiyA jAegA, vAMchita pariNAmoM ke sAmane eka praznacinha lagA rhegaa|" -hamAre yahAM kabhI aNuvrata sammelana hotA hai, kabhI AdivAsiyoM kA sammelana / kabhI DAkTaroM kA seminAra hotA hai to kabhI prophesaroM kaa| kabhI vidyArthiyoM ko lakSya meM rakhakara abhiyAna calAe jAte haiM aura kabhI vyApAriyoM ko| isa vikendrita zakti ko salakSya kisI eka hI abhiyAna meM khapAyA jAya to kyA viziSTa upalabdhi kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai ? ___isa bAta se maiM pUrNataH sahamata hU~ ki kendrita kArya aneka nahIM hone caahie| paridhi meM aneka pravRttiyA~ cala sakatI haiM, para kendra meM eka-do bAta ko hI sthAna milanA caahie| hamArA kendrIya kAryakrama hai adhyAtma kA vikAsa / aNuvrata, prekSAdhyAna Adi pravRttiyA~ isI kendra kI parikramA karatI haiM / kucha kArya sAmayika paristhiti ke anusAra Avazyaka ho jAte haiM, unheM TAlA nahIM jA sakatA / mUla bAta eka hai ki koI bhI vyakti yA samUha kitanI hI pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlana kare, ve pradhAna lakSya se vibhinna nahIM honI caahie|" ghar3I meM sAr3he pAMca baja rahe the| yuvAcAryazrI ko zAyada kisI dUsarI pravRtti meM saMlagna honA thaa| isa bhAva se avagata hone para bhI maiMne apanA agalA prazna jo ki nitAnta yuvAcAryazrI ke vaiyaktika jIvana se sambandhita thA, pUchanA caahaa| yuvAcAryazrI bole, "adhika prazna hoM to kala pUcha lenA / " maiMne kahA, prazna to aura bhI ho sakate haiM, para maiM do praznoM ke sAtha apanI bAta samApta kara duuNgii| yuvAcAryazrI uttara dene ke mUDa meM the, isalie maiMne pUchA

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142 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi -eka ora Apa dhyAna kI gaharAI meM praveza kara rahe haiM, dUsarI ora anyAnya kAryakramoM meM bhI utanA hI rasa lete haiM / kyA yaha Apake jIvana kI visaMgati nahIM __"visaMgati / " eka kSaNa rukakara yuvAcAryazrI bole--"eka bhUmikA meM jo visaMgati lagatI hai, dUsarI bhUmikA meM vahI saMgati bana jAtI hai| yahI to jIvana kI samasvaratA hai / merA yaha abhimata hai ki pravRtti ke AdhAra para cetanA kI pahacAna nahIM ho sakatI / kintu cetanA ke vikAsa kI bhUmikA ke AdhAra para pravRtti aura cetanA kI saMgati ko khojA jA sakatA hai| maiM dhyAna karUM yA aura kucha, apanI cetanA ko apane Apa se ojhala nahIM hone detA huuN| isa bhUmikA para mujhe apanI pravRttiyoM meM kisI visaMgati kI pratIti nahIM hotii|" -aura eka antima prazna--ahamadAbAda Apako kaisA lagA? isa prazna para yuvAcAryazrI apane abhivyakti ke jharokhe kholakara usameM se jhAMkate hue mAnasika prabhAva ko anAvRta karate hue bole---"ahamadAbAda meM miloM kA dhuAM hai| cimaniyA dhuAM ugalatI rahatI haiN| vAyumaMDala meM dhuAM hai / phira bhI yaha eka vicitra yoga hai ki jana-mAnasa acchA hai, svastha hai| usameM jijJAsA hai, grahaNazIlatA hai aura apekSAkRta asAmpradAyikatA hai| ye saba bAteM mana ko AkarSita karane vAlI haiN| kula milAkara aisA lagA ki gujarAta yA ahamadAbAda kI dharatI para kucha vaiziSTya hai|" ___ isa AkhirI prazna kA uttara pAkara yuvAcAryazrI ke prati kRtajJatA jJApita kara jaba maiM uThI to mere mastiSka meM vicAroM kA eka pravAha thA- ahamadAbAda kI kucha bAteM mana ko AkarSita karane vAlI haiN| zAyada isIlie yuvAcAryazrI yahAM ruka rahe haiN| anyathA to vizeSa lAbha yA upayogitA ke nAma para bhI ve AcAryavara kI sannidhi ko chor3ane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hue| yaha AkarSaNa unheM kitane dina taka bAMdhakara rakha pAegA?

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'hindU' zabda kI yuti kahAM ? kaise ? 1 dillI pravAsa 1981 'meM pAMcajanya' ke pratinidhi aae| unake mana meM aneka prazna the / unhoMne yuvAcArya zrI se unakA uttara cAhA / prazna aura uttara 'pAMcajanya' ke 4-10-81 ke aMka meM 'hindU ko dharma ke sAtha nahIM, rASTra ke sAtha jor3e' zIrSaka se chape / usakA yaha saMkalana hai / - saM0 pAMcajanya- 'pAMcajanya' ke sAtha pichale sAkSAtkAra meM tathA apane eka bhASaNa meM AcaryazrI tulasI ne sujhAva diyA thA ki 'hindU' ko dharma ke sAtha nahIM, rASTra ke sAtha jor3A jAnA cAhie / isa saMdarbha meM maiM pUchanA cAhU~gA ki Apa hindU kI paribhASA kyA mAnate hai ? yuvAcArya - hindU eka rASTra kA nAma hai| sindhu nadI ke sImAkaraNa ke kAraNa isakA nAma hindU huA / jaina granthoM meM ullekha AtA hai ki eka jainAcArya ne Ane ziSya se kahA calo hindU deza meM caleM / 'ehi hindudezam baccAmI' daraasala yaha deza ke lie prayukta hone vAlA nAma thA / aba rahA dharma kA prazna, to dharma kI tIna mukhya dhArAe~ rahI haiM - vaidika, jaina aura bauddha / vaise prAcInakAla meM mukhyataH do dhArAe~ rahI thIM - brAhmaNa aura zramaNa / ina donoM kI bahuta sArI zAkhAeM thIM / hindU koI dharma nahIM thaa| Aja bahuta kaThinAI ho gayI haiM / hindU kI koI spaSTa paribhASA nahIM hai, isakI koI spaSTa avadhAraNA nahIM hai jaina, bauddha, sikha isameM kyoM nahIM Ate haiM ? isalie Aja isa para bala denA Avazyaka ho gayA hai ki isa zabda ko dharma ke sAtha na jor3A jaae| bIca meM kinhIM kAraNoM, paristhitayoM se cala par3A, parantu aba punarvicAra honA cAhie / 1 pauMcajanya - hindU ko rASTra ke sAtha na jor3akara dharma ke sAtha jor3e rakhane meM Apa kyA khatarA mahasUsa karate haiM ? yuvAcArya - hindU dharma prAcIna to hai nhiiN| yaha zabda hI bAda kA hai / hamAre zrAvaka pUchate haiM ki hama kyA haiM? jaina haiM ki hindU hai ? bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai /

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144 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi jaba janagaNanA hotI hai to hindU, jaina, bauddha---saba alaga-alaga likhAyA jAtA haiM / hama bhI kahate haiM ki dharma meM jaina likhAo / Akhira loga hindU kyoM likhAe ? sabase bar3A khatarA to yaha hai ki hinda dharma likhAne se anya dharma kamajora paDa jAte haiM / hama rASTrIyatA meM hindU likhA sakate haiM, dharma meM nhiiN| agara sabhI logoM ko hindU rakhanA cAhate haiM to ise dharma kI paridhi se nikAlakara rASTra, saMskRti aura samAja se jor3anA hogaa| agara 'dharma' rASTravAcaka hotA to sabhI dharma ke loga apane ko hindU kahate / dharma ke sAtha jor3ane meM hita kama, ahita jyAdA huA hai| agara hindU dharma ko vaidika dharma kaheM to anya dharma alaga ho jAte haiN| agara bhAratIya dharmoM ko hindU dharma meM rakheM to isakI nayI paribhASA bne| pAMcajanya-prasiddha cintaka DaoN0 rAdhAkRSNana ne hindU dharma kI carcA kI hai.... yuvAcArya-sabhI cintana samaya para AeM, yaha koI jarUrI nhiiN| bhAratIya dharma-mAtra ko agara hindU dharma kaheM to IsAI, musalamAna bhI bhAratIya rheNge| lekina usase alaga karake dekheM to saba alaga-alaga ho jAte haiN| adhikAMza loga vaidika dharma ko hI hindU dharma ke mAnate haiM / jaina, bauddhoM ko isameM lAte hI nahIM, unhe alaga kara dete haiN| hindU dharma mAne vaidika dhrm| pAMcajanya-hindU dharma ke antargata to sabhI Ate haiM-- yuvAcArya-kaise huA, kaba huA, kisane kiyA? yaha basa cala par3A hai| koI suniyojita zabda nahIM hai / zabdoM kA eka jAla-sA hai / dharma to apanI-apanI paramparA se hai| aba Avazyaka hai ki hindU zabda ko vyApaka banAyA jaae| hindustAna to vyApaka zabda hai / saba koI Ane ko hindustAnI kahate haiM, koI saMkoca nahIM karate / hindU kI paribhASA ko agara vyApaka rUpa de diyA jAe to loga Ane Apako hindU kaheMge hii| pAMcajanya-hindU kahate hI pratipakSa musalamAna kyoM khar3A ho jAtA hai ? bauddha, jaina, sikha kyoM nahIM? yuvAcArya jaba hindU laoN AyA thA taba jainoM ne sApha kahA thA ki hama hindU nahIM haiM, hama para lAgU nahIM honA caahie| Aja sikkha kyoM apane Apako hindU nahIM mAna rahe haiM, jabaki musalamAnoM se jyAdA saMgharSa sikkhoM ne hI kiyA thaa| phira Aja kyA ho gayA? yaha dharma ke kAraNa hI huA hai| pAMcajanya-lekina sikkhoM ke guru govinda siMha ne apane ko hindU kahA thaa| aura usI ke lie satata kArya kiyaa|

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hindU' zabda kI yuti kahAM ? kaise ? 145 yuvAcArya-usa samaya kI sthiti dUsarI thii| usa samaya musalamAna aura hindU Amane-sAmane the / magara Aja kA sikkha kyA kahatA hai ? 'hindU' zabda se hI agara jaina, bauddha aura sikkha alaga ho jAte hai, isake koI kAraNa to haiM / kAraNa isakA basa eka hI hai ki hindU ko dharma ke sAtha jor3a diyA gayA aura hindU dharma ko vaidika dharma mAna liyA gyaa| koI bhI hindU dharma kI vyAkhyA karatA hai to vaha gItA, rAmAyaNa, veda, upaniSad taka hI sthira ho jAtA pAMcajanya-hindU dharma ke antargata agara sabako le liyA jAe---veda, gItA, upaniSada, dhammapada, AcArAMga sUtra, gurugrantha sAhiba to kyA Apa hindU kahalAnA svIkAra kareMge? yuvAcArya-zAstrIya dRSTi se artha kA vistAra bhI hotA hai aura artha kA saMkoca bhI hotA hai| agara isako artha-vistAra diyA jAe aura sabhI bhAratIya dharmoM ko sammilita karake hindU dharma ko mAnyatA dI jAe to bahuta bhalA hogaa| hindU dharma kI spaSTa paribhASA taya kI jaae| sabhI dharmoM ke pramukha vidvAna baiMTheM tathA milakara sahamati kareM to isa samasyA kA eka hada taka samAdhAna mila sakatA hai / ____ pAMcajanya-hindU dharma na rahakara rASTra yA saMskRti hI hotI to kyA Aja kI sthiti usa samaya nahIM hotI? jinakI niSThA bAhara ke mulkoM se hai, jo samaya-samaya para dekhA gayA hai aura Aja bhI spaSTataH dekhA jA rahA hai, kyA isa itihAsa kI punarAvRtti usa samaya nahIM hotI? yuvAcArya-jahAM taka niSThA vAlI bAta hai yaha Aropa saba para lAgU nahIM ho sktaa| kucha hI loga aise haiM / aise bhI bahuta sAre musalamAna aura IsAI haiM jo rASTra ko samarpita haiM aura aise bahuta sAre hindU haiM jo yaddhakAla meM dUsare dezoM ke lie jAsUsI karate haiM / zatruoM ke pralobhana meM A jAte haiN| ye to hara jAti meM hotA AyA hai, parantu saba aise nahIM hote| pAMcajanya-hindU saMskRti kI bhI bAta jaba AtI hai to isameM sabhI sampradAya ke loga A jAte haiM jaba ki musalamAna ise svIkara nahIM karate / / yuvAcArya-svIkAra to isalie nahIM karate ki hindU kA artha hI saMkucita ho gayA hai / agara yaha rASTrIyatAparaka hotA to ise svIkAra krte| pAMcajanya-musalamAna to apane ko bhAratIya kahane meM bhI saMkoca kA anubhava karate haiM / ve rASTrIya gIta kA bahiSkAra karate haiN| pichale sAla murAdAbAda meM pandraha agasta ke dina musalamAnoM ne kAlA jhaNDA phaharAyA....

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146 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi yuvAcArya-maiMne pahale hI kahA hai ki kaTTara loga kahAM nahIM hote| pAMcajanya-anya musalamAnoM ne isakA virodha bhI to nahIM kiyaa| yaha mAmUlI savAla to hai nahIM, sampUrNa rASTra kI asmitA kA savAla hai| yuvAcArya-tamilanADu meM bhI to aisI hI ghaTanAeM huI thI... pAMcajanya-parantu unakI niSThA.... | yuvAcArya-niSThA kA savAla bahuta jaTila ho gayA hai| tamilanADu ko alaga karane kI mAMga kyA thI? hindustAna ke prati niSThA hai kyA? khAlistAna ko alaga karane kI mAMga kyA hai ? isa mAMga kA matalaba hI yahI hai ki unakI niSThA yahAM se nahIM hai| deza kA kAnUna aura saMvidhAna bhI sabake lie samAna nahIM hai / musalamAna to pAMca zAdiyAM kara sakatA hai parantu aura koI nahIM-aisA kyoM? parivAraniyojana ke sAtha bhI yahI bAta hai / sahI mAne meM ina paramparAoM ko dharma kI dRSTi se nahIM balki rASTrIya dRSTi se dekhA jaae| isake khilApha kahIM se koI AvAja bhI to nahIM uTha rahI hai| pAMcajanya-yaha to dharmanirapekSa rASTra hai... yuvAcArya-lekina dharma loga kahate kisako haiM? rASTrIya dRSTi se kAnUna aura cintana eka ho / sabake pIche to rAjanIti kAma kara rahI hai| pAMcajanya-isakA sApha matalaba hai ki dharmanirapekSatA se hindustAna ko khatarA bar3hatA jA rahA hai| yuvAcArya-maiM to mAnatA hU~ ki yaha zabda bhI khataranAka hai, bhrAmaka hai / isase bar3A nukasAna huA hai / DaoN0 saMpUrNAnanda jaise vidvAna kI isase asahamati thI, ve ise badalane ke pakSa meM the| majahaba nirapekSa ho sakatA hai, dharma nhiiN| pAMcajanya-majahaba aura dharma meM kyA pharka hai? yuvAcArya-majahaba to sampradAyavAcaka hai| dharma vyApaka hai / sampradAya se nirapekSa huA jA sakatA hai, dharma se nahIM / sampradAya apanI kucha khAsa mAnyatAoM ko lekara calatA hai, vaha deza-kAla kI paridhi meM sImita rahatA hai parantu dharma to sArvabhauma hai, use Apa na bAMdha sakate haiM, na bAMTa sakate haiN| hindU zabda ke AsapAsa jaTilatAeM bar3hatI jA rahI haiM / yaha aspaSTa vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa kara rahI hai jisakA na koI artha hai, na avadhAraNA / saba ulajhatA jA rahA hai| agara pUre samAja kA svarUpa rASTravyApI hotA to yahAM ke musalamAna bhI

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147 hindU' zabda kI yuti kahAM ? kaise ? apane ko yahAM kA saccA nAgarika mAnate, muslima zAsaka bhI to Akhira isa deza ko apanA mAnate the| pAMcajanya-agara apanA mAnate to lUTa-khasoTakara nahIM jAte aura na nRzaMsatA kA vyavahAra krte| yuvAcArya-lUTane kI bAta alaga hai / lUTane vAle to lUTane ke uddezya se Ae aura cale ge| zAsana karane vAle lambI avadhi taka bane rahe / unake sAmane eka aisI sthiti bana gaI thI ki musalamAna se itara sabhI hindU haiM / usa samaya hindU aura musalamAna do hI kaumeM thiiN| pAMcajanya-ina samasyAoM se chuTakArA kaise pAyA jA sakatA hai ? yuvAcArya-sAmUhika vicAra-vimarza tathA cintana kI jarUrata hai| Ama sahamati se hI isakA samAdhAna khojA jA sakatA hai / lakSya eka ho tathA sabakI usake sAtha pratibaddhatA ho|

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prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN0 rAjA ramannA aura anekAnta darzana deza ke suprasiddha vaijJAnika evaM pratirakSA vibhAga ke vaijJAnika salAhakAra DaoN0 rAjA ramannA AcAryazrI se milane aNuvrata vihAra Ae / AcAryazrI kA abhivAdana kara ve baiTha ge| AcAryavara ne unako jaina-darzana saMbaMdhI sAmAnya jAnakArI dI / yoga aura prekSA dhyAna ke saMbaMdha meM ve kucha adhika jAnakArI prApta kareM, isa dRSTi se AcAryazrI ne yuvAcAryazrI mahAprajJa ko nirdeza diyA / ve yuvAcAryazrI ke pAsa phuNce|-sNpaadk] DaoN0 ramannA-"munizrI / maiM jaina laoNjika ke bAre meM samajhanA cAhatA huuN| aba taka aisA avasara nahIM milA / Aja merI cira-pAlita abhilASA pUrI hone kA samaya upasthita ho gayA hai / Apa mujhe sabase pahale anekAMta ke bAre meM kucha btaaie|" yuvAcAryazrI-"anekAMta dRSTi hai / isake dvArA samUce padArtha jagat yA vizva ko jAnA jA sakatA hai / saMsAra meM jitane padArtha haiM, ve saba ananta virodhI-yugaloM ke piMDa haiN| eka virodhI-yugala nahIM, ananta virodhI-yugala pratyeka vastu meM haiN| jasameM ananta-virodhI-yugaloM kI sattA nahIM hai, vaha vastu hI nahIM ho sktii| sAmAnyataH kisI bhI vastu kI virodhI paryAya sAmane AtI hai, use asatya mAna liyA jAtA hai / ulajhana kA prArambha yahIM se hotA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne virodhI dharmoM vAlI vastu ko dekhakara asatya nahIM kahA, usakI prakRti ko samajhA / mahAvIra jaisA vyaktitva eka sArvabhauma niyama ko asatya ThaharA hI kaise sakatA thA? ____ yahA~ darzana kI dhArA badalatI hai| kucha dArzanika virodhI dharmoM ko apanI sahamati nahIM de sake / unheM jahAM-jahAM virodha kI pratIta huI, use chor3ate cale gae aura avirodha ko svIkArate cale ge| virodhI dhArAoM meM bhI eka bindu aisA hotA hai jahA~ bhinna dizAoM se bahakara Ane vAlI dhArAeM mila jAtI hai| usa

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prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN. rAjA ramannA aura anekAnta darzana 149 milana ke bindu ko una logoM ne mAnya kara liyA, para samagratA se use nahIM pakar3a pAe / yahIM se ekAMgI dRSTi kA nirmANa zuru ho gyaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI yaha maulika prarUpaNA hai ki pratyeka vastu meM ananta virodhI-yugala Tike raha sakate haiN| jaba vastu anantadharmAtmaka hai aura usameM virodhI yagaloM kI sattA svAbhAvika mAna lI gaI taba prazna yaha uThatA hai ki una virodhI dharmo kA sahAvasthAna kaise ho sakatA hai ? sardI aura garmI, agni evaM pAnI sAtha-sAtha kaise raha sakate haiM? inameM sAmaMjasya sthApita karane kI kyA prakriyA hai? yaha eka bhrAMta dhAraNA hai ki avirodhI tattva sAtha raha sakate haiM aura virodhI tattva sAtha meM nahIM raha sakate / vAstavikatA yaha hai ki aneka virodhI dharma eka sAtha rahate haiN| virodhI tattva ke binA kisI dharma kA astitva hI nahIM Tika sakatA / astitva ke lie pratipakSa honA jarUrI hai|" / DaoN0 ramannA-"pratipakSa ke binA kisI dharma kA astitva hI nahIM hai, yaha to bahuta vaijJAnika bAta hai|" yuvAcAryazrI-"jaise Aja vijJAna meM kaNa aura pratikaNa, meTara aura eNTImeTara, paramANu aura pratiparamANu kA siddhAMta hai, eka-dUsare ke astitva kI siddhi ke lie pratipakSa ko niyAmaka mAnA jAtA hai, vaise hI uttaravartI jaina AcAryoM ne 'yat sat tat sapratipakSaM' kahakara vastu ke astitva ko siddha karane ke lie virodhI dharma kI sattA ko svIkAra kiyA hai| ___ do virodhI dharma sAtha meM raha sakate haiM, yaha eka sArvabhauma niyama hai| isake lie dUsarA niyama hai sApekSatA kA / virodhI dharma sAtha meM rahate haiM, ve isalie rahate haiM ki unameM paraspara sApekSatA hai / nirapekSa dharma eka sAtha raha hI nahIM skte|" ___ (yaha tathya bhI DaoN. ramannA ko bahuta vaijJAnika lgaa| unhoMne yahAM bhI apanI ora se TippaNI kI) yuvAcAryazrI-"bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sApekSatA ke lie kama-se-kama cAra dRSTiyoM kI anivAryatA batAI hai / vaise dRSTiyAM ananta ho sakatI haiM, para kama-se-kama cAra dRSTiyAM to honI hI cAhie-1. dravyadRSTi, 2. kSetradRSTi, 3. kAladRSTi, 4. bhAvadRSTi / hama kisI bhI vastu para vicAra karate haiM, to sabase pahale dravya para vicAra kiyA jAtA hai, saMhati para vicAra hotA hai--mAsa eNDa enarjI / dravya kitanA hai ?

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150 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi aura kyA hai ? isa para vicAra kie binA usake svarUpa kA bodha nahIM ho sktaa| dravya ke bAda vicAraNIya bindu hai kSetra / kyoMki isake binA kisI dravya para vicAra nahIM ho sakatA / kSetra kI vyAkhyA kAla ke binA nahI ho sakatI / bhAva vastu kA avicchinna dharma hotA hai / vastu parivartanazIla hai isalie usake vibhinna paryAya haiM, avasthAeM dUsarI avasthA se sApekSa rahatI haiM, tabhI vaha vastu kA dharma bana sakatI hai| isalie kisI bhI tattva ko samajhane ke lie dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva kI sApekSatA Avazyaka hai| tIsarA niyama hai pariNamana kA / pratyeka dravya pariNAmI nitya hotA hai| vaha na to ekAntataH nitya hI ho sakatA hai aura na anitya hii| yaha virodhI-yugala vastu ke mUla svarUpa ko abhivyakta karatA hai| kevala nityatA aura kevala anityatA ke AdhAra para kisI vastu kI vyAkhyA ho nahIM sktii| kyoMki vastu kI traikAlika sattA aura usameM ghaTita hone vAle parivartana spaSTa haiM / jo spaSTa hai, use asvIkRta bhI kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? padArtha ko anitya mAnane vAle dArzanika parivartana kI bAta svIkAra karate haiM, para kevala parivartana AdhAra zUnya raha jAtA hai| usakI koI yukti-saMgata vyAkhyA nahIM miltii| pravAha yA kisI anya kalpanA se bhI yaha samasyA nahIM suljhtii| isalie vizva kI vyAkhyA ke lie yukti-saMgata niyama 'pariNAmI nitya' kA siddhAMta hI ho sakatA hai| ___ pariNAma kA artha hai badalanA yA bhinna-bhinna honA / isa krama se sArA saMsAra bheda pradhAna ho jAtA hai / kucha dArzanika samaSTi cetanA ko svIkAra karate haiM / usake anusAra jagat ke mUla meM eka tattva kAma karatA hai / isa prazna para sApekSatA kI dRSTi se vicAra kareM to eka niyama banatA hai bhedAbheda kA-kathaMcit bheda aura kathaMcit abhed| aisA koI tattva hai hI nahIM jise ekAntataH bheda-pradhAna yA abheda-pradhAna kaha skeN| kyoMki ye donoM paraspara vicchinna nahIM haiM, kaTe hue nahIM hai| niSkarSa yaha hai ki samUce saMsAra ke mUla meM eka sUtra bhI hai aura pratyeka dravya vyaktizaH bhinna bhI hai| vizva vyAkhyA ke isa cauthe niyama meM bheda aura abheda donoM sApekSa haiM / bheda kI ora calate jAeM to TheTha paramANu taka pahuMca ho jaaegii| vaijJAnika dRSTikoNa bheda-pradhAna hotA hai / vaha saMzleSaNa kI apekSA vizleSaNa adhika karatA hai / kintu

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prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN. rAjA ramannA aura anekAnta darzana 151 dUsarI ora hama dekhate haiM ki paramANu bahatu upayogI nahIM hotaa| paramANuoM kA samavAya bar3hatA jAtA hai / skandha banate hI unakA upayoga zurU ho jAtA hai| paudlika jagat meM yaha bheda aura abheda kA niyama bilakula spaSTa hai| jaina darzana meM kevala paudlika, bhautika yA paramANu-jagat kA astitva hI nahIM hai| vaha abhautika jagat kA bhI astitva svIkAra karatA hai| vahAM kevala acetana kA hI nahIM, cetana kA bhI mUlya hai / cetana se acetana bhinna hai / bhautika se abhautika bhinna hai| bhinnatA kI sthiti meM eka hI niyama ke dvArA vizva kI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sktii| athavA yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki vizva bhI do alaga alaga ho jaaeNge| jabaki jagat hai eka / isa sthiti meM bhedAbheda ke niyama kA apanA atirikta mUlya ho jAtA hai / dUsare dArzanika bhI acetana aura cetana-ina do tattvoM ko svIkAra karate haiN| kintu acetana ko abhautika svIkAra karane vAloM meM sabase pahale kadama uThAne vAlA jaina-darzana hai / tattva acetana hai, para bhautika nahIM, yaha bAta kisI samaya meM Azcarya jaisI lagatI thI kintu Aja to yatra-tatra vaijJAnikoM ko bhI aise kaNa upalabdha ho gae haiM, jo bhautika nahIM haiM / yadyapi usakI vyAkhyA ke sAtha jaina-darzana kI sahamati nahIM hai| kyoMki bhautika tattva kI vaijJAnika paribhASA hai sthuultaa| para aise pudgala bhI hote haiM jinameM sthUlatA kA lakSaNa ghaTita nahIM hotaa| ve pudgala bhArahIna haiM, agurulaghu haiN| aise pudgala catu:sparzI hote haiN| ___pudgala ke atirikta bhI aise tattva haiM, jo acetana haiM, para bhautika nahIM haiN| unameM do tattvoM kI khoja vijJAna dvArA ho cukI haiN| jahAM taka inakA astitva hai, gati aura sthiti vahIM taka hai / AkAza tattva bhI acetana hai kintu abhautika hai| abhautika tattva meM saMzleSa aura vizleSa kI pratriyA nahIM hai, saMyoga aura viyoga nahIM haiN| cetana tattva abhautika bhI hai aura caitanya-sampann bhI / isalie pudgala aura cetana meM saMbaMdha na ho to na cetana kI vyAkhyA ho sakatI hai aura na acetana kii| ___ dravyatatva aura astiva-ina do sUtroM se cetana aura acetana donoM padArtha jur3e hue haiN| inameM bhI bar3A sUtra hai agurulaghutva / astitva anastitva meM na badale isakA niyAmaka tattva agurulaghutva hai| pratyeka vastu meM eka aisA paryAya kAma karatA hai, jisase dravya yA vastu prathama kSaNa apanA astitva rakhatA hai aura dUsare

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152 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi kSaNa use banAe rakhane kI yogyatA prApta karatA hai| vastu meM yaha pariNamana kI kSamatA nahIM hai, agurulaghutva kA niyama vizva kI sthiti kA AdhAra hai| vizva meM jitane bhI dravya the, utane hI haiM aura utane hI rheNge| na naye kA utpAda hogA, na kisI kA vyaya hogaa| 'yAvantastAvanta kA evaM' yaha agurulaghutva ke kAraNa hI hai" DaoN0 ramannA anekAMta ke saMdarbha meM vizva-sthiti kI vyAkhyA sunane meM itane lIna ho gae ki unheM jaina darzana vijJAna se bhinna dikhAI nahIM diyaa| agurulaghutva kA niyama unheM bahuta vaijJAnika lagA / isa saMbaMdha meM unhoMne kahA-"hama bhI mAnate haiM ki saMsAra meM jo kucha hai vahI rhegaa| koI nayI cIja kabhI paidA ho hI nahIM sktii| yaha niyama vizva-sthiti kA sArvabhauma niyama haiN| yaha astitva aura anastitva kA nirNaya isI ke AdhAra para hotA hai|" yuvAcAryazrI-"vastu ke astitva ko samajhane ke lie do bAtoM ko samajhanA aura jarUrI hai-vyakta kA astitva aura avyakta kA anastitva / vastu kI bahuta sI avyakta paryAeM vartamAna meM nahIM hotI / ve hI jaba vyakta ho jAtI haiM taba astitva meM A jAtI haiN| yaha pariNamana kA siddhAMta kAla-sApekSa hI nahIM, svarUpa-sApekSa bhI hai| jina dravyoM meM agarulaghutva hai, pariNamana hai, ve hI.vAstava meM astitvazIla haiN| inake AdhAra para hI tripadI kA niyama banatA hai| isameM utpAda aura vyaya donoM sAtha-sAtha ghaTita hote haiM, phira bhI mUla astitva surakSita rahatA hai| jisa padArtha kA astitva hI na ho, usameM pariNamana kA prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| ___ vijJAna ke niyama nizcita nahIM hote| kyoMki unakA nirdhAraNa jJAna jagat ke AdhAra para hotA hai| jaba bhI ajJAta jJAta hotA hai, niyama badala jAtA hai| vijJAna ne mAnA hai ki prakAza kI gati sarvotkRSTha hai| kintu sApekSatA ke niyama se dekheM to yaha koI antima bAta nahIM haiM / jaina AgamoM meM aise paramANu aura paramANu-samavAyoM kA ullekha hai, jinakI gati prakAza se bahuta adhika tIvra hai| vaijJAnika dRSTi se dhvani kI gati prakAza jitanI hai, kyoMki usakA vAhaka prakAza hai| kintu jaina darzana ke anusAra bhASA ke paramANu eka samaya (kAla kA sabase choTA bhAga) meM sAre loka meM vyApta ho jAte haiN| ye saba niyama sApekSatA kI dRSTi se jJAtavya haiN|"

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153 prasiddha vaijJAnika DaoN. rAjA ramannA aura anekAnta darzana ___ DaoN. ramannA--"vijJAna ke adhikAMza niyama parivartanazIla haiN| nayA tattva jJAta hote hI purAnI dhAraNAeM badala jAtI haiN| kintu jaba taka vaha ajJAta rahatA hai, usakA khaMDana hotA hai|" yuvAcAryazrI-"hamAre yahAM sabase bar3I kaThinAI yaha hai ki kAma kA ucita mUlyAMkana nahIM hotaa| prAcIna samaya meM yahAM itanI khojeM huI haiM para una para zodhakartAoM ko vaijJAnika nahIM kahAM gyaa| kucha varSoM taka eka hindustAnI lahara thI ki ve apane bujurgoM ko alpajJa mAnate the| prAcInakAla meM RSi-muniyoM ne bhI kucha nayI khojeM kI aura naye tathya saMsAra ke sAmane rakhe / para hamArI dUsarI kaThinAI yaha hai ki usa samaya kI bhASA aura paribhASA pakar3a meM nahIM aatii| Aja vaijJAnika kahate hai ki pojeTiva aura negeTiva donoM ke yoga se vidyut utpanna hotI hai / aura bhI aneka kAma hote haiN| yaha bAta bhI bahuta purAnI hai, para pakar3a meM nahIM AyI thii| jaina darzana meM do zabda haiM--snigdha aura rukSa / cikanA aura rUkhA5 ye donoM zabda pojiTiva aura negeTiva ke pratIka haiN| bahuta purAnI haiM yaha dhAraNA, kintu isakI vaijJAnika khoja isI zatAbAdI meM huii| kAryakAraNavAda bhI eka niyama hai, para yaha bhI sApekSa hai / kucha dArzanika kArya aura kAraNa kA nizcita saMbaMdha mAnate haiM / anekAMta kI dRSTi se isa saMbaMdha kI anivAryatA nahIM haiM / sAmAnyata: hara kArya kAraNa kI apekSA rakhatA hai, para kucha kArya aise bhI haiM jo nirnimittka haiM / upAdAna kAraNa vastu kA svarUpa hai, isalie vaha to rahatA hI hai, nimitta karaNa jarUrI nahIM haiN| isa lambI carcA meM hamane jitane tathyoM kA sparza kiyA hai, pratipadana kiyA hai, vaha sArA sApekSa pratipAdana hai, isalie ise mAnakara calane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM AtI / satya aura asatya ke sAtha na to aikAntika Agraha honA cAhie aura na hI honA cAhie vaicArika saMgharSa / yaha jaina darzana kI apanI maulika dena hai| isa saMbaMdha meM aura kucha jJAtavya ho to puuche|" DaoN0 ramannA itane koNoM se anekAMta kI carcA sunakara Atmavibhora ho utthe| unheM apane jIvana meM pahalI bAra yaha maukA milA thaa| ve aba prazna pUchakara viSaya ko mizrita karanA nahIM cAhate the| utyanta saMtuSTa hokara prasanna mana se ve uThe aura AcAryazrI ke pAsa pahuMcakara bole--"bahuta varSoM se merI icchA thI ki maiM jaina laoNjika ke bAre meM samajhU, para aba taka kabhI avasara hI nahIM milaa| Aja maiM

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154 prasanna hUM, kyoMki merI eka cirapAlitA abhilASA pUrI ho gaI hai|" ___AcAryazrI eka madhura musakAna bikherate hue bole-"Aja maiM bhI prasann huuN| merA bhI eka svapna pUrA huA hai| maiM cAhatA thA ki hameM koI pahuMcA huA vaijJAnika mile, jise jaina darzana aura nyAya ke bAre meM batAyA jAe, tAki vaha isakI vaijJAnikatA ko samajha sakeM / maiM mAnatA hU~ ki Apa jaise vaijJAnika hI jaina darzana kI sUkSmatAoM ko AtmasAt kara sakate haiN| isase samUce mAnava samAja kA bhalA ho sakatA hai|"

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vizodhana kI prakriyA prekSA dhyAna coTa karanA sIkheM " badalanA prakRti kA niyama hai| hara padArtha parivartanazIla hai / koI bhI bahuta dinoM taka apane mUlarUpa meM nahIM rahatA / phira vRttiyA~ yA svabhAva nahIM badala sakatIM, yaha dhAraNA kyoM banA lI gaI hai| bahuta apekSA hai badalane kI, kintu kisa dizA meM badaleM yaha cunAva kA viSaya hai| sabase acchI dizA hai mAnasika vikAsa yA caitasika vikAsa kI / AdamI kI yaha bhI eka prakRti hai ki vaha hara bAta ke sAtha apane ahaMkAra ko jor3a detA hai / isa pravRtti ke kAraNa hI vaha bhArayukta banA hai / eka bur3hiyA ko yaha ahaM ho gayA ki mujhase jyAdA rUI aura koI kAta nahIM sakatA / eka dina usane dekhA ki rUI se ladA eka jahAja samudra ke kinAre Akara lgaa| itanI bar3I mAtrA meM rUI ko dekhakara vaha hairAna raha gaI / mana meM tatkAla hI prazna uThA- itanI rUI kauna kAtegA ? bAra-bAra yahI prazna usake mastiSka meM uThatA- itanI rUI kauna kAtegA ? bur3hiyA vikSipta ho gaI / lambI sAMsa bharate hue basa yahI eka prazna vaha bAra-bAra duharAtI / ghara ke loga parezAna / DAkTaroM kI cikitsA phela ho gaI / antataH eka manocikitsaka bur3hiyA kA ilAja karane AyA / sArI sthiti kA sUkSmatA se adhyayana kiyaa| tejI se rUI kAtane vAlI vaha bur3hiyA samudra ke kinAre rUI ke jahAja ko dekhakara pAgala huI thI, yaha jAnakara turanta usane bImArI pakar3a lii| bur3hiyA ke pAsa jAkara usake kAna meM usane kahA - ' mAMjI / jahAja kI sArI rUI jala gaI / " sArI rUI jala gaI ?' yaha kahakara bur3hiyA khuzI se uchala pdd'ii| mana kI ulajhana samApta aura bur3hiyA svastha / prekSA dhyAna eka bhAvAtmaka yA mAnasika cikitsA hai, aura kucha nahIM / kevala dekhanA aura kevala jAnanA ki hamane apane mastiSka meM kitanA kucha kabAr3a bhara rakhA hai / jAnate aura dekhate to haiM kintu usake sAtha priyatA yA apriyatA kA bhAva

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156 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi jor3a dete haiM / jAnane kI pavitra dhArA ke sAtha-sAtha kaSAyoM kA gaMdalA pAnI bhI usameM bhara liyA hai| prekSA dhyAna citta ko kaSAyoM se mukta kara use vizuddha banAne kI prakriyA hai, jIvana kI zailI ko badalane kI prakriyA hai / I jIvana ke pratyeka kSetra meM hamArA mArgadarzana kare, vahI vAstavika dharma hai / AdamI duHkhI banatA hai, burAI yA aprAmANikatA meM jAtA hai ajJAnavaza / usameM koI bhAvanA paidA hotI hai aura vaha jJAna kI viparIta dizA meM calA jAtA hai 1 uddIpanoM para hama kaMTrola kara sakeM, yaha kevala kalpanA se nahIM hogaa| isakA saMkalpapUrvaka niyamita abhyAsa karanA hogaa| kauna-sI pravRtti kahAM se ubharatI hai aura usakA niyamana kahAM se hotA hai, yaha jAnanA bahuta Avazyaka hai / hamAre bhItara prakAza bhI hai aura andhakAra bhI / andhakAra ko kahAM se aura kaise miTAeM, ise acchI taraha se samajhanA hai / eka vyakti kI moTara kharAba ho gii| tamAma kozizoM ke bAda bhI iMjana sTArTa nahIM huA / mekenika ko bulAyA / vaha AyA, dekhA aura bolA - sau rupaye luuNgaa| majabUrIvaza svIkAra karanA pdd'aa| mekenika ne iMjana ke kisI pArTa para hathaur3e se coTa kI aura iMjana sTArTa ho gayA / moTara kA mAlika bolA- bhAI, yaha to maiM bhI kara sakatA thaa| sirpha eka coTa ke sau rupaye lenA kahAM kI ImAnadArI hai| mekenika bolA -- zrImAnajI / coTa karane kA to maiMne kevala eka rupayA liyA hai / ninyAnabe rupaye 'coTa kahAM karanI hai' isa bAta ke lie haiM / hameM yaha jAnanA hai, coTa kahAM kareM jisase zarIra kA lar3akhar3AtA iMjana sakriyA ho jAe / dasa dina ke abhyAsa se Apa vItarAgI to nahIM baneMge kintu itanA jarura jAna jAeMge ki coTa kahAM karanI hai aura yadi itanA jAna gae to samajhie mana zAnti kA bahuta bar3A gura Apa sIkha gae / " bhAva pariSkAra manuSya eka sAmAjika prANI hai / vaha samAja ke eka aise pariveza meM rahatA hai jahAM hiMsA, azAMti, bhaya aura tanAva kA vAtAvaraNa hai| jIvana meM ye bar3I bAdhAeM aura samasyAeM haiM, kintu jahA~ samasyA hai vahAM samAdhAna bhI hai / dharma aura cikitsA kSetra pRthaka-pRthaka haiM / merI mAnyatA hai ki eka cikitsaka ko dharma ke viSaya meM jitanA jAnanA Avazyaka hai utanA hI eka dharma-guru ko cikitsA ke viSaya meM jAnakArI rakhanA Avazyaka hai / cikitsA karane se pUrva roga ke kAraNoM ko jAnanA

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visodhana kI prakriyA : prekSA dhyAna 157 hogA / Aja kA manuSya Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi aura samAdhi ke caurAhe para khar3A hai / hamArI sArI bImAriyAM AtI haiM bhAvanAtmaka zarIra se, phira ve kramazaH Adhi aura vyAdhi ke rUpa meM parilakSita hotI haiM / Adhi-vyAdhi se pare kI sthiti hai I samAdhi / jIvana meM samAdhi kA avataraNa tabhI hogA jaba vyakti Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi se mukta hogaa| eka karmazAstra kA vettA karma siddhAnta ko jAnatA hai aura Adhunika meDikala sAiMsa isako svIkAra karatI hai / yadi donoM kI tulanAtmaka vyAkhyA kareM to niSkarSa meM koI antara anubhava nahIM hogA / bhAva kA pariSkAra karanA tathA antaHsrAvI graMthiyoM ke anta srAva ko badalanA eka hI bAta hai / hamAre zarIra meM graMthiyoM kA kyA kArya hai, unakA zarIra para kyA prabhAva par3atA hai, yaha bAta eka DaoNkTara acchI taraha jAnatA hai / kintu vaha use badalane kI praNAlI nahIM jAnatA / dhyAna ke dvArA antaHsrAvoM ko kaise badalA jA sakatA hai, bhAva- pariSkAra kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? yadi hama yaha jAna leM to jIvana meM bahuta kucha parivartana ghaTita ho sakatA hai / phira kisI ko yaha zikAyata bhI nahIM rahegI ki jIvana meM azAMti hai, bhaya hai tanAva hai| isase cAritrika mUlyoM kI pratisthApanA hogI aura sAtha-sAtha vyaktihita, samAjahita aura rASTrahita meM bahuta bar3A kAma hogA / Ayurveda aura prekSA dhyAna I Ayurveda kA vikAsa adhyAtma kI prajJA se huA hai / dhanvaMtarI ne apanI antaH sphurita prajJA se hI Ayurveda kA vikAsa kiyA thA / mere zAstrIya adhyayana meM Ayurveda ke graMthoM kI gaharI pRSThabhUmi hai / bahuta bAra zAstrIya rahasyoM ko pakar3ane meM Ayurveda ke graMtha mere sahayogI bane haiM / cikitsA kI dRSTi se zArIrika cikitsA ke sAtha-sAtha mAnasika cikitsA kA bhI yaha eka mahattavapUrNa prasaMga hai| AdhyAtmika cikitsA kA isameM bahuta bar3A bhAga hai / hamArI adhikAMza zArIrika bImAriyAM bhAvanA se jur3I huI haiM / ataH cikitsAzAstra ko kabhI bhI adhyAtma se alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| bahuta bAra atyanta mahatvapUrNa prakriyAeM bhI rUr3ha bana jAtI hai| Ayurveda bhI usa rUr3hatA kA zikAra huA hai| Ayurveda ne kabhI bahuta bar3e satya kA udghATana kiyA thA, para aba usake sAtha anusaMdhAna kI pravRtti nahIM rahI / Aja bahuta sAre vaidya bhI elopaithika davAoM kI pur3iyA banAkara apanA kAma nikAlate haiM / aise samaya meM prekSA dhyAna aura aNuvrata kA bahuta bar3A saMbaMdha ho jAtA hai / kala eka acche DaoNkTara mere pAsa aae| unhoMne kahA- maiM elopaithika 1

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158 kA cikitsaka hU~ para mujhe lagatA hai merA sArA prayAsa nirarthaka hai / ina sArI sthitiyoM ke saMdarbha meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki yadi Ayurveda ko apanI vismRta saMpatti ko punaH prApta karanA hai to use dhyAna paddhati se jur3anA hogA / dhyAna usake lie anusaMdhAna kA dvAra kholegA / anusaMdhAna ke AdhAra para Ayurveda Age baDhegA aura phira se apanI dhAka jmaaegaa| isa saMdarbha meM Ayurveda aura prekSA dhyAna kA samAnvita kadama uThe, yaha Avazyaka hai / merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi

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yathArtha vijJAna : jIvana vijJAna Aja aneka samasyAeM haiN| ve sabake sAmane spaSTa haiN| prazna hai unake samAdhAna kA / kyA inakA samAdhAna hai yA anantakAla taka ye banI raheMgI ? kyA hRdaya kA parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai ? Aja samasta mAnava jAti ke sAmane hiMsA, aparAdha aura AkramaNa kI samasyAeM haiM / ye sabako parezAna kara rahI haiN| inase bhI bar3I aura jaTila samasyA hai mAnasika tanAva kI / kyA ina samasyAoM se bacA jA sakatA hai? AcAryavara ne ina samasyAoM para gaMbhIratA se cintana kiyA aura samAdhAna ke rUpa meM aNuvrata Andolana kA pravartana kiyaa| eka navIna AcAra aura vicAra prastuta kiyA / AjAdI ke pUrva logoM kA cintana thA ki svataMtratA prApti ke bAda naye nirmANa hoMge / dUdha-dahI kI nadiyAM bheNgii| khuzahAlI aura amana-caina hogA | svataMtratA kA apanA eka unmAda hotA hai / parataMtratA ke bAda svataMtratA milane para cintana ora dRSTikoNa meM parivartana A jAtA hai| AjAdI milane ke bAda jo kalpanAoM ke mahala khar3e the, ve Dhaha gae moha bhaMga ho gayA / rAjanaitika AjAdI milI, mAnasika gulAmI apanI jagaha kAyama rahI / AcAryazrI ne mUla sacAI ko pkdd'aa| aNuvrata kI AcAra saMhitA prastuta kI / vaha sacAI yaha hai ki hama loga cAhe dharma ke kSetra meM hoM yA zikSA ke kSetra meM, siddhAnta ko jitanA mahattava dete haiM, utanA prayoga ko nahIM / pravacana, upadeza meM vizvAsa karate haiM, prayoga meM nahIM / bahuta bar3A prazna 1 dharma-kSetra ke sAmane ki itane dharmaguru, dharmopadezaka aura dharmagrantha haiM, phira bhI samAja badala nahIM rahA hai / itanI vidyA kI zAkhAeM, itane vidyAlaya, itane zikSaka phira bhI vidyArthI badala nahIM rahe haiN| isakA kAraNa hai korA upadeza / gItA kA pravacanakAra anAsakta yoga para bahuta acchA bola detA hai, kintu svayaM anAsakta nahIM banatA / jaina AgamoM kA eka vyAkhyAtA ahiMsA, karUNA, maitrI Adi para bahuta acchA pravacana de detA hai para apane svayaM ke jIvana meM ahiMsA, aparigraha kA

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160 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi . vikAsa nahI karatA / gItA meM siddhAMta ke sAtha-sAtha anAsakta yoga ke jo prayoga jur3e haiM, unakA koI AcaraNa nahIM karatA, kevala vyAkhyA karatA hai artha batalA detA hai | ahiMsA aura aparigraha ke prayoga nahIM kie jaate| isa viSaya para cintana karate samaya AcAryazrI ke mana meM yaha bAta AyI ki hameM koI aisA mArga khojanA cAhie, jisa para calane se hRdaya parivartana ho ske| purAnI bhASA meM hRdaya parivartana 1. aura Aja kI vaijJAnika bhASA meM rAsAyanika parivartana / jaba taka rAsAyanika parivartana nahIM hotA, taba taka hajAra bAra par3hane aura sunane ke bAda bhI AdamI nahIM bdlegaa| mUla bAta hai bhAva - parivartana aura bhAva-parivartana ke sAtha sambandha hai hamArI antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ke rasAyanoM kA / karma se utpanna hotA hai bhAva aura bhAva se utpanna hote haiM rasAyana / rasAyana utpanna karane vAle glaiNDsa meM jo hAramonsa banate haiM, ve eka jaise nahIM hote, bhAva ke anusAra hote haiN| jaise hamArA Antarika bhAva hotA haiM, vaise hI rasAyana utpanna hote haiM aura ye rasAyana prabhAvita karate haiM hamAre AcAra, vicAra aura vyavahAra ko / AdamI ke AcAra, vicAra aura vyavahAra ko kauna kaMTrola kara rahA hai ? isa para vaijJAnika dRSTi se vicAra kiyA jAe to patA calegA ki narbasa sisTama meM jo mukhya-mukhya glaiNDasa haiM ve saba kaMTrola karate haiM hamAre AcAra, vicAra aura vyavahAra ko / jaba taka inake badalane kI bAta na kI jAe taba taka saMbhava nahIM ki vidyArthI yA samAja kA koI vyakti badala sake / kevala pattiyoM ko pakar3ane se kAma nahIM calegA, hameM jar3a taka pahuMcanA hogA / hamArA yaha anubhava haiM ki bAraha varSa kI avasthA taka yadi kisI vidyArthI ke pIniyala glaiNDsa ko sakriya rakhA jA sake to nayI pIr3hI kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai / bAraha varSa kI avasthA ke bAda pIniyala glaiNDsa niSkriya honA zuru ho jAtI hai| isa avasthA taka yaha granthi usakI AparAdhika pravatti para niyaMtraNa rakhatI hai aura isake bAda vaha aprabhAvI hotI calI jAtI hai / Aja prAyaH sunA jAtA hai hara kisI se ki kathanI aura karanI meM asamAnatA bar3ha rahI hai, para kyoM ? hama kAraNa para vicAra kareM to pAeMge ki hamArA saMvega yahasaba karA rahA haiM / AcAryazrI bahuta bAra kahA karate haiM ki hamane koI ThekA nahIM rakhA hai ki sAre saMsAra ko sudhAra deMge / kintu hamAre pAsa eka upAya hai, jisake dvArA AdamI ko badalA jA sakatA hai / yaha koI pustakIya jJAna ke AdhAra para

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161 yathArtha vijJAna : jIvana vijJAna nahIM, anubhava aura prayoga siddha bAta hai| hamane apane para aura aneka vyaktiyoM para parIkSaNa kiyA hai aura dekhA hai ki kisa prakAra vyakti santulita aura sAmAnya bana jAtA hai| Aja dharmaguru kI apekSA zikSaka para jyAdA jimmedArI hai / kyoMki vidyArthI zikSaka ke najadIka jyAdA hai / sArA dAyitva zikSA para hai / yadi zikSA ke dvArA yaha bhAvanAtmaka vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA to vyakti, samAja, rASTra kA kyA hogA, yaha eka bahuta bar3A prazna hai / jIvana vijJAna ke kSetra meM yaha parikalpanA hai ki yoga samavAya ke dvArA aisA kucha kiyA jaae| zikSaNa saMsthAeM to bahuta lambA samaya letI haiN| hama jisa prayoga kI bAta kara rahe haiM, vaha mAtra tIsa-cAlIsa minaTa kA hai| eka prayoga karAyA jAe pAMca dina aura eka dina kevala saiddhAntika bAta batalAI jaae| eka varSa bAda isakA sarvekSaNa kiyA jAe to nizcaya hI isake pariNAma cauMkAne vAle hoNge| avacetana mana kI supta zaktiyoM ko jAgRta kiyA jA sakatA hai / hindustAna ke AdamI meM kAphI kSamatA hai| usakI zakti, sAmarthya aura kuzalatA kA lohA sArI duniyA mAnatI hai| kintu yahAM kA AdamI bahuta caritravAna hotA hai, yaha dhAraNA abhI nahIM bana pAyI hai| hama apane jIvana ko badaleM, kevala saiddhAntika taura para nahIM, prAyogika taura para / jIvana vijJAna kA yaha prayoga sAmAjika sambandhoM kA mahatvapUrNa prayoga hai / isake binA samAja meM mAnavIya mUlyoM kI sthApanA honA asambhava hai| bhAvAtmaka, mAnasika aura zArIrika svAsthya kI bAta sadhane se hI sAmAjika svAsthya sadha sakatA hai / jIvana vijJAna kisI dharma-sampradAya se saMbaMdhita nahIM hai| yaha mAtra vidyA kI eka zAkhA hai / maiM cAhatA hU~ ki isakA vikAsa zikSA-zAkhA ke rUpa meM honA cAhie / bauddhika vikAsa ke sAtha hI bhAvanA kA vikAsa bhI honA cAhie / adhyAtma, sadbhAvanA, sahiSNutA, prema va ekatA ke bhAva kA santulita vikAsa honA caahie| AcAryapravara ne vidvAnoM kI goSThI meM kahA thA ki loga zikSA-praNAlI ko galata kahate haiM; maiM yaha nahIM mAnatA, kyoMki isI zikSA-praNAlI ne yogya DaoNkTara, iMjIniyara, rAjanayika, uccakoTi ke vidvAna evaM rASTronnati ke lie aneka yogyatama vyakti die haiN| bauddhika vikAsa huA hai kintu caritra-vikAsa kI ora hamArA dhyAna nahIM gayA / bIja boyA hI nahIM gayA to phala kI prApti kaise hogI? vidyArthI

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26ra merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi ko anuzAsita hone kI vidhi to dI hI nahIM to use anuzAsanahIna kahanA ucita nahIM hogaa| jIvana vijJAna ke dvArA caritra-nirmANa kA kArya ho skegaa| hara acche kArya kI zuruAta gujarAta me, sAbaramatI ke AsapAsa huI hai / isa ora bhI prayatna karanA hai / bhAvAtmaka prayoga ke projekTa para deza meM kArya ho rahA hai jo mAnava ke lie kalyANakara hogaa| pAMca dina ke zivira meM hameM bhI anubhava huA ki vidyArthI anuzAsita jIvana jI sakate haiN| dizA-parivartana kI AvazyakatA hai| maiM dizA-parivartana ko eka sAdhana mAnatA huuN| hama saba isa prayoga meM bhAgIdAra bneN|

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saMskAra-pariSkAra ke sUtra hara AdamI ke jIvana ke do pakSa haiM--bhItarI aura bAharI / bAharI bahuta sapaSTa hai / usake bAre meM hama jAnate hai aura use mUlya dete hai| bhItarI jIvana ke bAre meM hamArI koI jAnakArI nahIM haiM, isalie hamArI dRSTi meM usakA mUlya bhI nahIM hai| hama apane AcaraNoM aura vyavahAroM ke bAre meM socate haiM to mana meM sahaja hI prazna uThatA hai ki inakA preraka tattva kauna hai ? kahAM hai ? samAdhAna bhI hama bAharI duniyAM meM khojate haiM aura vaha samAdhAna hai pristhitivaad| paristhiti kA hamAre jIvana meM hastakSepa nahIM haiM, yaha to nahIM kahA jA sakatA kintu jIvana kI sArI preraNAeM usI se utpanna hotI hai, yaha bhI kahA jA sktaa| samAna paristhiti meM asamAna AcaraNa aura vyavahAra hameM dekhane ko milatA hai| yaha asamAnatA bhI cintana ko Age bar3hAtI hai--preraNA kA tattva kevala paristhiti hI nahIM haiM, koI dUsarA bhI hai| gahare meM utarakara jinhoMne khoja kI unheM patA calA ki AdamI paristhati se utanA baMdhA huA nahIM haiM, jitanA apanI saMskAra-zrRMkhalA se baMdhA huA hai| saMskAroM kI khUTI UMToM kA kAphilA jA rahA thaa| sAMjha ke samaya vizrAma ke lie tthhraa| pAsa meM thI eka dharmazAlA / kAphila ke mukhiyA ne khUTiyAM gAr3I aura UMToM ko bAMdha diyaa| eka khUTI kama raha gaI / mukhiyA ne dharmazAlA ke karmacArI se khUTI maaNgii| vaha nahIM milI / karmacArI ne kahA- 'calo, khUTI ke binA hI maiM UMTa ko bAMdha detA hU~ karmacArI mukhiyA ke sAtha AyA aura hathor3e se khUTI gAr3ane kA svAMga rcaa| UMTa baiTha gyaa| prabhAta kA samaya huaa| khUTiyAM ukhar3ane lgiiN| UMToM kA kAphilA Age bar3hane lgaa| UMToM ke cale jAne para bhI zUnya meM gAr3I khUTI vAlA UMTa nahIM uThA / bahuta prayAsa karane para bhI vaha nahIM uThA / mukhiyA ne dharmazAlA ke karmacArI ko sArI sthiti btaaii| vaha AyA aura khUTI ko ukhAr3ane kA svAMga rcaa| UMTa tatkAla khar3A huA aura Apane kAphile meM jA milaa|

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merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi 1 manuSya bhI saMskAra kI khUMTI se baMdhA huA hai / paristhiti use prabhAvita karatI hai para utanI mAtrA meM jitanI mAtrA meM saMskAra jamA huA hai| phrAyaDa ne cetanA ke vibhinna staroM kA pratipAdana kara antarjagata kI gutthiyoM ko samajhane kA rAstA khola diyA hai / manovijJAna ke mAdhyama se karmavAda ko samajhanA bahuta sarala ho gayA hai / saMskAra kI vyAkhyA aba sugamatA se kI jA sakatI hai / cetana mana ke stara para jo ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM, ve pratibiMba haiM / unakA biMba isa sthUla zarIra meM nahIM haiN| isa zarIra ke bhItara do zarIra haiM-- sUkSma aura sUkSmatara / saMskAra kA janma sUkSmatara zarIra meM hotA hai / ve bhItara hI bhItara pakate hai / jaba pakakara taiyAra ho jAte haiM taba ve bhAvataraMga kA rUpa lekara hamAre mastiSka aura granthitaMtra ke mAdhyama se prakaTa hote haiM / kriyA kI pratikriyA hotI hai| AcaraNa jaisA hotA hai vaisA hI saMskAra bana jAtA hai / yaha eka valaya hai| AcaraNa saMskAra ko janma detA hai aura saMskAra paripakva hokara AcaraNa AcaraNa ko prabhAvita karatA hai / isa sthiti meM pahale kisa para dhyAna deM, yaha prazna hai| AcaraNa para dhyAna denA pahalI AvazyakatA hai| manuSya ke AcaraNa ke prati hone vAlI jAgarUkatA galata saMskAra ke bIja - vapana se use bacA sakatI hai / isalie apramAda para bahuta bala diyA gyaa| jo satata jAgarUka yA apramatta rahatA hai vaha bure saMskAroM kA bIja nahIM botA aura purAne saMskAroM kA zodhana kara DAlatA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne karmavAda ke kSetra meM kucha naye rahasyoM kA udghATana kiyaa| unhoMne saMkramaNa ke siddhAMta kA pratipAdana kiyA / bure bhAva yA AcaraNa ke mAdhyama se jo saMskAra saMcita kie unheM acche saMskAra ke rUpa meM badalA jA sakatA hai acche bhAva aura acche AcaraNa ke dvArA / yaha saMskAra- parivartana kA siddhAMta apramAda kA siddhAMta hai| isakA vikAsa hone para hI saMskAra - pariSkAra kI saMbhAvanA kI jA sakatI hai / 1 164 1 Aja saMskAra-pariSkAra kI carcA bahuta hai aura yaha bahuta acchI bAta hai jisa dina manuSya meM saMskAra - pariSkAra kA prayatna zlatha hotA hai, vaha dina manuSya ke lie saubhAgya kA dina nahIM hotA, vikAsa kA dina nahIM hotA / pariSkAra kI bhAvanA aura prayatna ye donoM Avazyaka haiM aura ve cala bhI rahe haiN| unakA saMbaMdha paristhiti ke sAtha adhika hai, isalie parivartana ho jAne para bhI pariSkAra nahIM ho rahA hai, isalie parivartana ho jAne para bhI pariSkAra nahIM ho rahA hai, rAjanaitika aura sAmAjika jIvana - praNAliyAM badala jAtI haiM, kintu AntarikatA badale binA

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- 165 saMskAra-pariSkAra ke sUtra pariSkAra ghaTita nahIM hotA / samAja ke kSitija para jo naye-naye vikAsa hue aura AyAma khule, unameM phira se dhuMdhalakA gaharAne lgaa| jaba taka hamArA dRSTikoNa saMtulita nahIM hogA, bhItarI aura bAharI donoM prakAra kI samasyAoM ke prati hama jAgarUka nahIM hoMge, taba taka saMskAra-pariSkAra kI carcA saphalatA ke bindu para nahIM phuNcegii| adhyAtma kI preraNA hai bhItarI jagat meM praveza, sUkSmatara zarIra aura cetanA kA anubhava / vaha anubhava isa samasyA-saMkula, samAja kI sabase bar3I apekSA hai, sabase bar3I sacAI hai| ise svIkRti dekara hI saMskAra-pariSkAra kI dhAraNA ko Age bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai|

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usa saMgha ko praNAma terAMpatha kA artha terAMpatha kA artha hai-Atmotsarga / jo vyakti Atmotsarga karanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha terApaMtha ko nahIM jAna sktaa| jisa vyakti meM Atmotsarga kI kSamatA hotI hai, vyaktigata ahaM aura vyaktigata svArtha ke visarjana kI kSamatA hotI hai, vahI vyakti vAstava meM terApaMtha kA artha samajha sakatA hai| eka videzI lekhaka ne likhA hai-hindustAna kI eka sabase bar3I samasyA hai--vyaktigata svArthavAdI manovRtti / isa samasyA ne sAre rASTra meM bhraSTAcAra ko janma diyA hai| ___ AcArya bhikSu ne terApaMtha kA darzana diyaa| usameM sabase pahalI bAta Atmotsarga kI kahI / samarpaNa aura Atmotsarga kA vikAsa nirantara huA hai, isameM koI sandeha nhiiN| Aja taka kI hamArI paramparA meM bahuta pahale se Atmotsarga aura samarpaNa kI bAta rahI hai, vinamratA aura anuzAsana kI bAta rahI hai| jisa saMgha meM guru ke prati sarvAtmanA samarpaNa hotA hai, usa saMgha kA nAma hai-terApaMtha / sAdhu bananA, pAMca mahAvratoM kA pAlana karanA, pAMca samitiyoM aura tIna guptiyoM kA pAlana karanA anivArya bAta hai| kintu usameM bhI anivArya bAta hai| samarpaNa aura anuzAsana kii| AcArya bhikSu ne socA yadi saMgha meM saMgaThana aura anuzAsana nahIM hogA to mahAvratoM, samitiyoM aura guptiyoM kA pAlana bhI nahIM hogaa| isIlie unhoMne AcAra ke sAtha-sAtha anuzAsana ko bhI bar3A mahatva diyaa| terApaMtha AcAra-pradhAna saMgha hai to sAtha-sAtha anuzAsana-pradhAna saMgha bhI hai| jitanA mUlya isameM AcAra kA hai, utanA hI anuzAsana kA bhI hai / Aja taka kI hamArI paramparA ne isa bAta ko pramANita kiyA hai ki jisa vyakti ne anuzAsana ko bhaMga kiyA, vaha AcAra meM bhI sthira nahIM raha skaa| aisA sambhava hI nahIM lagatA / AcAra aura anuzAsana do AMkhoM kI taraha haiN| eka A~kha phUTa jAtI hai to AdamI kAnA bana jAtA hai| AcAra aura anuzAsana hamAre do hAtha aura do pairoM kI taraha haiN| eka hAtha yA eka paira ke Ta jAne para AdamI ToMTA yA

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usa saMgha ko praNAma 167 lagar3A bana jAtA hai| hama isa bAta kA barAbara mUlyAMkana karate rheN| terApaMtha dharmasaMgha ke parisara meM panapane vAlA, terApaMtha kI AtmA ko samajhane vAlA vyakti isa bAta ko bar3I gaharAI se svIkAra karegA ki anuzAsana kI garimA barAbara banI rhe| Aja mujhe garva hotA hai ki terApaMtha ke hara zrAvaka ko apanI AnuvaMzikatA aura paitRka virAsata ke rUpa meM yaha saMskAra mila jAtA hai / isalie vaha anuzAsana aura saMgaThana ko barAbara mUlya detA calA jA rahA hai / saMgha aura saMghapati ke prati aTUTa AsthA aura samarpaNa terApaMtha kI pragati kA mahattvapUrNa kendra hai / AcAryazrI tulasI ke netRtva meM terApaMtha ne apane maulika siddhAntoM ko yathAvat rakhate hue jisa prakAra nayI-nayI dizAoM kA, naye-naye AyAmoM kA udghATana kiyA hai, phira vaha cAhe sAhitya kA kSetra ho, cintana kA kSetra ho yA adhyAtma kA kSetra ho, pratyeka kSetra meM jo apane paira Age bar3hAe haiM, vaha eka netRtva kA hI supariNAma hai / terApaMtha kI cahumukhI pragati kA AdhAra yahI rahA hai aura rhegaa| saMgha ko praNAma usa bIja kA mUlya hotA hai jo pallavita hokara chAMva de sakatA hai, rasa de sakatA hai / usa jyoti kA mUlya hotA hai jo aMdhakAra ko prakAza meM badalane kI kSamatA rakhatI hai| terApaMtha Aja eka vizAla vRkSa kA rUpa dhAraNa kara sabako sukhada zItala chAMva de rahA hai / terApaMtha Aja eka divya jyoti ke rUpa meM aMdhakAra ko prakAza meM badala rahA hai| nIrasatA meM sarasatA kA aMkuraNa kara rahA hai tathA anAsthA meM AsthA ko jagA rahA hai| atIta kI gAthAeM sunate-sunate kAma bahare ho jAte haiM / usake sAtha hamArA saMbaMdha mAtra pacIsa pratizata hotA hai aura pacIsa pratizata hI saMbaMdha hotA hai hamArA anAgata yA kalpanA se / kintu pacAsa pratizata saMbaMdha hamArA vartamAna se hotA hai / jisake paira vartamAna ke dharAtala para Tikate haiM, sahI arthoM meM vahI apanA mUlya sthApita kara pAtA hai| jisake paira atIta kI ora yA anAgata kI ora calate haiM, usakA mUlya duniyA meM kama hotA hai / AcArya bhikSu kA vicAra, AcAra tathA darzana Aja bhI jIvita hai aura isa duniyA meM jo jIvita hai, jisameM vartamAna meM sAMsa lene kI kSamatA hai, usI kI pUjA hotI hai| ___AcArya bhikSu svayaM vartamAna ko samajhane vAle the| unhoMne vartamAna ko jitanA samajhA bahuta kama loga samajha pAte haiM / vartamAna aura viveka donoM se unhoMne kAma

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168 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi liyaa| jo vyakti kevala granthoM yA zAstroM ke AdhAra para calatA hai, atIta ke AdhAra para calatA hai. usake sAtha vartamAna kA yoga nahIM jur3a pAtA, gaNita phela ho jAtA hai| AcArya bhikSu ne kevala eka pada AcArya' kA rakhA / logoM ne kahA--'mahAvIra ke samaya kI yaha paramparA hai ki saMgha meM sAta pada hote haiN| mahAvIra kI paramparA Apane kaise miTA dI?' AcArya bhikSu ne kahA-'sAtoM padoM ko maiM hI dekha rahA huuN|' jaba rASTrapati zAsana hotA hai to pUrA mantrimaNDala usameM samAhita ho jAtA hai| zAstroM kI paramparA ke anusAra yadi terApaMtha meM sAta pada rakha bhI die jAte taba bhI usakA rUpa nahIM bana pAtA / jo anuzAsana, jo saMgaThana, jo vyavasthA Aja terApaMtha meM hai vaha na kevala bhAratIya samAja meM balki pUre saMsAra ke dhArmika sampradAyoM meM advitIya mAnI jA rahI hai / usake pIche hai AcArya bhikSu kA vartamAna yuga-cetanA ke sAtha tAdAtmya aura vivekapUrNa dRSTi / AcArya bhikSu ne kucha ghoSaNAeM kIM, kucha aise siddhAnta die jo AgamoM meM spaSTa nahIM hai, para unhoMne unako itanA vikasita kiyA ki Aja ve vartamAna ke vicAra bana rahe haiN| terApaMtha kI vicAradhArA sadaiva yuga ke sAtha calI hai aura hamArI mAnyatA rahI hai ki terApaMtha kA AcArya vaha hotA hai jo vartamAna yuga kA pratinidhitva karatA hai| jaba AcArya bhikSu kI jarUrata thI taba AcArya bhikSu janme, jayAcArya kI jarUrata thI to jayAcArya, kAlUgaNI kI jarUrata thI to kAlUgaNI aura AcArya tulasI kI jarUrata huI to AcArya tulasI janme / agara AcArya tulasI Aja se do sau varSa pahale janma lete aura jayAcArya Aja janma lete to yaha viparyaya hotA, kintu jayAcArya kI jarUrata thI do sau varSa pahale jabaki terApaMtha kI vicAradhArA ko gatimAna banAnA thA aura AcArya tulasI kI jarUrata hai Aja jaba yuga-cetanA ke sAtha aNuvrata ke mAdhyama se terApaMtha kI vicAradhArA ko jor3anA thaa| Aja ke yuga kI apekSA hai-zArIrika, mAnasika evaM bhAvAtmaka samasyAoM ke samAdhAna kii| garIbI kI samasyA kA samAdhAna dhArmika maMca se nahIM, apitu kRSi ke vikAsa se hogA; kintu mAnasika samasyA kA samAdhAna bhautika jagat ke pAsa nahIM hai / kisI vaibhava kI sattA meM itanI tAkata nahIM jo isa samasyA kA samAdhAna de sakeM / ekamAtra AdhyAtmika aura dhArmika maMca hI isa samasyA kA samAdhAna de sakate haiM / terApaMtha ne isa samasyA kA samAdhAna prastuta karane kI kSamatA arjita kI hai| apekSA usI se kIjA sakatI hai jisake pAsa zakti ho / svaMya

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usa saMgha ko praNAma 169 zaktihIna dUsaroM kI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM de sakatA / bujhI huI rAkha kabhI prakAza nahIM de sakatI, prajjvalita jyoti hI andhakAra ko prakAza meM badala sakatI hai / terApaMtha ne svayaM zakti arjita kI hai| anuzAsana, saMgaThana, vyavasthA, ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA visarjana, satyaniSThA aura brahmacarya - ye hamArI zakti ke srota haiM / apane aura anuzAsana se zakti sampanna ho usase mAnava jAti apekSA rakhatI hai / terApaMtha ke AcArya tulasI ne una apekSAoM ko 1 pUrA karane kA prayatna kiyA hai- aNuvrata ke mAdhyama se, prekSA- dhyAna ke mAdhyama se, naye vicAra aura sRjanAtmaka dRSTikoNa ke mAdhyama se / Aja taka terApaMtha kI ora se kisI bhI sampradAya ke virodha meM do paMktiyAM bhI nahIM likhI gaI haiN| savA do sau varSoM kA itihAsa isa tathya kA sAkSI hai 1 jisakA itanA sRjanAtmaka aura racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa rahA ho, vaha dene kI kSamatA meM AtA hai / isa mahAna zaktizAlI dAyitva-bodha, yugabodha aura yuga-cetanA ke sAtha calane vAle saMgha ko praNAma /

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mRtyuMjayI AcArya bhikSu maiM praNAma karatA hU~ kaMTAliyA kI usa dharatI ko jisane eka mahAna vyakti ko janma diyaa| maiM praNAma karatA hU~ apanI mAtA sAdhvI bAlUjI ko jinhoMne mujhe AcArya bhikSu ke nAma aura AcArya tulasI ke sAnnidhya se paricaya kraayaa| maiM praNAma karatA hU~ apane guru AcArya tulasI ko jinhoMne mujhe AcArya bhikSu kI AtmA se paricita kraayaa| merI dRSTi meM janma kA koI mUlya nahIM hotaa| mUlya hotA hai mRtyu kaa| AcArya bhikSu ne janma aura mRtyu ko samAna mahattva diyaa| unake jIvana aura mRtyu kI dUrI kevala teraha kilomITara hai| adhika nahIM / unakA janma-sthala hai kaMTAliyA aura nirvANa-sthala hai siriyArI / donoM kI dUrI hai kevala teraha kilomITara / maiM AcArya bhikSu ko janma se vyAkhyAkAra nahIM mAnatA, kintu mRtyu kA mahAn sUtrakAra mAnatA hU~ / unhoMne jIvana bhara mRtyu kI ArAdhanA aura upAsanA kI / vAstava meM janmadina usI kA manAyA jAtA hai jo mRtyu kA upAsaka hotA hai| jo mRtyu kA upAsaka nahIM hotA usakA Aja taka janmadina manAyA bhI nahIM gayA aura manAyA bhI nahIM jaaegaa| ___janma kA sUtra hai mRtyu aura mRtyU kA sUtra hai abhaya / jisa vyakti ne abhaya ko sAdha liyA, usane mRtyu kI kalA ko sIkha liyA / jisane mRtyu kI kalA sIkha lI, usane janma ko saphala banA ddaalaa| eka zabda meM kahU~ to AcArya bhikSu mRtyu ke mahAn upAsaka aura satya ke vyAkhyAkAra the| unakA vyaktitva abhaya se ota-prota thaa| eka nahIM, aneka ghaTanAeM sAkSI haiM isa abhayamudrA kii| unakA pahalA nivAsa-sthala thA zmazAna kI chatariyA~ / ve vahAM rahe / abhaya kA kavaca pahane hue rhe| ullAsa ne unakA sAtha diyA aura ve Age se Age bar3hate ge|

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mRtyuMjayI AcArya bhikSu 171 pahalA cAturmAsa kA sthala thA--aMdherI orii| logoM ne yaha sthAna isalie batAyA ki sAMpa bhI mara jAe aura lAThI bhI na TUTe / ' bhIkhaNajI kelavA gAMva meM A ge| logoM ne socA, nikAleMge to loga burA kheNge| aisA kAma kareM ki binA mAre hI ye mRtyudhAma pahu~ca jaaeN| 'aMdherI orI' kA sthAna aisA thA / jahA~ jo rAta ko rahA vaha savere marA milaa| bhIkhaNajI vahAM rAta meM rahe, para mare nhiiN| jo marakara amara bana jAte haiM, vaha kaise mareM / ve kabhI marate hI nhiiN| mauta kA bhaya unheM nahIM lgaa| logoM ne pahale yakSa kA bhaya, bhUta kA bhaya dikhAyA / para ve abhaya the, kisako bhaya thA bhUta kaa| ____ Aja hama AcArya bhikSu ko eka mahAn tapasvI, mahAn manISI, mahAn dArzanika, mahAn draSTA, mahAn cetanA ke dhanI aura rahasyamayI vyaktitva ke puMja ke rUpa meM jAnate-mAnate haiN| isa citraNa kA zreya hai zrI majjayAcArya ko| ve unake mahAn bhakta aura vyAkhyAkAra the / yadi ve nahIM hote aura hokara bhI atIta kA Akalana nahIM karate aura Akalana karake bhI yadi usakI vyAkhyA nahIM karate, saMgati nahIM biThAte to AcArya bhikSu kA vaha anokhA vyaktitva chipA hI raha jaataa| . ve terApaMtha darzana ke preNatA hI nahIM the, ve hajAroM-hajAroM vyaktiyoM ke iSTa bhI the| unakA nAma 'maMtrarUpa' bana gayA / bhikSu-isa zabda kI saMracanA yA dhvani aisI hai ki yaha maMtravat prabhAvaka haiM / maMtra aura kucha nahIM, zabda-saMyojanA aura dhvani kA hI to camatkAra hai| ___AcArya bhikSu nirantara tUphAnoM kA sAmanA karate rahe, nirantara samasyAeM AtI rahIM, aura ve tUphAnoM ko cIrakara Age bar3hate rahe, samAdhAna dete rahe / tUphAnoM se ghabarAnA unhoMne sIkhA hI nahIM thaa| jisakI niSThA meM tapasyA kA teja hotA hai, satya kA bala hotA hai, vaha saMgharSoM meM kabhI nahIM ghabarAtA / tUphAna Ate haiM, TakarAkara bikhara jAte haiM / saMgharSa kI cinagAriyAM uchalatI haiM, para bujha jAtI haiN| jayAcArya ne bhI saMgharSa aura tUphAnoM kA jindAdilI se sAmanA kiyA aura pratyeka prahAra ko haMsate-haMsate jhelA / AcArya tulasI kA jIvana bhI saMgharSoM meM palA hai, puSTa huA hai aura tejasvI banA hai| ____ tInoM samAna haiM / AcArya bhikSu kA to yaha varadAna hI hai ki isa Asana para Ane vAlA AcArya bhikSu banakara hI baiTha sakatA hai, dUsarA nhiiN| isa Asana para

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172 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi vahI baiTha sakatA hai jo zramazIla, saMgharSazIla aura karmazIla ho| Aja AcArya bhikSu kA janmadina hai / AcArya bhikSu banakara hI AcArya bhikSu kA janmadina manAyA jA sakatA hai| prAcIna AcAryoM ne kahA hai-yadi devatA kI pUjA karanI hai to devatA banakara hI karo / devatA bane binA devatA kI pUjA nahIM kI jA sktii| jo kaSToM se ghabarAtA hai, saMgharSa aura tuphAna se bhayabhIta hotA hai, vicalita hotA hai vaha AcArya bhikSu kA janmadina nahIM manA sktaa|

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mahAn parva saMvatsarI saMvatsarI kA mahAn parva jaina samAja ke lie mahAsnAna kA parva hai| yaha mahAkuMbha snAna hai| yaha aMtaHkaraNa kI vyAdhiyoM aura manokAyika bImAriyoM kI zuddhi ke lie cikitsA-parva hai / aura svAsthya kI surakSA ke lie tathA bhaviSya kI pratibaddhatA ke lie kArya-siddhi kA parva hai| isa prakAra vaha zuddhi kA parva hai, cikitsA kA parva hai aura siddhi kA parva hai| sAmajika saMparkoM meM jIne vAle hara vyakti meM priyatA aura apriyatA kA bhAva na Ae, yaha kama saMbhava hai| priyatA aura apriyatA kA bhAva Ae aura rAgadveSa na ubhare, yaha saMbhava hI nahI hai| rAga-dveSa jAge aura IrSyA kI kAlimA citrapaTa para na jame, yaha asaMbhava bAta hai| vaha kAlimA jame aura vyakti ko zArIrita aura mAnasika dRSTi se na satAye, yaha kabhI ho hI nahIM sktaa| sabhI zArIrika aura mAnasika bImArIyAM vahIM se utpanna hotI haiN| isa parva kA mUlya kevala AdhyAtmika hI nahIM, isakA cikitsAtmaka tathA svAsthAtmaka mUlya bhI hai| yaha jaina tIrthakAroM aura AcAryoM kA mahAn avadAna hai| pratyeka vyakti zArIraka svAsthya, mAnasika svAsthya aura AdhyAtmika svAsthya ko gatizIla rakha sake aura bhaviSya meM Ane vAle avarodhoM ko miTA sake, isalie unhoMne eka dina kA cunAva kiyA aura vaha mahAn parva bana gyaa| yaha saMvatsarI parva siddhi na kareM to vaha cakra barAbara calatA rhegaa| sabase mahattvapUrNa bAta hai pratirodhAtmaka zakti / zarIra meM roga-nirodhaka kSamatA honI cAhie / pratirodhAtmaka zakti se hI roga ke kITANuoM se lar3A jA sakatA hai / yadi vaha nahIM hotI hai to roga kA AkramaNa sahaja ho jAtA hai| kSamA kA artha hai sahiSNutA / jaba sahiSNutA kI zakti kA vikAsa nahIM hotA taba AdamI kSamA karake bhI kSamA kA lAbha nahIM uThA pAtA / bahuta bAra AdamI bhrama ko pAla letA hai, kevala zAbdika sthiti meM calA jAtA hai aura antarbhAva meM sahiSNutA kA kramika vikAsa to ho nahIM pAtA aura use kSamA kA sImAbodha bhI nahIM hotaa|

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174 merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi eka rogI DaoNkTara ke pAsa gyaa| DaoNkTara ne kahA-tuma nazIlI cIjoM se dUra rahA karo / rogI ne bAta mAna lii| vaha aba lambI nalI meM sIgareTa DAlakara pIne lgaa| eka phuTa lambI nalI ko dekhakara eka vayakti ne pUchA-sigareTa pIne kA yaha kyA tarIkA hai| usane kahA-nazIlI cIjoM se dUra rahane kI salAha DaoNkTara ne dI hai, isalie maiM tambAkU se dUra rahatA hU~, najadIka nahI jaataa| ___ bIca meM eka phuTa lambI nalI hai to vaha tambAkU se eka hAtha dUra hai| kintu isa dUrI kA artha kucha bhI nahIM hotA. hamAre zabdoM kI nalI bhI bahuta lambI hai / hama bacane kA bahuta prayatna karate haiM, kintu jaba taka bhUla kA zodhana nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka kaThinAiyA~ bar3hatI calI jAtI haiM, kama nahIM hotii| yaha parva vismRti kA parva hai / vismRti bahuta bar3A varadAna hai / smRti jitanA bar3A varadAna hai, utanA hI bar3A varadAna hai vismRti| yaha parva manovaijJAnika parva hai / isakI eka pUrI zrRMkhalA hai / priyatA-apriyatA kA maile jame to use pandraha dina se snAna kara sApha kara le / yaha hai pAkSika snAna / usase bhI yadi jJAta ho jAe ki pUrNa zuddhi nahIM huI hai to cAturmAsika snAna kreN| usase bhI kaluSatA na miTe to dUsarI bAra phira cAturmAsika snAna kare, tIsarI bAra cAturmAsika snAna kare / isase bhI yaha anubhara ho ki pUrI zuddhi nahIM huI hai to phira vArSika mahAsnAna kare / jisakI isa vArSika mahAsnAna se bhI zuddhi nahIM hotI taba mAna lenA cAhie ki roga asAdhya hai / vaha na samyakdRSTi hai, na zrAvaka hai aura na sAdhu hai, kucha bhI nhiiN| yaha parva cikitsA kA eka mahAn sUtra hai aura siddhi kA bhI eka mahAn sUtra terApaMtha dharmasaMgha sahiSNutA kA dharmasaMgha hai| sakA pUrA itihAsa sahiSNutA kI ghaTanAoM se bharA par3A hai| AcArya bhikSu mahA kSamAzIla the| maiM socatA thA AcAryazrI jaba isa dina para sabase kSamAyAcanA karate haiM taba itane bhAva-vibhora kaise ho jAte haiM ? kahAM se sIkhA inhoMne ? kintu jaba AcArya bhikSu ko par3hA to mujhe lagA ki AcArya tulasI koI nayA kAma nahI kara rahe haiM / paramparA ka hI pAlana kara rahe haiM, apane AcAryatva ko hI nibhA rahe haiM, jisa Asana para AsIna haiM, usakI vidhi kA anusaraNa kara rahe haiM / AcArya bhikSu ne apane jIvana ke aMtima kSaNoM meM eka-eka sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko yAda kara kSamAyAcanA kI

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mahAn parva saMvatsarI 175 thI / usa samaya unakI RjutA sAkAra ho uThI thI / isa prakriyA se unhoMne apanI zuddhi kara eka Adarza upasthita kiyA thA / vaha mAnadaMDa bana gayA aura AcAryazrI vaisA hI kara rahe haiM / sahanazIlatA aura kSamA hamAre saMgha kA jIvAtu hai / vaha hamArI paramparA hai / usa paramparA se maiM bhI jur3A huA huuN| mujhe bhI AcAryavara ne usI zrRMkhalA meM jor3a diyA hai / yadyapi maiM sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke sIdhe saMparka meM abhI kama hU~ / sArA bhAra AcAryazrI para hai| AcAryapravara apanA bhI kArya karate haiM aura merA bhI kArya karate haiN| mujhe unhoMne bilakula mukta rakhA hai| phira bhI kucha-kucha saMparka rahatA hai / priyatA-apriyatA ke bhAva A sakate haiM, Ate haiM, Aye haiN| maiM apanI zuddhi ke lie, apanI cikitsA ke lie aura siddhi ke lie sabase kSamAprArthI hU~ aura sabako kSamA detA huuN| maiM satata yaha kAmanA karatA hU~ ki mere meM zuddhi, cikitsA aura siddhi kA bhAva pratidina vRddhigata hotA rahe aura RjutA sadA jAgRta rahe /

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AcArya mahAprajJa kI pramukha kRtiyAM *mana ke jIte jIta .AbhA maNDala .kisane kahA mana caMcala hai .jaina yoga *cetanA kA UrjArohaNa .ekalA calo re * merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi * apane ghara meM *eso paMca NamokkAro * maiM hUM apane bhAgya kA nirmAtA * samasyA ko dekhanA sIkheM nayA mAnava : nayA vizva * bhikSu vicAra darzana * aham * maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti samaya ke hastAkSara * AmaMtraNa Arogya ko * mahAvIra kI sAdhanA kA rahasya *ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale * ahiMsA tatva darzana * ahiMsA aura zAnti karmavAda .saMbhava hai samAdhAna * manana aura mUlyAMkana * jaina darzana aura anekAnta zakti kI sAdhanA dharma ke satra * jaina darzana : manana aura mImAMsA Adi-Adi Only Mainarsery.org

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