Book Title: Ansh Vachnano Sara Dvadashangino 1
Author(s): Chandraguptasuri
Publisher: Anekant Prakashan Jain Religious
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/001159/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMza vAcanAno sAra dvAdalAkzIno, vayanApradAtA. pa.pU.A.zI.vi. candraguptasUrIzvarajI ma. prakAzaka zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rilIjiyasa TrasTa Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMza vAcanAno sAra dvAdazAgIno : vAcanA-pradAtA : pU paramazAsanaprabhAvaka pUjyapAda sva.A.bha. zrI.vi. rAmacaMdrasUma.sA. nA pAlaMkAra sva. A.bha. zrI vi. mukticaMdrasUma.sA. nA ziSyaratna pU.A.bha.zrI.vi. amastumasUma.sA. nA ziSyaratna pU.A.bha.zrI.vi. candragumasUma. prakAzaka : zrI anekAnta prakAzana jaina rilIjIyasa TrasTa Arthika sahakAra eka sagRhastha Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMzavAcanAno sAra dvAdazAGgIno vi.saM. 2061 poSa vada 1 * prAptisthAna AvRtti : dvitIya zA. sUryakAMta caturalAla mu.po. murabADa (ji. ThANe) 421 401 I mukuMdabhAi Ara. zAha dharatI TekSaTAilsa 70, vRMdAvana zopiMga seMTara, pAnakora nAkA, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda-380001. nakala-1000 - vijayakara kAMtilAla jhaverI premavardhaka phaleTsa navA vikAsa gRha mArga, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7 - pramodabhAi choTAlAla zAha 102, vorA AziSa, paM. solIsITara roDa, malADa (isTa), muMbai - 400 097. M // jatInabhAi hemacaMda zAha 'komala' kabUtarakhAnAnI sAme, chAparIyAzerI, mahIdhara purA, surata-395003. phoTo kaMpojhiMga bhavya grAphIksa 20/22, sI.pI. Tenka roDa, 3je mALe, muMbai - 400 004. phona : 2389 5045 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMza vAcanAno sAra dvAdazAphagIno phA. su. 3, vi.saM. 2056 navasArI, 2.i. ArAdhanA bhavana eyassa u liMgAI, sayalA maggANusAriNI kiriyAM / saddhA pavarA dhamme, paNNavaNijattamujubhAvA // 78 // kiriyAsu appamAo, AraMbho sakkaNijaNuTThANe / guruo guNAnurAo, guruANArAhaNaM paramaM // 79 // , mokSamArgane anusaranArI sakala sAdhukiyA, sarvaviratidharmamAM uttamakoTinI zraddhA, kuTilatArahitapaNe prajJApanIyatA, kriyAomAM apramAda, zakya anuSThAnano AraMbha, mahAna guNAnurAga ane sarva guNomAM pradhAna evI gurvAzAnI ArAdhanA : A bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo che. (zrI dharmaratnaprakaraNa) anantopakArI zrI arihantaparamAtmAnA paramatAraka zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA zAstrakAra paramarSi vAdivetAla AcAryabhagavanta zrI zAntisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe A "dharmaratnaprakaraNa' nAmanA granthanI racanA traNa vibhAgamAM karI che. pahelA vibhAgamAM dharmarUpI ratnane pAmavAnI yogyatAne jaNAvanArA ekavIsa guNonuM varNana karyuM che. bIjA vibhAgamAM sAdhudharmanI paribhAvanA karanAra bhAvazrAvakanAM sattara liMgo jaNAvyAM che ane trIjA vibhAgamAM Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAritradharmane pAmavAnI yogyatAne jaNAvanArAM athavA to sAdhudharma pAmelA kevA hoya te jaNAvanArAM bhAvasAdhunAM sAta liMgo jaNAvyAM che. A grantharatnanI eka viziSTa zailI che ke je viSayanA nirUpaNanI zarUAta karI hoya e viSayanI spaSTatA tyAM ne tyAM ja prApta thAya; te mATe TIkAgranthanI vizeSa apekSA na rahe. AvA granthonI prApti khUba ja ochI thatI hoya che. Aje vIsa viharamAna tIrthaMkarabhagavantonA paramatAraka dIkSAkalyANakano divasa che. AjanA prasaMgane anurUpa ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgono vicAra karI levo che. Aja sudhImAM je koi tIrthaMkara thayA te saMsArano tyAga karI sAdhu thaine pachI ja tIrthaMkara thayA che. sAmAnya siddhabhagavanta dIkSA lIdhA vinA thai zake paNa tIrthaMkaranA AtmAo samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI eka vAra to arthAt chevaTamAM chevaTa chellA bhavamAM to avazya dIkSA grahaNa kare ja che. A avasarpiNIkALamAM zrI mahAvIraparamAtmA sADA bAra varasanA dIkSAparyAyanA aMte kevaLajJAna pAmyA. pahelA zrI RSabhadevasvAmI bhagavAnanA paNa coryAzI lAkha pUrvanA AyuSyamAMthI eka lAkha pUrvano kALa to dIkSAmAM ja pasAra thayo hato. je dIkSAnA yoge vItarAgaparamAtmA vItarAgaparamAtmA bane che, tIrthaMkara bane che, samasta jagatane vItarAgatAno mArga batAvanArA bane che- te dIkSAkalyANakano Aje divasa che. koi paNa rIte phaLanI sAthe visaMvAda na Ave evA prakAranA cAritrane pALIne kevaLajJAna Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAmIne bhagavAne A bhavanistAraka tIrthanI sthApanA karI. je sarvaviratinA yoge bhagavAna bhagavAna thayA ane mokSe gayA e sarvaviratidharmanI upekSA karyuM nahi cAle. je mokSe pahoMcADe te ja sarvaviratipaNAno dharma che, te ja rIte je dharma sarvaviratidharmamAM pariNAma pAme te ja gRhasthapaNAno dharma che. jene mokSe javAnI icchA thAya tene te ja kSaNe cAritranI icchA thavAnI, kAraNa ke mokSe javA mATe cAritra lIdhA vinA nahi cAle - e tene barAbara samajAI gayuM hoya che. jene mokSe javA mATe cAritra levuM hoya tenA mATe ja tIrthaMkarabhagavanto upakArI che. Aje mokSanI icchA hovA chatAM cAritranI IcchA na hoya evA ja moTA bhAganA dharma karanArA maLe. "mokSa mATe ja dharma karavo joIe' evuM yAda rAkhanArane paNa mokSa mATe cAritra levuM paDaze" e vastu magajamAMthI nIkaLI gaI lAge che. Aje cAritradharma visarAI javAnA kAraNe gRhasthapaNAnA dharmamAM koI mAla rahyo nathI. e ja rIte bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM sAdhupaNuM vIsarAI javAnA kAraNe vartamAnanA sAdhupaNAmAM paNa lagabhaga bhalIvAra lAgato nathI. vartamAnamAM ApaNe je sAdhupaNuM pALIe chIe ane bhagavAne je rIte sAdhupaNuM pALavAnuM kahyuM che e be vacce je aMtara che - te samajI levA mATe ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo jovAM che. e ja rIte tamAre paNa kevA prakAranA sAdhupaNA mATe prayatna karavAno che ane e mATe keTaluM aMtara kApavuM paDaze teno khyAla Ave te mATe A Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ liMgonuM svarUpa samajI levuM jarUrI che. bhagavAne bhAkhelA sarvaviratidharmanI A eka vizeSatA che ke covIsa kalAkamAM pApa eke ya karavAnuM nahi ane pApanuM phaLa eTale ke du:kha bhogavyA vagara rahevAnuM nahi. pApanuM phaLa bhogavyA vagara ane pApa choDyA vagara mukRti nahi maLe. pApanuM phaLa bhogavI levAnuM ane pApathI dUra rahevAnuM : AvuM jIvana to bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ja jovA maLe. zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke vartamAnanA pApanuM saMvaraNa kare ane bhUtakALanAM pAponA phaLane bhogavyA kare te bhagavAnanA sAdhu. bhagavAnanA sAdhu kevA hoya te A eka vAkyamAM samajAi jAya evuM che. sa0 sAdhubhagavanto pApane bhogave - e kai rIte ? sAdhubhagavanto bAvIsa pariSahone sahenArA hoya che. ane zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sAdhupaNAmAM parisaho pApanA udayathI Ave che, paraMtu e pApano udaya pApanI nirjarAne karAvanAro hoya che. sAdhubhagavanta pApathI dUra rahetA hovAthI navAM (pApa) karma bAMdhatA nathI ane bhUtakALanA pApanA Lane-du:khane-samAdhithI bhogavI letA hovAthI sarvathA pAparahita banI jAya che. pApanuM phaLa bhogavavAnuM kAma to tamAre paNa karavuM ja paDe che, parantu pApane choDavAnuM tamAre zakya nathI banatuM jyAre sAdhubhagavantone e zakya bane che. AthI ja sAdhubhagavanto pAparahita banI zake che. sa0 mokSArthI zrAvako pApa kema na choDI zake ? Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mokSArthI gaNAtA zrAvakane paNa saMsAranA sukhanuM arthIpaNuM jayAM sudhI paDyuM che tyAM sudhI e pApane choDI nahi zake. jyAM sudhI saMsAranuM athANuM paDyuM che tyAM sudhI mokSanuM arthapaNuM kaI rIte manAya ? mokSano atha saMsArano arthI na hoya. ane jenuM saMsAranuM arthapaNuM nAza pAmyuM hoya te pApa choDyA vagara na rahe. pApanuM phaLa to sAdhupaNAmAM ya bhogavavAnuM che ane gRhasthapaNAmAM ca bhogavavAnuM che. chatAM ya gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelAne duHkha bhogavavA sAthe thoDughaNuM sukha maLaze-evI AzA paDelI che. A sukhanI lAlasA ja pApano sarvathA tyAga karatAM roke che. tamArAmAM je mokSanuM athANuM jAgyuM hoya to, 'saMsAranuM athANuM nAza pAmyuM che ke nahi ATalo prazna jAtane pUchI levAno. Aje ApaNe to e samajI levuM che ke pApanuM phaLa bhogavavA chatAM pApano sarvathA tyAga karavAnI vRtti vinA sAdhupaNuM jema AvatuM nathI, tema pApano sarvathA tyAga karIne sAdhupaNAmAM AvelA paNa pApanuM phaLa bhogavavA kAyara bane to sAdhupaNuM pALI nahi zake. pApa choDyA pachI paNa dukha bhogavavA taiyAra na thAya te pharI pApa karyA vagara nahi rahevAnA. je pApanuM phaLa bhogave tene pApa karavAnI jarUra nathI rahetI ane jene pApanuM phaLa bhogavavuM nathI tene pApa ryA vagara chUTako nathI - A jene samajAya tene bhAvasAdhunAM A liMgo samajatAM vAra nahi lAge. jene pApa choDavAnuM phAve paNa pApanuM phaLa bhogavavAnuM na phAve te sAdhutAmAM bAMdhachoDa karyA vagara Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi rahe. bhagavAnanuM sAdhupaNuM du:kha bhogavyA vagara pALI zakAvAnuM nathI. duHkha to ApaNA bhagavAne paNa kyAM nathI veThyuM ? ApaNA bhagavAne pApa eke ya karyuM nahi ane eka paNa pApanuM phaLa bhogavavAnuM bAkI rAkhyuM nahi. azAtA bAMdhavAnI nahi ane azAtA bhogavyA vagara rahevAnuM nahi - e jevI-tevI vAta nathI. jemAM nirjarAno yoga thAya evo pApano udaya sAro, parantu jemAM pApano yoga thAya evo puNyodaya nathI joito. devalokamAM navamA traiveyakamAM puNyodaya che e bolavA pahelAM tyAM aDhAreya pApano yoga paNa hoya che - e yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che. - sa0 anuttaravAsI devo to vItarAgaprAyaH kahyA ne ? puNyano udaya che mATe vItarAgaprAya: kahyA ke puNyodayanI AdhInatA nathI mATe ? rAgano yoga - aviratino yoga to temane paNa che. rAga gayo mATe vItarAgaprAya: nathI kahyA, rAgane AdhIna thatA nathI mATe vItarAgakalpa kahyA. bAkI aviratinA pApano yoga to temane paNa che. aviratinA udayamAM paNa AdhInatA nathI, mATe zAstrakAroe temanAM vakhANa karyAM che, pApamukta banI gayA che, mATe vakhANa karyAM che - evuM nathI. temanI avasthA ja evI che ke aviratijanya koi pApa karavAno avasara temane Avato nathI chatAM bhava ja evo che ke aviratipratyayika baMdha paDyA vagara rahe nahi. covIsa kalAka aviratinuM koi kArya na dekhAya ane viratinI pravRtti - svAdhyAya- satata cAlu : aviratinA uddayamAM AvI siddhi - Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hastagata karavI - e nAnIsUnI vAta nathI, chatAM ya eka vAta nakkI che ke aviratipratyayika pApano yoga TaLyo nathI. puNyodayanI game teTalI parAkASThA hoya paNa pApano yoga jo cAlu hoya to tenI kiMmata zI? sa0 tyAMthI paDavAnA to nahi - e nakkI ne ? paDelA ja che-e kema nathI jotA ? aviratipratyayika karmabaMdha TALI cha-sAtame utkaTa ArAdhanA karanArA cothe guNaThANe AvIne pharI aviratipratyayika baMdha cAlu kare e patana nahi ? mAtra sAta lavanuM AyuSya adhika maLata athavA eka chaThTha jeTalo tapa adhika hota to vaLajJAna pAmI mokSe pahoMcI jAya-evA prakAranI siddhinA Are pahoMcelAne cothA guNaThANe bhAre lAMbo kALa pasAra karavo paDe, tenI pIDA-tenI vedanA kevI hoya e to e jANe ne jJAnI jANe. puNyanA yoge saMsAranuM anuttarakoTinuM sukha maLyuM hovA chatAM e sukhane bhulAvI de evI aviratinI pIDA temane hoya che. kAraNa ke temanI najara puNyathI maLatA sukha upara nahi, karmakSayathI maLatA mokSa upara hoya che. puNya uparathI najara nahi khase ane nirjarA tathA mokSa upara najara sthira nahi thAya tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanuM zAsana ane e zAsanane pAmelAonI avasthA samajI zakAya - e zakya nathI. tamane saMsAranuM sukha eTaluM game che ke tamArI najara puNyanuM phaLa bhogavanAra upara tarata pahoMcI gai, parantu pApanuM phaLa bhogavanAra sAdhubhagavanta tamane yAda na AvyA. sAdhupaNAmAM puNyano udaya 7 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhale bhogavavA na maLe, parantu pApano yoga temane hoto nathI. pApanuM phaLa bhogave chatAM pApano yoga thAca nahi? enuM nAma sAdhupaNuM. sa0 sAdhupaNuM maLe - e puNyanuM phaLa nahi ? sAdhupaNuM e puNyanuM nahi, cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamanuM phaLa che. sAdhupaNuM lai zakAya evI manuSyajanmAdi sAmagrI, saruno yoga... e badhuM puNyathI maLe enI nA nahi, paNa sAdhupaNuM puNyanA udayathI nahi, cAritramohanIyarmanA kSayopazamabhAvanA yoge maLe che. cAritrano pariNAma cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamathI pragaTe ane cAritramAM je bAvIsa pariSaho Ave te puNyAnubaMdhI pApanA yoge Ave che. puNyanuM phaLa to sAdhu bhogave nahi. zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke sAdhupaNAmAM je pariSaha veThavAnA kahyA che, e pariSaha Ave pApanA udaye ane e pApano udaya bhogavatAM kadAca baMdhAya to ya puNya ja baMdhAya mATe puNyAnubaMdhI pApanA udaye, layopazamabhAvanA yoge sAdhupaNuM maLe che. duniyAno koI paNa jAtano puNyodaya AkarSe nahi ane bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara koTino paNa pApodaya akaLAve nahi: e pratApa A cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamabhAvano che. sukhanuM arthapaNuM nAza pAme pachI cAritramohanIyanA kSayopazamano khapa paDaze. sa, sArA zrAvane toDagale ne pagale puSyanI jarUra paDe ne ? sArA zrAvakane kyA puNyanI jarUra paDe, saMsAranuM sukha Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApanAra ke dharmanI sAmagrI apAvanAra ? saMsAranuM sukha paNa puNyathI maLe che ane manuSyapaNuM, jaina kuLamAM janma, sadguruno yoga, suguru pAse jinavANInuM zravaNa A badhuM paNa puNyathI maLe che. tamAre kayA puNyanI jarUra che ? jo dharmasAmagrI apAvanAra puNyanI jarUra paDe to enI nA nathI. parantu e puchyuM to tamane maLI gayuM che, have kayuM puNya bAkI che ? saMsAramAM sukhI karanAra puNyano ja khapa che ne ? puNyane upAdeya mAnavA pAchaLa tamArI dAnata kai che e amane barAbara samajAya che. zAstranI vAtanA nAme potAno svArtha poSavo - e sArA zrAvakanuM lakSaNa nathI. sArA zrAvane saMsAramAM rahevA mATe puNyanI jarUra paDe ke saMsAramAMthI bhAgI chUTavA mATe puNyanI jarUra paDe ? jene saMsAramAM rahevuM game tene zrAvaka kahevAya ? tame tamArI jAtane suzrAvaka mAno cho to tamane saMsAramAM rahevAnuM mana che ke saMsArathI bhAgI chUTavAnuM ? amArA jevA tamane suzrAvaka kahe te to tamane gamI jAya, kAraNa ke suzrAvaka thavAmAM kAMi jokhama nathI, kAMi choDavuM paDatuM nathI. parantu jo ame tamane dAnezvarI kahIe to te game ? nahi ne ? dAnezvarI thavAmAM to dhana choDavuM paDe ne ? joke suzrAvaka thavAmAM kAMi choDavuM paDatuM nathI e mAnyatA bhUla-bharelI che. dAnezvarI thavAmAM to mAtra dhana choDavuM paDe che jyAre suzrAvaka thavA mATe to dhananuM mamatva mAravuM paDaze ane cAritrano rAga keLavavo paDaze. dhana choDavuM saheluM che, dhananuM mamatva mAravuM saheluM nathI. jyAre virati mATe rovA 9 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ besazo tyAre suzrAvakapaNuM Avaze. je divase; avirati na tUTe, sukha na chUTe ane duHkha na bhogavAya tenuM rudana karatAM AvaDaze te divase suzrAvakapaNuM Avaze. dharmanI sAmagrI puNyathI maLe - enI nA nahi, paNa dharma pAmavA mATe eTalA puNyamAtrathI nistAra nahi thAya. maLelI sAmagrIne saphaLa karavA mATe kSayopazamabhAvanI jarUra che. dharmasAmagrI maLe puNyathI, paNa phle kSayopazamabhAvanA yoge. tamane dharmasAmagrI apAvanAra puNya game ke dhana ApanAra ? dhana ApanAra puNya hoya to dharmAtmA teno upayoga karI le - e judI vastu, paraMtu e puNya na hoya to dharma aTakI nahi paDe. jyAre dharmanI sAmagrI apAvanAra puNyodayamAM paNa jo sukha uparathI najara nahi khase to dharma ArAdhI nahi zakAya. puNiyA zrAvaka suzrAvaka hatA ne ? temanI pAse bhoganuM puNya keTaluM hatuM ? chatAM ya temanI pAse dharmasAmagrI apAvanAra puNya ane tene saphaLa karanAra kSayopazamabhAva hato to dharmanI ArAdhanA evI karI ke khuda bhagavAne paNa temanA sAmAyikane vakhANyuM. sukha meLavavAmAM ke sukha bhogavavAmAM dharma nathI, sukha choDavAmAM dharma che. jene sukha meLavavuM hoya ke sukha bhogavavuM hoya tene puNyodyanI jarUra paDe. jene sukha choDavAno abhyAsa pADavo hoya tene puNyodayanI jarUra nathI, puNyanA udaya uparathI najara khaseDavAnI jarUra che. puNyodaya TALatAM AvaDe te dharma karI zake, bIjAnuM kAma nathI. dhana meLavavA mATe puNya joIe Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke dAna ApavA? khAvA mATe puNyanI jarUra paDe ke tapa karavA mATe ? maLeluM puNya, maLelI anukULatA choDavAnI taiyArI Ave tyAre dharma karavAnI lAyakAta Ave. puNyanuM phaLa choDIne pApanuM phaLa bhogavavA mATe taiyAra thAya tyAre bhAvasAdhutA Ave. pApanuM phaLa bhogave te bhAvasAdhu, pApanuM phaLa dUra kare, bIjAne Ape te bhAvasAdhu nahi. sa0 sAdhumAM ane bhAvasAdhumAM zuM pharaka che-e nathI samajAtuM! vepArImAM ane bhAvapArImAM zuM pharaka che - e to samajAya che ne ? bolIne pharI jAya te vepArI kharo, paNa bhAva vepArI nahi. boleluM pALe te bhAva vepArI, mAla badalI nAkhe te bhAva vepArI nahi e ja rIte ahIM samajI levAnuM. pApa choDavAnI, sukha nahi bhogavavAnI ane du:kha veThI levAnI pratijJA ryA pachI e pratijJAne pALe te bhAvasAdhu. pApa choDyA pachI pApanuM phaLa na bhogave ane sukha bhogave te bhAvasAdhu nahi. tamane dhanano khapa che eTale tyAM badhuM tapAsatAM AvaDe che. dharmano khapa ja na hoya to sAdhu oLakhatAM kyAMthI AvaDe ? Aje to tame dharmazALA baMdhAvanArane paNa bhAvasAdhu mAnavA taiyAra cho ne ? zAstramAM to kahyuM che ke - sAdhuone mATe gRhastha banAvela upAzraya paNa sAdhuone na kalpe. . amAre amArA mATe to upAzraya na baMdhAvAya parantu gRhastha amArA mATe banAvela upAzrayamAM paNa amArAthI na rahevAya; to sAdhu, gRhastha mATe dharmazALA baMdhAvI zake che ane baMdhAve to te bhAvasAdhu kahevAya ? derAsara ke upAzraya baMdhAvavAno paNa jo sAdhune niSedha Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya to dharmazALA kevI rIte baMdhAvI zakAya ? sa0 derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAM - e zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM kArya nahi ? sAdhu mATe nahi. derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAM e sAdhunuM kArya che ke gRhasthanuM kartavya che ? A kArya paNa zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM aMga kyAre bane ? mAtra derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAM e zAsanaprabhAvanA nathI. zati mujaba zAsananI ArAdhanA kare ane dareka jIvanA haiyAmAM e zAsana vasI jAya evo mArgAnusArI prayatna kare tenuM nAma zAsananI prabhAvanA. zAsana eTale bhagavAnanuM vacana. e vacananI ArAdhanA jemAM samAyelI hoya, e vacanano virodha jemAM na Avato hoya ane jenA kAraNe bhagavAnanuM vacana bIjA jIvonA haiyAmAM paNa pahoMce evA prakAranuM anuSThAna zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM aMga bane. bhagavAne sAdhubhagavantane derAsaraupAzraya-dharmazALA baMdhAvavAno niSedha karyo che. AvuM niSiddha anuSThAna, te paNa potAnI nAmanA vagerenA AzayathI karavAmAM Ave to te zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM aMga na bane. derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAnuM kAma to gRhasthanuM che. e paNa kayA gRhasthanuM ? je cAritra grahaNa karI zakato na hoya tevAnuM. saMprati mahArAje ghaNAM derAsaro baMdhAvyAM, jIrNoddhAra paNa karAvyA, paNa te kyAre ? sauthI pahelAM to AryasuhastisUrijI ma. pAse potAnA AtmAnA uddhAra mATe dIkSAnI mAMgaNI karI. AcAryabhagavanta jJAnI hatA. jJAnathI joyuM A 12 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke cAritrano yoga nathI AvI zrAvapaNAno upadeza Apyo. A bhavamAM cAritrano yoga nathI - ema jANI saMprati mahArAjA besI na rahyA. e cAritramohanIyane toDavA mATe zrAvapaNAno dharma ArAdhI AvAM zAsanaprabhAvanAnAM kAryo kya, AryasuhastisUrijIe ATalAM jinamaMdiro baMdhAvyAM evo ullekha zAstramAM kyAMya Ave che ? ke saMprati mahArAje ATalA jinaprAsAda banAvyA - evuM Ave che ? AryasuhastisUri mahArAjanA upadezane pAmIne saMprati mahArAje prabhAvanA karI - evuM Ave ane sAdhubhagavantanI maryAdA paNa ATalI ja che. zrAvakone potAnA kartavyanuM bhAna thAya e rIte mArganuM jJAna karAvavuM-e ja sAdhubhagavantanI maryAdA. tamane paNa sAdhubhagavantano khapa eTalA ja mATe che ne ? tamane paisA bhegA karavA mATe sAdhunI jarUra paDe ke zAstrAnusArI mArgadarzana meLavavA mATe sAdhunI jarUra paDe ? tamane mArgadarzana ApanAra - upadeza ApanAra guru game ke paisA bhegA karI ApanAra guru game ? tamAre mArganuM darzana karavuM che ke dhananuM darzana karavuM che ? kumArapALa mahArAjAe hemacandrasUri mahArAjA pAse dhana meLavavAno upAya mAgyo na hato, mArga mAgyo hato. teozrIe hemacandrasUri mahArAjane kahyuM hatuM ke "Apa kaho ne huM na karuM e doSa mAro, paraMtu mArA jIvanamAM Ape nahi kahevAthI kAMI paNa karaNIya karavAnuM bAkI rahI jaze to e doSa Apane mAthe." AvuM kyAre kahI zakyA haze ? hemacandrasUri mahArAjanA mArgadarzana mujaba eka paNa Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anuSThAna karavAnuM temaNe bAkI rAkhyuM na hatuM, tyAre paisA potAnA kharce, bhoga pote Ape, anuSThAna pote kare ane mArgadarzana AcAryabhagavantanuM le te zAsana prabhAvanA karI zake. enA badale Aje UMdhuM thaI gayuM che. anuSThAna sAdhubhagavanta karAve paisA sAdhubhagavanta bhegA karI Ape ane anuSThAna karatI vakhate salAhasUcana gRhasthanAM levAmAM Ave : A zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM kArya nathI, jAtaprabhAvanAnuM kArya che. tamArI pAse zakti na hoya to paisA bhegA karI derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAnI jarUra nathI. derAsara zakti hoya to baMdhAvavAnuM che, zati mujabanuM anuSThAna paNa karavAnuM to AjJA mujaba ja che. tamAre tyAM lagabhaga UMdhuM che. derAsara baMdhAvavA vagere svarUpa anuSThAno zakti uparAMta karavAM che, ane dharma IcchA mujaba karavo che. bhavyAtibhavya derAsara baMdhAvavAno vicAra Ave paNa bhAva bhavyAtibhavya lAvavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. zrI SoDazakagraMthamAM zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAje jaNAvyuM che ke tevA prakAranI sAmagrInA abhAvamAM mAtra lIMpaNa karelI bhUmimAM paNa zuddha bhAvathI karelI pratiSThA zubha bhAvanuM kAraNa bane che. UMcAmAM UMcI sAmagrIthI derAsara banAve ane nAmanA meLavavAno bhAva hoya to phaLa nahi maLe. lIMpaNanuM maMdira banAve ane bhAva bhavathI taravAno hoya to phaLa maLyA vinA nahi rahe. bhavathI taravAnA bhAva vinA zrAvakapaNuM na Ave ane AjJApAlananA bhAva vinA sAdhupaNuM na Ave. je divase bhavathI taravAno bhAva jAgaze te divase dravyasAdhu S Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane bhAvasAdhuno bheda jaNAyA vagara nahi rahe. pApa karavAnI pravRtti kadAca choDe parantu pApanuM phaLa bhogavavAnI to vAta ja na kare, jeTaluM sukha khaMkherAya eTaluM khaMkherI le ane duHkha bIjAne ApavA taiyAra thaI jAya, AjJApAlananA bhAvamAM jIvavAnA badale mAtra veSamAM jIve..te badhA dravyasAdhu. AvA dravyasAdhuno bheTo ApaNane thaI jAya to ApaNe bhavamAM DUbI jaIe. AthI ja ApaNe bhAvasAdhune oLakhavA mATe ane krame karI bhAvasAdhupaNuM pAmavA mATe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo samajI levAM che. 1. mArgAnusArI kiyA? temAM sauthI paheluM liMga che-mArgAnusArI sakala kriyA. sAdhupaNAnI koI paNa kriyA mokSamArgane anusaranArI hoya - e bhAvasAdhunuM paheluM liMga che. mArga kone kahevAya ? mukhyatve samitiyAnAvATa sa mAI - ISTa sthAne javA mATe jenI zodha karavAmAM Ave tenuM nAma mArga. vivakSita sthAne pahoMcavA mATe je zodhano viSaya bane te mArga. jene upara javuM hoya te 'dAdaro kyAM che?' ema pUche ne ? jene ISTa sthAne javuM hoya te pUche ke kyAMthI javAya ?' tamAre paNa mokSamAM javuM che ne ? tame kadI koI sAdhubhagavantane pUchyuM ke, "bhagavan! mokSe kyAMthI javAya ?' tame sAdhune zuM pUcho ? "saMsAranuM sukha kaI rIte maLe, duHkha kaI rIte TaLe e pUcho ke mokSa kaI rIte maLe e pUcho ? pahelAM ISTa kyuM che e nakkI thAya, pachI eno mArga kayo eno vicAra karAya. zAstrakAro ? Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to pharamAve che ke ISTa (IcchavAyogya) ekamAtra mokSa che ane jJAna, darzana, cAritra eno mArga che. tamAre jo mokSe javuM haze to te mATe A mArga apanAvavo paDaze. - sa0 ame sAdhupaNAnA bAvIsa pariSahothI gabharAIe chIe. nA bhAI nA. du:kha veThavuM paDaze eno Dara nathI, thoDuMghaNuM paNa je sukha maLyuM che te jatuM raheze - evo bhaya satAve che mATe sAdhupaNuM levAno vicAra nathI Avato. bAkI duHkho to amArA karatAM tame kaMIka-gaNAM veTho cho. sava kALI majUrI karIe chIe. - e paNa kevI rIte ? na UMgha juo, na khAnapAna juo. amArAM sAdhusAdhvIe to tamArI pAse zIkhavAnI jarUra che. tame ghana mATe jeTaluM kaSTa veTho cho eTaluM kaSTa jo sAdhusAdhvI jJAna, darzana, cAritra mATe veThe te mokSe pahoMcyA vagara na rahe. bhAvasAdhupaNuM lAvavA mATe samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakSyAritrane AMkha sAme rAkhIne jIvavuM paDaze. samyajJAnadarzanacAritrarUpa mArgane anusaranArI kriyAo karavAthI bhAvasAdhutA Ave che. mAtra sAdhupaNAnI kriyA karye jAya, bhaNatAgaNatA paNa dekhAya ane dareka kriyAmAM potAnI IcchAnuM pratibiMba paDyA kare te bhAvasAdhutAnuM lakSaNa nathI. bhagavAnanuM vacana jANe chatAM potAnI IcchA mujaba jIve te bhAvasAdhu kevI rIte kahevAya ? Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sava dravyasAdhutAnI koI kiMmata nahi ? nA. zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke dravyathI anaMtI vAra oghA lIdhA, te badhA nakAmA gayA. zAstramAM jyAM paNa dravyasAdhutAnI kiMmata gaNI che te bhAvanA kAraNabhUta dravyanI kiMmata AMkI che. jene bhAvanI jarUra na hoya tene dravya na apAya. bhIkha paNa kone apAya che jene khAvuM hoya tene ke je pheMkI de tene ? tema ahIM paNa jene bhAvasAdhutA joItI hoya tene dravyathI sAdhupaNuM apAya, ane tevAnA dravyasAdhupaNAnI kiMmata che. bhAva joIe, chatAM bhAvane pAme nahi tyAM sudhI bhAvamAM rahevAnA badale dravyamAM rahe - e bane. paraMtu pahelethI ja bhAvanI upekSA kare, viparItabhAve dravyakriyA kare tevAnA dravyanI koI kiMmata nathI. eTalA mATe to abhavyonAM ane durbhavyonAM cAritrone zAstrakAroe nakAmAM gaNAvyAM. saame abhavya nathI. tame bhavya cho enI nA nahi, paNa abhavyo to saMsAranA sukha mATe paNa cAritra to AjJA mujaba niraticAra pALe che. abhavyane saMsAranA sukha mATe bhagavAnanA vacana upara jevI zraddhA che tevI zraddhA mokSa mATe tamane che ? abhavyo mokSane mAnatA nathI, tame to mokSane mAno cho ne ? bhagavAna kahe che ke mokSe javuM hoya to bhAvasAdhupaNA vinA nistAra nathI. bhAvasAdhupaNuM e ja mArga che. samyagrAna, zraddhA ane cAritra : A traNa hoya to ja ISTasthAne pahoMcAze. jo A mArga na pakaDIe to ISTa nahi maLe. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAna; samaja Ape che, mArga batAve che. zraddhA; e mArgamAM sthira banAve che ane cAritra mArge doDAve che. jema jema mArge cAlavA mAMDe tema tema mArga sUjhato jAya ane jema jema mArga sUjhato jAya tema tema mArge doDavA mAMDe. AjanAM ApaNAM jJAnAdi kevAM che ? ApaNuM jJAna mokSanA upAyo batAvavAnA badale anukULatAnA upAyo sujhADyA kare! ApaNI zraddhA to lagabhaga kAcanI zIzI jevI che : duHkha AvyuM ke bhAMgI ja gaI samajo, sukha joyuM ke phUTI ja samajo! AvI avasthAmAM cAritranI zI dazA thAya ? jenAM jJAnAdi AvAM hoya tenI pAse mArgAnusArI kliAsvarUpa, bhAvasAdhunuM paheluM liMga che - e kevI rIte manAya ? sa2 dravya-sAdhu bhAvasAdhu bane ne ? bane. paNa kyAre ? jJAna-darzana-cAritranI ArAdhanA karavA mATe mahenata kare tyAre ke jJAnAdinI upekSA karI potAnI anukULatA sAcavavA mathe tyAre ? gRhastho mATe pApa karavA taiyAra thAya tyAre ke bhagavAnanI AjJA khAtara pApa choDIne duHkha veThavA taiyAra thAya tyAre ? sava udayanamaMtrIne nirdhAmaNA karAvanAra vaMTha mAtra veSathI paNa taya ne ? veSathI taryo ke lAyakAta hatI mATe taryo ? mAtra veSathI tarAtuM hota to sauthI pahelAM abhavyono mokSa thaI jAta. mAtra veSathI nathI taratuM, lAyakAta hoya to veSa tAranAro bane. vaDe veSa paheryo Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe bhAva Avyo - evuM nathI, ene veSanI tArakatA samajAI tenA kAraNe bhAva jAgyo. sArAmAM sAruM dravya paNa yogyatAvALAne bhAvanuM kAraNa bane che. lAyakAta vagaranAo to maLelA dravyanI kiMmata ghaTADI mUke che. dravya bhAvane lAve : e eka vAra nahi hajAra vAra sAcuM, paraMtu jene bhAva lAvavAno paNa bhAva hoya tene mATe. tamAre bhAvamAM javuM che ke dravyamAM ja rahevuM che ? jo dravyamAMthI bhAvamAM javuM haze to A liMgo keLavavAM paDaze, AtmasAt karavAM paDaze. kriyA mArgAnusArI kyAre bane ? zAstramAM jaNAvyA mujaba kriyA kare tyAre. IcchA mujaba karelI sArI paNa kyiA mArgAnusArI nathI. jJAna-darzana-cAritra e jema mArga che tema e jJAna-darzanacAritrane jaNAvanAra Agama paNa (kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karavAthI) mArga che. AthI e Agamane anusaranArI kyiA te mArgAnusArI kriyA. e Agamane anusaravuM haze to AgamanA samyajJAna vinA eka DagaluM paNa na mAMDavuM ATaluM nakkI karavuM paDaze. AgamanA jJAnathI pagaluM mAMDyA pachI te pagalAM paNa mArgamAM e ja sthira karavAnAM. Aje moTe bhAge AgamanA jJAna vinA doDanArA ghaNA che ane AgamanA jJAne pagaluM mAMDanArA paNa moTe bhAge potAnI IcchAmAM pagalAM sthira kare che. AgamamAM du:kha bhogavavA mATe pariSaho sahana karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. evA vakhate potAnI zakti - sAmarthya hovA chatAM te tapAsyA vinA mAtra duHkhanA bhaye pariSahone haDaselo mAre to mAnavuM na paDe ke IcchAmAM pagalAM sthira kyAM che ? Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke jeo duHkha bhogavavA taiyAra nathI thatA ane sukha bhogavavA tatpara bane che teo pApa karyA vinA rahetA nathI. AthI ja pAparahita jIvana jIvavAnI pratijJA jeoe karI che teoe sukha choDyA bAda du:kha bhogavavA mATe taiyAra thavuM ja paDaze. jeo AgamanA vacana pramANe duHkha bhogavavA taiyAra thAya che temanI kriyA mArgAnusArI che. je sAdhubhagavanto pote duHkha bhogavatA hoya te sAdhubhagavanto bIjAnAM duHkho kaI rIte TALI Ape ? sava bIjAnAM duHkho dUra karavA e upakAra nahi? paNa e duHkha kyuM? mokSamAM na gayA ane saMsAramAM bhaTakyA karIe chIe e ja moTAmAM moTuM duHkha che. A duHkha dUra karavuM e ja moTAmAM moTo upakAra che. sAdhubhagavanta e duHkha dUra karavAno upAya batAve, saMsAramAM AvatAM duHkhone TALavAno upAya sAdhu na batAve, duHkhamaya saMsArathI chUTavAno upAya sAdhubhagavanta batAve. tame duHkha kone mAno cho ? saMsAra e ja du:kha che ke azAtAyano ulya, lAbhAntarAyano udaya ane apayazanAmakarmano udaya e duHkha che ? tame je du:kho dUra karIne upakAra karavAnI AzA sAdhubhagavanta pAse rAkho cho, e duHkho dUra karavAno upakAra sAdhubhagavatta na kare. e duHkho to kevI rIte sahana karavAM eno upAya batAvavo e ja sAdhubhagavantano upakAra. pote saMsAranAM duHkhone sahe ane bIjAne sahevAno upAya batAve, pote duHkhasvarUpa Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArathI dUra rahe ane bIjAne saMsArathI dUra rahevAno upAya batAve e bhagavAnanA sAdhu. sa0 kAdavamAM paDyo hoya tene bacAvavo na joIe ? kevI rIte bacAve ? kAdavamAMthI bahAra kADhIne ke kAdavamAM rAkhIne ? kAdavamAMthI nIkaLavAnI nA pADe ane kAdavamAM ja attara chAMTavAnI vAta kare tevAne kAdavathI kevI rIte bacAvavo ? sae rIte paNa bacAvavo e karuNAbhAvanA nahi ? nA. e to ahitanI pravRtti ane hitanI upekSA che. je sthAnamAM rahevAthI roga thayo hoya te roganI sAravAra e sthAnamAM thAya ke tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne ? je khADAmAM sApa hoya e khADAmAM paDelA bALakane kevI rIte kheMcI kADho ? ene kheMcI kADhatAM tenuM zarIra na cholAya e jovA beso ? nahi ne ? evI ja rIte saMsAranAM duHkhothI pIDAtA jIvone bacAvavAno upAya eka ja che ke emane saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhavA. pANImAM paDelAnAM kapaDAM bhIMjAyA vagara na rahe. kapaDAM bhInAM karavA na hoya to pANImAM na paDavuM e rIte saMsAramAM rahelAne duHkha AvyA vagara na rahe. duHkhathI bacavuM hoya to saMsAra choDavo paDaze. saMsAra choDavAnI nA pADe ane duHkhathI bacAvavAnI vAta kare enA mATe koI mArga nathI. sukhamaya jaNAto paNa A saMsAra svarUpathI duHkhamaya hovAthI bhagavAne A saMsArathI chUTavAno ane mokSe pahoMcavAno mArga batAvyo. e mArgane anusaranArI kriyA karanArA sAdhubhagavanto A Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArano pAra pAmI jAya che. je sAdhuo potAne zaraNe AvelAne saMsArathI choDAvavAne badale duHkha TALavAno upAya batAve che, teo pote saMsAramAM DUbavA sAthe anekone DubADanArA bane che. ApaNe jo saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM na hoya to bhAvasAdhunI zodhamAM nIkaLavuM paDaze. ApaNe joI gayA ke sakla DyiA mArgAnusArI kare te bhAvasAdhu. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvavuM te mArga. e AjJAne jaNAvanAra zAstro che mATe te paNa mArga che. zAstromAM jaNAvela samasta AcAra e mArga che. have jyAM - je viSayamAM - zAstrapATha na maLe tyAM zuM karavuM - te jaNAvavA mATe bIjA prakArano mArga batAve che. saMvigna, gItArtha ane azaTha evA mahAtmAoe kareluM AcaraNa paNa mArga che. jyAM bhagavAnanuM vacana sAkSAt maLe che, cokhkho zAstrapATha maLe che tyAM AcArane pramANa mAnavAnI vAta nathI. e ja rIte mAtra Agama ja pramANa che, AcaraNA pramANa che ja nahi - e pramANe mAnavuM paNa yogya nathI. Aje keTalAka AcAryo, jyAM Agamavacana spaSTapaNe maLe che tyAM paNa AcaraNAne pramANa mAnavAnI vAto kare che teo A dharmaratnaprakaraNanA vacanane vikRta rIte rajU karanArA che. satra dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvane laIne bhagavAnanA vacanamAM pharaka paDe ne ? mULa tattvane bAdhA pahoMce evo pharaka paDe ? tamAre tyAM paNa kadI Avo pharaka paDe che ? gaNitanA viSayamAM, jyotiSanA Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayamAM saMgItamAM nRtyakaLAmAM, ramatagamatanA kSetramAM, vaidyazAstramAM rasoInA viSayamAM pharaka paDyo che ? tuvera ke maganI dALanA badale koIe ghaunI dALa ke cokhAnI dALa rAMdhI hoya evuM banyuM che ? AkhI duniyAmAM pharI vaLo, ghaunI dALa kyAMya maLe ? rItamAM pharaka paDe, paddhatimAM pharaka paDe paNa mULa padArthamAM to koI kALe pharaka na paDe. e ja rIte ahIM paNa bhagavAnanA vacanamAM, zAstramAM pheraphAra na thAya. sa) eka zabdanA aneka artha thAya ne ? eka zabdanA aneka artha thAya, paNa dareka sthAne eka zabdanA aneka artha karAya kharA ? koI vaktA eka zabdano prayoga kare te aneka artha samajAvavA kare ke eka arthane ? eka zabdanA aneka artha thatA hovA chatAM vaktAe je arthamAM e zabdano prayoga karyo hoya te ja artha te zabdano thAya. zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke zabdano artha karavAmAM vatAnuM tAtparya e mukhya kAraNa che. mAtra zabdakoSamAM joIne zabdano artha na karAya, vaktAnuM tAtparya paNa jovuM paDe. ane vaktAnuM tAtparya zabdakoSamAM na maLe e to prasaMgane laIne prakaraNanA anusaMdhAnathI jANI zakAya. "saindhava' zabno artha mIThuM paNa thAya ane ghoDo paNa thAya. saindhava eTale sindhadezamAM thayelo. e saindhava zabdano artha zabdakoSamAM juo to baMne artha maLe, paraMtu ekI sAthe baMne artha na karAya. kyo prasaMga che te vicAravuM paDe. jamavA beThelo mANasa "saidhava lAvo' e pramANe bole tyAre saindhavano 23 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ artha mIThuM karAya ane yuddhabhUmimAM javA mATe nIkaLelo mANasa "saidhava lAvo he to tyAre ghoDo lAvIne ApavAno hoya tAtparyanI anupapatti (asaMgati) zAbdabodhamAM pratibaMdhaka che. tAtparyane anurUpa jeTalA artha thAya te karavAnI chUTa, parantu tAtparyane bAdhA pahoMce evo eka paNa artha na karAya. jenA kAraNe unmArganI puSTi thAya evo eka paNa artha eke zAstravacanano na karAya. zAstra to sanmArganA darzana mATe ane sanmArganI puSTi mATe racAyelAM che. pote karelA arthanI siddhi karavA mATe zAstranI racanA nathI. eka vAra evo prasaMga banelo ke bhagavadgItAnA artha karavA mATe brAhmaNa paMDitonI sabhA bharAI hatI. koI kahe anyAyane dUra karavA kRSNa bhagavAne gItAno upadeza Apyo, koI kahe arjunanA ajJAnane dUra karavA kRSNa bhagavAne gItAno upadeza Apyo... e rIte judAjudA paMDitoe lagabhaga gItAnA aDhAra artha kya. chevaTe eka vidvAna paMDita UbhA thayA ane temaNe kahyuM ke, kRSNa bhagavAne game te AzayathI gItAno upadeza Apyo hoya to paNa eka vAta nirvivAda che ke kRSNa bhagavAnano upadeza sAMbhaLIne arjune bANa calAvavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM. gItAnA jeTalA artha karavA hoya eTalA karo paraMtu e gItAno upadeza sAMbhaLI arjune bANa calAvyuM e ja gItAno sAra che..... e ja rIte ahIM paNa, bhagavAnanA vacananA artha game teTalA thatA hoya paraMtu eka vastu nirvivAda che ke bhagavAne saMsArathI chUTavA Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ane mokSe pahoMcavA mATe upadeza Apyo che. sa0 lakSya keLavavA mATe upadeza Apyo che. nA, mAtra lakSya keLavavA nahi moze pahoMcavA mATe upadeza Apyo che. sa0 lakSya hoya to pahoMcAya ne ? lakSya hoya to pahoMcAya - e sAcuM, paNa sAthe eTaluM paNa yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke pahoMcavuM haze to lakSya keLavavuM paDaze. mokSe pahoMcyA vagara vistAra nathI thavAno - ATaluM samajAya to mokSanuM lakSya na hoya to ya keLavAyA vinA na rahe. bhagavAnano upadeza paNa moze pahoMcADavA mATe che ane zAstronI racanA paNa mokSe pahoMcADavA mATe che. paraMtu zAstra to mAtra samajAvavAnuM kAma kare, zAstra mujaba ArAdhanA karIne mokSe pahoMcavAnuM kAma to ApaNe jAte ja karavuM paDaze. atyAra sudhI dharma ghaNo ryo chatAM bhAvasAdhupaNA sudhI na pahoMcyA. pahelethI nAnAmAM nAno dharma jo bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba ArAdhyo hota to cokkasa ApaNe bhAvasAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcI gayA hota. naDatara dUra karyA vinA dharma karavAthI sArAmAM sAro dharma karIne paNa mAtra saMsAranuM sukha khaMkheravAnuM kAma karyuM che. sacAritra mokSa mATe nathI pALyuM - evo AkSepa Apa karo cho ? meM nahi, jJAnI bhagavantoe A AkSepa karyo che. anantA Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ oghA nakAmA gayA - evuM jJAnIoe kahyuM - e sAMbhaLIne mAThuM na lAgyuM? jJAnIoe je AkSepa karyo che te cAritradharma upara nathI karyo, ApaNI nAlAyakAta upara AkSepa karyo che. jeo cAritra levA chatAM mokSe na gayA te temanI potAnI bhUlanA kAraNe nathI gayA, temAM cAritradharmano doSa nathI. ahIM tame AvyA cho te tamArA guNa sAMbhaLavA AvyA cho ke doSo sAMbhaLavA? ahIM to je mumukSu hoya tenuM kAma che. saMsAranuM sukha bhogavavA icchanArA bumukSu che ane saMsAranuM sukha choDavAnI icchAvALA mumukSu che. je bubha che - enA mATe koI upadeza nathI. je mumukSu che tene mokSe pahoMcADavA mATe ane je mumukSu nathI temane mumukSu banAvavA mATe A upadeza che. je sAdhuo, potAnI pAse AvelA jIvonI najara sukha uparathI khase evo upadeza ApavAne badale e sukhano rasa poSAya evo upadeza Ape che teo bhagavAnanA sAdhu nathI, mAtra veSadhArI che. sava amArA karatAM to sArA ne ? zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke saMvignapAkSiko ke jeo AcAramAM zithila hovA chatAM mArganI zuddha prarUpaNA kare che tevAo paNa dezavirati karatAM nIcA che. to pachI jeo unmArganI dezanA kare teo tamArA karatAM sArA phakyAMthI kahevAya ? zAstramAM to AvA unmArgadazakone kasAI karatAM bhUMDA kahyA che. unmArgathI bacavuM hoya ane mArgAnusArI jIvana jIvavuM hoya to mArga pratye prema keLavavo Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja paDaze, majabUta thavuM ja paDaze, dharma keTalo ryo e mahattvanuM nathI, kevo karyo e mahattvanuM che. dharma ocho thAya to bhale, paNa jeTalo dharma karIe te mArgAnusArI ja hovo joie. tethI ja bhAvasAdhupaNuM samajavA pahelAM ApaNe mArga samajI levo che. vartamAnamAM, mArganI rakSAno prayatna na karatAM potAnI jAte keDIo kaMDArIne tene mArga banAvavA mathI pahelA anekone unmArge dorI jAya che. jema jema anukULatAnuM athANuM vadhatuM jAya che tema tema bhagavAnano dharma - bhagavAnano mArga - bhUMsAyA kare che... A badhuM kyAM jaIne aTakaze - e khabara nathI. AvA saMyogomAM mArgane samajI levo khUba ja jarUrI che. A badhuM koInI TIkATippaNa karavA mATe nathI kahevAmAM AvatuM. ApaNI jAtane tapAsavA mATe ane jenI nizrAmAM bhava taravAno che tenuM svarUpa samajavA mATenI A vicAraNA che. - satra ATalAM badhAM dharmAnuSThAno cAlu hovA chatAM mArga kevI rIte bhUMsAI gayo ? saMsAranA sukhanI lAlace ane mAnapAnanI lAlasAnA kAraNe mArga bhUMsAto jAya che. A dharmaratnaprakaraNanI 80mI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke AgamanI nIti e mArga che athavA saMvigna bahujanoe AcareluM hoya te mArga che. mArganI vyAkhyA be karI che, chatAM ya moze pahoMcADe te mArga : A vyAkhyA to baMnemAM samAyelI ja che. AvA mArgane bhUsIne trIjo mArga kaMDAravo e S Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAstrIya nIti nathI. ISTa sthAne pahoMcavA mATe mArga banAvavAnI jarUra nathI, anantajJAnIoe batAvelo mArga pakaDavAnI jarUra che. AgamanI nIti e mArga tyAre ja bane ke jyAre AgamamAM jaNAvelAM pado bhagavAne je bhAve bolavAnAM kahyAM hoya, gaNadharabhagavantoe je bhAve e padone gUMdhyAM hoya te bhAve te bolavAmAM Ave. amAre tyAM dvAdazAMgI arthathI eka hoya, mAtra zabdathI bhinna hoya. anantA tIrthaMkarabhagavantanA anantA gaNadharabhagavantonI dvAdazAMgIno artha eka ja hato. badhA gaNadharabhagavantonI dvAdazAMgI zabdathI bhinna hovA chatAM arthathI eka hovAthI tIrthaMkarabhagavanto enA upara mahorachApa mAre che. Aje amAre tyAM UMdhuM che. dvAdazAMgInA eka ja zabdanA aneka - manaphAvatA artha karanArA pADyA che ane evo arthabheda hovA chatAM amAre enA para mahorachApa mAravAnI ! sava sAheba! paDato kALa che ne ? paDato kALa che eTale zuM ApaNe ya paDI javAnuM ? ke vadhu sAvadha rahevAnuM? cakkara AvatA hoya, paga lathaDiyAM khAtA hoya tyAre paga sthira karavAnA ke paDavA mahenata karavAnI ? tamAre paga sthira karavA hoya to A paDatA kALamAM paNa AlaMbana ApanArA che. bhagavAnano mArga samajAvanArA ane e mArge doranArA Aje paNa vidyamAna che. kALa paDato che mATe ja mArganuM majabUta AlaMbana levAnI jarUra che. eka zabdanA aneka artha thAya, chatAM karAya to te ja ke je WWW.jainelibrary.org Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ artha bAdhaka na hoya. badhA bhagavAne traNa pado ApyAM, enA uparathI badhA gaNadharabhagavanto eka ja artha samajyA. AnuM nAma mArgAnusArI prajJA. dareka gaNadharabhagavantoe e arthane potAnA zabdomAM gUMcyo. zabdo badhAnA phare paNa artha koIno na phare. zabda aneka chatAM artha eka : A camatkAra bhagavAnanA zAsanano che. sava jo eka ja artha thato hoya to svAvAdano artha kyAM rahyo ? tamAro syAdvAdano artha kyo che - e to amane khabara che. dharma saMsAranA sukha mATe paNa thAya ane mokSa mATe paNa thAya : A ja tamAro syAdvAda che ne ? syAdvAda to pachI zIkhavIzuM. syAdvAdazIkhavavA pahelAM tamane ekAntavAda zIkhavavAnI jarUra che. pahelAM "saMsAra ekAnta bhUMDo ane mokSa ekAntaraDo' e pAkuM 'karo pachI syAdvAdazIkhavIzuM tamArA jevA syAdvAda bhaNyA enA karatAM na bhaNyA hota to kamase kama syAdvAdanI viTaMbaNAnA pApathI to bacata ! pahelAM, "dIkSA lIdhA vinA mokSa nahi ja maLe e ekAntavAda ghUTo pachI syAdvAda bhaNavAnI yogyatA Avaze. syAdvAdanA nAme potAnI vAtanuM samarthana karanArAone sauthI pahelAM A ekAntavAda samajAvavAnI jarUra che. sava pravRtti bhale eka prakAre kare paNa vicAramAM to anekAnta rAkhavAno ne ? taddana UMdhI vAta karI. vicAramAM to eka ja vAta hoya ke Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanuM vacana ja sAcuM, jyAre AcaraNA to zati mujaba kare. AcaraNA zakti mujabanI hovAthI temAM ekarUpatA na dekhAya e bane, paNa vicAraNAmAM eTalo ekAntavAda ja hovo joIe ke bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAthI ja saMsAra chUTe ane mokSa maLe. AcaraNA yathAzati hoyajJAna, zraddhA ke prarUpaNA nahi. jJAna, zraddhA ke prarUpaNA to yathAzati na hoya, AzA mujabanI ja hoya, emAM syAdvAda nathI lagADavAno. tamArI zakti na hoya to tame strI (patnI) pAse paNa beso, chatAM vicAramAM zuM hoya ? deva, guru, dharma ja sArA !' ema ja ne ? sAdhubhagavanta paNa asahiSNu hoya to apavAda seve, chatAM apavAdamArge cAlanAra apavAdane sAro mAnIne to na cAle ne ? huM pAmara chuM, asahiSNu chuM. bAkI to anantA AtmAo A mArgane ArAdhI gayA che, mArga to A ja che; huM pAmara chuM mATe utsargamArge cAlI nathI zakto...' A rIte tenI zraddhAmAM to ekAnta ja hoya. eka arthane samajAvavA mATe aneka zabdo vAparavA paDe, zabdo pheravavA paDe e bane. paraMtu je arthane samajAvavA mATe zabda vAparavAmAM Avyo hoya tenAthI viparIta artha e zabdano na karAya. vacana phare chatAM artha na phare e vizeSatA A zAsananI hatI. Aje eka ja vacananA paNa artha pharavA mAMDyA che ane emAM pAchA tamArA jevA sAtha purAvanArA maLe, pachI zI dazA thAya ? sava sAmA mANasanA dRSTikoNane vicAravo na joIe ? Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ puruSane strI paNa kahevAya - evo dRSTikoNa vicAravA jevo kharo ? dRSTikoNa kone kahevAya ? prakArAntare vastune vicAravI ke viparIta rIte vicAravI te ? arthano bAdha thAya - evo dRSTikoNa mAnya gaNAya ? sa0 sAmAnA vicArane paNa avakAza to Apavo joIe ne ? enI vAta paNa sAcI hoI zake ne ? jyAM sudhI badhAnI vAta sAcI hoI zake evuM lAge tyAM sudhI pATe na besavuM. sulatAsatIe lokonI vAtane vicAraNAno avakAza Apyo ? emanI paNa vAta sAcI hoi zake - evuM vicAryuM kharuM ? AkhuM gAma UlaTuM hovA chatAM badhA khoTA che ane pote sAcI che evuM mAnyuM ne ? badhAnA dRSTikoNane avakAza Apata to potAnA samyakatvanI dRDhatA TakAvI zakta kharAM ? cothA guNaThANe rahelAne jo AvI zraddhA hoya, AvuM sattva hoya to pATe beselA mahAtmA zuM badhAne sAcA mAne ? bIjAnA vicArksa avakAza to te Ape ke jene tattvano nirNaya na thayo hoya. ane tattvano nirNaya jeNe na karyo hoya teNe tattva samajAvavA na besavuM. jene tattvano nirNaya thayo hoya te atattvanA vicArane avakAza na Ape te to tattvathI viparIta artha jaNAvanArA badhAne khoTA kahetAM acakAya nahi ane potAnI vAta tattvane anusaratI hovAthI te dRDhatApUrvaka jaNAvatAM paNa khacakAya nahi. sa) chadmasthanI bhUla thAya ne ? Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAna bhUle to thAya, upayoga rAkhe to na thAya. jo chamasthanI bhUla thayA ja kare to to samavasaraNamAM ATalA badhA kevaLI bhagavanto vidyamAna hovA chatAM chamastha evA gaNadharabhagavanto dezanA kevI rIte ApI zake ? upayoga rAkhIne Ape che mATe ja ne ? tamAre tyAM paNa gADI to chamastha ja calAve che, chatAM badhA asmAt kare ke upayoga na rAkhe te ? jo upayoga rAkhe to chamasthA gADI calAvanAra paNa akasmAt na kare, to ahIM zA mATe bhUla thAya ? charmastha bhUlapAtra nathI, upayoga vagaranA bhUlapAtra che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana chamo calAve ke kevaLI bhagavanto ? jo kevaLI bhagavanto ja zAsana calAvanAra hota to zrI jaMbusvAmInA nirvANanI sAthe ja zAsanano viccheda thaI jAta. zAsana cha0o calAve che, paNa te AzAnA upayoganA AdhAre. eka granthanI sAta vAra vAcanA lIdhA pachI pATe besavAno adhikAra maLe che. A to eka vAra paNa vAcanA le nahi, jAte vAMcI-vAMcIne taiyAra thaI pATe bese ane pachI bhUla thaI jAya to micchAmi dukkaDam ApI de. sae ya sAro guNa kahevAya ne ? pApabhIrutA na kahevAya ? pApabhIru to tene kahevAya ke je pApathI dUra rahe. pApa karIne micchAmi dukkaDam Ape te pApabhIru nahi, duHkhabhIru. micchAmi dukkaDam to tenA mATe rAkhyo che ke jenA hAthe pApa thaI gayuM hoya te pApanI zuddhi karI zake, pApanA anubaMdhane toDI zake. jANI-joIne pApa karavuM ane e pApanA phaLarUpe duHkhathI bacavA mATe micchAmi Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dukkaDam Apavo : A to eka jAtanI vaMcanA che. pahelAM gurugamathI bhaNe, sUvArtha-dubhayanA jJAtA thAya ane bhagavAnanuM vacana najara sAme rAkhIne pATe besIne dezanA Ape-evAne bhUla thavAnuM kAraNa nathI. chatAM tevA vakhate anupayoganA kAraNe bhUla thaI jAya to micchAmi dukkaDam ApatAM nAnapa na lAge tene pApabhIru kahevAya. bhagavAnanuM zAsana arthanA aikya para nabhe che, zabdanA aikya para nahIM. anaMtA gaNadharabhagavantoe judA judA zabdomAM arthane gUMthyo, chatAM artha na karyo, to eka ja gaNadharabhagavantanI dvAdazAMgImAM arthabheda kyAMthI hoya ? nayavAkya paNa tene kahevAya ke je bhagavAnanI vAta samajAvavA mATe judI jAdI apekSAe nirUpaNa kare. be prakAranA naya hoya, sAta prakAranA naya hoya ke sAta so prakAranA naya hoya, badhA ja vacana sAthe baMdhAyelA che, nahi to e durbaya che. bhinna bhinna apekSAe vicAravAnI chUTa, paNa vicAravAnuM zuM? bhagavAnanuM vacana! gaNadharabhagavantoe paNa eka ja sarakhA arthane samajAvavA mATe judA judA zabdo vAparyA hatA. bhagavAne paNa eka tattvasvarUpa artha traNa zabda samajAvyo. zabdo traNa vAparyA, paraMtu artha eka ja hato. mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAje paNa yogadRSTinI sajhAyanI cothI DhALamAM jaNAvyuM che ke "zabdabheda jhaghaDo kizyojI paramAratha jo eka.' jo tAtparyArtha eka hoya to mAtra zabdanA bhedane laIne jhaghaDo karavAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu AnI sAthe e paNa yAda rAkhavuM ke jo arthabheda Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thato hoya to to jhaghaDo karyA vagara cAle evuM nathI. arthabheda thAya e rIte eka zabdanA aneka artha karavAthI to aneka anartho sarjAya che. AgamanA tattvano bAdha na thAya e rIte karelo Agamano artha ja pramANa che. jyAM sudhI TakAgrantho upalabdha hoya tyAM sudhI mULa Agamano TIkAsaMgata artha ja pramANa manAya che. AthI ja to bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM paMcAMgIne pramANabhUta gaNI che. mULa AgamamAM jeno spaSTa nirdeza na hoya tevI paNa spaSTatA gItArtha evA TIkAkAroe karelI hoya to te AgamanI jema ja pramANabhUta che. AvA prakAranA TIkAgranthono anAdara karI mAtra mULa Agamano artha jeo pramANa mAne che, teono te Agamano artha paNa IcchA mujabano karelo hovAthI asalamAM pramANa che. vartamAnamAM zrI kalpasUtranA mULano TIkAnirapekSa artha karIne saMvatsarI game tyAre karI zakAya' - A pramANe potAnI duSTa mAnyatAnuM samarthana karanArA, ajJAna lokone unmArge laI jaI rahyA che. Azaya e che ke zrI kalpasUtranA mULamAM, zrI paryuSaNAkalpanA koI paNa jAtanA prakAra pADyA vinA paryuSaNAkalpa aniyata paNa hoya che - e pramANe jaNAvyuM che. jyAre A viSayamAM, mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI dharmasAgaragaNi mahArAje kiraNAvalI nAmanI TIkAmAM ane mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAje subodhikA nAmanI TIkAmAM spaSTatA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke paryuSaNAkalpa be prakArano che : sthAnalakSaNAparyuSaNAkalpa ane parvalakSaNAparyuSaNA kalpa. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAMthI parvalakSaNAparyuSaNAkalpa ke je saMvatsarIparvasvarUpa che te to aSADha comAsathI pacAsame divase niyata ja che. jyAre sthAnalakSaNAparyuSaNAno saMvatsarIthI pUrvenA 50 divasano kalpa pAMca pAMca divasanI vRdhithI karavAmAM Avato hovAthI aniyata che ane saMvatsarI pachInA 70 divasano kalpa niyata che. A rIte saMvatsarIparva aSADha comAsathI pacAsame divase niyata cheAvo spaSTa ullekha TIkAmAM hovA chatAM mAtra mULanA AdhAre *saMvatsarIparva aniyata che, game tyAre karI zakAya" A pramANe bolavuM te usUtrabhASaNa che. AvA prakAranI mAnyatAvALA eka AcArya bhagavate sva.pU.A.bha.zrI. vi. rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAne zrI kalpasUtranA mULanuM gujarAtI bhASAntara karI ApavA jaNAvyuM hatuM, ke jethI temanA (sva. A. bha. nA) nAme saMvatsarI game tyAre karI zakAya - evI potAnI mAnyatAno pracAra karI zakAya. parantu sva. pU. A. bhagavanta, temanI e dAnata jANatA hatA. AthI teozrIe paNa pelA A. bha. ne jaNAvyuM ke "mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI dharmasAgaragaNi ma. ane mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAje zrI kalpasUtranA mULano je artha potAnI TIkAmAM karyo che tenAthI bIjo artha karavAnI mArI taiyArI nathI. jo e TIkAnuM bhASAntara joItuM hoya to karI ApuM." AnA uparathI paNa samajI zakAze ke eka AgamanA aneka artho pramANa nathI, paMcAMgIthI siddha thayelo artha ja mAtra Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANabhUta che. A pramANe spaSTa vidhAna hovA chatAM paNa eka zabdanA aneka artho thAya che... ItyAdi bolavuM te to mArganA nAme unmArganuM poSaNa karavAno dhaMdho che. Avo dhaMdho laI beselAothI ApaNe sAvadha rahIe ane ApaNI jAtane unmArgathI bacAvI mAnusArI banAvI zakIe-eTalA mATe ja ATalo vicAra kya che. atyAra sudhImAM ApaNe joI AvyA ke, AgamanuM vacana ane saMvigna, gItArtha ane azaTha evA bahujanonI AcaraNA : e mArga che, ane e mArgane anusaranArI kriyA, e bhAvasAdhunuM paheluM liMga che. ApaNe mAtra kriyA karavA mATe prayatna karIe ke mAganusArI kriyA karavA mATe ? ApaNe ApaNI kriyAne mArgAnusArI banAvavA mATe kadI prayatna karyo che kharo? mArganA jJAtA evA AcAryabhagavA pAse jaIne koI divasa kIdhuM che kharuM ke khoTuM karavuM nathI, sAcuM soe so TakA AcaravuM che. je karuM chuM e sAcuM che ke nahi eno nirNaya nathI, mATe teno nirNaya karI Apo. mArganuM jJAna karAvo' ? mArgAnusArI banavA pahelAM mArga barAbara oLakhI levo paDaze ane e mArga zAstramAM be prakArano jaNAvyo che. AgamanI nIti e jema mArga che tema saMvigna, azaTha, gItArtha bahujanonI AcaraNA paNa taravAno mArga che. jenI AcaraNA pramANa che tenAM cAra vizeSaNo batAvyAM che. cAre vizeSaNo mahattvanAM che chatAM azaThatAno vicAra pahelAM karI laie. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je mAyAvI na hoya, luccA na hoya, chetaranArA na hoya, kapaTI na hoya te azaTha kahevAya. pahelI zarata ja A che ke zaThatA na joIe. tamAre tyAM paNa zuM niyama che ? nokarI karanAro nokara paNa kevo zodho? jANakAra ke vaphAdAra? satra pahelAM vaphAdAra hovo joie. barAbara. te rIte amAre tyAM paNa zAstranI vaphAdArI sauthI pahelAM joIe. zAstrarakSAnA nAme potAnA siddhAntanI rakSA mATe mathanArA to luccA che. evAonI AcaraNA pramANa nathI. azaTha ane gItArtha evA paNa mahAtmA saMvigna hovA joIe. saMvigna eTale mokSano tIvra abhilASI, mokSano sAmAnya abhilASa to dharmAtmAmAtrane hoya, jyAre A to tIvra abhilASI hoya. "mokSa - mokSa zuM karo cho, mokSa to dUra che, A kALamAM kyAM mokSa maLavAno che. A pramANe bole te saMvigna nathI. jene abaghaDIe mokSa maLato hoya to kSaNano ya vilaMba nathI karavo tenuM nAma saMvigna. koI paNa pravRtti karatI vakhate mokSe jaladI kema javAya - e ja cintana cAlu hoya te saMvigna. AvA azaTha, gItArtha, saMvigna koi ekanuM ja AcaraNa laIe to tenuM AcaraNa anupayoga ke anavabodha(ajJAna)nA yoge visaMvAdI paNa hoI zake. AthI bahujananuM grahaNa karyuM. enI bhUla thavAno saMbhava che, parantu ghaNA saMvignonuM AcaraNa bhUlabhareluM na hoI zake. A rIte cAra vizeSaNathI yukta evuM AcaraNa avisaMvAdI hovAthI mArgarUpe Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANa che. A pramANe be prakAranA mArgane sAMbhaLIne ziSya zaMkA kare che ke "Agama vidyamAna hote chate AcaraNAne pramANa mAnavI yogya nathI. vacananI apekSAe nimnakakSAnI AcaraNAne AgamanI jema pramANa mAnavAmAM to AgamavacananI laghutA thaze...' A ziSyanI zaMkA paNa vicAravA jevI che. A ziSya tamArA jevo na hato, tethI te mAtra Agamane pramANa mAnavAnI vAta kare che, kAraNa ke tene AgamanI mahattA barAbara samajAI gaI che. tamane be prakAranA mArgane sAMbhaLIne koI zaMkA thaI ? tamArA jevAne zaMkA thAta to ya kevI thAta ? tame to Agamane badale mAtra AcaraNAne ja pramANa mAnavAnI vAta karata. kAraNa ke AcaraNAne pramANa mAnavAnuM tamane sAruM phAve evuM che. temAM be phAyadA che. eka to Agama-zAstrobhaNavAthI bacI javAya ane enA kAraNe IcchA mujaba jIvI zakAya! A ziSya tamArA jevo nathI. enI buddhi to mArgAnusArI hovAthI te Agamane ja pramANa mAnavAnI vAta kare che. A ziSyane je samajAya che te AjanA keTalAka AcAryabhagavanto samajI zaktA nathI. A ziSya zAstrane ja pramANa mAnavAnuM kahe che, jyAre AjanA kahevAtA AcAryo zAstrone bAjue mUkavAnI vAta kare che. pUrvenA AcAryabhagavanto to evA hatA ke jeo, "zAstrapATha che evuM jANavA maLe to UbhA rahI jatA. jyAre AjanA AcAryo zAstrane bAjue mUkavAnuM kahetAM acakAtA nathI ane tamArA jevA Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaLI emane pIThabaLa Ape. AvAonI AgaLa zAstranI mahattA samajAvavAno koI artha nathI. AcAryabhagavanta (zAMtisUri ma.graMthakArazrI) no ziSya jevo jijJAsu ane mArgano khapI hato tevA zrotA AgaLa A badhuM samajAveluM lekhe lAge. jene bhagavAnanA vacanano khapa na hoya evAonI pAchaLa samaya bagADavA karatAM ApaNe jAte ekalA svAdhyAya karI vacananI ArAdhanAmAM samayano bhoga ApIe to lekhe lAge...! sa0 paramAtmAnI dezanA ApanArane to ekAnta kalyANa che ne ? paramAtmAnI dezanA AjJA mujaba ApavAmAM Ave ane ApatI vakhate ziSyasamudAya vadhAravAnI, bhaktagaNa banAvavAnI, potAno varga Ubho karavAnI ke mAnapAnanI koI paNa jAtanI lAlasA na hoya to dezanA ApanArane ekAnta kalyANa che - emAM be mata nathI. paraMtu tame ahIM vaktAnA kalyANa mATe dezanA sAMbhaLavA Avo cho ke tamArI potAnI jAtanA ? jo jAtanuM kalyANa IcchatA ho to A badhuM thoDuM gaMbhIratAthI vicAratA thAo. ahIM ziSyanI zaMkA mArgAnusArI hovAthI graMthakAre paNa teno javAba khUba ja vistArathI Apyo che. ApaNe paNa te vistArathI samajI levo jarUrI che, jethI vartamAnamAM AcaraNAnA nAme cAlatI aMdhAdhUdhImAMthI ApaNI jAtane bacAvI zakIe. sauthI pahelAM to graMthakArazrI ziSyane kahe che ke "zAstranuM barAbara adhyayana nathI karyuM Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe AvI zaMkA karI che..' vAta paNa sAcI ja che ke jo gItArtha gurubhagavata pAse vidhi mujaba vinayapUrvaka zAstranuM adhyayana karyuM hoya to zAstranA koI vacanamAM zaMkA paDavAnuM kAraNa nathI. saMvigna gItArthabhagavantanuM AcaraNa pramANa mAnavAmAM AgamanI laghutA thavAnI Apatti nathI AvatI. kAraNa ke saMvignagItArtha bhagavanto koI paNa AcaraNA AgamathI nirapekSapaNe karatA nathI. A rIte saMvignagItArtha bhagavantonI AcaraNAmAM AgamamUlatvanuM anumAna karIne ja prAmANya mAnavAmAM Ave che. je AcaraNA pramANa manAya che te AcaraNAnA viSayamAM vyavasthita- spaSTa zabdanA ullekha rUpa- zAstrapATha upasthita na hovA chatAM sAmAnyathI, saMvignapurUSo kyAre ya AgamanirapekSa pravRtti kare ja nahi, tethI temanI AcaraNA AgamanI virodhI hoya nahi.' A rIte AgamanA avirodhanuM anumAna AcaraNAmAM karIne AcaraNAne pramANa mAnavAmAM vastutaH Agama pratyenuM ja bahumAna sUcita thAya che. zAstramAM pharamAvyuM che ke - "jenA jenA kAraNe doSonI hAni thAya ane jenA jenA kAraNe pUrvakarmono kSaya thAya che te mokSano upAya che. zAstranA AvA prakAranA vacanane najara sAme rAkhI, saMvigna azaTha gItArtha bhagavanta dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva-puruSa vagerenI ucitatAno vicAra karIne alpasattvavALA jIvo adhika doSathI bace ane krame karI saMyamanI vRdhine pAme te mATe je koI AcaraNA zarU kare che ane anya saMvigna AcAryabhagavanto jene pramANa gaNe che te paNa mArga kahevAya Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. saMvigna bhagavanta jyAre tevI koIka AcaraNA zarU kare tyAre temanI pAse Agamavacana hoya, paraMtu pAchaLathI e zAstro luptaprAyaH thatAM ApaNA mATe to temanI AcaraNA ja pramANa gaNAya che. je viSayamAM zAstrapATha maLe che temAM AcaraNA mAnavAnI rahetI nathI, zAstrapATha na maLato hoya tyAre ja AcaraNAnuM prAmANya vicAravAnuM rahe che. jema ke zrI kAlikasUrijI mahArAje bhA.su. pane badale bhA.su.4nI saMvatsarI pravartAvI te bhagavAnanA vacananA AdhAre pravartAvI hatI, rAjAnA kahevAthI nahi. ApaNI pAse e vacana na hovAthI ApaNA mATe to teozrInI AcaraNA ja pramANabhUta che. tevI ja rIte pUrve bhikSAcaryAe jatI vakhate sAdhubhagavanto pAtrAnI jhoLInA cAra cheDA mUThImAM pakaDIne jatA. parantu kALakrame pramAdI jIvone temAM alanA thavAthI AtmavirAdhanA-saMyamavirAdhanA vagere aneka doSonI saMbhAvanA jaNAvAthI pAtrAnI jhoLIne gAMTha mArIne kAMDAmAM pakaDavAnI prathA zarU thaI. AvA prakAranA je koI paNa pheraphAra AcaraNAmAM saMvigna gItArtha bhagavantoe doSahAni ane adhika lAbha mATe karyA hoya te AgAmathI aviruddha hovAthI pramANa che. mArga batrIsImAM zrIyazovijayajI mahArAje paNa jaNAvyuM che ke zAstramAM jenuM utsargamArge vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM hoya te vihita pravRttino paNa asahiSNutAdi-puNAlaMbane apavAdapade tyAga karavo pramANabhUta manAya che to, zAstramAM jeno niSedha nathI karavAmAM Avyo, uparathI je hitanuM kAraNa bane che tevI AcaraNAne pramANa Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnavAmAM koI bAdha nathI. cha mahinA sudhI nIrasa evuM pathya bhojana lenAra rogIne pauSTika AhArano abhilASa jema jIvato hoya che tevI ja rIte kAlAdi kAraNe zAstramAM jaNAvela hoya tenA karatAM judA prakAranI AcaraNA karatI vakhate mULamArganI prIti jIvatI ja hoya che. paraMtu mULamArgane AcaravAnuM sattva na hovAthI tevA vakhate A AcaraNA ja upakAraka bane che. jyAM sudhI sUryano prakAza hoya tyAM sudhI dIpanI jarUra nathI paNa sUryAsta thayA pachI to dIpaka ja kAma lAge. tevA vakhate dIpakano paNa prakAza na le to aMdhArAmAM athaDAI maravAnuM thAya. tevI ja rIte jemAM Agamavacana na maLe tevA viSayamAM saMvignagItArthapuruSonI AcaraNA e paNa ApaNA mATe to taravAno upAya ja che - temAM zaMkA nathI. AthI ja bhavabhIru gItArthabhagavantoe doSo vadhAre na AvI jAya, enA yoge saMsAra na vadhI jAya evI bhAvanAthI amuka AcaraNA zarU karI hoya to te ApaNA mATe AdaraNIya che. AcaraNA pramANa mAnavA pahelAM cAra vizeSaNo barAbara tapAsavAM paDaze. je mahAtmA A cAra vizeSaNone dharanAra hoya temanI ja AcaraNA pramANa manAya che. kAraNa ke je saMvigna hoya te pApabhIru-bhavabhIru hovAthI saMsAravardhaka nirNaya na le. je gItArtha hoya te bhaNelA hovAthI, mArganA jJAtA hovAthI ajJAnathI nirNaya na le. saMvigna ane gItArtha paNa azaTha hovAthI vizvAsaghAta na kare, luccAIthI nirNaya na le ane bahujanasammata hovAthI svamatithI Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirNaya na letAM ghaNAne pUchIne nirNaya le. aneka saMvignagItArthane pUchIne nirNaya lIdhelo hovAthI bhrama thavAnI saMbhAvanA nathI rahetI. AthI AvAnI ja AcaraNA pramANa che. je saMvigna na hoya te to moze pahoMcADavAnA badale saMsAramAM rakhaDAve. je gItArtha na hoya te to ajJAnanA yoge mArgane badale unmArge laI jAya. je azaTha na hoya te luccAInA yoge paramArthanI prApti karAvavAnA badale potAnA svArthanI siddhi kare. ane je bahujanasammata na hoya te bhramamUlaka nirNaya le to iSTa sthAne pahoMcADe mATe A vizeSaNothI rahitanI AcaraNA apramANa che : e samajAvavAnI jarUra nathI. granthakAra paramarSie vizeSaNono kyuM paNa khUba suMdara rIte goThavyo che, jenA kAraNe kAMI goTALo na thAya. pahelAM saMvigna, gItArtha, azaTha ane pachI bahujana pada mUkyuM. saMkhyAno vicAra sauthI chelle karavAno. ghaNA loko kare e khoTuM hoya nahi.' A pramANe mAnavA ke bolavA pahelAM A kamane vicArI javo. zAstra pradhAna che, saMkhyAnuM baLa pradhAna nathI. jo saMkhyAbaLane ja pradhAna mAnavuM hoya to manuSyomAM puruSo karatAM strIonI saMkhyA vadhAre hoya che, tethI strIone pradhAna mAnavI paDaze. chatAM ya strIo, puruSo karatAM pradhAna che evuM nathI mAnatA ne ? puruSo ochA hovAthI apradhAna che evuM kadI mAnyuM kharuM ? puruSo ochA hovA chatAM jema pradhAna manAya che tema zAstrane mAnanAra, zAstramAnya paraMparAne svIkAranArA ochA hoya to ya pramANa ja che. zAstrane bAju para mUkIne lonI Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukULatA sAcavavA ane potAnA svArthanI siddhi mATe game teTalI moTI saMkhyAmAM bhegA thayA hoya to ya te zaTha mANasonuM ToLuM che. zAstra bhaNelA paNa jo zAstrane AgaLa karavAnA badale zAstrane bAjue mUkIne potAnA sidhAntone AgaLa karatA hoya to te gItArtha paNa nathI ane azaTha paNa nathI. sa) maLeluM jJAna pacAvavAmAM emane zuM taklIpha paDI ? sukha chUTI jaze - A Dara ja maLelA jJAnane pacavA deto nathI. mAnasanmAnanI lAlasA maLelA jJAnane, unmArge javAmAM kAme lagADavAnuM zIkhave che. tamArI paNa hAlata kevI che ? bhagavAnanuM zAsana tamane paNa maLyuM che ne ? chatAM rakSAno vakhata Ave to mokSasAdhakanI rakSA karo ke saMsArasAdhakanI ? Aga lAge tyAre caravaLo, pustaka, sApaDo sAcavavAnuM yAda Ave ke tijorI sAcavavA doTa mUko ? bhale tijorI sAcavo, paNa jJAna-darzana-cAritranAM upakaraNo yAda paNa Ave kharAM? saMsAranI asAratA na samajAya ane mokSanI abhilASA na jAge tyAM sudhI AvuM ja cAlavAnuM. mokSano abhilASa pedA thayA vinA bhaNeluM kAma nahi lAge. mATe sauthI pahelAM mokSanI IcchA pedA thAya evuM karavuM che. A kALamAM mokSa maLI zake evo nathI to, mahenata vadhAre karavAnI ke baMdha karavAnI ? sava mokSa nathI maLavAno mATe ja to ame dUra ryo! zreNika mahArAjAe na karyo, kumArapALa mahArAjAe naryo, Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anupamAdevIe na karyo! zreNika mahArAjAne to bhagavAne kahyuM hatuM ke narakamAM javAnuM che, chatAM sAdhanA utkaTa banAvI, "narakamAM du:kha veThavAnuM ja che, ahIM majA karI lo' evuM na vicAryuM ane samAdhithI du:kha veThavAno abhyAsa pADavAnI zarUAta te bhavamAMthI ja karI lIdhI. A kALamAM mokSa nathI maLavAno e jANavA chatAM mokSa nikaTa bane, eka-be bhavamAM mokSa niyata bane evI ArAdhanA karanArA mahAtmAo je zAsanamAM thaI gayA evA zAsanane pAmIne paNa, pATe besIne mokSa dUra che ema kahI mokSanI ThekaDI kaI rIte uDAvI zake che ane tamArA jevA majethI kema sAMbhaLI zake che. e samajAtuM nathI. AvAo game teTalI saMkhyAmAM bhegA thAya to ya temanI AcaraNA pramANa nathI. jenuM vacana ja pramANa na hoya tevAnI AcaraNA to kaI rIte pramANa banI zake? saMvigna, gItArtha ane azaTha puruSone oLakhyA vinA paraMparAmAM AvelI AcaraNAne pramANa mAnavAnI utAvaLa nathI karavI. sava A kALamAM gItArtha koNa kahevAya ? guru pAse, gurunA AdezathI (AzAthI) yogo dvahana karI zrI mahAnizItha Adi sUtranuM adhyayana jeNe karyuM hoya te gItArtha. potAnI jAte bhaNe athavA guru pAse bhaNelA hovA chatAM gurune mAthe na rAkhe te gItArtha nathI. Aje to je bolakaNo hoya te gItArtha manAya che. tamAre tyAM jema kahevata che ke je bole enA bora vecAya', tema amAre tyAM paNa Aje jene bolatAM AvaDe Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e gItArtha manAya che. tamane kevo vasatA game ? mArgano jJAtA hoya che ke bolakaNo hoya che ? sa0 guru pAse adhyayana karyA pachI paNa prarUpaNAmAM phera paDe to ? - prarUpaNamAM phera zenA kAraNe paDe ? jJAna ochuM che mATe ke mAnyatA judI che mATe ? sa0 dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvane AzrayIne bolavAnA kAraNe phera paDe to ? kALAdinA kAraNe saMvigna puruSo amuka AcaraNAmAM pheraphAra kare che, prarUpaNAmAM nahi, jyAre vartamAnanA A 'gItAtha' ne prarUpaNAmAM pheraphAra karavo che ! e kaI rIte nabhAvAya ? kALa pharyo emAM zuM pharyuM ? mANasane be pagane badale traNa paga AvyA ? mAthuM nIce ane paga upara AvyA ? kALa pharyo eTale cokhAnA badale ghaunA bhAta thayA ? kALa pharyo eTale AMbAnA badale bAvaLanA jhADa para kerI UgI ? zuM karyuM e to batAvo ? sa2 paDatA kALamAM thoDI DhIla to mUvI paDe ne ? paDatA kALamAM to pakaDa majabUta karavI paDe. cakkara AvatA hoya to doTa mUko ke pAse je hoya tene majabUtAIthI paDIne sthira thAo ? zakti ochI hoya, sahiSNutA na hoya to AcaraNA ochI-vadhatI thAya te bane. paraMtu prarUpaNA zakti mujaba nahi, zAstra mujaba ja karavAnI. paDatA kALamAM to zAstranI AjJA vagara 46 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka DagaluM nathI bharavuM ane zAstra joyA vagara eka zabda nathI uccAravo. zAstranI maryAdAmAM rahyA vinA A saMsAramAMthI mukta nahi thavAya. Aje, zAstranI to vAta javA do, samudAyanI ke gurunI maryAdA pALavA paNa je taiyAra na thatA hoya tevAne mArgano khapa ja nathI - ema mAnavuM rahyuM. pahelAnA kALamAM Agamo kaMThArUDha hatAM, have zAstrArUDha thayelAM che. e kALamAM be-traNa vAra bhayaMkara dukALa paDyA. peTa pAtALe jAya, tALavuM sukAvA mADe evA duSkALanA kALamAM paNa mArganA premI evA AcAryabhagavantoe rasoDAM kholavAno vicAra na ryo, paraMtu smRtibhraMzanA yoge nAza pAmavAnI taiyArImAM rahelAM Agamone zAstrArUDha karavAno prayatna karyo ane sUtrarakSA karI. yAda rAkhavAnuM zakya na hatuM mATe sUtro zAstrArUDha karyA, yAda rAkhavAnuM mana na hatuM, gamatuM na hatuM mATe nahi. parA kALamAM mahApuruSoe potAnA prANonI paravA kya vinA jIvanI jema jatana karI je zAstrasidhAntonI rakSA karI; ene abharAI upara caDhAvI, potAnI mAnyatAne siddhAMtanA nAme rajU karanArA potAnI AtmarakSAne paNa jokhamamAM mUkI rahyA che. zAstranA siddhAnta mAnavA na paDe mATe tene sAmAcArI kahIne potAnI vAtanI siddhi karavI e kUTanIti che. sava sAmAcArI ane sidhAntamAM zuM bheda che ? je AcaraNA caturvidha saMghane sparzatI hoya tene siddhAnta kahevAya ane je amuka gaccha ke amuka samudAyapUratI maryAdita Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hoya te sAmAcArI kahevAya. pAtramAM rAkhavAM e sidhAnta. koI kALAM rAkhe, koI lAla rAkhe te temanI sAmAcArI. vastra rAkhavAM te siddhAnta, koI dhoLAM vApare, koI pILAM vApare te sAmAcArI. vastra na rAkhavAM e sidhAnta paNa nahi, sAmAcArI paNa nahi, paraMtu apasiddhAnta. vartamAnamAM jeo tithine sAmAcArI mAnavAnI vAta kare che temane pUchavAnI jarUra che ke - tithi e sAdhunI sAmAcArI che ke zrAvakanI ? tithinI ArAdhanA to caturvidha saMghe karavAnI che ne ? to pachI tene sAmAcArI kaI rIte kahevAya ? - sava badhA jemAM rAjI hoya tevo pheraphAra saMghanI ekatA mATe na karAya ? sAdhupaNuM badhAne rAjI rAkhavA mATe nathI, bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavA mATe che. cakravartI jevA cakravartI paNa cAritra le tyAre ghaNAne duHkha thAya che. cha-cha mahinA sudhI aMtapura rudana karatuM pAchaLa phare che. moha ke ajJAnanA yoge koI nArAja thatuM hoya to tevI nArAjIno vicAra nathI karavAno. AvI nArAjInI upekSA ryA vinA bhagavAnanA mArge cAlI nahi zakAya. saMgha zemAM rAjI hoya ? bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM ke IcchA mujabanA AcAramAM? caturvidha saMgha bhagavAnanI AjJAnA khIle baMdhAyelo che. e AjJA khAtara ekAkI vicaravuM paDe to vAMdho nahi, paNa e AjJAno khIlo ukheDIne saMghanI ekatA nathI karavI. lokonAM ToLAMthI judA paDI jaIe - ekalA paDI jaIe eno vAMdho nathI, bhagavAnanI AjJAthI vikhUTA nathI paDavuM. jene Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanI AjJA karatAM potAno siddhAnta vahAlo che tevAo ja sAcI tithi ArAdhavAne badale khoTI tithi ArAdhavA taiyAra thAya che ane emAM saMghanI ekatAnuM oThuM le che. sa0 jaina paMcAMga hoya to sAcI tithi kaIe jaNAya, parantu jaina paMcAMga to kSaya pAmyuM ne ? jaina paMcAMga to Azare be hajAra varasa pahelAM vAcakravara zrI umAsvAtijI ma. nA vakhatathI ja viccheda pAmyuM che. ane tyArathI laukika paMcAMga mAnavAnI zarUAta thaI che. jaina paMcAMga mujaba ja tithi mAnavAno Agraha rAkhanArane kahevAnI jarUra che ke jaina jyotiSI maLe pachI ja muhUrta kADhajo ane jaina vaidya maLe pachI ja davA karAvajo ! vaidhazAstra laukika manAya, jyotiSazAstra laukika manAya, paMcAMga mAtra laukika na manAya ! lauki paMcAMganuM phAve - eTaluM mAnavAnuM ane na phAve e nahi mAnavuM e to ardhajaratIya nyAya che. jaina paMcAMga viccheda gayA pachI lauki paMcAMga mAnavAnuM che to emanI rIte mAnavAnuM. laukki paMcAMgamAM batAvelI aparvatithinI kSayavRddhi mAnavAnI ane parvatithinI kSayavRddhi nahi mAnavAnI - e nyAya kyAMno ? jene siddhAnta mAnavo hoya enA mATe baMdhana che. siddhAnta mAnavo na paDe eTalA mATe tithine sAmAcArI kahIne chaTakI javuM hoya enA mATe koI baMdhana nathI. tithine sAmAcArI kahenArAe paNa eTaluM to yAda rAkhavuM ke sAmAcArInuM pAlana karavuM e paNa eka siddhAnta che. sAmAcArIne B 49 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ neve mUkanArane siddhAntabhaMganuM pApa lAge che. jene bhagavAnanI AjJAno khapa nathI ane zAstra sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI, evAonA khoTA pracAramAM taNAI na javAya eTalA mATe A badhuM samajI levuM jarUrI che. ApaNe jo A saMsArathI taravuM haze to bhagavAnanA sidhAntane sAcavavA mATe game teTalA AkSepa, vadha, tADana, Akroza sahana karavA paDe to karI levA che. sAcuM samajAvuM muzkela che tema sAcuM samajyA pachI sAcA mArgane vaLagI rahevuM paNa kaSTakArI to che ja. paraMtu A kaSTa kalyANakArI che. sahelAIthI dharma thato hoya to gharma karanArA ghaNA maLe paraMtu kaSTamAM paNa dharma karatAM AvaDe to samajavuM ke dharma pariNAma pAmyo. satra zAstramAM ema Ave che ke bahu kahevAthI saryuM, jema rAga-dveSa ghaTe tema karavuM. to pachI A badhA vivAdamAM paDavAnA badale mAtra rAgadveSa TALavA prayatna karIe to zuM khoTuM ? rAgadveSa TALavA mATe paNa rAgadveSa oLakhavA to paDaze ne ? tame to patnInA rAgane ane zatrunA dveSane pharaja mAnI beThA cho ! tame to kuTuMba-parivAranA rAgathI, mAlamilaktanA rAgathI tenI rakSA mATe jhaghaDavuM ene javAbadArInuM bhAna mAno ane deva-guru-dharmanI rakSA mATe prayatna karanArAne jhaghaDAkhora mAno ! zAstra kahe che ke sudeva-suguru-sudharmano rAga tAranAro che ane dhana-kuTuMba-parivArano, AgaLa vadhIne kudeva-kuguru-kudharmano rAga DubADanAro che. chatAM ya tamAre badhAne sarakhA mAnI rAgadveSa ghaTADavA che ? Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa0 koI A tithi kare, koI pelI tithi kare to rAgadveSa vadhe ne ? je AjJA mujaba kare tenA rAgadveSa na vadhe parantu ghaTe. je IcchA mujaba kare enA rAgadveSa vadhyA vagara nahi rahe. bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnavA mATe AkhI duniyAthI judA paDavuM e dveSa nathI, AjJAnI ArAdhanA che. ane zAsananI ekatAnA nAme potAnA mAnelA siddhAnta mujaba vartavuM e zAsanano rAga nathI, AjJAnI virAdhanA che. jene saMsArathI chUTavuM nathI ane mokSe javuM nathI te sAcA-khoTAnA vivAdathI dUra rahe. jene rAgadveSa TALavA hoya teNe saMsAra pratye dveSa ane mokSa pratye rAga keLavavo paDaze. jene saMsAra pratye dveSa jAge te saMsAramAMthI tAranArA deva, guru, dharma kayA tenI zodhamAM nIkaLyA vinA na rahe. saMsArathI tAranAra ane saMsAramAM DubADanAranA vivAdathI je dUra rahe, enA rAgadveSa na ghaTe, evAo to potAnA ajJAnathI ja saMsAramAM DUbavAnA. rAgadveSa TALavA pahelAM to ajJAna TALIne samyajJAna meLavavuM paDaze, pachI rAgadveSa TaLaze. pahelAM ajJAna TaLe ane samyajJAna maLe, pachI avirati TaLe ane virati maLe, tyAra bAda rAgadveSa TaLe ane vItarAgatA maLe. tamAre samyajJAna meLavavuM nathI, viratino to khapa nathI ane rAgadveSa TALavA che ! ? sa0 bhAvazrAvaka vItarAga na thAya ? bhAvazrAvaka, bhAvasAdhu thAya pachI ja vItarAga thAya. 51 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vItarAgatAno khapa jene paDe, teNe sAdhupaNAnAM dvAra khakhaDAvavAM ja paDaze. tamAre sAdhu thavuM nathI ane sIdhA vItarAga thavuM che- e koI kALe nahi bane. zrAvakapaNAmAM vItarAgatA maLatI hota to bhagavAna sAdhupaNuM levAnuM na pharamAvata. sa0 "samakitI zarIrathI saMsAramAM ane manathI mokSamAM hoya'eno artha zuM? samakitInuM mana mokSamAM hoya che - ema kahIne zAstrakAroe to icchAyoganI utkaTatA batAvI. bAkI samakitIne cAritranI AkaMTha IcchA hoya che - e paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ne ? jenuM mana mokSe javA IcchatuM hoya te mokSanA sAdhananI upekSA seve ke mokSa karatAM paNa utkaTa tAlAvelI tenA sAdhananI hoya ? karmayoge saMsAramAM rahelo samakitI viSayanI vacce rahevA chatAM teno pariNAma viSayanA paribhogathI dUra bhAgavAno hoya che. viSayano rAga mAravA sAthe viSayanA paribhogathI dUra rahetAM AvaDe to sAdhu banI zakAya. je viSayane viSarUpa mAne te viSayathI dUra rahevA Icche ke viSayanI vacce rahevA Icche ? tIrthakara bhagavanto 83 lAkha pUrva nikAcitakarmanA yoge viSayanI vacce rahe kharA paraMtu viSayathI dUra rahevAno pariNAma pratyeka samaye jIvato ne jAgato hoya tethI ja temane vItarAgajevA kahyA. 83 lAkha pUrva sudhI viSayanI vacce rahevA chatAM ajoDa vairAgya temane hoya to ya viratino yoga to na ja hoya ne ? jyAre viratino yoga thAya tyAre viSayanI vacce rahe Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke viSayothI dUra rahe ? bhUtakALanAM karma ADAM Ave to viSayanI pariNati TaLI gayA pachI paNa viSayonI vacce rahevuM paDe - evuM bane, paNa tevA prakAranuM karma na hoya to viSayanI pariNati TaLatAMnI sAthe viSayano bhogavaTo paNa chUTI jAya. viSayano rAga mAravo. hoya to viSayathI dUra rahetAM zIkhavuM paDaze. viSayathI dUra rahevAno pariNAma samaktiIne kevo hoya te tamane nahi samajAya. dAvAnaLamAM rahelo pAMgaLo rAkha thaI jAya to ya tyAMthI khase nahi, chatAM tenI IcchA baLI maravAnI ke bhAgI chUTavAnI ? e rIte dezona pUrvakoTi varasa sudhI, AgaLa vadhIne chAsaTha sAgaropama sudhI aviratimAMthI nIkaLI na zake chatAM ya viratine meLavavAno pariNAma Avato ne jAgato ja hoya. viratino khapa na hoya ane vItarAgatAnI vAto karavI hoya- evAnuM kAma nathI. mokSanI IcchA vinA sAdhupaNuM na Take tema cAritranI IcchA vinA samati na Take. je divase saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA samajAze ane mokSanI abhilASA jAgaze te divase bhagavAnanA sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata samajAze. e bhAvasAdhutAne pAmavA pahelAM bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo oLakhI levA joIe. tema ja bhAvasAdhutA na Ave tyAM sudhI e bhAvasAdhutA pAmavA mATe bhAvasAdhunA zaraNe jIvana gujAravA mATe paNa bhAvasAdhune oLakhI levA jarUrI che. e AzayathI ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgono vicAra zarU karyo che. temAMnuM paheluM liMga mArgAnusArI kriyA che - e ApaNe joI gayA. barAbara samajAI Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayuM ne ? AgamanI nIti e mArga tema ja saMvigna, gItArtha ane azaTha evA puruSonI AcaraNA e mArga A mArgane anusaranArI kriyA je sAdhubhagavanto kare che teo ja bhAvasAdhu che. bhAvasAdhunI jeTalI paNa kiyA hoya te badhI ja kriyA mArgAnusArI hoya. A rIte pahelA liMgano saMkSepathI vicAra karI have ApaNe zradhA' nAmanuM je bIjuM liMga che- tenA upara thoDI vicAraNA karIe.... 2. zraddhA che bhAvayatinA bIjA guNanuM varNana karatAM zAstrakAra paramarSi pharamAve che ke sadhA timirAsI arthAt cAritradharmane karavAnI tIvra abhilASA tenuM nAma zraddhA. Aje to ApaNe "zraddhA" zabda mAtra mAnyatA arthamAM ja rUDha ryo che. jyAre graMthakAzrI mAnyatA bAda tIvra abhilASA jAge tene zraddhA tarIke pharamAve che. cAritradharmathI mokSa maLe che AvuM mAnavAmAtrathI zraddhA AvI jatI nathI. cAritrathI mokSa maLe che evuM jANyA bAda mokSa meLavavA mATe cAritradharma pAmavAnI je tIvra abhilASA pedA thAya tene zraddhA kahevAya che. mAnyatA arthamAM kartavyatAno adhyavasAya" nathI Avato. jyAre tIvrAbhilASa artha karavAmAM kartavyatAno adhyavasAya Ave che. ApaNI zraddhA to mAnyatAmAM ja samAI gaI che. karavuM kazuM nahi ane mAnyatA majabUta che ema kahIne ApaNe ApaNI zraddhAne vyakta karatA hoIe chIe. zraddhAno 54 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * * Avo vikRta artha ApaNe karI na besIe - e mATe graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke sAcI vastune sAcI rUpe mAnyA pachI tene pAmavA mATe tIvra abhilASA jAge to zraddhA che - ema samajavuM. abhilASAno artha "tIvra IcchA thAya che, chatAM ya graMthakArazrIe ahIM tIvra abhilASAne zraddhA tarIke jaNAvI che te IcchAnI utkaTatA sUcavavA mATe che. cAritradharma pAmavA mATe jeTaluM zakya hoya teTaluM karyA vagara na rahe-te IcchAnI utkaTatA. mAtra sAMbhaLavAnI abhilASA e zraddhA nathI, sAMbhaLeluM tattva pAmavA mATe rAtadivasa mahenata karavI enuM nAma zraddhA. A zraddhA pravara koTinI hovI joIe. pravara zraddhA kone kahevAya te samajAvavA mATe zraddhAnAM cAra liMgo jaNAvyAM che. 1. vidhipUrvakanI sevA, 2. jJAna-cAritranA viSayamAM tRmino abhAva, 3. zuddha dezanA ane 4. alitanI paridhi . 1. vidhipUrvakanI sevA ApaNe ahIM bhAvasAdhunAM liMgonI vicAraNA zarU karI che. A zraddhA paNa sAdhupaNAnAM liMga tarIke jaNAvI che, tethI te sAmAnya koTinI nahi hoya - e samajI zakAya che. gRhasthapaNAnI zraddhA karatAM sAdhubhagavantonI zraddhA pravarakoTinI hoya che-te samajAvavA mATe ahIM zraddhAnAM cAra liMgo jaNAvyAM che. mukhyatve sAdhubhagavantane AzrayIne A liMgo batAvelAM hovA chatAM gRhasthapaNAmAMthI A guNonI yogyatA kevI rIte keLavAya che te 15 Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa ApaNe avasare avasare joI levuM che. dharma karavAnI abhilASA jAge eTale sauthI pahelAM vidhino khapa paDavAno. tamAre tyAM paNa zuM niyama che ? koI paNa kAryanI zarUAta karavI hoya to te pahelAM tenI vidhi jANI levAnI ne ? vidhinA pAlana mATe dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva...vagerenI zuddhi jALavavI jarUrI che. sAdhubhagavanto vidhinI pradhAnatA kevI rIte svIkAre che ane enA kAraNe temanuM anuSThAna vidhizuddha kaI rIte bane che.. e vicAravA pahelAM, Aje dharmAtmA gaNAtAomAM vidhino rAga ane vidhino Agraha kevo che e tapAsI levuM jarUrI che. ane te paNa ApaNI potAnI jAta mATe vicAravuM che. Aje nahi to kAle jene sAdhu thavuM che teNe A guNo kAraNarUpe paNa gRhasthapaNAmAM keLavI levA paDaze. vidhinI zarUAta dravyazuddhithI thAya che. gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelAne koI paNa anuSThAna karavA mATe dravyanI jarUra paDavAnI ja. e dravya svarUpathI zuddha hovuM joIe, zuddha rIte prApta kareluM hovuM joIe ane eno upayoga paNa zuddha rIte karavo joIe. zuddha rIte prAma kareluM dravya tene kahevAya ke je nItipUrvaka meLaveluM hoya, phUDakapaTa karIne nahi. eka sAmAyikanuM anuSThAna karavuM hoya to ya nyAyathI meLavelA dhanathI tenA mATenAM upakaraNo kharIdavAM. sAmAyika karavA upAzrayamAM varasIdAna ApatAM Ave te dhana paNa nyAyapUrvaka meLaveluM hovuM joIe. sAmAyikanAM upakaraNo pote kharIdelAM vAparavAM, bIjAnAM nahi. pUjA jema svadravyathI karavAnI che tema sAmAyika 56 Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa svadravyathI karavAnuM che. upAzrayamAM rAkhelAM kapaDAMthI ke upAzrayamAM pratikramaNa mATe mUkI janAra zrAvakane pUchyA vinA tenAM sAmAyikanAM vastrothI sAmAyika na karAya. pUchyA vagara koInI paNa vastu levAthI adattAdAnanuM pApa lAge che. sAmI vyakti pote Ape chatAM ApaNA mATe e paradravya hovAthI jo te vaparAya nahi to pUchyA vagara kevI rIte vaparAya ? sa0 Azaya to sAro che, sAmAyika karavAno ja che ne ? Azaya game teTalo sAro lAgato hoya chatAM paNa jo bhagavAnanI AjJA sacavAtI na hoya to te sArA AzayanI koI kiMmata nathI. sava Azayazuddhi kone kahevAya ? bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAno Azaya-enuM nAma Azayazuddhi. sa0 A rIte paNa sAmAyika karavAno Azaya hoya tene vyavahArathI Azayazuddhi na kahevAya ? A vyavahAra nathI, A to anukULatA sAcavavAno pariNAma che. vyavahAra to tene kahevAya ke je bhagavAnanA zAsanane, bhagavAnanI AjJAne anukULa hoya. potAnI anukULatA mujaba dharma karavo e vyavahArazuddhi nathI. vartamAnamAM tamAro vyavahAra to lagabhaga mArgane anukULa banavAne badale mArgane bAdhaka bane evo che. tame AjJAne anukULa kema banAya - eno vicAra karo ke tamArI anukULatA kevI rIte sacavAya - e vicAro ? Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sava amAre kAmo ghaNAM vadhyAM eTale amArI anukULatA vicArIe. tame tamArI anukULatA kayA kAraNasara juo cho - e mAre nathI pUchavuM. amAre tamArI dharmakriyAomAM koI dakhala nathI karavI. paNa eka vAta nakkI che ke A rIte dharma karavAthI sAdhu paNa nahi thavAya ane mokSe paNa nahi pahoMcAya. dharma mokSe pahoMcADe che ane mokSe pahoMcavA mATe dharma karavAno che e vastu ja magajamAMthI nIkaLI gaI che eTale dharmakliAomAMthI vidhino Agraha nAza pAmyo che. vidhimArgane anukULa banavuM haze to ApaNI badhI anukULatAno tyAga karavAnuM zIkhavuM paDaze. potAnI anukULatA sAcavIne karAtA dharmane dharma mAnI besavAnI bhUla na karatA. sava amArI icchA che ke amArA dharmane game te rIte paNa tame dharma kaho ! e icchA koI saMyogomAM pUrI nahi thAya. ame zAstrakAronI vAta samajAvavA mATe pATe besIe chIe, tamArI pravRtti upara mahorachApa mAravA mATe nahi. zAstra tamArI anukULatA sAcavavA mATe nathI racAyAM, tamArA mokSa mATe zAstronI racanA che. tamAre jeTalI dalIla karavI hoya eTalI kare, tamArI vAtamAM koI zAstrakAra sammata nahi thAya. je dharmamAM bhagavAnanI AjJAnI chAyA na hoya, je dharmamAM vidhino Agraha na hoya, je dharma karatI vakhate dravyAdinI zuddhi jALavavAnI darakAra na hoya, je dharmamAM mAtra potAnI Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukULatA sAcavavAno vicAra hoya e dharma saMsArathI tAranAro kaI rIte bane ? ane je dharma saMsArathI tAre nahi ane saMsAramAM rakhaDAve e dharmane dharma kaI rIte kahevAya ? tamArA dharmane dharma kahevaDAvavAne badale tamArA dharmane dharma banAvavA mATe jo mahenata karI hota to Aje tamArI dharmakriyAonI AvI dazA na hota. gRhasthapaNAno badho dharma dhananI mUccha utAravA mATe ane sukhanI lAlasA mAravA mATe karavAno che. pArakA paise dharma kare tenI dhananI mUccha Utare ke potAnA paisA bacAvavAnA kAraNe dhananI mUrchA vadhe ? loko game teTalI anukULatA karI Ape, ApaNe levI nathI, ApaNe ApaNI zakti anusAra paNa svadravyathI pUjA vagere anuSThAno karavAM che. mUccha utAravAnA Azaya vagara dharma karazo to tevA dharmathI puNya baMdhAya to ya te pApAnubaMdhI ja baMdhAya. jo pApathI mukta banavuM haze to anukULatA mujaba dharma karavAnA badale bhagavAnanI AjJAne anukULa banavAno prayatna kya vinA nahi cAle. IcchAmAM pheraphAra karavo paDe to karI levo, paNa AjJAmAM pheraphAra nahi karAya. sa) Avo dharma karavo - e ghaNuM kaparuM kAma che. kaparuM lAge teno vAMdho nathI, paNa azakya to nathI ne ? avyavahAru to nathI ne ? tamArI AMkha kholavAnuM kAma amAruM, bAkI kAMDuM paDavAnuM kAma amAruM nathI. mArga samajAvavAnuM kAma amAruM, paNa paga upADavAnuM kAma to tamAre ja karavuM paDaze. game Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teTaluM kaparuM lAge paNa AnA vagara nahi cAle - eTaluM to nakkI che ne? . sa, ATalo kSaro dharma batAvazo to ahIM AvanArAnI saMkhyA ghaTI jaze, enAM karatAM thoDo sahelo dharma batAvo to ? saMsAranA sukhanA rasiyAne bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabano nAno paNa dharma kaThina ja lAgavAno, evA mATe koI mArga nathI. duniyAnA . dareka kSetramAM vidhi mujaba pravRtti karanArAne ekamAtra dharmanA kSetramAM vidhino Agraha rAkhavAnI vAta kaThina lAge, eno artha ja e che ke saMsAranuM sukha joIe che ane mokSa joIto nathI. jene mokSanI abhilASA jAge tenA mATe kAMI ja kaparuM nathI. saMsAranA mAnI lIdhelA sukha mATe paNa jo kaSTa veThavuM paDatuM hoya to zAzvata evuM mokSanuM sukha sahelAIthI maLI jAya ? dharma to tene mATe che ke jene saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI ane pApathI bacavuM che. jene avidhinuM pApa cAlu rAkhavuM che ane thoDo ghaNo icchA mujabano dharma karIne dhamI kahevaDAvavuM che evAo, vidhimArganI prarUpaNAnA kAraNe jo dharmasthAnamAM AvatA baMdha thatA hoya to tenI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. bhagavAnanA upAsako thoDA hatA ane gozAlAnA anuyAyI ghaNA hatA, chatAM bhagavAne prarUpaNA pheravI ? nahi ne ? to tame zA mATe bhaya sevo cho ? sasUprarUpaNAno mArga jIvato rAkhavA mATe majabUta thavuM paDaze, sattva keLavavuM paDaze. vidhinuM pAlana ochuMvadhatuM thAya e bane, vidhinuM pAlana karatAM karatAM avidhi thaI jAya Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ya bane, paNa vidhino Agraha nAza pAmyo hoya ane jema-tema dharmakriyAo thaye jatI hoya - e kema nabhAvAya ? sAdhusAdhvI avidhi kare te tamane game ? nahi ne ? to tame avidhipUrvakanI dharmakSiAo majethI karye jAo - e kevI rIte cAle ? avidhinI bhayaMkaratA ane vidhimArganI upAdeyatAne jaNAvanArI prarUpaNA jene AkarI lAge, avyavahAru lAge teno vidhimArgano rAga nAza pAmyo che ane avidhino Agraha baMdhAyo che - evuM mAnavuM paDe. AvAone koI dharmAnuSThAna karavAno adhikAra nathI. zAstrakAroe je avidhipUrvakanuM anuSThAna nabhAvyuM che te vidhi pratyenA bahumAnavALAnuM nabhAvyuM che, vidhinI upekSA karanAranuM nahi. vidhi pratye bahumAna hoya nahi ane A kALamAM to AvuM ja cAle, badhuM jovA besIe to sAva rahI jaIe...' vagere bolIne vidhi pratye bedarakAra banI jANI-joIne avidhi kare to evI avidhithI ane anAdarapUrvaka jeTalo dharma karavAmAM Ave tenAthI pApa baMdhAyA vagara nahi rahe, ane e pApa naDyA vagara nahi rahe. divAlanI jema A pApa mokSanI ADuM Avaze, enA yoge AMsu sAravAno vakhata Avaze. bhagavAnanI AjJAnA anAdara jevuM eke pApa nathI. Aje sArAmAM sArI dharmasAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa ene ArAdhavAnuM mana nathI thatuM te bhUtakALanI AvI ja koI virAdhanAnuM phaLa che. A bhavamAM paNa jo AvI ja virAdhanA cAlu rAkhazuM to tenA yoge AvI ja paraMparAthI koNa jANe kevuM bhaviSya sarjAze ?! mATe sAvadha Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaI jAo, anukULatAnA arthIpaNA upara kApa mUkIne AjJA pratye, vidhi pratye bahumAna keLavI lo, avidhinA-anAdaranA pApathI bacavA pUrato prayatna karI lo. vidhipUrvakanI sevA e sAdhubhagavantanI zraddhAnuM paheluM liMga che. gRhasthapaNAmAM vidhinI upekSAnA je saMskAra paDyA hoya te sAdhupaNAmAM naDyA vagara nathI rahetA. AthI zrAvakapaNAmAM vidhipUrvakanI sevA kevI hoya te ApaNe prasaMgathI vicArI rahyA chIe. koI paNa anuSThAna karatI vakhate dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI zuddhi jALavavI joIe. temAM ApaNe joI gayA ke, pUjA-sAmAyika vagere anuSThAna karavA mATe je upakaraNo joIe te nyAyapUrvaka upArjela vittathI meLavelAM hovAM joIe. zuddha rIte meLavelAM te te upakaraNo svarUpathI paNa zuddha hovAM joIe arthAta malina na hovAM joIe, svaccha hovAM joIe. tamArA sAmAyikanAM vastro, caravaLo, muhapattI, kaTAsaNuM vagere upakaraNo svaccha hoya ne ? ke emAMthI gaMdha mAre to ya navAI nahi ? malina vastromAM rahelAne sAmAyika karatAM UMgha ja Ave ne ? parasevAnI gaMdhavALAM vastrothI pUjA kare ke sAmAyika kare tene bhAva kyAMthI Ave ? lagnaprasaMgamAM jatI vakhate vastronI svacchatA ke sugaMdhitA mATe jeTalI kALajI rAkhavAmAM Ave che eTalI paNa kALajI traNa lokanA nAtha evA paramAtmAnA maMdiramAM jatI vakhate rakhAya kharI? tamArA haiyAno DhALa kaI tarapha che - e tapAsavA mATe A vicAravAnI jarUra che. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAmAyika mATe caravaLo, muhapattI ke khesa vagere yogya mApanAM hovAM joIe, tamane to zarIranA veSa mATe mApanI khabara hoya, paNa caravaLo-muhapattI vagerenAM mApa to bhagavAna jANe ne ? e jANavA mATe prayatna karyo? jANyA pachI paNa yogya mApavALAM ja uparaNo vAparavAno Agraha paNa kharo ? pUjA mATe kesara, barAsa, phaLa, naivedya, akSata vagere kevAM vAparo ? akSatano sAthiyo AkhA cokhAthI karo ke tUTelA cokhA paNa bhegA hoya ? bhAta saMdhavA mATe cokhA vINe, paNa sAthiyo karavA mATe akhaMDa cokhA vINo kharA ? akSatapUjA akSatapada Ape-evI zraddhA kharI ? jyAM dharmanI zraddhAmAM ja khAmI hoya tyAM vidhino Adara kyAMthI jAge ?.... dravyazuddhi jALavyA pachI paNa je kSetramAM anuSThAna karavAnuM hoya te kSetra paNa azuci vagerethI rahita hovuM joIe. sAmAyikanuM anuSThAna karatI vakhate svaccha, pavitra, ghoMghATa vagaranA sthAne besavuM te kSetrazuddhi. te ja rIte pUjA vagere anuSThAna karatI vakhate paNa derAsara tema ja tenA raMgamaMDapa vagerenI zuddhi mATe prayatna ryA bAda te te anuSThAna karavAM te kSetrazuddhi. kALathI zuddha anuSThAna kone kahevAya che te jaNAvavA mATe zAstrakAro khetInuM dRSTAnta Ape che. akALe karelI khetI jema phaLatI nathI tema akALe kareluM anuSThAna tevA prakAranA phaLane ApavA mATe samartha nathI banatuM. caitra mahine koI kheDUte bIja vAvyAM sAMbhaLyuM che ? caitra mahine bIja vAve to anAja Ave ke bIja nakAmuM jAya ? Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa) ghAsa to maLe ne ? ghAsa mATe koIe khetI karI che kharI ? lokamAM kheDUtanI jAta gamAra manAya che. chatAM tene ya eTalI to akkala che ke ghAsa mATe khetI na karAya. tame to zaherI gaNAo, vANiyA ane buddhizALI manAo ! chatAM AvI dalIla karo cho - e ja sUcave che ke maLelI akkalano upayoga dharma samajavA ke AcaravA mATe karavo nathI. tame saMsAranAM kAryomAM ane dhaMdhA vagerenA kSetramAM je akkala vAparo cho eTalI jo ahIM vAparo to zAstrakAronI vAto zIrAnI jema gaLe UtaryA vinA nahi rahe. kALano Agraha tame kyAM nathI sevatA ? UMgha mATenI goLI savAre lo ane jhADA mATenI goLI rAtre lo to zuM thAya ? sa0 divasa paNa bagaDe ane rAta paNa bagaDe. tyAM jema pariNAmano vicAra karo cho - tema ahIM paNa vicAratAM thaI jAo to kALa vagereno Agraha rAkhavAnuM zIkhavavuM nahi paDe. mULamAM bhAvazuddhi AvI nathI mATe ja dravyAdinI zuddhinI upekSA sevAya che. A saMsAramAM koI saMyogomAM rahevuM ja nathI ane mokSe jatA rahevuM che Avo bhAva AvI jAya pachI to koI ja vidhinuM mahattva samajAvavAnI jarUra nahi rahe. zrAvapaNAnA anuSThAnamAM dravyAdithI vidhinI zuddhi kevI rIte jALavavI joIe - e prasaMgathI joyuM. dareka anuSThAno vidhipUrvaka karavAno abhyAsa jeNe sAdhudharmanI paribhAvanAmAM ryo hoya evA Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mumukSune sAdhupaNAnI paDilehaNa, pratikramaNa, svAdhyAyAdi dareka kriyAo yogya kALe vidhi mujaba karavAnuM khUba saraLa bane che. sAdhubhagavantane svAdhyAya karavo hoya to te vakhate paNa dravyAdi cAranI zuddhi jALavavAnI hoya che. dravyathI; svAdhyAya mATenuM pustaka pratilekhanA, pramArjanA karIne grahaNa kare, nAbhithI uparanA bhAgamAM rahe e rIte pustakane mUke, pustaka vagere jJAnanAM upakaraNone parasevAvALA hAtha ke parasevAvALAM vastro vagere aDI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhe, tema ja sUtra gokhatI vakhate ke artha gokhatI vakhate, dharmasthA vagere svAdhyAya karatI vakhate muhapattIno upayoga rAkhe. A badhuM dravyazudhimAM jAya. kSetrathI; je bhUmimAM svAdhyAya karavAno che te svAdhyAyabhUmi chavAdithI saMsakta na hovI joIe. tema ja svAdhyAyabhUminI AsapAsa so DagalAM jeTalI jagyAmAM koI azuci padArtha na hoya e rIte vasatizudhi jALavavI. te ja rIte jyAM strI pazu tema ja anya janonI avarajavara na hoya tevA ekAnta sthAnamAM svAdhyAya karavo - e kSetrazuddhi. zrAvakonAM gharomAM azuddhi ane janasaMparka hovAthI sAdhubhagavantoe zakya tyAM sudhI tevI vasatimAM UtaravuM nahi. dhULavALI ke jemAM havA na AvatI hoya evI jagyA bIjI rIte svAdhyAya mATe anukULa hovA chatAM evAM sthAnono tyAga karI gRhasthonAM gharomAM vAsa karavo - ucita nathI. gaNadharabhagavanta sudharmAsvAmI bhagavAna gauzALAmAM mAsakalpa karI zake, tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa ghoDAnA tabelAmAM UtarI zake to Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - sAdhubhagavanta cokhkhI jagyA ke pavanavALI jagyA mATe gRhasthonAM gharomAM vAsa kare te kevI rIte yogya gaNAya ? vaLI keTalAko upAzrayone doSita mAnIne zrAvakanAM gharonI vasatine nirdoSa vasati tarIke gaNAvIne temAM vAsa karavo pasaMda kare che - e vyAjabI nathI. zrAvakonAM gharomAM UtaravAmAM jokhama ghaNuM che. AthI evA vakhate AdhArmAdi doSavALI vasatimAM vasavATa karavo - e ucita che...ityAdi gItArtha gurubhagavantanI AjJA anusAre kSetrazuddhi jALavavI, kALathI; sUtraporisImAM sUtra gokhavuM, arthaporisImAM arthanI vAcanA levI, akALe svAdhyAya na karavo tema ja kALe (svAdhyAya-kALe) svAdhyAya karyA vinA na rahevuM. navA sAdhuone arthaporisImAM paNa sUtra gokhavAnuM vidhAna hovAthI arthaporisImAM sUtra gokhavuM - e temane mATe kALazuddhi che. ane bhAvathI; jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanI nirjarA mATe bhaNavuM; vidvattA meLavavA, jJAnI tarIke paMkAvA ke gurvAdikathI nirapekSa banavA mATe na bhaNavuM-enuM nAma bhAvazuddhi. A ja rIte sAdhubhagavantanI pratilekhanA, bhikSAcaryA vagere paNa dravyAdithI zuddha ja hoya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke koI saMyogomAM tevA prakAranI zuddhi jALavavA mATe sAdhubhagavanto samartha na hoya to tevA vakhate apavAdapade dravyAdinA doSane sevavA chatAM paNa nirdoSa anuSThAnamAM bhAvathI pratibaMdha(Agraha) hovAthI temanI vidhipUrvakanI sevA rUpa zraddhAmAM koI jAtanI khAmI AvatI nathI. utsargamArge sAdhubhagavanta AdhArmAdi doSathI rahita bhikSA 66 Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ grahaNa kare che. paraMtu tevA prakAranA saMyogomAM dravyathI - dahIM vagere vizeSa dravyanI jarUra paDe, kSetrathI - aTavInuM ullaMghana karavuM hoya, kALathI-duSkALa paDyo hoya ane bhAvathI glAnAdi avasthA hoya tevA vakhate sAdhubhagavanta AdhArmAdi doSothI duSTa bhikSA grahaNa kare chatAM temanI vidhisevA anAbAdha rahe che. e ja rIte ApavAdika niyatavAsAdi mATe paNa samajI levuM. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke sAdhubhagavanto dravyAdithI zuddha anuSThAna seve nahi, dravyAdine AzrayIne doSane seve chatAM temane vidhisevArUpa zraddhA che- e kevI rIte ghaTe ?' ziSyanI zaMkA jijJAsAbhAvanI che. nirAkaraNanA gharanI-khaMDananA gharanI nathI. AthI ja te dravyAdinA apavAda saMgata kevI rIte karavA' ema pUche che. tame hota to zuM pUchata? AvuM te kAMI bane ? A kaMI besatuM nathI..." ema ja pUcho ne ? A ziSya tamArA jevo nathI eTale e graMthakAranI vAta saMgata karavA mATe prayatna kare che, khoTI che ema sAbita karavA nahi. graMthakAranI vAta kaI rIte ghaTe e jANavA mATe "A kaI rIte zakya bane ?' ema pUchavuM e jijJAsAnA gharanI zaMkA. ane graMthakAranI vAta khoTI sAbita thAya e rIte "A to zakya ja nathI,' "AvuM mAnIe to Ama thaze ne tema thaze.' vagere kahevuM e khaMDananA gharanI zaMkA. je mAtra jANavA mATe Ave te AvI zaMkA kare. jene kaMIka pAmavuM che tenI zaMkA kAyama mATe jijJAsAnA gharanI hoya. jijJAsAthI pUchela zaMkAno javAba vistArathI ApavAno 67 Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurune paNa utsAha jAge. AthI graMthakArazrI paNa ziSyanI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karatAM jaNAve che ke - svAdiSTa miSTAnAdi bhojanane karanAro nIrogI evo mANasa duSkALa ke daridratA vagere dazAmAM rasakasa vagaranA tuccha bhojanane kare te chatAM ya tene te tuccha bhojanamAM jema Asati nathI hotI ane svAdiSTa AhAranI lAlasAvALo te kyAre A durdazA TaLe ane sArI dazA Ave ke jethI huM te svAdiSTa AhArane karanAro thAuM.' AvA ja manorathomAM ramato hoya che, te ja rIte niraticAra cAritranA pAlanamAM utsAhane dharanArA sAdhubhagavanto bAhyadRSTithI AgamamAM niSedha karAyela nityavAsa ke ekAkIpaNuM vagerene apavAdapade seve topaNa saMyamanI ArAdhanAnI tIvrAbhilASArUpa zraddhAguNanA yoge bhAvasAdhutAnuM atikramaNa karatA nathI, eTale ke temanI bhAvasAdhutA akhaMDita ja rahe che. e ApavAdika AcaraNanA yoge teo dravyasAdhu banI jatA nathI. tamane DokTare kahyuM hoya ke cha mahinA sudhI bhAre khorAka na levo. ghI, tela, sAkara, mIThuM sadaMtara baMdha. je vAparazo to vagara mote marazo to tevA vakhate kevuM sAcavo ? sajarUra paDye bAra mahinA ya sAcavIe! barAbara ! DAhyA cho ! DokTaranuM kahyuM mAno paNa bhagavAnanuM kahyuM na mAno evA! bhagavAnanA kIdhe vigaI na choDo. DokTaranA kazya choDo! sava jIvavAnI lAlasA che ne ? Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja to kahevuM che ke tyAM jIvavAnI lAlasA che jyAre ahIM saMsArathI bacavAnI ke mokSe javAnI lAlasA ja nathI. ApaNe to e samajAvavuM che ke cha mahinA sudhI tuccha AhAra levA chatAM bhAvanA kaI hoya ? kyAre pAcho ghI, tela, dUdha vagere khAto thAuM - e ja ne ? tema sAdhubhagavanta paNa glAnAdi avasthAmAM vigaIo vApare chatAM kyAre aMtaprAMta bhikSA vAparato thAuM evI bhAvanAmAM ramatA hoya che. A rIte apavAdanA sthAne apavAda seve te sAdhumAM bhAvasAdhutA hoya ja che, kAraNa ke bhAvasAdhutA mAtra pravRttimAM nathI samAyelI, pariNAmamAM samAyelI che. zraddhA e mokSe javAnI utkaTa abhilASA svarUpa hovAthI pariNAmarUpa che. sava amane mokSanI IcchA paNa kema nathI thatI ? saMsAranI napharata jAgI nathI mATe, saMsAranA sukhanI Asati gADha che mATe. peTamAM maLa jAmelA hoya to khAvAnI icchA thAya ? tevI rIte saMsArasukhanA gADha rAga svarUpa maLa AtmA para jAmelo hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa mATe dharma karavAnI ruci jAge nahi. maLa jAmelA hoya to uparathI nAkheluM paNa vita thaIne bahAra Ave tethI sauthI pahelAM maLa kADhavA mATe julAba levo paDe ne ? te ja rIte ahIM paNa dharma karavAnI utAvaLa karavA pahelAM saMsAranA sukhano rAga ghaTe, e sukha uparathI najara khase - e mATe mahenata karavAnI jarUra che. saMsAra uparathI najara haTe to mokSa upara najara jAya ne ? sa, ATaluM sAMbhaLavA chatAM asara kema nathI thatI ? Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che kAraNa ke sAMbhaLavAnuM mAtra kAna pavitra karavA mATe ja rAkhyuM che, haiyuM pavitra karavA nahi. mATe ja haiyAne kaMI aDatuM nathI. jo haiyuM sudhAravuM che, pavitra karavuM che - evo pariNAma jAge to amoghadezanAne ApanArA zAstrakAronAM vacana asara kya vagara nahi rahe. emanAM vacano asara kare eTale sukhano rAga maMda paDyA vinA na rahe. ane eka vAra sukhano rasa ghaTe ene mATe koI ja dharma kaThina nathI. sukha chUTe ke na chUTe, sukhano rAga tUTe ke na tUTe, paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA pratye prIti keLavAI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. tamane kaThina lAge eTalAmAtrathI dharmanI prarUpaNAmAM pheraphAra na karAya. tamAro ratha amAre nathI calAvavAno. bhagavAnanA zAsananA rathamAM tamane besADavA che. kaThina kaThina na lAge tevo upAya batAvAya paNa kaThinane choDIne sahelo evo avaLo mArga kyAMthI batAvAya ? mokSa pratye mamatva jAge ane tIrthaMkarabhagavanta pratye bahumAna hoya tenA mATe kazuM ja kaThina nathI. tamane sAdhupaNuM kaTakArI lAge che, paratu jJAnI bhagavanto pharamAve che ke AjJA sahelAIthI pALI zakAya ane pApa sahelAIthI chUTI jAya evuM bhagavAnanuM sAdhupaNuM che ane AjJA kaSTathI pALI zakAya ane mAMDa mAMDa thoDA pApathI chUTI zakAya evuM gRhasthapaNuM che... tamAre zuM karavuM che e vicArI lejo. ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgonuM svarUpa vicArI rahyA chIe. kAraNa ke jene A saMsAra nathI joIto tenI najara bhAvasAdhupaNA Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - upara ja sthira thAya che. A duniyAmAM bhAvasAdhutA vinA saMsArathI tAravA mATe koI samartha nathI, dravyasAdhutA paNa bahu to bhAvanuM kAraNa bane - eTalA pUratI upAdeya che. bAkI to bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo vagaranI ke e liMgo prApta karavAnA bhAva vagaranI dravyasAdhutA to saMsAraparibhramaNanuM ja kAraNa bane che. dravyasAdhutAnI TIkA mATe ke vartamAna sAdhusAdhvInI niMdA mATe A vicAraNA nathI. ApaNe pote kevA sAdhu thavuM ane ApaNA AtmAnA tAraka kevA hovA joIe - e mATe ja A liMgo samajI levAM che. duniyAne jyAM javuM hoya tyAM jAya. emAM ApaNe saMmati paNa nathI ApavI ane virodha paNa nathI karavo, temanI to upekSA ja karavI rahI. jene sArA thavuM che, kaMIka pAmavuM che tene mATe A mArga che. mArga jANyA pachI paNa jeo unmArge jatA hoya temanI to yA ja ciMtavavAnI hoya, temanI pratye dveSa paNa dhAraNa karavAno na hoya ane temanI niMdA paNa karavAnI na hoya. mAnyatA game teTalI majabUta hoya paNa paga na upADe to iSTa sthAne na pahoMcAya. tethI to graMthakArazrIe mAnyatAne ke tattvacine zraddhA na kahetAM tattvaprAptinA abhilASane zraddhA tarIke darzAvI che. graMthakArazrI je kAMI vAta kare che te tamArA AtmAne mATe ane tamArA AtmAnA tArakane zodhavA mATe kare che. jo tAraka barAbara nahi hoya to AtmAnI katala thayA vinA nahi rahe. jevA-tevAnA caraNe mAthuM mUkavuM e kAMI AtmasamarpaNa nathI, e to vivekazUnyatA che. AtmasamarpaNa karavuM 71 Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e juduM ane vivekazUnya hovuM juduM. AtmAnuM hita sadhAya evA sthAne jIvana soMpavuM - te AtmasamarpaNa ane AtmAnuM ahita sadhAya evA sthAne mAthuM jhukAvavuM eTale vivekzanya banavuM ApaNe vivekazUnya banI jIvanane veDaphavuM che ke vivekI banIne jIvana sudhAravuM che te nakkI karI levAnuM. bhagavAnanI AjJA pratye jene prema na hoya te tamane mokSe pahoMcADe e vAtamAM kAMI mAla nathI. ApaNe joI gayA ke saMyogavazAt tevA prakAranuM vidhizuddha anuSThAna na thAya topaNa bhAvathI vidhimArgamAM rakta rahelAnI zraddhAmAM khAmI AvatI nathI. avidhinA AcaraNamAtrathI dravyasAdhutA AvI nathI jatI, avidhinA premathI ane vidhinI upekSAthI dravyasAdhutA Ave che. ApaNane vidhino prema kevo ? pratikramaNa keTalA vAgyA sudhI thAya evuM pUchavA Ave, paNa cokkasa keTalA vAge thAya'- e na pUche. AvuM koNa puchAve che ? vidhino prema ke avidhino prema ? kAraNasara samayamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya-e bane paNa haiyAmAM te vakhate avidhi pratye upAdeyatA to na ja hoya ne ? bAra vAgyA sudhI pratikramaNa thAya -' ema mAnIne karavA beso ke na chUTake saMyogonA mAryA ATalA moDA pratikramaNa karavuM paDe che' - evI khaTaka sAthe karavA beso ? A badhuM zAMtithI vicAravAnI jarUra che. bhagavAnanA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA AcArya bhagavaMtanA haiyAmAM vidhino rAga kevA prakArano hoya te samajAvavA mATe ahIM AcArya zrI saMgamasUrinuM dRSTAnta jaNAve 72 Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "aad che. vidhi pratyenA bahumAnanA yoge bhagavAnanA mArgane potAnA kaparA saMyogomAM paNa jIvato rAkhanAra A AcArya bhagavantanuM sthAnaka graMthakAzrIe e rIte AlekhyuM che ke enA pratyeka pade UbhA rahIe to ApaNA traNe divasa pUrA thaI jAya. pharI koI vAra avasare vistArathI kyAnaka vAMcIzuM. atyAre to ApaNuM lakSya e che ke A traNa-cAra divasamAM, aSTapravacanamAtAnA dhaNI bhAvathI kevA hoya te samajI levuM che. tethI saMkSepathI ja sthAnano sArabhUta bhAga joi laie. ajJAnarUpI dAvAnaLane zamAvavA mATe meghanI dhArAsamAna, pratisamaya vRddhi pAmatA vizuddha pariNAmanA yoge pApanA samUhane haNanArA ane gAmanagarAdimAM paramAtmAnI paramatAraka AjJAnusAra navalpathI prakalpita evA ugravihArane karanArA zrI saMgamasUri nAmanA AcAryabhagavanta A pRthvItalane pAvana karatA vicArI rahyA hatA. A AcAryabhagavanta sAdhusamudAyanA gacchanAyaka hatA. kALakrame teozrInuM jaMghAbaLa kSINa thavA mAMDyuM. jaMghAbaLa kSINa thayeluM jANI e AcAryabhagavanta kollAga nAmanA nagaramAM niyatavAsa karavAno nirNaya karyo. AcAryabhagavantanuM jaMghAbaLa kSINa thayuM hatuM, parantu temanI buddhi ke mana kSINa thayuM na hatuM. zarIra to bhUtakALanA puSyane AbhArI che. jyAre mArgAnusArI buddhi ane ArAdhakabhAva vartamAnanA kSayopazamane AbhArI che. kSayopazamabhAva TakAvatAM AvaDe to zarIranuM puNya pUruM thaI jAya to ya mArganI ArAdhanAmAM khAmI na Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ave. graMthakArazrIe jaNAvyuM che ke eka sthAne niyatavAsa karavAno nirNaya temaNe karyo hovA chatAM teozrI atyanta tIvra evI pravastraddhAnA yoge vizuddha bhAvacAritrane dhAraNa karatA hatA. AvA mahApuruSono dAkhalo laIne, najIvAM kAraNosara athavA sAdhupaNAmAM chAje nahi evAM kAryonI siddhi mATe karAtA niyatavAsanuM samarthana karavuM vyAjabI nathI. zAstronAM pAne lakhAyelAM mahApuruSonAM dRSTAntone ApaNA AcaraNanI sAthe goThavavAnI mahenata karavAne badale ApaNA AcaraNane e mahApuruSonA bhAvane anurUpa goThavavAnI mahenata karIe to ApaNe paNa e mahApuruSonI dizAmAM pagalAM mAMDI zakIzuM. zAstrone sAMbhaLIne ApaNI jAtano vicAra karavo. koNa zuM kare che, zuM yogya kare che, zuM ayogya kare che - e badhuM vicAravA nathI besavuM. ApaNI jAta ane bhagavAnanI vAta : e be vaccenuM aMtara tapAsatAM javAnuM ane e aMtara kApavA mATe ApaNI jAtane AjJAnusArI banAvavA mATe prayatna karyA karavAno.. zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA mahApuruSone bhagavAnanI AjJA pratye keTalo prema hoya te samajavA mATe A dRSTAnta upayogI che. AcArya zrI saMgamasUrijIe jaMghAbaLa kSINa thavAthI sthiravAsa to karyo, paraMtu evAmAM kollAgapura nagaramAM duSkALa paDavAthI AcAryazrIno gaccha ke je AcAryazrInI sAthe sthiravAsa karato hato te sidAvA lAgyo. AthI svaparahitanA arthI evA Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrIe pote ekAkI rahevAnuM nakakI karIne, potAnI pAse grahaNazikSA ane AsevanazikSA laIne samasta gacchano bhAra vahana karavA mATe samartha banelA siMha nAmanA aNagArane bolAvIne tene samasta ziSyasamudAyane laIne navakalpI vihAranI maryAdAnuM pAlana karavA dvArA anyatra vihAra karI javAnI AjJA karI. AcAryabhagavantanuM to jaMghAbaLa kSINa thaI gayuM hatuM ne ? toya potAnI vaiyAvacca karavA koine rAkhyA nahi. huM ekalo rahIza to mArI vaiyAvacca koNa karaze - Avo vicArasarakho ya temaNe na karyo. temane potAnA bhaviSyanI ciMtA nahi thaI hoya ? bhagavAnanA mArga para jene zraddhA hoya te mAtra potAnI jAtane najara sAme rAkhI bhaviSyano vicAra na kare paraMtu potAnA ane bIjAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa jemAM samAyeluM hoya-evA bhaviSyanI ciMtA kare. bhagavAnanA zAsananA AcAryapade birAjamAna thayelA mahApuruSo covIsa kalAka bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavA mATe potAnI nizrAe AvelAo potAnA AtmahitathI vaMcita na rahI jAya tenI ciMtA satata sevatA hoya che. eka sthAne vasavuM e bhagavAnanI AjJA nathI. navakalpI vihAra karavo-e bhagavAnanI AjJA che. apavApare potAne niyatavAsa karavo paDyo to bhAvathI aniyatavAsamAM pratibaMdha rAkhI niyatavAsa karyo, paraMtu potAnA svArtha khAtara potAnA ziSyone evI pharaja nA pADI ane AjJApAlanamAM temane joDyA. AzAnA premI ane mArganA arthI evA AcAryo potAnA Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Azritone paNa AjJApAlanamAM anukULa evA mArge pravartAvatA hoya che. bhAvathI pratibaMdha ja tene kahevAya ke pote to zakti hoya tyAM sudhI karyA vagara na rahe, paraMtu pote samartha na hoya toya bIjAne anukULatA karI Ape. potAnA svArtha sAme na jue, potAnA zarIrAdinI paravA na kare ane ekamAtra AjJA pALavA-paLAvavAmAM ja nirata hoya - evA A zAsananA AcAryo hoya che. AcAryazrI saMgamasUrijI paNa AmAMnA ja eka hatA. teozrInA ziSyo paNa kevA hatA ? teo paNa mArganA jJAtA ane AjJAnA arthI hatA, AcAryabhagavanta upara paNa pUrNa bahumAnane dharanArA hatA tema ja temanA guNanA anurAgI hatA. AthI AcAryabhagavantane AvI sthitimAM ekAkI mUkIne javA mATe temanuM mana mAnatuM na hatuM chatAM koI sAdhue dalIla karI nahi. A rIte potAnA gurubhagavaMta ekalA rahe to temAM potAnuM kharAba dekhAze - evo paNa vicAra temane na Avyo. gacchanA nAyaka ekalA rahe to zAsananI kevI apabhrAjanA thAya..." evI paNa koI dalIla na karI. kAraNa ke badhA ziSyo AjJAMkti hatA, potAnA karatAM AcAryabhagavanta adhika jJAnI che, zAsananA rAgI che ane svaparanA hitaciMtaka che - evuM teo haiyAthI mAnatA hatA. AthI paraspara kSamApanA karIne AMsupUrNa netrovALA te sarva ziSyoe siMha aNagAra nAmanA sAdhubhagavantane potAnA gurupade sthApIne, temanI nizrA svIkArIne AcAryabhagavantanI AjJAnA pAlana mATe tyAMthI vihAra karyo. e Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vakhate kollAgapura nagarano saMgha paNa kevo haze ? mArgano jANakAra, zAsanano rAgI, AcAryabhagavana pratye pUrNa bhakatibhAvane dharanAro ane zAsana mATe prANArpaNa karanAra saMgha haze tyAre ja AcAryabhagavanta A rIte AjJA pALI-paLAvI zakyA haze ne ? AcAryabhagavantanA ziSyo vihAra karI gayA bAda navakalpI vihAra mATe asamartha evA AcAryabhagavanta pote je kSetramAM rahelA tenA nava bhAga karIne e rIte navakalpI vihAranI maryAdA sthiravAsamAM paNa pALavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke jaMghAbaLa kSINa thavA chatAM bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAnI vRtti kSINa pAmI na hatI. jagyA anukULa na Ave mATe sthAna badalanArA maLI Ave paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe sthAna badalanArA keTalA maLe ? AjJApAlana karatAM paNa AjJApAlananI vRtti khUba ja duSkara che. bhagavAnanA vacananI zraddhAmAMthI AvI AjJApAlananI vRtti janme che. jyAM zraddhAmAM ja khAmI hoya tyAM AvI vRttinI apekSA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ? vartamAnamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIoe potAnI AjJApAlananI vRttine tapAsI levAnI jarUra che. ApaNI zithilatA asahiSNutAne AbhArI che ke AjJApAlananI vRttinA abhAvane - e vicArIe to moTe bhAge vRttimAM khAmI jaNAyA vagara nahi rahe. AvI ciMtAjanaka dazAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe AvA mahApuruSonA kathAnano upayoga karI levo che. AcArya zrI saMgamasUrijIe kSetranA to nava bhAga kazyA, sAthe gocarI-pANI Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe paNa kramasara judA judA vibhAgamAM javAnuM nakkI kyuM. nagaraloka bhatipUrNa hovAthI temane aprIti thavAnI tevI saMbhAvanA na hatI chatAM AcAryabhagavA AjJAnA khapI hatA, aprIti TALavA sAthe mamatva mAravuM e paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA che - evuM jANatA hatA, AthI ja teoe A pramANe nirNaya karyo hato. eka sthAne rahevAthI sthAnanuM mamatva baMdhAya tema ja niyata gharomAM vahoravA javAnA kAraNe ekanI eka vyaktino satata paricaya rahe, tenA yoge mAyA(mamatA)nA taMtumAM jIva lapeTAI jAya, gocarI doSita banI jAya- AthI e mamatvathI aLagA rahevA mATe navakalpI vihAranuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che. navakalpI vihAra karatAM nadI UtaravI paDe to ya UtaravAnI paNa mamatvane mAravA mATe AjJA pALyA vagara na rahevuM. tevA vakhate jIvavirAdhanAne AgaLa karI navakalpI vihAra aTakAvAya nahi. jIvahiMsAmAM ekAnta virAdhanA nathI ane jIvarakSAmAM ekAnta ArAdhanA nathI, bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM ArAdhanA che ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnA anAdaramAM virAdhanA che. bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAno pUrepUro bhAva tenuM ja nAma ArAdhanA. bhagavAnanI AjJA haiyAmAM vasI hoya to kaSTakArI paNa AjJA prasannatApUrvaka pALI zakAya che : AnuM ja nAma pravara zraddhA. duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI hoya to zraddhA Take. gacchanA nAyaka paNa mAruM koNa ?' evuM na vicAre - e prabhAva kono ? Aje to nAnAM sAdhusAdhvIne paNa gocarIpANI koNa lAvaze, mAMdagImAM Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sevA koNa karaze...vagere ciMtA satAvatI hoya che. kAraNa ke duHkha bhogavavAnI taiyArI nathI ane mArga pratye tevI prIti nathI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI dukha veThavAnA badale paga pahoLA karIne bese teno saMsAra kayAMthI chUTe ? dIkSA lIdhA pachI zvAsa ghUMTAya, chAtInAM pATiyAM besI jAya evuM dukha paDe chatAM ya mArgathI vicalita na thAya ene mokSa maLe. jyAre sevA karanAra hAjara hatA tyAre jaMghAbaLa majabUta hatuM ane je vakhate jaMghAbaLa kSINa thayuM ane sevA levAno avasara hato tyAre ekamAtra AjJAnA pAlana mATe koIne paNa pAse rAkhyA nahi ane sAdhanAno vega jiMdagInA chellA zvAsa sudhI cAlu rAkhyo...AvA AcAryo A zAsananA hoya ! sa0 temanuM manobaLa majabUta haze ne ? tamAruM manobaLa zuM ochuM majabUta che ? gharamAM tamAruM koI na mAne chatAM ghara choDo nahi - to mana makkama vagara rahetA hazo ? tamArA gharamAM tamArI kiMmata na hoya to ya veThI lo, jatuM karo paNa ghara na choDo. amAre tyAM to evA ya maLI Ave ke samudAyamAM potAnI kiMmata nathI evuM lAge to samudAya choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. tame sukhanI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM gRhasthapaNAnAM du:kho je majabUtAIthI veTho cho te jotAM to amArAM sAdhusAdhvInAM mana nabaLAM che ema mAnavuM paDe. tame saMsAranA sukhanI AzAthI jeTalAM kaSTa tyAM majethI veTho cho eTalAM kaSTa jo ame mokSasukhanI AzAthI ahIM sAdhupaNAmAM veThIe to to mokSa amArI hatheLImAM AvI Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya. tamArI pAsethI amAre zIkhavI paDe - evI to tamArI sahanazIlatA che ! tamAre manobaLa meLavavAnI jarUra nathI, e to majabUta ja che. have mAtra dRSTi pheravavAnI jarUra che. saMsAranA sukha uparathI najara khase to A dizAmAM najara maMDAya. saMyamanI sAdhanAne vega Apavo haze to kyAM sudhI AjJAno rAga keLavavo paDaze e A dRSTAnta uparathI samajI zakAze. AcArya zrI saMgamasUrijI A rIte bhAvacAritranA pAlanamAM rakta hatA, evAmAM ekavAra evuM banyuM ke siMha nAmanA aNagAre datta nAmanA eka sAdhune zuddhi mATe - AlocanA karavA mATe - AcAryabhagavanta pAse mokalyo. e dattasAdhu AcAryabhagavanta pAse Avyo tyAre yogAnuyoga AcAryabhagavantane enA e ja upAzrayamAM rahelA joyA, AthI te vicAravA lAgyo ke - 'kAraNavazAt eka kSetramAMthI bIjA kSetramAM na jaI zake e bane paNa bIjI vasatimAM to jaI zakAya, chatAM A to ahIMnA ahIM ja rahelA che mATe nakkI che ke A zithilavihArI che, AthI AmanI sAthe rahevuM yogya nathI...' Ama vicArI e najIkanA bIjA sthAnamAM Utaryo. madhyAhane bhikSA samaye AcAryabhagavatta sAthe dattasAdhu nIkaLyo paraMtu duSkALanA yoge viziSTa AhAra na maLavAthI kaMTALI gayo. e jANIne AcAryabhagavanta tene sthApanAkuLamAM laI gayA. aMtaprAMta bhikSAne grahaNa karanArA sAdhubhagavantone paNa koI vAra glAnAdi mATe viziSTa vastunI jarUra hoya tyAre amuka gharomAM bhikSA levA Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya, ke je gharomAM A kAraNa sivAya jatA ja na hoya, evAM kuLa sthApanAkuLa kahevAya che. AcAryabhagavanta dattasAdhune TALelo jANI sthApanAkuLamAM eka dhanikanA ghera lai gayA. te gharamAM eka nAnuM bALaka cha mahinAthI vyaMtarInA upadravathI raDatuM hatuM. AcAryabhagavatte eka capaTI vagADIne vyaMtarIne bhagADI mUkI, AthI bALaka zAMta thai gayuM. A joine harSa pAmelI bALakanI mAtAe modakano thALa dharyo. AcAryabhagavante dattasAdhune khapa pramANe vahoravAnuM kahyuM. datta sAdhue vahorI lIdhA bAda AcAryabhagavante tene upAzrayamAM pAcho mokalyo, ane kahyuM ke 'huM mArI bhikSA laine AvuM chuM.' A bAju dattasAdhu vicAre che ke 'kyA gharamAM viziSTa AhAra maLe che te jANavA chatAM ya mane ATalo pheravyo, aMtaprAMta bhikSA apAvI. ane have pote sArI sArI bhikSA laine Avaze.' AcAryabhagavanta to aMtaprAMta bhikSA laine jaladIthI vasatimAM pAchA pharyA ane sarpa jema biLamAM pese e rIte AhArane vAparyo. sAMje pratikramaNa vakhate AcAryabhagavante yAda karAvyuM ke je ghare modaka grahaNa karyA te doSita piMDa hato. koikanI cikitsA karIne je piMDa vahoravAmAM Ave tene doSita piMDa kahevAya che. evo piMDa sAdhune levo na kalpe. AcAryabhagavande hitabuddhithI AlocanA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM chatAM durbuddhi evA dattasAdhue AlocanA karavAnA badale AcAryabhagavantane kaDavAzathI kahyuM ke, 'bIjAno rAijevaDo doSa dekhAya che paNa potAno bilTajevaDo doSa jANavA chatAM jotA nathI...' A na 81 Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramANe kahIne te potAnA sthAne gayo. evAmAM tyAM rahela zAsanadevI ke je AcAryabhagavantanI zraddhAthI bhakata banelI te roSe bharAI. AthI dattasAdhune zikSA karavAnA AzayathI teNIe tyAM ghora aMdhakAra phelAvyo. AthI bhaya pAmelo dattasAdhu AcAryabhagavantanA nAme bUmo pADavA lAgyo ke he bhagavan! Apa kyAM cho ? mane cAre dizAmAM kaMi dekhAtuM nathI." AthI AcAryabhagavanta karuNA ANIne potAnI AMgaLI UMcI karI. AcAryabhagavantanI labdhinA kAraNe e AMgaLI tejathI prakAzavA lAgI. A joine dattasAdhu vicAre che ke "o ho! A to pAse dIpaka paNa rAkhe che...' AthI chevaTe krodhe bharAyelI devIe pragaTa thaIne kahyuM ke re duSTa ! potAnA zarIra upara tema ja gRhAdine viSe paNa pratibaMdha (rAga) vagaranA evA A munipravarane viSe AvuM aNachAjatuM ciMtave che ! bhinna bhinna vasatinA vihAranA me pharI A vasatimAM AvIne rahyA che, ahIM ja sthiravAsa nathI . chatAM emane tuM zithilAcArI mAne che ! aMtaprAMta bhikSAne letA hovA chatAM temane rasavRddha mAne che ane labdhithI samRddha hovA chatA dIpaka rAkhanArA tarIke mAne che. dravyakSetrakALabhAvanA doSathI sthiravAsa karelo hovA chatAM zuddha zraddhAnA yoge bhAvacAritrane dhAraNa karanArA AvA gurunI avajJA karIne tuM mahApApanuM bhAjana banyo che.' A rIte zAsanadevInA anuzAsanathI dattasAdhune potAnI bhUlano khyAla Avyo, pApano pazcAttApa thayo ane vAraMvAra Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurubhagavantanA caraNe paDIne potAnA aparAdhane khamAvyo. ApaNe to A kathAnaka uparathI eTalo ja sAra grahaNa karavo che ke vidhino rAga kevo hoi zake che. ane enA yoge kaSTa paNa kevuM veThI zakAya che - e paNa jovAjevuM che. AvA AcAryabhagavantanuM nAma zAsanamAMthI kadIya na bhUMsAya. AthI ja dharmaratnakAre temanuM caritra AlekhyuM che. A saMgamasUri AcArya jevA AcAryabhagavantano saMgama thai jAya ane enA yoge temanA jevI vidhisevArUpa zraddhAno jo saMgama thai jAya to ApaNA karmano vigama thayA vinA na rahe. bhagavAnanI AjJA khAtara bIjuM badhuM jatuM karavAnI taiyArI hoya tevAnuM ahIM kAma che. jIvavA mATe koInI paNa apekSA na hoya-e AjJA pALI zake. sa0 AcAryabhagavanta gocarI na jAya - evuM sAMbhaLyuM che e sAcuM che ? evo ekAnta nathI, viziSTa prasaMge jAya paNa kharA. gautamasvAmI mahArAjA gocarIe jatA hatA ne ? duSkALano prasaMga hoya, gocarI-pANI na maLatA hoya to tevA vakhate viziSTa puNyane dharanArA AcAryabhagavanto gocarIe jAya paNa kharA. bhagavAnanA zAsananA AcAryo to avasaranA jANa hoya. potAnA puNyano sadupayoga karIne teo samasta gacchanI hitaciMtA karavAmAM tatpara hoya. tame puNyanA udaya uparathI najara khaseDo to ja kSayopazamabhAvanA sAdhupaNA upara najara maMDAze. puNyanA udayathI 83 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukULatA maLe, paNa teno sanmArge upayoga to kSayopazamabhAvanA kAraNe ja thAya. saMyogavazAt AcAryabhagavanta vahoravA jAya tyAre vahorAvanAra paNa AvA uttama supAtranA dAna dvArA potAnA saMsArane kApavAnuM kAma karatA. pahelAnA kALamAM A rIte bhAvapUrvaka supAtradAna karatAM karatAM yogya jIvo sakhyatva paNa pAmI jatA. vartamAnamAM vahorAvanArA to vahorAvatAM vahorAvatAM mithyAtvanuM pApa na bAMdhI bese to bhAgya! supAtrane zodhavA na nIkaLe, ApatI vakhate saMsArathI vistAra pAmavAno bhAva na hoya, dAnanI vidhi na sAcave ane ApavAthI adhika maLaze, nAmanA maLaze vagere bhAvothI dAna Ape to e dAna mithyAtvane poSanAruM ja banavAnuM. ApavAthI maLeema mAnIne ApavuM te sodo, ApavAthI tarAya-ema mAnIne ApavuM te sAcuM dAna. bhavathI nistAra pAmavAnI bhAvanA jAgyA vinA dharmanI ke dharmAcAryanI kiMmata nahi samajAya. A kathAnakamAM batAvelI zraddhA-vidhisevA-duniyAne mAthe nathI phaTakAravI, ApaNI jAta mATe keLavI levI che. AcAryazrI saMgamasUrijInA haiyAmAM AjJA pratye kevo rAga haze ? jyAre jyAre vidhinuM pAlana AkaruM lAge, avidhine TALavAnuM kaparuM lAge tyAre A AcAryazrI saMgamasUrijInA nAmanI navakAravALI gaNI levI, jethI kaSTa veThavAnI tAkAta Ave ane vidhi pratye rAga keLavAya. vyantarane capaTImAM bhagADI zake evA sAmarthyavALA paNa ghera ghera bhikSA mATe phare - e bhagavAnanI AjJA pratye keTalo prema haze ne deha pratye keTalI nispRhatA haze tyAre banyuM Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haze ? mArganI kiMmata samajAI hoya to dalIla, tarka, kutarkana karatAM AzAnA cokaThAmAM goThavAI javAnI mahenata karavI che. jarUra paDye bhUla batAvavAnuM kAma karazuM, avaLA mArge jazo to kAna pakaDazuM, sAcA mArge calAvavA mATe AMgaLI paNa paDazuM, paNa cAlavAnuM kAma to tamAre jAte ja karavuM paDaze, tyAM AghApAchA thazo te nahi cAle. kaSTa veThyA vagara to kyAMya cAlavAnuM nathI. dukha to sAdhupaNAmAM ya veThavAnuM che ane gRhasthapaNAmAM ya veThavAnuM che. pharaka mAtra eTalo che ke gRhasthapaNAmAM paravazatAthI ane saMsAranA sukhanI AzAe duHkha veThavAthI navuM duHkha UbhuM thAya che, jyAre sAdhupaNAmAM AjJA mujaba du:kha veThavAthI duHkha mULamAMthI jAya che : kayuM duHkha veThavuM sAruM - e to tamAre jAte ja nakkI karavAnuM 2. atRptiH zraddhA nAmanA bIjA guNanAM cAra liMgomAMthI ApaNe vidhisevA nAmanuM liMga joyuM. bIjuM liMga atRmisvarUpa che. jJAna ane cAritranA viSayamAM kRtakRtyatAno anubhava na karavo e atRmi nAmanuM bIjuM liMga che. apUrNatAmAM anubhavAtI tatyatA pUrNatAnA mArge AgaLa vadhavA detI nathI. tRptino pariNAma vikAsane roke che. tRminA kAraNe karavAnI abhilASA moLI paDe che, jenA yoge karaNAbhilASarUpa zraddhA upara ghA paDe che. karavAno abhilASA nAza pAme eTale zraddhA kyAMthI rahe ? zraddhA hoya tene tRmino Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhava na thAya. karaNanA abhilASane parAkASThAe pahoMcADe e ja sAcI zraddhA. saMyamanA asaMkhyAta adhyavasAyasthAna pUrAM karavA mATe atRtirUpa zraddhA pAmyA vinA nahi cAle. bhagavAnanA dIkSAkalyANakano mahotsava UjavavA mATe asaMkhyAta devo hAjara thayA. te prasaMgane varNavatAM pU. vIravijayajI mahArAje pUjAmAM gAyuM ke jANe asaMkhyAta adhyavasAya sthAna AvI maLyAM. bhagavAna dIkSA le tyAre cothA guNaThANethI sIdhA sAtame guNaThANe jAya ane sAtame guNaThANe jatAMnI sAthe bhagavAnane cothuM mana:paryavajJAna utpanna thAya. e vakhate bhagavAnano karaNAbhilASa kvo utkaTa koTino haze ? chatAM ya bhagavAne tRptino anubhava na ryo. paraMtu sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaI ema samajIne dIkSA grahaNa karatAMnI sAthe ja bhagavAna upasarga-pariSahonI senA sAme yuddha karavA tyAMthI vihAra karIne cAlI nIkaLyA. tenuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa eka ja; sAdhanAnI zarUAta thaI hatI, sAdhanA pUrI nahotI thaI. Aje amAre tyAM dIkSA lenAra, letAMnI sAthe ja jANe kAma pUruM thaI gayuM che - ema mAnIne paga vALIne besI jAya che. Aje ghaNAnI phariyAda che ke dIkSA letI vakhate jevo utsAha hoya che tevo utsAha lIdhA pachI nathI Takato. tenuM nidAna prAyaH A ja che ke dikSA levA pahelAM bAkI che e adhyavasAya hato, lIdhA pachI pUruM thayuM A avyavasAya Avyo eTale ullAsa nAza pAmyo. tRmino pariNAma karaNAbhilASa upara kuThArAghAta kare che, tenA yoge zraddhA paDI bhAMge che. dIkSA lIdhA Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI sAdhanAno vega vadhAravAne badale gaNapatinI jema besI rahe ene upADIne koI mokSe nahi pahoMcADe. ISTa sthAne pahoMcavA mATe nIkaLelAne, iSTasthAne pahoMcADanAra mArga maLI jAya ane e mArganI zraddhA jAgI jAya to e saMtoSa mAnIne besI rahe ke jhaDapathI paga upADe ? sAdhanAno vega vadhAre enuM nAma zraddhA. tRptino pariNAma to zraddhAne bodI banAve che. jyAM kAryano AraMbha thayo hato tyAM kAryasamApti mAnI - enA yoge ja zraddhA gumAvI beThA. samyaktva AvatAMnI sAthe jema cAritra levAno puruSArtha zarU thAya che tema cAritra letAMnI sAthe kevaLajJAnano puruSArtha zarU thAya che. cAritra mATe mathyA kare te samakitI ane kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe maMDI paDe te cAritrI. jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI ApaNI badhI ja sAdhanA adhUrI che. ApaNo tapa kyAre pUro thAya ? tapanI gaNatarInA divaso pUrA thAya eTale ke tapanuM phaLa maLe tyAre ? zarIranI zati kAma na ApatI hoya, Indriyo kSINa thatI hoya tapa thaI zake evuM na hoya to tapanuM pAraNuM sAdhu kare e bane, paNa zati hoya chatAM tapa pUro thayo mATe pAraNuM kare - e na bane. zakti hoya to jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI sAdhubhagavantano tapa cAlu ja rahe. tapa karma TALavA ane kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe karavAno che. karma TaLe nahi, kevaLajJAna maLe nahi tyAM sudhI tapanuM pAraNuM kaI rIte karAya ? navakArazInuM paccakhkhANa pAranAro paNa navakArazInuM paccakhkhANa kyAre pAre ? 62 Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ navakArazInuM paccakhkhANa AvI gayuM eTale pAravA besI jAya ke porisI thaI zake evuM nathI eTalA mATe pAre ? je potAnI zakti gopave nahi, zakti anusAra tapa kare te tapanuM pAraNuM kare to teno kevaLajJAnano puruSArtha cAlu ja rahe. maLelI zaktine ArAdhanA mATe kharcI nAkhavAno pariNAma tenuM ja nAma puruSArtha. RjubhAve AjJA pALavAno pariNAma ja ArAdhanAnA puruSArthane jArI rAkhe che. AthI ja nidrA e pramAda manAto hovA chatAM bhagavAnanA sAdhu nidrAmAM paNa apramAdI hoya che. aMtarmuhUrte aMtarmuhUrte sAtamA apramatta guNaThANAno sparza na thAya to chaThaThuM guNaThANuM na Take. AthI AjJA mujabanI be praharanI nidrAmAM apramattadazA hoya e samajI zakAya che. Aje to jAgatAM paNa guNaThANuM pAmavuM muzkela che! bhagavAnano sAdhu sUvAnI taiyArI kare te paNa AjJA mujaba, sUe paNa AjJA mujaba ane UThe paNa AjJA mujaba tethI temanA guNaThANAne AMca na Ave. Aje jAgatA paNa AjJAne pALavAno pariNAma na hoya ane jANIjoIne AjJAnI upekSA sevAya to guNaThANuM kyAMthI maLe ? pratimaNamAM UMgha Ave to aticAra lAge ane be prahara sudhI UMghI javA chatAM apramattadazA haNAya nahi : enuM kAraNa samajAya che ne ? AjJA mujabanA AcAranuM prAdhAnya samajyA vinA nistAra nathI. sa0 pratimaNamAM amane UMgha kema Ave che ? pratikramaNa karavAnuM mana nathI mATe. je kAma karavAnuM mana hoya Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAM UMgha Ave che ? sa0 pratikramaNa karavAnuM mana che mATe ja to karavA besIe chIe pratikramaNa AjJA mujaba karavAnuM mana che ke IcchA mujaba ? jo AjJA mujaba karavuM che to dravyAdinI zuddhi jALavI levAnI. vastrazudhina jALave ane melAghelAM vastro paherIne bese topaNa UMgha Ave cokhkhAM, vyavasthita vastra dhAraNa karo to UMgha kadAca na Ave. lagnamaMDapamAM koIne UMghatA joyA che tyAM zuddhi ane rtino jevo Agraha che te ahIM kema nathI rAkhatA ? sAdhubhagavanto bhAvastavanA adhikArI hovAthI vastrazuddhine gauNa kare - e barAbara, paNa tamAre tenI upekSA kema karAya ? Aje UMdhuM thavA . mAMDyuM che. sAdhuo UjaLAM vastra paheravA mAMDyAM che ane zrAvako melAghelAM vacce sAmAyika-pratikramaNa kare che! sava amAro moha eTalo UtarI gayo ne vastra uparathI ke dharmakriyAo uparathI ?! tamAro moha Utaryo che enI nA nathI, paNa te vastrAdi uparathI nahi, dharma ane dharmakyiA uparathI ja tamAro moha UtarI gayo che ane jo Ama ja jIvazo to hajuya Utaraze zuM karavuM che te vicArI lejo. zAstrakAro guNamAM paNa saMtoSa rAkhavAnI nA pADe che, jyAre tame to doSamAM paNa tRmino anubhava karIne besI gayA cho ! A atRmi nAmanI zraddhAne samajavA mATe ane pAmavA mATe keTaluM aMtara kApavuM paDaze - e 89 Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajAya che ? DhagalA doSo paDelA hovA chatAM toSa mAnIne besI rahe te doSarahita kyAMthI bane ? eka paNa doSa che tyAM sudhI apUrNatA che ema mAnavAthI thayelo doSanA tyAgano asaMtoSa doSarahita banAve ane eka paNa guNa bAkI che tyAM sudhI apUrNatA che - evuM samajAvAthI thayelo guNano asaMtoSa guNathI paripUrNa banAve. jyAM sudhI apUrNa chIe tyAM sudhI atRmi nAmanI zraddhA vinA nahi cAle. jyAM sudhI paramapade na pahoMcAya, kSAyikabhAva na pamAya tyAM sudhI ApaNo tapa, ApaNI sAdhanA cAlu ja rahevI joIe; e pahelAM sAdhanA pUrI kyAMthI thAya ? Aje to evI ya viSamatA jovA maLe ke be celA thAya to guruno vinaya karavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya! potAne be ziSya thAya eTale guru guNasampanna maTI jAya ? yogadRSTinI sajhAyamAM, bIjI tArAdRSTinI yogyatA jaNAvatAM pharamAvyuM che ke "vinaya adhikaguNIno kare, dekhe nija guNa-hANa re... pote game teTalo guNasampanna bane chatAM potAnA gurubhagavA to potAnA karatAM adhikaguNI ja rahevAnA ne ? sAco guNasampanna ja te ke je adhikaguNIno vinaya sArAmAM sAro karI jANe. adhiguNanI prApti ane prAmaguNanI rakSA mATe guNInA vinaya ane bahumAna sivAya bIjo koI rasto nathI. jene potAnA guNonI hAni jotAM AvaDe te ja guruno vinaya karI zake. ApaNe je karIe chIe e barAbara che." A phAMko magajamAMthI kADhIe to ja ApaNI khAmIo tapAsavAnuM zakya Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banaze. tRminA gADha pariNAmanA yoge ApaNA jIvanamAM khAmI jevuM kazuM lAgatuM ja nathI. AthI ja AcAryabhagavantAdi mahApuruSo ApaNAM pariNAmonI jhINAmAM jhINI noMdha laIne batAve che. A rIte gurubhagavantAdi ApaNI bhUlone batAve te game ke bahu jhINuM jhINuM kAMte che - evuM lAge ? - sa0 TakaTaka kare che - evuM lAge ! TaTaka karyA vagara to ghaDiyALa paNa samaya batAvatI nathI to gurubhagavanta TakaTaka karyA vagara mArga kai rIte batAve ? tRmino pariNAma ApaNA vikAsane rUMdhe nahi e mATe gurubhagavanto ApaNI khAmIo batAvatA hoya che. ApaNA doSonuM darzana karAvavA dvArA asalamAM gurubhagavanto atRptirUpa zraddhAnI rakSA karavAnuM ja kAma kare che. AvA gurubhagavantanAM vinayabahumAnAdi karavAthI ApaNA ajJAnAdi doSa TaLe ane jJAnAdiguNo maLe. vinayabahumAnAdi dvArA guru pAsethI je jJAna maLe tevuM jJAna paisAnA jore paMDito pAse bhaNavAthI na maLe. samasta ajJAnAdi doSone TALanArA AvA gurubhagavantono yoga maLyA pachI IcchA mujaba jIve tenuM kalyANa kyAMthI thAya ? siddha thavuM hoya to IcchA para kApa mUkyA vinA nahi cAle. atyAra sudhI parAdhInapaNe ghaNI icchAo mArI ane bIjAnI AjJAo kamane paNa pALI, chatAM A saMsArano aMta na Avyo. mahApuNyodaye saMsArathI tAranArA gurubhagavantanI AjJA pALavAno ane temanI AjJA khAtara, saMsAramAM Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rakhaDAvanArI icchAne mAravAno avasara maLyo che. AvI tako vAraMvAra nathI maLatI. maLelI takane jhaDapI le te sAdhaka. maLelI takane veDaphI nAMkhe tenA jevo mUkha bIjo koI nathI. ema samajIne taka sAdhI levI che. 3. zuddha dezanA jJAna ane cAritranA viSayamAM atRminA pariNAma svarUpa bIjuM liMga ApaNe joyuM jJAnamAM atRminA kAraNe navA navA yutanuM saMpAdana thavAnA kAraNe saMveganI vRddhi thAya che ane cAritranA viSayamAM atRmi rAkhavAnA kAraNe uttarottara saMyamanAM kaMDakonuM ArohaNa thavAthI kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. atRmi nAmanA liMga bAda zraddhAnuM trIjuM liMga "sanmArgadazanA jaNAvyuM che. zuddha dezanA kone kahevAya e jaNAvavA pahelAM graMthakArazrI zuddhadezanA ApavAno adhikAra kone che - te jaNAve che. sugurunI pAsethI pUrvAparanuM anusaMdhAna karavA pUrvaka padArtha, vAdyArtha, mahAvAkyartha ane audaMparyArthanA prakAre AgamanAM padono artha jeNe jANI lIdho che tema ja gurubhagavantanI anujJAne pAmelA hovAthI dhanyatAne anubhavanAra ane svaparapakSa pratye rAgadveSathI rahita hovAthI yathArtha rIte sadbhuta vastunuM nirUpaNa karanAra muni dharmadezanA ApavAno adhikAra dharAve che. zraddhAsaMpanna AtmA unmArganI dezanA na Ape ane sanmArganI ja dezanA Ape. tenuM kAraNa A dharmadezakanA svarUpanA varNana uparathI samajI zakAya evuM che. dharmadezannI yogyatA jaNAvavA mATe sauthI pahelAM jaNAvyuM 92. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke suguru pAse adhyayana kareluM hovuM joIe. mAtra AcAryabhagavatta ke gurubhagavantanuM grahaNa na karatAM sugurunuM grahaNa karyuM che - enuM kAraNa samajAya che ? suguru kone kahevA ? je viratine dharanArA hoya te ja suguru kahevAya ne? ane sarvaviratidhara kone kahevAya ? aDhAre prakAranA pApa manathI, vacanathI ne kAyAthI kare paNa nahi; karAve paNa nahi ane anumode paNa nahi te ja ne ? dazame rAga te pApa kahevAya ne ? e rAga kyo ? devagurudharma uparano rAga ke saMsAranA sukha uparano rAga ? jo saMsAranA sukha uparano rAga pApasvarUpa hoya to tevo rAga karAve, e rAga puSTa bane evo upadeza Ape te sarvaviratidhara kahevAya kharA ? sava amArA karatAM to eka pagathiyuM UMcA kahevAya ne ? corI kare ane corI karIne dAna Ape te tamArA karatAM eka pagathiyuM UMco kahevAya ne ? dAna ApanAro cora, dAna nahi ApanAra zAhukAra karatAM sAro nathI manAto to pachI bhagavAnanA vacananI pragaTapaNe corI karanArA dharmadezako mArganI ArAdhanA karanArA karatAM caDhiyAtA zI rIte gaNAya ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, "arthanI dezanA je dIye, oLave dharmanA graMtha re; paramapadano pragaTa cora te, tethI kima vahe paMtha re.." mokSa mATe dharma karavAno upadeza ApavAnA badale arthakAma mATe dharma karavAno upadeza jeo Ape che teo mokSanI ane mokSamArganI corI karanArA che. A pramANe yazovijayajI mahArAjAe jaNAvyuM che. sukhano rAga kare nahi, Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dezanA dvArA paNa) sukhano rAga karAve nahi ane sukhano rAga karanArane sArA mAne nahi tene ja dharmadezanA ApavAno adhikAra che. sukhano rAga ane du:khano dveSa e to A saMsAranuM mULa che. A mULiyAno uccheda thAya, A mULiyAM DhIlAM paDe e mATe je dezanA ApavAnI che te dezanA A mULiyAne majabUta banAvavA mATe kaI rIte ApI zakAya ? saMsAranA sukhano rAga ekAnta heya che evuM jaNAvanArA zAstrakAro koI sthAne, "zarthanamAmiSas dharma para carita' arthAt arthakAmanA abhilASIe paNa dharmamAM ja prayatna karavo joIe. A pramANe vidhAna kare to tyAre eka bAju saMsAranA sukhanI icchAthI karAtA dharmane viSAnuSThAnaasadanuSThAna kahe che ane bIjI bAju saMsAranA sukhanI IcchAvALAe paNa dharma ja karavo joIe - ema jaNAve che." A pramANe paraspara virodhanuM ulkAvana na karavuM. paraMtu sugurunI pAse e visaMvAda TALavo. samaSi ityAdi vAkyanuM tAtparya mAtra dharmanuM phaLa jaNAvavuM, dharmanI atyaMta upAdeyatA jaNAvavI eTaluM ja che. dharmanuM prayojana jaNAvavAnuM tyAM tAtparya nathI. arthAt dharmathI zuM maLe che te jaNAvanAruM e vAkya che, dharma zenA mATe karavo joIe e adhikAramAM e vAta ja nathI. saMsAranuM sukha paNa dharmathI ja maLe che eTalo ja artha e vAkyano che. saMsAranuM sukha meLavavA mATe dharma karavAnI preraNA ApanAra e vAkya nathI. vidhyarthano prayoga preraka arthamAM ja thAya che evuM nathI, jJApaka arthamAM paNa thAya che. vyatitavyam mAM vidhyartha jJApaka che. tame badhA Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nyAyavyAkaraNa bhaNyA nathI, tethI muzkelI che. bAkI nyAyamAM vidhyarthanA aneka artha batAvyA che. temAMthI pUrvAparano abAdhita artha levo hoya to preraka artha kaI rIte levAya ? tethI ahIM jJApaka ja artha levo joIe. A rIte suguru pAse samajIne pUrvAparano virodha TALI artha kare tene ja dharmadezanA ApavAno adhikAra che. anyathA, jo "gama' A vAkyano dharma, saMsAranuM sukha meLavavA mATe paNa karI zakAya." Avo artha karavAmAM Ave to "mokSanA AzayathI karAtuM anuSThAna ja sadanuSThAna che, saMsAranA sukhanI icchAthI karAtuM anuSThAna to asa anuSThAna-viSAnuSThAna hovAthI heya che.' ityAdi zAstravacanono spaSTapaNe virodha Avaze. chatAya AvA virodhanI avagaNanA karIne jeo saMsAranA sukha mATe dharma karavAno upadeza ApavAnuM sAhasa kare che, teoe suguru pAsethI samya rIte - pUrvAparano virodha TALIne - AgamanA arthanuM jJAna meLavyuM na hovAthI temane dharmadezanA ApavAno adhikAra nathI. AthI samajI zakAya che ke suguru pAse samya rIte adhyayana karavuM e dharmadezakanI pahelI yogyatA che. suguru pAsethI grahaNa karAtuM AgamanA padArthonuM jJAna padArtha, vAdyArtha, mahAvAkyartha ane audapUrvArthane anusaratuM hovuM joIe. padArthajJAna, vAdyArthajJAna vagerenuM svarUpa anya graMthomAM vistArathI varNaveluM che. ahIM ApaNe sAmAnyathI artha samajI laIe. padArthajJAna eTale vAkyanAM dareka padono artha karavo. dA.ta. koInI For Private & Personal Use Only Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa hiMsA karavI nahi.' A pramANe vAkya che. temAM koinI eTale jIvanI hiMsA na karavI : A pramANe artha karavo tema ja hiMsA padano artha karavo. e rIte mAtra padano artha karavo te padArtha jJAna. e padono parasparanA anvaya sAthe abAdhita artha karavo te vAdyArthajJAna. vAdyArthanuM jJAna eTale "jIvane koI paNa prakAre duHkha na pahoMcADavuM.' A rIte vAdyArthajJAna kya bAda e vAkyanI AgaLa-pAchaLa rahelAM vAkyonuM anusaMdhAna karI pUrvamULa) vAkyanA samarthana mATe ciMtana karavuM te mahAvAkyarthajJAna. jema ke hiMsAno niSedha bAda zAstramAM bhikSATana, navakalpI vihAra, nadI taravI vagere je jaNAvyuM che te kaI rIte saMgata thAya che arthAt bhikSATanAdi vihita kriyAo karavA chatAM hiMsAno niSedha kaI rIte anAbAdha rahe che..... ityAdi vicAravuM te mahAvAkyartha jJAna. ane pUrvAparano virodha TALIne aMte bhagavAnanI AjJA e ja pramANa che-AvA prakAranA tattvano svIkAra karavo te auda5ryArtha jJAna. jema ke, jo bhikSATana dvArA AhAra grahaNa na kare to sAdhubhagavantane paNa zarIranA nirvAha mATe rAMdhavuM paDaze. ane rAMdhavAmAM to aneka AraMbhasamAraMbha che. AthI jayaNApUrvaka cAlIne bhikSAcaryA dvArA AhArane grahaNa karavAnuM bhagavAne jaNAvyuM. navakalpI vihAra jo sAdhubhagavanta na kare to eka sthAne rahevAthI sthAnanuM mamatvabaMdhAya, satata gRhasthano paricaya thavAthI vyaktinuM mamatva baMdhAya. e mamatvathI bacavA mATe navakalpI vihAranuM tema Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja nadI UtaravAnuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che. jenA kAraNe rAgAdi pariNati ghaTe te dharma ane jenAthI rAgAdipariNati vadhe te adharma. hiMsAmAM adharma nathI ane ahiMsAmAM dharma nathI. anne bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM ja dharma che-AvA prakAranA tAtparyane grahaNa karavuM te aiimpayartha jJAna. zAstranA koI paNa vAkyano artha karatI vakhate AjJAnuM prAdhAnya siddha karavuM te audamparyArthajJAna. tamAre tyAM vyApAramAM jema napho meLavavo e pradhAna che tema AgamanAM pratyeka padono artha karatI vakhate bhagavAnanI AjJA pradhAna che. zAstranAM pratyeka padomAM ane zAstrAnusArI anuSThAnomAM AjJAnuM ja prAdhAnya siddha kare te suguru che. jeo AjJAne gauNa karIne anuSThAnanuM mahattva sthApe che teo sugurunI koTimAM AvI zaktA nathI. koI paNa dharmamAM mokSe pahoMcADavAnuM sAmarthya tyAre ja manAya che ke jyAre temAM AjJAnusAritvane pradhAna karavAmAM AvyuM hoya. jene mokSanI upAdeyatA samajAI jAya tene AjJAnuM prAdhAnya batAvanArA gurunI paNa upAdeyatA samajAyA vinA na rahe. atyAre mokSamAM javuM nathI mATe je bhaTakAya tene guru mAnavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAo cho, je divase mokSamAM javAnuM mana thaze te divase sAcA gurunI zodhamAM nIkaLazo. jene mokSe javAnuM mana na hoya, saMsArathI chUTavAno bhAva na hoya, dharma kalyANakArI che evI oghathI paNa zraddhA na hoya tevAone dharma zuddha rIte karavAno Agraha kyAMthI hoya ? AjJA Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAthe saMbaMdha na hoya, vidhi sAcavavAnI darakAra na hoya ane mAtra kriyA karI nAkhyAno saMtoSa jemane hoya evAonA dharmamAM zuM bhalIvAra Ave ? eka paccakhkhANa levA jevI sAmAnya kriyA paNa lagabhaga vidhipUrvakanI na hoya. derAsaramAM, upAzrayamAM ke rastAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvI jyAM maLI jAya tyAM paccakhkhANa laI le ! A rIte paccakhANa na levAya. zAstramAM paccakhkhANa levAnuM jaNAvyuM che paNa sAthe sAthe kyA samaye, konI pAse, kaI rIte paccakhkhANa levuM e paNa jaNAvyuM che. sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavanta UbhA hoya to temanI pAsethI paccakhANa na levAya. kAraNa sAdhubhagavanta UbhA hoya to temane vaMdana karAya nahi. ane vaMdana karyA vinA paccakhANa na levAya. bhagavAne batAvelo nAnAmAM nAno dharma paNa UMcAmAM UMcI koTino che ane A saMsArathI tAranAro che - evuM haiye jagyA vinA jeo dharma karavA maMDI paDe che teo uttamamAM uttama dharmanuM paNa mUlya ghaTADe che ane enA yoge dharma karIne karmathI chUTavAnA badale karmathI baMdhAya che. jene sArAsArano viveka nathI karavo ane mAtra dharma ja karavo che evAne sudhAravAno koI upAya nathI. Aje dharmAtmA gaNAtA paNa amane pUchavA mATe Ave ke kusAdhune vaMdana thAya ke nahi ?' amAre kahevuM paDe ke tAre karAya ! kAraNa ke Ameya tAre kyAM mokSe javuM che, saMsAramAM ja rakhaDavuM che ne ?' "su" ane 'ku nA bheda to jene mokSe javuM che - enA mATe che. jene mokSe nathI javuM tene to badhuM sarakhuM ja che. mokSanI icchA Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vagaranA ane saMsAranA sukhanI lAlasAvALAo dharma karIne dharmanI je viTaMbanA kare che tevI viTaMbaNA to dharma nahi karanArA paNa nathI karI zakatA. dharmanI ArAdhanA ochI-vadhatI thAya e bane paNa dharmanI viTaMbaNA thAya e to kaI rIte nabhAvAya ? dharmadezanA ApavAno adhikAra kone che - e viSayamAM ApaNe joI gayA ke sugurunI pAsethI pUrvAparano virodha TALIne vAkyArtha, mahAvAkyArtha, aidamparyArthathI zuddha evuM AgamanuM jJAna jeNe meLavyuM che tene dezanA ApavAno adhikAra che. Avo Agamano jJAtA paNa gurunI anujJA maLe to ja dezanA ApI zake che. gurupAratantya e to sAdhupaNAno prANa che. sAdhubhagavanta game teTalA samartha hoya toya potAnA gurunI AjJA vagara eka pagaluM paNa na bhare. game tevA samartha paNa pravacanaprabhAvaka sauthI pahelAM guru-AjJAnA ArAdhaka che. vyAkhyAnanI pravRtti e paramanirjarAnuM kAraNa che, paraMtu te icchA mujabanI na hoya ane AjJA mujabanI hoya to. 'huM kyAre vyAkhyAna vAMcato thAuM ?' AvI icchA sAdhu na kare. saMsAranuM sukha maLe puNyathI parantu saMsAranuM sukha meLavavAnI icchA e pApodaya. e rIte pravacanaprabhAvaka banAya puNyathI, paraMtu pravacanaprabhAvaka banavAnI icchA pApanA udayathI thAya. je AjJAvihita anuSThAna gurubhagavantanI AjJAthI karavAmAM Ave to paramanirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che te ja anuSThAna jo potAnI icchAthI karavAmAM Ave to te svacchatAnuM Ce Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ poSaka hovAthI karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane che. karmabaMdhathI bacavA mATe garupAratae amogha upAya che. A rIte suguru pAsethI zAstrArthane bhaNelA hoya ane sugurunI anujJAne pAmelA hoya te dezanA ApavA mATe adhikArI che. sugurunI anujJAne pAmelo paNa dezanA detI vakhate madhyasthapaNe dezanA de. koI paNa jAtano svArtha na hoya, zrotA pAsethI dhana ke mAna khaMkheravAno Azaya na hoya tema ja potAnA ane zrotAnA AtmAnA hitano arthI hoya te ja madhyasthapaNe dezanA ApI zake. zrotA joIne vAta pherave tene dezanA ApavAno adhikAra nathI. zrotAnI yogyatAne anurUpa dezanA Ape ene dezanA ApavAno adhikAra che. sAMbhaLavA AvanAra bALa che, madhyama che ke paMDita che - te joIne temane yogya dezanA ApavI. madhyasthapaNe dezanA ApavI eno artha e che ke zrImaMtane jeTalA premathI samajAve, eTalA ja premathI nidhanane paNa samajAve. buddhizALIne je rIte dila daIne samajAve tema alpabuddhivALAne paNa dila daIne samajAve. madhyasthatAno artha e nathI ke badhAne eka ja lAkaDIe hAMke ! zrImaMtane sukhano rAga mAravAnuM kahe, je maLyuM che te choDavAno upadeza Ape ane nirdhanane duHkhano dveSa TALavAnuM kahe tema ja je nathI maLyuM tenI IcchA mAravAnuM samajAve. buddhizALIne UMDANathI tattva samajAve, alpabuddhivALAne tenI buddhimAM Utare e rIte sAmAnyathI tattva samajAve. jema vaidya davA Ape to madhyasthapaNe Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ape, rogI rUDo-rUpALo che ke zrImaMta gharano che e badhuM na jue paNa roga kayo che e to joIne ja davA Ape ne ? rogane laIne davAmAM pheraphAra kare temAM jema vaidyanI madhyasthatA haNAtI nathI tema bAlane bAlayogya, madhyamane madhyamayogya ane paMDitane paMDitayogya dezanA Ape temAM dezanI madhyasthatA haNAtI nathI. bAlane kaDakamAM kaDaka utsargamArga samajAve, madhyamane utsarga sAthe apavAda paNa samajAve ane paMDitane Agamatattva arthAt paramAtmAnI AjJA ja ekAnte kalyANara che - e samajAve. bAlane bAlayogya dezanA ApavAnA badale madhyama ke paMDitayogya dezanA Ape to te parasthAnadezanA kahevAya che. joke bAlAdi jIvone kevI dezanA ApavI, kevI dezanA na ApavI vagerenuM vistArathI varNana dezanAbatrIsImAM tema ja dezanASoDazakamAM kareluM che. ApaNe to zraddhAnuM trIjuM liMga je sanmArgadezakatA che temAM dezanA koNa Ape e vicArI rahyA chIe. AthI ApaNe ahIM e viSaya vistArathI carcavo nathI. vartamAnamAM A viSayamAM keTalAko arthabheda karI ajJAna lokone unmArge lai jAya che, eTalApUratI A prasaMge thoDI spaSTatA karI laIzuM. bAkI ApaNo mukhya uddeza to bhAvasAdhutAnAM sAta liMgo A be-cAra divasamAM samajI levAno che. vItarAgaparamAtmAnA zAsanamAM vItarAgaparamAtmA pachI sarvoccakoTinuM sthAna hoya to A bhAvasAdhunuM ja che. mATe ja 101 Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhakanI najara bhAvasAdhupaNA upara sthira thAya che. gRhasthapaNAnA uttamamAM uttama koTinA dharmanuM phaLa A bhAvacAritranI prApti ja che. eka bAju karmayoge AvelAM duHkhonA DhagalAno bhogavaTo thayA kare, bIjI bAju nirjarAno Dhagalo thayA kare-tenuM nAma bhAvasAdhupaNuM. saMsAramAM je duHkho na bhogavyAM hoya evAM paNa duHkho sAdhupaNAmAM svecchAthI bhogavavAnuM kAma sAdhaka kare. svecchAthI duHkha bhogavyA vinA guNane prApta karavAnI yogyatA vikAsa pAmatI nathI. jJAna mArga sujhADe che, cAritra mArge calAve che ane zraddhA bahAranA ghA jhIlavAnuM kAma karI sthira banAve che. zraddhAnA kavaca vinA cAritranI rakSA thaI zake evuM nathI. AthI ApaNe bhAvasAdhunA zraddhA nAmanA liMgane vistArathI vicArI rahyA chIe. duniyAnA game tevA kAramA ghA jhIlavAnuM sAmarthya je zraddhAmAM che - e zraddhAnI vAta paNa jene khaMDanAtmaka lAge tevA zraddhAne kaI rIte pAmI zake ? jyAM avirati ghaNI che ane jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama alpa che evA paNa cothA guNaThANe TakI zakAtuM hoya to te ekamAtra zraddhAnA baLe ja TakI zakAya che. A zraddhA ja cothethI chaThe-sAtame pahoMcADe che. tevI ja rIte chaThThAsAtamA guNaThANAnI pravara zraddhA sAmarthyayogamAM laI jAya che. je zraddhAnA baLe tarAya che te zraddhAne majabUta banAvavA mATe azuddhano tyAga karavo paDaze ane zuddhano rAga keLavavo paDaze. mana na mAne toya prayatna karavo paDaze, kAraNa ke vastu ekAnta kalyANakara che. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvasAdhunA zraddhA nAmanA liMganA trIjA sanmArgadazakatA liMgamAM ApaNe joI AvyA ke pravarazraddhAsaMpanna sAdhu bhagavanta jyAre paNa dezanA Ape tyAre sanmArgane samajAve ane unmArgathI dUra rAkhe, koI paNa jAtanI mAnasanmAnanI ke paudgalika apekSA rAkhyA vinA zrotAnI yogyatAne anurUpa dezanA Ape. je dezanA jene yogya na hoya te dezanA te zrotAne ApavI tene parasthAna dezanA kahevAya che. parasthAnadezanAne zAstramAM pApadezanA kahI che. vartamAnamAM keTalAka upadezako parasthAnadezanAnuM svarUpa vikRta rIte samajAve che. ane tenuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke teo bAla, madhyama ane paMDitanI vyAkhyA ja viparIta rIte kare che. "je saMsAranA sukhanA artha che te bAla jIvo che, je saMsAranA ane mokSanA : benA arthI che te madhyama jIvo che ane jeo ekalA mokSanA ja arthI che te paMDitajIvo che." A pramANe teo jaNAve che. paraMtu koI zAstrakAre bAlajIvone saMsAranA sukhanA arthI tarIke varNavyA nathI. zrI SoDazagraMthamAM sUripuraMdara zrImad haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje jaNAvyuM che ke je jIvo dharma-mokSanA arthI che paraMtu dharma kone kahevAya, mokSa kaI rIte maLe-enuM sAcuM jJAna jemane nathI evA ajJAna jIvone bAla kahevAya che. bAlatA ajJAnamUlaka che, saMsAranA sukhanA arthapaNA svarUpa je moha, te mohamUlaka pariNAmane bAlatA nathI kahevAtI. saMsAranA sukhanA ja ane mokSamArganI dezanAnA zravaNamAM adhikAra na hoya - e samajI zakAya evuM che. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAranA sukhanA athana bAla jaNAvI "saMsAranA sukha mATe paNa dharma karAya' AvA potAnA siddhAntanI puSTi karanArA unmArganA dezaka che. AvA unmArgadazakothI ApaNI jAtane bacAvavA mATe zrI SoDazaka vagere graMthanuM yogya guru pAse adhyayana karavAnI jarUra che. gharmaratnaprakaraNakAre bAlAnnei kvI dezanA ApavI te paNa ahIM jaNAvyuM che. bAla jIvo liMga arthAt mAtra veSane jonArA hoya che. madhyama jIvo vRta eTale AcArane jonArA hoya che jyAre paMDitajano Agama-tattvane jonArA hoya che. AthI bAlAdine temane anurUpa dezanA ApavI. bAla jIvo bAdyaveSane joIne sAdhutAne mAnatA hoya che. AthI temane bAhya AcaraNane pradhAnapaNe jaNAvanArI dezanA ApavI. temAM sauthI pahelAM samyagulocathI zarUAta karavI. kAraNa ke duniyAmAM koI sAdhu na pALe evo A AcAra che. duniyAmAM je je sAdhu tarIke jaNAya che. temanA karatAM AmanA (bhagavAna sAdhunA) AcAra viziSTa che evuM bAlajIvone lAgavuM joIe. eTale bAhyAcAra paNa evA batAve ke je duniyAmAM bIjA koI sAdhumAM jovA na maLe. AvA kaNakArI AcArane sAMbhaLI tene sAdhubhagavanta pratye bahumAna pedA thAya ane mArAthI to Avo AcAra pALI na zakAya, je pALe che te kharekhara mArA karatAM mahAna che, dhanya che...' ema kahIne mAthuM jhukAve eTale gurubhagavanta taka jhaDapI le ane ene samajAve ke-bAhya AcAra atyata uttama che paNa eTalAthI mokSa Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na maLe, enI sAthe abhyattara AcAra paNa joIze... A rIte bAlane bAlayogya dezanA ApIne tene madhyama banAvavAnuM kAma AcAryabhagavanta kare. A rIte AcAranuM prAdhAnya samajAvavA mATe AcAryabhagavantane paNa bhagavAne batAvelA lokottara koTinA AcAra para pUro prema hovo joIe. bhagavAnano AcAra jenA haiye vasyo hoya ane zrotAnuM hita kaI rIte thAya tema ja zotAnuM ahita na thAya tenI jene satata ciMtA hoya tevA mahAtmAo ja A rIte mArgAnusArI dezanA ApI zake. Aje to sAdhupaNAmAM rahelAne paNa AcAra pratye keTalo prema che - te pUchavuM paDe evuM che. zakya AcAra hoya chatAM ya pALe nahi ane pALatA nathI paNa enuM duHkha ghaNuM che ema kahIne potAnI ayogya pravRtti upara sarasa AvaraNa caDAvI de ! Ane AcArano prema kahevAya ? asapravRtti karavA chatAM ene khoTI mAne - e to samyatvano pariNAma che, cAritrano nahi. huM khoTuM karuM chuM paNa khoTuM karyAnuM mane duHkha ghaNuM che' evuM bolavAno adhikAra cothA guNaThANAvALAne che, chaThThA guNaThANAvALAne nahi. samyatva TakAvavAnuM kAma to cothA guNaThANAvALA ya kare che. sAdhupaNAmAM samyaktanI ja rakSAthI nahi cAle, cAritranI rakSA karI chaThaThuM guNaThANuM TakAvavAnuM che. zati na hoya to viziSTa ArAdhanA sAdhuna kare e bane, paraMtu gurubhagavanta jeno niSedha kare evuM to eke ya kArya na kare ne ? je zakya na hoya temAM bhAvathI pratibaMdha rAkhavo te guNa. paraMtu je zakya che temAM ya Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAtra bhAvathI ja pratibaMdha rAkhavo e to eka jAtanI AtmavaMcanA che. zaphTa anuSThAna karyA vinA na rahevuM ane je azakya hoya temAM paNa chevaTe bhAvathI to pratibaMdha rAkhavo - e guNa pAmavAno saraLa upAya che. A rIte lokottara AcAra upara prema keLavIne bAlajIvone te AcAra jaNAvavo. sAdhubhagavanto potAnA hAthe mAthAnA ane dADhImUchanA vALa ukheDe che-ema jaNAvyA bAda bAlajIvane e paNa jaNAvavuM ke sAdhu pagamAM kazuM pahere nahi. gAmogAma phare chatAM ughADA page ja kAyama mATe cAle : ema ene samajAve joke zAstramAM to apavAdapade - aTavI vagerenuM ullaMghana karatI vakhate sAdhubhagavanto saMyamanI sAdhanAthI vaMcita na rahI jAya e mATe pAMca prakAranAM carma (cAmaDuM) grahaNa kare che. e pramANe paNa jaNAveluM che. paraMtu e apavAda bAlachavonI AgaLa na sevavo. kAraNa ke bAlajavo utsargapriya hovAthI temanI AgaLa ekalA utsargamArganuM varNana kareluM hoya ane pachI temanI AgaLa upadezaka jo apavAda seve to, "A to bolavAmAM zUrA che, pALatA kazuM nathI AvI chApa bAlavanA manamAM paDe ane AthI te dharmathI dUra thaI jAya - evuM paNa bane. AthI upadezakane apavAda sevavo paDe evuM hoya toya te bAlajIvonI najaramAM na Ave tenI kALajI rAkhe. khAnagImAM apavAda seve, jAheramAM nahi. chatAMya e daMbha nathI kahevAto. kAraNa ke ahIM potAnI jAtane chupAvavAno pariNAma nathI, mArganA ajANa chavo mArgathI parakha na bane e Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATeno A prayatna che. upadezaka AcAryabhagavA AgamanA jJAtA hoya. kyA avasare kaI rIte vartavAmAM lAbha che - e zAstranA AdhAre jANatA hovAthI e mujaba teo vartatA hoya che. AthI temanI pratyeka pravRtti pariNAme svaparanA kalyANane karanArI ja hoya emAM be mata nathI. bAlajIvane; samyagloca, pagamAM kazuM dhAraNa na karavuM, bhUmi upara zayana karavuM, be praharanI nidrA levI, zItoSNa vagere pariSaha sahana karavA, chaThTha amAdi aneka prakAranA kaSTakArI tapa karavA, alpa upAdhi rAkhavI, piMDavizuddhi jALavavI, aneka prakAranA dravyAdi abhigraha dhAraNa karavA, vigaIono tyAga karavo, eka dANo vAparIne pAraNuM karavuM, aniyata vihAra karavo, kAyotsarga karavA...ityAdi kaSTakArI bAhya AcAro jaNAvavA. jyAre madhyamajIvone; pAMca samiti-traNa gumi, e aSTapravacanamAtAnuM aharniza pAlana sAdhubhagavantane paramakalyANanuM kAraNa che.ItyAdi samajAvavuM tema ja vidhipUrvaka AgamanuM adhyayana karavuM ane gurunuM pAratanya keLavavuM, gurubhagavaMtanA bahumAnathI paramagurunI prApti thAya che ane tenAthI mokSa maLe che vagere sAdhubhagavantanA sadAcAra madhyamabudhi jIvone jaNAvavA. jyAre paMDitajIvone bhAvapradhAna evuM Agamatattva samajAvavuM. paMDita javo tene kahevAya che ke jeo bAhya dekhAvamAtrane ke anuSThAnamAtrane nathI jotA, paraMtu AjJAnA premane jue che. DhagalAbaMdha anuSThAna kare paNa zAstrane na mAne evAne IIIIII Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMDita jIvo mAne nahi. anuSThAna ochuM-vadhatuM thAya paNa zAstrane bAdhA pahoMce evuM eka paNa anuSThAna na kare, zAstrane anusAre ja varte tevAone paMDitajIvo mAne. AthI tene, "bhagavAnanI AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM ja dharma che ane AjJAnI virAdhanAmAM adharma che e pramANe samajAvavuM. A rIte bAlAdi zrotAne jANI bAlAdine ucita evI dezanA Ape tene sanmArgadazanA kahevAya. mArganuM svarUpa ane mArgadazanAvidhi: e baMne zAstramAM jaNAvela che, e ApaNI matikalpanAthI nakkI karavAnA nathI. pahelAM potAnI matithI mArganI ane dezanAvidhinI lpanA karavI ane pachI tenI siddhi mATe zAstrano - apavAdamArgano Azaro levo - e sanmArgadazakatA nathI, svacchatA che. AvA upadezako zAstranA nAme paNa lokone unmArge laI javAnuM kAma kare che. sa0 ema kahe che ke - zAstramAM utsarganI sAthe sAthe apavAda paNa ApelA ja che ne ? zAstramAM jeTaluM varNaveluM hoya te badhuM upAdeya ja hoya ? zAstramAM to cAre gatinAM kAraNo batAvyAM che, te badhAM sevavA mATe batAvyAM che ? zAstramAM heyanuM paNa varNana hoya, upAdeyanuM paNa varNana hoya; e ja rIte samyagRmithyA, jJAna-ajJAna, viratiavirati badhuM varNavyuM hoya chatAM svIkAravAnuM zuM? utsarga ane apavAda bane batAvyA hoya chatAM ApaNe zuM sevavAnuM? utsarganA sthAne apavAda seve to tene mArga kahevAya ? apavAda paNa Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apavAdanA sthAne sevAya to ja mArga kahevAya. sa0 samaya pramANe apavAda sevavo... ema kahe che. IcchA pramANe apavAda sevavo ane samayanuM oThuM levuM te sAco mArga nathI. IcchA pramANe nahi, samaya pramANe paNa nahi, AjJA pramANe apavAda sevavo te mArga. samayane jovAne badale AjJA sAme jovA mAMDo to apavAdanA sthAne apavAda kone kahevAya e samajAze. zAstramAM apavAda asahiSNu mATe batAvyA che. apavAda to paDatAMne bacAvavA mATe che, mArge cAlavA mATe nahi. mArge cAlavA mATe to utsarga batAvyo che. apavAda pahelethI nathI ApavAno. pahelethI je utsargamArge cAlato hoya paraMtu asahiSNutAdinA kAraNe sArI rIte mArgagamana na karI zakato hoya tene mArgamAM sthira karavA apavAdamArga apAya. je paDatAMne bacAvavA mATe hoya te pahelethI ja mArga tarIke kevI rIte batAvI zakAya ? je majethI harIpharI zake, khAI-pI zake te apavAda seve to te dharmamAM TavA mATe seve che ke dharma joIto nathI mATe ? apavAdamArga IcchA mujaba vartavA mATe nathI, AjJAmAM sthira thavA mATe che. jene IcchA mujaba jIvavuM che tenA mATe to koI mArga ja nathI. jene AjJA mujaba jIvavuM che tenA mATe baMnne mArga che. utsarganA sthAne utsarga e mArga ane apavAdanA sthAne apavAda e mArga. bhagavAnano sAdhu zati hoya to utsargamArge navakalpI vihAra kare ane jaMghAbaLa kSINa thaI jAya to sthiravAsa paNa kare. zaktisaMpanna 109 Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe aniyatavihAra e mArga ane asamartha mATe sthiravAsa e mArga sa, asahiSNu mATe apavAda hoya to DoLInI jema vhIlacera paNa vAparI zakAya, to vhIlacerano niSedha zA mATe karavAmAM Ave che ? mAtra vhIlacera ja nahi, zAstramAM jaNAvela sthiravAsanA apavAda-mArganI apekSAe DoLImAM vihAra karavo paNa vyAjabI nathI - e ApaNe samajAvavuM che. zAstramAM apavAdapade sthiravAsanI AjJA karelI ja che, jo DoLImAM vihAra karavAno hoya to sthiravAsanI AjJA pALavAnI kyAM rahI? ane chatAM ya koI saMyogavizeSamAM sthiravAsa paNa karI zakAya evuM na hoya tyAre zuM karavuM - e to gItArtha gurubhagavantono viSaya che. eTale tame emAM mAthuM mAravAne badale mArgane samajavAno prayatna karo. sAdhusAdhvInI TIkATippaNa karavA pahelAM sAdhupaNAnA AcArane samajavAnI jarUra che. sthiravAsa karatI vakhate eka sthAne rahevAmAM paNa ghaNAM kaSTa veThavAM paDe che, mAna-apamAna gaLI khAvAM paDe. bhagavAnanI AjJA para atyaMta bahumAna hoya tyAre apavAno paNa AcAra pALI zakAya che. tamAre sAdhupaNAnA AcAronuM jJAna meLavavuM nathI ane tarka-kutarka karyA karavA che. sava bhagavAnano mArga samajatI vakhate amane tarka kema UThe che? zraddhA nAza pAmI che mATe ane zraddhA keLavavAno bhAva paNa lagabhaga rahyo nathI mATe. mArga samajavA mATe, bhagavAnanI vAta Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaI rIte saMgata thAya enA mATe tarka karatA ho to barAbara che. parantu mArgane khoTo TharAvavA mATe tarka laDAvyA karo to mAnavuM na paDe ke zraddhA rahI nathI ? bene be cAra thAya e gaNitamAM kadI zaMkA paDI ? mArI buddhimAM bese to ja mAnuM evo Agraha tyAM sevyo ? ane kadAca evo Agraha rAkho to samajAvanArane paNa pUchavuM paDe ne ke "tArI pAse buddhi che kharI ?' evI ja rIte ahIM paNa bhagavAnanI vAta sarvajJanA vacana tarIke to bene be cAra jevI spaSTa che. jo bhagavAnanuM vacana khoTuM hoya to temanI sarvajJatAmAM khAmI Ave. jo bhagavAna sarvajJa hoya to temanuM vacana khoTuM na hoya, mArI buddhi alpa che, mithyAtvathI vAsita che mATe mane samajAtuM nathI, mArI buddhimAM besatuM nathI- A pramANe je vicAre tene bhagavAnanuM vacana na samajAya toya tenI zraddhA avicala hoya. zraddhA pAmavI hoya, TakAvavI hoya to tarka karavAnA badale samajavA mATe prayatna karavA mAMDo. . zraddhAnA sanmArgadazanA nAmanA liMgamAM bAlAdi jIvone joIne temane ucita hoya tevI ja dezanA ApavI - e samajAvavA mATe zreNimahArAjA ane anAthImuninuM dRSTAnna graMthakAzrIe ApyuM che. e dRSTAnta zarU karavA pahelAM eka prazna pUchI lauM. tame bAlAdi jIvonuM svarUpa sAMbhaLyuM. enA uparathI tamArI jAtano paNa vicAra karyo haze ne ? tame zemAM samAo cho ? bAlamAM, madhyamamAM ke paMDitamAM? Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa0 bAlamAM ! A sAruM ! potAnI jAtane bAla kahIne chaTakI javuM che ? paMDita bano to bhagavAnanI AjJAno vicAra karavo paDe eTale emAMthI chaTakI javA mATe bAla banavAnuM pasaMda karyuM ! sArI vANiyAbuddhi calAvI ! parantu bAla banavuM paNa saheluM nathI. jo tame bAla ho to vhIlaceranA sAdhune paNa sAdhu nahi manAya. bolo che taiyArI ? bAlajIva banavuM haze to eka paNa apavAda sevanArane sAdhu nahi manAya. tame bAlajIva hazo to navakalpI vihAra ja sAdhu kare, sthiravAse ya na kare, DoLI paNa na vApare ane vhIlacera paNa na vApare - ema samajAvIzuM. tame madhyama hazo to samajAvIzuM ke - navaklpI vihAra thai zake evuM na hoya to apavAdapade sthiravAsa karavo ane e ya bane evuM na hoya to DoLImAM vihAra karavo. ane tame jo paMDita hazo to jarUra paDye vAhanamAM besIne paNa vihAra karAvavo paDe.. ema samajAvIzuM. phAve tyAre bAla bane ane phAve tyAre paMDita bane ! evAne eke upadeza na apAya. - sa0 DoLI vAparavI paNa vyAjabI nathI, evuM kema ? DoLI upADavA mATe mANasa rAkhavA paDe, temanI sAra-saMbhALa rAkhavI-rakhAvavI paDe, te je virAdhanA kare, vyasana vagere seve tenI anumodanAno doSa lAge, vihAranAM gAmomAM zrAvaka vagerene aprItinuM kAraNa bane : AvA badhA kAraNe DoLIno upayoga karavA jevo nathI. vhIlaceramAM to A badhA doSo sAthe jIvavirAdhanAno mahAdoSa (112 Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. DoLI upADanAra dhAre to jIvarakSA karI zake, vhIlaceramAM e zakya nathI. tethI hIlacera to mULavatano nAza karanAro che. vhIlacerano upayoga karanArane bIjAM vAhanono upayoga karatAM saMkoca rahevAno nathI. sthiravAsano zAstrIya apavAda koI kAraNe anukULa na hoya to ja DoLIno upayoga karavAnuM vicArAya. vihAra azakya bane tyAre sthiravAsano vicAra pahelo karavo joIe. mArganI rakSAmAM kalyANa che, ApaNI anukULatA sAcavavA mATe mArga bhUMsavAmAM kalyANa nathI. sAdhupaNAnA mArganA jJAtA bano, sAdhupaNA pratye prema keLavI lo ane thoDA udAra bano to tame jAte mArganI rakSA karI zakazo ane mArganA rakSakone sahAya paNa karI zakazo. koI saMyogomAM sthiravAsa karI zakAya evuM na hoya to cAturmAsa mATeno vihAra DoLImAM karavo paDe - e barAbara, paraMtu tIrthayAtrA, utsavamahotsava vagere prasaMgo mATe DoLImAM vihAra karavo - e vyAjabI na gaNAya. sava aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA mATe sAdhunI jarUra paDe to ? aMjanazalAkA karAvavI hoya to jyAM sAdhubhagavata hoya tyAM jaIne karAvavI, potAnA gAmano ane potAnA sthAnano moha na rAkhavo. ane pratiSThA mATe to zrAvakanI jarUra che. sAdhubhagavantanI emAM jarUra nathI. sAdhubhagavanta vagara pratiSThA karAvI zakAya che. sAdhubhagavanta vinA na thaI zake evI eke kriyA pratiSThAvidhimAM AvatI nathI. pratiSThA e kAMI evuM anuSThAna nathI Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke je sAdhubhagavantane gharaAMgaNe bolAvIne ja karAvavuM paDe. Aje zrAvako jo sAdhupaNAnI maryAdAnA jJAtA banI jAya ane potAnA sthAnano - mobhAno moha choDI de to sAdhubhagavantonA ghaNA vihAro ochA thaI jAya, ane teone AjJApAlanamAM paNa saraLatA thaI jAya. upadhAna, dIkSA vagere je prasaMgomAM sAdhu-bhagavantanI nizrA avazya jarUrI che tevA kAryo jyAM AcAryabhagavanta hoya tyAM temanI nizrAmAM jaIne karavAM ane je anuSThAno sAdhubhagavanta vagara thaI zake evAM che tevAM anuSThAnomAM sAdhubhagavantone lAvavAno Agraha rAkhavo nahi, tema ja nAnA sAdhuone temanA gurubhagavantathI chUTA pADIne vihAra karIne laI javAno Agraha rAkhavo nahi. ATalo niyama tamane ApI dauM? zrAvako je ATalo niyama karI le to Aje sAdhusAdhvInA aDadhA vihAra ochA thaI jAya. Aje sAdhusAdhvI, bhagavAnanI AjJA sArAmAM sArI pALe- emAM tame rAjI ke potAnI maryAdA mUkIne tamArA prasaMgomAM hAjarI Ape - emAM tame rAjI ? tamArA haiyAmAM bhagavAnanA sAdhupaNA pratye prema hoya ane bhagavAnanA sAdhunuM hita jo tamArA haiye vasyuM hoya to A badhuM zAMtithI vicAravAnI jarUra che. jenA AlaMbane ApaNe taravAnuM che evAM sAdhusAdhvI bhagavantane AjJApAlananI anukULatA karI ApavAmAM ekAne ApaNuM paNa kalyANa samAyeluM che. ApaNe have sanmArgadazanA-liMgamAM anAthImuninuM dRSTAnta vicArIe. baudhavAsita magadhanA rAjAne kSAyikasattvanA dhaNI Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banAve - e prabhAva A zAsananA mahAtmAnI sanmArgadazanAno che. magadhadezanA rAjagRhanagarInA nAyaka zreNika nAmanA rAjA hatA. te rAjA du:khI evA prajAjananA paripAlanamAM svabhAvathI ja ughuktamanavALA hatA. eka divasa e rAjA potAnA parivArasahita kiDA karavAne mATe nagaranI bahAra rahelA udyAnamAM AvyA. te udyAnamAM temaNe taruNavayavALA, tejasvIkAMtithI yukta zarIravALA, sAkSAt kAmadevajevA rUpavALA eka munine dhyAnamudrAmAM UbhA rahelA joyA. e zAMtamudrAvALA tejasvI munibhagavantane jotAMnI sAthe zreNimahArAjAnI AMkha TharI gaI ane tyAM ja UbhA rahI gayA. AvA munibhagavantane joIne zreNika mahArAjA manamAM vicAre che ke "aho ! A Aryano varNa! aho emanuM surUpa! AmanI kSamA paNa adbhuta ! AmanI nirlobhatA paNa adbhuta ! AmanI bhAgone viSe niHsaMgatA paNa adbhuta !" A pramANe vicAratA evA zreNimahArAjA e munibhagavAnAM caraNomAM namaskAra karIne munibhagavantathI atidUra paNa nahi ane temanI atinikaTa paNa nahi evA sthAnamAM UbhA rahyA. zreNikajevA mahArAjA je udyAnamAM kIDA karavA mATe jAya te udyAna kevuM hoya ? AvA udyAnamAM tame koI mahAtmAne juo to zuM kahe ? tamane udyAnamAM rahelA sAdhubhagavana pratye sadbhAva jAge kharo ? paraMtu zreNika mahArAjA to uttama AtmA che. udyAnamAM rahelA te munivarane koI paNa jAtanI zaMkAnI najare jotA nathI. uparathI e munivaranI yogamudrAe to Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ emanuM citta harI lIdhuM che. munivarane namaskAra karIne munivaranI atyanta najIka paNa nahi ane atidUra paNa nahi evA sthAnamAM UbhA rahe che. zreNika mahArAjA dharma pAmelA nathI chatAM aucitya, vinayaguNa kevo dAkhave che ? dharma pAmavAnI yogyatA dharanArA jIvo kevA hoya che e paNa jovA jevuM che. Aje to dharmAtmA gaNAtAo paNa vaMdana karavA Ave ane sAdhubhagavanta svAdhyAyamAM magna hoya topaNa "svAmI zAtA che " ema; javAba na Ape tyAM sudhI pUchyA ja kare ! Ane aucitya kahevAya ? saame vaMdana karIe ane mahAtmA sAme na jue to ? to tamAre samajavuM ke Aje kharA mahAtmA maLyA. UlaTuM sAme jue to ciMtA thavI joIe, ke temanA svAdhyAyanA bhoge mArI tarapha najara zA mATe karI? tamAruM to UMdhuM khAtuM che. sAdhubhagavantane zAtA pUNyA pachI jo te dharmalAbha na Ape to mAThuM lAge ane pratikramaNa-sAmAyika pAravA mATe IriyAvahInA Adeza na Ape, toya jAte pANIne jhaTajhaTa cAlavA mAMDo ne ? sAdhubhagavanta potAnI sAdhukriyAmAM magna hoya tevA vakhate temane khalela nathI pahoMcADavI. mAtra vaMdana karavA ke zAtA pUchavA mATe temanuM dhyAna kheMcavAnI jarUra nathI. tamAre kAMI kAma hoya to ya sAdhubhagavantanI najara tamArI tarapha jAya e rIte vinayathI UbhA rahevuM paNa sAmethI temanuM dhyAna doravuM nahi. ahIM zreNikamahArAjAne mAtra namaskAra ja karavo hota to namaskAra karIne cAlyA jAta. paraMtu zreNika mahArAjAne to AvI Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yuvAnavayamAM bhogasamartha zarIra hovA chatAM Avo tyAgadharma zA mATe svIkAryo che evA prakAranI potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavuM hatuM, AthI tyAM ucitasthAne UbhA rahIne munivarane aMjali joDIne pUchyuM ke "AvI suMdara taruNavayamAM tame zramaNapaNAne zA mATe aMgIkAra karyuM ?' zreNika mahArAjAnAM A vacano sAMbhaLIne munivare vicAryuM ke A koI yogya jIva lAge che. e pramANe vicArIne, sAmethI pUchanAranI paNa pAtratA joI tenA zubhabhAvanI vRddhi karanAra vANIthI tenA upara anugraha karavAnI ekamAtra buddhithI jaNAvyuM ke he magadheza! huM anAtha chuM, mAro koI nAtha nathI. AthI aneka duHkhono kSaya karanArI dIkSA meM grahaNa karI che. anAthImunino A javAba sAMbhaLIne zreNika mahArAjAne saheja hasavuM AvyuM. temaNe munivarane kahyuM ke he munivara ! AvAM suMdara lakSaNothI yukta kAyAvALA hovA chatAM tamAro koI nAtha nathI - evuM kaI rIte bane ? ane chatAM tamAro koI nAtha na hoya to huM tamAro nAtha thAuM. Avo manuSyabhava ane AvI suMdara kAyA atyaMta durlabha che. AthI mArA nAthapaNAne pAmIne tame pAMce IndriyonAM viSayasukhone bhogavo.' joyuM ? sAdhune paNa bhoganuM nimantraNa kare evA mithyAtvI zreNimahArAjA hatA chatAM anAthImuni temane dIkSAnI upAdeyatA batAve che ane bhogasukhonI nirguNatA samajAve che. AjanA keTalAka sAdhuo ema kahe che ke navA AvelA jIvane pahelAM sukha mATe dharma karavAnuM zIkhavavuM pachI mokSa mATe dharma karavAnuM Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja zIkhavavuM. ahIM to anAthImuni, sAdhune bhogonuM niyaMtraNa kare evA paNa bhoganA rasiyAne sukha mATe dharmano upadeza nathI ApatA. nahi to munivara emane evuM kahI zakata ke 'tuM je sukha bhogave che e A dharmanA prabhAve ja maLe che ane devalokanAM sukho paNa A dharmanA prabhAve ja maLe che.' chatAM anAthImunie evuM na kahetAM bhogasukhamAM rAcI rahelA magadhAdhipane kahyuM ke 'rAjana ! tuM pote ja anAtha che to mAro nAtha kevI rIte banI zakIza ?' magadhadezanA rAjAne 'tuM anAtha che' ema kahevuM e zuM sahelI vAta che ? sAMbhaLatAM ja AMcako lAge evI vAta che ne ? chatAM munivara kahe che ane zreNikamahArAjA paNa premathI sAMbhaLe che. Aje amArA jevA tamane anAtha kahe to tame zuM kaho ? 'jouM chuM have tame ahIM kevI rIte raho cho ?' ema thAya ne ? tamane tamAruM apamAna lAge ne ? A sAdhu bahu tochaDI bhASAmAM bole che ema kahIne bIjAne ya AvatA baMdha karo ne ? zreNikamahArAjAne Avo koI vicAra nathI Avato. mAtra emane potAnI anAthatA kevI rIte che - e samajAtuM nathI, kAraNa ke te potAne anekonA nAtha mAnatA hatA. AthI saMbhramasahita anAthImunine potAnI nAthatAne jaNAvatAM kahe che ke caturaMgI senA ane nirupama bhogothI yukta tema ja AjJAMkita samRddha rAjyathI yukta evo huM anAtha kaI rIte kahevAuM ? tyAre anAthImuni anAthatAno sAco artha jaNAvavA mATe potAno pUrvavRttAnta jaNAve che. e vRttAnta jaNAvatAM anAthImunie potAnA rAjyanuM, potAnA 118 Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivAranuM, priya patnInuM badhAnuM varNana karyuM. e varNana tamArI AgaLa karavAmAM jokhama che. kAraNa ke e badhuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM tamane lagabhaga ema ja thaze ke ApaNane paNa AvuM rAjya, AvI patnI, Avo parivAra maLe to sAruM ! AvA suMdara sAmrAjyathI parivarelA evA temane eka vAra bhayaMkara azAtAnA udayathI netramAM asahya pIDA thaI ane tenA yoge AkhA zarIramAM dAha utpanna thayo. e asahya pIDAthI AkuLavyAkuLa banelA temanI neTapIDAnI cikitsA mATe temanAM mAtApitAe jAtajAtanA maMtrataMtravAdIone bolAvyA. aneka vaidyonA aneka upacAro chatAM temanI pIDA zamI nahi. temanI pIDAnA zokathI samasta parivAra vyagra banelo ane khaDe page temanI cikitsA mATe taiyAra hato chatAM temanI pIDAne koI harI na zakyuM, e ja temanI anAthatA hatI-A pramANe munivare jaNAvyuM potAnI priya patnI rAtadivasa temanA vakSasthaLane potAnAM AMsuthI sIMcatI hatI, te kAMI khAtI-pItI paNa na hatI. eka kSaNa paNa temane mUkatI na hatI. Avo parivAra jo tamane maLI jAya to tame choDo kharA ? choDavAno vicAre ya Ave ? chatAM AvI sakhata pIDAmAM potAnI anAthatA joI temaNe vicAryuM ke karmayoge AvelI A vedanAthI bacAvavA mATe koI samartha nathI. samasta vedanAonuM mULa je karma che te karmane TALanAra ane yogakSema karanAra eka cAritradharma ja trANarUpa-zaraNarUpa che. AthI jo mArI A vedanA koI paNa rIte zAMta thAya to sakla karmonuM unmelana karanArI Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dIkSA AvatI kAle savAre ja grahaNa karyuMA pramANe vicAratAM temane saheja AMkha lAgI gaI. A saMkalpa thatAMnI sAthe ja jANe temanuM karma haThI gayuM, karmo haTyAM, azAtA ya gaI ane sAthe cAritramohanIyano kSayopazame ya pragaTa thaI gayo. temanI kAyAne ane temanA AtmAne jANe navI cetanA maLI ! bIje divase prabhAte temaNe potAnA saMkalpa mujaba svajanavarganI anujJA laI pravrajyA paNa grahaNa karI. ApaNe kadAca A sthAne hota to zuM karata? bahu pIDA thaI eTale saheja vicAra Avyo hato ema kahIne pharI jaIe to navAI nahi ne ? anAthI muni na pharyA, nIkaLI paDyA. A rIte pote potAnA, bIjAnA ane samasta carAcara vizvanA nAthayogakSemane karanArA banyA. anAthImunino A vRttAnta sAMbhaLIne, zreNika mahArAjAnuM haiyuM vIMdhAI gayuM. sAmAnA haiyAmAM bhagavAnanA zAsana pratye prema kevI rIte upajAvavo e, AvA mahAtmAonA dRSTAntathI samajI zakAya che. bhagavAnanA zAsananA paramArthane pAmelA paramarSionI A eka AgavI vizeSatA che ke - sAmAnA haiyAmAM bhagavAnanuM zAsana vasI jAya evI rIte dezanA Ape. A ja zAsananI prabhAvanA che, jenA kAraNe zAsana pratye bahumAna pedA na thAya evI bAhya jAhojalAlI e zAsanaprabhAvanA nathI. sAcA ArAdhako ja avasare sAcI prabhAvanA karavA mATe samartha banI zake che. anAthImunie potAnI anAtha avasthAne varNavIne pote kaI rIte Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaNAdhyayanasattarabhAga lai sanAtha thayA te jaNAvyuM. tyAra bAda jeo dIkSA grahaNa kya pachI paNa e dIkSAne AjJA mujaba pALatA nathI te paNa anAtha ja che, kAraNa ke evAone A cAritradharma yogakSemane karanAro nathI banI zakato - te samajAvavAnuM kAma paNa temaNe karyuM. anAthI muninA kathAnakano A uttarabhAga lagabhaga prasiddha nathI. paraMtu uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM vIsamA adhyayanamAM A vastu jaNAvelI che. samasta kathAnakano sArabhUta bhAga asalamAM A che. ahIM paNa graMthakArazrIe lagabhaga uttarAdhyayanasUtranI gAthA jaNAvIne sAdhubhagavantanI anAthatA varNavI che. pravrayA aMgIkAra kya pachI jeo gurnAdikanI AjJA pALatA nathI, viThyAvAtacIto kare che, pAMca praharano svAdhyAya nathI karatAM, maMtra-taMtra kare che, dorA-dhAgA kare che, AdhAkarmAdika doSone ni:saMkocapaNe seve che, svacchadapaNe varte che.teo paNa munipaNAnA virAdhaka hovAthI anAtha che. tevAone narakAdi durgatimAMthI bacAvavA mATe koI samartha nathI banatuM. ane jeo kuzIlonA A mArgano tyAga karIne koI paNa jAtanI apekSA vagaranA banIne mahAnigraMthapaNAnA AcArane AjJAnusAre pALe che teo e anuttarasaMyamapAlananA yoge zAzvata evA uttamasthAnane pAme che ane sadA mATe potAnA ane anya jIvonA nAtha bane che. anAthImuninI A dezanA sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe zreNikamahArAjAnAM rUMvATAM khaDAM thaI gayAM. anAthImunie varNavelI Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zAsananI uttamatA ane cAritradharmanI tAraktA temanA haiye vasI gaI. anAthImuninI dezanAnA pravAhe temano mithyAtvamaLa dhovAI gayo ane teo nirmaLa samyagdarzanane pAmyA. apUrva harSanA yoge pulakita haiyAvALA ane romAMcita dehavALA zreNikyahArAjAe anAthImuninAM caraNomAM aMjalipUrvaka namaskAra karIne kahyuM ke he bhagavan! Apano manuSyajanma sulabdha-saphaLa che, ApanuM rUpa lAvaNya-tAruNya badhuM ja kRtArtha che, Apa ja maharSi cho, Apa sanAtha cho. kAraNa ke Apa jinottamonA mArgamAM sthita thayelA cho. ApanI pAsethI anuzAstine pAmelo huM paNa Aje kRtakRtya thayo chuM. meM Apane je pRcchA karIne ApanA suMdara dhyAnamAM viddha karyuM tema ja ApanA jevA mahAnigraMthane je bhogonuM nimaMtraNa karyuM... te sarve mArA aparAdhonI Apa kSamA Apo.' A pramANe anAthImuninI stavanA karIne e aNagArasiMhane vAraMvAra bhatithI namaskAra karIne samyagdarzananI prAptinA yoge prasanna ane prazAMtacittavALA banelA zreNikamahArAjA saparivAra potAnA sthAnamAM AvyA. anAthImuni paNa potAnI zuddha dezanAthI lAMbA kALa sudhI ghaNA bhavyajIvone pratibodha karIne ane potAnA sarva karmasamUhane khapAvIne mahAnaMdapadane pAmyA. A rIte zuddhadezanAnA saMdarbhamAM anAthImuninuM kathAnaka varNavI graMthakArazrI ane pharamAve che ke traNe jagatane vismaya karanAruM, manane haranAruM A mahAmuninuM kathAnaka sAMbhaLIne susAdhuoe sugurunI Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samIpe tattvano bodha pAmI saMzuddha dezanAvidhimAM athAga prayatna karavo joIe. bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM otaprota banyA hoya ane bhagavAnanuM zAsana rageragamAM vyApI gayuM hoya tenuM ja A pariNAma che ke jenA yoge anAthImuni, viSayasukhanA bhAre rasiyAnuM paNa e sukhanuM gaurava ane saMpattinuM abhimAna dUra karI zakyA. eka ja dezanAmAM anAdinuM mithyAtva TALIne samyagdarzana pamADyuM, bhagavAnanA zAsanano sparza karAvI Apyo - e anAthImuninI pAtrocita apAyelI sanmArgadazanAno ja prabhAva hato. zrotAmAM thoDI yogyatA hoya ane vaktA mArgano jJAtA hoya to dhAryuM phaLa maLe. sAMbhaLavA AvanAranuM haiyuM vIMdhavA mATe ArapAra najara mAMDavI paDe che. mAyAvIonA pariNAmane pakaDI pADIne temanuM haiyuM vIMdhavuM, e jevuM-tevuM kAma nathI. vartamAnamAM zrotAonI moTe bhAge evI hAlata che ke naDe kAMI ne phariyAda kaMI kare. AvAonI cikitsA karavI e bhAre kAma che. je saraLa hoya, pramANika hoya tenI cikitsA karavI sahelI che. je mAyAvI hoya tenA mAyAnA pariNAmane pakaDIne tenI pAse kabUla karAvI pachI cikitsA karIe to kAmanI. kharekhara naDatuM hoya mana ane ApaNane kahe ke saMyogo naDe che to khoTI ja sAravAra apAya ne ? 'meM bhUla karI' ema bole kharA paNa pAchA saMyogonA kAraNe bhUla thaI e batAvyA kare. jo potAnI bhUlane AgaLa kare to ApaNe kahIe ke 'have tArI bhUla sudhArI le, bIjI vAra AvuM nahi karato.' paNa saMyogono doSa kADhyA kare ene kevI rIte sudhArI 123 Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakAya ? sa0 saMsAranA du:khe du:khI thatA hoIe to sAdhu pAse na javuM ? ApaNe saMsAranA duHkhe du:khI nathI thavuM, saMsArathI ja du:khI thayuM che. A saMsAramAM du:khano pAra nathI. saMsAramAM rahe ane du:kha na Ave evuM koI kALe na bane. AvA saMsAramAM rahIne du:kha TALavAno upAya batAvavA mATe to khuda tIrthaMkarabhagavanto paNa samartha nathI. kAraNa ke koI paNa vastunA svabhAvane pheravavAnuM sAmarthya koInAmAM nathI. anaduHkhamaya A saMsArathI dUra kevI rIte thavuMtenA joIe eTalA upAyo che. saMsAramAM du:kha TALyuM TaLavAnuM nathI. e duHkhanuM kAraNa saMsAra TaLe eTale du:kha TaLyA vinA na rahe. maravuM sAruM paNa saMsAramAM rahIne du:kha TALavA mATe maMtrataMtranA panAre paDavuM sAruM nahi. AthI e mATe sAdhu pAse na javuM. saMsAramAMthI du:kha nAbUda karavA ame nathI beThA, ame to saMsAra nAbUda karavA mATe beThA chIe. ukaraDAmAMthI gaMdha dUra karI zakAya kharI ? ke ukaraDo ja dUra karavo paDe ? ane ukaraDo dUra karI zakAya evuM na hoya to ApaNe ja dUra khasI javuM paDe ne ? evI ja rIte ahIM paNa saMsAramAMthI du:kha dUra karavuM ke saMsArano uccheda karavo e azakya vastu che. e saMsAramAMthI ApaNI jAtane ugArI laIe eTale ApaNA saMsArano uccheda thayo samajavuM. saMsAra svayaM du:khasvarUpa che-e rIte saMsArane nihALazo tyAre ja dharmano khapa paDaze. 124 Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAramAMthI du:kha jAya e mATe bhagavAnano dharma nathI, saMsAra jato rahe e mATe dharma karavAno che. jene saMsAramAM rahIne du:kha TALavA mATe ane thoDuMghaNuM sukha meLavavA mATe ja dharma karavo che te, je maLe tene guru mAne to temAM koI vAMdho nathI. paNa jene A saMsAramAM rahevuM ja nathI, tevAo je maLe tene guru mAnavAne badale, je saMsArathI tArI zake tevAne guru mAne to ja temanA mATe taravAnuM zakya banaze. bhagavAnanA mArgane anukULa dezanA ApavAnuM sAmarthya jemanAmAM nathI tevAo zrotAne unmArge laI gayA vinA na rahe. sa0 mArcane anukULa na bole tene sAdhu na mAnavA ? na ja mAnavA. je mArganA badale unmArge laI jAya tene tAraka kahevAya ke mAra kahevAya ? je mAraka hoya tene sAdhu manAya ? tamane sAdhunI jarUra zenA mATe che ? saMsAramAMthI taravA ke saMsAramAM rakhaDavA ? je sAdhu unmArge doratA hoya tevAne pATa uparathI nIce utAravAnuM sAmarthya na hoya to tyAMthI UThIne cAlatA thavAnuM. tamArA kAMDAmAM jora na hoya e to samajyA, paNa pagamAM to jora che ne ? sa0 paricita hoya to besavuM paDe ne ? tamAruM ghara paNa varasonuM paricita che chatAM Aga lAgavAnA kAraNe bhaDake baLatuM hoya to zuM karo ? paricita che - ema mAnIne besI raho ne ? sa0 tyAM to eka seMDamAM nIkaLI jaIe paNa ahIM to 125 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyavahAra jALavavo paDe ne ? jo ahIM vyavahAra jALavavo che to tyAM ya vyavahAra jALavo ne ? ghara paricita hovA chatAM mUktAM vAra nathI lAgatI, ahIM kema paga UpaDatA nathI ? sa, Apa to sAdhu ane zAstranA abhyAsI cho, ame to ajJAnI rahyA, zuM karIe ? tame ajJAnI cho mATe ja kahevuM che ke zAstranA abhyAsI bano. anyathA abhyAsInA kIdhA pramANe cAlavA mAMDo. Aje tamane DokaTarI lAInano abhyAsa nathI ne ? badhA enA abhyAsI na hovA chatAM paNa davAkhAnAM ne hospiTalo UbharAya che te jJAnInI nizrA svIkAre che mATe ne ? nAnuM chokaruM paNa mAno cheDo kyAM sudhI pakaDe ? potAnI zerI, potAnuM ghara dekhAya pachI ja choDe ne ? Aje jJAnInI nizrA vagara koIne ya cAlatuM nathI, tamane zuM vAMdho Ave che ? dhaMdhA mATe, jJAnInI nizrA svIkAravA tame ghara choDyuM, gAma choDyuM, varSonA saMbaMdha toDyA, ekamAtra paricita sAdhune ayogya jANI choDatAM kema vicAra Ave che ? sava Aje sAdhubhagavanto paNa evA sAdhuo sAthe eka pATa upara besIne vyavahAra jALave che, to ame zA mATe na jALavIe? ame to eka pATa upara sAthe besIe ya kharA ane temanuM khaMDana paNa karIe. tamAruM e kAma nathI. tamAre sAdhubhagavantanA Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAda levA jevA nathI. ghara bagADavAnuM kAma to loko kare paNa parimArjana (sApha) karavAnuM kAma koNa kare ? potAnuM ghara mAne te ja ne ? bhagavAnanA zAsanane nukasAna pahoMcADanArA hoya, tevA vakhate je zAsanane potAnuM mAne te ja temanuM parimArjana karI zake. jene zAsananI sAthe levAdevA na hoya tenuM ahIM kAma nathI. mAre eka vAra eka gAmamAM AvA ja koI sAdhu sAthe eka pATa para besavAno vakhata Avelo. e mahAtmA sArA vaktA tarIke prasiddha hatA. temaNe jJAnasAranA zloka upara vyAkhyAna ApavAnI zarUAta karI, paNa potAnI zailI pramANe. dharma karIne A saMsAramAM kevI rIte sukhI thavAya che e viSaya para doDha kalAka vyAkhyAna ApyuM chelle tamArA jevA koIke mane dasa miniTa bolavAnI vinaMtI karI. e dasa miniTamAM, A saMsAramAM sukhI thavA mATe dharma nathI karavAno, A saMsArathI chUTavA mATe ja dharma karavAno che - e vastu upara lokonI najara dorIne meM vyAkhyAna pUruM karyuM. vyAkhyAnanI pATe lokone sAruM lagADavA mATe nathI besavAnuM sAcuM samajAvavA mATe besavAnuM che. tame UMdhuM karo cho. tame sAcuM samajavA mATe nahi, mAtra sAruM lagADavA mATe temanI sAthe beso cho mATe tamane nA pADI. tame je kuLamAM, je saMskAramAM UcharyA cho temAM zAsananI rakSA karavAnuM sattva nathI. lokamAM evI kahevata che ke, ni je pratiti nattika hate eka vAra evuM baneluM ke eka ziyALiyAnuM baccuM ziyALathI chUTuM paDI gayeluM ane siMhanA baccAM sAthe ramavA lAgeluM ziyALiyAnuM Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma baccuM ekaluM paDI gayuM hovAthI siMhaNa paNa potAnAM baccAM sAthe tene ucheravA lAgI. A siMhanAM baccAM hAthIne mAravA mATe jatA tyAre A ziyALiyAnA baccAne thayuM ke huM paNa hAthIne mAravA mATe jauM. eka vAra e baccAM ramatAM hatAM te vakhate eka hAthI tyAMthI pasAra thato hato. e joIne peluM ziyALiyAnuM baccuM potAnI mAtA-siMhaNane pUchavA gayuM ke huM paNa hAthIne mAravA jauM? tenuM A zaurya joI siMhaNe tene kahyuM ke- "zrosa rivolasi, darzanIyo'si putraka! / yasmin kule prajAto'si gajastatra na nyatA" "he putraka tuM zUra che, samartha che ane dekhAvamAM rUpALo che te huM jANuM chuM paraMtu tuM je kuLamAM janmyo che te kuLamAM hAthI haNAto nathI. tamAre ziyALiyAjevA thavuM che ke siMhajevA ? zAsananI rakSA karavI haze to siMha jevA banavuM paDaze, ziyALiyAM banyuM nahi cAle. siddhAntanI rakSA karavA mATe to sarva keLavavuM paDaze. sagAM nahi jovAya, saMbaMdhI nahi jovAya, paricita nahi jovAya. jene paricitonI zarama naDatI hoya teNe ghara saMbhALIne besI rahevAnuM, siddhAntanI rakSA karavA nahi javAnuM. tamane to sagA-saMbaMdhI, vevAI-vevANa, dhaMdhA vagerenA saMbaMdha sAcavIne rAkhyatva pAmavuM che ! samyatva e kAMI chApuM nathI ke koI pheriyo AvIne tamArA gharamAM nAMkhI jAya! samyatva pAmavA mATe jAta ghasavI paDaze ane mamatva mAravuM paDaze. siddhAntane svIkAravAmAM koI paNa saMbaMdha ADA Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na Ave to samyagdarzana maLe. ghaNA lokone bhegA karavA mATe jeo siddhAntamAM bAMdhachoDa kare teo samyaktva kevI rIte pamADI zake ? sa0 badhe lAla kesara hoya ane ApaNuM kesarI hoya to koNa le? koI na le to ciMtA nahi, ApaNuM cokhkhuM che ethI saDI nathI javAnuM. jenuM kRtrima haze teno raMga UDyA vagara nahi rahe. bhagavAnanuM zAsana e kaMI lahANI karavAnI vastu nathI. je arthI hoya, sAmethI Avyo hoya tene ja ApavAnuM, nahi to ApaNI pAse sAcavI rAkhavAnuM. ayogya jIvane zAsana na ApIe eTale zAsana nAza nahi pAme. bhagavAnanuM zAsana ekavIsa hajAra varasa sudhI TakvAnuM che. A zAsana ayogyanA hAthamAM na jAya tenI sauthI pahelAM kALajI rAkhavAnI. ayogyane zAsana na ApavuM e paNa eka prakAre zAsananI rakSA che. ghaNA lokone bhegA karavA mATe amAre dezanA nathI ApavAnI. je arthI che teo sAcuM samajI jAya ane unmArge na jAya e mATe ame pATa upara besIe chIe. koInI TIkATippaNa karavAno amAro Azaya nathI. jeo bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnatA nathI, bhagavAnanI AjJA pALatA nathI teo yApAtra che. ApaNe evA na banIe - eTalApUratI A vAta che. na ApaNe joI gayA e anAthImunie dezanA evI ApI ke bhAvi tIrthaMkaranA AtmA evA zreNika mahArAjA eka ja dezanAmAM nirmaLa samyaktva pAmI gayA. 000000000000 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sava yogya dezanA ApI mATe. yogya dezanA paNa yogye yogyane ApI mATe - e bhUlI na jAo. yogyane yogya pAtra maLI jAya ane yogya dezanA ApavAmAM Ave to kevuM suMdara pariNAma Ave e samajAya che ne ? - sa0 ayogya jIvane paNa yogya dezanA ApIe to te dhIre dhIra yogya na bane ? banI zake. paNa ayogyatA kevA prakAranI che-e paNa jovuM paDe ne ? jenuM mAthuM khAlI hoya evA ayogyane yogya banAvAya, paNa jenuM haiyuM khAlI hoya tevA ayogyane yogya kevI rIte banAvAya ? jenuM mAthuM khAlI hoya tene nizrA apAya. paNa haiyA vagaranAne sAcavI na zakAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke gurubhagavantanI vAcanA sAMbhaLIne jenA haiyAmAM saMvega arthAta mokSano abhilASA pragaTa na thAya tene vAcanAmAMDalImAMthI uThADI mUkavo. sa8 buddhi ochI hoya to ? budhinI alpatA to jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanA udayathI hoya, jyAre pariNAmamAM saMddhitA mohanIyanA udyathI Ave che. jJAnAvaraNIyanA udayavALAne nabhAvAya. kAraNa ke jJAnAvaraNIyanA udayanA kAraNe kAMI mokSanI icchA nathI rokAI jatI. paNa mohanIyanA udayavALAne na nabhAvAya. kAraNa ke enI to mokSanI icchA ja marI gayelI hoya che. mohanIyanA udayavALo paNa ene AdhIna na hoya ane e udayane TALavA mATe mahenata karato hoya evAne paNa nabhAvAyA Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTalI paNa taiyArI na hoya tevA ayogyane eke dezanA na apAya. ayogya jIvane koI paNa saMyogamAM dezanA na ApavI e ja zuddhadezatA che. bhAvayatinA bIjA zraddhA nAmanA liMganA trIjA sanmArgadezanA nAmanA liMgamAM ApaNe joI AvyA ke zAstramAM je pramANe jaNAvyuM hoya tene anusarIne ja dezanA ApavI. ahIM ziSya zaMkA kare che ke je, zAstramAM jaNAvela nathI e vivAdAspada muddAomAM gItArthabhagavanto zuM kare ? kAraNa ke vivAdAspada vastuo loko zuM pUchavAnA ane zAstramAM to teno ullekha na hoya tevA vakhate gItArtho kaI rIte varte ? A pramANenI zaMkAnA nirAkaraNamAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke je vivAdAspada viSaya hoya ane zAstramAM tenuM samAdhAna maLatuM na hoya tevA viSayamAM gItArthabhagavanto; jeno zAstramAM niSedha paNa na hoya tema ja jenuM vidhAna paNa na hoya chatAM pUrvanA saMvigna gItArthabhagavantoe jeno virodha na karyo hoya tevI AcaraNAne pramANabhUta gaNe. zAstramAM je vastunuM caityavaMdanaAvazyakAdinI jema karaNIya tarIke vidhAna na kareluM hoya, prANAtipAtAdinI jema akaraNIya tarIkeno jeno niSedha karelo na hoya evI koI paNa AcaraNA; pUrvanA saMvigna gItArthabhagavanto dvArA aniSiddha hovAthI lokamAM lAMbA kALathI rUDha thayelI hoya to tevI AcaraNA ''pUrvanA puruSoe svamatikalpanAthI karelI hovAthI apramANa che" ema khIne gItArthabhagavanto e AcaraNAne 131 Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dUSita na kare. kAraNa ke teo A pramANe paribhAvana kare che ke, 'pUrvanA sUribhagavanto mokSanA abhilASI hatA, atizaya gItArtha hatA, vidhinA paramarasika-bahumAnavALA-hatA. AthI temaNe jeno niSedha na karyo hoya tevI AcaraNAnuM nirAkaraNa ApaNe na karAya. tevuM karavAthI te pUrvasUrionI AzAtanAnuM pApa lAge.' A rIte saMsAranA bhIru ane AzAtanAnA bhIru evA gItArthabhagavanto vivAdAspada muddAnuM nirAkaraNa kare. ahIM e yAda rAkhavuM ke ahIM je vAta che te zAstramAM jeno spaSTa vidhi-niSedha na hoya tenI che. bAkI je zAstranA pAne maLatuM hoya temAM prAmANya mAnatAM acakAvuM nahi. pachI bhale ghaNA loko tenAthI viparIta karatA hoya. te ja rIte jeno zAstramAM niSedha karelo hoya tevI AcaraNA game teTalAM varasothI cAlI AvatI hoya toya te phagAvI devAnI. zAstra niSedha na karatuM hoya, varasothI cAlI AvatuM hoya ane saMvignagItArthapuruSoe nirAkaraNa na karyuM hoya tenuM khaMDana nahi karavAnuM. paraMtu gItArtha gaNAtA ghaNA bhegA thaIne paNa zAstraniSiddha AcaraNA kare to te khaMDanIyakoTinI ja che. sa0 evI kaI AcaraNAo che ? bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI saMvatsarI kAlikasUrimahArAje bhagavAnanA vacanathI bhAdaravA suda cothanA divase pravartAvI. Avo spaSTa zAstrapATha hovA chatAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI saMvatsarI karavI e niSiddha AcaraNA. AvI AcaraNA game teTalA 'gItArtho' bhegA XXX 132 Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaIne kare to ya te pramANabhUta na gaNAya. te ja rIte parvatithinI sayavRddhi na karavI, gurupUjana na karavuM, navAMgI pUjana na karavuM, sUtaka mAnavuM.. Avo Adeza koI zAstramAM karelo nathI. UlaTuM parvatithinI kSayavRdhie ArAdhanA kyAre karavI tenuM vidhAna tema ja gurupUjananuM paNa vidhAna zAstramAM maLe che. Ama chatAMya parvatithinI kSayavRddhi na karavI, gurupUjana na karavuM vagere AcaraNA ghaNA gItAryo karatA hoya topaNa te pramANa nathI banI jatI. je aniSiddha che temAM saMvignagItArthonI AcaraNA pramANa che ja. sa0 ema kahe che ke gItArtho chamastha che mATe temanI bhUla thaI zake ! gItArtha chamastha hovAthI, temaNe niSedha nahi karelI paNa AcaraNA pramANa manAya nahi'- Avo pATha emanI pAsethI laI Avajo. jo chaTsasthanI bhUla thatI hoya to gaNadharabhagavantone tema ja temanI pATa paraMparAmAM Avela AcAryabhagavantone pATa zA mATe soMpavAmAM Ave che ? bhagavAnanI vidyamAnatA hovA chatAM gaNadharabhagavanto dezanA Ape che ne ? indramahArAje zrI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnane pUchyuM ke "ApanI jema nigodanuM svarUpa bharatakSetramAM koI samajAvI zakaze ?' tyAre bhagavAne zuM kahyuM? 'tyAM to koI kevaLI nathI, badhA chamastha che temanI bhUla thaI jAya, e badhA mArI jema na bolI zake.' AvuM kaMI ja na kahyuM ne ? tenuM kAraNa zuM ? chadmastha je upayoga rAkhIne zAstra mujaba Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bole to bhagavAnanuM zAsana dIpAve. zAstrane haiyAmAM rAkhIne je sAdhu bole te je bole te zAstra - AvI paristhiti sarjAya. ekvAra zrIpAlanagaramAM vyAkhyAnamAM AcAryabhagavanta (sva. pU.A.bha.zrI. rAmacandrasUra ma.sA.) jaNAvyuM hatuM ke- "muhUrta mAnavAnI jarUra nathI'... AvuM je bole ke mAne te mithyAtvI kahevAya. sabhAmAMthI koIka vyaMgamAM pUchyuM ke, "mithyAtvI kahevAya?!' sAhebe jussAthI kahyuM "mahAmithyAtvI kahevAya." pelA bhAIne mAThuM lAgyuM. AthI kaDavAzathI te bolavA lAgyA ke A mahArAje mithyAtvInA TAITalanuM eka rAITiMga peDa chapAvyuM lAge che ! jene tene eka-eka TAITala phADI-phADIne ApatA ja jAya che.' vyAkhyAna UThe sAhebanA kAne vAta gaI. sAhebe sUryaprApti ane caMdraprajJamino pATha kADhIne e bhAIne batAvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. ApaNe e batAvavuM che ke zAstra pratye jene Adara che, zAstra jenA haiyAmAM vaseluM che evAo sahajatAthI paNa je kAMI bole teno pATha zAstramAM maLyA vagara na rahe. prazno jema ghaNA che tema tenA mArgAnusArI ukelo paNa ghaNA che. paNa A badhuM konI AgaLa kahevAnuM ? jene sAcuM samajavuM nathI, sAcuM samajyA pachI paNa kaMI karavuM nathI, jene zAsananI kAMI paDI nathI - evAone samajAvavAno zo artha ? zAsana mATe prANa ApavAnI taiyArI na hoya, siddhAntarakSAnuM kauvata na hoya e haju mAnI laIe, paNa potAnI jAtane khoTAthI bacAvI levAnuM paNa sattva jenI pAse na hoya tevAo zuM karI zakavAnA ? Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelAnA kALamAM anyAyI rAjAo sAme dasa maDadAM paDatAM to dUra rAjAo paNa anyAyI kAyadA pAchA kheMcI letAM zakti ajamAvyA vagara rakSA kaI rIte thAya ? Aje tamArA jevA zrAvako paNa dhAre to unmArgadazakonI sabhAne vikherI zake. sava e kaI rIte ? ayogyadezakonI sabhAmAM ATha-dasa jaNAe sAthe javAnuM. vyAkhyAna zarU thAya eTale vArApharatI ekeDe UThIne cAlavA mAMDavAnuM vaktAno vyAkhyAnano utsAha maravA mATe, vyAkhyAna bhAMgI paDe. tamAre kaMI karavuM hoya to amArI pAse joIe eTalA rastA che, paNa karavuM che ja kone ? nathI jAtano bhoga Apavo, nathI samayano bhoga Apavo, nathI paisAno bhoga Apavo ne siddhAntarakSA karavI che ! Aje tame jo DAhyA thaI jAo to dezakone sudharye ja chUTako che. eka vAra sAhebe karyuM hatuM ke pacAsa varasa pahelAM evA zrotAo hatA ke vyAkhyAna vAMcanArane pharajiyAta pAnAMmAM ja mAthuM rAkhavuM paDe, nahi to ADuM-avaLuM vetarAi jAya to phajetI thayA vinA na rahe. Aje to lagabhaga evA ja zrotAo maLe ke zAstranAM pAnAMmAM mAthuM ghAlavAnI jarUra ja na paDe. evA paNa zrotAo pahelAM hatA ke jene joIne vaktAne dhrujArI thAya. vyAkhyAnamAM bese, ekITase sAMbhaLe, zaMkA paDe toya vacce pUchapUcha na kare. kaMIka ajugatuM lAgyuM hoya toya tyAM to na ja kahe. vyAkhyAna UThe upara jaIne kahe ke "sAheba! samajaphera lAge che. A viSayamAM zAstramAM A pramANe Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi paraMtu A pramANe pATha jovA maLe che.' 'khoTuM che' athavA to 'Apa kaho cho-evuM nathI.' evuM paNa kAMI kahe nahi. Avo vinaya, Avo viveka, AvuM aucitya koNa jALavI zake ? jenA haiyAmAM svaparanuM hita ane tAraka zAsananI rakSA vasI hoya te ! tamane kyAM zAsananI paDI ja che ? siddhAntarakSA mATe vaktAnI javAbadArI ghaNI che paNa sAthe zrotAnI paNa eTalI ja javAbadArI che. tame dhAro to vaktAne yogya rIte hAthamAM rAkhI mArgAnusArI bolatA karI zako. A rIte sanmArgadezanA na Ape te utsUtrabhASI banavAnA. ane utsUtrabhASaNanuM phaLa tiryaMcagati batAvyuM che. kAraNa ke anaMto kALa tyAM ja pUro karI zakAya evuM che, narakamAMya nahi. sa0 sAMbhaLanArane zuM phaLa maLe ? DokTara jo hajAma hoya to dardInuM zuM thAya te jAte ja vicArI lejo - emAM mAre kazuM kahevuM nathI. - 4. skhalitaparizuddhi A rIte ApaNe vistArathI zraddhAnuM zuddhadezanAsvarUpa liMga joyuM. have cothuM liMga che skhalitanI parizuddhi. ApaNI pAse samaya ocho che ane bhAvayatinAM pAMca liMgo ApaNe jovAnAM bAkI che. chatAM A zraddhA nAmanuM liMga vistArathI samajavuM jarUrI hovAthI emAM ATalo samaya phALavyo. bAkInAM liMgo upara saMkSepathI vicAraNA karI laIzuM. skhalanA eTale aticAra. pramAdAdi doSanA kAraNe sAdhubhagavantanA 136 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAritramAM kyAre paNa aticArarUpa malanuM kalaMka lAge to niSkalaMka dharmanA abhilASI evA sAdhubhagavanto e aticAranI zalyarahitapaNe zuddhi kare : A cothI smalitaparizuddhi nAmanI zraddhA che. cAritranI rakSA mATe A zraddhA jarUrI che. jene sAdhananI kiMmata samajAya te potAnuM sAdhana chedAI-bhedAI na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhe ne? aticAranA kAraNe saMyamamAM gAbaDuM paDe che. tenA para jo zuddhinuM thIgaDuM mAravAmAM na Ave to cAritranI zI dazA thAya ? aticAranI zuddhi karIne aticAramAMthI pAchA na pharAya to anAcAramAM jatAM vAra na lAge ane pariNAme cAritranA bhUkA bolAI jAya. sava aticAra eTale zuM ? jenA yoge micchAmi dukkam ApavAno vakhata Ave tenuM nAma aticAra. bIjAnuM ApaNA pratyenuM je vartana joI ApaNane duHkha thAya tevuM vartana ApaNe karavuM tenuM nAma aticAra. zAstramAM atikrama, vyatikSma, aticAra ane anAcAra : ema cAra prakAre skUlanA jaNAvelI che. koI paNa mANasa pApa karavAnuM nimaMtraNa kare tyAre teno niSedha na karavo te atikrama. athavA to pApa karavAnI icchA thavI te atima. pApa karavA mATe taiyArI karavI te vyatikrama. taiyArI karIne pApa karavA mATe paga upADavo te aticAra ane pApa paripUrNa karavuM te anAcAra. sAdhubhagavantanA nimitte AhAra banAvIne te AhAra grahaNa karavAnI vinaMti karavA gRhastha Ave tyAre AdhAkamAM Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AhAra che ema jANavA chatAM tenI vinaMtino niSedha na karavo, svIkArI levI te atikrama. vahoravA mATe pAtrAMjhoLInI paDilehaNa karI taiyAra karavAM te vyatikrama. vahoravA mATe makAnamAMthI nIkaLavuM ane gRhasthanA ghera jai AdhAkarmI AhAra vahoravo te aticAra ane vahorIne lAvelo AdhAkarmI AhAra paraThavI na detAM vAparI javo te anAcAra. sa0 sAdhubhagavantane doSita gocarI vahorAvIe to amane paNa pApa lAge ? kAraNa vinA sAdhune doSita gocarI vahorAvavAnA kAraNe gRhasthane paNa pApa lAge, zAstramAM kahyuM che ke niSkAraNa AdhAdi doSathI duSTa AhAra vahorAvanArane azubha dIrgha AyuSya baMdhAya. paraMtu kAraNe vahorAvyuM hoya to gRhasthane emAM lAbha ja che. sAdhubhagavanto apavAdapade doSita AhAra laine paNa jema nirjarA sAdhe che tema gRhastho paNa, kAraNe Avo doSita AhAra vahorAvavA chatAM supAtradAnanA suMdara phaLane prApta kare che. supAtradAnajevuM gRhasthapaNAmAM taravAnuM bIjuM eke sAdhana nathI. A supAtradAnanA prabhAve keTalAya AtmAo samyagdarzana pAmI gayA, keTalAya cAritra pAmI gayA ane keTalAya mokSa sAdhI gayA. tamAre ya taravuM che ne ? sa0 sAdhubhagavanta vahoravA Ave tyAre amAre zuM bhAvavuM ? 'A grahaNa karo ane mane tAro' - A eka ja bhAvanAthI - gRhasthe supAtradAna karavAnuM che. 'A supAtradAnanA prabhAve kei AtmA 138 Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tarI gayA tema huM ya tarI jau A bhAvanAthI supAtradAna kare teno saMsAra kapAyA vagara na rahe. sAdhubhagavantane vahorAvatAM jo teo vadhu vahoravAnI nA pADe ane "rAkho rAkho kahe to tamAre kahevuM ke "nA bhagavan! mAre saMsAra nathI rAkhavo. mAro bhAva na toDo, mAro bhava toDo." AvI bhAvanAthI supAtradAna karanAranuM cAritramohanIya tUTe ane cAritra udayamAM Ave. - sa0 supAtradAnano ATalo mahimA hoya to cAritra grahaNa na kare teya supAtradAnathI tarI zake ne ? gRhasthapaNAno UMcAmAM UMco dharma hoya toya temAM adharma to bhego rahevAno ja. ekAnta dharmasvarUpa hoya to A cAritradharma ja che. AthI ja to mahApuruSoe jyAre jyAre ApaNA hitane anulakSIne ciMtA karI hoya to te A eka ja citA karI che ke jagatanA jIvo jyAM sudhI sAdhu nahi bane tyAM sudhI temano vistAra nahi thAya. UMcAmAM UMco dharma A sAdhudharma ja che. bIjo dharma to nAmano dharma che temAM adharma to pAra vagarano che, tenAthI vistAra kayAMthI thAya ? sAdhudharmanI ATalI mahattA hovAthI ja to ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM liMgonuM svarUpa samajavA beThA chIe. A saMsArano uccheda karavA mATe kyo dharma samartha che, e dharma konI nizrAmAM svIkArAya, evI nizrA ApavA mATe koNa yogya che - e samajavA mATe to A liMgo vicAravAnAM che. sAdhu thavA mATe kevA guNo jarUrI che, yogya guru kone kahevAya-e samajavAnI jarUra hatI. Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aje AnI upekSA karI tenA yoge ApaNe mArgathI dUra rahyA. jemanA upara ApaNA jIvanano AdhAra che, jenA AdhAre ApaNuM AtmakalyANa sAdhavAnuM che tenI ja upekSA karanArA ApaNe nathI banavuM. ApaNe bhAvasAdhu thaIe to sauthI sAruM. paraMtu bhAvasAdhu na thavAya toya nizrA to bhAvasAdhunI ja svIkAravI che - e mATe A liMgo jovAM che. vartamAnamAM ApaNe ajJAnanA kAraNe ke upekSAnA kAraNe unmArgagAmI banyA evo bacAva karyo nahi cAle. sa0 ajJAnI karatAM jANakArane pApa vadhu lAge ne ? enI nA nahi. paNa ajJAnIne paNa pApa to lAgavAnuM ja ne ? ajJAnanA kAraNe bAMdheluM pApa paNa naDavAnuM to ApaNane ja ne ? ajJAnanA kAraNe unmArge gayA ke samajavA chatAM unmArge gayA - e mahatvanuM nathI. unmArge gayA chIe - e mahattvanuM che. unmArgathI pAchA pharavuM haze to mArgagAmInI zodhamAM nIkaLavuM paDaze. enA mATe A bhAvasAdhutAnuM varNana che. dravyasAdhunI niMdA mATe A varNana nathI, jenI-tenI nizrAthI ApaNo AtmA DUbI na jAya - te mATe A varNana che. zraddhAnA cothA liMgamAM ApaNe vicArI rahayA chIe ke ApaNane maLelo uttama dharma jhAMkho na paDI jAya, nAza na pAme e mATe A skUlanAnI parizuddhi che. skUlanAnI parizuddhi karavA mATe arthAt aticAranI AlocanA karavA mATe sAdhupaNAmAM paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya jaNAvelo che. AcAryabhagavana jo 18 kalAka Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke 21 kalAka svAdhyAya karatA hoya to nAnA sAdhune pharajiyAta paMdara kalAkano svAdhyAya karavo paDe ane chApuM hAthamAM letAM zarama Ave. AcAryabhagavanta dezakALanA jJAtA hovA joIe, tethI teo upara-uparathI najara karI chApuM vAMcI le. paNa nAnAM sAdhusAdhvIoe to bilakula e latamAM nahi paDavAnuM AcAryabhagavanta to pAMca miniTamAM chApAM upara najara pheravI svAdhyAya karavA lAgI jAya. kAraNa ke temane dvAdazAMgI sAcavavI che. jo paMdara kalAka svAdhyAya na kare to bAra aMga bhUlI jAya. ane A rIte dvAdazAMgI bhulAvA mATe to unmArgadazanA AvIne UbhI rahe. jene zAstravacana yAda hoya te game tevA prasaMge paNa unmArge na jAya. amalaneramAM eka AcAryabhagavanta sAheba pAse roja paMdara miniTa AgamanuM vAMcana karavAno abhigraha levA gayA hatA. te vakhate sAhebe kahyuM hatuM ke; "to zuM tuM paMdara miniTa paNa AgamanuM vAMcana nathI karato ? paMdara miniTa pAnuM vAMcyA vinA to huM paNa vyAkhyAnanI pATa upara nathI besato !' ane AvA zAstrAbhyAsanA ja pratApe sAhebane zAstrapAThonI upasthiti sArI hatI. sAhebanI smaraNazakti evI hatI ke davA levAnuM bhUlI jAya, koIke gocarInI vinaMti karI hoya to kahevAnuM bhUlI jAya, vastunuM nAma bhUlI jAya paNa zAstra na bhUle. eka bAju AtmaramaNatA cAlu ne bIjI bAju svAdhyAya cAlu - evI emanI ekAgratA hatI. satata svAdhyAyanA kAraNe AcArya bhagavantone zAstravacanonuM smaraNa kevuM hoya te mATe Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryabhagavantano eka prasaMga jANavAjevo che. 2500nI ujavaNInI vAta cAlu hatI, te vakhate tIrthaMkarabhagavantanuM mahattva samajAvavAnuM kAma ApaNe mAthe (sAhebanI upara) AveluM, tyAre sAhebe eka bhAIne tIrthaMkarabhagavantanuM mahatva samajavA mATe karmaprakRti nAmanA graMthamAMthI tIrthaMkaranAmakarmanA baMdhanAM adhyavasAyasthAna kevAM hoya che te vAMcavAnuM jaNAvyuM. sAheba pAsethI A pramANe jANIne e bhAIe; te vakhate amadAvAdamAM birAjamAna karyasAhityanA niSNAta evA sAdhubhagavantone karmaprakRtimAMthI te vastu kADhI ApavAnuM kahyuM. te sAdhubhagavantone e vastu khyAlabahAra hovAthI temaNe kahyuM ke karmaprakRtimAM AvI koI vAta AvatI nathI. pelA bhAI sAheba pAse pAchA AvyA. tyAre sAhebe karmaprakRtinuM pustaka maMgAvIne e prakaraNa kADhIne te bhAIne vAMcavA ApyuM. A to mAtra smaraNazatinI vAta che. paMdara kalAka svAdhyAya kare to moTe bhAge skUlanA thavAno prasaMga ja na Ave. ane je skUlanA thaI hoya tenI parizuddhi karavAnuM saraLa bane. jo sAdhubhagavanto smalitaparizudhirUpa zraddhAne TakAve nahi to temanI bhAvasAdhutA dravyasAdhutAmAM pariNAma pAmyA vinA na rahe. sava bhAvazrAvakane dravyasAdhu paNa bhAvarUpe pariName ne ? tame tamArI jAtane bhAvazrAvaka mAno cho ? bhAvazrAvakanAM lakSaNo tamArAmAM tapAsI joyAM ? Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa0 pradhAnadravyazrAvaka to kharA ne ? jo tame pradhAnadravyazrAvaka hazo to pradhAnadravyasAdhu paNa tamArA upakAraka banI zakaze. paNa atyAre tame viSayAntara na karo. bhAvasAdhu na maLe to pradhAnadravyasAdhuthI kAma calAvIzuM, paNa atyAre to bhAvasAdhune oLakhavA mATe ApaNo prayatna cAlu che. bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo samajI laIe to bhAvasAdhutA pratye bahumAna jAgyA vinA nahi rahe. bhAvasAdhunAM liMgo jANyA vinA dravyabhAvano bheda kevI rIte pADazo ? je divase sAdhu thavAnuM mana thAya te divase bhAvasAdhunI zodhamAM nIkaLavuM paDaze. pRthvIcaMdranI patnIo pratibodha pAmIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI tyAre pRthvIcaMdra temane kahyuM hatuM ke hamaNAM thoDo vakhata khamI jAo, kAraNa ke suguruno haju yoga nathI.' kaMI samajAya che? kevaLajJAnInA kALamAM paNa suguruno yoga sulabha na hato! sugurunI pratIkSAmAM rahelA pRthvIcaMdra kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. sanI pratIkSAmAM paNa kevaLajJAna maLe paNa kugurunI nizrA svIkArIe toya kevaLajJAna to na maLe ane UlaTuM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM bAkI rahe... ApaNe zuM karavuM che - e zAMtithI vicArI levAnuM. - vartamAnamAM ApaNe je rIte jIvI rahyA chIe, je pravRttio karI rahyA chIe-e pravRttiothI mokSa maLI zake evuM nathI. je divase mokSamAM javAno vicAra Avaze te divase A badhI pravRttio choDavI paDaze. je pravRttiothI mokSa maLavAnI AzA Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI evI paNa ayogya pravRttio ApaNe choDIe nahi to mAnavuM na paDe ke 'UMDe UMDe paNa mokSa pAmavAnI bhAvanA rahI nathI' ? ApaNuM pramAdapUrNa jIvana ApaNane Dagale ne pagale skhalanA pamADe che. A skhalanAnI parizuddhi karavA jANakAra ane upayogavALA banavuM paDaze. kai kai jAtanA pramAda che tenuM jJAna meLavIne te pramAthI dUra rahevA upayogavALA banavAnuM. bAhyapariNatine puSTa karanArI bAhyapravRttio paNa eka jAtano pramAda che - e AjanAone samajAvavuM kaparuM che. je anuSThAna amArAM (sAdhunAM) nathI temAM ame sahabhAgI banIe e paNa eka pramAda che. sAdhu mATe avihita evAM paNa anuSThAnamAM rasa levo te sAdhu mATe pramAdarUpa che. potAnA anuSThAnane choDIne bIjAmAM rasa le eTale skhalanA thavAnI ja. bAhyapravRttinA kAraNe thayelI jJAnanI skhalanAnA yoge to caudapUrvI paNa nigodamAM gayA. nidrA-vikathA e bhayaMkara pramAda che, paNa enI sAthe bAhyapravRttino rasa enAthI ya bhayaMkara che. bAhyapravRttino rasa ja nidrAvikathAne kheMcI lAve che. vAcanAmAM jJAnano dhodha varase chatAM jene bAhyapravRttimAM rasa hoya tene to ahIM UMdha ja AvavAnI. parapariNati uparathI najara khaseDIe to AtmapariNatimAM lIna banI zakIzuM. je dharmathI asaMkhyAta AtmAo taravAnA che e dharmane eka paNa DAgha na paDe e rIte jIvavA mATe nidrAvikathAdi pramAdano tyAga karIne skhalitanI parizuddhirUpa zraddhA jALavI levI che. |144 Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. prajJApanIyatA: pravarakoTinI zraddhAnuM varNana pUruM karIne have bhAvayatinuM "prajJApanIyatA' rUpa trIjuM liMga jaNAvatAM granthakAraparamarSi pharamAve che ke AvA prakAranI pravarazraddhA hote chate bhAvamuni avazyapaNe prajJApanIya arthAt kadAgraha vagarano bane che. joke bhAvasAdhune asadgaha kevI rIte saMbhavI zake - AvI zaMkA thaI zake che paraMtu tenA nirAkaraNamAM graMthakArazrI jaNAve che ke - zAstramAM jaNAvelAM utsargapradhAna, apavApradhAna, vidhipradhAna vagere aneka prakAranAM gaMbhIrabhAvavALAM sUtronA viSayavibhAgane nahi jANatA muni jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanA udayanA kAraNe mUMjhAI jAya to tene paNa asadgaha thaI zake che. A rIte jene potAnI meLe samajAtuM nathI ane tenA yoge jJAnAdinI ArAdhanA jenI sidAI rahI che tevAne AcAryabhagavanta prajJApanIya eTale asadgahathI vikala banAve che. zAstramAM koI vAkya utsargapradhAna hoya to koI apavAdapradhAna hoya, koI vidhivAkya hoya to koI anuvAdavAkya hoya, koI nizcayanayanuM hoya to koI vyavahAranayanuM hoya, koI jJAnapradhAna vAkya hoya to koI kriyApradhAna hoya, koI ThekANe lakhyuM hoya ke "ege AyA" ane koi ThekANe lakhyuM hoya ke soyanA agrabhAga jeTalI jagyAmAM anantA AtmA hoI zake : tevA vakhate matimohanA kAraNe ziSya mUMjhAI jAya to AcAryabhagavatta kaMTALyA vagara teno matimoha dUra kare. paNa e kyAre dUra kare ? ziSyane jo barAbara pUchatAM AvaDe Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to. 'bhagavan! zAstramAM amuka sthAne A pramANe pATha che ane amuka sthAne A pramANe pATha che to be pAThanuM tAtparya zuM-e kRpA karIne samajAvo.' A pramANe kahe to te zikhya prajJApanIya banI zake. bAkI 'eka sthAne Ama lakhyuM che ne eka sthAne Ama lakhyuM che : AvuM te ghaTatuM haze ?' A pramANe pUche tenA patimohane dUra na karAya. zaMkA paDe jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanA udaye paraMtu e zaMkA pUchavA mATe mohanIyano kSayopazama jarUrI che. mohanIyanA kSayopazamavALAne zaMkA kevI rIte pUchavI e barAbara samajAya. kAraNa ke ene jJAnAvaraNIyanA udayanA kAraNe samajAtuM nathI eTaluM ja. bAkI mohanIyanA kSayopazamanA yoge vastu sAcI che evuM to e cokkasa mAne che, AthI tenI pUchavAnI rItamAM ja pharaka paDI jAya che. jyAre mohanIyano kSayopazama jenI pAse na hoya tene samajAya nahi eTale e vastune ja khoTI kahevA mATe taiyAra thAya. jJAnAvaraNIyarmanA udaya vakhate paNa mohanIyanA kSayopazamanI nirmaLatA jALavI rAkhe to prajJApanIyatA Ave. - kuMThitabuddhivALA mArga na zodhI zake, tethI caMcaLa thaIne viThyAdinA mArge jatA na rahe te mATe A prajJApanIyaguNa jarUrI che. prajJApanIya eTale tamArI bhASAmAM kahyAgaro. jene sahelAIthI samajAvI zakAya, jenI gerasamaja saraLatAthI dUra karI zakAya tene prajJApanIya kahevAya. jAte samajaNa na paDe paNa samajaNa ApIe to cokkasa samajI jAya te prajJApanIya zrI AcArAMgasUtramAM karyuM Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ke- 'jeo potAnI jAte samajI zake tenA mATe AcArAMgasUtranI racanA nathI karI. te ja rIte samajAvavA chatAM samajI na zake tevAo mATe paNa A sUtranI racanA nathI, paraMtu je jAte samajI nathI zaktA paNa samajAvavAthI samajI jAya che tevA jIvo mATe AcArAMgasUtranI racanA che. A rIte prajJApanIyatAguNavALA ja zAstra bhaNAvavA. mATe yogya che. ApaNane koI paNa kaMI paNa kahI zake - evI yogyatA rAkhavI te prajJApanIyatA. Aje to amAre tyAM mane koI kaMI kahI zake nahi e bhUSaNa manAya che. ApaNI bhUla thAya to raste cAlato mANasa paNa ApaNI bhUla batAvI zake - evI yogyatA ApaNe keLavI levI che. ApaNI bhUla koI batAve tyAre tamane pArakI paMcAta karavAnI Teva kayAMthI paDI gai.' evuM na bolAya. huM karuM chuM te badhuM barAbara che, mArA kAna sAMbhaLavA mATe TevAyelA nathI.' AvuM to je naphaphaTa hoya te vicAre ane bole. bhUla batAve tyAre micchAmi dukkaDam Ape, bahu khoTuM karyuM bIjI vAra dhyAna rAkhIza ema kahe te pApabhIrutAnAM lakSaNa che. jene hitazikSA gamatI nathI tene potAnuM hita ja zikSArUpa lAgyuM che ema samajavuM. jene potAnuM hita vahAluM hoya ane ahita jene zikSArUpa lAgatuM hoya tene hitazikSA gamyA vinA na rahe. gRhasthapaNAmAM jeNe mAbApanuM mAnyuM nathI, gharanAnuM mAnyuM nathI, evAo ahIM sAdhupaNAmAM evA ja saMskAra laIne AvyA hoya to gurnAdikanuM kyAMthI mAne ? Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryabhagavande ekavAra kahyuM hatuM ke jeo mAbApanuM mAnavA mATe TevAyelA nathI tevAone dIkSA ApatAM pahelAM so vAra vicAra karavo. koinI paNa vAta sAMbhaLI zake nahi te prajJApanIya na banI zake. ApaNane koi ApaNI bhUla batAvI na zake te tamArI dRSTie puNyodaya kahevAya ke pApodaya ? koi paNa ApaNI bhUla ApaNane batAvI zake - e ApaNo paramapuNyodaya che, tene pApodaya mAnavAnI mUrkhAi nathI karavI. ApaNI dRSTie je barAbara lAgatuM hoya temAM paNa koi bhUla batAve to tevA vakhate 'vicArI joiza' ema kahevuM te prajJApanIyatA. AnaMda zrAvakanA kahevAthI gautamasvAmI mahArAjane potAnI bhUla thayAnI zaMkA paDI to tarata bhagavAnane pUchavA gayA. paraMtu ema na kahyuM ke 'dvAdazAMgI meM ja to banAvI che, mArI vAta khoTI kyAMthI hoya ?' bhagavAnane pUchavA to gayA ane bhagavAne kahyuM ke 'AnaMda zrAvaka sAcA che' to te ja kSaNe AnaMda zrAvaka pAse AvIne potAnI bhUlanuM micchAmi dukkaDam ApyuM. AnuM nAma prajJApanIyatA. digmoha TALavA mATe paNa A prajJApanIyatAguNa jarUrI che. mArgastha banavA mATe prajJApanIyatAguNa jevuM bIjuM eke sAdhana nathI. A guNanI upekSA kare tenAmAM bhAvasAdhutA na Ave. jene icchA mujaba ja jIvavuM hoya, svacchaMdI jIvana jIvavuM hoya tene A prajJApanIyatAguNa pAlave evo nathI. ane jene bhAvasAdhutA lAvavI che, AjJA mujaba jIvavuM che tene prajJApanIyatA keLavyA vinA chUTako 148 Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nathI. kahenAra vyati hitecchu hoya to tenI vAta ApaNI dRSTie game teTalI nukasAnakAraka lAgatI hoya toya eka vAra mAnI levI, tenA kIdhA pramANe karI levuM. prajJApanIyatAguNa ApaNe navo nathI keLavavAno. janmyA tyArathI atyAra sudhImAM ApaNe koInI ke koinI AjJA mAnatA ja AvyA chIe. zAstrakAro je prajJApanIyatA batAve che temAM to mAtra bhagavAnanI ane gurunI AjJA mAnavAnI vAta Ave che. temAM zuM kaThina che ? ApaNA karatAM paNa koi samartha jJAnI che evuM ApaNI buddhi je divase svIkAraze te divase saraLatA paNa Avaze ne prajJApanIyatA paNa Avaze. samarpaNabhAva keLavI laIe ane ApaNI buddhi para vizvAsa mUkavAnA badale zAstra para vizvAsa mUkI cAlavA mAMDIe to prajJApanIyatA AvyA vagara nahi rahe. Aje paNa zAstrIya mArga samajAvanAra AcAryabhagavanto vidyamAna che. dukALa samajAvanArano nathI, sAcI jJAnapipAsAno che. sAdhupaNAmAM gurubhagavantanI prajJApanIyatA keLavavAnI tema gRhasthapaNAmAM mAbApanA prajJApanIya banavAnuM che. sava mAbApa pote TI.vI. sinemA jotAM hoya ane chokarAne nA pADe! mAbApa game te kare enI sAthe ApaNe nisabata nathI. ApaNe mAbApanI AjJA mAnIne jIvavAnuM. kAlasaukarika kasAI rojanA pAMca so pADA mArato hato, chatAM tenA putra sulase zuM karyuM? Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bApa dUra che - ayogya che - ema mAnIne tiraskAra kya? nahi. UlaTuM je rIte bApAne samAdhi rahe te rIte karavAmAM kazuM ja bAkI rAkhyuM nahi. mAbApa karmanA udaye pApa karatAM hoya, pApa na choDI zaktA hoya teno artha e nathI ke ApaNe paNa pApano tyAga na karavo. kRSNamahArAjA aviratinA udaye dIkSA laI zakatA na hatA chatAM potAnI badhI putrIone dIkSA apAvI, te kyAre apAvI zakyA haze? temanI putrIo prajJApanIya haze tyAre ne? mAbApanuM vartana nathI jovuM, mAbApane janmadAtA tarIke ja jovAM che. mA che, bApa che eTaluM ja basa che. enAthI vadhu kazuM vicAravuM nathI. amAre tyAM paNa gurunuM mAtra gurutva javAnuM. dIkSA ApIne potAne nizrA ApI eTaluM ja basa che. enAthI adhika koI kartRtva vicAravuM nathI. pote samarthajJAnI hovA chatAM guru pratye AvA pariNAmanA yoge prajJApanIya banI zake. ziSyano puNyodaya game teTalo hoya topaNa prajJApanIya ziSya potAnA gurubhagavantane ja AgaLa kare. gurubhagavantanI bhUla thatI haze to teno doSa gurubhagavane lAgaze, ApaNe prajJApanIya banIe to ApaNane koI ja doSa nathI. gurunA doSa ApaNA mATe doSarUpa che ja nahi tethI gurunA doSa jovAnA rahetA ja nathI. anupayogathI paNa temanI bhUla thatI haze to tenI ciMtA te pote karaze. ApaNe to gurunuM mAtra gurutva ja jovAnuM. ApaNA jJAna upara vizvAsa mUkvAnA badale gurunA vacana upara vizvAsa mUkI cAlavA mAMDavAnuM - e prajJApanIya banavAno Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upAya. A prajJApanIyatA paNa RjubhAve keLavavAnI che. koI paNa vyakti ApaNI bhUla batAve tene bolatA aTakAvavA, utArI pADavA ke toDI pADavA mATe bhUla kabUla karavI, hAM bhAI hAM! meM ja bhUla karI che, bolo kAMI kahevuM che ?' A rIte bhUlano svIkAra karavo te mAyApUrvakanI prajJApanIyatA che. sAmAnI vAta mAtra svIkAravI e guNa nathI, sAmAnI vAta saraLa haiye svIkAravI te guNa. koI mANasane bolato baMdha karavo te kAMI bahAdurI nathI. sAmA mANasanI vAta UbhI rahe, temanI vAta toDI pADavA jevuM na thAya e rIte bhUla svIkAratAM AvaDavuM joIe. bhUla svIkAratI vakhate sAmA mANasane, mArI bhUla to dararoja thAya che. mATe Apa cetavatA rahejo. huM paNa vicArIne sudhAravA mATe prayatna karIza." AvuM kAMIka ho to lAyakAta pragaTaze. prAjJatA lAvavA mATe jema jaDatAno avarodha naDe che tema saraLatA mATe vaktAno avarodha naDe che. jaDatA ne vatA TALavA mATe puruSArtha karyA vinA prAjJatA ane saraLatA nahi Ave. A be guNanA AdhAre ja bIjA guNono AvirbhAva thAya che. je prAjJa ane saraLa hoya te koInI paNa vAta sAMbhaLI zake. bIjAnuM sAMbhaLyAM vagara jIvI zakAya evuM eka paNa kSetra nathI. gharamAM mAbApanuM sAMbhaLavuM paDe. nizALamAM zikSakna sAMbhaLavuM paDe, nokarI karatAM zeThanuM sAMbhaLavuM paDe, to upAzrayamAM gurunuM sAMbhaLavuM paDe. koIne paNa mAthe rAkhyA vagara jIvI zakAya evuM jIvana sAruM che ? tIrthaMkarabhagavantanA Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAthe paNa traNa chatra rAkhavAmAM Ave che. tIrthakara, tIrthakara kyAre thayA ? jJAna, darzana, cAritranI chAyAmAM rahyA tyAre ja ne ? ApaNe mAthe jeTalAM chatra hoya teTaluM sAruM ne ? chatranA kAraNe to ApaNe nirbhaya chIe. dIkSA letAMnI sAthe nUtana dIkSitanuM nAma pADavA pahelAM tenA mAthe, sAdhu hoya to traNa ane sAdhvI hoya to cAra guru che - enAM nAma saMbhaLAvavAmAM Ave che. e badhAnuM mAnavAmAM ja ekAnta kalyANa samAyeluM che. koInuM paNa kahyuM mAnatA thaIe to ApaNe prajJApanIya banIe. sAdhusAdhvIe to A guNa khAsa vahelI take keLavI levAnI jarUra che. Aje sAdhusAdhvInI ArAdhanA khoTavAI gaI hoya to A guNanA abhAvanA kAraNe ja. A liMga bhAvasAdhunuM hovA chatAM tamAre - amAre ApaNe badhAe A guNa pAmavAnI yogyatA keLavI levI che. jIvanamAM kaMIka pAmIne javuM che. samajIne vicAravAnI taka ApaNane maLI che, tethI gaMbhIratAthI vicArI levuM che. 4. kiyAmAM apramAda : bhAvasAdhunAM ApaNe traNa liMga joyAM. mArgAnusArI kriyA, pravara zraddhA ane prajJApanIyatA. have cothuM liMga, kSiAmAM apramAda che. A liMganuM varNana karatAM graMthakArazrI pharamAve che ke - sugati arthAt siddhigatinuM kAraNa cAritra che. e cAritra chajavanikAyanA saMyama svarUpa che. visthAdi pramAdathI yukta evo sAdhu A cAritranuM pAlana karavA mATe koI paNa rIte samartha banato nathI. A saMsAramAM Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kevaLajJAnIne bAda karIe to sarvocca koTinuM sthAna A sAdhupaNuM che. zAstramAM jaNAvyuM che ke, A bhava-aTavInA ullaMghana mATe paramocca koTinA sAdhanasvarUpa chaThuM-sAtamuM guNaThANuM jene varyuM che tenuM saubhAgya koInAthI varNavI zakAya evuM nathI. A eka evI avasthA che ke jemAM sAdhanA cAlu hovA chatAM jANe siddhadazAne varyA hoya evuM sukha anubhavAya. AvI avasthAmAM pramAda kevI rIte nabhAvAya ? game tevI siddhinA zikhare pahoMcelAne paNa kSaNavAramAM pADavAnuM kAma koI karatuM hoya to te A pramAda nAmano doSa che. AthI bhagavAne gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne paNa eka samaya paNa pramAdana karavAno upadeza Apyo hato. caudapUrva pAmyA pachI paNa kevaLajJAna pAmavAnuM bAkI che tyAM sudhI ArAdhanA cAlu ja che ane jyAM sudhI ArAdhanA cAlu che tyAM sudhI apramattadazA keLavyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. sAdhupaNuM pALavA mATe mArgAnusArI kriyA karavAnI che ane te paNa apramattAbhAve karavAnI che. dravyakriyAnA abhAvamAM mukati maLe paNa bhAvakriyAnA abhAvamAM kyAre ya mukti na maLe. jene kSiAmAM kaMTALo Avato hoya te sAdhupaNAno adhikArI nathI. je apramattapaNe kyiA karavA tatpara hoya te ja bhAvasAdhutAno grAhaka bane. saMyogo na hoya tenA yoge koI DyiA rahI jAya chatAM mokSa maLe-evuM bane paNa koI kriyA bAkI rAkhavAnI IcchA hoya, na karavAnI IcchA hoya to mokSa nahi maLe. Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhupaNAmAM pramAda e bhayaMkara zatru che. mithyAtva, avirati ane kaSAya TALyA pachI paNa jo pramAdane AdhIna bane to patana thayA vinA na rahe. eka apekSAe mithyAtva karatAM paNa pramAda bahu kharAba che. mithyAtva to mAtra samyakatvanA pariNAmathI jItI zakAya che, jyAre pramAda to bhalabhalA caudapUrvani paNa pADe. gayelA mithyAtvAdi doSone pAchA lAvavAnuM kAma A pramAda kare che. sarvocca dazAne pAmelA bhagavAnanA sAdhunuM paNa patana pramAdanA yoge thAya che - A pramAda keTalo bhayaMkara che e samajAya che ? pramAdadazA TALyA vinA koI paNa rIte cAlavAnuM nathI. pramAdane TALavA mATe, pahelAM pramAdanuM svarUpa oLakhavuM paDaze. sAmAnyathI pramAda pAMca prakArano che. madha, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA ane vikyA. A pAMcepAMca pramAdane TALyA vinA apramattatA nahi Ave. paraMtu Aje lagabhaga ApaNA jIvanamAM pAMcepAMca pramAdanuM sevana cAlu che - ema kahIe to khoTuM nathI. sauthI pahelo pramAda madya che. madha eTale ahIM mAtra madirA evo artha nathI karavAno. jenA kAraNe UMgha Aveghena caDhe, sustI Ave evAM mAdaka dravyo vAparavAM te magha nAmano pramAda. AMkha gherAya nahi, peTa bhAre na thAya, sustI UDI jAya, skUrti rahe evuM vAparavuM tenuM nAma marI nAmanA pramAdano tyAga. bIjo pramAda viSaca. viSayano binajarUrI upayoga e paNa pramAda che. viSayanI pariNati, viSayamAM cittanuM lAgI rahevuM te pramAda. viSaya eTale Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAMce indriyonA viSayo. anukULa viSayomAM citta coTyuM rahe ane pratikULa viSayothI citta udvega pAme e viSaya nAmano pramAda. trIjo pramAda kaSAya. kaSAyanI AdhInatA e ya pramAda che. kAcanA udayane AdhIna thaine je pravarte che e A pramAdane seve che. cotho pramAda nidrA. binajarUrI nidrA levI, AjJAthI adhika eTale ke be praharathI adhika nidrA levI te nidrA nAmano pramAda. ane pAMcamo pramAda che vikathA. dharmakthAnA badale bIjI vAtacIta karavI te badhI vikathAmAM jAya. Aje A pAMce prakAranA pramAde ApaNA sAdhupaNAmAM dATa vALyo che. sAdhupaNA sudhI pahoMcI gayelA paNa bhagavAnanuM na mAnatA hoya, gurunuM na mAnatA hoya, sAdhupaNAnI pariNati gumAvI beThA hoya to te A viSayakaSAyanI pariNatinA yoge ja. eka pramAnA yoge sAdhupaNAmAM aneka doSono saMcAra thayo ane aneka guNo nAza pAmyA. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke svAdhyAya na thai zakato hoya to svAdhyAya karavA mATe AhAra levAno. jyAre viSayakaSAyanI pariNatinA yoge evo AhAra levAvA mAMDyo ke jenA yoge svAdhyAyano ja bhoga levAya. agnine prajvalita karavA mATe lAkaDAM naMkhAya paNa te eTalAM na naMkhAya ke jethI agni ja bujhAi jAya ! sAdhupaNAmAM navakArazI karanArA asahiSNutAnA yoge ja navakArazI kare che - evuM pramANikapaNe kahI zakaze ? vartamAnanI navakArazIe to lagabhaga sUtraporisIno bhoga lIdho che - ema kahIe to khoTuM nathI. gaNadharabhagavantoe - EXERCI Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nal ane pUrvadhara puruSoe sUtronI racanA sAdhusAdhvI mATe karI hatI ane e sUtronI upekSA jo sAdhusAdhvI ja kare to te kevI rIte nabhAvAya ? Aje to badhAM sAdhusAdhvIne niyama ApavA jevo che ke roja dazavaikAlikasUtrano svAdhyAya karyA vinA makAnanI bahAra gocarI-pANI mATe paga na mUkavo. mAtra sAta so gAthAnuM sUtra che. sADA traNa so gAthAnuM papnIsUtra jo bAra ke paMdara miniTamAM bolI zakAtuM hoya to A sUtra keTalI vAramAM bolAya ? papnIsUtra to paMdara divase paNa eka vAra pharajiyAta bolavAmAM Ave che. dazavaikAlikano svAdhyAya to jiMdagI sudhI kyAre ya pharajiyAta nathI ne ? je sUtra bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM chelle sudhI rahevAnuM che te sUtranI upekSA kyuM kema cAlaze ? Ajano divasa sAro che. mAre to vicAra che ke dareka sAdhusAdhvIne niyama ApuM ke dazavaikAlikasUtra bolyA vagara moDhAmAM pANI na nAMkhavuM. gRhasthone paNa zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranA cAra adhyayana sUtrathI ane arthathI kaMThastha karavAno adhikAra che. pistALIsa AgamomAMthI A eka ja Agama evuM che ke jenA cAra adhyayanano adhikAra tamane paNa che. Avo adhikAra pAmIne tame tamArI jAtane paramabhAgyazALI mAno cho ne ? sa) e sUtramAM evuM to zuM che ? zrI zayyabhavasUrijIe zrI manamuni mATe mAtra cha mahinAnA temanA AyuSyamAM temanI ArAdhanA pUrI thAya e rIte pUrvamAMthI udhUta karI e sUtra banAvyuM che, to emAM zuM bAkI rAkhyuM haze ? Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAra adhyayanamAM to A saMsArasamudrathI tAranAro ane mokSe pahoMcADanAro samasta sAdhvAcAra samAI jAya che. AvuM tAraka sUtra maLyA pachI paNa Aje lagabhaga koI sAdhusAdhvIne niyama nathI ke dazavaikAlikasUtra gokhyA vinA jIvananI-divasanI zarUAta na karavI. Aje tamane paNa niyama ApI dauM ke zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranAM cAra adhyayana sUtrathI ane arthathI kaMThastha na thAya tyAM sudhI cha vigaIno tyAga ? sa0 koI madhyama mArga batAvo ne ? madhyama mArga eka ja che ke - AzA para prema keLavI lo. sattva na hoya to sattva keLavI lo. zati na hoya to zati meLavI lo. je khUTatuM hoya te pUruM karavA prayatna karavo te madhyama mArga. jeTaluM khUTatuM hoya teTaluM pUruM karyA vinA nistAra nahi thAya. A pAMce pramAdano tyAga karyA vinA ApaNuM ThekANuM paDavAnuM nathI. atyAra sudhI pramAdamAM evI rIte jIvyA chIe ke A pAMca pramAdano tyAga karIe to ApaNA jIvanamAMthI rasa ja UDI jAya. paNa enI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. 'jo viSayano bhogavaTo na karavAno hoya, kaSAyane AdhIna na banavAnuM hoya, mAdaka dravyo na vAparavAnAM hoya, nidrA na levAnI hoya ane vikathAmAM rasa na levAno hoya ane A badhAthI dUra ja rahevAnuM hoya to pachI sAdhupaNuM pALavuM zuM khoTuM ?' Avo pariNAma jAge to sAruM ja che. je pramAdI jIvana saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che emAMthI rasa UDyo 157 Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTale ApaNo saMsAra kapAyo ema samajavuM. pramAdapUrNa jIvana audayikabhAvanA sukhanA pUramAM DubADe che paraMtu A pUra saMsArasamudramAM kheMcI jAya che ane pramAdarahita jIvana to mukta banAve che, zAzvata kALanA sukhane pamADe che : zuM karavuM - enI pasaMdagI tamAre karavAnI - kriyAmAM apramAda A liMga sAdhubhagavantanuM hovA chatAM tamane paNa enuM mahattva samajAI javuM jarUrI che. je gurunI nizrAe bhava taravAno che te pote pramAdI hoya to ApaNuM zuM thAya ? viSayakaSAya ke nidrAvikathAnA yoge te ApaNane bhaNAvI paNa na zake ane mArge calAvI paNa na zake. tamane jo sAdhupaNAmAM apramattadazAnI kiMmata samajAya to tamAruM paNa sAdhusAdhvI sAthenuM vartana evuM banI jAya ke je kadI emanA pramAdanuM poSaka na bane. tame jo sAdhusAdhvInuM hita icchatA ho to temane zAMtithI temanA gurubhagavanta pAse bhaNavA do, temane vyartha vAtomAM na pADo. nAnAM sAdhusAdhvInuM patana thAya tevI temanI supAtrabhati na karavI. temane AcAryabhagavantanI AjJA mujaba jIvavA do. nAnAM sAdhusAdhvI mokSamAM jAya temAM tame rAjI ke saMsAramAM rakhaDe temAM tame rAjI ? kadAca koI sAdhusAdhvI sAmethI vAta kare to ya tamane vinayapUrvaka temanI vAta TALatAM AvaDavuM joIe. enA badale tame ja evI rIte varte ke sAdhusAdhvIne tamane joine ema thAya ke "sAruM thayuM vAta karavA mATe eka mitra maLyo !' e yogya nathI. Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa0 sAdhusAdhvInAM sagAM-saMbaMdhI temane maLavA Ave to zuM kare ? - sAdhusAdhvI sagAI choDIne sAdhu thayA che. AthI AvelAM sagAne potAnA guru pAse mokalI de. zAlibhadrajInI mAtAne zAlibhadrajIe potAnI oLakhANa paNa na ApI ne ? sAdhusAdhvIne mamatva mAravAnuM samajAvIzuM paNa atyAre to tamAre kevI rIte vartavuM - e vAta cAlI rahI che. tame jo sAdhusAdhvInAM sAcAM sagAM ho to tame temanA hitanA ciMtaka bano. gajasukumAlanI mAtA to sagI mA hatI, chatAM potAnA putrane zuM kahyuM hatuM ? bIjI mA karavI na paDe e rIte dIkSA pALaje !' ema kahyuM hatuM ne ? AnuM nAma sAcI hitaciMtA. sava nAnAM sAdhusAdhvI pratye amArI pharaja kaI ? sAdhusAdhvI AjJA pALe temAM temane sahAya karavI e tamArI pharaja. nAnAM sAdhusAdhvI gurapAratanya keLavI le ane zAsanane vaphAdAra rahe - tenuM dhyAna tamAre rAkhavuM, e tamArI pharaja. gurubhagavantane pUchyA vagara vahoravA nIkaLyA hoya to temane vahoravA na laI javA, gurubhagavantane pUchyA vagara kAma bhaLAvyuM hoya to kahevAnuM ke temane (gurune) pUchIne karI ApIza." sava amArI pAse AvuM kahevAnuM sattva kema nathI AvatuM ? enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke bhagavAnanA zAsana upara joIe evo rAga haju pragaTya nathI. zreNika mahArAjAne zAsana pratye kevo Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ avihaDa rAga hato ? Indra mahArAjAe zreNika mahArAjAnI parIkSA karavA mATe jyAre anAcArI sAdhu ane vyabhicArI sAdhvI batAvI tyAre zreNika mahArAjAe zuM vicAra karyo ? koI mANasa bhUla kare emAM zAsanano zo doSa ? bhagavAnanA zAsananA sAdhu kadAca kharAba karatA dekhAI paNa jAya toya temAM zAsananI niMdA na kare tenuM nAma zAsanano rAga. sAdhusAdhvInI game teTalI kharAbI AMkhe caDhI jAya to ya haiye na vasavI joIe ke hoThe na AvavI joIe. zati hoya, AvaData hoya to temane mArgastha banAvavA prayatna karo, paNa jo eTalI taiyArI na hoya to temanI niMdAthI bacI, temanI phuTa pravRttimAM sahAya na karavA dvArA tame pote mArgastha banI raho. bhagavAnanuM zAsana jo tAranAruM lAgatuM hoya to tenA pratye rAga keLavIne tene ArAdhavAnuM sattva pragaTAvyA vinA nahi cAle. vikthAnA panAre paDelA AjanA dharmIvarge ghaNuM nuksAna vahorI lIdhuM che. bhagavAnanA vacanano virodha karatI hoya, bhagavAnanA vacanathI viparIta hoya, viruddha phaLa ApanArI hoya, dharmakathAno nAza karanArI hoya, svAdhyAyano bhoga lenArI hoya... e badhI ja vikathA che. vikthA anarthadaMDanuM pApa coMTADe che. jene vithAno rasa na hoya, tene svAdhyAya karatAM koI na rokI zake. svAdhyAya karatAM UMgha Ave che evI phariyAda karanArA maLe, paNa svAdhyAya karatAM vikathAno rasa naDe che, viSayakaSAyanI pariNati naDe che AvI 160 Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phariyAda karanAra lagabhaga koI maLatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke mAtra nidrAne ja pramAda mAnI beThA chIe. bAkInA pramAda amArUpa lAgatA nathI. tapa karatI vakhate paNa pramAda naDe ne ? sava tapa karavAthI krodha Ave che. tapa karavAthI krodha nathI Avato, tapa karatAM AvaDatuM nathI mATe krodha Ave che. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba pramAdane mAravo tenuM nAma tapa, tapa pramAdane jItavA mATe che enA badale kaSAya Ave, nidrA Ave evo tapa tame karatA ho to tevo tapa karavAnI rajA tamane kevI rIte apAya ? - satra AvuM kahezo eTale kaheze ke mahArAja tapa karavAnI nA pADe che. je goLIthI roga vadhato hoya te goLI levAnI rajA apAya ke cAlu hoya toya pahelAM baMdha karavAnuM kahevAya. pahelAM e goLI baMdha karavAnI pachI bIjI davA levAnI. . satapa nahi karanArA phAvI jaze. tapa nahi karanArA potAne phAve e rIte potAnI phAvatI vAtanI puSTi kare teno upAya nathI. huM cokhkhuM kahuM chuM ke pramAdane vadhAranAro tapa na karAya. Ano artha tapa na karavo - e, ke pramAda na karavo - e ? jenI ADaasara thAya evI davA na levI : AvuM kahe teno artha tame zuM karo ? davA na karavI - evo artha tyAM karo cho? jo tyAM evo artha nathI karatA to ahIM zA mATe Avo Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ artha karo cho ? bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM traNaso tresaTha pAkhaMDI potAno phAvato artha karavA mATe ja AvatA hatA ane enA kAraNe teo saMsAramAM rakhaDyA. dezanAmAMthI potAno phAvato artha puSTa karavAnI vRtti ApaNA AtmAne nukasAna karanArI che. tene vahelAmAM vahelI take vidAya ApavAnI jarUra che. sa0 tapa kare ane AvazyakakiyA na kare to ? - ahIM ApaNe kriyAmAM apramAda nAmanuM liMga vicArI rahyA chIe eTale emAM kiyA to AvavAnI ja ne ? je kriyAnA dezI hoya tevAne eka guNa na maLe. kriyA na karavA mAtrathI mithyAtva nathI lAgI jatuM, paNa kSiA karavAnI jarUra nathI evuM mAnanArA mithyAtvI che. jene kriyA ja upAdeya na lAge tenA mATe kriyAmAM apramAda nAmanA liMganI vAta ja nathI. bhagavAnanA zAsananI kriyAo AjJA mujaba karatAM AvaDe to e mokSanI prAsino amogha upAya che. emAtra pramAdanA ravADe caDhIne A kriyAonuM mUlya ghaTADavAnuM kAma nathI karavuM. vartamAnano A pramAda bhaviSyamAM DuMgaranI jema ADo Avaze, jenA yoge mArga joI paNa nahi zakAya. mahApuruSonI vAto sAMbhaLIne vicAra karatA thaI jAo. mAthuM ThekANe rAkhIne bhagavAnanI vAta, bhagavAnano mArga samajIne cAlavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAo. sa0 garamAgarama rasoI samayasara joIe - te paNa pramAda? viSayanI apekSAmAtra pramAda, anukULa viSayono rAga e paNa Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pramAda ane pratikULa viSayonI napharata e paNa pramAda. viSayakaSAyano rAga ochA-vadhatA pramANamAM tamane ya naDe ane amane ya naDe. sa) Apane na naDe. amane ya naDe. ame jo sAvadha na rahIe to A viSayakaSAyano pramAda amArA sAdhupaNAne bharakhI jAya. viSayaSAyarUpa pramAda bhaMDo che - e samajavA mATe bappabhaTTasUrijInuM dRSTAnta kAyama yAda rAkhavuM. bappabhaTTasUrijIne AcAryapadavI ApatI vakhate e padavInI kriyA zarU karavA pahelAM bappabhaTTasUrijInA gurune temane joIne saheja vicAra AvI gayo ke "A yauvana vaya, tejasvI kAyA, apratima buddhipratibhA, rAjA jevo bhagata ane enI sAthe A AcAryapadavIno yoga : A badhuM Ane patananI gartAmAM laI janAruM to nahi bane ne ? A vicAranA kAraNe gurubhagavantanA mukha upara saheja glAni chavAI gaI. e joIne bappabhaTTasUrijIe tarata padavInI kriyA aTakAvI dIdhI. gurubhagavantanI aprasannatA hoya to game tevuM sArAmAM sAruM gaNAtuM kAma paNa nathI karavuM. AvA nizcayathI temaNe gurubhagavantane aprasannatAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. gurubhagavatte paNa potAnA mananuM zalya jaNAvyuM. e sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja bappabhaTTasUrijIe gurubhagavantanA mananI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa karavA mATe te ja samaye cAvaja jIva cha vigaInA ane bhagatanA gharanI gocarInA tyAgano abhigraha laI lIdho. jainazAsanano Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tyAgadharma kevo anupamakoTino che-e AvA AcAryabhagavantonA jIvanacaritra uparathI samajI zakAya che. AvA mahApuruSo ja svaparanA tAraka banI zake che. prabhAvanAnuM sattva emanA haiyAmAM, emanI buddhimAM ane emanA kAMDAmAM hatuM. prabhAvanA karavAno adhikAra to AvA mahApuruSone hoya. ApaNe to ApaNA AtmAne bacAvI laIe, tArI laIe to ghaNuM AvA mahApuruSonuM jIvana jotAM ema lAge ke viSayakaSAyano prasAda TALyA vinA nahi cAle. 'maLe che mATe vAparavuM che. A siddhAntane bAjue mUkI 'joItuM nathI mATe choDI devuM che. A siddhAntane apanAvavAnI jarUra che. je vastu Aje nahi to kAle javAnA svabhAvavALI che e nahi jAya to ya jene ApaNe to choDIne ja javAnuM che enA mATe ApaNo svabhAva vIsarI javo e to kevI mUrkhAI che? maraNa dekhAtuM nathI mATe A badho vibhAva phUlyophAlyo che. maraNa dekhAvA mAMDe to svabhAva-dazA AvavA mAMDe. duniyAmAMthI ApaNe eka divasa UpaDI javAnuM che e yAda Ave to viSayano ne kaSAyano rasa UDI gayA vinA na rahe. viSayakSAyano rasa jeno UDI jAya tenI nidrA paNa alpa thaI jAya. nidrA alpa hoya to sAdhanA karavAnuM saraLa bane. anidrAvALA svAdhyAya paNa kare ane kadAca dhyAna dharavuM hoya toya nidrAnA bhoge dhyAna dhare eTale bevaDI nirjarA sAdhe. jo nidrA na ghaTADe ane dhyAna dharavAno Agraha rAkhe to svAdhyAyano ja bhoga levAvAno. bhale zarIra kAma Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na Ape, cha kalAkathI vadhu nidrA nathI levI-Avo nirNaya kare to sAdhanA aviratapaNe cAlyA kare. - sAdhupaNuM Ave ke na Ave A bhavamAM sAdhupaNAnI yogyatA keLavIne javuM che, jethI AvatA bhavamAM AThamA varSe dIkSA pAmI zakIe. sAdhupaNAnI yogyatA keLavavA mATe pramAdane TALavAthI zarUAta karavAnI. pramAda AjJAne dUra rAkhe che. apramatta avasthA AjJA paLAve che. pAMca prakAranA pramAdane dharmabiMdumAM anArya kaDyo che. AvI uttamamAM uttama koTinI sAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa sAdhako mokSe na pahoMcatA hoya, AtmakalyANa na sAdhatA hoya ane durgati sAdhatA hoya to temAM kAraNarUpa A anArya evo pramAda ja che. AryakuLamAM je pramAdane sthAna nathI te pramAda, ApaNA jevA ke jeo AryakuLamAM ja nahi paNa jainakuLamAM AvyA, temAM ya vaLI zrAvakapaNuM, AgaLa vadhIne sAdhupaNuM - bhAvasAdhupaNuM pAmyA teone kravo kema pAlave ? saMsAranA sukhanA IrAde paNa loko jo pAMca prakArano pramAda khaMkherI zakatA hoya to ahIM ApaNane mokSasukha gamI jAya, zAsana gamI jAya to pramAda TALavo azakya nathI. bappabhaTTasUrijIne yAda karIe to viSayakaSAyanI pariNati mAryA vagara chUTako nathI- ema lAgyA vagara nahi rahe. ApaNA jIvanane vairAgyamArge vALavAno A eka upAya che. A jIvanamAM jo ATaluM sAdhI laIe to cokkasa najIkamAM nakkara pariNAma Avaze. Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sasamajavA chatAM pariNamatuM kema nathI ? sukhano rAga haju gADha che. rAga mAravAnuM mana nathI. dharma karatI vakhate viSayaSAyanI pariNati mAravI che AvuM koI dhyeya ja haju sudhI keLavAyuM nathI enuM A pariNAma che. sava mana sAdhyuM teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM, amAruM mana ja kharAba mana sAdhavuM eTale zuM? manane sukhamAM sthira karavuM che ke duHkhamAM sthira karavuM te ? sukha pAchaLa doDavuM te mananI sAdhanA nathI. duHkha veThavA manane taiyAra karavuM ane sukha choDavA manane taiyAra karavuM- . eTale manane sAdhavuM mana to pramAdamAM sukha mAnavA TevAyeluM ja che. AthI parANe paNa tene pramAda TALavA mATe taiyAra karavuM paDaze. pramAdane TALavAnI bhAvanA jAge e mATe paNa dazavaikAlikasUtranAM cAra adhyayana kaMThastha karavAno niyama levo che? tame zuM vicAra karI AvyA? - sa0 Apa navakAra, uvasaggaharanA badale dazavaikAlikasUtra upara ATalo bhAra zA mATe Apo cho ? navakAra mahAmaMtra vagerene to tame saMsAranA sukhanI lAlasAthI paDI beThA cho. tamArI dRSTie namaskAra mahAmaMtra saMsAranuM sukha ApanAra che. AthI e saMskAra UbhA na thAya mATe e sUtrono abhigraha nathI Apato. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra to sAdhujanayogya che- evuM yAda AvatAMnI sAthe sukhano rAga maMda paDI jAya. sukhano rAga chUTI jAya e mATe A dazavaikAlikasUtranAM cAra adhyayanano Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhigraha ApavAnI bhAvanA che. zuM karavuM che- e vicArI lejo, haju samaya che. bhAvasAdhunAM ApaNe cAra liMgo joI AvyA. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sAdhya eka mokSa ja che ane ene sAdhI ApanAra sAdhana A bhAvasAdhupaNuM ja che. Aje ApaNe je dharma ArAdhIe chIe tenuM lakSya bhAvasAdhupaNuM che ke nahi - teno pramANikapaNe javAba sAdhusAdhvI paNa ApI zakaze ke nahi-e eka prazna che. ane gRhasthone to lagabhaga A tarapha koI lakSya ja nathI-ema kahIe toya cAle. AvI viSamadazAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe jyAM sudhI bhAvasAdhu na banIe ke bhAvasAdhu banavAnuM lakSya na keLavAya tyAM sudhI covIseya klAka A bhAvasAdhanA zaraNe rahIne temanI AjJA zirasAvaMdha karI levAnI jarUra che. temAM ya vaLI AjanA kALamAM zAstranI vAtanI upekSA karanAro varga jyAre vadhato cAlyo che tyAre ApaNA tAraka sthAnane zodhI laIne tenI surakSA karavAnI tAtI jarUra che. jenI nizrAmAM jIvavAnuM che, jene mAthe rAkhavAnA che, jemanI AjJA mAnavAnI che, jemanA hAthe taravAnuM che e pAtra boduM hoya to cAle ? yogya guru na maLe to tenI zodhamAM nIkaLIe paNa jene-tene guru mAnavAthI vistAra kyAMthI thAya ? sa0 guru na hoya to pustaka vAMcIne calAvavuM paNa.... pustaka paNa kyAM vAMcavAM tenI tamane kyAM khabara che? jeNe potAnA gurunI AjJA vagara pustako lakhyAM hoya tenAM pustako pramANa INa Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaNAya ? ApaNA AcAryabhagavanta jemane samudAya bahAra kya hoya tenAM pustako pramANa gaNAya ? pustako paNa tamAre yogya gurunI nizrA vagara, AjJA vagara na vAMcavAM - evI bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. kAraNa ke evAM pustakonuM zAstranA nAme evI siphatathI usUtrabhASaNa kareluM hoya ke tamArA jevAne khyAla paNa na Ave. mATe pustako paNa gurunizrAe vAMcavAM. ApaNe ayogya chIe mATe ja yogya banavA mATe yogyanI nizrA svIkAravAnuM mahApuruSo jaNAve che. sAdhubhagavanto paNa mAdaka dravyo seve, viSayakaSAyane AdhIna bane, nidrAvasthAmAM paDI jAya to zAsananI rakSA karaze koNa ? A rIte vicArIne pramAdane dUra karavA prayatnazIla banIe to 'kriyAmAM apramAda svarUpa cothuM liMga pAmavAnuM pUruM nathI. 5. zakya anuSThAnano AraMbha : have pAMcamuM liMga jaNAve che - zakya anuSThAnano AraMbha. sAdhubhagavanto potAnAthI jeTaluM zakya hoya teTaluM ryA vagara na rahe ane je zakti bahAranuM che evuM kArya kadI hAthamAM le nahi. AnuM nAma zakyAraMbha. zakya anuSThAna kone kahevAya ? je ApaNe karI zakIe te, ke je ApaNane karavAnuM mana hoya te ? je karavAnuM mana ApaNane thAya, je karavAnuM ApaNane phAve te zakyAnuSThAna : A to IcchA mujabanI vyAkhyA che, zAstrIya vyAkhyA A nathI. yathAzaktino artha 'zaktimanatikramya eTale ke zaktine oLaMgavI nahi' - evo karyo che. oLaMgavAnI nA kone pADavAnI? je, Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maryAdAthI dUra hoya tene ke je maryAdA sudhI pahoMcyA hoya tene ghare beselAne sImA oLaMgavI nahi evuM nathI kahetA. sImADe pahoMcelo hoya tene kahevuM paDe ke - sIma oLaMgavI nahi. evI rIte ahIM paNa zaktinI maryAdA sudhI to pahoMcavAnuM ja. jeTalI zakti che temAMthI jarAka paNa zakti gopavavI nahi. badhI zakti kharcavAnI paNa zaktithI uparavaTa na thavuM - tenuM nAma yathAzakti. vartamAnamAM, bhagavAne je AcAra A kALanA jIvo mATe batAvyA che te AcAro gurubhagavantanI AjJA mujaba pALavAmAM Ave to A zakyAraMbha nAmano guNa pAmavAnuM khUba ja saraLa banI jAya. sarvajJa evA bhagavAna azakyano upadeza kadI na Ape ane jo Ape to e bhagavAna ja na kahevAya. jo vidhAna karyA pachI tenA pAlanano mArga na batAve to loko unmArge gayA vinA na rahe. AthI bhagavAne zakya anuSThAno karaNIya tarIke jaNAvyAM. bhagavAne pote; jevuM kahyuM, jevuM batAvyuM tenA karatAM kaMIkagaNuM UMcuM pALyuM hatuM. evA bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zaMkA ryA vagara bhagavAne je anuSThAno batAvyAM hoya te potAnI zakti anusAra karavA mAMDavAnAM. e anuSThAnone anurUpa zakti meLavavA mATe prayatna karavA mAMDavAno. koI paNa jAtanI zati gopavyA vagara anuSThAna karavAno prayatna karavAthI bhagavAnanA vacana pratyeno Adara sUcita thAya che. zaktithI uparavaTa thaIne anuSThAna karavAnA kAraNe ArtadhyAnano prasaMga Ave che. AthI ja zAstramAM, jenA kAraNe ArtadhyAna na thAya, svAdhyAyAdi Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yoganI ke indriyonI hAni na thAya tevA prakAranI indriyano nigraha karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. - sa bhagavan! eka prazna thAya che ke jamAlI vagereno vairAgya kevA prakArano kahevo ? kAraNa ke temanuM jevuM indriyanivartana pahelAM hatuM tevuM ja usUtraprarUpaNA pachI paNa cAlu hatuM. jo indriyanivartanamAM koI vizeSatA na hoya to temano jJAnagarbhita vairAgya mohagarbhita thayo - evuM kaI rIte kahevAya ? - jamAlIne potAnI mAMdagImAM, potAnA ziSyoe saMthAro pAtharavAnuM cAlu hatuM chatAM patharAI gayo ema kahyuM enA kAraNe pote sUvA taiyAra thayA paraMtu te vakhate saMthAro patharAyelo na hovAthI thoDI kSaNa rAha jovI paDI, tenuM duHkha temane asahya thaI paDavAthI temaNe bhagavAnanA vacananI zraddhA gumAvI. "je karAya che te kareluM kahevAya che' (cimA tama) ema bhagavAnano siddhAnta che. enA anusAra ziSyoe saMthAro pAtharavAnuM cAlu hovA chatAM gurunI samAdhi mATe patharAI gayo che - ema kahyuM hatuM. jyAre jamAlIne thoDo samaya rAha jovI paDI te na khamAyuM AthI temaNe je karAyeluM che te ja karAyeluM kahevAya.' (tame tama) A pramANe potAno siddhAnta sthApyo. bhagavAnanuM eka paNa vacana na mAne, tene mithyA kahe to mithyAtvamohanIyano udaya zarU thAya ne ? samakitIne jema badhuM samyagarUpe pariNAma pAme, tema mithyAtvInA badhA ja guNo miththArUpe pariNAma pAme. Aje chamasthanuM ekAda vacana na mAno Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to eTalAmAtrathI ja mithyAtva na lAge. paNa kevaLIbhagavantanuM to eka paNa vacana na mAnavuM e to temanA kevaLajJAnamAM zaMkA karI kahevAya. je kevaLajJAnane na mAne tene to mithyAtvamohanIyano joradAra udaya thayo-ema kahevAya. AvA mohanA udayamAM game tevo jhaLahaLato vairAgya paNa mohagarbhita ja manAya kAcanA vAsaNamAMthI mAtra eka ja karaca kharI paDe to vAsaNa AkhuM kahevAya ke phUTeluM ? vAsaNa to AkhuM evuM ne evuM ja che chatAM have nakAmuM kahevAya ne ? tema eka vacana na svIkAre to bAkInuM badhuM vacananuM pAlana paNa mithyAtvamUlaka hovAthI nakAmuM kahevAya. sa0 duHkha asahya lAgyA pachI paNa indriyanuM nivartana zA mATe cAlu rAkhyuM? bhagavAnanuM eka vacana na mAnyA pachI bhagavAnanAM bIjAM vacana mAne to te bhagavAne kahyuM che mATe nahi, potAne barAbara lAge chepotAnA svArthane siddha karI ApanAra lAge che mATe mAne che. potAnI budhimAM-tarkamAM jeTaluM bese eTaluM mAnavuM e bhagavAnanA vacananI zraddhA nathI. bhagavAnanA vacana para azraddhA thayA pachI paNa Indriyanivartana evuM ne evuM ja cAlu rAkhyuM hatuM te mAnasanmAnanI ane paraloknA sukhanI lAlasAthI cAlu rAkhyuM hatuM. duHkha asahya lAgyA pachI paNa have jo indriyanivartana nahi kare to potAnI vAta koI nahi svIkAre. potAnA siddhAntanuM pratipAdana paNa nahi karI zakAya ane paralokamAM sukha nahi maLe AthI indriyanivartana Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAlu rAkhyuM. AthI te have jJAnagarbhita na rahayuM, mohagarbhita banI gayuM. pahelAM indriyanuM nivartana to lAlasAne mAravA mATenuM hatuM, have e ja indriyanivartana lAlasAne poSavAnA AzayathI cAlu hovAthI temano vairAgya mohagarbhita hato - te samajI zakAya che. bhagavAnanI vAta buddhimAM bese to mAnavI te zraddhA na kahevAya. buddhimAM bese ke na bese, bhagavAna kahe che mATe sAcuM che ema mAnavuM tenuM ja nAma sAcI zraddhA. ApaNI vAta to e hatI ke indriyano nirodha zakSita uparAMta paNa nathI karavAno ane sAthe sAthe zikta gopavIne paNa nathI karavAno. pUrepUrI zakti vAparIne karavAno. koI paNa dharmAnuSThAna karatI vakhate kaSTa to paDavAnuM ja che. kaSTathI gabharAya te sAdhanA na karI zake. ApaNane kaSTa bhogavavA mATe ja bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyuM che. je bhagavAna pote kaSTa veThe, bIjAne kaSTa veThavAno upAya batAve te bhagavAna pAse du:kha TALavAnI vAta karAya ? ApaNA bhagavAna du:kha na TALe, du:khanI kAyaratA TALe. bhagavAne zreNika mahArAjAnI naraka TALI ke narakanA du:khano bhaya TALyo ? jyAM sudhI duHkha TALavAnuM mana che tyAM sudhI koI dharma karavAnI yogyatA nahi Ave. du:khanI kAyaratA TaLe to zakyAnuSThAnano AraMbha karI zakAya. je prajJApanIya hoya tene guru Adeza karyA vagara na rahe. ane guruno Adeza maLe to gurubhagavanta je kahe te karyA vagara na rahevuM. potAnuM saMghayaNabaLa AMkha sAme rAkhIne zakti mujaba karyA karavuM 172 Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenuM nAma zakyAraMbha. AcAryabhagavantanuM sAMbhaLIe, mAnIe paNa pachI karavA mATe DagaluM na upADIe to bhAvasAdhutA na Ave. sava bhagavAnanAM badhAM vacana upara zraddhA hovA chatAM duHkha bhogavavAmAM kAyara kema banI jaIe chIe ? duHkha samAdhithI bhogavI levuM: e paNa eka bhagavAnanuM ja vacana che ne ? A vacana upara zraddhA kharI ? A zradhA majabUta thAya to duHkhanI kAyaratA TaLyA vagara na rahe. sukhano rAga kADhavo ane duHkhano dveSa TALavo' - bhagavAnanuM A vacana sauthI pahelAM mAnavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM duHkha koNa na bhogave ? ApaNA bhagavAne paNa duHkha bhogavyuM, sAdhubhagavanto paNa bAvIsa pariSaho veThe, badhI azAtA bhogave ochuM paDe to smazAnamAM jaIne bhogave. sa0 sAmethI UbhuM karIne paNa bhogave ! barAbara che kAraNa ke tamAre zuM karavuM nathI mATe ja bolo cho ne ? sava ame anumodanA to karIe ! anumodanA kyAre karavAnI ? karavAnI zakti na hoya to, ke zakti hovA chatAM mAtra anumodanA karavAnI ? karaNa-karAvaNaanumodana e traNeya sarakhA. phaLa nipajAve e sAcuM paNa karavAnI ke karAvavAnI zakti na hoya tyAre karelI anumodanAthI kya jeTaluM - phaLa maLe. chatI zaktie anumodanA kare e to eka jAtanI luccAI WWW.jainelibrary.org Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jeo zaktine chupAve che teo zakyAraMbha mAyApUrvaka karavAnA. koI paNa jAtanI mAyA ryA vagara zaktine phoravIe to zakyAraMbhaguNa pAmavAnI yogyatA Avaze. zakyanA AraMbha mATe zaktinuM mApa kyAM sudhI kADhI zakAya che te jaNAvavA mATe ahIM Arya mahAgirijI ane AryasuhastisUrijInuM dRSTAnta ApyuM che. Arya mahAgirijI ane AryasuhastisUrijI, zrI sthUlibhadra mahArAjAnA ziSyo hatA ane daza pUrvone dharanArA hatA. sthUlabhadra mahArAjA chellA caudapUrvI hatA. samartha jJAtA gurunA ziSyo paNa samartha jJAtA hoya ne ? sthUlabhadramahArAjA caudapUrvI hovA chatAM potAnA ziSyone daza pUrva ja bhaNAvyAM, cAra pUrva na ApyAM. kAraNa ke zrI bhadrabAhusvAmIjIe temane niSedha karyo hato. AvaDe mATe bhaNAvavAnuM evo niyama ahIM nathI. AvaDatuM hoya topaNa gurubhagavanta kahe to ja bhaNAvavAnuM ane gurubhagavanta kahe eTaluM ja bhaNAvavAnuM. AryamahAgirijInuM ane AryasuhastisUrijInuM varNana karatA graMthakAstrI pharamAve che ke teo paraspara vizeSa prItine dharanArA hatA. sa0 nigrantha thaIne vicaranArAone paraspara vizeSa prIti kevI rIte saMbhave ? nigraMthone paraspara mohajanya prIti na hoya-e barAbara. ahIM paNa mohajanya prIti nathI te jaNAvavA mATe ja vizeSaprIti hatI, ema jaNAvyuM. teonI parasparanI prIti tArakatAnA gharanI hatI, 174 Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mohanA gharanI nahi. mAtra sAthe rahevAnI prIti te mohajanya prIti. jyAre tAraktAnA gharanI prIti to mAtra sAthe na rAkhe, eka ja mArge rAkhe. mohajanya prIti mAtra vyaktinA sAthane icche jyAre tAraktAnI prIti, tAraka mArge sAthane icche. tAraka mArge haiyAM maLelAM hoya te tArakatAnA gharanI prIti. Aje dIkSA levAnI bhAvanAvALA gurunI zodhamAM nIkaLe to gurunI tArakatA jue ke vAtsalya jue ? guru gamI jAya to dIkSA levAnI ke AjJA game to dIkSA levAnI ? jene AjJA pratye prema jAge te gurunuM vAtsalya jovA na bese. mArganuM jJAna ane tAraktA : e be jue eTale caraNe mAthuM jhukAvIne besI jAya. guru gamyA pachI dIkSA letAM vAra nathI lAgatI. paraMtu mAtra guru gamI javAthI dIkSA lenArA pachI zikSA levA taiyAra nathI thatA. premathI bolAve evA guru sArA ke dhola mArIne paNa bhUla batAve ane mArge sthira kare evA guru sArA ? tAraka guru to tene kahevAya ke je sukhano rAga choDAve, anukULatAnuM athANuM dUra karI Ape ane pratikULatAmAM samAdhi kevI rIte rAkhavI te zIkhave. zakitanuM mApa kADhavA mATe kaDakamAM kaDaka anuSThAna karAve. ApaNe AryamahAgirijInA dRSTAntamAMthI paNa e ja vastu jovI che ke temaNe zakti kyAM sudhI tapAsI ! jinakalpano viccheda thayelo hovA chatAM jinakalpanI tole Ave evo AcAra pALavA mATe AryamahAgirijI taiyAra thaI gayA hatA. AvI ArAdhanA karavAnI taiyArI je divase Avaze te divase ApaNe bhAvasAdhunA zakyAraMbhaguNane pAmI zakIzuM Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNanI tAlAvelI jAge enuM ahIM kAma che. naMdISeNamunine tAlAvelI kevI hatI ? badhA nA pADe chatAM gayA ne ? zati to guNanI tAlAvelImAMthI janme che. guNanI tAlAvelInA kAraNe zaktinI uparavaTa thAya to teno jJAnIbhagavanto bacAva karaze. paraMtu mAtra dekhAdekhIthI zatinI uparavaTa thaine anuSThAna kare te to mahAanarthanuM kAraNa banyA vinA nahi rahe. AryamahAgirijI jinakalpatulya AcAra pALavA lAgyA. A bAju AryasuhastisUri paNa gAmAnugAma viharavA lAgyA. ema vicaratA eka vAra pATalIpura nagaramAM padhAryA. tyAM temanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne vasubhUti nAmano zreSThI pratibodha pAmyo. pratibodha pAmelA vasubhUtizreSThIne potAnA svajanaparivArane paNa pratibodha pamADavAnI IcchA jAgI. AthI vasubhUtie AryasuhastisUrine potAnA nivAse padhArI svajanone pratibodha karavAnI vinaMtI karI. jJAnanidhAna gurue tenI vinaMtI svIkArI, tenA nivAsasthAnamAM jaI svajanaparivAra AgaLa dharmakathA karavAnI zarUAta karI. evAmAM bhikSArthe nIkaLelA AryamahAgirijI tyAM AvI caDhacA. AryamahAgirijIne jotAMnI sAthe ja AryasuhastisUri sahasAtkAre harSollAsathI UbhA thaI gayA. temane jotAMnI sAthe AryamahAgirijI tyAMthI pAchA pharyA. A banAva joIne vismaya pAmelo vasubhUtizreSThI pUchavA lAgyo ke, 'bhagavan ! ApanA karatAM paNa samartha evA anya munIzvara koI che kharA ke jethI Apa emane jotAMnI sAthe Jain Education international 176 Fer Private & Personal Use Only Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UThI gayA ?' AryasuhastisUrijIe jaNAvyuM ke "A mahAmuninA to caraNanA reNutulya paNa huM nathI. jinakalpa viccheda gayA pachI paNa jinalpanI tole Ave evuM parikarma A mahAmuni karI rahyA che. A pramANe jaNAvI AryamahAgirijInA aneka guNonuM varNana karIne kahyuM ke "AvA mahAtmAne kahyuM evAM aMtaprAMta azanapAnAdinuM dAna mahAna phaLavALuM che. AthI tAre prayatnapUrvaka karavA jevuM che." pharI koI vAra A rIte bhikSArthe bhamatA AryamahAgiri vasubhUtizreSThIne tyAM AvyA. AhAra aMtakAMta hovA chatAM AryasuhastisUrinA kahevAthI ANe taiyAra karelo che mATe potAne kaltha evo nathI - A pramANe dravyAdimAM upayogavALA AryamahAgirijIe jANyuM ane bhikSA lIdhA vinA pAchA pharyA. AryasuhastisUrinA kAraNe bhikSA aneSaNIya banelI jANI AryamahagirijIe anazana svIkArI samAdhipUrvaka kALa ryo ane devalokamAM sidhAvyA. A kathAnaka uparathI to ApaNe eTaluM ja jovuM che ke zaktinI maryAdAnuM mApa kyAM sudhI kADhI zakAya che. AryamahAgirijIne bhagavAnanA AcAra para keTalo prema haze tyAre AvuM duSkara kArya sAdhI zakyA haze ? jinakalpa jema viccheda pAmyo hato tema mokSa paNa ApaNA mATe viccheda pAmelo ja che, have A AryamahAgirijInA datte ApaNe mokSa mATeno puruSArtha zarU karavo che ? A bhavamAM mokSa to nathI ja maLavAno paNa mokSa hatheLImAM Ave evuM karavuM che - ATalo nirNaya karavo che ? Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sava mokSa hatheLImAM kyAre Ave ? AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIvavA mAMDIe, IcchA mujaba jIvavAnuM baMdha karIe, vAtone badale svAdhyAya karavA mAMDIe, sUvAnA badale jAgatAM thaIe, beselA hoIe to UbhA thaIe, UbhA hoIe to cAlavA mAMDI ane cAlatA hoIe to doDavA mAMDIe... to mokSa hatheLImAM Ave. mokSe javuM haze to mithyAtvane mAravAthI zarUAta karavI paDaze. anukULatAnI sAme jovuM nathI. pratikULatAthI gabharAvuM nathI. jyAMthI maLe tyAMthI je rIte sadhAya te rIte sAdhI levuM che. sukha to atyAra sudhI ghaNuM bhogavI lIdhuM have to samajIne duHkha bhogavavAno avasara maLyo che - e cUkyo nathI. manakamuninuM mAtra cha mahinAnuM AyuSya bAkI hatuM chatAM te vakhate pitAmuni zayyabhavasUrijIe zuM vicAra karyo ? cha mahinA khAvApIvA do, sukha bhogavI levA do. evo vicAra na karyo. kaSTa veThavAno abhyAsa paDe evI ArAdhanA karAvavA mAMDI. manakyuni kALadharma pAmyA te vakhate zayyabhavasUrijInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyAM to temaNe kahyuM ke e mohanAM AMsu hatAM, snehanAM saMbaMdhanAM AMsu hatAM. bAkI ArAdhanA karAvyAno to temane harSa hato, pUro saMtoSa hito sa0 gurubhagavanta kALa kare to ziSyanA AMkhamAM AMsu na Ave ? bhagavAnano sAdhu gurunA virahane nahi zAsananA virahane rue. Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A kALamAM zAsanano viraha 21 hajAra varasa sudhI paDavAno nathI. ane jyAM sudhI bhagavAnanuM zAsana vidyamAna che tyAM sudhI guruno viraha paDavAno nathI. eka guru kALa karI jAya to bIjA mArganusArI gurunI nizrA svIkArI le tene guruno viraha kyAMthI paDe? vyati gayAnuM duHkha hoya enAM AMsu Ave - e judI vAta. asalamAM to ApaNe e paNa duHkha nathI joItuM viSAda to teno hovo joIe ke AvA samartha tAraka guru maLyA pachI paNa huM guNa na meLavI zakyo ane doSone na TALI zakyo. gurubhagavanta gayAno viSAda - sAdhakane na hoya. te to jANe ke Aje nahi to kAle javAnA ja hatA. chatAM ya AvA gurune pAmIne paNa huM temanI AjJAno ArAdhaka kema na banyo - enuM ja ekmAtra duHkha sAdhakane hoya. ane e duHkheya sAcuM hoya to te vicAre ke - have A AMsu sAravAno vakhata nathI, temanA vacananuM anusaraNa karavAno avasara have to AvI lAgyo che. gurUbhagavantanI pratyakSamAM to temanA vacananuM pAlana kadAca banAvaTI-temane sArA dekhADavA mATenuM-hoI zake. have to koI paNa jAtanI mAyA sevyA vagara parokSamAM temanA vacananuM pAlana karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karavI nathI. AMsu sA nistAra nahi thAya, vacanane anusaravAthI ja vistAra thaze. sa. e vakhate eTaluM sUjhavuM joIe ne ? thoDI akkala hoya toya ATaluM sUkyA vagara na rahe. jyAre akkala Avaze tyAre sudharI ja jaIza enI nA nathI, paNa have ala Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akkala kyAre lAvavI che - e jovAnI jarUra che. bhAvasAdhunA pAMcamA zakyAraMbha nAmanA liMgamAM ApaNe joyuM ke ApaNI prajJApanIyatAne jaNAvanAra A liMga che. ApaNe koInuM mAnIe ke sAMbhaLIe paraMtu te mAnyA ke sAMbhaLyA pachI paga nA upADIe to ApaNI prajJApanIyatA eLe javAnI. kIdhA pachI kare nahi to gurubhagavanta eka vAra ke be vAra kahe - pachI Adeza na kare. ane sAdhaka AtmA to mokSa karatAM paNa garanA Adezano vadhu arthI hoya. sAdhu mATe zAstramAM AyatAthI vizeSaNa Ave che. Ayata eTale mokSa ane mokSanAM sAdhana. teno arthI sAdhu hoya. je AtmArthI che te mokSArthI che evuM kyAre manAya? gurunA Adeza jhIlavA mATe tatpara hoya to ! guruno Adeza na mAnavo te AyArthInuM lakSaNa nathI. gurubhagavanta azakyano Adeza kare ja nahi ema samajIne vahelAmAM vahelI take gurunA Adeza mujaba karavA lAgI javAnuM. AjJAnuM arthIpaNuM e sauthI moTAmAM moTI yogyatA che. AjJA na pALI zakAya e bane paNa AjJAnuM arthapaNuM nAza pAme evuM sAdhu mATe kadI na bane. jyAre paNa gurunI AjJA mujaba na karyuM hoya tyAre gurunAM caraNomAM paDIne kahevAnuM ke - AjJA paLAI nathI, e mArI bhUla thaI gaI che, bIjI vAra dhyAna rAkhIza, paNa mArI upekSA nahi karatA. AnuM nAma AyArthI. je zakya anuSThAna hoya e ja gurubhagavantanA upadezano ke Adezano viSaya bane - ATalI zraddhA jene hoya te Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti meLavIne, haiyuM keLavIne gurunA Adezane karavA tatpara hoya - A ja enI bhAvasAdhutA che. gurunI AjJA nahi pALIe to ApaNe avazya gurunA upekSApAtra banavAnA. gurunA upekSApAtra banIe enA badale gurunA AjJApAtra (gurunI AjJAne pAtra-yogya) banIe emAM ja ApaNuM gaurava che ane vastuta: ApaNuM kalyANa paNa emAM ja samAyeluM che. gurunA Adezane jhIlatAM thaIe to bhagavAnanA zAsananI ArAdhanA ane krame karIne rakSA ane prabhAvanA paNa zakya bane che. vartamAnamAM to prAyaH evI dazA che ke guru Adeza kare to gurune salAha maLe. gurubhagavanta AjJA Ape tyAre temane sAme salAha ApavI - eTale guruno Adeza pAcho suprata ryo - ema samajavuM. sava amArA jevuM tamAre tyAM paNa hoya ? eka saMsAra choDIne ahIM bIjo navo saMsAra Ubho kare - evAne A badhuM naDavAnuM. sava bIjo saMsAra kyo ? mAnapAna maLe evAM Ayojana karavAM, ziSyaziSyA, bhakatabhatANI bhegAM karavAM e sAdhuno navo saMsAra che. sa0 sAdhune bhagata hoya ? sAdhunA ja bhagata hoya. sAdhunA bhakta thavAmAM vAMdho nathI. sAdhu potAnA bhakta mAne emAM vAMdho che. je sAdhu gRhasthane potAnA bhakata mAne ane emAM rAjI thAya tenA bhakta thavAmAM vAMdho che. Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhubhagavantane zAtA pUche tyAre paNa deva-gurunA prasAdane AgaLa karanArA sAdhu mArA ATalA bhagata che - evuM kaI rIte bolI zake ke mAnI zake ? ane A rIte mAnasanmAnanI lAlasAmAM paDelA ane icchA mujaba jIvavA mATe TevAyelAo vAtavAtamAM gurunI hitazikSAne pAchI vALe emAM navAI nathI. bhAvasAdhu AvA na hoya. bhAvasAdhu salAha Ape nahi, salAha jhIle. sa0 ziSyanI bhUla thAya to guru vizALathI hovAthI nabhAvI le ne ? pANI ApanAro game teTalo udAra hoya toya kANA pAtramAM to pANI na bhare ne ? kANuM pAtra laIne Ave tene pANI na ApavuM te udAratA. bahu bahu to kahe ke tAruM pAtra sAMdhI lAva pachI pANI ApuM. evI rIte ayogyane yogya banAvavA mATe mahenata karIe paNa ayogyatA choDe nahi to tenI upekSA karavI e ja udAratA. 6 guNAnurAga : A rIte mArthAnusArI kriyA, pravara zraddhA, RjubhAve prajJApanIyatA, kriyAmAM apramAda ane zakyAnuSThAnamAM AraMbha A pAMca guNo jenAmAM keLavAyA hoya tevA bhAvasAdhune nAnAmAM nAnA sAdhunA paNa guNanI pratye anurAga thayA vagara na rahe. A mahAna evo guNAnurAga e bhAvasAdhunuM chaThuM liMga che. praNidhAna nAmanA AzayamAMthI janmelo A chaTho guNa che. pote game teTalI UMcI kakSAe pahoMcelo hoya chatAM ya potAnA karatAM hanaguNInA paNa Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNanI pratye anurAga jALavI rAkhavo e saheluM nathI. koI paNa guNanI prApti thaI gayA pachI e guNa nAza na pAme te mATe A guNAnurAga keLavI levAnI jarUra che. dAna ApanAra, dAna nahi ApanAranI niMdA na kare, tapa karanAra tapa nahi karanAranI niMdA na kare ane sadAcAra sevanAra asadAcArInI niMdA na kare to bhAvadharmane pAmavAnI yogyatA Ave. pote sArAmAM sArI rIte dAna Apato hoya, sadAcAra sevato hoya, tapa karato hoya chatAM ya jeo potAnI zakti mujaba thoDuM paNa dAna Ape, thoDo paNa sadAcAra seve, thoDo paNa tapa kare to tenA te guNane AgaLa kare. A guNa nahi Ave to bAkInA pAMce guNa meLavelA nakAmA javAnA. potAnA doSono Dhagalo jene dekhAya tene guNAnurAganI kiMmata samajAvavI na paDe. ApaNA doSapUrNa jIvanano aMta lAvavo haze to thoDo paNa guNAnurAga pragaTAvyA vinA nahi cAle. guNAnurAga e guNa nathI, paraMtu guNane AvavAno mArga khullo kare che mATe te guNarUpa gaNAya che. guNanuM athANuM guNAnurAgane kheMcI lAve che ane anukULatAnuM arthapaNuM sukhanA rAgane puSTa banAve che. sukhanA rAgane TALyA vagara guNAnurAga nahi Ave. bIjAnA nAnAmAM nAnA guNanI prazaMsA kare ane potAnA nAnAmAM nAnA doSane laine potAne atyanta nirguNI mAne to samajavuM ke guNAnurAga pragaTyo. jinakalpI mahAtmA game teTaluM UMcAmAM UMcuM cAritra pALe chatAM vikalpIne nIcA na gaNe. kAraNa ke sthavirakalpa e Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa bhagavAne bhAkhelo mArga che - evuM e mAne. hanaguNIne hIna gaNe tenA guNa na Take. A guNAnurAga nAmanA guNanA abhAvamAM kevo anartha sarjAya che ane guNAnurAganA yoge kevuM suMdara pariNAma sajArya che - e samajavA mATe kUragaDumuninuM dRSTAnta vicAravA jevuM che. kUragaDumuninuM dRSTAna tame sau jANo ja cho ne ? asahya sudhAvedanIyanA yoge roja eka ghaDo bharIne kUrano AhAra karanArA kUragaDumuni saMvatsarInA divase paNa e pramANe ghaDo bharIne dUra vahorI lAvIne caumAsI tapanA tapasvI cAra zramaNone AhAra batAvavA gayA tyAre te cAre zramaNo roSathI dUragaDumuninA pAtramAM ghUMkyA. e cAra zramaNone dUragaDumuni upara dveSa hato - evuM nahotuM. paraMtu tapa pratye evI ajJAnatAbharI prIti hatI ke te tapa na karanAranI pratye temane aprItino bhAva jAgyo hato. potAne je guNa gamato hoya tenA kAraNe je guNa pote AtmasAta karyo hoya te guNathI rahitane hIna gaNavo e guNa pratyenI ajJAnatAbharI prIti che. AvI prIti viveka cukAvyA vagara na rahe. cAra zramaNo paNa AvI ajJAnatAbharI tapanI prItinA yoge viveka cUkyA ane temanA pAtramAM ghUMphayA. ajJAnamUlaka prItinA yoge ja viveka cUkyA hovAthI, jevuM jJAna thayuM ke tarata viveka paNa pragaTyo ane guNAnurAga paNa pragaTyo. ane jevo guNAnurAga praga to pote paNa kevaLajJAna pAmyA. jo zramaNoe vicAryuM hota ke A paNa AjJA pALe che - to temanA pAtramAM yUkta nahi. Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo zramaNo thUkta nahi to pUragaDumunine kevaLajJAna na thAta - evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. zramaNonA ghUMkavAnA kAraNe temane kevaLajJAna nathI maLyuM, potAnI samatAnA kAraNe kevaLajJAna maLyuM. jo temanAM karma pUrAM thavAnAM ja hota to vagara dhULe paNa potAnI AtmaniMdAnA kAraNe kevaLajJAna pAmI jAta. tethI evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI ke theMkyA mATe kevaLajJAna maLyuM.ekavAra sAhebane koIke pUchyuM hatuM ke "ilAtIputrane nAcatAM nAcatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM ne ?' tyAre sAhebe kahyuM hatuM ke nAcatAM nAcatAM nahi, nAca baMdha thayo tyAre kevaLajJAna thayuM." bAkI nAca to roja cAlu hato, chatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM na hatuM. je divase nAcatAM nAcatAM nAca baMdha thayo te divase kevaLajJAna thayuM. evI ja rIte cAra zramaNoe paNa jyAre guNAnurAga keLavyo tyAre kevaLajJAna maLyuM. jo pahelethI ja guNAnurAga keLavI lIdho hota to saMbhava che ke enA yoge ja kevaLajJAna maLI jAta. AthI ja ApaNe e samajI levuM che ke anuSThAnanI prIti keLavavA pahelAM vacananI prIti keLavavAnI jarUra che. tamane anuSThAna karavAmAM AnaMda Ave ke AjJA pALavAmAM ? Aje vacanarAganA badale mAtra vacanamUlaka pravRttino rAga keLavIne beThA tenA yoge viveka cukAvA mAMDyo che. Aje ghaNA bole che ke "amane bhaNavAmAM khUba AnaMda Ave che. ApaNe to evI avasthA joIe che ke - bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAmAM AnaMda Ave. bhagavAnanI AjJA haze to bhaNIzuM, bhagavAnanI AjJA haze to vaiyAvacca karIzuM, bhagavAnanI AjJA Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhA haze to paDilehaNAdi kriyA karIzuM. jyAre je AjJA gurubhagavA kare tyAre te AjJA pALavAmAM AnaMda Ave to samajavuM ke vacanarAga pragaTya. A vacanarAga kadI viveka cUkavA nathI deto ane A vacanarAga ja sAcA guNAnurAgane laI Ave che. anuSThAnanI prIti AjJAnI prItine haNI nAkhe che ane AjJAnI prIti dareka anuSThAnanI prItine laI Ave che. bhagavAne batAveluM anuSThAna lokottara che emAM vivAda nathI. e anuSThAna pratye prema jAge te ya sArI avasthA che. paraMtu anuSThAna pratye rAga hoya ane AjJA pratye rAga nahi hoya to vistAra nahi thAya. anuSThAnanI prItiprItyanuSThAna - bahu bahu to devalokamAM laI jaze, jyAre mokSamAM javA mATe to AjJAno rAga keLavyA vagara nahi cAle. sa) Apa AjJA pALavAnI vAta karo to amArA AMkhamAM pANI kema Ave che ? svacchaMdIpaNuM mAravuM saheluM nathI, ghaNuM kaTakArI che. anAdikALathI icchA mujaba jIvavAnuM ja game che. have e IcchA upara sarvathA kApa mUkvAnI vAta Ave eTale AkaruM to lAgavAnuM ja, paNa eka vAta nakkI che ke icchAnA nirodha vagara koI paNa dharma ArAdhI nahi zakAya. AjJA mujabanA saMyamanI ArAdhanA icchAnirodhanA AdhAre ja zarU thAya che. thoDo paNa IcchAnirodhakya vinA AjJAnusAritA jIvanamAM nahi Ave. sava AjJA na game tene eka guNaThANuM nahi ? Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjJA pratye prema nathI enuM haiyAthI duHkha dharatA hoya teno paNa ekko rAkhazuM. A bhagavAnanuM zAsana che, jene kaMika pAmavuM che evAne bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sthAna na maLe evuM na bane. guNahInane zAsana nabhAve guNanA anaIni zAsanamAM sthAna nathI. zakti ochI hoya, jJAna ochuM hoya, saMyogo na hoya to AjJA na pALI zakAya e bane, AjJA pratye jevo joIe tevo prema na hoya - e ya bane paraMtu AjJA pratyenA Adara vagara vistAra nathI-evuM to tamane lAge che ne ? guNa pAmavA sahelA che paNa guNano anurAga keLavavo bahu puruM che. tapasvI thavuM saheluM che paNa khAudharAnA guNa pratye bahumAna jAgavuM kaparuM che. tapa karavo, jJAna meLavavuM, vaiyAvacce karavI.. e badhuM saheluM che paNa bIjAnA guNa upara rAga keLavavo e ghaNuM puruM che. game teTaluM kaparuM hoya paraMtu A guNAnurAga keLavyA vagara cAlavAnuM to nathI ja. basa ! saMsAra nirguNa bhAse ane bhagavAna pratye prema jAge to kAme lAgI jaIe. . 7. gurvAzArAdhana : guNasaMpannavyakatine ApaNA karatAM adhika mAnIe to guNAnurAga pragaTe. adhiguNI pratyeno rAga uttarottara adhika guNanI prApti karAvavA dvArA guNathI paripUrNa banAve che. A pramANe chaThThA guNAnurAga svarUpa liMganA varNana bAda chelle-sAtamuM "gurvAjJAnuM ArAdhana' nAmanuM liMga ApaNe saMkSepathI ja joie. Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM bhagavAnanI ane gurubhagavantanI AjJAnuM keTaluM mahattva che e to ApaNe dareka liMganA varNana vakhate vicArI gayA chIe - eTale enA upara ApaNe vizeSa vicAraNA karavAnI rahetI nathI. "garanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA' A guNa vagaranA bAkInA badhA guNo nakAmA che. AthI eka apekSAe A guNa pahelAM batAvavo joIe evuM lAge. paraMtu ahIM A guNa chelle batAvavAnuM kAraNa e che ke -chamAMthI eke guNa ApaNI pAse na hoya tyAre paNa A guNa to ApaNI pAse hovo ja joie, paraMtu A chaye cha guNa AtmasAt karI lIdhA pachI paNa gurunI AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM ja tatpara rahevAnuM che - e jaNAvavuM che. ApaNe game teTalA guNavAna banIe, guNarAgI banIe, mahAna banIe, samartha banIe topaNa ApaNA gurubhagavanta jo nA pADe to eka kAma nathI karavuM. gurunI AjJAthI koI paNa AcaraNA karavAmAM doSa nathI. jo e AcaraNA bhagavAnanI AjJAno ghAta karanArI - unmArgane poSanArI lAge to gurune choDI devAnA. paNa gurune mAthe rAkhIne gurunI AjJA na mAnavAnI rajA nahi maLe. pI.ela.vaidyanA cukAdAmAM jItyA pachI, sarvatra jayajayakAra thayA pachI paNa sAhebe gurunA vacana khAtara 2020no paTaka svIkAryo - e A gurvAjJAnI ArAdhanAnuM ja phaLa hatuM. 2020no paTTaka rada thayA pachI keTalAka mahAtmAoe jyAre ema kahyuM ke - atyAra sudhI ApaNe khoTI ArAdhanA Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI - tyAre sAhebe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke gurunI AjJAnA yoge AcaraNA karavI e jo khoTI ArAdhanA kahevAtI hoya to bhagavAnanA zAsananI ArAdhanA raheze kyAM?.. gurunI AjJAno svIkAra karavA mATe ApaNuM badhuM ja jatuM karavuM paDe che, ApaNuM mAnasanmAna-mobho badhuM ja mUkavuM paDe. paraMtu enA kAraNe eka lAbha moTo che ke A saMsAramAM jyAM-tyAM bhaTakavAnuM TaLI jAya che. gurvAzAnuM ArAdhana e saMyamajIvanamAM sthira thavA mATe ane UMce javA mATenuM paribaLa che. AvA viSama kALamAM jo "garvajJAnuM ArAdhana' A gaNa bhagavAne na batAvyo hota to ApaNe svataMtra rIte bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavA mATe koi rIte samartha nA banI zakata. gurvAphAnuM ArAdhana bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlanano mArga saraLa banAvI Ape che. AthI A guNane vahelAmAM vahelI take pAmI levo che. sAmA mANasanuM kahyuM mAnavuM - e jherajevuM lAge che tyAM sudhI A guNanI chAyA paNa ApaNI upara nahi paDe. sAcuM samajAyA pachI sAcAno svIkAra karatI vakhate jene nAka naDe tene bhavAntaramAM moTuM nAka maLaze. zAstramAM mAnane hAthInI upamA ApI che, kAraNa ke hAthInuM nAka moTuM hoya che ane mAnavALAne nAka bahu naDe che. sAcuM samajAI gayA pachI mAtra nAka khAtara jyAM-tyAM bhaTakIne bhava nathI bagADavo. samarthanI hAjarImAM ApaNI bhUla na samajAya ane pAchaLathI bhUla samajAya Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to tyAre samarthanI pATe AvelA ApaNI dRSTie asamartha hoya evAne paNa ApaNuM jIvana samarpita karavuM - ane temanI AjJA vadhu pALavI te gurvAzAnI ArAdhanA. AtmArAmajI mahArAjAne jyAre potAnI bhUla samajAI tyAre pote jemane eka vAra harAvyA hatA temanuM paNa ziSyatva svIkArIne potAnuM jIvana dhanya banAvyuM. AnuM nAma gurvAjJAnI ArAdhanA. gurvAzAnI ArAdhanA e samasta sAdhujIvananI ArAdhanAno prANa che. jeo gurune guru mAnI temanI AjJAne ArAdhavA mATe sadA tatpara rahe che teo vahelAmAM vahelI take bhAvasAdhutAnA caramaphaLane pAme che. A rIte ApaNe bhAvasAdhunAM sAta liMgonuM svarUpa zrI dharmaratnaprakaraNanA AdhAre joyuM. A guNonuM mahattva ane sAdhakajIvanamAM A guNonI AvazyakatA keTalI che-e to A guNonA svarUpavarNana bAda samajAvavuM paDe evuM nathI. jo A samajAI gayuM hoya ane haiye jacI gayuM hoya to have A anAdianaMta saMsAramAMthI ApaNI jAtane ugArI laI paramapade pahoMcADavA mATe A guNone pAmavA, nirmaLa banAvavA ane paripUrNa banAvavA mATe ApaNe sau prayatnazIla banI rahIe - e ja eka sadA mATenI zubhAbhilASA. Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________