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PAÑCALINGIPRAKARAṆAM: 49
giyatthagurusamīvammi
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viharissāmi ahami jammi || 25 ||
Kaiyā hoi SO vāsarutti
Savvavirayami pavvajjiya
vāsaraḥ
Kadā bhavisyati sa Sarvaviratimi prapadya vihariṣyāmi aham
When will the day dawn when I shall
gītārthagurusamīpe
/
yasmin? || 25 ||
near the canon-learned guru of esteem |
Take my all-renouncing vows, and
go about obeying him at full steam? || 25 || 25. When will that day dawn when I shall take the all (violence, untruth, acceptance of the ungiven, sensual indiscipline and attachment actuated encumbrance) renouncing monastic vows at the hands of a canon-learned spiritual master (capable of leading me to spiritual emancipation and subsequent liberation from the miserable mundane existence) and go about my monastic duties wholeheartedly.
Here, the author makes a mention of that desire of the aspirant reader who has realised the ultimately painful nature of the worldly pleasures, who now stands disillusioned and seeks the monastic path to attain his goal of emancipation and liberation.