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PAÑCALINGIPRAKARAŅAM : 51
Dhi dhi majjha anajjassa indiyatthesu sampauttassa / Paramatthaveriesu vidārāisu gādharattassa || 26 ||
Dhig dhig mama anāryasya
indriyārthesu samprayuktasya /
Paramārthaverisvapi
dārādisu
gāờharaktasya || 26 ||
Fie on me again and again for
being deeply engrossed in sensual pleasures | For remaining strongly attached to,
worldly ties that hinder emancipation || 26 ||
26. I remain deeply engrossed in senual pleasures, I remain strongly attached to the worldly relations like wife, sons, family, friends, etc the ties that hinder my spiritual
emancipation and liberation. Fie on me, again and again.
Here, the author gives an eloquent expression to the lament that an indulgent aspirant feels at his inability to give up the sensual pleasures and worldly ties that hinder his spiritual emancipation and ultimate accomplishment of liberation from the misery of worldly existence.