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________________ zrI kalApUrNaprabodha sunaMdAbahena vohorA dhyAnavicAra kahe, kalApUrNasari-3 sAyika dhaa or Private & Personal Use Only www.jaimelibrary rg
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________________ dhyAna vicAra NO ORUROU sunAdhi &, sarela sahI kathirA romAyika ul Jain Equ i nerientional F Favate & rsonal Ise Only www.jine b ord
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________________ zrI klApUrNaprabogha sunaMdAbahena vohorA sahayoga AnaMdasumaMgala parivAra amadAvAda, amerikA A. zrI klApUrNa caraNeSu prathama puNyasmRti !
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________________ prathama AvRtti: 750, pRSTha saMkhyA : 4+204 vI. saM. 2529, vi. saM. 2059, I. sa. 2003 prakAzaka : AnaMdasumaMgala parivAra amadAvAda, amerikA. na prAptisthAne : - 1. sunaMdAbahena vohora ( 2. dakSAbahena niraMjana mahetA 5, mahAvIra sosAyaTI, elisabrija, 39, mANekabAga sosAyaTI, huM amadAvAda-380 07. gujarAta vidhI koI kaMcanadIpa TAvaranI sAme, nA phona : 658965 - amadAvAda 380 015, ane sAMje 5thI 8. jI phena 676 7518 3 3. Kalpna Shah 4. hemendrabhAI zAha 2 Mc nair Drive Lansdale L uselt, sol e (PA) 19446 USA. | khatrInI khaDakI, dozIvADAnI poLa biI215 962 5598 amadAvAda 3801 to taka lena pa356 197 35. Urvashi Viren Shah 82) East ortesia BIVD carson CA 90746 U.S.A. te ja Ta. 310 326 5685 ' thaipaseTiMga: zAradA mudraNAlaya 201, tilakarAja, paMcavaTI pahelI lena, na (arthasahayoga mATe AbhAra) AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-380 006 1 pIskATave svAdhyAya grupa nalinIbahena mukuMdarAya zAha (LA. US.A) | mudraka : saMghavI parivAra, amadAvAda bhagavatI ophaseTa 15/sI, baMsIdhara esTeTa, bAraDolapurA, amadAvAda-380 004 - - - -
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________________ nivedana pUjyazrInA caraNe koTizaH vaMdana ho. adhyAtmayogI A. zrI kalApUrNavijayasUri bhagavaMtu viSe lakhavAnI kalama, buddhi ane vicAra ghaNA vAmaNA lAge che. paraMtu pU. zrIno upakAra evo che ke tenA AdhAre kalama kaMI cAlI zake che. pU. zrInA vAtsalyapUrNa sAMnidhya jIvananI bAjIne palaTI nAMkhI. pU. zrI dvArA AtmahitanI cAvIo keTalAye rUDA jIvone prApta thaI haze? navakAramaMtra dvArA, vAcanA dvArA, vAsakSepa pradAna dvArA, prasannatA dvArA ane chevaTe nirmaLa daSTi dvArA, bhaktimAM sAMnidhya ApavA dvArA, vacanalabdhi dvArA, tattvadaSTi dvArA. AvI aneka gurucAvI dhArakanI Aje pArthiva dehe anaupasthiti che te kema mAnI zakAya? jemaNe teozrI pAse AvI ekAda cAvI meLavI haze tenuM jIvana dhanya banyuM che. A jIvane to temaNe pUrNa vAtsalya bhAve ghaNuM AtmahitanuM pradAna karyuM che. e guNa to tyAre ja cUkavI zakAya ke jyAre temanA pagale cAlIe. prArthanA e ja che ke prabhukRpA e zakti Ape. saMbhava che ke AvA mahAna yogInA vizeSa saMparkathI jIvo vaMcita rahyA hoya temane temanA graMthorUpI akSaradeha upakAraka thAya. vaLI badhA ja graMthonuM avalokana na karI zake tene mATe prastuta zrI kalApUrNa prabodha graMtha jIvanapAtheya banI zakaze. prastuta graMthamAM lekhakanA koI paNa zabdo aMkita thayelA nathI badhuM ja pUjyazrInI pavitravANI ke graMthonuM dohana che. bhavyAtmAo vAMcaze, vaMcAvaze ane jIvanamAM dhAraNa karaze temane saune pUjyazrInA divyAzISa prApta thAo tevI abhyarthanA. kahe kalApUrNasUri'nA bhAga : 1thI 4 saMkalanagraMtho tathA anya graMthomAMthI avataraNa karI A graMtharacanA karavAnI saMmati ApavA mATe pU. paM. mukticaMdravijayajIno tathA paM. municaMdra vijayajIno AbhAra mAnuM chuM. A sarva lekhana kevaLa utArA ja che. arthAt e pUzrIno ja upadeza che, tene kevaLa zabdAMkita karavAno puyayoga maLyo te mATe pUjayazrInA caraNamAM vaMdana ho. agara to temanA sAMnidhyano puNyayoge apUrva avasara ja mANyo che. chatAM koI kSati hoya to kSamAyAcanA. upakAra bhUla kema tamAre gurujI mAro saphaLa thayo janmAro bhava aTavImAM bhamatAM bhamatAM kyAre Avata Aro? kRpA karIne kara pakaDI lIdho mArga batAvyo mane nyArI. gurujI. vinIta sunaMdAbahena
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________________ anukrama 1. adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI viSe sAdara kaMI kahIzuM....... 2. svAnubhava zrImukhe (AcAryazrI) ... 3. AtmasvarUpanuM aupacyA 4. ArAdhanAno abhigama ......... 5. zrAvakajIvananuM mUlyAMkana 6. sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma .. 7. vinaya mUlo dhamo ........... 8. bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 9. bhaktimArganAM vividha aMgo ... 10. samyakatva - amUlya tattva .. 11. nizcaya-vyavahAra-ubhayam ......... 12. jainadarzananI maulikatA 13. upadezanuM amRtapAna . 14. jainadarzanamAM yoga-upayoga-dhyAnayoga 15. keTalAMka jIvaMta dRSyata 16. pUjyazrInI svAnubhUtinI jhalaka ... 17. pUjyazrInA subhASita * pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 1. sarvajJa kathita parama sAmAyikadharma . 133 2. yogasAra ... .143 3. mile mana bhItara bhagavAna ...... 145 4. sahaja samAdhi ........ 5. dhyAnavicAra .. 159 * dhanya e dharA pUjyazrI jIvanagAthA) 181 * * * * * * * * , , 181
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________________ adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI viSe sAdara kaMI kahIzuM pU. zrI yazovijayasUri ma.sA.: pUjyapAda adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImada vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane sAMbhaLatI vakhate, sAMbhaLavAnuM ochuM, jovAnuM vadhu thatuM hoya che. paramAtmA A rahyA' kahetI vakhate emanA hAtha havAmAM adhdhara toLAya che tyAre jovAmAMya mIThI muMjhavaNa e thatI hoya che ke tame emanI e aMgabhaMgimAne juo, mukha para relAtA smitane juo ke be nayanone juo, AMkhone kyAM kendrita karavI ? adbhuta ananya che teonI paramAtmA pratyenI prIti. vAgaDanA AgevAno kahe: pUjyazrIno eka ja prayAsa che : bhagavAnanuM zuddha svarUpa ApaNAmAM pragaTe. zuddha svarUpa ApaNe nathI meLavyuM, mATe ja bhaTakIe chIe. A mAtra dharmazALAno praveza nathI. gayA varSe vAgaDamAM praveza karyo tyAre 65 gAmanI bhAvanA hatI ke amAre tyAM cAturmAsa thAya. ahIM 65 gAma hAjara che. eTale 65 gAmomAM praveza thayo che ema huM kahuM chuM tALIo A dazya joIne vicAra Ave: eka vyaktinI keTalI tAkAta ? pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM eka vakhate sAMbhaLeluM "sarvArthasiddhathI mAMDIne nigodanA jIvomAMthI eka jIvanA eka paNa pradezanI pIDA te ApaNA saunI pIDA che. ema lAgavuM joIe." A che jIvamaitrInI parAkASThA! pUjya kalApUrNasUrijIe janmatArIya sAdhanA dvArA bhagavAna sAthenI ekatA siddha karI che. deha emano che dekhAvamAM paNa bhItara bhagavAna virAjamAna A prabhAva vyaktino nathI emanAmAM rahelA bhagavAnano che. e vinA adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI viSe sAdara kaMI kahIzuM?
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________________ ATalo prabhAva saMbhavI zake nahi. AcAryazrI niraMtara prabhumAM DUbelA che. eTale pUjyazrI mauna raheze, kaMI nahi bole to paNa emanuM astitva mAtra utsava banI raheze. pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI kahe: jemanA hRdayamAM bhakti ane karuNAnI dhArA niraMtara vahI rahI che tevA pU. AcAryazrInA sparzathI pApI paNa pAvana bane che. gatane pAvana karanArI vizvanI A mahAna vibhUtinuM ahIM padArpaNa thaI rahyuM che. A jAhojalAlI kyAMthI AvI? A jAjaramAna vyaktitva ja enuM mULa che. eka vAra ghIno Dabbo laI jaTAzaMkara gADImAM Ubho. phALiyA sAthe Dabbo bAMdhI sAMkaLa sAthe bAMdhavAthI Trena UbhI rahI. AthI pelAne TITIe pUchyuM "Dabbo kema lagAvyo? tArA lIdhe gADI UbhI rahI gaI." rahI ja jAya ne ? cokhkhA ghIno Dabbo che." jaTAzaMkare kahyuM. tema AvA puNya puruSa hoya ne ahIM jAhojalAlI na jAme to kyAM jAme? jenA pratyeka zvAsamAM, traNeya yogomAM, pAMceya IndriyomAM AtmapradezomAM jinabhakti ane jIvamaitrI ramatAM hoya evA A puNyapuruSa pUjya AcAryazrI che. zrI kalAprabha AcArya ma.sA. 1. pUjyazrImAM je nispRhatA joI te kyAMya jovA maLI nathI. pratiSThA, aMjanazalAkA vageremAM kyAreya zilAlekha mATe pUjyazrIe icchA rAkhI hoya evuM jANyuM nathI. madrAsamAM apAtI lodI-ratnanI padavI paNa pUjyazrIe pAchI ThelI. nAma ane rUpathI svayaM para hovA chatAM emanA nAma ane rUpano keTalo prabhAva che ? uTIthI maisura ame AvI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM traNa jaMgalI hAthIo beThelA. baMDIpuranuM e jaMgala hatuM. rastAmAM pU.zrInA phoTAnA darzana mAtrathI zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ A viba TaLI gayuM. hAthIo ravAnA thaI gayA. rAmanA nAme paththara tare... paththara jevA ame "kalApUrNanA nAmathI tarI gayA. mahAdevanA nAmathI poThiyA pUjAya tema ame pUjAIe chIe. je samAjanI javAbadArI pUjyazrIne maLI che, te samAjane pUjyazrI bhagavAnanA bhakta ja mAtra banAvavA mAMge che. Aje ApaNe kumArapALa Adine yAda karIe chIe, tema 20-40 varSa pachI pU. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA karatA zrAvako kema smaraNIya na bane? evuM Adarza jIvana banAvavAnuM che. zrI zatruMjaya tIrtha vi. 2057 (2001) tame nakkI karyuM ke krodha nahi karuM,kSamAM rAkhIza. paNa prasaMga Ave bhUlI gayA krodha sahaja thaI jAya. chatAM hRdayamAM prabhunuM smaraNa rahe tame krodhanA humalAthI bacI zako te yogakSema kahevAya. paralokanI apekSAe bhagavAna AtmAne durgatithI bacAvIne kSema kare che. prabhu sarva upara upakAra karavA taiyAra che paNa sarva jIvone temanuM yogakSema levAnI zakti nathI. navakAra : sarva Agamono sAra navakAramAM che A navakArane kadI nahi bhUlatA. navakAra kahe che tame jo mAruM smaraNa karo cho to sarva pApono nAza karavAnI javAbadArI mArI che. badhA ja Agamo navakArane kendramAM rAkhI parikammA karI rahyA che. cauda pUrvI paNa aMta samaye navakAra yAda kare che. Avo mahAmUlo navakAra maLyo che tene bhAgya parakASThA samajo. adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI viSe sAdara kaMI kahIzuM:
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________________ 2. svAnubhava zrImukhe (AcAryazrI) huM ekalo chuM to zuM dIna banavAnuM? nahi, huM zAzvata AtmA chuM. jJAnadarzanathI yukta chuM. mAre dInatA zAnI? mane koI kahe: Apa bahu dUbaLA thaI gayA. thAkI gayA." to huM mane dUbaLo na mAnuM, mane thAkelo na mAnuM. ene je dekhAya che te bole che. mane je dekhAya che temAM huM ramuM chuM, te che AtmA ane paramAtmA. vinaya sAdhanAnuM mULa che sAdhanAnuM rahasya che, sAdhanAnuM aiThaMvarya che. ema sAdhakane lAgyA vinA rahe ja nahi. huM mArA anubhavathI A adhikArapUrvaka kahI zakuM tema chuM. tamArAmAM ATalI badhI sahanazakti kyAMthI AvI?" upara, nIce ane vacce jovAthI." eTale ? upara jouM chuM tyAre mokSa yAda Ave che. nIce jouM chuM tyAre dharatI. dekhAya che ne huM vicAruM chuM; mAre keTalA phUTa jamIna joIe? nAhaka jhaghaDA zAnA? ane AsapAsa jouM chuM to te loko dekhAya che, jeo mArAthI paNa vadhu duHkho sahana karI rahyA che. A che mArI sahanazaktinuM rahasya." sau prathama bAlyAvasthAmAM ahIM yAtrA karelI. tyAre kazuM jANato nahoto. paNa prathama A tIrthamAM dAdAne joI vAha vAha bolI UThelo. vaLI bIjarUpe rahelA e ja saMskAro Aje kAma lAge che. potAnA nAmanI jema meM yogasArane pAkuM karyuM che. maraNa vakhate e ja sAthe Avaze. tame badhA pAse hazo to paNa sAthe nahIM Avo. bhAvita baneluM jJAna ja sAthe Avaze. vaNAI gayelA guNo ja sAthe Avaze. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pratikramaNa vageremAM mane to eTalo AnaMda Ave che... eka logassamAM ja eTalo AnaMda AvI jAya che ke enAthI alaga dhyAna karavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. cha Avazyaka sivAya bIjuM dhyAna kayuM che? rojaroja pratikramaNa karavAnuM che ema samajIne kaMTALatA nahi. enI upekSA nahi karatA. enI upekSA eTale ApaNA AtmAnI upekSA. rojaroja abhyAsa karavo tenuM nAma ja to bhAvanA che. mATI bhale upAdAna kAraNa hoya, paNa kuMbhAra vinA koI mATIno ghaDo na banI zake, tema jIva bhale upAdAna kAraNa hoya, paNa bhagavAna vinA enI bhagavattA pragaTa na ja thAya, evo mAro daDha vizvAsa che. sAdhanAno A ja mukhya pAyo che, evI mArI samaja mArI A samaja zAstrakAronI daSTie meM tapAsI che ne mane e kharI lAgI che. mATe ja ATalA bhArapUrvaka ane adhikArapUrvaka huM A vAta kahI zakuM chuM. yazovijayajI jevA mahAbuddhimAna paNa jyAre bhaktine sAra batAvatA hoya tyAre bhakti ja mAtra sAdhanAnuM hArda che, ema ApaNuM magaja na svIkAratuM hoya to hada thaI gaI ! muktinI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM mukti jevo AnaMda ahIM anubhavI zakAya che. Ane jIvanamukti kahevAya. jIvatejIva muktino sukha anubhavavo te jIvanamukti. syAdvAda ratnAkaranI na besatI paMktio mane besI gaI. bIje divase paMDitajIne meM jaNAvyuM tyAre teo svayaM paNa cakita banI gayA. kahyuM kone pUchyuM? tamArA gurudeva to ahIM che nahi? meM kahyuM deharUpe bhale guru nathI, sthApanArUpe ane nAmarUpe to guru hAjarAhajUra che. emanA prabhAve mane A paMktio beThI che. ApaNe gurunI gerahAjarI vicArIe chIe, paNa gurunI gerahAjarI kadI hotI nathI. A sthApanAcArya sudhamAM svAmIthI laI anekAneka gurunA pratIka che. e sAme che. pachI gurunI gerahAjarI zAnI? gRhasthapaNAmAM laTakA sAthe sau kahetAH alyAakSA (nAma) tame dIkSA lo cho ? zuM che dIkSAmAM? gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne sAdhanA na thaI zake? svAnubhava zrImukhe AcAryazrI)
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________________ bhagavAna mahAvIranA AnaMda-kAmadeva jevA zrAvakoe paNa dIkSA nahotI lIdhI. tame emanAthI paNa vadhyA? sAdhuo to tame juo cho ne ? dIkSA lIdhA pachI zuM kare che? paNa huM dIkSA levAnA bhAvamAM makkama rahyo. sAdhupaNAmAM je sAdhanA thaI zake, te gRhasthApaNAmAM zI rIte thaI zake? ghaNI vAra loko kahetA hoya che Apane prabhu para jeTaluM bahumAna che eTaluM amane kema nathI thatuM ! pote paNa vicAruM chuM; bALapaNathI ja mane prabhuno prema kema pedA thayo? jarUra pUrva janmamAM bhagavAnano prema pedA thayo haze. mATe ja tamane kahuM chuM prabhune cAhavAnuM zarU karo. tamArI sAdhanA zarU thaI jaze. A janmamAM sAdhanA adhUrI raheze topaNa bhavAMtaramAM A sAdhanA sAthe cAlaze. AdhoImAM eka patrakAra (kAnti bhaTTe pUcheluMH zuM tame kacchavAgaDanA loko para koI vazIkaraNa karyuM che, jethI loko doDatA Ave che ? meM kahyuM: huM koI vazIkaraNa karato nathI. lokone prabhAvita karavA prayatna paNa nathI karato. hA, lokone huM cAhuM chuM. A anubhavanI tamane vAta kahuM chuM. mane to ghaNI vAra anubhava thAya che, huM cAlato nathI, mane bhagavAna calAvI rahyA che. Ajano ja anubhava kahuM. DoLI vagara huM siddhAcala para paDI gayo. tamane badhAne samAcAra maLyA haze. ghaNA pUchavA paNa AvyA. paNa badhAne keTalA javAba ApavA? eTale Aje vAcanAmAM ja badhAne kahI dauM chuM, "mane kazuM thayuM nathI. bacAvanAra bhagavAna mArI pAse che." dUra rahelA bhagavAna bhaktithI najIka AvI jAya che. bhagavAna najIka AvyA enI khAtarI zI? bhagavAna pAse hoya che tyAre mananI caMcaLatA ghI jAya che. viSaya - kaSAyo zAMta banI jAya che. kyAreka mane evuM lAge jANe zarIramAM kAMI vajana ja nathI rahyuM, sAva halakuM lAge. kyAreka evuM lAge jANe zarIra AkAzamAM UDI rahyuM che. - huM hamaNAM siddhAcala para paDI gayo. nIce paththara hatA. kyAMya paNa paDuM to vAge tema ja hatuM. mAthAmAM, pIThamAM, pagamAM, hAthamAM, kyAMka to vAge ja. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ paNa Azcarya ! mane kyAMya na vAgyuM. mane potAne navAI lAge che. AmAM huM bhagavAnano anugraha na mAnuM to kono mAnuM? huM gRhasthapaNAmAM hato. jIvavicAra bhaNyA pachI zAkabhAjI lAvatAMsamAratAM trAsa thato. arere...! A jIvono mAre A rIte kaccaraghANa ka2vAno ? e mATe A jIvana che ? A kaccaraghANa na thAya evuM eka mAtra saMyama-jIvana che. kuTuMbamAM keTalAMkano virodha hovA chatAM huM saMyama-jIvana levA mATe makkama rahyo. saMyama-jIvana vinA saMpUrNa sAdhanA na ja thaI zake evI mArI zraddhA dRDha thaI gaI hatI. bhagavAnanI bhakti hRdayamAM AvyA pachI ja maitrI na jAge to javAbadArI mArI maitrI ja nahi, badhA ja guNo AvI jaze. sarva doSone gALanArI ne sarva guNone lAvanArI prabhubhakti che, ema nizcita mAnajo. eTale upA. yazovijayajIe hRdayanI vAta gAI svAmI tame kaMI kAmaNa kIdhuM, cittaDuM amAruM corI ja lIdhuM ame paNa tumazuM kAmaNa karazuM. bhakte dharI managharamAM dharazuM. prabhunuM darzana ja evuM che ke temAM citta coTI jAya. pachI bhakta paNa kevo ke te prabhunA caraNamAM coTI jAya. A mAro paNa anubhava che eTale bhakti choDI zakato nathI. bhaktithI vairAgya pAmI huM Atmadarzana pAmyo chuM te mAro anubhava che. tene koI mAne ke na mAne meM to sAkara khAdhI. gaLI lAgI te mAro anubhava koInA kahevAthI nakArI zakAya kharo ? jIvonuM ajJAna zuM che ? 2 pUjyazrI : sarvajJanuM vacana na jANe te ajJAna athavA te sivAyanuM saghaLuM vyavahArajJAna te ajJAna. tenAthI vyavahA2 nabhe paNa moha naSTa na thAya. upayogamAM mohanuM bhaLavuM te ajJAna. jJAnathI moha naSTa thAya. bacavuM kema ? maraNathI bacavA joSa jovaDAve to bacAya ? rogamukti mATe joSa jovaDAve to bacAya ? dhanaprApti mATe joSa jovaDAve to dhanaprApti thAya ? svAnubhava zrImukhe AcAryazrI)
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________________ saMtAnaprApti mATe joSa jovaDAve to saMtAna prApti thAya ? e sarva pUrva prArabdha para AdhArita che. chatAM zA mATe jIva joSa jovaDAve che? e sarva prakAromAM nirAdhAratA che. eka dharmano AdhAra ja jIvane rakSita kahe che. sastAmAM lIdheluM sonuM Aje mUlyavAna thaI gayuM tema nAnapaNamAM maLelA saMskAra jJAna Aje mUlyavAna thaI jAya. jenA nAma smaraNanA nimittathI zubhabhAva thayA temAMthI puNya thayuM tenAthI manuSyapaNuM maLyuM apekSAe sukha maLyuM. mULamAM e puNya bhagavAnanuM ja kahevAya. kevI rIte! jema rasoIyo jamADe paNa zeThe jamADyA kahevAya. sainiko laDAI karIne jIte rAjA jItyo kahevAya tema ApaNA gADAmAM poTaluM laIne besIe to bhAra ApaNA mAthA para na kahevAya tema ApaNe bhagavAnane samarpita thaIe to karmabhAra ApaNe mAthe na rahe. dhyAna anubhavAtmaka karavAnuM che. Aje dhyAnanA nAme ghaNA prayoga cAle che. dhyAna zibira na hoya dhyAna sAdhanA hoya. dhyAna na dharIe to aticAra lAge. dharmadhyAna zukaladhyAna na dhyAyA. karmakSaya nimitte logassa dasavIsano kAusagga na kIdho vagere. paNa dhyAna karatA nathI, dhyAnathI bhaDakIe chIe. mUMjhAIe chIe. sAdhu jIvana dhyAnamaya che. apramata sAdhunI sarva kiyA jJAnamaya ja che. tethI kiyA-dhyAna vighAtaka nahi paNa dhyAna poSaka che. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ ThA , AtmasvarUpanuM aupaya che AtmA svabhAvamAM rahe to sukhI rahe, te svAbhAvika che mANasa potAnA ghare sukhI rahe. jo te zatrunA ghare rahe to zuM thAya? jainazAsana pAmIne ApaNe A ja jANavAnuM che. mAruM potAnuM ghara karyuM ? ane zatrunuM ghara kayuM? svabhAva svaghara che, parabhAva zatrughara che? kevuM ghara pasaMda karazo? sva" eTale ApaNo potAno bhAva. svabhAvamAM rahIe teTalo samaya karmano kSaya thato ja rahe parabhAvamAM rahevuM eTale potAnA AtmAne durgatimAM dhakko mAravo. svabhAvamAM asaMkaleza. parabhAvamAM saMkaleza. saMkaleza eTale saMsAra, asaMkaleza eTale mokSa. asaMlezamAM ahIM ja mokSano anubhava thAya. jIvanamukta dazAno anubhava thAya. jJAna ApaNuM svarUpa che. tene kSaNavAra paNa kema choDAya? svarUpa ApaNane choDe nahi e sAcuM, paNa jyAM sudhI mithyAtva beTheluM che tyAM sudhI ajJAna ja kahevAya. svarUpe pragaTa na thAya. caityavaMdananuM mAhAbhyaH caityavaMdana tame prabhunuM karo cho ema nahIM. tamArI ja zuddha cetanAnuM karo cho. bhagavAna eTale tamAruM ja ujvaLa bhaviSya, tamArI ja parama vizuddha cetanA, bhagavAnanI pratimAmAM ApaNuM bhAvi pratibiMba nihALavAnuM che. e saMdarbhamAM bhulAI gayelA AtmAne yAda karavAnI kaLA e caityavaMdana che. jo ApaNe zarIrane AtmA mAnIe chIe to bahirAtmA chIe. jo AtmAne AtmA mAnIe chIe to aMtarAtmA chIe. jo kevaLajJAna meLavI AtmasvarUpanuM aupacca
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________________ lIdhuM che to paramAtmA chIe. AtmAnubhUtine pragaTAvavA mATe kathaMcita traNa vastu joIe 1. zAstra 2. mithyAtvano dhvaMsa. 3. kaSAyanI alpatA. bAhya jhAkajhamALa ane moTAI mATe ja jo ApaNe guNo joItA hoya to ApaNI vacce ane abhavya vacce kazo pharaka nathI. ' guNonA AvirbhAvanI nizAnI AnaMdano anubhava che. saMkaleza durguNonI nizAnI. bAhya padArtha saMpattinI prAptimAM thato 'AnaMda' AnaMda nathI. paNa moharAjAnI lobhAmaNI jALa che. rasa, Rddhi ke sAtAgAravanI e jALa che. emAM Asakta thaIne keTalAya mahAtmAo avagati pAmyA che. zAsana sevAne badale jo ApaNe svabhaktimAM ene pheravI daIe to moharAjAnI cAlamAM phasAI gayA chIe ema jANavuM. "paramAtmA to parabrahma svarUpa che ja, paNa ame to emanA vacanamAM paNa parabrahmanI jhalaka anubhavIe chIe." ema zrI yazovijayajI khumArIpUrvaka kahe che. A abhimAna nathI, anubhavanI jhalakathI utpanna thatI khumArI che. upAdAna ane avalaMbanaH ApaNo AtmA upAdAna kAraNa jarUra che, paNa puSTAlaMbana to bhagavAna ja che. e upAdAna kAraNamAM kAraNatA pragaTAvanAra bhagavAnanI ja sevA che. je kAraNa svayaM ja kArya banI jAya te upAdAna kAraNa kahevAya. dA.ta. mATI svayaM ja ghaDo banI jAya che, mATe mATI ghaDA mATe upAdAna kAraNa che. jIva pote ja ziva banI jAya che, mATe jIva upAdAna kAraNa che. bhagavAnamAM paNa puSTa kAraNatA tyAre ja pragaTe jyAre jIvamAM upAdAna kAraNa pragaTe. bane sApekSa che. abhavya jIva nizcayathI upAdAna kAraNa jarUra che, paNa emAM upAdAna kAraNatA kadI pragaTe nahi. tevI pAtratA nathI mATe ja bhagavAnamAM tenA mATe kadI paNa puSTa nimittatA pragaTe nahi. tethI nimittane tyajI devAnuM nathI. 3 AtmAnI mukhya be zaktio che. jJapti-zakti ane vIrya-zakti. svAdhyAya vagerethI jJapti zakti ane kriyA vagere dvArA viryazakti vadhe che. ghaNA evA ALasu hoya ke zarIrane jarAya takalIpha na Ape ne dhyAnanI UMcI 10. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ UMcI vAto kare. sAcuM dhyAna te kahevAya, jemAM ucita kriyA sadAya nahi. dareka ucita kriyA paripUrNapaNe jyAM thatI hoya te sAco dhyAnayoga che. dhyAna yoga kadI kartavyabhraSTa na banAve. jo ema thatuM hoya to samajavuM A dhyAna nahi, dhyAnAbhAsa che. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. pAsethI Aja khAsa zIkhavA maLeluM. huM caitanyasvarUpa che, tenuM anubhava pramANa buddhi paudgalika hovAthI kevI rIte karI zake? huM caitanyasvarUpa chuM. mane janma, maraNa, roga, zoka nathI tevuM buddhimAM UtaratuM nathI ane AtmajJAnamAM vizvAsa nathI. tethI manuSyonAM duHkho paNa TaLatAM nathI. eka paradezI vidvAne lakhyuM che : "tama vaduta pramAvI rUkSattiye zrI mahAvIra use bAra bAra Tokate the : samayaM goyama mA pamAyae / paradezI vidvAno Agamo mATe lakhe to AvuM lakhe. AvA paradezI vidvAno moTA bhAge dharma mATe ke tenA kathanane yogya nathI hotA. - tattvadRSTi jJAna svarUpa che. jemAM vastunuM sasvarUpa prakAze che. vyavahAra dRSTi kriyAsvarUpa che. te kriyAo eTale ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, ane aparigrahanuM AcaraNa. mATe tattvanuM lakSya karavuM ane zakyano prAraMbha karavo. vanaspati Adi sthAvaramAM cetanA batAvI bhagavAna lokone tenI hiMsAthI bacAve che. ekendriya jIvone pIDAthI bacAve che. vanaspatimAM jIva to hamaNAM jagadIzacaMdra bojhe kahyuM tyAre vijJAne mAnyuM. paNa vijJAna hajI sudhI kyAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu AdimAM jIva mAne che ? e mATenA jagadIzacaMdra bojho thavAnA hajI bAkI che. te kaheze tyAre vijJAna mAnaze. paNa ApaNe eTalI vATa jovAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe to sarvajJa bhagavAna vaijJAnika che ja. emaNe kaheluM ApaNe satya mAnIne cAlIe, e ApaNA mATe hitakara che. sonAmAMthI banelA alaMkAra sonuM manAya che, tema zaktirUpe apragaTa evuM paramAtmasvarUpa paramAtmA ja che. arthAt paramAtmAmAM je che te ja AtmasvarUpanuM aupacyA 11
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________________ AtmAmAM che. tenI zaktio anaMta che. caitanyanuM lakSaNa ja jJAnasvarUpa che. AtmAne jJAnasvarUpa mAnatA nathI. dehAdi svarUpa mAnIne anAdikALathI bhUla khAtA AvyA chIe. paNa A janmamAM e mAnyatAne mUkI sAcA puruSArthamAM lAgI jaIe to kAma thaI jAya. bhavyAtmana ! bhojananA SaDarasa paugalika padArtho jIllAnA sparza vaDe sukhAbhAsa utpanna kare che. kaMTha nIce UtarI gayA pachI teno svAda cAlyo jAya che. jyAre AtmAmAM rahelo svaye zAMtarasa sarvadA sukha ApanAro che. temAM paugalika padArthonI jarUra rahetI nathI. te AtmAmAM chupAyelo che. AtmA vaDe ja pragaTa thAya che. svAti nakSatramAM chIpamAM paDeluM varSanuM pANI motI bane, tema mAnavanA jIvanamAM prabhunAM vacana paDe ane te pariNAma pAme to amRta bane. arthAt AtmA paramAtmA svarUpe pragaTa thAya. paraMtu saMsArI jIva aneka paugalika padArthomAM Asakta che. tene A vacana kyAMthI zItaLatA Ape? agninI uSNatAmAM zItaLatAno anubhava kyAMthI thAya ? jIva manane AdhIna hoya tyAM zItaLatA kyAMthI maLe? samagra jIva rAzI sAthe kSamApanA thAya to ja mana sAcA arthamAM zAMta bane. koInuM paNa apamAna karIne tame nizcala dhyAna karI zako nahi. samagra jIvo bhagavAnano parivAra che. eka paNa jIvanuM apamAna karazo to parama pitA bhagavAna khuza nahi thAya. siddhatvanuM pragaTIkaraNa zuM che? aMdara beThelo siddhasvarUpI AtmA jAgelo na hoya tyAM sudhI siddhagirirAjanI sparzanAno anubhava nahi thAya. jo ema thatuM hota to DolIvALAonuM sau prathama kAma thaI jAya. saMgrahanayathI siddhatva aMdara paDeluM che eTalI jANa thAya tethI hatAzA kharI jAya, eTaluM ja levAnuM che, ALasu nathI banavAnuM, huM siddha ja chuM. pachI sAdhanAnI jarUra zI? ema mAnIne besI nathI rahevAnuM. saMgrahanayathI siddha chIe, eTaluM jANIne besI nathI rahevAnuM, paNa evaMbhUta nayathI siddha banavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavAnI che. ghAsa gAya khAya, dUdha Ape, pachI ghI bane, tema ahIM paNa khUba khUba sAdhanA pachI siddhatva zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 12
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________________ pragaTAvavAnuM che. saMgrahanayanI vAta pAtrane AzA-utsAhathI bharI de, apAtrane ALasathI bharI de. ghAsamAM dUdha che te samucita zaktithI; zikti be prakAre : samucitazakti ane oghazakti paNa vyavahAramAM dUdhanI jagyAe tame koIne ghAsa Apo to na cAle. ApaNuM siddhatva vyavahAramAM cAle tevuM nathI. "aMdara raheluM siddhatva ja mAre pragaTa karavuM che. bIjuM kazuM ja mAre joItuM nathI." AvI bhAvanA hoya to ja dharma zuddha banI zake. dharma dvArA kIrti Adi bhautika padArtho paNa pAmavAnI icchA hoya to samajavuMH dharma haju zuddha banyo nathI. ApanI mana-vacana-kAyanI pravRtti kama se kama ApaNAthI to ajJAta nathI ja. ApaNI jAta mATe to kama se kama ApaNe sarvajJa ja chIe. enuM barAbara nirIkSaNa karIe ne ene dizA ApatA rahIe to paNa kAma thaI jAya. AtmanirIkSaNa eka darpaNa che, jemAM potAnI jAtane jovAnI che. ApaNI aMdara rahelI cetanA vaphAdAra che. e jIvarUpI svAmIne choDIne kyAreka kyAMya jatI nathI. vaphAdArI choDatI nathI. ApaNe gurune choDI daIe, paNa cetanA kadI ApaNane choDatI nathI. dhajA vagerenA hAlavA vagerethI nahi dekhAtA pavanane paNa ApaNe mAnIe chIe, tema nahi ApaNI aMdara rahelI cetanA vaphAdAra che. e jIvarUpI. svAmIne choDIne kyAreya kyAMya jatI nathI. vaphAdArI choDatI nathI. ApaNe gurune choDI daIe, paNa cetanA kadI ApaNane choDatI nathI. dhajA vagerenA hAlavA vagerethI nahi dekhAtA pavanane paNa ApaNe mAnIe chIe, tema nahi dekhAto AtmA kAryathI jANI zakAya che, upayoga dvArA jANI zakAya che. upayoganA be prakAra che: sAkAra ane nirAkAra. sAmAnya te nirAkAra [darzana vizeSa te sAkAra (jJAna. chavastha pahelA darzana kare jue pachI jANe. kevaLI pahelA jANe pachI jue. jemAM upayoga hoya te jIvamAM paraspara upagraha karavAnI paNa zakti hoya ja. AtmasvarUpanuM pamya 13.
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________________ huM kartA para bhAvano ema jima jima jANe; timatima ajJAnI paDe, nija karmane ghANe." parabhAvanuM kartutva dUra karavAnuM che. zuddha AtmadravyanuM ciMtana karI temA pratiSThita thavAnuM che. AtmAnA AnaMdanI zraddhA te ja samyagdarzana. AtmAnA AnaMdanI jANakArI te ja samyagujJAna, AtmAnA AnaMdamAM ramaNatA te ja samyaphacAritra. dharma dvArA A ja prApta karavAnuM che. AtmAno AnaMda to ja zakya bane jo jIva para lAgelAM karmo kSaya thaze. mAro eka AtmA zAzvata che. te jJAna-darzana AdithI yukta che. AnA sivAya bIjo koI jagamAM padArtha nathI je mAro hoya. dekhAtA badhA ja padArtho para che. huM nathI. huM (AtmA) chuM, te dekhAto nathI anubhavAya che. ATalI nAnI vAta bhUlI javAthI ja jIvane cAra gatimAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. dehamAM svapaNAnI buddhi ApaNane deha sAthe joDe che, pharIpharIne deha Ape che. jema jema dehAdhyAsa tUTato jAya, tema tema mAnajo dehathI mukta avasthA (mokSa) najIka AvI rahI che. ApaNane AnaMda meLavavAnI icchA thAya che. tenuM kAraNa ApaNuM mULabhUta svarUpa AnaMdamaya che te che. aMdara AnaMda na hoya to AnaMdanI IcchA na ja thAya. AnaMda ApaNI aMdarathI ja Avaze. paNa chatAM guru ke bhagavAna dvArA maLyo tema kahevAya. temAM kRtajJatA che. AnaMdamaya ApaNe hovA chatAM atyAre duHkhI chIe. kAraNa ke aMdara rAgadveSanI Aga lAgI che. ApaNe svabhAvathI khasIne vibhAvamAM vasyA chIe. mATe sattAmAM chupAI rahelA siddhatvane dhyeya banAvI temAM ja bhaktiprIti karo. je AtmA prabhupUjAthI raMgAya te AgaLa jatAM viratithI raMgAya ja. mArA mATe to A vAta ekadama sAcI che. mane to A cAritra bhagavAnanI pUjAbhaktinA prabhAvathI ja maLyuM che ema huM mAnuM chuM. sarovaramAM game teTalo kacaro hoya paNa eka evo maNi Ave che ke je nAkhatAM ja badho ja kacaro taLiye besI jAya. sarovaranuM pANI ekadama 14 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ nirmaLa banI jAya. mananA sarovaramAM zraddhAno maNi mUko to te nirmaLa banyA vinA nahi rahe. ApaNe badhA Aropa sukhathI TevAyelA chIe. zarIra AtmA na hovA chatAM temAM AtmAno Aropa karIe chIe. sukha na hovA chatAM sukhano Aropa karIe chIe. sukhano Aropa eTale ja sukhanI bhramaNA! bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA A bhrama TaLato nathI. ApaNe icchAo pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe, paNa jJAnIo kahe che. IcchAone naSTa karo. emAM tamAre kazuM ja gumAvavAnuM nathI, sivAya ke tamAruM dukha ! bhedajJAna zarIranI suvidhA, anukULatA vagerenI jeTalI vicAraNA karIe chIe, e mATe jeTaluM bolIe chIe, tenA karatAM hajAramA bhAganI vAta paNa AtmA mATe ApaNe kadI karIe chIe kharA? upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : deha AtmAno abheda to dara bhavamAM maLe che, paNa bhedajJAna kroDo janmomAM paNa durlabha che. ApaNAmAM ATheya karyo che e zuM kAma kare che? navarA to bese nahi. emanuM kAma che ApaNA ATheya guNone rokavAnuM! ApaNe kamane to yAda rAkhyA, paNa guNone bhUlI gayA. karmo gaNatA rahyA, paNa guNa aMdara paDelA che, te bhUlI gayA. ApaNuM svarUpa to upayogamaya che. jyAM jyAM upayoga tyAM tyAM AtmA ! jyAM jyAM AtmA tyAM tyAM upayoga! upayoga ane AtmA abhina che, bannenI abhinna vyApti che jyAM dhumADo hoya tyAM Aga hoya paNa Aga hoya tyAM dhumADo na paNa hoya paNa ahIM evuM nathI. banne ekabIjA vinA hoI ja na zake. je duHkhane sahana karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya, AtmAnI zuddhi thAya, AtmAnaMdanI jhalaka maLe, e duHkhane dukhane zI rIte kahevAya ? AtmabhAva ane parabhAvano bheda samajAya paraMtu ekatva TaLe. AtmajJAna svarUpe rahI zeyane jANe tevuM adbhuta bhedajJAna che. AtmasvarUpanuM aupacce 15
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________________ - - . . . . . ArAdhanAno abhigama bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. ApaNe kaMI karIe ke na karIe, emanuM kAMI banatuM ke bagaDatuM nathI. paNa ApaNA mATe niSkriya rahevuM moTo khataro che. ApaNe saMsAramAM TIcAI rahelA chIe. eTale ja "anavasthAnA A duSyakrane ApaNe ja toDavuM paDaze. ApaNA taraphathI pahela thavI joIe. AtmadarzananA bodhanuM mULa AtmAnA sahaja svarUpane pAmavA jainadarzane khUba ja vistArathI batAvyuM jJAna-kriyA, ratnatrayI, dAnAdi-4, ahiMsAdi-3 (ahiMsA, saMyama, ta5) e badhA mokSamArgo che. badhA ja sAcA mArgo che. eka mArganI ArAdhanAmAM bIjI ArAdhanAno samAveza thaI ja jAya che. prakAro judA lAgaze. vastu eka ja che. dUdhamAMthI keTalI alaga alaga mIThAIo bane! paNa mULa vastu eka ja ne? tema ahIM paNa mULa vastu eka ja! tyAM bhUkha maTADavI te lakSya tema ahIM viSaya-kaSAya maTe, AtmaguNo vikase e ja lakSya. icchA vaidhana tapa namo. tapane oLakhavo zI rIte ? IcchAno nirodha karavo te ja tapa ! tapanI A saMkSipta vyAkhyA sadA yAda rAkhavI. upavAsa karyo, paNa AkhI rAta dUdharAbaDI yAda AvyAM to dravya upavAsa thayo. icchA nirodha na thayo. anazanAdi bAhya tapomAM bAhya icchAono nirodha che. atyaMtara tapamAM aMdaranI icchAno nirodha che. anazanamAM : khAvAnI IcchAno uNodarImAM: vadhu khAvAnI icchAno. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ vRttisaMkSepamAM : vadhu dravyo khAvAnI icchAno. 2satyAgamAM : vigaIo khAvAnI icchAno kAyAklezamAM : sukha zIlatAnI icchAno saMlInatAmAM zarIrane Amatema halAvavAnI icchAno nirodha thAya che. atyaMta2 tapa : prAyazcittamAM - doSane chupAvavAnI icchAno nirodha - vinayamAM : akkaDa ahaMkArI thaIne rahevAnI icchAno. vaiyAvacchamAM : svArthIpaNAnI icchAno. svAdhyAyamAM : niMdA-kuthalInI icchAno. dhyAnamAM mananI svacchaMda vicaraNanI icchAno. kAyotsargamAM : mana-vacana-kAyAnI capaLatAnI icchAno nirodha thAya che. svAdhyAya : 12 prakAramAM svAdhyAya jevo tapa nathI. ghaDiyALamAM mAtra kAMTAonuM ja nahIM bAkInA badhA ja bhAgonuM mahattva che, ema sAdhanAmAM paNa jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa vagere tamAma aMgonuM mahattva che. ekanI paNa upekSA na cAle. gauNatA ke pradhAnatA cAlI zake paNa upekSA na cAlI zake. sApavALA khADAmAM bALaka paDI gayuM. mAe kheMcIne bahAra kADhyuM, bALakane ujharaDA paDyA, lohI nIkaLyuM, raDavA lAgyuM, mAe sAruM karyuM ke kharAba ? bALaka te vakhate kadAca kaheze : mAe kharAba karyuM. paNa bIjA kaheze mAe sAruM karyuM, Ama ja karavuM joIe. guru ghaNI vAra ziSyano nigraha kare te A rIte tene vadhu doSathI bacAvavA. ziSyane tyAre bhale na samajAya. paNa gurunA nigrahamAM tenuM kalyANa ja chupAyeluM hoya che. ' saMyama DhAla che, tapa talavA2 che. karmonAM humalA vakhate A talavAra ane DhAla sAthe rAkhavAnAM che, teno yogya upayoga karavAno che. yuddhamedAnamAM rajapUto kesariyA karIne tUTI paDe, teno eka ja nirdhAra hoya. kAM vijya meLavIne AvIza. kAM zahIda banIza. kAyara nahi banuM. sAdhakano paNa Avo ja nirdhAra hoya. to ja karma-zatru para jIta maLI zake. 2. samyag jJAna, samyagadarzana, samyag cAritranI zuddha ArAdhanA e ja ArAdhanAno abhigama 17
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________________ janmamAM mukti Ape, kALa, saMghayaNa vagerenI anukULatA na maLe to 2 ke 3 bhava, 7-8 bhavato bahu thaI gayA. ATalA bhavomAM to mokSa maLavo ja joIe. jyAre paNa siddhi maLaze arihaMtAdinI bhaktithI ja maLaze. to zA mATe atyArathI ja arihaMtAdinI bhakti AraMbhI na devI? avazya karavAnI cIja te Avazyaka. evuM nathI ke sAMje ja cha Avazyaka karavAnA. Akho divasa che AvazyakamAM ja jIvavAnuM che. dareka kSaNa Avazyaka maya hovI joIe. sAMje to mAtra lAgelA doSonuM prAyazcitta ja karavAnuM che. dareka kSaNe kema UMghI zakAya? yuddha vakhate sainika ArAma karI zake kharo? pramAda karIzuM teTalo parAjaya najIka Avaze evuM dareka sainikane khyAla hoya tema sAdhune paNa khyAla hoya. rAga-dveSanI sAme ApaNI laDAI cAlu ja che. bhagavAne to vizvamAtrane muktino mArga batAvyo, paNa cAlavA koNa taiyAra thayo caturvidha saMgha, sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka ane zrAvikA mukti mArge cAlIe eTale bhagavAna ApaNA mArgamAM sahAyaka bane ja. bhavatvAna dharma cakravartI che. upAsanA zuM che ? bhagavAna sAthenI be prakAranI aizvaryopAsanA ane mAdhuryopAsanA) upAsanAmAM bhagavAna sAthenuM joDANa mAdhuryopAsanAthI ja thAya che. mAtApitA-bhAI-baMdhu Adi sarva saMbaMdhono Aropa bhagavAnamAM karavAthI ja mAdhuryopAsanA janme che. manane jabaradastIthI kheMcavAnuM nathI. kheMcazo to mana vadhu chaTakaze. upA. yazovijayajIe lakhyuM: mana sAthe premathI kAma lo : he bALaka mana ! tuM kema caMcaLa che? tAre zuM joIe che? AnaMda. e AnaMda tane sthiratA batAvaze. tuM jarA sthira thA. tArI asthiratA ja tane AnaMdano khajAno batAvatI nathI. Ama premathI manane samajAvavAthI ja te dhIre dhIre vazamAM Ave che, sAdhanA mATe anukULa bane che. pUjyazrInI karuNAdRSTi tamAre na joItuM hoya paNa mAre tamane ApavuM che ne ! 18 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ AdhoI gAmamAM prathama upAdhAna vakhate lokone gulAbajAMbu pasaMda na paDyA. kyAreya joyAM cAkhyAM nahotAM paNa yajamAne parANe khavaDAvyAM, tyAre ThekANuM paDyuM. mAre paNa Ama karavuM paDe che. rAgadveSa Adi tamane jUnA dosto lAgatA hoya, tAtkAlika choDI zako tema na ho topaNa A choDavA jevA che eTaluM to jarUra svIkArajo. bhagavAna jevI vItarAgatA maLe na maLe pama rAga-dveSanI maMdatA to AvavI ja joIe. A ja sAdhanAnuM phaLa che. gamA-aNagamAnA prasaMgamAM magaja samatulA na gumAve tyAre samajavuM rAga-dveSamAM kaMIka maMdatA AvI che. kSayopazama bhAvanI nitya vRddhi thavI joIe. AgaLa-pAchaLa jato raheto musAphara maMjhile zI rIte pahoMce? muMbaIthI ahIM tame zI rIte AvyA? thoDAka AgaLa - thoDAka pAchaLa cAlatA raho to pahoMco? pagathiyAM upakArI jarUra che, paNa te kaMI sAthe laIne upara na javAya. mana, vacana, kAyA sAdhana che. AtmA pAmavA temane kAMI sAthe na laI zakAya. vicArone paNa AtmaghaTamAM AvavAnI manAI che. A badhAM dvArA mohane mAravo che. mohane na mAro tyAM sudhI mane thoDI vAra sthira thaI pharI caMcaLa banaze. mohagrasta banaze. kharekhara manane nathI mAravAnuM, mohane mAravAno che. prabhunI mudrA joIne sva-AtmA yAda Ave. oha! mAruM sAdhya A che ! mAruM bhaviSya che. mArA vikAsanI parAkASThA A che. mAre bhagavAna banavuM che. eka vAra AvI aMdarathI UMDI ruci pragaTe pachI bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe thaI paDe. mAre tamane A ApavuM che. grahaNa karazone ? anukULatAno rAga bAdhaka che anAdikALathI jIva mohAdhIna che. anukULa viSayo bhogavavA AsaktipUrvaka Atura che. AsaktithI vadhu ne vadhu pudgalo (karmo) cauTe eraMDiyAnuM tela lagAvI dhULamAM ALoTo zuM thAya? AthI ja niyANAnI nA pADI che. Asakti vinA niyANuM nA thAya. zarIra e huM chuM para kartutvane Avo bhAva rahe tyAM sudhI kama baMdhAyA ArAdhanAno abhigama 19
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________________ ja Ape. mAtra bhaNavAthI paMDita thavAya, paNa AtmAnubhavI thavA jJAnI thavuM paDe. AtmAne vALavo paDe, adhyAtmagItA jevA graMtho AtmA tarapha vALe che. zubhabhAvothI puNya baMdhAya, paNa guNa saMpAdana karavuM hoya, Atmazuddhi karavI hoya, mokSa joIto hoya to zuddha bhAva joIe, bhaktithI ja A zakya bane. bIjA jIvonI rakSA paNa svabhAva prANa TakAvavA mATe ja che. bhAvahiMsaka ApaNe pote ja banIe chIe, jyAre vibhAvadazAmAM jaIe chIe. parahiMsAthI ApaNA bhAvaprANa haNAya che, mATe ja doSa lAge che. parahiMsAthI maranArano to dravya prANa ja jAya paNa ApaNA bhAvaprANa jAya potAnA guNono nAza karavo te sva-bhAva hiMsA che. AtmaguNone haNato bhAvahiMsaka kahevAya. jIve atyAra sudhI A ja kAma karyuM che. A rIte paranI ane svanI hiMsA ja karI che. jenA saMskAra pADIzuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze, jene Teko ApIzuM teno anubaMdha cAlaze, kono anubaMdha calAvavo che? doSono anubaMdha eTale saMsAra, guNono anubaMdha eTale mokSa. doSanivRtti jenA durguNo ane doSonI ApaNe niMdA karIe te ja doSo ane durguNo ApaNAmAM Avaze. cora ane DAkuone tame kadI gharamAM bolAvo cho ? doSa cora ane DAkuo che. mArAmAM che teTalA doSo paNa huM saMbhALI zakato nathI to bIjAne zA mATe bolAvuM? doSo durgatimAM laI jAya. durgatimAM javAnI taiyArI che? caMDakauzikane durgatimAM paNa mahAvIra prabhu maLI gayA, ApaNane koI mahAvIra deva maLaze, evI khAtarI che? keTalI utkRSTa ArAdhanAnuM puNya haze ke sAkSAta tIrthaMkarano bheTo thayo? kadI vicAryuM? mohavRkSanAM UMDAM mULiyAM viSaya-kaSAya para TakelAM che. mATe ja viSayakaSAya parano vairAgya sau prathama joIe. ahIM AvIne viSaya-kaSAyanAM tophAno. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 20
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________________ thAya to zAsananI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanA thAya. Aja-kAla to chApAMno jamAno ! pahelAM paNa AvA banAvo banatA, paNa chApe na. caDatAM, evA banAvo gharamAM nathI banatA ? Aje chApe caDavAthI bhayaMkara apabhrAjanAnA prasaMgo banyA che. mohanIya karma tamane tamArI jAta jaNAvavA deto nathI to bhagavAnane kyAMthI jANavA de ! sAdhanA vItarAgatA mATe karavAnI che. sarvajJatA mATe nahi. sarvazatA to vItarAgatA mATenuM inAma che ! je AtmA vItarAga bane enA kaMThe sarvajJatA, phUlanI mALA thaIne paDe. ahaMkAranuM vilInIkaraNa ja samarpaNanI anivArya pUrva zarata che. e vinA game teTalA tame barADA pADo, tamArI bhakti maMjUra nahi bane e mAtra ahaMkAranI kasarata banI raheze. ane sAcuM kahuM ? prabhu maLyA pachI ja tame sAcA arthamAM brahmacarya pALI zako cho. prabhuno rasa tamane evo madhura lAge ke jenI AgaLa kaMcana - kAminI Adi dareka padArtha tamane rasahIna lAge. eka prabhu ja mAtra tamane rasezvara lAge, rasAdhirAja lAge. upaniSadomAM kahyuM che : 'raso maiM sa:' ApaNo AtmA rasamaya che. ene prabhumAM 2sa nahi lAge to saMsAramAM rasa levA prayatna karavAno ja che. ApaNI cetanAne prabhunA rasathI rasAyelI karavI, e ja A jIvanano sA2 che. ApaNA jIvananI karuNatA to juo ! eka mAtra prabhunA rasa sivAya bIjA badhA ja 2so bharapUra che ! ahIM (sAdhupaNAmAM) AvyA pachI paNa AtmAnA AnaMdanI rukAvaTanAM ghaNAM paribaLo che. huM vidvAna chuM. mArA aneka bhakto che. mArA aneka ziSyo che. mAruM samAjamAM nAma che. samAjamAM phelAI javAnI AvI mahattvAkAMkSA sAdhanAne aTakAve che. sAdhanA aTake eTale AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rukAvaTa AvI ja samajo. jIvanajarUriyAtanI mukhya cIjo traNa che : havA, pANI ane khorAka. AdhyAtmika jIvananI mukhya cha cIjo che. sAmAyika, cauvisattho, vAMdaNA, pratikramaNa, kAussagga ane paccakkhANa. ArAdhanAno abhigama 21
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________________ ApaNe pratikramaNa karyuM. eTale mAnI lIdhuM: cha Avazyaka thaI gayA. kharekhara evuM nathI, ApaNA covIseya kalAka che Avazyakamaya hovA joIe, pratikramaNa to mAtra enuM pratIka che. bhagavAnanAM tattvo para zraddhA, sarvatra aucitya, sarva para maitrI A adhyAtmayoga che. pachI bhAvanA dhyAna, samatA ane chelle vRttisaMkSayarUpa yoga Ave che. cAritravAnane A pAMceya yoga avazya hoya ja. kalpanAnA camacAthI zAstranA dUdhapAkano svAda nahi maLe, e mATe anubhavanI jIbha ja joIze. mAtra paThana-pAThanathI tRpta na bano. TheTha anubhava sudhI pahoMcavAnI tamannA rAkho. zubha bhAvonI akhaMDa dhArA cAle, dharmAnuSThAnomAM amRtano AsvAda lAge, viSayothI vimukhatA Ave te dharmArAdhanAmAM pragati thaI rahI che tenAM cihno che. mana anubhavajJAna sudhI tamane pahoMcADI de, pachI svayaM khasI jAya ne tamane anubhavanA samudramAM dhakelI de, e ja manano moTo upakAra. pachI mana kahI de che; mAruM kAma paDe tyAre bolAvajo. samarpita ziSya gurunI sarpa pakaDavAnI AjJA pALe temAM guru rahasya jANe che. ziSyane sarpa pakaDavA kahyuM. sarpa jIvato hato. ziSya guru AjJA pramANe sarpa pakaDyo. sarve DaMkha mAryo, zarIre vedanAthI sakhata AMcako lAgyo. tenA pUMThamAM khaMdha hatI te pAchI kheMcAI gaI pachI gurue maMtrazakti vaDe jhera utAryuM. kSayopazamabhAvanI nityavRddhi thavI joIe. Ave ne jAya to maMjhila pUrI kyAre thAya ? tame muMbaI javA nIkaLo koI sTezane utarI jAva vaLI bIjI gADImAM caDho to muMbaI kyAre pahoMco. AgaLa cAlatA raho to pahoMcAya. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ 5. zrAvakavananuM mUlyAMkana tame ane iMdra ekabIjAno sodo karavA taiyAra thaI jAva to zuM bane ? iMdra taiyAra thaI jAya zrAvaka thavA. samRddhihIna paNa zrAvakajIvana iMdrane game che. jyAre tamane dharmahIna paNa iMdrAsana game ne ? indra jANe che ke zrAvakamAM mokSanI sAdhanA thAya che. tame zuM jANo cho. ? gharamAM evI sAmagrI khaDakI che jemAM paDadAnI pAchaLa mahAraMbha parigraha hoya. T. V., phrija, moTara vagere kyAre cAle ? tenI pAchaLa moTAM katalakhAnAMo cAle che te jANo cho ? jenI nA pADI che te karmAdAnonI pAchaLa Aje jaino doDI rahyA che. pU. AcAryazrI tene aTakAve che. mAkhI-macchara-mAMkaDanI davA vAparatA ho to tame jaina rahI ja zakatA nathI. tevA hiMsaka sAdhano ane kAryo na karavAnI badhA ja bAdhA laI lo. parigrahasaMjJA bAdhaka che parigrahasaMjJA sauthI vadhu pIDanAra che. parigraha chUTyo che paNa parigraha saMjJA chUTI che evuM lAge che ? tene toDavA dAnadharma che. pachI pIDanArI che. maithunasaMjJA, ene toDavA zIladharma. tyAra pachI AhArasaMzA pIDe che. A ja joIe, A na joIe evI vRtti AhAra-saMjJA ja che. AhAra choDavo sahelo che paNa AhArasaMzA choDavI muzkela che. tene toDavA tapa-dharma che. cothI pIDanArI bhayasaMjJA che. bhayanA kAraNe ApaNuM mana satata caMcaLa rahetuM hoya che. caMcaLatA bhayanI ja nizAnI che. tene toDavA bhAva-dharma che. sudarzana zeTha zULIe caDhavAnA che. evA samAcAra maLatAM manoramAe kAyotsarga karelo. jene kAraNe devane zULIne siMhAsana banAvavAnI sphuraNA thaI. zrAvakajIvananuM mUlyAMkana 23 -
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________________ Aje paNa nAnA bALakane paNa ApaNe kAyotsarga zIkhavIe chIe. pU. 5. bhaMdrakara vi. A kAyotsarga para bahu jora ApatA. kAyotsarganAM rahasyo samajIne teno pracAra karavA jevo che. parasparano AthI saMkaleza dUra thaze. maitrIbharyuM vAtAvaraNa jAmaze. kAraNa ke temAM dehAbhimAna chUTI che. zrAvaka to sAmAyika pUruM karI le pachI kaMdAca samatAmAM na rahe to cAle, sAdhu samatAmAM na rahe te kema cAle ? "huM AtmA chuM" eTaluM satata yAda rahe to ja samatA satata TakI rahe. paNa Azcarya che; bIjuM badhuM yAda rAkhanArA ApaNe AtmAne ja bhUlI gayA chIe. jAnamAM vararAjA ja bhulAI gayo che. pAtratA : ahIM lokathI samyagRSTi saMzI jIvo levAnA che. dezanAnA kiraNo tene ja ajavALe che, je samyagudaSTi saMjJI jIvo hoya che. gADha mithyAtvavALAnuM hRdaya bhagavAna nI ajavALI zake. ghuvaDane sUrya koI na batAvI zake. ApaNe jo ghora mithyAtvI banIne prabhu pAse gayA hoIe to bhagavAnanAM vacano ApaNane kaMI ja na karI zake. ApaNA hRdayanuM aMdhAruM abhedya ja rahe. ApaNe dareka bhavamAM AvuM ja karyuM che. A bhavamAM paNa haju kadAca cAlu ja che. huM paNa sAthe chuM. A janmamAM A zAsana maLyuM che to kArya siddha karI levuM, pAtratA pAmIne jAva. zarIra indriyAdi mAruM che, ema mAnIne jIvana pUruM karanArA jIvane bhagavAna mArA che!" evuM kadI lAgyuM nathI. aneka bhavono A abhyAsa TaLavo sahelo nathI. vikathAo ghaNI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. bhagavAnanI vAto jagatamAM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. bhagavAna mArA che, sArA che - evI durlabha vAto A lalita vistarAgraMthamAMthI tamane jANavA maLaze. ApaNe bhAva bhagavAnanI vAto karIe chIe. paNa bhAva bhagavAnane koNa joI zake che? sAkSAta bhagavAna paNa sAme beThA hoya to paNa temanuM Atmadravya thoDuM dekhAvAnuM zarIra ja dekhAvAnuM. bhAva jIna vidyamAna hoya zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ tyAre paNa temane kaMI gharamAM ke hRdayamAM bhavyo laI jatA nathI. te vakhate paNa nAma ane sthApanA ja AdhArabhUta hoya che. guNanuM guMjana guNo ApaNAmAM paDelA ja che. karme ene DhAMkelA che. karmanuM kAma guNane DhAMkavAnuM che. guNa bahumAnanuM kAma guNone pragaTa karavAnuM che. je je guNonuM bahumAna thatuM jAya, te te guNa avazya ApaNAmAM Ave. kayo guNa tamane joIe che? jIvanamAM zuM khUTe che? te juo. je guNa khUTe che tenI hRdayapUrvaka anumodanA karo. tamArAmAM e guNa avazya Avaze. guNonI pUjA karavI. kaI rIte ? mana, vacana ane kAyAthI. manathI bahumAna, vacanathI prazaMsA ane kAyAthI sevA karIne. - khArA samudramAM mIThuM pANI maLI zake? zodhanArane maLI zake. zRMgI 6 masya mIThuM pANI meLavI le che. A kalikAlamAM uttama jIvana maLI zake ? meLavanArane maLI zake. uttama AcArya, muni, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA A badhA ja kaLiyuganAM khArA samudramAMthI uttama jIvanarUpa mIThuM pANI pInArA che. viSa paNa amRta bane te Ane kahevAya. sajjanonI sajjanatA che ke tamArA thoDA paNa guNano khUba khUba vakhANa kare. te vakhate tamAre moM nahi malakAvavuM, khabhA UMcA nahi karavA. keTalAka kAma kaDhAvavA, moTA bhA banAve jema ziyALe pUrI levA kAgaDAnI prazaMsA karelI. kadAca e zubhabhAvathI paNa prazaMsA kare. prazaMsA karavI enI pharaja che, paNa abhimAna karavuM tamArI pharaja nathI. bIjAnI prazaMsAthI ApaNA guNo vadhe, svaprazaMsAthI ghaTe, abhimAna vadhe. sadguNo Ave, AvelA surakSita rahe te mATe sAvaceta rahevuM jarUrI che. saguNo ratno che. moharAjA abhimAna karAvI lUMTAvavA mAMge che. buddhi Adi zakti bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI maLI che. tenI sevAmAM e vAparavAnI che. "sAruM thAya te bhagavAnanuM, kharAba thAya te ApaNI bhUlanuM ema mAnavuM. 7-8 varSa dakSiNamAM M.P. vageremAM ame rahyA. saMto pratyeno lokono apAra bahumAna joyo. periyAra svAmI' kahetAM e loko sASTAMga daMDavata karI le, sUI jAya, moTaramAMthI UtarI paDe, vaMdana kare, moTaramAM besavAno zrAvakajIvananuM mUlyAMkana 25
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________________ Agraha kare. vAhanamAM nahi besavAnI pratijJA sAMbhaLIne Azcarya vyakta kare. mAMsabhakSI, madirApAyI hovA chatAM sadguru pratye apAra bahumAna ! hRdayanA saraLa! samajAvIe eTale tarata mAMsAdi choDavA taiyAra thaI jAya. je prakAranuM vijJAna ziSyAdi guru pAsethI grahaNa kare tenAthI temano mokSamArga khullo thAya. pramANamAM AgaLa vadhe. upayoga bhagavAna sAthe joDAyo, eTale patyuM, e upayoga ja tamAruM rakSaNa kare. chatAM kRtajJa kadI ema na mAne mArA upayoge rakSA karI, bhagavAnane ja e rakSaka mAne. lAITanuM bila Ave, sUrya, caMdra, megha vageree kadI bila ApyuM? A upakArI tattvothI ja jagata TakeluM che. kRtajJa ane paropakArI sUrya-caMdra jevA che. upakAra kare chatAM mAne nahi. RNamukti mATe ja prayatna kare. bhagavAna to kRtakRtya che. upakAranI jarUra nathI, mATe e gatanA jIvo para niHsvArtha bhAve upakAra karyA kare. pAtratAnAM pAMca lakSaNo: (1) sata-kathAprIti (2) niMdA-azravaNa (3) niMdaka para dayA te te yogyavALI vyaktionI kathA sAMbhaLatAM prema jAge bahumAna jAge, te icchAyoga che. () cittano vizvAsa - caityavaMdanAdi je je kriyA cAlatI hoya te te vakhate citta temAM ja hoya. phona vakhate mana kevuM ekAgra hoya che? (5) parA jijJAsA - prakRSTa jijJAsA. jenAM karma kSINa thaI gayAM hoya, jenA hRdayamAM zuddha Azaya hoya, jeno saMsAra pratyeno rAga maMda paDI gayo hoya, tevA jIvo ja AnA zravaNa mATe yogya che. ATaluM nakkI karo A janma have eLe nathI javA devo. bhale ochuM bhaNAya paNa e bhaNeluM bhAvita thayeluM haze to AtmakalyANa thaIne ja raheze. jJAna bIjAnuM kAma AvI zakaze, paNa bhAvitatA tamArI ja joIze. zraddhA tamArI ja joIze. ra6 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ bodhapariNati, jJAnapariNItimAM AvyA pachI sthiratA joIe. abhimAna jJAnane sthira banavA detuM nathI. mATe ja sarva prathama jJAnanA anutsakanI vAta karI. jJAna vadhatuM jAya tema ajJAnanuM bhAna thatuM rahevuM joIe. jema jema bhaNatA jaIe tema potAnuM ajJAna dekhAtuM jAya to kadI abhimAna nahi Ave. je rIte jANeluM hoya te rIte jIvavuM te ja jJAnanI tIkSNatA, te ja cAritra, ahIM caityavaMdana viSe tame zIkho cho. zIkhyA pachI caityavaMdana te mujaba ja karo to te jJAna tIkSNa banI jAya. je bhUmikA para rahelA hoIe tyAM sthira rahIne AgaLanI bhUmikAne meLavavA prayatna karavo ja joIe. na karIe to jyAM chIe tyAM paNa sthira na rahI zakIe. koI pagathiyAmAM vacce UbhA rahIne joI lo. cAlanArA kaheze, bhAI ! tame vacce kema UbhA cho ? kAM to nIce jAva. kAM upara, vacce na UbhA raho. ApaNe paNa vacce UbhA na rahI zakIe. upara javAno prayatna na karIe tyAre potAnI meLe nIce AvI jaIe. suvidhinAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM pU. devacandrajI kahe che: prabhu! mArA guNo bhale kSayopazamanA che, paNa te bhaLyA che, ApanA kSAyika guNo sAthe have zuM bAkI rahe? biMdu siMdhumAM bhaLe. pachI akSaya banI jAya tema ApaNuM bhulaka jJAna, kSulaka guNo prabhunA guNomAM bheLavI daIe to virATa banI jAya, akhUTa banI jAya. tathAbhavyatAnA paripAka mATe zaraNagati Adi traNa che. bhagavAnanI stavanA karI eTale temanA guNonI anumodanA thaI. pApanI gaha na karo to te gADha bane tema puNyanI anumodanA na karo to te gADha na bane. pApano anubaMdha toDavA duSkata gaha che. puNyano anubaMdha joDavA sukata anumodanA che. ApaNA anuSThAno ja evA che jemAM Dagale-pagale A traNeya vaNAyelA ja che. bhale ApaNe jANIe ke na jANIe! ajANatAM paNa bhajana-pANI karIe chIe topaNa zakti maLe ja che ne ? zrAvakajIvananuM mUlyAMkana 27.
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________________ bIjAdhAnaH dharma-bIja aMdara che enI khAtarI zI ? jInavANInA pANIthI aMkuza Adi phUTatA jAya to samajavuM H aMdara bIjanI vAvaNI thaI cUkI che. bIjAdhAna karavuM hoya to pApa-pratighAta karavo jarUrI che. pApa-pratighAta karyA vinA bIjAdhAna zI rIte thaI zake. pApanA pratighAta mATe bhUmikA pramANe kriyAyoga jarUrI che. bIjAdhAna thayA pachI ja mokSamArgamAM praveza zakya che. zrAvakane ucita darzana, pUjana, AvazyakAdi kriyA, ahiMsA aNuvrata jevA zrAvakAcAranuM pAlana hoya to ja zrAvakapaNuM Take. sAmAyika cha AvazyakomAM prathama sAmAyika che. samasta dvAdazAMgIno sAra sAmAyika che. sAmAyika 52 lAkho zloka pramANa sAhitya che. sAmAyikanI ATalI mahattA samatAnI mahattA sUcita kare che. dIkSA vakhate mAtra sAmAyika pATha ja uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. sAmAyika eTale sAvadha yogo (18 pApasthAnaka)nA tyAgapUrvaka niravadha yogo (sAmAyikAdi)nuM sevana. traNeya yogAmAM samatA tenuM nAma sAmAyika. kAyA ADIavaLI na cAlavA daIe, vacana jema tema na bolIe, manamAM durvikalpo pedA na thavA daIe, to traNeya yogomAM samatA AvI zake, to ja sAmAyika TakI rahe. rAga-dveSane mAMdA pADyA vinA tame mRtyu samaye samAdhi meLavI zako, e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. mRtyu samaye jo koInA pratye veranI gAMTha haze, kyAMya gADha Asakti haze to samAdhimRtyu prApta nahi karI zake. badhuM karIne ApaNe sAmAyikanA phaLarUpa samatA meLavavAnI che. mAtra mokSano jApa karavAthI mokSa nahi maLe. mokSa mATe mokSanI sAdhanArUpa sAmAyikano Azraya karavo paDaze. sAmAyikathI samatA maLaze. samatA tamane ahIM ja muktino AsvAda karAvaze. sAmAyika zrAvaka mATe sarvotkRSTa anuSThAna che. pApa muktinuM sadaiva 28 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ kAraNa che. sUryanI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAtuM jalabiMdu motI banIne camakavA mAMDe che. kuMbhAranI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAtI mATI, kuMbha banIne mastake caDe che. zilpInI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAto paththara pratimA banIne maMdiramAM birAjamAna thAya che. gurunI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAto ziSya asAmAnya banI jAya che. tamane sudhAravA hoya tyAre huM tamane avinaya vagere tamArA doSo kahuM chuM, tamAro utsAha vadhAravA mAMgato houM tyAre huM tamane siddhanA sAdharmika baMdhu kahuM chuM. je vakhate je jarUrI lAge te kahuM. tAMbA ke loDhA para suvarNasiddhino rasa paDe to te sonuM banI jAya, ema kahevAya che. bhagavAnanI bhaktino rasa ApaNA hRdayamAM paDe to ApaNo pAmara AtmA 52ma banI jAya. temAM zrAvakapaNAnuM mUlya che. bhagavAna jIve karelA pApathI maLatA duHkhane dUra nathI karatAM paNa du:khamAM kema jIvavuM, samAdhi kema rAkhavI ? rogamAM yoganI pariNAmanI dRDhatAnI zakti Ape che. sadvicAro ApIne samAdhi TakAve che. haoNTelamAM jAva jeTalA padArtho Arogo. eTaluM bIla caDhe. jeTalA puddagalo vAparo teTaluM bIla caDhe. duHkha bhogavavuM paDe. ghaNA gRhastho paisA cUkavI zake tema na hoya to devALuM kADhe che tema prAyazcita levAnuM mana na thAya te pApa nikAcita samajavuM. rAjAne patharo vAgyo chokarAne inAma ApyuM teno irAdo evo na hato. rAjA kahe che ke vRkSa patharo mAre tene phaLa Ape huM rAjA enAthI gayoke sajA ApuM. irAdo kharAba hoya tene na ApuM. zrAvakajIvananuM mUlyAMkana 29
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________________ 6i, sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma AcAryazrInI zIkha. mahA pavitra tIrtha zatruMjayamAM ApaNe bhegA thayA chIe. badhAne moTI AzA che. alaga alaga samudAyanA AcArya bhagavaMto zuM karaze? amAre maitrI karavAnI che, laDavAnuM nathI, laDavAnuM che karma sAthe, bhaLavAnuM che prabhumAM, A ja amAruM kartavya che. sAdhujanonuM kartavya che. gharabAra choDyA pachI ATalI ArAdhanAo karyA pachI ApaNane je guNaThANuM [chaThTha maLe tenuM nAma jJAnIoe pramatta' ApyuM. AvuM nAma game? pramAdI koI kahe te game ? na game toya zuM thAya? jJAnIoe nAma ApyuM jJAnIoe badhuM barAbara joIne ja kahyuM che. eTale ke ahIM sudhI AvyA pachI paNa pramAdanI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. mATe ja lakhyuM: "jJAnino ja pramAvina: I' jJAnI hovA chatAM pramAdI ! emanuM vikala anuSThAna te icchAyoga. tenAthI upara caDhe zAstrayogamAM Ave, apramatta guNaThANuM Ave pachI yogya kALe sAmarthya yogathI zreNimAM caDhe. sau prathama tame tamAruM svarUpa to oLakho. gRhasthone to dhamadhokAra zIkhavADIe chIe, paNa sva-jIvanamAM kadI najara karIe chIe? sAdhu paNa jyAM sudhI sarva jIvone AtmabhUta na jue tyAM sudhI sAdhutAmAM prANa nathI Avato Atmatulya nahi, paNa sarva jIvone AtmabhUta mAnavA. A sAdhanAnI parAkASThA che. bIjA dvArA thatI stuti sAMbhaLatAM malakAI joIe to paNa sAdhanA jAya. stuti sAMbhaLatAM nArAja thAya. niMdAthI rAjI thAya te sAco yogI, sukhane zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 30
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________________ duHkha ane duHkhane sukharUpa gaNe te sAco muni, ema yogasAramAM lakhyuM che. saubhAgya ke suyaza nAmakarmano udaya paNa sukha che, te vakhate malakAIe to mULathI gayA. ApaNe to amapramatta guNaThANAne sparzavAno che. ane cothAnuM ThekANuM na hoya to sAdhupaNuM zA kAmanuM? - sAdhujIvanamAM eka paNa anuSThAna evuM nathI ke azubha vicAra AvI zake. ApaNI khAmInA kAraNe azubha vicAra AvI jAya to vAta judI che. zubha anuSThAnomAM paNa jo ApaNuM lakSa zuddha ane zubha na hoya to Atmazuddhi na thaI zake. mokSa na maLI zake. hA, svargAdinAM sukho maLI zake. paNa tethI saMsAravRddhi ja thAya. tyAM AyuSya lAMbAkALanAM che. dIkSArthInA 16 guNoH 1. Arya dezamAM utpanna thayelo hoya. 2. zuddha kuLa ane zuddha jAtimAM utpanna thayelA hoya. 3. kliSTa karmajALa jenuM kSINa thaI gayuM hoya. 4. nirmaLa buddhivALo hoya. 5. saMsAranI nirguNatAno jANa hoya. 6. saMsArathI virakta thayelo hoya. 7. alya kaSAyI. 8. alpa hAsyavALo. 9. kRtajJatA ane paropakAra vizvanA sauthI moTA be guNo che, bIjAnA upakArane svIkAravo, mAnavo te kRtajJatA. bIjA para upakAra karavo te paropakAra. dIkSArthIne sauthI moTo guNa vinaya che. 10. rAjA vagere moTA mANasone mAnya puruSa dIkSA le to zAsana prabhAvanA suMdara thAya. 11. koIno paNa droha na kare te guruno droha thoDo kare? gurune choDIne hAlato na thAya. * 12. pramattAvasthAmAM paNa zailaka gurune paMthake choDyA na hatA. 13. rUpavAna, bhadramUrti 14. zraddhALu sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 31
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________________ 15. sthiramati 16. gurune samarpita hoya. gurunA guNo: * nirmala bodha. * vastutattva vedI, bodha alaga che. saMvedana alaga che. saMvedana eTale anubhUti. * upazAntaH krodhanA phaLo jANavAthI sadA zAMta rahenAra. samatAnaMda jANanAro krodha zA mATe kare ? * pravacana vastala caturvidha saMgha pratye bharapUra vAtsalya hoya. to ja AvanAra ziSya para vAtsalya varasAvI zake. pU. kanaka sU. momAM A guNa ame joyo che. ahIM gurue mAtA-pitA baMnenI pharaja bajAvavAnI che. vAtsalya vinA ziSya TakI na zake. * pudgalanI rati nahi, paNa sarvanA hitanI rati te vinA rahevAya nahi. * maitrI Adi ja jIvanamAM utAravAthI sva-paranuM sAcuM hita sadhAya che. hitakArI preraNA vakhate paNa jo te sAme thAya to mauna rahe. * jemanAM vacana badhA vadhAvI le tevuM puNya. * anuvartakaH ziSyanA bhAvanI anukULatA pramANe tenuM pAlana karanAra. A badhA guNomAM vicAratAM kArya-kAraNa bhAva paNa samajAze. * gaMbhIra H vizALa citta hoya. gaMbhIra AlocanA Ape paNa jarAya bahAra na jAya. sAgaramAMthI jema ratno bahAra na Ave. * aviSAdI: paralokanAM kAryamAM kheda na kare. pariSahothI gherAyelA hoya to paNa cha kAyanI hiMsA na kare. doSa na lagADe, koIpaNa kAryamAM kaMTALo na lAve. karma nirjarAnA lAbhane ja jue. grAhakonI bhIDa vacce paNa vepArI jema kaMTALe nahi - sAme napho dekhAya che ne? * upazamAdi labdhiyukta bIjAne paNa zAMta karavAnI zakti. A labdhi kahevAya. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. mAM A zakti jovA maLatI. gametevA krodhIne zAMta karI detA. * upakaraNalabdhi : sAmagrI sAmethI maLe. tevuM puNya. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ * sthiralabdhiH dIkSA Ape te saMyamamAM sthira banI jAya. pU. kanakasU ma. mAM AvI labdhi jovA maLelI. * pravacanArtha vaktA: sUtra-arthane kahenAra. * svaguru pradattapadaH guru na hoya to digAcArya dvArA pada pAmelA hoya. AvA guru ja dikSA ApavAnA adhikArI che. kALanA doSathI AvA guru na maLe to 2-4 guNa dhUna paNa guru cAle. * dikSA lIdhA pachI thoDo samaya apramAda rahe, paraMtu vaLI pramAda Ave. bhaNavAmAM, tapa vageremAM e pramAdane dUra karanArA guru che. nidrA sivAya niMdA (vikathA) viSaya-kaSAya, madyapAna Adi paNa pramAda che e pramAdathI bacAvanArA guru che. ema karanAra ja saphaLa guru kahevAya. ziSyatvano marma: vairAgya mATe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANavI paDe. te mATe Ama vicAravuM. saMyogano viyoga thavAno ja che. mRtyu sAme ja UbhuM che. viSayo duHkhadAyI che. jo huM jIvanano saddaupayoga nahi karuM to bhayaMkara pariNAmo bhogavavAM paDaze. AvI vicAradhArAthI jeNe saMsAranI nirguNatA jANI che, te dIkSA mATe yogya che. saMsAra tamane sArabhUta lAge che. jJAnIone asAra lAge che. saMsAra tamane guNapUrNa lAge che. jJAnIone nirguNa lAge che. guNahInane dIkSA ApatAM sva-paranA baMne bhava bagaDe. vinIta puNyavAna, avinIta puNyahIna hoya. saMpatti hoya tene dhanavAna kahevAya. ahIM vinaya Adi guNa e AMtara saMpatti che. dIkSA ApavI eTale jIvanA karmarUpI roganI cikitsA karavI. gurune vaidya thavAnuM che. ziSyane dardI banavAnuM che. jene saMsAra rogo dUra karavAnI IcchA hoya tene ja dIkSA ApavI. je potAne dardI ja na mAne, tenI cikitsA kevI rIte thaI zake ? prabhue jene dvArA mAnyA, tene huM prArA mAnIne jIvana jIvuM e ja muninuM lakSya hoya. jo AvuM lakSya na hoya to badhI dravya kriyAo gaNAze prANa vagaranAM kalevara jevI! bIja vAvyA vinA kheDUtanI mahenata jevA. - sUvA mATe nahi, samAdhi mATe saMthAro che. nigodamAM UMghavAno dhaMdho sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma
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________________ khUba ja karyo che. ahIM jAgRti mATe udyama karavAno che. AyuSya darbhAgrastha jaLabiMdu jevuM che ema jANato muni pramatta zI rIte bane? sAdhu sadA apramattatA mATe ja svAdhyAyamAM ramamANa rahe. jenAthI bAhya ane atyaMtara rajanuM haraNa karAya te rajoharaNa kahevAya. atyaMtara karmaja dUra karavAnuM ogho kAraNa che. kAraNamAM kAryano upacAra karavAthI tene rajoharaNa kahevAya. ApaNI jIvanabharanI samatA - sAmAyika che. roja-roja samatA vadhatI javI joIe. A munijIvanamAM samatA nahi Ave, kaSAyo nahi ghaTe to kyAM ghaTaze? tiryaMcamAM? narakamAM? nigodamAM? jJAnanI tIkSNatA eTale jJAnano tIvra upayoga. jevuM jANyuM tevuM ja pAlana. jANavuM tevuM jIvavuM! dA. ta. krodhanI kaTutA jANI jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre tyAre krodhane vaza nahi thavuM. A jJAnanI tIkSNatA thaI. jyAre je jJAnanI jarUra hoya tyAre tyAre te jJAna upasthita thaI jAya, AcaraNamAM AvI jAya te jJAnanI tIkSNatA kahevAya. koI vastu levI-mUkavI hoya to pUMjIpramAjIne levA-mUkavI te jJAnanI tIkSNatA kahevAya. A tIkSNatA e ja cAritra! cAritra eTale ApaNe ApaNA mAlika chIe, tevo anubhava karavo, tema jIvavuM! guNaThANuM tANavAthI mArI-macaDIne nathI AvatuM, veSa paheravAthI nathI AvatuM, te mATe Atma-tattvanuM lakSaNa jANavuM paDe. rijharva benkanI sahI pachI ja rUpiyo kahevAya tema dIkSA-vidhi pachI "sAdhu kahevAya. tenA kAryathI tenI pariNatithI tenAM pariNAma jANI zakAya. tene svayaMne thAya "huM vidhipUrvaka sAdhu thayo chuM mArAthI have akArya na ja thAya." sAdhunI prasannatA joIne tamane kaMI lAgatuM nathI ? mahArAja kevA prasanna rahe che! sAce ja sAcuM sukha ahIM ja che mATe ahIM ja AvavA jevuM che ! - sAdhu pAse samatA, nirbhayatAnuM, cAritranuM, bhaktinuM, maitrInuM, karuNAnuM, jJAnanuM sukha che. maitrInI madhuratA, karuNAnI komaLatA, pramodano pamarATa, madhyasthatAnI mahAnatA hoya tevuM A sAdhujIvana puNyahInane ja na game. sAdhune pratikULatAmAM vadhu sukha lAge. saMsArIthI UlaTuM duHkha jyAre sukharUpa lAge tyAre ja sAdhanAno janma thayo gaNAya. 34 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ bhagavAnano sAdhu bhikhArI nathI, cakravartIno paNa cakravartI che. tene maLatAM sukha devendra ke cakravartI paNa meLavI zake nahi paNa e sAdhu-sahana-sAdhanA ane sahAyatA karanArA hovA joIe. jene mokSa javAnI taiyArI nathI teNe nigodamAM javAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. bIje kyAMya anaMta kALa sudhI rahevAnI vyavasthA ja nathI. trasakAyanI utkRSTa sthiti be hajAra ja sAgaropama che. eTalA samayamAM svasAdhya (mokSa) siddha na thAya to nigoda taiyAra ja che. sAdhudharma kyAM che ? kyAMya ThekANuM nahi! rakhaDavAnu ja lalATe lakhAyeluM, AmAM kyAM dharma thAya? rahevA, khAvA-pIvA vagerenI vyavasthAmAMthI UMcA avAya to dharmadhyAna thAyane? kapaDAM-makAna to ThIka, ucita samaye bhojana paNa na maLe. AvI sthiti pApanA udaya vinA na ja AvI zakene? mATe gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne ja paropakAranAM kAma thatAM rahe te ja sAco dharma" A che eka anyano mata. uttara : tame "pApanA udayathI dIkSA maLe che" ema kaho cho, ame pUchIe chIe "puNya-pApa eTale zuM ? "bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAya to pApa. ane sAtA rahe te puNya. e ja sAcuM lakSaNa che. puNyAnubaMdhu puNyathI ja gRhasthatvano tyAga thAya. puSyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya hoya te ja saMsAra choDI zake. puNya-pApanI saMkaleza - asaMkalezarUpa vyAkhyA karI. have vicAro vadhu saMkaleza to gRhasthapaNAmAM che. sAdhune saMkalezano aMza paNa nathI. bahArathI sArA dekhAtA moTA pUMjIpatio aMdarathI keTalA dukhI hoya che, te tame jANo cho" duniyAnA sauthI zrImaMta vyaktie eka praznanA javAbamAM kaheluM: duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu duHkhI huM chuM. ahIM sukha kyAM che? - tattvathI sAdhu AtmAmAM ja rahe. parama samatAmAM magna rahevAthI game tevAM sthAnomAM rAga-dveSAdi na kare. dharmazALAmAM sAdhako, sArA hoya ke kharAba, rAga-dveSa karatA nathI, tema sAdhu paNa na kare. sAdhu bIjAnA banAvelA sthAnamAM Utare, svayaM na banAve, potAnA mATe banAve to "A mAruM che' ema mamatva thAya. sAdhu je bhUkhatarasa sahe che, temAM saMkaleza nathI thato. paraMtu AnaMda thAya che. kAraNa ke sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 35
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________________ jANe che ke AnAthI azAtA vedanIya karma Adi khape che. are, keTalIka vAra to jANIjoIne upavAsAdi karIne bhUkha sahe che. bhagavAnanuM chadmasthajIvana juo. keTalI ghora tapasyA! joke A tapa badhA mATe pharajiyAta nathI. jevI jenI zakti ane bhAvanA ! eka loca pharajiyAta che ! e pairya ane satya vadhAravA mATe che. locAdinA kAyakalezathI sAdhu pApakarmanI udIraNA kare che. bhaviSyamAM AvanArAM pApakarmone atyArathI ja udayamAM lAvIne khatama karI detAM bhAvinAM teTalAM pApakarmo khapI jAya che. tethI sAdhu AnaMda mAne che. saMyamInuM jIvana eTale asalAmatInuM jIvana! ene vaLI salAmatI zAnI? ajJAta gharomAM javAnuM, zAtane tyAM javAnuM to hamaNAM hamaNAM thaI gayuM. asalAmatImAM rahevAthI ApaNuM sAhasa, sattva, AtmavizvAsa Adi guNo vadhe che. saMyama sArI rIte pALavuM hoya to bhakti vinA uddhAra ja nathI, maitrI vinA uddhAra nathI. maitrI dvArA jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha ane bhakti dvArA bhagavAna sAtheno saMbaMdha sudhAravAno che. e vinA cAritranI zuddhi nathI, prApti nathI, eTaluM lakhI rAkhajo. ApaNe ema mAnI lIdhuM ke vairAgya to mumukSune hoya sAdhune jarUra nahi. vairAgya vinA cAritra Take zI rIte ? jJAna vadhe tema vairAgya vadhavo joIe. doSonI nivRtti ane guNonI prApti karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! jJAnathI jo abhimAna Adi vadhe to ajJAna kone kahIzuM? dIvAthI aMdhAruM vadhe to dIvo kone kahIzuM? prabhu-bhakti vairAgyAdi guNo jJAnathI vadhavA joIe. jJAnabhakti-vairAgya traNeya sAdhanAmAM jarUrI che. dIkSAnuM mULa rahasya dIkSA eTale corAzI lAkha jIvayoninA jIvone abhayadAnanuM ghoSaNApatraka! dayA-karuNA vinA dIkSA na Take. e mAtra manathI na cAle, vartanamAM AvavuM joIe. sAdhu ane vartanamAM mUke che. gRhastho e na karI zake. ApaNane jaladInI paDI che. jJAnIone jIvanI paDI che. paDilehaNa jaladI karavAthI mokSamArga dhIme pahoMcAya. AmAM TAIma bagaDato nathI. saphaLa zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 36
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________________ thAya che. svAdhyAya karIne Akhare zuM karavAnuM che? "jJAnasya chatta viratiH | sAdhune gusso nahi karavAnI pratijJA ApavAno savAla ja nathI. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI e pratijJA che ja. jyAre jyAre gusso Ave tyAre tyAre e pratijJAmAM aticAra lAge che. sAdhu nAma ja kSamAzramaNa che. 10 prakAranA yatidharmomAM prathama kSamA che. sAmAyikano artha samatA thAya che. samatAno abhyAsa vadhato jAya tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. lakhapatinuM lakSa kroDapati tarapha, kroDapatinuM lakSa abajapati banavA tarapha hoya che, tema zrAvakanuM sAdhu tarapha, sAdhunuM siddhi tarapha lakSa hovuM joIe. na hoya to sAdhaka te sthAne paNa rahI na zake. zrAvake zrAvakapaNAmAM ke sAdhue sAdhupaNAmAM TakI rahevuM hoya to paNa AgaLanuM lakSa hovuM ja joIe. siddhAMtono svAdhyAya vadhe tema saMyamanI zuddhi ane sthiratA vadhe, bhagavAna sAthe abhedabhAva milana thAya. cAritra eTale ja prabhunuM milana. saMto, yogIo, prabhu sAthe milana karI zake che. gocarImAM pharatA, pasInAthI rebajheba thayelA jaina sAdhune joIne eka niSNAta vaidya pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlato upAzrayamAM Avyo. tAtkAlika tAparaze to munine doSono prakopa thaze. ema te mAnato hato. paNa sAdhu mahArAja to paccakakhANa pArI, 17 gAthAno svAdhyAya karIne pachI vAparavA beThA, AthI zarIranAM dhAtuo sama thaI gayA pachI vAparavA beThA tethI vaidya sarvajJokta vidhAna para jhUkI paDyoH kevuM sarvazanuM zAsana ! sAdhu sarpanI jema svAda lIdhA vinA koLiyo utAre, pIparamIMTanI jema AhAra mukhamAM Amatema pherave nahi. jyAM sudhI ghaTamAM anubhava prakAza na thAya, jyAM sudhI zikSA dvArA aMdara gurutva pedA na thAya, tyAM sudhI gurunI sevA karavI joIe. sAdhu sAdhupaNAmAM rahe to eTalo sukhI bane, eTalo AnaMda bhogave ke duniyAno koI mANasa enI barAbarI na karI zake, mANasa to ThIka anuttara vimAnavAsI devo paNa barAbarI karI zake nahi. badhA dhobIo tamArI kapaDAM dhovAnI kaLA pAse hArI jAya, eTalAM sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 37
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________________ sapheda kapaDAM tame dhoIne karI zako cho. A kaLA hastagata thaI gaI, paNa AtmA, je anAdikALathI malina che, tenI zuddhi karavAnI kaLA hastagata karavA jevI che, tevuM kadI lAgyuM ? kANAvALI sTImaramAM koI na bese. bese tene sTImara DubADI de. aticAranAM kANAvALuM sAdhupaNuM ApaNane saMsAra-sAgara zI rIte karAvaze? ApaNuM sAdhupaNuM mukti Ape evuM che, evuM ApaNane lAge che ? potAnI jAta saMyamane yogya banAvavA sAdhu satata prayatnazIla hoya. munio evA hoya ke labdhi pragaTe topaNa kahe nahi, labdhi dekhADavAnI icchA hoya evAone labdhi pragaTe nahi. atyAre pragaTatI nathI, kAraNa ke eTalI niHspRhatA atyAre nathI rahI. zAsana-prabhAvanAnA bahAnA heThaLa paNa ahaMkAranI prabhAvanA ja karavAnI icchA chupAyelI hoya che. - jina vacanAmRta ghUMTI-ghUMTIne pInArA sAdhune sva-parano bheda nathI hoto. ethI ja teo sva-paranI pIDAno parihAra thAya tema vartatA hoya che. sAdhupaNAnuM sAtatyaH dIkSA lIdhI tyAre to vairAgya hato. atyAre che ke e Ubharo zamI gayo ? sAco vairAgya dina-pratidina vadhato ja rahe. dukAna kholo te divasa kamANI thAya ane pachI na thAya te cAle? gabhArAmAM jaIne sAdhvIo darzana kare te ucita nathI. A AzAtanA che. jadhanyathI nava ane utkRSTathI 60 hAthano avagraha rAkhavAno che. pahelA huM paNa jato hato, paNa pachI mAruM joI bIjA paNa A paraMparA calAvaze ema vicArIne meM baMdha karyuM. ApaNuM zarIra eSaNAe azuddha hoya tethI AzAtanA thAya maMdiranI jema guru AdinI paNa AzAtanA TALavI joIe. atyAranA ApaNA guNaThANA mAtra vyavahArathI samajavA, nATakamAM naTa rAjA bane ke laDAI jIte, tethI kAMI sAcA arthamAM vijetA rAjA banI zakato nathI, tema mAtra vastro paheravAthI vAstavika guNaThANuM AvI zakatuM nathI. sAkarano eka dANo evo na hoya, jemAM mIThAza na hoya. tema eka sAdhu evo na hoya, jemAM samitigupti na hoya. samiti-gupti na hoya to samajavuM: ApaNe sAdhu nathI. mIThAza na hoya to samajavuM: A sAkarano 38 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ dANo nathI. mIThAno dANo hoI zake. dikSA lIdhI tyArathI kuTuMba bhale choDyuM, paNa AkhA vizvane kuTuMba banAvyuM. koInI sAthe kAMI levAdevA nahi, 'mAruM karuM evI vRtti na cAle. sarva jIvo sAthe karuNApUrNa jIvana jIvavAnuM che. kapaDAMdimAM raMga-beraMgI dorA nAkhavA vageremAM samaya zA mATe bagADavo? tame bIjA samudAyanA ho to paNa mArI bhalAmaNa che ke AmAM samaya nahi bagADatAM AmAM ApaNuM sAdhupaNuM zobhatuM nathI. amadAvAdanI hAlata jANo cho ne? sAdhvIjIone koI potAnI sosAyaTImAM rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. phariyAda che: gaMdavADa bahu kare. eka to jagyA ApIe ne uparathI gaMdavADa sahavo? Avo vicAra svAbhAvika rIte lokone AvI jAya. tame A dharmazALAne gaMdI banAvo to bIjI vAra UtaravA maLe? saMghomAM amane ghaNI vAra anubhava thayo che. eka vakhata saMghane UtaravA skUla ApyA pachI bIjI vAra ApatA nathI. kAraNa A ja che. ApaNe eka DagalAthI be DagalAM AgaLa javA taiyAra nathI. sAmAnya mAnavIya sabhyatA paNa zIkhyA nathI to lokottara jenazAsananI ArAdhanA zI rIte karI zakIzuM? ApaNA nimitte jainazAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya, koIne sAdhusAdhvI pratye durgachA jAge enA jevuM bIjuM koI pApa nathI. ApaNAM badhAM ja anuSThAnono samAveza darzana, jJAna ane cAritramAM thaI jAya che. darzana, jJAna ane cAritramAM jeno samAveza na thAya te sAdhuno AcAra nathI. ema paNa kahI zakAya. kharaja khaNIne paga mUkatAM pahelAM hAthIe nIce joyuM. tame pahelAM paga mUko ke najara mUko ? IrSA samitinuM pAlana hAthI paNa kare ane tame nahi? ne joyuM to sasalAnuM baccuM? te khaseDI zakAya ke nahi? tame TrenamAM beThA ho ne pachI saMDAsa gayA ho ne tamArI jagyAe bIjo koI besI jAya to? uThADo ke eno upakAra mAno ke mane lAbha Apyo ene na uThADavAnI sajjanatA rAkhI zako? tamArA Asana upara bIjA bese tyAre tamane zuM thAya? A mAnava-jIvanamAM saMyamajIvana pAmIne ja ApaNe RNamukta banI sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 39
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________________ zakIe. kAraNa ke asaMyama jIvanamAM koI jIvane satAvavAno nathI, pIDavAno nathI. AvuM jIvana ahIM ja zakya che. koI devALiyA mANasane korTa zuM sajA pharamAve ? ApaNe paNa devALiyA chIe. karmasattA eno badalo lIdhA vinA rahenAra nathI. kALanA pradezo nathI. kSaNa che paNa be kSaNa kadI ekI sAthe maLI zakatI nathI. eka samaya jAya pachI ja bIjo Ave. asaMkhya samayo ekaThA na thaI zake. jyAre jIvo vagerenA pradezo samUhamAM maLI zake che. jIvAstikAyamAM anaMta jIvonA anaMta Atma-pradezo che. emAMthI eka paNa pradeza ocho hoya tyAM sudhI jIvastikAya na kahevAya. eka paisA paNa ocho hoya tyAM sudhI rUpiyo na ja kahevAya. 99 paisA ja kahevAya. samagra jIvastikAya sAthe kevo vyavahAra karavo? e ja sAdhujIvanamAM samajavAnuM che. nAraka vedanAmAM sabaDe che. devo sukhamAM masta che. niryaco paDAmAM kaNase che. have mANaso ja eka mAtra evA che, je dharma ArAdhI zake. A jIvana ApaNane maLyuM che emAM paNa keTalAM varSo gayAM ? have keTalAM rahyAM? mAruM potAnuM kahuM to 76 varSa gayAM. have keTalAM rahyAM? kALarAjA game tyAre trATakI zake che. mATe ja roja saMthArAporasI bhaNAvavAnI che. saMthArAporasI eTale mRtyune satkAravAnI taiyArI sAdhu game tyAre mRtyu mATe taiyAra hoya. kAla nahi, Aje. Aje nahi atyAre paNa mRtyu AvI jAya to paNa sAdhu Dare nahi. Dare te sAdhu nahi. aho ! aho ! sAdhujI samatAno dariyo ! sAdhune samatAnA samudra kahyA che. samudra na bano to kAMI nahi, sarovara to bano, kUvA to bano... e paNa na bano to khAbociyuM to bano. samatAno chAMToya na hoya evuM sAdhupaNuM zA kAmanuM? sAdhu pAse ApavAnuM zuM che? abhayadAna jaLa - tarasa, dAha, malinatA dUra kare. agni - ThaMDI dUra kare. 40 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pavana dharatI vRkSa vAdaLa sUraja caMdra caMdana - - -- - - - prANa bane AdhAra Ape khorAka, makAna, chAyA, phaLa vagere Ape. pANI Ape prakAza Ape zItalatA Ape suvAsa Ape sAdhu - zuM Ape ? abhayadAna jJAnadAna annadAna ke dhanadAnathI kSaNika tRpti thAya, paNa zAnadAna ke abhayAnathI yAvajjIva tRpti thAya. sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApanAro sAdhu samagra brahmAMDamAM zAMtinI udghoSaNA kare che. sAdhu jAhera kare che : huM have koIne trAsarUpa nahi banuM. gRhastho rUpiyA bhegA karyA ja kare, jarUra na hoya topaNa ekaThA karyA ja kare, tema ApaNe paNa maLatI cIjo ekaThA karatA ja rahevAnuM ? to gRhastha ane sAdhumAM pharaka kyAM rahyo ? gRhastha jIvanamAM dAna-paropakAra vagere pravRtti hatI. ahIM AvyA pachI dAna-paropakAra baMdha thAya ane jIvanakAryanI sAthe paNa ApaNe tAdAtmya sAdhI zakyA nahi to ApaNI hAlata UbhayabhraSTa banaze. AthI ja jJAnIonI najare sukha duHkha che. duHkha sukha che. muni jyAre duHkhane sukha mAne, sukhane duHkha mAne tyAre mokSasuMdarI doDatI doDatI tenI pAse AvI pahoMce. ema yogasAra graMthakAra kahe che. anukaraNa nahi, AjJAdhInatA tIrthaMkaronI vibhUtinuM anukaraNa ApaNAthI na thAya. sonA-cAMdInI ThavaNI ApIne ADaMbara na rAkhI zakAya. rAkhavA gayA te gayA. AcArya ratnAkarasUrijInI cAMdInI ThavaNI joI eka daDhadharmI vyaktie pUcheluM : bhagavan ! gautamasvAmI sonAnI ThavaNI rAkhIne ke cAMdInI ThavaNI rAkhIne vyAkhyAna ApatA ? AcArya artha samajI gayA. bIje divase parigrahanuM visarjana karyuM. sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 41
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________________ bhagavAnanI vAta judI che. ApaNI vAta judI che. sAdhuo jagatanuM kalyANa kare che, temAM paNa bhagavAnano ja prabhAva kAma karI rahyo che. arihaMtanA dhyAnamAM rahe te ja sAdhu kahevAya. AvA sAdhu, upAdhyAya ke AcAryane karelo namaskAra paNa sarva pApano nAzaka bane. sAdhune apAtA zA mATe udayamAM Ave ? huM kahuM chuM. sAdhune paNa udayamAM Ave. kAraNa ke karmasattA samaje che. A sAdhu to jaladI jaladI mukti tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA che to jaladI eno hisAba cUkta karI laIe. saMyamamAM jarUra hoya te upakaraNa tethI vadhu vastrAdi te adhikaraNa. A sUtra yAda rAkhazo to vadhu saMgraha karavAnuM mana kyAreka nahi thAya. madhyakALanA sAdhuone pratikramaNa karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI kAraNa ke emanuM AkhuM jIvana ja Avazyakamaya hoya che. ApaNe rahyA vakra ane jaDa. eTale ja Avazyakamaya jIvana jIvavAnuM hovA chatAM ApaNe enAthI dUra rahIne ja jIvIe chIe mATe ja ApaNA mATe pratikramaNa pharajiyAta banAvyuM. cAlavA chatAM pahoMcavuM joIe tyAM pahoMcatA nathI tenuM kAraNa nizcayavyavahAranuM samyaga AlaMbana nathI letA, te che. atyAre ApaNe nizcaya sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. huM zuddhAtmA chuM. evI vicAradhArAmAM ApaNane mithyAtva dekhAya che, paNa zarIramAM ja Atmabuddhi che, temAM mithyAtva dekhAtuM nathI. jJAnasAra emane ema nathI banAvavAmAM Avyo. jo ke sAmo khappA' A zloka emane ema nathI banAvyo. saMthArA porasImAM roja nizcaya yAda karAvavAmAM Ave che, paNa yAda kare che koNa? - UMghamAM, ekalA-ekalA saMthArA porasI bhaNAvanArA sAMbhaLI le ke svAtaMtrya e ja mohanuM - pAtaMtrya che. gurunuM pAtaMtrya e ja sAcuM svAtaMtrya che. koInI bhUla kadI jAheramAM na kahevAya, ekAntamAM ja kahevAya. koInI TIkA karatA pahelA vicArajo. jAheramAM bolazo to pelAnA hRdayamAM tamArA pratye Adara ja nahi rahe. Adara ja nahi rahe to tamAruM mAnaze zI rIte? bhUla kADhavAnA nAme niMdAmAM sarakI javuM ghaNuM saheluM che. niMdA kayA daravAjethI AvI jAya, tenI khabara paNa nahi paDe. marI jajo, paNa koInI niMdA nahi karatA, niMdA karavI eTale bIjAnuM jIvate jIva mRtyu karavuM. ATalA zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 42
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________________ varSo pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. pAse rahyA chIe, paNa emanA mukhe kadI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI nathI. jJAnInI parakha kriyAthI thAya che. jJAna vadhu tema kriyA vadhu! hema parIkSA jima huejI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAnadazA tima parakhIejI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa." - pU. upAyazovijayajI. jJAna amRta che. kriyA phaLa che. e baMnethI ja sAcI tRpti maLe. jJAnI alipta hoya, paNa jJAnI koNa? triguptie gupta jJAnI che. eka paNa guptithI gupta nathI te sAco jJAnI nathI. tyAM sudhI Avo adhikAra nathI. jo ke abhyAsa karavAno badhAno adhikAra che. dhArIe to samitinuM pAlana saraLa che. cAlatAM nIce joIne cAlo, to iryAsamiti AvI jaze. bolatAM upayogapUrvaka hitanamita-paththa-priya jarUrI bolo to bhASAsamiti AvI jaze. gocarI karatA hoIe tyAre bolavAnI jarUra kayAre paDe? jarUra paDe tyAre ja bolo cho ne? binajarUrI nathI bolatAne? bhASAsamitimAMthI ja vacana-guptimAM jaLavAze. 42 doSa TALIne gocarIlaIe to eSaNAsamiti Avaze. evuM na banI zakatuM hoya to manamAM duHkha to lAgavuM ja joIe. Avo sAdhaka bIjIvAra svAdiSTa vastu na maMgAve. letAM-mUkatAM jayaNA AvI jAya to eSaNAsamiti Avaze. letAM-mUkatAM upayoga na rAkhyo to sva-parane nukasAna thaze. bIjo jIva marI jaze. viMchI vagere DaMkha mAre to jAtane paNa nukasAna. eTaluM nakkI karo cAlatAM ane vAparatAM bolavuM nahi. to vacanaguptino abhyAsa thaze. atyAre mauna rahezo to ekaThI thayelI zakti vyAkhyAna vakhate kAma lAgaze. gRhasthokamANI gametema veDaphI nAkhatA nathI, ApaNAthI bolabola karIne UrjAno durvyaya zI rIte karI zakAya? sAdhujIvanano maMtra ane marma 43 'WWW.jainelibrary.org
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________________ ja 7. vinaya mUlo dhamo | dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. avinItane vidyA kadAca maLe kharI, paNa phaLe nahi. avinItamAM rahelA badhA guNo doSo ja gaNAya ne vinItanA doSo paNa guNorUpa gaNAya. zAMtisamAdhi ane siddhi sudhI pahoMcavuM hoya to vinaya zIkho. guru nahi, ziSya bano. ziSya banavuM ja kaThaNa che. evuM A graMthamAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvAyuM che. avinayanA mArge vinA preraNAe cAlI zakAya, paNa ahIM to preraNA pachIya cAlavuM muzkela che. rAdhAvedha sAdhavA jeTaluM muzkela che. "jJAna vAMco ema na lakhyuM "jJAna zIkho' ema lakhyuM. zA mATe? jAte vAMcI zakAya, paNa zIkhI na zakAya. guru vinA zIkhI na zakAya. guru hoya eTale vinaya karavo ja paDe. duniyAnI badhI ja vidyA karatAM mokSa vidyA sarvotkRSTa che. vyAvahArika jagatamAM paNa vinayanI ATalI jarUra paDe to mokSa vidyAmAM keTalI jarUra paDe? gRhastho puruSArthathI dhananI vRddhi kare to ApaNe vinayathI vidyA Adi guNonI vRddhi nahi karavAnI? zAstromAM vinaya kyAM che? ema nahi vinaya kyAM nathI ? ema pUcho. dareka kArya navakArapUrvaka zarU karavAnuM hoya che. navakAra parama vinayarUpa che. guNone tame AmaMtraNapatrikA bhale game teTalI lakho, paNa teoe miTiMgamAM nakkI karyuM che ke vinaya hoya to ja javuM. avinaya jhera che, e dUra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNA bhAva-preraNAnuM kSaNekSaNe thaI raheluM mRtyu aTakaze nahi. ziSyamAM be guNa to hovI ja joIe : vinaya ane vairAgya. vAvavA lAyaka bhUmi kevI che? tenI kheDUtane tarata ja 44 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ khabara paDI jAya che. vinayI hoya to ja AgamazravaNamAM sAme dAkhavI zake. sAco vinaya hoya tyAM saraLatA hoya. khoTo vinaya hoya tyAM daMbha ane kapaTa hoya. Avo ziSya dekhAva khUba ja kare. AthI lakhyuM; ArjavaguNathI yukta ziSya hoya. Aja sudhI ApaNe viSayono, sAMsArika padArthono vinaya karyo ja che. vepArIo keTalAno vinaya kare che ? garaja paDye gadheDAne paNa bApa banAve ! sevakanA bhavamAM rAjAno, nokaranA bhavamAM zeThano, sainikanA bhavamAM senApatino ghaNo vinaya sAcavyo che. paNa lokottara vinaya kadI meLavyo nathI. vinaya ja jJAna che ane jJAna ja vinaya che. banne abhinna che. alaga mAnavAnI jarU2 nathI. kAraNa ke vinayathI ja jJAna maLe ane jJAnathI ja vinaya jaNAya. dUdha ane pANI haMsa dvArA ke garama karavA dvArA haju judA thaI zake, paNa dUdha ane sAkarane koI rIte alaga karI zakazo ? vinaya ane jJAnano saMbaMdha dUdha ane sAkara jevo che, jene tame alaga karI zako nahi. jJAna vinaya abheda che ghaNI vakhata ema thAya, Akho divasa vinaya karatA rahIe to bhaNavAnuM kyAre ? ahIM samAdhAna maLe che. vinaya jJAnathI alaga nathI. jJAna meLavavuM hoya topaNa vinaya choDatA nahi ne jJAna maLI gayuM hoya topaNa vinaya choDatA nahi. vinaya choDazo to jJAna gayuM ja samajo. jJAnanuM mahattva pahelA eTalA mATe na batAvyuM ke ethI ziSya sau prathama jJAna ja bhaNavA lAgI jAya. paNa vidhi vinA jJAna grahaNa karavAmAM Ave to khataro che. mATe ja vinaya prathama batAvyo. vinaya eTale samyagradarzana enA vinAnuM jJAna ajJAna ja kahevAya. jenAthI AtmAnuM ahita thAya tene jJAna kahevAya ja kema ? jenAthI bIjAnI niMdA karavAnuM mana thAya, jenAthI abhimAna vadhe e jJAnane zAna zI rIte kahevAya ? jJAna vagere badhuM ja choDIne ekalA vinayane ja vaLagI rahenArAne jainazAsana pAkhaMDI kahe che. 363 pAkhaMDIomAM vinayavAdIo paNa hatA. teo badhAno vinaya karatA hatA, kUtarA-kAgaDA vagere darekano vinaya jJAnane lAvyA vinA na ja rahe. jJAna cAritra lAvyA vinA na rahe. vinaya ja AgaLa vadhIne jJAna ane jJAna ja AgaLa vadhIne cAritra banI vinaya mUlo dhammo 45 4
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________________ jAya che, ema kahuM topaNa khoTuM nathI. bhagavAna svayaM kahe cheH huM ane guru alaga nathI. gurunuM apamAna karanAro mAruM apamAna kare che. gurunuM sanmAna karanAro mAruM sanmAna kare che. zAstramAM to tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che : "guru viSayo moravo guru - vinaya ja mokSa che. eka vinaya tamane kyAMthI kyAM laI jAya? vinaya, vidyA, viveka, vairAgya, virati, vItarAgatA ane vimukti - A kramaza maLatA padArtho che. paNa prAraMbha vinayathI ja karavo paDaze. vinaya mUkI gayA to bIjA guNo ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA ja puravAra thaze. vinaya kyAMthI zarU thAya che vyavahArika jJAna zIkhavA mATe paNa ATalI sevA karavI paDe to AdhyAtmika jJAna mATe to kahevuM ja zuM? jeNe gRhasthapaNAmAM mAtA-pitAnI sevA nathI karI, te dIkSAmAM gurunI sevA kare, e vAtamAM mAla nathI. AthI ja jayaviyarAyamAM sau prathama gurunApU3' (eTale ke mAtA-pitA Adi gurujananI pUjA)nI mAMgaNI karavAmAM AvI che. pachI ja 'suraMgo tavyaya-sevaLa mavamavuM' kahIne sadguruno yoga ane temanA vacananI akhaMDa sevAnI mAMgaNI karI che. mAtA-pitAnI sevA paNa svArthathI na thAya mATe, jayavIrAyamAM pachI lakhyuM: "paratthara " mane paropakAra bhAva maLo. A rIte mAtA-pitAnI bhakti ane paropakArano bhAva AvyA pachI ja sadguruno saMyoga maLe. mATe ja pachI lakhyuMH "kurakunono " bhagavAna para bahumAna thaze to bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe thaI paDaze. prathama mAtA-pitAnuM bahumAna karo. mAtA-pitAnuM bahumAna gurunuM bahumAna janmAvaze. gurunuM bahumAna zAstra ane bhagavAnanuM bahumAna janmAvaze. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna thayuM eTale samajo, mukti taraphanuM prayANa zarU thayuM. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna eTale aMtatogatvA ApaNI ja parama cetanAnuM bahumAna. mokSa tarapha prayANa eTale ApaNI ja parama cetanA taraphanuM prayANa....! mokSa AtmAthI alaga nathI svayaM zuddhAtmA ja mokSa svarUpa che. dehamAM rahelA AtmapradezomAM mokSa pragaTa thAya pachI siddhazilA paranuM zrI klApUrNaprabodha 46
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________________ sthAna prApta thAya che. gurujanonI karuNAne oLakho nAno zizumAMthI judo paDIne jAta para jokhama UbhuM kare, tema guruthI judA paDIne jAta para jokhama UbhuM thAya che. gurudevanuM satata sAnidhya UbhuM thAya che. gurudevanuM satata sAnidhya svIkAravA ApaNuM mana taiyAra joIe. ekalavye kahyuM ke, "gurunI apAra bhaktinuM A phaLa che. hRdaya-siMhAsana para droNa guru pratiSThita che. bhale e svIkAre ke na svIkAre." AvI gurubhakti pedA thAya tyAre zuM thAya te to anubhave te ja jANe. phemilI DaoNkTara, vakIla vagerenI jema phemilI guru paNa hovA joIe. jyAM jaIne raDI zakAya, badhu kahI zakAya, kalikAlamAM bhale bhagavAna nathI, paNa guru che. gurumAM bhagavabuddhi pedA karIne bhagavAna jeTalo ja lAbha meLavI zakIe. pUjyazrInA mukhe ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyuM che mAtA tene kahevAya je saMtAnane pitA sAthe joDI Ape. pitA tene kahevAya je saMtAnane guru sAthe joDI Ape. guru tene kahevAya, je zAstra sAthe joDI Ape. zAstra tene kahevAya je bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape. bhagavAna tene kahevAya je jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe joDI Ape. je ziSyanA hRdayamAM guru che, tene kadI viyoga paDato ja nathI. gurunI badhI zakti tevA ziSyamAM saMkrAMta thaI jAya. A ja vAta bhagavAna para lAgu paDe. kyAreka gusso karatA, kyAreka kaDavo Thapako ApatA, kyAreka kaThora banatA gurumAM jo tame mAtAnAM darzana karazo to temanA hRdayamAM rahelI apAra karuNA dekhAze. ziSyanA doSonuM poSaNa kare te sAcA guru nathI. te satyane pragaTa karI na zake. bhagavAna mahAvIre gautamasvAmInA doSano pakSapAta karyo nathI. he gautama ! AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta sAcI che. kSamA tamAre mAMgavAnI che. guru ane gautamasvAmIe koI paNa vikalpa vagara te kArya karyuM. AmAM guru-ziSya baMnee satyane pragaTa karyuM che. vinaya mUlo dho 47.
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________________ 8i. bhagavAna e alaukika tatva che bhagavAna kyAM che ema na pUcho, kyAM nathI ? ema pUcho. bhagavAnanI karuNA cAre tarapha hovA chatAM mAchalInI jema ApaNe tarasyA rahIe e kevI karuNatA? tattvadraSTAo to kahe che. bhagavAna niSkAma karuNAsAgara che. vItarAga hovA chatAM jIvo pratye vAtsalyanI dhArA vahAvI rahyA che. duniyAnA sanmAnathI tame tamAruM mUlyAMkana nahi karatA. jAtanuM mUlyAMkana khUba ja kaThora banIne tamArI tastha AMkhothI karajo. bIjAnA abhiprAyathI cAlavA gayA to chetarAI jaze. mUrti, Agama, muni, maMdira, dhamanuSThAno vageremAM kaMI paNa joIe to dharma ke dharmanAyaka bhagavAna pratyeno ahobhAva jAge, dharmanuM bIja paDI gayuM haze mATe ja dharma malyo che. zarIra IMdrIyAdi mAruM che. ema mAnIne jIvana pUruM karanArA jIvane bhagavAna mArA che evuM kadI lAgatuM nathI. aneka bhavono A abhyAsa TaLavo sahelo nathI. vikathAo ghaNI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. bhagavAnanI vAto jagatamAM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. bhagavAna mArA che, sArA che, evI durlabha vAto tamane A lalita vistarAmAMthI jANavA maLaze. ApaNe bhAva bhagavAnanI vAto karIe chIe, paNa bhAva bhagavAnane koNa joI zake che? sAkSAta bhagavAna sAme beThA hoya paNa enuM Atmadravya thoDuM dekhAvAnuM? zarIra ja dekhAvAnuM. bhAvajIna viddhamAna hoya tyAre paNa temane kaMI gharamAM ke hRdayamAM bhavyo laI jatAM nathI. te vakhate paNa nAma ane sthApanA ja AdhArabhUta hoya che. guNonI pAtratAthI bIjAdhAna thayeluM hoya to ja bhagavAna pratye samarpaNa bhAva jAge, bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke svIkAravAnuM mana thAya. bhagavAna temanA zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 48
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________________ ja nAtha bane, sarvanA nahi. kesa soMpyA vinA DaoNkTara ke vakIla paNa kesa hAthamAM na le to bhagavAna zI rIte le ? kAma karyA vagara zeTha paNa pagAra na Ape to bhagavAna kema Ape? vanaspati Adi sthAvaramAM cetanA batAvI bhagavAna lokone tenI hiMsAthI bacAve che. ekendriya jIvone pIDAthI bacAve che. chelle eka vAta kahI dauM : khovAyelA AtmAne zodhavo hoya to jemaNe A AtmAne meLavI lIdho che, evA bhagavAnanA khoLAmAM besI jAva. bhagavAnane sau prathama pakaDo. mATe ja dhyAnamAM sarvaprathama AjJA vicaya dhyAna che. prabhunI AjJA AvI tyAM bhagavAna AvI ja gayA. bhagavAnanuM dhyAna te nizcayathI ApaNuM dhyAna che. bhagavAna saMkhyAthI aneka che paNa guNathI eka che. ApaNA guNo prabhumAM bhaLyA ne ekatA thaI gaI. paryAyathI tulyatA: bhagavAnano ane ApaNo paryAya Ama bhinna che. prazasta bhAvabhaktiH bhagavAna aSTa prAtihArya yukta che evo bhAva. zuddha bhAva bhaktiH bhagavAna kSAyika bhAva yukta che evo bhAva. prabhu bhale anaMta che. prabhutA eka ja che emAM lIna banatAM tulyatA pragaTe che. zuddha svabhAvamAM lIna banelI ApaNI cetanA parama rasAsvAda meLave bhagavAna bhale pUrNa banyA. paNa potAnI pUrNatA ApaNA AlaMbana mATe rAkhI gayA che. guNathI prabhu tribhuvana vyApI che. guNarUpe bhagavAna sarvatra hAjara che. kevala jJAnena vizvavyApakatvAt / pUjyazrI : eka ahIM (chAtI para hAtha rAkhIne) bhagavAna nathI. ahIM nathI to kyAMya nathI. ApaNo vizuddhino prakarSa vadhato jAya tema tema prabhu vadhu ne vadhu spaSTa thatA jAya. ApaNI nAnI dIvIne kevaLajJAnanI mahAjyoti sAthe joDI daIe to bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 49
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________________ kAma thaI jAya. kSayopazamabhAvanA guNo kSAyika guNomAM joDI daIe to kAma thaI jAya. siddho ApaNA upara sadAkALa mATe che. viharamAna bhagavAna sadAkALa mATe che. mAtra ApaNe anusaMdhAna karavAnI jarUra che. - dUdhamAM raheluM pANI potAne dUdha svarUpe jue tema svarUpamAM lIna banelo AtmA svane paramAtmArUpe jue. sAdhanA ane prArthanA huM koI paNa vastune cAhuM enA karatAM AtmAne caitanyamAtrane vadhu cAhuM, evuM mAruM mana bano, e zreSTha sAdhanA ane prArthanA che. AgamanA ekeka akSaramAM bhagavAna dekhAtA hoya to abhyAsa choDI daIe? AgamamAM rasa na paDe ? phona naMbara tame ghumAvo to kadAca te vyakti sAthe saMparka na thAya tevuM bane paNa kharuM, paNa AgamanA akSaro dvArA bhagavAna na maLe tevuM na ja bane. zarata mAtra eTalI; tamAruM mana bhagavanmaya banavuM joIe. mAruM mana paNa kyAreka ja bhagavanmaya bane che. - vikSipta avasthAmAM ja mana prAyaH rahetuM hoya che. ApaNe to ApaNA nAmanI ahaMnI paDI che. bhagavAna sAthe zuM levAdevA che ApaNane ? pachI bhagavAna zI rIte hRdayamAM Ave? saMsAranA tApa, utApa ane saMtApa e trividha duHkhathI mukta karAvanAra eka mAtra AtmajJAna che. AtmA te jJAna rahita che nahi, paNa jIvane huM Avo sukhasaMpanna, duHkharahita koI aciMtya padArtha chuM tevuM bhAna nathI. gurugama vaDe jijJAsu e nidhAnane jANe che. ane zuddhabhAva vaDe teno anubhava kare che. guru gama prAptino upAya vinaya che. mane koI pUcheH zAnuM dhyAna dharo cho? huM kahuM bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharuM chuM. jyAM bhagavAna na hoya tyAM dhyAna na hoya. AthI koI yogasAranA prathama prastAvamAM chelle prabhunAM be vizeSaNo mUkyAM - saMsArane toDavAmAM vaja jevA - nigraha guNa. potAnA jevI padavI ApanArA - anugraha guNa. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 5O
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________________ nigraha guNathI bhagavAna manane zUnya banAvI de che. anugraha guNathI tamane pUrNa banAvI de che. guru dvArA, pustaka dvArA, koI ghaTanA dvArA ke game te dvArA tamArA jIvanamAM guNo Ave te Akhare bhagavAna dvArA ja Ave che, mULa eka ja che. jyAM kyAMya paNa verAyeluM che te bhagavAnanuM ja che, eTale mAnatA thaI jAva to kAma thaI jAya. bhUkhyAne bhojana, tarasyAne pANI, nirvastrane vastra, gha2hInane gha2 AvanAra upakArI gaNAya to dharma ApanAra bhagavAna keTalA upakArI gaNAya ? emanA upakAranI koI sImA nathI. pU. A hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI - be dhyAnapaNe paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma levAyane ? pUjyazrI : te vakhate bhagavAna nathI yAda AvatA ema samajI lo. bhagavAna sivAya kazuM yAda na Ave, mAtra bhagavAnanuM smaraNa ja hoya to bhagavAna Ave ja. A to tame manamAM 17 cIjo yAda rAkhIne bhagavAnane yAda karo cho. bhagavAna kyAMthI yAda Ave ? bhagavAne ApaNane rokI rAkhyA che te ApaNane paripakva banAvavA, judA kSetramAM rahIe chIe, tethI ApaNe kaMI judA nathI. mA potAnA putrane kamANI mATe paradeza mokale tethI hRdayanI judAI thoDI thaI jAya che ? bhagavAna anupameya che game te nAmathI, koI paNa dharmavALA, prabhune pokAre, bhagavAna to A ja AvavAnA ! sarva guNasaMpanna, sarva zaktisaMpanna, sarva doSothI mukta bIjo koNa che ? badhI nadI samudramAM maLe che tema badhA ja namaskAra arihaMta prabhune maLe che. bhagavAna kaMI kRSNa ke mahAdevanAM rUpamAM nathI AvatA, paNa AnaMdarUpe Ave che. bhagavAna AnaMdamUrti che, saccidAnaMda che. jyAre jyAre tame AnaMdathI bharAI jAva cho tyAre samajI lejo, bhagavAne mArAmAM praveza karyo che. mUrtimAM hajuya ApaNe bhagavAna mAnIe chIe, paNa AgamomAM, akSaromAM bhagavAna che, evuM haju zikSaNa lIdhuM nathI. anya darzImAM A aMge bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 51
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________________ ghaNuM che. derAsara baMdha hoya ke rAtrI hoya to haju tyAM na javAya, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya evuM koI kSetra ke evo koI kALa nathI. evI zraddhA ghaTTa bane ke bhagavAnanA nAmamAM paNa bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya, bhagavAnanAM AgamomAM paNa bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya, to kAma thaI jAya. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM che, paNa guNa-cAMdanI samagra pRthvI para patharAyelI che. AMdhaLAne sUrya zuM? ne caMdra zuM? enI pAse cAMdanIno prakAza na pahoMce. hRdayanAM dvAra baMdha che. tenI pAse bhagavAnanI karuNAnA kiraNo nathI pahoMcI zakatAM. prabhunI guNa-suvAsa sarvatra che. nAka joIe. prabhunI guNa-cAMdanI sarvatra che tenA mATe AMkha joIe. pratimA anakSara bodha Ape che. mAtra izArAthI samajAve che. Agama akSarabodha Ape che. pratimAnA izArA, pratimAno saMketa, ApaNe samajI zakIzuM? teonI mudrA kahe che: mArI jema pavAsana lagAvI svamAM ekAgra bano. upayogavaMta bano. kriyAmAM upayoga bhaLaze ane tarata ja amRtano rasAsvAda maLaze. jeTalA guNo bhagavAnanA che, te ApaNane ApavA mATe che. muMbaIthI tame ahIM AvyA to tamArI peDhI baMdha karIne AvyA? tamArA nAmathI tyAM peDhI cAle che ne? bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA paNa temanI peDhI ahIM cAle che. emanA nAmathI cAle che. tamArA nAmathI peDhI cAle to bhagavAnanA nAmathI na cAle ? nAma ane mUrti e bhagavAna ja che. derAsaramAM ApaNe kaI mUrti che? tema nathI pUchatA kayA bhagavAna che ema pUchIe chIe. hA. jayapuranA mUrtimahollAmAM mUrtinuM pUchIe kharA. paNa maMdiramAM birAjamAna mUrtimAM to sAkSAt prabhunuM ja darzana ApaNe karIe chIe. konI prArthanAthI thAya che ? sUrya konI prArthanAthI Uge che? phUla konI prArthanAthI khIle che ? pANI konI prArthanAthI tarasa chipAve che? vAyu konI prArthanAthI vahe che? para zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ vAdaLa konI prArthanAthI varase che ? koyala konI prArthanAthI Tahuke che? e temano svabhAva che. bhagavAnano paNa paropakAra karavAno svabhAva che. prArthanA vinA paNa, caMDa kauzike kadI kahyuM na hatuM ke mAruM hRdaya parivartana karajo. ghaNA pUche che; caMDakauzika sAthe pUrvabhavane koI saMbaMdha hato? caMdanA sAthe pUrvabhavano koI saMbaMdha hato? saMbaMdha hoya ke na hoya hemacandrasUri vItarAga stotramAM kahe che : "saMvadha vAvA: bhagavAna ApaNane sUcave che, tame kadI paropakAramAM saMbaMdha jozo nahIM. prabhune alaga rAkhIne tame AtmA meLavavA mAMgatA ho to e koI kALe nahi banI zake. bhagavAnane kADhIne mAtra AtmA rAkhavA gayA to mAtra ahaMkAra ja raheze. jene tame AtmA mAnavAnI bhUla karatA rahezo. bhagavAna ApaNane pratyakSa nathI, paNa ApaNe bhagavAna mATe pratyakSa chIe. emanA kevaLajJAnamAM pratibiMbita chIe. kAraNa ke bhagavAna sarvajJasarvadarzI che. A hola ApaNane pratyakSa che tema prabhune AkhuM vizva pratyakSa mane to vizvAsa che ke bhagavAna mAruM badhuM saMbhALI leze. e ja badhuM bolAvaze. bAkI mAre pustaka jovAno kyAM samaya che ? jyAM pAMca miniTa maLe ke mANaso hAjara. ahIM maLanArAone huM zI rIte nArAja karI zakuM? maitrInI vAto karanAro huM ahIM maitrI na rAkhuM? khAlI boluM ja? A vItarAga jinezvara devane tame brahmA, viSNu maheza, budha vagere sarvanAme pokArI zako. te te nAmonI vyAkhyA bhagavAnamAM ghaTI zake. bhagavAna brahmA che, kAraNake teo parabrahma svarUpI che. bhagavAna viSNu che, kAraNa ke kevaLajJAnarUpe vizvavyApI che. bhagavAna zaMkara che, kAraNa ke saune sukha ApanArA che. bhagavAnabuddha che, kAraNa ke kevaLajJAnarUpI bodhane pAmelA che. bhagavAna kRSNa che kAraNa ke karmonuM karSaNa kare che. bhagavAna rAma che kAraNa ke AtmasvarUpamAM satata ramaNa kare che. bhagavAna anupameya che. bhagavAna sAthe ekatA paramAtmA ane huM eka chIe, to emanuM sukha paNa mArAmAM paDeluM bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 53
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________________ ja che." ema sAdhakane vizvAsa janme che - vizvAsa janmatAM ja te taraphathI ruci jAge che. eka zAzvata niyama che, je tarapha ApaNI ruci thaI, te tarapha ApaNI UrjA gatimAna thaI, UrjA haMmezAM rucine anusare che. bhagavAna vinA AtmAnuM svarUpa na jaNAya. arIsA vinA zarIranuM svarUpa na jaNAya. bhagavAnane tame samarpita bano to bAkInuM bhagavAna saMbhALI le. samarpita banavuM ja kaThaNa che. badhuM pAse rAkhIne mAtra "jIna tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahuM" ema bolavAthI samarpaNa na Ave. samarpaNa mATe paudgalika bhAvonuM ahamanuM visarjana karavuM paDe. ahaMnuM visarjana ja sauthI kaThaNa che. ahaMnA visarjanapUrvaka je bhakta bhagavAnanA zaraNe jAya, tenuM bhagavAna badhuM ja saMbhALI le. A AhaMtI karUNA amuka kALe nahi sarva kALe ane sarva kSetre varasI rahI che. e jo na varasatI hoya to vizvamAM aMdhAdhUMdhI phelAI jAya. samagra vizvano mUlAdhAra bhagavAnanI karuNA ja che. arihaMta vyaktirUpe badalAtA rahe che. paNa AIjya zAzvata che. mATe ja AhaMtI karuNA paNa zAzvata che. mATe ja siddharSie upamitimAM saMsArane nagara banAvI susthita (bhagavAna)ne mahArAjA tarIke batAvyA che. A saMsAranagaranA mahArAjA bhagavAna che, te samajAya che? e samajavA ja ApaNe A graMthano abhyAsa karIe chIe. bhagavAna AvA tattvaciMtananuM dAna karIne rAga-dveSamaya saMsAramAM tamane zaraNa Ape che. bhaktanI bhAvanA bhagavAna ja abhayaAdi Ape ahIM bhagavAnanuM svayaM kartutva bhale gauNa hoya, paNa bhakta mATe bhagavAnanuM kartutva ja mukhya che. bhojana taraphathI svayaM kartutva bhale gauNa hoya. kAraNa ke bhojana banAvavAnI, cAvavAnI, pacAvavAnI badhI ja kriyA ApaNe ja karI che. bhojana potAnA taraphathI saMpUrNa niSkriya che. chatAM bhojane ja tRpti ApI evuM ApaNe nathI mAnatA ? pANIe ja tarasa chipAvI evuM nathI mAnatA? bhojana ane pANI vageremAM nimittanI zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 54
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________________ mahattA svIkArIe chIe. mAtra bhagavAnamAM A vAta svIkAratA nathI. bhagavAna bhale svayaM taraphathI niSkriya che, chatAM ApaNA mATe e ja mukhya che. bhojana sivAya tame paththara vagerethI bhUkha na bhAMgI zako. pANI sivAya tame peTrola vagerethI tarasa na chipAvI zako. bhagavAna sivAya tame anyathI abhaya Adi na pAmI zako. jema jema bhakta bhagavAnanuM zaraNa svIkArato jAya, tema tema te bhagavAnanI zaktino anubhava karato jAya. potAnI aMdara rAgAdine maMda thato joto jAya, cittamAM prasannatA vadhI rahI che, tema paNa tene pratIti thatI jAya. cittamAM prasannatAno saMbaMdha rAgAdinI maMdatA sAthe che. rAgAdinI maMdatAno saMbaMdha zaraNAgati sAthe che. zaraNAgatino artha AH bhagavAna mArA para karuNA vRSTi karI rahyA che, evI anubhUti thAya. zaraNAgatanA hRdayamAM maitrInI madhuratA hoya, karuNAnI komaLatA hoya, pramodano paramAnaMda hoya, mAdhyasthanI maheka hoya. bhagavAnane tame saMpUrNa samarpita bano te ja kSaNe prabhu tamane potAnuM saMpUrNa svarUpa samarpita karI de che. koThImAM rahelA bImAM vRkSa na pragaTI zake. azaraNAgata AtmAmAM prabhu kadI pragaTI na zake. gozALo Ama ja kaheto hatone? mahAvIrane huM pahelethI ja oLakhuM chuM. huM jyAre sAthe hato tyAre e sAcA sAdhaka hatA. have to vAtAvaraNa taddana badalAI gayuM che. na sAdhanA rahI che, na tapazcaryA ! have to devAMganAo nAce che, cAmaro vIMjhAya che! siMhAsana para bese che! vItarAgIne Avo ThaThAro zAno? bhagavAna malyA pachI paNa bhagavAnane oLakhanArI AMkha pAse nahi hoya to kazuM vaLavAnuM nathI. prajanma vakhate kone, zA mATe AnaMda? prabhu vIranA janma vakhate AnaMdanuM kAraNa batAvatAM saue kahyuM. RjuvAlikA nadI: mAra kinAre kevaLajJAna thaze. bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 55
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________________ vRkSo kamaLo. .: mArA para prabhunAM pagalAM paDaze. meru parvata : mane prabhunA caraNano sparza thaze. : amane namaskAra karavA maLaze. vAyuM : ame anukULa banIzuM. paMkhI : ame pradakSiNA ApIzuM. sUrya-caMdra : ame mULa vimAne prabhunAM darzana karavA AvIzuM. saudharmendra : huM pAMca rUpa karI tathA RSabha banI prabhuno abhiSeka karIza. amarendra : macchara banIne prabhu-caraNanuM zaraNuM svIkArIza. pRthvI : amArAmAM varSothI daTAyelAM nidhAnono dAna mATe sadupayoga thaze. mAnavo : dharmatIrthanI sthApanA thaze. pazu-paMkhIo : ame paNa dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI zakIzuM. samajI zakIzuM. bhagavAna yogakSamaMkara che tripadInA zravaNa mAtrathI dvAddhazAMgInI racanAnI zakti gaNadharomAM kyAMthI pragaTI? bhagavAnanA parama vinayathI bhagavAnane temaNe manuSyarUpe nahi, bhagavAnarUpe joyA. bhagavAna yogakSemaMkara nAtha che. jagatanA ja nahi, ApaNA paNa nAtha che. kAraNa ke ApaNe jagatanI bahAra nathI. guNonI jarUra hoya, AvelA guNonA rakSaNanI ciMtA hoya to bhagavAnane pakaDI lo. kAraNa ke aprApta guNonI prApti ane prApta guNonI surakSA jagamAMthI bhagavAna ja karI Ape che. prabhunA dhyAnathI mokSa maLe e kharuM, paNa dhyAna mATenI pAtratA paNa joIe ne? e pAtratA vinayathI ja Ave che. mATI potAnI meLe ghaDo na banI zake, paththara potAnI meLe mUrti na banI zake. paththara khANamAM rahelo hato. tema ApaNe nigodamAM rahelA hatA. 56 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ eka hajAra varSa sudhI hatA to bhagavAna eka saMbaMdha khANamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAthI mAMDIne paththara para zilpI dvArA aneka prakriyA thaI tyAre te mUrtirUpa banyo. tema ApaNe paNa nigodamAMthI bahAra AvyA ane TheTha mAnava-bhava sudhI pahoMcyA temAM bhagavAna dvArA thayelI kRpArUpI prakriyA ja kAraNa che. marudevI mAtA potAnI meLe kevaLajJAna pAmI gayAM, ema nahi mAnatA. jo ema hota to pahelAM ja kevaLajJAna maLI javuM joItuM hatuM. paNa bhagavAna maLyA pachI ja kevaLajJAna thayuM. eka hajAra varSa sudhI RSabha... RSabha jApa japatAM rahyAM. (bhalene e putrarUpe japatAM rahyAM... paNa Akhare hatA to bhagavAna ja ne?) ethI paNa nirjarA thaI haze ne? virahanI vedanA sahI hatI. prabhu sAthe pratyeka saMbaMdha joDI zakAya. putrano saMbaMdha paNa joDI zakAya. 14 svapnanA darzanathI, meru para abhiSekathI marudevIne eTalI to khabara hatI ja ke mAro RSabha bhagavAna thavAno che. putra prabhune khoLAmAM laI beThelAM mAtA snehadaSTipUrvaka avalokana kare che tevuM je dhyAnavicAramAM mAtRvalayanuM dhyAna Ave che temAM A ja vAta sUcita thAya che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe pUrva janmamAM AtmAne zAsanathI evo bhAvita karelo hoya che, enA kAraNe tIrthakaranA janmamAM Avo prabhAva dekhAya che. bIjA jIvo paNa bhAvita thAya che, paNa tIrthaMkaranI kakSAe na pahoMcI zake. ratno to bIjAM paNa hoya, paNa ciMtAmaNinI tole na AvI zake. khANamAM paDelA ciMtAmaNine sAmAnya jana na oLakhI zake, paNa jhaverI oLakhI zake. te vakhate paNa temAM ciMtAmaNipaNuM raheluM ja hoya che. tema bhagavAnamAM paNa haMmeza mATe parArthatA - parArtha vyasanitA rahelI ja hoya che. "majAmete parArtha vyasanina: " nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM ja tIrthaMkarano AtmA paththara bane to ciMtAmaNi bane, vanaspati bane to puMDarika kamaLa bane, kalpavRkSa bane, jyAMthI sahajabhAve paropakAra thato ja rahe. navapadanuM mAhAsya navapadanI zAzvatI oLIno Aje prathama divasa che. gaLathuMthIthI ja bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che pa7
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________________ ApaNane AvAM anuSThAno prati prema hoya che. AtmA navapadamaya na bane tyAM sudhI punaH punaH A oLI karatA rahevAnuM che. mATe ja A oLI, dara cha mahine AvatI jAya che ne kahetI jAya che : huM AvI gaI chuM. haju tame navapadamaya banyA nathI. navapadamAM mukhya arihaMta pada che. bAkInAM ATheya pado arihaMtane ja AbhArI che. koIpaNa yaMtra-maMtrAdimAM arihaMta ja kendrasthAne hoya che. zA mATe ? arihaMtamAM jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIryano khajAno paNa che. jenAthI ghaNA loko AkarSita thaI dharmanA rAgI bane che. aSTa prAtihAryAdinI samRddhi sAdhanAnuM phaLa che, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI A Rddhi paNa prasiddhiAdi mATe nahi, paNa vizvopakAra mATe ja hoya che. hIna kALa che. hIna kALanA kA2Ne jIvonuM puNya paNa hIna che ! puNyahIna jIvone sagarano samAgama paNa khUba ja durlabha che. sadgurunA nAme bicArA kyAreka dAdA bhagavAnane rajanIzane ke bIjA koIne pakaDI bese che. kugurumAM sugurunI buddhi karI bese che. 'AMgI sArI che.' ema tame kaho cho, paNa bhagavAna sArA che.' ema lAge che. AMgInA darzanArthe jAva cho ke bhagavAnanA darzanArthe ? joke AMgInuM darzana paNa aMte to bhagavAnanA darzana tarapha ja laI jAya che kAraNa ke AMgI paNa Akhare konI ? bhagavAnanI ja ne ? cha kAya jIva eTale bhagavAnano parivAra ! bhagavAna kahe che : meM A badhAne potAno parivAra mAnyo che, tema tamAre paNa mAnavAno che. eno deha bIjo che, eTalAmAtrathI ene pArakA na mAnI zakAya. AvI zikSA ApanArA arihaMtoe bIjAne paNa cha jIvanikAyanA premI banAvyA. bhagavAnanI vANImAM jene vizvAsa hoya tene to AnaMda Ave ja, paNa jene vizvAsa na hoya tene paNa AnaMda Ave eTalI madhura hoya, sAMbhaLanAra bhUkha-thAka-tarasa badhuM ja bhUlI jAya. jagatamAM jeTalI cIjo AnaMda ApanArI che, te saumAM navapada sauthI zreSTha che. 58 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ bhagavAna hAjara nathI." evI ApaNI mAnyatA jaDamULathI kADhavI paDaze. bhagavAna bhale ahIM nathI paNa bhagavAnanI zakti to jagatamAM kAma karI ja rahI che. sUrya bhale AkAzamAM che, prakAza to ahIM ja che ne ? siddho bhale upara che, paNa emanI kRpA to ahIM varase che ja, mAtra te anubhavamAM AvavI joIe. ApaNe mAnIe chIe : huM eTale zarIra. bhagavAna mAne che jagatanA sarva jIvomAM huM chuM. bhagavAnanI virATa cetanA che. ApaNI vAmana. jo ApaNI vAmana cetanA virATamAM bhaLI jAya to ? pANInuM TIpuM sAgaramAM bhaLe to TIpuM svayaM samudra banI jAya. ApaNo ahaM ogaLI jAya che. jyAre ApaNe prabhumAM ekAkAra banI jaIe chIe. pachI ApaNuM astitva rahetuM ja nathI. prabhu para prema che ke nahi? enI nizAnI kaI ? bIjA (zarIra, ziSya, upAdhi, makAna vagere) padArtho para prema vadhu ke prabhu para prema vadhu? ema manane pUchI lejo. AtmA koNa? ApaNI aMdara rahelA jJAna, zraddhA kriyA vagere guNo e ja AtmA che. AtmA guNo dvArA jaNAya. - sApane jo gharamAM na rakhAya to AtmAmAM doSo zI rIte rakhAya? sApa to eka janmanA ja prANa le. pApa to bhava-bhavanA prANa laI le. AvA pApo bhale anAdikALanA hoya. ene kAvye ja chUTako! enA mATe "zaraNAgata vatsala" na banAya? koI rAjA-mahArAjA kahe: 'tame mArA jevA ja cho. besI jAva mArI sAthe siMhAsanamAM !" to ApaNane keTalo AnaMda thAya ! bhagavAna ApaNane ema ja kahe che. tame mArA jevA ja cho. AvI jAva mArI sAthe." jainetara saMta suradAsa khADAmAM paDyA. koI ugAravA AvyuM. suradAsa samajelA ke e bhagavAna ja che. tethI emano hAtha jorathI pakaDI rAkhelo. paNa bhagavAna to bhAgI gayA. suradAsa bolI UThyA: bAMha chuDA ke jAta ho nirbaLa jAne mohi hRdaya chuDA ke jAva to marda bakhAnuM to hi." bhaktanI A zakti che ke e bhagavAnane hRdayamAM pakaDI zake che. hRdayamAM bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 59
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________________ viSaya-kaSAya bharelA hoya tyAM sudhI saMkaleza hoya che. bhagavAna hoya tyAM sudhI prasannatA hoya che. jo bhagavAna Ave to: * buddhimAM bhagavAna Ave to samyagujJAna maLe. hRdayamAM bhagavAna Ave to samyaggadarzana maLe. hAthamAM (kAyAmAM) bhagavAna Ave to samyaphacAritra maLe. atyAre ApaNI hAlata kevI che? saMsAranA galamAM bhUlo paDelA chIe. rAga-dveSanA lUMTArAoe lUMTI lIdhA che. AMkhe jJAnavaraNIya karmano pATo bAMdhyo che. bhagavAna AvIne ApaNane bacAve che. bhagavAna sau prathama abhaya Ape che. 31mayA I tyAra pachI AMkho paranA pATA haTAve che. varavavudayALa | pachI mArga batAve che: mAyA ! pachI zaraNuM Ape che : saraLatayALa pachI bodha Ape che: vohiyALA AvA bhagavAna maLyAno AnaMda keTalo hoya? AvA bhagavAna maLyA pachI paNa jo pramAda karyo to ApaNA jevA dayanIya bIjA koI nahi hoya. dUdhano raMga pANIe meLavavo hoya to dUdhamAM bhaLavuM paDe. bhagavAnanuM aizvarya pAmavuM hoya to bhakta bhagavAnamAM bhaLavuM paDe. je kSaNe ApaNo AtmA paramAtmA sAthe bhaLI jaze te ja kSaNe AnaMdanuM avataraNa thaze. asIma AnaMdano paLa-paLe anubhava e ja bhagavAnamAM bhaLyAnI nizAnI che. yA to bhagavAnamAM bhaLo yA to saMsAramAM bhaLo. bhagavAnamAM nathI bhaLatA tyAre tame saMsAramAM bhaLo ja cho, bhaLelA ja cho, e bhUlatA nahi. deha sAtheno abhedabhAva chUTe to prabhu sAtheno bhedabhAva tUTe. athavA to prabhu sAtheno bhedabhAva chUTe to deha sAtheno bhedabhAva tUTe. ema paNa kahI zakAya. zAstra nA kahe che mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna pAchA AvatA nathI. bhakta kahe che : bhagavAna Ave che. banne vAta sAcI che. AtmadravyarUpe bhagavAna bhale nathI AvatA, paNa upayogarUpe jarUra Ave che. AjJA tu nirmalaM ciMta vartavya RTiopaman ! - yogasAra zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ cittane sphaTika jevuM UjaLuM banAvavuM e ja bhagavAnanI AjJA. bhagavAna na maLe tyAre zuM camatkAra sarjAya ? tenuM utkRSTa udAharaNa indrabhUti gautama che. eka paNa zubha vicAra karavAnI tamArI tAkAta nathI, jo tamArA 52 bhagavAnanI kRpA na hoya ! manamAM zubha vicAronI dhArA cAlI rahI hoya tyAre cokkasa mAnajo. mArA para prabhu-kRpA varasI rahI che. bhagavAnanuM nAma bahumAnapUrvaka levAnuM zarU karI eTale pApo potAnAM bistrA-poTalAM laIne bhAge ja. sUryanA kiraNathI aMdhakAra bhAge. prabhunA nAmathI pApa bhAge.... bhagavAna vItarAga che chatAM rAgInA hRdayamAM vase che, saMsArano rAga kharAba che, dharma-rAga, bhakti-rAga to khUba ja zreSTha che. bhagavAna aprApta guNone prApta karI ApanAra ane prApta guNonI rakSA karI ApanArA hovA chatAM ApaNAmAM guNo nathI AvyA ke nathI AvatA. kAraNa ke ApaNe prabhu pAse yAcanA ja karI nathI. ahaM aLago mUkIne dInahIna bhAve kadI yAcanA karI nathI. adRzya zakti zuM che badhA jIvo jAya, pachI ja huM mokSamAM jaIza. jagatanA badhA ja jIvonAM pApo mArAmAM saMkrAnta thaI jAva.' buddhanI AvI karuNAnI vAtothI ja siddharSi gaNi aMjAI gayelA. temane thayuM haze : "ApaNA bhagavAna to vItarAga che. ApaNane saMsAramAM rakhaDatA choDI pote mokSamAM cAlyA gayA. karuNA to kharekhara buddhanI ja !'' A rIte vicArI-vicArIne ekavIsa vakhata bauddha bhikSuka banavAnI icchA dharAvanAra siddharSigaNinuM mAthuM ThekANe lAvanAra lalita vistarA graMtha che. A lalita vistA atyAre vAcanAmAM cAle che. jainadarzana mALA che, jemAM sarva dharmAM maNakArUpe goThavAyelA che. paNa yAda rahe ke sAgaramAM nadI che, nadImAM sAgara nathI. mALAmAM maNakA che. maNakAmAM maLA nathI. jainadarzanamAM sarva dharmo che. sarva dharmomAM jainadarzana nathI. bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che 61
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________________ vajanA akSare hRdayanI takatI para eka paMkti lakhI rAkho, je huM vAraMvAra kahuM chuM: prabhu pada vaLagyA te rahyA tajA; aLagA aMga na sAjA re" je guphAmAM siMha hoya tyAM bIjA kSudra prANI AvI zake ? jyAM bhagavAna birAjamAna hoya tyAM mohAdi AvI zake ? bhagavAna mokSe gayA eTale emanA atizayo vagere paNa gayA, tema nahi mAnatA. emanI zaktio Aje paNa kAma kare che. nAmarUpe, tIrtharUpe sthApanArUpe, bhAvarUpe, ema aneka rIte kAma kare che. ApaNA samarpaNathI te zaktio kAryakArI thAya che. bhagavAnane tame samarpita bano to bAkInuM badhuM bhagavAna saMbhALI le. samarpita banavuM ja kaThaNa che. badhuM pAse rAkhIne mAtra "jIna tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahuM ema bolavAthI samarpaNa na Ave. samarpaNa mATe badhAMnuM visarjana karavuM paDe. ahaMnuM visarjana ja sauthI kaThaNa che. ahaMnA visarjanapUrvaka je bhakta bhagavAnanA zaraNe jAya tenuM bhagavAna badhuM ja saMbhALI le. daMDathI ghaDo banAvI paNa zakAya ne phoDI paNa zakAya. A jIvanathI rAga dveSa jItI paNa zakAya, ane vadhArI paNa zakAya. huM mokSamArga tarapha cAlI rahyo chuM" evI pratIti na thAya to A jIvana zA kAmanuM? bhagavAna para bahumAna AvyuM eTale bhagavAna tamArA hRdayamAM AvI ja gayA. jyAM bahumAna che tyAM bhagavAna che. eTale ja bhaktane kadI bhagavAnano viraha paDato ja nathI. Aja vAta gurumAM paNa lAgu paDe che. sAcA ziSyane kadI guruno viraha naDato ja nathI. kAraNa hRdayamAM guru para bahumAna satata raheluM ja che. jIvanabhara samatA rahevI joIe. samatA ApaNo zvAsa banavo joIe. zvAsa vinA na cAle to samatA vinA zI rIte cAle ? Aja muni-jIvanano prANa che. moha tamane zIkhave chejIvo para dveSa karo. bhagavAna tamane zIkhave che: jIvo para prema karo. ApaNe konI vAta mAnIe chIe ? zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 62
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________________ gautama svAmI potAnA jIvana dvArA ApaNane saune AvuM kahI rahyA che. huM to abhimAnathI dhUMApUMA thato eka pAmara kITa hato. mane vinAmUrti banAvanAra, mane attamuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI racavAnuM baLa ApanAra bhagavAna che. mArA bhagavAna che, mATe vakhANa nathI karato, paNa vAstavikatA ja huM tamane jaNAvuM chuM. mRtyu pachI to ghaNAya mahAna banI jatA hoya che ke daMtakathArUpa banI jatA hoya che, paNa keTalIka vyaktio to jIvate jIva ja daMtakathArUpa banI jatI hoya che, jaga batrIsIe gavAtI hoya che. mAnavajAta eTalI abhimAnI che ke te koI vidyamAna vyaktinA guNo joI zakatI nathI. kadAca guNa jovAI jAya to kadara karI zakatI nathI. hA, mRtyu pachI jarUra kadara karaze, guNAnuvAda paNa jarUra karaze, paNa jIvita vyaktinI nahi. mANasanA be kAma che: jIvitanI niMdA karavAnI ne mRtanI prazaMsA karavAnI. "pattine vairANi" (vera mRtyu sudhI ja rahe che. eTale ja kahevAyuM haze! paNa, AmAM apavAda che: adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jeo svavidyamAnatAmAM ja daMtakathArUpa banI gayA che, loko dvArA apUrva pUjayatA pAmelA che. - pravacana prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayaratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI mahArAje pUjyazrI mATe surata-navasArI vagere sthaLoe kaheluM Aje paNa manamAM guMjyA kare che: pUjyazrImAM pAtratA-vaibhava, puNya vaibhava ane prajJA vaibhava A traNeyano utkRSTarUpe subhaga samanvaya thayelo che, je kyAreka ja koIka ja vyaktimAM jovA maLatI virala ghaTanA che. bhagavAna e alaukika tattva che
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________________ tamArganA vividha aMgo AtmA jo vibhu vyApaka hoya to karmabaMdha zAno? vaLI karmabaMdha na hoya to mokSa kono? mokSa na hoya to A kaDAkUTa zAnI? Avo prazna eka gaNadharane jAgelo. bhagavAne kahyuM: AtmA vibhu jarUra che, paNa kevaLajJAna rUpe ? kevaLajJAnathI saMpUrNa loka-alokane jANe che. jJAnathI teo sarvatra vyApaka che. A daSTi najara samakSa rAkhIzuM to sarvatra vyApIne rahelA paramAtmA sadAkALa dekhAze. "samagra zAstrano sAra meLavyo meM mathI-mathI, paramAnaMdanI prApti thAya che prabhubhaktithI. bhagavAna sAMbhaLI le kharA, paNa bole nahi e vAkya huM hamaNAM bolI gayo te tame sAcuM mAno cho ? bhagavAna sAMbhaLe che, ApaNAM stavano, ApaNI saMvedanAo. ApaNI prArthanAo te sAMbhaLe che, ema tame mAno cho? ke mAtra upacAra lAge che. yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM sudhI tame "sAkSAta bhagavAna sAMbhaLI rahyA che." evuM nahi mAno tyAM sudhI bhakti karI nahi zako. bhagavAne ApaNane kadI judA mAnyA nathI, ApaNe jarUra mAnyA che. bhagavAne judA mAnyA hoya to teo bhagavAna banI ja zakyA na hota. atyAre paNa prabhu ApaNane, saMpUrNa jagatane sat-cit ane AnaMdathI paripUrNa mAne che. potAnA jevuM sthAna bIjAne ApavuM, e rIte jovuM e premanI nizAnI nathI? potAnA jevuM ja bhojana apAya, to enA para premanI ja nizAnI thaIne? bhagavAna ApaNA sarva para premanI varSA karI rahyA che. ApaNA moTAmAM moTA doSo (viSayonI Asakti, kaSAyono vaLagADa vagere) prabhu-bhaktithI TaLe che. kyAreka AtmanirIkSaNa karajo. mArAmAM mAyA zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ keTalI ? lobha keTalo? vAsanA keTalI? A badhAnuM unmelana bhakti vinA zakya nathI. prabhubhakti bhakti eTale 7 rAjaloka dUra rahelA bhagavAnane hRdayamAM bolAvavAnI kaLA', yazo vinA manamAM peThA to ApaNA hRdayamAM na pravezI zake ? bhagavAnanA praveza vinA to "peThA" zabda nahi ja vAparyo hoya. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvI Ape te bhakti. bhakti lohacuMbaka che je bhagavAnane kheMcI lAve che. "tuma paNa alagA rahya kima saraze? bhakti bhalI AkarSI leze..." "gagane UDe dUra paDAI, dorI baLe hAthe rahI AI" - mAnavijaya. pataMga bhale dUra che, dorI hAthamAM che. bhagavAna bhale dUra che, bhakti hAthamAM che. dorI hAthamAM che to pataMga kyAM javAno ? bhakti hRdayamAM che to bhagavAna kyAM javAnA che? bhaktiH caityavaMdana bhaktiyoga che. svAdhyAya jJAnayoga che. pAlana karavuM che cAritrayoganuM to bhakti ane jJAnayoga kema? A baMne cAritrane puSTa banAvanArA che mATe. jo tame bhakti ane jJAna choDI do to cAritra risAIne cAlyuM jaze. e kaheze: e baMne vagara huM tamAre tyAM rahI zakuM tema nathI. gurubhakti bhaktahRdayanA uddagAra kevA hoya ? gautamasvAmI AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. emaNe bhakti khAtara kevalajJAna jatuM kareluM. zI jarUra che kevaLajJAnanI ? bhagavAnanuM kevaLajJAna mAruM ja kevaLajJAna che ne? Avo ucca samarpaNa bhAva emano hato. AthI ja teo ucca guru banI zakyA. potAnAmAM na hovA chatAM sarva ziSyone kevaLajJAna ApI zakyA. gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAnathI gurubhakti vizeSa priya lAgI hatI. kadAca pAMcamA ArAnA jIvone gurubhakti samajAvavA ja emaNe Ama karyuM hoya ! bhaktimArganAM vividha aMgo 65
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________________ kadAca na karyuM hoya to paNa ApaNane to e AdarzarUpa che ja. "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." A paMktino virodha karazo ? jema gautamasvAmIno bhakti-rAga hovA chatAM bhagavAnano rAga paNa hato ja, manamAM khabara ja che ke A bhagavAna che. AthI ja emano zoka virAgamAM palaTAI zakyo. bhagavatA yAda AvIne kevaLajJAna thayuM. samarpaNatA gurunuM jyAre ApaNe nathI mAnatA, tyAre bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke nathI svIkAratA. kAraNa ke guru svayaM taraphathI nahi, bhagavAna taraphathI bole che. samarpita ziSya sarpane pakaDavAnI AjJA paNa svIkAravA taiyAra thaI jAya. emanI AjJA ja mAre pALavAnI che. enuM rahasya guru ja jANe. - sAyeriyA parvavA nAtiA sarpa pakaDavA jatAM lAgelA jhATakAthI temanI khUMdha dUra paNa thaI jAya. prabhune gurune dUra rAkhIne guNo nahi meLavI zakAya. mAtra jJAnathI abhimAna Aveza vadhaze. vadhatA abhimAna ane Aveza doSonI vRddhine ja sUcave che. prabhu maLatAM ja sthiratA maLe che. - haMsa jyAre sarovarane choDIne cAlyA jAya che. tyAre haMsane to koI khoTa paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke jyAM rAjahaMsa haze tyAM sarovaranuM nirmANa thaI ja raheze. paNa sarovara jarUra sUnuM banaze. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM ja juone! nava jaNa tIrthakara pada mATe yogya ghoSita thayA. je guru maLyA che tenI sevA karI. emanI yogyatA jovA prayatna na karo. e tamAruM kAma nathI. kadAca yogyatA ochI haze, jJAna ochuM haze; to paNa tamane vAMdho nahi Ave. tame emanAthI vadhu jJAnI ane vadhu yogya banI zakazo. upA. yazovijayajI AnuM uttama udAharaNa che. gurutva vinizcayamAM to mahAnizIthano pATha ApIne spaSTa lakhyuM; bhagavAnanA virahamAM guru ja bhagavAna che. guru ja sarvasva che. joyuM? copaDI hAthamAMthI paDI gaI. jarA dhyAna na rAkhIe to A copaDI kevI paDI gaI ? ApaNA bhAvo AvA che. mATe ja satata sAvadhAnInI zrI klApUrNaprabodha
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________________ jarUra che. prAraMbhamAM guru tamane preraNA Ape. pachI maLelo guru viveka tamane satata preraNA Apato ja rahe. tamArI aMdara pedA thayelo viveka ja tamAro guru banI zake. guru to jina che, kevaLI che, bhagavAna che.' ema mahAnizithamAM vAMcyuM tyAre huM nAcI UThyo. gurutattvanuM keTaluM sanmAna ! guru mAtra netra ughADanArA nathI, netra ApanArA paNa che. be AMkha che, paNa trIjI vivekanI - jJAnanI AMkha ApaNI pAse nathI te guru Ape che. AvA gurunI sevA kema karavI? dardI DaoNkTarane samarpita rahe to ja Arogya prApta karI zake. ziSya gurune samarpita rahe to ja bhAva Arogya prApta karI zake. ahIM balba prakAze che paNa eno prakAza pAvara hAusamAMthI Ave che. gurumAM jJAna-prakAza paNa bhagavAnamAMthI Ave che. AvA gurunI jeNe amRtavANI pIdhI teo amara banI gayA. pANI vinA jIvI na zakAya. gAmanA vasavATa pahelAM pANInI sagavaDa jovAya. AdhyAtmika jIvana paNa jinavANI vinA na cAlI zake. e jinavANI saMbhaLAvanAra guru che. jinavANI eTale jJAnanuM amRta, gurukRpA vinA AtmAnubhUtinuM vikaTa kArya pUruM nahi thAya. dareka janmamAM badhuM maLyuM che, paNa AtmAnubhUti nathI maLI. gurukRpA vinA e na ja maLe. guru devo guru devatA, guru viNa ghora aMdhAra." aMdhArI guphAmAM dhAtuvAdIo peThA hoya ne tyAM dIvo bujhAI jAya to zI hAlata thAya? AvI ja hAlata gurune choDI detAM ApaNI thAya. bhava-bhava bhaTakyA enuM kAraNa A ja che. guru malyA haze, paNa ApaNe samarpita nahi thayA hoIe. guru eka tattva che, vyakti nahi. gurunI sevAthI tattvanI prApti thAya che. 1500 tApasInAM pAraNAM mATe gautamasvAmI mAtra eka pAtrI khIra lAvyA, paNa koIne e vicAra na Avyo. ATalI khIrathI to badhAne tilaka paNa nahi thaI zake, to peTa zI rIte bharAze ? 67 bhaktimArganA vividha aMgo
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________________ badhA eTalA samarpita hatA ke koIne Avo vicAra Avyo nahi. A samarpaNanA ja prabhAvathI 500 tApaso to khI2 vAparatAM vAparatAM ja kevaLI banI gayA Ane kahevAya : ''guru - vahumALo movo |'' saMghabhakti gurunI bhaktimAM paNa saMghanI ja bhakti che. 48 guNovALo A saMgha che. 27 sAdhunA tathA 21 zrAvakanA kula 48 guNo thayA ne ! saMgha pratye bhakti na hoya to kroDo rUpiyA koNa kharcI zake ? hamaNAM ja lAkaDiyAthI dhanajIbhAIe siddhAcalano saMgha kADhyo. temAM be kroDathI vadhu kharcyA. ahIM AvIne vaLI temaNe 21 lAkha jIvadayAmAM lakhAvyA. A saMghanI bhakti teo (zrAvaka zrAvikA) dravyathI kare, ApaNe bhAvathI ka2vAnI che eTale ja zAstrAbhyAsa karavAno che mATe ja caturvidha saMghanI jema dvAdazAMgI paNa tIrtha che. dvAdazAMgIno abhyAsa e tIrthanI ja bhakti che. tame tamAruM jJAna bIjAne na Apo to gunegAra cho. bhagavAne sthApelo A saMgha dIrgha kALa sudhI jagatanuM maMgaLa kare, tevI zakti bhagavAne sthApelI che. AvA AgevAno hatA tyAre moTA samrATo paNa zrI saMghanA kAryo karI ApatA. AjanI hAlata badalI gaI che. nAnA ophisara paNa jaina saMghane dabAvI zake che. ANaMdajI kalyANajI jevI moTI peDhIne nAno pAlitANAno meyara paNa dabAvI zake che. AnuM kAraNa saMgha karatAM vyakti potAne moTI gaNe che, te che. te khoTuM che. pUjAbhakti 13 sarAga-saMyamarUpa sarvaviratine be prakAranI (stotra ane pratipatti) pUjA hoya che. 11-12 ane 12mA guNoThANe mAtra pratipati pUjA hoya che. pratipati eTale saMpUrNa AjJAnuM pAlana, AjJAnuM jeTaluM pAlana ochuM karIe teTalI 68 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pratipati pUjAmAM khAmI samajavI. pU. devacaMdrajIe bAramA bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che : prazasta ane zuddha ema be prakAre bhAvapUjA pratipati pUjA) che. (1) prazastapUjAmAM prabhu-guNAgAna hoya che. prabhu pratyeno viziSTa anurAga bhaktane temanA guNagAna karavA prere che. prazasta bhAvapUjAnA ArAdhanathI vizuddha bhAvapUjAnuM sAmarthya pragaTe che. (2) zuddha bhAvapUjA - svabhAvamAM saMpUrNa ramaNatA vakhate munine zuddha bhAva pUjA hoya che. A dazAmAM zuddha bhAvapUjA hoya che. navakArabhakti jJAnadazA je AkarI, te maraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM nahi karmano mAro' navakAranA jApamAM ekAgratA sAdhavA mATe akSarone mananI kalamathI lakho. ekeka akSa2 52 sthira bano. navakA2nA jApanA anuSThAnamAM navakAra lekhanano paNa kAryakrama haze. hIrAnI camakanI zAhIthI lakhavuM. kalpanA zA mATe ochI karavI ? lakhAI gayA pachI ene camakatA juo ane paMco : na...mo...........huM............. acakSu darzanathI vAMcavAnuM che. cAmaDAnI AMkhathI nahi. manane sthira karavAnI A kaLA che. roja bAra navakAra A rIte lakho. bhale 10-12 miniTa lAgI jAya. A varNayoga che. mRtyuMjyathI jaya che : navakAra mahAmaMtra... navakAra maMtranuM nAma cheH mRtyuMjayI maMtra. mRtyu nahIM Ave ema nahIM. navakA2thI mRtyumAM asamAdhi nahi thAya. samAdhithI maravuM eTale mRtyune jItI javuM. navakAra sau prathama ahaMkAra para kuThArAghAta kare che. mohanI imArata ahaM ane mana para UbhelI che: navakAra A pAyAmAM ja suraMga phoDe che. mana paNa ahaMnA kAraNe ja che. 'ahaM' eTale zuM ? mam' eTale mAruM ! huM ja nathI to mAruM kyAMthI thavAnuM navakAramaMtra zIkhave che H na 'ahaM' na mama' eTale mAro huM ja nathI to mAruM kyAMthI thavAnuM. navakAramaMtra zIkhave che : na 'ahaM' bhaktimArganAM vividha aMgo 69
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________________ na "mama' A pratimaMtra japo. moharAjA kAMI nahIM karI zake. huM zarIra nahi, paNa AtmA. huM eTale arihaMtano sevaka. arihaMtano parivAra guNa-samRddhi) te mArA. navakAra AtmasAt karavAthI karuNA vadhavAnI. guNo vadhavAnA, deva-guru bhakti vadhavAnI. navakAramAM cha vAra namo Ave che, 108 navakAramAM 648 vAra namo Ave che. tame keTalI mALA gaNI? have namratA keTalI vadhI ? navakAra gaNyA pachI namratA vadhavI joIe. dravya.... guNasamudAya. kSetra svaavagAhanA kALa.... vartanA lakSaNarUpa. bhAva.... guNa paryAyanuM pravartana. A vicAradhArAthI mRtyu, AdinA saMkaTasamaye paNa samAdhi rahe. mArI pAse mAruM che ja zuM? je naSTa thavAnuM che te mAruM nathI. bhagavAna pratye premabhAva jAgyo to badhA ja paisA vasUla! bAkI jeno kAMI gAMDA nathI ke karoDo rUpiyA maMdiramAM lagAve. jeno samRddha che tenuM kAraNa paNa jina-bhakti ane jIvadayA che. bhaktinuM prAdhAnya ApaNe badhAM bhaNavAnI pAchaLa paDI gayA, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazama mATe maMDI paDyA. paNa mAtra eTalAthI zuM thaze? mohanIya karma para phaTako nahi paDe tyAM sudhI kAMI nahi vaLe. huM bhakti para eTale ja jora ApuM chuM. bhakti ja evuM ja che, jethI mohano parvata cUra cUra thaI jAya. bhaktithI tame 'sadAgama'nA upAsaka bano cho. sadAgamanA upAsakone moha kAMI na karI zake. digaMbara ane zvetAMbaromAM ahIM ja taphAvata che, digaMbaromAM prathama tatvArtha bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. tyAM paMDito taiyAra thAya che. jyAre zvetAMbaromAM navakAra Avazyaka sUtro vagere bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. AthI ahIM zraddhALu zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ bhAvuko taiyAra thAya che. zraddhAvAna ja dharmano sAco adhikArI che. medhAvAna nahi. pahelAM zraddhAvAna joIe. mATe ja saU - merAlakhyuM che. meDhA - saddhA, ema nathI lakhyuM. tapasvI banavA zarIranI zakti apekSita che. jJAnI banavA buddhinI zakti apekSita che. dAnI banavA dhananI zakti apekSita che. paNa bhakta banavA nirapekSa banavuM apekSita che. koIpaNa zakti para magadUra banelo mANasa kadI paNa "bhakta banI zakato nathI. narasaiyA hoya ke mIrA hoya ke game te hoya, je nAme paNa prabhune premapUrvaka cAhatA hoya temane Akhare prabhudarzana thavAnA ja. badhI ja nadIo Akhare samudrane maLe che, tema badhA ja prabhunA namaskAro vItarAga prabhu tarapha laI jAya che. ApaNe prabhunI pUjA karIe chIe eTale paramanI pUjA karIe chIe ane e parama ApaNAmAM ja chUpAyeluM che. emanA jevA na banIe tyAM sudhI prabhunI pUjA karatA rahevAnuM che. zarUAtamAM jIvo bAhya ADaMbara joIe ja AkarSita thatA hoya che. bhagavAnanA aSTa prAtihAryo ATalA mATe ja hoya che e joIne aneka jIvo tarI jatA hoya che nahi to aparigrahI ane vItarAgane A aSTa pratihAryo ane 34 Atizayone ThATha zA mATe ? bhaktane hamezA lAge ke bodhi ane samAdhi saune maLo kAraNa ke mArA bhagavAnano Avo manoratha hato. bhagavAnano manoratha siddha thAya, evuM kayo bhakta na Icche. bhagavAna vIra gayA tyAre gautama svAmI raDyA. AdinAtha gayA tyAre bharata raDyA. A AMsu temane kevaLajJAnanA mArge laI gayA. A AMsuonA ekeka TIpAMmAM prabhunA premano siMdhu chalakAto hato. pANI jevA mRdu hRdayamAM ja bhaktino janma thaze. bhaktino janma thaze to ja dharma prANavAna banaze. prabhu-darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI cenathI beso nahi, prabhune pokAryA ja karo, prArthanA karatA ja raho. bhaktimArganAM vividha aMgo 71
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________________ 1) samyakatva samyakatva eTale kedamAMthI chUTavAnI jhaMkhanA. samyatvamAM paNa apUrva AnaMda Avato hoya to mokSamAM keTalo AnaMda Avato haze? samyaktvAdinI prabhAvanA karIne bhagavAna saune AnaMdanI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. bIjAnuM samyakatva bodhi kahevAya tIrthakaranuM samyatva varabodhi kahevAya. zuM kAraNa? kadAca bhagavAnanuM kSAyopathamika hoya toya varabodhi kahevAya. bIjAnuM kSAyika hoya toya bodhi ja kahevAya. eno artha e thayo ke tIrthaMkaranA samyagdarzanamAM kazuMka vizeSa haze ! sarva jIvomAM svanuM rUpa jotA haze ! bIjAnI pIDAne sUkSmapaNe svamAM saMvedatA haze ? bAra kaSAyanAM kSaya-upazamathI ja A caritra Ave che. saMvalanakaSAyane bhale choDI daIe paNa bArakaSAyano kSayopazama to karavo ja paDaze. anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya hoya tyAM bIjA kaSAyono kSayopazama na hoya, na hoI zake. anaMtAnubaMdhIno hoya tyAM mithyAtva hoya ja. mithyAtva nathI gayuM ne anaMtAnubaMdhInI visaMyojanA (kSaya) karelI hoya, topaNa te sthiti antarmuhUrtathI vadhu nahi rahe. kAraNa ke tenuM bIja mithyAtvapaDyuM che. apunabaMdhaka eTale dharmano Adi sAdhaka Adi dhArmika, je kadI have mohanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthiti bAMdhavAno nathI. aMtaranirIkSaNa * ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM jeTalI maMdatA, mokSa teTalo dUra ! jeTalI zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 7ra
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________________ tIvratA mokSa teTalo najIka. * ahiMsAH samyagudarzana * saMyamaH samyagRjJAna * tapa: samyagucAritra * bIjAnuM duHkha potAnuM lAge tyAre samajavuM samyagudarzana AvyuM che. * cothuM guNaThANuM ApaNane sparyuM che ke nahi ? tenuM AtmanirIkSaNa kiravuM ghaTe. tAva vagere gayo che ke nahi te ArogyanAM cihnothI jaNAya tema anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo, mithyAtva Adi gayA che ke nahi te samyakatvanAM lakSaNothI jaNAya. * mokSamAM jaladI javuM hoya to tenA upAyomAM tanmaya banI javuM joIe. ratnatrayI teno upAya che. upAyamAM zIghratA karIzuM to upeya zIghra maLaze. * zraddhAnI khAmI hoya to samyagudarzana maLe. jijJAsAnI khAmI hoya to jJAna na maLe. sthiratAnI khAmI hoya to samyagucAritra na maLe. anAsaktinI khAmI hoya to samyakatapa na maLe. ullAsanI khAmI hoya to vIrya na maLe. varyAcAra na hoya to ekeya AcAra pALI zakAya nahi. vIrya badhe ja anusmRta che mATe ja bIjA cAra AcAranAM bhedo ja vIryAcAranAM bhedo manAyA samyakatva mohanIyanA pudgalanA prabhAve prabhudarzananA nimitte aMdara AnaMda thato hoya che. ATheya karmono udaya dravya kSetrAdine AzrayIne thAya che. dA.ta. bAhmI auSadhithI jJAnanI vRddhi thAya. bheMsanuM dahIM vagerethI buddhi buThThI bane. zubha pudgalo paNa jJAnAvaraNIya karma toDavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. tema samyakatva mohanIyanA pudgalo prabhudarzanamAM thatA AnaMdamAM sahAyaka bane. samyakdRSTine jevo bhAva thAya tevo mithyAdaSTine na thAya. tenuM kAraNa mithyAtvanA pudgalo che. te ghaTADavA puruSArtha karavAno che. sevaM nate sevaM yaMtre bhagavatInA dareka zatakanA aMte Avato A pATha samyaktva - amUlya tattva 73
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________________ bhItara samyakdarzananI sUcanA kare che. samyaktva sAcuM jIvana samyaktva pahelAMnuM jIvana, jIvana ja na kahevAya. samyaktva pachInuM jIvana ja kharuM jIvana che. enI pahelAM mAtra samaya pasAra thAya che eTaluM ja. darzana mohanIyanA kSayopazamathI samyaktva maLe, paNa AtmAnaMdanI ramaNatA to ciratra mohanIyanA kSayopazamathI ja anubhavAya. samyaktva be prakAre : vyavahAra ane nizcaya. zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AstikatA - A lakSaNo dvArA aMdara raheluM samyaktva jaNAya. enI khAmI to samyaktvanI khAmI samajajo. A pAMca lakSaNo hoya to samajI lejo samyaktva AvI gayuM che. A vyavahAra samakita che. - dehAdhyAsa tUTe AtmAnubhava thAya te nizcaya samikita che. atyAre dravyasamyaktvAdino Aropa karIne te ApavAmAM Ave che. gItArtho jANe che A zAhukAra che. bhaviSyamAM ApI deze. atyAre samakita bhale nathI. bhaviSyamAM utpanna karI leze. samyaktvane ke jJAnane ke cAritrane tame namo cho, tyAre tame tenA dhArakone paNa namo cho kAraNa ke guNI vinA guNa kyAMya rahetA nathI. guNane namaskAra eTale guNIne namaskAra. samyaktva eTale nava tattvanI ruci. nava tattvanI ruci eTale zuM ? nava tattvamAM prathama tattva che jIva. e jIvane jANavo eTale zuM ? jIvanuM jevuM svarUpa che, tevuM svarUpa anubhavavAnI rUci jAge to ja tame sAcA arthamAM jIvatattva jANyuM, ema kahI zakAya. jIvatattvanI paranI AvI ruci na jANavAthI ja samyagdarzana thatuM nathI. samyagdarzana AvatAM ja anAdikALanI bhramaNAo tUTI jAya che. samyagdarzana AvatAM ja vyavahArathI kudevAdino tyAga karyo paNa Akho laukika bhAva tyAga karavAno che. samikata AvyuM pachI dehamAM Atmabuddhi TaLe, AtmAmAM Atmabuddhi jAge, to lokottara sakita maLe. sakita ApatI vakhate dravya samyakRtatvano Aropa karIne ApavAmAM Ave che. ema samajIne ke bhaviSyamAM samakita meLavI leze. zAhukArane e 74 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ vizvAsathI ja lona apAya che ne? ATalA odhA karyA toya ThekANuM na paDavuM tenuM kAraNa zuM? meM kahyuMH samyagadarzanano sparza nathI thayo mATe jina-bhakti ane jIvamaitrI jIvanamAM na AvI. samyaguSTi jIva saMsAramAM rahe kharo, paNa manamAM saMsAra nA rahe tapelA lokhaMDanA goLA para paga mUkavA paDe to mANasa kevI rIte mUke? te rIte samyagudRSTi saMsAranI pravRttio karato hoya che. samAdhi 14 samAdhinuM pArsala maLI zakatuM nathI. te aMdarathI utpana karavI paDe che. vihAramAM bIjA pAse rahelo pANIno ghaDo ApaNane kAma lAgI zake ? ApaNI pAse hoya to ja ghaDo kAma lAge, tema ApaNI aMdara ja samAdhinA saMskAro paDyA hoya to kAma lAge. vihAramAM bIjAno ghaDo paNa kadAca kAma lAgI zake, paNa samAdhi bIjAnI kAma na lAge. e to jAte ja UbhI karavI paDe. satata apramatta rahevuM e ja sAdhanAno sAra che. jIvanamAM satata apramatta rahenAro ja mRtyu samaye apramatta rahI zake che. apramatta avasthA eTale jAgRtimaya avasthA ! mRtyu samaye saMpUrNa jAgRti hoya to ja mRtyu jItI zakAya, mRtyumAM samAdhi rAkhI zakAya. jo mRtyunI kSaNa cUkyA to badhuM ja cUkyA! mRtyunI kSaNe samAdhi rAkhavAnI kaLA rAdhAvedhanI kaLA karatAM paNa muzkela che, e bhUlazo nahi. A eka bhava sudharI jAya, ekavAra mAtra samAdhimRtyu maLI jAya to bhavobhava sudharI jAya. zarTamAM paheluM eka baTana barAbara nakhAI jAya to bAkInAM baTana barAbara ja AvavAnAM. eka baTana ADuMavaLuM nakhAI gayuM to badhAM ja baTana ADA-avaLAM ja nakhAI javAnAM. A eka bhava barAbara to bhavobhava barAbara. A eka bhava kharAba to bhavobhava kharAba. samAdhi saune maLo kAraNa ke mArA bhagavAnano manoratha siddha thAya, evuM kayo bhakta na icche ? samyakatva - amUlya tattva 75
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________________ hAjara 11. nizcaya-vyavahAraubhayama zvetAMbara saMgha vyavahAra pradhAna che. nizcaya batAvavAnI cIja nathI. svayaM pragaTa thanArI che. mATe zvetAMbara pAse dhyAna nathI ema nahIM mAnatA, cAritra hoya tyAM dhyAna hoya ja. dezaviratine alpamAtrAmAM hoya. vyavahAra vinA ApaNe nizcaya pAmI zakatA nathI. vyavahAra kAraNa che nizcaya kArya che. eka vAta samajI lo. bhaktanI bhASA alaga hoya che, tArkikonI bhASA alaga hoya che. tArkiko kaheze : bhagavAna kaMI karatA nathI. deva-guru pasAya vyavahArathI tame bolo cho, paNa haiyAthI bolo cho? mahAna naiyAyika yazovijayajI stavanomAM kevA parama bhaktarUpe dekhAya che? che kyAMya tarkanI gaMdha? che kyAMya tarkanAM tophAna? mAro hAtha pakaDIne TheTha mokSanagare bhagavAna mUke che. AvA udgAro bhakta sivAya koNa kADhI zake ? bilADI jema baccAne surakSita sthAne mUke che, tema bhagavAna bhaktane mokSamAM mUke che, evo bhaktano gADha vizvAsa hoya che. bhagavAna bhale vitarAga che, paNa sAthe patitane pAvana karanArA, zaraNAgatanI rakSA karanArA che, e bhUlavAnuM nathI. nizcayathI samyakatva nahIM maLe tyAM sudhI dehAdhyAsa nahi TaLe, zarIramAM Atmabuddhi nahIM TaLe, atyAre to ApaNe zarIramAMthI UMcA nathI AvatA. AtmAnI to vAta ja kyAM karavI? AvuM nizcaya samyakatva AvyA pachI sarvaviratino bhAva satata rahe, na rahe to zrAvakapaNuM to ThIka, samyakatva paNa na Take. vyavahAranI zraddhA vyavahAramAM kAma lAge. nizcayanI zraddhA nizcayamAM kAma zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ lAge, vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM javuM joIe. taLAvamAM tarI karIne niSNAta banyA pachI ja dariyAmAM kUdavuM joIe. sIdhA ja nizcayamAM chalAMga nizcayAbhAsa banI rahe, pramAda poSaka banI rahe evA ghaNAM dAkhalA joyA che. samyakatva ane jJAna bhavAMtaramAM sAthe Ave che. cAritra nahIM, mATe ja samyakatva ane jJAnane evA daDha banAvIe ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe Ave. jo tame jinamatane icchatA ho to vyavahAranizcaya baMnemAMthI ekeyano tyAga nahi karatA. vyavahArathI zubha pariNAma jAge, jJAnAvaraNIya Adino kSayopazama thAya. caityavaMdanAdi vidhi cAritramAM pariNAma pedA karanArI che. vidhi dvArA ja huM sAdhu thayo chuM evo bhAva jAge. vyavahAranA pAlanathI bhAva che te nizcaya rUpa che, utpanna thAya che. vyavahAra choDo to tIrtha jAya. nizcaya choDo to tattva jAya. tIrtha kalevara che; tattva prANa che. prANahIna kalevaranI kiMmata nathI tema kalevara vinA prANo rahI zakatA nathI. vyavahAra ja nizcayane prApta karAve che. nizcayanuM kAraNa bane te ja vyavahAra. vyavahAranI sApekSatA jALavI rAkhe te ja nizcaya. koIe mane gRhasthapaNAmAM kherAgaDhamAM) kAnajInuM pustaka ApIne kahyuM: AmAM kharuM adhyAtma che vAMcajo. pustaka kholatAM ja aMdara jovA maLyuM: upAdAna ja mukhya che. nimitta arkiMcikara vyartha che. meM tarata ja mUkI dIdhuM ne pelAne kahyuM: A adhyAtma nathI. huM badhA sAdhu sAdhvIjIne jaNAvavA mAMgu chuM; jyAM devagurunI bhakti na hoya tevA koI anuSThanamAM sAcuM adhyAtma che, ema mAnazo nahi. bIje vRkSa anatatAre, prasare bhU-javayoga." pU. devacaMdrajI tema ApaNe paNa bhagavAnano saMyoga pAmIne anaMta banI zakIe. nizcaya-vyavahAra-ubhayama
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________________ bIjane jamIna-pANI vagere na maLe to potAnI meLe vRkSa na banI zake tema jIva ekalo ja ziva na banI zake. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. jJAnasAranI pahelAM yogazAstranAM 4 prakAza karAvatA. sAdhanA haMmezAM kramazaH ja thaI zake. yogazAstranA 4 prakAza vyavahArapradhAna che. jJAnasAra nizcayapradhAna che. vyavahApradhAna banyA pachI ja nizcayapradhAna banI zakAya. taLAvamAM taryA pachI ja dariyAmAM taravA kUdI zakAya. taLAva vyavahAra che, samudra nizcaya che. nizcayaSTi . "o me sAlo appA !" A zuddha nizcaya nayanuM jJAna mohanuM mULa kApe che. AvI bhAvanAthI ApaNuM Atmatva jAgI UThe che. bakarInI jema beM beM karato siMha have garjI UThe che, ene thAya che : huM eTale parama, pAmara nahi, huM eTale siMha, bakarI nahi. evI garjanA sAMbhaLatAM ja sau prathama bharavADa [moha] bhAge. pachI bakarIo [bIjI karma-prakRtio] paNa bhAge. chatAM nizcaya AvatAM vyavahAra choDI devAnI bhUla ghaNA loko karatA hoya che. A bahu ja lapasaNo mArga che mATe ja upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje Thera Thera enI sAme lAla battI dharIne potAnI utkRSTa gItArthanA siddha karI che. eka bAju 14 pUrvI che. ne bIjI bAju eka AtmAne jaNanAro che. AtmAne jaNanAro, 14 pUrvI jeTalI ja karma-nirjarA karI zake. banne zrutakevaLI gaNAya. 14 pUrvI bheda nayathI ne AtmajJAnI abheda nayathI zrutakevaLI gaNAya. samayasAranA A padArtho khoTA nathI, paNa enA adhikArI apramatta muni che. bAhyatapanI mAre koI jarUra nathI. mane AtmA maLI gayo che evuM vicArI vyavahAra kadI choDatA nahi. nahi to ubhaya bhraSTa banI javAze. nizcaya maLaze nahi ne vyavahAra cAlyo jaze. vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM praveza ka2vAno che. taLAva taravAmAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja dariyo tarI zakAya. sIdhA ja nizcayapradhAna graMtho vAMcavA lAgazo to unmArge cAlyA jazo. nizcayanaya pramAdIne bahu 78 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ ja game. AvA mANaso nizcayanaya dvArA pramAdanuM poSaNa ja karaze. tapa vagerethI dUra ja raheze. joke A nizcayanayanI vAto che. vyavahArano kriyAkAMDa e nizcayanayane ja poSanAro che. paNa muzkelI e che ke ApaNe nizcayane sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. eTale ja saMthArA porasImAM roja zuddha Atmadravyane yAda karavAnuM jJAnIonuM pharamAna che. vuivAnaMda mAtmA phUga mujhe paradravya se koI lenA-denA nahIM / parabhAva kA maiM kartA-bhoktA nahIM TUM" Ama bola-bola kare, paNa jIvanamAM kAMI nahi! zuSkatA - jevo Avo koro nizcaya tArI na zake. e mAtra tamArA pramAdane poSI zake. pramAda-poSaka nizcayathI haMmezAM sAvadhAna rahejo. nahi to anyanA anuSThAnano apaloDa karazo. mAravADamAM eka mAjI sAmAyika karatAM'tAM. bAraNAM khullAM hovAthI kUtaro aMdara Avyo. AMgaNe mUkelI goLanI bhilI khAvA lAgyo. mAjInI najara gaI. na rahevAyuM. paNa sAmAyikamAM bolAya zI rIte ? chatAM bolI UThyAM "sAmAyikamAM samatAbhAva, guDa kI bhelI kuttA khAya; jo boluM to sAmAyika jAya, nahi boluM to kuttA khAya..." AvI rIte ghaNA sAmAyika Adi kriyAkAMDanI ThekaDI uDADatA hoya che, paNa teo jANatA nathI ke AvA sAmAyiko paNa dhIredhIre AgaLa vadhAranArA banI zake che. "paranI apekSA raheze tyAM sudhI duHkha rahevAnuM." AvuM huM jyAre kahuM tyAre tamArA manamAM kadAca ema paNa thAya; bhagavAnanI apekSA paNa paranI ja apekSA che ne? paNa yAda rahe; ahIM parathI para-pudgala levAnA che, prabhune nahi, kAraNa ke prabhu para nathI, ApaNI ja parama cetanAno AviSkAra che. satyadRSTi : nizcayadaSTie potAnI pUrNatA para vizvAsa na karavo te mithyAta che. potAne apUrNa mAnavuM te mithyAtva che. ApaNe svayaMne apUrNa mAnIne dIna banIe chIe. pUrNatA tarapha najara jAya to dInatA zAnI rahe? nizcayathI svayaMne pUrNa juo. vyavahArathI svayaMne apUrNa juo. svayaMne apUrNa jozo, karmothI gherAyelA jozo to ja karmo hAvavA prayatno zarU thaze. nizcaya-vyavahAra-ubhayama apUrNa jozo, koIka juo. vyavahanatA zAnI rahe
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________________ pahelethI ja pUrNarUpe svayaMne jozo to karmo haThAvavAno puruSArtha zI rIte thaI zakaze? eTale ja pahelAM vyavahAramAM niSNAta banIne pachI nizcayamAM javAnuM ApaNI che kArakazaktio sadAkALathI anAvRtta che. jyAM sudhI ApaNe tene mukti mArge vALatA nathI tyAM sudhI te saMsAra-mArge vaLatI ja rahe che. eno artha e thayo ke ApaNI ja zaktiothI ApaNA duHkhamaya saMsAranuM sarjana thaI rahyuM che. have jo ApaNe jAgI jaIe to e ja zaktio dvArA sukhamaya mukti tarapha prayANa karI zakIe. A tattva AjanA jIvo samajatA nathI. samajAvavA besIe to paNa samajavA taiyAra nathI hotA. badhuM havAmAM UDI jatuM hoya tema lAge che chatAM huM nirAza nathI thato, kAraNa ke mane to ekAnta lAbha ja che. mAro svAdhyAya thAya che. sAco upAya: je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, jogamAyA te jANI re ! zuddha dravya-guNa-paryAya dayAne, ziva dIye prabhu saparaNI re." maho. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : ghaNI lAMbIpahoLI yoganI jaMjALa rahevA do. kyAMka emAM aTavAI jazo. zuddha dravya-guNa-paryAyanA dhyAnathI prabhunuM abheda dhyAna dharo bhagavAna tamane parANe mokSa Apaze. are.. tamArI aMdara ja mokSa pragaTa thaze. gRhasthajIvanamAM mArI paNa eka vakhata bhramaNA hatI. ahIM ja dhyAna lAgI jAya che. pachI dikSAnI jarUra zI? paNa jyAre jANavA maLyuMH ApaNA nimitte jyAM sudhI cha kAyanA jIvonAM jIvana-maraNo thatAM rahe tyAM sudhI ApaNAM janma-maraNo nahi aTake. nizcaya aMdara pragaTa thatI cIja che. vyavahAra bahAra pragaTa thatI cIja che. zuddha vyavahArathI aMdarano nizcaya jaNAya che. koI mAtra nizcayanI vAto kare, paNa vyavahAramAM kArya dvArA koI pragaTa na dekhAtuM hoya to e vAto mAtra ja kahevAze. nimitta zuM che? jIva para dravya, kSetrAdinI asara paDe che. jIvanI pudgalo para ne pudgalonI jIva para asara paDatI ja hoya che. A vizvano niyama che. dravya, zI vApUbodha o
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________________ kSetra, kALa, bhAva, bhavane AzrayIne ja karmo udayamAM Ave che. atyAre badhAne udharasa AvI rahI che. tenuM kAraNa maracAnA pudgalo che. bhale e dekhAtA nathI, paNa udharasAdithI e jaNAya che. ApaNAmAM taravAnI zakti che, tema arihaMtamAM tAravAnI zakti che tema mAno cho? arihaMta vinA tame bIjA koInA AlaMbane tarI zako? paththara khAIne peTa bharI zakAya to prabhu vinA tarI zakAya. paththara khAIne to haju paNa peTa kadAca bharI zakAya, paNa prabhu vinA tarI na ja zakAya. Aja sudhI koI tarI zakyuM nathI. _| ApaNuM koI paNa kArya bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja siddha thaze, eTaluM sadA mATe tame noMdhI rAkhazo. temAM nizcaya - vyavahAra bane che. bhagavAnanI kRpAe vyavahAra che, siddha thavuM e nizcaya che. ekalA vyavahArathI ke ekalA nizcayathI muktimArge na cAlI zakAya. A vAta paganA akasmAta pachI mane sArI rIte samajAI. jamaNo paga taiyAra hato, paNa DAbo paga taiyAra na thAya tyAM sudhI cAlavuM zI rIte ? banne paga barAbara hoya to ja calAya, nizcaya-vyavahAra bane hoya to ja muktimArge calAya, ema mane barAbara samajAvavA ja jANe A ghaTanA AvI paDI ! bhagavAnanA dareka guNo zaktirUpe ApaNI aMdara paNa paDelA ja che. bhagavAnamAM e vyaktirUpe che. zaktirUpe rahelA guNo vyaktirUpe karavA e ja sAdhanAno sAra che. ekanI rakama rokaDa che. bIjAnI rakama udhArImAM che. siddhonuM aizvaryA rokaDuM che. ApaNuM udhArImAM phasAI gayeluM che. karmasattA e aizvarya dabAvI dIdhuM che. pAMca indriyonA sukha khAtara ApaNe AtmAnuM saMpUrNa sukha moharAjAne tyAM gIrave mUkI dIdhuM che. eka divasanA AnaMda mATe anaMtagaNuM duHkha svIkArI lIdhuM ! "ii hina rUDha I kira hararoga saunA " nayasAkSepa svarUpa saMgrahanavathI ApaNe siddha chIe e vAta kharI, paNa vyavahAramAM A na cAle. chAsamAM ghI che, e vAta kharI, paNa chAsane kApo ke bALo to ghI maLe kharuM? eTale ja A kakSAmAM tame tamArI jAtane siddha mAnI lo ne soEnI sAdhanA pakaDIne bhagavAnane choDI do to cAle? sAdhanAnA prAraMbha mATe sau prathama bhagavAna joIe. "soDa nahi, "dAsoDahaMnI sAdhanA joIe. nizcaya-vyavahAra-ubhayama 81
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________________ ApaNI tapAsa ApaNe jAte karavAnI che. koI uttama cIjano rasa evo kharo ke mane enA vagara na cAle ? evuM AtmAne kadI pUchyuM che, prabhu bhaktino rasa che ? Agamano rasa che ? ATalI kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI bIjo hIna rasa rAkhIe to durgatimAM javuM paDe. ApaNe upakAra karIe topaNa garvita nathI thavAnuM ! upakAra karIe to ja RNamukta banI zakIe. A sivAya anaMta RNamAMthI mukta thavAno anya koI ja mArga nathI. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ke AkAzAstikAyano AtmA sAtheno saMbaMdha bAdhaka nathI. paraMtu upakAraka che. siddhone paNa AkAzAdino saMbaMdha che. paNa pudgalano saMbaMdha vicitra che. te sAdhaka paNa bane, bAdhaka paNa bane. mATe ja pugalonA saMbaMdhothI cetavAnuM che. "have AtmA para dhyAna kendrita karo. zarIrasaMbaMdhI vicAra choDI AtmAne lakSa banAvo." huM kAMI ArAdhanA karI zakato nathI. e nirAzAjanaka vAta bhUlI utsAha pragaTAvo...'' AtmA svayaM jAgRta lakSaNayukta che. * 82 mAca sAta ajJAna (1) huM sarvopari caitanyano aMza chuM. te huM jANato nathI. (2) huM ahaMmAM purAyela chuM, te huM jANato nathI. (3) mane nAma-rUpa khUba game che, paNa vastutaH te ja du:khadAyI che, te huM jANato nathI. (4) dRzyamAna jagata ja mane sAcuM lAge che. (5) adRzyamAna vizva kevuM haze ? teno huM kadI vicAra karato nathI. ? (6) huM zarIra chuM e ja khyAlamAM huM rAcato rahuM chuM. (7) jagatanA jIvonI sAthe mAro saMbaMdha huM judo mAnuM chuM. - zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ : 12 jainadarzananI maulikatA - sarvajJa paramAtmAnI parArthatA e maulika che. paropakAranI parAkASThA hovAne kAraNe ja bhagavAnane tevI zakti maLe che. "darza bhAvanA vacce siddhirmavati tAdazI" e badhAMne yAda che ja. jevI bhAvanA hoya tevuM kArya siddha thAya che. kharAba bhAvanAvALAne prakRti paNa madada nathI karatI, paNa zubha bhAvanAvALAne prakRti madada kare che. kharAba bhAvanAvALAne prakRti madada kare to jagata narakAgAra banI jAya. AvA viziSTa koTInA puNyano saMcaya bhagavAne zI rIte karyo? evA praznano javAba enI paropakAranI parAkASThAmAM rahelo che. vyaktigata bhagavAnano anugraha bhale temanA tIrtha sudhI cAle paNa Ahatya to sarva kSetramAM sarvakALamAM sarvadA upakAra karI ja rahyuM che. - caityano artha pratimA kaI rIte karyo che? te samajavA jevuM che. juo : caityani pratimA nakSane maryacetyani ! AnA racayitA haribhadrasUrijI Agama puruSa che. emanI vAta tame anyathA na karI zako. caitya zabda kema banyo che ? te paNa temaNe kholyuM che. "caitya eTale citta. teno bhAva athavA karma te caitya. 'vadrakanvei: " pANini 5-1-123 sUtrathI thanuM pratyaya lAgatAM cittanuM "caitya" banyuM che. eTale ke arihaMta paramAtmAnI pratimA cittanI prazasta samAdhi utpana karanArI che. je loko "caitya"no artha jJAna, vRkSa ke sAdhu kare che, teo pAse na koI AdhAra che, na koI paraMparA che ! mAtra potAnA matanI siddhi mATe ja caityanA citravicitra arthe teo dvArA karavAmAM Ave che. jainadarzananI maulikatA 83
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________________ yogyatA AvyA pachI dharma AvatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. guru game tyAMthI AvI ja jAya. na Ave to devo paNa veSa ApI de. raNasaMgrAmamAM ajitasena rAjAne vairAgya thayo to devaoe veSa Apelo. joke topaNa pUrvajanmamAM guru bhagavAna vagere kAraNa kharA ja. vanaspatimAM jIvato hamaNAM jagadIzacaMdra bojhe kahyuM tyAre vijJAne mAnyuM. paNa vijJAna hajI kyAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyumAM jIva mAne che ? e mATenA jagadIzacaMdra bojho thavAnA hajI bAkI che ? te kaheze tyAre vijJAna mAnaze. paNa ApaNe eTalI vATa jovAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe to sarvajJa bhagavAna vaijJAnika che ja. emaNe kaheluM ApaNe satya mAnIne cAlIe, e ApaNA mATe hitakara che. zAstrAnusArI anuyogaH zruta-anusAra navi cAlI zakIe suguru tathAvidha navi maLe re, kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe e vikhavAda citta saghaLe re... Ama svayaM pUrva mahApuruSo bolatA hoya tyAre huM ja zAstrAnusArI bIjA mithyAtvI', ema to koI mUDha ja bolI zake. pUrvakALamAM lakhavAnI jarUra nahotI paDatI. gurudvArA bolAyeluM ziSyane yAda rahI jatuM. lakhavAnI jarUra to buddhi ghaTI tyArathI ja paDI. vadhu pustako e ghaTI gayelI buddhinI nizAnI che. anuyoga (1) dravyAnuyoga samyagudarzana nirmaLa kare. dravya-guNa paryAya jANavAthI AtmAdi padArtho viSe niHzaMka ane sthira banAya che. AtmAdi padArtho jaNAvavA mATe ke kIrti mATe zIkhyA, paNa potA mATe jarAya na zIkhyA. A dIpaka samyakatva kahevAya. abhaNa jevA rahyA ApaNe. bhedajJAna pAmavA mATe A tattvajJAna zIkhavAnuM che. jIvonuM svarUpa jANavAthI svadharma jaNAya che ne tethI sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI sadhAya che. A 84 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ mATe ja jIvavicAra Adi bhaNavAnA che. jIvonAM bheda, karma, gati ke jAtinAM kAraNe paDe che. cetanAnI apekSAe koI bheda nathI. eTale pahelA jIvonI ekatA paNa (abheda) manamAM hovI ja joIe. hinda mahAsAgara, arabIsAgara ke baMgALano akhAta vagere sAgaranA bhedo jANatI vakhate e vastu khyAlamAM rahevI joIe ke sAgararUpe badhA eka che. mAtra bhaugolika sthitinA kAraNe nAma alaga che. (2) gaNitAnuyoga jJAna mATe; ekAgratAthI jJAna vadhe (3) caraNakaraNAnuyoga cAritra mATe (jI kathAnuyoga traNeyanuM phaLa che. AthI jIva virAdhanAthI bace. ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe. jeno para thatA AkSepo sAMbhaLIne zraddhALu besI na rahe, pratisAda kare. Aje koI kahe: "jainadarzanamAM dhyAnayoga nathI." to ApaNe sAMbhaLIne besI rahIe ne ethIe AgaLa vadhIne ApaNAmAMnA keTalAka ToLe vaLIne emanI zibiromAM paNa jAya. paNa haribhadrasUrijI AvI zithila zraddhAvALA nahotA. emaNe ekeka AkSepakArInI barAbara khabara laI nAkhI che. jainadarzana pratyenI emanI zraddhA khUba ja agAdha hatI. cintana upayogI kyAre bane? satuzAstromAM tattvanuM nirUpaNa hoya che. gurugama vaDe te rahasyo khUle che. tenuM ciMtana jIvane upayogI che. kyAre? jo te sAdhaka ekAMtamAM che to AtmabhAvamAM sthira thAya che ane vyavahAramAM che to mananA vicArane, vANInA vyApArane zArIrika kriyAne tattvamaya rAkhe che, arthAt azubha ho ke zubha tene nathI zoka ke harSa. te to AtmAmAM saMtuSTa che. jo A yogomAM te jAgRta nathI to tenI tattvadRSTi zuSka che. je bhavasAgara taravAmAM prayojanabhUta banatI nathI. varasAda sarakho ja paDe che. tamArA maTakA pramANe ja tame pANI bharI zako. varasAda sarakho ja paDe che. tame khetaramAM je vAvo tene ugADe. ghauM hoya ke bAjarI ! bAvaLa hoya ke AMbA ! pANIne koI pakSapAta nathI. bhagavAnanI vANIne paNa koI pakSapAta nathI. tamArI yogyatA pramANe te jainadarzananI maulikatA
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________________ pariName. bhojana taraphathI svayaM kartutva bhale gauNa hoya. kAraNa ke bhojana banAvavAnI, cAvavAnI, pacAvavAnI badhI ja kriyA ApaNe ja karI che. bhojana potAnA taraphathI saMpUrNa niSkriya che chatAM bhojane ja tRpti ApI evuM ApaNe nathI mAnatA? bhojana ane pANI vageremAM nimittanI mahattA svIkArIe chIe, mAtra bhagavAnamAM A vAta svIkAratA nathI. bhagavAna bhale svayaM taraphathI niSkriya che, chatAM ApaNA mATe e ja mukhya che. bhojana sivAya tame paththara vagerethI bhUkha na bhAMgI zako. pANI sivAya tame peTrola vagerethI tarasa na chipAvI zako. bhagavAna vinA tame anyathI abhaya Adi na pAmI zako. 16 eka samartha mahApuruSamAM jeTalI zakti pragaTa thaI che. teTalI zakti sAmAnya manuSyamAM paNa hoya che. paraMtu e samartha puruSoe bhautika jagatanA pralobhanomAM veDaphAI jatI zaktione aTakAvI Atma-phuraNA vaDe parama tattvamAM joDI ane tene pragaTa karI. jyAre sAmAnya manuSyanI zaktio jamInamAM bIja ropyA pachI jaLasiMcana ke khAtara nahi ApelA asaMkurita bIja jevI thaI jAya che. vIkharAyelAM phUlo sAcavI zakAtAM nathI, vIkharAI jAya che. vIkharAyelAM phUlone sAcavavAM hoya to mALA banAvavI paDe. puSpamALAne tame sukhapUrvaka kaMThamAM dhAraNa karI zako. bhagavAnanAM verAyelAM vacanapuSponI gaNadhara bhagavAnoe mALA banAvI che, jene Aje ApaNe Agama kahIe chIe. Agama eTale tIrthakaroe verelAM vacana-puSpomAMthI gaNadharoe banAvelI mALA ! tame muzkelIthI gocarI lAvo ne maMgAvanAra vApare nahi to tamane keTaluM duHkha thAya? gaNadharoe ATalA parizramathI Agamo gUMthyA, pUrvAcAryoe TUMkAvyA, gurudevoe upadezyA ne ApaNe e pramANe jIvIe nahi, jIvavA prayatna karIe nahi, prayatna karavAnuM duHkha paNa rAkhIe nahi to te mahApuruSone keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ? sarva jIvanA hitanI ciMtanabhAvanA AzravathI dUra thAo. 86 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ saMsAramAM anAsakta thAo. A ja eka mAtra prabhunI mukhya AjJA che. samyagadarzana AvatAM ja vicAromAM ekadama spaSTatA AvI jAya che ne koI paNa kArya karatAM pahelAM te vicAre che. A mArA bhagavAnanI AjJA che? AjJAmAM chuM ke AjJAthI bahAra chuM? jinAgama amRta che. enuM pAna kare te amara banI jAya. A kALamAM Atma-kalyANa karavuM hoya to Agama abhyAsa karavo ja rahyo. AgamanA abhyAsathI viSayanuM viSa nahi caDe. amRta pInArane viSano bhaya kevo? caMDakoriyAnA viSanI bhagavAnane kyAM asara thaI hatI? bhagavAna prema-amRtanA sAgara hatA. jinAgama tame bhagavAna bhagavAna kaho cho; Agama, AgamanI vAto karo cho, paNa A ja bhagavAna che, A ja emanA Agamo che enI khAtarI zI? evA savAlo ghaNA buddhizALIo uThAvatA hoya che. teo kahe che : A Agamo to bhagavAna pachI 1000 varSe lakhAyA. AmAM bhagavAnanuM zuM rahyuM? paNa temane khabara nathI ke Agama lakhanArA mahApuruSo atyaMta bhavabhIru hatA. eka akSara paNa AghopAcho nahi karanArA hatA. kyAMka alaga pATha jovA maLe to lakhe : jJati pAThAntaram | pUjyazrI, pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajIne pUchatA : saddaguru kaI rIte oLakhavA? teo kahetA : je sadgurunAM nAma sAMbhaLatAM svayaM gagada thaI jAya te svayaM saddaguru jANavA. te sadguru badhuM ja ApI zake che. grahaNa karanAre potAnI mAnyatAothI khAlI thavAnI jarUra che. grahaNa karanAranI kaMI paNa apekSA haze to gurunI sahaja pradAnazaktinI dhAro aTakI jaze. eka paNa jIva na hoI zake ke jene sadguru vagara mArga maLyo hoya. moha haTAvavA guru kRpA joIe. jainadarzananI maulikatA. 19
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________________ 13. upadezanuM amRtapAna jANo cho pahelAM kyAM hatA! be hajAra sAgaropama pahelAM ApaNe niyamA ekendriyamAM ja hatA. A ApaNo itihAsa che. anaMtakALa pahelAM niyamA anaMtakAyamAM hatA. bAdara vanaspatimAM vadhu vakhata rahI zakIe tema nathI. pRthvI vagere ekendriyane asaMkhya avasarpiNI, utsarpiNI ja rAkhI zake, vadhAre nahi. anaMtakALanI suvidhAmAtra nigodamAM ja che. "ame to evI AzAmAM hatA ke tame mokSamAM jazo ne amane kADhazo. paNa tame to pAchA ahIMnA ahIM AvI gayA." Ama nigodanA ApaNA jUnA sAthIdAro ApaNI avyaktarIte majAka karaze. jyAre pharI nigodamAM ApaNe jaIzuM tyAre 15 durlabha padArtho. 1. trapaNuM 2. paMcendriyatna 3. manuSyatva 4. Adiza. 5. uttamakULa 6. uttamajAti 7. rUpasamRddhi - paMcendriya pUrNatA 8. baLa-sAmarthya. 9. jIvanaAyuSya 10. vijJAna-viziSTa buddhi 11. samyakatva 12. zAstro 13. kSAyikabhAva 14. kevaLajJAna 15. mokSa. A durlabha 15 padArtho. atyAre ApaNane mAtra traNa ja khUTe che. 1. kSAyika bhAva 2. kevaLajJAna 3. mokSa. samayanuM vaheNa avirata cheH rastAmAM tame vadhu vakhata rokAI na zako yA to upara jAva yA to nIce. sarvatranigoda che upara mokSa che. baMne sthaLe anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAnI sagavaDa che. manuSyAdinA janmo rastA paranAM sTezano che. sTezana para ghara bAMdhavAnI bhUla karatA nahi. 88 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ guNonI prApti ane surakSA bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja thAya che. bhagavAnanI saMpUrNa AjJA gRhasthAvAsamAM paLAtI nathI. hiMsA satata cAlu rahe che. AthI dhyAnamAM ekAgratA AvatI nathI. mATe cAritra jarUrI che. je bhogavatAM saMkaleza thAya te pApa, saMkleza na thAya te puNya, gRhasthane to paLe paLe saMkaleza che. sau prathama gRhasthane paisA joIe paisAnI koI khANa nathI. vepAra, khetI ke majUrI badhe ja sakhata mahenata karavI paDe che. ahIM saMkaleza nathI thato ? paisA kamAtAM saMkaleza na thato hoya, azAMti na ja thatI hoya, evuM koI kahI zakaze ! saMkaleza hoya tyAM duHkha ema tame ja kahyuM to gRhasthane pApano udaya kharo ke nahi ? na pU. bhadraMkara vijayajI paMnyAsajIe kaheluM : koI bAbata mATe ciMtA nahi karavI. kevaLIe joyuM che te ja thaI rahyuM che. ApaNe kevaLIthI paNa moTA chIe ? emanAthI anyathA thavuM joIe, evuM vicAranArA ApaNe koNa ? saMsAranuM sukha Aropita che. koI paNa vastumAM iSTa-aniSTanI kalpanA avidyAjanya che. kharekhara koI paNa vastu sukha ke duHkha ApanAra nathI. ApaNI avidyA tyAM sukha ke duHkhanuM AropaNa kare che. Ane Aropita sukha kahevAya. A rIte sAtAvedanIya janya sukha paNa jJAnInI najare sukha nathI, paNa duHkhanuM ja bIjuM svarUpa che. je tamane avyAbAdha Atmika sukhathI aTakAve te sukhane (vedanIyajanya sukhane) sAruM kaI rIte gaNI zakAya ? tamArA kroDa rUpiyA dabAvIne koI mAtra 5-10 rUpiyA ApIne tamane rAjI karavA mathe to tame rAjI thAva ? ahIM ApaNe vedanIya karme ApelA sukhathI rAjI thaI rahyA chIe ! jJAnIonI najare ApaNe ghaNAM dayanIya chIe. pramAda mITho lAge che, bahu ja mITho ! je mITho lAge tene dUra karavo muzkela hoya che. sugarakoTeDa jhera che A pramAda ! citranuM mahoruM paherIne AvanAro zatru che A pramAda. ene oLakhavAmAM caudapUrvI paNa thApa khAI gayA che. zatru hovA chatAM pramAda eTalo mITho lAge ke guru paNa enI pAse kaDavA lAge, eTale samajI levAnuM ke ahita khUba ja najIka che. upadezanuM amRtapAna 89
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________________ pramAdanI bhayaMkaratAne jANo puruSArthamAM rUkAvaTa karanAra pramAda che. tamane konA para vizvAsa? pramAda para ke puruSArtha para ? zatru hovA chatAM pramAdane khUba paMpALyo. mitra hovA chatAM dharma-puruSArthanI kAyama upekSA ja karI che. 24 kalAkamAM pramAda keTalo? puruSArtha keTalo? puruSArtha hoya topaNa e kaI bAbata aMge hoya? avaLI dizAno puruSArtha to ghaNo karyo. kSaNe kSaNe 7 karmo to ApaNe bAMdhIe ja chIe. te zubha bAMdhavA che ke azubha ? hamaNAM ja bhagavatIsUtramAM AvyuM. pramAda kyAMthI Avyo ? mana-vacana-kAyAthI. yoga kyAMthI? zarIrathI. zarIra kyAMthI? jIvanA ajJAnathI AvyuM. A jIva ja sarvano mULAdhAra che. enI zaktine jagavo. e sUtelo siMha che. jAgyA pachI koI enI sAme nA TakI zake. "A karavuM, A nahi, ItyAdi jhINI jhINI vAtono upadeza eTale Apyo che ke ApaNe vakra ane jaDa chIe. naTano niSedha karyo hoya to naTInuM nATaka jonArA ane vaLI pAchA preraka gurune toDanArA ApaNe chIe! jeTalI vakratA, jaDatA vadhu teTalo vidhiniSedhano upadeza vadhu. mANasa jeTalo jaMgalI ane asabhya, kAyadA-kAnUna teTalA ja vadhu. vadhatA jatA kAyadA, mANasanI vadhatI jatI asabhyatAne batAve che. vikAsane nahi zarIramAM koI paNa bhAgamAM vAge, darda ApaNane thAya, samagrarUpe thAya. kAraNake AkhuM zarIra eka che, tema jIvAstikAyarUpe ApaNe eka chIe. AtmA asaMkhya pradezI che, tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradeza che. jIvAstikAya sarva jIvono saMgraha che. eka paNa jIva bAkAta rahe tyAM sudhI jIvAstikAya na ja kahevAya, vaLI eka jIvano eka pradeza bAkI rahe tyAM sudhI jIvAstikAya paNa na kahevAya, A jIvAstikAya eka che. jIvAstikAyanuM svarUpaH dravyathI anaMta jIvadravya, kSetrathI lokAkAza vyApI, kALathI - nitya-anAdi anaMta, bhAvathI - arUpI varNAdirahita jIvAstikAyanuM lakSaNa : upayoga. upayoga, cetanA lakSaNathI jIva eka ja che, zrI klApUrNaprabodha
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________________ A bhaNyA vagara paDilehaNa, jayaNA vagere sAcA arthamAM na Ave. jyAM sudhI jIvAstikAyanAM A padArthane AtmasAt na karIe tyAM sudhI saMyama nahi pALI zakAya. eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya to jIvAstikAya na kahevAya, to ApaNe eka paNa jIvane ApaNI maitrImAMthI bAkAta rAkhIzuM to mokSa zI rIte maLaze? jIvarUpe ApaNe vyakticetanA chIe. jIvAstikAya rUpe ApaNe samaSTicetanA chIe. AthI ja ApaNe koI paNa jIvane sukhI ke duHkhI banAvavAnA prayatnathI ApaNe sukhI ke duHkhI banIe chIe. dehano tyAga eTalo ja mokSano artha nathI. kevaLajJAnIono paNa deha chUTe che. deha chUTavAnI sAthe karma choDI devAM te mokSa che. deha chUTavAnI sAthe viSaya-kaSAyanA saMskAra sAthe laI javA te maraNa che. abhigraho dhAravAthI sasta vadhe che. sudhAdi pariSaho sahavAnI zakti Ave che. ahaMkAra, mohamamatva Adi doSo TaLe che. Dagalene pagale zarIramAMthI azuci nIkaLe che. zarIranI zuddhi pANIthI thaI zake. AtmA paNa Dagalene pagale, gameteTalI kALajI rAkhavA chatAM azuddhithI kharaDAto rahe che. mATe ja IriyAvahiyaM dareka anuSThAna pUrve jarUrI che. vijJAna aNubomba AdithI mAravAnuM zIkhave che. dharma ane dharmAcArya jIvavAnuM ane jivADavAnuM zIkhave che. Ajano jamAno vicitra cheH mANasa svaye jIvavA mAMgato nathI, bIjAne jivADavA mAMgato nathI. bIjAne mAravAnA prayogo ApaNA ja mRtyune notare che. Aja bhavamAM paNa, macchara, kIDI vagere mAravAnI davA ? davA to jivADe, davA mAre? davA mAre to jivADaze koNa ? kIDI vagerene mAravAnA coka vagereno kadI bhUlamAM paNa prayoga nahi karatA. sUkSma jaMtune je. nukasAna kare te kaMIka aMze mAnavIne paNa nukasAna kare ja. AtmavizvAsa - je vizvAsa bhagavAna, guru para mUkavo joIe te vizvAsa ApaNe pramAda upadezanuM amRtapAna
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________________ para mUkI dIdho che. "Atma sAkSAtkAra karyA vinA nathI maravuM." Avo daDha nizcaya karo. jema zrAvakano manoratha dIkSA vinA maravuM nahi hoya tema sAdhuno manoratha AtmasAkSAtkArano hoya. AtmasAkSAtkAra eTale paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra! je kSaNe paramAtmA dekhAze te ja kSaNe AtmA dekhAze. mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM cAritra che?" tema kahenAro "mArA bhAgyamAM kyAM bhojana che?" tema kadI kema nathI kaheto? mAthuM pharI gayuM hoya te ja AgamamAM pheraphAra kare, ke pheraphAra karavAnI icchA kare. tamArI sAme to mAtra phonanuM bhUMgaLuM che, chatAM tame vyaktinI sAthe vAto karo cho, logassa navakAra, mUrti vagere paNa bhUMgaLAM che, je prabhunI sAthe ApaNane joDI Ape che, ekamAM yaMtranI zakti che, ekamAM maMtranI zakti. ApaNane gata kevuM dekhAya che. te jagata kevuM che? te nahi, paNa ApaNe kevA chIe te jaNAve che. jagata duSTa jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe duSTa chIe. jagata avyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe avyavasthita chIe. gata vyavasthita jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe vyavasthita chIe. jagata guNI jaNAtuM hoya to cokkasa ApaNe guNI chIe. "daSTi evI sRSTi emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. je vANIthI tame prabhu-guNa gAyA, stotro bolyA, navakAra bolyA e vANIthI tame kaDavuM bolazo? gALo bolazo ? jojo. mA zAradA risAI na jAya! zAradAno game teTalo jApa karo, paNa vANInI kaDavAza nahi choDo to zAradA nahIM rIjhe. apamAna thatuM hoya tyAM koNa Ave? mAtA rUpe zuM zuM che? varNamAtA: jJAnanI jananI. (varga = akSara) navakAramAtA: puNyanI jananI apravacanamAtAH dharmanI jananI tripadImAtA: dhyAnanI jananI che. (utpAda, vyaya, dhrauvya) cAreya mAtA maLIne ApaNane paramAtmAnA khoLAmAM mUkI de. mAtAe zrI kalAprabodha
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________________ taiyAra karIne tamane pitAne soMpyA, pitAe zikSakane soMpyA, pachI gurune soMpyA, gurue bhagavAnane ne bhagavAne sarva jIvone soMpyA. Ama tame akhila brahmAMDa sAthe joDAyA, tenAM mULamAM mAtA che. vepArI je divasa kamANI na thAya te divasa vAMjhiyo gaNe, tema je divase zubha bhAvanI | guNanI kamANI na thAya te divasane vAMjhiyo gaNajo. lokano sAra cAritra che. ene prApta karAvanAra samyagudarzana, samyagRjJAna che. enI zuddhi vadhe teTalo mokSa najIka Ave, azuddhi vadhe tema saMsAra vadhe. deva-gurunI kRpAthI jJAnAdi guNo pragaTa thAya, je ApaNAmAM ja paDyA hatA. gharamAM daTAyelo khajAno jema koI jANakAranA kahevAthI maLI Ave, tema devaguru dvArA ApaNI aMdara rahelo khajAno maLI Ave che. ApaNe bAhya khajAnA mATe phAMphA mArIe chIe, paNa e parizrama nakAmo javAno che. kAraNa ke viSayomAM, sattAmAM ke saMpattimAM kyAMya sukha ke AnaMda nathI ja. kharo AnaMda ApaNI aMdara ja che. tyAMthI ja e maLI zakaze. zarIra paNa jyAM chUTI javAnuM che, tyAM paisA vagerenI to vAta ja zI karavI? paisA vageremAMthI sukha zI rIte maLI zake ? aMdaranAM guNo ja kharuM dhana che. e ja kharo khajAno che. e maLI na jAya mATe moharAjA ApaNane IndriyonA pAzathI bAMdhI mUke che. kaSAyothI dUra raho: prabaLa kaSAyano abhAva te ja dharmanuM lakSaNa che. koInI sAthe kaTutAnI gAMTha bAMdhI levI te utkaTa kaSAyonI nizAnI che. pApabhIru ane dharmapriya, A be dharmanAM khAsa lakSaNo che. kAMya cUbhe ne pIDA thAya tema kaSAyothI pIDA thavI joIe. ApaNane kAMTA cUme che, paNa kaSAyo kyAM cUbhe che ? koIne tame eka ja vAra mAro ane tamAruM anaMta maraNo nizcita karo cho. kAraNa ke tame baMne eka ja cho. bIjAne mAro cho tyAre tame tamArA ja pagamAM kuhADo mAro cho. mArAthI jema mAro paga judo nathI, tema jagatanA jIvo paNa ApaNAthI judA nathI jIvArikAtharUpe ApaNe eka chIeAtmA. asaMkhya pradezI che, tema jIvAstikAya anaMta pradeza che. cAlavAthI kadI paga TUMkA thayA? Aja sudhI keTalA kilomITara cAlyA? upadezanuM amRtapAna
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________________ paga TUMkA thayA? AMkhathI keTaluM joyuM? AMkha TUMkI thaI? game teTaluM karo, zakti ghaTaze nahi. pratyuta vadhaze, paNa kAma nahi karo to zakti ghaTaze. phUlo cUMTavAnuM baMdha karo. kUvAmAMthI pANI levAnuM baMdha karo.... gAya dohavAnuM baMdha karo... zuM thaze ? e ApavAnuM baMdha karI deze.. kAma karavAnuM baMdha karo, tame kaTAI jazo. bIja kadI sIdhuM nathI maLatuM, prathama aMkura phUTe pachI kramaza: thaDa, DALa, phUla, phaLa, bIja Ave. yogazAstra aNaMga yoganAM kramathI ja racAyo che. juo mAganusAritA, samyakatva, bAra vrato Adi yamaniyamamAM samAvyA che. zarIra para eTalo moha che ke e mATe karelo pramAda, pramAda lAgato ja nathI. jarUrI lAge che. pramAda aneka rUpe ApaNane gherI le che. kyAreka nivRttirUpe to kyAreka pravRttirUpe paNa AvI caDe che. nivRtti (UMgha vagere)ne to badhA ja pramAda mAne, paNa jainadarzana to pravRtti(alabatta pApamaya)ne paNa pramAda mAne che. viSaya-kaSAya yukta koI paNa pravRtti pramAda che. duniyA bhale ene udyamazIla kahetI hoya, apramatta kahetI hoya ke karmavIra kahetI hoya, paraMtu jainadarzananI najare viSaya-kaSAyathI karAtI koI paNa pravRtti pramAda ja saMsAra jela lAge che? mokSa eTale chuTakAro. saMsAra eTale jela. e jelamAMthI choDAvavA tIrthakaro tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jelamAMthI choDAvI ApanAra karatAM paNa saMsAranI jelamAMthI choDAvanAra mahAna upakArI che. evuM samajAya to tIrthakara bhagavAna para ananya bhakti jAge. karuNatA e che; ApaNane saMsAra jela nathI lAgato. mahela lAge che. potAnI jAta kedI nathI lAgatI ! jela jela na lAge to temAMthI chuTavAno prayatna zI rIte thAya? bhagavAna ApaNane dhIredhIre samajAve che. tame kedI cho, kedamAM rahelA cho. ATaluM pahelAM samajAya, pachI kedamAMthI chUTavA kedI prayatna kare. A kedamAMthI chUTelA to dhanya che ja, chUTavA prayatna karanAra paNa dhanya che. maitrI haze tyAM krodha nahi rahI zake. pramoda haze tyAM mAna nahi rahI zake. karuNA haze tyAM mAyA nahi rahI zake, mAdhyacya bhAvanA haze tyAM lobha zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ nahi rahI zake. eka sAdhake brahmAne kahyuM: "sukha maLe tevuM kaMI Apo." brahmAe kahyuM: A be poTalAM le. ekamAM tArA jIvananAM pApo che. bIjAmAM tArA pADozInAM che. tAruM AgaLa ane pADozInuM poTaluM pAchaLa rAkhaje." ...paNa nIce UtaratAM poTalAM AgaLa-pAchaLa thaI gayAM. A rUpaka paranuM ciMtana keTaluM preraka che? mANasane haMmezAM pADozInAM ja pApo dekhAyA kare che. potAnAM kadI nathI dekhAtAM. pADozInuM poTaluM AgaLa ne potAnuM pAchaLa thaI gayuM che ne? kAmanAo samApta thAya to ja potAnA nAma ane rUpanuM prabhumAM visarjana thaI zake to ja ahaMnuM ahamAM vilopana thaI zake. zuddha sattvoe AcarelAne apavAda na kahevAya. nAnakaDA ghAsanA taNakhalA ke pAMdaDAne taratuM joIne enA AlaMbane tame tarI zako nahi, tema AvA zudra apavAdathI tame TakI zako nahi. atyAranuM jJAna mAtra paralakSI che evuM mane satata lAge che. vyAkhyAna AdimAM upayogI banaze, evuM mAnIne bhaNIe chIe. AtmalakSathI bhaNanArA keTalA? pU. jaMbUvijayanuM mane pUchI jojo. nyAyamAM khUba UMDA UtaryA. emanA gurumahArAja vAraMvAra kahetAH "ghaTa - paTa ne gadheDo-mAM ja samaya na kADha. sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadha. kAgaLamAM zuM lakhe che? kALajAmAM lakha. caturvidha saMghanA hRdayamAM kAMIka utAra." emanI vANIthI teo bhaktimArgamAM AgaLa vadhyA. 1 / aticAra eTale kharca khAtuMH samajadAra mANasa kharca ocho kare. koI karato hoya to paNa na karavA samajAve. kAraNa Avaka ochI ne kharca vadhu che. be-traNa TakA vyAjathI paisA lIdhelA che. ahIM paNa ApaNo kharca aticAra) vadhu che. Avaka [ArAdhanA ochI che. pariNAma zuM Ave? te tame samajI zako cho. - tRpti na thAya tyAM sudhI bhojana karIe chIe. paNa prasannatA na maLe tyAM sudhI dhamanuSThAna karIe chIe kharA? UMcI bhUmikAmAM gayA pachI nIcI bhUmikAnA guNo lupta nathI thatA, upadezanuM amRtapAna
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________________ e ja puSTa banatA hoya che. mArgAnusArI, zrAvaka vagerenA guNo vadhu ne vadhu puSTa thatA rahe che. lAkha rUpiyA thayA, eTale pahelAnA dasa hajAra gayA, tema nahi. paNa te dasagaNA thayA. vanaspatimAM paropajIvI nAmanI eka mAtra ra-3 iMcanI vanaspati che. pedA thayA pachI ghaNuM jIvavAnI tene tamannA hoya che paNa tAkAta nathI. karavuM zuM? jIvanane alpajIvI nathI banAvavuM. dIrghajIvI banIne dhanya banavuM che. to upara pahoMcI zakuM tema nathI. te potAnI AsapAsa najara kare che. AMkha nathI hotI. A to mAtra ApaNI kalpanAnI vAta che. ne najIka rahelA totiMga vRkSanA mULamAM lapeTAI jAya che. mULamAMthI badhuM cUsyA karatI rahe che. moTA vRkSanA badhA lAbho ene maLatA rahe che. A vRkSanuM dRSyata ApaNAmAM ghaTita karavAnuM che. (1) sAnidhya: e na ja choDe. choDe to mRtyu. (2) samIpatAH nikaTatA abhedabhAva saghana kare che. (3) samagratA AkhuM potAnuM zarIra mULa sAthe ekameka karI nAkhe che. A traNa mukhya niyamo che. AtyaMtara tapanA lakSa vagaranuM bAhya tapa saphaLa nathI banatuM. koI pati raMjana atidhaNuM tapa kare re." e rIte tapa nathI karavAnuM, IrSyA ke harIphAIthI paNa tapa nahIM karavAnuM. yuvAnInA josathI thaI jAya, paNa pachI pariNAma sArAM nathI AvatAM. A vAta eTalA mATe yAda AvI ke, Aje eka sAdhvIjI pUchavA AvyAM-51 upavAsa thaI gayA che. AgaLa karuM? pUjya : zarIra e ghoDo che. ene bAhya tapathI tAlIma ApavAnI che. paNa kacaDI nAkhavAno nathI. zaktithI vadhu karIne kacaDI nAkhavAno nathI. bhagavAnanA prema sivAya bIjo koI ja yogano mArga nathI. bhagavAnano prema na jAgyo hoya to samajavuM haju saMsArano prema beTho che, bIjo koI uddeza beTho che. prabhupremanI gerahAjarI e ja batAve che. haju bIjI bIjI AkAMkSAo aMdara beThI che. A badhAM khUba ja khataranAka bhayasthAno che. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 96
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________________ jIva vicAra Adi badhuM bhaNIe. badhuM jANIe, paNa svamAM kAMI na ghaTAvIe, badhuM bIjAmAM ja ghaTAvIe. ApaNe korA ja rahIe eno zo artha ? prabhunI je saMpati pragaTa che, ApaNI te tirohita che. eTalo ja prabhu ane ApaNI vacce pharaka che. paristhiti palaTAvavAnI salAha Ape te mitra ! manaHsthiti palaTAvavAnI salAha Ape te kalyANa mitra ! kalyANamitrane dareka ghaTanAonA kendrasthAne rAkhIe to kyAreya akalyANa na thAya. dharmaruci aNagArane yAda karo. kIDIone bacAvavA jherI zAka khAI ja gayA. coka ghasIne hajAro kIDIone mArI nAkhanArAo A vAta sAMbhaLaze ? yUhoLo vIMTIo jo mAne hrI vavArpha / ' AvuM vAMcatAM pahelI vAra khabara paDI mAravAnI paNa davA hoya che. huM to samajato hato ke davA to mAtra jivADe ja. ApaNe evA yugamAM jIvI rahyA chIe, jyAM mAravAnI paNa davA maLe che ! AvA kALamAM paNa bIjAnA maraNamAM potAnuM maraNa jonArA bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che, e kevuM sadbhAgya che ApaNuM ? potAnAM aneka mRtyu nizcita karavAM hoya to ja koInA mRtyumAM nimitta banajo. evuM kahenArA bhagavAna ApaNane maLyA che. badhAM dravyo sahAyaka bane che. kadAca eka mAtra ApaNe sahAyaka nathI banatA. A vizvamAM astitva TakAvavuM hoya to bIjAne sahAyaka banavuM ja paDaze. e vinA astitva Take ja nahi. samajIne sahAyatA karIe to lAbha che, nahi to vizvavyavasthA pramANe anicchAe paNa sahAyatA karavI ja paDaze. jIvananuM kartavya rAga dveSane jItanArA jina kahevAya. jItavA prayatna karanArA jaina kahevAya. samatA vinA rAgadveSa jItI zakAtA nathI. ApaNane sAmayika (sarva virati) maLyuM che. tenAthI rAga-dveSa vadhI rahyA che ke ghaTI rahyA che ? yAda rahe. daMDathI ghaDo banAvI paNa zakAya ne phoDI paNa zakAya. A jIvanathI rAgadveSa jItI paNa zakAya. ane vadhArI paNa zakAya. "huM mokSa-mArga tarapha cAlI rahyo chuM" upadezanuM amRtapAna 97
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________________ evI pratIti na thAya to A jIvana zuM kAmanuM? bIjuM sAthe zuM AvavAnuM? bhakto, celAo, pustako ke upAzraya vagere sAthe nahi Ave. A bhaktinA saMskAro ja sAthe Avaze. gRhasthone dhana, parivAra, makAna AdinI anityatA samajAvanArA ApaNe eTaluM paNa nahi samajI zakIe? sAnubaMdha kSayopazamathI maLelo prazamabhAva TakI zake, nahi to jato paNa rahe. sAnubaMdhamAM cetanA niraMtara UdhvarohaNanA mArge hoya che. niranubaMdhamAM cetanA aTakI jAya che, aTakI jAya tyAre UdhvarohaNa pAmatI cetanA nIce jAya. A niyama che. pAkko vANiyo lAkha rUpiyA kamAya. pachI ene ochA na kare. emAM vadhAro ja karato rahe. vANiyAnI A kaLA A arthamAM ApaNe zIkhavA jevI che. je doSa mATe pazcAttApa ke prAyazcitta na thAya te doSa - sAnubaMdha bane. je guNa mATe pazcAttApa ke prAyazcitta thAya te guNa-sAnubaMdha na bane. - tattvadraSTA kadI rAganA prasaMgamAM rAgI ke dveSanA prasaMgamAM 8SI na bane, game tevI ghaTanAmAM te AtmasvabhAvathI calita na ja thAya. malinatAne kAraNe citta caMcaLa rahe che. malinatA mohanA kAraNe Ave che. malina citta bhagavAnanA zaraNathI ja nirmaLa bane. nirmaLatA AvatAM ja citta sthira banavA mAMDe. sthiratAno saMbaMdha nirmaLatA sAthe che. caMcaLatAno saMbaMdha malinatA sAthe che. sainiko laDatA hoya tyAre sarakAranI javAbadArI hoya che khUTatI vastu pUrI karavAnI. ApaNe moha sAme laDatA hoIe ne nirbaLa banIe tyAre baLa pUravAnI bhagavAnanI javAbadArI che. jarUra che mAtra bhagavAna sAthe anusaMdhAnanI. sainika pAse eTalI ja apekSA che e dezane vaphAdAra rahe. bhakta pAse eTalI ja apekSA che, e bhagavAnane samarpita rahe. krodhanI jema viSayanI laganI paNa Aga che. krodha dekhAya che, viSayanI Aga dekhAtI nathI. eTalo pharaka. viSayanI Aga vijaLInA zorTa jevI che. dekhAya nahi paNa aMdarathI bALI nAkhe. mahApUjA vagerenI aMdara paNa viveka ane aucitya rAkhavA jarUrI che, jethI anya loko adhama na pAme. AkhA derAsarane zaNagAravA vagere aMge 98 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ paNa viveka jarUrI che. sarovaramAM ja game teTalo kacaro hoya paNa eka ovo maNi Ave che je nAkhatAM ja badho kacaro taLiye besI jAya, sarovaranuM pANI ekadama nirmaLa banI jAya. mananA sarovaramAM zraddhAnA maNI mUko to te nirmaLa banyA vagara nahi rahe. ApaNe icchAo pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe. paNa jJAnIo kahe che "icchAone naSTa karo" emAM tamAre kazuM ja gumAvavAnuM nathI. sivAya ke tamAruM duHkha ! maitrI Adi cArathI dveSano jaya thAya paNa rAgano jaya karavo hoya to rAga ja joIe. kAMTAthI kAMTo nIkaLe tema vItarAganA rAgathI ja rAga kADhI zakAya. mana hatAza thAya tyAre vicAravuM. puddagalo to game teTalo saMga karyo chatAM jIva pudgala nathI ja. pudgalanA AdhAre Takelo nathI ja. vastutaH teno raMgI (anurAgI) paNa nathI, pugalano mAlika paNa pudgalathI zarIra, dhana, makAna vagere badhuM ja AvI gayuM) jIvanuM ezvarya pudgalAdhArita nathI. ATalo vicAra ApaNane keTalA utsAhathI bharI de? zuM hatuM ne zuM cAlyuM gayuM ? zuM mAruM che ? te cAlyuM jaze ? zA mATe ciMtAtura thavuM ? koI paNa prakAranA saMyogomAM AvI vicAraNA ApaNI hatAzAne khaMkherI nAkhavA paryApta che. upayoga AtmAno svAbhAva che. vicAra, manano svabhAva che. mATe upayoga zuddha rAkho. mArA prabhue kahyuM zuM ane meM karyuM zuM? saMsAramAM rAcato atyAre e mAro pApI AtmA nathI. atyAre to huM bhagavAnano sAdhu chuM. thaI gayelA pAponI niMdA karuM chuM. je vakhate tenI smRti thaI jAya te ja ghaDIe niMdA karavAnI che. kAMI ja joItuM nathI. koI ja vastuno khapa nathI. vastu bhale game teTalI AkarSaka hoya paNa mAre nathI joItI. AnAthI tamAruM sattva khUba ja vadhaze. bhagavAne jene choDyA tene ApaNe pakaDI lIdhA che. bhagavAne jene choDyA upadezanuM amRtapAna 99
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________________ teno have ApaNe saMgraha karIe ? jyAre koI vastu levAnuM mana thAya tyAre vicArajo mArA prabhue A vastu lIdhI hatI? jyAre krodha AvavAno hoya tyAre vicAro, mArA prabhue krodhano svIkAra karyo che ke tyAga karyo che? jJAnI munie eka kheDUtane pratijJA ApI, "mana kahe tema nahi karavAnuM tene bhUkha, tarasa, taDako lAgavA maMDyo chatAM teNe khAdhuM pIdhuM nahi ke te chAMyaDAmAM gayo nahi. kAraNa ke mana kahe tema karavAnuM nathI. Ubho hato chatAM beTho nahi. kAraNa ke mana kahe tema karavAnuM nathI. Ama tene dhyAna lAgI gayuM. mananuM nahi mAnavAno daDha saMkalpa tene mananI pele pAra laI gayo. thoDI vAramAM tene kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. bhagavAne kahyuM che tema mAre karavAnuM. ATalo saMkalpa ApaNe karI laIe to beDo pAra thaI jAya. krodha vakhate tame phoTo nahi paDAvatA. nahi to loko samajaze A mANasa nahi, bhUta che. krodha vakhate ArIsAmAM jojo. bhUta jevuM mukha tamane nahi ja game. eTale tame zAMta thaI jazo. - DAyAbiTIsanA dardIne miSTAna ISTa che, paNa hitakara nathI, tema indriyonA viSayo ISTa hovA chatAM hitakara nathI, ema ja mAnIne jJAnanA aMkuzathI indriyonuM niyaMtraNa kare che, te ja kaSAyo para niyaMtraNa karI zake ApaNane taravAnuM mana nathI thatuM tenuM kAraNa sahajamaLa che. tamane samajAya tevI bhASAmAM kahuM to svArthavRtti che. svArthavRttine ghasanArA dayA, paropakAra, dhanAdi guNo na Ave tyAM sudhI dharmano praveza thaI zakato nathI. bIjAnA mRtyumAM sva-mRtyunuM niraMtara darzana karo. mArI ja A bhAvi ghaTanA che, ema juo to tamAro vairAgyAdina-pratidina vRddhigata banato raheze. hamaNAM ja ApaNane koI kahe: A dharmazALA khAlI karo. to ApaNe kyAM jaIzuM? ciMtA thAyane? tema karmasattA Aje ja kahe, A bhADAnuM ghara - A zarIra hamaNAM ja khAlI karo. to ApaNe kyAM jaIzuM? kadI vicAryuM? game tyAre karmasattAno hukama AvI jAya; "A zarIra khAlI karo. to paNa ApaNane sadgatino vizvAsa hovo joIe. ahIMthI marIne huM saddagatimAM zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 1 100
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________________ ja jaIza, mATe game tyAre maruM evI pratIti karAve tevuM ApaNuM jIvana hovuM joIe. sAkaramAM mIThAza, vastramAM saphedAI abhedabhAve che, tema AtmAmAM guNo abhedabhAve rahelA che. jJAna, AnaMda vagere guNo ApaNI aMdara ja abhedabhAve che, chatAM ApaNe ene pArakA mAnIe chIe ne pArakA varNa, gaMdha, Adine potAnA mAnIe chIe. A ja moha che. A ja avidyA che. ghaNA kahetA hoya che mALA gaNuM ne mana bhAgavA mAMDe che. eTale huM to mALA gaNato ja nathI ! bhaNavA mAMDIe ne UMgha Ave eTale ApaNe to bhaNatA ja nathI. pUjA karavA mAMDIe ne mana cakkara-cakkara phare. eTale ApaNe to pUjA karatA ja nathI. AvA mANaso pAchA hoziyArI mAratA kahetA hoya che; ApaNe dekhAva mATe kAMI karatAM ja nathI. mana lAge to ja karavuM. A ja ApaNo siddhAMta? AvA mANasone kahevAnuM; mALA gaNavAthI mana capaLa nathI thayuM. mana capaLa to hatuM ja, paNa mALA gaNatAM tamane khabara paDI ke mana capaLa che. pramAda to aMdara hato ja. pUjA karatAM enI khabara paDI... to have karavuM zuM? pahelAM guNa nathI AvatA, guNanI prazaMsA Ave che. pahelAM dharma nathI Avato, dharmanI prazaMsA Ave che. khetaramAM pAka pahelAM nathI Avato, pahelAM bI vAvavAM paDe che. yoga dharma te sAdhanAnuM aMtima phaLa che. paNa jenI yogasAdhanA joI ApaNe AnaMda pAmIe te tenuM bIja che. - bhUla kADhavAnA nAme niMdAmAM sarakI javuM ghaNuM saheluM che. niMdA kayA daravAjethI AvI jAya, tenI khabara paNa nahi paDe. marI jajo, paNa koInI niMdA nahi karatA, niMdA karavI eTale bIjAnuM jIvate jIva mRtyu karavuM. ATalA varSo pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. pAse rahyA chIe, paNa emanA mukhe kadI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI nathI. leyA leyAo jema jema vizuddha thatI jAya tema tema jIvanamAM madhuratA. ghaNA sAdhako kahe che; mane Aje mIThAzano anubhava thayo. A mIThAza te vezyAnA pudgalothI thayelI samajavI. uttarAdhyayanamAM jagatanA uttama mIThA padArtho jevI upadezanuM amRtapAna 101
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________________ madhuratA zubha legyAonI kahI che te vadhatI jAya. jema jema vezyAo azuddha bane tema tema jIvanamAM kaDavAza vadhatI jAya. moTA bhAganA lokonI mAnasikatA AvI hoya che. enA AvA vicAramAM ja AkhI jiMdagI pUrI thaI jAya che. zubha vicAra kadI bhUlatavI na rAkho. azubha vicArone haMmezAM mUlatavI rAkho. krodha abhimAnanA kAraNe Ave che. mATe krodha pachI mAna che aMdara khAlIkhama hovA chatAM mAna-mobho joIto hoya to mAyA - prapaMca karIne khoTI dhAraNA UbhI karavI paDe, mATe trIjo kaSAya mAyA mAyA karIne mANasa paisAno saMgraha karato rahe che. lobha vadhArato rahe che. mATe cotho kaSAya che: lobha. sUtelAne jagADI zakAya, paNa jAgelAne kaI rIte jagADAya ? ajJAnIne jagADI zakAya, paNa jANakArane kema jagADI zakAya? jANakAranI sabhAmAM vyAkhyAna ApavuM A dRSTie ghaNuM kaThaNa che. agnimAM ThaMDaka maLe to gRhastha jIvanamAM zAMti maLe. rAgadveSathI bharelA gRhastha jIvanamAM zAMti maLe te vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. ApaNuM AtmavIrya eTaluM nabaLuM che ke mana-vacana-kAyA pAse ApaNuM kazuM cAlatuM nathI. AtmA lAcAra banIne tophAne caDelA traNeya yogone joI rahyo che. ghoDA Amatema bhaTakI rahyA che. ghoDesavAra lAcAra che. karma karma pudgalomAM zakti hoya che, tema ApaNe mAnIe chIe, paNa tIrthamAM zakti che, tema mAnIe chIe kharA? tIrtha hoya che tyAM sudhI tIrthaMkaranI zakti tIrthamAM kAma karatI hoya che. tIrtha dvArA haju bhagavAna mahAvIra devanI zakti sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa sudhI kAma karaze. karmanI zakti kAma kare che, tema karma mukta AtmAonI zakti paNa kAma kare che, e vAta haju ApaNe samajyA nathI. karmagraMtha dvArA karmonI zakti samajAI, paNa haju bhakti-zAstra dvArA parama AtmAnI zakti samajAI nathI. zubha vicArothI zubha karmonI tAkAta vadhe, eTalI tAkAta vadhe ke azubha karmo paNa zubhamAM badalAI jAya. azubha vicAro karavAthI UlaTuM bane. zubha karmo paNa azubhamAM badalAI jAya. 102 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ navakAra navakArane bhAvita banAvyo haze to ja aMta samaye yAda Avaze. vAraMvAra bhAvapUrvaka raTavAthI ja navakAra bhAvita bane che. mATe ja huM navakAravALInI bAdhA Apato rahuM chuM. saLagatA gharamAMthI vANiyo ratnanI poTalI laIne jaladI nIkaLI jAya, tema mRtyunA samaye saLagatA zarIramAMthI navakArarUpI ratnanI poTalI laI ApaNe nIkaLI javAnuM che. zarIra jo chUTI paDaze to paNa ciMtA zAnI? mokSa nahi maLe tyAM sudhI zarIra to pharI pharI maLavAnuM che. basa, eTalI ja apekSA rahe che. A zarIra chUTatuM hoya tyAre hRdayamAM prabhunuM smaraNa hoya, navakAranuM raTaNa hoya. ghaNA kahe che jeno ATalA zrImaMta kema? teo jANI le ke jeno bhagavAnanI pUjA choDatA nathI. pUjA na chUTe tyAMthI lakSmI paNa na chUTe. pUjA puNyanuM parama kAraNa che. lakSmI puNyathI baMdhAyelI che. nabaLuM puNya laIne ApaNe AkAza jeTalI icchAo pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe. icchAo pUrI na thatAM nirAza thaI jaIe chIe. potAnuM puNya ke potAnI yogyatA tarapha nathI jotA. AthI duHkhI duHkhI thaI jaIe chIe. puNya vadhAravAne badale bIjuM bIjuM ja kAMI karavA maMDI paDIe chIe. kriyAnI AvazyakatA jJAna vinA kriyA ke kriyA vinA jJAna vyartha che. kriyAvAna jJAnI ja A saMsAra-samudra tarI zake. dariyAmAM taravAnI kriyA jANanAro moTo taravaiyo paNa dariyAmAM hAtha-paga na halAve to DUbI mare. moTo jJAnI paNa kriyAne taddana choDI de to tarI na zake. pratikramaNano A sAra che. atikramaNa karanArI cetanAne pratikramaNa dvArA sva-gharamAM pratiSThita karavAnI che. caityavaMdanAdi kriyA paramAtmA para bahu mAnanI ja kriyA che. ApaNe ene dainika kriyAmAM ja khapAvI dIdhI, tene mAtra yAMtrika banAvI dIdhI. emAM mArI ja parama cetanAne vikasita karanArAM paribaLo chupAyelAM che. jovAnuM bhUlI gayA. upadezanuM amRtapAna 13
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________________ A dRSTi khUlI jAya to caityavaMdanAdi tamAma kriyA yAMtrika na lAge, jaDa rUDhi na lAge, paNa dareka kriyAmAM jIvaMtatA Ave, Dagale ne pagale kriyA karatAM AnaMda Ave. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna hRdayamAM goThAI gayuM eTale samajI lo. ApaNAM badhA ja zuSka anuSThAno navapallavita banI UDyAM, ApaNI pAnakhara vasaMtamAM badalAI, ApaNuM raNa vRMdAvana banI gayuM! koI paNa zuddha kriyA anubaMdhavALI na bane to mokSaprada na banI zake. apunabaMdhaka bhAva AvyA pachI sAnubaMdha kSayopazamanI vRddhi thAya che. anubaMdha vagaranA atyAranA saMyamAdi guNo bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi Ave. amRta AsvAda karI, viSa kSaya karI A sAnubaMdhanI vRddhi hoya che. e bhoga-rasamAM levAya nahi. bhogo bhogave chatAMya. cAkhyo re jeNe amI-lavaleza, bIjo re rasa tene mana navi gamejI." mukti "mokSa meLavavo e jema dhyeya rAkhyo che, tema kaSAyAdi bhAvothI mukta banavuM, e paNa dhyeya hovo joIe. kaSAyathI mukti thaze, pachI ja pelI mukti maLaze ne ? 'pAya - vita: ti muvita - reva " kaSAya mukti thatAM, uparano mokSa to maLaze tyAre maLaze, paNa tamane ahIM ja mokSanuM sukha maLaze. mokSamArgamAM vega vadhAravAnI vAta javA daIe. sau prathama ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke mokSamArgamAM praveza to thaI gayo che ne? praveza ja na thayo. hoya to vega zI rIte Ave? khoTe mArge hoIe ne vega vadhI jAya to paNa zo phAyado ? AcAryAdi koI pada maLavAthI muktimArga nizcita nathI thato, tenA mATe guNo meLavavA paDe che. lAMca ApIne tame DokTarI sarTiphikeTa meLavI zako, paNa maratA dardIne bacAvI nahi zako. guNa vinAnI tamArI padavIo mokSa nahi ApI zake. mIThAnA pratyeka kaNamAM khArAza che, tema saMsAranI pratyeka ghaTanAmAM duHkha che. sAkaramAM pratyeka kaNamAM mIThAza che, tema muktinI pratyeka sAdhanAmAM sukha 104 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ che. muktimAM to sukha che ja, paNa muktinI sAdhanAmAM paNa sukha che e samajAya che? ApaNI takalIpha A che. cagadveSanI graMthi toDo prazna: vadhAre khataranAka koNa? roga ke dveSa? uttara : apekSAe dveSa khataranAka che. rAgane prabhunA premamAM vALI nAkho. to kAma thaI jAya. dveSamAM evuM na thaI zake, vaLI dveSa vidhvaMsaka che. rAgane vItarAganA rAgamAM rUpAMtarita karIe to te muktino mArga banI zake, paNa dveSanuM rUpAMtara karIne tene mukti mArga banAvI zakAya nahi. rAga prabhu tarapha rAkhI zakAya, vAvasarva jIvo para rAkhI zakAya, paNa dveSa to koInA para paNa na rAkhI zakAya. rAgano vyApa vadhArIne tene prazasta banAvI zakAya. dveSamAM A zakya nathI. prabhuno rAga mokSa ApI zake, paNa konA parano dveSa mokSa ApI zake ? prabhu para rAga thAya to ja temanI sAthe ekatA AvI zake paNa rAga ja na thAya to? rAgane jItavA anityAdi 12 bhAvanAo che. dveSane jItavA maitrI Adi 4 bhAvanAo che. - je pApanI AlocanA karavAnuM mana na thAya te pApa nikAcita thayeluM samajavuM. nikAcita eTale evuM pApa ke je phaLa AvyA vinA jAya ja nahi. guNa jema guNanA anubaMdhavALA bane tema doSa, doSanA anubaMdhavALA bane. mRtyu pahelAM aMdara paDelA zalyo kADhavA ja paDaze. e vinA samAdhimRtyu maLe, evI AzAmAM rahetA nahi tamArI vAta jo tame koI kAraNasara gurune na kahI zakAya to bhagavAnane " kaho, vanadevatAne kaho. e sImaMdhara svAmIne pahoMcADe tema prArtho, paNa manamAM rAkhIne sazalya jIvana na jIvo. kaSAyonI maMdatAthI leyAo vizuddha thatI jAya, guNo pragaTa thatA jAya, doSo dUra thatA jAya. guNo ja ApaNA kAyamI sAthI che. upadezanuM amRtapAna 105
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________________ ApaNane haMmezAM gamatuM ja maLyuM che. viSaya-kaSAyo gamaze to viSayakaSAya maLaze. viSaya-kaSAyothI rahita avasthA gamaze to te maLaze. game te maLe, mokSa nathI maLyo kAraNa ke e kadI gamyo nathI. saMsAra maLato rahyo che. kAraNa ke e ja gamato rahyo che. moharAjA nidrAdevIne AvAM sthAnomAM ja mokale. moharAjAne khabara che; A sabhA eTale mane khatama karavAnI chAvaNI! e chAvaNI para humalo karavo ja rahyo. nidrAdevIne mokalIne e humalo kare che. moharAjAnI A cAla samajI lejo. ApaNe keTalA vicitra chIe? AgaLanI gyAe besavA paDApaDI karIe chIe, paNa beThA pachI UMgha AvI jAya tenI paravA karatA nathI. mokSe javuM che paNa mokSamArge eka DagaluMya cAlavuM nathI. siddhi joIe che, paNa sAdhanA karavI nathI. zikhare pahoMcavuM che, paNa taLeTI choDavI nathI. kSamA meLavavI che, paNa krodha choDavo nathI. mukti meLavavI che paNa saMsAra choDavo nathI. jJAnI puruSono prazna che, tamane sAcA arthamAM muktinI ruci jAgI che? "mokSamAM javuM che." eno artha zuM? te tame jANo cho ? mokSe javuM eTale bhagavAna sAthe ekameka banI javuM. ApaNe mokSa-mokSa karatA rahyA, paNa bhagavAnane sAva ja bhUlI gayA. ApaNA manamAM bannenI laDAI cAle che, zubha ke azubha bane vicAro aMdara utpanna thayA kare che. jyAM ApaNI zakti joDAya tenI jIta thAya che. moTA bhAge ApaNe azubhane ja zakti ApI che. pelA kurukSetramAM kauravo hAryA ane pAMDavo jItyA hatA. ApaNA mananA kurukSetramAM kauravo azubha vicAro] jItI rahyA che ne pAMDavo [zubha vicAro] hArI rahyA che. azubha vicArothI tripuSThanA bhavamAM karelA karmo TheTha mahAvIrasvAmInA bhavamAM paNa bhogavavA paDatA hoya, karmo ja bhagavAnane paNa na choDatA hoya to e karmothI atyArathI ja ApaNe sAvaceta zA mATe na rahevuM? eka paNa maraNa-zalya sahita thAya to pharI pharI janma-maraNa cAlu ja rahe. mATe ja 106 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pazcAttApa ane prAyazcitta dvArA zalyanuM visarjana karavAnuM zAstrIya vidhAna che. mokSamAM to javuM che, paNa atyAre nahi... dIkSA to levI che, paNa... atyAre nahi. ApaNuM bhAvi kevuM che ? parabhavamAM ApaNe kevA banavAnuM che ? tenI jhalaka A bhavamAM ApaNane maLe che. kALiyo kasAI narakamAM javAno hato eTale tene aMta samayamAM viSThAno lepa, kAMTAnI zayyA vagere ja gamavA mAMDeluM. narakanI AcherI A jhalaka hatI. ApaNA AgAmI bhavanI jhalaka ahIM kevI dekhAya che ? kaI saMjJA vadhu jora kare che ? karyo kaSAya vadhu che ? AhArasaMzA vadhu rahetI hoya to tiryaMcagatinI jhalaka samajavI. maithunasaMjJA mAnavInI, bhayasaMjJA narakanI, parigrahasaMjJA devagatinI jhalaka kahe che. paNa enI pAchaLa raudradhyAna joDAI jAya to gati badalAI jAya, parigrahasaMzAmAM Asakta mammaNa ane maithunasaMjJAmAM AsakRta brahmadatta 7mI narake gayA che. guNApti prabhumAM maitrI pramoda karuNA mAdhyastha A cAreya bhavanAo ciMtanAtmaka nathI rahI, paNa svAbhAvika banI gaI che. ciMtana karanAruM mana to vilIna banI gayuM. have mana kyAM che ? prabhu to mananI pele pAra pahoMcI gayA che. guNonI prApti mATeno mukhya rAjamArga prabhu-kRpA che. prabhu guNonA bhaMDAra che. emanA zaraNe jvAthI guNo Ave ja. badhA guNo joItA hoya to eka bhagavAnane pakaDI lo. bhagavAna Avaze to koI doSa Ubho nahi rahe. badhA ja guNo AvI maLaze. prabhu ApaNA banyA eTale prabhunA guNo ApaNA ja banyA. bIjAne karelI sahAyatAmAMthI pedA thanAro AnaMda eka vAra cAkhazo to jIvanamAM kadI bhUlazo nahi. svArthano AnaMda ghaNo cAkhyo, kharekhara to svArthamAM koI AnaMda hoto ja nathI, mAtra AnaMdanI bhramaNA ja hoya che. brahmacArInI prazaMsA devalokamAM paNa thAya. sItAjInI agniparIkSA vakhate upadezanuM amRtapAna 107
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________________ devo paNa jovA AvelA. agninI zI tAkAta ke e mahAsatIne saLagAvI zake ? jJAnanA adhiSThAyaka deva che, tema brahmacaryanA paNa adhiSThAyaka deva hoya che. tamArA brahmAcaryanA guNathI prasanna thaIne teo tamAruM rakSaNa kare. guNarUpI doraDAM bahu ja vicitra che. ApaNA guNarUpI doraDAM bIjA pakaDe to teo kUvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe paNa ApaNe ja pakaDI laIe to DUbI marIe ! je guNane joIne tame rAjI thAva cho, e guNane AvavA mATe tame tamArA hRdayanAM dvAra khullAM mUko cho, bIjA zabdomAM kahuM to guNone joIne rAjI thavuM eTale temane AmaMtraNapatrikA lakhavI. vyaktigata rAga kahevAya. rAga doSa che. samASTigata prema kahevAya. prema guNa che. khAbociyAnuM pANI gaMduM hoya. vyaktigata rAga malina hoya. vizALa samudra nirmaLa hoya. prema nirmaLa hoya. cha dravyomAM jIva-ajIva be dravya gatizIla che. chaThThuM kALa dravya viziSTa rIte gatizIla che. koI ene rokI zakatuM nathI. pANInA pravAha rokI zakAya paNa samayano pravAha rokI zakAto nathI. samayathI 52 banI zakAya, paNa samaya thaMbhAvI na zakAya. sUryodayathI kalAkano samaya pasAra thaI gayo che, evo vicAra kadAca Avato haze, paNa jIvanano keTalo samaya pasAra thaI gayo che, teno vicAra nathI Avato. guNa, paisA, padArthano saMgraha thAya che, paNa samayano saMgraha nathI karI zakAto. A graMtha ema samajAve che. jJAna zIkhavAnuM nathI, vinaya zIkhavAno che. ApaNe vinaya dvArA jJAna zIkhavA mAMgIe chIe, paNa A graMthakAra kahe che; vinaya mAtra sAdhana nathI, svayaM sAdhya paNa che. Aja sudhI duHkho ghaNAM sahana karyAM che. paNa 2DI-2DIne karyAM che. hasatAM hasatAM kadI sahana nathI karyAM jo ema karyuM hota to karma mULathI UkhaDI jAta. zArIrika sahanazakti to kadAca ApaNe keLavI laIe, paraMtu mAnasika sahanazakti keLavavI kaThaNa che. potAnI niMdA vakhate paNa ApaNe rAjI thaIe. sva-prazaMsA thatI hoya tyAre nArAja thaIe. evI mAnasika sthiti ApaNI pragaTe tyAre samajavuM. have mAnasika zakti puSTa banI che. mAruM koI na mAne to huM AvuM vicAruM chuM. A rIte vicAravAthI mana samatAmAM ramamANa rahe zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 108
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________________ che. bIjuM kAMI yAda na rahe to "navA jamavAsa' e yAda karI levuM. mArI vAtathI badhA ja vinIta banI jaze. AjJAMkita banI jaze evI jo mArI apekSA hoya to te vadhu paDatI che. saMbhava che; mArI vAta koI ja na svIkAre. Ama chatAM mAro samatAbhAva akhaMDita rahe te dRSTikoNa mAre apanAvavo rahyo. - * (1) TekanolojIthI kudaratane nAthI zakAze. (2) mANasane pazu ja gaNo, jethI tenA bhautika AnaMdanI amaryAda jhaMkhanA saMtoSavAmAM koI bAdhA nahi. (3) mANasa pazu che mATe taMtra che (alabatta jIvatuM yaMtra) mANasamAM kAmavRtti ja mukhya che, eTale tene saMtoSavI e ja mukhya kArya che - phroIDa. (5) prakRtine gulAma karI teno game teTalo upabhoga karI zakAya. (6) have mANasa TekanolojInI ADapedAza che. mATe tene vaLI tattvajJAna kevuM? A che bhautikavijJAnanI vinAzakArI TeknolojI. zuM bhagavAna marI paravAryo che. phAve tema jIvo. karma sAthe maLI javAnI zakti hoya to prabhunI sAthe maLI javAnI zakti na hoya tema zI rIte banI zake ? karma sAthe maLavAnI zakti te sahaja maLa che. prabhu sAthe maLavAnI zakti te dhyAna che. ApaNe siddhi mAMgIe chIe, paNa sAdhanA nathI mAMgatA. sAdhanA vinA siddhi zI rIte maLe? tRpti mAMgIe paNa bhojana na mAMgIe to ? bhojana vinA tRpti thavAnI ? jenuM apamAna thaI rahyuM che, te huM nathI. huM AtmA chuM. anAmI chuM. mArA nAmane koI gALo Ape to mane zuM ? A nAma to mArAM phaIbAe ke gurudeve soMpeluM che. enI sAthe mAre zo saMbaMdha? AvI vicAraNAthI ApaNe keTalA saMkalezathI bacI jaIe? jIvanabhara paNa tame kSamA rAkhI hoya topaNa e bharosAmAM nahi rahetA ke A kSamA have javAnI ja nathI. thoDIka ja taka maLI ne ApaNe gAphela rahyA to krodha bhabhUkI UThavAnI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. kAraNa ke ApaNA guNo upadezanuM amRtapAna 109
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________________ kSAyika nathI, kSAyopazamika che. kSAyopazamika guNo eTale kAcanI baraNI ? kAcanI baraNIne sAcavo nahi to tUTatAM vAra zI? ApaNo janma mahAvidehamAM kema na thayo ? paNa jo A ja pariNatimAM ApaNo mahAvidehamAM janma thayo hota to sAkSAt bhagavAnanI ghora AzAtanA pharata. ne AzAtanAmAM mahAbhayaMkara pApa bAMdhata. mATe ja ApaNo janma A bharatamAM thayo che. bharatamAM janma thayo e bhagavAna dvArA ApaNI parIkSA che; mA virahamAM te bhakti kare che ke nahi ! 110 ApaNI kamanasIbI che ke vidyamAna vyaktinI ApaNe kadara karI zakatA nathI. samakAlIna vyaktinI kadara bahu ja ochI jovA maLatI hoya che. utkRSTa zuddhi ane utkRSTa puNyanA svAmI AvA mahApuruSa ApaNI vacce beThA che, te ApaNuM ahobhAgya che.' pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vihemaratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAje thANA, mulunDa vagere sthaLoe kaheluM : vaktRtva, vidvattA Adi zaktinA kAraNe mAnava-medanI ekaThI thatI hoya, evI vyaktio ghaNI joI, paNa viziSTa prakAranI vaktRtva zakti vinA eka mAtra prabhubhaktinA prabhAvathI lokomAM chavAI janAra A ja vibhUti jovA maLI. jemanA darzana mATe loko traNa-traNa, cAra-cAra kalAka sudhI lAinamAM UbhA rahe evuM pahelIvAra jovA maLyuM.' zrI. kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ (14 jetI mAM yogaupayoga dhyAnayogI ApaNAM cAlatAM anuSThAno mahAna yoga che, kAraNa ke e mokSa sAthe joDI Ape che. "mokSanI sAthe joDI Ape te yoga" AvI yoganI vyAkhyAthI. jainetaro paNa cakita thaI jAya. A vyAkhyAno koNa inkAra karI zake? pataMjalinI vyAkhyA 'pozcatavRtinirodha:3mAM zubhavRttino paNa nirodha thaI gayo che. mATe doSa che. icchAyoga pAyo che. zAstrayoga madhyabhAga che. sAmarthya yoga zikhara che. anAdikALathI je prabhuno viyoga che, e prabhuno je saMyoga karI Ape te yoga che. je svAmI para prema hoya tenI vAta para, tenI AjJA pAlana para paNa prema hoya ja te ja vacanayoga che. prabhuno prema prItiyoga, ananya niSThA te bhaktiyoga. prabhu sAthe tanmayatA te asaMgayoga che. prItiyoga prAraMbha che, asaMgayoga parAkASThA che. eka vakhata koIpaNa yogamAM sthiratA AvI, sthiratA anya AnaMda Avyo to e anuSThAna kadI nahi bhUlo. e AnaMdane vAraMvAra meLavavA lalacAzo. bhavanA rAgIne viSaya-kaSAya vinA cena na paDe. tema bhagavAnanA rAgIne bhagavAna vinA cena na paDe. A ja prIti yoga che. jenA para prema thayo hoya tene samarpita thavuM ja paDe. vaphAdAra rahevuM ja paDe, A bhaktiyoga che, jene jainadarzanamAM yoga-upayoga-dhyAnayoga 111
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________________ samarpita hoIe tenI vAta svIkAravI paDe. "svIkAravI paDe ema kahevA karatAM jyAM prema-samarpaNa hoya, sahaja rIte ja temanI vAta svIkArAI jAya che. A javacanayoga che. jenI vAta svIkArI tenI sAthe ekameka thavAnA ja A asaMga yoga che. - kAyA zANI che, vANI paNa zANI che. ApaNe kahIe te tarata ja mAnI jAya paNa savAla che manano. ApaNe kahIe ne mana mAnI jAya, e vAtamAM mAla nahi, mAnI jAya e mana nahi kAyA mAnI jAya eTale sthAnayoga sadhAya, vacana mAnI jAya eTale vayoga sadhAya. paNa mana jo mAnI jAya to ja arthayoga ane AlaMbana sadhAya. mana capaLa che eTale ekIsAthe ghaNA kAma karI zake. ahIM manane be kAma soMpavAmAM AvyAM che artha ane AlaMbananAM. kAyA ane vANIthI aneka gaNI karma nirjarA mana karAvI Ape che ane karmabaMdhana paNa eTaluM ja karAvI Ape. prItiyoga asaMga anuSThAnano yogI arUpIno. ArAdhaka che. enA jeTalI nirjarI prItiyogavALo na karI zake te svAbhAvika che. paNa prAraMbha to prItiyogathI ja thaze. prIti pachI ja bhakti Ave. jene tame cAho (prIti) tene ja tame samarpita (bhakti) thaI zako jene samarpita thaI zako tenI ja vAta (vacana) tame mAnI zako. jenI vAta tamArA mATe haMmezAM zira sAvadya che, tenI sAthe ja tame ekameka (asaMga) thaI zakavAnA. prIti ane bhaktimAM patnI ane mAtAnA prema jevo taphAvata che. bhaktimAM prIti che ja. vacanamAM pragati ane bhakti bane che. asaMgamAM prIti, bhakti ane vacana traNeya che. 1,000 rUpiyAmAM 100; 10000mAM 100 ane 1,00,000mAM 10000 rU. samAI gayA che tema kharekhara to hajAra rUpiyA ja vadhatAM vadhatAM lAkha rU. banyA che. e ja rIte prIti AgaLa jatAM asaMga rUpe bane che. yogazAstramAM mananI cAra avasthAono vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa zrI kalApUrvaprabodha 112
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________________ ane sulIna samAveza A cAramAM thaI jAya che. vikSiptaH viruddha kAryomAM DUbI jAya. vAtAyAtaH bahirmukhamana. sukhamAM rAjI ane duHkhamAM nArAja. trIjI avasthAmAM sattva guNanI adhikatA che. A traNa dazAthI je upara UThe che te ekAgra avasthA sudhI pahoMce che. sulInaH pavana rahita sthAnamAM dIvAnI jyota sthira hoya che, tema ahIM citta sthira thaI jAya che. nirudhdhaH saMkalpa-vikalpono saMpUrNa tyAga. AtmasvarUpamAM lIna banelA munione AvuM mana hoya che. prathama traNa mana ArAdhanAmAM upayogI nathI. yogakSema yoga eTale mana-vacana Adi nahi. paNa "prAptinAma - nakSa-yo:" je na maLyuM hoya tenI prApti thavI te yoga. mAnI lo ke koI guNa (kSamA Adi) tamArAmAM khUTe che, bhagavAna pAse tame mAMgo cho. bhagavAna te meLavI Ape che te yoga kahevAya. meLavI AvyA pachI tenI surakSA karI Ave te kSema' kahevAya. tame nakkI karyuM "huM krodha nahi karuM, kSamA rAkhIza, paNa pachI evA prasaMgo Ave che ke krodha thavo sahaja banI jAya che. chatAM hRdayamAM prabhunuM smaraNa rahe to tame krodhanA humalAthI bacI zako. to A yogakSema kahevAya. paralokanI apekSAe bhagavAna AtmAne narakAdi durgatithI paNa bacAvIne kSema karatAM rahe che. AvA yogakSema karanArA nAtha maLavA chatAM temane hRdayathI na svIkArIe to ApaNA dugyanI parAkASThA kahevAze. upayoga mati jJAnamAM manano prayoga che, tema cakSu-darzana sivAya acakSu-darzanamAM paNa manano prayoga che. te vakhate nirvikalpa dazAmAM) acaluM darzana hoya che. AtmA upayoga lakSaNa kadI na choDe. agni bALavAnuM na choDe, tema AtmA upayoga kadI na choDe. vikalpo to karma cetanAnA che, upayoga zAna-cetanAno che. jIvanuM lakSaNa ja upayoga che. upayoga zuddhi te mukti che. graMthIno bheda na thAya tyAM sudhI sUkSma padArtho samajAya nahi. tamane janadarzanamAM yoga-upayoga-dhyAnayoga 113
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________________ ahIMnA padArtho na samajAtA hoya to samajavuM. hajI graMthIno bheda thayo nathI. upayoga rahe, vicAro na rahe tevI sthiti ApaNane samajAtI nathI. kAraNa ke tevI anubhUti nathI. upayogamAM zuddhi nathI. upayoga ane dhyAna ekArthaka che. upayoga eTale ja dhyAna. dhyAna eTale upayoga upayoga nathI raheto mATe ja ApaNI kriyAo dhyAna nathI banatI. upayoga vagaranI kriyA. dravya kriyA gaNAya. svAdhyAyamAM vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA sudhI haju dravya kriyA hoI zake paNa anuprekSA upayoga vinA nA ja thaI zake mATe anuprekSA dhyAna che. mAtra upayogane siddha karI laIe to badhuM dhyAnarUpa banI jAya. jainadarzana mAtra mAnasika plAna ja nathI mAnatuM, vAcika kAyika paNa dhyAna mAne che. vaLI te pravRttine nivRttirUpa paNa hoya che. A manane sIdhuM zUnya nathI banAvavAnuM nirvikalpanI atyAranI vAto khataranAka che. pahelA azubha vicAro roko. mana to bahu suMdara sAdhana che. ane zUnya nathI banAvavAnuM eno suMdara upayoga karavAno che. zUnya manathI je pApa khape tenA karatAM zubha vicArathI pUrNa bane tenAthI vadhu pApo khape. prAraMbhamAM A rIte ja sAdhanA karavAnI che. hA, AgaLanI bhUmikA maLatAM mana pote ja khasI jaze. ApaNe khaseDavuM nahi paDe. upara jatAM pagathiyAM nIce ja jAya che ne ? pagathiyAMne saMpUrNa choDavAnAM nathI. niMdavAnAM paNa nathI. dhyAna dazAmAMthI pAchA nIce to AvavuM ja paDaze. tyAre mana joIze ja ne? atyAre lalitavistarAmAM sAmarthyayoga cAlI rahyo che, tenA tAttvikaatAttvika be bheda che. sAdhujanothI saune atAttvika sAmarthyayoga maLI ja gayo che kAraNa ke ghara Adino tyAga karyo che. gRhastha jIvanamAM nizcala dhyAna na thaI zake kAraNa ke tevuM vAtAvaraNa gharamAM jAme ja nahi. mane AvI preraNA na maLI hota to huM gharamAM ja rahyo hota. ahIM bAhya vAtAvaraNa, bAhya tapa vagere keTalA sahAyaka bane che? jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM kare karmano cheha pUrvakoDI varaso lage, ajJAnanI kare teha." 114 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ vIryollAsapUrvaka kriyA karavAthI ja dhyAnano agni pragaTe ne tyAra pachI ja "jJAnI zvAsocchvAsamAM" e vAta lAgu paDe. nyAya-kAvyAdika graMtho vAMcavAthI ja vIryollAsa vadhI jaze e bhramaNA che. mAtA ane putrano prema mAtRvalayamAM vyakta thayelo che. putrano prema ane mAtAnuM vAtsalya banne ApaNAmAM pedA thAya mATe tevuM dhyAna karavAno ullekha che. 24 valayamAMnuM A eka valaya che. ahIM sAmarthya yoganI vAta AvI che. karmone mULathI ukheDavAnI tAkAta sAmarthyayogathI ja Ave che. na * dhyAna H jainadarzanamAM dhyAnanA aneka prakAra batAvyA che. te AtmalakSI che. je dhyAna AtmAnI zuddhatAne pragaTa na kare tevA prakAro dhyAna nathI. kadAca temAM AMzika mAnasika zAMti maLe. paNa AdhyAtmika vikAsa na hoya. yadyapi jainadarzanamAM dhyAnayoganI gauNatA thaI rahI che tene have sateja karavAnI jarUra che. kriyA vyartha nathI, sArtha che pratikramaNa Adi vihita kriyA che. manane sthira karavAnA emAM upAyo che. emAM rasa keLavI juo. khUba ja AnaMda Avaze. tame pratikramaNamAM veTha vALo cho. tamArI kriyAne joIne lokone paNa thayuM. zuM paDyuM che pratikramaNamAM ? caDAvo abharAI para. ApaNI AnaMdabharI kriyAo joI bIjAne svayaMbhU preraNA maLavI joIe. pratikramaNa - caityavaMdana to mahAna yoga che. e vakhate vAto to karAya ja zI rIte ? yogakriyAnuM A keTaluM apamAna che ? vAto to ThIka, upayoga paNa bIje na javo joIe. beThAbeThA pratikramaNa karyuM, vAto karI. upayoga na rAkhyo. to ApaNe karyuM zuM ? A yoga paNa zuddhatAthI na thAya to bIjA yoga zuM karavAnA ApaNe ? zazIkAntabhAIne A vakhate pratikramaNanI A mahattA samajAvI. gaNadharo mATe paNa je pharajiyAta che, te tamArA mATe jarUrI nahi ? pratikramaNa choDIne tame bIjA koI dhyAnayoga karI zako nahi. bIjA samaye bhale karo, paNa A TAima to pratikramaNa mATeno ja che. ene gauNa banAvI zakAya nahi, avazya pratikramaNa karajo. jainadarzanamAM yoga-upayoga-dhyAnayoga 115
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________________ dhyAna dhyAna karavAnI cIja nathI. dhyAna mATenI bhUmikA utpanna karavAnI che, bhUmikA taiyAra thaI jaze to dhyAna sahaja rIte pedA thaI jaze. dhyAna mATe alaga prayatna karavAnI bahu jarUra nathI. mAtra tame bhUmikA banAvo, cittane arIsA jevuM banAvo. prabhu-candra svayaM camakaze. mana sthira nahi rahevAthI kadAca dhyAna na thaI zake, paNa bhAvanA to bhAvI zakIene? joke dhyAna paNa dhyAvavAnI cIja che. mATe ja aticAramAM ApaNe bolIe chIe. "Arta-raudra dhyAna dhyAyA. dharmadhyAna zukaladhyAna dhyAyA nahi" padastha dhyAnamAM prabhu nAma rUpastha dhyAnamAM prabhu mUrti, piMDastha dhyAnamAM prabhunI avasthAo rUpAtIta dhyAnamAM prabhunI siddhAvasthA dhyAvavAnI che. AgaLanI bhUmikA AvatAM to artha ciMtanapUrvakano eka logassa paNa kAphI che. pachI tyAM saMkhyAno Agraha nathI raheto. e rIte ghaNo jApa thayA pachI [aMdara anAhata nAda pedA thayA pachI eka navakAra basa che. tyAM saMkhyAno Agraha nathI raheto. mavayasa pa nAtki | azabda AtmAne zabdathI pakaDI zakAto nathI. paNa A vAta pakaDIne hamaNAMthI ja jApa choDI nahi detA. jJAnathI dhyAna alaga nathI, banneno abheda che. jJAna ja tIkSNa banIne dhyAna banI jAya che. jJAnanI vizALatA thatI jAya tema tema dhyAnanI vizALatA vadhatI jAya. loko kahe che : jainadarzanamAM dhyAna nathI, paNa huM kahuM chuM ke ahIM dhyAna che te bIje kyAMya nathI. eka vAta samajI lo ke dhyAna eTale mAtra ekAgratA nathI, nirmaLatApUrvakanI ekAgratA dhyAna che. zukladhyAnano pUrvArdha kevaLajJAna Ape che ne uttarArdha ayogI guNaThANe laI jaI mokSa Ape che. kevaLajJAna ane mokSa paNa dhyAna vagara na maLI zakatA hoya to bIjA 4i-5-6 vagere guNaThANA. 116 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ dhyAna vinA zI rIte maLI zake? rANakapuranA zilpamAM dhyAna-vicAranA prAyaH badhAM ja dhyAno kaMDArAyelAM che. covIsa mAtAo sAthe rahelA bALaka tIrthaMkaranI paraspara mAtA ane putra] dRSTi maLI rahelI che, tevAM zilpo rANakapura | zaMkhezvara vageremAM che. dhyAnavicAramAM A dhyAnanuM paNa varNana che. satata zubhadhyAna kadAca ApaNe na rAkhI zakIe, paNa satata zubha legyA jarUra rAkhI zakIe. dhyAna to antarmuhUrta sudhI ja rahe, paNa leyA satata rahe. dhyAna cAra ja che. jyAre vezyA cha che. azubhadhyAnathI azubha lezyA prabaLa bane. zubhadhyAnathI zubha lezyA prabaLa bane. zubha dhyAnathI zubha leyA prabaLa bane. dhyAna dvArA zubha lezyAne prabaLa banAvavAnI che. zubha dhyAna ane zubha lekSAmAM prayatna nahi karIe to azubha dhyAna ane azubha leyA to cAlu ja che. AvAM samAdhisUtro jemAM rahelAM hoya, e pratikramaNanI upekSA karIne tame bIjA kayA dhyAnanI zodhamAM cho. e ja mane samajAtuM nathI. jagatanA badhA ja dhyAnagraMthothI caDI jAya evo graMtha [dhyAnavicAra) ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM moTA bhAganA lokonuM e tarapha dhyAna gayuM ja nathI e moTI karuNatA che. dhyAna-vicAra graMtha bahAra paDI gayo che. paNa khole ja koNa? koI muni vyAkaraNamAM, koI kAvyamAM, koI nyAyamAM ke koI AgamamAM aTakI jAya che, paNa dhyAna sudhI pahoMcanArA virala hoya che. dhyAna vinA AtmA sudhI pahoMcavAno koI mArga nathI. AtmA sudhI na pahoMcAya tyAM sudhI badhuM adhUruM che. siddhanuM dhyAna siddhone maLavAnA be upAya. (1) ATha karmathI mukta thaIne siddha banavuM. (2) dhyAnamAM dhyeyarUpe siddha lAvavA. A paNa na bane to trIjo upAya jeo siddhone dhyeyarUpe banAvIne dhyAna dhare che temanuM zaraNuM pakaDI levuM. nadarzanamAM yoga-upayoga-dhyAnayoga 117
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________________ saMsArI jIva bIjI gatimAM jAya che tyAre kArmaNa - taijasa zarIra sAthe hoya che. kedIne bIjI kedamAM laI javAmAM Ave tyAre sAthe majabUta cokIdAra hoya ne ! tema ahIM paNa kArmaNa - taijasa cokIdAra che. jIva kyAMka chaTake nahi ! paNa jIva jyAre mokSamAM jAya tyAre sAthe kArpaNa-taijasa vagere kAMI ja hotuM nathI. zuddha AtmA mokSe pahoMcI jAya che. saMsAranI kedamAMthI tyAre chuTakAro thAya. brahmacArI AtmAnuM vastra oDhavA maLI jAya to enI dRDhatA, pavitratA ApaNane maLe evI ApaNane zraddhA che, anubhava che; kAraNa ke, emanA pavitra 52mANuono emAM saMcaya thayelo hoya che. tema siddha bhagavaMtoe potAnA AtmA dvArA pavitra banAvelA karma-pudgalo kyAM gayA ? e pavitra pugalo joke sarvatra phelAI jAya, paNa je bhUmi para nirvANa thAya tyAM to ekadama ghaTTa thaIne rahe. mATe ja siddhAcalanI A bhUmi pavitra gaNAI che. * 118 Isu I.sa.nA 2000 varSa pUrAM have mahAvIranAM varSo zarU thavA joIe. arthAt laDAInAM varSo pUrAM thayAM have maitrIvarSono prAraMbha thavo joIe. bAgamAM khIlelAM puSpo joIne mAnavane vikalpa thayo ke oha ! AvuM suMdara puSpa sAMje to karamAI jaze ? puSpa : he mAnava huM karamAIza cagadAIza paNa suvAsa phelAvIne jaIza. zuM tuM eka divasa maravAno nathI ? paNa zuM phelAvIne jaIza ? tame jUTha na bolo to tamArAmAM vacanasiddhinI labdhi pragaTa thaze. tame koIne pIDA thAya tevuM manavacana kAyAthI na karo to upazamanI labdhi pragaTa thaze. tame saMyamanuM suMdara pAlana karo to anya labdhio utpanna thaze. paNa sAMbhaLo A labdhi tamArI che tema na mAnazo. te prabhuno anugraha che, prabhAva che. zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ i15, keTalAka jIvaMta deNaMta AvA paMcamakALamAM paNa zAsananA cAra staMbha thayA. u. 1. maMdira - jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. nemisUrijI 2. Agama - jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. sAgarajI ma. 3. dIkSA - jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. premasUrijI tathA pU. rAmacandrasUrijI 4. zrAvaka - jIrNoddhAra karanAra pU. vallabharatnasUrijI. A cAra zAsanataMbhoe bahu ja kAma karyuM che. pAchaLanA vArasadAro mAtra saMbhALe eTalI ja apekSA nathI, ene AgaLa paNa vadhAre. 1. bhikhArI ane udyogapati banne maMdiramAM gayA. bannee ekasarakhI prArthanA karI: "prabhu! have to kAma karavuM ja paDaze. paMdara divasathI prArthanA karuM chuM. maMdiramAMthI nIkaLyA pachI bhikhArIe bhIkha mAMgavAnuM zarU karyuM ne pelo gADImAM ravAnA thayo. bhikhArIne pacAsa rUpiyAnI noTa maLatAM te rAjInAreDa thaI gayo. kharekhara bhagavAne mArI vAta sAMbhaLI. pelA udyogapatino mAla je koI letuM nahotuM, tene lenArA maLI gayA. rUpiyA pAMca lAkhano napho thayo. bannenI samAna prArthanA chatAM ekane 50 rU. ane bIjAne pAMca lAkha maLyA. bheda bhagavAnano nathI, paNa bhaktanA manano che. 2. eka kuMbhAra bhagavAnanI pUjArI banI gayo, kAMI AvaDe nahi, chatAM mahAvarAthI suMdara AMgI banAvatAM zIkhI gayo. nAma rAmajI. zaMkhezvarano pUjArI. te roja mArI pAse Ave. teNe eka vakhata kahyuM: patnIne gaLAmAM gAMTho thaI. mahine hajAra rUpiyAnI davA. kyAMthI lAvavA rUpiyA? 700 rUpiyAno ja pagAra. meM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajIne patra lakhyo. prabhu! ApanA para AdhAra che. Apane je karavuM hoya te karajo. bIje ja divase gAMTho gAyaba ! keTalAMka jIvaMta dacaMtA 119
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________________ Aje paNa e rAmajI pUjArI patnI, bALako vagere vidyamAna che. A pratyakSa prabhAvI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA jApamAM koI kacAza rAkhazo nahi. 13. vRddhAvasthAmAM saMgamAcArya sthiravAsa rahelA. eka vakhate temano koI praziSTa gocarI nahi maLatAM kaMTALelo joI AcArya tenI samAdhi mATe eka ghare raDatI chokarIne capaTI vagADIne zAMta karI. AthI khuza thayelA gRhastha pAsethI gocarI apAvI. ziSya UlaTI khoparIno hato. teNe vicAryuM : joyuM ? ATalI vAra mane pheravI karIne have gocarI apAvI. tyAM gocarI na letA pote sArI gocarI levA sthApita gharomAM UpaDI gayo. pelo ziSya Akho divasa doSo ja joyA karato. AvA doSavALA, ekalavihArI guru sAthe na rahevAya ema mAnIne alaga oraDAmAM rahyo. rAtre zAsanadevIe ghora aMdhAruM karatAM pelo Daryo ne AcArya bhagavaMtane prArthanA karavA lAgyo. tyAre AcArya bhagavaMte AMgaLI UMcI karatAM labdhithI prakAza relAyo. 31 tyAre pelAe vicAryuM : are ! A AcArya to agnikAyanuM paNa sevana kare che. have hada thaI gaI. zAsanadevIthI na rahevAyuM. pelA ziSyanI joradAra tarjanA karI. chatAM guru to guru ja hatA. tame jyAre tamArA AtmadharmamAM saMpUrNa bano cho tyAre AsapAsanA devo tamArI rakSA karavA Avaze ja. 4. "guru dareka mATe nizcita che. yogya samaye maLe che, jaMgalamAM amuka vRkSanI DALa nIce tane maLaze." A sAMbhaLatAM ziSya doDyo. pAMca varSa sudhI jaMgalamAM rakhaDyo. paNa kyAMya patto na lAgyo. guru che to vRkSa nathI, vRkSa che to guru nathI. kyAMka mArI samajamAM bhUla to nathI ? pachI yAda AvyuM; e ja guru vRkSa nIce hatA. pharI pAMca varSe e ja guru vRkSa nIce maLyA. te vakhate paNa teo te ja vRkSa nIce UbhA hatA. ziSye potAnI vedanA ThAlavI; mane to khyAla nahoto ne ? jarA kahevuM to hatuM. pAMca-pAMca varSa sudhI mArA TAMTiyAnI kaDhI karI nAkhI." mAAre pAMca varSa sudhI tArA mATe eka ThekANe coMTI rahevuM paDyuM tenuM zuM ? tArA ziSyatvanI paripakvatA te vakhate nahotI. e vinA saddaguruyoga zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 120
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________________ thaI zake nahi." gurue kahyuM. 5. jhAMjhaNa maMtrI moTo saMgha laIne karNAvatI AjanuM amadAvAda Avyo. viradhavalano vaMzaja sAraMgadeva rAjA hato. maMtrIne kahyuM tame jamavA Avajo. sAthe keTalAka sArA mANasone lAvajo. jhAMjhaNaH "ahIM badhA ja sArA mANaso che. ekane paNa mUkIne na AvI zakuM. badhAne jamADavAnI taiyArI hoya to ja huM AvI zakuM." rAjA: "mArI A tAkAta nathI." jhaMjhaNaH "AkhA gujarAtane huM jamADuM, tame padhArajo." 10 divasa sudhI jhAMjhaNe gujarAtane jamADyuM. tyAra pachI paNa mIThAIonA bhaMDAra bharelA hatA. A ja pramANe tejapAla, vastupAla, kumArapAla jevA nararatno A dharatI para thayA che. temanI nispRhatA AdaraNIya che. 6. eka ajaina chokaro vAraMvAra nALiyera levA Avato hato. TrasTIonI cakora najarathI A chAnuM na rahyuM. TrasTIoe e chokarAne pakaDyo, dhamakAvyo, ane 15-20 prabhAvanAnAM nALiyera kaDhAvyAM. pUjya zrI A dazya joI rahyA hatA. temaNe pelA jainetara chokarAne bolAvyo. dhamakAvatA TrasTIone aTakAvyA. 15-20 nALiyera chokarAne pAchAM apAvyAM ane kahyuM, roja tuM mArI pAse Avaje. - zivapA nAmano A liMgayAtI brAhmaNazizu roja pUjyazrI pAse AvavA lAgyo. thoDA samayamAM pAMca pratikramaNa zIkhI gayo. pUjyazrInA apAra vAtsalyathI mugdha thayelo te dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gayo. A bALaka ne pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya guNAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja. jemanI pAse pU. caMdrazekhara vi, pU. ratnasuMdara vi. jevA aneka prabhAvaka bhaNI cUkyA anArya dezanA ArdrakumAre abhayakumAra sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhyo eTale AdrakumAranuM kAma thaI gayuM. mayaNAno saMbaMdha thayo ne kuSThI zrIpALa mahAna zrIpALa banyo. mayaNAne mAtAno, guru municaMdra sUrijIno saMbaMdha thayo ne te samyakatvI banI. keTalAMka jIvaMta dargata 121
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________________ jinazAsanane pAmelAno saMbaMdha thAya ne tenuM kalyANa na thAya evuM bane ja nahi. 7. jayapuramAM vi.saM. 2042] eka bhAI Avyo. meM navakAranI bAdhAnI vAta karI to kahevA lAgyo : mahIsAna..! navakAra ginane te vayA pAyA ? roTIsoTI...votane hai kyA peTa bhara jAyegA ? arihaMta .....arihaMta bolanese kyA mokSa ho jAyegA ? mujhe bAta nahIM baitthtii| meM ene ardho kalAka sudhI samajAvyo paNa pelo mAnavA taiyAra ja na thayo. meM chevaTe kahyuM: "rIDhA 3pachI naisI paranI kApo sa mi7o.... maiM to prabhu se yahI prArthanA karU~gA / lo, yaha vAsakSepa / " pelo bhAI vAsakSepa laIne cAlato thayo. mane thayuM; A bicAro navakAranI niMdA karIne keTalAM karma bAMdhaze ? bajAramAM jaIne pelo sAMje pAcho pharyo ne kahevA lAgyo : "guruva...! pratijJA le to / merI 17 thI vinA mAvAna #aa nAma liye kisI kA AtmakalyANa nahIM ho sakatA / '' teNe eka mALAnI bAdhA sAme caDIne lIdhI. mane saMtoSa thayo. 8. rAjAe naimitikane bhaviSya pUchatAM teNe kahyuM: "A varSe bhayaMkara dukALa paDavAno che." rAjA vagere stabdha thaI gayA. zeThiyAoe tarata ja anAja Adi saMgharavAnuM zarU karyuM. paNa aSADha mahino AvatAM ja megha to muzaLadhAra varasI paDyo. dukALanI vAta khoTI paDI. joSIne pUchatAM teNe kahyuM: grahonA AdhAre haju paNa huM kahuM chuM dukALa ja paDavo joIe. paNa varasAda kema paDyo? te mane samajAtuM nathI. koI jJAnIne pUchIe to khabara paDe. kevaLajJAnIne pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM: joSI potAnA bodha pramANe khoTo nathI. paNa jyotiSathI dharmano prabhAva khUba ja ucca che, je jJAnI sivAya koI samajI zake nahi. tamArA nagaramAM zeThane tyAM je puNyavAna bALakano 2 kalApUrNaprabodha 122
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________________ janma thayo che, tenA prabhAve dezamAMthI dukALa sukALamAM palaTAI gayo che. e jIve pUrva janmamAM khUba ja jIvadayA pALelI tenA prabhAve Ama thayeluM che. eka mANasanuM puNya zuM kAma kare che? paropakAra zuM kAma kare che? tenuM A jvalaMta udAharaNa che. ApaNe moDhethI zaraNAgati bolIe chIe paNa badhuM ApaNI pAse rAkhIne. mArAM ghara, dhana-mAla-milakata, mArA ziSyo, samudAya, mAnyatA vagere samarpaNa mAtra mana-vacana kAyAnuM ja nahIM. AtmAnuM paNa samarpaNa karavAnuM che. indrabhUti gautame e karyuM ane pAmI gayA. eka bAbAjI corothI prabhAvita thaI evA vaza thayelA ke coro tamAma saMpatti lUMTIne bhAgI gayA toya khabara na paDI. sagAMvahAlAMoe cetavyA paNa na sAMbhaLyuM tema ApaNA AtmAnI dazA AvI che. modAdi corothI prabhAvita thayA chIe. te badhuM tUTI jAya che to paNa khabara nathI paDatI. saddaguru samajAve paNa jIva mAnato nathI. bImAra vyaktine AhAra grahaNanI IcchA thatI nathI, jo thAya to roga gayo samajavo. tema saMsAra rAga-bhava roganI tIvratAmAM dharmanI icchA thatI nathI. viSayAbhilASAno atireka dharmanI icchA thavA na de, jo tIvra icchA thAya to samajavuM ke roga gayo. sastAmAM lIdheluM sonuM Aje mUlyavAna thaI gayuM tema nAnapaNamAM maLelA saMskArajJAna Aje mUlyavAna thaI jAya. keTalAMka jIvaMta dacaMta 123
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________________ vi6 pachInI svAnubhUtinI jhalaka | siddharSi gaNi bauddha darzanano abhyAsa karavA gayelA tyAM jaI calacittavALA banyA. Aje paNa AvuM bane che ne ? vipazyanAnI 11 divasanI zibira karIne AtmAnubhUti thaI gayAno dAvo karanArA ochA nathI. AvA ghaNA loko AtmAnubhUtinA bhramamAM pUjAdi sarva choDI mArgabhraSTa banatA hoya che. eka dAkhalo batAvuM. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM meM caturtha vrata brahmacarya lIdhuM eTale lokoe aphavA uDAvI. A akSayarAjajI to dIkSA levAno che. tyAre mArA manamAMya nahotuM. dIkSAnI koI vAta ja nahotI. saMyoga paNa na hatA. paNa be ja varSa pachI dIkSAnA bhAva jAgyA. huM te vakhate kaheto : 'tamArI vAta sAcI paDo." nAnapaNamAM pUjAmAM "saMyama kabahI mile sasanehI pyArA." bolatAM lAgatuM ke huM kyAre saMyama svIkArIza? bacapaNanI ApaNI bhAvanA ja moTI uMmare sAkAra bane che. tamane zuM? mane paNa jIvaleNa vyAdhi AvI che te vakhate bhagavAnanA tattvajJAne ja mane durgAnathI bacAvyo che. nahi to te vakhate gusso paNa AvI jAya. koI sevA karatuM nathI vagere. paNa eka AMgaLInI pIDA bIjI AMgaLI laI zakatI nathI to ApaNI pIDA bIjA kema laI zake? mane potAne paNa Avo anubhava thAya che. je bhakta bhagavAnane samarpita thaI gayo tenI badhI adhUrAza pUrI karavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che, ema mane to satata lAgI rahyuM che. huM bahu bhakti vagere karato. dIkSA levAnA koI ja mArA bhAva nahotA, 124 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ chatAM lokomAM tyAre evI vAto cAlatI. akSaya dIkSA levAno che. huM tyAre vicArato : lokonA bhAva saphaLa thAya ane mane kharekhara dIkSA maLI. huM dIkSA levA taiyAra thayo tyAre gharanAM amuka vaDIlo kahetA : akSaya ! tame to mahAna zrAvaka AnaMda ane kAmadevathI paNa vadhyA. temaNe paNa dIkSA nahotI lIdhI. tame levA taiyAra thayA cho. evA tame kayA moTA ? ghera rahI sAdhanA nathI thatI ? zAstrIya vAtano paNa mANasa kevo durupayoga kare che ? zAstramAMthI paNa potAne anukULa tarka mANasa kaI rIte zodhI kADhe che ? teno A namUno che. 1 jJAna, darzana, cAritrano jenAthI lAbha thAya te badhI ja cIjone sAmAyika kahevAya. eka tALAnI cha cAvI che. chae cha cAvI lagAvo to ja tALuM khUle. pAMca lagAvo ne eka sAmAyika (samatA)nI cAvI na lagAvo to AtmamaMdiranAM daravAjA nahi khUle e mAro anubhava che. na mArI potAnI madrAsamAM evI sthiti thaI gayelI ke muhapattInA bola yAda na Ave paTTa vakhate moTI zAMti bhUlI jAuM. AjanmamAM paNa zarIra Avo do ApI zake to AgAmI janmomAM to zuM thaze ? tenI kalpanA to karo. meM 30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI pahelethI adhyAtmanI ruci AmA rAmaH rAmau rAmAH" bhaNavuM kyAM game ? paNa dRDha saMkalpa hato : anuvAda mAtra vAsI mAla che. kartAno sIdho Azaya jANavo hoya to saMskRta zIkhavuM ja joIe. 8-10 varSe zIkhI gayo. kyAMya kaMTALo na Ave, jJAna pote ja kaMTALo dUra karanAruM che. tyAM kaMTALAne savAla ja kyAM che ? rucipUrvaka bhaNIne juo. emAM rasa keLavo, kaMTALo kyAMya bhAgI jaze. huM to mArA anubhavathI kahuM chuM : bAhya-AMtara ApattiomAM bhagavAna rakSaNa kare ja che. jIvanamAM khUTatI AdhyAtmika zaktione pUratI kare che. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre yA to vyakti maLe yA paMkti maLI jAya. navakAra gaNIne huM pustaka kholuM, je nIkaLe temAM bhagavAnano Adeza samajI huM amala karuM ane saraLatA maLe. atyAre bhagavAna sivAya mane kono AdhAra che ? anubhavathI kahuM chuM bhagavAna satata yogakSema karatAM ja rahe che. TheTha mokSa pUjyazrInI svAnubhUtinI jhalaka 9 125
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________________ sudhI satata yogakSema karatAM ja rahe che. vaLI prabhukRpA anubhavuM ke evo meM jAtaanubhava aneka vAra karyo che. aneka aneka prasaMgomAM karyo che. dA.ta. tame koI prazna karyo ne meM tarata ja javAba Apyo, tyAM huM bhagavAnanI kRpA jouM chuM. kyAreka ekAda kalAka pachI bhagavAna AvIne javAba kahI jAya che. bhagavAnanuM ja che. bhagavAne jo apAvavA icchatA haze to apAvaze. javAbadArI emanI che. kyAreka tabiyata asvastha hoya chatAM bhagavAnane yAda karIne vAcanA mATe jhukAvI dauM. yogakSema karanArA bhagavAna beThA che pachI ciMtA zI? mArI ja vAta karuM. kSaNa vAra prabhunAM vAkyo bhulAI jAya to huM AkuLavyAkuLa thaI jAuM. AnaMdaghanajInI bhASAmAM kahuM to - manaDu kimahI na bAje kuMthujIna" he kuMthuMjIna mAruM mana ThekANe nathI rahetuM. adhyAtma ravi Ugyo muja ghaTa, moha timira haryuM jugate." meM je paNa pustakAdi lakhelAM che, te badhAmAM tame zAstra-pATho joI zakazo. have to evo AtmavizvAsa thaI gayo che ke je paNa huM boluM te zAstra-sApekSa ja hoya. kadAca atyAre zAstra-pATha na maLe to pachI paNa maLI ja Ave. mane potAne gRhasthapaNAmAM be-cAra varSa sudhI Avo anubhava thayelo. saMsAramAM rahuM kharo, paNa vedanA pArAvAra cha kAyanI hiMsA kyAM sudhI karavAnI? manamAM satata vedanA rahetI. je AtmA pUjAthI raMgAya te AgaLa jatAM viratithI raMgAya ja. mArA mATe to A vAta ekadama sAcI che. mane to A cAritra bhagavAnanI pUjAbhaktinA prabhAvathI ja maLyuM che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. ame dakSiNa vageremAM gayA te kAMI pharavA ke prasiddhi mATe nathI gayA. e vAta have pUrI thaI gaI. vadhu prasiddhi e mArA mATe to sAdhanAnuM moTuM palimaMtha viba) mela banI gayuM che. amArA kalodImAM vIMchI ghaNA, emAM amAruM ghara vIMchInuM ghara. roja 126 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pitAjI 15/20 vIMchI ekaThA karIne jaMgalamAM mUkI Ave. eka vakhata baniyana paheratAM kAMTA jevuM lAgyuM. joyuM to moTo vIMchI. saMbhALane bahAra mUkyo 29 varSamAM mane vIMchI karaDyo nathI huM mAnuM chuM A jIvadayAno prabhAva che. ApaNuM aMta:karaNa jIvadayAthI bhareluM hoya to koNa zuM karI zake? eka navakAranA kAussagnamAM paNa e tAkAta che ke tamane samAdhi ApI de. bhale eka navakAra khUba ja nAnI kriyA hoya paNa, tenI UrjA ghaNI che. pU. paMnyAsajInI A akhaMDa zikha che. meM temanAmAM A darzana karyuM che. mAro paNa A ja anubhava che, mane temAMthI ja adhyAtma pragaTa thayuM che. - jJAnasAra jevA graMtha to mAro prANa che. dharmasabhAmAM mAre besavAnuM hoya. mAruM citta e graMthanI noMdhamAM caTela rahe. tethI kahuM chuM A graMtha sI haiyAmAM dhAraNa karo. e muktidAtA banI zake tevA rahasyo temAM che. prabhubhaktimAM meM to sAkSAta muktinA darzana karyA che. ethI to prabhune choDato ja nathI. AtmA prabhumaya banI gayo che pachI kyAM chUTe! Ama AtmA paramAtmAnuM aikya karAvanAra sAcA hRdayanI bhakti che. huM to paramAtmAnI bhakti karuM ane AtmAnA eka eka pradeze svarUpAnaMda pragaTe. A mAro anubhava che. samayanuM bhAna na rahe. na dehanuM bhAna rahe. ziSyo kaMI saMketa kare tyAre upayoga bahAra Ave. chatAM kaMI bhaktinI mastI jAya nahi e to niraMtara zvAsanI jema rahyA kare. jene bhakti dvArA mukti pAmI zakAya che tevI zraddhA nathI. AvI khATale ja khoTa hoya tyAM prabhunI zakti - yogabaLa temane zuM sahAya kare ? mAro ja anubhava kahuM mane to bhaktimAM sAkSAta paramAtmAnI kRpAno anubhava thAya che. tyAre mArA AtmA ane paramAtmAno bheda ja bhUMsAI jAya che. evA anubhavamAM jatAM pahelAM saMsArano bhAva chUTavo joIe jene saMsAra sAcavIne bhakti karavI che tene AtmA paramAtmAnuM darzana zakya nathI. tevA bhramita manavALA loko ghaNA che temanI vAta sAcI na mAnazo. khoTano dhaMdho che, bhagavAna che ja (hAtha lAMbo karIne) A rahyA e jovA anokhI AMkha joIe. pUjyazrInI svAnubhUtinI jhalaka 127
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________________ 17. patrazrInA subhASita prabhune name te namanIya bane. prabhune pUje te pUjanIya bane. prabhune stave te stavanIya bane A bhagavAna evA ja che: potAnuM pada ApanArA che. sUryamukhI dina meM khIlatA hai para rAtameM nahIM. candramukhI rAtameM khIlatA hai, para prabhAtameM nahIM antarmukhI hara pala khIlatA hI rahatA hai, kyoMki usakI prasannatA kisIke hAthameM nahIM.' "evuM jJAna Apo, jethI niraMtara ajJAnanuM bhAna thatuM rahe. evo vairAgya Apo, jemAM amArI Asakti ogaLatI jAya. evI bhakti Apo, jemAM ahaMkArano parvata cUracUra thaI jAya." badhA doSone pedA karanAra ahaMkAra che. badhA guNone pedA karanAra namaskAra che. ahaMkAra saMsAranuM bIja che; namaskAra muktinuM bIja che. ApaNe kyAM rahevuM che? muktimAM ke saMsAramAM? ahaMkAra na choDIe to muktinI sAdhanA zI rIte zarU thAya? dUdhanI ghanatA mApavA lekTomITara, vIjaLInuM dabANa mApavA volTamITara, havAnuM dabANa mATe beromITara, garamI mApavA mATe tharmomITara tema prabhu-bhakti mApavA mATe citta prasannatA. jaMgalamAM jatA koI mANasane cAra strIo maLI. emanAM nAmo hatA; buddhi, lajjA, himmata ane taMdurastI mANase pUchyuM tame kyAM raho cho? ame cAreya kramazaH magaja, AMkha, hRdaya ane peTamAM rahIe chIe." 128 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ javAba sAMbhaLIne te AgaLa cAlyo tyAre tene cAra puruSa maLyA. temanAM nAma hatAM; krodha, lobha, bhaya ane roga. pUchyuM tame kyAM raho cho? "ame cAreya kramazaH magaja, AMkha, hRdaya ane peTamAM rahIe chIe.'" "are ! tyAM to pelI strIo rahe che !" '"tamArI vAta kharI... paNa amAruM Agamana thatAM ja teo ghara choDIne bhAgI jAya che.'" krodhathI buddhi, lobhathI lajjA, bhayathI hiMmata ane rogathI taMdurastI naSTa thAya che. chAsamAM mAkhaNa hoya to vAMdho nahi, paNa mAkhaNamAM chAsa na joIe. kolasAmAM hIro AvI jAya to vAMdho nahi, paNa hIrA letAM kolaso na Avavo joIe. sigAreTa pItAMpItAM prabhune bhajavAmAM vAMdho nahi. paNa prabhu-bhajana karatAM karatAM sigAreTa na ja joIe. jheramAM bheLaseLa hoya to vAMdho nahi. paNa mIThAImAM jheranI bheLaseLa na ja joIe. pANI 52 hoDI hoya to vAMdho nahi. paNa hoDImAM pANI na joIe. saMsAramAM prabhu yAda Ave to vAMdho nahi. prabhu-bhaktimAM saMsAra yAda na Avavo joIe. nirvikalpa dazA. AtmAnuM (gharanuM) ghara [zukla dhyAna] zubha vikalpa : mitranuM gha2 [dharmadhyAna] azubha vikalpa : zatrunuM gha2 [ArtadhyAna] duSTa vicAra : zetAnanuM ghara [raudra dhyAna] tapa to ja saphLa bane, jo sAthe kSamA hoya. niyama to ja saphLa bane, jo sAthe vinaya hoya. guNa to ja prazaMsA pAmaze, jo vinaya hoya. (1) pratyAkhyAna eTale mAruM nathI teno tyAga. paccakkhANa tyAre ja levAya, jyAre zeSa bacI rahelI vastu (AtmA)nI zraddhA hoya. (2) AtmA nitya che. kAryotsarga : kAyAnA utsarga (tyAga) pachI bace che te nitya che. (3) AtmA karmano kartA che. pratikramaNa : pApathI pAchA haTavuM. pote karelAM karma bhogavavAM ja paDe che. mATe pratikramaNa dvArA pApathI pAchA potAne ja pUjyazrInA subhASita 129
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________________ pharavuM paDe. (4) AtmA karmano bhoktA che. guruvaMdana jema guru bhagavaMta potAnA svarUpanA bhoktA che tema te ja vaMdana, vaMdana karanArane svarUpanuM bhoktApaNuM Ape. athavA guruvaMdana karmanA bhogavaTAmAMthI chUTakAro Ape. - (5) mokSa che : caturviMzatistava (logassa) siddhA sidhdhi mama disaMtu siddho mane mokSa Ape. siddhane namaskAra to ja thaI zake jo mokSa hoya. (6) mokSano upAya che : samAyika = samatA - samatAthI karmano kSaya, karmakSayathI nirjarA nirjarAthI mokSa, samatA e mokSano upAya che. arihaMta : krodhane choDI kSamAzIla bano. juo meM mArA jIvanamAM duzmano tarapha paNa krodha karyo nathI. siddha : mAna choDI namra bano. nAnAne paNa bahumAna bhAvathI juo. huM nigodanA jIvane paNa mAro sAdharmika baMdhu gaNuM chuM. sAdhu H mAyA choDI saraLa bano. saraLa hoya che te ja sAdhu bane che ne tenI ja zuddhi thAya che. = dharma : lobha choDI saMtoSI bano. huM ja paralokamAM cAlanAra vAstavika dhana chuM. mane je apanAvaze te saMtoSI banaze. bhagavAna kyAM che te na pUcho. tame kyAM cho te pUcho. bolAvye zAnta thAya ko kSamAvAna thAya prasaMge dhairyavAna thAya jarUriyAte vizALa thAya bhUmikAe saMyamI thAya vicArye saMskArI thAya. mAnava jo..... aucitye sAtvika thAya adhikAre prauDha thAya cAritryabaLe sauno vizvAsu thAya. 130 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ to jIvana naMdanavana bane. je rIte karma bAMdhIe te rIte udayamAM Ave. khAvAmAM aMtarAya karo to khAvAnuM na maLe. tapamAM aMtarAya karo to tapa na karI zako. dhanamAM aMtarAya karo to dAna na karI zako. cAra kathA cAra saMjJA vadhAre. strIkathA : maithunasaMjJAna vadhAre. bhaktakathA : AhArasaMjJA vadhAre. dezakathA : bhayasaMjJA vadhAre pADozI dezonA lazkaranI vAta sAMbhaLatAM yuddhAdino bhaya lAge) rAjakathAH parigrasaMzA vadhAre (rAjAonA vaibhavanuM varNana sAMbhaLIne tevI tevI cIjo lAvavAnI icchA thAya) taLeTIe arUpa paramAtmA maMdiromAM rUpa paramAtmA. upAzrayomAM veSa paramAtmA vyAkhyAnAdimAM zabda paramAtmA. sarvanA hRdayamAM zraddhA paramAtmA. suvAkya deva pAsethI darzana, guru pAsethI jJAna dharma pAsethI cAritra maLe. AhAranA jJAnamAtrathI bhUkha na bhAMge. davAnI jANakArI mAtrathI Arogya na maLe. caityavaMdanAnI jANakArI mAtrathI saphaLatA na maLe. nadI bhale bhayaMkara hoya, pula para cAlanArane bhaya nathI. majabUta nAvaDI para besanArane bhaya nathI. saMsAra bhale bhayaMkara hoya, paNa enA zAsanamAM besanArane bhaya nathI. gulAbane kahevuM nathI paDatuM: bhamarAo! tame Avajo. ka pAsethI nathI " na maLa pUjyazrInA subhASita 131
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________________ taLAvane kahevuM nathI paDatuM: mAchalIo tame Avajo. yogya vyaktine yogya pAtra maLI ja rahe che. jenA krodhAdi sAjA teno AtmA mAMdo. jenA krodhAdi mAMdA teno AtmA sAjo. viSaya-kaSAyane soMpeluM mana saMsAra banAvI Ape, bhagavAnane soMpeluM mana bhagavAna meLavI Ape. devane jANavA caityavaMdana bhASya, gurune jANavA guruvaMdana bhASya, dharma (laya)ne jANavA paccakhkhANa bhASya. mana zAMta thAya che tyAre AtmAno sahaja zAMta prakAza pragaTe che, avidyA bhasmibhUta thaI jAya che. mohanuM aMdhAruM TaLI jAya che. zarIra huM chuM - bahirAtmA. AtmA huM chuM - aMtarAtmA. parama caitanya huM chuM (karmo jatA rahyA che.) paramAtmA. jeTalA aMze paraspRhA teTalA aMze duHkha ! dhana, mAna, pada, pratiSThA vagerenI spRhA vadhu ne vadhu duHkhI banAvanArI che, e noMdhI levuM joIe. A badhAthI niHspRhatA vadhatI jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. A ja jIvanamAM Ano anubhava karI zakAya. niHspRhatA eTale samatA, samatAmAM sukha spRhA eTale mamatA, mamatAmAM duHkha. bIjAne jJAna ApIe to ApaNuM jJAna surakSita, bIjAne dhana ApIe to ApaNuM dhana surakSita. bIjAne sukha ApIe to ApaNuM sukha surakSita, bIjAne jIvana ApIe to ApaNuM jIvana surakSita. tamArI prazaMsA thAya to tamAruM nAma yazakarma khape. jatuM rahe. tamArI niMdA thAya to tamAruM apayaza nAmakarma khape. have kaho : zuM sAruM? jJAna meLavavuM alaga vAta che, ene kriyAnvita karavuM alaga vAta che. yoga ApaNane jJAnane kriyAnvita karavAnuM kahe che, pradarzaka nahi. pravartaka jJAna meLavI levAnuM kahe che. pravartaka jJAna AvatAM ja jIvanamAM parivartana zarU thaI jAya che. A ja enI nizAnI che. 132 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pariziSTa : saMkSipta graMthaparicaya ' 1. sarvajJa kathita parama sAmAyikadharma sarvajJa sarvadarzI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zrI mahAvIradeve sau prathama upadeza sAmAyika dharmano Apyo che. arthAt samabhAva) te sAmAyika zuM che te jANI tene zraddhA / AdarapUrvaka jIvanamAM jIvavuM e ja mAnavabhavanI saphara saphaLa banAvavAno zreSTha upAya che. bhautika sukha sAmagrIthI samRddha banelo mAnavI bhale potAnI jAtane mahAna manAvavA prayatna karato rahe, paNa hakIkatamAM te mahAna nahIM paNa AMtara zatruothI "mahAta thAya che. A zatrugaNa para jIta meLavavI sAmAyikadharmathI zakya che. jagatanA jIvamAtrane Atmatulya mAnavA, temAM uttarouttara vikAsa sAdhavo. je prema (sthUla) kuTuMba parijanamAM maryAdita che tene samasta prANImAtramAM vistAravo, niravadhi vizvavyApI banAvavo te sAmAyika dharmanI sAdhanA che. Atmabhinatattvo - padArtho pratye virakti ane caitanyatattva pratye maitrI e mokSano mArga che. jIvanamAM AvuM sAmAyika - samabhAva AvatAMnI sAthe prasanatA, pavitratA prasaravA mAMDe che. zAMti ane samatAno anubhava thAya sAmAyika mokSanuM pradhAna kAraNa zA mATe? sAmAyikano sAkSAtkAra vAsI caMdanakalpa mahAtmAone hoya che. muni mahAtmAone koI vAMsalA vaDe dveSabhAvathI chede, niMdA kare, prahAra kare, anya prakArano upadrava kare to te nAkhuza na thAya, ane koI caMdanathI zarIre lepa kare, bhakti kare, guNagAna kare, satkAra sanmAna kare to te khuza na thAya. vaLI caMdana potAnA upara prahAra karanArane suvAsa Ape che tema muni mahAtmAo pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 133
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________________ apakAra karanAra para paNa upakAra kare che. A (caMdanakalpa) | sarvAtmabhUta banelo muni samyagarIte jIvonA svarUpane joto sarva Asavone rokato pApakarmone bAMdhato nathI. mArA AtmAne jema sukha priya che tema sarva Atmane sukha priya che tevuM jJAna thayA pachI sAcI dayA pALI. zakAya che. paDhamaM nANo tao dayA sAmAyika zuM che? jIva che, dravya che ke guNa che ? S9 zAstrakAra maharSi jaNAve che ke AtmA ja sAmAyika che. dravyadRSTithI vicAratAM sAmAyika dravya che. paryAyadaSTie sAmAyika guNa che. guNa kadI guNIthI judo na paDe tethI sAmAyika AtmAmAM rahelo guNa che. AtmA sAmAyika hoya to zuM vizvanA tamAma AtmA sAmAyika kahevAze nahi. je sAvadya pApakriyAno tyAga karI ane niravadya dharmavyavahAramAM sadA upayukta hoya evA AtmAne sAmAyika kahevAya che. saMsArI avasthAmAM rahelo AtmA jJAnAvaraNAdi karmothI AvRtta hoya che. ajJAnatA ane rAgadveSanI paravazatAne kAraNe vibhAvadazAvALo hovAthI te ajJAnI, rAgI, dveSI kahevAya che. paraMtu je AtmA sAvadyayoganA parihAra ane ahiMsAdi dharmanA Asevana dvArA vibhAvathI virame che tyAre tenAmAM samyagUjJAna-darzana cAritrAdi guNo pragaTe che tethI evA AtmAne sAmAyika kahevAya che. AvA sAmAyikanA traNa prakAra che. (1) zrata sAmAyikaH gItArtha sadguruo pAse vinaya bahumAnapUrvaka sUtra-zAstranuM adhyayana karavuM. te zAstrAbhyAsa sUtra-artha ubhaya ema traNa rIte thaI zake che. vistArathI aneka bheda che. (2) samyakatva sAmAyikaH jinabhASita tattvo para daDha zraddhA ke sudeva, suguru ane sudharma pratye acala zraddhAbhakti e samyapha sAmAyika che. A sAmAyika nisargathI eTale pUrvanA ArAdhaka jIvone gudinA upadeza vinA svAbhAvika phuraNAthI thAya che. adhigamathI ghaNA jIvone sadguru 134 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pAse dharmazravaNa karavAthI thAya che. A samyakatva zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane Astikya lakSaNo yukta che. (3) cAritra sAmAyikaH viratisvarUpa mukhya be bheda che. dezavirati cAritraH sAvadya pApa - vyApArano aMzataH tyAga tenA aNuvrata, guNavrata, zikSAvrata bAatanI apekSAe aneka prakAra che. sarvavirati cAritra - sarva sAvadya pApa-vyApArono sarvathA tyAga tenA ghaNA bheda che. saMpUrNa sAmAyika svIkAravA asamartha hoya evA zrAvako - sAdhako paNa be ghaDInA sAmAyika dvArA azubha yogathI nivRtta banI apUrva karma nirjarA ArAdhI zake che. sAmAyikamAM raheto zrAvaka teTalo samaya sAdhu jevo che. sAmAyika e mahAna tattva-padArtha che. jemAM jainadarzana saMpUrNa pragaTa thAya che, temAM ghaNAM sAdhano samAya che. tethI te sarvatomukhI ArAdhanA che. je AtmA saMyama, niyama tapAdimAM tatpara banyo che, tathA je sarva jIvone Atmatulya mAnI rakSaNa kare che, tene sarvajJa kathita vAstavika "sAmAyika hoya che. evA sAmAyikanA ghaNA bhedo paikI atre mukhya traNa prakAro kahe che. - (1) sAma, (2) sama, (3) samma (samyapha) (1) sAmaH A sAmAyikamAM jIvanAM pariNAma madhura hoya che. maitrI, ahiMsA, karuNA, abhaya, mRdutA, kSamA, bhakti Adi bhAvothI bhAvita banelA AtmAnAM pariNAma nirmaLa bane che, tyAre koI apUrva mAdhuryano anubhava thAya che. maitrIAdi zreSTha bhAvo niraMtara vahetA ja hoya che. maitrIbhAvathI SanI krUra lAgaNIo naSTa thaI jAya che. ' karuNAthI haiyuM komaLa bane che. mRdutAthI mAna/abhimAnanI kaThora vRttio naSTa thAya che. kSamAthI krodhAgni zAMta thaI jAya che. abhaya AtmArthIne abhayanI prApti thAya che. bhakti vaDe pUjyo pratye samarpaNabhAva pragaTe che. sAma' sarva jIvo pratye maitrIbhAvarUpa samatA, "Aya" eTale lAbha te pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 135
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________________ ja sAmAyika, te sAvadya pApavyApAranA tyAgarUpa ane niravadyayoganA dharmavyApAranA AsevanarUpa AtmAnAM pariNAma che. ahiMsAnA paripUrNa pAlanamAM nayasApekSa "SaTajIvanikAya'nuM jJAna atyaMta Avazyaka che. AgamAnusArI jIvana jIvanAra muni ja ahiMsAnuM paripUrNa pAlana karI zake che. jJAnadAna hoya ke abhayadAna hoya paNa te kSamA ane viratithI yukta hovAM joIe. dhanAdi sAmagrI vinA supAtradAna karI zakAtuM nathI, tema maitrI kSamA, virati vinA vAstavika abhayadAna daI zakAtuM nathI. maitrI Adi bhAvothI saMyama utkRSTa bane che. tethI Arta-raudradhyAnano sarvathA tyAga thatAM dharmadhyAna sadhAya che. pachI zukladhyAnamAM sAdhaka lIna bane che. anukrame mokSa prApta thAya che. sAma sAmAyikamAM maitrIAdi bhAvA-guNonuM ciMtana susAdhya thAya che tene "adhyAtmayoga' kahe che. te zubhabhAvanAno satata abhyAsa te bhAvanAyoga che. tenA phaLasvarUpe cittanI vizuddhi thatAM dhyAna yogano prAraMbha thAya che. (samabhAva) maitrI sahita saMyamanuM pAlana adhyAtmayoga. maitrI Adi bhAvanAonuM bhAvana bhAvanAyoga. Arta-raudradhyAnano parityAga te dhyAnayoga. A traNe yogonI phaLazruti samatAyoga che jemAM munio sAkSAta mokSano - svarUpano anubhava kare che. sama sAmAyika = tulya pariNAma (sthira). zama, prazama, upazama, samatA, zAMti vagere paryAyavAcI nAmo che. tenI prApti mATe satazAstrono abhyAsa Avazyaka che. karmAdhIna saMsArI jIvane nimittAdhIna rAgadveSanI vRttio utpanna thAya che paraMtu zAstronA adhyayana, manana ane parizIlanathI citta vAsita thAya to jaDa cetana padArthonA vividha svarUpanuM vibhAvanuM, ISTa aniSTa padArthonuM ke saMyoga viyoganI paristhitimAM cittanI samatulA jaLavAI zake che. madhyasthabhAva Take che. saMyama svIkAranAra munie sadgurunI nizrAmAM zAstrAbhyAsa karavo 136 ' zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ joIe. gurukulavAsamAM samatApUrvaka vasavuM joIe. tattvanI sUkSma vicAraNAthI tIvra saMvegavirAgya pragaTe che. sama sAmAyikamAM zAstrayoga - (vacana anuSThAna)nI pradhAnatA che. dravyAnuyoganA abhyAsathI sUkSma dRSTi prApta thatAM varmadhyAna - zukladhyAnanuM sAmarthya prApta thAya che. karaNAnuyoga - karmavAdanA abhyAsathI jIvo pratye tulya samabhAva pedA thAya che. rAgadveSanA prasaMgamAM madhyastha rahevAthI samyagadarzanAdi guNono lAbha thAya che. te sama sAmAyika che. - zrutajJAnanA abhyAsathI cittavRttio jyAre nirmaLa ane sthira bane che tyAre dhyAnano prAraMbha thAya che. citta svAdhIna bane che. azubha vicAro aTakI jAya che. tethI azubha karmabaMdha aTakI jAya che. tyAre aneka prakAranI labdhio. ane riddhio pragaTa thAya che. samatA guNono ziratAja che. samatA rahita jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, zIla samyaktva Adi guNo phaLavAna thatA nathI. sarva jIvo pratye (trasa - sthAvara) samapariNAmavALA sAdhakone ja sarvajJakathita sAmAyika hoya che. sammasamyaka sAmAyikanuM svarUpaH ekIkaraNa pariNAme. samyakapariNAmarUpa. A sAmAyikamAM samyatva, jJAna ane cAritranuM paraspara saMmilana thAya che. jema dUdhamAM sAkara bhaLI jAya tema AtmAmAM ratnatrayInuM " paraspara ekIkaraNa thavuM te "samma sAmAyika che. temAM zAMti ane samatAno astulita pravAha vahevA mAMDe che. je munine "mAro AtmA paNa anaMta jJAnAdi guNa-paryAyathI yukta che evI samyaka zraddhA ane jJAna sAthe AtmasvabhAvamAM sthiratA, ramaNatA ane tanmayatA prApta thaI hoya temane ja AtmasvabhAvanI anubhUti thAya che te "samma sAmAyika hoya che. 51 dhyAnanI parama prIti, tattvapratipatti, zama, samAdhiniSThA, asaMgaanuSThAna, asaMgAdi doSono abhAva, niraticAritA jevA guNo paNa A bhUmikAmAM avazya hoya che. sarva dravyo sva-sva pariNAmonA kartA che paNa para pariNAmanA kartA nathI, pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 137
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________________ A bhAva vaDe sarvabhAvonuM kartutva haTAvI sAkSIbhAvano puSTa abhyAsa thAya che. temanA Atmika sukhanI koI upamA ApI zakAtI nathI. samatArasano dariyo joI lo. A pramANe sAma, sama, ane samma pariNAmarUpa sAmAyikamAM anukrame samyagudarzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa ratnatrayI samAyelI che. "samagra mokSamArga sAmAyikarUpa che temAM sarva prakAranI yogasAdhanAo, adhyAtmasAdhanAo ke maMtra, dhyAnAdi vividha anuSThAnono temAM aMtarabhAva thayelo che. tIrthakara bhagavaMto tenA vizuddha pAlana dvArA kevaLajJAna prApta karI pote sAmAyika dharmano upadeza Ape che. sAmAyikamAM cha Avazyako samAya che. athavA pachInA pAMca Avazyako sAmAyikane puSTa karavA mATe che. sAmAyikanA mAtra karemi bhaMte sUtramAM karemi bhaMte sAmAIyuM, A zabdo sAmAyika ane cakavIsatyonA sUcaka che. tasmabhaMte vaMdanane sUcaka, paDikkamAmi, niMdAmi, garihAmi A pado pratikramaNanA bodhaka che. ApaNuM vosirAmi A pada kAyotsargane sUcave che. sAmAyika jevA anuSThAnamAM Agamika dRSTie kevA padArtho jaNAvyA che, e jIvo jANatA nathI. e padAthocitta vizuddhi mATe upayogI che. sAmAyikanuM svarUpa darzAvatA ekArthaka nAmo. (1) Avaka: caturvidha saMghane divasa ane rAtrie avazya karavA yogya. (2) avazvakaraNIyaH mumukSu AtmAne pApathI mukta thavA je niyamita AcaravA yogya. (3) dhruva: A sAmAyika (AtmasvarUpa-guNa hovAthI) arthathI anAdi anaMta che, zAzvata che. jI nigrahaH jenAthI indriyo ane kaSAyAdi bhAvazatruono nigrahadamana karAya che. sAmAyika-samatAbhAva dvArA ja viSaya kaSAyonA Aveza para saMyama meLavI zakAya che. 5) vizuddha karmathI malina banelA AtmAne vizuddha nirmaLa banAve che. (6) adhyayanaSakaH je sAmAyika Adi cha adhyayanAtmaka che. 138 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ (7) varga : jenA rAga dveSAdi doSonA samUhano parihAra thAya che. athavA cha adhyayanano eka varga-samUha che. (8) nyAyaH je iSTa arthane siddha karI ApanAra che, je sAdhyamokSano amogha upAya che. jenA dvArA AtmAne karmazatruo dvArA chInavI lIdhelI potAnI guNa saMpatti pharI prApta thAya che. 9) ArAdhanA: mokSaprAptinA hetuthI kadAca te ArAdhanA, sAmAyika Adi mokSanAM ananya sAdhano che tethI te ArAdhanA che. (1) mArga: mokSane prApta karavA icchatA AtmA mATe A sAmAyika vagere dhorI rAjamArga che. sAmAyika - samabhAva - samatA rahita AtmA AtmalakSI sAdhanAnI koI paNa siddhi hAMsala karI zakato nathI. kemake ratnatraya sivAya koI guNa caDhiyAto nathI. te ratnatrayIsvarUpa sAmAyikamAM samAI jAya che. saMyama, niyama ane tapa dvArA sAmAyika AtmasAta thAya che. saMyamaH pAMca indriyono nigraha, cAra kaSAyono upazama. ahiMsAdi pAMca vrata manAdi traNa yoganI gupti. sattara prakAra che. niyamaH aSTa pravacanamAtAne khoLe jIvana samarpita, namratA, saraLatA Adi guNo. tapa: anazanAdi bAra tapa dvArA kAyAne kasavI jethI game tevA upasargo ke upadravamAM samatA TakI zake, dehabhAva ghaTe. sAmAyika zabdano naiziyika artha "zuddha AtmA che. ane zuddha AtmasvabhAvamAM thatI ramaNatA che. tenA adhikArI munimahAtmAo che. sarvavirati sAmAyika mokSanuM pradhAna sAdhana hovA chatAM tenI prApti atyaMta durlabha che. koI virala puNyazALI AtmA ja AvA sAvayoganA saMgano sarvathA tyAga karavA ujamALa banI zake che, tevA prakAranA puNya sAmarthanA abhAve samyakatva sAmAyika ema dezavirati sAmAyikanuM vidhipUrvaka AdarabahumAna sAthe ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave to anukrame prabaLa cAritramohanIya karma kSINa thatAM A janmamAM ke AvatA AgAmI janmamAM saMpUrNa sAmAyika prApta karavAnuM pracaMDa baLa pragaTI zake che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 139
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________________ sarvavirati sAmAyika prAptinA upAyaH sarva virati sAmAyikanA abhilASI AtmAe potAnA jIvananI tamAma pravRttine mokSamArgane anukULa banAvavI joIe. jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpelAM tattvo para akhaMDa zraddhA pragaTAvavI. saddagurunI dharmavANI sAMbhaLI te mujaba jIvana jIvavuM. guNI puruSo pratye haiyAmAM sadbhAva ane bahumAna rAkhavuM. potAnI zakti mujaba dharmakAryomAM sadA udyamazIla rahevuM. dehAdi jaDa padArthonI AsaktinA tyAga dvArA Atmika utthAnanI pratipaLa ciMtA rAkhavI. dezavirati sAmAyika prAptinA upAya: svabhUmikAnusAra zAstrokta anuSThAnonuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karavuM. namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM sadAsmaraNa, manana, ciMtana karavuM. jinezvara prabhunI traNe kALa svadravyathI vidhipUrvaka pUjA karavI. guruvaMdana, sevA, bhakti dharmazravaNa karavuM. zuddhAzayathI yathAzakti dAna devuM. zrAvakadharmane bAdhA na Ave e rIte mahA AraMbha samAraMbhavALA karmAdAna vagereno tyAga karI nyAya nItipUrvaka AjIvikA calAvavI. pratikamaNAdi Avazyaka kriyAo karavI. jIvAdi tattvonuM adhyayana - manana karavuM. bhAvanAonuM bhAna karavuM. zrata ane samyakatva sAmAyikanA upAyaH tattvazravaNanI tIvra tAlAvelI gAvavI. jinavacananI daDha zraddhA rAkhavI. devAdhideva, guru bhagavaMtanI sevAbhakti karavI. dharma pratye ati prIti karavI. aparAdhIne paNa kSamA ApavI. tenuM bhUMDuM na ciMtavavuM. viSayo pratye virakti karavI. AtmAnA pUrNAnaMda svarUpane anubhavavA utkaMThA rAkhavI. duHkhI jIvonAM duHkho dUra karavA prayatna karavA. A guNothI sAdhakamAM samyakatva sAmAyika pragaTe che. 140 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ zruta sAmAyika e samyaktva sAmAyikano sahacArI che. samyaktvanI pUrvabhUmikA apunarbaMdhaka avasthA che A avasthAmAM mohanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthitibaMdha na thAya tevo jIva haLukarmI bane che. te tIvra saMkaleza bhAvathI hiMsAdi kAryo na kare. saMsAranA kahevAtA sukho pratye gADha Asakti na rAkhe. dharmAdi kAryomAM ucitatA jALave. kAlajJa samayane oLakhIne aucityanuM pAlana kare. sAmAyikanI durlabhatA acinha mahimAzAlI siddhisukhadAyaka sAmAyika dharmanI prApti thavI kaMI AsAna vAta nathI. (sAmAnyarIte janasamUha sAmAyika kare che te taddana prAthamika bhUmikA che) AgaLa jaNAvyA te te prakAranA sAmAyika (bhAva) prApta karavAnuM durlabhAtidurlabha che, te meLavavAnuM mahAbhAgya mAtra mAnavane maLyuM che. are ! prathama to A mAnava janma daza dRSTAMte dohilo kahyo che. manuSyajanma, AryakSetra, uttamajAti, kuLa, rUpa, Arogya, dIrgha AyuSya, sadguddhi, saddharmamAM avadhAraNa ane zraddhA. A dasa prakAro durlabhatAthI, pUrvanI ArAdhanAthI maLe che. temAM paNa jinAjJAyukta sAmAyika dharmarUpe pariNamavuM te durlabhatara che. temAM zI navAI ? namaskAramaMtra gaLathUthImAMthI maLyo che, paraMtu mAhAtmya Ave to phaLe. prathama padanuM ja mAhAtmya jANo cho ? 'namo' padanA smaraNathI cittanI nirmaLatA thAya che. 'arihaM" padanA smaraNathI cittanI sthiratA thAya che. tANaM' padanA smaraNathI cittanI tanmayatA thAya che. pUrA namaskAramaMtrano mahimA atyaMta vizada che. tethI sAmAyikasUtra (karemibhaMte) pahelA namaskAramaMtrano prathama nirdeza che. karemibhaMtenA sUtramAM bAra (tera) padArtho samAya che. huM sAmAyika karavA icchuM chuM. huM sAvadya pApavyApArano tyAga karuM chuM. pariziSTa : saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 141
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________________ kALano nirNaya, zrAvaka/sAdhune na karuM. na karAvuM, na anumodana) traNa karaNa mana, vacana, kAyA, cAra pratijJA prAyazcitta, niMduM chuM. gahuM chuM pApayukta AtmAne mukta karuM chuM. sarvajJakathita parama sAmAyika vijJAnanA graMthamAM sUkSma tattvanuM, aneka rahasyonuM nirUpaNa che. atre graMtha vistAra na karatAM saMkSepamAM ane sAdhakane prAraMbhamAM jijJAsAvRtti jAge te hetuthI vigato jaNAvI che. tattvanA sUkSma abhyAsIe A graMthanuM avazya avalokana karavuM jemAM A pramANenA viSayo jANavA maLaze. eka sAmAyika AvazyakamAM cha AvazyakanI samAlocanA. sAmAyikanI vizALatAmAM kSetrathI, dizAthI, kALathI 36 dvAronI vicAraNA ApI che. je khUba vizada che. jemAM dhyAna ane upayoga jevA viSayonuM spaSTIkaraNa che. dareka prakAranA sAmAyikanA paryAyavAcI vividha nAme je sAmAnyarIte ApaNe jANatA nathI tethI saMkucita arthamAM ApaNe aTakI jaIe chIe. sAmAyikamAM namaskAra maMtranuM mahAbhya. sAmAyikanuM mULa sUtra karemibhaMte sUtrano vizeSa artha. AtmAnI traNa avasthAo bahirAtmadazA, aMtarAtmadazA, paramAtmadazA viSe samaja ApI che. AtmaanubhavadazAnI jhalaka ApI che. jinAjJA anurUpa sAmAyikanuM svarUpa. samApatti - nirmaLa cittanA dhyeyamAM sthiratA, tanmayatA thatAM samApatti siddha thAya che, te samApattinI addabhutatA vizada rIte jaNAvI che te sAdhanA mATe upayogI che. mahaaMze je ApaNe jANatA nathI. samApatti sAthe sAmAyikanuM mArmika rahasya pragaTa karyuM che. kAyotsarga AtmAnaMdanI anubhUtinuM kAraNa kevI rIte che te jANavAthI sAco kAyotsarga thaI zake che. 142 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ 2. yogAra AtmAnA anaMta guNo sattAmAM rahelA che, tene pragaTa karavAnA upAyone yoga kahe che. yoga asaMkhya prakAranA che. temAM mukhya jJAnayoga, bhaktiyoga, ane cAritrayoga pradhAna che. arthAt ratnatrayI che. tenI prApti sudeva, suguru, sudharmarUpI tattvatrayInI upAsanAthI thAya che. AthI yogasAranA graMthakAre prathama prakAzamAM sudevanuM yathAvasthita svarUpa batAvyuM che. jainadarzanamAM AtmAmAM rAgadveSano saMpUrNa kSaya thAya tene ja sarvajJa vItarAga kahe che. jenAmAM anaMta jJAna-darzanacAritra ane zakti-vIyadi) pragaTa thAya che te paramAtmA pUjanIya che. temAM zraddhA karavI te upAsanA che. temAM jinAjJAnI vizeSatA che. graMthakAre AjJAnuM svarUpa batAvyuM che te dhyAna yoga vaDe sarvotkRSTa AjJAnuM ArAdhana thAya che. tenI pUrvabhUmikAmAM gRhastha sAdhakoe uttama dravyothI prabhupUjA karavI, te dravyapUjA. bhAvavAhI stuti, stavana, caityavaMdanAdi bhAvapUjA tathA deza ane sarvathI cAritranuM vizuddha pAlana karavuM. A traNenA AlaMbanathI dhyAnayoganI siddhi thAya che. jinAjJAnA pAlanathI cittanI atyaMta nirmaLatA thAya che. vaLI sarvadharmono sAra samatA kahIne tenI prApti mATe sAdhake maitrIbhAva = samabhAva, pramodabhAva - guNa anumodana, karuNAbhAva, duHkhI jIvo pratye atyaMta karuNA. mAdhyasthabhAva avinIta pratye upekSA. A cAre bhAva sAdhaka sAdhu saune dharmarUpI kalpavRkSanuM mULa kahyuM che. tenuM ciMtana karI cittane bhAvanA vaDe bhAvita karavuM. ane pachI AcaraNamAM mUkavI. jethI jIvana vizuddha bane. graMthakAra lakhe che ke A cAra bhAvanAthI rahita sAdhakane dharma pAmavo. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 143
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________________ durlabha che. dharma samatArUpa che ane samatAnI prAptino upAya maityAdi bhAvanAo che. Aje kALanA prabhAvathI jIvo dharma kare che chatAM prAye loko daSTi rAgathI vimukha banelA maitrAdi bhAvanAothI abhAvita hovAthI svayaM dharmathI vimukha bane che ane bIjA mugdha jIvone dharmavimukha banAve che. vaLI kSamAdi dazayati dharma sarvadharmomAM guNomAM) ziromaNI che, te paNa maitrAdi bhAvanAthI bhAvita banelA samatAnA sAgara evA susAdhu bhagavaMtone ja hoya che. kAraNa ke vAstavamAM samatA e ja AtmA che. AvuM samatAnuM sukha durlabha che, kAraNa ke sarvasaMga parityAga vagara A sukhanI prApti sulabha nathI. viSaya kaSAyo e viSama che. te sadA duHkhadAyaka che. samatA ja AtmasvabhAvamAM ramaNatA rUpa cAritranuM rakSaNa karanArI hovAthI teno ja satata abhyAsa karavo. jIve rAjasa ane tAmasa vRtti tyajI sAttvika bhAvamAM cittane sthira banAvavuM. sattvahIna prANIne dharmano adhikAra nathI. sattvahIna dharmamArgamAM jarUrI niyamo pratijJA pALI zakato nathI. viSaya kaSAyonA samUha tarapha doDatA ati durjaI evA potAnA eka manane je jIte che te vIromAM tilaka samAna sattvazALI che. sattvaguNanA vikAsathI sAdhakamAM dhIratA, vIratA, gaMbhIratA, nizcalatA, vadhe che, tenA prabhAve sAdhaka viSaya kaSAyo tarapha doDatA ati durjaya evA manane paNa jIte che. paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM nizcala manane sthira karI AtmasvabhAvamAM lIna thaI paramAnaMdane anubhave che. A saMsAramAM prANIo bhautika sukha meLavavA dhana, saMpatti strIno saMgraha kare che. ane dhanAdi mATe hiMsAdi pApo karI Aloka paralokamAM aneka duHkha, zoka, saMtApa, yAtanAo bhogave che. chevaTe sukha maLatuM nathI. sAco sAdhaka gatanA AvA duHkhanuM vAstavika svarUpa joI vizuddha bhAvavALo vizeSa vairAgya pAme che. 14 - zrI klApUrNaprabodha
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________________ 3. mile mana bhItara bhagavAna AtmAnA bhavabhramaNanuM mULa dehamAM AtmabuddhinI bhrAMti che. anAdi kAlIna A bhrAMtinuM nivAraNa zrI paramAtmAnI niSkAma bhakti dvArA bahu ja saraLatAthI thaI zake che. bhUmikA sAdhujIvananI hoya ke saMsArI jIvananI hoya bhaktiyoga sau mATe AdaraNiya che. IcchAo Abha jevI anaMta che, koI mAnavI mana ane IcchAo upara kAbu meLavyA vinA sAcuM sukha ke sAcI zAMti anubhavI zakato nathI. bhautika sukhanI vipula sAmagrI ekatrita karIne tenA bhoga - upabhoga dvArA mAnavI potAnI jAtane sukhI ane samRddha banAvavA icche che, paNa te zakya nathI. kAraNa ke te sAmagrImAM caitanyadharmano aMza nathI ke jemAM sAcuM sukha raheluM che tevuM sukha bhautika padArthomAMthI kema saMbhave! sukha AtmAmAM rahe che pudgalamAM nahi rAgI uparano rAga e Asakti che, te saMsArano mArga che. vItarAgI uparano rAga bhakti che, te mokSano mArga che. mokSarUpa kAryanuM upAdAna kAraNa AtmA pote ja che, paraMtu te zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI bhaktinA yoge ene aMkurArUpe samyaggadarzana guNanI prApti thAya che, paNa kramazaH mokSarUpa phaLa pragaTa thAya che. sarva guNa prakarSavAna paramAtmAne dhyeya banAvIne ja dhyAtA dhyeya svarUpa banI zake che e niyama trikAlAbAdhita che. paraMtu bahirAtmAne A jagatamAM zuM zuM banavAnA koDa jAge che. jo eka vAra paramAtmA banavAnA koDa jAge to aMdaramAM rahelo paramAtmA pragaTa thAya. karmasattAnI vicitratA kevI che? eka vAra zreSThamAM zreSTha paudgalika pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 145
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________________ padArtho ApI AtmAne sukhano bhAsa Ubho kare che. bIjI vakhata bIbhatsa vikRta padArtho ApI te padArtho bhogavavAnI pharaja pADe che (narakamAM) A kevI krUra mazkarI che. eka jagAe talasAve che, eka jagAe taphaDAve che. chatAM ajJAnI jIvanI paulika vAsanA chUTatI nathI. paramAtmAnA premamAM eka evI tAkAta che ke te tenA bhakta/premIne cittanI caMcaLa pariNAmothI, paudgalika vAsanAothI mukta karI sthira pariNAmI banAve che. paudbhUgalika padArtho duHkhanI paraMparA sarjI cAlyA javAnA e satyane pacAvIne jIva svabhAvaramaNatAno sahaja AnaMda mANe che. e AnaMda AtmAno gharano hovAthI, AtmA amara achedya akhaMDa avinAzI che. tethI krUra karma ke kALa kALa, tene kaMI karI zakato nathI. sadguru jyAre jJAnAMjanathI sAdhakabhaktanI dRSTi khole che tyAre te AtmAnuM sukha bahAra zodhavAnuM choDIne aMtarmukha bane che. aMtarAtmAmAM paramAtmadarzana karIne apUrva AnaMda anubhave che. asaMgadazA, nirvikalpadazA, sAmarthyayoga, e dazAmAM jyAre tAttvika rIte Atmatattvano nirNaya thAya che tyAre ja tAttvika rIte paramAtmatattvano nirNaya thaI zake che. ane jyAre tAttvika rIte AtmA ane paramAtmAno nirNaya thaI jAya che, tyAre anya saghaLAM tattvono tAttvika nirNaya thAya che, tyAre karAtAM saghaLAM anuSThAno tAttvika bane che, je zIghrapaNe zAzvata sukhadAyI bane che. je je mahApuruSoe mukti meLavI che, meLave che ke meLavaze te A sarva asaMgaanuSThAnonA sevana dvArA ja che te niHzaMka che. AtmasvabhAvamAM magna sAdhakanuM citta aDola ane merU parvatavat nistrakaMpa hoya che. dehabhAva vilIna thayo hoya che. AtmabhAvanuM akhaMDa sAmrAjya varte che. AthI to munirAjo deha saLagI jAya topaNa AtmabhAvamAM ja masta hoya che. 146 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ 4. sahaja samAdhi samAdhi eTale zuM? samAdhi eTale AtmAnI sahaja svasthatA. samAdhi eTale AtmAnI sahaja sthiratA. samAdhi eTale Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti. samAdhi e kaMI mRtyu samaye ja meLavavAnI ke anubhavavAnI nathI, paraMtu jIvananI pratyeka paLomAM anupama Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti karavAnI bhavyAtibhavya kaLA che. AvI samAdhi meLavavI durlabha che, te dazAne prApta karavA bhagIratha puruSArtha karavo joIe. samAdhinAM sAdhano : (1) paudgalika sukho uparanI Asakti ghaTADavI, vairAgyabhAva keLavavo. (2) kaSAyanA Avezo para kAbU meLavavo, kSamAdi guNo vikasAvavA.. (3) sahunA kalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhavI. (4) paramAtmAnA nAma, smaraNa, jApa, guNa, ciMtana ane dhyAnAdino abhyAsa karavo. (5) zaraNAgati, duSkatagRha, sukRtaanumodanA pratidina trisaMdhyAe mananI ekAgratApUrvaka sevana karavuM. jIvana samAdhimaya hoya to ja maraNa samAdhimaya bane zaraNAgatiH apekSA rahita samarpaNabhAva. arihaMta paramAtmA siddha bhagavaMta sAdhu - bhagavaMta, kevalI praNIta dharma e sarvottama zaraNa che. sAcA zaraNArthIne AkhuM vizva (dhana mAna sagA svajana hovA chatAM) azaraNyarUpa bhAse che. tene mATe arihaMtAdi sarva zreSTha che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 147
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________________ duSkRtagIM : zaraNAgatinA bhAvathI bhAvita thayelo AtmAne potAnA doSo vIMchInA DaMkhonI jema DaMkhe che. punaH evAM pApa na thAya, tevI rica na thAya, Ama zaraNAgata pAmelo AtmA sadA jAgRta rahe che. niSpApa ane nirmala jIvana mATe satata udyamavaMta hoya che. kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrAcArya 'vItarAga stava'nI kRtimAM sAdhakanA mananI dazA jaNAve che. "he tribhuvanapati ! mohAdine AdhIna banI huM kSaNa vAramAM bAhya bhAvomAM Asakta banI jAuM chuM. vaLI koI kSaNamAM virakta paNa banuM chuM. pratikULa saMjogo sarjAtAM paLa vAramAM huM krodhAdine vaza thAuM chuM to vaLI anukULa saMjogomAM kSamAmUrti banI jAuM chuM. he prANAdhAra ! Apa jevA rakSaka maLavA chatAM mohAdi corothI mAruM jJAnAdiguNaratno lUMTAI jAya che. mATe he kRpA sindhu ! kRpA karI mane evI zakti Apo jethI huM bhaktiniSTha banI Atmazreya sAdhuM. sukRtya anumodana kevo saraLa upAya jANe chAMye chAMye saMtapta saMsArane tarI javAnuM jahAja. sukRtyanuM anumodana kramazaH 5ramAtmA arihaMtathI thAya che, sarvajJa vItarAga arihaMta paramAtmA parama kalyANa svarUpa che. jIvane mArge caDhAve che, ane rakSaNa Ape che. yogakSamaMkara che. siddha paramAtmA jeo nirvANa pAmI gata jIvone abhayadAna ApyuM che, ane avyavahA2 rAzimAM sabaDatA jIvone (nigoda) vyavahArarAzinuM pradAna karI manuSyabhava sudhI pahoMcADyA. temanA zuddhasvarUpanuM anumodana karatA tevA guNo pragaTe che. jIva apUrNa maTI pUrNa bane che, saMsArI maTI siddha bane che. AcArya bhagavaMto zuddha AcAra vaDe saMghanI rakSA kare che temanA sukRtyanI anumodanA AcAranI zuddhi karAve che. vaLI upAdhyAya ane sAdhubhagavaMtonA saMyama sAdhanAnI anumodanA dvArA tevA guNo pragaTe che. A uparAMta traNa kALane viSe jemaNe jIvanane kRtapuNya banAvyuM che, te uparAMta je koI puNyAtmAoe sukRtya karyAM hoya tenuM anumodana karavuM. guNAnurAgathI guNa pragaTe che. eka jainadarzana ja evuM che ke je anumodanAne paNa ArAdhanA jaNAve zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 148
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________________ che, dharma jaNAve che, jenA dvArA pApanI hAni thAya ane puNyanI puSTi thAya. sukRtyanuM sevana ke anumodana zubhAnubaMdhane daDha kare che. vItarAga praNIta sadanuSThAnanAM ArAdhakanI saghaLI ArAdhanA sukRta anumodanA pUrvakanI ja hoya. Ama Asevana ane anumodana anyonya pUraka che. ekane tyajI de to te phaLadAyI nathI thatuM. zaraNAgatithI cittanI sthiratA thAya che. duSkRtagahathI cittanI nirmaLatA thAya che. sukRta anumodanAthI svarUpa tanmayatA thAya che. AthI dhyAtA, dhyAna, dhyeyanI "samApatti ekatArUpa abheda praNidhAnarUpa hovAthI te AtmAnI sahaja samAdhi che. duSkatagaha vaDe bahirAtmadAno tyAga, sukRta anumodanA vaDe aMtarAtmadazAmAM sthiratA ane zaraNAgati bhAva dvArA paramAtmadazAnuM bhAvana thAya che. jyAre aMtarAtmAnuM paramAtmatattvamAM samarpaNa thAya che tyAre AnaMdaghanarasa atyaMta puSTa thAya che. apekSAe sukRta sevana hajI saheluM che. paNa anumodana kaThaNa che. temAM vaLI dukRtagaha - doSa Alocana to tenAthI kaThaNa che. jJAnaprakAza vagara guNadRSTi pragaTatI nathI. cetana / jJAna ajuvAlIe (anubhavIe) AtmA svayaM jJAna svarUpa che. teno anukrame vikAsa jaNAve che. (1) zrutajJAna: pramANa ane nayanA bodha rahita vAkyono sAmAnya artha jANavo te zrutajJAna che. te koThImAM rahelA bIja jevuM che. arthAta samyagu zrutajJAna mithyAbhiniveza kadAgraha rahita hoya che, tethI svastha ane svAdiSTa jaLanA svAda jevuM che. (AMzika AnaMda jevuM) (2) ciMtAjJAnaH sarva pramANa ane nAgarbhita sUkSma ciMtanayukta hoya che. te jaLamAM tela biMdunI jema vistAra pAme che, pANI sapATI para patharAI jAya che. dUdhanA rasa jevo svAda hoya che. vizeSa AnaMdaprada) (3) bhAvanAjJAnaH A jJAna zAstranA tAtparyayukta hoya che. jinAjJAne prAdhAnya Ape che. AdarapUrvaka anuSThAnamAM pravRtti karAve che, tethI svapara ubhaya parama hitakAraka che. teno svAda amRtatulya hoya che. bhAvanAjJAnathI bhAvita thayelo AtmA "anubhavaprakAzane prApta kare che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 149
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________________ zrutajJAna citAjJAna tenAM sAdhano che. cetana zAna ajuvALIe, vaLIe moha saMtApa re. citta DamaDoLatuM vALIe, pALIe sahaja guNa Apa re. he cetana ! tuM tArA jJAnaprakAzano vikAsa kara. jethI tAro moha aMdhakAra TaLI jaze. cittanI DAmADoLa sthiti para kAbUAvaze. AtmAnA sahaja guNamAM ramaNatA thaze. jIva ane jaDa padArtho vacce bhedanI rekhA doranAra cittazakti jJAnazakti che. enA dvArA ja AtmA samagra padArthothI alaga jaNAya che. svanA bhAnanA vismaraNathI zuM banyuM? kevI bhayaMkaratA? 29 he cetana! sukha meLavavA te zuM zuM karyuM? parvatanA zikharo sara karI Avyo. sAgaranA peTALamAM DUbakI mArI Avyo. vana upavanamAM rakhaDI Avyo. devAdi gatimAM jaI Avyo. jarA vicAra kara. keTaluM bhaTakyo? keTaluM doDyo? anaMtakALanA A paribhramaNa pachI tArA hAthamAM zuM AvyuM? bhUla kyAM che? bhUla TALavI che? to tArI cetananI jAta para zraddhA kara. tuM zarIra nathI, zuddha Atmadravya chuM. tuM ja paramAtmA chuM. tArI A dRSTithI hRdayanI gUDha graMthi (mithyAtva) bhedAI jAya che. sarva saMzayono uccheda thAya che. sarva karmo kSaya pAme che. te anAdi anaMta avinAzI jJAnAdi guNoyukta amUrta karmarahita evo AtmA chuM. tuM ja sAdhaka, sAdhya ane siddha chuM. svapara zreyarUpa AvI zraddhAmAM tuM sthira thA, thavA prabaLa puruSArtha kara. AtmAne uddezI thayelI je vAto hoya (che) te koI samAja, vijJAna, khagoLa, bhUgoLa vagere viSayanA jJAnanI na ja hoya paNa te dharmazAstronA jJAnanI hoya. sadguru samAgame pUrNa zuddhatAnuM jJAna thAya, te bheda TaLI jAya. abheda avasthA pragaTe. bAkI korA lUkhA zAstrajJAnathI AtmAne zo phAyado ! zAstrajJAnI (abhavya) buddhibaLe AtmA paramAtmAne jANe che paNa hRdayathI 150 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ zraddhA karI zakato nathI, ke upAsanA karI zakato nathI. jJAna e adbhuta amRta che, kAraNa ke te samudramAMthI utpanna thatuM nathI. jJAna e anupama rasAyaNa che, kAraNa ke te auSadhinA mizraNathI baneluM nathI. jJAna e apUrva aizvarya che, kAraNa ke dhanAdi padArthanI apekSA rahita che. bAhya jagatanA kahevAtA amRta rasAyaNa, aizvarya parapadArtha apekSita che, tethI nAzavaMta che. tyAre jJAnarUpa aizvarya koI padArthanI apekSA rahita che. tethI svAbhAvika che, mATe he cetana ! jJAnasvarUpa AtmamAM ramaNa kara. AtmA zuddha ja che evuM jJAna paramAtmasvarUpanI daDha zraddhA pedA kare che. mATe vinAzI / paugalika padArthono saMga choDI avinAzI paramAtmA sAthe sadA tanmaya kare tevA jJAnano satata abhyAsa karavo. anyathA vAdavivAdathI dUra rahevuM. tattvajJAnI, anubhavI mahAtmA, saMtonI A vANI 3 AvA zuddhAtmAne bhulAvanAra koNa che? moha moha eTale pArakAne potAnuM mAnavuM te moha jaDamAM caitanyanI buddhi karavI te moha anityane nitya mAnavuM te moha. avinAzIne choDI vinAzInI pAchaLa doDavuM te moha. bhogamAM sukha mAnavuM te moha. tyAgamAM dukha mAnavuM te moha. asthiratAno AraMbha te moha. AkuLatAnuM bIjuM nAma te moha. jJAna, darzana cAritrane dUSita kare te moha. mukta AtmAne karmanA kavacathI bAMdhe te moha rAga, dveSa, mada, mAna, mAyA, kAma, krodha, IrSA, ahaMma A sarva mohanA svajano, saMtati che. A dareka vAkyamAM eka "nA" umerI do to moha mokSa banaze. A moha kyAM sudhI rahe che, ane kema rahe che ? ajJAnI jyAM sudhI jaDamAM caitanyanI buddhi kare che. zarIramAM Atma buddhi kare che. pudgalamAM sukhanI mAnyatA kare che. parivAramAM mamatva buddhi seve che. vinAzI dhanAdimAM spRhA rAkhe che. tyAM sudhI A mohanI jALamAM tuM phasAyelo pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 151
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________________ rahIza. vaLI jagatamAM sadgurunA abhAve jIvo himAlayanI guphAmAM AtmazAMti zodhe che. koI vana upavanamAM zodhe che to koI AzramavAsI thAya che. paraMtu jyAM sudhI anAtmapadArthomAMthI ahaMma ke mamatva chUTe nahi paramAM svanI kalpanA TaLe nahi tyAM sudhI AtmA ke AtmazAMti prApta thatI nathI. anukULatAno rAga pratikULatAno dveSa jIva badhe zodhI le che, jemAM asthiratA hoya che. pachI tene zAMti kyAMthI maLe? jagatamAM je kaMI vicitratA che te karmajanya avasthAo che temAM rAga dveSa na karatAM samabhAva rAkhavo te samAdhi che. udayakarmane AdhIna krodhAdi kaSAyo thAya, tene sArA mAne, pAcho na vaLe to teno anubaMdha corAzI cakkaramAM jIvane bhamAve che. A anubaMdha bhayaMkara che. teno Adara na kara. niMdA - AlocanA dvArA tene zIghratAthI dUra karaje. upazamabhAvane dhAraNa karaje. ucita vyavahAra avalaMbane, ema karI dhira pariNAma re. bhAviye zuddhanaya bhAvanA, pApa nAzaya taNuM ThAma re... ucita vyavahAra dvArA manane sthira karavuM, nirmaLa pavitra pariNAmane utpanna karanAra zuddhanayanI bhAvanAthI AtmAne bhAvita karavo. Ama vyavahAra ane nizcaya ubhaya maLIne mokSamArga bane che, nizcayanaya sAdhya che, vyavahAranaya sAdhana che. AtmA sAdhaka che. nizcayanayanI yogyatA bhaktiyoga jevA zuddha vyavahAranA pAlanathI pragaTe che. mATe vyavahAramArganuM pAlana nizcayanayane lakSyamAM rAkhIne karavAnuM che. nizcayanayane bhUlIne thatuM vyavahAradharmanuM pAlana mAtra kaSTa kriyArUpa bane che. agara kartApaNAno ahaMkAra utpanna kare che ane bhUmikA anusAra vyavahAra dharma tyajI devAthI pramAda ke svaccheda jevA doSo utpana thAya che. zuddha vyavahAra ane zuddha nizcaya zuddha AtmasvarUpa prApta karAve che. he cetana ! hajI sudhI tArI bhUmikAnusAra tane zaraNAgati, duSkataniMdA zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 152
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________________ sukRta anumodanA dvArA ucita vyavahAranA pAlananuM bhAna karAvyuM hatuM. jethI AtmapariNAmonI vizuddhi thaI sthiratA prApta thAya, te sivAya zuddha AtmasvarUpa samajAtuM nathI. pariNAmonI sthiratA thavAthI jIva para dravya ane parabhAvothI paraspRhAthI mukta bane che. tyAra pachI nizcayanayanuM jJAna grAhya bane che. he cetana ! vItarAgamArgano eka sanAtana siddhAMta che ke jagatamAM cha dravyanuM svataMtra pariNamana che. te paraspara anyonya praveza karatA nathI. karmapudgalo ane Atmapradezono paraspara saMyoga saMbaMdha che. tAdAmya saMbaMdha goLa ane gaLapaNa jevo nathI. jema zarIra upara vastrano saMyoga thavAthI zarIranA avayavo DhaMkAI jAya che, paNa vastro dUra thatAM avayavo pragaTa thAya che, tema karmapudgalonA saMyogathI AtmaguNo DhaMkAI gayA che, te karmapudgalo dUra thatAM AtmaguNo pragaTa thAya che. tyAre divya dRSTi - jJAnadRSTi pragaTa thAya che. anupama sthiratA prApta thAya che. te vaDe sahaja svarUpanI anubhUti karI zakAya che. he cetana ! kharekhara tuM aciMtya chuM, mahAna chuM. tane hIna na mAnato. tArI guNasaMpattine koI lUMTI zake tema nathI ke nAza karI zake tema nathI. pachI zA mATe tane bhaya, zoka, ciMtA hoya? - tAruM ane paramAtmAnuM svarUpa samAna che. sattAe tuM paramAtmA samAna chuM. nizcayathI caitanyajAtinI apekSAe badhA ja jIvo eka che. AtmAnA ATha rUcaka pradezo nirAvaraNa che. A AtmasvarUpanI jhAMkhI Ape che. nahi to jIva ajIva banI jAya. - AtmAnA sahaja svabhAva dharmanI dhAraNA karavAthI moharUpa bhayaMkara cora paNa mRtapAya banI jAya che. jema mora pAse sarpa rahI zakato nathI, agni pAse zItaLatA TakI zakatI nathI, prakAza sAme aMdhAruM TakI zakatuM nathI tema svabhAvadharma sAme moha TakI zakato nathI. jemanAmAM samyagudarzanAdi dhamanI saMpUrNa siddhi thaI gaI che, evA anaMta catuSTayanA svAmI paramAtmAne hRdayamAM virAjamAna karavAthI, temanuM satata smaraNa karavAthI moharUpa corane AtmamaMdiramAMthI nIkaLI javuM paDe che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 153
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________________ AtmA sarcidAnaMda svarUpe vikase che. nAma arihaMta e akSarAtmaka che. akSara e maMtra svarUpa che. maMtrAkSarano pratyeka dhvani AMtaANo para upaghAta karatAM karatAM sUkSmasUkSmatara banIne anAhata kakSAne vare che, tyAre sAdhaka-jApaka sAdhya-jApya ekarUpa bane che e maMtrajApanuM yathArtha phaLa che. anaMtalablinidAna zrI gautamasvAmIjI parama tAraka zrI mahAvIrasvAmI paramAtmAnA nirvANa pachI "vIravIra' kahI valavale che. ema karatAM agnibIjarUpa "ra' akSarathI tathA prakAzanI asarathI temanA hoTha sukAya che. kaMThamAM zoSa paDavAthI "ra" chUTI jAya che ane kevaLa "vI" akSarano jApa cAlu rahe che. pote anaMta bIjabuddhinA svAmI to che ja eTale "vImAMthI temane "vItarAga, vItarUpa, vItabhaya, vItazoka jevA bhAva phure che, teno marma spa che, tenA prabhAve prabhAta thatAM cAra ghAtI karmono nAza karIne kevaLajJAna pAme "ra" bIjano Avo prabhAva che. jyAre AtmA A paramAtmasvarUpa sAthe lIna thAya che, saMbaMdha joDe che, tyAre tenA asaMkhya pradezomAM samyagRjJAnano divya prakAza patharAya che, ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArano nAza thAya che. bhaktiyoga dvArA prApta thatI A avasthAne anya darzanIone mAnyakuMDalinI mahAzaktinuM utthAna sahaja bane che. tene mATe kliSTa kaSTakArI koI prayatnonI AvazyakatA nathI. kAcuM phaLa jema jema pAkatuM jAya che tema tema temAM rasavRddhi pAme che, chAla sAtheno saMbaMdha pAtaLo paDato jAya che. te rIte maMtra jApajanyanA prabhAvathI sAdhakano bhAvamaLa pAtaLo paDato jAya che tema tema sAdhakanA manamAM AtmarasikatA vRddhi pAme che. jema jema ekAkAratA thatI jAya che, tema tema rAga-dveSa nAbUda thaI jAya che. sUryanA abhAve bhautika jagatanI je durdazA thAya che tenA karatAM vadhu bhayAnaka durdazA zrI arihaMta paramAtmA rUpI divAkaranA abhAve jIvonI thAya paga mUkavA mATe dharatInuM AlaMbana na maLe to vyartha manAya che, tema 154 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ sarva avalaMbanonuM zreSTha avalaMba zrI arihaMta che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana dhyAna siddha thayA pachI arUpI avinAzI paramAtmA zrI siddha paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM. siddhazIlA mRtyulokathI sAtarAja dUra che. tema dehamAM Atmabuddhie jIvanArA mATe nikaTamAM nikaTa rahelo AtmAbhAvathI sudUra che. jeo tattvajIvI che. zuddha AtmasvabhAvamAM magna che, sAmAyikane jIvana banAvI zakyA che, teo potAnI bhUmikAnusAra siddhazIlA para bIrAjamAna siddha AtmAnA sahaja AnaMdanI jhalaka mANI zake che. dhyAnayoganA sAdhakane sattara prakArano saMyama ati sahAyaka che. pAMca indriyonA viSaya, cAra kaSAya, pAMca avrata ane manAdi traNa azubhayoga. sAdhujano AvA asaMyamathI nivRtta hoya, zrAvaka sAmAyikAdimAM dezathI nivRtta hoya ke yathAzakti pratAdinuM pAlana kare ane manane sthira kare to dhyAnayoga saphaLa thAya che. - eka amogha upAya - manane vikalparahita banAvavA mATe sarva prathama sarva jIvonA kalyANanI bhAvanAthI manane vAsita karavuM. ema karavAthI potAnI jAtano dehano rAga ghaTe che. ane te samagra jIvo sudhI vistare che. tethI dehasukhanuM ArtadhyAna utpana thatuM nathI. te pachI siddha paramAtmAnA dhyAnanI pAtratA thAya che. A yogyatA pachI nAnA bALakanuM vastra jema moTA bALakane baMdhabesatuM thatuM nathI tema sAdhakane saMsArIbhAva baMdha besatA thatA nathI. tethI siddha svarUpane siddha karavAnI sAdhanAmAM otaprota thaI jAya che. jeTalI devatattvanI upAsanA Avazyaka teTalI guru tattvanI upAsanA Avazyaka che. guru para bhItaranI bhaktipUrvaka temanA Azayane anulakSI vivekasaha vartana karavuM. temanI AjJAne AdhIna rahevuM te parama guru paramAtmAnI prAptinuM mukhya bIja che. te vaDe mokSanI prApti kahI che. ayogyanA baMdhanathI chUTavA mATe yogyanA baMdhananuM parataMtra anivArya che, e dharmanuM rahasya che. dharmatattvanI upAsanAthI paramAtmatattvanI upAsanA thAya che, kAraNa ke pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 155
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________________ dharmatattva eTale paramAtmAnI AjJA ane tenuM pAlana eTale dharmatattvanI upAsanA. Ama traNe tattvanI upAsanA dvArA AtmatattvanI upAsanA thAya. Ama paramAtmatattvanI upAsanA dvArA jIva zAzvata padane pAme che. paudgalika padArthothI AkarSAyelA cittane mukta thavA, paudgalika padArthonI Asaktine toDavA uttamouttama dravyo dvArA paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAnuM kahyuM che. AthI tribhuvanane pUjya paramAtmAne pUjanAro huM tuccha svArtha jevA doSone nahi sevuM. paudgalika padArthonI pUjA (2) nahi karuM evA bhAvo manane sparze che. jethI mana nirdoSa ane prasanna thAya che. Atmadarzana prApta sAdhakanI vRtti ane pravRtti jene eka vAra Atmadarzana thaI gayuM hoya tenI vRtti ane pravRtti para AtmabhAvanI ekarUpa chApa hoya che, tenI vRtti ke pravRttimAM tuccha svArtha, rAga-dveSa jevA bhAvonI gulAmI nathI. viSayomAM lolupa nathI thato, cAra kaSAyamAM pravRtta thato nathI. bhavathI mukta thavAnuM mAtra lakSya hoya che. svAtmAnA zuddha svarUpane prApta karavAnuM satata puruSArtha rahe che. kSaNekSaNano AtmasAdhanAmAM sadupayoga karavA niraMtara kaTibaddha hoya che. rUcimAM AtmA. prItimAM AtmA, jAtimAM AtmA dhyAnamAM AtmA upayogamAM AtmA. AvA samyagudRSTivaMta AtmAne mokSaprApti pahelAM bhavitavyatAne yoge janma-maraNa karavAM paDe, temAM daivI ke mAnuSI sukho maLe ke duHkhanA dAvAnaLamAM sapaDAya topaNa mohanIyakarmanI utkRSTa sthitimAM sapaDAto nathI, ane nikaTamAM zAzvata sukha pAme che. nayonI apekSAe darzana 25 (1) naigamanayanI apekSAeH prabhudarzana eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnI 156 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ capaLatA sAthe mAtra cakSuthI prabhumUrtine jovI. (2) saMgrahanayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale sarva jIvomAM siddha samAna zuddha sattAnuM darzana thavuM. (3) vyavahAranayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale AzAtanA rahita vaMdana sahita prabhumukA-biMbane jovuM. () Rju sUtranayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale yogonI sthiratAyukta upayogapUrvaka pramudrA jovI. (5) zabdanayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale AtmasattA pragaTAvavAnI rucipUrvaka prabhunI tattvasvarUpa prabhutAnuM avalokana karavuM. (6) samabhirUDhanayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale kevaLajJAna - kevaLa darzananI prApti. (7) evaMbhUtanayanI apekSAe prabhudarzana eTale jIva jyAre potAnI zuddha sattAne pragaTAvI svayaM pUrNa zuddhasiddha thAya te. A prakAre nayonI apekSAe darzanano vicAra karavAthI ApaNe kaI bhUmikAe chIe, kevA prakAre prabhudarzana karIe chIe, ane kevA prakAre karavuM joIe tenI spaSTatA thavAthI uttama preraNA maLe che. jo hove muja zakti IsI savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI" zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA viziSTa daLavALA AtmAno A parama saMkalpa baLa mAtra pAMca-pacIsa divaso, varSo pUratuM maryAdita nathI hotuM. paraMtu satata traNa bhavanA samagrakALa vaDe sevAyeluM che. tethI caramabhavamAM teozrInuM pratyeka ruvADuM dayArUpI maMtronuM svarUpa dhAraNa karIne jagatanA jIvone pAvana karavAno svadharma banI rahe che. svArthaparAyaNatA vizvamAM vyApaka che. paramAtmAnI parArthaparAyaNatA ApaNane uttama zIkha Ape che. svArthajanita pApathI mukta thavAnuM prerakabaLa tame kadAca utkRSTa parArthaparAyaNatA na karo paNa jo tamArA zubhabhAvanAnuM sAmarthya jovuM hoya to phakta traNa divasa tame koI eka jIvane pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 157
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________________ satata zubha bhAvanAno viSaya banAvIne anubhava karI zako cho. are zatru paNa tamane cAhavA lAgaze. nAmasmaraNano apUrva camatkAra zrI paMcaparameSTi bhagavaMtonAM nAma-smaraNa-vaMdana kIrtana dvArA AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezo paranA purANA pApanA paramANuo nAza pAme che. AtmA laghukarmI bane che, dhIme dhIme bahirAtmadazAthI vimukha thaIne, aMtarAtmAdazA sanmukha banato jAya che, aMte paramAtmadazAno anubhava kare che. (kevo saraLa upAya che ) caudapUrvanA sAra samA A maMtra dvArA vibhAvanI bhayaMkaratA ane svabhAvanI bhadraMkaratAnuM bhAna thAya che. AthI AtmA vibhAvathI viramI svabhAvamAM sthira thaI zuddha AtmasvarUpane prApta kare che. vivecanakAra pa. pU. AcArya zrI kalApUrNa sUrijI mahArAja 158 navakAra : sarva Agamono sAra navakAramAM che. A navakArane kadI nahIM bhUlatA, navakAra kahe che tame jo mAruM smaraNa karo cho to sarva pApono nAza karavAnI javAbadArI mArI che. badhA ja Agamo navakArane kendramAM rAkhI parikramA karI rahyA che, caudapUrvI paNa aMta samaye navakAra yAda kare che, Avo mahAmUlo navakAra maLyo che tene bhAgyanI parAkASThA samajo. zrI. kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ 5. dhyAnavicAra dhyAnavicAra - jainadarzana pAmelA bhavyAtmAnuM dhyeya, lakSya ane AkharI kartavya mokSa che. te mokSa sarvathA karmanA kSayathI thAya che. karmano kSaya AtmajJAnathI thAya che, AtmajJAna dhyAnathI thAya che. mATe dhyAna AtmAnuM hita karanAra che. kalikAla sarvajJazrI hemacaMdrAcArya racita yogazAstra. A sthiti kharekhara hovA chatAM paNa jainasaMghamAM dhyAnano abhyAsa ghaNA samayathI lagabhaga nahivat thaI gayo che. eTale sAmAnya rIte jaina jainetara saune ema ja lAge che ke jaina dharma kriyAkAMDamAM ane utsavothI bharelo che. dhyAna jevI sAdhanAo che ja nahi. tethI teo anyatra doravAI jAya che. AthI A anuvAdamAM meM sahayoga Apyo hato. vaLI A. zrI kalApUrNasUrIjInA hAthe enuM vizada vivecana thaze tethI ghaNo AnaMda thayo. zrI muni jaMbuvijayajI. dhyAtA aMtarAtmA 5 mahopAdhyAyatrI yazovijayajI mahArAja zAstrakAroe AtmAnA traNa prakAra kahyA che: bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA, paramAtmA. 'bahirAbhAH jIva jyAM sudhI dehAdi bAhya padArthomAM AtmabuddhivALo hoya che te bahirAtmA. je avasthA tyAjya che. aMtarAtmAH jIvanI aMtaradaSTi UghaDatAM AtmAmAM ja Atmabuddhi thAya te aMtarAtmA. je sAdhanarUpa che, sAdhaka avasthA che. cothA guNasthAnakathI bAramAM guNasthAnaka sudhInA sAdhako dhyAnayoganI bhinna bhinna avasthAono anubhava kare che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 159
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________________ paramAtmA? jIva jyAre pUrNajJAna ane pUrNAnaMdamaya potAnA zuddha svarUpane pAme che tyAre te paramAtmA kahevAya che. je sAdhya che. paramAtmA pracchannarUpe sarva jIvomAM rahelo che. gADha aMdhakArarUpI bhasmathI AcchAdita te paramAtmasvarUpano anubhava prabaLa dhyAnazakti vaDe thaI zake che. AtmA paramAtmAno samyaguyoga e aMtarAtmadazA che. te dhyAnayoga ane AtmAnubhavasvarUpa che. aMtarAtmadazAno jema jema vikAsa thato jAya tema tema ajJAnanAM AvaraNo dUra thatAM jAya ane paramAtmasvarUpa pragaTa thatuM jAya. dhyAnanI saphaLatA ane siddhi mATe dhyeya paNa sarvocca, parama pavitra, sarvaguNa saMpanna hovuM joIe. te dhyeya paramAtmA ja che. paramAtmAnuM jJAnapUrvaka zaraNa grahaNa karavAthI temanAmAM rahelA zuddha dharmanuM bahumAna thAya che, ane tethI zaraNAgata sAdhakamAM zuddha dharma pragaTe che. te paramAtmAnuM svarUpa dhyAtAe jANavuM joIe. paramAtmA zuddhabuddha sakaLa upAdhi rahita che. vyaktirUpe mokSamAM birAjamAna che. zaktirUpe sarva jIva jagata vyApaka che. jyAMthI pANI pAchI phare che, mananI gati tyAM thatI nathI. te mAtra zuddha anubhava gamya che. paramAtmAnA sAkAra ane nirAkAra be bheda che. sadehe pRthvItala upara vicarI upadeza dvArA jJAnano prakAza phelAvanAra sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA tIrthaMkara e sAkAra paramAtmA che. ghAtI-aghAtI sarva karmono saMpUrNakSaya karI manAdi yogathI rahita banelA parama jyotirmaya, nirAkAra, niraMjana, pUrNazuddha svarUpane pAmelA pUrNaguNI siddha paramAtmA nirAkAra paramAtmA che. svatulya svarUpa pradAna karavAnA paramAtmAnA sahaja svabhAvane jANIne yogI puruSo temanuM abhedabhAve dhyAna kare te abheda dhyAnanA prabhAve potAmAM pracchannapaNe rahela paramAtma svarUpane pAme che. dhyAnanI vizadatA dhyAne ekAgra saMvittiH ekAgra dhyAna eTale eka AlaMbanavALuM jJAna, arthAt vijAtIya jJAnanA 160 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ abhAvavALI sajAtIya jJAnanI dhArA te dhyAna che. dhyAna mATenI bhinna bhinna paribhASAo paNa che. zrI samavAyAMgasUtramAM eka vastumAM aMtamuhUrtakALa sudhI cittanI avasthAne dhyAna kahyuM che. tattvArthasUtramAM ekAgra ciMtA nirodha arthAt koI eka viSayamAM sthiratAne dhyAna kahyuM che. pU. zrI haribhadrasUzvarajIe mokSaprApaka dharmavyApArane yoga) dhyAna kahyuM che. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryazrIe padastha Adi dhyAnanI praNAli darzAvI che. zrI kesarasUrIzvarajIe dhyAnadIpikAmAM bArabhAvanAnA bhAvanane dhyAna kahyuM zrI pAtaMjala RSie svaracita yogasUtramAM cittavRtti nirodhane yogadhyAna kahyuM che. dhyAna vicAra prastuta graMthamAM ciMtA ciMtana) ane bhAvanApUrvakanA sthira adhyavasAyane dhyAna kahyuM che. uparanA prakAro karatAM graMthakAre dhyAnanI vizeSatAo darzAvI che je Agamika che. graMthakAranuM nAma ajJAta che, paraMtu mahAna gItArtha hovA joIe. prastuta graMthamAM jaNAvyA pramANe sthira nizcala adhyavasAya, arthAta AtmAno pariNAma - AtmAno upayoga e dhyAna che. dhyAnamAM sthiratAnizcalatA lAvavA mATe prathama dhyeya padArthanuM ciMtana ane bhavana jarUrI che, tyAra pachI ja ekAgratApUrvakanuM dhyAna thaI zake che. potAnA dehAdine anukULa sAmagrInI prApti ane pratikULa sAmagrInI prApti mATe jIvane hiMsAdi avata, krodhAdi kaSAya, ISya jevAM pApa aMge cittamAM vAraMvAra vicAravRtti UThe che te azubha ciMtA hovAthI azubhabhAva Ama anAdikALathI abhyasta jIvane azubha ciMtA ane azubha bhAvanAne kAraNe vAraMvAra Arta ane raudradhyAna thayA kare che. A baMne prakAranA azubha dhyAna ekendriyathI mAMDIne samucchana paMcendriya sudhInA sarva asaMzI jIvone ane manavALA saMjJI paMcendriya sarva jIvone hoya che. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 161 WWW.jainelibrary.org
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________________ A azubha dhyAnanuM nivAraNa karI zubha dhyAnane lAvavA mATe zubha ciMtA (ciMtana) zubhabhAvanA Avazyaka che. ciMtA-ciMtana vicAratmaka che. te jIvAdi tattvonuM ane paramatattvanuM yathArtha svarUpa ciMtavavuM. temAM sAta tattvone anusarIne sAta prakAranuM zubha ciMtana che. pApapuNya rahita tattva nava kahyA che) bhAvanA - AcArAtmaka che, temAM samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, vairAgyano abhyAsa karavo te cAra prakAranI zubhabhAvanA che. Agamika paribhASAmAM kahIe to ciMtA-ciMtana e grahaNa zikSAsvarUpa che ane bhAvanA Asevana zikSA svarUpa che. yadyapi ciMtA ane bhAvanA e dhyAnanI pUrvabhUmikA che. sAdhake je dhyeya bAMdhyuM hoya te prakAre tene anurUpa viSayanuM ciMtana karavAthI dhyAnamAM saraLatAthI praveza thAya che. ane temAM sthiratA prApta thAya che. ciMtanarUpa jJAna zakti ane paMcAcAranA abhyAsarUpa vIryazakti dvArA jyAre sAdhakanA Atma pariNAma dhyeyamAM sthira thAya che tyAre tene dhyAna kahevAya che. vAstavamAM paramAtmAmAM dhyAtA - aMtarAtmAnuM eAgra citta thavuM ane paramAtmAno saMyoga thavo te dhyAna yoga che. samyagudarzana - jJAna - cAritra traNenI ekatA mokSano mArga che, A ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA e mokSano rAjamArga che. zubhadhyAnamAM A ratnatrayI aMtarbhata hovAthI zubha dhyAna e mokSano rAjamArga che. zubhadhyAnanA mukhya be prakAra che. (1) dharmadhyAna (2) zukladhyAna. A baMne dhyAnamAM mokSamArga samAyelo che. tethI dhyAnayoga e dvAdazAMgI rUpa jinazAsanano sAra che. zeSa sarva anuSThAno dhyAnayogane siddha karavAnAM bhUmikAnusAra sAdhano che. dhyAnayoga mokSaprAptinuM anaMtara sAdhana che. sarva virati, dezaviratinA AcAro, AvazyakAdi sadanuSThAno paraMparA e mokSanAM sAdhano che. jIvanI mukhya be zakti che yoga ane upayoga. yoga e AtmAnI kriyAtmaka zakti-vIryamharaNarUpa zakti che ane upayoga bhAvAtmaka zakti zrI kalApUrNaprabodha 162
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________________ che. pratyeka pravRttimAM jIvanI A baMne zaktio kAryazIla hoya che. te baMne zaktionI abhyAdhikatA pramANe dhyAnanI bhinna bhinna bhUmikAo ghaTI zake AthI anuSThAnanA sevana vaDe yoga ane zrutajJAnanA sevana vaDe upayogarUpa baMne zaktio uttarouttara vikase che. graMthakAre prastuta graMthamAM dhyAnanA 24 prakAra darzAvyA che. temAM prathama dharmadhyAnanAno nirdeza karI jinAjJAnuM dhyAna e paramAtmAnuM dhyAna che tethI sarva prathama jinAjJAno mahimA batAvyo che. jinAjJA ane paramAtmAnuM dhyAna eka ja che. jinAjJA - vizva jaMtu hitakara AjJAnuM nirmaLa ane sthira citte ciMtanamanana-pAlana te sarva dhyAnanA bhedono pAyo che. tyAra pachI parama dhyAna Adi dhyAno anukrama siddha thAya che. zrAvaka ghaNA karmovALo hovAthI dravyapUjA vaDe pragaTelA zubhabhAva dvArA sarva viratine - vairAgyane pAmI sarva karmono kSaya karI nirvANa pAmI potA vaDe sarva jIvone thatI pIDAthI mukta karI svayaM mukti sukhane pAme che. AvA krama sivAya kevaLa zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna e zuSka dhyAna che. A rIte mumukSu sAdhaka potAnA Atmapradezo sAthe daDhapaNe coTelA kamANuone dUra karavA, kSaya karavA zubha AlaMbano dvArA potAnA AMtara Atmika puruSArthane uttarouttara vegavaMto banAvato rahe che, tenA dvArA dhyAna sAdhanAmAM AvatA vikSepone dUra kare che. AtmasvabhAvamAM jema jema lInatA vadhatI jAya tema Atmapradezo paranA kamaNuonI pakaDa zithila thAya che. (janmamaraNathI mukta karanAra dhyAnayoganI jainadarzanamAM viziSTatA ane vizadatA Agamika graMthomAM hovA chatAM vartamAna kALamAM te pratye sAdhusamAja Adi upekSA seve che, AthI keTalAka mugdha jIvo dhyAna mATe anyatra phAMphAM mAre che. jo bAhya kriyAyoganI atyaMta vRddhi thaI zake che tevA samAjane dhyAnayogamAM kema na joDI zakAya ? ke je vaDe Avo uttama lAbha che? anya dhyAnanA prakAro mananI sapATI sudhInA hovAthI saraLa sahelA lAge che. tethI jIvo temAM doravAya che. paNa e dhyAnanA prakAro karthacita manane tatkALa pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 163
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________________ zAMtidAyaka lAge paNa temAM karmono kSaya thato na hovAthI e zAMti sthira banatI nathI ke AtmazAMtirUpe hotI nathI, mATe bhale zrama paDe, samaya lAge paNa yogya mArgadarzana laI dhyAnanA vAstavika svarUpane ArAdhavuM joIe. dhyAnayoga viSe siddharSigaNie prakAryuM che ke sAgara jevI vizALa dvAdazAMgIno sAra nirmaLa dhyAnayoga che zrAvaka ane sAdhunA je mULa guNo ke uttara guNo batAvyA che ane je je bAhya kriyAo batAvI che te sarva dhyAnayoga siddha karavA mATe che. teno krama ane upAya A che. mukti mATe dhyAnanI siddhi ane dhyAnanI siddhi mATe manaprasAda-cittanI prasannatA sAdhavI joIe, te ahiMsAdi je sakriyAo che) vizuddha anuSThAnonA AsevanathI sAdhI zakAya che. | sarva jinAgamomAM ke anya graMthomAM prAraMbhathI aMta sudhI dhyAna' padArtha aneka rIte vyApta che. A graMthonA vidhi bahumAnapUrvaka abhyAsa, manana, parizIlana karavAthI e padArtha samajAya che. jinazAsananA pratyeka anuSThAna e mokSanA ja hetu che. kAraNa ke te tApUrvakanA hoya che. tapa eTale bAhya kriyA ke dehadamana nahi paNa sarva prakAranI icchAono nirodha, naSTa karanAruM anuSThAna. cittanI zuddhi kyAre thaI gaNAya ke jyAre citta sanuM vyAsaMgI bane jaDa-asat padArtho vaDe citta na raMgAya. manane azuddha ane caMcaLa banAvavAmAM jema kAyA ane vacananI pravRtti agatyano bhAga bhajave che tema mananI zuddhi ane sthiratAmAM paNa kAyA ane vANI potAno bhAga bhajave che. mATe te traNenuM zuddhinuM ane sthiratAnuM dhyAnamAM agatyanuM sthAna che. te mATe zrAvakane sAmAyika ane sAdhune aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM sevana atyaMta jarUrI che. dhyAnavicAra graMthamAM dhyAnanI paribhASA. ciMtA-ciMtana ane bhAvanAthI utpanna thayelo sthira adhyavasAya e dhyAna che arthAt AtmAnA sthira adhyavasAya pariNAma) te dhyAna kahevAya che. ane je adhyavasAyo "cala' (caMcaLa) hoya te ciMtana kahevAya che. cittathI sthiratA siddha karI paramAtma svarUpamAM - zuddhasvabhAvamAM cittano 164 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ laya karavo. dUdhamAM sAkara bhaLe tema bhaLI javuM te dhyAna che. e AdhyAtmika vikAsa che. A prakriyAno prAraMbha vikalparUpa cittane prathama azubhamAMthI zubha tarapha laI javuM, zubha vikalpo mATe cittane zubha AlaMbanomAM sthira banAvavAno abhyAsa satata karavo. abhyAsa mATe tattvaciMtana ane bhAvanAono niSThApUrvaka prayatna karatA rahevuM. te ja sAco dhyAnAbhyAsa ke dhyAnanI pUrvabhUmikA che; dhyAnano pAyo ciMtana ane bhAvanAnA satata sevanathI manavacana kAyAnA yogo nirmaLa banIne AjJAbhimukha bane che tyAra pachI dhyAnayoganI pAtratA thAya che. mumukSu - sAdhaka zrutajJAnano tattvAdino abhyAsI ane paMcAcArano pAlaka hovA joIe te dhyAnayogano mukhya adhikArI che. vaLI sarva viratidhara, dezaviratidhara mukhya adhikArI che. anya samyagudRSTi tathA mArganusAri jIvomAM bIjarUpe dhyAnanI yogyatA hoI zake che. vyavahArathI anupunabaMdhakAdi jIvo paNa adhikArI che. tema jaNAvyuM che. pU. A. zrI haribhadrasUrijIe yaugika graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che) dhyAnanA prakAra - 1. dravyadhyAna 2. bhAva dhyAna (1) dravyadhyAna: ArtadhyAna tathA raudradhyAna baMne azubha dhyAna che. (2) bhAvaththAnaH dharmadhyAna tathA zukladhyAna baMne zubhadhyAna che, dravyadhyAna kevaLa azubha ciMtA ane azubha bhAvavALuM hovAthI jIvane duHkhada saMsAramAM paribhramaNanuM kAraNa che tethI sarvathA tyAjya che. tenAthI mukta thavA satata jAgRti rAkhavI. bhAvadhyAna zubhadhyAna che bhavaparaMparAno samULa kSaya karavAno hetu che je akSaya sukha ApanAra che. mATe upAdeya che. vizeSa abhyAsa mATe te te viSayanA graMthono paricaya keLavavo. dhyAnanI saMkSipta rUparekhA 1. AjJAvicaya dharmadhyAna zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnI AjJA ArAdhana dhyAnayoga vaDe, bhAvabharapUra pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 165
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________________ stavana vaDe, uttama dravya vagerenI pUjA vaDe tathA vrata, niyama ane cAritranA pAlana vaDe thAya che. Ama AjJAviya dharmadhyAnanA abhyAsa pachI zeSa parama dhyAnAdi anukrame siddha thAya che. te dhyAnonA AlaMbanathI bhakta-sAdhaka bhagavAnanA zuddhatama svarUpamAM tanmaya banI anukrame sva-zuddhasvarUpane sAdhe che. 2 parama dhyAna: dharmadhyAnanA dIrghakAlIna abhyAsathI sAdhaka AtmAmAM jyAre utkaTa prakAranI kSamA, mRdutA, RjutA, saMtoSa, Adi guNo ane maitrI Adi bhAvo vRddhi pAme che tyAre parama dhyAnarUpa zukladhyAnano prAraMbha thAya che. dharmadhyAna e zukladhyAnanuM bIja che. zukladhyAnano prAraMbha mukhyatayA AThamA guNa sthAnathI agiyAra sudhI zreNistha jIvone hoya che. gauNapaNe apramattamunine paNa rUpAtIta dhyAnAvasthAmAM aMza mAtra hoya che. 3-4. zUnya parama zUnyadhyAnaH zuddha tattvAdinA savikalpa dhyAnanA dIrghakAlIna abhyAsa pachI citta bAhya vyApAra ane vRttithI zUnya bane che tyAre saguNa sAkAra parama brahmarUpa dhyeya sAthe tAdAsyapaNAne dhAraNa kare che tene bhAvazUnyadhyAna kahe che. A dhyAnanA niraMtara abhyAsathI jyAre bAhya ane AMtara baMne prakAranI vRttiothI cittazUnya bane che tyAre jJAna ane AnaMdamaya AtmAne anubhave che. manane prathama tribhuvana vyApI karIne pachI eka ja vastumAM saMkocI laIne pachI temAMthI khaseDI levAmAM Ave te parama zUnyadhyAna che. pa-6. kalA - paramakalAdhyAna: cittanI vikalparahita avasthA thavAthI prANa zaktirUpa kuMDalInI sahaja UrdhvagAmI bane che, temAM mukhyatayA kAraNa zubhadhyAnanI prabaLatA che. tevA sAdhakane deza, kAla, karaNa ke Asana vagere koI anya sAdhanonI apekSA rahetI nathI. te sahaja samAdhine sUcita kare che. temAM sAdhakane apUrva AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. kuMDalinI utthAnanI sarva prakriyAo kalAdhyAnamAM aMtarbhata 166 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ mahAprANa dhyAna samaye cauda pUrvadhara gruta kevaLIone hoya che te parama kalAppAna che. 8. jyotiparamajyotidhyAna: prazasta dhyAnanA abhyAsathI anukrame mana AtmabhAvamAM lIna thAya tyAre sahaja zAMta AMtara jyoti pragaTe che. te aMtaramAM AtmA paramAtmAnA darzana pAme che. tenA niraMtara abhyAsathI anubhava vRddhi pAmato jAya che. tema tema duHkhadAyI karmono nAza thato jAya che. kramazaH karmakalaMkane sarvathA dUra karI nija svarUpamAM ramatA yogI parama jyoti svarUpa parama padane pAme che. A baMne dhyAna AtmAnI jJAnazaktinA sAmarthyane batAve che ke je dhyAnanA prabhAve AtmapradezomAM coTelA karma skaMdho DhIlA paDe che. 9-10. hiMduparamabiMdudhyAnaH 3% ahaM Adi maMtrapado upara rahelAM bindunuM dhyAna paNa prastuta biMdudhyAnamAM sahAyaka bane che. te upacArathI biMdudhyAna che. biMdudhyAnanA dIrghakALanA abhyAsathI Atmavizuddhi vadhatAM parama biMdudhyAnano prAraMbha thAya che. samyakatva Adi nava zreNiomAM thatAM AtmadhyAnane parama biMdudhyAna kaheluM che. A dhyAnamAM sAdhaka AtmAnI vizuddhi uttarouttara samaye asaMkhya guNI vRddhi pAmatI hoya che tethI karma dalitonI nirjarA paNa uttarouttara asaMkhyaguNI thatI jAya che. 11-12. nAda-paramanAdadhyAnaH - bindu Adi dhyAnamAM sAdhakane prAthamika kakSAe vAjiMtranA dhvani jema 'AMtaradhvani saMbhaLAya che tene nAda kahe che. A nAdanA abhyAsathI vibhinna vyakta dhvani saMbhaLAya tene paramanAda kahe che. A baMne dhyAna prANazaktinI sthiratA darzAve che. savikalpa dhyAnamAM jyAre mana atyaMta sthira bane che tyAre vikalpo anukrame sUkSma ane avyakta dhvanirUpane dhAraNa kare che te "anAhata nAda kahe che. te dhvaninuM dhyAna karatAM citta atyaMta zAMta ane nirmaLa bane che, pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 167
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________________ tyAre te AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya che tyAre nAdanuM zravaNa sahaja zAMta thaI jAya che. 13-14. tArA-paramatArA dhyAna: kAyotsarga dhyAnamAM rahelA sAdhakanI dRSTine tArA dhyAna kahe che. kAyotsargamAM mana-vacana-kAyA traNe yogonI sthiratA hovAthI tene mAnasika, vAcika, ane kAyika dhyAnarUpa mAnyuM che. dRSTinI sthiratA mananI sthiratAmAM sahAyaka che. kAyotsarga pAMcamuM Avazyaka ane chahuM atyaMtara tapa che. temAM kAyAne zithila rAkhI, sthira karI, zvAsanI gati ane cittane zAMta karI maunapaNe arihaMtAdinuM dhyAna karAya che. tArAdhyAnanA satata abhyAsanA pariNAme anukrame "paramatArAdhyAna' siddha thAya che. temAM eka zuSka pudgala upara animeSa dRSTi rAkhavAnI hoya vyakti ke caturvidha saMgha A kAyotsarga dvArA dhyAna ane samAdhino yathocita abhyAsa karI zake che. caityavaMdanAdimAM tenuM vidhAna che. 15-16 laya-paramalaya dhyAna: tArA paramatArAdhyAnamAM bAhyadRSTinI nizaLatA che. laya-paramalaya dhyAnamAM AMtaradaSTinI lInatA jaNAve che. - vajalepanA yogathI vastu paNa vajatulya banI lAkho varSa sudhI Take che. tevI rIte sAdhakano arihaMta paramAtmA Adi pratye zaraNAgata bhAva tIvra banatAM te paramAtma svarUpamAM lIna bane che te "layadhyAna' che. layadhyAnanA dIrgha abhyAsa vaDe AtmA AtmAnuM ja jyAre darzana kare che tyAre te paramalaya-dhyAna' kahevAya che. Atmadarzana e ja sarva dhyAnonuM phaLa che. 17-18 lava-paramalava dhyAnaH je zubha dhyAna ane saMyama Adi vaDe karmonuM lavana (kapAvavuM) te 168 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ lavadhyAna che. tathA upazama ke kSapaka zreNimAM je jaththAbaMdha karmono upazama ke mULathI kSaya thAya che tene paramalavadhyAna' kahe che. jema dAtaraDA vaDe ghAsa kapAya che tema zubha dhyAna vaDe karmo kapAya che. pUrvanA dhyAnanA bhedo dvArA kamoMmAM zithilatA Ave che, tethI tene mULamAMthI cheda A dhyAna dvArA saraLatAthI thAya che. 19-20 mAtrA-paramAtrA dhyAna: aSTa mahA prAtihAryayukta samavasaraNamAM sphaTikanA siMhAsana upara birAjamAna tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dharmadezanA ApatA hoya teonA tulya svAtmAne jovo te dhyAna "mAtrAdhyAna" che. A dhyAna vaDe sAdhaka bhAvathI tIrthakara bane che. dhyAtA jyAre jenuM dhyAna kare che tyAre tenA svarUpane dhAraNa kare che, tyAre te dhyAna samApatti bane che, te tIrthaMkara nAma karmanI nikAcanAno hetu che. tethI mAtrAdhyAna e tIrthaMkara pada prAptinuM bIja che. covIsa valayothI veSTita potAnA ja AtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM te paramamAtrA dhyAna" che covIsa valaya arthAt caturvidhasaMgha, dvAdazAMgI prathama traNa gaNadhara rUpa tIrthanuM smaraNa ciMtana, tathA sarva dravya guNa paryAyanuM ciMtana thatuM hovAthI A dhyAnano viSaya tribhuvana vyApI bane che. AthI apUrva AtmollAsa pragaTe che. dehabhAve moLo paDe che. tethI sarvAtmabhAvanI anubhUti thAya che. 21-22 pada-paramapada dhyAna: pada dhyAnamAM zrI arihaMtAdi sarvazreSTha pAMca parameSThi bhagavaMtonuM dhyAna thAya che tene parameSThidhyAna tathA namaskAradhyAna paNa kahe che. A pada dhyAna sauthI saraLa che, vyApaka che, upakAraka che, kriyAyogamAM paNa pada dhyAnanI vyApakatA rahelI che. AbAla gopAla caturvidha saMgha sarva potAnA ISTa paramAtmAnA nAma ane maMtrapadanuM smaraNa, ciMtana ane dhyAna kare che. tenA dvArA cittanI prasannatA ane pavitratA prApta karI Atmika utthAna kare che. A rIte pada dhyAna maMtrAdhirAja zrI navakAranAM padonuM dhyAnakriyAyoga, dhyAnayoga, jJAnayoga, bhaktiyogamAM vyApaka hovAthI tenI upakArakatA sakaLa pariziSTa saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 169
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________________ loka sarva vyApI che. paramapada dhyAna-paMca parameSTi padone potAnA AtmAmAM sthApita karI potAnA AtmAne paNa parameSTirUpe ciMtavavo te paramapadadhyAna' che. padadhyAnanA dIrgha abhyAsathI paramapadadhyAna siddha thAya che. zuddha nizcayanayanI apekSAe sarva jIvo zuddha che. dravyarUpe pratyeka jIva paramAtmA che. AvA zuddhanayanI bhAvanAthI bhAvita AtmA paramapadanA dhyAna vaDe paMcaparameSTirUpe svAtmAnuM dhyAna kare che te paramAtmAnI bhAvapUjA che. AjJApAlanarUpa pratipatti pUjA che. ethI AtmA svayaM anukrame paramapadane prApta kare che. 23-24 siddhi - paramasiddhi muktAtmAonA arUpI guNonuM dhyAna te siddhidhyAna che, siddhi dhyAnano abhyAsa karanAra muni mahAtmAo paramapadane pAmelA niraMjana, nirAkAra, parama jyoti svarUpa anaMta guNaparyAyanA piMDarUpa siddha paramAtmAnA jJAnAdi guNonuM dhyAna kare che. rAgadveSanA prasaMgomAM parama mAdhyastha rAkhavAthI siddhidhyAna siddha thAya che. vartamAnakALamAM sAdhako siddha svarUpanuM dhyAna karI zake che. siddha paramAtmA arUpI hovA chatAM dhyAna gamya che. teone jJAna daSTivALA ja jANI zake che. jJAnadaSTi eTale AtmadRSTi tenA vaDe paramAtmadarzana sulabha che. siddhAtmA arUpI chatAM caitanyasvarUpa ghanAkArane sadA dhAraNa karI susthirapaNe siddhazilA para birAjelA che. A rIte siddha svarUpanuM ciMtana karato yogI temanA svarUpamAM anukrame tanmayatA kare tyAre tene parama siddhi dhyAnanI yogyatA pragaTe che. siddha paramAtmAnA jJAnAdi anaMta guNono svAtmAmAM Aropa karI potAnA AtmAnuM siddharUpe dhyAna karavuM te paramasiddhi dhyAna kahevAya che. temAM zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna hovAthI te dhyAna zukla dhyAnasvarUpa che. A rIte prathama AjJAciyAdi dhyAnathI prAraMbhane paramasiddhi dhyAna sudhInA ra4 prakAranAM dhyAno dharmadhyAna ane zukladhyAna svarUpa che. jainadarzanamAM vartamAnamAM upalabdha Agama graMtho tathA prakIrNaka graMthomAM 170 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ je mokSamArga darzAvavAmAM Avyo che te sarvAga saMpUrNa che. mokSa prApaka arthAt AtmAnA pUrNa zuddha svarUpane pragaTa karavAmAM samartha dharma, adhyAtma ke yoganI sAdhanA jevI bhUtakALamAM hatI, tevI ja A ja paNa jainazAsanamAM vidyamAna che, jIvaMta che ane raheze. yadyapi jainazAsanamAM vartamAnamAM dhyAna-yogano mArga lupta thayo che, tene punarjIvita karavAnI jarUra che. ema kahevA karatAM te mArge cAlavAnI ruci khUba ja ochI thaI gaI che, tene pradIpta karavA je samyakapuruSArtha joIe te bahu virala jovA maLe che. tene vikasAvavAnI vizeSa AvazyakatA che tema kahevuM ucita ane saMgata lAge che. - tattvataH dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA kaMI Asana, prANAyAma ke mAtra mananI ekAgratA ke nirvicAra sthiti nathI. e to AtmA ane paramAtmA vaccenI, AtmA ane sarva jIvAtmAo vaccenI eka bhAvAtmaka bhUmikA che. vyaktigata saMkucitatAnA kuMDALAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne vizvAtmAnI paridhimAM AtmAno bhAvotkarSa karavA mATe dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA che. dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA mATe utsuka vyakti sarvaprathama jAta tapAsa kare, AtmanirIkSaNa kare, ke potAnI aMtavRtti saMsArAbhimukha che ke AtmAbhimukha dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA mATe sarva prathama zraddhA jarUrI che. AtmasamarpaNa bhAva hovo joIe. AtmazuddhinI jhaMkhanA joIe. karmamalathI mukta thavAnI jhaMkhanA joIe. A sAdhaka tIvrabhAvathI AraMbha-samAraMbha ke pApa na kare. saMsAranA sukhonI tIvra Asakti na hoya temaja jIvanamAM nyAyI valaNa hovuM joIe. dhyAnayoganI ruci eTale AtmAnA dhyAnanI ruci, AtmA jyAre dhyAnane viSayabhUta bane che tyAre zuddhinuM jatana karavAnI nirmaLa buddhi saheje kAma kare AtmA ruce kyAre ? AtmAthI bhinna parapadArthonI Asakti atyaMta maMda paDe tyAre para padArthonI mamatAno samULo cheda karavAnI temaja AtmAmAM apUrva ruci pedA karavAnI aciMtya zakti jainadarzananAM pratyeka dhArmika sUtro ane anuSThAnomAM vyApaka che, temAM lInatA te dhyAna yoga che. dhyAnayoga pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 171
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________________ bahArathI lAvavAnI mAmUlI vastu nathI. tenI kramika vidhi jainadarzanamAM che. A hakIkata vicAratAM e spaSTa thAya che ke Aje dhyAnayogano mArga ughADo che. paNa te mArganI ruci maMda hovAthI yoga-mArga arucikara lAge che, tethI tenI jijJAsA jAgatI nathI. dhyAna-yogAbhyAsanI samasta kriyA potAne zuddha karavA mATe che. deha, vANI ane manathI pare saccidAnaMda svarUpa Atmatattvane oLakhavA anubhavavA mATe che. anya rIte thAkIne loko dharmanA mULasvarUpane samajatA kevaLa mAnasika zAMti ke zArIrika svAthya mATe auSadhAdithI thAkIne yoga' tarapha AkarSAyA che. paNa Atmika utthAnanA mahAna dhyeyane varelI dhyAnayoganI sAdhanAne tenA mULabhUta tattvonI upekSA karIne Aje mAtra mAnasika zAMti ane zArIrika svAthyanuM lakSya banAvIne loko vAstavikarIte zAMti pAmatA nathI, e rIte dhyAnayoga' sAdhanAnuM avamUlyana thaI rahyuM che te duHkhada che. - vAstavamAM mAnasika azAMti ane zArIrika rogonuM mULa potAnA AMtarika doSo che je viSaya kaSAyAdinA kAraNe baMdhAyelAM azubha karmono udaya che. jIvanamAM vyApaka banelI duSTa vRttio ane pravRttio upara niyaMtraNa sthApyA vinA, mana vacana kAyAnA yogone saMyamAdi vaDe yogya dizAmAM vALyA vagara AtmAnI zAMti ane svAthya kevI rIte prApta thAya? dhyAnayoganI sAdhanA pragaTa apragaTa nija doSono nAza ane guNonA vikAsanI sAdhanA che. jIvanamAM jeTale aMze rAgadveSa mohAdi ghaTe teTale aMze AMtarika doSonuM prAbalya ghaTe. teTalA aMze yogasAdhanAno vikAsa thAya. tyAre kalpanAtIta AtmAnubhUtino prAraMbha thAya. AtmAnA astitva ane saccidAnaMda svarUpanI saMpUrNa zraddhA sAthe jemanuM svarUpa pragaTa che. jeo tene pragaTAvavAno puruSArtha karI rahyA che. te paramakRpALu paramAtmA ane mahAtmA puruSonI aMtaranA bahumAnapUrvaka upAsanA, bhakti kiravI. jinAjJAnuM zuddha pAlana karavuM te sAcI sAdhanAno abhigama che. te sAdhanAnA prabhAve AtmA paramAtmA svarUpane pAme che. dhyAnanA gUDha ane gahana prakAro abhyAsIone atyaMta upayogI che. 172 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ yadyapi jIvamAtra dhyAnayukta che tenA aMtargata prakAro zAstrakAroe jaNAvyA che, je pracalita che, jIvananI hareka paLe tenI samajaNa jarUrI che, kevA prakAranA dhyAnathI jIvonI caDhaUtara thAya che te A dhyAnayogathI khyAla Avaze. je jIva dharmadhyAnamAM praveza nathI karato te prAye Arti anero raudradhyAnano bhoga bane che. vaLI dharmadhyAna cothA guNasthAnathI aMze prApta thAya che tethI te pahelAnI avasthA Arti ane rodradhyAnanI che chatAM je jIvo dharma anuSThAnomAM bhAvapUrvaka Take che temanuM dhyAna zubha dhyAna hovAthI puNyalakSI bane che paNa nirjarAlakSI banatuM nathI, tethI te saMsAranA sukha sudhI ja laI jAya che. nirjarAlakSI dharmadhyAna mokSarUpe pariName che. | cAra dhyAnanuM saMkSipta svarUpa * ArtadhyAnanA cAra prakAra 1. aniSTa saMyogajanya, 2. ISTa viyogajanya, 3. vyAdhivedanAjanya 4. nidAna ciMtanarUpa bhoga prAptijanya pariNAma. A cAre dhyAna azubha che. duHkhajanya che ane tiryaMcagatino hetu che. A dhyAnanI saMbhAvanA chaThThA guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya che. raudradhyAnanuM svarUpa ati krUra adhyavasAyayukta) 1. hiMsAnubaMdhI 2. mRSAnubaMdhI, 3. cauyanubaMdhI 4. saMrakSaNAnubaMdhI A cAre prakAro durgatinAM kAraNa che. pAMcamA guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya che yadyapi cothA guNasthAnakathI jIvanA pariNAma maMdakaSAyI hovAthI anaMta saMsAranA karmane bAMdhato nathI. A azubha dhyAnanuM baLa toDanAruM zubha dhyAna che, te devagurunI bhaktithI thAya che. dharmadhyAna bhAvaththAna che AjJAvicaya - zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnuM dhyAna e AjJA che AzAno. nirNaya te vicaya. apAya vicaya - rAgAdine kAraNe jIvane kevA dukha bhogavavA paDe che teno vicAra. pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 13
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________________ vipAka vicaya - karmonA phaLano vicAra karavo te. saMsthAnA vicaya - jinavacana anusAra lokasvarUpanuM ciMtana karavuM. dharmadhyAnane paripakva - daDha karavA zrutajJAnane AzrayI cAra AlaMbano. vAcanA - saddaguru pAse bahumAnapUrvaka sUtraartha meLavavA, nirjarAnA hetuthI guru potAnA ziSyone sUtraartha vAtsalyapUrvaka dAna Ape. pRcchanA - sUtra - artha saMbaMdhamAM vinayapUrvaka zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavuM. temAM AdhyAtmika pragati thAya che, dharmadhyAnamAM magna thavAya che. parAvartanA - jinokta sUtro gurugamathI vidhipUrvaka grahaNa karIne, kaMThastha karelA hoya tene nirjarAnA hetuthI punaH punaH uccArapUrvaka pATha karavA. dharmakathA - AtmasAt thayelAM sUtro - arthono anya supAtrane upadeza Apavo, dharmano marma samajAvavo. dharmadhyAnanAM cAra lakSaNo 1. AzAruci 2. nisargaruci 3. upadezaruci 4. sUtraruci. vistAra mATe graMthonuM parizIlana karavuM. dharma dhyAnanA adhikArI mukhyatve munijano che. A plAnamAM piMDastha padastha, rUpasthano paNa AvirbhAva che. A traNe bhedo rUpAtIta dhyAnane je (zukladhyAna rUpa che tene prApta karavAnI bhUmikA che. zukladhyAnanA adhikArI prathama saMghayaNavALA pUrvadhara samartha mahApuruSo che. alpa sattvavALA jIvonuM mana koI paNa rIte A zukladhyAnamAM nizcalatA prApta karI zakatuM nathI. zukaladhyAnanA cAra AlaMbano tathA cAra lakSaNo 1. uttamakSamA, 2. uttamamRdutA (namratA) 3. viveka 4. vyutsarga (dehabhAvano tyAga) zukla dhyAnanAM cAra lakSaNo che. zukladhyAnanA cAra bhedaH 1. pRthatva vitarka savicAra 2ekatva vitarka savicAra 3. sUkSma kriyA pratipAtI 4. zrucchinna kriyA pratipAtI vizeSa abhyAsa graMthamAMthI karavo. traNe lokamAM navakArathI anya sArabhUta koI maMtra nathI tethI parama bhaktipUrvaka pratidina tenuM dhyAna karavuM. A mahAmaMtra samagra ghanaghAti karmarAzine 174 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ vikherI nAkhavA samartha che. bhavarUpa parvatane toDavA samartha che. ajJAnarUpa aMdhakArane haravAmAM sUryasamAna che. vAstavamAM navakAra e zuddha dhyAna che. sarva prakAranA dhyAnomAM e parama zreSTha dhyAna che. zeSa sarvadhyAno "navakAra dhyAnamAM samAya che. temAM dhyeyarUpe paMcaparameSThI bhagavaMta che e pAMca parameSThinI avasthA ane guNothI temanuM dhyAna prastuta graMthamAM darzAvyuM che. dharmadhyAnanA prakAro bhavAnA, ciMtana ane anuprekSAnA mAdhyamathI che. te mATe bhAvanA vagerenA abhyAsa karavo. zukladhyAnamAM dravyAdinuM sUkSmasahaja ciMtana che. te zreNi avasthAne yogya che. navakAramaMtranuM dhyAna zraddhALu sarva jIvone sAdhya che. tenI pavitratA Adi yogya rIte jALavavA jarUrI che. navakAramaMtranA cakramAM dhyAna viSe prastuta graMthamAM citra ane vidhi sAthe darzAvyAM che te graMtha dvArA abhyAsa karavo. sAmAnya mAhitI mATe eka padanI ArAdhanA A pramANe che. jIva siddhasvarUpa che. tevI zraddhA vaDe pragaTa siddhapadanuM dhyAna karavuM. mUlAdhAra (nIce gudAno bhAga) mUlAdhAra cakramAM cAra pAMkhaDIvALI jANe cAra dizA hoya tema dhAraNA karavI. vaccenI jagAe 38 ane cAra pAMkhaDImAM namaH siddha Ama maMtrapadanuM dhyAna dhyAtAne parama Atmika sukhano lAbha Ape che. A pramANe pAMca pada, navapada vagerenA te te padanA zabdovALA kamaLanI pAMkhaDIonI dhAraNA karI zabdo goThavI dhyAna karavuM. ekAkSarI 6, dvi akSarI >> hIM, sAta akSarI asiAusA nama, ema cakromAM kamaLanI pAMkhaDInI racanA karI akSaro goThavI dhyAna karavAthI AtmalakSI dhyAna banavAthI Atmika lAbha thAya che je ghanaghAti karmono nAza karavAnuM kAraNa che. anya prakAranA dhyAna mAnasika zAMti sudhI pahoMcADI zake che. paraMtu te vaDe karmono nAza thato na hovAthI Atmika zAMti zakya nathI. maMtrayukta cakravasita dhyAna AlaMbana hovAthI AlaMbanadhyAna che, paraMtu te zvAsa jevA paudagalika nathI. sAlaMbana dhyAna jevA satata abhyAsa vaDe. nirAlaMbana dhyAnanI prApti thAya che. jemAM parama AnaMdanI upalabdhi prApta thAya che. je AtmAnubhUti che - pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 175
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________________ - A cakro AdhArita dhyAnamAM kuMDalinI utthAnanI prakriyA samAya che. zuddha nizcayanayanI apekSAe sarva jIvo zuddha che. ItyAdi AgamavacanonuM samyakaprakAre ciMtana karI niHzaMkapaNe paMcaparameSThIonuM potAnA AtmAmAM AropaNa karI svAtmAnuM parameSThI svarUpe dhyAna karavA AtmA-paramAtmAnuM aikya sadhAya che. tethI dhyAtAne potAnA AtmAmAM rahelI paramAtma zaktinuM zraddhA ane jJAna pragaTe che. parameSThI bhagavaMto sAthe abheda anubhavAya che. dhyAtA, dhyAna, dhyeyanI aikyarUpa samApatti e dhyAnanI phaLazruti che. gurugame A dhyAna ArAdhanA yogya phaLaprada bane che. dhyAnayoga e adhyAtmajIvanano mahattvanuM aMga che. nirjarAnuM amogha sAdhana che. jIva AhArAdimAM nirdoSatA jALave. kaMIka nivRtti meLave. pApavyApArathI mukta rahI dhyAnamArge jaI zake che. tenI vAstavika ane prAthamika prakriyA A pramANe che jemAM gurugame athAga prayatna ane prabaLa zraddhA vaDe abhyAsa karyA kare to dhyAna dvArA muktipaMthe siddhi prApta thavA saMbhava dhyAnavicAra graMtha uttara vibhAga: dhyAnasAdhanAmAM praveza ane pragati karavA icchatA sAdhakoe dhyAnanA pUrvabhyAsa mATe dhyAnamAM lakSaNomAM batAvelI ciMtA" (ciMtana) ane bhAvanA anukrame zrutajJAna ane paMcAcAranA pAlanarUpa che teno jIvanamAM nitya niyamita abhyAsa karavo. paudgalika Azrita dhyAnanA prakAro AdhyAtmika vikAsa karI zakatA nathI. jIvanamAM thoDI zAMti ApI zake. tanAva mukta thavA jevuM lAge paraMtu te karmono nAza karanArA sthAyI prakAro nathI. ciMtA - ciMtananuM svarUpaH jemAM jinapraNita jagatanA svarUpanuM aneka rIte ciMtana thaI zake jemake jIvAdi sAta (nava) tattvo, cAra gatinAM duHkho. cauda guNasthAnakanA prakAro. siddhasvarUpanA bhedo. cha dravyAdinuM svarUpa. te te viSayamAM mananI sthiratA te dhyAnarUpa ciMtana che. dhyAna pachI ke 16 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ pahelAM e ciMtana thAya te dhyAnAMtarikarUpa ciMtana che ane A baMne prakAranI vacce je chUTI chavAI vicAraNAo thAya te viprakIrNarUpa ciMtana (sAmAnya che) dhyAnazataka graMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke dhyAnAbhyAsanI kriyA e bhAvanA che. dhyAnathI virAma pAmelA dhyAtAnA cittanI ceSTA anityAdi bAra bhAvanAtmaka hoya che te apekSA che. A baMnenI alaga ciMtanarUpa pravRtti te ciMtA che. ciMtA ane bhAvanApUrvakano adhyavasAya e dhyAna. jema jema preyanuM svarUpa ati sUkSma banatuM jAya tema tema Atmavirya puSTa thatuM jAya. tyAra pachI dhyAnayogamAM ekAgratA, nirmaLatA ane Atmavizuddhi vRddhi pAme. bhAvanAnuM svarUpa dhyAna - yoga upara ArohaNa karanAra sAdhakanA abhyAsa, jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane vairAgya bhAvanAnA bhedathI cAra prakAra che. 1. jJAnabhAvanAH zrutajJAnano nitya abhyAsa karavo. mananA azuddha vyApArono tyAga karavo. manane sthira karavuM. sUtra ane arthanI vizuddhi rAkhavI. bhavanirveda keLavavo, jJAna vaDe jIvAdi tattvanA guNa paryAyono sAra-paramArtha jANyo che tevA sAdhake susthira mativALA thaIne dhyAna karavuM. 2. darzanabhAvanA: AjJAruci. navatattva ruci, (zraddhA) dhyAnanA covIsa prakAronI (agAu jaNAvyA che, ruci, ema traNa prakAra che. zaMkAdidoSathI rahita, prazama svairya Adi guNothI sahita evo puNyAtmA samyagadarzanAdi zuddhine laIne dhyAnasAdhanAmAM bhrAMti rahita sthira cittavALo bane che. 3. cAritrabhAvanA cAritrabhAvanA sarvavirati, dezavirati ane avirata ema traNa prakAranI che. cAritrabhAvanAthI bhAvita AtmA navA karmo bAMdhato nathI. jUnAM karmonI nirjarA kare che. zubhabhAva grahaNa kare che, te dhyAnane saraLatAthI prApta kare 4 vairAgyabhAvanAH anAdinA bhavabhramaNanuM ciMtana, viSayo prati vimukhatA tathA zarIranI azucinuM ciMtana ema traNa prakAra che. jeNe jagatano svabhAva sArI rIte jANyo che, je niHsaMga nirbhaya tema AzaMsA (mahattvAkAMkSA) rahita che tevo vairAgya bhAvita manavALo sAdhaka pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 177
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________________ dhyAnamAM atyaMta nizcaLa bane che. dhyAnapUrve bhAvanA avazya hoya che. bhAvanA dhyAnanuM mahattvanuM aMga che. jJAnArNava graMthamAM zrI zubhacaMdrAcArye bhAvanA viSe jaNAvyuM che : he bhavya ! tuM bhAvonI zuddhi mATe tArA cittamAM bhAvanAonuM barAbara ciMtana kara kAraNa ke zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoe Agama graMthomAM te bhAvanAone pratiSThita karelI che. jenA vaDe manane bhAvita karAya te bhAvanA. dhyAnasAdhanAmAM bhAvAtmaka mananI racanA moTo prabhAva che. sAdhake manane aDola ane zuddha rAkhavA prazasta bhAvanA karavI. mAnavI svayaM bhAvAtmaka prANI che. cittanA zubhAzubha ke zuddha Azaya anurUpa baMdha ane mokSanuM nirmANa thAya che. bhAvanAonA aneka prakAra che. temAM mukhya jJAnAdi cAra anityAdi bAra maitrI Adi cAra ane paMca mahAvratonI pAMca pAMca ema pacIsa vagere bhAvanAothI bhAvita thavuM. je saMvara ane nirjarAno hetu thaI mokSa sAdhaka bane che. anuprekSAH dhyAnadazAmAMthI nivRtta thanAra sAdhakane anuprekSA hoya che. te anityAdi bhAvanAdinA bhedathI bAra prakAre che. anuprekSA eTale ciMtana ke punaH punaH smaraNa athavA viziSTa prakAranuM ciMtana. bhAvanAnuM bIjuM nAma anuprekSA che. | citta jyAre dhyeyanuM sUkSmAtisUkSma ciMtana kare che tyAre citta temAM lIna thAya che. te samaye anuprekSA vizada bane che. A anuprekSA utkRSTa koTie pahoMce che tyAre cittanI vRttio dhyeyamAM tadAkAra thaI jAya che. AvI anuprekSAne agninI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. agni suvarNamAM rahelA maLane bALI nAMkhe che tema anuprekSA AtmAmAM rahelA karmabaLane bALI nAkhe che. jethI AtmA zuddha svarUpane prApta karI mukta thAya che. bhAvanA bhavanAzinI anuprekSAmAM bAra bhAvanAnI mukhyatA che. 1. anityabhAvanA, 2. azaraNa bhAvanA 3. saMsArabhAvanA 4. ekatvabhAvanA, 5. anyatva bhAvanA, 6. azucibhAvanA, 7. AzravabhAvanA, 8. 178 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ saMvarabhAvanA 9. nirjarAbhAvanA 10. lokasvabhAvabhAvanA 11. bodhi durlabhabhAvanA 12. dharmadurlabhabhAvanA. koI zAstramAM kramamAM pheraphAra hoya che. tAtparya ke ciMtA : sAmAnya rIte cittanI caMcaLa avasthA che, te vakhate jIva judA judA vikalpomAM vyasta hoya che. dhyAnamAM citta nizcaLa bane che tyAre eka viSayanuM ciMtana hoya che. zruta jJAnamAM ciMtananI vizeSatA che. bhAvanA kriyAtmaka che. dhyAnAbhyAsanI eka pravRtti che. bhAvanAthI mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganI nirmaLatA thAya che. jJAnAdi paMcAcAranA pAlananI vizeSatA che. anuprekSA: bhAvanAnI puSTi, athavA sUkSma parizIlana che. A sarve prakAro dhyAnanI bhUmikArUpa che. A uparAMta zAstramAM dhyAnanI ghaNI vizadatA Agamika che. sAdhaka mATe mokSaprApaka che. te sivAyanA anya dhyAna vidhio manAdiyoganI sapATI uparanA che. vadhu abhyAsa mATe sAdhake dhyAnavicAra, dhyAnazataka jevA graMthono abhyAsa karI gurUgame dhyAnamArge jaI Atmahita sAdhavuM. kriyAyoga paNa jJAna ane dhyAnayoga vaDe saphaLa bane che. te sivAya kriyAyoga bolatapanI jema Atmazuddhino hetu banato nathI. aMtamAM eka noMdha levI ghaTe ke jyAre anya darzanIo dvArA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave ke jainadarzanamAM kriyAyoganI vizeSatA che temane jANIne Azcarya thaze ke jaina darzanamAM dhyAnanA prakAra cAra lAkha uparAMta che. A dhyAna kevaLa zArIrika kriyA nathI paNa manane saMyamamAM rAkhavuM. vairAgya vAsita thavuM vagere kaThina lAgavAthI janasamUha saraLa prayogomAM bhrAMta thAya che. dhyAnanA prakAranI AchI rUparekhA: yoga, vIrya, sthAma utsAha parAkrama, ceSTA, zakti ane sAmarthya A ATha prakAra tene praNidhAna, samAdhAna samAdhi ane kASThA cAra prakAro vaLI dhanya, madhyama ane utkRSTa e traNa, darekanA prakAro Ama 8 x 4 x 3: 96 prakAra bhavanayoga che. - karaNanA bAra prakAra mana, citta, cetanA, saMjJA, vijJAna, dhAraNA, smRti, buddhi, IhA, mati, vitarka, upayoga. kiraNanA 12 bhedane yogAdi ATha 1248 = 96 96 x 24 prakAranuM dhyAna 2304 pariziSTaH saMkSipta graMthaparicaya 179
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________________ 2304 x 96 karaNayoga: 2,21,184 2304 x 96 bhavanayoga 2,21184 kula 4,42,36 8 dhyAnanA bhedo che. cAra lAkha beMtAlIsa hajAra traNaso saDasaTha e chaghanA dhyAnanA prakAro che. Ama aneka prakAro yukta dhyAnanA pravAhonI vizadatA abhyAsIoe graMtha dvArA jANavI. he bhavyAtmA tAre dhyAnamArge javuM che to cAra lAkha uparAMtanAM dhyAnamAM rahasyo tane ochA paDe che. ane ATalI lAMbI maMjhile nA javuM hoya to ekaja dhyAna para AvI jA ane te paramAtmAnuM dhyAna jenuM dhyAvana karavAthI tuM svayaM paramAtma svarUpe pragaTa thaIza, te sivAya, eha upAya. bahu vidhinI racanA yoga mAyA te jANo. dravya guNa zuddha paryAya dhyAne ziva dIe saparANo. (zIgha) pU. maho. yazovijayajI mahArAja kharekhara graMthakAre anya graMthonuM dohana karI khUba ja zrama uThAvyo che jemAM svanuM adhyayana to kharuM ja paraMtu paraupakAra paNa che. sAmAnya rIte prAkRta ane gUDha bhASAnA graMtho lokabhogya thatA nathI tyAre AvA graMtho mRta jJAnanI paraMparA jaNAve che ane sAdhakone zrutajJAnanuM mahAna avalaMbana maLI. rahe che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI prasannatAnI prasAdi prApta karavI che? to temanI AjJA AtmasAt banavI joIe. cittane sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa banAvavuM, rAkhavuM e ja prabhunI AjJA che. sarva jIvone Atmatulya jovAmAM darzanaguNanI sArthakatA che. sarva jIvone Atmatulya jANavA jJAnaguNanI sArthakatA che. sarva jIvo sAthe Atmatulya vartavAmAM cAritraguNanI sArthakatA che. 180 zrI kalApUrNaprabodha
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________________ mAM adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI vijyakalApUrNasUrijInI jIvanagAthA janma ane zIzuvayanAM ojasa bhAratabhUmi adhyAtmapradAna dharA che. prathama tIrthakara zrI RSabhadevathI mAMDI Aja sudhI A dharA para zubha-azubha, oTa ane bharatI, tUphAna ane virAmanA agaNita pravAho vahI gayA. adhyAtma jokhamAyuM, lupta thayuM vaLI pAchuM dhabakatuM thatuM. Ama carama tIrthakara mahAvIra nirvANa pachI vIra zAsanano A pAMcamo Aro (kALa) hajI lagabhaga bIjA 18,000 varSa vIra zAsananA prabhAvamAM ane anya dhArmika pravAhothI vaheto rahevAno che. bhAratanI karmabhUmie aneka kSetromAM naravIro pedA karyA che, temAM vizeSatA AdhyAtmika saMta nararatnonI che. jemaNe A dharAnI pAvanatAnI paramatAne pragaTelI rAkhI che. e sarva saMta-sAdhu mahAtmAoe jagatanA bhautika sukhamAM kevaLa duHkha joyuM. aMtaranA sukhamAM zamAvA mATe e bhautikatA ke jemAM jagata DULyuM hatuM tene ja tilAMjali ApI saMyamano bhekha dharI cAlI nIkaLyA ane pAvanatAmAM pUrti karatA rahyA. bhAratamAM rAjasthAnanI bhUmi, Ama to raNapradeza, sUkI dharA, chatAM Azcarya ke tyAM kevAM uttama ratnono phAla pAkyo. e rAjasthAnanI saMtarUpa ratnanI khANamAM keTalAMya naranArI ratno pragaTa thayAM. rAjakIya kSetre pratApa rANAthI mAMDIne zUravIro, dharaNAzAha jevA dAnavIro, maMdironA sarjanakAro, mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajI, bhakta mIrAMbAI, vaLI satItvanI rakSA mATe seMkaDo strIoe A ja dharA para Atmavilopana karyuM che. jaMgalanI dhanya e dharA 181
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________________ pralobhanIya zUdratA temane sparzatI na hatI. dareka kSetre AtmanuM ojasa pragaTa thatuM. tethI Azcarya che ke e marUbhUmimAM anya pAka ApavAne badale dharatIe anupama pAka, cirasthAyI pAka utpanna karyo. jyAM ApaNA kathAnAyakano janma thayo. dhanya e dharA e rAjasthAnanA jodhapurathI lagabhaga 150 ki.mi. dUra phlodI nAmanuM samRddha nagara che. jyAM vyApAraudyoga vikasatA jAya che. savizeSa tyAMnI prajA sattvazALI hatI ane che. dharmanAM aneka sthAno che. temAM 17 jevAM jinAlayo Aje paNa aDIkhama UbhAM che. lagabhaga jainonI pAMceka hajAra jevI vasatI che. vaLI moTA bhAganA jaino vyApArArthe dezamAM anyatra jaIne vasyA che. keTalAka paradeza jaIne vasyA che. Aja lodInagara e ApaNA adhyAtmayogI AcAryazrI vijaya pU. zrI kalApUrNasUrijInuM janmasthAna. lagabhaga eka sadI pahelAM phalodImAM lukkaDa parivAra vaseluM hatuM. temAM lakSmIcaMda zeTha ane zerabAInuM sAdhanasaMpanna kuTuMba. pUrA nagaramAM tenI yazakIrti phelAyelI hatI.. e lakSmIcaMda zeThane pAbudAna nAme putra ane khamAbAI putravadhU hatA. patipatnI baMne udAra ane saraLa prakRtivALAM, dhArmika saMskArathI raMgAyelAM hatAM. A daMpatInA prathama traNa putro alpAyuSI hatA. tyAra pachI vi. saM. 1980mAM vaizAkha suda 2 nA roja sAMje pa-30 vAge eka puNyazALI putrano janma thayo jenuM nAma akSayarAja pADavAmAM AvyuM. kema jANe phaibAne saMketa maLyo haze ke A rUDo jIva bhAvimAM akSayarAja levA prabhumArge prayANa karavAno che. akSayarAjanA bALapaNathI ja lakSaNo paNa jJAnavRddha jevA hatA. svabhAve mAtApitA jevA saraLa ane udAra. prakRtie prasannatA je jIvananA aMtakALa sudhI pAMgaratI ja rahI. vANImAM madhuratA, nayanomAM amI, vaya vadhatI gaI tema tejasvI vyaktitva pragaTa thatuM rahyuM. mAnavajanma sAthe mAnavane yogya jIvananI prakriyAno prAraMbha thAya che. pAMca varSano akSayarAja prAthamika zALAmAM bhaNavA gayo, puchayayoge buddhinI paTutA, 182 dhanya e dharA
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________________ grahaNazaktine kAraNe abhyAsamAM uttIrNa thato gayo, anya bALakonI netAgIrI paNa karI leto. paraMtu premALa hRdaya hovAthI saune priya lAgato. Ama akSayarAja ATha varSano thatAM potAnI ja kuzAgratAne kAraNe haidrAbAda rahetA mAmA mANekacaMda tenA bhAvi vikAsa mATe potAnI sAthe laI gayA. jevAM mA saMskArI hatA tevA "mAmA paNa saMskArI hatAM. pUrvanA puNyanA saMcayayukta AtmAne badhu sAnukULa maLI rahe che. e kALe mosALamAM bALako potAnAM mAtApitAnA ghara karatAM paNa vizeSa sneha-hUMpha anubhavatAM "mA" e ApelA dhArmika saMskAra "mAmA' dvArA vadhu vikasita thayA. AthI jainakuLa pAmelA e bALakane darzana, vaMdana, navakAramaMtranA jApa jevA prAthamika niyamonuM pAlana sahaja thatuM. akSayarAja paNa vinaya, udAratA, kAryakSamatA ne kAraNe mosALamAM saune priya thaI gayA. mAmAnuM vAtsalya to samAtuM na hatuM. mAnavane hAtha to be hoya che paNa ahIM to akSayarAja para mAmAnA cAra hAtha hatA. tethI akSayarAjanuM zikSaNa vyavahArika ane dhArmika baMne prakAre thatuM rahyuM. pratikramaNa sUtro, bhaktAmara jevAM stotrano abhyAsa thato rahyo. akSayarAjanA mukhe bhaktAmara Adi zravaNa karI mAmAnuM mana nAcI UThatuM. vyavahArika ane dhArmika zikSaNa mAmA rUpa mALInA mosALanA bAgamAM eka puSpa khIlatuM jatuM hatuM. tyAM to acAnaka haidrAbAdamAM plegano jIvaleNa vyAdhi phATI nIkaLyo. tyAre vartamAna jevA sAdhanonI hInatA hatI. mAnavo rogamAM bharakhAI javA lAgyA. AthI lodImAM rahetAM mAtApitAe sarcita thaI lADIlA eka ja putra akSayarAjane potAnI pAse bolAvI lIdho. phalodImAM punaH akSayarAjanuM gAmanI nizALamAM zikSaNa zarU thayuM. vinayI ane tejasvI pratibhAvALA akSayarAja bhaNe ane zikSakane madadarUpa thavA anya vidyArthIone bhaNAve. AthI zikSakano premakaLaza akSayarAja para DhaLato raheto. akSayarAja jarA vegaLA jAya te zikSakane na paravaDe. Ama akSayarAjano vinaya guNa darekane AkarSita karato ane vinayaguNa vaDe akSayarAjanA gaLAmAM vidyArUpI varamALA dIpI UThatI AthI be dhoraNa ekI sAthe sAdhya karI lIdhAM. dhanya e dharA 183
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________________ vidyAnI vRddhi sAthe vinayanI vRddhi thatI gaI, AthI akSayarAja sahapAThI sAthe paNa maitrIbhAve ja vartatA hatA. na moTAI, na ahaMkAra jANe AmravRkSanI upamAne varelA guNo namratA ane madhuratA temanA AtmAmAM pragaTatA hatA. Ama akSayarAja zarIrathI, buddhithI, saMskArathI vikasatA jatA hatA. jANe pUrvanA yogI jIvananAM ArAdhanAnA saMskArane kAraNe aMtaramAMthI dayAnAM jharaNAM phUTatAM hatAM. mAnavanuM duHkha to teo joI na zakatA, paNa pRthvI, pANI jevA sthAvara jIvonI virAdhanA pratye paNa temanuM saMvedanazIla hRdaya dhrujI UThatuM. AthI temane sau "mAkhaNiyo' kahIne cIDavatA, teone temanA bhAvI parAkramanI kyAM khabara hatI? puNyavaMtA jIvone lakSmI jema zodhI le che tema anukULa saMyogo sAme cAlIne Ave che. phalodImAM eka dhArmika vRttivALAM bhakta vaDIla maNIbahena rahetAM. teo zerImAM saune bhegA kare, stavana, DhALo, sakjhAyo gAI saMbhaLAve, saune zIkhave. dharmakathAo saMbhaLAve. Avo suMdara yoga akSayarAja kaMI choDe? te to saunI mokhare hoya. zAlIbhadra, sthUlibhadra, jaMbukumAranI kathAomAM savizeSa cAritragrahaNanA prasaMgamAM tene ghaNo AnaMda Ave ane mana pokAre ke mane Avo yoga kyAre maLaze? bALaka chatAM jJAnavRddha AhArAdimAM anAsaktA vastrAlaMkAramAM sughaDatA bharI sAdAI bALaramatamAM nirdoSatA vANImAM satya ane madhurabhASI. Ama chatAM jIvana sadavartana, vicAra ane susaMskArathI rasALa ane prasanna hatuM. temAM paNa bhagavadbhakti e temanI sadAya jharatI prasannatAnI gurucAvI hatI. paramAtmAnI prIti e ja prANa. kema jANe paramAtmAe A kALamAM temano pratinidhi dharAne arpaNa karyo hoya? Ama rAtridivasanA aMtarArahita akSayarAjanuM jIvana khIlatuM hatuM. haidrAbAdathI AvyA pachI cAreka varSa thayAM haze. paNa pelA mAmA akSayarAja 184 dhanya e gharA
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________________ ke je vinaya ane madhurasayukta bhaktAmaranuM pAna karAvatA hatA tene bhUlyA na hatA. tera varSanI umare vaLI akSayarAja punaH haidrAbAdamAM pahoMcI gayA. have vyavahArika zikSaNane badale vyApArI zikSaNano prAraMbha thayo. paNa pelA dhArmika vidhividhAnanI agrimatA TakI hatI. baMne kSetre mAmA-bhANejanI jugalabaMdhI hatI. gRhasthajIvana chatAM dhArmika pragabhatAH e kALe zALAno abhyAsa bahu lAMbo kALa cAlato nahi. akSayarAja tera varSe vyApAramAM lAgyA. soLa varSe lagnagraMthithI joDAyA. mAmAne lAgyuM ke have puSpa khIlyuM che. siMcananI jarUra nathI. kudarate temane ciranidrAmAM poDhADI dIdhA. yadyapi akSayano sAco vikAsa hajI have jovAno hato. te jovAnuM bhAgya na hatuM! akSayarAjanuM jIvana sAmAnya mAnava jevuM na hatuM. te vyApAra, vyavahAra parivAra ane saMsAra sukhanI cAra dIvAlamAM ja purAI jAya tevuM na hatuM. te to pUrva saMcita karmonuM leNuM cUkavI rahyA hatA. bhAvi to kaMI juduM ja AlekhAyeluM hatuM. zrAvakajIvanane yogya pUjA, bhakti, Avazyaka kriyAo sAthe saMsAranI javAbadArI vahana karatA. temAMthI samaya kADhIne zAstravAcana karatA, Ama karatA bhakti ane svAdhyAyano rasa vRddhi pAmato gayo, tyAre mAtAe Takora karI ke - beTA, A parivAranA bhAvino vicAra karaje.' AthI potAnI pharajanuM bhAna thatAM vaDIlonI salAha mujaba madhyapradezanA rAjanAMdA gAme vyApAra arthe pahoMcI gayA, tyAre kyAM khabara hatI ke bhAvino vyApAra kaMI judo ja nirmANa thayo che. akSayapadanI kamANI thavAnI che. rAjanAMda gAmanA supratiSThita zeThane tyAM akSayarAja kAme lAgI gayA. saune priya thavAnI gurucAvI temane AtmasAt hatI. zeThanI peDhInAM puNya haze. vyApAra vikasato gayo. zeTha prasanna hatA. potAnI peDhImAM temanI rahevAnI vyavasthA hatI. vaLI, dhArmika saMskAranA eTale akSayarAjanA nitya niyamo jaLavAI rahetA. akSayarAjanA panotA pagale vyApAra evo jAmyo ke koI vAra sAMjanA dhanya e dharA. 185
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________________ pratikramaNano samaya raheto nahi. Ama ekavAra rAtre bAra vAge teo baMne sUvAnA oraDAmAM gayA. akSayarAjane pratikramaNa bAkI hatuM. te bArathI cAra na thAya, avidhi lAge. tethI temaNe pramAdanA tyAga mATe ane niyamanI pUrti mATe sAmAyika lIdhuM. jinAjJAnI niSThAnuM A darzana hatuM. zeTha khUNAmAM sUtA jotA hatAM ke A yuvAna rAtre hajI kema beTho che eTale bUma mArIne pUchyuM ke, tuM zuM kare che ? pratikramaNa thayuM nathI tethI sAmAyika karuM chuM.' e samaye jIvo kevA udAracitta ane sAttvika hatA ? zeTha tarata ja bIjA divasathI akSayanA sarva niyamo paLAya teno khyAla rAkhatA, ane kahetA huM to karI zakato nathI paNa tAre yAda karIne tArA samaye tArA badhA niyamonuM pAlana karavuM. vaLI cauvihAra jevA niyamo potAnI sAthe ja paLAvatA. zeThane eTalo vizvAsa ke, je dharmane Avo vaphAdAra che te kAmamAM vaphAdAra hoya ja. kone khabara enA ja puNye A dhaMdho vikAsa pAmyo haze ? rAjanAMdagAMvamAM zyAmavarNI zrI pArzvanAthanI pratimAnuM jinAlaya che, akSayarAja bhaktighelA to kharA ja, temAM prANapyArA pArzvanAtha maLyA, pachI bhaktirasanAM jharaNAM vahetAM ja rahe. roje be kalAka bhakti kare tyAre mana mAne. te samaye khissAmAM je kaMI rakama hoya te bhaMDAramAM mUkI detA. jIvanavyavahAra ane vyApAramAM gUMthAyeluM chatAM aMtara jAgRta hatuM. vaLI saMsArI avasthAnI niyatimAM be putronI prApti thaI. jJAnacaMdra ane AzakaraNa, jANe bhAvi sAdhanAnA sAdhako maLyA hoya ! akSayarAja have svataMtra vyApAra karavAmAM kuzaLa thayA hatA. AthI svataMtra vyApAra zarU karI, tenI jamAvaTa thatAM ghara paNa vasAvyuM ane parivArane paNa sAthe vasAvI lIdho. akSayarAja saMtoSI hatA. dhanalAlasA na hatI. AthI potAnA badhA ja vidhividhAno pUrA karI yuvAna akSayarAja dasa vAge dukAne pahoMcatA. pitA ATha vAge pahoMcatA. patnI saMskArI hatAM. mAtApitAnI sevA karatAM, bALako saMbhALatAM ane avakAze dharmasAdhanA karatAM. akSayarAja mAnatA ane kahetA ATha vAge Avo ke dasa vAge Avo puNyamAM haze te maLaze, AthI rAtribhojana tyAgano ane pratikramaNano niyama dhanya e dha 186
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________________ daDhapaNe sAcavatA. vAstavamAM bhAvi jIvananuM ghaDatara thatuM hatuM e gUDha rahasyane koNa kaLI zake ? ekavAra rAjanAMdagAMvamAM AzrI.vallabhasUrijInA ziSya zrI rUpavijayajInuM cAtumAMsa hatuM. tethI temanA sAMnidhyano ane bodhano lAbha maLyo. te samaye AcArya zrI rAmacaMdrasUrijInAM pravacanonI nakalo AvatI. tenuM pratidina vAcana karavAthI akSayarAjamAM chupAyelo vairAgya dave dIvo pragaTe e nyAye pradIpta thayo. AcAryazrInI siMhagarjanA saMbhaLAtI. saMsAra jeTalo lobhAmaNo che tenAthI anekagaNo bihAmaNo che. viSaya kaSAyanI AgaLa jIva zekAI rahyo che. hAthamAM kaMI Avaze nahi. Aga lAge ane gharanI bahAra doDo tema bhAgo nahi to A Aga bharakhI jaze.' AvAM pravacana vAMcI prathama to akSayarAja muMjhAI gayAM zuM karavuM? sAdhu thavuM che te nakkI, ema bhAvanA bhAvatA. vaLI muni sukhasAgarajInuM cAturmAsa thatAM temanI pAsethI pU devacaMdrajInI covIzI hAthamAM AvatAM bhaktahRdayI akSayarAjanuM jANe bhAgye ja khUlI gayuM. covIzI kaMThastha karatAM hRdayamAMthI raNakAra Avyo ke huM je icchato hato te mArga A ja che." Ama e covIsImAMthI bhaktirasa ane tatvabodhanuM subhaga yoga thatAM AMtarika pragati vRddhi pAmI. pachI jJAna, dhyAna yogAbhyAsanI saravANIo jharatI ja gaI, aho ! jIvanamAM adhyAtmarasano apAra mahimA avataryo. pariNAme vairAgye vega pakaDyo Ama jIvananAva vinA vikhe haMkArAtuM hatuM, tyAM eka varasamAM zirachatrarUpa mAtApitAe ciravidAya lIdhI. paradezamAM vaselAM cha kuTuMbIjano have cAra thaI gayAM. saue zILI hUMpha gumAvI. A aNadhAryA prasaMgathI akSayarAjanI vairAgyabhAvanA prabaLa banI. saMsAranI anityatAnuM bhAna thayuM. teo citavatA ke je zirachatra jevA zaraNarUpa hatA tenuM zaraNa AvuM pokaLa nIkaLyuM. zuM jagata AvuM kSaNabhaMgUra che? chatAM jIva e badhuM kAyamanuM che tema mAnI ajJAnamaya saMsAranAM kAryo kare che? vaLI saMsArI jIva pUrI jiMdagI bheguM karavAmAM gALe ane akALe eka kaNiyo paNa grahaNa karyA vagara jAya. gat AtmA punaH jovA na maLe. AvA dhanya e dhanya 187
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________________ maraNanuM zaraNa koNa ? na mAtA na pitA? na patnI na putro? na yuvAnI na dhana, are ! e sarvemaraNa pAse zaraNa rahita, kSaNe kSaNe kSINa thatA AyuSyavALA kone zaraNa Ape? Ama vicAre caDhelA akSayarAjane samaya vyartha vahI jato dekhAyo, bALapaNa gayuM. A yuvAnI javAnI enI dIvAnI zA kAmanI? hA, dharma ja eka zaraNa che. bhagavAna ja tAraNahAra che. bAkI cakravartIpaNuM paNa vyartha che. akSayarAjanA aMtarAtmAno avAja 'A ciMtananI dhArA AtmAnA pAtaLamAMthI chUTI hatI te kema aTake? AvI jhUraNAnA sAthI / ugAranAra jinazAsananA dIvAo eTale sAdhumahAtmAo. akSayarAjanA aMtaranA agnidAhanuM auSadha laIne rUpavijaya ma. sA. padhAryA. temanA bodhAmRtanuM pAna karI prathama to saMsAra vRddhinA kAraNa rUpa kAmane ja tilAMjali ApavA upAzrayamAM AjIvana brahmacarya lIdhuM ane sanmArge AgaLa vadhavA tapazcaryA karavA mAMDI. vatanI daDhatA mATe soLa upavAsanuM tapa karyuM. eka ja laganI hatI kyAre saMsAravanathI mukta thAuM. A ghara vyApAra, parivAra kaMI muktimAM sahAyaka nathI. uttama zrAvakane yogya sAdhanA paNa maryAdA vALI che. muktinA gagana paMthe viharavuM hoya to AkAza mArge tyAga mArge prayANa kara. rAjanAMda gAMvanA jinAlayanA prabhu pArzvanAtha temanA paramArtha duHkhanA sAthI. e samaye bhaktino raMga paNa evo ja jAmelo. divALInA divasomAM bhaktinuM pUra AvyuM. nitanavIna bhAvo janma, prabhu sAthe bhAvanI ekatA thAya. tyAM eka divasa jANe prabhu kahI rahyA hoya tema UMDANamAMthI avAja Avyo. mArA guNa kyAM sudhI gAIza have mArA mArge cAlyo Ava. A kALa to hAthatALI daIne cAlyo. akSayarAje A dhvanine jhIlI lIdho ane tyAM ja nirNaya karyo ke kArtikI pUnama pachInuM je zubha muhUrta Ave te divase saMsArane salAma. hAza, janmojanmano boja Utaryo. khUba haLavAza sAthe nivAse pahoMcyA. ane dharmapatnI ratanabahenanI pAse prastAva mUkyo. ratanabahena guNiyala ane dharmanA saMskAravALA hatA. brahmacaryanI pratijJA jIravI lIdhI hatI. pati sAthe 188 dhanya e dhA
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________________ che ne? paraMtu A to vAta hAthathI javAnI hatI. patinA saMsAra tyAganI vAtathI temaNe sakhata AMcako anubhavyo. zAMta ane gaMbhIra svabhAvI patnIe kaMI saMgharSa na karyo, paNa ghaNI mUMjhavaNa thaI. AthI temaNe potAnA pitAne patra lakhyo, ke tamArA jamAIe dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo che. to tame amArA hitamAM temane samajAvazo. jethI teo gharamAM rahIne sAdhanA kare. thoDA divasa pachI pitAno patyuttara Avyo. mathALu - AnaMdanA samAcAra tamArA patrathI akSayarAjanA dIkSAnA samAcAra jANI atyaMta AnaMda thayo. mAnavajIvanane saphaLa karavAno A mArga viralA jIvone puNyodaye prApta thAya che. jo A bhava sArthaka na thayo to janmamaraNanA pherA cAlu rahe che. huM paNa thoDA vakhatathI A ja vicAramAM hato ke koI sAtha maLe to dIkSA grahaNa karuM. akSayarAjane dhanyavAda che. mane sAro sahayoga maLI gayo. tame bALakonI ke tamArI kaMI ciMtA nA karazo, ame tenI pUrI vyavasthA karIzuM. 3. ratanabahenane mAthe Abha tUTI paDyuM, dhAryuM hatuM zuM? ane banyuM zuM? have kyAM javuM? ane vicAranA pravAhamAM gherAI gayAM. pati vagaranuM oziyALuM jIvana, sUnuM jIvana. huM pati sAthe dIkSA lau to vaLI bALakonuM zuM? Ama emane bhAvi ciMtAe gherI lIdhAM. baporano samaya hato. pati vyApAre, putro nizALe hatA. rojanA niyama pramANe temaNe sAmAyika lIdhuM. ane dharma sahAya karaze tevI bhAvanA karavA lAgyAM. ane temane paNa aMtaramAM avAja Avyo ke je mArge pati te mArge patnI, je mArge pitA te mArge putro alpakAlIna mAnasika samAdhAna meLavyuM. pati pAse prastAva mUkyo ke tame amArA mATe zuM nirNaya karyo che? jo tamAre mArge ja kalyANa che to amane paNa e ja mArgamAM ruci thAya tevuM karo. utAvaLa na karazo. akSayarAja saMyamamArganI daDhatAvALA hatA rokAvAnuM bahAnuM khAtuM na hatuM. aMtara karuNAvALuM hatuM. teo patnIno prastAva sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gayA. AnuM samAdhAna saMsArI na ApI zake, saMyamI ApI zake. akSayarAjane samAdhAna mATe be ja sthAna hatA eka prabhu ane bIjA guru-sAdhujano. parivAra paNa paramArtha paMthe AthI teo pU. sukhasAgarajI ma. sA. pAse gayA ane badhI hakIkata dhanya e dhaca 189
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________________ jaNAvI. teoe salAha ApI ke have thoDo vakhata rokAI javAmAM pratijJAbhaMga nathI. kuTuMbanuM AtmakalyANa thatuM hatuM hoya to be traNa varasa rokAI abhyAsa karo ane saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe taiyAra thAva. patnI ane bALakone paNa abhyAsa karAvo. Ama pUrA parivAramAM haLavAza thaI. hA paNa temAM pramAdana hato. AthI akSayarAje vyApArane saMkelavA mAMDyo. patnI ane putrone sUtro vigereno abhyAsa zarU karAvyo. ghaNIkharI dharmakriyAo sAthe karavA lAgyA. Ama pUro parivAra saMyamanA mArge prayANa karavA taiyAra thayo. A hakIkata vaDIla sasarA mizrilAlajIne jaNAvI. have prazna e thayo ke mokSamArge javAnuM A nAva kone soMpavuM? jethI gurujanone samarpita thaI yogya sAdhanApatha sAdhI zakAya. jo yogya guru-nAvika na maLe to A nAva ravADe caDhI jAya. vaLI Ama koI sAdhu mahAtmAno vizeSa paricaya nahi. sadgurunI zodhamAM akSayarAja A mArge javA mATe saddagurunuM mAhAsya jANatA hatA. ekavAra sadgurune zodhI pachI temanA caraNamAM jhUkI javuM e kartavya samajatA hatA. hAla paristhiti evI hatI keH bhomiyA vinA bhamavA mAre gUMgA' vaLI manamAM eka jhabakAra thayo ke vaDIla sasarA mizrimalajI A mArge ja AvavA mAMge che, temane puchAvyuM. javAba maLyo ke ame paNa A mUMjhavaNamAM ane zodhamAM chIe. vaLI mizimalajIne jANavA maLyuM ke klodInA eka bhAI AcArya zrI vijaya kanakasUrijI pAse dikSita thayA che ane saMyamamArge sAro vikAsa karI rahyA che. teo kicana vijaya ma. tarIke jANItA che. jainadarzanamAM guNa ane cAritrasaMpanna AcAryo/munio che, temAM kacchavAgaDa dezoddhAraka suvizuddha saMyamamUrti AcArya zrI vijayakanasUrizvarajI mokhare che. temanA samudAyanA tyAga, tapa, AcArAdi prazaMsanIya hatA. vaLI phlodInA jANItA vidvAna munizrI kaMcanavijayajIno kaMIka paricaya hato AthI 190 dhanya e dharA.
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________________ sasarA-jamAInI joDIe te samudAyamAM dIkSita thavAno nirNaya karyo. AcAryazrInI saMmati maLI ane sAthe saMyama jIvanane yogya abhyAsanI AvazyakatA jaNAvI. AthI mahAna tapasvI saMghasthavira AcAryazrI vijaya siddhisUrijI (bApajI)nI nizrAmAM birAjatA A. zrI. kanakavijayasUrijI pAse akSayarAja baMne putrone sAthe laI saMyama mArganA abhyAsa mATe AvI pahoMcyA. ane zrAvikA ratanabahenano bhAvanagara pU. sA. nirmaLAzrIjI pAse abhyAsa karavA prabaMdha karyo. Ama saMpUrNa kuTuMba saMyamamArganA abhyAsamAM goThavAI gayuM. ane dhArele mArge sau AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. saMyamanI ruci daDha thaI. vaLI mizrimalajI sAthe saMyama levA vacanabadhdha hatA. tethI temaNe temane jaNAvyuM ke have ame taiyAra chIe tame AvI jAva eTale muhUrta jovaDAvI laIe. mizrImalajIne kaMIka kAma hovAthI temaNe jaNAvyuM ke hAla rokAI jAva, mArA saMyogo nathI. have saMsAramAM rahevuM na paravaDe AthI akSayarAje dIkSA grahaNa na thAya tyAM sudhI cha vigaIno tyAga karyo. saMyamamArganI keTalI tamannA ? paLa jAya to paNa vasamI lAge. jaMbukumAranA saMyamanA bhAvanA aMzo A kALamAM pragaTatA dekhAya. jaMbukumAra pravajyA mATe potAnI havelIe mAtApitAnI rajA meLavavA ktA hatA, tyAM pahoMcatA nagaramAM kaMI vighna AvyuM. tarata ja pAchA pharI sadguru pAse A jIvana brahmacarya grahaNa karyuM hatuM. mizrImalajIne jyAre akSayarAjanA A abhigrahanI jANa thaI tyAre badhAM kAraNone haDaselo mArI tarata ja pAlItANA jyAM pU. AcAryazrI birAjatA hatA tyAM pahoMcIne muhUrta jovarAvI AvyA ane phalodImAM dikSA thAya te rIte Ayojana karyuM. phalodInagaramAM eka saMpUrNa kuTuMba saMyamamArge jaI rahyuM che tene mATe jaina saMghe zAnadAra ujavaNInuM Ayojana karyuM, ane saMghanA AgevAna bhAIo pU. AcAryazrIne AmaMtraNa ApavA gayA. paraMtu A. zrI. kanakavijayasUrijInI nAdurasta tabiyatane kAraNe jaI zake tema na hatA. AthI akSayarAje aThThamanuM tapa AdaryuM ke gurumahArAja AmaMtraNa svIkAre pachI pAraNuM karavuM. paraMtu dhanya e dharA 191
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________________ gurumahArAjanI tabiyatamAM kaMI sudhAro jaNAyo nahi AthI akSayarAjane nirAza thavuM paDyuM. chatAM gurudevanI anukULatAne agrimatA ApavI rahI. AthI mu. zrI kanakavijyajI ma. ne tathA dhyAnapremI ratnAkara vijayajIne dIkSA prasaMganA pradAnanI AcAryazrIe AjJA karI, teonuM phlodInagare bhavya sAmaiyuM thayuM. dhanya e dharA Ama to pAMca cha dasakAnI ja vAta che, paNa phlodInagaranI jAhojalAlI anerI hatI. evA e nagaranA AMgaNe lagabhaga pAMceka hajAra jevI jainonI vastImAMthI eka saMpUrNa kuTuMba saMsArano tyAga karI saMyamamArge prayANa karavAnuM hatuM. e vAta jAhera thaI tyArathI nagaramAM jaina jainetaramAM dIkSAnI ja vAto carcAtI hatI. temAMya paNa jJAnacaMdra ane AzakaraNa be nAnA putronI dIkSA to saunA hRdayane bhIMjavI detI hatI. ATha ane dasa varSanAM bALakonI dIkSA saune mATe carcAno viSaya hato. sau kahetA, kuTuMbanA eka puNyazALI AtmAnA nimitte pUrNa kuTuMbanI ja tAsIra palaTAI gaI. kyAM khAbociyA jevo saMsAra ane kyAM saMyama jIvananI vizALa kSitijo ! yadyapi saMsArIjanonI dRSTie e kAMTALI keDI jaNAtI hatI. ane saune lAgatuM A kumaLA choDa e kAMTALI keDIe kema khIlaze ? paNa pitA akSayarAjanI dharmanI zraddhA alaukika hatI. temAM laukikatAthI chidra paDe tema na hatuM. prabhumArge eka AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ane bIjAnuM akalyANa thAya tevo e viSamamArga nathI. temanI makkamatA upara pelA be kumaLA choDa paNa TaTTAra thatA hatA. nirmaLa rohaNa guNamaNi bhUdarA munijana mAnasa haMsa, dhanya nagarI dhanya te veLA ghaDI mAtapitA kulavaMza !" mahAbhiniSkramaNanA mArge akSayarAjanA divyasvapnano sAkAra pAmato divasa Ugyo. e divasa vaizAkha suda 10no hato. saMgha ane kuTuMbIjanoe paNa khUba utsAhathI dIkSA samAroha UjavavAnI goThavaNa karI hatI. khUba dhAmadhUmathI va2sIdAna thayuM. pAMca dIkSArthIonuM bhAgyavaMtu kuTuMba rAjavaMzI pozAkamAM dIkSA maMDapa tarapha prayANa dhanya e dhA 192
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________________ karI rahyuM hatuM. teonA mukha para saMsArathI chUTyAno hAzakAro hato ane saMyamamArge javAno apratima AnaMda hato. vi.saM. 1996mAM A. zrI labdhisUrijI phlodImAM cAtumArsa hatA. tyAre soLa varSanA pariNIta akSayarAjane joIne teoe bhAkheluM ke "A yuvAna saMsArano jIva nathI, samArgano jIva che. tyAre saMyamamArganA saMskAra mananA UMDA stara para jANe gUMcaLuM vALIne paDyA haze. te bhavasthiti paripakva thatAM jAgRta thayA ane eka akSayarAja sAthe bIjA cAra svajanoe paNa e mArge prayANa karyuM. dIkSAnI zobhAyAtrA maMDapamAM dharmasabhAnA rUpamAM pheravAI gaI. sau Atura nayane dIkSAvidhi jotA hatA. snAnamUMDana vidhi pachI jyAre pAMca dIkSArthIo raMgamaMDapamAM upasthita thayA tyAre dIkSArthIonA jaya jayakAranA dhvanithI gagana gAjI UDyuM. temAM paNa jyAre rAjavaMzI ThAThamAMthI pelAM be kumaLAM bALakone mUMDanayukta jotAM darekanA hRdayamAM mizra lAgaNIono sAgara UchaLI paDyo. hRdaya gadgada thaI gayAM ane bIjI bAju AnaMdanAM azru paNa vahI rahyAM hatAM. AvA anupama dazyane sau hArdikapaNe mANI rahyA hatA. dIkSAvidhine aMte saMsArI avasthAnA nAmano saMnyAsa thaI saMyama mArgIonA zubha nAma jAhera thayA. mizrilAlajI u. va. 49 munizrI kalItavijayajI akSayarAja uM. va. 30 munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI jJAnacaMda jyeSThaputra u.va. 10 munizrI kalAprabhavijyajI AzAkaraNa nAno putra u. va. 8 munizrI kalpataruvijayajI ratanabahena u. va. ra6 sAdhvIzrI suvarNaprabhAzrI munizrI kalAdyotavijayajI ane munizrI kalApUrNa vijayajI dIkSA prasaMge AcAryazrI kaMcanasUrijInA ziSya tarIke jAhera thayA hatA. paraMtu gurujanonI udAratA kevI che? vaDI dIkSAnA samaye teoe A baMne munione punaH munizrI kaMcanavijayanI guru tarIkenI yogyatA jANI temane suprata karyA. baMne bALa munione pitA gurune suprata karI ziSyo tarIke soM . sAdhvIjIne AcAryazrInA 13 dhanya e dharA
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________________ AjJAvartI zrI lAvaNyazrIjInA ziSyA sunaMdAzrIjInA ziSyA tarIke soMpaNI karI. dIkSAno zubha samAroha AnaMdasaMpanna thayo. tyAra pachInuM cAturmAsa nava dIkSita dIkSArthIoe phlodImAM rahI abhyAsamAM gALyuM. vaLI saMghe paNa uttama ArAdhanA karI tenI phalazrutirUpe munizrI kalautavijayajInA bAra varSanA saMsArI putra paNa pitAnA saMyamathI vairAgya pAmI temanA caraNamAM jIvana samarpita karyuM. arthAta pitAgurunA ziSyapaNe dIkSA grahaNa karI jemanuM nAma kalAhaMsavijaya rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. Ama kAno "ka" laMbAto gayo. cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM chae dIkSArthIo pU. A. zrI kanakasUrijInA darzana mATe gujarAta bhaNI vihAra karI rAdhanapura pahoMcyA. e subhaga milananA sAkSIo ja vaDIla guru nizrAnA AnaMdanuM varNana karI zake? mayUrane UDavA vizALa gagananI prApti hoya tema dIkSArthIoe saMsAranI dharAthI upara UThI anaMta gaganamAM jANe uDDayana AdaryuM. yadyapi e kaMI saMsAranA ezaArAma na hatA. e to tapa, tyAga, saMyama virAgano mArga hato. paraMtu prabhumArganI apUrva zradhdhA saMsAranAM baMdhana toDavAno udyama zAzvata sukhanI prAptinuM sAdhana, AvA dhyeya vaDe teo muktamane vikasatA hatA. temAM vinayavaDe sauno prema jItavAnI temanI lAkSaNikatAe to temanA vikAsane ghaNo jhaDapI banAvyo. pUrvanA ArAdhaka yogIe alpa janmamAM mukti kArya siddha karavA A janma dhAraNa karyo hoya tema zrI kalApUrNavijaya pramAdarahita sAdhanApaMthamAM sthira Daga bharatA hatA. teo jANatA hatA ke saMsArano tyAga mAtra pUrNatA nathI paNa saMyamano prAraMbha che. zikhara nathI, paNa taLeTI che. hA, zikhare pahoMcavAnuM jarUra che. gurumahArAja kahetA ke saMsArano tyAga karyo eTale keTaleka aMze pApa aTakyuM, paraMtu purANA saMskAronI jaDa ukheDavI ane navA doSo ghUsI na jAya tevI sAvadhAnI e saMyamajIvananI sAdhanA che. dehamamatva, jJAnanuM ahaMmatva, dharmakriyAnuM kartavya tyajIne kevaLa AtmabhAvanAne jALavavI, jeTalI zuddhi teTalI sAdhanAnI siddhi che. apramAdapaNe zAstrAbhyAsa dinapratidina adhyAtma vikAsa pAme, akalyANakArI saMskAronuM visarjana thAya ane adhyAtmabhAvanAnuM sarjana thAya e lakSya siddha karavAnuM che. sAdhu dhanya e dharA 194.
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________________ pramAdamAM ke parakathAmAM paDyo to mArgathI zruta thavAno. zrAvaka sAdhu thavAnA bhAva rAkhe ane sAdhu siddha thavAnI bhAva rAkhe te sAdhanApaMthe siddhine vare. sAdhakane tenA vinaya vaDe AgaLanI sAmagrI maLatI jAya che. ApaNA muni zrI kalAparNavijaya guruAjJAyukta zAstrAbhyAsamAM lAgI gayA. bhaktirasa to temane varelo hato, temAM jJAnayogano avasara maLyo. jene jina bhakti game tene jinavANI game ja. saMyamamArge jema jema AgaLa vadhatA gayA tema tema bhaktirasa ghUMTAto gayo. muni ane bhakti ekameka hatA. kalAko sudhI bhAvabhaktimAM vibhora muninI AMtarika dazA nirmaLa thatI gaI je adhyAtmayogarUpe pragaTa thaI. jinapratimA emanA bhAvaprANa hatA. eka samaya evo Avyo ke kalAko sudhI bhakti karatA, tyAre ziSyone temane temAMthI bahAra kADhavA saMketa karavo paDato. bhakti vaDe thayelI nirmaLatAmAM jinAgama sahaja aMkita thavA mAMDyA. jyAM jJAnaprAptino yoga maLe tyAM teo nirdoSa bALaka jevA vidyArthI thaIne abhyAsa karavA lAgI jatA. temAM vaLI vinayaguNanI vizeSatA vaDe thoDA samayamAM ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM. yadyapi teo mAnatA ghaNuM bAkI che. pariNAme potAne je kaMI maLyuM te jJAna vaheMcatA gayA. sadAye gurusevAmAM tatpara evA vinayayukta munizrI jJAnavRddhinI yogyatAthI panyAsapade pahoMcyA chatAM temane kaMI e padanI AkAMkSA ke moTAI na hatI. 2019mAM teo gAMdhIdhAma comAsuM hatA tyAM samAcAra AvyA ke pU. gurudeva kALadharma pAmyA che. ane temano AtmA raDI UThyo, hajI to gurunizrAnI ghaNI jarUra che, tyAM acAnaka A zuM banyuM? vaLI mana vALyuM temanA guNonuM smaraNa e ja have upAya che. phlodI saMghanI nizrAmAM A. zrI devendrasUrijInA zubhAziSathI panyAsa padavI dhAraNa karI. emane mATe to e eka upacAra hato. teone to bhakti ane jJAnArAdhanAmAM jijJAsA hatI. teo ghaNuMkharuM AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM rahetA. temanA guru A. zrI kaMcana vijayajI mahArAja tapasvI ane aMtarmukha sAdhaka hatA. teo potAnA ziSyanA AdhyAtmika vikAsane lakSyamAM rAkhI temane AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM rahevA jaNAvatA. dhanya e dharA 195
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________________ kaccha vAgaDanA jainonA hRdayamAM temanuM sthAna AdaraNiya thatuM gayuM, temanAmAM saune prazamarasamAM mahAlatA yogInAM darzana thatAM, temanuM A prazamalabdhiyukta vAtsalyanuM jharaNuM sadAya vahetuM rahetuM. temAMya temanA mArmikI tAttvika chatAM saraLabhASI pravacanathI janatAmAM jAgRti AvatI. hajAro mAnavo temanI dharmasabhAmAM goThavAI jatA. AvuM ujvaLa vyaktitva joIne A. zrI devendrasUrijInI bhAvanA temane AcArya padavI ApavA mATenI hatI, paraMtu paMnyAsajI zrI kalApUrNavijaya temAM sAda purAvatA nahi. pada mATe teo haMmezAM niHspRha rahetA. Akhare saMghanI prabaLabhAvanA ane vinaMtIne mAna ApI teoe gurudevanI AjJAno svIkAra karyo. te samaye upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanAno suyoga hato. Ama vi. saM. 2029 mA. su. trIjanA pavitra prabhAte pU. A. zrI e paMnyAsazrI kalApUrNajIne AcAryapada pradAna karIne saMtoSa anubhavyo. janasamUhanA nAdathI tIrthanI dharatI ane gagana gAjI UThyAM. nUtana AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUri mahArAjakI jaya, AcAryazrI amara tapo." samayanuM vaheNa vahyuM jAya che. jIvananI sAdhanAno tALo samAdhimaraNa che. caitrI oLInuM ArAdhana hatuM. pU. gurudevanuM svAthya kathaLatuM hatuM, chatAM caudasanA upavAsano niyama jALavIne munio pAse svAdhyAya vagere karatA rahyA. pU. kalApUrNasUrijI AvI gayA hatA. temanI sAthe prasannatAthI vAta karI. sAMje pAMceka vAge Asana para beThA hatA. svAthya kathaLyuM. sAthenA munio sAvadha thaI gayA. navaidya DaoNkTaranI doDAdoDa, na koI AkuLatA, AcAryazrI ane munioe samaya pArakhIne navakAra maMtranI dhUna cAlu karI, temanA AtmapradezamAM e maMtranI dhUna cAlu hatI, temanA AtmapradezamAM e maMtranI dhArA vyApelI hatI. e ja vAtAvaraNamAM teono pAvana AtmA nazvaradehane tyajIne alaukika duniyAmAM pahoMcI gayo. Ama pUjya AcArya vaDIlonI chatrachAyA eka pachI eka visarjita thatI thaI. ane moTA samudAyanI javAbadArI teonA zire AvI yadyapi teo tene mATe sakSama hatA. paraMtu temanuM aMtaHstala AtmasAdhaka ane adhyAtmaparAyaNa 196 dhanya e dharA
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________________ hatuM. tethI teo ekAMta jhaMkhatA. chatAM hRdaya karuNAsabhara hovAthI pUjya panyAsajI bhadraMkara zrI vagerenA sAMnidhyathI temAM vAtsalya bhaLyuM, eTale teo pravRtti chatAM nivRtta ane nivRttimAM AMtarika pravRttimAM samatolapaNuM hatuM. arthAta thAya te thAya, na thAya to te na thAya evA nispRhI hatA. caturvidhasaMgha e tIrtha che. tIrthanI sevAnA nimitta thavAmAM paNa potAnI sAdhanA ja mAnatA. AthI AzAvartI sAdhusAdhvIjanonuM yogakSema karavAnI javAbadArImAM temano karuNAbhAva hato. sAthe gRhasthone dharma pamADavAnI bhAvanA hatI. divyapuruSa adhyAtma yogI A. zrI vijya kalApUrNasUrijI janmyA phlodI. dIkSAkALano moTo bhAga potAnA ja gurunA sAdhanAkSetra kacchavAgaDanA pradezamAM gALyo. lagabhaga temaNe sAdhanA karavA karAvavAnuM kSetra trIsa trIsa varSo sudhI ekadhArAe grAmanuM gAma viharatA pUrA kacchavAgaDane arpaNa karyuM hatuM. pAchaLanAM dasabAra varSa amadAvAda, madrAsa, beMgalora, haidrAbAda jevAM kSetro viziSTa sAdhako ane dharmatIrthanI prabhAvanA mATe vihArakSetra banyuM hatuM. lagabhaga 77 varSanI vaya, sukalakaDI deha, chatAM dA sapramatta yogInI. page phekcaranI takalIpha pachI DoLIno upayoga karavo paDato paNa vihAra 20/25 ki.mI. thato raheto. utAre pahoMce ke mAnavonI darzana mATe medanI bharAI hoya. prasannavadane saunAM vaMdana jhIle. AzIrvAda Ape. ane bodha Ape. jANe dehanA thAka utAravAnuM e ja sAdhana hoya ! chellAM cAreka varSathI punaH potAnA vihArakSetra kaccha padhAryA ane janmadAtA dharatIe sAda pADyo ? A dharatIne have samarpita thaI javuM. AkharI cAturmAsa janmabhUminuM RNa cUkavavA lodImAM thayuM. bhale kaccha vAgaDa ho, rAjasthAna ho, madrAsa Adi sthaLo ho temanI divyatA ajaba hatI. kacchavAgaDanA bhAviko kahetA hatA ke amArA dezano divya puruSa che. pazutAmAM jIvatA jIvone temaNe mAnava banAvyA, dhArmika banAvyA. amAro janma sArthaka karI dIdho. pAchaLanI uMmaramAM svAsthyamAM nabaLA paNa dareka paristhitimAM svasthatA ja nikharatI. avAja atyaMta dhImo thaI javA chatAM hajAro mAnavo kevaLa temanA darzanArthe UmaTI paDatA. dharmasabhAmAM zAMtithI besI dhanya e dhA 197
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________________ rahetA. temanI pAse mahadaMze bhAviko bhautikatAnI apekSAthI vAsakSepa letA na hatA, paraMtu AtmakalyANa thaze tevI zraddhAthI AturatAthI darzana ane zubhAziSanI rAha jotA. temanuM darzana, sAnnidhya kharekhara pralobhanIya hatuM. samarasatA, vatsalatA, karuNatAno triveNI saMgama bhakti ane jJAnayoganI samarasayukta sAdhanAnI anubhUtimAM jhUlatA A adhyAtmayogInA kSaNa be kSaNanuM sAnnidhya paNa jIvanane sparzI jatuM. jyAre juo tyAre apramattapaNe sAdhanAmAM lIna hoya. pachI ekAMta hoya. jApa hoya, vAMcanA ApatA hoya. vAsakSepa pradAna karatA hoya. potAno svAdhyAya karatA hoya, bhakti karatA hoya, dareka avasthAmAM mukhAkRti prazamarasamAM magna, prasannatAnI jhalaka sadAya dIpI UThatI kyAreka paNa thAka nahi, AkuLatA nahi, seMkaDo bhAvikonA mastake vAsakSepanuM pradAna vAtsalyathI karatA prasanna mukhe kahetA "sau dharma pAmo bAra navakAra gaNajo, bhakti karajo." aMgata rIte kahuM to A janmamAM jo viziSTa puNyayoga maLyo hoya to A adhyAtmayogInuM nizrAmAM bodha, vAcanAno uttama lAbha temanI vacana labdhino sAkSAta anubhava thato. e eka rasaprada hakIkata che. svAnubhavayukta aMgata ahobhAva lagabhaga vIseka varSa pahelAM tatvanA abhyAsanI ruci thaI. A pahelAM sAmAnya sUtro ane zAstronA abhyAsano yoga maLelo, paraMtu jema jema dhArmika bhAvanA vRddhi pAmI tyAre samajAyuM ke A kSetre Atmika ke AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM tattvano abhyAsa vizeSa jarUrI che. tyAre prathama ghaNA kALanA gALA pachI utkRSTa cAritrazIla pU. A. zrI. bhadrakarasUrijI pAse koI sAdhaka sAthe javAnuM thayuM. aMtaranI bhAvanAnuM kaMIka anusaMdhAna thAya ja evI pratIti thaI. ane temanI nizrAmAM ghaNo samaya samyagudarzana tathA anya dhArmika rahasyonuM jJAna-bodha maLyo. jenA kAraNe adhyAtma vikAsa vegavaMto thayo. temanI kRpAne AbhArI che. vaLI temaNe AgaLanI prAptinuM sthAna paNa batAvI dIdhuM. tenA anusaMdhAne A. zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijIno yoga sAMpaDyo. A puNyayoganI ghaTanAno saMketa paNa rasaprada che. ekavAra eka satsaMgIne 198 dhanya e dharA,
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________________ tyAM maLavA javAnuM thayuM. temaNe mane beThaka ApI tenI bAjumAM mAsiko jevA pustakanI sAthe eka pustaka joyuM. jenuM nAma hatuM, tattvajJAna pravezikA phATeluM jUnA mAsikomAM kADhI nAMkhavAnuM jovAmAM AvyuM. pustaka hAthamAM lIdhuM be cAra pAnA pheravyA, najara TharI, tattvanA pAThamAM kaMI navInatA sparzI gaI. ane e pustaka mAMgI lIdhuM. upara nIcenA pAnAM nahi tethI khabara na paDI ke koNe lakhyuM che ? kyAM chapAvyuM che ? kyAM maLe ? paNa e pustaka najarAyA karatuM hatuM. manane ruce teno puruSArtha thAya e nyAye ghaNI tapAsa aMte khabara maLyA ke kaccha-vAgaDa dezodvAraka A. zrI vijya kalApUrNasUrijI enA lekhaka che ane A pustaka paNa kaccha-bhUjathI maLe che. patravyavahAra karI maMgAvyuM. A. zrI bhadraMkarasUrijI pAse keTalAka pATha vAMcyA. yogAnuyoga kaccha javAnuM thayuM. tyAre paNa khabara nahi ke A yogIrAja kyAM che ? darzanano evo bhAva UThyo na hato ke tapAsa karI pahoMcI javuM ? paNa temanA e graMthamAM ruci karelI. bhAvapUrNatAe abhyAsano prAraMbha karelo tevA puNyayoga baLe amane khabara maLyA ke Aje AcAryazrI mAMDavI padhAravAnA che. bIjI savAre vihAra karI javAnA che. ame paNa e rAta pUratA mAMDavI hatA. cheka sAMje amane A samAcAra maLyA, tevI bhAvanA jAgI ane upAzraye pahoMcyA, tyAre sAMja DhaLI gaI hatI, eTale tyAMnA vyavasthApake kahyuM ke have AcAryazrI bahenone'nA maLe. meM kahyuM ke tame pUcho amadAvAdathI baheno AvyAM che. jemaNe tattvajJAna pravezikAnAM pustako maMgAvelAM temane pAMca miniTa Apo to sAruM. pelA bhAI aMdara gayA ane tarata ja AcArya eka ziSya sAthe bahAranI osarImAM AvyA. teo Asanastha thayA. ame vaMdana vinayavidhi karI sAme beThA. A dezanA mahAmAnava, divyapuruSa, jemanA darzana mATe rAha jovI paDe, teo svayaM kevA namrabhAve osarImAM AvIne beThA, AthI manomana zi2 jhUkI gayuM. tattvajJAna pravezikAno mArA citta para paDelo bhAvaprabhAva jaNAvyo ane temaNe zrImukhe vAtsalyabhAve mane prathamapATha TUMkamAM bhaNAvyo. temanI vacananI labdhino A prasaMge paricaya thayo. tyAra pachI eka ja vAra graMtha vAMcyo ane badhA pATha kaMThamAM dhAraNa thaI gayA. tattvazraddhAnuM UMDANa maLyuM. dhanya e dharA 199
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________________ vaLI bhAva thayo ke traNaso jevAM pustako laI javA ane paradezanA satsaMgamAM bhAIbahenone Ano abhyAsa karAvavo. AcAryazrInI AjJA maLI. eTale kArya saraLa banyuM. tattvagrahaNa karo anyane ApatA raho, khUTe evuM lAge to laI jajo' vaLI vacamAM pAMca-sAta varSanA gALAmAM darzanano yoga na thayo. (kaMIka pramAdI ane sAhebajI dUra dezamAM vihAra karI gayA pachI 1994thI dara varSe vacamAM darzanano ane jJAnasAra jevA graMthanI vAcanAno lAbha maLyo. AcAryazrI ame be traNa baheno hoIe topaNa pUrA premathI eka vAra ke koI be vAra samaya Ape. ane te samaye tattvarucivALA sivAyane bahAra rAha jovAnuM sUcavIne pUrA dhyAnathI vAcanA Ape. A mArI yogyatA karatAM vadhAre maLatuM hatuM. temanI vAcanA-dezanA labdhino anubhava thato rahyo. I.sa. 1999mAM haidrAbAdamAM ame pUjyazrInA darzane gayA hatA. tyAM pUjyazrI jJAnasAranA aSTakanA samatA parano zloka samajAvyo ane sAmAyika vijJAnano bodha Apyo. tenA kAraNe sAmAyika yoganuM lagabhaga 200 pAnA jevuM pustaka prakAzita thaI zakyuM. savizeSa sAmAyika anuSThAnarUpe bhAvamaya pragaTa thatuM rahyuM. A temanI dezanA labdhinuM ja yoga baLa hatuM. pUjyazrInA varada haste pradAna thayelA vAsakSepathI cittanI nirmaLatAnI vRddhino paNa anubhava thato. pUjyazrI ApelA jApanA Adeza vaDe cittadhairyano ghaNo lAbha thayo. Ama aneka bhavyAtmAo para temano Avo labdhiprabhAva e ja temanuM zAsanane mahAna pradAna hatuM. dhanya te dhara jyAM AvA nararatnanuM avataraNa thayuM. yadyapi mane temanI nizrAno samayanI dRSTie ghaNo ocho yoga maLyo hato. kaccha vAgaDamAM chupAyelA A divyapuruSano yoga thayo te to kharekhara sadbhAgya kahevAya, agara to je paMnyAsajI bhadraMkaravijaya ma.sA.no yoga na maLyAnA aphasosamAM vadhAro thavAno saMbhava hato. chatAM je sAta varasa nizrA maLI temAM paNa temaNe ghaNo bodha Apyo jenA vaDe jIvanamAM dharmazraddhA, samyaga zraddhAnA bIja vadhu daDha thayAM. AgaLano mArga suspaSTa thaI gayo. dhiMga dhaNI mAthe kiyo kuNa gaMje narakhera vimalajina dIThA loyaNa Aja 20% dhanya e dhanya
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________________ A paMktinI jema A kaLikALamAM mahAna adhyAtma yogIno Avo subhagayoga ane bodha maLavo ane bhavanistArano AtmavizvAsa pedA thavo e yogInI kRpA ja che. AkharI vAcanAno yoga I.sa. 2001mAM zatrujya mahAtIrthamAM maLyo. vIseka jevA divasano gALo koI vAra savAre amane jJAnasAranA zlokathI bodha Ape. ane sAMje sAdhu sAdhvIjanonI sAthe vAcanAno lAbha maLato. A chello avasara che tevI kyAM khabara hatI? eTale vidAya letI vakhate lodImAM vAcanAnI saMmati lIdhI hatI. joke jaI zakAyuM na hatuM. paMnyAsa zrI kalpatarUvijayajI dareka sthaLe mArI vAcanA mATenI ane zrAvakane tyAM utArAnI pUrI kALajI sAthe goThavaNa karI ApatA. temaNe phalodImAM goThavaNa karelI paNa jaI na zakAyuM. tyAre temaNe patrathI jaNAvyuM ke tame pAlItANA ke zaMkhezvara Avajo tyAM tamane pUjyazrInI vAcanAno thoDo samaya maLaze. paNa kudarate judo khela bhajavI dIdhI ane pUjyazrI 2002nA mahAsuda 4ne divase alpa bImArIthI saune bhramamAM rAkhI samAdhipUrvaka nazvara deha tyajI dIdho. nisIma nispRhatA pakSInA gaganamAM uDDayana pAchaLa koI cinha na hoya tema pUjyazrIe na to potAnA hAthe koI moTA Ayojano ke TrasTo karyo. e to kahetA ke tyAgIonA nAme, aparigrahanA nAmathI bekanAM khAtAM kema calAvAya? pUjyazrI pAse jyAre besavAnuM thatuM tyAre kyAre paNa koI zrImaMto dhana dhananI carcA karavA, koI phaMDonI vyavasthA mATe maLavA beThelA joyA nathI. je sthaLe je kAryakramo thAya tyAM ja te vAtanI pUrNAhuti thaI jatI tenA AgaLanA divasomAM na koI tenA vikalpo mATe AvatuM ke kAryakrama pachI hisAba mATe AvatA. e kAma zrAvakonuM zrAvako ja saMbhALatA. koI vAra caDhAvA vakhate pUjyazrInI hAjarI jarUrI lAgatAM. saMcAlako pUjyazrIne sabhAmaMDapamAM pATa upara birAjamAna karatA, tyAre pUjyazrI potAnI prANa samI jJAnasAranI noMdhapothI hAthamAM rAkhI svAdhyAya karatA. caDhAvo zAno che, puNyazALIo bhAva karo, Avo kazo ja uccAra teo karatA nahi. e kAma zrAvakonuM che. eka vAra kahe juo A sarvene lAge che ke huM pATa para besuM eTale caDhAvo dhanya e dhasa 201
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________________ vadhe che. lokonA bhAva vRddhi pAme che. bhale ema rAkho ! kevI nispRhatA? varSo pahelAM gurudeva pAse pratijJAbaddha thayelA ke muMbaI nagarImAM javuM nahi. kaccha vAgaDanA rahIzo dezamAM cAre bAju patharAI gayA che. madrAsanA temanA bhaktajananI koIka viziSTa pratijJAne kAraNe pratiSThA jevA prasaMgonA nimitte javAnuM banyuM. karoDonI rakamathI kAryakramo thayA paNa teno koI vikalpa mUkatA AvyA nahi. jyAM je kAryo, prasaMgo patyA tyAMthI ogho laIne UbhA thaI javAnuM temanuM akartRtva sadAye jaNAtuM. AvA agaNita prasaMgo noMdhapAtra che ahIM teno saMkSepa karyo che. temanA sAdhanApUtavANIno sAra saMcaya karato graMtha prakAzita karavAnI bhAvanAne pUjyazrInI ja zubhAzISa mAnuM chuM. have darzana kyAre ? AvA janatAnA Atmahita preraka parahita ciMtana jenA hRdaye vasyuM hatuM tevA daivIpuruSane jANe kaccha vAgaDanA bhUkaMpamAM keTalAya jIvono kALa koLiyo karI gayo tyAre dharAyo nahIM hoya? kALe mAMgyuM hota to keTalAya bhakto pradAna karata paNa karALa kALe evI prArthanAno avakAzapaNa na Apyo ane nizrAmAM rahelA sau ziSyone paNa bhramamAM rAkhI kALa emanA prANa laI sidhAvI gayo ! are ! paNa kALa kyAM svAdhIna che? bhAviko pUjyazrIne aneka rIte jIvaMta rAkhazebhakti vaDe, smRti vaDe, smAraka vaDe. - pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM sAdhanAkSetre kaMIka AsvAda maLyo. hajI to ghaNI bhAvanAo hRdayamAM bharI hatI, mArA jevA keTalAye bhavyAtmAonAM hRdaya AzAprerita hatAM. paNa kALane A mAnya nahi hoya athavA pUjyazrInA AtmAne mokSamArge javA A kSetra UbhuM lAgyuM haze, bhAvinA bhItarane bhagavAna jANe, paNa kALe kacchavAgaDa, rAjasthAna tathA bhAratabharanA bhAvikono dharmadAtA zira chatra jhUMTavI lIdho. yadyapi pUjyazrI samAdhimaraNane varIne svakArya siddha karI gayA. - I. sa. 2002 vIra saMvata 2528nA mahAsuda 4ne zukravAranI savAra ugI zuM ne AthamI zuM ? ziSyagaNa temanA svAthyanI gaMbhIra noMdha le te pahelAM to pUjya zrI pratikramaNamAM kAussagnamAM hatA ne AyuSyakarma saMkelAyuM. arihaMtanA parama upAsaka arihaMtanA smaraNa sAthe arihaMtanuM zaraNa grahIne savAre lagabhaga 500nA samaye temano AtmA mokSamArge prayANa karavA palakavAramAM divyAlokamAM pahoMcI gayo. 202 dhanya e dharA
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________________ sthaLa hatuM rAjasthAnanA jhAlora pAse nAnuM kesavaNA gAma. charI pAlaka saMghanuM Ayojana, AgAmI nUtanadIkSAnA prasaMgonuM bhAvi kudaratamAM judI rIte nirmANa thayuM hatuM. saune ema lAgyuM ke pUjyazrI jANe ekAeka dIpaka jhabakIne bUjhAI jAya tema A dharAne tyajIne divyalokamAM sidhAvI gayA? vaijJAnika yuganAM jhaDapI sAdhano dvArA savAre ATha vAge to bhAratabhaMranA khUNekhUNe A duHkhada samAcAra vAyuvege prasarI gayA. savAre nava vAgatA to keTalAya upAzrayomAM daherAsaronA borDa upara AcAryazrInA kALadharmanA samAcAra lakhAI gayA. - ekAeka aNadhArI A AphatathI ziSyagaNa ane janasamUha mUMjhAI gayA. nAnuM hajAreka vasatInuM gAma tyAM bIjuM zuM thaI zake? AthI sAdhusamAjanI praNAli pramANe pAlakhI karAvavI, kADhavI, sthaLa nakkI karavuM, pU. AcAryazrInA jIvananI pavitratA ane pratibhA anusAra ucita vidhi karavI e moTI pharaja ane javAbadArI hatI. bhAratabharamAM samAcAra maLatAMnI sAthe loko doDI AvyA. bhAvikabhaktone darekane bhAvanA thatI ke amUka sthaLe aMtimavidhi karavI. gAmajanone thatuM kudarate ahIM nirmANa karyuM che to A ja sthaLa yogya che. Ama eka samasyA UbhI thaI. AthI lagabhaga chatrIsa kalAke (AcAryanA guNonA krame ) nirNaya levAyo ke pUjyazrInAM pyArAM be sthAna eka zatruMjayanA dAdA AdizvarajI ane bIjuM zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthanA dAdA pArzvanAthajI. adhyAtmayogInA pArthiva dehanAM aMtimadarzana AthI sarvAnumate temanI ja bhAvanAne AkAra ApI hajAro mAnavonI bhAvabharI azrubhInI AMkhe kesavaNAthI pAlakhI vidAya thaI zrI zaMkhezvara tIrtha bhaNI. mahAsuda chaThThane ravivAre Agama maMdiranA vizALa paTAMgaNamAM pAlakhI darzana mATe goThavavAmAM AvI. e chatrIsa kalAkanA gALAmAM cAre bAju janatA sacita hatI kyAM javuM? chatAM hajAro bhAviko rAjasthAnanA kesavaNA pahoMcyA hatA, vaLI dareka moTAM sTezano para mAIka para jAherAta karavAmAM AvI ke pAlakhI zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthe ravAnA thaI che. aMtimakriyA AgamamaMdiranI najIkamAM thanAra che. bhAviko je dhanya e dharA 203
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________________ sAdhana maLyA te rIte koI phlAITamAM TreInamAM, basamAM khAnagI gADIomAM UmaTI paDyA. koI sthaLethI khAsa TreIna paNa doDAvavAmAM AvI. A hatI pUjyazrI pratyenI saunI hArdika bhAvanA ane samarpaNa. koIe na koI takalIpha joI, na bhIDa, na bhUkha na tarasa, na tApa, eka ja laganI pUjyazrInA aMtimadarzana, arthAt saMyamadhArIno deha bhale nazvara hoya paNa temAM jivAyeluM sattva tattva e dehane darzanIya banAve che. hajAro mAnavo e dehane vAsakSepathI vadhAvI dhanyatA anubhavatA. teno lAbha amane paNa maLyo hato. praNAli pramANe pAlakhI vagerenA caDhAvAnI vidhimAM bhAvikomAM utsAha anero ane abhUtapUrva hato. lAkhothI zarUAta thaI karoDanI rakama sudhI vAta pahoMcI. AvA utsAhane kAraNe pAlakhInI yAtrAmAM paNa vilaMba thayo. bAra vAgyAne badale pAlakhInI yAtrA traNa vAge zarU thaI. lagabhaga lAkha jevA mAnavonA samUhanA ToLAmAMthI darzanIya pAlakhIne pasAra thatA paNa pUrA be kalAka thayA. kanyAnI vidAyaveLAe harSa ane viSAda be lAgaNI kAma kare che tema bhAvikonI AMkho bhInI hatI, chatAM vANImAM utsAha hato jayajayanaMdA jayajayabhadrAnA dhvani sAthe sau nAcatA kUdatA hatA. Akhare mahAsuda chaThThanI DhaLatI sAMje sUrajanA AthamavAnI kriyA sAthe pUjyazrInA nazvaradehane sukhaDanA lAkaDAne arpita karI agnidevane suprata karyo. pUjyazrInA viyogathI duHkhI thaI azrubharI AMkhe AcAryazrI adhyAtma yogI amara che. amara raho. bhaktonA nAdathI gagana gAjI UThyuM. Akhare darzanIya pArthivadeha paNa agninI AgamAM vilIna thayo. bhAviko temanI nizrAnA saMbhAraNA laI, ame sau azrubhInI AMkhe svasthAne gayA. have ApaNI saunI pAse temanA graMtharUpI akSara deha, bodhajAnita AjJA, temanA vAtsalyapUrNa dRSTinuM saMbhAraNuM ane sthApanArUpa temanA citrapaTa. savizeSa temanI bhaktiyukta sAdhanAno AdhAra che, tene ApaNA hRdayamAM aMkita karI temanuM yogabaLa ApaNane paNa mokSamArganI yAtrAmAM baLa Ape tevI hArdika prArthanA sAthe koTiza vaMdana. 204 dhanya e dharA.
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