Mul Margnu Amrut ane Adhyatmanu Shikhar

Author(s): Kumarpal Desai
Publisher: Raj Saubhag Satsang Mandal Sayla
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005468/1

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- 2 Amukha parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra dehavilaya zatAbdi varSanA maMgala prAraMbha nimitte emanA alaukika caritrane AlekhatI sacoTa, rasaprada ane pramANabhUta caritrakathA rajU karatAM ame dhanyatAnI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. "mULa mArganuM amRta ane adhyAtmanuM zikhara" nAmaka A pustakamAM parama kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdranI jIvanakathAne sarvAgI dRSTie mUlavavAno prayAsa karyo che. parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajI eka samartha AtmajJAnI mahAtmA hatA. teonuM adhyAtmajIvana ane teono bodha jagatanA jIvo mATe kalyANarUpa banyo che. apUrva smaraNazaktinA dhAraka, jAtismRtijJAna dharAvanAra, zatAvadhAna dvArA alaukika Atmazakti darzAvanAra, jyotiSavijJAnanA abhyAsI, Ajanma kavi evA zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kIrtinI Toce pahoMcyA hatA. tyAre temaNe A badhI bAbatane paramArthabAdhaka gaNIne. sarpa kAMcaLI utArI de tema jagatane AMjI denArAM bAhya pradarzanone tuNavata gaNIne sahajatA e pachI zrImadajIe potAnA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmikatAne ja sarvocca sthAne birAjamAna karI, | saM. 1924mAM janma dhAraNa karanAra parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe saM. 1947mAM zuddha samyagdarzana prApta karyuM ane teo AMtarika rIte tIvra gatie pragati karatA rahyA. A kharekhara ananya, apUrva ane alaukika ghaTanA gaNAya. | teo patrAMka 170mAM jaNAve che ke, "AtmA jJAna pAmyo e to ni:saMzaya che. graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. sarva jJAnIoe paNa e vAta svIkArI che. have chevaTanI nirvikalpa samAdhi ApaNane pAmavI bAkI che, je sulabha che." (muMbaI, kArataka suda 14, 1947) A ja patramAM AgaLa lakhe che ke, "tanmaya AtmayogamAM praveza che. tyAM ja ulhAsa che, tyAM ja yAcanA che, ane yoga (mana, vacana ane kAyA) bahAra pUvakarma bhogave che. A uparAMta patrAMka 187 mAM jaNAve che ke, "chevaTanuM svarUpa samajAyAmAM, anubhavAyAmAM alpa paNa nyUnatA rahI nathI. jema che tema sarva prakAre samajAyuM che. sarva prakArano eka deza bAda karatAM bAkI sarva anubhavyuM che." (muMbaI, mAgazara vada amAsa, 1947) vaLI patrAMka 243mAM lakhe che ke, "sarvAtmAnA anugrahathI atra samAdhi che. bAhyopAdhiyoga varte che." (muMbaI, vaizAkha suda bIja, 1947) parama kRpALudevanI AvI apUrvadazAnI samajaNa amane pUjya bApujI zrI lADakacaMdabhAI mANekacaMda vorAe karAvI ane tethI amArAmAM parama kRpALudeva pratye anero prema tathA bhaktibhAva pragaTyAM. zrImadjInA patroe adhyAtmamArgamAM pragati karavAmAM khUba sahAya karI che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe koI gaccha, mata ke saMpradAyanI taraksa karI nahIM, kiMtu AtmadharmanI pradhAnatA darzAvI che. bhakti, jJAna ane kriyAno sumeLa tathA nizcaya ane vyavahArano samanvaya teonA tattvacintanamAM pragaTa thAya che. Ama A tattvajJAna A samayamAM aneka jijJAsuone mumukSu banAvI de tevuM che.

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AvI AdhyAtmikatAnA zikhare pahoMcelA mahAtmAnA dehavilayane caitra vada pAMcama, 2017nA divase eka so varSa pUrNa thaI rahyAM che. caitra vada pAMcama, 2059 (tA. 23-4-2000)thI A divyAtmAne aMjali arpaNa karavA A varSa zrImad rAjacaMdra dehavilaya zatAbdi varSa tarIke ujavaNI karavAnuM vicAryuM che. Ane anulakSIne zrI rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa, sAyalA (ji. surendranagara) dvArA anekavidha kAryakramonuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM che ke jethI zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jIvana vize vistRta mAhitI, teozrInI AMtarika dazA ane emanA jIvananA preraka prasaMgonA AlekhanamAMthI emano amUlya bodha jagatanA tamAma jIvo meLavI zake. vizeSa to samagra jaina samAja A jJAnI mahAtmAnI oLakha pAme te rIte emanA asAdhAraNa vyaktitva, anokhI anukaMpA, jIvananA preraka prasaMgo ane amUlya bodha saraLa bhASAmAM rajU karavAnuM vicAryuM che. A mULabhUta hetune lakSyamAM rAkhI A mahotsava deza-videzamAM UjavAya evuM amAruM svapna hatuM ane te sAkAra thayuM che. | dehavilaya zatAbdi varSanI ujavaNInA bhagIratha kAryane suMdara rIte paripUrNa karavA mATe amane vyApaka sahakAra maLyo che. je pavitra bhUmi para parama kRpALudeve janma dhAraNa karyo hato ane jyAM bAlyAvasthA pasAra karelI te pavitra tIrthabhUmi saurASTranA vavANiyA gAmamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhuvana TrasTa sthapAyela che. A TrasTanA adhyakSasthAne birAjatA mAnanIya zrI manubhAI modIne ame A ujavaNInA saMdarbhamAM maLavA gayA ane teono uSmAsabhara sahayoga amAre mATe atyaMta mUlyavAna ane AnaMdadAyI banI rahyo che. | deza-videzamAM phelAyelA samagra jaina samAjane A mahotsavamAM sAmela karavAnI utkaTa bhAvanA hovAthI ame insTiTyUTa oNpha jainaoNlojI(laMDana)nA ko-orDineTara zrI nemubhAI caMdarayAno saMparka sAdhyo ane temaNe paNa AmAM utsAhabhera sahakAra ApavA tatparatA darzAvI. insTiTyUTa oNpha jainaoNlojI(laMDana) chellAM varSathI samagra vizvamAM jainonA cAya phirakAonA sahakArathI jaina dharmano phlAvo karavAnuM umadA kArya kare che. oma zrI rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa (sAyalA), zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhuvana TrasTa (vavANiyA) ane insTiTyUTa oNpha jainaoNlojI(laMDana) A traNe saMsthAoe maLIne eka AMtararASTrIya mahotsava samitinI racanA karavAmAM AvI. A uparAMta jaina samAjanA cAreya phirakAonA deza-videzanA agragaNya zreviryo ane mahAnubhAvonI eka salAhakAra samitinI racanA karavAmAM AvI. hoMgakoMga, siMgApura, jApAna, kenyA, yu.ke., amerikA, beljiyama, oNsTreliyA, keneDA, nepALa tathA bhAratanA jaina samAjanA agraNI ane pratiSThita mahAnubhAvo tathA je te dezonA jaina saMghonA agraNIo sAmela che. parama kRpALudevanA anuyAyIo dvArA sthApavAmAM AvelA judA judA Azramono sahakAra paNa A mahAkAryamAM amane prApta thayo che. | A rIte dehavilaya zatAbdi varSanI anokhI rIte bhavya ujavaNI thAya e hetuthI parama kRpALudevanA Azramo uparAMta jaina samAjanA cAreya phirakAonA agraNIo ane vizvavyApI khyAti dharAvanArA zreSThivaryo sAthe maLI A kAryamAM sAmela thAya e itihAsanI anerI-akathya ghaTanA che. Aja sudhImAM sarvaprathama vAra Avo vyApaka sahayoga prApta thayo che, je jaina samAjanA itihAsanuM suvarNaprakaraNa banI raheze.

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parama kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM jIvanadarzana, apUrva bodha, mULa mArganuM amRtapAna karavAnuM sabhAgya jagatanA jIvone prApta thAya e hetuthI A pustaka racavAmAM AvyuM te ja rIte vartamAna yuganA asarakAraka sAdhana tarIke dRzya-zrAvya mAdhyama lmi paNa taiyAra karI che. parama kSALu devanA jIvanadarzana karAvatI eka traNa kalAkanI samayamaryAdAvALI viDiyo lminuM nirmANa karavAmAM AvyuM. samayamaryAdAne kAraNe A philmamAM parama kRpALu devanA jIvananA tamAma prasaMgono samAveza karavAnuM azakya lAgatAM mAtra jIvanaprasaMgo darzAvatI eka judI lminuM nirmANa karyuM che. parama kRpALu deva Ajanma kavi hatA. teoe AdhyAtmika mArgane poSaNa Ape evAM suMdara padonI racanA karI che. A padone svarabaddha karI tenI oDiyo kaeNseTa taiyAra karavAmAM AvI che. deza uparAMta paradezamAM - vizva stare parama kRpALudevano saMdeza prasare e hetuthI adyatana aMgrejI bhASAmAM pustaka-viDiyo philma taiyAra thaI rahyAM che. vaLI parama kRpALu devanA bhavya sarjana "AtmasiddhazAstra"nuM paNa saraLa aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara karavAmAM AvyuM che. parama kRpALu devanA alaukika jIvanane AvarI letAM aneka suMdara citronuM pradarzana taiyAra karavAmAM AvyuM che. vaLI te judAM judAM zahero ane gAmomAM laI jaI zakAya evI vyavasthA karavAmAM Avela che. AvA aneka kAryakramo dvArA vizvanA khUNe-khUNe parama kRpALu devanA divya saMdezane pahoMcADavA mATe sahayoga ApanAra sarvanA ame AbhArI chIe. A pustaka taiyAra karavAmAM zrI rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLanAM mumukSu bhAI-baheno, enA lekhaka vikhyAta sAhityakAra DaoN. zrI kumArapALa desAIno temaja anekavidha Ayojano mATe Arthika sahayoga pradAna karanAra tamAma bhAI-bahenono ane prinTiMga kAryamAM madada karanAra hAiskena limiTeDano ame aMta:karaNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. kyAM jhaLahaLatA sUryanuM teja ane kyAM AgiyAnuM ajavALuM ? jema bIjano caMdra darzAvavA AkAzane aDe tevI lAMbI AMgaLI koInI pAse hotI nathI, topaNa mAtra aMgulinirdezathI te dizA pratye jonAranI dRSTi vALI zakAya, tema kapALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdranAM jIvana, kavana, vicAradhArA ane AdhyAtmika sAdhanA-paddhati ane temaNe vizvane Apelo kalyANakArI mArga darzAvavAno anekavidha Ayojano dvArA yathAzakti prayAsa karyo che. amArI kSatio rahI gaI hoya to kSamA prArthIne amane e jaNAvavA vinaMti che. satpuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo. zrI rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa, sAyalA sadgaNA sI. yu. zAha nalina e. koThArI SS / 7,

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RE anukrama 16 184 188 1. zrImad rAjacaMdra : preraka-sacitra jIvanagAthA 2. zrImad rAjacaMdra vize mahAtmA gAMdhIjInAM anubhavavacano 3. cha padano patra 4. zrI AtmasiddhizAstra 5. jaina darzanano marma 9. adhyAtmasaMdeza 7. deha chatAM jenI dazA varte dehAtIta 8. mokSamArganuM rahasya 9. vacanAmRtanI padasaritA 195 205 213 237 - nI kSamApanA 254

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AraMbhe e divya virala lokottara vibhUtinI vaMdanA sAthe emanA pAvana caritra-Alekhanano prAraMbha karIe chIe. mahAna vibhUtionAM jIvananI ghaTanAonI mAtra vigato ja ApaNe meLavI zakIe chIe. e ghaTanAo pAchaLano marma pAmavA mATe to koI vizeSa Urdhva bhUmikAnI AvazyakatA rahe che. zrImad rAjacaMdranA kavitva ane AdhyAtmikatAnA saMgamatIrthe ApaNe UbhA rahIe tyAre ApaNA hAthanI aMjalimAM e kAvyo mAtra zabdarUpe maLe che, paNa e zabda pAchaLa rahelA karuNAbharyA hRdaya ane jJAnagAMbhIryayukta vicAranA gADha anubhavane jANavAnI ApaNI kSamatA keTalI ? emanA vairAgyanI tIvratA, bodhabIjanuM apUrvapaNuM ane samyagu jJAna, samyagu darzana ane samyagu cAritra dvArA ApaNe emanI adhyAtmayAtrAnI jhAMkhI meLavIe chIe. paraMtu e AdhyAtmikatAnI gaherAI ane vizALatA, eno vaibhava ane enI vyApakatA jANavAnI ApaNI zakti keTalI ? vyavahAranI duniyAmAM jIvatA ane bAhya pravRttiomAM DUbelA mAnavIo kaI rIte teonI apAra zAMti, niSkAraNa karuNA ke satsaMganI apUrvatAno khyAla pAmI zake ? bhautika jagatamAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI jIvanArA ane saMsAranA bhaDabhaDatA dAvAgnimAM baLatA, dAjhatA ke taraphaDatA mAnavIne kaI rIte emanA alaukika svarUpano ke emaNe ApelA AtmaprakAzano anubhava thAya ? e vilakSaNa anubhavanI vyApakatA sImAbaddha zabdomAM kyAMthI pragaTa thaI zake ? AthI A caritragAthA to virATa sUryane batAvavA mATe thoDAMka kiraNo batAvIne vAta karavA jevI gaNAya che. nAnI TekarI batAvIne himAlayanuM darzana karAvavA jevuM gaNAya, paraMtu A caritra-Alekhana pAchaLa amAro mukhya Azaya e rahyo che ke vartamAnakALamAM thoDA ja dAyakA pUrve thayelA zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA jIvanane dharmajijJAsu, AtmapipAsu ke mumukSuo jANe, eno gaMbhIra marma thoDoya pAme ane e rIte satyadharmanuM - mULamArganuM - svarUpa samajIne sAcI AdhyAtmika dizA tarapha gati pragati kare. alpa AyuSyakALa hovA chatAM emanI pAsethI eTaluM badhuM sAMpaDyuM che ke jene mATe mAnavanuM dIrdhAyuSa paNa ochuM paDe. emanI smaraNazakti, jAtismRtijJAna ke avadhAnanA prayoga dvArA emanA pUrva saMskAro

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ane prabaLa smRtino paricaya maLe che. zatAvadhAnane pariNAme potAnI kIrti satata phelAtI hatI tyAre A bAhya siddhione kSaNabharamAM tyAgIne emaNe AMtara siddhionI garimA batAvI. emanAM kAvyo, patro ane gadyagraMtho dvArA Atmazuddhi ane Atmasiddhino manuSyajAtine mATe anupama Alekha Apyo. svayaMnI divyajyotithI keTalAya jIvonA jIvanane pratyakSa ane e pachI parokSa rUpe prakAzita karyA. emanA nirdoSa cAritryamaya caritra ane emanI sAhajika vItarAgavRttithI teo mahAvIranA mULamArganA pradarzaka banI rahyA. teoe dharmanAM gUDha rahasyone saraLa vANImAM sAcA svarUpe pragaTa karyo. Ama, svayaM amRtapada pAmIne jagatane kAje AtmAno amRta prakAza veranAra zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA tattvajJAne vizvane yogya mArga batAvyo. AvI divya vibhUtinuM caritra AlekhavAnI pAchaLano amAro Azaya eTalo ja ke zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA divya prakAzita jIvananAM thoDAM kiraNo vAcako, bhAvako ke jijJAsuone sAMpaDe ane e dvArA emanAmAM mumukSA jAge. e jAgelI mumukSAne emanA A jIvanacaritramAMthI dizAsUcana sAMpaDI rahe. A graMthanI pramANabhUtatA jALavavA mATe pUrato prayAsa karyo che, Ama chatAM koI kSati rahI hoya to sujJa vAcako jarUra jaNAve. e divya jyotino AtmaprakAza ApaNe sahu pAmIe ane te akhila vizvane ajavALato rahe e ja abhyarthanA. A graMthamAM pravezatAM pUrve ApaNA mananI tamAma graMthiono tyAga karIe. A caritranuM avagAhana karIe tyAre hRdayamAM vinaya ane nikhAlasatA sAthe adhyAtmajijJAsA laIne jaIe. A prerakakathAnuM pAna karatI vakhate mokSamArganA rahasyamAM gati karavAno hRdayamAM | bhAva avadhArIe. A jIvanaprasaMgonA Alekha samaye virala alaukika vibhUtinI mahattAnuM darzana karIe. A preraka jIvanakathA je vyakti je sopAne che, enAthI vizeSa Urdhva sopAne UdhvarohaNa karAve e ja abhyarthanA. - kumArapALa desAI / /

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mULamArganuM amRta ane adhyAtmanuM zikhara AtmA jANyo teNe sarva jANyuM gurune AdhIna thaI vartatA evA anaMta puruSo mArga pAmIne mokSa prApta thayA.

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1. marukSetramAM amRtavarSA sAdhucarita kavi-smaraNa tamArAM zAM karuM ? vismaraNano kSaNa eka nathI avakAza jo, aharniza che aMtaramAM yAdI ApanI, sadI udita upara ujvala puNya prakAza jo. parama kRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI AvI smaraNa-vaMdanA karyA pachI vicAra karIe e samayano, I. 1857nA svAtaMtryasaMgrAmanI viphaLatA pachI bhAratanI bhUmi para AzAnAM kiraNo prasarI rahyAM hatAM. dezanI kSitija para keLavaNI, samAja-sudhAraNA ane navajAgRtinuM paroDha UgI rahyuM hatuM. rAjA rAmamohana rAye satInI prathA jevI kurUDhio sAme pracaMDa virodha jagAvyo hato. brahmosamAja, prArthanAsamAja, thiyosaoNphikala sosAyaTI jevI saMsthAo dvArA navIna dharmavicAraNAno prAraMbha thaI rahyo hato. bIjI bAju jaDa kriyAkAMDa, dAMbhika dharmAcaraNo, dhananI AchakalAIthI bharelA utsavo ane rUDhe mAnyatAoe samAjane cAre bAjuthI ghero ghAlyo hato. dharmanAM AcaraNa thatAM hatAM, paNa dharmanI mULa bhAvanA ane enuM aMtima dhyeya vIsarAI gayuM hatuM. dharmavicAra ane dharmane nAme thatA AcaraNa vacce moTI khAI UbhI thaI hatI. A samaye vidhino saMketa hoya tema bhAratanI bhUmi para be mahAna vibhUtionuM prAgaTya thayuM. eka adhyAtmanA zikhara samA jaina dharmanA muLamArgaprabodhaka zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM ane bIjA dezane sarvAgI AjhAdI apAvanAra mahAtmA gAMdhIjInuM . mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA janma pUrve poNA be varSa agAu saurASTranA morabI najIkanA vavANiyA baMdara nAmanA nAnA gAmamAM zrImad rAjacaMdrano janma thayo. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIno e ja saurASTranI bhUminA porabaMdara gAmamAM janma thayo. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA AdhyAtmika mArgadarzaka banyA ane mohanadAsamAMthI mahAtmA banelA gAMdhIjIe sahuthI vadhu koInA jIvanamAMthI dharmavicAra grahaNa karyA hoya to te zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA. A baMne davajavaMtI bhUmi para amRtavarSA banIne AvyA. emaNe mA vasuMdharAne yathAyogya dharma ane karmathI zobhAvI. AtmajyotinA ajavALe dharmano prakAza pAtharanAra zrImad rAjacaMdrajIno vavANiyA baMdara gAmanA vaNika kuTuMbamAM vi. saM. 1924nI kArtakI punama, ravivAra(tA. 9-11-1867)nA roja rAtre be vAgye janma thayo. e janmabhUmi tIrthabhUmi banI gaI. kevo dhanya divasa e kArtakI pUrNimAno, je divase zIkha saMpradAyanA sthApaka guru nAnaka, kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya jevA mahApuruSono janma thayo che. AkAzamAMthI amRta samI cAMdanI varasAvatI devadivALInI ajavALI rAte avani para jAmelA aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe pUrvajanmanA saMskAro laIne jhaLahaLatA jyotirdharanuM Agamana thayuM. jANe A viSamakALamAM saMsAranA trividha tApathI baLIjaLI rahelA jagata para ucca AdhyAtmika jJAnanI amRtavarSA karavA AvyA na hoya ! saurASTranA morabI pAse AvelA mANekavADA gAmanA rahIza zrI paMcANabhAI vavANiyA rahevA AvyA. emanA putra ravajIbhAInA mALiyAnA khAnadAna gaNAtA kuTuMbanA rAghavajIbhAInI putrI devabAI sAthe lagna thayAM. "yathA nAma, tathA guNa' dharAvatA devabAInI kUkhe zrImaduno janma thayo. pitA ravajIbhAIe potAnA pitA paMcANabhAIno vahANavaTA ane vyAjano dhaMdho saMbhALyo hato. ravajIbhAInuM nItiparAyaNa jIvana ane devabAInI sAsu-sasarAnI ekaniSTha sevAbhaktine kAraNe divya putraratna sAMpaDyuM ema grAmajano kahetA hatA. prakRtie saraLa, vyavahAramAM saujanyazIla ane hRdayamAM vAtsalyanA vAridhi samAM devabAInA aMtaramAM apAra vahAla UbharAI rahyuM. E n intentos TE & Pants Use on www alibur

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2. aAdiSano aMtaranAda dareka jamAnAne potAnI vicAradhArA hoya che. pratyeka samayane potIkI mAnyatAo hoya che. e samaya evo hato ke jyAre mANasa kuLanI vela pAMgare ene mATe Atura raheto. ni:saMtAna vyaktine jIvanamAM saghaLuM maLe, tema chatAM copAsa nirAzA lAgatI hatI. niHsaMtAnapaNAnA kAraNe emane maheNAM-ToNAM paNa sAMbhaLavA paDatAM hatAM. | mANekavADAmAM rahetA paMcANabhAInI paristhiti AvI hatI. emanAM patnI zrI bhANabAI suzIla ane sevAbhAvI hatAM. emane saMtAna thatAM, paraMtu bALamaraNane kAraNe koI saMtAna jIvita raheluM nahIM. eka vAra bhAIo vacce bhAganI vaheMcaNI thaI tyAre ni:saMtAna paMcANabhAIne ocho bhAga ApavAmAM Avyo. saMtAna-vihoNAMne vaLI vadhu saMpattinI jarUra zI hoya ? jene saMtAna hoya ene vyavahAramAM ghaNo kharca karavAno Ave. ni:saMtAnane ghera kyAMthI koI lagnaprasaMga AvavAno che ? potAnA bhAIonI AvI vicArasaraNI joIne paMcANabhAIne kAramAM AghAta lAgyo. pariNAme teo potAnuM vatana mANekavADA choDIne vavANiyA AvyA. e samaye vatana choDavuM e ghaNI moTI vAta gaNAtI hatI, paraMtu hRdayamAM lAgelA kAramA AghAta ane thayelA anyAyane kAraNe emaNe vatana choDavuM. e pachI vavANiyA AvyA bAda emanI putraprAptinI jhaMkhanA eTalI ja tIvra rahI. koIe kahyuM ke, "vavANiyAthI eka gAu dUra AvelI ravicImAtAnI mAnatA rAkho." banyuM evuM ke e pachI alpa samayamAM ja I. sa. 1902mAM paMcANabhAIne tyAM putrajanma thayo. ene ravicImAtAno kRpAprasAda mAnIne emaNe putranuM nAma 'ravajIbhAI" pADavuM. A ravajIbhAI saujanyazIla ane mAyALu hRdaya dharAvatA hatA. sAdhu-saMtonI sAcA dilathI sevA karatA hatA. ravajIbhAI ane devabAI baMne jANe sAkSAt sevAnI mUrti samAna hatAM. ravajIbhAIne vyAjavaTAvanA vyavasAyane kAraNe AsapAsanAM gAmaDAMomAM javuM-AvavuM paDatuM hatuM. ravajIbhAInAM patnI devabAInuM bIjuM nAma moMghIbAI hatuM. devabAI jaina kuLamAMthI AvyA hovAthI potAnA sAsare mahAmUlA jaina saMskAro laIne AvyAM hatAM. A ravajIbhAIne tyAM eka vayovRddha ADatiyA avAranavAra vepAra arthe AvatA hatA. eka vAra teo vavANiyA AvyA ane atyaMta bImAra paDI gayA. devabAIe rAta-divasa eka karIne emanI sevA karI. ADatiyA vicAramAM paDyA ke saheje lohInI sagAI na hovA chatAM kevI svajananI mAphaka devabAIe emanI sevA-cAkarI karI ! AvI mAtAtulya vAtsalyabharI sevA-suzruSA joIne vRddha ADatiyAnuM hRdaya gadgada banI gayuM. jyAre sAjA thaIne emanI vidAya letA hatA tyAre e vRddha ADatiyAe kahyuM, "devabA ! A gharaDAnA tane lAkha lAkha AziSa che. prabhu tamArI kUkhe ekotera peDhI ujALanAro kuLano dIpaka Ape. basa e ja amArA AziSa." sevA mAtra anyane ja hitakArI banatI nathI, paNa sevA karanArane ya lAbhadAyI ane saMtoSadAyI bane che. badalAnI AzA vinAnI niHsvArtha sevA ja sAco badalo ApanArI bane che. ADaMbara, pradarzana ke DoLa vinA karavAmAM AvelI sevA mAnavIne tatkALa ucca garimA arpe che. devabAInA jIvanamAM paNa evuM ja banyuM. vRddha ADatiyAnA saraLa hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelI e svAbhAvika AgAhI ke enA sAcu kalA aMtaranA AziSa itihAsanI eka mahAna hakIkata banI gayAM. nr Education Internatione For Pers o nale Only - library

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3. sabako vaMdanIya hadagAda ADatiyAnI aMtaranA vAtsalyabhAve sevA karanAra devabAI potIkA svajanonI to keTalI badhI saMbhALa letA haze. bharatI pachI oTa Ave ema paMcANabhAInA vyavasAyamAM paNa bharatI pachI oTa AvI. nAnakaDA gAmamAM nAnakaDo dhaMdho cAlato hoya ane emAM mukelIbharyA pavanano eka sapATo AvI jAya eTale saghaLuM chinnabhinna thaI jAya. paMcANabhAInA jIvanamAM Arthika AphatanA oLA UtarI AvyA. Ave samaye devabAIe AphatamAMthI pAra UtaravA potAnAM ghareNAM ApyAM. devabAI jIvanamAM sAcA alaMkArarU 5 to sAdhu, saMto ane svajanonI sevAne gaNatAM hatAM. gharanI zobhA e emanuM ghareNuM hatuM. e zobhAne jALavavA mATe sonemaDhacA ghareNAM ApatAM emane saheje khacakATa thayo nahi, paMcANabhAI ane bhANabAI to putravadhUnI AvI virala udAratA joIne prasanna thaI gayAM. vaLI potAnAM sAsu-sasarAnI sevA karavAmAM devabAI rAta-divasa khaDe page rahetAM hatAM. | devabAIne vinayamUrti kahevAM ke sevAmUrti kahevAM e ja savAla jAge. hakIkatamAM emaNe hRdayanA sAcA vinayathI sevAbhakti apanAvI hatI. putravadhUnI sevAvRtti joIne sAsu-sasarA emane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApatAM hatAM ane enI kukhe kuLadIpaka janme evI bhAvanA sevatAM hatAM. AvAM devabAInI kukhe divyaratnano janma thayo. A janmayogInuM paheluM nAma "lakSmInaMdana" pADavAmAM AvyuM. zrImadUnA janma pUrve devabAIne zivakuMvarabAI nAmanI putrI hatI. zrImadranA janma pachI devabAInI kUkhe putra manasukhabhAI ane dIkarIo jhabakabAI, menAbAI ane jIjIbAIno janma thayo. Ama zrImadune eka bhAI ane cAra bahena hatAM. ravajIbhAI sAdhu-saMtonA sadAnA sevaka. sAcI sevAne nAtajAtanI koI sImA na hoya. ravajIbhAIe lAMbA samaya sudhI eka phakIranI sevA karI. phakIre emane kahyuM ke, "ravanI, 7 savere natI nAnA " bIje divase savAre ravajIbhAIne phakIra pAse javAnuM hatuM. banyuM evuM ke vahelI savAre emanA ghera mahemAno AvyA. atithinA svAgatane dharma mAnanArA ravajIbhAI mahemAnonI AgatA-svAgatA mATe rokAyA. emanA manamAM jaladIthI phakIra pAse pahoMcavAnI utkaMThA hatI, paraMtu mahemAnone reDhA mUkIne ema ne ema cAlyA jAya to emano atithidharma lajavAya. mahemAnonI sarabharA karavAmAM phakIra pAse pahoMcavAmAM vilaMba thayo. oliyA phakIra ravajIbhAInI rAha joIne beThA hatA. veLA veLAnuM kAma kare che. ravajIbhAI e paLa ane e kSaNa cUkI gayA hatA. e virala ghaDI pasAra thaI gaI hatI. ' phakIre ravajIbhAIne joyA. emaNe karelI Aja dina sudhInI emanI sevA-cAkarI phakIra bhUlyA nahotA. kharI kSaNa cUkI gayelA ravajIbhAIne phakIre kahyuM, "ravajI ! tuma bahuta dera se Aye / ravajI, tere ko do laDake hoMge, eka to bar3A nAma nikAlanevAlA hogA, aura dUsarA bhI acchA hogA / dono laDake tumhArA nAma rozana kareMgeM / magara baDA laDakA sabako vaMdanIya hogA / magara ravajI, tuma bahuta dera se Aye / ravajI, aba Isa duniyA se calA jAtA hU~, tuma aba tumhAre ghara jAo / terA bhalA hogA / " ravajIbhAI ghera AvyA. bIje divase tapAsa karI to kyAMya pelA phakIra maLe nahi. phakIra pAse pahoMcavAmAM vilaMba thayo te mATe emane khUba aphasosa thayo. / / . Jain Education station For Personal mee te Oh www

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| 4. samAdhistha bALa yadadat bALa zrImaddanuM janmanuM nAma lakSmInaMdana hatuM. teo traNa varSanA thayA tyAre mAtA devabAI emane teDIne paDozamAM AvelA naku DozIne tyAM jatAM hatAM. sAmAnya rIte traNa varSanuM bALaka raDatuM hoya athavA to tophAnamastI karatuM hoya, paNa devabAI potAnA A traNa varSanA dIkarAne joIne apAra acaraja pAme. e vicAre ke kevo che A dIkaro ! | traNa varSanuM bALaka to ati caMcaLa hoya, tyAre A to jyAM besADo tyAM zAMtithI besI rahe che. devabAI napha DozIne tyAM jAya ane ekAda kalAka bese, tyAre A badho samaya A bALaka to saheje halanacalana karyA vinA mUrtinI mAphaka sthira besI rahe. jANe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yogarahita zAMta bhAvamuni na hoya ! je uMmare bALakamAM jAtajAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanA taraMgo jAgatA hoya. citra-vicitra keTalIya ceSTAo karato hoya, evI uMmare bALa zrImad jANe koI samAdhistha yogI hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM ! dAdA paMcANabhAInA jIvanamAM AnaMda phelAI gayo. eka to moTI vaye emane ravicImAtAnI kRpAthI ravajIbhAIno janma thayo. saMtAnanI jhaMkhanA to pUrI thaI, paNa pachI vyAjanA vyAja samA vahAlA pautranI prApti thaI. dAdA paMcANabhAI rAjacaMdrane potAnI pAse rAkhe. emane khUba lADa laDAve, potAnI sAthe bhagavAna zrIkRSNanA darzana karavA laI jAya, bALa zrImad ThAkorajInA darzana karavA jatA. ahIM bALa kRSNanI bhakti thatI. dAdA dIkarAne 'zrImad bhAgavatu nA prasaMgo kahe, judA judA avatAronI vAta saMbhaLAve. e avatAranA camatkAro bALa zrImad khUba bhAvathI sAMbhaLe. avatAronI kalpanA emanA bALahRdayamAM romAMca jagAvatI hatI. - e samayanI potAnI manobhAvanAno Alekha kapALadeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe 'samuccayavayacaryA 'mAM karyo che. zrImade potAnA trevIsamAM janmadivase potAnA jIvananI gaveSaNA karatA potAnI tera varSa sudhInI uMmaranI ghaTanAo AmAM AlekhI che ane e samayanA emanA cittamAM jAgelA vicAronuM emAM pratibiMba jhilAyuM che. potAnA A samaya vize vaiSNava dharmanI vicAradhArAnuM Alekhana karatAM teo kahe che, tenA saMpradAyanA mahaMta hoIe ane tyAgI hoIe to keTalI majA paDe e ja vikalpanA thayA karatI temaja koI vaibhavI bhUmikA joto ke samartha vaibhavI thavAnI icchA thatI. pravINasAgara nAmano graMtha tevAmAM meM vAMcyo hato; te vadhAre samajyo nahoto; chatAM strIsaMbaMdhI nAnA prakAranA sukhamAM lIna hoIe ane nirupAdhipaNe kathA kathana zravaNa karatA hoIe to kevI AnaMda dazA ? e mArI tRSNA hatI." A samaye dAdA paMcANabhAI pautranI bhakti joIne khuza thaI jatA hatA. potAnI jijJAsA laIne bALa zrImad dAdA paMcANabhAI pAse doDI jatA. dAdA ene sAdhu pAse laI jatA. sAdhu emanA savAlano uttara ApatA. bALa zrImanA hRdayamAM vadhu ne vadhu vaiSNava bhakti jAgavA lAgI. dAdA ane dIkarAno saMbaMdha jeTalo gADha banyo teTalo gADha sparza zrImadnA hRdaye kRSNabhaktino anubhavyo. Jan Education tematica For Personal & Pr e only www.nary

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5. maMthanamAMthI navanIta bALa zrImanI uMmara cAra varSanI thaI. emanuM nAma lakSmInaMdana hatuM, ene badale 'rAyacaMda' - 'rAjacaMdra' nAma pADavAmAM AvyuM. dAdA paMcANabhAInA kAraNe zrImanA hRdaya para vaiSNava dharmanA prabaLa saMskAra paDyA hatA. paMcANabhAIno kuLadharma sthAnakavAsI jainano hato, paraMtu emanI bhakti bALa zrIkRSNa tarapha DhaLelI hatI. A samaye kRSNabhaktimAM taraboLa zrImad sAdhujano pAsethI 'zrImad bhAgavat nA prasaMgo sAMbhaLatA hatA. rAmadAsajI nAmanA sAdhue emane kaMThI bAMdhI hatI. dAdA paMcANabhAI pAsethI vaiSNava dharmanA saMskAra maLyA, to mAtA-pitA pAsethI jaina dharmanA saMskAra sAMpaDyA. mAtA devamAM jaina dharmanA AcAra-vicAranuM dRDhatAthI pAlana karatAM hatAM. bALaka para svAbhAvika rIte mAtAnA saMskAra bahu gADha rIte paDatA hoya che. emane dhIre dhIre jaina saMskAromAM rasa paDavA lAgyo. A saMskAroe jJAnanI jijJAsA jagADI ane bALa zrImad zAstravAcana karavA lAgyA. emane mATe eka navI dizA khUlI. hRdayamAM paDelA pUrva saMskAro dhIre dhIre aMkurita thaIne AcAra-vicArarUpe pallavita thavA mAMDyA . emanA pitA ravajIbhAI paNa jaina dharmanuM pAlana karatA hatA. dAdA pAsethI maLelA vaiSNava dharmanA saMskAro dayamAM hatA, paNa dhIre dhIre enA para jaina dharmanI bhAvanA prabhAva pAtharavA lAgI. zrImanI vaya to sAva nAnI hatI, paraMtu asAdhAraNa vibhUtine vayanI maryAdA kyAreya naDatI nathI. bALa zrImad emanA gharanA vAtAvaraNamAMthI jema jema saMskAro pAmatA gayA, tema tema jaina dharma tarapha ruci jAgatI gaI. | teoe joyuM ke jaina dharmamAM atyaMta vinayapurvaka jagatanA tamAma jIvo pratye maitrInI bhAvanA icchavAmAM AvI che. A bhAvanA bALa zrImadunA karaNAdra hRdayane sparzI gaI. emane dhIre dhIre jaina dharma tarapha prIti thaI. vavANiyAmAM raheto jaina samAja bALa zrImadUne zaktizALI ane gAmanA nAmAMkita vidyArthI tarIke oLakhato hato. judA judA loko vacce bALa zrImadda upasthita hoya tyAre teo emanI viziSTa zaktine kAraNe prazaMsA pAmatA hatA. bALa zrImanI vaya ghaNI nAnI hatI, paraMtu emanI vicArasRSTi ghaNI gahana hatI. emanAmAM rahelA pUrvanA saMskAro emanI vicAradhArAne vadhu tejasvI banAvatA hatA. eka bAju bhaktinI lInatA hatI to bIjI bAju saMcita jJAnane pariNAme manomaMthana cAlatuM hatuM. be dharmasaMskAronA pravAho emanA mAnasamAM ekatrita thayA haze, tyAre zuM thayuM haze ? emaNe kevuM maMthana anubhavyuM haze ? vicAranA maMthanamAMthI kevuM navanIta tAravyuM haze ? kaI rIte potAne sAMpaDelA vaiSNava dharmanA saMskAromAMthI jaina dharmanI bhAvanA tarapha vaLyA haze ? Ano koI Alekha ApaNI pAse nathI. mAtra kalpanAnA baLe ApaNe ApaNA manamAM dharmasaMskAro vizenI mathAmaNonI kalpanA ja karI zakIe. vibhUtionAM AtmAnAM UMDANo to agAdha hoya che, tethI A badhuM pAmavuM ApaNe mATe zakya na hoya, paNa eTalI to dhAraNA jarUra karI zakIe ke ati nAnI vayanA bALa rAjacaMdramAM pragalma rIte dharmavicAra karavAnI kSamatA haze laimEducation internation For Personal & Pe ste Ong www.nary

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6. niraparAdhI dAda tIrthadhAma vavANiyA gAmanI AsapAsa nAnI-nAnI taLAvaDIo AvI hatI. e taLAvaDIomAM koI snAna karatuM hoya, to koI gAya-bheMsane pANI pAtuM hoya, A nAnI zI taLAvaDInA kinAre bALako ramavA Ave. vivANiyA gAmanI bahAra AvI eka-be nahIM, paraMtu aDhAra taLAvaDIo AvI hatI. e taLAvaDInAM judAM judAM nAma paNa maLe, koI virAsarI to koI reMTiyAsarI, koI sonAsarI to koI rUpAsarI. taLAvaDInI bAjumAM AvelAM vRkSo nIce bALa zrImad potAnA bALamitro sAthe pharavA jatA. emanI sAthe maLIne AnaMda-killola karatA. ' khuda zrImade potAnI A bAlyAvasthAnI vAta AlekhI che. emaNe 'samuccayavayacaryA'mAM potAnA bALapaNanA manobhAvo AlekhatAM lakhyuM che - "sAta varSa sudhI ekAMta bALavayanI ramatagamata sevI hatI; eTaluM mane te veLA mATe smRtimAM che ke vicitra kalpanA (kalpanAnuM svarUpa ke hetu samajyA vagara) mArA AtmAmAM thayA karatI hatI. ramatagamatamAM paNa vijaya meLavavAnI, ane rAjarAjezvara jevI UMcI padavI meLavavAnI, parama jijJAsA hatI. vastra paheravAnI, svaccha rAkhavAnI, khAvA-pIvAnI, suvA-besavAnI badhI videhI dazA hatI; chatAM hADa garIba hatuM; te dazA haju bahu sAMbhare che. atyAranuM vivekI jJAna te vayamAM hota to mane mokSa mATe jhAjhI jijJAsA raheta nahIM. evI niraparAdhI dazA hovAthI punaH punaH te sAMbhare che." sAta varSanA zrImadranA jIvanamAM addabhuta ghaTanA bane che. koI bAhya ghaTanA AMtara jagatane evuM ja gADI jAya ke jIvanamAM pUrvanA saMskAronuM anusaMdhAna racAI jAya, eka cinagArIno sparza thAya ane emAMthI AkhAya mahAnalano anubhava jAge. vavANiyAmAM amIcaMdabhAI nAmanA yuvAnane bALa zrImad oLakhatA hatA. e yuvAnano bAMdho majabUta hato ane bALa zrImad tarapha yuvAna amIcaMda snehabhAva rAkhato hato. bALapaNamAM anubhavelo A snehabhAva amIcaMdabhAI pratye sadUbhAva jagADanAro banyo. e samaye ekAeka amIcaMdabhAInuM sarpadaMzathI mRtyu thayuM. nAnA gAmamAM AvI ghaTanA bane eTale badhe ja hAhAkAra vyApI jAya. core ane cauTe enI carcA thavA lAge. nAnA-moTA sahunA mukhe sarpadaMzathI thayelA amIcaMdabhAInA avasAnanA samAcAranI vAta saMbhaLAtI hatI. koI viSAdabharyA cahere kahetA ke kevo juvAnajodha mAnavI ekAeka kALano koLiyo thaI gayo. koI vaLI duHkhanA bhAvathI kahetA ke kevA mIThA svabhAvano juvAna A malaka (duniyA) choDIne cAlyo gayo. vAta vahetI vahetI bALa zrImad pAse AvI. emaNe sAMbhaLyuM ke amIcaMdabhAI sarpadaMzathI gujarI gayA. A sAMbhaLatAM ja bALa zrImane AghAta lAgyo. potAnA tarapha bhalI lAgaNI dAkhavanAra vyakti ekAeka gujarI jAya te kevuM ? | zrImaddanuM bALamAnasa UMDA vicAramAM DUbI gayuM. emAM paNa emanA manamAM satata eka zabda paDaghA pADavA lAgyo. e vicAramAM paDyA ke A "gujarI javuM" eTale zuM ? emAM zuM thatuM haze ? amIcaMdabhAIne zuM thayuM haze ? A samaye bALa zrImadne mATe to pUchavAnuM sthAna emanA vahAlasoyA dAdA paMcANabhAI hatA. bALa zrImad dAdA AgaLa dila kholIne potAnI jijJAsA vyakta karatA. dAdA enI vAtano vahAlathI pratyuttara ApatA. basa, to dAdA pAse jaIne emane pUchavuM ke, "gujarI javuM" eTale zuM ? dAdAne pUchavA mATe bALa zrImad doDyA. . Jain Education temnational Forson Private Use Only cine .

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7. agocara gocara thayuM bALa zrImade dAdA paMcANabhAIne pUchayuM, "dAdAjI ! dAdAjI ! 'gujarI javuM' eTale zuM ?" dAdA paMcANabhAI bALa zrImadRno A savAla sAMbhaLIne camakyA. are ! A nAnA bALakane eno artha kahevAya zI rIte ? e artha jANIne bIkathI chaLI jAya, DarI jAya to zuM ? AthI dAdA paMcANabhAIe vAtane bhulAvavA mATe kahyuM, "jA, jA. pahelAM roDho (baporano nAsto) karI le, pachI bIjI vAta." bALa zrImadUnI jijJAsA aDaga hatI. emaNe to pharI pUchyuM, "dAdA ! pahelAM mane samajAvo ke 'gujarI javuM" eTale zuM ? pachI bIjI badhI vAta." game teTalI koziza karavA chatAM bALa zrImad potAnI vAta para aDaga rahyA. AthI Akhare dAdAe samajAvyuM, "jo 'gujarI javuM' eTale have te bolaze nahIM, hAlaze-cAlaze nahIM, khAze nahIM, pIze nahIM. eno jIva nIkaLI gayo che. eTale ene masANa(smazAna)mAM bALaze." gujarI javuM" e vAtano kharo bheda pAmavA mATe bALa zrImad chAnAmAnA taLAva pAse pahoMcI gayA. taLAvanI pALa upara be zAkhAvALA bAvaLa para caDyA. caDIne smazAna bhaNI najara mAMDI, to citA bhaDabhaDa baLatI hatI. keTalAka mANaso UbhA hatA ane keTalAka citAnI AsapAsa beThA hatA. A dRzya jotAM ja bALa zrImadUne prathama to dhikkAranI lAgaNI thaI. teo vicAravA lAgyA ke potAnA tarapha sadAya premathI vartanAra vyaktine AvI rIte bALI nakhAtI haze ? loko paNa kevA krUra che ke AvA suMdara ane sArA mANasane Ama bALI nAkhe che ! Ama vicArato bALa zrImadranA hRdayamAM tattvano UhApoha thayo. e vicAravA lAgyA ke zarIra to enuM e che, to emAMthI zuM cAlyuM gayuM ? e kayuM tattva che ? Ama vicAranI zreNIe caDatAM caDatAM pUrvajanmonI smRti vacce raheluM AvaraNa khasI gayuM. jANe paDado haTatAM keTalAMya pUrvajanmonI smRti jAgI UThI ! AgaLa jatAM emaNe jUnAgaDhano gaDha joyo, tyAre pUrvajanmonI vizeSa smRti tarI AvI. emane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM. A jAtismaraNajJAna e matijJAnanA dhAraNA nAmanA jJAnanA bhedano prakAra che. A jAtismaraNajJAnane kAraNe sAta varSanI nAnI vayamAM zrImad adabhUta vairAgyarasa anubhavavA lAgyA. teonAM A vacanomAM emanI vairAgyabhAvanA pragaTa thAya che. | "aMtarajJAnathI smaraNa karatAM evo koI kALa jaNAto nathI vA sAMbharato nathI ke je kALamAM, je samayamAM A jIve paribhramaNa na karyuM hoya, saMkalpa-vikalpanuM raTaNa na karyuM hoya ane e vaDe samAdhi na bhUlyo hoya, niraMtara e smaraNa vahyA kare che ane e mahAvairAgyane Ape che... vadhAre zuM kahevuM ? je je pUrvanA bhave bhrAMtipaNe bhramaNa karyuM tenuM smaraNa thatAM have kema jIvavuM ? te ciMtanA thaI paDI che. pharI na ja janmavuM ane pharI ema na ja karavuM evuM dRDhatva AtmAmAM prakAzya. vicAravAna jIva Adhi, vyAdhi tathA upAdhinA prasaMgo smRtimAM lAvI, saMsArano vicAra kare to anitya padArthonI Asakti ochI thAya che. mamatva, moha moLAM paDe che. ane ajara amara ane nitya evA AtmapadArthano nirNaya karavA vRtti jAge che. jyAM jeNe aneka bhavonA Adhi, vyAdhi tathA janmamaraNanAM duHkho smRtimAM ANyAM hoya ane paribhramaNanA kAraNe pUrvabhave satpuruSo pAse pratyakSa sAMbhaLyAM hoya tene te sarva trAsathI chUTI eka mAtra muktino mArga ja ArAdhavAnI tatparatA rahe," A rIte moTA moTA munione paNa durlabha evI vairAgya samyaka vicAraNA zrImad karavA lAgyA. Jain Education damnational F argonal Private Use Only

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8. gAmaThI nidALamAM prAta:kALe UThIe tyAre AgalI rAtanA banAvonI smRti puna: jIvaMta banI jAya che. rAtano paDado khasI jatAM gaI kAlanA banAvonuM sAkSAt smaraNa thAya che. e ja rIte jAtismaraNazAna thAya eTale pUrvajanmonI ghaTanA smRtipaTa para sajIvana thAya. jANe gaI kAlano koI banAva na hoya ema pUrvajanmonI smRtio svAnubhavagocara thAya. vi. saM. 1931mAM mAtra sAta varSanI vaye bALa zrImaddane jAtismRti thaI ane pUrvajanmonAM smaraNonI sAthosAtha pUrvasaMcita svAnubhavasiddha jJAna paNa pragaTa thayuM. emaNe potAnAM e asAdhAraNa jJAna ane smRtizakti koIne kaLAvAM dIdhAM nahIM. sAta varSanA bALa zrImadUne pitA ravajIbhAI nizALe besADavA laI gayA. saMsAra to potAnA tolamApathI ja vicArato hoya che ane potAnI rUDhi pramANe kArya karato hoya che. vavANiyA tAlukAnI gAmaThI nizALamAM bALa zrImad dAkhala thayA. | e gAmaThI zALAnI Aje kalpanA karavI paNa muzkela bane. e zALAmAM jamIna lIMpelI hoya. e jamAno evo ke bALaka bApathI na Dare, mAthI na Dare, paraMtu zALAnA mahetAjInuM nAma paDatAM dhrujI UThe. gAmaThI nizALanA mAstara 'soTI vAge camacama ane vidyA Ave ghamaghama' e siddhAMtamAM aTala zraddhA dharAvanArA hoya. vavANiyAnI nizALamAM bALa zrImadane laIne pitA ravajIbhAI AvyA. emaNe gAmaThI nizALanA heDa mAstarane vinaMtI karI, "mAstara sAheba ! A mAro vahAlasoyo dIkaro che. ene barAbara bhaNAvajo ho." gAmaDAnA bhalA-bhoLA mAnavI ravajIbhAI nizALamAM mAstaro kevI sajA karatA hatA, te sArI peThe jANatA hatA. emAM bALakone jAtajAtanI zikSA karavAmAM AvatI. koIne hAtha khullo rAkhIne enA para mAstara soTI phaTakAre, to koIne aMguThA pakaDAvI upara AMkaNI muke, to koIne ghoDI thaIne besADe. AthI ravajIbhAIthI svAbhAvika rIte bolAI gayuM, "sAheba, ene mArazo ke laDazo nahIM." heDamAstarane AvI bhalAmaNa karI ravajIbhAI ghera AvyA. hIro tejasvI hoya to enuM teja pragaTayA vinA rahe kharuM ? bALa zrImaddane jotAM ja heDamAstare hRdayamAM judo ja bhAva anubhavyo. Aja sudhI A gAmaThI nizALamAM keTalAMya bALako dAkhala thayAM hatAM. A bALako heDamAstara pAse Ave tyAre emanA paga dhrujatA hoya, emanuM zarIra bhayathI kAMpatuM hoya, jIbha sivAI gaI hoya. jyAre bALa zrImaduno caherA para saheje bhaya ke ciMtA nahotA, mAtra saumya zAMti ja taravaratI hatI. koI vyaktitvanI prabhA ja evI hoya che ke ene jotAM ja mananA bhAvo badalAI jAya. ekAeka enA pratye Adara ke sneha jAge, zrImadane jotAM ja heDamAstarane emanA tarapha premabhAva jAgyo. emaNe vargazikSaka lavajIbhAIne bolAvyA. lavajIbhAIne kahyuM, "juo, A bALakane premapUrvaka bhaNAvajo. jarA paNa laDazo nahIM ke mArazo nahIM." heDamAstaranI vAta vargazikSake svIkArI lIdhI. manamAM ema paNa mAnyuM ke nakkI, A heDamAstara sAhebanA khAsa saMbaMdhIno putra haze, nahIM to teo AvI khAsa bhalAmaNa na kare. lavajIbhAI vargamAM gayA ane bALa zrImadUne vargamAM AvavA kahyuM. Jain Education national For Persortal Priv a te Corte

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9. asAdhAraNa ti-dakti keTalIka vyakti janmajAta mahAna hoya che. keTalIka prayatnothI mahAnatA prApta kare che ane keTalAka para mahAnatA lAdavAmAM Ave che. mAtra sAta varSanA zrImadUnA jIvanamAMthI ja e satya pragaTa thayuM ke temanAmAM janmajAta mahAnatA hatI. AvI lokottara vibhUtinA mAnasane pArakhavuM muzkela hoya che, Ama chatAM saMsAranI ke lokavyavahAranI ghaTanAomAM emanI lokottaratA pragaTa thayA vinA rahetI nathI. sUryanA tejanI ADe koI dIvAla bAMdhI zakatuM nathI. bALa zrImade nizALamAM praveza meLavyo ane emanA vargazikSaka lavajIbhAIe mAnyuM ke heDamAstare A bALakanI bhalAmaNa karI che tethI emanI pATImAM ekathI pAMca AMkaDA lakhI ApyA ane kahyuM ke A pAMce AMkaDA barAbara ghUMTI lAva. | bALa zrImad pATI laIne potAnA varganI jamIna para bALa-goThiyAo sAthe beThA. emaNe pAMca AMkaDA joyA, paNa e AMkaDA ghUMTavAne badale ene dhyAnathI joI rahyA. e pachI UbhA thaIne lavajIbhAI mAstara pAse jaIne kahyuM, sAheba, A badhuM to mane AvaDe che." Ama kahIne emaNe jAte e AMkaDA lakhyA. lavajIbhAI mAstare mAnyuM ke kadAca A bALaka enA gharamAMthI zikSaNa meLavIne Avyo haze, ethI ATalA AMkaDA jANato haze. Ama dhArIne emaNe ene ghUMTavA mATe AgaLanA AMkaDA lakhavA zarU karyA. chathI dasa sudhInA AMkaDA lakhyA, paNa bALa zrImade to e AMkaDA ghUMTavAne badale tarata ja pATImAM lakhI nAkhyA. zikSaka je AMkaDo lakhe te lakhI-bolI batAvavA lAgyA. ema karatAM cheka eka so sudhInA AMkaDA zikSake pATImAM lakhyA. e ja AMkaDA bALa zrImad pATImAM lakhatA jAya ane bolatA jAya, kevI ajaba jevI vAta ! nizALe navA-savA beThelA bALakane ATaluM badhuM AvaDe ! lavajIbhAI mAstara A joIne UMDA vimAsaNamAM paDI gayA. vaLI emaNe mAnyuM ke kadAca e ekathI so AMkaDA zIkhyA haze. AthI emaNe 1 X 1 = 1 thI mAMDIne 10 x 1 = 10 nA ghaDiyA lakhIne ApyA. zikSaka lakhatA gayA ane ghaDiyA bolatA gayA. bALa zrImad paNa e ja rIte e ghaDiyA lakhatA ane bolatA gayA. e pachI to agiyArA ane bArAkhaDI paNa lakhI ApI to te paNa bALa zrImade lakhI batAvyA. lavajIbhAIne apAra Azcarya thayuM. ' emaNe gujarAtI pahelI copaDInA je pATha lakhAvyA e ja pramANe bALa zrImad e pATha lakhI-bolI gayA. zikSaka to herAna-parezAna thaI gayA. e gayA sIdhA heDamAstara pAse ane kahyuM ke, "Ane to bhaNAvavuM zuM ? gaNita hoya ke kavitA, AMkaDA hoya ke ghaDiyAM - badhuM ja jema lakhIe tema lakhI zake che ane jema bolIe tema bolI jAya che. Ane bhaNAvavuM zuM ? A kaMI pahelI copaDIno vidyArthI nathI." heDamAstare zrImadranA pitA ravajIbhAIne bolAvyA ane pUchyuM, to ravajIbhAIe kahyuM, "are sAheba ! hajI gaI kAle ja pATI-pena kharIdIne lAvyo chuM. Aja sudhI gharamAM koI kazo abhyAsa karAvyo nathI." A sAMbhaLIne zikSaka pAmI gayA ke nakkI A bALaka e koI virala pratibhAzALI medhAvI bALaka che. AthI ene vargamAM potAnI pAse besADatA. enI pAse jJAna, dhyAna ane vairAgyanI kavitAo bolAvatA. - Ama phakta eka varSamAM to bALa zrImade cAra dhoraNano abhyAsa pUro karyo. doDhathI be varSamAM sAta dhoraNa pUrAM karyA. zikSaka pATha vaMcAve te ja vakhate te vAMcIne kaDakaDATa bolI jAya. pUrvanA saMskArone kAraNe vinA parizrame emanuM jJAna pragaTa thavA lAgyuM. teo vidyArthIonuM vargakAma levA mAMDyA ane amuka vakhate vargazikSaka tarIke zikSaNa ApavA lAgyA. ziSya guru banI gayA ! oTalA tejasvI hovA chatAM bALa zrImad potAnA sAthIomAM eTalA ja prItipAtra hatA. eka vAra zikSake koI kAraNasara rAyacaMdane Thapako Apyo. vinayI kiMtu svamAnI rAyacaMda A Thapako kaI rIte sahana karI zake ? Jan Educatigranational Post Parsonal. P o Use Only

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10. apUrva pratibhA ApanI eka vAra zikSake zrImane Thapako Apyo. emano kazoya vAMka nahoto chatAM Thapako maLyo. AthI zrImade vinA kAraNe thayelA anyAyanA virodhamAM nizALe javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. bALa zrImad abhyAsamAM jeTalA tejasvI hatA eTalA ja ramatagamatamAM nipuNa hatA. potAnA sahAdhyAyIomAM e khUba mAnItA hatA. nizALa zarU thaI. sahAdhyAyIoe joyuM to zrImad kyAMya maLe nahIM. emaNe jANyuM ke zrImad Aje nizALe nathI AvyA. eTale badhA bhegA maLIne emanA maLavA gayA. zrImad badhA ja vidyArthIone laIne dUra AvelA khetaramAM cAlyA gayA. bIjI bAju zikSaka vargamAM bhaNAvavA AvyA, paNa vargamAM eke vidyArthI maLe nahIM. emane pArAvAra Azcarya thayuM. eka-be vidyArthI bImArI ke anya kAraNe Ave nahIM tevuM banatuM hatuM, paNa eke vidyArthI vargamAM na hoya evuM to Aja sudhI kyAreya thayuM na hatuM. zikSaka vicAramAM paDyA. emane khyAla AvI gayo ke gaI kAle bALa zrImane pote vinA kAraNe Thapako ApavAnI bhUla karI beThA che ethI zrImad nizALe AvyA nahIM ane kadAca e kAraNe bIjA vidyArthIo paNa AvyA na hoya ! zikSaka zrImadnI zodhamAM nIkaLyA. zodhatA zodhatA khetaramAM pahoMcI gayA. emaNe joyuM to eka jhADa nIce UbhA UbhA bALa zrImad vidyArthIone bhaNAvatA hatA. vidyArthIo eka dhyAnathI zrImadnI vAta sAMbhaLatA hatA. zikSaka to A joIne thaMbhI gayA. nizALanA oraDAnI cAra dIvAla vacce vidyAbhyAsa thAya tenA badale khetaranA khoLe, hariyALInI vacce zrImad abhyAsa karAvatA hatA. zikSaka bALa zrImanI pAse AvyA ane potAnI bhUla badala mAphI mAgI. sahune manAvIne nizALe laI gayA. Ama bALa zrImano satya mATeno Agraha pragaTa thayo. evo ja emano Agraha bhaviSyamAM satprApti mATe jovA maLyo. vavANiyAnI nizALamAM zikSako ane vidyArthIo sahu koI bALa zrImanI pratibhAne Adara ApatA hatA. emanI smRtizaktinA prabhAvanI vAto karatA hatA. zikSaka eka pATha bole te barAbara sAMbhaLIne zrImad cittamAM yAda rAkhI le. e pachI e Akhoya pATha kaDakaDATa bolI jatA. zrImad AvuM ekapAThIpaNuM Azcaryano viSaya banI gayo. AthI ja cothA dhoraNanI parIkSA levA mATe morabI rAjyanA keLavaNI adhikArI prANalAlabhAI vavANiyA AvyA tyAre parIkSA letAM letAM bALa zrImanuM hIra pArakhI lIdhuM. emaNe vargazikSakane A vidyArthI vize pUchyuM, tyAre vargazikSake kahyuM, "sAheba ! A bALaka apUrva smRtizakti dharAve che. tvarita abhyAsa karI zake che. koI pUrvanA saMskAra laIne AvelA bALayogI ja lAge che." zikSaNAdhikArI prANalAlabhAIe zrImad sAthe vAta karI ane vAtano dora laMbAtAM dharma vizenI carcA zarU thaI. zrImanA bALamukhe AvA gahana viSaya para vivecana sAMbhaLatAM A parIkSakane emanI pratibhAno sparza thayo. prANalAlabhAInA hRdayamAM heta UbharAyuM ane bALa zrImane potAnI sAthe bhojana mATe laI gayA. Ama parIkSA levA AvanAra parIkSaka khuda vidyArthI tarapha Adara dharAvavA lAgyA. cothA dhoraNamAM bhaNatA bALa zrImade ATalI laghu vaye akhabAramAM pragaTa thayelI potAnI kAvyaracanAo batAvI. zikSaNAdhikArI prANalAlabhAI to eka pachI eka Azcaryano anubhava karatA hatA. emaNe gAmamAMthI vidAya letI vakhate zrImane kahyuM ke morabI AvavAnuM thAya to jarUra maLajo. Ama parIkSA levA AvelA parIkSaka paNa zrImanI advitIya zaktithI prabhAvita thaI gayA. lain Education International For Private Use Only

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11. karuNAnuM AkAza kavio janme che, banAvAtA nathI. kavitA sarjavA mATe saMvedanazIla hRdaya joIe ane e hRdayamAM jAgatA bhAvone zabdamAM sAkAra karavA mATe zabdazakti joIe. abhyAsamAM asAdhAraNa tejasvI evA bALa zrImad kavitAsarjananI evI ja anupama zakti dharAvatA hatA. zrImamAM kavihRdaya, jJAnI hRdaya ane adhyAtmahRdaya - ema traNa hRdayonuM milana thayuM hatuM. emanA hRdayamAM emanI saMvedanazIlatA ane sarvoddhAranI bhAvanA avirata dhabakArA letI hatI. potAnI AsapAsanA samAjane jotAM bALa zrImadnA hRdayamAM moTuM manomaMthana cAlatuM. emanA karuNAsAgara hRdayamAM AsapAsa dekhAtI karuNa paristhiti sAme eka avAja UThato hato. e samaye strIonI ati durdazA hatI. kusaMpa samAjane pholI khAto hato. emanI A aMtaravedanA hRdayamAMthI sahajapaNe kAvyarUpe bahAra paDatI. dezanI avanati joIne zrImadrano AtmA vyathita thaI jato hato. je samaye dezabhakti vize bhAgye ja koI vicAra karatuM hatuM, tyAre zrImade dezabhaktine lagatAM kAvyonI racanA karI. je emanA hRdayamAM rahelI dezadAjha pragaTa kare che. sAtamA varSe akSarajJAna levAnuM zarU karyuM ane AThamA varSe to zrImade kAvyaracanA karI. pAchaLathI tapAsatAM e kAvyaracanA samApa lAgI. AThamA varSe judA judA viSayo para kAvyaracanA karatA pAMca hajAra zloko lakhyA. dasa varSanI vayanI emanI kAvyaracanAmAM koI UMDA anubhavInA darzana thatA hatA. agiyAra varSe to judA judA viSayo para copAniyAMomAM lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. emane e lakhANo mATe yogya inAmo paNa maLyAM hatAM. bAra varSanI vaye to keTalAya navA navA viSayo para emanI lekhinI cAlavA lAgI. | rAmAyaNa ane mahAbhAratane kAvyamAM saMkSiptarU pe AlekhyAM. nArI-keLavaNI vize nibaMdharacanA karI. e dharmadarpaNa', 'subodhaprakAza', 'vijJAnavilAsa', 'saurASTradarpaNa" jevAM sAmayikamAM bALa zrImadranA dezaprema, samAjasudhAraNA ane dharmavicAraNAnA viSayane AlekhIne emaNe kAvyonI racanA karI. soLa varSe to emaNe 'puSpamALA nuM avalokana lakhyuM. Ama apratima Rtizakti dharAvanAra bALa zrImadanI kAvyazakti paNa eTalI ja utkRSTa hatI. emaNe kAvya-AlekhananI sAthe tera varSanI uMmara sudhImAM to aneka bodhagraMtho ane dharmagraMthonuM vAcana karyuM hatuM. tera varSanI vaya bAda tattvavicAraNAnAM pustakonuM emanuM vAcana niyamita cAlyuM. e pachI saMskRta ane ardhamAgadhI bhASAnuM jJAna paNa meLavyuM. emanI kAvyaracanAone kAraNe teo kavi rAyacaMda tarIke jANItA banyA. jagata tarapha atyaMta saMvedanazIla hRdaya dharAve e ja kAvyamAM komaLa bhAvone gUMthI zake. bALa zrImaddanuM hRdaya to jagatanA sarva jIvo uparAMta sUkSma jIvo taraphe paNa eTalI ja saMvedanA anubhavatuM hatuM. mAtA devamAnA kAmamAM teo satata madadarUpa thatA. eka divasa devamAe temane zAka samAravA ApyuM. mAtAne kAmamAM madadarUpa thatAM zrImade zAka samAravAnuM zarU karyuM. pratikramaNa sUtra ane sAmAyika sUtra jevAM sUtrone jANanAra zrImanI AMkhamAMthI zAka samAratAM AMsunI dhArA vahevA mAMDI. devamAe dIkarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne pUchayuM, "A zAka samAravAmAM tane raDavuM kema Ave che ?" mAtAnA A praznano zrImad zo uttara Ape, emanA hRdayamAM to lIlotarInA jIvo para paNa apAra karuNA varasI rahI hatI. A kAraNathI emanI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahetI hatI, paNa sUkSmamAM sUkSma jIvo sAthe tAdAtya sAdhanora jJAnInI vedanA samaje koNa ? jenA haiyAmAM karuNAnuM AkAza hoya e ja A anubhavI zake. Education Forecta) Only

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12. gayo dehathI neha vahAlanA vizALa vaDalA jevA dAdAnA vAtsalyanI huMphALI chAyAmAM zrImaddanuM bALapaNa AnaMdabhera vyatIta thayuM. bhAratIya saMskRtinI kuTuMbaprathAnI e vizeSatA che ke bALakanA jIvananI sauthI moTI prAthamika nizALa dAdAdAdI che. zrImaddane dAdA pAsethI sauthI vadhu hUMpha, vAtsalya ane saMskAra sAMpaDyAM, dAdA pautra ke pautrInA bALapaNane sneha ane vAtsalyathI ghATa Ape che. dAdA paMcANabhAIne kAraNe ja bALa zrImaddane kRSNabhaktinA saMskAro maLyA. AvA dAdA paMcANabhAIno janma saM. 1836mAM thayo hato. paMcANabhAInA pitA dAmajI pItAmbara morabIthI sAta gAu dUra AvelA mANekavADA gAmamAM rahetA hatA. dAmajIbhAIno kuLadharma sthAnakavAsI jaina saMpradAyano hato ane teo jJAtie dazA zrImALI vaNika hatA. emanI pAse ghaNI saMpatti hovAthI putronA bhAga gaNatarI karIne nahIM, paNa tAMsaLIthI (moTA vATakAthI) pADyA hatA. emanA pAMca putromAM vacalA putra paMcANabhAIne vaheMcaNImAM ocho bhAga maLatAM khoTuM lAgyuM. teo saM. 1892mAM vavANiyA AvIne vyAja-vaTAva ane vahANavaTAno vyavasAya karavA lAgyA. kRSNabhaktimAM taraboLa DUbelA rahetA paMcANabhAInuM saM. 1934mAM 98 varSanI vaye avasAna thayuM. A samaye bALa zrImanI uMmara mAtra dasa varSanI hatI. paMcANabhAInI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLI tyAre nanAmInI AgaLa cAlatA bALa zrImad chANI upADI hatI. hAthamAM chANI laIne cAlatA bALa zrImad UMDA vicAramAM DUbI gayA. jemanI pAsethI huMphALA vAtsalyanA ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDA pIdhA hatA evA dAdAnA mRtyue emanA hRdayane tattvavicAramAM DubADI dIdhuM. bALa zrImadranA cittamAM ane jAgyA. keTalAya prazno UThayA. jIvana ane mRtyune pAra laI janArA adhyAtmanI khoja cAlI. jIvananAM gahana rahasyonuM zodhana thavA lAgyuM. deha zuM ? AtmA zuM ? mRtyu zuM ? dehAtIta zuM ? AvA praznonuM vicArazIla bALaka zrImanA cittamAM maMthana cAlyuM. mahAna vyaktine mATe jagatanA vyavahAramAM jIvavuM eka vAta che, paNa e rIte jIvatI vakhate paNa emanI aMtaranI duniyA ane hRdayanI bhAvanA judI hoya che. samagra citta AtmavicAramAM lIna hoya tyAre bAhya ghaTanAo kazI asara karatI nathI. are ! enAthI mana kyAMya dUra nIkaLI gayuM hoya che. dAdAnI nanAmInI AgaLa cAlatAM bALa zrImanA pagamAM lAMbI zuLa bhoMkAI gaI. bALa zrImade pagamAM bhoMkAyelI zuLanI lezamAtra paravA na karI. zuLa kADhavA e thobhyA nahIM. koIne eno khyAla paNa AvavA dIdho nahIM. nAnI vayamAM keTalI prabaLa sahanazakti ! tattvanI vicArakSeNInAM sopAno caDatAM caDatAM A bALa avadhute svadehanuM bhAna paNa visArI dIdhuM. bAhya jagatamAM sthULa ghaTanAo to banatI rahe, paNa AMtarajagata to sUkSma AdhyAtmika yAtrAe avirata cAlatuM hoya. Ave samaye bAhya, sthaLa bhautika paristhitinI kazI paravA hotI nathI. jIvananA samarAMgaNanI mAphaka adhyAtmanA samatAMgaNamAM zaurya ane sAhasa jarUrI hoya che. nAnI vayanA A yogIe apratima pairya dAkhavyuM ! bALa zrImade svayaM potAnA priya dAdAne agnidAha Apyo ane ghera pAchA pharyA. A samaye zrImaddane laMgaDAtA cAlatA joIne mAtAne Azcarya thayuM. joyuM to pagamAM zuLa vAgI hatI. vahAlasoyI mAtAe kahyuM ke, "koIne zuLa kADhavAnuM kahevuM to hatuM ?" paNa zULa to pagamAM vAgI hatI. tattvavicAramAM DUbelA cittane enI jANa ke paravA kyAMthI hoya ? mAtAne zuM pratyuttara vALe ! De Pere Piata Uber

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13. kevo vighAprema ! pratibhAnAM ajavALAM ApoApa copAsa prasaratAM hoya che. kacchanA divAna maNibhAI jazabhAIe bALa zrImaddanI AtmazaktinI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI. emane thayuM ke zrImad kacchanA bhUja zaheramAM Ave to kevuM sAruM ! zrImad bhUjamAM AvyA tyAre kacchanA divAne emanA pratye agAdha Adara pragaTa karyo. kacchanA bhUja zaheramAM bALa zrImade dharma vize atyaMta mananIya ane prabhAvazALI pravacana ApyuM. A nAnA bALakanI smRtizakti, kalpanAzakti ane jJAnazaktithI zrotAjano ati prabhAvita thayA. vaLI zrImanI vAkchaTA adbhuta hatI ane kalpanAzakti to kavinI hatI. bhUjanA zrotAjanoe vicAryuM ke A tejasvI bALaka moTo thatAM jarUra mahApratApI vibhUti banaze. zrImadUnI jJAnagarbhita, vairAgyathI bharapUra vANI sahunA hRdayane sparzI gaI. asAdhAraNa vaktRtvazakti ane kuzaLa vAcAturyathI temanI khyAti phelAvA lAgI. puSpanI suvAsa ApoApa phelAya e ja rIte bALa zrImanI khyAti cotarapha phelAvA lAgI. zrImanI khyAti kacchanA koDAya gAmamAM vasatA hemarAjabhAI ane naLiyAnA mAlazIbhAIe sAMbhaLI. emaNe jANyuM ke vavANiyAno eka vaNika putra nAnI vaya hovA chatAM mahAbuddhizALI ane camatkArika zaktio dharAve che. A baMne kacchI bhAIoe vicAryuM ke AvA bALakane jJAnopArjananI sagavaDa karI ApIe to enI pratibhA ora khIlI UThe. emano vicAra hato ke A ati tejasvI bALakane kAzI mokalIe. kAzI e to mahA paMDitonI nagarI. eka ekathI caDiyAtA vidvAno tyAM maLe. gahana zAstranA jJAnI puruSo ja tyAM vase. AvA kAzImAM A tejasvI bALaka jAya to enI vidyA kevI khIlI UThe ! enI asAdhAraNa pratibhAthI ja e asAdhAraNa vidvAna bane. A rIte zrImadde kAzI mokalIne vidyAne protsAhana ApavAno kacchI bhAIono zubha Azaya hato. ene mATe jarUrI dravya kharcavAnI pUrI taiyArI hatI. kacchathI sAMDhaNI para savAra thaIne hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAI vavANiyA AvyA. ahIM AvyA tyAre jANavA maLyuM ke bALa zrImad to morabI gayA che. AthI A baMne bhAIo morabI javA nIkaLyA. bIjI bAju morabI gayelA bALa zrImane potAnA mosALa rAjakoTa javAno vicAra thayo. A nAnA bALakane ekalo rAjakoTa mokalAya kaI rIte ? AthI saMbaMdhIoe sArA saMgAthanI zodha calAvI. morabInA maeNjisTreTa (nyAyAdhikArI) dhArazIbhAI rAjakoTa javAnA hatA, tethI emane vinaMtI karI ke, "tame rAjakoTa jAo cho to tamArI saMgAthe bALa zrImadUne laI jAo." dhArazIbhAIe potAnI sAthe zrImadna laI javAnI vinaMtIno svIkAra karyo. bIjI bAju kacchI bhAIoe AvIne tapAsa karI to jANa thaI ke bALa zrImad to rAjakoTa gayA che. A baMne bhAIo sAMDhaNI para savAra thaIne kacchathI nIkaLyA hatA. vavANiyAmAM zrImad na maLyA. morabImAM na maLyA. Ama chatAM A baMneno vidyAprema eTalo hato ke nirAza thaIne pAchA vaLI jAya tevA nahotA. baMnenA hRdayamAM guNapramoda hato. aMtaramAM eka ja icchA vasatI hatI ke AvA viziSTa jJAnI bALakane koI paNa hisAbe maLavuM ane enI sarasvatIsAdhanA mATe saghaLI sagavaDa karI ApavI. vyakti niHsvArthapaNe koI kAma karatI hoya to enAmAM bhAvanAnuM eka baLa hoya che. potAnI niHspRha icchAne pUrNa karavA mATenI adamya dhagaza hoya che. hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAI bALa zrImane maLyA vinA pAchA phare tema nahotA. kamaLanI suvAsathI AkarSAIne madhukara jema tenI pAchaLa paDe te rIte A be vidyApremIo bALa zrImadune maLavA mATe rAjakoTa bhaNI nIkaLyA ! shiru - For Personal & Polyte Use Only

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14. upakArI kevAM tame dasa varSanA bALa zrImad morabInA mejisTreTa dhArazIbhAI sAthe sigarAmamAM besIne rAjakoTa javA nIkaLyA. bALa zrImad sAthenI vAtacItamAM dhArazIbhAIne emanI addabhuta vANI, chaTAM ane buddhipratibhAno anubhava thayo. sigarAmamAM beThelA dhArazIbhAI A bALakanAM vacanamAdhurya para mugdha thaI gayA. emanuM gaMbhIra tattvaciMtana sAMbhaLIne emanA tarapha Adara pragaTa karavA lAgyA. varSo sudhI jJAna, vAcana ane anubhava pAmyA pachI koI vicArazIla AdhyAtmika vyakti jevI gaMbhIra vAta kare evI gaMbhIra vAta dasa varSanA A bALakanA mukhethI dhArazIbhAIe sAMbhaLI. rAjyanA nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAI khuda pratiSThita ane vidvAna vyakti hatA, paraMtu A bALakanI vAto sAMbhaLIne to agAdha AzcaryamAM DUbI gayA. ene kAraNe udbhavelA Adarane pariNAme dhArazIbhAI bALa zrImadrane kahe che, rAjakoTamAM tame amAre tyAM ja Utarajo. amArI sAthe ja rahejo." bALa zrImade kahyuM, "nA, huM mosALamAM ja rahIza. mArA mAmAne tyAM ja UtarIza." AvI virala pratibhA joIne bALa zrImadda para agAdha Adara anubhavatA vaDIla dhArazIbhAIe emane potAne tyAM AvavAno ati Agraha karyo. bALa zrImadda emanA AdaranI pAchaLa chupAyelo sneha jANatA hatA. emaNe kahyuM, "bhale mAmAne tyAM rahIza, paNa tamAre tyAM Avato rahIza." bALa zrImad rAja koTamAM potAno mosALamAM gayA. mAmAe ene A rIte ekalA AvelA joIne pUchayuM, are bhANA ! tuM konI sAthe Avyo ?" bALa zrImade kahyuM ke morabIthI dhArazIbhAInI sAthe sigarAmamAM besIne rAjakoTa AvyA che. dhArazIbhAInuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja baMne mAmAonA kAna camakyA. baMne aMdaraaMdara chAnI chapanI vAta karavA lAgyA. e baMne mAmAoe kahyuM ke, "A to sAme cAlIne taka maLI che. barAbara lAga Avyo che ApaNe temane (dhArazIbhAIne) 'ThekANe karI devA'. " bhojana karI rahelA bALa zrImadUnA kAne A zabdo paDyA. emaNe tatkALa jANI lIdhuM ke A mAmAone dhArazIbhAI sAthe koI vera lAge che. e verane chIpAvavA mATe teo lAga zodhatA hovA joIe, A emane lAga maLI gayo lAge che. ThekANe karI devA" e zabda sAMbhaLatAM ja bALa zrImad potAnA mAmAono malina irAdo pArakhI gayA. mAmAoe vicAryuM hatuM ke A dasa varSanA bALakane te vaLI zI khabara 5DavAnI che ? enI pAse kyAM ApaNA kAvAdAvAnI pUrvabhUmikA che ? badhI bAbatathI sAva ajANa evo bhANiyo zuM samaje ? vaLI enI vaya paNa dasa ja varSanI che. ATalI nAnI vayanA bALakane kaI rIte AvI AMTIghUMTIonI samaja paDavAnI che ? chAnAmAnA vAta karatA mAmAonI vAtanA bhedane zrImade jANI lIdho hato. emaNe pratyutpanna autpattinI buddhithI vicAryuM ke jarUra mAmAo A dhArazIbhAInuM kATaluM kADhI nAkhavAnI yojanA karI rahyA che. zrImade vicAryuM ke mAmAonI duSTa yojanA niSphaLa karIne mAre dhArazIbhAIne bacAvI levA joIe. Jan Educun International For Personal & Prato Use Only

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15. viveka anuM nAma bALa zrImad bhojana laIne rAjakoTamAM dhArazIbhAInA utAre gayA. jenI prajJA ane tejasvitAthI abhibhUta thayelA evA bALa zrImane joIne dhArazIbhAI apAra AdarathI emane AvakAravA lAgyA. zrImade pUchayuM, "dhArazIbhAI, tamAre mArA mAmAo sAthe koI saMbaMdha-saMparka che kharo ?" nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAI A prazna sAMbhaLIne camakyA ane bolyA, "Apane kema A vize pUchavuM paDyuM ?" bALa zrImade kahyuM, "prayojanavazAt Apane pUchuM chuM." | dhArazIbhAIe kahyuM, "hA, mAre emanI sAthe koI sIdho saMbaMdha nathI, paNa kaMIka rAja khaTapaTa cAle che te aMgeno kaMIka saMbaMdha che kharo." bALa zrImade vaDIla nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAIne cetavatA kahyuM, "jo ema hoya to tamAre sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe, kAraNa ke teo lAga maLe to tamane 'ThekANe karI devA mAge che." UMDA AzcaryamAM DUbelA dhArazIbhAIe pUchyuM, Apane kaI rIte khabara paDI ke teo mATe vize ja vicAra kare che." bALa zrImad bolyA, "juo, huM mosALa pahoMcyo. mAmAoe mane pUchayuM ke tuM konI saMgAthe ahIM Avyo. tyAre meM tamAruM nAma ApyuM. tamAruM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja baMne mAmAo saMtalasa karavA lAgyA. huM bhojana karato hato te khaMDanI bahAra UbhA UbhA teo UMcA avAje A prakAranI vAto karatA hatA. enA parathI mane lAgyuM ke teo tamAro ghATa ghaDavAno vicAra kare che." nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAIe vadhu eka tarka laDAvatAM pUchayuM, "tamArI hAjarImAM AvI vAta kare kharA ?" bALa zrImade kahyuM, "teo ema mAnatA haze ke A bALakane zI khabara paDe ? paNa emanI vAtonA pUrvApara saMdarbhathI huM badhuM samajI gayo. teo lAga joIne tamane ThekANe karI devA kazuM kare te pUrve huM tamane sAvadha karavA Avyo chuM. vaLI mAmAone duSkRtyathI bacAvavA paNa Avyo chuM." | bALa zrImadunI AvI nikhAlasa vAta sAMbhaLIne dhArazIbhAI emano agAdha upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. kharekhara AvA mahAtmAne mArI saMgAthe lAvyo teno kevo apUrva lAbha maLyo ! dhArazIbhAI hRdayathI A bALakanI mahattAne vaMdana karI rahyA. kacchathI nIkaLelA hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAI vavANiyA ane morabI thaIne rAjakoTa AvatA hatA. bALa zrImade emanI atIndriya jJAnazaktithI jANyuM ke potAnA pratyenI bhAvanAne kAraNe be kacchI bhAIo sAMDhaNI para savAra thaIne lAMbo paMtha kheDIne emane zodhatA AvI rahyA che. bALa zrImade dhArazIbhAIne kahyuM, kacchathI be bhAIo AvavAnA che temanA utArAnI sagavaDa tamAre tyAM banI zakaze ?" dhArazIbhAIe kahyuM ke, "emanI badhI ja sagavaDa thaI zakaze." AnI pAchaLa zrImadranI sUkSma vivekadRSTi hatI. potAne kAje ATalo badho parizrama uThAvanAra potAnA mahemAna gaNAya ane emanI badhI sagavaDa karavI joIe. ethIye vizeSa AvA atithionuM svAgata karavA mATe teo je rastethI AvavAnA hatA te rastA tarapha zrImad gayA. sAMDhaNI-savAra hemarAjabhAIe dUrathI joyA ane anumAna karyuM ke nakkI A ja mahA pratibhAvAna bALaka che. sAMDhaNI parathI teo nIce UtaryA ke zrImade kahyuM. "kema cho hemarAjabhAI ! kema mAlazIbhAI !" A be kacchI bhAIo to stabdha thaI gayA. For Pengal Private Use Only

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16. atIndriya jJAna.dakti hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAIne pArAvAra Azcarya thayuM ke sAva aparicita evAM emanAM nAma zrImadjIe kaI rIte jANyAM ? A mArgethI sAMDhaNI para savAra thaIne teo AvI rahyA che tevo khyAla kaI rIte AvI gayo ? temaNe zrImaddane A aMge pUchayuM tyAre emaNe eTaluM ja kahyuM, "AtmAnI anaMta zaktio che te dvArA ame jANIe chIe." | e pachI zrImad potAnA A atithione dhArazIbhAInA utAre laI gayA. dhArazIbhAIe emanI sarabharA karI. baMne kacchI bhAIoe zrImad sAthe ekAMtamAM vAtacIta karavAnI icchA darzAvI. dhArazIbhAIe emane mATe anukuLa sthAnanI vyavasthA karI ApI. A baMne kacchI bhAIoe bALa zrImadranI smRtizakti, vAkachaTA, kavitAzakti tathA emanA camatkAronI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI hatI. e zaktino paraco pratyakSa pAmavAnI emanI icchA hatI, AthI teo 'saMghapaka' nAmanA graMthanI eka gAthA lAvyA hatA. enA akSaro lomaviloma svarUpamAM, ADAavaLA saMbhaLAvyAM. zrImade e potAnI smRtimAM sAcavyA ane pachI potAnI smRtimAM ja ene barAbara goThavIne Akho zloka kahI saMbhaLAvyo. kevuM Azcarya ! emanI A zakti joIne kSaNabhara to A kacchI bhAIone thayuM ke AvI asAdhAraNa buddhi-zakti dharAvatI vyaktine kAzI mokalavAno ane kazuM bhaNAvavAno artha kharo ? Ama chatAM pote A hetu mATe AvelA hovAthI rAyacaMdabhAIne vAta karI, "bhAratanA prasiddha vidyAdhAma kAzImAM jaIne Apa sarasvatInI ArAdhanA karo. ame ApanI ane ApanA kuTuMbanI saghaLI javAbadArI upADIzuM." bALa zrImade "amArAthI AvavAnuM nahIM bane" ema kahIne spaSTa rUpe nA pADI. kacchI bhAIonA manamAM to ema hatuM ja ke AvA lokottara puruSane kAzI mokalIne kazo phAyado thAya tema nathI. e pachI hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAI nyAyAdhikArI dhArazIbhAI pAse AvyA. kacchI bhAIoe kahyuM ke, "amAruM ahIM AvavAnuM prayojana ane hetu niSphaLa gayAM che." dhArazIbhAIe pUchyuM, "tamAruM prayojana ane dhAraNA zuM hatAM ?" hemarAjabhAIe emanA prastAvanI ane zrImade karelA asvIkAranI vAta karI. sAthosAtha ema paNa kahyuM ke emane khabara nahotI ApI tema chatAM jJAnabaLathI jANIne zrImad sAme cAlIne emane levA AvyA. pUrve koI paricaya nahoto, emane joyA paNa nahotA, Ama chatAM bALa zrImade amane nAma daIne bolAvyA. dhArazIbhAIe paNa potAnA anubhavanI vAta karI. emaNe kahyuM ke be kacchI bhAIo AvI rahyA che tevo khyAla zrImane AvI gayo hato ane tethI ja emane atithi gaNIne badhI sagavaDa ApavA mATe emane kahyuM hatuM. dhArazIbhAIne pahelAM ema lAgyuM ke cheka kacchathI ahIM AvIne kAzImAM vidyAbhyAsa karavAnI sagavaDa ApavAnI ane kuTuMbanI saghaLI javAbadArI upADavAnI taiyArI sAthe AvelA A bhAIone zrImad nA zA mATe pADe che, paraMtu dhArazIbhAIne samajAyuM ke bALa zrImad to jJAnanA sAgara che. mAtra koIne eno khyAla ApavA icchatA nathI. emanA jJAnAdi guNonuM aciMtya mAhAbhya dhArazIbhAIne samajAyuM. potAnA mosALathI zrImad vavANiyA pAchA pharyA tyAre emane mosALamAMthI bhAtArU pe mIThAIno eka Dabbo bharI Apyo hato. zrImad mAmAonI ane dhArazIbhAInI rajA laIne vavANiyA javA nIkaLyA, paraMtu emanI pAse rAjakoTathI vavANiyA javA mATe gADI bhADAnA paisA nahotA. paraMtu koInI pAse hAtha to lAMbo kare nahi. bhAtAnI mIThAI kaMdoIne vecIne gADInA bhADA pUratA paisA meLavyA. For Personal Private Us On

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17. agamanA eMdhANa AtmAnI anaMta zaktione kAraNe bALa zrImadda bhaviSyamAM bananArI ghaTanAne joI zakatA hatA. hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAI sAthenA prasaMgamAM emanI atIndriya zaktino paricaya maLyo. nizALanA zikSakoe jema mAnyuM ke A bALakane zuM bhaNAvI zakAya ? e to badhuM bhaNI cUkyo che. dhArazIbhAIe jANyuM ke A bALaka to enI atIndriya zaktithI kazIye jANa vinA AvI rahelA mahemAnono saMketa paNa meLave che. UMcI bhAvanA sAthe AvelA hemarAjabhAI ane mAlazIbhAIne to prathama prasaMge ja bALa zrImanI Atmazaktino anubhava thayo. vavANiyAmAM rahetA zrImamAM laghu vayamAM ja aneka prakAranI adUbhuta zaktio khIlI UThI hatI. pUrvajanmano saMskAra-vAraso laIne AvelA zrImade e jJAnavArasAne vadhu ujvaLa banAvyo hato. janmakSetra vavANiyAmAM ane pachI morabImAM jeTaluM dharmasAhitya upalabdha hatuM te badhuM ja thoDA samayamAM vAMcI nAMkhyuM hatuM bALa zrImad potAnA nirmaLa atIndriya jJAnathI bhAvimAM bananArI ghaTanAonAM eMdhANa meLavI zakatA hatA. emAM paNa koIne bhaviSyamAM Aphata AvavAnI hoya to karuNAsAgara zrImad ene vakhatasara cetavI detA. sUkSmamAM sUkSma jaMtunI vedanA jANIne ene mATeya karuNA-sabhara zrImaddanuM hRdaya mAnavIne mATe to keTaluM badhuM dayALu hoya ! koI vyakti para AvanArI AphatanI jANa thAya to ene ugArI levA teo tatpara banI jatA. vavANiyA gAmamAM garAsiyA bApu rahe, roja ghoDI para besIne pharavA nIkaLe. eka vAra teo A rIte pharavA jatA hatA tyAre zrImade kahyuM, "bApu, Aje tame ghoDI laIne pharavA na jazo.' garAsiyA bApune Azcarya thayuM. jiMdagIno eka divasa paNa evo nahoto gayo ke e ghoDI laIne gAma bahAra pharavA na gayA hoya ! AthI emaNe bALa zrImanI vAta kAne dharI nahIM. zrImade pharI emane aTakAvyA ane kahyuM, "bApu, Aje ghoDI para besIne gAma bahAra pharavA javAnuM rahevA do to sAruM." garAsiyA bApue kahyuM, "kema Aje pharavA na jAuM ? A jAtavAna ghoDI che. varSothI enA para besIne gAma bahAra pharavA jAuM chuM. to pachI vAMdho zuM ?" bALa zrImade lAgaNIbhera kahyuM, "bApu, bhale tame jatA ho; paNa Aje rahevA do." garAsiyA bApue kahyuM, "are ! ema pAchA phare te bIjA. Dara vaLI zeno rAkhavAno ? Avajo tyAre rAma rAma." garAsiyA bApu ghoDI laIne gAma bahAra nIkaLyA. evAmAM ghoDI tophAne caDI, bApue ene vazamAM levA ghaNA prayatna karyA, paNa saheje kAbUmAM na AvI. ghoDIe bApune uchALyA ane jamIna para pachADyA. jorathI jamIna para paTakAyA. gAmamAM khabara pahoMcI. emanAM sagAMo doDatAM AvyAM ane joyuM to bApunAM hADakehADakAM bhAMgI gayAM hatAM. vedanAthI cIso pADatA hatA. emanAM sagAMo cophALa lAvyA ane cAra juvAniyAo cophALa UMcakIne bApunA dehane gAmamAM lAvyA. thoDI vAramAM to bApunuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM. | bALa zrImadranA karuNAddha hRdaye A jANyuM tyAre emane du:kha thayuM. garAsiyA bApue emanI vAta mAnI hota to AvI hAlata thaI na hota. Jain Boucation national FO PER & Pre Use brary

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18. bAhya vepAra ane AMtarika vyApAra zrImadanA dAdA paMcANabhAInI Arthika sthiti uttarottara nabaLI paDatI gaI. e jamAnAnI rIta mujaba bApanI dukAna dIkaro saMbhALe tema ravajIbhAIe dukAna saMbhALI. eka to gAma nAnuM ane emAM vepAra ocho thaI gayo. bIjI bAju ravajIbhAIne mAthe vRddha mAtA-pitA uparAMta patnI, be putro ane cAra putrIono parivAra nibhAvavAnI javAbadArI hatI. bahoLo kuTuMba-parivAra ane AvakanAM ghasAtAM jatAM sAdhano. Ane kAraNe to paMcANabhAInA avasAna pachI kAraja karavA mATe devabAInAM ghareNAM vecavA paDyAM hatAM. e jamAnAmAM mobhA ane rivAja pramANe kAraja karavuM paDatuM. ene mATe loko devuM paNa karatA. Ama, teramA varSe kuTuMbanI paristhitine kAraNe zrImad dukAnanI javAbadArI saMbhALavI paDI. pitAnA kAmakAjamAM madadarUpa thavuM paDyuM. ATalI tejasvitA ane AvI apratima buddhizakti hovA chatAM bALa zrImade mAtApitAnA RNane svIkAryuM. emanA pratyenI potAnI pharajane parama kartavya mAnyuM ane tethI tera varSanA zrImade abhyAsa choDIne dukAne besavAnuM svIkAryuM. zrImade bAhya vepAra karatAM karatAM AMtarika Atma vastuno vepAra vadhAravA mAMDyo. vicAramaMthana karatAM emaNe joyuM ke jaina dharmamAM 'sAcuM te ja mAruM' evI vicAradhArA che. 'mAruM te ja sAcuM' evo ekAntika Agraha nathI. jaina dharmanA pratikramaNa sUtra ityAdi pustakomAM AlekhAyelI sarva jagata-jIva pratyenI mitratAmAM emane UMDo rasa paDyo. evAmAM kaMThI tUTI gaI ane pharI temaNe bAMdhI nahIM. kaMThI bAMdhavA-na bAMdhavAnuM kaMI kAraNa paNa zodhyuM nahIM. satyanA AgrahI zrImanA jainadharma pratyenA pUrvagraho dUra thayA ane jaina dharma pratyenuM AkarSaNa vadhatuM gayuM. ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra karavA temaja sarva duHkhono atyaMta kSaya karavAno mULa sanAtana dharmano mArga lokone darzAvavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. | tera varSanA bALa zrImadUnA akSara eTalA suMdara ane maroDadAra hatA ke kaccha darabAranA utAre emane nakalo karavA bolAvavAmAM AvatA ane teo jatA hatA. dukAnamAM besIne aneka pustako vAMcyAM. kAvyaracanAo karI. vepAra pUrepUrI nItimattA ane pramANikatAthI karato, koIne ocho-adhika bhAva kahetA nahIM. emaNe kyAreya koIne ochuM-adhikuM toLI dIdhuM nathI. emanI A rItamAM emanA zuddha pavitra hRdayanuM manabhara pratibaMba jovA maLe che. A samaye zrImaddane vAraMvAra potAnA phaibAne ghera morabI javuM paDatuM. ahIM temanI paDozamAM vasatA dharmaniSTha popaTabhAI zrImad morabI Ave tyAre temano satsaMga karatA. zrImad pAsethI jaina AgamagraMthono apUrva bhAvArtha sAMbhaLIne vayovRddha popaTabhAI temano Adara karatA. emanA putra vinayacaMda daphatarI morabI, amadAvAda vagere zaheronAM graMthAlayomAMthI pustako meLavI ApIne zrImane sahAyarUpa thatA. Ama pitA-putra baMne zrImanA aMgata snehIo banyA, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa emanuM ghara e zrImaddanuM vAMcanAlaya, lekhanAlaya ane pustakAlaya banyuM. terathI soLa varSano zrImadUno samaya e dharmamaMthanano samaya che. aneka dharmagraMthonA avagAhana pachI potAne sAMpaDelA dharmAnubhavano lAbha bIjA aneka jIvone paNa maLe tevI tamanI bhAvanA hatI. jaina Agamo ane jaina zAstragraMtho racanAra pratye zrImadUne akhUTa zraddhA hatI ane tethI ja vAraMvAra teo potAnA graMthomAM emanI racanAomAMthI avataraNo ApIne samajAvatA hatA. snAna karyA pachI be-traNa kalAka sudhI sutro vAMcatA. e evI rIte ke eka pAnuM lIdhuM, bIjuM pheravyuM ema anukrame pAnAM pheravI jatA, ane pachI saDasaDATa bolI jatA. zrImade mAtra gujarAtI bhASAno ja abhyAsa karyo hato tema chatAM te game te bhASA vAMcI zakatA bolI zakatA ane vivecana karI zakatA hatA. al Education Interational Fbe Personal & Private Use ou

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19. bahu puNya kerA puMjathI mahAvIranA mULa mArganI vizeSatA samajAyA bAda zrImadjIe "mokSamALA nI racanA karI. mokSamArgamAM upayogI vairAgya, upazama ane viveka vize emaNe vistArathI Alekhana karyuM. mAtra soLa varSa ane pAMca mahinAnI vaye zrImade A sarjana karyuM. jaina dharmanI bAra bhAvanAnuM UMDANapUrvaka ane mArmikatAthI svarUpa samajAvyuM. Azcaryajanaka hakIkata to e che ke emaNe A janmamAM kadI saMskRta ke prAkRtano abhyAsa karyo nahoto, tema chatAM mAtra savA varSamAM badhA AgamonuM avagAhana karIne enA vicArohanarUpe "mokSamALA'nI racanA karI. vaLI mAtra traNa ja divasamAM AvI gaMbhIra ane gahana kRtinuM sarjana karyuM. vaLI zrImade pote jaNAvyuM ke "mokSamALAnA 67mAM pATha para zAhI DhoLAI jatAM e pATha pharI lakhavo paDyo ane e sthAne 'bahu puNya kerA puMjathI' nAmanuM tattvavicAranA aNamola motI samuM kAvya lakhI dIdhuM. A kRtimAM zrImad manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA darzAvIne manuSyabhava vyartha veDaphAI na jAya te sAme sAvadha kare che. kAlpanika sukho zodhavA pAchaLa sAcuM sukha ke mokSasAdhana rahI na jAya te mATe jAgrata kare che. saMsAramAM saMpatti, adhikAra ke parivAranI vRddhine ja manuSyabhavanI siddhi mAnanAra vyakti A bhava sAva hArI jAya che. | tattvapipAsu jo zAMtabhAve, 'huM koNa chuM ?' 'kyAMthI thayo ?' 'mAruM sAcuM svarUpa zuM ?' 'konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che. te rAkhuM ke huM paraharuM ?" evA saheja praznono zAMtabhAve vicAra kare to ene Atmatattvano amulakha bhaMDAra maLI jAya che. AtmAnubhavI puruSanA vacana para zraddhA rAkhavAthI AtmasvarUpa prApta thAya. kRpALudeve jinezvara bhagavaMtanI bhaktino upadeza ApIne enAthI kaI rIte bhavabhramaNano aMta AvI zake enuM "mokSamALA 'mAM mArmika Alekhana karyuM che. aneka janmonA athAga prayatna maLatI vItarAgatA e AtmAnI prasAdI che. ahIM zrImaddanuM nirmaLa, nirlepa ane nirvikArI evuM tattvarasika hRdaya sarvasaMga-parityAganI vAta kare che. A "mokSamALA'nA sarjananuM nimitta to vavANiyAnA upAzrayamAM padhArelA traNa mahAsatIjIo che. A mahAsatI oe mahAjJAnI zrImadUnI asAdhAraNa zaktionI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI, tethI emane zrImad pAsethI dharmaciMtana sAMbhaLavAnI icchA jAgI. mahAsatIjIoe vavANiyAnA popaTalAlabhAI samakSa potAnI A icchA pragaTa karI. popaTalAlabhAIe zrImadRne A vAta kahI tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke kabATamAMthI jaina Agama 'suyagaDAMga sutra' kADhIne mahAsatIjIone ApI Avo ane bapore be vAge ApaNe temanA upAzraye ja IzuM. zrImad samayasara upAzrayamAM gayA. mahAsatIjIo pATa para beThA hatA. zrImad nIce beThA hatA, paraMtu zrImade 'sUyagaDAMga sutra'mAMthI be be gAthAo vAMcIne addabhuta vivecana karyuM. mahAsatIjIoe AvuM vivecana kadI koInI pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM nahotuM, tethI teo AdarapUrvaka UbhA thaI gayA ane zrImadUne pATa para besavA kahyuM. A samaye zrImade kahyuM ke amAre vyavahAra sAcavavo joIe. ame nIce beThA chIe te barAbara che. - A mahAsatIjIoe kahyuM ke ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM lakhAyelAM dharmanAM sUtro amane samajAtAM nathI, to amane jJAna maLI zake tevo kaMIka upAya karo. zrImade emane mATe kaMIka lakhI ApavAnuM vacana ApyuM ane emAMthI vItarAga mArga para AbAlavRddhinI ruci thAya, tenuM svarUpa samajAya, tenuM bIja hRdayamAM ropAya evA hetuthI, madhyasthatAthI "mokSamALA'nI racanA karI. mahAsatIjIo jyAM sudhI upAzrayamAM rahyA, tyAM sudhI zrImad roja upAzrayamAM AvIne teone AgamasUtro samajAvatA. Jan Edition internatio ForPortal Private Us Oy

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20. zatAvadhAnI kavi anupama, tattvapUrNa 'mokSamALA'nA racanAkALa pUrve thoDA mahinA agAu vi. saM. 1940mAM zrImadUnA avadhAna-prayogono prAraMbha thayo. soLa varSanA zrImad morabI AvyA hatA ane te samaye eka upAzrayamAM zrI zaMkaralAla mAhezvara zAstrInA aSTAvadhAnano prayoga yojAyo hato. zrImane paNa aSTAvadhAnanA prayogo jovA nimaMtraNa maLyuM hatuM. A aSTAvadhAnano prayoga jevo joyo, tevo ja emaNe emanI asAdhAraNa zaktithI zIghra grahaNa karI lIdho. bIjA ja divase morabInA vasaMtabAgamAM aMgata mitramaMDaLa samakSa navA navA viSayo laIne zrI zaMkaralAla zAstrInA prayogone jhAMkhA pADI de tevA aSTAvadhAnanA prayogo karyA. sahu Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. emanA mitro to eTalA badhA AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA ke AkhA morabI gAmamAM AnI khabara pahoMcADI dIdhI. bIjA divase e ja upAzrayanI bhUmimAM 2000 prekSakonI samakSa bAra avadhAnono advitIya prayoga karI batAvyo. AzcaryakArI ane camatkArika smaraNazaktine kAraNe zrImaddnI kIrti cotarapha phelAvA lAgI. atyAra sudhI zrImad kavi ane vidvAna tarIke prasiddha hatA. have emanI khyAti adbhuta smaraNazaktine kAraNe khUba jhaDapathI phelAvA lAgI. jAmanagaramAM vidvAnonI samakSa bAra ane soLa avadhAna karI batAvyA. A joI prekSakomAM apAra AnaMda ane Azcarya vyApI vaLyAM. ahIM upasthita be vidvAno ATha-dasa varSa sudhI mahenata karavA chatAM avadhAna karI zakyA nahotA. emaNe kizora zrImadUnI zaktione ati prasannatA sAthe vadhAvI lIdhI. emane 'hiMdanA hIrA'nuM biruda arpaNa karavAmAM AvyuM. e pachI vaDhavANamAM emaNe karnala eca. ela. naTa nAmanA aMgreja adhikArI, anya rAja-rajavADA ane maMtrImaMDaLanI samakSa Azare 2000 prekSakonI jaMgI medanI AgaLa soLa avadhAna karI batAvyA. asAdhAraNa zakti je dizAmAM vahe che, te dizAmAM eka pachI eka uttuMga zikhara sara kare che. vaDhavANanA prayogone kAraNe gujarAtI, aMgrejI aneka sAmayikomAM zrImanA avadhAna prayoganAM varNana vigatavAra pragaTa thayAM. e pachI boTAdamAM kazIya pUrvataiyArI vinA eka lakSAdhipati mitra harilAla zivalAla samakSa bAvana avadhAna karI batAvyA. kyAM soLa avadhAna ne kyAM bAvana avadhAna ! A bAvana avadhAnamAM traNa jaNa sAthe copATa ramavI, gaMjIpo ramavuM, manamAM saravALA, bAdabAkI, guNAkAra, bhAgAkAra karavAM - navI kAvya-samasyAo pUrNa karavI ane navA viSayo mAgelA kAvyavRttamAM racavA. grIka arabI, laeNTina, aMgrejI, saMskRta, urdU, baMgALI, marAThI, maru, jADejI vagere soLa bhASAnA anukrama vagaranA cAraso zabdane kartA-karmasahita, anukrama sahita karI ApavA, vacce bIjAM kAmo paNa karye javAM - AvI bAbatono samAveza thato hato. eka vidvAne to temanI zakti joIne evI gaNatarI karI ke eka kalAkamAM teo pAMcaso zloka smaraNamAM rAkhI zake che. vi. saM. 1943mAM muMbaImAM zrImade zatAvadhAna (ekaso avadhAna) karavAnI zaktino paricaya Apyo. pharAmajI kAvasajI insTiTyUTa temaja anya sthaLoe ekaso avadhAna karavAnI zaktithI emaNe sahu koIne mugdha karyA. emanAM AvAM kAvyomAM zrImaddanI naisargika pratibhA sAthe kavi-pratibhA jhaLakI UThe che. muMbaImAM zatAvadhAna karanAra ogaNIsa varSanA zrImadjInI adbhuta zaktithI DaoN. piTarasana ane muMbaInI hAikaoNrTanA nyAyamUrti sara cArlsa sArajanTa navAI pAmyA ane AvI zaktinuM rahasya pUchatAM zrImade kahyuM, "aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi sivAya A thaI zake nahIM. zikhavADyuM AvaDe tema nathI." A rIte zrImad zatAvadhAnI kavi tarIke mulkamazahUra banyA. Jain Education tornational For Personal & Private Use Only

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21. paramArthadRSTi te parama dhyeya tvarita kavitvazakti, virala smaraNazakti tathA prakhara avadhAnazakti sAthe zrImad alaukika sparzendriya dharAvatA hatA. AMkhe pATA bAMdhavA chatAM mAtra hAthanA sparzathI pustakonAM nAma kramabaddha kahI zaktA hatA, rasoIne cAkhyA vinA mAtra joIne ja temAM mIThuM ochuM ke adhika che athavA samuLaguM nathI te pArakhI zakatA hatA. - jenA romeromamAM vairAgya ane bhakti vyApI gayAM hatAM ane jenA hADohADamAM sAco, nirdabha dharmaraMga lAgI gayo hato tevA yuvAna zrImad yazogAna karatI mAnavamedanI vacce paNa zAMta, saumya, aDola ane gAMbhIrya dhAraNA karIne AsapAsa sarjAtI saghaLI ghaTanAone nihALatA hatA. vibhUtinA atIndriya aMtarmukhapaNAnuM emAMthI pramANa maLatuM hatuM. | mukhya nyAyamUrti sara cArlsa sArajanTe iMglenDamAM AvA prayogo karavAnuM sUcana karyuM. vaLI kahyuM ke kadaradAna aMgreja prajA emanI zaktine yogya rIte pramANaze. A sucane zrImadnA hRdayamAM vicAra preryo ke emAMthI laukika siddhi ane pratiSThA to maLe, paNa mArA jIvananuM kyAM e prayojana che? AvI samRddhi, apAra nAmanA, ATalI badhI mahattA ane AvI jhaDapI khyAti to AtmasAdhanAmAM bAdhArU 5 gaNAya, AthI emaNe kSaNanoya vilaMba vinA sara cArlsa sArajanTanA sucanano asvIkAra karyo, eTaluM ja nahIM, kiMtu tatkALa AvA prayogo paNa baMdha karI dIdhA. zatAvadhAnanA A prayoga prasaMge muMbaInA agragaNya jyotiSIo upasthita hatA. AvI alaukika zakti dharAvanArI vibhUti koNa che e jANavAnuM ane tapAsavAnuM A jyotiSIone sahejapaNe kutUhala thayuM. dasa vidvAna jyotiSIoe maLIne zrImadanA graha joyA ane e graha paramezvaranA graha harAvyA. | tajjJa jyotiSIone maLavAnuM thatAM zrImadda jyotiSavijJAna jANavAnuM sAdhana prApta thayuM. jyotiSIo pAsethI emaNe jJAna meLavyuM, paNa dhIre dhIre teo emanA karatAM paNa jyotiSavidyAnA UMDA abhyAsI banI gayA. A janmamAM emaNe saMskRta ke mAgadhI jevI bhASAono abhyAsa karyo nahoto, tema chatAM pUrvasaMskAranA baLe A bhASAmAM lakhAyelA graMthonuM avagAhana karyuM. vaLI aprApya gaNAtA bhadrabAhusvAmI kRta 'bhadrabAhusaMhitA' jevA jyotiSavijJAnanA apUrva - alabhya graMthane teo vAMcI gayA. zrImadRnA A asAdhAraNa jyotiSavijJAnanI khyAti sarvatra prasarI paNa dhIre dhIre jyotiSanI bAbatamAM emane phaLAdeza pUchavA AvanArAonI saMkhyA vadhI gaI. zrImadanI pravRtti to paramArtha mArganI hatI. ene badale svArtha ane bhautika lAbha icchanArAo AvavA lAgyA emane A pravRtti potAnA adhyAtmamArgamAM avarodharU pa lAgI. emanuM jIvanadhyeya to sAva juduM ja hatuM. AthI vi. saM. 1947thI zrImade jyotiSa jovAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. e pachI koI paNa vyakti emane bhaviSya pUchavA AvatI, to teo niruttara rahetA. teo pUchavA AvanAra vyaktine jyotiSa vize vicAra karavAnA badale pUrva upArjana kareluM karma samabhAve sahI devAnuM kahetA. - A rIte zrImanI kIrti avadhAnaprayogo ane jyotiSane kAraNe Toca para pahoMcI hatI, tyAre jagatane AMjI denArAM AvAM bAhya pradarzanono, sarpa kAMcaLI utAre eTalI sAhajikatAthI emaNe tyAga karyo. avadhAna Adi adabhuta zaktione tilAMjali ApI. jagatanI dRSTithI taddana adazya ane alopa thaI gayA. Ama saMsAramAM hovA chatAM sAMsArika kIrti-kAmanA pratye teo jalakamalavatu rahyA. CU TOTUTOCOMOTONEUVOVODAFOTO I !

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S STS STS STS STS 22. vaibhava ane vairAgya | muMbaImAM zatAvadhAnI kavi tarIke zrImanI khyAti sarvatra phelAI gaI, akhabAro ane sAmayikoe emanI atIndriya zaktio para prazaMsAnAM zabdapuSpo veryA. muMbaInI aneka nAmAMkita vyaktiono emane paricaya thayo, vaLI keTalIya agraNI vyaktio camatkArika zakti dharAvatA zrImad sAthe gADha paricaya keLavavA Atura hatI. muMbaImAM tAtA nAmanA eka pArasI gRhastha zrImadne potAno vaibhavapUrNa AlizAna baMgalo batAvyo. enA pratyeka vizALa khaMDamAM mUkelI kImatI cIjavastuo mUlyanI vigata sahita darzAvI. vilAyatathI khAsa maMgAveluM pharnicara ane baMgalAnI anya kImatI sAdhanasAmagrInuM vigatavAra varNana karyuM. sakhAvata mATe jANItA tAtAnI icchA evI hatI ke bIjAonI mAphaka zrImad emanA vaibhavanAM bhArobhAra vakhANa kare. Aja sudhI evuM ja banatuM AvyuM hatuM. je koI Ave te A baMgalAnAM vakhANa karatuM, paraMtu AvA bAhya vaibhavanI vairAgya rasamAM lIna evA zrImane zI asara thAya ? ( vizALa ane AlizAna baMgalo joyA pachI zrImade eTaluM ja kahyuM ke, "Ane koNa bhogavaze ?" AsapAsa UbhelI vyaktioe zrImadRnA A zabdo sAMbhaLyA. vaibhavanA ADaMbarathI dhananA ahamane ajAgratapaNe poSatA tAtAnA kAne A zabdo paDyA. mahApuruSonA zabdomAM bhAvaparivartananI apratima zakti hoya che. zrImaddanA A zabdoe dhanavAna tAtAnA dilamAM anerI udAtta bhAvanA jagADI. tAtA niHsaMtAna hatA. pariNAme emaNe potAnI pArasI komanAM tamAma bhAIbahenone potAnAM saMtAnasamAna gaNyAM. mRtyu pUrve temaNe TrasTanI racanA karI ane pArasI komanAM 'potAnAM saMtAnone sahAyarUpa thavA mATe sarva saMpatti TrasTIone soMpI gayA. nAnI vayathI ja zrImade jyotiSazAstrano abhyAsa karavAnI zarUAta karI hatI, jetapuramAM zrI zaMkara paMcoLI nAmanA vidvAna jyotiSIne maLavAnuM banyuM. emaNe zrImadUnI praznakuMDaLI banAvIne bhaviSya bhAkhyuM hatuM ke teo muMbaI tarapha prayANa karaze ane amuka samayamAM sAro dravyalAbha thaze. zrImadUnuM muMbaI tarapha prayANa to thayuM, paraMtu jyotiSIe kahelI samayamaryAdAmAM emaNe jaNAvelo dravyalAbha na thayo. | A ghaTanAe zrImamAM jyotiSa vize UMDuM jJAna prApta karavAnI jijJAsA jagAvI. e pachI to UMDA abhyAsane pariNAme zrImade e ja zaMkara paMcoLIne naSTa vidyAno prayoga batAvIne Azcaryacakita karyA hatA. A vidyAthI varSa, mahino, tithi ke samaya vinAnI sAcI kuMDaLI parathI e kuMDaLInAM varSa, mahino, tithi, vAra, samaya sAcAM kahI zakAya. zrImadUnI A zakti joIne zrI zaMkara paMcoLIne Azcarya thayuM hatuM. emaNe zrImadrane A vidyA zIkhavavA mATe vinaMtI paNa karI hatI. zrImad sAmudrika zAstrathI arthAt hAtha, mukha, vagere zarIranAM aMgonuM avalokana karIne paNa jyotiSa joI zakatA hatA. zrImanne camatkArika jJAna ane jyotiSa dvArA bhaviSyamAM thanArA banAvonAM edhANa maLatAM hatAM. teo A aMge agAuthI cetavaNI paNa ApatA hatA. vavANiyAmAM vIrajI desAI nAmanA eka bhAI rahetA hatA. eka vAra zrImadda emanI sAthe jaMgalamAM pharavA nIkaLyA hatA, tyAre zrImade vAtavAtamAM pUchayuM, "kAkA, mArI kAkIne kaMI thAya to tame bIjI vAra paraNo kharA ?" | vIrajIbhAIe tyAre to zrImadanA A praznano kazo uttara vALyo nahIM. banyuM evuM ke cha mahinA bAda vIrajIbhAInAM patnInuM avasAna thayuM.

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23. mAtRbhaktino mahimA thoDA samaya bAda vIrajI desAI punarlagna karavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. zrImad AnI jANa thaI tyAre emaNe vIrajI desAIne kahyuM, "tame pharI lagna karavAnuM vicAro cho te jANyuM, paNa cha mahinA sudhI tame lagna karatA nahIM." zrImadunA sucanane kAraNe vIrajI desAIe bIjA lagna karavAnI taiyArIo thobhAvI dIdhI. emanA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne vIrajIbhAIe sagapaNa paNa mokUpha rAkhyuM. A prasaMgane barAbara cha mahinA pUrA thayA hatA. vIrajIbhAI upAzrayathI ghara tarapha AvatA hatA. A samaye rastAmAM emane sarpa karaDyo. emane upacAra karAvavA bIjA gAma laI javAnI tajavIja cAlatI hatI, tyAre vIrajIbhAIe jaNAvyuM, "mane kahenArAe kahI dIdhuM che. mAro covihAra bhaMgAvazo nahIM." vIrajI desAInA banAvamAM zrImadranI atIndriya jJAnanI zakti jovA maLe che. koI paNa vyaktinA aniSTane joIne zrImadanI hamadardI jAgI UThatI ane e vyaktine aniSTa sAme samayasara cetavaNI ApavAnI kRpA karatA hatA. | zrImadane sarvasaMgaparityAga karavAno mahAna manoratha hato. "mokSamALA' ane 'bhAvanAbodha nA racanA kALe te vairAgyabhAva vizeSa pallavita banyo, AthI ja vi. saM. 1942mAM teo hRdayamAM bhakti, jJAna, dhyAna ane vairAgyanA bhAvo kevA prabaLa banyA che e darzAvatAM lakhe che - "ogaNIsaseM ne betAlIsa, adbhuta vairAgya dhAra re | dhanya re divasa A aho." Avo tyAga aneka jIvonA kalyANanA nimittarUpa banaze tema mAnIne zrImade mAtAnI AjJA meLavavAno vicAra karyo. eka vAra zrImad ane temanAM mAtA devamAM gharanA phaLiyAmAM khATalA para beThAM hatAM. A samaye zrImade mAtAne kahyuM, "mA, mAre tArI rajA joIe che. tame rajA Apo to mAre jaMgalamAM jaIne sAdhu thavuM che. " mAtAe kahyuM, "nA, dIkarA, nA. tuM to che mArI AMkhanuM ratana ane mArA kuLano dIvo. sAdhu thavAnI tamane rajA kema ApIe ? mAro jIva nahIM cAle." ATaluM bolatAM bhoLA ane bhalA devamAnI AMkhamAMthI azrubiMdu TapakyAM. zrImade kahyuM, "mA, jIvato jogI haze, to koI divasa enuM moM jovA maLaze. tAre bAraNe Avaze. tArA khabara-aMtara pUchaze." zrImad o kahetA hatA, tyAre emanI mAtAnI AMkhamAMthI vaNathaMbhI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. A joIne mAtRbhakta zrImade kahyuM, "mA, tamane jema ThIka lAge tema karIza. have AvuM du:kha na lagADatI." Ama, mAtAnI bhAvanAe aMte vijaya meLavyo. bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa trizalA mAtAnA garbhamAM hatA tyAre putranA viyogathI mAtA zokagrasta na thAya te mATe abhigraha karyo hato ke mAtApitAnI jIvita avasthAmAM huM saMsArano tyAga karIne dIkSA nahIM lauM. bhagavAna mahAvIranA vItarAgamArganA ArAdhaka ane prakAzaka zrImad rAjacaMdra jANe e ja saMkalpanuM punarAvartana karyuM. | 'mokSamALA'nA prakAzanamAM vilaMba thatAM enA AgotarA grAhakono kacavATa dUra karavA mATe saM. 1942 mAM zrImade bAra bhAvanAo darzAvatA 'bhAvanAbodha nI racanA karI. emAM graMthonAM avataraNo, sacoTa dharmakathAo ane dRSTAMto dvArA thayelA Alekhanane kAraNe 'bhAvanAbodha ' dharmajijJAsuo mATe upayogI pustaka racanAmAM tattvajJAnanI sAthe kAvyarasa ane kathArasano anupama triveNI saMgama racAyo che.

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' ' , ' ' S( S SC SCOTSTSS S TO 24. divya aAtmAnI oLakha zrImanA sauprathama paramArtha sakhA satyaparAyaNa jUThAbhAI hatA. zrImathI vayamAM eka varSa moTA jUThAbhAI sAthe zrImaddane amadAvAdamAM paricaya thayo. vi. saM. 1944mAM "mokSamALA' chapAvavA mATe zrImaddane amadAvAda AvavAnuM banyuM. morabInA rahIza zrI vinayacaMda daphatarIe amadAvAdanA zeTha jezaMgabhAI upara "mokSamALA'nA chApakAma vize bhalAmaNapatra Apyo hato. zrI jesaMgabhAIe temane madada karI, paraMtu ADatanA kAmane kAraNe teone vAraMvAra bahAragAma javAnuM thatuM hovAthI emaNe emanA nAnAbhAI jUThAbhAIne zrImadranA kAmamAM sahAyarUpa thavAnuM goThavyuM. e samaye amadAvAdamAM bhagubhAInA vaMDAmAM zrImade avadhAna-prayogo karI batAvyA. A joIne jUThAbhAI emane camatkArika puruSa mAnIne zrImad tarapha AkarSAyA. zrImadda dalapatabhAInA pustakabhaMDAramAM gayA, tyAre jUThAbhAI emane eka pachI eka pustaka ApatA gayA. zrImad mAtra pustakanAM pAnAM pheravIne enuM hArda kahI ApatA. kevI prajJA ane kevI zakti ! AvI parama AtmazaktinA darzanathI jUThAbhAInI zraddhA vadhI gaI. mumukSunAM netro mahAtmAne oLakhI le che te kathana pramANe mahAmumukSu juThAbhAInAM netroe zrImadanA divya AtmAne oLakhI lIdho. A jUThAbhAIno janma vi. saM. 1923nA kArataka suda bIjane divase thayo hato. jUThAbhAInA pitAnuM nAma ujamazIbhAI ane mAtAnuM nAma jamanAbAI hatuM. teo buddhizALI ane bhaktibhAvavALA hatA. teoe aMgrejI cothA dhoraNa sudhIno abhyAsa karyo. zrImadUno meLApa thatAM emanI bhaktimAM ghaNo vega Avyo. jUThAbhAI sAthe gADha saMbaMdha thayA bAda zrImadda amadAvAdamAM AvatA tyAre emane tyAM ja UtaratA hatA. vaLI zrImadda sAthe jUThAbhAI doDhathI be mahinA morabImAM ane e pachI bharUca paNa gayA hatA. jyAre A baMne pratyakSa ekabIjAne maLI zake tema na hoya tyAre baMne vacce dharmanI jijJAsA darzAvato patravyavahAra niyamitapaNe cAlato hato. jUThAbhAIne ucca dazA prati vALavAnuM kAma zrImade karyuM, AthI teo zrImadda 'dharmapitA' kahetA hatA ane zrImadda emane 'dharmaputra' gaNIne saMbodhatA hatA. eka vAra zrImanA pitAzrI ravajIbhAI najIka AvelA camanapara nAmanA gAmamAM jatA hatA, tyAre zrImade kahyuM, 'bApujI, Aje tame camanapara na jAva to ?" zrImadunI zaktine jANatA hovA chatAM ravajIbhAIe zrImanI vAta kAne dharI nahIM. emaNe to potAnuM dhAryuM ja karyuM. teo camanapara javA nIkaLyA. bIjI bAju saMdhyA samaye zrImadjInA gharamAM akasmAta thayo. zrImadRnA nAnA bhAI manasukhabhAI rasoDA tarapha jatA hatA, evAmAM emanA paheraNa para dIvAnI jhALa lAgI. manasukhabhAInuM paheraNa saLagavA mAMDyuM. A samaye jhabakabahena gharamAM hatAM. emaNe joyuM to manasukhabhAInA paheraNane Aga lAgI hatI. jhabakabahena doDyAM ane doNI bharelI chAza manasukhabhAInA zarIra para reDI dIdhI. Aga to olavAI gaI. manasukhabhAI chAtIe dAjhI gayA. gharamAM cAre kora doDadhAma macI gaI. AvI ghaTanA banatAM tarata ja ravajIbhAIne pAchA bolAvavA mATe camanapara mANasa mokalavAmAM Avyo. camanapara jatI vakhate zrImade pitAne aTakAvavA koziza karI hatI, paNa pitAe emanI vAta kAne dharI nahIM. emAM zuM ? Ama koInA kahevAthI ja Ie nahIM te kema cAle ? paraMtu zrImadrane to thanArI ghaTanAnI ke bhaviSyanI eMdhANI maLatI hatI. ravajIbhAI vicAramAM paDyA. kevo camatkArika che A putra ! TUONOTOTYWYOYOTVCEVAPOYOY para chaTha | I

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FIOCCOLATOKON 25. karmanI gati nyArI zrImadranA hRdayamAM pUrvasaMskArarUpe vairAgya vidyamAna hato, paraMtu karmanI gati evI jArI ke saMsArathI sarvathA udAsIna hovA chatAM emane saMsAramAM praveza karavo paDe che. koI avadhutanA hRdayamAM hoya evo vairAgyano raMga hRdayamAM hovA chatAM teo sarvasaMga parityAgano manoratha saphaLa karI zakatA nahotA, emaNe sAMsArika prasiddhi ane prazaMsA varSAvatAM avadhAna-prayogo karavAnI ke jyotiSajJAnanI pravRttine tilAMjali ApI, paraMtu mAtA-pitA ke svajanoe zrImadne gRhasthAzramamAM joDAvavA mATe khUba dabANa karyuM ane AthI ja hRdayamAM tyAga ane vairAgyanI bhAvanAnI bharatI UchaLatI hovA chatAM emaNe gRhasthAzramamAM padArpaNa karyuM. 'jIvato jogI' thavAnI emanI icchAne mAtA devabAIe svIkArI nahi. karuNAsAgara zrImaddanuM hRdaya mAtRvAtsalya samakSa dravI gayuM. A samaye vi. se. 1944nA poSa vada 10nA divase zrImada temanA banevIne lakhe che, | "lagna saMbaMdhI teoe je miti nizcita rAkhI che, te vize teono Agraha che to bhale te miti nizcayarUpa rahI." | "lakSmI para prIti nahi chatAM koI parArthika kAmamAM te bahu upayogI thaI paData ema lAgavAthI mauna grahI ahIM te saMbaMdhI satsagavaDamAM hato. je sagavaDanuM dhAreluM pariNAma AvavAno bahu vakhata nahoto. paNa teo bhaNInuM eka mamatvapaNuM tvarA karAve che, jethI te saghaLuM paDatuM mUkI vada 13 ke 14 (poSanI) te roja ahIMthI ravAnA thAuM A patra parathI khyAla Ave che ke lagna mATe zrImaddanI leza mAtra AturatA na hatI, paraMtu bIjI bAju emaNe svajanonI lAgaNIne svIkArIne lagnano anAdara paNa na karyo. hRdayamAM to nigraMtha mArga taraphanI yAtrA avirata gatie cAlatI hatI. 21 varSano navayuvAna gRhasthajIvanamAM pravezatI vakhate paNa kevI amohabuddhi ane vivekadRSTi dharAve che ! jevI rIte potAnA kuTuMbane khAtara emaNe arthopArjananI pravRtti karI, tevI ja rIte teonI icchAthI "aMta:karaNazukla adbhuta vicArothI bharapUra" hovA chatAM vi. saM. 1944nA poSa mahinAmAM teo vavANiyA gayA. ahIM revAzaMkara jagajIvana jhaverInA moTAbhAI popaTabhAI jhaverInAM suputrI jhabakabAI sAthe mahA suda bArase lagnagraMthithI joDAyA. pUrva karmanA lIdhe saMsArasukha pratye udAsIna hovA chatAM te bhogavavuM paDatuM hatuM. AvI paristhiti temanA hRdayamAM tumula gharSaNa jagAvatI hatI. emanI vyathA ane vedanA eTalI hatI ke teo potAne sothI vadhu dukhiyA gaNatA hatA. zrImanI mahattA e hatI ke emanA e du:kha ke vedanAne samajanAru epAsa koI svajana nahotuM, eTale emane sarva kheda potAnA hRdayamAM ja samAvavo paDato hato. teo lakhe che, "ahoho ! karmanI kevI vicitra baMdha sthiti che ? jene svapna paNa icchato nathI, je mATe parama zoka thAya che, temAM ja agAMbhIrya dazAthI pravartavuM paDe che. udaya AvelA prAcIna karmo bhogavavAM, nUtana na baMdhAya emAM ja ApaNuM Atmahita che. " AvA mahAvairAgI zrImadane saMsAranI mAyA kema sparzI zake ? anyatra teo kahe che, "saMsArI jIvo strI sAthe eka divasamAM jeTalo moha kare che teTalo A AkhI uMmaramAM ame moha karyo nathI." zrI rAjacaMdrajIne chaganalAla (janma vi. saM. 1946) ane ratilAla (vi. saM. 1952) ema be putro tathA javalabA (vi. saM. 1948) ane kAzIbA (vi. saM. 1950) ema be suputrIo hatI.

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VINOROKOKOSOVO 26. jJAnane jokhama zuM ? kuTuMbanI Arthika paristhitine kAraNe zrImade vyavasAyanI pravRtti karI. vavANiyA baMdara ghaNuM nAnuM gAma hovAthI vepAranI koI vizeSa taka nahotI, AthI temaNe muMbaI jaIne arthopArjana karavAno nirNaya karyo. emanA muMbaIgamana pAchaLa avadhAnaprayogo kAraNabhUta banyA. emanA avadhAnaprayogo jovA AvelA vaDodarAnA zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAI jhaverI pAsethI zrImade jhaverAtanI parIkSA karatAM zIkhI lIdhuM. tejasvI buddhi zaktine kAraNe thoDA ja vakhatamAM zrImad nipuNa thaI gayA ane vi. saM. 1945mAM revAzaMkara jagajIvana sAthe bhAgIdArImAM emaNe jhaverAtano vyavasAya zarU karyo. | mAtra be ja varSamAM zrImadranA puNyaprabhAvathI jhaverAtanI A peDhI deza-videzamAM prasiddha thaI gaI. eka-be varSamAM to iMglaMDa, raMguna, arebiyA jevA dezonI khyAtanAma peDhIo sAthe eno vepArasaMbaMdha joDAyo. zrImad arthopArjana karavA mATe nyAyasaMpanna nItinuM AcaraNa karatA hatA. AMtarika ratnatrayanA A ArAdhakane bAhya dhananA upArjananI pravRtti to kartavyabuddhithI karavI paDatI. AthI ja jagatamAM cAlatI Arthika pravRtti ane zrImadranI Arthika pravRtti vacce prayojananuM Abha-jamIna jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. teo lakhe che, - "jagata AkhuM kaMI levAne mATe pravRtti kare che paraMtu ame pUrvabhavanuM deNuM devAne mATe A vyavasAya karatAM hoIe ema lAge che." | vyavasAya hoya ke gRhasthAzrama, paraMtu saMsArathI saMpUrNa anAsakti dharAvatA zrImad spaSTa rUpe kahe che, "strInA saMbaMdhamAM jijJAsA ora che ane vartanA ora che. paNa duHkha e che ke jijJAsA nathI chatAM pUrvakarma kAM dore che ?" zrImade saMsAranI vacce rahIne paNa je nirlepatA ane aliptatA pragaTa karI e ja emano viziSTa AdhyAtmika zauryanI oLakha Ape che. mohamayI muMbaI nagarImAM arthopArjana mATe AvelA zrImad amoha svarUpe rahI zakyA enuM kAraNa emanA hRdayamAM alita rIte vahetuM vairAgyajharaNuM hatuM. AvI atyaMta vikaTa ane vidAraka paristhiti hovA chatAM zrImad 'pudgalajAta tamAsI" arthAt jaDa pudgalono tamAzo jonAra sAkSIrUpe potAne jue che. AvA jJAnI puruSanI pravRtti paNa saMvara-nirjarArUpa hoya che. jIvananI pratyeka kSaNa AtmajAgRti sAthe vyatIta thatI hoya tyAre zrImadranI jJAnagarbhita vairAgyabhAvanA satata vadhu ne vadhu vikasatI hatI. manana, ciMtana ane adhyayana paripakva thatAM hatAM. jANe mohanA mahelamAM rahIne ja mohane pUrNapaNe parAjaya na Apyo hoya ! addabhuta asaMgatA sAthe Avazyaka paNa ukaLATabharI bAhya upAdhinA dAvAnaLa vacce paNa emanA jIvanamAM akhaMDa AtmasamAdhinI amRtavarSa dRSTigocara thAya che. | muMbaImAM revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhImAM zrImad sAthe rAtre dharmavArtA karIne sahu UDyA tyAre pUnAnA nAnacaMdrabhAIe kahyuM ke A peTI ughADI che ane emAM jokhama che. A samaye zrImade jokhama zuM ema pUchatAM nAnacaMdrabhAIe kahyuM ke, "huM kImatI cIjone jokhamanI upamA ApuM chuM. e corAI jAya tevuM jokhama hoya che." sphaTika samI svaccha ane nirmaLa AtyaMtara dazA anubhavanAra zrImadjIe kahyuM, "jokhamane to jJAnIo jokhama ja mAne che paNa te evI rIte ke e jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI jokhama che. mANasone roga thAya tyAre paru-pasa thAya tema A cIjo pRthvI parano roga che. temAM jJAnIo kadI koI moha rAkhe nahi." AvI AgavI samaja ApIne zrImad peDhI parathI nIkaLI giragAma gayA.

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27. atIndriya daktinA svAmI indriyonI Azcaryajanaka zaktionA svAmI hatA zrImad rAjacaMdra. teo hAtha pAsethI AMkhanuM kAma kaDhAvI zakatA. avadhAna-prayogo karatI vakhate AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne pustakonAM nAma kahetA. e pustakone sparza karIne bAjue | ane pachI e pustaka para hAtha pheravIne teo mAMgeluM pustaka ApI zakatA. Ama sparzendriyathI candriyanuM kAma laI zakatA. zrImadranI dhrANendriya zakti paNa ati vikasita hatI. emanA kAkAsasarA zrI revAzaMkarabhAI jhaverIne tyAM bhojana-samAraMbha yojAyo hato. A samaye choTAlAlabhAIe rasoDAmAM jaIne rasoiyAne rasoI vize kahyuM ke, "revAzaMkarabhAInI evI sUcanA che ke dALamAM haMmezAM nAkhe che teTaluM mIThuM nAkhavuM. DhokaLInA zAkamAM mIThuM bilakula nAkhavuM ja nahIM ane lIlotarInA zAkamAM vadhAre mIThuM nAkhavuM." - rasoiyAe choTAlAlabhAInI vAta pramANe rasoI banAvI. AkhI maMDaLI jamavA beThI. thALImAM rasoI pIrasAI tyAre zrImade thALI sAmuM joIne pachI choTAlAlabhAI tarapha joyuM. emaNe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "parIkSA levA pravRtta thayA cho ke rasoiyo bhUlyo che ? eka zAka caNAnA loTanuM mIThA vagaranuM ane lIlotarInuM vadhAre mIThAvALuM che." yajamAna zrI revAzaMkarabhAIe zAka cAkhI joyAM. emane A vAta sAcI lAgI. teo rasoiyA para gusse thayA. e samaye zrImanA bALapaNanA sAthIdAra morabInA zrI choTAlAlabhAIe kahyuM ke emaNe pote ja rasoiyAne revAzaMkarabhAInA nAme AvI sUcanA ApI hatI. viziSTa bAbata e che ke zrImade choTAlAlabhAIne pUchavuM, "parIkSA levA pravRtta thayA cho ?" ane vAstavamAM choTAlAlabhAI zrImanI tIvra dhrANendriya zaktinI parIkSA karavA mAgatA hatA. | gujarAtanA prasiddha sAmayika 'jAme jamazeda mAM (tA. 24-1-1887) zrImad vize A prakAranI noMdha pragaTa thaI, "amArA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che ke Agale divase potAne maLelI eka mejabAnI vakhate keTalIka vAnIomAM mIThuM vadhatuM-ochuM hatuM, te kavie cAkhyA ke hAtha lagADyA vinA mAtra najare joIne kahI ApyuM hatuM." e samayamAM paMDita lAlana jaina dharmano prasAra karavA mATe jANItA hatA. teone paNa zrImadUnI A zaktino paricaya thayo hato. eka vAra zrImad potAnA kAkAsasarA zrI revAzaMkarabhAI tathA paMDita lAlana Adi sAthe meghajI thobhaNane tyAM bhojana mATe gayA hatA. meghajI thobhaNanA gharamAM beThakakhaMDathI emanuM rasoDuM pacIsa phUTa dUra hatuM. A samaye rasoDAmAM kaI kaI vAnagIo banAvavAmAM AvI che te vize zrImade dhrANendriya zaktithI jANI lIdhuM. vAtavAtamAM zrImade kahyuM, "lAlana, huM nAka vaDe jamI zakuM chuM." - zrImanI A vAta sAMbhaLIne paMDita lAlana Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. emaNe kahyuM, "nAka vaDe te kaI rIte jamI zakAya ?" zrImade kahyuM, "juo, ahIM beThA beThA rasoDAmAM banAvelI vAnagIo huM jANI zakuM chuM." lAlananA cittamAM vadhu Azcarya jAge e pahelAM to zrImade meghajI thobhaNanA rasoDAmAM banAvavAmAM AvelI vAnagIonAM nAma kahI batAvyAM.

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28. rAyacaMda dUdha pI zake, lohI nahi zrImade nItimattA ane pramANikatAthI vyApArano vistAra karyo. jJAnI puruSa AvI vyavahAru bAbatomAM aNasamaju hoya che evI sAmAnya mAnyatA pravarte che. pAramArthika jagatamAM jemanuM citta sadaiva ramamANa hoya evI vyakti Arthika pravRttimAM niSphaLa jAya che ema kahevAya che, paraMtu zrImadjIe emanI kAryakuzaLatAthI e siddha karI ApyuM ke temanA jevA jJAnI puruSo paNa AvI vyavahAranI bAbatamAM lezamAtra UNA UtaratA nathI. emaNe eka vepArI sAthe hIrAnA sodA karyA. sodAnA bhAgarUpe e vepArIe amuka hIrA ApavAno dastAveja lakhI Apyo. banyuM evuM ke hIrAnI kiMmata khUba vadhI gaI. have jo dastAveja pramANe pelo vepArI hIrA ApavA jAya to bhAre nukasAnInA khADAmAM UtarI javuM paDe. enI saghaLI mAlamilakata vecI de to paNa ATalI kiMmatanA hIrA e ApI zake tema nahotuM. zrImadune hIrAnI kiMmatanA UMcakAyelA bajArabhAvanI khabara paDI. teo hIrA ApavAno dastAveja karI ApanAra vepArI pAse gayA. pelo vepArI to emane jotAM ja gabharAI gayo. AjIjI ane kAkaludI karavA lAgyo. eNe kahyuM ke, "ApanI sAthe karelA hIrAnA sodA aMge huM khUba mUMjhavaNamAM chuM. ciMtAmAM paDI gayo chuM, paNa Apa khAtarI rAkhajo ke AjanA bajArabhAve Apane sodo cUkavI daIza." A sAMbhaLI zrImad bolI UThyA, "vAha, bhAI vAha ! jo tamane sodAnI ciMtA thatI hoya to mane kema na thAya ? ApaNA baMnenI ciMtAnuM kAraNa eka ja che ane te A dastAveja. kharuM ne ?" ATaluM bolIne zrImade e karArano dastAveja phADI nAkhyo ane bolyA, "A dastAveja ja tamArI ciMtAnuM kAraNa hato. huM tamArI sthiti sArI rIte samajI zakuM chuM. tamArI sAthe leNA nIkaLatA 60-70 hajAra lauM to tamArI kevI kaphoDI hAlata thAya eno mane khyAla che, paNa rAyacaMda dUdha pI zake che, lohI nahi." | eka vAra eka dhanADhaya Araba vepArI motInI ADatano vepAra karato hato. tenA nAnA bhAIne eka divasa moTA bhAInI jema motIno moTo vepAra karavAno vicAra Avyo eTale paradezathI Avelo mAla laIne te dalAlanI mAraphata eka pramANika vepArI jANI zrImad pAse Avyo. zrImade mAla kasIne lIdho, sahIsikkA-dastAveja sAthe sodo thayo, ne nANAM gaNI ApyAM. Araba ghera gayo, moTA bhAIne sodAnI vAta karI. moTA bhAIe to ATalI kiMmata vinA mAla vecavo nahi evI zaratavALo mULa mAlikano kAgaLa batAvI nAnA bhAIne sakhata Thapako Apyo. baMne bhAIo mUMjhAyA. bIje divase moTA bhAI ane nAnA bhAI baMne zrImad pAse AvyA. zrImade emanA caherA paranA viSAdane joyA. emaNe tarata ja Akho sodo rada karI nAkhyo. emanI samakSa sahIsikkAvALo dastAveja phADI nAkhyo. nAnA bhAIe Apelo mAla ene pAcho Apyo ane nANAM gaNI lIdhAM. dhanADhya Araba bhAIo to zrImadunI parama udAratA ane adbhuta mahAnubhAvatA joIne stabdha thaI gayA. e baMne pagamAM paDyA. e baMne zrImaddane khudA jevA mAnavA lAgyA.

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29. kaSAyano tApa bhara unALe morabInI bajAramAM sahue kautuka joyuM. pacAsa varSanA nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAIe kharA bapore hAthamAM ughADI chatrI laIne vIsa varSanA zrImad para dharI rAkhI hatI. kautuka jovA mATe koI nimaMtraNa ApavAnuM na hoya. ApoApa gAmaloko bhegA thayA. sahune Azcarya thayuM A te kevuM ! mAtra vayamaryAdAno sthaLa vicAra karanArane dhArazIbhAIno ziSyabhAvane kaI rIte pArakhI zake ? emane to A majAka ane hAMsInuM kAraNa lAgyuM. | guru-ziSyanA AMtarasaMbaMdhamAM bAhyajagatanuM gaNita khoTuM ja paDe. e rIte morabInI lAMbI ane sIdhI bajAramAM dharmagoSThi karatAM A baMne cAlatA hatA. zrImadUnI icchAne mAna ApIne dhArazIbhAI emanI sAthe pharavA nIkaLyA. baLabaLato bapora hovAthI dhArazIbhAIe sAthe chatrI lIdhI. zrImada rAjamArga para chatrI ughADavAnuM kahetAM emaNe chatrI kholI ane zrImanA mastaka para rAkhIne cAlavA lAgyA. gAmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA dhArazIbhAIne zrImade chatrI baMdha karavAnuM kahyuM. tyAre nyAyAdhIza dhArazIbhAI bolyA, "sAheba ! gAma bahAra to vadhAre tApa lAgaze. Apa chatrI baMdha karavAnuM kema kaho cho ? bhale ughADI rahI." A samaye zrImade dhArazIbhAIne bodha Apyo ke kaSAyano tApa AtmAmAMthI javo joIe. apUrva bodha pAmanAra dhArazIbhAIne zrImad dasa varSanA hatA tyAre emano prathama paricaya thayo. cAra-pAMca varSa bAda zrImade lakhelo "gAMgeya aNagAranA bhAMgAnuM apUrva rahasya" e zIrSaka heThaLano patra maLyo, jenAthI emane zrImadUnI prajJAnI pahecAna thaI. baMne vacce guru-ziSyano saMbaMdha sarjAyo. gurue ziSyanA sattvanI kevI kasoTI karI ! ziSya dhArazIbhAI e guruparIkSAmAM kevA uttIrNa thayA ! zrImade paribhramaNanI nivRtti zuM karavAthI thAya e viSaya para ghaNuM manomaMthana karyuM. A samaye naDiyAdanA prakhara vedAMtI pratiSThita sAkSara zrI manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThI sAthe vi. saM. 194panA phAgaNa mahinAnA aMtamAM 21 varSanA zrImad vavANiyAmAM paricaya thayo. zrI manasukharAma tripAThInA dharmasaMbaMdhI spaSTa, daMbhavihoNA ane mAdhyasthabhAvathI karelA ucca vicAro jANe che. emanI pAsethI AdhyAtmika zailInI samajaNa pAmavAno vinaya dAkhavIne teo lakhe che, | "artha ke vaya saMbaMdhamAM vRddha sthitivALo nathI to paNa kaMI jJAnavRddhatA ANavAne ApanA jevA satsaMgane temanA vicArone ane satyaruSanI caraNarajane sevavAno abhilASI chuM." zrImad prakhara vedAMtI zrI manasukharAma tripAThIne vItarAga siddhAMta samajAve che. teo kahe che, "game te vATe ane game te darzanathI kalyANa thatuM hoya to pachI tyAM matamatAMtara zodhavA. je jJAnathI Atmatva prApta thAya te sarvopari che. muktabhAvamAM ja mokSa che. jyAM aMtaraMgazreNI nigraMtha hoya tyAM sarvasiddhi ja che." Ama adhyAtmapremI manasukharAma ane Atmarasika zrImaddano paricaya gADha banato gayo. zrImad paNa AvI vyaktine potAnuM hRdaya darzAvavAnuM satupAtra mAnatA hatA. vi. saM. 1946nI aSADha mahinAnI amAse zrImad potAnI jJAnapipAsA pragaTa karatAM lakhe che, "ghaNAM varSothI ApanA aMta:karaNamAM vAsa karI rahela brahmavidyAnuM ApanA ja mukhethI zravaNa thAya to ja zAMti che."

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30. AdhyAtmika saMgamanA kAMThe eka samaye zrI sobhAMgabhAInA pitAzrI lallubhAI lIbaDI rAjyanA kArabhArI hatA. rAjamAM khelAtA rAjakIya phUDa-kapaTane kAraNe lallubhAIne kArabhArInuM pada choDavuM paDyuM. teo saMtonI bhUmi ane bhagatanA gAma tarIke jANItA sAyalA gAmamAM AvIne vasyA. samayanA pravAha sAthe emanI Arthika sthiti paNa ghasAvA lAgI. muzkelIthI mUMjhAyelo mAnavI ghaNI vAra maMtrataMtra tarapha dorI jAya che. lallubhAIe evA riddhi-siddha ApanArA sAdhunI khoja calAvI. emaNe jANyuM ke ratalAma zaheramAM rahetA mAravADI yati AvI zakti dharAve che. teo ratalAma AvyA ane e vRddha yati samakSa potAnI Arthika durdazAnuM hRdayadrAvaka varNana karyuM. vRddha yati lAbha ApanArA nIkaLyA, paraMtu te Arthika lAbhane badale adhyAtma lAbha. emaNe maMtravidyA ke sAdhusevAthI arthano anartha kAmanA karavA mATe lallubhAIne Thapako Apyo. lallubhAIe saMpattinA mohathI thayelA doSane mATe kSamA mAgI ane ni:spRha bhAve vRddha yatinI sevA karI. | eka vAra lallubhAIe A sAdhu mahArAjane AtmasAdhana batAvavA vinayapUrvaka vinaMtI karI, tyAre A vyakti supAtra che, tema jANIne lallubhAIne sudhArasa nAmanI yogakriyAnI - bIja jJAnanI paramArtha rahasyabhUta vAta karI. vaLI ema paNa kahyuM ke yogya pAtrane A Apazo to tene A vidyA jJAnaprAptimAM upakArI thaI paDaze. e pachI lallubhAI sAyalA gAmamAM AvyA ane arthopArjana ke vyavahAra pravRtti choDIne A paramArtha rahasyabhUta bIja jJAnanI ArAdhanAnI duniyAmAM lIna thaI gayA. teo enuM aharniza dhyAna karatA ane te potAne jaMgama sAmayika che tema kahevA lAgyA. temaNe A jJAna potAnA putra sobhAgabhAIne ApyuM ane yogya pAtra maLe to tene ApavAnI AjJA pharamAvI. A maMtra pAmIne zrI sobhAgabhAI prasanna thayA. e pachI thoDA samaya bAda zrI sobhAgabhAIne jetapura javAnuM banyuM. e samaye zrImadda paNa jotapuramAM AvyA hatA. zrImadunI pratibhAzALI kavi, zatAvadhAnI ane adabhuta smaraNazakti dharAvanAra vyakti tarIkenI khyAti zrI sobhAgabhAIe sAMbhaLI hatI. zrI sobhAgabhAIne thayuM ke AvI yogya vyaktine 'bIja jJAna no maMtra ApIe to emanA dvArA aneka jIvonuM kalyANa thaI zake. zrI sobhAgabhAIe emanA pitA lallubhAInI zrImadrane bIja jJAna ApavA aMge saMmati mAMgatAM kahyuM, | "AkhA kAThiyAvADamAM hAla rAyacaMda kavi parama yogya puruSa tarIke paMkAya che. ApanI anumati hoya to huM temane bIja jJAna darzAvuM." pitAnI anumati maLatAM zrI sobhAgabhAI jetapara gayA. teoe zrImad kyAM che tenI tapAsa karI. emane jANa thaI ke zrImad emanA banevI catrabhuja becaranI dukAne beThA che, AthI zrI sobhAgabhAI jetaparanI bajAramAM nIkaLyA ane zrImadrane maLavA gayA.

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31. bIjadAna zodhe to vi saM. 1946nA prathama bhAradavA mahinAnI vada bIjano A divasa hato. 67 varSanA zrI sobhAgabhAI 23 varSanA yuvAna zatAvadhAnI zrImane maLavA cAlyA. A divase eka evuM apUrva milana sarjAyuM ke jeNe zrImad ane sobhAgabhAInA Atmika utkarSamAM mahattvanI bhUmikA bhajavI. zrI sobhAgabhAI bIjajJAnanI rahasyabhUta vastu darzAvavAnA prayojanathI potAne maLavA AvI rahyA che evuM zrImadnanA nirmaLa jJAnamAM spaSTapaNe jaNAyuM. zrImade kAgaLanI eka nAnakaDI kApalI laI enA para zrI sobhAgabhAIe ApavA dhArelA bIjajJAnanA maMtranI noMdha lakhI. e noMdha dukAnanI gAdI pAsenA gallAmAM mUkI rAkhI. rahasyabhUta bIjajJAna ApavA sAyalAthI jetapara AvelA zrI sobhAgabhAI catrabhuja becaranI dukAnamAM pravezyA. deza-videzamAM vikhyAta zatAvadhAnI kavi rAyacaMdabhAIne anupama yogavidyA ApavAnI zrI sobhAgabhAInI tAlAvelI hatI. sobhAgabhAI dukAnamAM pravezyA ke zrImade emanuM nAma laIne AvakAra ApatAM kahyuM, "Avo, sobhAgabhAI ! Avo." kevuM moTuM Azcarya ! dukAnamAM pravezatAM zrI sobhAgabhAIne nAma sahita AvakAra maLyo. sobhAgabhAIne navAI lAgI ke mane emaNe joyo nathI. pUrve kazoya paricaya nathI. mArA Agamanano koI aNasAra nathI ane nAma daIne bolAvyo kaI rIte ? hajI A pArAvAra AzcaryamAMthI bahAra Ave e pahelAM zrImade kahyuM, "A gallAmAM eka kApalI che te kADhIne vAMco." zrI sobhAgabhAI gallAmAMthI kApalI kADhe che. kholIne vAMce che. eka mahat Azcaryano anubhava kare che. teo je alaukika jJAna ApavA sAyalAthI ahIM AvyA hatA te jJAnanI saghaLI vAta A kApalImAM lakhI che. je khuda AvA agAdha ane pAragAmI jJAnI hoya temane zuM jJAna ApavAnuM hoya ? zrImanA jJAnanI vizeSa kasoTI karavA mATe zrI sobhAgabhAIe pUchyuM, "sAyalAmAM amArA gharanuM bAraNuM kaI dizAmAM che ?" zrImade aMtarnAnathI jANIne yathArtha uttara Apyo. adhyAtmayogI zrI sobhAgabhAInuM haiyuM pulakita thayuM. aho, kevo mahAna yoga ! kevI virala vibhUti ! AvA alaukika atIndriya jJAnIne mAre zuM batAvavAnuM hoya ? teo khuda bIjajJAnanI vAta jANe che. A bIjajJAna aMge vi. saM. 1946nA Aso suda dasame zrImade lakhelA patramAM lakhyuM che, "bIjajJAna zodhe to kevaLajJAna." Ano artha e ke kevaLa zuddha AtmAno jyAM anubhava thAya che evuM zuddha AtmAnI anubhUtirUpa je paramArtha samyaktva te ja kevaLajJAnanA bIjarUpa thaI jAya che. AthI Ane bIjajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI zuddha AtmAnubhUtinA anubhava thatAM amRtarUpa zuddha cetanarasa anubhavAya. dharmagraMthomAM aneka sthaLe A amRtAnubhavanuM varNana maLe che.

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32. paramArtharaMga. paramasakhaLL zrI sobhAgabhAIno AtmA zrImad ta2pha bhaktibhAve namI paDayo. e maNe aMtaranA AnaMda sAthe zrImadUnA caraNamAM traNa namaskAra karyA. e pachI zrImadde temane 'taraNA othe DuMgara re. DuMgara koI dekhe nahi.' e padano marma samajAvyo. zrImadranA hRdayamAM "mane mAro saMta snehI kyAre maLaze" tevI tIvra jhaMkhanA hatI. sobhAgabhAI jevA virala paramArtha puruSano meLApa thatAM e paripUrNa thaI. baMnenA hRdayamAM AtmAnaMdanAM pUra UmaTyAM. jANe yugothI vikhUTA paDyA hoya evA be mahAna AtmAonuM dharatI para milana thayuM. sobhAgabhAIne jema zrImanA prathama darzane paramArtha gurabhAva pragaTyo e ja rIte zrImadranA hRdayamAM paNa zrI sobhAgabhAInA darzane koI apUrva avarNanIya bhAva jAgyo. zrImadne AtmadazAnuM smaraNa thayuM. potAnA pUrvajanmamAM karelI paramArthamArganI ArAdhanA yAda AvI. atyAra sudhInI sAdhanAmAM paramArthanI je kaDI khUTatI hatI te zrImadune sAMpaDI. teo AtyaMtika paramArtha-anubhavamAM lIna thaI gayA. Ama sobhAgabhAIne kAraNe ubhaya jJAnIone paraspara adhyAtma yoga sAMpaDyo. zrI sobhAgabhAInA satsamAgamanA anugrahathI, kapAprasAdethI paramArthapravRttimAM ghaNo vega Ave che. hRdayano saMvega atyaMta vadhI jAya che. | kevuM adbhuta milana ! kevo ananya RNAnubaMdha ! kevo apUrva yoga ! zrI sobhAgabhAI mAtra pathadarzaka banyA nahIM, phakta gurunA AjJAMkita ziSya banyA nahIM ke paramasakhA thayA nahIM, paraMtu emaNe pathadarzaka, ziSyapada ane paramamitranuM pada - ema traNeya prApta karyA. zrImadda zrI sobhAgabhAInA AvA triveNIsaMgamano AnaMda anubhavavA lAgyA. vaLI baMnene prathama darzane carama AnaMdanI parama anubhUti thaI. AthI ja vi. saM. 1946nA prathama bhAdaravA vada 13nA divase zrImad sobhAgabhAIne prathama patra lakhe che tyAre e patranA mathALe zaMkarAcAryanuM prasiddha vacana TAMke che. 'kSaUTmagi MnasaMpatire 7 mati bhavAIfvatarane nauT' (kSaNavArano paNa satyaruSano samAgama te saMsArarU 5 samudra taravAne nokArUpa thAya che.) - A vacananI yathArthatA darzAvI zrImad sobhAgabhAIne AvA 'sajjana sanduruSa' kahe che. e pachI teo lakhe che, "Ape mArA samAgamathI thayelo AnaMda ane viyogathI anAnaMda darzAvyo tema ja ApanA samAgama mATe mane paNa thayuM che." Ano artha e ke zrImaddanA satsamAgamathI jema zrI sobhAgabhAI lAbhAnvita thayA te rIte sobhAgabhAInA samAgamathI zrImadrane lAbha prApta thayo. zrImad karatAM zrI sobhAgabhAI vayamAM 44 varSa moTA hatA. Ama chatAM baMne vacce AtmAnaMdano setu sadhAyo. zrImad paramArtharaMgI zrI sobhAgabhAI pratye lakhe che, "paramArtharUpa thavuM ane bIjA anekane paramArtha sAdhya karavAmAM sahAyaka thavuM e ja kartavya che. tathApi kaMI tevo yoga haju viyogamAM che." - Ama zrImad potAnI vartamAna sthiti darzAve che ane sobhAgabhAIne kahe che ke upAdhijanya saMyogane lIdhe hAla paramArtharU 5 thavAnuM ane anya mumukSuone paramArtha sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka thavAnuM zakya banatuM nathI, paraMtu temanuM parama udAtta jIvanadhyeya to A ja che ane A rIte zrImad 'AtmavivekasaMpanna bhAI zrI sobhAgabhAI' evuM saMbodhana karIne patra lakhe che ane e pachI to zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAIne lakhelA patronI ekadhArI paraMparA jovA maLe che.

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33. mahAmumukSanI zraddhAbhakti amadAvAdamAM potAnA mitra zrI chaganalAla-bhAIne tyAM lagnaprasaMga hovAthI vi. saM. 194panA dhomadhakhatA vaizAkha mahinAmAM zrI aMbAlAlabhAI ane choTAlAlabhAI amadAvAda AvyA. A samaye temanA paricita jUThAbhAI paNa AvyA hatA. varaghoDo nIkaLavAno hato tyAre emAM sAmela thavA mATe jUThAlAlabhAIne bolAvavA aMbAlAlabhAI ane anya svajano AvyA. A samaye jUThAlAlabhAI to zrImadrano meLApa thatAM vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyA hatA. teo zrImadranA AvelA patronuM vAMcana karatA hatA. AthI svAbhAvika rIte ja jUThAlAlabhAInuM mana rAgavaibhavane badale vItarAgatAnI vAtomAM DUbeluM hatuM. jUThAlAlabhAIne zrImad vize kaMI kahevAno vicAra Avyo, paraMtu ema thayuM ke A prasaMge AvI vAtano artha zo ? AthI emaNe potAnuM mana pAchuM khecI lIdhuM, paraMtu eTalu bolAI gayuM, 'kyAM pratibaMdha karuM ?" | zrI jUThAlAlabhAInuM A vAkya aMbAlAlabhAI ke anya koI samajI zakyuM nahIM. emaNe jUThAlAlabhAIne pUchayuM ke, "tame zuM bolyA ? tamArI vAta kaMI samajAtI nathI." A samaye jUThAlAlabhAIe thoDI jJAnavArtA karI. sAMbhaLanArA to Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. emaNe juThAlAlabhAIne Agrahabhera pUchavuM paNa kharuM, "apUrva jJAnanI AvI anupama adhyAtmarasika vAto tame konI pAsethI jANI ?" pratyuttaramAM jUThAlAlabhAIe jJAnamUrti, vairAgyamUrti satyaruSa zrImaddanI vAta karI. teonI muktakaMThe stuti karI. e pachI emaNe zrImade lakhelA keTalAka patro vAMcavA ApyA. jANe ciMtAmaNiratnano koI mahAbhaMDAra khUlI jAya tevo anubhava AnA vAMcanathI thayo. zrImad pratye sahunI zraddhA jAgI ane aMbAlAlabhAIe tIvra jijJAsAthI pUchayuM, "AvA jJAnI mahAtmAnAM darzanano lAbha pAmavA mATe ame Atura chIe. teo kyAM che ane kevI rIte maLI zake te kaho." jUThAlAlabhAIe zrImaddanuM saranAmuM ApyuM ane emanI AjJA laIne maLavA javAnuM kahyuM. lagna nimitte amadAvAda AvelA aMbAlAlabhAI jUThAlAlabhAInA meLApane kAraNe prabaLa dharmajijJAsA sAthe khaMbhAta gayA. emaNe zrImade jUThAlAlabhAI para lakhelA tamAma patronI nakala karI lIdhI. pratyakSa maLavAnI AjJA meLavavA mATe aMbAlAlabhAIe pAMca-cha patra lakhyA pachI ja zrImade teone maLavA AvavAnI hA kahI. A samaye jJAtibaMdhu tribhovanabhAI mANekacaMda sAthe 20 varSanA aMbAlAlabhAI zrImanAM darzanArthe muMbaI AvyA. mumukSunAM netro mahAtmAne oLakhI le che. e sutrane caritArtha karatAM prathama darzane ja zrImamAM teone alaukika mahAtmAnAM darzana thayAM ane emanA samAgamalAbhathI ati AnaMda thayo. zrImane paNa emanAmAM sAcI dharmajijJAsA jovA maLI. | vi. saM. 1946nA phAgaNa suda chaThThanA divase lakhelA "mahAvIranA bodhane pAtra koNa ?" e zIrSaka nIce dasa sUtravALo prathama patraprasAdIrUpa bodhapatra khAsa aMbAlAlabhAI mATe lakhyo hato. khaMbhAtanivAsI aMbAlAlabhAI ane anya bhAIo zrImad pAsethI vAraMvAra dharmazikSAnI yAcanA karatA ane mArgadarzana mAgatA. zrImad teone tIrthaMkaradevanI vANInI bhakti karIne vItarAga tattvanI upAsanA karavAnuM kahetA. sarva mumukSuonA agraNI evA pAI zrImadranI parama vinayathI bhakti karatA. zrImad je bodha Ape te aThavADiyA pachI paNa akSaraza: lakhI ApatA ane ene pariNAme zrImadanI upadezAmRtadhArAnI saMkSipta noMdha jagatane prApta thaI. AtmasiddhizAstra' samaye hAthamAM phAnasa laIne UbhelA zrI aMbAlAlabhAInuM citra mAnasapratyakSa karIe tyAre parama gurune bhaktipUrNa samarpaNa karatAM aMbAlAlabhAInuM citra ApaNane zraddhAbhaktivibhora karI de che. USA) ROJG CCC C CC

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DOSTICS SCOOD SO DIST 34. satyaparAyaNa satsaMgadat pArasamaNino sparza thAya ane loha pArasa banI jAya e rIte zrImaddano samAgama thatAM jUThAlAlabhAIe nAnI vayamAM ja kramaza: Urdhva Atmika pragati sAdhI. zrImadranA prathama satsaMgI jUThAlAlabhAI ane zrImad vacce pragADha pAramArthika anurAga hato. vi. saM. 1944mAM zrImad "mokSamALA' chapAvavA mATe amadAvAda AvyA tyAre zrI jaThAlAlabhAIno paricaya thayo ane jema jema e paricaya vadhato gayo tema tema jJAnI tarIke zrImadanI oLakha vadhu thatI gaI. e pachI zrImad amadAvAda AvatA tyAre jUThAbhAIne tyAM UtaratA. morabI ane bharUcamAM jUThAlAlabhAI zrImad sAthe rahyA hatA. baMne vacce parokSarU pe avirata patravyavahAra cAlato hato. jUThAlAlabhAInI AMtarika guNasamRddhine kAraNe zrImade emane mATe 'satyaparAyaNa ' evuM vizeSaNa nAmarUpe yojyuM, paraMtu emanAM kuTuMbIjano teo zrImadUno satsaMga kare tenI niMdA karatA hatA. Ane pariNAme jUThAlAlabhAI kheda anubhavatA hatA. te samaye Avo kheda rAkhavAne badale zrImad emane kahetA ke jagata game te bole, paNa AtmA baMdhanarahita thato hoya ane samAdhidazA pAmato hoya to tema karI levuM. zrImad pratye parama prazasta prema ane guNAnurAga dharAvatA zrI jUThAlAlabhAIne vi. saM. 1944nA caitrathI 1946nA aSADha sudhI be varSano zrImad sAtheno adhyAtmakALa maLyo. ATalA alpa samayamAM paNa zrImade pAMceka mAsa jeTalo sAkSAt darzana-samAgamano lAbha ApIne jUThAlAlabhAIne kRtArtha karyA. vi. saM. 1923nA kArataka suda bIjanA divase janmelA jUThAlAlabhAIe aMgrejI cothA dhoraNa sudhI abhyAsa karyo hato ane zrImaddano saMga maLatAM emanI bhaktimAM raMga Avyo hato. AvA satsaMgIne zrImade vIseka patro lakhyA. 23 varSanuM alpa AyuSya bhogavanAra jUThAlAlabhAInuM zarIra chellAM be varSa rogagrasta rahyuM. A samaye zrImad patro dvArA emane AtmakalyANanA patha tarapha laI gayA. Ama jUThAlAlabhAImAM samyabhAvathI vedanIya karma vede tevI adbhuta samatA hatI. emanA hRdayamAM mohanIya karmanAM koI AvaraNo nahotAM. AvA pavitra AtmA jUThAlAlabhAImAM mumukSutA mahorI UThI. juThAlAlabhAIne potAnA dharmaguru zrImadUno evo viraha sAlato ke jenAthI emanA zarIra para asara thatI. AvA parama sadgurunA apUrva nimittano lAbha pote pUrNatayA laI zakatA nathI teno kheda rAkhatA hatA. zrImadUnAM darzana mATe pratikSaNa talasATa anubhavatA jUThAlAlabhAIne zrImad pairya ane sAMtvanA ApatA hatA. jUThAlAlabhAInA dehotsarga aMge be mahinA pUrve potAnA jJAnabaLathI jANIne zrImade noMdha lakhelI : A upAdhimAM paDyA pachI mAruM liMgadehajanya jJAnadarzana tevuM ja rahyuM hoya to jUThAbhAI aSADha suda noma guruvAranI rAtre samAdhizIla thaI A kSaNika dehano tyAga karI jaze." Ama samAdhimaraNa mATe zrImade temane jAgrata karIne zuddhabhAvanI zreNIne vismRta na karavA mATe vinaMtI karI hatI. zrImade kahyuM hatuM te pramANe zrI jUThAlAlabhAI samAdhistha thayA. aSADha suda nomanA rAtrine badale divase emaNe A kSaNika jIvanano tyAga karyo. atyaMta Artasvare parama paramArtha dAkhavatA zrImade jUThAlAlabhAIne bhavya aMjali arpatAM kahyuM, "arere ! evA dharmAtmAnuM TUMkuM jIvana A kALamAM hoya e kaMI vadhAre AzcaryakAraka nathI. evA pavitrAtmAnI A kALamAM kyAMthI sthiti hoya ? bIjA saMgIonA evA bhAgya kyAMthI hoya ke AvA pavitrAtmAnA darzanano lAbha adhikakALa temane thAya ? mokSamArgane de evuM samyaktva jenA aMtaramAM prakAryuM hatuM, evA pavitrAtmA jUThAbhAIne namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho !"

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35. darzanattura munirAja dhomadhakhatA tApamAM amRtavarSA thAya te kevuM ? vi. saM. 194panA vaizAkhamAM amadAvAda AvelA khaMbhAtanA aMbAlAlabhAI ane choTAlAlabhAIne jUThAlAlabhAIno paricaya thayo. ahIM jUThAlAlabhAI pAsethI jJAnI zrImad vize ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI temaja zrImadnA patro paNa vAMcyA. AthI aMbAlAlabhAIe khaMbhAta gayA pachI zrImadune khaMbhAtamAM padhAravA mATenI vinaMtI karatA patro lakhyA. sAthe evI vijJapti paNa karI ke jo zrImad khaMbhAta na Ave to temanA samAgama mATe vavANiyA ke muMbaI AvavAnI anumati mokale. evAmAM anukULatAe khaMbhAta Avaze evo zrImano patra maLatAM aMbAlAlabhAI ane emanA sAthIonA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. | aMbAlAlabhAI ane emanA sAthIo niyamitapaNe upAzraya jatA hatA, paraMtu zrI juThAbhAInA samAgama bAda teo vyAkhyAnamAM besavAne badale koI ekAMta jagyAe besIne zrImaddanA je patro utArIne lAvyA hatA tenuM vAcana ane manana karatA. AvI rIte eka vAra vAcana-manana cAlatuM hatuM tyAre bIjI bAju upAzrayanA pahelA mALe AcAryazrI harakhacaMdajI mahArAja vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. A samaye upAzrayamAM rahelA prabhAvazALI ane vinayasaMpanna munizrI lallujIe dharmasnehathI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne pUchayuM ke teo upAzrayamAM nIce besIne zuM kare che ? upara vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA kema jatA nathI ? aMbAlAlabhAIe emane zrImadanA vyaktitvanI ane teo sarva AgamanA jJAtA hovAnI vAta karI. ema paNa kahyuM ke teo ApaNI adhyAtmajijJAsAnuM yogya samAdhAna karI Ape che. A sAMbhaLatAM munizrI lallujIne zrImadrane maLavAnI prabaLa utkaMThA jAgI. AnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke varSothI emanA cittamAM amuka dharmaviSayaka zaMkAo hatI ane enuM koInI pAsethI emane samAdhAna maLyuM nahotuM. munizrI lallujIe aMbAlAlabhAIne kahyuM, "emane te puruSano meLApa karAvI Apazo ?" aMbAlAlabhAIe emanI vinaMtI mAnya rAkhI. munizrI lallujI AMtara ane bAhya tapa karatA hatA temaja emanI dharmabhAvanA mATe sarvatra Adara pAmatA hatA. AvA munizrI lallujIno janma saurASTranA bhAla pradezanA vaTAmaNa gAmamAM vi. saM. 1910mAM kaselIbAInI kukhe thayo. gAmaThI nizALamAM emaNe abhyAsa karyo. bIjAM bALakonA pramANamAM ochI yAdazakti hovAthI thoDA abhyAsa bAda dukAne besavAnuM zarU karyuM. | munizrI lallujI sAthe roja upAzraye jaIne sAmAyika karanArA devakaraNa bhAvasAre paNa dIkSA lIdhI. teo munizrI lallujInA celA banyA. munizrI lallujI saraLatA, gurubhakti ane puNyaprabhAva dharAvatA hatA ane emanA mananI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna sAdhatA hatA. vi. saM. 1946mAM aMbAlAlabhAInA Agrahane kAraNe zrImad khaMbhAtamAM padhAryA ane emanA ghare ja UtaryA. aMbAlAlabhAI ane temanA pitA lAlacaMdabhAI zrImadbhane upAzrayamAM laI gayA. ahIM mukhya AcAryazrI harakhacaMdajI mahArAja ane temanA ziSya zrI lallujI muni beThA hatA. munirAje potAnI muzkelIo kahI. zrImade emanA praznonA saMtoSakAraka uttaro Apyo. Ama prathama darzane ja agAdha pUjyabhAva utpanna thayo. emane lAgyuM ke nakkI A koI uttama puruSa che. & vale Use only

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36, saMsArI paramArtha guru khaMbhAtamAM prathama meLApe ja uttama puruSanAM darzananA AnaMdathI munizrI lallujInuM aMta:karaNa bhAvavibhora banI gayuM. potAnA guru harakhacaMdajI mahArAjanI AjJA meLavIne munizrI lallujI zrImanne sAthe laIne upAzrayanA meDA para gayA. vayamAM to munizrI lallujI zrImathI cauda varSa moTA hatA, paraMtu emanA hRdayamAM zrImad pratye eTalo badho pujyabhAva UbharAyo hato ke emaNe upAzrayanA meDA para jaIne zrImadane sASTAMga namaskAra karyo. zrImadjIe temane AvuM karatAM aTakAvyA, kiMtu munizrI lallujIe to AnaMda ane umaMgathI, aTakyA vagara zrImaddane traNa sASTAMga daMDavat namaskAra karyA. | bAhya dRSTie sAmAnya lAgatI ghaTanA samaya jatAM mahattvapUrNa sAbita thatI hoya che. A sAmAnya lAgatI ghaTanAmAMthI asAmAnya ghaTanAkrama sarjAyo. enA kAraNe aneka mAnavIonAM jIvanaparivartana thayAM. keTalAyane asatyanI aMdhArI koTaDImAMthI bahAra lAvIne satyanI jhAMkhI karAvI. kadAgraha ke parvagrahamAM baMdhAyelA AtmAone tattvajJAnarUpI AkAzamAM nirAgrahIpaNe vihAra karAvyo. munizrI lallujI pratibhAzALI ane sanmAnanIya sAdhu hatA. emano janma dhanADhya kuTuMbamAM thayo hato. dhanika pitA kaSNadAsa gopAlajInA ekamAtra saMtAna lallujIe aDhaLaka saMpattino tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. e samaye khaMbhAtanA saMghADAmAM mAtra cAra ja sAdhuo hatA, kiMtu munizrI lallujIe dIkSA grahaNa karyA pachI enI saMkhyA bamaNI thaI gaI. pAMca-cha varSamAM to teo sarva sAdhuomAM pradhAnapada pAmyA. emaNe sAdhutA svIkArI, te pachI emanA saMghADAmAM sAdhuonI saMkhyA vadhatAM temanAM pagalAM maMgalakArI gaNAtAM hatAM. yuvAvasthAmAM sAdhutA grahaNa karanAra munizrI lallujI kavi tarIke paNa prasiddha thayA. - AvA prabhAvaka munirAja eka gRhasthane traNa daMDavat namaskAra kare te kevuM Azcarya ! zrImade munine temanI icchA zuM che te vize pUchavuM, tyAre munie kahyuM ke evI icchA che ke brahmacaryanuM deDhatva thAya ane samyaktvanI prApti thAya. munizrI lallujInI A bhAvanA sAMbhaLIne zrImadda thoDI vAra mauna rahyA ane pachI bolyA : 'ThIka che.' | zrImade munizrI lallujInA jamaNA pagano aMgUTho tANIne enA paranAM cihno tapAsI joyAM. e pachI upAzrayanA meDA parathI nIce UtaryA. rastAmAM aMbAlAlabhAIne emaNe kahyuM ke zrI lallujI pUrvanA saMskArI puruSa che. e pachI munizrI lallujIne eka vAra zrImade pUchayuM, "tame zA mATe amane mAna Apo cho ?" tenA uttaramAM munie kahyuM, "tamane joIne tamArA prati ghaNo pUjyabhAva thato hato, ane harSa thato hato. vaLI pUrvabhavanA pitA ho tevo bhAva Avato hato ane AtmAmAM nirbhayatA AvatI hatI, eTale tamane mAna ApIe chIe." | upAzrayamAM padhArelA zrImade 'zrI sUyagaDAMga sUtra'mAMthI thoDuM vivecana karyuM. dasamA ThANAMganA bhAva vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA. A prasaMge vartamAnamAM kSAyika samakita hoya ke na hoya, te bAbatanI carcA cAlI ane e pachI zrImade 'ThANAMga sUtra 'mAMthI maLatA pAThano artha maulika arthagaMbhIra zailIthI karyo ke jethI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna thayuM. Ama thayethI harakhacaMda mahArAjanAM cittamAM paNa A navIna arthe navo vicAra-camatkAra saryo ane emaNe zrImaddane namaskAra karyo. enAthI munirAjane navA artha ane marmanuM darzana thayuM. munirAje potAnA guru tarIke gRhasthane svIkAryo hoya tevI virala ghaTanA sajoI. zrImadRnA tyAgI jIvanano kevo prabhAva !

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37. rAjanA sAcA laghurAja khaMbhAtanA aMbAlAlabhAInA kAraNe munizrI lallujI zrImaddanA samAgamamAM AvyA. vi. saM. 1946nA Aso mahinAmAM zrImad sAta divasa khaMbhAtamAM rahyA ane sAteya divasa munizrI lallujIe aMbAlAlabhAIne ghera jaIne satsaMgano lAbha meLavyo. zrImaddanA samAgamano lAbha meLavavA ati Atura munizrI lallujIe muMbaImAM cAturmAsa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. zrImade emanI bhAvanA jANI tethI kahyuM ke Apane koI vizeSa muzkelI na hoya, to satsamAgama mATe peDhI para roja eka kalAka padhAro. munizrI lallujI roja eka kalAka zrImanI muMbaInI peDhI para traNa-cAra mAIlano vihAra karIne jatA hatA. e samaye zrImad vepArano kAryabhAra choDIne munirAja sAthe satsamAgamamAM joDAI jatA. eka vAra zrImade munirAjane pUchayuM, 'tame amane zAthI oLakhyA ?' tyAre munirAje kahyuM, 'aMbAlAlabhAInA kahevAthI." anyatra munizrI lallujIe ema paNa kahyuM ke anAdi kALathI rakhaDIe chIe mATe amArI saMbhALa lo. eka vAra munizrI lallujIe potAnA tyAgane darzAvavA zrImadrane kahyuM ke meM sAdhanasaMpanna kuTuMba, vaibhava, vRddha mAtA, be patnI, eka putra Adino tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI che. munirAjano tyAgano Avo garva ogALI nAkhavA zrImadjI tADUkIne bolyA, 'zuM tyAkhyuM che ? eka ghara choDI keTalAM ghara (zrAvakonAM) gaLe nAkhyAM che ? be strIno tyAga karI keTalI strIo pratye dRSTi phare che ? eka putra tyAgI keTalA chokarA pratye prIti thAya che ?' A sAMbhaLI munizrI lallujIne svadoSonuM darzana thayuM. bAhya tyAgano aham ogaLI gayo. atyaMta laghutApUrvaka munirAje kahyuM, 'huM tyAgI nathI.' tyAM ja zrImad bolI UThyA, muni, have tame tyAgI cho." aMtarathI Asakti chUTavI ghaNI muzkela che, paraMtu jo eka vAra satpuruSanA caraNamAM te vasI jAya to muktidAyinI banI rahe che. zrImade munizrI lallujIne 'samAdhizataka'nI pahelI sattara gAthA arthasahita vAMcI-saMbhaLAvI ane e pachI bAkInA bhAganuM vAMcana-manana karavA mATe e pustaka munirAjane ApyuM. munizrI lallujI e laIne cAlyA. nIce UtaravA mATe dAdara sudhI pahoMcyA haze, tyAM to zrImade emane pAchA bolAvyA ane pustakanA prathama pRSTha para 'Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM, jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re' e apUrva lITI lakhI ApI. zrImadjI pAsethI muni lallujI avAranavAra mauna vize bodha pAmatA hatA. vi. saM. 1949nuM cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM munie traNa varSa mATe mauna dhAraNa karyuM. emAM apavAdarUpe potAnA sAdhuo sAthe bolavAnI ane zrImadjI sAthe satsamAgama karavAnI mokaLAza rAkhI hatI. A pachI muni lallujI ane zrImad vacce jJAnavAta thatI rahI. munizrInI laghutA ane vinamratAne kAraNe teo laghurAjasvAmI tarIke jANItA thayA hatA. LUOTTOTYYTETTOYECTOS 9 * -

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38. nija svarUpa adabhAsyuM re vi. saM. 1946nA prathama bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrI sobhAgabhAI ane zrImadnA jetapuramAM pahelo thayelo meLApa navIna adhyAtmadarzana jagADI gayo. e pachI zrImadjI AMtarika dazA uttarottara vadhatI gaI. A baMne vacce evo Atmika saMbaMdha baMdhAyo ke bhale emano pratyakSa samAgama kyAreya paMdara divasathI saLaMga vadhu thayo nahIM, kiMtu emanI vacce patro dvArA parasparanI AMtarika anubhUtinuM AdAna-pradAna thatuM rahyuM. A patromAM zrImade potAnA hRdayanI ghaNI vAto hRdayarU5 'AtmavivekasaMpanna : bhAIzrI sobhAgabhAI" evA saMbodhana sAthe lAMbA patrathI pragaTa karI. baMnenA meLApanA bIjA ja mahine vavANiyAthI zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAIne eka patra lakhI jaNAvyuM ke eka advitIya paramArtha vizenuM manana aharniza cAlyA kare che. "AvuM 'dinarAta rahe ta6 dhyAna mahIM' kone thAya ?' jene A paramArtha vize jIvanamAM parama rasano anubhava thayo hoya tene ?" AvI AtmakhumArI anubhavatA brahmarasanA bhogI zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe 1947nI kArataka suda pAMcamane jJAnapaMcamInA maMgaLa divase lakhelA patramAM 'parama pUjya, kevalabIja saMpanna, sarvottama upakArI zrI sobhAgabhAI" evuM saMbodhana karyuM. AmAM 'kevalabIja saMpannaane 'sarvottama upakArI' evAM be sUcaka vizeSaNothI zrImade sUcavyuM. che ke zrI sobhAgabhAI kevaLajJAnanA bIjane pAmyA che. vaLI zrI sobhAgabhAInA nimitte potAne pUrvAnubhUta AtmadazAnuM smaraNa thavAthI temane potAnA sarvottama upakArI kahe che. zrImad mArmika rIte eka sthaLe lakhe che : 'ApanA pratApe AnaMdavRtti che, prabhu pratApe upAdhijanyavRtti che." anyatra lakhe che, 'sarva samartha puruSo Apane prApta thayelA jJAnane ja gAI rahyA che.' - Ama zrImadranI adhyAtmadazA ane paramasakhA sAthenI adhyAtmamaMtrI zrI sobhAgabhAI para lakhAyelA 260 jeTalA lAMbA patrothI pAmI zakAya che. zrImadUno darzanamoha sarvathA vilaya thAya che ane darzanamohanA AtyaMtika abhAvathI AtmAne pratyakSa, sAkSAt, pragaTa anubhavyo che. vi. saM. 1947mAM zuddha, samyakdarzanano zrImaddanA jIvanamAM mahAna prasaMga sarjAyo. 'ogaNIsasene suDatAlIsa, samakita zuddha prakANyuM re, zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAsyuM re, | dhanya re divasa A aho !' potAnA hRdayarUpa zrI sobhAgabhAIne zrImad samakSa sauprathama potAne lAdhelA AtmajJAnanI vAta jaNAvatAM zrImade vi. saM. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA roja lakhyuM : "AtmajJAna pAmyo e to niHzaMsaya che; graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che.' e pachI zrImad sobhAgabhAI paranA emanA patro dvArA tanmaya AtmayoganI adhyAtma-sthitinI gahana anubhUti Alekhe che. vi. saM. 1947nA mahA vada 3nA roja paramasakhA zrI sobhAgabhAIne lakhe che, 'AjanA prabhAtathI niraMjanadevanI koI addabhuta anugrahatA prakAzI che ane ghaNA divasa thayA irazkelI parAbhakti koI anupama rUpamAM udaya pAmI che.' Ama zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAI pAse potAnI AMtarika mana:sthiti jeTalI pragaTa karI hatI ane jeTalo potAno adhyAtma-Alekha patrorUpe lakhyo hato, teTalo anya koI pAse maLato nathI.'

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THO 39. gAMdhIjInA pathadarzaka vizvanA itihAsamAM eka virala ghaTanAnuM sarjana thAya che. A sarjana eTale zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ane mahAtmA gAMdhIjIno meLApa. vi. saM. 1947nA jeTha mAsamAM mahAtmA gAMdhIjI briTanamAM baeNrisTara thaIne hiMdustAna AvyA. te divase muMbaImAM zrImanA kAkAjI sasarA ane bhAgIdAra zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananA bhAI DaoN. prANajIvanabhAI mahetAnA nivAsasthAne baeNrisTara mohanadAsa gAMdhI UtaryA hatA. zrImad paNa e ja divase tyAM AvyA. ahIM gAMdhIjI ane zrImaddajIno prathama paricaya thayo. hiMdustAnamAM AvyA bAda gAMdhIjI vakIlAta karavA mATe muMbaI rokAyA, tyAre gAMdhIjI pAse samayano ghaNo avakAza hato. AthI teo zrImadUne emanI peDhI para vAraMvAra maLavA jatA. A samaye gAMdhIjI zrImanA AcAra, vicAra ane vyavahAranuM sUkSma nirIkSaNa karatAM kahe che: "zrImad bhojanamAM je maLe tethI saMtuSTa rahetA. paheraveza sAdo paheratA. AkhuM aMgarakhuM, kheza, garabhasUtaro, pheMTo ane dhotI. temanI cAla dhImI hatI. ane jonAra paNa samajI zake ke cAlatAM paNa AtmavicAramAM magna che. AMkhamAM camatkAra hato. atyaMta tejasvitA - vivaLatA jarAye na hatI." puSpanA saurabhathI jema madhukara AkarSAya, tema prathama paricaye ja mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne zrImadjInA AMtara-bAhya vyaktitvanuM AkarSaNa thayuM hatuM. gAMdhIjIe sUkSma, guNagrAhya dRSTithI zrImadjInA jIvanavyavahAramAMthI ghaNI guNasamRddhi AtmasAt karI lIdhI. mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA cAritryanA nirmANanA pAyAmAM che zrImanI pratibhAno pAvana sparza ane emanA AMtarika AnaMdamaya vyaktitvano sAkSAt anubhava. zrImanI AMkhanI jyotirmayatA, vyavahAranI svasthatA ane AtmavicAranI nimagnatA - A badhI bAbatoe mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA vyaktitvaghaDataramAM pracchannapaNe phALo Apyo. mahAtmA gAMdhI svayaM kahe che, "mArA jIvana para zrI rAjacaMdrabhAIno evo sthAyI prabhAva paDyo ke, huM enuM varNana karI zakato nathI. huM keTalAMya varSothI bhAratamAM dhArmika puruSanI zodhamAM chuM, paraMtu emanA jevA dhArmika puruSa hiMdamAM haju sudhI meM joyA nathI. yuropanA tattvajJAnIomAM huM TaoNlsTaoNyane prathama zreNInA ane raskinane bIjI zreNInA vidvAna samajuM chuM, paraMtu rAjacaMdrabhAIno anubhava e baMnethI caDhelo hato." zrImad sAthe gAMdhIjIno patravyavahAra bahoLo hato paraMtu kmabhAgye ApaNane mAtra traNa ja patro upalabdha che, chatAM gAMdhIjInI vividha dharmo vizenI ane dharmanA marma aMgenI tIvra mathAmaNamAM zrImanA A patroe emane dharmaparivartana karatA aTakAvyA hatA. gAMdhIjIe baeNrisTaranI buddhine chAje evA vyAvahArika-pAramArthika evA AtmA, Izvara, mokSa, dharma, punarjanma, pazuo ane Isu khrista vize aneka prazno zrImane pUchyA hatA. enA uttaro zrImade prajJA ane anubhavajJAnathI ApyA hatA. 1 zrImad ane gAMdhIjI vacceno A abhUtapUrva yoga bhArata mATe, bhAratIya saMskRti mATe ane mAnavajAta mATe ati mahattvapUrNa ane phaLadAyI nIvaDyo. eka ja sadImAM be mahAna vibhUtioe bhAratamAM - gujarAtanI dharatI para ane saurASTranI bhUmimAM janma dhAraNa karyo te kevI bhavya aitihAsika ghaTanA kahevAya. baMne satyapuruSoe mAnavIya gaurava prasthApita karyuM hatuM.

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40. bhaktaziromaNinI ananya bhakti mumukSu aMbAlAlabhAInA jIvanane yogya mArgadarzana ApIne ucca AtmadazAe pahoMcADanAra sadaguru zrImad hatA to bIjI bAju aMbAlAlabhAI paNa zrImadUnI adhyAtma-sAdhanAmAM sadAya sadaiva sahAyarUpa banI rahyA. zrImadUnI hastapratonI nakala karavI ke pachI zrImaddanA nivRttikALanI saghaLI vyavasthA karavAnuM kAma aMbAlAlabhAInA zire hatuM. baMne vacceno pragADha guru-ziSyasaMbaMdha emanA patromAM ane prasaMgomAM pragaTa thAya che. | vi. saM. 1947mAM pUrvanA saMskArI, uttamottama kSayopazamavALA ane ekaniSTha bhaktibhAva dharAvatA aMbAlAlabhAInA samagra jIvananuM kendra zrImad banI gayA ane aMbAlAlabhAI paNa athAga zraddhA ane ananya bhaktithI zrImad pratye tanmaya banI gayA. AvI tanmayatAne kAraNe aMbAlAlabhAInI patnI ke mAtApitAnI upekSA thaI hatI. A vAta zrImade jANI tyAre aMbAlAlabhAIne emanA jIvanakartavyano khyAla ApatA potAnI sevAmAMthI javAnI AjJA karatAM kahyuM, "temanA manane saMtoSo. game te rIte sAmAne samajAvIne, rAjI rAkhIne dharma sAdhavo; dubhavaNI na karavI." | zrImade karelI AjJAthI aMbAlAlabhAIe AvI bhUla punaH kyAreya karI nahIM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI zrImadranI AjJA pramANe ja sarva kArya karatA ane AjJAMkitapaNAmAM jIvananuM parama kartavya mAnatA hatA. teo sadRgurunI akhaMDa vinayabhakti karatA hatA. rAtre khATalAnI pAMgate bese, sevA kare. nidrA paNa bahu ochI letA. tIvra smRtine kAraNe zrImad sAthe be-traNa divasa pUrve thayelI vAtacIta akSarazaH lakhI zakatA hatA. maroDadAra akSaranA kAraNe zrImadranAM vacano utAratA, anya mumukSuone zrImadnAM e amRta vacano mokalatA tema ja anya graMthonI nakala karatA. | alpa samayamAM zrImadranA jIvanarahasyane pArakhanArA ane pAmanArA teo zrImadnA jamaNA hAtha jevA parama vizvAsu banI gayA. sarva mumukSuomAM agresara banI rahyA. zrImad ane aMbAlAlabhAIno guruziSya paramArtha saMbaMdha uttarottara vadhato gayo. te eTalI hada sudhI ke jyAM jyAM nivRttikSetre zrImad birAjamAna hoya, tyAM tyAM aMbAlAlabhAI hoya ja ! ananya bhaktithI zrImad mATe sarve anukuLatAo ane vyavasthA A bhaktaziromaNi karatA hatA. vi. saM. 1947mAM zrImade mahAmumukSu aMbAlAlabhAIne khaMbhAtanI AjubAjumAM pote ajJAta rahIne ekAMta ane asaMgatA meLavI zake evuM prakRtisamRddha sthaLa zodhavAnuM kahyuM. zrImaddanI AjJA pramANe sarva rIte anukULa evuM, khaMbhAtathI traNa-cAra gAu dUra nivRttikSetra evA rALaja gAmane pasaMda karyuM. puNyamUrti zrImanA pAvana pagalAMthI rALaja pavitra banyuM, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa parvAdhirAja paryuSaNamAM paNa zrImad ahIM rahyA hatA. A pAvana sAdhanAsthaLe zrImadranI apUrva AtmasamAdhi-lInatA darzAvatAM cAra amara kAvyonuM sarjana thayuM. - A cAra mahAkRtiomAM sadgurubhaktinA rahasyane darzAvatA vIsa doharA, kaivalya bIja zuM te darzAvatuM 'yama niyama', jaDa ane caitanyanI samaja ApatuM 'jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName' ane harigIta 'jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo' jevI amara kRtionI racanA thaI. A ekAMta sthaLanA sAdhanAkALamAM sahajapaNe kAvyajharaNuM pragaTa thayuM. lAMbuM kAvya nahIM, paNa thoDI paMktio dharAvatAM A gItonuM kalAsvarUpa bhale nAnuM hoya, paraMtu gahana UMDANa ane bhavya darzana dharAvatI A amara kRtio che. zrImanA aMbAlAlabhAI para lakhAyelA patromAM judA judA viSayo para emaNe ApelA AdhyAtmika mArgadarzanano Alekha maLe che.

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SiT : 41. jainanI pramANikatA zrImaddanA samAgamanI tAlAvelIne kAraNe munizrI lallujIe muMbaImAM cAturmAsa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. e samaye muMbaI anArya deza gaNAto hato. zrImade munizrI lallujIne muMbaI jevA anArya dezamAM comAsuM karavAnuM kAraNa pUchavuM tyAre munizrIe kahyuM, "ApanA darzana-samAgamanI bhAvanAne kAraNe ahIM cAturmAsa karyuM che." e pachI munizrI lallujI zrImanI dukAne AvatA ane zrImad saghaLAM vyavahArakAryo choDI najIkanI oraDImAM besIne munizrInI sAthe ekAMtamAM satsaMga karatA. te vakhate zrImad bhinna bhinna zAstronA thoDAka bhAga vAMcatA ane munirAjane eno marma darzAvatA hatA. Ama rAjanA A sAcA laghurAje potAnA dharmapitA zrImanA satsaMga mATe muMbaInA ciMcapokalI upAzrayamAM rahIne roja traNa-cAra mAIlano pAdavihAra karIne bhulezvaramAM AvelI zrImadUnI peDhImAM satsaMgano raMga jamAvyo. potAnA saMsArI paramArtha gara mATe niveze rahetA sAdhunI kevI ajoDa garbhakti ! A samaye muni lallujInA celA muni devakaraNajI kuzaLa vyAkhyAnakAra hovAthI emanA vyAkhyAnamAM janamedanI UbharAtI hatI. muni devakaraNajIne eka vAra zrImade pUchayuM, "vyAkhyAna koNa vAMce che ? parSadA keTalI bharAya che ?" muni devakaraNajIe kahyuM, "huM vAMcuM chuM ane hajAreka mANasanI parSadA bharAya che." zrImade vaLato prazna karyo, "strIone joIne koI vikAra thAya che ?" muni devakaraNajIe kahyuM, "kAyAthI thato nathI, manathI thAya che." zrImad bolyA, "munie to mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNe yogathI sAcavavuM joIe." tyAre muni devakaraNajIe kahyuM, "tame gAdI-takiye beso cho ane hIrA-mANeka tamArI pAse paDyA hoya che tyAre tamArI vRtti DahoLAtI nahIM hoya ?" zrImade kahyuM, "muni, ame to kALakTa viSa dekhIe chIe. tamane ema thAya che ?" A sAMbhaLI muni devakaraNajI stabdha banI gayA. zrImade pUchayuM, "tame koNa cho ?" munie kahyuM, "jeTalo vakhata vRtti sthira rahe eTalo vakhata sAdhu chIe." zrImade pharI pUchayuM, "tevI rIte saMsArI sthira rahe tene sAdhu kahIe ?" muni devakaraNajI niruttara rahyA, tyAre zrImade kahyuM, "he muni, jema nALiyerano goLo judo rahe ema ame rahIe chIe." zrImanI A vAta sAMbhaLIne muni devakaraNajI vicAramAM DUbI gayA. zrImade mArmikapaNe potAnI jIvanamukta jJAnadazAnuM sUcana karyuM, paraMtu eno gahana marma muni devakaraNajI pAmyA nahIM. eka vakhata zrI tribhovanadAsabhAI bhANajIbhAIe zrImadrane prazna karyo, "jaina tarIke vyakti kevI pramANika hovI joIe ?" uttaramAM zrImade hAikorTano buraja dekhADIne kahyuM ke dUra je pelI hAikaoNrTa dekhAya che. temAM besanAra jajanuM pramANikapaNuM jevuM hoya tenA karatAM eka jainanuM pramANikapaNuM ochuM to na ja hovuM joIe." zrImadranA kahevAno artha e hato ke jenamAM eTaluM nakhazikha pramANikapaNuM hovuM joIe ke jethI enA vize koIne saheje zaMkA na thAya, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa jaina apramANika che ema koI kahe to e sAMbhaLanAra enI vAta svIkAre nahIM evI jainanI prAmANikatA sarvatra vyApelI hovI joIe. . pa {O G SEB TI

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42. ahiMsA paramo dharma nAnI vaye zAka samAratAM jenuM karuNALu hRdaya dravI UThayuM hatuM evA zrImanA cittamAM ahiMsAnuM kevuM virATa AkAza haze ! teo muMbaImAM hatA tyAre samAcAra maLyA ke dharamapuramAM vijayAdazamI(dazerA)ne divase 108 pADAno bali caDAvavAmAM Ave che. sukSmamAM sukSma jaMtunI vedanA anubhavatA zrImaddanuM hRdaya A samAcArathI vyathita banI gayuM. nirdoSa pADAono vadha na thAya tene mATe emaNe Ayojana karyuM. mahAvIranA mArgane anusaranAra AvI hiMsA kaI rIte sAMkhI le ? krUra prANIvadhanA virodhamAM dharamapuramAM sabhAnuM Ayojana karAvyuM. Ane mATe zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAIne dharamapura mokalavAnI vyavasthA karI. muMbaInA vidvAna zAstrIo pAse vedagraMthomAMthI hiMsAvirodhI AdhAro zodhI ApavAnuM kahyuM. vedanA nAme arthano anartha karIne prANIhiMsA karavAmAM AvatI hatI enI sAme avAja uThAvyo. Ane mATe teoe upadeza Apyo. cotarapha evuM vAtAvaraNa saryuM ke dharamapuramAM thatI krUratA sAme virodhanuM vAtAvaraNa saryuM. - A samaye zrImad rAta-divasa athAga parizrama karatA hatA. emanI eka nirALI chabI sahune jovA maLI. zrImade hiMsAno prabaLa virodha karatAM aMte pADA mAravAnuM baMdha thayuM. sarvAtmAmAM samadraSTi dharAvanAra zrImadranA karuNAsabhara tejasvI hRdayano sahune mArmika anubhava thayo. vi. saM. 1952mAM khaMbhAtanivAsI zrI choTAlAlabhAI mANekacaMda ane tribhuvanabhAI mANekacaMdanA makAnamAM zrImano utAro hato. 'rAja-chAyA' nAmanA makAnanA trIje mALe eka oTalA para besIne zrImad upadeza ApatA hatA. AkhuM makAna zrotAjanothI UbharAI jatuM. zerImAM paNa zrImanI pAvana vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe loko UbhA rImaddanI vANIno atizaya evo adbhuta hato ke dareka vyaktine emAMthI potAnA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna maLI rahetuM. 'rAja-chAyA' makAnanI agAsImAM eka vAra zrImanI eka bAjue zrI sobhAgabhAI ane bIjI bAjue zrI DuMgarazIbhAI beThA hatA. zrImad emane bAra vratanuM svarUpa samajAvatA hatA. A samaye zrImade kahyuM, A baMne Arya, zrI sobhAga tathA zrI DuMgarazI zrI sudharmAsvAmI tathA zrI gautamasvAmI jevA che." AvuM vacana prabhu mahAvIra jevI anubhUti dharAvanAra ja bolI zake. zrI sobhAgabhAI ane zrI DuMgarazI gozaLiyA bALapaNanA mitro hatA. zrI sobhAgabhAInuM hRdaya bhaktithI chalakAtuM hatuM, jyAre DuMgarazIbhAIe yogasAdhanA dvArA keTalAka camatkAro siddha karyA hatA. DuMgarazIbhAInI yogyatAno zrImadne pUrepUro khyAla hato ane tethI ja zrI sobhAgabhAIne 'zrI AtmasiddhizAstra' vAMcavA ane vicAravA mokalyuM, tyAre zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne te vAMcavAnI ane mukhapATha karavAnI zrImade anumati ApI. A rIte zrI sobhAgabhAI ane zrI DuMgarazIbhAInI maitrI jaLavAI rahI. baMnenI zrImad pratyenI zraddhA vadhI ane baMne adhyAtmamArgamAM AgaLa vadhyA. bane che , ST , na dha DaGNe che :

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dilhI : sita hatI? ' ' COii , 43. kaSAyano upadAMtatA zrImadnA hRdayasakhA zAMtamUrti zrI sobhAgabhAInI dhIraja ane zraddhAnI kasoTI thAya tevA kaparA Arthika saMjogo UbhA thayA hatA. emanA pitA zrI lallubhAInA avasAna bAda kuTuMbanirvAhanI ghaNI moTI javAbadArI AvI paDI. Arthika sthiti pratidina ghasAtI jatI hatI, AthI emaNe zrImadrane jyotiSa, maMtrataMtra Adi vize puchAvyuM. tyAre teoe zrI sobhAgabhAIne kahyuM, laukika dRSTie ame ne tame pravartazuM to alaukika dRSTie koNa pravartaze ?" Ama kahIne teo kahe che, "pAramArthika vaibhavathI mumukSune sAMsArika phaLa ApavAnuM jJAnI icche nahIM, kAraNa ke akartavya te jJAnI kare nahIM." A rIte atyaMta muzkela Arthika paristhiti vacce paNa zrI sobhAgabhAIne svastha rAkhyA. zrImad pAse labdhisiddhi hatI, chatAM enAM pratye pUrNa niHspRhabhAva hato. AtmAnA aizvarya AgaLa bIjuM badhuM alpa lAgatuM hatuM. zrImad pratyakSa samAgama tathA patro dvArA dharmabodha ApIne sobhAgabhAInA AdhyAtmika vizvane vizeSa samRddha banAvavA lAgyA. zrImad vAraMvAra sAyalA AvIne zrI sobhAgabhAIne apUrva lAbha ApatA hatA. zrImad sAyalAmAM AvavAnA hoya te samaye sobhAgabhAIne mATe AtmAnaMdano mahotsava banI raheto. teo sigarAma laIne zrImadrane AvakAravA mATe cheka mULI sTezana sudhI jatA hatA. A sigarAmamAM AvIne sAyalAmAM jyAre UtaratA tyAre zerImAM lAla jAjama pAtharIne zrImad jAjama para cAlavA mATe Agraha karatA. zrImad paNa emanI vinaMtIno svIkAra karIne lAla jAjama para cAlatA ane sobhAgabhAI potAnI jAtane dhanya mAnatA. sAyalAnA sobhAgabhAInAM patnI ratanabA dayALu ane jaina dharmanAM upAsikA hatAM. eka vAra ratanabA sAmAyika karavA jatAM hatAM tyAre zrImadda emane tyAM beThA hatA. emaNe savAla karyo. tame kyAM jAo cho ?" ratanabAe kahyuM, "sAmAyika karavA." zrImade kahyuM, "tame masjidamAM jaIne sAmAyika karo." A samaye ratanabAe potAnI lAkSaNika vANImAM kahyuM, "rAyacaMda metA to AvuM ne AvuM ja bole." A rIte zrImade ratanabAne kadAgraha choDavAno upadeza Apyo. zrImano marma e hato ke kaSAyarahita thavuM e ja dharma che ane Ama kahIne emaNe ratanabAne dharmanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. zrI sobhAgabhAI sAthe emanI paDozamAM rahetA tarkavAdI zrI DuMgarazIbhAI paNa zrImad avAranavAra maLatA hatA. zrI sobhAgabhAI para AvatA patronuM baMne sAthe maLIne vAcana-manana karatA hatA. zrImad ane DuMgarazIbhAI avAranavAra dharmacarcA karatA hatA. teo jema jema zrImaddanuM zaraNuM svIkAratA gayA tema tema bAhyasiddhi ke mAyAvI kIrtinA mohamAMthI chUTatA gayA. karI rahI

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44. mumukSonuM RNa zrImad to amRtanA mahAsAgara hatA. temAMthI koI bindu, to koI gAgara jeTaluM yathApAtra ane potAnI yogyatA mujaba amRtapAna karI dhanya banatA hatA. jJAna divAkara zrImadbhanA divya jJAnanA prakAzane AtmasAt karavA mathatA viziSTa mumukSuomAM sobhAgyabhAI, munizrI lallujI, jUThAlAlabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI hatA. A uparAMta DuMgarazIbhAI, UgarIbahena, mANekalAla ghelAbhAI, manasukhabhAI kiratacaMda, popaTalAlabhAI mahokamacaMda, dhArazIbhAI, manaHsukharAma sUryarAma tripAThI, mahAtmA gAMdhIjI, muni zrI devakaraNajI, khImajI devajI, tribhovanabhAI choTAlAlabhAI mANekacaMda, navalacaMda dosAbhAI, vanamAlIbhAI, kezavalAla nathubhAI, kuMvarajI maganalAla, sukhalAla chaganalAla, manasukhabhAI devasI, motIlAla bhAvasAra tathA kRSNadAsa Adi mumukSujano zrImad pAsethI jIvanajyota pAmyA hatA. Ama zrImadranI apratima adhyAtmapratibhAne pariNAme emanI AsapAsa ApoApa viziSTa AtmArthI puruSonuM vartuLa racAI jatuM ane krame krame te vistaratuM jatuM hatuM. zrImadnA satsaMgathI keTalIye vyaktionI saMsAradRSTi badalAI jatI. emanA ekAda vAkyanA prabhAvathI ke emanI sAthenA thoDIka kSaNonA meLApathI vyaktinuM hRdayaparivartana thaI jatuM. emanA bAhya gRhastha vezane kAraNe emanI AMtarika zreNI gupta ja rahetI. vaLI teo svayaM AdhyAtmika bAbatone pragaTa karavAne badale gupta rAkhavAnuM icchatA. "zrI AtmasiddhizAstra' ane emanI anya padasaritAomAM kAvya ane tattvajJAnanI parAkASThA hatI, paNa zrImade ene apragaTa rAkhI AthI janasamuhane emano ocho paricaya thayo. - virala bhAgyazALI vyaktio zrImadanA paricayamAM AvI ane emanA jIvanamAM akhkhalita rIte vahetA vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gaI. emano mAnavamAtra pratyeno kalyANabhAva ane jIvamAtra pratyeno maitrIbhAva nikaTa AvanAra sahu koIne sparzI jatA. emanI saraLa ane miSTa vANI tathA sahunuM zreya karavAnI vRttine kAraNe emanA paricayamAM AvanAra vyakti emanI prazaMsaka banI jatI. emanA gahana ane sAhajika jJAnane kAraNe vAda-vivAda karavA AvelI vyaktio paNa emanA vicAraprabhAva heThaLa AvI jatI. Ama keTalIka vyaktio zrImad pAsethI avAranavAra AdhyAtmika mArgadarzana letI. keTalIka vyaktio niraMtara emanA satsamAgamanI jhaMkhanA sevatI. keTalIka vyaktio emane jJAnI gara ke sadUgara mAnIne emanI AjJA anusAra sAdhanA karatI. emanI pAse keTalIya vyaktioe mumukSu dazA prApta karI to keTalAke samyakdarzana paNa meLavyuM. pratyeka vyaktinA AdhyAtmika jIvana para to emano prabhAva paDato, paNa emanA gRhasthajIvananI vyavahArika bAbato para paNa zrImadda emane jarUrI evo kartavyaparAyaNa rAha batAvatA hatA. zrImadUnA gahana ciMtanasArane rajU karatuM atyaMta viziSTa patrasAhitya ApaNane sAMpaDyuM tenI pAchaLa A sarve mumukSuonI adhyAtmajhaMkhanA kAraNabhUta gaNAya, AthI jagata A mumukSuonuM RNI gaNAya.

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45. mAraga sAcA mila gayA vi. saM. 1947mAM zrImadrane samyakdarzana prApta thayuM. emanI AMtaradazA to nirvikalpa samAdhimaya hatI, paraMtu evomAM navo jhaMjhAvAta Avyo. zrImad kahe che, tyAM Avyo re udaya kAramo, parigraha kArya prapaMca re, jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe eka raMca re, | dhanya re divasa A aho." 24me varSe vi. saM. 1948mAM emanAM karmoe navuM svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM. vyavasAyanI bAhya upAdhi vadhu ne vadhu vadhatI gaI. gauNa ane aMte tyAjya mAnI hatI te bAhya pravRtti vadhu ne vadhu samaya levA lAgI. Ama aMtaraMgabhAvo ane bAhya jIvanavyavahAra vacce bhISaNa gharSaNa jAgyuM. kALa paNa jANe zrImadranI agniparIkSA karato hoya, tevo bAhya vyavahAranI pravRttino vAvaMToLa emanA AMtarika khamIranI vadhu ne vadhu kasoTI karanAro banyo. eka kSaNa rahevuM pasaMda nahotuM evA vyavahAranA prapaMcamAM prArabdhanA udayane kAraNe rahevuM paDyuM, e vidhinI kevI vicitratA ! Ama chatAM zrImanI nirvikalpadazA evI ja deDha ane aDaga rahI. bAhya avarodha ja AMtarika AtmazaktinI pArAzIzI gaNAya. zrImad A samayanI potAnI manaHsthiti darzAvatAM lakhe che : avikalpa samAdhinuM dhyAna kSaNa vAra paNa maTatuM nathI tathApi aneka varSo thayAM vikalparUpa upAdhine ArAdhyA jaIe chIe....... cotarapha upAdhinI jvALA saLagatI hoya te prasaMgamAM samAdhi rahevI e parama duSkara che ane e vAta to parama jJAnI vinA thavI vikaTa che. amane paNa Azcarya thaI Ave che. tathApi e ja prAya varyA ja kare che. evo anubhava che. amane je nirvikalpa nAmanI samAdhi che te to AtmAnI svarUpa-pariNatI vartatI hovAne lIdhe che..... AtmAnA svarUpa saMbaMdhI to prAye nirvikalpapaNuM ja rahevAnuM amane saMbhavita che, kAraNa ke anya bhAvane viSe mukhyapaNe amArI pravRtti ja nathI." Ama zrImadrane upAdhiyoga paNa samAdhiyoga banI rahyo. jJAnI ne ajJAnIjana, sukhaduHkha rahita na koya, jJAna veda vairyathI, ajJAnI vede roya, parama virakta zrImada paramArtha samyakadarzanane pratApe jIvanmukta dazA anubhavI rahyA. avadhuta yogI AnaMdaghane mastIbhera gAyelI "mukti saMsAra beu sama gaNe " e parama zAMta dazA zrImade prApta karI hatI. mokSamArganI prAptino AtmAnaMda kevo hoya tenI mastI ane khumArI pragaTa karatA zrImad AnaMdabhera gAI UThe che, - "mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha; hotA so to jala gayA, bhinna kiyA nija deha." Ama samaye samaye anaMtaguNa viziSTa apUrva AtmadhyAnanI zreNIe ArohaNa karI rahelA zrImad sarvasaMga parityAga na thAya tyAM sudhI pragaTa mArga prakAzavo nahi evo nizcaya kare che. svayaM jaNAve che ke : - nivRtti hoya to bIjAnA paramArtha mATe zuM karavuM te vicArI zakAya, tyAra pachI tyAga joIe ane tyAra pachI tyAga karAvavo joIe. Avo sarva mahAtmAono rivAja che." ati bAhya pravRttinA samayagALAmAM paNa teoe aMdAje bAra mahinA jeTalo samaya to nivRttikSetramAM gALyo hato.

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46. samyakdarzananuM nivAsasthAna samAna ghaTanA kyAreka vicAramAM DubADI de che. munizrI lallujIe sAMbhaLyuM ke suratanA jhaverI lallubhAI dasabAra mahinA bImAra rahyA ane tyArabAda emano deha chUTI gayo. muni zrI lallujI svayaM dasa-bAra mahinAthI bImAra hatA. samAna nAma dharAvatA jhaverInI ghaTanAe munine ciMtAtura karI mUkyA. emane ciMtA thaI ke A deha chUTI jaze to zuM ? sAdhakane mRtyuno bhaya na hoya, kiMtu mRtyu pUrve jIvanamAM Urdhva sthiti pAmavAnI phikara hoya. AthI muni zrI lallujIe zrImanne patra lakhIne samakita ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. tenA uttararUpe anaMta kRpA karI zrImade munirAjane cha padano patra lakhyo. vaLI ema paNa jaNAvyuM ke deha chUTavAno bhaya rAkhavo yogya nathI. zrImad sUrata padhAryA tyAre A cha padanA patranuM emaNe vizeSa vivecana karIne munirAjane eno AdhyAtmika artha samajAvyo. A patrano marma evo hato ke jIvananI yogyatA hoya to tene samyakRtva prApta thAya. zrImad munirAjane A cha padano patra mukhapATha karIne enuM ciMtana-manana karavAnI bhalAmaNa kare che. zrImaddanA adhyAtmajIvananA hRdaya samI tattvanI gaMbhIra vicAraNA A cha padanAM patramAM maLe che. AtmA che, te nitya che, te karmano kartA che, te karmano bhoktA che, mokSa che ane mokSano upAya che. A cha padone mahApravacana gaNAvI tenA upara niraMtara ciMtana, manana ane paryeSaNA karavAnI teo bhalAmaNa karatA hatA. samyakdarzanane rahevAnuM sarvotkRSTa nivAsasthAna eTale A cha padano patra. enA prAraMbhe "ananya zaraNa ApanAra evA zrI sadguru devane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra" evuM mArmika, hRdayasparzI vacana mUkyuM che. Ama A cha padanI prApti sadguru devane AdhIna che. e sadguru bhaktino ananya mahimA varNavatAM zrImade cAra namaskAra darzAvela che. A patramAM sUtrAtmaka zailImAM AtmA-tattvanI yathArtha oLakha ApavAmAM AvI che. cha padane vicAravAthI jIva kaI rIte samyakdarzana pAmI zake tenI spaSTa ane kramika samaja AmAMthI sAMpaDe che. sadguru, sadgurunI bhaktinuM mAhAtmya ane tenA dvArA thatI prApti darzAvIne A patra temaNe pUrNa karyo che, AthI A patra aMgeno pratibhAva ApatAM munizrI lallujI kahe che ke, "jIvane yogyatA hoya to samyaktva prApta thAya tevI vicAraNA utpanna karAve tevo e adbhuta patra che." vi. saM. 1950mAM munizrI lallujI, munizrI devakaraNajI Adi parivArano sUratamAM cAturmAsa hato. A samaye zrImad paNa sUrata padhAryA hatA. muni devakaraNajIe zrImadjIne prazna pUchyo, "munizrI lallujI mane vyAkhyAna ApIne AvuM tyAre abhimAna karyuM kahe che. dhyAna karuM chuM tene taraMgarUpa kahe che. to zuM vItarAga prabhu munizrI lallujInuM kareluM svIkAre ane mAruM na svIkAre evA pakSapAtavALA haze ?" AvA praznano zAMtithI uttara ApatAM zrImade kahyuM, "svacchaMdathI je je karavAmAM Ave che te saghaLuM abhimAna ja che. AsatsAdhana che ane sadgurunI AjJAthI je karavAmAM Ave che te kalyANakArI dharmarUpa satsAdhana che."

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47. seve saguru ke caraNA ahiMsAnI mahAzakti sAme hiMsAno aMte parAjaya thato hoya che. game tevo krura ane nirdaya mAnavI paNa karuNArka hRdaya AgaLa jhUkI jAya che. vinA kAraNe DaMkha deto dRSTiviSa sarpa caMDakauzika ke tophAne caDelA madamasta sAMDha ahiMsAnI prabaLa zakti sAme saumya banI jAya che. eka vakhata zrImadda potAnA mumukSuo sAthe dharmajathI vIrasada jatA hatA. raste cAlatAM sAva sAMkaDI keDI AvI. AkhI maMDaLI e keDImAMthI pasAra thaI rahI hatI, tyAM sAmethI be khuMkhAra mAtelA sAMDha tophAna karatA dhasamasatA AvatA hatA. sAMDhane AvatA joIne anya loko to AsapAsanAM khetaromAM doDI gayA ane salAmata jagA zodhIne lapAI gayA. zrImad sAthe cAlatA sAthIo paNa gabharAI gayA. mAtelA be sAMDha sAkSAt yamarAja jevA lAgyA, AthI jIva mUThImAM vALIne nAsavA lAgyA. kiMtu zrImadranA caherA para e ja zAMti ane saumyatA hatI. emaNe kahyuM, "sAMDha najIka Avaze, tyAre zAMta thaI jaze." zrImadanA vacanamAM sahune zraddhA hatI, paNa sAthe AvuM jAnanuM jokhama kheDavA koI taiyAra nahotA. zrI choTAlAlabhAI ane tenA sAthIo najIkanA khetaramAM chupAI gayA. nirbhaya zrImad zAMtithI potAnA mArga para AgaLa vadhyA. emanI pAchaLa sAyalAnA zrI sobhAgabhAI ane zrI DuMgarazIbhAI cAlatA hatA. khetaramAM chupAIne beThelA zrI choTAlAlabhAIno jIva to tALave coMTI gayo hato. emane hatuM ke hamaNAM A sAMDha zrImad, zrI sobhAgabhAI ane zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne haDapheTamAM leze ane emanA rAma ramI jaze. baMne dhasamasatA sAMDha zrImaddanI samIpa AvyA ane ekAeka zAMta banI gayA, jANe koI tophAna karato vidyArthI zikSakane joIne DAhyo-Damaro banI jAya tevA. e pachI sahue zAMtithI ane nirbhayatAthI A sAMkaDI keDI pasAra karI. zrImaddanI Atmazaktino prabhAva sahune anubhavavA maLyo. eka vakhata zrImad DuMgarazIbhAI ane bIjA keTalAka bhAIo sAthe pharavA nIkaLyA hatA. pAchA pharatI vakhate zrImade DuMgarazIbhAIne pUchyuM ke gAmamAM pravezavAno rasto kyAM che ? zrI DuMgarazIbhAIne rastAno khyAla nahoto tema chatAM temaNe zrImadrane kahyuM, "tame mArI sAthe cAlo. huM rasto batAvIza." zrImadune khabara hatI ke gAmamAM pravezavAno A mArga nathI, tema chatAM teo DuMgarazIbhAI sAthe cAlyA. badhA khoTe raste caDI gayA. tyAre zrImade kahyuM ke je vyakti rastA nathI jANatI te vyakti mokSamArga batAvI zake nahi. Ama kahIne teoe potAnA A kathana para vivecana karyuM. nirvANamArga e agama-agocara che ane sagaranA Azraye zodhI zakAya ema kahIne zrImade sadugarano mahimA darzAvyo, jeNe mokSamArgano rasto jAmyo che tevA pratyakSa jJAnI puruSa ja jIvane mokSanA dhyeya sudhI pahoMcADI zake. mokSano mArga bahAra nathI, paNa AtmAmAM che. rIta " " sa ki. ra OS et de

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48. bhaktinuM pUra | zrImad pratye pUrvabhavanA pitA hoya tevo pUjyabhAva anubhavatA munizrI lallujImAM zrImaddanA satsamAgamanI bhAvanA atyaMta prabaLapaNe pravartatI hatI. zrImad je sthaLe hoya e ja sthaLe teo cAturmAsa thAya tevI bhAvanA rAkhatA. 1948mAM muMbaImAM zrImanA satsaMga kAje munizrI lallujIe muMbaImAM cAturmAsa karyuM. vi. saM. 1950 ane 1951nAM baMne cAturmAsa munizrI lallujIe suratamAM karyA. munizrI lallujInA hRdayamAM zrImad pratye bhaktinuM pUra UmaTayuM hatuM. 'dAsa lallu ne nAme teo zrImaddane atyaMta vinamratAthI bhaktipUrNa patro lakhatA hatA. zrImadUmAM paNa bhArobhAra vinaya hato tethI teoe atyaMta vinamratAthI munizrI lallujIne lakhyuM, "amArA upara tamArI game tevI bhakti ho, bAkI sarva jIvonA ane vizeSe karI dharmajIvanA to ame traNe kALane mATe dAsa ja chIe.' dAsa ane dAsAnudAsa vacce jANe vinaya ane vinamratAnI spardhA cAlatI hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. munizrI lallujIne zrImad pratye agAdha Adara hato, paNa AcAranI bAbatamAM zrImad munidharmanA kaDaka AcArapAlana aMgeno Agraha sevatA. hakIkatamAM zrImadranA mArgadarzane ja munizrI lallujIne emanI munimaryAdAmAM dRDha rAkhyA. saMvata 1952nA paryuSaNamAM zrImad rALajamAM hatA. te samaye munizrI lallujI, munizrI devakaraNajI vagere munionuM cAturmAsa khaMbhAtamAM hatuM. zrImadno parama satsaMga thAya te mATe zrI sobhAgabhAI tathA zrI DuMgarazIbhAI rALajamAM AvyA hatA. khaMbhAtanA mumukSu gRhastho paNa rALajamAM birAjamAna zrImadUnA darzana-satsaMgano lAbha meLavatA hatA. munidharmanI maryAdAne kAraNe munizrI lallujI najIkamAM birAjatA hatA, chatAM potAnA parama premasvarUpa zrImano darzana-lAbha pAmI zakatA nahotA. Ane pariNAme teo akathya viraha vedanA anubhavatA hatA. A viraha asahya banatAM teo eka divasa cAlatAM cAlatAM rALajanA sImADe AvyA. zrImadjInAM darzana pAmavA mATe AjJA meLavavAne aMbAlAlabhAIne bolAvyA, tyAre aMbAlAlabhAIe kahyuM : "tamane AjJA nathI ane kema AvyA cho ?" muni zrI lallujIe uttara Apyo : "AjJA meLavavA mATe to huM ahIM Ubho rahyo chuM. tamane AjJA viruddha lAgatuM hoya to pAcho jato rahuM." zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe kahyuM : "nA ! ema to javA na dauM. mane Thapako maLe. mATe kRpALudeva kahe tema kara. huM pUchI AvuM chuM." aMbAlAlabhAIe A vize pUchatAM zrImade kahyuM : "munizrInA cittamAM asaMtoSa raheto hoya to huM temanI pAse jaIne darzana karAvuM ane temanA cittane viSe zAMti rahe to bhale cAlyA jAya." | munizrI lallujI zrImadranA virahanI agnijvALAmAM saLagI rahyA hatA. A vedanA emanA hRdayane vAraMvAra 2DAvatI hatI. AMkhamAM vahetI azrudhArA sAthe muni lallujI khaMbhAta pAchA AvyA. sadUgurunA virahanI apAra pIDA sAthe munizrI lallujIe upAzrayamAM rAtri vyatIta karI. rekI ka 56 Aro

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My : 49. aAtmArthIaonI dIvAdAMDI zrImadUnA meLApanI tIvra icchAthI AvelA munizrI lallujIno AzAbhaMga thayo, paraMtu emanA hRdayamAM evI deDha zraddhA hatI ke guruAjJA sadaiva kalyANakArI hoya che. zrImajI paNa munizrI lallujInA gurudarzananI pipAsAne jANatA hatA. enA abhAve munizrI lallujInI kevI vikaTa sthiti thaze eno emane khyAla hato. bIje divase savAre zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAI, DuMgarazIbhAI ane zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne khaMbhAta mokalyA. zrI sobhAgabhAIe upAzrayamAM AvIne lallujI munine AzvAsanarUpe kahyuM ke zrImad jAte ja khaMbhAta padhArIne tamArI satsaMgapipAsA chipAvaze. A sAMbhaLIne munizrI lallujInA AnaMdanI sImA na rahI. e pachI zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA ghera ekAMtamAM zrI sobhAgabhAIe zrImade jaNAvelo maMtra kahI saMbhaLAvyo ane sAthosAtha kahyuM, "tamane pAMca mALA pheravavAnI AjJA karI che." - A paristhitine kAraNe munizrI lallujIne zrIsaMghano ghaNo virodha sahana karavo paDyo. teo eka gRhasthane guru mAnatA hovAthI zrIsaMghanA temanA pratyenA bhAvamAM oTa AvI hatI. vaLI mumukSuo dara pUrNimAe rAta-divasa gurubhakti karatA hatA. eka vAra munizrI lallujI emanI sAthe bhakti mATe upAzrayanI bahAra rahyA hatA. keTalAMka zrAvaka-zrAvikAne A vAta pasaMda paDI nahIM. munizrI lallujInI paristhiti evI hatI ke teo zrImad tarapha agAdha bhaktibhAva anubhavatA hatA ane vakhatovakhata teo pratyakSa ane patra dvArA mArgadarzana meLavatA hatA. muni tarIkeno sAmAnya zirasto evo hato ke emaNe vyAkhyAna ApavuM paDe, paraMtu AtmArthI munie zuM karavuM evo savAla munizrI lallujInA manamAM ghoLAto hato. emaNe zrImad pAse A aMge mArgadarzana mAgyuM, tyAre zrImade emane lakhyuM, vyAkhyAna karavuM paDe to karavuM, paNa A kartavyanI haja mArI yogyatA nathI ane A mane pratibaMdha che, ema samajatAM jatAM udAsIna bhAve karavuM. na karavA mATe jeTalA sAmAne rucikara ane yogya prayatna thAya teTalA karavA, ane tema chatAMya jyAre karavuM paDe to upara pramANe udAsIna bhAva samajIne karavuM." | upadezakanuM kartavya zuM hoya ? eNe mAtra potAnI vaktatva chaTAthI AMjI nAkhavAnA hoya ? enAthI ahama poSavAno hoya ? ke pachI upadezaka sarvakALanA sarva AtmArthIone dIvAdAMDIrUpa mArgadarzakanI javAbadArI saMbhALe che ? evo savAla munizrI lallujInA manamAM hato. upadeza ApavAnI yogyatA vize zrImad emane lakhe che, | "yathArtha jJAna utpanna thayA prathama je jIvone upadezakapaNuM vartatuM hoya te jIve je prakAre vairAgya, upazama ane bhaktino lakSa thAya te prakAre prasaMgaprApta jIvone upadeza Apavo ghaTe, ane je prakAre tene nAnA prakAranA asadu Agrahano tathA kevaLa veza-vyavahArAdino abhiniveza ghaTe te prakAre upadeza pariNAmI thAya tema AtmArtha vicArI kahevuM ghaTe, krame karIne te jIvo yathArtha mArganI sanmukha thAya evo yathAzakti upadeza kartavya che." A rIte munizrI lallujI zrImad pAse potAnI jijJAsA pragaTa karatA ane zrImad teone yathAsamaye yathAyogya mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA. kare che. te

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2 jI 50. virahanI padarAvAra vedanA kAviThA, rALaja, vaDavA ane khaMbhAta Adi nivRttikSetramAM zrImadranI adhyAtmasaritA vahetI hatI. bhakti, kriyA ane jJAna aMge teo spaSTa mArgadarzana ApatA hatA. khaMbhAtanI najIka AvelA vaDavAmAM zrImad AvyA. A samaye munizrI lallujI ane anya pAMca munio temanA satsamAgama mATe gayA. zrImade chae munione vaDavAmAM ekAMta sthaLe bolAvyA. A munioe emane namaskAra karyA. teo zrImanA caraNakamaLa pAse besI gayA. munizrI lallujInI sthiti ati saMgharSamaya hatI. eka bAju zrImadda pratye vadhu ne vadhu bhaktinI bharatI AvatI hovAthI milana mATeno talasATa hato, to bIjI bAju munimaryAdAne kAraNe thato zrImano viraha hato. A virahavedanA asahya thatAM munizrI lallujIne lAgyuM ke A munivezane kAraNe ja teo sadaiva saddagurucaraNamAM rahI zakatA nathI. zrImad paNa teone munimaryAdAnA dRDha AcAra mATe satata jAgrata karatA rahetA hatA. - priyajananI virahavedanA keTalI badhI hRdayavidAraka hoya che ! emAM milananA talasATa mATenI tIvra AturatA hoya che. AvI tIvra AturatAne kAraNe ja munizrI lallujIe muhapattI kADhIne AvezamAM AvIne kahyuM, he nAtha, ApanA caraNakamaLamAM mane nizadina rAkho. A muhapattI mAre joItI nathI.... mArAthI samAgamano viyoga sahavAto nathI." ATaluM bolatAM-bolatAM munizrI lallujInI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. munizrInA AvA bhAva joIne zrImadranI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu UmaTI AvyAM. zrImaddanuM komaLa hRdaya munizrI lallujInI virahavedanA joIne raDI UThavuM. emanI AMkhomAMthI vahetI azrudhArA keme karIne aTake nahi. potAnA premasvarUpa zrImaddanI AMkhomAMthI vahetI azruonI dhArAe munizrI lallujInA cittamAM manomaMthana jagAvyuM. emane thayuM ke meM A zuM karI nAkhyuM ? zuM mAre kAraNe teone ATaluM badhuM duHkha thayuM ? mArAthI koI aparAdha thaI gayo lAge che. have huM zuM karuM ? Ama munizrI lallujInA hRdayamAM puSkaLa pazcAttApa thayo. teo UMDA vicAramAM DUbI gayA. A sthiti joIne badhA ja munio mauna besI rahyA. ekAda kalAka sudhI udAsIna maunanuM vAtAvaraNa rahyuM. e pachI zrImade munizrI devakaraNajIne kahyuM, A muhaparI munizrIne Apo ane jaNAvo ke hajI paheravAnI jarUra che." potAnA saddaguru mATenI munizrI lallujInI virahavedano koI virala AtmAo ja anubhavI zake. evo anubhava munizrI lallujI sAthe AvelA anya sahu munione thayo. zrImad aThavADiyA sudhI vaDavAmAM rokAyA ane sarva munione potAnA upadezAmRtano lAbha ApatA rahyA. Ane pariNAme munizrI mohanalAlajI tathA anya munione zrImamAM zraddhA jAgI.

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51. aAtmAnuM, upaniSada saMvata 1952nA bhAdaravA-Aso mahinAmAM gujarAtanAM jaMgalomAM AtmadhyAna karavA mATe zrImad ekAkI vicaratA hatA. tyAMthI ANaMda thaI zrImadjI naDiyAda padhAryA. munizrI lallujI para lakhelA cha padanA patranI nakala zrImade zrI sobhAgabhAIne mokalI. teno mukhapATha karI vAraMvAra enA vize vicAravA AjJA karI hatI. zrI sobhAgabhAIne vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe gadyamAM lakhAyelo cha padano patra kaMThastha karavAmAM muzkelI paDatI hatI, AthI zrImadne padyarUpe lakhI mokalavA vinaMtI karI, jethI saraLatAthI yAda rahe ane kaMThamAM ramyA kare temaja hRdayamAM vasI jAya. - zaradapUrNimAne divase je madhubiMdu chIpamAM paDe te motI bane che, tema A vinaMtI evA samaye ane evA puruSa dvArA thaI ke te zrImanA hRdayamAM 'Atmasiddhi zAstra 'rU5 amulya motI utpanna karavA samartha banI. naDiyAdamAM A ghaTanA banI, Aso vada ekamanA divase zrImad saMdhyA samaya pachI bahArathI AvyA ane sAthe rahelA mahAmumukSu zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne kahyuM : "aMbAlAla ! phAnasa le." | vinayamUrti aMbAlAlabhAI bhaktipUrvaka hAthamAM phAnasa dharIne UbhA rahyA. zrImade meja para rAkhelA kAgaLo para lakhavA mAMDyuM. preraNAno adbhuta strota vahevA lAgyo. gahana jJAnanuM jharaNuM asmalitarUpe vahevA lAgyuM. jANe Urdhva AdhyAtmika bhAvarUpI kalamathI, gahana ciMtananA navanItarU5 zAhIthI, Atamane jagADanArI ane oLakhAvanArI kAvyapaMktio racAvA lAgI. mAtra doDha-be kalAka jeTalA TUMkA samayamAM SaDudarzananA sAra samI AtmasiddhinuM eka ja beThake sarjana thayuM. 'Atmasiddhi ' pote ja svayaM eka svataMtra zAstra che. - 142 gAthAmAM virATa zrutasAgarane zrImade AtmasiddhirUpa gAgaramAM samAvI dIdho. jainadarzananI eka virala viziSTatA e anekAntavAda che ane 'AtmasiddhizAstramAM syAdavAda zailInA Alekhanane kAraNe sarvadarzanono sAra gAgaramAM sAgaranI mAphaka samAI jAya che. enI racanA ziSyanI jijJAsA ane gurunA uttara dvArA karI che. A rIte zaMkA ane samAdhAnanA Alekhana dvArA cha darzanonuM navanIta ApIne jainadarzananI uttamatA pragaTa karI che. AmAM koI dharmanA matanuM khaMDana karavAne badale nAma ApyA vinA mAtra eno vicAra darzAvyo che ane e rIte judAM judAM darzanonA abhiprAya emaNe AlekhyA che. A nAnI kRtimAM sarva dharmanA anuyAyIone mATe AtmAno mahimA gAyo che. AthI ja 'AtmasiddhizAstrane AtmopaniSada tarIke oLakhAvIne prajJAcakSu paM. sukhalAlajI lakhe che, - "Atmasiddhi vAMcatAM ane teno artha punaH punaH vicAratAM ema lAgyA vinA nathI rahetuM ke zrImad rAjacaMdra A A eka nAnakaDI kRtimAM AtmAne lagatuM Avazyaka pUrNa rahasya darzAvI ApyuM che." zrImaddanI A sarvazreSTha racanAmAM emanI AtmasvarUpanI prApti mATenI sAdhanAnuM navanIta sAMpaDe che. A eka anupama amara kRtithI ja zrImaddanuM nAma sadAkALane mATe amara thavA paryApta che.

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POR LONDON 5.2. ghI jevo aAtmA zrImad kAviThA gAmamAM hatA. teo pharavA nIkaLyA tyAre emanI sAthe bIjA ghaNA sAthIo hatA. zrImad nIcI daSTi rAkhIne cAlatA hatA. thoDeka dUra gayA bAda eka strI mAthA para ghAsano bhAro laIne sAmethI cAlI AvatI hatI. e strI bolatI hatI ke A vANiyAo to roja judA judA ThekANe pharyA kare che. koNa jANe emanuM evuM te zuM khovAI gayuM haze ke Ama Thera Thera pharIne zodhyA kare che ! strInA A zabdo zrImaddanA kAne paDyA. emaNe kahyuM, "bahena ! ame amArI zodha karIe chIe." mokSa mATeno parama AtmapuruSArtha jagADatAM zrImad Ama ja kahe ne ? kAviThAnI najIka AvelA vagaDAmAM zrImano upadeza sAMbhaLavA mATe kAviThA gAmanA nizALiyAo AvyA. emane zrImade pUchayuM, "bALako, tamane eka prazna pUchuM. javAba Apazo ?" bALakoe 'hA' kahIne jorathI DokuM dhuNAvyuM. zrImade pUchayuM, "tamArA eka hAthamAM chAzathI bharelo loTo hoya ane bIjA hAthamAM ghIthI bharelo loTo hoya ane raste cAlatAM tamane koIno dhakko lAge to kayA loTAne jALavazo ?" giradhara nAmano nizALiyo bolyo, "ame ghIno loTo sAcavIzuM." zrImade vaLato savAla karyo, "AvuM kema ? ghI ane chAza to ekamAMthI utpanna thAya che, kharuM ne ?" giradhare kahyuM, "chAza DhaLI jAya to ghaNA loko ene pharI vakhata bharI Ape, paNa ghIno loTo koI bharI na Ape." A vAtano sAra samajAvatAM zrImad bolyA, "chAzanA jevA dehane A jIva sAcave che ane ghI samAna AtmAne jato kare che. je AtmAne ghInI jema mUlyavAna jANe che te AtmAne sAcave che ane AMca Ave tyAre chAzanI mAphaka dehane jato kare che. pUrve karma upArjana thayAM eTale te bhogavavArUpe deha maLavAno, paNa kharo jALavavAno to AtmA che." eka vAra zrImad kAviThAmAM pharavA nIkaLyA hatA tyAre emanI pAchaLa pAchaLa keTalAMka chokarAMo gayAM. zrImade potAnI sAthenA bhAIone pAchA javAnuM kahIne A chokarAMone potAnI pAse besADyAM ane darekane jevI AvaDe tevI vArtA kahevAnuM kahyuM. dareka chokarAe vArtA kahI. pachI zrImade chokarAMone pUchayuM ke, "tame gAmamAM bakarI ane pADo joyAM che ?" badhAMe 'hA' kahyA pachI zrImade kahyuM, "gAmanA taLAvamAM pADo ane bakarI pANI pIvA gayAM. pADo pANI pIdhA vinA pAcho Avyo ane bakarI pANI pIne AvI, tevuM zenA kAraNe banyuM haze ?" chokarAMoe kahyuM, "pADo to bahu jabaro hoya che ! e kema pANI pIdhA vinA pAcho Avyo ?" zrImade kahyuM, "pADAmAM evI kuTeva hoya che ke e taLAvanA kAMThe jaIne pANI DahoLe che, jyAre bakarI taLAvanA kAMThe UbhI rahI, nIcI Doka rAkhI pANI pIne cAlI Ave che." A dRSTAMta parathI zrImade kahyuM ke, "keTalAka loko sanduruSo pAse jaIne potAnuM DahApaNa DahoLe che, tethI teo kazuM pAmI zakatA nathI ane bIjAne aMtarAyarUpa bane che. jyAre bIjA prakAranA loko evA hoya che ke jeo satyaruSanI vAtamAM zraddhA kare che, eTale pote pAme che ane bIjAne aMtarAyarUpa banatA nathI."

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53. manano khorAka vibhUtionA jIvananA nAnA nAnA prasaMgomAM paNa gahana bodha samAyelo hoya che. kAviThAmAM vAgaDiyA taLAvanI jagyAe zrImad jJAnavAta karatA hatA, tyAre bAjunA khetaranA pATIdAra zAmaLajIbhAIe A anupama dezya joyuM. sarva koI A mahAtmAnI vAto keTalI badhI ekAgratAthI sAMbhaLe che, AthI zAmaLajIbhAInA hRdayamAM ekAeka bhaktibhAva jAgyo ane khetaramAMthI thoDAM mogarAnAM phUla toDIne zrImanI beThaka para bhaktibhAve mUkyAM ane be hAtha joDI ahobhAvathI emanI sAme UbhA rahyA. | karuNAsiMdhu zrImad bolyA, "nAnI amathI vAtamAM ATalAM badhAM phUla na toDIe." e pachI thoDI vAra aTakIne zrImade kahyuM, tamArI dIkarI hIrAne kAle ArAma thaI jaze." zAmaLajIbhAIe potAnI putrI hIrAne kAviThAthI traNa gAu dUra AvelA sihola gAmamAM paraNAvI hatI. e tyAM ghaNA lAMbA samayathI bImAra hatI. bIjA divase zAmaLajIbhAI putrInI khabara kADhavA enA sAsare gayA tyAre emanI putrI svastha thaI gaI hatI. zrImad zAmaLajIbhAI ke emanI putrIne oLakhatA nahotA, paraMtu pArakAnI pIDA jANanAra zrImade potAnI Atmazaktino AviSkAra darzAvyo. | zrImad kAviThAnA nivRttikSetramAM rahyA hatA tyAre munizrI mohanalAlajIe zrImane pUchyuM, "A mane sthira rahetuM nathI. teno koI upAya batAvo ne ?" | zrImade upAya batAvatAM kahyuM, "eka paLa paNa nakAmI pasAra karavI nahi. vairAgya AdimAM vRddhi kare tevA sArA graMthanuM vAcana-manana karavuM. evuM kazuM na thAya to mALA gaNavI. jo manane navaruM rAkhazo to e kSaNamAM satyAnAza vALI deze. ene savicArarUpa khorAka ApatA rahevo joIe. jema pazune kaMI ne kaMI khAvA joIe, enI AgaLa khANano Topalo mUkyo hoya to te khAdhA kare che tevuM mananuM che. bIjA vikalpo baMdha karavA hoya to manane sarvicArarUpa khorAka Apavo. mana kahe tethI UlaTuM vartavuM. tene vaza thaI taNAI javuM nahi." eka vAra jhaveracaMda zeThanA ghera meDA upara zrImano bodha sAMbhaLIne prAgajIbhAI jeThAbhAIe kahyuM, "sAheba ! bhakti to ghaNI karavI che, paNa bhagavAne ApeluM peTa khAvAnuM mAge che. tethI karIe zuM ?" zrImade kahyuM, "tamArA peTane ame javAba daIe to ?" Ama kahIne zrImade jhaveracaMda zeThane kahyuM, "tame je bhojana karatA ho te prAgajIbhAIne be vakhata Apajo. teo upAzrayanA meDA para besIne nirAMte bhakti kare, paNa zarata eTalI ke nIce koIno varaghoDo jato hoya ke strIo gIta gAtI jatI hoya to bahAra jovA javuM nahi, saMsAranI vAto karavI nahi. koI bhakti karavA Ave to bhale Ave, paNa e sivAya bIjI koI vAta karavI ke sAMbhaLavI nahi." zrImaddanI A vAta ane zarata sAMbhaLIne prAgajIbhAI bolyA, "oha ! amArAthI e pramANe rahevAya nahi." tyAre zrImade kahyuM ke, "A jIvane bhakti karavI nathI eTale peTa AgaLa dhare che. bhakti karatAM koNa bhUkhe marI gayuM ? jIva Ama chetarAya che." kama pa ( vI.

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54. bIjuM raTaNa na ho ! zrImad ane zrI sobhAgabhAI vacceno saMbaMdha koI viziSTa saMbaMdha hato. vi. saM. 1946nA bhAdaravA mAsathI zarU thayelo e AdhyAtmika meLApa sAta varSa sudhI cAlyo. jetapuramAM baMneno prathama meLApa thayo te pachI baMne sAmAnya rIte varSe ekAda vakhata maLatA. zrImad nivRtti arthe gujarAtamAM jatA tyAre temano meLApa vizeSa thato. muMbaImAM paNa zrImad ane sobhAgabhAInuM maLavAnuM banyuM hatuM. zrI sobhAgabhAI kaccha najIka aMjAramAM dukAna dharAvatA hatA. emanI Arthika sthiti ghaNI mUMjhavanArI hatI. Ave samaye zrImad emane yogya mArgadarzana paNa ApatA hatA. vyAvahArika ciMtAthI akaLAvAne badale ene samabhAve sahana karavAnuM kahetA, "je ciMtAnA upadrave tame muMjhAo cho, te ciMtA-upadrava koI zatru nathI.... saMsAranI jhALa joI ciMtA bhajazo nahIM, ciMtAmAM samatA rahe to te AtmaciMtana jevI che.... AtmAmAM vizeSa AkuLatA na thAya tema rAkhazo. je thavA yogya haze te thaI raheze. ane AkuLatA karavAthI paNa je thavA yogya haze te thaze, tenI sAthe AtmA paNa aparAdhI thaze." A rIte paramasakhA sobhAgabhAI paramArthamAM dRDha bane te mATe zrImad emane mArgadarzana ApatA rahyA. vi. saM. 1953nA vaizAkha mahinAmAM zrI sobhAgabhAIne maLavA mATe zrImad sAyalA gayA. e samaye zrI sobhAgabhAIne chellA ATha mahinAthI jhINo tAva raheto hato. zrImade sobhAgabhAIne bodha Apyo. zrImA prathama meLApathI ja zrI sobhAgabhAIne zrImad pratye pUjyabhAva jAgrata thayo hato. kramekrame e pUjyabhAva vadhato gayo. eka pativratA nArInI mAphaka zrImad pratye emanI parama bhakti thaI. teone ananya zaraNa pAmyAno AnaMda hato. zrImad chelle sAyalA padhAryA tyAre emane vaLAvavA jatI vakhate rastAmAM nadI AvI. vahelI prabhAtano e samaya hato. kSitijanA kinArethI dhIre dhIre UgatA sUryanAM kiraNo pRthvIpaTane ajavALatAM hatAM. A samaye zrI sobhAgabhAIe jaNAvyuM, "UgatA sUryanI sAkhe, nadInI sAkhe, satpuruSanI sAkhe A sobhAgane ApanA sivAya bIjuM raTaNa na ho !" jenI prApti pachI anaMtakALanuM yAcakapaNuM dUra thaI jAya ane sarvakALane vize ayAcakapaNuM prApta thAya evo jo koI taraNa-tAraNa hoya to tene jANavo ane bhajavo. zrImA satsamAgamamAM sobhAgabhAIne samyakUjJAna ane AtmadazA vadhAravAno amUlya lAbha prApta thayo. 'zrI AtmasiddhizAstra'nI 142 gAthAnI racanA maLyA bAda zrI sobhAgabhAI dhanyatAno anubhava kare che ane jaNAve che ke have kazuM mAgavAnuM rahetuM nathI. zrI AtmasiddhinI 127mI gAthA pachI zrImade racelI A vadhArAnI gAthA enI sAkSI pUre che, "zrI subhAgya ne zrI acaLa, Adi mumukSu kAja; tathA bhavyahita kAraNe, kahyo bodha sukhasAja.

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Si A SAS S D 55. amara pannatrayI anaMtakALe je apurva yoga maLyo che te saphaLa thAya te mATe zrI sobhAgabhAIe zrImaddane sAyalA AvavAnI karelI vinaMtIno svIkAra karIne premamUrti zrImade sAyalAmAM dasa divasanI sthiratA karI. e pachI vizeSa satsaMga karAvavAnA hetuthI zrImad sobhAgabhAIne iDara laI javA icchatA hatA. A vAta jANIne zrI sobhAgabhAInA putra cuMbakabhAIe kahyuM, sobhAgabhAIne AvA kSINa zarIre gharanI bahAra laI javA devAnuM emanA haiye besatuM nathI. AvA vyAdhigrasta zarIrano bharoso kema rAkhI zakAya ? vaLI iDaramAM temane kaMI thAya to duniyA amane gAMDA gaNe." zrImad vyaMbakabhAIno manobhAva pArakhI gayA. emaNe cuMbakabhAIne kahyuM, "yaMbaka, tame sahu phikara karo mA, kAraNa ke zrI sobhAgabhAInI sevA tathA uttarakriyA tArA hAthathI ja thaze." zrImaddanAM A vacano sAMbhaLIne cUMbakabhAIne zAMti thaI. zrI sobhAgabhAI dasa divasa iDara rokAyA. iDaranA nivRttikSetramAM zrImade potAnA paramArtha suhRda zrI sobhAgabhAI mATe paramArtha bodhanI amRtavarSA varSAvI. e pachI sobhAgabhAI sAyalA pAchA AvyA ane zrImad muMbaI gayA. - zrI sobhAgabhAInI zArIrika sthiti kSINa thatI jatI hatI. zrImade emanI aMtima avasthA jANI lIdhI, AthI muMbaIthI apurva AtmajAgRti arthe aMtima ArAdhanAmAM parama upakArI thaI paDe evA traNa amara patro (patrAMka : 779, 780, 781) lakhIne mokalyA. zrImadranA samagra mumukSumaMDaLamAM zrI sobhAgabhAI mUrdhanya sthAne hatA ane zrImanA patrasAhityamAM sauthI vadhu patro zrI sobhAgabhAIne uddezIne lakhAyA che, e patromAM A traNa amarapatro kaLazarU 5 che. enI evI camatkArika asara zrI sobhAgabhAI para thAya che ke A patro e emanA AtmasAkSAtkAranuM kAraNa bane che. mokSamArga darzAvatI A patronI ratnatrayI mAnavIne aMta samayanI ArAdhanA mATe apUrva mArgadarzaka bane tevI che. sarva zAstronA nicoDarUpa A traNa patronI potAnA AtmA para thayelI prabhAvaka asara pragaTa karatAM vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha vada chaThThanA divase zrI sobhAgabhAI zrImadda aMtima patra lakhatAM jaNAve che, | "A kAgaLa chello lakhI jaNAvuM chuM. jeTha suda 9 budhavAre martaka che, evo AgaLa bhAsa thayela. te suda 9nuM banyuM nahi. chatAM te tArIkha gaI. to jeTha vada 9ne budhavAre che. ghaNuM karI te tArIkhe martaka thAze. ema khAtrI che. have A pAmara sevaka upara badhI rIte Apa kRpAdRSTi rAkhazo.... ane deha ne AtmA judo che. deha jaDa che, AtmA caitanya che. te cetanano bhAga pratyakSa judo samajavAmAM Avato nahoto. paNa dina 8 thayAM ApanI kRpAthI anubhavagocarathI bephATa pragaTa judo dekhAya che ane rAtadivasa A cetana ane A deha judA, ema ApanI kRpAdRSTithI sahaja thaI gayuM che. e Apane saheja jaNAvA lakhyuM che. " - e pachI zrI sobhAgabhAInA dhAryA karatAM eka divasa moDo eTale ke vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha vada dasamane divase emaNe samAdhistha bhAve dehatyAga karyo. ka ma re ,

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56. tane namaskAra ho ! vi. saM. 1953nA jeTha vada dasamane divase savAre 10-50 vAgye zrI sobhAgabhAIe dehatyAga karyo. zrImade A samaya potAnA jJAnabaLathI jANI lIdho. roja garama pANIthI snAna karatAM zrImadda e samaye paherelAM kapaDAM sAthe ThaMDA pANIe snAna karavA besI gayA. thoDA kalAka bAda zrI sobhAgabhAInA dehAMtano tAra maLyo. Ama sekaDo mAIla dUra banelI zrI sobhAgabhAInA dehotsarganI kSaNane zrImade e ja kSaNe svayaM jJAnabaLathI jANI lIdhI. zuddha upayogathI jJAnanI ati nirmaLatAne kAraNe AvuM banyuM. zrI sobhAgabhAInA samAdhimaraNanI sthiti vize e samayanA sAkSI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe zrImadda para vigate patra lakhyo. paramArthasakhA zrI sobhAgabhAInA virahanI sauthI vadhu vedanA anubhavI nirmohasvarUpa saMvedanazIla zrImade. potAnA para upakAra karanAra zrI sobhAgabhAInA bhavya AtmAne aMjali ApatAM emanA putra traMbakalAla paranA AzvAsanapatramAM zrImadda lakhe che, Arya zrI sobhAge jeTha vada 10 guruvAre savAre daza ne pacAsa miniTe deha mUkyAnA samAcAra vAMcI ghaNo kheda thayo che. jema jema temanA adbhuta guNo pratye dRSTi jAya che, tema tema adhika kheda thAya che. jIvane dehano saMbaMdha e ja rIte che. tema chatAM paNa anAdithI te dehane tyAgatAM jIva kheda pAmyA kare che, ane temAM deDha mohathI ekapaNAnI peThe varte che; janmamaraNAdi saMsAranuM mukhya bIja e ja che. zrI sobhAge tevA dehane tyAgatAM moTA munione durlabha evI nizcala asaMgatAthI nija upayogamaya dazA rAkhIne apUrva hita karyuM che, emAM saMzaya nathI. vaDIlapaNAthI tathA temanA tamArA pratye ghaNA upakAra hovAthI, tema ja temanA guNanA adbhutapaNAthI temano viyoga tamane vadhAre khedakAraka thayo che; ane thavA yogya che..... samAgamamAM AvelA mumukSuone zrI sobhAganuM smaraNa saheje ghaNA vakhata sudhI rahevA yogya che..... A kSetre A kALamAM zrI sobhAga jevA viralA puruSa maLe ema amane vAraMvAra bhAse che..... zrI sobhAga mumukSu e vismaraNa karavA yogya nathI.... zrI sobhAganI saraLatA, paramArtha saMbaMdhI nizcaya, mumukSu pratye upakAratA Adi guNo vAraMvAra vicAravA yogya che. zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH " potAnA paramArtha jIvana sAthe gADha rIte saMkaLAyelA potAnA hRdayarUpa parama vizrAma paramArthasakhA zrI sobhAgabhAIno viraha mahinAo sudhI anubhavyo e samaye anya mumukSuone lakhelA patromAM paNa zrI sobhAgabhAInA uttamottama guNonuM smaraNa karatA hatA. sAta varSanA baMnenA paramArtha saMbaMdhamAM pa60 divasa baMne sAthe rahyA hatA ane zrI sobhAgabhAI paranA patromAM pragaTa thatI zrImadranI aMtaraMga dazA parama jJAnAvatAra zrImadranI oLakha ApI gaI. parama kRpALudevanA paramArthasakhA zrI sobhAgabhAIne kAraNe ja sAyalA e mumukSuo mATe tIrthadhAma banyuM. zrImad kahe che ke, "zrI sobhAga mumukSu e vismaraNa karavA yogya nathI." potAnI hAthanoMdhamAM parama premamaya bhAvapUrNa namaskAra karatAM zrImad lakhe che, he zrI sobhAga ! tArA satsamAgamanA anugrahathI AtmadazAnuM smaraNa thayuM te arthe tane namaskAra ho." najara to devI dAda 3) va phATaza che

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57. karuNA karI apAra zrImA banevI TokarazIbhAInA zarIramAM pleganI gAMTha thaI. dardanI apAra vedanA to hatI ja, paNa emAM vaLI sannipAta thaI gayo. e satata arthahIna rIte bolatA hatA. vAraMvAra bahAra bhAgI javAno prayatna karatA. cAra majabUta vyaktio emane pakaDIne rAkhatI hatI. zrImad emanI khabara jovA mATe AvyA tyAre sahue kahyuM ke TokarazIbhAI nAsabhAga kare che, mATe tame dUrathI ja emanAM khabaraaMtara jANI lejo. najIka jazo nahIM. zrImade kahyuM, "TokarazIbhAI bhAgaze nahIM. tame badhA dUra UbhA raho." zrImad snehapUrvaka TokarazIbhAInI pAse jaIne beThA. pAMceka miniTamAM TokarazIbhAI sAvadhAna thaI gayA. emaNe vinamratAthI zrImadna pUchyuM, "Apa kyAre AvyA ?" zrImade pUchyuM, "tamArI tabiyata kema che ?" TokarazIbhAIe kahyuM, "ThIka che, paNa gAMThanI pIDA asahya che." Ama kahIne TokarazIbhAI aDadho kalAka sudhI zAMta rahyA. zrImad aDadho kalAka bAda pAchA pharyA. dukAne gayA. e samaye TokarazIbhAIne ekAeka sannipAta UpaDatAM zrImane dukAnethI bolAvavA mANasa doDato doDato Avyo. zrImade ene vidAya ApatAM kahyuM ke jema banavAnuM hoya tema bane che. zrImad e samaye tyAM gayA nahIM. sAMjanA sAteka vAgye vaLI TokarazIbhAInI khabara jovA gayA. TokarazIbhAI pAse beThA. teo hAtha, AMkha ane hoThanA izArA karatA hatA. thoDI vAre TokarazIbhAI bhAnamAM AvatAM zrImade pUchyuM, "kema che ?" TokarazIbhAIe kahyuM, "have sAruM che. gAMThanI pIDA thatI nathI.' TokarazIbhAI eka zloka bolyA tyAre zrImade emane A zloka kyAM sAbhaLyo hato ema pUchyuM. TokarazIbhAIe kahyuM ke, "iDaranA jaMgalamAM," vaLI thoDI vAra pachI zrImade emane "kema che ?" ema pUchyuM tyAre TokarazIbhAI bolyA, "AnaMda, AnaMda ! AvI sthiti meM koI divasa anubhavI nathI." eTalAmAM zrImade eka vakhata hAthano izAro TokarazIbhAInA mukha tarapha karyo ane bolyA ke, "mahetAno deha chUTI gayo che. poNA kalAka sudhI emanI pAse jazo nahi." padamazIbhAIe zrImadne pUchyuM, "mahetAnI bAbatamAM Azcaryajanaka zuM gaNAya ?" zrImade kahyuM, "zvAsano vAyu sAtheno saMbaMdha chUTo paDethI prANa cAlyo jAya ema kahevAya che. e vakhate jIvane jevI lezyA hoya tevI gati thAya che. yogabaLe jIvonI lezyA pheravI zakAya che." zrImad yogazaktinA camatkAra kadI pragaTa karatA nahIM. paraMtu anAyAse emanA banevI zrI TokarazIbhAI mahetAnI bImArImAM enI jhalaka jovA maLI. zrImad muMbaImAM hatA tyAre emane tyAM lallu nAmano nokara ghaNAM varSo sudhI kAma karato hato. eka vAra lallune gaMbhIra mAMdagI AvI. ene gAMTha nIkaLI. A samaye zrImad svayaM enI sevA-cAkarI karavA lAgyA. enI tamAma saMbhALa letA hatA. zrImaddnI AvI sevA-zuzruSA joIne sahu koIne Azcarya thatuM. zrImade to enuM mAthuM potAnA khoLAmAM rAkhIne cheka aMta sudhI enI saMbhALa lIdhI. sUkSmamAM sUkSma jaMtunI vedanA jANI zakanAra zrImad potAnI sevA-cAkarI karanAra nokaranI upekSA kaI rIte kare ? paraduHkhabhaMjana zrImade nokaranA AtmAne potAnA jevo ja AtmA jANyo. nokara lallu paNa sadgurunA caraNa samIpa rahI dehano tyAga karatAM potAnI gati sudhArI gayo. Ama nigraMtha mahAtmAonAM darzana ane samAgama muktinI samyak pratIti karAve che.

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58. apUrva avasara 1952nA dvitIya jeTha suda ekamanA divase 28 varSanA zrImad bhAgIdArImAMthI chUTA thayA. potAno saghaLo dhaMdhAkIya vahIvaTa ane tamAma artha-saMpatti nAnA bhAI zrI manasukhabhAInA nAme karI dIdhAM. e pachI zrImad vacce vacce kvacita thoDo samaya zrI revAzaMkarabhAI ane nAnA bhAI manasukhabhAInA saMtoSa khAtara muMbaI AvatA hatA. vi. saM. 195ra pachI zrImade tyAgI jIvana jIvavAnI zarUAta karI. AMtarika asaMgatA to hatI ja, paNa have to bAhya asaMgatA prApta karavAnA prayatno cAlu karyA. sUvA mATe gAdaluM rAkhatA nahi. DAMsa-macchara AdinA upadravo zAMtithI sahana karatA. ardha rAtrie UThIne jaMgalamAM jaIne dhyAna dharatA. sAva sAdo khorAka letA. amuka vakhate mAtra bAphelAM zAkabhAjI letA. amuka vakhate AkhA divasanA khorAkarUpe eka vAra be rUpiyAbhAra loTanI roTalI ane thoDuM dUdha letA. kyAreka divasamAM eka ja vAra ghI-dUdhanI banAvelI rasoI letA. Ama sarvasaMgaparityAganI pUrvataiyArIrUpe kaDaka saMyamapAlanano zrImade prAraMbha karyo. A AdhyAtmika mArgamAM 'bAhyAMtara nigraMtha thavA mATeno temano prayatna hato. sarva sAMsArika baMdhanothI para thaIne aMtaramAM apUrva avasaranA ujAsanI taiyArI cAlatI hatI. vi. saM. 1953mAM vavANiyAnA gharamAM mAtuzrI devamAM bImArIne kAraNe DholiyA para sUtA hatA; tyAre mAtAnI sevAmAM sadA tatpara evA DholiyA para beThelA zrImade ananya padanI racanA karI. emanA aMtaramAMthI AvuM apUrva kAvya pragaTyuM : apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze ? kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo ? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha jo.....1. apUrva." AMtarika rIte to pote nigraMtha hatA ja, kiMtu bAhya rIte paNa nigraMtha thavAnI utkaTa icchA emaNe A padamAM pragaTa karI che. AgrAno tAjamahAla zilpakalAno sarvotkRSTa namUno che, tema AdhyAtmika vizvanA bhavya zikhara paranA guNasthAnano ArohaNakrama sUcavatuM A kAvya apUrva marmagAmI kAvyakalAno namUno che. ekavIsa kaDInA A nAnA kAvyamAM virATa tattvajJAna chupAyeluM che. AmAM mAnavIne enA lakSyasthAna mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavAno vikAsakrama zrImade jaina AgamonI paripATI anusAra darzAvyo che. sauthI nimna mithyAtvanI bhUmikAthI mAMDIne siddhapadanI sarvocca dezA sudhInA jIvanA kramika UrdhvarohaNane cauda guNasthAna tarIke jainadarzanomAM oLakhAvyAM che. 'apUrva avasara ' kAvyamAM cothA guNasthAnathI caudamA guNasthAne rahelA jIvanI sthitinuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. A kAvya atyaMta saraLa bhASAmAM laya ane tAlanA mAdhurya sAthe racAyuM che. enuM gAna vyaktine AnaMdanI apUrva mastImAM lIna karI de che. AdhyAtmika mArganAM ati guDha tattvo ane alaukika rahasyothI bharapUra A kAvya vyaktine svaye ucca dazAnI yAtrA karAve che. AvI vizeSatAne kAraNe ja mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe potAnA priya kAvya tarIke ene 'Azrama bhajanAvali'mAM sthAna ApyuM hatuM. 29 varSanI yuvAna vaye eka ja beThake racAyeluM A kAvya zrImadnI aMtaraMga dazAnuM hRdayaMgama pratibiMba jhIle che ane emanA Atmika vikAsanI jhAMkhI karAve che. KC SY A SAS Ste

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pa9. mAtra mokSa abhilASa parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa AvyA. vi. saM. 1954nA zrAvaNa vadamAM kAviThA gAmamAM zrImade paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karI ane karAvI. A parama satpaSanA sAMnidhyano lAbha zrI jhaveracaMdabhAI ane anya mumukSuoe lIdho. dharmabhAvanAnuM anupama vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM. zrImadda premathI jemane "zukadevajI' kahIne bolAvatA hatA te mahAnubhAva zrI popaTalAlabhAI maho kamacaMdane kAviThAmAM zrImadUnI jJAnI mahAtmA tarIke oLakhANa thaI. zrImadUnA samAgamamAM zrI popaTalAlabhAI ghaNA moDA AvyA, to paNa temanI mumukSatA, bhakti Adi viziSTa yogyatAne kAraNe alpa samayamAM ja teo ghaNuM grahaNa karI zakyA. kAviThAmAM zrImaddanA utArAnuM makAna ane zrI jhaveracaMda zeThanA makAna vacce aMtara hatuM. zrI jhaveracaMda zeThanA makAnamAM aMbAlAlabhAI zrImad mATe rasoI karato. A samaye potAnA utArAnA makAnamAM zrImad je bodha ApatA hoya te jhaveracaMda zeThanA makAnamAM rasoI banAvatA aMbAlAlabhAInI smRtimAM Avato hato. bIje divase e smRtinA AdhAre zrImadjIe karelo upadeza lakhIne lAvatA hatA. kAviThAthI zrImad vasonI AsapAsanA vanapradezamAM padhAryA ane eka mahino tyAM rahyA. parama vItarAgabhAvamAM nimagna zrImade ahIM cAturmAsa karI rahelA munizrI lallujI Adi munigaNa tathA motIlAlabhAI bhAvasAra vagerene bodha Apyo. AtmArAmI zrImad vanamAM ekalA nIkaLI paDatA hatA, dhyAnamAM lIna rahetA ane potAnI suprasiddha dhUnothI vana-vagaDAo gajavatA ane bhavyajanone jagAvatA. vasothI uttarasaMDAnA pradezamAM zrImadjI padhAryA tyAre A ekAMta nirjana sthaLe AvelI taLAvaDInA kAMThA paranA bAganI vacce eka nAnakaDuM makAna bhaktivAna zrI motIlAla bhAvasAre zodhI rAkhyuM hatuM. zrImadjI temAM rahetA hatA. A vanakSetre sevAbhAvI zrI motIlAla bhAvasArane zrImadda sAthe ghaNA smaraNIya prasaMgo banyA hatA. teonI jJAnavArtAmAM mumukSuone eTalo badho AnaMdollAsa Avato ke AkhI rAta kyAM pasAra thaI jAya teno khyAla paNa raheto nahi. zrImadnI nidrA bahu alpa hatI. nidrA e jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI prakRti che ane e AvaraNa jema ochuM thAya tema nidrA ochI thAya. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA bhagavAna mahAvIre sADA bAra varSa tapazcaryA karI temAM mAtra aDadho kalAke nidrA lIdhI hatI. ekAMta sAdhanA mATe jatA zrImad kyAreka motIlAlabhAIne sAthe laI jatA. eka vAra motIlAlabhAI para karuNAbhAva rAkhIne bodha ApatAM zrImade kahyuM, | "tame pramAdamAM zuM paDyA cho ? vartamAnamAM mArga evA kAMTAthI bharyA che ke kAMTA khaseDatAM amane je zrama veThavo paDyo che te amAro AtmA jANe che. jo vartamAnamAM jJAnI hota to ame temanI pUMThe pUMThe cAlI jAta. paNa temane pratyakSa jJAnIno yoga che, chatAM evA yogathI jAgrata thatA nathI. pramAda dUra karo. jAgrata thAo. ame jyAre vIra prabhunA chellA ziSya hatA te vakhatamAM laghuzaMkA jeTalo pramAda karavAthI amAre ATalA bhava karavA paDyA. paNa jIvone pratyakSa jJAnI puruSonI oLakhANa ghaNI ja durlabha che." nIti di SON - GOOGze.

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je 60. jJAnI puruSano yoga uttarasaMDAnA vanakSetranA eka baMgalAmAM zrImad ekAMtasAdhanA mATe rahyA. paMdareka divasa aMbAlAlabhAI emanI sevAmAM rahyA, paraMtu taddana ekAMta nivRttinI icchA hovAthI aMbAlAlabhAIne saghaLo sAmAna laIne javAnI AjJA karI. ekamAtra motIlAlabhAIne potAnI pAse rAkhyA. badho sAmAna jato hato tyAre motIlAlabhAIe potAnA mATe eka gAdaluM ane pANI pIvAno loTo rAkhI lIdhAM. aMbAlAlabhAIe vidAya letI vakhate motIlAlabhAIne sUcanA ApI ke teo zrImadanuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhe. eka vAra vanamAM sAdhanA karIne rAtre sADA dasa vAge zrImad pAchA AvyA tyAre hIMcakA para pAthareluM gAdaluM joyuM. zrImade pUchayuM ke badho sAmAna mokalI ApyA pachI A gAdaluM kyAMthI AvyuM ? motIlAlabhAI bolyA ke, A eka gAdaluM mAre mATe rAkhyuM che te pAtharyuM che. zrImade emane gAdaluM levAnuM kahyuM, paraMtu motIlAlabhAInA Agrahane kAraNe gAdaluM rahevA devuM paDyuM. zrImad gAdalA para zayana kare evI motIlAlabhAInI bhAvanA hatI. rAtre UThIne motIlAlabhAI zrImanI pAse AvyA tyAre joyuM to gAdaluM nIce paDyuM hatuM ane zrImad para eTalA badhA macchara beThA hatA ke jANe maccharanI cAdara oDhI na hoya ! motIlAlabhAIe zrImadne eka dhotiyuM oDhADI dIdhuM. moDI rAte tapAsa karatAM khyAla Avyo ke dhotiyuM zarIra parathI nIce paDI gayuM hatuM. maccharoe zrImadnA zarIre DaMkha mAryA hatA. zrImad gAthAo bolatA hatA. motIlAlabhAIe vaLI pAchI cAdara zrImadranA zarIra para oDhADI, paraMtu dhyAnalIna zrImaddane dehanI paravA kyAMthI hoya ? emano dehAdhyAsa evo chUTI gayo hato ke dehanuM lagabhaga vismaraNa thaI gayuM hatuM. jema ghaDAne jonAro ghaDAthI bhinna che tema AtmAne jonAro dehathI bhinna che evI zrImamAM spaSTa jAgRti pravartatI hatI. pariNAme game teTalA upasarga thavA chatAM zrImad svarUpamAM magna rahetA. uttarasaMDA bAda motIlAlabhAI sAthe teo vanakSetre 23 divasa rahyA. kheDAnA pradezamAM zrImaddanI sAthe motIlAlabhAI cAlatA hatA. evAmAM eka lImaDAnuM vRkSa AvyuM, jenA para mojathI eka vAMdaro beTho hato. zrImanI enA para najara paDI ane emanA mukhamAMthI ApoApa vAkyo sarI paDyAM. emaNe hasatAM-hasatAM kahyuM, mahAtmA, parigrahathI rahita cho ane apratibaMdha sthaLa bhogavo cho, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke Ama mokSa nathI." zabdonI sapATI parathI A vAkyo joIe to te ramUjabharyA lAge, kiMtu AmAM gahana artha chupAyelo che. A sAmAnya lAgatA zabdonI bhItaramAM gahana ane arthagaMbhIra mokSamArgano siddhAMta samAyelo che. teoe kahyuM ke tyAgI thaIne ghanaghora vanamAM rahIne AtmapuruSArtha sAdhavA chatAM kalyANa sadhAtuM nathI. anaMtakALa sudhI jIva potAnI rIte prayatna karyA kare to paNa jJAna pAmI zakato nathI. paraMtu jJAnInI AjJAno ArAdhaka banIne cAle, to tene aMtarmuhartamAM paNa kevaLajJAna prApta thaI jAya che. pArasamaNinA sparzathI jema loha suvarNa banI jAya tema jJAnI sagaranA saMgathI AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya che.

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61. laukika ghaTanA : alaukika bodha uttarasaMDAmAM nivRtti arthe gayelA zrImaddane taddana ekAMta joItuM hatuM. emaNe badhI ja cIjavastuo pAchI mokalAvI dIdhI. rasoIno sAmAna paNa emaNe pAcho mokalI dIdho. A samaye motIlAlabhAIe zrImadUne pUchavuM ke rasoInI saghaLI sAdhanasAmagrI pAchI kema mokalI dIdhI che, have khAIzuM-pIzuM zuM ? enA mATe koIka vyavasthA karavI paDaze. zrImano AhAra ati alpa hato. vaLI AcArazuddhinI mAphaka AhArazuddhi vize teo sadaiva jAgrata rahetA, AthI zrImade motIlAlabhAIne kahyuM ke tame naDiyAda jAva. tamArI patnIne snAna karIne rasoI banAvavAnuM kahejo. mAre mATe roTalI ane zAka banAvaDAvajo. ATaluM kahIne vaLI tAkIda karI ke rasoI mATe lokhaMDanuM vAsaNa vApare nahi temaja zAkamAM pANI, tela nAkhe nahi | motIlAlabhAI naDiyAda gayA. zrImadUnI sUcanA mujaba bhojana taiyAra karAvyuM. A krama barAbara goThavAI gayo. eka vAra motIlAlabhAIe potAnAM patnIne sucanA ApI ke je samaye phAsTa gADI pasAra thAya che te pachI jamavAnuM laIne tame baMgalA tarapha Avajo, e baMgalAthI traNa-cAra khetara dUra besajo. huM AvIne tamArI pAsethI jamavAnuM laI jaIza. uttarasaMDAmAM ekAMta sAdhanA arthe zrImad A baMgalAmAM rahetA hatA. banyuM evuM ke motIlAlabhAInI goThavaNamAM goTALo thayo. emanAM patnI to cheka baMgalA sudhI AvI pahoMcyAM. baMgalAmAM zrImad birAjamAna hatA. motIlAlabhAInAM patnIe zrImanne bhojana aMge motIlAlabhAIe karelI goThavaNanI vAta karI. A vAtanI motIlAlabhAIne khabara paDI eTale emanA gussAno pAra na rahyo. eka to emanI saghaLI goThavaNa UMdhI vaLI gaI, ethIya vizeSe to zrImane Ano khyAla Avyo. | motIlAlabhAIe emanAM patnIne khUba Thapako Apyo. zrImadune Ano khyAla AvatAM emaNe motIlAlabhAIne bolAvyA ane kahyuM, zA mATe tame khijAyA ? tame dhaNIpaNuM bajAvo cho. Ama thavuM joIe nahi. tamAre to upakAra mAnavo joIe. AThamA bhave teo mokSa pAmavAnA che. emane ahIM AvavA do." Ama kahIne zrImad motIlAlabhAInAM patnIne maLyA. vaLI sAthosAtha evo bodha paNa Apyo ke, "tame pramAda choDIne jAgrata thAva, maMda puruSArthathI kema varto cho ? Avo yoga mahA vikaTa che. mahA puNya karIne Avo yoga prApta thayo che ane vyartha zA mATe gumAvo cho ?" adhyAtmanA zikhare palAMThI vALIne beThelA zrImaddanuM karuNALu hRdaya mAnavIya saMvedanAothI dhabakatuM hatuM, AthI ja teoe motIlAlabhAIne Thapako Apyo. | vibhUtionA jIvananI AvI nAnI ghaTanAo paNa emanA hRdayanI vizALatAno ane mAnavatAno sparza karAve che. bhautika jagatamAM banatI sthaLa ghaTanAomAMthI vyaktine jagADIne zrImadda emane AdhyAtmika dazA tarapha dorI jatA hatA. Jan Education intamational For Personal Private Lise Only

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62. paramapuruSa prabhu saguru kAviThAmAM jhaveracaMda zeThanA meDA para vasatA zrImad madharAte koIne paNa kahyA vagara ekalA jaMgalamAM cAlyA jatA. zrImaddanuM dhyAna rAkhavAnI javAbadArI lallubhAI nAmanA eka bAraiyAne soMpI hatI. tene dAdarA AgaLa suvaDAvatA. paraMtu zrImad rAtrinA eka-be vAge jaMgalamAM cAlyA jatA. lallubhAI rAtre tapAsa kare to zrIma yArImAM hoya nahIM. AthI zeTha jhaveracaMda, ratanacaMda, veNIcaMda vagere aMdhArI rAtre phAnasa laIne emane zodhavA jatA tyAre mIThujInA kUvA para dhyAnastha zrImanAM darzana thatAM. | saM. 1954mAM zrImad kheDA padhAryA. A samaye rAvabahAdura narasiMharAmanA baMgalAmAM teono nivAsa hato. eka divasa . pUjAbhAI somezvara bhaTTa zrImad pAse AvyA. A samaye zrImad eka graMtha vAMcI rahyA hatA. e graMthamAMthI emaNe pUjAbhAIne vAraMvAra eka zloka batAvyo. e zlokano bhAvArtha hato, "mAruM citta, mArI cittavRttio eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke koI maga A zarIrane joI ja rahe. bhaya pAmI nAsI na jAya !'' mArI cittavRtti eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke koI vRddha mRga jenA mAthAmAM khUjalI AvatI hoya te A zarIrane jaDapadArtha jANI potAnuM mAthuM khujalI maTADavA A zarIrane ghase !" (kramAMka 850) A prasaMga zrImad AnaMdapUrvaka samajAvatA hatA. AmAM sahaja rIte svarUpamAM sthira thayelA zrImanAM darzana sAMpaDe che ane A darzananA gahana marmane pragaTa karatAM zrImad kahe che, "cittanI zAMti thavAthI eTaluM sthira thaI javAya ke bAhya rIte pazu-paMkhI paNa jaDa mAnI bhayathI dUra nAsI na jAya." kheDAmAM munizrI devakaraNajI Adi munio ane motIlAla bhAvasArane zrImaddano apUrva lAbha maLyo. muni devakaraNajI potAnA AtmabhAvano ullAsa pragaTa karatAM kahe che ke "jANe satpuruSanA caraNamAM mokSa pratyakSa najaramAM Ave che.' eka vakhata gautamasvAmIe prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne pUchyuM, "prabhu ! huM je je sAdhuone dIkSA ApuM chuM tene kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che ane mane kema nathI thatuM ?" bhagavAna mahAvIra uttara Ape che ke, "gautama ! tane kevaLajJAna jarUra thAya paNa mArA para rahelo rAga choDo to thAya." gautamasvAmI vinamratAthI kahe che, "prabhu ! mAre evuM kevaLajJAna nathI joItuM. mAre mana tame ja mokSa cho ke jenA prabhAve mane dharma sUjhayo. meM azvamedha karAvyA che, azvamedha karAvyA che, AthI mArI gati to narakamAM hatI. temAMthI Ape mane ugAryo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa sAco dharma sujhADyo. Apano moha choDavAthI ja jo kevaLajJAna maLatuM hoya to te mAre nathI joItuM." Ama satpuruSanA caraNanI icchA rAkhanArane mokSanI paNa abhilASA rahetI nathI. A samaye zrImad prAta:kALe prathama prahare vanamAM dhyAna dharatA, bIjA prahare svAdhyAya, trIjA prahare AhArAdi, cothA prahare vanamAM dhyAna ane rAtrinA zeSa praharamAM svAdhyAya ane dhUna - ema divasa-rAta apramattapaNe gALatA hatA. Jan Education international For Personal & Polyutu Da Only

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tA. tethI to che nI badhI ja ' ' 63. karmono khela eka vAra zrI sobhAgabhAInA putra maNilAlabhAIe zrImadune kahyuM ke Aje nATaka jovA jevuM che. A samaye zrImade emane UbhA thaI bArI AgaLa AvavAnuM kahyuM. maNilAlabhAI AvyA eTale zrImade bArI bahAranI duniyA batAvatAM kahyuM ke juo, sAme ghoDAgADImAM mANaso jatA dekhAya che. koI garIba mANasa bhIkha mAgI rahyo che. koI lAcAra ane koI bImAra che. | maNilAle A joyuM ane zrImade kahyuM ke A badhA emaNe karelAM karmonuM phaLa bhogave che. A badhuM ja nATaka che. jevI vRtti karazo te pramANe bhogavazo. koI paNa mANasa ke prANI du:khI hoya, vyAdhi ke pIDA bhogavatA hoya to emane e asahya vedanA narakanI vedanA jevI lAge che. bahArathI mAnavI sukhI hoya, paraMtu aMdarathI to du:khI ja hoya che. bAhya dRSTie AbarU dAra hoya, paNa bhItaramAM e devAdAra hoya che. koIne strI, kuTuMba ke parivAranI citA hoya che. koIne dIkarA-dIkarI paraNAvavAnAM hoya che. koIne hRdayamAM AjIvikAnuM du:kha hoya che. Ama badhA ja aMtaramAM pIDA anubhavatA hoya che. A rIte zrImade maNilAlabhAIne saMsAranuM asalI nATaka batAvyuM. jJAnI puruSa jagatane ane jagatanI lIlAne dUra rahyuM rahyuM nIrakhatA hoya che. eka avinAzI AtmA sivAya bIjuM badhuM nazvara hoya che. jJAnI puruSo to AtmAnubhava thavAthI bAhya vastumAM vaLatA nathI. eka vAra zrImad muMbaInA nivAsasthAna daramiyAna pharavA nIkaLyA hatA. pharatAM pharatAM smazAnabhUmi AvI. zrImade potAnI sAthe pharavA AvelA sajjanane pUchayuM, "bhAI ! A zuM che ?" pelA sajjane svAbhAvika rIte ja javAba Apyo, "A to smazAnabhUmi che." A sAMbhaLI zrImade mArmika vacano kahyAM, ame to AkhI muMbaI nagarI smazAna samAna joIe chIe." Ama vItarAgI zrImaddane jagatanuM aNu mAtra paNa gamavApaNuM nahotuM. sAmAnya mAnavIne muMbaI nagarI mohamayI lAgatI hatI jyAre zrImane e nagarI amoha svarUpe bhAsatI hatI. zrImadranA eka paDozIe emanI prabhAvaka zaktio vize sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. emanA asAdhAraNa zakti-kauzalanI vAto ene kAne AvI hatI. e paDozI jotAM ke AvA zaktimAna vyakti dharmanI dhUnamAM ja DUbelA rahetA hatA. sAdhanA ane svAdhyAya e ja emano nityakrama jaNAto hato. jIvanamAM sthULa sapATIe jIvanArA ane svArtha tathA arthano vicAra karanArA mAnavIne zrImadranI paramArthasAdhanA kyAMthI samajAya ? AthI eNe eka vAra zrImadrane kahyuM, tamArI pAse ATalI adbhuta smaraNazakti che. ajoDa buddhicAturya che. tamane to bajAranI cIjavastuonA bhAva zuM haze tenI to khabara haze ja, kharuM ne ? to e kema kahI ApatA nathI ?" zrImade kahyuM, "amAro dI' UThyo nathI ke svAdhyAya bhAva jANavA mATe karIe." Ama kahIne zrImade darzAvyuM ke svAdhyAya 'sva'no adhyAya karavA mATe che. Jain Education international For Personal & Private Us Only

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64. sva-bhAvamAM rahevuM zrImanAM putrI kAzIbahena sahunA lADakavAyAM hatAM. A ramatiyALa dIkarI eka vAra zrImanA khoLAmAM besI gaI. zrImade pUchyuM, "tAruM nAma zuM che ?" kAzIbahene kahyuM, "bApu ! tamane khabara nathI ? mAruM nAma che kAzI." zrImade kahyuM, "tAruM nAma kAzI nahIM, paNa 'saccidAnaMdasvarUpa avinAzI AtmA' che." A sAMbhaLI bAlikA kAzIbahena raDatAM raDatAM mAtA pAse doDI gayAM. emaNe mAtAne kahyuM, "mA, mArA bApujI mAruM nAma kAzI nahIM, paNa kaMIka juduM ja kahe che. " nAnI vayanI bAlikAne zrImade kaheluM nAma samajAyuM nahIM, paraMtu e dvArA avyakta saMskAra jJAnI puruSe ApyA je samaya jatAM paripakva banyAM. kAzIbahenane nAnI vaye bImArI AvI. je dharmasaMskAronuM zrImade daDhIkaraNa karAvyuM hatuM, tenuM teo aMtima samaya sudhI smaraNa karatAM rahyAM. emaNe eka ja lakSa rAkhyuM hatuM. satata nAmasmaraNano AdhAra rAkhanArAM kAzIbahenano ati yuvAna vaye svargavAsa thayo. pratyeka AtmAnA hitaciMtaka zrImadnuM ahIM darzana thAya che. muMbaImAM rahetA mULa kacchanA vatanI padamazIbhAIne zrImad pratye agAdha zraddhA hatI. zrImad muMbaI hatA tyAre teo emanI sAthe thoDo samaya rahyA hatA. e samaye zrImade emane pUchyuM, "tamane mukhya bhaya zAno varte che ?" padamazIbhAI kahe, "maraNano." zrImade kahyuM, "te to AyuSyabaMdha pramANe thAya che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM sudhI maraNa to nathI, tyAre tethI AvA judA judA prakArano bhaya rAkhyAthI zuM thavAnuM hatuM tevuM daDha mana rAkhavuM." Ama kahIne zrImade evo upadeza Apyo ke mAnavIe bhAvamaraNano bhaya rAkhavo, dravyamaraNano nahi. eNe sva-bhAvamAM rahevuM ane vibhAva choDavo. eka vakhata zrImad mANekalAla ghelAbhAI, tribhuvanabhAI vagere sAthe koIne tyAM bhojana arthe gayA hatA. prathama judI judI jAtanAM zAka pIrasavAmAM AvyAM. mANekalAlabhAIe tithinuM kAraNa batAvIne zAka levAnI nA pADI. e pachI rAyatuM pIrasavAmAM AvyuM, to mANekalAlabhAIe enI paNa nA pADI, kAraNa ke e dvidaLa kahevAya. tyArabAda nAnI-moTI vAnagIo pIrasavAmAM AvI. mANekalAlabhAIe AmAMthI keTalIka vAnagIo lIdhI ane keTalIka tithi hovAthI levAnI spaSTa nA pADI. chevaTe dUdhapAka pIrasavAnuM zarU thayuM. mANekalAlabhAInI thALImAM dUdhapAka pIrasAto joIne zrImad bolI UThyA, "emane dUdhapAka pIrasavAnuM rahevA do. emaNe nAnI nAnI vastuo tyAgIne potAnI mahattA vadhArI che ane kharekharI rasapoSaka vastuno tyAga karavo nathI." A prasaMge zrImade rasalolupatA vize thoDuM vivecana karyuM. rA For Personal & Private Use Only www

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65. dhanya kALa, dhanya kSetra ! vi. saM. 1955nA mAgazara suda pAMcamanA divase zrImad iDaranA nivRttikSetramAM padhAre che. zrImaddanA nikaTanA sagA ane gADha snehI DaoN. prANajIvanadAsa mahetA te samaye iDara rAjanA cIpha meDikala oNphisara hatA. temaNe zAMtipriya zrImadrane iDara ekAMtapUrNa nivRtti mATe anukuLa sthAna che ema jaNAvIne padhAravA mATe nimaMtraNa ApyuM. iDaranI bhUminuM zrImane viziSTa naisargika AkarSaNa hatuM. pUrvajanmamAM A pradezamAM viziSTa AdhyAtmika sthitino anubhava karyo hato. | iDaranA mahArAjA sAthenA vArtAlApa prasaMgamAM A pradezanI aitihAsikatA darzAvatA zrImade karelA aMgata mArmika ullekho sUcave che ke, | "jina zAsanane pUrNapaNe prakAza karanAra A chellA tIrthaMkara ane teonA ziSya gautama Adi gaNadharono vicarelAno bhAsa thAya che. teonA ziSyo nirvANane pAmyA, temAMno eka pAchaLa rahI gayelo, jeno janma A kALamAM thayelo che tenAthI ghaNA jIvonuM kalyANa thavAno saMbhava che." Ama zrImanAM pUrve kahelAM rahasyagarbhita vacanonuM A vAta sAthe anusaMdhAna sAMpaDe che. parama saddaguru bhagavAna mahAvIra pAsethI sAkSAt saMskAravAraso laIne janmelA zrImano divya AtmA pUrvakALamAM te samayanA jJAnI puruSanA dhanya prasaMgonuM vAraMvAra smaraNa kare che. vaLI te pAvanapavitra bhUtakALanI vAta teo kahe che ane tenI ghaTanAbhUmi banelA iDaranA dhanya pradezanuM ane te samaye kRtArtha thayelA satsaMgIone atyaMta romAMcapUrNa bhaktibhAvathI yAda kare che. - iDaranA pradezamAM rahetI vakhate svarUpagupta zrImanI sarvathA gupta rahevAnI ja icchA hatI. lokasaMsarga choDavAnI ane parama asaMga Atmayoga sAdhavAnI icchA rAkhatA hatA, AthI DaoN. prANajIvanadAsane spaSTa manAI karI hatI ke, tamAre amArA AgamananI koIne jANa karavI nahi. zrImad paMdara divasa iDaramAM rahyA, tyAM to munizrI lallujI Adi traNa munio tyAM AvI caDyA ane bAkInA cAra munio dhImo vihAra karatA pAchaLa AvatA hatA. E prathama to aMdarathI phula jevA komaLa zrImade asaMga rahevAno potAno abhigama saphaLa karavA kaThora vacane manione ahIMthI vihAra karIne anyatra javAnuM kahyuM. paNa pachI munionI bhaktine vaza thaI mAtra thoDA divasa ja rahevAnI anumati ApI. - trIje divase AjJA pramANe te sAte munio agAu nakkI karyA mujaba AMbAnA vRkSa nIce AvyA. zrImadjI paNa tyAM padhAryA. munizrI devakaraNajInuM zarIra kRza hovAthI ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDIne kAraNe jatuM hatuM. A joIne zrImade kahyuM : TADha vAya che ? TADha uDADavI che ?" ema jANe bhavanI TADha uDADavAno saMketa ApatA hoya tema zrImad ekadama UDyA ane cAlavA lAgyA. DuMgarAnAM kAMTA, zuLa ane jhAMkharAM pagamAM kheMcI jAya ane kapaDAM phATatAM jAya, to paNa teno lezamAtra vicAra karatA nathI. teo jussAbhera cAlavA lAgyA. da Education international For Portonal & Prat De only

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66. IDaranAM pahADomAM iDaranA pahADo ane guphAo masta avadhUta zrImanI alaukika gAna-mastIthI gAjI UThe che. A purANaprasiddha bhUminA vAtAvaraNamAM zrImad sAta munio sAthe apramatta zuddha AtmAno ahAleka jagAve che. pUrvajanmonI ArAdhanAnAM nivRttikSetro pharI smaraNamAM jAge che. bhUtakALanA vana-upavananAM saMbhAraNAM ane yogasamAdhinA prasaMgo temaja satsaMganI ghaTanAo dRSTi samakSa taryA kare che. A dhanya kSetro upara purva kALamAM je je jJAnI puruSano satsaMgasamAgama thayo hato e kALanuM dhanya bhAvathI smaraNa kare che. zrImadranI akhaMDa AtmadhUna cAle che. evAmAM parvatanI eka moTI zilA para zrImad beThA ane bolyA, bhagavAna puDhavI zilA para birAjyA evuM zAstramAM kahevAmAM Ave che te A puDhavI zilA." bhagavAna mahAvIre A puDhavI zilA (pRthvI zilA) para aThThamanuM tapa karIne tapazcaryA karI hatI. potAnA pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelA pUrva bhAvanuM smaraNa puDhavI zilA karAvatI hatI. ahIM zrImade 'dravyasaMgraha ' graMthanuM vAcana zarU karyuM. emaNe lagabhaga aDadho graMtha vAMcyo. zrImad sAthe AvelA sAteya munioe apAra AnaMda-ullAsa anubhavyo. munizrI devakaraNa to tIvra vairAgya anubhavavA lAgyA. teo to bolI UThyA, 'have amAre gAma javAnI zI jarUra che ?" zrImade kahyuM, "koNa kahe che ke tame gAmamAM jAo ?" munizrI devakaraNajIe gocarI mATe gAmamAM javuM paDe evA bhAva sAthe kahyuM, "peTa paDavuM che ne " zrImade kahyuM, "munionuM peTa to jagatakalyANa arthe che." e pachI zrImade darzAvyuM ke dhyAnanI aMdara jevo AtmA ciMtave che tevo tene bhAse che. | A vAtane mArmika udAharaNathI pragaTa karatAM kahyuM ke dhyAnamAM koI potAnA AtmAne pADA jevo ciMtave ane DuMgara jevuM tenuM pUMchaDuM ciMtave to tene tevo AtmA bhAse che. e pachI badhA UThayA ane gAma bhaNI cAlyA. zrImad to 'dravyasaMgraha 'nI prathama gAthAnI dhUna gAtA jatA hatA ane iDaranA pahADomAM eno pratidhvani paDato hato. emaNe thoDe AgaLa gayA pachI munione kahyuM, "tame bIje raste cAlyA jAo." ' Ama kahIne A avadhUta dhUna jagAvatA DuMgaranA judA raste cAlavA lAgyA. cothA divase e ja AMbAnA jhADa nIce munio AvyA ane kAMkarA-kAMTAvALI viSama jagyAe thaIne pahADa upara gayA. parama saMvegI zrImad vegathI pahADa para caDhatA hatA. A samaye rastAmAM sAta muniomAMthI eka velazI RSi bolyA ke Aje AmAMthI ekAda jaNane mUkIne jaze, kAraNa ke caDhavAnI jagyA atyaMta vikaTa hatI ane zrImad khUba jhaDapathI cAlatA hatA. pahADa upara pahoMcyA pachI eka zilA para sarve birAjyA. zrImade kahyuM, "ahIM eka vAgha rahe che paNa tame koI Darazo nahi." ATaluM kahyA pachI gUDhArthamAM kahetA hoya ema kahyuM, "juo ! A siddhazilA che ane A beThA chIe te siddha ." siddhayogI zrImade kahelI vAta atyaMta rahasyagarbha hatI. teo pote dehadhArI chatAM nirvANadazA anubhavI rahyA che te dRSTie pote siddha che. AvA siddhayogI jenA para birAjamAna che te bhAvathI siddhazilA gaNAya, ema munione sucavyuM. satsaMganI icchAthI AvelA munione pAMca-cha divasa A rIte dharmabodha ApIne zrImade vidAya karyA. Education International For Pertanial & Preto De Only

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67. avadhUta cAlyo jAya Atmamasta avadhUta yogIndra zrImad iDaranAM pahADomAM ane guphAomAM nirbhaya kesarIsiMhanI jema ekAkI, nirbhayatAthI poNA be mahinA sudhI vicaryA. Atmamagna avadhUta zrImadranI dhUnono gaganabhedI divyadhvani iDaranA pahADomAM guMjavA lAgyo. 'dravyAnuyoga'nI amara gAthAono nAda enAM zikharone vIMTaLAI vaLyo. mA mujjhaha mA rajjaha mA dussaha iTThaNi?atthesu / / thiramicchaha jaI citaM vicita jhANappasiddhie / / 48 paNatIsa sola chappaNa cadu dugamega ca javaha jhANaha / / parameTThivAcacANaM aNNaM ca guruvaeseNa / / 49 jaM kiMci vi ciMtato girIhavitI have jadA sAhU / labdNa ya eyataM tadAhu taM tassa NiccayaM jJANaM / / 50 jo tame dhyAnanI siddhi mATe cittane sthira karavA iccho cho, to iSTa ane aniSTa indriyonA viSayomAM rAgadveSa ane moha na karo. paMca parameSThinA vAcaka pAMtrIsa, soLa, cha, pAMca, cAra, be ane eka akSararUpa maMtrapada che, tathA te sivAya anya paNa maMtrapadonuM gurunA upadezAnusAra jApa ane dhyAna karo. dhyeyamAM ekAgracitta karIne koI padArthanuM dhyAna karatA sAdhu jyAre girIhavRtti thAya che tyAre temanuM dhyAna nizcaya thAya che. jogI cAlyo jAya eka jogI cAlyo jAya, vana, upavana ne girikaMdarA, khUMdato cAlyo jAya; Atamano ahAleka jagAvato, jogI cAlyo jAya, jhADI jhAMkharA vaLI kaMTaka, avagaNato cAlyo jAya, iDaranA pahADone bhedato, avadhUta cAlyo jAya. parama ahiMsAmUrti yogI zrImaddanA sAMnidhyamAM hiMsaka pazuo paNa zAMta thaI jatAM, hRdayamAM zuddha AtmabhAvanA bhAvatAM teo anubhava kare che, "huM eka chuM, asaMga chuM, sarva parabhAvathI mukta chuM. asaMkhyAta pradezAtmaka nija avagAhanApramANa che. Ajanma, ajara, amara, zAzvata che. sarvaparyAyapariNAmI samayAtmaka che. zuddha caitanyasvarUpa mAtra nirvikalpa draSTA chuM." (hAthanoMdha 11) iDaranA nivRttikSetramAM rahyA bAda zrImad vi. saM. 1955nA mahA vadamAM amadAvAdamAM padhAryA. amadAvAdanI ghAMcInI poLa sAme AvelA DahelAnI meDI para UtaryA. ahIM zeTha jesaMgabhAI ujamazI AvyA. emaNe rAtre UMgha AvatAM javAnI AjJA mAgI, paraMtu evAmAM zrImaddanI upadezavANI zarU thaI. rAtanA traNa vAgI gayA. zrI jesaMgabhAIe prazna karyo, "A kALe kevaLajJAna hoya ?" enA uttaramAM zrImade kahyuM, "parama zAMti anubhavIe chIe." vahelI paroDhe zauca mATe AsToDiyA daravAjA bahAra javAnuM thayuM tyAre rastAmAM "kara le gurugama jJAna vicArA, kara le gurugama jJAna vicArA"nI dhUna cAlatI hatI. sAbaramatInA kAMThe bhImanAthamAM zrImade parama tattvadRSTino apUrva bodha Apyo. e pachI zrImad vavANiyA ane morabI AvyA. ahIM aDhI mahinA jeTalo samaya pasAra karIne punaH iDaramAM padhAryA. iDaramAM pharI vAra A siddha yogIe enA pahADo ane girikaMdarAone potAnA divya gAna ane divya jJAnathI jagAvI dIdhI. Education International For Personal Private Use Only

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68. prazna pahelAM uttara morabInA sAkSararatna manaHsukharAma kiratucaMde zrImadUnI alaukika pratibhAno pAvana sparza anubhavyo ane ? vidvAna ane tIvra abhyAsavRtti dharAvatA manaHsukhabhAI zrImadnA satsaMgano vizeSapaNe lAbha meLavI zakyA. manaHsukhabhAI kiratucaMda pAzcAtya keLavaNI pAmelA ane saMskRta Adi bhASAonA jJAtA hatA. deDha dharmazraddhA dharAvanAra manaHsukhabhAI pAse darzanonA gahana tattvaciMtanane pAmavAnI vizeSa dRSTi ane zakti hatI. AvI vidvAna vyakti zrImano satsamAgamanA raMge raMgAI tyAre bIjI bAju zrImad svayaM bhaktipUrNa hRdaya dharAvatA vidvAna pratye sAhajika sneha dharAvatA hatA. manaHsukhabhAI morabImAM zrImaddane saM. 1955nA caitra vada 6nA roja maLavA gayA tyAre emanA manamAM aneka saMkalpa-vikalpo hatA. zrImad mane maLaze ke nahi maLe ? mane AdarabhAva Apaze ke nahi Ape ? vaLI maLavAnuM bane to paNa pote kAnanI baherAza dharAvatA hovAne lIdhe emanAM vacano barAbara sAMbhaLI zakaze kharA ? zrImanI AjubAju to tapovRddha ke jJAnavRddha vyaktiono samudAya hoya, to huM emane kaI rIte maLavA pAmIza ? teo zrImad pAse gayA tyAre adhyAtmapipAsuo sAthe paramArthacarcA cAlatI hatI, paNa manaHsukhabhAInA hRdayanI gaDamathalane jANanAra zrImade emane AdarapUrvaka AvakAra ApIne potAnI pAse besADyA ane emanA kuTuMbanA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA. manaHsukhabhAInA manano bhaya tarata zamI gayo. aMtaryAmI zrImade pAMceka miniTa punaH jijJAsuo sAthe jJAnacarcAno prAraMbha karyo. ghera jaIne mana:sukhabhAIe potAnI dharmapatnI samakSa evo kheda pragaTa karyo ke zrImad jevA uttama puruSano yoga hovA chatAM potAnuM jIvana keTaluM badhuM viSaya-kaSAyayukta che ! vi. saM. 1955nA caitra mahinAmAM manaHsukhabhAInA manamAM tarka jAgyo ke, "tithipAlanano artha zo ? vaLI evuMya vicAryuM ke bIja, pAMcama ane AThama vagere tithine badale trIja ke sAtama ke evI anya koI tithi pALIe to emAM khoTuM zuM ?" ne emanA manamAM prazna e ghoLAto hato ke amuka nizcita tithie lIlotarI Adino tyAga karIe, tene badale anya divase karIe to dharma karyo gaNAya ke nahi ? paNa samaya jatAM mana:sukhabhAInA manamAMthI evA praznArtho ane saMzayo zamI gayA. thoDA samaya pachI teo zrImadrane maLavA gayA tyAre zrImade emane kahyuM, "manaHsukha, tithi pALavI." Ama sAmI vyaktinA mananI vAta jANI te eno saMzaya pragaTa kare te pahelAM zrImad uttara ApI detA hatA. vi. saM. 1955mAM mana:sukhabhAI mahetAe polIsakhAtAmAM kAma karatA emanA eka snehIne zrImadUnA samAgamathI sAMpaDelA apUrva lAbhanI vAta jaNAvI. pelA bhAI polIsakhAtAnI mAyA-kapaTathI bharelI nokarIthI atyaMta akaLAmaNa anubhavatA hatA, tethI eka kAgaLa para potAnI vyathAbharI sthitinI vigata ane bIjA kAgaLa para zrImane pUchavA mATenA prazno lakhIne mana:sukhabhAIne mokalyA. mana:sukhabhAI te patra laIne zrImad pAse AvyA. thoDI vAtacIta karyA pachI koI vyakti eka praznano uttara jhaMkhe che ema kahIne manaHsukhabhAIe vAtano prAraMbha karyo. zrImade teo kaMI vizeSa kahe te pUrve e bhAInI samagra paristhiti varNavI ! amuka bhAI A prazna pUche che, teo mAyA-kapaTathI bharelI nokarIthI khUba mUMjhAya che - jevI saghaLI hakIkata kahI batAvI. Azcaryacakita thayelA manaHsukhabhAIe zrImaddane pUchayuM, "zuM ApanA para temano koI patra Avyo che ?" zrImade kahyuM, "nA, paNa tamArA para Avyo che ne ?" Ama manaHsukhabhAInA ghera AvelA patra vize zrImade jJAnathI jANI lIdhuM. polIsakhAtAmAM kAma karatA e bhAI sAthe zrImadune koI paricaya nahoto ke enI koI jANakArI nahotI enI mana:sukhabhAIe khAtarI karI lIdhI hatI. in Education International For Personal Private De Only bore

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69. karuNAzadalano kSamA khAmemi savva jIvA, sarve jIvA khamaMtu me, mittI e savabhUeSa veruM magna na keNaI. huM tamAma jIvo pAse mArA aparAdhonI kSamA mAguM chuM. e tamAma jIvo mane temanA taraphanA mArA aparAdhonI kSamA Apo. tamAma jIvo pratye mAro maitrIbhAva che. mAre koI paNa jIva sAthe verabhAva nathI." ' | kSamAnA bolathI ane premanA cakSuthI jIvanane jIvavAno ane AtmAne oLakhavAno zrImade upadeza Apyo kSaNabhaMgura deha ane temAM rahelA mada-moha-mAna jevA kaSAyone dUra karIne lAkheNA AtmAne zodhavAnuM kahyuM. AvI AtmaoLakha ane Atmazuddhino sarvazreSTha mULa maMtra che kSamApanA. kSamA e jIvanano AnaMda ane tapanI vasaMta che.. vasaMtanuM Agamana thatAM kudarata jema soLe kaLAe khIlI UThe che, e rIte je potAnA jIvanamAM kSamAne sthAna Ape che tenA jIvanamAM AtmAnA guNonI vasaMta khIlI UThe che. kSamAno virodhI che krodha. krodha mAnavane dAnava banAvI de che. hakIkatamAM krodha vibhAva che, kSamA svabhAva che. krodha dveSa che, kSamA maitrI che. krodha mAraka che ane kSamA tAraka che. | zrImamAM Avo krodha jagAvavA mATe bhANajI makaNajI nAmanI eka vyaktie prayAsa karyo. enI icchA zrImadranA saMtasvarUpanI agniparIkSA karavAnI hatI, AthI eNe gusse thaIne zrImad viruddha bhASaNa ApavAnuM zarU bhANajI makanajI nuM AvuM ja thayuM. eNe jANe zrImadda sAthe vera hoya e rIte jhera okavA mAMDyuM. eka vAra zrImad mumukSujano sAthe beThA hatA, tyAre bhANajIe AvIne jorazorathI kahyuM ke tame to sAva DhoMgI cho. lokone avaLe mArge caDhAvo cho. AkSepone akkala hotI nathI. eno koI cheDo hoto nathI. bhANajI makanajI bephAma karavA lAgyo. na bolavAnA zabdo bolyo. zrImadranI AsapAsa beThelA loko akaLAI gayA, paraMtu zrImade eka akSara paNa vaLato pratyuttara Apyo nahi. bhANajI makanajInI dhAraNA evI hatI ke enA AkSepo sAMbhaLIne zrImad akaLAI jaze, khUba krodhe bharAze, ane te rIte e sAbita karaze ke zrImad sadUguru ke saMtasvarU5 nathI, paraMtu koI pratibhAva na maLatAM bhANajI makanajI thAkyo. krodhane kAraNe eNe sAnabhAna gumAvyAM hatAM, te pAchAM AvyAM. ene potAnI bhUla samajAI. pariNAme pAghaDI utArIne zrImaddanA paga pAse mukI, vAraMvAra namana pharavA lAgyo. zrImadRnA hRdayamAM to eka ja bhAvanA guMjatI hatI, Avo kSamA, Avo kSamIe ! duniyA doSanI che - dveSanI che; emAM maitrInAM phUlachoDa ropIe ! | bhANajI makanajIe kSamAmUrti zrImane kahyuM ke ApanI parIkSA karavA jatAM mArAthI mahAdoSa thaI gayo che, paraMtu ApanI karUNAzIla kSamAne kAraNe mane mAphI Apo. e divasa pachI bhANajI makanajI zrImad pratye parama vinaya ane agAdha bhakti dAkhavatA rahyA. Jain Education international For Personal Private Use Only

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70. aAtmAnI zaMkA kare, aAtmA pote apa vi. saM. 1956mAM zrImad vaDhavANamAM hatA, tyAre zrI jesaMgabhAI temane maLavA mATe vaDhavANa gayA, tyAMthI vaLI be-traNa divasa vAMkAnera jaIne vaDhavANa pAchA AvyA. punaH zrImanA satsamAgama mATe gayA. zrImade emane kahyuM, "Aje ahIM jamajo." jesaMgabhAIe kahyuM, "meM dukAne jamavAno baMdobasta karyo che." zrImade emane kahyuM, "nahIM, tame vIzImAM baMdobasta karyo che." zrI jesaMgabhAIne Azcarya thayuM ke zrImaddane kaI rIte khabara paDI ke teo vIzI(hoTala)mAM jamavAnA che ! potAnI vAta zrImad jJAnabaLe jANI gayA, tethI emanI samakSa nikhAlasa kabUlAta karatAM jesaMgabhAIe kahyuM, "hA, sAheba ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. comAsAmAM ame dukAnanuM rasoDuM cAlu rAkhatA nathI." bIje divase zrImade temane jamavA AvavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApyuM. zrI jesaMgabhAI nimaMtraNano svIkAra karIne bhojana mATe gayA paNa kharA. zrImad aMtargAnathI sAcI ane vAstavika paristhiti jANI letA hatA. | eka vakhata tribhovanabhAI tathA anya mumukSuo zrImad pAse beThA hatA. jJAnavAta cAlatI hatI. evAmAM tribhovanabhAIe pUchayuM, "sAhebajI, AtmA to dekhAto nathI, A AtmA che kyAM ?" AnA uttaramAM zrImade kahyuM, "tamane bhUkha lAge che te dekhAya che kharI ?" tribhovanabhAIe kahyuM, "sAheba, bhUkha dekhAtI nathI, paNa lAge che to kharI." A samaye tribhovanabhAInA praznano uttara ApatAM zrImadda bolyA, "AtmA che. jema nidrA dekhAtI nathI, paNa nidrA Ave che. e je anubhava che tema AtmA anubhavAya che, paNa dekhAto nathI." tribhovanabhAIe vaLI sahaja jijJAsAthI pUchyuM, "AtmA kema pamAya ?" A samaye zrImad ekadama paga para paga caDAvI padmAsana karIne yogamudrAmAM sthira thaI gayA. e vakhatanI AtmalIna zrImaddanI mudrA atyaMta prabhAvaka lAgI. kevaLa AtmarU 5 sthiratA thaI gaI hatI. teo thoDo samaya AvI yogamudrAmAM sthira rahyA pachI padmAsanamAM vALelA paga chUTA karatAM kahyuM, "AtmA Ama pamAya." mAM vedAMtajJAnI zrI puMjAbhAI somezvara bhaTTa sAthe zrImadda jJAnavAta thaI. A jJAnavArtAmAM zrImaddanuM spaSTa tattvadarzana ane enuM saMkSipta ane mArmika Alekhana jovA maLe che. zrI puMjAbhAI bhaTTe prazna karyo, "AtmA che tevo tamane anubhava che ?" zrImade kahyuM, "hA, anubhavathI kahIe chIe ke AtmA che. sAkaranA svAdanuM varNana na thaI zake. te to anubhavagocara che. te ja rIte AtmAnuM varNana na thaI zake te paNa anubhavagocara che." pUMjAbhAI bhaTTe punarjanma che ke nahi te vize pUchayuM, tyAre zrImade kahyuM ke punarjanma che. pUMjAbhAIe vedAMtane mAnya mAyika IzvaranuM astitva teo svIkAre che ke nahi, tema pUchayuM, tyAre enA pratyuttaramAM zrImade nA kahI. vakIlAta karatAM paMjAbhAIe savAla karyo ke darpaNamAM paDatuM pratibiMba mAtra dekhAva che ke koI tattvanuM baneluM che ? | zrImade kahyuM, "darpaNamAM paDatuM pratibiMba khAlI dekhAva nathI. te amuka tattvanuM baneluM che." Jan Education International For Personal & Pilvate Use Only

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A ne karI che te kaIka 71. mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re. jaina darzananI nava tattvanI vicAraNAmAM jIva (cetana) ane ajIva (jaDa) e be virodhI guNovALAM tattvo mahattvanAM che. e baMne game teTaluM kare, to paNa ekabIjAnuM svarUpa pAmI zakatA nathI. zrImade A tAttvika bhAvanAne kAvyarUpa ApyuM che. saMvata 1947nA bhAdaravA mahinAmAM zrImad rALajamAM hatA, tyAre eka ja divase cAra anupama padaracanA thaI. AmAMnI eka racanAmAM emaNe jaDa ane cetana vacceno bheda darzAvyo che. e bAvIsa paMktinuM, doharA chaMdamAM racAyeluM 'jaDabhAve jaDa pariName" kAvya lakhyuM. saM. 1956nA kArataka mahinAmAM zrImade "jaDa ane caitanya baMne dravyono svabhAva bhinna" nAmanA tattvasabhara padanI racanA karI ane padanI eka paMktimAM mokSamArga pAmavAnuM uttama sAdhana darzAvatAM temaNe lakhyuM, "kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhavaaMtano upAya che." A bIjI racanAmAM nigraMtha mArga pratyenI zrImadanI niHzaMkatA pragaTa thAya che. paramajJAnI divya draSTA zrImadUnI bhAvabhakti parama utkRSTa prakAranI hatI ane te ananya bhAvabhaktithI sahaja udgArarUpe skurita thayelA zrImaddanA bhAvanamaskAro addabhuta hatA. | "he sarvotkRSTa sukhanA hetubhUta samyakdarzana ! tane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra che." A anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM anaMta-anaMta jIvo tArA Azraya vinA anaMta-anaMta du:khane anubhave che." "tArA paramAnugrahathI svasvarUpamAM ruci thaI parama vItarAga svabhAva pratye parama nizcaya Avyo. kRtakRtya thavAno mArga grahaNa thayo." | "he jina vItarAga ! tamane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM. tame A pAmara pratye anaMta anaMta upakAra karyo he kuMdakuMdAdi AcAryo ! tamArAM vacano paNa svarU pAnusaMdhAnane viSe A pAmarane parama upakArabhUta thayA che, te mATe huM tamane atizaya bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM." he zrI sobhAga ! tArA satsamAgamanA anugrahathI AtmadazAnuM smaraNa thayuM te arthe tane namaskAra ho !" vItarAganA muLa sanAtana dharmane ja gatanI sAme puna: prasthApita karavAnI udAtta bhAvanAmAMthI janmeluM A kAvya saMvata 195ranA Aso suda ekamanA divase ANaMda khAte racAyuM che. AmAM muLa mArga arthAtu mokSa mArganuM saMkSepamAM nirUpaNa che. mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re, karI vRtti akhaMDa sanmukha. no'ya pUjAdinI jo kAmanA re, no'ya vhAluM aMtara bhavaduHkha. zrImadRnA jIvanano Adarza bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra hatA. laghuvayathI teo temanAM vacanAmRtomAM vAraMvAra bhagavAna mahAvIranuM smaraNa kare che. mahAvIrano emanA aMtaramAM vAsa hoya ane emanA AtmAno emane pratyakSa si hoya tema lAge che. mahAvIranA zuddha paramArthamAge pratyenI ananya paramAthe bhaktine lIdhe ja zAsanahitacitake zrImad parama kAruNyavRttithI A matabhedAtIta akhaMDa eka vItarAgamArganA uddhAranI bhAvanA satata dharAvatA hatA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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72. dharmonnatinI yojanA - vartamAna samayamAM muLa mArga mATe zuM karavuM ? kaI rIte pharI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM hato tevo yogapUrNa dharma thAya teno zrImadda vicAra kare che. kyAMka jaDa kriyA e ja dharma banI gaI che to kyAMka zuSka jJAnamAM dharma samAI gayo che. zrImaddanuM karuNAA hRdaya A duSama kALanI durbhAgI jIvonI viSama paristhiti joIne AkraMda kare che. teo jinanA mULa mArgane darzAvavAno daDha saMkalpa kare che. zrImad A mahAkArya mATe Atmazaktino saMcaya karatA hatA. A kArya mATe teo kevA sajAga hatA te temanI hAthanoMdha parathI dekhAya che. | "jenAthI mArga pravartayo che evA moTA puruSanA vicAra, baLa, nirbhayatAdi guNa moTA hatA. eka rAjya prApta karavAmAM je parAkrama ghaTe che te karatAM apUrva abhiprAya sahita dharmasaMtati pravartatAvavAmAM vizeSa parAkrama ghaTe che." vartamAna avadazA joI zAsanadAjhanI vedanAthI nIkaLelA teonA A aMtarodgAra pokAre che : he nAtha ! kAM dharmonnati karavArU 5 icchA sahajapaNe samAveza pAme tema thAo; kAM to te icchA avazya kAryarUpa thAo, avazya kAryarUpa thavI bahu duSkara dekhAya che kemake alpa alpa vAtamAM matabheda bahu che, ane tenAM mULa ghaNAM UMDAM gayelAM che, mULamArganI jijJAsA temane utpanna karAvavI hoya topaNa ghaNAM kALano paricaya thaye paNa kaThaNa paDe evI temanI durAgrahAdithI jaDapradhAna dazA varte che." (patrAMka 709). | dharma unnati karavA zrImade bhavya yojanA ghaDI hatI. kayAM sAdhano vaDe te yojanA pAra paDe tenI rUparekhA ApatAM teo svayaM kahe che : "bodhabIjanuM svarUpanirUpaNa mULamArga pramANe ThAmaThAma thAya. ThAmaThAma matabhedothI kaMI ja kalyANa nathI e vAta phelAya. pratyakSa sagurunI AjJAe dharma che ema vAta lakSamAM Ave. dravyAnuyoga-AtmavidyA prakAza thAya. tyAga vairAgyanA vizeSapaNAthI sAdhuo vicare navatattvaprakAza sAdhudharma prakAza zrAvakadharma prakAza vicAra ghaNA jIvone prApti." A bhavya yojanAno amala karavA mATe deha chatAM videhI zrImad pUrNapaNe samartha hatA, te samayanI aMtaraMgadazA anokhI hatI. "jene kaMI priya nathI, jene kaMI apriya nathI, jene koI zatru nathI, jene koI mitra nathI, jene mAnaapamAna, lAbha-alAbha, harSa-zoka, janma-mRtyu Adi kaMkono abhAva thaI je zuddha caitanya svarUpane vize sthiti pAmyA che, pAme che ane pAmaze temanuM ati utkRSTa parAkrama sAnaMdAzcarya upajAve che." AvI bhUmikAne varelA strI tathA lakSmInA tyAgI zrImad sarvasaMgaparityAga mATe puna: potAnI mAtA devamAnI anujJA mAge che. devamAM zrImanI nAdurasta tabiyatane kAraNe mAtRsahaja vAtsalyathI hajI thoDo samaya thobhI javA kahe che. adhyAtmadazAnI parAkASThA pAmI, adhyAtmamUrti banI gayelA zrImad sarvasaMgaparityAga karIne jagatakalyANArthe nIkaLI paDavAnI taiyArImAM hatA tyAM ja 1956nA poSa mahinAmAM teone asAdhya roga lAgu paDyo. deha vyAdhigrasta banyo ane e vyAdhi uttarottara vadhato gayo. Far Personal & Pilvate Use Only

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73. aAMtara-bAhya samAdhiyoga 1956nA poSa mahinAmAM zrImaddane asAdhya roga lAgu paDyo. emano deha vyAdhigrasta banyo ane e vyAdhi uttarottara vadhatI gaI. prathama to zarIramAM sAmAnya azakti hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM, paNa thoDA samaye nidAna thayuM ke mukhya bImArI to saMgrahaNInI che. A bImArI vakhate DaoN. prANajIvanadAsa jagajIvanadAsa mahetA AdinI ghaNI kALajIbharI sAravAra cAlu hatI. zrImad vakhatovakhata DaoN. prANajIvanadAsabhAIne tathA teonI kALajI lenAra sarvane sUcanA karatA ke huM Arya chuM, AthI anArya auSadhi mArI sAravAramAM upayogamAM lezo nahi. aMbAlAlabhAI, lIMbaDIvALA manasukhabhAI devazIbhAI, manasukhabhAI kiratucaMda mahetA, dhArazIbhAI, viramagAmavALA sukhalAlabhAI, mahAsukharAma, motIlAla bhAvasAra vagere bhaktibhAvabharyA mumukSuo UbhA page sevAmAM hAjara hatA. snehALa svajano sevA-suzruSA karatA hatA. judAM judAM sthaLe havAphera mATe zrImad laI javAnuM paNa banyuM. havAphera daramiyAna mAtA devamA tathA patnI jhabakabA teonI sAthe rahetAM hatAM, paNa zrImanI tabiyata thoDo samaya sArI to thoDo samaya nAdurasta rahetI hatI. zarIra uttarottara ghasAvA lAgyuM. bImArI emanA dehanI AsapAsa vadhu ne vadhu vIMTaLAvA lAgI. zrImadranI bImArI joIne emanAM mAtuzrI pUchatAM, "bhAI kema che ?" tyAre zrImad kahetA, "amane sukheya nathI ane duHkheya nathI." e pachI havAphera mATe zrImad dharamapuranA pahADI pradezamAM gayA. te samaye tyAM poliTikala ejanTano mukAma hato. saM. 1956nA caitra mAsano e samaya hato. aMgrejonuM zAsana hovAthI poliTikala ejanTa ghaNI sattA dharAvatA. teo zAhI ThAThamAThathI AvatA ane moTAM moTAM rAja-rajavADAMo emanuM bhavya svAgata karatA. 2 ejanTanA mAnamAM zikAranI goThavaNa thatI. AvI rIte dharamapuranA pahADI pradezamAM aMgreja poliTikala ejanTa moTA rasAlA sAthe zikAre nIkaLyA. ghaNI zodha karavA chatAM poliTikala ejanTane zikAra mATe koI prANI maLyuM nahi. dayAnuM jharaNuM ane karuNAnI saritA vahetI hoya tyAM krUra ane nirdaya bhAvo kaI rIte phAvI zake ? jyAM sudhI zrImadda ahIM upasthita hatA tyAM sudhI rojeroja zikAre nIkaLatA poliTikala ejanTane koI zikAra maLI zakyo nahi. tyArabAda zrImad anyatra sthaLe gayA, tyAre moDe moDe aMgreja poliTikala ejanTane zikAra maLyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA. Ama zrImanI upasthitine kAraNe jIvo nirbhaya banIne viharatA hatA. dharamapuramAM zrI raNachoDadAsabhAI modIne tyAM zrImano nivAsa hato. vanavibhAganA adhikArI zrI raNachoDadAsabhAIe AtithyasatkArano ane saMta samAgamano mahAna lAbha lIdho. A samaye paNa zrImadano svAdhyAya cAlato hato. emanA patromAM emanI AMtarapravRttinI chabI pratibiMbita thAya che. teo lakhe che ke, "bAhya ane AMtara samAdhiyoga varte che." (kramAMka : 912), dharamapuramAM zrI raNachoDabhAInI sevA ane DaoN. prANajIvanabhAInI sAravAra hovA chatAM zrImanA zArIrika svAthyamAM khAsa sudhAro thayo nahi. Juin Education international For Personal For Personal & Private Use Only Private Use o g www.ainalibrary.one

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che ne te " ja ka ' '; 74. vItarAgakuta e ja paramazrata zrImadda amadAvAda AvyA. Aje amadAvAda zaherano vistAra gaNAtuM naroDA e samaye eka alAyaduM gAma hatuM. naroDAmAM munio birAjamAna hatA. amadAvAdathI zrImad Ave ane naroDA gAmanI bhAgoLe munio Ave. badhA sAthe maLIne jaMgalamAM jAya evI yojanA hatI. munio naroDA gAmanI bhAgoLe zrImadranI rAha joI UbhA rahyA. eTalAmAM zrImad mumukSuo sAthe AvyA. "A munionA paga dAjhatA haze " ema bolIne zrImade potAnAM pagarakhAM kADhIne taDakAmAM cAlavAnuM zarU karyuM. samagra munisamudAya tathA zrImadda ane mumukSuo rastAmAM AvelA vizALa vaDanI chAyAmAM vizrAma karavA beThA. khullA page taDakAmAM cAlavAne kAraNe zrImadjInA paganAM taLiyAM lAlacoLa thaI gayAM hatAM, paraMtu vaDa nIce beThA pachI paNa emaNe baLabaLatA paga para hAtha pheravyo nahi. | munizrI devakaraNajI sAme joIne zrImad bolyA, "have ame taddana asaMga thavA icchIe chIe. koInA paricayamAM AvavuM gamatuM nathI. evI saMyamazreNImAM rahevA AtmA icche che." - amadAvAdathI saM. 1956nA vaizAkha suda 6nA roja munizrI lallujIne patra (kramAMka 917) dvArA zrImad A saMdeza Ape che, "Aje dazAAdi saMbaMdhI je jaNAvyuM che ane bIja vAvyuM che tene khotarazo nahIM. te saphaLa thaze. 'caturaMgala hai damase mila hai -' e AgaLa para samajAze. eka zloka vAMcatAM amane hajAro zAstranuM bhAna thaI temAM upayoga pharI vaLe che." | e pachI zrImadda emanI janmabhUmi vavANiyA padhAryA. ahIM traNa mahinA rahIne morabI padhAryA. morabImAM eka mAsa rahyA te samaye vyAkhyAnasAra-2nI AdhyAtmika amRtadhArA varasAvI hatI. morabIthI zrImad vaDhavANa kaeNmpa padhAryA. emaNe jJAnavimukha samAjane joyo. Avo samAja tattvalakSI bane te mATe graMthonI jarUra hatI. mATe mahAna AcAryonA aprasiddha graMtho prasiddha karavAnA uddezathI zrImade vaDhavANamAM 1956nA bhAdrapada mAsamAM 'paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa nI sthApanA karI. A maMDaLanA upakrame tathA aMbAlAlabhAI ane zrImadnA nAnAbhAI mana:sukhabhAInI mahenatane pariNAme saM. 1961mAM 'zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtanI prathama AvRtti prakAzita thaI. e pachI e AvRtti para be varSa vizeSa saMzodhana karIne zrImanA samakAlIna sAkSara-ziSya zrI manasukhabhAI kiratucaMda mahetAe enI bIjI AvRtti pragaTa karI. 'paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLanI sthApanA e zrImadUnA jIvananuM eka mahAna kArya gaNAya. vyAdhine kAraNe emanuM zarIra atyaMta nirbaLa thaI gayuM hatuM, paraMtu paramazrata paranA parama premane kAraNe ane prabaLa AtmabaLane lIdhe emaNe A saMsthAnI sthApanA karI. satuzrutano-paramakRtano jagata para keTalo badho upakAra che enI vAta karatAM "mokSamALA'mAM zrImade gAyuM che - "anaMta anaMta bhAva bhedathI bharelI bhalI, anaMta anaMta naya nikSepe vyAkhyAnI che; saka La jagata hitakAriNI, hAriNI mAMha, tAriNI bhavAbdhi mokSa cAriNI pramANI che; upamA ApyAnI jene tamA rAkhavI te vyartha, ApavAthI nija mati mapAImeM mAnI che; aho rAjacaMdra ! bAla khyAla nathI pAmatA e, jinezvara taNI vANI jANI teNe jANI che." zrImadanI preraNA ane mArgadarzanathI saM. 1957nA mahA suda pAMcame puNyAtmA zrI gAMDAbhAI bhAIjInA varada haste khaMbhAta khAte 'zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya nI sthApanA thaI. gaccha mata saMbaMdhI koI zabda na Ave te rIte pustakAlayanuM nAma "zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya ' rAkhyuM. enAM pustakonI kharIdI zrImade amadAvAda ane muMbaI jaIne karI hatI. For Personal Private Use Only

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75. baLavAna upakArI sAdhana | vi. saM. 1957mAM amadAvAdamAM AgAkhAnanA baMgale zrImano utAro hato. emanI sAthe emanAM mAtA devabA ane patnI jhabakabA hatAM. A samaye munio cAturmAsa pUrNa karIne amadAvAda AvyA hatA. zrImanI pAse 'jJAnAvarNa' ane 'svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSA' nAmanA digaMbara saMpradAyanA hastAkSaramAM lakhelA be moTA graMtho hatA. emaNe munizrI lallujI ane munizrI devakaraNajIne mAtA devabA ane patnI jhabakabAnA hAthe A graMtha vahorAvyA. e vakhate sAthenA anya munio vihAramAM dharmagraMtho UMcakavAmAM pramAda-vRtti sevatA hatA. zrImaddane Ano khyAla AvatAM e pramAda dUra karavAnA uddezathI teo bolyA, | "have munio, A jIve strI-putrAdinA bhAra vahyA che, paNa satvaruSonI ke dharmAtmAnI sevA-bhakti pramAdarahita uThAvI nathI." e pachI munizrI lakSmIcaMdajIne zrImade kahyuM, "tamAre zrI devakaraNajI pAseno 'jJAnArNava' graMtha te vAMce tyAM sudhI vihAramAM UMcakavo, temaja zrI 'kArtikeyAnuprekSA' graMtha zrI lallujI vAMce tyAM sudhI vihAramAM muni mohanalAlajIe UMcakavo." vaLI zrImade darekane ApelA graMtho vAMcI, vicArI, parasparane ApavAnI bhalAmaNa paNa karI. | dina-pratidina zrImanA dehanuM svAthya kathaLatuM jatuM hatuM. Ane kAraNe sagAM-saMbaMdhIo ane mumukSuo ciMtAtura, AkuLa-vyAkuLa ane asvastha hatAM, paNa AtmArAmI zrImad to atyaMta nirAkuLa ane pUrNa svastha ja ha vaDhavANamAM zrImanI vItarAgamUrtino sAkSAtkAra karAve evA phoTAno - padmAsana ane kAyotsarga mudrAvALA citrapaTanomumukSu jagatane lAbha maLyo. mumukSubhAI zrI sukhalAlanI khAsa bhaktipUrNa vinaMtIne kAraNe zrImade A citrapaTa mATe anumati ApI. - A citrapaTa paDAvyAnA bIjA divase zrImadranI satata sevAmAM rahenAra mumukSu bhAIzrI mana:sukhabhAI devazI pratye zrImade svayaM anaMta karuNA karI kahyuM hatuM : | "zarIra ati kSINa chatAM pote manobaLathI cAlIne gayA hatA. te vakhate zrI pArzvanAthajI bhagavAna jaMgalamAM kAyotsargamAM UbhA rahyA hatA. tyAre kemaTha devatAe upasarga kayo tenA pratye dveSa nahi ane dharaNendra devatAe rakSaNa karyuM tenA pratye rAga nahi, evI adbhuta parama vItarAgadazA pArzvaprabhunI hatI tevI parama vItarAgadazA amArI te vakhate prApta hatI." (apragaTa hAthanoMdhamAMthI) zrImaddane zruta tarapha agAdha prema hato. AvA dharmagraMthono satata svAdhyAya hovo joIe evo temano Agraha raheto. amRta jema mRtane sajIvana kare che tema zrata vyaktine sArthaka jIvana, paramArthI bhAvajIvana ane bhAvamaraNamAMthI amRtatattva Ape che. vItarAgazAstra eka baLavAna upakArI sAdhana che tema kahetA. teo lakhe che - "vItarAga zruta, vItarAga zAstra eka baLavAna upakArI sAdhana che. joke tevA mahAtmA puruSa dvArA ja prathama tenuM rahasya jANavuM joIe, pachI vizuddha dRSTi thaye mahAtmAnA samAgamanA aMtarAyamAM paNa te zruta baLavAna upakAra kare che, athavA jyAM kevaLa tevA mahAtmAono yoga banI ja zakato nathI, tyAM paNa vizuddha dRSTivAnane vItarAgadbhuta paramopakArI che, ane te ja arthe thaIne mahatu puruSoe eka zlokathI mAMDI dvAdazAMgaparyata racanA karI che." (patrAMka : 755) Jal Education International For Personal Private Use Only For Parental

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76. jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re zarIramAM vadhato vyAdhi ane bhItaramAM anupama samAdhi ! laukika jIvananAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine AsaktithI vaLagI rahenArAne jJAnInI alaukika dRSTino khyAla Avato nathI. laukika dRSTi dehanI pIDA jue che. alaukika dRSTi adhyAtmano AnaMda mANe che. AthI ja mumukSu jIvanA saMkalpane darzAvatAM zrImad kahe che, "anaMtavAra dehane arthe AtmA gALyo che. je deha AtmAne arthe gaLAze te dehe AtmavicAra janma pAmavA yogya jANI, sarva dehAthanI kalpanA choDI daI, eka mAtra AtmArthamAM ja teno upayoga karavo, evo mumukSu jIvane avazya nizcaya joIe.' (kramAMka : 719) zrImad vaDhavANathI amadAvAda thaI muMbaI padhAryA. muMbaIthI valasADa pAse tIthala rahI pAchA janmabhUmi vavANiyAmAM AvyA. zrImade chelle janmakSetra vavANiyAM choDyuM, tyAre vidAya letA pUrve potAnAM ghara ane DelIne, e pachI mAtA-pitA ane mitrone vAraMvAra namaskAra karyA. gAmanA pAdare AvyA, tyAre zrImade potAnA gAmane namaskAra karyA hatA. havAphera mATe ATalAM badhAM sthaLAMtara karyA chatAM zrImaddanuM zarIra sudharavAne badale vadhAre kSINa thatuM gayuM. eka samaye emanA taMdurasta zarIranuM vajana 130thI 140 ratala rahetuM te ghaTIne 57 ratala jeTaluM thaI gayuM. 1957nA phAgaNa suda chaThThanA dine vaDhavANathI rAja koTa padhAryA. nigraMtha paMthe apramatta yogadhArAe anaMta nirjarA karatA. zrImad tIvra saMvegathI AdhyAtmikatAnA zikhara tarapha gati karI rahyA hatA. dehotsarganA lagabhaga eka mahinA pUrve teo jaNAve che ke : "ghaNI tvarAthI pravAsa pUro karavAno hato. tyAM vacce saharAnuM raNa saMprApta thayuM. mAthe ghaNo bojo rahyo hato. te AtmavIrya karI jema alpakALe vedI levAya tema praghaTanA karatA page nikAcita udayamAna thAka grahaNa karyo." (patrAMka 951) avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa, re, tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re." tIvra azAtAnA udayamAM paNa zrImanI samatA addabhuta hatI. AnuM pramANa ApatAM zrImad lakhe che : je svarUpa che te anyathA thatuM nathI e ja addabhuta Azcarya che. avyAbAdha sthiratA che." vedanIya tathArUpa udayamAnapaNe vecavAmAM harSa-zoka zo ? samyak prakAre vedanA ahiyAsavArUpa parama dharma, parama puruSoe kahyo che. tIkSNa vedanA anubhavatA svarUpabhraMza vRtti na thAya e ja zuddha cAritrano mArga che. upazama ja je jJAnanuM mULa che te jJAnamAM tIkSNa vedanA parama nirjarA bhAsavA yogya che." dehotsarga parve daza divase rAjakoTamAM caitra suda noma (rAmanavamI) saM. 1957nA mumukSujananI vinayapUrNa vinaMtIthI e divase zrImade divya aMtima saMdezo Apyo che. te samaye temanA zarIranI azakti eTalI badhI hatI ke teo jAte lakhI zakatA paNa nahotA, chatAMya emano AtmA sanAtana svastha hato. zrImade sakaLa yogamArganuM apUrva rahasya AmAM prakAryuM che. A kAvyamAM yogInI mokSapadanI icchA batAvI che. te mokSapada kevuM che, tenI prApti kaI rIte thAya ane te mATe AtmAnI kevI yogyatA hovI joIe teno mArmika ane padyamAM pravAhI rIta citAra Apyo che. icche che je jogI jana, anaMta sukhasvarUpa; mULa zuddha te Atmapada, sayogI jinasvarUpa. Jain Education international For Personal & Pilvate Use Ordy

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77. mRtyuMjaya jJAna vi. saM. 1957nA phAgaNa suda chaThThanA divase zrImaddanuM rAja koTamAM Agamana thayuM. saMgrahaNInI vyAdhine kAraNe zArIrika sthiti uttarottara kSINa thatI jatI hatI. azakti eTalI badhI vadhI gaI ke jAte besavAnI ke pathArImAMthI UThavAnI zakti rahI nahotI. svajano ane mumukSuo emanI sevA-suzruSAne mATe khaDe page hAjara hatA. phAgaNa vada terasanA divase zrImade lakhelA patramAM bagaDatI jatI zarIraprakRtinI vacce addabhuta AtmabhAvanAnI vAta kare che. jyAre caitra suda bIjane zukravAre rAjakoTathI lakhAyelA atyaMta TUMkA patramAM teo bharUcamAM vasatA sukhalAla chaganalAlane lakhe che - anaMta zAMtamUrti evA caMdraprabhasvAmIne namo namaH | vedanIya tathArUpa udayamAnapaNe vedavAmAM harSazoka zo ? 3OM zAMtiH (kramAMka : 953) Ama zrImadda anaMta zAMtamUrti caMdraprabhasvAmIne vAraMvAra AtmabhAvapUrNa namaskAra kare che ane je vedanIya karmo - udayamAM AvI rahyAM che tene khapAvavAmAM harSazoka zo ? Ama game tevA azAtAudayamAM paNa zrImadUne nathI zoka ke nathI harSa. te to adbhuta, anupama samatAno ja anubhava kare che. mRtyuMjayI jJAnIne mRtyuno bhaya lAgato nathI kAraNa ke mRtyu e dehano aMta che, AtmAno nahi. rAjakoTamAM zrImad nAnacaMda anopacaMdabhAIne ghera UtaryA hatA. e pachI bIje divase khullI havAmAM rahI zakAya te mATe gAma bahAra AvelA 'narmadA menzana 'mAM rahevAnuM rAkhyuM. eka divasa zrImanI tabiyata vizeSa bagaDI. emanI sthiti joIne devamAne khUba du:kha thayuM. potAnI mAtAne sAMtvana ApatAM zrImade kahyuM, "je che te parama divasa." ATaluM bolIne zrImad aTakI gayA ane devabAne mALA pheravavA jaNAvyuM. zrImaddanI zArIrika zakti uttarottara kSINa thatI gaI. eTalA azakta banI gayA ke besavA-UThavAnI zakti paNa na rahI. caitra vada cothano dina AvI pahoMcyo. dehatyAganA AgalA divase sAyaMkALe zrImanA nAnAbhAI mana:sukhabhAI, revAzaMkarabhAI, narottamabhAI vagerenI hAjarImAM zrImad cetavaNIrUpa bolyA, "tame nizcita rahejo, A AtmA zAzvata che. avazya vizeSa uttama gatine prApta thavAno che. tame zAMti ane samAdhipaNe pravartazo. je ratnamaya jJAnavANI A deha-dvArAye kahI zakavAnI hatI te kahevAno samaya nathI. tame puruSArtha karazo." rAtre aDhI vAgye zrImaddane atyaMta zaradI thaI. te samaye teozrIe jaNAvyuM : nizcita rahejo. bhAInuM samAdhi mRtyu che." upacAra karatAM zaradI ochI thaI gaI. savAre sADA sAta vAge je bichAnAmAM zayana karyuM hatuM, temAMthI eka koca upara pheravavA mana:sukhabhAIne kahyuM. manasukhabhAIne lAgyuM ke ati azakti hovAthI Avo pheraphAra karavo nahi. A samaye zrImade AjJA karI ke tvarAthI pheraphAra kara eTale mana:sukhabhAIe samAdhistha bhAve suI zakAya evA koca upara vyavasthA karI.

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78. sukhadhAma anaMta caitra vada pAMcamano e divasa. savAre poNA ATha vAge zrImaddane dUdha ApyuM, e teoe lIdhuM. A samaye saMpUrNa zuddhimAM mana, vacana ane kAyA hatAM. poNA nava vAge zrImade potAnA nAnA bhAI mana:sukhabhAIne kahyuM, manasukha, du:kha na pAmato, mAne ThIka rAkhaje. huM mArA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM." vaDhavANa kaeNmpamAM je sthitimAM UbhA UbhA citrapaTa paDAvyuM hatuM, barAbara e ja sthitimAM koca upara pAMca kalAka sudhI samAdhi rahI. poNA AThathI be vAge prANa chUTyA tyAM sudhI laghuzaMkA, dIrghazaMkA, moDhe pANI ke AMkhe pANI ke parasevo kaMI paNa jaNAtuM nahotuM. AvA samAdhi svabhAve te pavitra AtmA ane dehano saMbaMdha chuTyo. AtmA chUTo thayAnAM lezamAtra cihna jaNAtAM nahotAM. jema jema prANa ochA thavA lAgyA tema tema emanI mukhamudrAnI kAMti vizeSapaNe prakAzavA lAgI. e samayanI emanI dehatyAganI dazA anya upasthitone paNa Azcarya pamADatI ane pUjyabhAva utpanna karatI hatI. emanI mukhAkRti zAMta, manahara ane caitanyavyApI lAMgatI hatI. nahi tRSNA jIvyA taNI, maraNa yoga nahi kSobha." potAnI ja A aMtima saMdezAnI paMktine caritArtha karatA zrImadrane maraNano bhaya kyAMthI hoya ? ajara, amara amRta, AtmAne pAmelA zrImadda jevA parama jJAnI to kALanA paNa kALa che. kAlAtIta, samayAtIta ane dehAtIta che. saM. 1957nA caitra vadI paMcamInA dine maMgaLavAre baporanA barAbara be vAgye rAjakoTamAM A parama maMgalamUrti, parama divyajyoti rAjacaMdrano A rAjacaMdra nAmadhArI dehaparyAya chUTI gayo ane A parama amRta rAjacaMdranI divya zAzvata Atmajyoti Urdhvagamana karI gaI. - keTalAya yugamAM na thAya teTaluM kAma teo mAtra 33 varSamAM karI gayA. anaMta bhavanuM sATuM eka bhavamAM vALI gayA. parama AtmakalyANa sAdhI AtmakalyANano sAco rAha batAvI ja gata para asIma upakAra karI gayA. samayanI reta para asaMkhya pagalAM paDyAM ane pavananI laherathI ke dhULanI DamarIthI, samayanA pravAhathI ke kALanI balihArIthI e bhUMsAI gayA. e pagalAMonuM nAmonizAna maLatuM nathI. | mAtra vizvakalyANakArI virala vibhUtionAM pacihno ane pathapradarzako mAnavajAta pAse bhaviSyanI UjaLI AzArUpe rahyAM che. e ajavALanAro paMtha aneka mumukSune jIvanadRSTi ApanAro ane mULa mArganI oLakha Ape che. - jema tIrthaMkaronA nirvANathI sametazikharajI, giranArajI, pAvApurIjI pavitra tIrthadhAma banyAM che tema AtmAnI utkRSTa aizvaryatAne pAmelA ane prabhu mahAvIrano mULa mArga darzAvanArA zrImanA dehavilayane kAraNe rAjakoTanI bhUmi pavitra tIrthadhAma banI - sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina rAta rahe tad dhyAna mahIM, parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te varate jayate. for Personal Finasto Use Jain Education international For Personal & Pilvastu Use Only

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79. dRSTi thaI aAtmamAM | vi. saM. 1924nI kArtakI pUrNimAnA divase vavANiyAmAM janmelI divya jyoti vi. saM. 1957nA caitra vadI paMcamInA divase dehadRSTie vilaya pAmI, paraMtu e jyotie pragaTAvelo AtmaprakAza jagatanI aneka vyaktione bhautikatAnI bhISaNa doDa vacce ane viSama kALanA vegIlA pravAha vacce vizrAMtirUpa banI rahyo che. mumukSunA aMtaranA ajavALAMthI mAMDIne samagra vizvakalyANa sudhI eno prakAza relAyo che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjInI AdhyAtmika tRSA chipAvanAra A vibhUti na maLI hota to gAMdhIjIe anyadharmI banIne jIvana gALyuM hota. ema thayuM hota to jagatane gAMdhIjInI ahiMsAno prabhAva jovA na maLyo hota temaja yuddha, azAMti, hiMsA ane vera, lAlasAthI gherAyelA jagatane ahiMsAnI amogha zaktino paricaya sAMpaDyo na hota. jagatane mahAtmA gAMdhIjI pAsethI preraNA pAmIne zAMtinuM navuM sAmarthya dAkhavanArA mArTina lyuthara kiMga (juniyara) ke nelsana maMDelA maLyA na hota. A to thaI bahAranI duniyAnI vAta, paNa vibhUtino prakAza duniyAnI eka ja bAjune ajavALato nathI. e mumukSunA hRdayane prere che to sAthe mAnavInA jIvanane jIvavAno artha ane dRSTikoNa Ape che. vItarAga mArga para jAmI gayelA rAgabharyA vyavahAro ane AcArone dUra karIne zrImade zuddha mArgano prakAza Apyo. emane koI navIna paMtha pravartAvavo nahoto. emane to vItarAgapraNIta mArgane yathArtha rIte darzAvavo hato. e mArgamAM parasparanAM zAstronuM sAdara vAMcana thAya, judA judA phIrakAo vacce ekatA sadhAya ane anyanI samRddhi dvArA svayaMnI apUrNatA dUra thAya evo zrImano Azaya hato. ' emanAmAM nAnI vayathI ja mArgano uddhAra karavAnI jijJAsA pravartatI hatI ane tethI ja mULa mArga para lakSa karIne ane parama zrutanI ArAdhanA karIne zrImade avanine e amRta pharI pAchuM dharyuM. jaina dharmanA siddhAMtonA nicoDa samA graMtho racyA. emanAmAM kavitA ane tattvajJAna evA laya ane tAla sAthe pragaTa thayA ke agaNita mumukSuonA aMtaramAM enuM avirata guMjana adyApi cAlyA kare che. zrImaddanuM jIvana svayaM eka saMdeza banI gayuM. bAhya upAdhi ane prabaLa vyAdhi vacce jIvatA mAnavIne mATe e jIvana samatAno zILo chAMyaDo banI gayuM. emaNe gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne AtmakalyANanA Urdhva zikharano sAdhanApaMtha batAvyo. emanAM vacanomAM hRdayaparivartananI zAMta tAkAta hatI. emanA AtmalakSI ciMtanamAM bAhya jagatamAM bhamatA mAnavIne bhItaramAM khoja karavAnuM AhvAna hatuM. | 'matabheda rAkhI koI mokSa pAmyA nathI,' ema kahenAra zrImanAM vacano bhedaSTi ke matAgraha choDIne AtmakalyANano mArga pAmavAno paDakAra kare che. zuSka jJAna ke jaDa kriyAno niSedha karavAnI sAthosAtha samarpaNazIla bhAvayukta bhaktine sarvotkRSTa mArga tarIke darzAve che. "bIjuM kazuM zodha mA. mAtra eka satparuSane zodha" kahenArA zrImade sadgurunuM mAhAlya batAvyuM. AtmajJAna vinAnA guru te saddaguru nahi ema bhArapUrvaka kahyuM. zrImanA AvA krAMtikArI vicAro aMge e samaye vakhatovakhata emano virodha thayo hato e emaNe niHspRhabhAve sahyo hato. zrImaddanuM vyaktitva ja vairAgya-preraka hatuM ane emanI zaktio asAdhAraNa hatI. teo ekAMtamAM rahI svAdhyAya, manana ane dhyAnamAM samaya pasAra karatA ane lokasamUhathI dUra jaMgalomAM ane pahADomAM, nirjana sthaLamAM ke vRkSanI nIce dhyAna dharatA hatA. jIvanamAM saMyama, AhAramAM sAdAI ane sarva rIte ni:spRhI rahevAnI emanI vRtti emanA satsaMgamAM AvanArane sparzI jatAM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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80. eTaluM ja mAguM ! zrImade 'mokSamALA'thI prAraMbha karIne aneka pado ane patromAM emaNe vItarAga paramAtmAe darzAvelA mArgane sAco ane zreSTha mArga kahyo. teonA jIvanaparyaMta emano A nizcaya dRDha rahyo. AthI ja emaNe kahyuM, "maMtra, taMtra, auSadha nahIM, jethI pApa palAya, vItarAga vANI vinA, avara na koI upAya, vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMta rasa mULa, auSadha je bhavaroganAM, kAyarane pratikULa." zrImA zabdezabdamAM e pratIta thAya che ke teo anya darzananuM khaMDana karyA vinA jinadarzananI zreSThatA darzAve che. zrI AtmasiddhizAstra AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa che. zrImad pAse jAtismaraNajJAna, smRtijJAna, jyotiSajJAna ane evI keTalIya zaktio hatI, paraMtu emaNe A asAdhAraNa zaktione tyajIne AtmAnA amara paMthe cAlavAno saMdeza Apyo. Ama zrImad jIvanavyavahAramAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhionAM cakramAM phasAyelA mAnavIo mATe sukhano visAmo banI gayA. bAhya upAdhimAM vadhu ne vadhu DUbatA jatA Adhunika mAnavIne mATe zrImad AMtarika samAdhino saMdeza banI gayA. ADaMbaro, vaibhava-pradarzano ane utsavo-mahotsavomAM dharma mAnIne rAcanArAonA hRdayane DhaMDhoLanAra dharmopadezaka banI gayA. matArthamAM khUMpelA jJAnIone AtmArtha tarapha javAno saMketa ApanArA banI rahyA. hiMsAthI sattA ane yuddhathI sAmrAjya hAMsala karavAnA nazAmAM DolatA sattAdhIzone ahiMsAnI aDaga ane prabaLa tAkAtano aMdAja ApanArA banI gayA. jIvananA sthULa bhAvonI zabdalIlAmAM rAcanArAne mATe AdhyAtmika apUrva avasara AlekhanArA kavi banI gayA. zrImanA jIvanano prakAza jagata para evI rIte phelAyo che ke emAMthI sahu koIne jIvananI Urdhva yAtrAno virala paMtha dRSTigocara thaze. AthI ja aneka hRdaya ekasAthe bolI UThe che "apAra karuNAsiMdhu evA Ape ama jIvo para anaMta upakAra karI, je jaDa ane cetanano bheda darzAvyo che te upakArano badalo namaskAra sivAya bIjo zuM vALI zakIe ? tamArA caraNomAM rahI dAsatvabhAva pragaTe ane tame je nijasvarUpa darzAvI anaMta sukha batAvyuM te AnaMdano avadhi ame niraMtara bhogavatA rahIe. AvA deha chatAM dehAtIta svarUpe rahela jJAnInA caraNomAM amArA agaNita vaMdana ho." Aje zrImade batAvelo mULa mArga mumukSuono rAjamArga banyo che. Avo, e mULa dharmanI upAsanAnI akhaMDa jyota ApaNA hRdayamAM pragaTAvavA mATe parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrane prArthanA karIe "he parama kRpALudeva ! janma-jarA-maraNAdi sarva duHkhono atyaMta kSaya karanAro evo vItarAga puruSano mULa mArga Apa zrImade anaMtakRpA karI mane Apyo, te anaMta upakArano pratiupakAra vALavA huM sarvathA asamartha chuM. vaLI Apa zrImad kaMI paNa levAne sarvathA nispRha cho; jethI huM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI ApanA caraNAraviMdamAM namaskAra karuM chuM. ApanI parama bhakti ane vItarAga puruSanA mULa dharmanI upAsanA mArA hRdayane viSe bhavaparyaMta akhaMDa jAgrata raho eTaluM ja mAguM chuM te saphaLa thAo." OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 'satpuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo.' For Personal & Private Use Orily whine.Jainerary.org

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ka [ We tii. zrImad rAjacaMdra vize mahAtmA gAMdhIjInAM anubhavavayuno ahiMsA ane satyathI jagatane ajavALanArA mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA jIvanamAM A prakAza pragaTyo kyAMthI ? berisTara mohanadAsa karamacaMda gAMdhImAMthI vizvavaMdya mahAtmA gAMdhI banyA kaI rIte ? ahiMsA ane AdhyAtmikatAnA emanAM preraNAsrota hatAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajI. emanI AdhyAtmika preraNAne sahAre gAMdhIjIe rAjakIya, AdhyAtmika ane sAmAjika krAMti karI. AvA rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIjI svayaM kahe che: mArA jIvana para zrI rAjacaMdrabhAIno evo sthAyI prabhAva paDyo ke, huM enuM varNana karI zakato nathI. huM keTalAMya varSothI bhAratamAM dhArmika purUSanI zodhamAM chuM. paraMtu emanA jevA dhArmika purUSa hiMdamAM haju sudhI meM joyA nathI. yuropanA tattvajJAnIomAM huM TolsToyane prathama zreNInA ane raskinane bIjA zreNInA vidvAna samajuM chuM, paraMtu rAjacaMdrabhAIno anubhava e baMnethI caDhelo hato." GS - 1 potAnA jIvanapaMthane navI dizA ApanAra e dRSTi vize mahAtmA gAMdhIjI e potAnI AtmakathA 'satyanA prayogo'mAM temaja zrImad rAjacaMdra vize vividha prasaMgoe ApelAM pravacanomAM potAno Adara pragaTa kare che. ahIM vIsamI sadInA sauthI prabhAvaka vyakti evA mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe zrImad rAjacaMdra vize pragaTa karelA potAnA anubhavanuM saMkalana karyuM che.

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"meM ghaNAnAM jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM lIdhuM che. paNa sauthI vadhAre koInA jIvanamAMthI meM grahaNa karyuM hoya, to te kavizrInA jIvanamAMthI che." = = = koIe te vakhate gAMdhIjIne sUcavyuM ke, "tame rAyacaMdabhAIne keTalAka zabdo saMbhaLAvo ane e zabdo game te bhASAmAM haze to paNa te ja kramamAM rAyacaMdabhAI pAchA kahI jaze." gAMdhIjIne A sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thayuM; e prasaMga veLAnI potAnI sthitino khyAla ApatAM gAMdhIjI kahe che : "huM to juvAniyo, vilAyatathI Avelo, mArI bhASAjJAnano paNa DoLa; mane vilAyatano pavana tyAre kaMI ocho na hato. vilAyatathI AvyA eTale UMcethI UtaryA. meM mAruM badhuM jJAna ThAlavyuM ane judI judI bhASAnA zabdo prathama to meM lakhI kADhyA - kema ke mane krama kyAM yAda rahevAno hato ? ane pachI te zabdo huM vAMcI gayo. te ja kramamAM rAyacaMdabhAIe haLavethI eka pachI eka badhA zabdo kahI dIdhA. huM rAjI thayo, cakita thayo, ane kavinI smaraNazakti viSe mAro UMco abhiprAya baMdhAyo. vilAyatano pavana haLavo pADavA sAru A anubhava sarasa thayo gaNAya." gAMdhIjInI zrImad sAthe prathama oLakha thaI te vakhatanI gAMdhIjInI sthiti viSe paNa jANavuM Avazyaka che. e viSe gAMdhIjI pote ja kahe che : "(zrIma) pote hajAronA vepAra kheDatA, hIrAmotInI pArakha karatA, vepAranA koyaDA ukelatA; paNa e vastu potAno viSaya nahotI. temano viSaya - temano puruSArtha - to AtmaoLakha - haridarzana hato. potAnI peDhI upara bIjI vastu hoya yA na hoya, paNa koI ne koI dharmapustaka ane rojanIzI hoya ja. vepAranI vAta pUrI thaI ke dharmapustaka UghaDe ane pelI noMdhapothI UghaDe..... je manuSya lAkhonA sodAnI vAta karI laIne turata AtmajJAnanI gUDha vAto lakhavA besI jAya, tenI jAta vepArInI nahIM paNa zuddha jJAnInI che. temano AvI jAtano anubhava mane eka veLA nahIM, paNa aneka veLA thayelo." * * * ghaNA dharmAcAryone maLavAno prayatna meM karyo che. paNa je chApa mArA upara rAyacaMdabhAIe pADI te bIjA koI nathI pADI zakyA. temanAM ghaNAM vacano mane soMsarAM UtarI jatAM. temanI buddhine viSe mane mAna hatuM. temanI prAmANikatA viSe teTaluM ja hatuM. ne tethI huM jANato hato ke, teo mane irAdApUrvaka ADe raste nahi dore ne potAnA manamAM haze evuM ja kaheze. AthI mArI AdhyAtmika bhIDamAM huM temano Azraya leto." - a sk 8: ApaNe saMsArI jIvo chIe, tyAre zrImad asaMsArI hatA. ApaNane aneka yoniomAM bhaTakavuM paDaze, tyAre zrImaddane kadAca eka janma basa thAo. ApaNe kadAca mokSathI dUra bhAgatA hoIzuM, tyAre zrImad vAyuvege mokSa tarapha dhasI rahyA hatA. A thoDo puruSArtha nathI.

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hiMdu dharmamAM mane zaMkA pedA thaI te samaye tenA nivAraNamAM madada karanAra rAyacaMdabhAI hatA. * * * temanI sAthe to mane sarasa saMbaMdha baMdhAI cUkyo hato. temanA pratye mAna hatuM, tethI temanI mAraphate je maLI zake te meLavavA vicAra karyo. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke huM zAMti pAmyo. hiMdu dharmamAM mane je joIe te maLe ema che, evo manane vizvAsa Avyo. * * * A sthitine sAru rAyacaMdabhAI javAbadAra thayA, eTale mAruM mAna temanA pratye keTaluM vadhyuM hovuM joIe teno khyAla vAMcanArane kaMIka Avaze. temanI cAla dhImI hatI, ane jonAra samajI zake ke cAlatAM paNa pote vicAramAM grasta che. AMkhamAM camatkAra hato : atyaMta tejasvI; vihvaLatA jarAye na hatI. AMkhamAM ekAgratA lakhelI hatI. temanA kaMThamAM eTaluM badhuM mAdhurya hatuM ke temane sAMbhaLatAM mANasa thAke nahIM. cahero hasamukho ne praphullita hato. tenI upara aMtarAnaMdanI chAyA hatI. | * * * potAnA vyavahAramAM saMpUrNa rIte prAmANikapaNuM jALavatA evI mArI upara temaNe chApa pADI hatI. teo sodA karatA te vakhate huM koI vAra anAyAse hAjara raheto. temanI vAta spaSTa ane eka ja hatI. 'cAlAkI" jevuM huM kaMI joto nahi. sAmonAnI cAlAkI pote tarata kaLI jatA, te temane asahya lAgatI. eve vakhate temanI bhrakuTI paNa caDatI, ne AMkhomAM lAlAza huM joI zakato hato. | ka da H evI paNa mAnyatA jovAmAM Ave che ke, dhArmika mANaso to evA bhoLA hoya ke tene badhA chetare. tene duniyAnI bAbatonI kazI khabara na paDe. A barobara hoya to kRSNacaMdra ane rAmacaMdra be avatAro te kevaLa saMsArI manuSyomAM gaNAvA joIe. kavi kahetA ke jene zuddha jJAna che tene chetaravo azakya hovuM joIe. * * * mANasa dhArmika eTale nItimAna hoya chatAM te jJAnI na hoya, paNa mokSane sAru nIti ane anubhavajJAnano susaMgama joIe. jene anubhavajJAna thayuM che tenI pAse pAkhaMDa nabhI ja na zake. satyanI samIpamAM asatya na nabhI zake. ahiMsAnA sAnnidhyamAM hiMsA baMdha thAya. saraLatA jyAM prakAze che tyAM chaLarUpI aMdhakAra nAza pAme che. jJAnavAna ane dharmavAna, kapaTIne juo ke tarata tene oLakhe ane tenuM hRdaya dayAthI bhInuM thaI jAya, jeNe AtmAne pratyakSa joyo che te bIjAne oLakhyA vinA kema rahe ? * * * AtmAne mokSa denAra AtmA ja che. A zuddha satyanuM nirUpaNa rAyacaMdabhAIe ghaNI rIte potAnAM lakhANomAM karyuM che. rAyacaMdabhAIe ghaNAM dharmapustakono sarasa abhyAsa karyo hato. temane saMskRta ane mAgadhI bhASA samajatAM jarAye * * *

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muzkelI nahotI AvatI. vedAMtano abhyAsa temaNe karelo, tema ja bhAgavatano ane gItAjIno. jaina pustako to jeTalAM temane hAtha AvatAM te vAMcI jatA. temanI te grahaNa karavAnI zakti athAga hatI eka vakhatanuM vAcana te te pustakonuM rahasya jANI levAne sAru temane pUratuM hatuM. * * * mArI sAthe carcA karatAM mane koI divasa temaNe evuM to kahyuM ja nahi ke mAre mokSa meLavavA sAru amuka dharmane avalaMbavo joIe. mAro AcAra vicAravAnuM ja temaNe mane kahyuM. * * * rAyacaMdabhAI ghaNI veLA kahetA ke judA judA dharma e to vADAo che. temAM manuSya purAI jAya che. jeNe mokSa meLavavo e ja puruSArtha mAnyo che tene dharmanuM tilaka potAne kapALe lagADavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. dharmanA jhaghaDAthI temane haMmezAM kaMTALo Avato, temAM bhAgye ja paDatA. badhA dharmonI khUbIo pUrI joI jatA ne te te dharmInI pAse mUkatA. dakSiNa AphrikAnA mArA patravyavahAramAM paNa meM temanI pAsethI e ja vastu meLavI hatI. * rAyacaMdabhAInI dRSTie to koIne potAno dharma choDavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. sahu potAnA dharmamAM rahI potAnI svataMtratA eTale mokSa meLavI zake che. kema ke mokSa meLavo eTale savaze rAgadveSarahita thavuM. chatAM ATalI smaraNazakti, ATaluM jJAna ane ATaluM temanI AsapAsanAo taraphathI mAna. AthI huM mohAyo, smaraNazakti nizALamAM nathI vecAtI. jJAna paNa nizALanI bahAra jo icchA thAya - jijJAsA hoya - to maLe ane mAna pAmavAne sAru vilAyata ke kyAMye javuM nathI paDatuM, paNa guNane mAna joIe to maLI rahe che, e padArthapATha mane muMbaI UtaratAM ja maLyo. - kavinI sAtheno A paricaya bahu AgaLa cAlyo. smaraNazakti ghaNAnI tIvra hoya, tethI aMjAvAnI kazI jarUra nathI. zAstrajJAna paNa ghaNAne jovAmAM Ave che. paNa jo te saMskArI na hoya to temanI pAsethI phUTI badAma paNa nathI maLatI. saMskAra sArA hoya tyAM ja smaraNazakti ane zAstrajJAnano meLApa zobhe ane jagatane zobhAve, kavi saMskArI jJAnI hatA. - je vairAgya 'apUrva avasara'nI kaDIomAM jhaLahaLI rahyo che te meM temanA be varSanA gADha paricayamAM kSaNe kSaNe temanAmAM joyelo. temanAM lakhANonI eka asAdhAraNatA e che ke pote je anubhavyuM te ja lakhyuM che. temAM kyAMye kRtrimatA nathI. bIjAnI upara chApa pADavA sAru eka lITI sarakhI paNa lakhI hoya ema meM nathI joyuM. temanI pAse haMmezAM kaMIka dharmapustaka ane eka korI copaDI helAM ja hoya. e copaDImAM potAnAM manamAM je vicAra Ave te lakhI nAkhe. koI veLA gadya ne koI veLA padya. evI rIte ja 'apUrva avasara' paNa lakhAyeluM hovuM joIe. khAtAM, besatAM, sutAM, pratyeka kriyA karatAM temanAmAM vairAgya to hoya ja . koI vakhata A jagatanA koI paNa vaibhavane viSe temane moha thayo hoya ema meM nathI joyuM. # # # (NCPSP(>(BY SPIC I181 pA >$$)ZZZ(r)L$>$$$'

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temanAM lakhANomAM sat nItarI rahyuM che evo mane haMmezAM bhAsa Avyo che. temaNe potAnuM jJAna batAvavA sAru eka paNa akSara nathI lakhyo. lakhanArano hetu vAMcanArane potAnA AtmAnaMdamAM bhAgIdAra banAvavAno hato. jene Atmakleza TALavo che, je potAnuM kartavya jANavA utsuka che tene zrImaddanAM lakhANomAMthI bahu maLI raheze, evo mane vizvAsa che, pachI bhale te hiMdu ho ke anyadharmI. *** - zrImad rAjacaMdre maraNakALe asahya duHkha bhogavyuM, paNa temane te duHkhano vicAra nahoto; temane to te veLA IzvaradarzananI ja tAlAvelI lAgelI hatI. Aje mArI jiMdagImAM vinaya sAthe kaDavI vAto saMbhaLAvavAno mAre prasaMga Avyo che, tyAre evA zrImad rAjacaMdranuM smaraNa karIne temanI ahiMsAnI stuti karIne huM sadbhAgI banuM chuM. je vastu AtmAne dUdha jevI dekhAya che tevI jagatamAM koIno paNa Dara rAkhyA vinA pragaTa karavAnI zakti ApaNe e puruSanA smaraNamAMthI Aje meLavIe. Dara ekamAtra caitanyano rAkhIe; covIse kalAka, rakhene e haMmezAM khabaradArI karanAro dubhAze to nahi evI ciMtA rAkhIe. rAjacaMdranA jIvanamAM temanI anaMta tapazcaryA zIkhIe, ane je anaMta tapazcaryAne pariNAme teo caitanyanI ja ArAdhanA karatAM zIkhyA te samajIe, ane ApaNI alpatA vicArI bakarI jevA rAMka banI, ApaNAmAM virAjatA caitanyane vicArI siMha jevA samartha banIe to jIvananuM sArthaka che. ***** emanA jIvanamAMthI zIkhavAnI be moTI vAto te satya ane ahiMsA. pote je sAcuM mAnatA te kahetA ane AcaratA. ane ahiMsA to te jaina hatA eTale ane emanA svabhAvathI emanI pAse hatI. Aja ahiMsAnI prAkRta samaja jainomAM che - ke nAnAM jIvajaMtu na mAravAM vagere - eTalethI ja emanI ahiMsA samApta nahotI thatI. emane to manuSyane kAMI paNa du:kha thAya, to tethI paNa duHkha thatuM. ane te eTale sudhI ke ghaNI vAra emane saMsArathI virakti AvI jatI. = viraktino guNa emanA jIvanamAM pahelethI ja jovAmAM Ave che. 33 varSanI nAnI vaye e gujarI gayA. 17-18 varSanI uMmaranAM emanAM padomAM A vairAgyabhAva dekhAya che. ane te uMmare emaNe tyAgatitikSAnuM jIvana grahaNa karavA tAkeluM. tyArathI emanAmAM A vairAgyavRtti rahelI hatI, joke gRhasthAzrama ane vepAra lagabhaga aMta sudhI emanI pAse rahyAM hatAM. paNa vRttithI te vairAgI hatA. emanA jIvanamAMthI cAra cIjo zIkhI zakIe : (1) zAzvata vastumAM tanmayatA; (2) jIvananI saraLatA; AkhA saMsAra sAthe ekasarakhI vRttithI vyavahA2; (3) satya ane (4) ahiMsAmaya jIvana. maraNa pUrve thoDAka agAunA patro meM joyA che. A vastuo temAM paNa meM bhALI che. e vastu ApaNe smaraNamAM rAkhIe ane jIvanamAM paNa anukaraNa karIe. // 1825

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zrImad je vairAgya ane saMsAranI asAratA mATe punaH punaH bodha karatA te vairAgya keTalo mahattvano che te Aje eka akasmAta uparathI bahu sArI rIte jaNAI Ave che. pI. o. kaMpanInI moTI sTImara 'arebiyA' samudramAM adRzya thaI gayAnA gamagInI bharelA samAcAra Aje chApAmAM vAMcavAmAM AvyA che. e sTImaramAM hiMdanA eka ratna ratana tAtA ane mi. jIvarAja mahetA jevA samartha puruSo hatA. te puruSono koI patto haju sudhI maLyo nathI. AkhuM bhAratavarSa temanI ciMtAthI Aje gamagIna thayuM che. je puruSo guma thayA che temanAM kuTuMbomAM kevI dilagIrI vyApI haze, teno ApaNe khyAla karI zakatA nathI. zrImade potAnuM jIvana parama vairAgyamaya gALyuM hatuM. ane e ja jIvana yathArtha jIvana hatuM evo AjanI Akasmika ghaTanA uparathI ApaNane nizcaya thAya che. * * * jemanuM puNyasmaraNa karavA ApaNe AvyA chIe te dayAdharmanI mUrti hatA. temaNe dayAdharmane jAyo hato ne potAnA jIvanamAM keLavyo hato. teo ghaNI vAra kahetA ke, copAsathI koI barachIo bhoMke te sahI zakuM, paNa jagatamAM je jUTha, pAkhaMDa, atyAcAra cAlI rahyAM che, dharmane nAme je adharma vartI rahyo che, tenI barachI sahana thaI zakatI nathI. atyAcArothI UkaLI rahelA temane UkaLI jatA meM ghaNI vAra joyA che. bIjuM kAMI zodha mA. mAtra eka sapuruSane zodhIne tenAM caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI daI varyo jA. pachI jo mokSa na maLe to mArI pAsethI leje.

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da. 1 1Ne veda ne, jo na I & dANA, AtmA ne za-vA che je 8 kalara nagt<< 43 11 pa1-ka che, nA 1268 , kama Te 26 jainagnanke, ne 84 11 - I nke ho kaat 5Lah, na60 paMda, 3 1 2 ne, te da2 261 2in. 16 ema ka rI chaMtare roke 247 haiyada, kAma meM 0AI, uzvane nara nA vada- 37 jahI 11, tA ji bAju jaje 5 kahaLadara, zrAmajanajA . 3 8 2ThA jozI nAM , na laTe naI tema, to nA PS k6 nahIM, de na svaMtatra + 39 sva nmA e ai sanma borDa dva, che joke zatru vimA 19u, #ATe sula ke. * nAM ba9 de 2a Rha, tyAM kA Te nasAna, je zAne na kada , 18ni ha4, 41 che te su kikA2 haThA mahattama 1111, ure uSma , bhajuM kaTu (re.. atch che te nesta che, je kurtA ne jaLA 2ja tejI che, udana 26rka. 43 48 16 2 teja , darzana .@. jee . rana kahe6ne, 4hata no neha - jana 58, 28 aDhI naha! 9, 1 tene nA ne, nA nAte mAna naha, hade 6 21 24 92 % ja dedana, mULa deha natha6, 8 hama ne spAmara, dho 1 zrAma vizva sevanano ni che. keraLa kADhavA ke huM dhA ne tharTI , bhale kuLa ja jA1. <> nA 16, aka ja Ida4ma, kra, hda, do hdana, 12 jUhuM ek87. tema to, japama lenAra che? hA ne 1 1 1, 28 22 1. 6 : 7 che M1 ke 2 Anhe, sama najade 21kuda4ja8 tamALa, 88 mae 23 de che, kaba hairI na 21 1.1 husana bena, phaoNnA ajuna ja jA ke. eka aju najara e haja halana nuM jJAna. che te 6 kinA, ke phe meM jA.19 63 che moko bane khajurajarsa: u5re naTi saMbhoga, : Page #193
ra 2 %usa, 3-7 nA ja 8, rahe. tenA 12 mo , jIbha phaLa jhanUna 29 jamAna che da. 87 23 ja kare {La jaze, jact 20 ni k, na kare che phULa , 3M kahIvana mAM 88 ( 21madina. sabhAna roga 2318 23 jU {kt, m0 mA saLa bahes, tema nivRtti keLavA, maTe 3 1( 89 thI 3La jaLa che, mane 2,123 jAja, je. 23 zA ta , u6 mo 1 A jAja. 91 tene gaLe, traM Li! kima, 1 nAM 2 1 , nirbha anaMta sukha jerA. 91 23. 5ulama. ka - 08 - 6rmana, MP 3-7 kurma; ajA 217 - 17 6, 3 jaja je karma 71 Ach 68 ne, dare kala ba4, , Izvara 21, , aMjaLabaMdha 7 2 nata udAno , koI na pAke huM 96 37 2 hatuM ke nahiM, ke nAre ja . 73. 216 21 homa 1 yuna- ke 218 , rohA . , DaLa ja nahike rADa, jue kriyA thI. maM - 74 ne ketuna 26 naLa, na ja kyAM che M, ( sa.- 2-2tAdaja nahi, te nara 16F. udaLa heta ne, jA -1 1ne naDe 12 A saMma che ' rekA 1, 29 ni jAne namaH 76 5 sIsa koInAri, Izvare 2, rRA., kathA che? jo ahama, I 2hakaLa 1 77 e1 ne na- aa namAM, 7 raMjA ja, nA nato ja ', sLA 1, 38 | 28 | ziSya ujaka, e ja rUma naM 68, 908 jon8 naha soke, 26 21 bhas 3 , { 12821/ M haoNma. 39 3 161 Izvane baha; jA rU 2hatuM 21 1; MLa kahe DaI 11, Izva2 294 11. ( * Izvane ri ... 11 naLA, 1 ttrakama nara hah: jI rajA 2 mana, 1 camana I ja. 81 ' na 16 032 jaja ke. jA ja ni= 36 nA, naTe enarja, jhara jI rU 27 , 01 895 phare nukra. 82 bhera phaMkaTa cetana ke nahI , braja bane ke, ona 3jA 23 ja kumavuM, jA jA YhyuM ke, hama 66 ThThI kSa66, nara aTaka , uda2 kumo kuLa anaMtana, 24 che ja che'. 2. *prathA 10 nabaet , de che ane 3; tenA 11 21 mo , ke na kheda vije!, 93 umA 6imAM nokata che mA jemAM mota, eno nipa nA bane, bAra jeda me 1, 94 te ja che, je na jo ; 1881 17nA 1cho, ro udaphata2 11 98 pAye uttare La muM, 11 kAna 211 anNuM u ra una una 1931 96 115paiubhaya, ja e uttvare nI ,I, mtch ts tI, tA 1 mato ramI , 1ng * navina e rIta 87 urna-jA2 matAna che, jA ja niraja che, khaMg1 141 11 ma, nA 2 rannAna kajhA 98 ne e 6 (it baMkha nAM veda baMne 2 2; te 62 lA che , kora- 8, 12 khaMn, Cr 11 dekha nisAna che, mu, ma<< a, , , nivRtti che. 1 , 2 no paM . 100 20AramA A15 jaina khame, 21 nA 21 1TIta; 1La jaLa pIe, ne haMda . zIza 6I ja na ba3 11 , bairuM, che naoNTa bhi, , cheke jo huM : du parAzana bai, na sarjaka rAkha, haoN eN jI11 11, kha upama Ama - 1*3. 922 KB) 695/ 2.2 63 9 / 9 252; 3.238 jinA na kema che. te* bhArUngave, 84 6La61 I 1 thI, e mAM 1La jarUra, 3 >> " jA je 2 8 meM, ke je 6 2- 2 te te jAma ujaLA, 18 2-thA 1, pTana jaLa che uSya , # 26 - 21 1, 86 (F (2 (3 (62 ( 5 EUR9 (2 - 2 ( 19rA

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2 baju ka2Na ne ke 3, ch. soTIna, te je jhajune nAmo, 2 ka2Akho. 142 dahI nA-1, 12 ka daLa, 621, 14 68 sa chuM, hoi bajUna 1 136 janma 16 21jAne, jaja ba9 *, A11,ii 124 11, e u633 akhAda. 127 8 20 maisunnA munena aAtuLa, mAu kujha , 1khA hatuM ! he he baoN6 sucanA kubaMdha , diLa, cha ( nu 3 neha, 1 akujaka tarjane, ema mo 1idee 2 104 chach An AnivaDo, LA e che ke vika96, ut hI nA ekamo, ja vedanA 19. 18 ja? DAM Tu jha% te , phanAM phaLa kriyA che, che pada-1 varSa nA , mA 20nI niMdhara 1. 10 6 nati, jene jonArI, 38 nA ne homa, 11 ke kI lahe, emAM ne 1 ka. 17 kukaDI, hainLA, 1 mo mAlika, jAle che [ 186, -%. 18 te nittA yu jha ja ne, raM boja, jo ke paitAphIne, 2 1 2 zoka. 1989 gata 62nAma , ta la , lade a samakSa ne, mAM ne . 11 hane 1-2LAja , jAvalI , bhUATe ni* nAka mAM, pA * 1hphIna111 kamAna sa + 1 14.TALe mijAje, udana mane capaTano, kAdazakAta: 11a, seLa rakajha2, jhADa - tAna, 52 va La ratana che, de che je kika hA. 113 phora harSa nuM rUn 23, ^?g , n; 1, nA, tema kAja jana dina, DAAna 1 62 ka. 34 chuTe 8mare 1, nara ka u 14 naha che je paLo, mI kamano marmI, 114 anaMta na ratana 6, A bAya , 116 ane maitanmana, 2-ja keroji - rUma; DaLayuM dama che . 42 divya ne jo ma. 17 nima sarje tA neno, nathI ane jema ke, dharI naunA e 5 re, 218- 21 mA kI mAM, 118 | ziSya baLa-batti. 216 nA uke , cha nuM kaI jA, nije nini 8ii laha, 62 16 mI 241- 11 - muM na* - , 13, 11, 14, 0 *M 11 nA ne, dRDhanI 126.12 7 jALa ne phiLA 1 mAM che, vRddhi karI. jA jatAM, mA ! raMbha. 1an jamavA karSiati , ,, meLa, phUla, phaLa to che ja, lArja -ka?t. 132. che ke have na-2, chA, te rakhe ne ke, 11mana no che , 103 mA nircaka. 183. me | do!M 11 42 kArdika stara 2, Maa zamatra 21 banyu phI , Mdare! aho! uth2.13 | u aMdAje damana cho maLe che.A sthAna mAM ti, himA2tAM jiut , saM25 2Te 1 phAMI 118 mADama ja ni sama pAna, 20672 vaidha re19, OM Maa ratA ratana jema ja, ke vizva2 zvAna. 129ne pajhA ,. kuko ure . ja2AtanAla che do nahi ja gAI 13* na jALa saMjanA, sana 11 noma, nizcaye rALa lahiAM, sAna pharajaMda rata. 131 anike e , AmAM naLa de, mo no baha1 naTa, baje sa8 rahela. 132 gacha mana na ke 99nA, te nahi ra6 bee, jAna nahI * 3.huM , nizcama nadI re. 133 nAradaLa.rAQ ikamA, mAnamAM ho, mode phaLa na mika, mArga je nA phoke, 13 ja sarva eja che ka 201, ne saLage che ke, 3 nArada jinA, nA kemerAmAM.138 upat[LanuM nAma laI ne je nimitta, me kaI tri , e jarA &ita, 136 khuba La tAna ke, baMne rIte na moha, che jema kahI che, mAtra sAnino koi..13 , 2 , samah, tLA, 11, sama, vairAge, dama mumukSu hika, 21 sukhama. 138 koi jA ke , aA homa karI , te 22 nAna 62 , bAphI rike jAMta 13813 0 3ekh h8 0 0 % %b9ekh, ke tA 1628, bAkI thA mA rara41. 14 * -wAna paya vimAne, chaThe ne, 2 aLatuM pAMcamu , khemAM nahi raDha . 1deha chata nI dayA, vano deTA tAva, che ja navAM karavAmAM , hojiMdana mahIla, 142 | * sAna zi, mA kho, kadI 212 saka, 46rasidamAM, jA na nirdit.

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zrI jaina darzanano mamIe pUrvanA yogasaMskAro laIne janmelA parama kRpALudeva zrImadjInI bAlyAvasthAmAM dharmavicAranA be AMtarapravAho vyakta-avyakta rIte vahI rahyAM hatA. eka pravAha te vaiSNava dharmanA saMskArano ane bIjo pravAha te jainadharmanA saMskArano. emanA pitAmaha pAsethI vaiSNava dharmanA saMskAra maLyA ane mAtA devabA pAsethI jainadharmanA saMskAranI prApti thaI. zrImadjIe svayaM AlekhelI "samuccayavayacaryA" pramANe dhIredhIre jaina dharmanA pratikramaNa sUtrAdi pustako teone vAMcavA maLyA. te pavitra sUtromAM AlekhAyelA jagatanA sarva jIvo pratyenI maitrInA parama udAtta vicAro teonA hRdayane sparzI gayA. A samaye jaina ane vaiSNava saMskAro tarapha mizra valaNa rahyuM hatuM, paraMtu samaya jatAM jaina zAstrono paricaya vadhato gayo ane tema tema jaina dharma tarapha teonuM valaNa vizeSa thayuM. pakSapAtau na meM vIraM, na dveSa: kapilAdiSu / yuktimad vacanaM yasya tasya kAryaH parigrahaH // mane vIra pratye pakSapAta nathI ne kapilAdi pratye dveSa nathI. jenuM vacana yuktimadrayuktiyukta hoya teno parigraha karavA yogya che." | terathI soLa varSano samaya zrImadajInA dharmamaMthanano athavA to tattvamaMthanano samaya banI rahyo. emanI jJAnapipAsA eTalI badhI tIvra hatI ke teramA varSe dukAnano kArobAra saMbhALavAnI sAthosAtha teoe samasta AgamonuM UMDu talasparzI avagAhana karyuM. roje roja utkRSTa upAsanA karatA hovAthI teomAM zrutajJAnanI ananya vRddhi thavA lAgI. saMskRta ane prAkRttano abhyAsa na hovA chatAM pUrvanA yogasaMskAra sAthe janmelA prajJAnidhAna zrImadjIne jaina AgamonuM talasparzI ane tattvasparzI jJAna prApta thayuM. tattvamaMthananA samayagALA daramiyAna tattvaparIkSA karanArA zrImadjIe padarzana darzAvanArA je je graMtho maLyA, tenuM madhyastha bhAve UMDuM adhyayana karyuM. Ama zrImadjI jinadarzanamAM-vItarAga-darzanamAM dRDha nizcayI banyA. sAdavAdI jina darzana e ja nirAgraha ane nirAgraha e ja jinadarzana - ema emane dRDha zraddhA thaI. sarva darzanane potAnA vizALa aMgamAM samAvI le evI jinadarzananI adbhuta vizALatA che, kAraNa ke anekAMtamAM mAnanAruM jinadarzananuM sarvadarzana vyApakapaNuM ET ' ' Join Edotior International

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he hana Jain Eduation Intern tenA syAdvAdadarzIpaNAne laIne che. tattva maMthana karatAM zrImadjIne jinadarzanano evo gADha raMga lAgyo ke, tenA phaLasvarUpe soLa varSa ne pAMca mAsanI nAnI vaye darzana prabhAvaka 'mokSamALA' graMthanuM sarjana karyuM. mahAna AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrie kahyuM che tema vidvAnone A potAno ke pArako siddhAMta zuM hoya ? AtmIyaH parakIyo vA kaH siddhAtaH vipazvitAm AcArya zrI haribhadrasUrinA A sUramAM sUra pUrAvatAM zrImadjI uccAre che ke, bhinna bhinna mata dekhIe, bheda dRSTino eha; eka tattvanA mULamAM, vyApyA mAno teha. teha tattvarUpa vRkSanuM, Atmadharma che mULa: svabhAvanI siddhi kare, te ja dharma anukULa. AvA mata-darzananA bhedane jeo lakSamAM letA nathI ane matadarzananA AgrahamAM taNAI jatA nathI, teo yogamArgane ja jue che. yogadarzana athavA Atmadarzana pAme che. eka ja AtmatattvanA mULamAM e sarvadarzano vyApta che, mAtra dRSTino ja bheda che, ema teozrI kharA aMtaHkaraNathI mAne che. teo to SaDdarzanane jinadarzananA athavA zuddha AtmadarzananA aMgarUpa mAne che eTale tenA khaMDana-maMDananI kaDAkUTamAM utaratA nathI, balke te chaye darzanane samyagdarzanathI ArAdhe che. sAco mokSamArga kayo ? AnA javAbamAM zrImadbhue svayaM "AtmasiddhizAstra"mAM ekasomAM kramanI gAthAmAM kahyuM che : rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jahethI, te ja mokSano paMtha. vItarAganA mULa sanAtana Atmadharmane AtmasAta karI, mULa mArganA amRtane pAmI parama kRpALudeva zrImadbhu adhyAtmanA zikhara svarUpa banI gayA. teoe anaMta karuNA karIne AtmAmAMthI pragaTatI anubhava vANI patro ane padyorUpe vahevaDAvI. enA dvArA aneka AtmAone mULa mArge cAlavA te vacanAmRtanI vANI preraNArUpa banI che. emanA jJAnapiMDarUpa akSaradeha evA zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtamAMthI jinezvaranA aMtaraMga ane temaNe prarUpelA mArganI oLakha ApanArA amRta-tattvapUrNa vicAro ahIM AlekhIe chIe, enuM manana-ciMtana ApaNA jIvanane divyatA bakSe tevuM che.

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pavitra ane ahiMsAyukta jaina dharmanA jeTalA siddhAMto tArAthI manana thaI zake teTalA kara ane tArA jIvanI zAMti iccha. enA saghaLA siddhAMto jJAnadRSTie avalokatA ane sUkSma buddhie vicAratA kharA ja che. (va. pA. naM. 24, munisamAgama - abhayadAna) * * * jainono siddhAMta karmAnusAra phaLano che te ja satya che Avo ja mata tenA tIrthakaroe paNa darzita karyo che.. emaNe potAnI prazaMsA icchI nathI. ane jo icche to te mAnavALA Thare mATe eNe satya karyuM che. (va, pA. naM. 26. munisamAgama-karma) ** 8 jaina samudAyamAM paraspara matabheda bahu paDI gayA che. paraspara niMdAgraMthothI jaMjALa mAMDI beThA che. viveka cAre madhyastha puruSo matamatAMtaramAM nahIM paDatAM jaina zikSAnA mULa tattva para Ave che; uttama zIlavAna munio para bhAvika rahe che, ane satya ekAgratAthI potAnA AtmAne dame che. (zi. pA. pa3) | *** mane jaina munionA AcAranI vAta bahu rUci che. enA jevo koI darzananA saMtomAM AcAra nathI, game * tevA ziyALAnI TADhamAM amuka vastra vaDe teone reDavavuM paDe che; unALAmAM game tevo tApa tapatAM chatAM pagamAM teone pagarakhAM ke mAthA para chatrI levAtI nathI. UnI retImAM AtApanA levI paDe che. mAvajI vana UnuM pANI pIe che. gRhasthane ghera teo besI zakatA nathI. zuddha brahmacarya pALe che. phUTI badAma paNa pAse rAkhI zakatA nathI. ayogya vacana teothI bolI zakAtuM nathI. vAhana teo laI zakatA nathI. AvA pavitra AcAro khare ! mokSadAyaka che. jaina jevuM eke pavitra darzana nathI; ane te apavitratAno bodha karatuM nathI paraMtu zaucAzaucanuM svarUpa samajavuM joIe. (zi. pA. 54) je pUrNa darzana vize atre kahevAnuM che te jaina eTale nIrAgInA sthApana karelA darzana viSe che. enA bodhadAtA sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI hatA. kALabheda che topaNa e vAta saiddhAMtika jaNAya che. dayA, brahmacarya, zIla, viveka, vairAgya jJAna, kriyAdi enA jevAM pUrNa ekke varNavyA nathI. tenI sAthe zuddha AtmajJAna, tenI koTio, jIvanAM cyavana, janma, gati, vigati, yonidvAra, pradeza, kALa tenA svarUpa e viSe evo sUkSma bodha che ke je vaDe tenI sarvajJatAnI niHzaMkatA thAya. kALabhede paraMparAsnAyathI kevaLajJAnAdi jJAno jovAmAM nathI AvatAM chatAM je je jinezvaranAM rahelAM saiddhAMtika vacano che te akhaMDa che. teonA keTalAka siddhAMto evA sUkSma che ke, je eka eka vicAratAM AkhI jiMdagI vahI jAya tevuM che. jinezvaranAM kahelAM dharmatattvathI koI paNa prANIne leza paNa kheda utpanna thato nathI. sarva AtmAnI rakSA ane sarvAtmazaktino prakAza emAM rahyo che. e bhedo vAMcavAthI, samajavAthI ane te para ati ati sUkSma vicAra karavAthI Atmazakti prakAza pAmI jainadarzananI sarvajJatAnI, sarvotkRSTapaNAnI hA kahevarAve che, bahu mananathI sarva dharmamata jANI pachI tulanA karanArane A kathana avazya siddha thaze. (zi. pA. 90) * * nava tattvanuM kALabhede je satparuSo gurugamyatAthI zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsanapUrvaka jJAna kare che te

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sapuruSo mahApuNyazALI temaja dhanyavAdane pAtra che. pratyeka sujJa puruSone mAro vinayabhAvabhUSita e ja bodha che ke nava tattvane svabuddhi anusAra yathArtha jANavAM. mahAvIra bhagavaMtanA zAsanamAM bahu matamatAMtara paDI gayA che, tenuM mukhya A eka kAraNa paNa che ke tattvajJAna bhaNIthI upAsaka varganuM lakSa gayuM. mAtra kriyAbhAva para rAcatA rahyAM; jenuM pariNAma dRSTigocara che. (zi. pA. 84) : - ka jaina jevuM eke pUrNa ane pavitra darzana nathI, vItarAga jevo eke deva nathI, tarIne anaMta duHkhathI pAra pAmavuM hoya to e sarvajJa darzanarUpa kalpavRkSane sevo. (zi. pA. 94). jaina e eTalI badhI sUkSma vicAra saMkalanAthI bhareluM darzana che ke jemAM praveza karatAM paNa bahu vakhata joIe. upara uparathI ke koI pratipakSInA kahevAthI amuka vastu saMbaMdhI abhiprAya bAMdhavo ke Apavo e vivekInuM kartavya nathI. .............. bAkInA saghaLA dharmamatonA vicAro jinapraNIta vacanAmRtasiMdhu AgaLa eka biMdurUpa paNa nathI. jaina jeNe jANyo ane sevyo te kevaLa nIrAgI ane sarvaza thaI jAya che. enA pravartako kevA pavitra puruSo hatA ! enA siddhAMta kevA akhaMDa saMpUrNa ane dayAmaya che ? emAM dUSaNa kAMI ja nathI. kevaLa nirdoSa to mAtra jenuM darzana che. evo eke pAramArthika viSaya nathI ke je jainamAM nahIM hoya ane evuM ekka tattva nathI ke je jainamAM nathI. eka viSaya ne anaMta bhede paripUrNa kahenAra te jaina darzana che. prayojanabhUta tattva enA jevuM kyAMya nathI. eka dehamAM be AtmA nathI, tema AkhI sRSTimAM be jaina eTale jainanI tulya eke darzana nathI, Ama kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM ? to mAtra tenI paripUrNatA, nIrAgitA, satyatA ane jagatahitasvitA. (zi. pA. 95) * * * zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra pahelA jainadarzana hatuM. (zi. pA. 104) * * * pra. AvuM jainadarzana jyAre sarvottama che tyAre sarva AtmAo enA bodhane kAM mAnatA nathI ? ja. karmanI bAhulyatAthI, mithyAtvanA jAmelA daLiyAthI ane satsamAgamanA abhAvathI. (zi. pA. 105) * * * sarva darzananI zailIno vicAra karatAM e rAga-dveSa ane moharahita puruSanuM bodheluM nigraMtha darzana vizeSa mAnavA yogya che. e traNa doSathI rahita, mahAatizayathI pratApI evA tIrthaMkara deva teNe mokSanA kAraNarUpe je dharma bodhyo che, te dharma game te manuSyo svIkAratAM hoya paNa te eka paddhatie hovo joIe, A vAta niHzaMka che. (patrAMka : 40) < * * zrI jine sahastragame kriyAo ane sahastragame upadezo e eka ja mArga ApavA mATe kahyA che ane te mArgane arthe te kriyAo ane upadezo grahaNa thAya to saphaLa che ane e mArgane bhUlI jaI te kriyAo ane upadezo grahaNa thAya to sau niSphaLa che. (patrAMka : pa4) | * * * ( N CPSIda>(GPSCeCEPT I198 (r)MB]ZBZB]Z(r)E 9]>$$>$)Z

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paramAtmAne dhyAvavAthI paramAtmA thavAya che; paNa te dhyAvana AtmA satpuruSanA caraNakamaLanI vinayopAsanA vinA prApta karI zakAto nathI, e nigraMtha bhagavAnanuM sarvotkRSTa vacanAmRta che. (patrAMka : 62) *** zrI jina samyakdarzana, jJAna ane cAritrane muktinuM kAraNa kahe che. ataeva je muktinI icchA kare che, te samyakdarzana, jJAna, cAritrane ja mokSanuM sAdhana kahe che. (patrAMka : 102) *** jaina mArga viveka potAnA samAdhAnane arthe yathAzaktie jaina mArgane jANyo che, teno saMkSepe kaMI paNa viveka karuM chuM - te jainamArga je padArthanuM hovApaNuM tene hovApaNe ane nathI tene nahIM hovApaNe mAne che. jene hovApaNuM che te be prakAre che ema kahe che : jIva ane ajIva. e padArtha spaSTa bhinna che. koI koIno svabhAva tyAgI zake tevA svarUpe nathI. ajIva rUpI ane arUpI be prakAre che. (apUrNa - patrAMka : 105) *** jinano siddhAMta che ke jaDa koI kALe jIva na thAya, ane jIva koI kALe jaDa na thAya, tema 'sat' koI kALe 'sat' sivAyanA bIjA koI sAdhanathI utpanna hoI zake ja nahIM (patrAMka : 274) *** baMdha, mokSanI yathArtha vyavasthA je darzanane viSe yathArthapaNe kahevAmAM AvI che, te darzana nikaTa muktapaNAnuM kAraNa che; ane e yathArtha vyavasthA kahevAne jogya jo koI ame vizeSapaNe mAnatA hoIe to te zrI tIrthaMkaradeva che. ane e je zrI tIrthaMkaradevano aMtara Azaya te prAye mukhyapaNe atyAre koIne viSe A kSetre hoya to te ame hoIzuM ema amane dRDha karIne bhAse che. kAraNa ke je amAruM anubhavajJAna tenuM phaLa vItarAgapaNuM che ane vItarAganuM kahelu je zrutajJAna te paNa te ja pariNAmanuM kAraNa lAge che; mATe ame tenA anuyAyI kharekharA chIe, sAcA chIe. (patrAMka : : 322) *** jJAnIpuruSanI avajJA bolavI tathA tevA prakAranA prasaMgamAM ujamALa thavuM, e jIvanuM anaMta saMsAra vadhavAnuM kAraNa che, ema tIrthaMkara kahe che. te puruSanA guNagrAma karavA, te prasaMgamAM ujamALa thavuM, ane tenI AjJAmAM saraLapariNAme parama upayogadRSTie vartavuM, e anaMtasaMsArane nAza karanAruM tIrthaMkara kahe che, ane te vAkyo jinAgamane viSe che. (patrAMka : 397) *** AtmApaNe kevaLa ujAgara avasthA varte che, arthAt AtmA potAnA svarUpane viSe kevaLa jAgrata hoya tyAre tene kevaLajJAna varte che ema kahevuM yogya che, evo zrI tIrthaMkarano Azaya che. 'AtmA' je padArthane tIrthaMkare kahyo che, te ja padArthanI te ja svarUpe pratIti thAya, te ja pariNAme AtmA sAkSAt bhAse tyAre tene paramArtha samyaktva che. evo zrI tIrthaMkarano abhiprAya che evuM svarUpa jene bhAgyuM che tevA puruSane viSe 5199 //

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niSkAma zraddhA che jene, te puruSane bIjaruci samyatva che, tevA puruSanI niSkAma bhakti abAdhAe prApta thAya, evA guNo je jIvamAM hoya te jIva mArgAnusArI hoya; ema jina kahe che. (patrAMka : 431) ***** vaLI jJAnI purUSonI vizeSa zikhAmaNa vairAgya-upazama pratibodhatI jovAmAM Ave che. jinanA Agama para dRSTi mUkavAthI e vAta spaSTa jaNAI zakaze. 'siddhAMtabodha' eTale jIvAjIva padArthanuM vizeSapaNe kathana te AgamamAM jeTaluM karyuM che, te karatAM vizeSapaNe, vizeSapaNe vairAgya ane upazamane kathana karyo che. kemake tenI siddhi thayA pachI vicAranI nirmaLatA saheje thaze ane vicAranI nirmaLatA siddhAMtarUpa kathanane saheje ke ochA parizrame aMgIkAra karI zake che, eTale tenI paNa saheje siddhi thaze; ane temaja thatuM hovAthI ThAma ThAma e ja adhikAranuM vyAkhyAna karyuM che. (patrAMka : 506) *** zrI jine A jIvanA ajJAnanI je je vyAkhyA kahI che, temAM samaye samaye tene anaMtakarmano vyavasAyI kahyo che; ane anAdikALathI anaMtakarmano baMdha karato Avyo che, ema kahyuM che, te vAta to yathArtha che, paNa tyAM ApaNane eka prazna thayuM ke, 'to tevA anaMtakarma nivRtta karavAnuM sAdhana game tevuM baLavAna hoya topaNa anaMtakALane prayojane paNa te pAra paDe nahIM? joke kevaLa ema hoya to tamane lAgyuM tema saMbhave che; tathApi jine pravAhathI jIvane anaMtakarmano kartA kahyo che, anaMtakALathI karmano kartA te cAlyo Ave che ema kahyuM che; paNa samaye samaye anaMtakALa bhogavavA paDe evAM karma te AgAmika kALa mATe upArjana kare che ema kahyuM nathI. ...... jIvane ajJAnabhAvathI karmasaMbaMdha cAlyo Ave che, tathApi te te karmonI sthiti game teTalI viTaMbaNArUpa chatAM, anaMtadu:kha ane bhavano hetu chatAM paNa jemAM jIva tethI nivRtta thAya eTalo amuka prakAra bAdha karatAM sAva avakAza che. A prakAra jine ghaNo sUkSmapaNe kahyo che, te vicAravA yogya che. patrAMka : 511). | * baM H zrI jina AtmapariNAmanI svasthatAne samAdhi ane AtmapariNAmanI asvasthatAne asamAdhi kahe che; te anubhavajJAne jotAM parama satya che. | zrI jine je Atmaanubhava karyo che, ane padArthanAM svarUpa sAkSAtkAra karI je nirUpaNa karyuM che te, sarva mumukSa. jIve paramakalyANane arthe nizcaya karI vicAravA yogya che. jine kahelA sarva padArthanA bhAvo eka AtmA pragaTa karavAne arthe che, ane mokSamArgamAM pravRtti banI ghaTe che, eka AtmajJAnInI ane eka AtmajJAnInA AzrayavAnanI, ema zrI jine kahyuM che. (patrAMka : papa1) * zrI jina tIrthakare jevo baMdha ane mokSano nirNaya kahyo che, tevo nirNaya vedAMtAdi darzanamAM dRSTigocara thato nathI; ane jevuM zrI jinane viSe yathArthavaktApaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, tevuM yathArthavaktApaNuM bIjAmAM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. (patrAMka : pa68) * * * jema che tema nija svarUpa saMpUrNa prakAze tyAM sudhI nija svarUpanA nididhyAnAsanamAM sthira rahevAne jJAnIpurUSanAM vacano AdhArabhUta che, ema parama puruSa zrI tIrthaMkare kahyuM che, te satya che. bArame guNasthAnake vartatA AtmAne nididhyAsanarUpa dhyAnamAM zrutajJAna eTale mukhya evAM jJAnInAM vacanono Azaya tyAM AdhArabhUta che, evuM pramANa jinamArgane viSe vAraMvAra kahyuM che. (patrAMka : pa75) beda * (2222222222625625 pA200A chaZ9X$$$$$$$Z9ZBE

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zrI jina vItarAge dravya-bhAva saMyogathI pharI pharI chUTavAnI bhalAmaNa kahI che; ane te saMyogano vizvAsa paramajJAnIne paNa kartavya nathI; evo nizcaLa mArga kahyo che te zrI jina vItarAganA caraNakamaLane viSe atyaMta namra pariNAmathI namaskAra che. (patrAMka : 589). * * sarva karatAM vItarAganA vacanane saMpUrNa pratItinuM sthAna kahevuM ghaTe che kemake jyAM rAgAdi doSano saMpUrNa kSaya hoya tyAM saMpUrNa jJAnasvabhAva pragaTavA yogya niyama ghaTe che. zrI jinane sarva karatAM utkRSTa vItarAgatA saMbhave che; pratyakSa temanA vacananuM pramANa che te mATe. je koI puruSane jeTale aMze vItarAgatA saMbhave che, teTale aMze te puruSanuM vAkya mAnyatAyogya che. sAMkhyAdi darzane baMdhamokSanI je je vyAkhyA upadezI che, tethI baLavAna pramANasiddha vyAkhyA zrI jina vItarAge kahI che, ema jANuM chuM. (patrAMka : 599) zrI jine kahyuM che te AtmasvarUpa vizeSa vizeSa avirodhI jovAmAM Ave che ane te prakAre vedavAmAM Ave che; saMpUrNapaNe avirodhI jinanuM kaheluM AtmasvarUpa hovA yogya che, ema bhAse che. saMpUrNa AtmasvarUpa koI paNa puruSane viSe pragaTavuM joIe, evo AtmAne viSe nizcaya pratItibhAva Ave ne te kevA puruSane viSe pragaTavuM joIe, ema vicAra karatAM jina jevA puruSane pragaTavuM joIe ema spaSTa lAge che. koIne paNa A sRSTimaMDaLane viSe AtmasvarUpa saMpUrNa pragaTavA yogya hoya to zrI vardhamAnasvAmIne viSe prathama pragaTavA yogya lAge che. athavA te dazAnA puruSone viSe sauthI prathama saMpUrNa AtmasvarUpa. (patrAMka : 597) * * * sarva bhAvathI asaMgANuM thayuM te sarvathI duSkaramAM duSkara sAdhana che; ane te nirAzrayapaNe siddha thavuM atyaMta duSkara che. ema vicArI zrI tIrthaMkare satsaMgane teno AdhAra kahyo che, ke je satsaMganA yoge sahajasvarUpabhUta evuM asaMgapaNuM jIvane utpanna thAya che. (patrAMka : 909) ** vastunI kevaLa utpatti athavA kevaLa nAza nathI, sarvakALa tenuM hovApaNuM che, rUpAMtara pariNAma thayAM kare che; vastutA pharatI nathI. evo zrI jinano abhimata che, te vicAravA yogya che. (patrAMka : 946) *** jinAgamamAM mati zrata Adi jJAnanA pAMca prakAra kahyA che, te jJAnanA prakAra sAcA che, upamAvAcaka nathI. avadhi, mana:paryavAdi jJAna vartamAnakALamAM vyavacheda jevAM lAge che, te parathI te jJAna upamAvAcaka gaNavA yogya nathI. e jJAna manuSyajIvone cAritraparyAyanI vizuddha tAratamyatAthI Upaje che. vartamAnakALamAM te vizaddha tAratamyatA prApta thavI durlabha che, kemake kALanuM pratyakSa svarUpa cAritramohanIya Adi prakRtinA vizeSa baLasahita vartatuM jovAmAM Ave che. (patrAMka : 079). * * * manuSyadehanuM jaina ane bIjA badhA mArgamAM vizeSapaNuM ane amUlyapaNuM kahyuM che te satya che, paNa jo tethI mokSasAdhanA karI zakAya to ja tenuM vizeSapaNuM ane amUlyapaNuM che. j) (NO GARABIRTIDAN aa2015 (r) S ASSASSASSASSES

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jainamArgano paNa evo ekAMta siddhAMta nathI ke game te vayamAM game tevA mANase tyAga karavo, tathArUpa satsaMga saddaguruno yoga thaye, vizeSa vairAgyavAna puruSa, sapuruSane Azraye, tyAga nAnI vayamAM kare to tethI teNe tema karavuM ghaTAratha nathI ema jina siddhAMta nathI. tema karavuM yogya che ema jina siddhAMta che, kemake apUrva evAM sAdhano prApta thaye bhogAdi sAdhano bhogavavAnA vicAramAM paDavuM ane tenI prApti arthe prayatna karI tene amuka varSa sudhI bhogavavAM ja, e to je mokSasAdhanathI manuSyapaNAnuM uttamapaNuM hatuM te TALI pazuvatu karavA jevuM thAya. iMdriyAdi zAMta thayAM nathI, jJAnI puruSanI dRSTimAM haju je tyAga karavAne yogya nathI evA maMda vairAgyavAna athavA moha vairAgyavAnane tyAga levo prazasta che ema kaMI jina siddhAMta nathI. (patrAMka : 704). *** dina pratidina jainadarzana kSINa thatuM jovAmAM Ave che. jaina sUtro hAla vartamAnamAM che, temAM te darzananuM svarUpa ghaNuM adhUruM raheluM jovAmAM Ave che. (patrAMka : 713) *** OM jinAya nama: bhagavAna jine kahelA lokasaMsthAnAdi bhAva AdhyAtmika dRSTithI siddha thavA yogya che. zrI jine kahelA bhAvo adhyAtma paribhASAmaya hovAthI samajavA kaThaNa che. paramapuruSano yoga saMprApta thavo joIe. jinaparibhASA - vicAra yathAvakAzAnusAra vizeSa nididhyAsa karavA yogya che. (patrAMka : 714) * anaMta avyAbAdha sukhano eka ananya upAya svarUpastha thavuM te ja che. e ja hitakArI upAya jJAnIe dITho che. bhagavAna jine dvAdazAMgI e ja arthe nirUpaNa karI che, ane e ja utkRSTatAthI te zobhe che, jayavaMta che. (patrAMka : 901) zrI hemacaMdrAcAryane lAgyuM ke saMpurNa vItarAga sarvajJa tIrthakara ja dharmapravartaka hoI zake. ame to tIrthakaronI AjJAe cAlI temanA paramArthamArgano prakAza karavA prayatna karanArA vItarAga mArgano paramArtha prakAzavArUpa lokAnugraha zrI hemacaMdrAcArye karyo. tema karavAnI jarUra hatI. vItarAgamArga prati vimukhatA ane anya mArga taraphathI viSamatA, IrSyA Adi zarU thaI cUkyAM hatAM. zrI hemacaMdrAcArye ghaNuM karyuM. zrI AnaMdaghanajI temanA pachI chaso varase thayA. e chaso varasanA aMtarAlamAM bIjA tevA hemacaMdrAcAryanI jarUra hatI. viSamatA vyApatI jatI hatI. kALa ugra svarUpa leto jato hato. zrI AnaMdaghanajIne lAgyuM ke prabaLa vyApI gayelI viSamatAyoge lokopakAra, paramArthaprakAza kAragata thato nathI. ane Atmahita gauNa thaI temAM bAdhA Ave che, mATe Atmahitane mukhya karI. temAM pravartavuM yogya che AvI vicAraNAne pariNAme te lokasaMga tyajI daI vanamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. (upadeza noMdha 9) * homahavanAdi laukika rivAja ghaNo cAlato joI tIrthakara bhagavAne potAnA kALamAM dayAnuM varNana ghaNuM ja sUkSma rIte karyuM che. jainanA jevA dayAsaMbaMdhInA vicAro koI darzana ke saMpradAyavALAo karI zakyA nathI; kema ke ( &>(>CCC RECRUAra0ra chaZZZZZZche,

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jaina paMcendriyano ghAta to na kare, paNa teoe ekeMdriyAdimAM jIva hovAnuM vizeSa vizeSa dRDha karI dayAno mArga varNavyo che. (upadeza chAyA - 5) *** jaina mArga zuM ? rAga, dveSa ane ajJAnanuM javuM te. ajJAnI sAdhuoe bhoLA jIvone samajAvI tene mArI nAkhyAM jevuM karyuM che. pote jo prathama vicAra kare ke mArA doSa zuM ghaTyA che ? to to jaNAya ke jaina dharma mArAthI vegaLo rahyo che. (upadeza chAyA 13) *** (37) jJAna, darzana, cAritra e traNe kALane viSe che. prayojanabhUta padArthanuM jANapaNuM te "jJAna' tene laIne supratIti te "darzana' ane tethI thatI kriyA te cAritra' che. A cAritra A kALane viSe jainamArgamAM samyakatva pachI sAtamAM guNasthAnaka sudhI prApta karI zakavAnuM svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che. (82) jina anekAMtika che, arthAt te syAdvAdI che. (129) svaparane judA pADanAra je jJAna te jJAna - A jJAnane prayojanabhUta kahevAmAM AvyuM che. A sivAyanuM jJAna te "ajJAna che. zuddha AtmadazArUpa zAMta jina che. tenI pratIti jinapratibiMba sUcave che te zAMta dazA pAmavA sAruM je pariNati athavA anukaraNa athavA mArga tenuM nAma "jaina' - je mArge cAlavAthI jainapaNuM prApta thAya che. (vyAkhyAnasAra-1) *** (18) sanAtana Atmadharma te zAMta thavuM, virAma pAmavuM te che; AkhI dvAdazAMgIno sAra paNa te ja che. te padarzanamAM samAya che, ane te padarzana jainamAM samAya che. (20) jainadharmano Azaya, digaMbara tema ja zvetAMbara AcAryono Azaya, ne dvAdazAMgIno Azaya mAtra AtmAno sanAtana dharma pamADavAno che. ane te ja sArarUpa che. A vAtamAM koI prakAre jJAnIono vikalpa nathI. te ja traNe kALanA jJAnIonuM kahevuM che, hatuM ane thaze; paNa te nathI samajAtuM e ja moTI AMTI che. (vyAkhyAnasAra - 2/4) *** (1) sarva dharma karatAM jainadharma utkRSTa dayApraNIta che. dayAnuM sthApana jevuM temAM karavAmAM AvyuM che, tevuM bIjA koImAM nathI. "mAra' e zabda ja "mArI' nAkhavAnI sajjaDa chApa tIrthakaroe AtmAmAM mArI che. e jagoe upadezanAM vacano paNa AtmAmAM sarvotkRSTa asara kare che. zrI jinanI chAtImAM jIvahiMsAnA paramANu ja na hoya evo ahiMsAdharma zrI jinano che. jenAmAM dayA na hoya te jina na hoya. jainane hAthe khUna thavAnA banAvo pramANamAM alpa haze. jaina hoya te asatya bole nahIM. (vyAkhyAnasAra - 2/21) *** 35 jaina kahe che ke AtmA - nitya, anitya, parimANI, apariNAmI, sAkSI, sAkSI-kartA che. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 80) * ** 203 . 2 /

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91 sarva karatAM vItarAganAM vacanane saMpUrNa pratItinuM sthAna kahevuM ghaTe che, kemake jyAM rAgAdi doSono saMpUrNa kSaya hoya tyAM saMpUrNa jJAnasvabhAva pragaTavAyogya niyama ghaTe che. - zrI jinane sarva karatAM utkRSTa vItarAgatA saMbhave che. pratyakSa temanA vacananuM pramANa che mATe je koI purUSane jeTale aMze vItarAgatA saMbhave che, teTale aMze te puruSanuM vAkya mAnyatAyogya che. je jine daitanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che, AtmAne khaMDa dravyavahu kahyo che, kartA bhoktA kahyo che, ane nirvikalpa samAdhine aMtarAyamAM mukhya kAraNa thAya evI padArthavyAkhyA kahI che, te jinanI zikSA baLavAna pramANasiddha che. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 126-127) *** 64 siddha AtmA lokAlokaprakAzaka che, paNa lokAlokavyApaka nathI. vyApaka to svaavagAhanA pramANa che. AtmAno agurulaghu dharma che. te dharmane dekhatAM AtmA sarva padArthane jANe che, kema ke sarva dravyamAM agurulaghuguNa samAna che. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 133) * * * 65. jinopadiSTa AtmadhyAna jinopadiSTa AtmadhyAna zI rIte ? jJAna pramANa dhyAna thaI zake, mATe jJAnatAratamyatA joIe. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 136) * 21 jema bhagavAna jine nirUpaNa karyuM che tema ja sarva padArthanuM svarUpa che. bhagavAna jine upadezelo AtmAno samAdhimArga zrIgurunA anugrahathI jANI, parama prayatnathI upAsanA karo. (hAthanoMdha 2, pRSTha 47) : AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja dharma ane AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja ta5

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adhyAtma saMdeza samajIne alpabhASI thanArane pazcAttApa karavAno thoDo ja avasara saMbhave che. pUrvanAM azubha karma udaya Avye vedatAM jo zoca karo cho to have e paNa dhyAna rAkho ke navAM bAMdhatAM pariNAme tevAM to baMdhAtAM nathI ? AtmAne oLakhavo hoya to AtmAnA paricayI thavuM, pa2vastunA tyAgI thavuM. jeTalA potAnI pulika moTAI icche che teTalA halakA saMbhave. prazasta puruSanI bhakti karo, tenuM smaraNa karo; guNaciMtana karo. (patrAMka : 85) *** jagatane rUDuM dekhADavA anaMtavAra prayatna karyuM; tethI rUDuM thayuM nathI. kemake paribhramaNa ane paribhramanA hetuo haju pratyakSa rahyA che. eka bhava jo AtmAnuM rUDuM thAya tema vyatIta karavAmAM jaze, to anaMta bhavanuM sATuM vaLI jaze. (patrAMka : 37) jagatamAM nIrAgItva, vinayatA ane satpuruSanI AjJA e nahIM maLavAthI A AtmA anAdi kALathI rakhaDyo. (va. 5. 42) *** 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. kuTuMbarUpI kAjaLanI koTaDInA vAsathI saMsAra vadhe che. game teTalI tenI sudhAraNA karazo topaNa ekAMtathI jeTalo saMsArakSaya thavAno che, teno somo hisso paNa te kAjaLagRhamAM rahevAthI thavAno nathI. kaSAyanuM te nimitta che; mohane rahevAno anAdikALano parvata che. (patrAMka : 103) *** *** satpuruSanA caraNano icchaka, sadaiva sUkSma bodhano abhilASI, mahAvIranA bodhane pAtra koNa ? 6. upayogathI eka paLa paNa bharanAra, ekAMtavAsane vakhANanAra, 7. 8. tIrthAdi pravAsano ucharaMgI, 9. AhAra, vihAra, nihArano niyamI, 10. potAnI gurutA dabAvanAra guNa para prazasta bhAva rAkhanAra, brahmavratamAM prItimAna, jyAre svadoSa dekhe tyAre tene chedavAno upayoga rAkhanAra, evo koI paNa puruSa te mahAvIranA bodhane pAtra che, samyakdazAne pAtra che. pahelA jevuM eke nathI. (patrAMka : 105) *** samyakdazAnAM pAMca lakSaNo che zama., saMvega, nirveda, AsthA, anukaMpA. krodhAdika kaSAyonuM zamAI javuM, udaya AvelA kaSAyomAM maMdatA thavI, vaLI levAya tevI AtmadazA thavI athavA anAdikALanI vRttio zamAI javI te 'zama'. mukta thavA sivAya bIjI koI paNa prakAranI icchA nahIM, abhilASA nahIM te 'saMvega'. jyArathI ema samajAyuM ke bhrAMtimAM ja paribhramaNa karyuM; tyArathI have ghaNI thaI, are // 205 //

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jIva ! have thobha, e nirveda'. mAhAbhya jenuM parama che evA niHspRhI puruSonAM vacanamAM ja tallInatA te 'zraddhA"AsthA'. e saghaLAM vaDe jIvamAM svAtmatulya buddhi te "anukaMpA'. (patrAMka : 135) *** nIceno abhyAsa to rAkhyA ja raho :1. game te prakAre paNa udaya AvelA ane udaya AvavAnA kaSAyone zamAvo. 2. sarva prakAranI abhilASAnI nivRtti karyA raho. 3. ATalA kALa sudhI je karyuM te badhAMthI nivRtta thAo, e karatAM have aTako. 4. tame paripUrNa sukhI cho ema mAno, ane bAkInA prANIonI anukaMpA karyA karo. 5. koI eka sapuruSa zodho, ane tenAM game tevAM vacanamAM paNa zraddhA rAkho. e pAMce abhyAsa avazya yogyatAne Ape che; pAMcamAmAM vaLI cAre samAveza pAme che, ema avazya mAno. adhika zuM kahe ? game te kALe paNa e pAMcamuM prApta thayA vinA A paryaTanano niAro AvavAno nathI. (patrAMka : 143) ** udAsInatA e adhyAtmanI jananI che. saMsAramAM rahevuM ane mokSa thavA kahevuM e banavuM asulabha che. (patrAMka : 153) *** sapuruSanA ekeka vAkyamAM, ekeka zabdamAM, anaMta Agama rahyAM che, e vAta kema haze ? nIcenAM vAkyo pratyeka mumukSuone meM asaMkhya puruSonI sammatithI maMgaLarUpa mAnyA che, mokSanAM sarvottama kAraNarUpa mAnyAM che : - 1. mAyika sukhanI sarva prakAranI vAMchA game tyAre paNa choDyA vinA chUTako thavo nathI; to jyArathI te vAkya zravaNa karyuM, tyArathI ja te kramano abhyAsa karavo yogya ja che ema samajavuM. 2. koI paNa prakAre saddaguruno zodha karavo; zodha karIne tenA pratye tana, mana, vacana ane AtmAthI arpaNabuddhi karavI; tenI ja AjJAnuM sarva prakAre niHzaMkatAthI ArAdhana karavuM; ane to ja sarva mAyika vAsanAno abhAva thaze ema samajavuM. 3. anAdikALanA paribhramaNamAM anaMta vAra zAstrazravaNa, anaMtavAra vidyAbhyAsa, anaMtavAra ni dikSA, anaMtavAra AcAryapaNuM prApta thayuM che. mAtra, sat' maLyA nathI, "satu' supyuM nathI, ane "satu" zradhyuM nathI, ane e maLe, e suryo, ane e zradhye ja chUTavAnI vArtAno AtmAthI bhaNakAra thaze. 4. mokSano mArga bahAra nathI, paNa AtmAmAM che. mArgane pAmelo mArga pamADaze. (patrAMka : 193) | ** niraMtara udAsInatAno krama sevavo; satpaSanI bhakti pratye lIna thavuM; satyaruSonA caritronuM smaraNa karavuM; sapuruSonAM lakSaNanuM ciMtana karavuM; satparuSonI mukhAkRtinuM hRdayathI avalokana karavuM; tenAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI pratyeka ceSTAnAM adbhata rahasyo pharI pharI nididhyAsana karavAM; teoe sammata kareluM sarva sammata karavuM.

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A jJAnIoe hRdayamAM rAkheluM, nirvANane arthe mAnya rAkhavA yogya, zraddhavA yogya, pharI pharI ciMtavA yogya, kSaNe kSaNe samaye samaye temAM lIna thavA yogya, parama rahasya che. ane e ja sarva zAstrano, sarva saMtanA hRdayano IzvaranA gharano marma pAmavAno mahA mArga che. ane e saghaLAnuM kAraNe koI vidyamAna puruSanI prApti ane te pratye avicaLa zraddhA e che. (patrAMka : 172) *** bhAva apratibaddhatAthI niraMtara vicare che evA jJAnIpuruSanAM caraNAraviMda, te pratye acaLa prema thayA vinA ane samyakapratIti AvyA vinA sasvarUpanI prApti thatI nathI, ane AdhyethI avazya te mumukSu jenAM caraNAraviMda teNe sevyAM che, tenI dazAne pAme che. A mArga sarva jJAnIoe sevyo che, seve che, ane sevaze. jJAna prApti ethI amane thaI hatI, vartamAne e ja mArgathI thAya che ane anAgata kALe paNa jJAnaprAptino e ja mArga che. sarva zAstrono bodha lakSa jovA jatAM e ja che. ane je koI paNa prANI chUTavA icche che teNe akhaMDa vRttithI e ja mArgane ArAdhavo. A mArga ArAdhyA vinA jIve anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karyuM che. (patrAMka : 194) *** mArganI icchA jene utpanna thaI che, teNe badhA vikalpo mUkIne A eka vikalpa pharI pharI smaraNa karavo avazyano che : anaMtakALathI jIvanuM paribhramaNa thayA chatAM tenI nivRtti kAM thatI nathI ? ane te zuM karavAthI thAya ?' (patrAMka : 195) *** jeTalo vakhata AyuSyano teTalo ja vakhata jIva upAdhino rAkhe to manuSyattvanuM saphaLa thavuM kyAre saMbhave ? manuSyatvanA saphaLapaNA mATe jIvavuM e ja kalyANakAraka che; evo nizcaya karavo joIe. ane saphaLapaNA mATe je je sAdhanonI prApti karavI yogya che, te prApta karavA nitya prati nivRtti meLavavI joIe. (patrAMka : 199). ** vacanAvalI 1. jIva potAne bhUlI gayo che, paNa tethI sasukhano tene viyoga che, ema sarva dharma sammata kahyuM che. 2. potAne bhUlI gayArUpa ajJAna, jJAna maLavAthI nAza thAya che, ema niHzaMka mAnavuM. 3. jJAnanI prApti jJAnI pAsethI thavI joIe. e svAbhAvika samajAya che, chatAM jIva lokalajjAdi kAraNothI ajJAnIno Azraya choDato nathI, e ja anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanuM mULa che. 4. jJAnanI prApti jeNe icchavI, teNe jJAnanI icchAe vartavuM ema jinAgamAdi sarva zAstra kahe che. potAnI icchAe pravartatAM anAdi kALathI rakhaDyo. 5. jyAM sudhI pratyakSa jJAnInI icchAe, eTale AjJAe nahIM vartAya, tyAM sudhI ajJAnanI nivRtti thavI. saMbhavatI nathI. 9. RSabhadevajIe aThThANuM putrone tvarAthI mokSa thavAno e ja upadeza karyo hato. =======122 ra0chA Z9X9Z9X9290292692

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10. parIkSita rAjAne zukadevajIe e ja upadeza karyo che. 11. anaMta kALa sudhI jIva nija chaMde cAlI parizrama kare topaNa pote potAthI jJAna pAme nahIM, paraMtu jJAnInI AjJAno ArAdhaka aMtarmuhUrtamAM paNa kevaLajJAna pAme. 12. zAstramAM kahelI AjJAo parokSa che ane te jIvane adhikArI thavA mATe kahI che; mokSa thavA mATe jJAnInI pratyakSa AjJA ArAdhavI joIe. 13. A jJAnamArganI zreNI kahI, e pAmyA vinA bIjA mArgathI mokSa nathI. (patrAMka : 200) *** ghaNA ghaNA prakA2thI manana karatAM amAro ddaDha nizcaya che ke bhakti e sarvoparI mArga che, ane te satpuruSanA caraNa samIpa rahIne thAya to kSaNavAramAM mokSa karI de tevo padArtha che. (patrAMka : 201) *** 'sat' e kaMI dUra nathI, paNa dUra lAge che, ane e ja jIvano moha che. 'sat' je kaMI che, te 'sat' ja che; saraLa che; sugama che; ane sarvatra tenI prApti hoya che; mATe jenI prApta ka2vAnI dRDha mati thaI che, teNe pote kaMI ja jANato nathI evo dRDha nizcayavALo prathama vicAra karavo, ane pachI 'sat'nI prApti mATe jJAnIne zaraNe javuM; to jarUra mArganI prApti thAya. A je vacano lakhyAM che, te sarva mumukSune 52ma baMdhavarUpa che, parama rakSakarUpa che; ane ene samyak prakAre vicAryethI paramapadane Ape evAM che; temAM nigraMtha pravacananI samasta dvAdazAMgI, SaDdarzananuM sarvottama tattva ane jJAnInA bodhanuM bIja saMkSepe kahyuM che. (patrAMka : 211) *** hu kartA, huM manuSya, huM sukhI, huM duHkhI e vagere prakArathI raheluM dehAbhimAna, te jenuM gaLI gayuM che, ane sarvottama padarUpa paramAtmAne jeNe jANyo che, tenuM mana jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tyAM tene samAdhi ja che. (patrAMka : 225) *** satpuruSamAM ja paramezvara buddhi, ene jJAnIoe 52madharma kahyo che; ane e buddhi parama dainyatva sUcave che; jethI sarva prANI vize potAnuM dAsatva manAya che ane pa2ma jogyatAnI prApti hoya che. e 'parama dainyatva' jyAM sudhI Avarita rahyuM che tyAM sudhI jIvanI jogyatA pratibaMdhayukta hoya che. (patrAMka : 254) *** svarUpa sahajamAM che. jJAnInAM caraNa sevana vinA anaMta kALa sudhI paNa prApta na thAya evuM vikaTa paNa che. (patrAMka : 315) *** AraMbha ane parigrahano jema jema moha maTe che, jema jema tene viSethI potApaNAnuM abhimAna maMdapariNAmane pAme che; tema tema mumukSutA vardhamAna thayA kare che. (patrAMka : 332) mokSa to A kALane viSe paNa prApta hoya, athavA prApta thAya che. paNa muktapaNAnuM dAna ApanAra evA 5208 //

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puruSanI prApti parama durlabha che; arthAt mokSa durlabha nathI, dAtA durlabha che. (patrAMka : 379) ** sUrya udaya-asta rahita che, mAtra lokone cakSumaryAdAthI bahAra varte tyAre asta ane cakSumaryAdAne viSe varte tyAre udaya ema bhAse che. paNa sUryane viSe to udayaasta nathI. temaja jJAnI che te, badhA prasaMgane viSe jema che tema che, mAtra prasaMganI maryAdA uparAMta lokonuM jJAna nathI, eTale potAnI jevI te prasaMgane viSe dazA thaI zake tevI dazA, jJAnIne viSe kahyuM che; ane e kalpanA jJAnInuM parama evuM je AtmapaNuM, paritoSapaNuM, muktapaNuM te jIvane jaNAvA detI nathI, ema jANavA yogya che. (patrAMka : 385) jagata jyAM sUe che tyAM jJAnI jAge che, jJAnI jAge che tyAM jagata sUe che. jagata jAge che, tyAM jJAnI sUe che." ema zrIkRSNa kahe che. (patrAMka : 388). jene darzanamohanIya udayapaNe, baLavAnapaNe varte che, evA jIvane mAtra puruSAdikanI avajJA bolavAno prasaMga ApaNAthI prApta na thAya eTalo upayoga rAkhI vartavuM, e tenuM ane upayoga rAkhanAra e bannenA kalyANanuM kAraNa che. (patrAMka : 397) jJAnI puruSane maLIne je AtmabhAve, svacchaMdapaNe, kAmanAe karI, rasa karI, jJAnInAM vacananI upekSA karI, "anupayogapariNAmI" thaI saMsArane bhaje che, te puruSa tIrthaMkaranA mArgathI bahAra che, ema kahevAno tIrthaMkarano Azaya che. (patrAMka : 414). * * * dhyAnanA ghaNA ghaNA prakAra che. e sarvamAM zreSTha evuM to AtmA jemAM mukhyapaNe varte che, te dhyAna kahevAya che; ane e ja AtmadhyAnanI prApti, ghaNuM karIne AtmajJAnanI prApti vinA thatI nathI. evuM je AtmajJAna te yathArtha bodhanI prApti sivAya utpanna thatuM nathI. e yathArtha bodhanI prApti ghaNuM karIne krame karIne ghaNA jIvone thAya che, ane teno mukhya mArga te bodhasvarUpa evA jJAnIpuruSano Azraya ke saMga ane tene viSe bahumAna, prema e che. jJAnIpuruSanuM oLakhANa nahIM thavAmAM ghaNuM karIne jIvanA traNa moTA doSa jANIe chIe. eka to "huM jANuM chuM', 'samaju chuM" evA prakAranuM je mAna jIvane rahyA kare che te mAna. bIju parigrahAdikane viSe jJAnIpuruSa para rAga karatAM paNa vizeSa rAga. trIjuM lokabhayane lIdhe, apakIrtibhayane lIdhe, ane apamAnabhayane lIdhe jJAnIthI vimukha rahevuM tenA pratye jevuM vinayAnvita thavuM joIe tevuM na thavuM. (patrAMka : 417) *** samatA, ramatA, UradhatA, jJAyakatA, sukhabhAsa; vedakatA, caitanyatA, e saba jIva vilAsa.' pUrve ghaNAM zAstrono vicAra karavAthI te vicAranAM phaLamAM saMpuruSane viSe jenAM vacanathI bhakti utpanna thaI che, te tIrthaMkaranAM vacanane namaskAra karIe chIe. (SEP-252=B> >CRACED 209I SMS8Z(r) $Z(r) L$S>$$>$$Z S ' .

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ghaNA prakAre jIvano vicAra karavAthI, te jIva AtmArUpa puruSa vinA jANyo jAya evo nathI, evI nizcaLa zraddhA utpanna thaI te tIrthaMkaranA mArgabodhane namaskAra karIe chIe. (patrAMka : 436) ** AtmAne samAdhi thavA mATe, AtmasvarUpamAM sthiti mATe sudhArasa ke je mukhane viSe varase che, te eka apUrva AdhAra che; mATe koI rIte tene bIjajJAna kaho to harakata nathI; mAtra eTalo bheda che ke te jJAna jJAnI puruSa, ke je tethI AgaLa che, AtmA che, ema jANanAra hovA joIe. (patrAMka : 471). * * "he jIvo ! tame bUjho, samyaka-prakAre bUjho. manuSyapaNuM maLavuM ghaNuM durlabha che, ane cAre gatine viSe bhaya che, ema jANo. ajJAnathI saviveka pAmavo durlabha che, ema samajo. Akho loka ekAMta duHkhe karI baLe che, ema jANo; ane "sarva jIva' potapotAnAM karme karI viparyAsapaNuM anubhave che, teno vicAra karo. (patrAMka : 491) *** je mumukSujIva gRhastha vyavahAramAM vartatA hoya, teNe to akhaMDa nItinuM mULa prathama AtmAmAM sthApavuM joIe. nahIM to upadezAdinuM niSphaLapaNuM thAya che. (patrAMka : 496) he jIva ! A klezarUpa saMsAra thakI, virAma pAma, virAma pAma; kaMIka vicAra, pramAda choDI jAgRta thA ! jAgRta thA ! nahIM to ratnaciMtAmaNi jevo A manuSyadeha niSphaLa jaze. he jIva! have tAre satparuSanI AjJA nizcaya upAsavAyogya che. (patrAMka : 505) *** je vardhamAnasvAmI gRhavAsamAM chatAM abhogI jevA hatA, avyavasAyI jevA hatA, nispRha hatA, ane sahaja svabhAve muni jevA hatA, AtmAkAra pariNAmI hatA, te vardhamAnasvAmI paNa sarva vyavasAyamAM asArapaNuM jANIne, nIrasa jANIne dUra pravaryA; te vyavasAya, bIjA jIve karI kAyA prakArathI samAdhi rAkhavI vicArI che, te vicAravAyogya che. (patrAMka : 516) gaM gaM gaM jJAnI puruSano satsaMga thaye, nizcaya thaye, ane tenA mArgane ArAdhdha jIvane darzanamohanIya karma upazame che ke kSaya thAya che, ane anukrame sarvajJAnanI prApti thaI jIva kRtakRtya thAya che, e vAta pragaTa satya che; paNa tethI upArjita prArabdha paNa bhogavavuM paDatuM nathI ema siddhAMta thaI zakato nathI. (patrAMka : 548) meM eka gara koI paNa parapadArthane viSe icchAnI pravRtti che, ane koI paNa parapadArthanA viyoganI ciMtA che, tene zrI jina ArtadhyAna kahe che, temAM aMdezo ghaTato nathI. (patrAMka : papa1). ga ga jo jJAnI puruSanA daDha AzrayathI sarvotkRSTa evuM mokSapada sulabha che; to pachI kSaNekSaNe Atmopayoga sthira karavo ghaTe evo kaThaNa mArga te jJAnIpuruSanA daDha Azraye prApta thavo kema sulabha na hoya ? kemake te upayoganA

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che ke je ekAgrapaNA vinA to mokSapadanI utpatti che nahIM. (patrAMka : 500) sarva kalezathI ane sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAno AtmajJAna sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. sadvicAra vinA AtmajJAna thAya nahIM, ane asatsaMga-prasaMgathI jIvanuM vicArabaLa pravartatuM nathI emAM kiMcitmAtra saMzaya nathI. AtmapariNAmanI svasthatAne zrI tIrthakara 'samAdhi' kahe che. AtmapariNAmanI asvasthatAne zrI tIrthaMkara "asamAdhi' kahe che. AtmapariNAmanI sahaja svarUpe pariNati thavI tene zrI tIrthakara "dharma' kahe che. AtmapariNAmanI kaMI paNa capaLa pariNati thavI tene zrI tIrthaMkara 'karma' kahe che. (patrAMka : 598). *** AraMbhaparigrahanuM alpatva karavAthI asatyasaMganuM baLa ghaTe che; satsaMganA AzrayathI asatsaMganuM baLa ghaTe che. koIpaNa tathArUpa jogane pAmIne jIvane eka kSaNa paNa aMtarbhedajAgRti thAya to tene meM vizeSa dUra nathI. anya pariNAmamAM jeTalI tAdAsyavRtti che, teTalo jIvathI mokSa dUra che. vicAranI nirmaLatAe karI jo A jIva anyaparicayathI pAcho vaLe to sahajamAM hamaNAM ja tene Atmajoga pragaTe, asatsaMgaprasaMgano gherAvo vizeSa che, ane A jIva tethI anAdikALane hInasattva thayo hovAthI tethI avakAza prApta karavA athavA tenI nivRtti karavA jema bane tema satsaMgano Azraya kare to koI rIte puruSArthayogya thaI vicAra dazAne pAme. (patrAMka : pa69) * * * 1, sahaja svarUpe jIvanI sthiti thavI tene zrI vItarAga "mokSa' kahe che. 3. saMganA yoge A jIva sahajasthitine bhUlyo che; saMganI nivRttie sahaja svarUpanuM aparokSa bhAna pragaTe che. 4. e ja mATe sarva tIrthaMkarAdi jJAnIoe asaMgapaNuM ja sarvotkRSTa kahyuM che, ke jenA aMge sarva AtmasAdhana rahyAM che. avazya A jIve prathama sarva sAdhanane gauNa jANI, nirvANano mukhya hetu evo satsaMga ja svArpaNapaNe upasavo yogya che; ke jethI sarva sAdhana sulabha thAya che, evo amAro AtmasAkSAtkAra che. 11. satsaMganI oLakhANa thavI jIvane durlabha che. koI mahatuM puNyayoge te oLakhANa thaye nizcaya karI A ja satsaMga, sapuruSa che evo sAkSIbhAva utpanna thayo hoya te jIve to avazya karI pravRttine saMkocavI; potAnA doSa kSaNe kSaNe, kAryuM kAryo ane prasaMge prasaMge tIkSNa upayoga karI jovA, joIne te parikSaNa karavA; ane te satsaMgane arthe dehatyAga karavAno yoga thato hoya to te svIkAravo, paNa tethI koI padArthane vize vizeSa bhaktisneha thavA devo yogya nathI. tema pramAde rasagAravAdi doSe te satsaMga prApta thaye puruSArtha dharma maMda rahe che, ane satsaMga phaLavAna thato nathI ema jANI puruSArtha vIrya gopavavuM ghaTe nahIM. 12. satsaMganuM eTale satpaSanuM eLakhANa thaye paNa te yoga niraMtara raheto na hoya to satsaMgathI prApta thayo che evo je upadeza te pratyakSa satpaSa tulya jANI vicAravo tathA ArAdhavo ke je ArAdhanAthI jIvane apUrva | STYPE 2) / OF -

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evuM samyakatva utpanna thAya che. saMkSepamAM lakhAyelAM jJAnInA mArganA Azrayane upadezanArAM A vAkyo mumukSujIne potAnA AtmAne vize niraMtara pariNAmI karavA yogya che; je potAnA AtmaguNane vizeSa vicAravA zabdarUpe ame AlekhyuM che. (patrAMka : 909). eka paLano hIna upayoga te eka amUlya kaustubha khovA karatA paNa vizeSa hAnikAraka che, to .... AkhI AyuSya sthitino hIna upayoga e keTalI hAni ane keTalAM azreyanuM kAraNa thAya e vicAra zukla hRdayathI tarata AvI zakaze. (patrAMka : 949) *** zarIra konuM che ? mohanuM che. mATe asaMgabhAvanA rAkhavI yogya che. (patrAMka : 700) ** * rAgadveSanAM pratyakSa baLavAna nimitto prApta thaye paNa jeno AtmabhAva kiMcitmAtra paNa kSobha pAmato nathI, te jJAnInA jJAnano vicAra karatAM paNa mahA nirjarA thAya, emAM saMzaya nathI. (patrAMka : 736) *** sarva duHkhano AtyaMtika abhAva ane parama avyAbAdha sukhanI prApti e ja mokSa che ane te ja parahita che. vitarAgasanmArga teno sadupAya che. te sanmArgano A pramANe saMkSepa che : samyakdarzana, samyakajJAna, ane samyaphacAritranI ekatratA te "mokSamArga che. (patrAMka : 762). == = he jIva! ATalo badho prasAda zo ? zaddha AtmapadanI prAptine arthe vitarAga sanmArganI upAsanA kartavya che. sarvajJadeva nigraMthaguru zuddha AtmadaSTi thavAnAM avalaMbana che. dayA mukhya dharma | sarva anubhavelo evo zuddhaAtmaprAptino upAya zrI guru vaDe jANIne, tenuM rahasya dhyAnamAM laIne AtmaprApti karo. (patrAMka : 764), * * * Arya sobhAganI aMtaraMgadazA ane dehamukta samayanI dazA, he munio ! tamAre vAraMvAra anuprekSA karavA yogya che. (patrAMka : 780) *** S | T : F /

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kheda nahIM karatAM zuravIrapaNuM grahIne jJAnIne mArge cAlatAM mokSapATaNa sulabha ja che. viSaya kaSAyAdi vizeSa vikAra karI jAya te vakhate vicAravAnane potAnuM nirvIryapaNuM joIne ghaNo ja kheda thAya che, ane AtmAne vAraMvAra nide che, pharI pharIne tiraskAranI vRttithI joI, pharI mahaMta puruSanAM caritra ane vAkyanuM avalaMbana grahaNa karI AtmAne zaurya upajAvI, te viSayAdi sAme ati haTha karIne tene haThAve che tyAM sudhI nIce mane besatA nathI, tema ekalo kheda karIne aTakI rahetA nathI. e ja vRttinuM avalaMbana AtmArthI jIvoe lIdhuM che. ane tethI ja aMte jaya pAmyA che. A vAta sarva mumukSuoe mukhe karI hRdayamAM sthira karavA yogya che. (patrAMka : 819) darzanamoha upazAMta athavA kSINa thayo che jeno evo dhIra puruSa vItarAgoe darzAvelA mArgane aMgIkAra karIne zuddhacaitanyasvabhAva pariNAmI thaI mokSapura pratye jAya che. (patrAMka : 895) dravyonuyoga para gaMbhIra ane sUkSma che, nigraMthapravacananuM rahasya che, zukla dhyAnanuM ananya kAraNa che, zukladhyAnathI kevaLajJAna samutpanna thAya che. mahAbhAgya vaDe te dravyAnuyoganI prApti thAya che. he Arya ! dravyAnuyoganuM phaLa sarva bhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che. te A puruSanAM vacana tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM tuM koI divasa zithila karIza nahIM. vadhAre zuM ? samAdhinuM rahasya e ja che. sarva du:khathI mukta thavAno ananya upAya e ja che. (patrAMka : 899). * * * indriyanigrahanA abhyAsapUrvaka satkRta ane satsamAgama niraMtara upAsavAyogya che. kSINamoha paryata jJAnanI AjJAnuM avalaMbana parama hitakArI che. (patrAMka : 888) *** jagata viSayanA vikSepamAM svarUpavibhrAMti vaDe vizrAMti pAmatuM nathI. anaMta avyAbAdha sukhano eka ananya upAya svarUpastha thavuM te ja che. e ja hitakArI upAya jJAnIe dITho che. bhagavAna jine dvAdazAMgI e ja arthe nirUpaNa karI che, ane e ja utkRSTatAthI te zobhe che, jayavaMta che. jJAnInAM vAkyanA zravaNathI ullAsita thato evo jIva, cetana, jaDane bhinnasvarUpa yathArthapaNe pratIta kare che, anubhave che, anukrame svarUpastha thAya che. yathAsthita anubhava thavAthI svarUpastha thavA yogya che. darzanamoha vyatIta thavAthI jJAnInA mArgamAM paramabhakti samutpanna thAya che, tattvapratIti samyakapaNe utpanna thAya che. tattvapratIti vaDe zuddha caitanya pratye vRttino pravAha vaLe che. zuddha caitanyanA anubhava arthe cAritramoha vyatIta karavA yogya che. cAritramoha, caitanyanA - jJAnI puruSanA sanmArganA naiSThikapaNAthI pralaya thAya che. asaMgatAthI paramAvagADha anubhava thavA yogya che.

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he Arya munivaro ! e ja asaMga zuddha caitanyArthe asaMgayogane ahoniza icchIe chIe. he munivaro ! asaMgatAno abhyAsa karo. (patrAMka : 901). *** samasta saMsArI jIvo karmavazAtu zAtA-azAtAno udaya anubhavyA ja kare che. jemAM mukhyapaNe to azAtAno ja udaya anubhavAya che. kavacit athavA koIka dehasaMyogamAM zAtAno udaya adhika anubhavAto jaNAya che, paNa vastutAe tyAM paNa aMtaradAha baLyA ja karato hoya che. pUrNa jJAnI paNa je azAtAnuM varNana karI zakavA yogya vacanayoga dharAvatA nathI, tevI anaMta anaMta azAtA A jIve bhogavI che, ane jo haju tenAM kAraNono nAza karavAmAM na Ave to bhogavavI paDe e sunizcita che. ... zAtA azAtAno udaya ke anubhava thavAnAM mULa kAraNone gaveSavA evA te mahatu puruSone evI vilakSaNa sAnaMdAzcaryaka vRtti udbhavatI ke zAtA karatAM azAtAno udaya saMprApta thayuM ane temAM paNa tIvrapaNe te udaya saMprApta thaye temanuM vIrya vizeSapaNe jAgrata thatuM, ullAsa pAmatuM ane te samaya kalyANakArI adhikapaNe samajAto. keTalAka kAraNavizeSane yoge vyavahAradRSTithI grahaNa karavA yogya auSadhAdi AtmamaryAdAmAM rahI grahaNa karatA paraMtu mukhyapaNe te parama upazamane ja sarvotkRSTa auSadharUpe upAsatA. upayoga lakSaNe sanAtanampharita evA AtmAne dehathI, tejasa ane kArmaNa zarIrathI paNa bhinna avalokavAnI dRSTi sAdhya karI, te caitanyAtmakasvabhAva AtmA niraMtara vedaka svabhAvavALo hovAthI abaMdhadazAne saMprApta na thAya tyAM sudhI zAtA azAtArUpa anubhava vedyA vinA rahevAno nathI ema nizcaya karI, je zubhAzubha pariNAmadhArAnI pariNati vaDe te zAtA azAtAno saMbaMdha kare che te dhArA pratye udAsIna thaI, dehAdithI bhinna ane svarUpamaryAdAmAM rahelA te AtmAmAM je cala svabhAvarUpa pariNAma dhArA che teno AtyaMtika viyoga karavAno sanmArga grahaNa karI, parama zuddha caitanyasvabhAvarUpa prakAzamaya te AtmA karmayogathI sakalaMka pariNAma darzAve che tethI uparAma thaI, jema upazamati thavAya, te upayogamAM ane te svarUpamAM sthira thavAya, acala thavAya, te ja lakSa, te ja bhAvanA, te ja ciMtavanA ane te ja sahaja pariNAmarUpa svabhAva karavA yogya che. mahAtmAonI vAraMvAra e ja zikSA che. bhayaMkara narakagatimAM, tiryaMcagatimAM ane mAThI deva tathA manuSyagatimAM he jIva ! tuM tIvra duHkhane pAmyo, mATe have to jinabhAvanA (jina bhagavAna je paramazAMta rase pariNamI svarUpastha thayA te paramazAMtasvarUpa ciMtavanA) bhAva-ciMtava (ke jethI tevAM anaMta du:khono AyAMtika viyoga thaI parama avyAbAdha sukhasaMpatti saMprApta thAya.) OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH. (patrAMka : 913) yathArtha joIe to zarIra eja vedanAnI mUrti che. samaye samaye jIva te dvArA vedanA ja vede che. kavacit zAtA ane prAye azAtA ja vede che. mAnasika azAtAnuM mukhyapaNuM chatAM te sukSma samyagu daSTivAnane jaNAya che. zArIrika azAtAnuM mukhyapaNuM dhULathI dRSTivAnane paNa jaNAya che. .... 'huM zarIra nathI, paNa tethI bhinna evo jJAyaka AtmA chuM, tema nitya zAzvata chuM. A vedanA mAtra pUrva karmanI che, paNa mAruM svarUpa nAza karavAne te samartha nathI, mATe mAre kheda kartavya ja nathI ema AtmArthInuM anuprekSaNa hoya che." (patrAMka : 927) *** ciMtita jenAthI prApta thAya te maNine ciMtAmaNi kahyo che; e ja A manuSyadeha che ke je dehamAM, yogamAM | | | |

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AtyaMtika evA sarva duHkhanA kSayanI ciMtitA dhArI to pAra paDe che. aciMtya jenuM mAhAtma che evuM satsaMgarUpI kalpavRkSa prApta thaye jIva daridra rahe ema bane te A jagatane viSe te agiyAramuM Azcarya ja che. (patrAMka : 937). *** koNa chuM kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che ? rAkhuM ke e paraharuM ?" e paNa jIva vicAra kare tene nava tattvano, tattvajJAnano saMpUrNa bodha maLI jAya ema che. emAM tattvajJAna saMpUrNa samAveza pAme che. zAMtipUrvaka, vivekathI vicAravuM joIe. (patrAMka : 959) jema bane tema saduvRtti ane sadAcAra sevavAM, jJAnI puruSa kAMI vrata Ape nahIM arthAtu jyAre pragaTa mArga kahe ane vrata ApavAnuM jaNAve tyAre vrata aMgIkAra karavAM. paNa tyAM sudhI yathAzakti sadgata ane sadAcAra sevavAM emAM sadAya jJAnI puruSanI AjJA che. daMbha, ahaMkAra, Agraha, kaMI paNa kAmanA, phaLanI icchA ane lokane dekhADavAnI buddhi e saghaLA doSo che tethI rahita vratAdi sevavAM. vAraMvAra bodha sAMbhaLavAnI icchA rAkhavA karatAM puruSanA caraNa samIpamAM rahevAnI icchA ane ciMtana vizeSa rAkhavI. je bodha thayo che te smaraNamAM rAkhIne vicArAya to atyaMta kalyANakAraka che. (patrAMka : 959, upadeza chAyA - 3). *** jJAna tenuM nAma ke je harSa, zoka vakhate hAjara thAya; arthAt harSa, zoka thAya nahIM. saddagurunI AjJA vinA AtmArthI jIvanA zvAsocchavAsa sivAya bIjuM kAMI na cAle evI jinanI AjJA che. (patrAMka : 956, upadeza chAyA-4) *** sarva caritra vazIbhUta karavAne mATe, sarva pramAda TALavAne mATe, AtmAmAM akhaMDa vRtti rahevAne mATe, mokSasaMbaMdhI sarva prakAranA sAdhananA jayane arthe "brahmacarya' adbhuta anupama sahAyakArI che, athavA mULabhUta che. (hAthanoMdha 3, pR. 47) kAma, mAna ane utAvaLa e traNano vizeSa saMyama karavo ghaTe che. (hAthanoMdha 1, pR. 101) *** jema jema rAgadveSa maMda, tema tema karmabaMdha maMda ane jema jema rAgadveSa tIvra, tema tema karmabaMdha tIvra. rAgadveSano abhAva tyAM karmabaMdhano sAMparAkiya abhAva (hAthanoMdha 2, pR. 15) *** Ama kALa vyatIta thavA devo yogya nathI. samaye samaya Atmaupayoge upakArI karIne nivRtta thavA devA yogya che. (hAthanoMdha 2, pR. 29) * * * mokSano mArga bahAra nathI, paNa AtmAmAM che. NSSE: SS SRI 2

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Jaiti Education Instrational deha chatAM jenI dazA varte dehAtIta jIvananI sauthI moTI yAtrA e aMtarayAtrA che. prabuddha mAnavI e aMtarayAtrAnA eka pachI eka sopAna sara karato jAya che ane koI vibhUti e aMtarayAtrAnA mArge pravAsa karIne carama zikhare pahoMcatI hoya che, paraMtu AvI mahAna vibhUtio ke AtmAonA gahana UMDANanuM mApa ApaNe kyAMthI pAmI zakIe ? parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI aMtaraMga dazAnuM saMpUrNa citra to ApaNe kyAMthI meLavI zakIe ? vadhumAM vadhu to enI thoDI rekhAo joI zakavAnI ApaNI kSamatA che, paraMtu parama kRpALudevanA vacanAmRtamAM teonI aMtaraMga dazAnuM Alekhana thayuM che. e aMtaraMga dazAnuM ahIM ame Alekhana karIe chIe enI pAchaLano mukhya hetu e che ke mumukSu AtmA AmAMthI yathAzakti samaja, bodha, mArgadarzana ane preraNA prApta kare ane e rIte e AdhyAtmika kalyANanA mArge pragati sAdhe. ***

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rAtri ane divasa eka paramArtha viSayanuM ja manana rahe che, AhAra paNa e ja che, nidrA paNa e ja che, zayana paNa e ja che, svapna paNa e ja che, bhaya paNa e ja che, bhoga paNa e ja che, parigraha paNa e ja che, calana paNa e ja che, Asana paNa e ja che. adhika zuM kahevuM ? hADa, mAMsa ane tenI majjAne eka ja e ja raMganuM raMgana che. eka roma paNa jANe eno ja vicAra kare che, ane tene lIdhe nathI kaMI jovuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI suMghavuM gamatuM, nathI kaMI sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI kaMI cAkhavuM gamatuM ke nathI kaMI sparzavuM gamatuM, nathI bolavuM gamatuM ke nathI mauna rahevuM gamatuM, nathI besavuM gamatuM ke nathI UThavuM gamatuM, nathI sUvuM gamatuM ke nathI jAgavuM gamatuM, nathI khAvuM gamatuM ke nathI bhUkhyuM rahevuM gamatuM, nathI asaMga gamato ke nathI saMga gamato, nathI lakSmI gamatI ke nathI alakSmI gamatI ema che; tathApi te pratye AzAnirAzA kaMI ja UgatuM jaNAtuM nathI. te te ho to paNa bhale ane na ho to paNa bhale, e kaMI duHkhanAM kAraNa nathI. duHkhanuM kAraNa mAtra viSamAtmA che, ane te ja sama che to sarva sukha ja che. e vRttine lIdhe samAdhi rahe che. tathApi bahArathI gRhasthapaNAnI pravRtti nathI thaI zakatI, dehabhAva dekhADavo pAlavato nathI, AtmabhAvathI pravRtti bAhyathI karavAne keTaloka aMtarAya che. tyAre have kema karavuM ? kayA parvatanI guphAmAM javuM ane alopa thaI javuM, e ja raTAya che. tathApi bahArathI amuka saMsArI pravRtti karavI paDe che. (patrAMka : 133) 4 * prabhAtamAM vahelo UThyo tyArathI koI apUrva AnaMda varyA ja karato hato. tevAmAM pada maLyuM; ane mULapadanuM atizaya smaraNa thayuM; ekatAna thaI gayuM. ekAkAra vRttinuM varNana zabda kema karI zakAya ? divasanA bAra bajyA sudhI rahyuM. apUrva AnaMda to tevo ne tevo ja che. paraMtu bIjI vArtA (jJAnanI) karavAmAM tyAra pachIno kALakSepa karyo. kevaLajJAna have pAmazuM, pAmazuM, pAmazuM, pAmazuM re... ke " evuM eka pada karyuM. hRdaya bahu AnaMdamAM che. (patrAMka : 152) *** pUrva puNyanA udayathI, maLyo saguru yoga; vacana sudhA zravaNe jatAM, thayuM hRdaya gatazoga. nizcaya ethI Aviyo, TaLaze ahIM utAya; nitya karyo satsaMga meM, eka lakSathI Apa. (patrAMka : 154). - * sarva samartha puruSo Apane prApta thayelA jJAnane ja gAI gayA che. e jJAnanI dina-pratidina A AtmAne paNa vizeSatA thatI jAya che. huM dhAruM chuM ke kevaLajJAna sudhInI mahenata karI alekhe to nahIM jAya. mokSanI ApaNane kAMI jarUra nathI. niHzaMkapaNAnI, nirbhayapaNAnI, nirmajhanapaNAnI ane niHspRhapaNAnI jarUra hatI, te ghaNe aMze prApta thaI jaNAya che; ane pUrNa aMze prApta karAvavAnI karuNAsAgara gupta rahelAnI kRpA thaze ema AzA rahe che. chatAM vaLI ethIye alaukika dazAnI icchA rahe che, tyAM vizeSa zuM kahevuM ? anahada dhvanimAM maNA nathI. paNa gADI ghoDAnI upAdhi zravaNanuM sukha thoDuM Ape che. nivRtti vinA ahIM bIjuM badhuMya lAge che. jagatane, jagatanI lIlAne beThA beThA maphatamAM joIe chIe. (patrAMka : 195) * * * SjArAXOXOX9XDMDz9zx | Sii ka

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AtmA jJAna pAmyo e to niHsaMzaya che; graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. sarva jJAnIoe paNa e vAta svIkArI che. have chevaTanI nirvikalpa samAdhi ApaNane pAmavI bAkI che, je sulabha che. ane te pAmavAno hetu paNa e ja che ke koI paNa prakAre amRtasAgaranuM avalokana karatAM alpa paNa mAyAnuM AvaraNa bAdha kare nahIM; avalokanasukhanuM alpa paNa vismaraNa thAya nahIM; "tuMhi tuhi" vinA bIjI raTaNA rahe nahIM; mAyika eka paNa bhayano, mohano saMkalpano ke vikalpano aMza rahe nahIM. tanmaya AtmayogamAM praveza che. tyAM ja ullAsa che, tyAM ja yAcanA che, ane yoga (mana, vacana ane kAyA) bahAra pUrvakarma bhogave che. vedodayano nAza thatAM sudhI gRhavAsamAM rahevuM yogya lAge che. paramezvara cAhIne vedodaya rAkhe che. (patrAMka : 170) niraMtara eka ja zreNI varte che. harikRpA pUrNa che. (patrAMka : 171) eka bAjuthI paramArthamArga tvarAthI prakAzavA icchA che, ane eka bAjuthI alakha "le'mAM samAI javuM ema rahe che. alakha 'le'mAM AtmAe karI samAveza thayo che, yoge karIne karavo e eka raTaNa che. (patrAMka : 179) *** chevaTanuM svarUpa samajAyAmAM, anubhavAyAmAM alpa paNa nyUnatA rahI nathI. jema che tema sarva prakAre samajAyuM che. sarva prakArano eka deza bAda karatAM bAkI sarva anubhavAyuM che. eka deza samajAyA vinA rahyo nathI; paraMtu yoga(mana, vacana, kAyA)thI asaMga thavA vanavAsanI AvazyakatA che; ane ema thaye e deza anubhavAze. (patrAMka : 187) *** jJAnanA 'parokSa-aparokSa' viSe patrathI lakhI zakAya tema nathI; paNa sudhAnI dhArA pachInAM keTalAMka darzana thayAM che, ane jo asaMgatAnI sAthe Apano satsaMga hoya to chevaTanuM paripUrNa prakAze tema che; kAraNa ke e ghaNuM karIne sarva prakAre jANyuM che. ane te ja vATa tenAM darzananI che; (patrAMka : 197) * : AjanA prabhAtathI niraMjanadevanI koI addabhuta anugrahatA prakAzI che; Aje ghaNA divasa thayAM izkelI parAbhakti koI anupama rUpamAM udaya pAmI che. amRta pravahe che tyAM sahasadaLa kamaLa che, e mahInI maTukI che; ane AdipuruSa temAM birAjamAna che te bhagavaMta vAsudeva che (patrAMka : 201) * * * paramAtmAmAM parama sneha game tevI vikaTa vATethI thato hoya to paNa karavo yogya ja che. saraLa vATa maLyA chatAM upAdhinA kAraNathI tanmayabhakti rahetI nathI, ane ekatAra sneha UbharAto nathI. AthI kheda rahyA kare che ane vAraMvAra vanavAsanI icchA thayA kare che. joke vairAgya to evo rahe che ke ghara ane vanamAM ghaNuM karIne AtmAne bheda rahyo nathI, paraMtu upAdhinA prasaMgane lIdhe temAM upayoga rAkhavAnI vAraMvAra jarUra rahyA kare che, ke jethI parama sneha para te veLA AvaraNa ANavuM paDe; ane evI parama snehatA ane ananya premabhakti AvyA vinA dehatyAga karavAnI icchA thatI nathI. (patrAMka : 217) in Ediscation letto Personal salvate use only stary dre

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potAnuM athavA pA2kuM jene kaMI rahyuM nathI evI koI dazA tenI prApti have samIpa ja che, (A dehe che); ane tene lIdhe parecchAthI vartIe chIe. pUrve je je vidyA, bodha, jJAna, kriyAnI prApti thaI gaI che te te saghaLAM A dehe ja vismaraNa karI nirvikalpa thayA vinA chUTako nathI; ane tene lIdhe ja Ama vartIe chIe. (patrAMka : 234) **** cittanI dazA caitanyamaya rahyA kare che; jethI vyavahAranAM badhAM kArya ghaNuM karIne avyavasthAthI karIe chIe. hariicchA sukhadAyaka mAnIe chIe. eTale je upAdhijoga varte che, tene paNa samAdhijoga mAnIe chIe. (patrAMka : 247) *** eka purANapuruSa ane purANapuruSanI premasaMpatti vinA amane kaMI gamatuM nathI; amane koI padArthamAM ruci mAtra rahI nathI; kaMI prApta karavAnI icchA thatI nathI; vyavahAra kema cAle che enuM bhAna nathI; jagata zuM sthitimAM che tenI smRti rahetI nathI; koI zatru-mitramAM bhedabhAva rahyo nathI; koNa zatru che ane koNa mitra che, enI khabara rakhAtI nathI; ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe; amAre zuM karavAnuM che te koIthI kaLAya tevuM nathI; ame badhAya padArthathI udAsa thaI javAthI game tema vartIe chIe; vrataniyamano kaMI niyama rAkhyo nathI; jAtabhAtano kaMI prasaMga nathI; amArAthI vimukha jagatamAM koI mAnyuM nathI; amArAthI sanmukha evA satsaMgI nahIM maLatAM kheda rahe che; saMpatti pUrNa che eTale saMpattinI icchA nathI; zabdadika viSayo anubhavyA smRtimAM AvavAthI, athavA izvarecchAthI tenI icchA rahI nathI; potAnI icchAe thoDI ja pravRtti karavAmAM Ave che; jema hirae icchelo krama dore tema dorAIe chIe; hRdaya prAye zUnya jevuM thaI gayuM che; pAMce indriyo zUnyapaNe pravartavArUpa ja rahe che; AdipuruSane viSe akhaMDa prema sivAya bIjA mokSAdika padArthomAMnI AkAMkSAno bhaMga thaI gayo che; ATaluM badhuM chatAM manamAnatI udAsInatA nathI, ema mAnIe chIe; akhaMDa premakhumArI jevI pravahavI joIe tevI pravahatI nathI, ema jANIe chIe; Ama karavAthI te akhaMDa khumArI pravahe ema nizcaLapaNe jANIe chIe; paNa te karavAmAM kALa kAraNabhUta thaI paDyo che; ane e sarvano doSa amane che ke harine che, evo cokkasa nizcaya karI zakAto nathI. eTalI badhI udAsInatA chatAM vepAra karIe chIe; laIe chIe, daIe chIe, lakhIe chIe, vAMcIe chIe; jALavIe chIe, ane kheda pAmIe chIe. vaLI hasIe chIe. - jenuM ThekANuM nathI evI amArI dazA che; (patrAMka : 255) ****** amAruM citta to bahu harimaya rahe che, paNa saMga badhA kaLiyuganA rahyA che. mAyAnA prasaMgamAM rAtadivasa rahevuM rahe che; eTale pUrNa harimaya citta rahI zakavuM durlabha hoya che, ane tyAM sudhI amArA cittane udvega maTaze nahIM. (patrAMka : 259) *** citta udAsa rahe che; kaMI gamatuM nathI; ane je kaMI gamatuM nathI te ja badhuM najare paDe che; te ja saMbhaLAya che. tyAM have zuM karavuM ? mana koI kAryamAM pravRtti karI zakatuM nathI. jethI pratyeka kArya mulatavAM paDe che; kAMI vAMcana, lekhana ke janaparicayamAM ruci AvatI nathI. cAlatA matanA prakAranI vAta kAne paDe che ke hRdayane viSe mRtyuthI adhika vedanA thAya che. (patrAMka : 277) *** samaye samaye anaMtaguNaviziSTa AtmabhAva vadhato hoya evI dazA rahe che, je ghaNuM karIne kaLavA devAmAM AvatI nathI. athavA kaLI zake tevAno prasaMga nathI. AtmAne viSe sahaja smaraNe prApta thayeluM jJAna zrI vardhamAnane viSe hatuM ema jaNAya che. pUrNa vItarAga jevo bodha te amane saheje sAMbharI Ave che. (patrAMka : 313) He he pe // 219 //

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che ja. e vIra CNN je amAruM anubhavajJAna tenuM phaLa vItarAgapaNuM che, ane vitarAganuM kaheluM te zrutajJAna te paNa te ja pariNAmanuM kAraNa lAge che; mATe ame tenA anuyAyI kharekharA chIe, sAcA chIe. vana ane ghara e banne koI prakAre amane samAna che, tathApi vanamAM pUrNa vItarAgabhAvane arthe rahevuM vadhAre rucikara lAge che; sukhanI icchA nathI paNa vItarAgapaNAnI icchA che. (patrAMka : 322) cotarapha upAdhinI vAlA prajavalatI hoya te prasaMgamAM samAdhi rahevI e parama duSkara che, ane te vAta to parama jJAnI vinA thavI vikaTa che. amane paNa Azcarya thaI Ave che, tathApi ema prAye varyA ja kare che, evo anubhava che. AtmabhAva yathArtha jene samajAya che, nizcala rahe che, tene e samAdhi prApta hoya che. samyaphadarzananuM mukhya lakSaNa vItarAgatA jANIe chIe; ane tevo anubhava che. (patrAMka : 324) me mRta. avikalpa samAdhinuM dhyAna kSaNavAra paNa maTatuM nathI. tathApi aneka varSo thayAM vikalparUpa upAdhine ArAdhyA jaIe chIe. jyAM sudhI saMsAra che tyAM sudhI koI jAtanI upAdhi hovI to saMbhave che; tathApi avikalpa samAdhimAM sthita evA jJAnIne to te upAdhi paNa abAdha che, arthAt samAdhi ja che. (patrAMka : 329) amane to game tema ho topaNa samAdhi ja rAkhyA karavAnI dRDhatA rahe che. potAne je kAMI Apatti, viTaMbanA, mUMjhavaNa ke evuM kAMI AvI paDe tene mATe koI pratye doSanuM AropaNa karavAnI icchA thatI nathI. tema puruSArthadaSTie jotAM te jIvano doSa che. (patrAMka : 341) *** samaya mAtra paNa apramattadhArAne nahIM vismaraNa karatuM evuM je AtmAkAra mana te vartamAna samaye udaya pramANe pravRtti kare che; ane je koI paNa prakAre vatAya che, tenuM kAraNa pUve nibaMdhana karavAmAM Avelo e udaya che. te udayane viSe prIti paNa nathI, ane aprIti paNa nathI. samatA che; karavA yogya paNa ema ja che. (patrAMka : 3pa3) maka ke na jene bodhabIjanI utpatti hoya che, tene svarUpasukhathI karIne paritRptapaNe varte che, ane viSaya pratye aprayatna dazA varte che. je jIvitavyamAM kSaNikapaNuM che, te jIvitavyamAM jJAnIoe nityapaNuM prApta karyuM che, e acarajanI vAta che. (patrAMka : 360) Ruo Ruo Ruo vicAravAna puruSane kevaLa klezarUpa bhAse che, evo A saMsAra tene viSe have pharI AtmabhAve karI janmavAnI niccaLa pratijJA che. traNe kALane viSe have pachI A saMsAranuM svarUpa anyapaNe bhAsyamAna thavA yogya mA220 DEOXOXOXOXOXOX E'S - ' SS EXERE S S

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1070TCORORORORONORORONON nathI, ane bhAse evuM traNe kALane viSe saMbhavatuM nathI. atre AtmabhAve samAdhi che; udayabhAva pratye upAdhi varte che. (patrAMka : 383) * gajhala joke amAruM citta netra jevuM che; netrane viSe bIjA avayavanI peThe eka rajakaNa paNa sahana thaI zake nahIM. bIjA avayavorUpa anya citta che. amane varte che evuM je citta te netrarUpa che, tene viSe vANInuM UThavuM, samajAvavuM, A karavuM athavA A na karavuM, evI vicAraNA karavI te mAMDa mAMDa bane che. ghaNI kriyA to zUnyapaNAnI peThe varte che; AvI sthiti chatAM upAdhijoga to baLavAnapaNe ArAdhIe chIe. e vedavuM vikaTa ochuM lAgatuM nathI, kAraNa ke AMkhanI pAse jamInanI retI upaDAvavAnuM kArya thavArUpa thAya che. te jema du:khe - atyaMta du:khe - thavuM vikaTa che, tema cittane upAdhi te pariNAmarUpa thavA barobara che. sugamapaNAe sthita citta hovAthI vedanAne samaya prakAre vede che, akhaMDa samAdhipaNe vede che. (patrAMka : 385). ana-avakAza evuM AtmasvarUpa varte che; jemAM pArabdhodaya sivAya bIjo koI avakAzajoga nathI. te udayamAM kvacit paramArthabhASA kahevArUpa joga udaya Ave che, kvacit paramArthabhASA lakhavArUpa joga udaya Ave che, kvacit paramArthabhASA samajAvavArUpa joga Ave che. vizeSapaNe vaizyadArUpa joga hAla to udayamAM varte che; ane je kaMI udayamAM nathI AvatuM te karI zakavAnuM hAla to asamarthapaNuM che. (patrAMka : 396) * * * mumukSujana satsaMgamAM hoya to niraMtara ullAsita pariNAmamAM rahI AtmasAdhana alpakALamAM karI zake che, e vArtA yathArtha che; tema ja satsaMganA abhAvamAM samapariNati rahevI e vikaTa che; tathapi ema karavAmAM ja AtmasAdhana rahyuM hovAthI game tevAM mAThAM nimittamAM paNa je prakAre samapariNati Ave te prakAre pravartavuM e ja yogya che. (patrAMka : 399). muka : ka te puruSa namana karavA yogya che, kIrtana karavA yogya che, paramapreme guNagrAma karavA yogya che, pharI pharI viziSTa AtmapariNAme dhyAna karavA yogya che, je puruSane dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI koI paNa prakAranuM pratibaddhapaNuM vartatuM nathI. cittane viSe jevuM A upAdhiyoga ArAdhIe chIe tyArathI muktapaNe varte che, tevuM muktapaNuM anupAdhi prasaMgamAM paNa vartatuM nahotuM; evI nicaLadazA mAgazara suda 9thI ekadhArAe vartI AvI che. (patrAMka : 400) * * * 221 |

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je je kALe je je prArabdha udaya Ave te te vedana karavuM e jJAnI puruSonuM sanAtana AcaraNa che, ane te ja AcaraNa amane udayapaNe varte che; arthAtu je saMsAramAM sneha rahyo nathI, te saMsAranA kAryanI pravRttino udaya che, ane udaya anukrame vedana thayA kare che. e udayanA kramamAM koI paNa prakAranI hAni-vRddhi karavAnI icchA utpanna thatI nathI; ane ema jANIe chIe ke jJAnI puruSonuM paNa te sanAtana AcaraNa che; tathApi jemAM sneha rahyo nathI, athavA sneha rAkhavAnI icchA nivRtta thaI che, athavA nivRtta thavA AvI che, tevA A saMsAramAM kAryapaNe - kAraNapaNe pravartavAnI icchA rahI nathI, tenAthI nivRttapaNuM ja AtmAne viSe varte che, tema chatAM paNa tenA aneka prakAranA saMga-prasaMgamAM pravartavuM paDe evuM pUrve koI prArabdha upArjana karyuM che, je samapariNAme vedana karIe chIe, tathApi haju paNa te keTalAka vakhata sudhI udayajoga che, ema jANI kvacit kheda pAmIe chIe, kvacit vizeSa kheda pAmIe chIe; ane te khedanuM kAraNa vicArI jotAM to parAnukaMpArUpa jaNAya che. (patrAMka : 408) bhavAMtaranuM jo spaSTa jJAna koIne thatuM na hoya to AtmAnuM spaSTa jJAna paNa koIne thatuM nathI, ema kahevA tulya che; tathApi ema to nathI. AtmAnuM spaSTa jJAna thAya che, ane bhavAMtara paNa spaSTa bhAse che. potAnA temaja paranA bhava jANavAnuM jJAna koI prakAre visaMvAdapaNAne pAmatuM nathI. carama zarIrapaNuM jANIe ke A kALamAM nathI, tathApi azarIrIbhAvapaNe Atmasthiti che to bhAva naye caramazarIrapaNuM nahIM, paNa siddhapaNuM che; ane te azarIrIbhAva A kALane viSe nathI ema atre kahIe. to A kALamAM ame pote nathI, ema kahevA tulya che. (patrAMka : 411) * eka jhera je kaMI upAdhi karAya che, te kaMI "svapaNAne kAraNe karavAmAM AvatI nathI; tema karAtI nathI. je kAraNe karAya che, te kAraNe anukrame vedavAyogya evuM prArabdha karma che. je kaMI udaya Ave te avisaMvAda pariNAme vedavuM evuM je jJAnInuM bodhana che te amAre viSe nizcaLa che, eTale te prakAre vedIe chIe; tathApi icchA to ema rahe che ke alpakALane viSe, eka samayane viSe jo te udaya asattAne pAmato hoya to ame A badhAmAMthI UThI cAlyA jaIe; eTalI AtmAne mokaLAza varte che. tathApi 'nidrAkALa', bhojanakALa tathA amuka chUTaka kALa sivAya upAdhino prasaMga rahyA kare che, ane kaMI bhinnAMtara thatuM nathI, topaNa Atmopayoga koI prasaMge paNa apradhAnapaNuM bhajato jovAmAM Ave che, ane te prasaMge mRtyunA zokathI atyaMta adhika zoka thAya che, ema ni:saMdeha che. ema hovAthI ane gRhastha pratyayI jyAM sudhI udayamAM varte tyAM sudhImAM "sarvathA ayAcakapaNAne bhajatuM citta rahevAmAM jJAnI puruSono mArga raheto hovAthI A upAdhi bhajIe chIe. jo te mArganI upekSA karIe topaNa jJAnIne virAdhIe nahIM ema che, chatAM upekSA thaI zakatI nathI. jo upekSA karIe to gRhasthapaNuM paNa vanavAsIpaNe bhajAya evo Akaro vairAgya varte che. sarva prakAranA kartavyane viSe udAsIna evA amArAthI kaMI thaI zakatuM hoya to te eka ja thaI zake che ke pUrvopArjitanuM samatApaNe vedana karavuM; ane je kaMI karAya che te tenA AdhAre karAya che ema varte che. (patrAMka : 414) * * * ( koIpaNa jAtanA amArA Atmika baMdhanane laIne ame saMsAramAM rahyA nathI. strI je che tenAthI pUrve baMdhAyeluM bhogakarma nivRtta karavuM che. kuTuMba che tenuM pUrvenuM kareluM karaja ApI nivRtta thavA arthe rahyA chIe. revAzaMkara che tenuM amArA pratye je kaMI mAgaNuM che te ApavAne rahyA chIe. te sivAyanA je je kaMI prasaMga che te tenI aMdara samAI \[(>>>>>>ja pArarara 2007 DOOZche che

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jAya che. tanane arthe, dhanane arthe, bhogane arthe, sukhane arthe, svArthane arthe ke koI jAtanA Atmika baMdhanathI ame saMsAramAM rahyA nathI. Avo je aMtaraMgano bheda te je jIvane nikaTapaNe mokSa vartato na hoya te jIva kema samajI zake ? duHkhanA bhayathI paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM rAkhyuM che ema nathI. mAna-apamAnano to kaMI bheda che, te nivRtta thaI gayo che. (patrAMka : 415) *** pUrve upArjita kareluM evuM je kaMI prArabdha che te vedavA sivAya bIjo prakAra nathI, ane yogya paNa te rIte che ema jANI je je prakAre je kAMI prArabdha udaya Ave che te samapariNAmathI vedavAM ghaTe che, ane te kAraNathI A vyavasAyaprasaMga varte che. cittamAM koI rIte te vyavasAyanuM kartavyapaNuM nahIM jaNAtAM chatAM te vyavasAya mAtra khedano hetu che; evo paramArtha nizcaya chatAM paNa prArabdharUpa hovAthI, satsaMgAdi yogane apradhAnapaNe vedavo paDe che. te vedavA viSe icchA-niricchA nathI. (patrAMka : 421) *** sarva paramArthanAM sAdhanamAM paramasAdhana te satsaMga che, satpuruSanA caraNa samIpano nivAsa che. badhA kALamAM tenuM durlabhapaNuM che; ane AvA viSama kALamAM tenuM atyaMta durlabhapaNuM jJAnI puruSoe jANyuM che. jJAnI puruSonI pravRtti, pravRtti jevI hotI nathI. UnA pANIne viSe jema agnipaNAno mukhya guNa kahI zakAto nathI, tema jJAnInI pravRtti che; tathApi jJAnI puruSa paNa nivRttine koI prakAre paNa icche che. pUrve ArAdhana karelAM evAM nivRttinAM kSetro, vana, upavana, joga, samAdhi ane satsaMgAdi jJAnI puruSane pravRttimAM beThAM vAraMvAra sAMbharI Ave che. tathApi udayaprApta prArabdhane jJAnI anusare che. satsaMganI ruci rahe che, teno lakSya rahe che, paNa te vakhata atra vakhata niyamita nathI. (patrAMka : 449) *** gaI sAlanA mAgazara suda chaThe atre AvavAnuM thayuM hatuM tyArathI Aja divasaparyaMtamAM ghaNA prakArano upAdhiyoga vedavAnuM banyuM che ane jo bhagavatkRpA na hoya to A kALane viSe tevA upAdhijogamAM mAthuM dhaDa upara rahevuM kaThaNa thAya, ema thatAM thatAM ghaNIvAra joyuM che; ane AtmasvarUpa jeNe jANyuM che evA puruSane ane A saMsArane maLatI pANa Ave nahIM, evo adhika nizcaya thayo che. (patrAMka : 465) *** hAla doDhathI be mAsa thayAM upAdhinA prasaMgamAM vizeSa vizeSa karI saMsAranuM svarUpa vedAyuM che. evA joke pUrve ghaNA prasaMga vedyA che, tathApi jJAne karI ghaNuM karI veghA nathI. A deha ane te prathamano bodhabIjahetuvALo deha temAM thayeluM vedana te mokSakArye upayogI che. (patrAMka : 485) *** nitya chUTavAno vicAra karIe chIe ane jema te kArya tarata pate tema jApa japIe chIe. joke ema lAge che ke te vicAra ane jApa hajI tathArUpa nathI, zithila che; mATe atyaMta vicAra ane te jApane ugrapaNe ArAdhavAno alpakALamAM yoga karavo ghaTe che, ema vartyA kare che. (patrAMka : 569) *** je deha pUra yuvAvasthAmAM ane saMpUrNa ArogyatAmAM dekhAtAM chatAM paNa kSaNabhaMgura che, te dehamAM prIti karIne zuM karIe ? // 223 //

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jagatanA sarva padArtha karatAM je pratye sarvotkRSTa prIti che, evo A deha te paNa duHkhano hetu che, to bIjA padArthamAM sukhanA hetunI zuM kalpanA karavI ? pravRtti virAma pAmatI nathI; viraktapaNuM ghaNuM varte che. vanane viSe athavA ekAMtane viSe sahajasvarUpane anubhavato evo AtmA nirviSaya kevaLa pravarte ema karavAmAM sarva icchA rokANI che. (patrAMka : 592) *** A dehanuM AyuSya pratyakSa upAdhiyoge vyatIta thayuM jAya che. e mATe atyaMta zoka thAya che, ane teno alpakALamAM jo upAya na karyo to ama jevA avicArI paNa thoDA samajavA. (patrAMka : 193) prArabdha che, ema mAnIne jJAnI upAdhi kare che ema jaNAtuM nathI, paNa pariNatithI chUTyA chatAM tyAgavA jatAM bAhya kAraNo roke che, mATe jJAnI upAdhisahita dekhAya che, tathApi tenI nivRttinA lakSane nitya bhaje che. (patrAMka : 964) * * jenI mokSa sivAya koI paNa vastunI icchA ke spRhA nahotI ane akhaMDa svarUpamAM ramaNatA thavAthI mokSanI icchA paNa nivRtta thaI che, tene he nAtha ! tuM tuSTamAna thaIne paNa bIjuM zuM ApavAno hato ? he kRpALu ! tArA abheda svarUpamAM ja mAro nivAsa che tyAM have to levA devAnI paNa kaDAkUTathI chUTA thayA chIe ane e ja amAro paramAnaMda che. saMsAranA tApathI trAsa pAmelA ane karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavA icchatA paramArthapremI jijJAsu jIvonI trividha tApAgnine zAMta karavAne ame amRtasAgara chIe. (patrAMka : 980) - * durlabha evo manuSyadeha paNa pUrve anaMta vAra prApta thayA chatAM kaMI paNa saphaLapaNuM thayuM nahIM; paNa A manuSyadehane kRtArthatA che, ke je manuSyadehe A jIve jJAnI puruSane oLakhyA, tathA te mahAbhAgyano Azraya karyo, je puruSanA Azraye aneka prakAranA mithyA AgrahAdinI maMdatA thaI, te puruSane Azraye A deha chUTe e ja sArthaka che. janmajarAmaraNAdine nAza karavAvALuM AtmajJAna jemane viSe varte che, te puruSano Azraya ja jIvane janmajarAmaraNAdino nAza karI zake, kemake te yathAsaMbhava upAya che. saMyoga saMbaMdhe A deha pratye A jIvane je prArabdha haze te vyatIta thaye te dehano prasaMga nivRtta thaze. (patrAMka : 992) sarvathI sarva prakAre huM bhinna chuM, eka kevaLa zuddha caitanyasvarUpa, paramotkRSTa, aciMtya sukhasvarUpa mAtra ekAMta zuddha anubhavarUpa huM chuM, tyAM vikSepa zo ? vikalpa zo ? bhaya zo ? kheda zo ? bIjI avasthA zI ? huM mAtra nirvikalpa zuddha zuddha, prakRSTa zuddha paramazAMta caitanya chuM. huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM. huM nijasvarUpamaya upayoga karuM chuM. tanmaya thAuM chuM. (patrAMka : 833). * * * mAruM citta, mArI cittavRttio eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke koI mRga paNa A zarIrane joI ja rahe, bhaya pAmI nAsI na jAya ! mArI cittavRtti eTalI zAMta thaI jAo ke koI vRddha mRga enA mAthAmAM khUjalI AvatI hoya te A zarIrane ( SDSDEN 224o chaZ(r)EDZ9X9XDMDZ9X , karI TIkA karI che

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jaDa padArtha jANI potAnuM mAthuM khUjalI maTADavA A zarI2ne ghase ! (patrAMka : 850) *** mAnasika vRtti karatAM ghaNA ja pratikULa mArgamAM hAla pravAsa karavo paDe che. tapta hRdayathI ane zAMta AtmAthI sahana karavAmAM ja harSa mAnuM chuM. (patrAMka : 851) *** apramatta svabhAvanuM vAraMvAra smaraNa karIe chIe. (patrAMka : 880) : *** je jJAnI puruSone dehAbhimAna TaLyuM che tene kaMI karavuM rahyuM nathI ema che, topaNa temane sarvasaMgaparityAgAdi satpuruSArthatA parama puruSe upakArabhUta kahI che. (patrAMka : 895) *** bAhya ane aMtara samAdhiyoga varte che. (patrAMka : 912) *** apUrva zAMti ane samAdhi acaLapaNe varte che. kuMbhaka, recaka pAMce vAyu sarvottama gatine ArogyabaLa sahita Ape che. (patrAMka : 933) *** cakravartInI samasta saMpatti karatAM paNa jeno eka samayamAtra paNa vizeSa mUlyavAna che evo A manuSyadeha ane paramArthane anukULa evA yoga saMprApta chatAM jo janmamaraNathI rahita evA paramapadanuM dhyAna rahyuM nahIM to A manuSyatvane adhiSThita evA AtmAne anaMtavAra dhikkAra ho ! (patrAMka : 935) *** samyak prakAre vedanA ahiyAsavArUpa paramadharma parama puruSoe kahyo che. tIkSNa vedanA anubhavatAM svarUpabhraMzavRtti na thAya e ja zuddha cAritrano mArga che. upazama ja je jJAnanuM mULa che te jJAnamAM tIkSNa vedanA 52ma nirjarA bhAsavA yogya che. (patrAMka : 939) *** lokasaMjJA jenI jiMdagIno dhruvakAMTo che te jiMdagI game tevI zrImaMtatA, sattA ke kuTuMbaparivArAdi yogavALI hoya topaNa te duHkhano ja hetu che. AtmazAMti je jiMdagIno dhruvakAMTo che te jiMdagI game to ekAkI ane nirdhana, nirvastra hoya to paNa parama samAdhinuM sthAna che. (patrAMka : 949) *** ghaNI tvarAthI pravAsa pUro karavAno hato. tyAM vacce saharAnuM raNa saMprApta thayuM. mAthe ghaNo bojo rahyo hato te AtmavIrye karI jema alpa kALe vedI levAya tema praghaTanA karatAM page nikAcita udayamAna thAka grahaNa karyo. je svarUpa che te anyathA thatuM nathI e ja adbhuta Azcarya che. avyAbAdha sthiratA che. (patrAMka : 951) *** zuddha evA sphaTikane viSe anya raMganuM pratibhAsavuM thavAthI tenuM jema mULa svarUpa lakSagata thatuM nathI, tema zuddha 5225 //

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nirmaLa evuM A cetana anya saMyoganA tAdAbhyavat adhyAse potAnA svarUpano lakSa pAmatuM nathI. (hAthanoMdha : 1, patrAMka : 990) *** jIvanA astitvapaNAno to koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya. jIvanAM nityapaNAno, trikALa hovApaNAno koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya. jIvanA caitanyapaNAno, trikALa hovApaNAno koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya. tene koI paNa prakAre baMdhadazA varte che e vAtano koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya. te baMdhanI nivRtti koI paNa prakAre niHsaMzaya ghaTe che, te vAtano koI kALe paNa saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya. mokSapada che e vAtano koI paNa kALe saMzaya nahIM thAya. (hAthanoMdha : 2, patrAMka : 960) *** tenI hamaNAM evI dazA aMtaraMgamAM rahI che ke kaMIka vinA sarva saMsArI icchAnI paNa teNe vismRti karI nAkhI che. te kaMIka pAmyo paNa che, ane pUrNano parama mumukSu che, chellA mArgano niHzaMka jijJAsu che. hamaNAM je AvaraNo tene udaya AvyAM che, te AvaraNothI ene kheda nathI; paraMtu vastubhAvamAM thatI maMdatAno kheda che. te dharmanI vidhi, arthanI vidhi, kAmanI vidhi, ane tene AdhAre mokSanI vidhine prakAzI zake tevo che. ghaNA ja thoDA puruSone prApta thayo haze evo e kALano kSayopazamI puruSa che. (hAthanoMdha : 4, patrAMka : 960). ** punarjanma che - jarUra che - e mATe huM anubhavathI hA kahevAmAM acaLa chuM. A kALamAM mAruM janmavuM mAnuM to duHkhadAyaka che, ane mAnuM to sukhadAyaka che. (hAthanoMdha : 10, patrAMka : 990) *** te dazA zAthI avarAI ? ane te dazA vardhamAna kema na thaI ? lokanA prasaMgathI, mAnecchAthI, ajAgratapaNAthI, strIAdi pariSahano jaya na karavAthI. (hAthanoMdha : 19, patrAMka : 960) * * * jJAnI puruSone samaye samaye anaMtA saMyamapariNAma vardhamAna thAya che, ema sarvaze kahyuM che te satya che. te saMyama vicAranI tIkSNa pariNatithI tathA brahmarasa pratye sthirapaNAthI utpanna thAya che. zrI tIrthaMkara AtmAne saMkocavikAsanuM bhAjana yogadazAmAM mAne che, te siddhAMta vizeSa karI vicAravA yogya che. (hAthanoMdha : 24, patrAMka : 960). * * * (22-222@(@ aa226o chaEZ(r)

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mokSamArganuM rahasya jainadarzanamAM sAdhanAnI sarvocca bhUmikAe mokSanI bhAvanA rahelI che. bhagavAna mahAvIre mokSamArganI prarUpaNA karI che. AvA mokSamArganuM rahasya atyaMta gUDha ane gahana hoya che. jJAnI mahAtmAo e rahasyanI gadya ke padyamAM gUMthaNI karatA hoya che. koI puNyavAna sAdhaka e zAstragraMtha vAMce, tyAre enA cittamAM eno gahana artha jANavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI jAge che. AvI aMtaranI Arata jAge ane sAcA dilathI jhaMkhanA thAya tyAre koI mahad puNyanA baLe virala sapuruSano satsamAgama thAya che. e satparuSanI kRpAthI mokSamArganA marmane samaje che. zrImad rAjacaMdra lakhe che ke, "zAstramAM mArga kahyo che, marma kahyo nathI. marma to satparuSanA aMtarAtmAmAM rahyo che." Ama sapuruSano yoga thAya to ja sarvocca mokSamArganuM gahana rahasya pAmI zakAya. zrImad rAjacaMdra ane anya vibhUtioe bhinna bhinna rIte mokSamArganA marmane potAnI pAvana vANImAM pragaTa karyo che. sAdhaka e marmane pAme to eno manuSyabhava kRtArtha thaI jAya. kaSAyajanya pariNAmane kAraNe bhavabhramaNarUpa rogathI pIDAtA mAnavIne puruSarUpI vaidyanI kRpAthI "zAMta sudhArasa" samI sAcI auSadhi prApta thAya to enA sevanathI eno anAdi kALano bhavaroga TaLI zake che. parama kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA mahAmumukSu munizrI lallujI mahArAje judAM judAM sthaLa ane samaye A gahana mArgano nirdeza karyo che. A viSayamAM teo upadezAmRta' graMthamAM lakhe che : "pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita - je dI te dI paNa guru vinA jJAna nahIM, guru vinA dhyAna nahIM. pachI vAra na lAge ......................... aMtamuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAna !" (pR. 199). gurunI kRpAnI vizeSatA darzAvyA bAda A ja graMthamAM teo lakhe che - "gurugama zuM ? e sAMbhare che. eno artha samajyA vagara zuM khabara paDe ? e samajaNa sadUgurunA bodhane zravaNe Ave. bodha sAMbhaLe ene thAya. yogyatA pramANe te samajI jAya che." (pR. 402) teo A graMthamAM kahe che, "AtmabhAva pAmavA mATe gurugama joIe; kAraNa jema tijorI cAvI vagara khUle nahIM; tema Atma oLakhANa to sadguru karAve tyAre thAya." (pR. 424) Ama jJAna ane dhyAna mATe saddaguru joIe. mokSamArganA rahasya vize zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA "vacanAmRtamAM ghaNuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. ahIM vacanAmRtanA sAgaramAMthI mokSamArganA rahasyanI jJAnapAri bharI nAnI gAgara bharavAno prayAsa karyo che. zrImadUnA mokSamArganA rahasya vizenuM vacanAmRtamAMthI saMkalita kareluM ciMtana vAMcIne hRdayamAM avadhArIe.

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he gautama ! te kALa ane te samayamAM chadmastha avasthAe, huM ekAdaza varSanI paryAye, chaThTha chaThThuM sAvadhAnapaNe, niraMtara tapazcaryA ane saMyamathI AtmatA bhAvatA, pUrvAnupUrvIe cAlatAM, eka gAmathI bIje gAma jatAM, jyAM suSumA2pura naga2, jyAM azoka vanakhaMDa bAga, jyAM azokavara pAdapa, jyAM pRthvIzilApaTTa, tyAM Avyo; AvIne azokavara pAdapanI nIce, pRthvIzilApaTTa para aSTamabhakta grahaNa karIne, banne paga saMkocIne, lAMbA kara karIne, eka pudgalamAM dRSTi aDaga sthApIne, animeSa nayanathI, jarA zarIra nIcuM AgaLa jhUkI rAkhIne, yoganI samAdhithI, sarva indriyo gupta karIne, eka rAtrinI mahA pratimA dhAraNa karIne, vicarato hato. (camara) (zrI bhagavatIsUtra zataka 3, uddezaka-2 - va. 5. 157/3) *** sarva samartha puruSo Apane prApta thayelAM jJAnane (kevaLabIja) ja gAI gayA che. e jJAnanI dina-pratidina A AtmAne paNa vizeSatA thatI jAya che. huM dhAruM chuM ke kevaLajJAna sudhInI mahenata karI alekhe to nahIM jAya. mokSanI ApaNane kAMI jarU2 nathI. niHzaMkapaNAnI, nirbhayapaNAnI nirmujhanapaNAnI ane niHspRhapaNAnI jarUra hatI, te ghaNe aMze prApta thaI jaNAya che. (va. 5. 165) *** mokSano mArga bahAra nathI, paNa AtmAmAM che. mArgane pAmelo mArga pamADaze. (va. 5. 166) *** AtmA jJAna pAmyo e to niHsaMzaya che; graMthibheda thayo e traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. sarva jJAnIoe paNa e vAta svIkArI che. have chevaTanI nirvikalpa samAdhi ApaNane pAmavI bAkI che, je sulabha che. ane te pAmavAno hetu paNa e che ke koI paNa prakAre amRtasAgaranuM avalokana karatAM alpa paNa mAyAnuM AvaraNa bAdha kare nahIM; avalokanasukhanuM alpa paNa vismaraNa thAya nahIM; 'tuMhi hi' vinA bIjI raTaNA rahe nahIM; mAyika eka paNa bhayano, mohano, saMkalpano ke vikalpano aMza rahe nahIM. (va. 5. 170) *** alakhanAma dhuni lagI gaganameM, magana bhayA mana merA jI, Asana mArI surata dRDha dhArI, diyA agama DerA jI. darazyA alakha dedArA jI. (va. 5. 189) *** bhAva apratibaddhatAthI niraMtara vicare che evA jJAnI puruSanAM caraNAraviMda, te pratye acaLa prema thayA vinA ane samyak pratIti AvyA vinA satsvarUpanI prApti thatI nathI, ane AvyethI avazya te mumukSu jenAM caraNAraviMda teNe sevyAM che, tenI dazAne pAme che. A mArga sarva jJAnIoe sevyo che, seve che, ane sevaze. jJAnaprApti ethI amane thaI hatI, vartamAne e ja mArgathI thAya che ane anAgata kALe paNa jJAnaprAptino e ja mArga che. sarva zAstrono bodha lakSa jovA jatAM e ja che. ane je koI prANI chUTavA icche che teNe akhaMDa vRttithI e ja mArgane ArAdhavo. // 228 // COLOLOLOLOLOLOY

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ANAe dhammo ANAe tavo / AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja dharma ane AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja tapa. (AcArAMga sUtra) sarva sthaLe e ja moTA puruSono kahevAno lakSa che, e lakSa jIvane samajAyo nathI. tenA kAraNamAM sarvathI pradhAna evuM kAraNa svacchaMda che ane jeNe svacchaMdane maMda karyo che, evA puruSane pratibaddhatA (lokasaMbaMdhI baMdhana, svajanakuTuMba baMdhana, dehAbhimAnarUpa baMdhana, saMkalpavikalparUpa baMdhana) e baMdhana TaLavAno sarvottama upAya je kaMI che te A uparathI tame vicAro. ane e vicAratAM amane je kaMI yogya lAge te pUchajo. ane e mArge jo kaMI yogyatA lAvazo to upazama game tyAMthI paNa maLaze. upazama maLe ane jenI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karIe evA puruSano khoja rAkhajo. bAkI bIjAM badhAM sAdhana pachI karavA yogya che. A sivAya bIjo koI mokSamArga vicAratAM lAgaze nahIM. (va. 5. 194) bAka *** jJAnanA 'parokSa-aparokSa' viSe patrathI lakhI zakAya tema nathI; paNa sudhAnI dhArA pachInAM keTalAMka darzana thayAM che, ane jo asaMgatAnI sAthe Apano satsaMga hoya to chevaTanuM paripUrNa prakAze tema che; kAraNa ke te ghaNuM karIne sarva prakAre jANyuM che. ane te ja vATa tenAM darzananI che. (va. 5. 197) *** koI paNa prakAre jIva potAnI kalpanAe karI satune prApta karI zakato nathI. sajIvana mUrti prApta thaye ja satuM prApta thAya che, satuM samajAya che, satno mArga maLe che. satu para lakSa Ave che. sajIvana mUrtinA lakSa vagara je kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che, te jIvane baMdhana che; A amAruM hRdaya che. (va. 5. 198) *** jJAnanI prApti jeNe icchavI, teNe jJAnInI icchAe vartavuM ema jinAgamAdi sarva zAstra kahe che. te jyAM sudhI pratyakSa jJAnInI icchAe, eTale AjJAe nahIM vartAya, tyAM sudhI ajJAnanI nivRtti thavI saMbhavatI nathI. RSabhadevajIe aThThANuM putrone tvarAthI mokSa thavAno e ja upadeza karyo hato. parIkSita rAjAne zukadevajIe e ja upadeza karyo che. zAstramAM kahelI AzAo parokSa che ane te jIvane adhikArI thavA mATe kahI che: mokSa thavA mATe jJAnInI pratyakSa AjJA ArAdhavI joIe. (va. 5. 200) * * * amRta pravahe che tyAM sahasadaLa kamaLa che, e mahInI maTukI che; ane AdipuruSa temAM birAjamAna che te bhagavaMta vAsudeva che. e eka ja prApta karavA yogya che; bIjuM kazuMya prApta karavA yogya nathI; mATe tame prApta karo. maTukImAM nAkhIne vecavA nIkaLyAno artha sahasadaLa kamaLamAM amane vAsudeva bhagavAna maLyA che; mahInuM nAmamAtra che; AkhI sRSTine mathIne jo mahI kADhIe to mAtra eka amRtarU5 vAsudeva bhagavAna ja mahI nIkaLe che. (va. 5. 201). * (25 (2258225EC25E25 pA229o cha%9E%E0% B 8 %955 , lAya che

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'sa' e kaMI dUra nathI, paNa dUra lAge che, ane e ja jIvano moha che. 'satu' je kaMI che, te "satuM' ja che, saraLa che; sugama che; ane sarvatra tenI prApti hoya che; paNa jene bhrAMtirUpa AvaraNatama varte che te prANIne tenI prApti kema hoya ? aMdhakAranA game teTalA prakAra karIe, paNa temAM koI evo prakAra nahIM Ave ke je ajavALArUpa hoya; tema ja AvaraNa timira jene che evAM prANInI kalpanAmAMnI koI paNa kalpanA "satu' jaNAtI nathI, ane "satu'nI najIka saMbhavatI nathI. 'satu" che, te bhrAMti nathI bhrAMtithI kevaLa vyatirikta (ju) che; kalpanAthI "para" (Aghe) che; mATe jenI prApta karavAnI daDha mati thaI che, teNe pote kaMI ja jANato nathI evo daDha nizcayavALo prathama vicAra karavo, ane pachI "satunI prApti mATe jJAnIne zaraNe javuM; to jarUra mArganI prApti thAya. A je vacano lakhyAM che, te sarva mumukSune parama baMdhavarUpa che, parama rakSakarUpa che; ane ene sabhyaprakAre vicAryathI paramapadane Ape evAM che; emAM nigraMtha pravacananI samasta dvAdazAMgI, pardarzananuM sarvottama tattva ane jJAnInA bodhanuM bIja saMkSepe kahyuM che; mATe pharI pharIne tene saMbhArajo; vicArajo; samajavA prayatna karajo; ene bAdha kare evA bIjA prakAromAM udAsIna rahejo. (va. 5. 211) * * * satune vize prIti, "saturUpa saMtane viSe parama bhakti, tenA mArganI jijJAsA, e ja niraMtara saMbhAravAyogya che. (va. 5. 238). *** je rasa jagatanuM jIvana che, te rasano anubhava thavA pachI hari pratye atizaya laya thaI che. ane tenuM pariNAma ema Avaze ke jyAM jeve rUpe icchIe teve rUpe hari (bhagavAna AtmA) Avaze. (va. 5. 247). *** gurugame karIne jyAM sudhI bhaktinuM parama svarUpe samajAyuM nathI, tema tenI prApti thaI nathI, tyAM sudhI bhaktimAM pravartatAM akALa ane azuci doSa hoya(va. 5. 2pa3). binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayanakI bAta; seve sadguru ke carana, so pAve sAkSAt bUjhI cahata jo pyAsako, he bUjhanakI rIta; pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita. tRSAturane pAyAnI mahenata karajo. atRSAturane tRSAtura thavAnI jijJAsA pedA karajo. jene te pedA na thAya tevuM hoya, tene mATe udAsIna rahejo. (va. 5. 258). *** 'jJAnadhArA saMbaMdhI mULamArga ame tamane A vakhatanA samAgamamAM thoDo paNa kahIzuM; ane te mArga pUrI rIte A ja janmamAM tamane kahIzuM ema amane harinI preraNA hoya tevuM lAge che.

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tame amAre mATe janma dharyo haze ema lAge che. tame amArA athAga upakArI cho. tame amane amArI icchAnuM sukha ApyuM che, te mATe namaskAra sivAya bIjo zuM badalo vALIe ? paNa amane lAge che ke amAre hAthe hari tamane parAbhakti apAvaze; harinA svarUpanuM jJAna karAvaze; ane e ja ame moTo bhAgyodaya mAnIzuM. (va. 5. 259) *** Relf FIR nI jo te karunA hama pAvata hai tumakI, vaha bAta rahI suguru gamakI; palameM pragaTe mukha Agalase, jaba sadguru carna suprema baseM. tanase, manase, ghanameM sabase gurudevakI Ana -AtmA baseM; taba kAraja siddha bane apano, rasa amRta pAhi prema ghano. vaha satya sudhA darazAvahiMge, caturAMgala he damase milahe, rasa deva niraMjana ko pivahI, gahi joga jugAjuga so jIvahI. para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura base; vaha kevala ko, bIja glAni kahe, nijako anubhI batalAI diye. (va. 5. 265) *** ja rIte ja nahi graMthamAMthI jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna nahi kavicAturI, nahi maMtra taMtro jJAna dAkhyAM, jJAna nahi bhASA TharI; nahi anya sthAne jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna jJAnImAM kaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. (va. 5. 267) * * mahAtmA vyAsajIne jema thayuM hatuM tema amane hamaNAM varte che. Atmadarzana pAmyA chatAM paNa vyAsajI AnaMdasaMpanna thayA nahotA; kAraNa ke harirasa akhaMDapaNe gAyo nahoto. amane paNa ema ja che. akhaMDa evo harirasa parama preme akhaMDapaNe anubhavatAM haju kyAMthI AvaDe ? ane jyAM sudhI tema nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI amane jagatamAMnI vastunuM eka aNu paNa gamavuM nathI. (va. 5. 282) sudhAne viSe amane saMdeha nathI, tame tenuM svarUpa samajo, ane tyAre ja phaLa che. (va. 5. 308) ** jinAgama che te upazamasvarUpa che. upazamasvarUpa evA puruSoe upazamane arthe te prarUpyAM che, upadezyAM che. te upazama AtmArthe che, anya koI prayojana arthe nathI. AtmArthamAM jo tenuM ArAdhana karavAmAM na AvyuM, to te jinAgamanuM zravaNa, vAMcana niSphaLarUpa che. (va. 5. 375) AptapuruSe duHkha maTavAno mArga jAmyo che. te mArga e ke jIvanuM svAbhAvikapaNuM pragaTyuM che jene viSe, K@>(D (K@> 231 | Z(r)EDVDZ[,9029 (

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jIvanuM svAbhAvika sukha pragaTyuM che jene viSe, evo jJAnI puruSa te ja te ajJAnapariNati ane tethI prApta thayuM je duHkhapariNAma tethI nivArI AtmAne svAbhAvikapaNe samajAvI zakavA yogya che, kahI zakavAne yogya che; ane te vacana svAbhAvika AtmA jANyApUrvaka hovAthI te duHkha maTADI zakavAne baLavAna che. mATe te vacana jo koI paNa prakAre jIvane zravaNa thAya, te apUrvabhAvarUpa jANI temAM 52ma prema varte, to tatkALa athavA amuka anukrame AtmAnuM svAbhAvikapaNuM pragaTa thAya. (va. 5. 395) *** AtmAne samAdhi thavA mATe, AtmasvarUpamAM sthiti mATe sudhArasa ke je mukhane viSe varase che, te eka apUrva AdhAra che; mATe koI rIte tene bIjajJAna kaho to ha2kata nathI; mAtra eTalo bheda che ke te jJAna jJAnI puruSa, ke je tethI AgaLa che, AtmA che, ema jANanAra hovA joIe. (va. 5. 471) *** khullA kAgaLamAM sudhArasa paratve prAye spaSTa lakhyuM hatuM, te cAhIne lakhyuM hatuM. kaMI kaMI te vAtanA carcaka jIvane jo te vAta vAMcavAmAM Ave to kevaLa tethI nirdhAra thaI jAya ema bane nahIM, paNa je puruSe A vAkyo lakhyAM che te puruSa koI apUrva mArganA jJAtA che, ane A vAtanuM nirAkaraNa te pratyethI thavAno mukhya saMbhava che, ema jANI tenI te pratye kaMI paNa bhAvanA thAya. A spaSTa lakhANa vAMcavAthI tene vizeSa saMjJA thaI potAnI meLe te nirdhAramAM AvI jAya, paNa te nirdhAra ema thato nathI. yathArtha tenA sthaLanuM jANavuM tenAthI thaI zake nahIM, ane te kAraNathI jIvane vikSepanI utpatti thAya ke A vAta koI prakAre jANavAmAM Ave to sAruM. satpuruSanI vANI spaSTapaNe lakhAI hoya topaNa teno 52mArtha satpuruSano satsaMga jene AjJAMkitapaNe thayo nathI, tene samajAvo durlabha thAya che, ema te vAMcanArane spaSTa jANavAnuM kyAreya paNa kAraNa thAya. bIjo amAro Azaya te jJAna viSe lakhavAno vizeSapaNe atra lakhyo che (1) je jJAnI puruSe spaSTa evo AtmA koI apUrva lakSaNe, guNe ane vedanapaNe anubhavyo che, ane te ja pariNAma jenA AtmAnuM thayuM che, te jJAnI puruSe jo te sudhArasa saMbaMdhI jJAna ApyuM hoya to tenuM pariNAma 52mArtha-52mArthasvarUpa che. (2) ane je puruSa te sudhArasane ja AtmA jANe che, tenAthI te jJAnanI prApti thaI hoya to te vyavahA2-paramArthasvarUpa che. (3) te jJAna kadApi paramArtha-52mArthasvarUpa evA jJAnIe na ApyuM hoya, paNa te jJAnI puruSe sanmArga sanmukha AkarSe evo je jIvane upadeza karyo hoya te jIvane rucyo hoya tenuM jJAna te 5ramArtha-vyavahArasvarUpa che. (4) ane te sivAya zAstrAdi jANanAra sAmAnya prakAre mArgAnusA2I jevI upadezavAta kare, te zraddhAya, te vyavahAravyavahArasvarUpa che. sugamapaNe samajavA ema cAra prakA2 thAya che. 52mArtha-paramArthasvarUpa e nikaTa mokSano upAya che. 52mArtha-vyavahArasvarUpa e anaMtara paraMparasaMbaMdhe mokSano upAya che. vyavahA2-5ramArthasvarUpa te ghaNA kALe koI prakAre paNa mokSanAM sAdhananA kAraNabhUta thavAno upAya che. vyavahAra-vyavahArasvarUpanuM phaLa AtmapratyayI nathI saMbhavatuM. lakSaNathI, guNathI ane vedanathI jene AtmasvarUpa jaNAyuM che, tene dhyAnano e eka upAya che, ke jethI AtmapradezanI sthiratA thAya che, ane pariNAma paNa sthira thAya che. lakSaNathI, guNathI ane vedanathI jeNe AtmasvarUpa jANyuM nathI, evA mumukSune jJAnI puruSe batAveluM jo A jJAna hoya to tene anukrame lakSaNAdino bodha sugamapaNe thAya che. mukharasa ane tenuM utpattikSetra e koI apUrva kAraNarUpa che ema tame nizcayapaNe nirdhArajo. // 232 //

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eka ajJAnapaNe pavananI sthiratA kare che, paNa zvAsocchavAsa-rodhanathI tene kalyANano hetu thato nathI, ane eka jJAnInI AjJApUrvaka zvAsocchavAsano rodha kare che, to tene te kAraNathI je sthiratA Ave che, te AtmAne pragaTavAno hetu thAya che. zvAsocchavAsanI sthiratA thavI e eka prakAre ghaNI kaThaNa vAta che. teno sugama upAya mukharasa ekatAra karavAthI thAya che. mATe te vizeSa sthiratAnuM sAdhana che; paNa te sudhArasa-sthiratA ajJAnapaNe phaLIbhUta thatI nathI, eTale kalyANarUpa thatI nathI, tema te bIjajJAnanuM dhyAna paNa ajJAnapaNe kalyANarUpa thatuM nathI, eTalo vizeSa nizcaya amane bhAsyA kare che. jeNe vedanapaNe AtmA jANyo che te jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe te kalyANarUpa thAya che, ane AtmA pragaTavAno atyaMta sugama upAya thAya che. sauthI tene amuka amuka sUkSma vastuno saMbaMdha che, temAM tenI chAyA (!) rUpa sugaMdha vizeSa paDe che, jenuM dhyAna jJAnInI AjJAe thavAthI AtmA pragaTe che. pavana karatAM paNa sudhArasa che temAM, AtmA vizeSa samIpapaNe varte che, mATe te AtmAnI vizeSa chAyA-sugaMdha (!)no dhyAna karavA yogya upAya che. A paNa vizeSapaNe samajavAyogya che. (va. 5. 472) *** "zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve, zuddhatAmeM keli kare; zuddhatAmeM sthira che, amRtadhArA barase." e kavitAmAM "sudhArasa'nuM je mAhAsya kahyuM che, te kevaLa eka vistRsA (sarva prakAranA anya pariNAmathI rahita asaMkhyAtapradezI Atmadravya) pariNAma svarUpastha evA amRtarUpa AtmAnuM varNana che. teno paramArtha yathArtha hRdayagata rAkhyo che, je anukrame samajAze. (va. 5. 475) *** je je puruSone e cha pada sapramANa evAM parama puruSanAM vacane AtmAno nizcaya thayo che, te te puruSo sarva svarUpane pAmyA che; Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, sarva saMgathI rahita thayA che, thAya che; ane bhAvikALamAM paNa tema ja thaze. je cha padathI siddha che evuM AtmasvarUpa te jenAM vacanane aMgIkAra karyo sahajamAM pragaTe che, je AtmasvarUpa pragaTavAthI sarvakALa jIva saMpUrNa AnaMdane prApta thaI, nirbhaya thAya che. (va. 5. 493). *** je mukharasa saMbaMdhI jJAna viSe 'samayasAra' graMthanA kavitAdimAM tame artha dhAro cho te tema ja che, ema sarvatra che, ema kahevA yogya nathI. banArasIdAse 'samayasAra' graMtha hindI bhASAmAM karatAM keTalAMka kavitu savaiyA vageremAM tenA jevI ja vAta kahI che; ane te koI rIte "bIjajJAnane lagatI jaNAya che. tathApi kyAMka kyAMka tevA zabdo upamApaNe paNa Ave che. "samayasAra' banArasIdAse karyo che, temAM te zabdo jyAM jyAM AvyA che, tyAM tyAM sarva sthaLe upamApaNe che ema jaNAtuM nathI, paNa keTalAka sthaLe vastapaNe kahyuM che, ema lAge che; jo ke e vAta kaMIka AgaLa gaye maLatI AvI zake ema che. eTale tame je "bIjajJAna'mAM kAraNa gaNo cho tethI kaMIka AgaLa vadhatI vAta athavA te vAta vizeSa jJAne temAM aMgIkAra karI jaNAya che. (va. 5. pa20) *** Educa

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nirvikalpa upayogano lakSa sthiratAno paricaya karyAthI thAya che. sudhArasa, satsamAgama, sAstra, savicAra ane vairAgya-upazama e sau te sthiratAnA hetu che. (va. 5. 585) agama agocara nirvANamArga che, emAM saMzaya nathI. potAnI zaktie, sadgurunA Azraya vinA, te mArga zodhavo azakya che; ema vAraMvAra dekhAya che, eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa zrI sadgurucaraNanA Azraye karI bolabIjanI prApti thaI hoya evA puruSane paNa sadgurunA samAgamanuM ArAdhana nitya kartavya che. jagatanA prasaMga jotAM ema jaNAya che ke, tevA samAgama ane Azraya vinA nirAlaMba bodha sthira rahevo vikaTa che. (va. 5. 647). * * * ghaNuM karIne satpuruSane vacane AdhyAtmikazAstra paNa AtmajJAnano hetu thAya che, kemake paramArthaAtmA zAstramAM vartato nathI, satparuSamAM varte che. (va. 5. 706) * * * unnatinAM sAdhanonI smRti karuM chuM - bodhabIjanuM svarUpanirUpaNa mULamArga pramANe ThAma ThAma thAya. pratyakSa saddagurunI AjJAe dharma che ema vAta lakSamAM Ave. ghaNA jIvone prApti. (va. 5. 709). * * * mahatuM puruSone evI vilakSaNa sAnaMdAzcaryaka vRtti udbhavatI ke zAtA karatAM azAtAno udaya saMprApta thaye ane temAM paNa tIvrapaNe te udaya saMprApta thaye temanuM vIrya vizeSapaNe jAgrata thatuM, ullAsa pAmatuM, ane te samaya kalyANakArI adhikapaNe samajAto (kAraNa ke) te parama upazamane ja sarvotkRSTa auSadharUpe upAsatA. (va. 5. 913) *** Aje dazAAdi saMbaMdhI je jaNAvyuM che ane bIja vAvyuM che tene khotarazo nahIM. te saphaLa thaze. caturaMgula hai dagaseM mila hai - e AgaLa para samajAze.' eka zloka vAMcatAM amane hajAro zAstranuM bhAna thaI temAM upayoga pharI vaLe che. (va. 5. 917) *** samyapha prakAre vedanA ahiyAsavArUpa paramadharma parama puruSoe kahyo che. tIkSNa vedanA anubhavatAM svarUpabhraMzavRtti na thAya e ja zuddha cAritrano mArga che. upazama ja je jJAnamAM mULa che te jJAnamAM tINa vedanA parama nirjarA bhAsavA yogya che. (va. 5. 939) *** | (ECOOPERFOR TRAra34 959Z9X95959Z9Z karI che

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sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina rAtra rahe tadhyAnamahIM; parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te jaya te. * (va. 5. 954) mae k * jJAnI kahe che te kUMcIrUpI jJAna vicAre, to ajJAnarUpI tALuM UghaDI jAya. (uchA.14-pA. 733) koI brahmarasanA bhogI, koI brahmarasanA bhogI; jANe koI viralA yogI. koI brahmarasanA bhogI. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 49) jJAnI puruSone samaye samaye anaMtA saMyamapariNAma vardhamAna thAya che. ema sarvaze kahyuM che te satya che. te saMyama, vicAranI tIkSNa pariNatithI tathA brahmarasapratye sthirapaNAthI utpanna thAya che. (hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha-55) AraMbha - parigrahane vAraMvAranA prasaMge vicArI vicArI potAnAM thatAM aTakAvavAM. anya pariNAmamAM jeTalI tAdalyavRtti che, teTalo jIvathI mokSa dUra che. udayane abaMdha pariNAme bhogavAya to ja uttama che. (235T O E

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| sarvamAnya dharma ] (copAI) dharmatattva jo pUchavuM mane, to saMbhaLAvuM sneha tane; je siddhAMta sakaLano sAra, sarvamAnya sahune hitakAra. bhAkhyuM bhASaNamAM bhagavAna, dharma na bIjo dayA samAna; abhayadAna sAthe saMtoSa, gho prANIne, daLavA doSa. satya zILa ne saghaLAM dAna, dayA hoIne rahyAM pramANa; dayA nahIM to e nahi eka, vinA surya kiraNa nahi dekha. puSpapAMkhaDI jyAM dubhAya, jinavaranI tyAM nahi AzAya; | sarva jIvanuM iccho sukha, mahAvIranI zikSA mukhya. sarva darzane e upadeza, e ekAMte nahIM vizeSa; sarva prakAre jinano bodha, dayA dayA nirmaLa avirodha ! e bhavatAraka suMdara rAha, dhariye tariye karI utsAha; dharma sakaLanuM e zubha mULa, e vaNa dharma sadA pratikULa. tattvarUpathI e oLakhe, te jana pahoMce zAzvata sukhe; zAMtinAtha bhagavAna prasiddha, rAjacaMdra karuNAe siddha . bhaktino upadeza (toTaka chaMda). zubha zItaLatAmaya chAMya rahI, manavAMchita jyAM phaLapaMkti kahI; jinabhakti graho taru kalpa aho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho. 1 nija AtmasvarUpa mudA pragaTe, manatApa utApa tamAma maTe; ati nirbharatA vaNadAma graho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. 2 samabhAvI sadA pariNAma thaze, jaDa maMda adhogati janma jaze; zubha maMgaLa A paripUrNa caho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. 3 zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha karo, navakAra mahApadane samaro; nahi eha samAna sumaMtra kaho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. 4 karazo kSaya kevaLa rAga kathA, dharazo zubha tattvasvarUpa yathA; nRpacaMdra prapaMca anaMta daho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. 5 NONOSONQONO NON 123111 LOLOLOLOLOLOKO

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brahmacarya viSe subhASita (doharA) nIrakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSayanidAna; gaNe kASThanI pUtaLI, te bhagavAna samAna. 1 A saghaLA saMsAranI, ramaNI nAyakarUpa; e tyAgI, tyAgyuM badhuM, kevaLa zokasvarUpa. 2 eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sau saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItiye, daLa, pura ne adhikAra. 3 viSayarUpa aMkurathI, TaLe jJAna ne dhyAna; leza madirApAnathI, chAke jyama ajJAna. 4 je nava vADa vizuddhathI, dhare ziyaLa sukhadAI; bhava teno lava pachI rahe, tattvavacana e bhAI. 5 suMdara ziyaLa surataru, mana vANI ne deha; je naranArI sevaze, anupama phaLa le teha. 6 pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevo sadA, brahmacarya matimAna. 7 amUlya tattvavicAra (harigIta chaMda) bahu puNyakerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavano maLyo, toye are ! bhavacakrano AMTo nahi ekke TaLyo; sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che leza e lo laho, kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kAM aho rAcI raho ? 1 lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM, zuM vadhyuM te to kaho ? zuM kuTuMba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM, e naya graho; vadhavApaNuM saMsAranuM nara dehane hArI javo, eno vicAra nahIM ahoho ! eka paLa tamane havo !!! 2 nirdoSa sukha nirdoSa AnaMda lyo game tyAMthI bhale, e divya zaktimAna jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe; para vastumAM nahi mUMjhavo, enI dayA mujane rahI, e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAtduHkha te sukha nahIM. 3 huM koNa chuM kyAMthI thayo ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM ? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che ? rAkhuM ke e paratuM ? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyA, to sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMtatattva anubhavyAM 4 te prApta karavA vacana konuM satya kevaLa mAnavuM ? nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno 'teha' jeNe anubhavyuM; re ! Atma tAro ! Atma tAro ! zIghra ene oLakho, sarvAtmamAM samRdraSTi gho A vacanane hRdaye lakho. 5 5239 //

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. pAra na ra ) jinezvaranI vANI (manahara chaMda). anaMta anaMta bhAva bhedathI bharelI bhalI, anaMta anaMta naya nikSepe vyAkhyAnI che; sakala jagata hitakAriNI hAriNI moha, tAriNI bhavAbdhi mokSacAriNI pramANI che; upamA ApyAnI jene tamAM rAkhavI te vyartha, ApavAthI nija mati mapAI meM mAnI che; aho ! rAjacaMdra, bALa khyAla nathI pAmatA e, jinezvara taNI vANI jANI teNe jANI che. 1 ( bhinna bhinna mata dekhIe jagatamAM bhinna bhinna mata ane darzana jovAmAM Ave che te dRSTibheda che. bhinna bhinna mata dekhIe, bheda daSTino eha; eka tattvanA mULamAM, vyApyA mAno teha. 1 teha tattvarUpa vRkSanuM, Atmadharma che mULa; svabhAvanI siddhi kare, dharma teja anukULa. 2 prathama Atmasiddhi thavA, karIe jJAna vicAra; anubhavI gurune sevIe, budhajanano nirdhAra. 3 kSaNa kSaNa je asthiratA, ane vibhAvika moha; te jenAmAMthI gayA, te anubhavI guru joya. 4 bAhya tema atyaMtare, graMtha graMthi nahi hoya; parama puruSa tene kaho, saraLa dRSTithI joya. 5 bAhya parigraha graMthi che, atyaMtara mithyAtva; svabhAvathI pratikULatA, (vi. saM. 1945) thA . www.a library.org

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( binA nayana pAve nahIM ) binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayanakI bAta; seve sadguruke carana, so pAve sAkSAtuM. 1 bUjhI cahata jo pyAsako, hai bUjhanI rIta; pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehi anAdi sthita. 2 ehI nahi hai kalpanA, ehI nahIM vibhaMga; kaI nara paMcamakALameM, dekhI vastu abhaMga. 3 nahi de tuM upadezakuM, prathama lehi upadeza; sabaseM nyArA agama hai, vo jJAnIkA deza 4 japa, tapa aura tratAdi saba, tahAM lagI bhramarUpa; jahAM lagI nahi saMtakI, pAI kRpA anUpa 5 pAyAkI e bAta hai, nija chaMdano choDa; piche lAga satpaSake, to saba baMdhana toDa. 6 | (muMbaI, aSADa, 1947) vIsa doharA (doharA) he prabhu ! he prabhu ! zuM kahuM, dInAnAtha dayALa; huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa. 1 zuddha bhAva mujamAM nathI, nathI sarva tuja rUpa; nathI laghutA ke dInatA, zuM kahuM paramasvarUpa ? 2 nathI AjJA gurudevanI, acaLa pharI uramAMhI; Apa taNo vizvAsa daDha, ne paramAdara nAhIM. 3 joga nathI satsaMgano, nathI sasevA joga; kevaLa arpaNatA nathI, nathI Azraya anuyoga. 4 'huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM ?" evo nathI viveka; caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka. 5 aciMtya tuja mAhAtmano, nathI praphullita bhAva; aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva 6 acaLarUpa Asakti nahi, nahIM virahano tApa; kathA alabha tuja premanI, nahi teno paritApa. 7 |241 A KZZES 8

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70707070707070707COROKOROROROKOKORON 1 bhaktimArga praveza nahi, nahIM bhajana dRDha bhAna; samaja nahIM nija dharmanI, nahi zubha deze sthAna. 8 kALadoSa kaLithI thayo, nahi maryAdAdharma; toya nahIM vyAkuLatA, juo prabhu muja karma. 9 sevAne pratikULa je, te baMdhana nathI tyAga; deheMdriya mAne nahIM, kare bAhya para rAga. 10 tuja viyoga skurato nathI, vacana nayana yama nAhIM; nahi udAsa anabhaktathI, tema gRhAdika mAMhIM. 11 ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svadharma saMcaya nAhIM; nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya dharmanI kAMI 12 ema anaMta prakArathI, sAdhana rahita huMya; nahIM eka sadgaNa paNa, mukha batAvuM zuMya ? 13 kevaLa karUNA-mUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha; pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. 14 anaMta kALathI AthaDyo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna. 15 saMta caraNa Azraya vinA, sAdhana karyAM aneka; pAra na tethI pAmiyo, Ugyo na aMza viveka. 19 sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; satu sAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ? 17 prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na saguru pAya; dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tarIe koNa upAya ? 18 adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya ? 19 paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja; sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e daDhatA karI de che. 20 (rALaja, bhAdaravA suda 8, 1947) enuM svapna jo darzana pAme che, tenuM mana na caDhe bIje bhAme re, thAya sadgano leza prasaMga re, tene na game saMsArIno saMga re. di (gamamaramaramaramImI 242 | Z9XD_9_959Z995 " | nAma | 3.

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yama niyama saMjama Apa kiyo ' (toTaka chaMda) yamaniyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga birAga athAga lahyo; vanavAsa liyo mukha mauna rahyo, deDha Asana padha lagAya diyo. 1 manuM pauna nirodha svabodha kiyo, haThajoga prayoga su tAra bhayo; japa bheda jape tapa tyoMhi tape, urasehi udAsI lahI sabaveM. 2 saba zAsanake naya dhAri hiye, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye; vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo. 3 aba kyoM na bicArata hai manameM, kachu aura rahA una sAdhanasuM ? bina sadguru koya na bheda lahe, mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe ? 4 karunA hama. pAvata hai tumakI, vaha bAta rahI suguru gamakI; palameM pragaTe mukha AgalaseM, jaba sadgurucarna suprema baseM. 5 tanaseM, manase, dhanameM, sabase, gurudevanI Ana sva-Atma baseM; taba kAraja siddha bane apano, rasa amRta pAvahi prema ghano. 6 vaha satya sudhA darazAvahiMge, caturAMgala he damase milahe; rasa deva niraMjana ko pivahI, gahi joga jugAjuga so jIvahI. 7 para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura baseM; vaha kevalako bIja glAni kahe, nija ko anubhI batalAI diye. 8 rALaja, bhAdaravA suda 8, 1947 . S' jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName (1) (doharA) jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva. koI koI palaTe nahIM, choDI Apa svabhAva. 1 jaDa te jaDa traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana tema; pragaTa anubhavarUpa che, saMzaya temAM kema ? 2. jo jaDa che traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana hoya; baMdha mokSa to nahi ghaTe, nivRtti pravRtti hoya. 3 baMdha mokSa saMyogathI, jyAM laga Atma abhAna; paNa nahi tyAga svabhAvano, bhAkhe jina bhagavAna. 4 = ( N R TREET 243 XDX(r)$$$$$$495 -

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670767670ORORORORORORORORON. varte baMdha prasaMgamAM, te nija pada ajJAna; paNa jaDatA nahi Atmane, e siddhAMta pramANa. 5 rahe arUpI rUpIne, e acarajanI vAta; jIva baMdhana jANe nahIM, kevo jina siddhAMta. 6 prathama deha dRSTi hatI, tethI bhAsyo deha, have dRSTi thaI AtmamAM, gayo dehathI neha. 7 jaDa cetana saMyoga A, khANa anAdi anaMta; koI na kartA tehano, bhAkhe jina bhagavaMta, 8 mULa dravya utpanna nahi, nahIM nAza paNa tema; anubhavathI te siddha che, bhAkhe jinavara ema. 9 hoya tehano nAza nahi, nahIM teha nahi hoya; eka samaya te sau samaya, bheda avasthA joya. 10 (2). parama puruSa prabhu sadguru, paramajJAna sukhadhAma; jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma. 1 (rALaja, bhAdra pada suda 8, 1947) ( jinavara kahe che jJAna tene ] (harigIta) jinavara kahe che jJAna tene sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. jo hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa, jIvane jANyo nahIM, to sarva te ajJAna bhAkhyuM, sAkSI che Agama ahIM; e pUrva sarva kahyAM vizeSa, jIva karavA nirmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 1 nahi graMthamAMthI jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna nahi kavicAturI, nahi maMtra taMtro jJAna dAkhyAM, jJAna nahi bhASA TharI; nahi anya sthAne jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna jJAnImAM kaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 2 NO (25(2):22NO COArajA chaZSES dazama

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A jIva ne A deha evo, bheda jo bhAsyo nahIM, pacakhANa kIdhAM tyAM sudhI, mokSArtha te bhAkhyAM nahIM; e pAMcame aMge kahyo, upadeza kevaLa nirmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 3 kevaLa nahIM brahmacaryathI, ...... ... ... ... .. kevaLa nahIM saMyama thakI, paNa jJAna kevaLathI kaLo. jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 4 zAstro vizeSa sahita paNa jo, jANiyuM nijarUpane, kAM tehavo Azraya karajo, bhAvathI sAcA mane; to jJAna tene bhAkhiyuM, jo sammati Adi sthaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavo sAMbhaLo. 5 ATha samiti jANIe jo, jJAnInA paramArthathI, to jJAna bhAkhyuM tehane, anusAra te mokSArthathI; nija kalpanAthI koTi zAstro, mAtra manano AmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 6 cAra veda purANa Adi zAstra sau mithyAtvanAM, zrInaMdIsUtre bhAkhiyA che, bheda jyAM siddhAMtanA; paNa jJAnIne te jJAna bhAsyAM, e ja ThekANe Tharo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 7 vrata nahIM pacakhANa nahi, nahi tyAga vastu koIno, mahApadma tIrthaMkara thaze, zreNika ThANaMga joI lo; chedyo anaMtA (rALaja, bhAdrapada, 1947) alakhanAma dhuni lagI gaganameM, magana bhayA mana merA che, Asana mArI surata deDha dhArI, diyA agama ghara DerA jI. darazyA alakha dedArA jI. te to => SRP pAra4pA. T

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Surat 1 | mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re, karI vRtti akhaMDa sanmukha, mULa, noya pUjAdinI jo kAmanA re, noya vhAluM aMtara bhavaduHkha. mULa0 1 karI jojo vacananI tulanA re, jo jo zodhIne jinasiddhAMta, mULa, mAtra kahevuM paramArathahetuthI re, koI pAme mumukSu vAta. mULa0 2 jJAna, darzana, cAritranI zuddhatA re, ekapaNe ane aviruddha, mULa jina mAraga te paramArthathI re, ema kahyuM sidhdhAMte budha. mULa0 3 liMga ane bhedo je vratanA re, dravya deza kALAdi bheda, mULa, paNa jJAnAdinI je zuddhatA re, te to traNe kALe abheda. mULa 4 have jJAna darzanAdi zabdano re, saMkSepe suNo paramArtha, mULa, tene jotAM vicArI vizeSathI re, samajAze uttama AtmArtha. mULa 5 che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza, mULa, ema jANe sadaguru upadezathI re, kahyuM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa. muLa9 je jJAna karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta, mULa, kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjAM nAma samakti. mULa. 7 jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jANyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga, mULa, tevo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga. mULa, 8 te traNe abheda pariNAmathI re, jyAre varte te AtmArUpa, mULa, teha mAraga jinano pAmiyo re, kiMvA pAmyo te nijasvarUpa. mULa, 9 evAM mULa jJAnAdi pAmavA re, ane javA anAdi baMdha, mULa, upadeza sadguruno pAmavo re, TALI svacchaMda ne pratibaMdha. mULa 10 : ema deva jinaMde bhAkhiyuM re, mokSamAraganuM zuddha svarUpa, mULa, bhavya janonA hitane kAraNe re, saMkSepe kahyuM svarUpa. mULa, 11 (ANaMda, Aso suda 2, 1952) Aja mane ucharaMga anupama, janmatArtha joga jaNAya; vAstava vastu, viveka vivecaka te krama spaSTa sumArga gaNAyo. 2467788 I'

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If ' T - Yjha 7 PPT RAIii ja! - jArI karI rekora apUrva avasara ] apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze ? kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo ? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha jo ? apUrva 1 sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyamahetu hoya jo; anya kAraNe anya kazuM kahyuM nahIM, dehe paNa kiMcit mUcha nava joya jo. apUrva 2 darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajyo bodha je, deha bhinna kevala caitanyanuM jJAna jo; tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokiye, varte evuM zuddhasvarUpanuM dhyAna jo. apUrva3 AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI, mukhyapaNe to varte dehaparyata jo; ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahIM te sthiratAno aMta jo. apUrva 4 saMyamanA hetuthI yogapravartanA, svarUpalakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo; te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna jo. apUrva, 5 paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo; dravya, kSetra ne kALa, bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha jo. apUrva 6 krodha pratye to varte krodhasvabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo; mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lobha pratye nahIM lobha samAna jo. apUrvaka 7 bahu upasargakartA pratye paNa krodha nahIM, vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo; deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM, lobha nahIM cho prabaLa siddhi nidAna jo. apUrva 8 QXQXQXQXQQNQN 1280 | VOLOLOLOKOOK li. nehaTa karavI (4 / -

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nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha ajJAnatA, adaMtadhAvana Adi parama prasiddha " jo; keza, roma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahIM, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo. apUrva, 9 zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo; jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyUnAdhikatA, bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo. apUrva 10 ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo; aDola Asana, ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo. apUrva11 ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM, sarasa ane nahIM manane prasannabhAva jo; 2jakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyAM pula eka svabhAva jo. apUrvaka 12 ema parAjaya karIne cAritramohano, AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo; zreNI kSepakataNI karIne ArUDhatA, ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo. apUrva 13 moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINamoha guNasthAna jo; aMta samaya tyAM pUrNasvarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna jo. apUrva 14 cAra karma ghanaghAtI te vyavaccheda jyAM, bhavanAM bIjataNo AtyaMtika nAza jo; sarva bhAva jJAtA draSTA saha zuddhatA. kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo. apUrva 15 vedanIyAdi cAra karma varte jahAM, baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo. te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, AyuSa pUrNa, maTiye daihika pAtra jo. apUrva16 NQNQNQNOONQNOVO 112860 LOLOLOLOLOLOLON

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mana, vacana, kAyA ne karmanI vargaNA, chUTe jahAM sakaLa pudgala saMbaMdha jo; evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM, mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha jo. apUrva 17 eka paramANumAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa jo; zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu, amUrta sahajapadarUpa jo. apUrva 18 pUrvaprayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI, Urdhvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo; sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhisukhamAM, anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo. apUrva 19 je pada zrI sarvajJe dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo; teha svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe ? anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo. apUrva 20 eha paramapada prAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla manoratharUpa jo; topaNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhuAjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo. apUrva 21 vavANiyA, saM. 19531 1. A kAvyano nirNIta samaya maLato nathI. 5249 //

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jaDane caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva jaDa ne caitanya banne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che; svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra, athavA te zeya paNa paradravyamAMya che; evo anubhavano prakAza ullAsita thayo, jaDathI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che; kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA; nigraMthano paMtha bhavaaMtano upAya che. 1 deha jIva ekarUpe bhAse che ajJAna vaDe, kriyAnI pravRtti paNa tethI tema thAya che; jIvanI utpatti ane roga, zoka, duHkha, mRtyu, dehano svabhAva jIva padamAM jaNAya che; evo je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che; bhAse jaDa caitanyano pragaTa svabhAva bhinna, banne dravya nija nija rUpe sthita thAya che. 2 | (muMbaI kArtika vada 11, maMgaLa, 1956) icche che je jogI jana ) (1) icche che je jogI jana, anaMta sukhasvarUpa; mULa zuddha te Atmapada, sayogI jinasvarUpa 1 AtmasvabhAva agamya te, avalaMbana AdhAra; jinapadathI darzAviyo, teha svarUpa prakAra. 2 jinapada nija pada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahi kAMI; lakSa thavAne tehano, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI. 3 jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna; avalaMbana zrI sadagurU, sugama ane sukhakhANa. 4 upAsanA jinacaraNanI, atizaya bhaktisahita; munijana saMgati rati ati, saMyama yoga ghaTita. 5 guNapramoda atizaya rahe, rahe aMtarmukha yoga; prApti zrI saddagurU vaDe, jina darzana anuyoga. 7 pravacana samudra biMdumAM, UlaTI' Ave ema; pUrva caudanI labdhinuM, udAharaNa paNa tema. 7 1. pAThAntara - ullAsI V NANONONONGNHVKN 1124011 K OKOOKOOKONA 7 - -

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viSaya vikAra sahita je, rahyA matinA yoga; pariNAmanI viSamatA, tene yoga ayoga. 8 maMda viSaya ne saraLatA, saha AjJA suvicAra; karUNA komaLatAdi guNa, prathama bhUmikA dhAra. 9 rokyA zabdAdika viSaya, saMyama sAdhana rAga; jagata iSTa nahi AtmathI, madhya pAtra mahAbhAgya 10 nahi tRSNA jIvyAtaNI, maraNa yoga nahi kSobha; mahApAtra te mArganA, parama yoga jitalobha. 11 AvyuM bahu samadezamAM, chAyA jAya samAI; AvyuM tema svabhAvamAM, manasvarUpa paNa jAI. 1 Upaje moha vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahi vAra. 2 sukha dhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina rAtra rahe tadhyAnamahIM; parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te jaya te1 (rAja koTa, caitra suda 9, 1957) (2) (3) | mAraga sAcA mila gayA ] mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha; hotA so to jala gayA, 'bhinna kiyA nija deha, samaja piche pichaM saba sarala hai, binU samaja muzakIla; ye muzakIlI kyA kahuM ? ........ khoja piMDa brahmAMDakA, pattA to laga jAya; vehi brahmAMDa vAsanA, jaba jAve taba...... Apa ApakuM bhUla gayA, inameM kyA aMdhera ? samara samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUleMge phera. jahAM kalapanA - jalapanA, tahAM mAnuM duHkha chAMI; miTe kalapanA - jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAI. 'he jIva ! kyA icchata have ? hai icchA duHkha mUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla. aisI kahA~se mati bhaI, Apa Apa hai nAhiM; ApanakuM jaba bhUla gaye, avara kahaoNse lAI. Apa Apa e zodhamaiM, Apa Apa mila jAya; (hAthanoMdha-1, pRSTha 29) Apa milana naya bApako, ....................... (hAthanoMdha-1, pRSTha 30) 1. mULa hAthanoMdhamAM A caraNo nathI paNa zrImade pote ja pachI pUrti karela che. 2. pAThAntara - kyA icchata ? khovata sakhe !

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COROROKOROROROKORON [ hota AsavA parisavA ] hota AvA parivA, nahi inameM saMdeha; mAtra dRSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi. racanA jina upadezakI, paramottama tinuM kAla; inameM saba mata rahata hai, karate nija saMbhAla. jina so hI hai AtamAM, anya hoI so karma; karma kare so jina vacana, tattvajJAnIko marma. jaba jAnyo nijarUpako, taba jAnyo saba loka; nahi jAnyo nijarUpako, saba jAnyo so phoka. ehi dizAkI mUDhatA, hai nahi jinA~ bhAva; jinameM bhAva binu kabU, nahi chUTata duHkhadAva. vyavahAraseM deva jina, nihaceleM hai Apa; ehi bacanameM samaja le, jinapravacanakI chApa. ehi nahIM hai kalpanA, ehI nahIM vibhaMga; jaba jAgeMge AtamAM, taba lAgeMge raMga (hAthanoMdha-1, pRSTha-35) koI brahmarasanA bhogI ] koI brahmarasanA bhogI, koI brahmarasanA bhogI. jANe koI viralA yogI, koI brahmarasanA bhogI. (hAthanoMdha-1, pR. 49) 1. pAThAntara - hota nyUna se nyUnatA. = 22222222 pAraparA 98903939585994 1

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[ dhanya re divasa A aho ! ] dhanya re divasa A aho, jAgI re zAMti apUrva re; daza varSe re dhArA UlasI, maTyo udayakarmano garva re dhanya ogaNIsameM ne ekatrIse, Avyo apUrva anusAra re; ogaNIsameM ne betALIse, adUbhuta vairAgya dhAra re, dhanya ogaNIsaseM ne suDatALIse, samakita zuddha prakANyuM re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAcuM re. dhanya tyAM Avyo re udaya kAramo, parigraha kArya prapaMca re; jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe eka raMca re. dhanya (hAthanoMdha-1, pRSTha-63) vadhatuM ema ja cAliyuM, have dIse kSINa kAMI re; krame karIne je te jaze, ema bhAse manamAMhI re. dhanya yathA hetu je cittano, satya dharmano uddhAra re; thaze avazya A dehathI ema thayo niradhAra re, dhanya AvI apUrva vRtti aho, thaze apramatta yoga re; kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA, sparzIne deha viyoga re. dhanya avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re; tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re, dhanya (hAthanoMdha-1, pRSTha-64) t======egaTa aa2535 (BMDEMBEDDEDED

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kSamApanA he bhagavAna ! huM bahu bhUlI gayo, meM tamArAM amUlya vacanone lakSamAM lIdhAM nahIM. tamArAM kahelAM anupama tattvono meM vicAra karyo nahIM. tamArA praNIta karelA uttama zIlane sevyuM nahIM. tamArA kahelA dayA, zAMti, kSamA ane pavitratAne oLakhyA nahIM. he bhagavAna ! huM bhUlyo, AthaDyo, rajhaLyo ane anaMta saMsAranI viTambanAmAM paDyo chuM. huM pApI chuM, huM bahu madonmatta ane karmarajanI karIne malina chuM. he paramAtmA ! tamArA kahelA tattva vinA mAro mokSa nathI. huM niraMtara prapaMcamAM paDyo chuM. ajJAnathI aMdha thayo chuM, mArAmAM vivekazakti nathI ane huM mUDha chuM, huM nirAzrita chuM, anAtha chuM. nirAgI paramAtmA ! huM have tamAruM, tamArA dharmanuM ane tamArA muninuM zaraNa grahuM chuM. mArA aparAdha kSaya thaI huM te sarva pApathI mukta thAuM e mArI abhilASA che. AgaLa karelAM pApono huM have pazcAttApa karuM chuM. jema jema huM sUkSma vicArathI UMDo UtaruM chuM tema tema tamArA tattvanA camatkAro mArA svarUpano prakAza kare che. tame nirAgI, nirvikArI, saccidAnaMdasvarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, anaMta jJAnI, anaMta darzI ane trailokyaprakAzaka cho. huM mArA hitane arthe tamArI sAkSIe kSamA cAhuM chuM. eka paLa paNa tamArAM kahelAM tattvanI zaMkA na thAya, tamA2A kahelA rastAmAM ahorAtra huM rahuM, e ja mArI AkAMkSA ane vRtti thAo ! he sarvajJa bhagavAna ! tamane huM vizeSa zuM kahuM ? tamArAthI kaMI ajANyuM nathI. mAtra pazcAttApathI huM karmajanya pApanI kSamA icchuM chuM. OM zAMti: zAMti: zAMti: // 255 //

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aho sapuruSanAM vacanAmRta, mudrA ane satsamAgama ! suputva cetanane jAgRta karanAra, [ paDatI vRttine sthira rAkhanAra, 'darzana mAtrathI paNa nirdoSa apUrva svabhAvane preraka, svarUpa pratIti, apramatta saMyama, ane pUrNa vItarAga nirvikalpa svabhAvanA kAraNabhUta: chelle ayogI svabhAva pragaTa karI, anaMta avyAbAdha svarUpamAM sthiti karAvanAra ! trikALa jayavaMta vartA! sahajAtma svarUpa paramaguru Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re parama guru nirgatha sarvajJadeva 3OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH Jan Education intamational For Farurial & Private Use Only www.ja in library.org je ja 2 /

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sapuruSonuM yogabaLa gatanuM kalyANa karo. . Aud haSa tara gIya mejara (saMvata 25-2017 Jain Education Internation For Personal Private Use Only www.jalinelibrary.org